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Ever since Kiyoomi got pregnant, Motoya has felt off. He loves his cousin and is so happy to have watched him grow and become a mother, but he also feels…jealous? He hates to think he’s jealous of his cousin, but he can’t help it. Kiyoomi is a mother! Motoya wants to be a mother, but he doesn’t know if his mates would even want that.
What if Suna wants to carry all their pups?
What if Osamu doesn’t want Motoya to get pregnant?
What if….
“Toya, baby. Ya okay?” Rintarou asked, snapping him out of his spiraling thoughts. They were on their way to practice together. They had both been chosen for the Japan National Team for the olympics and were beyond excited.
“Hm? Oh, Yeah. I’m fine, Rin. Just thinking” Motoya lied.
“I can smell yer brain fryin, babe. What’s goin on in there?”
Motoya hesitated. He knew they were close to the training facility and wouldn’t have long to talk. But he also really needed to get this off his chest.
“Rin, I think I’m ready for pups…”
“Okay?”
“I just, after seeing Kiyoomi pregnant and watching him with his daughter, I can’t get the idea out of my head that I should be doing the same. I know it’s probably just my omega talking but, I really want to start trying for pups and I don’t know how to ask Samu or if I even should”. Motoya rambled. He was so nervous, he hasn’t spoken these thoughts out loud to anyone yet.
“Toya, slow down. It aint just yer omega, I promise. When Sakusa and Akaashi were pregnant, I felt like my omega was gonna lose its mind. I wanted to be pregnant so bad too. And Hinata has been absolutely fighting his omega over being pregnant because he agreed to wait. I promise, it aint just you”.
This made Motoya feel better. He was so scared something was wrong with him. With how his heart ached when he saw Kiyoomi’s pregnant belly or smelled his sweet honey and vanilla scent or when he saw how he interacted with Jun.
“Do you still want to have a pup? I don’t want to take that away from you and get pregnant if you want to be pregnant, Rin”.
Suna looked over at Motoya for a moment.
“Why would ya have to wait just because I want to be pregnant? We’re mates, Toya. We do things together. And I love ya just like I love Samu. And I would love to be pregnant at the same time as ya”.
Motoya had tears welling in his eyes. He had been so scared.
When Motoya joined the relationship, Osamu and Rintarou were already mated, and had been for a long time. Rin had started flirting with Motoya when they both joined EJP, but Motoya thought it was just his personality. But then he met Osamu and realized that they wanted to court him.
They had been mated for a few years now, but Motoya still has moments where he wonders if he intruded on their relationship. If he somehow wormed his way in and forced them to want him. He was scared one day they would realize he wasn’t what they saw him for and would break their bond with him and leave. He was so scared of losing his mates.
“Toya, we are a team. Osamu and I love ya. Yer part of this team, equally. If ya want somethin, ya just gotta ask us. If yer ready for pups, we’ll sit down and have a conversation. Between us, I’ve also sorta been cravin bein pregnant. I think it would be kinda cool if we got pregnant together. They’d be kinda like twins”.
Motoya giggled. He knew that isn’t how it works, but he can’t say the thought hadn’t crossed his mind.
“Thank you, Rin. I think maybe it’s time we have a talk with our alpha”.
Rintarou gave a small hum in agreement. As the conversation closed, they pulled up to the training facility. When they got out of their car, Rintarou pulled Motoya into a tight hug and scented him gently. His calming jasmine scent filling both of their senses.
“I love ya, Toya. Don’t forget that, yeah?’
Motoya looked up at Rin with a smile before leaning up to kiss him.
“I love you too”.
They walked into practice, hand in hand, with a new vigor in their step.
They were both ready for what the day had to throw at them and to finally tell their alpha what they want.