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Honestly Ash doesn't even know why he is here. All he remembers is… his name. Ash, Ash.... something? He doesn't fucking know! He is in some weird white room and everything is fucking white! Fuck! 

If he atleast had some company that wasn't a weird asshole in white coat then he woudn't even complain that much, but this shit is getting so boring. 

Ash would love nothing more than freedom, death for these weirdos in white coats. 

Sitting in some weird ass white room for Void knows how long is not exacly entertaining. He is slowly getting restless. Everything in this Void forsaken place is white, except his brown skin, and his annoyingly long hair, wich is so matted and dirty, oliy just...yuck. Wait! Now that he looks at it it has some puple highlights.... Nice. These losers didn't even gave Ash a mirror so he doesn't know what his face looks like. (But he bets all his possessions that he is probably the best looking human there.) (He doesn't have any possessions he is locked in a lab-psych ward with no memory.)

Some men in white coats sometimes walk in and do some weird things to him with needles and shit. He doesn't like it. All of this is just making Ash more annoyed with this place. Even the food is horribe.

One thing. One thing that Ash likes in this place is… honestly nothing. He hates this place.

Just laying and looking at the celling isn't fun. And for the most of the time that's how it was. Just staring into the celling some weird guys come in, stab him with needles, leave.

When Ash was thinking "hmm maybe this place is just boring and not so bad." A group of weirdos takes him to some random room and there is a weird ass portal? He doesn't know but it looks annoying. They do some weird tests with Ash and this portal.

What did these guys expect when Ash puts his arm in this weird portal and when he takes is back it, it looks the same as before . Are these guys this stupid?! These tests don't make sense. Of course that if he will put his hand in some random ass portal it comes back normal! 

After that day Ash had a new routine, men in white coats would sometimes come inhect some things from their needles or just take him somewhere and preform some tests on him. 

But one time really stuck with him. That one day will be hard to forget. 

Ash was just doing his normal day to day activities just staring at celling and doing nothing. Men in white coats came in take him somewhere. Okay. But they force him to lay down on operation table and tie him up. These mother fuckers don't even bother giving him anastasia and just cut his shirt open and cut him open. He starts screaming because they are cutting him open of course he is screaming! They just force some random fabric into his mough as a gag and force him to shut up! 

After probably a hour he passes out and wakes up stiched up and with new white shirt. For most of the day he would just lay in the same spot napping and suffering in pain. 

It' been some more time and wow! These bitches finally gave him cloghtes and even a hair brush!? Void must really be looking out for him. Time to get his Swag back…

…

Ash was just about to cut most of his comepletley fucked up hair when he saw something, something finally worth his attention, something finally worth. 

What is this? it's.. Shiny. Ash wants it. He needs it. The emptyness, the Void in him is cesing to exsist. What is this? Ash needs this shiny thing. He needs, needs, this.

Ash stood there hypnotised for void knows how long. When he came back to reality he just took all the Shiny things Ash could get his hands on. it felt so good, so fucking perfect.

But, there are men in white coats here. what if… what if they take his shiny things?! Ash can't let that happend. He needs to hide it. He needs to keep it safe He needs to take it to safe space. Where no weird men or anyone will take his shiny things.

(insert glich sound idk how to write it.)

Wow. It's so black in here. Why is it so smimilar, like he was there before. It's not a comforting though… Wait. His shiny things are still here! There is none here, so none can steal his shiny things.

This is such a win on Ash's side. Man he really is the best human in all existance (is he really human? Not gonna lie Ash doesn't care). And there aren't any of weird ass dudes with white lab coats! Man... he really is the greatest human

Wait. So how does he even come back to the lab hell-hole? Is there a cooldown so that he can only be here for like a hour or something? Whatever. Ash will just stay in this safe space. He doesn't wanna to come back. This safe space is so much better than the psych-ward lab.

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Some years later. (He doesn't know he didn't count)

How long has it been? Ash doesn't know for shit. Ash just put his valubles on the black floor of this black space-thingy? Maybe he shoud give it a name. hmm… OH! He knows a black space that probabry is infinate it shoud be called safe space! Oh void! Ash is so creative.

But back on track. He got bored of just sitting there and looking at the shiny stuff. Time to leave this place! now!

…

Right... how will Ash do that? From what he remembers, Ash wanted to be in safe space to hide his valubles so he shoud try thinking about begin back in the-

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

Well he didn't really expect that what would kids these days say? Skibidi or something. Now that he looks around it's so fucking dirt here. Are the bitches in white coats that lazy? The air is really dry and it's so hot in here...

The room he was in last time looks. Really REALLY abounded. Like man. How can something be fuck up a room this much? Last time he remembereds how white coats decided to bring him here and for him to finally try and look like a presentable human begin (if he was a human begin that is.) 

From the corner of Ash's eye he sees a broken mirror. cautiously to not step on anything weird Ash walks over the cracked mirror. And for the first time He could see his face. Until now he could see how… Human he looked.

Ash has a brown eye the other is covered by monohrome and purple glitches. His really long hair has natural Purple highlights. How fucking weird human biology can be.

His skin is brown in some places there Is dried blood on his face on his cheek and some drops on his forehead making the spots darker than other places.

Ew.. that is so unhygienic, how long is that there? Truly disgusting. Now that he thinks about it he saw blood somewhere on his torso, legs, neck and arms when he was changing brushing it off as his skin begin freaky.

But now that he looks at the spots they are crealy dried blood.

What is weirder Ash wasn't even sure if he was 100% human untill he looked into this mirror. Good to know he atleast looks human.

After staring unnecessarily loog into the cracked mirror he started looking around the abounded building he was born in? (his first memory was here after all)

After looking around Ash saw some old cloghtes and other shit that looked worryingly old. with a sigh and knowledge of still wearing the white shirt and sweat pants he decided to rumage trough old-ass cloghtes that Ash doesn't know what they been through.

With a moan of pain and annoyance Ash walked over and kneeled over to the box of Cloghtes.

And just like that Ash looked trough box after box trying to find some good cloghtes of good size, color, shape ect. ect. After a Void knows long Ash found a Purple suit with a black buttom up, a Purple tie and a black eyepatch.

After trying on the eyepatch, the weird glitches were gone! Now he can pass as normal human!

After wasting time to finally after Void knows how long change his cloghtes. Ash starts to Focus on finding out where he is? Why was he in psych ward? What is his full name? Why is his eye fucking weird?

Hm right now he is just in some deep shit that is not really fun. Why doesn't he remember anything important? He remembers how there is Eden and Jesus doesn't exist. He also remembers how to read, how copulation works, so basic biology and many more. He is really so smart. They can take away his memories but not his knowledge. 

Ash left the room and wow! Rest of the psych-ward-lab looks like shit! And it's so fucking hot in here. Wait-

Are these--

human voices?

At first Ash wanted to go back to safe space. But he has to know what is happeing, And maybe they have something shiny if Ash is lucky.

And with that Ash started walking towards the voices. The human voice was creally muscular. Okay so one human(?) male adult is in abounded psych-ward-lab. Very interesting.

After some walking trough the abounded halls that smell of corpses and blood. (Very comforting). It is so dirty in here. There are some weird stains, webs, dirt and dust.

When Ash walked in some big doors where the voices are coming from. The doors are absolutley massive. big room with translucid coffins with humans in them with a VR-headsets on. Fucking weird.

when he walked into the weird room a shiver ran down his spine, it's so Fucking cold in here. How is that possable in the other rooms it's so fucking hot. Looks like someone invested in ait conditioning.

And why does he has a VR head set on?! It's like a middle of abounded psych-ward! Ash questions the sanity of this guy.

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Ash asks himself why is he even here? How he ended up here? In abounded psych ward? And as the homless guy takes off the VR head set, and looks at him up and down and smiles.

"Ash fucking Sawg! what a Motherfucker like you are doing here?"

Ash doesn't know if he shoud feel discust that a homeless man knew him, or happy that someone knew him? Happy that Ash knows his surname? Why did this guy looks so familiar? And wow! This guy has a shit lot of scars. And his one eye was blind, how many drunk fights this guy won?

Shoud he even trust this half-blind guy. Who looks as if he went trough hell and back. Maybe this guy is bluffing? Ash shoudn't trust homeless people-

"Who the fuck are you?"

Ash puts his hands in his pocket to look nonchalant. Like he doesn't care, like everything is fine. Now that he looks at this room in front of the big throne there are two people. A big buff man, and a woman.

The guy is a big ripped brown man, and oh… this guy is shiny. Ash wants to steal this guy's metal arm, it's so shiny, he wants to take it. He wants to touch it. Ash needs it.

No he needs to hold back, he can't make rash decisions. The homeless guy is watching. Ash won't humiliate himself in front of a homeless guy.

"Ash? What do you mean by that? Do you have amnesia or what?"

The smile disappears from the guys face. He stares at Ash as if he grown two heads. This guy is so weird. Ash doesn't like talking to homeless people and this homeless man is weirder than the ones he had seen.

Had Ash seen other homeless people? He doesn't remember. But that's not really important right now. The homeless guy is talking.

"I don't know, guess."

Ash gave this guy a Shit eating grin. And took his hands out off his pockets and crossed his arms.

Homeless guy looked at him unamused. Homeless guy raised a eyebrow and put his hand on his forhead with annoyed sigh.

"Okay so you don't know shit…"

Ash doesn't like this guy. He look so annoying, And he sound like that too. Ash wants to cut his ears off.

The homeless man raises his head and looks at him more closely. He squirts his eyes and titls his head to the side thinking about something.

"You look rough. Are you alright Ash?" The homeless guy takes a step closer and Ash doesn't take a step back. Even tho every cell in his begin tells him to keep a distance.

Ash isn't scared of some homeless middle aged man! He is like tree and a half meters away from him.

"I remember that you always took care of your long hair. It looks really shitty. Are you oka-"

"What are you doing here? A homeless man playing some games on VR in abounded psych-ward?"

The guy looks offended for a second. Then he starts laughing. It was a beep laugh in the back of his troat. Ash doesn't like it, he very much liked to hear the silence of the safe space than sounds of Homeless guy laughing.

"Okay let's start again. I am Marcus Holloway."

"Are you homeless?"

"what-?"

Okay Ash's communication skills are not good. In fact they are horrible. Ash questions his existence. Why did he said that? He just wants to comeback to his safe space for eternity and die and there but Ash doesn't trust this Marcus. It would be best to keep his ace in his sleeve

Its's best to not reaveal any of Ash's cards yet. He still doesn't trust this Marcus guy. (Who names their kid's Marcus??????)

"you are still same as always, Sarcastic and a Sharp tounge."

Ash scoffed. Why would Ash be different? And How a Homeless man know Ash? Wasn't he always in the psych-ward Lab?

"How do you even know me? And what do you mean 'same as always'?"

Fuck this guy. Why would Ash associate with a Homeless man?

'Marcus' looks even more amused. 'Marcus' covers his mouth with his hand trying to hold in another laugh.

"first of all this is not a psych-ward. We currently are in a ex-high security Prision. Second of all i am not homeless. i live here-"

"it doesn't change a thing you are still Homeless-"

Ash hates this guy already. Please Void above, Kill this guy. The homeless man is getting on his nerves. it doesn't help that- wait. They are i prison?! wow. Good to know.

"What's with you calling me homeless?"

"Whatever. How do i get out of here?"

Ash is so sick of this guy. He wants to get out of this Prison. He doesn't want to be stuck in this place longer. And the only person who knows something is Marcus guy.

"i woudn't really advise you to leave right now. Corporation military forces are coming here. If you don't wanna to be in jail or worse, executed i advise you to stay."

Ash was surprised and baffled, he only just heard about this Corporation and he already wants to overthrow it, and destroy it.

"dude. What is this? Grand Theft Thado? Aka GTA Corporation forces? executed? What the fuck."

Ash would sat down from the schock but the ground was disgusting and dirty and Void knows what was on it. He wouldn't want to ruin his newly acquired suit pants.

Marcus turned his back to Ash and looked at the Woman and a man in front of his throne and back at Ash

"Sorry that i can't really greet you properly right now. But i have some things to do. You can explore this place, but don't touch the coffins or people in them."

This guy is stupid, Ash wouldn't touch these things ether way.

As Marcus sat back on his throne and put the VR head set on again, Ash came closer to people in front of the throne.

Man this buff man really has a nice metal arm…

Ash probably stared at this ripped man's arm for too long and when he looked up he saw that he has a metal plate in his head. That is covered by this not at all shiny VR headset. wow. This guy is so shiny. So so so-so Shiny.

Ash wants the Shiny parts. If he gets the human and shiny parts in one then shit, But he'll manage anyway

If there is a will there is a way. Maybe Ash could kill him somehow? Nah this fella looks really buff and the arm looks dangerous. Poison him? Yeah that could work. But tahat would also mean trying to make the guy to trust Ash.

Why killing someone and stealing their metal body parts is that difficult?

Even tho the homeless man told Ash not to touch anyone he doesn't care about the rules. Ash is above rules.

He startes at the sliver metal arm he could even see his own reflection in it. Ash stares at the small dents and cuts in the arms seeing that it is well used and taken care off

Ash with hesitation reaches to the metal arm and...

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The arm is too good to touch the smooth metal, the shivers Ash gets when he touches the cold surface with his hand. He might as well just fall in love.

It was as if the time stopped and a romantic music started playing. Damn Ash just wants to touch that arm forever and watch as it shines… in this weird green light in the prison.

When Ash realised his two arms were hugging the arm and his body was really close to the arm Ash backed away. That arm still wasn't really his and it's a part of sadly still alive guy.

So as if right now Ash has nothing to do but to look around the prison or just stay here and stare at the beautiful shining metal.

Looking around would mean that if someone attacked Ash he would have a tactical advantage in knowing the surrowdings. easier to escape and hide if needed.

Staing here would waste Ash's time and if one of these two would randomly wake up god knows what would happend.

And wich option Ash chose?

Of course the sec-first one. And no Ash wasn't staring at the metal arm again fuck you.

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The heat is suffocating, and Ash hates it.

Okay so Ash found a gun, And a purple one at that. Finally Void is starting to like him! The Bad news are that he doesn't know where he should put it. Should he just put it in his boxers or what? For now he'll just put it in his pants, and pray it won't fall in and he'll have to fish in his pants to get it back.

Another bad news he doesn't have any bullets. From what he had seen the gun had in 4 bullets. And he will pray that it still works properly if not he is really fucked.

After more exploring Ash decides he is bored and sick of the smell of dry air and blood. He makes his way to the main room.

The Marcus guy is still sitting on the throne with VR's. Honestly, how long does it take to complete some game in VR?

In these weird coffins there are also people with VR's. How does it even work? That many people playing VR at the same time. Is it like a meeting in abounded prison and like to be in coffins and play VR games.

Marcus takes off the VR's and his eye looks at the buff man and then at Ash.

"So you are still here. Good you'll help me with Dolph."

"Dude. Who is Dolph?"

Dolph? as in Dolphin? or what? How could Marcus have a Dolphin here? Is it alive or dead? This guy is so homeless and poor it hurts Ash in the eye.

"Oh right. It's this buff guy right here."

"what do you mean 'help with Dolph'?"

If Ash thinks it is what it is. It's a no. A big fat no. He doesn't care.

"will you help me carry Dolph out side?"

Okay. Ash didn't expect that. Now is he gonna help this homeless guy becouse he wants to? NO. is he gonna help this guy becouse he wants to have a excuse to touch this guy's arm? yes.

"Fine. only becouse i pity you. You homeless man."

Marcus sighed and stands up from his throne. Then came up to Dolph. And took off Dolph's VR's. Then took off the thingies that bound Dolph to this weird chair.

"come on dude, help me here."

With another sigh and a annoyed groan. Ash came over to Marcus and Dolph. Just as Marcus was done with the last thingy Dolph fell on Marcus crushing him.

"Ah-"

Ash had to hold in a fit of laughter. This the best day of Ash's life. Seeing a homeless man begin crushed by a ripped brown man.

"What are you laughing at?! help me!"

"hmm i don't know…"

Marcus was trashing and trying to get Dolph off him. Ash was just looking and holding in laughter.

After some more groaning and trashing Marcus escaped and with heavy breaths he tried to catch his breath. and put his hand on his knees.

Ash calms himself down and walks over to Marcus. after giving the Homeless guy a minute to take a breather they try to carry the buff man out side for the first time, second… and third... In the end they just started draging Dolph by his legs.

Ash has enough of trying to carry around a big buff man.

"So what are you gonna do with the girl?"

Ash was kinda curious. Marcus just left Dolph in front of prison with nothing. And it's way to hot out side for all of this dragging.

"I'm gonna talk to her and see when i go from here."

"Okay. I'm gonna wait till this Dolph guy wakes up."

Ash shoudn't be saying all that stuff to Marcus. Ash still doesn't trust homeless people and this guy especially but after few Times they talked Ash couldn't help himself and be fond of the first human Begin he talked with that long.

Marcus just nodded and went back in the prison. Ash stared at his back as Marcus walked away. Why does Ash feel kinda sad? This is not a good bye… Well it probabry is, but whatever.

It was kinda good to talk with a human who saw Ash as a human. Maybe he shoud stay here? No. Of course not. Ash is destined for greatness. He is destined for more than this crappy abounded dirty prision.

And besides a really shiny and metal arm is waiting for Ash in the wrong body.

The Homeless guy left them a car, a yellow one Ash doesn't remember or know how to drive so the buff guy is Ash's only hope. Ash prays quetlty in his mind to Void that Dolph knows how to drive.

After more waiting than Ash would liked Dolph wakes up with a suprised gasp. As if he woke up from a nightmare. After looking around Dolph's organic eye and probably his robotic one too find Ash as he stands and looks at Dolph with a bored look.

"Sir Swag?!"

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Ash should just stay with the homeless man. He probabry would at least spit some insults at Marcus and it would work out somehow. With this guy that probably has anger issues judging from his face.

"Yeah that's me Ash Swag."

This guy scans Ash's face. Ash gives this guy the same bored look. honestly, he didn't know that he had that good pocker face. That honestly is a great suprise.

He must have been in some shady line if work before or something.

Dolph scans Ash's face again then looks around and sees the car Marcus left for him. Ash walks over the car opens the door to the backseat, and takes a seat there.

"What are you waiting for? come on."

Dolph furrows his brows. He looks as if Ash just shitted on his lawn. Not gonna lie, Ash would 100% do that.

Dolph makes a face that screams to Ash 'i have anger issues' 'i am a angry person rarrr'. But after that he doesn't waste any more time and stands up and get's behind the drivers seat.

If Ash is gonna be honest, what Dolph was doing was black magic. All these different buttons, levers, and things Ash probably can't even name. It's honestly ridiculous, this guy knows black magic and other shit.

When the car started moving, Ash started to feel kinda dizzy. The wind blowing in Ash's fucked up tangeld long hair. It really wasn't a good feeling.

It kinda felt like his hair was coming out off his scalp. The wind was hurting his face and drying it. Ash won't for the rest of his life get in a car woudn't a roof.

"Sooo… how do you know my name?"

That was a horrible start to conversation. Ash's conversation skills ale laughable, really. Fuck, this is way to fucking awkward. Ash hates everything already.

"What. "

The car sharply halts and Dolph stares at Ash with a death stare.

"Mister Swag. You don't know me?" Suddenly this guy's face is all hurt and just sad. It looks so pathetic he wants to spit in Dolph's face and push him out of the driver's seat and drive away. He would do that if it weren't for certain silver parts and his lack of ability to drive.

"You look pathetic. Get your eyes on the read and drive loser."

The guy hearing this doesn't get angry or anything, he fucking chuckles and does as he is told. What. The. Fuck.

"So what Marcus told me is true. You really forgot everything. But it's still you." Dolph said that loud enough gor him to hear as he continued to drive as fast as this garbage car allowed him to.

"Bro you shirt looks like it had seen more than tree generations of trauma. You don't get to have some weird monologue weirdo." Ahs has started to randomly looks trought the car to see if he can find anything useful. He strucks gold when in some random car drawer he finds a small mirror probabry for women to take care for their make up.

He of course takes it and looks at his reflection. The mirror is better than the cracked one he found in the prison. Damn he blood stains make him looks so fucking scary and just mental. His hair- it's better not to talk about it he feels shame just thinking about it.

The wind and the burning sun are way to annoying and after this ride Ash's skin will feel like sandpaper, it will hurt so much.He can already feel the pain.

Dolph then just stayed silent and continued driving. He just continues staring at the road as if it just killed his family.

For the most of the ride it was silent until-

THUD!

Ash really shoud put on a seat belt.

The car flied out of the road and Ash's back connected with the hot, sandy ground. It felt like shit, it hurts. The little rocks digging into Ash's back make him want to scream. Everything went dark for a second. But after blinking few times his vision is back

The car flipped in the air few times, but Dolph was still in the car. With another thud car was on the ground broken and ruined.

Ash kinda felt like staying here. On the ground, it hurt sure. But it's so much better than looking up at the giant weird cartoon robot.

Ash raised his head and sat up. Why is there a fucking ARMY?! Ash is coocked, fucked, fried up, mashed, shitted. Fucking why?!

He crawled to the nearies rocking and hid behind it. And it just so happend that the rock was close to the crashed car.

"Erm?! Dolph?! What do we do?!"

Dolph just ignored what Ash had said and got out of the up-side up car. His Robotic parts strarted whiring, and glowing this weird green color.

Okay Ash is not watching a 1 vs whole army. He shoud do something. Dolph seems to know him and maybe he will tell Ash something if he lives throughout this. But what can he do? They have fucking riffels, tanks, bug ass robot that is bigger than many sky scrapers.

How many are there? Ten? -twenty? Thirty? No matter the number it seems too small for the amount of tanks getting closer to them.

Before Ash can even think of what to do Dolph runs straight at the army and- fuck Ash doesn't want to watch. So like a fucking pathetic child he hides and closes his eyes and covers his ears. He acts like he doesn't feel the vibration if the ground signaling that the army is getting closer. He ignored the explosions that he are so loud he hears them trought his hands. After that he squeezes his ears shut as if trying to rip them out.

He decided this is the good time to go into safe space.</p

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

The cold made Ash relax. It wasn't the cold from the main room in prision. The cold on Ash's irritated skin it was soothing, and Ash wanted to sleep. It felt good, after hours of turture(Human interaction.) Ash is free. The shining things Ash stole never felt this good on his eye.

But, but. there's still something keeping Ash awake. His eyepatch, Void, it annoyied his so much. With a gunt he tugged it off, it felt so good.

Now, he could just close his eyes. Ash could just take a small rest and let Dolph deal with this…

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HOLY FUCK!!! The army! What if his only ticked out off that desert is that Dolph guy? The only ticket out off the waste land desert. Maybe he'll help him… But judging from Ash's noodle- ..very strong muscular arms it might be too easy for him. And he likes a little chellange. 

A breathe in of the cold void and breathe out Ash thinks about going back, about the hot and annoying desert. 

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

The scenery around him shifts. Form the cold void to the deserted land he takes a breathe of air in and chokes. It's so dry and hot in here. The Hot air makes him want to die. Ash already regrets his decison, Why Ash is so fucking stupid?

His long tangeld hair makes him really sweaty. Really, really sweaty. His scalp hurts and it feels like his hair's gonna fall out of his scalp. It's just heavy. so heavy.

After looking around everything was fucked, broken, and the smell is shit. So shit.

From quiet deadly deserted land to bloody battle field. 

After more looking around Ash found Dolph, he looked so injured and his metal arms is broken. From the looks of it he had some severe wounds. But he still stood up and limped over to the directon of the prison.

"Hey! What are you doing?!"

Ash ran over to the guy, and helped him stand. This guy looks baerly alive. and he still wants to walk. What the fuck?!

"Bitch. What the fuck do you think you are doing you weirdo?!"

He doesn't know what he is doing. But it semms to kinda work? he doesn't know. Void this guy is heavy. It was really a shame that Dolph's arm was broken. Ash liked to look at it.

Oh Fuck the heat was he only realised now. This guy is burnig hot. What the fuck? How this man is even standing? He is evern hotter than the fucking waste land! Is he even a human? 

Million thoughts ran trought his brain. What shoud he do? Shoud he just act nonchalant or piss his pants and cry? Shoud he be happy that he is alone once more or finish Dolph quickly?

That's what he wanted right? He wanted him to die and just take his metal parts. But with what shoud he kill Dolph? 

Ash is sadly poor and doesn't even have a dagger on him. 

"I have to..."

"You don't have to do anyting. You already had done enough Dolph."

He tried to sound more cold and apathetic to this guy and just decided to push any of his worries aside. He only meet Dolph today. And doesn't care about him. 

And besides his metal parts are broken, so he is usseles now. All Ash can do is give him human part some closure and stay with this dying man. 

"S-sir Swag.. " Dolph's legs shake as he takes a shaky step in Ash's 

"Why do you always have to be so difficult? It's annoying." 

He swallowed and took a breath. Holy Void his voice is so shaky. 

Ash probabry sunded Pathetic. Why everywhere Ash goes there is smell of corpses? Why is the scent of blood and gunpowder so familiar? It's so familiar it feels like home. 

This is psychotic, Ash hates it. Why is everything fucked? Why he is desperate? Why is he desperate for Dolph to not die like that? He doesn't really know this guy. But the sound of Blood dipping down on the floor haunts Ash's mind.

"I'm- I- sir. Swag... it was a-an honor serving with you.." 

Ash freezed he started at Dolph's face with wide eyes. Dolph smiled a sad smile that made Ash want to cry and just be angry at him. 

"Y-you were almost l-like a father to me.. I know that you never saw me like that. But-"

"Can you shut up-?"

"You probably think of me as annoying problem child."

Ash felt like he was losing something. He doesn't know what. His lungs burned and it was hard to look at Dolph when he is like this.

"It's so quiet..."

Ash holds a dying person in his hands. What shoud he do? He is so lost. All he can say are some meaning less conforting words.

This person saw him as a father figure. A person to look up to. He doesn't have it in his rock hard heart to say that he doesn't remember or just insult him. 

"Dolph. Don't worry you were a .." He takes a shaky breath and his hands shake. They are still standing with Ash's arms around Dolph to hold him upright. "A good son."

"Thanks.. papa." 

Why, why, why? whywhywhwywhwyhywhwywhwywhywhwwyhwhywhywyhwywyhwhywhywhywhywhyhywhywhywhywhywhyhywhywhywhywhyhywhywwyhwhywhyhywhywhywhy... WHY?!

Is the Void playing a cruel prank on him?

Ash calm down, calm down.

He takes a look on his hand. Oh Void. It's coverd in blood. Fuck. fuck.

His hand shakes as he lightly puts Dolph down on the ground. Ash kneels down next to him.

He started at Dolph at his broken robotic pieces that not even a moment ago he wanted to just kill him and tore them out of his body. 

He needs to get Dolph somewhere safe. safe enough so he won't die…

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

That probary was a bad idea. fuck. But What ever. Ash can deal with this, Ash is Ash. He can do this.

He is destined for greatness and greatness doesn't come easy. But he will do what he can do.

Hopefylly. hopefully.

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Dolph's body looks wrong in the safe space. Ash has been looking at it way to long. Dolph is a fighter, he probabry won't give up no matter what. He wouldn't want his life to come to an end in some black Void. Hopefully Dolph won't try anything, Ash still doesn't know what would happed if Ash left Dolph alone here in Safe space.

He startes at the soft rise and fall of Dolph's chest and sighs.

All right! Just staying there curled on himself won't help Dolph. Time to stand up and- Void. Ash's legs are shaking, what the fuck?! He is him. He doesn't Shake he stands frim on the ground.

It's okay. Ash doesn't need to worry about usseles things. He needs to make his way to the city. get help for Dolph and just fucking- Get some rest in the safe space.

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

The hot air makes Ash dizzy, the sun makes Ash blind. And fuck his eyepatch is still in safe space. Fuck it. Ash needs to keep going. Ash needs to keep going. keep going, keep going.

That thought kept repeating in Ash's head for Void knows how long. He kept walking as fast as he could, all of this felt like a fever dream. Why did he decided to do this for some loser that decided that Ash is now his dad? Ash doesn't really know Dolph. They never had proper coverstation. 

But he's in too deep now. All that is left right now is walking. Ash needs to walk, It's a basic human fuction to walk so it's not that hard.

The more Ash was walking, the more Ash wanted to stop. He hates this, but he has to. He doesn't want Dolph to die and all feels like too much.

Ash is too emotionaly fucked to understand any of this, he shoud have atleast some hope but he feels like all this effort is meaningless.

Why doesn't he stop?

It's a basic fucking question, and everytime Ash asks himself that his mind is empty. His body is moving on auto-pilot.

Ash is so drained mentally. He can't cry, he can't feel anything.

With too many questions and little answers Ash just continued walking. walking, walking, walking…

It's night. The cold feels good, from what Ash knows temperatures get extremley cold at nightin the deserts. Good. He of course doesn't know how he knows this. His mind and all memories are fucked.

After staring into the distance Ash's eye? eyes now. Only that the other one is coverd in glitches and Ash sees weird trough it.

Can't find shit. Everything is mixing, it's like a spiral that Ash just keeps falling fruther into. Just like that ziomm.

Ash is probabry going insane from all the heat. heat? No it's cold now. It's confortingly freezing. It is. He knows it is. His mind is just all weird.

Ash is walking, fast walking, he goes fast, fast fast!

The stars are shining. They are shiny. Ash loves shiny things. The twinkle twinke little stars. He doesn't know but he feels nostalgic, he kinda feels like laying down and talking to none.

Ash sometimes forgets that he is still walking, it is kinda weird, just walking. His feet don't hurt. They are just there.

"The big moon looks beautiful tonight right?"

Who ia Ash talking to? There is supposed to be someone… But who? Hmm Rot? Denis? Don? It all doesn't feel right. Reddoons? Red doons?

The name makes feel Ash all warm and fuzzy. A warmth that Ash accualy could tolerate and even like. Ash wants to talk to this red guy. Maybe he knows Ash.

Maybe this guy will help Ash with his head. Help Ash feel, feel. That makes Ash feel like he can do the next step.

Ash likes the thought of that. But he don't remembers his face. Weird. Did Ash just made an imaginary firend? He feels all weird.

But in a good way. Ash likes it. It feels good. Like a warm hug, Ash doesn't like hugs. But this one is good.

He hopes Dolph is holding up there in safe space. Maybe he's having a good dream? Ash would like to know.

Ash starts to see the the buildings. He is so close. Ash is so close. Then why does his feet stop? Ash had tried really hard. Why does his body give up now? This shoudn't be this way.

Then why does Ash fall on his knees and fall onto the hard hot ground. He must look pathetic, Ash is so fucking slow. Walking for hours straight and he still is not in the city. This is fucked.

Ash feels so pathetic, so ridiculus, so- so usseles. Ash is usseles. He should be better than that. Ash is destined for better. Why does it have to end this way?

Why?

Ash woke up in a soft bed his head hurts, it feels like he's gonna suffocate. honestly, it'd be better if he just died. This is meaningless. Dolph probabry is dead… Dolph!

(Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

When Ash raises his head to look at Dolph's body he feels like he's gonna vomit. But he didn't. Why? Is Ash that not human? If he's gonna cut his skin is he gonna bleed blood or some weird black like liquid?

What is he thinking about? What about Dolph? Ash shoud worry about Dolph! He's just laying there!

His body feels sore, so fucking sore. It hurts. But Ash just ignores it. With few pained groans Ash crawls his way to Dolph's body.

…

Why? Dolph's muscular buff body looks so stiff and life less. Well his body was buff it is  freaking skinny now. How? Why? Is it becouse of safe space?

Dolph's unmoving expression makes Ash want to just disapper. Dolph's looks to be in pain, so so so much pain. It's all over his face. Ash want's to vomit again but he can't. This doesn't make any sense.

Safe space makes Ash feel like he belongs there like he shoud just stay there, but it also killed Dolph. Why does he feel this way when Dolph's body is in front of Ash?

With shaky hand Ash put his hand on Dolph's arm. Cold. comepletley Cold. In Fact it is frezzing! Why Ash hadn't seen this before ? His fingerls are literary blue.

Ash lays down besite the body.

There aren't any starts Ash could look at. There's just nothingness. Void still feels so stranngley conforting Ash hates it, He hates everything. He hates how he didn't even said anything to Dolph right now.

He is usseles. The bloodied body feels cold. Good. Ash likes cold.

He likes it.

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When Ash woke up he was cuddled up angst Dolph. It was nice. Ash doesn't even know why he was feeling so weird. Dolph was still alive,  safe space was just fixing Dolph up.

He yawned, then sat up it was getting little to cold it's time to come back to real world. The safe space will bring Dolph back. Ash just has to wait a moment.

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

Ash is back in the soft bed. He already hates it. The room looks rich. The bed was so fucking soft, probabry so fucking expensive. Ash hates the room, it's so bright. Ash just wants to burn this shitty room.

After a second Ash realized. wait. There is a fucking girl in this room. She just looked at him shocked and quickly left the room.

Ash sat up and looked around the discusting room futher. Who decorated it needs to be sued. He decided to leave the bed and look around the room.

He doesn't want to look at all weird colored decorations that look obnoxiosly expensive.

While standing and looking around some guy in red suit walked in. The red guy has red hair a face mask on and sunglassess.

"Danm. You look like a bloody used tampon."

The guy looks ataken back. Then he let's out a full blown laughing fit. Ash want's to beat this guy up. Ash doesn't know what makes him so annoyied with this guy. Is it that like coward he hiedes behin a mask and sunglasess, or that he looks so cocky.

The red guy finally stops laughing, and Ash wants to slap this guy.

"Ash, Ash, Ash, you'll never change."

"okay who are you?"

The red guy looks at him. Suprised. He just stands there, looks at Ash. He doesn't say anything.

Ash crosses his arms and stands there unimpressed. Wait. red, red, red... hm. Oh! Ash remembers, Reddoons. This's guy's name is reddoons. How does Ash even know that? what the fuck??

"I'm Reddoons. Ash, what happend? you just disappered for 4 years Ash. And one of my men found you passed out at the city's borders."

He.. What? Ash wasn't born in some weird psych ward lab prision?! The fuck? And wait wait wait. Ash still doesn't have his eyepatch on so the weird-ass glitches are out in the open.

Why did this guy just ignored it? Did he not noticed or what? Back on track. Ash had been gone for some 4 years?! Dude... That's crazy. Ash has a hard time processing this. What?

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This red guy is a rich capitalistic freak. After he had told Ash that 'ehm heyyy ur like missing for 4 years baby girl.' Then he start's yapping that he and Ash were some weird buisness partners. Like what?

The fact that even this guys voice annoiyed Ash is making listening to this shit even harder when he tries to not jump this guy and beat him up.

Honestly he was probabry in middle of talking about some weird company shit and Ash had enough is guy is a full- time yapper.

"Okay that's great. Can you like give me shit to eat?"

Red guy stopps for a second and then mumbles 'oh right' and looks strangley ehhhhhh… sadder? He doesn't care. This guy could drop dead and Ash would be like 'haha! how funny'.

Red guy tells something to a maid then turns back to Ash as if he was greatly interested in his persona. Ash can't tell for shit, why does he wear a mask and sunglasses?

Then he goes back to just babling about some capitalistic shit. If Ash is gonna be honest he likes communism more.

It's so bad in here, this guy is so annoying and fucking weird begin all cuddly to him. 

And Ash could say 'hey it's not that bad right?' yeah it was not that bad. But this guy doesn't know what personal space is, even tho this guy probabry knew him longer than Ash can remember. Really fuck this guy.

So they are sitting on this expensive couch Red decides he wants to lay his head on Ash's lab while he eat's whatever this guy's maid gave him.

Not gonna lie it was not bad. And if this guy is so weird and all that Ash could steal some of his money and get a chunk of his luxiusious life.

Ash continues watching the shit serial that is probary too old even exist and is probabry not from Eden conseding these guys in the serial are saying something about 'Spain" and 'Europe'. witch is weird as fuck.

Honestly? It wasn't too bad. Ash kinda liked the weird masks the robbers had. Red of course had to be a bitch and just a disappointment and fucking fall asleep. He is lucky that Ash is busy with eating and watching the serial.

Ash was done with like 3rd episode and honestly. He was bored out of his mind and out of boredom his mind betrayed him and Ash subconciusly started playing with Red's even Redder hair.

Sometimes it crosses Ash mind that he is not really human and he wonders why did this Red guy still cuddle this often and close to Ash as if he was 100% human. And besites Ash probabry looks homeless his long hair that has weird Purple highlights. Ash's suit is old and worn out. At this point he hates to admit it but Ash looks like a homeless guy pretending to be rich.

With a sigh Ash removed Red's head and just caressly put in on the couch and stood up. Then he went to look for some servants, maids, whatever this guy has. then he just told them to give him shit so he can look more like a human with class he is, than some pesant.

After way too long Ash got the high quality royal Purple suit and a brush. He just nodded and took the things. Then went to bath room took off his cloghes then when to take a bath, tried de-tangling his hair (with no succes) honestly it's wasn't that dirtly it was just really really tangled.

It crossed his mind to just cut the hair off but he decided agnst it. Don't ask him he doesn't know why. Ash's mind is fucked.

And just like that after a good 2 hour bath and with the 1 hour of trying to make his hair look presentable he leaves the bath room with new cloghes on and still shit hair. Oh! do Ash has to mention how his hair is still wet?

And the princess is still sleeping on the couch. All Ash can say is wow! And ignore his existance and go explore the building he is in. Suprise, Suprise. Ash is currnetly in highest sky scraper in city.

It means two things. Either the red guy is this rich or he has a sugrar daddy. But honestly Ash thinks he's the first. The servants really do respect the red guy even tho he looks ridiculus.

Wow so now you could say Ash found a sugar daddy. (looks at the name of this fic back at the fic)

Ash still doesn't trust this guy. And he will keep not trusting this guy.

But he won't escape. This is nice life, he can just freeload and continue living like a king.

When the red guy woke up Ash was watching another episode of the serial. Ash of course was sitting on the other part of the couch.

The red guy started staring at him. Now this is weird. So fucking weird. Ash look little better than before but still not really good and this guy startes at him as if he was a diety. What a Weirdo.

Of course these pretty good times can't be forever.

And of course for the night Ash had to sleep in one bed as the red guy. The red guy just kept cuddling to Ash. Right now his head is on Ash's chest. And Ash just want's to choke this guy so maybe he won't annoy Ash anymore.

Funfact. Ash hates warmth. And this guy just radiates with it, Fucking littelary. Fuck this guy.

But for the first time Ash thinks maybe it's not so bad to be in the warmth.

Who is he kidding? Ash hates it but the skin to skin contact makes Ash stay. He is really touch starved. And having this close to Ash a breathing living thing? Is kinds refreshing and comforting.

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Ash hates this shit. Red said that his hair needs fixing. Then after few hours of him coach rotting and begin usseles. A few grils walk in the red guy says they are a hair stylists.

And now Ash sits in a chair. And five Fucking girls are doing weird things with his hair. Tugging at his hair, washing it, brushing it ect.

He doesn't like that five strangers are touching his hair, his head. It's taking so long and it's painfull. He hates it.

Fuck. This is so annoying. Red is just there mostly watching sometimes talking to Ash and the women. He wants revenge. He prays for it to all Voids above.

It took fucking. Seven and half hours. Ash wants to jump off a roof. Why even he is here? Why was he even born?

Was Ash born to just sit in chair and get his hair pulled? Or for something greater? He hates this.

After all these hours of torment when it was all over Ash didn't let the red guy get even close to him.

He doesn't care that his hair is smooth and just not a mess and kinds pretty- He is still mad. Ash wants something out of this shit.

Right now Ash is back the couch, watching the serial, honestly? He hates how these people are so emotional. Like it's only few days this robbery is gonna take. And suddenly you just have to fuck everything up.

He likes the Nairobi girl tho. She is not a weirdo, manipulator and so weirdly emotional. She is not a wanna be a 'bad girl'. That is what makes Ash cringe in most female characters in serials like this.

Suddenly Red walks into the room all gloomy and sad. Ash feels good about that. He is paying for what Ash had to endure.

Red stands in front of Ash, stares down at him. Ash isnot really happy about that, he is the taller one. He shoudn't be stared down on.

"You are covering the TV."

Ash finally acknowledges Red and just tries to continue watching. He is probabry irritating Red futurer more. Good.

"Ash. Can you… not ignore me?"

Red sound's really sad and pitiable. Even with this mask of his and sunglases. Ash just wants to kick him. But that would mean he gives Red atleast some attention. And from what Ash sees Red is a attention whore.

"What do you mean by that?"

Ash makes his voice so flat. Red probabry is dying inside. Good for him. He felt even worse when Reddoons let in five strangers to make them torture Ash.

"You know what i meant. Please. Please can you stop?"

This accualy is not bad. All that this lacks is Red on his knees for Ash. Really a hilarious view. A multi-milonare begging a nobody who isn't even 100% human. Ash likes the sound of that. Probabry too much but whatever.

"It depends on what are you talking about."

Ash likes this. Likes this little game they both are playing. Red saying it would confirm that he is hurt and sad becouse of Ash not letting Red to cuddle Ash and not giving him too much attenton.

It is a funny situation really. But for Ash not for red.

"Can you stop.... ignoring me?"

Ash wants to burst out laughing and tell Red no beacouse why shoud he? But that would be too much for Red. Red would probabry just fall on his knees and cry. Ash likes that though.

"Huh? Not sure what gave you that idea but okay."

Now Red probabry thinks he is crazy and so clingy becouse what normal begin behaves that way? All stressd out becouse he didn't get cuddles.

Red carefuly sits besite Ash and lays his head on Ash's lap. Red didn't object and when Ash put his hand to rest on Red's head. Red's whole body realexed and melted.

It was like Ash's touch just made him forget what is pain. He really shoudn't give Ash this much power over himself.

Ash then just went back to watching the serial. And again started to play with Red'd horrendous red hair.

Life is good. Sometimes in the back of Ash's mind opears view of Dolph's body in 'safe space'. And every time Ash wants to blast his own brains out.

Ash hates this. He hates a lot of things and he hates quite often. But this one especially. It's like haunting Ash. Dolph's body on the floor. The feeling of begin ussles. Just usseles. He hates it. He hates ussles things.

Like-like feelings and relationships. He hates feeling vulnerable. This is fucking crazy and ridiculus. Ash shoudn't fee like this he is above such things. Above feeling like a ussles doll. He hates-

"What is keeping you awake?"

The cool deep voice of Reddoons makes Ash train of thought stop. Of course the fucking Reddons could tell something is off. The fact that he doesn't have a mask or sunglasses make Ash feels so goddamn small.

This red guys unatural blue eyes are staring at Ash. And Ash hates it so he turns his back to Red. Becouse it's the middle of the night and they are both in the same bed. And, guess what? That's right! Ash hates it.

"Come on Ash we know eatch other too long for that bullshit- ah i know you too long…"

That statement is true Ash only knew Red for few days. Red had known Ash probabry for half his life time. Ash hated that Red knew him so good and Ash didn't knew anything. He was in dark and Red didn't help.

Red was acting like nothing happend. And something happend. Something big.

"Just leave me alone."

"Ash you've been awake every night you been here. What is up with you?"

Okay so Red doesn't know Ash this good as Ash had though. This is good. Ash can avoid talking about usseles things and Red will leave Ash alone.

"Soo you get how i am weird Void-thingy? Yeah i don't really have to sleep becouse of that."

Red of couse doesn't seem satisfied. Becouse why would he? From what he knows Ash is lying and if he isn't Ash still has things on his mind.

"Okayy. So what were you thinking about? Your heartbeat was going crazy."

Ash's heartbeat? Ash doesn't have a heartbeat. What the fuck is Red talking about? Ash is a weirld creature that doesn't have a heartbeat doesn't need to do basic human thingies. He's a weirdo.

"What the fuck are you talking about?"

Ash is puzzeld, confused, his brain crashed, he doesn't have enough of brain cells to answer this question.

"Yeah so it's like quiet nice and slow you know? It's really slower that a normal heart. But just now it was going high ware. So i got worried."

What. Okay Reddoons is officaly skischizophremic. What the fuck? This man is more mentally fucked than Ash. And Ash is really fucked mentally.

"listen i know. You think you don't have a heart beat. but it's there just quiet and slow. let's sit up."

Ash hesitantly sits up. Red is already sitting. He takes Ash's hands in his. Ash's worryingly cold hands touching Red's comfortably warm hands.

With Ash's right hand Red put's it on Ash's own chest, And with his other Red put's it on his own. Sure enough Ash feels heart beat from Red's chest. And... Nothing from his own.

"Dude-"

"Shh"

After waiting little more Ash feels small beats. They aren't fast and hard like Red's so they are much more harder to pick up. It's like Ash was dying and his heart was gonna just stop every time it beats.

Ash just sits there. The really intimate, well really intimate for Ash moment felt weird. Shoud he enjoy it or Just say 'Fuck you red' and lay back down and pretend to go to sleep?

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Ash kicked some random Prince Zam goon in the nuts. Then Ash when the goon was saying something about not begin able to reproduce anymore knocked him down with the metal piple that he found few seconds ago.

Wow Eden allowing Zam's company to name themselves named "Zam's Empire" is supirsing.  More suprising is that even more Purple guy than Ash barged in the sky scraper saying he wants to talk with Reddoons in the middle of a night.

And Ash was getting relaxed in the weird ass bed… (he was finallysleeping outside safe space and Ref had to wake him up.) So Red left dressed himself up again and forced Ash to get up too. Ash of course didn't want to but Red forced Ash.

The Purple guy was saying about betrayal and shit. All Ash remembers is that his name is Wemmbu and he is a weird Purple hybrid thingy. Honestly Ash just wanted to lay back in bed.

And so now Ash was tying up a guy and kiddnaping him for a interview. How did he got here? No idea. Will he bitch about tonight to Reddoons and cuss out the Purple guy? Yes.

Right now Ash was dragging this guy to the sky scraper, but wow looks like Ash is lost. No idea how could that happen. It's not like he is all alone in the city for the first time. (lie)

Fuck this guy is heavy. Like so fucking much is he fat or what? Unbealivable. How can this guy with such good paying job as begin Zam's goon and not take care of himself? Dude like go to gym.

Okay right now Ash is going into panic mode. He doesn't know how to get back. Ash now is standing there in a shady alley with tided up man from a company that is really close with the Eden. Yay.

"Ash! You dumb bitch! Get yo skinny ass in here!"

Now that was rude. Ash had plenty of cake, he has a whole bakery. His two ass cheeks are beloved by Void itself.

(i am so sorry i don't know what came over me:) )

( I AM NOT SORRY AT ALL MUAHHAHAHA)

"What?!"

Ash finally turns his head to look at who is calling him and low and behold it's the Purple guy. Ash doesn't know why but he is kinda chill. But he always annoys Ash with his stupid grim and insults.

Wemmbu looks at Ash as if he was a dumb. Then just sights his hand to come over here.

Ash with a glare comes over to Wemmbu and just leaves the goon so wemmbu will have to come over and take him. He did it to make  Wemmbu's life atleast little harder.

Wemmbu sighs and drags this guy in the building they are in and lefts him tided up on the dirty floor.

Red on the other hand was talking with a guy with back hair and skin. Wait. Oh There's two of them. Both black skin, hair And white eyes. One is dressed in some fake Nike's and other is in a butler-like suit.

This duo looks weird. And the black guy with fake NIke's is so loud. Ash hates him already.

Red turns to look at Ash. His glasses and Mask are on so you can't see his face and Ash can't read Red with them on and that fact is so annying.

"Ash! This is Minute Tech and Spoke is here. They will help up with over throwing Zam And Eden."

What the fuck. Their Mom must have hated them. Oh scrach their parents must have hated them. What the fuck? What normal person names their kid's after a time measurement. Fuck it. Who names their kid after a verb?!

And the 'Tech' and 'is here' are so fucking supid. Ash wants to cut his head off.

Ash doesn't say anything to any of them and just walks over to wemmbu. Even tho he only met Wemmbu today he know him few hours longer than these two.

"Please tell me this is some weird joke you decided to pull on me with Red."

The amusment in Wemmbu's eyes tells Ash everyhing. Ash hates this. And what's with the plan to overthorw Eden and Zam? Who even is this Zam guy anyway. Atleast he has pretty normal name to be honest.

"Ash. I know you just got back with your bestie and you don't wanna come back to doing illegal shit right away but get it together man. We are going on a war man."

Ash doesn't need to know that. And the fact that Wemmbu doesn't know what Ash meant is killing him. OK they are going on a war, but what are the names of his supposed allies?! They look little bit more weird than weird Ash is used to but their names?!

Ash hates them. No one is gonna caught Ash saying their names. calling someone 'Spoke' sounds cringe.

He really wishes this is a prank. Wemmbu puts his hand on his shouder gives it a frim grip and lets his go and walks past him.

It's time to start panicking. Ash hates social interactions. He is horrible at talking with other people. His life feels like some kind of weird fanfiction where author doesn't know what they're doing.

"Okayy! Team Silly Gobers let's discuss a game plan for this!"

The guy with Nike's rip off's says as he stands up from his seat besite this skyscrapers private cafe's table.

Ash wants to stab this guy so hard. holy shit. Fuck. 'Silly Gobers" What does it mean?!

He comes over to the really average table for private cafe where Red, Minute, Spoke, Wemmbu are. He doesn't sat down he just stands there besite the table.

Next following minutes of Ash's life he zones out. Comepletley. Honestly? He was kinda worried his brain might rot from all their yapping about some plan.

Ash wishes for a sweet relef of death. It would be cool if a sniper from Zam's empire was right now just waiting for a sight to shot Ash in the head.

But it's just a fantasy right? Oh shi-

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Wemmbu is a bitch. Ash hates Wemmbu. This guy is literary eating Minute's fucking face, on Ash's favorite cough. Ash can't now watch his serial. Why must Wemmbu do this? Ash didn't talk to Minute guy at all. Wemmbu probabry just did this to make Ash annoyied.

"Wemmbu, kill yourself."

Minute the more normal guy pulled away. And embaressed looked at Ash then at Wemmbu. Minute pushed Wemmbu off him and excused himself.

"Now you ruined the mod."

Wemmbu gave Ash a glare. Ash wants to kill this guy. Wemmbu winked at Ash and pated some space besite him to signal Ash to sit besite him.

Ash sits as far away from Wemmbu as he can. He knows that Wemmbu mostly wants to just play on his's nerves. He likes to be a bitch too but Wemmbu is on whole another level of begin bitch.

With a sigh Ash takes the remote that was on the small table in front of the couch and plays the serial that he still haven't finished.

Suddenly Spoke walks in and Ash holds himself back from killing Spoke, himself or Wemmbu.

"Wemmbu do you know where Minute is?"

Ash can't concentrate on the serial and he want's to make Spoke shut up. If another word is gonna come out off Spoke's mough Ash is gonna lose it.

"Wemmbu! Whe-"

"Can you shut the fuck up? I'm watching shit!"

Now Ash feels like that one dad who always watches TV. It's kinda funny but at the same time Ash is still angry that Spoke can't fucking shut up.

"Hey! i just wanna know where my twin is!"

"Kill yourself"

Wemmbu is just watching with amusment at the whole exchange. Ash wants to kill this guy. He is always this smiley Annoying guy. Fuck.

Ash doesn't want to be in the same room as these idiots so he turns off the TV and leaves the room.

Ash hates that these idiots are living with him and Red. This bullshit idea of overthrowiing Zam becouse he hired some mediocore hitmen on Red and betrayed wemmbu and destroyed his small civilisation.

Ash is bored. But also Annoyied, the worst combo. But Ash also hopes he won't have to interact with more humans.

But of course just as Ash walks down the hall a hand yanks him by the arm into a room. And low and behold it's Minute Tech. From what Ash had seen Minute is the Most normal so maybe he won't be as annoying.

"What do you want?"

Minute looks at Ash nervious he fidgets with his fingers and tries to maintain eye contact with Ash.

What's with people bothering Ash? This is getting ridiculus. Minute makes a fool out of himself right now and Ash wants to go and just be alone.

"If it's about your make out session in the living room i'm not telling anyone. Now can you leave me alone?"

Minute looks suddenly more nervious and some white blush apears on Minute's black face.

"No it's not that it's just that… Do you know that you were experimented on…? Like for 2 years?"

Oh so that's how long Ash was in that weird psych ward lab. Hopefully all these experiments won't backfire him later on.

Minute looks less nervious and crosses his arms. And wow. This guy must be ripped under the suit. Ash is so fucking jelous, his arms are stick's it's not fair.

"They put a chip in your brain to surpress your old memories, it's also telling your location to the Eden. If someone would just look at it's location our plan would be screwed. Right now none besite doesn't know. But right now we have to take it out."

Okay that shit's awesome. Ash would finally know who he is and have answers to all his questions. BUt knowing life he had atraumatic life adn he would be better of woudn't those memories.

Ash doesn't care about that. Right now he finally has a goal to achive. It would be great to find a surgeon that would even attempt a surgery like that. But wait Red is a milionare so it's no biggie.

"Great so we can take it out and there won't be a problem."

"I knew you before you went missing Ash. And i don't think it's a good ide-"

"Well i don't care. Just find some surgeon that would do the surgery and that's all."

Minute probabry want's to prostest more but Ash is already leaving.

So Ash has a metal thingy in his brain. Yay. If Minute won't get this done Ash is gonna tell Red and he would work something out. That dude is down bad.

Ash made his way to the room he woke up days ago. It's still shitty but atleast he is alone.

Ash layed down on the bed and started thinking. Reddoons stopped Begin so clingy now that people are here. Honestly? Ash kinda missed that. But at night he still holds on to Ash like his life depended on it.

It is kinda cute- Wait. No nononono NO. Ash is not going down this weird road of sappy love story. That would be cringe and embarising.

Then Ash remembers about Dolph. Still in safe space. healing. Ash haven't given him a check up in few days since he been here. Always busy with something. And Red clings to Ash every night so he can't visit Dolph.

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

Wow! This feels good. Ash can finally relax. The cold makes Ash want to sleep. It's just so good to be here again.

These new people didn't even see Ash's other eye since it's always covered by an eyepatch and now that he is here he can finally take it off.

It just feels better and better. After more walking Ash sees Dolph still sleeping. He doesn't know why Dolph's body is so skinny and dry, but he trust's the proces.

Safe space always helped Ash, relaxed him. It will help Dolph. Safe space is just that way.

Ash realised something everytime he is at safe space he feels like his body is restoring it's self. It's like Safe space keeps Ash alive. That becouse of Safe space Ash keeps living.

He doesn't know if it's a bad thing or a good thing.

But that's a whatever. All that matter is that Ash is here. Alone. And none interupts him.

He sits besite Dolph and puts his hand on Dolph's arm. It's so cold. And Ash likes cold.

Ash isn't gonna interupt Dolph's sleep by Begin clsoe to him or like hugging his arm. It would be better to just let Dolph rest and let safe space do the rest.

(insert Glitch Sound. idk how to write it.)

Begin back in all too soft bed Ash is hit with the hot temperature. It's so hot in here. Ash want to just be back in safe space but before he can make a decision Red walks in his room.

"Hey Ash. How are you doing at this fine day?"

Red lays down besite Ash and puts his head on Ash's chest his other two hand's are hugging Ash.

Ash puts his hand around Red and sighs.

"The people that you invited here suck."

Red laughed softy at that. The sound make's Ash feels weird. And Ash doesn't know if he hates it.

"I know. I know. You hated them before too."

"You are a nostalgic fuck."

And Red graced Ash with another soft laugh.

Not gonna lie. Life is shit, but with Red it's not that bad.

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"Wait. wait. No the Wemmbu situation was first… let's rewind."

"Dude can you get it togeher?"

"Sorry Ash."

*Moving on. The plan was working just as planed. When Wemmbu walked in he started stabbing people. Minute wasn't really sure how that would make them free people from Eden. Just mindlessy stabbing people to cause chaos.

But the guard the second he tried touching the lock down buttom was knocked out by Minute. Spoke flyied as smoke to the vault where the infromation was. Spoke pretty easily Went trough all the securites.

MInute went to 'fight' and 'stop' Wemmbu. But they were just mostly putting on an act and tried causing as much demage to the things around them.

More guards came to capure Wemmbu but Wemmbu had a gun himself. Then he proces to kill more people and knocks Minute out with few injuries, So it woudn't be sus or anything like that.*

But sadly Wemmbu didn't see that one guard wasn't knocked out or anything and got shot and accualy capured.

Then Spoke was finally in the vault now he had to get the most offensive shit that he could find but seciurity lock down was acctivated. And it made the vault comepletley close from inside and out side even air can't go in or out.

Spoke was stuck in the vault with no air.

And the Red called a maid thinking the plan is going corecctly.

They tracke him down rather quicky, and Minute woke up pretty quickly.

It was now race with time. Is Minute gonna be here on time or what?*

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"Okay, okay i get it."

Ash was surpised this plan is so bad. LIke of course someone would click the lock down buttom. Wemmbu was stabbing people then shooting guards! If Ash made this plan they would succed.

If Ash... If Ash even tried to help Red woudn't be shot becouse Ash woudn't let that happen.

If Ash would do this plan He would make Spoke first put gaz bombs in the wents so it woudn't be problem to just steal shit deleted the footage and win.

"Will you help me?"

"Of course i will help you! What do you take me for?!"

"A Sociopatch that uses Red?"

"Fuck you. Let's get to work bitch, time to pull all nighter."

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Yeah as I said I'm just like other girls and didn't finish this fic. Honestly I meant to finish it but whatever now have a sigma