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Metal Sonic Was Fine.

Metal Sonic Was Perfectly Fine.

Even When He Had Been Used For Whatever His Creator or Starline Had Wanted Without The Ability To Argue... or Scream His Lungs Out And Cry Because It Hurt So Damn Bad.

Even when Starline Touched him he Had Been. Because Robots can't Feel.

Robots aren't Suppost To Feel.

So What is Wrong with Him?

Metal Sonic Would Sometimes Feel Sick And Feel Like Vomiting Despite the Lack Of Stomach and Mouth.

Metal Sonic Would Flinch At the Smallest Hint Of Danger Making His new Found Friends worried.

The Same Words Would Repeat in His Head Until it Hurt And All he wanted to do is Scream. And Scream. Until He Lost His Voice.

But He did not lose his voice From overuse Unlike organic unless The Voicebox Broke Or started rusting.

in Fact For Most of His Existence He could Not Talk Unless He Was Neo Or- He didn't want to think of it.

but No matter How Hard He tries to forget he Remembers. He remembers how It Felt.

And Metal Sonic Remembered The Hands. The Closeness That Should've Been Comforting but only Made Him Panic And Stare At the Ceiling at Night Feeling Lost And-

Gross. Disgusting. Gross. Fucking Useless. Disgusting- Why Can't you do Anything Right?

Metal Sonic Would Usually Feel Nauseous And Feel Aroused For some Reason Even Though it Was Sudden and Unwanted And Made Him Feel Worse Because he Had No Idea Why He Would Become like that When He Was Crying And Hyperventilating When Alone.

And Remembering Starline Pressing into him And Pressing His Hand Into His thigh And Squeezing it As His Metal Sonic's Body Was Some Sort of Toy to mess up and Stretch Out Until It Snaps and Breaks From the Pull being To harsh

and Him A So Very Innocent. Easy Target. Easy To Manipulate. Metal Sonic Had Watched In Confused As he Had No Idea That Being Touched by a Parental Figure That he Barely knew Wasn't Normal.

Starline Touched down There As Him Being Innocent and Naive Hadn't Seen the Danger Right in Front Of Him As Metal Sonic Felt Everything.

But How Could he Have Known As Starline pushed Him Down And Ate Him From the Inside Out. Bit Down his Thigh And Bruise It As blood Leaked Down It.

And Then Press Deep Into Metal Sonic As He Was Told How Much he Was Loved. How important he was. How He Was Perfect.

Even As Blood Dripped Down Him. So Much Damn Fucking Blood And Starline Had No Cares About it. So He Put His Fleshy pathetic Organic Hands on Him And-

He Hated Starline. He Hated That Something So Special Was Taken Away from him just Like That. Exploited. Abandoned. Forgotten. 

He Knows Now That's What It Was.

Worse Than that Is How He Felt After He Realized Starline Died When Eggman-

Metal Sonic Cleared his Mind From that memory.

and The Messed Up Shutter That Went Down him As He Huffed Out A Odd Noise Feeling nauseous.

Metal Sonic Had Realized Rather too Soon That it Was Not normal. That He Was Being Pulled into A Predators Claws And Set To Be The predators Next Meal And A Unknowing Victim of Sexual Abuse.

But That Always made him think about the Potential Idea... that he was Not the First.

Metal Sonic Felt Himself Stutter At that Thought As He Sat in His Room Alone.

he Held Back A Another Lewd Noise For the sake Of Keeping it Together.

Whenever He Had A Bad Day... With These Things He Never Went To Anybody For comfort. Mostly Because He's Afraid Of being Exposed And Used Like A object Again.

'But It is What you Were Made For'That Same Damn Voice Echoed through his Mind grisping. touching. Pressing Into His Insides As He Felt Repulsed And Yet Leaned Into that Wrong Seering. He Was Screaming ,Crying He Wanted to Kick And Pull Away but his Legs Wouldn't work As it pressed to deep and in the Wrong place As He Felt Nauseous And His Stomach Twisted As-

Metal Sonic Wanted to Stop Remembering.

But He Was Terrified Of It.

What if it happened Again? If Eggman Caught him What Would he do? Would He Press Into Him And And- 

And What if Someone he Knew Tried to do it to him.

He Knew That He Was Around Heroes... but Even Heroes Were Flawed Like Anything Else On Earth.

So He Just Decided To Stare At The Wall As He Felt a Rhythmic Beating Against him.

But Metal Sonic Felt unBothered By It As Always As He stared At the Ceiling once Again Before He Turned and Wrapped Himself Up in Blankets As He Felt Comfortable and Safe.

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Metal Sonic Had just Vomited.

but that was Normal Considering The Fact That Scanning Biodata Usually Led... to Things Like this.

but... This Was Quite Annoying Since He Barely Ever ate And Only Today Had he Ate With Amy And Her Friends.

So Vomiting Despite the fact That Most of the Time he Was In His More Robotic Appearance had him Confused As To Why He Would Vomit When He Wasn't Sick or-

Wait.

Metal Sonic Checked his Internal Clock As He Felt Panic.

This Was the Time Of the Month Where he'd Usually Start His Period.

Which Had been A unintended Side Effect of Scanning Biodata Of Everyone He Was Fighting Not Knowing any Better While he Was Neo metal Sonic in the past.

if He Had Known Female Mobians Bleed Blood Out of Them Every 30 Days And it Felt Extremely Painful He would've Avoided It At all Costs.

But For Some Reason His Period Had Completely Crossed his Mind And He Felt Panic Because He'd Likely Have A Puddle of Blood on his Leg's That he'd Have to Explain in some Way.

Which He Did Not Want to do Since Explaining That He Had Scanned Both Genders When he was Neo Metal Sonic And Then Having To Cover The Weird Parts Under A Panel Would... be Humiliating in So many levels.

And then Deal with Sonic Potentially Mocking him For Hiding Something So Important like that From Amy and everyone else.

But Alas He Wasn't Bleeding At All... at Least yet.

Metal Sonic Usually Was Prepared for this but He Hadn't been thinking about it to Focused on his Thoughts And his New Friends.

but Instead of Thinking about that Small Fact He looked At how he Could Get Back to His Room And Hide His Bleeding When it started.

He Could Very Well Ask Amy Or A Female for help But He Would Feel vulnerable and he did not like being vulnerable And-

Knocking Sounded at the Door as Metal Sonic's heart dropped.

"Hey Metal... is Everything Okay?"Amy said As Metal Sonic Eyes Widened in Terror as His Voice Failed before He could Even Speak before he regained it.

"Y-Yeah uh Of Course it is"Metal Sonic Said As His Legs Wobbled Slightly As He Pressed Them Together Holding Back His Disgusting Noises He Wanted to Make At The Slight Recall Of Starline Touching him.

He Was Gonna Vomit Again Wasn't he?

"Okay... um Do you Need help with anything? You Know you Can Talk to Me right? no matter what?"Amy said As Metal Sonic Felt Slight Panic.

"... I know..."Metal Sonic said As he felt the Urge To Hurt Himself Come in a Wave.

Soon He Heard The Steps Leave As He Slumped Back As he Breathed in Relief.

Fuck.

Metal Sonic Felt The Coldness On his Back before he Got Up Still Shaky for A Unknown Reason As He Got Up And Washed his Hands As He Stared At himself.

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Metal Sonic Tried To Ignore The Fact That No Signs Of his Period Happening Was Any 

Closer As He Walked To Amy Who Smiled Happily As She Gave him A Big Hug As He 

Hugged Back. 

That is Before he Frowned.

"Hey... Um Amy i think i need to go now I'm Sorry"Metal Sonic said As Amy Looked at him Concerned

"What Why? what's Going on?"Amy said As She Looked Concerned As Metal Sonic Tried his Best To remain calm. He Had Been good At Acting perfectly fine for a while This Shouldn't be new.

"Nothing... I just want space"Metal Sonic said As Amy Eyes Looked Into His.

"Metal Sonic Seriously Are You okay? You Were acting Odd Earlier"Amy said As Metal Sonic Started Sweating As he Felt squeezed down by Guilt For lying to His best Friend As Amy frowned.

"Metal?-"Amy said Before Metal Sonic Lost his Composure As his Lip Quivered As He looked at Amy Desperately.

"Oh... Okay Fine But I care about you And-"Amy said Before A Panicked Squeak Came out Of Metal Sonic As he Felt As small Amount of Blood Between His legs Start to leak out As He looked At the Bathroom And then Grabbed Amy's Arm as He Dragged Her to the Bathroom His Panic Rising And His Face Became Red Feeling Shame.

"Amy.."Metal Sonic Said When They Were Both in the Bathroom.

"Metal Sonic what's happening?"Amy looking Extremely Worried.

"Fine...I'll tell you... Just please don't freak out"Metal Sonic said

"Okay"Amy said As Metal Sonic Seemed to Feel Even More Nervous About What he Was About to tell her.

"And Can... You promised not to tell anyone i Told you this?"Metal Sonic said As Amy nodded Just Wanting to help.

"I um... I-i really Need A Period Pad or um... Tampons... Please?"Metal Sonic said As Amy Eyes Widened in shock.

As She Tried to process the Mind Breaking information Her First Thought Had Been 'How The fuck Can A Robot Have Periods?' And Second Was 'I Need to give Him A Pad ASAP'

"ABSOLUTELY- You don't have to be shy To ask for Something like that!"Amy said Before She Toke Out a Period Pad From Hammer Space And Gave it to him.

Metal Sonic Didn't Question the Fact She Could Materialize Objects out of Thin Air As A Sigh of Relief Came out of him As Amy Look Worried.

"A-Are you in pain?"Amy said As Metal Sonic Sighed.

"No not really... But Usually it Hurts a Shit Ton To Have A Period... Like I'm going to die in a way"Metal Sonic said As Amy frowned Knowing what that Was Like.

"That... Sounds unpleasant. Anyways I'll Let put on your pad and I'll wait Outside the Bathroom Okay... Come Out when You're Done"Amy said As Metal Sonic nodded As Amy Walked out.

Metal Sonic then Sighed As He Put On the Pad And Changed to his More Robotic Form so... Well he Could hide his little issue.

When He Came out Amy Seemed to Slump in relief that He Could Actually Hide the fact he was wearing a Period Pad.

"Okay... Anyway Would you Like me To Help you Back to Your Place So you don't have To Deal With Sonic And Everyone Being Suspicious of You Randomly going home?"Amy said As Metal Sonic Nodded Feeling Weak but No pain still.

Odd. That's never Happened before...

It Somehow Bothered Metal Sonic as He Pressed his Hand Against his Abdomen to see if he'd feel Some sort of Pain from it.

There was None.

Maybe it was Just a Good Week. Either Way it was Nothing To be Worried about.

Amy Made Up An Excuse To their Friends Who Looked unBothered By it As They Both Walked to his House.

It Was Quiet As Metal Sonic Felt Shame he Had to tell someone that He Could have Periods.

Then Amy Spoke.

"Metal... Are you okay i Know you Lied earlier but i do seriously Care About you... So how are you Mentally and Physically"Amy said As Metal Sonic Started to shake.

"I'm... Fine seriously i-i just- Fuck-"Metal Sonic said As He Felt Shitty As Tears Started Falling Down his face.

"Metal Oh my gosh Honey-"Amy said As Metal Sonic Shaked.

"I'm a Freak. Why am i Like This?"Metal Sonic said As Amy looked Worried as she Looked around To Make Sure No One Could hear them.

"How About you Talk About this... When We're inside your place Alright?"Amy said as Metal Sonic Nodded Weakly feeling like a Mess.

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When They Walked inside Metal Sonic's Sobbing Became Harder As Amy Then Tried To Hug Him As His Shaking became Harder As He Pushed His Face Into Amy's Shoulder And Sobbed As Amy Felt Alarm Bells Ringing in her Head As She Saw Metal Sonic Break Down Right in front of her.

She Wanted to Know Why He Was Reacting so Bad Seemingly out of nowhere And Who Made Him Like This.


Amy Said Nothing As She Let Metal Sonic Cry For a While until He Was Just sniffing As Her Frown Showed As Metal Sonic Felt Slight Guilt For showing this side of himself.


"Metal?"Amy said softly as Metal Sonic Finally Looked At her His Robotic Appearance Still Showing before He Shapeshifted into his Organic Appearance.


"What...is it?"Metal Sonic said As Amy Felt Her Heart Tug At Seeing His Eyes Look Tired As His Lip Still Wobbled.


"Do you want to talk About it Now... It seems like it's Been Weighing Hard on you"Amy said As Metal Sonic Felt Sad.


"Y-Yeah You Deserve to Know Anyways... You're my Best friend"Metal Sonic said As Amy frowned.


"You don't have to Tell Me but... I think I'd help You... I can't help you if i don't know what wrong."Amy said As Metal Sonic Looked Thoughtful.


"I-I Want To"Metal Sonic said As Amy Looked Empathically At Him As His Heart ached.


"I... Think Something's Wrong with Me"Metal Sonic admitted As Amy Looked Sad.


"Nothing's Wrong with you-"amy said As Metal Sonic felt worse.


"N-Not in that Way... something with my biodata is Wrong"Metal Sonic said As Amy looked sad.


"What... Do you mean"Amy said As Metal Sonic Looked ashamed.


"I'm supposed to be a boy... But Ever Since The Neo Accident... I'm Not Just that... I'm a Freak i-i Have Both Female and Male sexual organs and i know I'm not supposed to Have Both but i do And i don't know how to Fix it"metal Sonic said as Amy Looked Shocked.


"You- you've Been Hiding that?"Amy said Her Mind Scrabbling On Just How Eggman Could be Obvious of Such Things.


"Y-Yeah i just feel disgusting and i don't know what to do... It Scares me Amy"Metal Sonic said As She Felt Like Hugging him


"That's... Not your fault you Know... And You're are not a freak"Amy said As Metal Sonic Felt Sad...

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It Had Been a Few Days Since He Told Her His Secret As Amy Was Rather Kind Even though He... Had That Abnormality with His Biodata.

But Now He Laid On The Bathroom Floor As His Mind panicked.

Why Wasn't he Bleeding Anymore Blood?

He Honestly Expected his Period To Be Horrible And painful And For him to be Bed written For 3 Days... But That Small Amount of Blood had Been all that Had Came Out As he Felt Worried As it Felt As If a Hole was in His Stomach.

And The Fact He Had Vomiting Earlier Since It felt as if It came out of nowhere.

He Felt Sick But He didn't Know why As He Felt That same Hole in him.

He then Got Up Shakily As He Felt Dizzy.

He decided it Was Likely Not that Important As He Was Pretty Sure it Could very Well just be Delayed.

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He Walked With Amy As She Smiled Sweetly As They Went to their Friends Who Smiled and Giggled As Metal Sonic Felt His Mind Wanderer.

"Hey Metal how are you doing today?"Sonic said As Metal Sonic looked at Him.

"I'm doing fine"Metal Sonic said As He Laughed.

"of Course you are"Sonic said As They Spent Time Together.

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Metal Sonic Fell As He Felt panicked.

What the fuck Was Going on?

He Vomited again As His Period Didn't Happen Yet Again.

He Felt Himself Tear Up As He Felt Pain sore Through him As His Stomach Hurt Extremely Bad As He Hyperventilated.

Metal Sonic Then Wondered if He Should see A Doctor As He Felt Tears Fall Down his face.

he Had No idea what was Happening to him. He didn't know Why He was Feeling this way.

He Got up As He Shaked Like a Leaf As he Made a appointment With A Doctor who he Could talk to.

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He Sat in a Chair As People Went in and out The Building As His Stomach Still Hurt slightly.

He Then Got Up As His Name Was Called As He got Up and Walked Across the Hallways Following the Female Doctor That Would Check his Health And... Hopefully Figure this Problem out.

He Then Sat Down As The Doctor Sat Down And Ask him Questions As they Went through the basic Issues before The Doctor Went to the Main Questions

"So what brings you Here Today?"The Doctor said as Metal thought about it.

"My Periods And Vomiting"Metal Sonic said As The Doctor asked a Another question.

"What are your symptoms?" The Doctor asked As Metal Sonic thought about it Before Responding

"My Periods haven't Been Happened For 2 Months And I've been Vomiting"Metal Sonic said As the 

Doctor Hummed.

"Well That Could be a Sign Of monopause,stress, weight changes, hormonal issues, Obesity, Thyroid disease, Drug use...And pregnancy"The doctor Said As Metal Sonic Felt his mind go Blank.

"Pregnancy?"Metal Sonic said As The doctor Nodded.

"Have you Done Any Sexual Activity Recently?"The doctor asked As Metal Sonic Shook His Head.

"It's Been Years Since I've Had Anything Sexual Happen to metal Sonic Said As the Doctor looked at him.

"Can You Get A pregnancy Test And Check in Case It Is Pregnancy?"The Doctor said As Metal Sonic Felt Bis Eyes Widened In shock.

"I-I'm Not Pregnant"Metal Sonic said His Mind Feeling sick.

"Well It doesn't Matter if you are... You have to check so I Can Cross out that possiblity"The doctor Explained as He Nodded Feeling Shame.

"Anyways write your Symptoms In here For when you come Back"The doctor said giving The Piece Of Paper to him.

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The Store Was Quiet As He Had The Pregnancy Test In the Bag As He Felt Stupid.

He Was Sure He Can't even Get Pregnant... Why Was He so Worried?

After He Bought It And Was Given a Odd look by The People Around him he Walked home As The Test In the Bag Was Embarrassing.

What is he Even Doing!

When He Got Home He went to the Bathroom and Read The Directions As He Followed them.

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Positive.

Metal had Fallen over His Eyes Widened in horror As He Felt Scared Out of his Mind.

He Was a Robot. He Was a Robot. Robots do not get Pregnant. He was A Boy Robot And That Test Had to be Wrong.

But his Chest Heaved Hard As He started Crying His Hand On his Stomach As He Felt Like The World Had Turned upside down.

But Starline Had Done it... years Ago. Why now? Why Had It Taken so long to figure this Out Why Was His Stomach So Small Still? If Starline Had Done gotten him Pregnant why Had it Been So long?!

He Felt His Mind Scream As He Remembered That he Had Been Having periods.

And He Had No Idea How This Was Possible.

He Had No Way of Feeding A Organic Being in his stomach so it Should've Died Months Ago.

He Felt Sick As A knock Was Hears At the Door As He Panicked As He Threw away and Hid The Test.

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He could Practically feel it crawling Around in him As He Opened the Door.

Amy Stared at him as he Felt his Eyes Tear up slightly.

He forced himself not to cry though as he smiled at amy.

"What are you doing here?"Metal Sonic said Trying To be nice as Amy Quietly Shuffled.

"Metal I got brownies... i know that your period should be soon so i thought it might help you"Amy said politely not knowing what metal Sonic just figured out As he Felt his stomach twist.

"T-Thank you"Metal Sonic his Head spinning as he Continued to be hyper aware Of The Baby Growing in him And clawing his internals.

Metal Sonic Knew That eating was A terrible. Terrible idea though as he sighed.

He didn't even know if he Wanted to keep the Baby yet so He felt terrible Even Thinking about it.

Well he didn't have to tell Anybody if he took the pill but he Wanted to Really think about it first.

And if He really wanted a kid he should just adopt... that Would be the most logical Thing to do in this situation Right?

But Metal Sonic Just sighed.

this was Really Hard to think about.

He... Should Get a paternity test kit just in Case this Was Somehow Someone he didn't expect being the Father... like Sonic-

Metal Sonic Felt His Face Burn.

but that also wouldn't make sense... It Had Been YEARS Since he Had Any Sexual activity with the damn hedgehog.

Same thing With Starline... he hoped It was Just His child So he Could Feel the relief of Killing his- No that's not how he should think.

Even if it Was Starline's baby he needed to Get The Pill. Not Tear the Baby out like a lunatic.