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Felix groaned and dropped his chest onto the bed. He was panting, entire body still numb from the pleasure that vibrated through his very blood stream, stars still dancing around his head as he blinked away the bright lights. This was the feeling he was striving so hard to find. This place where he floated between the physical world and pure euphoria. But, like all good things, the feeling was slowly fading and, like the addict he was, Felix wanted more.
"More." The blond moaned, rolling his hips against the man that was still behind him only to feel the cock that was pounding into him a few minutes before was now limp, slipping out of him at his own movement. "Sunbae... I want more. Please."
Felix was begging at this point, rolling on to his knees and crawling closer to the older man whose name he didn't even bother to know. He reached out, pulling the used condom off the other's flaccid cock and tossing it to the side. Felix pouted because even after giving the limp flesh in his hand a few kitten licks, with no sign of life, he knew that his fun was over for the day.
"Jagi, there's nothing more I can do for you now." The older man cupped Felix's cheek and ran his thumb over his lower lip with a gentle smile on his face. "Shower and get dressed. I'll take you home."
The blond once more sighed and nodded.
There really was nothing left here to do.
Chan was sitting on the bench in the corner at the back of their dorms, headphones in as he listened to his latest creation on his phone. He liked this new beat, but there was something missing. He frowned and paused the unfinished song, pocketing the earbuds as he leaned his head back against the brick of the building. Chan had been obsessing over this song for days and that spark of creativity that usually struck after working so long on something simply wasn't happening.
At this point, he needed help.
Glancing at his phone, he started a three way call with his two co-producers. Han was first the answer. "Hannie!" Chan whined. "I'm at a loss, I need your help.'
"Help with what?" Changbin had now gotten onto the line.
There was a ton of noise in the background of both lines and Chan suddenly felt guilty for calling them on their weekend off. "You know what, never mind." He sighed. "I can talk to you both on Monday."
"Don't even worry about it." Chan heard Han laugh. "If you need help, I'll come back tonight."
Changbin yawned on his end. "Me too. I'm just being lazy anyway."
Chan smiled, thankful for his friends. "Thanks, guys. See you soon." He was really lucky to have people like Han and Changbin around him, especially in times like this. They worked so well together that they actually managed to compliment each other and it definitely showed through their music.
Chan was pocketing his phone when he saw a strange black car pull up, which immediately perked his attention.
He frowned. Only the members and staff knew about this entrance. It was the only way to leave the building in secrecy, so who was this? Chan watched closely as the car parked just in front of the door and Felix stepped out. Chan couldn't help but smile. Of course it was Felix. Only Felix was at the dorms with him on the weekends.
Chan was about to stand and step closer when another man stepped out of the car. Chan's eyes went wide as Felix and the man, Chan knew him as a producer for another company, shared a polite bow and exchanged words. Felix was forcing a smile while the other reached out and took the blond's hand to kiss it softly. Felix let out a soft giggle before bowing again and turning to head into the dorm.
As the car pulled off, Chan's mouth had dropped.
What in the hell was that?!
Once inside the dorm, Felix immediately stripped and showered. Since he was alone, he walked nude between the rooms. When he had fully washed the scent of heavy cologne and cum off his skin, he stood in front of the mirror looking at his hazy reflection as he took a towel to his hair. He sighed, wiping the fog off the mirror to truly see himself. His tan chest and neck were clear of any marks, which he was thankful for with the dissatisfying results of his 'date'.
"Stop thinking about it, Felix." He scolded himself, heading back to his room to search for an old shirt that he pulled over his head. It was long enough to touch his mid-thigh, so he didn't even bother with underwear. With the towel over his head he walked back out of his room, eyes closed as he walked down the hall. "Now I just need to find someone else..."
"Someone else for what?"
Felix heard the ungodly growl and squealed, jumping to the side away from the voice with his back hitting the wall. He jerked the towel off his head and looked around, his eyes landing on a figure sitting on the couch with his back to Felix, arms stretched out over the back. The blond let out a shuttered groan as he clutched his chest. "Jesus, Chan, you scared the fuck out of me." The younger man held his hand over his pounding heart as he made his way around the couch to sit next to Chan. "What are you doing back so early? Usually you're in the studio until dawn."
"Why were you with him?"
Felix blinked, swallowing hard. Chan had seen him coming home....how the hell was he going to explain that? "Um...."
Chan, who hadn't even looked at Felix up to this point, slowly turned. "Be honest with me, why were you with him? Are you trying to leave the group?"
The blond blinked. "What? Of course not! I'd never think of leaving!"
"Then why were you with him?!" Chan hissed, fists balling on his knees. "He's a fucking producer for Hybe."
Again, Felix blinked. "He is? I didn't know that." He let out a light giggle, not even realizing how pissed Chan was at this point but he truly had no idea who that man worked for, he hadn't cared.
Chan reached out and took Felix's chin in his hand, forcing eye contact. "Answer me, Lix. Why were you with him?"
Finally, Felix saw the anger and pain in Chan's eyes. He'd never honestly seen him like this. He reached out and place his hand on the balled fist of Chan's other hand. "I swear, Chan, it's not as sinister as you think. I'm not leaving the group, or doing anything that would cause us any issues. Please believe that." Felix gave Chan his signature smile, hoping things would be dropped at this point. "So....are you hungry?"
In his eagerness to change the subject, Felix had averted his gaze so he didn't notice Chan sliding closer to his side, both hands reaching to take Felix by the shoulders. "Lix, please, don't change the subject." Chan's words almost came out as a plea. Had Felix been paying attention to his body language, he would have caught on how on edge Chan was, how scared he was...
"Put my mind at peace and tell me why you were with that man."
Felix gnawed on his lower lip. Is this how his weekend activities would be exposed to the group? By a minor slip that Chan happened to catch? As much as he wanted to keep his secret, wanted to keep that side of himself away from his members, Chan was forcing him to come clean. Maybe, just maybe, Chan would be able to offer different options to his hunger then just carnal desire and jumping from one partner to another. With that in mind, his eyes still locked with Chan's, Felix released his lip and sighed. "Okay, I'll tell you, but please don't pass any judgement. I don't think I could handle it...."
The brunette nodded, loosening his grip ever so slightly on Felix's shoulders as an encouragement to continue.
The younger blond took a deep breath, twisting the towel in his hands. "Well, actually, that man had nothing to do with business or with the group. I wouldn't do anything like that behind your backs. It was purely personal." Felix glanced over, seeing Chan still unmoving, so he finished. "We were just.... sleeping together...."
The last words came out as barely a whisper, but Chan heard them none the less and it made his jaw drop, eyes go wide. "What?" This couldn't be true. Not from his sweet Lixie.
"Actually, he was just one of many recently." Felix continued, hand reaching to pull nervously at his blond locks as he looked anywhere but in Chan's eyes. He might as well spill it all since he was already caught but it didn't make him any more comfortable to confess this side of himself. "The past few months I've been collecting bed partners like Pokémon cards, looking for someone who could fully satisfy me but that hasn't happened." He let out a light, sad chuckle as he jerked nervously at his hair again. "I think I need help, Channie. My body is just....desperate."
Chan was even more confused. "Desperate for what? Sex?" His frown deepened. "I haven't noticed any of this. Why would you keep this from me? From any of us?" The last words would stunned Felix, coming from Chan's lips like a hiss. "You should have told me."
"What would you want me to say?" Felix scoffed. " 'Hey, guys, recently I've wanted my ass pounded by any guy who looks like they could ruin it. Know anyone who could help me with that?' " The blonde sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose. "This is why I didn't say anything. I can hear the disgust in your voice. I don't need you judging me. I really can't help this." He stood and tossed the towel he had been wringing in his hands to the floor, turning fully to face Chan. Chan returned his stare, eyes narrowed with his fists still clenched. "So tell me, Channie," Felix growled, his deep voice going even deeper as he got closer to get in Chan's face, hands on his hips. "What would you do if I came to you and told you that I've been a slut who have welcomed a few dozen men into my ass? Huh?"
That was it. Chan snapped.
Before Felix could even utter a gasp, Chan had his hand around his neck and the smaller man was pinned under him on the couch. "What would I have done? I would have done this. Pinned your slut ass down and made you rethink your decisions." Chan hissed, his knee coming down on the couch and going up between Felix's legs to push roughly against his crotch. "Now, how many men did you say had fucked that whore ass of yours?"
The blond was in shock. He'd seen Chan get violent but it was never directed at him. Their eyes were locked and Felix could see a new fire in Chan's dark eyes. Chan's fingers dug into his neck hard, but not hard enough to hinder his breath which was already hitched. Honestly, it was really turning him on. The knee between his legs was grinding roughly against his bare balls and ass, almost teasingly. Felix couldn't help the flush that crept up to his cheeks and the arousal that made his cock twitch.
"Answer me, slut."
Felix gulped again, tongue shooting out to moisten his suddenly dry lips. "A few dozen." He groaned out, hands going to clutch at Chan's wrist that had tighten on his throat. Felix couldn't help the pleasure that shot through his body, nor how his hips automatically started to grind on the knee between his legs. "I lost count of how many men have pounded my ass."
It was a mistake to provoke Chan like this and Felix was about to learn. Before he could blink, he was flipped onto his belly by Chan's one hand, face pressed into the couch and forced to stay there by Chan's single hand now on the back of his neck. Felix struggled to push himself up, but went still when he heard the rattle of a belt and the hiss of a zipper sliding down.
He gulped.
Chan definitely wasn't going to do what Felix thought....right?
"So you want to be a slut who opens their legs for anyone?" Felix went still, feeling Chan force his shirt up, exposing his bare ass. Chan chuckled darkly and the sound sent shivers down Felix's spine. "I'm not surprised.... Why would a whore have any dignity and cover their ass?" Chan's hand suddenly came down hard on Felix's ass, making him yelp then moan into the pillow from the stinging pleasure on his ass cheek. "You're just asking for me to shove my cock up your ass." And with that, Felix felt what could only be the broad head of Chan's cock head push against his rim. "Well, I won't disappoint. Spread your legs wide for me."
As if it were engrained in him to obey Chan, Felix struggled to get up on his knees just in time for Chan to shove his hard cock balls deep into Felix.
Felix screamed into the pillow as pain shot through him. Chan was big. Really big. Maybe the biggest Felix had ever had the pleasure to feel. And, God, was this a pleasure. Even with the pain he felt from the heady girth inside him, there was also pleasure.
The blond couldn't hold his voice when Chan pulled all the way out and slammed back in, shoving Felix across the couch as he clawed the couch beneath him. Chan growled from behind him, reaching out to grab Felix's hips and dig his nails in the skin to hold him in place.
Chan continued to repeat the action, pulling out completely and slamming back in, his hand holding Felix down with a death grip. He didn't want Felix to feel pleasure in those moments. He wanted the blonde to feel even an ounce of the pain that Chan felt hearing what Felix had been doing. He only saw red, forcing his hard cock into the yielding body under him until he felt a shutter around his cock. Frowning, Chan jerked Felix up by his neck so his back was pressed to Chan's chest. He glanced down and saw that there was cum splattered all over the younger male's chest as well as on the couch between his knees. The punishment Chan had tried to dish out was not received as such.
"I knew you were a fucking whore." Chan hissed in Felix's ear, finally taking a good look at the fucked out expression on Felix's face. His eyes were glossed over, lips swollen and parted as he panted, the subtle flush that painted his face and down his chest. As angry as Chan was, seeing Felix like that made his already hard cock twitched, and in turn made Felix shoot cum across the couch again. "You like when I abuse you like this?
Felix nodded, unable to speak as Chan finally released his neck and ran both hands down his neck and to his nipples that stood dark and erect on his chest. He moaned deeply when Chan pinched them both then rolled them between his fingers. Kisses littered his neck followed by painful nips to his shoulder. The sensations were all too much, Felix felt himself slipping deep into desperation, a state of mind where his morals and right and wrong no longer existed.
"Yes, daddy," He moaned, hand coming up to reach behind him, gripping Chan by the hair at the nape of his neck, pulling him closer. Felix twisted his body around as much as he could and captured Chan's lips for the first time. It wasn't a sweet kiss. It was a melding of plump lips and the biting of teeth, both showing through the actions of the mouth how much they truly wanted one another. Felix moaned into Chan's mouth having finally gotten a taste of what he had secretly wanted for so long, his hips moving on their own to create friction again.
Pulling back ever so slightly so his lips still skimmed Chan's, he spoke. "Please, daddy, wreck me."
Those words, as simple as they were, was enough to make the beast that was Chris rear his hungry head and take control. Seconds later, Felix was screaming, bent back on all fours as Chan held his hips in a bruising grip and fucked his hard cock into Felix like his life depended on it.
He couldn't explain what this sudden change in himself was. All he knew was that his cock was being milked by the person who had haunted his dreams for so long now and he wanted nothing else then to paint his inner walls with his cum.
Felix tossed his head back, letting out lewd moans and desperate screams. Never had he felt this good. His mind was numb from the pleasure his body was being blessed with, his heart pounding against his rib cage as his voice went hoarse. Chan felt so good stretching and filling him, reaching deeper then he had ever been fucked, past his prostate and drilling him like he was a toy to be used. He loved it. "Channie..."
Chan growled, releasing his grip on Felix's waist and pulling out, forcing him on his back so that he could look at the flushed cheeks and glossy eyes of the male under him. He was absolutely gorgeous like this. He couldn't help himself as he leaned in and connected his lips to the younger blond again. Instantly, Felix reacted, his arms coming around his neck to pull him closer as they tongues battled for dominance. Chan felt himself slipping again when Felix rutted his hips against his still hard cock. "Don't call me Chan when I'm fucking you like dirty whore, Lix." He shifted, bringing his knees closer under Felix's hips as he positioned his cock at his entrance. "It's Chris who's making you moan like a bitch in heat."
Without warning, Chan slammed back in, his balls slapping harshly against Felix's ass as he once more picked up a bone jarring pace. Felix accepted him with a deep moan, pulling away to toss his head and arch his back, exposing a nice, white expanse of neck and chest Chan had to leave his mark on.
"Say it, Lix, and I'll make you feel better then any of those other men ever did."
Through the haze, Felix wrapped his legs tight around Chan's waist, his hands going up to lace in his dark brown hair as their eyes locked. "Chris," He mewled in his deep voice that was now deeper after being fucked as good as he had been. "Please, Chris, I want to feel your cum in me..."
Chan moaned, his arms wrapping around Felix protectively as he pushed his cock as deep as he could and filled Felix. It had been so long since he had felt such an intense release that his body didn't know how to react. He shuddered, chills traveling down his spine as his toes curled. He didn't know that hearing Felix moaning his name like that could have such an effect on him and he loved it. Through the sensations, Chan buried his face in the blonde's neck and bit down hard, finally marking Felix the way he had only dreamed about.
Felix screamed, his back arching as his ass milked Chan of all his cum, the heat exploding through every cell of his body until he followed and spilled between them. When Chan bit him and sucked harshly on his neck, Felix was on the brink on blacking out.
"Chris....god..."
Chan pulled back licking his lips, smiling down on Felix as he sat back and pulled Felix on his lap. "You look absolutely gorgeous covered in cum." He whispered, pushing Felix's hair away from his face. "Are you satisfied now, Lixie?"
Felix bit his lip and shook his head. "I still want more, Chris." He breathed out, lightly raking his nails over Chan's shoulders and down his back. "Feed me more..."
Chan groaned, his eyes rolling back in his head. He shifted his legs under Felix and fell back onto the couch, his head now resting on a pillow as he pulled Felix over him, long tan legs now straddling his hips. Chan stared up at the blond as his hands came around to grip Felix's ass cheeks and spread them wide, thrusting up once, to stab his prostate head on for the first time.
Felix screamed again, head falling back as he rolled his hips, struggling to feel more, but Chan held him still. "Chris, don't tease me!" He moaned. "Fuck me!"
Chan had just started to laugh when the door behind them swung open. Felix jerked to see Han and Changbin walk in, their conversation stopping mid-sentence and their smiles falling as their eyes took to two other members in, Chan propping himself up on his elbows to see who walked in.
"What is this, Chan?" Changbin frowned, dropping the bags in his hand, followed by his jacket. Han was further back slamming the door shut with his foot.
Felix bit the inside of his cheek, not looking away from his two bandmates as his cock twitched. It shouldn't turn him on to be caught, but it did. He subtly shifted and moved his hips, taking advantage of Chan's lax grip to slide all the way down his shaft again.
A moan fell lewdly from his lips. "Chris...."
Chan's hand quickly came up and slapped Felix's ass again, making him yelp. "Guys, you're just in time to help me teach this slut some manners."
Felix blinked, eyes going wide as he met Chan's eyes that sparkled with mischief. "What...?"
Suddenly Felix felt a hand in his hair, jerking his head back harshly. He hissed, but when he opened his eyes, Changbin was bearing down over him, his usual sweet smile now sinister with their noses just inches apart. "What the hell did you do to wake 'Chris' up, Lix?"
"He was fucking around with a producer from Hybe and whoever else looked his way." Chan sneered, leaning back against the arm of the couch as he watched his two bandmates interact intently.
Han slowly slid up beside Changbin to look down at Felix, a cheeky smile in place. "I didn't know you had that in you. I always thought Hyunjin was the whore of the group."
Chan frowned and Changbin tsked. "Well, glad you found out before the others did." Changbin said with a smile, looking over at Chan as he licked his lips, hand tightening in Felix's hair making the blond whimper. "Does he know, Chan?"
Chan shook his head. "No. I haven't said anything." He laughed, making Felix moan when his cock jerked inside him. "I honestly forgot I called you two. I saw red when I saw that man touching Lix."
Felix shook his head a bit and Changbin let him go. "Tell me what?"
Han was first to speak up, his Quokka cheeks puffing up as he smiled. "3racha is more then a production group." He looked over to Changbin and leaned in to lick his lower lip. "We share kinks and fuck around too. You know, releasing stress and making magic." Changbin groaned and returned the lick. "Looks like you'll be our playmate."
Three pairs of eyes suddenly turned to Felix.
"What do you say, Felix?" Changbin purred, only for Han to pick up where the others' words trailed off. "Want to play with us?"