Chapter 1: Beginning
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Atsushi doesn't know how he got in this situation. The same could be said for Akutagawa. They're currently in a small car, cramped up with other ADA members--Ranpo & Yosano beside them, Kunikida driving and Dazai who called shotgun if we're going to be specific. The thing is, Atsushi and Akutagawa weren't beside each other, Atsushi was sitting on Akutagawa's lap from the lack of space, thus the beginning of a... situation.
Every little movement Atsushi did, Akutagawa could feel. The weretiger's ass touching Akutagawa's crotch was hard to sit through. Or rather he was hard while sitting through it. "Stupid weretiger!.." Akutagawa thought, why was his body reacting in such a way?
Atsushi could obviously feel this, but did he say anything? No. Why would he? He's in a packed space with his friends, they would hear, besides he wouldn't even know how to put it into words without being extremely awkward. Weirdly enough, the feeling of... Akutagawa, made his abdomen feel warm, it was getting difficult to ignore.
As the car ride continued, both of them began to grow impatient, they were uncomfortably hard and need relief. After what felt like lightyears, they were at a parking lot of some local grocery.
“We’ll buy the supplies for Yakiniku night, you two tagging along?” Yosano asks, directed to the boys uncomfortably close to each other as the others already start getting out of the car.
“Uh… we’ll just stay here,” Atsushi replies on both his and Akutagawa’s behalf, a tad bashfully.
And with that, Yosano nodded and closed the door, leaving the two men alone. Immediately, Akutagawa pushes Atsushi off him.
“Hey! Watch it you bastard!” Atsushi squabbles, Akutagawa gritting his teeth in return.
“Why’d you speak for me?? I don’t want to be stuck here with you.” Akutagawa sounded aggravated.
“FINE. GO FIX YOUR BONER BY YOURSELF!” Atsushi yells.
…
Akutagawa feels a heat creep up his neck, he’s blushing profusely from Atsushi’s blunt counter.
Atsushi is a bit surprised at himself if he’s being honest. “I… ah…” He tries to say something but his mouth is just hanging, not one word coming out.
Akutagawa stares at Atsushi’s mouth. His imagination going wild, he gets even more hard from the thought of Atsushi’s soft lips wrapping around his dick, how warm his mouth must be, the feeling of fucking his mouth, the whimpers and m—
“AKUTAGAWA.” Atsushi screams at Ryuunosuke’s face, their faces barely apart, straddling the other man. Akutagawa doesn’t process the weight on his body and blinks, finally snapping out of his train of thought.
Akutagawa coughs. “Apologies.” He says plainly. Atsushi huffs at this, acutely aware of the heat radiating from Akutagawa. He couldn’t ignore the physical proximity nor the unresolved emotional & physical turmoil swirling between them.
Breaking the silence, Atsushi finally gathered his thoughts. “You know, this is really ridiculous.” He began, attempting to diffuse the tension with humor. “Here we are, two grown men, stuck in a car, bickering like children. It’s just a boner, right?” Atsushi offered a sheepish grin, fully aware of the absurdity of their situation, but Akutagawa remained unyielded, his gaze fixed on the passing cars outside.
“And what do you propose we do about it?” Akutagawa replied with indifference, as if he weren’t flustered ten seconds ago, but there was an undeniable edge of vulnerability in his tone. The tightness in his chest made it difficult to convey his feelings accurately, yet he couldn't help but silently acknowledge the weight of Atsushi's presence.
Atsushi pondered momentarily, the gears in his mind turning. “I don’t know, maybe we can just… do a quickie?” He proposed with a nervous smile.
“You can’t be serious.” Akutagawa replied, disbelief coloring his voice. Yet, as much as he wanted to be irritated with Atsushi for suggesting such a seemingly banal solution, he found himself intrigued.
“Why not? It beats sitting here and pretending like nothing’s happening.” Atsushi insisted, perhaps inspired by some sudden burst of courage. “We’ve tackled worse situations together. Remember when we fought Fitzgerald? If we can face that, we can handle this.” He said lightly, though the tremor in his voice hinted at the seriousness lurking beneath his attempt at levity.
The mention of their past mission sparked a flicker of nostalgia in Akutagawa, who sighed deeply. “You’re comparing two entirely different situations, do you even hear yourself?”
…
“But… Fine, if we must.” He relented, embarrassed by the thought of being exposed to his mortal enemy. “But let’s skip to the part where we discuss how utterly infuriating you are.” He added with a hint of playfulness, the corner of his mouth quirking despite himself.
“Shut up…” Atsushi replies, before leaning in to kiss Akutagawa to silence. The boy in black tensed at first, but eventually let his shoulders somewhat relax, they’re still a bit stiff but this is a entirely new sensation he’s never experienced before, the same could be said for Atsushi, though he’s got more guts, considering he made the first move.
Akutagawa makes a soft, embarrassing noise, against the affection—his heart racing & body heating up, the latter on the other hand is in a trance, completely doing what he feels is right, Atsushi’s right hand holding the side of Akutagawa’s face while the left is on his waist, pushing their bodies closer towards each other.
Akutagawa can barely breathe, but he can’t get enough of it, the feeling of Atsushi’s tongue swirling against his own is intoxicating yet addictive. Atsushi starts pushing off his rival’s coat as he engulfs his mouth— the other didn’t do anything against it.
When their lips part, a string of saliva connected them for a moment before snapping, the two men catching their breath. “Fuck…” Akutagawa breathes out, Atsushi grins proudly at this reaction, but seeing that smug expression pissed Diablo off, this counted as a lose for him and he strived for revenge.
But before he could move, he shuddered involuntarily at the feeling of Atsushi’s teeth grazing over his sensitive skin on his neck, his head instinctively tilts back to give the other more room to bite & nibble at, a soft moan escaping his lips despite himself "Ahhh... y-you’re really annoying, aren’t you?…" Akutagawa pants lightly, trying to control his breathing as he feels Atsushi’s tongue lapping over his neck, the weretiger didn’t bother responding to him, he focused on “annoying” him instead.
Atsushi rips off Akutagawa’s shirt, “What the hel—“ Akutagawa’s eyes widen when Atsushi starts grinding against him, the slow pace & feeling sending jolts of pleasure through his body "Holy shit... what the fuck...?!” He gasps, his hands reaching up to grab at jinko’s shoulders in a desperate attempt to steady himself— as he continues, Ryuunosuke gets louder, his hips start to move on their own, thrusting upwards to meet Atsushi’s rhythmic grinding.
The weretiger sucks & licks on Akutagawa’s shoulder, Akutagawa’s panting heavily now, completely lost in the sensation "Fuck, I can't... I can't last much longer... at this rate..." His fingers dig into Atsushi’s arms as his body trembles with need, "Are you gonna make me cum like this... fully clothed?"
“You’re not fully clothed... you don't have a shirt..” Atsushi replies, before trailing hot wet kisses down Akutagawa’s chest, he shivers violently as Atsushi’s lips trail down his bare chest, his abs tensing under his touch "Because y-you tore it apart… you’re killing me... we're both still wearing pants..." He groans, his voice strained as he tries to lift his hips to get closer to him.
“Oops… guess we'll be leaving stains tonight...” Atsushi responds, "This is torture..." Akutagawa whines. Atsushi’s mouth wanders, sucking and licking his nipple while grinding harder against him, Akutagawa arches his back sharply, a loud cry of pleasure ripping from his throat as he sucks away, "FUCK! ATSUSHI! I’M GONNA CUM! I’M GONNA CUM IN MY FUCKING PANTS!"
Atsushi laughs at Akutagawa’s… announcement “We should do it at the same time.” He suggests, Akutagawa’s breathing becomes erratic, his entire body tensing as he teeters on the edge, "You want us to... at the same time? That's filthy... but fuck, I love it..." He moans desperately, his hips jerking erratically against Atsushi’s now, Atsushi bites his lip hard to keep himself from screaming.
“In three…”
“Two…”
“ONE!”
Their bodies convulse violently as they find release, hot liquid spilling into their pants as they cum. They can feel each other’s warmth through the thin fabric, knowing the other had release too. Atsushi pants heavily, Akutagawa’s body shaking.
After a few moments of breathing, Atsushi says with thought, “I wonder… how yours tastes like.” Akutagawa is still trying to catch his breath, he stares at him with a dazed, appalled expression "You're really thinking about that after what we just did?" He chuckles weakly, shaking his head in disbelief. But despite his initial reaction, he took it into consideration… the offer was tempting.
His eyes darken with desire when he looks back at Atsushi "Well, since you asked so nicely..." He reaches down to undo his pants, Atsushi scoots a little farther away to give him space, he pulls them down just enough to expose his now softening member, still sticky with his earlier release.
Atsushi looks respectfully, he glides his index finger on the tip then pops it in his mouth— Akutagawa’s breath hitches as he watches him suck his taste off Atsushi’s finger, his eyes widening with a mix of shock and arousal, "Shit, that’s hot..." he swallows hard, his voice husky.
Atsushi opens his mouth and drags his finger down his tongue, spreading the other man’s semen in front of him. Akutagawa moans at the sight, his soft cock nowhere to be found, he’s hard all over again. Atsushi smirks then leans in to give him a fleet kiss, long enough for the black haired boy to taste himself in the weretiger’s hot wet mouth.
After a few breaths, Akutagawa says; "You like the taste of me, don't you?…" Atsushi giggles at this. “Who wouldn’t? Honestly, I envy your pants. I would’ve swallowed all your cum without issue.” He says with confidence, Akutagawa groans at the thought, “You're infuriating , I just came and you're already talking about tasting more of me..." He complains, unaware of the flush on his face.
“Sorry… you just make me feel all types of ways I don’t even understand.” He apologizes meekly. Akutagawa chuckles, shaking his head in mock exasperation "No need to apologize. I like this side of you... the possessive, greedy side," He leans in closer, his voice dropping to a whisper “It’s fucking hot.” Atsushi grins, “This part of me is only reserved for you.”
Akutagawa’s hand comes up to tangle in his hair as he pulls him closer, “I want you to taste every last drop of me. I want you to lick my balls, my thighs, my asshole... I want you to eat me out until I'm clean.” He says with a thirsty look, “Mm… just the thought of it makes my mouth water..” Atsushi says with fondness, as if he were already imagining it.
Atsushi kneels down on the floor pan, and he wraps his mouth around Akutagawa slowly, his tongue first, then out of nowhere he suddenly shoves Ryuunosuke down the back of his throat, the man on the car seat lets out a loud, startled yelp as he suddenly deepthroats him, his legs kicking out in surprise. He grips the back of Atsushi’s head, his fingers tangling in his hair as he struggles to adjust to the sudden intrusion.
The weretiger moves his head, sucking and licking away as he rolls the other’s balls between his slender fingers— Akutagawa is making incoherent noises, his hips bucking as he tries to pull him down further. He feels like he's hitting the back of his throat with every thrust, the sensation too much to bear. He can feel his release nearing too quickly. "You have to stop..."
Atsushi pulls away, “You okay?..” He asks with guilt, his hands on Akutagawa’s legs— he’s panting heavily, his chest heaving as he tries to catch his breath. "No, I'm not okay! You almost made me cum in the span of twenty seconds! I need a minute..." He looks at Atsushi with a mixture of frustration and awe.
“You told me to ‘taste every drop of you’… I got carried away.” He replies, avoiding eye contact.
“Still! I didn’t tell you to do it that quickly!!” He sighs, running a hand through his hair. “Though, what you did was… impressive.” Akutagawa didn’t want to admit it, but it was exhilarating for him.
“Now, come here and give me a break… with your mouth.”
“Are you telling me to shut up or to deepthroat you again? Can’t tell.” Atsushi replies with sarcasm, Akutagawa chuckles, his eyes crinkling at the corners.
"Both? Shut up and keep deepthroating me at the same time. Can you manage that, smartass?"
Atsushi moves down and goes back to where he left off on, answering his question. Akutagawa lets out a loud, satisfied groan as Atsushi deepthroats him once more, his hands gripping the carseat as he rides out the intense sensation. He looks up at the headliner, his eyes rolling back in his head. Atsushi bops his head, his tongue licking and wrapped around Akutagawa’s cock, moving between the slit as his throat muscles contract against his dick.
Akutagawa is losing control fast now, thrusting up into Atsushi’s mouth helplessly as he licks and sucks just the right way. His voice comes out as a broken whimper "Holy shit... shit, shit... you're gonna make me—" Cum. He came, with a loud, guttural cry. Atsushi can feel the warm viscous substance flow down the back of his throat, moaning around Akutagawa’s dick with satisfaction.
Akutagawa bucks and twitches, his hips moving erratically as he tries to push himself even deeper into his mouth. His eyes are squeezed shut, his face contorted in pure pleasure. Atsushi swallows all of Akutagawa’s seed, licking every inch of him, sucking him dry. As he finishes cumming, he collapses back against the carseat, completely spent. He looks at him with a dazed expression, his chest still heaving with exertion. "Holy shit..." Atsushi pulls out with a pop, sticking his tongue out for the other to see it painted with a clear white.
Akutagawa stares at Atsushi’s tongue coated with his release, a shudder running through his body at the erotic sight. A weak chuckle escapes him. "Jesus Christ, look at you... Acting like you didn't just milk me dry with that fucking throat of yours."
“I can do more than that.” He comments, Akutagawa’s release glistening on his lips. Akutagawa looks at him with a mix of astonishment and trepidation. "More? What else can you do? You've already proven yourself to be a walking miracle." He straightens up slowly, his eyes never leaving his. "Show m-“ A sudden beep cuts him off, followed by the low rumble of the engine. Both of them flinched, the unexpected vibration rattling through the seats.
They exchange wide eyed looks, Atsushi turns to the window on the opposite side of where they were and they see Kunikida with his car keys, the rest with grocery bags approaching the car, Akutagawa quickly pulls his pants back on & covers his ripped shirt with his coat, Atsushi sitting a space apart from Akutagawa, where he was earlier.
Kunikida & Dazai sit on their front seats, Ranpo opens the door, him and Yosano talking as she enters the car, Atsushi moving aside, Ranpo tries to enter but there’s no space. “Hey Atsushi could you sit with Akutagawa again?” He asks, Atsushi sighs and does so, Ranpo being able to sit now.
“Hey it kinda smells funky in here.” Dazai points out, “That’s you, Dazai.” Kunikida replies, Atsushi and Akutagawa give each other knowing looks.
Chapter 2: Closet
Summary:
“Weretiger.” Akutagawa snarls, his voice ragged, unsteady—his own desperation bleeding through despite his frustration. “Fine. You want this?”
Atsushi barely has time to breathe before Akutagawa pounds into him again, reclaiming every inch of control that Atsushi dared to take.
Atsushi refuses to back down.
Notes:
HELLO!!!! What motivated me to start writing this was cuz I was in a sleepover with my friends and they suggested we all writes fanfics together, and so I did. Of course I’m the last one to do so, 3 days late (technically four since it’s 5:25 AM as I write this) which is funny because I stayed up until 5 AM at the sleepover and still wasn’t finished. But FINALLY, it’s done now, so enjoy :P
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The hum of the car was present. The chatter of Yosano & Ranpo was noticeable, whereas the bickering of Dazai & Kunikida was hard to ignore— though something that was harder to disregard was how Akutagawa’s desire would not leave him alone, the more the weretiger stayed on his lap the more he wanted to fuck his brains out; No. He shouldn’t be thinking of such a vile and inappropriate action, especially in regard to Nakajima, though his mind couldn’t help but wonder.
The tiger boy in question was resting the side of his face on the palm of his hand while looking at the drifting cars and headlights. He could still feel the other man and was bored, so he wiggled his lower half experimentally. This ignited a flame within Akutagawa, he wanted to shred the clothes off the weretiger right this instant; instead he curled his fingers against the seat, gripping at nothing, huffing with a face as red as Red 40.
Atsushi smirked to himself as his eyes looked at the man behind him, looking furiously flustered. Akutagawa clicks his tongue, then grips jinko’s ass closer to him, resting his chin on Atsushi’s shoulder, whispering in his ear, “Once we get back to the building, I’ll make sure to tear you apart.” He promises, slowly turning Atsushi’s head toward himself as he says so, causing the other boy to heat up.
Ranpo side eyes them.
Akutagawa feels eyes on them, so he abruptly coughs in means of distraction. Atsushi plays along, his eyes suddenly fixed on the window. Tension is high, and they want to get out of this suffocating car already, the stickiness in their pants becoming more unpleasant than ever.
Before they know it, they’ve made it to their stop— The Armed Detective Agency building. Kunikida, Dazai, Ranpo and Yosano all step out, once Yosano was out Akutagawa & Atsushi rushed out of there, as if they’d die if they didn’t get out of the car under five seconds. Dazai laughs at the sight “A match made in heaven!” He sarcastically comments, as Atsushi sighs and Akutagawa rolls his eyes.
They head to the grill, where Kyōka, Kenji, Naomi, Junichiro and Fukuzawa were already starting, Kenji grilling the meat, fresh from his family’s farm, while explaining techniques to Kyōka. Ranpo takes the newly bought seafood, laying them out while Fukuzawa sorts through them. Yosano brings the vegetables, taking them out from the packaging, Naomi cutting them while Junichiro cooks them on the grill. Guess there’s no jobs left for Atsushi and Akutagawa! Perfect for them.
Atsushi rushes to lead Akutagawa the floor with his room, they’ve barely stepped through the doorway or kicked off their shoes when Atsushi makes a move. His fingers latch onto the other’s clothing, skin, hair—anything within reach, as the door swings shut with a sharp thud behind them. Facing Akutagawa, Atsushi stumbles forward, dragging him along the place in a hurried, clumsy rush deeper into the room, Akutagawa has no time to take in his surroundings, his focus wholly consumed by the weretiger’s eager hands, gripping greedily at his hips. He struggles to match his pace, nearly tripping in the process of frantically going into Atsushi’s closet.
Atsushi slides his closet closed, crashing onto Akutagawa, now lying on his futon. Atsushi’s mouth, hot and insistent, pushes against Akutagawa’s without hesitation, breathy moans escaping between them, he pulls away temporarily to focus on quickly unrobing Akutagawa, seeing his torn dress shirt from earlier, he just rips it off him, slippery sweaty hands desperately removing his pants, coat and the cravat on his neck.
“It’s my turn now.” Atsushi reminds Akutagawa lowly, pulling down his pants and boxers, revealing his cock, erect and heavy. Akutagawa’s throat is suddenly dry, his eyes flickering between it and Atsushi, he gives a nod of approval and Akutagawa shakily wraps one his hand around the base of Atsushi’s dick, not fully though due to his girth. He hesitantly makes small licks at the tip, tasting Atsushi’s precum. Akutagawa drags his tongue along the end of Atsushi’s cock to his tip, the receiver bucking into Akutagawa’s mouth.
Akutagawa continues, his lips wrapping around Atsushi’s dick, he takes a breath through his nose before pushing himself down, further and further, his lips meeting the hand holding the base as he begins to suck, his head bobbing up and down, causing Atsushi to moan shamelessly and shake, he doesn’t know how his legs haven’t given up on him.
His hands lower to Akutagawa’s jaw, forcefully making him stop, the man who can’t speak looks up at the other in confusion. “Can… Can I fuck your mouth?” He asks, still a little embarrassed. Akutagawa just nods, so Atsushi holds the back of Akutagawa’s head and starts shallowly thrusting in and out of his mouth, Akutagawa moans around his length, the vibrations adding to the sensation. He goes down Akutagawa’s throat, his movements quickly becoming erratic.
Akutagawa gags multiple times, grasping onto the other’s legs, saliva dripping out at the side of his mouth, tears forming in the corner of his eyes, taking all of it with a sense of determination as if to prove he’s strong enough to do this. Atsushi keeps aggressively using him, hitting the back of his throat until he cums down there, Akutagawa swallowing it all with his eyes rolled back. When Atsushi pulls out and lets go of the other’s head, he falls limp on the futon.
Akutagawa takes advantage of this and turns Atsushi around. Akutagawa steadying himself, one hand planted near Atsushi’s waist for balance while the other spreads him open. His breath, hot and teasing, ghosts over the sensitive skin before his mouth follows, working gently yet persistently. Atsushi tenses at first, but under Akutagawa’s touch, he slowly eases, his body yielding to the sensation.
Soon, Akutagawa presses in further, a fingertip joining in with his tongue. Curling and pumping it in and out, drawing tremors from Atsushi. As he gradually adjusts, Akutagawa adds another, when he feels Atsushi fully relax beneath him, he slowly withdraws, putting Atsushi on his lap. “This is what I wanted earlier…” Akutagawa comments while lining Atsushi up “I had the feeling.” He replied, holding his waist and slamming him down his dick without warning, making Atsushi scream mixed with a moan, his eyes squeezing tightly together, clawing into Akutagawa’s legs.
Akutagawa hisses at the feeling, holding his hips, guiding him to slowly move up and down until he gained his own rhythm. He tosses one of Atsushi’s legs over his shoulder, allowing him to move even deeper. Atsushi moves relentlessly over him, Akutagawa thrusts up, matching his pace. It’s tight, the friction is a bit painful, but Akutagawa’s saliva eases that.
Then, it happens. Akutagawa’s dick hits Atsushi’s prostate, cutting through every coherent thought like a blade. Atsushi’s back arches violently, his fingers clenching around Akutagawa’s forearms as a strangled cry rips from his throat. His vision goes hazy for a second, his entire body locking up. Akutagawa stills, watching with dark amusement as Atsushi trembles for him, eyes blown wide, lips parted but unable to form a single word. He presses forward again—deliberate, testing, and Atsushi jerks, his thighs twitching around Akutagawa’s waist.
“There it is.” Akutagawa murmurs, voice laced with satisfaction. Atsushi’s response is a mix of an incoherent moan and a desperate whimper, his body shuddering with every slight movement. Akutagawa tightens his grip and dives into that spot again, harder this time, watching Atsushi unravel, thrust by thrust. Atsushi lets out a broken sob, his body seizing up before melting into Akutagawa’s hold. Every nerve is on fire, every touch sending sparks through him, but nothing compares to the relentless, dizzying pressure against that spot inside him. He tries to form words—to beg, to curse, to say something—but all that escapes are gasping moans and choked whimpers.
Akutagawa watches him with half lidded eyes, something dark and possessive curling in his chest. He tightens his grip on Atsushi’s waist, feeling him tremble in his hands, his whole body betraying just how completely lost he is to the pleasure.
“M-more…” Atsushi finally manages, barely more than a breath. His fingers claw at Akutagawa’s arms, desperate, restless. A smirk tugs at Akutagawa’s lips. “Greedy.” He pulls back, far enough he almost completely pulls out, only to snap his hips forward again, slamming into that same sensitive spot. Atsushi shrieks, throwing his entire body back. He can’t stop shaking, his muscles tensing and releasing with every merciless thrust. Tears bead at the corners of his eyes, his mind dissolving into nothing but the sensation.
Akutagawa’s breathing grows heavier, his own restraint slipping as Atsushi writhes beneath him, clenching around him with every pulse of pleasure. He doesn’t slow down, he just keeps pushing, keeps pounding into him, reveling in the wrecked sounds spilling from Atsushi’s lips. It’s too much. It’s perfect. Atsushi can’t think, can’t breathe—he can only feel, and it’s all him, all Akutagawa, dragging him under, drowning him in overwhelming heat. He’s already teetering on the brink, his body trembling from the merciless pleasure wracking through him. Every thrust makes his vision blur, his mouth falling open in soundless moans as his muscles clench and release uncontrollably.
Then, suddenly—another touch. Atsushi chokes on a gasp, his whole body lurching as Akutagawa’s fingers wrap around his aching neglected length, pulsing and firm. The first stroke sends a violent shudder down his spine, his hips jerking in response, overwhelmed by the sudden surge of sensation.
“Ah—! Wai— I c-can’t—” Atsushi babbles, voice cracking between ragged breaths. But Akutagawa only tightens his grip, his pace never faltering, his hand working Atsushi in time with every powerful thrust. “Can’t?” Akutagawa echoes mockingly, voice low and smooth, breath ticking Atsushi’s face, watching him fall apart in his grasp. “You’re taking it so well though.”
Atsushi lets out a strangled sob as his body convulses, his senses completely overloaded. The pleasure is too much, coiling deep in his stomach like a wildfire, burning him up from the inside out. Every stroke, every thrust, every flick of Akutagawa’s wrist sends another violent tremor through him, his entire body hypersensitive and on the verge of collapse.
“Aku—! Please—I’m— I’m gonna—” His words die in his throat, his nails digging into Akutagawa’s back as his body locks up, back arching, legs tensing—
Then Akutagawa twists his wrist, hits the spot inside him at the same time, and Atsushi shatters.
His release hits him like a tidal wave, tearing through him with such force that his vision goes white. His body jerks violently in Akutagawa’s hold, muscles spasming, a wrecked, broken moan spilling from his lips as he clings to him, shaking apart. Every pulse of pleasure crashes over him like an aftershock, leaving him dazed, overstimulated, completely and utterly ruined.
But Akutagawa doesn’t stop. Even as Atsushi whimpers, trembling from the aftershocks, Akutagawa keeps moving—his thrusts slowing but deep, dragging out every last bit of pleasure until Atsushi is nothing more than a trembling, overstimulated mess beneath him. His breathless moans turn into gasps, twitching uncontrollably under Akutagawa’s lingering touch. “Too much—” he pleads, voice wrecked, his body shuddering with each lingering stroke. But Akutagawa leans down, his breath ghosting against Atsushi’s ear as he whispers, low and smug—
“You can take it.”
Atsushi knows; he will.
Atsushi is trembling, his body still spasming from the overwhelming climax, but something sharp and stubborn grows in his chest, slicing through the post-orgasm haze. Akutagawa’s words—“You can take it” ring in his ears, a challenge more than reassurance. And Atsushi has never backed down from a challenge, to Akutagawa at least. His body is still wrecked, still trembling, but the fire in him flares hotter than his exhaustion. His hands, weak but determined, push against Akutagawa’s chest. Akutagawa barely registers it as resistance, more focused on his own pace, until:
Atsushi surges up.
Their mouths crash together in a feverish, reckless kiss, all teeth and tongue, cutting off whatever smug remark Akutagawa had been about to spew out. Akutagawa stiffens, completely caught off guard—but Atsushi doesn’t give him time to regain control. His hands tangle into Akutagawa’s messy hair. Akutagawa chokes on his own breath, eyes widening for half a second before narrowing dangerously. But Atsushi sees it—he sees that flicker of surprise, the way Akutagawa wasn’t expecting this, and it sends a sick thrill through him.
“You think you’re in control?” Atsushi pants against his lips, his voice wrecked but filled with something wild, something taunting. “I can keep going too, you know.” Then, before Akutagawa can recover, Atsushi moves. His hands slam down on Akutagawa’s shoulders for leverage as he rides him, snapping his hips down harder, faster, making Akutagawa groan—a deep, guttural sound that Atsushi feels vibrate between them. The way he twitches inside him tells Atsushi everything he needs to know.
“You—” Akutagawa tries to speak, but Atsushi doesn’t let him. He tightens his walls around him deliberately while rolling his hips in a way that makes Akutagawa let out an embarrassing whimper, visibly sweating—another victory. “What’s wrong?” Atsushi breathes against his ear, deliberately mocking the way Akutagawa had spoken to him earlier. “You can take it.” Akutagawa’s grip on his waist tightens—not to stop him, but in pure frustration, stubbornness, because Atsushi has managed to surprise him. Atsushi drinks in the way Akutagawa’s composure finally cracks—the slight twitch in his brows, the shaky inhale, the way his nails dig into Atsushi’s skin as if grounding himself.
Atsushi grins, victorious, riding the high of catching Akutagawa off guard—until, with a growl, Akutagawa snaps. The next second, Atsushi is slammed onto his back, Akutagawa’s weight pinning him down, his expression dark, hungry, eyes burning with something feral.
“Weretiger.” Akutagawa snarls, his voice ragged, unsteady—his own desperation bleeding through despite his frustration. “Fine. You want this?”
Atsushi barely has time to breathe before Akutagawa pounds into him again, reclaiming every inch of control that Atsushi dared to take.
Atsushi refuses to back down.
Even as Akutagawa slams into him with revenge, even as the overwhelming pleasure leaves his limbs weak and trembling, Atsushi still fights. His fingers claw at Akutagawa’s back, anchoring himself as he moves—meeting every sharp thrust, grinding up against him with just as much force, just as much desperation. It’s intoxicating. A brutal rhythm, bodies colliding, neither of the relenting. It’s not just sex; it’s a struggle, a frantic, primal challenge where neither of them will be the first to break.
“Still fighting?” Akutagawa rasps against Atsushi’s throat, his breath hot, uneven. His voice is sharp, mocking, but there’s something frayed at the edges—something desperate.“Y-you’re—hngh—tch, y-you’re one—” Atsushi tries to bite back, but his words dissolve into a choked moan when Akutagawa angles his hips just right again. His head slams back against the pillow, his body arching into him, nails digging deep into Akutagawa’s shoulders.
But even then, Atsushi doesn’t stop. He rolls his hips, grinds down against Akutagawa, receiving a sharp, broken gasp from the man above him. Akutagawa trembles—it’s barely noticeable, but Atsushi feels it. The grip on his thighs tightens, the movements grow sloppier, the tension in Akutagawa’s body tighter.
Atsushi grins, though his expression is wrecked and hazy. “Y-you’re getting close, aren’t you?” Akutagawa growls, his movements turning more erratic and ruthless. “Shut up.” But Atsushi doesn’t. Because he’s getting close, too. It’s a race now, a feverish, desperate struggle to see who will fall apart first. Their bodies move against each other in flawless synchronization—faster, harder, until the pressure building inside them reaches its peak. Atsushi’s vision blurs, his whole body tensing, muscles locking up as the coil in his stomach snaps—and at the exact same moment, Akutagawa’s hips stutter, his breath catching as he loses himself too, ending with a violent moan.
Atsushi shakes, his back arching, his entire body convulsing as wave after wave of pleasure wrecks upon him. He clings to Akutagawa, feeling him shudder against him—his grip bruising, his breath uneven, his own body spasming as he comes undone. For a moment, neither of them move. They’re both frozen, muscles locked, still shivering in the aftermath, their heavy breaths mingling in the space between them.
Then finally, Atsushi’s body gives out, collapsing completely beneath Akutagawa, utterly spent. Akutagawa follows, his weight pressing down against Atsushi, he has no energy to care, too exhausted to hold himself up, his ragged breath warming Atsushi’s skin.
Atsushi smirks, his voice hoarse, weak, but still teasing. “I think that was a… tie.”
Akutagawa huffs against his collarbone , somewhere between amusement and pure exasperation . “You’re too much, weretiger.”
Shortly after, they hear the door creek, footsteps approaching the closed closet.
Both Atsushi and Akutagawa’s heart races in a silent but mutual panic, Akutagawa trying to hurriedly get off Atsushi, only resulting to him falling on his back to the wall, making an obnoxiously loud thud— Atsushi’s breath stops right there, they can’t afford being caught.
“Atsushi?” The young girl’s voice calls, “We’re going to eat. Are you in there?”
The two men know that voice.
It’s Kyōka.
Notes:
“his own body spasming as he comes undone” Come undone? Coming undone? Korn reference?! (I might be a little neurodivergent, but that’s ok! 💗)
Follow my socials cuz I’m a clout chaser @gogetematsushi
Also is it just me or is the end note from the previous chapter below THIS end note??? I don’t know how to get rid of that sorry gang
Chapter 3: Yakiniku
Summary:
“You’re still wearing my shirt.” He points out before he can stop himself.
Akutagawa’s eyes flick to the collar, then back to Atsushi.
Their gazes lock.
“…I could take it off.” Akutagawa says, low.
Atsushi’s breath catches. “...Yeah?”
Akutagawa steps closer. “Unless you want to do it.”
Notes:
the next chapters are already drafted out, and ch4 is already getting worked on… so far 1,796 words who cheered I won’t leave for two months this time!! also in the beginning I had to translate basahan to rag cuz I forgot what it was called in English 😭 & I’m supposed to be an English nerd of some sort…
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Atsushi & Akutagawa slowly turn their heads to each other in a comedic fashion. They’re freaking out. They absolutely destroyed each other’s clothes, how will they explain that to Kyōka? Or everyone for that matter.
Akutagawa pulls out, standing up before quickly falling down on the surface. His legs practically paralyzed. Atsushi shushes him aggressively when Akutagawa makes a thud, the latter glares at him, brows furrowed.
“Atsushi? Are you in there?” Kyōka asks, she stands in front of Atsushi’s closet. Atsushi can’t be silent forever, so with a sigh, he responds: “Y-yeah… just resting!..” He lies, even to his own ears his voice is shaky and unconvincing. Akutagawa turns to glare at him, his mouth parts slightly, jaw tense, but no sound comes out— just a sharp, narrow stare full of unspoken judgment.
Kyōka hums quietly, unconvinced. “You don’t sound okay.” Atsushi freezes again. He can hear her hand reaching for the closet door. Akutagawa is mouthing something at him furiously now, eyes wide— “Do something, you idiot.” Atsushi waves his hands frantically in silent panic, whispering through clenched teeth, “You do something!”
Akutagawa looks down at himself— sweaty, bruised, covered in scratch marks, and wearing a shirt that’s barely clinging to his shoulder like a shredded rag, his pants are halfway on at best. He shoots Atsushi a look that says “Really??” Kyōka knocks once on the closet door. “I’m opening it.”
No you are NOT.
“WAIT!” Atsushi blurts, voice an octave too high. “I’m— I’m not dressed!” A beat of silence. Then, Kyōka calmly replies: “You were fully dressed forty minutes ago.”
Atsushi opens his mouth, then closes it. His brain is melting in real time. Akutagawa is silently shaking from trying not to laugh. “W-well— I spilled… um. Water. On myself!” He continues. “It’s everywhere, and— and I’m all sticky—” Akutagawa loses it. Not out loud— but his shoulders are trembling, lips pressed together so tightly he’s turning red, wheezing silently.
Kyōka pauses. “Sticky?” Her voice is flat. Akutagawa is now biting his hand to stay quiet.
“I’LL— I’LL JUST CHANGE FIRST!!!” Atsushi yells, face burning, while trying to swat Akutagawa away from his elbow because he’s now wheezing directly into Atsushi’s shoulder. “I’ll be out in five minutes!! Or ten! Please just go ahead and eat!!”
“…Okay,” Kyōka replies, suspicious but not enough to emotionally invest in this absolute circus. Her footsteps retreat slowly. The room door creaks closed.
Silence.
Atsushi and Akutagawa sit there, still tangled in clothes, drenched in sweat and shame, breathing like they just ran a marathon in hell.
“…Sticky?” Akutagawa repeats under his breath, eyes squinting at him with taunting, venomous delight.
“Shut UP.”
But Akutagawa only leans in, still recovering from his laughing fit, brushing his lips teasingly against Atsushi’s ear. “She probably knows.” Atsushi groans into his hands. “We are NEVER doing this in here again.” Akutagawa hums, smug. “You say that…”
They sit in silence for a moment longer, the weight of what just happened slowly shifting into the new, pressing reality: they have minutes to look put together again before Kyōka or, god forbid, someone else from The Agency comes up.
“We need to get dressed.” Atsushi says grimly, rubbing his hands down his face. Akutagawa stares blankly at the shredded remains of his own shirt, at his twisted pants, then back at Atsushi. “You tore everything.”
“You tore everything.”
Akutagawa shrugs, not bothered to argue with him… this time.
Atsushi lets out a strangled noise and crawls over to his closet’s drawer, rifling through a stack of nearly identical white button-ups and black pants. “Here. This should fit well enough.”
Akutagawa eyes the offered clothes like they’re cursed. “You want me to wear your clothes?”
“You want them to see you naked??” Atsushi snaps. “You can keep your dramatic coat, just wear this underneath. Please.” Akutagawa eyes the shirt again, then finally snatches it from Atsushi’s hands with a scowl. “Tch. Fine. But if Dazai says one thing, I’m killing someone.”
“You’ll have to get in line behind me.”
Akutagawa slips into the white shirt. It's too clean. Too soft. It smells like Atsushi’s detergent; citrusy and warm, like something safe. It's not terrible. But it's also very, very wrong. Atsushi, trying not to die from the sight, throws on his own shirt and tie, quickly brushing his hair with his fingers to make it look less like he was just writhing on the closet floor minutes ago. They both pause once more before heading to the door. Akutagawa’s coat is worn over the borrowed shirt, masking the neckline, but he still shifts uncomfortably.
Atsushi eyes him warily. “…You good?”
“No.”
“Too bad.”
With that, Atsushi opens the door— and they’re greeted by the sound of sizzling meat, clinking chopsticks, and laughter from downstairs.
Yakiniku night.
Torture night.
They step into the hallway and start making their way down the stairs. As they pass the first landing, a door opens. Dazai leans out, eyes bright, a mischievous grin already forming.
“There you are, Atsushi! And—” Dazai pauses, squinting at Akutagawa. “Wait… is that your shirt—“ Atsushi grabs Akutagawa’s hand and books it down the rest of the stairs. “WE’RE HERE TO EAT NOT TO TALK!!!” He replies frantically, not daring to look back. “Uh-huh.” Dazai calls out from behind them, tone suspiciously knowing. “Looks like you two already had a little appetizerrr!”
Atsushi nearly trips on the last step. Akutagawa makes a sound that might be a growl. They enter the dining area flushed, awkward, and somehow; fully dressed. It’s not ideal. It’s not even good. But it’s just enough to survive.
For now.
The table is lively. Plates clatter, smoke wafts from the grill, laughter echoes off the walls. Everyone’s here— Kunikida serving meat with militaristic precision, Yosano swirling her drink with a devious smile, and Naomi feeding Tanizaki.
Atsushi and Akutagawa sit side by side at the very end of the table, trying very hard to not make eye contact with anyone. Especially not Kyōka. Especially especially not Dazai.
Ranpo sits across from them, munching on chips he definitely didn’t bring from the kitchen, eyes half lidded behind his glasses. He’s quiet for a moment— too quiet.
Then, without warning:
“So.”
Both Akutagawa and Atsushi tense.
Ranpo crunches on another chip, chewing lazily. “Why are you two wearing the same outfit?” He asks, mouth full with chips.
The table freezes.
Atsushi pauses mid-bite and nearly drops his chopsticks. Akutagawa goes stiff, eyes flicking to Ranpo like he said a slur. Kunikida blinks. “Wait… he’s right. They are wearing the same thing.” Yosano leans forward, grinning. “How cute.”
Akutagawa’s jaw tics. Atsushi’s hands start flailing under the table. He gestures rapidly— “You say something.” Akutagawa glares— “Why me?!” “Because I can’t lie to save my life!” “Then DIE with dignity!”
Ranpo watches the whole silent exchange with clear amusement. He pops another chip into his mouth. “That’s funny, though. Atsushi has extras of that uniform, right? So why would Akutagawa need one?” He taps a finger to his chin. “Hmmm… almost like someone’s clothes were, oh, I dunno… completely destroyed?”
Atsushi starts choking. Kyōka wordlessly hands him a glass of water, deadpan. Akutagawa elbows him once, sharp. Atsushi elbows back. “Talk!!” “No, YOU!!” Akutagawa mouths something. Atsushi furrows his brows. “What?” he whispers. Akutagawa mimes: “Training accident.” Atsushi mouths back, horrified: “That’s WORSE?!”
Ranpo leans forward across the table, looking all too pleased with himself. “You know, I heard some weird sounds earlier. Like— thumping. Groaning. Slamming from the ceiling?” He tilts his head innocently. “You guys weren’t fighting, were you?”
Akutagawa and Atsushi freeze. Slowly, awkwardly, their heads turn toward each other, like synchronized idiots caught in crime. “Because if you were…” Ranpo continues, now holding a meat skewer like a microphone. “You might wanna work on soundproofing your closet.”
Atsushi wilts into the table. Akutagawa glares literal daggers, eyes burning with murder.
Ranpo just smiles. "Mystery solved."
Yosano cackles. Dazai raises a wine glass from across the table. “To the ADA!” Atsushi is bright red. Akutagawa is ten seconds away from drawing Rashomon at the dinner table.
Kyōka, blank as ever, takes a bite of grilled beef. “You’re not very good at hiding things, Atsushi.” “…I want to die,” Atsushi mutters, face in his hands. Akutagawa looks at him, then the table, then away. “…Agreed.”
Dinner winds down. Plates are emptied, the grill is cooling, and the others are slowly peeling off from the table— some retreating to the couch, others, like Ranpo, grabbing dessert, and Dazai vanishing somehow.
Atsushi slouches in his seat, half asleep from food and shame. Kyōka, across from him, quietly sips the last of her juice, eyes calm as always.
He glances up, nervously. “Um… Kyōka?” She looks at him, expectant. “…About earlier. In the closet…” He says, lowering his voice even though no one’s paying attention. “Did you… know?”
Kyōka doesn’t even blink. “Obviously.”
Atsushi’s face implodes. “Wha— you what? Then why didn’t you say anything?!”
“I figured if I said something,” she replies flatly, “You’d both die on the spot. And I was hungry.” Atsushi’s mouth opens. Closes. Opens again. “I—You—That’s— thank you?” She nods. “You’re welcome.” He pauses. His shoulders drop, a tiny breath of relief leaving him. Then, hesitantly: “…Does it bother you?”
Kyōka tilts her head, thinking. “No. You seemed… happy.” Atsushi stares at her, caught off guard.
She continues, voice soft but steady: “I think people deserve to be happy. Even if they’re idiots about it.” Atsushi lets out a laugh, quiet and a little teary. “Thanks, Kyōka.”
She nods again and slides her empty cup toward the center of the table, standing up. Before she walks off, she adds under her breath, “Don’t do it in the closet again.”
Atsushi nearly chokes on his own spit. “I— I won’t!!”
As she leaves, he sinks back in his chair, rubbing his face with both hands, still grinning faintly.
Which is exactly when Akutagawa returns from the buffet and flops gracelessly into the seat beside him with a dramatic sigh. “Disgusting food…” he mutters, wiping his mouth with a napkin.
Atsushi lifts a leg and kicks him under the table.
Akutagawa jerks forward. “What the hell—”
Atsushi gives him the sweetest, fakest smile. “Oops. My leg slipped.”
Akutagawa grabs a crumpled tissue, balls it up, and chucks it at Atsushi’s head.
“Hey!!!”
Atsushi throws it back. Akutagawa catches it swiftly; staring intensely at him. He flicks it back again, harder this time. They continue like this— light kicks under the table, shoulder nudges, petty pokes, mouthing silent insults and grinning like absolute fools.
To anyone else, it looks like two idiots bickering.
But between them?
It feels like the most natural thing in the world.
The night winds to a close. Kunikida checks his watch, sighs about how late it is, and starts ushering everyone out with military precision. They begin to filter out now. Coats are being thrown on, leftovers packed, sleepy goodbyes exchanged in soft voices.
“Thanks for the food!” Tanizaki calls.
“Let’s do this again sometime.” Yosano says with a smirk.
Ranpo points two fingers at his own eyes, then flicking them to the pair; a silent “I’ve got my eye on you two.”
Dazai throws a wink at them before disappearing upstairs.
Eventually, it’s just the two of them left by the door— Atsushi lingering awkwardly, hands in his pockets, and Akutagawa, who looks just as uncomfortable as ever.
Eventually, the door shuts for the last time. Silence settles over the room like dust in the aftermath of a storm. Atsushi stands awkwardly beside the table, hands fidgeting. Akutagawa is a few steps away, pretending to be interested in a leftover plate of grilled mushrooms. Neither of them speak for a moment.
Then:
“…So” Atsushi says.
Akutagawa turns to him. “So?”
…
“…Thanks for coming.” Atsushi mumbles, rubbing the back of his neck.
Akutagawa’s brow twitches. “It wasn’t voluntary.”
Atsushi chuckles. “Well, you still did.”
Akutagawa shrugs. “A mistake I won’t repeat.”
But his voice is soft. Mellow.
Atsushi glances around at the empty space— the faint clatter of dishes, the soft hum of the kitchen fan, the lingering smell of grilled food. Just him and Akutagawa. Quiet. Still. Alone. Together.
“You’re still wearing my shirt.” He points out before he can stop himself.
Akutagawa’s eyes flick to the collar, then back to Atsushi.
Their gazes lock.
“…I could take it off.” Akutagawa says, low.
Atsushi’s breath catches. “...Yeah?”
Akutagawa steps closer. “Unless you want to do it.”
Atsushi doesn’t answer. He moves.
Their mouths crash together with all the tension they barely held back through dinner— hands fumbling, teeth clashing, breath hot and heavy. Akutagawa pushes Atsushi until his back hits the edge of the table, knocking over a soy sauce bottle that neither of them even notices. Atsushi tugs at the collar of his own shirt that’s now on Akutagawa, yanking it open with a pop of buttons. “You really do look good in it.” he mutters, between kisses.
Akutagawa smirks against his lips. “Shut up.” Atsushi does. He shoves him back onto the table. Plates rattle, the edge creaks, but it holds. Akutagawa props himself on his elbows, hair a mess, flushed and panting as he glares up at him. “You’re—”
“Gonna ride you right here if you don’t shut up.” Atsushi growls.
Akutagawa shuts up.
Clothes scatter— again. Skin meets skin, hot and desperate, their bodies moving like they need this, need each other, in that frenzied, silent way that makes the rest of the world fade out. It’s rougher this time. Messier. Hands gripping tight, nails dragging down backs, low moans swallowed by mouths that never want to part again. The table creaks louder, plates skid dangerously close to the edge.
Atsushi gasps when Akutagawa grabs his hips, pulling him down harder— again and again. “You’re—ah—just doing this for revenge—!” Akutagawa chuckles, breathless. “So what if I am?” Atsushi, as much as he’d hate to admit it, can’t muster up a retort. Instead, he leans in, kisses him deep, slow, and unforgiving. They lose themselves again, surrounded by the warmth of an empty room, the scent of grilled food, and the undeniable ache of wanting what they shouldn't.
When Atsushi pulls back, panting, flushed, looking entirely too pleased with himself… Akutagawa narrows his eyes.
“Wipe that smug look off your face.”
Atsushi raises a brow. “Why? Jealous I did it better than you?”
Silence.
Then, low and dangerous “Get over the table.”
Atsushi blinks. “What—”
Akutagawa grabs him and flips him forward in one smooth, brutal movement— bent over the table, palms flat against the wood, a plate clattering to the floor. He doesn’t give Atsushi a second to recover— he presses right up against him, body burning, mouth brushing his ear. “I’ll show you what ‘better’ means.”
He pounds back in without warning, making Atsushi scream. Every thrust is a punishment, a declaration. Atsushi’s back arches, gasping as Akutagawa finds the perfect angle again and again, nails scratching against the wood, trembling from the pressure; every nerve alight.
But he won’t be outdone, he can’t let himself. He growls through gritted teeth, "Switch." Akutagawa doesn’t comply. Atsushi shoves him off the table, spinning them around in a dizzying motion, and slams him back onto it, his turn to be in control.
Akutagawa snarls. “You—”
“Shut up.” Atsushi hisses, eyes glowing gold for just a second. “You’re always talking. Let’s see how much you can say when I—” He drives into him before the sentence finishes. Akutagawa chokes on his own breath, eyes wide, hands gripping the table edge like he might break it. Atsushi sets a punishing rhythm, rough and unrelenting, and Akutagawa refuses to make a sound, even as he’s shaking under the pressure. They don’t stop. They can’t stop. Eventually the table itself becomes their battlefield, neither bending nor bent, they end up on it, tangled together, legs locked, chests pressed. Atsushi’s thighs straddle Akutagawa’s hips, bodies flushed as they move in sync, slicked with sweat and starving, even after their meal. It’s not tender, or slow, it’s consuming.
Atsushi sinks his teeth into the sharp line of Akutagawa's shoulder; not enough to break skin, but enough to bruise, to leave the ghost of his bite behind like a signature. His jaw clenches down as Akutagawa bucks against him, a hiss dragged from the back of his throat. "Tch—" Akutagawa glares, but it falters, eyes half lidded, pupils blown wide. His hand flies to Atsushi's hair, tangling in the soft, sweat damp strands, yanking hard. Atsushi grunts into the skin of his neck, licking over the indent left behind. "Don't act like you didn't like it."
Akutagawa responds by biting back.
He leans up suddenly, catching Atsushi's lip between his teeth; pulling, dragging, sharp and unforgiving. The pain is enough to make Atsushi groan into his mouth, a sound that melts into something shamefully desperate. Akutagawa doesn't let go. He likes the sound. He does it again, this time at the corner of Atsushi's mouth, marking him there too. "Mine…" he murmurs into the heat between them.
Atsushi's fingers weave through Akutagawa's ink black strands, grabbing a fistful and tugging his head back— exposing the pale column of his throat. Akutagawa's breath catches, body tensing, but he doesn't stop him. His neck arches instead, willingly, jaw clenched as if daring Atsushi to do more.
"You're shaking." Atsushi whispers by Akutagawa’s ear, voice low and breathy, making the other man shiver.
"I'm furious." Akutagawa growls back.
"You're falling apart."
"I can take more."
Atsushi wants to test that claim. He jerks Akutagawa's head to the side and leaves a trail of open mouthed kisses down the line of his throat, biting hard, teeth sinking in, tongue following. Akutagawa trembles underneath him, a hand curling into Atsushi's lower back as if to ground himself. He bites along the chest, each scrape of teeth deliberate— possessive. Akutagawa's collarbone becomes a battleground, littered with red, blooming marks. Atsushi kisses his abdomen gently before dragging his teeth across it, slow and maddening. Akutagawa claws at his arms, nails digging in. "You're so slow I could die."
"You'd like that, wouldn't you?" Atsushi bites at the edge of a nipple, and Akutagawa gasps, his thighs tightening around Atsushi's hips, pulling him closer in a reflex he'd never admit was desperation. Atsushi moves lower. Akutagawa grips his hair again, not to guide, but to hold on. His breaths are ragged, teeth clenched, body twitching at every sudden nip, every hard suck of skin that turns pale and purple with attention. Akutagawa shoves Atsushi down with a wild look in his eyes and bites into his shoulder. No warning. No hesitation. Atsushi cries out loudly, back arching as Akutagawa keeps biting, sucking over bone like he means to brand him. "Stop leaving marks…" Atsushi pants, trying to push him away half heartedly. Akutagawa stares up at him, feral and smug, mouth red and wet. "You'll wear them anyway."
Atsushi glares, cheeks pink, chest heaving. They don't say it, but they're both addicted. Addicted to the feeling of one another's skin in their teeth, the way they tremble under touch, the way their bodies sting from pain and pressure. They move like rivals trying to win something that doesn't have a name— harder, deeper, grabbing wherever they can, scratching, pulling, taking. Every noise, moan, grunt, gasp, tremble, is earned through flesh and friction. They want to destroy each other and fall apart with each other in the same breath.
Their bodies are moving in near perfect sync, both desperate to outlast, outdo, the other. Atsushi rides Akutagawa with a force that makes the entire table quake under them, each slam of his hips pushing a guttural moan from Akutagawa's throat despite every attempt to stay silent. Akutagawa's hands claw up Atsushi's back, one anchoring at his waist, the other buried in his hair, pulling, trying to ground himself through the flood of sensation. His chest is heaving, his entire body trembling from how much Atsushi is giving; how much he's taking.
Atsushi's eyes are half lidded but hungry, teeth biting his bottom lip until it almost bleeds, hips snapping down with rhythm and purpose; targeting his sensitive prostate again, and again, and again until his rival's head lolls back, lips parting with a broken, shuddering moans. Their skin is soaked in sweat, every movement slick and scorching. Atsushi leans forward, pressing their chests together, foreheads touching, breath mixing ragged, stuttering. His hands roam, nails digging into Akutagawa's hips, his shoulders, his thighs; like he's trying to mark every inch of him.
Akutagawa's legs tighten around Atsushi's waist instinctively, pulling him in deeper with a choked sound that borders on a sob. The stimulation has gone from intoxicating to overwhelming— his muscles locking, his back arching hard enough to make the table screech beneath them. Atsushi can feel it, how close they are. He can see it in the flush on Akutagawa's face, the way his brows twist, the way his body tenses with every hard thrust, like he's bracing for impact.
And then:
Akutagawa's nails rake down Atsushi's back; hard, leaving burning red trails in their wake and he cums with a hoarse, broken cry, body seizing in waves of pleasure so sharp it borders on pain. Atsushi follows immediately, his name slipping from Akutagawa's lips like a curse, like a prayer, like surrender, and Atsushi shatters. His vision whites out for a split second, orgasm ripping through him like a lightning strike; sharp, blinding, unforgiving. He moans low and long, thrusting through it as every nerve in his body catches fire, shaking with the aftershocks.
They're pressed together, skin on skin, dick in ass, heartbeat against heartbeat, fingernails embedded in flesh, teeth marks blooming on necks and shoulders. Neither of them move, gasping for breath, muscles twitching with the lingering echoes of everything they just did to each other.
Atsushi's head falls to the crook of Akutagawa's neck, his breath warm and erratic.
Akutagawa's hand is still in his hair, but now it's just... resting. No pulling. No yanking.
Just there.
Their bodies are raw, slick, aching. The table is a mess.
But neither of them cares, nor notices.
Because in that moment, collapsed in a tangled heap of bruises, bite marks, sweat, and stubborn affection; they know one thing for certain:
Whatever war they're in...
They'll never stop fighting.
Notes:
shoutout to my friend for giving me the banging on the table idea… never stop being freaky girl 💗 the “dick in ass” line is so funny to me I should start stand up comedy!!! anyway sorry for the inconsistent margin on this chapter :’) it genuinely would not work and I just got pissed off cuz of it ✌️https://gogetematsushi.straw.page/
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