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He took a deep breath and closed his eyes for a moment. 

He was nervous, it was his first time working. Not to mention that it was a company that was respected throughout Shinganshina. In fact, in the country of Eldia. That wasn't the only reason he was so agitated, but there was one very important factor that governed his whole life: he was deaf. For a short time in his life he was hearing, but he succumbed to meningitis as a child and the disease brought irreversible consequences, such as losing part of the skin on some limbs and losing his hearing. All right, he had got used to his world in silence and even preferred it that way, even though he could hear with his hearing aid. That was something no one said, but the noise bothered him a lot and he preferred not to wear it all day, he got tired with so much exposure. 

After all, the body's other senses had become more acute after the loss of his hearing. He looked in the mirror. He looked good. He was handsome. Eren Jaeger was a handsome man, with beautiful green eyes that changed color as the day went on and long, silky hair. He tucked a lock of hair behind his ear, revealing his device, which had so far been switched off. He pressed the button and suddenly he was enveloped in the noise of his surroundings. He could hear his breathing and the wind coming through a crack in the window. 

He fixed his tie one last time and left the room, heading downstairs towards the kitchen. He was still nervous. He would try his best to hide his disability, but he knew it wouldn't be possible. He just didn't want to be treated like an underdog or someone incapable of doing the job that anyone else could do. It might sound strange, but he had a degree in audiovisual. The brunette was someone with good references, he had done his degree at the best college in the country and got good grades. And yet the job market was cruel. His references wouldn't get him the job he wanted, as an editor. However, he did get a job at a communications company - not as an editor, but it was a start. He would be personal assistant to none other than Levi Ackerman, heir and chief executive of the Ackerman Corporation. 

He swallowed, he would do anything to prove himself. 

- Nervous? - In addition to speaking, his sister gestured the word in her hands, because she didn't know if her brother was listening. 

- A little - he answered truthfully - Levi doesn't have a very good reputation.

The truth is that he only got the job because no one else was applying for it. Hanji Zoe, the head of human resources, confessed to him and almost went so far as to beg. What convinced him wasn't just the salary, which was too high for a mere assistant, but the fact that his resume would be forever emblazoned with his experience at the most respected company in Shinganshina. 

- Just do your job - she smiled and bit the apple - just don´t let them disrespect you. 

Eren took a deep breath. 

Mikasa would never stop being protective. 

She was right, though. 

- I know. 

(...) 

- You did what? - shouted the CEO of the Ackerman Corporation. 

Hanji just shrugged, masking a smile with the clipboard she was holding. Levi, despite being her superior, was also her long-time friend. They met in college, in classes they had in common. The brunette in human resources and Levi in administration. Despite being quite different from each other, the pair soon fell into a strangely efficient dynamic. 

The chief executive closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose, sighing deeply. 

Hanji knew that he would deny it as far as he could in order not to have another personal assistant. However, the brunette knew how much better Levi would feel having his load lightened. She just needed to find someone who was competent and could handle the Ackerman heir's sour moods. Levi wasn't the nicest person in the world, being indifferent to everyone and everything most of the time. But at the same time, he was meticulous and a perfectionist, and he demanded this of his employees too. Most of the personal assistants couldn't stand his pace and were afraid of his...adorable personality. 

- Oh, please, an assistant will take your mind off things. 

- Hanji, none of the assistants made it! Not one has lasted at least six months, what do you think will happen to this one? I don't want any labor lawsuits on my back. 

- Well, this one I'm sure is different! - There was something in her eyes that worried Levi and he knew very well that the crazy woman was up to something. 

- What makes you think that? - He looked at her suspiciously. 

- He's an audiovisual graduate from Shinganshina University, he's even a laureate! - He handed the new assistant's resume to his boss - and what's more, he's handsome! 

- Have a heart, four-eyes - he couldn't resist laughing quietly at his friend's foolishness - I don't want someone, especially my employee - he looked at the date of birth next to the photograph - especially someone 15 years younger! Are you crazy? 

He wouldn't deny, however, that the boy was handsome.

- It's not like he's 18, Levi - she pointed to the date - see? March 30th, 1998. The “boy” is 25, almost 26! 

- Hanji, he'll be my employee - he replied - and I don't need someone. I'm already married and have a son. 

Hanji laughed out loud. 

- Does that stop anyone? - Levi rolled his eyes, sat back in his chair - And besides, we all know about the divorce rumors. 

- You're right, the divorce is on its way - he sighed - the media won't leave me alone. And as I said, I don't want someone, I've already been in a relationship and as you can see, it didn't work out. 

- Oh, have a heart - Hanji repeated in the same tone of voice as Levi had said - you didn't have a relationship, you had a contract! It doesn't kill you to have a real relationship. 

- I told you I don't want to, four-eyes. Besides -  he sighed, looking at the photo of the man with the beautiful eyes - I just...can't. 

- It's a shame - said Hanji, getting up and trying to leave - a little freedom wouldn't hurt. 

And so she left, leaving a pensive Levi behind. 

(...) 

The building in front of him was imposing and frightening. 

But he was Eren Jaeger! He had been through much harder things than a first day on the job. He took a deep breath, passed through the automatic doors of that elegant building and reached the counter. At the counter was a very beautiful woman with the same posture as the building. Eren felt goose bumps on the back of his neck. That employee's eyes were so blue and icy! Would everyone in that place be like that? 

He swallowed.

Who was he kidding? Yes, he was afraid. 

Even so, he got closer to the counter. 

- Good morning! Today is my first day at work. 

The lady just arched an eyebrow. 

- Name, please. 

- Eren Jaeger.

When he vocalized the syllables of his name, he could see a little emotion on the woman's face. Annie! Annie was her name, after seeing it on her tiny badge on top of her imposing and elegant red uniform. Oh, dear God, he was so nervous. He could feel a slight trembling in his hands. He was even sweating! What the fuck! He should get serious right away! He was a man, for God's sake! A 25-year-old man who had never actually worked in his life. 

Why was he hired in the first place? 

Oh, yes! His academic achievements - which were useless! 

Well, they actually gave him a job. 

But he didn't know anything! 

He could learn, though.

What if his boss's reputation as an executioner was real? 

Fuck, he was fucked! 

- Sir? 

The chime of thoughts that plagued him hit a wall and he came back to reality. Annie was holding out a card. Confused and hesitant, he took the object in his hands and looked at it for a moment. What the hell was he going to do with it? Seeming to sympathize in the slightest with the brunette, the secretary in the lobby pointed to the side. There were three turnstiles in the middle of a corridor, behind which were elevators. A few workers passed through these turnstiles and so Eren realized the card's functionality, it was just a check on people entering the building. By swiping the card on the reader, the turnstile unlocked. 

Eren breathed a sigh of relief. 

But...

- Can you tell me in which floor is sir Ackerman's office? 

He could've sworn that he heard Annie laughing. 

Was he so pathetic? 

- At the 50th floor. 

Eren thought it was a joke, but Annie's face was once again impassive. He just thanked her and went on his way. It wasn't that high, was it? He snorted. Rich people and their mania for grandeur. Even at that! Why not lower? What if he was late? It would take ages to get to floor 50! In fact, Eren wasn't sure if it would take centuries. Maybe the elevator was supersonic? 

As he passed the turnstile, he noticed some people standing in front of the elevators. There were six elevators and all of them had a queue. Despite living in a big city, he wasn't used to so much exposure. He avoided it like the devil avoids the cross. Noise was not his friend. And speaking of which, a lot of people were talking a lot at the same time. He would give himself a break, his head was aching. He switched off his device and headed up the elevator. 

The elevator wasn't really supersonic, but it wasn't slow either. He never imagined that such a mundane means of transportation could be so fast. He thought he would be going down alone to the floor where he would be working, but what was his surprise when he saw a group going in the same direction as him. His mouth dropped open in surprise at the size of that floor. Oh my God! Where would he be? He didn't even know where to go! He broke out in a cold sweat. Why did everything have to be so big? He took a deep breath. Right, there was no reason to be so nervous. First of all, he turned his device back on. 

Various sounds reached his ears and he had to disconnect a little from his surroundings to get used to them. He tried to calm his heart. Everything would work out, he didn't need so much anguish. He was brave, he would face this head on, it wasn't the end of the world. It was just a job. 

With a final sigh, he pushed open the glass door that led to an office. There were so many individual booths and hardly anyone was looking at you. Did everyone think they were Levi Ackerman himself? Eren held back the urge to roll his eyes. Ironically, rich workers also thought they were rich.

- Are you lost? 

When he turned around, he saw a dark-haired woman with bangs and large, expressive brown eyes. She seemed friendly and gradually the tension in Eren's body melted away. 

- Yes, actually - he confessed - can you help me? 

- Sure! 

- Can you tell me where is sir Ackerman's office? 

All sympathy vanished like smoke from that woman's body. Instead, the smile that adorned her face fell like the weight of a thousand anvils in the sea. Yes, that only confirmed that Levi Ackerman's reputation was true. He shook his head in the negative. He wouldn't think about it now, he needed that job. He needed to grow in life.

- Uh, boy. You catch a bomb! - The brunette turned around - Connie! Come here. 

A short, shaven-haired man came out of one of the booths and stood next to the brown-haired woman. 

- Got some news, Sasha? 

- He is the news - Sasha pointed at Eren - guess who is the new assistant? 

- Oh, man, it was nice to meet you. 

- Is he that bad? - he asked. 

- You have no ideia - they both answered. 

Sasha sighed, a wave of sympathy catching her body.

- Look, it's just our opinion, maybe he likes you - she smiled - just do a good job. Follow everything he says. And clean everything well too - she whispered - he's a cleaning freak. You'll see, his office is impeccable. 

- Sh's right, good luck! 

- Yeah, good luck! You seeing that door? It's his office. He's already there, it's the first one to got here. Want a tip? Get here first in the next few days, if you can. The assistant that lasted longer did that. 

- Okay, thanks for the tips. 

I guess.

He followed the path, opening the wooden door. It was a bit heavy, but the wood was of good quality. When he opened it, he found himself in a small corridor. Straight ahead was Levi's office, guarded by completely transparent glass. Inside, behind a computer screen, was his new boss. He took another deep breath and followed in his footsteps. He placed his briefcase on the little table he thought was his workstation and knocked on the glass door. He heard a soft 'come in' and so he did. 

Luck, however, was not with him. 

Shit! 

His hearing aid interfered with something and he couldn't hear for a few moments. He knew Levi was saying something, but because his face was hidden by the computer screen, he couldn't read his lips. Argh! Damn it, damn it, damn it! He tried turning the device on and off several times. He didn't want to try his cell phone, maybe Mr. Ackerman would find it rude. After several failed attempts, the device worked perfectly again. 

- Can you hear me? Do you happen to be deaf? 

Incredibly, the young worker just wanted to laugh at the situation. And perhaps he also wanted a little revenge. He took his device out of his ear, still switched on, and held it in the palm of his hand, stretching his arm forward. He could no longer hear himself, but he could obviously still speak. 

- Actually, yes, sir -  he said innocently. 

For the first time, he could see Ackerman's face. There was disbelief on his face and he quickly stood up. Eren was struck by his (lack of) height, compared to him, Levi was almost the size of a teenager before the stretch phase. He put the device back on and began to hear Levi's real voice. It was deep and, the brunette admitted, sensual.

- I beg your pardon -  he said, turning his desk and facing Eren - please know that I won't lighten your load because of this. 

- I don't expect anything else, Mr. Ackerman - he said sincerely. 

Something seemed to sparkle in the CEO's eyes. 

- Good. 

Levi returned to his post, hiding behind the screen again, and Eren left the office for his desk. He let out the air that he hadn't even realized was trapped.

And so his first day at work began. 

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— Are you insane?! Why didn’t you tell me that he is deaf? — Levi hissed, watching his newest employee through his office. 

— He is deaf? — Hanji retorted — Well, I didn’t know! But, you know, what does that imply? He continues to be a good reference and for what I know, he’s a good listener. 

Levi massaged his temple and changed the side of the phone, putting it to his left ear. There was absolutely nothing to stop the boy from working, he could listen with the device, after all. However, the CEO couldn't control the shame that was taking over his insides. He looked at him once more. Eren was arranging things on his desk and turning on his computer. He looked like just another normal employee - and he was! Levi, however, had never worked with someone who was disabled. Christ! How embarrassing! 

Well, the CEO didn't know how to handle his emotions well. 

— You could spare me the shame — he confessed and heard his friend burst out laughing. 

Levi sighed deeply, determined to tell the story of a few moments ago. Hanji, like a good friend, listened and then laughed in his ear. The businessman rolled his eyes, praying to the heavens that his friend would trip and fall flat on her face in front of several people. Who needs friends, right? 

— Give him a chance, Levi — Hanji said, seriously, after a fit of giggles. 

— I’ll give him a chance just like any other personal assistant that passed through me. 

— You’re impossible, I know that you’ll give him tasks that the poor man won’t be able to do — he could feel her friend rolling her eyes at the other side of the call — and I know that he’ll be able to fulfill them. 

Levi raised one of his eyebrows, surprised by her confident words. 

— And what makes you think that? 

— I don’t know, I just feel it. 

Levi chuckled. 

— Okay, then, clairvoyant, I need to go. 

He hung up without even saying goodbye and went back to concentrating on his work. For today, he would give his assistant a break, giving him a few simple tasks to get used to, such as transferring calls to his office and taking messages. Then…

(....) 

Levi was an extremely busy man, Eren realized. 

He was on his lunch break and was already tired from answering so many calls. He had received so many calls from so many people that his mind was echoing each one's voice in his ears. He sighed. He wasn't that social, to tell the truth. Being nice was proving to be an arduous task for him. However, he thought he would have to face more difficult things given his boss's fame.

He narrowed his eyes. 

Maybe Levi wasn't so bad after all. 

— Don’t even think about it — he jumped realizing Sasha was by his side — I know that you think it wasn’t so bad.

— Yeah, man, don’t get used to this tranquility — Connie said, grabbing an apple and putting it on his plate — there’s more to come. 

The young worker’s shoulders slumped in resignation. 

— Aren’t you supposed to help me?

— We are helping you! — Both answered at the same time. 

(...) 

He was almost always the last to leave. 

However, he was surprised to see his employee still in the company. It wasn't that late, but it was past normal working hours. He shrugged. Perhaps the boy was trying to impress. Hahaha! That wouldn't work. Levi was not someone to be impressed so easily. He clapped his tongue to the roof of his mouth, so naive. He didn't like ass kissers. He decided to leave his office and didn't even say goodbye, just looking straight ahead. If he wanted to be alone again, he had to be a complete asshole. Something, however, was considering Hanji's words. 

He shook his head in the negative. 

He was just another one, no one had ever put up with his sour moods and obvious attempts at sabotage. Eren was just another one and only. 

(...) 

— Jerk — the brunet murmured. 

He hadn't even heard his goodnight, in fact, he didn't even make a point of replying because he knew the asshole had. Argh! Would it hurt to be polite? What a vile, uneducated being! He tidied up his things in his briefcase with haste and anger. He had to put up with it for as long as he could, his resume was more important than an uneducated rich guy. He just wanted to go home and listen to nothing else, in complete silence.

However, he knew that a barrage of questions would be asked at the dinner table. 

What if a car hit him right then? 

He could come back to life after making a pact with some entity. 

Besides, he was swamped with work. He had no idea that answering and redirecting calls was so difficult. Even more so considering the fact that most of them were meetings that had to be arranged with investors, some directors and even other communications companies. 

He needed to prioritize them and consider Levi's schedule before he arrived. He couldn't go wrong with this, he had to prove himself capable of doing something apparently so simple...

And with no experience whatsoever! 

Right, right, without getting desperate. 

He could do it after dinner. Now all he had to do was go home to the comfort of his own home and see his family on his first working day of his life. 

(...) 

— That’s why I filed for divorce 

Levi had just arrived at his apartment. He still shared it with his wife and son. The CEO sighed tiredly, he just wanted to take a shower and go to his inviting bed. He wanted to give in to fatigue, but apparently he was going to have another argument. Petra and Levi had been married for almost ten years, not necessarily for love. It was a mutual agreement between everyone involved. Andrew Ackerman, her grandfather and president of the Ackerman Corporation, had known his wife's Ral family for a long time. It was just a matter of convenience. Levi and Petra already knew each other from going back and forth between the families.

The redhead was now a great actress, as her marriage to Levi had opened many doors for her. 

With her, he had a son, Theo Ackerman. Levi had to admit, he wasn't exactly a father in the life of his five-year-old son. All his work demanded of him and he found no time to enjoy his son's childhood. He could only see him at night, when he was already asleep, and at weekends when there were no meetings. This left a bitter taste in his mouth. 

How far would he go to please his grandfather? 

— Petra, I just got home — he took off his shoes and let them in the shoe rack that was close to the door.  

— No, Levi, you have to listen — she stood her ground, evidently angry — you never had time for us, for your family. 

— It’s not like I married you for love, Petra. 

The redhead scoffed. 

— It’s not like I married you for love either, Levi Ackerman — she retorted. 

— What exactly do you want? Isn’t it enough all the sensationalism by the tabloids about us? 

— That’s the only thing you care about, but there’s more important things here. Your son, Levi — her voice changed to a sadder tone — he misses you. Theo misses his father, don’t be so harsh with him, an innocent. Be a father! It’s all that I ask from you and this failed marriage. Theo was the only good thing in all of this, and he doesn’t deserve your disdain! Be a man and face the consequences of your choices. 

Levi was in shock. Without saying a word, he watched his then-wife pick up two suitcases from the middle of the room. He was so wrapped up in his own world that he didn't notice the scene around him: Petra in neutral clothes, so as not to be recognized, and the suitcases. His world seemed to collapse at that moment. 

— I know that I should stay until I sign the papers, but I can’t handle it anymore — Petra sighed, tired — Theo’s staying, even though my heart is left aching. You two need a relationship, he doesn’t even recognize you as a father. I need some time for myself. And you — she turned towards the door, without looking back — need to find yourself. 

Then, she left, leaving Levi stunned and groundless. 

(...) 

He had slept a measly four hours in a row. 

So this was what life was like for an honest worker? He yawned, stretching his tired muscles. Eren wasn't poor, no, he was far from it; his father was a doctor and his mother a psychologist, and they lived comfortably well. However, the brunette had the desire to be financially independent and his parents supported him in this, never jeopardizing his independence because he was hearing impaired. Obviously, he had to take more care and undergo more tests than a hearing person. 

But that didn't matter. He had long since learned to get used to his deafness. 

He got up slowly, took off his shirt and shorts and went straight to the bathroom. He looked in the mirror, and there were a few pieces of skin, mainly on his arms and legs, with scars. In addition to his permanent deafness, the bacterial meningitis that had struck him had spread all over his body. He was only a child at the time, no more than five years old, when all this happened. He hardly remembers anything, just the pain he felt until he was put into an induced coma. Healed, he woke up with no hearing. 

It wasn't an easy childhood, but his resilience made him overcome any obstacle that came his way - and that included beating up bullies who thought they had the right to bully. In fact, that's how he met his best friend, Armin. He laughed to himself. He certainly knew how to hit those who deserved it, and the bully bothering Armin was one of them. 

And that's why he wanted to prove to himself that he could enter the job market and then work with what he really liked. He snorted. Bloody hell! He just had to face his asshole boss. One day after another , he thought.

One day after another when he wanted to kick that man's ass - and it was only his second day! He hoped to survive more than six months. No, no, he was going to survive more than six months! He pointed his finger at the mirror, exposing his own reflection, as a matter of pride and repeated the words, reading his own lips. 

…

It was still early, not even 8 AM yet. 

He didn't even say goodbye to his family, as everyone was still waking up. He left early and took a relatively empty subway to the richer side of the city. He decided to read a book he had bought the day before in the bookshop at the station and disconnected from the world for a moment. Eren always tried to see the best in things and people, and his own situation was no different. He considered himself lucky; he had faced an illness with a gigantic potential for death, he was working for the largest telecommunications company in the country and, best of all, he could be completely silent whenever he wanted. All he had to do was turn off his device. 

And that's what he did. 

He glanced down at his book to see how many stations were left to his destination. It wasn't long before he jumped out of the carriage and climbed the stairs that led straight up to the company. He still hadn't got used to the size of that building, it was so big and so powerful. How could a building give him shivers of excitement and fear at the same time? 

Many of the employees had not yet arrived, and it was strange to see the building without much life coming and going. He took advantage of this and turned his device back on, the sounds of the environment gradually reaching him. He walked over to Annie who, like the day before, had the same emotionless face. Eren wondered if that woman was really alive. What if she was a tidy zombie?

— Trying to get the good side of the boss? — Annies asked without taking off her eyes from the computer’s screen. 

— Maybe — he shrugged. 

— Well, you’ll have to come even earlier. 

A bucket of cold water was thrown over the brunette. Stunned, he checked his cell phone: it wasn't even 8:30! Work didn't start until 9am! 

— What the hell — he exclaimed, frustrated — does he sleep here? 

Annie, an emotionless person, just handed him the card and returned to her post as an attendant with a scowl and a superiority complex to the lowly mortals of the Ackerman Corporation. Eren clenched his jaw, stepping heavily on the clean floor. 

— Jerk, is he a fucking vampire? Doesn’t sleep? — He murmured as he walked in the elevator — What would it take to get a little more sleep, Mr. Ackerman? Don't you have a wife? Children? A boyfriend, perhaps? 

He heard a chuckle next to him and was startled. So wrapped up in his frustration, he hadn't noticed that the elevator had stopped on one of the floors. Turning around, he saw a huge blond man with the face of Captain America. Maybe he should call Iron Man now? 

— Are you Levi’s new assistant? 

From the informality with which he called his boss, Eren deduced that the man was very close to him. He swallowed. Ah, I'm in trouble! A yellow smile adorned his face and a failed attempt to laugh came out of his mouth. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth. Who was he kidding? 

— If I say yes, are you going to ignore everything I said before? 

The blonde man laughed. 

— Don’t worry, you’re not the only one that curses Levi out, it’s actually common. 

From the informality with which he called his boss, Eren deduced that the man was very close to him. He swallowed. Ah, I'm in trouble! A yellow smile adorned his face and a failed attempt to laugh came out of his mouth. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth. Who was he kidding? 

— Oh — he couldn’t resist being ironic — I wonder why, huh. 

The man, Eren realized, was quite elegant. His hair was neatly gelled, his shoes were polished and he wore a suit that would make anyone envious, in an earthy color, with a woody and, above all, expensive smell. If only I liked blondes, I'd go for him. The brunette grimaced, what was he thinking? 

— He’s not that bad, you just need to know him well. I’m Erwin Smith, by the way — he extended his hand and the brunette shook it — you must be Eren. 

— That’s right, how did you know?

Erwin smiled and took out a business card from the inside pocket of his suit. 

Smith 

Lawyers & Co.

Ah, Eren understood now. A good firm needed a good group of lawyers - who would certainly charge as much as their month's work. Levi should be their client. The elevator door opened and a few employees were already circulating around the large office on floor 50. 

— As you can see, I’m a lawyer. And, well, Hanji is my wife and doesn’t stop talking about the new personal assistant that will make Levi lose his mind. 

Erwin made his way to Levi's office without saying another word, and Eren followed behind him like a stunned puppy. 

(...) 

He got a headache and was extremely irritated. 

He massaged his temples, feeling all the tension of the night before throughout his body. Petra had left him suddenly, without warning. He had to deal not only with that, but also with his son waking up asking about his mother without stopping for a minute. He snorted. Where was his life heading? 

He heard footsteps entering her office space, but only continued with the task of massaging the tension out of her body. However, this task proved futile when he realized that it was his long-time friend entering the room. He had called him to settle his divorce once and for all. 

He sighed before raising his face. 

— You look awful. 

Levi snorted. 

— Don’t you have anything more obvious to say? 

— I could speed up the process — he said, sitting at the chair in front of a desk — Petra said that she will continue with the marital agreement. She wants shared custody, though. Theo is yours by the week and hers by the weekend. 

— What? She can’t be serious! 

— She is, and I agree with her. 

— Are you all plotting against me?

— It is actually a good chance with your own son, Levi — Erwin reprimanded him — don’t let the boy fall in the hands of your grandfather. Petra sees potential in you, as a father, just do it — he got up, fixing his suit — don’t be a shitty father. 

Levi recognized he was a shitty father. 

And that bothered him more. 

(...) 

Eren took the time until Erwin left to put together the spreadsheet of meetings that would follow throughout the week. It was a peace that didn't last long and was disturbed by a call to the landline on his desk. 

— Sir Ackerman’s office, good morning. 

— Come here, brat. 

The call was quickly disconnected in his face. Eren took a deep breath, then straightened his clothes and went into the other room. Levi, in Eren's opinion, didn't look too good that day, although his impassive face disguised much of what had possibly been a bad night's sleep. There were deep dark circles under his pale skin and some of his expression lines had decided to stand out that day. 

He knocked on the glass door first. 

— You need help, sir? 

— I need a coffee — he said, without looking at Eren.

Eren frowned. He could ask simply at the call. 

— Okay, I’ll make some at the coffee machine. 

Levi laughed and finally looked at Eren. At that moment, the assistant wished he hadn't looked, those icy eyes seemed to pierce his soul and read all his existing sins. He swallowed. 

— No, no, you didn’t get it, Jaeger — there was a smirk plastered on his face — I need a coffee. A real coffee, coffee with a light and smooth roast, fruity touches and dripped with skimmed goat's milk. 

Eren would have preferred an earthquake. 

He couldn't control the surprised expression that made his jaw drop a few kilometers from his face. Where the hell would he find that? 

— But, sir, where — he got interrupted. 

— Oh, and the coffee beans need to be from Ethiopia — he said, waving his hand dismissively — don’t forget taking my cellphone with you, I need to know today’s agenda. Now, go! 

Wide-eyed, he left the room. 

Would he have to go all the way to Ethiopia?

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Eren swallowed dryly, taking hesitant steps out of the office. Meanwhile, in his thoughts, he was thinking of various ways to kill Levi, slowly and tortuously. You bastard! He clenched his jaw, despair being replaced by anger and determination. He pressed the button to get off the elevator. If Levi thought he was going to give up for a cup of coffee, he was wrong. This was only his second day at work and his boss would probably still play tricks on him. However, he was a determined young man and he was going to beat all the crazy requests from that rich, pompous man. 

— Even if I have to go to Ethiopia, Levi Ackerman — he murmured, between his teeth. 

— Why going to Ethiopia? 

Eren jumped, Hanji was only a few centimeters away. The brunette was wearing a deep, dark green, feminine suit. She looked elegant and chic, in contrast to the maniacal smile that adorned her small face. The brunette liked the head of HR, despite all her crazy antics. He decided that he would let out the anger that was eating him up inside. 

— Can I ask you something? 

— Sure thing, hun. 

— Why are you her friend? — he pointed to the office door to emphasize his question. 

Now an affectionate smile appeared on the woman’s face. 

— Levi is a man that has a lot of layers — she said — and in so many of them, his real side shows up, besides, he’s a kind hearted man. 

Forgive the poor guy, but he couldn't believe it. He almost wanted to laugh at the irony of the words in relation to his attitudes. Levi? A man with a good heart? If that's what it means to be good, he should urgently review his concepts. However, he wasn't going to throw all his sarcasm in the face of the person who had hired him. Just a little. 

— Well, it doesn’t look like it. 

— What do you mean? 

— Nothing — he shrugged — I just need to look up for a cafe that sells light roast coffee beans from Ethiopia and skimmed goat’s milk —he smiled ironically. 

The smile that adorned Hanji's face fell and the brunette retraced her steps into the office, without even saying goodbye. Finally, the elevator arrived and Eren entered. 

His saga of Shinganshina began. 

(...) 

— Levi, you’re already 40! Act like one! 

The CEO was massaging his temples the moment Hanji burst through the glass door, making it shake with the force she put on the opening. He sighed deeply, he already had an idea of what Hanji was going to talk to him about. Okay, maybe what he had done was too childish, but he just wanted to give the boy a reason to resign as soon as possible. He didn't like anyone doing his job, he was too much of a perfectionist for that and he needed to prove to someone that he was capable of running a company without anyone's help. 

— It’s just a childish request — he said, catching some documents pending signatures from a stack of papers — it is not like I’ll fire him now. 

— Now, you say? And what the hell do you intend to do until he resigns? Gosh, it’s just the boy’s second day of work! Coffee beans from Ethiopia? Are you for real? What more? A piece of cheese from the moon? 

Levi held back the laughter that threatened to burst out of his throat. Yes, it really was a crazy request and he was sure that his assistant would come back empty-handed. It was just a little joke, what was wrong with that? What's more, it served to leave him alone, introverted in his own thoughts. 

Well, until Hanji almost broke down the door. 

— Why are you so worried? It is not like he will find it. 

— That’s the problem! Don’t you see the fire burning inside of him? He’ll want to prove to you that he’s capable. This is his best and his  worst quality, that’s why I hired him. Oh, please, Levi — she pressed her nose with her fingertips — act like an adult from now on — she said close to the door, ready to leave — and bring him back! Don’t over do it. 

— I’m the boss here, four eyes. 

— I don’t care! Just do the right thing, don’t be such a bitch. 

Levi just arched one of his eyebrows and got back to sign documents. 

(...) 

The coffee shops around the company didn't have the beans. 

Obviously.

His shoulders slumped in frustration, even though he knew it was obvious that an ordinary coffee shop wouldn't have something so specific. Most had offered coffee beans from Brazil, Colombia, Turkey, but none from Ethiopia. Goat's milk, however, was easy to find, almost all of them had it on hand. One less thing, he thought with minimal relief. 

Until his eyes widened. 

In the midst of sweat and unruly hair, he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket and dialed the number so memorized in his head. How could he forget that he had a sister who was a barista and owned a coffee shop? He smiled a little. It was halfway there. He wasn't entirely sure that his sister would really have such an unusual request. He prayed, however, that she would. 

After three rings, Mikasa answered. 

— Eren? 

— Mikasa, for the love of everything that is sacred, do you have light roast coffee beans from Ethiopia?

— What? — he heard her laughing — Why is that?

— Yes or no, Mikasa? It’s urgent. 

— I don’t work with the special kind of coffee beans, they’re expensive — she said and all his hope vanished — but I know a cafe in Rose that has it, are you willing to go?

— I’m willing to even go to Ethiopia to throw those fucking coffee beans at his garden’s gnome face. 

Mikasa laughed and gave him the address, and so Eren took a cab to Rose. Oh, Levi would fucking swallow that coffee. He would! 

(...) 

He looked at the clock on his computer screen. 

10:40 

The brat should have been back by now. Would he really be after those coffee beans? He shook his head in denial. No, it wasn't possible, Hanji had to be crazy. Or was he the one to have asked for something like that? He bit his lower lip and reached for his cell phone, worried. How far would that brat go? Although he had told Eren to take his cell phone, he didn't know his number. He called Hanji lightly, asking for the brat's number, which he was promptly told through the message. He dialed the number and it didn't take long for him to pick up.

— Sir, you have a problem? 

— Where are you? I need to know where my meetings are for this afternoon.

He heard the brat sighing deeply. 

— I won’t take too long, I’ll be there in an hour I guess — he said — but if you are too worried, I can send you today’s spreadsheet. I saved it in my email. It’s not complete, I beg your pardon, but I didn’t have the time. The rest is in my notebook on top of my desk. 

— Spreadsheet, huh? — he smiled, surprised — Whatever, brat, just come back soon. I’ll have lunch with some of the investors, I need you here till noon. Be here at 12 pm, otherwise… 

— I’ll be there at the right time, sir Ackerman, don’t worry. 

Levi hung up out of the blue, surprised by the order of events. 

Had he really gotten the coffee? 

He smiled. 

Cheeky brat!  

(...) 

Oh, he was fucked. 

By all that is holy, he had gotten the coffee beans from blessed Ethiopia! In a bag, there was a packet of special beans and goat's milk. He would do it all on the way back, in the scullery on the fiftieth floor. But he was on the other side of town, in Rose, and the traffic was crazy. He wouldn't make it on time, certainly not unless a miracle happened. 

Then, as if some divine being had heard him, a motorcyclist pulled up beside him in front of the café. He smiled with victory! He would do anything to get to his job on time.

— How much would you charge to get me to Sina as quickly as possible? 

The biker raised an eyebrow, suspicious. However, despite his suspicion, the man gave him room to sit on the back. He was going to ride with all his might, and without a helmet. At least he'd make it alive. He adjusted the bag so that no accidents would occur and held onto the bike's supports, the owner of the bike pulling away. 

With determined looks and their hair in the air, the pair cut through cars and ran red lights. In spite of everything, the freedom that the speed with which the motorcycle reached was a relief to his heart. It was an adventure he never thought he would have, and there he was, on the back of a stranger, carrying a bag of coffee, and determination in his heart. 

It was Eren Jaeger, after all. 

(...) 

Levi was impressed. 

He had never seen a spreadsheet as well-organized as this one, even though it wasn't entirely complete. Nevertheless, it was impressive! The boy clearly possessed the skills mentioned in the resume. He shook his head in denial. No, no, he wouldn't fall for that, he liked doing everything himself, after all. He didn't need anyone's help, he was self-sufficient and needed to prove it. 

Hasn't that already been proven countless times? So said his conscience and Levi snorted, returning to his task of writing down the times of the meetings that would take place from then on. The last one being at the same time as Theo left the nursery. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth, he couldn't get hold of the boy. Maybe he'd have to rely on someone else to do it? 

Weren't you the self-sufficient one? 

— Oh, shut it, fucking brain! I already know that I’m not the most perfect father in the world, you don’t need to remind me — he murmured. 

He looked at the clock on his computer screen. 

One part of him wanted the brat to come back and be humble enough to admit that it wasn't possible to comply with the businessman's request, the other just wanted him to go away, to give up. 

Perhaps he was slightly regretting his request. 

Just maybe. 

He sighed. 

— Since when have I felt sorry for my assistants?

(...) 

He knew that he wasn't very presentable as he ran down the corridor to the entrance of the Ackerman Corporation. However, none of that mattered at the moment. At full speed, he pressed the buttons of all the elevators present several times, hoping that one would open soon. He still needed to prepare his coffee and it was 11:40 in the morning! He was still many minutes ahead, but what if the elevator broke down? Or what if he tripped on the floor and everything was lost? 

It would all be for nothing and he'd like to show that dwarf garden gnome that he wouldn't be just any employee. He would be remembered by him for the rest of his miserable life. Oh yes, he would! For all that was sacred, he promised himself there that he would reciprocate what he received. If Levi Ackerman thought he was going to make his life a living hell, he was wrong. He would show him who he could be, humiliation aside or not.

One of the elevators opened the door and oh, forgive him for that, but he pressed the close button on a woman's face. He even managed to apologize by looking at her. However, karma decided to punish him for it. After all, it wasn't anyone's fault that he was rushing to get there on time. The door closed with a lock of his hair. The brunette was in a mixture of gratitude and agony that the elevator hadn't stopped until he reached the fiftieth floor. Oh, his neck hurt now. 

He would think about it later. 

As soon as the door opened, he ran out into the pantry of the large room. He knew there were pensive eyes on him, he felt it, but he didn't care. All that mattered now was the damn coffee! He stopped for a few seconds, putting both hands on his head. Yes, he was desperate. 

Oh, man, how the fuck does that work? 

The coffee machine was grinding beans, but he had no idea! His heart started beating harder, each beat felt like minutes and minutes had passed. But no, it was only his despair at being fired. He took a deep breath. He concentrated on watching the thing. 

— Eren? 

Sasha was standing in the doorway, watching him with the utmost concern on her face.

— For god’s sake, how does it work? — he pointed at the machine. 

— It’s simpler than it looks — she said — now you just wait two minutes. Right there you can make the milk’s foam — she pointed and her face showed empathy — you know, I know that you want to prove yourself to the boss, but you don’t need to work so hard. Six months here is good enough for your resume. 

Eren shook his head, putting the cup under the outlet, seeing how the light-roasted Ethiopian coffee seemed so ordinary at that moment. Who was he kidding? He was really making an effort beyond what was necessary for only his second day on the job. He hoped that Levi had a shred of humanity in his heart and didn't do this every day. 

— If he wants to make my life a living hell, I will make his too with my presence. 

Sasha arched one of her eyebrows, surprised. 

— Well, I’m impressed — she grinned — good luck! 

— Thank you, Sasha. For this and for your help.

After that, he checked his watch: 11:52 a.m. He sighed with relief, he still had eight minutes and everything was ready. He arranged the tray with the cup of coffee on a saucer, the packet of beans on the side and some vanilla cookies to go with it. There was no time to tidy up, he was going to go in disheveled as he was. 

He pushed open the door and walked in, watching Levi through the glass from a distance, concentrating on something. He took another deep breath, the tray shaking slightly as the adrenaline drained from his body. Everything went well! He felt like he could cry at his victory. With his feet, he pushed open the glass door and stepped into the room, drawing the attention of the CEO, who squinted his eyes when he saw the package. 

Perhaps it was just him, but he was pleased to see his gaze soften into an expression of admiration. He wanted to smile, victorious, but he just put the tray on the desk and walked away. 

— Need anything more, sir?

Levi brought the cup to his lips, sipping the exotic latte. There was a sparkle in his eyes, something Eren had seen for the first time. He was a handsome man, the brunette admitted. Ah, but what was that? He shook his head discreetly, trying to dispel this line of thought. 

— Where — he cleared his throat — did you find that?

— I have my contacts — he simply answered. 

Levi was surprised, Eren realized. To the point where he couldn't even speak. At that moment, the personal assistant couldn't suppress the wry little smile that curled his lip upwards. Ah, Levi Ackerman, I have my own weapons too. 

The CEO took his last sip of coffee, which, by the way, was delicious. 

— I need you to do one more thing — he said, getting up. 

Eren raised an eyebrow in defiance. After his morning saga, he was prepared to do anything. He just wasn't prepared to hear it in such a meek voice. He even adjusted his hearing aid, thinking he hadn't heard properly. 

— Do you want to grab your son?

— Got a problem?

 — No, sir — he hurried to say — do you want me to take him to someone? 

— It is not necessary — he shook his head — just come back to the building with him. I already informed the caregiver. I know that this isn’t exactly your job, so you’ll receive an extra. 

Levi went around the desk, picked up his briefcase and headed for the door. 

— When do I need to leave?

— At the time of my last meeting. 

And then, he left. 

Eren took the tray again.

He could at least thank me, impolite man! 

(...)

Levi couldn't help but smile. 

It was inevitable.

He was surprised, very surprised! Usually, his personal assistants couldn't fulfill his requests, and when they did, it was very badly done. He even liked it that way, because he would have grounds for dismissal. It was always like that, six months of work that didn't come close to his perfectionism until they couldn't take it anymore. He liked to be alone and prove himself. But what was so special about that boy? Perhaps he wouldn't be able to stand future predictions either, but for now he was impressed. 

So impressed that he entrusted him with the task of fetching his son. 

Something inside him warmed with confidence. 

Maybe, just maybe, the cheeky brat wasn't so bad after all. 

(...) 

It didn't take him long to get to the nursery. 

He only had to take the subway, it was in the neighborhood next door and it didn't take more than 20 minutes between the company and the place. Levi had given him all the instructions he could, including the boy's characteristics. It wasn't hard to spot him in the crowd of children coming out into the arms of their parents. 

After talking to the caretaker, she allowed him to enter the facility. The boy came up to her, hand in hand with the caregiver. Eren found him adorable, with striking red hair, tinged with orange, freckled skin and eyes so, so similar to Levi's gray-blue ones. He hardly resembled his father at all, if it hadn't been for his eyes and the indifferent look on his handsome childish face.

Eren bent down in front of him, making himself his size. 

— Hi, Theo, I came to fetch you today. I’m Eren, I work for your dad. 

— My daddy won’t come? — he asked in a sad tone — He never comes, just mommy — Theo frowned — not even mommy. They don’t like me? 

Eren gulped. It wasn't fair on a child to feel the weight of the world at such a young age. The brunette stroked the red hair, messing it up slightly, and then smiled, trying to reassure the young heir. 

— Your daddy had an uneventful meeting — he assured — but don1t worry, you’ll see him soon. It doesn’t take too long to get there. 

The little boy just made a little noise and came closer, throwing himself into the older man's arms and embracing him in a hug. Eren stood up with the child and said goodbye to the caregiver. As he walked through the streets to the subway, the young assistant thought about how quickly Theo had come to trust him. Most likely, the boy was in need of attention.

— You’re warm — murmured the boy. 

— I am, isn’t it? — Eren giggled and sighted a cotton candy cart — Do you like cotton candy, Theo? 

The CEO's son wriggled in his arms, coming out from hiding in the crook of his neck and looking straight at Eren with a beautiful toothless smile. He couldn't resist smiling back. 

Soon after, Theo left happily, clutching his hand and eating the sweet. 

The journey to the company didn't take long, and the time seemed to pass more quickly in the company of the child, who talked his head off. In one of these conversations, Eren discovered that Theo Ackerman had never been on the subway. The assistant would never cease to be amazed at how rich people were. 

When they arrived, they went straight up to the top floor and into the office. Some of the staff were still there and they pampered Theo as a child should be pampered. The boy couldn't stop smiling and Eren was happy to have made him forget his apparent abandonment.

— Uncle Eren, what is it in your ears? 

At the same height as the child, Eren took one of his devices out of his ear and placed it in the palm of his hand, observing Theo's innocent curiosity.

— When I was your age, I had a disease that left me deaf — he tried to explain — and these devices help me hear again. 

— That’s so cool! I want to be deaf too and become a robot like you! 

— Theo! That’s not something you say to others! 

Levi suddenly appeared, his face slightly red with embarrassment. For Eren, all that was left was the sincere laugh that came out of him. The boy didn't seem to understand anything, but he shrugged and went to sit in the assistant's chair.

— It’s fine, really, it’s just child innocence. 

The CEO sighed, relieved. 

— I apologize for his behavior — he said — I have already deposited the extra money into your bank account. Thank you for your time. 

— It’s nothing — he said and turned around to see the child — it was nice meeting you, Theo! 

— You too, uncle Eren. 

The assistant smiled and got out, leaving behind son and father at their company. 

(...) 

Already inside the car, Levi sighed tired. 

His day had been filled with meetings on top of meetings. All he wanted more than anything was his bed and perhaps a long bath in the tub. However, he looked through the rearview mirror and saw that his desire would have to be postponed for a few moments, until Theo was asleep. In his car seat, his son was playing with his fingers. Levi smiled. 

— How was your day, Theo? 

His eyes lit up. 

Theo started babbling about his day, while Levi started the car and drove through the city. Strangely, his son's euphoric voice calmed his mood. 

— And then I was waiting for you, and then you didn’t come — he pouted and Levi felt guilty — but then uncle Eren came — he smiled with all his teeth and the lack of them — and then we went to eat cotton candy! Cotton candy, daddy! And then we caught the metro! I was scared, but uncle Eren held me in his arms! And then we arrived at the company. I have never been on the metro. Uncle’s Eren hug is so warm, it’s like a stove! 

Levi laughed, eyes on the road. 

— Is it warm? 

— Yes! Did you know he can’t hear? He said he had a disease when he was this little — he pointed at himself — but he can hear with those ear robots. Is he a robot? I want to be a robot! 

— No, son, Eren is not a robot. 

— Oh, whatever! I like uncle, he is so cool, daddy! 

Levi smiled fondly, his eyes soft in the rearview mirror, happy to see his son so happy and interacting. He knew he had to be a better father and would try everything in his power, even tolerating someone else's presence. 

Yeah, maybe uncle was really nice...

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He'd now been an employee for a month. 

And well, he could say that everything was quiet, even though the workload was still quite enormous. He tried not to take his work home with him, but sometimes that wasn't possible. There were too many names and meetings to put into a spreadsheet, new business terms he'd never seen before and... his boss's mood. 

Levi wasn't one of the most talkative people in the world and only spoke necessary words to him, the rest of the day was complete silence and indifference. Not that Eren complained, silence was good for him and his anxiety. However, he would have liked a little more warmth from his boss, would it kill him? It felt like he was talking to a wall most of the time. 

Maybe he was complaining too much. 

After the coffee incident, the CEO had never again given his employee any crazy tasks, which was great for Eren's physical and mental health. He didn't even ask to pick up his son from nursery school - which was something that surprised all his colleagues, who had never even seen the child outside of photos on social media and television. 

And speaking of them, they were gathered in Mikasa's cafeteria. 

It was a late Saturday afternoon, the sun setting in orange tones and making the café even cozier than it already was. Eren had decided to call his friends over for a little snack to celebrate his first month of work with a bullying boss, and even Annie - and all her (non)excitement - was there. 

— I think our boss has a weak spot for you — Sasha said, laughing, and at the same time devouring a brownie. 

Eren's eyes widened at the way his coworker was eating. 

At the table, Mikasa and Armin seemed curious about Sasha's assertion. The brunette swallowed dryly, he knew that his longtime friends were analyzing the situation and would give their humble and crazy opinion on the whole thing soon after. 

— He made me walk around the city in search of a fucking Ethiopian coffee — he replied. 

Sasha nodded her head. 

— Yes, but it was just once. Okay, it was a crazy freaking task, but it was just it. He looks regretful. 

— Levi? Regretful? — Connie laughed out loud. 

— Maybe he is admired — Annie said, all the people around paying her attention, in which she just shrugged. 

— Why do you say that? — Armin asked.

— Look, Eren got the fucking coffee. Soon after, he asked to pick up the child. It was the first time that I saw that boy live, I thought it was an illusion when you got to the lobby. 

Eren snickered. 

He missed Theo. Deep down, he hoped that Levi would ask him to do this task again, which he was happy to do. The red-haired boy was an honest and cute child - which impressed him because Levi was the complete opposite. Perhaps his mother was more open, he didn't know much, just that she was Petra Ral, a famous actress throughout Eldia. 

— This is what I’m saying, he has a weak spot! But who would not with those beautiful eyes? 

Eren rolled his eyes. 

— It’s not like he’s gay. 

— He’s married, Sasha — Connie retorted. 

— He isn’t anymore — the brunet said, pointing at the television on the wall. 

The brunette was momentarily lost, until he saw the headline on a gossip channel:

Levi Ackerman: a failed marriage. 

Eren frowned, feeling a little annoyed by the aggressive tone of the article, as if Levi wasn't human and couldn't make mistakes. The assistant found himself getting more and more irritated by the article, even more so when it showed images of the CEO leaving the courtroom with his head down. It was a tremendous violation of privacy, as well as cheap sensationalism. He sighed. Perhaps his boss's mood would turn even more sour. 

— Oh, man, poor you — Connie said. 

— He wouldn’t be so immature to lash out at a poor employee, would he? — Mikasa said, suddenly. 

— Well, you never know — Sasha retorted — in truth, that’s a shame. 

— Why? — Eren asked. 

— He’s a lonely man — she replied — I never saw his wife visiting him at that office, it’s just business meetings. 

— Levi must like it — Connie said — he always pushes away his assistants and he passes a good time alone, this until he can’t anymore. 

Eren looked at the images again, thinking. 

What if Levi was someone who was misunderstood? 

(...)

Monday had come quickly. 

Inside, he knew he wasn't prepared to deal with people's judgment. He was quite sure that his divorce had been a complete circus for the tabloid media. However, he had to take Theo to nursery and go to the company, in his position as CEO. He took a deep breath, even though his heart was racing like a race car. On the outside, his countenance was the same as always: indifferent. 

Just as it should be. 

He couldn't help separating his work from his emotions, nobody had anything to do with what was going on inside. He felt like a complete failure as a human being, he was a terrible husband and father - and a terrible boss too. He grunted in frustration. He didn't know how to deal with his personal assistant, and the fact that he had no control over him was completely challenging. After the coffee incident, he knew for sure that this employee would be a thorn in his side, as there would be no reason to fire him in the near future. And now, he had to admit, he was enjoying the boy's work. 

He was organized, competent and, above all, determined. 

Oh, Levi wouldn't admit it, but seeing the fire of will emanating from those eyes was a relief to his heart. Eyes so strong, so beautiful, so green... 

Levi shook his head in the negative, trying to shake off such strange and confusing thoughts about his employee. What was he thinking? Yes, he really was a delight to the eyes of anyone who wasn't blind. Tall, defined, shoulder-length hair, soft and well groomed, tanned skin... 

The CEO patted his face lightly, concentrating on getting Theo into his car seat. 

— I want to see uncle Eren, daddy. 

Levi's eyes widened, he hadn't known that his son had become so attached to his assistant. Was it that easy to win over a child? Or was he just a failure as a father? He snorted quietly, so as not to frighten his son with his own irritation. 

— Do you like him that much? 

— He 's cool! And he’s a robot! 

Levi couldn’t help but laugh. 

— I can ask him again to pick you up some day. 

— Do you promise? — He asked with those puppy eyes and Levi just nodded, the child happy now. 

After starting the car and going on his way, Theo sat still for a while, distracted by a plastic doll in his hands. Levi was happy to see him so calm and oblivious to the mess that was his life at the moment. He hoped that his son would be spared the spotlight - and if not, he would move heaven and earth to punish whoever was disturbing the boy's peace. 

— Daddy? 

— Hm? 

— Why are you so sad? 

The businessman opened his mouth in surprise, unprepared for his son's eagle-like perception. He swallowed, Theo was only five years old, he didn't deserve to be thrown into that mess. Everything had gone well in court, part of his fortune - which could be recovered in such a short time due to his salary - had gone to his ex-wife; it had also been decided that he would have custody of Theo for the week. 

Levi looked in the rearview mirror, and the boy was staring back at him intently. 

Yes, he was sad. 

He might not love her the way a lover should love his wife, but he had learned to have her by his side, as a companion and mother to his son. He would miss her, her company when he got home. He felt less alone with her and bitterly regretted not having treated her or his son as he should have. He would thank Petra forever for the opportunity she had given him by giving him custody, because now he would be able to make up for lost time with his son. 

— Daddy is experiencing some problems — he answered. 

— Is it mommy? Mommy was sad too. Are you still gonna be my parents? 

— Of course — he rushed to say — we’ll never not be your parents, it’s just mommy and daddy need to be on different paths. And if mommy happens to have a boyfriend, you need to respect him. 

— Boyfriend? So you could have one too, huh? 

— Do you mean a girlfriend? — Levi raised one of his eyebrows. 

— No — he said simply — a boyfriend. 

The businessman choked on his own saliva. 

— What do you mean by that, Theo? 

— Uncle Eren would be cool — the child smiled, playing with his toy and oblivious to his father’s bulging eyes — so then I would have two daddies, just like my friend. Uncle Eren has a warm hug, you would like it, daddy! 

His son went on and on about how nice Uncle Eren was. Levi, on the other hand, remained quiet the whole trip, thinking about how his assistant had so easily won not only his child's heart, but his own too... 

But obviously, as an employee!

Let that be clear!

(...) 

 He was preparing a tray of Ethiopian coffee and a simple pastry with strawberry filling that he had brought from his sister's café. He hoped his boss would like it, he wouldn't want to be made a fool of for having a soft heart. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth, he'd think about it later. He left the pantry, Levi hadn't arrived yet, which was unusual considering that he arrived first most of the time, and went to the CEO's office. He put the tray on his desk and wrote down the calls he had already received while he was there. 

Sometimes he was surprised at how many meetings his boss had in just one day - it couldn't be easy dealing with so many people throughout the day. He bet that could be why he was so indifferent and grouchy - or he could just be trying to pull the wool over his own boss'eyes. 

What had come over him that day? 

Why do I want to please him so much today? 

Just as he was about to turn around, he bumped into his boss entering the office. Levi didn't look too good, with even paler skin and prominent dark circles under his eyes, but his hair was as impeccable as ever. Eren straightened up, running a hand over his suit to disguise a non-existent wrinkle, and made his way to the door, standing next to it. 

Levi walked past at a brisk pace, mumbling a simple good morning. Eren was pleased to see the surprised look on the CEO's face when he saw the tray on his desk, and couldn't resist smiling. 

— Good morning, Mr. Ackerman — he said, grabbing the doorknob, ready to leave — I hope you like it, they’re from my sister’s café. Some directors called, one from the operating section and another from the marketing section. They want you to return their calls. That’s it for now. Do you need anything else from me? 

Levi watched him with sparkles in his eyes.

— No — he murmured, astonished — I don’t need anything, Eren — he cleared his throat — thanks…uh, for the pastry and the coffee. 

Eren smiled. 

— It’s nothing! 

The assistant didn’t realize, but as soon as he turned his back, Levi Ackerman smiled. 

(...) 

He wasn't a fan of sweets, but that pastry was divine and just the right amount of sugar. He savored the pastry as if he had never eaten a cake in his life, groaning a little at how good the meal was. It was like a well-deserved reward after reading so much news about himself and his marriage coming to an end. A small momentary pleasure that slightly calmed the whirlwind of emotions inside him that he was trying to hide. 

That was until he saw his employee through the glass window trying to prevent his grandfather from entering his office. Damn! He knew he couldn't escape the company president forever. He had hidden his divorce from him throughout the whole process, even a little longer if he could. However, since it had been televised nationwide at the weekend, there was no way that the gossip hadn't gotten into Andrew Ackerman's good graces. 

His grandfather was a man who only had one eye on the company and its future. 

He was grateful and always would be to his grandfather for taking care of him when he was growing up, playing - in a not so good way - the role of mother and father to the boy Levi, who had lost them after a tragic plane crash. Andrew had always been a hard man, not tempted by emotions, and always inclined towards the great love of his life: the Ackerman Corporation. Levi, his grandson, was molded according to his wishes - and it worked out relatively well, as he was now CEO of his grandfather's company. He wasn't the only heir, there was still his uncle, Kenny Ackerman, at stake. However, his dear uncle had a will of his own. 

Unlike me , he thought. 

He swallowed the rest of the pastry and stood up, signaling Eren to stop and let the old man in. 

— Who is this insolent man?! 

Levi sighed. 

— He’s just doing his job. Good morning, grandpa — he replied. 

Andrew walked around his grandson and sat down in the chair where Levi had been sitting a few moments ago. Levi, on the other hand, watched his employee through the glass, who had removed both his hearing aids from his ears and was concentrating solely on the computer in front of him. The CEO frowned before turning back to his grandfather. 

— Why didn’t you tell me that you were divorcing? What went wrong? Don’t you have any more strength to deal with women? 

Levi twisted his mouth, in disgust. 

— I know how to deal with my life, grandpa. 

— You should have stayed married — he proceeded — you already have an heir, in the end. You didn’t even need to sleep in the same room. You know how this affects the shares and the company. 

Obviously, he thought bitterly, always the company.

— It’s already done, there’s no turning back. 

— And I’ll have to deal with your mess — the older man sighed, getting up from the chair — I thought you were smarter, Levi. A façade marriage is just it, a façade. You could have any woman you’d like and still be married. Just look for someone new again. 

And just like that, Andrew left. 

Levi stayed behind, frustrated with his own life and his inability to have his own way with his grandfather. He sat on the back of his chair, rubbing both hands over his face. What would he do with his life from then on? Would he always obey his unpleasant grandfather? 

— Levi?

Eren's soft voice entered his ears, and he straightened up in his chair. The assistant looked a little lost and nervous, until he picked up the tray from the table and moved slightly away. 

— What is it, Eren? 

— Ah, I'm sorry, but I need to get myself situated, I've just turned on the device and there's something interfering with it — he said — I just came for the tray and I’ll go back — his face showed that he was a little bothered by something. 

At the same time, Levi's cell phone started ringing. It was an old cell phone, which he only used to communicate with other investors. The CEO looked at the phone and at Eren at the same time, who was trying his best not to show his discomfort with the situation. Levi quickly refused the call and saw his employee's posture relax. 

— Sorry, I didn’t know that could happen — Levi said — why did you turn off your hearing devices in the first place? 

— I realized he was your relative — he shrugged — it’s not my job to eavesdrop on intimate conversations. 

Levi's heart began to race, bumping into a few obstacles. He swallowed. Could Eren surprise him any more? He licked his lips, not knowing exactly what to say at the moment. Just his presence at that moment was enough to calm his inner turmoil after his grandfather's visit. He was even ready to say something, but Eren was quicker. 

— I know it is not my job, but — the brat bit on his lip, nervous — you know, all life cycles come to an end and others will begin. I made the mistake of turning my devices on at the end of your conversation. I'm sorry for that, but I just couldn’t let it pass. Your life deserves to be lived. 

Levi’s expression softened. 

— It’s not that easy. 

— Living is not easy, but it is worth it — he said and smiled — I’m sorry to bother you.

— You don’t bother me, Eren. 

They spent seconds, which seemed like eternity, staring at each other, trapped in their own world of gray and green, until Eren cleared his throat and asked to be excused, leaving Levi Ackerman behind, heart racing and pensive. 

Perhaps it was time to take charge of his life.

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He was biting his nails, a little nervous. 

The truth was that he wanted to be the first to read the last issue of Attack on Titan, his favorite manga - even though the final stretch was going somewhere he didn't like. Despite everything, he liked the work and the author's courage in having started something of such magnitude at such a young age. However, he didn't have time to contact the author to ask for the original version before it went to the printers. 

No one knew that it was a hobby of his to read manga, not even his ex-wife knew that he had a room in his apartment with only the first editions of his favorite manga. Oh please, he was a grown man in his 40s. Wouldn't that be a very childish hobby? 

Childish...

He widened his eyes at the perfect idea that crossed his mind. He picked up his personal phone and dialed the number of his favorite author.

— Hello? Isayama? I need a favor. 

(...) 

He sighed deeply when he was called to the other side of the office, where Levi was concentrating on his computer screen. He tapped his hand on the glass and received a soft 'come in', without his boss even looking away from the screen. Perhaps Levi regretted not having given his poor personal assistant more of his crazy tasks. 

— Eren — finally he looked away from the screen — I need you to do something for me. 

— Do you want another coffee? I can go to the same café. 

He saw the CEO's lips twitch to avoid a smile. 

— Nothing like that, don’t worry — he said — It’s nothing that requires a lot, it’s something for Theo. 

The brunette's shoulders relaxed briefly when he heard the boy's name. He admitted that he missed the chatty, honest child. He thought about even offering to pick Theo up from nursery school a few times, but he thought that was a little too cunning on his part. After all, he was just an employee following orders from his superior. 

— Oh, fine then, what do you want me to do? 

Levi pulled out a business card and dragged it across the table to Eren, who promptly took it and widened his eyes when he saw the name written on it. It wasn't possible! There in front of him were the details of his favorite author, his favorite work. He could die right there, and he would die happy. Then Eren frowned. What does Theo have to do with it? 

— Isayama already knows about you, your job is to get it from the publisher. He wiil be there waiting, you just need to say my name to his assistant. I would like to give the original copy to Theo before they send it to the printers. 

Eren knew that on his face there was a comical expression of disbelief. 

— Do you want me to get the original copy? — he repeated in disbelief — For Theo? 

— Yes, Eren, got a problem? — Levi arched one of his eyebrows, challenging. 

— No, nothing — he hastened to say — it’s just… you know? Kind of violent? 

— He doesn’t care about that — Levi cleared his throat — do you like it too? 

— It’s my favorite work — Levi’s eyes sparkled — a shame he deviated a little in the end, but I keep liking it as a whole. I would like to know the author’s motives to deviate so much from his own ideals just to please a number of people. 

— Well, you can ask — the CEO shrugged — get a copy for you as well.

— Are you serious?! 

— Yes, why wouldn’t I be? Just be careful, take a copy here so there are no leaks. 

Eren couldn't resist giving a discreet little jump, which didn't go unnoticed by Levi, who wore a fond smile on his face. The assistant wouldn't let this one-in-a-million opportunity to meet the author of his favorite work go to waste. Whether it was for Theo or not, he would make the most of it. 

— Okay! I’m going. Do you need me at a specific time? 

— Actually, yes, in the afternoon. Today you’re going with me to a meeting, is that alright? 

— Oh, yeah! 

He was dying to know what Levi would be like in a corporate meeting. 

Today, his day was promising. 

 (...) 

— Where’s my favorite brunette?

Hanji had simply walked into his office and sat down in a chair opposite the CEO. Meanwhile, Levi was relaying some important schedules from his computer to his cell phone. Nobody knew for sure, but the life of a chief executive was full of meetings and meetings and meetings, after all, the health of the company was entirely and completely on his back. He listened to Hanji chatter about random subjects until, once again, she asked about Eren. 

— I fired him — Levi jokes, seeing, satisfied, how his friend’s eyes widened. 

— Are you serious? But what has he done? 

Levi chuckled. 

— I wish you could see your own face, Hanji. 

— Oh, please — she sighed, putting a hand over her chest dramatically — this isn’t something you joke about. 

— Do you like him that much? 

— Have you seen those eyes? That body? That face? 

Levi rolled his eyes, feeling a twinge of something in his chest that he couldn't yet decipher. 

— You’re married — the CEO made a point. 

— I didn’ know that fact I am married would make me blind — she shrugged. 

— Seriously, I don’t know how Erwin survives. 

— Don’t be mean — the HR’s chief muttered —he survives very well, thank you! But seriously, Eren is handsome and, besides it, determined! I could see it in the interview. Who in their right mind, given your bully reputation through the city, would want to get hired? 

— I’m not that bad — Levi frowned, looking at Hanji who had an obvious expression plastered on her face. 

— Should I remind you how many employees you laid off? Look, I’m impressed that the only crazy task you gave him was the damn coffee! Honestly, what did you have in mind? 

Levi sighed, even he wasn't sure what had gotten into his head for such a task. In the end, the brat had managed to fulfill his request (order) and even went further, bringing the package in his hands as proof. Levi had to admit, it was a great coffee and he would definitely order it again when it was finished. 

— I just wanted to test him — he dismissed — is it that bad? 

— You’re impossible — Hanji shook her head — and what now? Where did you send him? 

— Nothing much, I just asked him to get the original copy of Attack on Titan for Theo. 

Hanji laughed loudly, throwing her body back and slapping her thigh. 

— Don’t you have a better excuse? 

— I couldn’t show myself that way, I’m his boss. 

— Oh, c’mon, everybody has a hobby — Hanji retorted — you at least warned him or you’ll let him suffer again? 

— I’m not that sadistic, Hanji — he sighed — it's everything prepared. He just needs to get the copy for me. I even let him get a copy for himself. 

The head of HR raised an eyebrow; Levi hid behind his computer screen to disguise himself. He had to admit, he had a soft spot for his employee. No big deal, Eren was just too competent and that brought a new, unknown feeling to his heart - it was just a treat for those big, sparkling eyes. 

— Maybe your cold heart is melting — she joked — do you know Eren has a youtube channel?

— Don’t you think that’s a random information? 

— It’s something that could help you to know more about your employee — she said, getting up, just closer to the door — it’s called Titan’s language, just so you know. 

Levi couldn't resist laughing at the cheesy name and also couldn't resist minimizing all the tabs related to his work and opening the YouTube website. When he typed in the name of the channel, several videos with Eren on the cover appeared. The CEO swallowed as he saw his employee in such casual attire, his long brown hair cascading around his shoulders. 

His heart skipped a beat when he clicked on one of the videos and Eren was wearing a tank top. His amoren skin seemed to glow and cry out to be touched. And those eyes... 

Thump…thump… 

Why am I so anxious? 

(...)

It wasn't long before he arrived at the publishing house and was transferred directly to Hajime Isayama. He was nervous, it was true, but at the same time elated to be face to face with the author of his favorite work. He couldn't resist asking for an autograph and a photo, which was soon granted by the friendly mangaka. However, as he took the work from his hands, he couldn't help but control his tongue. 

— Why did you put Kasa and Neren together at the end? Okay, it was something implicit through the very beginning, but his involvement with Kasa was slim to none, even more so from Neren’s part that just treated her as a sister. That was so anticlimactic! I love your work, don’t get me wrong, but the ending was below my expectations.

Isayama shrugged, a little saddened and even surprised by the sincerity of the young man in front of him. 

— I don’t know how to develop couples, this is the truth. 

— Oh, yes, you know! Cristina and Emira were well developed. 

— Nothing goes beyond your eyes, huh? — the author laughed — let’s say that I was pressured by some noisy fandom. 

— Ah, now I get it — Eren smiled — okay, fine, your work is still wonderful. I hope that in your next work you can think freely. 

— Thanks for the support, Eren — said the author — Levi is lucky to have you as an employee, send my regards to him. 

Eren just nodded positively and left the room with the work on his chest, clutching it tightly and zealously against his own skin. The way he received it, it would reach Levi without any scratches or dents.

(...) 

Eren had arrived at the office just after lunch, just in time for the meeting that was to follow. Levi needed his assistant present at the meeting not only to take notes, but also to give suggestions for the agenda that would be discussed over the next few hours. 

— I let the copy in the first drawer of your desk — Eren said, walking side by side with the CEO, going in the elevator direction. 

— Oh, okay, Eren, I appreciate your effort, thank you — Levi pressed the button, a little bit distracted after spending all morning watching videos from the brat’s youtube channel. 

— It’s nothing — Eren dismissed — I took the opportunity to ask him something and took a photo and asked for an autograph. 

Levi smirked discreetly. 

Cheeky brat. 

— I can see you enjoyed it very well. 

The journey to the lower floors was made in silence, with Levi trying to distract his mind from forbidden paths by answering messages from some of his work colleagues. He even tried to regulate his breathing, so as not to smell the delicious scent of the younger man next to him. Blessed Hanji! 

Why did she have to talk about this channel? Four-eyes! 

When the door opened, Levi was the first to leave with Eren following in his wake. They were in the Human Resources department, which was a little smaller than the sector where Levi worked, but no less important for the company. For Levi, in fact, it was the most important department, because it was not only about hiring people for his company, but also about managing, training and developing existing teams and employees. In this respect, Hanji did a wonderful job.

When they arrived at the meeting room, the brunette was already there, as were some directors from other departments. The agenda to be discussed was considered important not only for the image of the Ackerman Corporation, but also for disabled employees and customers. Levi didn't like to admit it, but the company was failing on some accessibility issues. 

That's why it was so important for Eren to be present. 

And speaking of him, the assistant seemed a little out of place, not knowing where exactly to stand.

— You can sit there — Levi pointed to the first chair right beside his. 

The CEO noticed the slight change in his assistant's expression; he seemed nervous and lost in the midst of so many new and powerful people. Trying to comfort him in some way, Levi just offered a discreet smile, which was reciprocated. Taking a deep breath, he started the meeting. 

— Good afternoon, everybody, I thank you all for coming here today — he said, taking out of his briefcase a notebook — here I have today’s agenda and I would like you to participate with suggestions. 

— And what would be today’s agenda? — the marketing director asked. 

— Accessibility — Levi answered. 

The CEO observed the reaction of his employee, who widened his eyes slightly in surprise. Some of the directors looked at each other, a little confused. There was no need for that, since the meeting had been arranged out of the blue by Levi Ackerman himself. The chief executive wanted to quickly change the company's situation and make it more inclusive in some areas where he could change. Unfortunately, he didn't have absolute power over everything; many things also depended on his grandfather. However, whatever he could change, he would change. 

— Could you be more specific, sir Ackerman? 

— I believe I made myself clear enough, mister Pigden — the CEO retorted — It’s basically what I said, accessibility. This is what is lacking in this company. 

— Forgive me, mister Ackerman, but I think you’re exaggerating — said of the present directors. 

— There are ramps and elevators, and braille buttons too. 

— There are other things that make up for accessibility — Hanji said — there’s inclusion too. This is exactly what is lacking in this company, it’s not just offering the basics for disabled people, we have to include them. 

— Why include people that will only get in the way? —  Mr. Pigden had a mocking tone in his voice as he looked at Levi's personal assistant with piercing eyes.

Eren cringed, trying to hide the device in his ear so as not to be the laughing stock of those present. Levi, on the other hand, clenched his jaw when he saw the reaction of the employee next to him. The CEO didn't like to see such a small, intimidated posture in a person as determined as Eren. He definitely wasn't going to let that pass. 

— Mister Pigden, there are people that naturally get in the way in the work environment — Levi gave him a mocking look — and we still hire them. So, please, review you preconceptions and prejudices. 

And so the meeting went on without further ado, with suggestions from everyone present, including Eren - who unfortunately, in Levi's opinion, still seemed very intimidated by the rest of the room. The brunette seemed distant until the meeting was over, when he was the first to leave the room in a hurried and somewhat clumsy manner. Levi was worried, but as the boss, he had to wait until everyone had left. 

— He probably came back to the office — Hanji said when both of them were alone in the room — don’t let him deal with it alone. 

And he wouldn’t. 

Levi then took the elevator back to the fiftieth floor. He wouldn't leave him alone, not at that moment if he could. The CEO had no idea what it was like to suffer prejudice for something he had no control over in his own body, he could only imagine that it hurt a lot to receive such jocular attention from other people. From his assistant's reaction, that phrase said by the director seemed to open some wounds. And it was with his heart in his hands that he saw Eren curled up in his own chair, his head resting on his arms on the table. The hearing aid beside him, lying loosely on the table. 

Levi didn't want to get in the way of the whirlwind of emotions that the younger man was surely feeling, but he needed to talk to him and see that determination and fire in his eyes that he appreciated so much. So he crouched down beside him and stroked his back, making the brunette jump in fright. 

— Oh, mister Levi — he fumbled to pick up his devices. 

The CEO noticed a few stubborn tears streaming down the younger man's face. He sighed. This was definitely not the reaction he had expected. However, he couldn't blame him for something as raw as sadness and indignation. He hadn't imagined in all his life as a CEO that one day he would have to deal with a crying employee. Yet there he was, crouched next to his personal assistant, who was crying silently and trying to cover it up. 

Levi watched him with gentle eyes, moving closer to wipe away the tears that still insisted on falling. The brunette seemed as surprised as Levi, who couldn't understand where such atypical behavior came from. His heart was racing and his skin shivered as he felt the warmth emanating from the other man's face. He caressed that soft complexion with his thumbs and, to his surprise, Eren leaned closer to his touch. 

— I’m sorry, Eren, it wasn’t my intention that the meeting would go that way — he murmured — I called you for your presence, because I thought that you would help in some ways with your suggestions. 

— It’s not your fault — Eren sobbed, closing his eyes, tears freely going down his face — I’m supposed to be used to it. 

— No, you’re not — Levi said firmly — you’re not supposed to get used to it, ever! It isn’t right, it’s disrespectful and belittles you, and you are big, Eren! 

Eren lowered his head, letting out the tears trapped by so many years of prejudice. Levi's heart squeezed at the sight of the suffering of someone who only conveyed strength. However, being strong also meant being vulnerable - and at that moment, the CEO witnessed the strongest person in the world.  Without realizing it, the brunette moved closer and rested his head on the older man's shoulder. Levi, on the other hand, took the opportunity to stroke the brunette's silky hair. 

— It hurts — Eren whispered — it hurts so much. 

— I know — Levi whispered back —and what is possible for me to do, I’ll do it so you can be more comfortable here. 

— You don’t need to do it, sit — Eren shook his head — you already did pretty much by accepting me. 

— Oh, no, no — the CEO pulled Eren into his field of vision, holding his face — don’t belittle yourself like that. You deserve everyone’s respect, you’re capable of anything, just like any other person. Don’t you see? This will be our secret, Eren Jaeger, but I consider you to be the best personal assistant that ever worked for me. 

Levi managed to get a laugh out of his crying face.

This is how I like to see you, Eren. 

— Is the coffee that good? 

— You have no idea, brat.

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He had managed to find the minimum amount of time to finally read the original version of the work.

He was in his office, in his apartment, totally oblivious to life around him and just voraciously consuming what he had in his hands. What could he do? He had always been a nerd, after all. Although he was ecstatic at the end of the manga, he had his criticisms for the author. What do you mean you put in a kissing scene with a severed head?

Levi shook his head negatively, Isayama could only be crazy to think that this was even remotely romantic. And why throw it all in at the end? Honestly, he had more ability to do something worthy! I've never seen such absurdity . Anyway, he'd reached the end, slightly disappointed.

And so absorbed in his disappointment, he didn't notice his son entering the room. He was only snapped out of his reverie by Theo's familiar whimper. The CEO quickly looked away, finding such a tearful and fearful face, so he moved away from the desk, still sitting on the swivel chair, and opened his arms, which were soon occupied by the child's small body. Theo was now crying copiously in his arms. Levi frowned, checking the time on the digital clock next to him.

02:57

It was very late for a child to be awake.

— Is everything okay, Theo? — the CEO murmured. 

Theo couldn't stop crying, and Levi began to worry. He got up from his chair with his son in his arms and made his way up the corridor to the boy's room, putting him to bed. His heart grew small at the sight, Theo's face completely red and adorned with tears. He ran his hand through his red hair and, little by little, the crying stopped. He took advantage of the calm to ask again.

— What is it, Theo? Was it a nightmare? — the boy nodded his head — Do you wanna tell daddy about it? 

— Daddy and mommy weren't here, I was alone, daddy! — Theo pouted, wanting to cry again — And there was a monster running after me, big and ugly! But, but, you weren’t here! I got scared, daddy! 

— It’s okay, Theo — he stroked his chest covered by the pajamas — daddy will never let you alone. 

— You swear it? — Theo asked with a small voice. 

— I swear — Levi smiled — now, c’mon, let’s sleep. 

— Stay, daddy! 

The CEO got closer and kissed his son’s freckled forehead. 

— The monster is gone, Theo, and daddy is here, I won’t go away — he promised. 

So Theo snuggled into bed, closing his little eyes. Levi, on the other hand, watched until his son entered the world of dreams again, while promising himself that he would try to be the best father in the world for that innocent child.

I'll always be by your side .

Eren had his trusty little notebook in his hands.

In the office, he finished writing down a few things in it, very focused on his task. He wished he could be more helpful to his boss, who didn't seem to have slept very well given the dark circles under his eyes and the discreet strokes he gave when trying to stay awake. In addition, the brunet would like to show that he was more than capable of taking part in a meeting.

In his notes, he gave tips on how the company could be more accessible and inclusive. Frankly, he wished he could press a reset button and start that blessed meeting all over again, without getting carried away by his emotions and showing his full potential with his opinions. Unfortunately, he couldn't go back in time like that, but he could clean up some of the spilled milk.

He got up from his chair and went to the pantry. He wanted to make Levi some coffee, given how sleepy he was. It was just an assistant's treat for his boss, that's all; it had nothing to do with the fact that he felt his heart squeeze at the sight of that tired little face...

He shook his head negatively, put his coffee on the tray and headed straight for Levi Ackerman's adjoining room. He opened the door slowly, as the CEO's eyes were closed and his expression was serene; he seemed to have fallen asleep in the few minutes it had taken Eren to prepare the coffee. A little reluctant to wake his boss, Eren put the tray on the table and squeezed Levi's shoulder, who woke up a little startled by his beautiful wide grey eyes, which soon softened when they realized who they were.

— Sorry, sir — Eren murmured — I didn’t mean to scare you. 

— It’s alright — Levi smiled discreetly — do you need any help? 

— I just came to give you coffee, it seems like you need it for today — Eren said, choosing to be honest in his words. 

The CEO noticed the tray with the cup on it and was taken aback.

— Oh! Thank you, Eren! 

— You’re welcome — the younger one smiled and took out his little notebook from his pants’s pockets — is it okay if I show you something? I would like to redeem myself. 

Levi frowned, taking a sip of coffee that seemed to completely invigorate his mood

— Alright, but redeem yourself from what, exactly? 

— I wish I could have shown you my potential in the meeting — Eren shifted his weight from one foot to the other, a little bit ashamed — I would also like you not to see me as a crybaby. 

— Eren — Levi leaned forward, trying to get closer to his assistant — in any moment I thought that way about you. 

The brunet looked away, swallowing. His boss's low, velvety voice made him slightly nervous, and his gaze was so penetrating at that moment. Eren loosened his tie, is it hot in this room? However, the air-conditioning was on full blast and Levi seemed intact in all his magnificence.

— Oh…I… — he cleared his throat — but I would like to show you, anyway, that I’m capable. 

— I know you are, Jaeger. 

Eren licked his lower lip before shakily handing over his notebook, which not only contained the tips on accessibility, but also all his notes from the beginning of his work. At this, Levi looked even more surprised.

— On the last pages of notes, there are all the tips I would have liked to have said to you in that meeting — he said, pointing at the page —  I can make it into a typed document, but I'd like you to see it first, whether you approve or not.

The tips included not only adapting the physical environment, but also the digital environment, which would make life much easier not only for people with disabilities, but also for other professionals. It was something inclusive and accessible, such as adapted telephone lines, web portals with detailed descriptions and so on. It was clever and simple.

Levi finished reading it, impressed.

— It’s more than approved, Eren — he said, honestly. 

— If you, sir, let me, I can do a video presentation so you can show it to the directors — Eren took the opportunity to do what he likes the most, editing videos. 

The CEO raised an eyebrow, wondering why he was still so surprised by the assistant's determination, despite all his previous shyness about what had happened in the previous meeting.

— I can let you do it, but I’d like you to do the presentation yourself in the next meeting. 

Good heavens! Eren opened his mouth, surprised by the sudden opportunity. Although he hated speaking in public, he knew this was an opportunity he couldn't pass up. After all, he needed a good resume for his professional career. He couldn't resist and smiled with all his teeth, being the very sun in the room.

— Are you serious? 

— I never mess around when it comes to doing things right, brat. 

His fertile mind went down some forbidden paths with that phrase, which didn't sound innocent to his corrupted mind. Fuck, what am I thinking? I'm on the verge of going mad, that's the only explanation.

(...) 

He didn't know exactly if it was the sleep he was feeling, but he could feel his body collapsing little by little.

He was in a restaurant with Erwin and Hanji, who had taken advantage of their lunch break to catch up. Levi swallowed, staring at his untouched food. Everything seemed to have come crashing down on him that day, everything he would have liked to hide seven feet under. From his dissatisfaction as a father, his failed marriage, his relationship with his grandfather and even...his sexuality. He sighed wearily. It wasn't news to his friends that he also liked men. But for the rest of the world, he was just a straight CEO.

Throughout his life, he made a point of suppressing his bisexuality.

For his grandfather, a good marriage was also part of a company's good deeds. Andrew still made a point of making it clear how closed-minded he was, with his inappropriate comments about cheating and women in general. Obviously, he wouldn't accept his grandson, despite being an adult, taking charge of his own life and following a different path to the one he had set out for himself as a child. For Levi, despite his indifferent and impassive countenance, it was difficult to fight against the person who had given him a roof over his head after his parents' death. He felt ungrateful and trapped with so many expectations of him.

— You’re gonna dig a hole in this plate — a different voice from the others present said and Levi got scared out of his mind. 

With a frown, he looked up to find his uncle, whom he hadn't seen for a long time. Kenny Ackerman was Andrew's eldest son, who had given up his inheritance by not accepting being his grandfather's doormat. That task was left to his father, who had a natural talent for fitting into the plans of the president of the Ackerman Corporation. Unfortunately, his father had passed away and the arduous task of fulfilling Andrew's expectations passed to his poor, only grandson.

Despite his surprise, he smiled at Kenny, who sat down with his friends. He liked the freedom his uncle brought with him, never bowing his head to anyone if he was right and fighting for his ideals. He was someone to be admired and of whom Levi was so envious.

— You seem a little distant today, Levi — Erwin said right after sipping his white wine. 

Hanji agreed

— Did something happen? . 

— I’m fine — he said — Theo got a bad night. 

Obviously, he wouldn't blame his son alone, the crux of the matter lay within himself, the mess at his core and the urgency to be free somehow, to rebel, to live... he took a deep breath, loosening his necktie. The feeling of suffocation gradually took hold of his body. He was a ticking time bomb, just waiting for the right moment to explode. And everything was made worse by the fact that he constantly had such green eyes following everything he did.

No, no, no, I can't. Forget it.

He rubbed both hands over his face in frustration, drawing the attention of those present when they saw Levi out of all his impassive ways.

— Are you sure it’s just your son the cause of all of this? — Kenny arched one of his eyebrows in challenge. 

Levi grunted, unable to escape the scrutiny of everyone present. These were the closest people in his life, and it was crystal clear that his hard shell would crack in front of them. Before answering, however, he took a deep breath and sipped his wine, visibly relaxing.

— I just… don’t know exactly where I’m at in my life. 

Hanji leaned in anyway, his face full of concern. It was unusual for his friend to open up so easily. So, she deduced, what he was feeling had been stored away for a long time.

— Is it about the divorce? — his uncle asked, curious. 

— It’s not just that, it’s… I don’t know, actually. 

— You know, Levi, you need to live your life a little — Erwin said, looking deeply into his eyes, like he knew all of his secrets — you need to live your life being yourself. 

The CEO laughed, bitterly. 

— Maybe that’s exactly the problem, Erwin. 

I don’t know who I am. 

— But it shouldn’t be — Hanji completed — maybe you should let yourself be open to possibilities, without fearing them. You saw how good it was with Eren — the RH chief commented as if it was nothing, taking a bite of her pasta to cover up. 

— Who is Eren? 

— He’s just my personal assistant. 

— Little Levi here has a bad reputation between his assistants — Hanji was quicker to add that little detail — they never lasted much, he’s known as a bully between them. But this one… I don’t know, he must have some kind of magic around him. It must be the damn coffee. 

Levi massaged his temples.  

— It’s not like that, four-eyes. 

Erwin laughed discreetly. 

— I would like to meet him and this damn coffee — Kenny smirked. 

It was obvious for him that his nephew had a crush for his assistant. 

— No, you wouldn’t — Levi hissed — leave him alone! 

— There’s really something in this coffee! 

Hanji said and Levi grunted. 

Where did I get so many crazy people? 

… 

It was raining heavily when he finished doing what was necessary.

It had been a long time since the end of working hours and the storm didn't seem to want to go away. However, he was driving and his apartment wasn't that far away to wait for the water to let up a little. He shrugged, feeling lighter after the conversation with his friends and his uncle. Perhaps he really did need to live his life a little more, be a little more selfish...

And, as if the world wanted to prove him right, he found his employee with his eyes glued to the rain in the lobby of the building. Eren seemed a little distressed by all the water falling from the sky, so absorbed in his own distress that he didn't notice Levi arriving at his side. The CEO could admit to himself that the brat was a very handsome man indeed, with his jaw set and tanned skin, plus, of course, those eyes as bright as the tropical sea.

Levi winced with shame at the thought.

When did I get so cheesy?

— Eren? 

The assistant didn't seem to hear him, so he touched the younger man's arm, which startled him slightly. However, the brunet soon pulled himself together, switched the device back on and straightened up.

— Oh, sorry, sir — he pointed at his ear — it was off. 

Levi inclined his head to the side, slightly curious. 

— Why do you turn your device off? 

Eren seemed surprised by the sudden question, but then smiled, relaxing his body. It was a genuine question and his boss seemed more human when he asked it, closer to him, as if there was no bridge between them of obstacles and social class. Levi, on the other hand, was waiting for an answer.

— Sometimes, the noises are a little bit overwhelming — he answered — it’s a rather sensitive device, I can hear better than a natural listener. The city’s noises bother me. The rain pleases me — he looked again through the glass — but I needed a little bit of silence now. 

— Any specific reason? 

Levi was finally putting the concept of seizing opportunities into practice.

— About what? — Eren asked, confused. 

— About wanting silence now. 

— Ah — he scratched his temples — I needed peace. Today was a bit overwhelming. You know — he laughed humorlessly — it wasn’t easy showing those notes to you, sir, I was nervous. And now, this rain — he sighed — I hope I can take the subway, but I didn’t bring an umbrella with me. I’ll have to wait. 

— I’m so sorry, Eren, for my behaviour at the beginning — the assistant turned quickly — I just… deal better with things better on my own, I didn’t want to show myself to you as a weak person. But don’t worry, I don’t have any intention of firing you in a near future. 

— Oh! Oh… okay — he laughed to fill the silence — okay, then. I accept your apologies. 

— What about a ride? 

— Hm? 

— Do you want a ride? 

(...) 

His heart seemed to want to jump out of his ribcage.

He followed Levi down to the basement, where his boss's more than luxurious car was. He felt like biting his nails with nervousness. What was he thinking? Why on earth had he accepted a ride from his boss? His elegant, fragrant and... boss, he shook his head to clear away the impure thoughts that had been insisting on entering his head since early morning.

But what could he do?

I 'd miss the subway anyway.

He shrugged, accepting his own excuse, as he opened the door to get into the car. Once inside, he took a deep breath, smelling Levi's scent even more strongly. He bit his lower lip nervously. He thanked all that was holy that his heartbeat wasn't audible, as he was sure it would be louder than fireworks. Levi started the car and they both drove out into the rain. Soon, thick drops met the car's bodywork.

After entering the address into the GPS, Levi drove calmly through the streets of Shiganshina.

Why do I seem so nervous?

— Where did you learn how to make coffee? 

Eren's eyes widened at the sudden intrusion.

— Well, it couldn’t be any other way, could it? My sister owns a café. I’ve learned by watching her. 

— Is your sister’s café in Maria? 

— Oh, yes. It isn’t because of my sister, but in my opinion, it’s the best in this city. 

Levi laughed softly, turning left onto a road.

Eren couldn't resist smiling too, gradually relaxing into the seat. Slow, romantic music was playing in the background, while the rain lessened in intensity, becoming just a drizzle that met the white lights of the streetlamps. The temperature inside was perfect, perfectly cool. Gradually, his bright green eyes became heavy from the day's fatigue and suddenly everything was dark and comfortable.

In a short space of time, he dreamt of a turbulent, gray sky transformed into orbs so familiar and beautiful that watched him with such intensity and affection…

What do you hide in those eyes so intensely? 

— Eren? 

He opened his eyes slowly, feeling a warmth in the curve of his neck and jaw. Slowly, he got to his senses. Levi watched him with a smile on his face as his thumb caressed the brunet's warm skin. Eren swallowed, inhaling deeply of that delicious scent. He didn't know his poor heart could take so many beats. He licked his lips. Everything seemed so cozy, so perfect, so...theirs. The music, which coincidentally was one of his favorites, was playing softly, and the caress on his face hadn't stopped. But he had to be sensible. It was only to wake him up.

Wasn't it?  

He grabbed the hand that was caressing him, which stopped instantly.

— Sorry. 

— It’s no problem, you looked tired —Levi said, moving his hand away definitely — we arrived. 

The rain had stopped and Eren could see the lights of his house. At the same time, he didn't want to leave that place, that little piece of peace where they were both just themselves, just Eren and Levi.

— Oh, that was fast. I… — he cleared his throat — thank you so much, sir. I hope I wasn’t a bother to you. 

— Not in the slightest, Eren — Levi smiled — good night. 

— Good night, Levi. 

And so he got out of the car, without realizing that he had left behind a CEO surprised at just hearing his name pronounced.

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He didn't sleep as well as he would have liked.

But it was for a good reason. Squeezing his pillow beneath him, he couldn't contain the smile that spread across his face. Every beat of his heart represented his beautiful state of mind that morning that seemed so, so beautiful! He jumped up, opening the curtain and lighting up his room completely. He looked through it, remembering the events of the night before. That touch so chilling, his gaze so penetrating.

Eren bit his lower lip, sighing.

Despite his joy, deep down he knew he had no chance with his boss. He was only being kind by bringing him home. Besides, he was his boss. He shook his head, the smile still stubbornly appearing on his face. An attraction doesn't kill anyone, does it?

After showering and tidying up, Eren went down to the kitchen to find his parents and Mikasa there. The brunet frowned, pulling his cell phone out of his pants pocket to check the time. He was usually the one who woke up early, because not only did he have to cross town, he also liked to arrive before Levi to get the office ready - it had nothing to do with pleasing him. Nothing. Nada. Empty. Non-existent.

— Is that some kind of meeting?

Eren sat down next to his sister at the kitchen island, which already had a variety of fruit and pastries. The personal assistant salivated, already preparing his coffee and taking a bite of a sweet bread roll glazed with sugar. Oblivious to the stares around him, he continued to enjoy his food until his father cleared his throat.

— Eren, your sister saw a luxurious car near the house’s gate — Grisha explained — and If I know any better, it was raining a lot yesterday. How did you come back home? 

Eren widened his eyes slightly. 

I didn’t know that I had a family full of gossipers. 

The brunet finished swallowing his bread slowly, looking at everyone with exasperation. He couldn't believe that everyone was gathered there for the gossip that was likely to come out of his mouth. Mikasa, next to him, was almost invading all of his personal space. Carla and Grisha were leaning on the island, both with their elbows on the marble and in no hurry to answer.

— Y’all don’t have to work? Y’all a bunch of gossips. 

— Oh, please, Eren, don’t be so boring — his mom whined — who is the good catch that brought you home? 

— And it was a fancy car — Mikasa exclaimed. 

— It’s not like we are poor, you know — Eren grumbled and decided to eat another bread, this time a savory one with cheese crumbles and jam. 

— That car must cost dad’s entire salary in a year! In comparison, we are, yes, poor! 

Eren sighed. 

He just wanted to eat in peace and get on with his life. 

— C’mon, son, I don’t have all day, I have a patient to meet. 

— Are you serious? — Eren opened his mouth in surprise — Never in my short life I thought you were a gossip, Grisha Jaeger. 

— What do you expect of someone who works in a hospital? 

Eren clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth, one way or another he wouldn't escape the hawk eyes and Dumbo ears of his relatives. However, he had free will, he could lie a little.

Just a little.

— As I said, it was raining yesterday, so a coworker of mine offered me a lift. 

— You have a coworker this rich? 

— Is he from another department? 

— How did you meet each other? Is he cute?

The brunet felt a little dizzy from the flood of questions directed at him. 

— It was just a lift! 

However, his face betrayed him at that moment, turning red at the memories that assaulted his mind mercilessly. His parents and sister noticed, an evil smile adorning the faces of everyone in the kitchen.

— Awn! Eren is in love! 

— So cute! 

— I want to meet him, bring him here so I can approve it. 

— Ah! — Eren messed with his hair in frustration — Y’all impossible!

(...) 

Levi decided to go to work a little later.

He was still slightly bewildered by the unusual situation the night before. He didn't know what had come over him at that moment, but seeing Eren so serene, asleep, made him feel something warm spread through his chest. He wanted to touch him somehow, to feel that warmth that only the brunette emanated. He was so beautiful, so gentle, so strong and determined... he swallowed.

Everything in him screamed to get closer and closer to his assistant, to get a closer look at the details of those green orbs, to feel the skin crawl before his fingers...

Levi grunted, trying to dispel the thoughts that were heading down a dangerous path. Indeed, Eren was attractive. It was normal to be attracted to the brat, he liked men, after all. However, Eren was his assistant, much younger and an even more aggravating factor: Levi was in the closet.

He had always been in the closet.

And he didn't know when or how he would come out.

He was so hidden in the dark that he didn't know how to relate to a person of the same sex. He'd had a few girlfriends before Petra, and a few casual encounters with men on dating apps - never anything serious. How would he know how to deal with a man? How would you deal with someone younger? How would you cope with everyone and their expectations of you?

He stroked his heart.

He didn't know how to deal with his emotions. He never had. No one had taught him.

His grandfather had always been austere, loving his own empire more than his family. Levi loved, but he didn't know how to show it. Behind all his indifference, there was a man who wanted to be free of all his ties, to love whoever he wanted, to live the way he wanted. He would also like to be an example to his son - and that was the only thing he was really sure of, he would never treat Theo the way he was treated during his childhood.

He would be by his side, play his part as a father, as a friend. He wouldn't employ staff to look after his childhood, not unless it was extremely necessary. He'd made enough mistakes, he was tired of it. At least with his son, he would do the right thing.

With these questions on his mind, he called Hanji and asked to meet for coffee before going to the company, at his home. Theo, next to him, was sipping a juice as the door opened, drawing the attention of those present.

— Aunt Hanji! — Theo got off the stool, running in Hanji’s direction, who hugged him right after. 

The brunette gave him a worried look before approaching him with Theo in her arms.

— For you to call me, before work, something happened. 

Levi swallowed. 

Hanji knew everything about his life, she had been his most trusted friend since college, and he could hide nothing from her - for which he was very grateful, as he didn't know how to open up very well. However, he was on the verge of despair at the moment. He needed some support, some comfort, some words to say that everything would be all right.

— I’m scared, Hanji… 

Hearing these words, Hanji's features softened. She put Theo down, asking him to go and play in his room while Daddy talked to his aunt. The two of them were now alone, Hanji leading them into the living room, where he sat down with Levi by his side.

— What are you so scared of, Levi?

The CEO watched her. 

— Of life, Hanji — he clicked his tongue — when did I live for me? And I know I can, I have the necessary time. But, why? Why can’t I? 

— I’m no psychologist, Levi but what I can say is that you are not afraid of living, you’re afraid to break all the expectations put on you. Maybe, you think that as you break them, all the crumbs of attention you receive will also break — she pointed to the CEO’s chest — right inside there’s a mixture of being grateful and hating what you have received at the same time. You already know what I think and if I need to, I can give you a little push. 

Levi laughed. 

— For someone who isn’t a psychologist, you sound like one — he said, shaking his head — but it’s not that easy, Hanji. I’m this company heir, CEO, anything that I do messes up with the company’s shares. 

— Firstly, you can very well jump off the succession’s line. Secondly, the shares always rebound. Levi, you’re an innovator! You know very well how to deal with all of this. Not even the stock market is stable. You don’t need to be so perfect, and don’t let that scumbag of a grandfather say otherwise. That old man is thirsty for money and a perfect image, and he already has enough to maintain five generations. 

— I don’t intend to jump off — Levi said — and yes, you’re right. Andrew is not someone that cares about others, he just loves himself and his money. There’s one more thing…

Hanji arched one of her eyebrows, a complicit smile adorning her face.

— This thing has something to do with a certain green-eyed brunet? 

Levi bit his lower lip, keeping quiet.

— I… 

— You know? The moment I hired him, I knew you would like him — she laughed out loud like a crow —  he’s completely your type. Brunet, tall, hot… 

— Hanji! 

— Oh, c’mon, I’m not blind! A diamond is to be admired! So? Are you attracted to him? 

— It’s something more — he admitted. 

—  Why not make the most of it? 

— And what about ethics? 

— Do you really believe that?

— That’s beside the point. He’s younger than me, Hanji! 

— Does that stop anything? Have you ever seen Richard Gere's wife? Or Sarah Paulson's girlfriend? At least 30 years apart! And they're there, living! The important thing here is that you're two adults! Two adults who can consent. What's stopping you, Levi? Live, shorty.

— I wouldn’t like it to just be casual. 

— So don’t let it be! — Hanji groaned, frustrated — If you’re afraid, take baby steps. And, for real, between us, fuck everything else! Fuck your grandpa, fuck the company! All of this wiil be here when you die. 

— It’s not that easy. 

— Then make it easy! 

(...) 

Eren was surprised to see his boss arrive so late.

It was unusual, in fact, he had never seen Levi arrive so late. He wondered what exactly had happened, whether it was something serious or not. However, he was embarrassed, shy because of the night before and had no idea if his heart could take so many beats. Even though he was late, Levi looked impeccable. His hair was very well combed, with not a single strand sticking out, his slim-fit suit perfectly adorning his body... not to mention his musky perfume that kissed the poor assistant's nostrils.

Oh my God, I have to stop this.

It wasn't healthy to be so attracted to one person. He straightened up in his chair, trying to put his thoughts in order. It was just another day at work...

With his hot, good-smelling boss.

— Ugh — he groaned, which caught Levi’s attention, who thought it was funny.  

— Good morning, Eren — Levi got near his assistant’s desk, watching him attentively. 

Eren bounced in his chair, giving Levi a half-hearted smile.

— Good morning, sir Ackerman — he said, clearing his throat — is there something that you need? I’ve already listed some of your meetings for today’s afternoon. 

— As expected from you — Levi smiled and Eren thought he could jump off the office’s big glass window to escape his own reaction. He blushed. 

— Ah — he passed his hand through his neck, nervous — I just do my job, sir. 

Oh, fuck! What am I doing? Why am I behaving like a damsel? 

— A really good job — Levi said, the tone of his voice low. 

Every hair on the brunet's body stood on end as he watched the shorter man walk away. He swallowed dryly, gasping for breath. He wished he could hit himself in the face to see if he'd wake up, it could only be a bad dream. It had to be! Reality wasn't so...good.

He sighed.

He went back to his work.

…

His stomach rumbled.

He checked the time on his cell phone, it was lunchtime. He looked over to see that Levi was still very focused on his work. However, as a human and, above all, a personal assistant, he had to play his part as a worrier. It was no big deal! He just wanted to know, as an employee, what his boss would like to eat.

He got up and went into the other room.

— Excuse me, Mr. Ackerman. 

Levi looked away from the computer screen, his expression softening when he saw who it was.

— Is everything alright, Eren? 

— Yes! — he answered too fast — Well, it’s lunch time, do you want me to order something before I leave? 

Levi moved his chair away from the table, relaxing slightly and directing a little too intense a gaze at the assistant, who looked a little put out at being looked at like that. He moistened his dry lips and shifted his weight from one foot to the other. Oh, he was nervous, who was he kidding? Since the night before, he hadn't known how to treat the other person. What exactly had changed? Why was his heart crying out for closeness? Why did he feel so disoriented? It was just an attraction, wasn't it?

— Eren — he called — thank you. You don’t need to leave today, you can ask the cafeteria’s staff to bring lunch here. 

— Oh, okay, then! — he smiled, so happy that he wouldn’t need to sacrifice his hunger. 

— Yours too, if you want — Levi said as if it wasn’t important. 

— Seriously? But I’m just an employee. 

— Don’t employees eat? 

Eren couldn't hold back his laughter, covering his mouth with his hand to disguise the laugh he wanted to let out. Levi might be a great boss at the moment, but his ironic side never faded - and he hoped it never would, as it brought certain peaks of joy during his work.

The CEO had a little smile on his face.

— I’ll call them, then. 

— Well, I’ll be waiting. 

(...) 

Something had certainly changed after his conversation with Hanji.

He had expected to become more reluctant, but his heart was a little more at peace with the prospect of living for himself. He knew there were still many obstacles in his way, his grandfather being one of them and his own fear of disappointing the people around him with his choices. He didn't know when or how, but one day he would come out of that dark and dusty closet he found himself in.

And like a wind that carries all impurities away, Eren appeared. Sometimes he felt envious of his freedom, of his obvious youth. At other times, he was inspired by him, by his strength, his determination, even the fact that he was so clearly an open book. His gaze was on fire - and like fire, it burned. He felt undressed by his gaze, as if he could see all the layers of himself that he stubbornly hid.

At the same time, it was dichotomous that he was sometimes shy.

All his emotions danced in that pretty face.

But he liked that. He was the complete opposite of himself: indifferent, impassive. Eren brought him a peace he had never felt in his entire life, the promise that everything could be lived from now on. Eren Jaeger had unbridled freedom. He was poetic, beautiful and, despite the peace he brought with him, frightening.

He would do whatever he could to take it with him as far as he could.

Fuck the six months. 

The sound of the tray brought him back from his thoughts.

Levi had to admit, he had never eaten anything from the company cafeteria. However, the plate in front of him looked more than appetizing. He hadn't realized how hungry he was until that very moment.

— Do you need anything else? 

— Yes — it was a lie, he didn’t need anything — can you have lunch with me? I would like to propose something. 

He needed to think fast at the moment. What the hell was he going to propose? Why was his mouth faster than his own brain? Oh, honestly, what the hell? Thinking as Eren picked up his tray from the other side, he remembered that the brat had a degree in audiovisual studies and edited his own videos on his YouTube channel. Levi never missed a video and already knew a few signs, but he'd like to learn more.

Once Eren had settled down, he started chatting about a few random things before getting down to business. The truth was that he just wanted to talk to his assistant, his presence was satisfactory.

— So? What do you think? 

— Do you think I’m qualified for that?

— Sure, you have a degree in audiovisuals, don’t you? 

Eren smiled. 

— You’re so kind, sir — he said — I’ll take it, then. 

And so Eren became part of the video editing team for the company's social media page. Obviously, it wouldn't be his main job, but he would still be Levi's personal assistant and would earn extra for each video edited. The CEO was happy to see Eren happy.

— You have a youtube channel, don’t you?

— Ah, yes — he smiled, shyly — I do post there sometimes about sign language. 

— Was it hard to learn? 

— No, sir — Eren took a bite of his food, a little sauce on his cheek that caught the CEO's eye — I learned about it when I was a child, as well as my family at the time. We didn’t know if it would take too long to have the hearing device, it was expensive at the time and still is, for my case. 

— I would like to learn about it too — Levi said, honestly, leaning over the desk and cleaning, with his own thumb, the sauce stain on the brat’s cheek. 

Eren felt his heart accelerate. 

Levi, on the other hand, just enjoyed the sauce on his thumb, oblivious to everything and everyone, including his own grandfather, who was watching everything in silence through the glass that separated the rooms.

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He couldn’t believe what he was seeing. 

— Oh, c’mon, seriously, what did I do to deserve this? 

Eren was a little nervous, it was the first time he had been down to the company's marketing and advertising department, after all, he would be doing extra work as an editor of short videos for social media. The people were very different from his usual working environment and, he had to admit to himself, he already missed Levi and his lack of decorum. Besides, he would have to work in a group. The last time he had gotten together with other people at college was for a seminar in the sixth term.

All this would have been easier to deal with, had it not been for his encounter with someone he hadn't seen for almost a decade. He snorted softly. Really, what did I do to deserve to meet the horse face in front of me? Jean Kirchtein, the man responsible for getting him sent to the board for assault countless times. In his defense, the equine made fun of his deafness. Obviously, he couldn't just take insults with his mouth shut, Eren Jaeger wasn't like that when he was younger. Impulsive and hot-headed, he only got better when he grew up and turned his anger into crying - not that that was necessarily a bad thing, but it turned him into a crybaby. He was still mortified at having cried in front of Levi a while back, even though the CEO himself said he was strong.

— Don’t be so exaggerating, suicidal bastard — Jean had a smirk on his face that Eren would like to slap it off his face — so, how are you doing? Do you still take it in the ass like before? 

Oh, yes… there was still that. 

Jean, as well as being bullied for his disability, was also prejudiced. Although the brunet always thought that this side of the horse was to hide internal issues - Eren knew very well how that cabalistic creature's kiss would taste. In a game of truth or dare between drunken teenagers, Eren kissed Jean first, who didn't even complain and took the initiative.

— I do take it in the ass, but this is none of your business — he sighed — please, let’s just work, I don’t have much time left. 

— Oh, c’mon, so serious — Jean shrugged, but continued to sit at the table, in front of the laptop. 

Eren soon followed, taking a seat next to him. He had to admit, he was handsome and taller, with broad shoulders and slightly longer hair than he used to have. Gradually, they put nostalgia aside and started working like professionals, forgetting all about the past for the time being.

— Jean, you can go around here — he grabbed the laptop, pressed some buttons and edited the short video — it’s better, don’t you think? 

— Yes — Jean answered — is it true that you graduated with honors? 

— Oh, yes, it is true — Eren got slightly shy. 

— And why aren’t you in this department? 

Eren pointed to his own ear. 

— Not every company is prepared for that — he explained, a bitter taste in his mouth — the only position I had here was that of Mr. Ackerman's personal assistant. 

— Oh, man, you caught a bomb — Jean hissed — I pity you, you’re in the hands of the executioner. 

— He’s not that bad — he said, honestly. 

It's true that at first Levi seemed like a spoiled teenager, but gradually his cold heart melted and he became a good boss. Every day, Eren enjoyed waking up and becoming Mr. Ackerman's personal assistant. Of course, he didn't deny that there was a lot of work behind his back and that he got angry countless times when working with Excel. However, having the CEO nearby was... comfortable.

He bit his lip, remembering how mesmerized he had been watching Levi lick the sauce off his fingers.

God, I've got to stop this! Although...he's really hot, what can I do? No, no! He's my boss.

Jean looked at him as if an alien had grown on his head.

— Are you serious? I’m telling you, you’re a suicidal bastard! 

— What? I’m serious, he's not as bad as the rumors make him out to be. 

— I’m pretty sure you’re insane — Jean shook his head — I don’t even know how in the hell I liked you when I was a teen. 

This time, it was the brunet's turn to look at Jean as if an alien had grown on his head.

— You what?! 

His work colleague arched an eyebrow. 

— Wasn’t it obvious? 

— Of course not! What did you expect? You always insulted me about my deafness and sexuality. 

— It was my way of showing you I liked you — he said — besides, I was jealous of you. 

— Jealous of what, exactly? 

— Of your strength — Jean shrugged — of always showing who you really are. You never hid yourself, Eren. I was the complete opposite. 

At that moment, the brunet felt empathetic towards his new colleague. He didn't know what it was like to live in hiding, he'd never manage a feat like that. However, he could imagine what it must have been like to mask yourself to other people. He hoped that now Jean could be free.

— I’m so sorry, Jean, but you’re not my type. 

Jean laughed, grateful for the break in the suddenly heavy atmosphere.

(...) 

— Levizinho! 

(Author’s note: in Portuguese, we put everything in diminutive to show our affection. Levizinho basically means little Levi) 

Hanji shouted as soon as she entered the room, euphoric as ever, but with an extra ounce of energy in her body. Levi knew all his friend's tricks and, at that moment, he knew she was probably going to tell him about something she had discovered. The brunette sat in the chair in front of him, spinning around like a child on a merry-go-round. The CEO couldn't resist laughing softly and shaking his head negatively.

— Good afternoon, Hanji. 

— Well, I’ve got good news for you! 

— And what is it? 

— A certain brunet’s birthday is today! 

Levi's eyes widened as he looked at the calendar next to him, which read March 30th. Why hadn't four-eyes warned him about this? He might as well have bought a present for the brat, at least so that it wouldn't go unnoticed. Ah, fuck!

— Why the fuck didn’t you tell me?— he hissed. 

— Oh, don’t blame me! It wasn't long ago that I heard — she explained — Eren is outside, people are celebrating with him. Sasha and Connie got him a cake, do you want me to bring a piece of it for you? 

Levi sighed. 

— No, Hanji, it’s okay. I’ll talk to him soon — it was more of a promise to himself — is he going to celebrate after work? 

— Oh, yes! That’s exactly what I wanted to talk to you about — Hanji rubbed her hands — Eren invited me and made it clear that I could invite someone else too! So? Would you like to go to the Sky Bar with me?

Levi was suddenly nervous.

Going out with Hanji, his friend, was one thing; going out with a bunch of brats who were also his employees was quite another. But he was so curious...he put his thumb in his mouth, biting the corners of his fingernail thoughtfully. He didn't know if he would be the most prudent of men to go out with his employees and his probable love interest. However, he knew the owner of that bar. It was a high-class environment, literally. The bar was located on the top of a building, overlooking the entire city of Shinganshina.

— Wouldn’t it be weird for me to go? 

— Oh, please, it’s just a bar with friends, what’s so bad about this? — she asked — Besides, this can be an opportunity to clean your image. 

Levi frowned. 

— I don’t need to clean my image. 

— Are you sure?

The CEO clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth, took his cell phone out of his pocket and dialed a well-known number.

— Okay, I’ll go, I just need to make a call first — Hanji shrugged, waiting — Hello? Moblit? Could you close the bar for tonight? 

(...) 

He hoped Hanji had read between the lines.

It was his birthday, but he was more nervous than a groom on his wedding day. His plan was to invite Levi, but he didn't know how - until Sasha and Connie prepared the surprise cake and Hanji suddenly appeared. It all happened very quickly and he still doesn't know how the hell he came up with the idea. However, he hoped his idea would work. He really wanted Levi to be there, he just didn't know why his heart was crying out for it.

In front of the mirror, he buttoned the last button of his petrol blue linen pants. He looked presentable in a long-sleeved black shirt, neutral-colored shoes and loose hair, some of which was tied up in a small ponytail. The only thing missing was his favorite perfume with notes of vanilla and musk.

— Wow, what a beautiful man!

His mother entered his room with a fond smile, then stood in front of him.

— Do you like it?

— You’re handsome, my son — she said, caressing the now manly face of the one she once carried in her arms — be smart, huh? You’re more handsome than usual, are you going to meet a special someone?  

— Ah… — he got red in the face. He couldn’t hide anything from his mom — maybe, yes. 

Carla smiled and kissed his forehead. 

— Be happy, my love. 

… 

The bar was in a prime part of the city, right in Sina, the neighborhood of the company where he worked. To get in, they had to wait in the lobby of the building to be called and released. But when they got there, they found Sasha and Connie talking confusedly to the receptionist.

— Are you sure?

— Yes, look, the bar was completely closed to a private party — the receptionist said. 

— In the name of who? — Armin was brave to ask and Eren wanted to shove his face in the ground out of shame.

— Armin! 

— What? It does not hurt to ask! 

— He’s right, Eren — Mikasa said. 

— Well, whoever decided to close didn’t give me their name — the receptionist replied with a tired face — but the guest list is here with me. Can you guys give me your names? 

— And who's to say we'll be on the list? - Annie asked.

Where did I get such difficult friends?

— Eren Jaeger — the brunet decided to put an end to it right away, in order to continue celebrating his birthday elsewhere if necessary.

— Oh! Look! You’re on the list! 

— What?! Who the hell closed this bar? 

(...) 

He ran the comb he had in the car's glove compartment through his hair one last time.

Not a single strand was out of place, his black linen shirt was free of any creases and, well, he smelled so good. But if nerves were perfume, he would be exuding the scent right now. He took a deep breath. It was just a silly meeting with the brats and his brat.

He got out of the car and made his way down the stairs to the lobby of the building. Hanji and Erwin were there waiting for him, equally casual.

— You could use these clothes at work, that tight ass would catch someone’s attention. 

— Hanji, for god 's sake! Aren’t you going to say anything about your wife’s perversion? — Levi exclaimed, outraged. 

Erwin shrugged, laughing. 

— This is what I like  about her, I can’t stop it. 

— Awn, that’s my blondie — she pecked his lips — now let’s go, otherwise Levi is gonna blow. 

In a few moments, the receptionist guided them to the elevator that would take them to the top floor of the building, where the famous bar was located. Levi had been to see his friend Moblit a few times before, but never stayed long for fear of his private life. He liked not having to answer to anyone, least of all the vulture paparazzi who came out of nowhere.

When the doors opened, the trio walked down a corridor to an actual bar. Ambient pop music was playing and more or less restrained voices were ringing in the ears of those present. Levi's heart beat faster as he heard a familiar voice followed by his laugh, so free and so loose. Despite the anxiety that plagued his body, the sound of that melody brought a discreet smile to his face.

— Relax — Hanji said — in here, you are just another colleague, not the boss, not anyone’s CEO, just Levi. 

— Do you think he cares about me coming here? 

— He will be happy, just look — she pointed to a table, where Eren stood with his eyes glazed at the trio that just came. 

Eren stood up, drawing the attention of the rest of the young people at the table who were surprised to see who had arrived. Ah, Levi could spend the rest of the evening admiring the brat. He was so beautiful! It was the first time he had seen him without his work clothes and it was a pleasant surprise. Although his heart was in his mouth, he did his best to smile at the brat, who smiled back.

— Hanji, Erwin! — he smiled, greeting both of them before coming to Levi — Mister Ackerman! I’m so glad you came! 

— I’m not your boss here, Eren — the older one smiled, which was almost impossible with the young man in front of him — you can call me Levi. 

— Ah — Eren blushed, scratching his neck while trying to dissipate his shyness — okay, then, Levi. 

And how delicious it was hearing his name leaving that mouth with lips so inviting. 

— I know almost everyone here — Hanji said — but not those two. 

Eren signaled with his hand for the two strangers to come and say hello.

— Those are Mikasa — he pointed to a woman with asian features — my sister, and Armin, my best friend! 

Gradually, everyone greeted each other and got along. Levi relaxed a little more, even more so when he sat down in the vacant seat to the right of his personal assistant. The party went on its way, with everyone talking to each other, drinking and eating. Eren, next to him, seemed to glow with joy as he chatted with his friends. So Levi made himself comfortable by drinking his Moscow Mule moderately.

The alcohol, however, traveled fast through the participants' bodies, which gave rise to a few questions directed at the CEO, who was one of the most sober next to Erwin, who was holding back a laugh. 

— Sir, why were you so harsh with the other personal assistants?

Levi rolled his eyes, already expecting those kind of questions. 

— Eren showed himself more competent than the others — he shrugged — I didn’t need to be more harsh than necessary. 

— More harsh than necessary? — Connie shouted, completely drunk. 

— Oh, c’mon, Levizinho, you were so harsh with him at the start!

Armin and Mikasa were dozing off in the chairs in front of them, while Eren was observing everything in a state of drunkenness and sobriety, his curiosity making him strangely quiet. Levi swallowed, no longer liking the way the conversation was going. Unfortunately, he couldn't erase the past tarnished by his attitude. Now, he should always try to get it right, not only as a boss, but also as a man.

— I admit that, yes, I was — he cleared his throat — and for that I beg your forgiveness, Eren. 

— Oh, Levi, you don’t need to… 

However, the table exploded in drunken shouts and groans. 

— Hah! I knew Levizinho was a good man! 

The CEO rolled his eyes, moving away from the table and into the open area of the bar, where he could see the whole city. The sea breeze was welcome, carrying with it all his worries and anxieties. Combined with this, Magic by Coldplay was playing in the background. He closed his eyes for a few seconds, enjoying the combination of the breeze and the music. And, just like the music, a magical shiver ran down his spine. When he opened his eyes, he found Eren beside him admiring the landscape, his body leaning on the parapet.

— You shouldn’t lean on it so much with your state of mind. 

The brunet laughed, tilting his head to the side and watching the older man. His green eyes now reflected the lights of Shinganshina. Perhaps Levi's heart could only take so much. Everything in him was screaming for him to come closer, to kiss him, to become one. How could someone mess with his emotions so much?

— I’m not that drunk — Eren smiled — thank you, though. 

Levi frowned. 

— For what? 

— For coming — he simply said, letting go of the parapet and standing right in front of Levi — I didn’t know how I could invite you — his face was a little flustered — so I told Hanji to come and invite someone. I’m glad she read between the lines. 

Levi laughed. 

— I don’t bite, brat. 

— I know, it’s just that…you make me nervous — he said — not in a bad way, it’s just that I don’t know if I should feel this way for you. 

— Feel what? 

— I don’t exactly know what it is — he confessed — but it’s something beautiful. 

And then, to the background music, Eren wrapped his arms around Levi, who, for a moment, had no reaction at all, until he returned the hug. And yes, Theo, his son, was right: his embrace was warm and comfortable, he could stay there for the rest of his life. His heart racing, he squeezed the brunet even tighter.

The song was coming to an end and, for Levi, at that moment it became his favorite. At the end, the lyrics asked if the listener believed in magic - for the CEO, who was skeptical about many things, that moment between the two of them had surpassed reality, it was magic.

Still believe in magic? 

Levi closed his eyes and whispered: 

— Yes. 

And if you were to ask me

After all that we’ve been through

Still believe in magic? 

Yes, I do

Of course, I do 

Magic - Coldplay

Chapter Text

Moans echoed through the room...

Wet sounds made him even more aroused... and those green eyes... that expression of unbridled pleasure... hmm...

He opened his eyes at once, finding himself in his own room, slightly disappointed by the reality. Levi was waking up from a wet dream, a beautiful wet dream, in which he wished he had stayed in Morpheus' world. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth and slowly got out of bed, as if he was still going to enjoy the taste of what was left in his mouth. He shook his head negatively, trying to wake up for good.

As he walked over to the mirror in the corner of the room, he noticed something that hadn't happened for a long time.

– What the hell am I? A teenager? 

He refused to solve that little “problem” in his pants. He decided to ignore it completely, picking up his cell phone from the side table and heading for the kitchen. It was Sunday and the apartment was completely silent without his son present, who was with his mother. Theo wouldn't be arriving until late afternoon. So he decided to prepare his breakfast while browsing his cell phone. He wasn't a big fan of social media, but this time he was curious. Using his social profile, which was properly closed, he searched for his employee's name in the search tab. It wasn't too difficult to find because his surname wasn't very common in that country.

Luckily, as Eren was in his emotions, the profile was open.

He smiled. He remembered two nights before, when he had been in the brunet's company on his birthday. The brat probably wouldn't remember what had happened, due to his drunken state that night. However, Levi was happy to at least have known that warm and delicious hug - and also for the assistant's confession that he had feelings for the CEO.

With so little, he was feeling so free…

He scrolled down the photos, finding one that had caught his eye. Eren had his hair cut short, part of his fringe covering his left eye, strands of it wet; the brunet was sitting on the sand on the beach, light blue shorts, with a vast expanse of water behind him. His tanned skin seemed to compete with the gold of the sand and there was a smile on his face.

Levi licked his lips.

He would definitely take a print of that work of art.

The brat knew very well how to hide under that everyday suit.

…

He took advantage of his solitude to catch up on the videos on Eren's channel.

He was even proud of himself, as he already knew some of the signs of sign communication. His assistant was often annoyed by the noise after a long time with his device on. So it was only fair that he should be able to communicate in another way, even in a basic way.

Engrossed in the video, he hadn't noticed the doorbell ringing. It wasn't until the third ring that he turned it on. He was surprised, it could only be one person, because he hadn't given anyone other than Petra permission to go up to the luxury apartment complex, not even his own grandfather had that right. After all, Petra, despite being his ex-wife, was the mother of his son.

He got up from the sofa, checking the time on his cell phone.

It was still early for Theo to come home, so his heart filled with anxiety at the thought that something might have happened to his son. However, there were no calls on his cell phone.

As he opened the door, he was surprised to find small arms wrapped around his leg. 

– Daddy! 

– Oi, Theo! – he stroked his head full of red strands. He frowned as he saw Petra – Has something happened? 

– Aren’t you happy to see me? – Petra laughed – I’m just kidding. Theo insisted he missed you since yesterday, so I just linked business with pleasure – she showed the bags in her hands – what about lunch with the reunited family? 

Levi was surprised, it was true. However, it was a good idea and would make Theo feel more like a normal child. He moved away from the door, taking Theo in his arms and giving way to Petra, who promptly headed for the kitchen. Still holding his son, Levi helped his ex as best he could and soon they were all at the table. The CEO didn't want to think about it, but his thoughts had already taken a turn. It took a divorce for the family to be together. He swallowed, feeling slightly terrible about his past mistakes.

– I’m so sorry, Petra. 

– Hm? About what? – her face showed confusion. 

– For everything – he explained – and for everything I didn’t do or managed to do. 

Petra smiled in sympathy. 

– The divorce was the best thing that happened to us, Levi – she said – we would not be happy, not even our son. 

– I know – he cleared his throat – even so, I could have been better. 

– Yes – the redhead agreed – but you are better now – she looked at Theo, who was eating his food completely oblivious to the conversation – seem happy. 

– Theo? 

– You – she smiled – it wasn’t just Theo that would like to come here, I needed to discuss something with you, actually. It’s about your grandfather. 

Levi frowned, not liking where the conversation was going. As far as he knew, his grandfather was capable of anything for his empire, even going over the heads of his own family. Andrew was nothing more than a greedy man after even more money. However, at his core, Levi suffered from the ambiguity between being grateful and afraid of such a vile man.

– Did he do something to you? 

Petra denied, shaking her head. 

– Andrew came after me this week, he offered me a good amount of money to come back with you – she said, rolling her eyes – he told me that I needed to turn you back to the right path – she frowned – is something happening, Levi? Are you going out with someone? You know, I root for your happiness, no matter who you are with. 

The actress implied the ambiguity of the genders in the sentence.

Levi sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration. It was all too obvious that his grandfather would suspect something and use his dirtiest means to get his grandson to go along with his plans. Andrew would never accept a “faggot” grandson. The freedom he had felt earlier was slowly crumbling with every piece of information he received.

When would he really be free?

– I appreciate your support, Petra, but please, stay out of this – he pleaded – Andrew will use everything at his disposal. 

– I know – she said – and that’s why I needed to tell you. I want you to be happy, with a man or a woman. As long as it’s good for Theo, I won’t interfere. 

– It’s uncle Eren! – Theo said out of the blue, getting off the table and running to the living room. 

Levi realized at that moment that he had left the television on. He widened his eyes, feeling his face heat up as he looked at Petra, who was smiling mischievously in the direction of the CEO. Theo, on the other hand, sat on the sofa, excited to see his father's employee on television.

– Eren, huh?– Petra watched the tv – well, you were my husband, I knew you would have a good taste. 

– Petra – he hissed, feeling a tidy bit jealous., 

– What? – she played dumb – I know a good piece of art, I’m not blind. Beautiful eyes. 

– I’m not going out with him. 

– You should, the market is competitive – she shrugged, tasting a little bit of her juice – how old is he? 

– Twenty-six. 

– Oh, I didn’t know you liked them young. 

– Petra! 

 The redhead just laughed, finding it funny her ex-husband’s embarrassment. 

(...) 

Eren remembered everything.

And that's why, while he was waiting for his floor to arrive, his face was on fire. What the hell was on his mind? Oh, that's right, alcohol! Blessed alcohol! The truth is that he should have drunk more, at least he would have been spared the embarrassment of facing his boss. Feeling something beautiful? What would that be? He's my boss, for Christ's sake! And the hug! Oh, God, wipe me off the face of the earth!

Engrossed in his own shame, he didn't notice the elevator stopping on one of the floors. However, it didn't take long for him to snap out of his trance and notice the aura of darkness that permeated the elevator cubicle. He swallowed. Andrew was standing next to him, looking very unfriendly. Unlike Levi, the company president was tall and austere - Eren admitted, he was scarier than the CEO.

– Good morning, mister Ackerman. 

Andrew Ackerman didn't answer, which led to an awkward silence, until the doors opened on the top floor and the president stopped in the doorway, turning his head to look at Levi's personal assistant. The brunet felt the hairs on the back of his neck bristle. Never in his life had he received such a hateful look. Have I done something?   

– I want you to stay away from my grandson. 

– I beg your pardon? What do you mean by that?

– I won’t repeat myself. 

So he left in the direction of Levi's office.

Eren just frowned, feeling his hands tremble slightly.

(...) 

The CEO had arrived at work earlier than usual, because Theo didn't have a lesson that cool Monday morning.

So the boy was drawing on a piece of paper, quiet and absorbed in his own world. Levi could very well hire a nanny, but he felt he could spend more time with his son and get to know him better. However, at that moment, his happiness at having his son with him was interrupted by the image of his grandfather, his face even more closed than usual, coming towards him. It was something he was used to, though. What he wasn't used to was seeing his assistant coming up behind him, slightly shrunken.

Irritation began to well up inside the CEO.

His grandfather could be an arsehole with him, but he wouldn't accept it if he went and disrupted the lives of people who had nothing to do with the mess that was his family relationship with the Ackerman patriarch. He clenched his jaw, completely irritated by the situation.

– Theo – he called, lowering himself to the height of his child – uncle Eren just got here, why don’t you speak to him? 

The child's face lit up and Theo ran out with a beautiful smile on his face. Andrew then went in and closed the glass door, watching his great-grandson interact with the personal assistant, who took Theo in his arms and hugged him. Levi tried not to let it get to him, but there was a very strong feeling in his own grandfather's eyes.

– What are you doing here, grandpa? 

– You know, Levi, you should be careful of certain inclinations – he said, just abruptly – what example are you giving to Theo? 

– What do you mean?

Levi narrowed his eyes, defensive. The CEO knew very well what his grandfather was talking about, but he wanted to find out how far his own relative would go. Andrew looked deep into his eyes, as if he could see his grandson's very soul. The youngest Ackerman couldn't help but swallow, still holding that inquisitive gaze.

– I ask you to straighten up – Andrew said, voice firm and accusatory – and there’s no point in hiding it, I know you very well. I thought all of this was left behind. Is that why you divorced Petra?

– I don’t know what you’re talking about. 

– You know very well what I’m talking about, don’t play dumb! – Andrew said in a louder voice, his impassive face gradually crumbling, giving way to fury.

– Why is my personal life so important to you?

It was a simple question, but one that carried all the suffering bottled up inside Levi. However, the CEO already imagined the answer. But what he wanted was what his imagination longed for: a loving and understanding family member. He couldn't get that, but he would try to give his son as much love and understanding as he could. He wouldn't let Theo be plunged into uncertainty and lack of affection, and he would accept him as he would be in the future.

– Levi, get a wife and forget about these - his face wrinkled in disgust - inclinations. I can't always clean up your mess. Do you think it was easy to scare off all those men in your youth?

The CEO's eyes widened.

His personal life had always been discreet. Too discreet. Every time he got involved with someone of the same sex, that person always disappeared just like that. Gradually, because he was still in the closet, he became less and less open to homosexual relationships. He always wanted to please his grandfather, but the desires of the flesh sometimes spoke louder than gratitude. Now he knew that Andrew had always been aware of this fact.

– What did you do? – he shouted. 

– Nothing that matters – Andrew shrugged – money always solves the problem. 

– You ain’t got no right! It’s my life! 

– You are my heir – he said, voice low and threatening – act like it, Levi. I didn’t raise you to be weak, to be a faggot – disgust was all of his being, in the meanwhile, he took off his pocket a card – here, go have fun and see what’s good. 

When he saw the contents of the object, Levi felt even angrier. He crumpled the carton in his hand, a mixture of feelings welling up inside him. His grandfather was a very nosy and cunning man, but he wasn't going to give in to someone else's desires. He wasn't going to “have fun” in a brothel, as his grandfather wanted. Now, more than ever, he felt the urge to contradict Andrew Ackerman.

(...) 

Eren didn't stay to listen to the conversation between grandfather and grandson.

Taking Theo in his arms, he made his way to the outside area where the other floor staff were, who soon appeared to pamper Theo. The boy, although a little shy, had an easy smile and talked to everyone around him. Eren smiled when he saw Sasha offer him a strawberry shortcake from the pantry.

– I can’t eat it on a weekday. 

– What, but why? It’s just a shortcake – Sasha said, pouting. 

– Dad says that sugar is not good for your health – the boy said, who was sitting on Connie’s chair. 

A chorus of people expressed the cuteness of the moment. 

– So cute! 

Said a woman. 

– Awn! I didn’t know mister Ackerman was so careful like that. 

Eren rolled his eyes, feeling a little calmer and, at the same time, superior for knowing that side of Levi before everyone else. And speaking of him, Levi had an almost indecipherable expression on his face, which was always impassive. However, having lived so close to the CEO, Eren knew there was irritation there when he saw that his frown was slightly wrinkled. All the assistant wanted at that moment was to hug him again. He didn't know when that would happen again - if ever. He didn't like seeing him like this, as if he were carrying the whole world on his back, he would have liked to share that weight. But, as always, he was a dreamer. It wasn't going to happen, even though his heart begged for some contact, no matter how small.

That hug came on like a drug.

He was addicted to his touch, his smell, his voice.

He was...

Oh, shit!

Accidentally in love.

Chapter Text

Levi apologized a thousand times to Eren before asking the favor.

The CEO had been called to an urgent investor meeting at another company and had no way of taking his son. For Eren, this would be a pleasant task. Theo was a curious and inquisitive child, but at the same time calm and easy to get along with. Everyone around him also liked the next heir to the Ackerman Corporation. So, with the redhead in his arms, Eren went down to the marketing and advertising floor to discuss a few things with Jean.

— Whose fucking child is this? Weren’t you gay? 

Eren rolled his eyes, putting the boy down, who made his way to a chair next to the horse-face.

— What is fucking? — Theo asked in all his innocence. 

The brunet had to hold back his laughter when he saw Jean completely slurring his words, all wrapped up in embarrassment and shame. Bending down next to Theo, Eren explained that some words could only be said by adults.

— Uncle Jean is an idiot — Eren said with a mischievous smile — he doesn’t think before he talks, he neighs just like a horse. 

— Daddy has a horse — Theo said, thoughtful — it has a long face like uncle Jean. 

At this, Eren laughed out loud, receiving a pair of middle fingers in his direction and a few murmurs. Theo, seeing the interaction between the two, started laughing too. Soon, his attention was diverted to a pad of colored paper. Seeing where the child's attention was, Eren gave him a pen and the boy began to draw. Taking advantage of this, the assistant sat down next to his colleague and the two began to work on editing the company's new video.

— I’m serious, whose child is this? — Jean whispered. 

— He’s Mister Ackerman’s child. 

Jean bulged his eyes. 

— Are you serious? 

— Why would I lie about it? 

Jean whistled. 

— Man, what a responsibility. 

Eren shrugged. In his mind, looking after Levi's son was no big deal. In fact, he even felt a little closer to the CEO this way, because Theo could get to know him better, beyond being an employee and a boss. Besides, Theo was good company to have around. He smiled fondly, watching the boy concentrate on his drawings.

That little boy deserved the world and, if Eren could, he would give it to him.

Jean cleared his throat, frowning as he realized how fondly Eren was looking at the boy.

— It’s not that bad — Eren said, out of the blue — caring about someone, actually. 

— Do you like this boy that much? 

— It’s a good child — he smiled. 

Jean smiled, a little bit baffled. 

— I never thought you were the paternal kind. 

— Well, neither did I. 

(...) 

Levi arrived at his company a little stressed.

It wasn't in his plans to go to an urgent meeting. One of the partners, an advertising entrepreneur, was throwing a tantrum because he wanted to be paid more than the rest of the investors had agreed. It wasn't an easy meeting. In his few years of life, he never thought he would witness an adult behaving like a child. He snorted, passing through the lobby and waiting for the elevators.

The day itself hadn't been easy, what with his grandfather revealing things he had no idea about. He knew that Andrew wasn't the most loving of grandparents, but he couldn't have imagined that he would intrude so much on his life. He was feeling betrayed and trapped, realizing that his life hadn't really been lived as it should have been due to external circumstances. Unfortunately, he couldn't just blame his grandfather for this. The CEO was also to blame for always keeping quiet about his relative's actions.

Andrew didn't have that right, he had been an adult for long enough to make his own decisions. Why had it taken him so long to realize it? Did he just get used to the constant unhappiness in his life? It seems that even pain becomes a comfort. He couldn't go back now, but he could move forward and make happen what he had lost in his youth. There was still time, lots of time! And what's more, there were people who would certainly support him in whatever he did.

The elevator opened its doors and Levi stepped in, distracted by looking at his schedule that Eren had sent him. No longer alone in his cubicle, he was startled to find his shoulder being squeezed by a crazy woman he called a friend.

— Hanji! 

— Distracted? — the brunette laughed, leaning at a support bar — I was already going to see you, I heard my lovely nephew is here. 

Levi massaged the front of his forehead as he remembered this. That was another problem of the day; not his son himself, far from it, but who his son would be staying with since there was no school that day. He had hoped to stay at the company all day so that he could keep an eye on the child, but unfortunately that didn't happen. It wasn't his assistant's job to look after his son, but he couldn't take him with him into the midst of so many money-hungry wolves. He should thank Eren and pay him extra for it.

— Theo didn’t have classes today — he said — that messed me up so much. Eren is with him, poor guy — Levi sighed — he already has so much on his back from work. 

— Oh, I bet my wonderful brunet doesn’t care as much as you think. 

Then the elevator doors opened and a scene caught the attention of the couple of friends. Theo was wearing a cape improvised from a cloth from the pantry, imitating a superhero. Eren was holding the little boy in his arms, moving him around as if he were flying. Theo laughed and the others around him smiled.

Levi, on the other hand, had his heart squeezed, but not in a bad way.

It was just some feeling that had been filled at that moment with that scene. One, two, three wrong beats of his heart. That tachycardia that, if it picked up speed, could be heard by everyone around him.

— And Superman comes to save the city — Eren acted, putting the boy on the floor — and the villain is defeated! 

So Theo pretended to defeat Eren with his heat vision and the personal assistant, with all possible drama, fell to the ground. Sasha and Connie laughed, as did the other employees present. Hanji watched everything, including his best friend looking smitten. The brunette smiled.

— You know, Levi — she whispered just for the CEO, who diverted his attention to the woman — happiness, sometimes, is right in front of us. 

Levi, at that moment, was pretty sure of that. 

— I know. 

(...) 

— Daddy! 

Eren's eyes widened when he saw his boss standing there, watching everything with Hanji by his side. His face red with embarrassment, he stood up, watching as Theo ran into his father's arms, who grabbed him in a tight embrace. The assistant already knew how Levi was with his son, but everyone around was surprised to see the humanity present in the CEO of the Ackerman Corporation.

Shame was replaced by warmth in his chest and he couldn't resist smiling.

— I didn’t know Mister Ackerman was like that — Sasha whispered after Levi left the place to his office. 

— He’s so much more than we see — the brunet said. 

Connie arched one of his eyebrows. 

— That’s gay… 

Eren swallowed back a laugh, rolled his eyes at his colleague and headed off to his work. When he arrived at his desk, he found Levi and Theo engaged in a conversation with Hanji. He smiled and went back to concentrating on his work as an assistant. He was putting together a spreadsheet when the head of HR said goodbye, leaving only the little family in the office. Theo seemed excited to tell his father about his day and, as a result, brought his father, pulled by his hands, to meet Eren.

The brunet was still a little conflicted about his own revelation that he had fallen completely for his boss. Ah, man, he can't be that handsome in front of me, my poor heart can't take it anymore. He swallowed, feeling his face heat up once again for no reason. Well, not exactly for no reason, but the combination of the man's beauty and the confirmation that he was in love was just fuel for his insides to catch fire.

— Isn’t it, uncle Eren? 

— Pardon? 

— We played Superman! And before I drew — Theo pointed to the paper over the assistant’s desk — here, you see? I did it! 

Eren hadn't yet stopped to look at the drawing on the paper, but what he saw made his eyes widen. There were four people drawn and, from the color of their eyes, the assistant had an idea of who they were. Levi took the drawing in hand, arching his eyebrow in surprise and inquiry. The assistant kept quiet, so as not to show his own nervousness.

— And who are these people? 

Theo's face lit up brighter than a Christmas tree and his lopsided grin could well be seen from miles away.

— This is mommy — he pointed to the doodle with a dress and brown eyes — this is me, and that’s you, daddy, holding me — he pointed right then to the assistant, who widened his eyes — and that’s uncle Eren, holding your hands. I can have two daddies, can’t I? Uncle Eren would be a good dad, wouldn’t he, daddy? 

Eren could have sworn he was going to burst into flames at that moment.

Levi just smiled, stroking his son's head.

— Yes, he would be, Theo. 

The child smiled, hugging his father's leg and putting on his best pouty face.

— So, uncle Eren can go to our home to have dinner with us? — Theo jumped out of excitement — If he can be a daddy, we’ve got to have dinner together, just like you and mommy did yesterday! 

Both Levi and Eren's eyes widened.

A slight moment of silence ensued, until the CEO cleared his throat.

— Why don’t you ask Eren if he wants to do this? 

— Do you want to have dinner with us? 

Eren looked away, a little lost for words.

— Oh, I…

— You can say no, if you want. 

— Oh, it’s not that, Levi, ah, sir Ackerman — he coughed to cover his embarrassment — I don’t want to bother. 

Eren was being honest, he didn't really want to bother him, because, despite being in love, Levi was still his boss and the assistant had no idea if that hug shared on his birthday meant anything, he'd rather not risk it at that moment. However, he was taken by surprise.

— You would never bother, Eren — the CEO’s expressions were smooth. 

Eren smiled, a little shy. 

— Okay, then. 

— Yup! — Theo exclaimed, smiling. 

— We have to set a day. 

Theo frowned. 

— No! I want today! — Theo stomped his foot on the floor, putting all his frustration in display. 

— Theo, I won’t have time to prepare anything — the CEO said, holding the boy in his arms — do you want Eren to have an empty stomach? 

— No — he pouted, not convinced — but we can ask for pizza! Pizza night! Please, daddy, please! 

Levi sighed, defeated. 

— Are you free tonight? 

(...) 

Never in his life would he have imagined bringing an employee into his own home.

But there he was, with Theo in the back seat in his car seat and Eren in the passenger seat heading home. He couldn't say he was completely fine with it. No, if he did, he'd be lying. In fact, he was nervous. Nervous like a teenager on his first date. As usual, Levi didn't let his emotions show that much. So he preferred to pretend to be normal about the situation.

— I didn’t even have time to thank you for today — he said, after a while, focusing on the road. 

— Ah, you don’t need to, sir Ackerman, Theo’s a good kid. 

— You don’t need to be this formal, Eren — Levi laughed. 

— Force of habit — the brunet retorted, smiling. 

— Well, we’re not in the company, and I would like to think that we are also friends outside of it. 

— For sure! — Eren was quick in responding. 

— Just friends? — Theo asked out of the blue, getting upset — Aren’t you boyfriends? 

— Theo — Levi scolded. 

The redhead shrugged. 

— Date my daddy, uncle Eren — the boy seemed to think — so I can spend more time with you. 

— This is not how it works, Theo — Levi laughed, as Eren accompanied him laughing too. 

Despite the embarrassment, the atmosphere seemed light and free for everyone to be whatever they wanted. Levi eyed Eren, finding it adorable how the brunet tried to disguise the large elephant present. The CEO could feel an almost uncontrollable urge to stop the car and kiss him right there, regardless of the traffic or even his son.

— And how does it work? 

Eren decided to answer, saving Theo’s dad from that moment. 

— Two people have to decide about it, Theo, not just one — Eren said, looking back — you have to talk, you have to caress the person, you have to ask them, and the people have to like each other too… 

— Hm — the boy narrowed his eyes, he resembled his father’s scowl — do you like my daddy? 

Eren choked on his own saliva. Levi, on the other hand, watched Eren's reaction and thought it was funny. The CEO knew very well that Eren had feelings for him, a drunk wouldn't lie, there were no conditions for it. In this, he was confident that, at least, the liking was reciprocated. She just hadn't expected the brunet to admit it at that moment, in a low whisper. He opened his eyes wide, feeling his heart race.

— And you, daddy? 

Levi swallowed, taking the opportunity to stop the car at a red light. This time he could see Eren, who was trying to cover his face with strands of his hair. Suddenly, the nervousness was gone and calmness settled in his heart. The certainty that his answer was the same and he would plunge headlong into it, as far as the tide would take him.

— Me too, Theo. 

Eren turned his head in the CEO's direction, surprised. However, Levi smiled and tucked a brunet lock of hair behind his assistant's ear. Like dejà vu, the CEO remembered the first time Eren got into his car and how he had almost succumbed to his desires at that moment. At that moment, it wasn't raining, but there was the light from the traffic light illuminating Eren's face and making his green eyes even brighter.

The light opened and Levi drove on.

Through the rearview mirror, he saw his son playing with his little hands.

Thank you, Theo. 

(...) 

When they arrived, Levi immediately turned to the food app on his cell phone.

Theo rushed through the door and Eren was stunned by the size of the apartment. It wasn't really an apartment, Eren realized, it was a penthouse - basically the highest place in a building and as big as a mansion, even with stairs to another level above. The assistant didn't know he'd be able to see so much wealth, especially considering he was the son of a doctor.

Right in the living room, there was a large transparent glass window and a balcony that overlooked the entire city, including the sea. Half hypnotized, he went out onto the balcony and began to observe the small points of light on the sea. The breeze calmed him down, even though his heart was beating so hard in his chest.

Hearing Levi's words made him feel more confident about himself and the situation in front of him. Of course, it could just be the friend's kind of liking, but it was already a step towards silencing the whispers that insisted on coming out of his heart. His heart cried out for that man.

Obviously, he had liked other people before. However, due to his condition, he had never gone deeper into any relationship out of fear; fear of being hurt, broken, abandoned. Yes, he advocated for his own, he always would, but he couldn't ignore his own anxieties and insecurities due to his deafness. It was difficult, despite hearing with the help of a hearing aid, to be chosen by anyone.

— Do you like the view? 

Eren shivered as he heard the deep and husky voice from the CEO. 

— Yes — he smiled — I like the sea. 

Levi watched him with affection, gradually moving closer until his shoulder was resting on Eren's arm. This way, the assistant could smell the CEO's perfume more strongly. He was comfortable and, for the first time that night, his heartbeat stabilized.

— Good to know, Eren — Levi said — and what else do you like? 

Eren closed his eyes, feeling the breeze mess with his hair. 

— A cloudy sky — he whispered — a rainy day… What about you? 

The CEO smiled, taking advantage of the fact that his assistant's hands were resting on the balcony parapet to intertwine his little finger with his.

— I like walking through a park, I like admiring this endless sea in the morning — Levi answered, squeezing Eren’s little finger with his — I like the green color. 

Eren smiled and he was about to ask something more. 

However, they were interrupted by the euphoric child running around the room, happy that the intercom had rung to announce the arrival of the pizza. They both laughed, finding the boy's excitement about eating funny.

(...) 

Dinner time was fun.

Levi didn't skimp and was generous with the amount of pizzas and flavors. He discovered that Eren had a voracious appetite, bordering on insatiable, and wondered where so much food was going, since the younger man seemed fit enough. He shrugged, discovering that he liked this gluttonous side of his assistant. In fact, it would be to his advantage, as he would know where to take him when they went out together.

He blinked slowly.

He was already making plans…

He had to admit, he was completely smitten with the green-eyed brunet. In fact, He'd already admitted that a long time ago. However, he had to have the courage to face everything if he wanted to enjoy his life. Unfortunately, his grandfather's words from earlier that day were still running through his head - but that wasn't going to stop him. He was too in love with that person to interrupt what would probably be one of the most beautiful experiences of his life.

— Uncle Eren, is it true that you speak another language?

Levi watched his assistant arched one of his eyebrows, caught by the child’s attention. 

— Oh, yes — he scratched beside his head — it is called sign language. 

Theo jumped out of his chair, going to Eren, who stroked his head. 

— Daddy’s learning — he pointed to Levi, who was about to bury himself right in that floor — he even learned some things, isn’t it, daddy? I want to learn too! 

— Yes, my son — Levi replied, tired and ashamed of being, one more time, exposed by his son — do you care about teaching something to him right now? 

Eren smiled, shaking his head. 

— Not at all — he shrugged — just show me what you know first. 

Levi discreetly widened his eyes. Shame took over his being because, although he was really learning, he hadn't yet put it into practice with someone who really knew the language. The CEO only knew very basic things, related to interpersonal knowledge questions.

So he made the signs for asking the other person's name, which basically consisted of putting his fingers together as if to make a two and dragging them to the side, and for asking about deafness, which consisted of his index finger pointing at the person and then the same finger pointing at his ear and mouth.

Eren looked surprised and, to the CEO's immense surprise, proud.

Theo laughed excitedly.

— That’s so cool! Uncle Eren, teach me too! 

— You’re going well, Levi — Eren answered before turning to the child — what do you wanna learn, Theo? 

Theo’s greyish blue eyes sparkled. 

— How do you say: I love you? 

That caught the attention of the CEO, who stared at the brunet's explanation, completely at a loss to learn how to say that phrase too. He swallowed. It seemed so... intimate. Something warm seized his chest, so strong that he even had to rub the back of his hand over the cavity guarding his heart - which wasn't that calm.

So this is what it's like when you fall in love?

At the same time, he felt comfortable there, in that little family that he hadn't even realized was a family.

— You can do it like this — Eren explained, making three hand gestures — or like that, it’s easier. 

The last gesture was well known in the rock world, and Levi was surprised to learn it. Like love, the gesture was easy to make. A smile threatened to appear on the CEO's face at the scene of his son imitating the signs. And that smile appeared when Eren lifted his head and looked at Levi, with a serene and happy expression on his face.

Maybe fighting my grandfather isn't so bad…

…

Levi didn't want to be away from his assistant.

However, the next day was still work and Theo had to go to nursery. So they were all in the car on the way to Eren's house, who was in the passenger seat texting on his cell phone. Through the rearview mirror, Levi saw that his son was asleep in his car seat and looked as if he wasn't going to wake up for anything, tired from his day full of fun.

He smiled.

— He’s sleeping — he said, stopping at the red light. 

Looking up, the CEO realized, by the sign, that they were getting closer to the beach. 

— He did a lot, today — Eren said in a hushed tone of voice. 

— Thanks to you — Levi retorted. 

— Oh, that’s nothing — the assistant seemed shy — Theos is a good boy. 

— I know — he smiled — I hope one day he can forgive me. 

Eren frowned, confused. 

— Forgiving you for what? 

— I wasn’t a good father for a while, Erem — he confessed — I try to be a good one now. I spend a lot of my time in the company, away from my family. I wasn’t a good father nor a good husband. 

Eren’s expressions softened in empathy as the signal opened. 

— I’m pretty sure he will remember the good things — he said — and you can always redeem yourself, no matter who you’re with. Forgiving is part of this, including forgiving yourself. 

Levi smiled, shaking his head. 

He put his foot on the accelerator and turned left, heading towards the beach.

— Sometimes I forget how young you are. 

Eren shrugged, smiling. 

— Can I go to a place before? Are you in a rush to go home? 

— It’s fine — Eren agreed — no rush at all. Where are we going? 

— To the beach. 

… 

That was Levi's favorite spot.

From there, he could see all the lights of the city and, at the same time, the immensity of the ocean in front of him. It was a bit chilly at that time, but nothing unhealthy that they couldn't bear. He looked back for a moment, just to check that Theo was still asleep in the car.

Turning his gaze to Eren, he found him basking in the sea breeze on his face. Just like in his apartment, he found the scene very beautiful and kept the image locked away in his mind. Unable to resist, he intertwined his little finger with the other man's, who showed no resistance.

There was a moment of silence as Levi and Eren watched the waves break on the sand. There, the CEO's heart was in absolute peace. Nothing could be more perfect than that moment; with the lights of the city in the background, the sound of the waves coming and going, the sea breeze kissing the skin of everyone present...and the contact of skin through fingers.

— Can you be honest with me? — Eren asked. 

— You have no doubts about it, brat. 

Eren laughed, closing his eyes again. 

— What do you want from me, Levi? — he turned to Levi, with the courage of watching him intensely. 

— What do you think? 

— I don’t know — he honestly answered — but I know what I want. I’m pretty sure you remember what happened at my birthday party. I wasn’t lying. 

— I know you weren't — Levi smiled and intertwined all of his assistant’s fingers with his and, with his free hand, caressed Eren’s face — and like I said in the car, I like you. I’m gonna be honest with you just like you asked and I’m gonna confess that I’m afraid, Eren. 

The assistant held the hand with all the fingers intertwined, in a comfort gesture. 

— What are you afraid of, Levi? 

— Of being free.

Eren closed his eyes at the caress on his face and moved closer to the CEO, finding the height difference at that moment funny. Levi, however, watched in amazement, like a teenager falling in love for the first time in his life. To top it all off, a drizzle fell from the sky. Nobody seemed to mind.

Everything seemed to fall silent for Levi.

— Be free with me then. Can you let me? You don’t mind that I’m younger? Of me being your assistant? 

Levi shook his head negatively. 

Nothing else mattered at that moment. Nothing at all.

He intensified his caress on the other person's cheek and moved closer, to the point where they could feel each other's breathing. Caged in Eren's arms, he felt free. So free that he didn't care anymore and found the other man's lips on his, feeling them so warm as they touched. Slowly, their mouths opened to give way to a deeper kiss, their tongues getting to know each other shyly.

Sometimes he wondered how a bird felt when it was flying.

That kiss seemed to be an answer to that. Butterflies in his stomach, goose bumps on the back of his neck and the certainty that he was in the right place - in that man's warm embrace. In the background, the waves were still breaking and the fine rain was slowly passing. The seconds were ticking away and neither of them seemed to want to get out of the tight spot.

But they were still human.

With several chaste seals, they tried to end the kiss, which soon turned into a comfortable embrace. Levi, for the first time, liked being short, because that way he could hear Eren's strong, fast beats. He smiled and pulled him even tighter into his arms.

— Teach me about freedom, Eren. 

— With all the pleasure, Levi. 

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The sea breeze, fresh and balmy, warmed the couple as they cuddled together watching the waves break on the sand. Everything was calm and peaceful, with Levi being hugged from behind by Eren. He couldn't ask for anything better than that, being appreciated by that arm so, so warm that only the young assistant could give it. He felt goosebumps as Eren kissed the curve between his neck and shoulder.

He closed his eyes.

The breeze was a little stronger now, as if trying to compete with Eren's kisses on his skin.

When have I ever felt like this in my entire life?

— What are you thinking about? — Eren asked in a hush tone of voice. 

— About my feelings — he confessed. 

— Are they good feelings? 

Levi giggled. 

— They’re great — he said — it’s just that I never had the opportunity to feel this way. 

Eren held him even tighter in his arms. 

— What can I say? I feel privileged now. 

The CEO turned around, still trapped in the brunet's arms, to get a better look at those green, loving eyes. They now seemed so clear that not even the darkness of the night could extinguish the brilliance of those orbs full of life. When had he ever been watched with such affection? He stroked the other person's cheek and, on tiptoe, planted a kiss on his plump lips.

— You’re my first boyfriend. 

Eren widened his eyes. 

— Are you…are you asking me to be your date? 

Levi rolled his eyes. 

— Isn’t that obvious? Do you wanna date me, Eren Jaeger? 

Eren smiled widely, to the point where his smile reached his eyes. 

— Well, if you ask me like that, I do wanna date you, Levi Ackerman. 

(...) 

They lost track of the time.

Eren, however, would have liked to stay a little longer in the company of his boyfriend. He laughed internally. It was so strange to call someone a boyfriend when he'd never had one. Obviously, he'd had his share of involvements with other people, but nothing that went that deep. He knew now that he was completely in love with Levi Ackerman, and that he would do everything possible to make the relationship work.

There were some questions in his mind, because although he was completely smitten with the CEO, he knew it wouldn't be easy to sustain this relationship knowing that Levi's grandfather wanted him away from his grandson. Besides, he was his boss - he wouldn't want people jumping to conclusions about his own character, or Levi's either. Because of this, as soon as the businessman parked in front of his house, the younger man couldn't resist asking.

— Levi, what do we do now? 

The CEO seemed to understand the question right away as he raised his eyebrows in surprise and sighed. It was a pertinent question and one that should be answered, so there wouldn't be any doubts between the two of them. Turning off the car for a moment, Levi took off his seatbelt and approached Eren, stroking his cheek.

— I’m so in love with you to let all of this behind — Levi said and Eren smiled affectionately — but I know what our relationship implies, not only to my grandpa, but some other people. Maybe, we should be discreet, for now. Is that okay with you? 

Eren closed his eyes.

It was obvious that he would like to show his boyfriend to the world, but all the factors were against him at that moment. The assistant also had his fears and insecurities, and would like to grow in life on his own terms, without anyone questioning his worth as a person and an employee. They could, at that moment, prepare the ground to consolidate that relationship, nobody needed to know - even more so because it was so recent, the ties were still loose and they needed to get to know each other better.

— Yeah — he answered — I just don’t want to hide it forever. 

— We won’t — Levi kissed him — I promise you that. 

In the background, without either of them realizing it, Theo smiled in a state between consciousness and sleep.

(...) 

The next day, while he was getting ready and getting Theo ready for school, his mind kept replaying the scenes from the day before. He couldn't control the smile on his face every time he thought of Eren's warm embrace, those lips so soft and comfortable against his, as if they had been born to fit together. His heart raced with every image that dared to cross his mind.

— Is daddy happy? — Theo asked while Levi brushed his red strands of hair. 

— So happy, Theo — Levi answered with honesty.

The child just smiled that lopsided smile and Levi couldn't resist hugging him, with moderate strength. He didn't know what his life would be like without that child by his side, so innocent and observant at the same time. If it hadn't been for Theo's little push, Levi would have taken even longer to advance into the unknown. Theo laughed in his arms.

— Daddy is really happy! Is this because of uncle Eren? 

Levi's eyes widened and he turned away to face the child. How could such a small being know so much about an adult's emotions? Was his crush on the brunet so obvious? He laughed in disbelief.

— Let’s say yes. 

The ginger’s eyes sparkled. 

— Theo also likes uncle Eren, he is cool and has a warm hug! 

— It is really warm, son. 

— When will he come again? 

— Well, I can find a day, what do you think?

— Yes! — the child jumped out of his seat. 

Levi smiled affectionately. 

Don’t worry, Theo, if it depends on me, he will always be by our side. 

(...) 

He didn't think Mikasa would be so vigilant.

As soon as he got home, he thought he was completely free of questions. He just went to sleep peacefully and with a beautiful smile on his face, given the previous events. However, the next day, as soon as he came downstairs, his sister was already in the kitchen, sitting on a chair at the island and staring at him, completely suspicious.

Eren let out a sigh of exasperation.

He already knew that he could hide nothing from his sister, who was more like an eagle circling its prey. As soon as he sat down, the questions began. The assistant was tired, he had to admit, he had arrived too late to get a full night's sleep. But he was happy nonetheless. That is, until Mikasa started her interrogation.

— Won’t you stop? — he groaned — I’m an adult! Should I explain everything that I do for you? Not even mom does that, have a little shame! 

— It’s not that, what if you get hurt? 

— Mikasa, I don’t mean to be rude, but that’s my problem. 

His sister looked away.

— I don’t want you to get hurt like before. 

Eren watched her with affection, coming closer to stroke her hair. He knew what she was talking about, many people had rejected him because of his condition, even though he could hear clearly with his hearing aid, some people thought it might be too much of a burden for them. For this reason, and other internal issues, he never really dated. He never really took it to heart, but that doesn't mean he didn't suffer as a teenager because of it. As an adult, he didn't care anymore, he knew his worth as a person and wouldn't lower himself just to have a boyfriend. Levi, however, was not just anyone and didn't seem to care about his deafness. In fact, he seemed to want to learn more about his world.

— Mikasa, I’m not a child anymore — he said — and the person I’m with doesn’t care if I’m deaf or not. I feel…free. 

— Okay, can you let me know who they are? 

Eren laughed. 

— I can tell when everything is more settled, I promise. 

— Hum. But, if he hurts you, you know! 

The brunet rolled his eyes, kissing his sister’s forehead. 

— Don’t worry. 

(...) 

Although he complained about the noise and mess Hanji was making at the moment, he was happy to see her so elated.

After dropping Theo off at the nursery, he went to the company. Right away, as if the world were complicit in the events in his life, Hanji appeared. Even he couldn't resist smiling - which came as a complete surprise to Hanji. He was surprised by his friend's good mood, but soon took advantage of it to pull him onto his floor and start gossiping

— Did something happen to you for you to have this silly smile on your face? 

— Is that obvious? 

Well, he should be, if even Theo noticed that something had changed in his father's mood. It made him wonder if all the time his face was stuck in a frown...he frowned. Am I that boring? Oh, fuck it . He was happy and he was going to show it! He didn't have to tell God and the world why he was happy.

— It’s rare for you to smile, I just saw you like that when Theo was born. Not even when you got married I saw you like that. 

— I didn’t exactly get married for love, Hanji. 

— Ah, that I know — she said — so, does that little smile have something to do with a certain brunet with bright green eyes? 

— Yes — he whispered — we’re dating. 

Hanji opened her eyes wide, suddenly jumping up and hugging the CEO, who just went with the flow that time, as he was in a state of ecstasy at that moment. Never in his life would he have imagined that he could date someone as sensational, as extraordinary as Eren. He felt like the luckiest man in the world. If he could, he would give the brunet the whole galaxy. Anything he gave him wouldn't be enough to show how much he loved him.

— What? Oh my god! I thought this day would never come — she shouted — How was it? Oh my god, how romantic! Someone should write a fanfic about this! 

Levi rolled his eyes, laughing. 

He then went on to tell everything to Hanji, who listened incredibly quietly, with occasional outbursts of euphoria when she heard certain parts of the previous day's events. The CEO, on the other hand, was pleased to see his friend so happy with his own happiness. He knew that, with her, he would never be helpless, no matter what choices he made.

— And then we kissed. 

— Oh! Levi! I’m so happy for you, grumpy shortie! — she held Levi’s hand — You don’t know how relieved I am that you’re getting on with your life. 

— Little by little, Hanji — he sighed — not totally. I’m not ready for my grandpa to find this out, I also don’t want that something that has just begun to end. I don’t want Andrew around Eren, not even for a moment, I don’t know what he is capable of if he finds out.

Hanji smiled empathetically. 

— In your time — she said — but don’t extend this too much, Eren does not deserve it. When it’s the right time, show yourselves to the world. 

— Don’t worry, the world will know someday that he is mine. 

Hanji howled, laughing at the same time. 

— Just like a romantic cliché, all possessive. 

— What can I do? I’m ambitious. 

…

When he arrived at his office, Eren was already there, too focused on his computer to notice Levi. Maybe he doesn't have it on, Levi thought. He stood in the doorway for a while, watching the younger man work, recording in his mind all the micro-expressions the other man made, like a frown, an arch of the eyebrow, a frown, the movement of his mouth as he read a document. So beautiful... But it was time to really get down to business.

He entered the room, standing in front of Eren, waving his hands because he didn't know if the brunet was listening at that moment. His method worked, and soon Eren cracked a huge smile and stood up. In fact, he wasn't listening, as his finger went to the button on his device. His face was slightly flushed.

 Levi, a man as impassive as he was, found the brunet's shyness cute at that moment. So, making sure no one was going to show, he kissed him vigorously. He made a point of slowly savoring the mouth that was now his. Deepening that kiss, he stood on his tiptoes so that he could grab hold of someone else's neck. Eren, on the other hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, as happy as Levi was to receive that good morning kiss.

The kiss gradually stopped, interspersed with several kisses in between. When their breath was finally gone, they leaned their foreheads against each other, breathing heavily. Levi smiled openly, happiness radiating from every pore of his milky skin.

— Good morning, Eren. 

— Good morning, Mr. Ackerman. 

Still clinging to each other, Levi went into his boss mode.

— Do I have a busy schedule today? 

— No, but you have important meetings today. 

— And what would they be? 

— A meeting with the Princeton High Tech CEO, one with your lawyer and another one with your grandfather. Actually, the meeting with your grandfather will be about some investors in other areas. 

— Did he call you? 

— Oh, no — Eren laughed — I wouldn’t be so calm, it was his personal assistant. 

With one more kiss, Levi stepped away. 

— I don’t think I can have lunch with you today. 

— It’s okay, we can have it another day. 

Levi sighed. The urge to cancel everything and spend the day with his boyfriend. But duty called.

— See you soon, brat. 

(...) 

He'd be lying if he said he didn't want to have lunch with Levi. However, he spent lunchtime with his friends, Sasha, Connie and Annie. It was a nice bit of time that made him forget his longing for a while. When he returned to his office, Levi was no longer physically present. But on his desk was a tray with a thermos of coffee and a white chocolate cupcake. Underneath the tray, there was a note, which was soon picked up by Eren, who was surprised by the whole thing.

"Coffee with Ethiopian beans and a muffin. I didn't go for the coffee like you did, but I feel obliged to repay you for everything you've done for this coffee. Know that I've been a real jerk. However, this coffee is now my favorite. That said, do you want to go out with me this weekend?"

Eren laughed, putting the paper in his pocket.

But of course he would!

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There was less than a day to go until their date. 

Eren had to admit, he was nervous. Firstly, because Levi hadn't told him all about the route they were going to take, he only knew that they were going to spend the whole of Saturday together. Secondly, he didn't know what he was going to wear. The weather had cooled down considerably in the city, so at least he knew he would have to dress accordingly. He was too anxious to be left in the dark, but he trusted Levi. He knew that, between the messages exchanged between the two of them, he shouldn't worry about dressing up for a fancy place.

He sighed, settling back in his chair.

This was not the time to dwell on the future, he needed to remain professional, because in a few moments Levi would be calling him in for another joint meeting. Eren even tried to refuse, but the CEO wouldn't take no for an answer, because even though they were boyfriends, Levi was still his boss and would like his contribution to the company. In his words, if Eren wasn't good, he wouldn't even call him to give him his coffee.

Eren laughed.

How could I get involved with such an arrogant hottie?

He shook his head in denial, returning to his work on the computer. He decided to distract himself by making yet another of the countless Excel spreadsheets that involved all the CEO's week's activities. None could pass, as Levi depended on these meetings as proof of his competence. After all, that was the job of a CEO. Between papers, lines and words, he didn't see Levi coming, who stopped to admire him for a moment.

— Are you ready? — Levi asked out of the blue, scaring the brunet who visibly shivered. 

Eren put his hand on his heart. 

— You know, my heart can be young, but I don’t want to risk it — he said, flustered by his own reaction. 

Levi smirked, approaching at a slow pace. The assistant swallowed, being engulfed by the sensual aura of his now boyfriend. His mature yet youthful appearance made Eren's legs shake with desire. He was grateful to be sitting down when he felt the other man's lips hit his, with such apparent confidence and strength that it made the brunet sigh heavily. Eren held the hand that clasped his neck for support. When he felt Levi's tongue invade his mouth, he couldn't resist whimpering at the momentary pleasure he felt. His breathing was heavy and all he wanted was a moment alone with his boyfriend.

— Levi — Eren whispered, trying to get out of the trance caused by the kiss. 

However, this only fueled the older man, who intensified the kiss. Ah, Eren still wanted to find out how far that man would go. Now was not the time, though. So, with a lot of sacrifice and a bite on the other man's lower lip as a promise, Eren walked away, quickly glancing around to make sure no one was snooping. Levi cleared his throat, smiling and straightening his tie.

— I missed you. 

Eren chuckled. 

— I could tell — he said — I can’t say I didn’t like it, though. 

— My ego, for sure, appreciates it. 

— I’m happy that I have such capacity. 

— You have no idea — the CEO smiled — and then? Are you ready? 

The assistant stood up from his chair, picking up a notebook in which he was jotting down important things. He was actually a little nervous. He remembered the last meeting he had attended, when Mr. Pigden had mocked his status and his opinion. This time, he wasn't going to let the reaction he had at the time take over. He wasn't just going to keep quiet. If he had to face coyotes, he would become a wolf.

— More than ready. 

Levi smiled, taking the opportunity to kiss his tanned cheek.

— I like you like that. 

(...) 

When he entered the meeting room, Levi wasn't surprised to see more low-ranking employees than sector directors.

In fact, ordinary employees would be the key to the meeting's theme. He knew, however, that most of the directors would not be very sympathetic to the idea. In short, the meeting would discuss what could be done to improve the lives of Ackerman Corporation employees. The CEO, in much of his research, had discovered that in order to increase staff productivity, rest areas were indicated. Unfortunately, this required money and many of the directors cared more about profits than the physical and mental health of their subordinates. He sighed, already knowing that the meeting might not go where he wanted. Not only would Eren be present at that moment, but so would his colleagues scattered around the company.

Obviously, only the best employees were called in, as the human resources meeting room wasn't big enough for more people. Levi entered, followed by Eren, who soon sat down next to him, while the CEO sat on the edge, with a privileged view of everyone present. Unfortunately, the marketing director was also present - the notorious Mr. Pigden.

— Good afternoon! — he caught the papers that were leaning on the table — I think you're aware of the issue from the paperwork you have in your hands. If it's not clear, I'd like to start by proposing that the employees can have their opinions heard, since the topic on the agenda concerns them.

— Very well — Hanji said — the employees here are the best and most productive in the company. We'd like to hear from you: what can you do to improve your productivity even more? Also, what can we do to improve your health in general?

A few employees raised their hands and, one at a time, explained what could be done. However, it was with Eren that the meeting started to go off the rails. Not his fault, but the arrogance of some of the directors present, who couldn't swallow the confidence of their subordinates.

— I think it’s fine starting with this — he pointed to everyone — listening to your employees. It is a good start and shows that we are respected in this company. With regard to my suggestion, I recommend that you invest in a space where we can relax, so that we can return to work with a lighter mind — said the brunet. 

Levi could only feel proud at that moment to have such a dedicated employee as Eren. As for his boyfriend, well, he might as well have been blowing kisses all over his face at that moment. He was about to agree with the assistant when Mr. Pigden spoke first.

— Don't you think you're getting too much shade and fresh water? What would the company get out of it? They're just employees.

Eren smiled, fakely. 

— I don't believe that claims are about shade and fresh water, Mr. Director — he said, trying to show all his false sympathy — and to answer your question, the company would gain a more productive employee. 

Levi just watched the altercation.

— Is that all you have to offer? Don’t you think it is too much of all the privileges you have concerning your condition? 

Eren couldn't resist laughing in disbelief.

— I think all the other employees present have given their valuable ideas, Mr. Pigden. I gave mine. And no, I don't have any privileges, they're just my rights — he shrugged, staring into the old man's jocular eyes — but since you want to talk about privileges, why don't you tell your colleagues about the slight extra thousand in your salary?

Pigden's eyes widened as the others looked at him inquisitively.

— I don’t know what you’re talking about. 

— I don’t know if it passed through your head the fact that I’m Mr. Ackerman’s personal assistant  — Eren smiled — the payroll also goes through me, Mr. Pigden. Next time we are in a meeting, I suggest that you treat me with some respect — he threatened — and if you have some problem with me, that we take it outside. I won’t tolerate any more disrespect from you. 

— Who do you think you are? — he shouted, all flushed. 

— Mr. Pigden — Levi said in a warning tone — I suggest that you keep your temper in check. Given the altered moods at this moment, I declare the meeting adjourned.

The CEO sighed, he didn't know there were so many children in such old adults. Slowly, everyone left the meeting room except Eren and Hanji. He was tired, but nevertheless proud of his brat for not belittling himself this time. Discreetly, he took his hand and squeezed it.

— You did well, brat. 

(...) 

It was Saturday and the day of the meeting with Levi.

And Eren was nervous. They would be truly alone, without the presence of staff or even Theo, who would be with his mother. So the brunet didn't know what to expect or how to behave. Perhaps he was thinking too much. It was just a simple get-together, they were going to get to know each other better. That was a good thing! But his anxious brain wouldn't even let him choose a decent outfit.

— Argh! — he messed with his hair — Why is it so hard?

— You got a problem, my love? 

— Oh, mom! 

Carla had entered his room, leaning against the doorframe, staring at him with a smile on her face. Oh, how he loved that woman! It seemed like something divine that she had only just appeared. Incredibly, unlike Mikasa, she wasn't overprotective and he knew he could count on her for help. His mother had never meddled in his relationships - it's not as if he'd had one so far, but he'd had his share of dates.

— You’re going out? 

— I have a date in a little while — he decided to be honest. 

Carla arched an eyebrow. 

— Hm… is it with that guy from your company? 

— Yeah… 

— You've got yourself a good one, huh? Mom taught you well.

Eren laughed. 

— We’re just getting to know each other better. 

— Oh, yeah — she smiled — use a condom. 

— Mom! 

— What? I was young someday. Are you sleeping here today? 

— I don’t know — he whispered. 

— You seeing? Your mom knows better. Send us a message, otherwise Mikasa will go nuts. 

— If you can, don’t tell her, please. 

— My mouth is a tomb — she laughed — have fun, baby — she got in the room to open the closet — I would, if I was you, with these clothes. 

After throwing the pieces on the bed, Carla got out. 

— You are the best, mom! 

… 

After looking in the mirror for the hundredth time, Eren went downstairs.

He was dressed in blue pants made of fine fabric, a white button-down shirt and shoes of the same color. The pants were a little tight, but that wasn't a fault, as his ass stood out. He put on his best perfume and tried, unsuccessfully, to keep his hair tidy, but his brown strands had a life of their own and were unruly. All in all, he looked beautiful.

He found his parents watching something on television, but they quickly turned their faces to welcome their son.

— You’re rocking, boy. 

Eren laughed at his father's cheesiness.

— Can’t you be older, Grisha? — Carla muttered. 

The doctor shrugged, rolling his eyes. 

— Hold it, you married me. 

The brunet would have liked to see the argument unfold, but a honk drew everyone's attention. Eren's heart began to beat even faster; his boyfriend had finally arrived. He took a deep breath, trying to recover from his nervousness. He said goodbye to his parents, checking his pockets for his cell phone and wallet. With everything checked, he got out and found Levi watching him through the open window of the car.

To say he looked handsome was an understatement. The CEO had Ray-Ban sunglasses on his face, a gray turtleneck and a royal blue blazer. Ah, why does he have to be so hot? He swallowed, circling the car to get in. As soon as he opened the door, he was hit by a scent of vanilla and tobacco leaves. The combination might have been strange, but the scent was divine, just like the owner of the fragrance. Unable to resist and totally ignoring his nervousness, the brunet approached and planted a kiss on the other person's cheek.

— You’re handsome, Eren. 

The assistant smiled. 

— You are too, Levi. 

— Are you ready? — he asked, starting the car. 

— Yes. 

(...) 

He would be lying if he said he hadn't spent the whole week preparing an itinerary in his head.

Levi knew that a lot could go wrong, especially with the first thing he chose to do with Eren: go to an amusement park. Perhaps cliché and very adolescent? Yes, but he didn't care. He hadn't been out of his own house for a while and he wanted to have fun too, just like a normal person with his boyfriend. He hoped that Eren would like it, but judging by the look on his face when he saw the sign for the establishment, everything indicated that he would.

The truth was that Levi had rented the entire park just for the two of them. What could he do? He was an extravagant rich man. He would really like to enjoy his time alone with Eren, without the worry of being caught and seen wrong by other staff and even his grandfather. They would have all morning to enjoy the amusement park, from the souvenir stalls to the more dangerous rides, such as the roller coaster.

He intertwined his hand with the brunet's, which, as always, was warm.

— What do you wanna do first? 

— Have we arrived too soon? There is no one. 

Levi laughed. 

— I rented the amusement park — he said out of the blue. 

Eren bulged his eyes out. 

— Are you serious? 

— I’ve never been more serious in all my life. 

— So, all this park is ours? 

— For the whole morning. 

 The brunet laughed in disbelief, soon catching Levi’s hand and dragging him through the place. 

— Then, let’s have some fun, Levi!

(...) 

They started with the basics and this earned Levi a pair of cat ears on his head, which seemed to enhance Eren's mood. With their hands intertwined, they toured the entire park, going on the merry-go-round, the dance game - which provided great material for the CEO's imagination - the Viking, the kamikaze and even the roller coaster, which left Eren even more disheveled, but even more handsome with his face red with excitement. Seeing him so happy was fuel for Levi's passion to grow even more in his heart. It was amazing to see how his eyes sparkled and how easily he laughed at everything around him.

At the moment, they were on the Ferris wheel after a few rounds trying to win prizes in the stalls. Eren, now seated and calmer, had a teddy bear and a cotton candy in his hands, where he delighted in gazing at the city around him from inside the booth. The CEO snuggled closer to the brunet, taking advantage of the fact that they were high up to sniff each other's necks, which earned him a delicious shiver from the other.

— Did you like our day? — he asked between whispers. 

— I loved it — Eren answered in the same tone, giving Levi even more space when he stretched his neck. 

— Hm, that’s good — Levi said, distributing kisses over the tanned skin — but it isn’t over yet. 

— No? 

— No — he answered and stroked his hand through the brunet’s thigh, who caught his breath — I want you with me the entire day. 

Eren bit his lips, trying to pull himself together. Levi, on the other hand, would have liked to provoke more reactions in the brunet. In the meantime, the Ferris wheel decided to spin and finally stopped on the first floor. There was no hurry, but they still had the rest of the day to enjoy each other's company - and Levi would make it worth their while.

…

They stopped for lunch after leaving the park.

They were in a cozy, family-run Arab restaurant called Maktub. As well as eating, they took the opportunity to get to know each other's tastes. Levi was surprised to learn that Eren knew several languages besides sign language, such as Spanish, German and English. It shouldn't have surprised him that much, the brunet was intelligent. It was also time to admit some of his feelings when they first met.

— I’m gonna be honest, I thought you were a prick. 

Levi laughed at the brat’s honesty, sipping his juice. 

— You’re not the first one, brat — Eren rolled his eyes — and I thought you were daring. 

— Someone had to challenge you, Levi. But why were you so  skittish about having an assistant? 

— I’ve always liked to do things alone and I have to admit that I liked to prove myself to my grandpa. 

Eren stretched his arm across the table and shook Levi's hand in sympathy.

— Everybody needs help. 

— I know now — he smiled — can I admit some other thing? 

— Sure! 

— The mangas were mine. 

The brunet laughed out loud. 

— Oh, c’mon, I already knew it — he said — who in their right mind would let their five year old son read this work? 

— Was this excuse really that bad? 

— Terrible — Eren chuckled — but I thank you for the opportunity, it was a one time experience. 

— You’re welcome, Eren. 

(...) 

After spending the whole day sightseeing, between trips to museums and shopping malls, the two of them were now in the elevator to Levi's apartment. There was an almost palpable tension in the air, as if there was an unspoken promise between the two of them, who were huddled together as if there was no room in the elevator. Eren took a deep breath, his breathing as heavy as the tension between them.

It wasn't until the doors opened that the bags on the brunet's arm were knocked to the floor by the impact of his body against the apartment wall. Levi sought his lips, hungry and thirsty for his touch. Soon they were engaged in a deep, sensual kiss, with both of them holding hands. Eren was lost in sensations, it was too much and he moaned softly because of it, arousing Levi even more, who diverted his kisses to his neck and alternated between a few nibbles.

— Oh, Levi — he whispered, amazed by the sensations. 

— I was eager to get home — Levi confessed — the entire day I wanted to jump on you. You drive me crazy, Eren, crazy! It’s like a drug, completely addicting. 

The brunet closed his hands on the other man's blazer, intending to push him away slightly and look into his eyes, which were almost black with desire. Eren swallowed in anticipation, just as eager. With his eyes still fixed on him, he began to run his hands down Levi's chest, which was covered by his shirt. With a chaste kiss on his jaw, he said:

— So, use me — he whispered — use me, Levi, I’m all yours.

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The door closed with a click.

And that was the only sound heard at that moment, as both participants stared at each other intensely. Like a moth hypnotized by the light, Levi couldn't take his eyes off that perfect face. However, desire spoke louder and, in a matter of seconds, the CEO attacked that fleshy mouth with gusto and without mercy, eliciting a low moan from Eren, who grabbed the fabric of his clothes for safety. Kissing and stumbling, they reached the living room, which was lit only by the crescent moon.

Levi wasted no time in removing his own blazer and leaving his boyfriend's torso naked. Ah, the indecency and ardor of lust were palpable in that once lonely room, which was now being contemplated by a couple intoxicated with passion. The caresses became bolder and bolder, with the CEO admiring the younger man's defined abdomen by touch. Eren, on the other hand, was even bolder, massaging the hardness that seemed to be screaming through Levi's pants.

At some point, the brunet's back met the cold glass of the apartment's large windows. He was forced to stop to catch his breath, but Levi took advantage of the moment to direct his lips to his neck, which shivered with every encounter between his mouth and his complexion. With pleasure, he heard another moan come out of the brunet's mouth as his nipples were stimulated by his fingers.

— So hot, Eren — he whispered between caresses. 

The assistant only responded with a whimper, which made Levi smile slightly. His brat was very sensitive and he was sure to take advantage of that. His goal was clear: to make Eren fall apart in pleasure. He wanted to worship him like a god, take care of his body like a temple and corrupt him like the forbidden fruit.

The beautiful view behind the glass, the moon bathing the sea, lost out to the uneven state of the brunet, who was panting and his eyes were closed tightly, his mouth open ready to moan at any moment. No, there was no more beautiful image than that for Levi at that moment. Taking advantage of his vulnerability, for he was no saint, the CEO lowered himself slowly, kissing and licking every bare part of Eren's chest until he got where he wanted to go.

— Look at me, baby — Levi said in a low and husky voice. 

Eren obeyed and Levi could see the desire marked in his pupils, so large that the green that colored the brunet's orbs was as thin as the moon in the sky. Smiling, he unzipped his pants with his mouth and watched them fall to the ground. He salivated. Eren wasn't small. No, on the contrary. He knew he could take advantage of it later, but at that moment, he wanted to be the one responsible for all the pleasure the brunet would feel. He stuck out his tongue, licking the fabric of his briefs and feeling all that masculinity still trapped inside. Eren held his breath, trying to control the sounds that insisted on coming out of him. Levi, however, wanted him out of control. So, in one fell swoop, he pulled down his underwear and was faced with a hard, angry cock, already lubricated with pre-cum. Without waiting for anything, the CEO grabbed the brunet's penis, who almost lost the strength in his legs and grunted, pleased to feel such a hot cavity wrapped around his member. 

— Oh, Levi! — Eren rolled his eyes — Fuck! 

Levi was unsure if he was doing the right thing, as he had long repressed his sexuality and had never been with anyone other than his ex-wife. However, when he saw the brunet's reaction, he intensified what he was already doing, only adding a massage to the other man's balls with his hand. He knew Eren was close to cumming, as his cock twitched in his mouth at times. He decided to test his own limits, deepening his blowjob until it touched his uvula. For Eren, that was his trigger. So, with a long moan and a bend of his back, the brunet let out all his desire.

Although he prized cleanliness, Levi swallowed with pleasure. With a few kisses goodbye, Levi got up and hugged Eren, who was panting and completely lost in the pleasure he had just felt. The CEO, on the other hand, was about to explode, in a good way.

— Let’s get upstairs, hm? 

Eren only nodded positively, letting himself be guided through the furniture and up the stairs. When they arrived, Eren was gently placed on the bed and Levi waited for nothing more than to remove the rest of his clothes. The assistant swallowed as he saw the other man's shapely body, all his desire returning to every pore of his skin. It was going to be a long night and he wasn't complaining.

(...)

As he stretched out his arm, he was able to touch the CEO's fully toned abdomen, and he shivered at the feel of his fingertips. Eren was mesmerized by that body, he couldn't believe that he could be dating someone so beautiful. But before he could appreciate that six-pack any further, Levi pulled his hand away and kissed each of his fingers.

— Are you okay, baby? — Levi asked. 

— Yeah — Eren smiled, a little bit shy — you are so pretty. 

Levi smiled, leaning over him and giving him a peck on his lips.

— You are too — another peck — very pretty. 

Eren laughed softly, accepting the compliment. Suddenly, however, a wave of insecurity formed in his chest. He had already had sex with the hearing aid in his ears, but it hadn't been very nice because it kept falling out or even giving him microphonic feedback. This made him insecure for a long time and angry at the fact that he couldn't fully enjoy it.

— Levi, I… 

— Is something bothering you? 

— Yes, but it’s not you — he explained — it’s me. 

— How so? — Levi kissed his forehead and laid down beside Eren, his own head resting on his hand. 

— My hearing aid — he said — it’s not very convenient — he cleared his throat, ashamed — at this time… 

— And then? 

— Then I won’t be able to hear you, I’ll have to take it off. 

Levi moved from his previous position to stand above the brunet, kneeling between his legs. Doubtingly, Eren saw his hand guided to the middle of the CEO's chest, where he smiled. That way, he could feel Levi's heart in all its splendor, beating as hard as a horse's gallops.

— So feel me, Eren — he guided his hand further up, in the center of his neck — feel me. 

Eren swallowed as he realized what Levi meant, the sting of pleasure intensifying as he saw the CEO's sensitivity in dealing with his problem. He felt not only the other man's skin, but also the vibrations of his voice through his hand. He knew he could feel it even more intensely when they became one. Then, just like that, he removed his hearing aid from his ears.

He still had sight, touch and smell. Plus, of course, his own voice.

— I’m all yours, Levi — he said — all and completely yours. 

(...) 

And that's what he did, he gave himself up completely to the caresses that Levi insisted on giving him.

The CEO couldn't have thought it better, seeing the brat so submissive to him, so surrendered to the pleasure now multiplied by the lack of one of his senses. He also felt gratified by the trust Eren had placed in him. So he asked the brunet to lie on his stomach, using what little sign language he knew, and he obeyed, putting his head on his crossed arms and relaxing under Levi's lustful gaze.

The CEO, on the other hand, took the lube he had recently bought from the bedside table and put it on the mattress. Meanwhile, he moved closer to his boyfriend, kissing his shoulders, his back... until he got where he wanted to go. He pulled the bands away from Eren's ass and, from there, began to devour him vigorously. The assistant held his breath, then moaned hoarsely at the fresh intrusion of Levi's tongue.

Levi couldn't resist smiling mischievously.

You don’t know what you do to me, Eren. 

He continued his work for a while, until he felt his boyfriend relax enough for the next step. He took the lube and coated his fingers with it, taking them to his entrance. So as not to scare him, he gave him a warning caress and his response was a lazy smile. Then he slipped the first finger in, cautiously and slowly, watching the brunet's reactions.

— You can put another one, Levi — Eren said — I can take it. 

And so he obeyed, slipping two fingers in and out, discovering the brunet's insides. It didn't take long for him to find his peak of pleasure and he watched with pleasure as the brunet moaned louder and squirmed on the mattress, seeking relief from his neglected erection. Levi had never seen such a beautiful scene. Still working on his fingers, he kissed the tanned back, adoring that body beneath him that was so vulnerable.

And he would let it be vulnerable too.

When he had finished, Eren turned and caressed his face, kissing him.

— Let me touch you, too. 

Levi nodded positively, then sat down with his back against the headboard. Like a feline, Eren approached his cock, his breath so close to his skin that the CEO shivered. He grunted when he felt the warm cavity engulf his entire length and it was with great difficulty that he controlled his thrusting hips. Not only was Eren a good kisser, but he also worked wonders with his mouth in other places.

He bit his lower lip, he wasn't going to last long like this.

Patting his shoulder, Levi caught Eren's eye, who smiled and picked up the lube, putting the contents on the other man's member. He made Levi lie down and positioned himself above the erection, slowly lowering it until it was completely embedded. The CEO felt the air escape from his lungs with the pleasure he was feeling, as well as the privileged image of the brunet's cascading hair, his open mouth, where little moans came out, and the movement Eren was starting to make. Holding onto his legs, he helped him move at his own pace, until he got used to the invasion.

— Oh, Levi — he moaned — so good. 

The CEO agreed, grunting and putting strength into his own legs to propel his thrusts. This led to an increase in the volume of moans from both of them, who were too lost in pleasure to care about such a small thing. However, Levi wanted something even better and more intimate. So, with great difficulty, he changed the position of the two, now dominating the situation. From behind, he wrapped his arms around the brunet's chest, placing his face in the curve of the assistant's neck and shoulder, so that his throat was in complete contact with Eren's skin.

Then he started thrusting again, now fast and disconnected by his clouded mind, but still making them both sweat with pleasure. Levi, previously more restrained, moaned with vigor and volume so that his lover could feel how crazy he was from the vibrations that traveled from one skin to the other.

Tears adorned his green eyes as his pleasure point was hit mercilessly.

— I can feel you — Eren trembled, feeling his nirvana coming — I can feel you completely, Levi — he said, hypnotized — I won’t hold too long. 

And with that, Levi grabbed the other man's cock, pumping in a messy rhythm and making Eren cum soon after with a hoarse, quivering moan and the softening of his body. Not long after, the CEO hissed in pleasure and spilled himself inside the assistant. They both fell onto the bed, out of breath and with strength in their legs.

Levi began to smile, silly.

He had never had such passionate sex in his life.

He turned to look at Eren, who had his eyes closed and a satisfied smile on his lips. The CEO took his hand and kissed it, drawing the attention of the younger man, who then picked up his hearing aid.

— Tired? — Levi asked. 

— Yeah — Eren said, leaning closer and getting comfortable on Levi’s chest — That was so good. I could feel it all, even the vibration of your voice. 

Levi was caressing the brunet’s naked back. 

— It was wonderful — he agreed — we can try other positions if you want. 

Eren blushed a little. 

— Now? 

The CEO arched one of his eyebrows. 

— Eager, brat. 

The brunet giggled. 

— Yes or no? 

— I wouldn’t waste this chance. 

(...) 

After a night of intense activity, Eren woke up to a nice breakfast in bed.

His back ached a little, but the pain was a good reminder of what had happened last night. He smiled, eating a piece of the divinely buttery croissant. Levi was next to him, naked from the waist up and scrolling through the movies on the streaming channel. He sighed. He would have liked to spend even more time with Levi, but he would have to go home soon.

— What is it? — Levi asked. 

— Oh, nothing, I just don’t want to go home. But the last subway-

— And who said you’re going to take the subway, huh? — the CEO interrupted — Stay, I’ll get you home at night. 

— I won’t get in your way? Theo arrives later. 

— You won’t get in my way, Eren — he smiled and kissed his boyfriend’s shoulder — and Theo will love you here. 

— Well, if you say so, I stay. 

— Great — Levi said — which movie do you want to watch? 

So they spent the rest of the morning and a bit of the afternoon between movies and more movies of various different genres, between kisses and caresses.

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Feeling the slow, steady rhythm of Levi's heart made him sleep better.

It had been a while since they had started dating and everything couldn't be better. At the moment, Eren found himself with his head on Levi's chest, his eyes closed and snuggled up in the CEO's cuddly bed. If he could, he would never leave that safe and comfortable place. He sighed in delight, feeling Levi's careful fingers stroke his head.

— Are you sleepy? 

In the background, on the television, a movie was playing, adding noise to the atmosphere.

— A little bit — the brunet yawned — the beneficent party is getting on my nerves, a bit. 

In a week's time, a charity party would be held to raise money for needy institutions. It was an event that took place every year for the Ackerman Corporation, something that was actually for the benefit of Andrew Ackerman's ego. If you think about it, the company wouldn't need to ask others for donations, as it already had plenty to give. However, that's not how the system works. The party would take place anyway, whether it massaged the chairman's ego or not, and Eren was tasked with writing down the names on a list for the guests to enter. It was a lot of rich people in one square.

— Sorry — said the CEO — I had no idea my grandpa would invite so many people this year. The company’s shares got down a little after my divorce, I believe he wants to attract more shareholders. 

— You don’t have to be sorry, Levi — he smiled — it is my job. 

— I don’t like seeing you suffering. 

— I’m not suffering — he laughed, giving a peck on Levi’s chest — like I said, it’s my job. I like being your assistant. Now, at least. 

Levi laughed at the implication. 

— You didn’t even realize — he whispered, sleepy — it is exactly six months of work. 

Eren widened his eyes, smiling. 

— Well, what can I do if my boss has a little crush on me?

— Show-off brat. 

(...) 

Levi looked in the rearview mirror to make sure his son was safe.

After another wonderful weekend with Eren, going back to his routine wasn't so bad. He felt as refreshed as ever and full of zest for life. He smiled and shook his head negatively. He wanted to shout to the world that he was in love with Eren Jaeger. However, he had to be careful, prepare the ground before announcing his relationship with his assistant. He knew very well that many people would be against it, not because of his sexuality, but also because of the difference in class and age between the two of them. He was one step away from telling everyone to fuck off if that happened.

Unfortunately, he wasn't the only one involved.

Eren needed stability and Levi would respect that with all his being.

— Daddy? 

— Yes, Theo? 

— When are you gonna date uncle Eren? 

The CEO was taken aback by the child; he hadn't expected Theo to be so observant. Looking again through the rearview mirror, he caught his son smiling at him, as if he were an accomplice in forbidden adventures. He arched an eyebrow, suspecting that his son knew something.

— Do you want to tell me something, Theo?

The ginger shrugged. 

— We only kiss people that we date, isn’t it?

Not necessarily , Levi thought, but he wouldn't say that to a head as simplistic as a child's.

— Yes — he decided to say. 

— So that means you are dating — concluded the child. 

— Where did you get that?

— Oh, daddy, are you shy? — Theo laughed — I saw it! 

— Saw what? — Levi asked, exasperated. 

Theo continued laughing. 

— When uncle Eren came to eat pizza with us — he explained — then we went for a ride. Then I fell asleep, and then Theo woke up and saw it, then I fell asleep again. 

Levi let out the breath he didn't know he was holding. Everything had crossed the CEO's mind at that moment, except that. He took a deep breath, resuming the slow beating of his heart. He cleared his throat. How could a child watch so much?

— What if I say yes? 

Theo’s little blue eyes sparkled. 

— Are you serious? 

— Very serious. 

The boy laughed with happiness, almost jumping out of his safety seat.

— So now I have two daddies! 

Levi smiled, paying attention to the road. 

Everything is so simple inside a child’s head… 

(...) 

Eren put his hand to his heart as he shivered slightly.

Wide-eyed, he watched with indignation as his coworkers laughed like chicks in a zoo. Little by little, he was getting his bearings in the chaotic environment that had become the office. He elegantly removed some confetti from his jacket and looked around, seeing a small cake waiting for him on Connie's desk.

— I’m getting crazy — he said, jumping out of his skin again when a confetti launcher blew by his side — Connie! What the hell is that? I’m already deaf! Don’t need it to be twice.

Connie laughed wildly, slapping his hand against his leg like in a cartoon. Eren rolled his eyes, still not understanding the situation. He had to be crazy! Who in their right mind would defile Levi Ackerman's administration office? Apparently, his coworkers.

— Eren, you’re the assistant that lasted longer! — Sasha explained and walked to take the cake — congratulations! You’re lasting six months and three days! It’s a record! 

— So? How is it to be the favorite of our big scary boss? 

— Oh, c’mon! Tell us. You have something for him not to fire you! 

Eren blushed. 

He knew he was competent, but there was another factor at play: dating the boss. He smiled awkwardly and was about to explain himself when a thick, imposing voice broke in.

— What the fuck is happening here?

Everyone's eyes widened and they turned to find Levi looking disgusted at the mess that was once the pristine office. The CEO was, according to Connie's creative mind, looking like he was from the underworld of the dead. Eren had to agree, his boyfriend, at that moment, was one step away from sending everyone's head to the god of death himself.

— Ah, Le…sir Ackerman — Eren said, timid, even though he knew this wasn’t his fault. 

Levi took a deep breath in. 

— Can y’all explain to me what exactly is the motive behind this — he twisted his mouth with all the confetti on the floor — bullshit? 

Connie hastened to apologize. 

— It’s all my fault, sir — the bald man said — we just wanted to celebrate the fact that Eren survived you…ah, I mean… 

The CEO arched his right eyebrow and Eren wanted right there that a hole swallowed him. 

— I don’t want to know — Levi cut and pointed to the mess — I just want you all to clean this. And clean it well — he threatened, turning towards his office. 

— Don’t you even want a piece of cake? — Sasha asked, holding the cake in her hands. 

— Sasha! — Eren scolded her, whispering. 

— What? 

— Eren — Levi called — come here, I need you now. 

And, like a child scorned for a bad attitude, Eren followed him with his head down. As they entered, the assistant let himself relax just a little. I'd never seen Levi genuinely angry. I wonder if he thinks I've played a part in this somehow. He is my boss, after all.

He swallowed.

— Are you angry at me? 

Levi turned around with a frown, apparently confused.

— What? No, brat — he said — it's okay. I know this wasn’t your idea — he sighed — I just wasn’t expecting that. 

— Well, they’ll clean it, I’m pretty sure. I got pretty scared, my ears still ringing for that. 

The CEO chuckled, shaking his head. 

— That’s the least of my problems, Eren. I’m angry, yes, but at me. 

Now, it was the time for the brunet to get confused. 

— I don’t get it. 

— In some moment I made them believe that I would fire them. 

— Levi — Eren stroked the CEO’s face. 

— If I could change my version of the past. 

— But you can’t — the brunet cut — just the present. You’re a good boss now, don’t you doubt that. 

— I’ll believe in you, brat — Levi hugged him. 

— And then? What do you need me for, besides the usual? 

— The party. 

Eren frowned. 

— Didn’t I give you the list? 

— It’s not that — he laughed — come with me. 

— What? — Eren widened his eyes — Are you serious? But, Levi, I’m not rich, I don’t even have clothes for this kind of thing. 

— You don’t need to worry over that — he lifted his head from Eren’s chest to look him in the eyes — I just need you to accompany me. And you won’t be alone, Hanji and Erwin will be there. 

— Well, if you say so… I accept it. 

— Great — he gave him a peck on the lips — today, come with me after work, I would like to take you somewhere. 

— Okay, then… 

(...) 

Levi liked to drive and watch the endless lights of the city.

Now, driving with Eren by his side was priceless. He tried his best to resist the temptation to look away and admire him as he should, but he didn't want to cause an accident. Stopping at a traffic light, he adjusted the volume of the sound coming from the radio. It was drizzling lightly and it was inevitable not to think of the first time he had given the brunet a lift. He smiled. He couldn't resist turning around and grabbing his beautiful face, initiating a slow, delicious kiss.

— I missed you — he admitted between kisses. 

Eren smiled, holding the hand that was in his face. 

— We spent the whole weekend together and we were at the company a little while ago. 

— It’s not enough — he whispered — it never is. 

— So romantic, Levi Ackerman. 

— You do this to me, brat. 

He was going to continue his mania for romance, but a horn interrupted his plans. From now on, he would pick Theo up from nursery school and head to his favorite tailor. His suits were made to measure, with the best fabrics a tailor could have in his shop. He would give the same to Eren. Unfortunately, he couldn't give him a handmade suit, as the party was to take place in four days' time. However, some ready-made models were at the mercy of customers in the Church family's grandiose store.

Soon, the nursery where Theo was staying appeared and Levi parked.

A little while later, the child got into the car, very excited by the news that Eren was there. 

— Uncle Eren! 

— Theo! — the brunet exclaimed at the passenger’s seat — How was school today? 

The boy started talking non-stop, while Levi tried his best to secure his son in the car seat, until he finally succeeded and they made their way to the store. Eren watched in confusion, as this was not the usual route to Levi's apartment.

— Where are we going? 

— Well, you said you didn’t have clothes for the party — he answered, plain and simple, as he parked his luxury car in front of Church&Co. 

Eren stared through the glass of his window, dumbfounded by the situation. He pointed at the store, at Levi and at himself several times, opening and closing his mouth like a fish about to die without breathing. The CEO held back his laughter, finding the younger man's reaction funny.

— Levi… it’s Church&Co, are you sure about that? — his eyes were wide in a comical way as he pointed at the store with his finger — you don’t need to waste your fortune on me. 

— I don’t care — he said, turning off the engine and looking at Theo through the rear-view mirror — are you ready to help uncle Eren, Theo? 

— Ready! 

(...) 

Eren couldn't leave his dumbfounded look behind.

Church&Co was one of the most luxurious stores in the country, perhaps the world! It was all very new to him and, if he had to be honest, he didn't really feel like he fit in with all the luxury. Of course, his father was a doctor and was well paid, but nothing compared to the world of millionaires. The store was glazed and he could see the movement of the street very well, which didn't just have Church&Co as a luxury store. It had some gilded details, similar to baroque churches. No wonder, given its peculiar name.

— Mosquitoes are going inside your mouth, Eren — Levi said, finding it funny. 

Theo laughed, walking around the store as if it were extremely familiar to him.

—I’ve never been here — he whispered. 

— Now, you do — Levi retorted — do you see something here that you like?

— I'm not a good connoisseur of classic fashion — he laughed. 

— Levi! To whom I owe the honor of your presence in my store?

From a corner of the room, a blond man, apparently the same age as Levi, came out. At his side, a red-haired, green-eyed woman accompanied him in a beautiful, modest green dress. Eren swallowed at the imposing appearance of the two people, who were gradually invading the space of the three of them.

— Uncle Farlan! Aunt Isabel! 

Theo ran out to hug them, while Eren tried his best to remain upright and confident in the midst of so many millionaires. That couple wasn't just a couple, they were Farlan and Isabel Church, husband and wife, heirs to the Church family fortune.

— I need your help — Lei pointed to Eren — for this friday’s beneficent party. 

Isabel arched one of her eyebrows, smiling. 

— With all the pleasure — she said and snapped her fingers. 

From completely beyond, several staff members surrounded the poor assistant, their measuring tapes measuring every part of his body, even his face. Eren, not understanding, just looked for Levi, but he just smiled, sitting down next to Farlan with Theo on his lap. He was bewildered, but he was gradually enjoying being pampered like a king.

— An italian suit would fit him well — one of the employees said. 

— What? Are you insane? — retorted another one. 

— I know exactly what he needs — Isabel said, disappearing between columns of suits. 

— Isabel has a great vision when it comes to her clients — Farlan speaks — you can trust her, boy. 

— His name is Eren, my assistant. 

— My pleasure, Mr. Church — the brunet greets, a little clumsy. 

— Oh, please, let the formalities aside, I’m not that old! 

— There’s no point in hiding your age, Farlan — Levi joked. 

— Have you seen the dinosaurs, uncle? 

Theo spoke suddenly, causing a wave of laughter, even in Eren, who let himself relax. In the background, Isabel returned with a garment protected by a transparent bag. The woman seemed confident enough and, when she unzipped the bag, she revealed a full graphite suit.

— There it is, our famous Oxford Slim Suit premium — she said, touching the pieces — and I’m pretty sure it fits you. You know, have you ever considered being a model? You’re handsome and young enough for that. 

— Ah — Eren scratched his head, timid with all the people around him — thank you. 

— Don’t drool over him, Isabel — Levi said, almost threatening — you’re married and he’s already tamed. 

— Levi! — Eren widened his eyes when he realized his mistake — I mean, sir Ackerman! 

However, everyone there laughed at his clumsy and obviously shy manner. Eren was surprised, he thought he had made a mistake and had given away his situation with Levi, but apparently the people present should have known about the two of them. Were they that obvious?

— I’m happily married, garden midget — she joked — but I know how to appreciate a man’s beauty when I see one. Well, at least now I can say you have a good taste. 

Levi rolled his eyes and Eren found it funny, laughing softly and forgetting his embarrassment. Soon after, the brunet went to the fitting room to change. It wasn't too difficult to get dressed, as he was used to the jacket he wore to the office. However, nothing he had ever worn in his life could compare to that suit. It fit him perfectly with every curve and the silver tie was the icing on the cake. He felt like a god. He smiled, checked his image in the mirror and left.

He wished he could record the reaction of the CEO, who dropped his jaw as Eren approached. The brunet felt like he could conquer the entire universe at that moment, just by the look of desire that Levi was giving him. More comfortable in his own skin and with the people around him, he risked a little spin on his own axis.

— Daddy, close your mouth or mosquitoes are going to enter! 

— You’re supposed to help me, Theo — Levi muttered, taking his son off his lap to get up. 

— I said that I knew to appreciate a man’s beauty when I saw one. 

— I can’t tell you’re not right, Bel — Farlan said. 

Levi, meanwhile, tidied his boyfriend's tie slightly, admiring the young man's beauty more closely. They were very close and Eren could smell his perfume more strongly. He licked his lips, this situation was working wonders inside him. Feeling wanted was exciting. The CEO moved closer and whispered:

— You’re hot, brat — he said — it would be better if you could take it off. 

Eren held his breath. 

— Not fair, Levi. 

— I know — he laughed and kissed him, just a peck — I love messing with you. 

— I know, very well, you do — Eren tsked — and I’m the shown off brat, huh? 

Levi just smiled, giving him another kiss on the lips, this time a little longer and deeper. With that, Eren realized two things: Levi only trusted a select few people in his life and they were kissing with a crowd around them, without bothering to keep up appearances. The brunet couldn't help but frown a little, could they ever be as free as they were in that store? As if he could read his mind, Levi caressed his face, his features showing empathy.

— Soon, my love. 

And Eren believed him.

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— You look good, Eren.

The brunette in question rolled his eyes at the comment from the horse-faced person. They were all in his room to watch Eren get ready for the big event of the night. Sasha, Connie, Mikasa, Annie, Jean, and Armin were all giving quick suggestions on how he should behave or present himself at the charity party that would take place in a few hours. The most ironic part of it all was that none of them had ever even set foot in a party like that, let alone knew how to behave among so many millionaires.

— You had your chance with me, Jean, and you didn't take it.

Jean laughed sarcastically.

— It's not like I want anything with you now — he said, his gaze drifting toward the only blond in the room.

Eren raised an eyebrow, curious. He had no idea Jean liked small, delicate men — almost angelic. Armin also seemed to glance at the editor now and then. Well, it was a peculiar couple, he would say, but it wasn't any of his business. As long as they were happy.

— That's what I'm saying — Sasha said, exasperated. — Levi has a soft spot for Eren!

— Mr. Ackerman, Sasha — Connie scolded.

— Oh, come on, he’s not here to hear it!

Eren shook his head in disapproval as he searched for a decent pair of socks in his drawer. In the background, Mikasa seemed to be watching him closely, never looking away. He could almost feel her gaze burning into his back. He tried to ignore it, but he knew his impulsiveness would get the better of him sooner or later. Irritation started spreading through every vein in his body. He took a deep breath, inventing some excuse to leave the room for a few moments. Unfortunately, his sister had the same idea.

He already knew the kind of lecture she was about to give him — her excessive concern suffocating him to the point of feeling like he was drowning.
He headed for the balcony of his house, leaning against the glass railing and observing the scenery. It was a beautiful, tree-lined neighborhood, airy and filled with equally lovely homes. He closed his eyes, feeling the wind on his face. He needed to face his sister once again, who had come to stand beside him.

— Eren…

— What is it, Mika?

— It's your boss, isn't it? Are you really dating? Don’t you think it’s all a bit too rushed?

— It's my problem, Mikasa —  he sighed, tired.

— This is harassment! How could something like this happen? He's your boss, Eren! He's what — fifteen years older? You must be crazy. Completely insane!

Eren turned to her, exasperated and irritated at being treated like a child, even though he had been an adult for years now. Yes, he was young, he couldn't deny that, but he wasn’t naïve. Eren knew exactly what he was getting himself into, and if things went wrong, he was fully aware that the consequences would be on him.

— It would only be harassment if I hadn't consented, Mikasa — he said under his breath, teeth clenched — And like I said, it's my problem. Mine alone. Stay out of it. You're not my mother; you're my sister. I don't need you babysitting me.

— I'm just worried about you — she countered.

— Don’t be — he sighed — I know exactly what I'm doing. I'm not fifteen anymore.

— Don’t you get it? You're in a vulnerable position, Eren — her voice rose considerably — You're his subordinate, and you're still de—

Eren narrowed his eyes.

— Still what, Mikasa?! — he shouted — Say it!

— You know that's not what I meant.

— But you said it!— Eren laughed bitterly — You think I can't live on my own? Yes, I'm deaf, but I’m far from being an idiot. Do you think I didn’t read the terms and conditions of this relationship? I know exactly what I’m stepping into, and I don't need you circling me like vultures over a carcass. Spare me your protective outbursts — I don't need them! Just live your life, Mikasa.

At that point, Eren was panting, eyes brimming with tears, and his skin flushed red with anger. It felt like a weight had finally been lifted off his shoulders — he had said everything that had been stuck in his throat for far too long. Mikasa didn’t realize it, but her overprotection only made him feel incapable.
Yes, he had suffered a lot in his younger years, but he knew how to protect himself. He was an adult, fully conscious of his actions in every aspect of his life — and he knew how risky it was to fall for someone so far out of his league.
Still, he just wanted to live. That was all. 

He didn't wait for her to reply, he just left the balcony and went back to his room. She hadn't expected to find Armin standing there, watching everything through the glass. He swallowed, he didn't need any more protection. He'd been protected enough in his life.

— Don't start either, please!

— I won't start anything, just... be careful. I care about you.

—I know you do.

(…)

He had released Eren a good few hours before the end of working hours.

At the moment, he was taking Theo to his mother's house. Coincidentally, the event was to take place on the same day that his son was spending time with Petra. He soon parked in front of his ex-wife's large house and got out with his son and a bag on his back. He wished he could take Theo to the event, but he knew it would be extremely annoying for the boy to be in the midst of so many adults talking garbage. Besides, the more he could protect the boy from this world, he would protect him tooth and nail.

— Mommy! — Theo ran into his mother's arms and hugged her.

— My love! How was your day today?

— It was great! We learned how to make sandwiches —  the child laughed excitedly — and daddy’s going to a grown-up party! With uncle Eren!

Petra arched an eyebrow.

— I didn't know your father had a date.

Levi rolled his eyes, handing her the boy's bag.

— Did you know he's dad’s boyfriend?

— Oh, good, my son! I'd like to meet this well-spoken uncle Eren — the redhead smiled and put the boy down — why don't you go upstairs? I need to talk to Dad.

— Adult conversation?

— Yes, my son.

Then Theo said goodbye to his father and ran into the house. Levi was surprised by the sudden change in his ex-wife's face, which became so serious that the CEO became worried.

— Is something bothering you?

— Yes — sighed the redhead, taking out her cell phone and showing it to Levi — I already knew you were involved with someone, that's why I'm here.

CEO OF ACKERMAN CORPORATION CLOSES AMUSEMENT PARK FOR A DAY OF LEISURE WITH AN UNKNOWN PERSON

Levi swallowed. Luckily, there was no photograph of either him or Eren, which was a huge relief to the CEO's insides. The only proof was the contract he had drawn up with the venue and his signature. He snorted. He would certainly find Erwin and sue the park. Why did everything in his life have to be so complicated?

— Is there anything else?

— Not yet, but if you want to protect your boyfriend, be more careful — she warned — I'm not saying to hide in the caves, just to be more discreet.

— I've been doing this my whole life — he confessed — I'm tired of it.

— I know — she touched the CEO's shoulder in empathy — but unfortunately if this leaks out now, it'll be a bombshell. He's your assistant, isn't he? People won't look kindly on him unless he speaks out in some way. So try to be discreet and prepare the ground, there's no need to open the closet door right now.

Levi laughed discreetly at the final sentence.

— Thank you, Petra. 

— You're welcome — she winked, complicitly — have fun with the hottie.

(…) 

It didn't take long for Levi to stop in front of his house.

This time, with a sports car, a Porsche. Eren's jaw dropped when he saw such a spectacular car in front of him. The vehicle's window opened slowly, exposing the CEO, fully dressed in a black, tight suit. The brunet swallowed hard, praying that God would help him control his inner desires at that moment.

He approached, opening the car door. As he got in, he kissed Levi's lips quickly, feeling the strong, imposing fragrance that he exhaled. He could very well drown in that scent, so characteristic of the Ackerman.

— You look great, Eren.

The brunet blushed, smiling.

— You too, Levi.

— Ready? — he asked, as he reversed and drove down the same street he came from.

— Sort of — Eren decided to be honest — I… don’t know how to behave at events like this. It’s not like I would know for other events, because I’ve never been to one.

Levi shook his head.

— There's not much to know, actually, kid — he said — just do like every rich person, smile and wave.

Eren couldn’t help but laugh.

— Alright, smiling and waving seems easy.

— And it is — he said, taking an expressway – rich people won’t care about your life story, they’ll only ask silly things like the weather, the decoration of the party. And they’ll offer you deals, in exchange for even more money. No one there is your friend.

Eren simply nodded.

However, something was bothering him: his conversation/fight with Mikasa earlier. He needed to tell Levi that two of his friends knew about their relationship, but he was a bit apprehensive about the other’s reaction. Still, he gathered the courage to speak.

— Levi, I need to tell you something.

— What is it?

—Two people know about us —he said — I didn’t say anything, but Mikasa, my sister, figured it out, and Armin overheard the conversation. Sorry, uh, I didn’t mean for them to find out.

— It’s fine, kid, I’m not upset — he shrugged — this was bound to happen sooner or later. Actually, I’m glad you brought it up. A news story came out about us, they didn’t mention your name, just related it to my amusement park contract.

Eren’s eyes widened.

— And now? — he asked, nervous.

— We’ll just have to be more discreet – Levi said – it's not something I wanted, but I need to – he sighed – I need to come out first. Is that okay? Otherwise, it’d be a bombshell. I’ll be fine, I’m used to media harassment, but you don’t deserve that.

The brunet smiled sympathetically.

Even in the modern world, liking the same gender could still be a delicate issue for some people, especially in Levi’s reality, surrounded by sharks who cared about a clean image and more traditional tendencies. While empathetic, Eren really wished Levi would hurry up and come out as bisexual to the country. It would make things easier for everyone, and he couldn’t help but feel a bit irritated by the other’s hesitation.

However, as his mother used to say, everyone has their own timing.

— Alright, I understand.

(…)

When they arrived, Levi walked with Eren through the back doors to avoid the many photographers waiting for the guests at the main entrance. It didn’t take long before they reached the main hall of the event. Eren, beside him, couldn’t hide his fascination with the decor, which was as rich as the partygoers.

– Everything’s so beautiful – Eren said.

– Well, my grandfather may be a jerk, but he has good taste.

Eren laughed quietly at Levi’s ironic tone, which made Levi smile as well, feeling lighter after their conversation in the car. It was obvious to him; he was afraid of how affected Eren might be if their relationship was exposed so suddenly. He was planning to come out first, very soon, because he couldn’t keep hiding anymore. In fact, he had been hiding for too long.

– Are you giving a speech today? – the younger one asked.

– Unfortunately, yes – Levi sighed in resignation – the pains of the job.

– I’m sure you’ll do great.

– I hope so – he said, then pointed to a table where Hanji, Erwin, and some other unfamiliar people were seated – I won’t be able to stay with you all night, you can hang out with them while I’m busy.

– Oh, okay! Are you leaving now?

– Yes – Levi smiled – I need to prepare for the speech.

– Oh! Levi! Eren! So good to see you – Hanji exclaimed, pointing to a chair next to her – Sit here, handsome brunet.

– I’ll go – Levi whispered, discreetly touching Eren’s lower back.

– Okay.

(…)

Eren nibbled on some appetizers that arrived at the table, but he had to admit he was nervous, even with Hanji and Erwin by his side. The other people at the table, two company shareholders, were watching him too much, clearly curious about his presence. Because of this, he couldn’t relax.

– So, how’s the work for two? I heard Levi put you as the editor of small videos along with Jean.

The question seemed to pique the shareholders' curiosity even more, and they leaned in on the table. Eren scratched his temple nervously. With a forced smile and an empathetic look from Erwin, the brunet answered:

– Ah, it’s fine, it doesn’t take much of my time, Jean’s also a great editor.

– I heard the videos boosted the company’s marketing – Erwin said – congratulations!

– Thanks – he said, shyly.

– We have a golden employee here – said one shareholder, with entirely white hair – it’s the first time I’ve seen an Ackerman bring an employee to the event.

– It’s at least curious – said the other – especially with the rumors circulating.

Unable to hide his expression, Eren narrowed his eyes. But before they could continue with anything, Levi started his speech on the stage up ahead, completely halting the shareholders' accusations. The assistant swallowed hard, feeling a cold sweat run down his neck. He felt, at least, powerless among these people. After a few minutes of restless fidgeting in his seat, and after the speech had ended, Eren excused himself to go to the bathroom.

He loosened his tie, trying to ease his growing anxiety. He felt like the night would be long and agonizing, tense with fake smiles and soft words. And to confirm his suspicions, the last person he wanted to see stood before him. Just as he had suspected, Andrew Ackerman had a fake smile as he extended his hand for a handshake. Trying to be as fake as Levi’s grandfather, Eren also extended his hand, shaking it.

– Mr. Ackerman.

– Eren – he said – I must say I’m surprised by your presence. What do you think of the event?

– It’s very beautiful, Mr. Ackerman, quite different.

His mistake was saying those two words. He felt the atmosphere change as he noticed the shift from that fake charisma to the cruel reality of Andrew, who pulled his hand back, pulling Eren closer. Unlike his grandson, the president was tall, at Eren’s level, and that way, his mouth easily found the brunet’s ear.

– You’re fucking my grandson, aren’t you? – he whispered threateningly.

Eren couldn’t hide his unpleasant surprise hearing the phrase that sounded so natural, yet so raw, from the older Ackerman. He swallowed hard. In that moment, he would have to act like a fool, because not only was his job at stake, but also his relationship with Levi.

– Sir – he pulled away, taking his hand from the other’s grip – I don’t know what you’re talking about.

– Yes, you do – he said quietly, still threatening – you know very well, or else you wouldn’t be here.

Eren gritted his teeth, to the point where the muscle in his jaw twitched.

– Sir, honestly–

– Don’t play dumb, Jaeger, because I’m not – he hissed – you’re fucking my grandson. How much do you want to disappear from his life? I’ll pay more than any faggot he’s fucked in his entire life.

The brunet couldn’t help but feel disgusted.

How vile could a man be?

He threw aside any shred of respect he had left for the president of the company and Levi’s grandfather. He lowered his head for a moment to regain his composure, but then raised it immediately, his eyes furious. Just like when he was younger, he let his anger take over his body.

– I don’t know who you think I am, Andrew – he shouted, loud enough for some curious glances to be directed at them both – but I demand respect. I will not swallow your unfounded suspicions about me, whether you’re the president or not.

– I know enough already, I know my grandson’s weak mind, and I know how he lets himself get caught up in your little gay trap.

Eren laughed, incredulous.

– So? If he’s eating my ass? – he decided to speak low too – You going to put something on his dick? Lock it with a padlock, hm? Pathetic, Mr. Ackerman.

– I can ruin your shitty life!

– I’m not afraid of you – he threatened – but you should be afraid of me – he laughed and watched Andrew slightly retreat – oh, right, I have so much evidence in my hands…

– You’ll regret this!

– Are you sure? – he mocked – Absolutely sure? Your grandson’s gay, Mr. Ackerman, accept it. And an adult, by the way. Maybe you need a consultation, need a doctor?

Andrew raised his hand high, ready to forget any formalities the party required. But before he could proceed with any violence he had planned, pale hands grabbed his arm. Eren, who had been ready to be assaulted, had closed his eyes, but he was surprised to see his boyfriend in front of him.

– What’s going on here?

Chapter Text

He hadn’t expected that, after finishing his speech, he wouldn’t find Eren at the table with the other guests. He frowned, suspicious. Still, he greeted the people at the table, pulling out a chair to sit. Hanji and Erwin seemed a little tense as the two shareholders looked at him with eyes full of mocking curiosity. Levi raised an eyebrow, determined to ignore them for now.

– Where is my assistant?– Levi asked Hanji.

– He told us he needed to go to the bathroom – the brunette replied.

–It’s been a while, actually – Erwin added.

Maybe, Levi thought, he’s just enjoying the event. There wasn’t much to do, anyway; the party was for the rich, for donations and fake sympathies. Worry took over him, intensifying when he heard a familiar voice echo through the hall. The CEO stood up immediately, forgetting all formality. He simply followed the voice, or rather, the voices, as he walked. His heart raced in an intense run of anticipation, his vision slightly blurry, but still able to see what was happening in front of him. He quickened his step as he noticed his grandfather growing increasingly irritated. He wasn’t sure how he made it in time to avoid the scandal, just knew he managed to grab his grandfather’s heavy arm.

– What’s going on here?

Eren was breathing heavily, his wide, restless eyes scanning the room. That’s when Levi realized that everyone was watching the pathetic scene with astonishment. He knew this wouldn’t escape the cameras, and he was certain it would unfold all week on every media channel in the city, perhaps even the country. He sighed, releasing his grandfather’s arm. He wanted to throw everything away and hug his boyfriend right there, but he needed to be diplomatic and avoid another headache.

The brunette cleared his throat.

– I…

– Nothing special – Andrew interrupted – Your assistant and I were just exchanging ideas, right, Eren?

The assistant swallowed hard, forcing a smile, and nodded. His face was slightly flushed, Levi noticed. Like a silent question, the CEO furrowed his brow. Eren simply shook his head negatively. With one hand in his pocket and his head down, the brunette walked past him, removing his hearing aid as a clear sign that he didn’t want to talk. Levi wished he could call him back, but his voice wouldn’t reach Eren’s ears. With much pain and irritation, the CEO led his grandfather to a more private place, away from curious eyes. They arrived in the garden. The evening was mild and cool, the sky completely clear of clouds. Levi could even relax… if he were with Eren.

– What were you thinking? – Levi hissed.

– What were you thinking, Levi? –  his grandfather shot back – Fucking the assistant? Do you think I’m an idiot? You never brought any of the assistants to this event. If it were a woman, I wouldn’t say anything!

– And what if I am? –  Levi glared at his grandfather furiously – What are you going to do? Make him disappear like you did with the others?

– He’s just another guy wanting your money – his face showed disgust – End it as soon as possible. I can pay for your fun discreetly, if you don’t want to let your sexual deviance be exposed.

Levi laughed, incredulous.

– I thought I was the one in charge of my life.

– You’re my heir, act like one.

And without room for further conversation, Andrew returned to the party.

Levi was left to breathe deeply.

(…)

Eren swallowed the strange lump in his throat.

His eyes burned from the threat of tears that longed to fall. He took a deep breath as he walked out of the event. His world was in complete silence, only feeling the wind, which seemed sympathetic to his anguish, against his skin. His lip trembled, but he was stubborn; he didn’t want to cry, didn’t want to give those people another reason to humiliate him again. However, the strength he had left disappeared as soon as he reached a quieter part, where two valets were talking.

He let the tears fall and the sobs come to comfort his soul.

After all, his sister had been right. He didn’t belong to that world. They were too different in terms of their social classes. The others at that party would never accept him. Andrew would never accept his own grandson’s sexuality. There were too many obstacles in this relationship, and to be honest, he was tired of them. If at least one of them were removed… He shook his head, laughing through his sobs at the irony of his fate. He had been exposed to the world since he was a child, between his deafness and his sexuality — for him, it had never really been something so heavy, but now it was. He reprimanded himself in thought, as a parent scolds a child for some mischief. He had been crazy when he decided to get involved with Levi. He was even crazier when he decided to attend such a petty event.

He gritted his teeth.

The sadness was now turning into anger, irritation, and fury.

His boyfriend would never accept him.

The empire he was heir to would never let the CEO be open to the world.

And just as if it were a calling, Levi put his hand on his shoulder, trying to get his attention. He knew it was him, but he was afraid of saying too much, of hurting him. So slowly, he turned and placed his hearing aid back in his ears. He took a deep breath. At least Levi had followed him. He wanted to hear what his boyfriend had to say and whether he deserved any effort from his side. However, he wouldn’t deny that his anger was overflowing. It had to come out.

– I’m listening – the brunette said.

Levi sighed and tried to get closer, but Eren was resolute in stepping away. The CEO, unable to disguise it, raised both eyebrows in clear surprise.

– Please, Eren, don’t do this – he pleaded.

Eren shook his head, tears falling and his voice choked.

– I know it’s not your fault, Levi, I know, I know – he sobbed – But I was so humiliated. You —he pointed to Levi and then to himself —I, we don’t belong to the same world. Go back to the party. Your place isn’t here with me. I thought it would work, but it seems… –  he swallowed hard, looking directly at Levi, who seemed hurt – It seems that I’m the only one making an effort. Fear consumes you, Levi, and I’m not ready to be swallowed with it.

– It’s not easy for me, Eren – the CEO responded.

Eren smiled sympathetically.

– I know it’s not, Levi – he said.

– Then why? Why are you leaving me?

– I wasn’t born to live in hiding, Levi – he replied – I wasn’t born to live in the shadows, in a place that’s surely comfortable for you – he accused – but not for me. I care for you so much, don’t doubt that. But that’s not enough. I’ve waited too long. I know it may sound ironic coming from me, but you need to grow, Levi, to put into practice your choices and the consequences that come with them. I may be being cruel, and for that, I apologize, but I won’t apologize for leaving.

With that, Eren turned his back to the shorter man, intending to leave, but his arm was grabbed.

– Eren, please! I’ll hold a press conference, I’ll come out, but please don’t leave! – he begged.

The brunette shook his head, freeing his arm from Levi’s grip.

– I don’t want to, and I won’t force you out of the closet, Levi –  he said, still with his back turned – It happens naturally. But that doesn’t mean I’ll wait. I can’t, no matter how much… – he took a deep breath – no matter how much I love you, Levi. I love you so much – he sobbed – And it’s for that reason that I need to leave.

– No, no, please. I need you! With you, I live, I breathe, with you, I feel at home anywhere – he confessed in despair – You are my home. My love… I’m scared.

Eren closed his eyes.

– I know.

– Don’t go!

The brunette turned, approaching abruptly, unable to bear it anymore, and sealed their lips in a kiss that was almost violent, full of desires and sorrows. It was a quick kiss that conveyed all the emotions that couldn’t be translated into words. He knew he wouldn’t feel those lips on his again, by his own choice to leave. He knew, however, that it was necessary. He needed Levi to find himself internally, to be more confident, to express everything he could and wanted. He couldn’t, and shouldn’t, be his foundation.

– I need to.

And with that, he removed his hearing aid again and moved forward, not realizing Levi’s pleas. He knew that from then on, his life would be completely different. He knew that what had happened in that hall had been captured by the cameras of everyone present. He would no longer be so anonymous. He would survive.

He just hadn’t counted on the two employees who were there.

(…)

Levi sat on a stone that decorated the wall of the hall.

He was exhausted.

He was exhausted from hiding, but he knew that this exhaustion wasn’t enough to face his fear of exposing himself. It was true; he had hoped Eren would stay by his side for as long as it took until he had the courage, but the brunette wasn’t a ladder for him to climb each step of overcoming. Eren was right in that regard, even though it hurt his heart; he needed to get his life in order sooner or later. Maybe he was afraid that his empire would collapse, that his grandfather wouldn’t approve—after all, that was obvious; Andrew Ackerman would never approve of their relationship. However, this made him think: what was he waiting for to come out to the world? What was stopping him? His life had always been exposed; one more detail would be the least of it.

He took a deep breath, rubbing his hands over his face.

Fear was never, and never will be, rational.

However, fighting it was.

– I need to do something.

– I agree.

Levi lifted his head to greet the voice that had arrived. Relieved, he saw that it was Hanji, who didn’t exactly have a very good expression on her face. The CEO watched her, tired and with no strength for any more arguments. He had had his fill of discussions for the day, he just wanted to go home and sleep, empty his mind so he could think things through and take charge of his life, but he knew his friend didn’t care about that and that he would listen.

– Please don’t throw the last shovel of dirt on me.

– I won’t – she said – But I agree that you need to do something. It’s time to be yourself, Levi. Don’t tell me you can’t expose yourself, you’ve already been exposed. There are many rumors going around.

– What if I lose everything?

– Lose what? What you lost, you let slip through your hands –  she explained – You can get it back, but you have to deserve it. I know you’re strong, Levi. You can free yourself from your grandfather.

– It’s complicated for me – he said – He’s the only family I have left.

– No, it’s not – Hanji huffed – Levi, family is a bond, not blood. I’m your family, Eren was your family. Don’t let that bond unravel. It’s not worth letting fear and gratitude towards your grandfather be greater than that. I saw you happy, Levi! Happy! You smiled every day, there was a shine in your eyes. Free yourself from this! It’s frustrating seeing you on a tightrope! Forgive me for the harsh words I’m about to say, but Andrew doesn’t love you as a grandson. He loves you for your usefulness, and that usefulness can end.

Levi swallowed hard.

Hanji was right.

– What do I do now?

– If you need time for yourself, take it. But don’t be a coward. Show that you deserve the most mature love you’ve ever had in your life.

(…)

The ride home was harder than he imagined.

Not because anyone bothered him. No, in fact, the difficulty of the trip was being alone. Having his own company while his thoughts raced faster than the car he was in was suffocating, difficult. Unhealthy. He let the tears fall freely down his face. Crying felt good, he knew that, but at the same time, it hurt to let out everything he was feeling at that moment. All the humiliation he had received, all his sincerity in talking to Levi. Everything. Everything hurt. All he wanted was to get home.

As if the world had empathy for him, it started to rain.

His sobs grew louder.

He watched the raindrops fall down the window.

It was cold.

– Kid – the driver called – I know I shouldn’t get involved, but whatever you’re going through, it’ll pass when you least expect it.

– Thank you – he said, his voice thick with emotion.

Not long after, they arrived at his house. It was completely dark because it was late. He entered quietly, trying not to wake anyone, no matter who it was. However, he didn’t expect to find his mother sitting in a chair, sipping tea. His lower lip trembled, and the cry he hadn’t realized he still had came out in desperate sobs. Carla Jaeger simply placed the cup on the table, stood up, and hugged her son.

– I felt it, my son, I knew something had happened.

Eren just nodded and tightened his mother in his arms. He needed that hug so badly, it seemed to take away all his past, future, and present anxieties. He couldn’t thank the heavens enough for his mother, who had always been understanding and never judged or incapacitated him.

– Do you want to tell me what happened?

Eren shook his head and just cried more in her arms, until the sobs slowly ceased and only a few stubborn gasps remained. The brunette gently stroked her son’s back, trying in some way to calm his heart. A son, no matter how old, will always need his mother.

– I know that cry – she said softly – It’s a cry of love, my son. Whatever happened, forgive, it’s better for you. Love is like that, forgiving and moving forward. Disappointment is part of it.

– Why is love so hard?

– Love isn’t hard – Carla pulled away to stroke her son’s face. – People are. Love is free, my son, it comes and goes according to its own will. That’s why we have to conquer it every day. And contrary to what romance says, love isn’t unconditional. Love, in fact, has conditions. And that’s good, you know, we deserve a better love in our lives. 

– And what if I lose it? 

– Then it didn’t deserve you – she said – we should love each other but, in a matter of fact, we should love ourselves more because it’s the only love that truly stays, it’s what it is ours – she hit, softly, on Eren’s forehead – we can never escape our consciousness. 

– It hurts, mommy – he rubbed his hand on his chest – it hurts here. 

– I know, but it’ll pass. 

Chapter Text

Eren was fixing his tie in front of the mirror.

There was something nostalgic about this gesture: a little more than six months ago, he was doing the same thing for his first day at work. Now, however, he was getting ready for his last day at work. He was sad, it was true, but he knew it would be best not only for himself, but also for Levi. Besides, he had already done enough to be accepted into another company.

He swallowed.

Who was he kidding?

Nothing was as easy as it seemed. He didn't want to face Levi at that moment, he was afraid of giving in, of taking his feet off the ground when he couldn't. The CEO had to learn for himself how much of his life he was losing by being so afraid. Besides, Eren was no donkey to carry all the weight of the relationship on his back.

He wasn't angry with the CEO of the Ackerman Corporation, far from it, he understood that coming out of the closet in such circumstances wasn't easy. However, he also had the right to feel frustrated. He had given himself completely, body and soul, to Levi. He was human, after all. He would have liked a quiet, calm relationship and, although he loved the CEO with all his heart and his core ached, he needed to let him go.

With the finishing touches, he left the house without having coffee.

He was still very early and he was in no hurry. He walked through the streets of his neighborhood until he reached the subway station and stayed there until the subway line that took him to the company arrived. He took the opportunity to turn off his hearing aid and doze off. He needed a few extra minutes of sleep, his whole weekend had been spent in the midst of his own suffering. As a result, he didn't see the stares of other people, or even the cell phones pointing at his face and taking pictures.

When he woke up, still completely oblivious, he saw that his destination was near and got up. When he opened the doors, he left, not listening to the curious whispers about him. However, when he arrived at the company, he felt the atmosphere change. He frowned. What's going on? He switched on the device in his ear, the sound of voices reaching his whole being, looks that judged every strand of his hair. Suddenly, he felt anxious. Seeking refuge, he looked at Annie, who was just watching him worriedly.

He went to the counter. 

– Annie, what is happening?

– Eren – she said, hesitantly. 

– Please, just tell me! 

The blonde sighed, taking her cell phone from the corner of the counter and opening the Twitter app. Turning the phone over, Eren was in for a surprise. In the trending topics, Levi Ackerman's name was on the top and, with it, several compromising photos of the two of them at that fateful event, including the kiss goodbye. He began to tremble, this was not how he wanted Levi to come out as bisexual to the world, not like this! His eyes were watery, he felt almost a physical pain from the shame of exposure. Still trembling, he pulled out a letter of resignation from inside his suit.

– Eren, is that you? 

– Can you give this to Hanji? – he put the letter on the blonde’s hand – I…I can not… 

And then, just like that, he hurried out through the same door he had entered.

He wanted to bury himself seven feet under the ground.

He wanted to go home and never come out again.

And that's what he would do.

(...) 

LEVI ACKERMAN: GAY? 

ACKERMAN’S CORPORATION CEO IS CAUGHT IN THE ACT

LEVI ACKERMAN AND JOHN DOE: WOULD THAT BE THE REASON FOR HIS DIVORCE? 

ACKERMAN’S CORPORATION CEO WITH A SUGAR BABY

@natbt: I was already suspicious, he was just so perfect! 

@fairblair: I can’t believe the hottest guy I’ve ever seen is gay! 

@johndca: that’s such a shame

@fernpwn: is masculinity still with us? 

Levi sighed, putting his cell phone away. He had arrived at his office early in the morning, with no one in his way except a few janitors who were on duty at the company. His son had spent the weekend at his mother's house, which, by the way, had been a complete fiasco. He decided not to pick him up on Sunday, in an agreement with Petra so that he could mourn the loss of a living person.

This was not how he imagined his life would turn out. In fact, to be honest, he couldn't imagine how he would come out of the closet. Eren was absolutely right to say that he needed to grow up, he just didn't want to be exposed to so much. He already imagined that the brunette wouldn't come to work, given the websites with so much exposure of his image. He didn't blame him, even he wasn't used to having his life exposed to so many people. However, oddly enough, he wasn't that nervous.

It was as if... nothing had changed.

He was still CEO, he was still a father, he was still exposed, he just didn't have Eren by his side. However, he knew that everything had changed for his assistant. By their own carelessness, they hadn't noticed the valets taking photos. Now Eren would be a household name and would suffer the harassment that came with fame.

He rubbed his hands over his face, completely frustrated with himself.

It was so simple! Why hadn't he done it before? In a much healthier way that didn't hurt anyone? But who was he kidding? He knew he would put it off out of fear and shame. Now, however, he had to stand up for himself and protect the one he loved.

He needed to expose himself even more.

He was prepared to lose everything, even his grandfather's respect.

Who, by the way, during the weekend he was alone, realized how useful that relationship was. He needed a little push from a few people, including his uncle Kenny.

– Andrew doesn’t love anyone, Levi – he said over the phone – just his money. 

Deep down, Levi knew it, but Andrew, his grandfather, was all he had left of a present family. His uncle had been free of ties since he was very young, so they only had sporadic contact. His grandfather was the closest thing he had to a father's love, the way he was treated from childhood to adulthood was what he knew as a father's love. He had normalized being treated as a mere heir, an object without any feelings. The crumbs of affection he received were like a massage - good and fleeting. Crumb by crumb, his heart had been filled. And that's what he knew as love.

Until Petra filed for divorce.

Until he had to take full care of Theo.

Until he met Eren.

Eren…

He wanted to know how he was, how he felt; he wanted to hug him, kiss him, cuddle him in his arms as he deserved, everything a boyfriend needs from his partner. He wouldn't deny it, He'd also like to be in that safe corner of his arm. Warm, as Theo would say. He just didn't know if he'd be accepted back. No, he knew he wouldn't. At least, not now. Not if it didn't resolve his life in its entirety.

Lost in thought, he only became aware of the person in his office when an envelope was placed on his desk, coming into his view.

– Hanji. 

The brunette seemed empathetic with his situation and sat in the chair. 

– I wouldn’t like to burden your life even more, but I think you need to see this. And before you get mad, I just did my job. 

Levi swallowed, opening the envelope. Inside was a letter of resignation and a name he wouldn't want to see. His heart raced a few beats and when he saw the HR manager's signature, he knew it wasn't a dream. Eren was another giant step away from his life.

– At what time was he here? 

– Not too long ago – she said – actually, Annie gave me this, the hall receptionist. I asked how he was, she said he seemed anxious, it seemed to me that he just found out about all of this now. 

– That’s all my fault. 

Hanji sighed. 

– It’s not anyone’s fault, Levi, none of you two. This is just circumstances. How are you? 

– Honestly? It seems like a weight has been lifted out of my back – he confessed – I’m just a little bit worried about my grandpa’s reaction. 

– Why though? If I’m correct, he already knows. 

– I’m not worried about that, I’m worried for what he’ll do. 

– Be faster than him, then – she winked at him like an accomplice – do you have social media? If not, do one. I can call Erwin for him to sue some news pages for moral damage. Pick up your phone, a lot of people want an interview with you, just say yes! 

– Isn’t it too much? 

– Nothing is never too much when you’re known – she said, tapping her fingers on the table – just free yourself, shortie. You’re already exposed, just take that wonderful brunet back and assume him.

– I don’t think he wants me back - he retorted, insecure. 

– You’ll just know it if you try, but try with all your might, show him you will fight for him. 

– Okay… 

– Great! – she clapped – can I call Erwin? 

(...) 

His cell phone was full of calls and messages.

But Eren didn't want to answer or read any of them. He decided to ignore the device for a while and be in peace, but unfortunately he wasn't alone at home. When he returned, as soon as he opened the door, his whole family was gathered in the living room. He sighed heavily, letting his shoulders slump under the weight of the questions that were sure to come.

– Yes, that was my boyfriend. 

– I knew this wouldn’t end well, Eren – Mikasa said, pissed off. 

– I don’t need a lecture. 

– Of course you need it – his sister sighed – Where was your mind when you decided to have a relationship with your superior. And what's worse, someone older. 

– I just said I don’t need a lecture, I knew where I was getting in. I just – he sighed – fell in love – he gulped, trying, unsuccessfully, to control the tears – I’m still in love. 

He felt his mother's thin arms surround him. He let all his mother's warmth calm his heart, because there was no judgment about his choices in those arms.

– We don’t control our emotions, son – she said – no need to be ashamed of that. 

– I’m not – Eren said, honestly – it just hurt that I lost him. He’s not bad, mom. He just didn’t assume himself – he stuttered – I think I forced him to it, I didn’t pay attention to my actions and the environment. I didn’t want it, I didn’t want to force him to come out, but I did. 

– Oh honey – his mother put a hand on his face - it’s not your fault. One day or another, this would be exposed, it was just too risky. I believe he knew that. 

– I love him so much, mom. 

– I know you do – she smiled – you love at the same intensity that you hate, Eren. You know that, don’t you? You do everything in your power for others’s wellbeing. Don’t worry, everything will be okay. 

– I didn’t want to let him go, but it was necessary. 

– You did what you thought was right, you don’t need to punish yourself – Grisha said, surprising everyone in that room – You chose this, son, you need to hold on to the consequences for your actions. It will hurt for some time, until it passes. And if he loves you, everything will be okay. 

– I can’t believe you guys are okay with this insanity! 

– Mikasa – the doctor scolded – the choices of your brother are not your responsibility. Besides, how much of an age gap do you think Carla and I have? 

– It’s not the same thing – said the barista. 

– I resigned – Eren said out of the blue, trying to break the tension between his father and his sister – this is no longer a problem. 

– You don’t get it, Eren! You’ll be exposed, have you seen the turmoil about this in social media? They don’t talk about any other thing, but this! 

– I’m already exposed, Mikasa! It is not like I’m still with him! I’m here, aren’t I? I resigned, there’s no “us” anymore in this equation. Stop trying to be my babysitter. 

Carla sighed deeply. 

– My daughter, I know you’re trying to protect him from mean comments, but that’s impossible – said the matriarch – this is about his choices. And another thing, Eren is not a child anymore, he can deal with his problems without exploding. 

– What if… 

– He deals with it – Grisha puts an end to the discussion. 

Eren sighed, relieved. 

Without looking back, he chased after the comfort of his bedroom. 

(...) 

A few days had passed.

Not everything was as calm as he would have liked. No, in fact, everything seemed to have intensified even more. Everyone in his company looked at him a little askance, some just with curiosity and others with pure disdain. All his life, he had shown himself to be completely perfect. He was perfect as a CEO, as a husband, as a father. It was all a lie, though. And now he felt he deserved those debauched looks.

He missed Eren even more.

It was strange not to be accompanied by the sound of his assistant's fingers on the keyboard or when he knocked on his door to say he was going to lunch or even to watch him through the glass while he was distracted. However, he knew that distance was necessary at that moment.

He had made a tweet, as Hanji had suggested, and would soon be at a press conference. Ironic, even, that he had said he would do it so that Eren wouldn't leave. Now he was doing it without any weight. There was too much at stake - and he only cared about one of them: Eren.

Incredibly, his grandfather didn't come looking for him. Perhaps because he thought he wouldn't do anything about it and it would all be forgotten in time.

– Levi – Erwin said as he got to Levi’s office –the press conference starts in a few minutes at the hall. Some of the broadcasters that I’ve sued are there – he laughed – they don’t even know yet. 

– Thank you – Levi said – do you think I should let people know about this on twitter?

– To be honest, this would let more people know – he said – are you comfortable with this? 

– I don’t think I could find comfort in a situation like that – Levi laughed – I just need to do it. I love that brat – he confessed – besides, Theo won’t stop asking me to see – he made quotation marks with his fingers – “uncle” Eren. 

Erwin laughed, putting his hand on Levi’s shoulder. 

– Well, if you say so, good luck. It’s about time, Levi. 

– Yeah, I know. 

Then, after his lawyer left, Levi took out his cell phone, opened the social network app and posted:

@AckermanLeviCorp: If you want to see me fall, this is your chance. I don’t regret anything. Press conference at 1pm.

Chapter Text

Levi clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth.

There were too many flashes in his face for him to be remotely comfortable. There was a buzz in the lobby when he arrived and as he prepared to answer questions. He was completely alone there, despite being accompanied by so many journalists, or as he would like to say, vultures surrounding the deceased. He had never seen so many cameras in his life, not even at his wedding to Petra. He laughed at the irony. People did like to see other people's downfalls. However, he certainly didn't regret having set up this stunt.

He swallowed, closing his eyes.

He just needed a moment.

A moment...

When he closed his eyes, he didn't see darkness, he only saw green eyes as striking as a Caribbean sea. He smiled. He would do it for him. Eren didn't deserve to live in hiding, as if it were something forbidden. No, Eren deserved to be seen. Above all, Eren deserved a relationship without any fear of being caught. Without any beating around the bush, without any excuses. With his boyfriend in mind, Levi approached the microphone on the small stage set up.

– Good morning, everyone – he said – I think you all know the reason for this press conference, which, by the way, wouldn't have been necessary if it hadn't been for my cowardice. – He looked straight at one of the cameras present, hoping that someone would hear.  – I start asking for forgiveness. You don't deserve this, all this unnecessary exposure, just because of a kiss. And you don't deserve me to hide you, even though it's contradictory – he sighed – You all can start asking questions.

With that, an unruly chorus of voices hit him, several questions, all at the same time, without him being able to distinguish one from the other. His eyelids fluttered; if there was one thing he didn't like, it was disorganization. Luckily, Erwin, sitting in the front row, decided to stand up and choose someone to ask first. Levi breathed a sigh of relief, mentally thanking his friend and lawyer.

– Mr. Ackerman, analyzing the images, what would you like to say about it? Do you like men now? 

– The images just show a part of me that I hid for a long time – he explained – and I would not like to hide it anymore. And yes, I like men too. 

Another journalist pointed her recorder to Levi. 

– Does it mean you are bisexual? 

– Yes – he answered – even though people will hear that and say I’m gay. I like men and women. 

– The man in the photo is your paramour? 

Levi almost rolled his eyes when he heard the tone of the question. 

– He would be if I was married – some laughing reverberating in the hall – no, he’s not my paramour. 

– Would he be your boyfriend then? 

The CEO’s shoulders dropped a little bit. 

– Well, he was my boyfriend. 

– And he isn’t anymore because? 

– My cowardice in not assuming myself – he decided to say – my fear, letting others dictate my life.

– Aren’t you afraid that this will make the company’s shares drop? 

– Honestly? – he shook his head – No. I know they will drop, anyway. I know a lot of companies won’t like to be associated with a LGBT CEO. But I know others will, yes. It’s just a matter of time. 

– Are the company’s present ok with this? 

Levi swallowed. He hadn't seen his grandfather since all this had blown up in the media and, honestly, he didn't know how the old man was reacting. Andrew Ackerman was still a stone in his shoe if he was going to be completely honest, he was afraid of his reaction, of what he would say or what he would do to him. However, he was there, putting his face on the line, so that he could finally live the way he wanted. Andrew would have to accept it, whether he wanted to or not, because his love life was completely exposed.

– I would like to leave Andrew Ackerman out of this, please, I’m the matter here. 

– Who was that man in the photo? 

Levi smiled involuntarily.

– He’s someone extraordinary, competent, lovable, someone that deserves to be seen – he said – if he wants. Everyone here already saw his face, I’m sure, and this is enough exposure. If he wants, he says his name. 

– He seemed younger, is that true? 

– Yes, it is true. 

– Aren’t you concerned about that matter? 

– It wasn’t exactly a problem in our relationship – he said – actually, it never got in the way. I would say it was just as common as any other relationship. 

– How did you two meet? My sources say it was here in the company. 

– I’m just gonna say, yes, it was here in the company, but I don’t intend to expose him. I’d thank you if you could respect that. 

Levi answered several other questions, but in reality he had his head in another world, in other arms as warm as hot chocolate in winter. He hoped that Eren could forgive him, that he could hear him. He longed to have him in his embrace again, on his lips, in his body. He wish he could have seen it all.

(...)

Eren sighed once more.

Being at home doing nothing was proving to be quite a challenge. Once again, he unlocked his phone to play Candy Crush. He was at the highest levels after opening and closing the app so many times. The brunette could log on to his social networks, but he preferred to spare his mind from the likely comments and posts that would be there. So he decided to play games and watch series that he hadn't caught up on in a while.

He knew he couldn't ignore the world around him forever. For now, though, he would. He threw his cell phone next to him on the bed, huffing. He was tired, sad and frustrated. He missed Levi, he had to be honest with himself. He didn't know that he could mourn losing someone who was still alive. It was strange not to have him around anymore, it was even strange not to have him as a boss. In fact, what would he do now that he was unemployed? What would he do now that his face was known to the population?

– Argh! 

He rubbed his hands over his face in irritation. A mixture of feelings grew in his chest, anger at himself being one of them. Maybe Mikasa was right and he was crazy. Only a madman would fall in love with his own boss. Anot assumed boss, by the way. Who was he kidding, though? He was completely in love with that grumpy little man. He hugged his pillow, smiling. Whatever happened next, he knew that he had had many good times with Levi. He even felt privileged to have seen such a vulnerable and fragile part of the CEO.

Now, however, that was all over and he needed to get used to it. He was determined to get out of bed and start looking for a new job, but his mother was quicker to open the door to his room. Eren shuddered.

– Someone better be dying – he murmured. 

– No one’s dying – Carla frowned, looking for the on/off button of the TV – look at that!

– I start asking for forgiveness.

Eren watched it all with wide eyes, a dry throat and a heart racing like a thousand horses in a field. What was it all about? Was he dreaming? Was he really seeing Levi Ackerman open up on national television? He swallowed dryly, trying to control his eyes, now so watery with emotion.

– Oh god – said the brunet, feeling the heat on his face. 

– I said if there was love everything would be solved, son – Carla said, smiling – now, you’re famous too, you should take advantage of that. 

– Mom! 

Carla laughed out loud. 

– What? Do you think I’m wrong? 

– I’m so ashamed… 

– You’re ashamed of nothing, now get up, get yourself ready and go to your man. 

(...) 

Levi breathed a sigh of relief.

Finally, the seemingly endless questions were over. He had been standing there for so many minutes that his legs seemed to be tingling from the misuse of his muscles. He tried to stretch a little, relieving all the tension that had taken over his body. Erwin approached, switching off some of the microphones attached to the acrylic.

 – You know that's going to cause more of a stir, don't you?

– I’m already exposed, another exposure won’t hurt me – he said – do you have any news in the meanwhile? 

– I've managed to advance the process of moral damages to some television networks, don't worry. 

– My grandpa?

– Through Hanji’s message, he’s at the company. 

Levi shrugged. 

– Maybe the old man is finally accepting me. 

Erwin arched one of his thick eyebrows. 

– Do you really believe that? – the blond man laughed – Andrew Ackerman is just hiding, Levi. One way or another he will come to you, no need to rush it. I do believe that he’s watching all of this. Even though the press conference ended, some journalists are broadcasting. 

– You’re right – he said – I just…had hopes. 

The lawyer sighed, sadly. 

– I would like to say something, give you some comfort, but it would be a lie. 

– I know – he gave a gentle tap on his friend’s shoulder – and I thank you for that. 

They would have continued talking had it not been for the commotion that followed. Several cameras turned to the door of the lobby, flashes were present to honor those entering the company. Despite trying to disguise them with a mask, those striking green eyes would not go unnoticed by anyone, least of all Levi, who couldn't believe his eyes. Eren's hair was completely loose, his clothes casual and his aura light and tense at the same time. His eyes seemed to be looking for someone and the CEO wasn't counting himself lucky. Pushing his way through a sea of people, Levi managed to reach his goal.

– Eren!

The brunette lowered his mask and several clicks could be heard.

– It wasn’t exactly like that, I imagined you getting out of the closet, Levi – he laughed.

– Neither did I – Levi said – but I’m right here, aren’t I? 

The brunette's features softened, his hand caressing Ackerman's pale face.

– I’m sorry, I…I feel like I forced you in some way – Eren confessed. 

Levi shook his head. 

– No, I just had to do what I should have done a long time ago – he said –  maybe, in fact, I'm sure that if we both took over the buzz would be the same.

– Maybe, yes – Eren smiled. 

The CEO swallowed, leaning closer to caress his cheek.

– I missed you so much.

– Me too, Levi, a lot – he whispered, pulling the shorter one closer, finally holding him. 

Ah, that warm embrace! He wished he could melt into those arms and never leave. He took a deep breath, smelling the scent he thought he would never smell again in his life. He was there! He was back! He couldn't resist smiling, shattering his whole shell of an unavailable executioner. With Eren there, he didn't mind showing himself to be a passionate romantic. After all, he was a passionate romantic.

– I'll do anything to have you around – he begged – please don't run off like that again.

Eren laughed softly, kissing the top of the businessman's head.

– You have already done enough.

(...) 

They decided on a day off.

That means, Levi decided on a day off, Eren was technically unemployed at the time. The brunette just followed his, again, boyfriend. They didn't want to attract any more attention than they already had, so they went to the CEO's penthouse to enjoy each other's company before it was time to pick Theo up from nursery school.

As soon as the elevator opened onto the apartment floor, Eren was surprised by a kiss. He sighed, moving his lips slowly according to the older man's rhythm. Ah, he'd be a fool to say he didn't miss it. He couldn't resist shivering as he felt the tongue slowly enter his mouth, while he also explored the other man's mouth. To make matters worse, Eren pulled Levi closer by tugging on his jacket. He could stay there forever.

–  Ah, Levi – he moaned softly, almost exploding from the simple stimulation.

–  I miss you, Eren –  he whispered – I know it's only been a few days, but it's felt like centuries. –  A kiss – please, I'm begging you.

– Shh, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere – he promised – why don't we go inside?

–  All right – he said, taking Eren's hand – come on.

… 

That view never ceased to amaze him.

Seeing the immensity of that green ocean from so high up gave him a feeling of freedom. He smiled, leaning a little closer to the ledge. The wind ruffled his hair and tickled his neck. He thought about his situation for a moment. He was back at his boyfriend Levi's house. Something like a Deja-vu flashed through his mind. It was on that same balcony that the two of them had gradually admitted their feelings. The impression was that it was decades ago and, at the same time, a second ago. Falling in love was so crazy and yet so brave.

It took courage to love.

To love the other person's faults, to love all the negative points.

It took courage to love someone else's freedom.

Eren didn't regret letting Levi go. In fact, it was necessary. Freedom was something the brunette had always longed for in his life. He couldn't live trapped in appearances. No, he wasn't born for it. Obviously, he didn't want Levi's coming out to have so much media coverage. It was unnecessary exposure for something so simple! He wondered why it was so important. He was just a man who loved another man.

Despite everything, he was now with Levi, without having to hide it from anyone.

He felt a shiver run down the back of his neck as he felt a pair of lips kiss his skin.

– Do you like the view? – Levi whispered. 

– It makes me feel free – he answered. 

– Hum – Levi hugged his waist, not sparing other parts of his body from being kissed – I do like it too. But, I prefer the view of a certain someone. 

Eren laughed, still in the embrace, and turned to face his boyfriend.

 – And who is this someone?

The brunette resisted the temptation to swallow when he saw Levi's intense blue eyes. They were like steel, strong and sharp, shining. But instead of imposing fear, they made him feel safe. There were so many things in those eyes, he knew that those orbs spoke for themselves.

– Someone with eyes so green, the color of this sea.

– I'm jealous of that someone –Eren joked.

– Don't be – Levi laughed, standing on tiptoe to kiss Eren's plump lips –he won't see what I have to tell you now.  

The brunette frowned.

– See? 

Then the CEO disentangled himself from his arms, still smiling, but with a slight blush on his face. Suddenly, Levi made a gesture with his left hand, closing it almost into a fist, fingers showing. It was a letter. Then another, and another, until it was one...

I love you.

A deep cry wanted to rise from his throat. But Eren just threw himself into the other man's arms, hugging him so tightly that the air escaped from both of their lungs. All his life, he had wanted to be recognized as someone beyond his limitations. However, that gesture, indeed that action, was more than a response. He was seen, he was loved completely.

– I love you too, Levi – he whispered – so, so much!

–  I love you – Levi said, stroking his tanned face – so much. I'm yours, Eren. Completely.

– And I'm yours, Levi. Entirely.

Chapter Text

Levi ended up falling asleep on his chest.

The atmosphere was just right for that. Right after confessing, they decided to take advantage of each other's company and lay down on the CEO's bed to watch some silly movie. The movie, in fact, only served as background music for the conversations that followed. Everyday, routine conversations, as if nothing that had happened to the two of them had happened, or rather, was happening. After Levi fell asleep, Eren logged on to his social media for the first time in days.

There were lots of snippets from Levi's press conference, some trending hashtags and, above all, the moment of Eren and Levi captured by the photographers at the company. The brunette sighed, it wasn't as if he wanted to be famous, but if he was going to be Ackerman Corporation's CEO's partner, he'd have to get used to the media hounding him. It was all right, really. With Levi by his side, nothing else mattered.

He stroked his head with his fingertips, leaning over slightly to kiss the top of the older man's head, who seemed to be returning from dreamland. Levi yawned, trying to keep the sleep off his face.

– I'm sorry – Eren said softly – I didn't mean to wake you.

– Oh, it's okay – he said – it's no problem, I was just waking up.

– Did you sleep well? You looked tired.

– I was – admitted the CEO – I didn't sleep very well these days, I had a lot going on and a lot to do at the same time.

Eren smiled sadly in empathy.

He even felt a bit bad that he had reacted in such a reclusive way, while Levi had faced everything and everyone head on. However, everyone reacted in their own way and it was the CEO who really had to answer for being a public figure due to his position.

– Are you better now?

– Yes –  Levi looked at the display on Eren's cell phone –  what are you watching?

– Ah –  the brunette laughed – us. They've already made some edits to your press conference and there's a photo of us running around. I wonder if it was wise of me to hug you there.

– I really don't care – he said – we could have done better, what would it cost you to take my clothes off? 

Eren laughed, dropping his cell phone and losing to the urgency of kissing Levi long and sensuously. The world outside could fall down at that moment, but he didn't care. Being there, alone, feeling the warmth of that body on his was his definition of paradise. He could die of happiness. He sighed, deepening the kiss as he pulled the older man's hips close to his, his right thigh right in the middle of the other man's thigh gap. Levi had his hand on his back, caressing his muscles over the cotton shirt he was wearing. He was completely immersed in the sensations he had missed so much over the last few days.

He bit the older man's lower lip.

He felt he could take control of the situation.

– Levi? – he called out as he watched the CEO angrily turn off the alarming sound.

– Damn it – he cursed – I'm sorry, my love, I meant to pick Theo up from nursery.

– Ah – Eren laughed, slightly flushed – fine, but what time is it?

– It's almost 3:30 p.m., he usually finishes at 4 p.m. There's no need to pick him up so early. Well, you already know. It's just that...

– What?

– I didn't want to leave him alone at a time like this.

– You're right to worry –  said the brunette – do you want to go now?

– No, it's not that far – he smiled, returning to the bed and kissing Eren's plump lips – we can go back to where we were, I just don't think there's enough time to do the usual.

– Ah –  Eren scratched his temple, a little disconcerted – that's fine, we can do something else.

– Oh, yeah? What? Hm?

– We can just... use our hands.

Levi ended up laughing.

– Where's the confidence from before?

– Levi! – Eren pouted.

– It's okay – the CEO laughed – I like your versions – his hand caressed his ear, stopping at the device – do you want to take it off?

Eren shook his head.

– No – he said – actually, I'd like to listen to you this time.

Levi smiled, looking for the lips he liked best in the whole world.

— All right, my love – the brunette reddened, still not used to being called that – any position preferences?

–  How can you say something like that so naturally?

– Why wouldn't it be natural? I just want you to be as comfortable as possible.

Eren swallowed at the intensity. Obviously, he was grateful to have such an understanding partner. Having sex with the device was uncomfortable, but he would love to hear Levi's moans and sighs. Having all his senses working in an intimate moment only intensified the emotions and sensations he would feel. He would like to feel that, despite the discomfort. So someone asking how he would like to position himself was a little strange to his ears because of the complete intimacy. It was too intense.

– I’m just – he hugged Levi, getting up the courage to sit on his lap – I’m just a little shy. 

The CEO hugged him back, taking the opportunity to smell the perfume that the younger man exuded from being so close to him. Eren shivered when he felt the tip of Levi's nose on the skin of his neck - it was a little embarrassing to admit, but he could already feel himself getting hard with so little stimulation. He held back the urge to moan, hiding his face in the curve between the older man's shoulder and neck. The position was strangely comfortable, despite the height difference. In fact, that was the reason the position was so comfortable: they wouldn't even have to take off their clothes, just unzip their pants.

– You don't have to be, I've seen every part of your body.

Eren smiled, shaking his head in denial.

–  It's just that, you know, it's so intimate – he whispered – being with you like this.

– And isn't that nice?

– It's great – he hurried to say – but it's so intense, so intense. I feel like I could explode at any moment.

–  Well, I intend to make you explode at some point – Levi joked – I can see that you won't last long, brat. 

Levi ran his hand down his abdomen until he reached the waistband of his pants. Eren sighed shakily, anticipating the moment when the CEO would unzip his pants. He took advantage of the moment to kiss the older man's pale complexion, brushing his lips across his neck and hearing him sigh too. He had heard it before, but not as close as they were. Finally, his zipper went all the way down and it only took one pull of his underwear for his hard, needy cock to come out. He gasped as he felt Levi's slim yet manly hand on his length.

– Ah, Levi – he moaned – oh, how I've missed you.

– Me too – he kissed him on the lips – don't hold back, okay? I want to hear all about you. Hm? Do you want that too, Eren? Moan my name – he  kissed him behind the ear – nice and loud. Will you be a good boy and moan my name?

This time, Levi squeezed his member, moving his hand slowly up and down. Eren whimpered, pleasure invading his insides as Levi increased the speed of his masturbation. The CEO was breathing heavily and this fueled the younger man to step out of his world and unzip Levi's pants, exposing his neglected member.

– Levi - he sighed – you're so hard... ah! Just for me.

– Yes, my love, just for you.

The atmosphere was filled with their sighs and moans, as well as the obvious sounds of their hands on each other's skin. Eren, like the good boy he was, gave his all as he called out his lover's name, forgetting the shame he had felt before. Tears fell down his cheeks due to the intensity of the sensations and emotions he was feeling at that moment. For a moment, he even forgot to continue moving his hand. Luckily, Levi didn't care at that moment, he just wanted to see the climax on the younger man's face, it was more than enough for him to reach it himself.

– Levi, Levi, Levi – he moaned loudly – I'm almost... there!

The CEO increased the speed of his thrusting, eager to see Eren come apart in his hand, which didn't last long as he felt the hot liquid spread across his skin. The former assistant grunted deeply, shuddering from head to toe from the strong stimulation he had just received. He leaned his head on the other man's shoulder, realizing that Levi had also climaxed when he heard him moan discreetly. They were panting and very, very satisfied.

Despite having an appointment, they laid down

– Tired?

– Yes, I need a few minutes –  confessed Eren, already a little drowsy from the previous activity.

Levi, realizing this, tapped him on the forehead.

– Don't even think about sleeping yet, we have to shower and pick up Theo.

Eren rolled his eyes, laughing.

Some habits would never change.

(...)

After a nice shower, they were both in the car on the way to the nursery school where Theo studied. There was a comfortable silence between the two of them, the only sound being the sound of the tires against the asphalt. In fact, it was very quiet. It didn't even seem as if Levi had faced all the country's media hours earlier. Given this, he was a little tense about what he was going to find at the nursery. It wasn't public knowledge where the boy went to school, but Levi knew that some of the parents had already seen him there and would surely have leaked the story to some sensationalist newspaper.

– Are you okay, Levi?

– Yes –  he said sincerely – I'm just worried about Theo. I hope they're not harassing him outside the nursery. I also hope that the teachers honor their profession and protect him.

– Don't worry so much –  Eren squeezed his arm slightly, so as not to distract him from the road – I don't think the nursery school would be that stupid, honestly. It's an elite school, they care about their image.

– Maybe you're right – he sighed and turned on the radio, trying to distract himself with some music – by the way, I need to ask you something.

– What is it?

– Your job.

– Ah – said the brunette, a little surprised – I don't think I can go back.

Levi felt his world crash for a moment. With wide eyes and a slam on the brakes – luckily, they had stopped at a traffic light –  the CEO turned to his boyfriend with utter confusion on his face.

– What do you mean?

Eren swallowed back a laugh as he realized Levi's state.

– Levi, think about it, that would be another reason for people to talk – he explained –  don't you think it would almost be nepotism?

The CEO looked outraged.

– I'm a product of nepotism – he retorted.

– But not me, my love – he said with the greatest patience in the world, because sometimes he forgot how rich Levi was and how out of touch with reality he seemed – Besides, I'd like to work in my field – Levi looked hurt – don't get me wrong, I loved working with you, but I need to grow up. At some point I'd have to leave.

The businessman clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth as he drove off again.

– You can still work for the company – he insisted – with the video editor in the marketing department.

– Are you talking about Jean? – Levi nodded and Eren shook his head – Levi, I can't be in the company.

Levi grunted in frustration. How can a brat be more mature than me? It was more than obvious that Eren couldn't return to the company, at least not now that everything was so new in the public eye. Maybe in the future, when they were married, Eren could be under his wing again. He never thought he'd be that possessive.

He sighed, irritated.

– All right – he conceded, turning a corner– can I at least give you a referral? I know who needs your work.

Eren shrugged.

– That's fine with me – he said – and who would that be?

– My ex-wife.

Sepulchral silence.

Levi looked nervous, tightening his fingers on the steering wheel. Please, say something! As for Eren, all he could do was clear his throat.

– Are you serious?

– Look, she's an actress and needs editing on social media – his tone was pure nervousness – I'm not telling you to stay or accept, but think about it. It's a good start, a good opportunity to move up, you're good at what you do.

The brunette seemed to be in an internal conflict at that moment, so Levi said nothing more and left him alone, allowing him to think about the offer which, although absurd, was tempting. After a long time and almost reaching the nursery, Eren broke the silence.

– I accept.

Levi let out a breath.

– You won't regret it.

… 

As Levi had predicted, several tabloid photographers were huddled around the nursery's railings. It wouldn't be an easy task to get his son out of there. Parking the car, he leaned his head against the steering wheel as soon as the vehicle came to a complete stop. He didn't like exposure at all and he liked it even less when his son was involved in something he had nothing to do with. However, he was only facing the consequences of his own choices - which he didn't regret in the slightest. He gave Eren his hand, entwining his hand with his and bringing it to his lips, where he planted a chaste kiss.

– Do you want to stay here?

– I won't let you face all this alone.

Levi just nodded, opening the car door.

–  Come on, let's go.

(...) 

Theo, thanks to the benevolence of the teachers, was sheltered in a room.

The passage to the entrance of the nursery was a little difficult, with so many cameras in their faces that the images would surely serve as headlines for some dubious article. However, despite all this, they managed to get through the crowd of desperate people and reach Theo, who seemed a little confused by it all, but at the same time happy to see Eren.

– Uncle Eren! – he ran up and jumped into his arms – Where were you? I missed you!

Eren squeezed him in his arms, intensifying the hug. He had missed that child so much, who had nothing to do with the chaos outside and who was completely naive about everything because of his young age. He kissed the head full of red hair, smelling the baby smell that was still there.

– I've had a few problems, Theo, but I'm not going anywhere today.

Theo turned away to look at them both, his eyes completely sparkling with childish excitement.

– Will we have pizza night?

The brunette smiled warmly.

– Pizza night, Theo – confirmed Levi, hefting the child's bag onto his shoulder.

Theo Ackerman laughed with happiness, stretching out his arms so that his father could hug him too, as a way of saying thank you. After picking him up, they faced the cameras again. However, before they could expose the child's identity, Eren removed his button-down shirt, leaving only his cotton shirt showing, and threw it over the child.

– Who are these people, Daddy? – Theo curled up in his embrace and Levi felt his heart shrivel up.

– They're just some idle people – he said – don't worry about them.

And so, with his head held high and hand in hand with his now boyfriend, he faced the harassment and judgment of all those present and those who would see the story in the future. He was no longer afraid.

Not when he was complete.

(...) 

The arrival at Levi's building was more relaxed.

Luckily there were no vultures waiting at the door. On the way, they had stopped at a pizzeria to buy a couple of boxes of different flavors. They each chose a flavor for themselves and left the place without further circumstances. Now, however, as they were crossing the lobby of the building to take the elevator to their apartment, a not very pleasant presence appeared to the couple. Eren swallowed, at the same time as his calm face changed to something tense and irritable.

The brunette took Theo in his arms who, to Eren's surprise, didn't even blink at not speaking to his own grandfather. It just went to show that this man was just a shell, without any inner content and devoid of any feelings towards his own family. Eren didn't like him at all, to be honest; there wasn't a shred of empathy in his chest when he looked at Andrew. All he wanted was for him to go away and leave his grandson, who had suffered so much at his hands, alone.

The president of the Ackerman Corporation was as unapproachable as ever, in his expensive dark blue suit, with his gray hair combed back and an impassive face. He seemed to be there with only one goal in mind and Eren didn't want to find out. He squeezed Theo in his arms, pulling away without realizing it.

–  I don't like Great Grandpa, Uncle Eren – whispered the child in his arms – Daddy gets sad when he's around. I don't like when daddy’s sad.

– Me neither, baby – he whispered back – me neither.

Levi, on the other hand, put the pizza boxes on a coffee table there was in that place and, in all his courage, turned to face his grandfather. Now he would no longer bow his head to the wishes of the president or anyone else, even if he had the same blood running through his veins.

– What are you doing here?

Andrew rolled his eyes, then turned his scrutiny on Eren, who just stood his ground without lowering his head. Two could fight the same battle, after all. There was a clear hatred directed at him, something almost palpable.

– Is this what you want for your life, Levi? - Andrew spilled – This pathetic scene of an imitation family?

– If you've come here just to think you're superior, you can go back –  Levi retorted.

Andrew laughed wryly.

– You know nothing, Levi, nothing! Do you really think you can do anything, do you really think you can make that stupid scene at the press conference? By the way, what crazy idea was that? Do you have any idea how much the shares fell with that deplorable act of yours? Is it so good to be fucked that you give up your position in the company?

– Firstly, I demand respect in front of my son and your great-grandson, he's just a child – he said, completely cold — secondly, what I do or don't do is none of your business, dear grandfather. And I haven't given up my position in the company, unless you want me to. Perhaps the only request I will accept from you from now on.

–You are my only heir! Act like it –  shouted Andrew, drawing the attention of the doorman, who was watching with wide eyes.

– Yes, I am your heir and I'm acting like it, Andrew! I'm still the CEO of this company, I'm still putting my blood at your mercy because of this fucking company! –   Levi took a deep breath, trying to control his tone of voice – But what about you? You're just an empty man, just a president, who honestly does nothing.

–You respect me – he pointed his finger at his grandson, completely red – I gave you a life, Levi, I can take it away! Give up, don't try to fight me.

– Have you ever respected me, Grandpa? – Levi laughed, incredulous – Have you ever considered my wishes? I've always followed you without a peep, all my life. Don't you think I deserve the minimum now? I only ask for the minimum, Andrew, the minimum.

Andrew looked nervous, panting, his skin completely red with anger and veins popping out on his neck. Eren frowned as he noticed the president walking towards him, eyes wide and an accusing finger right in front of his face. He swallowed, putting Theo down and kneeling next to the boy.

– Can you stay with that man for now, Theo? –  Eren pointed at the doorman.

–  But...

– It's just a little while, okay?

Theo nodded positively, moving out of the way and allowing Andrew to pass.

– You! – Droplets of saliva came out of his mouth like a rabid dog – This is all your fault, I should have taken your life!

– Not everything we want, we can, Mr. Ackerman.

– Andrew, leave my boyfriend aside, the problem you have is with me. 

Andrew turned around suddenly.

– Boyfriend? – He repeated incredulously – Boyfriend, he says! There's no such thing, Levi! There's no such thing! Don't you realize what a disgusting thing you're doing? Having a relationship with a man! A male! I can't leave that stain on the company.

– That's all you care about, Mr. Ackerman – said Eren – but everyone already knows the nature of your grandson, there's no going back, accept it. The company will continue to stand whether your grandson is bisexual or not.

– Insolent! - he shouted again – I won't accept something so vile! Levi, if you don't give up this nonsense now, consider yourself out of the company, whether you're my heir or not!

– Then fine, I'm out – Levi retorted calmly.

But for his grandfather, it was like a shot to the chest. Eren had never seen someone turn so red that his eyes showed the tiny capillaries in his sclera. The man's breathing was irregular and he didn't seem to be well. Part of his face seemed paralyzed, even drooping, and that made Eren's eyes widen.

– Levi, call an ambulance. 

Chapter Text

The constant noise of the machines brought a certain comfort to the CEO's heart.

Seeing his grandfather lying there, completely vulnerable, didn't make him happy. It was too conflicting to think about, because although he was completely hurt by Andrew's prejudiced attitudes and actions, he was still his grandfather. The one who took care of him when there was no one else.

He watched that man's chest come and go, slowly and steadily.

He was his grandfather. He felt almost obliged to be there, despite everything.

He sighed deeply.

Dealing with feelings was still difficult for Levi, as he had never really been taught how. The death of his parents took away his childhood, the time to learn everything for adult life. Despite all that, Andrew didn't let him be a child. From a very young age, he accompanied him in the company, learned to be impassive, cold, calculating, he just didn't learn to be a child as he should have. At one point in his life, he tried to be rebellious, to go along with what he wanted, only to learn in the distant future that all the men who left his life had his grandfather's finger in the middle.

Perhaps life wanted to punish Andrew.

Or maybe it was just circumstances.

He would never know.

From what he knew, his grandfather had been a strong, virile and healthy man, now transformed into a frail person, the victim of a very serious hemorrhagic stroke with low chances of survival. Because of this, Levi felt a weight on his shoulders. He didn't know if he was really ready to be president of the company. After all, he was the direct heir, apart from his uncle, who had already made it clear that he didn't want to continue with the business. It was documented, written down and signed. He couldn't run away from his destiny, no matter how much he wanted to. He was just a little tired after all the controversy surrounding his sexuality and his relationship with Eren.

– Look where you got me, grandpa – he whispered, taking his cold grandfather’s hand – all I wanted was a bit of your love, not your inheritance – Levi gulped – was it that hard? 

No response, just the machine's constant beeping.

– Did you even love your children? Your daughter-in-law? Your wife? Anyone? It's hard, Grandpa, not to know love. Maybe you were only brought up like that and replicated it in your family, but no one deserves that, not even a person as bad...as you are – he clenched his jaw, anger rising in his chest – I deserved love. I deserve love, Andrew! It wasn’t that hard! Why? What have I done to you? 

He felt a hand on his shoulder, which made him startle a little.

– You did nothing wrong, Levi – Hanji said empathetic – some people aren't capable of showing feelings. It's not your fault, life has just robbed you of some things.

– I don’t know how to feel, Hanji – he confessed. 

– Then let all the feelings come out – the brunette looked at the hospital gurney with empty eyes – even the worst ones.

(...) 

Never in his life had he imagined himself in that position.

Firstly, he was on display for the whole country to see.

Secondly, he was dating the most desirable man in the country.

And finally, he was working as a cashier in his sister's café.

He had already lost count of the countless crooked and curious looks in his direction, as well as the more daring ones, who asked extremely personal questions about his sex life with Levi. He took a deep breath, withdrawing his change for one more of those crazy people. What comforted him was knowing that this job was only temporary, a way of earning money to at least buy a banana and a subway ticket. He wouldn't deny that he liked it, far from it, working with the public was proving to be quite an exercise in patience, but he had his sister to thank for that.

Speaking of her, the two still didn't see eye to eye on each other's attitudes. Mikasa was just tolerating the fact that her dear little brother was dating. However, Eren knew that she would most likely make a beautiful scene when Levi went to meet the Jaeger family - which wasn't far away. Besides, her plans with Levi had fallen through the cracks because of Andrew. He missed her, but he knew that even though his grandfather was such an arse, his boyfriend still harbored conflicting feelings towards him in his heart. He didn't judge him, he just hoped that he wouldn't give in to guilt so much.

Incredibly, the media harassment subsided, which became less of a problem for him. However, it became a problem for Levi. It was the end of the week, the café was full and gossip programs were calling in to find out the state of health of the president of one of Eldia's largest companies. Some absurd stories made a certain noise, like the one that was happening at the moment, in which they accused Levi of having planned the whole thing.

He rolled his eyes. 

– Is it a lie? – one of the clients dared to ask and Eren lost his patience. 

– Would you like something else? 

– Do you have an Ethiopian cafe? 

… 

Later, as he was about to close the café, he was surprised by an unusual request from his sister.

– Sorry. 

Eren frowned, surprised by the whole thing. He looked around for cameras, sure that this was a prank. When he didn't find any, he put his hand on Mikasa's forehead, looking for some sign of her insanity. It wasn't NORMAL for his sister to apologize, even if she was wrong. She could be tortured and she would never speak.

– I'm sure something in your body stopped working today – he said. 

Mikasa laughed. 

– I’m fine – she shook her head confirming – it's just that... I was wrong, that's all. That garden dwarf really seems to like you.

– Which garden dwarf?

Levi's velvety, manly voice rang out and, as he turned around, he saw not only him, but Hanji and Theo in his wake. Eren bent down to take the boy in his arms, hugging him tightly. Mikasa, on the other hand, just rolled her eyes with a discreet smile, greeting everyone.

– I forgot to tell you, but our friends will be arriving shortly – Mikasa informed. 

–  Ah, that's fine, full house then – replied the brunette, putting Theo down on a nearby chair and approaching Levi, kissing him discreetly, just sealing their lips – Are you okay?

The CEO just smiled a sad smile, one of those that show a tiredness that isn't physical. Eren did nothing but hug him, stroking the scraggly part of his hair. At the same time as he felt his heart bleed at the sadness of others, he felt victorious at having Levi so vulnerable in his arms.

– Is daddy sad? 

– Your dad is going through a hard time – Hanji explained to the boy – his grandpa is sick.

Theo, with his short legs, got off the chair and ran to hug his father's legs. Eren felt his smile in his chest before he turned to take his son in his arms and caress his red-cheeked face. It was a beautiful, familiar and intimate scene.

– Grandpa Andrew is not very well – Levi said – maybe he turns into a little star. 

Turning into a little star was a much simpler and more didactic way of explaining death to a child as innocent as Theo. Even so, the redhead frowned in doubt.

– What is it?

Levi held his breath and, because of this, Eren was willing to explain.

– It's when a person no longer lives with us, Theo – he said – like Levi's mother and father, who are stars now. When you miss one of those stars, just look up in the sky and they'll be there.

The child seemed to understand and put aside his questions, entertaining himself with Mikasa, who was proving to be a good aunt.

– Thank you, my love –  Levi whispered tiredly, his head resting on Eren's shoulder as they sat drinking coffee – today has been a difficult day.

– I know you – he said, kissing the pale skin of the CEO's hand – but I'm here.

– Awwwwn, what lovebirds! - Hanji put his hands together in a passionate pose.

Levi laughed, rolling his eyes, as the rest of the people who had yet to arrive arrived together. Theo was the first to run up, greeting everyone with his joy. Some even seemed surprised to see Levi there, so casually.

– I'm not going to lie, it's strange to see your boss among mere mortals – said Connie, who received a slap from Sasha.

Eren laughed, giving Levi a kiss on the cheek.

– It's even stranger to see your ex-boyfriend kissing someone else – said Jean.

The CEO looked surprised and, at the same time, jealous, which made him hold Eren's hand in full view of everyone present. The brunette rolled his eyes. Obviously, Jean wasn't his ex, they'd only kissed when they were very young as teenagers.

– I didn't know Jean used to be your boyfriend, Eren - Annie finally made herself present.

– Because he never was – he answered quickly – we just kissed. 

– When was this? - Levi hastened to ask, glaring daggers in Jean's direction.

Connie and Sasha looked at each other, holding back their laughter.

– Don't worry, Levi, I'm quite sure that the only kiss between these two was many years ago, when they were teenagers - Armin said, holding the hand of the victim of the dark eyes - now it's not the case. 

Eren frowned.

– When did this – he pointed to their intertwined fingers –  happen?

– Curious, Jaeger?

– It's obvious! You're corrupting an innocent man, horseface!

Armin laughed, taking a seat on the edge of the table next to Jean.

– Let's say someone got sick and I took care of them.

– Is that ethical?

– Seriously, we're going to talk about ethics? – Jean scoffed. 

Everyone at the table laughed and engaged in animated conversation, the group now different with the arrival of not only Jean but also Levi, who seemed to complement each other like a Lego piece. It was good for Eren. Seeing that his boyfriend was being integrated, without the slightest bit of prejudice or aversion, put him at ease. What's more, he knew that this moment would serve as a distraction and respite for the heir to the Ackerman Corporation.

A few hours later, when almost everyone had left and Theo was asleep in Hanji's arms, Eren and Levi were alone in front of the café, where they watched the comings and goings of the busy avenue where his sister's establishment was located. From behind, he wrapped his hands around the shorter man's waist, then planted a kiss on the back of his neck. He would never tire of seeing how sensitive Levi was in that place. His skin had shivered into infinite balls.

– How’s your grandpa? 

Levi sighed heavily.

– The doctors don't know if he's going to make it or not – he said –  I don't know what to do either. The company directors are already pressuring me to take his place, but...I just...damn it, I don't know if I'm ready for it.

–  Levi, no one is ever prepared for this – said Eren, with all his empathy – we can only prepare ourselves for the inevitable blow that will come. Something new will always frighten us, but your courage, I'm sure, is greater than your fear. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here with me. Being president is just another challenge and, as I always say, I'll be here with you. With regard to your grandfather, even though I don't like him, I hope everything turns out all right.

– Thank you. The doctors say there will be after – effects if he survives – he sighed – I have to admit I don't know what to feel. In fact, I'm feeling everything.

– Don't suppress your emotions, it's healthy to let them flow, even the negative ones. Your relationship with your grandfather is somewhat complex, isn't it?

Levi nodded positively.

– The anger is consuming me little by little.

– It's all right - he stroked the CEO's belly – but do you want my advice? Forgive him. Not because you have to forget what he did, but because it will do your heart and mind good. Forgive him, he wasn't a good person to you and you certainly deserved better, my love, but there's no going back.

The CEO swallowed his tears and turned to hide his face in Eren's arms, who just hugged him, whispering words of comfort in his ears. For a while, they stood there, just enjoying each other's company, listening to the noise of the cars passing by so quickly. Much was said about the brunette's warm embrace, but for Eren the best embrace was the one he was in.

Unfortunately, they were interrupted by Hanji, who didn't have the best look on her face. Eren swallowed, already fearing the worst. Levi loosened his grip when he realized they weren't alone and seemed to realize what he was about to hear.

– Hanji?

– I’m so sorry, Levi – she said, handing him the phone – Andrew has just passed away.

Chapter Text

The headstone showed that it was real.

He swallowed back his tears as he looked at his grandfather's name cut into that dull stone. He was alone, graced only by the gentle wind that swayed his black hair. It had been exactly a month since Andrew had left and only now had Levi accepted that, in fact, the man who raised him was no longer present in the world of the living.

He sighed.

It was hard to see someone so imposing reduced to ashes. Perhaps death really is democratic and robs everyone of their dignity when it comes. Andrew Ackerman had his legacy, now supported by the grandson he had criticized so much for his choices and non-choices. Even so, Levi felt sad, mourning the death of yet another family member. Only his uncle remained, and he prayed that he would live as long as possible. On the other hand, there was the family he had raised, people who were not related by blood, with the exception of Theo, who would surely be his foundation for carrying on his grandfather's legacy. No matter how difficult it was, he knew he would have people by his side to carry on.

As a matter of fact, as soon as he left there, he was going to take over as president of the Ackerman Corporation. It was his right, after all. The entire fortune he had accumulated would be his and, even though he was already quite wealthy, he felt a little uncomfortable with so much money. He hoped that he would know what to do with it, where to invest it, where to keep it. Now he would have even more possibilities. Endless possibilities.

He knelt down, placing a simple sprig of chrysanthemum at the foot of that grave.

– You weren't a very good father figure, Grandpa – he laughed – but I'm not here to disturb your eternal rest. I've just come to thank you for all the opportunities I've been given, thanks to you. It may sound strange, but if it hadn't been for you, I wouldn't have met Eren. And just so you know – he whispered – he’s going to be my husband very soon. 

As if in cunning response, the leaves of the trees rustled with another gust of wind. Levi laughed, shook his head in denial and then stood up. He wiped the dust from his knees, shuddering at the dirt that flew in particles in the sunlight.

As he walked, he remembered his childhood, how much he would have liked human warmth and how accustomed he had become to the coldness of the people around him. For a long time, he believed that he didn't need anyone, that he was self-sufficient and that his rude attitudes would protect him from the cold world he lived in. This ended in a failed marriage, an almost non-existent relationship between father and son and many unhappy people around him, including himself.

That is until a petulant and courageous employee arrived.

He smiled openly.

With Eren, he allowed himself to be vulnerable, to open his thick shell not only to himself, but to the world around him. His relationship with his ex-wife and his son improved and became something tangible and healthy. However, he needed a bit of a fright, a certain distance from this person with such bright, expressive eyes, to see that it was real. And for that, he thanked his grandfather. For his courage in standing up to him, he now had someone so precious by his side.

Someone who was now holding his hand, walking side by side towards the car.

– Are you okay? 

Eren now had short hair, in a cut that was curiously similar to his own and at the same time so different, because, unlike his cut, Eren's seemed to make him look more innocent and youthful. To reassure him, he shook his hand.

– Everything is fine, my love – he said – and you? Are you ready to take over as an editor? 

To their surprise, Petra didn't accept the proposal. In fact, the actress herself accused Levi of proposing something so small to someone as big as Eren. So Petra brought another, even better proposal to the video editor: to work as an editor for the episodes of the series she was acting in, in one of the biggest studios in Eldia.

– I’m a little nervous – Eren admitted, scratching his head with his free hand. 

– It’s okay, you’re good at what you do. 

And he wasn't lying.

Petra asked to collect all of Eren's work, even from college, and the studio accepted on the spot, even though they didn't know that the new employee in question was the very famous Eren Jaeger, Levi Ackerman's boyfriend. When they found out, however, they were happy to get some publicity.

– Thank you – he smiled – what about you? 

– I’m also nervous and not even a little prepared for it. 

Eren shrugged, smiling. 

– If you’re not prepared, pretend that you are. 

Levi chuckled.

– Is it that easy? 

– Why wouldn’t it be? 

(...) 

He was feeling just like Anne Hathaway in The Devil Wears Prada.

In fact, he was feeling just like he had at the start of his career. He felt like he was entering the Ackerman Corporation for the first time, not knowing anything, not knowing his boss and his terrible temper. He felt his heart in his throat, beating so fast that he hadn't imagined it possible. But he knew! He knew that even though he was scared to death of the new, he would overcome it, just as he did when he was secretary to the infamous Mr. Ackerman.

This thought made him take a deep breath, momentarily reassuring himself.

That was until Petra appeared in his vision with a beautiful smile on her face.

The actress looked stunning in a beautiful green tube dress with a discreet neckline that made her look completely elegant. Petra was a beautiful woman, there was no denying that, and it was clear who Theo had drawn. He tried to tidy himself up as much as he could before she arrived, running his hand over his perfectly ironed shirt out of conscience.

– Good morning, Eren – she said enthusiastically. 

– Good morning, miss Ral. 

Petra laughed, rolling her eyes. 

– Oh please, I won’t be your boss - she shrugged – and I'm not that old, am I? 

– Of course not – he hurried to say – I just wanted to thank you for the opportunity. 

– It's nothing, from what I've seen you're extremely competent and the team seems excited about your arrival. Levi should be ashamed of himself – she sighed — that man! Offering to be a short video editor? With your talent? Gosh! 

Eren laughed. 

– Now I see who Theo took from. 

Petra smiled wistfully as they walked side by side into the studio.

– It wasn't always like this – she said – I really thought he'd look up to his father. By the way, have you ever seen Levi's dark eyes? I shudder to think of it. Theo sometimes resembles him, even in that. Does he give you any trouble?

– Oh, no, no! Theo is precious. 

– I know he is – she laughed – he talks so much about you! Uncle Eren here, uncle Eren there. Do you know he considers you as a father, don’t you? 

– Oh, I didn’t know – Eren answered, a little shy. 

– In the nursery school, Theo brags about having two dads – she chuckled – well, be prepared. Officially you will be when Levi asks you to marry him.

Eren almost choked on his saliva, reddening his face and neck.

–  Madam, I mean, Petra, don't you think it's too early? Don't you mind?

– What? – Petra frowned – Of course not! Nothing comes too soon for Levi and he loves you very much, I even feel a twinge of envy. But I'm happy for my son and my ex-husband, I know they'll be very happy, I'm sure. And my Theo will have someone else to lean on, that's what matters.

They stopped at a glass door with a password attached to the side.

– Thanks for the confidence, Petra.

– You're welcome, Eren – she pulled a badge out of her dress pocket – officially, an editor. Welcome! 

(...) 

Levi cleared his throat, drawing the attention of everyone at the oval table full of directors.

He was now the president of the Ackerman Corporation and everything seemed the same and so different at the same time. It was still a position of authority in relation to other people, but now he had more decisions and powers in his hands, almost infinite. As well as being chairman, he was also the owner of the company. He would have to use his powers responsibly and consistently, so as not to abuse his authority with other people in lesser positions. He wouldn't be your grandfather.

Ever.

So he began his job with a meeting with the directors of all the company's sectors. He needed to appoint someone to the position of CEO, now vacant due to his absence. First of all, he thought of his uncle, who had fled like the devil from the cross from a responsibility as great as this. Kenny Ackerman was fine being as free as possible. Secondly, and more concretely, he thought of Hanji. Perhaps her friend was a little crazy in the head, but her ideas in the HR sector were always creative and competent. Besides, if it wasn't for her, Eren wouldn't be at his side - obviously, he was going to put that argument aside at that meeting, no one needed to know that he had a weak spot in that choice.

– Good morning, everyone – he said imposingly – as you well know, today I'm taking over as chairman of this company. I'd appreciate everyone's understanding as I begin this new role, as I didn't think I'd be here so soon. So I'd like to start with an agenda that is pertinent to the moment: the appointment of a new CEO.

– Do you have someone in mind, Mr. Ackerman? - the youngest of the directors asked.

– Yes – he answered – and I hope you all agree. 

– Well, you're the president –  commented another, which got a few chuckles – is someone from your family? 

– No – said Levi – my uncle gave up this business a long time ago. But it’s one of you. Someone who is competent and has the courage to disagree with me if I make a mistake - he held out his hand towards Hanji, who widened her eyes in surprise - Miss Zoe, please.

– The HR director? 

Some seemed quite happy with the president's choice, and he breathed a sigh of relief. He was sure there would be more votes in favor than against.

– Miss Zoe has brought the most change and improvement to this company – he replied – and I think that's more than enough for her appointment. So, do you agree? Please raise your hand if you agree.

Only a few older directors didn't raise their hands.

Levi smiled slightly, while Hanji still looked a little shocked, to the point that she took a moment to stand up and notice her friend and president walking towards her. With a firm grip, Levi sealed the contract with his longtime friend.

– Are you sure? 

– No doubt, Hanji – he whispered – welcome, miss Zoe! 

(...) 

They turned that fateful Monday into pizza night. They were thinking of celebrating becoming president and Eren's first time as a professional video editor. However, as it was a Monday, there was Theo involved. So, in order not to exclude him, they decided to make the child's favorite thing: pizza. This time, they decided to make the dough, sauce and toppings themselves, which turned into a tasty mess in the apartment kitchen. Eren tried to hold back his laughter at Levi's scowl when he saw his kitchen splattered with wheat flour. Meanwhile, Theo, with his little hands, was stirring tomato sauce with a few spices in a bowl. The child seemed very pleased to be taking part.

Everyone had a different task: Eren was responsible for putting the dough into the molds and Levi for the cheese and tomato sauce. The filling was free, as the pizzas were small and individual. For the president, a traditional pizza, marguerita; for Eren, a pork loin with cream cheese; and for Theo, a pepperoni pizza.

Finally, they put the pizzas in the oven and went into the living room while Levi stayed to wash some of the dishes, even though Eren insisted on washing up as well. However, the president didn't mind cleaning up, he even liked it and didn't want Theo to be left alone and bored. So, with the boy in his arms, Eren led them to the next room.

– Do you want to watch something, Theo? 

– The stars, uncle Eren! 

– To the stars we’ll go, then! 

They passed through the living room and onto the large balcony that surrounded it. The night wasn't so starry, not least because of the city's visual pollution. However, the stars that insisted on appearing were bright and clearly visible, as well as the moon that shone above the sea. It was a beautiful, mild, comfortable night. A very comfortable silence was created between the adult and the child, with only the wind making a noise.

Eren closed his eyes, enjoying the moment with Theo in his arms.

– Daddy Levi said his grandpa has turned into a little star. 

The editor frowned slightly at the way Theo had addressed his own father. He shrugged, however, ready to explain the concept of death to the child in a way that wouldn't traumatize him.

– Yes, Theo, your great-grandpa has turned into a little star. 

– Why do people turn into stars?

Eren took a deep breath.

Death would never be easy, especially for a child.

– It’s something natural, Theo – he said – everyone will be a star someday. But we never stop seeing the stars, do we? Your grandfather is over there, you can talk to him whenever you want.

– I don’t miss grandpa – the child said, spontaneously. 

Eren, like the adult he was, held back the urge to laugh at the free way Theo expressed himself, without any fear of judgment. He finished by shrugging, he was just a child who didn't get any love from a close relative.

– Well, if someone you like turns out to be a star, just look at the night sky.

– But I don't want the star, I want the person with me – the boy looked tearful and Eren felt slightly desperate – promise you won't become a star? Neither you nor Daddy?

It was something he could not truly promise, but for the sake of a child's innocence, he would.

– It's all right, my love, no one's going to become a little star

The boy hugged him tighter, leaning his head against the curve of his shoulder. As the minutes passed, Eren thought Theo had fallen asleep. But what was his surprise when the boy pulled away from him and looked him in the eye. He swallowed. Theo might look a lot like his mother, but he had the same intense eyes as his father.

– Can I ask you something? 

– Of course! 

– Do you want to be my daddy?

The brunette's lower lip quivered and tears welled up in Eren's eyeballs. His heart was beating frantically, and he was gasping for breath at the surprise of such an innocent question. He knew that the boy thought of him as a father figure, he just hadn't expected to hear it from the child so soon. He clasped him in his arms, smelling the delicious baby smell. It had never been in his plans to be a father, but when he saw Theo, everything he had never planned became a plan.

– It’s everything I want, Theo. 

– Now I have two daddies, for real! 

Eren chuckled. 

– Your daddy is here, my son. 

In the background, a certain short man watched the two of them with a smile on his face.

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Levi watched with pleasure as his boyfriend moaned, low and drawn out, to the rhythm of his long, accurate thrusts. They were sideways on the bed, Eren in front receiving all the pleasure he could and Levi behind doing all the work of pleasuring the man. In that position, with the brunette's left leg against his hip, he could go deep, hitting that point of pleasure that seemed to bring Eren to the peak. Not only that, but the whole side of his neck was available for the CEO to kiss and smell.

That, however, didn't seem enough for Levi. He would like to become one with that body, he felt more than pleasure in that activity and, if he could, it would never end. Trying to somehow get more of the brunette's body on his, he moved his hands from his hips to his nipples, never slowing down or increasing the speed of his thrusts, just keeping up the same pace as before.

He took a deep breath, feeling that delicious smell invade his nostrils.

He was almost there.

This time, Eren decided to put his hearing aside and take advantage of his other senses, which were even more acute. That's why Levi made a point of moaning in his ear, leaning his throat against his shoulder so that he could feel the vibration of the sound of his voice. This seemed to excite the brunette even more, who threw his left arm behind him and stroked, or rather pulled, his boyfriend's black hair.

He also seemed to be almost at his peak, due to the increase in volume of his moans and murmurs.

– Oh, Levi – he mumbled – Levi! 

Disconnected words came out of not only the editor's mouth, but also that of the businessman, who increased the pace of his thrusts. Moans echoed in the room as they both reached their nirvana. With trembling bodies, they both gasped and tried to come back to reality. It was a few minutes before the couple were together again, now just cuddling, exchanging innocent but meaningful caresses.

… 

Later, when they were both showered, they went to bed to watch something on some streaming network. They were alone in that huge apartment, Theo with his mother, as it was the weekend. They took the opportunity not only to love each other physically, but also to catch up on their lives, since they no longer worked together. He found out that Eren had been assigned to edit a few short minutes of the new TV series, but that over time they would be assigned whole episodes to edit. He realized that his boyfriend was happy and that was what mattered, his happiness.

He stroked his scalp, his head on his chest.

– Do you want to do something tomorrow? 

It was night and it was quiet, despite the noise on the television.

– Sure – he answered – I just don't know what exactly at the moment, because I'm extremely tired and can't think.

Levi chuckled. 

– We’ll decide this tomorrow. 

Eren just nodded, turning his attention back to the generic movie playing on the screen. Levi ended up dozing off, waking up only when the brunette's voice replaced the movie.

– Levi? 

– Hm? 

– My parents want to meet you. 

The CEO twitched slightly, getting nervous. He may have been 40 years old, but at that moment he felt like a teenager going to his boyfriend's house for the first time. Facing a tsunami would be easier, in his opinion. However, one day or another that moment would come. After all, he didn't just want him as a boyfriend, his family was important too.

– Let’s set a date, then – Levi tried to sound as casual as possible. 

Eren seemed to notice his nervousness and snorted. 

– My parents are kind, they won’t intimidate you – he shrugged – I just can’t say the same about my sister. 

– I think I can handle her. 

– Well, if you say so. 

(...) 

It wasn't as if Eren hadn't warned him.

Although they were on a calm streak with each other, Mikasa could turn into a mother bear at any minute of the day. Even though she already knew Levi, the circumstances were different. It was a family dinner where Eren's parents would finally meet his famous boyfriend and former boss. The brunette shuddered at the thought. In his new job, his boss was someone who had seen the beginnings of computers, not a nice grumpy man, just a grumpy man.

When they arrived, Mikasa was the one who answered the door, with a not-so-friendly face, even though Levi tried his best to be friendly - which, frankly, was hard work given his reclusive personality. Eren seemed more nervous than he was. And Theo…

Theo continued to be himself, oblivious to the heavy atmosphere between Levi and Mikasa, both exchanging glances from the depths of darkness. Eren sighed and rolled his eyes, leading the little family into the house, where his parents were already.

– Mikasa I can feel your eyes from miles away – he hissed, ashamed – Mom, can you talk some sense into your dear daughter?

Carla laughed, leaving the edge of the table after setting out another dish that made up that day's dinner. Levi seemed a little nervous, but nothing that showed it in the eyes of the others, just Eren, who knew him completely. As if listening to his father's thoughts, Theo introduced himself first, winning the favor of those present.

– Hi! Are you my daddy's mommy?

The matriarch of the family seemed surprised by the choice of words, more than that, in fact, she seemed to feel emotional at what she had just heard from that child's mouth. She exchanged glances with her son, who only smiled, complicitly. Carla ended up smiling, stroking Theo's red hair.

– Yes, my dear. And you, what do you call yourself?

– I’m Theo – he pointed to himself, prideful, making everyone laugh, even Mikasa. 

Discreetly, taking advantage of Theo's attention, Eren intertwined his fingers with Levi's, who visibly relaxed, letting out a sigh of relief. Without realizing it, the couple let the walls they had built fall little by little over the course of dinner, even under the constant gaze of Grisha - who had never considered himself a doting father, but had become more so as his son took big steps.

– So, Levi – said the doctor – what are your pretensions with my son?

Eren choked on his juice, watching his father in disbelief, his eyes bulging and his face red from lack of oxygen. Mikasa, on the other hand, had a satisfied smile on her face. Carla just shook her head in disbelief and Theo tried to stroke his new father's back with his small hands. Levi, more relaxed, decided to be honest.

– Don't worry, Mr. Jaeger, life may be short, but I'll spend what I have left by your son's side.

Eren looked surprised, he hadn't expected to receive such an important short statement.

– Do you want to marry him? 

– Have no doubt about it – said Levi, confirming more for his future husband than for his father.

The brunette reddened and tried to disguise his redness with the glass of juice that had almost killed him with shame. His father, however, seemed to relax in his chair, opening a long smile and raising his glass of juice in greeting.

– Very well, welcome to the family, Levi! 

– Not that fast! – Mikasa got up – You corrupted my little brother, aren't you going to pay us back?

– What the fuck? – Eren cursed, a little lightheaded – Are you smoking crack?! 

– Look, Levi, forgive the lack of decorum – Carla apologized, putting her hand above her eyebrows in shame.

But Levi just laughed, raising his glass to accompany his future father-in-law.

– Do what you want, Mikasa. 

– I want the most expensive clothes from Church&Co. 

– And where are you gonna use it, dumbass? 

Mikasa shrugged. 

– Daddy, that’s a shame, you can’t curse! 

Everyone at the table held back their laughter, to no avail, as they soon burst out laughing at the spontaneity of the situation. Eren, although completely stunned and embarrassed, felt light-hearted. He felt that Levi could feel at home and finally have a family.

A bond formed not by blood.

But by choice.

(...) 

After dinner, although Levi offered to help clean up the mess, Carla vehemently refused and set her son and husband to tidying up. Mikasa was with Theo in the garden, helping the boy to distract himself and burn off energy - for which Levi was extremely grateful, as he was tired after an intense day at work. He sighed, tired but satisfied. He was happy that his boyfriend's family had accepted him willingly, without any problems involved.

He smiled and leaned back on the bench on the terrace of the house. She watched and listened to her son laugh with Mikasa, his new aunt, in the boy's own words. As time passed, he thought about how he had managed, in time, for his son to grow up healthy, with a father who was present, in fact, two, and loving. He deeply regretted when he was immersed in himself, only thinking about his own ego and forgetting about his family and his most precious possession, which was Theo. He thanked the heavens or whatever it was that the child had been given the opportunity he hadn't had - a family.

– You’re quiet, darling – Carla sat by his side, taking Levi off his thoughts. 

– Just thinking - he admitted, giving more space to his future mother-in-law. 

– In good things, I hope. 

– Yes, I'm just happy that my son has a family - he said - it wasn't always like this, I had to take a few falls and stumbles to be a good father. My ex-wife sacrificed her time with our son so that our relationship would improve. And, well, it has improved, but it took me a while to realize it, it could have improved sooner.

Carla stroked his shoulder and smiled empathetically.

–  Mistakes are the most human thing that can happen to us, Levi – she said – don't beat yourself up so much, you fixed it in time – She pointed with her chin at Theo, who was smiling as he was tickled. – He's clearly a happy child.

– He is – he smiled, watching the scene – thank you, Carla. 

–  Ah, no need to thank me for that –  he smiled – I can see that you're a good person, someone who has struggled all your life and now finds yourself in a peaceful position. It may scare your mind a little, but don't be fooled, you deserve what you have now.

– It's a bit difficult – he admitted – I've never known what it's like to have a family.

– But now you know – he said and squeezed the CEO's hand – not just my son, darling, but mine too, my husband's and even Mikasa's. I know that you love my baby. I know that you love my baby - Levi laughed at the affection - and that my baby loves you. That's why you have a family here that loves you too. My husband has already said it, but it bears repeating: welcome to the family, Levi.

The CEO swallowed hard at the surprise and intensity of the words, but at the same time he was extremely grateful for the receptiveness not only of Carla, but of everyone. He felt a mixture of sadness at not having had a family for so long and joy at having been chosen by one.

– Thank you – he whispered – I'll try my best to keep your son happy by my side.

– He already is, my dear. 

(...) 

By the time he had finished washing up, it was already considerably late.

He glanced worriedly at the clock on the wall, it was obvious that he would like to spend some time with his boyfriend, now in the comfort of his own home. He sighed, shaking his hand to get rid of the stubborn drops of water running down his skin.

– You can go, son, I'll finish here. 

– Are you sure? 

– Go kiss your boyfriend.

Eren laughed and kept quiet, searching the corridors for his boyfriend. He couldn't find him anywhere, but he figured he'd gone to the bathroom for some reason. So he made his way to his room. When he got there, he found a scene that was, to say the least, adorable. Levi and Theo lying on his bed. The child was fast asleep and Levi was taking what seemed to be a light nap, as he soon opened his eyes when he felt Eren's presence in the room.

– You can go back to sleep – he whispered as he approached the bed, bending down to plant a kiss on the CEO's temple.

Levi shook his head and sat down on the mattress, stretching.

– No, it's okay – he said, getting up –I want to spend some time with you.

– So let's go - he gave Levi his hand to follow him.

They went out onto the balcony and embraced, with Eren encircling them from behind, snuggling Levi into his warmth. He took the opportunity to kiss him on the neck, without any second thoughts, just to satisfy the longing for physical contact. Staying away from him was a difficult task, even more so now that they no longer worked together.

The wind, looking jealous, blew a breeze towards the couple.

– I missed you – Levi admitted.

– Me too – he squeezed him even tighter in his embrace - I hope you enjoyed dinner and my family.

– It’s impossible not to like your family, Eren. 

Eren chuckled. 

– Despite all the embarrassment… 

– Isn’t it what families do? 

– It is, yes –  he laughed and now it was the pale cheek's turn to receive Eren's warm lips.

With that, Levi turned, still in the embrace, to look directly into Eren's eyes, who seemed surprised. Then his face was caressed by an icy hand that was strangely comfortable, even cold. He smiled, giving in to the caress.

– You’re so beautiful – Levi whispered – so beautiful. You don’t know how – he gulped – how much I love you, Eren. 

Eren kissed the hand that was stroking his face. 

– I can't put into words how much I love you too, Levi. It's scary – he admitted – it's scary to think about losing you.

– So don’t – he stood on tiptoe and kissed the brunette's lips – there’s no reason why. 

– You’re right – he whispered and deepened the kiss. 

There’s no reason why.

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He woke up from his nap to hear a child crying.

He got up from the sofa in a huff, searching like an owl father for the culprit who had made his son cry. As he shook off his sleep, he realized that Theo was in a corner of the room, with tears adorning his beautiful eyes and slight sobs escaping from his mouth. Sighing, he knelt down next to his baby and stroked his red hair. Theo held his knee tightly, as if it were injured.

– Are you okay, Theo? 

He expected to hear something other than rustling, but Theo just threw himself into his arms, still crying hard. It could be anything, Levi thought, but the greater possibility was that he had fallen. The businessman felt slightly guilty for having slept in, but his week had been long and tiring, even though he demanded that he go home as soon as he picked Theo up from nursery school - the boy was now six years old and able to attend regular school.

Perhaps, in addition to the fall, his son was feeling needy, since he no longer had the affection that you get in a nursery. In any case, he was going to talk to him to find out what had happened to cause such an explosive reaction. He held him tighter in his arms, walking around his apartment and humming a children's song that he knew by heart from listening to Theo so much.

– Daddy – he called – my knees hurt. 

– What happened? 

– I fell – he whined – this place is too tight for me to play. 

The apartment itself wasn't small, it was far from it, but for a child it seemed finite. Levi lived in a building that was not child-friendly. In fact, as far as he knew, Theo was the only child living there and the only place his son had for recreation was his own apartment. He clicked his tongue on the roof of his mouth. Theo was growing up and it was normal for him to want to unleash his energy by running around and playing. That's why he needed somewhere new, preferably large and spacious, with a garden and space for Theo to play with his friends. A house, to be exact.

However, he wouldn't want to be alone in this new home.

– Okay, okay, it’s fine now – Levi rocked Theo to sleep – daddy already has plans. 

All he had to do was put them into practice. 

(...) 

He had been dating Levi for over a year.

Unfortunately, because of their jobs, they hadn't been able to celebrate their anniversary as they should have. Now, however, there were no excuses for Eren. They were going to celebrate one way or another, even if it was just a simple snack, even if it was in the cafeteria of the Ackerman Corporation. So Eren walked through the lobby of the large corporation, saying a brief hello to Annie, who was attending to someone. He still had his active card to pass through the turnstile, courtesy of being the boyfriend of the person with the highest position in the place.

He took advantage of the fact that his shift as an editor had finished first thing in the morning and decided to sneak into the company after lunch. He was happy, nostalgic even, to be back there. Some people, however, looked at him askance - surely with some equally askance thoughts of their own. But honestly, he didn't care anymore. He shrugged, pressing the button that would take him to Levi's floor. His former boss's old floor, in fact. First, he wanted to say hello to his friends.

So, as soon as the floor opened, a feeling of longing came over him. Something pleasant, something that had already passed and was part of his life, and it pushed him forward. He didn't think about going back, it wasn't his destiny, but inside he would be forever grateful for the opportunity to have worked there.

– Eren, buddy! – Connie stroked his hair – How are you doing? We have to go out sometime! 

– Hi, Connie – he said, smiling – We do, yes – he agreed – my job’s demand is a little high, it’s even hard to breathe. 

Connie smiled, agreeing with him. 

– Here too, especially since Sasha has gone on maternity leave.

– Please, tell me when mini Connie will arrive – he begged. 

– If it's up to Sasha, everyone will know about it every minute – he laughed – you came to see your sugar daddy? 

– Oh, please don't talk like that, are you being contaminated by Jean too? It's not enough that Armin eats my ears with his little jokes.

– Relax – laughed Connie, patting him on the back – if you’re looking for Levi – pointed to his old workplace – he's been in there for a good few minutes with Hanji.

– Oh, that’s good - he said - but won’t I get in the way? 

–  As far as I know, it's not a formal meeting – Connie explained – go on there. 

After the encouragement, Eren walked into the room, past the pantry and his old post as secretary, which was now occupied by a young girl with angelic features. Through the glass door, he could see that Hanji and Levi were engaged in a conversation that made them forget the world around them. Eren was glad that, apart from him, Levi had other people to tell.

– Good afternoon – he said – my name is…

– Oh, you’re Mister Jaeger! 

– No, no, no, you can call me Eren – he chuckled – jeez, I feel old. Can you tell me if this meeting is about to end?

– It’s not a meeting – the lady said, checking her notebook – miss Zoe has nothing scheduled. 

– I don’t want to get in the way. 

The assistant smiled. 

– You can come in, they'll be happy to see you.

He nodded positively, heading for the door and knocking twice to be announced - which ended up not having much effect due to the distraction of the couple of friends.

– Hanji – hissed Levi – I'm not going to do that, that's a shame!

– Come on, don't be boring, what's the big deal?

– My digni-

– Good afternoon! – Eren smiled – I hope I'm not disturbing you.

– Eren! – Hanji stood up from her chair – What a pleasure to have you here!

The CEO's embrace was a little suffocating, as she gave away all her madness in that grip. Nevertheless, Eren smiled and returned the hug. Being in a lighter environment was really different. Now they no longer had to worry about the presence of Andrew Ackerman and his cutting words and actions.

– How are you doing, Hanji?

– Oh, you have no idea how crazy I've been this week with so many directors talking in my ear – she babbled – I don't know how Levi put up with it, grumpy as he is!

Eren laughed, finally greeting his partner with a brief peck on the lips.

– I missed you – he whispered. 

– I missed you too, my love – he kissed him back – are you off duty?

– Aw, such lovebirds! 

Levi rolled his eyes.

– My shift is over for today, the demands are finally over –  he said – I came to see if you were free later.

– Oh, yes, you are – replied Hanji for him – you're going to enjoy yourselves!

– Hanji!

Eren winced and Levi looked like he was about to fly at his friend, who was laughing like a jackdaw.

– Come on, there's only adults here – she shrugged – go on, enjoy yourselves.

– And Theo? – Eren asked.

– Theo's going with Aunt Hanji – she pushed them both out of the office – now go!

(...) 

Minutes before Eren arrived.

Levi was in trouble.

Well, it wasn't exactly a problem, more like a constant thought in his mind. The truth was that he didn't know how to be romantic. He wasn't exactly good with words, he was more of a doer. However, he thought that Eren deserved the very least, apart from an I love you. He knew himself, though.

Ever since Theo had complained about the apartment being too small for his childhood, Levi had been thinking about moving to a bigger place that was more respectful of his childhood. Along with this thought came the thought of marriage. He was sure he wanted Eren by his side and Theo's too. He was sure he wanted to marry him - he just didn't know how to propose.

He put his hand in his jacket pocket, feeling that little velvety box on his skin. One part was already complete, he already had the wedding rings. He would have liked the proposal to take place in a private setting, without anyone interfering, but he needed help to do it.

So - already regretting the idea - he went to his old office, now occupied by Hanji. When he got there, he was greeted by her secretary, who directed him to her old office. His friend was sitting down, writing something in a lined notebook. She seemed so focused that Levi almost didn't recognize her. This version of Hanji was different from the one he had met at college and, at the same time, so much the same.

He smiled discreetly.

– Hanji?

She startled in her chair, glasses sliding down the bridge of her nose. Soon, her surprise turned into a long, open smile.

- Little Leviz! - She said enthusiastically - Come on, sit down, sit down. To what do I owe your presence in my humble living room? As far as I know - she picked up her planner and flipped through the pages - we don't have a meeting.

– It's nothing like that –  he sighed, taking a seat in the free chair – I wanted to ask for some advice.

Hanji frowned, her posture becoming a little more tense.

– You're scaring me, shorty – she straightened her glasses – you never ask for advice, I can only assume it's something serious. Is it something with Eren? Don't tell me you want to break up with him!

Levi had to hold back his laughter, instead he just rolled his eyes.

– It's not that, four-eyes –  reassured the president – it's the opposite, actually.

Hanji's eyes widened, and she almost jumped in her seat.

– You want to marry him? – she shouted.

Levi looked around, finding the secretary trying to disguise herself by taking a sip of coffee from the other side of the glass. He sighed, a little tired. Hanji didn't know how to be subtle and he was afraid that someone would hear about his unfinished plans. He leaned over the table, trying to encourage Hanji to be discreet.

– Can you not advertise on a radio station about my desire? – Yes, I want to marry him, Hanji.

– Oh, how lovely!

– But I need some help.

– What exactly?

– I don't know what to do with the proposal - he confessed - or where to do it, to be exact.

Hanji shrugged, as if it was nothing, just a silly conversation between friends. Which was true. She seemed to think for a moment and came up with a good idea.

– How about hiring a mariachi band and serenading your love for him in front of his house?

Levi looked at her as if an alien had grown on his head.

– Hanji! I'm not going to do that, that's a shame!

– Come on, don't be boring, what's the big deal?!

And it was at that moment that Eren entered the room in complete surprise. Levi, a little stunned, didn't get up at first to greet his boyfriend, but waited for him to greet Hanji first so that he could recover a little from his surprise. He hoped with all his heart that the brunette hadn't heard anything.

But having him there, he was certain of his choice.

And he knew exactly where to go and where to ask

(...) 

They spent the rest of the afternoon walking around the city's most famous park and having a light snack in a charming café nearby. But the day wasn't over yet. The sky was tinged with pastel colors, a peachy hue adorned the atmosphere - it was pleasant, cozy.

As cozy as his hand intertwined with Levi's.

After the park, they decided to go to the beach. It was such a beautiful day, so perfect for just being an ordinary couple, that Eren was completely relaxed and at Levi's mercy. He would go wherever he wanted, after all, they were celebrating what had been postponed. They walked and walked along the shore until they reached a place they hadn't been to for a long time: where they kissed for the first time.

The brunette's heart skipped a few beats.

Everything he had lived through seemed so far away, such a distant past. However, if you counted the days and months, it was something so close and tangible. A movie played in his head at that moment. In the background, he could see the sea more clearly, unlike the fateful day when they had confessed to each other. The sea was calm, low tide; the wind, so calm, just gently swayed his hair; the sky, in peach, seemed to be celebrating, a beautiful observer of his life; and, finally, the lights coming on from the buildings in the city, as the day was about to turn into night.

It all seemed like a dream.

But it was real.

He was there, next to the one he loved, just living.

He was alive!

He smiled, squeezing Levi's hand in his.

– Eren – said Levi after a moment's silence – this is where I felt free for the first time in my life.

The businessman looked ahead, at the vast expanse of salt water that seemed to have no end. The brunette didn't quite understand why they were there, but he wasn't going to complain, he was feeling welcomed, loved and, strange as it may seem, watched. Not by people, by the way, they were alone, but by spectators who didn't exist - as if their lives were being transmitted to beings from another planet. Could this be love? Feeling like the protagonist of your own story?

– This is where I was as honest as I could be in my entire life, Levi.

Levi turned around, smiling.

His eyes were almost the color of the sea.

They were calm and decisive.

– I need you to be even more honest with me – he said, tucking a lock of his brown hair behind his ear and touching his hearing aid – but I need you not to listen to me, because I'm not good with words.

Eren laughed nervously, finding the whole thing strange.

– What do you mean by that?

– Do you trust me?

– Of course, with my soul.

– Can I turn it off?

Eren just nodded.

Then everything fell silent.

And at the same time, noisy. Eren could swear he could hear his heart pounding in his ears, he could swear he could hear the rush of his breath, he could swear he could hear the march of his blood through his veins. How wonderful could life be in silence? In those moments, he could feel his body's other senses more acutely. In his sense of touch, he was sure he could feel Levi's warmth on his skin; in his sense of smell, he could smell Levi dominating his nostrils; in his sense of sight, the most perfect view in optimal resolutions in front of him, an elegant man of his own, who was kneeling at that moment.

Eren swallowed as his eyes widened at the scene that followed.

He knew at that moment why Levi had turned off his devices.

“I’m not good with words, my love, but know that I want you by my side for the rest of my life” he signaled with his hand “by your side I feel like the most powerful man in the world, someone who is free when he’s in the warmth of your embrace. You bring out the best in me, you bring me life” he paused to catch something in his jacket. 

Eren’s heart almost burst from his chest upon seeing the red velvet box open and his eyes shining at a pair of rings in the white foam. Before Levi could say anything else, he motioned to turn the devices back on. And then, the whole world returned to its usual sounds. 

The wind.

The waves. 

The rustling of leaves. 

The synesthesia of colors. 

The love. 

– You are someone who brings light, Eren – he said – someone who, without a doubt, deserves all the best this world has to offer. Maybe I’m not worthy of so much beauty, but I'll be selfish – he continued, getting up from his kneeling position to gently caress Eren’s face with a trembling hand – will you marry me? 

Eren couldn’t hold back and let the tears fall down his face. His lower lip trembled, he didn’t know exactly what to say, but he knew what to do. He threw himself into Levi’s open arms, who held him with a breath-stealing embrace. He could only nod enthusiastically while joyful tears streamed down his face. 

He never thought someone like him would be so suited for a relationship. 

Yet, there he was. 

Happy. 

– Can I take that as a yes?

– Yes! – Eren exclaimed, kissing him – Yes, a thousand times, yes!

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The ring on his finger gleams in golden sunlight.

He had been engaged for a few months at this point, but still did not know whether or not he believed in that destiny that the universe presented him. It was surreal to think that soon, he would be married with whom he considered the love of his life. When he joined Ackerman Corporation, it never crossed his mind to fall in love with someone - especially his own boss. He just wanted to work and complete the famous six months under the company of Levi Ackerman, the executioner.

He laughed softly, returning his concentration to the video clip he was working on at that time. He was home. By the way, in Levi’s apartment while waiting for both him and Theo to arrive. On the balcony, he raised his eyes to the vastness of the sea that stretched out in front of him. He loved the sea, he loved that view that appeared to him, but he knew that one day he would have to leave there, so his son could be a child.

He hoped, however, that Levi could buy a place with enough sea view, was it a house or even an apartment.

And speaking of him, Levi surprised him by giving him a kiss on the cheek.

– I didn’t hear you coming – he said. 

His fiancé threw the keys on the coffee table and sat next to Eren in a comfortable armchair. He seemed a little tired, but nothing serious, just a father doing what should be done: exercise paternity.

– You were focused – Levi said – I didn’t want to bother you. 

– You wouldn’t, my love – Eren put his laptop by his side, finishing his work at that moment – where’s Theo? 

– He’s playing in his room – he said – are you free this afternoon?

– Oh, yes, why? 

– You already know we discussed moving from this apartment, right? – Eren shook his head positively – Well then, I don’t want to and I shouldn’t decide about all of this without my future husband. 

The brown hair man blushed with the word so foreign to his ears. He had not yet become accustomed to the almost inevitable possibility of becoming an Ackerman within a couple of months. Everything in relation to their marriage was already almost all arranged, they decided for a small ceremony in private, with only trusted people, as well as the party. Both ceremony and party would take place in the same location, on a quiet farm a few miles from town.

– Did you buy a house? 

– No – Levi smiled and shook his head – let’s see if we like the house, okay? I need my fiancé’s and our son’s opinions. 

Eren smiled, inclining himself to kiss those inviting lips. 

– Okay, then. 

(...) 

The house was a little further from the company, but in an equally noble neighborhood - however, infinitely more quiet and familiar, he would dare to say even safer. He had searched, with a real estate agent, several houses over the course of the months, but none had caught his attention. Or too small, or too spacious, never a middle ground as he would like. That, until that morning. He had fallen in love at first sight. 

The residence was on the beachfront, with the possibility of just crossing the road to get to the sands. It had two floors, a huge garden and a huge garage, as well as a swimming pool. It had six bedrooms, a dining room, a living room, a kitchen, a barbecue area and much more. He could gather his new family in that space without any worries. 

He smiled and parked right in front of the place, where the realtor was already waiting for them with a notebook in hand. 

– How beautiful, daddy! 

Levi looked at him through the rearview mirror, softening his features. It was a really beautiful house, white, with classic-style windows and a delicate, dark blue roof. He felt in his heart that this would soon be his home. Eren, next to him, didn’t even seem to blink as he saw the immensity of the residence in front of him. 

– Wow! 

The truth is that he didn’t even need to see much. Theo was already running around the garden, curious about the many flowers and varieties of colors that presented themselves to him. Eren, on the other hand, had a twinkle in his eye with every room he visited. They had definitely found the right house. The real estate agent didn’t even have to use his wits to get the president to buy the house. At the end of a short visit, they already had the keys in their hands. 

(...) 

His heart was beating with so much force. 

It wasn’t nervousness, no. 

It was just certainty about what he was doing. 

His heart seemed to want to shout the certainty of his love to the world as it beat so frantically. His hand trembled as he adjusted his bow tie in front of the mirror. He looked beautiful, limpid, with eyes as green and crystalline as the sea that both he and his fiancé adored. He took a deep breath. 

It was almost time. 

– You look handsome, my son. 

– Mom – Eren smiled at his reflection, then turned to hug his mother. 

– I can feel your nervousness, my love – she said, stroking her baby’s cheek – are you all right?

His nervousness was evident, it was an indisputable fact. But he wasn’t nervous for bad reasons, it was justified anxiety. His life, which had already changed, was going to change even more when he officially became Levi Ackerman’s husband. He knew it would have its bad parts, because the president was a public person. However, he couldn’t wait to call him husband, significant other, partner. He couldn’t wait to represent the love that existed between the two of them in a pair of rings and a piece of paper. It even seemed too little for everything they had been through to get there. 

It seemed surreal that the love his heart whispered so much about had lasted until this very moment. 

And he was sure it would resist even more, for many, many years, for the rest of their lives. 

His eyes watered and he had to swallow to keep tears from staining his face.

– It’s okay, mom – he said, voice breaking – I’m just…very happy. 

He was ecstatic. 

Carla smiled lovingly. 

– It’s something that does not fit in your chest, isn’t it? – she asked and Eren replied with a nod – Never let love just stay there – she pointed to her son’s heart – show it, no matter what. Love isn’t meant to be guarded, it’s meant to be free. Free as you’ve always been, my son. 

At this time, he couldn’t hold back the solitary tear that ran down his cheek. He would miss living with his mother, his family - but he knew that they would always be there for him and, now, for Levi too. 

He smiled and kissed his dear mother’s forehead. 

– Thanks, mom. 

– Enough with it – Carla wiped the tears from her son’s face – it’s time to meet him. I’m sure he’s just as nervous as you are, that passive look doesn’t fool anyone. Everything’s so beautiful, my love. 

– I know it is – he whispered and took a long breath – I’m ready! 

(...) 

He was trying hard to hide the trembling in his hands as he intertwined them behind his body. He was nervous. Very nervous. However, as always, his face didn’t show it, only to people close to him, like Hanji and Erwin, his wedding godparents. 

– It’s normal for a bride to be late – the brunette said. 

Erwin, next to him, held back his laughter. Levi rolled his eyes, the tension fading a little with the comment. 

– He’s not a bride – he emphasized. 

– You’re so boring – Hanji complained – Come here. 

Then she went over to fix the dark blue suit Levi  was wearing. He looked handsome and had his best perfume on his skin - in short, he had dressed like never before in his life. Apart from Theo’s birth, Levi could consider this the happiest day of his life, and the most anxious too. Not even at the start of his career had he been so nervous. He tried not to look at the crowd of people, acquaintances and friends, that was forming to watch the ceremony. That way, he pretended to be calm. 

– Hanji, I’m going to explode – he confessed. 

The new CEO laughed, adjusting his tie a little bit more. 

– No one’s going to explode today – she said – only from love. 

Immediately afterwards, music began to play. It wasn’t the traditional wedding march. No. They decided on one together, one that represented their story and spoke to the hearts of both of them and everyone present. It was well known, famous in the 2000s. A melodic, romantic pop rock song that represented the grooms journey. 

And I give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you’d feel me somehow…

And I don’t want the world to see me

Cause I don’t think that they’d understand. 

I just want you to know who I am.

Not long afterwards, Eren appeared, at the beginning of the aisle made of roses and red carpet, with both his parents, side by side, and a beautiful smile on his face. Levi knew he could explode right then and there, and his heart couldn’t deny the jumpings it was doing in his poor chest. His fiancé looked so beautiful! His hair was partially up in a bun and he wore a white suit with a bow tie. He didn’t know he could fall even more in love with someone, but at that moment he knew for sure what he didn’t know. His love just grew and grew and grew. His impassive façade fell apart the moment Eren’s parents handed him over. He cracked the silliest smile on his face. 

He wanted to kiss him before the right time. 

However, in order not to go against tradition, he contented himself with kissing one of the brunet’s hands that smiled. His green eyes were all the brighter for being bathed in tears. Emotions rising to the surface, not contained. 

He felt the luckiest man in the world at that moment. 

With one looking at the other, the judge of peace began the ceremony. They never looked away from each other, except when the star of the ceremony came running down the red carpet with a little box. Theo smiled and laughed as he held, with all his childlike care, the box containing the rings. At that moment, Levi couldn’t hold back his tears. What more could he ask for? Everything was at its most perfect at that moment. 

For some, that moment seemed surreal. 

It wasn’t everyday that you saw Levi Ackerman crying. 

– Here, daddy – Theo handed over the box and turned to the guests – Now I have two daddies! Two daddies! 

Everyone laughed at the obvious childishness of the boy, who went to sit on his mother’s lap. Levi made a point in inviting his ex-wife and mother of his son. After all, Petra had played a big part in his present life. She gave him the courage he was missing. He smiled at her and she smiled back.

– Do you have anything to say to each other before the big yes? – The judge of peace asked. 

Levi wasn't the most social of human beings, but at that moment he needed to express everything he felt for Eren. So he nodded affirmatively and took the microphone from the authority figure's hands. At that moment, he decided to show his human side. His hands trembled, tears fell, and his voice was choked with emotion. And his heart... whispered.

– Our beginning didn’t start with the right foot, I know – he said – but our misunderstandings were a way to come here. What would I be without Ethiopian coffee beans? – both of them laughed as some people who knew the story – They say all roads lead to Rome. But, in my case, all roads lead to you, Eren. I still don’t know what I did to deserve you, my love, and I won’t complain about it. I just want to tell you that I love you, and I love you and I love you. 

Tears streamed freely down the brunet's face as he picked up the microphone with hands as tremulous as his fiancé's. His face lit up even more with a smile amid the tears that flowed freely.

– I think I started to love you even when you were drowning me with demands – he smiled – a lunatic, maybe? Perhaps yes, and I even cared about it. However, my heart started to speak louder and louder every time I went to work, Levi. Each day, my love grew bigger. Each day I felt alive, I felt free! The odds weren’t in our favor – Levi agreed – but love is like that, persistent, free. That’s how I feel by your side. Completely free. 

A few sniffles could be heard, and the judge continued with the ceremony, the traditional exchange of rings. Now, with their fingers adorned in gold, they were officially married. They smiled at each other, anxious, almost unable to contain themselves.

– You are officially married – said the judge – you can seal the deal. 

And so, without waiting for another moment, they locked lips in a passionate, deep kiss, ignoring the whistles and applause from the people watching in the background. When they finished, it seemed as if there were only the two of them in the world.

– Hi, my husband – Eren whispered. 

Levi smiled, foreheads touching. 

– Hi, my husband. 

(...) 

There was a lake on that farm.

It was close to where the party was taking place, but far enough away for the couple to have some privacy. They had done everything a newlywed couple should do: take photos and more photos, cut the cake, greet the guests, eat, dance. Now, however, they just wanted some rest and privacy. They wanted to enjoy each other's company, since they had spent a few days apart due to the wedding preparations.

They could hardly stand being apart.

So, when everyone was distracted, Levi pulled Eren away from the crowd and toward the lake, where they now stood barefoot on the pier. The brown-haired man felt the cold water on his fingertips and the wind on his face. Now that he was married, he felt as calm as he had that night. He sighed.

– I’m happy – he said suddenly, looking up, seeing as the sky was clear and starry. 

Levi, by his side, intertwined their hands, smiling. 

– Me too. 

They remained silent.

A silence so comfortable that Eren even thought his device had malfunctioned. However, it was just a silence of everything that had been said before, they no longer needed to declare, just feel—in that case, the tranquility of being married and certain of the right choice. However, his heart still whispered.

It would never stop whispering.

– You know – Levi broke the silence – the paths that I walked was worth it. 

– Even though it hurts? 

– Even though it hurts – he agreed – they brought me here, even those that I judged wrong. I need to pass through them and find you, at the right time. I found you at the right time, Eren. 

The brunet smiled, bringing Levi closer and kissing his lips. 

– My heart is rejoicing, Levi – he said – it’s almost making me believe in destiny. 

– Well, listen to it. 

– What do you mean? 

– Mine is saying the same – Levi laughed – that it was my destiny having you as my employee, making you pick up Theo and just like that making me fall in love with you. 

– So, it was my destiny to take the job – he smiled – it was my destiny loving you. 

Levi kissed him once more. 

– I was born to love you, Eren. Today, forever and in another life. 

Eren didn't have the courage to respond to something so beautiful, he just snuggled into his husband's chest and hugged him.

He just let his heart...

Whisper.

Chapter Text

His little heart was tight.

As tight as the grip on his caregiver's hand, which was leading him to a strange man he had never seen before in his entire life. Who was that giant with long hair? Where was his father? Where was his mother? Why didn't they ever come to pick him up there? He thought it was unfair that all his little friends had their father or mother by their side, always close by. He knew that his dad and mom were very busy people, but would it be so hard to come for just a few minutes?

The stranger bent down in front of him as his caregiver walked away. He felt vulnerable, he didn't know who this person was, and he was afraid. His mom had told him never to talk to strangers. So why was a stranger standing there?

– Hi, Theo. I came to fetch you today. I’m Eren, I work for your dad. 

– My daddy won’t come? – he asked, a little sad – He never comes, just mommy – the boy frowned in doubt – not even mommy. They don’t like me? 

He felt his hair being tousled by the large hand of that stranger named Eren. It felt good, that caress felt good, and he found himself leaning closer to that touch.

– Your daddy had an uneventful meeting – Eren said – but don’t worry. You’ll see him soon, it doesn’t take too long to get there. 

Theo simply accepted his fate, suddenly feeling comfortable enough to throw himself into the arms of that stranger who was no longer so strange. It was warm, he realized in his mind, Eren's embrace was warm and comfortable. He let his thoughts surface and commented on this to the stranger, who confirmed it and offered him cotton candy. With his big toothless smile, he decided that this man was a good person.

In addition, he rode in a large machine called a subway, which took people to their jobs. It was all fascinating to the child who had never set foot in that vehicle before. He smiled like a fool and had forgotten the reason for his annoyance. Soon, they had arrived at his father's company, and Theo, with all the natural curiosity of a child, noticed something in Eren's ears.

Eren, he decided, was his new uncle. 

– Uncle Eren, what is it in your ears?

Uncle Eren had explained, but he didn't understand very well, so he thought that device was a good thing and wanted to be deaf too. He didn't know what it was like to be deaf, he just wanted to be a robot like his new uncle. However...

– Theo! That’s not something you say to others! 

His dad seemed a little upset, he was red as a tomato. He didn't understand why, had he done something wrong? Anyway, he would apologize if he had really done something to upset his uncle Eren. He liked him, he wanted that man in his life forever. He looked at his father and Eren with his big eyes, and what if they were lovers? He would always have Uncle Eren to save him!

He said goodbye to Eren, but in his heart he knew he would see him again.

(...) 

He needed to put his plan into action.

Playing with a plastic doll in his hands, in his car seat, on the way to daycare, Theo noticed his father's sadness. He may have been a child, very young, but he wasn't that silly. His dad was sad because of his mom. The two no longer lived together, it was obvious that something was going on. He asked his father why he was so sad, and his father tried to change the subject, but he knew it was because of his mother. He was worried, though. Would they still be his parents?

– Of course – Levi answered – we’ll always be your mom and dad, but now we need to go our separate ways. And if mommy ends up with a boyfriend, please respect him. 

– Boyfriend? – that word aroused his curiosity even more – So, you can too, right? 

– You mean, a girlfriend? 

Why were adults so complicated? His question seemed so obvious. He almost rolled his eyes at the slowness of his father. 

– No, a boyfriend. 

His father suddenly choked and Theo frowned. 

– What do you mean by that, Theo?

Theo almost wanted to shout the obvious at his father, but decided to be sweet as always. 

– Uncle Eren is so cool – he said, throwing it in the air, just playing with his plastic doll – Then I’d have two dads, like my friend in class. Uncle Eren gives warm hugs. You’d like him dad. 

Who would dare reject the embrace of his uncle Eren and future father? Only a madman would not want the warm, comforting embrace of his dad's future boyfriend. His plan would work, he would have two dads! Oh yes, he would!

(...) 

He had spent the whole day at the company with his uncle Eren.

However, he wanted to spend even more time with that person who had been so nice to him. Besides, he needed to bring his dad and his future dad together. The drawing he had made was not so innocent; it had his mom, his dad, and his future dad in the scribbled image. Eren and his father were holding hands, which made the brown-haired man blush and his father smile and caress him. He smiled openly when he realized that his father had liked it. He just needed one more little push.

– So, Uncle Eren can go to our home to have dinner with us? – he was so excited with the ideia that he started to jump – If he can be a daddy, we’ve got to have dinner together, just like you and mommy did yesterday! 

There was a moment of silence among everyone, and Theo was confused. Had he said too much? Anyway, he shrugged. He accepted his father's request to ask Eren if he could have dinner with them, and he accepted! However, his heart skipped a beat with anxiety when he heard his father say to set a date. No! He couldn't! It had to be that day! He knew in his heart that something would happen and he needed everything to go right. He tried to convince everyone with pizza night, and it worked!

He laughed inwardly.

Eren would be his dad.

(...) 

He needed to convince, no matter the method. 

– Date my daddy, uncle Eren – he said – so I can spend more time with you! 

But his father seemed to cut him off right there, saying that wasn't how the beginning of a relationship worked. Theo didn't understand; it seemed so much simpler in his head! Why do adults have to complicate things so much? Despite this, still not entirely convinced by the adults' explanation, he decided to ask:

– Do you like my daddy?

He observed his uncle Eren widen his eyes and stumble over the question. Theo was patient, however, and waited. Waited and confirmed. Now he just needed his father to respond. 

– And you, daddy?

It didn’t take long for his father to respond, and the answer put him at ease. Maybe he would have to  follow what the adults were saying, but he was already halfway there. He was very close to having a second father. 

(...) 

He didn't want to fall asleep, but he was so tired!

All he knew was that he felt the car swaying and then suddenly stopping. It was a bit cold, so he opened his gray-blue eyes. He had no idea where he was and for a moment he almost panicked, until he saw his dad and Eren ahead of him through the car window. They were close together and seemed to be whispering something. It was drizzling, and he almost missed the scene he wanted to see so badly.

He smiled.

Two adults who liked each other were kissing on the mouth, right?

Snuggling into his car seat, he closed his eyes again.

His plan was working.

(...) 

He didn’t like his great grandfather very much. 

He made his dad very sad every time he showed up. That day, he had come to fight with his father. For that reason alone, he was already somewhat irritated by the presence of his elder in the building’s lobby. However, Eren was there with him, in his arms, protecting him from everything and everyone. His great grandfather was complaining about something, something to do with his father’s relationship with Eren. Even his name was brought up. 

He didn’t understand. 

What was so wrong with two men dating? He didn’t see a problem with it; they were just two happy people loving each other as they should. 

Until, out of nowhere, his grandfather fell to the ground. 

Theo knew firsthand what it was like to become a little star. It was confusing, but he understood that some people had to leave. Still, he was afraid; he didn’t want Eren, his father or his mother to leave just like that, out of the blue. 

– But I don’t want the star, I want the person with me – his voice choked with despair – promise you won’t become a star? Neither you nor daddy? 

And then his heart calmed down when Eren confirmed that he would not become a star. That was all he needed, and he hugged him tightly, enjoying the warmth emanating from his future father. In fact, he already felt like he was his father. But did he feel like he was his son? It cost nothing to ask, even though his little child's heart was distressed by the answer.

– Do you want to be my daddy?

For a moment, he thought the dark-haired man was going to refuse his proposal, as his face broke into tears. However, Eren hugged him even tighter and confirmed his request. He was so happy! His plan had worked! He had two dads!

Two really cool dads who gave him love, affection, and pizza!

(...) 

His parents were now married. It was nice to give them the box with the wedding rings. He couldn't resist telling everyone that he had two dads again. Maybe now he needed another mom for his mom, another dad was too much. He wasn't a big fan of his mom's new boyfriend, Oluo, who bit his lips a lot and looked very old. He also didn't give him pizza or cotton candy. What could he do? He loved food!

Changing the unpleasant subject, he wanted something else.

He wanted another child to play with at home, besides his regular friends from school. He wanted someone more permanent, who could always be around to play with him. A little brother or sister, perhaps! He needed to put another of his plans into practice.

Very sneakily, he started talking little by little, as if he didn't want anything, about his Aunt Sasha's daughter and how nice it would be to have a baby in the house or even an older child, no older than him, as he would like to be the older brother. It would be perfect! He even threw a tantrum about it and it seemed to have worked, because he caught his parents discussing the matter.

He chuckled softly as he went to his room.

He would have a little brother or sister!

(...) 

His requests were granted.

And now, in addition to a second father, he also had a little sister.

He waited exactly nine months while his sister was being prepared in the oven by someone else, her mother, as far as he knew. Since adults were confusing, Theo understood that this little person was prepared by his father Eren and a mother he didn't know. The girl had such tiny hands! He couldn't wait to carry her around, run around the house, and laugh with his sister.

Ymir! Her name was Ymir, and she cried a lot, but her dad Levi explained that it was normal and that he also cried like that when he was a baby. Unlike Theo, Ymir had blonde hair like noodles. He laughed. It was funny. It looked like spaghetti!

– What are you laughing about, Theo? – Eren asked, Ymir in his arms, sleeping peacefully. 

– She’s so tiny! Are you sure she’ll be able to play with me?

– Don’t worry – his father said, stroking his face full of freckles – very soon she’ll grow up and will be running away with you. 

– Seriously? 

– I’m pretty sure, Theo. 

With that, he remained quiet, admiring the angelic beauty of his new sister and friend. He was calm and thoughtful. His plans had worked out. He had everything he wanted!

His heart was satisfied.