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“Mydei,”

The man in question looked up from his book, peeking at the man across the table who had his brows furrowed - A look of unsettling pouty-ness that was so terribly Phainon in nature marred his face. 

“You’ve been acting off lately, are you okay?”

Mydei could only manage to look back at his book - Away from those piercing blue eyes that always were able to shred answers from the depths of him. 

“I’m fine.” He wasn’t. 

The past few nights he had been able to rest well and quickly, uncharacteristically so. But it was for one shameful reason and one reason alone - His current lab partner and best friend since they were kids; Phainon. 

“Really?”

No. He wasn’t fine. 

He had been falling asleep to Phainon’s asmr account for days now ever since stumbling upon it randomly when tired and desperate. He had always quietly thought Phainon had a very nice voice - But to hear him soothingly speak and coax people to sleep. Well. Mydei was just using it for its intended purposes.

… After masturbating to it nightly.

He couldn’t help it - He understood asmr was not supposed to be sexual, and yet, due to being able to put a face to the voice talking about how they’re meant for each other.. And the ear eating.. He couldn’t help but imagine Phainon doing such things to him - Even when he lightly made kissing noises in the roleplays, Mydei’s heart fluttered embarrassingly.

“I’ve just been sleeping better as of late.” The honest truth - Because he had been, he didn’t need to explain further. Especially not when considering the elated smile that Phainon broke into with the good news.

“Really? You’ve always had struggles falling asleep!” Phainon’s pure joy was baffling, he always was so akin to a puppy in these moments, it made denying him anything hard. “What changed?” 

Mydei debated that question, before scoffing.

“I found someone willing to read to me at night until I fall asleep.” Mydei teased, blinking as he watched Phainon almost physically deflate for something - An emotion so very close to hurt, and maybe even jealousy flickering across his face before he replaced it with that familiar happy forced smile he had practiced so much. 

The one Mydei could always tell was forced when Phainon was unhappy - But he hadn’t called him out for it, never in their entire years of knowing each other.

“Is that so? I’m glad they help you sleep, then!” Phainon beamed out, his voice more clipped and pained, obviously so, but only because Mydei was more than well trained to know Phainon’s upsetment in his voice.. 

“Thanks.” Mydei mumbled as his eyes went back to his book. 

Silence stretched between them - Uncomfortable in its presence when usually it was welcomed. Mydei was aware of those ocean-blue eyes staring at him, studying his every breath like he was trying to figure out when this ‘someone’ had come into his life. 

“I could have done that, you know.” Came the break in the silence, steady and firm. Like Phainon was making a demand by saying that, and Mydei could only drift his eyes up to look at those intense blue ones that seemed to be narrowed - Dark and focused. 

“Hmm?”

“Read to you nightly until you fall asleep.”

Mydei couldn’t help but laugh slightly at that, smirking at Phainon who only seemed taken aback by that reaction; “.. I don’t think you could have.”

“Why.. Why not?” Mydei didn’t miss the way his voice dropped, the average way that his metaphorical tail seemed to lower over that.

“Coming over to my dorm nightly sounds like a hassle.” Mydei murmured, and it really did. Why bother asking Phainon to do that when the videos on his phone served their purpose. 

“.. But you let them do it?” Phainon retorted, almost sounding somewhat offended by that prospect.

“They’re different.” Mydei easily muttered, they were different. It was pre recorded videos Phainon himself made in his free time - Of course they could stop by nightly, they were on his damn phone.

“.. How so?”

“They’re just different, Phainon.”

Phainon quieted at that for a moment - It was rare for Mydei to use his name, and was usually a red flag for his annoyance reaching its peak regarding whatever Phainon was teasing him over.. And yet..

“I wouldn’t have minded..” Phainon continued regardless, and Mydei could only blink at him slowly over it.

“Why are you jealous?”

Phainon immediately leaned back in his chair across the table, waving a hand dismissively as he scrunched up his face - As if insulted by the accusation. “What? I’m not jealous.”

“Alright.” Mydei didn’t buy that at all and instead went back to his book - Phainon had always been odd. They were friends as children, sure, but as they grew older they drifted apart for a bit. Phainon became the most popular guy in school and well - Mydei preferred a book in his hand and wrote it off as different interests driving a wedge between them.

Only to be absolutely baffled by the last year of high school in which Phainon and Mydei had a class together - And Phainon immediately glued himself to Mydei, like those years had never even happened. If anything, he seemed even more attached to Mydei, almost like he was terrified Mydei might leave his side again.

“.. I just don’t understand why you would ask them instead of me.”

“Not jealous and yet you’re upset over that.” Mydei shook his head, tapping his index cover against the hardback of his book - They really hadn’t made much progress on their project today.

“Well, yeah. I’m your best friend!” Phainon pointed out with a nod.

“Maybe they’re more than that to me.” Mydei countered easily with a scoff.

“.. Huh?”

“Wait, Mydei - Are you..  seeing someone?” Mydei didn’t miss it, the instant switch, the way Phainon looked absolutely petrified over this news. Like something in him had shattered at that, and Mydei could only scoff over it. 

“Mad that I found someone before you did?” Mydei huffed out, giving a laugh over the reaction, that was the usual reaction Phainon had when he lost their competitions anyway.

Phainon remained looking like a kicked puppy over that, his eyes flickering wildly about as he seemed to try to focus anywhere on Mydei. 

“... Haha.. A little.”

Mydei hummed at that, looking back to his book, “Well. Even I am considered desirable to someone it seems.”

A flat out lie, Mydei’s love life was basically nonexistent.

It always had been. 

He just wasn’t sure what he really wanted in a partner, and seeking out someone instead of it naturally falling into place just wasn’t his style right now. He’d much rather remain alone and stew in whatever feelings he felt for his best friend than to seek out someone to try to work those feelings out of him. 

Maybe one day someone would and he’d forget about how he feels about Phainon - But not today.

“.. I’m.. Happy for you!” Phainon said that, sure, but his voice was choked and strained, as if that was the hardest words he had ever said in his life and Mydei could only stare at him - Searching for answers in those blue eyes that seemed misty now.

“Are you?”

Phainon nodded a mile a minute, white hairs flowing messily as he did so, “Yes. Genuinely, haha, you.. Deserve to be loved and cherished.”

Mydei could only watch him as his nodding slowed before huffing lightly, “Thanks. You’ll find someone too, I’m sure.”

“.. Ah. That’s..” Phainon quickly picked up his phone from the table, seemingly looking for something before almost making a sniffling noise. “Haha, Yeah. Maybe one day! I need to go now.”

“Go?” Mydei echoed confusingly as he watched Phainon swiftly begin packing his own books away - As if he needed to be as far away from Mydei now as possible.

“Home.”

“Oh. That’s abrupt, but take care.” Mydei dryly said, feeling like he was being abandoned here more than anything now. 

Phainon paused as he stood up, staring down at Mydei before giving a weak nod; “.. Yeah. You too.” 

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“Phainon? What are you doing here..?” Mydei could only stand there absolutely flabbergasted as the man at his dorm’s room. He would have felt embarrassed over his lack of clothing - But he was already getting ready for bed, of course he only had on shorts and a baggy shirt. 

“Came to work on our project together!” Phainon explained happily, his tone much too sing-song for Mydei’s tired ears. He desperately wished this man just normally spoke like he did in his asmr videos sometimes - But also maybe not considering how attractive Mydei found it.

“.. It’s eleven o’clock at night.” Mydei pointed out, exhausted at this man’s antics. He was obviously here because he was jealous still from earlier and had zero shame to his name. 

“Yep! Can I come in?” Mydei blinked at him, taking note of the way Phainon had dressed down too - A loose shirt as well with sweatpants, clearly, he was also aiming to sleep and was haunted by his inner demons to make it Mydei’s issue as well that he’s jealous.

“.. I guess.” Mydei mumbled, turning away to let Phainon into his small dorm room, watching the man click the door shut and lock it behind him, only to immediately follow behind Mydei - Obviously looking around as he went. Which was odd - Phainon had been here plenty of times.

“Are you looking for something? Maybe, Someone?”

Phainon waved a hand loosely, his eyes looking anywhere but at Mydei. 

“What? No!” Phainon was a horrible liar.

Mydei sighed dramatically at that, turning on heel to blink at Phainon who was quite clearly trying to seem as innocent as possible as he blinked at Mydei. “You really aren’t letting this go, are you?”

“Listen. My best friend got a partner and never told me and does stuff with them nightly, of course I’m curious!” Phainon seemed to have prepared this speech - All of his words came out in an absolute sputtering mess as he quickly spoke them, making Mydei give way to a deep exasperated sigh. 

“.. Phainon.”

“I’m sorry. I just..” Phainon immediately assumed his normal kicked puppy routine, his eyes dropping to the floor swiftly. Mydei could only card a hand through his own hair tiredly - He really wasn’t getting out of telling the truth here unless he conjured up a random person in his home suddenly. 

“It’s not a person - It’s some videos.”

Phainon stared at Mydei - blue eyes searching for answers on Mydei’s face if his expression could possibly offer him anything. It felt like actual minutes had passed before Phainon seemed to snap back to reality. 

“.. What?”

Mydei rolled his eyes lazily at that before crossing his arms, opting to lean on the nearest wall as he watched Phainon stare at him egregiously. “I was teasing you.”

“It’s videos..” Phainon repeated.

“Yeah.” And Mydei confirmed.

Phainon visibly shifted his weight between his feet at that, swaying slightly as he moved before he cocked his head to the side. “.. There’s no one.. Reading to you at night?”

Mydei couldn’t help the deep heave of a sigh that left his lips - Phainon would probably never drop this and ask until the end of time, so he couldn’t see a better time to confess than now..

“Technically.” Mydei began, closing his eyes to avoid looking at the little personified dog in front of him; “You are.”

“.. Me?” Mydei didn’t need to open his eyes to know how shocked Phainon was, he could sense his tail starting to wag regardless of his eyes seeing. 

“I found your faceless asmr channel.” Mydei mumbled, blinking open his eyes to almost glare at Phainon - Like it was somehow his fault that Mydei now had a habit of falling to sleep with the sound of Phainon talking softly and slowly in his ears. 

Phainon on the other hand - Only had his eyes wide like an owl, obviously still reeling from the news and Mydei already was regretting saying anything. He should have put more effort into faking having a partner or something. 

“.. Ah.” Mydei felt his face burn at that simple noise, over the way Phainon seemed absolutely dumbfounded by that news. “You.. I’m the one..”

“Yeah. It’s embarrassing. Now go home, no one but me is here.” Mydei huffed out, the way his face was burning probably meant he was for sure blushing. Over this stupid conversation of asmr - Because it was Phainon.

Phainon in question, however, immediately seemed to jolt to his senses at that, instead crowding closer to Mydei - The opposite direction from the exit, mind you.

“Wait, wait! I can’t just leave after hearing that!” Mydei thought his voice sounded shrill and panicked, but the way his lips were pulled into such a smile made him rethink it. Was it sheer joy? That only made Mydei feel hotter in his own skin. 

“Wh-”

Phainon’s mouth moved quicker as he took another step closer to Mydei, barely leaving much space between them as he interrupted; “What triggers do you like? Which video is your favorite? Do you want me to do anything specific?”

Mydei slowly looked away, focusing on anything else in his dorm room’s walls; “.. You have hundreds of thousands of followers, just ask them.”

Phainon didn’t miss a beat, only inching closer as he leaned forward, blinking expectantly at Mydei. “They’re not you, though! What do you like, Mydei?”

“It doesn’t matter.” Mydei huffed, moving a hand to pinch at the bridge of his nose tiredly. He wasn’t even sure how to get rid of Phainon now. He was doomed to have this man bothering him all night - And not even in the normal sense he had grown accustomed to. 

“No, I disagree!” Phainon immediately countered, and Mydei could only shake his head at him.

“You’re insufferable.”

“Please tell me! As repercussions of teasing me so much that I came here tonight! Which video do you like the most!?” Phainon whined out as he pulled his face into a pout Mydei knew so very well, a face he was always powerless to refuse - Because Phainon was his weakness, especially when he looked upset and Mydei was the cause of it. 

“Ugh. Fine.” Mydei grumbled as he took a step away from the pouting puppy, instead moving to grab his phone from his bed in the corner, unlocking it to slowly and agonizingly search up his favorite video of Phainon’s. Rethinking it as he sat there with a finger over the thumbnail of it. 

“This video is..” It didn’t matter apparently as Phainon had immediately moved to look over his shoulder, painfully close. 

“It’s humiliating, now leave.” Mydei hissed out, resisting the urge to elbow  the man who was practically pressing up against his back in the stomach. 

The video was beyond pathetic to call his favorite - He should have lied and said it was something else, not a roleplay where Phainon acted like the viewer’s lover and then kissed and licked their ears.

“Can I do that to you in real life?” 

Mydei wasn’t sure if he heard that correctly, it was whispered against the shell of his ear so quietly that he had easily dropped his phone back onto his bed and jolted. 

“.. What?” Mydei asked, aghast, dipping a foot away to create some type of distance between them as he stared at Phainon. He couldn’t help but study Phainon. He looked like he was in his normal silly mood with his ever-present smile on his lips, but those eyes always betrayed his true moods. The way they looked feral, almost hungry in a way Mydei didn’t quite understand as they flicked up and down him - inspecting him.

“I mean, to put you to sleep!” Phainon offered with a laugh, “The ear eating probably is really high quality if I’m doing it to your actual ear!”

“.. That’s insane. Your literal tongue in my ear would not help me fall asleep.” Mydei practically hissed out as he narrowed his eyes to the now clearly very amused Phainon. Mydei was embarrassed - But Phainon clearly was not. 

“Can you prove it wouldn’t? You’d be watching one of my videos to sleep anyway, right? How is it any different if I’m speaking softly to you and licking your ear in person?” Phainon inquired every question quickly, tumbling out of his lips like a waterfall and Mydei could only slowly blink over them. 

“.. Because I’d be getting licked?”

“I’ll be gentle? No biting?” Phainon offered with a simple smile, as if that was the issue here.. The issue would be the tongue in Mydei’s ear, actually, not the issue of being ‘gentle’.

“You’re not going to drop this, are you?” Mydei huffed out tiredly, his eyes only watching as Phainon perked up - Mydei couldn’t bite the annoyance he felt over Phainon knowing he won this conversation.

“Nope!”

“.. I’ll let you do it if you don’t bring up the fact I watch those videos around anyone else.” Mydei muttered,

“Deal! Lay down!” Phainon’s hands found purchase on Mydei’s hips at a frightening speed as Phainon practically leapt at him, directing him towards the bed immediately. 

“Wait-”

“No waiting! A deal is a deal!” Phainon swiftly told him, pressing Mydei into his dorm bed to which instantly made Mydei huff out a sigh as he obeyed - picking up his phone again and sitting on the bed edge while Phainon beamed downwards at him. 

“.. Fine.”

“Lay on your side, I’ll turn off the lights and leave the lamp on so I can see..” Mydei debated commenting on that ‘so I can see’, See what, exactly? But it died on his tongue, Phainon technically was doing a service here. “Lay towards the wall so the lamp isn’t in your eyes.” 

Phainon’s directions came as he flipped off the main light, plummeting the room into the abyss of night finally. 

Mydei could only let out  a dramatic sigh before following his given directions, flopping himself down into his bed before pulling his covers over himself as he turned on the pillow - Only able to listen to the lamp on his nightstand click on and give weak lighting. His eyes fixed on the wall straight ahead of him, he could only pray he actually fell asleep to this. 

“I didn’t expect to be doing asmr tonight..” Phainon quietly muttered out as Mydei felt him also getting into the bed, quite obviously on his knees with how the bed sank oddly - But Mydei opted to ignore that.

“I could just watch-”

“No, no! You have the real thing here! I will smack that phone away from you if I must, Mydei..” Phainon refused swiftly, almost in a panic and Mydei couldn’t help the slight laugh he gave at it, instead rubbing his head into his pillow to readjust himself slightly.

“.. Okay. Fine.”

“I’ll start now, okay?” Phainon asked and Mydei could only give a slow nod, blinking at the wall - He refused to even chance a glance at the man on the bed behind him. 

“Mydei..” 

Mydei in question stiffened at that, feeling Phainon from behind him gently cup a hand around his neck, slightly angling his head a bit in such a tender way that Mydei had to grit his teeth over that cold hand burning against his skin, “I’ve never done this to a real ear.”

“That’s..” Mydei trailed off, he didn’t know what to say. His head already felt dizzy just by Phainon dropping his voice into that soothing one he reserved solely for his videos - So low and quiet, yet deep and charming in a way that was just so terribly Phainon. 

“I’ll do my best for you, Mydei.” Phainon murmured, deft hands running through Mydei’s hair to slowly readjust it - Moving the locks out of the way for easier access to his ear apparently. 

“Do you want me to pet your hair too? You used to really like that as a kid.” Phainon asked so softly, his tone rumbling against Mydei’s ears in a way that made Mydei’s heart lurch. The videos were fine - Phainon being in his own bed leaning down to speak to him, was not.

“.. Why do you remember that?” That had been an accident, they were so young and Phainon just thought he looked like a lion and joked about petting a lion - Only Mydei wholly instinctually leaned into his hand. 

“I remember most things about you, Mydei.” Phainon quietly informed him, though his hands hadn’t stopped slowly threading through Mydei’s hair. Gentle and tender with each slow movement, precise and delicate..

“.. Impressive.” Mydei murmured, willing himself to keep his voice level and not lean his head against Phainon’s hands weirdly. They were friends, he couldn’t be acting so strangely to Phainon.. He couldn’t.

“Would you like that?” Phainon inquired in that tone that sent a shiver down Mydei’s spine every time, that sultry voice that seemed like it was desperately trying to ensnare the viewer into loving Phainon - Into being attached to the man behind the video with just his voice alone. 

“You don’t have to.” Mydei forced himself to say, closing his eyes to avoid the way he could see Phainon leaning to look at him - To look at Mydei’s face, and Mydei didn’t dare look at the expression on his face. He didn’t want to know what was there, he wasn’t sure if his heart could take it.

Phainon hummed at that, low and deep and Mydei found himself gripping underneath the blanket where he knew Phainon couldn’t see it. 

“That wasn’t what I was asking, would you like me to?”

“.. Yes.” Mydei admitted weakly, feeling himself losing this battle either way - Phainon hadn’t stopped his soothing action regardless.

“Alright.” Phainon sounded pleased at the admittance, and Mydei couldn’t help but feel himself knitting his brows over it. This was way too embarrassing, there was no way he was going to live through this.

“Do you like that one for the storyline, or the part where I lick your ear?” Phainon’s breath was hot against the shell of Mydei’s ear, burningly so, Mydei could only clench his eyes shut. Praying that not looking would help his case here - but with those deft fingers still combing through his hair Mydei felt hopeless here. 

“Not going to answer? That’s fine.. I’m used to talking to myself in the videos..” Mydei didn’t miss the way Phainon sounded absolutely pleased - like he was delighted and Mydei was halfway sure if he dared look at him he would glow in his joy. Maybe doing asmr on someone was just a dream of his - Mydei didn’t know. 

Nothing could have prepared Mydei’s senses for the slow wet heat he felt against the back of his ear slowly. One hand tightening its hold on his bed, the other gripping his phone like it was his life line over it. Phainon didn’t stop, however, instead dipping a bit down to kiss Mydei’s jaw up to his ear in chaste kisses - fluttering and meaningless, yet burning in their wake. 

Mydei’s breath stuttered when Phainon’s mouth latched onto his earlobe, “My earring-” He should have taken it out - It had completely slipped his mind - but now he could feel how Phainon was rolling it between his lips, lapping his tongue over the golden metal languidly. 

“No,” Phainon released his lobe wetly, talking in a hushed tone, “It’s good. Leave it in.”

Mydei couldn’t even begin to think of a reply before Phainon’s tongue wetly moved to press into his helix slowly, running across it in a swiping motion with a deep hum from Phainon. Mydei couldn’t help but press his head into that hand that was still gently petting his hair slightly, his senses felt fried. 

He couldn’t even say if having Phainon licking his ear felt good - It was tingly and wet, but the way Phainon kept panting, breathy and hot against Mydei’s ear canal sent electricity into his veins easily. 

Phainon’s tongue pulled away for a brief moment, as if to rethink something but Mydei couldn’t help the way his eyes opened, feeling the bed shift. 

“Sorry. Getting comfortable.” Phainon mused as Mydei looked at him over his shoulder and caught his eyes, a very gentle smile graced his lips. Much too gentle for a man who was readjusting himself to be spooning Mydei - like Mydei wouldn’t notice the position.  

Mydei wanted to his out his anger, threatening to beat the man, but that tender hand in his hair never once ceased its gentle combing. So dedicated to making Mydei happy.. Or fall asleep - He couldn’t tell anymore and instead merely laid his head back down with a huff. Eyes narrowed into a glare against the wall as he felt Phainon press himself terribly close to Mydei.

Mydei grit his teeth as Phainon descended on him again in whatever new position he was laying down in, his tongue slowly tracing the outer ring of Mydei’s ear canal - A practiced act it seemed from his microphones. Only to slowly press his tongue into it, wet and arguably weird feeling as he went. 

Phainon only continued, slowly wiggling his tongue inside of Mydei’s ear before pressing deeper in - Something Mydei had to argue against but it died in his throat as he shivered. Phainon’s entire mouth latched onto his ear, gently sucking at it, and Mydei couldn’t help but harshly close his eyes over the obscene noises Phainon was making - As if he was actively slurping something down hungrily. 

That tongue went back to merely toying with the outside of the canal, lapping at it slowly, but Phainon didn’t stop those noises, instead panting like he was out of breath, hot and heady against Mydei’s eardrum. While the act of having his ear eaten wasn’t the best feeling - The act of having Phainon pants and drooling on him was insane, his entire body felt on fire. Not to mention how achingly hard he was getting with each breath and lick Phainon released. 

“Phainon.. I can’t fall asleep like this..” Mydei almost whimpered out, feeling himself twitch against his shorts over the squelching noises Phainon made as he pulled himself from Mydei’s ear - And Mydei could actively feel the drool left behind, slightly mourning the warmth as the cold air hit the wetness.

“Really? Why not?” Phainon asked in that asmr voice he had, so deep and coaxing, but his tongue betrayed him - Instead still returning to lick at Mydei’s ear roughly, swiping up his own drool there before placing a kiss messily and wetly, panting in between like he was somehow out of breath. 

“It’s..” Mydei had to choke down his shame, “It feels good.. Knock it off.” Phainon laughed at that, not his normal bubbly laugh, something darker beneath its surface - Yet so very good to Mydei’s ears with his mouth so close to the left one.

“Good? Do you like this? You like it a lot, right?” Phainon asked, licking at his helix again slowly only to return to his canal - making those obscene sloppy wet noises he seemed so practiced at with a low humming noise.

“Shut up.” Mydei’s body betrayed him easily, he could only focus on those sounds so deep in his ears and the hand in his hair soothing him. 

Mydei was so painfully hard. 

“My Mydei..” Phainon whispered, his lips brushing against Mydei’s ear with every single word, every single breath only sending coiling warmth to Mydei’s stomach, “Then don’t go to sleep, enjoy yourself a little.”

“That is..” Mydei wanted to, he wanted to enjoy it.. But this was Phainon..

“If it feels good, then let it feel good..” Phainon murmured, giving a small laugh as he wetly nipped at Mydei’s lobe, lapping his tongue slowly over that small golden earring in it. 

“I can’t-”

“Tell me how good it feels, Mydei..” Phainon interrupted, his voice almost dropping into a seductive purr as he slowly pressed himself against Mydei’s back more, “Did you always get hard listening to me talk like this?”

“Don’t bring it up..” Mydei weakly begged him, knowing fully well his face was red - And he dared not open his eyes still to see whatever expressions Phainon was making during this. He had no arguments, Mydei knew himself to be a bad liar - He couldn’t dig himself into a bigger hole.. And yet..

“So you did.. You should have said something..” Phainon’s voice gave way to a soft laugh again, still taking a few brief breaks to pant against Mydei’s skin heavily between licking his lobe leisurely, “I would have loved to help you with that problem..”

“Stop - I can’t get an erection to my best friend’s voice.” Mydei objected pathetically.

“But you have one right now.. I can be more than your best friend if you want. Would that make it okay in your mind?” Phainon immediately countered, his sinful tongue still burning against Mydei’s ear with each swipe he made against the cartilage there, only pausing to keep talking, “I’m really happy, you know.”

“I made that account with you in mind - Even with all those videos it was always for my Mydei who couldn’t fall asleep easily even as a kid..” Phainon’s other hand that had long since left Mydei’s head instead drifted, creeping towards the hem of Mydei’s shirt before slowly raising it - Pausing it for a moment to wait for any objections from Mydei.

Mydei had none, even wriggling himself slightly to aid him in prying his shirt up to his neck.

“To know you used them in multiple ways.. I’m really happy.”

“Stop talking.” Mydei hissed out, his body betraying his words as his cock twitched helplessly as soon as Phainon’s hand found its way to groping at one of his breasts, fingers brushing against the nipple teasingly. 

“But you like when I talk, don’t you?” Phainon countered, and Mydei wished he didn’t know this bastard well enough to not be able to hear the way he was smiling while talking. “Do you leave the playing videos when you masturbate?”

“Don’t ask that..” Mydei mumbled out. It was hopeless.

“Do you?” Phainon only asked again, that hand in his hair had slowed quite a bit now - Along with the drenching of his ear, Phainon seemed much more focused on rolling those tender nipples in between his fingers, and Mydei had to bite the urge to arch into them.

“I said don’t talk about that..” Mydei almost breathlessly said, praying his face didn’t show how sensitive he was with his nipples, scrunching his eyes to keep them closed. It all was too much - This certainly was more about his leaking cock now than his attempts to sleep, by far. 

“You’re so cute, Mydei..” Phainon’s terribly alluring and seductive voice only continued, “That video’s storyline.. It’s about the viewer being a prince and I’m your knight you fall in love with..”

“Should we reenact it? I’m already in love with you, so it’s fine.” Phainon asked so easily and Mydei could only snap his eyes open to blink in the dull lighting of his shitty cheap lamp to cast a confused look at Phainon.

“What?”

Phainon only leaned up a bit as soon as blue eyes caught orange, giving a very sweet smile to Mydei in return; “Don’t act so surprised, Mydei. You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted - It was killing me..”

Mydei only stiffened as Phainon pinched at his nipple roughly, those blue eyes looking feral as Mydei arched slightly into the touch - fighting the urge to whimper over the roughness of Phainon pulling at it slightly. 

“I spent so long trying to get over you - Trying to have normal feelings for you. Only to be unable to everytime you even so much as glanced my way..”

“You talk too much.” Mydei hissed out, pulling his lips into a taut frown as his grip only tightened on his sheet - Not even aware when he had discarded his phone, but he was very aware of the kneading of Phainon’s hand into his breast slowly. 

Phainon laughed at that, almost giddy as he plummeted down onto Mydei, just barely as he instead tucked his head into Mydei’s hair; “Because you like it!”

Mydei only clicked his tongue at that, focusing forward again now that Phainon was nuzzling himself into his hair - The petting vanishing with it, but the hand that was rubbing as a now tender and over-stimulated nipple continued. 

“Can I make you feel even better, Mydei?” The voice from against his neck started, low and quiet, just like he knew Mydei liked it.

“.. What?” Mydei asked, shuddering as Phainon grabbed at his breast roughly, cupping it completely into his hand with a strangled groan - as if Phainon had been dying to do that with such a noise coming from his lips instead of Mydei’s. 

“Do you have lube?”

Mydei tensed at that; “.. Lube? Are you joking?”

“I’ll press your leg slightly up and enter you just like this, you don’t even have to move.” Phainon continued his ramblings as if that helped explain and Mydei truly didn’t know what he was hearing. Was.. Phainon really asking to have sex with him? The man he had feelings for? And had given them up as a pipedream and tried to bury them? 

Granted, Phainon had just claimed the same thing about himself.. But..?

“.. Have you seriously lost it?” Mydei hissed out, swallowing the desire to moan slightly over the way Phainon’s thumb pad was now gently rolling over his nipple softly. 

“I’ll keep eating your ear and slowly fuck you just like this until you fall asleep.” Phainon whispered against the skin of Mydei’s nape, hotly and breathily, both things he now knew Mydei enjoyed to hear. 

“That’s..”

Phainon only moved himself closer, rolling his hips forward to allow Mydei to feel his own erection - Easily garnering a jolt from Mydei as he felt Phainon’s hardening cock against his ass. 

“Sounds good, doesn’t it?” Phainon inquired in a teasing tone, so sultry against Mydei’s ears as he moved slightly, angling himself again to run his tongue over the shell of Mydei’s ear. 

“I..” Mydei’s throat was parched, like he had suddenly been thrust into the desert with how good that did sound to him. 

“It’s my job as your knight to make sure my prince is well taken care of, you know?” Mydei couldn’t even argue with the way his cock twitched over the roleplay of his favorite video from Phainon being brought up, “I want to take care of that..”

“I.. Don’t have condoms, we can’t.” Mydei’s excuse quietly left his lips, and he had to slap a hand to attempt to stop Phainon’s incessant rubbing on his nipple, the bud there also was hardened and leading to an aching feeling to match the one between his legs. His head was a daze, swimming in everything Phainon as the man only planted another sloppy horribly wet kiss to the entrance of Mydei’s ear.

“If you’re worried about diseases, I don’t have any - I only have ever wanted you.” Phainon whispered directly into it, blue eyes burrowing into Mydei’s skull as he couldn’t help but close his eyes again, “I’ll leave it in all night if you’re worried about a mess, it’ll be nice and clean that way.”

“That’s..” Lewd. Horribly lewd and obscene, the craziest thing he had ever heard someone promise to him. And yet, he wanted it. 

“It’s.. In the drawer under the lamp..” Mydei relented quietly.

“Mm. Don’t even move, I’ll move you. Let me pamper you for the full asmr experience..” Mydei wasn’t even shocked at the speed of which Phainon licked at his ear one more time before abruptly moving away after those words - Probably aided by the desire to help his own erection.

“.. Right.”

Mydei only laid there, trying to listen to Phainon rummaging quickly through his drawer but even the thought of listening right now made his ears burn. He couldn’t help but think about the wet sucking noises Phainon was making, slurping at nothing against his ear while tonguing at such a strange location.

Mydei shifted slightly over Phainon’s weight returning, and he couldn’t even find himself shocked that Phainon’s first action was to immediately tear Mydei’s shorts from him. Mydei had to fight back a grown over his aching erection finally being freed.

“No boxers?” Phainon slowly asked in a voice full of wander, like he had never once considered Mydei might not wear them to bed.

“.. I was going to bed.” Mydei offered lazily, blinking his eyes open to glare at the man - Only to immediately look away, his face burning over the way Phainon had been completely nude and merely kneeling over Mydei to the side, staring down at him. 

“Usually people sleep in their underwear, not the other.” Phainon pointed out, giving a slight laugh over it. 

“I was intending on sleeping in neither of them.. But someone knocked on my door..”Mydei hissed out, rolling his shoulder lazily as he spoke, still remaining on his side as he waited for whatever Phainon wanted to do to him.

“.. Oh.” Phainon whispered before giving a small hum.

Phainon’s movements after that were precise, slowly hiking Mydei’s leg that he wasn’t lying on to his chest - Not the worst sleeping position he had ever been in, for sure, but the cold wet finger that found its way to his entrance was another matter. Phainon leaned back down at that, resuming his position of spooning Mydei - Though Mydei was more aware of Phainon’s own cock pressing into to top of his ass.

Phainon didn’t even warn him, slowly pressing inwards while returning his mouth to Mydei’s ear messily, putting that earring back into his mouth to run his tongue against it again. Mydei however could barely focus over the new intrusion, blinking his eyes open over the burn of it - Mydei had fingered himself before, sure, but this was different. Phainon’s long slender finger wasn’t his own, it was pressing and prodding quickly into him. 

It didn’t help that as another finger entered him skillfully, Phainon moved back to making those deliciously obscene noises against Mydei’s ear canal loudly. His tongue roaming as he did, sending shivers down Mydei’s back easily over the weird tingling he felt over it.

Mydei wasn’t even sure which to focus on, Phainon slobbering against him and suckling on the lobe of his ear messily or the fingers scissoring into him - He wasn’t even sure when the third was added. He could only give a low groan and arch slightly over the building heat of pleasure pushing through his joints.

“That’s a good noise..” Phainon murmured against Mydei’s ear, making sure to pant loudly as he hummed lowly, “You should collab on some asmr..”

Mydei could only bite back his slight whimper as Phainon’s fingers left him, hearing the lube open this time clearly - A sound he had missed earlier, but with how wet his insides were, it was certainly used on Phainon’s fingers. 

“Let’s hear more of that one, okay?” Phainon continued, and Mydei couldn’t help the way he tensed up when he felt the tip of Phainon’s heady erection lined up with his entrance. “I’ll try to be gentle.” 

Mydei could only huff at that, blinking his eyes to stare at the wall again; only slightly daring to look over his shoulder from his lazy position at Phainon. He was clearly panting already, chest rising and falling quickly, his eyes were almost hazy as he stared downwards clearly focusing on Mydei’s hole before him. 

Mydei couldn’t bite back the immediate pathetic sounding noise that left his throat as Phainon pushed in painfully slow, the delicious stretch of himself sending shivers down his back. It burned - Mydei had never seen Phainon’s cock erect, nor flaccid, but he didn’t think it would be this thick either. Nor did he ever think it would actually be pushing into him.

Mydei could only grip at the bed sheet in this position, a position he slightly regretted now that such a large intrusion was slowly entering him. 

“Mydei..” Phainon only quietly murmured, his pace was already slowed, but he didn’t slow it anymore, instead readjusting himself slightly to lay back down - A movement Mydei couldn’t help but tilt his head forward on his pillow over and groan, feeling Phainon’s cock move around in him with the movement.

“I’m halfway in..” 

Those words made Mydei huff out a pained scoff, halfway. Halfway and Mydei already felt so full, he wasn’t going to live through the entire thing being in him, there was no way.

“How..” Mydei felt his throat closing over the words, like they were forbidden for him to ask, but the man was already pushing himself into Mydei’s ass. He had every right to know. “How big are you?”

Phainon gave a small laugh, amused and bubbly as he leaned forward slightly, still encroaching inside Mydei. “Erect? Eight inches.”

“You’re joking..” Mydei breathed out, trying to remain relaxed as that monster entered him slowly. Licking his chapped lips slowly over the burn he was feeling of being stretched so widely, so terribly full with every new centimeter Phainon put into him.

“Does it feel like I am?” Phainon warmly asked as his hand moved to Mydei’s abdomen, resting there and Mydei couldn’t help the swallow he harshly did over it, eyes peering at the way that hand was gently rubbing a circle there. Right above where Phainon was inside of him, barely ghosting from touching Mydei’s own neglected member. 

“.. No.” Mydei admitted, it absolutely did not, he felt stuffed beyond belief with all of Phainon entering him. Phainon only hummed quietly at that, instead moving to press a kiss to that now very weird feeling ear - Mydei desperately wished he could flip over by now, he didn’t know if an ear could be over-stimulated, but it was. 

Mydei tried to focus on the way Phainon’s tongue felt running across his skin, the wetness it left behind before gently pushing into his canal again - A movement Mydei gave a weak moan over, mainly due to the way Phainon pushed his cock a bit deeper inside quickly alongside his tongue. 

Mydei couldn’t help the whine that escaped his throat on instinct over Phainon’s hips snapping into his own abruptly, filling him fully - If that was even possible from how full he had always felt. He could only blink away the stars that dotted his vision from how dreadful the stretch was, from how buried Phainon was, from the way Phainon only sloppily pulled a line of drool away from his ear to speak into it. 

“Finally..” Phainon said so quietly, his voice breathy as he rolled his hips, grinding against Mydei as deeply as he could in this odd position; “I’ve finally got you.. My prince..”

Mydei couldn’t help the twitch of his cock he felt as his body reacted to those words without warning, twitching in excitement over the silly pet name Phainon was using for him in that voice he had already masturbated to for many nights already.

“Oh..” Phainon mused, giving way to a chuckle as his hand on Mydei’s abdomen pressed down, forcing pressure to his insides around Phainon’s cock and easily drawing out a low groan from Mydei; “Forgot you find this voice attractive.. You clenched onto me so nicely..”

“Stop..” Mydei weakly pleaded, it was a lie of course, he needed more if anything but the teasing made his head dizzy. He wanted Phainon to talk to him more and more until he came, the erection buried deep into him was just a bonus if he could have that. 

“Ah.. Fuck..” Phainon hissed out, pressing his head against Mydei’s to rub into it, a sweet gesture, a low pained laugh as he did so. “Sorry..” 

“I’m not.. Sure how gentle I can be, Mydei..” Phainon confessed as he continued his slow grind of his hips, a movement that was still drowned out by the burning stretch of Mydei’s insides more than pleasure currently. 

“I want to make sure you can’t walk tomorrow..” Phainon continued, and Mydei could only wish he had buried his head into his pillow and not answered his door with how badly he also wanted Phainon to do that to him. Mydei knew Phainon knew that as well, there's no way he didn’t with the way Mydei instinctually clenched down on him, rewarding him almost instantly for such a lewd suggestion. 

“I.. I have a lecture at nine..” Mydei instead offered the excuse, he really did, but he wouldn’t mind limping his way there if it meant finally having Phainon..

“I’ll carry you there.” Phainon offered the retort. 

“That’s..” Mydei had nothing left, he wanted that so badly, to be fully unraveled by the man he considered his best friend and fucked into the mattress by him until he couldn’t walk. 

“Fuck.. Please..” Phainon continued, leaning against his ear to pant into it hotly, his tongue slowly rolling against the back of it as he tried to press himself into Mydei more - Failing due to the position. 

“Mydei.. My Mydei..” Phainon panted out, and Mydei’s heart did flips over each say of his name, every desperate prayer that was spoken so close to his ears, twitching over a low moan Phainon let out as Mydei’s insides responded by tightening around him slightly. “I’ll uphold my promise.. You don’t have to do anything just..”

“I need to be deeper..” “This isn’t enough.. I want all of you..” Phainon begged, his voice becoming somewhat whiny, pathetic as it left his lips like a horny dog in heat - Only pressing more kisses into Mydei’s ear who huffed lowly. 

“.. Only if you keep using your recording voice.”

Phainon hadn’t even responded before instantly pulling completely out of Mydei over those words - dragging a sharp gasp or groan from Mydei’s throat and he wasn’t really sure which one it was as his insides began to twitch over the lack of Phainon’s large erection snuggly into him. 

“Deal.” Phainon replied, moving to now leaned over Mydei’s lower half, tucking his leg he had been laying on beneath his own ass with a low hum. 

“Wait-”

“Can’t. We made a deal,  you’re mine now.” Phainon immediately told him, still keeping that husky low voice that made something burn within Mydei’s senses.

“That’s-”

“Lay back, relax, and fall asleep, Mydei.” Phainon said those words, sure, but the harsh speed of his cock pressing back into Mydei only made Mydei jerk at that, his entire body screaming at the returnal of Phainon huge erection.

“You’re making it impossible!” Mydei immediately hissed out as he jerked his head up to glare at Phainon, and Phainon only met that gaze with a laugh before pulling out slowly to slam back in - sending sparks of pleasure through Mydei’s veins along with that horrible stretch that was so very addicting. 

“I’ll fuck you until you fall asleep then.” Phainon told him so steadily, quickly readjusting himself to slide in deeper, giving a moan as he did before shallowly thrusting, almost testingly - and Mydei could only flop his head back down and clutch onto the bed sheets over how big Phainon was. 

“You feel so good.. There’s no way..” Phainon murmured, moving Mydei’s leg that was raised up to his chest to be over his own bent knee, a more relaxed position, but Mydei was aware of the hands on his hips, turning him slightly. Clearly to allow Phainon more room to thrust into him easily. 

“No way I can ever go back to my hand..” Phainon hummed out as he began to deepen those thrusts, making Mydei give a small groan each time Phainon entered him balls deep - It was too much, too thick and long, he could only twitch and take it. Take the pleasure that Phainon handed him with each movement of his hips, each sharp rub against his prostate making Mydei’s insides squirm.  

“Mydei.. My Mydei..”

“You’re so tight..” Phainon asked, and Mydei had to blink away the tears he wasn’t aware were there before,  “Have you ever bottomed before? Or am I the first to carve myself into you?” 

Mydei hadn’t. Phainon was the first - Of course he was, everyone Mydei had slept with just to feel something other than his sickening love for Phainon wanted him to be dominant, only Phainon had dared immediately shove his cock into Mydei at first chance in sex. 

Maybe because Phainon just knew Mydei and knew what he really wanted. 

“No.. I don’t want to know.” Phainon continued anyway, quickening his pace to draw a weak moan from Mydei’s throat, strangled as it left and almost hoarse sounding. 

“If there’s others, I’ll fuck them out of you until your body only remembers me.” Mydei couldn’t help the way he moaned at that and clenched down, he couldn’t help the way he so badly wanted Phainon like this. Phainon laughed softly, thrusting into Mydei hard to send a jolt through the blonde’s body at the surge of pleasure; “You like being told that?”

“Phainon..” Mydei tried to think of a retort, but all that had come out was Phainon’s name on his tongue, pathetic and weak and so very needy. Things Mydei would be embarrassed by if not for that cock jackrabbiting into him, drawing out garbled moans every time Phainon slammed over his prostate. 

“Shh.. No need to reply.” Phainon told him, and the way he was so breathily speaking and panting made Mydei only offer a weak noise in reply, “I’m giving you personalized asmr, remember?”

“A deep tissue massage asmr..” Phainon explained, and if Mydei was in the right mind he would have told that man he did not know how to massage at all, but he wasn’t. “Nice and deep in here, where you’re most tense.”

“Mm.. See.. You're clenching so much when I rub here.” Mydei only gasped at that, feeling Phainon readjust himself to aim for a spot in specific with a knowing hum leaving his own throat over Mydei’s instant reaction; “Must be lots to work out there.”

“Phainon!” Mydei hissed out, it was too much, too focused on rubbing into his prostate, there was no way he could stop from climaxing if the bastard didn’t stop himself from rubbing the head of his cock into it. Each cruel thrust of his hips seemed so deliberate, pushing into that spot and making Mydei’s body go taut with pleasure. 

“Don’t worry, I’m massaging it nicely, aren't I?” Phainon only hummed out, clearly enjoying the view of Mydei clenching his entire body around him weakly - Needily moaning out as he was plowed deep and senseless. 

“Wait- I’ll-”

“Go ahead, let it out.” Phainon interrupted Mydei’s pathetic rambles of warnings, speeding up if anything as he milked Mydei’s prostate at a brutal pace; “Let me know how satisfactory your deep reaching massage has been.”

Mydei couldn’t argue back - He couldn’t think straight. All he could focus on was the blinding pleasure harshly pulsing through him like electricity, his body going rigid as he moaned. He wasn’t even sure if he could remember how to breathe as he shot his cum onto his own bed messily. All he could think about was the way Phainon hadn’t stopped, still thrusting into him so deliciously as Mydei’s mouth was agape in a silent moan.

“Wasn’t that good?” Phainon cooed, finally slowing his pace as he watched Mydei orgasm, clearly savoring the view as he gave a quiet whistle. Mydei could only attempt to get his breath back as he blinked open his eyes slowly, glancing at Phainon who only tilted his head curiously as their eyes met. “Ah, but my dearest viewer.. You’re still awake..”

“Phainon..” Mydei mumbled out, and he wasn’t even sure what he was going to say. His mind was still blank with pleasure that was causing him to tremble slightly. 

“That’s no good..” Phainon murmured, slowly drawing himself out to snap his hips forward and that ripped a groan from Mydei’s throat - His insides felt like jello, like nothing was real - It was too much, not enough, and way too much still.

“Wait- I just came!” Mydei tried to hiss out, his hand gripping the sheets as he narrowed his eyes to Phainon who only seemed rather amused by that. Those eyes in the dim lighting still looked so very hungry beneath them - Like Mydei was a rabbit he had been so desperately wanting to catch and sink his fangs into, and now he truly had him in the deepest possible way.

“That’s fine, a nice over-stimulation session will make you very tired!” Phainon told him with a quick nod before looking away to focus on holding onto Mydei, clearly looking down at where they were connected as he began to plow into him quickly - and so terribly deeply that Mydei had no hopes of holding back the way his toes curled into it. 

“Still feels good, doesn’t it?” Phainon asked, clearly aware he was enjoying the depth as Mydei had done a poor job of stopping his moans from leaking out - only able to pathetically let Phainon use him through the over-stimulation. 

“How many times did you masturbate to my videos, Mydei?” 

Mydei couldn’t think straight as Phainon kept slamming into him, bottoming out with every single push inwards, Mydei could only whimper each time he pushed into his prostate. His own cock twitching weakly against the bed sheet beneath him and the wet ribbons of white on the sheets. “I.. I don’t know.. Four times, maybe.”

“Four times where only my voice was invited..” Phainon rather darkly muttered, before giving a small laugh, as if he suddenly found it amusing with the slapping noise of his hips meeting Mydei’s entrance piercing Mydei’s ears. “That hurts, Mydei.”

“I guess you’ll just have to orgasm five times tonight to make up for it.” Phainon told him softly, returning to that coaxing voice from his videos and Mydei couldn’t shake the way it sent a full on tremble through his body weakly. 

“I can’t..” Mydei whined out, feeling his body tense so badly over it, he wanted to do whatever this man told him.. But five..

“Mydei..” Phainon languidly hummed, his pace not slowing, but Mydei could barely even focus on him - His entire body felt numb and bursting with pleasure again, it was almost like..  “Mydei.. Hey Mydei?” 

“Mydei.. You’re.. You’re cumming again..” Phainon informed him softly, still not slowing his brutal pace, clearly now chasing his own orgasm and being added with Mydei’s insides twitching and clenching down on him so needily. 

“No..” Mydei told him weakly. As if denying it would help him. 

“Yes you are, look.” Mydei slowly blinked his eyes to look at his own neglected erection, one that was once again spilling onto his own bed sheets,  “Wow.. My dear Mydeimos is so talented in bed..”

“There’s no way..” Mydei almost cried out, the embarrassment burning into his skin, he wanted to hide away - Why was he already cumming again? His mind couldn't understand it, but with each twitch of his cock and sputter of sperm he couldn’t deny it - Only weakly whining out a pathetic noise of dissatisfaction over it.

He could only blink away the tears building in the corner of his eyes as he watched his orgasm pass with each thrust of Phainon’s cock into him - making Mydei’s own spill more of his sperm onto the sheets with Phainon’s rough movements.

“I’m so happy I get to see this.” Phainon practically purred out, so low and hungry as it reached Mydei’s ears who could only only slightly squirm with his aching orgasm, his body shaking from the over extortion by now. 

“You feel so good too, can I come too?” Phainon asked, but not really, instead merely plunging himself deeply into Mydei and orgasming anyway - That dragged a heady groan from Mydei’s lips over the burst of warmth he felt and the twitching pumping feeling of Phainon so deep inside of him. “Finally.. You’re all mine..” 

Mydei was beyond thankful for Phainon orgasming, it allowed him to actually catch a moment to breathe - shallow and rigid and his eyes betrayed him, glancing down at the amount of liquid he had already shot on his own bed sheets. He felt beyond pathetic for it, both climaxes so close together.. But it wasn’t his fault.

It was Phainon’s - No one was supposed to actually put their entire eight inches into someone!

Let alone Mydei who had dreamed of Phainon doing this to him for years.. How was he not supposed to come quickly on it?

“Are you alright?” Phainon’s voice knocked his senses back into him, making his eyes drift from his still somehow stiff cock to Phainon who was looking down at him much too sweetly - Too sweet for a man who Mydei could feel actively pumping his come into Mydei’s ass. Eight inches deep as well. 

“I’m fine..” Mydei mumbled out slowly, really kind of debating if he was fine - His body felt like it wasn’t even real and his mind was swirling. 

“Okay.” Phainon said with a small nod, “I’m going to keep going then.”

“Wait-” Mydei attempted to croak out, to beg for a break, but Phainon immediately answered him by pulling out slowly only to once again slam himself in, yanking garbled moans from Mydei’s lips instead of his pleas. And those only sounded like music to Phainon’s own ears.

“Too late - You said you’re fine! Let’s go for a third!” Phainon said gleefully, clearly reinvigorated by Mydei’s noises over that one rough thrust into him as he began his quick pace again - And Mydei could only swallow over the sound of wet obscene noises from where they were conjoined, his legs feeling numb by how long Phainon had been inside of him.

Phainon was unaware that though, only slightly raising himself up more to angle deeper - if that were even possible before slamming down to his balls into Mydei. 

“Phainon!” Mydei couldn’t even stop that cry of Phainon’s name - and he didn’t even know if he was going to beg him to stop, or to go faster at this point, his body was beyond exhausted. But he wanted Phainon so very badly, nothing in his head made sense, and Phainon’s deep thrusting into him like Mydei belonged to him was the only thing that added up right now. 

“It’s alright. You like it don’t you, my dear prince?” Mydei couldn’t help but clench over that, his body tensing over the return of Phainon speaking to him like it was one of his videos while still using his hole so roughly; “You like your knight plowing into you like this.”

“You like being told to lay there and being fucked senseless.” Phainon continued, and Mydei couldn’t help but whimper and clench down on him with each degrading tease that left those vile lips. Each word meant for his sensitive ears only. “And that’s alright. I’m here to serve you, like all knights would for their prince.”

“Phainon..” Mydei muttered out, not really sure where his head was at anymore. 

“What part of that roleplay do you like the most?” Phainon asked so gently, an earnest question. His favorite part? That was too embarrassing to say out loud, he could only give a weak groan as Phainon kept his harsh assault up on his insides, wet and loud in Mydei’s ears with each thrust.   

“Is it when I save you from your bad home?” Phainon offered with another deep harsh thrust inwards, pulling a moan from Mydei’s lips in a pant,

“Maybe the romantic picnic together..?” Phainon continued, still plowing into him before giving a low ‘hmm’ing noise, as if he was actually trying to figure this out and not just pushing himself in and out of Mydei’s insides at an alarming speed. “We already tested the ear eating part, you do seem to enjoy that..”

“Is it how we get married in the end?” Mydei couldn’t help the way he twitched over that, the way he clenched out - like his body was actively working against him to make the most embarrassing things come to light. In turn, Phainon only seemed to angle himself to start hitting Mydei’s prostate again - As if to reward him.

“Would you like that, Mydei?” Mydei could only answer with a pathetic mewling of a moan, his hands gripping tightly at the wet sheet from his own semen loosely - his entire body was burning and each thrust into his prostate made his mind only swim. It was horrible. It was addicting. He never wanted Phainon to stop.

“Being my prince forever? Just like this?” Phainon inquired softly, still roughly hitting that spot, as if his insides weren’t already convulsing and clenching onto Phainon’s cock against his will already enough. 

“Phainon-” Mydei barely gasped out, his body felt like it was on fire, so tight and tense and unable to unwind - He was unraveling at the very seams around Phainon plunging into his prostate so quickly. 

“You’re so cute..” Phainon continued, wholly unaware of the way Mydei couldn’t even function, his entire body felt like it was giving up. “You don’t voice your truth much.. But this lower pliant part of you is so honest with me.”

“Stop..” Mydei tried to hiccup the words out, but he couldn’t only weakly let out a pathetic noise as he felt the dam break again.

“You’re tightening so much, cumming again, sweetheart?” Phainon asked softly, still moving inside Mydei, pushing himself deeper inside at a rather languid pace.

“I can’t..” Mydei murmured out, trying his best to blink away the stars dotted his vision but it really wasn’t helping. He wasn’t only vaguely aware of the way Phainon had stopped moving, instead leaning over him as he slowly closed his eyes. 

Just for a minute.. 

He couldn’t think straight and his body was exhausted..

“Mydei..?”

“...Mydei?”

Mydei blinked his eyes open in a daze, not even very aware of where he was but what he was  very aware of were those hands curled around him tightly, the man nuzzling into his neck from behind him, and the hard cock lodged into his ass still. Phainon did say he would keep it in there all night so Mydei couldn’t find himself blaming him - He had agreed to that after all, granted. 

That was before he knew it was an eight inch monster. 

His eyes blinked at how bright it was in his room now, it was clearly day time outside..

“When.. Did I fall asleep?” Mydei rasped out, feeling himself give way to a yawn as that cock inside him moved slightly from Phainon leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek gently. Much too gently for someone that had just used Mydei as a cockwarmer all night. 

“The third time you orgasmed you clocked out immediately for the night.” Phainon informed him, a bit of mischief in his voice as he pushed Mydei’s hair back slowly from his face, peppering more kisses there as he rolled his hips slowly, grinding into Mydei. 

“.. Oh.” Mydei tried to ignore that movement, the deepness of Phainon erection that he was now somehow becoming used to as it pressed deeper into him, deliciously rubbing into his prostate - easily making Mydei hard again, and he could only find himself creasing his brow. He clearly wasn’t escaping this bed this morning without being pressed into it again. 

“That resets it back down to zero, by the way.”

“.. Resets what?” Mydei asked, though his mind was really just focused on the wetness he felt when Phainon moved inside him - Those sparkles of pleasure in his stomach with each meeting of Phainon’s hips into his ass slowly. 

“The counter of making you orgasm five times in one night.” Phainon said in his normal voice, no longer asmr, only happy-go-lucky Phainon. The version of him more akin to a puppy, but Mydei could only wonder how long that would last with the man’s hard erection already buried into him and the knowledge that his ‘recording’ voice turns Mydei on. 

“That..” Mydei trailed off, he honestly had forgotten about that - The idea of staying conscious while orgasming five times in one go as Phainon pounded into his ass sounded really, really, impossible. 

But that may have been the point.

“Did you sleep well, though?” Phainon innocently asked, still peppering gentle kisses to Mydei in a way that made his heart thud against his ribcage - So kind and sweet. Mydei would have turned and kissed him back if not for the fact maybe eight inches were shoved into his hole. 

“.. Somehow.” Phainon beamed at Mydei over the answer before his hands dipped before the covers, finding purchase on Mydei’s hips tightly.

“Mm! Then we’ll try again now.” 

“Try.. Again?..  Now?”

“Don’t worry, there’s still lots of lube and my come inside, I never pulled out like I promised.” Phainon mused, his voice instantly dropping and garnering a strangled noise from Mydei’s throat - A noise that only worsened as Phainon slowly pulled out, keeping the tip inside only to slam fully back in accompanied by an obscene squelching noise of come and lube as he went. 

“Phainon, wait, my lecture!” Mydei hurriedly groaned out, immediately feeling his body working against him and quickly sporting an erection regardless of his words. His insides clenched down on Phainon who only buried himself inside of Mydei and leaned up to his ears yet again, licking the shell of Mydei’s ear slowly. 

“Let’s try again and make you climax five times during sex, Mydei.”

Chapter Text

Mydei’s life had arguably been a nightmare or dream depending on how you viewed it ever since he had confessed to listening to Phainon’s asmr to fall asleep.

Let alone how many times Phainon had shown up to personally give him ‘asmr private sessions’.

By now - they were officially dating and the bets that were placed on if they would were dished out by their friends. There was no way they couldn’t be dating, anyway, with how Phainon was constantly pressing against him and making it a point to whisper into his ears.

The man was insufferable.

The worst part was how he now was at Mydei’s dorm room doorstep at the dead of night giving Mydei those puppy eyes he knew Mydei couldn’t resist.

Insufferable. Utterly. 

“I just had an idea for asmr, that’s all.” Phainon’s lazy excuse began, and Mydei had to fight the urge to slam the door shut - had to fight the urge to say he didn’t want his ass to hurt in the morning.

Instead, he sighed, rolling his eyes slowly at the man who was already here in his pajamas and a bag on his hip; “That’s great. I’m sure your next video will be wonderful. Goodnight.”

Mydei moved to close the door - he really did, only Phainon effortlessly caught it, waving a hand in defeat.

“Wait wait, grumpy! This one is private asmr! Just for you!” Phainon told him much too cheerfully and Mydei knew damn well that meant he was going to end up pressed down into his bed with Phainon’s whole eight inches deep inside of him for a long period of time.

Usually, Mydei didn’t mind and even welcomed the feeling of Phainon fucking him senseless nowadays, but..

“It’s finals week. I don’t have time for your ‘private sessions’ , Phainon.” Mydei hissed out, once again trying to shut his damn dorm door that Phainon still wouldn’t budge against, clearly still beaming at him.

“On the contrary! This is the perfect time my gorgeous boyfriend needs good sleep!” Phainon only beamed out, so very gleefully that Mydei was weak to. He was only ever weak to indulge in this damn man, he knew that, painfully so as he swung his door fully open again, narrowing his eyes at Phainon.

“.. Only if you swear to not carry on in the morning.” Mydei hissed out, and Phainon visibly pouted over that - of course he had to make Phainon agree not to press him down into the bed in the morning as well.

Phainon had made him miss way too many classes by convincing Mydei to have another ‘wake up’ round. 

Rounds that always ended up taking hours until Mydei’s legs were shaking like jello and his whole body was aching from his orgasms even as Phainon kept thrusting into him like a horny rabbit.

“You’re so mean to me..” Phainon huffed out, still obviously keeping a puppy pout on his expression to hope Mydei fell for it - only Mydei narrowed his eyes, staring his boyfriend down with a death glare. 

“Promise it, Phainon.”

Phainon let out a dramatic breath, a deep sigh; “Fine, fine. I promise, Mydei! Just tonight, none in the morning!”

Mydei stepped to the side at that, allowing Phainon to perk up immediately as he practically skipped into Mydei’s dorm room as the blonde shut and locked it behind him. 

“What is your idea you want to test?” Mydei asked, clicking the lock as he gave a sigh, his eyes moving to follow after Phainon - stalling at that curious canvas bag he had brought with him. 

“Let’s undress!” Phainon instead answered as he moved to Mydei’s bed, throwing down that bag before swiftly removing his own shirt. 

“That’s.. Abrupt.” Mydei hissed out, a brow arching as he slowly stalked after the man - stalling a few feet away as he watched the shirtless Phainon unpack that bag onto Mydei’s bag.

Lube, that was normal.

Phainon’s phone, that was normal.

The last thing.. However..

Mydei slowly blinked as it joined the other two things on the bed; “.. What is that?”

Phainon only somewhat turned to look at Mydei innocently, blinking those wide blue eyes before smiling so very politely; “A stethoscope.”

Mydei slowly blinked, watching the way Phainon beamed at him as he stepped closer, inching towards his own bed to stare at the damn stethoscope with confusion etching his features.

“And for what, Phainon?” Mydei prodded further, eyes slowly narrowing at his boyfriend who only still looked so very innocently back at him.

An expression Mydei knew to be a flat out well practiced lie by now with how often he ended up getting his ass plowed due to falling for it.

“The asmr we’ll be doing later.”

Mydei didn’t dare question that, didn’t dare question what the hell that could mean, instead only sighing as he blinked at it, still a few feet away from the bed.

“.. Is it medical grade?”

“Yep!”

“Hm..” 

“Don’t be so grumpy, come here.” Phainon cooed softly before easily kicking off his shoes along with his shorts, plopping unceremoniously down at the edge of Mydei’s bed with a smile on his lips as Mydei watched him - blue eyes meeting gold.

“You’re already hard?” Mydei hissed out as his eyes paused on the achingly long cock that always made Mydei’s body weak and unable to stand for at least an hour after taking it all, swallowing slightly at the sight of it.

It was truly nothing he ever got used to.

Phainon only smiled wider, spreading his legs a bit to help Mydei enjoy the view - unabashedly aware of the way Mydei had been staring at it. “I’m not ashamed of it! Yep!” 

Mydei only stood a few feet away, creasing his brows as he stared at his boyfriend - as he stared egregiously at him and fully knowing what that man wanted from him.

He always wanted the same thing at the start, anyways.

“.. I assume you’re waiting for me to give you a blowjob?” Mydei asked regardless, voice teetering on sarcasm as he slowly moved closer to Phainon - very aware of the way he knew he would give Phainon what he wanted. 

“Wow.. My boyfriend knows me so well!” Phainon teased happily as Mydei now brushed a hand on one of his legs lazily with a heavy sigh.

“You act like you don’t want to make me deepthroat you every time you come over..” Mydei hissed at him, though Mydei was no better as he willingly dropped to his knees at the edge of the bed - cock twitching as Phainon only spread his legs a bit to make room for Mydei in between them.

It’s not that Mydei really enjoyed having his throat abused per say, but he did thoroughly enjoy the way Phainon always plowed him until he came afterwards.

Give and take type of situation.

That’s how Mydei saw it as he moved his head to Phainon’s thigh, giving that already hard erection a few lazy pumping motions in between his hand - more testingly than anything as he watched a bead of precum form at the slit of it.

Mydei sucked in the last bit of free air before nuzzling close to Phainon’s cock - only to give a small kitten lick to the head of it, rolling his tongue over the slit painfully slowly.

Mydei never truly got used to the taste of Phainon’s semen on his tongue, hot and so painfully salty, but it was worth it considering the groans that left Phainon’s mouth as Mydei lifted his cock upwards slightly to run his tongue down the base of it. His tongue slowly tracing at the veins, kissing them with little suckles as he went, always marveling over how long and thick his boyfriend was.

It was sinful to remember Phainon loved to shove all of that into either of Mydei’s holes, all of those terrible inches spearing him open almost nightly, and so very wicked to think about the warmth Mydei felt in his stomach over just the thought of having it inside of him.

Mydei gave a small kiss to the tip before slowly rubbing his lips on the slit teasingly, savoring the way he heard Phainon audibly sigh as his tongue lapped up the precum there again with a lazy pump of his hand along the length.

“Fuck..” Phainon groaned out as Mydei slipped the start of the tip past his lips to give a light suck on it as he hollowed his cheeks, in that same voice that burned Mydei’s ears yet equally made his ow cock twitch in excitement, only spurring him on to take in a bit more of Phainon’s erection into his mouth, popping the entire head of it into his mouth lovingly. 

“Go on Mydei.. You know better than that.” Phainon told him softly, before slowly dragging his voice into that cursed voice he used only during sex and his asmr videos; “All the way down your throat.”

Phainon spoke gently but so very firmly, a hand reaching to press the back of Mydei’s head to slide him along forcefully. Mydei was used to this already, used to how much Phainon enjoyed making him deepthroat his cock - but they both knew Mydei enjoyed when Phainon made him do it.

Phainon’s other hand slowly joined the first, forcing Mydei to swallow at the intrusion lodged in his throat, forcing Mydei to choke more into his mouth willingly.

“How long can you keep all of it in your throat now after all this practice?” Phainon cooed at him, so very sweetly and Mydei could only suffer through trying to weakly swallow and suckle on the length inside his mouth - feeling the drool leaking out of his lips and Phainon pressed him against his base - his nose against the silvery white pubs there.

“You know the deal.” Phainon murmured, making Mydei blink back tears as he attempted to breathe - as he attempted to swallow the lodged cock inside. 

Mydei could only flutter his eyes shut, desperately trying to roll his tongue around the sensitive underside as he felt Phainon’s hand gently threading through his hair tenderly. Mydei tried to swallow as Phainon moved slightly, leaning back more on the bed lazily but keeping a hand firmly on the back of Mydei’s head - locking him in place with Phainon’s entire length buried in his throat.

“You’ve gotten so good at this, you should cockwarm me with your mouth like this under my desk while I record asmr.”

Mydei’s face seared with the praise, nothing he ever thought he would earn in his life - but he didn’t relent, didn’t give the sign that he had enough yet, only allowed Phainon to continue playing with the back of his hair as his throat bobbed to suckle at his cock.

“Wouldn’t it be nice? Falling to sleep to the sound of my voice while knowing I recorded it with you deepthroating me?”

Mydei swallowed at the intrusion - trying his best to ignore the way his cock twitched in his shorts over the idea. It was mortifying to consider, absolutely humiliating to have his throat used like that - Mydei nuzzled it deeper regardless, savoring the way Phainon gave a quiet hum before moving his foot to press at Mydei’s growing hardon in his shorts.

Mydei furrowed his brows at that, shutting his eyes even harder to try to focus on not choking - to focus on not gagging on Phainon’s cock, and Phainon only seemed amused by that as he hummed softly.

Mydei winced as a spark of electricity and pleasure shot up his spine - tingling him over the way Phainon rolled the heel of his foot across Mydei’s own growing erection. Instead, Mydei tried to swallow at Phainon’s cock, unable to truly move due to the way Phainon would press him back down onto his length if he even tried.

They had done this many times by now, anyway. 

Mydei however, couldn’t stop the choke he felt as Phainon’s toes slowly found the tip of Mydei’s cock, languidly pressing against the slit there. The light-headedness from having eight inches in his throat along with the twitch of his hips trying to chase the friction of Phainon’s foot made him delirious. 

He couldn’t do this. He could only weakly raise a hand to Phainon’s wrist, tapping at it three times slowly to make the man grasp at his hair and yank him backwards - making Mydei pathetically sputter out drool from his lips in thin lines as that long cock left him.

That hand gently left the back of his head as Mydei found himself sitting there coughing, hacking painfully as he tried to swallow nothing but his own spit, salty and so very painful with each movement of his throat.

“Ah.. Still not as long as your record.” Phainon chided him softly, giving a small ‘tch’ing noise as Mydei coughed a few more times; “You know the punishment for that, my beloved. We’re trying to raise your record time deepthroating me, not go back down!”

Mydei could only wheeze pathetically, swallowing at the slobber and spit around his mouth - the salty taste of Phainon’s precum staining his tongue and taste buds easily as his cock throbbed and ached.

How was he supposed to focus on swallowing Phainon’s cock and keeping it there when the man so obviously wanted Mydei to fail and give up? Playing with his erection while he had Phainon's absurdly big cock down his throat should be considered cruelty.

“On your back, head hanging off the bed, shirt off or rolled up so I see your perky nipples. You know the deal, Mydei.” Phainon directed him as Mydei stood with another shaky and well..

Mydei did, he understood completely what Phainon wanted to do to him as punishment and some sinful part of Mydei always obeyed, moving onto the bed easily to flop down - hanging his head lazily over the side before swallowing once more. Slowly moving to roll his shirt up to his neck, used to the way Phainon loved to squeeze and pull at them by now.

That chest was still heaving heavily over the way his airway had been blocked for so long - though he knew that was about to get so much worse.. 

Yet he was willing.

Doing his best to get air before opening his mouth fully, eyes half-lidded as he watched Phainon languidly stoke himself a few times, blue eyes only intently staring down at him before lining the head of his cock up with Mydei’s lips. 

Phainon didn’t say a word as he placed a hand on Mydei’s neck softly, pressing the head of his slobber soaked cock on Mydei’s lips, slowly sliding his slit across them with a satisfied hum before guiding himself into his pliant mouth.

Mydei winced over the abruptness of it - the way Phainon tightened his hold on his neck slightly, causing his cock’s head to rub even more of Mydei’s throat uncomfortably. 

It’s not like it was the first time however, Mydei had quickly learned Phainon really did enjoy facefucking him and cumming down his throat mercilessly.

Mydei enjoyed it in a twisted way - the way he didn’t have to think for himself, only taking what Phainon would offer him as he gripped at the bed uselessly, trying to swallow around the cock that was leisurely beginning to move. Trying to breathe in between Phainon’s balls hitting his nose between every rough thrust all the way down Mydei’s throat.

Mydei only made pathetic, choked, and obscene wet noises with each thrust into his mouth, unable to control his own drool as that thick and long member slid into him - honestly, it had been hell on earth trying to adapt to swallowing eight inches. Mydei had hissed at him so many times that it wasn’t possible, gagged on him, choked and struggled. 

But the way Phainon seemed so adamant, praising him and forcing his head back down - it was as if Mydei’s body finally relented and learned to adapt to such a demonic cock. Even now as tears streamed from his eyes messily - he could only focus on the way Phainon rubbed Mydei’s neck up and down as he thrusted into him. 

It hurt like hell - his throat always was so raw and abused the next day, almost painful to speak and eat. 

Yet some sick part of him enjoyed it, enjoyed listening to Phainon moan with each thrust, growing more and more desperate with each push into Mydei’s mouth.

Enjoyed the burning of tears as Phainon slammed inwards, rolling his hips as he squeezed Mydei’s throat while lodged into there - making it tighten around his cock as Mydei choked back ragged breaths and spit from his lips. Feeling the way the head of Phainon’s cock rubbed harshly against his throat - brushing against every ridge there as Phainon squeezed down in time with his thrusts.

Phainon buried himself deep, lodging his cock snugly inside before letting out a quiet sigh as he leaned over Mydei slightly - something Mydei was only aware of due to the shifting member in his throat. Mydei’s eyes had closed a bit ago, it was hard to keep them open without crying more.

Phainon leaned away again, giving a small hum as he slowly withdrew, which was an oddity.

Phainon had made it a habit to come in Mydei’s throat at least once before rawwing Mydei, and as that cock left Mydei’s mouth with an obscene and messy amount of drool attached Mydei gave shaky shallow breaths to steady himself. 

Blinking golden eyes open to look upwards at Phainon from his upside down position - only to freeze at the way Phainon was holding his phone now. 

Recording him.  

Recording the way Mydei’s throat was being so roughly used as a pliant hole for Phainon.

Phainon only gave a lop-sided smile as their eyes met before his hand moved to guide the slit of his cock back to Mydei’s lips and gently nudged at them with it to open his mouth again. 

Mydei debated growling at him, telling him to shut it off, but something about it made his cock twitch ashamedly in his pants all the same. 

So his lips betrayed his better judgement and languidly opened to allow the cock back into his wet mouth easily.

Phainon was merciless as he slid his entire length back in and moved his hand to rub at Mydei’s neck again, pressing down lightly with a hum. Something Mydei could only furrow his brows at, still attempting to see if Phainon was truly recording this, truly recording the way Mydei was being facefucked. 

Mydei could only make a pathetic noise even if he was as Phainon slid out and back in, tightening his grip slightly on Mydei’s neck to hold him firmly in place.

Mydei tried to shut his eyes again - focusing on the way his shorts and underwear felt so strained, focusing on the wet sloppy noises leaving his own throat painfully with each shove of Phainon’s full length into him. Praying the man came soon so he would be free from the onslaught, still managing his attempts to swallow it down and pleasure Phainon.

Phainon was remarkably quiet however - something about that made Mydei’s face burn.

Burn with the realization he was being quiet so he only would record Mydei’s wet obscene noises with each thrust into his lips, each slide against his tongue and jamming against his throat to earn a pained gagged noise from Mydei.

It made his face burn.

So very badly, and yet, he felt so painfully hard as he clutched at his bed weakly, only pathetically trying to angle his head better for Phainon’s pleasure. Every thrust made him sputter out a weak pathetic noise, wet and obscene to his own ears - he couldn’t imagine what it sounded like on the recording.

He couldn’t imagine what Phainon even wanted to use that recording for. 

And he especially couldn’t imagine he was actually fully letting Phainon do this, that hand still squeezing at his neck with every thrust as Mydei could only uselessly use his lips to try to swallow Phainon’s length. 

An impossible task as Phainon withdrew at the way to his tip - pausing to let Mydei breath slightly and move his tongue across the slit there before it fully slammed back in.

Phainon repeated that, sliding out to the head of his cock, letting Mydei lick at it slowly before slamming into the back of his throat harshly to work out garbled noises from the rough usage of his mouth.

Phainon for once didn’t give a warning, just pushing himself in slowly as far in as possible before Mydei felt that ever familiar burning sensation down his throat, able to feel the way Phainon’s cock was moving to pump its load down his throat. 

Mydei gave a quiet, weak, and very gagged whimper over it, swallowing pathetically around the intrusion in an attempt to swallow down the semen he had no choice but to accept into him regardless.

Phainon still said nothing, made no noises eerily, only slowly moved his squeezing hand up and down on Mydei’s throat - as if he were stroking his length inside of Mydei there.

This part never got easier - having to try to drink all of what Phainon would shove into him with that monster of a cock was slightly easy due to how far down his throat it went, but it didn’t stop him from choking due to the sensation of come being spilled into him.

Phainon never minded, other times, Phainon even said it made his orgasm feel even better when Mydei’s throat was choking and struggling around him.

Mydei had called him a freak - but never gave the signal to stop, either.

Mydei could only blink away tears as Phainon gave a low hum, throwing something on the bed after that noise - something Mydei could only assume was the phone he had been recording on.

Phainon’s length didn’t leave his mouth however, painfully rolling his hips forward to make Mydei give a weak muffled noise - feeling how raw his throat was with every movement and how hot his insides felt from the sperm now inside his stomach and his own burning neglected erection aching for attention.

Phainon if anything only leaned forward more, a movement that made Mydei’s already struggling breath hitch as Phainon’s hands found the hem of his pants to slowly tug it down. Not at all gentle however, swinging his hips slightly back and forth to keep Mydei focused on the fact he was still supposed to be pleasuring Phainon here.

Mydei only gripped the sheets harder, trying to move his drool soaked lips against the base of Phainon’s cock as it barely moved in and out of his mouth with his hips.

“You’ve gotten so good at this, it’s sinful, really.” 

Phainon mused as Mydei’s cock sprung free, he would have sighed at the release of pressure if not for the way Phainon purposefully jerked his hips forward - not keen on Mydei stopping his suckling it seemed. 

Mydei only obeyed those wishes with his lips pitifully, unable to stop the jerk of his hips as Phainon’s hand slowly wrapped around the head of his cock - giving a lazy rub across his slit with the pad of his thumb.

Mydei found himself arching into that touch as Phainon languidly continued it, only wiping away the beads of precum that dared to form there before leaning away again to rub at Mydei’s nipples instead.

“Would you pierce these for me?” Phainon asked in a sickly sweet tone, one that he knew Mydei always folded to - his thumb rubbing at the pink buds there with Mydei’s own cold wet precum slowly.

“It could be your birthday gift this year to me.” Phainon only continued before leisurely dragging his hips away from Mydei’s mouth, moving slightly to fully withdraw himself. Mydei could only raggedly breathe, gasping for air and his own sanity over the dizzying effects of not having nearly enough oxygen for so long.

Phainon didn’t seem to mind, only bringing his thumb to Mydei’s still upset down covered in drool and cum face; “Taste yourself.”

Phainon wasn’t really asking as he tucked his thumb into Mydei’s already wheezing mouth, pressing it against Mydei’s tongue and Mydei could only curse himself for the way he shut his lips around it - suckling at the man’s thumb and lapping his own precum off of it.

It didn’t last long as Phainon removed his thumb from his mouth with almost a dreamy sigh as he did so. 

Mydei honestly sat there for a few more seconds, just attempting to stabilize his breathing before Phainon moved to help sit him up slowly, giving a small laugh as he shoved Mydei onto his back - onto his comfortable pillows.

“It’s alright.. Work on gathering your air, Mydei.” Phainon mumbled as he moved to cage around Mydei’s face with his hands, leaning down to lick at Mydei’s face - to lap up the drool mixed with Phainon’s own come like some type of demented dog.

After a few seconds of making Mydei’s face burn in the wake of his warm tongue licking him clean - Phainon moved to fully remove Mydei’s shorts and underwear. Pausing for a small second before moving back up towards Mydei’s face, only to roll his shirt back up; Ever keen on watching his tits bounce it seemed. 

Mydei only offered a tutting noise at that as he watched Phainon throw his shorts and underwear to the floor before readjusting Mydei’s legs to be spread open for him. Phainon paused, taking in the full sight of Mydei heaving out his shuddering breaths along with his aching cock leaking onto his own stomach.

Mydei could only narrow golden eyes as he stared, watching Phainon’s own blue ones trace over his body - over his tattoos. 

Phainon met his eyes before giving a small smile at the meeting of eye contact, something that shouldn’t make Mydei flustered due to the fact he was gagging on his cock twenty second ago - but it did. Mydei darted his eyes away, not immune to the small huff of a laugh Phainon gave at that.

Phainon moved slightly at that, and Mydei’s attention immediately snapped back when he heard the lube bottle opening - only for Phainon to grab onto Mydei tightly before heaving him up slightly, just enough to directly pour the chilled lube directly against his hole.

“You-” Mydei hissed out over the feeling over it, over the way he now was lower in his bed, ass slightly propped up.

“Well,” Phainon began in that painful asmr voice, so deep and rich, the one he knew Mydei loved and the one his cock loved as well - visibly twitching over it being used again. “Your body surely remembers the shape of me by now.”

Mydei found his thoughts reeling over that dizzily, trying to mull over the meaning but Phainon only continued on, pressing the head of his cock against Mydei’s hole easily to push it into him.

And Mydei was almost embarrassed over how easily that thick head did slide in - like his body really did carve out a space for him inside due to how much Phainon had been fucking him lately.

“See?” Phainon teased warmly, only giving a small laugh, “So perfect and accepting.” 

Those were the words Phainon said, sure, but Phainon moved to squirt more lube onto his own cock, an obscene amount before sliding in further. Only pausing once more to thumb at Mydei’s hole - easily earning a groan from Mydei over the stretch of it. 

Another groan only joined as Phainon directly squirted lube into there with a small innocent whistle.

Phainon kept this up, only making Mydei more and more baffled, but savored the feeling of slowly filling up, even if he felt absolutely soaked down there as it happened. 

It didn’t take long for Phainon to bottom out, rolling his hips against Mydei’s ass slowly.

“Alright.” Phainon said in a voice much too steady - one that made Mydei flutter his eyes open to focus wholly on the man in his confusion. “Let’s test it.” 

Mydei didn’t have time to question that as Phainon slowly slid out, an action that made Mydei huff slightly - mourning the feeling of that thickness being buried in him before it was slammed back in.

And oh.

Oh.

The sound was so wet and nasty Mydei’s ears burned over it, over each slap of Phainon plunging into him quickly, every thrust in earning more squelching noises. Mydei felt his face on fire, his heartbeat thudding in his ears with every movement Phainon made - not even out of pleasure.

But that damn sound that was echoing against the walls - so wet and absolutely obscene. Mydei felt even more embarrassed by just how much it was turning him on, by how much his cock was twitching with each thrust into him.

Phainon paused however, giving a small hum before burying himself fully inside again and leaning slightly, a movement Mydei watched keenly with interest. Only baffled as he picked up the stethoscope with a hum and slid out slightly, learning up to Mydei.

“Put the earpieces in your ears, and don’t remove them until I come. Keep your hand where I tell you to put it, too.”

Mydei gawked at him at those words, looking at the man’s lube covered hand holding the stethoscope. 

“.. For what?” Mydei hissed at him, baffled over it as he slowly took it from his hands regardless - almost cursing himself for doing so as Phainon only seemed happy by that, keeping ahold of the piece at the end of it.

“For your asmr, silly.” Phainon told him rather flatly, and Mydei found himself glaring slightly - but losing his will to argue much due to the way he desperately wanted that cock in his ass to start moving again.

Maybe he was too weak willed for his childhood friend now turned boyfriend.. He didn’t know.

He did know he only groaned slightly as he gave in, putting those rather uncomfortable earpieces into his eyes and narrowing his eyes at Phainon, waiting. Only Phainon gently took his dominant hand - his right one - and handed him the end of it before pressing it against Mydei’s abdomen.

An action Mydei creased his brows over, staring as Phainon guided him to keep his hand just barely brushing his own weeping dick torturously. 

The oddest part was how muted the world sounded now. Sure, Phainon wasn’t saying anything but even the annoying whirls of electricity in the air were muffled now.

The thing that wasn’t muffled however, was the sound that made Mydei jolt slightly, the sound that almost made him choke more than deepthroating. The sound of Phainon sliding into his stomach - the wet squelching so loud into his ears. 

Mydei found his hand pressed trembling over the burning noise being produced with each languid thrust of Phainon into him - each slow drag that made a shocking series of obscene sounds be made inside of Mydei.

Sounds all so clearly audible through the damnedable device.

Mydei had to choke down even more shame as he watched Phainon retrieve his phone again to obviously record Mydei being dicked down.

Mydei once again debated telling him to fuck off and to shut it off - but those complaints easily were lost in the depths as his mind as Phainon began to quickly thrust into him mercilessly. 

Mydei didn’t know what to focus on - the way that cock seemed to know how to press against his prostate so perfectly - or those loud wet noises in his ears of his own insides being rearranged with each push of that monster back into him.

Regardless - one thing was certain.

One horrible thing on Mydei’s opinion. A dreadful thing.

He couldn’t tell how loud he was moaning. 

His throat already hurt from the abuse earlier, it was impossible to tell if he was really being so very loud - or if he was just already aching from Phainon using him thoroughly. 

Mydei knew he was moaning, it was impossible not to with how easily Phainon carved him open, golden eyes watching each of Phainon’s movements to slam himself back into Mydei. Each thrust making his insides twitch and struggle to adapt to his massive size, each thrust making such horrible sounds reach Mydei’s ears.

And the worst part was how much it was turning Mydei on - how much his cock was pathetically leaking onto his chest with each thrust. He was able to feel himself moaning moan than actually hear it, able to feel the vibrations rattling in his throat over Phainon fucking him.

His moans must have been loud considering as he dared to look at Phainon he could see the man blushing. Flustered while plowing into Mydei relentlessly, mouth agape as he breathed with every thrust, and Mydei found himself wondering if Phainon was moaning as well and he just was robbed of his ability to hear it.

Not really a curiosity that lasted as Phainon thrusted the thoughts out of his head, still keeping his harsh pace of slamming all the way into Mydei and dragging himself out to just the tip staying inside - only to bottom out again.

The worst part of it all had to be his own hand on his abdomen holding the stethoscope’s diaphragm down there, the way he was able to feel Phainon sliding into him, able to hear it made him feel dizzy and lost. The only thing his senses could focus on was that demonic cock rearranging his insides easily.

Even if he tried to use his eyes to focus on Phainon; He only grew flustered over the happy smile on his lips and that phone in his hands recording Mydei.

Mydei wanted to know how loud he was - wanted to know why his voice was aching so much outside the deepthroating. 

But the thrill of being unaware made him excited all the more, he couldn’t really say if he hated that or not with each drag over his prostate. Every thrust only made wet squelches tingle at Mydei’s ears, obscenely and Mydei almost didn’t know if it was the stethoscope or just how much lube Phainon had put into him in general.

Mydei did know he was groaning at the least, groaning each time Phainon fully buried himself inside and this time was no different even as golden eyes struggled to remain open. Struggled to focus on Phainon tossing his phone down again before readjusting Mydei’s legs roughly - a movement that only surely dragged out more moans and noises from his throat.

Phainon moved him easily, one leg for each shoulder before slowly scooting closer if that was possible - only to lean over Mydei, folding him uncomfortably.

It was impossible to say if the position was uncomfortable, or the fact he was moving Mydei around sheathing all of his cock into his hole. Mydei really couldn’t say, only aware he surely was groaning over that cock sliding around inside him slightly. Even worse was the way he could hear it moving, feeling it was one thing, hearing the wetness of his insides was entirely different.

Mydei’s eyes met Phainon’s for just a brief moment, blinking as Phainon spoke, so very muffled.. Mydei didn’t even bother trying to understand it - there was no point when the man started thrusting again, sending his mind swirling anyways.

Oh.

Mydei blinked at the realization, blinked at the sensation, and blinked at the panting white haired man folding him over.

Phainon was at his climax. 

That much was obvious as Phainon shoved himself as deep as possible to start spilling warmly into Mydei.

Mydei however, could only be glad he couldn’t hear that, only choking back a moan as Phainon slowly slid in and out to ride his own orgasm - something Mydei’s twitching wet insides betrayed him with by hugging onto him tightly.

Mydei stiffened at Phainon leaned over him more - pressing him more into that uncomfortable position before one of those hands tugged out an earpiece as Phainon continued pumping into him.

“You’re going to get another noise complaint, by the way..” 

Mydei huffed over that, only breaking into a mewling moan as Phainon thrusted into his prostate again, breath still hot on Mydei’s ear as it fanned over it; “If they evict you, come live with me. I’ll do this to you nightly, my love..”

That sounded more like a threat than an invitation. Mydei would assuredly fail all his classes if he was stuck around Phainon constantly, especially with how drunk he always felt with that cock ramming into him.

Besides, the bastard knew it was all his fault - Mydei had never gotten a single one until Phainon started plowing him every few days. Now he had gotten two due to being unable to keep his voice down, but could you blame him. Eight inches. 

Mydei was halfway aware of the way Phainon took out the other earpiece before tossing it off the side of the bed with a low hum. His arms then moved to slowly tuck beneath Mydei’s head, nuzzling his own head into the crook of Mydei’s neck softly.

It would have been endearing, if Phainon wasn’t buried in his ass and already came deep inside of him. Once in his throat, and once in his ass, at that.

Phainon only lazily swayed his hips, only barely dragging himself in and out as he nipped at Mydei’s earlobe teasingly, running his tongue along the back of the cartilage there hotly. 

“Did you enjoy it? Did it sound good?”

Those questions alone made Mydei’s ears sear. More than Phainon’s tongue lapping at it, that was for sure.

“I..” Mydei trailed off, not even sure where to start with it, not even sure how to start dissecting how much it had turned him on or the way he could feel a cold wet puddle of his own precum on his chest. 

Or the way his hand was slightly wet from holding the diaphragm against himself and his own cock brushing precum onto his hands.

“Why were you recording?” Mydei instead asked, his throat panging with pain over every syllable and he could only choke down a swallow of his own spit over it as if that would soothe the ache of it.

Like hell it would after what Phainon did to him.

“Mmm.. I wanted to hear some asmr too.”

Phainon answered softly, still languidly rolling his hips into Mydei as he breathed hotly on his ear - nuzzling his head there.

“Hearing it is different from you recording us having sex.” Mydei hissed out, trying his best to sound threatening in between a small whining noise that escaped his throat as Phainon dragged over his prostate. 

Phainon gave a soft laugh at that, leaning away slightly to look at Mydei - a gaze Mydei only met through narrowed eyes at his boyfriend. Staring at how soft and kind those blue eyes were, as if they weren’t owned by a man still languidly slapping his hips into Mydei’s ass and drawing small sighs from his lips.

“It’s just for my ears only, I promise.” Phainon told him softly, very tenderly before leaning once more to press his lips timidly to Mydei’s. An action Mydei only welcomed as he moved to wrap his arms around the man’s neck.

Phainon was annoying, a big dicked bastard who never seemed to tire of having sex with Mydei, but he was still Mydei’s..

Mydei could only smile as he returned the kiss, tasting the way Phainon was so desperate, so needy and wanton as he pressed hard into Mydei’s lips.

That kiss didn’t last though, Phainon instead quickly parted to readjust - to start thrusting into Mydei roughly, panting as he went and Mydei was powerless but to moan over the sparks of pleasure being sent up his spine as he leaned into it.

He didn’t even need the stethoscope, the sounds were so obscene and wet without it, each slap of Phainon reentering Mydei only rewarded his ears with a squelching noise. Mydei found his arms only tightening around Phainon’s back, clinging to him with each thrust in.

Mydei hated this.

Hated the way he could orgasm just by Phainon plunging into him repeatedly, it was embarrassing - horribly and terribly embarrassing every time he came. 

Today was no different as he clawed at Phainon pathetic as he shot white onto his own chest, something Phainon only gave a quiet hum over as he didn’t slow his pace - still ramming into Mydei to help him ride out his orgasm with each thrust.

Mydei’s body taut with each thrust, arching into it almost painfully as he weakly moaned, trying to press his head into the soft pillows behind him but unable to due to the damned way Phainon was still cradling him.

“You’re so pretty like this..” Phainon said in his soothing voice, that damn asmr recording voice he used and Mydei could do nothing as his thoughts spiraled, cock twitching over the voice even while cumming with Phainon’s hips not even slowly his sinful thrusting into Mydei. 

So wet and noisy, Mydei could do nothing but close his eyes, whimpering as he slowly came down from his orgasm and settled into overstimulation. 

Something he had long come to terms with the fact Phainon didn’t care about that, he’d fuck Mydei until he was completely senseless - and that seemed to hold true and those thrusts into his prostate hadn’t slowed - dragging out his twitching and soaked insides with each thrust.

“You..” Mydei hissed out, blinking golden eyes open painfully to glare into blue ones that only seemed highly amused.

He knew, anyway.

Phainon had learned by now that Mydei would come easily during his overstimulation, that he would have back to back orgasms.

Mydei could only grit his teeth over it, panting weakly as he squirmed slightly - it was always too much. Too good. His insides were too sensitive, too wet and clenching, he wanted Phainon so badly it hurt.

“Can we get married one day?” 

That question made Mydei reach his orgasm yet again embarrassingly fast, blinking in shock as his insides twitched wildly to clench onto that cock still slapping into him. Mydei couldn’t even manage to reply, instead creasing his eyes closed to press into that jackhammering member plowing him.

Mydei’s head felt like it was swimming, dizzying and intoxicating with every thrust of Phainon slamming back into him - every thrust that his insides instinctually clenched on and tried to pleasure Phainon all the same. Mydei knew he was moaning with each thrust - and even without the stethoscope muffling his hearing he couldn’t tell how loud.

He could only focus on the sheer pleasure fraying his nerves, shocking him with every thrust Phainon gave before Phainon finally stopped, burying himself deeply again.

“Answer me, Mydei.” Phainon said, breathy and air as his hands moved slowly to tilt Mydei’s head, tilting him to look upwards at him and Mydei could only choke for air with the lack of pleasure finally.

“.. You. Are you asking me to marry you?” Mydei asked quietly, his voice hoarse and rough as he spoke and Phainon gave a small bubble of laughter over that, expression softening. 

“Not yet. But one day.” Phainon said equally as soft, his thumb gently rubbing across Mydei’s chin slowly, “I just always wanted to ask you that.”

Mydei stared over that - stared into those blue eyes he had known since childhood. Blue eyes he had known almost his entire life that he entrusted wholly.

Blue eyes of his best friend turned into a lover.

The question sounded like a no brainer, yet easily the most insane thing he had ever been asked, really.

Mydei gave a sheepish laugh, sighing before he spoke; “We’ve only been dating for two months, Phainon.”

“Yet, I’ve always known I wanted to spend my entire life with you, so does that matter?” Phainon immediately fired back easily, words that made Mydei’s mind reel.

It wasn’t that hard to consider.

Mydei felt the same, anyway.

But, panting, insides full of cum and lube, his own semen sprayed across his chest, drenched in his own sweat and a throat raw from deepthroating.

“Ask me to marry you in a more romantic setting, and I’ll say yes. You moron.” Mydei growled at him in retort, and Phainon only beamed at that, dipping his head low to rub their noses together lovingly - much too cutely for the current situation.

“Alright. But that doesn’t make me any less happy!” Phainon told him with another gleeful laugh before straightening out, “Let’s finish up so my fiancé can sleep for his finals!”

Mydei tried to ignore the lurch his heart did over that term being used for him by Phainon - which arguably became easier to do as Phainon slowly leaned all the way back, lowering Mydei’s legs from his shoulders with a quiet hum before slamming back into him so very roughly and deliciously. 

Phainon didn’t give any more warnings as he moved Mydei slightly, tilting his ass upwards more for easier access before beginning his onslaught. 

Mydei couldn’t stop the tremble in his legs with each of Phainon’s thrusts to bottom out inside of him, to reach his deepest depths, he couldn’t stop the whimpers leaving his throat every time either. He could only blink away tears pricking his vision from the exertion wracking his body with each movement of Phainon carving room for himself inside of him.

“What should the main color theme of our wedding be?”

That question asked in Phainon’s asmr voice made Mydei’s thoughts swirl dizzyingly yet again as he glanced upwards as the man was still slamming into him - still making him sputter out weak moans with each crash of their bodies together.

“C-” Phainon slammed immediately into him at that harshly, a movement that made him bite out a groan and arch his back pathetically, fully feeling those fat tears fall from his eyes now over the pleasure ransacking his core in a heated fury. 

“I know you like red,” Phainon’s voice came out light-hearted and easy in between his pathetic and needy pants in time with his thrusting; “But blue is more wedding themed, isn’t it, my dearest?”

Mydei had learned his lesson, only pushing his hips slightly to meet Phainon’s own for more pleasure, groaning over it instead of actually answering Phainon’s question.

It was a trap anyhow. That man would assuredly abuse his hole roughly if he even tried to reply..

“Ye-” Phainon slammed into him, and Mydei’s wicked mind only reveled in the roughness of it - fully drinking in the way he was correct and Phainon hadn’t wanted replies. He just wanted Mydei to listen to him speak like this while fucking him. 

Phainon gave a small hum, moving slightly to lean over Mydei once again, an action Mydei only watched with knitted brows and deep pained pants fluttering from his lips over every rough thrust. Phainon’s hand ghosted slowly, moving to knead at one of Mydei’s breast tenderly, almost reverently before sighing in thought. 

“We should have a private wedding,” Phainon hummed out, not slowing the pounding he was doing to Mydei’s insides even though Mydei could barely hear the damned man over his own aching moans being dragged out, “That way, after we say our vows, I can bend you over the table and make you watch the videos I recorded tonight while I fuck you in your wedding gown.”

Mydei gave almost a snarl at that, something torn between the ripping pleasure of his reaching his own orgasm yet again and the lewd despicable way Phainon was talking to him. 

His mind was a blur as he blinked away the stars in his vision - as he tried to focus on whatever the hell Phainon was telling him before feeling Phainon sheathe himself deeply inside to join him in climaxing and painting his insides white.

Mydei could only groan as Phainon’s hands found their way to his face, holding him there before Phainon crashed his lips into Mydei’s - rougher this time and so so needy as he immediately shoved his tongue into Mydei’s mouth hungrily. 

Mydei didn’t even put up a fight with that, wholly allowing Phainon to desperately lick into him - sucking at every piece of him he could get his lips on messily and Mydei only felt his dick sinfully twitch while still spilling over the way he knew that were both drooling with it running down his own chin.

Mydei loved this desperation Phainon showed towards him, he craved it so twistedly as Phainon sloppily sucked at Mydei’s own tongue needily while still pumping his spend into him warmly.

Mydei couldn’t even pull away from him due to Phainon’s hands firmly holding into place - locking him into being devoured by Phainon’s desperate lips. Mydei gave a quiet moan over the realization, ghost a hand to Phainon’s own face slowly - so very tenderly to rub at his cheek beneath his eye.

A gesture that easily placated Phainon into tearing his lips away to flutter his eyes closed as he leaned into that touch with a thread of drool between them as he went.

“Messy dog.” Mydei sighed out hoarsely, and Phainon offered him a laugh at that, sweet and soothing to his ears.

Phainon only opened those eyes lazily, staring down at Mydei at that, still slightly nuzzling his head against Mydei’s hand gently; “But I’m so very loyal to you, Mydei.”

Mydei couldn’t help but smirk at that, laughing very softly yet fondly as he stared right back at those hazy ocean blue eyes.

“So you are.”

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“Mydei!”

That voice immediately drew Mydei’s eyes away from his book instead slowly crawling up to stare at his beaming boyfriend. Mydei could only scowl over how happy he looked, that was almost never a good thing for Mydei’s own sanity nowadays.

“Yes?” Mydei inquired, languidly looking back at his book, he didn’t really need to focus or study right now, but he never trusted what his boyfriend wanted from him.

Especially not as the man flopped on the couch beside him and instantly placed a hand on his inside thigh, dangerously close to his crotch to slowly rub a small circle there idly.. Temptingly

“What is my beautiful fiancé reading today?”

Mydei scoffed over that teasing question, slowly closing the book to cut a narrowed stare at that hand still rubbing at his tender thigh - he regretted wearing these gym shorts today. Even more so as he watched that hand slowly move to pull the leg hole of them up, hand darting beneath it to rub the sensitive skin of his thigh now without loose fabric blocking the way.

“Do you truly care, or are you desiring something else from me?” Mydei mumbled out, only spreading his leg slightly for easier access for Phainon.

Usually, he’d huff and puff at least a little - but he found himself not having the mind for that today, already growing half hard from just thinking of what Phainon may desire him for tonight.

They lived together now, anyway, so escaping him was useless and most times Mydei also instigated it by purposely bumping into him or brushing against him or even just rubbing him in bed. Some part of ‘shame’ to him was completely thrown out the window when Phainon became privy to every facet of his life..

And also.. His eyes only drifted to that small little promise ring on his finger, the ring that always made him feel such delirious feelings of affection for the man.

He was hopelessly and always had been in love with Phainon - how could he not give into what Phainon wanted and craved from him and only him?

Phainon seeking him out for sex didn’t happen as much as he had expected though, instead he seemed rather happy and coaxed with the mere fact Mydei was always around him when at home. Perfectly satisfied that Mydei awoke in his arms and went to sleep in them.

Not to say their lovelife had died, especially not considering Phainon still rawed Mydei whenever he wanted and currently had a hand groping at him through his underwear in his shorts..

“I made a new asmr video that I think might be my new personal favorite, I was hoping you would be willing to preview it for me, my love.”

Mydei tilted his head at that, knitting his brows as Phainon’s hand moved through his shorts to lazily palm at Mydei through his underwear softly.

“.. Is getting me erect part of previewing it?” Mydei teased, watching as Phainon only leaned into him beside him with a low sigh, head laying on Mydei’s own shoulder as he withdrew his hand. 

Something Mydei only mourned briefly before Phainon returned it quickly, hand going through the top of his shorts this time for a better angle - ducking into his underwear to pull free his cock and rewarding Mydei with skin on skin movements.

Mydei hissed at the delicious friction quietly as he leaned his own head into the top of Phainon’s, raising his hips slowly to meet with Phainon’s hand - golden eyes only staring at the matching ring on his finger as he languidly stroked Mydei into full aching hardness.

“It is. I’ll carry you to bed after if you want.” Phainon told him hushedly and Mydei only groaned softly at that, moving to lean more into their couch to focus on Phainon’s leisurely moving hand. Laying his head back and away from Phainon’s fully to just allow Phainon to do whatever he wanted tonight.

“Pampering me today?” Mydei asked teasingly, shivering as he felt Phainon moving to lick at his now fully exposed neck before sucking down on the tender skin then, still incessantly rubbing Mydei’s cock gently. 

Mydei sighed over it, enjoying Phainon’s hand granting him delicious sparks of friction coiling heat into the pits of his stomach as Phainon sucked at his neck - clearly trying to give him a hickey but Mydei didn’t and never did care about Phainon marking him up as he offered Phainon more space by craning his head away more. 

Phainon had bitten him more times than he could count in the past anyway. His eyes only remained closed, savoring the way the pad of Phainon’s thumb ran over his slit to collect more precum to help glide his hand along his shaft. 

Giving a low hum as Phainon lovingly trailed against the veins on his cock, as if he was taking note of them.

“I’m really excited about today, I spent a long time preparing it.” 

Mydei blinked his eyes open at that, staring at the ceiling for a moment as Phainon’s lips only latched at another spot of his neck to suckle at it harshly, running his tongue along the captured skin as he did. Hand still sloppily and languidly moving up and down Mydei’s shaft - clearly not desiring for him to come anywhere near an orgasm from just those movements alone.

“Preparing what, exactly?” Mydei asked quietly, not overly keen on the way Phainon perked up at that, releasing his lips on Mydei’s neck with an absurdly loud popping noise so he could sit just a tiny bit away to beam at Mydei - to stare at him so intently and withdraw his hand. Mydei instantly mourned the lack of friction, as lazy as it was.

“Do you trust me?” Phainon asked so very innocently that Mydei had to slowly blink at him in disbelief, almost groaning over the way his erection was now neglected in favor of Phainon beating around the bush and seeming almost nervous. 

“.. Yes?” Mydei didn’t really understand that question, they were literally engaged and had been living together for a few months since Mydei got evicted due to the incident.  Why would he not trust his husband-to-be? His betrothed? His childhood best-friend turned boyfriend turned eventual spouse?

Those piercing ocean blue eyes only continued to stare at him with a dangerous emotion buried beneath the surface of them. One that Mydei couldn’t quite decipher as Phainon leaned forward slightly; “Tonight.. Will you let me have full control over you?”

That wording was bizarre to Mydei, they had done many, many odd things during sex but they had never really gone into like.. Bdsm territory if that’s what Phainon was implying here?

“Full control?” Mydei prodded further, he wasn’t against trying things out with Phainon - not at all really, but he didn’t quite know what the man was implying here. Only watching as Phainon seemed more than thrilled over the question, quickly moving to remove Mydei’s shorts and underwear with a short tug that Mydei made no actions or moves to stop.

At that, Phainon quickly moved to tuck his hands under Mydei, lifting him easily and that always made Mydei’s cock twitch slightly when Phainon showed how truly strong he was to pick up Mydei like he weighed near nothingness.

He didn’t dare tell Phainon how much he enjoyed it when Phainon manhandled him, however.

Phainon would never let him live it down, and would probably abuse it during sex - even if that thought alone made Mydei just a tiny bit hornier..  

“Here! I’ll show you.” Phainon spoke happily as he carried him off, his book long forgotten on the couch and an erection now painfully hard between his legs as he simply allowed his fiancé to do as he pleased with him. 

Only growing more confused as they entered their bedroom, light already on and Phainon gently sitting him onto the bed delicately - smile never fading, even as Mydei arched a brow sitting upwards to look at the various items on the bed slowly and meticulously.

“What.. Are these?” Mydei asked as his eyes scanned over them, they were all things he recognized, sure. But .. All together? His mind couldn’t rationalize it - he had never once considered what Phainon wanted to do with him like this.

“Noise cancelling headphones, a blindfold, and some nice plush handcuffs to chain your hands to the bedrest, but I didn’t want them to hurt your wrists!” 

Phainon spoke so merrily and light-hearted that Mydei only snapped his eyes back to him - peering at him meticulously, doing his best to ignore the way Phainon was already also blatantly tenting his shorts as he stood there.

“.. Huh.” Mydei slowly said, leaning back on the bed slightly, still rather to the side of their king sized bed they shared as he roamed his eyes over them; “You.. Want to use all of these on me?”

“At the same time, yes.”

At the same time. 

Blinded.. Deafened.. And bound for whatever Phainon wanted to do to him - completely unable to do anything but take what Phainon was willing to give him.

The thought made Mydei swallow slowly - his mouth felt unbelievably parched as he prayed his dick didn’t betray him and gave signs he liked the idea more than he cared to admit.

“The headphones are set to play some of my favorite asmr for you, and you just have to lay there and enjoy yourself while I pleasure you gently!”

Phainon added as he moved around to the other side, picking up the headphones as if to show them to Mydei and well - Mydei knew them well. Phainon used them quite often while he made his videos that surprisingly made very decent revenue, answering most of Mydei’s questions about how he had his own apartment in college in the first place.

Mydei knitted his brows over that, processing that slowly;  “.. But I won’t be able to see?” 

“Or use your arms.. Or hear me.. No.” Phainon replied in a tone that was almost sheepish, probably due to the topic at hand at Mydei really couldn’t stop his eyes from lingering on the man.

Those headphones were soundproof, Mydei knew that much about them - he wouldn’t be able to hear a thing with those on. It would all be robbed from him.

But something about that.. 

“Hm.” Mydei hummed out quietly, numbly eyeing the items in a sweeping motion as he considered the aching and neglected erection between his legs fully; “.. Fine.”

“Really?” Phainon incredulously asked, and Mydei had to fight down a laugh over how much Phainon had perked up over that - clearly ecstatic over the fact Mydei was agreeing to this idea of his. 

Mydei did scoff however, only feeling slightly antsy as he considered one thing; “How can I give a sign that I don't like something?”

Phainon only blinked at him swiftly from where he stood, head tilting as if he didn’t quite comprehend the question; “Three kicks to my chest?”

“And if my legs are pinned down?” Mydei immediately countered egregiously, narrowing his eyes towards Phainon who looked amused by that question. Amused, probably because Mydei most certainly would be held down at a point and roughly used for Phainon’s own satisfaction.

They both knew that, of course they did, Phainon had a habit of doing that anyway.

“Start growling at me?” Phainon offered innocently in a voice laced with disbelief, and also still that vivid show of amusement; “Your mouth isn’t going to be gagged, beautiful.. Just say something I guess!”

Oh.

Right, Mydei kind of assumed with everything else he would be gagged, but he guessed Phainon liked hearing him whine and moan too much.. Embarrassing for Mydei to know he did. Though, he guessed it was only fair considering how Phainon’s voice made his knees weak when he dropped into his asmr and Mydei reserved one.

“Hmph.” Was all Mydei could say as he felt the heat rise in his face with the compliment, tutting quietly as he furrowed his brows and only watched as Phainon approached him - hands reaching and grabbing at the hem of Mydei’s shirt before he even spoke about what he was doing. 

“Come here.. Let me remove this shirt of yours.” Phainon murmured in a soothing and coaxing tone, bordering the edge of his voice reserved for asmr, even though Mydei was already moving to allow him free access to do just that - raising his arms a bit to make the glide of it over his head easier.

“There.. You’re always so pretty..” Phainon’s eyes immediately latched onto one spot specifically - his chest and upper pectorals as clear as day, not even a hint of trying to hide what drew his attention so strongly. 

After all, Mydei had done what he wished and wanted so earnestly from him.

A gift only Mydei could offer him.

He had waited for Phainon’s birthday, and then pierced his nipples as his gift - a gift Phainon readily accepted and ravished Mydei extensively for that night. That long, torturous night for his nipples where Mydei wasn’t sure how long Phainon had sucked and rubbed at them, but it surely had to have been hours at the least..

The worst part had to be how Mydei indulged this man - he had barely even batted an eye with Phainon kept randomly gifting him different piercings and begging to see them on. Cupping at his breasts and kneading them when Mydei changed into those new piercings as if to inspect them, and not to just grope Mydei freely.

Mydei was an enabler, anyway, he knew that much about their relationship as he never slapped those hands away - only allowing Phainon to do as he pleased and fondle Mydei as he saw fit.

“Let’s handcuff you to the bed, now!” Mydei abruptly snapped out of his thoughts at that, blinking over the way Phainon had swiftly dashed to grab those black handcuffs - lined with a soft layer of fabric on the inside 

Mydei found himself completely powerless as he watched Phainon stare him down with such a hungry and smug expression; “Immediately?”

“When else? Come on.. Scooch up to the headboard, sweetness.” Phainon replied easily, clearly amused and enjoying Mydei’s bewilderment - probably also the blush that was surely rising to his cheeks as he felt his face heat up over the realization of what was really about to happen to him. 

“Fine..” Mydei grumbled out with a few brief moments of hesitation - just enough to exhale deeply before moving to the headrest that would now be trapping him for the next.. However long until Phainon was done having his fun. 

“You gave in easily; is it because of how much you love pet names?” Phainon teased as Mydei moved, only vaguely aware of the way Phainon was creeping onto the bed after him, obviously to handcuff him. 

“Be quiet.” Mydei growled dangerously at him, barely any venom was actually to be found in his words however.. He paused though, mainly to give Phainon a blank look over his shoulder to silently ask ‘what now?’.

Phainon understood, of course he did, he knew Mydei better than Mydei knew himself sometimes - offering a smile as he nodded forward; “Mhm.. Lay on your back.” 

Mydei could only huff out another exhale as he flopped down - narrowing his eyes as he raised his hands above his head freely, an action that Phainon only rewarded by cuffing one of his wrists remarkably swiftly, as if he feared Mydei sneaking away, before moving to round the headboard with the chain, and then snapping the other cuff with Mydei’s other wrist.

Locking him and trapping him in that position, that cursed and demented position as Mydei’s head was craned and tilted to watch Phainon’s actions. Watching keenly as those hands had worked so quickly to lock Mydei to his fate of being Phainon’s toy for now.

“There. How does that feel?” Phainon inquired much too sweetly, a kindness before the storm it seemed as his finger tugged at the linked chain between the cuffs testingly.

Mydei only moved a bit, just enough to prove that he couldn’t actually move his arms or hands much at all; “Like I can’t move my arms much.” Was his astute observation from the movements.

Only that only seemed to make Phainon grin;  “Good! You’re all mine, then!”

Mydei only scoffed at that, flexing his hands idly at those words. 

He had always been all Phainon’s, anyway.

“I’ll put the blindfold on you next, just so you can keep hearing my voice you enjoy so much for longer.” Phainon practically sang out, moving quickly to snag that black piece of fabric off the bed deftly, and Mydei was pretty sure this was the fastest he had seen Phainon work towards something in ages.

Well.

Minus when he was trying to make Mydei orgasm, probably, but outside of that? Even on their walks Phainon would get distracted like a strange pet dog - veering off to look at things and Mydei would have to snap his fingers to get his attention again after running back to get his boyfriend.

“.. Great.” Mydei mumbled out, still watching as Phainon crawled on his knees back to Mydei’s side on the bed.

And Mydei wished that the fabric in his hands was already over Mydei’s eyes so he wouldn’t have to see how smug Phainon looked; “Hey, don’t sound so annoyed just because I’m right!”

Mydei only quietly clicked his tongue over that - mainly because he was a horrible liar, and that demented voice was how all of this even started in the first place originally. He knew better than to even try to deny it when Phainon dropped into that husky tone.

That tone that instantly demanded Mydei be his, and his alone.

Phainon said nothing else, instead gently cupping at Mydei’s head to move him around, just enough to slip that cloth over the top of Mydei’s head and over his eyes in a much too practiced movement.

One that Mydei would have questioned if he didn’t feel light-headed already as soon as his sight was robbed from him. 

“How does that feel? Is it comfortable for you? Can you see anything?” Phainon quickly sputtered out those questions - his inflection in his voice raising slightly, as if he was worried for Mydei, worried for what he may say.

But Mydei tried to shrug, tried at least, causing jingling from those accursed handcuffs over the weird movement; “It’s fine and no.”

“Good..” Phainon mumbled, and Mydei was doomed to only listen and feel him moving around in the bed - feel the way the weight on the bed seemed to shift as he went for the last items.

“Next is the headphones, and then you’re all mine to play with as I see fit.”

“.. That wording worries me.” Mydei confessed, his ears burning over the idea of how Phainon wanted to ‘play’ with him today. 

Phainon chuckled at that, a dangerously smooth and enticing sound to Mydei’s ears - one that ashamedly made his cock twitch. 

He could only pray Phainon wasn’t watching and didn’t see; “Now why would you be worried, Mydei? I’ll make sure you cum lots, beautiful.”

“That is my worry.” Mydei mumbled, rolling his eyes against the blindfold with a heavy exhale.

The bigger issue was when Phainon deemed it time to stop, if anything, Phainon had times where he didn’t ever want to stop. That he wanted to go until Mydei was dry, whimpering and whining, begging for it to end.

It wasn’t as if Mydei was complaining, however. 

He did enjoy it.

“Heh..” 

Mydei didn’t need his sight to know Phainon was smirking as he felt hands almost timidly touch at his ears - tucking between his arms that were caging around his head gently. And Mydei almost flinched at the icy chill of the plastic on the headphones touching at his skin.

“Don’t forget! I have noise canceling insulation for my videos so you can moan as loudly as you want, beloved!” Phainon told him much too happily as Mydei only narrowed his eyes against the blindfold as those headphones were placed over his ears by Phainon, and Mydei could feel him gently readjusting his bangs - moving them out of his face and tucking them into the headphone easily.

“That was your fault.” Mydei hissed out his accusation, his own voice so painfully muted in his own head - almost barely audible to his own ears and that made him freeze. 

He couldn’t hear himself, couldn’t hear anything.

“.. Phainon?” Mydei called out immediately, unaware of where the man had gone at all - only somewhat calmed as a gentle hand fell to his leg to rub a soothing circle there slowly.

Fine.

This was fine, he just had to close his eyes and allow it to happen. Whatever it was.

He could only try to lean into the pillows, attempting to readjust his arms that were still very chained to the bedrest and keeping them locked above his head pitifully. Mydei was at least thankful for the way Phainon kept touching him, even as he clearly moved around the room - he seemed to pause to move on to the bed to reassure Mydei.

It was as sweet as it was humiliating - he had no idea how he must look like this. 

Mydei didn’t know how long he sat there uncomfortably waiting before the bed shifted heavily again.

Easily able to tell that was Phainon crawling into bed with him, Mydei only gave a quiet huff as the man pried his legs apart slowly before moving him upwards - seemingly into his lap if the brush of his knee into Phainon’s cock was any sign of it. Mydei did nothing to aid or hinder whatever the man was doing, only laid there.

What could he do anyways as he felt Phainon moving his lower half around?

Mydei jolted however, twitching as something wet and warm touched the underside of his cock slowly, dragging a wet stripe across it. Easily making his neglected erection bead precum in reply to it.

Phainon continued that a few times, and Mydei was very aware it was his tongue as he felt the man’s breathing against his tender skin sharply. A part of him wanted to roll his hips into that tongue that was so very slowly dragging small licks up his cock - so desperate to feel more of it with a heavy breath.

He knew he moaned when Phainon swiped at his tip, slowly rubbing the flare of his cock gently with his tongue almost teasingly.

Only it abruptly stopped as Phainon moved to press his lips to his slit, not opening, but Mydei could easily tell he was pressing a kiss there - only to draw his lips away. Upsettingly for Mydei who whined over that - unsure of how loud or how needy it left his lips, but he assuredly whined or whimpered.

Mydei tensed immediately, gritting his teeth as he felt something wet at his entrance - not fingers to spread him, no. Phainon had a habit of skipping that step, a habit that seemed to continue as he pressed the tip of his cock in a slow circle around that outer ring of muscle.

Mydei couldn’t help but crease his brows, focusing on the black of the blindfold with a hitched breath. 

The lack of sound was odd, but the sigh was more odd - he couldn’t even stop his hole from fluttering a bit over that wet slit being rubbed up against him. 

Mydei also couldn’t help the way he arched his back immediately as the head of that cock pushed into him mercilessly - that stretch of his insides burning him at his core and coiling into his stomach almost painfully. 

Mydei could never adapt to this - not fully, and Phainon knew that.

They had sex enough for Phainon to know him like the back of his hand in intercourse.. That’s why Phainon didn’t stop shoving himself inwards, after all. Zero mercy to be found for the man he called his beloved as hands only rested on Mydei’s hips - firmly holding him still on top of Phainon’s lap as his cock speared him open.

Mydei could do nothing but breathe out weak groans, hands flexing and clenching against those handcuffs uselessly as he tried his best to adapt to it. The lack of sight and hearing made everything so much more sensitive, even Phainon’s hands on his hips holding him in place made his skin burn.

It didn’t help that Phainon slowly seemed to halt his sliding into Mydei - and Mydei knew that was not all Phainon had to give him, so he could only feel his anxiety prick as he sat there. As he laid there with Phainon halfway buried inside him, blinking at the black of his blindfold as he waited.

And waited.

For anything to happen, for Phainon to slide in more, to slide out, to move Mydei’s body instead - to start thrusting into him roughly like he was just a toy for Phainon. 

Anything.

And nothing actually happened, Mydei was only left there in the abyss to lick his own dry lips and sigh as he slowly tightened around Phainon’s cock - languidly coming down from the high of being stretched open so widely. And dreadfully coming to terms with Phainon’s blatant desire of  just wanting to be cockwarmed it seemed.

That was fine, Mydei had done that several times for Phainon when he was writing his own final papers (something about it helping him focus, not that Mydei ever believed him). 

It was even fine when Phainon would beg and ask to be allowed to slip in at night and sleep like that, lodged deeply into Mydei and pressing on Mydei’s abdomen to feel himself inside almost possessively.

What wasn’t fine, was how those hands on Mydei’s hips slowly left him and allowed him to finally feel and grasp the position he was in. He was most assuredly tilted and propped up against Phainon’s lap with Phainon’s own knees beneath his thighs. But that was.. An interesting angle to be in for cock warming - especially considering Phainon didn’t seem very keen on moving any deeper.

Usually, at least from Mydei’s experience, Phainon preferred to bury himself completely inside of Mydei while whispering devious words that made Mydei’s ears sear and burn at the edges. Dropping into that voice Mydei loved so very much before sucking at Mydei’s skin as well..

The fact he now seemed to just be lazily halfway buried.. Mydei found himself squirming slightly over it - tightening and squeezing to try to entice him in deeper, to press into his core so Mydei felt more full and satisfied with his cock.

Mydei wasn’t sure if he counted as a slut when he wanted only Phainon to be the only one fully inside of him ever - but he most assuredly knew that he did want that. 

Was he a slut if he just wanted one man at the end of the day?

He had no idea.

What he did know was the abundant shock that ran through his veins as he slammed his head backwards into the pillow as the abrupt noises hit his ears.

The headphones had turned on.

The headphones of Phainon’s newly made ‘favorite’ asmr, Mydei found his own mouth agape over it - his body twitching out of pure instinct as it hit his ears so brutally. 

His own voice - so loud and unapologetic sliced through the silence and void of his world so brutally, and it was so mortifyingly loud. As if Mydei was moaning like no one else could hear him, it made Mydei’s own hands and fingers oddly ache over hearing himself so clearly. Ache and writhe as he tried to grab at nothing, tried to pull at those handcuffs binding him to the headboard.

It didn’t even take long for Mydei to realize what exactly he was listening to as he could hear the slapping of wet skin together before every moan and whimper that seemed to come from his own mouth in his headphones now. 

This was the video Phainon took of them having sex. 

The video where Phainon was so intent on staying silent while pounding into Mydei, the video Mydei had almost completely forgotten about. Mydei found himself currently pinching his brows together, trying his best not to focus too much on it.

But with a blindfold stealing his sight from him and his hands bound, all he could do was hone in on it - listening to every thrust Phainon made with a panty quiet breath leaving his lips and the loud egregious whines Mydei awarded the actions with.

“You..” Mydei found himself hissing out - not even sure how loudly his own voice was compared to the silence the room was surely in. But that word made Phainon return a hand to Mydei, only to gently rub a small circle into his outer thigh almost soothingly and that swiftly made Mydei’s breath hitch more.

This shouldn’t turn him on - it shouldn’t. To listen to himself whining and moaning with each slam of Phainon entering him with wet sloppy noises where they were connected, it shouldn’t be turning him on so much. Yet.

Yet.

He could only find himself slightly curling his toes and gritting his teeth more - remembering that night almost painfully with each whine his own voice made in his ears. He felt almost delirious from hearing his own voice when he was quite sure he wasn’t even saying anything currently.

His head was only swimming dizzily with every rough moan he heard himself wail out in pure ecstasy, every cry that left his lips in the past, and those feelings were only expedited by how he felt Phainon move inside of him - slowly resuming sliding deeper into him now that he had turned on those headphones it seemed.

And the shame of that made Mydei’s stomach churn, the shame of feeling how much precum he felt himself dripping onto his chest pathetically - even bound like this he could feel the absurd chilled wetness pooling on his chest.

Embarrassing, so dreadfully and terribly embarrassing as he only felt Phainon spread him open more, sinking himself into Mydei’s warmth inch by inch almost languidly - like he had all the time in the world to claim that pliant and wanting hole for himself.

And well, he kind of did in a way considering they were getting married eventually and how Mydei was bound to the bed. 

Mydei was wholly and fully only Phainon’s - but that didn’t stop Phainon from reminding him of such a fact in the most carnal and savage way possible with his own body.

Mydei could barely focus as he furrowed his brows into nothingness, moving his hands uselessly before wiggling his hips slightly - only barely breathing out a groan as that made Phainon sink into him just a bit deeper as he savored the burn of being forced apart.

And gods did Mydei wish he was just all the way inside of him already, already thrusting and pleasuring him so nicely and thoroughly. 

But as it stood for now Phainon was acting as if he had no desire of being fast today, no clear drive to hurry this along, like he was going to languidly tear Mydei apart, carve him open and create a space only for himself inside of Mydei; A thing he already assuredly had.

That realization and thought only drove Mydei even more crazy to consider such a thing to be true  - to consider how Phainon seemed intent on savoring this moment with Mydei bound and blinded, forced to listen to his own voice be fucked senseless. It was insane to consider.

It was insane.

It had to be - yet it made Mydei’s toes curl more at the thought of it, made him clench at the idea of just being a fun toy for Phainon tonight after his stressful day. It was insane - but he was equally insane for Phainon, and only Phainon..

Mydei was sure he moaned as he felt Phainon bottom out, as he felt Phainon reaching his deepest part and stopping there - at least he was pretty sure he moaned. He wasn’t sure considering all he could hear was himself moaning already alongside those wet filthy noises where they were connected. 

Mydei wanted to grab at the bed, to ground himself down - yet all he could do was uselessly flex his fingers around nothing once more and feel almost confused as Phainon didn’t move.

A part of him kind of knew why - Phainon was assuredly watching him, watching every movement he dared to give, and savoring every twitch of Mydei’s insides as he instinctively wanted Phainon’s cock to move inside him. Or he just wanted to be cockwarmed in this new and unique position, one where Mydei was powerless to try to get more from him.

This was hell. 

A hell on earth where his own voice crying out and moaning was the soundtrack in his ears.

So very wet and nasty sounding - so very demented to remember that this was himself being fucked; that was what he was listening to. Yet, he only twitched when he remembered just how good it felt, just how right he was to be wailing like that and begging for more. 

Mydei wasn’t even sure how long he stayed like that, but he knew it was too long for how much he could feel his cock leaking onto his chest weakly, achingly hard and neglected; “Phainon..”

That seemed to be what he wanted - the thing Phainon was waiting for, that begging quietly from Mydei’s lips. A tiny plea for more, and one that Phainon seemed more than just a little happy to answer as he slid out just a bit, only to slam back in as if that was his way of saying he hears Mydei.

Mydei was sure he moaned, he was sure he lulled his head back and rewarded Phainon with soft noises of sheer joy and pleasure.. But, Mydei, on the other hand, only heard himself from the past in his own ears, the wetness of excess lube Phainon had used before and made Mydei listen to with a stethoscope.. 

Mydei couldn’t help the way he flinched when a hand touched his chest - cold and chilling, just like Phainon always was. 

The way Phainon’s fingers drifted immediately to gently tug at his nipples didn’t help either, almost timid in the gentleness of their touch.

But for some reason, it made Mydei’s entire body jolt over just the slightest hint of pleasure, as just the even smallest glimmer of pleasure spiking into his body. He couldn’t even help the way he knew he was squeezing onto Phainon’s cock unapologetically, and more importantly, embarrassingly.

Barely anything had happened, Phainon hadn’t even really begun to do anything, and yet Mydei was being so damn receptive without being able to see or hear.

Phainon readjusted slightly, just enough to get a better position Mydei assumed as his cock somehow seemed to sink in deeper, a thing Mydei savored as Phainon cupped at his breast almost testingly. As if he was trying to weigh the thing before releasing it - only to copy with the other.

Mydei had learned a lot of things about Phainon through the months of dating, and one thing was very important about him; He desperately was obsessed with Mydei’s breasts. There were times when Mydei would be just sitting or standing there and Phainon would come to cop a feel of them gently.

Even if it earned a raised brow from Mydei - an expression he couldn’t really do right now as he felt Phainon move on to roughly grabbing a fist full of Mydei’s chest. An action that made Mydei’s breath catch over the harshness of that movement.

That only lasted a brief few moments, gentle kneading from Phainon as he felt Mydei’s breast in his hand - and something about that made Mydei wonder where the other hand was. Not that it mattered, his own thoughts barely were a part of the equation as he felt the blood rise in his face over the way Phainon must have hit his prostate in the video and his voice climbed in volume unapologetically. Whimpering and whining with every movement, so unabashedly fucked out of his mind while being recorded that Mydei currently felt almost jealous of his past self.

Jealous that he was being raw dogged so hard, meanwhile the current Phainon had moved on to only gently rolling his thumb over his nipples - pressing down and digging into the plain metal bar jewelry lodged into it.

Truthfully, Mydei had always had painfully sensitive nipples, and now with Phainon’s birthday gift being was them pierced as he desired them to be - it was way worse. Only worsened further by the way Phainon loved to abuse that knowledge, or just loved to grope him regardless. 

Mydei was sure he whined over it, whined over the way Phainon was pulling at that metal teasingly - tugging on it a few times and sending sparks of pleasure and aching desire down his spine. Mydei was powerless as he tried to lean into it more, as he tried to move his hips more.

He couldn’t help it.

He was beyond jealous every time he heard the sloppy and squelching thrusting of Phainon in his ears only matched with Mydei whining and moaning with a voice now growing in hoarseness. He was so painfully jealous at how abused he himself back then was compared to him now.

“More..” Mydei found himself trying to beg, trying to get just that from him, pleading in a hollow tone as he gave a whine from his throat. 

Ah..

As Mydei felt that second hand move to join in the teasing and fondling of Mydei’s breasts, the realization of his situation fully sunk in.

Phainon wanted him to beg and plead, to be a filthy desperate little hole for him, whining and whimpering for more..

That thought annoyed Mydei shitless, sure. But also, he was in no position to try to growl and barter with the man’s desires, namely because he couldn’t see or hear in the first place. Let alone could he try to deny anything from Phainon, considering Mydei did want it so badly as well. 

If anything, Phainon was only forcing him to be more upfront and honest - even if his methods were beyond irritating. 

Mydei gave a low exhale before arching his back into those fingers that were deftly moving and tugging at those perky nubs on his chest. Only to probably whimper over the way Phainon kept digging his fingers in roughly, digging and pressing into his nipples and the metal lodged into them before rubbing at them. It was painful. 

It was painful - and Phainon knew that was something Mydei loved so very much.

Mydei tried to grit his teeth - pressing his head into the pillow behind himself weakly as if he could possibly escape it as he stared at the blackness of the fabric in front of him. Something, something about being unable to see or hear Phainon was driving him insane. The hands being bound?

Ignorable.

The fact he had no idea what was going on in Phainon’s head? Way less ignorable, especially as one of those hands evidently stopping its tugging at his nipple, only.. Mydei couldn’t even try to stop the shocked gasp that broke into a filthy moan as he felt Phainon’s mouth replace that hand - his other hand only now kneading at Mydei’s free tit.

Mydei felt his cock twitch weakly over that - insides squeezing at Phainon’s cock in reward at the man roughly sucked at his nipple, tongue lapping over the jewelry there lovingly while not releasing the perky bud at all. 

Mydei knew he was making odd noises every time those teeth grazed against his skin - every time Phainon seemed to suckle at his breast like he could actually produce any milk for him. 

He knew he was being pathetic, that much was obvious from how he could feel himself drooling - feeling himself squeezing and tightening with every rough suck Phainon gave to his sensitive skin. And Mydei knew fully well he whimpered when Phainon’s mouth left his nipple, not to be neglected though as his hand returned to gently rub across it lovingly.

Only to place his hungry lips on the more ignored nipple - making sure it got the same treatment, and Mydei easily leaned into those touches. Unable to hold back the wanton cries he felt himself giving at the roughness of Phainon’s teeth - at the way the man was tugging at the piercing there in between his teeth lightly. Immediately running his tongue over the nipple after the tugs to soothe it. 

Wet and rough, that was how his nipples felt currently - wet and rough, that was the noises flooding his ears, unable to escape his loud cries with every thrust in. 

But it stopped.

The audio halted abruptly and Mydei was left in silence as he breathed heavily beneath Phainon’s mouth, still feeling Phainon suckling away at his tit and kneading the other with his hand - buried to the hilt with his cock inside Mydei.

But the audio was gone, Mydei heard nothing. He was left to only focus on twitching and writhing, twisting his hands and wishing so desperately that Phainon would pay his cock some attention as well instead of just his breasts. But every rough and needy suckle Phainon gave to his sensitive nipples told him that wasn’t an option.

It was obvious what was happening here - every slow painful tug on those piercings with his tongue and fingers told him what Phainon wanted, a thing he had only caused Mydei to do once.

Cumming just from having his nipples played with.

Mydei wasn’t even sure that was possible, considering the only time it had happened before was when he first got them pierced and they were so dreadfully sensitive and raw to every touch and feeling. 

Mydei found himself knitting his brows over the realization before he slowly attempted to move his hips - just enough to slide Phainon a bit out of him and back in, just enough to chase any pleasure he could get to aid with his seeking of release. Only it didn’t last, of course Phainon noticed, how could he not when Mydei was trying to ride him  while practically in a mating press?

Phainon’s free hand that wasn’t aiding in torturing a breast moving to grip Mydei’s hip tightly, firmly, enough to hold him in place. Enough to tell him he was only supposed to be cockwarming Phainon - that Phainon’s cock wasn’t inside of him for his own pleasure, it was just there to keep him nice and full. 

Mydei let out a whine at that realization - a sharp noise that he could actually hear in his head due to the headphones ceasing, and Mydei only felt the blush rise to his face over it. Over the fact he had heard himself moaning so loudly just like that a moment before.

Phainon seemed to change his tactics at that, mouth ceasing its harsh sucking and fervent attempts to tease his nipple, instead moving back to the first nipple to slowly run his tongue over it. Dragged over it lightly before pressing down on the perked up nub with his tongue before lapping at it again. 

Mydei jerked almost out of shock as those headphones started back up - different this time, muffled, low.. Quiet.. 

Mydei found himself creasing his brows, trying to figure out what it was, what these noises were - until it finally clicked, until Phainon apparently thrusted in the video playing in his ears. They were gagging sounds, weak little rough jagged clips of Mydei’s voice as Phainon used his throat so roughly to facefuck him. 

Mydei’s face burned - so instantaneously as he quickly made the daunting realization; He really liked those noises. His own noises of struggling against Phainon’s cock, the wetness and sloppy obscene noises, it was a true type of asmr that wanted to cover his face over. 

He wanted to hide away, only able to yank on those handcuffs weakly as his cock twitched and dribbled out precum over the noises piercing into the silence of the world. 

Mydei shouldn’t like this - shouldn’t be turned on by hearing this.. And yet for some twisted reason as Phainon resumed his suckling on Mydei’s breasts, he was. 

He was so painfully turned on by the way he could vividly remember all the times of Phainon abusing his throat, all the times Phainon had whispered sweet praises when he deepthroated him and kept it there for a long time. Everything about those memories made his body burn with shame - yet also lust.

Lust for that man who was currently trying to cause Mydei to lactate, or whatever, to use him. To abuse him and roughly fuck him until he legs shook and gave out - the desire to feel like he had all the other times, to struggle like the other Mydei was in his ears as he gagged to swallow Phainon’s cock.

Mydei couldn’t help the whine that left his throat, however loud it may be, as Phainon’s tongue lapped at the now over-stimulated nipple, not even seeming to care as he once again latched on - his free hand still just tugging at the piercing in Mydei’s other breast.

A whine over the sensation, and a whine over the fact nothing more was happening - this was borderline torture, which was funny considering what was happening in his ears of wet choked noises from his own throat in the past. 

He never thought he would be jealous of himself, and yet Phainon seemed intent on making him discover new things about himself.

The oddest part of it all had to be how all Phainon was doing was roughly tugging and licking his nipples painfully over and over again - yet Mydei was twitching and restless, unable to stop the noises that were surely leaving his mouth as he squinted into the void of the blindfold. It was beyond impossible to ignore Phainon’s quickly moving fingers toying with the piercing in his other nipple while teething on one.

Mydei didn’t know if it was enough, but he sure did feel himself clenching on Phainon’s cock with every sinful swipe of that wet tongue over his perky and erect nipples, every tug on those piercings going straight to making his cock twitch. 

Mydei’s stomach felt like it was boiling - boiling with pleasure and desire as he was slowly tortured by his nipples by his fiance, edging closer and closer to his release. One that felt so far away, but Mydei found himself squeezing more and moaning in time with Phainon’s thrusts.

Those thrusts in the video, at least, Phainon currently was unmoving inside of him regretfully.

But in that audio he was being forced to listen to, he could hear it. The wetness of Phainon slamming his entire cock down Mydei’s willing and pliant throat that tried to swallow around it, only pathetically gagging and making whining noises with each push into him.

This was horrible - but so delicious, all he could do was let out a whimper from his throat while hoping and praying it was a quiet one as he felt Phainon swap tits yet again. So very intent on making him orgasm from this, and Mydei was becoming more and more sure that he actually would.

And it all was due to this mortifying audio in his ears - the way he could remember how vividly Phainon loved to use him like that, and the way Mydei let him. It was driving him up the wall, and it wasn’t even currently happening. 

Mydei was apparently closer than he had even thought to consider as he listened to that audio  - squirming just a bit as he felt Phainon moving inside of him, not much, just enough to drag out languidly and thrust back in roughly and harshly. And somehow, that was enough, Mydei’s hands jerked before uselessly trying to clutch onto nothing as he felt himself cumming from just that.

Cumming from just that one thrust and his nipples being toyed with, he was so very glad he couldn’t hear himself outside of these headphones because he was not sure what type of words of praises or curses tumbled out of his lips as his hips rocked uncontrollably with each spurt he felt himself give.

He wasn’t sure of much really as he tried to move his hips slightly in a controlled manner - just enough to ride out his own orgasm on Phainon’s cock while the man still focused on sucking at Mydei’s tits. 

The agony of Phainon still not even so much as moving inside of him again one more time or bothering to stroke Mydei’s cock made it so demented and evil feeling as Mydei strained against those handcuffs - doing his best to seek any pleasure as he weakly felt his cock twitching and spilling across his own chest.

Worst of all had to be the way even while arching his back and borderline whimpering (from what he was aware) he could feel Phainon’s hands ghost down barely to where his cock was - almost teasingly. Only to do nothing.

Only to move his hand around and then release his lips from Mydei’s nipple, leaving them both cold and drenched with his drool.. And then nothing else happened, Mydei was stuck in the loop of his own gagging voice being facefucked in his ears and a lack of pleasure from Phainon as he took in shuddering breaths from his orgasm. 

An orgasm that wasn’t ridden out well, but an orgasm nonetheless as he still remained twitching and squeezing on that cock inside of him. As if to silently beg it to give him more, anything. 

Mydei shivered every time Phainon’s hand returned to his chest while his insides tried to coax him into moving. 

What was that hand doing..? Mydei couldn’t tell due to the blindfold and lack of hearing - but after a few more of that repeated movement and lack of anything else, Phainon’s lips found Mydei’s own almost desperately.

Salty.

The realization why Phainon would taste oddly salty on his tongue was obvious immediately to Mydei - he had been licking up Mydei’s cum with his fingers and licking it off. 

Mydei wanted to call him nasty for that, to tease him, but he didn’t really have a chance as Phainon deepened that kiss and a hand found its way to the back of Mydei’s head to pull at the hair there. Phainon knew Mydei better than anyone else, after all, he knew damn well yanking Mydei’s hair would easily draw a gasp from the man and make him open his mouth for that salty warm tongue to slide between his lips.

Mydei borderline felt himself growl at that in his throat - felt himself yank on those cuffs again at the fact Phainon was practically feeding him his own cum, but there wasn’t much else he could do but accept it. But to kiss Phainon back out of pure habit - because he did love Phainon, even when the man was a menace towards him. 

Mydei couldn’t help but gasp into the kiss as the video playing in his ears returned to playing his own desperate moans - noises that he was now becoming achingly familiar with in an odd way. A way that made his body ache out of shame and embarrassment - how was he supposed to not be turned on by these noises? It was himself moaning and whining, so keen and needy, but it also made him remember why he had been like that.

Who was making him like that.

Mydei knew he whined at the thought, equally whining into the kiss as Phainon’s tongue only hungrily explored his mouth, pressing against Mydei’s own. The taste was the most haunting thing - Mydei knew full well Phainon wanted him to taste himself, to suck his tongue clean of it. 

And, some part of Mydei, did like to please Phainon above all else.

For that reason - he couldn’t help but return the same passion and desire to devour Phainon, even if he was still straining against those handcuffs and his body was taut with his recent release. 

He was thankful for the fact Phainon was giving him a few moments to regain his bearings at the least - usually he pounded into him even while over-stimulated. But for now, Phainon still just seemed satisfied to sit here shoving his tongue into Mydei’s mouth while being cockwarmed. 

This was messy.

That was the first realization Mydei had as he felt his own drool seeping out of his mouth as Phainon only pulled at his hair harder - clearly only wanting more as his lips continuously moving to eat at Mydei, to lick up everything from Mydei’s own mouth and seemingly suck at the drool there. 

Nasty. Messy. And all Mydei could hear was his own moans - noises he himself wasn’t even making currently, so disorientating was Phainon made breathing harder. His mind was practically in a fog as he tried to return Phainon’s rampant love, to return those feelings of affection the man was so desperate pressing into Mydei’s mouth.

Though..

Mydei raggedly sucked in air as Phainon’s tongue abruptly left his mouth, only to slide across Mydei’s face messily - licking a hot wet streak as he went only to pause for a moment.. Just the briefest moment.

That hand yanking at Mydei’s hair suddenly left, and Mydei couldn’t even help the way he flinched as Phainon tucked a finger between his ear and the headphone, disrupting the audio of moaning slightly in that ear.

“Make me cum too, Mydei. I want to feel as good as you..” Phainon’s voice was so low, dropping into that voice he only used in asmr that without fail made Mydei’s cock twitch, and Mydei found himself licking his salty tasting lips as he registered those words more than just the voice saying them.

“H.. How?” Mydei couldn’t help the way he felt so uncertain for once about this - if it was like normal, he would have pushed Phainon beneath him and rode him to that destination. But currently.. He could barely move at all beneath Phainon in whatever position he was currently trapped into as his hands strained against those handcuffs idly.

“Move your hips, and make me cum inside you. Or I’ll punish you, dearest..” Phainon borderline growled out in that delicious tone of voice that made Mydei’s head spin, only he immediately removed his finger after those words - plummeting Mydei back into the sounds of himself whining and wailing with the symphony of Phainon thrusting wetly into him.

Punish him.

Phainon loved his sexual ‘punishments’, those moments where he allowed himself to be as rough as possible with Mydei - desperately seeking his own selfish release that usually ended in Mydei whimpering and whining the entire time as he was used and abused.. Not like he minded, if anything, his mind fell into a fog of lust with those words and promises. 

Phainon seemed to readjust at that, moving into a full mating press as his arms wrapped around Mydei’s torso, only to drop his head beside Mydei’s arms. An action that made Mydei shiver over his hair, ghosting over his skin and tickling him - before Phainon seemed to tuck his head fully into Mydei’s armpit.

The next thing made Mydei jolt - an action Phainon had never done to him in either of their lives.

Phainon slowly dragged his tongue over his armpit, languidly, almost as if he was testing the waters - Mydei couldn’t help but give him what he wanted, squeezing and clenching on that cock buried in him at the odd sensation. 

It was almost ticklish - but it's not like Mydei could voice that, but this had definitely asked why Phainon just a few days prior asked him to shave his armpits.. A desire that Mydei had easily questioned more than most things, and had little to no idea how to object now as Phainon seemed to be hungrily licking stripes up his armpit.

It’s not like he could lower his arms either, only able to wince and huff with every ticklish movement, twitching and rattling against his chains most likely - he wasn’t sure about the rattling due to the incessant sound of moans in his own ears on full blast.

Mydei jolted as he felt a hand lower and grip at his ass firmly, kneading the skin there for just a moment before slapping it - causing his breath to hiccup as he jerked over it. Jerked over the light slap, and the way Phainon was now full on sucking at his armpit strangely.

But he knew full well what that slap was about - Phainon was telling him to move. To try to make him cum. 

Mydei let out a shuddering breath, trying his best to ignore the odd position, to ignore the way Phainon wasn’t even releasing him or ceasing his tongue from lapping at his armpit incessantly. An impossible task to ignore that last point due to his own ticklish body, but he tried nonetheless.

Instead, he focused on trying to move his legs to a better angle, finding it impossible to find a decent way to push off the bed regardless of his attempts and sighing deeply. If only he could actually see what the hell position Phainon was even in with their tangled limbs.

Mydei found himself opting to just shallow grinding his hips, trying his best to get some distance from him and the base of Phainon’s cock to slide him back in - but it felt impossible.

Not to mention Phainon just kept scooting closer when Mydei even tried to decently readjust - possessively tightening his hold and only pressing himself deeper.

The answer was obvious.

Phainon wanted Mydei to fail, wanted him to give up and allow this to happen, to accept his punishment at the hands of Phainon and his desires.

Mydei leaned back at that, fully attempting to relax under Phainon’s purposefully restrictive hold - one that didn’t allow him to move his lower half at all really, and only enabled him to focus on the way Phainon seemed so very intent on slobbering messily on his armpit.

Mydei wasn’t quite sure what to do as Phainon seemed wholly busy - only breaking away to swap which arm he was currently lapping at. 

And Mydei felt awful over it, strange and bizarre, mainly because if he focused too much on it he realized he enjoyed it.

Not the sensation of it, no. 

But.. The way Phainon seemed so downright desperate for any and every piece of Mydei, the way he so hungrily took whatever he could get, and wanted absolutely everything from him. That level of devotion was addicting and dizzying, even that reverence and devotion currently was focusing fully on licking up his sweat from Mydei’s armpits like a pathetic dog. 

Swiping his tongue so earnestly in attempt to taste every drop of sweat Mydei had throughout the day

Mydei only creased his brows together, trying to steady his breath as he focused on the task he was given once again - it was hopeless. He knew that much, it was purposefully something Phainon didn’t want him to do, Phainon didn’t want Mydei to do anything, that was apparent.

.. He still wanted Mydei to lay there and take whatever Phainon would give him, and beg for more.

“Phainon.. I can’t..” Mydei eventually decidingly whimpered out - unsure how loud his voice was with the moaning ongoing and the obscene wetness with slaps of Phainon pounding him in the video blasting his ears, but it seemed to be enough to get the attention of Phainon as that finger tucked between one of his headphones again.

“You understand that means you’ll be punished, right, pretty boy?” Phainon’s low and quiet voice asked, one that Mydei had to focus on to even try to hear through his own moans ongoing in the other ear unrelentingly. Mydei found himself shivering over how close Phainon was - how dangerous his tone was dipping to.

“.. Yes.” Mydei admitted, as he moved his hips weakly as if to prove a point - but it had always been a folly, Phainon was most likely just having fun watching and feeling Mydei try to pleasure him. Phainon wasn’t even close to orgasming at any point, probably, if Mydei knew him well enough.

And he most assuredly did.

Phainon most likely was just enjoying Mydei’s attempts to pleasure him at the weird angle and position with the lack of hands - Phainon certainly never had any intentions of actually cumming from those attempts from Mydei..

“I see.. Be a good boy and try to stay quiet during your punishment, then. Fleshlights don't speak.” Phainon growled at him, breath fanning against Mydei’s ear hotly, and Mydei already wanted to whimper from that alone.

Mydei loved Phainon.

He loved his happy personality, his sweetness and attentiveness, his friendliness and affectionate side, the way he was akin to a puppy glad to see everyone. 

But he also fully loved this side of Phainon as well, the Phainon that only Mydei saw and knew existed, the Phainon that knew how to tear him apart and put him back together with tight lips, the Phainon that spoke in ways that made Mydei feel like a blushing maiden as he considered those words.

Mydei loved Phainon - that much was clear as he felt his own insides instinctively squeeze over that threat and promise.

It should be demeaning to be called his fiance’s toy - but something about it thrilled Mydei in a weird way and made pleasure coil at his core, pleasure and sheer joy knowing his boyfriend was about to do things to him that only he could do so deliciously.

Things Mydei only would ever allow Phainon to do to him.

Mydei could only in turn shiver and tremble at that threat in his raw excitement, wincing slightly as that finger stopped creating space for Mydei to hear Phainon between his ear and the headphone smacked back into place firmly.

Mydei laid there, listening to those sounds trapped against his ears with his cock painfully twitching as his mind drifted with pure wonder of what may happen to him now, though. 

The answer was.. Phainon merely went back to licking at his armpit, slowly running his tongue up it repeatedly. Bizarrely, he did twitch a little when Phainon moved to kiss at his armpit lovingly, only to lick at it again.

This was something Mydei hadn’t expected as he was at the whims of Phainon’s desires, or ever, really. Being hugged so tightly while unable to move while Phainon continued swapping from sucking at the skin there, taking it between his teeth and roaming his tongue across it and then just licking.

Strange, odd, ticklish.. 

And yet Mydei’s body was twitching from it, twitching from how deeply Phainon was breathing as his breathing out of his nose fanned over Mydei’s wet skin hotly - like Phainon was hungrily devouring his last meal. Like Mydei’s residue sweat from the day was nectar he couldn’t get enough from.

And Mydei? Well he was baffled over the devotion and apparent new showing of one of Phainon’s fetishes.. A rarity, considering Mydei had once assumed he knew all of Phainon’s by now, but maybe it was just.. New?

Mydei wasn’t even sure what to do as he laid there feeling him lap at it like a dog, how wet he felt there along with the tingly ticklish sensation of Phainon’s tongue running across the skin, his eyes only narrowed at the fabric.

“Does my sweat taste good? You horny mutt.” Mydei growled out, and the way Phainon immediately pulled away made Mydei almost bite his tongue - almost gnawing on it with the way absolutely nothing after happened. 

Of course Phainon was still there, he was still buried entirely inside Mydei after all, but he had clearly leaned away after having his meal disrupted. But nothing else happened.

Phainon didn’t even seem to move outside of leaning away - eyes probably staring Mydei down, but it’s not like Mydei was privy to that knowledge.. Instead, he could only blink behind the fabric at nothingness, only left to listen to himself once again whine as he was pounded into by Phainon.

Mydei still felt oddly jealous of that, jealous of how much fun that Mydei in the past was having. 

But, eventually, a finger once again found its way to disrupt the sounds in Mydei’s ears; “Being so mean to me in this situation..?”

Those words were said in a tone that Mydei knew so painfully well, one that meant Phainon was absolutely going to ravage him. 

“You’re so naughty, but I’ll play nice due to how much I adore you, Mydeimos..” Phainon practically purred those words out, so very close to Mydei’s ear as he dragged his tongue against the lobe of Mydei’s ear that was thankfully lacking an earring today;  “I’ll make you cum until you can’t anymore, doesn’t that sound so nice of me?”

The way his voice raised jaggedly with some of his words he uttered let Mydei know enough about this situation - made him very aware of the fact this meant he was going to be unable to walk in the morning. 

Phainon only continued, completely unaware of the flips Mydei already felt his stomach doing with those twisted promises; “You’ll be nice and dry.. Milked until you have nothing left to give but your tears. I’ll lick those up and keep going, don’t worry..”

Mydei’s breath probably hitched, he wasn’t sure - it was hard to focus with the way Phainon kept pausing to kiss the side of his check lovingly, all the while his other ear could only hear video of Phainon thoroughly pressing and pounding him into the mattress.

“Since you seem so needy and in a hurry, after all.” Phainon’s voice was so dangerously, still laced into that tone that drove Mydei up the wall - so sultry and seductive that Mydei was powerless against it, at his whims as his insides squeezed down, practically pleading for this.

Pleading for those promises Phainon was mumbling into his ear as threats sinfully. 

Mydei jerked slightly as a finger deftly and swiftly tugged that blindfold off in an instantaneous movement - and Mydei was powerless to uselessly blink his eyes. Trying his best to adapt to the bright lighting that had been blocked from his sight - trying his best to take in that hungry look buried in those blue eyes.

The way Phainon was staring him down, fake anger marring his facial features, but barely concealing just how much he was enjoying this all. 

Phainon’s hand that had grabbed the blindfold only immediately dropped - just enough to grab Mydei’s chin to tilt it upwards, forcing him to look Phainon in the eyes; “There.. Now you can watch me, and I won’t be stopping until you’re nice and pregnant with our children this time, Mydei.”

Those words made Mydei’s body burn as he still tried to blink at the brightness of the room - his eyes searchingly peering at Phainon’s own. He really.. Couldn’t get pregnant, so that was a problem, assuredly for his body today. 

“Your punishment was going to be gentle and slow lovemaking while I enjoyed every facet of your body - but you’re so needy and wanting.. I’ll be rough and ruthless, just like you want.” Phainon told him, those icy blue eyes not daring to leave Mydei’s own amber ones as he spoke every word with barely controlled lust seething out of him. 

“I..” Mydei started, barely even sure of where to even start with all of those words and desire boiling into his gut for what Phainon was promising him, but it didn’t matter anyway.

Phainon didn’t care to hear his thoughts out regardless.

“Before that, taste your sweat for yourself since you want to know so badly.” Phainon growled at him before immediately dipping forward to press their mouths together, tongue pressing against Mydei’s own lips. And Mydei instinctively opened to allow it access, to let it freely roam his mouth once again. 

Honestly.

Compared to the cum covered kiss earlier, it wasn’t nearly as strong. Still just with a hint of lingering salt, and Mydei wasn’t sure if that was from the cum earlier still, or actually the sweat of Mydei’s daily activities. 

Though, he didn’t really get a chance as Phainon quickly pulled away, breaking their kiss only to lick up the saliva that had threatened to trail between them before staring at Mydei with narrowed eyes. 

“Just lay back and enjoy this, beautiful.” And with those softly yet darkly spoken words - Phainon released his grip on Mydei’s jaw and the headphones, snapping them back and one again deafening him with the sound of his own moans and whines. Now it was somewhat more mortifying.

Now he could fully see the way Phainon leaned away, that smug expression on his face as he leaned back - just enough to sit back on his legs almost lazily with his cock sliding out a bit. Just for the briefest second however, as he moved to grab beneath both of Mydei’s knees - roughly to move them upwards, and Mydei knew immediately what this was.

‘Pregnant with our children’.

Phainon was putting him into a true full on mating press, one that Mydei felt himself give a low whine over as his body was slowly forced and bent in half - completely making his hole at Phainon’s mercy. Mydei swallowed over the realization as his eyes drifted to Phainon’s own - staring at those icy blue eyes that only seemed intense.

Fierce.

And so very hungry as his own eyes roamed Mydei’s body - as if he were sizing him up or inspecting him so very keenly. Making sure everything about Mydei was as he left it from the last time, not a single hair out of place or the way he disliked it. Though, Mydei was rather sure he could change anything about his body that he saw fit and Phainon would worship the change.

Phainon slowly slid himself in again at that, a movement Mydei watched with furrow brows - ears still straining to hear anything but his own moans and whines with the wet slapping of Phainon in the video fucking him senseless.

A reality he was about to be forced into now, apparently. 

A reality that he felt his hands yank at the handcuffs idly over, mainly out of sheer desire and lust - the want to hold Phainon’s back and claw into it. The want to kiss him as the man moved to cage himself around Mydei more. Mydei was probably whining out of his sheer frustration at being bound and unable to hold onto him - but he didn’t couldn’t find it in himself to really care. 

It was hard to care when those blue eyes stared at him like this; like he was the only thing in Phainon’s world, the thing he wanted to cherish and give all his affection to, the thing he wanted to keep solely for himself and ravish constantly. Looks that only Phainon had ever given him, and Mydei wanted to return such gestures.

But as Phainon’s hips leaned away to slap down into Mydei - thrusting that cock into him with a rough movement that made Mydei’s legs shake and bite back a gasp at the shock of pleasure, he knew he would only be able to see stars soon. 

Mydei only dared to send him a weak glare - glaring at the way he was smiling so happily, smiling with the knowledge that he would soon be making Mydei have no leg or arguments to stand on. Smiling knowing he would soon fuck the thoughts right out of Mydei’s dead until he was just a cute little warm, tight, and wet fleshlight for him tonight.

Demeaning to think about, but that didn’t bother Mydei right now.

Mainly because he did want it. He was tired of just cockwarming the man - having it shoved into him until he came roughly sounded like bliss, he didn’t care what emotions arose to make that finally happen.. He was tired of hearing the other Mydei in his ears having so much more fun.

Mydei knew he shrieked, however. 

There was no way he didn’t with the way his throat felt after Phainon swiftly dragged himself in to slam into Mydei - repeatedly. Starting with a harsh and deep pace, one where Phainon dragged himself out precisely to the tip only put all eight inches back into Mydei for the briefest of breaths before repeating.

Mydei knew he was whining - knew he was straining on those handcuffs and squirming with each thrust. He had to have been from how his toes curled, from how he had thrown back his head and squeezed his eyes shut tightly. 

This was what he wanted.

To be pressed into the mattress so cruelly and roughly, he couldn’t help the drool he felt leaving his mouth - couldn’t even bother  to shut his mouth in favor of wailing with each deep thrust. It was too much, yet Mydei only greedily wanted more. He didn’t want this man to stop, he wanted him to ruin Mydei more than anything else in the world.

To ruin him in the way only Phainon ever could with such a rough pace, such a practiced pace bent on breeding Mydei - punishing him as Phainon liked to call this pace. 

Rarely was it actually a punishment though, seeing as they both craved and enjoyed it so much with Mydei insides clinging to Phainon with every quick drag outwards - pleading for him to keep going. To keep proving who Mydei’s body and soul belonged to, and Phainon never disappointed. 

Phainon was determined to make Mydei pay, that was for sure, that was the thing Mydei was coming to terms with as a hand found purchase on Mydei’s cock. Mydei felt his breath struggle to steady with the thrusting and the way Phainon was torturously rubbing the bottom of his tip with just his thumb.

This man knew too much about him - could abuse too much knowledge about him and knew damn well how weak Mydei was in that spot. Phainon had found it once before and milked him using it alone, only to which he then asked Mydei to get it a cock piercing there.

Mydei had growled at him over that suggestion. 

Certainly not a birthday gift he’d be giving to Phainon considering the things the man had done with his nipples.

But that sinful thumb continued rolling up and down that sensitive spot, drawing out sharp cries from Mydei’s lips - barely even audible compared to the headphones still.

Mydei wasn’t embarrassed by how quickly he came again with those rough thrusts and Phainon’s hand incessantly focusing on the underneath of his tip - rubbing circles into there roughly to make sure he orgasmed as swiftly as possible. Mydei choked out a pathetic whine over it, eyes snapping to watch as Phainon didn’t stop.

Nothing about Phainon’s movements stopped or halted, he stayed harshly pounding into Mydei - every thrust drawing out a groan from Mydei’s lips, even if Mydei wasn’t able to hear it himself.

That hand on his cock only slid around the tip almost lovingly as it still spurted white onto his own chest and Phainon’s fingers messily. Mydei couldn’t help but shiver and arch into the touch as the sheer wetness of his own cum on Phainon’s fingers helped Phainon’s fingers glide across his slit tauntingly - pressing down slightly when Mydei’s body dared offer more cum. 

This was dangerous, Mydei knew that much as he only was able to moan over those motions, only able to shake his hips just a bit to try to get more.

It hurt.

He was becoming so overstimulated and sensitive that it stung, that the hand on his cock was making him ache - that the jackhammering assault on his ass also burned and made his insides twitch and struggle. It was brutal, mean and cruel of Phainon as he only continued his stroking - his fondness for Mydei dancing in his eyes as he only looked at the cock in between his fingers.

Mydei watched weakly, unable to do anything more than buck powerlessly when Phainon dragged his cock over his prostate painfully - shooting more searing pleasure to his already spent body. 

Those blue eyes snapped upwards to meet amber - and his Phainon’s halted, just for a brief heartbeat of a moment before a clear smile broke onto Phainon’s lips. One that he kept there as his hand left Mydei’s spent and abused cock, Phainon instead moved to crowd around Mydei’s head once again.

Phainon was upholding his promise.

That’s how Mydei realized he had been crying, realized he was sobbing from the overstimulation as Phainon’s now cum-soaked and warm hand found purchase on his head to cradle and hold him in place - his pace never stopping as Phainon licked at his cheeks and up to his eyes.

Acting as if those fat wet tears were the last water on earth as he obsessively searched for more, tilting Mydei’s head around as if they could have escaped his hot tongue’s pursuit. 

Seemingly even pounding into Mydei harder as he wanted more, wanted to make Mydei give him more tears, and knocking his breath out of him with each rough and harsh thrust. Demanding Mydei cry more as he dragged over his prostate so brutally repeatedly - even seeming to aim into it.

And how was Mydei supposed to deny him? Instead giving in with a small choked whimper or moan as he watched his boyfriend’s wicked smile only grow as he continued to lick at Mydei’s face with every thrust - every thrust that cause more of those tears to flutter out of his eyes with the sharp spikes of pain and pleasure from being so abused and over-stimulated. 

It felt so good, his body was twitching and begging Phainon for more, even though he had already just cum. He wanted more, wanted it to stop, he didn’t know - he knew he was crying, knew he was moaning, and knew his legs were trembling with every rough punch of Phainon’s cock spreading him apart.

Every tear that fell due to the force of Phainon fucking into him was immediately swiped away by the same man’s hungry tongue, and Mydei found himself in an utter daze everytime Phainon leaned away to stare at him while pounding into him - those eyes staring at him with an all-devouring hunger that only Mydei seemed to satiate.

Only to immediately dip back and lick up tears, tears that he was causing, that tongue only moving to oddly lap at his eyelashes as Mydei closed his eyes due to that - licking away the tears that had gathered upon them.

Mydei was panting, trying to breathe and adapt to this rough and brutal pace, a pace meant solely to break him and make him cry - to turn on Phainon more with the knowledge that the tears were due to how good he was getting fucked senseless. And even as Mydei’s throat felt hoarse, sore beyond belief, he didn’t say their safe word.

He only moaned and obeyed Phainon’s wishes, crying softly to please his fiance, crying softly in hopes that he kept up this assault that left Mydei’s mind in a fog - not even registering the moans still in his ears. They didn’t matter.

He was finally getting fucked just like Mydei from the past - and to that he could only moan alongside him without a single coherent thought in his head outside that cock jackhammering into him again and again. Moan, sob, and be licked while Phainon seemed unrelenting in his, almost as if he had wanted this.

Wanted Mydei sobbing and completely putty in his hands - wanted him to just take it and endure the pounding, and Mydei would happily. Of course he would, how would he not when he felt himself cumming again already?

Cumming from his hole being so used, used only with Phainon’s pleasure in mind and desiring more of Mydei’s tears from overstimulation. Phainon didn’t even seem to notice - probably due to the fact Mydei was already twitching and squeezing uncontrollably inside, the way he was orgasming wasn’t something Phainon would notice right now.

He was too transfixed on lapping up Mydei’s tears, savoring the way his partner was completely unraveling at the seams, and well.. Mydei found himself blinking back stars - blinking out more tears as he did so, only able to pathetically wail with every thrust into his core, every thrust that helped him ride out his orgasm, every slobbery lick that rolled up his face.

The only relief Mydei finally obtained from the situation was when Phainon abruptly thrusted himself in as deep as possible, immediately beginning to cum into Mydei as he did so. Phainon didn’t stop his licking however, only shallowly grinding for his own pleasure as he pumped into Mydei while kissing at Mydei’s face - hands still firmly holding Mydei wherever he wanted him.

Mydei blinked his eyes in a misty daze, an action that only caused more pathetic tears to fall - things that Phainon hastily licked away before moving to give Mydei another kiss.

A much less salty kiss, but the method was the same as a hand immediately yanked on Mydei’s hair to make him open his lips for Phainon’s enjoyment. Unnecessary considering Mydei would have regardless - but Mydei could only knit his brows.

Knit them together over the way he wanted to close his eyes, but Phainon was just staring at him as he hungrily kissed him, mashing their lips together and teeth assuredly clacking from the horrible force of it.  Tongue diving deeply into Mydei’s own mouth to swipe at everything in there - as if Mydei was the tastiest meal he could possibly ever taste.

It didn’t take long for Phainon to break the kiss however, immediately moving away as Mydei blinked out another tear to swipe it away in such a slobbery lick before just staying above Mydei - staring down at him as he moved his arms to the side of Mydei’s head while still buried completely in him, still spilling inside.

And that, that was a feat considering how long he had been shooting inside Mydei now, clearly - he had been waiting for this.  

Wanting to breed Mydei thoroughly, and the thought only made Mydei’s face burn as he thought about it any further, burning as he thought about the way Phainon loved to slide into him during the night and cum into him after jerking off - putting just the tip in to spill into Mydei and breed him. An activity Mydei himself allowed and gave him permission to do when he slept if he really wanted to, a thing Phainon hadn’t done in a bit. 

And now.. He knew why. 

Though, he found himself narrowing his eyes as Phainon lowered his head again, tucking a finger between the headphones to disrupt the audio once more.

“Did you notice?” Phainon’s husky and borderline breathless voice asked - probably because his throbbing cock was still actively pushing and spurting semen into Mydei shockingly. 

Mydei could only swallow over that sound, the enticing sound of Phainon’s voice that always made Mydei’s cock twitch and his insides squirm no matter how spent he felt currently; “.. Notice what?”

“I bought a toy for you.” Phainon practically purred out those words, so smugly and threatening as they left his lips that Mydei really had no earthly clue what the hell he could mean by that.

Mydei blinked at him at that, just for a moment before darting his eyes away - but it didn’t matter, he wasn’t really able to see around his arms in his position and Phainon only pushed in deeper when Mydei even slightly attempted to look. Evidently not desiring Mydei to move while he was still actively pumping inside of him.

“A toy?” Mydei decidedly echoed as he released again, trying to ignore his insides squeezing instinctively to milk Phainon along - shivering over the way Phainon had once told him his insides are way more honest than his mouth during sex.

That much was true, Mydei knew that, and it was plain to see as desperately tried to get more from Phainon - tried to wring him dry with his twitching insides..

“A plug, so you can keep everything I give you tonight inside.”

Oh.

Oh .

Mydei twitched his hands at that - for once hearing the slight rubbing of the metal as he did so, a grating sound but.. Mydei was more focused on those words. A plug. Phainon was going to plug him to make sure he didn’t leak or let any cum out..

“That..” Mydei’s voice failed him, cracking and becoming hollow and shaky with just that simple word as he swallowed roughly, mouth feeling dry and parched solely due to one thing.

He wanted that.

Gods, did he want that.

“I’ll pump you nice and full, and then plug you up so you for sure end up pregnant, my love.” Phainon told him in such a sweet voice, one that made Mydei almost feel delirious if he considered it for too long.

The tone of voice, and the words being said to him made his body twitch with desire and lust. This man did horrible and irreversible things to his sanity, but he also was the only person Mydei had ever wanted so badly in his life. The only man he would ever let say such deranged things to him, and the only man  that could make his cock twitch with such promises when he had already just cum.

“.. I want to hear you.” Mydei mumbled out, barely even able to focus on those sounds in his ears anymore - this was what he wanted; this man’s smoothly gentle yet dangerously tempting voice in his ears and causing his entire body to quiver with raw need and want for Phainon and Phainon alone.

Phainon’s head slowly tilted to the side at that, a small yet incredibly fond smile dancing on his lips; “You’ve had enough of the headphones, Mydei?”

“Please..” Mydei instantaneously answered, not caring how desperate his own voice was currently sounding - he wanted to hear Phainon’s insane rambles that he did when he fucked Mydei. He wanted to hear his words and dark promises he would always utter and mumble to Mydei and Mydei alone..

He just wanted Phainon achingly badly.

“You’re so cute.. I can’t say no to you.” Phainon murmured out as his hands deftly moved to remove those headphones - freeing Mydei from the rather soundless void of himself moaning or choking on and around Phainon’s cock. 

Phainon did pause for a brief second to flick his eyes upwards, before giving a quiet chuckle to himself over what he saw;  “Ah.. Well, I can about the handcuffs, actually. I’m not done with you yet, and this keeps you nice and still for breeding..”

Mydei huffed at that, a tired exhale as he watched the man throw the pair of headphones to the side lazily, not wanting to risk moving and pull out of Mydei even an inch it seemed. Not that Mydei had any complaints of that - dreading the idea of Phainon thrusting back into him right now as his cock still throbbed and ached.

Along with his arms, but it seemed Phainon didn’t care about that either - not that Mydei would voice that complaint regardless. 

“You’re insufferable, put the headphones back on me.” Mydei instead grumbled out jokingly, not even shocked over the melodic noise that left Phainon’s mouth. His sweet laugh that always soothed Mydei’s nerves, that always so so very comforting to him. Even if his cock was buried eight inches into him and was unmoving. 

“No.. You want me to talk to you while I make you cum, right? You love my voice.” Phainon teased, but Mydei couldn’t help but crease his brows over it as he stared at the man who was smugly smiling. Clearly joking about how much Mydei enjoyed his voice he used for asmr and during sex with Mydei..

But..

“I love you in general, Phainon.” Mydei countered easily, only able to stare at that man with all the adoration in the world.

Just his voice?

No.

Phainon was his partner for life, his best friend since he was a child, and the only one he ever wanted to call his own in his life. 

The flicker of shock through Phainon’s expression ran rampant for a heartbeat of a second before vividly melting into something much softer, much gentler as he stared back at Mydei. 

“I love you too, my dear Mydeimos..” Phainon told him in such a soft voice, not his asmr one, but a new one. One that made Mydei’s stomach churn with almost nervousness, butterflies stirring and making him feel bashful over it.

Only for Phainon to ruin that immediately as he leaned back slightly, apparently getting ready to start doing something to Mydei - only to pause as his eyes wandered Mydei’s chest; “Ah.. Did you cum again during that? I didn’t even notice..”

Mydei huffed out a quiet laugh, just a simple quick one at that astute observation; “.. I did.”

“Wow.. You’re so skilled in bed..” Phainon mumbled in a much too fond voice, one that made Mydei’s skin crawl over the thing it was being used towards. After all, cumming easily.. Was that really a skill?

As much as Phainon didn’t sound like he was teasing him, Mydei felt almost painfully unsure of it.

“Is that skill?” Mydei asked with a tightened jaw, wriggling his arms slightly to try to get more comfortable while Phainon seemed to be taking his time again. Just enjoying being buried inside Mydei for a nice and wet cockwarming after both their highs. The attempt to get more comfortable failed anyway. 

Phainon only beamed one of his absolute sunshiny smiles over the question, almost making Mydei wince from the brightness of it all; “I think so! I like knowing you’re feeling really good, so the fact you cum lots is really reassuring!”

Mydei gave a warm chuckle over that, taking a moment to think over those words before feeling his lips upturn out of sheer instinct as he thought about it; “.. Somehow, that’s sweet.”

Because it was sweet, it was sweet and cute of Phainon to be so earnestly wanting to make sure Mydei felt good during sex and seemed ecstatic when he did. Even if Phainon was rough as hell sometimes to get him to that point and sometimes even made him feel pain. That was fine, after all, they both knew Mydei loved it..

“Can you cum two more times for me, tonight?” Phainon’s words made Mydei snap out of his thoughts in a dizzyingly quick fashion - golden eyes jolting to meet icy blue ones as he blinked over that.

Two.. More times?

Even just one more felt insane, but he knew Phainon was barely even actually asking him - considering the man had already begun to shallowly grind into Mydei. Seeking friction once again even though Mydei himself was remarkably not erect anymore.

Something that Phainon looked keen on changing as a hand slowly ghosted to his cock - gripping at it roughly to start stroking it abruptly.

“.. Huh?” Mydei barely managed to choke out with the new friction on his flaccid cock, already ashamedly growing hard once more in Phainon’s calloused rather large hand as the man’s own shaft was now barely sliding in and out, almost teasingly while speaking to Mydei.

Phainon gave a look, one that seemed to consider something that Mydei wasn’t privy too before gently shaking his head, eyes trailing down Mydei’s chest to linger on the cum already wet and spilled there; “You don’t remember? That’s fine.. You can keep going, right?”

Mydei knitted his brows at that, remember what? 

Mydei was pretty sure he remembered most things, but..; “I don’t.. I.. Yes, I’m alright.”

Phainon gave a small laugh as he still remained shallowly thrusting - hand still languidly stroking Mydei into being erect. 

“How was the asmr?” Phainon asked, and something about the fact Phainon was trying to make casual conversation while obviously trying to warm Mydei up into taking a pounding again made his heart lurch. Not in a bad way - but merely due to how painfully much he loved this man.

He was so goddamn annoying, however. 

“You’re a bastard.” Mydei hissed at him, eyes narrowing as he rethought it all - it had turned Mydei on, sure. But he was also mortified every time he considered the fact that he was turned on by the sounds of himself being roughly pounded into the mattress and facefucked.. 

Phainon gave him a lop-sided smile, hips still so very shallowly pushing in and out of Mydei; “Hehe.. Did you like it?”

Like it..?

Horrifyingly, yes. But..

“I like hearing your voice more.” Mydei mumbled as he thought about which things he’d like to hear more, and if he had a choice it would assuredly be the quiet moans Phainon also gave. The quiet groans and noises he sometimes uttered in such a hushed voice. 

They were beautiful sounds to Mydei’s ears, and in a way he was just like Phainon - he loved knowing that Phainon was feeling good, that he was fully enjoying Mydei’s body with his small noises of appreciation.

“I know.” Phainon smugly said however, clearly assuming he meant just hearing his asmr voice all husky and low - not even considering the quiet grunts and whines Phainon himself rarely made; “I love hearing yours too, especially when you’re so loud like tonight.”

Oh.

Mydei hadn’t even considered how loud he had been, nor had he cared, but with those words the rawness of his  throat came crashing down on him so very harshly. He had.. Assuredly been loud as all hell when he thought about it - unsure of how loud he was due to the headphones and their volume..

“Was I.. That loud?” Mydei found himself timidly asking, hands flexing in the cuffs almost nervously as he did. Marveling almost at the soreness he felt in his arms - in his wrists. This was a workout in a way he hadn’t even considered possible.

Phainon ceased the slow roll off his hips to stare at Mydei - hand still rubbing Mydei’s cock as he blinked upwards at Mydei’s face; “Mydeimos, my darling… You were howling.”

The tone of pure affection and love in Phainon’s voice made Mydei fight the flusteredness he felt rising in his face - the blush he knew was there even though Phainon had quite literally already made him cum three times and came inside of him as well.

Still, Mydei was never quite sure how to handle the sheer devotion Phainon always showed towards him. 

“Oh.” Mydei intelligently mumbled, his tongue instead moving to swipe over his chapped and dry lips - grimacing yet again tasting the mix of salty flavors on his lips still. 

“I guess I had the volume up too loud on the video, but I didn’t want to lower it either, you were being so honest with how good you felt..” Phainon seemed to be deeply considering this as he creased his brows together - an action that made Mydei roll his eyes as he squirmed slightly.

“Can you shut up and just start thrusting again?” Mydei growled at him, growing frustrated at the way Phainon was still stroking him but had ceased his thrusting. After all, Mydei really did like having both done to him, it was cruel of Phainon to not give him some movement if they both were supposed to be cumming here.

Phainon’s mystified look vanished at that, instead returning to his beaming grin as he looked at Mydei; “So greedy.. You just came! Twice!”

“You also came. Get moving.” Mydei instantaneously fired back as he wiggled his hips a bit more, trying his best to make a point as he gave a low hum.

“Handcuffed and still managing to make demands… You’re so lucky I hate saying no to you.” Phainon told him in such a dangerous tone, one that went straight to Mydei’s cock and made him smirk at the man who was staring him down with a fierce gaze. One that made Mydei feel more like prey than a man if he looked into those eyes for too long.

“Like you wouldn’t move if-” 

Mydei’s words were cut off brutally as Phainon slammed himself into Mydei - sheathing everything he had to give into him, only to repeat that action, roughly pressing Mydei into the mattress with every thrust.

Mydei absentmindedly strained against the handcuffs - strained to find something to grab onto and only let out a weak noise over how useless his attempts were. 

“Go on? I’m listening, dearest.” Phainon probed him further, only pounding into Mydei more when he even thought about reply, as if Phainon could sense him about to try to utter any coherent thoughts; “Is it that good? You can’t reply?”

It was.

Mydei found himself whining in reply, a needy and wanting thing, a thing that made him feel ashamed but apparently he had been doing that all night - what was different now outside the fact he could hear it in his own ears? 

“Your moans are music to my ears.. I’m glad you got to experience what I hear when I do this to you.” Phainon reassured him, as if he had heard those thoughts and something about that made Mydei’s face burn over the praise. Burn as Phainon didn’t relent his harsh pace of plunging himself into Mydei’s core repeatedly. 

Phainon’s hand once more found its way to Mydei’s cock, grabbing onto it as he roughly continued to savagely thrust into him before rubbing the underneath - that spot beneath the tip that always made Mydei curl his toes and cry out. His mind always blanked, unable to fathom it as he moaned egregiously loud, head shoving into the pillow over it all.

“You really love this spot rubbed on your cock, it’s so cute.” Phainon murmured out in an affectionate tone, one that Mydei didn’t think really fit the rough pace and fucking Phainon was currently doing to Mydei. 

“You’re squeezing me so hard, is it good, Mydei?” Phainon asked, even though he knew the answer. Of course he did as Mydei let out another weak moan over the assault on his insides - hands twitching in the handcuffs as he tried to adapt to everything. 

It was impossible to do, Phainon evidently had no desire to slow down as his thumb incessantly pressed into Mydei’s cock and rubbed at it - his own tip dragging against Mydei’s prostate harshly with every movement.

His words he uttered dangerously only made it more clear to see - so very apparent in Phainon’s wants; “Come on, cum again. I want to know how good you truly feel, my talented Mydeimos.”

Mydei couldn’t - only feeling himself fight back a growl over the demand, over the way he couldn’t possibly cum right now. He needed more, just a few more seconds, just a few more slapping of skin against skin and those slim long fingers on his cock.

He needed Phainon - desperately, that much was blatant as he felt drool seeping out of his mouth, becoming aware of the way he had his head crane up to watch the sight. Watching Phainon slam into him with every intention of breeding him - watching those fingers quickly stroke him, desiring Mydei to reach his orgasm again.

Again.. How many times was it now?

Mydei couldn’t even remember as that cock pounded into him again, knocking the breath out of him and making him press his head back into the pillow with a whimper. 

“Ah.. I was hoping you would cum on demand, but that’s alright.. Not close enough yet, huh?” Phainon mumbled out, not sounding as nearly as disappointed as his words as he continued his movements without slowing.

Words that made Mydei’s mind reel and spiral over how he thought Mydei could have just climaxed on demand.. Of course he couldn’t.. This man was insane.

Not to say he wasn’t extremely close now, each ruthless shove of Phainon’s cock back into him and a squeeze of Phainon’s hand was easily dragging him there yet again. 

“You’re tightening up so much down here.. Go ahead..” Phainon cooed out softly, and Mydei gave a small whine at that.

A whine over the way Phainon thought he had a choice over this issue when Phainon controlled it fully.

“Phainon!” Mydei cried out sharply as he felt his hands once again squirm in those handcuffs,  only Phainon didn’t slow down - didn’t stop. 

He only quietly hummed. 

“I know.” Phainon murmured, not even seeming surprised as he gave a small smile - eyes fondly watching Mydei orgasm and begin to spill white once again on his chest - hand still gently rubbing his cock to help him along. Roughly jerking him off in time with his thrusting, savoring every cry that left Mydei’s lips assuredly. 

And Mydei did nothing to hold back - moving his own hips as much as he could even in his tired state to get more, to satisfy the burning in his body as his mind only swam in those dizzying emotions that were flooding him completely. 

It was overwhelming to be so brutally ravaged like this - Mydei was helplessly addicted to Phainon, he knew that much as that cock only continued to punch into him making Mydei spurt more cum onto himself with each thrust into his prostate.

“Everytime I thrust I can feel myself right here, hitting so deep into your stomach.” Phainon’s hand released its hold on Mydei’s cock and instead moved to sinfully press down on Mydei’s abdomen at that, panting out his words in between thrusts; “You love it, right? Feeling me right here?”

“I’m cumming too, Mydei..” Phainon added on as he thrusted into Mydei - burying himself as deeply as possible while pressing onto Mydei’s stomach, rubbing at it almost in a loving fashion as groaned over his own release. His release was buried into the place right beneath his own hand. 

And something about that as Mydei focused just enough to watch the man cum made him shiver, shiver to watch those fingers massage his stomach - almost kneading Mydei’s stomach as he came. It would have been almost endearing and enamoring if not for the fact Mydei knew Phainon, knew him like the back of his own hand, knew him so well that he expected those next words.

“Please.. Get pregnant this time..”

That quiet prayer that depended on impossibility as it left Phainon’s lips quietly, such a pathetic thing to consider due to the fact Mydei.. Did not have a womb..

“I’ll do my best.” Was Mydei’s empty promise regardless of that fact.. If it were possible - for Phainon, he would endure such an odd thing, satisfy all of his wishes. But it wasn’t. All he could do was hear out those pleas and accept Phainon’s kink with open arms, and kiss him better when he was in a more clear headspace to realize Mydei couldn’t.

“Let’s go slow for the last one, Mydei..” Phainon whispered as he moved to cage his arms around Mydei’s head - around his arms to tightly embrace him, head snuggling uncomfortably into the crook of Mydei’s neck. As much as possible with his arms raised above his head, at least; “Nice and deep, just how you like it.. And I’ll cum with you..” 

Mydei gave a weak whine at those words, at the position they were in - feeling every slow drag of Phainon’s cock over his prostate leisurely. He never wanted to admit it, but he loved this as well. This slow deliberate pace, the one where Phainon angled his cock to perfectly to hit all of Mydei’s spots.

He couldn’t quite even fathom the fact Phainon had so quickly begun again - so instantly wanted to drag Mydei to another release alongside him, but it’s not like Mydei would voice his shock. Instead just moaning over the overstimulation as Phainon languidly pushed their bodies together. 

“It’s good right? You love it deep like this..” Phainon inquired through his own pants, sounding beyond winded from his continuous attempts to push Mydei to his limits - a full time workout it seemed as he slapped himself back into Mydei’s warmth. 

Mydei’s senses on the other hand felt absolutely beyond shot - almost numb as he gave a weak whine with every movement Phainon made inside of it. It did feel good, it felt fantastic, but he was so painfully tired - he didn’t know how Phainon had so much energy in bed like this. Mydei was just laying there taking it and he was exhausted beyond belief.

“One more.. Cum one more time for me, you can, can’t you?” Phainon’s voice was desperate sounding, so needy in Mydei’s ears; “Come on..” 

Phainon readjusted himself slightly, just enough before a hand moved to Mydei’s chin - moving to turn his head away, an act Mydei didn’t fight against at all. His own mind was preoccupied with savoring that slow thrusting Phainon was giving him so very gently, so very tender that it made Mydei’s insides squirm.

Phainon then moved to pepper gentle and light kisses against his jaw line - slowly trailing up and to Mydei’s ear, once again running his tongue across it. Burning almost with how hot his tongue was when it pressed against the cartilage there - only to lick at the outside of Mydei’s ear canal.

His cock still moving at such a leisurely pace, matching the way Phainon’s mouth pressed onto Mydei’s ear, teasingly sucking at it before his tongue pressed into his ear. 

Mydei had oddly gotten used to this, the way Phainon would lick and eat out his ear - slobbering all over him, panting and groaning with each movement of his own cock in Mydei. It always felt so sinful to enjoy this being done to him - such an odd thing, but considering how much he felt his cock twitching, he couldn’t deny loving having Phainon lick him so loudly and obscenely..

“I’m about to cum, Mydei..” Phainon’s breath fanned hotly against Mydei’s ear as he spoke in such a sultry tone that Mydei’s cock couldn’t help it; “Be a good boy, and cum with me..”

He couldn't help the way he did cum with those words as Phainon returned to wetly sucking at his ear, tongue lapping around his helix hotly before he groaned slightly - probably due to Mydei’s own insides convulsing with his orgasm. 

“Oh. You came from that?” Phainon asked with a small chuckle;  “So cute..”

Phainon didn’t stop his slow pace, his slow drags in and out as he returned his mouth to wetly licking into Mydei’s ear - obscenely slobbering into it in between heavy and hot pants. Even making it a point to moan into his ear sometimes, a sound that made Mydei’s insides clench even more onto Phainon’s cock.

“You came way more than me today..” Phainon murmured, only pressing his cock into Mydei slowly - so dreadfully slowly that Mydei gave a low groan over the way he felt the man cumming inside of him again. Phainon rolled his hips - grinding into Mydei as he pumped into him. 

His mouth only returned to wetly licking at Mydei’s ear, breath hot on Mydei’s skin as he licked at his lobe - at any of the skin there he could get, making sure to be nice and loud as he did so. Those noises normally would have gone right to Mydei’s dick, but he was so exhausted now - his mind could only focus on the way Phainon was cumming inside of him deeply.

“One day.. I’ll make you pay for that..” Phainon promised sweetly, his tone not matching the words he was uttering darkly; “But for now..”

Phainon slowly moved at that, finally freeing Mydei from the awkward position of being mating pressed for so long to instead look for something - never removing his cock from the inside of Mydei as he seemed to fumble around for something on the bed.

After a few seconds, Mydei could only blink dazed eyes to Phainon, to watch whatever he was doing - groaning as Phainon finally slid out of him and almost immediately mourning the way he felt so painfully empty now.

Almost.

Phainon was quick to replace his own cock with something more.. Firm. Rigid.

It took Mydei a moment of blinking at the man to remember his words. To remember the fact Phainon had wanted to plug him up and keep the cum inside of him..

Ah..

“Let’s get these handcuffs off your poor wrists.. They’re going to be bruised from how often you kept straining against them..” Phainon mumbled, moving on his knees to grab something off the bed - something Mydei could only assume was the key to the handcuffs as Phainon swiftly returned - still beaming as he hovered over Mydei.

Blue eyes flicked between the handcuffs and Mydei - almost like he was obsessively watching to see what Mydei would do once freed.

“You were so cute, Mydei.” Phainon mumbled as he nimbly undid those handcuffs - his own hand grabbing Mydei’s hand before he could even pull it away and lower it finally. Phainon instead moved to massage them as he tossed the handcuffs behind him lazily along with the key.

He slowly moved with Mydei’s arms, moving to lower them nicely at Mydei’s chest before moving to kiss chastely at Mydei’s face. Hands still rubbing soothing circles into Mydei’s wrists with both of his own hands as he pressed those soft quick kisses all around Mydei’s face.

“Thank you for letting me do this to you..” Phainon murmured in between those light-hearted sweet acts.

Mydei exhaled at it - tiredly closing his eyes as he focused on the way his body actually felt now that the pleasure was truly at its end; “.. I’m not going to be able to walk tomorrow.”

He felt like shit, it turned out. His arms were sore in a way even hitting the gym didn’t do to him - and his insides felt swollen, rough and abused if he even tried to think about his lower half.

This man was a demon in bed.

“You’ll be so cute too! Full of cum and shuffling around!” Phainon happily exclaimed as he pressed a kiss into the bridge of Mydei’s nose, and those words made him open his eyes languidly to throw a glare at his lover.

“.. That bodes badly for me.” Mydei grumbled out, thinking painfully over how Phainon would handle such a sight of Mydei ‘shuffling’ around, let alone that first part of his sentence..

Phainon leaned away at that, tilting his head innocently as his brows furrowed - as if he didn’t already know he was the issue here; “Why's that?”

“It’s the weekend, You’re going to bend me over the counter..” Mydei grumbled eyes flitting to watch as Phainon still massaged at his wrists lovingly, obviously trying to soothe the red marks that were there due to Mydei probably trying to thrash and squirm while being fucked senseless even if he didn’t recall doing so.

“Maybe!” Phainon only beamed at him as he sat slightly to the side of Mydei, tugging on Mydei’s arms just a bit accidentally as he refused to unhand them apparently. An action Mydei watched, but said nothing over and instead only huffed quietly over those words.

“You can’t even deny it?” Mydei asked with a raised brow as his eyes drifted to meet Phainon’s icy blue ones that looked almost pathetic as he seemed to pout over the question.

“If you weren’t so tired, Mydei, I’d still be inside of you trying to put more cum into you.”

Mydei scoffed over that.

Mainly because he wasn’t even surprised as he slowly shook his head;  “You’re so crude.”

“You just got done orgasming five times.. I can be a little crass for fun!” Phainon borderline whined out pathetically, and well.. 

Mydei couldn’t argue there. 

“I’m going to bed.” Mydei instead borderline growled at Phainon - only barely moving to stretch his aching legs, a bad call considering how shaky he still was. Then he took his wrists from Phainon in a swift motion - moving to instead rub at them himself, he was way rougher than Phainon’s gentle massaging had been as he wringed them. 

“Just like this?” Phainon asked, seeming almost antsy over that and well.

Mydei looked at him, stared at him long and hard as he knew that look - that begging little pleading look that always made Mydei fold to his whims.

Mydei could only roll his eyes over it.

“Take out the plug and I’ll cockwarm you more if you want while I sleep.” Mydei huffed out, eyes moving to focus on his wrists again instead of whatever expression Phainon was going to make over those words.

“.. Really?” 

Mydei didn’t even look up from his rubbing on his hands - instead leaning back into the pillow more with a quiet huff. He didn’t need to look at Phainon to hear the obvious disbelief seeping from his tone. 

“You’re hard right now, aren’t you?” Mydei idly asked, knowing full well what the answer was - mainly because he was used to it. Anytime Phainon saw Mydei naked he immediately got an erection, it didn’t even matter what Mydei was doing. 

The man was down pathetically bad for Mydei - and Mydei enjoyed that thoroughly, it was more than just a compliment to know how much Phainon loved every facet of him..

It was mutual, anyway. Minus the popping a boner from just seeing Phainon - Mydei had a bit more willpower than his eager puppy boyfriend in that regard.

“I love you so much.. You spoil me.” Phainon’s voice sounded so relieved, like he was two steps away from whimpering and crying if he had to have gone all night without putting his cock into Mydei again. Like eight hours was simply too long for him to live without being buried fully into the other man..

Mydei gave a laugh over that as he gave up on his wrists, opting to just ignore the ache and soreness of them. He knew anyways, he fully knew he spoiled Phainon; “Be quiet, and turn off the light.”

“Yes, beloved.” Phainon said in a sing-song tone, and Mydei only took note of Phainon immediately scooting off the bed with how it ceased sinking as much around him - Mydei huffed audibly at that before turning onto his side, not even bothering getting the blanket at the bottom of the bed.

He knew fully well his fiance would do it - and that proved to be true as Phainon flicked off the light and returned to Mydei’s side on the bed with the sinking of the mattress beneath him once more. Phainon moved about in the darkness - and Mydei only let out a content sigh as Phainon had unfolded and spread out their blanket on top of him.

After that, Phainon didn’t waste a single second before crawling under that very blanket to spoon Mydei - arms wrapping around him almost possessively before one lowered. Fingers mapping out Mydei’s body in the dark beneath the blanket - trailing down his thigh until he found what he desired.

Mydei shivered as fingers gently traced the ring of muscle around his hole that was squeezing out of instinct onto that toy lodged into him. He was thankful that didn’t last however, as Phainon instead tugged it free - only to swiftly guide the tip of his cock to Mydei’s hole and slid it in slowly, a loud sigh leaving Phainon’s lips as he did so.

Mydei was honestly baffled at how the man was always able to get hard so often, but at least it meant he was healthy.. That was the good news, Mydei guessed..?

“Good night, Phainon.” Mydei mumbled as that familiar fullness returned to his stomach, almost comforting in a way, his eyes drifting closed already but that was a hard task.

Considering Phainon was obviously still wanting, still desiring as those hands wandered to Mydei’s chest - and not in the cute big spoon way. Not at all when they thumbed over Mydei’s nipples, just enough before tugging at the piercing in one of them.

“One more round?” Phainon’s voice quietly asked, almost timidly, but the way his hips were grinding into Mydei already told him enough. He wanted Mydei again, wanted Mydei to get one more load inside of him.

“Are you insane?” Mydei found himself muttering out, not with any true judgement as he found himself always willing to give into Phainon - always willing to indulge the absolute love of his life’s desires. 

Phainon gave a small chuckle, but one of his hands found its way to Mydei’s hip - holding it in place as he thrusted in abruptly, only to drag out and press back in sharply. Dragging his cock over Mydei’s prostate in an almost perfected and practiced set of thrusting. 

“You.. Bastard.” Mydei grumbled out with a moan tearing from his throat, but Phainon only laughed. Laughed because he knew full well Mydei would have actually said something if he didn’t want to allow Phainon this one last round - after all, they did have their safe word. Mydei was truly an enabler for this man, letting a whine leave his throat as Phainon harshly thrusted into him.

“I’ll be quick.” Phainon promised as he moved to bury himself deeper into Mydei - quickly pounding in and out - Mydei only offered a groan over it, groaning over the way he already felt himself getting hard, groaning over the way he wasn’t even annoyed over another round. 

“You’re so good to me, tightening up and squeezing even though you’re so exhausted.” Phainon’s hand released Mydei’s hip at that, solely to drag it down to his abdomen and press down there - feeling himself thrusting into his lover no doubt as a way to hold him in place. Feeling his own cock buried into Mydei with every thrust that made Mydei’s stomach swell beneath those fingers when Phainon pushed his entire length into him.

“Hurry it up..” Mydei grumbled out, though he tiredly was moving his hips in time with Phainon’s thrusts in their awkward spooning position - desperately seeking out his one last orgasm before this man allowed him to actually get some rest.

Though, he probably could fall asleep right now and Phainon would make sure he was well taken care of. That didn’t mean he wanted to!

Phainon didn’t cease these messy thrusts, only roughly and harshly making his hips meet with Mydei’s ass as he hummed softly over that, hand pressing down to savor the feeling of himself in Mydei before it trailed to something in much more need for attention.

Something that made Mydei’s sore hands instantly grab at the bedsheet, trying his best to ground himself as Phainon began to pump his cock quickly in time with his thrusts.

“Mm.. But you’re hard too now.” Phainon whispered in almost a dizzying voice - clearly amused by the fact that Mydei was speaking like he didn’t want it - while all of his actions screamed the opposite. Especially as Mydei gave a moan over Phainon pressing into his prostate so deliciously - sending sparks of pleasure rippling down his spine and straight to his cock.

“And who is at fault for that?!” Mydei hissed out those words. Growing even angrier as Phainon laughed in reply, angry that he loved that sound and was happy to hear it even when he was tired beyond belief. 

Angry that his hips only moved to meet Phainon’s hand and cock, greedily and incessantly wanting his release from both of those sources. He was extraordinarily glad that Phainon seemed willing to get him there - jerking him off extremely quickly as he ruthlessly thrusted sloppily into Mydei’s hole.

And Mydei was almost mortified that he could feel a liquid seeping out of him with every thrust, a liquid he knew so very well to be Phainon’s own cum that he had once wanted Mydei to keep buried inside of him. Though.. 

Mydei knew better than to assume Phainon would be cumming anywhere but into Mydei.

Mydei couldn’t help the whimper that left his lips as he felt himself orgasm again - the tiredness immediately flooding into his joints with his vision becoming dotted. 

Whining slightly as Phainon swiftly moved to flutter kisses onto the side of his face so very affectionately. Though, even with those sweet kisses his thrusting didn’t cease, only vividly to become more harsh as he wanted to match Mydei.

Not very hard to do as he seemed to bottom out quickly with Mydei’s insides twitching as Phainon still kept rubbing his cumming cock - stroking it lovingly to coax everything Mydei had to give messily into their bed sheets. 

And Mydei didn’t dare think about how he was about to sleep in them for too long..

“See.. It was a quickie..” Phainon’s voice was hot against his ear as his kisses stopped - almost as hot as the liquid he could feel being pumped into him now from Phainon as the man still thrusted almost lightly. Just enough to help both of them ride out their orgasms. 

“Good night, Phainon.” Mydei growled out as the man slowed his movements, though he lacked any true venom outside of his tone - especially so considering he was still allowing Phainon to have his entire shaft lodged inside of him for the night.. His head was dizzy from tonight, if anything, he probably should have had some water before bed.

But he dared not get up, instead leaning back slightly to find Phainon’s chest pressing into his back more.

Phainon gave a quiet chuckle over those words - a deep and soothing thing as always to Mydei’s ears. And as annoyed as he was with this man, he couldn’t help but grin into the darkness as he closed his eyes. 

Only almost basking in the way Phainon seemed to push himself inside Mydei even deeper while still pumping Mydei nice and full as Phainon snuggled closer to nuzzle his head into the back of Mydei’s own head.

Clearly enjoying the unique warmth Mydei had willingly offered him to continue throughout the night, and maybe even the way Mydei’s hair smelled - he didn’t know.

All Mydei knew for certain was he did indeed love this idiot.

“Good night, my beloved Mydeimos..”