Chapter 1: S02, EP01: "Speed Trapped"
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Mission Creek was nothing like it was promised to be. Not that Kaz was expecting it to be given the recent acquisition of the bad (or more like downright shitty) luck he’d had the past few weeks. The divorce was one thing, but the moving of houses and states? How was that anywhere close to fair?
Still, he had to admit, it was worth it if his mom’s mental state was even slightly better than what it had been. His parent’s marriage had always been a train wreck, but in more recent years it turned from that to a complete shit show. Most days Kaz would spend holed up somewhere within Mighty Med or the Domain. Whether it be burying his nose into whatever one of the thousands of comic books he plucked off the shelf that morning to escape the crappy reality that was his life, or working on a medical assignment with Oliver and Skylar, he just needed something to get his mind off of it all.
When the divorce papers were filed and Kaz was shipped off with only half of his siblings to live in Mission Creek with his mom, it was the worst day of his life. Not only was he forced to leave Mighty Med behind, but his two best friends. He missed Oliver and Skylar every day, praying he’d wake up one morning and find this had all been some terrible nightmare…
But it wasn’t, and he never did.
This was his life now. And he had to get used to it.
Today was his second official day at Mission Creek High. He’d woken up surprisingly early — even for himself — and frantically raced around his cramped room, flinging a hundred different outfits on, slinging shoes haphazardly across the room to find the perfect pair to match his blue and white raglan and fitted jeans, brushed his teeth thrice, before practically flying down the stairs and nearly dying as he tripped on the last stair — backpack barely in-hand. Needless to say, it had been an unnecessarily chaotic morning. But then again, when was Kaz not chaotic?
Despite all of this, however, Kevin and Kyle had slept through their alarms and therefore caused all three of them to be late arriving at their respective schools.
Now finally having made it to first period, he sunk into his seat in chemistry class with a heavy sigh. This fucking sucked. How did anyone expect him to be okay after everything? How did his mom expect the six of her kids she did manage to keep custody of to be alright with switching schools and lives on a dime without any breathing room?
Kaz didn’t know if he could make it. He’d never been good at school, barely passing as decent at it, but now nothing mattered anymore. What was the point if he didn’t have Mighty Med or his friends to get him through? Sure, they’d agreed to call once or twice a week if they had time, but Kaz knew how busy the hospital could get. It was only a matter of time before work would outweigh their want to catch up with his life.
But who knows…Maybe he was overthinking all of this. Maybe everything would turn out differently.
But for right now, it all just sort of seemed...pointless.
He flipped open a notebook that was riddled with random doodles of dinosaurs and vaguely-reminiscent-of superheroes. He smirked at his latest masterpiece of a T-Rex devouring his math teacher as he averted his gaze from his current professor to begin a new drawing: Oliver getting eaten by a pterodactyl.
He didn’t get far, though, before he heard a resounding thunk! into the seat beside him. He raised his brows, wondering who on earth could be arriving later than he was…only to meet the side profile of a brunette.
Kaz blinked, the world seeming to mutate to slow motion: the elegant slope of his nose, the slight curve that added character to his otherwise flawless features. The hazel eyes speckled with hints of green and gold shone brightly beneath the LEDs of the classroom. His lips were a pale pink that Kaz couldn’t tear himself from, the firm slant of the boy’s jaw only adding to his list of handsome features. He was strangely… tantalizing.
And Kaz had definitely never seen him before.
To be fair, though, he hadn’t seen most people here.
But there he was, dropped out of the sky like he was meant to be found. Found by Kaz, that is.
There was an undeniable magnetism about him, too. A magnetic pull that drew Kaz in despite his best efforts to resist. In that moment, as Kaz observed the brunette, he couldn't help but acknowledge the undeniable truth: he was undeniably, irrevocably attractive.
The guy must have felt Kaz’s lingering stare because his eyes suddenly met his with expectant, raised brows, and a bored expression lazing across his features.
Kaz’s cheeks flared and he quickly averted his gaze back to his “note” paper. In his peripheral, Kaz watched the guy knit his brows in confusion momentarily, glance down at Kaz’s notebook, then shake his head with a barely audible sigh and refocus his attention to the front of the room.
As Kaz’s first day was only the day prior, it was just his luck he supposed that he happened to be plopped into the class right as they were getting into the more difficult AP-level content. As Kaz had soon found out, Mission Creek liked to mix its AP and non-AP students…apparently to torture them even further. Still, it wasn’t like Kaz ever paid attention in the first place, so it really didn't affect him whatsoever.
But for some reason today was different. For some reason, the minute his attention was back on the teacher — Mr. Ackleson — his ears perked up and he found himself closing his notepad.
Another interesting observation Kaz noticed was that despite the class being full of AP students, no one seemed to give a shit about anything going on. Half the time he’d glance over the remainder of his classmates starting to feel guilty about drawing all the time…only to find most had passed out in their seats long ago. The other half of the time was spent daydreaming about the newest edition of The Adventures of Tecton. He’d been waiting for over a year for the 61st issue to be released, and now finally, there was a date!
Anyway, that wasn’t the point. The point was that Kaz was paying attention for the first time since birth and he couldn’t for the life of him figure out why. Was it seriously something as dumb as the good-looking stranger appearing beside him?
“-No? No one? Come on, how about you at least try and sort this one out, huh? I’m getting tired of explaining these piece by piece for you guys.”
“What was the question, Mr. Ackleson? Sorry, I was a bit late, I must have missed it.”
Kaz’s eyes widened as — to absolutely no one’s surprise but his own — the kid next to him was the only one to speak up.
“Ah, yes, I was wondering where you’d gotten off to, Chase.”
Chase.
Chase.
Hmm. It weirdly fits him…
Kaz caught himself and softly cleared his throat as he refocused on Mr. Ackleson.
“The question was: In a saturated solution of Zn(OH)2 at 25℃, the value of [OH-] is 2.0 x 10^-6 M. What is the value of the solubility product constant, Ksp, for Zn (OH)2 at 25℃?”
By the time Mr. Ackleson had finished his sentence, Kaz’s brain had malfunctioned so many times it wasn’t functioning at all anymore. I’m sorry, what did he just say? Kaz had never heard so many incomprehensible things in a singular sentence. How on earth was anyone in 11th grade supposed to know shit about any of that-?
“-The answer is four point zero multiplied by ten to the negative eighteenth, Mr. Ackleson.”
“Very good, Chase! Now, how about you walk us through how you reached that conclusion.”
"Well, it requires us to remember the concepts of the solubility constant as well as how reactions work in order to conserve mass. We know that Ksp is written in the product of the concentrations of the aqueous ions in a solution. Since OH has a coefficient of 2, we have to multiply the concentration of the base-”
And on and on and on Chase went.
It didn’t take long for Kaz to realize that he never shut up. Not ever. Not even if the teacher told him to. He would pause for a moment, the teacher would comment something else or begin explaining his next inquiry, and off Chase would go again…Never bothered to raise his hand, but, Kaz found maybe it didn’t matter so much…
Because he was always right. Always.
From quantum mechanics to thermodynamics to general organic chemistry. He knew it all, from top to bottom, every which way.
Kaz had never given much thought to other people outside of his friends, family, and patients. Sure, he was friendly and outgoing but he was never intrigued.
But Chase…Chase was different. Kaz knew it immediately. From the moment he first heard him speak. He spoke with this confidence within the most mundane and boring of subjects that Kaz couldn’t help but be fascinated.
But all too soon the bell was blaring and class was over. Kaz turned open-mouthed to the boy next to him, ready to ask how on earth he knew everything there was to possibly know about chemistry…Only to find the seat already abandoned.
He frowned as he stuffed away his materials in his bag.
The remainder of the day continued on as normal. Chemistry, then history, math, biology, and English. He hated most of them — actually, all of them — but he’d promised his mom he’d at least try and pretend to care. Which was difficult considering he’d done next to none of his homework and couldn’t even be bothered to take notes in any of them because he still couldn’t shake the appearance of that boy.
Chase, he reminded himself.
When he returned home that evening — as he was the only one of his siblings who preferred to walk — he found his brothers lounging around the television in the living room, a bowl of cheese puffs between them. Kevin was scrolling through his phone while Kyle had taken to the switch.
“Whatcha guys doin’?”
“What does it look like?” Kyle sassed, not so much as sparing a glance in Kaz’s direction. Kaz rolled his eyes playfully and ruffled his little brother's hair before turning his attention to Kevin instead, hoping to get more out of him.
Kevin must have assumed that was what Kaz’s expectant stare at him meant and did in fact look up at him — if only for a second.
“Did you know there’s a frozen yogurt event at school tonight?”
Kaz blinked, not following entirely. “What?”
“Fro-yo, tonight, at school. Apparently, it’s been on the board for two weeks. According to Tyler, it’s a whole thing.”
Kaz frowned, “Who's Tyler?”
Kevin sighed dramatically and retrained his eyes to his phone, “My friend. Duh.” He said it was like it was the most obvious thing ever. Like it was supposed to be. Like they hadn’t just switched their whole lives around and relocated in less than a week. Something about the way he said it made Kaz’s heart sink and something in his gut grew black with anger.
Why did Kevin get new friends? Why did he get to meet people who understood him? Why was Kaz the one who was always left alone to fend for himself?
Deep down he knew it wasn’t fair, though. Hell, Kevin was older than he was (if only by a year), it was stupid to be jealous of your older sibling who supposedly had "more life experience than you", and Kaz knew that. But still, despite knowing that…it didn’t eradicate his feelings. At least not entirely.
He cleared his throat and decided that for his own mental state, he would focus on the first part of Kevin’s sentence instead of the latter.
“Frozen yogurt event? Since when?”
“Since I just told you: two weeks ago. Everyone’s going. Even the losers. At least, that’s what Tyler calls them,” Kevin shrugged, still refusing to eye his brother again. But Kaz couldn’t give less of a shit now, his mind was stuck on one thing and one thing only:
Everyone was going.
Could that mean…? It could, couldn’t it…It could mean that boy — Chase — would be there...
And you know what? That alone was enough for Kaz.
“We’re going,” he said defiantly as if it was a done deal and not something he’d just reached the conclusion of point-two seconds ago. This time, Kevin and Kyle snapped their gazes to him.
“What?” They jinxed.
“We’re going. To the fro-yo thing tonight. Besides, I thought you just said your friend’s gonna be there.”
“Well, he is, but I didn’t think you’d be willing to drive us…”
“Yeah, well, here I am. So take it or leave it.”
“Oh, well I’m definitely taking it. God knows Mom would never let us leave the house if she had her way.”
Kaz shrugged. Yeah, that was probably true. Don’t get him wrong, he loved his mother, but she had always been on the more protective side of parenting. Everything she did was for the safety of her babies, and that included the limited amount of access she allowed them to the outside world. Heck, he’d only received a phone two years ago!
“Ky? You comin’?”
“Ugh, do I have to?” He whined. Kaz tsked at him.
“Wow, some brother you are, huh. Don’t want to spend time with your big bros?” He smirked, knowing it would annoy the hell out of Kyle to be referred to as the baby brother of the group.
And indeed it did. Kyle scowled at him but said nothing else as he returned to his game.
Sometimes, Kaz would admit, having five of your siblings living with you was just as torturous as eleven, but that didn’t mean he didn’t love them. Sure, Katie, Karen, Kasey, Kevin, and Kyle could get on his nerves — especially Kyle, since he was his singular younger brother — but he found his irritation stemmed more from protectiveness than real rage.
When he and his siblings had all been divided between the houses, there was no real method to it, since their parents hadn’t really cared about which siblings had better relationships with who…Kaz didn’t blame them, though, even if his siblings did. Divorces were hard, and the last thing on their minds was probably worrying about stuff like that.
Katie, Kevin, and Kasey, as they were three of the eldest, had gotten to more or less choose their new schools…Katie and Kasey opted for a boarding one about an hour west. Apparently, after their father had changed jobs and gotten a massive raise, he could afford to assist their mother in the smaller things such as that to help out with.
Unfortunately, for the remaining four, they’d been forced to go to the public school just a few blocks down — Mission Creek. Though it was surprising Kevin decided to join them here, given he could have easily chosen anywhere else.
Kyle was in Mission Creek’s middle school with Karen, while he and Kevin were in their junior and senior years in the high school, respectfully.
And apparently, Kevin had managed to adapt much more easily than Kaz had…Which was probably why they rarely passed one another in the halls…And if they did, Kevin refused to acknowledge him.
“Did they mention dress attire?”
Kevin shrugged, “Just casual, I guess, dude. Unless…What, you trying to impress someone or something?” Despite the comment, he neither looked up from his phone nor gave any sort of sign he was teasing, such as a smirk or knowing smile. It was strange how different he had been since the divorce…Kaz still couldn’t wrap his head around it.
But Kaz’s cheeks warmed all the same.
“N-No, of course not. I just-...” But he cut himself off before spewing anything of real embarrassment.
Clearing his throat, he announced his ascent up the stairs to re-brush his teeth before they had to get going.
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It was seven o’clock when Kaz finally pulled the car up to the white line of a parking space. It was…much more crowded than he thought…
His social anxiety was not going to do well, he could tell already.
Hand still gripping the helm, he turned to Kevin to inform him that maybe it wasn’t such a good idea for him to stay—
Only to meet the thud of the passenger door slamming shut.
Well, shit. Kaz groaned, head thumping against the wheel. He inhaled a short breath to attempt to steady his already wonky nerves, then carefully exited the car, closing and locking it behind him.
He could do this. He’d just gotten through his parent’s divorce, switching schools, and houses…This was child’s play. He could absolutely do this…
Probably.
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However, there were a few things a person started to realize when showing up to a school get-together social like this. Things Kaz began to quickly start discovering…
One: It was crowded. Like, way more crowded than the parking lot previously made you believe, that deceiving son of a bitch. There weren’t just a few students here…There were tons. Hundreds, by the looks of it. While the line for the fro-yo was around the corner and spilling into the crossed-off street, that was only the beginning of it. The hoards of students clogging the empty parking spaces designated for the said event were packed, loud music and loud laughter filling the air to the extent that Kaz started to feel nauseous and had to clutch his stomach to properly center himself.
Apart from that, there was spilled yogurt everywhere, pushing and shoving and shouting beyond comprehension, and a strangely bizarre man dressed as the apparent mascot.
But the worst part? Worse than the crowds and the obnoxious yelling that was really starting to get on Kaz’s nerves? Worse than that way-too-creepy-to-be-normal Froyo-A-Go-Go Dodo?
Chase wasn’t even there.
So Kaz’s whole entire existence for being there was for nothing.
He really was kind of pathetic, wasn’t he?
It took him only a moment to decide he wanted to go home. For real, this time. With one last scan over the crowd — just to be absolutely positive Chase wasn’t there (he wasn’t) — he went to scour out Kevin.
As he searched the crowds he could hear a distant commotion behind him. It sounded as if people were arguing, but he paid no attention. Stupid assholes, they never learned good manners at gatherings, did they? How you weren’t supposed to disrupt others.
Finally, he spotted Kevin amongst a gaggle of girls. Of course, he thought tiredly. He really wasn’t in the mood for this right now.
Kevin locked eyes at his approach but did nor said anything to acknowledge him further.
Typical.
“Hey, Kev, I’m feeling kinda nauseous and really want to go home to take my meds—”
“Dude. What the fuck? I told you I wanted to come tonight. Can’t you just get a water or something? You’ll be fine. You never actually throw up anyway,” he concluded with an exasperated roll of his eyes.
Kaz felt his nostrils flare and throat tighten, hands tensing into the beginning of fists.
He exhaled as he spoke as evenly as he could muster, “Kevin…I need to go home. So will you please just—”
“Jesus, okay! Christ, do you always have to be so annoying about this?” He turned to the girls as he untangled himself from their arms, “I’m so sorry, as you can see I wish I could stay longer. Catch you at school?”
They giggled and nodded enthusiastically as he stormed away in front of Kaz. With a sigh, Kaz followed.
Kaz had almost made it back to the parking lot when he heard it. A familiar voice. The familiar voice…
His eyes trailed to the area where the Froyo-A-Go-Go Dodo was roaming until they landed on the boy. The boy he’d been waiting for. The boy he’d been hoping and praying would show up again. The boy who’d caught his curiosity and piqued his interest...
Chase.
God, it was so stupid how fascinated he was and he didn’t even know his freaking last name! It was sad, really, and a bit pathetic, but Kaz couldn’t even be brought to care anymore because there he was. He was there, so close yet so far…Just out of arms reach…just across the way…just—
Kaz frowned, brows knitting.
Just…extending his arms toward the sky? Extending his arms as some man — Kaz thought darkly, something hot burning in his gut — was pressed against his back, holding his forearms and—?
Wait a second, what on earth were they doing?
Not even Kaz’s slight jealousy could defeat the utter confusion as to what the hell was going on over there.
It was only now that Kaz noticed a third figure. A girl — about Chase’s height, maybe a tad shorter — who was — were those twigs stuck through her hair? What in the world—?
“Yo, Kaz, what the fuck’s the hold-up? Are you sick or what?”
With a reluctant yet puzzled final look in Chase’s direction, Kaz muttered out a: “Y—Yeah…Coming,” before turning his back on Chase completely and heading back toward his car.
Eh. He’d ask Chase about it in class tomorrow.
Chapter Text
It had been a week since the fro-yo event. And in case anyone was wondering, no, Kaz had not asked Chase about the strange sightings in the parking lot the next morning (he’d nearly had a panic attack when he thought about Chase thinking he was a creep or something for spying on him).
So instead, he’d forced himself to try and ignore the fact it ever happened in the first place. Which, given that there were a lot of strange people who attended Mission Creek — including the ever-looming presence of the sumo-wrestler-man-child trapped in a middle-aged woman’s body excuse for a principal…Yeah, the peculiar posture of the two boys and that girl in the Froyo-A-Go-Go Dodo’s territory seemed less than worrisome.
It was now between the fourth and fifth periods of the school day and Kaz had been stuck carrying around this stupid baby since second. He learned on his fourth day of school that he did, in fact, need to join health class if he wanted to pass sophomore year. And trust him, there was no way in hell he was retaking this year. It was bad enough already without the health class, but now it was just straight-up miserable. Apparently, the students had to “babysit a robo-baby for the night.”
Sounded like torture, if you asked Kaz. But there he was, force-feeding it makeshift bottles every thirty minutes just to keep its incessant screams at bay. It had been cute for about the first five minutes, now he just wanted to rip its head off.
(And no, please do not report him to CPS, you would do the same if you had to care for this stupid thing.)
With a heavy sigh, he grabbed his materials for biology and shut his locker.
He was about to proceed with the trek to the opposite wing of the building, which he always had to leave five minutes early because of how long it took to get there, when he was stopped by the sound of a voice.
But it wasn't the voice itself that stopped him, it was what it was saying:
“-Chase, have you been stealing from five-year-old girls again?”
Kaz’s face dropped. Slowly, he shifted his head just enough so he could peer over his left shoulder — trying to be as discreet as possible. The last thing he wanted was for someone — especially Chase — to think he was… stalking him or something.
“Ha ha," Chase laughed sarcastically, "It’s for health class. Each of us has to babysit a robo-baby for a night.”
...And then the baby started crying.
However, unlike Kaz, who wanted to murder it within the first fifteen minutes, Chase didn’t seem upset with it. In fact, he seemed more than happy to deal with the screeching of what Kaz believed was akin to the shrieking of bobcat during mating season.
...Don’t ask him how he knew that.
But instead, all Chase responded with was: “Are you hungry? Yes, you are, my Snoogie-woogie-boogie!”
Kaz watched on in half-awe/half-horror as Chase giddily hurried over to the circular seat at the center of the lockers and pulled the baby out of its holster, cradling it in his arms.
Kaz felt his cheeks warm as the thought of Chase being a father and holding an actual baby crawled into his mind.
It was only when the girl standing beside him opened her mouth to say, “Just when we thought he couldn’t get any creepier,” did Kaz realize that, it was that same girl. From the fro-yo event. Then, as his eyes trailed to one of the other two boys…they widened. The taller man standing beside the girl with the feet of what must have been his own robo-baby poking out of his shoulder bag was the same dude from before.
However, when Kaz’s gaze landed on the third, much shorter boy sitting on the seat directly next to Chase…Kaz didn’t recognize him. Was that another friend? Were they all Chase’s friends?
Kaz was suddenly bombarded with a slew of questions. How did they know Chase? When had they met? Why did they all seem so… comfortable around each other?
“It cries when it’s tired or hungry,” Chase explained defensively, “I have to take care of him because if I don’t, I lose a point.” Chase flips the baby over and rakes up the back of its shirt to display the point pad Kaz knew was there. “Which, of course, I haven’t,” he finished with a proud — if not slightly cocky — toothy smile. “And I won’t because I have downloaded every childcare book available. I even know how to rescue a baby out of an alligator’s mouth.”
Okay, yeah, that was definitely cocky. Maybe even a bit more so than just that.
But still, even when cocky, there was something so confident about his arrogance that Kaz couldn’t help but let out an under-the-breath snicker.
“-Happens more often than you think.”
Kaz slowly looked down at his own baby, of whom he had not bothered to even read one book on how to take care of, and sighed. His watch buzzed with his alarm reminder to start heading to class, and off he went, leaving Chase and whoever the hell the rest of those people were behind him.
And once again, he swore to himself, Eh, I’ll ask him about it tomorrow.
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It was the end of the day when Kaz saw Chase again. He was patting the baby against his shoulder as he sang a personal rendition of Rockabye Baby.
And yeah, even Kaz had to admit it was a little weird when the part of the song came to, “-When you fall asleep, I’ll beat Adam at this assignment just like I beat him at everything else.”
This was it. This was Kaz's opening. Chase was alone. This was the moment. The moment in which he could strut over pretending to be confident as ever and ask Chase for his number and—
“-Baby onboard!”
Then, there was the sound of something rolling across the floor, followed by a thunk!...
And the next time Kaz blinked, Chase’s baby was sprawled on the floor, shrieking, and that dude from the parking lot looking as offended as ever as if his baby was the one who just lost the point.
“Hey!” He exclaimed.
But Chase was quick to snap back, “I just lost a point because of your stupidity!”
“Relax. It was an accident.”
Before Kaz could even begin to properly understand what the heck was happening, the dude was pulling a plunger of all things (Kaz did not even want to think about how the hell he got his hands on that) out of the trash can he was rolling around and — Kaz was not kidding — literally plunged the fallen baby.
Which of course resulted in yet another point being deducted. Kaz internally cringed.
And now the baby was crying again.
“Now I’ve lost two points…” Chase trailed off, then whipped his head up to the guy, a look of anger crossing his features, “And so should you! Give me your baby!”
Kaz watched in — he admitted — amusement, as Chase proceeded to lunge at the taller guy who snatched the baby away before Chase could reach it…
“Too slow!”
Then above his head out of Chase's arm’s reach…
“Too short!”
Then added on for good measure with a teasing pouty face:
“Too Chase!”
Which only begged the question, how the hell did these two guys know each other?
The annoyance and jeering were clearly too familiar for them to be strangers — let alone classmates — but they didn’t seem intimate enough to be anything more than friends…
Was that seriously all they were? Friends? But they seemed so...
There was another shriek of a baby and Kaz glanced back at reality only to notice one of the babies had its head lodged in the vending machine.
How the fuck did-?
Then, in the most obnoxiously horrific mimicking of baby talk Kaz had ever heard in his life, Chase said, “Aw, da liddle guy musta been hungry.”
It was only at that comment — when Kaz was about to let out another snicker — that his phone buzzed. He unearthed it from his pocket to see the contact ID, “Mom", displayed. With a slight groan, he slid the green button across and answered the call.
“Hey, Mom, what’s up?”
“Kazimieras, where are you?”
Oh, boy. She was upset. Kaz screwed his eyes shut and silently cursed beneath his breath. His distraction of the two boys arguing had caused him to be five minutes late. His mother hated it when he was late. “I’ve been waiting here for nearly ten minutes! Get your butt out of that school, now!”
Click.
Mouth open ready to reply, she'd already hung up.
Hastily snatching his bag from his locker, he sprinted out the double doors.
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The ride home was silent. His mother usually got like this when she was pissed. Though Kaz had known her long enough to know that something must have happened at work, she had never been this upset because one of her kids was being a bit tardy. At least not to the point it lasted any longer than ten minutes.
When they pulled into the garage, Kaz stayed seated momentarily to see if his mother would want to talk about what had happened, but she was already closing the car door by the time he’d crafted a non-judgmental question to ask about her day.
Guess she didn’t want to talk.
To make matters worse, Kevin was being more of a dick to him than usual. Ever since the whole frozen yogurt debacle, he’d made it more than clear he had no interest in speaking with him given Kaz had — as Kevin called it — “ruined his chances” with each one of the four girls.
Though, if you were asking Kaz, he’d say that sounded more like Kevin’s fault than his own if he’d failed to apologize correctly.
Kyle and Karen were upstairs playing some video game, Kevin had locked himself in his room, and his mother had no interest in discussing anything.
So yeah, Kaz’s day was going great. Absolutely stellar.
With a huff and roll of his eyes at the unpleasant atmosphere of the house, he decided the next best thing was to call Oliver to help blow off some steam.
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Situating himself on his bed after closing and locking the door, he pulled up FaceTime and pressed the call button.
He wasn’t gonna lie…part of him was expecting Oliver not to pick up at all…But after a few rings, the bulging forehead of his best friend appeared a bit too close to the camera.
“Kazzy! Hey, bud, how are you? Is that your new bedroom? It’s sick!”
A grin immediately stretched across his lips at the sound of Oliver’s familiar voice.
“Hey, Ollie! Yeah, yeah, look, I kept all my old posters,” he rolled on his back and reversed the camera for Oliver to see.
“Hell, yeah, bro!” He paused, then queried, “So what’s up? Just calling to catch up? Not that I mind!” He added quickly.
Kaz gnawed at his lip, debating how much to tell him. He wanted to explain everything to his friend, but…He also didn’t want Oliver to worry. That was the last thing he wanted.
He cleared his throat, “Oh, uh, just wanted to check-in. It’s…Well, let’s just say no one really wants to talk to the new transfer student.”
“Aw, I’m sorry, man, that sucks. Well, you can definitely call me anytime! I miss you so much! And Skylar, but she’s working a shift right now.”
“How’s Mighty Med?”
“Same old, same old. In a good way. It’s not the same without you, though.”
Kaz averted his gaze, “Yeah…I miss it, too.”
It went quiet for a moment, something that was beyond bizarre for the pair.
“Are you gonna come visit soon?” Kaz asked, a hopeful tone in his voice.
Oliver’s expression morphed into something akin to guilt, “I’m so sorry, Kaz, it’s just I’m so booked right now—”
Kaz cut him off, a bit deflated, “It’s fine, I get it. We’re doctors...our patients come first.”
Despite the nod Oliver gave in response, Kaz could tell he still felt bad.
Another pregnant pause passed before someone yelled something in the background of Oliver’s screen.
“Yeah, I’m coming! One second, geez!”
Oliver turned back to him.
“I’m sorry, Kazzy, I gotta go, some emergency patient or something—”
“No, no, yeah, go take care of it—”
But Oliver was already waving goodbye.
“Bye, Kazzy! Love ya!”
“Bye, love you—”
Click. Oliver had hung up.
“-Too…”
Kaz sighed, dropping his phone to his mattress and rolling to his stomach, burying his face into his pillow in an effort to forget about everything fucked up in his life.
Needless to say, it didn’t work.
But before he knew it, his eyes had drooped closed as sleep overtook him.
Notes:
Hey, everyone!
Just a note going forward that chapters will VARY in length according to what I deem important to include from the original episode.
Well, that and how much of Kaz's life I want to reveal at specific points in time.
Enjoy!
Chapter 3: S02, EP03: "Missin' the Mission"
Chapter Text
Kaz had to admit, his fire powers were pretty damn cool. I mean, come on, he could hold fire, breathe fire, and withstand fire. That was pretty cool, right? Not to mention the whole flying thing. That was cool, too.
You know what wasn’t cool, though? His pyrokinesis landing him in detention.
Sure, he might have set fire to one of the wooden cafeteria tables, but it wasn’t his fault the hot dogs were ice-cold! All he was trying to do was subtly and casually heat up his food…which just so happened to end with half the cafeteria screaming in terror and the other half covered in fire extinguisher foam.
Still, it wasn’t technically his fault, it was the fire’s fault.
At least, that was what he told himself.
The minute the cafeteria had erupted into uncontrolled chaos, Principal Perry had waddled into the room, a scowl etched on her face as she saw Kaz swaying awkwardly at the center of the mess. She marched right through that line of fire and got all up in his face with a glower. “You responsible for this, meat sack?”
He gave a tentative nod.
“Well, thanks to you, I now have to explain to the school board that no, I shouldn’t be put in a psychiatric hospital despite what my doctor says because my students have gone haywire. Because of you, I JUST LOST ME AND MR. WHISKER’S MONTHLY GROOMING SESSION AT THE CAT SALON!”
Kaz shot her a quizzical look at the mention of Mr. Whiskers and her grooming session at a cat salon…But decided it best to not comment.
“Sorry, Principal Perry, but to be fair…” he trailed off with raised eyebrows, “It wasn’t my fault your hot dogs are cold.”
She narrowed her eyes further and crossed her arms. “Do you really wanna go there, Suzy sausage paws?”
Kaz raised his brows, “No…?”
“Detention!”
Kaz’s eyes widened.
“What?! But it was an accident—!”
She smiled mercilessly, “Yeahhh, that’s exactly what my mother said when she signed me up for the pitbull fight club in eighth grade.”
And with that, she waddled off again. Kaz groaned.
Great. Just what he needed. A detention the second week into transferring on his record.
His mom was gonna kill him.
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Detention was just as boring as they made it out to be on TV. Kaz hadn’t bothered to write down any of his homework earlier, so now he was stuck staring at the blank wall in front of him, mindlessly drumming his pencil on the table, and hoping to God that Flo and Brandy did flip or rip him.
…That was until the door busted open and in walked—
Holy shit.
Kaz’s heart picked up as none other than freaking Chase (along with that same girl and guy) was practically shoved inside by Perry.
She manhandled them into the seats at the table directly in front of him.
“Welcome to Dingo Detention…Or as I like to call it, Me Time!” She squealed way too maniacally to be considered anywhere close to sane. “I used to be a maximum security prison guard, and I still have the scars from the electric chair to prove it.”
After Kaz (and probably the rest of the poor students forced to succumb to this mind-numbingly dumb torture) shot her a look of disgust, she decided that wasn’t TMI enough and added on defensively for extra measure, “It was the middle of the night and I thought it was the can. It happens. You wanna see?”
Kaz gagged, nearly vomiting right then and there.
After her repetition of explaining the rules and something about mouthwash, she snatched the girl’s phone and headed to a pair of the lunch ladies near the main door to speak with them about something.
Kaz sighed, eyes finding the back of Chase’s head and deciding the next best thing to pass the time was to daydream about what it would feel like to run his fingers through it…
Only for — not even three seconds later — an alarm to blare. Despite Perry being confused about where it came from, Kaz knew for sure — as he was staring at him — that it was coming from Chase’s pocket.
Chase’s face morphed into something similar to concern. He leaned close to the other two and whispered something to them. The girl’s face lit up in mimicked worry, while the guy’s seemed less than, instead opting to raise his hand and call them out for being “talkers.”
The entire interaction was bizarre, almost as if there was some secret language used between the three, but the third one either didn’t care or wasn’t exactly smart enough to catch on…Honestly, Kaz thought it was a fifty-fifty chance.
Oh, boy…
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Kaz didn’t know how long the so-called “pat down” took. A while ago that same little kid had burst in…Something about a parent’s note and an emergency…
Yeah, Kaz didn’t know either. He was about as confused as Perry had been. She then took to devouring the note and telling the kid that they might be able to “earn” their freedom.
Then everything became a blur.
Baseball bats and spinning, heads slamming into various walls…boxing matches with obnoxiously large gloves…all of which failed.
Like Kaz had said, he had no idea what was going on.
He was just focused on Chase.
Unfortunately, after the whole boxing thing detention was over. At least his detention. He tried to sneakily stay behind just to see if he could learn anything more about this whole situation, but failed when Brandy found him crouching behind the dirty tablecloth bin and dragged him out of the cafeteria single-handedly.
And in case anyone was wondering, they were way stronger than they appeared.
So, not wanting to upset her further (she was terrifying) he raced back to his detention table, grabbed his bag, and made for the exit. On his way out, though, he turned around for one last look, just to make sure Chase’s face was okay where he’d banged his head against the door.
He hadn’t expected anything from it, he’d come to realize his feelings — whatever they were — were not reciprocated in the slightest. Which was okay, he could deal with it, but sometimes when he was lying in bed staring at the black hole that was his ceiling…it still stung. Just a little bit.
So of course he hadn’t expected Chase to look back at him…
But when he turned around for that one last glance…
Just for a millisecond, maybe less…
Chase’s eyes flicked over his.
But then just like that, they were gone again.
Which was good because Kaz could already feel the heat rising to his cheeks. It annoyed him to no end the effect something as small as a less-than-second glance from Chase in his direction had on him.
But he couldn’t wallow in that. He had to get out before Brandy or Flo came back at him again.
And just like that, he shoved open the cafeteria doors and fled out of the school.
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“Kazimieras, what on God’s green earth made you think detention was an okay addendum to your transcript?!” His mother screeched as the front door slammed shut. “The one thing — one thing — I told you to avoid at any and all costs! And for setting off the fire alarm with the microwave?! To heat your hotdog?! Ridiculous!” Kaz winced as she slammed a second door.
“I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t realize how sensitive the alarms were!”
“And you think that’s an excuse?!”
“No, I just—”
“Go to your room. I don’t even want to look at you right now.”
Kaz’s chest tightened at the blunt words but nodded silently and obeyed. He took his backpack and made way to the staircase.
With a heavy sigh, he dropped to his bed. How could this day get any worse?
A buzz sounded from beside him.
It was on the group chat chain with the three of them.
Incoming text:
Skylar:
Hey, we’re so sorry but we have an emergency we need to attend to and won’t be able to make tonight’s call 🙁
Can we reschedule?
The ellipses appeared, disappeared, then reappeared.
Skylar:
Hope mission creek’s going ok!
Text if u need anything!!
Well, that answered that question.
Chapter Text
Kaz had never been much of an artist. Ever since he was little, drawing, painting, sculpting, you name it, had never been his go-to. Or any “a-to” in his book.
Still, as the years passed and he grew older, and especially when Katie began her journey into the realm of “impressionistic airbrushing,” Kaz found that maybe being considered an artist of at least some sort was perhaps not as bad as he’d always made it out to be.
It was only toward the end of freshman year in which he discovered his talent for sketching — the more realistic side of it. He liked drawing people especially; Those were his favorite. Something about how the slightest difference made to any part of the body could change an appearance entirely engrossed him to a degree he’d never quite experienced before in the world of art.
Don’t get him wrong, he despised art museums (or more like any museum) and would likely just go hide in the bathroom if dragged to one, but he enjoyed having his own dictation of where the pencils and erasers and blenders went on a page.
Needless to say, when word of the upcoming art exhibition at Mission Creek reached him…he knew immediately he would do anything and everything in his power to avoid entering or being forcibly ensnared by the voted “artisan nerds.”
He absolutely did not want to be labeled in the same vein as that Owen kid, God forbid.
Which he now found strange given he’d somehow managed to wind up in the nearly deserted drawing studio after school with said guy. He’d been working on his most recent portrait of Tecton when he was interrupted by a disturbingly close presence of loud breathing over his shoulder.
He slowly shifted his head to see none other than Owen peering down over him with an absorbed expression on his face, clearly not caring about anything to do with Kaz himself and much too enraptured with the not-so-great messy linework of the superhero.
“Um…Can I help you?” Kaz pressed, really not in the mood for this today.
“Sorry. Sorry,” Owen shook himself out of whatever trance he’d been caught in but kept his brows furrowed. He had a slight lisp to him that somehow only added to the nerdy artist persona…Kaz despised it. “I was just—” he cut himself off with a lick of his lips, a determined yet overly-animated posture striking through his body as he outstretched his arms in front of him in the most dramatic way possible, “-Bewitched by the beauty of the curvature and poignance of the contours of your—” he paused again, this time for a sharp intake of breath, “ravishing masterpiece.” Finally allowing himself a moment to breathe, he clung onto his last word with this expectancy, as if waiting for the silence to speak for itself.
Kaz didn’t give two craps. He was done with this weirdo.
Ignoring everything Owen had just said, he started packing up to get the hell away from this creep when the guy began talking to him again.
“You’re planning to enter that, right?”
“Uh, no, not really,” Kaz responded distantly as he stuffed away his sketching utensils.
The way Owen scoffed was as if the entire idea behind comprehending such a thing was utterly ridiculous, “Why not? Talent and beauty, — like me — not much can beat that.” He paused to add, “Well, mine can, but that’s not a surprise. But yours could definitely be runner-up.”
“Yeah, no thanks. Entering isn’t something I’m interested in—”
“Great! I’ll go add your name to the sheet. Kazimieras, was it?”
Kaz furrowed his brows in puzzlement at how the hell this dude knew that and opened his mouth to say something, only to think better of it when he recognized that Owen probably knew a lot more about everyone than Kaz thought. He seemed like the type of guy to observe people on the borderline of stalker territory for the “betterment of his art,” Kaz was sure he called it.
“Wait, dude, no—”
But Owen was already hurrying out the door.
Well, shit.
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The following day at school was just as mundane as usual. It was strange being somewhere that wasn’t Logan. How vastly dissimilar it was. For one, he’d actually had friends at Logan. Not a ton, but a few. God, he missed Gus and Jordan, he really needed to call…
But aside from that, attending Logan was just different. He supposed it had something to do with having accustomed himself to the many types of people who he interacted with as well as growing fond of the daily routines he’d learned throughout his time there. Even if at times he wasn’t a huge fan of people like Stefanie, Alan, or Jordan, he found quirks in each he’d come to appreciate. And don’t get him started on his embarrassing excuse of a crush on Stefanie first year…
A shiver ran down his spine at the disturbing memory of that horror show...
Needless to say, his time at Mission Creek had so far been less than ideal. Not only was his current friend list still sitting at a consistent zero, but he’d been in detention, failed to acquire the attention of his maybe-maybe-not-crush, and hadn’t spoken to Oliver or Skylar in just under a week.
Not to mention how ever since the divorce Kevin hated his guts…
So no, Kaz wasn’t in any type of mood today to deal with anything other than lazing his way through classes (again) and going home to knock himself out into a thousand-year coma.
However, by midday, fate had other plans.
It had been around day eight (two days after the detention incident, he’d calculated loosely) in which he came to the utterly genius conclusion that he could, in fact, still use his powers to heat his food…He just had to convincingly step outside feigning innocence and fighting off any detection of suspicion Perry might acquire and quickly toast his food just beside the line of dumpsters out back.
Not a top-notch dining experience, but better hot than cold.
Anyway, it had been after the excursion he’d taken today in which something he had not been expecting happened…
At the start of the lunch period, he’d left his backpack abandoned at the table nearest the back door. Looking back it probably wasn’t the smartest idea considering how little faith in the people here he had, but it was too late and he hadn’t perfected time travel yet, so there was nothing he could do.
His next period was biology and his alarm was set to blare any second to warn him he had five minutes to make the trek across the building. So, with that on his mind, he grabbed his backpack — not caring to remember he’d left the main pocket unzipped — and slung it over a shoulder.
He was in the middle of parading his way out the double doors when he heard a clattering noise from behind. At first, he wasn’t going to think much of it…
Until an unfamiliar voice called:
“Hey, I think you dropped this.”
He spun in place to see a boy about his age, an inch or two shorter, approaching him with his two spilled folders. The boy gave him a slight smile, which Kaz instantly returned.
“Thanks. Sorry, I didn’t hear—”
“All good. Don’t worry about it.”
It was only once Kaz had successfully re-stuffed and zipped his bag that he noticed the boy hadn’t moved. In fact, he seemed to be staring at Kaz with an odd expression, almost as if studying him…
“You’re that other new transfer student, right? From Philly?”
Kaz stuttered, a tad dumbfounded, “U—Uh, yeah…How did you know that?”
“‘Cause I’m the other one,” the boy grinned. Then, he extended his hand confidently, “Marcus.”
And Kaz took it. “Kaz.”
The boy — Marcus — shot him an easy smile.
“Are you from around here?”
“Me? Yeah, I live with my Dad about fifteen minutes south. Too much bullying at my old school, so…”
Kaz nodded, “Makes sense. Not that I’ve seen this place be much better. Those footballers—...”
Marcus let out a laugh, “Yeah, no, they suck ass.”
And Kaz found himself chuckling along, too.
“You made any new friends yet?”
Kaz shook his head, a blush suddenly creeping up the base of his neck as the embarrassment of that statement flooded through him. Though Marcus didn’t seem to mind it anywhere near as much as Kaz did.
“No, it’s okay, I haven’t either, really. It’s…been pretty challenging, actually.”
Kaz blinked at him, slowly, taking everything in. Could this be…?
“Look, I, uh, I know we just met and everything,” Kaz started carefully, thinking back to Owen’s words from earlier, “But I’m showing some of my artwork at school tonight…If you wanna come. We can hang out? Get to know each other a bit better?”
Marcus stared at him blankly, and for a moment Kaz thought he’d fucked up. That he’d been reading this entire situation incorrectly and reality was about to come crashing down again…
But then a small smile graced Marcus’ lips, and he nodded.
“Yeah. Sounds cool to me. I’ll see you tonight, then?”
Kaz grinned, “Yeah! Yeah, no, I’ll, uh,” he swallowed thickly, “I’ll see you tonight!”
Marcus waved goodbye as he made his way back into the cafeteria.
And all Kaz had plastered to his face the rest of the day was a massive grin.
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Kaz’s foot tapped anxiously against the rubber flooring inside the main entrance. It had been like this for the past twenty minutes: Kaz an anxious ball of nerves bouncing off the walls with the fear Marcus had stood him up.
Honestly, he didn’t even know why he cared so much. It was stupid, anyway.
On top of that, as if being stood up wasn’t bad enough, Owen was there. He’d arrived before the exhibition had even opened, deeming that he needed the time and space to “properly attune himself to the musical chords that are those of the artwork.”
…Every time Kaz interacted with him, his faith in humanity diminished a bit more .
Now Kaz had no idea where Owen had run off to, the last thing he’d shouted in the general vicinity of Kaz was something about grabbing a videogame from his car. Though given Owen’s lack of a personality outside of art Kaz highly doubted he’d actually heard that correctly.
Didn’t matter now, it wasn’t Kaz’s problem.
“Hey,” a voice sounded from behind him, “Sorry I’m late, we ran into some traffic on the way here.”
Kaz turned to see — to his utter shock he’d actually shown — Marcus. Kaz stood to meet at his level and shrugged as if he hadn’t nearly had a panic attack.
“All good.”
“So where’s your art? Also, is that guy standing in the middle of the parking lot with his head covered in game controllers part of this?”
Kaz sighed. Oh, boy…
“That would be Owen. Don’t even know his last name, only that he’s some dude in our year who's obsessed with anything and everything to do with art. And apparently, he’s spread his so-called ‘genius’ to the video game world, too, now.”
“Those poor video games,” Marcus teased sarcastically.
Kaz clicked his tongue, “I know. Tragic.” He grinned, “Anyway, my stuff is this way!”
Feeling a sudden rush of giddiness overtake him, he practically skipped his way toward the section in which his latest sketches were displayed.
“Woah…That’s Tecton, right?”
Kaz’s eyes widened. “You know Tecton?!” He was basically shouting now, but he couldn’t give less of a shit. Marcus knew who Tecton was!
“Uh, do I breathe? Yes, of course I do! He’s only, like, my favorite superhero ever!”
“Me too! You’re, like, the only person I’ve met here who even knows who that is!”
“Yeah, because unlike most people here I’m actually cool.”
Kaz laughed, feeling for the first time since arriving in Mission Creek the most himself he’d been.
Being with Marcus was easy. It was fun. He was witty and smart and everything Kaz missed about Skylar and Oliver, and he felt less alone than he had in weeks.
They walked around the exhibitions for the better part of a half-hour, observing and judging the vast variety of prints to digitals to calligraphy, architecture, and bizarre half-assed sculptures. Marcus was relatively clueless when it came to art, but Kaz wasn’t surprised when he learned Marcus’ true passion was music, the guitar being his absolute favorite. According to him, he’d just joined a three-man band with some other kids from school.
“Oh, yeah? Who are they, maybe I’ve heard of them?”
There was a moment where he seemed doubtful of that, but Kaz was determined. Maybe since he befriended Marcus he could get an in with them. Who knows? Maybe they’ll be more…eventful than whatever this art exhibition crap was. “Uhh…Adam and Chase Davenport?”
Kaz’s heart stopped.
Chase…Davenport?
“They’re brothers, so it was kinda easy to loop them in. Adam is a bit…how do you say it? Thick-headed?”
“Awesome! I am, too!”
Marcus gave him a look that suggested Kaz was as strange a human he’d met as any but commented no further. “Cool…”
Kaz frowned, “Wait, they don’t happen to have a sister, do they?”
“Yeah, they do,” Marcus arched a brow suspiciously. “How did you know that?”
Kaz grinned, proud of his victorious efforts, “Well, Marcus,” he patted his shoulder, “Sometimes in life, you come to the conclusion that not everything is about you. So,” Kaz added sprightly, “You start to learn to look at the people around you. And then, once you’ve really got a hang of it, you—”
“-You stalked them, didn’t you?” Marcus deadpanned with crossed arms.
Kaz gasped dramatically, “I did not, how dare you—” he cut himself off when he remembered exactly how he had been blatantly staring at Chase for the past several days… “Okay, well, I didn’t stalk them knowingly.”
Marcus barked out a laugh. “You seriously have no clue, do you?”
Kaz shook his head, eyes trailing somewhere off to the distance, “Bro, you have no idea.”
“Speaking of,” Marcus said, “Their step-brother Leo,” he breathed through gritted teeth, “Smashed my guitar a week ago, so now, my dad has me going on a guitar run.”
“At eight o’clock on a Thursday?”
Marcus shrugged, “Yeah, he likes to live what he calls the ‘eccentric’ lifestyle.”
“Ah,” Kaz nodded, “One of those millionaire mountain rich guys, I see.”
“Nope! Just an overindulgent, self-obsessed, helicopter parent,” Marcus pressed his lips into a thin line of agitation. Even with Kaz’s less-than-stellar brain power, he could see the annoyance. “Anyway, I gotta scram. I’ll see ya tomorrow, though…Probably. If my dad doesn’t murder me for being home two minutes past curfew,” he ended with an unamused, forced chuckle.
“Later, Marky! It’s okay if I call you that, right? I was just feeling it, you know? A "vibe," if you know what they say!”
Marcus blinked at him, “Sure, Kaz. Sure.”
And then Marcus was gone. Kaz released a pleasantly light exhale and flicked a finger over the surface of the nearest sculpture, finally feeling like himself again.
I wonder how Oliver’s holding up…
Or Mighty Med, for that matter...
Did Mighty Med even miss him? At the beginning, Horace had even told him to his face he wasn’t sure if Kaz was a necessary member of the team. But then the whole thing with Tecton happened and well, the rest — as they say — was history.
Still, sometimes Kaz did wonder—
His thoughts were cut off, however, by a loud—
BANG!
And then a groan, followed by a rather wrecked voice:
“See? That is performance art. I call it ‘Falling Uncontrollably Down the Stairs’.”
What Kaz saw was not — he repeats, not — what he’d been expecting. He might be a bit slow in most circumstances, but even he could gather that her crash landing — for whom he’d now gathered the name of Bree — was no performance art or theatrical catastrophe.
And who knew, maybe it was the superhero doctor in him (or maybe his straight-up superpowers) but Kaz’s feet moved faster than his brain (as they often did) and he was helping her up before he could process he’d just flown across the room — and not by use of his powers.
“Hey, hey! Bdah-dah-dah, paws off, handsy,” another much shorter guy said as he pried Kaz’s fingers off of Bree’s body. Kaz only now recognized him as the boy from the other day, who’d been sitting beside Chase. That must be Leo…
But the moment Bree was in Leo’s arms again, she collapsed, as if the weight of her body was being continually crushed by the force of gravity. Before Kaz knew it, Leo and Bree were sprawling on the floor. Leo underneath the heaping pile of Bree as he made pathetic grunts and poor attempts to wriggle her body off of him.
Needless to say, he was completely unsuccessful.
Kaz placed his hands on his hips and stood there expectantly, waiting patiently for Leo to finally determine he might, just might need someone else’s help.
Kaz raised his eyebrows, “You good down there, bud?”
Leo winced as he grunted out, “I’m— dyuh —fine— errgh!”
Kaz sighed. They never learn, do they?
“Yeah, it definitely looks like you’ve got this under control. One-hundred percent. Don’t worry, I’m sure someone is videoing this right now,” Kaz finished with a wicked simper.
Leo’s jaw dropped in horror at the thought of this getting posted, and Kaz had to snicker to himself and cover it up with a cough to hide the utter amusement this brought to him.
“Okay, okay, help, please!”
“Theeeere we go,” Kaz said like he knew this was eventually the outcome he was going to receive. Much more effortlessly than Leo, he managed to maneuver Bree off and slide her limply onto the nearby bench.
Leo popped up off the floor, heaving.
“Thanks, man.”
“No prob,” Kaz’s eyes flicked to the girl, who was currently lopsided on the bench, apparently unable to sit up straight in any capacity whatsoever. “So, uh…What’s up with sea slug, here?”
Leo’s mouth opened and closed like a blubbering fish for several elongated moments, and Kaz could see the gears shifting in his head as he debated whether or not to tell Kaz something. What that something was, Kaz had no clue.
Finally, the kid settled on, “Let’s just say…You know when things happen when you really don’t want them to happen but then they do happen so you try and figure out how to reverse what shouldn’t have happened but did, happen? Well, that’s exactly what happened when it shouldn’t have happened but did happen. To her,” he gestured with his head toward the flaccid Bree lolled across the seat.
Kaz opened his mouth, took a breath, then closed it, hesitated, then opened it again. “So…I only caught about five percent of that but, yeah, sure! Whatever you say, lil’ dude!”
Leo nodded in likeness, “Alright, cool! ‘Cuz I didn’t want to have to explain that again. Also, do you mind maybe helping me wheel her back home or something? I don’t think my scrawny little arms could make it,” he laughed awkwardly, as if unsure himself if any part of his body would make it.
“Sure, man, sounds good to me.”
“Alrighty, Bree, just hang on tight, Kaz and I are gonna help get you to a—”
“Leo, I can’t even walk, everything is numb.” Leo shot her a deadpan expression, “Just help me get out of here before it gets ‘worth’.” Her eyes widened. “It’s ‘worth’!”
“What’s happening?”
She lisped out, “The numbness spread to my tongue! I can’t talk!”
Kaz watched as realization hit Leo and his face suddenly lit up, “Finally, a positive side effect.”
“Leo!”
“Let’s get you up. Alright, Kaz,” he nodded for him to grab her ankles. Together, they helped lug her over to a…roller stool?
She collapsed over onto it, face down, and Kaz had to wipe a stray bead of sweat off his forehead.
Yeah, he really needed to work out more…
“Okay,” Leo started again, “Once we get outside, I’ll upgrade you to a nice shopping cart.”
Oh, boy... Kaz thought.
“Bree! There you are.” Oh God, Kaz knew exactly whose voice that belonged to…He screwed his eyes shut and cursed out a ‘shit’ beneath his breath as Owen padded over, a determined look in his eye as he approached Leo and outstretched an artistically drawn arm in front of him. “I’m about to unveil the centerpiece of my exhibit.” He stowed his hands behind his back, then quickly — and ever-so-briefly — snapped his attention down to the mound of “Bree,” and added: “Are you okay?”
Leo was quick to jump in and save her, looping an arm beneath one of hers and silently begging Kaz to get the other — which he did. “Oh, yeah. Yeah. She’s fine. Your art is just so good, she’s getting…emotional!”
“That’s good, Leo, that’s good,” she lisped just loud enough for only them to hear.
“Come on,” Owen said, already having moved back onto the topic of his so-called “masterpiece” as he dragged Leo by the sleeve of his shirt toward the center of the room. “I’ve been waiting all night to show you this. I wasn’t kidding when I said you were my muse.”
Owen released Leo and walked over to a ginormous black sheet as Leo and Kaz helped lean Bree against the nearest pillar.
“You’ve inspired me to create my most deeply meaningful piece yet. I call it: ‘My Most Deeply Meaningful Piece Yet’.”
With a flick of his wrist, he unsheathed the painting from beneath the black cloth to reveal…a…big…
Okay, what was that?
A half-confused, half-horrified expression crossed his face and Kaz found himself just having to take a step nearer.
What on earth—?
“Whoa,” Leo had the same idea, “That’s not totally horrible.” Okay, well, on that Kaz begged to differ, but whatever. “What is it?”
“It’s paintball art. Two thousand paintballs fired with precise accuracy to create a portrait of your sister.”
Kaz’s eyes widened and he glanced toward Leo, who mimicked his expression as they realized:
Shit, his sister.
They spin around to find Bree collapsed on the floor beside the pillar and they hurry to get her up again, all the while Owen spitting on and on about:
“It’s about beauty, inspiring mankind to repurpose the tools of pseudo-violence as art. So, what do you think, Bree?”
He turned just as Kaz and Leo had managed to haul her back onto the bench, Leo as her crutch.
“Bree?”
Her answer was one where if Kaz hadn’t known any better and thought this was all something completely normal to happen on a Thursday evening, he probably wouldn’t have laughed. But the complete string of gibberish spilling out of her mouth as she replied was too funny not to. His poise broke and he cackled loudly, earning sour looks from both Leo and Owen — especially Owen, who — beyond anything — was confused.
And once again, Leo saved it. “She had the same reaction to the Mona Lisa.”
Somehow Owen bought it.
“Well, we have to go,” Leo continued, not missing a beat.
“Unh-unh,” Bree countered.
“Uh-huh.”
“Unh-Unh.”
“Uh-huh.”
“Mnh-Mnh!”
“Uh-Huh!”
And before Kaz knew it, Bree was flying across the hall, landing directly in Owen’s arms (who just barely succeeded in catching her).
“That’s enough, that’s enough,” Leo hastily yanked Bree out of Owen’s arms and into his own…
Only to completely disregard how heavy she was and flung her right through Owen’s painting...
Good riddance, Kaz smirked before racing to help Leo and Bree.
Leo and Bree were already well out the door as Bree called out behind her, “Bye, Oweeen!”
Once they were out of sight, Kaz faced the rest of the room, who were still staring at him in shock.
“We’ll take it!” He laughed awkwardly, bunglingly swinging his arms before turning on-heel and sprinting the fuck outta there.
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When they arrived at the Davenport’s front door, Leo slowed the hand truck to a stop and turned to Kaz with a tired sigh. Bree had passed out from exhaustion somewhere around the halfway point.
“Thanks for all your help today, man. I don’t if I would’ve gotten outta there without it. And you know how much I hate art shows.
“It was no problem. It certainly…energized my evening.”
They shared a chuckle.
“Hey, if you hate art shows so much, why were you even there?”
“Oh, uh, I actually know Owen. Unfortunately—” Leo hummed in agreement, “And he, uh, he entered some of my sketches because he deemed them ‘talented’ or whatever, so.”
“But you yourself didn’t enter any?” Leo narrowed his eyes. Kaz nodded.
“Yeahhh, doesn’t make much sense to me, either, but I ended up making my first friend since transferring here so I thought ‘why-the-hell-not’, y’know?”
“Who’s your friend? Maybe I know them.”
“Some dude named Marcus,” Leo’s face dropped instantaneously, “Don’t know his last name, though, so can’t really help ya’ any more than that, man.”
It was only now Kaz clocked the concern dancing across Leo’s features.
“Is…everything okay?”
Leo licked over his lips, then broke into a semi-forced smile and was back to his typical self in an instant. “Yeah! Yeah, no, everything’s fine. Sorry, I was just—Just got thinking about how on earth we’re gonna — I mean I’m gonna fix Bree.”
Kaz watched as a gulp traveled the length of Leo’s throat. He frowned but said nor did anything else.
“Anyway, I gotta get going inside so we can fix her, but I’ll, uh, see you tomorrow, I guess. And, hey, if you ever want to, you’re more than welcome to come sit with me and my siblings at lunch.”
Kaz’s heart thumped. Him and his siblings…
“Just, uh, do me a favor and try to avoid bringing that Marcus guy?”
“Why—?”
“Nothing. No reason. Just not a huge fan, I s’pose. I’ll see you tomorrow, and thanks again for your help!”
And with that, Leo was wheeling Bree the rest of the way inside and shutting the door in Kaz’s face.
But even though it was perhaps not the fondest of goodbyes, Kaz only had one thing on his mind the entire way home:
Lunch with Leo and his siblings.
Notes:
I know this one is super long lol
Don't worry, guys, Chase and Kaz will meet (officially) very soon. In a few chapters, at least. But we're getting there!
Hope you enjoy, and I'll see you on the next one!
Chapter Text
Of all the people at Mission Creek High, Leo Dooley was the last person Kaz would have expected to become a second best friend. He missed Oliver more than anything, don’t get him wrong, but he found that Leo in a lot of ways was quite similar. They were both geeky in that creative type of way, an over-active imagination just like himself. Like Oliver, Leo was smart and calculated — to an extent — and had a good head on his shoulders. He knew when enough was enough and when something wasn’t quite right about a given situation.
But that didn’t mean he and Kaz, too, had similarities. Leo liked to tease and pull pranks, which was how they really began to bond. They’d pulled one on Principal Perry last week where they snapped a bunch of glow sticks and emptied them all over her office. It looked cool as fuck with the lights off but smelled like absolute shit. They’d dumped a few containers of cat litter — the fancy kind that clumps — on top for good measure.
Kaz had also taken to sitting with Leo most days at lunch. And like he’d promised, no Marcus in sight. He didn’t know why Leo was so opposed to it, but he wanted to respect his wishes, so Kaz would meet up with Marcus after school.
Bree talked to him, now, too. She remembered him from the art exhibition. Adam and Chase were a bit more nonexistent, given that lunch was their only free time to practice with Marcus in the band room (apparently their father, Mr. Davenport) didn’t much appreciate Marcus in their home.
Maybe that had something to do with Leo’s disdain toward him.
Kaz didn’t know anymore. Sometimes he felt he didn’t know anything anymore.
“So where did you live, Kaz? Before all of this, I mean.”
Bree, Leo, and Kaz were sitting together like they usually did nowadays. Leo had been rambling about that Janelle girl again, and Bree was pissed off at some joke her brothers pulled that morning they deemed funny…At the expense of Bree.
Kaz shrugged, “Philly. Or, you know, somewhere inside Philly, if you want more accuracy,” he grinned.
Leo smirked. Bree rolled her eyes, “So helpful. Why’d you transfer, then? Thought you said you liked it there.”
“I did. It was nice, weather was nice…Had some nice friends…Well, except Jordan. She was a bit of a nutzo and, plus, she only liked you, like, fifty percent of the time, but she was cool. Relatively. Sometimes. And Gus was—...Well, he was Gus.”
“‘Gus’?” Leo pressed, not exactly amused with the name.
“Yeah, he’s some kid who carries dead bait and mayonnaise around in his backpack.”
“And he’s your friend?” Bree chuckled, “Jesus.”
“Yeah, he sometimes goes to The Domain with me and Oliver.”
“The Domain?” Leo asked, brows quirking.
“Mine and Oliver’s favorite comic book store. It’s kind of become like our secret dwelling,” he laughed.
“Ugh, I hate comic books. They’re so…stupid. With the buff men and skin-tight suits who think they’re all that,” Bree crossed her arms, definitely trying to come off as if she wasn’t into that kind of stuff.
“Mm-hmm,” Leo smirked at her, seeing right through her lie. He and Kaz shared a snicker.
“Whatever, losers, I’m gonna go meet Owen, he wants to paint a portrait of me. Abstract!” She hops up out of her chair with a giddy yet bizarrely prideful smile on her face.
“Abstract?” Kaz shivered at the mere thought of Owen, “Good luck turning out any better than a few messy slug tracks across a canvas.”
Leo guffawed and high-fived Kaz.
Bree shriveled her face in irritation and stomped out of the cafeteria.
As their laughter died down, Leo cleared his throat and began on an entirely new topic:
“So, Kaz, I was thinking…You hear about that thing this weekend? The Robot Throwdown?” Upon Kaz’s puzzled, raised eyebrows, Leo nodded, “Right, first year here. The Robot Throwdown is an annual competition where remote control robots fight to the death—!”
“Awesome!” Kaz nearly interrupted, bouncing off his seat with excitement.
“And the best part,” Leo simpered, “The grand prize is five hundred freaking dollars.”
Kaz’s jaw dropped in astonishment. That was, like, an entire year’s worth of Tecton and Blue Tornado merch!
“Don’t gotta tell me twice!”
“Awesome! Okay, so, I was thinking—Laser cannons, flamethrowers, and satellite radio so we can pump up the jams,” he added on with a wriggle of his shoulders.
“Hell, yeah! I’m for sure down with that.”
“How ‘bout my house after school? Big “D” has a lab in the basemen-endyer-I mean billiard room.”
Kaz watched him quizzically.
Leo cleared his throat, “I mean, let’s go to the pool room, pool rooms are—They are so fun, aren’t they? With the sticks and the—the balls…”
Kaz nodded slowly, not quite sure he was following, but sure! Whatever Leo said. “Sounds good to me! I’ll meet you out front after school?”
“Yup! See ya, Kaz!”
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All day Kaz couldn’t sit still. His heart was pounding with anticipation. He couldn’t wait to tell Oliver he actually had friends now! He was sure Oliver would love Leo if they ever met that was. God, he hoped they would one day…
Just like they’d agreed, they met out in the parking lot the second the school bell finished ringing.
“Hey!” Kaz waved as he pranced over to where Leo was waiting in front of a—
Holy shit, was that a limo?!
“Damn, dude, sweet ride!”
Leo rolled his eyes, “Eh, not really. It’s Big “D’s”.”
“Uhhh, where’s the driver?” Kaz peered through the front windows. Interesting…
“Oh, it’s automated. Though not very “smart” if you ask me, I nearly got trapped at the bottom of the ocean a few weeks ago.”
Kaz’s eyes widened, “What? Dude, are you okay?”
Leo waved away his concern, “Eh, no big deal. My siblings saved me, so now they say I ‘owe them one’.” He sighed dramatically, like he was annoyed with them for that particular comment, “If you ask me, it’s technically their fault for not believing me about Marc—” Leo cut himself off before he could finish. Kaz raised a brow expectantly, “About myyy mother,” he laughed awkwardly, “telling us not to mess around with the controls.”
Kaz nodded slowly, suspicious as if that really was the truth…But commented no further.
The boys slid into the car and Leo plugged in the address.
“Sooo,” Kaz started, only now realizing that Leo was alone, “Where are your siblings?”
“Oh, they went home early.”
The way he said it was casual…Too casual. Kaz wanted to press further, but when Leo abruptly switched the radio on (like maybe he didn’t want to speak any further on it), Kaz took that as his cue to shut up.
About that, at least. God knows you couldn’t shut him up entirely. It simply was an impossible feat. It just wasn’t in his blood.
“Roll them bleeding tapings, the Leslie, the Leslie mic is still on,” the speakers thrummed.
“Yo, I love Elton!” Kaz exclaimed before proceeding to burst into his rendition, “Hey, good one, Jim! Okay, off we go, lad, take six! Two, three, four—”
Then Leo piled on, too: “She packed my bags last night, pre-flight. Zero hour, 9 a.m. And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then. I miss the Earth so much, I miss my wife. It's lonely out in space on such a timeless flight—”
And on and on they went, screaming lyrics the entire way home and definitely disrupting fellow drivers on the freeway but Kaz didn’t give a shit. Neither did Leo.
Good man, Kaz smirked.
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By the time the car pulled into the — as Leo informed — thirty-six-car garage, Kaz was already passed out in the seat, singing having been a massive laborious effort.
He scared the shit out of Leo, though, who let out a high-pitched shriek as Kaz screeched when Leo roughly nudged him awake.
“JESUS, DUDE!”
“SORRY, I DIDN’T KNOW YOU WERE INTO NEARLY MAULING PEOPLE WHEN THEY WOKE YOU UP!”
Kaz placed a hand against his chest as he heaved out a breath of relief. Eventually, they did end up making it inside.
Kaz hadn’t really known what to expect the inside of a billionaire’s mansion to be…But somehow he was still shocked.
The living room alone was the size of the entire ground floor of his house: a corner sectional, dining table that looked to be made of polished crystal, large, wide-paned windows overlooking “commoner country” down below…It was certainly something…And Kaz one-thousand percent wanted to streak through every square foot of it.
“Bro, what the fuck? Is this your freaking house? My grandma’s entire kitchen is the size of the couch!”
“I know. My mom and I couldn’t believe it when we stepped inside. He had a virtual, interactive baseball game simulator. It was freaking awesome. Could catch real game balls!”
“Damn! Wait, where is it now?”
“Somewhere in the basement. Big “D” deemed it ‘out of touch’ with the trends in the technological industry or something.”
“Hey, well now you have a buyer,” Kaz grinned, using both hands to gesture to himself.
Leo rolled his eyes, “Just follow me, we only have 'til Sunday for this.”
Kaz nodded determinedly and trailed after Leo, silently screaming and fangirling over every little gadget or gizmo he passed as he went.
“Aaaand, here we are. This is the billiards room.”
Kaz noticed the large pile of spare parts hoarded on one of the massive pool tables.
“That’s so cool!” Kaz gasped in awe as he lurched toward the clutter.
“Obviously we have more stuff lying around, but I think this is a good start, don’t you think?”
“Um, yeah,” Kaz stated as though it was as obvious a thing as any.
Leo cleared his throat again, “Oh, and, uh, by the way, I roped Chase into this thing, too,” he coughed awkwardly. “Just so you know.”
Kaz froze.
“Ch—Chase is on our team?”
“Yeah. Is that an issue—?”
“No! Uh—I mean, no. Of course not, I—I would love him to be on our team—” Kaz’s eyes widened as Leo’s narrowed. A blush crept up his neck. No, fuck, not now, he begged internally. “I—I just mean it would…be nice to get to know him better,” he settled on, determining that was the least embarrassing thing to follow the previous comment up by.
“Right…He’s around here somewhere. I think…We’ll see if he shows. He usually gets pretty immersed in toying and fixing up junk in the basement.”
“Then why aren’t we down there…with all the other scraps? Could be useful.”
Leo stammered, “U–Uh, because, um…I--It’s too messy. Yeah. You--You could--You’d—You’d fall and break your foot as soon as you stepped down there.”
Kaz frowned, “I thought you just said Chase was—?”
“He is!” Leo interjected, a bit too incessantly, “He’s just…He’s grabbing some stuff down there. That’s what I meant. And then he’s—he’s bringing it back up. Here. At least that’s—” Leo huffs out a nervous laugh, “That’s what he told me. Who knows if he’ll actually do it, he doesn’t ever listen to anyone but himself, but…”
Leo averted his gaze to the pile of metal scraps. “Anyway, let’s just start.”
So Leo and Kaz did. It went slow at first, but they got the hang of it eventually. They were just finishing building the inner body structure when the door opened and in walked—
“Hey, sorry that took so long. Mr. Davenport wanted a—...” Chase stopped mid-sentence when his gaze trailed from Leo to Kaz. “Who’s this?”
“Chase, this is Kaz. He’s the one who’s gonna be helping us with our robot.”
Chase narrowed his eyes, “You look familiar…”
Kaz's cheeks heated. “We, uh, we sit next to each other in Chemistry.”
Chase nodded, clearly not remembering. Without another word to Kaz, he fixed his attention to the semi-built bot.
“The heck is that?”
“Um, the robot—?” Kaz tried.
“The body’s all wrong. The feedback sensor is completely backward and you’ve strapped the main locomotor in wrong. We gotta scrap it.”
Kaz blinked. The hell? Though he supposed Chase must be good at robotics considering what Leo had mentioned earlier…Still. Chemistry and robotics?
“Aye-aye, Captain.”
Chase nodded at the nickname and off the three of them went. Again.
For hours upon hours for what felt like an eternity in itself the three of them worked tirelessly, pruning up and breaking down various versions of the body, arms, and wheels of the little monster.
But finally, after twelve hours (they had to work the following day, too), their masterpiece was finished.
They were ready for competition.
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“Next up, the competitor who’s taken home the Robot Throwdown trophy five years running: Kevin Stone, and his robot, the Merchaaant of Menace!” Announced the host. The crowd broke into a ring of cheers, though the remainder of the competitors — including the three of them — stayed silent. Dressed in green zip-ups and blue polos, the trio towered above their robot “Josh” as they rightfully labeled him.
Unfortunately, at some point during the past few days, Mr. Davenport entered the competition simply to prove he could decimate them (and everyone else). Kaz thought it had been pretty funny for the first hour or two, but the minute Davenport started chucking the “I GOT CRUSHED BY THE DAVENPORT PREDARAPTOR” t-shirts (Kaz’s own striking directly into his face) he was more than done with it.
Somehow, by hour three, they’d made it to the semi-finals. Leo and Chase kept bickering about what controls were going to be their best bet at defeating Kevin’s Merchant of Menace, so Kaz just sat back and enjoyed the show (though he kept wishing he had some popcorn…).
After Leo’s strategy ultimately won (just fricking ramming that thing with all the force Josh got), they did in fact end up beating Kevin. And let Kaz just say, his victory dance had never felt so good. Chase and Leo had the same idea, as they were quick to join in on the mini dance party Kaz had broken into the second he saw Kevin’s enraged expression.
That joy, however, was quick to die, though, when they realized they still had to beat Mr. Davenport…Sure, Chase knew more about robotics than Kaz would ever care to learn, Mr. Davenport was a billionaire built off his own ground-breaking technological inventions.
And Kaz hated to admit it, but…he was a tad nervous.
The trio took their stance on the rising podium, Kaz’s grip tightening around his controller. They could do this. He let out an easy breath and rolled his shoulders, jumping up and down a few times to loosen his muscles as much as possible.
They could do this.
“Gentlemen,” the commentator snatched the dangling mic in the center of the ring, “Take your starting positions. It’s time for the Robot Throwdooown!” He released the mic and hurried out of the stadium.
Davenport let out an unabashed maniacal laugh and Kaz just had to sneak in a snicker at how utterly ridiculous it looked for a fifty-something-year-old man to be so invested in a teen’s show.
That dyed hair wasn’t fooling anybody.
The ding of the timer started and the match ensued. Jabbing and weaving and dodging, Josh fought back hard despite his much tinier body. Even without the giant fangs of death (as Mr. Davenport referred to them) Josh was putting up a decent fight…
Until the fangs caught him and threw him into the side-walling. Kaz winced at the impact and he could hear the groans from Chase and Leo along with the rest of the audience.
“I wish you guys had a better robot so your pain would last longer!” Davenport cackled again. Chase rolled his eyes, and Kaz took to sticking out his tongue.
The three of them — minds in perfect cohesion — shared a glance.
“Let’s do this,” Leo spoke just loudly enough for the both of them. With a determined nod, as Josh and the Predaraptor charged each other, the three of them pressed a simultaneous button…
And just like in that weird martial art Chase had taught them (Kaz had been paying more attention to his pretty eyes than what his mouth was saying), Josh extended a hidden metal plate from beneath his body and—
The Predaraptor hurtled through the air…Up…up…up…
And then crashed to the floor, spinning on its head.
The minute Kaz saw the sparks flying, he knew:
They’d won.
“YEEEEAAH! WHOO!” He jumped in place and high-fived Leo and Chase who shared in his excitement.
“HELL YEAH!”
“WE WON! EAT THAT, MR. DAVENPORT!” Chase yelled as he busted out some (to anyone who didn’t find everything he did adorable) rather embarrassingly bad moves.
After a rather humiliating loss, Mr. Davenport decided to go home before the three of them.
As Leo cleaned up in the restroom, Kaz spotted Chase over near the photo table.
This was it. This was his chance.
Well, second chance. Technically, he reminded himself.
Exhaling a shaky breath, Kaz headed over.
He cleared his throat to warn Chase he was approaching, but Chase didn’t bother to look at him.
“Hey…” Kaz started, admittedly more than a bit awkward.
Again, Chase said nothing.
Kaz felt the flush before he even spoke, “Um, good work out there today. You—…You really knew what you were doing.”
Chase nodded, still refusing to look at him.
“And you—” Kaz swallowed, face heating even further, “I enjoyed working with you. Even if you maybe didn’t…so much…with me…” he trailed off softly, beginning to understand just how unrequited these strange feelings were. Even if he himself didn’t completely know what they meant.
Chase turned to him. He didn’t say anything, just watched. Studying. As if calculating every molecule on Kaz’s face to perfection. Pinning the dark-haired brunette beneath his gaze.
Chase’s eyes narrowed. Not in judgment, more like…assessment. Like he was trying to read something Kaz couldn’t possibly understand.
Chase opened his mouth to speak but was cut off before any words could come out:
“-Alright, guys, let’s go. Kaz, you need a ride home?”
“Huh?” Kaz snapped out of his thoughts, double-taking on Leo’s approaching figure, “Oh. No, I’m all good, man, my mom’s parked out front. Thanks, though.”
“No problem. Alrighty, then, see ya tomorrow!”
“Later, dude!” Kaz called back, his eyes catching for a millisecond on Chase’s, who held his gaze for the first time since, well, forever.
But this time Kaz was the one to break it. Stop it, Kazimieras, he reminded himself.
Falling wouldn’t lead him to anything but pain. His parents taught him that.
He bounded toward his mother’s car and swung open the passenger side door, flinging his hoodie and ribbon into the back seat.
“Hey! What did I tell you about flinging stuff around carelessly, Kazimieras!”
Kaz grinned sheepishly. “Sorry, Mom. But we won!”
“Well that’s great, Kaz,” she said sarcastically, “But seriously, no more flinging things!”
“Okay okay, geez. I won’t, alright?”
She sighed haughtily. “Just put on your seatbelt, Kaz, okay?”
Kaz did as he was told and his mom pulled away from the curb.
Kaz rested his arm on the door, staring mindlessly out the window, a soft smile on his face,
They won. They actually freaking won.
And you know what? Maybe Mission Creek wasn’t as bad as he’d thought.
Maybe…Maybe he could get used to it here.
Notes:
What do you think Chase's deal with Kaz is?
I'd love to hear your thoughts/theories!
Enjoy!
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Was he seriously being blown off again? He’d promised Kaz the last time would be just that: The last. First, it was the arcade, then the bowling alley, and now the mall. Seriously. Kaz didn’t know how much more of this he could take.
Marcus was supposed to be his friend. Right? Friends…Friends didn’t do this. Right?
Gus and Skylar wouldn't do this. Even freaking Jordan wouldn't do this. He remembered how pissed she'd been when he'd bailed on that dumb robot project.
Oliver wouldn’t do this.
Kaz paused, then corrected himself:
Okay, he wouldn’t do it this many times.
Marcus hadn’t even bothered texting…
Kaz sighed. This whole friendship thing was stupid anyway. Jokes on him for thinking it meant something, he supposed. He unlocked his phone and pulled up their message history. Hastily, he typed out a quick something along the lines of, Hey, you’re a bit of a jerk and I kinda don’t care anymore. Thanks for standing me up. Again.
And then pressed send. Honestly, he didn’t know what had gotten into him these past few days. Where this sudden boost of some nonexistent self-confidence had come from. Sure, he was loud and pretty obnoxious most of the time, but that had always been more to have fun and wreak havoc than anything of any depth.
This was different. Maybe it had something to do with winning the Robot Throwdown…Though, he’d won a few awards before in his life — for stupid things like Spelling Bees and superhero medical exams Horace deemed "necessary." Luckily for Kaz, his entire life was superheroes, so the exam had been easy-peasy. He’d never been much good at anything else…
He shook that last thought from his head and went to move in the direction of the main entrance of the Mission Creek Mall.
“Hey!” A voice shouted, just barely loud enough to reach over the clamor of the shoppers. “Kaz, wait!”
Kaz froze in his tracks, eyes widening as he spun on-heel to see—
“Marcus?”
Marcus reached him with heaving pants, doubling over to catch his breath. Once it seemed to even out slightly, he erected his posture and stood to face Kaz fully.
“Kaz. I’m sorry. I—Dad and I got stuck in traffic and—”
Kaz's nostrils flared as he crossed his arms in a huff. “And the other three times?”
Marcus averted his guilt-ridden gaze and swallowed hard. “Yeah, I—...I don’t really have an excuse for those.”
Kaz sniffed, “Look, Marcus…If you don’t want to be friends…Just say so. I’m not forcing you to do any of this—”
Marcus’ eyes widened, “No! You’re not forcing me, Kaz, I—I do want to be your friend, it’s just—” He cut himself off, almost like he realized he was going too far. Revealing too much. “It’s just…My dad, he…He works a lot. He’s my only parent. My mom died when I was young and it’s been just him ever since. So he has me run a lot of his errands to make things easier on him. And now that my grandma just died…” he trailed off and Kaz’s expression softened.
“It’s okay, Marcus. I understand. Thanks for telling me.” Marcus nodded. “So…Did you come here to actually do shit with me or—?”
“Oh! Yes! Yes, I—I wanted to come and actually do shit with you. I think the arcade’s on level two.”
“Nah, I already checked when I went looking for that nacho place. By the way — not good,” Kaz confirmed with a tilt of his finger and an unamused smile.
Marcus raised one eyebrow, “Good to know…”
So off they went in search of the arcade. Unfortunately for them, they found out the arcade had shut down years ago and was since replaced with a pinball house…Which neither had ever been to one before, but Kaz had seen cowboys in dusty saloons play it on television, and seemed easy enough, so, really, how hard could it be?
Apparently, very. Either that or the Kaz Curse had come back around and plagued him again. Wouldn’t put it completely past the universe to fuck him over again. Still, since Marcus was doing a thousand times better than he was, he decided it must be his poor hand-eye coordination. Oliver teased him about it constantly. As did Gus, but Kaz always quipped right back that you can’t tease someone about hand-eye coordination when you collect belly button lint for a living.
Eventually, though, the three hours (max) their parents allowed them out of the house on a school night were gone and Marcus and Kaz walked themselves out of the mall.
As they stood curbside awaiting the arrival of either one of their parents, Marcus squinted in the setting sun, oddly quiet. Now that Kaz thought about it and his mind wasn’t focused on video games or whatever you called it, Marcus had been quieter than usual for the past couple of hours.
Kaz was about to ask if everything was alright when Marcus spoke first.
“That’s my dad’s car pulling in over there, I better go.”
“Can I meet him?”
“O—Oh. Um…Another time. He has…work tonight. Real busy, ya know?” Kaz nodded, a bit disappointed, but smiled anyway as he sent Marcus a wave.
Marcus stepped down off the curb, paused, and then turned back to Kaz.
“There’s, um, something I’ve been meaning to tell you, too…”
Kaz blinked, cocking his head expectantly. “What, you got a ghost haunting you or something?” He grinned cheekily.
Marcus didn’t share in his amusement. He glanced momentarily at the asphalt of the parking lot, then back to Kaz with an expression Kaz couldn’t quite decipher.
“I just wanted to inform you that…I’m dating someone.”
Kaz’s ears perked up as a simper spread over his lips.
“Oh, yeah? They ' fit'? ” Kaz said with a roll of a horrendous British accent. Marcus laughed. “No, but seriously, you gonna leave me hangin’? Your new bestie?” He teased, nudging Marcus’ shoulder with his own.
Marcus cleared his throat a bit too roughly and said, “It’s, uh, it’s Chase Davenport. You know, the guy I mentioned before. The one I’m in the band with?”
The name hit Kaz like a sledgehammer to the chest. His brain stuttered, turning to jumble as all replies got stuck in his throat, sucking the air from his lungs as the world tilted on its axis.
A bitter taste filled Kaz’s mouth as he struggled to find his voice.
"Chase...You're dating Chase?" The words felt foreign on his tongue, laden with disbelief. His mind was reeling and for once in his life, Kaz was rendered speechless.
Then Marcus, innocent as ever, responded, "Yeah, you met him before?"
But Kaz couldn't breathe.
Open your damn mouth, Kazimieras, open your damn mouth and freaking say something—
But all he could do was nod as pathetically as ever and say just barely above a whisper, "Yeah. He sits next to me in Chemistry."
Marcus’ words felt like a knife twisting in his gut. He wanted so badly to run. Or fly! He kept forgetting he could fucking fly now. Just do something to get away from this. Away from Marcus, away from the mall, away from—from this. Because this...This—This couldn't be real...Could it?
But as the realization sank in, a new wave of emotions crashed over: sadness, anger, and a profound sense of loss.
What was even worse than any of it—worse than anything that his friend had just told him was that Kaz couldn’t even be angry with him. It wasn’t Marcus’ fault, not really. Kaz had never spoken a word to him of the way he felt toward Chase.
That apparently they felt the same.
And you know what? Kaz couldn’t blame him. Chase was pretty — Chase was really pretty — and smart and he knew what he wanted.
But it wasn’t Kaz. He didn’t want Kaz.
He wanted Marcus.
And to be completely honest, Kaz now felt kind of stupid. How could he ever think that Chase would want to date someone as reckless and stupid as him? He hadn’t exactly been praised for his grades his entire life — as he was sure Marcus and Chase had. He wasn’t handsome in the way Marcus was; that innocent, freckled face and those big brown eyes…
Kaz sniffed, hoping to at least be successful in subtly and definitely-not-suspiciously wiping the area beneath his eyes with the back of his hoodie. Then, with the most tremendous amount of effort he had ever — ever — had to muster, he plastered on a massive grin and dove in to congratulate Marcus with a bro-five and awkward pat on the back excuse of a hug.
Marcus smirked back at him, “Thanks, man. I appreciate it. Just, uh, don’t go sharing that information around. Not even Dooley knows. Especially Dooley. He’d just act all, uh, weird. You know?”
“Do Adam and Bree know? Or Mr. Davenport?”
“Oh, yeah, yeah. No, they’re cool with it. Just…not Dooley. Yeah?”
Kaz nodded slowly, still not quite following this whole “issue” the two guys seemed to have with each other, but commented no further on it.
“Alright, I really gotta go now, my Dad hates to be kept waiting, but I’ll see ya at school tomorrow, Kaz.”
Kaz shot him a much more half-assed wave this time around and watched him walk toward a red Prius, hop in the passenger side, and drive away.
Notes:
Hey guys!
I know this chapter is super short lol but I only wrote this one for one main reason, which you guys just read above about Kaz finding out something from Marcus.
The next one will be back to the usual length!
Hope you enjoy(ed)!
BTW I am on vacation right now and won't have the energy to update for the next week or so, but I am still working on it, but it won't be updated until I get back!
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Things had been weird since the mall. At least from Kaz’s side of things. It wasn’t that he was avoiding Marcus...Just minimizing the time he spent with him.
Which wasn’t hard considering more and more often Marcus would blow off the little time they did spend together to be with—
Kaz swallowed. He really didn’t want to think about that again. He’d thought about it way too much to be healthy already. He’d learned it actually made it harder to move on if he focused on Marcus dating the boy he liked and not…Literally anything else.
He’d even pondered calling Oliver to hear what he had to say. Never mind the fact he’d been obsessed with the same girl since forever, in Kaz’s eyes it was still more successful than that humiliating excuse of a crush on Stefanie.
But after he realized he literally couldn’t talk to anyone at Mission Creek (Leo was Chase’s brother, and Marcus was…Well, you know), he ended up having no choice. He rang Oliver.
It went straight to voicemail.
“You’ve reached ya boi Ollie, unfortunately, something more important than whatever this is came up or I just don’t care and can’t come to the phone. Leave your message at the tone!” Then, in a comic character growl, “If you dare.” Then the beep.
“Yo, Oli-Pop, uh—I don’t really know how to say this but—” he licked his lips, “I just—I really need to see you. Er, uh, talk to you. Just—Text me or call me back when—...” Kaz cut himself off, another idea coming to mind. An idea he had no clue as to why he didn’t think about earlier. To be honest, the move to Mission Creek had taken a lot out of him and it just sorta…slipped his mind. So he remedied his previous words by saying, “You know what? Fuck it. I’m coming to you.” And with that, he ended the voicemail.
When he’d first moved into his new room he’d hated it. It was boring and barren and there was absolutely nothing to save it from how miserable it looked.
Then he’d slapped up some old posters, forced his dad to pay for some new ones, added a few LEDs here and there, and voila:
It looked barely 3% better.
But, hey! It was still 3% better than what it was, so it was a win in Kaz’s book (he’d also been too lazy to do anything else.)
That was until he’d found one of those loose floorboards right beneath his bedside table, just like in all those crazy teen adventure films! Ahhh, Kaz was finally starting to feel like a comic book hero. Now all he needed was a cool suit that actually fit him and some sick shoes that could climb up walls and a sick hairstyle and—Okay, he was getting off-track. The point was that he’d found a loose floorboard and stashed away a few things he hadn’t wanted his family — particularly his mother (God knows what she’d do if she found out he could walk through fire) to find.
But, the most valuable of all possessions he’d chucked down there by far was the Wormhole Transporter.
Well. And a small device he’d used Oliver to tinker to produce the best buffalo wings in all of history.
Which was exactly what he needed right now. Er—the Transporter, not the wings (though maybe a batch or two for the road couldn’t hurt…)
Focus Kaz, your stomach can have some when you get back.
He snatched the Transporter from the compartment and secured the wooden slab back in place. He pressed the button and—
SCHWOOOP!
With a smirk etching his features, he exhaled a steady breath and stepped through.
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As oxygen slowly re-entered his lungs, his feet hit the ground with a stumbling wobble. It took a moment to re-center from where he always nearly passed out.
Stupid wormhole — he glared at the disappearing rip in the atmosphere.
When he managed to stand upright, he was pleased to see the familiar main lobby of Mighty Med, two nurses just then entering through the supply closet. The chaotic buzz Kaz had grown so fond of over the last year came rushing back into existence all at once, and Kaz found it challenging to reacquaint his senses after being away for so long (okay, it wasn’t that long, but knowing how Kaz hated to live in the past, he hadn’t bothered with timeframes).
The receptionist — who Kaz always forgot the name of but was pretty sure was Lawson — glanced up and narrowed his eyes once he saw Kaz.
“Bro, didn’t you quit, like, months ago?”
Kaz blinked at — he noticed the name tag — Larry (okay, kill him, he was close enough). He stepped forward and plastered on the fakest of pleasant smiles he could muster. The cute one his mother liked because he looked most “dashing” with it. He didn’t see it, but whatever, it proved time and again to work on charming the adults.
“Hi—Uh, Larry— I did quit, yes, a few months ago, but you see, something rather urgent came up and I need to meet with Oliver, please.”
“Well, I’m sorry to hear that whatever ‘urgent’ matter brought you here is so urgent you don’t seem to be screaming or writhing in pain, but unfortunately, Doctor Oliver is busy and will be in post-op for the better part of the next hour, so if you wouldn’t mind, it would be better to schedule an appointment—”
“Kazzy?!” A voice practically shrieked.
Kaz snapped his head to the east wing exit door just in time to see Oliver shucking off his nylon gloves into the nearest trash can. Kaz’s eyes widened, a helpless grin spreading across his face as he raced over at full-speed to his best friend.
“Oli-Pop!” He screamed at the top of his lungs, hurtling toward the stunned brunette and nearly cracked his ribs with the force of his arms as he lifted him just barely off the ground.
“Okay, okay, love me don’t break me!” Oliver exclaimed. Kaz quickly dropped him — Oliver staggering a bit — and cleared his throat and smoothed out his clothes.
“Sorry, dude, just—Damn! I did not think I was actually going to see you!”
Oliver frowned, “Oh…Then…Why did you come? Did you want to see Sky or something?”
“What? No! I mean, yes, but I mainly wanted to see you. I just—” Kaz turned back to Larry — who was still staring at them with suspiciously narrowed eyes — and glared, “Larry told me you were too busy.”
“Oh. Yeah, sorry about that. Post-op ended early and—”
“Which, by the way, is that like a typical thing for you to do now? Why did it seem like you were the one in surgery room?” Kaz laughed dryly because there was no way Oliver would be in the operation room. That would just be ridiculous…
But upon Oliver’s guilt-ridden, lowered gaze, refusing to meet Kaz’s eyes…
“Holy shit, Ollie…” Kaz scoffed out another quiet laugh, “Are you…Are you an actual freaking surgeon now?”
Oliver snapped his head up with wide eyes and a desperate shake of his head, “No! I mean, not really. I just—...” He swallowed, voice lowering. “After—After you left, they needed the extra help with operations and check-ups and stuff, and I—...Well, Horace deemed me fit enough for the role and kinda…promoted me?”
Kaz’s jaw dropped as something sunk into his gut. “...You’re a…You’re a doctor now? Like, officially?”
Oliver lowered his gaze again and nodded slowly before daring to meet Kaz’s eyes.
“Wow, that’s…That’s great, Oli-Pop. Really. I—I mean it. I mean, you’ve always wanted to be one. For superheroes, I mean, and now…” Kaz swallowed the lump forming in his throat. He could not ruin this for Oliver. He wouldn’t. “Now you are.”
“...Thanks, Kaz,” Oliver responded cautiously, as if hesitant of the fact this was true support.
There was a pregnant pause of awkward silence. A rare occurrence for them, as they were both too talkative for their own good, especially when together.
But finally, Oliver broke it with another question.
“So…Don’t get me wrong, I’m really happy to see you…But…” he raised his brows, “Why are you actually here, Kazzy?”
Kaz chuckled defensively, “What, I can’t just—just wanna see my best friend who I haven’t seen in forever?”
“No…” Oliver said, “But you never come without an ulterior motive — er, reason, I mean. There’s always something else—”
Kaz crossed his arms, “Pfft, what? No, there’s not, that’s crazy! I can tell you that right now, there is absolutely no ulterior motive for my coming here. That— That is just an insane—”
Oliver spoke with a bored, deadpan expression as he, too, crossed his arms, “Just spit it out, Kaz—”
“Okay, fine! I like someone, okay?! And—And I don’t know what the hell to do about it!”
The admission came out way louder than expected, and Oliver actually took a step back.
Oops…
Kaz swallowed as Oliver eyed him carefully, running his gaze up and down the length of his body.
But all Oliver did was hum. Or rather, “Hm.”
Kaz frowned. “What, that’s it? ‘Hmm’? I just poured my heart out and—”
“Well, I’d hardly call that ‘pouring your heart out’—”
“-And all you can say is “hmm’?” Kaz scoffed, not quite sure why he was so annoyed by something as harmless as Oliver humming, but here he was.
Oliver sighed and grabbed him by the wrist to lead him into the nearby break room — the empty break room.
The door shut behind them and Oliver sat him down at one of the small round tables, taking a seat himself opposite.
“Do you ever not scream exclamations?”
Kaz pretended to think, then shrugged and said, “Nope! But hey, that’s what you get for being friends with me. Don’t act like you didn’t know this already,” he smirked.
“Oh, trust me, you remind me of it every day.” He paused like he was thinking about how to go about this topic of conversation, then settled on a simple, “What’s their name?”
“Chase,” Kaz breathed out effortlessly, images of said boy clogging his mind. His stupid pretty smile.
“Okay…? Did you meet at school or something?”
Kaz nodded, “Chemistry class.”
Oliver snickered, “A bit on the nose, don’t ya think?”
Kaz rolled his eyes as his cheeks heated slightly, which of course Oliver teased him endlessly about, “Damn, dude, I mention the frickin’ class you met in and you’re already red! How gone for this guy are you?” He guffawed at his own joke, which Kaz was less than amused by.
“Will you shut up, I’m being serious!”
“Oh, trust me, I know,” Oliver cackled. Eventually, he managed to calm himself down enough to re-focus on the seriousness of the conversation. “So, what, you came to rant to me about how much you like him? Because you seem to be doing a pretty poor job of that so far.”
“No…” Kaz swallowed, “I came because I figured since you’ve been hopelessly in love with the same girl for, what, like since you were born?”
Oliver feigned offense, “It was not that long! I was at least seven.”
Kaz patted Oliver’s shoulder in sarcastic sympathy, “Sorry that didn’t work out, Oli-Pop.”
Oliver rolled his eyes and shoved Kaz’s hand playfully.
“Fine. I’ll do it. But only because against my better judgment you are my best friend.”
Kaz hummed, crossing his arms as he leaned in to listen (for once).
“So. What do you like about him?”
Kaz shrugged, “I don’t know. He’s pretty and smart. Cute, in this little kid way, I guess. But…he’s dating someone. A guy. One of my friends, actually.”
“Jesus, Kazzy. I’m sorry.” Oliver hunched over on his knees and clapped his hands together, “Okay, what else?”
Kaz blinked, a bit taken aback, “What do you mean ‘what else’?”
Oliver stared at him like it was the most obvious thing in the universe (it probably was, but Kaz was still surprised), “Dude. What else do you like about him? You said pretty and smart, what else?”
And Kaz…Kaz gaped. Because what? What did that even mean “What else?” What else did Oliver need? He’d told Oliver how much he liked Chase and how deep his feelings went, but here Oliver was asking what else?
Kaz laughed awkwardly, “I already told you what I like. I—...I didn’t think I needed anything else—”
“So you have no other reasons for liking him besides him being ‘pretty’ and ‘smart’? And he’s taken?” Kaz continued to stare. Oliver sighed. “Oh, boy.”
“What?”
“Kaz…It's just I don’t think this is what you think it is.”
“...What do you mean?”
He laughed, a bit humorlessly, but Kaz tried to ignore it. “It’s just…I mean, you told me you liked him with this tone suggesting you were, like, head over heels or something, but then all you say you like about him is that he’s pretty and smart. That doesn’t sound like you actually have feelings for him, that sounds like you just think he’s attractive.”
Kaz blinked, speechless.
Oliver continued, “I mean when you really like someone, you start to notice the little things. Idiosyncrasies, awkward habits, hobbies, gestures specifically rendered to them...You don’t just say ‘pretty’ and ‘smart’ and think you’re in love. That’s infatuation. I mean, you barely know anything about the guy, unless you’ve been keeping all that information secret,” he smirked at the last part.
Somewhere inside Kaz, he wanted to argue. That section of his brain that was trained to fight and protect was raging to life with Oliver’s every word, but deep down, he had to admit…Oliver had always been better with this type of stuff…With most stuff… And…
Maybe Kaz agreed with him, just a little bit.
Before Kaz could register it completely, Oliver was switching seats so he was sat beside him, his features softening. “Look, Kaz. You’re my best friend, you have been since practically the day we were born. But I want you to find someone worthy of you. Someone who understands and wants to be around you. You’re a hilarious, charismatic, wonderful person, Kazzy. And you deserve someone who sees all of that and more.” He paused, bit his lip, then carefully added, “...And someone available.”
Kaz hadn’t realized his knee had started bouncing until Oliver had to place a steadying hand on it. Kaz breathed out shakily. “But what if—” he licked his lips, “What if no one wants me? I mean, Stefanie didn’t. No one I’ve liked has ever liked me back, Ollie, and I—”
Oliver cut him off right there, “First off, you wanted her to like you back? Dude, she was like, crazy.”
“She wasn’t crazy, I just—”
“Okay, well I never liked her, and I never really understood what you saw in her, but whatever. Point is, you dodged a bullet, and also, it’s absolutely not true that no one you’ve liked has ever liked you back. You’ve only ever liked Stefanie, and wasn’t she interested in you until you lied to her?”
“Well, yeah, but—”
“Can you trust me when I say that someone out there will like you for who you are, without you having to impress them? It just,” he shrugged, “won’t be Chase. But believe me, you’ll forget all about him the minute you meet the person you’re supposed to be with, be it a boy or girl, or, you know, whoever.”
Kaz sniffed. There were no tears, but he needed to do something to center himself. He nodded as Oliver reached over and squeezed his shoulder.
“You’ve got this, Kazzy. I promise you’ll be okay.”
They sat in silence for a solid fifteen minutes, Kaz eventually leaning his head against Oliver’s shoulder.
“Is Sky here?”
“No, she was called out on something across the city earlier. She won’t be back for a while. Maybe even tomorrow morning.”
Kaz nodded. “Okay. Well, tell her I miss her and to call me, yeah?”
“Where are you going?”
Kaz stood, “I have to get home, you know my mom, she freaks if I’m gone for more than an hour without telling her.”
Oliver hummed, knowing exactly what he was referring to. “Alright, well, it was great to see you and I’m sorry I haven’t been in touch more, but seriously, use the Transporter and come visit whenever. And I’ll make sure to call more, I promise.”
“Okay. Bye, Oli-Pop,” he reached to hug Oliver and held on a few moments before releasing and clicking the button on the Transporter again.
“See you later, Oli-Pop!”
They waved to each other as Kaz stepped back through the wormhole.
And suddenly, he was back in his bedroom. But this time, a whole new determination was set in his mind.
Notes:
Hey, guys! I'm back! Sorry about the wait lol I was on vacation, but I'm back now! (Though I do go away again this weekend).
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That morning, Kaz woke up happier than he had been since the divorce was filed. His visit with Oliver had proved to do him some good… a lot of it, in fact. Ever since he’d returned back home, he’d felt calmer, lighter, like some heavy weight had been lifted.
Finally, Kaz sarcastically rolled his eyes as he crawled out of bed to get ready for the day.
It was Saturday, but Kaz had business to attend to. Specifically, his Xbox. He’d been dying to get his hands on it all week, but his mother had made him stave away in hopes of “building character” and “maintaining a brain.” He’d thought it was stupid, but he was too scared of disobeying his mother to find out what the consequences would be.
But anyway, today was the day. He was going to get his hands on it, mark his words.
But, of course, first up on his list was texting Leo. As they’d been spending more time together, chatting at lunch and stuff, they’d friend-requested each other and now played a wide range of games together, whether tournaments, one-v-ones, or onslaughts, he and Leo would match up every night they could and play. For hours. Well into the night, for sure. Kaz had grown to quite enjoy his time getting to be and chatting with Leo. He was a fun, charismatic, and relatively obnoxious person — much like Kaz viewed himself. Perhaps that was why they got along so well.
Grabbing his phone, he shot Leo a quick message about his gaming plans, and let him know that he’d be ready in thirty minutes. Once taken care of, he abandoned his phone on his mattress and raced down the stairs into the kitchen.
His mom was making pancakes, and apparently he was the first one of his siblings awake because he took one scan of the room, and noticed all the food was still there. Smirking to himself, he grabbed a plate off the table and immediately snatched whatever he could fit onto it off the different platters of fruits, sausages, bacon, and eggs.
“Kazimieras! Get back here with that and sit down!”
“Sorry, Mom!” He exclaimed as he dashed out, “I’m meeting a friend in a few minutes!”
“What?!”
“Later!”
He bounded up the stairs in twos, reaching his bedroom in a split-second. He closed the door and locked it (God knew what his mother would do to his monitor if she came in and found him playing video games for hours on-end.)
When he picked up his phone, however, he frowned when he saw no reply to his message.
So he decided to call him instead:
“Sup, ma dudes, you’ve reached Leo “Danger” Dooley, middle name “Danger”, so Leo “Danger” Dooley, for all y’all that didn’t hear the first time or, ya know, people who trust my grandma — my name is NOT “FRANCIS”, it’s “DANGER” — okay, anyway, yeah. Sorry, I can’t come to the phone, probably out doing something more important, so just leave a message to see if I get back to you. Gonna be honest, fifty-fifty chance, but hey, you never know.”
Every time Kaz called and it was sent to voicemail (most of the time it was when he forgot that just because he had a free period, didn't mean Leo did ) he forgot how damn endless it was. And now he was reminded of that fact again, for the millionth time.
But it took only a second longer for his eyebrows to furrow as an entirely new question came to his mind:
Wait a minute…Where the hell was Dooley?
He and Leo allotted time every weekend to play together, so Leo always made sure he was free…But now he wasn’t responding at all?
Kaz was confused. Though, that was nothing new. He spent the majority of his life confused about a lot of things…
Okay, most things.
But still. This was one of the things at this current moment in his life that confused him most.
Leo was not exactly known for ditching or leaving him hanging. Not like this, at least.
Kaz tried to call him again, but all he reached was voicemail. Again. With a sigh and another text saying he hoped everything was okay and he’d see him on Monday, Kaz clicked off his phone and focused his mind back on his game.
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Monday morning rolled around more quickly than Kaz cared for. It seemed as if in the blink of an eye he was walking back through the main entrance of the school again. He adjusted the strap of his backpack over his shoulder and rounded the corner to his locker…
To find none other than Leo standing in front of it, pacing. The minute his eyes landed on Kaz, they lit up and he grinned.
“Kaz!”
“Hey, Leo…What’s up…?” Kaz queried as he side-stepped Leo to open his locker.
Leo sighed heavily, “Look, man, I just wanna apologize for missing your texts…and call,” he added on after a tense breath, “I didn’t mean to, I swear, it’s just—” He cut himself off in a way so abrupt Kaz wondered if he had wanted to tell Kaz something and suddenly thought better of it. Leo waved his words away, “It doesn’t matter. I accidentally turned my phone off, I guess, and didn't see anything until I realized.”
Kaz blinked at him, nodding slowly. He didn’t… quite believe him. But he didn’t want Leo to know that. Not yet, at least.
“So we cool, man? I’ll catch you at lunch?” There was a slight hopeful tint to his voice, and Kaz just knew he couldn’t let him down.
He nodded, only slightly forcing a smile, before dapping him up and waving bye as Leo — quite literally — skipped off to class.
After pulling out a few books for his necessary history class that morning (the only morning, thank God, that started with history) he sighed and closed his locker. Slinging his backpack strap back over his shoulder, he turned to head to class, but ended up slamming into a whole other body altogether.
The boy’s books cascaded across the floor as he toppled over with an “oof” sound. Kaz’s eyes widened and he immediately ducked to help the guy up.
“Crap. I am so sorry, I wasn’t looking where I was going and I—”
“It’s fine, chill. I’m fine.”
…And then their eyes locked.
Kaz felt his face flush as they met the stormy-blue gaze of the person he’d bashed into.
There was no doubt about it…He was attractive. Like, really attractive. Like, exactly-Kaz’s-type kind of attractive.
And Kaz wasn’t sure…But he could have sworn he saw the cheeks of the boy tint pink as well.
With a clearing of his throat, Kaz smiled awkwardly and began helping gather the scattered books.
“It’s okay, don’t worry about it. I have a Free anyway.”
“What? No, I’m gonna help, it’s my fault they fell—”
“I’m serious. It’s okay.”
Kaz met his eyes again.
“But thanks,” the guy added, a tad shy. Kaz nodded, a bit breathless, but said nothing as he stood, then extended his hand to him. He looked a tad hesitant, but ultimately accepted the offer and took Kaz’s hand. “Thanks.”
“No problem.”
“What class do you have?”
A bit taken aback, Kaz didn’t respond for a moment, too startled to know what on earth to say, but eventually managed to shake his head and clear his mind enough to reply. “Oh, uh, History. Why?”
“Well, I feel kinda bad for making you late. I can walk you if you want?”
Kaz was speechless. What the heck was he supposed to say to that? Was it out of pity? Or perhaps he was genuinely interested? Either way, no words came out.
“Please? I want to. I owe it to you.”
Without knowing what else to do, Kaz nodded mindlessly. The guy smiled and followed Kaz’s lead down the hall toward his class.
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Kaz didn’t know exactly how it started, but somehow, they got to talking. And not just talking, but chatting. And yes, Kaz considered the two wildly different: talking referred to the action of spitting out words or explanations about something or someone and hoping to God the person or people you’re speaking to are interested enough to respond. At least that was what Kaz defined it as. It was simply and rather boring, in Kaz’s humble opinion.
But chatting. Chatting was different. Unlike talking, chatting was an engaged conversation in which either side was participating equally; back-and-forth banter, if you will, and an eagerness to learn and divulge more about and with the other person.
Talking was a forced habit, chatting was a choice. Chatting felt natural.
And surprisingly, talking to Liam was surprisingly easy. It flowed smoothly and didn’t feel at all awkward or nerve-racking like Kaz had believed it would. He’d been worried about that for the first few minutes of conversation, but once Liam asked about the Tecton pin on Kaz’s backpack, that snowballed into a deep dive into the comic book side of life and how obsessed with them they both were.
By the time they neared the classroom, Kaz found himself less than pleased to leave Liam’s side. He found himself wanting to skip class to spend more time with him…Was that weird? Kaz didn’t think so, but maybe it was for knowing someone less than fifteen minutes.
But still…The thought never wavered from his mind. And as they slowed to a halt outside Kaz’s History classroom, Kaz snapped his head to Liam, deciding once and for all to forget about anything else, and blurted:
“Do you wanna skip?”
To which earned him a disbelieving laugh paired with a: “Why are you asking me that? You’re the one with a class period.”
Kaz looked down sheepishly, “Right. Your Free.” He cleared his throat again, “But still, the question stands…Do you?”
It took a moment, but Liam broke into a small smile and nodded, “Yeah. Yeah, sure, why not?”
Kaz grinned and they headed back in the direction they came.
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Instead of skipping just the one period, Liam managed to convince Kaz to skip the rest of the day. “Might as well,” he’d shrugged. And, you know, Kaz was a weak man in terms of people he was interested in. And given he was now interested in Liam, it made everything just that much harder to say no to.
What did surprise Kaz, though, was that Liam ended up bringing him back to his. And…it was big. Like, big- big. Like, “bordering-on-massive” kind of big. Kaz couldn’t help the under-his-breath scoff that escaped his mouth the minute he laid eyes on it.
“How rich are you?” He exclaimed, mainly joking, to which Liam just chuckled.
“Way too much for my liking. But hey, the more money for video games, the better, is what I say.”
Kaz grinned, “Can we play?”
Liam smirked, unlocking the door and facing him, “Well, I was hoping I could get to know you a bit better, but if you want to…”
“No! No, getting to know you better is great!” Kaz hurried to rush out. Because in all honesty, he did want to get to know Liam better.
“Alright, cool. Let’s go to my room.”
Kaz swallowed thickly, licking over his lips once.
Oh, boy. This was going to be interesting, that was for sure.
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In the large, endless expanse of his room, Kaz’s jaw dropped. He’d never in his life seen a bedroom so large. Sure, he knew the Davenports were rich as fuck, but he’d never been to Leo’s bedroom (come to think of it, he hadn’t been to any of the Davenports' bedrooms…) so he couldn’t really compare it. Still, he doubted it would matter because Liam’s bedroom was huge. Posters of recognized superheroes such as Tecton, Solar Flare, Blue Tornado, and Captain Atomic were among the many that adorned the walls. Then, opposite the king-sized mattress was what must have been an 80-inch flat screen lined with wide, thick shelves piled high with mountains of video games.
“Wow…You really…Have a lot…”
Liam chuckled, “You don’t sound uncomfortable at all,” he joked.
Kaz blushed, “Sorry, I’m just not…used to all this.”
Liam came over and rubbed a hand against his shoulder, “It’s okay, I get it. Thank you for trusting me enough to come to my bedroom on the first day we met, though. That takes guts.”
Kaz frowned, not sure he was following. He thought he might know what Liam was hinting at, but wanted to be sure.
“What do you mean?”
Liam shrugged and removed his hand from Kaz’s shoulder. “I just mean…given the fact we just met,” he flushed a bright shade of red, “...And that I’m pretty sure you’ve caught on that I’m relatively interested in you…” he gulped, “I didn’t expect you to be so…willing to come up here.” He paused, “So thank you, I guess, is what I’m trying to say,” he finished with what sounded like a strained nervous laugh.
Kaz’s cheeks heated again and they found themselves stuck for an elongated moment in a tense silence.
The first touch Kaz felt was something warm and smooth against his cheek. The palm of Liam’s hand was suddenly right there on his face and he didn’t know what to do. His eyes flicked up to properly take in Liam’s face, his handsome features…His jet-black hair was curled to perfection. Wavy and loose, just the way Kaz liked it. It swept around his shaped and hollowed eyes, brushing against his eyebrows just enough to be incredibly attractive.
His nose was slim and a tad pointy, extending almost to just over his upper lip. But not too far. Just far enough to be unique. Far enough for Kaz to like. His cheeks were full and jaw cut. A dabbling of stubble wrapped around his chin and jaw.
It was just as Kaz noticed this that he came to the sudden realization of something. He stayed firmly in place, firmly in Liam’s gentle hold, but finally breathed out a shaky: “I—I don’t even know what year you are…”
Liam quirked his lips up into a half-smile, keeping his eyes trained on Kaz’s lips.
“Trust me. I’m old enough.”
And…Kaz didn’t know exactly what that meant or was supposed to mean (he was only a sophomore after all), but he didn’t get much time to dwell because less than a moment later, Liam’s lips were on his and…
Kaz…didn’t really care?
In fact…
He kind of liked it?
He didn’t think. He didn’t think for two seconds. Not when he brought his fingers up to trace into Liam’s hair. Not when he gripped and tugged the black locks. Not when Liam grunted into his mouth and pressed him against the nearby wall…
He didn’t think about any of it.
But maybe, for once in his life, he didn’t need to think. Maybe not thinking right now was a good thing…
He smiled against Liam’s mouth.
Yeah. He definitely liked it.
Notes:
Hey-o! Back with another!
I might get one more in before I go away, but otherwise you'll see me next week!
Enjoy!
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The start of the week was not what Kaz expected. About a month ago he and Liam made things official, and it had been going…well, he would say. It certainly wasn’t everything he'd thought a relationship would be, but somehow he was okay with that. Early on, he'd notice that sometimes jealousy would get the best of Liam, but he was working on it. He’d promised Kaz he would. For him. And, really, that was all Kaz could ask for.
On top of date nights and hang-outs after school, Liam had taken to driving Kaz every morning. They often skipped classes at least a few times a week, but Kaz couldn’t care less. He wasn’t good at school, anyway, and his boyfriend wanted alone time, so he figured it was okay.
Today was no different. Hand-in-hand they made their way through the entrance of Mission Creek.
Several announcement boards were perched in the hallway reading: “OPEN AUDITIONS for the MISSION CREEK TALENT SHOW!”
“Uhhh—” Kaz dragged, completely lost. Of course, Perry hadn’t mentioned this. He’d come to recognize she cared very little about everything and anything having to do with her students, so really, it was not much of a surprise. But still, a heads-up would have been nice.
“Talent show?” Liam queried rhetorically. Kaz shrugged.
"Apparently."
“Yo, Kaz!” Kaz turned in the direction of the voice and saw Leo waving him over. “Get your butt over here and say hi to me!”
Kaz grinned and released his hold on Liam’s hand to walk over to Leo and his surrounding group of siblings. After a quick dap-up, Kaz noticed the books in their hands.
“Yearbook scouring, I see,” he smirked, “Anything embarrassing?”
Leo opened his mouth to respond when—
“Did you guys see the yearbook?!” A rather miffed voice said from behind where he, Leo, and Adam huddled together (Bree and Owen settled on the donut seat). And before Kaz knew it, none other than Chase Davenport was breaching into the middle of the trio, his own yearbook in hand, and flipped to the “Most Likely To…” page. “Everybody but me got a ‘Most Likely To…,' even Leo!”
“What? Let me see that,” Leo snatched the book and stared at the page. “Most Likely Never to Get a ‘Most Likely.’ I’m on the board!”
But Chase completely ignored that. “Well, that proves it. I am completely invisible at this school.”
Kaz frowned. Well, that for sure he knew wasn’t true. But Chase hadn’t even registered his presence, so maybe it was better not to comment.
Leo spared Kaz a glance, but Adam was quick as ever to jump in. “Chase, that’s not true. If you were invisible, I couldn’t do this."
THWACK!
Chase grunted out an “Uhh!” and gripped the bicep Adam had punched. Kaz cringed. Leo only smiled at the action and returned Chase’s yearbook to his hands. With that, Adam walked away, leaving Kaz with Leo, Chase, Adam, and Owen.
“Chase, just because you weren’t nominated doesn’t mean you’re invisible,” Bree interjected.
Chase pressed his lips into a thin line, flipped a few pages, leaned forward, and said, “Oh, really? Yeah? What’s this?” He turned the book so Bree could see one of the student class pages…The one where Chase was seemingly absent (Kaz would be lying if he said he hadn’t cackled when he first saw it). “‘Chip Davenport.’ I’m a misnamed question mark!”
...And yes, there was indeed a photo of a blacked-out random male head with a large question mark plastered over it. Kaz slapped a hand over his mouth to hold back another giggle. He and Leo shared an amused look.
Chase slammed the book shut just as Perry marched through the cafeteria doors, a sign-up sheet in one hand.
Liam — who had been chatting with one of his friends — rejoined Kaz at his side.
“Wassup, snot buckets? Don’t forget to sign up for the annual Mission Creek High talent show. Auditions are after school and will be judged by Moi. Chances are that if I don’t like you you won’t get through, and I don’t like any of you, so good luck.” She finished her quip with a maniacal crowing noise and turned to walk right back into the cafeteria…
Only for Owen to stand and make his statement.
Jesus Christ, did this guy have to argue with everything? Kaz rolled his eyes and crossed his arms.
“Talent shows are wrong.” Kaz sighed and shook his head. Oh, boy. Owen stepped toward Perry and continued, hands as expressive as ever, “There are no winners or losers in creative expression.”
Perry made a noise that sounded vaguely akin to that of a buzzer and said, “Stick a paintbrush in it, emo sabe!”
As she stomped back into the lunch room, Owen’s jaw dropped in offense and he trooped back to where Kaz and the rest of the mini-group stood. “I refuse to stand by while that woman crushes the artistic souls of our student body,” he pointed a defiant finger downward at the floor. Kaz huffed, Okay, a bit much, bro, don’t ya think?
After an awkwardly long beat of silence which consisted of Owen staring them down with angered eyes to the point Kaz shifted uncomfortably against his boyfriend, Owen exclaimed, “I’m gonna go sketch my feelings!”
…And then promptly stormed off.
And all Bree could do was stare after him with love-struck eyes and say, “He is so tortured. Isn’t it great?” Then she was off, too.
Once she was out of sight, Kaz debated leaving Chase and Leo alone to be with Liam, but he was a tad interested to see what the two brothers' responses would be. So he stayed put, allowing Liam to take his hand and squeeze tight.
“This talent show is the perfect opportunity for me to build my fan base,” Leo started.
“Leo, you don’t have a fan base,” Chase countered.
“That’s why I have to build one. With magic,” he flared his hands in Chase’s face.
“Well, that is what it would take,” Chase pushed past him, coming nearer to where Kaz and Liam were, but stopped when Leo began speaking again, this time looking between Chase and Kaz.
“No. I got a magic kit and I’ve been practicing, specifically for the competition.”
“Can you actually do anything, though?” Kaz simpered and mimicked Leo’s crossed arms.
Leo stared at him with bored, telling eyes, showing he was not in the least amused. Kaz chuckled.
“A magic kit? Isn’t that kind of lame?”
“There is nothing lame about buying something off the Internet to make friends.”
Now it was Leo’s turn to shoulder past Chase (and Kaz and Liam) and approach a pair of unsuspecting girls. Kaz raised an eyebrow suspiciously. What on earth was he up to?
And where the hell did that deck of cards come from?
Kaz watched in awe as Leo unearthed a card deck from his pant’s pocket. “Hello, ladies. Would you like to see a card trick?”
The girls shrugged.
“Okay, this is your card,” he replaced the card in the deck, “Mm-hmm…Hey, what’s that in your hair?” He reached up to reveal… the same card. “Bam! See? Magi- ck,” he emphasized the last syllable. Kaz clapped slowly for him.
“Why, thank you, Kaz,” Leo did a small bow, “At least someone appreciates my talents,” he plastered on a fake smile at Chase.
Then, just as Liam tugged on Kaz’s hand, Chase turned to Leo, entirely shielding Kaz’s vision of the shorter boy, and turned their backs on him.
“You know what my problem is? All of my talents are—”
“Kaz.”
Kaz whipped his head to Liam, who was looking at him with expectant eyes.
“Babe, I’ve been trying to get your attention for the past, like, minute.”
“Oh. Sorry. What’s up?”
“My Free…? We were gonna head to the arcade?” He pressed with a tone that suggested he was upset at Kaz for not remembering.
Kaz cleared his throat, “Right. Sorry, yeah, let’s—let’s head out.” He smiled at Liam and dragged him right back out the entrance.
What he didn’t notice was Leo’s knitted brows of confusion as Kaz and Liam left the building just as quickly as they came.
Huh. Guess Kaz wasn’t auditioning, then?
Leo shrugged.
Welp. Wasn’t his problem.
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Friday rolled around way quicker than anyone expected.
Nowadays, Kaz was so wound up in Liam that he hardly noticed time at all anymore. Leo had been asking all week for him to scout his act for the show, but Kaz had always been with Liam when he’d reached out, so he hadn’t been able to. But don’t worry, Kaz had made sure to clear his schedule so he absolutely wouldn’t miss Leo’s act…
…Until he found out minutes before that Leo had been replaced. By Chase, nonetheless.
“Wait, what? When did this happen?”
“At the second round of auditions. Chase decided to use his—” Leo cut himself off right there.
Kaz narrowed his eyes, “Decided to use his what?”
Leo grinned, “Well, you’ll see soon enough. See you in there, champ.” He patted Kaz’s shoulder and headed off to take his seat.
Liam returned from the restroom and led Kaz over to where his friends were sitting. Kaz was stuck on the end, Liam quickly becoming much too engaged with the others to bother to include Kaz. Which…Kaz was okay with. It wasn’t the end of the world. Growing up with Oliver had built his imagination to a strong-hold. They’d both never really grown out of that creative, wild imaginative phase, so Kaz was able to easily split off into the little world inside his head and concoct whatever scenarios he wished.
Soon enough, the lights dimmed as the makeshift stage spotlight (which flickered a few times before steadying) lit to life. Perry took center stage and made a very insult-infested announcement of each of the following acts (some singers, drummers, comedians, and even a few dancers).
But finally, after a terribly versed tuba player practically burst everyone’s ear drums, she took the stage once more.
“Okay, next up we have the amazing Chase—” (Kaz frowned, well that was a first), “The only magician whose magic wand is bigger than he is!” She did another one of her deranged giggles and promptly wobbled back to the podium.
The minute she was sat down, some sort of strange rendition of rock music played as — What the fuck?
Chase leapt into the doorway of the side exit of the gym wearing a black cape and top hat. It took every fiber of Kaz’s being not to laugh. Chase confidently — more confidently than Kaz had ever seen him — strutted to the stage, grabbing a lone white chair as he went.
“Thank you, thank you, ladies and gentlemen. For my first trick, I will move that chair…With my mind.”
The chair was placed a few feet away from him and — Kaz glanced over to Leo, only to see…an empty chair?
Kaz quickly glanced about the room, stopping only when his gaze landed at the same side entrance, where Leo casually leaned against the doorframe, large metal rings hooked beneath one arm, his opposite hand holding a…What was that?
It seemed to be some sort of slim metal device. Kaz had never seen one before, and he had no idea why Leo was holding it or why he had it with him…But it almost seemed as though he was meaning to point it in the direction of the stage…
Or…in the direction of Chase?
Kaz sighed and faced the front again. He didn’t even know anymore. He’d ask Leo about it later.
It was just at this moment that the lights dimmed further, the spotlight increasing its intensity, and Chase extended his arms toward the chair.
“And… Hmmm!” He wiggled his fingers as…literally nothing happened.
“Bor-ing!” Perry shouted, “Bring out the girl who looks eerily similar to a giraffe!”
“I don’t know what happened!”
And, ya know, Kaz had been so close to laughing at the utter failure, but…Something about the sincerity and…almost nervousness in Chase’s voice made Kaz pause. Chase actually sounded…scared. Like he didn’t want to be laughed at.
Though, that was too late. Everyone in the audience was already whispering and giggling.
“I do: you stink. Get off the stage before you incur the wrath of my rotten tomatoes.”
Kaz rolled his eyes (something he found he often did around Perry) and watched as literally the entire room began jeering at the boy who suddenly seemed quite small, hunching in on himself and grabbing at his hat as if it would somehow create a hole deep enough for him to bury into and disappear in.
They were booing. The room was fucking booing him and Kaz looked over with desperate eyes to his boyfriend and—
He was booing, too.
In fact, the entire group was. But Liam seemed to be one of the leaders of the pack.
Kaz felt his heart sink into his gut.
“No, no, no, no! Please! I can do it! I really can!” And so in an attempt at some of the most horrible embarrassment Kaz had ever seen, Chase tried and failed again to “move the chair with his mind.”
And the booing only grew louder…and louder…and louder…
And suddenly, the cape and hat were crumpled on the floor, and a gravelly, demonic voice erupted from Chase’s throat:
“HEY! You want to see me move that chair with my head?” He shouted — or…whatever shouted.
Kaz’s eyes widened in shock and his body automatically pushed backward in his seat.
And before Kaz could blink, Chase was roaring and smashing the chair into pieces on his scalp.
What. The. Fu—
“WOW! HAHAHAHAHA!” Perry guffawed. Clearly, she was the singular person impressed by—
Okay, nope. The room was clapping now.
But Kaz knew that at least this couldn’t get any worse…Right?
Wrong.
It took about only two minutes for Chase to switch from showing off his muscles to kissing them while making strange growling noises that had Kaz squirming quite uncomfortably in his seat…
And it seemed the rest of the audience was on the same page, as they all were glancing at each other like they wanted to run.
Leo (who had at some point joined Chase on-stage) was now joined by Perry.
“Well, there’s a fine line between entertaining and disturbing and…I think we’ve crossed it. So, let’s take a brief intermission.”
And off she walked. However, Leo did the complete opposite as the room began properly clearing out. And maybe it was his curiosity that once again got the best of him, but…Kaz couldn’t find it in himself to budge. He was frozen in place, to his seat, and couldn’t move.
Leo took a step closer and attempted to push Chase further off-stage. “Hi, Spike. I was wondering if you could chill out and let weak little Chase pop back out before Principal Perry—”
“I DON’T WANNA CHILL OUT!”
Kaz jumped in his seat at the sight of his neck veins popping and the reddening tint painting his face.
“I WANT TO RIP OUT SOMEONE'S SPINE AND USE IT AS A POGO STICK!” Chase spat.
“Or…We could picture a nice, tranquil forest filled with leaping gazelles, while you have a nice, soothing cup of tea.”
He grabbed Mrs. Thistle’s dangling tea cup and offered it to…Chase? Spike? (Who the fuck was “Spike”?)
Chase snatched it from his hands and instead of sipping it, he fucking broke it in half with his teeth.
Kaz raised his brows in startlement, every muscle tensing as he saw the utter raw, unbridled rage in Chase’s eyes.
And Kaz wasn’t gonna lie…it was terrifying.
His palms started sweating, body beginning to heat as it switched into fight or flight mode, and he knew immediately what was coming.
But as he stared on at Chase’s enraged body as he screamed at Leo in the distorted voice again, Kaz couldn’t. Move.
In his peripheral, he saw through the sliver of a crack in the chair that his fingertips had caught flame, but he was stuck. Glued to the seat.
It wasn’t until the shouts and yells in the outside corridor that Kaz snapped out of it, his mind switching from fight-or-flight to doctor mode, and springing from the chair to race into the hallway.
His eyes first scanned for Liam — who was nowhere to be found — but after a shake of his head to clear his thoughts, his eyes landed on Leo, who was across the way, eating popcorn out of his hand as an entertained smile graced his lips, eyes trained at the scene on the floor:
Chase and Principal-fucking-Perry in a wrestling match. In a sea of popcorn. Owen was somewhere on the sidelines staring down at what Kaz could only assume used to be some masterpiece of his with a horrified expression and wailing arms. Like he couldn’t believe the audacity of these two.
And, really, Kaz had no idea how, but Perry ended up pummeling Chase to the floor — mask and all — in a freaking pantsuit, while shrieking: “VIVA LA PERÍ!”
Poor Chase, Kaz sighed, the one-ups never ended.
As the chaos of the talent show died down and people began trickling out back to their cars or otherwise, since Liam was still AWOL and since Kaz noticed Chase had lingered behind to clean up the popcorn (though he looked to be staring at it, instead)...Kaz knew he needed to say something.
So he headed over.
“Hey.”
He was pretty sure Chase knew it was him, but if he didn’t, he made no move to suggest so. Chase kept his head down and eyes glued to the mess of popcorn. But Kaz wasn’t going to give up, not again. He knew he needed to get what was on his mind off of his chest.
He wet his bottom lip to steady his racing mind, and tried again, voice soft and calm:
“I know you don’t like me. And at first, I have to admit, I…didn’t really get it.” Kaz swallowed. Chase still wasn’t looking at him, but somehow Kaz knew he was listening. “It took me a while for it to hit me that…You probably thought I was a bit of a creep.” Kaz looked down, took a breath, then kept going, “To be honest, I—...” Kaz had to tell him. There was no harm in it, after all, Kaz was over him. And Chase deserved an explanation. “I had a crush on you and I went so far with trying to get close to you, but somehow only did it at the expense of your privacy.”
He took a breath and exhaled shakily. “And I’m really sorry, Chase. For my behavior…And for tonight.”
For the first time in what seemed like ever, Chase snapped his gaze to meet Kaz’s. Kaz had forgotten how pretty those hazel-green eyes were…
He shook that thought from his head.
Chase blinked at him.
“You didn’t deserve that. Any of that.”
Chase’s expression softened. For a moment, Kaz wasn’t sure Chase was actually going to speak to him. After all, most of the time when Kaz attempted to make conversation, Chase pretended he didn’t exist.
Which was why he was absolutely staggered when he did.
“I don’t know about that. I messed up and made a complete fool of myself. Like I usually do, I suppose.”
Kaz was jumping to his defense before he could stop himself.
“No, you didn’t. Trust me. I saw the whole thing, even after people had run out like it was the Second Coming.”
And to even more of his astonishment, Chase quirked his lips and smirked out the beginning of a laugh.
Kaz had amused him. Chase had thought his joke was funny.
“But seriously. You have nothing to be ashamed of.”
Chase shot him a deadpan expression, “I was smothered by a chick Mexican wrestler in a pantsuit.”
Kaz blinked, then chuckled, “Okay, yeah, maybe you have one thing to be ashamed of.” And again to his surprise, Chase chuckled along with him.
The atmosphere died down to something more serious, and Kaz had to clear his throat before asking his next question.
“What happened in there, anyway? I mean, one minute you’re freaking out — understandably — and the next you’re splintering a chair over your head.”
Chase glanced away, gnawing at his lower lip like he was nervous something else might happen.
Finally, he turned back to Kaz and stared. Simply watching for a few moments.
“Not a lot of people know about this…And I was hoping it would play off more as a joke or something to most people, but…Seems you’re smarter than you let on.”
Kaz’s heart fluttered.
But he shook that thought away, too. “What do you mean?”
Chase sighed and leaned in a few inches to lower his voice. “I have a split personality.”
Kaz blinked. “What, like the diagnosed kind?”
Chase visibly winced, “I—Kind of? I guess?”
Kaz scrunched his brows together and frowned. “Is his name ‘Spike’?”
Chase’s eyes widened, “Yeah…How did you know that?”
With a shrug, Kaz said, “I overheard Leo call you that earlier and wondered if…” he trailed off just enough for Chase to nod in understanding.
“Ah. Well, that makes sense. Sorry if I scared you, by the way.”
“Oh, I think a lot of people were.”
“Shit,” Chase cursed beneath his breath. “That’s the last thing I want to happen with…Him.”
It was strange, Kaz thought, how much disdain Chase held for Spike. Like he hated him. Which, as someone who didn’t know much about Split Personality Disorder, maybe this was normal. Maybe hating your persona this much was just how it worked. But still. Kaz wanted to know more.
“He comes out when I feel embarrassed or scared. To the point where I don’t know how to handle myself. Then he takes over. I’ve tried to suppress him as much as I can since coming to high school, but…I guess today was too much.”
He looked so sad that a part of Kaz wanted to lean over and hug him…But he resisted that urge.
Kaz met Chase’s eyes again.
“I’m sorry you have to go through that.”
Although Kaz couldn’t really decipher what it was he was feeling, his eyes were trained on the way Chase’s kept flicking between his. As if searching for something he himself didn’t quite know.
But what Kaz did know was that both of their lips were curved up into small, soft smiles.
“—Babe, what are you doing with him?” Suddenly, Liam’s arm was around his waist and he was tilting Kaz’s face toward his.
“What?” Kaz said a bit absentmindedly.
Liam scoffed as if this whole conversation with Chase was an absurd burden, “Why are you talking to this unstable freakshow?”
Kaz made a disgruntled noise and stepped out of his embrace. “You don’t have to be mean, you know.”
“I'm not being mean, I’m stating facts.”
With one glance over at Chase’s crestfallen face, Kaz knew his boyfriend had crossed a serious line.
“Okay, whatever, Liam, we’ll talk about this later, okay? I’ll meet you outside.”
Liam glared between the two, then growled out a “Fine,” shooting Chase daggers before stalking off. Kaz sighed.
“Sorry about him, my boyfriend’s usually not such an asshole.”
Chase frowned in curiosity, “Boyfriend?”
“Yeah…As of a few weeks ago, yeah.”
Chase nodded slowly, an unreadable expression crossing his features.
“What? What is it?”
Hesitantly, Chase said, “You know he’s a senior, right?”
Kaz flushed, suddenly sheepish, “Yeah…?”
“So you know he’s nineteen, right? Got held back in Kindergarten?”
Kaz nodded.
“Just…be careful, yeah? You’re only a sophomore and I don’t want you being taken advantage of or—”
“-Oh my God, Chasey, there you are! I came as soon as you texted!”
Marcus rushed to plant a kiss on Chase’s cheek and wrapped his arms around his torso in a hug.
Chase tensed at the initial contact but relaxed after a moment.
When Marcus pulled back, Chase was quick to explain, “Don’t worry about it, it was my fault anyway. Well, mainly my fault. Perry decided to pummel me in the hall for something, but whatever, I’m fine,” he smiled. And Kaz couldn’t help but internally gag at how sickeningly sweet they gazed into each other’s eyes…
It was now that Marcus noticed Kaz.
“Oh, hey, Kaz. I didn’t know you were here tonight.”
“Yeah, my boyfriend dragged me with his friends.”
Out of the corner of his eyes, he could see Chase’s nostrils flare, slightly, but Marcus simply smiled at him.
“Happy for you, man. You deserve it.”
“...Thanks…”
He and Marcus were technically still "friends" in the basic sense of the word, but they certainly weren't what they used to be. Ever since Marcus had announced he was dating Kaz's now ex-crush and that Kaz had a boyfriend...They sort of just unintentionally grew further and further apart. They barely spent any time together nowadays, whether it be in school or out of it.
Kaz would like to think most of it wasn't his fault, but he knew that would be a straight-up lie. He'd missed a lot of school recently due to Liam, and he'd bailed on Marcus several times at the beginning of dating to be with said boyfriend...So it would be a fabrication to say he didn't feel pretty damn guilty about what had gone down between them.
By the looks of it, though, Marcus couldn't care less. His arms were snaked around Chase's hips, face crowding into his, and neither could give two craps about the world around them.
Which was why Kaz ultimately decided to leave the couple alone and refocus his attention on finding Liam again.
With a final glance in Chase’s direction, Kaz flashed him a parting grin — which Chase reciprocated — before departing for the door emptying into the parking lot to search for Liam.
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When he did spot him, however, it wasn’t in the best of circumstances.
Liam and his stupid friends were graffiting the fucking back wall of the gymnasium.
Notes:
Alright, and that's a wrap on my work before my trip!
I'll see you guys next week with chapter 10, "Leo vs. Evil"! I am SUPER excited to write this one because this is the episode where everything finally starts to come together!
Hope you enjoyed this one and I'll see ya on the next!
Chapter 10: S02, EP010: "Leo vs. Evil"
Notes:
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Math was Kaz’s least favorite subject. It always had been, without a doubt. Everyone claimed it was “important for any job”, but honestly? Kaz didn’t see it. It was stupid and pointless and boring. Not to mention how formulas for the same concept changed depending on their relation to other concepts. Like, how did that make any sense? It didn’t. But apart from all of that, Kaz also despised it because he wasn’t good at it. He never had been and, at the rate he was going, he never would be.
This was precisely where Kaz was stuck now. It was nearing the end of the day and Mr. McGillberry was droning on about something to do with tangents. Kaz wasn’t paying attention, as per usual. He was drumming his pencil eraser absentmindedly against the desk and staring out the window ruminating (again) about the whole Chase ordeal.
He’d done that quite often since it’d all gone down.
He would like to say that after that night it never crossed his mind again. That it was a one-and-done sort of situation. Most of the time when these sorts of things happened, Kaz was the first to forget about them. Very unlike Oliver in that way. Oliver was typically the one to overthink and re-evaluate, Kaz being the one to never care to dwell.
But this was different.
Twiddling the pencil between his index and middle, Kaz recapped everything he’d learned that night, trying once again to even slightly better understand:
One, Chase had a split personality.
A split personality named "Spike".
Two, Spike appeared under high stress or nerves and embarrassment.
And three — and perhaps most importantly — Chase despised him. Spike, that was.
Kaz wasn’t gonna lie on that one, he could see why. Spike was reckless and vulgar, a clear defense mechanism born to protect and shield Chase from hurt. Yet it was strangely endearing that Chase did have someone, at least, who cared enough to safeguard him.
He deserved that.
It just sucked it was with someone who wasn’t Chase himself.
The bell rang. Kaz packed his bags and made his way to his locker. After stuffing the various books no longer needed into the space, he checked his phone to see a message from Liam telling him he was waiting at his car.
Kaz shut his locker and went to the restroom for a quick pitstop.
When he came out, the rest of the school was empty. Apparently, everyone had booked it as soon as they had the chance. It was Friday, after all, so Kaz couldn’t blame them. He could only handle so many hours in this hellhole before he wanted to off himself in the nearest bathroom so he wouldn’t have to deal with Perry anymore.
Adjusting his backpack strap, he headed for the exit.
It was still strange walking through halls that weren’t those of Logan. At Logan it was comfortable. As much as he'd hated most of the classes and people aside from Oliver, he had grown accustomed to the environment and its people.
Here was different. Everything was suffocating and…crowded. Sometimes he felt as if oxygen ceased to make it to his lungs entirely.
But he supposed that now that he actually had a few friends and a boyfriend, it wasn’t all bad.
Maybe he could even get used to it like he had Logan.
His train of thought was cut off there, though.
At that moment — literally the moment he thought it — there was a noise.
And not just any noise—
Voices.
Two, to be exact. At least from what Kaz could hear.
He was on the adjoining corridor to the main hall, but froze when he heard them. Before rounding the corner, he slammed to a halt.
Quickly, he ducked behind a nearby garbage can.
“-Looks like it’s just you and me, Leo.”
Leo…?
But that wasn’t all. That voice…it sounded so familiar…But Kaz couldn’t place exactly why...
“Man, it is fun to mess with you when you can’t tell anyone I’m bionic.”
Wait a second…
Kaz’s eyes widened. Was that…?
He leaned closer, the trash can now a bit too close for silence’s comfort…
“Yeah, it’s a real party over here, too. I should just turn you in.”
“Go ahead. Then I’ll just expose Adam, Bree, and Chase as—”
CRASH!
…Oops…
Kaz had leaned a tad too far and accidentally nudged the trash can…until it flipped over.
Shit!
He froze.
The voices stopped momentarily before the second voice said, “Whatever. No one’s here, anyway.” Then the conversation got a tad blurry for a moment — something about the government taking someone away — before Leo jumped in again.
“Not unless I turn you in first.”
There was the echoing of running footsteps and Kaz peeked his head around the corner, just enough to see a sliver of the scene, and just in time to see…
Holy shit.
Marcus…
And then with a swoosh of his arm, another red trash can flew through the air and nearly crushed Leo. But Leo was too quick and it ended up instead striking the lockers behind him at the last second, Leo toppling to the floor with a shriek.
“You are gonna keep your mouth shut. Or next time…I won’t miss.”
Marcus — yep, that was definitely Marcus — swaggered toward the closed doors and with a sweep of his hands, they parted like the Red Sea. He walked through, turned around briefly, and waved them shut again.
Kaz swallowed.
What in the actual fuck on earth was happening?
He was shaken from his jumbled thoughts by Leo’s voice cutting through the air again.
“Voice log, Monday, 3:23 P.M. Gathering evidence on subject Marcus. And I will not give up until I prove once and for all that—!”
Then a musical ringtone. Leo answered the call, expression instantly shifting to something over-dramatically joyous.
“Hello? Oh, hey mom. Can I call you back? Thanks. Love you, too. Bye.” He ended the call, face changing back into what it was before, and ended the memo with: “That Marcus is evil and always has been!”
He shut his phone and paraded through the double doors.
Kaz blinked.
Ya know, Kaz considered himself a relatively sane person when it really counted. And, ya know, on a normal day in a normal world where superheroes and superpowers didn’t exist, Kaz probably would’ve just ignored whatever the hell he’d just witnessed…
But that world was not this world.
Not only had he watched Marcus hurl a trash bin through the air without any sort of physical contact, but Leo had just spoken into existence the belief that Marcus was evil and always had been.
So ya know what? Kaz determined that everyone and everything else could wait. He had shit to do.
With a lick of his lips, Kaz sprung up from his hiding spot, chucked his backpack into his locker, and marched on in Leo’s trail.
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Kaz arrived a few seconds behind Leo at a house. It was suburban and actually quite nice for a supposed “evil doer’s lair.” It was a one-story with white siding and baby blue shingles. He followed Leo’s lead and snuck into the bushes as discreetly as possible, a fair bit to the left of Leo. Far enough Leo couldn’t notice him…However, to be honest, Leo was much too focused on Marcus and his phone call to pay attention to much else.
“-Yes, Dad. Everything is under control.” Then a beat. “Yes, I took out the trash.” And another. “Yes, I set the DVR to record Funeral Mishaps.” With a roll of his eyes, Marcus stepped toward the back of the house as if to enter it (which was weird enough on its own).
Leo leaned forward into the speaker of his phone.
“Suspect is still on the phone with a man called ‘Daddy’,” he air-quoted. “Also, note to self, record Funeral Mishaps,” he grinned all self-righteous.
Kaz followed Leo’s gaze as it steadied back on where Marcus was now lifting open the lid of a grill. Underneath was a touchpad. Marcus punched in a code, scanned his fingerprint, and the fucking wall. Split. Open.
Kaz had seen a lot of strange things in his days back at Mighty Med. Not to mention all the weird shit he and Oliver got themselves into.
But this had to take the cake for the most outlandish. Kaz had never in his life seen whatever the heck that was.
And apparently, Leo hadn’t either, because—
“Suspect has a morphing wall!” He high-pitched shriek-whispered. Then cleared his throat, lowered his voice, and repeated as calmly as possible, “Suspect has a morphing wall.”
And in through that wall Marcus strided, shoulders marginally hunched.
The wall hesitated, but Kaz didn’t. This was his job. Helping people. And whatever the heck Marcus was up to…Kaz knew it couldn’t be good. So without delay, he lurched from his location in the bushes, and dashed for the gaping door…
Promptly crashing into Leo.
“AH!”
“OW!”
Leo rubbed at his head while Kaz floundered about on his back like a helpless blobfish.
But Leo recovered quickly, leaping up into a shoddy fighting stance, before his brows furrowed and mouth opened in…disgust? Bewilderment? Kaz couldn’t tell.
“Kaz?”
Kaz cleared his throat awkwardly and staggered to his feet, acting as casual as his body would allow. “Hey, Leo. ‘Sup?”
“Uhhh, my confusion as to why you’re here?”
“Um, yeah, about that…”
Leo raised his brows.
“Uhmmm—”
Leo exhaled with a wag of his head. “Okay, whatever, tell me later. I don’t have time to explain, just—follow me.”
Kaz had been so focused on Leo that he hadn’t realized they’d actually made it inside. They must have collided just as they’d jumped through.
Kaz still had no idea what was going on, but he didn’t want to find out in the pitch-black of this place alone. So he obeyed Leo’s words and chased after him.
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Eventually, they rounded on a large room. It looked like the boiler room of some old factory. A control console was shoved off to the side nearest the door, a metal stairway leading up to floating platforms towered at the opposite end, and just off-center was stationed a huge, metal…something. Kaz had no idea what it was, but it looked scary as hell. No way did he want to go anywhere near that thing.
Pressed against Leo’s back behind a quite odd silvery chair beside the doorway, they eavesdropped on yet another call Marcus was partaking in with his father…
Or rather, arguing in with his father.
“Dad, it is gonna be so epic when I capture Adam, Bree, and Chase.” A pause, then flared nostrils, “Fine. When we capture them. Just like when we forgot my birthday.” Another beat, then an even angrier roll of his eyes and off Marcus was marching back toward the door, “Oh, are you angry, or are we angry?”
The minute he was gone, they popped up like a Whac-A-Mole.
“What is this place?” Leo said as the both of them properly took in the surrounding scene.
“I have no idea. But it doesn’t look good.”
“No kidding.”
Kaz ventured over to the console, briefly flitting his eyes over to see if he recognized any of the buttons or knobs…
He didn’t.
“This is some sort of weird underground lair.”
“It smells like sewer water and…sweaty dudes,” Kaz grimaced.
Just then, Kaz noticed a peculiar board standing just a few feet from the console.
With furrowed brows, he walked over.
“Leo…” He gulped.
Leo quickly made his way over.
“What is that?”
“It’s Adam, Bree, and Chase…”
“Why the hell does he have this?” Kaz scanned over the board, following the colored lines of string to different pictures. Pictures of scanned X-rays of arms, legs, and heads, different magazine articles about the Davenport family, and…photos of some room that must be somewhere inside the Davenport mansion. A room Kaz definitely did not recognize.
Slowly, he turned his head to the shorter boy. “Leo,” he started carefully, “What’s going on? What are these graphs on Adam, Bree, and Chase?”
Leo shook his head, clearly too unnerved to properly reply. Leo slowly lifted his camera and snapped a photo of the board. Then, he moved toward the strange structure at the center of the room.
“Bam. Evil lair,” he snapped a pic, “Bam. Marcus’ capsule,” and another, “Bam. Marcus--MARCUS?!”
Kaz had no idea how he’d completely missed Marcus’ reappearance, but suddenly there he was, overshadowing Leo. Kaz’s eyes widened to the size of saucers.
As Leo tried to run, however, Marcus snatched him by the arm, dragging him toward Kaz.
“You shouldn’t have come here. Either of you.”
“We couldn’t agree more. Where’s the exit?” Leo grinned to cover the utter terror on his face.
“Oh, no. You are not going anywhere. You’ve seen too much.”
“Um, excuse me, but I don’t think the legal side of things would appreciate your—”
“Shut the fuck up, Kaz. How the hell did you even find this place?”
Kaz shrugged. “Followed Leo.”
Leo deadpanned, “Really, dude? Really?”
Kaz laughed nervously and stepped toward Marcus, patting an awkward hand on his shoulder. “Listen, bro. I know we haven’t been on the best of terms recently, and I really am sorry for that, but if you could just release ma’ dude’s arm and let us go, that would be much appreciated. We cross our hearts, hope to die we won’t say nothin’ about whatever freaky little thing you got going on here—”
“Will you shut up? Like, actually? I don’t give a crap about whatever you think this is. Point is, you know too much. Both of you do.”
“What do you want with Adam, Bree, and Chase?” Leo cut in, his tone more serious than Kaz had ever heard.
“You two won’t be around to find out.”
Kaz sighed haughtily, “You do realize you’re not even holding me, right? I could literally just leave if I wanted to—”
Marcus plucked a small remote off the top of the computer consoles. “Say hello to our remote-controlled home-security system.”
With the press of a button jutted toward a spot on the floor, a circular section opened, and out popped…
A vacuum.
Leo and Kaz burst into spasms of uproarious laughter.
“I’m sorry, you think that pathetic thing will somehow stop us?” Leo cackled.
“Oh, my God, I’m so scared, hold me, Leo!” Kaz mimicked a baby voice as they waved their hands around like scared toddlers running for their lives.
“What’s it scanning for, dust bunnies?” Leo splurted out another guffaw.
Marcus pressed a second button…
And right before their eyes, the small, harmless vacuum morphed into a monstrous metal-plated titan…
Jaws hung in horror, Kaz blurted: “How big are your dust bunnies?!”
…It took only about point-three seconds for Kaz to quite suddenly find himself being hunted by the massive thing.
“AAAAAAAAHHH!” He screamed in tandem with Leo as they darted every which way, between every crevice, into every nook and cranny they could find, trying and ultimately failing each time to avoid the wrath of whatever the fuck that massive giant was.
With some snarky remark Kaz couldn’t hear due to his screeching, Marcus pushed a third button, and out from the shoulders of that thing erupted two laser cannons. It shot the metal panel directly above their heads, which caused a cascade of sparks to rain down.
Quickly, Kaz dove out of the way, shrieking in a much higher-pitched voice than he would ever admit as he bounced back to his feet and bolted to the opposite side of the room.
He spotted a stapler lying abandoned on top of one of the computers. He snatched it, praying to whoever was up there in the heavens that it was secretly some device weapon of some sort:
“Aha! I have a weapon now, too.”
Kaz brandished it forward in an attack stance, only for Marcus to shoot him a one-brow-arched gaze that silently commented that Kaz was as stupid as a rock, and stated, “That’s a stapler.”
Kaz ineptly lowered it, “...So it is.”
As soon as he replaced it back on the console, Marcus stepped over, grabbed it, and admitted: “Just kidding. It’s a ray gun.”
“Dang it!”
Marcus zapped it randomly to demonstrate, then watched in feigned fear as the giant continued its chase after Leo and Kaz.
But as Kaz followed suit to Leo and made a dash for the exit, an abrupt tug at the back part of his collar stopped him, and he was lifted off the ground and into the air.
“Aaahh!”
“Kaz!”
But it was too late. Not a half-second later, Leo was in the air as well.
With his signature smirk plastered on, Marcus stepped in front of them.
“Sorry, guys. As much as I enjoyed watching this little scuffle…Game over. You guys are no match for my robot’s awesome physical strength.”
Kaz wriggled in its hold.
He wasn’t sure what was going through his mind — or Leo’s, for that matter — but a sudden thought did come to mind…
Kaz knew that most times he was rather useless when it came to not panicking. He made brash decisions all the time and they usually ended up getting him into even more trouble.
But sometimes — sometimes — there would be that rare occasion when a good, reasonable idea did cross his mind in moments of chaos and need.
And this was one of those times. For some unbeknownst reason, now was the time his brain decided to function correctly and an idea — a far-fetched, albeit, but decent idea — crossed his mind…
And he knew instantly he had to go with his gut instinct and act on it.
Imitating Marcus’ simper, Kaz spoke: “You’re right. We are no match for his strength. But just remember, you didn’t beat us. This thing did,” he gestured with his thumb.
Marcus’ nostrils flared and he scoffed disbelievingly. “Please, I could pulverize you.”
Finally, Leo caught on. Thank God, Kaz thought. Leo grinned and placed his hands on his hips, “Yeah. I’d like to see you try.”
“Not smart, guys. The robot would’ve been quick and painless compared to what I’m gonna do to you.”
“Okay, tough guy. But if we win, you have to let us go. Deal?” Kaz grinned right along with him.
With another scoff, Marcus complied, “Yeah. Deal.”
With yet another press of a button, the robot dropped them from its grasp.
As soon as Leo was up on his feet again, he extended an arm, “Let’s shake on it.”
Marcus went to meet him halfway, only for Leo to flick his tongue over his right palm milliseconds prior to the shake and grabbing the remote out of Marcus’ opposite hand.
“Ewww! Why would you do that?” Marcus whined, yanking his now-wet palm away.
And it was all Leo could do but simper, all cocky and proud.
“Because I’m clever, and clever beats strong any day.”
Kaz looked at him with a raised brow, wondering if Leo had heard that somewhere before, but shook his head and decided that that was probably the least important thing to be fixating on right now.
With a few mishaps of button-pushing, Leo eventually managed to figure out enough to aim the laser cannons at Marcus and launch several in his direction.
There was one downside, however…
They all missed.
Welp, there went Kaz’s plans for the weekend.
Kaz racked his brain for any sort of answer. Maybe they could destroy the console? Or somehow hack the computer? Would that destroy this place? (Kaz didn’t know on earth they would do that, but they were sorta running out of options here…)
But it was too late.
Marcus was too quick.
He stood his ground and stared down the robot.
And suddenly — as if Kaz was in some sort of fantastical dreamworld where unicorns and fifty-foot tall ogres existed — he watched in what felt like 0.5-speed as lasers shot straight from Marcus’ eyeballs, striking the robot demon and dismantling it to pieces.
Shards of metal scattered across the floor.
And again, Kaz and Leo were left defenseless. What were they supposed to do now? They didn’t have a back-up plan!
“Aw, man!” Marcus stomped over, “That was my dad’s favorite toy! There goes pizza night.”
Kaz met Leo’s eyes just in time to see Leo motioning to move his ass toward the door.
Welp, he didn’t have to tell Kaz twice.
Kaz scurried after Leo just as he heard, “This is all your fault—” But Marcus trailed off when he realized there was no one there.
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An exhale of relief exited Kaz’s lungs the second they reached the main sidewalk.
It all felt like some joint fever dream.
“Jesus Christ. Did that actually just happen?”
Leo nodded, oddly nonchalant. And that was coming from a guy who had worked in a superhero hospital. Not to mention his own powers! And yet even he was reeling from what had just gone down.
“Yup,” Leo popped the “p”.
It went quiet for a moment as they allowed everything to sink in.
It didn’t—…It didn’t feel real.
Marcus?
But they were friends. Marcus was— …had been, his closest friend here.
Right?
Marcus wouldn’t have lied to him about that, right? Pretended to care about a friendship between them…Right?
He wouldn’t have lied to Kaz…
But that annoying prying little voice in the back of his head gnawed at him as it whispered:
But he did.
Marcus had lied about everything.
Kaz wore a solemn expression as he faced Leo finally.
“Leo?”
Leo hummed, eyes not quite meeting Kaz’s.
“…You gonna tell what the hell that was back there?”
“What do you mean?”
Kaz sighed irritatedly, crossing his arms over his chest. “The board? Adam, Bree, Chase? Freaking Marcus? Any of that ring a bell?”
Leo screwed his eyes shut and pressed his lips into a thin line.
“You know something about this, Leo, I know you do. You knew he was up to no good and you knew that he could do that stuff. I know you did. Otherwise, you would have been screaming as soon as you saw it—”
“And why weren’t you, huh?” Leo snapped. “You were just as calm as I was and I know for a fact that you had no freaking idea.”
Kaz paused, caught off guard by the hostility. Leo was more observational than he’d thought…And as much as Leo was right — spot-on, even — Kaz just couldn’t. He couldn’t say anything, as much as he wanted to. It was too risky to expose himself like that. To expose Mighty Med like that.
Kaz swallowed, averting his gaze momentarily. “I—...I can’t tell you. You’re just going to have to trust me.”
Leo blinked. “Then you’re gonna have to do the same.”
Kaz scoffed, “Leo, that’s different. You can’t just say that because I did—”
“And why not? How is it different? You don’t know anything about anything—!”
“Because I just almost died in there, and now you’re going to stand here and tell me you can’t tell me why or what the heck is going on?! No! That’s bullshit, and you know it!”
Leo fell silent. Apparently, Kaz’s words had reached him. But Kaz didn’t let up. He stared him down like a bull ready to charge. Stared him down until Leo broke.
With a sigh, Leo finally opened his mouth and spoke cautiously.
“You saw what Marcus could do…At least, some of it. The lasers from the eyes — or what we call ‘heat vision’ — the moving things with his mind…” Leo spoke like he was holding his breath. Kaz realized he probably was, the atmosphere suddenly tense with half-anticipation and half-anxiety. “...He’s not the only one.”
Kaz narrowed his eyes to slits. “What—...What do you mean? What does that mean, ‘he’s not the only one’?”
A very noticeable, thick swallow traveled the length of Leo’s throat.
Hesitantly, he finally drew the long-awaited answer out:
“...Adam, Bree, and Chase…” a pregnant pause, and Kaz could fill in the rest himself through predictability, but he wanted to hear Leo say it. Confirm it. “...They’re like him.”
Kaz frowned, still not quite understanding what he was truly saying.
With a hesitant breath, Leo opened his mouth.
Here went nothing.
Notes:
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This one's a bit longer, but enjoy!
Chapter 11: S02, EP11: "Hole in One"
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Chapter Text
Come by our house tomorrow.
That was what Leo had said.
Kaz was fucking shaking in his boots — well, sneakers. He didn’t really know why he was so nervous, somewhere deep down he shouldn’t be all that surprised. It wasn’t like having weird powers wasn’t something he was already aware of people having. He had powers, for Christ’s sake, but still…Somehow, this was different.
For one, how did it even… work?
Was it some kind of switch…or button? Could they be turned off and on?
…Needless to say, a lot was running through his mind. Just off the bat, he was betting having bionics was different from powers.
But he was here. And at the end of the day, that was all that mattered. He’d managed to crawl his way up the steps of the outdoor patio and make it to the door without puking. So...at least that was something.
With a cautiously raised hand, he pressed the doorbell. He could hear the muffled brrrring! on the other side, and waited with bated breath as the seconds ticked by.
After an elongated moment that seemed to last a small eternity, the door swung open.
Chase’s face morphed into something akin to confusion, but he didn’t seem unhappy by the surprise. More just…startled. Which Kaz couldn’t blame him for, he doubted Leo had told anyone about their previous conversation (let alone what happened with Marcus).
“Kaz?”
Something in Kaz dared to burst.
What the heck was he even supposed to say?
No, screw that, how the heck was he supposed to act around him? Pretend to not know anything about anything? Pretend that Leo hadn’t just told him about their biggest secret? Pretend that Chase wasn’t—...
Kaz gulped.
“Ch—Chase! Uh, what a—what a surprise to see you here. What are you…What are you doin'?”
Chase quirked his brows and shot a bemused expression his way.
“Um…I live here?”
Welp—
“Oh. Right.”
He laughed nervously, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.
“So. What are you doing here?”
“Oh, you know, just—just doing homework and talking to Leo about girls,” he swallowed.
Chase blinked at him and crossed his arms with one of the most disbelieving looks Kaz had ever witnessed.
“Doing homework. You and Leo.”
Kaz didn’t know what to do to convince him, and he knew that the second he opened his mouth he would blab about what was actually going on, so instead he opted to take the safer route: his lips forming into an almost encouraging smile, as if to say: “You can one-thousand percent trust me.”
Chase narrowed his eyes suspiciously, then sighed and moved out of the doorway to let him in.
“Leo’s finishing up his first of three showers, so he’ll be out soon…I think. But, I can get you something to drink if you want,” he shrugged.
“Uh, sure!” He exclaimed a tad too loudly, then felt an ever-familiar heat coating his cheeks as he remedied, “I mean, uh, sure.”
“Cool. Uhhh, we have—” Chase rooted through the fridge, “Orange juice, cranberry, apple, some milk that’s—” he sniffed it, then scrunched his face in disgust, “Ugh! Three weeks expired.” He dumped the remainder into the sink.
“Hey! I would have drinken that!”
“Kaz, you wanted expired milk? That’s gross,” he turned back to the fridge, “And it’s ‘drunk,’ not ‘drinken’.”
Kaz rolled his eyes, “Please, I do it all the time at home.”
“Your mom lets you drink expired milk? Okay, I told Leo I thought you were relatively normal for being friends with him, but now I’m starting to second-guess that—”
“Hey, at least I’m not like Adam who picks his teeth with old toenails,” Kaz gagged.
Chase tilted his head, “Okay, fair enough, Peterson,” he smirked. They stood there a moment. Just staring at each other. But it was broken not long after when Chase cleared his throat and continued on about the various drinks. “Right! Um, yeah, so we also have some seltzer, iced tea, and what appears to be Adam’s leftover specialty drink, which he dubs: ‘My Dirty Purdy Laundry Juice...”
“I’m sorry, his dirty what juice?”
Chase sighed, “Don’t ask. Point is, I don’t recommend.”
“Yeah, no, I could gauge that much for myself, thanks” Kaz chuckled. “Don’t worry, I have no intention of taking my taste buds that far.”
“Okay, good, cuz’, ya know, after that whole ‘expired milk fiasco’, I wasn’t quite sure I could trust you to make smart and informed decisions.”
Kaz’s jaw dropped in feigned offense. Chase cackled.
“Don’t worry, I’m only partially kidding,” he simpered.
Kaz shook his head playfully, “Shut up and just get me a water.”
“Just a water? You sure? Even after all that work I spent going through our entire bar menu?”
“Especially after that.”
Chase rolled his eyes playfully but did as he was told. He grabbed a glass, filled it, and placed it in front of Kaz.
As he lifted the cup to take the first sip, Leo leaped down the stairs with a resounding, “‘Sup, guys, the main event just arriiiiiiived! Whoo!”
“I’m sure,” Chase deadpanned, snatching the orange juice and filling a glass for himself.
Leo made his way over and locked eyes with Kaz. “You ready?”
“As I’ll ever be.”
“Cool. Let’s go.”
They turned on-heel to exit to wherever Leo had in mind, but they only got so far before…
“Hey! You two, what the heck is going on? Keeping secrets now?”
“Sorry, Chase, but not everyone is interested in sticking around and listening to you rant about how bedazzling Marcus’ eyes are.”
Chase rolled his own again and flipped him the bird.
“Yo! Bro, that was uncalled for, man!” Leo held his hands up and pretended to be utterly defended. Kaz snickered.
As if on cue, there was a ringtone sounding from across the room — undeniably from Chase’s pocket. Chase whipped out his phone and his face instantly lit up.
“Who is it?” Leo said with a self-pleased, all-knowing grin, both of them knowing damn well who it was.
Chase’s cheeks tinted pink and he muttered a “Shuddup” under his breath before answering the call with a, “Hey, baby, what’s up?”
Kaz ignored the tightening in his chest and the, you deserve so much better than that liar, racing through his head.
But he couldn’t say anything. Of course, he couldn’t.
So he followed Leo up to his bedroom, tail between his legs.
As soon as the door was shut, Kaz was on top of him — figuratively, that was.
“So what the hell, Leo? You can’t just say shit like that and then tell me, ‘We’ll talk about it more later. Come by our house tomorrow.’ That’s not how shit like that works, bro—”
“Look, I’m sorry, okay? But I didn’t exactly feel comfortable talking about my bionic siblings out in the open in front of the house we almost nearly died in.”
Kaz exhaled through his mouth and sat on the mattress at the end of the bed.
In the uneasy silence, Leo carefully sank down beside him.
“Look, Kaz—”
“How does it work?” Kaz cut him off.
Leo cocked his head, “...What?”
“Their…Powers. How do they work?”
Leo licked over his lips slowly. He shook his head softly.
“To be honest, I—I’m not really sure. I know in the most basic sense that there’s some sort of chip in the back of their neck that has been fused to their nervous system. Or…something like that,” he frowned.
“...O—Kay…? Uh, so what can they do?”
“Adam has super strength and heat vision — like you saw with Marcus, Bree has super speed and agility, though I still don’t really know what that even entails, and Chase has…” he furrowed his brows like he was genuinely struggling with coming up with what to say next, “Well, Big ‘D’ says he has super smarts, but to be honest, I haven’t seen it considering how freaking stubborn he is. So who knows if that’s true,” he shrugged.
“So that’s all? Super smarts?”
“Well. And he can move things with his mind. Molecular Kinesis.”
Kaz’s jaw hung open, “Bruh, why didn’t you lead with that, that’s so cool!”
“Eh, I don’t know. Adam’s heat vision is by far the coolest in my opinion.”
Kaz hummed.
Just as another question came to mind, there was the sudden interruption of their conversation by a rather annoyingly loud voice from downstairs screaming: “Leo! Get down here, I need to show you guys something!”
It was no doubt Mr. Davenport’s voice.
Kaz and Leo shared a look before booking it down the stairs.
They were the last ones to make it.
“Um…What is that?” Leo nodded toward the gray sheet on display in the center of the small formed circle of Adam, Mr. Davenport, Bree, and Chase. The two boys joined, and Kaz crossed his arms and raised his brows.
“This is something I picked up at auction today,” Mr. Davenport smirked all cocky. “And it only cost me a million dollars.”
“Wha—For a sheet?” Adam dropped his jaw in astonishment, “I guess I’d better start saving up if I’m gonna be a ghost for Halloween.”
Kaz rolled his eyes. As fun and insane as Adam could be, his lack of brain cells was one thing Kaz would never understand. Adam had even less than he did, which was saying something.
“It’s a painting, Adam, by a very famous artist named Von Schtopp.”
With a wave of his hand, he flung the sheet off to reveal a…painting that had apparently gone horribly wrong.
Kaz frowned and scrunched his face in repulsion.
“Hm. I wish I could have been there to ‘Von Schtopp’ you from buying it,” Leo commented, leading Kaz to snicker and the two to high-five.
Mr. Davenport shot an unamused look his way before Adam chimed in.
“What is it?”
“It’s abstract art, Adam. It’s whatever you think it is.”
Bree shrugged, “I think it’s a crying woman—”
“I think it’s a storm at sea,” Chase just barely cut her off before Kaz couldn’t help himself any longer and said:
“I think someone just blew a million bucks.”
Before Mr. Davenport could respond to his quip, however, the sound of a musical ringtone that was clearly used by an old man gaslighting himself into believing age hadn’t caught up with him centuries ago burst from his phone.
“That’s me. Davenport Industries,” he gestured to himself all self-righteous as if everyone in the room wasn’t already aware of the fact.
“Hello? Uh-huh…Oh, boy. All right.” He ended the call and stuffed the phone back in his pocket. “Looks like I gotta put out a fire at work.”
“What happened?” Chase asked.
“Betty from Accounting got her head caught in the Positron Collider again—”
“Ooooh!” They groaned in simultaneous horror.
“Yeah, that’s gonna be messy. Can you guys put that in the Art Vault for me?”
Kaz's face set into a disbelieving stare. “You have an art vault?”
Mr. Davenport’s lips slid into an egotistical grin as he pointed to himself, “When are you guys gonna learn? I have a everything.” He chuckled, then his features morphed into something more serious, “But whatever you do, do not touch the Davenportraits.”
And with that, he was out the door.
As soon as he was out of earshot, Leo asked the question on all of their minds: “What’s a ‘Davenportrait’?”
“No idea,” Chase said, “But considering the sheer number of long underwear ‘Davenstockings’ he’s hoarded, I don’t wanna find out.”
“Okay, well one of us has to go,” Bree stated, glancing over at Adam who was now examining the abandoned gray sheet on the floor.
“Okay, okay, how about the three of us go and Leo, you stay here with Kaz.”
“What? But I wanna see the ‘Davenportraits’,” Kaz whined.
“Yeah, well, you can’t,” Chase stated matter-of-factly.
“Why not?”
He glanced at Leo, hoping for some kind of support here, but instead, Leo’s eyes were wide and he was shaking head.
And suddenly, as soon as the words had left his mouth, Kaz understood.
Something was down there.
Something Kaz was not supposed to see.
“Actually, uh, as long as someone shows me what there is to eat, I’m A-Ok staying up here,” he plastered on a fake smile and raised his brows at Leo, who instantly jumped in for the rescue.
“I’ll stay up here!” He blurted, perhaps a bit too keenly, which made Kaz snicker under his breath.
While Adam and Bree shrugged, Chase eyed the two of them dubiously. “What’s going on? You guys are acting weird.”
Leo scoffed, “What? No—No, we’re not—!”
“Nothing suspicious here!” Kaz exclaimed. Leo side-eyed Kaz as if to say 'shut up before you blow it.' Kaz kept the grin stuck to his face as Chase slowly dragged his gaze between them before sighing and turning back to Adam and Bree.
“Fine with me,” Bree said. “We better get moving before Mr. Davenport kills us for ‘disobeying orders’ again,” Bree sassed, rolling her eyes, grabbing the painting, and marching toward…a wall?
“Come on, Kaz, let’s get you some food,” Leo said as he led him toward the kitchen.
Chase, Adam, and Bree disappeared on their hunt for the Art Vault. As Kaz rummaged through the fridge, Leo poured himself a glass of juice.
“So what was that about?” Kaz asked.
“What?”
“That. Back there. With them leaving.”
“Oh.” Leo guzzled down the rest of his glass, placing it on the counter nearby. “...There’s a, um, secret elevator. It brings you down to the lab. Not really something they want you to see...”
Kaz frowned, “The lab?”
Leo released a short, breathy chuckle. “Right,” he opened up a bag of chips and stuffed a handful in his mouth. “It's thuh plahs werr thay sleeh.”
Kaz cringed, one brow quirking. “Sorry, what?”
Leo swallowed. “I said, it’s the place where they sleep. You know, capsules and shit. Like that big case in Marcus’ lair.”
It took a moment for Kaz to remember what on earth Leo was actually referring to, as the description was one of the vaguest in history, but after a moment, Kaz nodded, mouth opened around a silent “oooohhh.”
Then, another thought slammed into Kaz, his face now shriveling into a grimace of confusion. “Wait, they sleep in capsules? Why not beds?”
Leo sighed, waving Kaz’s question away, “I dunno, something about ‘regenerative capabilities’ and steadying their ‘bionic circuit’. And before you ask, I didn’t understand what the hell Big ‘D’ meant by that either.”
“Hm,” was all Kaz said in response, his mind already racing with a bajillion more questions. He’d eventually get to asking all of them in his lifetime, but there certainly wasn’t enough time for that right now. So, instead, he decided to ask a much more simple question.
“So…Have you told them about what happened yet?”
Leo froze, hand halfway down the shaft of the bag already. His large eyes met Kaz’s.
“No…I don’t really know how to tell them,” he gulped, “Especially Chase.”
Kaz’s gut warped again, tightening uncomfortably until he felt slightly nauseous. That bastard, he thought with gritted teeth. Had Marcus ever cared about Chase? It was a sickening thought, but one Kaz found he couldn’t rid himself of.
“Yeah…” Kaz replied rather dumbly. He didn’t exactly know what the right thing to say was. Especially given the circumstances. It wasn’t like he’d expected Leo to have told them…More like he was hoping he had so Kaz didn’t have to worry about it any longer. He knew it was unfair, but something inside of him just couldn’t handle the no-doubt heartbroken looks on their faces when they would eventually find out. “We do have to tell them at some point. It’s not fair for them to go on, risking their lives for someone who cares so little for theirs.”
Leo nodded solemnly. “I know. I just—...I’ve tried before. They never believe me.”
“But maybe if I’m there to back you up—”
Leo shook his head, “No. No, they can’t know that you know. Not yet. They’d kill me if they found out I told you.”
Kaz exhaled haughtily, “But, Leo, you know I’m right about this. We have to tell them—!”
“No, not ‘we’, me. I’ll tell them. It’s too dangerous for you, especially once they know that you know.”
Crossing his arms and shaking his head, Kaz said, “Do you not trust me?”
Leo licked his lips, “It’s not that I don’t trust you, Kaz. It’s that they won’t.”
Kaz blinked at him. “How do you know that?”
Leo simply sighed and looked away, as if the mere act of staring at Kaz was too much for him. “...I just do. Okay?”
And something…Something tore inside Kaz.
Something inside wanted to scream. Scream at Leo for thinking so little of him. Scream at Leo for not believing he could handle the repercussions. Scream at Leo everything there was to say about Mighty Med. About Oliver and Skylar and Horace and how Tecton and Solar Flare and all of those children’s comic book characters were real. How supervillains and superheroes were real and that Kaz could take it. Had been taking it for years now. That he wasn’t just some silly, obnoxious 16-year-old, but had been a doctor who healed and helped people, just like Adam, Bree, and Chase. That Kaz understood what it was like to keep a secret. What it was like to constantly be hiding part of yourself in fear of what people might think. Of what people might do.
That Kaz was not so different from the bionic teens as everyone seemed to think.
That, in many ways…he was the same.
But as he stood there gaping at Leo who was sheepishly turned away, nervously downing handful after handful of chips, Kaz remembered all of the reasons he couldn’t.
It was too dangerous.
Mighty Med…Superheroes…Himself…All of it was too fragile. Too confidential. The world wasn’t prepared for it. Not at all. Just the same as people weren’t prepared for Adam, Bree, and Chase.
And deep down, Kaz knew that. Kaz understood.
His arm reached out before he could stop it, extending toward Leo’s left shoulder. To spin him around and hug him tight. Tell him he understood and that he was sorry.
But he never got there.
Dangling on the mid-way point, all thoughts were cut off when the front door banged open and a rather frazzled Mr. Davenport hurried through the living room and completely bypassed the two boys standing alone in the middle of the kitchen.
He clearly hadn’t noticed either of them, much too stuck in his own world (as he was the majority of the time), and the boys watched in silence as he pressed the hidden button for the elevator and stepped inside.
Once the doors were shut, all Leo said was, “Hm. Must have forgotten something,” he shrugged, “Want a PB&J?”
Kaz grinned, the beginnings of a smirk etching his features, “You know it, big boy. I’m a growing man,” he patted his stomach thrice.
Leo chuckled and got to work.
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It wasn’t long before Mr. Davenport reemerged from the elevator looking much more relaxed than he had previously. It was just now that he noticed the two boys for the first time.
“Oh, hey, guys.”
“You okay, Big ‘D’? You marched through here like you were on standby for Project Runway,” Leo eyed him. Mr. Davenport shot Leo a look like he was somewhat astonished Leo even watched that show but made no further comment.
“Oh. Yeah, it was nothing. Just forgot I left my million dollar painting in the hands of the four—er, five,” he glanced at Kaz fleetingly, “most destructive teenagers in the world.”
Leo dropped his jaw in offense, “Hey—!”
“Anyway, I gotta get to the sculptor’s by 1:00 pm. Of course, all this was Chase’s idea. He really does have an eye for perfection.” He pointed his two thumbs at himself and cocked one side of his mouth up in a self-pleasing smile. “Just six feet of stone-cold me.”
Leo’s eyes roved up and down his figure, clearly not buying it. “Six feet—?”
“There’s a pedestal!”
It took everything Kaz had to not snigger at the defensiveness of the short fifty-something-year-old.
As soon as Mr. Davenport was gone — and before either Leo or Kaz could touch on what just happened — the elevator doors slid open for the second time.
But this time, the entrance was anything but relaxed.
“Adam—Stop! I said don’t touch it!”
“I’m not touching it! Holding it under my arm isn’t touching it!”
“That’s literally the definition of touching it!” Bree shot right back.
“It’s my arm, not my hands!”
“Oh, my God,” Bree rolled her eyes just as the three siblings walked into their fields of vision.
“Will you two shut up? We need to figure out what the fuck to do about the mess that Adam created.” Chase's eyes rolled so hard Kaz was sure they'd gone into the back of his head. Then, his voice dropped as he said the second part more to himself than anything, “Something that happens every five minutes.”
Kaz covered up his snicker with a cough.
“Well, I think I better get going,” he glanced at Leo, who gave him an approving nod. “This was…really something with the whole painting thing, and it looks like you have a lot on your hands already…” he trailed his gaze to Adam, who was now sniffing the fucking paint as if it would do anything of any use to anyone.
Yeah, maybe it was better if he left…
He shook his head in something that mimicked, ‘Oh, my God, I can’t believe I’m witnessing this,' but also knowing damn well that that was totally something he would do.
He liked Adam like that.
But, he also knew he should probably skedaddle before he had to witness Mr. Davenport’s half-constructed statue (trust him, he did not want to see Mr. Davenport’s pasty-ass legs on display for all to see).
“Already?” Chase asked.
Taken aback by the abruptness of the question — much less that it was Chase of all people asking — he sighed, pretending as if he truly was devastated he had to leave. “Yeah. Unfortunately, my sibs got into some trouble with Mom. You know how it goes.” He paused for a moment to allow an awkward round of blinks from Adam, Bree, and Chase to pass before he added on hastily, “Anyway, toodles! See ya guys tomorrow! Probably.”
“Bye, Kaz!” Leo called out solely from the kitchen, now chowing down on a bowl of cereal.
No one else said anything, Bree and Adam going back to bickering and Chase opting to stare at him blankly, the beginnings of a frown dawning on his features.
As he shut the door behind him, he couldn’t stop the immense sigh of relief that escaped him. It felt like a massive weight had been lifted from his shoulders, despite not having revealed anything nor revealed anything he did know.
Perhaps Leo was right, though. Maybe this was all for the best…
As much as he would like to be honest with them — allow them to feel as if they could trust him — he knew it wouldn’t be fair, to him or Mighty Med. Especially Mighty Med.
Kaz waited for a few minutes before his mom pulled up. He slid into the passenger side and they drove away, leaving both the Davenport mansion and the Davenports behind.
Notes:
Chapters will be released a little more inconsistently now, just because I am busy this summer lol, but dw I haven't forgotten this story!
Chapter 12: S02, EP12: "Trucked Out"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Kev, I’m not trying to tattle on you!” Kaz groaned, feeling sanity slipping through his fingers like grains of sand by the second.
This was the second time in the past two days Kevin had stirred up an argument between them — an argument that was completely and utterly stupid in every sense of the word.
Yesterday, it had been when Kevin was yelled at for having Kaz wash his dirty clothes and was under the assumption that Kaz had broken the news to Mom.
Then, later that night, Kevin proceeded to break into the liquor cabinet and try to leave the house undetected to go hang out with his idiotic jerks of people he called “friends.”
It hadn’t worked.
Well, not entirely. Kaz — who’d been up because he couldn’t sleep and decided to get a late-late-midnight snack in hopes of doing something to ease his boredom — was out and about roaming the kitchen when he heard the rattling noise of the glass door of the liquor cabinet open.
Kevin had shot him a look so cold it was clear as ever that he meant he was going to kill Kaz if a single peep got out about this.
And knowing his brother, Kaz knew he needed to listen. So he’d gone straight back to his room, not a peep of this to his mother or otherwise…
But apparently, somehow in some way, Kevin had gotten caught slipping back in through the front door he’d left ajar. This of course sparked a massive yelling hysteria between mother and son and Kaz just threw on his headset and blasted the screaming away into the world of video games…
Again.
But, of course, from Kevin’s perspective, apparently everything that didn’t go his way in life was Kaz’s fault. Especially recently. The fights were getting more and more erratic, and more and more pathetic. Every argument was more pointless than the last, and they were draining, too.
His mom never did anything. She never had when they were younger, and still didn’t now.
Honestly, despite how used to this Kaz was at this point in his life (complete seventeen years of it and all) he sometimes found himself longing for a mom who actually gave a damn about protecting her children from each other. It would be nice to have someone who defended you when called “worthless” or “a self-absorbed brat” — which Kaz assumed stemmed from Kevin’s undying fury toward Kaz, which the latter still had no idea the science behind.
And here it was full-throttle, completely unbridled, shouting at Kaz in the empty house like it was no one’s business.
“You’re such a dick, Kaz! What the fuck? What the fuck!”
“Did you not just hear me say I’m not trying to tattle on you?”
“And what the fuck is that supposed to mean, huh?! That you did but you tried your oh-so-very-best not to? You’re full of shit,” he spat.
“That’s not what I meant—”
“Oh, sure it isn’t. It never is, is it?” He scoffed, crossing his arms with an icy glare.
“I didn’t. Tattle. On you,” Kaz muttered through gritted teeth. He was really starting to get fed up with all of this BS Kevin was spitting about him. Like he had some made-up fantasy playing in his head and was trying to make it come true. Like speaking it into existence would.
But somehow, deep down, Kaz knew they both were aware Kaz was innocent. At least in this regard.
“Yeah, keep saying that, champ. I believe it less every time it leaves your mouth.”
“Why do you even give a crap about what I do with my life, huh? You’ve been on my ass ever since the move and it’s not fair—”
“Oh, so now you’re suddenly being all introspective and shit? What? You actually care about paying attention in classes and not being a miserable human and lousy student for once?”
Kaz tried so freaking hard to keep the tears threatening to spill at bay. But the glistening in his eyes was shining through against his will.
“Jesus, look at you. Now you’re crying? Fucking fantastic.”
“Would you just stop? Why are you like this? You didn’t used to be like this back—”
“Home?” Kaz swallowed, and Kevin licked over his lips as he nodded something sinister in his head. “Yeah, you can call it that. That’s what it was, after all. Not this hellhole we’ve been dropped into by no choice of our own.” He laughed out something vile and malicious, sarcastic and wrong. “I mean, come on, Kaz, I know you’re dense, but are you really this dumb to not see how Mom fucked our lives over on the flip of a switch? All she had to do was list the names of her favorite children — or at least the ones she could put up with most — and bam. Whisked us away off into the sunset. Happily ever after, right?”
Kaz shook his head, not at all understanding where this was coming from or why. Why here? Why now? With Kaz, of all people? The one who moments ago he was screaming at like some freaking banshee?
Kevin took one dangerous step forward, slotting himself into Kaz’s personal space now, and lowered his voice to just high enough to be slightly over a whisper.
“But that didn’t happen, did it, Kaz?” He inhaled sharply, then angled his head to drop his lips to beside Kaz’s ear. Kaz could feel his body tremble and begged with all his might for his fingers or arms or whatever to not ignite. “No…It didn’t. And we both know why that was, huh, Kazzy?”
Kaz’s breath hitched heavily in his throat.
“You wanna know why I hate you so much?” Kaz swallowed, a singular tear tracing a path down his cheek, “Because like everything else in this fucked up world, it’s your fault for putting us in this even shittier life.”
Kevin’s face slowly backtracked from Kaz’s own, which was stained red from emotions even he himself couldn’t quite determine, and Kaz watched as his brother then turned away and up the stairs to his room as if he hadn’t just destroyed the last shred of…Well, anything, inside Kaz.
Kaz quickly scrubbed a hand down his face and crossed over to the sink to balance himself on something — anything — in reality.
The words kept racing and repeating through his mind:
“Like everything else in this fucked up world, it’s your fault for putting us in this even shittier life.”
His resolve broke and the tears came flowing down freely now. One after another, for what seemed like eternity.
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Lunch the following day was no different. The seconds dragged by at a pace slower than a snail and still, all the clogged Kaz’s mind were Kevin’s new words to live by.
“It’s your fault for putting us in this even shittier life.”
But…Kevin was right, wasn’t he? Kaz had fucked everything up, hadn’t he? His parent’s marriage wasn’t exactly stellar before by any means, but when they found out? It resolved to complete fucking shambles. It was a miracle to Kaz — and his father, for that matter — that his mother chose him to live with after everything he forced onto the family.
So in a way…maybe he deserved it.
And they echoed like the pulse of his steadily rising heartbeat.
“It’s your fault for putting us in this even shittier life.”
“It’s your fault for putting us in this even shittier life.”
“It’s your fault for putting us in—”
“-Kaz. Bro. You alright?”
Kaz blinked away from his thoughts at Leo’s sudden intrusion.
“Huh? What? Yeah, I’m fine. Sorry. Just got sidetracked by something.”
“Uh-huh,” Leo said disbelievingly before refocusing back on their previous train of dialogue. “Right, so, as I was saying—” But that was as far as Kaz got before he felt the penetrating gaze of someone across from him get a tad too intimate for his liking. He squirmed uncomfortably in his seat and tried to focus on taking a particularly delightful bite of the less-than-satisfactory cafeteria celery stick. But even the annoying crunching of his food couldn’t deter Chase’s insistent stare.
So Kaz dared a glance.
But Chase looked away as soon as he was caught, pretending to be over-invested in Leo’s tiresome rant about how he was invited to Caroline Davis’s party and no one else was.
As shown:
“Oh, did I tell you I was invited to the par—”
“Yes!” The three of them exclaimed in unison with equally synchronized eye rolls.
“There’s my little boy,” a way too enthused voice for a school cafeteria said behind them…
And a much too old one, too. Though, given Trent’s track record at graduating, maybe it wasn’t as absurd as it sounded.
Still, Kaz raised his brows as Tasha rounded the table and took a seat next to Leo, who was looking as if his life had just flashed before his eyes.
Bree was the first to step in, “What’re you doing here, Tasha?” Voice sounding exactly as Kaz felt.
“I’m here because I decided to run for President of the PTA!”
“Oh, that’s nice,” Leo countered cutesily, “What school? ‘Cause I know it’s not this one!”
“Well, with Adam getting his license and you going to parties,” she squeezed his cheek, “It made me realize that you’re all growing up. So I’m going to get a lot more involved in your school lives.”
And before Kaz could get a word in, Chase took care of that for him, “Well, Leo could definitely use a chaperone for the party this weekend.”
Leo’s eyes widened to the size of saucers and Kaz couldn’t help but to try and hide his snicker with an awkward cough.
“No! No, no, no!” His chair flung out from beneath him and suddenly, Leo was practically on his hands and knees begging, “Mom, why are you doing this! What is missing in your life? I can pay for art classes!”
“Oh, Leo, this will be fun!” She stood up and steadied Leo with her hands on his shoulders. “If I get elected, I will be here all the time. We’ll eat lunch, gossip, I can talk you up with the gals…”
“‘The gals’?” Leo nearly gagged. He turned his head over his mom’s shoulder, “Get her out, get her out!”
None of them did absolutely anything, though. He’d been blabbing about said party for hours, purposefully doing everything under the sun to rub it in their faces, and now, Kaz was finally starting to have a little fun. He crossed his arms with a simper and locked eyes with Leo, who shot him a betrayed look. Kaz just cackled.
“Don’t worry. Once the ladies see how mom rocks it — Ooo! You are going to be so popular.”
And all he, Bree, and Chase could do was mimic the same sarcastically supportive face and say, “You really are.”
After that, while Tasha dragged Leo over to a table of girls, Kaz let out a sigh and turned back to his food. He took another bite as Bree began packing her things.
“Um, where are you going? We have another fifteen minutes.”
“Oh, Chase,” she started in that voice she always used when she knew she was about to one-up him, and Kaz already knew exactly where this was going, “You’ll understand one day when you have a boyfriend pillow to kiss at night.” He shot her a deadpan expression and a glare as she walked away with a self-righteous grin on her face.
“Well, hey look, on the bright side at least you and your pillow won’t be as grotesquely PDA as she and Owen are.”
Chase chuckled, “Right!”
Something warmed in Kaz’s chest at the knowledge he’d just made Chase feel better.
“Speaking of,” Chase cleared his throat, “Where is your so-called boyfriend?”
Kaz shrugged, “Could ask you the same.”
Something in Chase’s expression faltered, and Kaz didn’t know if he should press on it, or let it be. But considering how blink-and-you’ll-miss-it it was, Kaz decided it best to not push and instead listen to whatever else Chase was to say.
“I don’t know. He’s been kind of…M.I.A recently. Well, ‘recently’ meaning the past few days.” Chase sighed, “It’s probably nothing but…I don’t know. I’ve never been in a relationship before so I don’t know if this is strange behavior or just…typical.”
Kaz nodded, more to himself than Chase, and after a moment added on his own thoughts. “Yeah, I have the same issue with Liam.”
“Are you two fighting?”
Kaz shook his head, “That’s kind of why I feel sorta stupid for even admitting it.”
“It’s not stupid if they’re your feelings. It’s how you feel,” Chase shrugged.
With a hesitant swallow and nervous bite of his lip, Kaz continued, “I like him, I really do…And I want him to understand that…”
“But…?”
Kaz nibbled the inside of his cheek. “But…Sometimes I don’t know if what we have — what he does — is normal. Should I be worried? Or…should I let it go?”
Liam was someone who Kaz did care for. Despite the person he portrayed himself as, despite how over-the-top and maybe even a bit rude he could be…Kaz did care for him. For better or worse. He knew it probably wouldn’t last long and that Liam was probably someone not to be trusted…But Kaz fell too hard too easily. He let people lie and manipulate to get their way and Kaz above all else was a people-pleaser.
Perhaps that was why he wanted to shout across that table at Chase and tell him everything he needed to know about Marcus. How he was no good and was using Chase for his own benefits…
Perhaps he wanted to yell because he saw something of himself in Chase. Someone who fell so fast and so easy it was almost comical. Someone who was so quick to trust despite the dangers their lives posed to it. Despite how careful they needed to be when it came down to it.
Perhaps he wanted Chase to escape before it was too late. Something Kaz knew he could never do in his own relationship.
He was too much of a coward.
He felt Chase watching him again and this time he met him halfway.
“Did you get any sleep last night? You look exhausted.”
Kaz was slightly taken aback by Chase’s quick perception (then remembered his bionics and all made sense again) but his face relaxed.
“I—...Something like that,” he settled on, not daring to mention the nasty fight between him and his brother. There was something in Chase’s eyes that hinted he didn’t quite believe him, but he said nothing else and instead chose to move on in a different direction.
“Well, look, the PTA meeting is tonight and I know you said you wanted to come to support us, but, honestly, your health is a thousand times more important.”
Kaz scoffed, “Chase—”
“I’m serious, Kaz. You should go home and rest. I mean, Jesus, even I don’t wanna be there and I live for that speech-giving type shit. I by no means want to force you to come, especially in the state you appear to be in.”
Kaz narrowed his eyes, “I can’t tell if that’s an insult or not.”
Chase chuckled again and leaned forward to rest his arms on the table. “Just take it as me being overly observant when it comes to others’ well-being.”
Kaz smiled goofily and nodded his head enthusiastically, “Right, well, now that you’ve given me the night off from hanging out with you four, I’m outta here.” He snatched his bag off the ground and headed out of the cafeteria just as Chase yelled out after him:
“Hey! We’re not that bad, Peterson!”
And although Chase couldn’t see it, Kaz was shaking his head, grinning from ear to ear.
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Kaz had just shut his locker to leave for the day when a voice sounded from beside him.
"'Sup, baby."
Kaz found himself forcing a smile. He really didn't want to be bothered right now with no sleep and especially after last night with Kevin. But somehow Liam always seemed to show up precisely when Kaz didn't want him to.
Kaz accepted the kiss to his lips, which then turned deeper as Liam's hands snaked down his waist and grasped at his butt.
Kaz pulled away with an awkward little laugh, "Uh...No—Not here, Li. Rain check?"
Liam pulled back with an unreadable expression before it finally melted into something akin to a scowl.
"Oh, yeah? And when's that gonna be, huh? You're always busy now. With Lin, Bailey, and Chad—"
"Leo, Bree, and Chase."
But Liam completely ignored him. "Why? Why spend all of your time with them and not me, your boyfriend? Or have you forgotten already?"
"Liam, it's not like that—"
"So you don't like any of them?"
Kaz froze.
What on earth was he insinuating? That Kaz was cheating?
But apparently, the two-second pause was enough of an answer for Liam.
"So you do. You like one of them."
Kaz crossed his arms defensively, "What are you talking about, Liam? Of course, I don't like any of them, I like you!"
"But you prefer to spend all of your time and energy with them—"
"Because they're my friends, Li. Friends. Can I not have those anymore?"
Liam shook his head with a disbelieving laugh, "Okay, this is ridiculous, you're not even listening to me—"
"Li, of course, I'm listening to you, it's just I feel like you're not listening to me!"
"This is completely pointless. I don't even know why I bothered to try and have a real conversation with you. Everything is always just about you, you, you," Liam rolled his eyes. "Listen, if you don't wanna do anything — physical or otherwise — I'll see you tomorrow."
When Kaz could do nothing but stare in half-awe, half-rage as his boyfriend marched away toward the exit, not sparing him a glance as he slammed the door open and it banged shut behind him.
Freaking hell.
Notes:
Hey, guys! Sorry to be so late on this, I've had a super busy few weeks!
I hope you enjoy! I'll try and get the next one out sometime next week, but no promises as I am away again. If not then, then the week after.
See you for "The Bionic 500"!
Chapter 13: S02, EP13: "The Bionic 500"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kaz was the last one up. Though, he usually was so that was no surprise. Groaning out a “How is it only Tuesday?” he threw on whatever articles of clothing he laid eyes on first (a red and gray raglan and gray skinny jeans to match) and bounced down the stairs and into the kitchen.
Well, kitchen-adjacent. He never actually stepped into the kitchen, but rather hovered outside it as his mom plopped a container of bacon and toast into his hands with a, “You snooze, you lose. Bus is outside.” He grabbed his backpack and ripped off a piece of toast as he shouldered past where Kevin was blocking the doorway as he stuffed something into his bag.
…They still hadn’t talked. Barely looked at each other since what happened.
Not that Kaz wanted to. He would be perfectly fine never speaking to his brother again if that was all that was going to come out of his mouth. The more hours passed, the more Kaz became pissed off with everything that had gone down. Where did Kevin get the idea he could speak to him like that? What was Kevin to tell him what he did or didn’t do with his life? What mistakes he may or may not have made?
It wasn’t fair that Kevin got to dictate the past like that. Like anything, actually. The only person who should be given that burden is Kaz. Not his mom, not his dad, and certainly not Kevin.
He hopped down the front steps with a loud scoff. Un-freaking-believable.
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And just like it was his luck that he slept through his alarm and barely made the bus, he was also the last person in line for locker-reassignment day.
Well, except for Trent. But everyone knew Trent was Principal Perry’s favorite, so Kaz had drawn the short end of the stick, hadn’t he.
But, finally, he did make it up to the front, where Perry was currently rifling through someone’s lunch bag she must have “confiscated.” That term being used in the loosest way imaginable.
“Alright, sewer maggot, you have the choice between the janitor’s closet and the boiler room. What will it be?”
Kaz grimaced. He couldn’t believe he actually had to make this choice, but in all honesty, his worst nightmares came from the boiler room, so it looked like it was the janitor’s closet. Come on? Clowns emerging from the darkness? Those awful hissing noises? God knows what went on down there.
Yeah. The janitor’s closet was definitely the better choice.
As soon as the keys were handed over, he made a beeline for the Davenports, who were residing near the “corner locker” Leo had prayed for ever since Perry announced reassignment day.
“-Who the heck even is that guy? I mean, who does he think he is, buying Perry off like that!” Leo exclaimed.
“Are you actually that surprised?” Bree deadpanned with crossed arms.
Leo shrugged just as Chase’s eyes landed on Kaz.
“Hey, man! Oh boy, what’s that look for? What did ya get?”
“Janitor’s closet,” he raised his brows and dangled the keys where they could see them.
“Hey, well, if it makes you feel any better, Leo got the boiler room.”
Kaz shot a confused look his way, “She just offered it to me, though?”
“Probably doesn’t mind stashing away all the kids she dislikes together somewhere.”
Okay, that did make sense, actually.
“This was all I needed to be the icing on the cake this morning,” Leo rolled his eyes and began to walk off to class. The remainder of the Davenports split down their respective hallways for their own classes, while Kaz followed along after Dooley. They shared the same wing of the school for first-period Tuesdays.
“Why, what happened this morning?”
“More like last night,” Leo groaned and tipped his head back for extra dramatic effect. Kaz smirked in amusement. “Some new rich douchebag has been streaking across our lawn every night at, like, 2:00 am.”
Kaz shot him a look of disgust and Leo immediately explained himself, “Sorry— in his car.”
Kaz’s lips formed an “O” and Leo continued. “Anyway, it’s been driving us all off the walls. Even Adam, Bree, and Chase down in the lab can hear it.”
“Dang. That’s pretty bad.”
“No kidding.”
“Anyway, the dude is supposed to come by later to ‘talk it out’ with Big ‘D’, but you know how he gets when things don’t go his way, so we’ll see what happens.”
“Right…” Kaz cleared his throat, “Well, I’ll talk to you guys later, or text if you need anything.” He smirked, “You know how good I am at pranks. My favorite hobby.”
Leo chuckled, “You and me both, buddy.” His face suddenly fell and he glanced down somewhere that appeared to be Kaz’s chest. Then, he directed his eyes back to Kaz’s with a skeptical smile.
“What?” Kaz asked, sensing there was something else Leo wished to get off his chest.
And right he was, indeed.
“Listen, Kaz— Can we talk later? After school sometime, maybe?”
Kaz blinked, “Uhhh, I mean, sure? I have to check with my mom first, but—”
“Okay, cool. How ‘bout I just text you when I get home and try and work something out.”
Kaz nodded twice with a slight cock of his head, “Um, sure, okay—”
“Alright, see you. Later, dude.”
And Leo was off.
“Later,” Kaz returned his wave. He shrugged, a hint of confusion fleeting across his features before he moved on and headed into class.
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But the text that day never came. Kaz even reached out with a “hey, u still wanna chat?” but to no avail. Leo never responded.
Usually, Kaz wouldn’t have been too worried. Oliver was often bugging him on how terrible of a texter he was, even with emergencies. So, really, Kaz had no right to be annoyed with Leo.
But still. Something about this was different.
What if Marcus had done something? Something more serious than last time? What if Leo was hurt? What if all of them were hurt?
Kaz chucked his phone across the room onto his bed and resumed his current level. But even through the sounds of squelching flesh and angry grunts, Kaz couldn’t find his focus.
But then — as if the universe had read his thoughts word-for-word — his 70s Superman theme ring-tone bursting from the sheets — slightly muffled.
With a sigh, he discarded his headset and snatched the phone, frowning when he read Leo’s name across the screen.
“Hello?”
“Hey…Quick question. Are you free this weekend?”
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Well, apparently by “this weekend” Leo had actually meant “skip Friday’s classes to help make sure Big ‘D’ doesn’t screw up the only thing worth fighting for because of his massive, insufferable ego.”
…And, no, Kaz had not expected to be standing beside a racetrack at 9:00 am on a Friday.
Not that he was complaining. He fucking hated school, so any chance he got to miss it was a win in his book.
Plus, it meant time away from Liam’s prying eyes.
It was getting out of hand now. Every time he so much as looked in either one of Leo, Bree, or Chase’s direction, Liam would storm off, complaining about how “if he liked them that much more, then just dump him already.”
He would be gone before Kaz could even begin to think up a reply, so he’d just sigh and make a mental note to touch it later when Liam had (hopefully) calmed down a bit.
Needless to say, he found himself enjoying his time with the Davenports more and more. More than the time he spent with his own boyfriend, which honestly kind of scared him a bit because…Well, he should like spending time with Liam, right? It was normal to. But nowadays it felt more like a chore than anything.
Plus, maybe this was the time he could investigate more about what Leo wanted to chat about earlier.
“-Are you sure you’re going to be able to beat Pierce? I mean, you have no stock car experience, not to mention you get car sick going to the store. ” Kaz scoffed out a laugh beneath his breath.
“Please. Look at this track. Even Adam can drive in a circle.”
“But this is an oval and those terrify me," Adam said, eyes wide with fear.
Kaz raised his brows just as Chase butted in with another round of facts, “Driving in an oval gets exponentially harder at 200 miles per hour—”
“Plus, no bathroom breaks,” Adam interjected. And Kaz couldn’t help but agree with him. He wouldn’t be able to survive, either. “You’re gonna need this,” he lifted a ginormous black bucket.
But Davenport didn’t seem much too worried…yet. Kaz had a sneaking suspicion the crying was gonna come at some point, and he was spending the seconds ticking by to mentally prepare himself for that catastrophe.
“Guys, don’t worry about this." Yeah, no, much like with Adam, Kaz didn’t have faith enough in Davenport as far as he could throw him…Which, given, wasn’t far (or at all), but you got the point. “I have spent hundreds of hours training in a stock car simulator, I hired the best pit crew in town…I got this.”
Just then, his competitor — who Kaz had been filled in by the name of “Pierce Harrington” and of course was the father of that bonehead Clayton — sauntered up to the scene.
“Well, Davenport, we just wanted to wish you luck.”
“You’ll need it against our driver,” Clayton smirked.
“Driver?”
“I said we’d race, I never said I’d be the one driving. Joey,” he called out with an extended summoning finger. Kaz watched as from out of the Harrington stock car slid —
Ah, shit.
Davenport was screwed.
Kenny had been obsessed with NASCAR since he was six. When Kaz was born, he had immediately been subjugated to watching it whenever and wherever. Every Xfinity, Craftsman, Menards, and Cup, you best believe he was sat right there alongside Kenny and every other member of his larger-than-life family in front of that TV watching, tracking.
He’d come to know every big-shot who’d passed through those series.
Including this one.
Of course, he knew this one.
Davenport clearly didn’t. Because the moment he laid eyes on the young boy, he sputtered out an amused laugh. Because he didn’t know who the hell that was, or what on God’s green earth that meant for him.
“That’s your driver? When does he get his learner’s permit?”
Still staring in half-awe half-horror at the all-too-familiar driver, Kaz replied without sparing Davenport so much as a glance.
“That’s Joey Logano. He’s been racing since he was six. He’s the youngest NASCAR driver to win on the pro circuit. Ever. He’s insane.”
Chase shot him a look with crossed arms, “And how do you know this?”
Kaz returned it with a pointed smile, “Because my brother has been obsessed with racing since he was born, pretty much? And forced me to watch it the minute I was brought home?”
Chase shrugged and nodded as if a tad impressed by this newfound information.
“Hey, Kaz,” Leo stepped over to him, “Can I talk to you a minute?”
“Sure,” Kaz followed him. He had a sneaking suspicion this was about what they didn’t talk about before, but he couldn’t be sure.
Leo pulled him away from the pit crews and behind the pits.
“We need to talk.”
“O—Kay…—?”
“About Marcus.”
Kaz blinked, the joke working his way to his mouth dying in his throat.
“What…about him? Did something else happen?”
“That’s just it. He knows we found all of that. I mean, we literally bust his plan wide open. And, nothing. Don’t you think it’s a bit weird?”
“I mean, kind of? I don’t know. I haven’t thought about it that much, to be honest.”
Leo smirked, “Liar. I can tell by your face.”
Kaz rolled his eyes playfully, “Whatever, man. But, seriously, was that all? Just to tell me that?”
Leo stared at him a moment. Like he was debating something in his head. Then, he stepped toward him and leaned forward to whisper closer to his face.
“I’m scared, Kaz. And I don't know who else to talk to.” He breathed out as steadily as he could muster, then continued, “I just…I can’t help but think that he’s waiting for something. Something I—... We,” he remedied, “can’t know. It’s just this feeling. Marcus is smart. That’s the one thing I’ll give him credit for, and…” Kaz locked eyes with him as Leo leaned back slightly, “I feel like something’s coming.”
Kaz licked his lips, “Look, I totally get it, but I mean he hasn’t done anything yet, and…who knows, maybe he won’t? It’s like you said, we bust him wide open, so maybe he’s crawled back into hiding from embarrassment or something, you know?”
Leo nodded but didn’t seem completely on-board with that idea. “Yeah. Yeah, maybe.” He cleared his throat, “Let’s just get back.”
And suddenly, it hit Kaz all at once that that was not what Leo had wanted to hear from him. “Wait, Leo—”
But it was of no use.
“It’s fine, you’re right. Let’s go,” he gestured with his head and disappeared around the corner back to the front of the pits, leaving Kaz groaning to himself and thinking why on earth he chose those words to “support” Leo with.
With a shake of his head, he scuffed the ground with the base of his sneaker and followed Leo’s trail.
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“You’re doing great, Mr. Davenport,” Chase said into the microphone of the headset as he lowered the binoculars from his eyes. Even Kaz could hear the high-pitched, “Really?” exclaimed into Chase’s ear. “No,” Chase straight-faced, “you’re twenty-eight laps behind.”
“So. Where are you guys thinking about moving?” Clayton jeered as he approached them all holier-than-thou.
“Well, my gut says Cleveland, but I’m an Indiana man at heart,” Adam clicked his tongue.
“We’re not gonna lose, Clayton,” Leo snapped back.
“Keep telling yourself that, Junior.”
“I’m the same age as you—”
“Your wallet’s not!” Clayton pouted comically fussily.
“That doesn’t make any sense.”
“My wallet makes sense. It talks to me all the time, and right now it’s saying, ‘Can I have Leo’s bedroom?’ ‘Yes, you can!’” Clayton cackled in response as he placed an eerily intimate kiss on the wallet’s nonexistent head. Kaz fake-gagged in disgust from where he stood behind Leo and Adam.
“Oh, yeah? Well, just for the record, your wallet and your money have the same voice!” Leo snapped back with desperation, but Clayton was already back over on his side of the pits.
“Well, that was something,” Kaz raised his brows. Leo shot him an unamused look.
At this moment, Davenport’s car pulled up to the pits, and the crew immediately got to work.
“I can’t believe I’m losing so badly.”
“You do know that stepping on the gas pedal makes it go faster, right?” Bree stated like she was speaking to a toddler.
It was now that Kaz found his eyes roaming over the surrounding area, squinting in the bright sun.
Hm…That was weird. Where was the pit crew?
And speaking of…Where was the crew chief?
Then, his eyes landed on Pierce.
“There must be something wrong with the car—”
“Mr. Davenport?” Kaz interrupted.
“What’s up, Kaz?” He spoke from where he was wiping his visor inside the car.
“Your crew chief is talking to Pierce.”
“What?” He snapped his gaze over to his competitor, who was now handing over what looked like a stack of cash. Though, admittedly, not very sneakily.
Kaz licked over his lips, instantaneously understanding what the hell was going on. His usually carefree brain sobered in a second and he snatched the nearby impact wrench, “And your crew should’ve been done by now,” he dropped to a crouch and started re-adjusting lug nuts.
The four other kids stared at their dad a minute before Mr. Davenport exclaimed, “Well, what are you waiting for? Help!”
And then Chase was spitting off orders. “Alright. Bree, grab the air gun, Adam, there’s another air ratchet in the tool kit. Grab it and attach the air chuck to the inlet.”
And before they knew it, they were ready to roll again.
In the time between this pit stop and the following one, they’d managed to wrangle some discarded black versions of the Davenports’ ex-pit crew’s uniforms, which were strangely a near-perfect fit. And honestly, when Kaz stood directly in front of the shined hood of the Davenport car and saw how freaking good he looked in that black and red uniform and baseball cap…He suddenly understood why hunky dudes loved making out with their biceps so much. He looked damn straight outta a magazine!
He clicked his tongue, shot some finger guns, and winked at his reflection.
“Hey, Peterson,” Chase interrupted, “When you’re done sucking face with yourself, you mind getting over here and actually lending a hand?”
Kaz shot Chase that same flirty wink, only for the other boy to roll his eyes and subtly flip him the bird. Kaz threw his head back to laugh and sunk to a squat to re-torque the tires.
It was only now that his attention zeroed in on something happening — again — across the pits. Pierce was seemingly yelling into his microphone. And knowing Joey was on the receiving end of it, Kaz knew it couldn’t be good news.
“Joey! What’s going on? How is that clown catching up?!”
There were a few beats in which Joey must have responded before Kaz stopped what he was doing altogether and tried to as sneakily as possible glance over his shoulder at what the Harringtons were doing.
As soon as Davenport had sped away again, Kaz rounded on Leo, who was the one currently holding the clipboard, though he dragged Chase over, too, since he was the one with the headset.
“Guys, I think Joey’s figured it out.”
“Figured…?”
“That Pierce is cheating.”
“What? How do you know that?”
“I overheard Pierce on the mic, he sounded super upset. And given by the way he was responding to Joey’s responses…it didn’t sound too good.”
“Well, hey, if he forfeits, that’s great news for us, and pretty terrible news for…Well, everyone else,” Leo grinned.
“That’s what I was thinking,” Kaz smirked.
When Chase went to open his mouth to no doubt add on some other quip, he didn’t get far before Kaz’s pocket vibrated.
Quickly, Kaz stepped aside and ducked behind the pits to where he and Leo had chatted earlier and answered the call.
“Babe, I’m so sorry, I actually can’t really talk right now—”
“Kaz, where are you?”
“Uhhh—” Shit! In the chaos of trying to coordinate with the Davenport's car this morning, he’d completely forgotten to tell Liam he wouldn’t be in school… “N—Nowhere,” he rushed, already feeling his cheeks heat for absolutely no reason whatsoever.
“What—Why is it so loud? Are you outside?”
“No…”
“Jesus Christ, Kaz, what have you done this time?”
“I’m nowhere, okay! Just…helping my mom out with something.”
“Your mom? Did something happen—?”
“Nope! All good! Look, I gotta go, Li, I’ll fill you in later, ‘kay—?”
“Kaz, don’t you dare hang up on me—”
Kaz glanced around desperately before his eyes landed back on his phone…
He could think of exactly one way to solve this predicament…He squished his eyes shut, not quite believing he was about to do this…
Knowing very well he was leaving Liam hanging, he quickly typed into the search bar, pulling up the first video that came up and putting himself on speaker.
“Kaz—What the hell is happening? Why aren’t you answering—?”
He was cut off when Kaz pressed the “play” button and the air was filled with the squelching sounds of a woman vomiting.
“Kaz—?”
Kaz pulled on his best acting voice he could muster and said, “O—Oh, shit, Li…Um…My mom is really throwing up now. I gotta go—”
“Kaz, wait—”
“Bye, babe, talk to you later!”
“Wait, wait—!”
But Kaz had already pressed the “End Call” button.
He exhaled the breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding and sagged against the nearby wall.
Jesus. Thank God that was over…
For now, at least. Eh, he’d deal with coming up with a cover story later.
Allowing himself a few short moments to catch his breath, he pushed off the wall and spun around to head back to the front of the pits, when—
“AAH!” He shrieked (a tad too high-pitched to be normal) and slapped a hand over his rapidly spiking heart. “Freaking Christ, Chase, you scared the shit outta me!”
“Sorry, sorry,” Chase scoffed out a small chuckle. “You’d disappeared for a bit and Leo wanted someone to come check on you.”
“Why didn’t he?” Kaz panted through a puzzled look.
“He’s working comms,” Chase shrugged and stepped forward a step-and-a-half. “Everything good?”
Kaz swallowed, fighting back the annoyance in his tone directed solely at his boyfriend who couldn’t seem to ever leave him be for more than an hour or so. But instead of expressing as such to Chase, he pulled on a massive grin in its stead and nodded enthusiastically (...probably a bit too enthusiastically…). “Oh, me? Yeah, yeah, no, everything’s good. Really good. Like, seriously, nobody has to worry about anything. I am completely fine. So fine.”
Chase narrowed his gaze and nodded slowly and Kaz immediately knew Chase didn’t believe him one bit.
“Yeah, like, you’re so good, right?” Chase teased and Kaz swatted at him.
“Shuddup, you know what I mean.”
“No, I really don’t think I do,” Chase spluttered another laugh.
“Chase!”
“No, like, seriously, Kaz, you are making zero sense. Like, actually.”
With a humorous shake of his head, Kaz patted Chase amicably on the shoulder, “Let’s just head back, bud.”
By the time they’d returned, the chaos had apparently only gotten more out of control. Pierce was now screaming at Joey as the latter stomped away with his helmet, Clayton seemed to have lost it as he shouted at his father, and Perry was still waggling her eyebrows seductively — or at least what Kaz could only assume was her goal — at Joey…and yes. It was still as disturbing as ever.
And before Kaz knew it, Joey was beelining for their team as Pierce now clambered into his own car.
“So it looks like my afternoon just freed up. You guys need any help?”
“Uhhh…” the Davenports all gawked, completely star-struck. “Please say yes,” Joey begged, “I want to hide from that flag lady.”
As if on cue, Perry called out from her referee stand: “Yoo-hoo! Hey, Joey! Wanna go halfsies on a hoagie?” Joey groaned.
Kaz snickered and answered for them. “On second thought, you might wanna just pass out down there,” he gestured with his head to the ground behind the fencing. Joey shivered at the thought of what Perry might continue to do to him, so he followed Kaz’s advice and sprawled out on the concrete.
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As the final stretch of the race commenced, Perry was still as “at it” as ever when it came to letting Joey know exactly what her thoughts were about him.
For example:
“Two laps to go in the Rich Jerk 500. Davenport and Pierce are neck and neck — It’s anybody’s race. And I think we’re all wondering the same question: Is there a Mrs. Logano?”
Kaz and Chase glanced at each other as their faces shriveled in disgust.
But as Davenport began to slow down behind Pierce, they were all certainly wondering the same question.
Well, everyone except for Kaz and Joey.
“What is Mr. Davenport doing?” Chase exclaimed, “Why is he slowing down?”
“He’s gonna lose!” Bree added.
“No. He’s obviously giving up, it’s the honorable thing to do,” Adam stated, hands on his hips. Yeah, his comments weren’t helping anyone.
Kaz spoke up, “No, he’s just drafting. Pierce’s car blocks airflow and creates low pressure behind it. It creates a vacuum and pulls him forward while reducing Pierce’s speed. It’s completely awesome,” Kaz remarked giddily. As annoying as Kevin had been at hogging the television, all of those hours spent did kinda force Kaz to like it, at least to some extent. And he remembered a fair good deal about it, too, which always helped. Especially, it seemed, in situations like these.
And just as Kaz suspected, on the straightaway, Davenport slid out from behind Pierce and bolted right past him, crossing the finish line just mere milliseconds before Harrington.
They all cheered, Kaz bumping chests with Leo and Adam as they banged their fists against their rib cages like gorillas.
In the whooping, Adam chucked his cap to the ground and Kaz and Leo did their victory dance, shaking their booties and flailing their arms above their head in synced rhythm.
“Great job, guys,” Joey removed the headset, “Now, it’s time for the real race — Getting away from that flag lady.”
He checked over his shoulder just as Perry chased after him waving her ginormous flag maniacally like a rabid baboon, “YOU FORGOT YOUR CALENDARS!”
After the short time Mr. Davenport spent mocking Pierce for losing (which, of course, Kaz had to join in with) Kaz knew that he had a whole other storm coming with this Liam debacle.
With a sigh, he did a salute in Davenport’s direction, “Well, thanks, Mr. Davenport. It’s been a great day.”
“You’re leaving already?” The entire family blinked in an eerily harmonious manner, to which Kaz hesitated momentarily before laughing a tad awkwardly.
“Yeah, yeah, I know it’s early, but my mom just—...She gets kinda stressed when we’re not back exactly when we say.”
“Eh, well, you should come have dinner with us,” Davenport offered.
“What? N—No, I couldn’t do that, I—”
“No, no, I insist.”
Kaz gnawed at his lower lip, honest-to-God debating it for a minute…
But then screwed his eyes shut and mentally cursed Liam out for having to deal with his whining first.
“Uhh, as nice as that offer is, I—...I can’t. My mom, just…” he trailed off, not really knowing where he was going with that train of thought or what even his excuse was (or what he could tell them).
Davenport sent a half-baked smile his way and nodded, hands on hips, “Ah, no, we get it. Another time, then.”
Kaz smiled, “...Yeah. Another time.”
“Well, thanks again for all your great work, Kaz. You, uh, clearly know quite a bit about all this—”
“Better than Adam and Bree, at least—” Chase interjected.
“Hey!” The offended parties both exclaimed.
Kaz grinned, feeling quite proud of that compliment (if not also amused by Chase’s jab), “See ya later, guys!”
With that, he headed off in the direction of Davenport’s chauffeur, which he’d told Kaz would take him home if he so chose.
When he slid into the back seat, he couldn’t help but feel more than a bit guilty, but he knew Liam had to be dealt with first.
He was his boyfriend, after all, and somewhere inside Kaz, he did want to work on things with him. Hopefully, sort some of their ongoing issues out.
But who knew what tomorrow would bring?
Kaz would have to wait and see.
Notes:
Heyyyy, guysss! Another one out in a week, I know!
This one will probably be the last before I go away, so I probably won't be able to post next week :(
I'll see you all in two weeks with "Bionic Showdown: Part 1"! I'm SO excited to write that one!
And like always, enjoy!
Chapter 14: S02, EP14: "Bionic Showdown Part 1"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“I’m sorry, alright? I should have told you.”
“I just wanted you to be honest with me, but instead you lied about where you were and who you were with, and for what? Because you didn’t want me to know you were with them?”
“I—I don’t know, Liam,” Kaz sighed, “Every time I so much as bring them up you get all annoyed with me. They needed help, so that was what I did. Nothing else.”
“Yet you still lied about it. How am I supposed to trust you when you do something like that?”
Kaz shook his head in disbelief, hands on his hips, “How is that fair? I’ve told you a hundred times they’re just friends.”
“And I’ve told you a hundred times that I don’t. Believe you,” he scowled. “You spend all of your free time with them, not to mention how all you seem to do is lie about it.”
Kaz shut his eyes, trying so hard not to completely lose it. “Liam. Listen to me. I like you, not them. I don’t know how many times I have to tell you that—”
“Then prove it to me.”
Kaz’s eyes widened in surprise. “What? I—...You don’t think I do that already?” Something in his heart sank at Liam’s words.
A smirk stretched across his features, and Kaz knew all too well what was coming.
Without another word, Liam mashed their mouths together in a heated kiss, gripping Kaz’s lower back as he shuffled them toward the bed. They toppled onto the mattress, Liam atop Kaz, and Kaz felt as if no oxygen was actually making it to his lungs.
With a relatively hard shove, Kaz managed to put some distance between their bodies.
“Liam, I really don’t want to—”
Nostrils flaring and muscles going rigid, Liam shot up.
“Really, Kaz? Again?” He scoffed loudly, “God, why are you always like this? Always some excuse with you why you can’t do this, or you can’t do that. It’s aggravating and exhausting.”
Kaz bit his lower lip. Shit. He hadn’t wanted to start another fight with him…Much less make him pissed…
“Li—Liam, wait—!”
“No, whatever, Kaz. How ‘bout instead of leading me on or playing with me, you figure out what the hell you want and get your shit together before you actually come talk to me again.”
Liam stomped out of Kaz’s bedroom, slamming the door behind him.
Falling back onto his bed with a slight bounce, Kaz scrubbed a hand down his face and muttered a “Fuck” to absolutely no one.
Apparently, he couldn’t do anything right.
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School the next day wasn’t any better. Liam barely said hello (meaning, all Kaz got was a half-assed smile in his general direction) and Kevin was still not speaking to him, so it seemed as if everyone had something against Kaz at this point.
The Davenports were his only saving grace. Now that Oliver was busier than ever with his recent job promotion and Skylar was out helping citizens on the daily, Leo was pretty much his stand-in best friend.
“Kaz!” Leo called as he hopped up to his side, “How are you? Haven’t seen you since Friday.”
“Why, you worried about me or something?” Kaz teased.
“Nah, you can handle yourself. Just wondering.”
Kaz shrugged, “Yeah, I’m all good. You?”
“Same. Anyway, I was wondering if you wanted to come over and watch a movie tonight?”
“At the theater?”
“No, at our house, dummy,” he flicked Kaz’s shoulder.
Kaz grinned, “Depends on what you’ve picked out.” He paused, then added as he leaned closer, “You have picked something out, right?”
Leo pursed his lips, as if hesitant to say anything. “...Yeah…”
Kaz’s eyes narrowed with suspicion. “What does that mean?”
Leo’s head turned away as he said in the most obnoxiously innocent-sounding voice known to humankind, “Well, Bree has…”
Oh, boy, Kaz inhaled sharply. “Oh, boy. Just spit it out, what’d she pick?” He deadpanned.
“Let’s just say…you’ll find out later.”
Kaz blinked.
“Leo!”
“I’m sorry, okay! But I will actually die if I don’t have decent company helping me make it through this film—!”
“What film—?!”
“I can’t tell you!”
“Why?!”
“Because then you won’t wanna come!”
“Yeah, no shit, Sherlock! There’s probably a reason you want to torture me, too!”
“I’m sorry! Just please, come. Please, Kaz, you have no idea what Bree’s like when she gets to pick for family movie night,” he said, eyes as wide as saucers, filled with the past trauma as he shook Kaz by the shoulders.
Kaz rolled his eyes and playfully shoved Leo’s hands off.
“You’re lucky I don’t despise you.”
This time it was Leo’s turn to grin. “Wow. That’s a high-class compliment coming from you.”
“Now, scram before I beat your butt, Leo,” Kaz pushed him in the direction of his classroom.
Leo cackled but waved goodbye and headed off.
This evening was certainly going to be something…
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Leo hadn’t told him a time, but Kaz was at least expecting a text. He usually kept his phone on silent, but given that this was the only thing he was actually looking forward to the entire day, he switched the ringer on.
But the text never came.
Neither did a call, for that matter.
By seven o’clock, Kaz was starting to get antsy. Super Smash Bros became boring after the second hour of playing, none of his online friends were on, and he absolutely did not want to clean his room like his mom had been insisting for three weeks, or even look at one of the few books that had never been touched on his bookshelf.
He debated texting Liam to apologize but quickly concluded that he didn’t really think he owed him an apology. If anything, Liam needed to apologize to him.
With nothing else to do of any interest in his room, Kaz sprung down the staircase and raided the fridge.
Eventually, he pulled out the cold cuts and stuffed some into his mouth.
“Ugh! Can’t you at least get a plate?” Kyle exclaimed with an exaggerated grimace.
“Put a sock in it” Kaz snapped back with a harsh roll of his eyes and shoveled three more pieces of turkey into his mouth.
Kyle stuck his tongue out to mock him and scoffed in repulsion before skulking off somewhere (probably to the television).
And of course, because it was just his luck, as Kaz exited the kitchen, the packet of turkey open and one piece dangling from his mouth, he nearly rammed right into Kevin.
“Watch where you’re going,” Kevin spat. Kaz rolled his eyes for what felt like the millionth time as Kevin shouldered past him.
He ignored Kevin’s behavior knowing it would get him absolutely nowhere, and instead pulled out his phone as he flopped onto the couch.
He pulled up Oliver’s chain and punched in: “hey! How’s mm?”
Because of confidentiality purposes, Kaz was kinda forced to use abbreviations like this, and he hoped Oliver would get it.
It took a few minutes, but he did eventually get a response.
“Hey, kazzy! Busy rn, talk later this week?”
Kaz hesitated, then replied, “sure, when u free?”
A moment passed, the three dots appeared, then disappeared, then re-appeared before finally a response popped up:
“Free tonight if u r,” then the winky face emoji followed by the cheesy smile emoji.
Kaz smirked and replied with a thumbs-up, then a salute.
He clicked off his phone and dropped his head to the cushion behind him.
Inadvertently, his eyes began to droop shut as his phone slipped from his grasp and landed next to him on the sofa.
And before he could stop himself, he was passed out.
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Kaz’s eyes slowly blinked open.
The buzzing of his phone had awoken him from where it lay abandoned parallel to him.
…It was Leo.
His eyes roved over the time… 8:30 pm…
Crap!
Quickly answering the call, he pressed the phone to his ear.
“Well, look who finally decided to call,” he simpered.
“Kaz, you need to come over right now.”
Though Leo definitely couldn’t see him, Kaz’s teasing smile slowly fell away at the seriousness in Leo’s tone.
“Bro, chill, I was just joking—”
“No, I’m serious, Kaz. Get over here. Now,” there were several beats of tense silence before a sigh on the other end and the addition of, “...I need your help.”
Notes:
Hey, y'all!
I decided that because this chapter would be so short and the majority of action will happen in Part 2 I might as well get it out. Anyway, this will be the last from me until next week.
Enjoy!
Chapter 15: S02, EP 15: "Bionic Showdown Part 2"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Hmm, that was weird, the door was open.
Tentatively, with an innocent-as-humanly-possible purse of his lips and raise of the eyebrows, Kaz pressed the door open further with the tips of his index and middle fingers.
The living room was empty, though nothing seemed out of the ordinary. The cushions were all lined perfectly against the sofa, the chairs of the table were all pushed in, and nothing in the kitchen seemed to have caught fire.
But just as reassuring as that was, Kaz also recognized the lack of noise coming from….well, anywhere. Usually — at least the times Kaz had been there — Davenport would be shouting something from one end of the house, or Adam would be chucking something at or through the nearest wall (usually Chase), or Bree would be bickering about something or other with one of her brothers.
Now there was nothing.
And it was very off-putting.
Even though Leo had been the one to call him over, he, too, was nowhere to be found.
Kaz tried to think back to what Leo had told him on their extremely brief phone call that lasted all of ten seconds before Leo was announcing that, “Oh crap, I gotta go. Get your butt over here now, Kaz!” and then it was the dial tone.
However, Kaz did remember one thing Leo had mentioned…
Button, button, button…
His mind repeated as he skimmed over the surfaces in the kitchen. But despite the what felt like hundreds of buttons for the oven, microwave, toaster, etc. that were lying about, none gave the feel of a “secret elevator summoning” one.
As his eyes scanned over the surrounding walls, they landed on an oddly lone painting hung at a rather peculiar distance from the kitchen. It almost seemed as if they hadn’t quite known what to do with it when putting it up…
Which was exactly why Kaz approached it.
“Well, if there were ever a painting to put a secret elevator button behind, this would be it,” he said to no one but himself. He carefully removed the painting and…
He smirked, “Hell, yeah.”
He pushed the button and suddenly, there was a whirring sound from the opposing wall. After a moment, something on the wall flashed and before Kaz knew it, the two metal doors of an elevator were sliding open, breaking apart a strange red symbol that Kaz could only assume identified Davenport’s team.
Without overthinking it, he stepped on, pressing the button that seemed most plausible — “B.”
Just as quickly as the elevator had appeared, it closed and slipped farther and farther down the shaft, until…
Ploink!
The elevator stuttered to a halt at the lowest level, waited a moment, then parted its doors to allow Kaz through.
And immediately, he was bombarded by…
Stuff.
Cool stuff.
“Woah…” he spoke, dumbfounded, instantly racing over to get his hands on whatever the heck that thing was (a small metal contraption in the shape of a “U” with a red ball-tip).
“Sweet!” He laughed in awe.
His eyes trailed away from the device in his hands to another one on the nearby desk (he noticed the “Donald Davenport” nameplate but chose to ignore it over the vast display of trinkets scattered about) and grabbed it.
This one was a small but hefty metal rod. On one end it seemed to have a small zapper sort of thingy, while on the other it had a tiny plate that Kaz couldn’t really tell what it was…
“Wo-oh-oah,” he sputtered giddily as he flipped it over in his hand several times, liking the weight of it almost as much as its sleek appearance.
He was just about to lay it down to pick up a funny looking third item when —
“Kaz, Big ‘D’s’ gonna flip if he finds out you touched his stuff—!”
“AH!” Kaz shrieked with a violent jolt at the sudden intrusion of Leo’s voice.
Said person snatched the device from his hands and replaced it on the desk.
Kaz cleared his throat, interlocking his hands behind his back and innocently rocking on his heels. “So…What’s up? And what is this pla–AYYCE—!”
Leo had gripped Kaz by the wrist and yanked him into the adjacent room.
“Jesus, man, chill out, you could have given me a clothing rash,” Kaz complained as he inspected his wrist for any damage.
Leo shot him an ‘are you serious?’ look, “A clothing rash? Really?”
Kaz shrugged and went to start moseying around this room instead, already seeing a thousand things he wanted to touch, but—
“Kaz, this is serious! Stop messing around!”
“Hey, look, dude, you know me! You can’t just ask me to come down to your secret experiment lab and not expect me touch everything—” he reached out to slide a hand over a black screen with glowing green specks cascading down it, when—
WHACK!
Leo slapped Kaz’s hand away with raised eyebrows.
“Just, come look over here.”
With a reluctant sigh, Kaz padded over to what he assumed to be Leo’s desk and stared at the screen Leo was currently gesturing to.
Then, his brows furrowed and eyes narrowed when he realized what Leo was actually pointing at…
“Wait…is that—?”
“Adam, Bree, Chase, and Big ‘D’? Yes. Yes, it is.”
Kaz swallowed, “So that’s why…”
“Yup.”
Kaz exhaled through his nostrils, hands on his hips as his gaze turned to Leo.
“So…Why did you call me over? To help?”
Leo sighed. “Look, I—...I didn’t plan on telling you. Any of it. I was hoping I could go the next few years of my life without endangering anyone else with the information. Especially someone who I now consider one of my best friends.”
Kaz met his eyes, a creeping of a smile appearing on his lips. “Yeah?”
Leo returned it, “Yeah. Of course, Kaz. I love ya, man.”
Kaz grinned. For the first time since he moved to Mission Creek, he felt wanted. Like he belonged…
It was a nice feeling. One he hoped would last but knew reality would play a part in destroying it one way or another.
But still. For now, it was nice.
Leo shook his head, as if shaking himself from his own thoughts, “Anyway…Then the whole Marcus debacle happened and I knew I had to tell you.” He paused, looked sincerely into Kaz’s eyes, and said, “I’m sorry, Kaz. Really, I am. For everything. But I need you now more than ever because my family is stuck there with him and I have no freaking idea what Douglas is going to do to them next—”
Kaz frowned in confusion, “Wait, Douglas? Who’s Douglas?”
Leo scoffed out a small laugh, “Right…You don’t know. Um…Long story short, Douglas is Big ‘D’s’ younger brother, evil uncle, Adam, Bree, and Chase’s real father, blah blah blah—”
Kaz’s eyes widened, “Wait, what?”
“Yeah…I’ll explain more later. If it makes you feel any better, none of them — including me — had any idea except for Big ‘D’ until, like, twenty minutes before you came.”
“Daay- umm,” Kaz huffed out in shock.
“Yeah.” Leo cleared his throat, “Anyway, as I was saying…Please, Kaz. I really, really need your help, or else…I don’t know if I’ll ever see them again.”
The first thing to cross Kaz’s mind was, of course, Mighty Med. He’d lived with that secret for almost two years now and every day was even harder than the last. But he’d gotten used to it. Most of his life, now, was a lie. In one way or another. From Mighty Med, to the supervillains he’d come across, to acquiring his powers…Everything simultaneously seemed like a never-ending fever dream and one of the most painful realities he could possibly live in.
Hearing Leo talk about this big bionic secret was something that rang eerily true for Kaz, and he couldn’t help but feel an overwhelming wave of empathy for the dude. He understood how much it probably ate him up inside not being able to share it with anyone — especially that Janelle girl he talked about constantly.
There were aspects of their lives that still were different, though. Leo never had and never would come to understand the burden of hiding powers from the world. Hiding a part of yourself from the world.
And maybe that was why Kaz felt his throat tighten and palms grow sweaty as he thought up the answer he already knew deep down to Leo’s request.
Of course he was going to help him. That was who he was, after all. Even away from Mighty Med and Oliver, and Skylar, and Diaz, and weird Gus, and crazy Jordan, being a superhero — or superhero-adjacent — was who he was.
And Leo was one of his best friends now.
So he didn’t even think twice. He knew what he was going to do.
With the most solemn expression he’d probably ever mustered in his life — because this was a pretty serious situation — Kaz flicked his gaze over to Leo’s again.
“Tell me what you need me to do.”
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Well, wasn’t this just all fine and dandy, Kaz let out a small yelp as his right foot nearly toppled over the edge of the eave.
He groaned. Why did Leo have to assign him this task?
He’d like to say that as a doctor and superhero-adjacent he wasn’t scared of heights…
But that would be a complete lie.
He’d hoped that the whole flying thing would help him get over that fear, but so far it had been to no avail.
He still didn’t even understand what, exactly, this would do to help anything. But he trusted Leo (somewhat) and just went with what he was saying.
Leo had told him to meet him in the garden — well, kind of. Kaz was supposed to stay out of sight on the eaves above the garden, and wait for Leo there. This way, if Marcus showed, he could avoid thermal scans and not be detected.
Since, he’d slowly made his way around the outer edge of the house from the front door toward the back. After what felt likes hours of unimaginable torture, he finally rounded on the corner of the garden. He crouched down and leaned back to rest his weight on his elbows. He needed the ab workout, anyway.
After the two-minute mark, though, Kaz began to get restless. He started scuffing the bottom of his shoe against the shingles because why not, picking at loose pieces of roofing, and even passionately drumming out tunes against his thighs like he was some rockstar or drummer in a boy band.
…And then he heard it.
SQUEEEEEEEAK—
And sure enough, it was the little red wagon. Leo attached to its handle.
“Kaz!” He whisper-shouted.
Kaz peeked his head out from over the gutter, “Yes?”
“You remember the plan?”
Kaz nodded affirmatively and saluted. “Sir, yes, sir!” He blurted out a tad too loud…
“SHHH!”
Kaz cringed, piping back down, “Sorry, sorry.”
Leo stepped closer to the wall, “There’s gotta be some sort of trigger mechanism to make the hidden entryway appear.”
A beeping noise emitted from a small watch and Kaz knew immediately what that meant…
Oh, boy, he groaned to himself.
“Why don’t you try banging your little wagon against it?”
“ENOUGH with the wagon!” Leo shouted at Eddie. Clearly the little robot demon had already riled him up. Kaz didn’t blame him. He’d known Eddie for less than a month and even he found himself having fantasies of decapitating him.
But Leo nor Eddie got any further than that, because another sound — this time something Kaz would define as “droning” — erupted from the wall and the doorway opened all on its own.
Kaz lurched backward so he was out of sight once more and tried his best to hear every word.
“Hello, Leo—”
“AAH!” Leo shrieked exactly as high-pitched as Kaz expected. He had to physically cover his mouth to stop the splutter of laughter threatening to escape.
Marcus didn’t seem fazed, though, as all he did was continue as nonchalant as ever, “Sorry you came all this way, but, uh, we're kinda busy.”
“Oh, yeah? Well I’ve got this,” Kaz peered over just enough to see Leo extracting one of the specialized guns from the large black pouch of weapons.
The smug smirk on his face, though, was wiped right off when Marcus effortlessly swiped the gun from Leo’s grasp with a wave of his molecular kinesis.
“No. You had that.”
“Oh, yeah? Well I still got aaaall of these,” Leo waved his hands dramatically around the black bag.
Then, with a surprisingly quick hit of laser vision, Marcus poofed those weapons right into in-existence.
“NO!” Leo screeched, feeling around in the air for what he prayed was still the little wagon.
Nope. Nothing. It was freaking gone.
“Goodbyes are tough, Leo, so I’ll make this easy.”
Before Kaz even had time to blink, Marcus blasted Leo in the chest, sending him hurtling backward into the nearby shrubbery. Kaz slapped a hand over his mouth to muffle the gasp and dared himself to only think positive thoughts and not about the fact Leo could have just died.
He’d made a promise to Leo: get his family out no matter what.
And that was exactly what he was planning to do.
The whole rest of Leo’s “genius mastermind plan” (as he’d called it) was that Kaz would sneak in and create a distraction while Leo utilized Mr. Davenport’s prototype Exoskeleton to break in and free his family…
Though with Leo out of commission now…It looked like Kaz would have to improvise…
And yes, he was as bad at doing that as you might think.
He watched Marcus slip back inside the house, so the minute he was out of sight, Kaz took the golden opportunity to make his move.
Using his hands to steady himself, he tipped over the eaves and floated to the ground (nearly resulting in a disastrous crash-landing into the grill because he had yet to learn how to control that part of flight dynamics, but he’d just managed to skate by unscathed).
“Phew,” he laughed out breathily in relief, happy he wasn’t sporting any jagged limbs. Wasting no time, he rushed over to the wall and dipped inside the house just as the hidden entrance molded back into the siding.
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It wasn’t long following the winding maze of dark corridors (thank gosh Kaz had a decent memory when it came to this kind of thing) that Kaz heard a faint clamoring of voices.
“-He was trying to save us.” That was definitely Bree. And she didn’t sound too happy.
“He tried to warn us about Marcus and we ignored him,” Chase added.
Now that he thought of it, none of them seemed too happy.
“When I get out of here, I’m taking you and Marcus down.” That was the most serious Kaz had ever heard Adam. He paused outside the door. He had no idea where Marcus had scurried off to, but wherever it was, he had a bad feeling about it.
Then, in response to Adam, a much deeper, more gravelly voice spoke, and Kaz had a gut feeling it was that “evil uncle” dude Leo had warned him about. What was his name? David? Dennis? Dustin?
“Good luck with that. Once I press this, it’ll activate your Triton apps. And I’ll control you. Permanently.”
“No—!”
“Stop—!”
“Do Chase first!”
Kaz had no idea what this “Triton” app referred to, but if the way they all reacted to it was any giveaway, it wasn’t anything good.
He heard the loud click of a button, some groaning…Then nothing. Then another click…then nothing…And then even a third click…
Still nothing.
Even the grunting of the siblings died down after that one.
“MARCUS, DID YOU PUT BATTERIES IN THIS THING?!” Dean shouted.
“HA!” It was the first time Mr. Davenport had spoken up, and Kaz would be lying if a small pang of relief didn’t wash through him at the sound of his voice. “I went into their chips and put a block on your app a long time ago. OOH, it is so good watching you eat it!” Kaz sneaked a glance around the corner to see Davenport doing a cocky little prideful dance…
It was as embarrassing as it sounded. Kaz cringed and shook his head as he ducked behind the door frame again.
“Very clever, Donny,” Declan stormed over to the vast array of computers and button pads beside whatever-the-hell-type-of-cell he’d created for the Davenports. “But I’ll get around it. I’ve always been a better programmer than you. There, see? Only eight minutes till my cypher key decrypts your amateur block and activates the Triton app. Heh-heh. What’re you gonna do? Call Mommy?” He jeered mockingly, then thought better of that last comment and added, “If you do, don’t tell her I’m alive.”
Kaz’s eyes widened the minute he realized Daniel was now stomping over to his doorway. He cursed out a “shit” under his breath and scanned the very dark surroundings before just saying “fuck it” and ducked into the deepest part of the shadows and looked up to the heavens and prayed Dallas wouldn’t notice him.
And by some miracle, through all of his rageful irritation at his brother, it seemed Diego was too focused on literally everything else to care much about checking his surroundings more carefully, because he marched by without so much as a glance in Kaz’s direction.
Phew, he internally exhaled.
He waited several moments to make sure the spiky-haired dude was gone before creeping out of his hiding spot.
“Guys,” Bree spoke up, sounding way more concerned than she had a minute ago, “There’s only four minutes left until the block is decrypted. We have to get out of here.”
“If we could find a way to deflect one of these beams, we could take out the control console and deactivate the laser source,” Davenport ranted. “I don’t suppose anybody has a mirror on them…”
“If any of us had a mirror on them, it’d be you,” Bree said and Kaz could hear the eye roll paired with it.
“There must be something we can use,” Chase sighed.
That was the exact moment Kaz decided to make his grand entrance.
Leaning casually against the doorframe, hands stuffed into his jeans’ pockets, he grinned slyly. “I can think of something.”
All four heads whipped toward him, and it was actually hilarious how harmoniously their jaws dropped and eyes widened to the size of saucers.
“K— Kaz?!” Chase nearly shouted.
“Kaz, what are you doing here?!” Mr. Davenport added, equally as shocked-slash-horrified.
Kaz shrugged easily. “Leo asked for help. So here I am. You, are welcome,” he did a little bow, remembering Owen’s self-righteous little quip.
Chase shook his head as if to clear it, “No, Kaz, you can’t be here.”
Kaz pressed his lips into a thin line and narrowed his eyes. He pushed himself off the doorframe and headed over to the console. “Actually, I can. And I already have. You just don’t know it.”
“Wait, what? I’m so confused right now, is this that short dude from school who got sent to detention for microwaving a hotdog?” Adam asked rather dumbly.
Chase sighed exasperatedly, “Yes, Adam. He’s been over to our house several times. You’ve spoken to him several times.”
“Now, what do you want me to do, Mr. Davenport?” Kaz scanned over the console, ignoring Adam’s comments.
“Okay, I can’t believe I’m about to say this, but…Just freaking rip that stupid piece of junk apart…” He cleared his throat, “Or, ya know, help us find a reflective surface.”
“Why not the wrapper of that granola bar Adam’s eating?” Kaz shrugged again.
Chase blinked at him, then processed what he’d said correctly. “Damn. Didn’t even see that.”
“And you can use Mr. Davenport’s belt as a flat surface.”
Even though a bit reluctant to part with his custom silver face-engraved belt, Mr. Davenport did hand it over and through a few scuffles of who got to aim the contraption, Bree managed to direct the ray at the console and successfully deactivate the lasers.
As soon as they were out, they were all over Kaz…
Verbally, that was.
“How did you even get here?”
“Does Leo know about this?”
“What do you mean you’ve been here before?”
“Wait, does that mean you knew about Marcus? How about Douglas?”
Douglas! That was his name! Damn, he was bad at that.
“Did you come with Leo—?”
“Did you see Marcus zap him?”
“Why aren’t you more surprised by all this?”
There were a million questions bombarding him at once, and he had no idea where the hell to start. Was now the time to reveal he’d known about them for weeks? Or that he and Leo had nearly died at the hands of said bionic miniature-fella Marcus?
Luckily (but very unluckily), Kaz didn’t need to answer the questions bombing through his head, because at that very moment—
“Bravo,” Douglas slow-clapped sarcastically as he and Marcus rounded the corner — Kaz narrowed his eyes suspiciously. Had they just been standing there, waiting, that entire time? “But just because a dog gets out of his cage doesn’t mean he’s going for a walk—”
“Wait, you have a dog? Where, where, where, where?” Adam was practically panting like one as he got all giddily wound-up. Kaz saw Chase roll his eyes in his peripheral.
Mr. Davenport sighed exhaustedly. “Douglas. You’re not getting these kids.”
“Wrong again, Donny. Look, the decryption is complete. Now I’ll have total control of their—”
With a sweeping high kick, Mr. Davenport knocked the remote out of Douglas’s outstretched hand and Kaz watched in awe as it glided through the air and landed high up on the raised walkways on the opposite side of the room.
Before Kaz knew it, there was the disturbing sound of middle-aged men grunting and, as abruptly as anything, a high-speed fight for the seizing of said remote had breaking out.
Everything was a bit of a blur to Kaz, to be honest. There was a lot — and he means a lot — of wrestling — literal wrestling — between Douglas and Mr. Davenport, to the point where Kaz had to force his eyes away in case one of them burst open and their guts came squishing out.
At some point Chase was suspended over an old sausage factory meat-churning machine? That was simultaneously apparently also a flamethrower? Kaz had no idea how the heck that happened, but he was just reporting stuff as he saw it.
Then, you had Bree and Marcus basically manhandling each other on top of the elevated walkways, but after a pretty easy fight on Marcus’ part, Marcus ended up knocking Bree out.
From across the room as Adam fiddled with different buttons on the panel to try and help close the machine unveiled on the floor, Kaz watched from where he’d backed into a wall as Marcus approached Chase…That same sinfully smug smirk twitching at the corners of his lips.
Kaz couldn’t see Chase’s face from this angle, but he sure as hell could see Marcus’. Marcus crouched in front of Chase, making sure they could see one another properly. Eye-to-eye, practically nose-to-nose.
With little effort, Marcus knocked off one of Chase’s hands that gripped the railing, leaving him dangling by only one.
Kaz could see Marcus’ mouth moving, but couldn’t hear any of it. Whatever it was…Kaz could only imagine the horrible words he was spewing.
Marcus had had the audacity to date Chase knowing everything he would eventually do to him and his family…And clearly nothing had changed in that respect or any other.
He’d never cared for him.
And it became crystal clear in that moment as Kaz watched Marcus reach for Chase’s other hand still wrapped around the railing pole. Everything seemed to slow to a crawl, reality mutating to slow-motion as Marcus' fingers slipped between Chase’s and pried them off.
Kaz’s eyes widened. He found his feet moving before his consciousness as he propelled himself across the floor, speed-walking morphing to a sprint as Chase’s body plummeted toward the ground…
Something in Kaz’s mind mocked, you won’t make it, you won’t make it, but Kaz was determined — more determined than he’d ever thought he’d be — and he yelped, “Chase—!”
“Got it!”
But by the time Adam had slammed the button and the floor panels had slid shut again, it was too late…Kaz was already dropping to his knees to do that freaking awesome “rockstar knee slide” thingy he’d seen on one of Kyle’s Guitar Hero run-throughs.
And even more unfortunately for him than the definite rash he was going to have afterward, Chase’s body landed in his outstretched arms and slammed into his thighs and chest with a loud thud and a resounding, “Oof,” from them both.
Kaz was heaving by the time he’d managed to refocus on what the hell had just happened.
When his gaze snapped downward, he found Chase already staring up at him. He couldn’t quite decipher the look on his face, something that seemed to be between surprise and bewilderment, but even that couldn’t fool Kaz. He’d become quite good at reading people’s emotions over the years working at Mighty Med, and this was no different.
It was clear Chase was trying to cover up a serious wound that Kaz made a mental note to ask about later.
And for a moment, it was as if time faded into nothingness. Just the two of them, locked on each other’s eyes, with nothing but chaos unfolding around them.
But it lasted no longer than an elongated second or two, because just as quickly as it had started, Chase cleared his throat with a wincing groan and Adam was by his side in a second, extending a hand.
Yeah, that was a first, too.
So much so, in fact, that Kaz could see the gears churning in Chase’s head as he processed what his brother was offering.
Kaz hopped up straight after, patting Chase awkwardly on the shoulder (pretending as if what had just happened hadn’t happened) (because, honestly, he very well could have simply imagined it all), “You good, man?”
“Yeah,” Chase exhaled breathily, “Thanks.”
“As much as I love this little reunion, you mind helping, Chasey?” Adam said with about as much genuity as Kaz being a normal human with no superpowers whatsoever. Chase scoffed but indulged in his brother’s request and faced Marcus once more.
The three siblings stood in a tight circle around Marcus, closing in on him by the second.
“You may be strong, but let’s see you take on all three of us,” Adam growled out through gritted teeth.
Damn! Kaz felt like he needed a bowl of popcorn or something!
“Go ahead, creep. Take your best shot,” Bree spat.
“Gladly.”
All Kaz could do was watch in unadulterated horror as Marcus concocted a ball of energy out of thin air and zapped the three of them in one go, sending their bodies tumbling to the floor in motionless heaps.
That was it, Kaz thought, nostrils flaring. It was one thing if they had each other to back one another up, but with all three down, Marcus had crossed a line…
Okay, he’d crossed the line way earlier, but you get what Kaz meant.
Kaz had promised himself, Oliver, and Mighty Med he wouldn’t reveal his secret unless absolutely necessary — for the sake of the entire superhero world —...But now seemed as desperate a time as any.
Not only was Kaz in shock, he was pissed.
“Hey, Robo-Freak! Over here!” He shouted mockingly.
With green-glinting eyes of bionic activation, Marcus rolled his shoulders back and set his glaring sights on Kaz.
Thrusting his two fists into a boxing stance, he finally let his guard come down enough to allow his knuckles to catch flame.
And suddenly…
Kaz knew he’d caught him off-guard. With a quick glance up to where Douglas and Davenport were still squabbling about with the remote, he knew he was good to go.
“Wasn’t expecting that, were ya, big boy?” He smirked.
But Marcus shook off any hint of startlement and within an instant his ever-present simper was back.
The remote dropped from the overhead walkways only moments before Douglas smacked to the floor a few feet beside it.
Marcus cocked his head at Kaz, “You’re going to have to do better than that, Kazzy-bear.”
Kaz growled at the horrendous nickname and lurched forward, about to swing with every fiber in his being, when—
CRAAAAASH!
With the most Olympic-worthy dive Kaz had never known his wimpy body was capable of, he just narrowly avoided the collision of several tons of rubble and roofing as it smashed to the floor with a near ear-drum-shattering sound.
“What the—” Kaz and Douglas spoke in synchrony.
“EXOSKELETON IN THE HOUSE!...Or whatever you call this funky place.”
A grin spread across Kaz’s features.
He couldn’t believe it, that devious little prankster had made it.
“Leo!” Kaz exclaimed.
“Leo, you’re alive!” Davenport shrieked from where he now, too, practically dangled over the ledges of the walkways.
“Yeah, yeah, it’s me. Seriously, I’m fine.”
“I ask you to do one thing!” Douglas screamed at Marcus from where he was still sprawled on the ground.
Kaz took this moment of distraction to dash over and give the biggest, most powerful stomp he’d ever given in his entire life to that remote.
And it worked. By the time he’d removed his shoe, the reveal of the hundreds of shards of shattered metal did definitely not sit well with Hedgehog Hair.
“You broke it! Everyone always breaks my toys!” He shrieked like a toddler throwing a tantrum. If Douglas hadn’t tried to kill all of them at least once already, Kaz might have actually thought it was funny.
While Davenport quickly descended the staircase to the first floor, he and Douglas wasted no time getting yet another brawl, this time noogying each other to see who folded first.
Kaz didn’t envy them at all. He shot them a disgusted grimace and averted his gaze away from whatever that was.
But by the time he’d looked back at Leo, the dude was already spitting lasers out of his arms (well, the Exoskeleton’s arms).
“How do you like me now, Marcus?”
“Still not a fan.”
Using his super-speed, he jolted forward and shoved the Exoskeleton onto the debris pile.
“Oh, shit,” Kaz blurted without realizing he’d spoken aloud.
Marcus turned to him, “What? You want some of this, too?”
And before Kaz could put up any sort of defense, Marcus was hauling him off of his feet and chucking him onto the ground beside Leo.
“Owwww,” Kaz groaned, gripping the left side of his ribcage.
The electric crackling noises coming from beside him didn’t sound too good, either…
“So this thing can bust through walls and shoot lasers but it can’t get back up?”
“Well, it’s a prototype…” Davenport tried to explain, which Kaz just ignored because he couldn’t fixate on much else aside from the searing pain in his left side.
“You two just don’t seem to go away. This time I’m going to finish you guys for good,” Marcus towered above them.
…And when Marcus whipped out those three knuckle razors… Well, let’s just say all of Kaz’s resolve dissipated in an instant.
He shrieked. He shrieked like a freaking schoolgirl when her crush caught her ogling him.
I mean, he shriek- shrieked. And so did Leo. Leo shrieked at pretty much the same pitch as him and they both used every fiber of energy left in their bodies to try and heave themselves up — or at least scramble out of the way — but everything was pointless. Kaz’s ribs he was sure were broken, at least some, and every time he moved a sharp pain shot up his left side.
Here it was. It was over. Oliver would never know what truly happened to him. Skylar, too. And Jordan, and Gus, and, hell, even his whole family. Even Kevin.
Kaz screwed his eyes shut as tight as they could possibly go, hoping that by some miracle that would work in numbing at least some of the pain…
“Get. Away from them,” a gravelly — almost electronic — voice reverberated off the walls.
But still, Kaz didn’t dare take a peek.
All he knew was that a moment later, he felt some sort of powerful magnetic force crash over him.
Peeking one eye open, he saw Marcus blacked out on the floor. His wide eyes trailed to Adam, who still seemed to be coming down from whatever the hell he’d just done.
“That was awesome! Wow. All that from one granola bar,” he beamed.
Kaz blinked at the bionic dude.
Okay, he’d clearly expected too much of him.
“What’s going on? Are we winning?”
Right. Leo.
“We gotta get out of here. The whole place is coming down,” Chase panicked.
“I got Leo,” Bree announced, rushing over to grab her brother.
“Slow your roll, girlie, I got him,” Adam clicked his tongue and assisted her.
No more than a moment later, Chase was at Kaz’s side, dropping to his knees with a concerned look.
“Are you okay? What hurts?”
“My side,” he winced, “I think he broke some ribs.”
“Shit. Okay, um…” Chase surveyed the area, perhaps looking for something to help support Kaz with, but must have come up negative because he then added, “Alright, just—” he licked over his lips, “I’m gonna help you up and you’re going to lean against me, okay?”
Kaz didn’t say anything and groaned again, a little out of it.
“Kaz!” Chase snapped, “Pay attention, keep your eyes on me, okay? Don’t you dare close them.”
Kaz nodded distantly, already feeling as if his soul was leaving his body, but willed himself to at least try and listen to Chase’s words.
With much effort — painful effort, no less — they managed to get him semi-upright on his feet. Chase was careful to avoid any areas that might be bruised or injured, and successfully hauled Kaz out of the house.
It wasn’t long before the other four followed, the six now secured somewhat safely in the same backyard where everything had started.
They all knew they each had a million questions (except for maybe Adam), but they also all knew they would have to wait. There were more important matters at hand.
And even though at this moment they knew their priority tasks included the tedious peeling of Leo out of the Exoskeleton, tending to Kaz’s wounds, and checking everyone else for others…
They also each knew that this night had changed everything. For better or worse.
Shit was about to get more real than any of them could have ever imagined.
Notes:
Hey, y'all! This was SO MUCH fun to write, but oh my gosh it is so much longer than I expected! Hope you guys enjoy it as much, though!
I shall see everyone next week (or maybe a little sooner, we'll see;))
Chapter 16: S02, EP16: "Memory Wipe"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Owowowowowowow,” Kaz threw his head back and hissed, recoiling at a particularly intense shockwave of pain.
Chase gave a flustered apology, stumbling over his words as he tried to make amends for the accidental affliction, “Sorry, sorry!”
Kaz cringed at the stabbing sensation in his left side and bit the inside of his cheek to try and redirect his focus. Despite having been bandaged for several days now, the bruises and slow recovery of the injuries were as agonizing as ever.
Kaz winced as Chase carefully re-wrapped him. Each twist of the bandage sent a sharp pang of discomfort through him, and he gritted his teeth, trying to keep still.
Again, Chase muttered a, “Sorry, sorry,” glancing up with a look of concern. The soreness in Kaz’s ribs was undeniable, and every adjustment seemed to amplify the throbbing pain. Despite the carefulness of Chase’s fingers, Kaz couldn’t suppress a soft groan, expression strained.
Once finished, Chase pulled back with a sharp sigh of relief. “Done,” he admired his handiwork and hastily pressed his hand across the lower edge of Kaz’s eighth, ninth, and tenth ribs to re-smooth the tape.
Kaz, too, was more content now that his injuries weren’t being constantly pawed at.
“Thanks,” he breathed out through a pant.
“No problem,” Chase grinned, “Glad to know my human anatomy is still up to par.”
Kaz rolled his eyes, “Dude, everything in that brain is up to par, and you know it, you little jerk,” he poked Chase's stomach playfully while Chase simply giggled.
“You know it,” he winked right back.
Kaz held his gaze, an indecipherable expression etched over his face.
But the light-heartedness of the moment dissipated soon after, replaced by an uneasy silence.
They hadn’t exactly… talked since it all went down. Everyone had been too busy trying to figure out where the hell Douglas scampered off to and making sure people’s health was all up to snuff…No one had really had time to speak to Kaz about all of this.
And unfortunately for him, this time seemed as good as any.
Which is why he knew even before Chase opened his mouth precisely what was going to come out of it.
“Kaz, are you…” he trailed off, seeming to rethink everything he was about to say. Then, he licked his lips, refocused on Kaz, and opened his mouth again, “Do you…think differently of me?”
Kaz’s gaze dropped to the floor as he processed the question, the weight of it pressing heavily on him. The room was quiet except for the faint hum of some wacky Davenport Industries invention off in the corner, amplifying the rawness of the moment. He could feel the intensity of Chase’s scrutiny, the vulnerability in the air thickening with every second.
His fingers twitched slightly at his sides. The question seemed to hang there, echoing louder than the silence that followed. Kaz shifted his weight away from his left side — again wincing slightly — struggling to find the right words. His heart pounded, and he could feel the heat rising to his cheeks. It wasn’t just about what he thought now, but about the friendship Kaz would like to think they’d built and how it might shift in this fragile space.
Finally, he looked up, meeting Chase’s eyes with a mix of apprehension and earnestness.
“I don’t think differently of you,” Kaz said, his voice steady but soft. “If anything, I—” He hesitated, worrying his bottom lip as if it would do something. “I see you more clearly now. You’re...more human to me. We’re both human. And that doesn’t change how I feel toward you.”
Kaz swallowed hard, a touch of vulnerability breaking through his facade as thoughts of Mighty Med and his own secrets swirled in his eyes. He couldn’t let Chase see nor question it, though.
“I know this is hard, but...I hope you know that what’s important to me is the friendships I’ve built with all of you, not whatever chip might be stuffed into your bodies,” Kaz and Chase both let out relieved laughter.
Then Chase’s expression faltered a moment, something much more raw shifting onto his features. There was a hint of a nervous anxiety Kaz could tell stemmed from past wounds, like he didn’t quite trust Kaz at his first word.
He glanced down at the floor of the lab before back at Kaz’s eyes, wide and hopeful.
Something in Kaz’s chase fluttered at the rare moment of emotional intimacy. Something that just four weeks ago Kaz would not have ever imagined could be a reality.
“So…You’re positive you don’t hate me?”
Kaz didn’t waste any time in beaming right back at him, returning his wink from earlier, “Not at all. I promise.”
Chase’s eyes gleamed and he smiled brightly, lurching forward in his giddiness and tossing his arms around Kaz’s torso.
“Ahh,” Kaz winced, “Be careful, please,” he choked out a chuckle.
Animated expression instantly dampened, Chase jumped back, apologizing profusely, “Sorry, sorry, I’m sorry. Got a little too excited, I guess,” he tittered, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.
“Eh, we all do it,” Kaz smirked, for once without sarcasm.
Chase sighed, rising to his feet and extending a hand for Kaz to steady himself on, “Ready to get back? I’m sure people are already getting into trouble without us there.”
Kaz simpered, “Bold of you to assume I’m not trouble myself. Which, spoiler alert,” he dropped his voice an octave, “I am.”
Chase huffed out a laugh and shook his head. “Alright, Ferris Bueller, c’mon.”
Kaz’s jaw dropped as Chase helped him up, “You’ve seen Ferris Bueller’s Day Off?!”
Chase shot him a look like that was the most ridiculous question anyone had ever asked him. He extended the hand he wasn’t using to assist Kaz in a handshake, “Hi, I’m Chase Davenport, unfortunate younger brother of that dumbass Adam Davenport, I don’t think we’ve met.”
Kaz raised his brows, unamused, and shooed his hand away. Chase cackled, carefully leading Kaz out of the room.
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Friday evening rolled around at the pace of a crawl. Kaz’s ribs were slowly healing, but the dull pain that would occasionally spike up his side — even on the painkillers — was as annoying as ever.
Earlier, after the last class of the day, he’d agreed to join the Davenport siblings on their late night excursion to the nearby theater’s re-release of The Goonies. Adam had wanted to go for the treasure hunt, Leo for the weird face prosthetics, Bree to get out of the house and break curfew, and Kaz decided to join because he would do anything to avoid seeing Kevin a little longer.
And as expected, Chase was the only one who wanted to go for the plot and because it was, “an 80s masterpiece.”
No surprise there.
But, the movie ended at 10:30 pm, which was over an hour past the Davenports’ curfew. They’d invited Kaz over for a sleepover, Leo inviting him to stay in his bedroom with him, and Kaz had happily agreed.
But now it was nearing 11:00pm, and they had just arrived at the front patio.
“We’re gonna be in so much trouble with Mr. Davenport. We’re two hours past curfew, and lights are already off,” Chase stressed as he approached the door.
Bree stepped forward to interject her own opinion on the situation, “We are bionic teenagers who go on top secret missions. I’m pretty sure we can sneak past an out-of-shape, middle-aged man.”
“Alright, well, just to be safe, I’ll use my bionic vision to scan inside.”
Chase pressed two fingers to his temple, there was a light trilling sound before a beeping noise, and then Chase lowered them. “All clear. They must be asleep.”
“Good. But we’ve gotta be super quiet,” Leo glanced at Kaz, who nodded in affirmation.
Chase nodded his head with a smirk, “Sneakin’ in after curfew. This’ll totally boost my bad boy cred.” Kaz blinked at him with an “Are you serious?” face, “Tippy toes, people, tippy toes.”
Bree rolled her eyes, “Spoken like a true bad boy.”
Chase looped his arms under Kaz’s to act as a support structure which Kaz was eternally grateful for. Having to half-crouch as he “sneaked” inside the now-opened door was still quite painful for his ribs.
Once they were all inside and Leo had successfully shut the door with a surprising lack of noise, they deemed it safe enough to straighten their postures and relax a tad…
“BUSTED!”
“AHHHH!” They shrieked in unison as the lights burst to life and Davenport was suddenly emerging from the red lounge chair across the way from some sort of cape.
“HA!”
“I don’t get it! I scanned the room!”
“Mm-hmm, and I foiled you with my invisibility cloak. Again, I say: HA!”
Leo thinned his lips into a line, “Well, you got us…Good night!”
The five of them turned on their heels to scurry away again—
“Freeze! You are all grounded, three weeks. Kaz, I’m calling your mother in the morning. Does she even know you’re here?”
Kaz pursed his lips and rocked awkwardly on the balls of his feet, “No…”
“What I thought. You can stay here tonight because of how late it is, but you’re going home tomorrow. Got it?”
Kaz nodded, a bit sheepish.
“Look, you guys have no idea what it’s like raising teenagers.”
“He can’t ground me if he can’t see me!” Adam announced, all macho. He raced for the couch and grabbed a blanket, throwing it haphazardly over his head before racing for the door…And banging straight into it. “Aaahh!” He grunted. “I didn’t grab the invisibility cloak, did I?”
Oh, boy, Kaz thought. Tonight was going to be one long-ass night…
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The following morning was as uneventful as “being grounded for three weeks” sounded. Kaz didn’t know what his own punishment was, but if he knew anything about his mother, it was that she was brutal when it came to situations like this.
Or, as she liked to call them, “life lessons.”
“Ughh,” Kaz groaned as he entered the lab for the first time that morning, he and Leo walking in on Adam, Bree, and Chase playing some card game. “Being grounded sucks.”
Chase glanced up at him, “Kaz, you haven’t even been given a punishment yet.”
“Yeah, but I could feel it in the air this morning. It’s not gonna be good.”
Chase chuckled to himself and slapped down a card.
“I hate being grounded. Is the three weeks over yet?” Adam whined.
“It hasn’t even been a day,” Bree slouched forward on her stool.
“Guys! Guys! I did it! I finally did it!” Davenport came busting into the lab, seemingly forgetting all about how angry he was the night prior.
“Graduated to big boy shoes?” Leo feigned excitement.
“No. I have finally achieved something I have wanted my whole life. I won the Presidential Medal for Scientific Achievement!”
No one was anywhere near as impressed as he was.
“Mm. That’s great,” Chase pretended to act intrigued.
“Yeah, I think I got one of those for doing pull-ups in gym class.”
Mr. Davenport eyed Adam, “I don’t think so.”
“Oh, yeah, you’re right. It was push-ups.”
“This is the highest honor a scientist can receive. My picture’s gonna be plastered online and offline — if there’s a line, my face is gonna be on it.”
After the disgusted grimaces Kaz and Adam shot him, Chase decided it best to just roll with it, “What did you win it for?”
Mr. Davenport reached into his back pocket and extracted a small metal device with a large red ball on one end.
Kaz eyed it suspiciously, “The heck is that?”
“This is my Neural Scrambler. This thing is going to revolutionize the field of neurology.”
“Huh?”
“The brain,” Chase explained to a completely lost Adam.
“Ohh!”
“How does it work?” Leo asked.
“It can erase specified time increments of neural associations in the cerebral cortex.”
“Huh?”
“The brain!” Chase exclaimed exasperatedly.
“Ohh!”
“Basically, it helps doctors erase bad memories.”
“Oh, that’s cool,” Bree interrupted, “Does it erase all memories, or can it just zero in on… that?” She, too, grimaced, as she gestured to Adam and Chase.
“-Congrats, Donald!” Tasha hurried off the elevator and into the lab. “I got your text about the Presidential award! Gosh, this is so exciting. What a big break for us!”
Davenport nodded along in utter puzzlement, “‘Us’?”
“I was thinking I could interview you for my TV station. ‘Local Reporter Lands Presidential Award Winner,’ A Tasha Davenport Exclusive. This could be a really big break.”
“Well, it would be a really big break for you.”
Tasha’s face fell. Mr. Davenport hastily tried to fix his mistake. “I mean, it would really help your faltering career—”
Tasha’s jaw dropped.
“No, I mean you’d really get to cover something that finally matters—”
Tasha scoffed, hands on her hips.
“You know what? You have got yourself an interview.”
She was still not amused.
“And a new pair of shoes?”
Nope. Still nothing.
At that, he defeatedly dug into his pant's pocket.
“Just take my wallet. Just take that.”
With a snatch of the wallet from his hand, she marched off again, seemingly to depart on a major shopping spree.
As soon as she’d disappeared, Mr. Davenport turned back to the group, eyeing Kaz in particular.
“Well, I couldn’t reach your mother earlier, so I’m assuming she’s out at work. I don’t want to send you home alone because gosh knows what you’ll get into there. I’ll call again in a few hours. For now…You’re under the same rules as these four. Got it?”
Kaz nodded stiffly, face hot, “Yes, Mr. Davenport.”
“Good. And remember, I’ve got eyes everywhere. Eddy’s on alert,” he said with raised brows. A part of Kaz was expecting the snarky little robot demon to pop up and make some quip about it, but nothing of the sort happened.
With that, Davenport returned upstairs, leaving them alone once more.
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“Has it been three weeks yet?” Adam yawned again. This was the sixteenth time he’d asked that. And even Kaz was starting to get fed up with it.
They’d migrated to the kitchen area. Bree and Adam were staring off into space, Leo was eating an apple with the most bored expression Kaz had ever seen in his life, and he himself was busy swiveling around on one of those office spinny chairs.
“Stop!” Bree groaned, Adam having finally crossed the line into Bree’s “pissed off” territory, “I hate being grounded! I am missing Stella Jordan’s birthday party, and I so wanted to be there when she doesn’t get a car!”
“Wow, I’m so sorry you’re missing out on that,” Kaz deadpanned sarcastically, eyes fixed on the ceiling.
But before she could retort, Chase bounded into the kitchen. “Guys! I have an idea!” Instantaneously, all of them were out of their seats and gathered around Chase…who held that contraption. Yes, the one Mr. Davenport had just won the award for. “We can use the Neural Scrambler to erase twenty-four hours of Mr. Davenport’s memory.”
“Wait. Sneaking in past curfew, disobeying authority—” Bree questioned suspiciously, “Who are you and what have you done with Chase?”
“No, I see where he’s going with this—”
Kaz highly doubted Adam had any idea where he was going with this—
“Mr. Davenport will forget he bought groceries yesterday, he’ll go again today, and we’ll have double the food!”
Chase raised his brows, “Or…He’ll totally forget he grounded us.”
“We’ll see which one pans out.”
“Look, I think this is really risky,” Bree said, “If Davenport catches us we will be grounded for life.”
“But if he doesn’t, we’ll never get grounded again,” Chase argued and Kaz had to agree…Sounded pretty good to him.
“Hey, if this gets me out of him calling my mom, count me in.”
He and Chase high-fived.
“Plus…Double the groceries!”
“Wait, so we’re just gonna zap the guy?” Leo asked, still dubious about this whole plan.
“Don’t worry. It’s perfectly safe.”
“How do you know?”
“Bree, please. I’m the smartest guy in the world—”
“You have no idea, do you,” Kaz butted in.
“Nope. Just wanna get outta the house.”
Chase lifted the device, calibrating it to the 24-hour mark, then rushed over to where Mr. Davenport was sitting at his desk reading.
The four of them followed.
“Hey, there, whatcha readin’?” Chase hid the Scrambler behind his back.
Kaz raised his brows like there was no way this was gonna work.
He met Leo’s eyes…
Apparently, they had the same train of thought.
“Oh, um, I’m almost finished with this biography on the guy who was born I guess the cousin of the queen of Spain—”
“Fascinating,” and then Chase was whipping out the Scrambler and zapping him.
There was a big, flashy blue light, then a pause. Davenport glanced around like he’d lost every sane bone in his body, then said, “That’s weird. Just lost my train of thought.”
Bree jumped in for the save, “Oh, um, I—I…just asked you if I could go to Stella Jordan’s birthday party.”
Davenport spurted out a laugh. “Of course you can.”
“Yes, it worked!” Leo exclaimed.
“What worked?”
…And of course, Adam just had to ruin it…
“We just zapped your brain with your thing and erased your memory!”
“Erased my memory?! Have you guys been messing with my Neural Scrambler?
“No…!” Bree snatched the Scrambler off where Chase had left it on the desk, “Set to sixty seconds…”
“That thing is not a toy. You guys are grounded for—”
She zapped him again.
Davenport blinked and Kaz had to laugh.
“That’s weird. Lost my train of thought.”
Leo cleared his throat, “Hey, can Kaz, Chase, and I go to the movies?”
“Of course you can.”
Adam grabbed the zapper, wanting to join in the fun. “Hey, I wanna try this—”
“Try what?” Davenport furrowed his brows, confused.
“Mmm, hummus!” Adam proceeded to revoltingly swipe his fingers through the tray of hummus, shoveling it into his mouth.
Kaz smirked. Ah…That was so something he would do.
“Adam, don’t eat that! Now, no one can eat…!”
Adam zapped him a third time.
“Ooh, hummus!” Davenport plucked up a carrot, dragged it through the hummus, and stuffed it into his mouth.
Chase simpered, “And just like that, we’re free!”
“Later, Big ‘D’, we’re going to the movies.”
“Okay, be back by nine,” Davenport called out as they fled the scene for the front door.
“Yeah, nine. Right.”
“Ooh! I’ve always wanted to read this! Page one, let’s do this,” Kaz heard him blurt out from behind them, and the trio of them just had to cackle.
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“God, that movie was so bad,” Kaz groaned as the three of them entered the house later that afternoon.
“I know, right? Like, who thought it was a good idea to use a shark sent by the Devil as a metaphor for climate change?” Chase scoffed, entering the kitchen and pouring himself a glass of lemonade.
“To be fair,” Leo started, “Companies green-light this type of shit all the time.”
Kaz shot him a bored expression, “Not an excuse, bud. I mean, seriously, what has happened to the movie industry? You used to go and get decent type shit like mafia and superheroes, and now we get gross love stories and ghost sharks sent down from God to ‘rid the world of evil oil barons.’”
“Hey, how ‘bout Chase write one,” Leo grinned at the bionic hero.
Kaz played along teasingly, “Yeah, I mean, you are the smartest guy in the world…At least you claim to be.”
Chase shot him a fake smile. “Ha ha. Very funny. Can you recite the entire first 300,000 digits of pi?”
Kaz pursed his lips and went quiet.
Chase quirked his lips, “That’s what I thought.”
Kaz rolled his eyes, about to retaliate, when Leo burst their little bubble, “Well, as fun as it is watching you two bicker about nothing, I’mma go find Big ‘D’. Gotta get him to sign this damn progress report,” he snatched a piece of paper off the edge of the counter with an exaggerated eye roll. “Later, losers.”
Kaz and Chase watched him go.
As soon as he was gone, they turned to each other and burst into a fit of laughter.
“He’s hopeless,” Chase chuckled, downing the rest of his lemonade and rinsing it in the sink before placing it in the dishwasher.
“Eh, I can’t really say much. I’m practically known for being terrible at school.”
Chase’s eyes narrowed, suspicious. “What’s the highest grade you’ve received?”
“On anything?” Chase nodded. “Uhhh…” Kaz paused, racking his brain for the answer, thumbing through his memories to try and remember. “I think…” he pressed his lips in a thin line, thinking hard. “I think maybe a B?”
Chase blinked, jaw dropping slightly. “Just a B? Not a B-plus, or anything?”
Kaz rolled his eyes but dropped his gaze to fiddle with the hem of his t-shirt, suddenly feeling very subconscious. His face heated and he mumbled out a, “Well, not all of us can have bionic smarty chips jammed into our necks.”
Chase instantly shut his mouth once more, realizing his mistake. His voice lowered to something more apologetic. “...Sorry. I didn’t mean it as an insult.”
Kaz lifted his brows, slightly agitated at Chase’s ignorance. “Yeah. Well.”
Chase sighed, hesitated, then stepped closer.
Kaz snapped his head up, a bit startled by the abrupt approach. “Seriously. I am sorry. I didn’t mean it in that way.”
Chase bowed his head — a bit sheepishly — then met Kaz’s expectant stare again. “I actually think you’re quite smart. Just maybe not in the way you’re thinking of.”
He shot Kaz an assuring smile. It took a moment, but eventually, Kaz returned it, a warmer glint in his eye.
Something about those words did things to Kaz…
Things he didn’t quite understand and things he perhaps didn’t want to understand, out of fear of what they might mean.
With a clearing of his throat, he took a step back (because God knew what would start happening to him if they remained that close) and glanced off to the side, smirking when his eyes landed on the TV remote.
“Wanna play Mortal Kombat and beat Davenport’s high score?”
“Oh, he’s gonna absolutely kill us,” Chase laughed.
Kaz grinned wickedly, “Exactly.”
Chase matched his grimace, “Oh, hell yeah. Let’s do it.”
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Thirty minutes later, Kaz and Chase had easily succeeded in their goal.
By this point, Bree had returned from Stella’s party, Adam from…Wherever the hell he’d gone…And Leo…
Actually, Kaz had no idea where Leo was.
After disappearing with his progress report, no one had seen him since.
But they couldn’t care less. Adam and Bree just pulled out their phones.
“Nonononononono!”
“Oh, yes yes yes,” Chase grinned, all malicious.
“Nooo!” Kaz shrieked as Chase delivered a devastating final blow, effectively defeating Kaz’s character. “Frick you!”
“And that, my friends, is how you do it,” Chase said cockily, doing a little bow.
Kaz chucked the controller to the cushion beside him, crossing his arms with a pout.
But he couldn’t even respond before Leo burst into the room like he’d just witnessed the entirety of his life flash before his eyes.
“-Guys! Uh, guys, we have a problem!”
“What is it?” Bree looked up from her phone.
“-ROCKET CHAIR!”
And suddenly, there was a middle-aged man blasting through the room on a chair powered by two massive…things.
Kaz didn’t know what to call them.
And while the five of them looked on in horror…
Mr. Davenport was having the freaking time of his life.
Kaz’s face pointed at Leo, who looked more petrified than any of the rest of them, and all Kaz said was, “And to think I was going to get grounded and sent home and miss out on all of this fun,” a toothy smile blossomed across his face.
He couldn’t be more amused by the situation, personally.
“So, what’s the problem?” Adam shrugged as unvexed as ever.
Chase rolled his eyes with a haughty sigh. “Oh, I don’t know, Adam, maybe the fact that Leo ‘Leo’d’ this up!”
“Hey!”
Bree stood up, walking over to Leo with a dubious head nod. “Leo, what’s going on?”
“You know that neural thing we were all playing with?” Oh boy, Kaz chuckled, arms crossing over his chest.
“Can’t wait to hear this one,” he simpered.
“Yes,” Chase spoke, clearly as concerned as he was agitated.
“I tried to erase 24 hours and accidentally erased 24 years, he’s fifteen!”
“WHOO!” Davenport said as he finally lifted himself from where he was spinning wildly in the rocket seat or whatever you called it. “This place is sick! And now I’m gonna be sick!” He gagged, rushing over to the nearest planter and vomiting into it.
Kaz cringed with an “ooh.”
To the four of them, Leo said, “I don’t know why they gave him that Presidential Medal. This thing is fault-y!” Leo dropped the Scrambler to the sofa.
“The device is fine. You’re the problem! Like I said, you 'Leo’ed' this up!”
“Hey, don’t you turn my name into a verb!”
Davenport clambered to where they were huddled, “Okay. Who are you people, and how did I get here?”
Chase jumped right in, “Look, I know this is a lot for you to take in, but your brain lost 24 years of its memory because of a device you created.”
Davenport’s mouth dropped open, “Whoa…!” He noticed Chase’s phone on the coffee table. He snatched it. “What’s that?”
“That’s my phone.”
“Whoa…” he flipped it over in his palms a few times, then stepped to the side to continue fiddling with it.
“What are we going to do? Mr. Davenport is the only person who knows how the Neural Scrambler works!”
“Guys, relax. Mr. Davenport can help us.”
Kaz blinked at Adam’s nonchalant comment quizzically. “How?”
“Easy. We just have to wait 24 years,” he explained like it was the most obvious thing in the universe.
Bree threw her head back and groaned. “Okay, look, we need to figure out how to get our father back.”
“Yeah…” Kaz trailed off, “Considering how he doesn’t even know what a phone is, I don’t think he’s in the running for…” he blinked at the bumbling fifteen-year-old idiot pressing random buttons on the phone screen over in the corner, “...Anything.”
Just as the words came out, though, that “bumbling idiot” returned to the scene, extending Chase’s phone to him as his ringtone played.
“I think you got a phone call,” he said innocently.
And no, Kaz did absolutely not trust him.
Chase grabbed it from him, lifting it to his ear and pressing the “answer call” button…
Only to be freaking zapped to all holy hell, spasming in place.
Kaz giggled in amusement.
Maybe this dude wasn’t so bad, he thought wickedly as he stole a glance over at Davenport, who was cackling.
“Burn! I’m a total tech whiz! I took that thing apart and rewired it and turned it into a zapper!”
“That’s not funny! Turn it back!” Chase huffed, thrusting it out in front of him.
Davenport’s face fell solemn, “I’m sorry. Just push ‘3’ and it’ll turn back into a regular phone.”
Chase did so…And got zapped again.
Kaz couldn’t help himself. He guffawed along with the others. Chase, however, looked more furious than Kaz had ever seen him.
“Double burn! This one, not too bright,” he pointed before heading for the kitchen of all places like he’d been offered to move in.
“Man,” Adam interjected, “I like him much better this way. Can we keep him?” He gasped excitedly at the prospect.
“I second that!” Kaz shot his hand up. He was more than happy to have a fifteen-year-old Davenport as long as it meant more pranks. He smirked at the thought. "What? I love dogs," he shrugged nonchalantly.
“Guys, but he’s not a dog,” Chase countered. Though, Adam didn’t seem to care.
Then, from over in the kitchen—
“Ooh! Peanut butter,” Davenport exclaimed before proceeding to eat it straight out of the container with his mouth.
“He’s pretty much a dog,” Adam beamed.
“We still can’t keep him like this!”
“Yeah,” Leo chimed in, “When my mom finds out she’s married to an idiotic teenager—” he stopped himself there, thought about it for a moment, then furrowed his brows, “Okay, maybe she’s prepared for that.”
“Hey, guys!” Tasha walked in just then because of course she did.
Oh, this was gonna be a doozy, Kaz sighed to himself.
“Kaz! You’re still here.”
“Hi, Mrs. Davenport,” he smiled as innocently as his face could allow.
“Please, honey, I told you, call me ‘Tasha’.”
“Sorry…” Kaz paused, then added, “Tasha,” he cringed a little, but decided to try not and think too hard on it.
Which would be easy considering he tended to not think hard on most things.
“Hey, who’s that? You’re grandma?”
They rushed over to shush Davenport before he said anything that could destroy their marriage entirely.
“What’s going on?” Tasha asked questioningly.
“Nothing much, Nana, what’s up with you?” Davenport continued on in his path of destruction.
Bree and Leo rushed back over to her for damage control.
“What did you say, Donald?”
“You know me? Who are you?”
Bree and Leo released exaggerated chuckles.
“He’s…kidding,” Bree explained, as awkward as Kaz had ever seen her. “We’re playing a game, and it’s called, uh… ‘Who Are You’? And what I would like to know is…Who are you?” She touched a hand to her shoulder.
“Yeah, Mom…Who are you?” Leo played along, his eyes begging her to buy into it.
She gave them a look that said everything they needed to know about how unamused she was. “A person with no patience for stupid games.”
“Sarcasm. Let’s add that to her list! Am I right?”
Leo and Bree burst out into forceful overblown laughter, knocking each other with their elbows. Thank gosh the rest of them caught on and stiffly joined in.
As everyone else was distracted by the horrendous joke Leo had just made, Chase turned to Adam and Kaz and whisper-shouted, “Quick! Get him out of here before we get busted!”
“What? Well, where do you expect us to take him?” Kaz whisper-shouted right back.
“I don’t know! Just take him for a walk!”
Adam sputtered, “Oh, he’s totally a dog!”
Kaz rolled his eyes and grabbed Davenport by the shoulders, “Just come on, Adam!”
With that, they led him out of the scene of the crime.
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Some time later, Kaz had had no idea how they’d gotten to this point.
The lab was a mess, various power tools scattered across the cyber desk, random mechanical parts and stray wires covering the vast majority of its surface.
Currently, he was drilling into some sheet of metal because it was fun and looked cool. He wasn’t sure what used-to-be Davenport Industries device he was destroying, but he honestly didn’t really care because he liked destroying things almost as much as he liked food.
“Hey, bro, look at this,” he held up the flimsy sheet of metal he’d just drilled a buffalo-wing pattern into. He smirked boastfully.
“Whoa-oah!” Adam responded impressively, “Wanna see what I made?”
Kaz grinned as Adam held up his own sheet…
And his immediate reaction of excitement instantly turned into one of what the fuck was that when Adam revealed his masterpiece…
Some very poorly drill-drawn—
“Is that a pile of poop?”
Adam beamed, “Yeah! It’s Chase!”
Kaz nodded slowly, eyebrows raising as his response sank in.
Interesting.
At that moment, the other three walked in…
And took in the scene around them.
“Guys, what are you doing?!” Chase stepped over to Mr. Davenport, who was currently using a metal cutter to saw off half of some large titanium instrument. “You’re ruining your million-dollar technology!”
“If by ‘ruining’ you mean ‘making awe-some’!”
“Yeah, unlike the other Davenport this one invents cool stuff,” Adam butted in to be of absolutely no help.
“Yeah, huh, check this out!” Davenport dashed over to their newly-invented kebab machine. Kaz had wanted to make it a wing maker, but they shot him down.
“I took this useless thingy—” he started, but was cut off by Chase.
“Useless? That’s an oxygen vacuum fire hose. It was going to revolutionize firefighting.”
“Well, now it’s going to revolutionize grilled meat.”
“Kebab me, teen ‘D’!” Adam stuck out a kebab stick as everyone's eyes watched in awe as the kebab machine worked its magic, spitting out perfectly grilled pieces of chicken onto the metal stick.
“See? I finally get science. This is saving lives!”
“So is this!” Davenport clicked the button for the wedgie machine. Kaz watched as it hooked into Chase’s underwear and lifted him five feet off the ground.
Okay, maybe this had gotten a bit too out of hand…
“Woah! Hey! Aaahhh!”
Adam and Davenport were just too amused with themselves, though.
“Why create an artificial arm when you can create a real-life wedgie machine?” Davenport said, turning to Adam to high-five him.
“Science!”
“Science!” Davenport agreed.
…And then Bree clocked what they’d put in the capsules…
“Uh, what’s in our capsules?”
“Capsules? You mean gigantic smoothie makers!”
“I finally get to use my gigantic straw!”
Walking over to grab said item, Adam stuck it through the top of Chase’s and sucked the entire thing in the span of five seconds.
“Hello? Can someone please get me down from here?!”
Right. Chase.
“Yeah—” Kaz started, lurching for the controls, but Davenport beat him to it.
“Sorry. Just press that little button on the back.”
Kaz’s eyes widened, knowing all too well what that would do, and things were already getting out of hand.
“No…Wait, don’t press that—!”
Too late. Chase had pressed it, entire body going rigid as he was zapped for the third time. Kaz screwed his eyes shut. Crap.
“-Button…” he finished, groaning. “Okay, seriously, can we get him down?”
“Yes, thank you, Kaz—”
“But it’s so much fun,” Davenport whined.
Kaz headed over and helped unhook Chase from the machine.
When the bionic teen landed on his feet beside him, he breathed out in relief, “Thank you.”
Kaz patted him sympathetically on the shoulder. “Sorry, bud.”
Unfortunately for everyone else, it was at that exact moment when — again — Tasha decided to walk in.
And she was not pleased.
As her eyes roved over the scene, Kaz could literally see all ounces of sanity drain from her body.
“What is going on?” She demanded more than asked. “Donald, why aren’t you dressed for your interview? We go live at five.”
“Live at five? Live at five?!” He shouted, then broke into an easy smile, “Dude, that totally rhymes.”
“Wait, the interview’s today?” Bree sounded horrified. And to be honest…Everyone else was, too.
Well, except for maybe Adam. Kaz was sure he’d love to see Davenport continue on with his antics.
“Yeah! I was hoping for national coverage but get this…We’re going worldwide! A rep from the White House is flying out to present you with the medal during the interview. We go live one hour from now.”
Her giddiness was only matched by Adam’s horrified gasp as he checked the time on his phone, “That’s one hour from now!”
“It’s gonna be the highlight of my career,” Tasha practically broke down in tears on-site.
Leaning his head toward Kaz’s ear, Leo muttered, “It’s definitely gonna go viral.”
“I’m gonna be on TV?! Sweet! Kebab me!” Adam obeyed Davenport’s instructions and pressed the button, meat flying out of what used to be the fire hose…Only for the pieces to miss Davenport’s awaiting mouth every time and hit Tasha in the side of the face instead.
“Science!”
“Science!”
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“This is so exciting. You flew all the way from the White House to present this award!”
The impassive representative shot Tasha back an, “Yes, who would want to be with the most powerful man in the world when they can be… here,” she finished with a shudder.
Kaz groaned and turned back to the other four. Leo and Adam were trying to mediate the wrath of Teen Davenport while Bree was looking exactly how Kaz was feeling: that she wanted to be anywhere but here. “Guys, where the heck is Chase? What the hell could he be doing down there?”
“How could we know? You know him, he pretends like he knows everything, pushes us out so he can ‘deal with it’, then comes up with some plan five minutes later that nearly gets us all killed.” Bree rolled her eyes for emphasis before adding on, “Meaning, he’ll be up in—”
“Guys, guys! I figured out how to get his memories back! See, if we recalibrate the aperture—” Chase explained on cue, only for Bree to do what she did best and interrupt him—
“Blah blah blah! You’re smart! Just do it!”
With an offended jaw drop, Chase lifted the Scrambler and zapped Davenport.
Kaz blinked. “Well…did it work?”
Chase shrugged and Leo stepped forward deliberately. “Are you still 15 years old?”
“No…” Davenport spoke, but Kaz’s eyes narrowed. Something about it was off. Distant…Like Davenport didn’t quite understand what he was being asked…
“Guys, I don’t know if—”
“Shh!” Leo exclaimed, hushing Kaz’s concerns, “It worked—!”
And then Davenport — or whoever the hell he was — lifted four spread fingers in front of his face and in the babiest of baby voices, practically a squeak, he said: “I’m this many,” and then waved his hand about in all their faces.
Kaz shot Chase a deadpan look, “Great. Now we have a four-year-old to deal with—”
“Four and a half!” Baby Davenport shrieked insistently in retaliation. Kaz’s hands flew up in defense.
“Okay, to be fair…” Chase started, head nodding as if he was lamely racking his brain for a plausible excuse…But it never came. Kaz raised his brows expectantly, only for Chase to purse his lips. Nope. He had nothing.
“Great going, Chasey,” Kaz said, him and Adam slow-clapping. Chase shot him an unamused glare before turning back to the issue at hand.
“Cool! We have a new little brother!” Adam beamed in complete amusement. Clearly, none of this was fazing him whatsoever.
“Toys! It’s toys,” Baby Davenport spun in the bar stool and grabbed the nearest piece of gigantic plastic fruit, “Apple,” he pronounced through baby-talk before attempting to eat it.
Leo rounded on Chase with a furious glare, latching onto his shoulders and shaking him, “Fix this, nerd! Fix it!”
“Man! I totally ‘Leo’ed’ this up!”
Leo’s mouth hung agape in complete offense. Chase stalked back to Baby Davenport, but didn’t even manage to reach him before Tasha’s voice was cutting through the air and Kaz’s eyes widened to the size of golfballs when he realized precisely what was about to happen—
“We’re live in five…four…three…”
“Get him up there,” Chase whisper-shouted through gritted teeth. “Kaz! Whaddya doin’? Help!”
Kaz snapped from his trance of terrified shock and grabbed Davenport’s shoulders as he shoved him in front of the camera.
“Three…two…” she plastered on her widest of wide smiles just as Davenport crashed to the seat beside her…only to immediately stand himself up again to announce:
“I have to pee—” Kaz lurched his arms in to push him back down.
This time he stayed there, at least for the moment.
“Good evening, I’m Tasha Davenport—”
Baby Davenport gasped, “That’s my name!” Kaz cringed, face contorted in a grimace, biting on one of his knuckles as Davenport’s arms flailed about the couch uncontrollably.
Tasha did her best to ignore his comment and just kept going. “Welcome to an exclusive interview with Mr. Donald Davenport, winner of the Presidential Medal for Scientific Achievement—”
“I also won a tee-ball trophy with a guy on it who goes like this,” the five of them watched on in horror as Davenport stood up bent down into a batter’s position, then stuck his butt out with extra emphasis. Kaz face-palmed himself, Chase crossing his arms and averting his gaze to the ceiling like he was praying to the gods.
Tasha awkwardly chuckled, pulling him back into his seat, “Right. We’ll get to your childhood shortly. Now what most people would like to know is—Um—”
Oh, Jesus Christ, Kaz internally groaned as Baby Davenport was now sucking his lips rather audibly in front of the camera… Directly in front of it. As in, he'd practically crawled across the room to stick his face right in front of the lens.
“Is he all right, or do I need to scramble a couple of fighter jets?” The representative commented from the side.
Kaz looked at Chase, “Dude, you have to do something.”
“What? Why me? I’ve already tried!”
“Well, try again. Clearly, it didn’t work last time so—”
“He’s in the middle of an interview!”
“Yeah, an interview he is going to blow even more than he already has if you don’t do something,” Kaz spoke irritatedly, needing Chase to just freaking listen for once and stop being so stubborn.
“Okay, okay! Just—figure out how to get him away from… that,” he gestured to the general area of disaster happening a few feet away.
Lucky for them, they didn’t have to work too hard. By the five-minute mark of the interview, Baby Davenport had successfully managed to destroy one of the cameras with little to no effort.
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“Am I in a spaceship? Are those space bathrooms?” Was the first thing out of Baby Davenport’s mouth when they exited through the doors of the elevator into the lab.
Adam raised his brows, “Sometimes.”
“Oh, Jesus,” Kaz sighed, crossing his arms as he followed Chase over to where the Scrambler lay on the cyber desk.
“Got anything?”
“Nope. And considering my track record of this thing…” their gazes trailed to where Baby Davenport was now fighting with Leo over possession of his superhero figurines. “He might be like this for a while…”
“Fantastic,” Kaz delivered with a straight face.
“Okay, would you like to try, smart-aleck?”
“Mm, no thanks,” he smiled fakely.
“What is going on?!” Tasha paraded into the lab, hands clenched to fists at her sides, hair a mess, and face rigid with fury. “I want answers and do not lie to me, I’ll know. Leo!”
“She’ll know!” Leo echoed now from between Chase and Bree’s capsules where he was attempting to wrestle the figurines from Baby Davenport’s grasp.
With a haughty exhale, Chase fiddled with the Scrambler a moment before stepping forward toward Tasha. “Okay. The Neural Scrambler erased 33 years of Mr. Davenport’s memory. However, I think I can get it all back.”
“You think?” Tasha squawked, nostrils flared. “That White House rep is waking out of here with that medal if we don’t get it together— Not to mention I am blowing the biggest interview of my career! Fix Donald! Leo!”
Chasing after Baby Davenport who darted behind Bree, Chase, and himself, Leo shouted back, “Fix Donald!”
Turning on-heel, Tasha marched right back out of the lab. Probably to see if she could salvage any part of the train wreck they’d left upstairs.
“I got it,” Chase announced as soon as she was out of sight. “I reverse the Neural Scrambler by taking it apart and repurposing it, just the same way that Mr. Davenport did with his inventions. Which means you’ll all get to sit down tonight, ‘cause I just saved your butts!”
“Okay, how ‘bout instead of bragging about your amazing, out-of-this-world brain that only seems to work half the time, you stop blabbing and just do it,” Kaz quipped loudly.
"I'm with Kaz," Bree piped up from the sidelines.
Chase shot him an unimpressed look as Kaz raised his brows. “I’m getting there, I’m getting there, jeez.”
“JUST DO IT!” Leo screamed from where he was trying to pull Baby Davenport out of the metal basin his entire top half was currently stuck down.
“Echo! Echo, echo, echo! This is my new fort!”
Kaz and Leo yanked him — just barely. “Alright, just freaking hold him down!” Kaz said as if that would do anything.
Without another word, they spun him around and Chase zapped him.
Davenport blinked. “That’s weird. I just lost my train of thought.”
With bated breath, Chase asked, “How old are you?”
Davenport’s stoic expression morphed into one of anger, his lips pressing into a thin line, “Old enough to know that you numskulls have ‘Leo’ed’ up my lab!”
“Okay, that stops now!” Leo shouted, stamping his foot and putting his finger down.
“Hey,” Bree started, “We didn’t make any of this mess, that was all you.”
Kaz shrugged, “Well, technically it was Baby Davenport—”
“Well, technically, it was Teen Davenport,” Chase corrected.
Mr. Davenport blinked as if trying to process all of this but failing miserably. “Baby?! Teen?! Have you guys been messing with my Neural Scrambler?”
“Kaz pursed his lips, “No…”
But Leo clearly had a different approach, “Yes. Yes, we have. But, uh, in the end, Big ‘D’,” he slung an arm around Davenport's shoulders with an innocent sigh, “I think we all learned a very valuable lesson…You were right. It is not easy raising teenagers...Are we good?”
“No! You are grounded, for-ever!”
Adam leaned in toward them with a smirk, “I got this.”
Kaz rolled his eyes in time with Chase, both of them undoubtedly thinking the same thing.
Adam absolutely did not get this.
“Mr. Davenport,” he walked over and grabbed the Scrambler out of his hands, “Would you say you got angry about 30 seconds ago?”
“Oh, give me that!”
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The debacle in the basement ended and the six headed back upstairs where Davenport concluded his interview, apologizing profusely for the havoc. Somehow he’d managed to win over the rep in the last two minutes and she handed over the medal, albeit with a disgraced scowlish-sneer on her face. But, hey! He got the medal, so that at least was something.
As Davenport and Tasha said their goodbyes to the rep, Kaz joined the group in the kitchen.
“Well, this has certainly been something.”
“No kidding,” Chase groaned.
“I can’t believe all of this ended with us getting grounded for even longer,” Bree whined with a pout.
“Well, look at it this way, at least we all know who to listen to now... Me,” Chase scoffed, “I can’t believe you managed to talk me into this mess.”
Leo glared at Chase, to which Bree responded, “Chase, you were the one who talked us into it.”
Chase waved her off, “We’re not playing the Blame Game, Bree,” he snapped back.
“Hey, at least you’re grounded together. I have to deal with no video games or social interaction for three weeks,” Kaz grimaced.
Chase rested a hand on his shoulder in mock sympathy. “Aw, that sucks for you. It really does.”
“Yeah, that’s what you get for hanging out with us. Sorry not sorry, bud,” Leo sent an apathetic smile his way.
Kaz rolled his eyes and gave Chase a playful shove in the shoulder, “Oh, frick all of you.”
The four siblings cackled before dispersing in separate directions. Leo and Adam to the fridge, Bree to the lounge chair with a magazine, and Chase…
Well, Chase hung back with Kaz and took a slight step closer.
“For what it’s worth, and despite their teasing, we enjoyed having you around.”
Kaz nodded, not sure if he should believe him or not. “Thanks,” he replied, a tad uncertain.
“No, I’m serious. Adam, Bree, and I, you know, grew up without really any friends. And no one at school wants to talk to the ‘weirdo transfer students’ so…Despite what they say to your face, I know they appreciate you. I mean, I know I do.”
Kaz’s breath caught in his throat. Was Chase...What was he trying to say?
“Yeah?”
Chase nodded with a grin. “Obviously.”
A moment passed where all that seemed to exist was the little space between them and the oxygen entering their lungs.
With a clearing of his throat, Chase broke eye contact and diverted it to Kaz’s torso. “How’s the, uh—” another deliberate cough, “How’re your ribs?”
“They’re okay. Honestly, I, uh, kinda forgot about them when Adam started carving you as poop scrap.”
Chase blinked. “...I’m sorry, he did what?”
Kaz laughed. “Right. You don’t know. Yeah, um, we were playing around with Teen Davenport in the lab—”
“When you destroyed the oxygen vacuum firehouse?”
“Yep, you know it,” he simpered with another pause, “Anyway, I drilled a blotched image of a buffalo wing—”
“‘Botched’—”
Kaz ignored his correction, “And he, um…” he stuttered out a cackle as the bizarre words left his mouth, “He drilled you into a piece of scrapnall—”
“‘Shrapnel,’ Kaz —”
“As a piece of poop,” Kaz couldn’t hold back his fit of laughter as it burst from behind his closed fist from where he was trying his best to hold back.
Chase’s eyebrows raised, his arms crossed, and his expression shifted to one of utter unamusement. “Oh, you think this is funny, do you?”
It was Kaz’s turn to hack nervously into his hand. “No, no, definitely not,” his face sobered.
Chase’s face remained solemn, beginning to scare Kaz a bit into thinking he had seriously pissed him off…
Only for a moment later for Chase’s face to light up in a broad grin. “I’m just messing with you, Kazzy,” he giggled, reaching up to ruffle a hand through Kaz's already unholy-mess-of-a-rat’s-nest hair. Chase seemed to get lost in his own thoughts for a brief second or two as he announced, “Damn, your hair is really freaking soft. How often do you wash it?”
Kaz’s face heated, but he hid it behind his sassy comeback, “What, do you not wash yours?”
Chase rolled his eyes and removed his hand from Kaz, “See? I told you. You’re definitely a smart-aleck.”
“Well, you are the smartest person in the world.”
Chase clicked his tongue and shot him a round of finger guns, “You know it.”
“Pew-pew!” Kaz raised his own in retaliation, “You’re a dead man, now!”
“Oh, really? You wanna test that theory?”
“Theory? Sweetheart, it’s freaking reality.”
“Oh, yeah? Yeah? You wanna go?” Chase lunged forward and stuck his hands beneath Kaz’s armpits, tickling him violently.
Kaz broke out into fits of laughter as the bionic boy giggled.
“Chase! Chase, stop!” He laughed. But as Chase moved his hands downward, seemingly forgetting about his injuries, Kaz’s face instantly fell solemn as he winced, “Ah! Chase, wait, seriously stop!” But Chase hadn’t caught on yet. “Ow! Chase, wait, ow—”
Realizing what he’d done, Chase yanked his hands away with an empathetic showcase of worry across his features. “Shit, Kaz, I’m sorry, I didn’t—”
“It’s okay. Really, just—...Maybe next week, instead.”
Chase beamed.
“Yeah. Next week.”
Notes:
Y'all, this is literally my FAVORITE episode of "Lab Rats" so I was super excited to write it! It's also, like, insanely long, so sorry about that :) just couldn't help myself!
Anyways, enjoy!
Chapter 17: S02, EP17: "Avalanche!"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Morning peeked out from behind Kaz’s blinds. The sun was bright, its rays shining down like a beacon onto Kaz’s sleeping form. He’d had a great night. No nightmares, no weird dreams where Oliver scolded him for abandoning Mighty Med, and no accidentally setting fire to his covers, either! Like he said, all in all, great night.
…Until his phone buzzed.
And buzzed. And buzzed. And it kept buzzing until Kaz realized that someone wasn't texting him, they were calling.
When his eyes landed on the caller ID, his entire world dropped into the pit of his stomach.
Shit.
“Hey, babe.”
“Where the hell have you been? I’ve called you twenty-three times!”
Kaz’s torso recoiled subconsciously, an automatic shock of pain spiking up his upper abdomen.
“Uhhh…”
There was a scoff on the other end of the line, followed by an: “Of course. No answer. Per usual. You know, I’m really starting to wonder how much of a crap you give about me or our relationship, Kaz. I mean, honestly. It’s like I’m the last thing on your mind—”
Kaz couldn’t take it anymore. He blurted it out before he could stop himself:
“I’ll come over right now!”
What followed was silence. And Kaz didn’t know whether to call it uneasy or unnerving. Maybe both. Either way, it was uncomfortable. Though, maybe that was only on his end.
“What? Now you want to come over?”
Kaz’s face heated, and he felt guilty in every sense of the word as he thought carefully about the words he would utter next. He knew he shouldn’t be pushing himself in this way…But he couldn’t lose Liam. He didn’t know why he couldn’t…He just couldn’t.
“Yeah…” He shrugged despite Liam not being able to see him. “We could… do stuff. If you…want.”
Kaz could practically hear the slow blinks Liam was reeling with at his words. Then there was a chuckle followed by what Kaz knew was a smirk.
“Be over in ten. And I don’t want you wearing any underwear.”
With that, he hung up. Kaz’s phone fell to the mattress, its owner letting out a deep sigh. Kaz rolled onto his side to glance briefly at his clock, which read 8:13 AM. It wasn’t even 9:00 AM and Kaz was heading over to his boyfriend’s for sex.
God. Sometimes he hated his life.
He released another heavy exhale and padded toward his closet for a fresh change of day clothes and the abandonment of his undergarments.
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Kaz hadn’t even been standing there two seconds after he climbed up the trellis and onto the second floor landing outside his bedroom window when he was yanked inside and practically thrown onto the bed, a pair of lips nipping at his a short moment later.
“I can’t believe” *kiss* “you think this constitutes a practical apology,” *kiss.*
And all Kaz could think was, “‘Plausible’.”
Liam paused a moment, pulled back a few inches, and stared down at his boyfriend. Kaz hadn’t even registered what had spilled from his mouth until Liam was glaring at him slightly and pressing his crotch harder down against his. “What did you say?”
Kaz stumbled over his reply. “Uh—You said ‘practical’ but I think you meant—meant ‘plausible.’ A ‘plausible’ apology.”
Liam blinked at him with a frown.
Kaz shied his head away, wanting to end this moment more than anything. “Sorry.”
God, he shouldn’t have even said anything. Chase must be really getting in his head about this whole “grammar” thing.
At that thought, he screwed his eyes shut and cussed beneath his breath. God, he shouldn’t even be thinking about that name! Nothing good would come of it. He was with Liam. Literally underneath him…
His mind refocused as he felt the sudden intrusion of Liam’s finger inside of him. It…felt slicked…but not nearly enough. There was a moment he thought about saying something…
“Li—Liam…More…” he croaked solemnly.
…But all Liam did was smirk down at him and start moving faster…Mistaking Kaz’s words to mean more rhythm. Kaz cringed at the feeling, but his vocal cords weren’t working so he stayed silent.
Eventually, shirts and pants were removed somewhere in the process and Kaz felt more barren than ever.
And when the thrusts started, all Kaz could muster was the energy to lie there and take it.
God, he was pathetic. Sleeping with his boyfriend because, what, he didn’t want to risk losing him? Most of the time he was just yelled at. It didn’t even make sense to him. But here he was. Submitting himself again.
Kaz didn’t know how long it lasted. What felt like hours was in reality probably less than ten minutes, but the seconds started melding together ages ago, so nothing made sense anymore.
But finally, it was over.
Liam collapsed beside him, his weight dipping the mattress so far Kaz accidentally lolled half-onto Liam’s chest.
A flimsy arm smacked itself around his waist, holding him there in a death grip.
“I hope that makes it clear enough for you, Kaz,” his voice lowered two octaves in a growl, straight into his ear, “You’re mine.”
Kaz swallowed, then forced a smile and nodded. “I—I know. Um…I—I hope you know how much I…love you.”
Liam’s simper spread across his face like wildfire, a wicked hand coming up to rub across his v-line, near the sprinkling of his happy trail on his otherwise hairless stomach. “Trust me, I know, baby. You proved yourself,” he sighed happily as if everything wrong with this situation was precisely what turned Liam on the most. A nauseating feeling infected Kaz’s stomach as he was left there, locked in his boyfriend’s embrace, covered in drying sweat and come, and completely bare as Liam hogged the majority of the covers.
The snoring didn’t help either.
Like he said.
Pathetic.
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Kaz practically staggered into school the next day. Now, on top of the rib injury, he had this one, too. The soreness was definitely not helping.
He sometimes wished Liam would just go a tad softer with him.
But he knew that would only lead to an argument, so it was best he kept quiet.
Kaz was kinda hoping to make it through the day without anyone he knew noticing any of this…Unfortunately for him, Leo had other plans.
“‘Sup, Kaz! You okay? You’re walkin’ kinda funny.”
Kaz grinned fakely, “Yeah! Yeah, of course, I’m so okay. Just…hurt myself on the…mirror…this morning.”
Leo quirked a brow, “You’re limping because you hurt yourself…on a mirror?” Kaz nodded enthusiastically, “Okay, I am about as clumsy as you can get, and even I haven’t done anything close to banging myself into a mirror,” he cackled, head thrown back.
Kaz shrugged distantly, “Well, it was more of a slam than a bang…”
“Whatever it was…how did it even happen?” Leo rolled his eyes.
“Oh…I was…uh…” Leo shot him an expectant look and Kaz’s face began to heat, “Brushing my teeth, and, um…practicing my new…” he squinted, thinking as hard as his brain could, “...dance routine.”
“You dance?”
“Yeah, and apparently my sweeping high kicks decided to be a bit too on-point…”
Leo gagged. Kaz frowned. Leo raised an apologetic arm, “Sorry, force of habit.”
After an awkward beat, Kaz glanced around and for the first time realized the lack of everyone else surrounding them.
“Uhhh, where are Adam, Bree, and Chase?”
“Oh…Uh…They’re…Out.”
“‘Out’?”
With a quick side glance, Leo yanked Kaz by the sleeve and ducked them into the nearest supply closet…Which considering the stench of musk and rodent-flavored Ax-body spray, it was definitely the one Perry’s cousins stayed in when they crashed.
“Yeah, okay, obviously they’re not ‘out’, Kaz! They’re on a mission! But I couldn’t just say that out in the open where the likes of Principal Perry’s security cameras could see us!”
Kaz raised a brow, crossing his arms and staring dead-set into Leo’s. “Are you okay, bro? You seem a bit…tense.”
“Me? Tense? I am not tense. Why would I be tense? Do I look tense? This is my calm face! Brought to you by the enhancement of Baby Soft Skin Sealment,” he said with a dramatic flare of his hands.
Kaz cringed, “‘Sealment’? Ugh, no wonder your face looks glue-stained.” Leo’s jaw dropped open. Kaz was quick to jump in in an attempt to save himself, “I—I mean, youthful and full of life!”
Leo’s face deadpanned and Kaz sighed. “Okay, whatever. Point is, you look tense. You know you can tell me this kind of stuff, right? I mean, seriously, who the heck am I gonna tell?”
Leo blinked, then lowered his gaze to the floor…Or whatever you called this funky place.
“It’s not—…They’re not really on a mission…Well, they are, but…”
“Okay, no offense, Leo, but you are making zero sense right now.”
With a groan, Leo continued, “What I’m saying is that…Their original mission got called off because of a storm, but…”
“But…?” Kaz pressed, leaning so far forward he was practically pressing against Leo.
“But Chase — ever the stubborn know-it-all prick that he is — decided to go anyway.”
“Wait…Chase is on a mission alone? But isn’t that dangerous? What if he’s hurt—!”
“That’s exactly why Adam and Bree are out trying to find him…In Antarctica,” he added in as high-pitched a voice as his vocal cords would humanely allow.
“ANTARCTICA?!”
“SHHH!” Leo slapped a hand over his mouth. Kaz struggled through several muffled screams before finally deciding the best strategy was to lick his palm — which worked instantly.
“Chase is in ANTARCTICA by HIMSELF?! Are you INSANE?! Where the hell is Mr. Davenport in all this, too busy pestering people about how to adjust his chest hairs on his iron mold?!”
Leo pursed his lips, not responding and the answer being crystal clear.
Kaz groaned, “Okay, what the heck is going on here? I mean, why would he go alone? He’s smarter than that!”
“Is he?”
“Oh, shush, like you’re any better!”
“Oh, really? Coming from you?” Leo crossed his arms. Kaz stuck his tongue out at him.
“Okay, okay, we have to figure out a way to get him back before that storm hits…Jesus Christ, you guys are idiots.”
Leo plastered on a fake smile, “Again…Coming from you?”
“Just—Come on, please just take me to the lab so I can do some damage control. Or at least try to…”
“Wait, how do you know—”
“Mighty Med had a lot of shit happening…Trust me. They got desperate.”
Upon glancing over and seeing Leo’s completely bewildered expression…Only then did Kaz realize his mistake.
“I—I mean Mighty Med’s completely make-believe doctors in the comic book universe that I only ever read about and dreamed of doing damage control…in my dreams…” he chuckled, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.
“O—Kay?” He seemed to buy it enough, though, because not soon after he was forgetting all about that to inform Kaz of yet another disaster that had taken place. “But, um…Well, something else has happened. Well, about to happen.”
“Yes?”
“You know that girl I like? You know, the one with the voice as dreamy as the angels she was sent by? The one whose love is sweeter than ice cream and richer than strawberries when dipped in hot fudge? The girl who—”
“Alright, I get it. Janelle is your soulmate. Just shut up and tell me where tragedy struck this time.”
Placing his hands carefully on either one of Kaz’s shoulders, Leo spoke steadily. “She’s coming over to my house in twenty minutes, Chase is missing, Adam and Bree are gone, and I am losing my SHIT. Since I have to deal with Antarctica and make sure Chase doesn’t come back a frozen fish stick, you’re gonna have to entertain her until I can make it upstairs. Got it?”
“Um…No. You want me to entertain your crush? No way. She’s your problem, sorry bro.”
“Pleeeeeeeease? For meeee? I have tried so many times to bring her over and I always get interrupted by something. She’s starting to think I’m weird.”
“Trust me. She’s been thinking that for a long time.”
“Whatever. Just please? Do me this one favor?”
“I don’t know, Leo…”
“Would you rather be stuck in the lab listening to Big “D” go on and on about--
"Okay, okay, fine, I'll do it!" Kaz groaned. Leo grinned.
"Great! Let's go." And with that, he was hastily dragging Kaz through the doors of the school and out to the parking lot.
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“Wait a second…Was the entire reason for you coming to school in the first place just to recruit me into this little circle of chaos that is your failure of a dating life?”
“...Yeah, pretty much,” he shrugged, “That, and the chaos that is Chase Davenport, too. You don’t seem to mind much, though,” he grinned. “Something you wanna tell me, Kazzy?”
Despite the blush rapidly rising the height of his cheeks, Kaz shook his head violently — almost too violently — and covered his tracks by blurting out his next answer way too emphatically.
“What? No! I have a boyfriend, Leo.”
“Yes, an asshole who doesn’t let you see the light of day unless it’s in school or with him.”
Kaz’s face dropped and something in his chest sank. Leo quickly clocked his mistake and took a step toward him.
“Sorry. That was harsh. I just…I don’t like seeing you with someone like that. Someone who treats you like that. It’s…not right, Kaz. You know that, don’t you? You have to know that.”
“Pssh. Of course, I know that. I’m not as big of an idiot as everyone thinks, you know.” He sighed, “It’s just…It’s complicated, you know?”
“No. It’s really not. Break up with that bastard and find someone who actually gives a damn about you. See? Easy.”
Kaz shook his head, almost amused at Leo’s ease. “It’s not that easy, Leo. I’m sorry. I just…can’t. At least, not now…”
“Alright, so when?”
“I don’t know,” Kaz huffed.
The silence that followed seemed endless. Kaz knew Leo was only trying to be a good friend. All concerned and whatnot. But he just didn’t get it. No one did. What Liam was to him…it was far beyond a boyfriend. And he didn’t even really know himself how deep it went. All he knew was…It was more than what the word meant.
And Kaz didn’t know how to change that. It just was.
“Alright, we’ll deal with this later. Just…go upstairs and make sure Janelle is at least somewhat entertained. My mom’s making hot chocolate.”
Kaz groaned, “Okay, but why do I have to do this? Why can’t you?”
Leo deadpanned him, “Just go.”
With a pout and a haughty huff, Kaz made way for the elevator.
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Sometime later, Janelle arrived, bag in hand (or, you know, on back), and looking entirely confused as to why Kaz was opening the door and not Leo.
The explanation was as awkward and ungrounded as you could imagine.
“So…here’s the thing,” Kaz started with a nervous laugh, “Uh, Leo would come up, but he’s currently in the bathroom dealing with…stuff…”
Okay. Admittedly not his best. But it was too late now.
“Stuff? But he was the one who invited me over. Why not just text, like a normal person?”
“Because it’s quite…sudden. You know how his stomach is when it handles…” Kaz blinked, “Anything…”
She raised her brows and pursed her lips, even less amused than Kaz would have hoped for.
“Alright, so what I’m hearing is that this was all pointless, so I’m just gonna go,” she gestured with a thumb pointed at the door. Kaz’s eyes widened as his promise to Leo rang through his head, and he lunged for the door, slamming it shut.
“No!”
Janelle's face expanded to something now akin to bewilderment.
“Excuse me? Who even are you? Have we met?”
“Um, no, but I’m friends with Leo. Look, he asked me to apologize on his behalf and told me to instead of sending you home to entertain you myself,” he finished with a proud smile.
“Well, it’s not working. FYI.”
His face faltered, then dropped. He let out a sigh. “Okay, look. I know you don’t know me, but this is really important to Leo. And he’s one of my best friends and I promised him I’d do this. Even though he can’t be here, he really really wants you to know that he’s sorry. And I’m sure he’ll make it up to you. So, please? Just for a little bit?”
Honestly, Kaz wasn’t expecting much. He wouldn’t have bought it either, had he been in her shoes. And knowing what he did know about Janelle — as in the few interactions Leo had relayed to him — Janelle was a no-bullshit type of person. Kaz respected that, but it was precisely why he expected a rejection.
But to his utter shock, it was not what came from her mouth. With a rather irritated eye roll, she said, “Ugh, alright, fine. But this is only because he owes me one now.”
Kaz grinned. “Oh, absolutely. Trust me, I’ll make sure of it.”
“Yeah, yeah.” She set her bag down on the couch, glancing over the mugs of hot chocolate before picking one up and taking a sip. “You know, this isn’t half-bad for someone who — no offense — I didn’t think knew the difference between a spatula and a frying pan.”
“Oh, I don’t,” Kaz assured, “His mom made it.”
“That explains why it actually is half-decent.”
“Damn. Tough audience.”
“You have no idea,” she shot back, replacing the mug on the coffee table. “So, what did you want to do? Considering Leo’s MIA?”
Kaz shrugged. “No idea. We could watch something. Or…Go on a walk?”
“No thanks. No offense. Let’s just see what’s on.”
So they flipped…
And flipped…
And flipped.
Eventually, they gave up on that mission and decided to simply talk instead.
Well, Kaz decided to talk. A lot. As he usually did. And although Janelle may be quite passive-aggressive when she wanted to be, and was mildly annoyed at pretty much everyone pretty much all the time, she was a surprisingly good chat. Especially if they were talking about something she actually found interesting.
“Okay, so, I have to ask…Why the heck do you like Leo? I mean, don’t get me wrong, he’s great and I love him, but…Wasn’t he, like, mildly obsessed with you for a hot second?”
Janelle shrugged. “Yeah, but can you really blame him?” She smirked. “No, in all honesty, he was super annoying at first. I mean, he didn’t tend to shut up even if you told him to, he would come up and talk to me about the weirdest things, and I even caught him following me home from school oh-so-suspiciously once.”
“Case in point. So, again, why?”
Janelle went quiet for a moment, seemingly debating in her head carefully about what to actually respond with. After a second or two, she looked back at Kaz and shrugged again. “I mean, you’re not wrong. He is a bit…odd, in more ways than one…But I find that kind of endearing. In some weird way. Despite how loud and obnoxious he tends to be, he knows who he is and he’s kind. And I like that about him. He wants what’s best for people, and despite how annoyed he gets at his family, I can tell how much they mean to him. Especially his siblings. It’s…sweet.”
Kaz studied her closely, searching for any sign of uncertainty or insincerity. But he found none. If there was one thing he got out of this bizarre interaction Leo forced him to have with Janelle today, it was that despite what Leo might be scared of and despite how Janelle might sometimes come off…She really did like Leo for who he was. And that was all Kaz could ask for.
“How ‘bout you?”
Kaz snapped out of his thoughts. “What?”
“How ‘bout you? You have a boyfriend, right? Leon, or something?”
“Oh, Liam? Yeah, no, he’s—he’s great.”
Janelle’s eyes narrowed. Apparently, Kaz couldn’t even fool her.
“You don’t seem too sure of that. Everything okay?”
“What? Yeah, yeah, it’s fine! Why wouldn’t it be?”
“Um, because your voice just flew up like three octaves?”
Shit.
“Well, there’s nothing to worry about. Trust me. Liam’s great!”
“You know, just because you say it confidently does not mean it’s true.”
Damn Janelle’s stupid intelligence.
She sighed, “But fine, I won’t question it anymore…For now.”
It was at that moment, just as Kaz was opening his mouth to retaliate, that his phone rang.
“Hello?”
“Okay, so you know how I said to keep her entertained as long as possible?”
“Yeah…?”
“Yeah, well, now I need you to kick her out,” Leo breathed.
“What, why?”
“Because Douglas is in the basement. I repeat: DOUGLAS is in the BASEMENT!”
And with that, Leo hung up. Kaz’s eyes widened as he turned back to an expectant Janelle, clearly becoming more and more irritated the longer she was left in suspense. Kaz laughed uncomfortably and took a step toward her, placing an awkward hand on her shoulder.
“I am so sorry, Janelle, but you need to go.”
She blinked at him. “You’re serious? You’re kicking me out after the person I was supposed to hang out with ditched me?”
“Okay, it sounds way worse than it is…”
Her stare turned deadly as her arms crossed over her chest.
“Okay, yeah, no, it’s as bad as it sounds. Hey, if it makes you feel any better this was all Leo’s idea.”
“Leo’s kicking me out?”
Okay, maybe that was the wrong way to go about things…
“No! I mean, yes, but it’s not like that! I’m sure he’ll explain everything at school tomorrow.”
“Right,” she stated, as disbelieving as one could muster. With a roll of her eyes, she snatched her bag and marched for the door, muttering an “Unbelievable” beneath her breath and slammed it behind her.
Kaz had to admit, he did feel bad. Janelle definitely didn’t deserve this type of treatment, but there was nothing he could do. Leo wanted her gone, so she needed to be gone. Though Kaz understood that Leo was only trying to protect her, he would be lying if he wasn’t a tad upset with the way he was going about it. He hoped Leo would do the right thing and apologize for this mess at school the next day.
But that was all the time he allowed himself to dwell on the situation before booking it straight for the elevator.
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The scene that was unfolding when he stepped off of the lift was nothing like what he’d assumed.
Not only had Chase been found…But he’d apparently been found by Douglas. Kaz wouldn’t be surprised if that man had tracking devices placed on the three of the siblings.
Chase was standing beside his father-turned-uncle, a wicked grimace dancing across his lips.
What the actual fuck was going on?
Chase’s eyes flitted over to Kaz just briefly, a ghost of a smile tugging at one of the corners of his lips. Kaz frowned, more confused than ever. Was Chase…playing them?
Whatever was happening, Kaz had clearly been called in the middle of something, because Douglas didn’t even spare a glance in his direction before he was continuing with whatever the heck rant he’d been on.
“-I just did,” he cackled maniacally, unplugging something from behind the cyber desk and lifting a small drive into the air, “The download’s finished. I now have the power to give Chase all three bionic abilities. And now no one will be able to stop us,” he slung an arm around Chase’s shoulders.
A small simper spread over Chase’s features. “Actually, they can. That USB drive you’re holding is completely useless.”
“What?! Then what just took an hour and a half to download?!”
“A list of everything Adam’s ever eaten.”
Adam gasped, “Not my Incredible Edibles!”
“You double-crossed me,” Douglas whined, pointing an accusatory finger Chase’s way.
“Did you really think I would betray my own family?”
“Well, it’s always worked for me…”
Chase ignored that comment and kept going, “Even if you could offer me every ability there is, I would never go to your side. We’re a team. And teams never quit on each other.”
Douglas huffed, “All right! You got me,” he started chuckling again and Kaz couldn’t help but cross his arms and shoot him an unimpressed stare, “What do you say we just…Put all this behind us and get down to the business of healing this family. Am I right? Bring it in, people, let’s hug it out.”
He opened his arms wide and Kaz couldn’t help the pull he felt as he grinned wide and stepped toward him — Adam clearly having the same idea. Come on, Douglas couldn’t be all bad, right? So what he tried to kill them? Growth was an important and necessary part of the human experience!
“Adam!” Mr. Davenport called out at the same time Leo shushed Kaz and pushed him back with a forearm to the chest.
“Ow!”
Upon the failure of that, Douglas reached an arm behind his back, “Well you know what they say…If you can’t join ‘em…”
“Get down!” Chase exclaimed, shoving Kaz and Leo out of the way and grabbing some machine Kaz had never seen before, and fucking blasting the guy.
The minute the blast was over, Kaz popped his head over the surface of the cyber desk, Leo right behind him, and Mr. Davenport couldn’t fight the relieved laugh he released.
“Wow!” Leo said, “You froze him!”
And sure enough, there was Douglas, blaster in his hand and all, frozen solid in a block of ice.
“Mr. Davenport,” Chase hurried around the desk to get to his father, “I’m really sorry. I know I should have warned you about Douglas. I just knew that if I could get him back here, then we could trap him for good.”
Davenport placed a hand on his shoulder, “Good work, Chase. You make a great double agent.”
“Thank you. Oh…And I almost forgot…” he whipped out a small bag from his back pocket, “Here’s your cytanium.”
“Oh! Money, money, money, money, money!” He jumped around giddily as he snatched the pouch from him. “Money, money, money, money! Money, money, money, mon—! I’m sorry,” he sobered instantly, “I mean ‘thank you’.”
“Mm-hmm,” Chase hummed knowingly.
The group gathered around Douglas as Davenport made faces at him through the ice.
“So, what are we gonna do with frozen Uncle Dougie?” Bree asked.
“I don’t know—We could probably ship him to one of my offshore facilities. Or we could get some rocksalt and make the evilest batch of ice cream ever.”
“Mmm,” they all hummed. Kaz was definitely on board with that.
“Anyway, I’m gonna go call work and tell them I got the samples and you guys…should probably all go shower. Gosh knows what cooties he left in this place,” Davenport shivered at the thought before exiting the room.
As the rest of the team dispersed — Adam and Leo for the elevator, Bree for the back room, and Chase in the direction of his capsule, Kaz decided to stay put and wait until they were left alone.
Chase’s hands roamed over the cyber desk keyboard, pressing a few random buttons — probably checking to make sure everything that went down with Douglas didn’t mess anything up — and Kaz took this as the perfect opportunity to approach.
“Hey.”
Chase tipped his head over his shoulder, a soft smile grazing his lips at the sight of Kaz.
“Hey.”
“How…are you? I heard about the avalanche.”
“Oh…” Chase shrugged, “I’m fine. I’m mainly still reeling from actually having a somewhat sane conversation with Douglas after he found me.”
Kaz nodded. “How…interesting.”
It was quiet a moment, before they spluttered out a wave of laughter they’d been trying to hold back.
“Asshole,” Chase chuckled.
“No, no, I’m serious, though,” Kaz’s laughter gradually died, “That was some serious trickery you played back there. As a self-exclaimed master prankster, I’m impressed.”
Chase’s eyebrows rose, and Kaz could tell immediately he was still trying to hold something back…and then, sure enough, he burst out in another round of uncontrollable giggles.
“What?” Kaz chuckled, a bit lost but finding it funny anyway.
“It’s ‘self- proclaimed’ not freaking ‘self-ex claimed’.”
Kaz rolled his eyes and nudged his shoulder playfully. “And you call me the asshole, Asshole.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Chase grinned. “You kinda love it, though.”
Kaz’s eyes narrowed, “...Maybe.”
Chase smiled, gaze lingering on Kaz a moment before turning back to whatever he was doing.
Heat crept up the length of Kaz’s nape and he swallowed thickly in the silence. “I’m just—…I’m glad you’re okay. Honestly, I got a bit worried there. Why’d you do it, anyway? Go there by yourself?”
Chase cleared his throat, almost as if ashamed of something.
“I don’t know,” he admitted quietly. “Sometimes--…Sometimes I feel like I’m not really needed.”
Kaz frowned, “What do you mean?”
Chase shrugged. “Like…Bree has the speed, Adam has the muscles, and I—...I mean, honestly, Kaz, what the heck do I have? Brains? No one cares about that. I can calculate distances and angles, but that's not cool, that's just…convenient.”
Okay, Kaz absolutely did not like the direction this was going. What, did Chase just think it was okay to hate on himself? Absolutely not! Not on Kaz’s watch.
“Okay, imma stop you right there.” Chase met his eyes, raising a brow, taken aback. “Do you really think you’re that useless?”
The silence that followed said everything he needed to know. Kaz sighed. He took a small step closer.
“Alright, I wasn’t going to ever tell any of you guys this because, honestly, I didn’t want an argument to break out, but…You do realize that if I could choose any of the three of yours’ abilities I would want yours…right?”
Chase frowned, uncertain. “Really?”
Kaz nodded with a warm smile. “Of course! Are you kidding? They’re so cool. You can manipulate the others’ chips, move shit with your freaking mind, you have a forcefield and ace literally every test ever, which would severely help out my grades in that department—”
“It all sounds cool when you say it like that, but—”
Kaz groaned, “Chase, stop. You have freaking awesome powers. And on top of all that, you’re just a good person. You’re sweet and kind and thoughtful, and as stubborn as you can be, you always put others’ needs before your own. It’s quite appable.”
Chase chuckled again, “'Admirable’.”
Kaz shot him a cheeky smile. “See? You’re smart, Smarties. You just gotta trust me on this one.”
Chase’s gaze was a tad shy when it met him again. “‘Smarties’?”
Kaz pursed his lips, “Do you not like it? Sorry, it was kinda on a whim. I can change it, though—!”
“No, no…I like it.”
Kaz grinned, “Good.”
They watched each other carefully a moment before Chase broke away, cleared his throat, and said that he was going to go shower as he was pretty sweaty from the snow suit he still had half-on.
Kaz laughed and waved him away toward the restroom, deciding on his own time to follow Adam and Leo upstairs…perhaps raid the kitchen while he was at it.
As he stepped onto the elevator and watched the doors slide shut, his mind went back to what Chase had told him.
“That’s not cool, it’s just…convenient.”
Kaz’s smile faded.
It was at that moment that a new mission — a personal one, this time — popped into his head:
To make Chase believe it.
Make Chase believe him.
Notes:
Oh my gosh, guys, I am so so sorry for how long this took to get out! I actually had pneumonia these past few weeks, so that's why I've kinda been MIA. Anyway, I'm back now, and as always, hope you enjoy!
See ya on the next one!
Chapter 18: S02, EP18: "Adam Up"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
As the week had passed by since that day in the lab, Chase had begun hanging out with Kaz almost as often as Leo did.
Before Kaz knew it, they had become something of friends. Real friends. The kind of friends that hung out because they could, not because of an obligation. The type who could talk about anything or nothing and still have just as much fun anyway. The type of friends you didn’t know you’d need until you had them.
Everything about it was easy. Too easy. It felt like finally, the universe was allowing Kaz something that didn't seem so unattainable or impossible. Now, with Leo and Chase as real friends, Kaz's missing of Oliver and Skylar seemed a little less all-consuming.
However, there was one problem…
Liam hated everything about Chase. Most of all, the way he and Kaz were practically “inseparable to an unhealthy degree.”
At least that was what Liam claimed. Though, Kaz knew clingy, and Chase certainly wasn’t it. Sure, they hung out, but they had their own lives to tend to first. If anything, Kaz was beginning to understand that this was, once again, Liam’s insane overdramatic jealousy acting up.
It did that a lot.
Not only was Liam telling him to quit hanging out with Leo because “only he should be able to make Kaz laugh that loud,” but now he was starting to move on to Chase as well, this time deeming it inappropriate because “he makes you smile too much.” It was completely stupid and Kaz knew he had to talk to him about it…It was just…
Well, to be completely honest, Liam kind of scared him. More than he cared to admit.
Sometimes he thought about telling someone, maybe even getting some help leaving the relationship, but…He just couldn’t.
Maybe Kevin was right. Maybe there was something wrong with him. Even he was starting to wonder why the hell he stuck around. Who would willingly submit themselves to someone like that?
He sighed, closing his locker. School had started a few hours ago, though, Kaz hadn’t been to class yet. One, because he didn’t want to, and two, because he’d been stuck in the bathroom with a horrible stomach ache. It must have been something he'd eaten the night before. Some types of food tended to not mix well with his digestive system. More often than not he tended to loathe his stomach.
Swiveling on-heel, he made to head for the main lawn — (You kidding him? He wasn't going to class) — but rammed directly into something hard — and human.
“Heading out? I’m coming with you.”
Kaz blinked, not even fully registering the sentence before Liam was hauling him away by the wrist.
“Hey, Liam—!”
Liam hushed him, pulling him through the double doors and out into the (relatively) fresh air.
“Liam, I kinda wanted to just chill—”
“Yeah, and we can do that together. If you even know what that word means anymore. You know, since we never seem to do that anymore.”
Despite the clear passive aggressiveness in his voice, Kaz could hear the sadness behind it and something inside him grew guilty.
He bit his lip, then sighed. “Fine. You can stay. Just…can we hang?”
Liam smiled. “Sure.”
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By the time lunch rolled around, Kaz was back in the restroom. God, red meat really didn’t sit well with him.
After gagging up another round of nothing, he let out a groan and stumbled his way out, one hand grasping his lower abdomen.
When he entered the cafeteria and eyed the Davenports at one of the back tables, however, he instantly dropped his hand and plastered on a smile as he sauntered over, collapsing dramatically into the seat sandwiched between Chase and Bree.
“Ahhh, what a day it’s been, am I right?” He simpered cockily.
“Oh, please, we all saw you using the Dewey costume as a lounge chair during gym,” Chase retorted, crunching down a baby carrot.
“Um, I was not lounging, I was taking a soothing relaxation break…That happened to last the full forty-five minutes,” he added through a cough.
Bree ignored that comment to counter Chase’s retort, “Chase, you cannot talk. All you did was fail at shooting a basket and rehearsing a monologue for English class that — again — no one cares about!” She shouted that last part so loudly the surrounding few tables side-eyed them up.
Chase gasped, placing a hand to his heart, “I’ll have you know my monologues are a welcome treasure to society!”
Kaz choked on Leo’s chocolate milk he’d stolen and cackled. When he saw Chase’s deadpan expression, though, it died on his tongue.
“Oh, wait, you’re serious.”
Chase rolled his eyes.
“Okay, whatever. What matters is that they are without a doubt better than anything any of you could come up with,” he said with a pout and crossed his arms.
Bree was about to say something else when Kaz’s eyes trailed across the table to where Adam was…
Kaz blinked, then squinted.
...Actually, Kaz had no idea what he was doing. Which was a strange occurrence considering they tended to have similar ideas of how to play with food.
“Um, Adam? Whatcha doin'?”
“Huh?”
“Oh!” Leo jumped in, a chuckle that seemed more suspicious than usual blurting from his mouth, “He’s just—” he patted Adam’s shoulder roughly, “...Having some fun. Isn’t that right…Adam?”
Adam averted his gaze from his…hot dog tower(??) to look at Leo. “Huh?”
Suddenly, Leo’s phone rang. Leo sighed and extracted it from his pocket.
Kaz would have paid more attention to the conversation with whoever the hell it was, but his stomach chose that exact moment to act up again. There was a frankly disgusting gurgling noise, then an automatic groan escaped past his lips before he could stop it. It was quiet. Too quiet for anyone to hear it…
Chase leaned toward him, dropping his voice to just above a whisper. “Are you okay?”
…Except for Chase, of course. Kaz internally rolled his eyes.
Stupid insanely cool bionic hearing.
“Yup! Totally — totally — uh, fine!” Kaz coughed out a laugh. “Why do you ask?”
Chase blinked at him, then shrugged, probably supposing it not a great topic of conversation to mention his whole stomach ordeal…
Kaz wholeheartedly agreed. In fact, the only thing he wanted was to get the hell outta there. His meds were back at home and he’d been so late to school that morning he’d forgotten to take them.
He cleared his throat, “Actually, I, uh, I think I’m gonna head home. I…need to do something…” he frowned. Damn it, that sounded so lame.
“Go? But it’s only lunch—”
“Yup! Bye, Chase!”
Kaz moved to stand up — Bree now too distracted by Owen who’d come over to say hi to notice — but was stopped by Chase’s voice.
“Wait!” Kaz glanced at him, brows raised, one hand still lingering on the back of his chair. “Um…I’ll come with you.”
“What? No. No way. You definitely don’t have to do that.”
“It’s fine,” Chase shrugged, “I don’t mind.”
Kaz scoffed and crossed his arms, “Weren’t you the one who printed out ‘Chase the Dream’ business cards and put tardiness scanners above the front doors when you ran for class president last year?”
“Pfft,” Chase laughed — very forcibly, mind that — “Whaaat? Noooo. No way. That was…definitely not me.”
Kaz raised his brows again. “Right…Anyway, seriously, stay here. You are terrible at hiding how much you love school. In fact, you don’t even hide it. I’ll be fine.”
Kaz turned to leave again, but was stopped again by Chase’s sigh and “Okay, how about the fact that I want to go?”
Now it was Kaz’s turn to blink at him. Then, a slow smile spread across his lips.
“Really. You want to ditch school to help me out?”
Chase shrugged as if what Kaz had just said was no big deal.
And, honestly…Maybe it wasn’t.
But it felt like it to Kaz.
“Of course, I do. You’re my friend. Probably my best friend outside of these guys,” he gestured vaguely to his siblings — none of whom were paying them any attention.
“I’m your only friend outside of—”
“That’s not the point!” He smashed a palm against his mouth to shut him up. He sighed again and dropped it. “It’s the thought that counts, Peterson.”
Kaz rolled his eyes, but let out a little laugh. “Fine, then. Let’s go, Smarties.”
So off they went.
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“Okay, it should be around here somewhere…” Kaz dug through his medicine drawer. “Aha!” He unearthed a small prescription bottle, uncapped it, and downed one of the small white pills.
Chase handed him the glass of water they’d gotten down in the kitchen.
“Better?”
“Should be. In, like, ten minutes.”
“What’s it even for?”
Kaz pursed his lips, remaining silent.
“Or…never mind.”
“No, no, it’s not…like that.”
“Okay…? Then what is it?”
“No, it’s just that—” Kaz groaned, sinking to the edge of his bed. “It’s kind of embarrassing, that’s all.”
Chase joined him on the bed. “Oh, please, it can not be more embarrassing than when Adam kept a rat in the basement as a pet for three months because he thought it was a chihuahua. That was before Tasha called pest control because…Well, let’s just say it started to…multiply.”
Kaz gagged, “Oh, Jesus!”
“Yeah…And that was before Bree discovered he kept the rat in her capsule during the day because he was too scared it would escape from its box.”
“I’m sorry, ‘box’?”
“Yeah…He didn’t seem to grasp the idea that rats — or dogs, for that matter — had teeth.”
“Oh, boy. Yeah, that’s—that’s pretty bad,” Kaz laughed.
“Ya think? So, yeah, no, yours definitely can’t be that bad.”
Kaz went quiet again. He knew that he was probably overthinking all of this, it was just…There was something different about talking about this with a doctor than with the guy you used to have a crush on and who was now one of your best friends.
What if Chase was so revolted that he’d want nothing to do with him ever again? Kaz hadn’t even told Leo yet. What if…What if this was the last conversation Chase and he would ever have?
“Kaz?”
Chase’s voice shook Kaz from his thoughts. His head snapped to his friend, who had an expectant glint in his eye, and Kaz knew Chase deserved it. He’d turned out to be a pretty great friend, and he deserved to know. Especially since he’d cut school just to help him out.
“So…” he cleared his throat awkwardly, “A few years ago I started to notice that sometimes after I ate certain foods my stomach would start to hurt. Like, really hurt. Like, like my-chest-and-ribs-were-on-fire kind of hurt.”
“Geez…”
“Yeah. It…wasn’t pleasant. There were some days I couldn’t get out of bed. I ended up falling behind in my classes — even more than I already was — my siblings were at school, and my parents were at work, so most of the time it was just me.”
“Wait, like, you were by yourself and you could barely move?”
Kaz averted his gaze, which he knew Chase would immediately pick up on.
Kaz shook his head, wanting more than anything to get to the point. He didn’t want Chase’s pity. Or anyone’s, for that matter. “Anyway, when it still hadn’t gone away after two years, my mom finally got me an appointment with a gastroentrolygist—”
“‘-Enterologist.’”
Kaz rolled his eyes, Chase grinned cheekily and shot him a wink.
“Whatever. So, we went and, well, it turned out I had chronic gastritis.”
Chase’s face fell. Kaz would explain it more, but he knew Chase already knew exactly what that meant.
“Is that why you don’t come to school sometimes? Or ditch classes?”
Kaz shrugged, “I mean, kinda? Honestly, I mainly just don’t care. I mean, I’m not good at school, anyway, and add the fact that most of the time my stomach hurts too much to focus, so…I don’t know. It’s been better lately, actually. Ever since I got to Mission Creek, but it’s definitely not gone. As seen by today,” he groaned, falling back to the mattress dramatically.
Chase went quiet for a moment, then peered down at him and asked, “Do certain things make it worse? That’s the case with most chronic gastrointestinal issues like indigestion, acid reflux, and gastroesophageal reflux disease.”
“...Okay, I have no idea what that last one is, but yeah, sure.”
Chase rolled his eyes playfully, “Point is, they all freaking suck balls. And I’m sorry you have to deal with that.”
Kaz lay there rooted to the mattress, his eyes wide and stuck on a blank spot on the ceiling.
After an elongated moment, he sat up and blinked rapidly at Chase, his hands fidgeting at his sides.
“Wait, what?”
Chase frowned. “Did…I say something wrong? Shit. Sorry, I—I’ve never really done this before. You know, being locked in a basement with no sunlight or interactions with other kids my age or someone who has something like—”
Kaz surged forward and wrapped his arms around Chase in a tight embrace.
“-This…” Chase finished, taken aback by the sudden intimacy, but was quick to return it. Kaz buried his face into Chase’s shoulder, enjoying the feeling — and the scent — of the warmth and comfort.
He felt something press against the base of his neck, then a hot brush of air. He realized Chase had pushed his head into the crook of Kaz’s neck.
Something fluttered in his chest, and Kaz immediately pulled away.
“Uh, s—sorry,” he stuttered helplessly, “I just—Liam wouldn’t—”
“Right. Liam,” Chase grimaced. “How’s… that going?”
Kaz fake-coughed, then nearly choked on his saliva.
“You okay?” Chase chuckled, placing a steadying hand on Kaz’s back.
“Mm-hmm. Fine.”
“Riiiight.”
Kaz flushed, a sudden wave of embarrassment washing over him. “We’re—We’re fine.”
The tone in his voice made Chase’s simper fade.
All that consumed them was a silence so deadly one could hear a pin drop.
And before Kaz knew it, a tear pricked his eye.
“...Kaz?”
Chase’s stoic expression morphed into concern.
And Kaz just couldn’t hold back anymore. Everything he’d been keeping to himself and bottling up in hopes of it disappearing for good came flooding out stronger than anything. As if each tear was a drop of heavy, dark ink spreading across a blank page:
“I can’t do this anymore.”
Wrecked sobs exited his body, and with every ragged, destroyed breath he heaved — or rather choked — out, a tiny piece of the massive-ton weight was lifted.
His head fell against Chase’s collarbone, body shaking with abandon. There was something about the feel of a trembling body beside his own that left Chase stunned. And he could only gape at the boy who suddenly seemed much smaller when tucked against him.
But his shock quickly dissolved into something akin to a deep sense of protectiveness and care, and without a chance to second-guess himself, Chase snaked his arms around Kaz’s waist and held him tight.
He held him until the shakiness in his body had ceased. Until his breath had evened and his tears had slowed. Until his voice was calm — calmer than it had been what felt like a short eternity ago.
Chase only let go when Kaz made it clear. He pulled away from Chase’s body, eyes averted to anywhere but his, and cleared his raw throat.
“Sorry. I…don’t know why I did that.”
Chase was quick to jump in, “N—No, it’s okay! I liked it—,” a flush crept up the length of Chase’s neck. He hadn’t meant to blurt that out… He mimicked Kaz’s earlier action and did a horrific fake cough that sounded more like a gag than anything. “I—I mean, I didn’t mind. Happy to—...” he swallowed thickly, “Happy to help.”
Kaz lowered his gaze to his lap and fell into a hushed stillness, a million thoughts whirlpooling through every filter in his brain.
“Kaz?” Chase broke him again from himself, his voice soft and easy.
Every time Chase spoke, Kaz felt his eyes well. He’d never been this emotional around anyone but himself before. It was foreign and unpleasant.
He hated it.
But Chase leaving seemed even more unbearable.
“Kaz…” Chase exhaled a steadying breath, “Did he…hurt you?”
Kaz froze, breath sticking in his throat and forming an abominably large lump.
Had Liam hurt him?
Not… really. Not in the way the word “hurt” was typically used, that was. Had he hit him? No. Kicked, beaten, or pushed him? No.
But maybe it was time for Kaz to think if that necessarily meant Liam hadn’t hurt him.
“Kaz?”
Kaz flinched, Chase once again dragging him from his thoughts. He had a way of doing that. Kaz swallowed.
“Well…he hasn’t hurt- hurt me.”
Chase frowned, “...What does that mean? What is ‘hurt-hurt’?”
Kaz shrugged, scratching the back of his neck nervously. “Like, he hasn’t…You know, hit me or anything.”
Chase’s eyes narrowed as he tried to process the words. He opened his mouth, then closed it, then opened, then closed it again. If Kaz wasn’t so on-edge right now, he’d probably thought it looked pretty hilarious.
“You do know there are other ways to hurt someone, right?”
“No, no, I—I know, it’s just…He hasn’t.” God, even Kaz didn’t believe himself. Therefore he knew Chase didn’t.
“Kaz, you are a horrendous liar. And you know it.”
And for a just moment, Kaz thought about telling him. Telling Chase everything. Everything about that morning. That morning Liam pushed him to do something he didn’t want to do. Something that hurt him more than words or hands or feet ever could.
But he couldn’t. He just couldn’t.
How lame was that? His pathetic ass couldn’t even tell one of his closest, most trusted friends something as stupid as this.
So instead, he settled for: “When you were dating…Um…Marcus…” Chase’s eyebrows furrowed. Kaz knew he hated talking about him, but he had to know. “How did he…Make you feel?”
There was a look in Chase’s eyes that Kaz knew meant he was a bit startled by the abruptness, Kaz just hoped it wasn’t so bad that he wouldn’t answer Kaz at all.
“I mean, I don’t really know…It was…easy? I guess? At least, I thought it was. We could talk for hours about anything…Sometimes I wondered if it was too good to be true.” Chase swallowed. “Turns out it was.” Kaz couldn’t tell for sure in the somewhat dim light of his room, but he could swear there was a shimmer of something wet in his eyes. “I don’t think any of it was even real.”
There was a beat when Kaz wasn’t quite sure how the hell to respond, but soon enough he was placing a hand on Chase’s shoulder. “Chase—”
“It’s fine, Kaz, it’s whatever. I’m over it now—”
He most definitely was not over it—
“Anyway, what did you want to ask?”
Kaz's heart sank in his chest. He hadn’t meant for Chase to bury his feelings even deeper. He’d wanted to help him. Guess that backfired…
“O—Oh. I was just…I was just wondering if you ever felt like…You couldn’t leave because something was holding you back. Like, tying you to them. Guilt or something, maybe.”
Chase’s eyes darted to his own, a puzzled glint inside them. “I—...Not…really? Sorry.”
“Nah, it’s okay, Smarties. Don’t worry about it, then.”
“Wait, you can’t just say something like that and then not explain it—”
“Nonono, seriously, it’s nothing.”
“Kaz, can you please just tell—”
“Smarties, please, I—”
“For gosh sakes, Kaz, I care about you, okay?!”
Eyes wide, Kaz blinked. Chase smacked his lips a few times too many.
“Sorry, that was…That was really loud, wasn’t it?”
“Yup,” Kaz nodded, popping the ‘p.’
Chase sighed. “I just meant that I care about you too much to let you keep destroying yourself for that jerkwad.”
And Kaz really shouldn’t be feeling any of the things he was currently feeling, but his body seemed to react instinctively: the heat that spiked up his neck and cheeks, the goosebumps that pricked up on his biceps and forearms, the rapidly increasing pace of his heart…
And those stupid butterflies swirling about his stomach again.
That was the moment Kaz knew this was not normal.
None of this was normal.
Not for two friends and certainly not for Kaz.
“Kaz—are you okay? Your breath is—”
Kaz hadn’t even realized his breath was coming out in shallow pants now.
“What? No, it’s not! I’m fine!” Kaz gulped, “You—You gotta go, Chase,” he grabbed the bionic teen by the collar and pushed him out of his room and down the hall. “I’ll—I’ll see you later, yes? Yes! Yes, I—I will,” And down the stairs… “It’s nothing about—about you, so—” And down the front hall…
“-Kaz!”
…Until they reached the front door.
“Alright, bye—!”
“Wait, Kazzy, wait—!”
But Kaz had already pushed him out the door and slammed it right in his face.
Kaz let out a weighted breath, sinking against the door, a hand coming up to trace back through his tussled hair.
What the fuck was happening to him?
He wasn't dumb, of course. He had eyes. He knew Chase was attractive, but…this was something different. Something more.
Chase made him… feel things. Things Kaz couldn’t quite explain and things he didn’t know if he wanted to try and figure out. Afraid it would drive him crazy. Crazier than he already felt.
With a shake of his head, he stood up and made his way back to his room. His stomach was beginning to calm down — which was good, considering he planned on going downstairs and raiding that box of donuts from that dude’s birthday in Kyle’s class in, like, five minutes.
But before he could pry himself off the bed again, his mind wandered back to what Chase had told him:
“You do know there are other ways to hurt someone, right?”
His eyes felt heavy and his skin itchy. Like someone had poked nettles all through it and wouldn’t allow him room to breathe. Everything felt as if it was on fire and everything felt wrong. Like reality couldn’t be real and everything he’d ever known was a lie.
Of course, he knew there were other ways to hurt someone…
Right?
Of course, there were. Kaz knew that.
…Didn’t he? He—He had to know that.
Maybe he simply…didn’t want to.
Because maybe all of this meant so much more than anyone could ever imagine. And no one -- not Leo, not Bree, not Tasha or Mr. Davenport, nor his mom or his brothers, not Chase…
Not even he could understand.
And somehow…
That was more terrifying than anything had ever been.
Notes:
Hey, y'all! Here's the next chapter, hope you enjoy! Sorry for all the delays, school has been super busy, but I'll try to update as often as possible!
See ya on the next one!
Chapter 19: S02, EP19: "Llama Drama"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“So…What exactly is it you’re doing?” Kaz questioned, an eyebrow raised in bewilderment.
“This,” Adam smirked, “Is called ‘getting out of doing your work’,” he spoke as he raised his arms in an attempt to make this entire idea sound at least somewhat plausible.
“Adam,” Chase said, arms crossed and tone rigid with authority, “We’re on Dingo Duty, our only job is to literally stand here.”
“Yeah, and guess what? I got an epic human pinball game with Leo starting in an hour!”
Chase shook his head, his annoyance beginning to peak, “Okay, I’m not even going to ask what that is, but you are absolutely not leaving.”
“Since when are you in charge?”
“Since Mr. Davenport realized what an awful mistake he made when only giving brain cells to two of us! Spoiler alert: you’re not one of them,” he finished with an exasperated smile.
Kaz made a noise into his fist to suppress his snicker.
“Are you seriously leaving me here alone with the dingo?” Chase pressed, his crossed arms only becoming more tense the longer Adam refused to reply.
Adam sighed heavily, stepping toward him and placing a sympathetic hand on his shoulder. “Oh, Chase, don’t be silly, of course not.” Chase stared at him with a blank expression, “I’m leaving you with Kaz!” He finished cheerily before grabbing his bag and dashing for the exit.
“Adam, get back here—!” Chase began to, well, chase after him, but stopped with a frustrated groan, “Can you believe that! He just left!”
“Are you really that surprised?”
Chase headed back to where Kaz and the dingo were still standing. Kaz raised his brows.
“This is a waste of time,” Chase moaned agitatedly. “I could be doing homework!”
Kaz’s nose wrinkled, “I know, and I could be putting on a million jackets and trying to escape without unzipping them.” He grinned at Chase, his expression having turned from one of irritation to one of puzzlement. Probably at why the hell anyone would think of doing something like that in the first place? “Ooh, my record — by the way — is thirteen,” he laughed at himself, crossing his arms and shaking his head in pride.
Chase blinked at him. “I’m not even going to ask.”
“You’re just jealous I’m more creative than you are.”
Jaw dropping in offense, Chase retaliated, “I’ll have you know I am super creative. Once, I even sat down and read The Silmarillion — in its original Sindarin!”
Kaz’s face got all twisted up again in a grimace. He stared at Chase like he was wondering how the hell he even lived a day-to-day life. “Sometimes, I really question your life choices, man…Like, really question them.”
Chase stuck his tongue out at Kaz, “Glad we’re on the same page about something, jerk.”
“And — by the way — that wasn’t even something creative,” Kaz added on just to rile Chase up all over again.
Chase shot him another sarcastic grimace. “Right. Well. I’m going to the bathroom to wait for the reek of Adam to air out.”
“Oh, great, so now I’m in charge of this stupid dingo?” Kaz whined.
“Hey, if I can stand living with a brainless meathead for sixteen years, you can deal with one dingy dingo costume for five minutes.”
With an internal groan, Kaz sat down on the bench and waited.
And waited…
And waited.
Honestly, the time he spent waiting was probably two minutes, but Kaz was bored after the first twenty seconds.
He was about to get up and bust out some jams on Jessie again — his imaginary electric guitar — but, honestly, after the last EP, he was unsure if he could top that performance.
“Excuse me—” a voice announced from the base of the stairwell. “Uh, I’m new here. Is there a trick to the vending machine? My trail mix got stuck.” The mystery guy pointed over his shoulder. Kaz raised a brow and took in the preppy, well-manicured stranger.
With a sigh, Kaz replied, “Trail mix. Good call. It’s in season. Ya know…Cuz people go on trails in the fall,” Kaz laughed at himself and nudged the dude’s shoulder.
The stranger blinked at him in utter confusion, absolutely, completely lost.
“...Okay, then.”
“I’m Kaz,” he stuck out his hand.
“Griffin,” the guy said as he shook it.
“Well, Griffin,” Kaz patted his shoulder amicably, “I find the earthquake method works best.” Kaz swaggered over to the vending machine and latched his hands onto either side. “See, it starts with a rumble,” Kaz’s face scrunched up under the exertion of his muscles as he managed to rattle the machine a tad, “Then a big shake,” Kaz grabbed the metal lid from the trash can next to the machine and whacked it against the frame three times. Panting slightly, he halted for a moment, “Then a pause,” he explained, “then an aftershock,” he whacked the lid against it three more times, “And bam!” He dropped the lid, smacked a hand against the plastic encasing, and watched with a cheeky grin as the trail mix pack successfully dropped to the basin.
Twirling the packet in his hands, he sauntered back over to where Griffin was standing…
Or, at least, had been standing…
He was gone.
“Griffin?” He called out testingly.
“Kaz!”
His head whipped to where Chase was marching over, a bewildered expression painting his features and his arms outspread. “Wha—?”
“Where’s the dingo?!”
His gaze snapped over to the barren dingo stand, the mascot costume either having turned invisible or truly was missing…
Kaz guessed the latter was the most likely option. Though, in a world where superheroes and bionic people existed, anything was possible.
“What did you do?! Kaz, you had one job!”
“Me?!” Kaz exclaimed, “I wasn’t even on the shift! It’s not my fault Adam ditched you for something fun!”
Chase’s jaw dropped in offense (again), “Excuse me?! I am fun!”
“Oh, really? Is that the same as you thinking you’re ‘creative’? Because — spoiler alert — you never proved that point either!”
“I’ll have you know, many people think I am both creative and fun!”
“Oh, really, who? The nerdy voices inside your head?” Kaz retorted.
“Well, at least I’m not the one who lost a freaking dingo costume! How’d you manage that, you lose the one brain cell you have in the dumpster out back?”
“I’ll have you know I was being a good citizen and helping a person in need!”
“Oh, yeah, with what? How to bash a locker open?”
“No…” Kaz trailed off, pursing his lips innocently, “I was helping the new kid Griffin get his trail mix out of the vending machine.”
As soon as the sentence was finished, Chase groaned loudly and flailed his arms accordingly, “Kaz, there is no new kid named Griffin! He lied to you! He must be from Deerfield. He stole the dingo!”
Frowning, Kaz said, “He lied to me?” Then with a huff, added, “Well, that doesn’t sound like the Griffin I know at all!”
Chase rolled his eyes and folded his arms over his chest, “Great. Now I have to go and get the dingo back before Perry finds out.”
“Wait, no, I’ll sneak into Deerfield and get the dingo back. My friend Griffin goes there. He can help me out,” Kaz breathed out defiantly.
Chase groaned again, “Kaz!”
“I’m kidding, I’m kidding! Jeez, Smarties, chill. I’m not that thick,” he smirked and nudged Chase’s arm with his elbow.
So off they sprinted out the side doors.
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Deerfield was quite different from Mission Creek. While Mission Creek was run by a self-obsessed, kitty-centric tyrant, and Deerfield…Well, it wasn’t. So that was the first green flag. Unfortunately, it was a solid thirty minutes from his house.
The white and green-painted walls of the hallways winded down toward a trophy case beside the gym. If the dingo was going to be anywhere, it would be there. Cautiously, he followed Chase’s instructions and snuck in through the back entrance of the boys’ locker room.
He saw an abandoned Deerfield gym shirt and cap. Without thinking twice, he slid the shirt over his head and adjusted the cap on his head.
“Um…What’s that scuffling noise?”
“Oh, get this: I just found the perfect disguise lying in the locker room! Gym shirt and cap!”
“Oh God, Kaz, ugh, please tell me you did not just do what I think you did—”
“Smarties, look who you’re talking to. Of course, I did.”
“Yuck. Alright. Kaz, have you found the dingo yet?” Chase spoke through the two-way earpiece.
“No, why do you think I’m in the locker room, ‘cause I like the post-workout sweat?”
From the other side of the line, Chase huffed a haughty breath and Kaz snorted. “You’re so extra, you know that?”
“Oh, like you’re not?”
And just as Kaz let out a snigger, voices echoed throughout the room.
“Crap,” Kaz spoke just loudly enough for Chase to hear.
“Well, what are you waiting for? Hide!”
“Right,” Kaz exhaled breathily, eyes searching frantically for a place to hide—
But that didn’t last long.
The laundry hamper.
He peered inside, and— “Chase, it’s Dewey!”
“What?”
“Dewey! He’s in the hamper!”
“Oh, thank god! Now, move your butt and hide somewhere!”
Kaz was quick to leap into the hamper along with Dewey, throwing the furry head over his own and sinking down into the heap of dirty laundry.
At that moment, two guys padded through, wiping their pits with towels and dumping them into the hamper.
As soon as they were gone, Kaz popped back up — Dewey head on and all — and practically died when he tripped over the edge of the basket with an “Ack!” sound and toppled over onto the floor with a resounding splat.
Then, through the comm set, there was a deadpan, “Great going.”
“Shut up,” Kaz breathed, jumping up and booking it the heck out of the locker room. “Oh, thank god. The smell of exercise was clogging my lungs,” he heaved, hand pressed to his chest.
“Fantastic,” Chase replied dryly, “Now meet me back at school before anything else goes wrong.”
So with a newfound spring in his step, Kaz did just that.
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“There you are!” Chase rushed over, snatching the dingo costume from Kaz’s hands before any words could escape his open mouth. With a speed Kaz had only ever known from Bree, Chase fought to get the costume back onto the rack properly. Apparently a bionic teen boy’s worst enemy was a metal rod stand.
After a few too many grunts for Kaz to think was natural for a situation as seemingly simple as this was, Chase panted and stood back to look at his handiwork. With a shrug, he muttered, “Eh, good enough. It’s not like it’s for anyone important.”
“Yes,” Kaz said, stepping toward him with his arms crossed, “So why exactly did you care so much? It’s Perry. If anything she’s probably down at the Buffalo Barn trying to sweet-talk her way onto the sales menu,” a shiver ran down his spine at the thought.
Chase shot him what was supposed to be a menacing glare, explaining, “I can not get a bad grade, okay? Do you know how pathetic that would be if I had been the one on duty when Dewey had gone missing?”
Kaz pursed his lips and scrunched his face, “You were the one on duty when—”
“That’s not the point!” Chase's hands raised toward Kaz’s face as though he was two seconds away from crushing it all together. Kaz shot him an unimpressed look and Chase inhaled steadily, dropping his arms. “The point is that I can’t fail school.”
“Right. Because guarding a dingo costume determines the rest of your high school future.”
Chase faked a laugh and smiled sarcastically at Kaz, who just smirked at how riled up Chase was getting.
Chase opened his mouth to say something else but was interrupted by Principal Perry banging through the double doors of the school, sporting two leg-fulls of chaps, high-rise boots, a white and black checkered flannel, and an accompanying brown cowboy hat. Not to mention the red bandana wrapped messily around the thick of her neck.
Kaz internally gagged at the sight, choosing to hide his face behind Chase’s shoulder momentarily as Perry came strolling their way.
“Well well well. If it isn’t Mister and Misses Dave-Nobodies,” she giggled diabolically, clearly finding herself to be the most entertaining… thing… in the universe. Chase pushed his tongue into the pocket of his cheek and Kaz quickly untucked his face from the back of the bionic teen’s shirt.
“Excuse me, I'm not a Misses,” he glared at Perry, crossing his arms again, and fully willing to stare her down in a match if he needed to.
But she wasn’t at all phased. In fact, on the contrary, she seemed giddy that Kaz had snapped that back at her, because she fired off on another insult again, “Oh, don’t worry. I was referring to Little Dutch Boy over here,” she reached out and pinched his cheeks until the skin beneath the pads of her fingers went white. She yanked her hand away, Chase wincing out an, “Ow!” and smoothing out the discolored skin with his palm.
Perry cackled maniacally again, but her attention finally turned to the dingo. “Well, your shift’s up. You’re free to go,” she started, and Kaz and Chase high-fived enthusiastically.
“-For the next five minutes.”
Chase’s eyes widened to the size of saucers. “Wait, what?!”
“You heard me, Tutti Frutti. You and Dr. von Snoozenburg have been assigned another shift, by Moi,” she chuckled darkly. “Well, I’ll leave you to it!”
And with that, she was shuffling right back out the double doors, her chaps thwacking against the metal as she went.
“Okay, how is this fair?! Adam didn’t even do the first shift!”
“Yeah, I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but Perry doesn’t care about…Well, anything,” Kaz sighed, then furrowed his brows, “Well, except Mr. Whiskers. And the rest of her cats…And crushing people’s hopes and dreams…Especially kids’...How did she get hired again?”
“Beats me,” Chase sighed, sinking onto the circular seat stationed in front of the dingo stand. “Something about only having a ten-minute interview and no requirement of any sort of records.”
Kaz hummed and leaned back against the uncomfortable backrest of the seat, splaying his arms on either side of himself.
“We should call Adam,” he droned, “Force him to get his butt back here.”
Chase groaned and mimicked Kaz’s posture. “He’ll never listen. Literally. I don’t think he’s capable. Or has enough brain cells to comprehend the situation. Or…most situations.”
Kaz sniggered. The air felt lighter now as if a weight had been lifted after the tension of this stupid dingo patrol.
Distantly, Kaz was aware of Chase’s eyes on him, but for once, he couldn’t be brought to care. He was exhausted from running around all day in Adam’s place (he knew he should probably be pissed off at him, but he oddly wasn’t). In fact, today had been — in some strange sort of way — one of the funnest he’d had in months, maybe even years.
When his gut told him Chase’s eyes had drifted away from his figure, Kaz slowly turned his own toward his friend.
Chase had a gorgeous side profile.
Kaz swallowed and immediately tried to shake the thought from his head, a hint of heat flashing up to his cheeks.
His eyes glanced away…Then somehow made their way back. As if unable to fight the magnetic force pulling them back to the boy.
Even from this angle, Chase had a strikingly handsome face that Kaz knew would capture anyone’s attention instantaneously.
His strong jawline added a touch of confidence, while his slightly tousled and spiked dark hair framed his face perfectly. The slant and shape of his nose were perfect, adding to the refined appearance and aura Chase had painted for himself.
Kaz couldn’t help but notice the way his eyes — filled with curiosity and charm — seemed to sparkle even from the side.
His eyes slipped lower…Heart skipping a beat as they fell to Chase’s lips, which even in their resting state had a subtle curve that suggested a hint of playfulness.
Kaz thought back to all of the times he’d witnessed his smile…Where even just a small one would light up his entire face. And Kaz’s, for that matter.
“What?”
Kaz broke from his trance to find a slight smirk dancing on Chase’s lips, his eyes filled to the brim with that teasing expectancy. A look Kaz had grown quite accustomed to. He felt his cheeks heat and his stare darted away. He cleared his throat and spoke the first rebuke that came to mind.
“Nothing,” he shrugged nonchalantly. Years of having to hide his stupid crushes had shaped him well like that. “Just mentally laughing at the smudged under-eye makeup.”
Kaz’s simper only deepened when Chase snapped his head to him, looking like nothing less than a deer caught in headlights.
His cheeks tinted a dark pink and Kaz guffawed. “Your face!”
Chase crossed his arms and pouted, sinking further down against the seat, “Shut up. If you had to sleep upright every night you’d get periorbital hyperpigmentation, too.”
Kaz’s expression fell to a furrowed one of confusion, “You just had to ruin it with big words, didn’t you.”
Rolling his eyes, Chase adjusted himself a bit straighter, “The dark circles,” he corrected himself quite irritatedly.
Kaz shrugged again, “Eh, don’t really care. But…you might wanna go ‘freshen up,’ as the ladies say.”
With an ice-cold glare, Chase stood up and stomped away toward the restroom.
Once alone, Kaz wasn’t given a moment to breathe before he felt his phone vibrate in his jeans' pocket. He pulled it out, already fearing who it might be, and groaned when he was correct.
Liam had sent him a rather wordy message, something so long and complicated Kaz had to skim over most of it to catch the gist. By the end, all Kaz had caught onto was that Liam wanted to have a date night. Some fancy restaurant on the upper end of town, booked for that Friday at seven. His parents were out at some banquet and he planned to take Kaz out and then back to his place where Kaz was too scared to admit what he knew was going to happen.
The thought sent a sickening wave of nausea rushing to his stomach and he had to keel over with a grip over his shirt to prevent it from going any further.
After a moment, another message popped up.
“Hello? Kaz, u gonna answer me?”
With a grunt, Kaz situated himself upright again and with a shaky breath typed into the bar:
“Sounds good! Can’t wait!” With a heart emoji to accompany.
It wasn’t long after that Chase appeared again, narrowing his eyes at Kaz playfully. “You, sir, are no longer allowed to comment on my dress or makeup attire.”
Kaz felt his chest lighten and nausea begin to dissipate, a smile invading his features, “Yeah, yeah. Hey, at least I said something,” he grinned cheekily as he stood to meet Chase halfway.
“Alright, ready to do this?”
“Are you kidding? Hell no.”
“You know what I say?” Kaz smiled slyly, “I say we bounce and leave the dingo’s fate up to the universe,” he said with coy raised brows and a mischievous grin.
“Oh, yeah? And what about our fate?” Chase rebutted bluntly.
“Oh, come on, Smarties! We’re not even supposed to have gotten a second shift! This is unjustice—!”
“‘Injustice—’”
“Whatever! Come on…Please? Chasey?” He pulled out his best puppy-dog eyes and clasped his hands together in a begging manner, dropping to his knees with pleading eyes.
It took a second or two, but finally, Chase rolled his eyes and gave in.
“Fine.”
“Yes!” Kaz leaped to his feet, whacked Chase on the back, then slung an arm around his shoulders. “Alright, let’s book it before Perry gets back.”
So leaving their second shift two and a half hours early, the two bickered as they exited the school.
Notes:
Yo! Sorry about the long wait! School has been super busy, but I haven't forgotten! Anyway, hope you enjoy and I'll try to get the next chapter out sometime next week!
Chapter 20: S02, EP20: "The Haunting of Mission Creek High
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Monday mornings were always the worst. Actually, any school morning was the worst. And afternoons. And evenings. And—actually, you know what? School was the worst. Which was why Kaz not only didn’t give a crap about grades, but also went out of his way to not attend most of his classes. He’d attended a few more back at Logan, but that was just because either Gus or Ollie was there. Sometimes Jordan…
After Liam had demanded him over last Friday, his weekend had been filled with tending to a rather painful limp that Kevin had definitely noticed but decided not to say anything about to Mom — thank God. Maybe Kevin had come around on that whole forgiveness thing?
When he met the Davenports outside the cafeteria at Bree’s locker after gym, Kaz was more than ready to go over to the nearby bench and pass out for eternity. Kaz didn’t realize it was possible to feel completely burnt out by not trying in seven classes (gym not included), but here he was.
Kaz hadn’t felt this exhausted since he and Oliver pulled that all-nighter movie marathon at Mighty Med. At least then there was popcorn, chocolate, and unlimited refills.
“I can’t believe that stupid dance is this Friday. Does anyone actually care about that, anyways?” Chase groaned.
Bree shot him a grimace. “Please, Chase. If you put as much effort into your social life as you do into complaining, you might actually enjoy yourself for once. But hey, I guess someone has to keep the ‘no fun’ title in the family,” she rolled her eyes dramatically as Adam and Kaz barked out sharp laughs, not bothering to try and conceal it. Chase pouted comically and averted his gaze, only to raise his brows when a head peeped out from around the half-shut door of the cafeteria.
“Hey, guys, you ever have that nightmare where you’re standing in the middle of school in nothing but your birthday suit? Well it’s HAPPENING TO ME!” Leo shouted as he stepped around the door in a rather large towel. Kaz’s face shriveled. Well, there was something he certainly never wanted to see again. “Someone stole my clothes while I was in the shower,” he groaned.
Not missing a beat, Adam jumped in, “Well, you know, when I lose something I find it best to ask myself, where’s the last place you saw it?”
Leo blinked at him like he couldn’t believe someone like this even existed, “On my body.”
“And you’ve definitely checked there?”
“Yeah, you know I agree with Adam. I think we should all check there,” Kaz teased, pretending to reach forward to rip the towel off. Leo swatted his hand away with a glare and Chase and Kaz fist-bumped.
“That is so mean. Who would do that to you?”
“A-YO!” Trent emerged from the gym behind Leo, adorned in his three-sizes-too-small clothes, Leo’s shoes for makeshift hands.
Their faces shift into ones of recognition. Of course.
“Trent? You took my clothes?”
“Well, yeah. How else am I supposed to play Attack of the Giant Trent? Fee-fi-fo-fum, I smell the blood of a wimpy one!” He proceeded to do an obnoxiously loud sniff at Leo’s body before adding, “Get it? It’s youuuu…”
There was an awful ripping sound as Trent dropped into an exaggerated squat, “Ooh, tear in aisle two! Looks like mommy’s gonna have to buy you clothes at the not big and the not tall store.” Trent leaped up and did a lap around the room as laughed and sneaker-fived several other students. Kaz watched him go, entirely unimpressed.
Leo stepped forward as soon as he was out of sight. “Why does Trent always pick on me more than anyone else?”
Chase interjected right on cue, a proud smirk dancing on his lips. “Well, I outsmart him. I’ve studied his schedule and routine to ensure we’re never alone together. I even know when he’s gonna take a—”
“Bathroom break!” Trent shouted as Chase’s finger pointed down at his watch. Kaz’s lips tilted downward ever-so-slightly in a surprised — almost impressed — smile at Chase’s diligence. As geeky as it was.
“Right on time,” Chase simpered impishly.
Bree placed a hand on his shoulder, “Hmm, son, you need a hobby.”
Bree turned away to go back to her locker, Adam following suit and patting Chase’s back and stepping around him. Leo, on the other hand, watched Trent disappear into the gym — supposedly for the restroom — and said, “I’m sick of this. I’m gonna go offer Trent a choice: stop picking on me or suffer the consequences. He spun on his socked heels and strutted back into the gym with the confidence of a peacock.
“Well,” Kaz started, staring after him, “That was disturbing.”
With a hum, Chase nodded in agreement. “Sometimes I wonder why I even bother coming to school just to see something like that,” he shivered at the memory. Now it was Kaz’s turn to hum.
In his peripheral, Kaz saw Chase turn to him, mouth open like he was going to say something, but was quickly interrupted by an ear-piercing shriek.
A second later, Trent was racing out of the cafeteria, Leo’s towel in-hand, waving it around like a flag boy, “Camera phones on, people. We’ve got a runner!”
Chase and Kaz shared a bored look, apparently having the same thought: This guy…
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Turned out all Chase had wanted was to ask if he wanted Chase to tutor him later, as he knew Kaz needed help in math and chem. It was the first time Chase had offered — let alone the first time Chase had actually asked to hang out one-on-one. So, yeah, it was kind of a big deal. To Kaz, at least. It was a new milestone in their friendship, of course, he was happy!
As the weeks had passed, he’d gotten the feeling that Chase was starting to trust him. And this attested to that.
Of course, Kaz hadn’t passed up on the opportunity, glad to get away from his chaotic home life that never seemed to want to cut him some slack nor give him a break, so time at the Davenport’s definitely sounded like a freaking vacation.
Arriving at the Davenport’s — despite having been there so many times he’d lost count — still felt different this time around. His knuckles had barely grazed the door when Chase was swinging it open, a wide smile plastered on his face.
Kaz furrowed his brows, mouth open to ask the question, but Chase was too quick: “Thermal scan.”
Ah. Kaz grinned. “Showing off, I see.”
Chase extended an arm as if to bow, then stepped aside to let Kaz through. They meandered through the kitchen — Chase grabbing several pre-made bowls of various snacks (he knew Kaz all too well) — and pressed the elevator button. They chatted about whatever came to mind, conversation flowing with ease and a level of comfortability often seen in life-long friends or an old married couple…
Kaz shook that last comparison from his head.
“-To be fair, though, even I think libraries are pointless. I mean, why go somewhere to study when I already have all the information I need…up here,” Chase said, gesturing to his head with one of the bowls in his hand, looking smug.
Kaz chuckled, patting his shoulder. “Well, for us mere mortals who don’t have the entire Internet crammed into our foreheads, libraries are still pointless. I mean, I’ve never been to one. I avoid them like the flu, but—”
“Pretty sure you mean ‘plague,’” Chase cut in, raising a brow.
Kaz blinked. “What’s a ‘plague’?”
Chase rolled his eyes with a fond sigh. “The saying is ‘avoid it like the plague.’”
Kaz shrugged. “Mm-hmm, and you think I care?”
“Nope! Just flexing my never-ending abundance of intelligence. Free of fee, and available 24/7 for your convenience!” Chase replied, giving a mock salute.
Kaz smirked, narrowing his eyes. “Yes, because we’re all just lining up to have Chase Davenport correct every little thing we say and ‘intellect’ all over the place.”
Chase’s lips pursed, stumped for a second, but then he hesitated, a bashful grin creeping up. “Actually…it’s ‘interject.’”
Kaz stared at him, deadpan. “You freakin’ serious right now?”
Chase nodded, holding up a hand. “Just doing my part, buddy.”
Kaz threw his hands up, “Oh, great. It’s like having an annoying spellcheck but alive. ”
Chase burst into raucous laughter, grasping his chest with the bowls to keep himself from keeling over entirely. Despite his feigned annoyance, Kaz shook his head with a smile.
The two made their way into the lab, taking their respective seats beside one another at the cyber desk. Splaying their papers out, Kaz pulled out a pen, which Chase immediately scolded him for—
“Kaz! No wonder you’re failing! Never use pen, always pencil, unless it’s a test and they’ve told you not to.”
“Oh, come on, it’s not that bad—”
“What happens if you write an equation wrong? Or accidentally put down an answer for the wrong question? You won’t be able to erase it! And if you cross it out, it’ll only get messier and—”
“Okay, okay, I get it! Calm down, Smarties,” Kaz huffed, stuffing his pen back into his bag and rifling through for a pencil instead.
When he came up empty-handed, Chase sighed and pushed one of his over. Kaz shot him a smirk and Chase rolled his eyes.
Chase opened Kaz’s notebook beside his own, glancing them over carefully for a minute, then shutting his entirely and shifting closer to Kaz. Not close enough to be uncomfortable, but close enough to be on the edge of “intimate.”
“Okay, first thing I notice is that…Uh, well, it doesn’t really seem like you’ve been paying much attention. Like, at all…”
Kaz grinned, all teeth, and leaned forward to cross his arms on the tabletop. “Wow. Great observation. Do you have X-ray vision or something?”
Chase groaned, spinning in his seat a few degrees to better focus on Kaz. “Kaz, if you don’t pay attention you’re going to continue to not do well. I can’t force you to take notes, but—”
“What if I don’t care?”
Chase frowned. “What do you mean? It’s school, everyone should care about school—” he nearly choked on his saliva — as if this was as obvious a fact as ever. An obvious mistake on Kaz’s part.
Kaz barked out a laugh, almost toppling over the back of his seat as he accidentally tilted too far. “You serious, dude? You’re, like, pretty much the only person who gives this many craps about it. Even Bree can’t stand it.”
An absolutely adorably confused expression crossed onto Chase’s features, eyebrows distraught, lips downturned. “But she passes all of her classes…”
Pursing his lips, Kaz added, “Mm…Yeah, that’s pretty much all she does. Trust me, Chasey, you are one in a million. No one cares.”
Chase gawked at him a moment as if something had shaken his moral core to the point where he’d ceased to function for a second or two…Then, he shook his head as if dispelling thought entirely and shifted his approach. “Okay, whatever. The point is, Kaz, that if you don’t write the proper notes and pay attention, you won’t get better. And if you don’t get better, then you might not get into college. And if you don’t get into college, then—”
“Chase!” Kaz exclaimed, hands slapping down to grip at Chase’s shoulders in a desperate need to shut him the hell up. As off-put as Chase was by the movement, it was effective in execution and Chase did indeed stop talking. “I mean, come on, it’s not like I wanna study or do homework, or pay attention, or get good grades—”
“But why? Kaz, this is your future we’re talking about.”
Kaz snorted. This guy… “Chase, we’re sophomores in high school, I’m pretty sure the only thing we have to plan for is the movie-like beach vacation next summer. That and drinking for the first time.”
Chase grimaced and scrunched his lips to his nose, “Yuck. No thanks.”
“What? Come on! Drinking’ll be fun! Don’t you wanna feel more mature?”
“I’m already more mature than Bree, Adam, Leo, and you combined, thank you very much,” he crossed his arms with a saucy straightening of his back.
Kaz dropped his hands from his shoulders and groaned heavily. “You do realize you are absolutely no fun whatsoever, right? A literal party-pooper in every sense of the word.”
Chase simpered, “Why thank you, I take that as a high-class compliment.”
“Well, it wasn’t—”
“I know, that’s why I said I’m taking it as one—”
“That’s not how—”
“Okay, whatever, we’ve gotten off-topic. Point is, you need to start taking actually decent notes and not whatever those are,” he waggled his fingers in the direction of Kaz’s botched notebook. Kaz shrugged.
“Eh, no thanks, I’m good.”
Chase narrowed his eyes, then closed Kaz’s notebook altogether with a sigh, face softening. Kaz raised his brows, not quite sure what was happening but going along with it anyway.
“Uh, what are you doing—?”
“Kaz, listen,” Chase cut him off, “I know you think you’re this stupid, dumb kid who can’t do anything school-related like equations or calculations.”
Kaz smirked, “Yeah, no kidding, duh.”
But Chase wasn’t laughing. In fact, he looked more serious than Kaz had ever seen him. With the exception of missions. His earnestness had Kaz’s brazen grin fading as fast as it had appeared.
Suddenly, something warm slipped into his right palm, and it took Kaz all of two seconds to realize Chase’s hand had slipped against his own, and a wave of warmth spread up Kaz’s arm all the way to his face, filling his cheeks until they burned — slightly. Hopefully not enough for Chase to notice…He ducked his head down in hopes of masking it, at least somewhat.
“Kaz, you’re smart. Smarter than you know or give yourself credit for.”
“Mm, am I?” Kaz pursed his lips, voice remaining light and unassuming. Kaz didn’t tend to be good with… feelings. Especially when it was people pitying him. Chase was sweet, but it was unnecessary. Kaz knew he was smart in his own way. Yeah, maybe he wasn’t the best at school, or girls, or relationships, but he was smart where it counted. He was a good doctor for the most part, good at reading comic books, and a good friend. At least when he wasn’t constantly getting on Oliver’s last nerve. Or acting like he’s forgotten everything when it came to following directions.
But there was something about Chase’s hand in his, the heat permeating his skin, that made him pause. Chase was close — closer than he had been. He’d shifted again, this time his knees knocking against Kaz’s and his elbow nearly grazing Kaz’s lap. Their faces were only about a foot apart, and Kaz could feel the warmth of Chase’s breath against his lips…
Kaz swallowed, averting his gaze to the floor, his brain fogging and heart hammering.
What the fuck was happening to him?
A guilty sensation pressed its way to the forefront of his mind, nagging at him to remember Liam…He had Liam. His boyfriend. Chase didn’t even like him, only as a friend…right?
Right.
Chase was nice. Obviously, he was nice, he was always nice. Even when people didn’t deserve it. Of course, Chase cared how Kaz viewed himself.
He pulled his hand out of Chase’s grasp, yanking open his notebook and clearing his throat as he said, “Well, then, considering how stubborn you seem to be about letting this go, how about you stop blabbing and actually show me some things, huh, Smarties?” He smiled wide at Chase with a wink, making sure to showcase all of his perfectly straight white teeth.
It seemed that Chase had an agenda. And if that was the case, Kaz would just have to go along with it. Chase rarely offered people help, so Kaz didn’t want to let him down. He was, after all, the smartest guy in the world.
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The dance was fast-approaching and Bree was elated she had been assigned the dull task of decorating the gym — her theme? Wild West. Honestly, while Kaz couldn’t say he was excited about the dance in any way, shape, or form, he had to give Bree credit that at least she hadn’t gone and picked something like a fashion runway or different shades of nail polish. She had said something about cowboys and rodeos, so that’s what Kaz was praying for. The old westerns were classics and one of the only genres of film he consistently enjoyed aside from — of course — superhero flicks.
But more so than that, there was the other outstanding issue: Trent. Ever since he’d de-clothed Leo on Monday, his bullying had only intensified. Now, as a way of getting back at him for years of torture, the four of them (him, Chase, Adam, and Leo) were using Perry’s frankly ridiculous story of the ghost of Jasper the janitor as a cover for their bionics so they could scare the living daylights out of Trent and get him to stop picking on Leo.
And luckily for them, apparently, Trent was terrified of ghosts.
They’d gotten on some Ghostbusters rave recently and decided to use that to bust this ghost the hell out of Mission Creek once and for all. Chase (with the help of Leo) had drawn out some quick sketches of the suits, then Leo abandoned him so Chase could actually make them. They were a deep blue with a black belt snaking around their waists. Each had some weird silver ion blaster vacuum pack thing attached to two matching black straps that hooked over each of their shoulders. Hiked up on their foreheads was a pair of some sort of night vision goggles, headphones that detected voice feremona, and Chase carried an EMF detector. Although they probably looked completely and utterly ridiculous, Kaz had to admit…
He felt pretty dang awesome.
“Alrighty, boys, this is it,” Chase poked the inside of his cheek with his tongue, “Say goodbye to everything you ever knew, Jasper the Janitor,” he grunted proudly. Kaz whipped out his blaster and pretended to shoot beams as he made “pew! pew! pew-pew-pew!” noises. Leo slapped a hand over his mouth to shut Kaz up.
“Hey, at least someone knows what ‘spirit’ means!” Chase grinned at him and they fist-bumped. He laughed at his own lame joke, “Get it? ‘Spirit’?” No one joined.
Kaz raised a brow, “Oh, boy, it’s one of those night.”
Chase retracted his ghost-busting warrior stance and allowed a deadpan expression to fall. “‘Spirit?’ Because we’re busting a spirit. You know, ghost? Apparition? Phantom—”
“We get it!” Leo exclaimed with an exaggerated eye roll.
“Not quite hitting, bud,” Kaz patted his shoulder in feigned sympathy.
“Alright, the music’s pumpin’, people are totally bored and desperate for entertainment…Let’s do this,” Leo sent them a nod as they moved for the door. On the count of three, Adam kicked the door open with a resounding thud, the cafeteria echoing with the reverberation of the BANG!
Instantly, the crowd cleared, definitely thinking they were all psychos who escaped a nearby mental institution, and Chase motioned Bree over: “Bree!”
Kaz nearly keeled over in laughter at her completely unamused, pissed-off expression, her taut lips pressed into a thin line, her crossed arms, and her over-dramatic eye roll.
Stomping across the room, she halted in front of them. Chase moved into her space, “Have you seen any apparitions, ethereal beings, phantasms—?”
“Ghosts,” Kaz interjected, already lost himself by Chase’s unnecessarily challenging word choice.
Chase shot him an are you serious? expression, then turned back to Bree with a defeated sigh. “Fine,” he said through gritted teeth, “Ghosts! Have you seen any ghosts!”
“Okay, that’s it. You guys have officially gone insane. What are you guys talking about? There’s no such thing as ghosts.”
“Um, excuse you,” Kaz scoffed, all offended, “There are absolutely things as ghosts. Why do you think we’re carrying around all this gear that picks up… unnatural,” he shivered, “feremona?”
Head falling back, Chase groaned, “‘Phenomena,’ Kaz. We’ve been over this.”
“I know, that’s what I said: Feremona.”
Chase blinked several times in rapid succession, turning his body more fully toward Kaz. “Okay, bud, repeat after me, very slowly: Phe—”
“Fe—”
“No, ‘phe’, faaa-fa-fa,” Chase exaggerated the pronunciation.
“Phe—”
“Yup, there we go. Okay, so ‘phe’, ‘naw’—”
“‘Phe’, ‘neh’—”
“No, Kaz, ‘naw’—”
“Okay, is this for real,” Bree interrupted, hands slapping against her thighs as her annoyance shot through the roof.
Chase rounded on her, “Oh, I’m sorry, is grammar too unimportant for you? I’ll have you know that according to several research studies at the University of California, Berkeley, grammar is not only a fundamental skill for speech and writing but forms the backbone of all language communications and—”
“Blah, blah, blah, will you shut up? You guys are ruining my dance! Now, get lost before you embarrass me any further.”
Chase shot her a scowl, then turned back to them and said, “Let’s go check the hallway.”
Blasters drawn and at the ready, they slunk back out of the room and into the hallway.
They only made it a few paces, though, before Trent was screeching down the hallway and skidding to a mortified halt in front of them. “HELP! You guys gotta hide me from the ghost!”
“Don’t worry, Trent, we’ll protect you,” Leo promised in the most sincere voice the two had ever spoken to each other.
Trent stiffened, face almost…softening? “Thanks.”
“Only if you promise never to mess with me again,” Leo continued, raising a finger.
“I can give you every other Tuesday off—”
“Pleasure doing business,” Leo shook Trent’s hand firmly. “Let’s go, guys.”
From the back, Kaz shrugged and said in a low voice to Adam and Chase, “Eh, better than nothing.” They nodded in affirmation and continued on their way back into the corridor.
Outside, Kaz straightened. “Broskis, he’s not here. Lemme check my goggles.” He secured them over his eyes, “Scanning…scanning…scanning… A-ha!”
“What?! What is it?!” Chase exclaimed, Adam and Leo jumping to the ready.
Kaz snorted, “Ah, nothing, just your stupid face,” he cackled and Chase pouted with a glare, batting away Kaz’s blaster which was currently pointed in Chase’s direction.
Suddenly, there was another BANG! as the cafeteria doors slammed shut.
“What was that?” Chase whisper-shouted.
“The door closed,” Adam said, speaking the obvious.
“Bro. We know. We have these things called ears—”
The lights shot out, blanketing them in darkness. “What’s that?” Chase asked again.
“The lights went out—” Adam started, but three cut him off in simultaneous replies:
“We know!”
“Well, then stop askin’,” Adam retaliated, all macho.
“Guys…whose footsteps are those?” Kaz gulped, eyes wide as his ear perked up at the heavy footfalls echoing around them.
“Enough games, Jasper! Show your face!”
“Yeah! And you better have shaved that nasty beard,” Adam grit out, face scrunched in a tight grimace. Kaz rolled his eyes with a haughty sigh.
“AH!” Kaz shrieked at the vibrant green figure that appeared in a whirlwind of smoke atop the stairs. “IT’S JASPER!” His voice cracked into a squawk.
“AHHHH!” Leo and Adam screamed in unison, flailing like inflatable tube men.
“Blasters out! Blasters OUT!” Chase yelled, brandishing his gun like it was a frying pan.
“Wait!” Adam yelped, waving his hands in front of the group. “We should at least give Jasper a chance to explain himself!”
Kaz smacked Adam’s shoulder with a glare. “Seriously, dude? Not helpin’ the whole ‘don’t get vaporized’ strategy here!”
“Maybe he’s friendly—”
“HE’S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDLY!” Kaz screeched, his voice going up an octave. “He’s a glowing smoke monster! That’s not friendly, that’s ‘run-for-your-lives'!”
Adam blinked. “But what if—?”
Kaz threw his hands up. “Oh, for the love of—this is why you’re never in charge of emergencies!”
“Well, that and the fact he’s dumb as a doorknob,” Leo added with a click of his tongue and a raised finger.
“Hey! You don’t know what he’s been through! That beard of his tells a nasty story—” Adam's grossed-out expression was cut off by a monstrous roar, Jasper growing twice his size as his ghostly hands reached for Adam.
Kaz shrieked, bursting back through the doors of the dance, Chase, Leo, and Adam hot on his tail. Jasper teleported to the front of the cafeteria and let out another thunderous sound.
“RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!” Kaz screamed, nearly tripping over his own feet as he ducked behind the fake cowboy near the entrance, immediately toppling over into the hay bales.
By the time he’d resurfaced, the rest of the room had erupted into complete chaos. With a mouthful of hay, Kaz pawed at his tongue as he spit the straw pieces out and shook his head with a “blegh” noise.
Just as his attention was beginning to refocus on the task at hand, he let out another yelp when a ray of bluish-white electricity zapped the cowboy and its plastic head tumbled down onto Kaz’s. Kaz let out a high-pitched shriek and leaped like his life depended on it over the hay bale he’d hidden behind, diving onto the floor with a groan. He pressed a hand to his lower spine, face cringing at the dull pain.
He definitely shouldn’t have done that. He’d definitely broken some kind of bone back there.
Several more blasts fired every which way, the three brothers zooming back and forth in a frenzy as Jasper’s figure teleported out of control. Kaz jumped to his feet and directed his aim, then shot…
Dammit!
He definitely should have accepted his dad’s offer of gunmanship lessons when he was ten…
Wincing at his damage, he stepped over to where Leo and Chase were now sprawled on the gym floor, twitching uncontrollably from where Kaz had accidentally blasted them.
“Ooooh…Yeah, sorry about that…”
“Really, Kaz, REALLY!” Chase screeched.
Kaz pursed his lips, slowly backing away, “Hey, well, at least you’re not dead!”
“Is that seriously how you want this to go?” Leo shot him an expression that said don’t you freaking dare and Kaz instantly shut up, directing his body toward the apparition, he fired a random shot, the ray completely missing — again — and instead impacted the starry-night curtain in the corner, knocking it down effectively to reveal—
Kaz’s eyes bulged out of their sockets to a comedic effect as none other than—
“Oh...Hello!”
“Perry?!” Kaz gaped, jaw dropped to the floor.
“Everyone having a nice Homecoming?”
“Wait wait wait,” Kaz shook his head waving a hand to exaggerate his words, “You’re the ghost?”
“I thought you were on vacation,” Chase squinted, his eyebrows knitting as his head tilted slightly to one side, trying to wrap his mind around what the hell was going on. But even for the smartest man in the world, he seemed just as baffled.
“I am,” Perry stated, bland as ever, “Truth be told, I can’t think of a more enjoyable way to relax than scaring kids,” she finished with a swell of unhinged — nearing on utterly deranged — laughter.
Choosing to ignore everything else said, Leo marched forward, an accusatory finger extended, “So, who’s that guy?”
“Tom Baumgarten,” Perry said casually, “He owns a special effects house. We met when I had a small role in Space Wars!”
“I thought I recognized you!”
Kaz stepped forward to join Leo where he stood, recognition hitting like a bullet train, “You were one of the fuzzy forest creatures!”
“Yeah,” she said, all cocky like it was the highlight of her career…It probably was. “I’d do the Harvest Dance for you, but I save that for fan conventions.”
“Smart,” Kaz clicked her tongue.
“Anywho,” she started again, “Tom’s the real genius behind this. I just push the buttons and laugh.” She let another obnoxious giggle and Kaz gave her a look that suggested she was probably one of the most immature adults — and biggest dangers to society — he ever had the displeasure of knowing.
“Wait…” Chase said, eyes narrowing suspiciously, “If you just wanted to mess with everyone…How are you still employed?!”
“I don’t know,” she giggled with the most innocent-non-innocent grin Kaz had ever seen.
Suddenly, Trent emerged from behind the cafeteria door, covered head to toe in straw, dust, and whatever the hell was left on the floor after the janitors cleaned the cafeteria. “Wait, I am so confused. Ghosts are real: yes or no?”
“No!” They all stated harshly.
“So you were messing with me?” He accused sharply, stomping toward Perry, who was less than fazed. In fact, she looked like this was the most dull end to the most fabulous day.
“Eh, walk it off, Mitz,” she waddled away without bothering to look back.
Trent rounded back on Leo and got right back up in his grill, “Deal’s off, Dooley. I hope you like wearing underwear as a hat, because that is where it’s gonna be. A-yo! Undie Head!” He whooped as he made for the exit, searching for a high-five from the plastic cowboy before realizing it was…a plastic cowboy.
And no, Kaz could not help his snicker. Jesus, that dude was even thicker than he was!
“An underwear hat? How could I not think of that?” Adam spoke, almost offended that he’d been one-upped by this…
Whatever it was.
Before he could say anything about it, though, Perry was scooting back over to them with some kind of cable wrapped around her shoulder. “Well, meat sacks, since you ruined the only decent thing I had planned for my little vacay, fun’s over. Which means you have the pleasure of doing all the clean-up for me,” she guffawed, a little too much on the deranged side. She thrust the power cable toward Kaz.
“Um…What do you expect me to do with this?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” she sassed with an exaggerated grimace.
“Yeah, that’s why I asked—”
“Shut up and get to work!”
Kaz blinked, then mocked the grimace she had made.
“You know, I really don’t like you...” Perry narrowed her eyes to slits as she stared him down.
Kaz grinned, giving her a mock salute. “Well, until then, I guess I’ll be getting to work…as hero of the people, feared by his enemies, loved by all—!”
“Kaz,” Chase grabbed him and hauled him toward where he and Adam had already started dismantling the button panel. With one final glare his way, Perry shuffled out of the room once more.
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After the cleanup, Chase found Kaz in the hallway, struggling to peel off his ghostbusting gear like it was made of glue.
“I don’t know,” Chase smirked, crossing his arms and leaning back against a nearby locker, “you look pretty good like that.”
Kaz shot him a playful glare, dramatically tossing a piece of the gear onto the floor. “Oh, please, I don’t just look good—I look freaking awesome. Way better than you, at least. This suit? Iconic.”
Chase gasped, hand flying to his chest like he’d been stabbed. “Excuse me? I’ll have you know I’m hotter than you on a daily basis. It’s practically my full-time job,” he finished cheekily.
Kaz paused mid-shrug, then grinned. “Pfft, only if your job is ‘chief of delusion.’ I mean, with that face, you’re running on negative hotness, Smarties.”
Chase pointed at him, eyebrows raised. “Oh, it's on. Get ready for a hotness showdown, because you're going down."
Kaz threw his arms wide. “Oh, bring it on, buddy. But fair warning, these biceps are a public safety hazard.”
With a tongue click, he pointed a finger gun Chase’s way, and Chase guffawed, “You keep thinking that, pretty boy.”
There was a mischievous glint in Chase’s eyes — mixed with perhaps a dabble of an admiring glimmer. It was an unusual thing for Kaz to experience, as Chase rarely gave away his emotions, but it was a nice moment.
Though perhaps, he realized, maybe he wasn’t supposed to notice. Maybe Chase thought he was being inconspicuous with this look. The thought made Kaz’s cheeks burn and his gaze darted away.
Kaz cleared his throat, feeling the heat rise in his cheeks. “Uh…are you—are you staring at me?” he blurted, his eyes darting away, but not before catching another glimpse of Chase’s smirk.
Chase’s expression didn’t falter. “What? Me? Staring?” he said, feigning innocence with a shrug. “Nah, man. You’re imagining things.”
Kaz squinted at him, cheeks still burning. “Uh-huh…Sure.”
He turned to walk away, then awkwardly tripped over his own ghostbusting gear, stumbling forward.
Chase snorted, biting back a laugh. “Yeah, definitely imagining things.”
Kaz shot him a look as he tried to recover his dignity. “Shut up, Smarties.”
Notes:
Hey, guysss! Sorry it took so long, school has been crazy! Here you go, I hope you enjoy, and...
I cannot BELIEVE we are almost to the end of season 2!! That's wild! We only have a few more eps to go till the finale, so get ready!!!
Chapter 21: S02, EP21: "Perry 2.0"
Notes:
Hey, guys! I'm writing the notes up here so you hopefully see this before reading! I realized that this chapter might be triggering for some of you, so this is just WARNING that there is some dubious consent shown in this chapter between Liam and Kaz. This is the only chapter where it will ever get this bad, but just letting you guys know.
I hope you enjoy it and I can't wait to continue this journey!
Chapter Text
The following Wednesday Kaz sauntered into school with a spring in his step. After that whole ghost-busting escapade last Friday he couldn’t wait to tell Oliver and Skylar about everything that had happened since arriving in Mission Creek. He knew he had to call them — sooner rather than later — but honestly, he was a tad nervous. What if they still blamed him for leaving? For abandoning them? He’d visited Oliver that one time, but…Still. What if all that had been Oliver putting on some kind of show? It wasn't like either had reached out since then…
And suddenly, Kaz’s happy-go-lucky mood was dampened to one of over-anxious nerves. He felt his stomach start to twist uncomfortably in his gut and a wave of nausea overtook him. He steadied himself on a nearby wall and took a few deep breaths to calm it down.
Well, great. If this wasn’t precisely what he needed that morning. He rolled his eyes sarcastically and pushed himself off the wall, mood effectively shot.
Deciding it best to just continue on with the day, he headed the way of his locker, only to be intercepted midway across the hall.
“Hey, babe,” Liam wrapped an arm around his shoulders and kissed his cheek.
Kaz smiled back at him, “Hey. What’s up?”
Liam frowned, “What? I can’t say hello to my favorite person?”
Kaz blinked, lost in thought a moment, then responded, “N—No, sorry. That’s not what I meant. Of course, you can,” he flushed, a tingle of embarrassment rising to his cheeks as they neared his locker and he spun the dial around until it unlocked.
“Good. Because I have a proposition: Me, you, tonight, movies? There’s that new one out — Islanders. Johnny went last week and said it was pretty decent.” Liam’s grin softened, his eyes catching the light just right as he leaned closer. “I’m talking popcorn, the best seats in the house, and — if you’re lucky — I’ll even let you pick the candy this time.”
Kaz laughed, rolling his eyes. “Oh, so I’m allowed to pick the candy? How generous.”
Liam chuckled and nudged Kaz’s shoulder playfully. “Hey, don’t push it. This is a rare offer.” He reached over, his fingers gently tracing Kaz’s hand. “Besides…it’s been a while since we just hung out, just us, you know?”
Kaz glanced down at their intertwined fingers, feeling his resolve falter. It was in these small moments — Liam’s soft laughter, his warm touch, the way he seemed so genuine — that Kaz felt himself being pulled back in, feeling a glimmer of the Liam he’d fallen for.
“I guess it has been a while,” Kaz murmured, half-smiling. “And Islanders did look kinda fun.”
Liam’s smile grew, a hint of victory in his eyes. “See? I knew you’d come around. Trust me, tonight’s gonna be perfect.”
Kaz nodded, feeling his heart flutter even as his mind whispered doubts. For now, though, he let himself get lost in Liam’s warmth, forgetting the cracks in their relationship, if only for a little while.
It wasn’t long after that Liam left, kissing Kaz’s hand like a true gentleman, and joining a few of his friends as they paraded out of the school to God-Knows-Where. Kaz’s small smile stuck to his face even after Liam had fully disappeared.
He knew Liam wasn’t perfect, that their relationship wasn’t perfect — far from it, in fact…But somehow Liam always knew just what to say to reel Kaz back in, showing him that maybe he did truly care for him.
And Kaz fell for it every time — hook, line, and sinker. But maybe it wasn’t such a bad thing. Maybe he could teach Liam to love him the way he wanted. The way he craved. Maybe it wasn’t so hopeless after all.
Kaz extracted his books and stuffed them into his bag, lost in his thoughts, when a loud “BOO!” sounded right behind him.
Kaz jumped, practically dropping his bag as he whipped around to see Chase leaning against the lockers, grinning. “Seriously, man? You trying to scare me into an early grave?”
Chase just shrugged, clearly amused, “Hey, if the grave fits.” He folded his arms with a smirk, “Besides, you looked like you were about two seconds away from spacing into another dimension.”
Kaz let out an exasperated huff, but a small smile tugged at his lips. “Yeah, well, consider me very much in this dimension now, thanks to you.”
“Glad to be of service,” Chase replied with a wink. Then, his expression softened just a bit, “You sure you’re okay? You look like you’ve got a lot on your mind…and, you know, that’s a dangerous place for you.”
Kaz chuckled, rolling his eyes, “Gee thanks, real confidence booster. But yeah, I’m fine — just some…Liam stuff. Nothing a genius like yourself could understand,” he added, waving a hand dismissively.
Chase tilted his head, one eyebrow raised in playful disbelief. “Oh, excuse me, genius Kaz. Guess I’ll just have to distract you with my endless charm and wisdom.”
Kaz laughed, zipping up his bag, “Right, because a day without Chase Davenport’s ‘endless wisdom’ would be tragic.”
“Exactly!” Chase nudged him with a grin, “Now, go in there and be brilliant. If you get bored, just imagine me in the back row throwing popcorn at your imaginary hat.”
Kaz snorted, “It’s a deal.”
“Oh, and please try to remember what I told you about using pencil and not…” He gestured with his hand, expecting Kaz to fill in the blank.
Kaz scoffed, feigning offense, “Pen.”
Chase grinned wider, giving him a playful salute. “Correct you are, soldier! Maybe you actually were paying attention for once,” he sniggered.
Kaz’s jaw dropped. “Excuse you! I pay attention all the time.”
“Right. Sure, bud. Anyway, gotta get to class, catch ya later, Kaz. Don’t miss me too much!”
Kaz shook his head as Chase scurried off, feeling the tension ease out of his shoulders.
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“Morning, Germ Sacks,” Perry chirped brusquely into some speaker connected to a transmitter from the 16th century. Oh boy, here she goes again, Kaz groaned loud enough for Perry to hear.
“You got a problem there, Crud Nugget? Or is your brain just finally catching up with the rest of your body?”
“Oh, was that me? Sorry, I couldn’t understand you through that medieval toilet flusher,” he smirked, crossing his arms. Leo — who stood beside him — choked out a laugh into his fist.
Perry narrowed her eyes but said nothing else as she turned back to the rest of the student body. “Anywho, I know that you’ve all been complaining that the technology around here isn’t quite—” she was cut off by the squealing feedback of the contraption in Matt Dower’s hands that was connected to the barely-there microphone. “Isn’t quite—” she tried again with a clearing of her throat, but still, that did not work.
Then, as if all brain cells inside her had magically evaporated, she thought it a good idea to smack the speaker against her hand, which only resulted in a deafening shrieking noise to blast across the hall.
Kaz — along with every other student — clapped his hands over his ears to try and protect whatever sanity he had left from the wrath of, well… that, he spat out in his head as he screwed his face in repulsion at Perry.
After a much-too-long-to-endure moment, the feedback finally settled and the students deemed it safe enough to uncover their ears once more. “—State of the art,” she finished, a troublingly wide grin spread across her face. “So, thanks to yours truly, we’re getting cutting-edge equipment for the whole school to enjoy. Jojo! Betty! Let’s go, ladies,” she motioned toward the classroom near the stairwell, “Wheel it like it’s hot!”
The two lunch ladies emerged from the computer lab — or what was supposed to be the computer lab, anyway, but Kaz to this day had never actually seen a computer in there — wheeled out some sort of contraption with what was clearly one of the dirty tablecloths from the cafeteria thrown over it.
Kaz raised his brows, thoroughly unimpressed as Leo leaned into his ear, “Please tell me that red stain is tomato sauce.”
“With Perry, you know it’s fifty-fifty.”
“Behold! Mission Creek High’s brand new media center! Ta-da!” The cloth was whipped off the little shelving unit to reveal a…
What the fuck was that?
The worst part about whatever the hell that was was that Kaz wasn’t even surprised. And neither, it seemed, was anybody else.
“I don’t think you can call it technology if you have to change the channel with pliers,” Leo offered, his facial expression matching that of literally everyone else’s: a what-the-fuck mixed with an I-can’t-believe-this-school-is-still-being-funded.
“Why do I smell formaldehyde?” Chase sniffed the air, nearly gagging.
“‘Cause I found it on the curb outside the morgue. I’m getting all my Christmas presents there, too,” she said way too proudly to be legal, “Aunt Dotty’s gettin’ sheets!”
Chase stepped forward, an arm extended toward the… thing, his stunned expression at the tech bypassing everything else Perry had just said, “How is this thing new?”
“New to you, Lady-Face.”
“Oh, boy,” Kaz muttered under his breath, pacing toward where Chase now stuck out of the crowd that was already dispersing — probably because they couldn’t believe they’d been pulled out of their already sub-par classes for this snoozefest. “Hey, at least it’s…brown?”
“How the heck does that help—?”
“I don’t know, I’m just trying to think optohistically here!”
“‘Optimistically—”
“Whatever!” Kaz threw his hands up. “You know, at Logan, this thing was thrown in a dumpster fire out back if it came within a one-mile radius of the student body.”
“Well, good for you,” Leo rolled his eyes, “Unfortunately, Perry spends all of the school’s funding on kitty-calendar shopping and scouting out meatloaf discounts at the steakhouse down the street.”
“Oh, so is that why she’s only seen between the times of 9:00 and 10:00 AM?” Kaz asked, things suddenly making much more sense than they had all year.
“Yup. Or, on the rare occasion, she will be seen at 2:30-3:00 heckling passer-by outside her office.”
“Alright,” Perry announced as she waddled back out from the supposed computer lab, this time grasping some sort of connector cable. “Let’s fire up the media center!”
Kaz groaned again, already prepared for this to go horribly wrong as she plugged in the cord.
The screen lit up in one of those old-fashioned movie countdown screens before the circuit burst and sparks cascaded around the machine, the power cutting out completely. Now bathed in darkness, Perry said, “Okay, okay…Minor setback. For the record, you all look much better in this light.”
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When Kaz got home from school that day, he was oddly excited about his date that night. Usually, when Liam wanted to hang out, he had ulterior motives. Last week he had asked Kaz out on a date to some fancy restaurant by saying, “We could have a nice dinner, maybe a walk along that canal nearby…” and then his face had shifted into a smirk as he added on in a low voice, “Go back to my place and mess around…” he’d kissed Kaz’s ear and Kaz’s cheeks burned.
Oh.
That had been his only thought.
Oh.
But tonight…Tonight was different. Kaz was sure of it. Liam hadn’t even hinted at there being a hidden agenda! He sounded like he really did just want to take Kaz out to the movies. To hang out with him. Hold his hand…cuddle…maybe share a few kisses…Kaz’s heart lept into his throat, stomach flipping at the thought.
He shook his head with a wide grin, opening his closet to sort through his options. In the end, he’d thrown on a white undershirt and a sweater vest with a cotton flap jacket layered on top, and for his bottoms a pair of black skinny jeans and his signature vans. Doubling up on deodorant because why-the-hell-not, he checked himself out in the mirror and let out a breath.
Damn, even he’d date himself. He smirked at his reflection and shot some finger guns its way, clicking his tongue twice.
From below, he heard the doorbell ring. “You’ve got this,” he hyped himself as he grabbed his phone and wallet and walked out of his bedroom.
Leaning against the door frame chatting to his mother was Liam dressed in a leather jacket, a black shirt, black pants, and matching army boots.
He looked…relatively normal.
Kaz’s heart faltered — just for a split-second — at the sight. He…suddenly felt quite overdressed.
Had he put in too much effort?
He’d just wanted to look nice…But maybe it was too much.
He pushed those thoughts away and smiled at his boyfriend, reaching out to grab his hand, only for Liam to ignore the gesture completely and sling an arm around his shoulders instead, kissing him rather heatedly. Kaz felt a bit uncomfortable since his mother was standing right there, but he blamed his awkward personality for that and pushed through the nerves.
“Ready to go?” Liam grinned. Kaz nodded, waving goodbye to his mom and letting Liam guide him to his car.
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The drive was nice — if not a bit quiet. It wasn’t that it was unbearable, more just odd. Kaz felt strangely cramped despite the spaciousness of the leather seat of Liam’s Cadillac. Kaz didn’t know why Liam’s date attire bothered him so much. He knew it was probably simply his anxiety, but it still bugged him the more he dwelled on it.
“You good over there?”
Kaz blinked back to reality and nodded, “Yeah. Sorry.”
Liam laughed, “Why are you apologizing? You don’t have to talk all the time,” he shrugged.
Despite Liam’s words, Kaz still flushed red.
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Not much time passed before Liam pulled into a parking spot in front of the theater and walked around the car to open Kaz’s door for him.
“M’lord,” he bowed, extending an arm.
“Why thank you,” Kaz smirked, accepting the offered hand.
They wandered to the front of the theater and scanned their tickets. Inside, the theater was bustling with people chatting in clusters about the various movies playing: Islanders, HomeWreckage, The Chant…
A goofy smile danced across Kaz’s lips as he took in the scene. He loved movie theaters, despite hardly ever going. He’d only gone twice since coming to Mission Creek. Needless to say, he was elated he would finally be back in there in just a few minutes.
His grip on Liam’s bicep tightened as his face lit up at the sight of the popcorn machines.
“Can I get a large? Pleeeeease?”
Liam chuckled, kissing the top of his head before agreeing and telling Kaz to stay there while he fetched him a bucket.
He returned a moment later sporting the popcorn as well as two drinks and some chocolate. He motioned with his head for Kaz to follow him and they made their way to theater seven.
Sinking into the seats in the deepest far-back corner of the theater, Kaz relaxed instantly. The smell of popcorn filled his senses and the soft cushions allowed his muscles to melt into it entirely.
As the soft hum of the projector started and the lights dimmed down until it was just the glow of the massive screen, Kaz felt Liam’s hand interlock with his and a smile set on his face.
The images burst to life in a mix of saturated green and cool blues. Kaz settled his head on the broad expanse of Liam’s shoulder, dipping his hand into the bucket and shoveling handfuls of popcorn into his mouth.
As the movie bore on, Kaz found himself becoming more and more invested in the plot — which was good since that was the goal of every film — to have the audience care about the story — but even then, Kaz actually really enjoyed the story: A group of estranged childhood friends are brought together by the passing of their mutual mentor, they embark on a journey back to their island hometown, only to uncover secrets that could change their lives — and the island — forever.
Okay, so maybe he built up the drama a bit too much, but still, trust him, it was good.
It was just getting to the climax of the film — when the kids realized the island is secretly an oil mining resort using their findings to fuel weapons of mass destruction — when Kaz felt it.
The warmth of Liam’s hand in his was suddenly gone. Kaz didn’t think much of it — assuming his palms to have gotten sweaty — until there was the tickling sensation of finger pads skimming up the length of Kaz’s clothed leg…All the way to his upper inner thigh.
Kaz’s breath hitched, mind blanking out. For the first time since they arrived, his heart began to hammer, his mind whispering out desperate pleas: No no no no no no no no…
Kaz knew instantly what Liam wanted, knew what this meant above anything else…And he was filled with the sudden urge to shove Liam’s hand away and race out of the theater.
But he couldn't. He knew he couldn’t. Because deep down he knew Liam would always get his way.
Voice low and gravelly, Liam murmured into Kaz’s ear: “I can’t wait to rip these pants off you.”
And everything that had been building inside of Kaz all day — every ounce of joy, every scrap of excitement — anticipation, even — every speck of serenity, and every seed of hope Liam had planted — perhaps knowing Kaz would take every bit of the bait — plunged deep into the pits of his stomach. His body went cold, frozen to the chair, palms turning clammy from where they now held an iron grip to the armrests.
Every part of him that had chosen to believe Liam actually wanted him spun to dust as reality settled before him: this had been the plan all along.
Sit at the darkened, back-most corner of the theater, play along with every one of Kaz’s wishes — the popcorn, the drink, the candy, hell, even picking him up at his house like a true gentleman…All of it culminating to this point. To where Liam’s fingertips would graze up Kaz’s thigh toward his groin, and then push him to the point where Kaz couldn’t say no.
Something sickening crawled up Kaz's throat. He wanted to scream, to shout at Liam to get away from him. To run to the parking lot and cry his eyes out on the curb. To tell Liam he didn’t want this. That for one night he didn’t want this to mean everything their relationship was. That for one night Liam could want him for something else, something real.
But clearly Kaz was the only one who felt anything other than physical attraction. Clearly, Kaz was the fool.
So blinking back the tears threatening to spill and sucking in a shallow breath, he returned easily, “Take me to yours.”
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Liam parked the car in his driveway, the dark mansion looming in the dim light of the porch lanterns. Liam switched off the ignition and turned to look at Kaz, his eyes dark and hungry. "Come here," he said, pulling Kaz close for a kiss. Kaz kissed back, tasting remnants of the popcorn and soda on Liam's lips, but even that felt artificial.
Kaz thought back to earlier. When everything that was about to happen was only a distant inkling. Something that seemed so unnecessary. So unimportant.
But now, with Liam’s tongue lapping at his lips like a dog and his hands pawing their way beneath Kaz’s cotton-lapelled jacket, it was all that consumed Kaz’s mind.
Liam pulled away, a satisfied smirk playing on his lips. "Come on, baby. Let's go inside."
Kaz smiled meekly and followed him up the front steps, their entwined hands dangling between them.
Once inside, Liam immediately backed Kaz against the wall, kicking the door closed in his peripheral. Kaz knew Liam’s parents weren’t home — they never were. Which was fortunate for Liam but unfortunate for Kaz. He had nowhere to run and nothing to hide behind.
Liam pressed against him tightly, crowding into his space without a pocket for air. Kaz winced at the sudden contact, but Liam didn’t notice. His hands were already fumbling with Kaz's shirt buttons, his breath hot against Kaz's neck.
"Wait," Kaz murmured, pushing lightly at Liam's chest. "Can we...talk first?" He gulped down with his last line of defense, though already more than aware what the answer would be. But he had to try. Something — anything.
Liam froze, his eyes narrowing, "Talk? About what?"
Kaz swallowed hard, his throat dry. "Just...stuff. You know."
Liam scoffed, leaning back slightly, "We can talk after. Right now, I need you." Kaz felt a shiver run down his spine.
Without waiting for a response, Liam resumed his actions, his hands moving faster now. Liam's mouth found his again, rough and insistent, and Kaz responded automatically.
When Liam finally pulled back, Kaz took a shaky breath, trying to steady himself. But before he could say anything, Liam was already moving, guiding Kaz towards the bedroom with a firm grip on his wrist.
The room was dark when they entered, the only light coming from the nightlight in the corner casting long shadows across the floor. Liam pushed Kaz onto the bed and climbed on top of him, pinning him down. Kaz's heart raced, but not from excitement. Something about this felt wrong, dangerous, but he couldn’t bring himself to stop it.
Liam's hands roamed over Kaz's body, unbuttoning his shirt and slipping beneath the fabric to touch skin. Kaz lay there as his mind ran through everything that had happened that night. Everything that was a lie.
"You're so beautiful," Liam whispered, his voice thick with desire. But Kaz didn’t believe it. How could he? All he’d wanted was one date. One date where they didn’t end up like this. But even that was too much to ask for, apparently.
Liam leaned down and mouthed at Kaz's chest, then moved lower, leaving a trail of kisses down his abdomen. Liam spread Kaz's thighs wide, positioning himself between them. His eyes gleamed in the dim light as he looked down at Kaz, an admiring glint in his gaze.
Eventually, Liam freed himself and asked if Kaz was ready. Kaz nodded, his eyes finding Liam’s in the darkness and using a hand to vaguely urge Liam forward.
Liam’s fingers deftly worked open Kaz's fly. Once Kaz was fully exposed, Liam removed his own clothes, tossing them aside carelessly. He snaked back on top of Kaz, aligning their bodies.
Liam smiled down at him affectionately, "You're mine," he mumbled. Kaz bit his lip, trying to suppress a groan of something between pleasure and discomfort.
Without warning, Liam pressed forward, entering Kaz in one swift movement. Kaz gasped, his eyes widening with shock. He clenched his fists against the skin of Liam’s back.
Kaz tried to focus on the version of Liam from earlier that day. The one who was sweet, caring, and considerate. The one who reminded Kaz of whom he’d fallen for. The version who was gentle and patient and kind. Who Kaz could be himself around…
But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t escape the reality of what was happening. Kaz felt tears prick at the corners of his eyes for being so weak under Liam’s spell. But he blinked them back, refusing to give Liam the ugly sight of seeing him cry.
Liam's pace picked up, growing faster, more erratic. "Look at me, sweetheart," Liam spoke, his voice coated in a venomous sweetness. Kaz met his gaze, unable to stop himself. Liam's expression softened and he leaned down, capturing Kaz's lips in a kiss.
When they were both finished, for a moment, there was silence. Then Liam collapsed on top of him, his weight heavy and suffocating. Kaz lay there, panting, trying to catch his breath.
Liam stirred, lifting himself off Kaz and rolling onto his side. He reached out, tracing a lazy finger down Kaz's cheek. "You were amazing," he murmured, his voice thick with sleepiness. He pressed a few kisses to his cheeks and temples before drifting off to sleep, leaving Kaz to stare at the ceiling and wondering where everything went wrong.
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School the next morning was a torturous crawl. Kaz found himself standing in front of the single-stall restroom’s mirror, gaping at his worse-for-wear reflection: frazzled hair, dark circles, bloodshot eyes…Needless to say, he hadn’t gotten any sleep last night. He’d left Liam’s around one and hadn’t slept until six. He’d woken up thirty minutes later.
The date kept repeating over and over in his head. How could a night that had started off so well have dipped so low? He sighed, too tired to deal with this crap. Or Liam.
God, he really didn’t want to see him today.
He’d mulled over the events at Liam’s house a few times, wondering if Liam had truly hurt him or maybe it was simply his imagination. He had been…relatively out of it. Mainly because he was still so hurt by the secret agenda Liam had had the entire time…
But Liam…hadn’t assaulted him, right?
Kaz…he hadn’t said no or told Liam to stop…Right?
Therefore…No, it wasn’t assault, Kaz decided abruptly. Of course, it wasn’t. Liam wouldn’t—
Kaz gulped, scrubbing a hand down his face.
Liam wouldn’t do that…
Would he?
Kaz groaned, tossing his head back, and grabbed his backpack from off the floor as he exited the bathroom. He spotted Bree across the hall talking to Owen and debated momentarily whether he should say hi or not.
Ultimately, he came to the conclusion he had nothing to lose and — who knew — maybe talking to a friend would make his day better than the shitshow it had been so far. So he strutted over just as he caught Owen bidding her farewell.
“Oh, hey, Kaz,” she smiled at him.
He plastered on a massive, teasing grin and leaned his head against the locker beside hers, “So…how is Owen?”
She rolled her eyes playfully. “Owen’s fine. We’re going on a date tonight,” she said giddily, “Something about pottery and molding the perfect sculpture of me,” she spoke dreamily.
Kaz felt a sting in his chest at how utterly romantic and normal that sounded, but quickly covered it over with a wink, “Just don’t get into too much trouble, yeah?”
She snorted, “Oh, please, I’m the best behaved out of all of you and you know it.”
Yeah, Kaz couldn’t argue with that.
Bree shut her locker. “By the way, are you okay? You look…”
“Like shit?” He offered.
“Well, I wasn’t going to say it,” she held her hands up.
He chuckled, “Yeah, no, don’t worry, I know. I look…pretty bad. I spent all morning in the bathroom trying to figure what the heck I can do to look even a smidge presentable.”
“What did you come up with?”
“Absolutely nothing. Then I figured since Principal Perry doesn’t care about public appearances or traumatizing her students, then I shouldn’t either.”
Bree laughed, then patted him on the shoulder. “Don’t worry, buddy, I’m sure you’ll think of something. I gotta get to class, but see you later?”
“Definitely,” he grinned, waving after her as she walked away.
He let out what felt like the millionth sigh, spinning on-heel to decide what his plan of action was. He could…go to class looking like he’d just suffered the worst hangover of his life, or…He could ditch again and actually get some rest.
Without a moment of hesitation, he instantly knew which option he preferred and swaggered toward the exit.
He’d get through this, too.
He always did.
Chapter 22: S02, EP22: "My Little Brother"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Ever since last Thursday, Kaz had been unable to shake the gnawing feeling that something was incredibly wrong with his and Liam’s relationship. He wasn’t the brightest when it came to most things, but this time he was beginning to think that perhaps he should not be as dismissive of Liam’s actions as he had been previously.
He tried to brush the behavior off multiple times as simply being Liam’s way of showing his love and affection for Kaz, but even that had started becoming less and less of a possibility. What Kaz felt for Liam was a difficult web of complex emotions that even he had a challenging time deciphering. When they’d first gotten together, much of their time was spent laughing and playing video games, both of which Kaz loved. He’d felt more and more connected to Liam each time they hung out, and so moving into a more intimate, deeper part of their relationship had come naturally. Did Kaz sometimes regret losing his virginity underage? Yes. In fact, he often felt as though something had been taken from him too early to properly understand the full extent of what it would mean.
Liam wasn’t exactly the easiest person to get along with — nor the easiest boyfriend — but something kept drawing Kaz back in. Something he couldn’t figure out no matter how many hours were spent mulling it over in bed each night. Perhaps part of him longed too hard for the person Liam was in the earlier stages of their relationship. Or perhaps Kaz was stuck in a hopeful trance, waiting for something that would never happen. Or maybe…
Well, Kaz didn’t know. He’d been trying to decipher it for days now and gotten next to nowhere.
All he knew was that despite the challenges Liam brought, Kaz didn’t want to let him go. Something inside him couldn’t.
So as he walked through the front doors of school the following Monday, his head was tossed back as he exhaled a large, exaggerated groan, feet trudging across the floor and leaving sneaker marks in their wake.
Leo — who definitely saw him enter in this state — blinked as he stepped over to him. “You good, bro?” He asked in a voice that hinted at his steadfast willingness not to laugh — no matter how much he wanted to.
Kaz groaned again and flung open his locker. “Well, if ‘good’ means ‘two steps away from spiraling into a stress burrito,’ then, yeah, I’m awesome, thanks,” he smiled sarcastically.
Leo held his hands up in mock defense, “Hey, at least you have a best life to ruin. My peak was not face-planting in gym class this morning.”
“Bet I’d still make getting kicked through a wall look better than you did,” Kaz smirked. Leo stuck out his tongue and crossed his arms.
“Not to brag, but, uh,” he licked his lips with a proud click of his tongue, “I was here for first period. And where were you, I might ask?”
Kaz deadpanned out, “Trying not to get murdered by way of frying pan this morning when I accidentally burned my mom’s finger with the oil she was using to cook…”
“Ah. Classic. But just so you know—”
“Morning, Oxygen Hogs!” Principal Perry so joyfully renounced as she paraded out of her office, some dude who had definitely pissed her off trying to quietly sneak out after her. She didn’t notice. As per usual, according to Kaz’s recent observations. “Time for another surprise locker inspection! Why, you ask? The superintendent says that if I’m gonna accuse you little criminals of doing stuff, I need ‘evidence’,” she complained as she flapped her arms and raised her voice to a mocking pitch.
Kaz shot Leo an unimpressed look and crossed his arms. “Is it just me, or does she need a hobby that doesn’t involve the possibility of a lawsuit?”
Leo chuckled, covering it up with an inconspicuous cough.
Perry’s face turned tomato red as she pointed a finger at the ginger-haired girl Kaz was pretty sure was named “Doreen”—
“Lindsey—”
Eh, close enough.
“You’re up,” Perry grinned devilishly, waddling her little butt over to Lindsey’s locker that was currently being barricaded like the entrance to the Pentagon.
Perry made an annoyed sound and shoved Lindsey aside. She yanked out a — “Stuffed animal? What is this, your prom date?” She tossed the lion across the room, then stuffed her nose right back into the locker. A moment later, she came back up with a — “Makeup? You’ve already lost that battle, sweetheart.”
Bree’s voice rang out from beside Kaz suddenly. “You know what? I am so tired of Principal Perry and her power trips. How does she keep getting away with this stuff?”
“Just accept it,” Leo stated, “It’s a lot easier once you let go of the hope.”
“Ooh, pretzel logs! Jackpot!” She stuck one in her mouth but never got any further before her eyes locked on Bree’s, pointing at her with the pretzel as she marched for Bree’s locker, “You’re next, glow stick.”
But Bree was faster. She backed herself up against the locker, “I don’t think so.”
“Oh, shiit,” Kaz scoffed into his fist, eyes wide with amusement. Bree sent him a glare.
Eventually, Perry managed to shuffle Bree out of the way once she threatened skin-to-skin contact (Kaz couldn’t blame Bree for that one, he didn’t want to touch that woman with a fifty-foot pole).
“Okay, Principal Perry, this is not fair. You walk around here like a dictator and treat the student body like prisoners—”
“Aww, you noticed. It’s so good to be appreciated.”
“No. This is no way to run a school. And I think that I speak for everyone when I say we’re not gonna take it anymore!”
When literally no one else stood by Bree, Perry then set her sights on Kaz and Leo.
“Hey, don’t look at me, I had zero percent to do with this,” Kaz held his arms up.
“Yeah, and by ‘we’ she means her. Us? Rock solid,” Leo and Kaz hit a closed fist against their chests in unison.
“Are you challenging my authority?” Perry accused, stepping into Bree’s space.
Leo snuck around Bree and whispered lowly into her ear, “She’s sweating through her pant suit. Retreat, retreat!”
“Listen, Lipstick, I didn’t command a ship in the merchant marines to take guff from you.”
“You know, I just think the school might be a bit more enjoyable if we were treated like adults and had more freedom.”
“Right, and then we could all ride unicorns to school and eat food that passes the health inspection.”
But Bree still wasn’t done, and seeing as Kaz noticed her mouth opening to retort again, it was his turn to step closer to Bree and whisper, “Seriously, I see pit stains forming, PULL BACK!”
“Shhh!” With another eye roll, Bree focused back on Perry, “But it doesn’t have to be like this.”
“Oh, yes, it does. I learned one thing from my mother: to rule with an iron fist. Oh, and that salad takes up space where meat should be,” Perry fired back, clearly having too much fun with this.
Kaz grimaced in disgust, accidentally yelling out a very loud “Eugh!”
“Oh, please, Kaz, like you’ve ever eaten a vegetable in your life,” Leo exasperatedly sighed.
“I knooowww,” Kaz whined, pouting like a child, “But it’s herrrr. It’s an atomic reflex.”
“‘Automatic’,” Bree groaned.
“She sounds like a lovely woman—” Leo countered to Perry.
“She isn’t!” Perry shrieked. “You kids think my job is soooo easy, don’t ya?”
“Well, I mean, how hard can it be? You do it,” Bree chuckled dryly.
The students — including Kaz — all gasped — though his was mainly in overdramatic theatrics. He even slapped a mock-offended hand over his heart! (Damn, he was good at this! He should definitely audition for the school play.) He was quite amused by this whole interaction.
“You think you can do better? All right! Have at it. School’s yours. You go ahead and be principal for a day.”
“What?”
“Yeah. Go ahead and be the nice principal. These maggots will eat you alive in two hours.”
Bree hummed, not buying any of her bullcrap.
“You could use your last breath to scream for help. But you shoulda used it to ‘I’m sorry.’”
After nearly passing out from the stench of Perry’s breath, Bree snapped back, “All right. You’re on. But if I’m gonna be principal for the day, I’ll need the keys to your office.”
“All right,” Perry handed over the ring of keys — rather happily, might Kaz add. “But remember, no matter how loud the banging gets in the file cabinet, don’t open it,” she said right before marching away to God-Knows-Where.
Kaz sighed after her, “She’s never gonna learn, is she?”
“Look who you’re talking about, of course not,” Leo pfft’d Kaz’s way. “Anyway, so, Bree, if you’re gonna be principal for the day, you know what you need?”
“Well, I know it’s certainly not you—”
“A vice principal!”
Bree blinked at him, unimpressed, then burst out into laughter. “Oh, please, Leo. Absolutely not. You can’t even keep track of which underwear are dirty or not, no way am I having you co-run a school with me.”
Leo pouted and crossed his arms, “Excuse me, I am very responsible—”
“I’ll do it!” Kaz blurted out, shoving Leo out of the way to grab Bree by the shoulders, “Think about it…You…Me…Rewriting destiny one unnecessary detention at a time… Ah… The dream,” he nodded along to his fantasy, a hand extended out in front of him as if to spell out each word in the air.
Bree gave him a once-over, then crossed her own arms with a reluctant shrug, “Well, I guess you’re better than the alternative,” she eyed Leo, who opened his mouth to protest but was cut off by Bree continuing, “But you have to agree with everything I say and stand by me on any decision I make. And — by the way — you can kiss that so-called ‘dream’ of yours goodbye, we’re not giving ‘unnecessary’ detentions to anyone. Anyone, Kaz,” she lowered her face to his with raised brows to really hammer it in.
“What?! But that’s the whole ‘fun’ part of this job—!”
“Yeah, well, it’s not happening. Unless, of course, you’d want someone else to…Oh, I don’t know…” she slapped a rough hand down on his shoulder and looked him dead in the eyes, “Replace you—”
“No!” Kaz interjected, “Nope, no, no no no, all good here. What? This—This job is—” he forced out a full laugh as patted Bree’s shoulder awkwardly, “It’s gonna be so fun. Right, Leo?”
Leo, who was still glaring daggers into Kaz’s head, simply said, “Well, you know, it probably would have been fun had you not STOLEN IT FROM ME!” He shouted before stomping away down the hall.
Kaz watched him go, then looked at Bree again, poking a thumb back in the direction Leo had gone. “Pfft. Sore loser, am I right?”
She raised her brows, then dragged Kaz by the sleeve along behind her into Perry’s — well, now Bree’s — office.
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By the time lunch rolled around, Kaz was throwing up into the toilet. Had only the lunch ladies educated him on the contents of hot dogs, he would have circumvented the proximity of the buffet entirely.
Unfortunately, neither the lunch ladies nor Kaz had bothered. So here he was, vomiting rather audibly in the boys’ bathroom's third stall.
Retching a bit as he stumbled his way out of the stall and over to the sink, he doused his face with a splash of cold water, swishing some around in his mouth before spitting into the sink — the chunkiness absolutely not going unnoticed. He gagged at the sight but shook his head to rid his head of lingering on the thoughts too long. Kaz knew the water here was absolutely drowned with toxic chemicals, but come on, he wasn’t about to go around school with vomit breath — as gross as he was, he wasn’t that gross.
Finally, with a sigh, he grabbed his V.P. clipboard and staggered out of the bathroom back toward the main hallway where he’d previously abandoned Bree…(and Leo, as he was still desperately trying to prove himself worthy of Kaz’s title.) (Bree wasn’t having it.)
“Kaz! There you are!” She exclaimed, “Where the heck were you, I was getting worried!”
“Oh…Just the bathroom. Ate something weird and felt a bit nauseous.”
“Okay, well look at this! People are actually having fun! Not a frown in sight!” She spread her arms wide to gesture at the atmosphere around them, which had done a complete one-eighty compared to the dreary hellhole it had been that morning. Without the snake in the snake pit to rile up or bully students twenty-four-seven, people actually seemed…content?
“I mean, it’s only been a few hours, but look how much happier everyone is under principal Bree.”
“Well, that is just how I roll, V.P. Kaz,” she clicked her tongue and shot a finger gun his way.
She sashayed her way across the room, the both of them high-fiving students as they bustled past, chewing gum and strumming instruments.
“Isn't it amazing how much happier and more productive students are when they’re given a little bit of freedom?”
“Let Breedom ring!” Leo pumped a fist into the air with an overly inordinate amount of enthusiasm.
Kaz rolled his eyes and shoved Leo’s fist down. “Oh, please, is that the best you could do? I was thinking more ‘Land of the Free, and Home of the Breeve’.” He smirked, crossing his arms proudly over his chest and winking at Bree. “Now that’s how a V.P. proves their loyalty.”
“It doesn’t count if you have to steal someone’s idea, Kaz,” Leo retorted, “Everyone here knows I’m the true mastermind.”
Kaz’s eyes flicked down Leo’s figure to where they caught on his crotch area with a simper, “Oh, really? Is that why your fly’s down, Einstein?”
Leo flushed and hastily zipped up, “Well, that doesn’t count!” He glared.
“Mhmm. Sure.” Kaz faced Bree again and extended his clipboard toward her, “Oh, uh, by the way, I have some paperwork for you to sign.”
“Sure. What is it?” Not that she cared, seeing as she was already scribbling down her name on the dotted line before Kaz could respond—
Not that he could because as soon as he opened his mouth, Perry was lumbering through the entrance, trampling over any student who refused to move out, and beelining directly for Kaz and Bree…(And Leo.) “What is going on here? Stop talking on the phone! Spit out that gum!” Perry held out her palm for some girl to deposit into.
“Uh-uh, don’t you listen to her!” Bree pointed at the girl threateningly, “Put that gum back in your mouth.”
The girl did.
“This is my school now. See how smoothly things are running and how happy everyone is?”
Perry made some sort of odd grunt in the back of her throat (Kaz gagged at the sound of all that saliva gathering), “I know, it’s disgusting! All these smiling faces…I haven’t seen this many teeth since I kept dental records at the morgue.”
“Sorry, Principal Perry, but I guess it is easy doing your job.”
Uh-oh, Kaz thought, raising his own brows and drumming his pen against the clipboard.
Perry scoffed, then turned to Kaz, “And who are you supposed to be, Garbage Paws?” She sneered.
“Ah ah ah,” Kaz corrected, “Vice Principal Peterson. And if I’m not mistaken, you’re not allowed to be here unless you’re a student or faculty. So I’m afraid, I’m going to have to ask you to leave… Terry.”
Perry made that disgruntled noise again and yelled right in Kaz’s face (much to his dismay), “This isn’t over!”
“Yeah, yeah, heard of mouthwash?!” Kaz called back as she rather angrily hobbled her way back out the way she came.
Kaz blinked. “Well, that was surprisingly easy.”
“Wow, who knew you could feel so alive from just a smidge of power,” Bree shook her head with a chuckle.
“I know, right? My knees are trembling, and not because of my bad joints this time!” Kaz fist-bumped the air with a prideful grin.
“Okay, I’m gonna act like I didn’t just witness that and go monitor how lunch is going,” Bree sassed and walked toward the cafeteria.
“And I shall follow you, Queen Bree—”
“It’s not happening, Leo, shut it!” Bree yelled back over her shoulder.
Leo seemed less than fazed, however, shrugged, and skipped after her.
Kaz walked to the water fountain to take a quick drink before rejoining Bree inside, only to notice Chase already standing beside it, one hand perched on the dispenser, the other reaching into his pant's pocket.
“All right, Adam, time for a water fountain jerk bath.” It didn’t take very long for Chase’s face to morph into an expression of bewilderment and utter confusion as he idiotically hopped around shaking his leg like he’d just gotten over some paralysis: “Adam? Adam? Oh no! Adam?”
Kaz took this as his opportunity to slide on over to him (Literally. He used his feet to slide a side-step across the hall.)
“Adam?” Chase called out again (and yes, Kaz was now starting to believe Bree’s point about Chase having gone crazy). A few girls walking past eyed Chase up and down, to which he plastered on a grin and lied, “New Internet dance craze…Look it up.”
Chase continued frantically patting his slack and shimmying his legs, and Kaz just had to interject before this got any worse (which it was already pretty bad, so that was saying something).
Kaz pursed his lips and raised his brows, “You good there?”
“Agh!” Chase startled, nearly tripping over himself.
Kaz chuckled, “How on earth did I startle you? I was standing four feet away.”
Chase swallowed and nervously laughed, clearly trying to cover up whatever mistake he’d made. “Oh…Ha ha…ha.”
“Well, that was just terrible. Alright, what happened?” Kaz sighed. “You forget a worksheet at home?” Kaz spoke unimpressed and a tad bored. “Because, bro, there’s a printer in the library and—”
“It’s not a freaking worksheet, it’s Adam—!”
“Okay, well you’re going to have to be a lot more specific because there are a lot of things Adam could have done. For example, did he wander into the girls’ locker room again because he forgot how hallways work… again? Or maybe, did he try downloading brain cells off the Internet? ‘Cause you know how he is about that. Oh! Or did he get his head stuck in a trash can again? ‘Cause he totally got his head stuck in a trash can last Tuesday.”
“No…” Chase said, making that strange face he did when he knew whatever was about to come out of his next was much, much worse. “...I accidentally shrunk Adam and now he’s gone.”
Kaz blinked at him, paused, then burst out into uncontrollable laughter.
“What? What is so funny?! He’s the size of a cockroach and now he’s lost somewhere in school!”
Kaz tried to straighten up, managing all of two seconds of seriousness before cracking up again. “Wait, wait—hold up. You’re telling me…he just fell out of your pocket?” Kaz shook his head, barely containing his laughter. “Dude, even I don’t drop people like loose change!”
Chase crossed his arms with an indignant pout. “It’s not my fault! He’s a tiny person. Pockets aren’t designed for tiny people. ”
Kaz smirked. “Guess he found that out the hard way. Next time, maybe try…I dunno, a fanny pack. ”
Chase groaned frustratedly, plopping down onto a nearby bench. “What am I gonna do, Kaz? If Mr. Davenport finds out, I’m toast. It’ll be the first time I’ve ever screwed up this badly.”
Kaz joined beside him, placing a hand on his shoulder, “Aw, I’m sure that’s not true, Chase. I’m sure you’ve screwed up this badly thousands of times!” Kaz grinned. Chase shot him a glare.
“Gosh knows where he could be now…So cold, and scared… He’s probably wondering why he ever left my pocket. At least there he knew what was gonna happen to him—”
Just then, Kaz’s eyes caught on a small flash of purple, “Chase, I think I just saw a little purple ninja dive into that book bag!” Kaz sobered, cocking his head, “And there’s something I’ll never say again.”
“Go, go!” Chase shoved him toward the girl’s book bag…Just as she slung it over her shoulder and made for the cafeteria. Crap!
Chase’s body rammed into him, sending him toppling onto the circular bench, Chase half on top of him.
“Oww!” Kaz exclaimed, giving Chase a look. Chase rolled his eyes and grabbed Kaz’s sleeve.
“Come on, we can’t lose her!”
They burst through the cafeteria doors — and that was as far as Kaz got because what the fuck had he just walked into?
The room was scattered with stray balloons, random strings of confetti and ribbons, there was a disco ball dangling from the ceiling, party lights strung from every angle, a DJ station which had been abandoned by said DJ but was still blasting music, and at the front of the room near the buffet line was a very displeased Bree tapping her foot impatiently and wearing the most menacing glare he had ever seen.
Kaz hadn’t been gone that long, had he?
Leo was whizzing to and fro across the room grabbing random party objects out of students’ hands, nearly colliding into a decorated table display more than a few times.
Kaz shook his head to try and see if this was all just some crazy fever dream (spoiler alert: it wasn’t) but it did allow him to remember Chase and the book bag…
His eyes scanned the room until they spotted Chase elbow-deep in the bag, the owner of said bag looking about ready to order a lawsuit.
He would ask Bree what the hell was going on in a moment.
“Chase, what the—”
“A-ha!” He held up an object that was definitely not Adam, and threw it back in the bag, resuming his scavenge, “Nope.”
Kaz laughed awkwardly, swinging his arms back and forth as he approached the girl and slung an arm around her shoulder. “Sorry ma’am. Random bag search. There’s been a…uh…high-stakes tater tot smuggling ring going on. We’re not saying you’re the mastermind behind it, but we’re all thinking it.” He clicked his tongue and unhooked his arm.
“Got him!” Chase exclaimed, shoving the girl out of the way, only to slam directly into Principal — sorry — ex-Principal — Perry who was…
Actually, Kaz didn’t know what she was.
“Who are you supposed to be? Your crushed hopes and dreams of a former rapper-adjacent?”
“No,” she sneered, “I decided that since you guys got to be principal for a day, I get to be a student for a day. The name’s Terry Perry, but out on the streets they call me T.P.,” she crossed her arms over her chest in a way that was supposed to mimic the moves of an early 2000s rapper, but did not in any way, shape, or form.
Kaz snorted, “Yeah. Sure, T.P. Sure.”
He moseyed over to Chase, who for some reason was now shoulder-deep in the trash can cursing out Ruthie the lunch lady, and leaned himself against the nearby wall with folded arms and a quirked brow.
“Whatcha doin’ now, Smarties?”
“Ergh! Ruthie,” he spat, “Decided it was a fantastic idea to toss in all of the spaghetti scraps of the day right as I was starting to reach in!”
“Okay, that’s great, but I was actually wondering why you’re scororing around in the trash can in the first place.”
“Because I lost Adam in here!” He shouted, then added because of course he did, “And it’s SCOURING!”
Both Kaz’s brows raised and he pushed off the wall to peer over into the mess of slop inside the bin.
“Well, you have fun!” He patted Chase’s shoulder in mock sympathy before prancing away back toward Bree and Leo.
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That night at home, Kaz’s eyes flicked between the choices laid out on his bed: Grease or The Notebook…
The Notebook
…Or Grease.
While Kaz didn’t really like either and wasn’t a huge fan of rom-coms, Liam was coming over and these were the two films he’d told Kaz to choose between.
Honestly, Kaz didn’t know how to feel. This was the first time they’d be doing something in his bedroom while his mom and siblings were home, and there was a part of Kaz that was nervous Liam would try and pull something.
Kaz’s brow creased with worry.
He swallowed thickly.
Releasing what was supposed to be a steadying breath but ended up even more wobbly than his mind had already been, Kaz’s eyes returned to the DVDs splayed on the comforter.
‘Grease’ it was.
The doorbell rang.
Distantly, Kaz heard his mom’s voice greet Liam. His response was gruff and gravelly, like he didn’t truly want to be there but had no other choice.
The thought made Kaz’s heart race anxiously.
For a moment, he debated whether to rush downstairs and drag Liam away to stop any comments his mother would make, or stay put and prepare himself for what was to come a few moments longer.
His hand on the door handle ready to yank Liam up the stairs, he found it was too late. The echo of his mother’s voice urged Liam up the staircase and directed him toward Kaz’s room.
Nevermind.
Kaz stepped away from the door, pacing restlessly to and fro, wondering what on earth to pretend to be doing when the door opened other than acting like he was waiting for Liam like a creep for him to arrive.
Ultimately, his mind landed on snagging a comic book from the shelf and placing himself on the mattress like this was a typical activity one could find him partaking in.
Sure enough, the moment his back had hit the sheets, comic book splayed open in front of his face, the door sprang open without so much as a knock.
Liam’s eyes spotted Kaz instantaneously and a smirk set on his features. “Hey, baby.”
Face obscured behind the pages, Kaz gulped before lowering the book entirely to plaster on a smile as Liam covered Kaz’s mouth with his own in a searing kiss.
Liam’s palms skated down Kaz’s sides all the way to the hem of his shirt where they then stopped as he pulled back to look Kaz in the eyes.
“What did you pick?”
Kaz cleared his throat awkwardly and used his forearms to push himself upright and scoot to the end of the bed to pop in the disk.
“Uh, ‘Grease’?”
Liam frowned. “Oh.”
Kaz’s heart stuttered and a spike of anxiety cruised up his body. “Um, is that…okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, it’s fine. I was kinda hoping for ‘The Notebook’, but no. ‘Grease’ is fine.”
Kaz felt as if something inside of him was flailing. Like he’d been thrown in the middle of the sea with no life preserver, expected to last for days.
“I—If you really want to watch it, I can switch the DVD—”
“No, Kaz. You wanted to watch Grease, so we’ll watch Grease,” Liam rolled his eyes and sank into the bean bag at the foot of Kaz’s bed. Kaz bit his lip with a nod, grabbed the remote, and settled against the cushions beside his boyfriend.
It wasn’t long into the first act that Liam pulled Kaz against him — one arm around Kaz’s upper back, the other draped into the dip between his legs.
The longer the movie played, the more uncomfortable Kaz grew.
It wasn’t until the scene at the drive-in that Kaz finally understood why.
On-screen, Danny laughed awkwardly, making a half-hearted excuse to slide his arm around Sandy. She squirmed, her smile faltering as she tried to lean away. Kaz’s own smile began to fade. He watched as Danny, undeterred, inched closer, his hand creeping up to Sandy’s shoulder, and something about it sent a chill down Kaz’s spine.
The scene kept playing. Danny leaned in, not noticing or maybe not caring that Sandy wasn’t comfortable, and Kaz felt a gnawing unease settle in his stomach. There was something familiar in Sandy’s expression as she finally gave Danny a shove, pushing him off. She was tense, visibly annoyed, but Danny only looked surprised, not understanding what he’d done wrong.
Kaz tore his gaze from the screen, glancing over at Liam. He was chuckling, seemingly entertained by the scene. He didn’t notice Kaz staring, lost in thought. Kaz’s mind flickered to his own experiences — moments when he’d shifted uncomfortably under Liam’s arm or tried to gently pull away, only for Liam to keep pushing closer, acting hurt or annoyed whenever Kaz resisted.
It flickered to last Thursday. Trapped beneath Liam’s weight. Suffocating.
Kaz looked back at Sandy on the screen, storming away, visibly upset, while Danny scrambled after her. The familiarity of it all hit him like a punch. He felt his fingers tense around the edge of a cushion, realizing with an odd sort of clarity that he wasn’t just uncomfortable because of the movie. He was uncomfortable because, in a way, he’d been Sandy before.
Liam finally noticed Kaz’s silence and nudged him. “What’s up? It’s just a movie. Grease is a classic, babe. Relax.”
Kaz forced a smile, brushing it off. “Yeah... it’s a classic.” His voice came out hollow, though, and he couldn’t quite shake the feeling that had settled in his chest.
As the scene faded, he kept his gaze fixed on the screen, but the movie was no longer what he was really watching.
Notes:
Heyyyy! I hope this one is lighter than the last! I'm kinda just trying to wrap up season 2 because a lot of the Chase and Kaz development is going to happen in season 3!
I'll see you guys on the next one!
Chapter 23: S02, EP23: "Prank You Very Much"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kaz's bleary eyes blinked open to the heating light of Saturday morning. He glanced over at his alarm clock — 10:00 AM. He groaned and flipped onto his stomach to go back to sleep. However, his body wouldn’t let him. He was awake now, might as well do something about it. With a yawn, he reached over to his bedside table, unplugged his phone, and pulled it in front of his face. His stomach instantly twisted and his heart plunged into a fast-paced beat.
Liam.
He swiped up on the screen and pressed on the “Messages” icon. Their last conversation had ended with something about another date on Sunday, to which Kaz had eagerly replied to with a heart-eyes emoji. Now, it seemed, Liam wanted to meet up again that night to watch another movie.
Look, Kaz loved movies and all, but Liam was starting to pass a point into suffocation that Kaz didn’t even know was possible. It was like every time Kaz tried to keep them at a healthy distance, Liam would blow back in twice as strong. It was becoming unbearable and Kaz had no room to breathe.
But he had to keep Liam happy. That was the number one priority. So he quickly tapped into the text bubble an enthusiastic “of course! See you tonight!” with a kissy face to follow.
With a deep sigh, he exited out of his phone and begrudgingly rolled himself out of bed.
“Wooah—” Kaz’s foot got tangled in the scattered sheets and he toppled right off the mattress and face-planted into the floor. “Ow—!”
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Downstairs, Kaz yanked a container of ice cream out of the freezer. And yes, it was for breakfast.
Just as he sat down and flipped open the cap, Kyle stomped into the kitchen, banged open a cabinet to pull down the cereal, then grabbed the milk and slammed the fridge shut. He marched over to the counter and rather angrily slapped a bowl down, poured in the cereal and milk, and plopped into a seat at the table with a scowl as he shoveled cornflakes into his mouth.
Kaz raised a brow. “You good over there?”
“Mind your own business,” Kyle spat.
Kaz rolled his eyes, internally punching himself for even asking.
“Whatever,” Kaz mumbled, deciding to eat in the living room instead.
He kicked his feet up on the couch's armrest and relaxed back into the cushions, slipping a spoonful of chocolate into his mouth.
“Kazimieras—!” There was a pair of hands snatching both the container and the spoon straight out of his grasp, “What on earth are you doing?! It’s not even 10:30!” A disapproving glare was set on his mother’s features and Kaz jumped up to try and steal the content back from her.
“I wasn’t going to finish it! I just wanted a bite!”
“It is never just ‘a bite’ with you, Kaz. Now stop eating junk and go make yourself something healthy.”
“Like what? There’s nothing in the fridge!” Kaz whined.
Bridget shot him an unamused look and replied blandly, “There’s eggs. Go make yourself some eggs, Kaz. Now.”
With an incomprehensible grumble, Kaz slinked back to the kitchen to retrieve the eggs from the fridge. Bridget followed behind him with a long exhale.
“I don’t understand why you can’t just eat healthy. You have enough stomach issues as is, Kaz, you can’t be so careless about what you eat. Did you even think about the fact that this will give you a stomach ache?” She brandished the ice cream pint in his face. Kaz shoved it aside as he fetched a pan from its rack.
"It won’t kill me.”
“You complain to me every other day about how much your stomach hurts. Have you ever considered the notion that you are the cause of it ninety percent of the time?”
“But it’s ice cream,” he complained again with a pout and a dramatic flail of his arms.
Bridget stuffed the container back in the freezer and deposited the spoon into the sink before taking over at the stove for Kaz.
“I’m not arguing with you about this, Kaz. No more junk food. I’m serious. And that means at school, too. If I find out you’re eating poorly there as well, I swear to God I will start packing your lunches again.”
“No, no, please no!” Kaz begged, grabbing at her shoulder. She waved him away.
“Go sit down, please,” she sighed.
He groaned but sunk into his chair from before with crossed arms. A moment later, Bridget motioned with her head to Kyle.
“Kyle, go get your brother and tell him to get down here. I don’t want to have to go up there again.”
With an exasperated roll of his eyes, Kyle pushed away from the table and stomped up the stairs.
Bridget turned the knob on the oven, setting the pan over low heat. She set the spatula aside, glancing briefly at the stairs before walking over to sit across from Kaz at the table, her forearms resting on the surface top.
Kaz’s brow quirked. “Is this a ‘mom talk’? Because I did my laundry last week, I swear.”
Bridget gave a half-smile but kept her tone serious. “It’s not about laundry this time. I need to talk to you about Liam.”
Kaz’s stomach twisted uncomfortably. Of course, it was about Liam, he thought, biting the inside of his cheek. He didn’t want her to know. She had her way of seeing things he tried to keep buried, and the last thing he needed was her worrying about him. He tried for casual, glancing away. “Uh-huh. So that’s why you sent him upstairs?”
“I just…” She reached across the table, her hand resting on his, the familiar warmth both comforting and unsettling. “Kaz, is he treating you well?”
Kaz shifted, gaze dropping to their hands. It wasn't like Liam didn’t care about him, he told himself. He’d seen glimpses of the real Liam — the part that made him feel special, wanted. So what if he had to tolerate a little bit of everything else? Still, the words felt hollow, even as he tried to put on a reassuring front. Those same uncertain feelings he’d been trying to decipher all week coming back full force.
But he pushed through them with another lie. He had to. For both their sakes. “Of course, Mom. What kind of question is that?”
“It’s a mother’s question,” she replied, giving his hand a gentle squeeze. “You’re my son. It’s my job to ask the tough ones.”
Kaz smiled, but it felt a little forced, and he knew she could see it too. “Guess that means I don’t get to lie to you, huh?”
“Not if I can help it,” Bridget said with a knowing smile, watching him closely. She took a breath, her expression softening. “Just…don’t keep things to yourself, alright? If you ever need to talk about him — about anything — I’m here. No judgment.”
He nodded, his throat a little tighter than before. “Yeah. Alright, Mom.” He forced himself to meet her eyes, wondering if she could see past the wall he kept so carefully intact.
But before he could deliberate too hard on that, Kyle — followed by an even moodier-seeming Kevin — tromped down the stairs.
“I was showering! I was going to come down in, like, five minutes!” Kevin exclaimed with a glare directed at his mother.
“Well, how was I supposed to know that? You never respond when I knock on the door, you never call or text to let me know, and you get agitated every time I come in to wake you up,” Bridget countered.
Kevin collapsed into the seat beside Kaz, avoiding all eye contact. Bridget turned to her three boys, wiping her palms on a dish towel.
“I know we’ve all been stuck in our own lives since we moved here, whether it be school or work, so I was thinking we could all go out and do something together today. As a family.”
Her words were met with silence. Kaz's mind flickered to the memories of what life was like back in Philly. When going on family walks in the park or weekends at the mall was typical.
Now it was a ghost town.
Kaz knew he was to blame to an extent. And Kevin knew it, too, even if not the precise reason. He’d been able to sense it from the moment the divorce papers were signed. Maybe even before. Kevin had always been smart like that.
Sometimes, Kaz still hoped Kevin would forgive him in some way. That maybe their relationship wasn’t completely over and done for. That perhaps Kevin would wake up one day and realize that Kaz had never meant for any of this to happen. Not to Mom or Dad, and especially not to any of his siblings.
But none of that mattered. Not to Kevin. Kaz was the villain. And that would never change.
“Yeah, thanks but no thanks. I’m good,” Kevin responded bluntly.
“No offense, Mom, but I don’t really think taking a stroll in the park or mindlessly staring at paintings is the way I want to spend my Saturday afternoon.”
“Aw, come on, guys, it’ll be fun! I promise. I’ll even let you guys pick the place.”
“Nope,” Kyle reiterated, standing from the table and exiting the room. Bridget called after him but he ignored her.
“Kev? Come on. It’ll be fun, just the three of us!”
Kevin shook his head. “I know what you’re doing, Mom. And it’s not going to happen. This isn’t Philly anymore.”
Something flickered through Bridget’s eyes. Something Kaz could quite decipher, but knew it was something akin to hurt. With that, Kevin stood and followed suit to his brother and left the room.
There was a quiet filled only with the sound of the eggs frying in the pan for a long moment. Kaz’s gaze trailed to where his hands were interlocked on the table in front of him, his mind replaying Kevin’s words: ‘This isn’t Philly anymore.’
Kevin was right, it wasn’t. And Kaz knew that. But somehow hearing the words out loud made it so much worse. Made it much more real. Somehow, if they were still back in Philly, if Kaz hadn’t fucked up the way he had — or at all, if Dad was there and he was still at Logan…None of this would have happened. Kaz would be with Oliver and Skylar and Mighty Med again, using his powers as he pleased. To help people. He wouldn’t have to worry about making new friends or Kevin hating him.
He wouldn’t have to worry about Liam.
If they were still in Philly…Everything would be okay.
But it wasn’t. Nothing worked out the way it was supposed to and despite how hard Kaz had tried to convince himself it wasn’t, his life was slowly being torn to shambles. Kevin loathed him, Kyle no longer cared, even his mom looked at him differently.
Maybe that was why Liam was so important to him. He couldn’t lose anyone else. Especially because of his stupid mistakes.
Right. Liam.
Even though Kaz knew how to read the room and knew this was definitely not the ideal time to mention this, he also knew he needed to tell his mom about tonight. Swallowing down a thick gulp, he cleared his throat.
“Mom, I—I need to tell you something.”
Bridget’s head slowly focused on her son, expression softening as she braced herself carefully against the counter. “What is it, sweetheart?”
Kaz took a breath, his gaze flicking toward the window and back again. He couldn’t meet her eyes for too long—he knew they’d give too much away. “Liam’s, uh…coming over tonight. Just for a bit.”
Her eyes sparked with interest. “Oh, well, if he’s coming over, he should join us for dinner. I’d love to get to know him a little better. Aside from the brief exchange of small talk when he comes to pick you up.”
Kaz’s heart sank a little, “Dinner?”
“Yes, dinner.” She crossed her arms, a light smirk on her face. “I mean, Kaz, it’s not that terrifying, is it? It’s just a meal.”
Just a meal. Right, Kaz thought, biting the inside of his cheek. But dinner meant time — time for Liam to say something or act a certain way that would spark a million new questions from his mom. Not to mention the incredulous looks Kyle would send his way, and Kevin’s obnoxiously embarrassing comments. And Kaz wasn’t sure he was ready to answer to any of them. “Yeah, but, uh…I don’t know if he’s really…a ‘sit down and have dinner’ kinda guy.”
Her smile faltered, a flicker of concern passing over her face. “Kaz,” she said, voice growing worried, “if there’s something about Liam that’s making you uncomfortable, you can tell me.”
Kaz shifted, pretending to fiddle with his bracelet. He wished it was that easy. “It’s not that, Mom. It’s just…” What could he say? That maybe he felt too much or tried too hard to keep people close? Or that he ignored the things that didn’t feel right because he couldn’t handle another loss? No, of course not. He couldn’t say any of that. So he settled on: “He’s just…more, like…casual.”
“Then we’ll keep it casual,” she replied, her voice unyielding but light. “I just want to spend a little time with him, see who’s important to you. And if he’s worth your time, Kaz, he’ll be worth a little dinner with family, too.”
Kaz forced a nod, swallowing the worry that prickled his throat. “Yeah, okay, Mom.”
But as he watched her move around the kitchen, setting out an extra plate on the counter as she always did each morning, he couldn’t shake the feeling that this was going to be anything but a casual night.
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The doorbell rang at five minutes till seven. Something spiked in Kaz’s chest — something telling him to answer the door before his mom could – and he hastily padded over, unlocking from the inside, and twisted the knob.
Liam stood clad in a jacket and ripped black jeans. His combat boots gleaming from the fresh polish Kaz was beyond positive he’d had someone lather on just hours earlier. And there, resting on his face, was Liam’s ever-present smirk. Dread already pooling in his gut, he pushed through a smile.
“Hey, come on in. My mom’s in the kitchen getting dinner ready.”
Liam stepped through the threshold, a brow quirking, “Dinner?”
Kaz gulped down the lump in his throat and ignored the steadily increasing race of his heart as it sounded more and more prominently in his ears the longer he allowed the seconds to tick by.
Finally, he found his voice — meek and unsure as it was. “Y—Yeah. I was—...Uh, she was—I—I just…She—She wanted to get to know you a little. See who…my boyfriend is?”
Liam blinked at him, brows furrowing and the corner of his lips tipping downward in a frown. “Why did that sound like a question?”
Eyes widening, Kaz was quick to save himself, “No, no, I—I just mean she wants to get to know you. She—She likes you so far! From the little you two have talked, I mean. Not that—Not that she’s upset you guys haven’t talked more, she just—She wants to talk to you more, you know? Like—Like get to know who I’m dating,” Kaz finished with a tone he tried desperately to not pitch as high as he knew it came out.
Liam’s eyes narrowed momentarily, then relaxed as he shrugged. “Okay. Guess dinner isn’t the worst option. I haven’t eaten, either, so.”
Kaz blinked. That was…shockingly easy... Honestly, Kaz had been sure Liam would put up much more of a fight. But maybe…
No. Kaz didn’t want to get his hopes up.
Maybe Liam was starting to listen?
No. No, Liam wasn’t like that. Right?
Kaz shook his head to himself, tossing that thought out the window. It was no use ruminating about it, it would only piss Liam off. And gosh knows Kaz had done that enough as it was. And so what if he lied a little about what his mom thought of Liam? It wasn’t like she would straight-up tell Liam to his face that she didn’t trust him entirely…
Right?
No, no. Of course not. Kaz knew his mother and that was definitely not who she was…
He didn’t think so, at least.
Ergh! In his mind, his hands flew up to his hair to yank on it to get him to stop overthinking every little thing in his life. In reality, he sat down on the sofa beside Liam and reached over to grab his hand. Liam sent him a soft smile and leaned over to kiss his cheek gently.
And Kaz would be lying, too, if he said there wasn’t a flicker of affection that blossomed inside him at the uncharacteristically sweet gesture.
Kaz sighed and leaned his weight against his boyfriend, reveling in the rare moment of solace that came with it.
He wished every day could be like this. No arguments, no fights, no jeers or judgments…Just them. Like this. Together.
It wasn’t long later that his mother called everyone to that table for dinner and Kaz pulled Liam by the hand toward the small dining room that adjoined the kitchen. The room was tucked at the back of the house and overlooked the quaint yet beautifully tended garden his mother was so keen on preserving. It was only now as Kaz walked around the table to sit down beside Liam that he was able to fully appreciate just how much time and effort his mom put into keeping the flowers in bloom, the water in the small Neapolitan fountain clean, and the grass properly fertilized and mowed.
“Dang, Mom. The garden looks great,” Kaz grinned.
A smile set on her face, “I know, right? It took me months to realize the filter for the fountain had to be cleaned.”
“Is that why the water was green?” Kevin questioned, reaching over to pluck a roll from the center platter.
Bridget nodded, appreciating her sons’ commentating on her work, but clearly, there were more important issues at hand. Holding that warm smile, her eyes found Liam. “Hi, Liam, honey. Thank you so much for joining us for dinner, I know it was a bit of a last-minute ask.”
Liam waved away her concerns, “Oh, no, don’t worry about it, seriously. It’s fine,” his eyes glanced over at Kaz, who wasn’t quite sure what message he was trying to send, “I’ve been begging Kaz to invite me over for a meal for ages, but…” His voice trailed, and Kaz’s brows knitted. What on earth was he talking about? He’d never— But before he could think too hard on that, Liam resumed speaking, “Ah, never mind that. Everything’s good. And thank you again, Ms. Peterson, for allowing me to crash your evening.”
“What?” Bridget laughed, seemingly buying into whatever game he was playing. “Not at all! You are more than welcome to join us whenever you’d like. Just give Kaz here a heads-up so he can tell me how many plates to prepare,” she smiled widely and shot him a wink.
Kaz’s chest tightened, and he forced himself to hold his tongue, even as his stomach contorted uncomfortably. What in the world was Liam doing? Liam had never once asked to come over for dinner, let alone “begged” to be invited. Kaz knew he should probably speak up, set the record straight, but his mother’s delighted smile made him freeze. She was thrilled, completely charmed by Liam’s polished act, and Kaz felt a strange guilt rise up, like he was the one hiding something. He couldn’t stand how easily Liam played people — as if his mother were just another piece on his chessboard, his pawns set carefully to keep Kaz in check.
Kaz’s gaze flickered to Liam, who met it for the briefest moment, his expression neutral, almost innocent. But there was something too smooth in his posture, something just a bit too calculated. Kaz’s mind churned through the possibilities. The pleasantness at the table grew tense in Kaz’s mind, and his appetite was quickly fading.
He felt like he was going to be sick, something definitely beginning the gradual crawl up his throat the more he watched on at his mother and Liam’s shared laughter over something Kaz couldn’t care less about. His eyes darted to Kyle and Kevin, hoping beyond hope they sensed something was as wrong as Kaz felt it was—
But he was horrified to see they were just as enraptured with his boyfriend as his mother was.
Was Kaz going insane? Maybe he really was overthinking all of this…
Maybe Liam really had changed. Wanted to be what Kaz needed. But despite the niceness of the thought, Kaz couldn’t shake the undeniable truth that it, too, was a lie.
Liam wasn’t like that. He never had been nor would he ever be.
And it hit Kaz all at once that this was indeed a play out of his playbook. Nothing more than an act put on in hopes of coaxing Kaz back over to the “dummies” side of Liam’s playing field. Where he would lure him into his venomous, toxic trap again—
Then, before Kaz could stop himself, everything that had been swirling in the pit of his stomach, everything that had been inching and itching up his steadily constricting throat, came up all at once—
There was an appalling gagging noise followed by the hideously heinous sound of uncontrollable retching as the wet — if not slightly muffled — smacking sound of vomit slapping carpet drowned out the remainder of the room.
Kaz doubled over, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment as he wiped his mouth, still reeling from the shock of it.
Bridget shot up from her seat, eyes wide as she moved to his side. “Oh, honey, are you alright?” she asked, half-concerned and half-frantic.
Liam, however, stayed perfectly still, his polite mask slipping just a fraction as he looked on in what could only be described as mild horror.
Kaz managed a weak, apologetic smile. “Guess I…uh, wasn’t as hungry as I thought.” He chuckled awkwardly, avoiding both their gazes as he staggered to his feet, desperate to escape the table.
Bridget quickly put a hand on his shoulder, “Why don’t you go lie down, sweetie? I’ll clean this up.”
Kaz didn’t need telling twice. He threw one last look at Liam, catching the barely concealed irritation in his eyes before he nodded and hurried out of the room, grateful for a getaway…even if it was at the expense of the carpet.
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Kaz stared up at the ceiling, still a tad blurry from the dizziness in his head. But it was getting better. Slowly. His hands were interlocked over his abdomen, and the quiet sound of the soft hum of his lava lamp was the only noise to fill the space.
Liam hadn’t stayed long afterward. He’d left some fifteen minutes ago or so. Apparently, he’d also lost his appetite upon seeing the state of the rug. Kyle and Kevin were ordered to go down to the basement and fetch the disinfectants, mops, and carpet cleaner. His mom was making him some ginger tea and soup.
He’d called Leo to tell him what had happened and if he could come over to keep him company. Leo said he was busy with some things, but he’d try and make it. And if not, he’d send one of his siblings over.
With a sigh, he reached for his bedside table where his half-finished copy of Vanquisher Issue #217. He’d read it a million times already, but once he started a comic, he had an obligation to finish it. It would be a crime against humanity not to.
He flipped open to the dog-eared page and scrolled through the illustrations, eyes flitting over the words.
It wasn’t long before there was the faint ring of the doorbell, though with his bedroom door closed it was difficult to hear who it was.
After an elongated moment, Kaz could hear the creaking of the staircase as footsteps paced closer to his door. Then, there was a knock, followed by a familiar voice, “Kaz? It’s Chase, can I come in?”
Kaz mentally cursed himself for trusting Leo to send someone — anyone — other than Chase.
…That sounded bad. There was nothing wrong with Chase. On the contrary…Kaz didn’t want or need Chase to see him in this state. It was embarrassing, especially considering the reason behind it was the vomit stain that would most definitely have to be sent to the dry cleaners and no doubt cost his mom an unnecessary fortune.
Dammit, Leo! He grumbled, babbling beneath his breath before forcing a smile and responding, “You can come in.”
The door squeaked open, Chase peering around the corner of it to test before seeing Kaz lying half-upright on the bed and deeming it safe to sidle in the rest of the way, closing it behind him.
“As you can see, I’m not Leo.”
“No kidding,” Kaz snorted.
Chase quirked a smile and sat on the edge of his bed, torso rotated toward Kaz, a much more worried expression painting his features than Kaz had been expecting, but something inside him didn’t quite mind.
“How—...How are you?” Chase managed, voice gravelly and uncertain. Kaz’s head cocked, a teasing smile gracing his lips.
“Are you worried? You seem worried,” he grinned. And no, he didn’t miss the small but sure blush that set on Chase’s cheeks. “I’m fine. Really. It was only once, so.”
“Throwing up is never fun. I’ve only done it a handful of times and I’ve hated every single one of them.”
“Yeah, well, trust me, it wasn’t exactly thrilling today either.”
Something softened in Chase’s expression and he reached a hand out to place on Kaz’s outstretched leg, his thumb beginning to rub small, gentle circles around the kneecap. “Does your head hurt? You need to be drinking water. Or something with electrolytes. Throwing up dehydrates you.”
“Chase, I’m okay. My mom’s making soup, anyway.”
“But Kaz,” Chase started with a haughty huff, “The human body is made up of roughly 60% water, so if you lose any of it it can have dire effects on your overall health including dehydration, kidney failure, seizures—”
Kaz’s eyes widened and he lurched upright completely, placing his hand atop Chase’s, “Chase, I’m not going to have a seizure,” he laughed. “Seriously, I’m okay. I threw up once. I’ll drink some water later, I promise. I’ll even text you a photo for proof if you want,” he grinned. “Why are you more worked up about this than I am?” He chuckled affectionately and released his grip over Chase's arm.
Chase blinked, eyes trailing to where his hand was still relaxed on Kaz’s knee. A quiet settled over the pair. Kaz could tell something was on Chase’s mind, something he wasn’t saying, but Kaz debated whether or not prying was the way to go.
But of course, Kaz was Kaz, so obviously he decided prying was the only way to go about this. So he did.
“Hellooo? Anybody homeeee? What’s goin’ on up there, Smarties? Concocting secrets?” He mimicked a knocking gesture in the direction of Chase’s noggin and smirked.
Chase raised his brows, “‘Concocting’? Wow, look at you using big boy words,” he simpered right back. Kaz narrowed his eyes to a glare and waggled his tongue at him. Chase’s nose shriveled in repulsion. “Ew! What the heck was that? That was vile!”
Kaz cackled, holding a hand to his belly cautiously. When his eyes found Chase’s again, there was an amused glint gleaming inside them, a laugh playing at his lips. Chase shook his head fondly and Kaz was about to open his mouth to say something else when Chase abruptly cleared his throat.
“Look, Kaz, I’m glad you’re feeling at least a little better, but…There is something I wanted to ask you.”
“Oh, God, please don’t ask me a mathy thing right now, I already threw up once—”
Chase chuckled again, then resolved into earnestness. He took a breath, then exhaled, “Leo told me what the dinner was about. With Liam.”
One of the corners of Kaz’s mouth pricked up in bewilderment. Where was Chase going with this…?
“Uh. Yeah…? He was?”
“Kaz, did he…” Chase’s hands made some vague suggestive movement. But Kaz had no idea what on earth he was trying to convey, so his bafflement only grew.
“The heck was that?”
Chase sighed, body deflating, and paused for a beat before saying, “Did he do something?”
“Did…who do something? Liam?”
Chase nodded solemnly.
Kaz inhaled sharply, sinking back to lean against the bed’s headboard. He glanced over at the lava lamp — watching the blobs of illuminated color meld and separate into floating shapeless opaque bubbles.
He really didn’t have any right to be mad at Chase, he was just concerned for him. And Kaz knew that. But something about Chase’s automatic assumption that it was Liam’s fault rubbed Kaz the wrong way. A way he didn’t like for more reasons than he’d like to admit.
Chase was smart — the smartest — but somehow that didn’t make it any better. Was Liam really that bad? Could everyone tell how he affected Kaz? Kaz internally groaned and slapped a hand over his face.
But the longer Chase’s eyes bore into his skull, the more uncomfortable — agitated — Kaz became.
His jaw clenched, trying to hold onto the last shreds of his rapidly diminishing patience. “Look, Chase, nothing happened, alright? Liam didn’t do anything. Dinner was fine.” He looked away again, wishing he could end the conversation here, but Chase wasn’t giving up that easily.
“Kaz, you don’t have to lie to me,” Chase insisted, his voice calm but steady. “I mean, I know how Liam can be. Just…did he do something that made you uncomfortable?”
Kaz’s fingers tightened around the edge of his comforter. “No,” he replied flatly, willing Chase to stop poking around. “Can you just drop it?”
But Chase only sighed and moved closer, fingers tightening ever-so-slightly around Kaz’s kneecap, his gaze intent. “It’s just…you look miserable, Kaz. I don’t understand why you’re with him if he’s making you feel like this. Don’t you want to be happy?”
“I am happy!” Kaz snapped, ripping his leg out from under Chase’s annoyingly warm, grounding touch, though he barely believed his own words. “You don’t get it, Chase. You don’t know what it’s like.”
Chase didn’t back down, shaking his head slowly. “Kaz, if he’s messing with you or making you feel this way, that’s not okay. I’m not trying to be a jerk here; I just…I want you to be safe.”
“‘Safe’? What’s that even supposed to mean?” Kaz scoffed, his tone defensive. The weight of everything — of hiding the mental bruises, of laughing off the constant control — pressed down on him, and Chase’s constant prodding wasn’t helping. “I don’t need you psychoanalyzing my life, alright? Liam’s my boyfriend, and if I want to be with him, then that’s my choice.”
“Kaz, just think about it,” Chase pleaded, his voice quiet but unwavering. “Maybe he’s not the best choice for you.”
“‘Not the best choice’?” Kaz repeated, his anger growing sharper. “You think you know what’s good for me? What, you’re suddenly an expert on my life?”
Chase’s expression softened, but his words stayed resolute. “I don’t know everything, Kaz. But I know you deserve better than this, better than…feeling like you have to stay with someone who hurts you.”
Kaz felt his chest tighten, “You don’t know anything about what I feel.” His voice was rising now, raw with frustration, “I don’t need you swooping in to save me!”
Chase reeled backward a bit, his face a mixture of hurt and worry. “Kaz, I just…I don’t want you to lose yourself over this. Can’t you see what it’s doing to you?”
“Oh, so now I’m some charity case? You think I can’t make my own choices?” Kaz bit out, his face hot with anger. He wanted Chase to leave, to take his good intentions somewhere else.
“Kaz—”
“Just get out, Chase!” Kaz snapped, his voice shaking with more than anger. He could barely stand the look on Chase’s face, so filled with sympathy and kindness. The want to understand — to be let in. But Kaz couldn’t, he just couldn’t. He turned away, his fists clenched. “I don’t need you telling me what to do.”
Chase hesitated, then took a breath, his voice barely a whisper. “Fine, Kaz…but I’ll still be here if you ever want to talk.”
Kaz stayed rooted to the spot as Chase stood from the bed and swiftly flung the door open and shut it soundly behind him, the silence that filled the room heavy with all the words left unsaid.
The minute he was gone, Kaz felt the tears prick his eyes. He willed them to not fall. A stony expression hardened his face, guilt instantaneously washing over his body like a tidal wave.
Why had he done that? He was awful to him, and all Chase had wanted was to help. It had been a simple question, and yet even that Kaz couldn’t answer. He just had to go and pick a fight.
He’d never yelled at Chase before. At least, not like that. And for some reason, all it took was one mention of Liam after the shitshow that had gone down earlier and Kaz was gone, in his place some infuriated maniacal demon with no regard for others’ feelings.
Flopping onto his mattress, face buried into his pillow as he could hear the distant footsteps of his mom climbing the stairs — no doubt with the soup and tea — he knew immediately his first mission on Monday morning was to find Chase and apologize.
He had to.
Notes:
Yoyoyo, guys! I'm baaack! Sorry for the super depressing recent chapters. I know that's, like, not at all the vibes of either of the shows, but we need to get through some more angsty, not-so-great stuff to get to the happy, more upbeat, fluffier parts! So bear with me! We're almost there, guys, I swear!
Anyways, I'm going to be posting to chapters so things between Kaz and Chase don't end on a bad note, so enjoy!
Chapter 24: S02, EP24: Twas the Mission Before Christmas
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The sound of slamming lockers was the last thing Kaz needed first thing Monday morning. His own included. It was the first time in weeks he’d actually tried to get to school on time, even if it had nothing to do with wanting to make it to first period. In fact, it was quite the opposite. He had no interest in class, he was there for one reason and one reason only: Apologize to Chase.
It was the week before Christmas break and Kaz was over the moon to not have to come back to this hellhole for a full week, even if he did have to deal with the whole “Kevin” thing…
Eh, whatever. Kevin made his choice. This was bordering on three months of not speaking to each other, so really, what was another week? Even if it was Christmas…
His eyes scanned the halls as the bustling of the student body crammed into the before-first-period crowds, but Kaz didn’t see any sign of Chase…
Or now that he mentioned it, he didn’t see Bree, Leo, or Adam either…
Oh wait, scratch that, he spotted Leo entering the school just in time…alone?
Baffled, Kaz pushed his way through the crowd to greet him. “Hey, man! Uh, where’s Adam, Bree, and Chase?”
“Oh, uh, last-minute mission. Got the alert at five this morning. They should be here in a bit, though. Well…Considering everything goes well.”
“Oh…” Kaz said, voice deflating.
“Why? You looking for them?”
“Huh? Oh, no, just, uh, need to talk to Chase about something. It’s fine. I’ll catch him later.”
“You actually going to go to class?” Leo said with crossed arms and a disbelieving look on his face.
Kaz laughed like the notion of such a statement was ridiculous. “What? Of course not, look who you’re talking to. Nah, imma head to vending machines. See ya, Dooley!”
“Bye…” Leo waved back as Kaz pranced away, shaking his head after his friend. Ah, he’ll never learn.
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Kaz’s knee bounced eagerly, fingers drumming anxiously against the synthetic plastic of the blue bench. He’d ditched all three of his morning classes waiting for Chase and his siblings to walk through the front door…But they’d been no-shows so far. Not that Kaz was planning on going to class in the first place. But still. Where the heck were they? Did missions usually take this long? Somehow, Kaz doubted it. Though, to be fair, back at Mighty Med he only healed the superheroes, never was one. So who knew, maybe saving the world did take a while.
The fourth bell of the day rang signaling the start of lunch. Kaz sighed and trudged to the cafeteria. Might as well get food while he waited. Wasn’t like there was much else to do.
He slapped a tray down onto the buffet line, waiting a tad impatiently as the sluggish pace of the line refused to pick up. In his peripheral he clocked Leo entering, eyes glued intently to his phone screen. Kaz frowned, only to be elbowed by the guy behind him in line.
“Yo, bro, you gonna move or stand there like a dummy?”
It was some dude from — of course — the football team, as seen by his jersey. Kaz mumbled out a half-assed apology and slid forward the six inches the line had moved.
After what felt like an eternity, he finally made it to checkout and turned to walk over and join Leo…only to nearly drop his plate when his eyes landed on the three people surrounding him.
Bree’s mouth was moving a mile a minute — assumedly recounting the details of that morning — Chase butting in whenever she said something he deemed partly off, and Adam staring at them blankly like he still didn’t understand whatever the hell was happening despite having been on the mission with them.
Kaz's heart thumped against his rib cage.
Crap. Now that Chase was actually here and in walking distance, all of Kaz’s nerves fired at a million miles an hour, shooting up his arms and frying any brain circuit controlling comprehensible thoughts.
With a gulp, he pressed through it and weaved his way past the tables toward the four siblings. A part of him was terrified Chase had told everyone about how Kaz had treated him on Saturday, but upon both Adam and Bree greeting him with wide grins and quick hugs, those thoughts vanished instantly. He tried to make eye contact with Chase, but Chase only shot him a small, tight smile.
Kaz’s chest tightened, but he knew he deserved it. As much as he needed to speak to him as soon as possible, he honestly didn’t think he would make it through two sentences without food in his stomach — no matter how nervous he was. He hadn’t eaten since that morning — and it had only been half a leftover donut he’d stuffed under some shirts. His mom would absolutely kill him if she’d found out he’d stashed a bag of donuts in his hit-or-miss dirty-or-clean clothing heaps jam-packed in his dresser.
He scarfed down whatever he could before the nerves acted up again and the nausea came back. He downed some water for good measure so he didn’t pass out from dehydration and wiped his mouth with the back of sleeve.
As the group got ready to leave, Kaz scurried around the edge of the table, skidding to a halt beside Chase.
“Hi, um…Do you mind if we talk? Outside?”
“I would, Kaz, but I kind of have class in five minutes so I don’t—”
Kaz’s fingers instinctively wrapped around the bony part of Chase’s wrist, a pleading sheen shining in his eyes. Chase’s flicked between them a moment, then with a sigh gave in.
“Okay, fine, but I’m serious, I can’t be late.”
“Promise,” Kaz quirked a smile and Chase followed him out through the double doors.
They exited onto the lawn, Chase allowing Kaz to lead them to a more secluded part of the field near an empty picnic table that looked about ready to collapse if any weight was put on it, but Kaz couldn’t care enough and risked it.
Chase sat across from him and placed his book bag aside.
“So, what do you want?” Though his tone wasn’t exactly unfriendly, Kaz could sense the tension beneath it.
His fingers fumbled together on the table’s surface in a messy jumble, so he opened his mouth, but it took a moment for words to properly compute and form coherent sentences.
Chase sighed haughtily, “Kaz, look, if you dragged me out here just to—”
“I’m sorry,” Kaz blurted before he could process anything more.
Chase blinked, taken aback by the suddenness. “What are you—”
“I’m sorry I shouted at you. I shouldn’t have—...” his voice trailed off and he shook his head. “Never mind. There’s no excuse. I was awful and said a lot of awful stuff and…I’m really, really sorry, Chase. You didn’t deserve that. I know you were just trying to help.”
Chase gaped, not sure what to say, or even what Kaz expected him to say…Kaz’s tongue swiped over his lower lip and started again, “Thank you, Chase.”
Chase squinted, a bewildered frown crossing his face as he tried to piece it together. “Uh…What are you thanking me for? I didn’t…I didn’t do anything?”
Kaz chuckled, a tad amused by Chase’s puzzlement. “Um. Sorry. I meant…” he released a pent-up breath, “Thank you for checking on me. In…more ways than one,” he finished carefully, not sure how far to go with this apology but deeming this bit to be okay enough.
Chase blinked again and Kaz’s lips pitched upward ever-so-slightly. “You’re not still mad at me…are you?”
Chase was quick to shake his head, mirroring Kaz’s smile, “No. I wasn’t really to begin with. I was honestly more worried that you were mad at me than vice versa.”
“Seriously? I was shitting myself thinking of how I would go about this in a way that wouldn’t sound completely idiotic.”
Chase threw his head back to laugh. “Come on, Kazzy, we’re closer friends than that.”
Kaz’s face faltered momentarily as his head tipped in question, “‘Kazzy’?”
Chase's face tinted red and he babbled out his response like he’d lost all sense of sobriety in a drunken bar fight, “O—Oh, uh…Yeah? I—I mean, sorry. Uh, only—only if that’s okay with you—Obviously, you don’t have to like it or anything, I just—”
Kaz swiftly reached across the table and laid his hand atop where Chase’s lay — just as Chase had done for him.
“Don’t worry. It has a nice ring to it.”
Chase met his eyes, an almost child-like wonder shimmering in their molten chocolate, something so endearingly innocent that Kaz couldn’t tear himself away. “...Y—Yeah?”
Kaz nodded. “But only on one condition,” he said, raising his pinky.
“And what’s that?”
A sleek simper glided across his lips: “If you call me ‘Kazzy,’ I get to call you ‘Chasey.’”
With a flashy wink and a sudden boost of confidence, Chase matched Kaz’s cheekiness and locked his pinky against Kaz’s.
“Deal.”
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Before Kaz knew it, Christmas break had rolled around in felt like a fraction of a second. The rest of the week flew by like it was nothing at all, and Kaz could not be any more relieved.
What was the point of sitting through hours of mind-numbing lectures, filling out worksheets, and hearing endless lists of "what would be on the test" when he’d forget half of it by lunchtime anyway? He could think of a dozen other things he’d rather do than suffer through another “life-changing” lesson about pre-algebra. The boredom was actually painful, and his brain typically shut down midway through in protest, so it wasn’t like it was of any use in the first place.
Really, who needed to know that much about the parts of a cell? All he wanted was to get through the day, without falling asleep on his desk or attracting any attention for not paying attention. The only upside? His friends. They were literally the only reason he made it through the doors every day without bolting back outside.
But now he had nothing to worry about; it was Break, so school was even further down on his list of things to give a crap about than usual.
His mom had tried several times over to drag the four of them out to do something over the holidays, and even now that Katie was home, they still didn’t care about going out and doing anything “active.” This was the first Christmas Kaz would spend away from Jordan, Gus, Skylar, and Oliver. Especially Oliver.
He really should call him…
Maybe Christmas Eve. Oliver tended to be free then.
Anyway, without having anything to do during the day, Kaz tended to just go over to the Davenports to hang out. They were always doing something. Yesterday it was decorating and doing some late Christmas shopping, and today was supposed to be baking and preparing the tree.
When he arrived, the house was buzzing with excitement. Apparently, Adam, Bree, and Chase had only ever had one Christmas before, so this was a pretty special occasion. More special than usual, Kaz meant.
He’d been debating whether or not to get them presents, not because he didn’t want to, but because he was a bit scared they wouldn’t like what he got them…If he got them something, that was. He’d already finished Leo’s shopping — an “Official Bionic Sidekick” hoodie.
As soon as he reminded himself of such, he burst out into a fit of uncontrollable giggles.
God, he still got a laugh out of that. He was so good at this!
He cleared his throat and resolved. Anyways, back to what he was saying; He’d jotted down a few things on a scrap paper tucked inside his desk drawer at home, but the more he scanned over what he’d written, the more he doubted the siblings would actually enjoy them.
Bree was by far the easiest. She liked nail polish, hair products, and shoes. Pretty much every store in town sold at least one of those — if not all three. The problem was that Kaz was positive those three areas of fashion would likely be covered in every single one of her other gifts. Especially the ones coming from Tasha.
As for Adam, he was also pretty…Well, given that he was a simple being, planning a gift for him was also, well, simple — for lack of a better word. The night Kaz had sat down and thought for all of three and a half minutes on what he might get, he concluded with four ideas: Magic 8-Ball, a giant inflatable hammer (though that might be a hazard for Chase…) (...though, Kaz couldn’t deny the amusement that would come with that), a giant bag of marshmallows, or — though, Kaz still wasn’t completely on-board with this — glow-in-the-dark dumbbells.
…
And then there was Chase.
Kaz had been struggling with ideas for days. The problem was that every time he thought he’d finally nailed it, some vast, distant overthinking concern would pop into the back of his brain and nag at him until he was forced to pay it attention. Then, that worry would grow and grow and grow until it exploded, painting over the idea entirely like it had never existed in the first place.
And there he was, back at square one.
“A Super Expensive Notebook” — Chase loved to write everything down, so Kaz’s first thought had been he’d definitely use it…
But then he’d second-guessed: That was way too nerdy a Christmas present. Chase would expect something way cooler than just a notebook.
Kaz’s second thought was “A Brain Teaser Puzzle Set.” He’d briefly pondered that since Chase was always looking for ways to sharpen his mind…
But then he’d groaned and scribbled that one out, too: Ugh, it was so predictable. He’d probably solve them all in five minutes and then what? It just sat on a shelf? Heck no.
Then came the “High-Tech Pen Set” — Kaz contemplated it, imagining Chase’s reaction, but then realized, pens? That was even worse than a notebook. It was like giving him school supplies. No freaking way was that happening.
Next were the “Memory-Improving Supplements” and the “Customized Planner” — Kaz stumbled across the supplements online and laughed to himself, thinking Chase would find it hilarious. But then he’d hesitated: Nah, Chase might think Kaz was making fun of him. Not worth the awkwardness. And the planner was no better. It hadn’t been a bad idea at first. In fact, Kaz liked the thought of getting a planner that was organized specifically for Chase’s chaotic genius brain, maybe with a section for “Daily Reminder Not to Overthink” (a section he could really use himself, he’d snorted). But then came the discernment, Yeah, because Chase absolutely wanted Kaz to be the one managing his time.
The breaking point for these pointless ideas was the “LED Light Strip” for Chase’s desk. Kaz had considered it upon first look to be a cool, high-tech light strip to make Chase’s workspace look awesome…
But then he’d figured, Chase already had all the tech in the world. This would just look lame.
Anyway, now he was here, at the Davenport’s, sipping a mug of hot chocolate and witnessing the chaos unfold around him as Adam tried to lasso Chase with the string lights meant for the tree. Kaz promised himself right then to come up with a viable Christmas gift for Chase by the end of the day. So far, he had nothing, but who knew, maybe some magical thought would appear in 3…2…
Nothing.
Kaz sighed, dragging a hand down his face as he leaned against the wall, scanning the room. He placed the mug down on the counter and glanced back at the scene. Maybe if he watched Chase a bit, he’d notice something specific, something Chase might actually want or need.
But as Chase moved around the room, helping with decorations and chatting with Leo and Bree, Kaz felt that usual knot of frustration: this gift had to be just right. Chase wasn't just any friend, after all. He was basically Kaz’s second best friend. It wasn’t about getting something flashy; it was about finding something that really meant something. Something that showed he understood Chase, that he actually paid attention to him.
If only the guy could just wear a sign saying, “This is what I want, Kaz!”
Ugh, this was the worst.
So for now, Kaz stared, quietly making a mental list of every detail and hoping — just hoping — that inspiration would hit before Christmas morning. Which, by the way, was two days away, which made this all the more stressful — just what Kaz needed, he rolled his eyes and scoffed to himself. Life could never just be easy for him, could it?
“Yo, Kaz, you plannin’ on helping out or just stand there staring at Chase all day?” Leo playfully mocked.
Feeling his cheeks flare, Kaz pushed off the wall and grumbled, “I wasn’t staring,” in Leo’s general direction — though, let’s be honest here, he absolutely had been.
“Kaz, honey, why don’t you go help Chase with the garland, he seems to be…struggling,” Tasha smiled nervously in Chase’s direction, to which Kaz followed her eyes and saw Chase practically ripping the garland to shreds as he attempted to untangle them. Even he seemed to be getting fed up with them.
Kaz snorted, “Yeah, I better go save them before disaster strikes.”
Tasha touched his shoulder gratefully and returned to helping Mr. Davenport with wrapping the tinsel.
Chase let out an exasperated grunt, yanking the garland from one end, only for it to cling tighter around his arm like some vengeful snake.
“Oh, come on!” He snarled, giving it a firm shake. “Just untangle! It’s not that complicated, you stupid—ow!” A stray pine needle jabbed him, and he jerked his hand back, practically wrestling with the thing. “Why is this even a tradition? It’s supposed to be decorative, not hostile!”
Kaz bit back laughter as Chase thrashed and flailed around with the garland still tangled over his arm and shoulder.
With one smooth movement, he glided over, “Need a minute to cool off, Chasey?” Kaz said, snickering, “Or should I call for backup?”
Chase huffed, trying to throw the garland down, but it clung on determinedly. “No, I’m handling this. It’s just—...it’s possessed, Kaz. I swear. Why do we even need garland?!”
Kaz stifled a laugh, “To see you throw a fit like this, obviously. This is the best Christmas gift I’ve ever gotten.”
Chase huffed, giving one last desperate pull. “I don’t need help. I’m perfectly capable of—” The garland somehow managed to coil around his wrist, holding him prisoner.
Kaz burst out laughing. “Dude, you’re literally trapped. Admit it, you’re no match for the feisty green decorations,” Kaz crossed his arms with a lazy grin.
Chase finally dropped his hands in defeat, letting the mess hang from his fingers. He glared at Kaz, but the corner of his mouth twitched. “Fine. But don’t expect me to actually ask for help.”
Kaz shrugged and started toward him, grinning. “Lucky for you, I’m a very generous person.”
With a few quick tugs, Kaz got the strings of garland unwound from around Chase’s body. The latter let out a breath of relief.
“Thank you, oh my god, that was awful. It was literally choking me.”
“Trust me, I could tell,” Kaz simpered, helping Chase hang a piece to the windowsill.
“So,” Chase started, and judging by his impishly daring tone, Kaz knew immediately there was an ulterior motive to whatever this was, “You get me anything for Christmas yet?”
Kaz raised a brow, “‘Yet?’ Oh, I’m sorry, were you expecting me to get you something?” He feigned innocence and batted his eyes in quick succession to show his sarcasm.
Chase nudged his shoulder with his own, “Jerk,” they chuckled, “You know you want to get me something,” Chase continued, the smirk never leaving his face.
Kaz rolled his eyes, “Wow, look at you, you really do think you know everything about everything, don’t you?”
Chase's mouth went agape as if to say ‘duh.’ “Uh, obviously. I’m the smartest guy in the world.”
“Really, are you? I had no idea.”
“Yes, and because of that I can tell that you really, really, really want to get me a gift. Because I’m the best, most amazing, fantastic person you’ve ever met in your entire life and all that,” Chase grinned cheekily as they moved to a third location to hike the garland up and secure it to the window pane.
“Hmmm,” Kaz pretended to think, “Well, in that case, I guess I’ll have to think of something. Especially considering I already got everyone else their gifts.”
Chase’s mouth dropped open, this time real shock, “What?! You got everyone else a present but not me?”
“To be fair, I have no idea what to get you. I think I wasted like thirty pages in my notebook trying to think of something.”
Chase’s mouth twisted for a moment, as if possibly thinking of something to say, then it relaxed and Chase offered, “Well, I’m sure you’ll think of something. Thanks for your help, Kazzy!” He said as he backed away from the window and headed for the adjoining room, leaving Kaz alone with the heap of garland.
“Hey!” Kaz called after him, but Chase’s grin disappeared around the corner before he could say anything else and Kaz breathed mumbled to himself, “Asshole.” He shook his head fondly and strung up the remainder of the garland as neatly as he could muster — which, given, wasn’t that neat, but whatever.
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It was the morning of Christmas Eve, and Kaz still had come no closer to figuring out a worthy gift for Chase than he had been, well, yesterday. He’d scrapped another three pages of ideas when he’d arrived home last night, and what he hoped would come to him in the middle of the night in some crazy, out-of-this-world fever dream never did.
Now, it was 10:00 AM on Christmas Eve at the Mission Creek Mall where Kaz was basically forcing himself to lug his way through the stores. He was dead tired and this was way too early. Who the hell woke up at 10:00 AM and didn’t nearly die?
But no matter how many stores he roved and rummaged through, he continuously came up empty-handed.
It was nearing 2:00 PM when he felt his phone buzz. When his eyes caught on the ID tag, his face broke into a toothy grin as he pulled it to his ear.
“Oli-Pop!”
“Kazzy! Wait— Kazzy, why’d you pick up? It’s 2:00 PM there, shouldn’t you be…like, asleep?”
“Oh, I’m at the mall,” Kaz replied with an easy shrug, like it was the most likely scenario one would find him in.
“The mall? You doing alright there, Kazzy? Usually the only shopping you like doing is cruising the shelves at the Domain.”
Clearing his throat abruptly, Kaz coughed into his fist awkwardly, “Uh, well, it’s—it’s not for me. I already looked around and all the clothes are for, like, a thousand-degree weather, so.”
“Who’s it for?”
“What?”
“The gift, Kaz. Who’s the gift for?”
“Oh, right! Uh…N—No one…”
“Is it your boyyyyfrieeeend?” Oliver sing-songed.
Kaz's cheeks heated but he was quick to retort. “No! He’s just a friend!”
“Sure he is, Kazzy. Sure he is,” and Kaz could practically feel the taunting dripping from his tone.
“For your information, I have a boyfriend.”
“Uh-huh. And how’s that going for ya?”
Without meaning to, Kaz shut up almost instantly, stuck between telling Oliver the truth or making up some lie so he didn’t worry.
“Hello? Kaz? You there, dude?”
“Uhhh, yeah, yup! Sorry, just…Yeah, no he’s—he’s great! I—I like him a lot. He’s…super sweet and treats me…good.” He hoped to gosh Oliver didn’t hear the thick swallow that traveled down his throat at the end of his little rant.
There was a beat of silence on the other end and briefly, Kaz wondered if Oliver had ditched him for better things to do, but then he heard a breath followed by an, “Well, that’s a relief. He sounds cool, I can’t wait to meet him!”
Kaz gulped and forced a smile, “Yeah…! Me neither.”
“Anyway, I just wanted to call early since I probably won’t be able to tomorrow. I know we haven’t chatted in a while, which is kinda my fault with Mighty Med and all—”
“How is it?”
“Mighty Med?”
“Yeah.”
“It’s a lot, but it’s nice. Horace gives me, like, no breathing room between patients but it’s fine, it keeps me on my toes, ya know? It’s definitely not the same without you, though. And even if Skylar won’t admit it, I can tell she misses you, too. Same with Gus and Jordan.”
“Yeah, I need to call them.”
“You haven’t?”
“I’ve wanted to, it’s just been super busy here with Leo and Adam, Bree, and Chase, and the whole Marcus thing and—”
“Who’re they? Your friends?”
Right…He hadn’t told him…
“Uhhh,” he drawled dumbly, “Yeah. Yeah, they’re friends.”
“And one of them is…” he trailed off, expecting Kaz to know what the heck he meant just by that, but Kaz was absolutely not following so Oliver sighed and finished, “The dude you’re at the mall for,” he finished as if it was stupidly obvious.
“Oh! Right! Yeah, yeah, no, uhm, that’s Chase. He’s…probably the one I’ve gotten closest to, besides maybe Leo.”
“But you have a gift for Leo?”
“Yeah, actually he was the easiest.”
“Okay, so why is this Chase dude any different, if you’re supposedly so close to him?”
Kaz laughed as if the very question was ridiculous. “Why is it different? Ollie, it’s different because—...because—...” but Kaz cut himself off. Because now that he thought about it…
Why was Chase different? Kaz knew him, didn’t he? Just like he knew Leo. And Adam, and Bree, and Oliver…
In itself, the notion of getting Chase a gift really was as simple as Oliver made it sound.
But something in Kaz wouldn’t let it be as such. Something inside of him wanted it to be more difficult. To be “different.”
“I dunno…it just is.”
“Right…Okay, well, hit me with it. Maybe I can help.”
“Hit you with what? You’re on the phone—”
“No, Kaz, with your ideas, not your freaking hand—”
“Oh! Uh—Well, I just—I want it to be meaningful. Not some lame toy or techy thing. He’s kind of a genius, so everything I thought of ended up being silly and totally stupid—”
“So you need help coming up with something he would think is awesome but also with some meaning and thought behind it—”
“Exactly! Do you see my diploma here!”
“‘Dilemma,’ and yes, sort of. Okay, so not that I’m the best when it comes to getting gifts for people, but I have gotten Skylar gifts, which — you know — I try not to make a complete fool of myself with those so she doesn’t think I’m a total loser or idiot and maybe there’ll still be a chance she—”
“Yes, Ollie, we’re all aware you’re madly in love with her, how exactly does this help me?”
“Right. So, uh, what I usually do is think of something she might have mentioned to me offhandedly. Some random comment about something she likes, like a movie or book or—”
“Okay, but the issue is that I’ve thought of all that and then I realized that he’s a freaking genius, why would he want something like a poster or some author’s signature. See, that’s lame!”
“Okay, then how about something he’s insecure about.”
Kaz blinked, mind blank as he let the suggestion sink in.
“How the heck will that help? I’m pretty sure no one wants a gift from someone highlighting something they don’t like about themselves—”
“What, no! A gift that helps them accept their insecurity and make them feel good about it. Something that helps them get over it. Like, maybe a little calendar where each day has some kind of cheesy compliment he can look at before he leaves for school.”
Kaz thought for a moment, mulling over Oliver’s words carefully.
Oliver made a good point…But still, that didn’t help Kaz think of a specific gift for Chase…What even was Chase insecure about?
He’d mentioned his disdain for Spike early on in their friendship…But Kaz doubted Chase would want a sweatshirt custom embellished with the words: “Spike is me, and I am Spike!”
See, no, that was just awful.
Then there was that time with Marcus at Douglas’ lair…Though maybe bringing up an ex in a Christmas present wasn’t the most appropriate of times…
Kaz groaned into the mic of his phone.
“Any luck?”
“Nope. Nothing. I mean, seriously, how the heck is this so freaking hard—”
“Just think about a conversation you guys had where he opened up to you. I mean, you’re close to him, right? You said you were.”
“Yeah…”
“So just think back. I’m sure you’ll remember something.”
Kaz did as he was told, racking his brain for any and all possibilities where Chase could have even hinted at something that Kaz could use…
And it took Kaz a solid few minutes, but finally, it hit him:
Holy shit. Holy shit! That was it!
He knew exactly what he was going to do…
But, he couldn’t pull this off alone. He needed to talk to Mr. Davenport — and fast — if he was going to even have a chance in Hell at making this in the general time frame of Christmas day tomorrow.
With that, he spoke back into the mic, “Hey, Oli-Pop, thank you so freaking much, dude, I just thought of the absolute perfect thing for him!”
“You did?” Kaz snorted at the disbelief in his friend’s voice.
“Yep, all thanks to you! Anyway, I really got to go if I’m going to pull this off.”
“Oh, yeah, go go go! Don’t let me stop you! Merry Christmas, Kazzy!”
“Merry Christmas, Ollie, love you!”
“Love ya, too, bud! Bye!”
Kaz quickly stuffed his phone back into his pocket and dashed out of the mall at lightning speed, beelining for his car and tearing out of the parking lot of Mission Creek Mall.
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He stood in front of the Davenports’ front door late that Christmas morning. His mom and siblings had headed to some event at his mom’s work, but she’d allowed Kaz to head to the Davenports’ because he’d made the plans weeks ago before the party was announced.
Clutched in one hand was the bag full of the rest of the family’s presents, with Chase’s being somewhere inside. Mr. Davenport had told Kaz he’d finish it up and let him wrap it when he arrived later that morning.
God, he hoped it had turned out okay…
He rang the bell and the door swung open not a second later, Leo launching himself at Kaz.
“Thank God you’re here! I was about to grab the shovel out back and start digging my own grave!”
Kaz chuckled, “What? Why the heck did you—”
“Principal Perry is in the house. I repeat, Perry is here.”
And all of Kaz’s Christmas spirit was promptly tossed out the window.
“Um… What?”
Leo shoved Kaz across the threshold, locking the door behind him to where Kaz could finally survey the rest of the scene — a stack of eight cat carriers pushed against the nearby wall, a tent pitched practically a foot from the door, presents strewn in every possible direction at the area between the couches, and — to Kaz’s absolute horror — Perry — dressed in the most repulsive bright red onesie with jingle bells stuck wherever they pleased — scratching her butt like she owned the place.
Kaz’s greetings were caught in his throat as literally all of his recurring nightmares were currently slamming into fruition in the span of two seconds.
“Uhhh—”
“Just don’t. It’s better if you…just don’t,” Leo patted his shoulder sympathetically.
“Oh, boy,” Kaz sighed. “Principal Perry!”
“Agh, what are you doing here? You squat here or somethin’?”
Kaz cleared his throat, “Uh, no, I live in a different neighborhood down the hill. What are… you doing here? I thought you hated them?”
“Oh, trust me, I do. I’m only here cuz I blew out my tires blasting carolers with mud last night,” she giggled devilishly. "It's kinda a ritual."
“Right…Well, that sounds…fun.”
It was just then that Kaz noticed something else…Or rather, the lack of something else.
“Uh, where are Adam, Bree, and Chase?”
“Oh!” Leo said, glancing at Mr. Davenport momentarily, “They’re…out…getting a pizza!”
“For Christmas? I thought Grandma Rose was cooking—”
“Oh yeah, about that, uh, she’s snowed in, so she’s not coming.”
“Oh, dang. That sucks.”
“Yeah. Anyway, um, yeah they’re…out.”
Kaz nodded, though not entirely believing Leo’s words. Mr. Davenport then turned to Leo and said, “Leo, why don’t you take Kaz into the other room to grab those DVDs I left on the bed? We can pop one in and watch something while Tasha cooks.”
Leo nodded. Kaz opened his mouth to protest about them having cable and streaming, but was dragged by the sleeve before he could say anything.
“Bro, he does realize you have cable, right—”
“Geez, Kaz, we’re not here for the DVDs!” He whisper-shouted. Kaz blinked.
“Wait, what? But they’re right there—” he pointed at the stack of DVDs on the nearby mantle. Leo smushed a palm against his cheek to direct his distracted gaze back at him.
“Bro. They’re on a mission.”
“What?! They’re on a mission?! Today?!”
“Shh! You want Principal Present Hog in there to know everything?! They got the alert this morning—”
“But it’s Christmas—”
“Really? We hadn't noticed—”
Ignoring the sarcastic comment, Kaz exclaimed, frazzled, “But—But I have gifts to give them! And Mr. Davenport has to—” he cut himself off sharply.
“Has to what?”
“Nothing. Something to do with a present. Whatever. My point is that it’s Christmas! And we can’t deal with Perry all day! I can’t deal with her all day!”
“Kaz, look who you’re talking to! My sanity drowned itself in the toilet last night along with the vomit I threw up after seeing her in those PJs. If you can even call them that…” Leo shuddered in disgust at the disturbing memory.
“You just can’t unsee it.”
“No, you really can't," Leo agreed. "I’ve suffered all night,” Leo groaned.
Kaz hummed, they did their little handshake as a way of saying they had each other’s back, and exited into the main room once more — DVDs in-hand.
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It was nearing nightfall and Kaz, Leo, and Mr. Davenport were all hunkered down in the lab around a small computer, watching The Grinch blare across the screen as they stuffed sugar cookies into their mouths.
“You know, after spending time with Perry, the Grinch doesn’t seem like such a bad guy.”
Kaz nearly choked on his cookie, snorting mid-bite, then snickered, crumbs spraying everywhere as he leaned back in his chair. “Oh, please, the Grinch is practically Santa compared to her."
“At least he didn’t go door-to-door terrorizing Whoville with toe-sweat for stockings,” Leo gagged.
Kaz grinned, “Yeah, and when the Grinch stole Christmas, he brought everything back.”
Leo held up his cookie like he was toasting, “With Perry, we’d get a memo saying she ‘misplaced it due to budget cuts.’”
“Nah, no way she’d be that generous,” Kaz ‘clinked’ his cookie with Leo’s and took another bite.
Mr. Davenport’s face twisted, “Well…Perry does have a...special charm,” he shuddered.
“'Charm'?” Kaz scoffed, “Mr. Davenport, Perry’s idea of spreading Christmas cheer is reprogramming the thermostat to ‘Arctic.’”
“Yeah, and at least with the Grinch, after he took everyone’s presents he went home,” Leo yelled that last part more exaggeratedly toward the elevator — as though it would travel upstairs to the living room and straight into Perry’s ears.
The doors to the lab slid open and Tasha marched in, “What are you three doing down here?”
“Same thing we do at school, Mrs. T — hiding from Principal Perry,” Kaz chomped down the rest of the candy cane cookie in his hand, then reached for the plate to grab another — this time an angel. Leo hummed in agreement, fist-bumping Kaz subtly.
“Guys, she is our guest. It is rude to leave her upstairs by herself.” Tasha sunk onto her husband’s lap, waving the two of them away, “So get up there and let us know when she’s gone.”
“Yeah,” Davenport agreed, wrapping an arm around Tasha’s waist.
There was a shwoop -ing noise from the opposite side of the room, followed by Leo’s widening eyes and— “You’re back!”
Kaz's head spun, gaze landing on the three bionic teens as they crossed over the threshold of the back entrance, dropping their gear on the bench beneath the miniature rock wall and hurrying over to them, still clad in their mission suits.
“It’s so good to see you guys. Merry Christmas,” Tasha said as she embraced Adam, Leo hugging Bree, and Chase beelining for Mr. Davenport. Kaz fumbled to drop his cookie back on the platter, wiped his palms on his jeans, and — mouth still full — joined the little reunion.
“So, how’d the mission go?” Davenport said once they’d all finished.
With the fakest grin Kaz had ever seen plastered on his face, Chase replied, “Yes.”
Davenport blinked, “Well, how’s my research facility?”
Bree waved her arm in a flashy gesture, feigning sincerity as she said, “Oh, you wouldn’t even recognize it,” she laughed.
Uh-huh. Yeah, Kaz didn’t believe that for a second. He smirked to himself, arms folded over his chest.
“Hey,” Adam interjected, “What are we doing down here when the par-taaay is upstairs?” He asked rhetorically, his feet already making for the elevator.
Leo was quick to block his path, “Hey, wait, wait, not so fast…Um…Principal Perry is upstairs. I repeat, PERRY IS IN THE HOUSE.”
There was a long stretch of silence before Chase finally broke it.
“You know, I am very tired—”
“Yeah, I could use a nap—” added Adam.
“Freeze,” Tasha warned, voice hard. Then, it softened as she continued, “Look, the poor woman is all alone and it’s Christmas. Hey, at least we’re all together—”
“Plus Kaz,” Adam butt in.
Kaz smacked his arm.
“Ow!”
“Deserved it!” Kaz smiled cheekily with a wink just ‘cause he could.
“So let’s make the best of it, right?” Tasha finished, a little too spiritedly for Kaz considering the demon herself was upstairs.
“You do realize she’s upstairs probably hoarding the presents into her stupid tent and having all eight of her cats scratch down the tree limb-from-limb, right?” Kaz raised a brow at Tasha.
“I’m sorry, ‘tent’?” Chase questioned.
“Oh, and don’t forget the jingle-bell onesie and cat-marked socks.”
“Okay, what the heck is happening?” Bree gaped at Kaz.
He shrugged, “Trust me, I wish I knew. I just walked into…whatever it was I walked into this morning.”
“Alright alright,” Mr. Davenport cut in, “Yeah, honey, thank you, but no. Absolutely not, that is not happening. Enough is enough. We are going to march up there right now and tell this woman ‘Vamoose, lady, this is our Christmas!’”
They all cheered, parading their way to the elevator.
“Wait, she can’t see us in our mission suits,” Chase called out.
“Well, hurry up and change, I’m not telling her without backup.”
As the three of them stepped into their capsules to switch clothes, Kaz walked over to Mr. Davenport and dropped his voice to just above a whisper.
“Hi, did you happen to, uh…Did it work…?”
“Oh! Yes, yes, follow me. While they’re changing, you can quickly wrap it.”
“Okay, thank you so much again, Mr. Davenport. I know it was super last minute and I—”
“Kaz,” he said solemnly with a gentle smile, placing a warm hand on his shoulder, “He’s going to love it.”
Kaz released a trembling breath and tried to smile, but it was shaky and unsure.
Mr. Davenport led him to his workstation just beyond the lab and flicked through several items in a desk compartment before unearthing a small black jewelry box.
“I didn’t attach the chain because I figured you’d want to do that, but everything is done. There’s wrapping paper in the large cabinet over there,” he pointed to where several tall wooden doors peered down at them.
“Thanks, Mr. D.”
“Alright, get to it, bud,” he ruffled Kaz’s hair and paced back into the lab.
With another breath, Kaz determinedly shuffled over, flinging open the gestured-to cabinet and rifling through a variety of Christmas-themed rolls until he found the one he liked best —
Perfect.
With a mischievous glint ghosting his lips, he got to work.
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Kaz breezed into the living room/kitchen a few minutes after everyone had evacuated the lab. He wasn’t sure what had gone down up here, but when his sights set on the scene, it was certainly not what he’d been expecting.
Instead of the whirlwind of manic frenzy he’d been assuming, it was actually…what was the word…Peaceful?
Dang. He never thought he’d associate Perry with ‘peaceful,’ well, ever, but here he was.
“Kaz!” Tasha exclaimed, “There you are, come sit, sweetie, Principal Perry cooked us dinner, isn’t that nice?”
“Uh, yeah—And a bit odd. Is it poisoned?” He whispered loudly to Leo as he slid into his seat sandwiched between the mother and son.
Leo snickered, “Probably. But honestly, I’m so hungry I couldn’t really care.”
“See, I would be hungry, but I ate twelve cookies, so—”
“You ate twelve cookies?!” Chase gawked, eyes wide and jaw dropped.
“Just because your stomach isn’t big enough doesn’t mean mine isn’t, buster. And no offense, but I don’t trust anyone whose favorite ingredient is carob. It’s vile.”
“I’ll have you know carob is the healthiest chocolate alternative on the market,” Chase grumbled haughtily.
“Yeah, yeah, no surprise there,” Kaz snorted, stabbing into the mashed potatoes he’d scooped generously onto his plate.
“Principal Perry,” Tasha spoke up, probably to stop any more arguments from erupting, “Thank you again for this meal.”
“Oh, you’re welcome,” she smiled widely. She finished topping off Tasha’s coffee and moved toward Davenport, lowering her mouth to his ear and placing a piece of paper down beside his plate, “I’ll take that whenever you’re ready.”
“What’s this?”
“Uh, your bill,” she said blatantly like nothing could have been so obvious. Kaz raised a brow.
“I see you included tax, tip, and the cost of a new tire,” Tasha grimaced.
“Sorry, gratuity is included in parties of six or more. I have no say in that.”
Enraged by the blasphemy of the situation, Davenport scoffed, “You’re actually gonna charge us for dinner?”
“Well, I didn’t make this meal with love. I made it with skill, sweat, and whatever came off the tip of my pinky when I was chopping the veggies.”
A chorus of silverware clattering against China rang out. Look — Kaz loved to eat. It was probably one of his favorite hobbies, but even he crossed the line when there was human skin and flesh involved. There was a reason he stuck to animal meat — cannibalism was a no-go.
Kaz slowly pushed his plate back, eyes wide. “So, uh... exactly how much pinky are we talking?”
Mr. Davenport threw his napkin down, glaring. “This is absurd! I am not paying for DNA in my dinner.”
Bree wrinkled her nose and held her fork at arm’s length. “Yeah, suddenly not so hungry. I think I’m good.”
Leo, trying to salvage the situation, poked at his food with a frown. “Hey, hey, you guys act like a little fingertip is the worst thing we've eaten in this house.”
Tasha sighed, rubbing her temples. “This isn’t exactly the holiday dinner I had in mind.”
“Principal Perry, we have been nothing but hospitable to you even though you crashed our Christmas, and I think it is ridiculous that we now have to pay for a dinner we didn’t ask for.”
Kaz tuned them out after that, not in the mood for an argument on this already extremely odd day. He thought about the small gift he’d stored in Davenport’s desk compartment downstairs…
He really hoped he liked it…
“You good?” Leo asked. Kaz nodded.
“Yeah, just wanting this to end. Any minute without having to see Perry is a good minute, in my eyes.”
Leo clicked his tongue, “Right there with you, bud.”
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Later that night after Perry had been kicked out and presents had been passed out — Kaz’s included — Kaz found himself down at Davenport’s desk to fetch Chase’s gift. He’d been planning on giving it to him along with everyone else’s…But something had stopped him from doing so. Just a feeling. Something he couldn’t pinpoint or name. But it was strong enough to halt the idea of doing so altogether.
So here he was, removing the gift from where he’d stashed it behind some spare folders.
He flipped it over in his palm, willing himself to go through with it, and the growing anxiousness of Chase not liking it only becoming more persistent.
“Hey—”
Kaz jumped at the sudden intrusion of Chase’s voice.
“Jesus, Chase, warn a guy, would ya?”
Chase chuckled, traversing the small room to lean against the workstation. It was only now Kaz noticed the rather large bag hanging off his right arm.
“What’s that?” Kaz pointed.
Chase’s gaze trailed after Kaz’s, then he broke into a grin, “Could ask you the same,” he nodded at the small box clasped in Kaz’s palm.
That familiar heat crawled up the length of Kaz’s neck, spreading like wildfire to his cheeks and tinting them a rosy pink. He silently prayed the lighting would somehow shield it, though he doubted it. It was pretty bright.
“Oh, uh…N—Nothing. Just your—...Um, it’s just your gift. From me. To you. Uh—” he coughed, “Obviously.”
Chase’s smirk deepened, “Just my gift? Wow, that’s not very nice, is it?” He teased, “Just my gift? See, I was going to say that I had saved the best of my gifts for last because I knew you'd love it, but I guess…I mean, it’s just your gift, Kazzy,” he shot him a wink and Kaz huffed.
“I didn’t mean it like that. I just—”
Chase laughed, “It’s okay, Kaz. I know what you meant. Here, I can go first.” He cleared his throat, nudging the gift bag in Kaz’s direction. He didn’t make eye contact, which immediately caught Kaz’s attention. “Okay, so this…is for you,” Chase mumbled — reiterating and suddenly awkward — scratching the back of his neck.
Kaz raised an eyebrow. “It’s not gonna, like, explode when I open it, right?”
“No,” Chase scoffed, rolling his eyes. “Just open it.”
Kaz shot him a playful simper and tore off the paper, revealing a black hoodie with a custom logo on the chest— “KZ” in glossy, futuristic lettering. Underneath it were two small figures dressed in sleek blue and yellow suits, blue capes, and black eye masks — two initials adorned delicately on the chests of each — “K.C.”
“What’s this?” Kaz grinned, holding it up.
“It’s a custom logo hoodie. You're from the East Coast, but once you get used to the weather, trust me, you'll be glad you have something like this, so..." Chase shrugged, trying to play it off cool, though his face was a little pink. “Figured I’d make sure you’re prepared.”
“And are these…?”
Chase shrugged again, “I mean, you’re always talking about how much you love superheroes, and since we’re kinda the closest thing there is, I figured…Team Kaz-Chase had a decent ring to it,” Chase explained, still trying to sound casual, but the slightly pink hue on his features didn't lie.
If only he knew… Kaz thought, mind briefly flicking to images of Tecton, Blue Tornado, and Captain Atomic lying in stretchers at Mighty Med…
He swallowed the thought away and laughed, then looked down at the logo again, brushing his thumb over it. “Dude, this is…actually awesome. I didn’t know you had taste.”
“Oh, thanks,” Chase deadpanned. “You realize I spent hours designing that logo.”
Kaz slipped the hoodie over his head and grinned. “How’s it look?”
Chase tilted his head, inspecting him. “Like you’re a wannabe influencer. So…not much different than usual.”
Kaz lightly punched him on the arm. “Oh, please, you wish you had this much charm.” Then he shifted a little awkwardly, glancing down. “I actually got you something, too,” he murmured.
“No shit, Sherlock. I saw the box, there’s no getting out of it.” Chase smirked for what felt like the millionth time.
Kaz waved it off. “Yeah, well…Just, here.” He handed Chase the small box, his usual confidence wavering a bit as the bionic boy’s fingers danced over the green and silver-embroidered paper he’d picked out.
“I like the paper,” Chase commented. “You know my favorite color’s green, right?”
Kaz nodded excitedly, his nerves beginning to fade. But Chase was still moving far too languidly for Kaz’s liking. Rolling his eyes, Kaz blurted, “Oh my God, Chase, just open—”
Chase looked at him, curiosity flickering across his face as he opened the box and discarded the wrappings in neat piles on the desk. Inside was a silver necklace with a small pendant at the end. Upon closer inspection, Chase saw that the pendant was shaped like a tiny microchip, and engraved on its surface was a detailed, miniature blueprint.
“Is this…my chip blueprint?” Chase asked softly, his voice filled with surprise and something almost like awe.
“Yep,” Kaz said, shoving his hands in his pockets. “I asked Mr. Davenport for the specs, but he didn’t want me ruining anything so he offered to do the print himself. But, um, everything else was me,” he added hastily, not wanting Chase to think he hadn’t put any ounce less of the effort. “Thought it might be cool to have something close to you that…kinda shows what makes you, well, you. It’s, uh, a ‘fake’ chip, so to speak, but, you know, a part of you.”
Chase ran his thumb over the delicate engraving, his expression softening. “Kaz…this is…amazing. You really did this for me?”
Kaz shrugged again, glancing away like it was no big deal, all of those nerves crawling back up his body and setting ablaze. “Yeah…And—And, um, obvi—obviously you don’t have to wear it or—or anything. It was, like, super last-minute because I was struggling so bad about what to get you, and it kinda just happened all at once, so I wasn’t even really thinking but—But honestly the more I do think about it, it’s—it’s actually a pretty stupid gift because it’s not like you can even wear it outside of the house or anything because people don’t know and—crap—I’m really sorry, Chase, this was an awful gift to get you, I’ll—I’ll get you something else, something way better than—”
“Kaz,” Chase spoke sternly, stepping into his space and effectively shutting down Kaz’s anxious ramble. Chase grabbed Kaz’s outstretched arm, which was ready to take back his gift. He squeezed it gently, and Kaz felt himself relaxing into the touch.
Chase chuckled, slipping the necklace over his head effortlessly with his free hand, letting it rest just above his heart. “Don't you freaking dare. I love it, Kazzy. Thank you. It really means a lot.”
For a beat, they stood there in comfortable silence, sharing a look that spoke louder than words — hands pressed together in a way Kaz knew he would never forget. But finally, the tension became a bit too much for Kaz and he broke the quiet.
“Anyway,” he smirked, resolving back to his usual self, “don’t let it go to your head.”
“Oh, no worries,” Chase replied, smirking back, whatever had been simmering between them the past few minutes suddenly dissipating into their typical friendly banter, “I’ll save my tears for when I beat you in gym again. I’m getting pretty good at that now.”
“No fair! That’s only because you train, like, every day!”
“Aw, boo-hoo. But at least now you have the cushioning of that hoodie to break your fall.”
“Hey!” Kaz gasped in offense.
Chase keeled over, cackling, the small pendant dangling from around his neck catching Kaz’s eye.
A bright smile smeared across his face.
Yeah. This was absolutely the best Christmas he’d ever had. Hands-down.
Notes:
Y'all...I can't even describe to you how much fun this chapter was to write. Chase and Kaz are literally SO CUTE!
I really felt like these gifts reflected the genuineness and intimacy of their friendship while also playing into their goofy sides a bit!
I hope you enjoy(ed)!
Chapter 25: S02, EP25: "Trent Gets Schooled"
Notes:
Y'all, this chapter is literally SO SAD. I'm SO SORRY! It's just bc we're nearing the end of the season, so all that angst is getting upped like A LOT! I can't promise the next chapter will be any better...but I SWEAR we'll get there soon!
Enjoy!
Chapter Text
Kaz skipped into school the Monday after Break came to a close. Hugging his torso was Chase’s hoodie — Kaz’s favorite part still being the funny little superhero dudes pasted meticulously in the dip between his pecs. The hoodie was also surprisingly comfortable, the fleece linen being more than enough to keep him warm and cozy even in the slowly-morphing frostbitten air.
With a bang, he opened his locker to dump his books into his already-open backpack pouch, (he was actually planning to go to class for once despite not bothering to do the homework!)only to get stopped by a telltale hand clamping against his locker with a ‘Whap!’
“Oh, hey, Trent! Didn’t see you there. What's up?”
Trent sneered, crossing his arms. “Oh, you know, just the ushe. Came to comment how useless you look while I make my rounds.” Trent eyed Kaz’s hoodie, folding his arms. “What’s with the hoodie, dork?” he sneered. “Trying out for the ‘cool guy club’? Cuz’ spoiler alert: super lame. Not that you’d make it in anyway,” he smirked.
Unfazed, Kaz deadpanned, “Actually, it was a gift. From Chase.”
Trent gritted his teeth with a mocking grin, “Bit gay, don’t you think? But, that’s not a problem for you, is it? Everyone already knows you like it up the butt.”
Kaz’s unperturbed mask faltered for a split second, nearly breaking at the words. But he was quick to narrow his eyes. He kept his cool and tilted his head with a lighthearted grin, “Wow, Trent, you’re really keeping up with everyone’s business, huh? Should I expect a full report on my weekend plans by tomorrow?”
Trent’s smirk wavered, clearly thrown off by Kaz’s lack of reaction. “Whatever,” he scoffed, rolling his eyes. “At least someone’s gotta remind you losers you’ll never be anything.”
Kaz shrugged, adjusting the hoodie like it was a trophy. “Well, it’s good to know I’m always on your mind, Trent. Can’t say the feeling’s mutual, but hey—good chat!”
With that, Kaz pushed off the locker, giving Trent a casual salute before heading toward class, leaving Trent standing there, fuming.
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“Well, boys, it’s official: I’m repeating junior year,” Kaz groaned.
“Wait, seriously? Did Perry tell you?” Leo said, not really that fazed but being a good enough friend to act like it.
“Well, no, but I can just feel it in the air today, ya know?” Kaz shrugged casually.
“Hang on, I thought Chase was helping you study?”
“What? Oh. No, it was just that one time. I mean, he offered to tutor me, but I don’t need that.”
Leo pursed his lips, “It kinda, sort of sounds like you do, bud,” he patted his shoulder in fake sympathy.
“Eh, I’ll be fine.”
“Or…You could just take him up on his offer and actually pass,” Leo said as though it was the obvious solution.
Which...it was.
“Yeah, but I don’t know if Chase really wants to—”
“Don’t know if I really want to do what?” said person cut off as he suddenly appeared beside them.
“Oh, nothing. Just that Kaz has the ‘feeling’,” Leo air-quoted, “He won’t pass this year. And I suggested that if you already offered to tutor him, why not just do it?”
“Oh,” Chase folded his arms over his chest leisurely, “Yeah, sure, I could tutor you."
Kaz ‘pfft’ d and waved the idea away. “Nah, no, you def—You definitely don’t have to do that. I know you’re super busy with training and missions and stuff—”
“Bro,” Leo moaned, “He’s already offered! Just freaking do it! It’s a rare occasion that Chase actually offers free help.”
“Hey—!”
“It’s true,” Leo shrugged. “Anyways, I gotta book it before Mrs. Rosenbaum puts me in time-out again. I'm still having nightmares from Mr. Rosenbaum's headshot's cold, dead eyes staring back at me," he shuddered.
“Um, what—?” Chase started, but Leo was already halfway down the hall.
“Toodles!” He waved with a cheeky grin.
Chase sighed once he was out of sight. “You know, it's comments like that that sometimes makes me seriously wonder how this school is still being funded.”
Kaz clicked his tongue, “Right there with ya.”
Then, Chase cleared his throat and switched back to the original topic of conversation, “So what subjects do you need help with? 'Thought it was just chem?”
Now that Kaz had to it out loud...it really did sound quite pathetic.
“No…No, pretty much all of them.”
Chase’s eyes widened to the size of saucers, “All of them?! Kaz—!”
“I know, I know! Okay, I know it doesn’t sound good—”
“It isn’t good!”
“Yeah, well, sorry! I’ve been preoccupied!”
“With what, making out with your boyfriend?!”
Kaz’s mouth snapped shut. A hot gush of guilt seeped through his gut and coiled with his stomach. He blinked at Chase, unsure of what to say — Not because it wasn’t true…But because it was. Liam had clogged so much of his schedule lately that he didn’t really have time for anything else. Schoolwork was the least of his concerns now, and so was passing junior year. All he wanted was to keep Liam happy and satisfied. Everything else was considered unimportant.
Upon Kaz’s silence, Chase gawked, face altering into one of uncertainty — and perhaps a tad of concern. “Kaz—?”
“So I’ll meet you at your place at six? I can get there a little earlier if you want, but — fair warning — my brother’s been getting on my last nerve recently, so I might be in kinda a bad mood so—”
“Kaz, what—?” Chase tried, but Kaz cut him off again.
“So, yeah, that works?” He asked again cheerily, already maneuvering himself around Chase’s body in the direction of his next period. Chase frowned, partly confused and partially hurt, but nodded.
“Sounds good.”
Kaz waved back at him, but Chase’s frown never strayed. What on earth was going on?
With a sigh, Chase scanned the area quickly, and upon seeing no one he knew, he dispersed toward his own class.
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Okay, so kill him, it was six- fifteen. He was late by fifteen minutes, which — hey — was waaaay better than Kaz's usual, but Chase still deemed it a “crime” (as told via text when he’d messaged Kaz a bajillion times).
To his surprise, Leo was the one to answer the door.
“Aw, look who finally decided to listen to Leo and actually show up and get work done!”
“Ha, ha,” Kaz deadpanned, “Is Chase here? He better be, or I swear to God I’ll—”
“Geez, dude, take a chill pill. He’s in the lab.”
“Wait, what are you doing?”
“Oh, me? I’m waiting for Trent to come over so I can gift him fake study glasses that will make him fail his last physics test and force him to not graduate for the eighth time in a row,” Leo grinned proudly as he held up a small pair of what looked to be some sort of techy sunglasses.
“Welp, I didn’t understand half of what you just said but if it involves getting back at Trent, I’m all for it! You have fun with that,” he pointed a finger Leo’s way and made for the elevator.
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When he stepped off, his eyes instantly caught on the mess of strewn papers blanketing the cyber desk.
“Oh, hey! You’re here…Finally.”
“Hey, to be fair, second dinner is very important. I should know, I have it all the time,” he said cockily as he collapsed into the seat next to Chase.
“You sound like a hobbit.”
“And that, my friend, is a compliment,” he smiled wickedly as he dove a hand into his bag to unearth his books.
Chase’s eyes caught on the hoodie. A soft smile danced across his lips.
“I see you’re still wearing it.”
Kaz raised a brow, “Still? You stalking me now?”
With a playful huff, Chase rolled his eyes, “I saw it on you at school, dumbass.”
“Sure you did,” Kaz winked.
“I did!”
“Uh-huh. Whatever you say, Chasey. You know, it’s okay to admit it. I get it, I know I am unbelievably attractive, it’s only natural you’d start to want to watch me whenever you can—”
“That’s—That’s not even true!” Kaz raised both brows this time and Chase’s eyes widened, a flush setting in, “I—I mean it is, or—not in a weird way! In a friend way—You’re attractive! Just not—I mean, not not like that, but not…like that. You’re—I was talking about the stalking! I wasn’t stalking you, that’s what I was saying—”
Kaz burst into laughter, very much so liking how flustered he’d made the bionic teen. It was a rare sight, and he very much was reveling in the pride that came with it.
“Shut up,” Chase mumbled under his breath, face positively scarlet by now. “All I was trying to say is that it looks…good on you. Really good. I’m glad…” he trailed off, seemingly rethinking his word choice, “It fits you, right? I—I kind of just guessed your size—”
“Which was?” Kaz asked, wanting to torture Chase with his teasing just a bit more.
Chase stared, then blinked, then narrowed his eyes, “No. No way am I falling for that trap. I’m not that dumb, you jerk—”
Kaz spluttered another laugh, finding this to be the most hilarious thing he’d seen all week and utterly amused by everything happening right now. “I don’t know, Chasey, you seemed pretty keen on the other one,” he smirked and Chase had to glance away because this was absolutely not going to end any better for him if he kept looking at Kaz and making a complete fool of himself.
“I was just trying to give you a compliment,” he muttered softly, face still red.
Despite how much fun this was, Kaz did take pity and his features softened as a rush of affection blossomed in his chest.
“Well, thank you,” Kaz started, then pursed his lips, paused, and added for good measure, “For the compliment.”
Chase lit up with a vivid smile. Kaz chuckled at the reaction — briefly reminding him of a child opening up their presents on Christmas — as he watched Chase’s hand dip beneath the collar of his shirt and extract the small pendant.
“I—I’ve been wearing this, too. Under my shirt, obviously, but, you know…Still wearing it,” he swallowed.
Kaz grinned, “How do you like it? Not too scratchy? No allergic reactions? I wasn’t sure if your chip would interact with the metal, so I kinda just guessed, but—”
Chase shook his head fervently, easing Kaz’s nerves, “No reaction. It’s perfect. Promise,” he held out his pinky just as Kaz had done. Kaz’s eyes flicked between Chase’s and his outstretched finger once, then he reached over and interlocked it with his own.
“Okay, now seriously, Kaz, we have to get going, we have a lot of material to cover and I want to make sure you’re prepared for finals next week—”
“Wait, finals are next week?!”
Chase sighed, “Yes, Kaz, finals are next week. Which you would know if you actually went to class every once in a while!” He exclaimed with a dramatic flail of his arms.
“Ugh, well there goes that. I’m definitely failing. No way I can fit all this in my brain, look at it!”
“Oh, please, Kaz, your head is plenty big—”
“Hey—!”
“You just gotta start actually using it.”
Kaz pouted and shot Chase a glare. Chase simply shrugged and opened up the first of Kaz’s notebooks — History.
“Yeah, yeah, I get it, I’m the worst and super annoying. Now look over your notes and tell me which topics you think you need the most help with.”
Kaz huffed but obeyed Chase’s demands, flipping through several pages before turning back to Chase and grumbling out, “I guess the ‘Polypoenosian’ War.”
“The what?”
“The ‘Polypoenosian’ War—”
“Kaz, it’s Peloponnesian. ‘Polypoenosian’ isn’t a word.”
“Okay, whatever. Help.”
Chase chuckled and scooted closer, a blue-colored pen in one hand, his focus fixated on the janky notes Kaz had messily scribbled down.
“So the Peloponnesian War was a series of conflicts between Athens and Sparta, which were the two…” Chase trailed off, gesturing for Kaz to finish off the sentence.
“Uh…The two cities fighting?”
Chase sighed, “No…Athens and Sparta were the two most powerful city-states in ancient Greece. And how long did these conflicts last? You remember?”
Kaz pressed his lips into a thin line, desperately racking his brain for an answer, but when he finally thought of something, his best answer was, “Uhm…a long time?”
Chase groaned, “From 431–404 BC.”
“Oh.”
“So it sounds like you remember pretty much nothing.”
“Hey, to be fair—...!” Kaz stalled, “...I only went to, like, two of the classes.”
“Oh, boy,” Chase said, brows tightening. “Okay, well, the good news is that we have all week to study.”
“That’s good news? Geez, wouldn’t want to be around you when you get ‘awesome’ news…”
“Hey, I’ll have you know I am tons of fun when I want to be.”
“Mm-hmm, which is never, so.”
Chase’s jaw dropped around an offended gasp, “I am, too, fun! Just last week I built the molecular structure for wurtzite boron nitride — and, it only took me two hours,” he finished proudly with a boastful cross of his arms.
Kaz guffawed, “Wow, it’s hilarious how you actually think that constitutes a good time. It’s okay, bud,” he patted his shoulder, “Not everyone’s cut out for the high-energy life I lead.”
“Hey, that’s not—!”
“Now now, Chasey, we came here to study. Well. You came to tell me how to do well. I came here to only sort of listen. Take from that what you will. Anyway, I suggest we get back to that.”
“But you—” Chase began, completely baffled.
Kaz snickered and helped direct Chase’s attention back to the notebooks.
Chase squinted, flipping open the history book with the precision of someone prepping for a highly classified briefing. “Alright, yes…back to the Peloponnesian War. Do you remember what triggered it?”
Kaz drummed his fingers, staring off dramatically into the distance. “Hm…wasn’t it, like…some group of angry dudes pissed off another group of angry dudes?”
Chase nearly choked on his saliva. “No. It was triggered by Athens allying with Corcyra — a powerful naval state that was considered a colony of Corinth — which allied with Sparta. Athen’s move was seen as a provocation by Sparta and led to what eventually erupted into war.”
Kaz shrugged, “Eh, same difference. Athens got pissy, Sparta got pissy, and boom—war. Pretty straightforward if you ask me.”
Chase gave him a deadpan look, suppressing a groan. “Kaz, if you write that on the test, you’ll flunk.”
Kaz clasped his hands behind his head — lazily leaning back in his chair. “It’s the vibe that matters, Chase. History’s just a giant video game anyway. Power struggles, betrayals, dramatic exits—it's practically God of War.” He kicked his feet up onto the cyber desk.
“Nyah-ah-ah,” Chase swiped his legs back off, “I don’t trust you around anything with buttons.” Chase pinched the bridge of his nose. “You know, for someone who doesn’t actually study, you…kind of make sense…In the weirdest way possible.”
“I know, right? And I only get better,” Kaz smirked smugly.
Chase sighed, tapping the book to refocus Kaz. “Alright, so the catalyst was Athens allying with Corcyra. So everyone knows that the war started in 431 BC and lasted for 27 years, BUT…I bet you didn’t know that Athens was essentially the powerhouse of the Delian League, while Sparta led the Peloponnesian League. Oh, and—” he leaned in, eyes intense, “did you know that, at one point, they had a truce called the Peace of Nicias? It lasted six years but ultimately fell apart because of Alcibiades, who defected back and forth between the two sides like some ancient double agent.”
Kaz blinked slowly, absorbing exactly none of it. “Riiight. So…should I, like, jot that all down?”
“Why do you think I’m telling you all this? To bore you?"
Kaz raised his brows again.
Chase waved his arms to usher him along in the 'note-taking process'. "C'mon, this is on a need-to-know basis!”
“I don’t think Mr. Kaufenhauser ever mentioned—”
But Chase wasn’t listening, he just continued right on with his rant: “Alcibiades’ betrayal also shows the fickle nature of alliances in wartime. And don't forget about the plague of Athens, too, which killed a third of the population, including their leader Pericles— huge turning point!”
Kaz held up his hands in surrender. “Okay, whoa whoa whoa. Just hold the freakity freak on. I caught about two percent of that and you’re throwing out names I didn’t even know were words—”
"You’re going to need to know these. Also, Sparta’s military was unparalleled because of their training from birth in the agoge. And the Athenians actually respected intellectuals more than warriors, which made the conflict partly ideological, too—”
Kaz’s eyes glazed over, and he stifled a laugh. “Oh yeah, I’m sure Mr. Kaufenhauser’s gonna ask about that on the test.”
“Better safe than sorry.” Chase crossed his arms, unamused. “Hey, and some of us like knowing all the details.”
Kaz snorted, patting him on the shoulder. “I know. That’s why I came to you. So someone can know all this so I don’t have to,” he smiled in faux sympathy and patted Chase’s shoulder in accordance. “Anyway, my brain’s fried. Time for a break—”
“Kaz, we just—”
“Nuh-uh-uh!” He waggled a finger in Chase’s face.
Chase rolled his eyes, closing the textbook with an emphatic snap, “I don’t know how you survive like this.”
“Raw talent,” Kaz quipped, grinning lazily. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I need to recover from your twenty-minute speech on ancient betrayals. Pretty sure Alcibiadi is living rent-free in my nightmares tonight.”
“‘Alcibiades’.”
Kaz smiled widely but didn’t refute. For once…
Chase smirked but then glanced at Kaz, a flicker of hesitation crossing his face. He tapped the edge of the book as if debating something. “Hey, uh…while we’re here, can I ask you something?”
Kaz raised a brow, sensing the shift in tone. “Sure? What’s up?”
Chase fidgeted, his fingers now drumming on the cyberdesk, “It’s about Liam.”
The grin on Kaz’s face faded, “Oh, boy. Here we go,” he muttered, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. “What about him?”
“Well,” Chase started, choosing his words carefully, “I know he wasn’t exactly a shining star at dinner the other night—” his voice broke off, unsure of how much he wanted to say…But ultimately deciding he’d already said too much, Chase pressed on, undeterred. “I just…are you really okay, Kaz? It…was a lot. I mean, you threw up. I know you try to laugh everything off, but..Ever since I asked you if he’d ever hurt you…It’s like you’re doing everything in your power to give him excuses.”
Kaz tensed, his lighthearted demeanor slipping as a knot tightened in his chest. “I’m fine, Chase,” he said firmly, avoiding Chase’s eyes. “Really. He’s just…a lot sometimes.”
Chase’s brow furrowed, his concern deepening. “‘A lot’ doesn’t make you flinch when someone brings him up. ‘A lot’ doesn’t make you look sick every time you’re around him.”
Kaz shifted uncomfortably in his seat, his defenses rising. “What are you trying to say? That I don’t know my own feelings?”
“I’m saying,” Chase leaned forward, his voice steady but gentle, “if something’s wrong, you can tell me. You don’t have to—”
“Chase,” Kaz interrupted, forcing a laugh that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “You’re reading too much into this. Liam’s fine. I’m fine. Everything’s fine. I promise.”
Chase stared at him, eyes searching Kaz’s for something unknown, and murmured softly, “Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”
Chase frowned, clearly not convinced, but before he could press further, Kaz whipped out his phone and abruptly stood, grabbing his notebook and shoving it into his bag. “Uh…Urgent message from Mom. Anyway, thanks for the history lesson, Professor. I think I’ve hit my quota for deep talks and dead Greek guys today.”
“Kaz—”
“I’m good, really,” Kaz cut him off with a strained smile, slinging his bag over his shoulder. “See you tomorrow?”
And just like that, he was gone, leaving Chase sitting there with the distinct feeling that the conversation wasn’t as over as Kaz wanted it to be.
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Upstairs, Chase found Kaz chatting with Bree and Owen — oh yeah, Owen was over. Kaz seemed to have completely forgotten about his “urgent” message from his mom and didn’t seem to be in any particular rush to leave. In fact, Kaz had moseyed into the kitchen and started chowing down on tortilla chips in the bowl located between Owen and Bree at the counter. Which just further proved Chase’s suspicions of this all being some sort of excuse for him to leave.
Chase narrowed his eyes at the scene and watched as Kaz snickered at something Owen said. Kaz clearly wasn’t okay, and if Chase knew anything about Kaz, it was that food was his way of avoiding emotions.
God! What the heck was going on with him? And why wouldn’t he talk to Chase about it? Did he not trust him or something? Chase frowned at that thought. He…had always been a good listener, right? Sure, he knew sometimes (okay, a lot of times) he could be a dick and be super picky and stubborn and a know-it-all, but…He really had been trying! Did…He not try hard enough?
His gaze dropped to his feet…
Were they not as close as he’d thought?
Something stirred in his chest at the thought. And he didn’t like it. He didn’t like it one bit. It was sour and bitter and completely repulsive.
Urgh! Why was Kaz clamming up around him all of a sudden? Maybe it really was something serious…
But then…Shouldn’t Kaz be talking about it with someone? Not necessarily Chase, but…someone? Though, from the way Kaz had reacted every time he brought the “Liam situation” up, Chase had a feeling Kaz hadn’t told anyone. Which — in a way — scared Chase even more.
The barking of Kaz’s sharp laughter shattered through his trance.
“What the heck is that?” Kaz cackled as he stuffed another handful into his mouth, “Thaft’s pho phuphid—”
“It’s called art! It resembles a lady and her dog wading through a river at sunset,” Owen retaliated. “I call it: A Lady and Her Dog Wading Through a River at Sunset,” he dragged his hand through the air like it would make the message more clear.
It didn’t.
“Bwee, fhwy do yoop puft upf wit’ ‘im?” Kaz muffled through another mouthful.
“Ugh, come on, Owen, let’s go,” Bree sighed, yanking him away by the checkered flannel sleeve.
“Hey—!” Owen tried, but was already through the archway into an adjoining hallway.
Chase licked his lips over once, Now’s his chance!
Kaz shoveled one more handful into his mouth before glancing around, then wiping his crumby hands on the throw blanket of the couch as he made for the door — only for Chase to intercept him by sliding in front of the door and effectively blocking Kaz’s path.
“Oh—” Kaz said, eyes wide with surprise (Chase smirked to himself. Definitely one-upped the guy. Hadn’t expected that, had ya, Kazzy? That’s right, Chase won, not Kaz. That’s right! Chase! Winner—!) he cleared his throat.
“‘Urgent’ message, huh?”
Kaz puckered his lips, “Yup! Uh—Super—...Super important. Can’t be stuck here another minute, byeeeee—!”
Kaz made to side-step around him, but Chase swept into his path, cutting him off again. “Uh-uh-uh. Nope. Not happening. Why are you dodging me, Kaz? Every time I bring him up you decide to leave. I just—I wanna be there for you—”
Kaz’s nostrils flared, “Oh, my God, Chase, can you please just leave the subject alone, I said I don’t wanna talk about it!”
“I just—I don’t think it’s cool for you to not—...I don’t know, trust me? Do you not trust me, Kaz?” (Chase hated the way he sounded so pathetically desperate.)
Kaz’s eyes narrowed and Chase knew he had hit a nerve. Crap…Had he gone too far? Kaz really did seem pissed off now…
“You know what’s not ‘cool,’ Chase? How I keep telling you to drop it but you refuse to listen! What, you think the more you forcefully pry into my life the more I’ll spill? You think one day I’ll wake up and just magically change my mind?! If I say stay out of it, stay out of it!”
Chase swallowed, a sudden pang of intense guilt rushing through him.
Crap. He had gone too far. He’d never thought about it like that—
“Hey, Kaz, wait, I’m sorry, I’m just not—”
“Whatever,” Kaz hissed, pinning Chase with a steely glare as he shouldered past him and out the door.
It slammed shut with a reverberating ‘CLANG!’ behind him and Chase found himself frozen to the spot — not being able to do anything but blink.
How the—?
What the heck was—?
Did Kaz just—?
A million thoughts were flying through his head at a speed faster than Bree, and absolutely zero of them made any sense.
How had such a nice study session suddenly transformed into such a nightmare where Chase wasn’t even positive of where their friendship stood?
Had he really fucked everything up in the span of a singular conversation?
Subconsciously, his fingers reached up and fumbled around the silver pendant, tracing the rough ridges and smooth curves as if seeking comfort in its familiar texture.
Should he go after him? What if Kaz hated him now? That definitely was not what he wanted—
“What are you doing?” an incredulous voice echoed from across the room. Leo was standing in front of the fridge holding the carton of milk and staring at Chase with an odd, indescribable expression that suggested he was as put-off as his tone sounded.
“Me? Ummm…Nothing?”
Leo’s eyes narrowed, deadpanning, “You’re standing by the door staring off into space with your mouth hanging open like a fish out of water.”
Chase shrugged his comment away. “Nothing. Just…daily routine.”
“I’ve never seen you do that before—”
“It’s a new routine!” Chase snapped as he stomped toward the elevator, pressed the button, and hopped on, hoping by the time he got his hands on a gadget or two that all of this—this— stupid, dumb vexation would be long gone.
Spoiler alert: it wasn’t.
It lingered for the rest of that evening, well into dinner, and long past the time he stepped into his capsule for the night.
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The next morning Chase was especially moody. His usual grumpy demeanor prior to breakfast was exacerbated by about a hundred percent. This was different from before. Before, even if he had been mad at Kaz, it would have been anger at Kaz snapping at him.
But now—...Now Chase was just confused. Kaz didn’t make any sense anymore, if he had ever. Chase understood to an extent where Kaz was coming from. Chase shouldn’t have pried, especially after Kaz had told him no, but he had. Which obviously just pissed Kaz off more. Chase also understood that Kaz’s anger probably wasn’t so much directed at him but more the situation. That whatever was going on was making him react in much more aggressive, aggravated ways.
But what Chase didn’t understand was why Kaz didn’t want to talk about it. If Chase had been through something or if something had happened that made him uncomfortable or upset, his first thought would have been to talk it through with his family. Despite growing up in a restricted lifestyle, he had surprisingly decent ways of deciphering emotions and tuning into others’.
But Kaz…Kaz baffled him. Kaz’s life couldn’t be that different from Chase’s…Right? At least Kaz had a childhood.
Chase groaned — too audibly, apparently, because Bree gave him an odd look and rolled her eyes like his very presence was annoying her.
Whatever.
“What is it now?” She whined, “You’ve been moping since yesterday.”
“Why should I tell you?” He sassed, crossing his arms.
“Fine. Don’t,” she sighed, pushing out of her chair and making back for the lab…
“Wait—” he blurted before he could stop himself.
Turning slowly over her shoulder, she raised a brow. “...Yes?”
Chase bit his lip and glanced about the kitchen — even though he knew no one else was present. With another groan, he folded, scrubbing a hand down his face.
“It’s Kaz,” he admitted gruffly.
Now, that…had Bree’s interest piqued. “Oh? What’d he do this time?” She smirked, plopping back into her chair and crossing her arms.
“I don’t know!” He exclaimed, all of his bubbling irritation that had been building and simmering unaccounted for for hours suddenly felt like it was about to burst if he didn’t get it the hell off his chest right that second. “He just—He just snapped! I kept pressing him about something he didn’t want to talk about, but how could I not ask him about it?! Every single time I’ve mentioned it, he either blows up at me or freaking leaves! How the hell am I supposed to just ‘leave it be’?!” He mocked in a high-pitched voice accompanied by air quotations. “And now he’s sitting at home, pouting away on the couch, probably furiously smashing one of those STUPID gang dudes in one of his video games imagining it was me! He HATES me, Bree! And all I did was ask a question!”
Bree lifted her brow, leaning casually against the counter. “Wow,” she spoke impassively, her tone dripping with sarcasm. “Tell me how you really feel.”
Chase threw his hands up, pacing back and forth in a tight circle. “I’m serious, Bree! This isn’t funny! He—”
She held up a hand, cutting him off. “Okay, first of all, he doesn’t hate you, Chase. Don’t be so dramatic. If Kaz hated you, he’d be a lot more creative about it than pouting on the couch. Trust me.”
“That’s not helpful,” Chase grumbled, running a hand through his hair.
“Second,” Bree continued, ignoring him, “you’re like…constantly in his business. He probably just needed a second to breathe. You do this thing where you push and push and push, and it’s really annoying. So, yeah, maybe you should’ve left it alone.”
Chase gaped at her, flabbergasted. “I was trying to help him! How am I supposed to just ignore it when it’s so obvious something’s wrong?”
“Easy,” Bree said, smirking. “You mind your own business. Crazy, right?”
Chase glared, muttering under his breath, “You’re impossible.”
Bree shrugged, unbothered. “Look, Kaz is stubborn, and so are you. You two are like…opposite ends of the same magnet. He’ll come around when he’s ready. Until then, maybe, I don’t know, don’t interrogate him like some tiny, nerdy cop.”
“I wasn’t interrogating him!” Chase protested.
Bree raised her eyebrows meaningfully.
“…Okay, maybe I was a little,” Chase admitted reluctantly, groaning. “But he was being so—”
“Kaz,” Bree interjected with a knowing look. “He was being Kaz. And you know what? You’ll figure it out. You always do.”
Chase sighed, slumping lower in his seat. “I just don’t want him to think I don’t care.”
Bree softened, stepping closer and patting his shoulder. “He knows you care, Chase. That’s probably why he blew up in the first place. Just give him some space, okay? He’ll come around.”
“…You really think so?” he asked hesitantly.
Bree smirked. “Yeah. And if not, you can always bribe him with snacks. Works every time.”
Chase hesitated, gnawing at his bottom lip again, then exhaled and nodded. “Fine. Okay.”
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At school the next day Chase swiped his tray off the end of the buffet counter, handing over his money to the lunch lady — Bertha. His eyes landed on Adam, Bree, and Leo at the table adjacent to the vending machine. He began the trek but only got midway before he slammed to a halt as Kaz bounced over to the table, greeting the three siblings with a goofy grin.
And Chase wanted to go over, he really did…
But his damn feet wouldn’t move.
Kaz hadn’t even noticed his presence or his intent stare…But Chase couldn’t look away.
“You think one day I’ll wake up and just magically change my mind?! If I say stay out of it, stay out of it!”
Chase swallowed thickly and his mind flickered to Bree’s words the previous morning…
“Just give him some space, okay? He’ll come around.”
Chase’s mind spun… Give him space. Just give him space. That’s not too hard, right? Just give him some damn space, Chase Davenport! he internally shouted at himself. He just…needed to give Kaz some space. He could…Chase could do that. He absolutely, positively, obviously could one-hundred percent, beyond a shadow of a doubt…definitely…do that.
So with the most embarrassing on-heel spin he’d ever had to make, he scurried off to the lawn to find a quiet place to sit down, eat, and think.
He had a lot of thinking to do. Though, to be fair, he always did a lot of thinking. He was Chase Davenport, after all. What else would he be good for if not that?
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Kaz’s eyes traced after Chase as he hurried out of the cafeteria like a swarm of wasps was after him.
Don’t get Kaz wrong…He was still upset…But he didn’t want Chase to get the idea that he didn’t want to still be friends…
Wait.
Chase didn’t think that, did he? Was that why he’d left so quickly?
Kaz munched on a chicken nugget (absolutely not, he was not listening to his mom’s insane demand of him eating healthier).
“Hey, babe,” a voice Kaz knew all too well smirked. His friends’ eyes all snapped up to the figure no doubt looming over him, a silence falling over their previously lively conversation.
Kaz swallowed down the rest of the nugget and strained a smile as he peered over his shoulder.
“Hey.”
Liam leaned down to kiss him and Kaz accepted it. That was all he could do.
“Ready for this Friday?”
“Friday?”
“Our two-month anniversary?”
Kaz’s mind blanked. “Oh!…Right! No, yeah, of course, I’m—...Ready!”
Liam flared his nostrils with a huff, “Did you forget?”
“What?”
“You forgot, didn’t you? God, I should’ve expected as much. I seriously mean nothing to you, don’t I?”
Kaz’s brain faltered, words jumbled and thoughts vacant as he sprung up from his seat, “Wh—what? N–No, that’s not it! I just—”
“Whatever, Kaz. I don’t even know what to say to you anymore.”
“No, Liam, I didn’t forget I just—”
But Liam was already out the door.
“Didn’t realize you wanted that…” he trailed, but his throat was tight and he everything felt hot and suffocating and he needed out—
“Hey, Kaz,” Bree started, “Are you—”
“Fine!” He yelled a tad too loudly, drawing the attention of nearby tables. He cleared his throat awkwardly and rubbed the back of his neck as his cheeks heated. “I’m…gonna go to the bathroom!” he announced, tripping over his chair as he lunged for the door.
He managed to stumble his way through the loss of balance and recover before his head slammed into the adjoining table (the occupants sending him odd looks).
In the restroom, Kaz gripped the edges of the sink, stomach beginning to act up again. God, why had he had all that meat? He groaned and grasped at the area the pain was stemming from.
He’d have to get over this stomach ache quickly…Gosh knew what Liam would do to him that night when they “made up.” Liam was stubborn, but even so, it seemed his excuse of “sex solves everything” extended to arguments and fights, too. It was just Kaz’s luck.
He would just have to suck it up and deal…Again.
It’d be fine. At least Liam would no longer be angry with him. That was one less thing Kaz would have to worry about.
He breathed out steadily and made for the door, opening it and stepping out into the now bustling hallway. He must have missed the bell. He made to round the corner but slammed into something hard and heavy.
“Oh my gosh, I am so sorry— Kaz?”
Kaz’s eyes widened when they landed on who the heck he’d rammed into.
Great. Just his luck.
“Oh. Hi.”
Something swam in Chase’s eyes, something that looked as if he was about to say something, perhaps apologize…But he didn’t. And the apology never came. His mouth opened and closed several times, but no words came out. And just when Kaz thought Chase might actually want to mend whatever happened the other night…Chase was sending him a small, almost guilty smile and turned to continue on his way.
Kaz blinked after him, the flames of rage that he’d managed to calm and quiet down fanned back to life in a matter of milliseconds.
What the hell?! Did Chase seriously not care? At all?
Kaz was furious with him and Chase couldn’t even understand why?! That jerk!
But then something crossed Kaz’s mind and the tension in his chest softened. Just slightly.
It hadn’t been… all Chase’s fault. If anything…Kaz had…
No. No! It wasn’t Kaz’s fault! Chase had been the one pushing and pushing and pushing until Kaz broke! It wasn’t fair to blame himself for Chase’s own issues (right?).
He couldn’t think about this now. He had school to attend for once and thinking about how little Chase cared for him only pissed him off. Scuffing the sole of his shoe on the floor so an ugly, ear-piercing ‘ screeeeeaaak!’ ing noise erupted through the hall, Kaz shoved his way through the crowd for the math classroom.
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At home that night, Kaz paced back and forth in the living room. Thumb stuck in his mouth biting at the nail and eyes glued to his phone screen, he reread the message over and over: Sorry, I shouldn’t have blown up like that. Makeup sex?
That had been sent twenty minutes ago. Kaz had simply liked the message, not having the heart to do anything else, and had been anxiously awaiting Liam’s arrival ever since.
His body was telling him no, that he didn’t truly want this, but every other part of his brain was telling him it was a lie. He didn’t know what he wanted. That this was for the best in the long run. Liam would be happy with him and he wouldn’t have to worry anymore…
But deep down he knew that was a lie.
The bell rang and Kaz was quick to cross for the door and open it. Liam stood perched against the wall, hands stuffed into jacket pockets and looking about as “bad boy” as one could describe. A sinking feeling set in Kaz’s gut. A typical occurrence nowadays.
Kaz opened his mouth to greet him, but Liam was quicker: “Upstairs. Now.”
With a thick swallow, Kaz complied, leading the way.
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Bridget often liked to think that though she and her sons weren’t exactly the closest, there was at least some type of unspoken respect between them. Kevin had been living his life either holed up in his bedroom or out with friends at all hours of the night. Kyle rarely ever came downstairs, either, but when he did, he was grumpy and unpleasant, and never, ever, wanted to talk with his mother.
Then there was Kaz. Kaz was different in some respects. He gave her the time of day and tended to comment here and there on work around the house she’d done she’d thought had gone unnoticed. It was nice on the surface, but she knew he was only saying such things to save face. She loved her son, but it wasn’t easy after everything that had gone down with the divorce. Still, Bridget held her head high and didn’t clue anyone into how the divorce had truly affected her. She missed the rest of her kids dearly, sometimes calling late at night when she was sure her ex-husband was asleep and wouldn’t disturb them.
The hardest thing she’d learned about being a parent is skating the line between too much and too little. Too much effort pampered and spoiled them, while too little went to their heads and created room for uncertainty, lack of self-control, and abrasiveness. She liked to think of herself as a tough-love parent, though she knew she often went too easy with punishments.
For instance, she should have made her rules and regulations about dating much clearer before Kaz had gone off and gotten himself into a full-blown relationship. She liked Liam…but there was something about her son that rubbed her the wrong way.
Or rather, about how her son acted around his boyfriend. She’d attempted to reel it out of him once, but it was to no avail.
But she was his mother. Of course, she could see right through him. Even if he didn’t want her to.
Which was why, while Bridget folded the boys’ and her laundry that evening on her bed, she was brought out of her humming of “Seventy-Six Trombones” by the sudden disruption of the second-floor hallway and two pairs of shoes — one of which sounded like boots — as they neared Kaz’s bedroom.
There were muffled whispers, a voice that sounded way too gruff for her liking, followed by the creaking of the door and then the closing of it.
Bridget also liked to think of herself as a parent who was nosy, but not too nosy. Nosy in the sense she wanted to know what her kids were up to in their everyday lives, but not that she needed to know and dictate every small event that happened. So Bridget’s first thought was that Liam was over and that was that. He and Kaz sometimes watched movies or hung out whilst here, so this was no different…
Until she heard it.
Soon after she’d heard the footfalls in the corridor, she’d resumed her soft humming and neat folding, placing shirts and pants and undergarments in three separate piles divided accordingly by person.
She was just about to make it onto the second chorus when there was a rather loud creaking of her son’s bed, followed by a voice that was certainly not the one of Liam’s:
“W—Wait, I—I really don’t think I can do it tonight—”
Then there was a muffled response, but Bridget had already frozen in her tracks, midway through a pair of shorts.
And then her son’s voice again: “Li—Liam, seriously, can we please stop. I’m just…I’m really not in the mood—Wa—Wait, please, sto—” and then something cut him off, a muffled noise and Bridget’s heart leaped into her throat because she hoped to god that Liam hadn’t done what she thought he’d just done.
But she couldn’t really be bothered anymore because in one singular instant, the shorts were fluttering to the floor and Bridget was out of her bedroom and whipping open the door to her son’s.
The scene before her was one that no parent ever would want to see their child in. Kaz — thank gosh — was still fully clothed, but Liam’s body was pressed to every inch of it, locking him in, trapping him. Kaz’s hands were pinned above his head helplessly by Liam’s. And Kaz’s face…it was full of fear.
And then all at once, it sunk in.
“What the hell is going on here?” She said, voice as steady as her body allowed, eyes shifting between rage and concern.
Liam rolled his eyes in her direction, “No offense, Bridget, but can’t you see were in the middle of—”
“Get out,” she spoke defiantly, the sudden urge to maul this boy nearly overtaking her.
“W—Wait, Mom—” Kaz started, but Bridget ignored him, eyes fixed on Liam.
“Get out. Now. Or I call the police. Your choice.”
In a moment’s hesitation much easier than Bridget had thought Liam’s fight would have been, Liam bolted right out of the room, footsteps clanging against the wooden floor.
There was a pause, then an overwhelming silence, then the distant bang of the front door smacking shut.
Bridget’s gaze met her son’s body, and every resolve inside her collapsed. She folded her hands into her lap as she took a seat at the edge of his mattress, eyes darting between Kaz’s in abundant worry.
“Kaz, what happened?” She spoke softly, yet her voice still held the demand of a mother.
All Kaz could reply with was a gulp as his muscles went rigid, gaze anywhere but her.
She reached a quiet hand out, “Kaz—?” but he flinched away.
“Nothing,” he said quickly, as if the words were fire on his tongue. But Bridget shook her head. No. He was not getting away with this again.
“Kaz, don’t do that,” she began, shifting closer ever so slightly, “Don’t shut me out. Not now. Not after whatever the hell I just walked into—”
“No one asked you to do that!” He shouted back, rage-filled tears covering his eyes as they slowly started to drip down his flushed cheeks. “I was fine, okay?! He—He wasn’t going to do anything—”
“Kaz, if he wasn’t going to do anything then why are you crying?!” She yelled, but instantly regretted the harsh tone. She screwed her eyes shut to take a centering breath. She inhaled steadily, then exhaled. Her eyes opened again, her voice returning to the calm and gentle — if not slightly trembling — pitch it had been. “Kaz, please tell me this was the first time.”
Kaz looked away with an angry frown. He crossed his arms. “I’m not breaking up with him if that’s what you’re wondering.”
“Kaz, if you think I’m going to allow you to continue to date someone who just—”
“‘Allow’ me? What am I, nine?”
“You’re sixteen, Kaz, so drop the tough-guy act,” she shot back, her voice trembling with equal parts anger and worry. “You’re not seeing him anymore, understood?”
Kaz’s jaw clenched as his eyes darted to the side. “You can’t just decide that for me!” he snapped. “It’s not your relationship—it’s mine!”
Bridget’s voice grew sharper, “It is my business when I find him hurting you like this! Do you even hear yourself right now? You’re defending him! After what he—”
“ You don’t get it! ” Kaz shouted, the tears starting to spill again as he spun away from her.
Bridget pressed a palm to his closest hiked-up knee and squeezed. She lowered her voice slightly but no less firm. “Then make me understand, Kaz. Why are you defending someone who treats you like this? Why are you so desperate to hold on to him when it’s hurting you? ”
Kaz’s hands balled into fists at his sides, trembling as the words fought to stay buried. “Because it’s not that simple, okay? You wouldn’t get it.”
Her brows furrowed deeply, her heartbreak bleeding into her voice. “Then help me, sweetheart. Help me understand why you think you deserve this—because you don’t —”
Kaz whipped toward her, his face red and blotchy, tears streaming as his voice cracked under the weight of the truth. “Because I ruin everything!”
The words echoed in the small room, closing around them and crushing. Bridget froze, stunned.
“What…?”
“I’m the reason everything goes to hell!” Kaz’s voice wavered, breaking with every syllable. “I broke you and Dad up! And now Kevin hates me! And if I leave Liam, that’s just one more thing I’ve wrecked! So maybe—maybe I deserve this! Maybe I deserve someone like him because all I ever do is ruin things for everyone!”
His chest heaved with the effort of getting it all out, and the room fell silent except for his ragged breaths and quiet sobs.
Bridget’s face softened, her anger replaced by raw heartbreak as the weight of his words hit her like a freight train. “Oh, Kaz…” She reached out, pulling him into a tight embrace despite his resistance. “No, baby, no. That’s not true. None of that is true…”
But Kaz shook his head furiously against her shoulder. “Yes, it is! It is! I was the one who was stupid and careless enough with my powers! And if dad hadn’t found me then none of this would have happened! If dad hadn’t found me—” his voice cut off with a choked-out croak. “...Then he would still be here.”
She held him tighter, her voice anchored despite the tears slipping down her own face. “You didn’t ruin anything. Your dad and I splitting up…God, Kaz, we had so many problems before that that we never told any of you because we knew what you would think. That we were horrible parents who didn’t even try.”
“But I was the one who—”
“Shhh,” she shushed him and pushed his head further into her neck. “Your father’s decision to sign those papers was out of fear, not because he doesn’t love you. And that just proves how unfit he was to continue to be a father. And, Kaz, Kevin’s anger is not your burden to carry. And staying with someone who hurts you isn’t going to fix anything, Kaz. You don’t deserve to be treated like this—you never have.”
The dam broke further as Kaz sobbed into her shoulder, his walls finally crumbling under her unwavering presence. Bridget held him, letting him release the guilt he had carried for so long, vowing silently to do whatever it took to help him see the truth.
As his cries quieted into shaky breaths, she pulled back just enough to meet his tear-streaked face. Gently brushing the damp hair from his forehead, she murmured, “Kaz, you are not responsible for everyone else’s happiness. You don’t have to destroy yourself to keep other people from falling apart.”
Her words hung in the air, raw and honest. Kaz blinked at her, his chest heaving as he tried to steady himself. “But what if I am?” His voice cracked, thick with lingering tears. “What if it’s always my fault when things go wrong?”
Bridget’s heart twisted at his confession, but she cupped his face in her hands, grounding him with her touch. “It’s not your fault,” she said firmly, her tone leaving no room for doubt. “And I need you to believe that—because until you do, you’ll keep letting people like Liam tear you apart. And, sweetheart,” her voice faltered as her own tears threatened to spill, “I can’t stand by and watch you lose yourself.”
Kaz shuddered, her words sinking in like stones, and for the first time in what felt like forever, he let himself consider the possibility that maybe—just maybe—she was right.
Chapter 26: S02, EP26: "No Going Back"
Notes:
Hey, y'aaaallll!!! It's finally out! Season 2 — DONE! It's been a fun journey so far, and I can't wait to share with you all what I have in store next! If season 2 focused more on Kaz's feelings and life, season 3 will focus more on Chase and his! But don't worry, we'll still be from Kaz's POV most of the time!
Anyway, apologies for the harsh language from Liam, he's gone now, so you won't have to deal with him anymore at least!
I'll see you guys in season 3!!
Chapter Text
The car ride to school the following morning was quieter than usual, but not in the same suffocating way it often was after one of their usual arguments. This silence was softer, less sharp-edged. The kind of quiet that followed a storm, where the air was still heavy but the worst of it had passed.
Kaz sat slouched in the passenger seat, his arms resting loosely in his lap, the hood of Chase’s gifted hoodie pulled halfway up as if shielding him from the world. His face still bore faint traces of last night — puffy eyes and an expression heavier than it had been in weeks.
Bridget kept one hand on the wheel and the other resting lightly on the gear shift, stealing glances at him every so often. She wasn’t sure if she should say something or let him process. The urge to check on him was gnawing at her, but she didn’t want to push—not after everything he’d shared.
Finally, as they neared the school drop-off, she broke the silence. “You get any sleep last night?” Her voice was quiet but careful, not wanting to startle him out of whatever space he was in.
Kaz shrugged, still staring out the window. “Some,” he muttered.
She hummed softly, nodding. “That’s a start,” she said, trying to sound encouraging.
They pulled up to the school, and Bridget put the car in park. For a moment, neither of them moved.
“I meant what I said last night,” she said gently, breaking the stillness. “About you not having to carry this alone.”
Kaz glanced at her, his expression guarded but not dismissive. “Yeah. I know,” he said, his voice low.
Bridget reached over and rested her hand lightly on his arm, giving it a gentle squeeze. “You’re stronger than you think, Kaz. And we’ll figure it out. Together, okay?”
He didn’t say anything at first, just stared at her hand before nodding faintly. “Okay.”
The faint sound of a car honking behind them broke the moment, and Kaz shifted, grabbing his backpack from the floor. As he opened the door, Bridget called after him: “Kaz?”
He stopped, looking back over his shoulder.
“You’ve got this,” she said, her voice steady but filled with emotion. “I promise,” she smiled comfortingly.
Kaz’s lips twitched, just barely, into the faintest hint of a smile. “See you later, Mom,” he said softly before shutting the door and heading into the crowd of students.
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Kaz shuffled into the school hallway. The bright, buzzing atmosphere felt like an assault on his frayed senses — laughter, lockers slamming, and the chaotic energy of the morning blended into an overwhelming blur. He kept the hood of Chase’s gifted hoodie up, though it was more to hide the exhaustion etched into his features than for style today.
He lumbered to his locker, the familiar route suddenly feeling foreign, like he was moving underwater. He hadn’t slept much, the crushing guilt and raw truth he’d finally spilled being the only thing having clogged his thoughts. It was a strange juxtaposition: his body felt lighter but his mind heavier. He didn’t have to pretend anymore…at least with her…but that didn’t make today any easier. Everything was jumbled and foggy. It had felt so much… easier this morning, practicing in front of his mirror precisely what he was going to say…
But now that he was here, in the actual space it was going to happen…
All of that confidence he’d had that morning was down the drain, nowhere to be found. What was he even going to say to him? That…all of a sudden…his feelings… No. No, he would hate Kaz for that. More than he probably already did…
Kaz sighed.
Honestly, he wasn’t sure of anything anymore. Much less Liam’s feelings…
Because that was right. Today was the day.
Today…
Kaz gulped.
Today, Kaz was going to break everything off.
And that thought should have been reassuring, but instead…Instead, it made Kaz more terrified than anything.
When he finally reached his locker, his fingers fumbled with the combination, frustration sparking as he missed it twice before finally wrenching it open.
Kaz’s eyes flickered to a few passing classmates who exchanged judgmental glances. He offered nothing in return—no sly grin, no quip, no typical Kaz energy. He simply leaned against the cold metal door, resting his forehead against it, trying to summon the willpower to get through the day without completely losing it.
He told himself he’d be fine. He had to be.
But deep down, he wasn’t so sure.
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It wasn’t until midday — around the end of lunch — when Kaz noticed something was off…
Okay, more off.
And not about him. About Adam, Bree, Chase, and Leo.
Or rather, the lack of Adam, Bree, Chase, and Leo.
At first, Kaz thought maybe Chase had informed them of their fight a few days ago and now they were all pissed and not wanting to make themselves known to Kaz.
But then Kaz realized that — even so — Chase hadn’t been in chemistry. And Bree…Well, he hadn’t seen her at her locker earlier, had he? Her locker which was, like, eight feet from his…He also hadn’t heard Leo’s obnoxious cackling or Adam’s stupid jokes. It was like…
Were they absent?
Kaz hesitated mid-chew… God, what was he even thinking? It wasn’t his business. Why should he care? They probably all hated him now, anyways.
The second thing to cross his mind was that he hadn’t actually seen Liam all day. The first time in weeks to be the case. A part of Kaz was definitely relieved to not have to face him…But another part just wanted to get this over with. Maybe he should call him?
No, no. Kaz absolutely did not want to be that dickhead who broke up with someone over the phone. As awful as Liam was.
Eh, Kaz would find him later. He’d make sure of it.
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Well, the end of the day finally rolled around and Kaz was beyond ready to leave. Well, kinda. Liam was still a no-show, which Kaz should have expected because Liam had worse attendance than he did. And that was saying something. But also, his mom had a run-in at work with a colleague who failed to prepare her half of a new business model presentation. Apparently, Mom’s boss had to get involved.
Justified, in Kaz’s eyes. Anyways, his mom was just now getting around to picking him up — now it was closer to 7:30 pm instead of the usual 5:00 pm. It was fine, though, he’d just passed out on the gym bleachers to try and get back some of his night’s sleep. School was usually boring and tiresome, but today he had just been completely drained. Everything was too hard and too much and he’d wanted more than anything to go home and fall into a million-year nap. He still did.
On his way out, however, he only got as far as the locker area because once he rounded the corner, his eyes landed on a massive line leading out the door of the school. Perry was walking the line with a red bucket to collect phones, the lunch ladies standing nearby at a table labeled ‘SECURITY CHECKPOINT’ in all-capped black-markered letters. Both held security wands.
Kaz groaned, Great. Just freaking great. Reluctantly, he scooted into a spot at the back end of the line. Slowly but surely, the line inched forward until he was nearly at the front.
Perry came over with a sneer and said, “Into the bucket, frog spawn,” she gestured to his phone. With a roll of his eyes, he dumped it into the bin and shot her a sarcastic smile.
When he made it to Flo and Brandy, they scanned his body, then deemed him “fit” enough to successfully pass the checkpoint. He unearthed his phone from the bin, shot Perry a scrutinizing look, and marched off through the double doors.
He glanced at his phone for any sign of a notification — text, call, email, anything…But there was nothing.
Okay, now it was getting weird. Where the heck was Liam? Usually, he’d have blown up his phone by this point, but now, it was like he’d fallen into a dark hole somewhere and been wiped off the face of the planet.
And then, just as he was crossing over to the opposite side of the parking lot where his mother usually picked him up, his phone rang.
Kaz hadn’t even opened his mouth before Liam was speaking…And he did not sound happy.
“Kaz, what the fuck. Where the hell are you?”
Kaz blinked, his mind processing everything even more slowly than usual. “What? I’m at school, why? Did I…miss something?”
Kaz could practically feel the flare of Liam’s nostrils and the darkening rage in Liam’s eyes from his end of the line. And sure enough, there was a sharp inhale before Liam spat into the receiver, “So you think this is funny, huh? Toying with my feelings like this? ‘Oh, my bad, babe, I just forgot everything that’s ever been important to you in our relationship,” Liam sneered in a voice pitched mockingly similar to Kaz’s own. Except somehow…Kaz knew it was meant to hurt him.
He could feel the tears pricking his eyes before he could stop them. This was the last thing he needed today. And now…Kaz didn’t even know why his boyfriend was so angry with him. Had he really been that terrible of a partner? Again?
“What—...Liam, I’m so sorry, I don’t—”
“Our fucking anniversary, Kaz! Or do you forget every fucking thing I ever say to you, huh?! I reminded you two fucking days ago that our anniversary was tonight, and what do you do? You fucking stand me up! Where are you now, huh?! Probably with Chase, yeah? You like being a little slut? You think it’s funny?" There was a pause on Liam’s end, and then a harsh breath before his next — and final words. “If you’re not at my house by the time I get back from standing in front of this theater like a goddamn idiot, you’ve got another thing coming, Peterson.”
Then there was the click of the dial tone. Kaz’s hand dropped to his side and something wet splashed against the back of his hand.
Fuck, he hadn’t even realized he’d started crying.
God, how pathetic.
His mom’s car pulled up and he could not have been more grateful to get the hell outta there. Without a word, he clambered into the passenger’s seat.
Kaz stared out the window as the school building grew smaller and smaller in the side mirror. His chest felt tight, his hands trembling as he gripped his phone so hard it hurt. He replayed Liam’s words over and over, each one like a fresh cut reopening an old wound.
God, he hated himself for crying. Hated how pathetic he felt, sitting there silently with his mom right next to him. He could feel her glancing at him, could sense the concern radiating off her like a beacon.
“Kaz,” her voice came gently, breaking through the storm of his thoughts. “What’s going on? You’ve been crying.”
His throat tightened, and he shook his head, willing the lump in his throat to go away. “It’s nothing,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. He hated how weak it sounded.
There was a pause, and then her voice came again, softer but insistent. “Kaz, you’re terrible at lying to me. Something’s wrong. Please, talk to me.”
He pressed his lips together, his gaze falling to his lap. His phone sat heavy in his hands, the screen dark but his mind still full of Liam’s venomous tone. He could feel his mom waiting, her patience unyielding, and he couldn’t keep it in anymore.
“Liam,” he muttered.
The air in the car shifted, growing heavier. Kaz didn’t look up, but he could feel his mom’s shoulders tense beside him.
“What did he do?” she asked, her tone calm but edged with something sharp, something protective. Like she already knew how this was going to end.
Kaz bit the inside of his cheek, his eyes burning. He didn’t want to tell her — didn’t want to admit how stupid he’d been. How pitiful it was for letting Liam talk to him like that, for even considering going to his house after everything.
“He’s just…angry,” he finally said, voice cracking as they came out. “I—I forgot it was our two-month anniversary, and…he called and just…” His voice faltered, the shame wrapping around his throat like a noose.
“And just what, Kaz?” she pressed, firm but not unkind.
Kaz’s breath hitched. He couldn’t say it. Couldn’t repeat the cruel, humiliating things Liam had spat at him like they were nothing. Instead, the iron-grip on his phone tightened, his knuckles white. “I don’t think I can do it,” he whispered, the tears spilling over again. “I don’t think I can break up with him.”
The words felt like defeat. Like he’d already lost.
The car jerked slightly as his mom pulled into a parking lot and parked, cutting the engine. Kaz flinched, keeping his gaze glued to his lap. He knew what was coming — that “Mom talk” he always dreaded — but now more than ever he wished it would stop. He didn’t need this. He couldn’t do this — face her after everything.
“Kaz,” her voice was firmer now, “Look at me.”
He hesitated, but obeyed, her tone suggesting he didn’t really have a choice. Slowly, he turned his head, meeting her eyes. The love and concern he saw there made his chest ache even more.
“You can do this, sweetheart,” she said, her words steady and unwavering. There was a glint of something wet in her eyes, and it hit Kaz all at once that she was forcing herself to hold back her tears. “And you have to do this. I know it feels impossible right now, but you deserve so much better than this, Kaz. You deserve someone who loves you and treats you with kindness and respect—someone who doesn’t tear you down every chance they get.”
Her words hit him like a punch to the gut. He shook his head, his voice trembling as he choked out, “But what if he’s right? What if it’s my fault? What if—”
“No,” she cut him off, her voice firm but not harsh. She reached out, cupping his face in her hands. “Listen to me, honey. This is not your fault. He’s manipulating you, trying to make you feel small so he can keep control. That is not love, Kaz. That is abuse.”
The word slammed into him, leaving him breathless. Abuse…
The truth of it was a jagged edge, sharp and cruel, and he didn’t know how to process it. He’d thought about it before — on whims and one-offs — but he’d always assumed he’d been overreacting. That he was making a big deal out of nothing. That it couldn’t be that bad.
But here his mom was, his face in her hands and unshed tears in her eyes, telling him that it was.
“But—what if he’s all I have?” he whispered, his voice quivering. “What if—”
“You have me,” his mom said, her voice unwavering. “You have your friends. Chase, Bree, Leo, Adam…You have Oliver. You have so many people who care about you, Kaz. People who love you without conditions or cruelty. Liam is not all you have. And you are worth so much more than this.”
Kaz’s shoulders shook as a sob clawed its way up his throat. He pressed the heel of his hand against his eyes, trying to hold it back. “I’m scared,” he admitted, his voice cracking.
“I know you are, baby,” Bridget said, her voice softening. She brushed his hair back, the messy strands dipping over his forehead slightly damp from all the crying, but her fingers were warm and comforting. “And it’s okay to be scared. But you’re stronger than you think. I’ll be here every step of the way, okay? You’re not alone in this.”
Kaz took a shaky breath, the knot in his chest loosening just enough to let her words in. “What if I freeze?” he asked, his voice small. “What if he says something, and I just…can’t do it?”
Bridget’s hand moved to his cheek, stroking it with the pad of her thumb gently. “Then you remember this moment,” she said. “You remember that you deserve to be happy, Kaz. And you remember that no matter what he says, you are not responsible for his feelings or his actions. You are only responsible for your own well-being. And walking away from him? That’s the bravest thing you can do for yourself.”
Her words settled over him like a blanket, heavy but alleviating. He nodded, his tears still falling but his chest feeling lighter.
“I’ll do it,” he said, his voice trembling but fixed. “I’ll break up with him.”
His mom’s face softened, and she pulled him into a tight hug. Kaz clung to her, his fingers digging into her shirt.
For the first time in a long time, he felt like maybe — just maybe — he could do this.
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The doorbell of Liam’s house rang, followed a moment later by the stomping of footsteps before the door unlocked and swung open. Kaz gulped as his eyes scanned over Liam’s face — fury.
“Get the fuck in here,” Liam snapped, grabbing Kaz’s wrist and yanking him inside before slamming the door shut.
Kaz stumbled slightly, heart racing as the sound reverberated through the hallway. His mouth was dry, and his pulse thundered in his ears.
“I waited for forty-five fucking minutes,” Liam seethed, rounding on him. “Do you have any idea how embarrassing that was? I had to sit there like some kind of loser while everyone else gave me pity stares!” He jabbed a finger into Kaz’s chest. “And you—you didn’t even bother to text me, did you?”
“I—I’m sorry—” Kaz stammered, his voice trembling, but Liam cut him off with a bitter laugh.
“‘Sorry’? That’s all you have to say? God, you’re so fucking pathetic sometimes. Always messing up, always apologizing, like that’s supposed to fix everything!” Liam’s eyes burned into Kaz, the venom in his tone making Kaz flinch.
Kaz clenched his fists at his sides, his mother’s words echoing in his mind: You don’t deserve this. You never have.
“Liam…” Kaz started, his voice quieter than he intended, but he forced himself to stand a little straighter. “I’m not here to argue. I came to talk.”
“Talk?” Liam scoffed, crossing his arms. “Oh, this should be good. What excuse are you going to come up with this time? Let me guess, you forgot, right? Too busy with your little nerd friend Chase to remember something important like our anniversary?”
At the mention of Chase, something inside Kaz shifted—anger. Not at Liam’s words, but at himself, for letting it get this far.
“What? You like his dick better, is that it? You burn enough of his cash yet? He has a ton of that, that rich son of a bitch—”
“Hey!” Kaz glared, teeth grit. He startled himself at that, but once the word was out, he couldn’t stop. It was the first time he had ever…stood up to Liam. And it felt…it felt really, really good. “Don’t talk about him like that,” Kaz bit out. “And for your information, I haven't cheated on you with him or anybody else.” He took a deep breath, grounding himself.
“Whatever. This isn’t about Chase,” Kaz said firmly, though his voice still wavered slightly. “And it’s not about me forgetting, either.”
Liam’s brows furrowed, his sneer faltering. “Then what the hell is it about?”
Kaz hesitated, his stomach twisting, a sudden rush of terror disrupting his train of confidence. But he pushed through the fear. He had to, just like his mom had said. “It’s about us. I don’t think this is working anymore.”
The silence that followed was deafening. Liam stared at him, his expression unreadable for a split second before the anger returned tenfold.
“You’re joking,” Liam said, his tone deadly quiet.
Kaz shook his head, his hands trembling despite his best efforts. “I’m not. Liam, this—this isn’t healthy. The way we fight, the way you treat me — it’s not okay. And I can’t keep pretending like it is.”
Liam’s lips curled into a snarl, and he stepped closer, forcing Kaz to take a step back. “So that’s it, huh? You’re just giving up?! After everything I’ve done for you?! You fucking serious?!”
He reared Kaz into a corner and Kaz’s back hit the wall. He swallowed hard, refusing to let the tears forming in his eyes fall. “What you’ve ‘done for me’?” he repeated, his voice breaking despite his best efforts. “Liam, you’ve hurt me more than anyone ever has. And the worst part is…I let you. Because I thought it was my fault, that I deserved it. But I don’t. I deserve better.”
Liam’s expression darkened, his hands, too, curling into fists at his sides. “You think you’re too good for me now?”
Kaz shook his head again, tears slipping down his cheeks despite trying to keep them at bay. “No, Liam. I just think…I think we’re bad for each other. And I can’t keep doing this.”
Liam stared at him for a long moment, his chest heaving as if he were trying to hold himself back. Finally, he let out a dark laugh, shaking his head.
“You’re such a fucking coward. Just like your dad,” he spat. “Go ahead, then. Run away. He was good at that, too, wasn’t he?”
The words hit Kaz like a ton of bricks, but this time, he didn’t let them break him. He straightened, his jaw tightening as he met Liam’s glare.
“Goodbye, Liam,” he said softly, his voice steady despite the tears streaming down his face. He turned toward the door, his hand trembling as he reached for the knob.
“Don’t come crawling back,” Liam called after him, his voice still laced with venom.
Kaz didn’t look back. The moment he stepped outside, the cool night air hit him, and his legs nearly gave out beneath him. But he kept walking, his mom’s words from the other night repeating in his mind like a mantra: You are not responsible for everyone else’s happiness. You don’t have to destroy yourself to keep other people from falling apart.
For the first time in a long time, Kaz let himself believe it.
There was a buzzing in his pocket, and a jolt of dread spiked up his body. That couldn’t…be Liam, right? He’d…made everything clear, right?
But his racing heart relaxed when he saw the caller ID: Leo.
Thank gosh. He pulled the phone to his ear.
“Uh, L—Leo?”
“Kaz! Thank God you picked up, holy crap!”
Okay, was it just him or did this conversation make zero sense?
“Leo? Are you okay? You sound weird…er than normal.”
There was an exasperated sigh from the other end, “Just—...You might want to come over. I…Actually, scratch that. Just, yeah, just come over. As soon as you can.”
“Wait, Leo, what is—”
“See you soon, bye—”
“Leo—!”
But the line was already dead.
What was going on? Did something happen? Kaz wasn’t sure how much more he could take tonight…
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The door flew open in a matter of milliseconds after Kaz rang the bell.
“Kaz!”
“Leo—?”
But even that he couldn’t finish before he was yanked inside by the sleeve.
“Wo-oah!” He rubbed at his wrist where Leo had grabbed, “Owww! Okay, what the heck is—”
“Shhh!” Leo peeked around the threshold of the door, then quickly closed it.
Kaz groaned, “Okay, look, Leo, I have had a very rough night so far, I just dumped Liam, so I’m really not in the mood for anything else crazy—”
“Just—Can you please just follow me? Principal Perry was here and I need to explain everything that’s gone down in the past two hours before you freak out at school next week when you find everything out then instead of now and—Wait, did you say you dumped Liam?”
Kaz blinked, trying to follow every word spewing from Leo’s mouth at the speed of light. “Uh, what? Yeah—?”
“Oh, that’s great, thank God. Good for you, dude,” he patted Kaz’s shoulder affectionately.
“Uh—Thanks? Wait, sorry,” he huffed out an incredulous laugh, “What’s happening right now? I only caught, like, three percent of what you just said.”
Leo screwed his eyes shut and exhaled deeply. “Just…follow me. I swear everything will make sense in a few minutes.”
“Wha—Where are we going?”
Leo stepped around him, headed toward the kitchen, then glanced back over his shoulder. “To the lab.”
Kaz frowned, brows knitting together tightly.
What on earth?
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“So, just to clarify,” Kaz started as he stepped off the lift, “Chase hasn’t said anything about me and you don’t hate me?”
“What? No, why would I hate you? You’re, like, one of my best friends,” Leo smiled, and Kaz’s heart warmed at the sentiment. "And no, he hasn't said anything...Whatever that means."
“Uh, yeah, you—you, too,” he coughed awkwardly into his fist. "Uh, I mean about the thing about you being one of my best friends."
A smile hung on Leo's face momentarily, but it soon dropped off again as something more serious took its place. “Um, so listen, Kaz…My mom and Big ‘D’ are up in his office talking with their banker…”
Kaz chuckled, “Their banker? Why, what happened? They broke or something?”
But his face instantly sobered when he noticed…Leo wasn’t laughing. In fact, he was more somber than Kaz had ever seen him.
It was…a bit off-putting. And it only made Kaz’s heart hammer harder.
“Is that…why you called me over?” But despite his words, Kaz knew that this was only the beginning of the story. He was simply willing himself not to believe it.
“So,” Leo swallowed, “Long story short…” the pause was overwhelmingly silent. Kaz didn’t like it. He didn’t like it one bit. The suspense was killing him, and it appeared to be killing Leo, too, because he looked about ready to break down. In screaming or sobbing Kaz had no idea. But it scared the heck out of him. “...Big ‘D’s broke, we no longer own any of our possessions, including the house, and…” he gulped again, more violently this time, and his gaze dropped to the floor. “Adam, Bree, and Chase are gone.”
It didn’t make sense. None of it made sense. Kaz's mind scrambled to make sense of the words. Gone? That single word echoed in his head.
“What…What do you mean ‘gone’? Like…”
“To be honest, we…don’t really know. They left a message on Big ‘D’s hologram machine, but that’s it. Oh, and…this…” Leo walked over to Mr. Davenport’s workstation, picking up a white slip of paper. When Leo returned to where Kaz was still standing shell-shocked, Kaz realized it was a letter.
A letter addressed to him.
He blinked. “Who…What’s this?”
“Dunno. It was lying there when Big ‘D’ came down earlier. I had to practically pry it out of his hands to force him not to read it.”
Kaz swallowed hard, fingers fumbling to open the note, his pulse thudding in his ears.
Flipping the card open gingerly, his eyes darted across the neatly spaced words, the hand-writing immediately jumping out as Chase’s.
The letter was from Chase…
To Kaz.
His heart raced and his hands shook and he couldn’t stop the lump from building further and further in his throat:
“Kaz,
I don’t even know where to start. Maybe with “I’m sorry,” because God, I am. I’m so sorry. For what I said, for the way I acted, for pressing and pressing until you broke…I was trying to be there for you but ended up pushing you further away than I ever wanted. I don’t know how to explain myself, but I want to try.”
Kaz stopped there — just for a moment — trying to regain the composure that was slowly but surely slipping like it had never existed in the first place. He could feel that knot in his throat clenching more and more tightly, his grip on the letter strengthening, and still — despite all of Chase’s written words — nothing made sense. That big, towering question “Why?” still loomed large.
But Kaz kept going.
“You’ve always been so…you. Funny, lighthearted, open. You make everything less scary, less overwhelming — like somehow, things are going to be okay. And maybe that’s why I freaked out earlier. I guess I couldn’t handle the idea of seeing you when you weren’t okay. Not because I didn’t care…but maybe because I cared too much. It’s not fair, I know. You deserve better than that. I guess that’s what I get trying to learn social skills after sixteen years in a basement…”
Kaz found a chuckle escaping past his throat, as constricted and choked as it sounded.
“I’ve tried so hard to spend the small part of my life since then trying to be the one people can rely on. And when I accused you of all those things you didn’t — and have never — owed me, I felt that everything I’d worked so hard to be was for nothing. Which I also know isn’t fair.
I guess I’m writing this to let you know that you have always been more than enough. And I am so sorry if I ever made you feel that you weren’t. I don’t want you to feel like this is your fault, because it’s not. None of it is. I hope you know that.
I wish I could tell you all of this in person, but I don’t have the time I thought I did. I don’t know when or if I’ll see you again, but please know that I never meant for it to end like this. Take care of yourself, okay? And when things get hard, remember that you’re stronger than you think. You’ve always been stronger than me.
And, Kaz? I hope you never stop being you. Because that’s what makes you special, as cheesy as it sounds.
— Chase”
Kaz's head was spinning, his brain a disorganized, murky mess. Everything still made no sense, but it honestly didn't even matter at this point because Kaz could do absolutely nothing to stop it. Whatever mess this was. His heart was battering against his ribs so hard he thought it might shatter them, and he didn’t even realize he was crying until he tasted the salt on his lips. A teardrop followed, dripping onto the parchment and blotching out two words.
His vision blurred and his knees — for the second time that night — felt like they might give out. He clenched his fists, his nails digging into his palms in a desperate attempt to ground himself.
“They’re not—” his voice cracked, and he swallowed hard, trying to steady himself. “They’re not gone-gone, right? Like, they’re coming back...right?” His voice rose, pleading as if saying it out loud would somehow change the outcome.
But the way Leo wouldn’t meet his eyes, the guilt and sadness etched into his face, told Kaz everything he didn’t want to know. His chest constricted and he stumbled back a step, shaking his head.
He staggered, just barely managing to keep himself upright when his back hit a wall, breath coming out in short pants — hyperventilating. Fantastic. On top of everything, now his anxiety was acting up. Just what he friggin' needed tonight.
But the worst part was that underneath it all was a hollow ache, a sense of inordinate loss that left him feeling unable to breathe…
Chase.
The thought of never seeing him again, never hearing his voice, never hearing his laugh, or watching him roll his eyes at one of Kaz’s dumb jokes — it was too much. It was unbearable.
Why did this all have to happen tonight? Kaz had — he’d just lost Liam and now he’d lost Adam, Bree, and Chase, too? How was that fair? Without Oliver and Skylar, without Logan or Mighty Med, without Philly and The Domain, without half his family and his friends…
Kaz felt empty. He felt numb.
His eyes found Leo’s and an unspoken understanding passed through them. Leo’s eyes were wet, too, and in an instant, they lunged for each other, wrapping themselves in a suffocating embrace.
The doors to the elevator slid open and out walked Mr. Davenport. His head was down, but when he noticed Kaz his lips twitched up in a sad smile.
“I’m assuming Leo told you.”
Kaz nodded with a sniffle and Mr. Davenport’s eyes fell to the letter still clutched in Kaz’s hand.
“You found it…What did it say?”
“Oh…” Kaz swallowed down the lump rising in his throat again, “It’s…from Chase. Apologizing for some earlier stuff. It’s…” but Kaz couldn’t finish. The tears welled again and he scrubbed at his eyes to get rid of them.
Mr. Davenport sighed. “Right. Well…Leo, the bank says we have to leave now. They’re changing the locks on all the doors.”
But Leo cut him off, eyes puffy and red-rimmed (probably much like Kaz’s). “I should have been at school today. I should have just pushed through the fever,” he scoffed, voice full of disdain, and Kaz knew immediately Leo blamed himself. “It’s my job to watch out for them, and I didn’t. This is all my fault!” He exclaimed, and Kaz squeezed him tighter. He didn’t really understand what was happening right now or what any of Leo’s words meant, but he figured that wasn’t important. He could ask later. What was important now was—
“No, it’s not,” Mr. Davenport stated defiantly, stepping toward the pair, pausing, then pacing toward the cyberdesk. “And it’s not theirs, either. I gotta find them.” He hovered his hands above the desk and tried to activate it to no avail. “I can’t even use my cyberdesk. Who is doing this to me?”
Leo carefully looked up toward his stepfather, removing himself from where he was wedged up against Kaz. “I don’t know…But…It’s obviously a tech whiz who will do anything to destroy you, someone who has intimate knowledge of your life and Davenport Industries and—” And just like that, clear as day, Kaz slowly lifted his own gaze, meeting Leo’s as the epiphany hit…
Even without knowing what the hell was going on, that description was all Kaz needed.
“Holy shit, Mr. Davenport—”
“It’s Douglas,” Leo finished definitively.
Mr. Davenport’s head snapped to them. “Guys, that’s impossible, we froze Douglas in a block of ice. He’s under 24-hour surveillance at my most remote offshore facility.” He pulled out one of the last few devices that still worked, and sure enough, a guy in a white mask dressed in black broke through the ice, slung Douglas’ stiffened body over a shoulder, and exited as if he’d never appeared.
But that wasn’t all.
“Wait…There’s another bionic dude?” Leo asked.
Mr. Davenport shook his head. “I don’t know who that is.” He put the tablet down. “If Douglas escaped, that means Adam, Bree, and Chase are in real danger.”
“We all are.”
“You sure are, Donnie,” a voice spoke as the screens in the lab suddenly burst to life. “Hahahaha, I’m ba-ack!” Douglas cackled maniacally.
“Yeah, Leo and Kaz already figured that out,” Mr. Davenport deadpanned.
Douglas grit his teeth but didn’t comment. “Anyway, I just thought you should know that it was me who did this to ya. Well, I had a little help. And now that I’m free, I think I’ll spend some quality time with my three wonderful kids—”
“You go anywhere near them and it’ll be the last thing you’ll ever do!” Mr. Davenport threatened, but to be honest Kaz wasn’t so sure. Not with the lack of working out he did.
“They’re mine, Donnie!”
Mr. Davenport rolled his shoulders, “I’ll find them first.”
“Good luck. That’s gonna be a little hard to do without your lab.” Douglas raised a hand, fingers clenched around some sort of—
“Uh-oh—”
“That’s a detonator! Run!”
“Yeah, no kidding!” Kaz shouted as they bolted for the open elevator doors (Well, that’s convenient, he thought).
The distance was closing in and Kaz could hear the blow of the fire whirling behind them, the heat licking up his legs and neck, but at the last possible moment, he used all of his previous athletic strength to fling himself over the remaining area of floor, aiming to dive into the elevator…
WHAM! His body smacked into the opposing wall, the elevator doors sliding shut just as Mr. Davenport’s foot crossed the threshold, Leo and Kaz panting hard as the cloud of fire and smoke billowed in the crack of the doors before finally disappearing from view.
Kaz heaved, chest constricting painfully as he coughed through the smoke and ash he’d definitely inhaled.
How the fuck had his night turned out this way? All he’d meant to do was break it off with Liam! And now he’s stuck in the elevator — the probably broken elevator — adjoining the lab at the Davenport’s house which had just been partially blown up!
This was fucking crazy.
But then he felt the crinkle of something small and relatively dry in his right hand, and his eyes flicked down to his palm…
The letter.
Kaz swallowed, bringing the note up to his lips and holding it close as his eyes screwed shut.
At least he had the letter.
Now the only question was…
Well...what the hell happened now?
Chapter 27: S03, EP1: "Sink or Swim Part 1"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The sun was sinking behind the feathery cirrus clouds as Chase gazed out the floor-length windows of the living room over the scattered lights of Mission Creek. It was the end of Saturday and Chase had invited Kaz over to talk over everything that had been said — everything that shouldn’t have been said.
Chase would be lying if he said he wasn’t a tad nervous. Something about the idea of Kaz disliking him struck a dissonant chord through his system. Why had he said all of that? Why had he written all of that? What was he thinking? Kaz probably thought he was insane…Or worse…Didn’t like him.
Wait, what? Like him? Where had that come from?
Obviously, Kaz liked him…
As a friend, of course. Anything else would be—it would be crazy!
Chase swallowed down a foreign wedge clogging his throat.
He could do this. It was just—it was just Kaz, after all. They were friends…Best friends. At least on Chase’s part…
He was so lost in his own world he would have missed the doorbell entirely if not for his bionic hearing. His heart rate spiked and his breathing tried to steady at a poor attempt.
He swallowed again, now mainly for the nerves, and walked to the door.
Upon opening it, his eyes landed on Kaz’s figure, but the usual warmth and invitingness was gone.
“Hi, Kazzy.”
Kaz pressed a curt but courteous smile and stepped past him. Chase closed the door and settled opposite from where Kaz had dropped onto the sofa.
Chase’s fingers fumbled as the apology itched its way up his throat. He knew he had to do this — knew everything was mostly his fault, but…Kaz looked at him like he expected so much more from Chase, and every position and defense Chase had built in his mind collapsed. Kaz was disappointed. So disappointed. And Chase was the only one to blame.
“Kaz, I—”
Kaz’s eyes suddenly darkened as he cut Chase off right then and there — two words into this pointless apology. Anger — no, fury — surged into a swirling storm, his lips pulling back over his teeth to bare them in a snarl.
There was nothing Kaz about this. In his place was a heartless demon. A black pit of rage and revenge. Of disappointment.
“What?” Kaz sneered, his voice sharp and cutting. “What did you think was going to happen, Chase? That I’d just forgive you? That you could waltz back into my life and everything would magically go back to normal?” He scoffed, his lips curling into a cruel smirk. “God, you really are as naive as I always thought.”
Chase tried to speak, he really did, but his throat felt dry and his words were stuck. It didn’t matter either way, though, because Kaz didn’t wait for a response. He took a step closer, towering over Chase with a look that could kill.
“Did you think I didn’t notice?” Kaz’s voice rose, shaking with anger. “All the lies, the excuses, the way you always put yourself first and left the rest of us to pick up the pieces? I mean, look at you. You couldn’t even save your own family. You think you’re the smartest guy in the world, but you’re not. You’re just a coward, Chase. A selfish, spineless coward.”
Chase flinched as Kaz’s voice reverberated through him, but he couldn’t look away. He wanted to explain, to defend himself, but Kaz still wasn’t finished.
“And you know what’s really pathetic?” Kaz spat, his voice trembling as his fury boiled over. “I trusted you. I cared about you. And you threw it all away! You left when it mattered most. You destroyed everything! You’re a failure, Chase, and the only person who doesn’t see it is you.”
Kaz’s words hit like a series of blows, each one more brutal than the last.
“I don’t want your apologies. I don’t want your excuses. I don’t want you in my life anymore,” he snarled. “You don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve me. You don’t deserve any of us.”
Despite his sitting, Chase’s legs felt like they might give out, his chest tightening as he tried to take in air. But Kaz leaned in. “You want to know what you are to me now?” Kaz hissed, his voice low and dripping with disdain: “...Nothing. Just a bad memory I wish I could forget.”
Chase jolted awake, his body trembling and soaked in a sheen of cold sweat, his breath coming in rapid, shallow pants. The darkness of the nearly pitch-black sky above him was suffocating, and offered little — if any — comfort. The echo of Kaz’s cruel words still rang in his ears, and his heart pounded as if trying to break free from his chest.
It wasn’t real, he told himself. It wasn’t real…
But the fear that it could be — that he might have already destroyed everything — clung to him like a weight he couldn’t shake.
Kaz was right. Chase didn’t deserve him. How could he have been so selfish as to leave? In the state he and Kaz left things?
A tear pricked his eye.
Kaz hated him. He wasn’t even sure if Kaz had received the note. And even if he had, there was no guarantee of forgiveness. And now…Now Chase would never know.
It was stupid, really, how upset this made him. It wasn’t like they were ever going to see one another again…
Chase swallowed in an attempt to discard the pain that came with that thought.
Well, at least he was safe now…relatively. They’d hopped on a cargo ship some time ago, and it was way past nightfall now. Adam had taken to an anchor, Chase and Bree opting for laying behind some barrels…Although Bree’s head had been turned into a bird’s nest not too long after, so they had to throw some spare tarps over their bodies.
Honestly, everything happened so fast Chase didn’t remember much (oh, who was he kidding, he had an embedded memory log for that. It was more that he didn’t want to remember). They’d had to leave all electronics, clothes, belongings, and everything back home for tracking purposes, but Chase still felt that going entirely off the map hadn’t been as smart an idea as he’d initially thought. What if someone found them and Mr. Davenport couldn’t save them? But it was over now. There was no going back.
Chase’s eyes scanned across the vast night sky, picking out the few constellations apparent: he could see Perseus and Andromeda, Orion’s belt…even the Little Dipper way off and away. His hand clutched Kaz’s pendant tightly, as if letting go would allow it to fade into nothingness.
His thumb traced over the dips and ridges, mapping them out, ingraining them into his memory so he could never forget.
It was probably also stupid that he hadn’t left this behind, too. It wasn’t like anything would ever come of it. It wasn’t like it had the same weight and meaning behind it as it once did. It was just…
Chase gulped.
It was just a necklace.
He had to forget about it, forget about Kaz. It would only lead to more hurt. And he had a new life — a new name — to make for himself now. There could be no trace of anyone they once were, so—...
So Chase should just get rid of it. It was too risky…
Kaz had always been too risky.
Unsteady hands shakily unclasped the necklace from his nape. The pendant waved and quivered in the chilled breeze, the stars above twinkling brighter than they had a moment before, as if pleading for him not to do this — Not to make this grave mistake.
His mind urged him to do it, his heart screaming at him to stop. His chest constricted, breath coming in shallow pants as he slowly but carefully removed himself from where he was propped against a pile of wound rope, stepping hesitantly up to the railing of the boat, extending an arm out over the water, the pendant enclosed in his trembling fist.
He squeezed his eyes shut, not wanting to watch what would definitely hurt his heart more than he cared to admit. His fingers forcefully began to pry themselves apart, the pendant nearly slipping from his grasp…
“FREEZE!”
Chase jumped, the pendant securing itself back against his enclosed palm as he lurched away from the railing. The sky had started to fade into the early pastel colors of sunrise. His eyes flew up to where the voice had come from — the top of the stairway leading to the motor room — where no doubt the captain was standing there glaring at them. Adam and Bree were at his side in an instant, eyes wide with a mix of fear and confusion.
The captain leaned toward a fellow crew mate. “Call the Coast Guard. We got ourselves some illegal stowaways.”
“What are we gonna do?!” Bree panicked.
“Guys, I got this,” Adam started, and Chase rolled his eyes. Well, they were definitely doomed. Adam turned back to the captain. “Sir! We are not stowaways; we’re cruisers. I’m Bob Dunwoody from Tampa, Florida, this is my wife, Joan,” he gestured to Bree, "and our lovely daughter, Piper.” They both smiled soooo innocently at Chase, who shot them the most agitated expression in existence. Seriously?
“Adam!”
“Not now, Piper, the grown-ups are talking,” he scolded. Chase folded his arms and scowled.
“Look,” the captain said, stepping down so he was level with Adam, “I don’t know who you are or how you got here, but the Coast Guard’s already been phoned, and they’ll find out,” his eyes narrowed suspiciously. He gestured with the boomerang Adam must have thrown to his crew mates, “Keep an eye on these criminals.” He marched back up the rickety stairs, all eyes from the crew now on the three of them. Chase shot an awkward toothy smile and waved…kinda.
“So…” Adam started, and Chase already knew this was Adam’s awful attempt at trying to ‘break the ice.’ He had never been good at understanding social things like that. “Where are you from?” He finished with a stupid smile. The crewmates didn’t respond, staying diligent with their hardened glares.
Bree tugged on Adam’s sleeve, lowering her voice so only the three of them could hear. “Adam, I cannot believe you got us caught!”
“When the Coast Guard gets here, they’re gonna trace us back to Davenport and we’ll be right back where we started with the FBI knocking on our door!” Chase added, feeling his anger beginning to boil.
And, as always, Adam was left as unconcerned as ever. “Calm down. We’ll just escape.”
Bree blinked, thrusting her arms out at the side of the boat. “We are in the middle of the ocean. Where are we gonna go?”
Adam’s lips flapped as he blew out an elongated breath, looking off at the ocean. “Well, we can’t go home,” he said finally. Astounding, Chase rolled his eyes. “Tampa’s miserable this time of year,” he finished.
Chase groaned. Absolutely astounding. But just as he was about to open his mouth to sarcastically say as such, there was the distant, soft sound of a buzzer. His brows knit, “Shh. Hold on. Something’s wrong.”
The captain reappeared at the top of the steps, rejoining his crew as he stumbled down them. “Ah, listen up, men. Coast Guard’s gonna be a while. There’s a submarine that’s lost control speeding towards the ocean floor. If it hits, it’ll wipe out the entire crew. Poor guys…” Adam, Bree, and Chase shared a look. “Well, I gotta go up here and moisturize,” the captain said — suddenly perky.
As soon as he disappeared into the cabin again, Chase turned to his siblings. “Okay. That bought us some time. I’ll scan the ship to see if there’s a life raft we can escape on.”
But clearly, he must have been missing something because judging by the looks on Adam and Bree’s faces, he was the odd one out (for once…God, he really had to convince Mr. Davenport to implant some more brain cells into his brother.)
“What?” Chase asked, his brow furrowing under their intense stares.
“Forget us,” Bree said, her voice firm, resolute. “We have to rescue that sub.”
Chase hesitated, biting his lip as the weight of her words settled. His immediate instinct was to agree—of course, it was what they did. It was what they had always done. But then reality crept in like a sharp jab to his ribs.
“We can’t,” he said slowly, his voice more subdued than usual. “I’d have to enable my GPS, and if I did…” he faltered, “It would give our location to the FBI.”
“But Chase,” Bree pressed, her tone almost pleading, “it’s what we do.”
What we do. The words echoed in his mind. It was what they did. They saved people, no matter the cost. But this wasn’t just any cost—it wasn’t just his safety on the line. If the FBI tracked them, there was no telling what would happen. Mr. Davenport, their home, their very freedom—it could all be stripped away in a matter of seconds.
His pulse quickened as he fought against the gnawing guilt that threatened to overpower him. How many lives are at stake right now? His stomach churned as images of the sub's passengers flashed in his mind. Innocent people—
He stopped himself there.
But then another image surfaced, just as vivid. Their lab in shambles. The FBI storming in. Adam, Bree, Leo, Mr. Davenport, Tasha, Kaz—everyone he cared about, torn away because he made the wrong call.
“Chase!” Bree’s voice snapped him out of his spiral. She was staring at him, her expression a mix of urgency and frustration.
His hands clenched into fists at his sides as his thoughts jumbled in a never-ending debate.
“I…” He swallowed hard, his voice cracking as he spoke. “No. It’s what we used to do,” he breathed out finally, as steady as his body allowed. “Just let the Coast Guard handle it. We can’t save the world anymore.”
“Piper, do not take that tone with your mother,” Adam scolded again with a finger.
Chase rolled his eyes and went to sit by himself in the corner behind the crates. His fingers still enclosed around the pendant, he slowly opened them. His eyes danced over the ridges as Kaz’s voice rang through his head:
“Thought it might be cool to have something close to you that…kinda shows what makes you, well, you. It’s, uh, a ‘fake’ chip, so to speak, but, you know, a part of you.”
Chase smiled softly at the memory, mind as distant as he could allow given the current situation.
“But honestly the more I do think about it, it’s—it’s actually a pretty stupid gift because it’s not like you can even wear it outside of the house or anything because people don’t know and—crap—I’m really sorry, Chase, this was an awful gift to get you, I’ll—I’ll get you something else, something way better than—”
“Kaz,” Chase remembered cutting him off, the way he’d stepped into his space and effectively shut down Kaz’s anxious ramble. Remembered grabbing Kaz’s outstretched arm, which he knew was reaching to take the necklace back. He remembered squeezing gently…Remembered feeling Kaz relaxing at the touch.
Chase remembered slipping the delicate silver chain over his head, the way he let it rest just above his heart.
He remembered when he'd told him: “Don't you freaking dare. I love it, Kazzy. Thank you. It really means a lot.”
But more than anything, more than the gift, more than the ramble, more than the adoring look in Kaz’s eyes, Chase remembered the way Kaz had smiled when Chase had said that.
Impossibly warm and impossibly bright. It wasn’t just a smile; it was his smile, the one that made Chase’s chest tighten in ways he didn’t quite understand. It started small, a nervous quirk at the corner of his lips, before blooming into something unrestrained, unapologetic, and utterly Kaz.
There was a soft, shy tilt to it, like Kaz was still unsure if the world was ready for the full force of his joy, but it was paired with an openness that felt like trust. That smile wasn’t just gratitude or pride—it was something deeper. It said, I’m glad you’re happy. That’s all I ever wanted.
It was the kind of smile that stayed with you, the kind you’d want to bottle up and keep forever. And Chase, despite all his logical analysis and sharp intellect, found himself helplessly swept up in its orbit.
At that, he broke from his thoughts, eyes wide as he slipped the pendant over his head. What the fuck was happening?
And more importantly…
Why did it keep happening?
Chase didn’t—...He didn’t—...
He cut himself off there. No. Of course, he didn’t. Definitely not for Kaz. Definitely…not.
…Did he?
He screwed his eyes shut a moment, deciding to just get this over with — just to see — and tried to picture… that with Kaz.
As…more than friends…
Holding his hand…
Hugging him…
Cuddling him…
Kissing him—
Chase’s eyes flew open, lip quivering as he tried to paw the sour taste out of his mouth. Ew! Gross! No! No!
Chase shifted uncomfortably on the pile of spare rope he’d plopped himself down on. What the hell was wrong with him? He was overthinking, that was all. Blowing things out of proportion, like always. Kaz was his friend. A goofy, overdramatic, sometimes annoying friend who occasionally did something sweet, like give him a pendant and flash that stupid smile that made Chase’s stomach—
He froze mid-thought.
Again.
Nope. Nope. Not going there. Absolutely not.
He huffed haughtily, swiping his hands through his definitely-already-tousled hair as if that would help dislodge him from this swarm of…thoughts. It wasn’t like he hadn’t been confused before—puberty was a confusing time, after all. But this wasn’t confusion. This was…Kaz. And it was weird. Weird because Kaz wasn’t even his type.
You have a type now? his brain mocked, and he groaned louder. Eyes peeking open through his hands which were now scrubbing down his face, he prayed it hadn’t been loud enough to garner Bree and Adam’s (mainly Bree’s) attention.
He slumped further into the coil of rope — some part of it starting to poke irritatingly into his rear end. He stared up at the brightening sky, the sun peeping up higher and higher behind the clouds floating on the horizon. “This is ridiculous,” he muttered — as though venting to the clouds he was gazing at — trying to sound convincing, even to himself. “It’s just the pendant. That’s it. I’m overanalyzing everything like I always do. It’s not a big deal. We’re friends. That’s all it is. Friends give each other gifts, and friends smile, and…"
Chase trailed off, the memory of Kaz’s smile creeping back into his mind, unsolicited and excruciatingly vivid. That warm, earnest smile, like Kaz had stripped back some hidden layer and let Chase see the real him for a second.
Stop it.
He straightened abruptly, rubbing at his temples as if he could wipe the entire train of thought from his mind. Maybe he was tired. Yeah, that was it. Overworked, underslept, and definitely not thinking straight. He was on a freight ship off to God-knows-where, for gosh sakes! Of course, he was exhausted! He just…needed to get some rest…on this uncomfortable pile of rope…and tomorrow he’d wake up, and everything would be normal again. Or you know…wherever he woke up.
Except…
Chase glanced at the pendant now resting near that same spot just above his heart, catching the fading orangey-pink light just enough to make it impossible to ignore. The small, almost imperceptible tug in his chest returned, a weight he couldn’t quite explain.
“God, Kaz,” he muttered under his breath, rubbing the back of his neck. “What are you doing to me?”
It wasn’t a question he wanted the answer to. Not yet. Maybe not ever. Wanna know why? Because it didn’t even matter anymore. He wasn’t going to ever see him again, no matter how badly he—
Nope. Nope, nope, NOPE! Again: not. Going. There.
He wasn’t ever going to see him again, so honestly he—he should have just—
He gulped.
He should have just thrown the stupid thing overboard. It meant nothing to him now.
He swallowed — more violently this time — glancing down at the pendant, then quickly away.
…At least, that was what he told himself.
He must have been in deep thought for much longer than he’d thought — in fact, he was pretty sure he passed out somewhere along the way due to over-exhaustion — because when the captain approached him, not only was it dark out, but Adam and Bree had somehow teleported beside him.
“Good news. The Coast Guard’s bringing another ship to arrest you. Well, good for us, bad for you. I guess I shoulda just said: ‘Bad news’! HAHAHAHA!” He cackled maniacally. Chase just shot him a baffled look paired with a grimace.
Bree ignored his comments, only concerned about one thing: “Wait. What about the submarine?”
“Doesn’t look good,” he responded, “It’s tough being this close and realizing there’s nothing anyone can do to help.” With a heavy sigh, the captain left for wherever again. Bree turned to Chase.
“Chase, we have to do something.”
“Yeah, we’re the only ones that can save ‘em,” Adam added. And, ya know, if Adam was saying something as empathetic as this, then…Well, Chase couldn’t exactly make excuses anymore, could he?
“You do realize we would be giving ourselves up. Our lives will be over.”
“We have no choice,” Bree pressed, face stricken with a look of concern and valor she rarely saw from her. “People are in trouble, and I would rather rot in jail knowing we did the right thing.”
“Me too,” Adam chimed, and again — Really, Adam? Now Chase only felt even worse.
He groaned, throwing his head back as the words flowed out of his mouth with practiced ease, “Who am I kidding? Of course, we have to help. Bree, how fast can you subdue the crew?”
“Look who you’re talking to. ‘Fast’ is my middle name.”
“Lucky,” Adam said, looking bummed, “Mine’s ‘Charles’.”
And, ya know, Chase reeeeaally wanted to strangle him for the millionth time in the past day, but instead, he grounded himself, reminded him that no. That wouldn’t help, and simply said, “Adam, once I give you the coordinates, use your strength to propel yourself deep enough to reach the sub, then you can divert it to the surface.”
“Got it. And you can boss people around like you usually do.”
“I do not boss people around. I lead. I am a leader,” Chase argued, beyond fed up with Adam and his nit-picking of every damn thing he did. Typical.
“Oh, yes, you are, aren’t you?” Adam teased in a tone as if talking to a baby and booping Chase’s nose.
While they bickered, Bree took this time to grab a spare batch of rope and super-speed over to crew mates, tied them up, and raced them over to another separate cabin.
“Okay, the crew’s tied up below deck. Hurry.”
Chase nodded and let out a breath, “Alright. This is it. I’m activating my GPS.” He stepped forward, placed two fingers on his temple, and a beam of blue light shot up to the sky, connecting the correct satellite and allowing Chase to see the submarine’s location beneath the water.
“Got it. Okay, Adam, they’re not far, but we’re running out of time. I’ll send you the coordinates wirelessly.”
Adam dove into the water effortlessly. “We can track the sub on my sonar scan.” He pulled up a projected image of the scan so Bree could see, too. “Five hundred feet to impact. The sub’s about to hit!”
“Don’t worry. He can do it,” Bree assured, but as much faith as Chase had in his brother…This was calling it close…
Too close.
“Three hundred feet. Two hundred feet. One hundred feet. It’s fifty feet away!” Chase had absolutely no idea what was going on down there, but he could hope, pray, and call upon whatever gods might or might not (probably didn’t) exist that not only would the sub avoid impact, but that his brother wasn’t crushed to death.
But there was no need to worry. Because a few long moments later, the top half of the sub breached the surface, sending a ginormous wave toward the boat and rocking it harshly. Chase stumbled but grasped the railing for balance.
“He did it! Look! They’re safe!”
“Yes!” Bree lunged for him, tackling him in a massive hug. “You know, no matter what happens to us, it was worth it.”
“Yeah,” Chase agreed, though his heart was less in it. Something inside gnawed at him with an overwhelming feeling that everything was absolutely not going to be okay.
“Hey, where’s Adam?” Bree asked suddenly. “Adam?”
“Adam? Adam! He’s been down there too long. No one can go that long without oxygen.”
“This can’t be happening…” Bree’s voice cracked.
“I should have never sent him down there,” Chase gritted out, feeling something start to rip inside his chest. His voice dropped low, soft, “It’s all my fault.”
“What are we staring out?” A raspy whisper spoke from behind them. They jumped at the sudden interruption of no doubt Adam’s voice and whipped around to see him standing there, drenched from head to toe (obviously, Chase thought).
“Adam! We thought you were dead!” Bree shoved his shoulder.
“How did you survive so long without oxygen?” Chase queried, wondering if something got messed up in his calculations.
“By breathing underwater,” Adam shrugged nonchalantly.
Chase glanced at Bree, whose eyes widened.
“What, you guys can’t?” He followed up. He looked from Bree back to Chase, and then realization hit. “Wait. You didn’t know that and you sent me down there without any oxygen?!”
“Of course not!” Bree spluttered in a sickeningly terrible lie that literally had Chase internally gagging.
So Chase decided to remedy this abomination by adding, “No! Congratulations, buddy!” He patted Adam’s shoulder awkwardly.
“You did it! Yay!”
Once Bree super-speeded around the ship and returned with a towel, she sighed, swinging on the stairwell. “Well, I guess this means we’re back to going on missions.”
“Oh, great. So now it’s a working vacation,” Adam grumbled. “You just can’t unplug anymore. I blame the Internet.”
“Now, it’s time for our next mission — finding a life raft and getting off this ship,” Chase interjected, trying to bring things back to the larger picture here. Adam and Bree nodded and rushed for the main cabin.
But just as they reached the door—
“Not so fast!” The captain burst through, several crew members in tow.
Chase pressed his lips into a thin line. “I thought you tied them up!”
“I said I could tie fast, not well!”
But the fun little reunion didn’t last more than all of two seconds, because there was a whirring noise approaching from up above, followed by the recognition of the familiar symbol on the side of the helicopter.
“It’s Mr. Davenport!” Bree exclaimed, suddenly way more enthusiastic about returning to him than she had been just thirty minutes ago.
A ladder dropped from the base of the helicopter, followed by Davenport's microphoned voice: “Quick! Climb on!”
Well, Bree certainly didn’t need to be told twice. “Later!” And then she was super-speeding up, to which Chase nearly screamed after her to shut it down! There were civilians down here! But he couldn’t because Adam was shoving the crew members back, flinging his wet towel in Chase’s face, and scurrying up right after. Chase groaned, decidedly tossing the towel in the captain’s face when he yelled through the wind: “You’re not going anywhere!”
The captain shrieked and chucked the towel to the ground. Chase was about six or so feet from the ground when the captain caught his foot and started tugging, attempting to topple him right off.
“Adam, help!” He called up. Only to get a completely unhelpful dig in return. Shoulda seen that coming, he scolded himself.
“Well, I know you’re pathetically weak, but can’t you at least try kicking free?”
Ugh, Chase groaned. Okay, fine…Maybe Adam had a point — just this one time, though! Don’t worry, Chase hadn’t completely lost his mind.
With a targeted whack, he managed to pry the captain from his body with his foot.
Haha! Yeeesss! Look at him go! Kicking ass and being a total badass while doing it! He gritted his teeth with a cocky smirk, an imaginary air pump landing in his head.
“Stop being weird and get your butt up here!” Bree shouted down.
Chase sobered. Right. He clambered the rest of the way up the ladder and safely scooted himself through the hatch of the helicopter. Adam unhooked the ladder and Chase heard the delayed splash and screech of the captain as he floundered in the ocean below.
“Whoops,” Adam said, quite unfazed. “Hey, at least a shark broke his fall.”
“It is so good to see you guys,” Mr. Davenport grinned as he cast a glance over his shoulder at the three of them.
Adam patted his shoulder as Chase leaned forward, a lingering questioning finally escaping past his lips: “Hey, Mr. Davenport, where’s Leo?”
“Oh. Uh, he’s waiting for us at one of my offshore facilities. We’re gonna have to hide out there since the FBI is on our tails.”
The three of them shared a simultaneous sigh.
“Relax. You’re safe now.”
Despite his concerns — and slight suspicions — he knew that it was from all the previous anxiety build-up about getting caught. But…Mr. Davenport was right. They were safe, weren’t they? Obviously. A small smile crept onto Chase’s features as he finally allowed his body to melt into the seat entirely.
As his eyes fluttered shut, he fleetingly wondered if perhaps it was worth asking about Kaz…But he knew deep down Kaz wouldn’t be there. That the facts had remained unchanged:
They were to never see each other again.
Chase had to accept that.
He felt his smile slip from his face as that thought crossed his mind. He quickly gave his head a shake, attempting to expel it from his mind completely.
But all it did was embed itself deeper into the darkest depths of his mind.
And once again, he felt that same pressure of the weighted pendant hanging heavy around his neck, as if threatening to strangle. Chase’s fingers instinctively reached for it, his thumb brushing over its surface as if the simple act of holding it could ground him again. It wasn’t just physical; it carried the ghost of Kaz’s voice, his laugh, his stupid jokes, and the warmth of his hand when Chase had grabbed it.
Safe. That was what Mr. Davenport had said. But Chase didn’t feel safe. Not really. Not when his mind kept circling back to the one person he knew wasn’t.
Kaz wasn’t here. He wasn’t with them. And that fact felt like a splinter lodged in Chase’s chest, impossible to remove no matter how hard he tried to ignore it.
He shifted in his seat, his heart squeezing painfully as he realized just how much he wanted to hear Kaz’s voice. Just once more.
“Hey, Chase?” Bree’s voice cut through the heavy haze of his thoughts.
He blinked, glancing toward her. “Yeah?”
“You okay?” she asked, her tone softer than usual, her eyes scanning him like she already knew the answer.
Chase opened his mouth to respond, but the words wouldn’t come. The concern in her eyes only made the ache in his chest grow sharper.
“I’m fine,” he said, but it sounded hollow even to his own ears.
Bree didn’t push. Instead, she gave him a small nod, leaning back in her seat and letting the cabin fall into silence once more.
As the helicopter continued its journey, Chase’s gaze drifted out the window, the ocean stretching endlessly below them beneath the haze of the cloudy night sky. He thought about Kaz again. About the way they’d left things. About the things he’d never said. The things he’d hoped Kaz had gotten a chance to at least partially understand in his note before—...Before—
Chase shook that thought from his head, too.
No. No, Kaz was alright. He—...
He had to be.
And for the first time, Chase wondered if he’d made a mistake.
He tightened his grip on the pendant, his heart thudding heavily in his chest.
It was going to be a long flight.
Notes:
YOOOO! WE'RE OFFICIALLY IN SEASON 3!! There's a loooong way to go in this story, but we're getting there, everyone!
Enjoy and let's pray for Chase, y'all...(and Adam and Bree)...they're gonna need it, broskis.
Chapter 28: S03, EP2: "Sink or Swim Part 2"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The helicopter landed on a makeshift pad in the middle of what appeared to be nowhere — which Chase supposed was good considering they were official fugitives now.
He didn’t know where they were, exactly, as he'd deactivated his GPS again (just in case), however, he could tell from the warmer, more humid early morning air that it was somewhere at least semi- tropical.
A gust of wind blew and Chase shivered — just a little — and felt the familiar feeling of goosebumps spiking up his arms.
“Where the heck even are we?” He asked before he could stop himself.
Mr. Davenport — who led the group — paused momentarily — barely half a second — and then glanced over his shoulder.
“Bahamas."
The response was simple and easy, as if they were discussing weekend plans and not a whole-ass getaway project.
Chase’s eyes blew to the size of golf balls. “The Bahamas?!” He shrieked, only for Bree's hand to slap against his mouth.
“Will you shut it! It isn’t like we have a choice!”
Adam gasped as he bent toward the ground. “Is that a SNAKE?”
Chase shot an unimpressed look at the back of his brother's head, “No, Adam. It’s a freaking lizard. They don't even look anything remotely like snakes!” He groaned exasperatedly, throwing his arms up. Bree rolled her eyes in his peripheral.
He ignored that.
“Alright, guys, here it is,” Mr. Davenport said, flinging open the door to reveal—
…Okay, what the heck was that?
Chase was expecting something a little more… more. Flashy, eloquent, chique, literally anything other than what this was. This was just… Weird. And sketchy. Very sketchy. It looked like the breeding ground for Tetanus, and that was saying something considering the sheer number of run-down warehouses their missions had involved.
Random crates lined the bizarrely-shaped room, most seeming to be empty, others painted with strange symbols and characters from foreign languages. Chase could scan them for meaning, but he was way too wiped to consider such.
Outlining the space was a metal fence — the kind you would expect to find at an outdoor park — joined at the base by rows upon rows of messy, scattered barrels that were way too rusted to not be considered a serious safety hazard.
Chase gagged at the sight. Um, no freaking way was he staying here. To hide out or otherwise. He preferred somewhere with a shower and that wasn't within the 90% probability range of giving him some sort of rare, untreatable disease, thank Mr. Davenport very much.
And speaking of which — knowing Mr. Davenport — how the hell was he okay with this disaster? Chase had always pegged Mr. Davenport for being a bit of a neat freak. Not anywhere near the extent Chase was, but still. Somewhere in the nearby realm. Which only made Chase more confused.
“So, this is where we’ll be hiding out from the FBI,” Mr. Davenport held out his arms to gesture at the space. “What do you think?”
“I think we should update our Tetanus shots,” Bree pursed her lips sassily. Huh, Chase thought, it was as if she’d read his mind.
Ignoring Mr. Davenport’s unamused expression, Chase asked again, it only now sinking in: “Hey, where’s Leo? I thought you said he would be here,” he raised an incredulous brow as he took a step toward Mr. Davenport, hoping his glare would be as demanding as he was aiming for.
“...Yeah, I kinda lied about that.” He pressed two fingers to the pressure point at the base of his jaw, the cyber cloak dissipating as Mr. Davenport’s face morphed into Douglas’. “Guess who?” He chuckled lowly.
Why was this man always so amused with himself and his weirdass schemes?
Eh. Narcissism clearly ran in the family.
But of course—
“Whoa. Awesome mask, Mr. Davenport. He looks just like his evil brother who captured us.” Adam stepped around Chase and pointed into Douglas’ face.
“That is his evil brother,” Bree groaned.
“And he did just capture us.” Chase wished this stupidity was surprising, but after over a decade of having to deal with it, Chase just wished he could slice his ears off so he wouldn’t have to listen. To any of it.
“Ohhh!” Adam laughed, and then his face resolved. “...I don’t get it.”
“I thought you were in an ice cube in Mr. Davenport’s warehouse. How did you get out?” Chase pushed harshly, choosing not to pay any more attention to his brother.
“Had a little help,” Douglas unhelpfully answered. Vaguely. Chase rolled his eyes.
“It doesn’t matter,” Bree marched forward, “We’ll destroy this rat trap just like your last one.”
“Yeah, thanks for that. I didn’t even have time to back up my music. Twenty years of up-tempo jazz, gone!” He waved his hands in a frenzy in her face.
“Yeah? Well I know something else that’s about to be gone,” Chase smirked, rolling back his shoulders and standing proud.
“Yeah. Let’s get his reggae, too,” Adam bit over his bottom lip triumphantly.
“Get him!” Bree rushed, but they had barely moved two inches before Douglas was shouting, “Now!” and a tall man adorned in a vacant white mask appeared from behind a stack of crates.
Chase froze behind his siblings.
Who the heck was—
Oh shit—
Before any one of them had any time to think up a counterattack, a blue blast was expelling from his fingers and wrapping around their bodies and suddenly—
Everything went black.
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The seconds on the classroom's clock ticked by, each one more agonizing than the last. Tick…Tick…Tick…Tick…
Kaz’s foot drummed rhythmically against the floor, having previously chewed off the end of his pen earlier in the same period.
Things were…tense, to say the least. Classes had been dragging, the mid-January weather being nothing but dreary and filled with rain and haze. Sure, Kaz missed the snow from back home, but definitely not the slush and sludge that came with it.
He blew out a raspberry, head dropping into his hands as he stared blankly at the worksheet in front of him.
Three days. Three days since Adam, Bree, and Chase had vanished without a trace.
The worst part was the not knowing. Were they okay? Safe? Alive? His stomach twisted at that third thought, a knot of worry that refused to loosen no matter how hard he tried to distract himself. Kaz’s mind swirled with worst-case scenarios, each one more unsettling than the last.
He shifted uncomfortably in his chair, the squeal of the metal legs cutting through the quiet hum of the classroom. Taking his mind off things was next to impossible. Every little thing reminded him of them — Adam’s dumb jokes, Bree’s sarcastic quips, and Chase’s analytical commentary that always seemed to turn into a lecture.
“Peterson!”
Kaz flinched, his head snapping up. Mrs. Rosenbaum loomed over his desk, her sharp gaze pinning him in place.
“Care to join the rest of us in this class, or are you still off in your own little world?” she said, voice dripping with disdain.
“Uh—sorry,” Kaz muttered, straightening himself slightly.
“Sorry doesn’t cut it. If I catch you zoning out again, it’s a lunch detention. Clear?”
Kaz nodded, swallowing hard as she stalked back to the front of the room. A few classmates snickered, and he felt his ears burn with embarrassment.
Great. Just what he needed.
That thought seemed to pass through his mind a lot since moving to Mission Creek.
Kaz sighed. He didn't want to think about another one of his vast array of issues now. He already had more than enough on his plate as it was.
As Mrs. Rosenbaum droned on, Kaz couldn’t help but let his gaze drift to the rain-streaked window. Maybe Chase and the others were out there somewhere, fighting for their lives. Maybe they were hiding, waiting for the right moment to come back. Or maybe…
No. He shook his head like a wet dog, as if trying to expel it from his mind entirely, his jaw tightening. He couldn’t let himself go there.
The bell jolted him from his thoughts, and he stuffed his things into his backpack hastily. Just as he stepped into the hallway, his phone buzzed in his pocket. Heart hammering, Kaz yanked it out, hoping — praying — it was a message, a sign, anything.
It was from Leo. "Hey. We need to talk. Meet outside gym?”
Kaz’s stomach dropped. Whatever this was…it couldn’t be good.
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“Wakey wakey. Eggs n’ bacey,” Douglas’ voice rang out in the dank, dim space of the warehouse. His laughter died, though, as he added, “Actually, it’s just an expression. All we have to eat around here are nuts, berries, and…the occasional barbecued iguana.”
Adam leaped up from where Chase and Bree were still rolling around on the floor in an attempt to regain control of themselves, pointing an accusatory finger Douglas’ way. “Taunting us with non-existent breakfast foods? You really are evil.”
“Wait,” Chase said, finally managing to get to his feet and join Adam at his side, “Who was that guy?”
“Oh, that’s right. You haven’t been formally introduced to my partner. Krane,” he called out, “Come say hi to the kids,” he waved over the man with the mask still on overindulgently and Chase raised a brow. This guy…
“Wait, now we have three dads?” Adam asked, lost as ever. Chase rolled his eyes.
Luckily, though, for once Chase didn’t have to explain it to him because Douglas took over almost immediately in that department. “After I was booted from Davenport Industries, I needed cash to continue my research. Luckily, I found a billionaire who believed in me. Say hello to my colleague, benefactor, and all-around bad guy, Victor Krane!” Douglas announced too excitedly as he flung his hands out as if presenting the man at auction.
The dude lowered his mask to reveal a… *ahem* very messed up face. Voiced as such by Adam: “Gaahh,” he grimaced, his face shriveling in repulsion. And Chase couldn’t say he exactly disagreed with that. What on earth was on that guy’s face?
“Dude,” Douglas reached out to touch at the wires literally embedded into the top layers of the guy’s skin. “I have got to get you into a dermatologist.”
“What is that stuff all over his face?” Bree asked the obvious, sounding more like an idiot than she ever had and about a degree off from puking.
“You’re no longer the only humans with bionics,” Krane spoke, stepping toward them slowly.
“Krane agreed to fund my work so long as I shared my research with him. He implants every piece of bionic technology I design to make himself more powerful.”
“Well, I hope he got a real good personality, ‘cause what’s on the outside— Yikes,” Chase said, trying to elevate some of the tension but failing horrifically as Krane shot him a glare that could most definitely send him to the early grave.
Krane growled low in his throat, “Enough!” Then there was a whirring noise as his head cocked sharply to one side. Chase swallowed. He must get glitches, too. “Let’s go,” Krane paraded toward Douglas, then past him. “You have work to do.”
“Isn’t he cool?” Douglas turned to them all giddy, like he was actually being entertained by that madman.
Chase pursed his lips. Actually, knowing Douglas, he most definitely was entertained.
“You can cart out all the freaks you want. It’s not gonna keep us here,” Bree sent him a sour glare.
“Oh, I beg to differ,” Douglas responded, leaning over the computer on the nearby desk and pressing his pointer finger down on the keypad. There was a clicking noise before a spotlight beamed down on them, a circular divot appearing on the ground surrounding their three bodies. There was a whirring noise, followed by two large rings jutting out from the floor and shifting around them like hula-hoops.
“Whoa, cool! Giant ring toss!” Adam exclaimed, “Gotta give you credit. You’re evil, but fun.”
Douglas did not look the least bit amused by the comment, chose to ignore it altogether, and replied, “They’re titanium energy rings. They create an impenetrable force field that nothing can escape.”
Adam’s voice went up an octave, “I smell a challeeeenge,” he smirked. So, of course, without thinking because he never did, Adam went right ahead and knee-butted one of the spinning rings. He let out a shriek and curled in on himself as a forcefield flashed — just for a second — and then disappeared into nothingness again, leaving Douglas cackling at the no-doubt pathetic attempt.
“I smell burning flesh,” he sing-songed to himself as he turned back to the table with the laptop.
Bree scoffed, “What do you want with us this time, Douglas?”
“Oh no. I’m not falling for that!” Douglas yelled exasperatedly (if not a tad overdramatic). “First I tell you my plan, then something goes wrong, then you use it against me, not gonna happen!”
“It doesn’t matter what you’re planning. I’m sure that Mr. Davenport is looking for us already. He’ll be here any minute to take us home.”
“Oh, yeah,” Douglas snickered, “There’s no place like home.” He swiped a spare tablet off the desk and approached the rings. “No, seriously. There’s no place like home. I blew it up,” he leaned over the rings slightly, just enough so the screen tilted toward them.
The words hung in the air, heavy and jagged, and Chase thought he might vomit.
‘I blew it up.’
For a moment, Chase forgot how to breathe. He couldn’t.
His mind scrambled to comprehend literally any of what Douglas had just said, but it was as if his brain had short-circuited. His perfect, flawless brain— rendered speechless. Sparked and blown out.
The lab was gone?
No. It wasn’t possible. He tried to picture it — walls collapsing, flames devouring years of work, memories reduced to ash — but the images felt distant and unreal, like a nightmare he hadn’t woken up from.
He glanced at Adam and Bree, their faces pale and stunned. Adam’s fists were clenched so tightly his knuckles were white, and Bree’s lip trembled like she was seconds away from crying or screaming — or both.
How dare he, Chase thought, his jaw tightening. How dare he take everything from us? Tears pricked his eyes but didn’t fall. As if they weren’t allowed to.
Chase’s gaze snapped to him, his vision blurred with fury. Douglas stood there, smug and unrepentant, like he was proud of what he’d done. Like it was just another game to him. Some stupid plan in his overall scheme to outwit and outperform his brother. It was childish. And Chase’s hands curled into fists at his sides, nails digging deep into his palms.
He wanted to scream. To lunge at Douglas and make him pay for what he’d done. But he was powerless. Completely and utterly powerless. The rings slid and swooped around them, ever the reminder of everything they couldn’t do.
Chase’s stomach twisted. He thought of Mr. Davenport, his father in every way that mattered, and his heart sank like a stone. Was he okay? Was he alive? Or had Douglas—
No, don’t think that. Don’t go there.
But he couldn’t stop himself. His mind raced through every possibility, every horrifying scenario.
“You destroyed our lab?” Bree spoke, but the words sounded foreign even from Chase’s view.
“Yup,” Douglas smacked back as if it was the easiest thing ever to admit. “Hope you guys backed up your music libraries.”
“Why?” Chase finally managed, voice shaking — from upset or anger, he didn’t know. Maybe both.
Probably both.
“Why would you do this?”
Douglas smirked, and the sight of it made Chase’s blood boil to the point it might explode. “Why not? You think I’d let my pompous idiot of a brother keep his little empire while I rot in the shadows? That lab represented everything Donald stole from me. I just took it back — piece by piece.”
The casual tone, the sheer audacity — it made Chase’s breath hitch.
“And you three are next. So strap in, kiddos,” he smiled, but it was wrong. Wrong in a way Chase didn’t ever think he would forget. “‘Cause you’re in for a long ride.”
With that, Douglas strutted right out of the room, the tablet still clutched against his forearm.
The minute he was out of sight, Chase felt his legs give out as he stumbled — right into Adam — who for once in their relationship held him tight, felt his trembling body, and didn’t dare let go.
Finally, the barrage broke, and the tears poured out, soaking Adam’s shirt.
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Kaz exited the cafeteria through the back entrance. He knew exactly the spot Leo was talking about. Near the dumpsters. Sometimes they’d met out there between periods to avoid the ballistic crowds of pre-football warm-ups or Perry, or to simply sneak out of gym class.
And sure enough, when he rounded the corner, he saw Leo leaning against the brick wall just beyond the far side of the dumpsters. He was looking down at something — at first, Kaz thought it was his phone — but as he grew closer, he realized all Leo was looking at was his hands. Like they were dripping with blood. Something foreign and unfamiliar. It made Kaz's worry deepen despite the smile growing across his face.
Leo jumped when Kaz’s voice broke through the rustling of the gentle breeze.
“Leo.”
Leo stood just a few feet away now, and his expression was unusually serious. No quip, no sarcasm — just a kind of urgency that only made Kaz’s stomach twist further.
“Hey,” Kaz said, his voice soft and uncertain. “So…What’s up?”
Leo glanced around as if someone might still be listening, his unease apparent.
Kaz hesitated, his fingers tightening around the strap of his backpack. If Leo was here to do what Kaz thought he was here to do…Well, Leo was in for a disappointment. Kaz didn’t want to talk. Not now, not about Chase, or the explosion, or anything else that might make the lump in his throat resurface.
Kaz leaned casually against the dumpster, not bothering to remove his bag or save any of his clothes from the sticky, smelly substances plastered across the exposed surfaces. He crossed his arms over his chest and watched Leo pace a few steps, his fingers fumbling with his hoodie’s drawstrings.
“So,” Kaz said again after a moment, trying to break the tension. “What’s this about?”
Leo stopped, turning to face him. For a moment, he didn’t say anything, his mouth opening and closing as if searching for the right words. Then, he began pacing again, only for a few steps, his hands buried deep in his pockets. His movements were jerky, almost restless, like he was trying to work up the nerve to say something he didn’t want to.
When he finally halted once more and turned to face Kaz — though his eyes were fixed on the ground — his expression was one of quiet determination.
“I’ve been thinking a lot these past few days.”
“Oh, boy. We all know that’s a dangerous place for you," Kaz smirked.
But for once, Leo didn’t react. No smile, or laugh, or even shrug. Leo did…nothing. Which only made Kaz’s heart rate shoot up further.
“I’m serious,” Leo stated, his voice unwavering. “I wasn’t planning on doing anything about this, or even telling you this in the first place, but after the explosion I just— I couldn’t stop thinking about it and—”
Kaz groaned, “Leo, just tell me, what is it?”
Leo swallowed thickly, Adam’s apple bobbing in his throat as his eyes darted away and then back again, an almost queasy tint to his cheeks. His head lowered to look at the ground, then slowly rose to meet Kaz’s eyes, a sadness Kaz couldn’t quite place swimming inside of them.
“Kaz…” he started, voice soft yet stern. “You need to let them go.”
The words hit Kaz like a punch to the gut. His weak smile faltered, confusion threading into his brow. “What?”
“I mean it,” Leo said, his voice firm but tinged with sadness. “Chase, Adam, Bree— they’re gone. And I don’t just mean physically. I mean…for your own sake, you have to let them go, Kaz.”
Kaz shook his head, the knot in his chest tightening with every word. “You can’t be serious. They’re out there, Leo. They’re alive. We can find them—”
“No,” Leo cut him off, stepping closer, his hands now out of his pockets and gesturing emphatically. “You don’t get it. Me telling you about them, about what they are—…it already put you in danger. And now, with Douglas back, with everything going on, with everything that’s happened, I—…” He trailed off, his voice breaking slightly. He exhaled sharply, running a hand over his face. “I can’t let you get dragged into this, Kaz. Not any deeper than you already are.”
Kaz stared at him, disbelief and anger bubbling under the surface. He scoffed, glancing away, tongue darting out to wet his lips before his eyes made their way back to Leo’s, a mix of bewilderment and incredulity. “So that’s it? I’m just supposed to pretend they don’t exist? Pretend I don’t care? How is that fair—?”
“It’s not fair,” Leo admitted, his shoulders slumping. “But it’s the safest option. For you, for them, for everyone. You’re one of my best friends, Kaz. I can’t — I won’t — let you get hurt because of this. Not anymore.”
Kaz’s chest tightened. His own gaze dropped to the chipped pavement beneath his feet. The words echoed in his head, swirling with the memories of Chase’s letter, the explosion, and the overwhelming guilt that had been clawing at him since that night again.
“I can’t just stop caring, Leo,” Kaz spat finally, his eyes narrow and voice trembling despite his best efforts to steady it. “They’re my friends, too.”
Leo’s expression softened, but the determination in his eyes remained. “I know,” he said, his voice quiet but resolute. “But sometimes caring means knowing when to step back. When to let go.”
Kaz swallowed hard, his throat burning. The air felt heavier, closing in around him as he tried to process what Leo was saying. Every instinct in him screamed to fight back, to argue, to demand that they find a way to fix this.
The silence stretched between them as Leo stepped forward, placing a hand on Kaz’s shoulder. His grip was firm but reassuring. “You’ll always have me, okay? And I’m not saying you can’t think about them, or hope for the best. But you have to focus on your own life now. They’d want that for you—"
“Where is this coming from?" Kaz interrupted, not bothering to apologize or explain himself. "I’ve been with you guys for months, and you’d never had an issue before! Fuck, I’ve nearly died for—”
“That’s the fucking point, Kaz!” Leo shrieked, his cool suddenly gone. He threw his hands up as if this entire conversation-turned-argument was only making him agitated. He scoffed, “That’s my fault. My fault you’ve almost died three times! I can’t have that anymore, not again. I’m barely making it through without them, I can’t lose you, too, Kaz. I just can’t. So please, if not for them, please do this for me,” Leo said, voice cracking and Kaz saw the glimmer of unshed tears.
Kaz’s eyes flicked up to meet Leo’s, the connection more intimate than it had ever been, and for a moment, the visceral honesty in Leo’s gaze made Kaz’s chest ache. A collision of fury and grief. There was something unspoken there — almost like a plea — and it hung in the air between them, heavy and inescapable.
But instead of swallowing the ache, Kaz let the anger take over. His fists clenched, and he shot off the dumpster, marching right up into Leo’s face.
“Are you serious right now, Leo?” He snapped, his voice rising. “You don’t get to stand there and act like this is all for my sake when the truth is, you’re just scared! You’re scared of messing up again, scared of losing someone else, and now you’re trying to push me away so you don’t have to feel guilty if something happens!”
Leo flinched, but Kaz wasn’t done. He gestured wildly, his frustration spilling out like a dam had broken. “You say you care about me, but this isn’t what caring looks like! Caring isn’t telling me to just forget about the people who are like a second family to me, like they’re some kind of bad habit I need to quit! You’re being selfish, Leo. And honestly?” He scoffed, throwing his hands in the air. “You’re a terrible friend right now.”
Leo stared at him, stunned into silence. His lips parted like he wanted to argue, but no words came out. Kaz had no idea what was coming out of his mouth right now, all he knew was that no matter how much he might have wanted to, he couldn’t stop. Now that the dam had breached, it was like a tsunami — the waves deadly and unforgiving.
“You don’t get to decide what’s best for me!” Kaz continued, voice shaking with the weight of everything he'd been holding back. “You don’t get to make that call! And you sure as hell don’t get to make me feel like I don’t have a right to care about them just because — on a whim — you’ve decided it’s too hard!”
“Kaz—”
“No!” Kaz cut him off, his chest heaving. “Don’t try to justify it. Don’t try to make this sound noble, like you’re doing it for me. If you really cared about me, you’d let me make my own choices instead of trying to control everything because you’re afraid!”
The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the distant, muffled sound of basketballs dribbling in the gymnasium behind them. Kaz’s blood gushed in his ears as he glared at Leo, his breath coming in short bursts.
Leo looked down, his hands curling into fists at his sides. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, thick with emotion. “You’re right,” he said quietly. “Maybe I am scared. Maybe I am selfish. But you know what? I’d rather have you hate me for the rest of your life than stand by and watch you get hurt because of me.”
Kaz’s anger wavered, his chest tightening at the rawness in Leo’s tone.
Leo shook his head, his expression twisted with guilt. “I’m sorry if that makes me a bad friend. But I’m not sorry for trying to protect you. Because if something happened to you, Kaz — if I lost you, too — I don’t think I’d survive it.”
Kaz opened his mouth to respond, but the words wouldn’t come. The fight drained out of him as he stared at Leo, who looked like he was barely holding himself together.
Without another word, Leo turned and walked away, leaving Kaz standing there. There was a gaping hole in his chest, torn open by his anger and an unbearable ache, and he sank back against the dumpster, allowing his shaking legs to guide him to the ground. He pulled his knees to his chest and buried his face in his hands, the argument distilled in the air squeezing around him like a suffocating blanket.
Maybe Leo had a point. Maybe he didn’t. All Kaz knew was that the rift between them felt like an impossible jump over a vast ravine, and he had no idea how to bridge it. Some part of him knew he’d been unfair, that Leo didn’t deserve what had just happened. That he’d only been trying to help…
But another larger part of Kaz was blinded by vexation. How could Leo say those things to him? How could Leo just expect Kaz to forget? Forget about everything — Adam, Bree, Chase, bionics? It wasn’t fair. Leo had brought him into this! And now—
Kaz gulped down the lump filling his throat again.
Now just like that, he wished to take it all away.
No, not wished…
Demanded.
And that— That charged Kaz with an unyielding rage.
Screw Leo. Screw all of this. Kaz scoffed to himself as if someone could hear.
Despite what Leo had claimed so confidently, letting go didn’t feel like moving on. It felt like losing everything. And Kaz wasn’t sure how he was supposed to live with that.
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“I can’t believe the lab is gone.” Bree said, her voice barely above a whisper. “That’s our home,” she spoke, gaining traction as her eyes blazed into Douglas’ skull. He’d returned to check on something on the monitor a few minutes ago after being gone for who-knew-how long with… Krane, Chase gritted out in his mind.
With crossed arms, Chase joined Bree in her accusations, body seething, “If anything happened to our family, I will end you.”
“Yeah,” Adam cut in, “And then we’ll put your body in an old-lady dress everyone laughs during your funeral.”
“Guys, guys, I understand you’re mad. But what’s done is done. Let’s focus on moving forward together. First order of business, what do you say we make Mondays family game night?”
“This guy, still evil, still fun,” Adam shook his head as if he was actually buying this crap.
Then Chase paused and internally groaned.
Who was he kidding, of course Adam was buying this.
As Douglas waved the comment off and walked out of the room again, Chase froze, something itching at the back of his brain.
No, seriously. What the heck was—
“Guys…Something’s happening to me,” he spoke carefully, “I’m getting a tingling sensation.”
“Aww, you hear that, Bree? Pretty soon he’ll have a baby mustache,” Adam grinned cheekily, high-fiving their sister.
“Awww,” Bree pushed her index finger beneath his nostrils to mimic said mustache.
Chase swatted her hand away, “No. I just got a software update on my chip,” the words tumbled from his mouth at the same rate they computed through his brain. “That’s really weird. Why would I just—” He trailed off, realization hitting.
Holy shit.
“Wait. Mr. Davenport. He must be trying to send us a message.” His fingers trembled as they raised up toward his temple, a silent prayer playing across his mind. Please work, please work, please work…
There was an electronic whirring sound — a dull hum — and suddenly, a miniature hologram projection appeared just above the dancing rings.
Mr. Davenport.
“Guys,” Hologram Davenport started, “I know Douglas has you. Leo and I are doing everything we can to find you. But if you can escape, come home. Perry has agreed to keep our bionic secret.” Then there was a beat, a pause where he looked at no doubt Leo as the cameraman off to the side, then commended: “Can we do that again? I just feel like this hologram makes me look fat.”
The hologram faded and Chase couldn’t hold back anymore: “Mr. Davenport’s okay!”
“Was he wearing guyliner?”
“Now we just have a way to get out of here,” Chase continued, not bothering with Bree’s quip.
“What if I use my blast wave abilities to destroy the rings?” Adam huddled down to their height, an excited arm extended like he wasn’t going to wait either way.
“If you do that, you’ll destroy the rings and everything around us — including us,” Bree blinked at him.
“But we’ll be free.”
“Here’s an idea: how ‘bout we come up with a plan where we escape and survive?” Chase grinned sarcastically, then shook his head as if Adam was an unpleasant shot of tequila he’d just downed. God, and did Adam act like it at every moment of every freaking day.
“Wait a second,” Bree paused, “if these rings are titanium, can’t you just use your magnetism app to repel them apart?”
Chase shook his head, doubtful, “Douglas would expect that, just like he would expect me to use my molecular kinesis to manipulate them,” his arms crossed over his chest again. (He felt like he’d been doing that a lot lately).
“So do both. He wouldn’t expect that,” Adam shrugged.
“Adam,” Chase began in the voice he used when he was beyond ready to have to explain it to Adam in a way for him to understand — like a toddler. “You can’t use two abilities at the same time.”
“Why not?” Bree asked, incredulous.
“Because…” Chase trailed off, tongue poking his cheek, “I don’t know.” He sighed, “Look, we’ve never tried it before.”
“Well, I say you try it now and if your head explodes, the survivors—” Adam gestured between him and Bree, “will move on to plan B.”
You know, Chase loved to be right. Like, more than anything. He was — after all — the smartest man on the planet. But even he couldn’t deny that this situation was dire enough that — even against the will of every bone in his body — he did, in fact, know that this would be the one — and only! — time he would need to listen to Adam. Because, really, what other choice did they have? And as doubtful as Chase was, Adam was right. They had to escape. Escape before Douglas came back. And that was without mentioning the wrath of that Krane guy, too.
Chase shuddered at the reminder of a mental image of that dude’s face.
“Okay,” he breathed out. “I’ll give it a try,” though each word felt less and less real, even as they left his tongue.
He took a stance in front of his siblings, extending one arm out in front of him, the other falling idle at his side. “Activating magnetism app.” His breath shook and chest heaved, not from exertion, but from the nerves. What if his head did explode? It wasn’t like Mr. Davenport had ever briefed them on any of this…They were entirely on their own now, even despite everything. “...and molecular kinesis,” his voice dropped an octave, low and gravelly, and definitely not his own. He inhaled steadily and raised the arm at his side to join the other at the front.
In his peripheral, he could see Bree and Adam ducking out of the way, shielding their faces from the incoming splatter of Chase’s guts and Chase felt his heart spike higher, thudding violently against his ribs. Oh god…
Oh god, he wasn’t gonna make it—
There was a high-pitched buzzing and Chase felt his head grow foggy, vision beginning to blur as the power surged through his veins, licking up his arms in an all-encompassing heat that didn’t quit.
He felt like he was a match that had just been struck. Every nerve-ending alight and sparking to life.
The weight of the rings balanced in the force of his hands, shifting and screeching as they began to collide with each other. And then suddenly — everything stopped. Frozen in time, reality blending together as the room spun in slow-motion.
Except Chase was still standing, his body aching with a vengeful need. The need to survive.
And that was it. With one last loud, commanding grunt, Chase wrenched the rings apart, contorting and bending them to his will as they shattered into scattered pieces in every direction.
Chase panted heavily, staring at the mess he’d left in his wake.
“Way to go, Chase!” Bree exclaimed, clapping him on the shoulder.
“Oh, man,” Adam pouted, “Thought for sure his head was gonna explode.”
But the revolving room didn’t stop. Chase’s head felt light and fuzzy, and everything was swirling, and he felt so dizzy…
Then without a sound, he was toppling over, straight off his feet as he plummeted to the ground, the world crashing into darkness.
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Chase didn’t think he’d ever run so fast in his entire life. Given, he wasn’t doing much running considering Bree carried them the majority of the way after he’d woken up from his small stretch of blacking out. Yeah, for obvious reasons using two abilities at once really drained the energy outta ya.
He definitely wouldn't be doing that again anytime soon, that was for sure. Unless, of course, it was a life-or-death sort of thing or some other kind of emergency that called for it.
It was crazy how just twenty-four hours ago they were stowed away on a cargo ship off to God-knew-where, and now they were racing up the driveway of their house — their home — like they’d never left.
Chase gulped.
Never mind. He’d think about that later.
Before Chase knew it, Bree’s hand was on the handle, and once again, it was as if everything slowed to the pace of a snail. A million thoughts darting through his mind.
Did Mr. Davenport hate them? Did Tasha? Did Leo? They’d left without so much as a proper goodbye. Without a word. And now…they expected to be let back into the family like nothing had happened? Like it was all okay? Nothing was okay. And Chase didn’t think anything would ever be okay again. Did the house look the same? Did they even have money still? What about the lab? Would they have to move? Rebuild?
Then Chase’s mind shifted. Shifted to the one thing he wished it wouldn’t. The one person he wished it wouldn’t. But it betrayed him all the same.
Was…
Was he…
Chase tried to swallow down the thought — the question —, hard, but it was to no avail. It poked back up like it was Whac-a-Mole the moment he’d thought it’d disappeared for good.
Was Kaz okay?
He felt the weight of the pendant, the cool sting of the metal against his hot breastbone. He wanted more than anything to rip it off and chuck it into the nearest trash can, but he just couldn’t. Something inside wouldn’t let him.
And then Bree was turning the handle and time resumed to normal.
“We’re baaack!”
“Well, that didn’t take long,” Leo grinned from where he was carrying a crate — ( a crate?) — and set it down to rush over and hug them.
“Oh, I’m so glad you’re safe,” Tasha sighed contently as she embraced Bree. “I was so worried. Are you guys okay?” But Chase wasn’t listening. He rushed for Mr. Davenport, enveloping him in a tight hug before moving on to Leo.
“We’re fine,” he said once he’d finished with Leo. “But Douglas has a new partner.”
“Eh, give it six months. Big one’s super high-maintenance.” Adam butted in because he couldn’t help himself. Chase rolled his eyes.
“He’s some crazy billionaire named Victor Krane, and he’s implanting himself with bionics.”
“I’ve never even heard of him,” Mr. Davenport marched over to the kitchen counter where he extracted a laptop from one of the boxes to probably try and see if he could rewire it, “but I’m gonna find out who he is and how to stop him.”
“You guys must be starving. I’ll get dinner started,” Tasha touched Bree’s shoulder as she pressed past them and into the kitchen.
“Look at this,” Leo spread his arms out, “Things are finally getting back to normal.”
But something was wrong. Something burned in Chase’s veins, every neural receptor feeling as if it was on fire, boiling his senses until they were a pile of mush. Chase tried to move — tried to step forward to join his family at the kitchen, but— something stopped him. His feet wouldn’t budge and his hands felt clammy, completely alien to his own flesh.
A sharp, piercing jolt flared through his skull, like static electricity surging directly into his brain. His vision faltered, the world around him fracturing into jagged shards of color and light.
His field of view narrowed into a disorienting tunnel, the edges rimmed with a sickly green haze. It wasn’t like blinking or losing focus; it felt as though his body was being hijacked, his senses forcefully rewritten. The vibrant colors of the world dulled, muted by the invasive glow that pulsed in time with his racing heartbeat.
His head felt heavy — too heavy to move — yet his body no longer felt like his own. His limbs stiffened, muscles locking up as if he were a marionette with someone else pulling the strings.
Sounds grew muffled, distorted, like they were coming from underwater. Yet one sound cut through — a shrill, high-pitched frequency of something he knew was out of his control. It vibrated deep in his ears, relentless, worming its way into his mind and drowning out all other thoughts.
He tried to resist, to fight back, but his thoughts were like sand — slipping through his fingers. He couldn’t focus, couldn’t form coherent ideas.
Every movement he made was no longer his — precise, mechanical, and terrifyingly efficient.
Panic surged, acute and searing, as he realized he wasn’t in control. The green glow intensified, his heart thundering in his chest, but he couldn’t slow it. His pulse pounded louder, faster — as if it were trying to break free. His muscles throbbed with a sudden, uncontrollable energy, like a taut spring wound too tightly. His body wasn’t his own; it moved on autopilot, each action precise but disconnected from his will.
But even in the fragmented chaos of his mind, one thought clawed its way to the edge, faint and desperate: This wasn’t him.
The next movement his imprisoned consciousness clocked was suddenly — without warning — he was lifting Leo off the ground, fisting into his shirt with an iron-grip he’d never use.
He didn’t know what happened after that, his mind swinging in and out of awareness like a pendulum.
He could distantly feel his feet moving, his arms waving, his body flexing and molding in ways that weren’t his own. As if it had never been.
And then Tasha, Mr. Davenport, and Leo were rushing for the front door and his arm was extending to send a massive crate sliding to block the exit.
Leo raced toward it — trying to push it aside — but it was to no avail. Chase lifted the top box on a stack of three more crates, raising it until it hovered just a foot or so above Leo’s head.
Chase was screaming, but his lungs were empty. Every bone in his body was screeching at him to stop, to not kill him, but his mind betrayed him, lowering the crate further. Leo’s mouth was moving, but everything was muffled and blurry.
Leo’s clogged voice stung in his ears, but there was a desperation to it that clung to him like damp clothes in the cold wind.
“Yes, Chase, remember—” and then he cut out again. Chase’s eyes squeezed shut, as if trying to lock out the sound of his brother’s voice. “—All the cool inventions we built? The time Trent made us bob for apples in the bathroom?” Leo’s eyes darted to the side before he continued. “Okay, that wasn’t really cool, but we did it together!”
Chase could feel something wet prick at his eyes, and he realized all at once that some part of him was still human. Was still him.
“It’s not working!” Leo’s voice broke through the clouded haze of his thoughts again, and Chase realized that the part of his body out of his control had moved the crate even lower, nearly touching Leo’s head now.
There were things being shouted from behind him, but his body didn’t register them, not fully.
And then Leo was speaking to him again, “I’m the one who showed you the real world, Chase. I taught you what it means to be a brother. A good one, not like Adam is to you. Remember when I found you in the lab? Our first day at school? When we won the Robot Throwdown? Oh! I still have the picture!” Leo shoved an arm into his pant’s pocket, extracted a phone, and pulled something up, turning the screen for Chase to see. “Here. See? Yeah, see? You, me? Together? Brothers?” Leo lowered the phone just slightly, a more determined tone building as he said: “Come on, Chase, I know my brother’s in there. Where is he, Chase? Where is my brother?”
The room surrounding him was a fractured storm of noise and light. Chase wasn’t stupid. Of course he knew what was happening to him. Of course he knew the Triton App was activated — and its grip was relentless, a vice tightening around his thoughts, muting who he was. But Leo’s words — desperate and pleading — were flickers of clarity, punching through the haze.
Chase’s vision — blurred and tinged with an unnatural green — began to waver. Images resurfaced: Leo laughing at the Robot Throwdown, the warmth of their first awkward hug, the fierce loyalty in his eyes every time he stood up to Trent for Chase.
A sharp, searing pain erupted through Chase’s head, as if his brain were fighting itself. His muscles burned with resistance, trembling with the effort to reclaim his body. The app’s commands clawed at him, urging compliance, but Leo’s voice — the undeniable love in it — anchored him.
The green haze started to recede, replaced by flashes of color: the dark blue of Leo’s flannel, the yellow of his shirt, the bright light seeping in through the living room’s windows. Chase could feel his fingers twitching, his body breaking free, piece by piece.
The box flew at random across the room, cracking against the opposite wall. Chase’s body crumpled in on itself, bowing over from exhaustion, unable to hold itself upright. But Leo was right there, grasping at him to hold him steady as he rebalanced himself.
“My head is killing me,” he groaned, gripping his nape.
“It was Douglas’ Triton App.”
Yeah. I know, Chase bit back.
“He probably doesn’t remember anything,” Mr. Davenport shushed Leo.
But Chase’s gaze was directed elsewhere — at his siblings, who were swaggering over like they owned the place. No quips, no jokes, no emotion.
“Bree, what’s wrong with your eyes?” He pressed, a tinge of worry lacing his voice. What was going on? Was she being controlled, too?
The question was answered immediately.
“Douglas is controlling them. You have to fight back.”
“What? I can’t fight them, they’re my—”
A flash of red light blazed from Adam’s eyes, zapping directly into Chase’s abdomen.
He groaned loudly.
Owwwww—
“Fight!” Leo snapped, diving behind the sofa after Tasha and Mr. Davenport. Chase gulped. How on earth was he supposed to just—
Adam shot at him again, but Chase was quicker. In the nick of time, he managed to repel the blast with his forcefield, grunting from the strength of his brother’s might. Adam let up for a split second, and Chase used the opportunity to take control of a crate and send it flying backward into Adam, ramming his body between the crate and one of the kitchen counters.
But victory only lasted a moment, because as long as it had taken to sandwich Adam, it took half that for his brother to send the crate crashing to the floor, green eyes bared into Chase.
Chase swallowed hard, his throat dry and raw as another blast of Adam’s heat vision barreled toward him. He threw up his forcefield again, hoping to at least slow Adam down, but it was of no use. Even Chase could feel it — the vast difference in their levels of power. Even now, with the lives of his family members resting on his shoulders, Chase was weak. Could feel it in every corner of his being. Gnawing, thrashing, crawling and creeping until it devoured him whole.
He wasn’t a warrior. He wasn’t a protector. He was the smallest, the least powerful, the one who hid behind his brain because his body was a constant reminder of how much he lacked. Even now, when it mattered most, he could feel his knees start to buckle, his resolve cracking just like his forcefield.
He was no match for Adam. He never had been and never would be. The shrill sound of Mr. Davenport’s voice rang through the air: “Adam’s too strong! Chase can’t hold out much longer!”
God. Even Mr. Davenport saw it. The man who had always pushed him to be better, do better, who had told him he was the smartest, the most capable, the team leader — he saw it, too. Chase wasn’t enough. Not for this. Not for them.
How many times had he tried to measure up to Adam, to Bree? How many times had he told himself that being the “smart one” was enough, even when deep down he knew it wasn’t? That no matter how hard he fought, no matter how many gadgets he invented or strategies he devised, he’d never be what they needed him to be?
And now, here he was again. Just Chase. The one who couldn’t hold his own. The one who could never protect them the way they protected him. Kaz had been right. He was a coward.
“A selfish, spineless coward.”
He could still see Kaz’s face — twisted in anger and disgust — bearing down on him like a crushing weight. It had been haunting him ever since, the fear that maybe that was how Kaz really saw him.
But deep down, Chase knew it wasn’t true. The real Kaz would never say that to him.
The memory from after the avalanche materialized at his mind’s forefront. A memory he rarely forgot, because Kaz’s words had meant more to him than he would ever admit.
“I wasn’t going to ever tell any of you guys this because, honestly, I didn’t want an argument to break out, but…You do realize that if I could choose any of the three of yours’ abilities I would want yours…right?”
Adam’s lasers seeped into the ruts of the forcefield they left in their wake. Its cracks grew larger, cascading in a web of splinters toward either of Chase's hands, threatening to implode into a million pieces. Chase’s gaze narrowed, eyes glistening with something wet.
Another memory emerged, Kaz’s easy smile tagging along with it.
“I don’t think differently of you. If anything, I see you more clearly now. You’re more human to me. We’re both human. And that doesn’t change how I feel toward you.”
And then finally, his mind flashed to the necklace. The cold pendant pressed against his burning skin like ice, calming his racing heart. It hung heavy like it had before, just a mere ten minutes earlier, but something had shifted. Chase didn't know quite how or what, but something had. Because, for the first time, Chase didn’t mind the heaviness. For the first time since he'd left...He was glad it was there— wanted it to be. Wanted to feel the weight of it grounding him, anchoring him to whatever reality this was. The reality where he was enough.
Kaz’s words vibrated through him like an anthem, reeling him back to safety and locking him out of any self-doubt or insecurity.
“Thought it might be cool to have something close to you that…kinda shows what makes you, well, you. It’s, uh, a ‘fake’ chip, so to speak, but, you know, a part of you.”
The forcefield flickered under Adam’s relentless assault, but Chase clenched his fists tighter, his breath steadying. Kaz’s words weren’t just a memory — they were a lifeline, his lifeline, anchoring him in the storm of his self-doubt. Kaz had seen something in him, something stronger and braver than Chase had ever seen in himself.
Because Kaz didn’t believe in power or brute strength. He believed in heart.
And Chase had plenty of that.
The cracks in the forcefield stopped spreading. The pressure against it still surged, but this time, Chase didn’t falter. He drew on the memories, on the faith Kaz had in him, and let it fuel him.
Mr. Davenport’s voice was shouting at him again, but Chase already knew precisely what he needed to do. A deliberate hand carefully released its hold on the forcefield, reaching for his temple.
With two tightly pressed fingers, he grunted out a barely-there command: “Activating Override App.” His head was shaking from the intensity of Adam’s lasers, but Chase was more determined now than he had ever been.
Chase met Bree’s eyes, and the override command clicked. Bree dropped to the ground, limp and lifeless.
Slowly, he shifted toward Adam, fierce as ever, and his brain computed the action, numbers flying through his vision in every direction as the list appeared, the ‘SHUTDOWN’ function at the bottom. He selected it, and with one last, painful shout, he used the one hand still gripping his forcefield to shove Adam back as the override command went through.
Adam toppled over like a Jenga tower, thwacking against the floor with a nearly 200-pound whack!
Chase dropped his arms, feeling light as a feather as his mind raced, vision blurring momentarily before straightening again.
The silence that followed was deafening. Chase’s forcefield fizzled out, the energy dissipating with a faint hum, leaving his arms trembling and weak at his sides. His breath came in ragged gasps, his chest heaving as though he’d just run a marathon. He stumbled forward a step, his knees threatening to give out beneath him, but he forced himself to stay upright.
His gaze swept the room, first landing on Bree, motionless on the ground, face slack, and limbs sprawled like a marionette with its strings cut. A pang of guilt stabbed at Chase’s chest, but he quickly reminded himself: it wasn’t permanent. She was okay.
Then his eyes moved to Adam, who lay crumpled in a heap near the far wall. The faint sound of his breathing reached Chase’s ears, reassuring and steady, and for the first time in what felt like hours, Chase exhaled a breath of relief.
Mr. Davenport’s voice cut through the silence, frantic and full of concern. “Chase! Are you okay?”
He managed a vacant nod. “I’ll be fine. Will…they be?”
Mr. Davenport’s eyes glanced over Adam and Bree and he released a pent-up sigh. “Yeah. They’ll be okay. They’re out of his control now, which is all that matters,” he placed a gentle hand on Chase’s shoulder and squeezed it lightly. “Come on, let’s move these two somewhere more comfortable. They shouldn’t be out for long. When they wake up…I need to show you guys something.”
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The crunch of the rubble reverberated through the once-clogged space of the lab. The walls, once hung with a thousand TVs, technological innovations, and awards, were now barren. Reduced to nothing more than a cloud of dust and ash. Wires sparked from every direction, melted screens and metal gadgets dripping like hot candle wax from what used to be crevices. Now there was nothing shielding them from the surrounding world.
The cyber desk was unrecognizable in its gray and black-singed state, and every scrape of glass beneath the soles of his sneakers made his bionic hearing cringe in a mixture of sorrow and grief.
How could Douglas do this?
“Wow,” Bree’s low voice quivered in the vastness of the empty space. For a moment, Chase thought maybe there was something else she would add, but as the seconds ticked by, he realized that was it. That was all she could muster. And Chase couldn’t blame. What was there to say?
“Whole reason I built this place was to protect you, and I couldn’t even do that. I feel like I failed you.”
“Well, I’m glad someone said it,” Adam quipped, though Chase could tell he was only joking to lighten the mood and ease the tension. But for once, even Chase saw through Adam’s teasing at the sadness that filled his eyes.
Chase swallowed, choosing to not further place blame and rather allow Mr. Davenport to understand that none of this was his fault. By any means. “You didn’t fail us. If you hadn’t brought us together as a family, and let us live like normal kids, we would have never been able to defeat the Triton App.”
Mr. Davenport — as weak as it was — smiled genuinely and leaned over to wrap an arm around Chase’s shoulders before tugging the three of them closer. “Thanks, guys.” He pulled Leo and Tasha toward them, too. “You’re right. I am handsome and brilliant.”
“I didn’t—” Chase started, but Leo to cut him off.
“No, no. Let him go. It’s how he copes.”
Chase raised his brows with a sigh that said: Eh, I guess that was hoping for too much.
Tasha grinned affectionately at her husband before leaning in to hug him properly. But Mr. Davenport had other plans, yanking the remainder of the small group into a tight, collective embrace. Together, they stood amidst the wreckage of what had been their first real home.
And oddly enough, despite everything thrown their way, despite the skeleton remains of everything they had once known, Chase felt the most comfortable and at peace he had in a long time.
Notes:
Part 2, out! Whoooo!
I wanted to take this time to say that this season is going to be ROUGH for Chase and Kaz. There are some twists and turns along the way, and it will definitely be a while until they finally come together, but I am so excited to share everything with you guys!
This has been a pivotal chapter, as it has shifted Kaz's character in a major way, but you will have to wait and see what precisely that is! But I cannot wait to explore him even more with you guys!
Until next time, everyone, enjoy!!
Chapter 29: S03, EP3: "The Jet-Wing"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was the start of the second week of being completely and utterly broke, and Leo had gotta say — not a fan. Not only had Big “D” taken away all phone privileges, but now he had to ride to school on the bus. Given, this was the first time he’d been back to school since Adam, Bree, and Chase had returned, but still, it was as bad as he’d feared. Smelly, musty, and questionably hot.
His siblings still weren’t allowed to go back to school per Big “D’s” orders of “laying low,” which was great in the sense Leo didn’t have to baby Adam to get up and out of the house every morning, but not-so-great when it came to literally everything else. Leo just knew with Chase gone that he would be Trent’s number one target and was sure the jock would make it his mission to make Leo suffer just that much more than usual until his brother was back to attending classes.
At least he had Kaz…
He hoped.
To be honest, Leo hadn’t really spoken to him since the day at the dumpsters. He’d wanted to give Kaz space to collect his thoughts and work through the emotions Leo knew were ricocheting around his head. Leo just prayed the breathing room was exactly what Kaz had needed and it hadn’t heightened his anger…
Leo puffed out a breath. No. It was Kaz. Kaz didn’t do the whole “grudges” thing. It would be fine. Leo was sure of it.
Clean air swept into his lungs and Leo’s shoulders sagged instantly. God, it was amazing what stepping out of a sweaty school bus did for one’s mood. See? Already ten times better than he had been five seconds ago.
He meandered through the bustling morning crowd of students until he reached his locker, dialing in the digits and yanking it open to grab some notebooks and worksheets he’d need for the first three periods before his Free.
He hadn’t been doing the homework or anything, but at this point — given the current circumstances at home — he could care less. Besides, with Big “D’s” massive “Jet-Wing Stunt” later that day, Leo wasn’t even focused on school work or classes to begin with.
After fishing out a chem practice exercise sheet from nearly three weeks ago that he was shocked he hadn’t already lost, he shut his locker and stepped around Trent and linebacker Jason wrestling with a spare football in the middle of the floor toward Kaz’s locker. It had kind of become an unsung tradition of meeting at either one’s locker to walk to first period together.
It had been odd at first, having a friend who wasn’t from his immediate family. That…hadn’t really happened to him a lot. Or at all. But after hearing so much about Kaz’s life back in Philly, it hadn’t taken long for Leo to understand that Kaz was way more of a social butterfly than him — or any of his siblings for that matter, but at least they had excuses.
Leo sighed and leaned against Kaz’s locker, eyes sifting through the gaggles of people shoving their ways through the front doors for his friend. All Leo wanted was a moment’s peace where he could joke around with Kaz at one of his lame jokes, forget about everything else, and simply exist. Kaz often helped him do that — feel as though everything would be okay, in one way or another.
But no matter how long his eyes roved, there was no one.
Had Leo already missed him? He glanced over at the clock hung high on the opposite wall. It was only 8:05 AM…Kaz usually came in around this time, anyway…
So Kaz definitely wouldn’t have arrived already. And if he had, there was no way in hell he would actually go to his first-period classroom this early.
Leo shook his head, deciding to continue the wait. Kaz would probably walk through the doors at any second, head the messy dark mop of hair it always was — toeing the line just barely between frazzled bedhead and thoroughly combed.
Leo shifted his weight against the locker, the cold metal pressing into his back. His foot tapped against the tile floor as the vibrating noise of students grew louder. The hallway filled with laughter, slamming locker doors, and the occasional shouted conversation.
He looked over at the clock again and bit his lip — 8:10 AM.
Okay, now he was seriously starting to worry. Kaz was never this late. Sure, he wasn’t exactly punctual, but he always had a knack for showing up just when Leo started thinking he wouldn’t. It was one of those weird Kaz things — somehow being predictably unpredictable.
The front doors of the school finally stilled after one last trio of girls stepped through.
Leo skated a hand through his hair, gaze scanning over the remaining crowd of students still milling around the locker area like they had nowhere else to be. And considering how few people actually showed up to class on a daily basis, it was probably true.
Leo spotted Janelle a few lockers down, and she gave him a small wave. He returned it with a weak smile, but his mind was elsewhere. He’d been meaning to catch up with her and explain why he hadn’t been able to text or call or anything, but he promised himself he’d do that later — at lunch or after school quickly before he had to zip over to the webcast landing pad the one sponsor he’d managed to find — Go-Go Global Pack and Ship — was (hopefully) setting up.
An exasperated half-sigh half-scoff escaped past his lips.
Where the hell was Kaz? Had he ditched Leo?
The clock ticked forward, and Leo’s anxiety started to creep up in place of his annoyance. Had something happened?
But that was as far as Leo got, because just as he was about to roll his eyes, push off the locker, and head to class alone, the doors to the school swung open like an eagle's wings — swooping and with an air of elegance. And before Leo’s brain or body could register anything else it was doing — any type of reaction or movement — a brow quirked up in surprise, eyes nearly bulging out of their sockets. Distantly — an almost out-of-body experience — Leo felt his jaw drop agape, either from shock or bewilderment, he did not know. Probably both…
Because standing in front of him — in front of at least half the student body — was Kaz. Or at least someone who looked like Kaz — in terms of face and body. But everything else…
Leo had no idea who the hell it was. ‘Cause it was most certainly not his best friend.
Clad in faux leather and dark jeans, Kaz exuded a confidence Leo had never seen before. Everything was gleaming. From the black of his jacket that glinted in the fluorescent lights like a good, fresh polish, to the silver zippers catching the eye of anyone who dared look, to the bold lettering of the graphic tee peeking out and emblazoned with a cryptic slogan no one quite understood but everyone pretended to.
Leo’s eyes traced downward, his cheeks flushing like he was crossing some serious boundary — something taboo — but unable to look away. The desire to understand burned through him to the third degree and all willpower to fight the urge had vanished.
As strange and bizarre a sight as it was, Leo knew one thing was for certain:
Kaz was radiant.
His ripped skinny jeans clung to him perfectly, sleek like a glove. A small silver chain swung lightly from his belt loop, matching the layers of dog tags and random pendants wrapped around his neck in all shapes and sizes.
His dark hair, usually a little messy in an endearing way, now had a deliberate tousled flair — a fringe combed through with product and then blow-dried to a degree of perfection that had never been Kaz.
But it was the thud of the combat boots that commanded Leo’s attention — along, it seemed, with everyone else’s. They were dense and dark, crowding the space at his feet with their overwhelming presence.
It was only once the clunk of their soles smacked against the floor had resounded in Leo’s ears that he broke free from his trance to notice Kaz moving in his direction like he owned the place. Not too fast, not too slow — just a perfectly calculated swagger that screamed: ‘Look at me, but don’t you dare get in my way.’
Voices swarmed from every direction, whispers and low comments rippling through and flooding the hall:
“Woah, no way…”
“He looks like he just stepped out of a music video—”
“Isn’t that that Peterson dude?”
“I heard he hung out with Tyler and Hunt all weekend—”
“You see that chain? Freaking awesome—”
When Kaz was close enough, Leo raised a hand to wave, but instead of stopping or even bothering to spare Leo a glance, Kaz shouldered right past him, plugging in his combination, and then extracting a few books.
For the second time, Leo tried to take a step toward him — to ask what the heck was going on — why he looked like that — but all questions and comments died on his lips by the abrupt intrusion of another voice — Tyler Ramsey. Captain of the soccer team.
He was nowhere near as infamous as Trent, but the rumors got around. The parties, the hookups, the drugs — the typical.
But before Leo could process what was happening, Kaz was dapping him up and laughing at one of Tyler’s cheap jokes like they’d been doing it their whole lives.
Leo blinked, frozen mid-step as he watched the interaction unfold. Tyler’s grin was sharp, his laugh louder than it needed to be — the kind of laugh that was more about drawing attention than actual amusement.
And Kaz…Kaz was eating it up.
The easy way Kaz leaned against the lockers, flashing that cocky smirk like it belonged there, made Leo’s stomach twist. This wasn’t just Kaz blending in; this was Kaz actively choosing to belong to a crowd Leo couldn’t recognize.
“Yo, Kaz, you coming to the spot after school?” Tyler asked, slinging an arm around his shoulder like they were old friends.
Kaz shrugged, the movement fluid and detached, like he wasn’t committing but also wasn’t shutting it down. “We’ll see,” he said, his voice smooth and self-assured in a way that felt…off. Forced, maybe.
Leo clenched his jaw, his hands curling into fists at his sides. “Kaz,” he managed, the single word cutting through the chatter between him and Tyler.
Kaz turned then, his eyes meeting Leo’s. For a split second, the smirk faltered, and Leo caught a glimpse of something underneath — hesitation? Guilt, maybe? It was gone as quickly as it had appeared, replaced by an air of indifference that stung more than Leo wanted to admit.
“What’s up, Leo?” Kaz asked, casual as ever, like he hadn’t just shoved their entire friendship to the backburner for Tyler Ramsey and his pack of wannabe delinquents.
“What…are you doing? What are you wearing?”
There was a moment — just a split second — where a look crossed Kaz’s face like he might actually give in, break, tell the truth… But one glance at Tyler’s expectantly raised brow and crossed arms and Kaz was breathing out another affront like it was second nature.
“Ever heard of a thing called ‘clothes’?” Kaz sniggered, “They’re kind of a necessity. Unless, of course, you’re going for public indecency,” he simpered as Tyler’s cackle rang out and they low-fived.
Leo’s brows knit — in part confusion, part disgust. A flicker of the parallel universe from a few months ago flashed in his mind. Back then, he’d thought the worst outcome of it all was Adam, Bree, and Chase not knowing who he was. But, now, it became apparent to Leo in an instant that the worst part had been not knowing who they were. And here Kaz was, acting as if nothing of any importance had ever existed between them; and that hurt Leo more than anything.
Was this pay-back? Revenge for what he’d said? A way of wheedling out Leo’s already guilt-ridden conscience?
Leo swallowed, a lump forming in his throat as he watched Tyler be summoned by another pair of soccer players whom he recognized as Will Harvey and Seamus Newbury.
And then it was just him and Kaz.
He took a breath, not sure if he could go through with anything without something to ground himself first, and paced a single step closer to Kaz.
“Okay, Kaz, what is going on? Are you okay? You seem…different.”
Kaz paused midway through scrambling through a stack of loose-leaf papers, his stare blank and unassuming. For a beat, there was nothing — no movement, no words, no emotion. Leo didn’t know what was going through his supposed friend’s head, but he was beyond positive the only sound either could hear was the rapid thudding of Leo’s heart. Then, just when Leo began to think Kaz wasn’t going to bother to reply, Kaz did. His voice was firm and steady, if not laced with a twinge of dissatisfaction Leo couldn’t ignore.
“Don’t know what you’re talking about. Nothin’ ‘different’ about me,” he deadpanned as if all sentience had seeped from his body like water spiraling down a drain.
Leo glanced away, huffing and licking his lips, then back again. “Is this my punishment for what I said? Is that what this is? Because, honestly, Kaz, if that’s the case, it’s kind of childish.”
To Leo’s utter surprise, however, Kaz didn’t back down. Instead, he squared his shoulders and took an undaunted step closer, a hand slamming his locker shut, boots squeaking from where they rubbed against the blue epoxy floors. Kaz’s eyes narrowed to slits, darting between either of Leo’s. They were the same height, but somehow Kaz’s presence still managed to tower over him.
“‘Childish’?” Kaz asked, voice low and dangerous. “Is that what this is to you? Childish? Gee, I guess I was right about you. Being a terrible friend and all. I go through all this,” he swept a hand over himself as if a model showcasing a prize on display, “And all you can think of to say is, ‘it’s childish’?”
“Well, no, I wasn’t saying—”
But Kaz cut him off with a wicked smirk and dark chuckle. “Luckily, I don’t give a crap what you think anymore. As insane as this might sound to you, I didn’t do this for you — or for anyone — but myself. This is who I am now. I suggest you deal with it.”
With that, Kaz turned on heel like a practiced spin of a dreidel and strutted down the hall, joining Tyler, Seamus, and Will as they paraded off to wherever the hell that definitely wasn’t class.
And Leo gaped, heart racing and mind scrambled like overcooked eggs. What on earth—?
Not knowing what else to do with himself, he swallowed sharply, wondering how the heck things had gone from bad to worse — the worst. Had what he'd said really done… that? Pushed Kaz to go that far? Leo hadn’t thought he’d been that harsh, but…Maybe he was wrong? Maybe…Maybe he’d failed to judge how truly affected Kaz had been — or still was…
Kaz's words echoed in Leo's mind as he watched his friend disappear down the hallway with his new crew. The swagger in Kaz's step, the cocky smirk, the cold dismissal — it all felt so wrong. So unlike the Kaz he knew.
Leo's stomach churned with guilt and confusion. Had he really driven Kaz to this extreme? Or was something else going on?
The warning bell jolted Leo from his thoughts. Students around him began hurrying to class, but Leo remained rooted to the spot, staring at the space where Kaz had been moments before.
He should go to class. He knew he should. But the thought of sitting through a lecture right now, pretending everything was fine when the little “normal” he’d had in his life had just vanished into thin air, made him feel slightly nauseous.
With a resigned sigh, Leo turned and headed for the nearest exit. He needed time.
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Chase was losing his mind. Not only was Go Go Global Pack and Ship the only sponsor Leo and he could find, but Tasha was in the middle of rehearsing her frankly horrific train wreck of her televised speech, and Mr. Davenport was about two seconds away from jumping in the nearby lake just to avoid doing the whole stunt altogether.
“Tasha, you’re supposed to be convincing people to invest in our future, not running for class president!” Mr. Davenport barked, flailing his arms like an over-caffeinated octopus.
Tasha, ever the picture of grace under pressure, turned to him with an exasperated glare. “Donald, if you think you can do better, be my guest! But I’m not the one whose brother blew the entire lab into oblivion!”
Chase groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose as Leo leaned in, whispering, “Think they’ll kill each other before or after we lose our only sponsor?”
“Hopefully after,” Chase muttered, scanning the room for anything remotely helpful. The banner above the staged parking lot, sagging on one side, looked as defeated as he felt. This was not going to end well, was it. In fact, he knew it wouldn’t. Not with that terrified putrid look on Mr. Davenport’s face and the faultiness of the comm sets and radios that he’d been fiddling with for the past hour and a half. Somehow every time the crackling static equalized for ten or so seconds, it would conk out for twice that.
But never mind any of that because in some way, somehow, they managed to get Mr. Davenport’s jet wing up and running along with his helmet-cam. It had taken just beneath two hours to do so, but Chase had to say — he was freaking awesome. A genius, if you will — literally.
“—I’ll man mission control and cue to release your parachute for landing,” he finished into his mic though Mr. Davenport was a few feet from him.
“Ready to roll, Big ‘D’?” Leo placed a hand on his shoulder to calm the greenish tint rising to his face. Chase raised his brows with a smirk — it was rare to see Mr. Davenport this nervous, so Chase decided he would savor it as long as possible.
“I can do this,” Mr. Davenport nodded, more, it seemed, to convince his own rattled mind than anyone else’s.
Mr. Davenport strapped on his helmet and Leo shot him a big thumbs-up, moving to join Chase at mission control. Mr. Davenport gave an exaggerated salute as Tasha stepped into the frame of the webcast camera.
“The world waits with bated breath as Donald Davenport, husband of witty — yet personable — reporter Tasha Davenport, prepares to launch the first-ever jet wing flight over Mission Creek,” she flashed one of her coined “televised grin” the camera’s way.
She cleared the way for the camera to shift focus, panning toward Mr. Davenport. His posture was stiff as if trying to counteract the very evident look of nausea overtaking his features. He looked…More than a little sick to his stomach.
Thrusting his arms out for applause, he was met with a smattering of awkward claps and the unexpected eruption of packing peanut cannons—several stray peanuts landing directly in his mouth.
But, apparently, he wasn’t done. He had a whole speech planned.
“Before I launch, I’d like to take a moment— maybe longer!” He jabbed a finger dramatically toward Leo and Chase. “To thank everyone for coming out today. It really means a lot. I see so many familiar faces in the crowd, and since I have TIME—” another pointed gesture in their direction, “I’d like to mention you all by name.”
Chase sighed haughtily, hunching over his mic to mutter, “Why is he stalling?”
“Doesn’t really matter to me,” Leo shrugged, tapping the small black and red pad in front of him, “I have the launch button.”
Chase’s lips curved into a grin as he glanced back at Mr. Davenport, who was now shifting his weight like a toddler in need of a bathroom. Amusement flickered in Chase’s eyes as the inevitable unfolded:
“Cynthia Forrester! Wow! How are the kids—...!”
Click.
Leo pressed the button. In an instant, Mr. Davenport rocketed into the sky like a missile, flailing as he ascended.
A blissfully unaware Tasha waved after Donald with giddy enthusiasm — much more invested in the views she’d receive than her husband’s nerves.
Chase, however, couldn’t care less about her obliviousness — it only made the whole thing funnier.
He snickered to himself as he leaned back in his chair, adjusting in his seat until he’d gotten a satisfactory level of comfort, and plastered a sly smile to his lips with an amused glint dancing in his eye.
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The plush leather of the couch was a stark comparison to the dingy cottony material Kaz was used to at home. The dim glow of the string lights mounted on the hanging fixture above caught the edge of his newly polished boots. The Ramsey house was more mansion than Kaz could have possibly fathomed in his wildest dreams. The ceilings were so high they practically had their own climate and the kitchen looked like it belonged in a magazine or feature.
Yet somehow, the living room was a mess of half-empty Solo cups, a sticky beer pong table, and a group of soccer players laughing too loudly at jokes that weren’t funny.
Kaz tipped back his drink, the cheap beer fizzing bitterly against his tongue. He didn’t like it, but he didn’t grimace. Couldn’t. Not here.
This had absolutely not been how he’d expected his day to end up had you asked him three hours ago. Heading over to Tyler’s with a few of the guys, choking back a couple of blunts, or downing a few bottles of cheap booze? Sure.
But sinking into a sofa half-soaked in old whiskey with an aroma wafting through the air that smelled oddly of too much sex? Definitely not.
“Yo, Kaz!” Tyler called from the other side of the room, his arm slung around a girl with bleached hair and a laugh that had Kaz cringing like nails on a chalkboard. “You’re quiet, man. Too cool for us now, huh?”
Kaz forced a grin, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees, his now-empty cup dangling in the space between. “Nah, just waiting for you to say something worth talking about.”
The group erupted into hoots and laughter, Tyler among them, slapping Kaz on the shoulder as if they’d been best friends for years. Kaz felt the impact linger longer than it should have, but he shook it off as best he could.
“So,” Tyler said, still grinning like the Cheshire cat, “since you’re new to the crew and all, we thought we’d do you a favor.”
Kaz’s stomach tensed, his breath hitching without consent. But he played it off — he couldn’t afford not to. “Oh yeah? What kind of favor?”
Tyler snapped his fingers, and Seamus gestured toward the stairs. “Got someone upstairs waiting for you,” the guy said, waggling his eyebrows like a cartoon villain.
Kaz’s heart skipped, then sped up. He couldn’t tell if it was panic or excitement— or both. “Waiting…for me?”
“Yeah, man,” Tyler said, leaning closer with a conspiratorial smirk. “She’s into you. Says she loves the whole ‘bad boy with a heart of gold’ vibe you’ve got going on.”
Kaz’s laugh came out too sharp, too rehearsed. “Oh, does she now?”
“Yeah,” Tyler affirmed too smugly, licking his lips too intimately to not leave Kaz’s stomach twisting further. “And get this: she said she’s been into you since the start.”
His heart pounded, a strange fluttering sensation taking flight, like someone had wound his gut in rope and tugged, in vain. It was unnatural. Something unlike anything he’d experienced.
The guys laughed again, one of them shouting (probably Will or Dean, by the deep, gravelly sound of it), “Get on up there, Romeo!”
Kaz stood, his legs stiff like they’d forgotten how to move. He could feel their eyes on him as he took a step toward the stairs. This was what he wanted, wasn’t it? To be seen, to be admired, to be part of the group? But as he placed his foot on the first step, something distorted inside him.
He turned back with a casual shrug. “Maybe later. Wouldn’t want to make the rest of you feel left out.”
The room burst into laughter again, Tyler slapping his knee as he doubled over. “Damn, Kaz, you’re killing me tonight!”
Kaz joined in, but it was forced. “Heheh, yeah…”
“Okay, well, tell ya what, if you won’t go up there, I already gave dibs on second to Ollie.”
Tyler nodded his head toward Oliver Lewison, who was pumping a fist in the air like he’d won the lottery and whooping loudly as he cried out, “Heck yeah, motherfuckers! WHOOO—”
Yeah. He was definitely drunk.
Kaz grinned, settling back on the couch as if he owned the place. The tension in his chest eased, but the knot in his stomach stayed. He took another sip of the terrible beer, silently wondering how long he’d have to keep up the act before it started to feel real.
Tyler plopped down beside Kaz, slinging an arm over his shoulder and pulling him close in that overly familiar way guys like him always did. “You’re a tough nut to crack, man,” Tyler said, shaking him lightly. His grin was sharp, like a knife edge. “What’s the deal? Too good for a little fun?”
Kaz chuckled, the sound forced and hollow. “Fun’s great and all, but, uh, I’m not sure getting sloppy drunk is my thing.”
Tyler’s laugh came like a shotgun blast — too loud, too sudden. “Not your thing?” he repeated, as if Kaz had told him he didn’t like music or breathing. “Well, it better be, ‘cause if you wanna roll with us, you’ve gotta loosen up, my dude.”
Kaz nodded quickly, the motion jerky and unnatural. “Yeah, totally. I’m loose. Super loose. Like, you don’t even know how loose I am.”
Tyler squinted at him, and for a terrifying moment, Kaz thought he’d blown it. But then Tyler burst into laughter, slapping Kaz on the back so hard it almost sent him flying off the couch. “You’re a riot, man. You kill me.”
Kaz let out a breathy laugh of his own, rubbing the spot where Tyler’s hand had landed. “Glad to be of service.”
The group’s attention shifted back to the beer pong table, where someone had apparently just landed an impressive shot. Tyler’s gaze followed, but his arm stayed draped over Kaz’s shoulders. “Look, I get it,” he said, his tone dropping to something more conspiratorial. “You’re the new guy. You’re trying to figure out how to fit in. But here’s the thing—you’ve got potential, Kaz. People like you. You’ve just gotta…lean into it, you know?”
Kaz tilted his head, pretending not to understand, though the weight of Tyler’s words settled heavy in his chest. “Lean into it?”
Tyler nodded, gesturing vaguely around the room with his free hand. “Yeah, man. All this. The parties, the girls, the—well, everything. It’s your time to shine. Don’t waste it.”
Kaz forced a smile, raising his empty cup in a mock toast. “Here’s to shining, then.”
Tyler laughed again, finally letting go of Kaz to grab another drink from the nearby table. “That’s the spirit! Stick with me, and you’ll be king of this school in no time.”
Kaz leaned back into the couch, his smile fading as soon as Tyler turned away. He tipped the empty cup toward his lips again, pretending to drink, while his thoughts churned like a stormy sea.
He exhaled a shaky breath, reminding himself that this was what he wanted, to be seen, loved, craved… This was the way to the top. The place no one thought he was capable of, the place that would defy all expectations that Kaz was enough — that he was more than anyone ever thought he could be. He wasn’t just going to prove it to himself, he was going to prove the whole world wrong.
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When Kaz arrived home that evening it was surprisingly early. Given, the “party” had started at 3:00 PM, so coming back at 6:00 PM wasn’t all that bad. He’d managed to lie to his mom about staying after school for a new comic book club sign-up, though he doubted she’d buy it for long—especially not if he skipped dinner.
He kicked off his boots in the entryway, cringing as the smell of roasted chicken and overly garlicky green beans hit his nose. His mom’s cooking was a lot of things, but subtle wasn’t one of them.
“In the dining room!” her voice called before he even made it past the threshold.
Kaz groaned softly, shrugging out of his jacket and draping it over the banister. He tried to linger, maybe stall a little, but the sound of utensils clinking and chairs scraping against the hardwood made it clear dinner was in full swing.
By the time he shuffled into the dining room, his mom, Kyle, and his younger sister Abby were already seated. The table was set with mismatched plates, the chicken centerpiece steaming like it had just been yanked from the oven.
“There you are,” his mom said, waving her fork in his direction. “I was starting to think your comic book club had turned into a sleepover.”
Kaz mustered a grin, sliding into his usual seat. “Nah, just ran a little late. What’s for dinner?”
“Chicken,” Kyle said flatly, already stabbing at hers with the aggression of a kid who’d rather be eating pizza.
“Chicken,” Kaz echoed, reaching for the bowl of green beans. “What a surprise.”
“Don’t start,” Bridget warned, though her tone lacked real heat. “It’s dinner, not a comedy show.”
Kyle cleared his throat loudly, abandoning the bite of meat on his fork, and sat up straighter in his chair. “Speaking of shows…”
Kaz raised an eyebrow, glancing at him. “What, did you finally figure out how to do a somersault?”
Kyle ignored him, his face lighting up with barely-contained excitement. “I’m auditioning for my school’s musical!”
There was a brief pause before Kevin — who’d stayed almost entirely silent until this point — broke the silence. “What, like, High School Musical ?” he asked, his voice dripping with disdain.
“No, Beauty and the Beast, ” Kyle corrected, puffing out his chest. “It’s the actual Beauty and the Beast. Like, from Broadway. Well — at least the version they made into that stupid movie. But still.”
Kaz blinked. “Wait, you mean the Disney one? With the talking candelabra?”
“It’s a classic,” Kyle snapped defensively.
“It’s a cartoon,” Kaz shot back, smirking.
“Kaz,” their mom said sharply, fixing him with a pointed look. “Be supportive.”
“I am!” Kaz protested, raising his hands in mock surrender. “I think it’s great Kyle wants to get in touch with his inner teapot.”
Kyle glared, his cheeks flushing. “I’m auditioning for the Beast. It’s a serious role. And, like I said, it’s not the cartoon, it’s the live action movie. It’s different.”
Kevin snorted into his glass of water. “You? The Beast? You’re, like, five feet tall.”
“Am not!” Kyle fired back, turning his mom. “Tell them I’m not!”
Bridget sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Can we please get through one meal without arguing?”
Kaz leaned back in his chair, hiding his grin behind a sip of water. “So, Beast, huh? Big shoes to fill. You gonna growl and everything?”
Kyle ignored him, lifting his chin defiantly. “It’s about acting, okay? And I’ve been practicing the songs all week.”
“Wanna give us a preview?” Kaz asked, his tone teetering on the edge of mockery.
“Mm, if you’re lucky, maybe I will,” Kyle shot back all sassy, clearing his throat dramatically but not planning to do anything about it.
Kaz rolled his eyes. Bridget decided enough was enough and turned toward Kaz to change the subject.
“So you, uh, planning to finally explain to me what this sudden, new style change is about?”
Kaz took a sip from his water glass, voice rising to an all-innocent octave. “Don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Bridget groaned, “Honey, you’re wearing black suspenders and enough hair gel to waterproof a submarine.”
Kaz scoffed, “It’s called personal hygiene. And plus, I look hot as hell in this look,” he extended his arms out to prove his point.
Bridget raised an eyebrow, unimpressed. “Oh, is that what we’re calling it now? Kaz, you look like a 1920s mobster.”
Kaz jaw dropped in offense as Kyle snickered into his glass of milk. “Or maybe he’s trying to get cast as a villain in Grease. That Leo dude, leader of The Salamanders, or whatever.”
“It’s The Scorpions!” Kaz exclaimed exasperatedly, “And yeah, laugh it up, Tiny Tim,” Kaz shot back, pointing a finger at Kyle. “At least I’m not out here belting Disney ballads like it’s karaoke night at a daycare.”
Kyle’s face flushed crimson. “It’s theater! And for your information, I nailed that high note in Evermore during practice yesterday!”
Kaz smirked, leaning back in his chair. “Ah, yes, the soulful tale of a hairy dude whining about his problems. Truly inspirational.”
Bridget’s stern look cut through the argument like a knife. “Enough, both of you. Kyle, I’m proud of you for deciding to audition. And Kaz, if this whole ‘style evolution’ thing is just a phase, let’s hope it doesn’t involve you putting anyone in cement shoes.”
Kevin, who had been quietly picking at his green beans but refusing to eat them (or anything), finally chimed in. “I think you look like a dork,” he directed at Kaz, “Like one of those guys in a vintage magazine.”
Kaz blinked, “Hey, those can be cool,” he pouted and crossed his arms.
“And you smell like hairspray,” Kevin added with a smug smile.
Kyle burst into laughter, nearly choking on his milk. Bridget gave him a withering look before standing and grabbing the empty serving dish from the table.
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When Kaz finally retreated to his bedroom, he kicked the door shut with a heavy, pent-up sigh. It really was incredible how much one’s energy level depleted from a semi-heated fifteen-minute family dinner. Even though Kaz did love his family…as annoying and rude as Kevin never failed to be…he hadn’t gotten a moment to himself all day. First, it was school. Then came hanging out after school, followed by the bizarre near-miss of being sent upstairs to hook up with…what was her name? Penny? Peggy? Whatever. And then, as if the universe concluded it couldn’t punish him enough, he was subjected to family dinner time where the most riveting topic of conversation had been Kyle’s ravenous desire to play a hairy, sweaty man-child with fangs.
Another sigh, this time with an edge of an exhausted groan.
He navigated through the mess of clothes he’d haphazardly chucked to the floor that morning when plowing through his closet to find an outfit deemed “appropriate” enough for Tyler. The struggle had proven far greater than he’d anticipated, and now, as he shimmied out of his army boots he’d practically shoehorned on, a troubling thought crept in: was this going to become a regular thing? Worrying about looking sharp enough to meet Tyler’s impossibly high standards?
He breathed out a string of curses as he wrestled with his shoes, finally managing to yank them off with a sharp tug. They flew across the room, landing with a satisfying thud against the wall.
Phew. Now that that was over with…
He shuffled over toward his adjoining restroom’s door, passing by the full-length mirror propped beside his dresser.
He did a double-take as his eyes caught on the figure peering back at him, his reflection taunting in every meaning of the word.
What the heck was he doing? What the heck was he wearing? Is this seriously who he’d be known as from now on? Some slick-headed, leather-wearing greaser who went to parties he couldn’t be less interested in and faked orgasms with hookups he’d prefer didn’t exist?
Was this seriously what his life had come to? Did the Davenports really have this much of a hold on him?
He swallowed.
He knew it wasn’t true — at least not the whole truth. Deep down, he knew that. But still, it was easier to say that it was. That it was this easy, to blame one thing gone wrong in your trainwreck of a life and pin every mistake and misstep you’d made since on it.
He sniffed, though his nose was dry.
No. This was his choice — he’d chosen this, chosen Tyler and all of his equally as stupid shallow friends.
Besides. It wasn’t like he had anyone else. Leo’d practically shunned him from anything to do with his life, and now with Adam, Bree, and Chase gone forever, Oliver too busy with his newly appointed role at Mighty Med, Skylar no-doubt saving the city every chance she got, and most (if not all) of his siblings hating his guts for one reason or another…Yeah. Kaz really didn’t have any other choice but to be strung along with whatever Tyler and his squad wanted.
And the longer Kaz stared into his mirror, the more it hit him…
This was his life now.
And he was just going to have to learn to live with it.
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Chapter 30: S03, EP4: "Mission: Mission Creek High"
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Kaz sauntered into the cafeteria, backpack slung over one shoulder, with a smirk already fixed on his features. The noise level dipped slightly when the table of popular kids spotted him, and Tyler, ever the ringmaster, waved him over like a VIP guest arriving at a private club.
“Kaz! My guy,” Tyler called, his voice carrying across the room. “Come take your seat, bro!”
Kaz plastered on his most confident grin, weaving through the tables with a swagger he hoped looked effortless. Inside, though, his heart raced with the same jittery energy he felt before a test he hadn’t studied for. Which was quite often considering he didn’t study for any of them.
Sliding into his administered seat, Kaz accepted the fist bumps and nods from the guys like he’d been doing it his whole life. He even let out a low whistle when one of the girls showed off her new manicure.
“Dang, Jenna, you planning to claw someone’s eyes out?”
The table erupted in laughter, and Jenna swatted him on the arm, pretending to be offended. “Careful, Kaz, or you’re first on the list.”
Kaz chuckled, reaching for a fry from Tyler’s plate. “Noted. So what’s the plan for tonight?”
Tyler leaned back, arms stretched out on the back of his chair. “House party at Liam’s. Parents are out of town, so it’s gonna be wild. You in?”
Kaz hesitated for a fraction of a second — long enough to feel the weight of everyone’s eyes on him, and swallowed.
Liam… His throat tightened and his airways clogged.
“Kaz, the fuck are you stalling for? You comin’ or not?”
Kaz swallowed down the lump in his throat, plastering on the same devil-may-care grin that had become his signature. “Of course, I’m in. You think I’d pass up a chance to show you how to throw down?”
The group erupted in hoots and laughter, but Tyler’s stare lingered just a second longer, brow cocked like he was trying to decipher something. But he didn’t let on any more. Kaz leaned back in his chair, forcing himself to look unbothered, but the idea of walking into Liam’s house made his pulse pound louder than the noise around him.
Something in Kaz’s behavior must have given way for Tyler to make up his mind, because finally, Tyler’s dubiousness broke, and he released an “That’s what I’m talking about!” He clapped Kaz on the back, a little harder than necessary.
As the conversation shifted to stories from last weekend’s party, Kaz zoned out, the laughter and loud banter around him fading into a muted buzz. This was what he wanted, right? To be here, in this seat, part of this world?
Then why did it still feel like he was sitting in someone else’s chair?
He sighed. Maybe he was overreacting to this whole thing. He could… deal with Liam. It wasn’t that big of a deal…
Right? They’d been broken up for, like, a solid month, there was no way Liam would still have an effect on him. That would just be ridiculous.
“Hey, Peterson,” Tyler’s voice cut through and shook him from his thoughts as his hand landed on his shoulder harshly, “You good, bro?” He smirked, “You look kinda sick.”
In an instant, Kaz’s facade was back, masking whatever split moment of vulnerability he’d accidentally revealed not two seconds ago. A devilish grin cracked over his face as he stared back at Tyler, forcing an “Why wouldn’t I be okay? I’m just making sure I don’t out-cool the boss, you know?”
“‘The boss’? Man, you really are a suck-up, aren’t you?” He cackled, but Kaz wasn’t so sure it was meant as a joke.
Kaz pressed a low, sharp chuckle to keep his cool, but decided it best to not say anything more on the subject.
“Anyways,” Tyler continued as if nothing had happened between his speaking turns (as if none of it had mattered), “You’re coming with us to the mall on Sunday, yeah?”
The what? Kaz froze, gaze freezing on Tyler as the chatter of the rest of the table died down — all eyes pointed at him. Waiting.
Kaz had completely forgotten that there had been a plan, and he was supposed to be at his brother’s birthday dinner…But considering Kevin had been such an ass to him lately…
His mom would understand, right? Kaz was doing it for his friends. Friends were important, that was what she always said. She…wouldn’t mind. Would she?
No, he decided. She wouldn’t. And neither would Kevin — if anything, Kevin would be happier if he weren’t there. It wasn’t like Kevin bothered to spare him a second thought anymore. Therefore, why should Kaz? He’d make up some lame apology and give him a gift card or something. It would all be fine.
So, with a simper, Kaz said, “You know it. Unless, of course, you’d rather me not come and steal the spotlight off you. Because let’s be honest, Ty, we all know who everyone’s gonna be looking at,” Kaz’s smirk deepened and he shot Tyler a wink, hoping it would come off as playful…
But Tyler rolled his eyes, his smirk curling into something sharper. “Yeah, because everyone’s dying to watch you blow kisses at your own reflection. Careful with all that winking at me, though. People might start getting ideas about you.”
He chuckled dryly, then added, “But hey, maybe that’s your plan—keep the attention any way you can.”
Something sank in Kaz’s chest, and his laughter came out thin and hollow. Was Tyler deliberately trying to get under his skin, or was Kaz just overthinking it? He had a habit of overanalyzing people, searching for hidden meanings that might not even be there. For now, he chose to brush off Tyler’s comment, forcing it to roll off his back rather than risk making a big deal out of nothing.
Because that was all it was— nothing.
Right?
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Lunch had started out fine. They’d made their way upstairs from the lab for some much-needed vitamin D — along with, ya know, food —, made some sandwiches, plopped into whatever piece of furniture was closest to them, and began eating.
That all changed, though, when Mr. Davenport stepped into the kitchen to prepare his own meal. With Tasha out filming a promo for the new channel that had picked her up and Leo stuck at school counting down the days until he could legally drop out, the house was unusually tranquil.
But that didn’t last long.
The argument began innocently enough. Mr. Davenport casually mentioned a new security measure he was installing—some kind of high-tech laser system designed to detect intruders. But Adam, Bree, and Chase immediately knew what that really meant: another restriction on their already limited freedom.
“Seriously? That’s what you’re going with?” Bree’s voice cut sharply across the room. “It’s just another excuse to keep us trapped here like convicts or something,” she huffed with an over-exasperated cross of her arms.
Mr. Davenport groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. “For the last time, Bree, it’s not about trapping you. It’s about keeping you safe! You know, safety? The thing I’m responsible for?”
“Yeah, ‘safe’ from what, exactly?” Bree shot back. “Because last time I checked, the only thing we need protection from is your overbearing paranoia.”
Adam tilted his head, genuinely perplexed. “Wait…so no lasers at all, or just not ones aimed at us?”
Mr. Davenport threw his hands up. “Adam, not helping!”
Chase let out a heavy sigh, rubbing his temples. “Here we go,” he muttered under his breath, though loud enough for everyone to hear. He already knew where this was headed, and frankly, he didn’t have the energy for it. But of course, like always, Bree just couldn’t help herself.
“It’s like we’re prisoners again!” she snapped, her anger palpable as it reverberated around the spacious room. “You don’t trust us to have even an ounce of independence, do you?!”
“‘Prisoners’? Really?” Mr. Davenport’s voice rose, incredulous. “You’re not prisoners, Bree. You’re bionic superhumans. There’s a difference!”
“And yet, we’re stuck here 24/7!” Bree countered, throwing her arms up. “I haven’t been to the mall in weeks. Do you know what that does to a person?”
Chase groaned, unable to hold back any longer. “Okay, we get it, Bree. You want to see the outside world. Guess what? So do I. But maybe we could focus on the bigger issue here—like the fact that I’m bored out of my mind! There are only so many times I can rewire appliances before it becomes tedious. And trust me — it got to that point after reconstructing the toaster for the second time.”
Mr. Davenport blinked, momentarily stunned into silence. “You reconstructed the toaster?”
Chase didn’t bother with a response — just an underwhelmed glance Mr. Davenport’s way as if offended by the surprise in his tone.
Adam, meanwhile, was still stuck on Bree’s earlier statement. “Wait, so does that mean we’re not getting the lasers?”
“ADAM!” everyone yelled in unison.
The tension lingered for a moment before Mr. Davenport let out a long, exaggerated sigh. “You know what? Fine. Forget the lasers. Clearly, I’m just the bad guy for wanting to keep you safe.”
Bree crossed her arms, victorious. “Finally, you’re starting to get it.”
“Not helping, Bree,” Chase muttered, massaging at his temples again.
Prior to being let out of the basement early last year, Chase had often thought of the challenges and horrors being exposed to the germs of the outside world might thrust upon him — or into him. He’d thought often of fevers, and nausea, and flus, and all sorts of pneumonia and viruses. However, one thing he’d learned since integrating with the world — particularly at school — was that one of the most painful experiences was a headache. He’d known of them his whole life, of course, and it had scared him growing up how easily one could develop one. From the types of foods you ate, to the environment you were in, lack of sleep, hormonal changes, medication side effects, and especially stress — they all contributed to headaches in one way or another.
But it wasn’t until Chase had been around a larger portion of his family — namely Tasha and Leo (and Grandma Rose) — that Chase finally understood what the “stress” headaches referred to.
And this was one of those times.
His head pounded with an unyielding ache, then embedded into his forehead, burning his skull like they’d been set aflame. He released a slow, shaky breath, eyes screwing shut momentarily before fluttering back open.
The room fell quiet, the argument fizzling out as quickly as it had flared up. Mr. Davenport’s gaze flickered over to where Chase stood, then back at the kitchen where his lunch plate still lay abandoned on the island. He muttered something about needing to eat in peace and shuffled out of the living room, leaving the three of them to wallow in their own frustrations.
The second Mr. Davenport was out of sight, Chase felt the jolting pain in his head subside slightly — just enough to allow him to be able to walk over to the refrigerator and swing the door open.
“Well, that was fun,” he said dryly, grabbing a bottle of water from the top shelf. “Same time tomorrow?”
“Absolutely,” Bree quipped, flashing a smirk as the muffled smack of the fridge door closing sounded.
Adam, still confused, leaned forward. “So…we are getting lasers? ‘Cause I’m already thinking of some awesome games for that: Human Laser Blitz,” he did an air-pump and let out a way too excited shriek of a grunt like it was the best idea he’d ever had. For Adam…that very well might have been the case.
Chase sighed, walking out without another word, and Bree burst into laughter. He was getting sick of this — watching stupid TV all day and forcing himself to sit through Adam’s rendition of Guess that Snack. Every day — without fail — Adam had managed to bring Chase to vomit at least once. His downfall (and vomiting record) had been four times in a row when Adam had decided to douse his banana in ketchup…and then add the pickle he’d lathered in peanut butter on top of such.
Chase had sprinted out of the room and straight for the toilet.
See? Chase had to get the hell out of this house. There was just…no freaking way he was going to survive however many more months (or years) Mr. Davenport expected them to be here without… any sort of outside interaction. With anyone. Chase would even take a mafia soldier, by this point.
He knocked on Mr. Davenport’s second home office door.
He heard a faint “it’s open” and turned the knob and pushed inside.
He shut the door behind him. Mr. Davenport barely glanced up from the holographic blueprint hovering in front of him. “What’s up, Chase? If this is about freedom, I’m done. I don’t want to talk about that anymore—”
Chase rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. “Yeah, well, I’m not.”
Mr. Davenport finally looked up, his expression shifting from mild annoyance to curiosity, there was a twinge of surprise lining his raised brows at the unexpectancy of Chase talking back — something he rarely (if ever) did. Mr. Davenport swiped the blueprint away with a flick of his wrist and leaned back in his chair. “Fine. I will give you two minutes, no more, no less. After that, I’m serious, no interruptions. I do have a company to run.”
Chase paced for a moment, then stopped, swallowed thickly, and looked Mr. Davenport directly in the eyes. “I’ve been running the numbers on our daily routines.”
Davenport arched an eyebrow. “And?”
“And they’re monotonous. The same 24-hour cycle repeated with minor variations. Seventy-two percent of my time is spent on training or tech development, with no practical outlet for those skills outside the lab. Meanwhile, the average person my age spends forty-five percent of their time engaging in social or extracurricular activities that build communication and leadership skills. My social exposure is limited to three siblings, one of whom thinks microwaving doll heads is a valid science experiment.”
“Well, Chase, I’m sorry you feel this way, but—”
“The point is, Mr. Davenport, isolation stunts growth. You taught me to maximize efficiency, but how am I supposed to reach my full potential if ninety percent of my interactions are confined to this house? Statistically, I’m missing critical developmental milestones in emotional intelligence and real-world problem-solving.”
Mr. Davenport groaned and rubbed his temples. “Chase, we’ve talked about this. It’s not safe for you three to just roam around out there. The whole world doesn’t exactly scream ‘welcome, bionic teens.’ Do you remember what happened with Douglas? With this Krane guy?”
Chase rolled his eyes, “I’m not asking for ‘roaming.’ I’m asking for structured exposure. Ya know, controlled integration? A job is the most logical step. It provides limited but meaningful interaction, and a chance to apply my skills. The skills you keep having us hone but never actually utilize.”
Mr. Davenport’s expression softened slightly, but he remained skeptical. “And where exactly do you plan on working? It’s not like you can put ‘genetically engineered superhuman’ on your resume.”
Chase bit back a sarcastic comment, knowing it wouldn’t help his case. Instead, he said, “Look. Mr. Davenport, I’ve already compiled a list of local businesses with low-risk environments and positions that align with my skill set. The statistical probability of the exposure to high-level threats you’re worried about? Less than one percent. I’ll start small and monitor the situation closely. I’ll be fine.”
For a moment, the room was silent except for the faint hum of the holographic projector. Mr. Davenport leaned back, folding his arms. “You’ve really thought this through, haven’t you?”
Chase smirked slightly. “I’ve calculated every variable, yes. As I always effortlessly do,” he smirked self-righteously, “All I need now is your approval. You keep telling us we’re a team, but I can’t contribute effectively without balance. This isn’t about rebellion; it’s about optimization.”
Mr. Davenport sighed heavily, drumming his fingers on the desk. “Fine,” he said reluctantly. “You can look for a job. But I have a few conditions.”
Chase raised an eyebrow. “Such as?”
“First, no lying about who you are without my go-ahead. If someone asks questions, you give me a heads-up before answering. Second, your work hours can’t interfere with your training or missions. And third…” He pointed a finger at Chase. “If I sense even a hint of danger, you’re done. No arguments.”
Chase’s lips quirked into a small smile. “Deal.”
Mr. Davenport waved him off. “Good. Now get out of here before I change my mind. And don’t even think about working anywhere that serves fast food. I have standards.”
Chase chuckled as he left the office, feeling a strange mixture of relief and excitement. It wasn’t total freedom, but it was a start.
Notes:
HOO boy. I FINALLY managed to post something lol
I've had a lot of bad writer's block and was super busy over winter break, but I hopefully will get more of my momentum back when I return to school next week!
Anyways, I'm still here and I'm always thinking of this story, so be on the lookout!
**Also, no, you are not going crazy, I decided to edit this chapter and rearrange some stuff at the end. The party scene is now in the following ep.**
Chapter 31: S03, EP5: "Zip It"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The beat of the music pounded in Kaz’s ears. The stench of half-stale cheap ten-dollar booze and a significant lack of clarity in the poor quality speakers Liam definitely bought the night before when he was high or some shit just so he could say he had something.
Liam…
God, why was Kaz even here? How the hell had Tyler managed to somehow convince him against all of his better judgements that this wouldn’t be a terrible idea? Because it abso-freakin-lutely was.
Kaz had hunched down behind the backs of Seamus and Will like an alleycat behind a dumpster, doing everything in his power to make it to some faraway corner out of all the sights of Liam.
If he had one goal for the night, it was to avoid Liam at all costs. Well, that and not drinking too much. Could you imagine if he got drunk at a party at this bastard’s house? God knows what would happen to him if their gazes met. Kaz didn’t want to find out.
Of course, though, that plan was shoved out the window the minute the group had stepped foot in the kitchen, pouring random mixtures of drinks that definitely did not go together and passing them out like they were candy — one somehow ending up in Kaz’s hand without him asking.
Kaz wasn’t too worried, though, he was simply going to just place it down on the counter over—
“Peterson,” Tyler snapped with a crooked smile that was more malice than friendliness, “What are you doing? Drink it.”
There was something in his tone — something menacing and forceful — that made Kaz pause. He sputtered out a nervous laugh, awkwardly pulling the drink back toward his body from where his arm had been outstretched. “I—I don’t know, Ty, I’m not really looking to drink tonight—”
“I said: drink it.”
The burn of twenty pairs of eyes (half his group, half random guests who’d gathered around the scene) stung his flushed skin, the heat only adding to the blazing gush of blood in his veins and his spiked heart rate.
A nagging voice in his head — sharp and determined — warned him not to, that this was a grave mistake and he shouldn’t do it… But another voice—a low, gravelly murmur, unrelenting and insidious—drowned it out. It clawed its way to the forefront of his mind, taunting him with the threat that standing his ground would cost him everything. Everything he’d worked so hard to achieve, everything he’d painstakingly built for himself.
Kaz swallowed again.
He needed this. Needed Tyler. Needed everything he came with — everything he meant.
So without a second thought or an opportunity to persuade him out of it, he threw the drink back, relishing in the sickening scorch of the alcohol sliding down and coating his throat.
The hoots and hollers of the surrounding crowd filled his ears as an arm slung around his shoulders, yanking Kaz tightly to his side — Tyler’s, that was.
“There we go. That’s what I’m talking about, man,” he smirked more to the surrounding audience than Kaz himself. “Tell me,” he started again, his voice dropping to just loud enough for Kaz to hear, “Why weren’t you thinking about drinking? Somethin’ on your mind?”
Despite his words, though, Kaz could tell from the lack of commitment in his tone laced with a twinge of boredom and a droll that practically screamed ennui that Tyler didn’t really care. He was just looking for something to do — someone to deal with him. Someone that would make his life look a lot more interesting than it was.
And it was working. Because, like a charm, Kaz’s frantic eyes scanned the surrounding partygoers, some speaking in hushed conversation, others chatting lively and loudly, like they were trying to catch something — or some one’s — attention. But the one thing they all had in common was that all of their eyes were trained undeviatingly — almost desperately — on Tyler. No doubt the illusion of the pair of them whispering secrets to one another drawing them in.
But that was all it was. An illusion. All of it. Everything about this group, about his friends, about Tyler…
Kaz swallowed again.
“So? You gonna tell me or what?” Tyler asked again, taking a swig out of a beer bottle, somehow managing to sound even more apathetic.
“Nothin’,” Kaz decided on as an appropriate response, already starting to feel the effects of the alcohol sink in, his mind growing hazy — as if an unmoored fog was drifting over. “Just…didn’t feel like it.”
“But now you do.” It wasn’t a question; It was a statement. Letting Kaz know that Tyler controlled him — he had the power to. And as if suffocating under an all-consuming spell, Kaz nodded, the action feeling as distant and out-of-body as anything.
Tyler opened his mouth to say something else, but was cut off by a sharp squeal of delight ringing out in the tightly packed kitchen. Kaz’s gaze snapped toward a girl clad in a hot pink lace camisole and a short, tight black skirt shrieking and giggling as the rough, all-too-familiar voice of Liam filled the air.
“Damn! You all look fucking fantastic,” he simpered as he kissed the hot pink camisole girl on the cheek.
“Li-Li, where have you been?” She pouted, “We’ve all been waiting for, like, ever for you!” Her hand was around his wrist and tugging for him to follow in an instant as he dragged him through the gaggles of teens toward her friends. Liam chuckled at the action, but paused momentarily when his eyes landed on Seamus and Will.
“Yo! No way!” He dapped them up, “I thought you guys weren’t coming?”
“Yeah, well, Ty managed to convince us otherwise.”
“Tyler’s got that charm, huh?” Liam smirked, but his tone was laced with something sharper. “Where’s he at? Gotta pay my respects to the man who lured me outta my sabbatical.”
Kaz tensed. Sabbatical? What a joke. He’d heard through the grapevine that Liam’s “break” had involved hopping between parties and hookups like it was a competitive sport.
But even despite knowing all this, his joking nature and sheer amusement with himself almost allowed Kaz a peek of who he’d thought Liam had been — almost let Kaz remember why he’d fallen for him in the first place.
No, he corrected. He shouldn’t think of things like that.
“Liam!” Tyler released his hold on Kaz’s shoulders, stepped in front of him, and dapped Liam up, too. “My guy! Thought you’d gone off-grid or something.”
“Nah,” Liam said with a lazy grin, dapping Tyler up. “Just been...keeping busy, you know. Needed some time after the whole...breakup thing.”
Kaz froze. His ears buzzed like static, and his drink felt suddenly too heavy in his hand.
“Oh yeah?” Tyler laughed, clapping Liam on the shoulder. “Guess you’ve been busy ‘healing,’ huh? Didn’t know getting over someone meant working through half the city.”
Liam laughed too, like it didn’t sting, but his eyes flickered toward Kaz for just a second—too quick for anyone but Kaz to notice. Kaz’s chest tightened, and he fought the instinct to look away. He couldn’t give Liam the satisfaction.
“Peterson!” Tyler barked, breaking Kaz’s train of thought. “What are you standing there for? Grab Liam a drink before he falls over from dehydration.”
Kaz’s jaw clenched, but he forced his expression into something casual, almost amused, and shrugged. “Sure thing, Ty. Wouldn’t want anyone to think I’m slacking.” His eyes glanced at Liam’s a split second, cold and fierce, and he hesitated a brief moment before turning toward the coolers.
But Liam’s voice followed him, low and smug. “Thanks, Kazzy. Always knew you’d play a good errand boy.”
Kaz didn’t respond. He couldn’t. His grip on one of the beer bottles in the bin froze him in place. Every muscle in his body wound tight, his clutch growing firmer with each passing second.
Without much thought — and because the alcohol flaming through his system was seriously starting to get to him — he thrust the beer into Liam’s chest and shouldered past him, careful to avoid any actual physical contact.
“Hey, hey, hey,” Liam cooed, following after him like he expected literally any other reaction. That thought alone had nausea swirling in the pit of Kaz’s stomach. “Kazzy, don’t walk away when I’m talking to you,” Liam snapped, his voice losing its smug edge and hardening into something colder, sharper.
Kaz froze mid-step, every nerve in his body on high alert. He didn’t turn around this time — he didn’t trust himself to — but he could hear Liam closing in behind him.
“Look at me when I’m talking to you,” Liam demanded, his tone laced with that old familiar authority, the one that used to make Kaz shrink into himself. But not anymore.
“I don’t have anything to say to you,” Kaz said evenly, still refusing to look at him, his voice steady despite the fire coursing through him.
“Yeah, that’s funny,” Liam sneered. “You had plenty to say when you were begging for my cock. What happened, Kazzy? You too self-righteous now that you’ve got your little popularity gig?”
Kaz gritted his teeth, his fists clenching at his sides. He really, really didn’t want to give Liam the satisfaction of a response, not when he could feel the eyes of other partygoers flitting toward them, their curiosity sparking, but something about this one of Liam’s jeers hit too close to home to ignore.
“Are you fucking serious?” Kaz said, rounding on him with a look that could kill. “If anything, you’re the one who’s all self-righteous. And I didn’t—I didn’t beg for your—...” Kaz glanced away, then back again, a quick lick of his lips, and then he was shaking his head — tears of unbridled fury filling his eyes.
He pivoted to storm away when he felt it —a hand on his shoulder, firm and unwelcome. Liam’s grip.
“Don’t walk away from me,” Liam hissed, leaning in close.
Kaz’s body acted before his mind could catch up, jerking away so violently that Liam’s hand dropped back to his side. “Don’t touch me,” Kaz snapped, his voice cutting through the tension like a whip.
Liam’s smirk returned, but this time it was colder, more calculated. “Wow,” he said, loud enough for those nearby to hear. “Touchy, aren’t we? What’s the matter, Kazzy? Afraid of people seeing who you really are?”
Kaz’s chest tightened, and he could feel the heat rising to his face. But instead of lashing out, he forced himself to breathe, to focus. “I don’t owe you anything,” he said, his voice low and controlled. “Not a damn thing.”
He spun on his heel, making his way toward the back of the house, ignoring the burning sensation of Liam’s glare boring into his back. As he pushed through the crowd, he felt the weight of his decision, the heaviness of standing his ground. But for the first time in a long time, he didn’t feel small.
Behind him, Liam muttered something under his breath, something Kaz didn’t bother catching. He was done letting Liam dictate the terms.
He made for the front door, but was intercepted by Tyler (because of course he was) who swung in from the side to block his path.
“Ty, look, I’ve had a rough night, I really just want to go home—”
“Dude, the party just started! Why’re you always trying to run away from us? Realize you’re in over your head?”
Kaz’s expression faltered. “What?”
Tyler shrugged the comment off, “Eh, don’t worry about it. You stick with me and you might just make it.”
Kaz frowned, brows knitting, “Make it…where?”
Tyler shrugged again. “Anywhere that means anything.”
Kaz nodded slowly, not really understanding what the hell that was supposed to mean, but not confident enough to defy him. “Right. Of course.”
“So what, you stayin’ or not?”
Kaz would have said no. The word was right there, balanced on the edge of his tongue…But then he caught the look in Tyler’s eyes — sharp, expectant, and brimming with unspoken authority. It wasn’t a request, not really, and Kaz could feel it in the air between them. Tyler didn’t leave room for refusals, not when he’d already decided what the outcome would be. Go ahead, it seemed to say. Try me.
And so, the word died in Kaz’s throat, swallowed down by the growing realization that Tyler wasn’t giving him a choice. Instead, he forced a grin, one that felt tremendously unnatural, and shrugged like it was no big deal. “Um...Yeah, sure. You’re right. Whatever,” he heard himself say, the words spilling out before he’d even fully processed them.
Tyler’s faint, knowing smile morphed into a smug grin, the kind that only came from the thrill of flexing his power. “Good man,” Tyler said, his grin sharp and dripping with condescension. “Knew you’d see it my way.”
Kaz watched as Tyler turned and melted seamlessly back into the crowd, his charisma drawing people in like moths to a flame. For a moment, Kaz just stood there, his hands balled into fists at his sides, fighting the urge to scream or punch something — anything to expel the frustration clawing at his insides.
He knew something like this would happen. He fucking knew it, and yet still he couldn’t fucking say no to Tyler. Even when he knew it wasn’t good for him — knew the one person he should avoid at any and all costs would be there.
God, he was a hot mess.
His hands unwittingly gripped at his black ribbed knit sweater that was just starting to border the line of too tight — or maybe it was just because of how damn stuffy it was in here. Ugh. Why had he hyped himself in his damn mirror to wear this shit? Wrong choice. Ribbed top, fitted straight-leg dress pants, and casual white Air Force 1s. But it wasn’t just the fabric that was suffocating — it was all that damn jewelry, too. A layered golden sun pendant, matching rings, and a singular gold moon for a bit of contrast dangling from his piercing.
He felt…out of place. Which wasn’t exactly sparse nowadays, but being at a houseparty looking like the newest contender of People’s ‘Sexiest Man Alive’ issue wasn’t exactly everything he strived to be.
He blew out a breath and forced himself to move, weaving through the party until he reached the kitchen again. The air felt heavier here, buzzing with the faint hum of the refrigerator and the distant bass of music from the other room. It was much quieter now that the space had cleared out. He opened the fridge, pretending to look for something, but really, he just needed a moment.
This party had turned into his worst nightmare, and there was not a freaking thing he could do about it. But he supposed he had brought this upon himself — being friends with Tyler and his crew and all, he just wished it was under different circumstances than him having a teenage identity crisis. Or…whatever you called this.
Did Kaz know he’d done a complete one-eighty of himself for attention? Yes. Did he really care that much? …Maybe more than he’d like to admit. But did he see another way out of the depressing reality that was his life?
No.
Because somehow, somewhere along the way, Kaz had started to believe everything everyone had always said about him. His father’s leaving, Kevin’s anger, his sibling’s disgust, his mother’s disappointment…Even Leo’s upset and Liam’s self-satisfaction.
This was just the final piece of the puzzle. The final “fuck me” in his life that left him reeling with the idea that everything he’d ever known about himself — about the people who were supposed to love and care for him — was a lie.
He’d accepted that at least a small portion of this new version of himself — however small it may be — was actually indisputably, inarguably, the truth.
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Kaz trudged up the driveway to his house, the cool night air stinging his cheeks and sobering him just enough to feel the weight of his thoughts. The porch light flickered as he fumbled with his keys, the metallic jingle way louder than it should have been.
The door creaked open, and he stepped into the dark, empty space. It smelled faintly of burnt candles and something baked…maybe apple pie. Kevin’s favorite. The thought stalled in Kaz’s brain half a second too long before he brushed it off with a sigh. No time for guilt now, he’d made his choice.
He kicked off his shoes, his movements sluggish, and wandered into the kitchen. A glass of water seemed like a good idea, though when he grabbed one, it sat untouched on the counter.
For a moment, he just stood there, staring at the faint outline of his reflection in the kitchen window. His ribbed sweater was wrinkled, his hair mussed, and his jewelry caught the dim light in flashes: an everlasting reminder that the version of himself staring back was unrecognizable.
Kaz shook his head again, the movement making him light-headed, dragging himself to his room.
He collapsed onto the bed fully dressed, his body sinking into the mattress as exhaustion claimed him.
Tomorrow, he thought again, closing his eyes.
Maybe tomorrow, things would make more sense.
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Light split through Chase’s shut eyelids as Mr. Davenport’s shrill morning voice rang out, “Rise and shine, sleepyheads! Up and at ‘em!”
Bree was the first voice heard in the harmony of groans, Chase, however, being the first actually to step out of his capsule.
“Mr. Davenport, it’s the weekend. Can’t we at least get thirty more minutes?” Bree whined and Chase rolled his eyes. She’d tried this ever since school started again, and it was always the same reply. Honestly, Chase didn’t get why she even tried anymore, but whatever. Not everyone’s brain worked as quickly as his.
“Training waits for no one, Bree,” Mr. Davenport returned only for another loud groan to spill from her lips.
Upon clocking Adam’s uncharacteristic quietness, Chase chanced a glance over to find Adam’s face still plastered to his capsule’s wall, mouth ajar, and snoring as loud as ever. Chase sighed.
“Okay, but I have to be at the mall by ten.”
“For the last time, Bree, you’re not going to the mall.”
“It’s for a job interview.”
“A job interview? Bree!” Mr. Davenport threw up his hands.
“What? You’re letting Chase get a job, so why can’t I?”
Mr. Davenport’s eyes flicked between the two siblings, as if questioning everything he’d ever told them, before he exhaled an exasperated breath and pinched the bridge of his nose.
“Fine. But the same rules apply.”
“Yes! Thank you thank you thank you!” She launched herself into Mr. Davenport’s arms.
He awkwardly patted at her back as he replied, “No problem…”
She pulled back and hurried over to her capsule to get in training gear. With a sigh and a glance in Mr. Davenport’s direction, Chase followed suit, Adam close behind.
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Tyler’s Lamborghini rounded the corner onto Mission Creek Mall, veering sharply to straddle the line of two parking spaces.
The entire ride had been pretty much filled with the stench of someone — most likely Seamus’ — weed and a foul gurgling noise rising in Kaz’s gut at how completely awful Tyler’s driving skills were. Kaz had no idea how he’d managed to score a license.
Kaz practically tumbled out of the front seat, keeling over and nearly hurling in the nearby shrubbery.
Great start.
His combat boots scraped the asphalt harshly, the gravelly sound doing nothing to help his nausea.
Then again—
“Peterson!” Tyler’s hand clapped against his back with a force that sent a jolt through him, and Kaz barely swallowed down the gag crawling up his throat again. “You good, bro?”
Did he not see him keeled over right now? Kaz wanted to snap back, but he swallowed that down, too.
“Yup. All good,” he hacked out with a fist to the chest.
“Right. So, game plan,” Tyler continued, grinning as he draped an arm over Kaz’s shoulder, steering him toward the others. “First stop, we hit up HyperX , see if we can get one of those clueless employees to let us test out the new VR rigs—maybe ‘accidentally’ walk out with some accessories.”
Seamus snickered. “Or just mess with ‘em ‘til they kick us out again.”
Tyler shot him finger guns. “Exactly. Then, we swing by Vortex —gotta see if they finally stocked those overpriced sneakers everyone’s losing their shit over. Whether we buy ‘em or not depends on how generous Daddy’s credit card is feeling today.”
Will leaned in. “And Euphoria after that?”
“Oh, obviously,” Tyler smirked. “Wouldn’t be a proper trip without making some poor dude in cologne sales question his career choices.”
Laughter rippled through the group, but Tyler wasn’t done. “And then, of course, food court. We could get our own meals…or we could see how many free samples we can swipe before security starts circling.”
Kaz tried to force out a chuckle, but his stomach twisted. This was the plan? Wandering the mall like entitled jackasses, screwing with people just for the fun of it?
Oh, how the mighty had fallen.
He supposed he had no other choice, though, considering the rest of the crew was already well across the parking lot and swinging through the front doors. Tyler gripped Kaz’s nearest shoulder roughly, tightened his hold momentarily, and said “C’mon, big boy, let’s see what you’re made of,” and practically yanked Kaz along after him.
The interior of the Mission Creek Mall was exactly what Kaz envisioned: shiny from too much cleaner, surfaces deemed “good enough” stained with grime he had no interest in knowing the truth behind, and the atmosphere simultaneously spacious and suffocating.
Tyler had taken the head of the group, his loud, obnoxious cackle ringing clearer than any nearby chatter of passersby or the annoyingly bad music taste of whoever was working the PA system.
Just like Tyler had detailed, they stopped outside of HyperX first — some VR place that was apparently known for carrying all the latest versions of whatever companies were still making a profit. Kaz adored VR almost as much as your typical console game, but something about this felt off.
Tyler sauntered inside like he owned the place, snatching up a random headset and waiting for an employee to tend to him like he was royalty.
Kaz swallowed as Tyler somehow managed to sweet-talk the guy into letting them use the systems without having to pay.
Actually, scratch the “sweet talk” part. It was most definitely a threat.
Tyler waved the group over, passing out the rest of the headsets like candy, and the guys were eating it up like they’d been deprived of their favorite meal for a decade.
“You know you want it,” Tyler teased, waggling the headset in front of Kaz’s face. Kaz glanced at the guys, clocked their expectant expressions, and hesitantly snatched the headset.
“Good boy,” Tyler smirked.
Kaz had no clue how many hours had slipped by, lost in the chaos of being one of the last survivors on an alien-infested spaceship. The worst part? He was actually having fun. He knew he shouldn’t be — especially knowing exactly how Tyler’s little scheme would play out — but the rush of the game was too intoxicating to resist. His brain, hardwired for competition, betrayed him, drawing him deeper into the hyper-realistic graphics until everything else faded into the background.
When he finally decided enough was enough when his vision started to blur too much to be normal, he removed the headset, seeing Tyler beckoning Dean and James over to the front booth — the employee working it must have gone to the restroom — and unlocking the case.
Kaz’s brows furrowed and he made a move to tell them to stop, but thankfully, he didn’t have to. The employee returned just in time to see the events unfolding and scolded them, effectively kicking them out, and yelling not to return.
By the time they’d nearly maxed out Tyler’s dad’s credit card at Vortex on eight pairs of ridiculously overpriced sneakers, Kaz felt like he was trapped in a fever dream.
How was any of this even real?
Luckily for the rest of the mall, Tyler declared that due to their tight schedule — they had some party to hit in an hour — they didn’t have time to raid Euphoria or the food court. Thank God.
Kaz barely registered Tyler’s voice as he droned on about their next destination. His mind was still spinning from what had just happened — the sheer absurdity of watching thousands of dollars vanish into shopping bags like it was nothing. Fuck, his mom would be disgusted. He was turning into everything she’d wanted to avoid her children becoming.
The weight of his own bag, stuffed with sneakers he didn’t even want, felt heavier with each step. He didn’t belong here. Not with them.
“Yo, Peterson,” Tyler snapped his fingers in front of his face, smirking. “Try to keep up, man. You look like you’re about to have an aneurysm.”
Kaz forced a chuckle, shaking himself out of it. “Yeah, yeah. Just…taking it all in.”
Tyler clapped him on the back again, clearly satisfied with that answer, before turning back to Seamus and Will, who were arguing over whether they had time to pregame before the party.
Kaz tuned them out, too, his gaze drifting to the mall exit up ahead. Almost out of here. Almost done.
His eyes trailed distantly over the store names plastered in blinking lights or cheesy fonts over the entryways: SoundWave…After Dark…Fork&Flame…Inkspire…Tech Town…
Then, out of the corner of his eye, something caught his attention. Or rather — someone.
Tech Town.
Bree walked toward the opposite wall of the store, returning a mop bucket to its place behind the front desk near a janitorial closet. Not far from her was a girl — Caitlin, Kaz thought vaguely — who was chatting to some customer with the most deadpan expression Kaz had ever seen.
His stare was interrupted by the sudden intrusion of another body in his line of view and—
Kaz’s stomach flipped.
Chase stood just inside the store, focused on a tablet in his hands, his brows furrowed in deep concentration. He looked exactly the same and yet somehow entirely different. They both did. Maybe it was the polo — Tech Town uniform, obviously — but the sight of him in a work setting, talking to a customer, made something in Kaz’s chest clench.
The last time they’d seen each other had been before Chase had never bothered with an appropriate goodbye. Last he’d heard, Leo was telling him they weren’t coming back. To get over it. And the only piece of them Kaz had left was the letter.
Like that was supposed to fix everything.
But now…here they were.
And Kaz…Kaz was here too.
Chase glanced up absently — and then froze. Their eyes met.
Kaz sucked in a sharp breath.
Chase’s expression was unreadable for a split second, like his brain was still catching up to what he was seeing. His eyes flicked downward, then his brows twitched down, lips pressing together in something caught between confusion and…disapproval?
Kaz wasn’t sure why that stung as much as it did.
He should look away. Should keep walking, should follow Tyler and the others right out of this mall like he hadn’t seen anything. But for some reason, his feet felt rooted in place.
Tyler was still talking. The others were still laughing.
But all Kaz could focus on was the unspoken tension stretching between him and Chase.
The customer must have sensed he was going to be given no further help because he was rolling his eyes and marching away without so much as a word. Not bothering to spare a glance, Chase slowly maneuvered his way through the shallow crowd toward Kaz and Kaz’s heart rate spiked, face heating on its own accord, and every bone in his body was telling him to run.
But all of those old feelings he’d been so positive he’d terminated once and for all came flooding back like they’d never been gone.
And suddenly, Kaz became acutely aware of everything that was no longer the same anymore.
“Kaz?” Chase spoke, and Kaz felt himself being torn apart piece by piece because he didn’t think he’d ever hear it again.
He couldn’t manage words, so instead all that came out was a barely-adequate grunt.
“You look…different.”
Kaz couldn’t tell if it was meant as a compliment or insult, but honestly, nothing about any of this made any sense whatsoever so he decided to try and not overthink it.
“Chase? I—I thought you were—”
“Yo, Peterson, who the hell is this loser?” Tyler wrapped an irritatingly tight arm around his shoulders that felt more like a noose than anything and shot Chase a look of such disdain it made Kaz physically ill.
Kaz gulped, not trusting himself to come up with a half-decent reply.
“Kaz, you’re…You’re friends with these guys? Since when?”
Kaz looked away again, not sure he could bear the sight of Chase’s continued disappointment.
Tyler stepped in front of Kaz with a sharp smirk, eyes flashing with amusement as he snarled: “Since he finally wised up and stopped wasting his time with nobodies like you.”
Chase’s brow furrowed, his stance tightening as his gaze flicked from Tyler back to Kaz. “Kaz?” he tried again, voice edged with something that almost sounded like…concern. That just made Kaz feel worse.
He knew what Chase was seeing. Knew how he looked. Knew exactly what kind of conclusions Chase was drawing. The gaudy silver and gold jewelry, the expensive clothes that felt suffocating now, the people he was with, the fucking shoes — Kaz wasn’t stupid. He could practically hear the accusations forming in Chase’s head.
But before he could say anything — not that he knew what he’d even say — Tyler clapped a hand on his shoulder, fingers digging in just a little too hard. “Don’t tell me you’re standing here looking all betrayed like Peterson owes you a damn thing. Hate to break it to you, bud, but we actually have a life outside of Dork Central.”
Kaz flinched, barely resisting the urge to shrug Tyler off.
Chase crossed his arms, shifting his weight like he was trying to stay steady against something. “A life?” His gaze darkened. “Is that what you call this?”
Tyler let out a low chuckle, shaking his head like Chase was some petulant child throwing a tantrum. “It’s what Kaz calls it. Right, Peterson?”
Kaz’s stomach twisted.
He didn’t answer right away. Didn’t trust himself to. His throat felt thick, clogged with words he couldn’t say, and God, he hated this. Hated that Chase was looking at him like that. Like he was something unrecognizable.
Like he was disappointed.
“We should go,” Kaz forced out instead, the words bitter on his tongue. His voice felt detached, like it belonged to someone else. “We have somewhere to be.”
Tyler grinned, smug and victorious, and threw an arm around Kaz’s shoulders, steering him toward the exit. “That’s what I like to hear.”
Chase didn’t follow. Didn’t try to stop him. But Kaz still felt his eyes burning into his back the whole way out.
And somehow, Kaz left feeling worse than when he’d walked in.
Notes:
I'm so sorry this took so long lol school has been super busy and I've been exhausted, so expect chapters to come out much more slowly. Also, I apologize for the rearranging, I just thought the party fit better in this chapter than the last one.
Anyway, as always, enjoy and I'll see you on the next one!
Chapter 32: S03, EP6: "Not So Smart Phone"
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kaz’s eyes blinked open to sunlight beaming down on his nape. It was so warm and comfortable — something so rare now — that he didn’t want to move. He blew out a raspberry and flipped over onto his back. The stream of warmth shifted onto his chest — he slept shirtless now — and he squirmed beneath its heat, wanting nothing more than to sink into the mattress and bury himself in its comfort…
And then his alarm blared.
He groaned and, with a roll of his eyes, slapped a hand down on the off button.
In a more sluggish manner than usual, he skimmed over the hangers of clothes in his closet, picked through his drawers for pants, and finally managed to pull together a half-decent outfit: ripped skinny jeans, a hoodie, and a leather jacket — all black.
He leaned over the top of his dresser, sorting through his shiny piles of new jewelry and slipping on a few silver rings and clipping a bland, matching chain around his neck.
He felt…
Actually, he didn’t know how he felt.
Ever since the mall fiasco a few days ago, everything had felt so… dead. School felt like an endless drag, Tyler was on his ass non-stop trying to make sure he didn’t “lose himself” in his pathetic old friendships, and more than anything, Kaz was angry. Furious, even.
Still angry at them for leaving in the first place, angry Chase thought the note would fix everything, angry that he’d let himself fall too deep into Tyler’s wrath, angry he’d been so dense when it came to letting Leo tell him how it was, and beyond furious that Chase was back—
That Chase was back and no one had fucking told him.
Whatever. He didn’t have time to deal with this crap. He had a life now — a life outside of the Davenports. He had moved on.
With one last double-take in the mirror, he snatched his bag full of unfinished homework he’d have to BS his way through when the teacher wasn’t looking.
His phone dinged with a text from Tyler that he was out front, so he plodded down the stairs — heavy boots thudding grumpily against the polished wood — and marched right out the door without so much as a goodbye.
He slid into the passenger seat, door thunking shut behind him, and was immediately bombarded by a slew of unsolicited quips and sarcastic jests that sounded more like jeers than anything, each one more grating than the last.
“Look who finally decided to grace us with his presence. You sleep through your alarm, princess?”
“Damn, bro, you look rough. What happened? Did your hair gel turn on you in the middle of the night?”
“Bet he was up late writing a heartfelt apology to his little nerd friend. ‘Dear Chad, I’m so sorry for being cooler than you.’” Seamus smirked wickedly.
Kaz sank a little lower in his seat, arms crossed tightly over his chest, knuckles iron-gripping the leather of his sleeves. He spoke lowly, almost too low for anyone to hear, as he grumbled, “His name’s Chase.”
Tyler rolled his eyes in his peripheral.
But of course, Seamus wasn’t done.
“You didn’t seriously get all in your feelings over that mall scene, did you? ‘Cause man, that was just embarrassing to watch.”
Dean balled his hand into fists and brought them to his eyes to mimic the wailing of a small child as he mocked “Ooooh, ‘Kaz, you’re friends with these guys?’—bruh, I think he actually thought you were better than us. That’s cute.”
Tyler snorted in response, raising one hand off the wheel and reaching behind him to fist-bump Dean from the driver’s seat.
Kaz had decided before he even got in the car that he wouldn’t add any fuel to the fire. He bit his tongue, all other conversation fading into the background, and wished he were anywhere else.
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When they were finally situated in a parking space, Kaz was out of the car before Tyler could so much as switch off the engine.
His patience was already wearing thin, and it wasn’t even 8:00 am.
“Yo, Peterson, where the fuck are you going?”
“Away,” he snapped over his shoulder, not bothering to slow his stride. He needed to just— get away — away from Tyler and his overbearing, pretentious minions who hung to his every word like starstruck fans. It was ridiculous, really, how they worked like a hive mind, how interconnected and unable they were to think for themselves.
How had he never noticed this before?
Or maybe he had but simply didn’t care.
He clumped into first-class chemistry and dropped into his usual seat squished at the back corner of the room. He’d switched seats once Chase had left, not sure he would be able to think straight knowing the seat beside him would remain empty.
But unfortunately, it seemed that no matter where he sat, the room felt empty anyway.
He sighed, head immediately dipping down to rest on where his crossed arms relaxed on the black lab table. His eyes drifted around the room as Mr. Ackleson took his stand at the front of the room, flipping open a pad of paper and the textbook, and started scribbling down notes on photoelectron spectroscopy on the whiteboard.
It took a moment for Kaz to realize his stare hadn’t moved from that old lab seat for quite some time until he heard a gruff voice penetrating his ceaseless gape.
“Mr. Peterson,” Mr. Ackleson raised his brows, and Kaz instantly snapped out of his trance. “Perhaps you can tell me which of the following best explains the difference in signal intensity for the two peaks?” He gestured to the graph he’d drawn on the board.
Kaz swallowed, mouth falling agape in a way akin to a fish. “Uhh…” he drawled, flicking his gaze between the board and the blank pages of the notebook.
Nothing. He had no idea what the heck was going on.
Mr. Ackleson let out a sigh — the kind that all but screamed he was running out of patience — before turning to a girl, Chloe (Kaz was pretty sure), whose hand had shot up the moment the question was first asked.
“Yes, Chloe, please enlighten myself and Mr. Peterson, who has clearly not been paying attention,” he shot a dirty look Kaz’s way, which only made Kaz’s cheeks heat and he glanced away, desperate for something to stare at that wasn’t the board or a human.
What an utterly fantastic way to start the day.
Thank god class ended shortly thereafter, otherwise Kaz might have quite nearly combusted right there on the spot. It was bad enough having the teacher call him out while he wasn’t paying attention, but to throw him that dirty look, calling even more attention to interaction.
He definitely would have difficulty showing his face there for the next few days.
Midday rolled around, and so did lunch. Kaz’s boots thudded against the floor as he peered into the cafeteria — yup, they were already there.
Okay, so now he had two choices: he could go in there and stick it out until he could slip away to the nearest restroom, or he could turn away right here and now and go have lunch in the boiler room—
Aaaand Will had spotted him. Crap.
Okay, make that one choice now.
With a swallow, he made his way over.
But apparently, Tyler wasn’t all that happy with him, because the moment Kaz’s boots thumped to a halt and he motioned to take a seat, Tyler shot a glance at the remainder of his crew, sighed, and stood slowly, balancing his weight against his palms on the surface of the table.
“Listen, Peterson…”
Kaz froze. Why did that voice sound like it was anything but inviting?
“We were all talking, and…Some of us aren’t exactly comfortable with you sitting with us after that little stunt you pulled this morning.”
Kaz blinked. Was…he for real? That was—That was barely anything!
“Wait, you mean the thing in the parking lot?”
Tyler’s exhalation was all the answer Kaz needed.
Kaz scoffed. “Ty, that was—that was just an in-the-moment thing. I didn’t mean it.”
But all Tyler did was shrug, “Sorry, Kaz, but until you earn back our loyalty, we just can’t allow you to sit here.”
Kaz stared at him, incredulous. A cold, hollow feeling settled in his stomach, a mix of disbelief and something dangerously close to humiliation.
“You—You can’t be serious,” he said, voice quieter than he wanted it to be.
Tyler just gave him that same easy, self-satisfied smirk, like he had already won before the game had even started. “Hey, rules are rules, man. You don’t just get to walk all over us and expect everything to be cool. Actions have consequences.”
Kaz's jaw clenched. “Oh, give me a break,” he muttered.
“See? This is exactly what I mean,” Tyler said, shaking his head in mock disappointment. “No accountability. No remorse. Honestly, I don’t even know why we’re still having this conversation.”
Kaz felt heat crawl up the back of his neck as the rest of Tyler’s crew sat there, watching. Waiting. Some of them looked amused, others indifferent, but not one of them spoke up for him.
Not that he was surprised.
His fingers curled into fists at his sides as his anger rose. He could feel his palms begin to heat — his pads begin to light. For a brief, stupid moment, he considered arguing. But what was the point? This wasn’t about some ridiculous show of loyalty— this was Tyler making a power play, putting him back in his place.
His hands grew hotter, and Kaz knew what was coming. Crap. He needed to calm down. This wasn’t going to end well if he couldn’t.
Kaz inhaled sharply through his nose and took a step back. “Fine,” he bit out. “Have fun with your little dictatorship.”
With that, he turned on his heel and walked away, ignoring the murmurs and chuckles that followed him.
The moment he’d successfully stalked out of the room, he felt his fingers cooling the more distance he put between him and the group.
As he made an immediate beeline for the boiler room, one thing became painfully, unbearably clear:
He had no idea where to go and no one to turn to.
He was alone.
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Chase released a long pent-up sigh after re-centering his 37th tablet of the day. He’d been at it all morning — stocking shelves, setting up the demo stations, processing returns at the register, cleaning display screens, doing inventory, and even assisting with customers’ complaints and tech issues. It was incredibly grating but weirdly satisfying. He felt strangely…fulfilled. Like life suddenly had a purpose outside of training and missions — outside of being bionic.
At that moment, Scott burst through the break room — tablet in hand — and strutted his way to the center display table, hiking a leg uncomfortably high on the surface. And would this man please put on some age-appropriate shoes and socks?
“Alright, huddle up, team. Tomorrow’s our biggest day of the year. For us techies, this is our World Series. And I’m your starting quarterback.” He shot a prideful smirk to his surrounding employees. He mimicked a home run with the tablet (complete with sound effects and everything), and Chase couldn’t resist the urge to play along, pretending to be one of his more, uh, fanatic fans cheering him on.
“Go team!” He added on for good measure before he and Scott attempted a calculated high-five — except they completely missed target, which resulted in Scott letting out a weak, fizzled-out grunt.
But Chase would not be deterred. He refused to be. “Scott, I’ve studied all the specs. Ready to assist any customer who needs help.” He lifted his knee and slapped his foot onto the same level as Scott’s, only for Scott to move his foot even higher.
“Great, ‘cause we’re gonna have more people in this store than ever before. Any questions?”
Caitlin’s hand shot up. “Can we not do the sale?” She whined.
“Caitlin, remember what I said? Think before you speak, and then don’t speak.”
With that, Scott paraded off again, leaving Chase’s eyes trailing after him until he spotted Caitlin in his periphery jerking her arms and twisting her face in a silent mockery of Scott. At least, that’s what he assumed— because with the way her body was spasming, she looked less like she was imitating their boss and more like she was actively short-circuiting.
Chase slid a step closer to her, feet barely lifting off the ground, like he was cautiously approaching a wild animal.
He raised his brows. “...You OK?”
Caitlin groaned, whether from Chase interrupting her little “session” or from the entire situation in general, Chase didn’t know. Nor did he care, frankly. “I’m fine. Just not a big fan of crowds. When I worked at the Pretzel Hut, we had this big three-for-one sale.” Her docile nodding suddenly turned demented, her eyes widening to the size of golfballs as a clearly distressing memory resurfaced. “It was a madhouse, and the customers wouldn’t leave me alone. They all wanted the last cinnamon pretzel, so I did what any sane person would do: I ate it.”
The way her voice had lowered to an unnaturally low growl had Chase leaning backward to avoid whatever…this was.
“—Then I sprayed everyone with hot butter and ran.” Her hands bunched into fists, hair frizzing as her lunacy rose, and Chase decided it best to take yet another step backward.
She looked…absolutely deranged. Chase grimaced.
Her face sobered as she looked off at something that definitely wasn’t Chase and stated as plainly as a completely sane person would: “Anyway, I’m gonna go grab a pretzel.”
And off she went, leaving Chase to — once again — seriously question his life choices.
Unfortunately for Chase, his work nightmare was far from over because as soon as Caitlin was out the door, Mr. Davenport strolled in.
“Mr. Davenport, what are you doing here? We’re not allowed visitors at work.”
“I’m not a visitor. I’m a celebrity,” he scoffed. “And this celebrity needs a favor. Tomorrow is my anniversary, and all Tasha wants is that stupid ePhone. Even though I can make something better out of junk from the trash.”
At that, Chase couldn’t help the scoff of a laugh crawling up his throat. This guy…
“So,” Mr. Davenport continued, “if I get her one early, it will make her feel special. So just go grab me a phone so I don’t have to stay in line all night with these losers.”
“No way. I could lose my job. You have to go wait in that line.”
Mr. Davenport laughed like that was the most ridiculous sentence he’d ever heard before his face straightened when he realized Chase wasn’t joking. “Seriously?”
“Now!”
“Fine!” Mr. Davenport grunted like the man-child he was, “Where’s the end of the line?”
Chase led him a few steps to peer around the door frame of Tech Town, pointing down toward where the mall corridor cut off to the left. “See that security guard with the golf cart?”
Mr. Davenport nodded. “Yeah, that’s not so bad.”
“Well, you might want to stop and ask him for a lift ‘cause the line ends a mile past that.”
And with that, Chase walked back into the store, leaving Mr. Davenport to his own devices.
This was going to be one hell of a long day.
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When the lunch period finally drew to an end, Kaz peered around the edge of the door frame, checked to be sure the coast was clear, then emerged from the boiler room and closed the door quietly behind him.
What a life, he thought sarcastically to himself. He honestly shouldn’t have been so surprised that yet another round of relationships had fallen through — he tended to mess all of them up anyway — but somehow, despite the ostentatious, bombastic nature of Tyler and his plethora of followers…it still hurt.
He rounded the corner into the main area of the school just in time to see two of the things that were so low on his list they were in Hell:
One, Leo and Bree (was she back now? He supposed so…) chatting like it was any other Tuesday — like she hadn’t dropped off the face of the earth and back again in the span of a month — and looking anywhere but Kaz. But to be honest, he wasn’t sure they even cared enough to look for him.
And two, to see a man of whom Kaz was positive had never set foot on school grounds showily unroll what looked to be some sort of makeshift red carpet before — to Kaz and every other student’s horror — Perry came strutting in, struck a pose at the start of the carpet, and pronounced: “Mornin’, sewer sacks.” (Accompanied by her signature gleefully cocky grin.)
Once she’d walked the carpet, she stepped to the side where the rose petals had fallen (when had those gotten there?) and proceeded to “apologize” for the whole limo situation out front. And Kaz had to say, the poor man she had absolutely scared into submission by way of some sort of blackmail looked as done with her antics as everyone else.
“Sorry about blocking the bus lanes. Can’t walk too far in these,” she motioned with her head toward her heels, “Haven’t worn heels this high since the pageant tour.”
“You were in beauty pageants,” Kaz heard Leo’s voice respond, and something in his chest tightened.
He forced his gaze to the floor.
“Yep, never won though. Apparently it’s not a talent to squat-lift a 250-pound barbell while rocking a bikini.”
“And yet, look how far it’s got you.”
“Here’s a fiver, Butch. Keep the heater pumpin’.” She handed the man some sort of large bill, and he exited as quickly as he came.
Kaz wasn’t sure how the rest of their conversation turned out. As soon as he’d seen Bree and Leo, all he’d had the urge to do was run as far away from the scene as he could. He hoped that he could escape before either of them actually noticed him, but even if they had, they wouldn’t have stopped him. Kaz had nothing to say to them — either of them. He had to forget about them and move on. It was the best he could do.
It was the only thing he could do.
He sidestepped around the red carpet and made his getaway. He wasn’t sure exactly how he was going to get home, but he’d walk if he had to. Anything to get away from here.
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The following morning was even worse. Kaz had gotten next to no sleep, Tyler wasn’t returning any of his texts or calls, and all he could think about was how high the likelihood of running into the Davenports — any of them — would be. He’d thought about calling Oliver…
But that would mean he’d have to fill him in on the pathetic excuse of a life he’d been living.
He couldn’t do that. He didn’t want to burden him with that.
When he first stepped foot in school, he was relatively guilty to not be even the least bit shocked to find that the circular center seat had been built into a hot tub.
That was how little anything fazed him anymore.
He sighed as he spared one last look in its direction before directing his body toward his locker across the way.
He was in the middle of removing a slew of various books and worksheets and stuffing them into his bag when he heard a very familiar, indisputable voice descending the stairwell.
“Ooh, hot tub’s empty. You better take your phone out of your pants. I’m gonna throw you in.
And really, he didn’t want to look. He didn’t. But…something tugged inside his chest, his heart hammered, and he was unable to stop himself. Cautiously, he spared a peek over his right shoulder — just enough for one eye to see them in its periphery.
Shit.
It wasn’t just Adam.
Fucking Chase was there, too.
Crap.
He was patting his pants’ pockets, face all screwed up like he’d had a sudden epiphany that something was very wrong—
“My phone…it’s gone!”
“Perfect, let's do this.” Adam seized Chase by the collar of his flannel… those stupid flannels… but Chase was quick to halt his actions.
“Stop! It had our bionic bowling on it! If someone sees it, our secret will be exposed. I must’ve left it back at the store. Come on!”
Bionic bowling...? Kaz's brows knitted together.
Whatever. Their lives weren’t his concern anymore. As far as he was concerned, they were dead to him.
At least, that’s what he kept telling himself.
But just as he turned on his heel to march off to class, he froze.
He froze because Chase had seen him.
Their eyes locked, and in an instant, every emotion Kaz had been shoving down for the past two days surged to the surface. His chest tightened, his vision blurred, his body burned—too hot, way too hot.
Fuckfuckfuck—no. Not now. Not here.
He could not catch fire in the middle of the goddamn hallway. Not in front of Adam. Not in front of Chase.
So he did the only thing he could. The only thing that made sense.
Before his mind could catch up, his feet were already moving.
He ran.
And ran.
And ran— until his legs gave out, until his lungs burned, until there was nowhere left to run.
His knees buckled, and he collapsed to the still-dewy turf — a mixture of damp dirt and cracked twigs. He had no idea where he was — somewhere surrounded by thicket and overbearing tree trunks — but he couldn’t be brought to care.
A sob clawed its way up his throat, but when he opened his mouth, what came out was a torn, ragged scream. The veins on his neck popped, his face shading a deep red. Flames engulfed his palms, singeing the blades of grass beneath his fingertips.
The flames licking at his hands, the scorched earth beneath him, his rapidly rising body temperature — Kaz barely noticed any of it. His body trembled, chest rising and falling in erratic, shuddering gasps. The scream bled into something else— something weaker, something cracked at the edges. His breath hitched again, and then, suddenly, the dam broke.
A sob finally wracked through his body, violent and unrelenting. He heaved in breaths as if that would somehow subside sounds, but the cries spilled out anyway, muffled and wet and desperate, shaking his entire frame. His fingers dug into the damp dirt beneath him, but it didn’t ground him. Nothing could.
His arms gave out, and he curled in on himself, drawing his knees up toward his chest as he lay on his side. His body convulsed with each strangled sob, shoulders heaving, fire still flickering at his fingertips despite the way his hands trembled against his shirt. If his shirt got burnt…
Well, he couldn’t be brought to care.
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The rain had started sometime after sundown. Kaz wasn’t sure exactly when.
Not that he was paying attention.
He lay sprawled on his bed, staring at the ceiling, feeling like absolute shit. His body ached— whether from exhaustion or the lingering effects of earlier, he wasn’t sure. His head throbbed, his stomach churned, and his throat still felt raw from…everything.
He hadn’t eaten since lunch.
Hadn’t moved in hours, either. He’d gone home the instant his pathetic little breakdown had subsided enough to think even half-clearly.
He should. He should get up, take a shower, eat something. Maybe even drink some water so he didn’t feel like he was dying in the morning.
But instead, he just stayed put.
Every part of him felt heavy. Every time he so much as thought about moving, his muscles screamed at him to stay down. So he listened.
His bedside lamp was still on, casting a dim, orange glow across his room. His window was cracked open, letting the cool night air slip through, carrying the sound of rain pattering against the pavement outside.
It should’ve been relaxing.
It wasn’t.
He was freezing. And it just made everything feel lonelier.
His phone sat facedown on the nightstand, the screen dark. He hadn’t checked it in hours. He wasn’t sure if he even had any messages, but he doubted it. Tyler and his crew had made it pretty clear where they stood. His other friends— the people who used to be his friends— had stopped checking in weeks ago. And his family…
Well. There was no use going down that road. It would only make everything worse.
Kaz sighed, running a hand down his face. His chest felt tight, like someone was pressing down on it, and he hated it. He hated all of this— how raw he felt, how weak he felt, how every stupid little thing from the past few days kept replaying in his head on a loop, like some awful movie he couldn’t turn off.
Chase had seen him.
That was the worst part.
That moment in the hallway — that moment — had been his breaking point, his rock bottom…
And Chase saw. Because of course he had.
Kaz wasn’t sure he could ever look him in the eye again. Not that that was likely to be something he’d need to worry about.
He rolled onto his side, pulling his hoodie tighter around himself — not Chase’s. Never Chase’s. Not anymore. His room felt too big, too quiet. The rain outside was the only sound, and somehow, that just made the silence louder.
He should try to sleep.
Maybe if he slept, he wouldn’t have to think about—
A knock at the front door.
Kaz frowned. He blinked at his bedroom wall, at first wondering if he’d imagined it.
Then another knock came, louder this time.
His heart did a weird little flip.
Who the hell—?
His stomach twisted as he pushed himself up onto his elbows, listening. Maybe it was a delivery or something. Maybe someone had the wrong house.
And then—
“Kaz? I know you’re in there.”
His blood ran cold.
No.
No, no, no.
That was— that was Chase.
Kaz’s breath caught in his throat, panic surging through him like a live wire. What the hell was Chase doing here?
He scrambled upright, staring at the bedroom door like Chase was about to kick it down any second. His pulse pounded in his ears. His hands clenched into fists.
Another knock.
Kaz squeezed his eyes shut.
He couldn’t do this.
Not now.
Not when he was still completely wrecked from earlier. Not when the mere thought of facing Chase made his stomach turn. Not when the weight of everything still felt like it was crushing him.
But Chase wasn’t leaving.
Kaz could tell just by the way he knocked again— steady, unwavering, like he had all night if that was what it took.
Kaz inhaled slowly, then exhaled just as slow, trying to steady himself.
Then, before he could talk himself out of it, he swung his legs over the side of the bed, stood, and forced his feet to move.
Because if there was one thing he knew for sure, it was that Chase wasn’t leaving until he answered.
Notes:
Dw guys, i have the next chapter already partially written so you won't be kept in suspense for long ;)
Enjoy!
Chapter 33: S03, EP07: "Scramble the Orbs"
Chapter Text
The rain had started hours ago. Now, it drummed softly against the roof as Chase stood on the porch, hands shoved into his hoodie pocket, shifting his weight from foot to foot. He’d been standing here for too long. Too long to still pretend he was deciding whether or not to knock.
He shouldn’t be here.
Kaz had made it clear enough at the mall that he wanted nothing to do with him anymore. And after today— after watching him completely fall apart in the hallway and bolt like he was running from something way worse than Chase’s judgment— showing up at his door uninvited was probably the worst possible move.
But Chase hadn’t been able to shake it.
That look on Kaz’s face. The way his whole body had crumbled before he ran. It was burned into Chase’s mind, replaying over and over, dragging behind him like a weight all day.
He sighed, ran a hand through his hair, then finally raised a fist and knocked.
A pause. Then another.
Chase counted five slow beats before knocking again.
Still nothing.
His stomach twisted uncomfortably. He was here, right? Chase had seen the dim glow of his bedroom light through the upstairs window.
“Kaz?” He tried, voice cautious. “I know you’re in there.”
Nothing.
He swallowed, shifting again, debating if he should just go home.
Then, finally— soft, slow footsteps.
A few seconds later, the lock clicked, and the door cracked open just an inch. Chase barely caught a glimpse of Kaz’s face — half-hidden in shadows, the glow of the hallway light just barely catching on his exhausted eyes — before Kaz exhaled sharply and pushed the door the rest of the way open.
The sight knocked something loose in Chase’s chest.
Kaz looked awful. Face pale, dark circles shaded beneath his eyes, his usual energy completely drained out of him. He wasn’t even standing straight — just leaning against the doorframe like holding himself up took too much effort.
He didn’t say anything. Didn’t demand why Chase was here, didn’t roll his eyes and shove the door closed. He just…stood there, gaze flickering away, jaw tight.
Chase cleared his throat. “H—Hey.”
Kaz exhaled a humorless breath, rubbing his temple. “What do you want?”
The usual bite in his voice was gone. It was quiet. Tired.
Chase hesitated. He wasn’t sure what he expected Kaz’s reaction to be, but this wasn’t it.
Still, he squared his shoulders. “I just…wanted to check on you.”
Kaz let out something between a scoff and a breath of disbelief. “Why?”
Chase blinked. “Why—? Kaz, you literally ran out of school today like your life depended on it. You—” He hesitated, dropping his voice slightly. “You didn’t look okay.”
Kaz snorted, but it was empty, lips pressing together into something bitter. “Yeah, well.” He shrugged, but it barely lifted his shoulders. “Not exactly your problem, is it?”
Chase exhaled sharply, frustration pricking at the edges of his voice. “You are my problem.”
Kaz’s gaze snapped up to his.
Chase shifted, running a hand through his hair. “I mean— damn it, Kaz, I care about you.” His voice softened. “I know we haven’t exactly been on great terms, but…” He swallowed, meeting Kaz’s exhausted eyes. “That doesn’t mean I’m just gonna stop caring about you.”
Kaz looked away. His fingers twitched slightly at his sides. His throat bobbed with a swallow.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
Then, without a word, Kaz stepped back and opened the door wider.
An invitation.
Chase didn’t hesitate. He stepped inside.
The house smelled of body odor and something else so pungent it reacted with Chase’s super senses instantly, and he coughed out a gag. Kaz didn’t bother to look his way.
“Have you—” he sobered momentarily, “Have you been drinking?”
Again, Kaz’s gaze snapped to his, an almost threatening glare illuminated inside them.
Chase hadn’t exactly known what to expect when he’d arrived on Kaz’s doorstep in the pouring rain. He’d honestly assumed to get a door slammed in his face — or at least banished from the property. Or both. So when Kaz had instead pressed the door open a bit wider and let him in, Chase was astonished. Though he’d never show it. Kaz seemed so…normal, considering everything. Like every angry bone in his body had dissipated into nothing more than a few thin piles of dust.
So, of course, given the current state of how things had been going, Chase thought it okay to ask him such a thing.
All of that came crashing down, however, when — finally — Kaz seemed to show some sort of a sliver of emotion. Emotion directed at Chase.
“Fuck you,” he growled lowly, voice suddenly taut with rage and cracking from strain. It was low — almost too low to hear — and dangerous — but Chase heard it. Of course, he had. His jaw dropped open — just slightly — as if his mouth were one of a blubbering fish. “You show up at my house at God-knows what time, to check in on me, the first time we’ve spoken outside of your disapproving stares and stand-offish, too-good-for-you attitude, and you have the audacity to ask me if I’ve been drinking? No. No, fuck you.”
And though he tried to hide them, Chase wasn’t blind. He caught the faint glisten of unshed tears, shimmering like ghosts in the dim light.
Chase swallowed.
Kaz was right, no matter how much Chase didn’t want him to be.
What was he doing here?
Being an idiot, that was what.
“Kaz, I—”
“What do you want, Chase?” Unlike the first time he’d asked — though he still sounded exhausted — there was an undercurrent of something Chase couldn’t pinpoint at first. Something too tired and too upset to sound anywhere near normal. Not that Chase thought any of this was normal.
It wasn’t disappointment, that much Chase was sure of. Kaz had been disappointed in him before. With the letter, Chase’s leaving, perhaps even all the words that had never been spoken between the two…But this was something different, something deeper. Scarier. In a way that scared even Chase.
His eyes scanned the barely-lit space. The drawn curtains…the flicked off lights…the mess of Kaz’s dinner remnants left on uncleaned dishes on the kitchen counter…and Kaz. His hair looked unkempt — unwashed — and there was a faint musk of…something Chase didn’t want to find out. His clothes looked as if he’d been sleeping in them for days, and every outline of muscle Chase could make out seemed withered from overexertion.
Quite frankly, he looked terrible.
“I’m tired, I’m nauseous, and, honestly, you’re the last person I want to see right now.”
Chase swallowed, a sudden wave of guilt overtaking him.
Again, he hadn’t thought of Kaz. Only himself and his own selfish endeavors. It seemed he did that a lot — even without meaning to.
“Please, Chase, if you have nothing to say to me, I would appreciate it if you just leave. I want—” his voice cracked, just slightly, but enough for Chase to catch it, “I want to be alone.”
The word hit Chase like a ton of bricks, and in an instant, everything made sense. That was it. That was the feeling he couldn’t quite pinpoint…The overwhelming, suffocating, gnawing feeling of being alone.
Chase’s eyes did a quick scan of the surrounding area again — his gaze catching on all of the same scenes — the curtains, the lights, the dinner remnants, and then finally Kaz again.
Chase had never been very good at reading people’s emotions, or even deciphering what emotions were in the first place. Sure, he could tell when someone was sad or happy or surprised, but beyond the basics, everything melded together. Growing up, he’d never had the opportunity to study how emotions affect the human facial features — beyond those of his siblings. It had taken him some time to begin to learn just how complex they were when he first started school. But now…staring at Kaz…it taught him yet another fact:
Sometimes people don’t want you to notice.
Sometimes they think it would be easier to shove them down, far and away, where no one can see — because they don’t want anyone to see.
But Chase could. At least with Kaz.
Alone.
Kaz felt alone.
And it broke Chase’s heart to know at least part of it was his fault.
He took a purposeful step toward Kaz, but Kaz’s body reacted immediately, stepping back further.
“Please, Kaz, I just—”
“Go home, Chase.”
Chase froze, the weight of those three words sinking into his chest like stones in deep water.
Kaz’s voice was quiet but firm, his expression unreadable in the dim light. But Chase could still see the exhaustion in his eyes— the way his shoulders hunched, the way his fingers twitched at his sides, like he was holding himself together by a fraying thread.
The sharp edge in Kaz’s voice cut through the space between them, and for the first time, their eyes met directly. The anger was there, simmering, but beneath it— beneath the tight jaw and the set shoulders— there was something else. Something raw. Something fragile.
So Chase forced himself to stand still, his hands clenching and unclenching at his sides, his mind racing for the right thing to say— anything to keep Kaz from shutting him out completely. He had to try. He just had to.
His feet were shuffling against the wooden floorboards quicker than his mind could keep up with. In an instant, his arms were looping under Kaz’s and securing themselves around his back. Kaz’s body tensed immediately, willing itself not to respond.
But Chase pressed further. Into his space, into his weight — fingers clenching in the fabric of Kaz’s unwashed hoodie, body shifting against his ever-closer, until there was no room to breathe. None at all. It was suffocating, but Chase wasn’t finished yet. As if knowing exactly what would be Kaz’s downfall, he shot straight to his last resort: he pushed his face into the crook of Kaz’s neck, nuzzling against the warm skin of his nape.
He was dirty — definitely hadn’t showered for a few days — but he still smelled exactly as Chase remembered. Sandalwood with a touch of amber…and maybe some cheap body spray.
It was comforting in a way Chase didn’t know he needed. Despite the reality of the moment, Kaz was still as warm and real and undeniably himself as ever.
Chase could feel the sharp hitch of Kaz’s breath, the way his body locked up for half a second before trembling beneath his touch. His fists clenched tight— so tight— against Chase’s arms, like he couldn’t decide whether to push him away or pull him closer.
“Chase,” Kaz rasped, barely above a whisper. It wasn’t sharp or angry this time, but raw, like the fight had been drained right out of him.
Chase didn’t move. Didn’t let go. Just held on, breathing him in, letting the silence stretch between them until Kaz finally, finally sagged against him.
It was only then that Chase let himself whisper, barely audible against Kaz’s skin:
“I’m not leaving you alone.”
There was another shaky breath, and Kaz inhaled sharply, like it was the only thing keeping him from falling apart entirely. His fingers curled into the fabric of Chase’s hoodie, clutching at it like a lifeline, but he still wouldn’t look him in the eye.
Chase waited. He could hear the rapid inhale, the uneven exhale— like Kaz was trying to gather himself, trying to think of something sharp and dismissive to say, something that would make Chase give up and leave. But nothing came.
Instead, Kaz just exhaled in defeat. “You’re annoying,” he muttered, voice hoarse and thin.
Chase almost laughed. “Yeah, well, you stink.”
Kaz stiffened slightly, and for a second, Chase worried he’d pushed too far, but instead of snapping at him, Kaz just let out a weak, bitter chuckle. “Yeah, no shit.”
The laugh was gone as quickly as it came, and Kaz’s fingers loosened against Chase’s hoodie, falling away entirely. His arms hung limp at his sides, his head tipping forward as if all his energy had ceased to exist.
Chase hesitated for a moment before reaching out again, this time with more purpose. A firm hand to Kaz’s shoulder. A squeeze.
“C’mon,” Chase said, his voice softer now. “Let’s get you cleaned up.”
Kaz didn’t move right away. His gaze flickered to the side, toward the dim glow of the hallway, then back to Chase. There was hesitation there, something unreadable in the way his brows knit together— but then, without a word, he gave the smallest of nods.
Chase took that as a win.
He led Kaz upstairs, keeping close as they made their way to the bathroom. The light flicked on, casting the room in a warm, yellow glow. Chase crouched by the tub, twisting the faucet, adjusting the temperature until the water ran hot but not scalding. He let it fill for a moment, steam curling into the air, before glancing back at Kaz.
Kaz hovered near the door, shifting awkwardly from foot to foot, eyes flickering between Chase and the tub like he wasn’t sure what to do with himself.
Chase turned back to the water. “I’ll leave you to it,” he said, reaching for the knobs to shut off the tap.
“…Wait.”
The word was barely more than a whisper, but Chase heard it clear as day. He paused, looking over his shoulder.
Kaz’s fingers curled at his sides, nails pressing into his palms. His eyes darted away, but his voice was steady— quiet and hesitant…but steady.
“Can you…stay?”
Chase blinked. “...Stay?”
Kaz swallowed hard, shifting uncomfortably. “Not like— Not in there,” he gestured to the steaming tub, “Just, like…close. I dunno.” He gestured vaguely, like the words weren’t coming out right. “Just…don’t go far.”
Chase studied him for a moment before nodding. “Yeah. Of course.”
He turned back to the tub, shutting off the faucet and standing. “I’ll be right here,” he said as he took a seat on the tiled floor a few feet from the bath, his voice leaving no room for argument.
He scooted to the nearby wall to support his back as he leaned against it.
Kaz gave a small nod, stepping out of the room for a moment, then returning almost as suddenly in nothing but a pair of swim shorts.
Kaz avoided eye contact, though Chase could tell from the lack of tension in Kaz’s shoulders that he was grateful for the company, no matter how quiet. Chase listened to the sounds of the water sloshing as Kaz stepped into the tub but averted his gaze to give Kaz at least some privacy despite the very...not- private circumstances.
And true to his word, Chase stayed.
Kaz’s knees were hiked up to his chest, his eyes glazed over and somewhere distant.
A part of Chase wanted to ask what it was — if there was anything he could do, anything he could say — but another part was scared it would be of no use. Kaz didn’t trust him anymore. He’d made that abundantly clear. There was no room for Chase in his life anymore, and it was foolish for Chase to believe otherwise simply because he happened to be the one to come over in the pouring rain tonight.
It could have been anyone. Anyone could have found Kaz, anyone could have hugged him, could have told him they weren’t going to leave him alone.
Chase was nothing special. And definitely not to Kaz.
Something loosened deep in his chest — like the wind had suddenly been knocked out of him — and he screwed his eyes shut, pressing his lips into a thin line as he brought his head to rest against his knee caps.
It was happening again.
That stupid feeling he’d felt after the avalanche, then during Christmas, and then again on the boat.
“You know, I’m—...” Kaz’s voice cut through the quiet, “I’m not supposed to be talking to you.” Then, he paused, seeming to rethink his wording, and said, “Actually, I think you’re not supposed to be talking to me. Or, I don’t know. Maybe it’s a two-way thing.”
Most of what he was saying was a bunch of barely-comprehensible mumbles, which Chase could only make out because of his enhanced hearing, and even then the sound of the water splashing basically drowned him out.
Kaz absentmindedly glided his hand through the clear water, momentarily mesmerized by the shapes that formed against the delicate surface.
Chase looked down to his lap, the narrow crevice between where his legs were hitched up to his chest.
“I know,” he admitted, his voice was steady, but his fingers fidgeted against the fabric of his jeans.
Kaz huffed out a humorless laugh, the rippling water distorting the sound. “Then why are you here?” His voice was quieter this time, less defiant, more…tired.
Chase didn’t answer right away. Instead, he let the silence settle between them, punctuated only by the occasional drip of excess water and the soft rustling of fabric as Chase shifted where he sat. Finally, he exhaled, tipping his head back against the tiled wall. “Because I didn’t want you to be alone.”
Kaz stilled, fingers tightening around his bent knees. His shoulders, previously drawn up like he was trying to make himself smaller, slumped forward. He swallowed, his throat bobbing with the effort. “Yeah,” he murmured, staring down at the water, watching the way his movements sent tiny ripples outward. He didn’t say anything else, didn’t know if he could, if his body would allow him to. So he stayed quiet.
Chase glanced up, studying him carefully. The bathroom light cast long shadows over Kaz’s face, softening the sharp angles of exhaustion that clung to his features. He looked…
Chase swallowed and glanced away again, feeling his ears heat with a sense of guilt he didn’t quite understand.
He looked pretty.
When Chase was positive his body temperature had returned to a relatively normal level, he hesitated before speaking again, not sure if this was the way to go or not, but…he had to know.
Had to know why. “What happened to you, Kaz? This isn’t you. This…leather-clad, all-black, emotionless… thing you’re trying to be. That’s not you.”
Kaz didn’t react at first. Just stared blankly ahead, his chin resting against his knees, damp strands of hair clinging to his forehead. His fingers twitched against the water, the ripples distorting his reflection. Chase was about to repeat himself when Kaz finally exhaled a slow, measured breath.
“What if it is?” Kaz said quietly. His voice was hoarse, barely above a whisper. “What if this is just who I am now?”
Chase frowned, shaking his head. “I don’t buy that.”
Kaz scoffed, dragging a wet hand over his face before finally turning his head to look at Chase. “Why not?” His expression was unreadable, but his voice carried something raw, something fragile beneath the exhaustion. “Why is it so hard to believe that maybe I’ve changed?”
Chase leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. “Because I know you, Kaz,” he said simply. “And this…detached, self-destructive thing you’re doing? It’s not change. It’s running.”
Kaz flinched. Chase saw it — the slight hitch in his breath, the barely-there tremor in his fingers.
For a split second, his mask slipped, and Chase caught a glimpse of the real Kaz, the one who had been buried under layers of indifference and forced detachment.
“I’m not running,” Kaz muttered, though even he didn’t sound convinced.
Chase didn’t argue. He just sat there, watching, waiting.
Kaz’s throat bobbed as he swallowed. Then, barely above the sound of the water, he admitted, “I don’t know what else to do.”
The words hit Chase harder than he expected.
Slowly, carefully, he reached out and placed a hand on Kaz’s wrist. Not grabbing, not forcing— just a steady, grounding presence. “Then let me help,” he said, his voice firm but gentle. “You don’t have to figure this out alone.”
Kaz blinked down at where Chase’s hand rested against his skin. He looked…uncertain. Unsteady. Like he wasn’t sure whether to pull away or lean in.
Kaz stared at him for a long moment before sighing, rolling his head back so he was staring at the ceiling. “God, you’re annoying.”
Chase smirked, nudging the sole of his shoe lightly against the side of the tub. “You’d miss me if I wasn’t.”
Kaz hummed noncommittally, but the way his posture finally eased, the way he let himself sink just a little deeper into the warm water, told Chase everything he needed to know.
Chase didn’t know how long they sat there, but he was pretty sure it was long enough for the water to have turned well past cold.
Chase’s head was pitched back against the wall, his eyes having been slowly drooping closed for the better part of a half hour, now shut entirely as he felt himself finally beginning to drift off to sleep…
And then he heard the distinct sound of the drain being unplugged and the squelching gurgling noise that followed.
His eyes flew open just in time to see Kaz clambering out of the tub and wrapping the towel Chase had laid out for him tightly around his figure. He let out a little shiver, and an unexpected urge swelled in Chase’s chest— to step forward and pull him in, hold him close.
For warmth, of course.
He shoved that feeling aside, though. It wouldn’t be of any help, to either of them.
Kaz’s red-rimmed eyes met him for a millisecond, no more, no less, and then he was shifting them away toward something that wasn’t Chase. Anything but Chase. The rest of Kaz’s face was still a tad swollen from what Chase assumed to be crying (he didn’t know how long he’d been doing it for, but it hurt Chase’s heart all the same).
Kaz stepped past Chase into his adjoining bedroom. The bathroom was shared between him and Kevin, but Kevin didn’t seem to be home — or if he was, he certainly didn’t care enough to check on him. Not that Kaz deserved it. He didn’t deserve anyone’s pity, least of all Chase’s.
So what if he was alone? That didn’t mean he needed anybody. He was fine.
He repeated it to himself like a mantra as he changed into a fresh set of pajamas, the fabric soft against his still-damp skin. His movements were sluggish, and it had been an impossibly long day, despite doing nothing but bed-rotting. It surprised him how much that could take out of you. And now Chase was here, hovering around and babying him like a mother bird to her chick.
When Kaz finally slid under his covers, he turned away from Chase, curling inward as if that could somehow make him smaller, less noticeable. His voice came out barely above a whisper, scratchy from disuse.
“I’ve taken a bath. Like you wanted. You can leave now.”
Silence.
Kaz didn’t dare look over his shoulder. He had no idea what Chase was doing— if he was biting his lip in that way he always did when he was overthinking, or just standing there awkwardly, unsure if he should push or retreat. Knowing Chase, it was probably both. But Kaz didn’t want to know. Didn’t want to risk seeing something in his expression that might crack the walls he was so desperately trying to keep up.
Then, after a long pause, he heard it. The quiet click of his bedroom door shutting.
A breath he hadn’t realized he was holding slipped from his lips.
Good. He left.
Kaz squeezed his eyes shut, willing sleep to take him. And he was close— so close — he could feel his eyes drooping shut, his mind racing with every stupid, overworked thought that had been swarming his head these past few days — but still, he could feel sleep out of reach, just around the corner.
But before he could drift off entirely, something warm wrapped around him.
He stiffened.
What the fuck?
But there was no doubt.
Arms — strong but careful — curled around his waist, a steady presence pressing against his back. The heat of another body seeped through his thin shirt, grounding him, wrapping him in something safe and familiar.
His breath hitched.
Kaz’s mind screamed at him to push away, to say something snarky, to shove Chase off and pretend this wasn’t happening. But he didn’t. Couldn’t.
Because for the first time in days, the unbearable weight in his chest felt just a little bit lighter.
So he stayed still.
And let himself be held.
The warmth against his back didn’t waver. Chase wasn’t pulling away, wasn’t saying anything— was just there, solid and steady, like he had no intention of moving until Kaz made him.
Kaz swallowed hard, blinking up at the ceiling. His throat was tight, he could feel the lump forming, his chest rising and falling in shallow, uneven breaths.
Don’t cry.
Don’t you fucking dare cry.
He clenched his jaw. Tried to focus on the rhythm of Chase’s breathing, the way it slowed, calm and measured. The way his hand— resting lightly against Kaz’s stomach— didn’t push, didn’t demand anything, just stayed.
Don’t.
His eyes burned.
His vision blurred.
The first tear slipped down his nose before he could stop it. Then another. Then more, trailing silently onto the pillow beneath him, soaking into the fabric.
Kaz bit his lip hard enough to hurt, but it wasn’t enough. A choked breath broke free, and his shoulders trembled, his body betraying him.
Chase must have felt it because his hold tightened ever so slightly, his arm pulling Kaz just a little closer.
No words. No questions. No pity.
Just quiet understanding.
Kaz squeezed his eyes shut, his breath hitching as more tears slipped free. His fingers twisted into the blanket beneath him, gripping it like it was the only thing tethering him to reality. He felt Chase shift, the faintest brush of his chin against the back of Kaz’s head— a quiet, wordless reassurance.
And suddenly, it wasn’t enough.
Kaz couldn’t hold back anymore. He needed more. More of Chase’s warmth, more of his presence, more of something to keep the crushing loneliness at bay. With the last of his dwindling energy, he turned, pushing himself into Chase’s chest.
Chase loosened his grip just enough, giving Kaz the space to breathe, but not enough to pull away completely.
A shaky exhale ghosted against Kaz’s hair, and then, barely above a whisper— “Kaz?”
Kaz’s bottom lip trembled, his voice raw and desperate as he clung to Chase like he might disappear.
“Please, just—stay.”
Chase didn’t hesitate.
His arms tightened around Kaz once more, pulling him in without a second thought. He didn’t ask questions, didn’t press, didn’t tease. He just held him, solid and warm and there.
Kaz’s fingers curled weakly into the fabric of Chase’s shirt, gripping it like a lifeline. His body shook with the force of the emotions clawing their way out, silent sobs racking his frame as he buried his face against Chase’s chest.
He felt Chase’s hand smooth over his back— slow, steady motions, grounding him without a single word— and he dipped his head down to tuck Kaz’s face against his neck, pressing one of his cheeks to his hairline.
And for once, Kaz didn’t push him away.
Didn’t crack a joke, didn’t scoff, didn’t try to pretend like he was fine.
Because he wasn’t.
And right now, Chase was the only thing keeping him from falling apart completely.
Chase’s breathing was deep, unhurried, like he had all the time in the world to stay right here.
And maybe he did.
Kaz’s grip slackened just slightly, exhaustion creeping in now that the weight of everything wasn’t his alone to carry.
Chase wasn’t leaving.
So Kaz let himself close his eyes, let himself believe— just for tonight— that he didn’t have to be alone.
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Kaz woke to warmth. A steady, undisturbed warmth that wrapped around him, a warmth he hadn’t felt in days — months, even. His body felt lighter and for the first time in what felt like forever, he’d actually slept— slept without nightmares clawing at the edges of his mind.
Blinking against the morning light filtering through his curtains, he shifted slightly, the movement making him aware of the weight draped over his side. Chase. He was still here.
Kaz swallowed, his throat dry. Chase was lying on his back now, propped up against the headboard, arms still loosely around Kaz like he hadn’t dared to let go in his sleep. His expression was unreadable, eyes distant but focused, like he’d been awake for a while, waiting.
Their eyes met. Kaz’s stomach twisted.
“You stayed,” he murmured, voice hoarse.
“I told you I would,” Chase said simply. “Well, it was implied,” he smiled gently.
Something about the steadiness in his voice made Kaz’s fingers clench the blanket beneath him.
He sat up a little, rubbing at his face before exhaling. “I, uh…I slept better.”
“I know,” Chase said, and there was something oddly fond in his voice. “You didn’t thrash around at all.”
Kaz wasn’t sure how to feel about that. He cleared his throat, shifting further away from Chase’s hold. “You didn’t have to.”
Chase’s jaw tensed, and Kaz immediately regretted saying anything. The silence between them grew heavier, and for a moment, it felt like they weren’t teetering on the edge of something— they were plunging right in.
Chase inhaled sharply. “Kaz…Why didn’t you tell me?”
Kaz stiffened. “Tell you what?”
“That you were this bad,” Chase said, and his voice was quiet, but firm. “That you felt this alone.”
Kaz scoffed, throwing off the blanket and swinging his legs over the edge of the bed. “Like you would’ve cared.”
“Are you serious?” Chase sat up straighter, frustration bleeding into his tone. “Kaz, I would’ve—”
“No, you wouldn’t have!” Kaz snapped, finally turning back to him, eyes flashing. “Do I need to remind you, Chase?! You left! You could have at least told me, but no. Instead, you ran away without a word, like I meant nothing to you!”
Chase flinched, lips parting as if to protest, but for once, he didn’t. He just stared at Kaz, his face conflicted, guilty.
Kaz scoffed again, shaking his head. “That’s what I thought.”
“I was wrong,” Chase finally said, voice barely above a whisper.
Kaz blinked. “What?”
Chase swallowed hard. “I was wrong. About all of it. I thought distancing myself would fix things, that if I got away, I could outrun it all. But…I don’t know. Turns out there’s no escape. No matter where I go.” His voice wavered, something unspoken simmering beneath the surface. Then, in a softer, more desperate tone, he leaned forward into Kaz’s space, a silent need filling his eyes— “But I swear, Kaz…I never meant to hurt you.” He let out a shaky breath, his gaze searching, pleading. “And I’m so sorry.”
Kaz stared at him, his chest tightening. For so long, he had wanted to hear those words. But now that they were here, now that Chase was looking at him like that…
He exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand over his face. “God, Chase, you don’t get it—”
“I do,” Chase cut in, leaning in even further. “I do, Kaz. And I should’ve told you sooner.”
There was a soft pressure on his back, and he realized Chase’s arm had wrapped back around him. It didn’t seem as though the other boy had noticed, however, as his eyes were fixated on Kaz’s, never daring to stray.
And Kaz hated that his body leaned into the warmth.
Kaz looked away, pressing his lips together. His fingers curled in the fabric of his sweats, mind racing. He could just say it now. He could tell Chase everything. About why he’d pushed away, about the nightmares, about Mighty Med, about—
“Am I interrupting something?”
Kaz practically leapt out of his skin. Chase’s grip on him loosened instinctively as Kaz whirled around to see his mom standing in the doorway, arms crossed, a knowing smirk tugging at her lips.
She glanced between them— Kaz, practically propped up against Chase’s chest, Chase’s arms still lingering around him.
Bridget lifted an eyebrow. “You two better not have done anything. You know I’m too young for grandkids.”
Kaz groaned, face flushing hot, and buried it against his hands. “Oh my God, Mom.”
Chase, for his part, looked like he wanted to cease existing entirely. Though he prayed and hoped beyond anything that the tan of his face was enough to cover his own blush.
“Hi, Chase,” she turned to him sweetly.
“H—Hi, Ms. Peterson.”
Her smile spread to a grin, “I would have made you some breakfast this morning had I known you’d be staying the night,” she glanced at her son, whose gaze was averted to where his fingers fumbled around with the bedsheets in his lap. “Kaz didn’t tell me we were having guests.”
“O—Oh,” Chase swallowed, “Um, sorry, it was really last minute and I just came to check on—”
“I asked him to stay, Mom. I’m sorry, I should have texted.”
Bridget’s eyes narrowed, clearly suspicious, but didn’t pry further (thank God) and instead gave a nod in their direction.
Chase cleared his throat, carefully unwinding his arms from around Kaz before awkwardly scooting off the bed. He reached for his shoes where he’d kicked them off the night before, fumbling with the laces as he stammered through his next words, still too flustered to think straight.
“I—I should probably get going anyway. I didn’t exactly tell my parents I’d be out…They’re probably worried sick.”
Bridget beamed. “Oh, of course, sweetie. Thank you for staying over. Kaz looks better than he has in days—”
“Mom!”
“What? I’m just saying you look much more rested.”
Kaz scowled, but his mother remained unfazed. Chase, meanwhile, glanced up from his shoes, catching Kaz’s gaze. His lips quirked into a small, tentative smile. Kaz didn’t return it, but Chase noticed the way he swallowed thickly, eyes catching on where his Adam’s apple bobbed stiffly…
Chase quickly looked away.
“Um, I’ll… see you later, Kaz. Text me if you need anything. Please.” He hesitated, then turned to Bridget with a polite nod. “Thanks again, and sorry for, uh…crashing here.”
Bridget’s expression softened into something almost knowing. “Anytime, dear.”
Chase took that as his cue to leave, disappearing through the doorway and down the stairs.
Bridget shot Kaz one last playful wink before slipping out after him, pulling the door shut behind her.
Kaz let out a loud, exhausted groan and face-planted into his mattress, muffling it into his pillow.
Chapter 34: S03, EP34: "Principal From Another Planet"
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Ever since two days ago when Chase had stayed over, things had been weird. And not weird in an “Kaz finally felt more rested and that was bizarre because that never happened” kind of way. Rather, in an “his heart rate had refused to slow down, and every time he thought of that night his palms grew sweaty and his cheeks heated to a feverish degree” kind of way.
One time, the heat had gotten so bad he’d needed to excuse himself from a rather boring geography lesson to go cool off in a bathroom stall.
(He could feel the burn of his fingertips starting to ignite.)
On top of that, Tyler still hadn’t returned any of his messages. Kaz had texted him after Chase had left and apologized for his behavior, but either Tyler hadn’t read it, or he didn’t care. Kaz assumed the latter.
Kaz should have felt relieved now that he didn’t have to keep up the whole popularity gig, but instead, he only felt the pit of emptiness in his stomach grow wider, deeper.
Now he didn’t have them either.
Chase had said to reach out with anything — please — but Kaz wasn’t intending to. He didn’t know how he could after…
He swallowed.
Well. After whatever the other night had been.
He’d briefly wondered if Chase had even given that night second-thought, but he soon realized that probably wasn’t a good train of thought to mull over. Gosh knows what trouble he’d get into then.
He hadn’t even seen Chase since that night. To be fair, it had been the weekend, but still. It felt like forever ago. Kaz had tried to take his mind off it, but every time he would start to distract himself with video games or comics, thirty seconds later his mind was drifting back to that night. To the tub…
To the bed…
To Chase’s arms…
Around him.
Kaz swallowed, fighting back the heat filling his cheeks as he banged his locker shut.
And almost immediately slamming into — none other — than Chase.
Great. Just what he needed.
“O—Oh, uh, Kaz! You’re…here.”
“I mean…This is where I go to school,” he replied blandly, gaze averted to the floor as he attempted to push past him.
But stupid Chase wouldn’t let him go that easily. In fact, the bastard started following after him like some lost puppy.
“Well, I, uh, I was worried about you…You didn’t call…or text. Or…anything. Like you said you would,” Chase frowned and Kaz scoffed.
“Uh, no, you asked me to. I never promised anything.” He stopped momentarily in his tracks, turned to Chase, and said, “And I don’t owe you anything. Don’t think that just because you were there for me one night we’re suddenly besties again. Sleeping with me has nothing to do with it. Or anything.” Kaz froze, eyes widening at the implication of his word choice. “Literally sleeping, I mean. Not—” he swallowed hard, harder than necessary, for sure, “Not any other…way...”
Chase’s brows furrowed, clearly confused by Kaz’s worry, and he took a pace toward him. Kaz instinctively stepped back.
“Kaz?”
“Nothing! I’m fine, okay? Totally fine! Just—” he groaned, arms flailing around him like they held all the answers Chase was looking for, “I’m going to class,” Kaz deflated, spinning on heel and stomping off in the direction of class.
Chase sighed. Looked like getting on Kaz’s good side for real was going to be a lot more difficult than he’d thought.
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Lunch rolled around at the pace of a snail. Kaz had thought about going to the cafeteria…but then he’d seen Adam, Bree, and Chase enter after Leo and he thought better of it. Now that Tyler had basically banished him, there was no point trying to put up a front anymore.
He looked down at his clothes.
Still too tight, still black.
Okay, maybe not a complete front.
But what if Tyler messaged back? Kaz couldn’t meet him looking like he just stepped out of a trip to Nerd City, he had to look the part. And right now, that part meant anything that made him feel even a tad bit less alone.
Which was ironic, considering he was eating by himself out at the opposite end of the lawn — the part where no one dared to go because of that little “rat infestation” that had taken place a month ago after someone caught Perry smuggling in crates of an unknown substance into the school, claiming it was because she lost a “bet” with her bookie.
Whatever that meant.
Kaz sat with his legs drawn in close, a sandwich he wasn’t eating growing warm in its cling wrap beside him. The rat-infested area hadn’t seen any real action in weeks, which was exactly why he was there. Out of sight. Out of mind.
The wind tugged at the edge of his hoodie — one he hadn't worn in forever — it was bit too small, but apparently that was the “style.” Uncomfortable in all the worst ways.
He hated that his mind drifted back to Tyler. That maybe he would text. Maybe even now. Or if not him, then someone from the crew.
He pulled his phone out of his pocket and checked it. Again.
Still nothing.
He inhaled shakily and stuffed it away. Why would Tyler text? He’d messed everything up. Again.
And now that his powers were flaring up more often, he was even more of danger to everyone in his life than before.
His father had discarded him for that, too.
And the one person who’d actually stayed the night — Kaz had practically shoved away in the hallway this morning.
God, he was the worst.
He clenched his jaw and blinked hard. The heat behind his eyes was creeping in again. He hated this part. The part where he couldn’t stop thinking. Couldn’t stop feeling like he was too much and not enough at the same time.
Maybe Tyler was right. Maybe Kaz didn’t really belong anywhere and he was the first step in him realizing that.
He leaned back onto the grass, letting the cold dampness of the still-dewy field seep through the back of his hoodie. Let the wind brush over his face, trying to steal the warmth from his cheeks before the fire underneath caught again.
He whispered to himself, barely audible. “Get it together, Kaz.”
And then he felt it. The light buzzing sensation in his hoodie pocket.
He whipped his phone out to see a singular message illuminating the dim light of the screen.
TYLER:
Party tonight. You in?
No emoji. No explanation. Nothing else.
Kaz’s breath caught. His stomach did that stupid flip it always did when Tyler gave him just a sliver of attention. Maybe he should think it through. Maybe he should be cautious after everything.
Instead, he tapped out a reply faster than he could even think:
KAZ:
Yeah. Just tell me where.
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The music was already thumping when Kaz walked up to the house, the porch floorboards rattling with each beat. He paused at the steps, hands tucked into the pockets of his leather jacket, and stared at the front door like it might bite him if he got too close.
This was a bad idea. Objectively, undeniably, a disaster in the making. He definitely shouldn’t be here. What was he thinking? That Tyler would just let him back in? Make him one of them again?
This is stupid.
But…Tyler had texted. Tyler had invited him.
That counted for something, didn’t it?
Kaz swallowed hard and pushed the door open.
Inside, the party was in full swing. The air was humid with sweat, sugary alcohol, and the kind of cologne high schoolers thought made them smell expensive. LED lights pulsed overhead, splashing red and blue over the packed room.
He pushed through the crowd, head hung and avoiding anyone’s gaze like the plague.
He spotted Tyler across the room, half-drunk and flushed, a red Solo cup dangling from his fingers. His eyes lit up when he saw Kaz. He wasn’t sure if it was because he was actually glad to see him, or just shocked he had the guts to show up. Either way, Kaz would take it.
“Yo!” Tyler hollered over the music, weaving through the crowd. “Didn’t think you had it in you, Peterson.”
Kaz shrugged, trying to look cool despite the way his heart was practically punching a hole through his ribs. “Guess I’m full of surprises.”
Tyler grinned, wide and wolfish, and slung an arm around his shoulders. “Let’s see about that.” His eyes swept down the length of his body, a frown forming on his lips.
“What are you wearing?”
Kaz froze. “Um…clothes?”
“Well, ditch the jacket, you look idiotic.” He sputtered something else, but his words were so slurred Kaz couldn’t make out a single one.
He hesitated, then shrugged off the $200 jacket he’d bought last week out of his savings. He ditched it on a nearby mantle and allowed Tyler to pull him into the chaos.
It was loud, wild, unhinged in a way that shouldn’t have made him recoil — but it did. Like it took everything he had to not pull back and run. Tyler slipped a drink into his hand, watching him intently like he wouldn’t look away until he did something with it.
Kaz down it, every last drop. Maybe it would take some of the edge off.
Someone had pulled out a stack of milk crates and was trying to do a kickflip over them with a skateboard. The board smacked into someone’s shin and sent a half-empty cup flying into the air, spraying soda (or something stronger) onto the carpet.
The room exploded with laughter.
Kaz laughed too — kind of. There was an edge to it. His smile didn’t quite reach his eyes.
A chant broke out. “Flame surf! Flame surf!”
Drew, one of the louder guys in the group, appeared holding a lighter and a bottle of some off-brand liquor. “Floor’s slick enough — come on! Light it up, let’s see who can slide the longest!”
The alcohol definitely didn’t help sort out his jumbled thoughts. If anything, it only made it worse.
Kaz’s palms tingled.
His instincts kicked in before he could stop them. He could feel it — the warmth pooling beneath his skin, the hum of something electric just begging to be let loose. A single flick of his fingers and he could help them out. Impress them. Belong.
Just one spark.
He held his breath and curled his fingers tighter into his pockets. No.
He couldn’t.
He shouldn’t.
The heat pulsed under his skin anyway, visible now, his fingertips glowing faintly amber in the dim light. Steam curled out from his sleeves.
Someone noticed.
“Yo, dude,” Levi pointed. “Your hands— are you, like, on fire?”
Kaz’s stomach dropped.
He forced a laugh. “What? Nah, I just— I just spilled hot coffee on myself earlier. No big deal.”
Levi looked unconvinced. So did Drew. Kaz clocked it and he swallowed. Shit. Had he just royally fucked this up too?
But before they could press further, Tyler cut in, clapping Kaz on the back. “Relax, guys. He’s just trying to look edgy.”
Kaz forced a grin and let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding. The words stung for no reason, hitting something vulnerable inside him, and he wanted to snap back, but bit his tongue because he couldn’t. Not if he wanted to be let back in.
He drifted toward the edge of the room, pretending to look at a playlist someone had queued up on the TV. His fingers twitched in his pockets, feeling the heat start to cool.
Tyler reappeared beside him, cup in hand. “You’re weird, y’know that?”
Kaz snorted like it didn’t cut deeper than he cared to admit. “Takes one to know one.”
Tyler smirked. “Fair.”
There was a beat of silence. Not uncomfortable, but not easy either. Tyler glanced at him sideways. “You can hang with us, you know. If you’re not gonna flake again.”
Kaz nodded slowly, his throat dry. He wasn’t sure if it was a warning or an invitation.
Maybe both.
“Why didn’t you respond? I texted…and called.”
Tyler let out an exasperated sigh and finished off his drink easily. He chucked the cup somewhere random, then placed a hand on Kaz’s shoulder — which Kaz was sure was more of a way to stabilize his off-kilter body than anything.
“Word of advice, Peterson? Clingy isn’t a good look.” He scrunched his nose, “Bit desperate, don’t you think?” His fingers dug into Kaz’s shoulder, squeezing a bit too harshly to be reassuring, then he released his grip and disappeared back into the crowd.
Kaz stared after him, a hollow feeling settling in his chest — somehow heavier and more suffocating than when they hadn’t been speaking at all.
Some dude passed by, hollering about how he’d just pegged Lisa Carpenter upstairs, but Kaz didn’t pay attention to anything else. He reached out and swiped the half-full cup from his grasp and gulped it down like it was his dying wish.
The alcohol singed his throat in a way that was almost comforting at how familiar the sting was. His palms still tingled, his shirt was still lightly singed from where he’d gotten a bit too ahead of himself, and he wanted nothing more than to go home and curl up on his bed alone. Again.
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Kaz walked home alone, the muffled thump of bass still echoing down the empty street. The night air whipped at his flushed cheeks. His jacket was long abandoned, now he was left only in his thin shirt and jeans.
The laughter from earlier rang in his ears, louder than it should’ve. He’d laughed too, hadn’t he?
Played along. Threw his head back when someone nearly lit their sleeve on fire trying to blow out a shot. Let Tyler ruffle his hair and joke that he was finally “getting the hang of it.”
Kaz had smiled. Forced it, maybe. But he hadn’t stopped. Not when Tyler handed him a soda like it was a peace offering. Not when one of the guys nudged him and said, “Didn’t think you’d show. You don’t seem like the type.”
And maybe he wasn’t. Maybe this whole thing — the crowd, the chaos, the temporary closeness — was just another costume, one he’d thrown on in a panic. But right now, pretending was better than silence.
Better than rejection.
Better than Chase avoiding his eyes in the hallway.
He kicked at a stray rock, sending it skittering across the sidewalk. The emptiness of the streets wrapped around him like a second hoodie, quiet and cold and safe. For a second, he almost turned back — not to the party, but somewhere else. Somewhere real.
But where even was that anymore?
His shoulders sagged. His feet kept moving.
If he couldn’t have comfort, he’d settle for chaos.
And maybe, just maybe, if he played the part long enough…
He’d forget the difference.
Kaz shut the door behind him with a soft click, the quiet of his room swallowing him whole. He peeled off his shirt and sank onto his bed without bothering to turn on the light.
The mattress dipped beneath him as he curled onto his side, facing the wall. He pulled the blanket tight around himself, like maybe it could fill the space he hadn’t stopped feeling since that night.
Since Chase.
His chest rose and fell, slow and uneven.
But as his eyes fluttered shut, he couldn’t help it—
He pictured his arms around him again.
Warm. Steady. Real.
Please…just one more night.
That was all he needed. Just one more night of being held.
He could make it after that.
Notes:
yoooo, I am SO sorry! This chapter is literally like so short and took forever to crank out. it's not because i have forgotten this story -- it's literally on my mind like all the time -- i've just been super busy/swamped with school.
Anyway, super sorry for the wait, but i swear i haven't forgotten this!
Enjoy!
P.S. needless to say, with finals coming up, i probably won't be able to update as regularly so i'm sorry for that :/
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