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"Excuse me?"

I was baffled and hurt. 'Did I hear him right?' I was confused.

"Kiyoung. I'm sorry but I'm stripping your title as Vice Guildmaster of the Blue Guild. We don't tolerate abuse of power. Yulha told us everything" 

Hyunsung looked at me with determination and pity. 

"What? What are you talking about Hyunsung? When have I abused my powers?" 

I stared in disbelief, while being utterly confused. 

'Damn it what did this bitch plan this time!?' 

I cursed Yulha out in my head, but Hyunsung just looked at me with an expression that seemed like he wanted to believe me but couldn't as he trusted Yulha's words over mine. 

It was ridiculous. I knew Hyunsung the most and I helped him grow along with expanding Blues influence and power. 

"Kiyoung. You can drop the act, we know the truth. You were just using us as you please and ruined us mentally. I...I don't want to believe it...but, when I think about it. It feels accurate. You don't care for us at all, you'd discard us if we are useless to you" Hyunsung steeled his resolve. Looking at me coldly. 

My eyes were wide, with my iris shaking. 

Do I cry or laugh in this situation?

Maybe both?

It was such an unbelievable situation. 

Who would've thought there would be a day where I was betrayed by Hyunsung.

"Judging by your silence, everything is true" 

Hyunsung spoke, breaking me out of my stupor. 

"Kiyoung, no Lee Kiyoung. You are no longer the Vice Guildmaster of Blue, and Lee Yulha will be the new Vice Guildmaster" 

As Hyunsung said that, Yulha walked out from the crowd and walked up to stand beside him. She gave me a look of pity, sneaking a smirk before looking at Hyunsung with a reassuring smile.

Why was this happening as soon as Yulha got out from the Tutorial dungeon. It's only been 5 days. 

What the fuck happened? 

"Oppa...I'm sorry but I couldn't stand it any longer. I didn't want you to hurt them anymore than you already have...please don't hate me..." Yulha apologized with tears in her eyes as trembled beside hyunsung. 

"You don't have anything to apologize for Yulha..." Hyunsung comforted Yulha, patting her head while speaking softly with her before looking at me with cold eyes.

“Hyunsung-ssi….maybe we should hear Kiyoung Hyung out first” Deokgu spoke up.

“No.” Hyunsung harshly glared at Deokgu, shutting up our piggy.

This bastard.

Deok-Gu and the others looked at me with guilt.

"Lee Kiyoung. I don't even know who you are anymore. You really are trash, I can't believe you beat your own younger sister when you're both alone. I don't even think I can look at you the same anymore after learning about your disgusting sides" Hyunsung glared at me in which I stared with wide eyes. 

'I see so that's how it is. So this is what you planned you fucking bitch'

Gritting my teeth I looked down at the floor. I could feel the stares of everyone in the room. Everyone in the blue guild was summoned to this room. 

I could hear them, gossiping with each and muttering in disbelief. 

The main members were in shock and unsure to believe the words coming out of Hyunsungs mouth. 

Biting my lips, I let out a dry laugh. 

"Pfft!! Me? Abusing my power and beating Yulha? Me?" I looked up with emotionless eyes. I shut my emotions off, it was to keep myself safe from the pain I would feel later.

"I don't recall abusing my power, sure I’ll admit I manipulated you all but I did it to make you all the way you are. You're the Hero of the continent Hyunsung.

I made you a hero. 

Also me not caring for you guys?

Pfft! I can't believe you're believing her over me? Everything I've done with you was never an act. I enjoyed being with you all and I genuinely cared for you" I spoke as I wiped the tears that slowly belt up in my eyes. 

I probably looked lifeless and pitiful. 

Like a broken doll.

"Also me beating Yulha? Really Yulha is that the only lie you can come up with? Me beating you up? Like I'd waste my energy doing that. I don't know if you know but I don't beat women for my own pleasure Hyunsung. 

I'm not some sick bastard who beats women and look down on them. If that's all you have to say to me then I'll dismiss myself and pack my things since I'm not wanted here" I spoke in a monotonous tone. My expression not changing, emotionless. 

I wiped the last tears away, walking past Hyunsung and Yulha who stared stunned, as well as everyone. 

I proceeded to walk out the room and rushed to my room, grabbing my infinity bag and shoving some bags and gold in there along with my potions and catalysts. I immediately changed out of my clothes and tossed in the trash can in my room. I changed into a fashionable yet casual attire. 

A White turtle neck with white dress pants and a black coat, along with dress shoes. I wore my Cardinal necklace. The attire was really nice and form fitting. With everything else in my infinity bag, I walked out of my room. Walking down the empty halls and down to the entrance. 

I decided to stay at the Church of Benigore and work as the Honorary Cardinal, it was for the continents citizens and the church. Word of my power as the Vice Guildmaster would spread so, might as well just work as the Honorary Cardinal at the church. 

**

Arriving at the church I was greeted by Pope Basel and some of the Honorary bishops and priests. 

"Honorary Cardinal Lee Kiyoung! You should've told me that you were coming, I would've prepared tea and snacks for you" Pope Basel greeted happily. 

I smiled softly at him. Waving his worry off. "Ah it's ok, in fact I'll be staying with Pope Basel and work here as the Honorary Cardinal of the Church" 

"Huh? What? What do you mean Honorary Cardinal Lee Kiyoung?" Pope Basel questioned as he looked at me shocked. 

I laughed sheepishly while fidgeting with my necklace. 

"I...I.... I've been stripped of my title as the Vice Guildmaster of Blue. Pope Basel.... I was...betrayed by my dearest sister...sniff... She lied to Hyunsung, telling them I've been abusing my power and abusing her...which I'd never do...sob...it.....it...hurts....so much Pope Basel...." I sobbed out the truth, crying as I tried to wipe my tears. 

Pope Basel and the other priests and bishops stared stunned at my sudden outburst. While also looking upset and angry for me. 

"What!? I thought the Honorary Cardinal's younger sister would be as kind as the Honorary Cardinal...but I guess I was wrong. Of course no one can be as kind as the Honorary Cardinal! Betrayal is one of the worst's sins, Goddess Benigore won't let her get away with this! I assure you of that Honorary Cardinal Lee Kiyoung"

Pope Basel Angrily spoke as he hugged and comforted me.  

I really didn't want this old man's comfort, but...it helped in a way. Since Yulha made blue turn on me, I'll make the Church and the rest of the continent turn on them. 

**

1 Year passed

One year has already passed already.

Hm...time does go by quickly. 

My heart was numb now. 

I remembered the sleepless nights where I cried and cried. Quietly sobbing to myself and screaming, letting out a heart wrenching scream. My sobs unheard through the night.

Thankfully Pope Basel listened to my request and summoned a mage to but a sound barrier around my room. 

I was still hurt by the betrayal, but it numbed along the year. 

The blue Guild was doing alright, but their financial situation wasn't great, as Yulha and Hyunsung enjoyed embezzling with the funds. 

Along the year, the blue guild members tried to enter the church, but the pope had forbidden them from entering. The Blue Guild was forbidden to enter. 

News of my title being stripped spread like wild fire. Many more citizens of the continent came to see me at the church, seeking my aid while also trying to find out the truth. 

When asked I kept my mouth shut. I frowned with a hurt expression, making who ever asked, immediately shut their mouth and apologize. 

I quickly reassured them it was fine and then spoke the truth. My words of truth immediately spread like crazy. The Blue Guild was now seen as a traitor. The whole continent now loathed the blue guild for hurting the saint who sacrificed so much for the continent. 

The blue guild's reputation immediately went down the drain. When any member walked in public, they were immediately hit with tomatoes and eggs; Humiliating them. 

I watched it happen many times with a deadpan expression. I used to look at them with pity and sometimes stepped up when it was too harsh.

I immediately stopped people from attacking them with tomatoes and eggs with a single word. Stop. 

I would go up to the member and help clean them with my cleaning spell. I didn't use too much since they didn't deserve my sympathy in the first place. I left some spots uncleaned. I would then hand them a plain hankerchief and suggested they go back to the guild and wash up. Every member I helped were the main ones I deeply pitied, and cared for once. 

They all stared at me stunned at my intervention, and thanking me as I just nodded with my expression unchanging. They immediately frowned, sad with my lack of expression. 

Once done with them, I would smile softly at the crowd, ushering them to go back to their own tasks, while seeing if anyone needed help with anything. They all looked at me softly and concerned for me. 

Most times when I turned away from them I could feel their gaze, hurt with envy. I was not smiling at the members of the blue guild anymore. The warm smiles I threw at them was no longer reserved for them. 

Since a year passed, the federal committee announced a hunting competition coming up, any guilds and mercenaries and hunters and etc could join to help lessen the amount of monsters rising on the continent.

I was still the chairman and I was well respected thankfully. Lee Jihye and Jing Qing helped me the most as they were my most trusted companions. They found me being replaced by my younger sister ridiculous, especially with Hyunsung listening to Yulha instead of me. 

They noticed my change through the year as well. They were uncomfortable at first but they realized nothing could be done with it, except to comfort me and help me through it. 

I was more quiet and not annoying Jin Qing like usual, I focused more on my work than I usually did.

They then decided they couldn't take it anymore and suggested I host a hunting competition. They suggested I could just sit and help heal any of the injured and help oversee the hunt. 

I was against it at first but they insisted since they couldn't stand me being Depressed anymore and admitted they missed the talkative and cocky part of me. 

It was mainly Jing Qing who was embarrassed when he admitted it but I just smiled a small smile at him, thanking him for his concern. 

I accepted the idea and announced it through the Goddesses Mirror. 

I took back my rights, including my children with me. They all stayed with me at the church, enjoying the peace with me. I learned how to undo the bond between me and Dialugia. She was upset with me but she understood that it was for the best.

If blue was going to treat me like scum, then I'll take everything that belongs to me at blue, stripping them of their wealth and influence. 

Call it cruel, but I didn't care. I was no longer the kind Kiyoung they remembered me as, I was scum in their eyes. So I became the villain and ruined what they couldn't accomplish without me. I stopped the potion distributions, and took back all the things I made at blue. 

**

It was the day of the event. Many people showed up excited for the event. They all cheered when I stood on the podium. I gave them my business smile, greeting them politely and kindly. 

I quickly explained the rules and how the hunt would be accumulated. Just like a normal hunt, the one with the most hunts could make a request from me. 

Those who worked together could share their points and if they helped anyone who is injured or in any certain danger it would be double the points they had. 

Everything was being monitored by the Goddess Benigores mirror. So if anything happened the rescue team could immediately be sent towards that area. 

I even told them there were rest areas where they could rest and a few priests and magicians would be there waiting to help aid them. 

It was a cheat pointing system, but I wanted everyone to feel like they could have a chance especially with the high ranking guilds joining in the hunt and other very strong players would join. 

I explained my reasoning and everyone was content with it, they were glad that I still wanted everyone to be on equal footing. Finishing my speech I told everyone to ready their selves and head near the forest and wait for my permission to start the hunt.

I then flashed a smile and watched as everyone nod enthusiastically, heading towards the forest. 

After a few minutes, everyone was waiting for me. 

"Alright Hunters! I hope you're all ready. Please have fun if you can and be careful!" "Everyone, The hunt, starts now!" As soon as I said it, everyone ran into the forest.

**

Everything was going smoothly. I chatted with many injured patients but they were all respectful and polite with me as I helped heal them. 

Since my divine powers were exhausted, I was now resting near a cliff. It was dangerous I know but it had a waterfall and huge lake there. I could also spread my wings if I needed to fly up.

*rustle* 

Quickly turning to see the direction of the noise. I looked at a bush, cautiously I pulled out a dagger from my robe, holding it up protectively. 

A bunny jumped out from the bush, causing me to sigh in relief. Putting my dagger away, I was immediately shot in the shoulder with an arrow, screaming in pain, I heaved heavily as I grabbed the arrow in my shoulder, pulling it out as I screamed in agony. 

Tossing the bloody arrow away into the lake, I glared at the direction the arrow came from. 

I was heavily panting as my body felt like it was slowly becoming numb, paralysis taking over. 

"Aww~ did you have fun Oppa? You ruined my life you know that? I could've had everything if it wasn't for you telling lies and painting the blue guild and Hyunsung Oppa as a traitor. I could be living luxuriously. You fucking bitch, do you know how hard it was to get rid of you?" Yulha walked out from behind a tree, a bow and arrow on her back. 

She was just a bitch. She was not my sister anymore.

"Don't call me your Oppa....you bitch. I did everything...for you back on earth and...this is how you treat me? I planned to welcome you warmly and have our sibling bond...."

"I wanted to brag about my accomplishments, just like any older siblings who wants their younger siblings to feel good to have a great older sibling they could brag about..."

"Please as if, I know how you are Kiyoung Oppa" Yulha rolled her eyes as she approached me. 

"I basically raised you Yulha, we had no one except each other on earth. I still remember the relatives that would always talked down on us. 

I remember doing everything I could to survive in that accursed world, making sure we both could live. "

"We both just wanted to survive! We were children and I had to care for you because you were my only family member left!! I loved you like a brother, making sure you were happy and safe!"

"When I suddenly vanished one day, I worried if you would be fine without me. I was worried but I knew you'd be fine since I raised you."

"Although our lives weren't so great on earth, I wanted to show you how great the continent could be once you got here and we can get more things than we did on earth."

"Now...now you're just a bitch. I don't even know you anymore. You're not the sister I once cherished, you're just a snake that wants to get what she wants, lying and pretending that you're a saint when you're just like me but you're worse than me."

"I grew to love everyone in the blue guild, I cared for that guild. I helped it grow to the way it was."

"You know when I first came to this continent it was on the edge of collapsing and being sold? Oh I bet they didn't tell you that huh?"

"I quickly stopped it from happening you know. I was helping hyunsung who I once cherished. I WAS the one who did all that, not you Yulha"

I rambled on, spilling words out of my mouth.

Annoyed, Yulha grabbed a dagger coating it with a liquid. I tried to move but my body wouldn't listen. I was paralyzed, the effects now took over my body.

I just glared at the bitch who approached me, she wore a satisfied smirk. 

"Finally done talking? Thank god it was so annoying to hear your sob story, now any last words Oppa?" 

She held the dagger in her hand, holding it up to my neck, before lowering it to my stomach.

"I...hate...that....I...loved....you...hah..at least....i can die without.....anymore useless hope....see you in hell you bitch" I forced my divine powers through my body, being able to move more for a bit. Yulha quickly reacted, stabbing me in my abdomen, pushing me closer to the edge, I quickly pulled my dagger, stabbing it into her thigh. She was screaming in pain before she pushed me off the cliff. 

My divine powers stopped, the numbing feeling taking over again. 

I could feel myself falling. 

So this is how my life ends. It's quite funny, I died at the hands of my sister who I once cherished. 

Maybe...maybe I can just die and rest peacefully. Belial is probably waiting for me in hell. Am I still a god? Im probably going up to where Benigore and the other gods are at.

Ah right, Jihye Noona would be sad and Jin Qing, that tsundere would act like he doesn't care but he'll be affected by my death. 

I chose great companions. 

I won't be here physically on the continent but I'd still watch over you two, I promise. 

Why did everything feel so slow as I was falling?

ah is this what's called 'seeing your life flash through your eyes'?

It's whatever, at least I don't have to fight for my sanity anymore. I don't have to wallow in misery. 

Everything was quiet, I then felt my self hit the water. At least I was paralyzed, I wouldn't feel the pain as I died. I closed my eyes

Exhausted and letting death take me. 

My only regret was not being able to overcome the pain of betrayal. 

Maybe in the next timeline or whatever it is, I don't have to worry about such things. 

I'm sorry for everything everyone....

**

"WHERES THE LOCATION!!?" 

"It's in the west! I'll send the coordinates! Send magicians and priests immediately!! The Honorary Cardinal has been injured! I saw it on the Goddesses mirror! Hurry!!"

"Yes Ma'am!"

"Jing Qing! Go! You're the one who can get their the fastest!"

"Tch, I was planning on going anyways" Jing Qing grumbled as he immediately stood up and moved, gathering a group of priests and magicians. 

"Everyone follow me! Immediately!" Jing Qing yelled as he ran along with the others following behind. 

In 17 minutes they arrived, but they were late. There was a girl they knew. She was the Vice Guildmaster of blue, the bitch who ruined Kiyoung.

She was crying. "Help! The assassin dragged Kiyoung Oppa along with them off the cliff! I tried to help but the assassin stabbed me in my thigh. Please save Kiyoung Oppa!!" She cried ugly tears, with snot running down her nose, her hands bloody from her bleeding thigh. 

Everyone immediately went towards the cliff, looking for a way down. Jing Qing stepped up and used magic, making stairs down to the lake and a small bridge. 

Once finished everyone rushed down the steps, going into the water in search of the Honorary Cardinal. 

After Hours and hours and hours of searching the only things we found was his necklace and the red drape along with an arrow that would be used for evidence. His body was nowhere to be found. The hunt was immediately stopped. Anyone who could find the Honorary Cardinal dead or alive would be rewarded a significant amount of money. 

Everyone was searching for Kiyoungs body, hoping to find him. 

**

Crackling of fire could be heard. 

I could somehow feel my body but it felt slightly wet and cold but something was keeping me warm.

I thought I died, what happened?

Tiredly, I opened my eyes to see the ceiling of a cave. I then forced myself to sit up, moaning in pain. My abdomen hurts so much. Looking down at myself I saw that I was naked and covered in bandages. I was covered by someone's coat. 

Looking around, I noticed how big the cave was. A fire was burning and my clothes sat near it, drying. There sat a man that seemed quite familiar. The scar on his eye was definitely something that I remembered. He was also naked but he covered his self with a blanket. 

The minds eye then popped out, showing his stats.

The name caught me off guard, throwing me into shock. 

[Status Window]

[Name: Jung Jinho]

[Age:34]

[Disposition- Calculating Killer]

[Title- N/A]

[Job-Battlemage-rare grade]

[Stats]

[Strength- 65]

[Agility- 77]

[Stamina- 60]

[Intelligence-62]

[Endurance- 54]

[Luck- 44]

[Magic- 61]

[Overall Rating- An Amazing talent! Still needs room of improvement but Could possibly be on par with player 'Kim Hyunsung' once given needed training. Surprised he's alive, His talent will grow. Careful when approaching this player, he's still dangerous as last time] 

The name shocked me along with his stats. Jung Jinho, an acquaintance of the Masked trash in the first time line. The guy was killed in the tutorial dungeon by Hyunsung from what I remember. 

How was he alive? 

Wait, did he save me? Why?

A noise then brought me out of my thoughts. I looked at the man again, who was now waking up with a groan. Blinking his eyes and rubbing his face, he looked up at me. A smile placed on his face. 

"Well if it isn't Lee Kiyoung. How are you feeling?" He questioned me with raised brow. 

"Jung Jinho...." I muttered his name out loud in which made the man grin. 

"I'm surprised you remember me" The man walked over to me his blanket falling off showing his private part. 

I ignored it and kept an eye on the man's face. 

He then crouched, checking my temperature, before moving the coat and checking my bandages. 

"How are you alive?" I finally questioned him. In which he froze before looking up at me with his ruby like eyes. A smirk played on his lips. 

"Hmm~ curious aren't we? Hahaha I'll tell you anyways, but I was able to escape once that damn swordsman of yours 'finished' me off. I was able to leave the dungeon quietly and seeked help from the Red Mercenary's. I repayed by helping defeat a few dungeons with them. I then decided to leave and ended up here" 

Jinho explained as he eyed my expression. I just stared shocked before blinking them back to my neutral expression. 

"If you don't mind me asking, The hell happened to you? You were suddenly flowing down the stream I would usually go to fetch water. You were barely alive when I found you. I could've left you to die but I think you'll help me in a way, if you repay me for saving you. Don't you think?" Jinho hummed as he smiled at me. 

I looked at him with a look of surprise, before nodding my head. 

"Of course. I think I know of a way to repay you back" 

He seemed happy but rose a brow at me, hinting at me to answer his question. 

With a sigh, I then explained everything that happened with my sisters arrival on the continent, leading to her attempt to kill me. 

He stared shocked, probably from the betrayal and the attempt to kill me. 

"Wait so let me get this straight, that swordsman of yours chose your sister over you? And that bitch of a sister just tried to kill you? What the actual fuck?"Jinho stared incredulously at me, while I laughed at his reaction. 

"It's fine, I don't care about Hyunsung anymore. After all once word of me being stripped of my title, everything went down the drain for them. They're all suffering for what they did" I told him while I wore a satisfied smile. 

He then stared at me before smirking at me. 

"Well aren't you a devil in disguise? Hm~" Jinho smirked as he eyed me, taking my appearance in. I scrunched up my nose in disgust. "Quit staring at me like that you pervert" I told him as I flipped the man off. He laughed as he went back to his spot, picking up his now dried clothes and putting them on, as well tossing my clothes towards me.

I slowly lifted myself off the ground, my body felt fuzzy and odd. The paralysis wearing off. My legs were shaky as I stood. I then carefully slid on my underwear and my white pants and skirt. I then wore my white cardinal top. Slipping the white robe on as well. 

Fixing my hair, I then patted my self down making sure the clothes were fine. The shirt had a cut on it, with a bit of blood on it from the stab. Fixing my sleeves I then turned around to see Jung Jinho staring at me. 

"By the way how many days has it been?" I questioned the man. 

"It's been 4 days. Why? You in a rush?" He questioned as he walked towards me, towering over me as he looked at me. 

I shook my head in response. "I still feel a bit sluggish. I think it's the poison that's still in my body. I need to get treated quickly or I'll die" I explained to him in which he stared before nodding his head. He grabbed the coat that was on the floor, slipping them on.

"I see...then I'll help bring you back. Let me grab my stuff and then we'll go" He hurriedly rushed back near the fire, grabbing a bag and sword. He slipped the sword beside his hips, while carrying the bag on one shoulder. He poured a bottle of water on the fire killing it. He then grabbed something in a paper bag. 

He then rushed back to me, handing me a piece of bread and cooked meat to eat while we walked. 

I thanked him, as we walked out of the cave. 

**

2 hours passed  

Me and Jung Jinho were walking near the exit of the forest. He was mainly carrying me in his arms, as my stamina was crap. He laughed at me when I would ask for breaks, my breathing could be heard as we walked. 

I then just asked him to carry me as I was exhausted, he surprisingly complied easily with me. 

I was guiding him towards the exit of the forest. As I told him to walk straight out of the forest, I begun coughing. My chest felt tight. My throat hurt, a burning fever and a headache came in. 

I coughed and coughed, heaving for air, my chest felt constricted, it felt like my lungs were out of air. 

As I coughed harshly a warm metallic fluid built up in my throat. I coughed out the blood into Jung Jinho's arms; alarming him as he picked up the pace. He then yelled for a priest. 

"Hey!! Any one!! I NEED A PRIEST IMMEDIATELY!!! GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!! PRIEST WHERES A FUCKING PRIEST!!!" I could hear him screaming desperately for help.

Tears were spilling out my eyes. My body hurts so much, my chest and throat hurts. I kept coughing nonstop. My body was burning. 

The poison was now taking affect. 

"Hey! Lee Kiyoung don't you dare die to something stupid as this! you hear me!" I coughed in his arms as he cradled me closer to him. Now out of the forest. Running towards a crowd of people yelling for a priest. 

I just met this man two hours ago and he was now worried about me? It was kinda funny but I couldn't laugh as blood continued to spill as I coughed blood. 

I could hear everyone murmuring. I then heard someone yell they could help heal me. Desperate, Jung Jinho quickly ran towards the direction, laying me gently on the ground. 

I continued to cough, clutching my chest as I was in pain. 

I then felt divine magic pouring into me, a mage then lifted my shirt, undoing the bandage, using their magic they controlled my blood, finding the poison in my body, extracting it out of my body immediately. The divine magic quickly healed my wound. The mage then cleaned the blood off me with a cleaning spell. They also made sure my other injuries were healed.

I was tired from the coughing. Someone then poured a potion in my mouth and then pouring water in. I carefully drunk the potions and the fluid. 

Laying back down, I curled myself up as my tears stopped. I yearned for comfort. I reached a hand, hoping to cling onto something but nothing was there.

I felt emotionally unstable. Everything I buried away was coming back up again. 

I squeezed my eyes shut, crying again as I screamed, letting out a painful cry. 

Everything flashed through my head, the painful memories coming back as I continued to sob uncontrollably. 

I then felt a spell being placed on me, causing me to feel sleepy. 

Unconsciously, I muttered someone's name. Falling into a deep slumber. 

**

I watched as Lee Kiyoung was quickly treated. Once he was treated he cried and let out a painful cry. It seemed he was still in pain. 

A white and blacked hair mage then walked up to Kiyoung, placing a spell on Kiyoung. Calming the man and putting him to sleep. 

As Kiyoung fell asleep he muttered my name. 

"Jinho..." He muttered causing me to stare shock. I was about to approach him but I was immediately stopped. 

"I'm sorry but I'll have to stop you there. We'll need to interrogate you, to see if you were the one who attempted to assassinate the Honorary Cardinal Lee Kiyoung" 

The mage sternly told me as he cuffed my hands in magic ropes. 

"What? Really? After I yelled urgently for a priest? I saved him when he flowed down a stream I usually went to, he was barely breathing. He would've been dead if I wasn't there" I protested while fighting for my innocence. 

"I understand and I thank you for that, but we have to interrogate you and another suspect. We'll be putting you both in a room together. Now we need to get it started immediately to find the culprit. If you're proven innocent you can visit the Honorary Cardinal"

The mage told us as I was pushed to walk behind him. I grumbled in annoyance but decided to comply. 

—

I was now in a room with the other suspect. It was a girl that looked similar to Kiyoung. 

'Ah this must be the bitch that tried to kill Kiyoung huh' 

She meekly looked at me, seeming to try and entice me. Sending me a sweet smile while looking at me bashfully. 

A spell was then placed on us, probably keeping the information between us and the mage.

The man sat in front of us and then begun to ask us questions. He first questioned the girl with the questions and writing it in a note book. 

"So what happened when you were with Kiyoung?" 

"I was talking with Oppa to see if we can make amends, but suddenly an arrow shot his shoulder. Kiyoung Oppa then pushed me away from him as he saw the assassin running towards us with a dagger. They stabbed Oppa in the abdomen. I tried to reach to help Oppa but they threw the dagger into my thigh, stopping me from reaching Oppa. He then pulled Oppa with him off the cliff! Wahhh oppa....sniff...Oppa..." The girl cried as she finished her explanation.

"I see" the man stated sternly before moving on to the next questions. 

After a few more minutes he finished interrogating the girl. 

He then turned to me asking the same questions and some different questions. 

I answered quite easily and kept my answers subtle. 

He then asked us both a question. 

"If you guys remember where was Kiyoung injured?" 

"I believe it was near his stomach and right shoulder..." I lied. The man looked at me puzzled before the girl quickly spoke up. 

"No! It was in his Abdomen and left shoulder!"

The girl yelled. 

I gave the mage a look, telling him to interrogate her again. He seemed to have marked me out. Finding the girl being the culprit already anyway.

He nodded his head before standing up closing his book. "Please follow me to the court room" The man spoke as he walked towards the door. 

We walked after him, quickly finding the court room full with people. Me and the girl split up and sat in a desk. 

The man then handed his notes to the judge. The judge nodded his head as he accepted the notebook. 

It took a few minutes for everyone to settle down. 

—

We were then asked the same questions again as earlier. 

It was about 45 minutes long. 

"I will now call out who is guilty" The judge spoke. The girl wiped her crocodile tears as we looked at the judge. 

"I hereby declare Lee Yulha Guilty and Jung Jinho innocent" As soon as I was declared innocent, The girl shrieked in shock. 

"WHAT!?! W-WHY!?" The girl cried out as she stared In shock at the judge.

The judge shook his head. 

"Lee Yulha we collected the dagger that was stabbed into your thigh. We inspected the dagger and found the Honorary Cardinals initials on the dagger. We also had video evidence of the crime scene. A mirror was placed near your location catching both your conversation and actions" The judge spoke as a women who seemed oddly familiar walked up and summoned a Mirror. 

The video then played on the screen.

[ Lee Kiyoung was sitting at the cliff. A noise was heard and he immediately stood up holding a dagger. A bunny jumped out from a bush, causing him to relax before an arrow flew hitting his shoulder. Kiyoung screamed in pain, pulling the arrow out and tossing it into the lake. 

"Aww~ did you have fun Oppa? You ruined my life you know that right? I could've had everything if it wasn't for you telling lies and painting the blue guild and Hyunsung Oppa as a traitor. I could be living luxuriously. You fucking bitch, do you know how hard it was to get rid of you?" Yulha walked out from behind a tree, a bow and arrow on her back. 

She approached Lee Kiyoung with a smirk.

"Don't call me your Oppa....you bitch. I did everything...for you back on earth and...this is how you treat me? I planned to welcome you warmly and have our sibling bond...."

"I wanted to brag about my accomplishments, just like any older siblings who wants their younger siblings to feel good to have a great older sibling they could brag about..." Kiyoung retorted. 

"Please as if, I know how you are Kiyoung Oppa" Yulha rolled her eyes as she continued to approach Kiyoung.

"I basically raised you Yulha, we had no one except each other on earth. I still remember the relatives that would always talked down on us. 

I remember doing everything I could to survive in that accursed world, making sure we both could live."

"We both just wanted to survive! We were children and I had to care for you because you were my only family member left!! I loved you like a brother, making sure you were happy and safe!"

"When I suddenly vanished one day, I worried if you would be fine without me. I was worried but I knew you'd be fine since I raised you."

"Although our lives weren't so great on earth, I wanted to show you how great the continent could be once you got here and we can get more things than we did on earth."

"Now...now you're just a bitch I don't even know you anymore. You're not the sister I once cherished, you're just a snake that wants to get what she wants, lying and pretending you're a saint when you're just like me but you're worse than me."

"I grew to love everyone in the blue guild, I cared for that guild. I helped it grow to the way it was. "

"You know when I first came to this continent it was on the edge of collapsing and being sold? Oh I bet they didn't tell you that huh?"

"I quickly stopped it from happening you know. I was helping hyunsung who I once cherished. I WAS the one who did all that, not you Yulha"

Kiyoung confessed, his expression full of resentment and betrayal towards the girl.

Annoyed, Yulha grabbed a dagger coating it with a liquid. Kiyoung could be seen with a face full of panic, as he darted his eyes. He couldn't move for some reason.

Kiyoung glared at the girl while she wore a satisfied smirk. 

"Finally done talking? Thank god it was so annoying to hear your sob story, now any last words Oppa?" 

She held the dagger in her hand, holding it to Kiyoungs neck before lowering it to his stomach.

"I...hate...that....I...loved....you...hah..at least....i can die without.....anymore useless hope....see you in hell you bitch" Divine magic then surrounded Kiyoung. Yulha quickly reacted, stabbing Kiyoung in the abdomen, pushing him closer to the edge. 

Kiyoung also quickly reacted, grabbing his dagger,stabbing it into her thigh she screamed before she pushed him off the cliff.]

The video then ended. 

The girl was now white like a sheet of paper. Everyone gasped at the scene that unfolded. Even the members of the blue guild who were there watched in horror. Hyunsung the bastard swordsman looked with wide eyes. His Iris shaking rapidly as well as his body trembled in anger and frustration.

The girl then cried out to the man. 

"Hyunsung Oppa! I-I didn't do it! That videos fake! Help me Oppa!" Hyunsung looked at the girl with a glare before sneering at her, turning away from her. The girl then looked at the other blue guild members to see if anyone would help. They all shook their heads, glaring at the girl In disgust.

I silently watched, silently laughing to myself. I then noticed Hyunsung walking towards me. Bowing in a 90 degree angle. 

"Thank you...for saving Kiyoung" He thanked me as he stood back up. I was taken aback by the sudden gesture. I forced a warm smile on my lips. "Of course, it was only the right thing to do" I politely answered. 

The court room doors was suddenly and quickly pushed open. "Honorary Cardinal! You still need to rest!" A priest yelled following after the man who opened the door dramatically. 

Kiyoung was now in a white robe and white pants and black flats. The robe slightly revealed his chest. His appearance was angelic while it also had an alluring charm to it. 

He then looked through the crowd with his eyes. Seeming to look for someone. He then locked eyes with me. Relief washed over him as he quickly ran towards my direction. 

I then stood away from Hyunsung, raising a brow at the brunette who ran up to me, jumping into my chest, Hugging me. It caught me by surprise. 

"Don't leave me please...." His voice was quiet as he whispered in my chest. 

"Hm? Are you ok Kiyoung?" I questioned the brunette in my arms. 

I then leaned closer towards his ears. "What are you doing all of a sudden?"

I whispered quietly as he still hugged me. 

"Shh...just play along. I want to make a certain someone jealous" He whispered back as he pulled away sending me a wink. 

I couldn't help but chuckle at his pettiness. No wonder I wanted him to join me back then. 

"Everyone I'd like to announce that Jung Jinho will be my personal bodyguard. He saved me when I was near deaths door. Therefore he is my savior. I'd like everyone to respect him as Im grateful towards him." Kiyoung declared, shocking me and everyone around us. He then shot a warm smile at me, bowing to me. 

I was taken aback by the gesture, but I reacted quickly. "Thank you Honorary Cardinal. I'll gladly accept the position you've given me" I thanked him, lifting his hand. Kneeling in front of him. 

"I swear to protect the Honorary Cardinal Lee Kiyoung, till the day I die" I swore as I kissed his hand, looking at him with determined eyes.

He looked stunned at the kiss, staring shocked and his cheeks turning a red hue. I could already feel someone burning holes in the back of my head. 

"Thank you again for saving me Jinho-ssi..." He smiled back at me, while I smiled back at him. I then stood up again. My hand still holding his, I pulled him towards me. Caressing his cheek with my hand. I could feel that swordsman's jealousy from here.

"It's no problem my Holiness..." 

He sheepishly smiled at me before turning to the judge. 

"I apologize if I'm interrupting..." Kiyoung apologized. The judge quickly reassured him it was fine and that they would pubicly execute Yulha. 

"Wait! Please...can you please choose a different punishment for her. I know I shouldn't care, but I raised her. She's my only baby sister...."

".....maybe....maybe she'll change. I know it's foolish a-and naive, but please leave her alive. It's unforgivable that she betrayed and tried to kill me, but.....it'll be more painful for me if my sister dies. No...she's not my sister anymore but she was someone I once cared for.... So please...

Please listen to my words and spare her. 

This whole problem started because of me....sniffle...

.........I'm sorry for causing you trouble because of this...sob.... I'm sorry....sob...I'm sorry......I'm sorry I didn't raise her any better.....hic....as her guardian...please punish me as well"

Kiyoung intervened with the judge's decision. Begging to keep his sister alive. 

Apologizing for not raising her well and causing trouble.

He cried tears that seemed pure and sincere. 

Yulha stared at her brother incredulously. She was confused by the situation.

Why did he beg to keep her alive? 

It was an interesting question, everyone was thinking about.

Some suspected it was because he still cared for her. Some said it was just the honorary cardinals nature, to forgive those who've hurt him terribly. Some even suspected it was out of pity or for revenge.

Everyone in the court room was stunned by Kiyoungs intervention. They were even more shocked when he shedded tears and pleaded for a different punishment to be done on his sister.

The judge and everyone couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by the saints sudden intervention and for him to also get punished made it feel like they were crossing the line. They'd feel guilty if they hurt the saint by accident, so they carefully gathered and chatted about the punishment. After a few minutes, They then separated. 

The judge and the court members moved back to their seat. The judge was the one who spoke up.

"We'll have to postpone the punishment and decide on a suitable punishment. We are also doing this on behalf of the Honorary Cardinal" 

"Guards, Please take her away to her chambers" 

The judge ordered as everyone murmured about the honorary Cardinal and his sister.

"Stop, I need to talk with her. Alone please..."

Kiyoung slowly walked towards his sisters direction. Stopping in front of the guards. 

The girl was In magic handcuffs. She was blocked by multiple guards. 

The guards and everyone looked at Kiyoung as if he was crazy. 

"I'll bring my guard with me" Kiyoung stated, in which the guards parted away. Allowing us to approach the girl. Kiyoung walked towards the younger girl. His tears dried, but his eyes were glossed with tears that couldn't be shed.

He stopped in front of the girl. Yulha just stared back blankly with a raised brow.

He looked with eyes that looked close to crying, but he calmed his self and closed his eyes. Letting out a deep breath. 

I was confused since, I thought he wanted to walk somewhere else where it was just him and his sister and I.

"Before we go somewhere else, I'll have to do this, to keep you in check Yulha"

His expression was now stern. His eyes were still filled with tears, but determination could be seen on his face.

Yulha scoffed in return and sneered at the other, glaring at him.

"I doubt you could with that weak body of yours. Oh right! didn't you dress in lewd clothes just to earn some money? Pfft!

Instead of a saint, why don't you show the world how much of a fucking slut you are? Hmm? Why are you so quiet now. Are you actually ashamed? Oh wow~ I guess you really are a human being, and here I thought you were a piece of garbage. I have no shame left, I'm about to be punished anyways, so why should I stop?" 

"Oh~ you need a dress first! Do you need to wear my clothes again? Oh don't be shy, I'm sure they'll fit perfectly~ Go on, Keep on selling your body to earn the money you worked so hard for. Hey, why aren't you saying anything, you fucking bitch! Are you ignoring me you fucking whore"

—

"Listen to me you, Fag!! Strip! Go and Sel—"

*SMAACCCKK*

My hand moved on its own, driven by anger and frustration.

Her cheek was red and it had a hand print on it.

"Shut up!!" I yelled at her furiously.

"You have no right to talk like that. You don't even know the full story, so shut your mouth, Yulha" I gritted my teeth angrily as I tried to suppress my boiling anger and frustration.

"...." She just glared at me.

Her mouth curling into a smirk.

"What? Did I hit a nerve? I'm just saying the truth. You're a fucking prostitute, you always wore my clothes and came back with money in your hands"

"It wasn't like that"

I sternly looked at her with rage in my eyes.

"Then what was it? You never told me every time you came home. You'd say you were exhausted and go to bed. So what else was it, hm? Care to explain brother? Care to explain how much of slut you are?"

She laughed as she clapped her hands excitedly. 

"Go on, I'm sure they're all curious! Go on don't be shy! I said talk you fucking bitch!"

"It wasn't like that" I repeated again.

She scoffed at my answer and shook her head. "I guess you really do have some shame. It really is a shame, to this day, you really won't say anything? Pfft! I knew it. You really are a fucking whore"

"Shut up"

"What? Did you say something?"

"Shut up"

"Speak louder I can't hear you from the amount of bullshit your about to say"

"Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP!!"

"DO I REALLY HAVE TO SPELL IT FOR YOU YULHA!? IT MEANS TO SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTH!!"

I yelled in frustration.

"QUIT LYING AND SPILLING LIES THAT ARE NOT TRUE!"

With a deep breath I tried to calm myself down, but of course Yulha had to speak.

"Oh please! Like you aren't Lying to the whole continent!"

"I never lied!"

"Then why won't you tell me what you were doing back on earth!?"

"Because it's embarrassing!"

"Pfft! I guess you really went and slept around for the money"

"I DIDNT YULHA!! WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I DIDNT!! 

FINE!

YOU WANT THE TRUTH!?

I CROSSDRESSED IN CROSSDRESSING COMPETITIONS!

I CROSSDRESSED JUST SO WE CAN HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY OFF YOUR COLLEGE TUITIONS!! 

WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I WORKED SO HARD FOR YOU!?! 

EVER SINCE MOM DIED I WAS STUCK TAKING CARE OF YOU! I NEVER COMPLAINED AND CHOSE TO RAISE YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE MY ONLY FAMILY LEFT!!!"

I was heavily breathing and tears were starting to pour. My emotions began to pour out as I continued.

"OUR RELATIVES DIDNT GIVE A DOGS SHIT IF WE DIED! THEY DIDNT CARE AND TALKED DOWN ON US BECAUSE MOM DIED AND DAD LEFT!! 

EVEN THOUGH THEY TALKED DOWN ON US, I WORKED HARD FOR US! I WORKED HARD SO WE DIDNT SUFFER FROM STARVATION AND NEGLECTION!! 

I ENDURED THE BULLYING BECAUSE I KNEW IT WOULD BE HARDER FOR YOU SINCE YOU WERE YOUNGER! 

I ALWAYS WALKED YOU TO SCHOOL AND HUGGED YOU GOODBYE SO YOU WOULDNT FEEL ALONE! 

I WAS ALWAYS THERE DOING THINGS FOR YOU!"

I was heavily breathing, catching my breath. Tears of frustration and anger poured out.

"So....hic...why......why are you...so greedy? Why....are...you fighting with me....? Hic......haven't I given enough...sob.....what was it that made you so unsatisfied! That killing me is the only option you have!? Are you really...sniff....the sister I once loved?...Hic....Or....sob.....are you just an imposter.....hic..."

Tears poured down like a broken faucet. The emotions I bottled away, in the past year, bursted. 

Hurt, Betrayal, anger, agony, rage, sadness, depression, bargaining, resentment, frustration, disbelief, disappointment, distress.

All my emotions were everywhere. 

The court room was quiet. Yulha stared with wide eyes. Stunned to learn the truth. 

Great, now everyone knew my background and secret about crossdressing.

This was just lovely. 

Even the blue guild, which I now resented, knew about my background now. 

"If.....if you can't answer my question.....hic....I'm afraid....I'll have to officially cut you out of my life...sniff....you can stay with the...sob....blue guild....everything you do now...is none of my business...."

I turned away from her and walked away as I wiped my tears. 

My nose was getting runny, and Jung Jinho who was now my bodyguard, handed me a handkerchief. I thanked him as I continued to wipe my tears. The tears still pouring out like a waterfall.

As I stopped midway of my walk, some people tried to come up and comfort me.

I waved them off as I forced myself to walk out of the room as I cried.

I was tired. 

So much happened and it hurt my head trying to remember. 

"Well.....that's one hell of a past you have"

Jung Jinho tried to cheer me up, but I just frowned at the other as I wiped my tears.

He quickly whispered a quick apology, staying close to my side.

Walking down the halls, my tears was starting to die down thankfully.

We were getting closer to the room I rested in. 

As I walked, my body started to slow down. My movements started to get lethargic. 

My heart and mind were racing loudly. My vision was starting to blur and black specs were slowly covering my vision.

One thing went through my mind as I collapsed.

Tired, I was tired.

**

3 years passed

It's been three years since Jinho served to be my bodyguard. It was nice having him around. We got closer and I could call him a close companion. Word about my past spread after the attempted murder. Everyone on the continent now loathed Yulha and the blue guild. 

The blue guild wasn't as hated as it used to be, but since they housed and still had Yulha under their care, they were hated for housing a murderer and a selfish brat.

She was stripped of the title and forced to be spanked 100 times on the arse.

I took up half of her punishment, since I did ask them to punish me as well. She would get spanked by a wooden stick 50 times on the ass. While I also got spanked on the ass by a stick 50 times. 

It was originally lowered to 10 spanks, but I told them to treat me just as harshly and equally. So they had no choice but to listen.

Yulha got spanked first and was screaming in pain. Many people yelled for it to be more than 50, but they quickly shut up when they learned that I would take half of Yulha's punishment.

After 50 spanks, it was my turn. 

They planned on hitting me softly, but I looked at them with determined eyes and told them to treat me like they did with Yulha. I told them I could endure it. They hesitated but complied since I was the one who told them to.

It was painful and I cried, but I endured. Keeping my screams in as I cried. I would cry out in a pain a few times, but after that I would try and  suppress my screams. I was facing the crowd just like Yulha. 

I covered my mouth with my arm as I cried in pain. I could hear the crowd cheering me on and saying that I was almost there. Some people looked away to respect me. 

In Jihye's perspective, she said I let out some very erotic expressions and noises as I was spanked.

That's why many people were embarrassed. Some were worried about my wellbeing and concerned if I would be able to walk normally after that. 

After my 50 spanks were done, I cried in relief. I tried standing up, but I fell forward in pain. Jung Jinho, quickly caught me before I could get anymore injuries. I was quickly carried to a priest, but I told them not to heal me as I had to endure it just like Yulha and rest until it healed on its own.

Many people protested, but I was stubborn in my decision.

It took at least a month for me to recover, while it took Yulha two weeks. 

I guess I really am Physically weak.

Besides that time passed by quickly and I was dealing with Jung Jinho.

He knew about my manipulative side and told me he found it hot. 

Fucking weirdo. 

Gosh he's insufferable but I've grown used to it. His stats has improved, now being on par with Hyunsung. He trained with Heera and Raphael. Raphael was hesitant at first but agreed since I asked. 

Not that it took him three years to grow, it was just how long he's been with me. He raised his stats dramatically in one year, all thanks to me of course. After the attempted assassination at the hunting competition, the hunt continued and unsurprisingly Hyunsung placed first place. 

He told me his wish, which was for me to come back to blue. I declined, telling him to choose a different wish. He grumbled and asked if I could at least help blue with its money. I contemplated for a bit, agreeing to it as I pitied them. The girl they once believed in was an overconfident immature dog who may be similar to me but can never be me. 

They were doing better now but I don't even go to the blue guild or even visit them. I just helped with their finances and got them to be stable again. Everyone knew about my story with the blue guild and Yulha. 

The blue guild didn't blame me as they understood my situation.

Hyunsung was oddly quiet throughout the three years, not that I care about him. It's just unsettling. 

The last time I heard about him, he and Yulha were arguing, apparently they were arguing about their spendings.

There were a few times where me and Jinho would coincidentally bump into Hyunsung. For example going to the jewelry store attached to a clothing store. It was when I was helping Jinho find new clothes to wear and some clothes for my kids. 

*

"Jinho-ssi, stay still I need to see if this matches you" I brought a white ruffled button up, up to Jinho, who grumbled as he stayed put. Letting me check the attire.

"Oooh... maybe we can find a white strap to go along with the button up..." I muttered as I looked at Jinho and then back to the shirt. 

Something then caught my eyes. A black coat with a white button up, a Jabot collar attached to it with a ruby stone in the middle. A black vest on top of the button up.

I placed the button up, on to my arm as I quickly approached the mannequin that held the outfit. The black dress pants on the mannequin with a black belt holding it. A luxurious black cape draped to the side with a dark red dyeing the inside. Some silver and gold ornaments adorning it. 

"Huh...They still sell these? What a surprise" I murmured as Jinho walked up to me. I turned to him with a smile. "Jinho-ssi why don't we doll you up? Hm~" I questioned him as I pulled him up to the register, he just sighed in defeat. 

"Excuse me can you get that outfit over there in his size to try on?" I asked the register lady. She stared with wide eyes. Probably shocked to see the Honorary Cardinal in her store. 

"R-right of course, but before we do that, would you like to try one as well? We have another version that compliments the black outfit. It's in white and similar to that attire just with small differences" The register woman asked me as I stared shocked. I was thinking about it. 

So basically a matching outfit with this bastard? I'm not fond of the idea but it wouldn't hurt to try I guess. 

I then nodded at the lady, smiling softly at her. 

—

Small differences she said, This is literally a wedding Suit! I cursed in my head as I stared at myself in the mirror. I was in a white blouse and a white corset like vest on top of it. A jabot collar on top of the vest. It had a similar ruby in the middle of the collar. 

I guess the story about me crossdressing got to their head, as they're now thinking slightly feminine clothing will look better on me.

I was wearing a white coat with a white train attached to it and white dress pants, along with white dress shoes. To finish it off I had a white veil on my head with small gold ornaments. 

They even had a makeup artist ready. The cosmetologist just added blush and lip gloss on to my face. They squealed as they told me I looked beautiful. 

Even complimenting on how beautiful I already looked as they said I had lips already a beautiful shade of red, my eyes shaped cutely like a dolls and having long lashes soft as cotton. They told me they just did what they could by enhancing my soft skin with blush and glossing my red lips with lip gloss. They clapped their hands once again and waved goodbye as they were already done.

I looked like I was getting ready for a wedding. I stared a bit in awe at my appearance. My lips already a seductive rosy red. My appearance one of a beautiful bride. 

'Still was the corset and veil necessary?' I questioned as I fixed my long cathedral veil. 

There was a knock at my door. 

"Honorary Cardinal, Jung Jinho-ssi finished changing. Are you ready to see the outfit?" It was an assistant. 

"I'm ready" I slightly yelled back as I walked to the door unlocking it as I opened the door. The assistant stared at me shocked and in awe. I walked out the room and down the hall. 

The assistant helping me, by holding my train. I walked out to the place, where we could show our outfits to our invited guests. 

Jinho was leaning against the wall when I walked in. I carefully walked up to the small platform in the middle of the room. Jinho finally looked up as he heard my steps. 

The assistant was helping fluff out the train. 

I smiled sheepishly at Jinho, who was now looking at me in awe. The black suit did look good on him. The assistant then came up to me, slipping on white gloves on me. 

Done with helping me, she stepped away from me and out to the entrance of the room. Staring at me and Jinho from a far. 

Jinho then whistled as he smirked at me, walking up to me and standing in front of me with a grin. 

"Are you sure you're not getting us ready for a wedding?" He questioned me as he wrapped his arm around my waist. 

"You sure have a small waist Kiyoung" he wrapped both arms around my waist as I let out an annoyed grunt. 

I then pushed him away, hitting him in the chest. 

"No. We're not doing what you're thinking and I know I have a small waist, quit pointing that out Jinho-ssi!" I shot a look of disgust at him. 

He laughed as he let go of my waist. Raising his hands as a sign of defeat. "Fine, fine. Calm down Kiyoung. Hahaha I was joking and I'm just appreciating your beauty, my Lord~" he teased.

I just huffed before looking at him. "How's the outfit? Does it fit your taste?" I questioned the red eyed killer. He stared at me before looking back at his self. 

He patted his self and turned around, showing his outfit. "It's good and very stylish, but it's not my style. I don't mind having something like this though" he answered truthfully as he looked at me again.

I nodded my head as I called for the assistant. 

"We'd like to pay for the outfits we're wearing right now" I told the assistant as she nodded her head. "Of course, do you want to change first or do you want to wear it as you pay?" She questioned me. 

I then shot a look at Jinho to see if he was fine with that. He nodded his head in approval in which I nodded at the assistant. 

"Oh right as we do pay, can you guide me to the children's clothing? I want to get something for my kids, also can you ask someone to grab my bag in the room and bag my clothes along with Jinho-ssi's clothes as well" I asked the lady in which she nodded her head furiously. "

Of course! I'll ask someone to get them right away. Also if you will, come right this way!" She cheered as I handed her a bag of gold. She then led us towards the second floor of the building. There were many people around and they watched in awe. 

We then arrived at the children section. I would look through the clothes and pull them out showing it to Jinho and ask for his opinion.

I could hear the people whisper about me and Jinho but I ignored it as I continued to search for clothes that'd suit my children. 

"Oh! Should I get them a matching outfit? That'd be so cute Jinho-ssi! What do you think?" I pulled out a white button up with a small vest and pants. They were all white and there was even a small jabot with a small round ruby in the middle. "Look there's even a white dress for Dominion! They can match with me!" I cheered as I twirled the little dress and small suit in my arms. 

Jinho smiled as he nodded his head. "Of course, whatever my lord wants" he smiled softly at me as he saw me smile brightly at his comment. That's when I heard a small cough. Me and Jinho then turned in the direction of the cough. 

It was the assistant. "Ahem...I hope this isn't rude to ask but.....are you two perhaps married or dating?" She asked us. I blinked my eyes rapidly, turning to look at Jinho who stared at me with a stunned expression. A smirk then slowly crept on his face. I glared at him, blinking my eyes with a smile. Telling him to not do anything stupid. 

I decided to answer quickly. "No, we're ju—" "We are dating" Jinho cut me off as he smiled at the assistant. 

"Jinho stop it! W-we're not dating! I'm just happy to have a close companion who I can trust! Please ignore my bodyguards words" I frantically explained as I waved my hands. 

The lady chuckled softly as she nodded her head. "I see I understand Honorary Cardinal. It's just you guys seem very close and you're very happy around him. You just seem more brighter than before, I apologize if it's rude of me to say" she smiled softly at me, as I stared back shocked. I never realized that. 

I nodded my head at her. Smiling back at her softly. "No it's ok. I never realized that until now. Thank you for telling me that. I guess you are right, I'm happy to have Jinho with me" I smiled with sad eyes. 

THUD

I snapped my head in the direction of the noise. The others were looking in the same direction. There I saw Hyunsung, he bent down to pick up his sword. He then looked back up at us smiling softly as he apologized for interrupting. He then walked up to us trying to make small talk. 

How long has he been standing there? Probably since the assistant asked us if me and Jinho were dating.

I stared shocked but I nodded my head at him. 

The atmosphere was awkward. 

"Ah right, I want to thank you Kiyoung. For helping blue get back on its feet again" he smiled at me as he raised his hand to me. 

I just shook my head as I bought my hand to shake his. After a few seconds, I then pulled away giving a small smile. "It's nothing big, I just did what was needed, Blue Guildmaster" I bowed slightly as I stood up straight again. I then turned away and called for the assistant to come over. 

"I'd like to purchase 4 of the small white suits and 2 small white dresses. Oh also get 4 black ones as well" I asked the lady in which she frantically nodded. "Of course I'll get them right away Honorary Cardinal" 

I smiled as I walked out of the children's clothing department. I needed to get out of this awkward situation. As I turned away to leave, I was quickly stopped by someone calling out to me.

"Wait!" 

I glanced back to see Hyunsung staring at me with wide eyes, his face panicked. I raised a brow at him.

"Kiyoung..."

"..."

"K-kiyoung.....I know I have no right to say this but....you look beautiful in that outfit" Hyunsung smiled softly at me as I stared back with wide eyes. 

Internally I wasn't that surprised but I just need to show off that I still had that kind side as Light Kiyoung. I smiled warmly at him as I waved goodbye. "Thank you for your kind words, blue Guildmaster.....I..I'll be going then..." I bid goodbye as I bowed my head. It has been a while since I've been complimented by hyunsung. Wait when have I ever been complimented by him?

Now that I think of it, it's weird. Why is he complimenting me so easily now? We just have an older brother like relationship right?

No?

I'm not gay right? I never thought about my sexuality until now. 

Wait why am I thinking about unnecessary things! This is embarrassing... 

Unbeknownst to myself, The regressor Instruction Manual activated and sent my thoughts to Hyunsung. 

I have to be strong, I can't let my feelings take over me. It's not easy to forgive and forget. 

Although I wish for it to be like how it used to be, the past can't easily be undone. 

I kinda miss blue... I miss when we all have a meal together. Blue was my family, now....

Now it's just a painful memory. 

Ugh why am I having such negative thoughts! No no! I have to be strong. 

We can get this over with Lee Kiyoung!

I was so immersed in my thoughts that I didn't hear Jinho call out for me until he shook my shoulders. 

"Kiyoung!"

I blinked my eyes as I stared back Jinho. 

"Jinho-ssi? Why are you yelling?"

I questioned the black haired male.

He sighed before he looked at me with concern.

"I've been calling out your name a few times already, but you seemed too immersed with your thoughts. Are you okay? Also why is one of your eyes glowing?" 

As soon as Jinho asked that I immediately shut the bond. Canceling it. 

Fuck! Fuck! fuck! Holy shit, at least he didn't hear too much of my thoughts right...?

Embarrassment took over. I covered my face. It was most likely red. 

"Oh? Your ears are red"

Jinho pointed out. 

"I know that. You don't have to point it out Jinho-ssi! I just did something foolish" I then lifted the veil making it cover my face, but you could still see my flustered face. 

Jinho laughed at me as I pouted and walked away.

I found the assistant lady looking for us. Jinho followed behind. I made him carry the bags, as we walked to the jewelry section. 

Jinho looked around but he was near me.

I also looked and saw a crimson red jewel. It was in a necklace and it was very pretty. It was a very simple design.

I then asked the assistant that I wanted to purchase the necklace, in which she complied and got me the necklace.

She then handed me the small box. 

It was a thin long box with a red ribbon tying it. 

I then looked for Jinho, but it seems he found me first. 

He was standing in front of me holding a small black box with a red ribbon tying it. 

I tilted my head out of curiosity. 

"Did you buy something you liked?" 

I questioned the once psychopathic killer. 

He then shoved the box to me. 

"I got you something. It should help you" 

I stared back shocked by the gift. "You got me something?" I asked the other once again. 

"It's just to repay you back, for buying me so much things and for giving me this position" he smiled softly at me. 

In which my cheeks began to flush red. 

I then shoved the thin box in to his hand and quickly turned away but I was quickly stopped by him pulling my arm. 

He spun me back around pulling me close to him. 

"Don't run away just yet. I need to see you open my gift, Kiyoung"

"Y-you! This is why people misunderstand our relationship!" I Pushed my self away from him in which he laughed at me. 

"Well then, open it up Kiyoung" 

I complied opening the gift. 

In the box I saw a familiar gem stone. It was a beautiful crimson red. I then took out the ring, looking at it. 

[You have obtained the Legendary item 'Enchantress Ring'

+15 Stamina, +20 Endurance, +10 Charm]

Ok wait charm? That's odd... but I won't question it. 

"It's beautiful..." I muttered out astonished. Jinho then walked up to me, grabbing the ring and slipping it on my middle finger. 

I then pulled away from him and turned away. 

"Your ears are red again, My lord"

He taunted. 

I covered my ears and yelled back at him. "J-just open your gift!" This was such an embarrassing situation. 

The assistant chuckled softly as she comforted me. 

Jinho then walked up behind me, hugging me from behind. 

"Thank you for your gift Kiyoung". He thanked me as I just flushed even more red at his words. 

That's when I felt a chill went down my spine. Jinho also seemed to sense Hyunsung's presence. He placed his hand on his sword, ready to engage in battle if anything happens. 

In the end nothing happened.

*

"Kiyoung"

"What do you want now Jinho-ssi"

"Let me sleep with you"

"Haha....very funny Jinho-ssi, quit joking"

I rolled my eyes, as I walked in the churches garden.

"No im being serious Kiyoung"

"Did you eat something weird again?

"I didn't, I'm being serious Lee Kiyoung" 

"...." With a sigh I turned to look at the red eyes killer.

"Jinho-ssi if your pent up, you can just say so, and I can let you go find some woman to hook up with for a night"

"....."

In turn he frowned at my words. 

"I don't want that"

"?...are you gay then?"

"No! Ok, stop it Lee Kiyoung. Listen to me"

"...."

"I don't want anyone else. You are the only one I love and care about. 

I'll only say this once.

Lee Kiyoung, I'm in love with you"

Jung Jinho confessed as he now held both my hands in his.

I wa going to ask if he hit his head, but refrained from doing so. His expression was different from usual.

"..."

He looked at me sternly, he was serious about his confession. 

I pulled my hands away from him.

".....I don't have time for this Jinho-ssi. I'm afraid I'll have to reject you"

I turned away, walking out of the garden. He didn't chase after, instead I could see him through the telescope. 

He gritted his teeth and clenched his hand. He then took a deep breath and looked at the sky with a small frown. 

"...what can I do to change your mind..." he muttered as he pulled out the necklace I gave him a while back. 

I closed the Telescope, seeing enough.

—

Today was a day, where everyone was celebrating. They were celebrating the anniversary of when the continent was founded.

Everywhere you looked, you could see stalls being built and children and adults were happily walking or chatting around.

This celebration lasted for at least 5 days. This allowed everyone even the gods to rest for a while. 

In the daytime people would prepare for the celebration, even having open carriages decorated to use. 

While during the night, many people danced and drank. This was a day where everyone could either dress extravagantly or casually. It depended on how the people wanted to dress. Me and the kids were wearing the white clothing I bought a few weeks ago before the celebration. 

The kids all wore white suits. I was also wearing the white suit I bought, when I went clothes shopping with Jung Jinho-ssi. I was about to leave the corset and veil but pope Basel insisted I wear it. The train of the skirt attached to the coat of the suit, flowed gently on the ground. Jihye even added blush and lipgloss on my face.

Jinho-ssi wore the black suit I got him. He looked like a northern duke in those cliche novels my exes loved to read. 

Dominion wore the white dress I got her and I gave the other dress to Dialura. Dialugia found a dress that matched her daughter so it was very adorable.

Dialura was with Dialugia while I was with my other children and Jinho-ssi. We got a mage to put a spell on our clothes to keep our bodies cool and to keep them clean. 

Me and the kids were passing by the food stalls.

Many citizens came up and handed me some charms or gifts. Even the little children got gifts. We played some games such as a dart throwing games or apple bobbing.

we even played some intense games like whack-a-mole, and the punching bag test or the slam the hammer to hit the bell. We all had our laughs and fun. 

Before we knew it, it was already dark.

The dancing part of the event was beginning. Many civilians, elves, dwarfs, dragons and other species danced with partners, friends, and families. Many people changed partners as they danced and had fun.

I watched from the sides and happily clapped along to the music that played.

That was until Jinho, came up to me.

He slightly bowed and raised his head. His hand stretched out towards me.

"Would you be willing to dance with me Lee Kiyoung?"

He asked as he smiled at me.

"..."

I stare back with surprise evident on my face. I could feel the kids staring at me with anticipation, along with the other civilians witnessing this moment.

With a smile, I laughed softly and smiled with my eyes closed.

I opened them again, a hint of naivety was seen in my eyes as I played pretend, acting oblivious to the situation.

"Ah...I didn't expect you to ask me, out if everyone Jinho-ssi. I'll gladly accept your invitation" I smiled innocently as I placed my hand in his. My white gloves contrasting his black gloves. 

We both had our hand together as we slowly walked to the center of the town square, where people parted away and let us have our own space. I smiled and waved to people we passed, as we continued walking. We finally reached the center.

We both moved, standing in front of each other. I placed a hand on his shoulder while he placed his hand by my waist. Our other hands interlocked with each.

The music played as we walked a few steps forward. Moving to our right, spinning slowly as we walked backwards. Both our body's swaying in the same direction. 

I could only hear the music play as we danced. I also noticed it was just the two of us dancing now. Everyone watched us dance, entranced by the smooth and elegant dance.

I smiled a soft smile at Jinho as we danced. The music was starting to come to end, slowly transitioning to a different song.

As the song came to an end w,e slowed our movements and stopped. We let go of each other and backed away, bowing and thanking the other for their invite.

I bowed and raised my head smiling at Jinho-ssi.

I then felt someone grab my hand, gently tugging me towards them. I quickly bid goodbye to Jinho as I slowly moved towards the person who tugged me into the next dance. 

I shot an innocent smile with my eyes closed and curved upwards.

"Ahh...sorry about that, I'm a bit nervous. Haha...it's been a while since I've danced"

I laughed as I subconsciously placed my hand on the persons shoulder. There hand right on my waist. There other hand in mine.

"It's ok"

A soothing voice spoke. I immediately opened my eyes, staring back with wide eyes. While the other was staring back with soft eyes.

A smile tugged on their lips, while I just stared with my mouth agape. I closed my eyes blinking my eyes rapidly as I glanced around. Looking away, embarrassed.

I was dancing with hyunsung. Contrary to Jinhos outfit, he wore a dark blue vest, with a white button up and white dress pants. A white ruffled Jabot with a sapphire gem in the middle. A white jacket like cape hung on his shoulders. Gold adorned on him. He wore white gloves and black dress shoes. The emblem of the blue guild was sewed on to the vest.

His handsome face completing the look.

He really looked like a Count. He had the looks of a Male lead in a romance novel.

"...I.....I greet the Blue Guildmaster...."

I quickly changed my attitude towards him. Speaking in a formal and polite manner.

His brows furrowed hurt, while I stared back with an indifferent expression.

"Please call me by my name. kiyoung-ssi"

We slowly danced, our rhythm matching with the slow song.

".....I'm afraid I can't do that, Blue Guildmaster. It's my way of respecting you"

I monotonously told him, while staring at him apathetically. 

His expression distorted, a frown on his face as he looked hurt by my words.

I gave him a simple small smile, it held no meaning behind it. The song ended, cueing us to end our conversation and dance.

I let go of his hand and I unlatched my hand on his shoulder. He let go as well and stared at me sadly.

I bowed courteously and turned away, clearly trying to leave the scene.

He quickly stopped me by pulling my hand.

"Kiyoung! Please, please listen to me..." he called out my name as he pleaded. I didn't turn my head, instead I just looked down at the floor.

"If.....if...you're still upset about me siding with your sister, I'm sorry. 

I'm so sorry.....I was stupid. I should've.....I..Should've listened to you first.....it was my mistake.....hic...I'm sorry.....I'm sorry for kicking you out and removing your title....sob....it...was...a stupid thing I did...." He began to cry as he apologized.

Of course I wanted to forgive him because he was Hyunsung, but it wasn't easy. Especially with the pain I went through because of him. 

I was debating on playing a saint or being petty.

I went with the first option of course, while also being petty.

"...." I pulled my hand free from his Han and slowly turned to look at him.

"It's ok" I calmly spoke.

I stared at him with warm eyes, a small smile on my face.

"I've already forgiven you long ago. I forgive you for your mistakes, Blue Guildmaster...."

My gaze looked at him warmly and sadly as I expressed that I held no hatred towards him. 

".....It was my fault for not fighting harder that day......it was my fault for not keeping an eye on Yulha. It was my fault for letting you get manipulated by her. It was my mistake for not raising her any better....."

Tears poured out my eyes as I just smiled pathetically, my eyes expressing regret.

Hyunsung stared with wide eyes, his eyes cosplaying waterfalls. He bit his lips harshly as he trembled. 

Our story was tragic.

"...it's ok...you can now have the life you always wanted, without me having to to be there and baby you..."

I smiled one more time as I walked towards him. His body shaking at my words.

I stood on my tippy toes to reach his height. He subconsciously lowered his self to meet my height. His eyes looking at me sadly and with guilt on his face. He frowned.

I smiled, raising my hands to hold his face in my hands. 

I softly wiped the tears away. He stared at me confused. He wanted to talk but he refrained from doing so, missing the attention and affection he used to receive from me.

Leaning towards him, my lips closed against his. I closed my eyes with a smile, tears slowly pouring. 

I could feel his surprise as he stilled in surprise. 

In the blink of an eye, I pulled away, my eyes open and staring sadly at him.

"I'm sorry Hyunsung, but our story ends here. I wish you great health and happiness in your life.....I loved you...but we can't be together....

Im also sure you don't love me like that. 

So..please pretend our story never happened...

Don't cling on to the past and move forward....its for the best"

I leaned forward and caressed his cheek one more time. 

Whispering my goodbye.

"Goodbye Hyunsung...no...goodbye my lovely regressor..."

He looked shocked and confused, he stuttered trying to speak, he raised his hand trying to reach me, but I quickly pulled away, turning away.

He called my name, begging me to not go. To not leave him alone just like that.

Of course I wasn't going to die or anything like that, we'll still see each other. 

He yelled for me to stop and hear him first. 

"KIYOUNG! Please!! Please don't end our relationship like this! Our story isn't done yet! Please! Please!"

"..."

"Damn it!"

"KIYOUNG I LOVE YOU!!"

"..."

I stopped at his words, glancing at him with surprise on my face, but I was forced to look away. A hand was on my chin, making me look up at the person.

".....tears don't suit you my lord..."

It was Jinho-ssi. He wiped my tears and frowned.

"....I know it's not the right time, but...."

"Are you willing to continue your story with me, Lee Kiyoung?"

"....I'm sorry...but I don't know if I can love you...Jinho-ssi....so please find someone else to love...."

"....that doesn't answer my question...."

"......"

"..."

"We're not meant for each other....you'll find someone who'll love you...so please don't ask such questions..."

I moved his hand and walked past him. Before I could escape his grasp, he stopped me by my hand.

Pulling me towards him, Hugging me from behind.

"....you're an idiot...Lee kiyoung..."

".."

"....you really think, we can't continue our story? Just because we're not meant for each other? Are you really going to cut me off like that soft bastard?"

I didn't respond. He scoffed, before taking a deep breath.

"You idiot....you should know......"

"...."

".....I....could....never choose to love another....There won't be another person like you Kiyoung. So let me say this again. 

I love you Kiyoung"

I shook him off me and pulled away. Tears pouring down my eyes.

"I'm sorry Jinho-ssi, but I'm afraid my heart will just break again...."

I cried as I stared at him with sadness in my eyes. 

He smiled softly at me as he walked up to me and kneeled in front of me. Holding my hand in his.

".....it's....ok...I'll wait for you....i swear on my life if I ever hurt your heart....you can take my sword and stab my heart...

..just know...I love you Lee Kiyoung.."

He smiled with an understanding expression, his hand holding mine as he kissed it.

My eyes crinkled as I broke down at his words. I tried to calm my self but I couldn't. 

He quickly stood up and comforted me as he held me close. He kissed my forehead and rubbed my back and helped me calm myself down. 

I was exhausted. I didn't even dance much. Ending my tragic story with hyunsung. Jung Jinho confessing again, and he's firm about his feelings. 

Maybe....just...maybe I could love this psychopathic killer.

I hiccuped as I cried, putting a hand against my mouth to stifle my cries. 

He didn't judge and continued to hug me. 

I was crying in Jung Jinho's arms and I caught a glimpse of Hyunsung staring at us with a heartbroken expression.

It hurt me to see him so broken, but I couldn't do anything. He tossed me away, so why should I crawl back to him. 

He really was tragic like a second male lead. 

Despite looking like a male lead, his ending was that of a tragic second male lead.

Our story ended. He needed to accept that and fall in love with Hyejin. It was the perfect love story for him and her. He could not pursue the main characters love.

That's when Hyejin could comfort him and there love would blossom from there, giving him a happy ending.

—

Half a year passed

Just like I predicted, Hyunsung and Hyejin got together. 

They were dating now!

Although Hyunsung rejected her once, they were now dating. 

But they quickly broke up, in just three days. It wasn't even a week!?

Surprisingly it was Hyejin who ended it. It wasn't explained why, but I could guess Hyejin already accepted Hyunsung would never reciprocate her love, so it must've been very unrealistic for them to start dating. 

Yulha was quiet, probably ashamed of her actions. 

Everything was fine. Jinho-ssi was my bodyguard. I had the continent on my side, The kids were happy with me. 

I didn't have to worry about the blue guild anymore, since Hyunsung decided to man up and take care of his responsibilities. Helping the staff at the guild a lot more than before. It was scary to see him be all independent, but it was good to see him grow. 

I focused on helping Jihye and Jincheong and Benigore above. Belial helped from time to time as well.

It was now my everyday life. I had a lot of time, I could rest and relax. I woke up, got dressed, got ready to greet pope Basel, played with my children, helping the injured and the sick. Helping approve documents up above and etc.

Everything was fine until

It wasn't.

I should've kept an eye on Hyunsung, I should've kept an eye on him!

Fuck!

Fuck!

He disappeared.

Please not again. 

—

I'm sorry kiyoung.

I'm sorry...

But I can't let you go.

Not yet.

Our story is just beginning.....

My Dear Kiyoung...

I love you

Chapter Text

Hyunsung disappeared.

Fuck!

It wasn't even the end of the year yet!

Shit.

I was scared. Despite hyunsung being a swordsman and a god, he had the stealth of a top class ranger and the skills for it too.

I learned that back when I asked him to help Templar Jenny escape.

The news about this spread like the plague. It was chaotic, but we managed to calm the people down. We assured them that Hyunsung would return.

Due to the sudden news, security had to be raised.

Although I didn't say it, Jung Jinho stayed close to me to keep me safe. He must've noticed that I kept staying close to him often. I even asked if he could guard my room from time to time. He listened and didn't complain, instead he would ask if he could see me change or say something inappropriate.

I'd just flip him off and retort back at him. Even slamming the door on him a few times.

He'd laugh at my remarks, leaving to guard my room.

Today was one of those days. Today was hot, so I'm now changing into a robe and walking into my bathroom. It was late at night, and I would always feel an uneasy feeling when I was alone in my room.

It was probably paranoia but... maybe hyunsung was stalking me?

Crazy right? But....its also very possible...

Again I should be fine, the church put up a lot of security up since the zen incident and the assassination incident and now because of the dissapearance of Hyunsung.

I was now slipping in the warm water, in my bathtub.
I tossed my robe onto a hand railing that was beside my bath tub.
It was quiet like usual. I hummed to myself as I gently washed myself, making sure I cleaned every spot well.

It easily took a few minutes to finish my bath.

I then got out drying myself with a towel and slip on my robe. Tossing my used underwear into a laundry basket. I got up walking out of the bathroom, into my room and walking straight to my closet and pulling out a new pair of underwear.

Slipping on my underwear with ease. I looked at myself in the mirror.

My cheeks had a pink hue on it, my skin was soft and plush.

Right I need to do my skin care routine. I went to my vanity, sitting on my chair as I pulled out my serum and moisturizer.

Don't blame me Jihye Noona forced me to start a routine. She suggested I use these two products since my skin was already smooth.

I quickly finished applying both products.

Letting each soak in before using the other product. As I was about to drink a cup of water, I realized something was off as my minds eye immediately popped up. This alarmed me, as I stared at the information that displayed.

[Warning! Aphrodisiac has been detected in your water!! WARNING!!! WARNING!!! A DANGEROUS BEING HAS AN UNHEALTHY OBSESSION TOWARDS PLAYER 'Lee Kiyoung' DANGER!! DANGER! WATCH OUT A PRESENCE UNDETECTED IS IN YOUR ROOM!!!]

[RUN!]

[RUN!]

[RUN BITCH!!!]

It was quite funny to me how the System said that, but now was not the time to laugh.

Immediately listening to the Systems warning.

I quickly tightened up my robe, rushing towards the door.

"JIN—!"
I yelled for the man as I quickly pulled the door open, but I was quickly pulled back in the room, my mouth muffled by a hand that was gloved. The door was closed and locked swiftly.

I pulled, pushed, and shook my head. I thrashed around the arms around me, that held me captive.

Jinho should've noticed something was off. The door was quickly opened but it was quickly shut again. He should've noticed, while I also screamed for him.

'Wait, shit the room has a sound barrier.

No! No! I can't die like this!'

I thrashed around even harder in the hold.

"Please... Calm down Kiyoung..."
I froze at the familiar soft voice. There was no way I could forget his voice, even if I tried to ignore him. Of course I would still be able to recognize that cursed voice.

I slowly turned my head, my eyes traveling up to see the intruder and my captor.

Blue eyes stared at me crazed. A hint of warmth was in those beautiful blue eyes. The usual golden eye was not there since I cancelled the attribute that bonded us.

His lips a thin line with a subtle pink. A growing red hue on his cheeks.

"Kiyoung...." His eyes curved upwards. A unsettling smile forming on his face. Glee apparent on his face.

I closed my eyes, calming myself as I needed to think calmly and not give in so easily to his odd expression and actions.

Quickly I placed on my usual apathetic face. The one I always used for the blue guild members.

I stared in a cool manner. Hyunsung frowned, before he looked away, checking the surroundings.

His expression then brightened. Looking back at me with that crazed gaze. Arousal apparent on his face, I furrowed my brows.

My expression was slightly changing.
He happily carried me, letting go of my mouth. Seeming to know that a magic barrier was already placed in the room. He then layed me on my bed, quickly grabbing the cup of water, bringing it to my lips.

I kept my mouth shut, shaking my head as I shifted my body away from him.

He then frowned, seeming irritated by my resistance. He then pushed the cup harder onto my lips. I slapped the cup away, making some of the water splash out of the cup.

Fed up with my disobedience, he harshly grabbed my chin, squeezing my jaw and cheeks, forcing my mouth open, pouring the water in my mouth.

Still fighting back, I choked on the liquid. Not wanting to be drugged.

I slapped the cup harshly this time, causing it to fall out of Hyunsungs hand. The contents of the cup spilling onto the wooden floor.

He let me go in a panic. I coughed and made sure any fluid that went in came out.

He glanced at me and then the cup for a bit before sighing.

"You made me do this kiyoung..."
Hyunsung muttered as he reached into his pockets, pulling out a vial with pink fluid.

The minds eye quickly gave me the details.

I stared in horror, as he popped open the lid. He pushed me down on my bed, pinning my arms above me, as he poured the aphrodisiac into his mouth emptying the vial. Holding the fluid in his mouth, now with the vial empty he tossed it to the side. He used his free hand to hold my jaw, pressing my cheeks to force my mouth open again. quickly he pushed his lips on mine. Forcing the aphrodisiac into my mouth.

The fluid flowed down my throat. I thrashed and shook my body.

I didnt want any of this.

Hyunsung wouldn't usually act like this, but since I've left he's been unhinged and mentally unstable, making him worse. The 3 years and the past 6 months seemed to have made him even worse.

I wanted the kind and naive Hyunsung, not this.
I was terrified, did he plan this the whole time!?

I blame Yulha for this, even if she doesn't bother me anymore, she's the cause for this. I assume it's my karma.

No I shouldn't be thinking useless things, I needed to leave now! I needed Jinho!

Hyunsung finally pulled away, grinning as he licked his lips.

I quickly tried to force myself to gag but Hyunsung quickly stopped me, by giving me another dose of the damn aphrodisiac.

He pushed the vial into my mouth leaving me no choice but to swallow the liquid.

Hyunsung stared silently as he watched me take in the liquid.

Finished with the vial, he pulled it away and tossed it into the trash.

The aphrodisiac quickly began to take affect, as my body started to burn in a burning heat.

I could feel Hyunsungs gaze on me, as my once steady breath now turned into pants and heavy breaths.

Hyunsung then grabbed the strap that tied my robe together. Pulling the strap, quickly undoing my robe, revealing my almost naked body. My underwear being the only thing that kept me from being totally naked.

My body shivered from the cold air. I glared at Hyunsung.

"You.....hah...don't touch me!..."
I warned the other man but he just stared, a small smile appearing on his face.

My body was being affected by the aphrodisiac, making me feel arousal.

My body was reacting the way I didn't want to and I was fighting to keep my sanity straight, especially after being forced to drink two aphrodisiac.

Wait, I can send quests! Shit! I need to focus on sending it while trying to make sure hyunsung doesn't notice what I'm trying to do.

...

..

...

.

I sent a quick message. He should've received it by then.

I continued to glare at Hyunsung. He then slipped my underwear off. I squeezed my legs together, thrashing my body around.

"Don't! Don't Touch me!!" I yelled at him, as I shook in his hold. His arms still pinning my hands above me.

"......please...relax kiyoung"
Hyunsung muttered as he pinned my arms up with one hand while he used his free hand to stop my thrashing.

'Relax!?!

You want me to relax in this fucking situation!!?
Did this bastard lose his mind!?! You're literally trying to rape me by using aphrodisiacs to help me match your fucking arousal!?'
I cursed the other as I didn't stop thrashing.

BAAM!

The door was busted open, Jung Jinho had Juliana in his hands.

I was able to get Juliana to compromise with me and she was now a sword that Jinho could use.

He immediately got into a fighting stance, holding the sword in his hands. Pointing his sword at Hyunsung, while imbuing it with his mana.

"Hey. Let go of him"

Jinho hardened his gaze as he slowly walked towards us. Hyunsung stared before looking back at me.

Easily catching my legs, since I stopped thrashing around.

I yelped at his cold gloves.

"D-don't touch me!! No!" I yelled as I tried to shift myself away from the roaming hand, that was now gliding up towards my thighs.

I let out a small moan from the touch. I shut my mouth and glared at him, while glancing to see what Jung Jinho was doing.

Jinho was frozen. Taken aback by the situation, He then shook his head walking up to the bed and placing his sword up to Hyunsungs neck.

"I don't appreciate you touching my lover, blue guildmaster"
Hyunsung then turned his head towards Jinho.

Looking him in the eyes before glaring at him. He let out his killing intent, seeming to have been even more irritated when Jung Jinho called me his lover.

He then let out a huff. Smirking at Jinho. Jinho glared harder at the man.

".... He belonged to me first Jung Jinho. I'm just claiming what once was mine. Now if you can get out, I'm going to continue pleasuring my dearest kiyoung"  Hyunsung quickly binded me with a magic item.

Grabbing the blade of Jinho's sword with one hand. Pushing against the blade with his hand. "I should've made sure you died in the tutorial dungeon..."
Hyunsung coldly stated as he got affected by a curse from Juliana.

In the blink of an eye they were both clashing swords. A few feet away from as they fought, their swords clashing against each other as they tried to injure or disable the other.

Although I was binded by the item Hyunsung used on me, I could still move my legs.

While Jinho and Hyunsung were busy fighting, I slipped off my bed. Quietly rushing to my bathroom. Thankfully the door was opened. I quickly rushed to the sink cabinets. Opening them with my feet.

Crouching down I looked for pale green potion that could look like tea.
I somehow managed to free my hand, Being really desperate finding the potion. I then saw it in the corner of the cabinet.

Quickly grabbing the potion, I popped it open with my mouth, I immediately spat the cork to the side, drinking it quickly.
I quickly gulped the potion, feeling the affects of the aphrodisiac starting to die down.

I was Halfway done with the bottle.
Before I could finish it, it was slapped away from my hand, and I was roughly pulled up to stand with my legs. The potion crashed on the floor, the cure to all aphrodisiacs was now gone.

Thankfully I drank half the bottle.

It was Hyunsung who caught me.

I froze as I just stared back in horror.

What happened to Jinho?
Did he die? Was my calculations wrong, could he not be on par with Hyunsung?

Who am I kidding! Hyunsung's a literal god, he can't be defeated by a single man who raised his stats in just a year!

Blood was on Hyunsung's face.
He frowned at me as he harshly pulled me towards him. He then got another vial in his hands, forcing the liquid in my mouth. I shook my head, trying to avoid the vial.

He then spoke in a demanding tone, causing me to flinch at his change of tone.

"Stay still"

He then took the chance to force the vial into my mouth.

It took a few seconds for the vial to empty.

Finished with the bottle he pulled away. Allowing me to try and cough the remnants of the liquid out. Tossing the vial in a near by trash can.

He then fixed the item to just bind my arms again. His arm wrapped around my waist, as his other went and grabbed my ass. Caressing and squeezing it. His other hand rubbing my sides.

My body instantly reacted. The amount of vials of aphrodisiac I consumed was overpowering the cure. The cure basically having no affect.

My body shuddered from the touch, earning a lewd moan. my body burned in an indescribable heat, my arms and legs giving out, as I felt sluggish.

I was now leaning on Hyunsung's chest, panting harsh breaths and sweating, as my body felt uncomfortable with this sudden arousal.

I wanted to reject him but my body wasn't listening, especially with the lewd noises I let out as he leaned in to kiss me.

He undid the magic item, seeing that I was unable to resist due to the aphrodisiac.

He smiled in the kiss, licking and sucking on my lips. Humming as he slipped his tongue in my mouth. His hot tongue tangling with mine. His tongue then roamed around my mouth, seeming to suck and taste everything that my mouth offered.

Some of the aphrodisiac was probably lingering in there. I moaned in his mouth, as he continued to caress my ass and waist. He then pulled away allowing me to breathe. I quickly gulped in air. My body burning with arousal.

He then peppered me in kisses before moving down to suck on my neck and collarbone, leaving hickeys on my pale flushed skin.

He then bit my collarbone and neck, making me cry in pleasure instead of pain. It was the aphrodisiac, I'm not a masochist I swear.

Hyunsung greedily continued to bite me to earn more of my 'delicious' moans. That's what he whispered to me.

I'm not even gay! Wtf! I can't even defend myself....

He then lifted me in his arms. I sluggishly wrapped my arms around his neck. Moaning in pleasure as he continued to leave marks on me as he then wrapped me in his cloak.

He stopped kissing me as he focused on carrying me out. We walked out of the bathroom and there I saw Jinho, beaten and bloody, his sword was stabbed into his stomach. Blood was spilling out, as he was quickly dying. I unconsciously shedded tears.

Although he was just my bodyguard now, he was someone I considered a companion and maybe a possible lover...
Instead of wasting time I used up a lot of my divinity, sending a quest to those around me, excluding hyunsung.

[Mythical grade quest 0/1]

[Save Jung Jinho who is quickly dying the Honorary Cardinals Room.

After that please.....
......Save me....please....0/1]
I even sent a quick message to Jin.

I sobbed at the sight but Hyunsung shushed me with small kisses. He then walked to my window opening it as he jumped on the window with me in his arms. His sunset colored wings fluttering out. I cried in his arms as he flew us to who knows where.

—

By the time I opened my eyes again, I found myself on a bed.

I used my minds eye to tell me where I was and it shocked me when it told me it didn't know.

I was quickly slapped in the face with the aphrodisiac, as it somehow shot up even more. My breathing was ragged as I was subconsciously rubbing my legs together.

Suddenly I felt something was off, especially with my lower body.

Slowly spreading my legs up, I slowly brought a hand down to my forbidden hole. There, I felt slick oozing out of my ass.

'Ok what in the actual cliche Omegaverse shit is this!?'

I panicked as I was somehow producing slick from my ass. Most definitely the aphrodisiacs fault.

Pulling my hand away quickly I closed my legs. Wiping the slick on to the sheets.

The door to the room then opened.

I glanced to see Hyunsung, locking the door behind him as he walked up to the bed.

He immediately slipped off his clothes.

Leaving him naked.

I stared back in horror, as I sluggishly tried to back away. I tried to move but my body wouldn't listen. It was still sluggish.

He slowly got on the bed, the bed dipped under his weight, but he proceeded to continue on his way.

"Don't be scared Kiyoung. I promise it won't hurt" he softly spoke as he now hovered over me.

I was freaking out as I tried to move away from, but he immediately held my waist with one hand.

While he rubbed his dick against my entrance.

What the fuck.

Holy fuck!

Fuck!!

Shit! Shit!!!

Is this bastard seriously not going to prep me!?

What the fuck is this inexperienced bastard doing!?!

It's not like I'm looking forward to this but...what the actual fuck!?

As if reading my thoughts Hyunsung spoke up.

"Don't worry...I prepped you, when you were sleeping.....you're so cute kiyoung....you were quietly moaning around my fingers~ ah....you were so compliant and your body didn't reject me"

"That must mean we're meant to be"

I ignored Hyunsung's crazy nonsense and forced myself to calm down and quickly forced my body and mind to align as I was now going up above to where Belial and Benigore was.

As I open my eyes, I found myself in a very familiar place. I was quickly brought into a hug as I was covered by a blanket.

"Kiyoung Junior! Oh my goodness!! A-are you alright! I'm so glad you're safe!!"

Benigore hugged me tight as she cried and pulled away, checking if I had any injuries.

"Calm down, Benigore. He was able to escape, but it won't be long before the god of sunset figures where he is."

Belial pulled Benigore away from me as he patted my head.

"God you reek of aphrodisiacs, is he insane? He probably gave you 28 vials of aphrodisiacs for you to smell so much like it"
Belial crinkled his nose in disgust, as well covering his nose.

"Benigore, get a potion to help reduce the aphrodisiacs immediately, if we don't now. His body will be in danger, or worse he'll become a sex addict"
I stared back in horror as I heard his words. Benigore nodded her head as she rushed to look for the potion.

I was terrified, it would've been worse if stayed there any longer.

Surprisingly my mind wasn't taken over by the aphrodisiacs, but my body was acting out on its own.

I was panting and breathing heavily as I clutched onto the blanket that was wrapped around me.

Suddenly I heard fast footsteps rushing in my direction.

"OPPA!!"
It was Jihye. Followed behind her was Jin soldier.
Jihye immediately rushed towards me, hugging me tightly as tears poured out of her eyes. She inspected me and smelled the aphrodisiac that was on me.

Jin soldier wore a calm expression but his eyes held concern and relief.

"Oppa are you ok? What happened? D-did hyunsung do something to you? Is that why you smell like that?"
Jihye bombarded me as she still hugged me.

Another aphrodisiac seemed to have kicked in as I clutched my stomach and fell forward. But Jihye caught me.

My body felt like it was on fire, slick continued to pour out as I heaved for air.

I could hear Jin soldier curse underneath his breath.

Suddenly I was lifted in the air and now in Jin's arms.

Through half-lidded eyes, I stared back at him with shock.
"Soldier....what are you doing?" I questioned as I found comfort in his arms, tiredly leaning against his shoulder.

"I can't stand it anymore. How can I stand still when you're going through pain? You closed yourself off after that stupid jellyfish betrayed you and you took in another person, only for them to be hospitalized by that damn jellyfish"

He continued his words as he looked down at me with irritation on his face.

"Lee Kiyoung, where did that insufferable side of you go?"

"Tch...it doesn't matter. I'll help you get through this matter"

Jin soldier announced as he carried me in his arms, leaving me dumbfounded. Benigore arrived just in time with a potion in her hand.

"J-Jin soldier did you hit your head!?" I yelled as I pulled myself away from him.

"Shut it Lee Kiyoung"

"No im being seri—"

"Don't be mistaken, Lee Kiyoung"
"I'm doing this because I have to, I'm not going to let that damn jellyfish and that psycho swordsmen take advantage of your current state"

Jin told me as he got the bottle from Benigore and helped pour me the potion.

I greedily drunk it as I craved for a drink.
I could feel the affects dying down, but my stomach still burned and craved for something else.

The words slipped out of my mouth as I rubbed my head against Jin's shoulder.

"....Jin....please help me....." I whined as I wrapped my hands around his neck.

As soon as I said that I froze.

Fuck.

"....Im about to send you back to that jellyfish" He remarked but he didn't actually do it.

"Shiba, it seems the aphrodisiac is affecting me still......"

"....."

"....please ignore what I said earlier.....Jin soldier...."

"Tch, I already planned on helping you"

"No, I already told you to forget it soldier!"

"Kiyoung"

"Huh?"

"KIYOUNG!!"

"..wha..? Why are you yelling?"

"WAKE UP!!"

—

With a gasp I woke up. My body was sluggish and it was aching, especially my lower half.

I sat myself up and looked around the room. It was still the same room I was in with Hyunsung.

The room had no windows. There were lamps but only one was on.

The room was dark. The bed was comfy. It was like my room back in the blue guild, except my shelves were filled with empty bags. There was a standing mirror in the corner of my room.

I slowly pushed the blanket off myself and pushed my self to the edge of the bed. As well as pushing my self up from the bed. I staggered a bit but I held onto the chair that was nearby.

I barely had any strength in my legs.

It hurt to just stand but I forced myself up and staggered towards the mirror.

It took a while but I finally reached it.

There in the reflection, my pale skin stood out. Marks and Hickeys were on my neck and traveling down to my stomach, down to my thighs and legs. There were red handprints around both my wrists.

I was naked.

I felt....gross...

I didn't know how to explain since I seemed to have fell asleep when I was fucked by Hyunsung.

It was strange. I mean I'm glad I didn't feel anything and I was asleep when it happened but that didn't make it any better.

Fuck....everything was just a dream. I didn't escape at all. It was all a dream.

Jung Jinho probably died or he's actually hospitalized. I don't even know if what I saw was real or not.
My exhausted body slowly collapsed. I sat on my legs as I cried.

Why did this happen to me? Was it really my karma? Was it my mistake to just cut Hyunsung out of my life?

Tears poured down as I just stared back in the mirror.

I was trapped.

I was stuck in this nightmare that I accidentally triggered.

*Click*

I then heard the door click. The door then creaked open, I heard heavy steps walk in as they closed and locked the door behind them.

"Kiyoung?"
I flinched when I heard his voice.
I watched as Hyunsung placed the tray of food on the coffee table in the room.
He was in casual pjs. A plain white button upped pj and white loose pj pants. He walked to the bed and found me missing. Alarmed, he glanced around the room and quickly spotted me. Our eyes met, I immediately flinched and turned away. Wiping my tears.

Hyunsung let out a relieved sigh as he slowly walked up to me. He stopped behind me.

He crouched and turned me towards him. I winced and moaned in pain.

Hyunsung hugged me as he pulled away to wipe my tears.

"Why are you crying Kiyoung?"

Was this bastard seriously asking that after what he did.

I furrowed my brows as I looked away from him. Tears continued to pour out my eyes as I couldn't look at him the same anymore.

"Kiyoung"

He called my name, making me tremble fear.

"It's ok...I promise...just know, I had to do it. It was for us Kiyoung"

I turned my head towards him, tears pouring down as I slowly shook my head.

".......it didn't... have to be like this....."

"...."

"..."

"This...was too far...blue Guildmaster...."

"..."

"....I already forgave you for your sins, but this....it hurts me...it's hurts me so...much blue Guildmaster...."

".."

"You...drugged me....and you took advantage of me......"

"..."

"....please tell me you have some good in you.....please...."

"...I'm afraid...the person I used to be is long gone. I'm not a coward anymore Kiyoung. I took care of my responsibilities and....im finally taking care of you"

He smiled at me warmly as he kissed me, I frowned in the kiss as I tried to push him away, but it was useless.

Hyunsung pulled away, smiling brightly as he lifted me in his arms.

"You have to eat first, kiyoung"

"...."

"..." he then sat me on the bed and covered me with a blanket.

"..can...I...get some clothes...." I asked my captor.
Hyunsung stared at me for few seconds before tilting his head.

An innocent smile adorned his face.
"Why would you need that? We'll continue where we left off yesterday. I do have some clothes in mind though"

I just stared back with horror in my eyes. My body trembled in fear.

Closing my eyes, I calmed myself down. Mustering the courage to speak up.

"....I'll take what ever you have in mind...." Anything was probably better than being naked the whole time.

Hyunsung brightened up at my answer as he smiled happily.

"Alright! But first let me feed you Kiyoung"

—

I regret everything.

These shouldn't be called clothing.

I was in a bunny suit.

I should've said no.

My body was still sore from yesterday.

I hate this.

Not only was I in this embarrassing outfit, there was a fucking carrot shaped butt plug, with the cottontail attached to it.

A fucking BUTT PLUG!!?

Where the hell was this bastard getting these!?

Wait.....so that's why there was a hole at the bottom of the suit.....

God damn it.

Fuck!

*Click*

I then heard the door unlock.
In a panic I yelled.

"W-wait! I'm not done yet!"

"Ah? It's ok! I can help!" Hyunsung yelled back as he twisted the knob.

Hyunsung stepped in, swiftly closing and locking the door behind him.

He was in black suit.

It was unusual...

He smiled at me as he walked towards me, towering over me.

"What can I help with Kiyoung?" Hyunsung crouched to meet my height while I just staggered back on to the bed.

Coincidentally the butt plug was beside me on the bed.

"Hmm~ oh I see. I can help you quickly with that" hyunsung softly spoke as he sat me on the bed, spreading my legs open, as well as pushing my legs up.

My ass was now perked up and the hole in the bodysuit revealed my anus.

"It'll be over real quick~" Hyunsung murmured as he grabbed the buttplug. I watched as he placed it close to me. He then looked and pondered about the item.

He then brightened up, seeming to have solved the situation.
He took off his black tie and blindfolded me with it.

My sight was now covered, I mean it was and I could've used the telescope if I wanted but it seems the place where I was, blocked me from using all of my abilities.

I then felt something cold touch my hole, it was slowly inserting inside me. It hurt so much that tears poured out of my eyes.

It was so foreign and it stretched my hole in a painful way. I yelled in pain wanting to take it out immediately.

Finally it stopped. It stopped but it hurts so much.

I could finally breathe, but I was still in pain.

"Relax....its ok..." Hyunsung tried comforting me. I just shook my head trying to reach to take it out.

"It hurts...please...take it out...sob..."

I cried as my hand was stopped. Both my hands were pinned above me. He hummed as he kissed me. Ignoring my cries.

My cries were ignored as he continued to play with the suit I had on. He moved the cups down and fondled my chest. Caressing it as he sucked on it.

It was a weird yet slightly familiar feeling. It reminded me of when I breastfed Jincheon in the murim dimension.

But this....

Was entirely different. I was letting out small moans that I would never usually let out or even make.

Was this really me?

The pain was still there, but it seemed like hyunsung had enough and pulled it out.

I let out a breath of relief as he did, but that was quickly cut off with a harsh thrust.

"W-wai—"

I cried as I was just thrusted into like a fucking sex doll.

It was as if he didn't care about my own wellbeing. I then felt him slip his fingers underneath the suit, slipping the suit to the side as he started pumping my own limp dick.

He then leaned in to kiss me, pouring in a fluid I was familiar with.
He continued to do this 2 times and then allowing me to breathe.

The aphrodisiac helped relieve the pain but I still didn't enjoy the process.

I was taking the woman's role.

It was very embarrassing, but it couldn't be helped as I was now trapped in a unfamiliar place.

I was now moaning in pleasure instead of pain.

It was because of the aphrodisiac.

I guess it was his own way of thinking of me.

—
I slipped off my makeshift blindfold on Kiyoung.

I could see the tears and his flushed face. The tears continued to pour out as he now cried in pleasure due to the aphrodisiac.

His expression was beautiful as he quickly came. His semen coating the black bunny suit I got him. I continued to thrust inside of him, holding his waist as I mercilessly pounded into him, my grip already bruising his sides.

I quickened my pace as I gave one last thrust.

It was an exhilarating feeling. Me and Kiyoung were finally together

It was an insane thing to do I know.
I feel guilty but...it's ok!

Kiyoung would soon have to rely on me.

Only me.

My seed finally came to a stop. I pulled out and moved kiyoung onto a pillow. I took off his clothes and tossed it to the floor, as well as taking my clothes off. Now naked, I lifted kiyoung in my arms.

I carried him out of the room and walked down the halls and into the bathroom.

I would always clean Kiyoung after we made love.

I decided to only do it once as Kiyoungs body was still healing from the previous day.

I kinda lied to Kiyoung earlier.

We were somewhere on the continent.

Of course I wouldn't tell him where we were. I didn't want him to leave me.

I was busy cleaning Kiyoung out. My fingers easily slipping inside of his anus. The white semen flowing out of him.

He quietly moaned as I cleaned him out. I kissed him as he closed his eyes before slowly blinking them open.

His eyes fluttered open. Exhaustion on his face as he looked at me confused.

"....blue...Guildmaster.....?...I thought you were continuing?" He questioned me innocently as he still called me by my title.

I frowned, still upset that he was still calling me by that title.

"...I think I was too harsh on you yesterday. So we only did it once today that way we're not exhausting your strength"

"....I....see....thank you for...thinking of me.."Kiyoung quietly whispered as he turned away.

Kiyoung tried shifting his self away but he soon realized my fingers were still in his hole.

He flushed red as he covered his face with his hands. I found it cute.

I twirled my fingers and slowly thrusted them in as he moaned. He quickly clamped his mouth with his hand as he turned his head away.

I smiled as I continued to twirl and thrust my fingers inside of him.

I continued this action for a few minutes until he came again.

As he came I kissed him on the cheek as I pulled my fingers out. All the semen that I poured in him was now gone.

I helped wash him but he stopped me as he turned his body around and leaned against my chest.

"Kiyoung?"

"...H...Hyunsung...."

He called my name.

My dear kiyoung finally called me by my name!
I smiled happily as I kissed him.

I then pulled away, allowing him to look at me with lust in his eyes.

I was taken aback by his sudden expression but I wasn't too against it.

"Hyunsung-ah...you're hard...again..."

"Oh, don't worry I'll just shower in cold water to help it go down" I kissed him as he nodded his head.

He then laid on my chest, sleep taking over him.

"Goodnight then, Hyunsung-ah...."
I smiled as I kissed him one more time.

I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around him, as I quickly moved him back into his room and changing him to my shirt and a pair of briefs.

I then did as I told him, showering in cold water.

I wasn't too far gone.

Now done with my shower I went back to the room and changed into pjs.

I quickly made sure the door was locked with my mana. Seeing that it was locked, I went back to bed.

I laid near the edge while Kiyoung laid near the wall.

I spooned Kiyoung and happily bid goodnight to my beloved.

While murmuring a promise to myself.

"You can't leave me....I swear.....I'll make sure you can't leave me....even if I have to resort into breaking you..."

I swore as I fell into a deep slumber.

—

I waited until Hyunsung fell asleep.

The aphrodisiac went away thankfully.

I heard his words and it terrified me.

I needed to get out of here, but I need to get on his good side to be able to escape.

I just hoped, my messages were seen...

—

I don't know how long I've been here. Probably a month?

Hyunsungs sexual desires have died down since I've started playing 'lover'

I pretended to love him. It hurt to do but...he wasn't the Hyunsung I knew.

Whenever he wasn't around, I'd break down.

It hurts....the betrayal and everything.

Would things have been better if I accepted him back into my life?

I would always ask that as I cried. Every time I looked in the mirror, I'd cry from how trapped I was.

My Hyunsung would never do this.

At all.

Was this the consequences of using him, and making him rely on me?
Maybe this wouldn't have happened if Yulha never came.

None of this would've happened.

I miss Jincheong and Jihye Noona.

I miss my family....I miss blue...

*knock knock*

I quickly wiped my tears and placed a small illusion spell on my face to cover my puffy eyes. I could only use small spells in this room, if anything more then my magic would cancel out.

Hyunsung thankfully handed me some clothes that were normal.

I was in black shorts and a white shirt.

"Hyunsung-ah?"
I called out to the other man.

He opened the door with a smile.

"Good evening Kiyoung. Did you rest well?"

"Ah, yes I did. Thankfully you didn't overdo it last night" I sheepishly smiled as I walked up to him and kissed him on the cheek.

He flushed red before nervously smiling at me.

"Kiyoung?"

"Hm?" I tilted my head innocently as I stared at him.

"....Im planning on cooking dinner...but....I wanted to ask if you wanted to join me in making dinner. Just promise not to leave me" He finally asked the question as he held my hand in his. His face was tense as he stared back at me anxiously.

I softly laughed and leaned to kiss him.

He let go and I raised my hand, with my pinky up towards him.

He quickly understood and brought his pinky to mine and our thumbs touched.

"I promise not to leave you Hyunsung"
I smiled innocently as I stared at him warmly. Hyunsung stared back in shock, a warm smile now taking place.

Good thing he was focused on my face and the hand that I pinky promised him with.

I crossed my fingers on my free hand, behind my back.

—

We were now in the kitchen. I was helping hyunsung by grabbing some veggies to wash and cut.

We were having stir fried broccoli and beef, along with carrots. It was a simple dish that was sold in most Asian restaurants back on earth.

Hyunsung cut and cooked the meat while hot the veggies ready. As I quickly finished cutting I asked Hyunsung, where the bathroom was.

He eyed me suspiciously as I tilted my head innocently.

He then sighed and told me the direction of the bathroom.

"Ok! I'll be back real quick Hyunsung!" I walked up and kissed him on the cheek, making him laugh as he kissed me back.

I pouted and told him to focus on the meat as it'll burn if he didn't pay attention. He smiled and nodded his head as he gave me one more kiss.

"Don't be gone too long. If something happens let me know and I'll come help you straight away"

"Alright, I doubt I'll be stuck in the bathroom"
I pouted as I walked away and down the halls.

Hyunsung glanced back at me to make sure I was going to the bathroom.

I stopped in front of the bathroom door and entered the bathroom, closing it behind me.

I knew that my room prohibited me from sending quests and going above, but I wanted to see if any other parts of the house was affected.

I tried sending some requests but only one was able to make it.

It was towards the blue guild. Cho Hyejin.

[Common grade quest delivered]

[Please!! Help find me! I think I'm on the continent...Hyunsung...isn't Hyunsung....0/1]

That was the only hint I could tell her.

I didn't know where we were located but I knew we were still on the continent, since I tested if I could go up above.

I quickly notified Jihye and Jincheong with a small message letting them know I was still alive.

I then used the bathroom, and flushed the toilet. Done with my business I looked at myself in the mirror.

I still looked the same, a bit thinner.

Some marks and hickeys were present, I frowned at my appearance.

How long would I have to play 'lover' and escape?

First I needed to know the layout of the house and our location.

Hopefully Hayan could track me? This was the only time I hoped she could find me with her abilities!

I was stuck.

Can I just kill myself?

No...if not then he'll probably find some way to revive me, if not he'll probably try to regress and cage me in the 3rd timeline.

Yeah I didn't want to put myself 3rd timeline through any of that.

With a sigh. I forced a smile on my face and opened the door.

As I opened the door, I immediately jumped back in surprise.

"H-hyunsung!? Goodness, you scared the life out of me" I placed my hand on my chest as I tried to catch my breath.

He narrowed his eyes at me as he now loomed over me.

"Hyunsung?"

"What were you doing?"

"Using the bathroom?"

"...."

"Ok fine, I was looking at myself in mirror. Do you really have to leave marks that are very visible?"
I questioned him as he stepped back, puffing out his cheeks as he crossed his arms.

"...I'm just marking what's mine....plus you look nice with them"

"..."

"..."

"Did you finish cooking already?"

"I did, I was just wondering what took you so long"

He answered as he motioned me out of the bathroom.

I complied and walked out of the bathroom.

We were now in the kitchen and we served our own portions.

Dinner was quick and we chatted.

As we chatted I took notes on where things were.

The night ended quickly and we showered.

We showered and went to bed.

—

This happened for another 2 months.

As time went by Hyunsung began to trust me, but that trust immediately shattered.

He found me in the garden. I was walking towards a tall wall that surrounded the house.

I was 'curious' about it as I watered the garden. I asked him about it and he froze.

In the blink of an eye, I was blindfolded and tossed on to the bed.

I was bewildered. I didn't even escape I was just asking about the damn wall!

He must've used a hearing blocking device as I couldn't hear anything anymore except buzzing noises or silence.

—

Kiyoung was immediately stripped naked. His pale body now on display.

He was forced to chug 2 vials of aphrodisiacs.

Hyunsung watched as Kiyoung panted heavily and called for him.

Kiyoung curled his self hoping to ease the heat in his body.

"Hyunsung?"

"..."

"Hyunsung....I can't hear you"

".........."

"Hyunsung please...don't do this, I'm sorry I went outside without your permission. I just wanted to water the garden. I'm sorry"

"....."

"Hyunsung...."

"........"

"Hyunsung please...I'm scared..."

"..."

"Hyunsung are you there? Hyunsung?"

"...."

"Hyunsung....please..."

He hated the experience. Hyunsung stopped giving Kiyoung the aphrodisiacs 3 months ago, but now he was doing it again.

He hated the feeling when he was drugged.

It was uncomfortable and his body didn't listen to him.

Hyunsung walked up to kiyoung, stopping infront of the bed.

He glided his hands up Kiyoungs legs, moving to caress his ass.

"H-hyunsung!? Is that you? Please answer me....hic.."
As he did that he moved his free hand to pump Kiyoungs member.

Kiyoung whined and moaned from the touch, reaching to find hyunsung as his body trembled from pleasure.

He wanted the feeling to go away.

But that didn't mean he wanted to have sex to get rid of it.

He didn't want any of this.

—

I slowly opened my eyes. Blinking them slowly as I tried to get up.

Was he done now?

I'm tired, please no more.

I can hear now, thankfully.

I miss the old times, I wish I could go back and stop my past self from being selfish, anything to prevent this from happening.

I looked around the room to find myself alone in the room.

—

It happened again when I asked about the garden outside.

And again when I pointed out the wall again.

Anything related outside or out the walls caused me to always be thrown back in the room and forced to drink the aphrodisiacs.

It happened again

And again

And again

Again

Again

Hyunsung wasn't human anymore.

No he wasn't his self anymore.

How long has it been since I've been here?

Can someone please save me.....

I'm sorry

I'm sorry....

Please...

I'm so sorry