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Being a Goddess was never easy, sure you were worshiped and praised by humans. The offerings, the summoning, all that fancy stuff, you dealt with it everyday.

It only made sense as you were the Goddess of Peace and Healing, with those came the association of fertility. That wasn't so bad you guessed.

The night was dark and quiet as you sat crisscrossed in the grass, the warm wind blowing as you were sitting down meditating. It was something that helped clear your mind and focus. That didn't last that long however as you felt something hit your head from above.

Opening one eye you looked to see a coin. A gold one at that. Another offering you had assumed as you held the coin, you never liked gold, you were more of a silver.

One of the many things that seemed misunderstood when humans attempted to giver offerings.

May not be your favorite but you'll accept it. This time…and the next…and…okay you won't turn down the offerings.

You let out a soft hum standing up, your gaze connecting with the stars.

“Excuse me?” a voice called out, you turned to see a boy…no a man, a young one at that standing a few bits away from you. He had wings it seemed, blonde hair too. “Can I help you?” your voice was soft as you spoke.

“My name is Tommy, My father has sent me to ask for help to heal his birds.” “His birds?” “Yes ma'am…one is very sick, the first one he ever made, the crows are immortal but not invincible.”

“May I ask who your father is?” You asked carefully “My father is Philza, God of Birds and Life, my mother is Kristen, Goddess of Death, I am Tommy, God of Mischief and Comedy” “...Alright lead the way” you nodded agreeing to lend your assistance.

Once you arrived at the home of Philza you allowed Tommy to walk in first, then you stepped foot in the home. It was very nice, gave a very home-like feel to it, you could tell this was definitely owned by a family.

“Dad! I brought (Y/N) to help” Tommy called out as the God of Life himself appeared before you, a sick crow in hand.

“You have no idea how much this means to me...” Phil spoke, feeling grateful for your presence. “May I see the bird?” you questioned softly as Phil handed over the crow. You hummed softly, holding the bird close as you closed your eyes.

Tommy and Phil watched intently as the crow came back from sickness right before their eyes. A few moments later a opened your eyes, the crow now up and active as if he was new.

“Here you are Phil” You smiled as the crow happily flew onto his shoulder. “Thank you (Y/N), I am forever in your debt for what you've done for me today” “Its nothing, honestly, I quite enjoy helping animals, one of my favorite creatures to heal” you smiled.

The door behind you opened, “Hey Phil have you-” Techno froze in his place as you turned around and connected eyes with him. Technoblade. The Blood God.

You hated him. Oh did you hate the piglin in front of you. All he did was hurt and kill others causing bloodshed and pain. The exact opposite of what you stand for.

Techno on the other hand perked up upon seeing you. His tail swayed quickly. “Oh Um…Hello…” Techno spoke only to meet your glare before you scoffed, pushing past him and walking out the door.

The room went quiet. Techno turning towards the door in confusion. Tommy spoke up “What was that about..?”

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“What the hell was that about?” Tommy questioned looking up at a Technoblade as the piglin was still facing the door.

“I have no idea, I've never interacted with her in my life…and I've been around a long time.” Techno commented as he turned to Phil and Tommy.

“She seemed very offended that you were here” Phil chuckled, taking a seat on his couch as his crow happily rested on his shoulder. “Yet no idea why” Techno hummed, taking a seat on the adjacent couch.

“So what were you gonna tell me Technoblade?” Phil questioned, his eyes looking towards the piglin. “Oh! yeah I was gonna ask if you've seen my sword around here anywhere, I think i left it here by mistake one day, its not at my house.” Techno spoke

“Uh…I'm not entirely sure but we can check” Phil looked up to see techno seemingly in deep thought. “Technoblade you there buddy” Tommy spoke waving a hand  of the piglins face. “Huh, oh yeah I’m good just…..thinking about my sword..”

“Uh huh…what do you need it for?....You're not getting into another fight are you?” Phil questioned arms crossed as he was seated across from the piglin.

“Phil, that's like asking if im a piglin, I always have a fight or duel coming up one way or another” Techno chuckled. “Right…who are you fighting this time?” Phil questions motioning for Tommy to go grab Technoblades sword.

Tommy rolled his eyes as he went down the hall to grab it.

“I’m fighting that one human, what's his name…uh… Nico? Yeah him!” Techno smiled as Phils face dropped. “Techno are you fucking stupid?! You're gonna fight the ONE and ONLY human known to be able to beat gods in a fight?!”

“Calm down Phil, I’m Technoblade THE blood god, I’m undefeated there’s no way I'll lose” “But you could get really hurt!” Phil countered as Techno shrugged him off, “I’m Technoblade Phil! I'll be fine, I can't die” “But you can still get hurt!” “Psst as if, I'd like to see that Nico guy try” Techno hummed.

Tommy cleared his throat handing Technoblade his sword. “Ah Thank you Tommy” Techno spoke as he stood up “The challenge is tomorrow, the usual spot at 10” the piglin smiled as he made his way to the door.

“Thanks for having me Phil, I'll see you tomorrow!” Techno spoke as he left the house of the avians.

Phil and Tommy looked at each other both having a very bad feeling about this.

“Tommy, I hate to do this….but go get [Y/N]...” Phil spoke in a sigh, “Yeah…probably for the best..” Tommy agreed as he made his way out the door flying off to find you.

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Seething. You were absolutely seething. Who does that piglin think he is?! Blood God, yeah okay. He could kiss your ass for all you could care. He was an asshole, that's who he was.

This…one sided feud between the two of you started at least a few hundred years ago. Was Technoblade aware of this? No. but that didn't matter apparently.

It started one day when you watched him kill a human. Can you believe that?! He kills! That's all he does. Kill. Create and spread chaos and bloodshed. You hated it!

Not to mention the fight and duels he constantly got into. He gave the name of Gods and Goddesses a bad rep. You had just cooled off, your hand grabbing the door knob of your home before you heard a voice behind you.

“Heyyyyy [Y/N] buddy my friend….we need a favor..” Tommy's voice nervously rang out. You've gotta be fucking kidding me…

You turned around to look at the avian almost knowing what he was about to ask. “Yes Tommy, How may I be of service to you?” you softly asked almost too sweetly.

“Phil…and I have a request, well more so a favor…” Tommy spoke carefully as he fiddled with his fingers, “We would like it if you would accompany us to…Technoblades fight tomorrow, its at-” “Let me stop you RIGHT there Tommy”

You held your hand up as you interrupted him, “While I do respect you and Phil I really do, I would rather watch wet paint try on a fence then watch that….thing fight.” you scolded, turning you back to face the avian.

“But [Y/N]-” “I've said my thoughts Tommy, I want nothing to do with that guy, he's a monster, a beast even, I don't even know how something like him became a god.”

“Please [Y/N] just listen, it's for Phil. Phil really cares about Technoblade and I do too! He's like a brother to me and I don't want to see him get hurt by that Nico guy an-” “Nico?! He's fighting Nico?!” you exclamed turning around, grabbing tommy by the shoulders, “Is he fucking insane?! Doesn't he know-”

It was Tommy's turn to interrupt you, “Believe me Phil tried to talk him out of it but he wont listen. It's his thing you know that's who he is” You released Tommys shoulders with a grumble.

“Fine…I will accompany you to his fight…but I won't promise that I will heal him.” You tsked “He deserves whatever he gets for his stupidity..” your arms crossed as you looked to Tommy who seemed relieved.

“Phil would like to offer you to stay at our home tonight, it's closer, saves you the travel tomorrow, I uh..oh! I'll carry you there so you don't have to walk back to our place. It's quicker” “You don't have to do that Tommy, I'm okay with walking back to yours.” you sighed.

As the two of you walked back Tommy cleared his throat, “So…I have to ask…why do you hate Technoblade so much? I mean once you get to know him he's actually a really nice guy..”

“Well for one, I don't want to know the guy and I have no interest. As for why I don't like him, He goes against EVERYTHING and I mean everything I stand for, he hurts and kills, I have to clean up after him all the time, every time he hurts someone I have to be the one to heal that person that he has no regard for! I hate it” you huffed as Tommy looked to you in thought.

“Yknow…the humans do say…what's that phrase uhhh, oh yeah! Opposites attract, ,maybe there's a reason you two are the opposites of each other, maybe there’s something you two are needed for and this is the universe's way of bringing you together” Tommy spoke proud of himself for saying something that was relatively smart.

“Psst Please, there's no reason for us to even be involved with each other...don't tell anyone this but I actually was able to sneak into one of those human libraries and look at their mythology and textbooks of us-”

“Mythology?” Tommy questioned, confused, he was older but still a younger god compared to the rest, “It’s like the human’s version of our stories and how to reach us, like…a biography of us, who we are and our stories” You explained as he nodded understanding the concept.

“Anyways, I snuck into the library and got a peek at our stories, and I found out that it's believed that Technoblade and I are…lovers which in turn makes me feel even more hatred for him.” you grumbled as Tommy let out a giggle

“But that's now his fault, plus how'd you even get into one one of those? Isn't it like…against the rules to look at our literature?” he questioned as you shrugged.

“There's nothing saying we can’t look at it, plus its not like human can see us unless were either summoned or make ourselves visible, we can exaxly be everywhere at once, that why we communicate with the humans via candle majority of the time, it's an easy way to talk to multiple at once” You explained “So why sneak in?” Tommy questioned

“Because if I’m seen then people will hound me over granting them eternal peace or heal their stubbed toe, kiss their papercut…not exactly what I like to do on my friday afternoons..” You chuckled with a shrug as you arrived at Phil’s house.

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The next morning you woke up to a knock at the door, you groaned softly sitting up as the blanket covered your bare body. “Yeah..?” You called out in a groan. “Sorry to wake you but we need to start heading out soon, yeah? it's 9:30” Phil called out from the other side of the room, “Tommy stopped by your place and grabbed you a change of clothes, Kristen set them on the chair in there”

You perked up and turned to the chair which did indeed have a change of clothes for you. “I’ll be out in a bit..” you responded as you stretched. Your crystal bracelets and necklaces making sounds as you did so. You got up outta bed and walked over to the chair, getting dressed.

As you walked to the door you glanced at the guest bed you had slept in. it has a smell to it, one of dirt and an earthy smell…you've smelt it before yet didn't know where. You'll figure it at at some point.

Walking out the room you saw Tommy complaining to Phil as he brushed his son's hair. “Phil, I'm fine, it looked good already!” “Your hair is a mess!” Phil countered as Tommy glanced to you “Yeah but [Y/N] has messy hair all the time!” “Ouch..” You chuckled, your hair isn't messy, that was just the style.

“Alright let's start heading out, remember to make yourself visible to the humans, these events are really the only time to actively interact with them” Phil remained as you and Tommy nodded, following the elder avian.

The walk to the fighting ring was a bit of a walk but it was nice, the warm wind blew, it was a calming sensation as you. The sound of voices grew as you neared closer the fight arena. Phil held his hand out to you and pointed to a placement that was up in the arena. “It's quicker if we fly up, plus reserved seats” He chuckles as you took his hand, him and Tommy flying up to the seats.

Carefully Phil landed you before taking his place next to you. Phil on one side, Tommy on the other. You turned to look down at the arena as Nico walked out the sound of the humans growing louder as he carried out a sword with him. Something about this fight made you cringe…

You had a bad feeling about this.

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Technoblade's grin widened as he walked out into the arena. What was another easy fight? He was so gonna win this. One of the commoners stood between Technoblade and Nico, a flag standing up in his hand.

The crowd quieted down and the flag raised above the commoners head, “When the flag goes down, the two opponents will fight. They are fighting to the extreme. Once one is down, that is the end.” The commoner yelled out. They were practically fighting to the death.

Techno was so sure of himself. He really had nothing to lose here, not like he could die anyway.

The flag swug down as the commoner stepped back, Technoblade, immediately going for a swing only to be blocked by Nico. The sound of the swords swinging and hitting each other rang out through the arena as they fought.

First hit. Technoblade. It was easy, Nico left himself open on his left, easy target for techo to make a quick hit and slash, making nico stumble back, stunned as he held his side realizing the blood on his hand. Techno went for another hit only to be blocked. Techno took a step back. His smile widened as he glanced at his opponents.

The fight kept going, back and forth, lasting a good bit. Hit two. Techno. Techno has swung his swords slashing into Nico's face, The blood running down the human's cheek. Oh Techno was SO winning this fight. Techno chuckled to himself as Nico stumbled back.

Techno glanced up towards where he knew Phil and Tommy would be. His eyes widened upon seeing you there, looking, watching the fight.

“Oh I am so winning this” Techno thought to himself.

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“You’re such a fucking idiot.” You sneered as Technoblade groaned in pain as he laid in the bed in front of you. Dried blood on the side of his mouth. 

You huffed setting up your healing herbs and all your other trinkets like your crystals and candles. You thought about how he even go into this situation

You were watching closely, Technoblade had already gotten two hits so he had a really good chance of winning. You secretly were hoping he would. You watched as he looked up to glance in your direction, you saw his ears drop as his eyes widened. Just based off that demeanor alone you could tell he had no idea you would be here. 

Then it happened. He has left himself wide open to Nico in that moment of distraction. Nico took the plunge. Literally. Stabbing Techno clean through his sternum. 

Safe to say Techno didn't win that fight…

“You are such a fucking idiot.” You huffed lifting his shirt up as he groaned in pain, he had no words, he was in too much pain. He watched as you carefully unwrapped the bandages that Phil had put on him to stabilize it as much as the avian could.  

Techno's eyes softened as he looked to you, his hair luckily up in a bun thanks to Tommy.

You cringed to yourself as your eyes met the gash in his chest. The wound was deep, that was for sure, you were slightly glad he couldn't die from this. you hummed softly as you mixed some herbs into a bowl, crushing them up before putting them into hot water. 

“Your hands are soft..” Techno mumbled as your fingers carefully brushed over the wound, sealing it as you touched it, it was practically magic almost like you were a goddess. “Can you…just be quiet, you’re in pain” you huffed moving your fingers from this chest to a paste you had made, carefully massaging it into his chest. 

Techno could only let out soft grunt and groans, as the pain sunk in, once he was fully healed up you handed him the cup as he sat up. “Drink this, it'll heal the insides up” you commented as you turned away from him, his eyes watched as you moved your hands, he couldn't tell what you were doing however.

Carefully you were wrapping a Tiger's Eye and Rose Quartz crystals, one for protection, the other for healing. you hummed softly as you turned back around to find that Techno had finished the drink you gave him. He set the mug on the side table as he watched your movements. 

“Sit forward” You motioned as he followed your instructions. Carefully you put the wrapped crystals around his neck as two separate necklaces. “These should help you a bit, The brown one is Tiger's Eye, it helps with protection and the pink is Rose Quartz, it's for healing” You explained, “I thought Rose Quartz was a love thing?” Techno questioned as you rolled your eyes. “Yes but it's not the purpose of this one,” You cross your arms.

It was here that Techno really admired you and your features. He never noticed nor realized you were a deer of some sort, the way your ear flapped in annoyance, the way your nose scrunched and twitched when focused. They black tips of your fingers that look rough but are really soft and gentle. Your long flowy hair that curls as it moves on its own. 

His cheeks went pink as his heart rate picked up. 

oh no. 

oh no no no no no.

He had a crush on you…

He was so fucking cooked.

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“You can't possibly expect me to agree to that Phil…” You crossed your arms as he looked at you pleading. HE was one of the highest Gods there were yet he was practically on his knees begging.

Something about that made you feel a bit of pride.
“[Y/N] please you're the only one who will be able to properly take care of him, even if Tommy and I follow your instructions, we still can't do half the work you do” Phil whined “Please…Stay here…with Techno” “And what do I get out of this?” You questioned looking to the avian infrom of you, not just an avian but the fucking god of life itself.

“Whatever you desire, I will give life to whatever you desire as I am forever in your debt” Phil promised. You hummed in thought, what could you POSSIBLY want..”A polar bear.” you stated making Phil do a double take as he was admittedly thrown off by the request.

“A polar bear?” Phil questioned as you looked at you, “Yeah..I'd like a polar bear, one that is able to survive in the climate we live in as well as his natural habitat” you hummed “But I want him to look a mix of white and gray since it is possible for them to be both colors.” “Do you want the polar bear to be a baby or full grown” “Full grown”

Phil nodded as he held his hand out to which you handed him a few crystals, using these Phild focused. You watched him as he brought life to a polar bear right before your very eyes. Your eyes widened as the connected with the polar bear. Carefully the polar bear made his way up to you, sniffing you before he happy made a noise and rubbed his face against your leg.

Phil looked at you with a hopeful expression as you sighed letting your arms relax and fall to your side. “Alright…I'm guessing…I'll be in the same bed as him?” you questioned as Phil nodded “Yeah but we get get you a different bed or you can stay in Tommy's while he's staying with a friend”

“No it's fine, I'll stay with Techno plus I'll have Steve for emotional support” You sighed looking at the Polar bear who was proudly taking the name of Steve.

“Thank you so much” Phil sighed in relief as he smiled, “It's getting late, if you need anything Kristen and I will be down the other hall, try and sleep well tonight okay?” “I'll…try” you shrugged, the knots and pits growing in your chest and stomach as you watched Phil retreat to his own room.

You turned looking down to Steve.

“Well Steve…here goes nothing” You whined as you reached for the doorknob.

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As you opened the room door you looked in the direction of the bed, surprisingly Techno was still awake. He turned his head which seemed to perk up as he saw your figure in the doorway. “You're still here?” Techno questioned only to look confused as Steve walked in. “A…polar bear…?” He looked at you who had since closed the door and set your little travel bag down on the chair.

“His name is Steve and he's my…” you looked to the polar bear who was patiently sitting next to you as he awaited a command. “My companion…and will accompany me while I'm here, taking care of you, so get used to it” You hummed as you removed your shirt.

You admittedly didn't have anything under your shirt, to be fair you found no need for it.
Techno lets out a quick yelp before covering his eyes “A warning would be nice!” he whines as you scoff and roll your eyes. “Aren't you a warrior or something? You've killed people. I doubt something like a pair of tits are gonna freak you out, You act like you've never seen a woman before." "I have just..not like that!” Techno huffed out as you hummed, “Who knew the blood god would be scared by some tits?” You chuckled lightly putting on a thin nightshirt, something that was comfy but wouldn't allow you to overheat. It was oversized so Techno wouldn't have to worry about seeing anything.

What a wuss.

“You can uncover your eyes” You spoke as you looked in the mirror to make sure all your necklaces were secured around your neck. Techno carefully uncovered his eyes, looking to you as you motion for Steve to hop on the bed, to which the polar bear followed. You got into the bed next to Techno as Steve laid at the foot of the bed.

“So…what do you like to do in your free time..?” Techno carefully asked as you huffed turning over, your back facing him. “I'm not here to be friends or buddy-buddy, I'm here to make sure you heal up and after that I'm gone.” “So you really don’t like me?” Techno asked “No. I don't.” you quickly responded as Techno hummed.

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Techno whimpered as you carefully rubbed a mixture paste on the scar that was formed on this chest.

The time was currently 5am, Techno had woken up in pain which gained Steve's attention, Steve then woke you up and now here you were. “Try not to move so much, it'll only hurt more..” You commented as you sat on the chair next to the bed as you worked your magic. literally. Steve has since moved up in the bed and was now laying on top of Technos legs in hopes to help the best he could.

“You know you can tell me when you're in pain?” you looked to him as he avoided your gaze, “You were sleeping, I didnt wanna disturb you..” Techno admitted as you perked up, your ear flicking as you tilted your head. You hummed softly to yourself as you looked away.

It was quiet in the room minus the TV that you had turned on to not only give you light but to attempt to distract Techno from the pain. You may dislike him but you weren't heartless.

After a good moment of silence you spoke “I like to read in my free time” you softly spoke “And write, it's nothing major but I enjoy it” You looked at him as he turned to face you, his eyes soft as you finished applying the healing paste/lotion on his chest.

“What genre do you like to read?” Techno asked softly as you cleaned up your station “Really depends on the mood” you sighed, looking at the piglin in front of you. You hummed softly tucking Technoblade back in, “I'll be right back, sit tight” you mumbled standing up to go to the door as he sat up almost in a panic.

“Where are you going?” Techno questioned as you looked at him a little surprised. “I'm going to wash my hands.” you chuckled as he laid back down, “Oh..”

As you went to the bathroom you washed your hands, looking at your face in the mirror as you did so, “He is…something..” you softly whispered to yourself.. ”Maybe..he's not so bad…but he's still a piece of shit, killing and hurting and ugh who am I kidding he's the worst” you rolled your eyes drying off your hands.

The only reason you were having the slightest “Change of heart” or so one would say is because you were in a forced proximity with him, he really had no choice but to be nice to you, as you did him, you could very well do a reverse healling on him but Phil was counting on you.

He was your friend, he trusted you, as you did him. It was only fair you helped him, plus the god of life himself was practically on his knees, in your mercy…in your debt. Oh how you loved that power.

The power you held in the palm of your hand was one any human would die for, literally. The times you had to heal those of failed sacrifices, how stupid they were. Fucking dumbassas.

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The days had passed and slowing Technoblade was healing. He looked at you as you wiped your hands off, his heart raced as his eyes connected with yours.

It's been a month now, why was he still feeling like this? He had fallen…HARD.

You hummed as you packed up your belongings, once every was packed up you grabbed a bundle of sage, lighting it before you spread the smoke around the room and around Technoblade. The smell filled his nose making him sneeze. “Gesundheit” you spoke as you put out the sage.

“Are you leaving?” Techno questioned watching as you packed up the remainder of your things, “I am, You’re healed enough where you can get up, walk, and do stuff on your own, you're a big boy now Technoblade” you chastised, patting the top of his head, bag over your shoulder, Steve behind you.

“If in the scenario, you do need something, Phil is here, I left you some cream treatment and left you some tea that will help you” You explained as he huffed softly. He didn't want you to go..he enjoyed the Company.

As you walked out of his room he thought to himself before he kept up outta bed “[Y/N] wait!” he called out, causing you to turn around with a raised brow. “Let me marry you.” He blurted out causing you to freeze in place. “I'm sorry what?” you turned around to look at him.

“Please.. let me marry you” Technoblade spoke again looking you in the eyes, his cheek flushed as your eyes widened. “What makes you think I'd want to marry you, I'm not that desperate” you scoffed, going to turn back around before feeling his hand gently grab onto your arm. “Just...please before someone else does…let me marry you, you don't wanna be stuck with a commoner or some guy named William do you?” Techno pleaded. This seemed like a sick joke.

“…If it's anyone besides you, I'm satisfied…” You scoffed looking away from him. “I don't know what sick joke you're pulling here…”
“[Y/N] please I know you hate me for whatever reason but-” you cut Techno off. “You really don't know why? Okay let's start. You're selfish, irresponsible, a blood shedder, a murderer, all you do is fight, kill and hurt and you know who has to clean up after you?! Me! I do! I'm the one to clean up all of your messes whether you recognize it or not!” You growled as you made a point to poke him in the chest to make a statement.
Technos ears flattened back, he supposes it was a big jump for him to even think about. He watched as you yanked your arm from his hand and left.

“fuck.”

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“What was he thinking, Steve?!” you ranted to the polar bear as you undressed, getting into your whimsical, in-ground tub. the incense filled the air the smell was nice yet you couldn't calm down.

Steve layed next to you and let out a huff, “I know Steve, hes a fucking idiot, wanting to marry me? Who does he think he is? Just because I healed him suddenly he is in love? Bullshit.” You sunk in the water more, the liquid up to your chin. You let out a soft sigh.

“Although…” You sighed, “Technoblade is a pretty powerful being and he is in my debt for saving his life…” Steve let out a sound of protest, the polar bear didn't like the idea of you taking advantage of Technoblade like that. “Yeah you're right” you nodded, rethinking the idea.

You sat there quietly, eyes closed to meditate in the tub. After a while your brows furrowed.

You sighed…”Fuck..” you grumbled feeling your cheek heat up as you thought of the Piglin. Your mind went back to you rubbing the healing ointment on his chest, the way your fingers glided through the fur like hair on his chest, the way his cheek flushed and how he avoided eye contact. The soft whines and whimpers he let out.
and the one thing he didn't think you noticed as you never brought it up…the way he got hard just by your touch on his chest, you noticed it, but never spoke about it. Makes you wonder how good he is in bed-

You quickly jolted and sat up in the bath causing the water to splash as well as causing Steve to stand up in alertness. Your face burned red and felt hot…that wasn't the only part of your body feeling hot either..

“Shit!”

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“Fucking stupid…” you grumbled as you laid on your bed, hand between your legs. You huffed in annoyance, this was so stupid, so fucking stupid, yet your body was fully betraying you here.

You felt ashamed as you allowed your fingers to enter your hot wet core. Letting out a soft whimper you carefully pumped your fingers in and out as slick covered your fingers allowing an easy pumping.

You softly moaned, eyes shut tight as you imagined Techno being the one using his fingers inside on you. You huffed, whined as you sped up your movements. The pressure in your abdomen increased, the tightness thinning as you got closer to the edge.

You let out soft, quick breaths as you sped up, feeling your walls fluxuate and tighten as you moan out a soft “Fuck..Techno!” before you had to stop, feeling yourself cum around your fingers.

Carefully you pulled your fingers from inside of you, catching your breath as you looked up at the ceiling.

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“I can’t believe I'm doing this..” Techno whined hand shaking as it hovered over the raging bulge in his pants.

Fear not he was back at his own home.

That didn't help the fact he was in his own dilemma.

Carefully he unbuckled his pants, freeing his cock, his cheek red and flushed as his eyes went a different direction, embarrassed of himself. Carefully, his spit in his own hand, he whined as he allowed his hand to wrap around his cock. He slowly pumped his cock, hips slightly bucking as he let out a shaky breath.

He quickened his pace as he had started humping into his hand, slightly tightening his hold, adding to the pleasure. He felt so ashamed thinking of you like this. Stroking his cock imagining it being your mouth around it instead.

His breath hitched as he whimpered out your name, the strokes fastened as his grip tightened, “Fuck..fuck fuck FUCK!” he moaned out as his cock twitched as he came all over his sheets, his breath was quick as he came down from his high, slowly his breath returned to normal.

His cheeks flushed and red as he looked at the mess he made.

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The next few days were a blur, the awkwardness between you and Technoblade was obvious between the others.

Phil noticed it first.

It was a few days after the…incident… that occured the other day, same day, same actions, different places.

Phil had invited you and Techno over, Techno had arrived first as his house was closest to the God of Life. The look on Technos face when you walked in the door was something that threw Phil off.

The way the piglins eyes widened and ears dropped, Technoblade was visibly nervous as he looked at you, when your eyes connected to his, you perked up before clearing your throat and fixing your demeanor.

“What can I do you of service today Phil?” You asked your tone in its usual soft and calm tone. Techno's eyes wouldn't leave you as he just…admired you.

His mind went back to how he had basically proposed to you…something he blew off until that moment. He could feel the awkward tentintion in the room.

That would be his excuse. Failed proposal. Nothing else….

“Techno!” Phil called out breaking him from the trance as you jumped, quickly turning to Phil. “Yeah-Yes..Hi!” Techno stumbled out as you looked to him with crossed arms, rolling your arms. “Were you even listening?” you sneered at him as his cheeks went red. “I um…no..” He admitted, ears back as you scoffed “Typical.” you flopped down a seat next to Techno, Keeping your attention to Phil.

Techno quickly turned to Phil, sitting up straight, his eyes occasionally glancing at you.

Phil cleared his throat looking between the two of you. “Right…so…” Phil couldn't help but lose his train of thought. “Okay first what the fuck” He mumbled causing both you and Techno to perk up. “Everything okay Phil?” you asked as he looked at both of you.

“What's up with you two? Don't give me the ‘we always act like this’ there's something else up with you two” Phil confronted. Techno let out a quiet whine causing Phil to look at the Piglin. “Techno?” Phil spoke in a stern voice as Techno sighs.

“The other week I proposed to [Y/N] after she took care of me. It... was a moment of impulse and it was stupid that's why it's…awkward..nothing else…” Techno mumbled as Phil turned to you “Is that true?”

You rolled your eyes “Yeah whatever..” you looked away from Phil, your cheeks slightly pink.

“Hm….mkay…” Phil hummed as he sat back looking at the two of you. “Well I need you two to go into the human town” Phil spoke, “I was originally gonna send just [Y/N] but I want to send Techno with you as protection, I know you have Steve and are very capable of caring for yourself, but just for my piece of mind, I want to send Techno, especially since some humans can be….creeps…” Phil explained looking at you.

You perked up, looking at Phil then Technoblade. “If I may, what are we going to the human town for?” “Well…recently Kristen has…fallen a bit ill, and I know you can help which is why I'm sending you but from what I know, there's a special flower and herb you'll need that only grows in the human town, since others don't have much effect since yknow she is the goddess of death.” Phil shrugged as you thought for a moment and perked up, “Oh! I know what youre talking about, okay okay” You nodded.

Phil smiled, letting out a sigh of relief. “I ask that you two leave tomorrow since it'll take a day or two for you two to walk to that specific part of the village” You nodded, “Yeah, let me go back home and pack my bag, grab Steve and I'll make my way back here and leave in the morning” You turned to Techno, “I recommend you do the same thing” you stood up before leaving out the door to go back to your house.

Once you were gone, Phil turned to Techno. “Okay fess up what's really going on” Techno perked up as he looked away, clearing his throat. “Well…The proposal thing wasn't a lie, but recently…I've found myself…liking [Y/N], but like….this is embarrassing yknow” Techno admitted, “Since that first day I met her, I fell in love with her, but she hates me, like hates my guts, only puts up with me because she is required to.” The piglin looked down.

Phil chuckled looking at Techno. “Maybe this trip will open both of your eyes to different things” this caused Techno to raise a brow, “What do you mean?”

“You'll just have to find out, now, go home pack and come back” Phil smiled.

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The walk was quiet, only the sounds of footsteps of you, Techno and Steve were heard as the three of you walked in the grass. There wasn't any wind today but the air was a perfect warm feeling.

Techno walked a few steps behind you for two reasons, one, because he was technically tasked with being your bodyguard so he needed to be aware of your surroundings, and two, he didn't know the way there and wanted to give you the space you needed. The last thing he wanted was to make things even more awkward with you.

At least he could admire you from back here, the jewelry that adorn your neck and wrist, your dangling crystal earrings, the way your doe ears occasionally flicked when a bug neared. your little tail that stood up and rarely moved, The outfit….Your hair….just everything- uh oh..

Techno cursed mentally as he felt his body respond to his thoughts, fortunately for him, it was perfect timing as you were stopping by a lake, meaning he could sit down on the log bench, which he quickly did.

He hated the water, he didn't like the way it felt on his skin. He did shower though, to him it was different, he had more control over the temperature, pressure and it felt more like the rain.

More calm, and comforting, especially relaxing, he even recently started to use some herbs in the shower to give the shower a nice scent rather than…..wet.

It was his favorite way to clean himself, he didn't like baths or bodies of water since there was less control he had, especially the risk of drowning in a public body of water.

Sure he couldn't die but drowning isn't fun….he would know.

You took a seat on the grass and took a deep breath, Steve sat next to you, taking a drink from the lake as Techno sat quietly. Quiet, was still quiet. Techno cleared his throat, “So…” he softly spoke “About the last time we saw each other…”

You turned to him, eyes looking annoyed, but not for long, you watched as Techno perked up at your look which made you giggle and turn away with a soft smile. “It was very foolish of you” you nodded your voice, soft and calm which was just as scary as you yelling to Technoblade.

You turned back to the lake, Steve let out a soft huff as he curled up with a yawn. Techno went quiet again, subconsciously playing with the two crystals around his neck, the ones you had gifted to him. Techno stood up, his ‘problem’ now gone and sat next to you, looking at the lake, a churning in his stomach, he glanced at you, noticing your eyes closed.

You were meditating. His right ear flickered as he remained quiet not wanting to interrupt you. “Your breathing is too quick, you're nervous” you spoke matter of factly. “Oh really?” he spoke sarcastically, as you hummed holding out your right hand next to you, “Take my hand and follow my breathing” you instructed, offering the moment of bonding, which Techno accepted.

Techo put his hand on top of yours, holding, “Look out to the lake and close your eyes, take in the sound of the water and wind, when I squeeze your hand, breathe in through your nose, when I stop, exhale through your mouth softly.” You told him as he followed your instructions, turning to the lake and closing his eyes.

You inhaled through your nose, squeezing Techno's hand as he followed suit. Then you loosened your grip, as you exhaled through your mouth, Techno once again followed suit. This continues on for the next five minutes before you let go of this hand.

His eyes opened as he turned to you, watching as you stood up and stretched, “Alright we should keep heading that way, if we move now we should get there before dark..” you hummed as Techno stood up, “So assuming we'll end up staying the night in the human village?” he questioned swiping the stray grass off his cape. “We'll have no choice, it is not safe for us to travel at night, especially in this part of town..” You explained as the journey continued.

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The sun started to go down as the walk continued, the sound was faint but you were able to make out the sound of human voices.

You stopped in your tracks, tail sticking up, and ears twitching, Techno turned to you confused, “Everything alright?” He questioned, something was wrong but you couldn’t tell what..

You turned around making note of your surroundings, there was nothing there…”Yeah, just i dunno feels like i'm being watched..” You admitted as you continued walking “And no it wasn't you…I know how your stare feels…it was different” you commented causing Techno to perk up.

You always knew when he was staring?! Oh he was so fucking cooked.

The voices began to grow louder, the three of you walked through the trees now making light of the human village.

Techno stood a bit closer to you, he had never been to the actual human village, he had interacted with them many times, yes, as there were many places where both Human and Gods inhabited but this was much farther from that, it was a whole village, it was the same but different to him.

You had been here only once, that was thousands of years ago when the village was still small and in development. it looked the same but it was still very different. The humans here rarely see a god or goddess. To these humans it meant something.

“I should warn you, these humans don't see gods like us often, it's rare for them so be prepared for….worship and them asking you for blessings and deeds” You softly commented as Techno nodded still keeping close to you as did Steve on the opposite side of you.

It wasn't long before the humans noticed you.

It was a young woman who noticed you all first, “Oh we have blessed! The gods have heard our pleas!” she spoke out, this caused the surrounding people to turn and gasp in surprise. An older woman made her way over to you and Technoblade. “It's a blessing to see the two of you in person, we have read stories and given worship” She spoke, “I'm glad to see you” She held your hands softly with a smile.

You smiled to her, “We are here in need of a few things only your village carries in return myself and Technoblade will give blessing and fulfill tasks that we deem necessary.” You promised looking at Techno who gave a soft smile to the woman.

The older woman looked to Techno with a soft gasp, “The Blood God himself! Oh how we have been blessed to have the Blood God and Goddess of Peace and Healing!” she beamed. “What can we help you with?” she softly asked as you smiled, your hands still in hers, “We ask that you show us where we can find the flower of death, or a spider lily as they're also called” You smiled, “I also ask you show me where you keep your herbs as I am in need of a few, then i ask you feed by pet, Steve” You motioned towards the Polar bear who was sitting quietly and patiently.

The older woman smiled and nodded, That would be the job of out lovely Matilda, she is the one who is in charge of your plants, her wife Brandy is in charge of our fish shops, they will happily help you” she let go of your hands and motioned you towards the woman. Techno followed as you walked toward them, Steve trotting happily along.

He felt a chill down his spine, like he was being watched. Sure everyone in this village was starring but this was different..

Was this what you were talking about earlier..?