Chapter 1: Playlist
Chapter Text
1. "Angel" – Massive Attack
2. "Change (In the House of Flies)" – Deftones
3. "Dead Souls" – Nine Inch Nails (Joy Division cover)
4. "Strangers" – Portishead
5. "Godhead" – Nitzer Ebb
6. "Closer" – Nine Inch Nails
7. "Digital Bath" – Deftones
8. "Black Milk" – Massive Attack
9. "Vessel" – Nine Inch Nails
10. "House of Jealous Lovers" – The Rapture
11. "The Rip" – Portishead
12. "Cherry-coloured Funk" – Cocteau Twins
13. "Lovesong" – Snake River Conspiracy
14. "Hunter" – Björk
15. "The Killing Moon" – Echo & The Bunnymen
16. "Nighttime Birds" – The Gathering
17. "The Background World" – Nine Inch Nails
18. "Love You to Death" – Type O Negative
19. "Heaven in Her Arms" – Boris
20. "Hands Around My Throat" – Death in Vegas
Chapter 2: When the Breathing Stops
Summary:
A supply run in the ruins turns into something far more complicated when you realize you’re being followed. He doesn’t speak much. He doesn’t bleed. And he’s not entirely human.
But for now, he’s not trying to kill you.
Which makes him the safest thing you’ve seen in weeks.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
You don’t hear them first.
You feel them.
Low—too low to be sound. A hum that sinks into your molars and doesn’t leave. Like the concrete is pulsing under your boots. Like something massive just shifted a hundred meters off, and the echo is still folding in on itself.
You kneel in a pool of old rainwater, half-soaked through, and press your fingers into the cracked asphalt to steady your balance. The road here buckled years ago, maybe during the riots, maybe from one of the firebombs. You don’t know. Doesn’t matter.
What matters is that it’s quiet now. Too quiet.
You exhale through your nose, slow. Listen. Wait.
No birds. No rats. Not even flies.
Just the wind hissing through broken glass, and somewhere, a soft wet drip that hasn’t stopped in hours.
Your hand tightens around the grip of your knife. You don’t draw it yet.
Instead, you slip into the pharmacy’s side door, shoulder-first.
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It smells like old piss and bleach.
The metal shelves are mostly bare, half-collapsed, littered with cracked bottles and shredded cardboard boxes. Someone scavenged this place already. Maybe a year ago. Maybe a week. It’s hard to tell anymore. Blood dries fast, but spores don’t.
Your boots make almost no noise on the tile, but still—you wince every time your weight shifts. You keep your light low, red filter snapped over it. Just enough to catch the edges of labels, the shape of shelves, the corner of a steel cabinet pried open and left yawning like a mouth.
One drawer still locked.
You brace your knee against it and dig the crowbar in.
Metal gives with a shriek that turns your stomach. You freeze.
Count to ten.
Nothing moves.
You dig faster.
A cracked plastic medkit. Bandages. Two half-full bottles of amoxicillin. Some gauze pads still sealed. You shove them into your pack, careful not to rattle.
You’re zipping it shut when the shift happens.
Not a noise. A pressure.
Not like something entered the room.
Like something was already there and just stood up.
Your fingers hover over the zipper. You go still.
There’s breathing behind you.
Slow. Controlled. Just loud enough to register.
Not infected. Not feral.
Someone trying to be quiet.
You reach for your blade.
“Langsam.”
The voice is low, behind you. Calm. Not unkind.
You twist around fast, weapon drawn—
—and stop dead.
He’s already there, standing a few feet away in the aisle.
Not moving. Not holding a weapon. Just… watching.
Tall doesn’t cover it. The man’s a wall. Built like he belongs in power armor, and dressed like he never took it off. Every inch of him is covered—plate carrier, layered camo, tactical gloves, even a scarf looped up high to the jaw. But it’s the hood that pins you in place: dark, worn, draped low over a reinforced mask with no markings. No insignia. Just two slits where eyes flash dully in the half-light.
You can’t see skin. Not one inch of it.
“Wer bist du?” he asks, voice like gravel ground down to the bone.
Your knife stays raised.
“Back the fuck up.”
He doesn’t move.
“Not infected,” he says. Accent thick. German. “You neither.”
“Good for us.” Your eyes narrow. “Get out of my way.”
His head tilts.
“You’re bleeding.”
You glance down. Small cut across your knuckle. Nothing major. Barely leaking.
You look back up.
His eyes are fixed on it.
You tuck your hand behind you without thinking.
“Look, I don’t want anything from you,” you say, keeping your tone level. “Just let me walk out of here.”
Another pause. Longer this time.
“You shouldn’t be here alone,” he says, like it’s fact.
You clench your jaw. “I’ve made it this far.”
“Stupid, then,” he mutters, almost to himself.
Your temper sparks.
“Who the hell are you to talk about stupid?”
At that, something shifts in his posture. Not relaxed—but looser. Not a threat.
“I was just here.”
“That supposed to make me feel better?”
“No.”
A beat. Then another.
“I’ll go first,” you say, slow. “You stay where you are.”
He doesn’t answer. Just steps aside—massive, deliberate, silent. Like the floor’s used to him by now.
You back away, eyes on him the whole time. He doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t follow. Just watches you reach the door and slip out into the alley, your pack heavy and your hands shaking.
It’s not until you’ve made it two blocks down, past the collapsed transit line and into the rust-thick maze of what used to be downtown, that you realize he’s still behind you.
Twenty feet back. Not speaking. Just walking.
You spin, breath caught in your throat.
He stops too. Doesn’t come closer.
“What do you want?”
“Nothing,” he says. “You’re heading north.”
“How do you know that?”
“There’s nothing south. Just nests.”
You hesitate.
He doesn’t push it.
You squint at him, heart still rattling in your ribs. He hasn’t drawn a weapon. His hands stay at his sides. The mask hasn’t shifted. He looks like a statue. Something left behind and forgotten.
Still. Something’s off. Too still. Too quiet.
You keep your pace steady. Not fast. Not slow. Just enough to show you’re not afraid of him. Which is a lie.
Every time your boot scrapes the asphalt, you think about how silent his are.
You cut through the skeleton of what used to be a financial district—glass teeth jutting up into the darkening sky, the wind sharp with the smell of ozone and mold. A breeze carries the scent of something rotting five blocks away. Too old to chase, too fresh to be ignored.
You don’t turn around, but you know he’s still behind you. Not close, not touching distance. But near enough to make you feel his eyes on the back of your neck.
Eventually, the silence needles into you.
“Why are you following me?”
Nothing for a beat. Just the wind tugging at plastic tarps nailed down to collapsed storefronts.
Then he says, “I told you. North is safer.”
“That doesn’t answer the question.”
Another pause.
You risk a glance over your shoulder. He’s there. Same as before. Hood pulled low. Mask shadowed. Still too much of him to take in all at once. You can’t stop picturing how fast he could close that distance.
“You think I need help?”
“I think you’re stubborn,” he says.
That surprises you. Just enough to glance again. His voice isn’t mocking—it’s quiet. Deadpan. Maybe even dry.
You snort under your breath and mutter, “Takes one to know one.”
His eyes flick toward you. Not humor, exactly. But something close to it. Recognition, maybe. The kind that makes you uneasy.
You climb over a collapsed balcony and drop down into a water-logged stairwell. The water hits your calves, cold enough to bite. You wince.
He follows without a sound.
You turn halfway, blade still in hand.
“What's your name?”
He doesn’t answer at first. Like he’s weighing whether it matters. Then:
“König.”
“Military?”
“Yes.”
“Still serving?”
He shakes his head.
You narrow your eyes.
“That’s not much of an answer.”
“No.”
“Why?”
His voice stays even. “Because I don’t.”
That’s it. No elaboration. Like you’re not worth more words.
You grit your teeth.
The stairwell opens up into the gutted interior of a hotel lobby, one side of it collapsed. You push through soggy furniture and a thick curtain of ivy until you find a dry enough ledge to sit and start checking your leg. The cut from earlier split open again during the jump. Not deep, but it’s bleeding enough to soak your sock.
You hiss through your teeth.
He doesn’t move. Doesn’t offer help. Just watches.
His mask tips slightly as your fingers smear blood across your ankle.
“You smell it?” you ask, not looking at him.
A pause.
“Yes.”
You nod, jaw tight.
You tear a strip of cloth from your sleeve and tie it off.
“How long has it been since you ate?”
Still no movement.
You look up sharply. “Wasn’t a rhetorical question.”
His shoulders rise slightly, like he’s breathing in.
“Two days.”
“Is that normal?”
“For me? Yes.”
“And for—” You stop short. “You’re not human anymore, are you.”
It’s not even a question. Not really.
He tilts his head slightly. Like a bird listening to something through the wall.
“Not fully.”
You stare at him for a long moment. That half-second where the air feels charged, like a wire pulled too tight.
“What happens when you go too long?”
He doesn’t answer.
But you see it now—the way his gloved hand flexes and curls. The stiffness in his posture. Like he’s holding something in. Like he’s hungry.
You stand slowly. Sling your pack over your shoulder.
“I don’t trust you.”
“Good.”
His voice is sharp now. Not angry. But firm.
“You shouldn’t.”
That stops you. Something about the honesty in it. The lack of apology.
“Then why keep following me?”
He shifts.
Then says, almost reluctantly:
“You smell like something worth protecting.”
You go very, very still.
Your heart stutters behind your ribs.
“That supposed to be a compliment?”
He looks at you. Long. Quiet.
“No.”
Your fingers hover near your knife again.
Not because he’s said something threatening—but because he’s said too much.
What the hell does that even mean?
You back away a step, slow.
“Right,” you say, voice flat. “Because that’s not a creepy thing to say to someone you’re stalking through a dead city.”
König doesn’t react.
Just stands there, still as stone in his soaked-through boots, his breathing steady beneath the layers of armor and damp fabric. The mask doesn’t move. But you can feel his eyes on you.
Not hungry.
Not yet.
Just watching.
“Look,” you mutter, adjusting your pack, “you’re freaking me out. You say you’re not infected. You say you’re not one of them. But you won’t take off the mask. You won’t stop following me. You say shit like that.”
Still, he says nothing.
You click your tongue in irritation and start walking.
He waits a beat, then follows—quietly. He’s not hiding it anymore. Not pretending it’s a coincidence. He just trails you like your shadow decided it wanted to grow legs and follow you out of spite.
Your boots splash through ankle-deep water as you pass what used to be a bar. The stools are rusted to the floor. Bottles gone. Black mold creeps up the walls in feathering fingers.
“Why me?” you ask, not turning around.
He hesitates.
Then, almost too softly to hear over the dripping water:
“Du bist laut.”
You stop.
“What?”
He exhales like he didn’t mean to say it out loud.
“You’re loud,” he says again, this time in English. “Inside. You feel… full. Alive. I can hear it.”
You blink, unnerved.
“Yeah,” you mutter. “You’re definitely not human.”
He tilts his head again. You’re starting to hate that motion—like he’s dissecting you.
You push forward into the next building, not because it’s safe, but because you need space. Inside, the air is worse—warm and wet. Like breath trapped behind drywall. Fungi glow faintly along the baseboards, lighting your path in a sickly orange.
König steps in behind you.
The second his boots hit the tile, the air tightens.
You snap around. “No. You wait out there.”
He stops. Stiffens.
You watch him, heart in your throat, pulse hammering behind your ears.
“You said it yourself—I smell like something alive. And you haven’t eaten in two days.”
He doesn’t move.
You lift your chin, grip tightening on the knife.
“Tell me right now. If I cut my hand, would you still be standing there?”
A long, awful silence.
His gloves twitch at his sides. Flex once. His shoulders shift.
Then, through the mask, low and hoarse:
“Nein.”
That chills you more than anything else he’s said.
You swallow hard and back further into the room.
He stays at the threshold like a goddamn dog on a leash.
The glow from the fungus casts a weak halo around him, orange clinging to the edges of his mask and the shadows carved into his armor. He’s so still you start to think maybe he really isn’t breathing.
You crouch to check your bandage, speaking just loud enough to carry.
“So. What’s wrong with you?”
Another pause. Longer.
“I volunteered.”
That’s not what you asked—but you let him keep talking.
“Years ago. Before it spread. They wanted… stronger soldiers. Survivable. Fast.”
You glance up, watching the faint rise of his chest.
“They thought it could be controlled. Symbiotic.”
“And?”
His fingers twitch again.
“They were wrong.”
He doesn’t elaborate. Doesn’t have to. You’ve seen the ones it takes over fully—the Wraiths. Skin gone red and raw, spines pushing through backs like knives, jaws too wide for any god to have designed.
But he looks—normal. Human-shaped. Mostly.
“Is it in your blood?” you ask.
He nods once.
“Does it… talk to you?”
He shifts his weight, slow.
“Not with words.”
You rise to your feet, wiping your palms on your thighs.
“So what happens if you go too long without blood?”
He doesn’t answer.
You stare at him, waiting.
Finally, softly:
“I forget what I am.”
König doesn’t move from the threshold, but you can feel the air shift again—thicker, heavier, like your breath has to shove its way out of your chest.
You’ve heard stories of people like him.
Half-turned. Not quite monsters, not quite men.
The military called them Wraithbound—early test subjects that didn’t die, but didn’t stay clean.
Most of them didn’t last long. Most of them broke.
So why hasn’t he?
You turn back toward the far exit, the one you know leads to the scaffolding and rooftop catwalks that’ll get you through the next zone without stepping into open street.
But his voice stops you again.
“Why north?”
You glance over your shoulder.
His mask is tilted just slightly, one eye reflecting dull light. You wonder what he’s trying to read in your silence.
“Supply drop,” you say. “Or what's left of one.”
That’s a lie.
The convoy sent a signal two weeks ago—last known coordinates, buried static, a last-ditch emergency flare. Not a full drop. Not even guaranteed. But something. Maybe survivors. Maybe fuel. Maybe answers.
You’re not in the mood to explain all that to a stranger whose jaw twitches every time you bleed.
He follows.
Your boots hit the rust-slick stairs leading up to the rooftop, metal groaning under your weight. König’s steps are quieter than yours—too quiet. A man that size shouldn’t be able to move like that. But he does.
You scale the side of a collapsed billboard and come out onto the rooftop. The sky is burnt orange now, sun bleeding behind a wall of cloud cover, casting everything in rust and bruise.
Below, the city breathes slow and wrong.
The wind carries distant shrieking—feral, inhuman, layered. More than one voice. You crouch low, heart in your throat.
König crouches beside you, silent.
You whisper, “How many?”
He doesn’t speak. Just holds up two fingers. Then another. Then one more.
Five.
Five Wraiths below.
You watch them circle the collapsed buildings—tall, lean, red-skinned things with joints that bend wrong and mouths that stay open far too wide. Their limbs twitch like they’re listening to music you can’t hear.
Your hand slides toward your pistol. Slow.
König catches the motion.
“Don’t,” he murmurs.
“They’ll smell me eventually.”
“They already do,” he says. “But they don’t know what you are yet.”
You glance at him, breath caught.
His eyes flick to your throat. Just for a second.
The sound that breaks the stillness next isn’t natural.
A scream—cut short. Then another. Higher up. Close.
Not one of them.
Human.
You snap to attention.
There—two rooftops away, across the gap of a collapsed parking structure. Movement. Struggling. You see a flicker of a body—a survivor, maybe two. Being dragged. Limp.
A Wraith lurches into view behind them. Bigger. Less wild in the way it moves.
Your pulse spikes.
“Fuck.”
You move before you think, hooking your rope to the anchor still wedged into the frame of a rusted HVAC unit. You toss the line. It catches.
“What are you doing?” König’s voice is low, urgent.
You don’t look at him.
“Someone’s alive.”
“You’ll get yourself killed.”
You pause only long enough to snap back, “Then don’t follow me.”
You jump.
Your boots hit the other side hard, knees buckling. You stumble forward, drawing your knife just as the Wraith swings its head toward you.
Too late to hide.
It screeches—metal and rot—and charges.
You lunge sideways, sliding under its swipe, blade flashing. You carve deep into its thigh. It howls. Black blood sprays across the rooftop. The second Wraith is behind it, faster. You twist, bring the blade up, and—
It doesn’t land.
Because König slams into it from behind.
It’s not quiet. It’s not surgical. It’s a fucking collision. Like watching a car crash in human form. He throws the thing off the roof without slowing down.
The survivor—young, face smeared with blood—stares at you from behind a vent.
You shout, “Move!”
They bolt.
But the third Wraith is climbing over the edge now. Fast.
You turn. Raise your blade. Step forward—
König’s hand slams against your chest.
Not hard enough to knock you down. Just enough to sto
p you.
His voice is low. Too low.
“Stay back.”
Then he moves.
Not like a man.
Like something you don’t have a word for.
Notes:
Thanks so much for reading! I’m still feeling this one out, so I might come back and tweak parts of this chapter—I’m not 100% happy with it yet. If you have thoughts, feedback, theories, or even just a scream to share, I’d seriously love to hear it. It helps a lot.
More König x Reader content (feral, soft, monstrous—you know the vibe) coming soon.
See you in Chapter 2. 🖤
Chapter 3: The Fall
Summary:
Thrown into the lower levels of a collapsed building, you and König find yourselves trapped together with rising water, flickering tension, and one half-functional blanket.
The cold gets in. So does something else.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
You don’t realize how hard you’re shaking until you miss the zipper on your med pack three times.
The rooftop is too quiet. Not peaceful. Not safe. Just the kind of quiet that lingers after something violent. Like the city’s holding its breath and doesn’t know if it wants to exhale.
The Wraiths are dead. Or what’s left of them.
One is still twitching—its spine broken in three places, limbs jerking uselessly like a puppet mid-seizure. Another lies half-folded over the edge of the roof, leaking black sludge onto the concrete below. The third is barely recognizable.
And König stands at the center of it.
His shoulders rise and fall in uneven pulses. Not from exertion. From restraint. Like his body wants to keep going and he’s forcing it still. His hands—massive, gloved, slick with something that steams in the cold—hang loose at his sides, twitching just slightly at the fingertips.
You sink to one knee near the rusted air vent, sucking in thin, smoke-tainted air. Your thigh screams as the movement pulls open the cut you earned on the jump. You grit your teeth, tear open a sterile pad, and press it in place hard enough to make your vision swim.
When you glance up again—he’s staring.
Not at the Wraiths. Not at the blood.
At you.
The same way he looked at you when you first met. Like he doesn’t know if he should speak your name or swallow it.
His mask is splattered—black, red, flecks of yellow-green wraith matter. The eye slits glint dull blue in the half-light. His head tilts.
He takes a single step toward you.
You tense without meaning to. Not fear. Not exactly. Just readiness.
One hand curls instinctively toward your blade.
He stops.
His voice is low. Cracked. “Bist du verletzt?”
You blink. “What?”
“Verletzt,” he repeats, then slower. “Injured?”
You look down. Scrapes across your palms. Gash on your thigh. Bruising. You nod once, sharp.
König shifts his weight, as if he might kneel. Might help.
But he doesn’t. He backs off a half-step, like your blood on the air is dangerous. Maybe to you. Maybe to him.
“You didn’t have to… do that,” you say.
Your voice sounds wrong in your mouth. You don’t even know what you mean by it. Kill them? Save me? Unleash whatever the hell that was?
“I did,” he answers.
“Why?”
No reply. His gaze drops to your wrapped thigh. Lingers.
You exhale, slow. “Let’s go.”
He follows.
No sound but his boots, heavy behind yours, echoing through the bones of the ruined city.
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The street feels abandoned by gravity.
You pass the husk of a fire-gutted transport truck. Its tires are melted to slag, its cargo bay peeled open like a can. Beyond it, half of a transit station juts from the earth at an angle, as if the ground tried to swallow it and failed.
Signs are faded. Structures lean. The sky above you is a slate bruise, cloud-thick and heavy with a threat that hasn’t yet decided if it’s storm or smog.
North. Always north.
König is six paces behind you. Still trailing like a ghost with too much weight. When you stop, he stops. When you look over your shoulder, he’s already looking back.
You duck into a low structure—once a city planning office, judging by the toppled drafting tables and wall maps curling with mildew. The interior is dark. Unstable. The floor creaks.
“Careful,” König warns from behind you.
You ignore him. “Yeah, yeah. Careful. I know.”
The next step is the wrong one.
The floor cracks open. Concrete gives like wet paper. You have one half-formed thought—Oh, shit—before the entire subfloor drops.
You fall with it.
Impact slams the breath out of your chest. You hit something slick, bounce, then crash down into cold, foul water. You go under.
It’s not deep, but it’s everywhere. It’s in your ears, your nose, your mouth. You drag yourself out coughing, spitting, gasping.
The space around you is a sunken sublevel—old maintenance or filing offices. Broken tile. Rusted pipes. A half-flooded trench runs through the center like a ruptured vein. The water’s cloudy, iridescent in places. Pale threads pulse faintly beneath the surface.
Your body seizes with cold.
Then—another crash.
König drops down behind you like a landslide. Hits the ground in a crouch and rises fluidly, head snapping toward you.
He sees the water. He sees you in it.
And he freezes.
“Get out,” he says.
You’re already hauling yourself up onto a pile of broken chairs.
“I’m fine,” you snap. “Relax.”
He doesn’t relax.
His whole body stiffens, breathing ragged through the slats of his mask. He paces once. His gloves flex. He won’t come near the water. Not yet.
“What’s wrong?” you ask.
He turns toward you slowly. His eyes catch the low emergency light bleeding in from a broken vent above.
“Water is bad,” he says. “Sick.”
You glance back. The surface of it shifts—not like water should. Something in it glows in the wrong color spectrum. Blue, red, but oily. Twisting. Like it’s not reflecting light, but eating it.
“What kind of sick?” you ask, quieter now.
“Viral. Blood-carried. Bio-contaminants.”
“And that stuff in the water—?”
“Carriers. Sometimes dormant. Sometimes not.”
You look at your soaked legs. Your arms. You didn’t swallow it—but you definitely weren’t untouched.
Your throat feels tight. “Am I infected?”
“No,” he says too fast. Then hesitates. “Not from this. Not yet.”
You stare at him. “But you knew the second I stepped in it, didn’t you?”
He doesn’t answer. Just watches you.
And keeps watching.
His body language is off. Subtle, but there—his jaw tight beneath the mask, breath shallow, weight shifting between his feet. Like he’s locked in place only by effort.
That’s when you realize: it’s not just the virus he’s worried about.
It’s you.
Your blood. Your scent. His proximity to it, soaked into your clothes, clinging to your skin.
Your hand finds your knife without thinking.
“Are you okay?” you ask softly.
His answer is low. Guttural. Like it’s pulled from the back of his throat.
“Not for long.”
That chills you more than the water.
You nod toward the wall ahead, where part of the structure has caved in, revealing a maintenance corridor still mostly intact.
“There’s no way back up.”
“I know.”
“So we go forward.”
He nods, still not looking directly at you.
You wring out your jacket, water running in rivulets down your fingers.
The corridor yawns open ahead—narrow, black, ribbed with old metal piping and collapse-scarred walls. A former maintenance shaft, maybe, or some forgotten access tunnel used to ferry security personnel when this city still had order. Now it smells like rust and wet insulation. Like the last breath of something left behind.
You shiver as you step into it.
The walls are slick. Water drips from above, tapping the broken floor in an irregular rhythm—tick, tick-tick, tick. Echoes bounce ahead of you like footsteps not your own.
Behind you, König follows—his boots almost soundless, but you can feel him. He takes up too much space even in silence. Even in shadow.
You glance over your shoulder. His posture’s tighter now. More rigid. He walks like he’s containing something in his chest, and the narrowness of the tunnel makes it worse. There’s no room to not breathe the same air.
“Claustrophobic?” you ask, not unkind.
“No.”
Just that. No elaboration. His voice is duller now, almost flat.
But his hands are flexing again.
You say nothing.
Fifteen minutes of walking brings you into a sublevel checkpoint—twin doors pried open by some long-dead survivor, scorched gunmetal twisted and blackened. One of the walls inside is scorched with a handprint. The other’s been overrun with something biological—not fungal, not viral. Just old mold and decay. It crawls up the plaster in long ribbons.
You find the supply locker in the corner.
Still sealed. Padlocked.
König steps up behind you.
You glance at him. “You want to try?”
He nods once. Raises one boot, and in a single motion, slams it into the lock.
It snaps like a tooth.
Inside, there’s not much. A half-frozen bottle of water. Some plastic-wrapped rations—chewy protein sludge with no expiration date. A packet of flares. A compact medkit sealed in military plastic.
But at the bottom, you find the thing that makes your heart stutter:
A thermal blanket. Still rolled. Still silver. Still clean.
You turn it over in your hands.
Outside, you can hear the wind picking up again. Howling through the fractures in the upper levels like a beast trying to sniff its way inside.
You glance toward the cracked stairwell that leads deeper underground. Then back at König.
“We can’t go back up,” you say.
“No,” he agrees.
“It’s going to get cold.”
He looks at you like he knows exactly how cold.
You make camp in the most intact section of the tunnel—wedged between two cement support beams and what was once an electrical panel. There’s enough flat ground to sit, enough height to not feel buried alive.
The wind outside turns from voice to scream.
You’re already shaking. The water in your boots never fully drained. Your sleeves are still damp. The chill is crawling into your spine.
You light a flare, set it into a rusted pipe fitting. It burns red, casting the walls in devil light.
König stays across from you.
Silent.
The air between you is heavy again. Not with threat—but with something worse. Something quieter. A pull. A pressure. Like the space wants to collapse between you and is just waiting for one of you to give it permission.
He hasn’t taken off his gear.
You can’t stop thinking about the blood on his mask. The wet line of it that trickled down over his collar, soaking into the scarf.
“You’re still bleeding,” you say.
“No.”
“You are.”
He looks down. Shrugs one shoulder. “Not mine.”
You swallow and look away.
After a long minute, you offer him one of the ration bars. He doesn’t move.
“Not hungry?”
His voice is quieter now. “Not for that.”
Your hands still.
You should hate him for saying that. You should be afraid. But the words don’t come out angry. Or mocking.
They come out like confession.
You break the bar in half anyway and eat yours without looking at him. It tastes like wet sand and iron supplements.
Eventually, your teeth start to chatter.
You curl tighter into yourself, wrapping your arms around your knees. You try to rub some warmth into your shoulders, but it’s not working. The wet has sunk in deep.
König shifts.
“Give me your pack.”
You blink. “What?”
“I’ll dry it.”
You hesitate, then hand it over. He pulls it open, lays it flat beside the flare. The warmth isn’t much, but it’s enough to start drying the straps.
Then he does something unexpected.
He unhooks his own scarf.
You watch, stunned, as he peels it back and folds it slowly—carefully—then tosses it to you.
“Dry your hands,” he says.
You hesitate.
But take it.
It’s warmer than you expected. Smells faintly of metal, blood, and… something else. Cold cotton. Distant fire.
You dry your fingers. The tremble lessens.
He watches you the whole time. Not moving. Barely breathing.
“You don’t have to help me,” you say.
His voice is quieter than the wind now.
“You smell like something I want to remember.”
Your heart kicks behind your ribs. You don’t know what to do with that.
You unfold the thermal blanket. It’s barely wide enough for one person.
You meet his eyes across the flare.
“I’m not dying from hypothermia tonight,” you mutter. “So unless you plan on standing guard in subzero—”
“I’ll stay close,” he says immediately. Too fast. Like the idea of being invited wrecks him more than being denied.
He crosses the space. Lowers himself down beside you.
Not touching. But close enough that your shoulders nearly brush.
You pass him the edge of the blanket.
His gloves hesitate. Then, gently, he tucks the corner between his arm and side.
You both sit like that. Listening to the flare burn down. Listening to the wind scream.
You don’t speak. Not for a long time.
But your eyes drift closed, and when your head lolls sideways, it lands against something solid and warm.
He doesn’t move.
You wake to warmth.
Not the comfortable kind. The kind that clings. That feels like a fever trying to crawl out of your skin.
The flare has long since burned out. The red light is gone, swallowed by shadows. But there’s still a low glow nearby—dim and pulsing. The last of the emergency power humming through a junction box across the tunnel, casting the walls in an amber haze.
You try to shift.
But something solid is pressed against your side.
König.
You freeze. Breathing shallow.
He’s still beside you, massive and unmoving, crouched like a sentry built out of concrete and rage. But his arm—just barely—has curved around behind your back. Not touching, exactly. Just there. As if he’d hovered at some point in the night, instinctively, and then never moved again.
He’s still wearing the mask.
But you can feel the heat of him under all that armor. Like standing too close to a generator.
Your pulse trips.
Slowly, carefully, you lean back. Just enough to put a breath of space between your bodies. His arm twitches.
He wakes instantly.
No jolt. No noise. Just awareness. Like he never really slept.
His head turns toward you. The eye slits of his mask catch the dim light.
You blink up at him.
Then, quietly, “Were you watching me?”
A pause.
“Yes.”
No shame in it. No apology.
You push yourself up to sit, brushing your fingers through your hair. It’s damp at the roots, skin clammy with cold that never quite left.
Your breath ghosts out in front of you in the underground chill.
He shifts to sit beside you. Still close. Still too large for the space. His knees brush yours when he moves.
You tug the blanket tighter around your shoulders and mutter, “Hope I didn’t snore.”
“You didn’t.”
You glance at him. “So you were listening.”
He doesn’t deny it.
For a moment, the only sound is water dripping from a pipe somewhere above. A faint mechanical groan filters through the wall, like something buried in the sublevels still trying to turn on after all these years.
“I didn’t think I’d sleep,” you admit.
“You needed it.”
“You think I need a lot of things,” you say, half-smiling.
He doesn’t answer that. But he tilts his head—slightly, birdlike—like he’s dissecting something in your voice.
You sigh and start checking your thigh wound. The bandage is soaked through, but the bleeding’s stopped. You peel it away carefully, teeth clenched.
König reaches into his gear. Produces a sealed dressing. Offers it without a word.
You take it.
His gloves brush your fingers.
The contact is brief. Nothing more than an accident.
But it’s enough to make your breath catch.
You unwrap the fresh bandage. The edges are stiff. Your hands shake more than you want them to. Cold. Or adrenaline. Or maybe just him.
He watches.
Always watching.
“Ever been this close to someone without trying to rip their throat out?”
His reply is quiet. Immediate.
“No.”
That stops the air in your lungs.
You glance at him. His eyes are dark. Fixed on yours. And for a second, something slips between you.
Not threat.
Not desire, either—not exactly.
But hunger. Emotional. Physical. Something that doesn’t know how to live in his bones anymore.
You murmur, “You didn’t touch me. Back there. When I fell.”
“No.”
“Why?”
A pause.
His jaw shifts under the mask.
“I wanted to.”
That lands like a weight in your chest. Your hands freeze over the fresh dressing.
You don’t say anything.
Neither does he.
But the silence between you thickens. Heavy. Charged. Not hostile—but not safe, either.
He lowers his gaze.
Then stands. Fluid. Quiet. Like the conversation never happened.
You gather your gear slowly, heart still beating faster than it should. Your hands fumble more than they should.
Outside the tunnel, wind roars down through the cracks like the world is reminding you how small you are. Cold, violent. Directionless.
But you feel his presence beside you. Warm. Grounded.
He won’t say anything else.
He doesn’t need to.
Not yet.
Notes:
Hi everyone!
Thank you so much for your patience with this chapter. Life’s been a bit chaotic lately—I had to manage a major move, and on top of that, I lost access to the docs account where I’d stored all of my original worldbuilding and outlines for this fic (devastating, I know).
That said, I really hope you enjoy this chapter! I wanted it to feel a little more alive, with forward momentum, tension, and a glimpse of the vulnerability simmering underneath everything. König and Reader’s dynamic is still slow-burn, still loaded, but now the stakes are climbing—literally and emotionally.
Thanks again for sticking with me. I’ll do my best to upload more regularly from here on out.
Chapter Text
Aboveground is worse than expected.
The building they emerge from groans with the weight of itself. Rust-pitted rebar coils out of the concrete like broken ribs. The staircase they climbed wheezed under König’s bulk with every step. Now, back on the fractured street, the wind tears sideways against your jacket with a kind of bite that feels personal.
By the time the rain thins, the world has turned to ice.
Not snow—ice. A thin film glazes every surface, slick and shining under a colorless sky. The ruined city looks frostbitten. Abandoned bones rimed in silver.
You pull your coat tighter, boots grinding against the frozen slush as you push ahead. König trails behind, heavy and silent, his breath fogging the air in rhythmic bursts. He’s close enough that when you stop, you feel his presence press into the back of your shoulders—an eclipse, made of heat and instinct and unsaid things.
“We need height,” you mutter, peering through the haze. “Signal’s dead down here. No way to check the maps unless we find a rooftop.”
König doesn’t argue. He rarely does. He just nods, gestures toward the concrete monolith two blocks up—an old high-rise, its top half collapsed inward like a skull caved in. Still, the base looks stable. If anything in this place can be trusted, it’s what’s already broken and still standing.
You move.
The wind slices through every gap in your jacket. Water sloshes in your boots. König is a wall of warmth behind you, but you don’t let yourself drift toward it. Not yet. Not while you’re still walking on your own two feet.
The lobby is hollowed out. Marble floor cracked open like eggshell, the remains of a reception desk caved in under a fallen support beam. There’s a half-melted sign above the elevators: “Level Access: 1–20.” Of course, the elevators are dead.
“Stairs?” you ask.
König gestures to the right. You spot the stairwell door—ajar, the inside black with shadow.
“Lovely,” you mutter. “Let’s see how much of this building doesn’t want to kill us.”
The stairs are icy. Every step creaks. You move slow, methodical, blade in one hand, flashlight in the other. König’s steps behind you are too soft for someone his size. You wonder if he’s always moved like that, or if the virus made him quieter.
By the 7th floor, your breathing grows shallow.
By the 10th, your vision swims.
“Shit,” you whisper, leaning against the wall. A cough claws up your throat and bursts from your chest before you can stop it. Wet. Sharp. You cover your mouth, already knowing what you’ll see when you look at your hand.
Red.
Not a lot. Just specks.
But enough.
“You’re hurt,” König says behind you.
You shake your head. “Not new. I’m just cold.”
He doesn’t believe you. You can feel it in the way his weight shifts.
“I’m fine,” you snap.
And then your knees give out.
You pitch forward—stupid, clumsy, a flash of light and bone.
But before you can hit the ground, there’s an arm around your waist. Strong. Sure. Effortless.
König catches you like you weigh nothing.
He doesn’t ask.
He just lifts.
You feel the motion before you understand it—his body curling around yours, one arm braced behind your shoulders, the other beneath your knees. You’re half-frozen, shaking, but your brain still sputters with heat at the sensation of being held.
“Put me down,” you mutter, throat raw.
“You’re freezing,” he growls. “You’ll fall again.”
“I can walk.”
“No.”
The word cuts deeper than it should. Not angry. Not scolding.
Just firm. Final.
Your body aches against him, cold seeping in at every seam. But his chest is warm. Too warm. His heart thunders beneath layers of gear, steady and inhuman.
You don’t fight him.
Not this time.
He carries you to the 15th floor.
The rooftop door is rusted shut, half-welded from weather and decay. König shifts you gently—gently—against the wall, cradling your back like you’re something soft and breakable, then slams a boot into the door.
It buckles.
Another hit, and it bursts open, revealing a skeletal rooftop slick with melting ice.
You blink against the cold light.
He sets you down on a dry patch near the edge, where a chunk of overhang has shielded the floor from the worst of the storm. He shrugs out of his scarf, then his tactical outer layer—leaving only the reinforced undersuit clinging to his massive frame—and drapes the heavy fabric over your shoulders.
The heat of it is immediate.
You blink. Then speak, quiet: “You didn’t have to carry me.”
“I wanted to.”
He says it too quickly. Like it’s a truth that escaped before he could strangle it.
You stare at him.
For once, you don’t have something sharp to say.
So you look out instead—at the horizon.
The sky is bruised. Low clouds smear the air, and in the distance, a radio tower juts through the mist like a needle through skin. It pulses faintly.
A signal.
You point. “There.”
König follows your gaze.
“We could reach it,” you say, coughing again. “Maybe tomorrow. If the cold breaks.”
“You shouldn’t be walking tomorrow.”
“I’m not dying,” you mutter.
“No,” he says quietly. “But you’re not healing, either.”
You don’t respond.
The silence between you isn’t uncomfortable this time. It settles like fog—close, but not choking. A presence more than a pressure.
You shift the scarf tighter. It smells like leather and damp fabric, like something that’s been through too many storms. You don’t thank him again. It would feel strange now—like stating the obvious.
König kneels beside you. Not close enough to touch. Just near. His mask shifts slightly as he watches you adjust the layers.
“You’re burning up,” he says after a moment. Not worried. Just observant.
You shrug, teeth chattering faintly. “I’ve had worse.”
He doesn’t comment. Just reaches for his pack and unzips a side pocket. Pulls out a canteen, offers it.
You take it.
The water’s cold. Sharp. It helps a little.
“You always carry this much gear?” you ask, not out of real curiosity—just to fill the space.
“Yes,” he says. Then after a pause, “I used to carry more.”
You glance over.
“Before?”
A short nod.
“Squad?”
“Ja.”
You wait, but that’s all he gives you.
Still, something about the way he sits now—settled, less alert—makes him feel more like a person and less like a shadow stitched to your heels.
You shift in place, trying to get more comfortable against the concrete.
He watches you. “You’ll feel worse tomorrow.”
“Thanks for the optimism.”
“Just saying.”
He pulls out another blanket—thinner, emergency foil. Passes it over without comment. You take it.
“You’re not cold?” you ask.
“No.”
“Because of the virus?”
A beat.
“Maybe.”
You lie back, pressing the scarf against your cheek.
He doesn’t move. Just sits beside you, tall and quiet, his weight casting a long shadow against the rooftop wall.
The wind has dulled to a whisper, dragging scraps of cloud across the low, bruised sky. The rooftop around you gleams faintly—melted sleet refrozen in glassy patches, catching the dim light like veins of silver. Far below, the city steams in the aftermath of the storm, gutters overflowing, dead leaves swirling in corners of broken stone.
You lie on your side beneath the scarf and foil blanket, shivering in short, rhythmic bursts. König sits beside you, legs folded, broad back curved slightly inward like he’s trying to take up less space than his body allows. You don’t think he’s blinked in ten minutes.
“Do you ever sleep?” you ask, voice rough around the edges.
He doesn’t look at you. “Sometimes.”
“How often is sometimes?”
A pause.
“Every few days.”
You squint. “That by choice, or…?”
“I don’t like the dreams.”
His voice isn’t quiet, exactly—but there’s something pulled in about it. Like each word has to be weighed before it can leave his throat.
You shift onto your back, the cold biting your spine through the concrete. “What’s it like?” you ask. “Being… changed.”
That gets his attention. He tilts his head slightly, mask catching the light. You can’t see his expression, but you can feel the tension thread through him.
After a long moment: “Loud.”
You blink. “Loud?”
He nods once. “Not with sound. Just—always something moving. Something waking. In my blood. My bones.” He flexes a hand, gloved fingers curling. “Hunger. Pressure. Like a second heartbeat.”
You’re quiet for a beat, watching him.
“And you can feel it all the time?”
Another small nod.
You wrap the scarf tighter around yourself, pulse fluttering low. “Will it ever… stop?”
König doesn’t answer right away. He turns his head slightly, looking out over the city. His silhouette is massive in profile, but somehow still contained—like something trying to stay folded, despite the urge to unfold violently.
“Not unless I die,” he says eventually.
You chew the inside of your cheek.
“Will you hurt me?” you ask softly.
He stills.
Doesn’t flinch.
But you can feel the shift in him. Like the question cuts cleaner than anything you’ve asked before.
He turns toward you slowly.
The light hits his eyes through the slits in his mask.
They’re so pale they barely register as blue. More like shattered ice—cracked glass over something endless. Colorless in the center, with just the faintest ring of frostbitten blue around the edge. The kind of eyes you’d expect to find staring back at you from the wrong end of a rifle.
But they’re watching you now with something else.
Not threat. Not guilt.
Worry.
“I don’t know,” he says.
You blink. “That’s honest.”
“It’s the only answer I have.”
You nod slowly.
Then, without thinking, you say: “Your eyes are weird.”
He goes still again.
“What?”
“I mean it in a nice way,” you add quickly. “They’re not like anyone else’s. They don’t look real. Or maybe too real. I don’t know. Kind of like something cold that never melts.”
Silence.
You glance over at him.
His posture has changed—just slightly. Stiffer now.
“…König?”
He clears his throat. Shifts. And when he speaks, the accent catches harder in his voice, rough around the edges.
“Thank you,” he mumbles. “I think.”
You bite back a smile.
Was that a stutter?
“I didn’t mean it as a flirt,” you offer, smirking. “More like an observation.”
“I know,” he says quickly. “Still.”
Still.
You’re not sure what the rest of that sentence would’ve been. You don’t press.
Instead, you turn your head back toward the sky.
The wind’s picking up again. Just enough to make the foil crackle faintly beside your ear.
“You ever take the mask off?” you ask, quieter now.
He hesitates. Then:
“No.”
“Why not?”
Another long silence.
Then: “I don’t want to see what’s underneath.”
Something about that answer makes your chest ache.
You lie there, watching the clouds. Letting the cold settle deeper into your muscles, anchoring you to the roof. You don’t speak again for a while.
Neither does he.
But he shifts closer—not by much, but enough that the edge of his coat brushes your foot.
Notes:
Short chapter! I have a bunch pre-written and am trying to release these ASAP
Chapter 5: Ghost Signal
Summary:
The fever breaks—but the silence doesn’t.
You dream of heat and teeth and a voice you don’t want to hear in your head. But when you wake, he’s still there. Watching. Guarding. Not touching.
You make it to the tower, but it’s not the relief you hoped for. Inside, a dying man waits with a warning: there’s a cure in the south. But between you and it—Wraith territory.
A new mission. A new risk. And, maybe, something new growing between you and the creature that keeps pretending he isn’t afraid to care.
Chapter Text
You dream in pieces.
Heat first. Thick and suffocating. The kind that drags sweat down your spine and makes your limbs feel heavy, boneless. You’re pinned beneath it—drenched in warmth, surrounded by it, smothered. A weight against your chest. Not pain. Not fear.
Want.
A voice, too close to your ear:
“Bleib still…”
Stay still.
You breathe hard through your nose. Your mouth won’t open. It’s full of blood. Or maybe something sweeter. You can’t tell.
His hands are on you. Or a hand. Just one, massive, gloved. Pressed flat against your sternum, fingers spread, anchoring you down with barely any pressure at all. Like he could crush you without effort but chooses not to. Again and again.
The mask drips water against your neck. Or sweat. Or saliva. You don’t care.
You can’t see his face.
But you feel his breath.
Hot. Starving. Not human.
“Schau mich an,” the voice growls. Look at me.
You can’t.
Your pulse pounds between your legs. You try to move—hips grinding upward against something solid, unyielding—and a sound escapes your throat, low and pathetic. You can’t tell if it’s his name or just a gasp. He breathes it in like a secret.
“Don’t—” you manage to rasp, but you don’t mean it.
He knows.
He leans in. The world tips sideways.
The pressure in your gut curls sharp and deep, shamefully sweet.
Then—
A flash.
Light slashes across your vision like a blade.
You blink.
You’re awake.
The fire’s gone out. Smoke curls upward in lazy strands from the collapsed tin pan you’d been using to burn scraps. The ceiling above you is cracked concrete. Rain leaks in through a rusted seam, drops tapping rhythmically onto the tile near your hip.
Your mouth is dry. Your skin feels too tight. Your lungs ache like you’ve run a mile.
You’re burning up. Except—no. Not anymore.
You push the blanket down from your shoulders. It sticks to your damp collarbone.
König is sitting a few feet away, his back to the wall, one knee bent. Still armored. Still masked. His hood is down, though—damp and bunched at his shoulders.
He’s watching you.
Not intensely. Not like before.
Just… calmly. Like he’s been waiting.
Your cheeks flame before you even speak. You pray to something, anything, that you didn’t make noise in your sleep.
He tilts his head slightly. “You were dreaming.”
No shit.
“Fever,” you mumble, pushing yourself upright with trembling arms. “Probably cooked my brain.”
He reaches beside him and pulls a battered metal canteen from his bag. Passes it to you in silence.
You drink too fast. It hurts going down. You don’t care.
He shifts forward, reaches out—
You flinch, instinctual.
But he doesn’t touch. Just hovers, then gently presses the back of his glove to your forehead.
“Cooler,” he says. “Fever broke.”
You nod, still blinking away the afterimage of teeth behind your eyelids.
He starts to pull his hand back.
“You can touch,” you murmur.
He pauses.
Then draws his hand away anyway.
Typical.
You drop back against the makeshift pile of coats and torn fabric, exhaling slow. Your whole body still feels strange. Too aware. Too raw.
You glance at him again.
He’s watching the fire pit now. Or what’s left of it. Like he’s pretending he wasn’t looking at you a moment ago.
“…You’re not great at bedside manner,” you say, voice rough with sleep.
He doesn’t look over. But after a beat, he says, “I kept you warm.”
“Romantic.”
A long pause.
Then—quietly:
“You were shaking.”
You pause mid-sip.
His tone wasn’t sheepish. Wasn’t soft. Just matter-of-fact. But something about the way he says it makes your chest tighten.
You glance at him sideways. “How long was I out?”
“Eight hours. Maybe more.”
“Jesus.”
“You don’t remember?”
You shake your head. “No dreams. Not really.”
He glances at you, eyes sharp behind the slits of his mask. “You made sounds.”
Your stomach drops.
“Bad sounds?”
He doesn’t answer.
You groan, dragging a hand down your face. “God, if I said anything weird, just—forget it, okay?”
Another beat of silence.
Then, almost too soft to hear:
“You said my name.”
You freeze.
He says it without any weight. Without accusation. Just fact. But your brain stutters all the same.
“Are you messing with me?”
He shakes his head once.
You shift your legs under the blanket. The fire might be out, but your cheeks are still fucking burning.
“Great,” you mutter. “My subconscious is officially an embarrassment.”
König is quiet again. But not the uncomfortable kind. Just… watching. As if waiting for you to implode.
You bite back a nervous laugh. “You must think I’m pathetic.”
He finally speaks. “No.”
You blink.
His tone is flat. But there’s something underneath it. A beat of sincerity you’re not used to hearing from him.
You pull your knees up, wrapping the foil around your legs tighter. “You always watch people sleep?”
He shrugs, barely a movement. “Sometimes.”
“That’s creepy.”
“You make noise. I had to listen.”
You snort. “That’s even worse.”
He tilts his head again. That weird little twitch he does when he’s confused or amused or trying to hide either.
You glance at him sidelong.
His eyes are sharper than usual. Pale as ever, but catching the low light differently. Less ice, more glacier. Still unreadable. Still intense.
But softer, too.
“You, uh…” You clear your throat. “You sleep with your eyes open?”
He gives the smallest shake of his head. “Didn’t sleep.”
You frown. “At all?”
“I told you. Not often.”
“Because of the dreams?”
He says nothing.
You let it sit. The quiet, the cold, the hum of wind pushing at the rusted beams overhead. It feels like a moment balanced on the edge of something bigger. You don’t know what. But it’s fragile. You don’t want to break it.
You lean back. “Anyway. Thanks for not letting me freeze to death. Very noble of you.”
He shrugs. “Would be a waste.”
You smirk. “Wow. Truly touched.”
“You’re welcome.”
Another pause.
Then, deadpan: “Next time I’ll let you die.”
You grin. “See? You’re getting the hang of jokes.”
He looks away. But his posture is easier now. Looser. Like the worst of the tension has passed. Like maybe, just maybe, the space between you doesn’t feel like a minefield anymore.
You lean your head against the wall, watching him watch the room.
And for the first time in a while, you let yourself rest without bracing for the worst.
———
The city stretches before you like a carcass.
Sky dull and low, draped in heavy cloud cover. No rain yet, but it threatens in the air—static clinging to your fingers, gathering behind your teeth. The wind picks up every now and then, pulling tarps loose from skeletal balconies, dragging wet plastic bags like ghosts across the pavement.
You move carefully. Slower than usual. Your body’s still recovering—fever sweat dried into your collar, every step a dull echo in your skull.
König walks beside you.
Not behind. Not shadowing.
Beside.
It’s the first time he’s walked with you like this—level. Like you’re equals. Like you’re not something he’s guarding from behind or watching through cover. He doesn’t speak, but the change is… noticeable.
You glance at him. “You don’t have to match my pace.”
“I’m not,” he says.
You snort. “Sure.”
His eyes flick toward you, unreadable through the slits of his mask. “You think you’re faster than me?”
You raise a brow. “Only one of us needed to sleep.”
A pause. Then: “You talk more when you’re feverish.”
“You’re just lucky I didn’t try to bite you.”
“I wouldn’t have stopped you.”
You blink.
He keeps walking.
Right.
Okay.
The buildings begin to change—less shattered, more intact but still clearly abandoned. Long corridors of glass storefronts, their windows blown out and gutted by mold. You pass what used to be a bank. Vines creep through the front like veins, bursting up through tile. Inside, a ceiling fan still turns lazily overhead, power somehow still feeding in from a distant, groaning grid.
“Almost looks normal,” you mutter.
König glances at it. “Almost.”
He steps over a cracked curb. You follow, boots squelching in a puddle. The water here is worse—thicker. Slightly iridescent. You sidestep it, but König doesn’t.
The stuff clings to the edge of his boot. When he lifts it, it stretches faintly before snapping.
You pause, eyeing the smear it leaves behind.
“That stuff’s alive,” you say.
He nods. “A little.”
“How much is a little?”
“Enough.”
You keep walking. “Comforting.”
As you move deeper into the city’s bones, the static gets stronger. It starts like a buzz in your molars. Then your skin. Then under your tongue.
You touch the side of your head, frowning. “You feel that?”
König doesn’t answer right away.
Then he says: “It’s the tower.”
“How far?”
He lifts his head slightly, scanning the skyline. Then points.
There.
Between two half-collapsed office buildings—one of the old military relay towers, jutting up like a spike through the spine of the city. You hadn’t seen it earlier. It blends into the gray.
But now that you do…
You hear it.
A faint whine in the distance. Fading in and out. Like a heartbeat trying to sync with the air.
“I thought these went offline years ago.”
“They did,” König says. “This one didn’t.”
You narrow your eyes. “That mean someone turned it back on?”
“Maybe.”
Great.
The closer you get, the more the buildings crowd in—like teeth. You pass through alleyways thick with steam and mildew, your breath misting in the air. The heat from earlier is gone now, replaced with the brittle chill of an incoming front. You tug your scarf tighter.
König doesn’t react to the cold. No surprise.
He pauses as you duck beneath a collapsed pipe. Reaches out—not touching, just steadying his hand near your shoulder, in case you fall. You don’t.
But you glance up anyway.
“You always like this?”
“Like what.”
“Hovering.”
He considers. Then: “Only around you.”
“Flattering.”
You step through the gap and land in the next corridor. A low, flooded street, lined with what used to be market stalls. The signs are all in spray paint now—warnings, markings, a few crude maps left behind by travelers or scouts. You pause near one. It’s smeared, but you can still make out one phrase:
DON’T DRINK. DON’T BLEED. DON’T STAY LONG.
You nod toward it. “Catchy.”
König steps up behind you. “They’re right.”
You tilt your head. “You know what’s in the water, don’t you.”
He nods. “Biological. Engineered. Airborne wasn’t stable enough.”
“So they made it liquid.”
He doesn’t answer.
You walk in silence a while. The wind stings your cheeks now. You wipe your nose on your sleeve.
König watches. “Still sick?”
“I don’t get sick,” you say. “Just inconveniently on fire.”
“Hm.”
Another pause.
Then he adds, low: “You smell better now.”
You blink. “Excuse me?”
“Not so… feverish.”
You stare at him.
He glances away.
“Oh my god,” you mutter, smiling despite yourself. “Is that how you tell someone they’re looking healthier? ‘You don’t smell like death anymore’?”
He shrugs. “It’s true.”
You chuckle. “You’ve got to work on your people skills, König.”
He tilts his head. “You’re not people.”
“…Excuse me?”
“I mean,” he says, slowly, “you’re you.”
You stop walking. Look at him.
He freezes, visibly realizing how that sounded.
You let it hang there a moment longer than necessary. Then:
“You’ve been alone too long, big guy.”
He grumbles something under his breath in German.
You smirk. “What was that?”
“Nothing.”
“Say it in English.”
“No.”
You laugh, stepping forward again. He follows. A half-beat behind. His head ducked a little lower than before.
The sky grows darker.
Eventually, the tower looms directly above you—an ugly, rust-streaked needle of antennae and bolted steel. You can see cables strung across its base, tied into nearby power lines. Someone’s been here recently.
You grip your knife tighter.
König stops just behind you. “Wait.”
You glance over. “Why?”
He nods toward the open doorway at the tower’s base.
You squint.
It’s cracked open. Faint flickers of light pulse behind it.
Not warm light. Not fire.
Something electric.
“Someone’s inside,” you whisper.
König nods. “Alive. For now.”
You swallow hard.
The static pulses again—sharp, closer, humming just beneath your feet.
The tower waits.
The base of the tower hums like a dying organ.
You approach slowly—knife drawn, heart thudding. König’s footsteps are silent behind you, but you feel his presence like gravity. Closer than usual. Protective.
The door is barely open, wedged at an angle by a fallen piece of rebar. You nudge it wider with the toe of your boot, and it groans against the frame—loud in the heavy quiet.
Inside, the air stinks of copper and mold. A generator ticks somewhere beneath the floor, struggling to stay alive. The light flickers—pale green from cracked monitors, bleeding across the concrete like spilled coolant.
You step through.
The room used to be a server hub. You recognize the bones of it—racks gutted and dead, a shattered control station littered with the corpses of a thousand tangled cables. There’s graffiti across the far wall: a black sun with jagged rays, bleeding down into words you can’t read. Beneath it, a cot. A figure.
You halt.
It’s a man. Maybe fifty. Gaunt. Drenched in sweat. His arm is missing from the elbow down, bound in rags soaked through with blood and something darker. Tubes run from his body to a battery-powered med kit that’s long since died. His chest rises and falls shallowly. One eye is open.
You whisper, “He’s alive.”
König says nothing.
You step forward. Slowly. Hands visible. Nonthreatening.
The man’s gaze twitches toward you. Unfocused.
“…Help?” he rasps.
You crouch by the cot, checking his vitals. Pulse, thready. Pupils, uneven. You glance over your shoulder. “He’s septic.”
König scans the room—his mask twitching toward every creak, every whine of the tower overhead.
The man’s hand twitches. “You’re not… scav?”
You shake your head. “No.”
“You have gear.”
“I have a pulse.”
He huffs a breath. Could be a laugh. Could be pain. “You armed?”
König steps into view.
The man stiffens. “Oh.”
“He’s not your problem,” you say quickly.
“Looks like a big one.”
You almost smile.
The man coughs—wet and rattling. He gestures toward the corner. “There’s a file. Red tab. Take it. Take all of it.”
You move toward the folder—barely held together with cracked plastic. Inside, hand-scrawled notes. Maps. Medical symbols. Codes you don’t recognize. You flip through.
“What is this?”
The man licks his cracked lips. “It’s what’s left of us.”
“Us?”
“Southern branch. Research division. We were based out of Lab Theta—subterranean facility beneath the old quarantine zone. We were… tracking viral evolution. Trying to reverse engineer the blood vector.”
Your chest tightens. “A cure?”
He gives you a look. Dry. Pained. “You sound like her.”
“Who?”
He doesn’t answer.
König steps closer. “You said ‘were.’ What happened?”
The man doesn’t flinch. “Collapse. Breach event. We lost half the team in three minutes. Those of us that escaped tried to re-establish contact. Everyone went dark.”
You glance at the monitor. It’s flickering now—looping an old signal pattern. Static overlaid with numbers.
“Why are you still here?”
“Was manning the tower when the breach hit. Didn’t get clear in time. Tried to patch my arm. Didn’t work.” He breathes through his nose. “Stayed alive long enough to pass this on.”
You glance at the folder again. Your fingers twitch.
“How far south is the lab?”
“Two hundred kilometers. Maybe more. Terrain’s hostile. You’ll have to cross Wraith territory.”
König shifts behind you.
The man notices. “You’ll have to protect her, freak.”
König goes very still.
You rise, carefully. “Don’t call him that.”
The man squints at you. “You know what he is?”
“I know what he isn’t.”
“Yeah?” He coughs. Blood sprays across the cot. “You sure?”
You hold his gaze.
He sags back, spent. “Doesn’t matter. Go south or don’t. Won’t change what’s coming.”
“What is coming?”
He swallows hard. “The strain’s mutating. Faster than expected. If there’s any chance of reversing it, it’s buried down there. Buried with the last people who understood the code.”
You look at König.
He says nothing. Just watches the dying man with unreadable eyes.
You turn back. “You said there might be a cure.”
“There was something. A hybrid model. Enzyme-based. We were testing it on the Bound.”
You go still.
“The what?”
The man blinks slow. “Wraithbound. Half-turned. Like him.”
You don’t move.
“They responded to it. Some of them. Regression in aggression markers. But the effects weren’t consistent.”
“Did it help?”
He nods faintly. “Maybe. I don’t know. We didn’t have time. All I know is—you’re not the first one he’s followed.”
Your blood goes cold.
“What?”
“Go south,” the man says again. His voice is fading. “Find Theta. Burn it, if you have to. But find it.”
You crouch beside him again. “Hey—stay with me. What do you mean I’m not the first?”
But he doesn’t respond.
His breath rattles once more. Then stops.
König says nothing.
The monitors whine, then blink out.
Silence.
You sit back on your heels, hand still on the edge of the cot.
“He’s dead,” you murmur.
König steps closer. “We should leave.”
You don’t move. Your fingers drift across the edge of the folder. The maps. The idea of something better.
Hope.
Thin. Maybe lethal. But there.
You look up at him.
He stares down at you, eyes unreadable. But his shoulders are tense. Jaw clenched beneath the mask.
“…Was he telling the truth?” you ask.
“I don’t know.”
“About the Bound?”
He’s silent.
You stand slowly. “He said they responded to the cure. That it worked. A little.”
König turns away. “He said it didn’t last.”
“He said it might be a chance.”
He faces the wall. Silent. Still.
You take a breath. “What happened to the others? The ones like you.”
“They changed,” he says.
“Into Wraiths?”
“Worse.”
You wait. But he doesn’t explain.
Instead, he adds, quietly: “I didn’t.”
You nod. “Because of the cure?”
“No.” He turns back. “Because I didn’t want to.”
You meet his gaze.
For a second, you see something flicker behind his eyes. Not hunger. Not restraint. Something like… fear.
You step forward. Close enough to see your reflection in his mask.
“Would it help you?”
His voice drops. “What.”
“If we found it. The cure. Would it fix you?”
He laughs once. Soft. Bitter.
“There is no fixing,” he says.
You look down at the file in your hands.
There’s a map. A route south. Lines drawn in frantic pen, circling zones labeled RED, DEAD, and BLACK. You trace one finger along the edge of it.
“I’m going,” you say.
König looks at you.
“If there’s even a chance,” you continue, “I’m going.”
He watches your face. The way your hands shake.
Then, after a long silence:
“I’ll go with you.”
You blink.
“Are you sure?”
“No.”
“…But?”
He straightens. “I can’t let you go alone.”
You nod once.
Then tuck the folder into your pack.
The tower creaks around you, full of ghosts.
But for the first time in a long time, the road ahead doesn’t feel empty.
It feels like a beginning.
Chapter 6: Smoke Between the Bones
Summary:
You camp for the night.
König talks more than he ever has.
There’s teasing, warmth, shadows that still cling.
Old wounds resurface. A new lead surfaces.
Theta isn’t where you thought it was—
But neither are you.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The tower shrinks behind you like a vanishing landmark, swallowed by fog and skyline bones. You and König move south in the hush of pre-dawn, boots crunching through frost-laced debris, the map folded tight in your coat pocket. The paper crackles like dried leaves when you check it—handwritten notes, half-smeared by damp fingers, pointing toward the research checkpoint.
Theta. The cure, maybe.
Or the end of the road.
König follows just behind, his steps too quiet for his size. You only know he’s there by the way the birds stop singing when he gets too close.
Thehighway bends through the corpse of a rural township—collapsed fences, blackened windows, and yards overrun with kudzu. An overturned bus rusts in the middle of the road, its wheels clawing at the air like the thing tried to run and got frozen mid-scream.
You kick a soda can as you walk. It echoes down the hollow street, then disappears.
“Charming,” you mutter.
König glances at the house beside you, its porch half-sunk into rot. “It used to be.”
You raise a brow. “You’ve been here?”
He shrugs. “Not this exact town. But one like it.”
“You think they made it out?”
König’s voice is quiet. “No.”
The wind shifts, carrying the scent of stagnant water and smoke. You pause at a collapsed gas station, rifle slung over one shoulder, scanning for movement. König walks past the pumps, eyes scanning the rooftop like he expects it to groan or speak.
You watch him for a moment. How carefully he moves. How quiet.
“You always this good at sneaking?”
He glances back at you. “Would you prefer I stomped?”
You grin. “Honestly? Wouldn’t mind some warning when you show up behind me like a damn ghost.”
His eyes flick down to the gravel. “I’m trying.”
You laugh. “That’s terrifying.”
By midday, you’re halfway to the checkpoint the doctor marked—Theta’s last known forward post—when König stops short, nostrils flaring behind the mask.
“What?” you ask.
“Blood. Small. Rabbit maybe.”
You narrow your eyes. “That your lunch or mine?”
He hesitates.
Then: “Both.”
Before you can ask more, he’s already vanished into the trees.
He returns over an hour later.
There’s dirt on his gloves, leaves in his hood. His chest rises and falls just slightly faster than usual.
In one hand, he carries a limp bundle—fur, paws, long ears. In the other, a few foraged apples, a battered MRE pouch.
“Dinner,” he says simply.
You blink at the rabbit. “You caught that?”
He nods.
“Cooked?”
“Mostly.”
You glance at the pouch in his other hand.
“What about you?”
His eyes slide away. “I ate earlier.”
You watch him a moment longer. His gloves are cleaner than they were. His scarf hangs just a little looser. There’s a faint smear near the edge of his mask—something dark, almost dry.
You don’t ask.
You just take the food and mutter, “Show-off.”
The night tastes like iron and fog.
You build a fire in the lee of a crumbling drainage tunnel, a hollow tucked beneath the road. The rabbit chars over low flame, its scent thin and smoky. You eat quietly, König sitting opposite, silent. Always watching. Always a little too still.
“You sure you don’t want some?” you ask, mouth half-full.
He shakes his head. “Not this kind.”
“Too civilized?”
He exhales through his nose. “Too dead.”
You snort. “You’re creepy when you’re honest.”
König tilts his head. “And when I lie?”
“Still creepy. Just more polite about it.”
He shifts, just slightly. “You’re not afraid of me anymore.”
You pause. “Should I be?”
He doesn’t answer.
The road south pulls you through old farming counties—acres of rusted barbed wire and broken silos. A hand-painted sign on a fence reads:
THETA PERSONNEL ONLY. TRESPASSERS WILL BE SHOT.
The gate swings open on its own.
A scarecrow leans on a pole nearby, dressed in a hazmat suit two sizes too big.
You murmur, “Charming.”
König glances at it once. “It’s to scare animals.”
You shake your head. “That’s not what I’m worried about.”
Later, you pass a billboard stripped of its paint, graffiti scrawled over what used to be a government warning. In blood-red letters, someone’s written:
STAY OUT OF THE WATER. IT SEES YOU.
You stare at it a moment too long.
König does too.
“That true?” you ask, voice low.
He’s silent a beat. Then: “Maybe.”
“Hell of an answer.”
He exhales, slow. “I don’t drink it.”
You look at him sidelong. “But you could?”
He shrugs. “I’d rather not find out.”
You both fall silent.
The wind cuts across the empty fields, dragging leaves like bones down the road.
At dusk, you find an old waystation—one of those prefab modular buildings dropped in by field teams in the early days. Its door hangs half open, generator long dead, but the structure’s mostly intact. König checks the perimeter while you pull tarps and cracked plastic crates into a corner.
Inside, the dust smells like bleach and mildew. Blood stains the floor—old, brown. Drag marks trail toward a smashed window.
You don’t ask what happened.
You already know.
König drops his pack near the door. You unpack the food. Silence stretches.
Finally, you say, “You don’t have to stand guard all the time, you know.”
He grunts. “I do.”
You tilt your head. “That’s very stoic of you.”
“Or anxious.”
You blink.
Then grin. “You? Anxious?”
He doesn’t look at you.
You press: “What, you worried I’ll sneak off in the night?”
His voice is very quiet. “Worried something will take you.”
Something tightens in your chest.
“…Well,” you mutter, fumbling for levity. “If it tries, tell it I bite.”
König shifts, and for a moment, you swear his shoulders shake. Like he laughed.
That night, you lie side by side, separated by six feet and the dying warmth of the stove.
You whisper: “You said there was someone before.”
He doesn’t move.
“You followed them?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
He hesitates. “I thought they were strong.”
“Were they?”
“They died.”
You glance up. The ceiling sags overhead, a piece of insulation swaying like wet paper.
“…Did you like them?”
“No.”
You blink. “But you followed them.”
“They were going somewhere. Like you.”
You chew your cheek. “What happened?”
König’s voice is a whisper. “I scared them.”
“Did you hurt them?”
“No. But I wanted to.”
You go still.
“And me?” you ask, after a long pause. “Do you want to hurt me?”
He turns his head toward you.
Very quietly: “No.”
Then, after a beat: “That’s the problem.”
You drift to sleep with his silhouette burned into your mind.
Not the violence. Not the hunger.
The restraint.
The way he turns away before you can catch him looking. The way he doesn’t touch you, even when you’re trembling with cold. The way his voice dips when he says your name.
Not possession. Not even lust.
Something quieter. Sadder.
Like he’s not sure he deserves to want you at all.
The checkpoint isn’t marked on any official map—just a cross on the back of the doctor’s notes and one word scrawled in tight, urgent ink:
Theta?
By the time you find it, the clouds have choked out the sun, and the light has gone soft and colorless. The wind moves through the overgrowth like a whisper, but nothing else makes a sound.
You slow, motioning König to halt. The field ahead is ringed by skeletal fencing, the barbed wire long since collapsed. What used to be a temporary forward operating base now slumps inward—prefab walls sheared open, floodlights rotting on their poles, and a comms tower leaning at a sick angle toward the trees.
The first thing you notice is the smell.
Metal. Burned plastic. Blood.
Not fresh, but not long dead either.
König steps forward beside you. You can feel his body tense before you see it—shoulders locked, hands flexing once in their gloves.
“You smell that too?” you murmur.
He nods. “Blood. Viral rot. And—” He cuts off.
“And?” you press.
His eyes shift beneath the hood. “One of them is still here.”
You both move low, silent, hugging the tall grass. He takes point as you slip toward the shattered gate. Bits of shattered glass crunch under your boots despite your care.
Then something moves.
Just a flicker—beneath one of the collapsed shelter roofs. A shape crawling.
König moves before you can. A blur of mass and violence.
He barrels into the shape, lifts it, and slams it down into the concrete so hard you feel it in your teeth. The thing snarls—more sound than shape—and you get a glimpse of it through the churned dust: half-human, jaw split, skin half-peeled, one arm longer than the other like the mutation didn’t finish.
Not a Wraith.
But not a man either.
König crushes its skull with one booted heel. The crunch is sickening. Final.
Then, silence.
You breathe out, trying to slow the rush in your blood.
“Scout?” you ask.
He nods, voice low. “Likely. And not alone.”
You scan the shadows. “Theta must’ve been stationed here. Then… this happened.”
He doesn’t answer.
There’s a sound then. Not close—behind the shelter. A scrape. Then a sharp inhalation.
You draw your weapon. “Three o’clock—”
But you’re already too late.
A second creature slams into you from behind. You go down hard, elbow cracking against rubble, blade skittering across the ground.
König doesn’t shout. He just moves—silent, brutal. You hear him strike something—hear bone give way—and a second body drops. You manage to draw your knife with your left hand and sink it into the throat of the one pinning you.
Black blood spills. The thing gurgles, jerks, then collapses across your legs.
You shove it off and scramble up, chest heaving. “That it?”
“No.”
Then you hear it—too fast. One more charging from the tower entrance.
You turn.
It lunges.
König intercepts it. They crash into the wall together, but this one has claws—hooks into his side and drags down. He grunts—a sharp, wet sound.
Then crushes the thing’s throat with one arm.
It falls.
He doesn’t.
But when he turns toward you, you see the blood leaking from under his armor.
“König.”
“I’m fine.”
You glare. “Bullshit. Sit.”
He opens his mouth—maybe to argue—but then sinks slowly to one knee.
You cross the yard fast, unfastening your pack. “Armor off.”
“No.”
“You’re bleeding through it.”
He hesitates.
“Come on. It’s not like I haven’t seen blood before.”
“…Not mine,” he mutters, then starts pulling the straps.
He peels the vest off with a grunt, the motion jerky. Then unhooks the outer shirt, baring his side.
You freeze.
His torso is a map of damage. Long-healed scars. Puckered burns. Parallel claw marks that stretch from hip to ribcage and vanish beneath the curve of his chestplate.
Some look old. Some don’t.
You reach for the wound, but your fingers hover there. “Jesus, König…”
He looks away. “Don’t.”
You glance up. “Don’t what?”
“Pity me.”
Your voice is quiet. “I don’t.”
You press the gauze into his side. He jerks.
“Fuck,” he mutters under his breath. “You always touch like that?”
“Like what?”
“…Like you’re trying not to hurt something already broken.”
Your hand stills on his skin. You say nothing.
His muscles jump under your fingers—solid, enormous. It’s hard not to notice. He’s built like a war machine. Every inch of him is muscle, tension, power coiled tight. And yet—
When you touch him, he breathes like it’s hurting him not to move.
“You’re strong,” you murmur. “I mean—I knew. But—fuck. You’re huge.”
He coughs, looks away.
You swear he flinches like you slapped him. “S-scheiße…”
You blink. “Did I just fluster you?”
“No.”
“Yes.”
“I didn’t expect—”
“What?”
“…That.”
You smile, slow. “You really never been patched up by someone before?”
He shifts. “Not like this.”
You tilt your head. “You mean not by someone who talks too much?”
“No.” His voice is almost sheepish. “I mean someone who looks at me.”
That shuts you up for a second.
You tape the gauze tighter than necessary. He hisses. “Mean.”
“I’m not your nurse.”
You work the bandage around his waist, fingers brushing more scars. You can feel him fighting not to react. Breath coming faster. Shoulders tight.
His chest rises, falls. Your arms almost touch.
You glance up.
He’s watching you.
Not hungry.
Not lustful.
Just… watching. Like you’re something he hasn’t been able to look at for a long time.
“You always breathe this heavy when you’re nervous?” you murmur.
“No.”
“What is it then?”
“…Don’t know.”
You finish the wrap and sit back on your heels. Your pulse is still high. You can’t tell if it’s from the fight—or the way he’s looking at you now. Like you’ve shaken something loose.
He exhales. Then mutters: “You shouldn’t touch me like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like you trust me.”
You wipe your bloody hands off and look him dead in the eye. “I do.”
He goes completely still.
Then, voice low and cracked: “Why?”
You shrug. “Because you didn’t let me die.”
----
The fire snaps loud as you toss another splintered board onto the coals. The warmth it gives is small but sharp, licking at your hands, your legs. Beyond the shelter, the sky hangs dark and low—no moon tonight, just a sagging curtain of clouds that hasn’t let up since sundown.
König’s on the far side of the fire, half-shrouded in shadow, the curve of his hood barely lit. He hasn’t taken the mask off. He never does.
You press your back against the wall behind you, easing into the stiff ache that lives in your spine now. Every night it’s there. Every night, you pretend it isn’t.
“You always like this?” you ask, voice casual. “Staring broodingly into the dark? Or is that just for me?”
König glances at you. Slowly. “You’re the one who builds fires.”
“So it’s my fault you look like a horror movie villain.”
He exhales—a short sound. Might be amusement. Hard to tell with him.
You shift your legs and nod toward him. “Bet it takes a lot of protein to keep all that muscle on.”
A pause. Then: “I hunt.”
“Yeah, I saw the blood on your sleeves. You eat that whole coyote?”
“No.”
“You save me some?”
“No.”
You snort. “Selfish.”
König adjusts slightly, arms resting on his knees. His body takes up so much space and yet he still folds in on himself when he sits, like he’s trying to vanish. The weight of him is constant. So is the silence.
“You ever get full?” you ask, tilting your head. “On blood, I mean.”
Another long pause.
“Not really,” he admits. “But I get calm. For a while.”
You raise your brows. “Calm? That what this is?”
He shrugs. “It’s better than the alternative.”
You hum. “What’s the alternative?”
His hands curl faintly at his sides. The fabric of his gloves strains.
“It starts like thirst. Then it burns. Like there’s something living under your ribs, gnawing its way out. Like your mouth forgets what it’s for, and your hands stop feeling like yours.”
You’re quiet a long beat. The fire crackles between you.
“That why you didn’t follow me inside that building back in Sector Nine?”
König nods once.
“I smelled the cut on your hand,” he says. “Didn’t trust myself.”
You shift, not quite sure what to say.
Eventually, you offer, “You haven’t touched me. Not once.”
He doesn’t answer.
“That means something,” you add, softly.
He studies the fire.
“Do you think you’ll lose control?”
“I don’t know.”
Your gaze drags up to him. “How long since you… lost it?”
“Almost a year.”
You blink. “Seriously?”
He nods.
“You ever kill someone you didn’t mean to?”
He looks at you—really looks.
Then says, quietly, “Yes.”
It hits with the force of a dropped hammer, even though he doesn’t flinch. Neither do you. You just sit there, the fire whispering between you.
You glance down, then back up.
“Were they… like me?”
“No,” he says. “They were worse. I told myself that mattered.”
“Did it?”
He shakes his head once, slow. “Not enough.”
You let the silence settle. Then lean back and eye him again.
“Guess it makes sense,” you murmur, “with arms like that.”
He tilts his head.
“You’ve got arms like telephone poles, König. I mean—what were you, born bench-pressing tanks?”
His brow lifts slightly, as if baffled by the turn.
“I was small when I was young,” he says.
“Right,” you say. “And I’m a retired ballet dancer.”
He huffs under his breath. “Really. I didn’t grow until I was almost seventeen.”
“You’re telling me all that”—you wave vaguely toward the bulk of him—“just popped into existence?”
“No,” he mutters, and you swear there’s a trace of embarrassment. “I trained.”
“Figures. You military guys and your secret muscle-building rituals.”
He’s quiet again. Then adds, voice low:
“My father used to say I was too soft. Weak.”
The joke drops clean out of your mouth.
You glance at him, more careful now.
He’s not looking at you anymore. Just the fire. His posture has shifted—not defensive, but drawn.
“He’d hit me if I cried,” König says, like he’s reporting on a stranger. “Sometimes if I didn’t.”
You don’t speak. You don’t need to.
“He believed fear built strength. That pain made you a man.”
Your throat tightens.
“That’s a load of shit,” you say, flat.
König doesn’t disagree. He just watches the flames dance over splintered bonewood and adds, softer:
“Maybe that’s why I don’t take off the mask. Some part of me still thinks I deserve to be invisible.”
You sit with that for a moment. Then lean forward, chin resting on your knees.
“Want to hear my theory?”
He glances at you.
“I think the mask’s not to hide. I think it’s armor. Not for fighting—just for carrying yourself around.”
Another beat.
“You think so?” he asks.
“I know so,” you say. “It’s not about protection. It’s about distance.”
He doesn’t respond. But you watch the tension shift slightly. Not disappear—just soften. Enough to breathe through.
You let it sit, then smile faintly.
“How old are you anyway?”
“Thirty-four,” he says.
You blink. “Seriously?”
“I think,” he adds.
“You think?”
He shrugs. “There were years I stopped counting.”
You grin. “I figured older. You have big ‘grumpy retiree’ energy.”
He huffs again. “Thanks.”
“It’s not an insult. You just sigh like the weight of the world lives in your back.”
“It does,” he deadpans.
You laugh. It startles even you.
Then—you hear it.
A thud. Metallic. Shifting stone.
You rise fast, knife drawn.
König moves with you, quicker, silent. He’s at your side before you’ve registered it. The noise came from the collapsed entryway.
You both approach it—slow, deliberate.
Behind the rusted shelving, you find it. A loose crate. It must’ve tipped from the top of the stack with the wind.
Beneath it, something half-buried in dust and ash: a folder. Laminated. Faded military seal half-flaked away.
König kneels. Pulls it free.
You squat beside him as he flips through brittle, age-stained pages.
You both stop at the same line:
THETA RESEARCH IS NO LONGER OPERATING IN THIS SECTOR.
IF CONTACTED, REDIRECT TO SITE 3B: OBSIDIAN POINT.
–Classified Route: BLACK FURNACE. South Ridge.
You exhale through your nose.
“Well,” you mutter. “Guess the road’s still long.”
König looks up, eyes unreadable behind the lens of the mask.
“I’ll keep going,” he says. “If you do.”
You nod once. “Yeah. Me too.”
You’re not sure what’s waiting out there in the dark. But for the first time in a long time, the unknown feels like something you can walk toward—and not just run from.
Notes:
Thank you so much for reading.
König says thank you too, but only in German and only while facing the wall.
Seriously—your comments and feedback mean the world. They keep me motivated and mildly unhinged (in the best way). I’d love to hear your thoughts, theories, screams, or even just a “hi.” It helps more than you know. ♡
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Chapter 7: Ticking Clock
Summary:
They reach Obsidian Point — but something’s wrong. The facility is silent, the air rotten, the corridors filled with shadows that think. When a locked door finally opens, it sets off a nightmare they can’t outrun. The Wraiths here are smarter. Meaner. And waiting.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
You smell it before you see it.
Burnt stone. Metal. Something sour and chemical that rides the wind like it’s clinging to the air just to get inside your lungs. It’s not rot, not exactly. But it’s close.
The terrain starts to dip, and you follow it — slow, deliberate steps through dust and loose gravel, boots cracking over dry earth that’s long forgotten water. There’s no sound but your own movement. No birds. No wind. Just the occasional scrape of his boots behind yours, heavier than usual, more uneven.
He’s trying not to limp.
You don’t comment on it. You’ve already told him once — I’ve got point. Just follow. He hadn’t argued, but he hadn’t liked it either. His silence after said more than words would’ve.
Still, he’s back there. Watching your back while you carve the path forward with a knife in one hand and your eyes on every flicker of movement in the distance.
You crest the last rise — and there it is.
Obsidian Point.
Half-submerged into the ridge, the facility looks like it tried to disappear into the mountain and the mountain spit it back out. Concrete walls sheared and stained, security fences blown open from the inside. No guards. No lights. No signs of recent traffic. Just rows of crumbled structures like broken teeth sunk into blackened soil.
You stop walking. Let your eyes scan — right to left. Long enough to memorize the gaps in the fencing, the open gate, the watchtower that’s slouched sideways like something pushed it hard. You kneel, sweep your fingers through the dirt near your boot. No tracks. Not even animal.
Something about that chills you worse than finding a pile of corpses would’ve.
Behind you, König exhales — not loud, but sharp. You don’t turn.
“You see movement?” you ask.
“No,” he says. His voice is raw today. Lower than usual. “But I smell… something.”
He’s close now. Not quite touching you, but his presence creeps into your space like heat. You glance back. His hood’s pushed up again, mask in place, but you catch the angle of his shoulders — tense. Defensive. His left arm’s tucked tight to his ribs again. You know it hurts. He hasn’t said a damn word about it since you re-wrapped it this morning.
“It’s not rot,” he adds, almost to himself. “It’s chemical.”
You rise to your feet. He doesn’t stop you, but his hand twitches like it wants to.
“There’s no bodies,” you say. “No scavengers. No drag marks.”
“No rats.”
He’s right. You hadn’t even thought about it until now. This place is dead in the wrong kind of way — like a house that still smells like smoke months after the fire.
You walk first.
The gate is twisted off its hinges, its security panel shattered like someone drove a truck through it — or something stronger. You pass through, König shadowing you a few feet behind, his footfalls dragging just slightly.
Every few steps, he makes a low sound. Not pain exactly. But effort. It’s subtle — throat-clearing, breath catching, a grunt when the slope forces him to shift his weight. You don’t acknowledge it. Not because you don’t care. Because if you do, he’ll try to prove something. And you don’t have the time for either of you to get stupid.
The path to the main entrance is scattered with debris. Old helmets. Ripped-up boots. Shell casings that don’t match any civilian caliber. You crouch near one and touch it. Still intact. Untarnished. Couldn’t be more than a year old.
Something scraped deep gouges into the concrete wall nearby. Not bullet holes — claw marks. Wide apart. Fast.
You mutter something under your breath, more to yourself than him.
“Something fought its way out.”
König steps up behind you. He’s close enough now that when he speaks, you feel it behind your ear.
“Or in.”
You don’t respond. Not out loud.
Because he might be right.
---
The entrance is cracked open just wide enough for you to slip through sideways. You test it first, hand pressed against the frame. No electric hum. No trip wire. You draw your knife anyway.
The door groans as you slide through, then open it wider for him. König moves slow. He tries not to show it, but his breathing is louder now. You can hear the pain behind it — the kind of hiss someone makes when they’re trying not to make a sound.
Inside, it’s dark. Not pitch black — emergency lights still flicker on the ceiling, casting everything in dull orange pulses. Like a heartbeat. Like it’s alive in here and barely holding on.
You click your flashlight on and sweep the beam across the entryway. There’s a reception desk, flipped. A blood trail smearing out from behind it, stopping abruptly like the body just vanished.
On the far wall: an old mural, flaking and smoke-smeared.
OBSIDIAN POINT RESEARCH INITIATIVE
“Beyond the Collapse. Toward a Cure.”
The words make your skin crawl. Too clean. Too hopeful.
“We shouldn’t stay long,” König says, scanning above you.
“We don’t have a choice,” you say. “We’re out of options.”
You don’t say: You’re bleeding again. You’ll collapse if we don’t rest. You don’t say: We came here for answers. You don’t say: I need to know if there’s a way to fix you.
You step deeper into the building.
The silence swells again. Not empty — expectant.
You feel König’s eyes on you. Not just in the way he watches your six — but in the way his gaze lingers too long. Tracks the movement of your hands as you sheath your blade, the way your shoulders square when you listen for sound, the way you move low and fast without checking if he’s keeping up.
You’ve caught him doing it more lately.
Not just admiring. Wanting.
But he doesn’t say anything. He just follows.
---
Down the hall, you find a torn barricade — old tables stacked and then shredded by something that didn’t need a weapon. You move past it without pause.
“You’re sure you want to keep pushing?” he asks.
“No,” you say. “But I will.”
You glance back. His eyes meet yours — through the slits in his mask, half in shadow. There’s something there that wasn’t before.
Not quite admiration.
Something darker.
You break the look and keep moving.
The corridor ends in a set of double doors — one hanging loose, the other jammed shut. You shove it open with your boot and freeze.
Another long hallway. At the end of it: a steel door. Keypad access.
And beside it, painted in smeared black ink — maybe blood — someone’s written:
“DO NOT GO FURTHER. IT’S STILL HERE.”
You hear König exhale behind you. It’s almost a laugh. A bitter one.
“Helpful.”
You nod once. Grip your knife tighter.
“Stay sharp.”
“Always.”
But he doesn’t sound sure.
You step through the threshold. The door creaks as it swings back.
Then it clicks.
Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just the soft, unmistakable sound of a magnetic lock engaging behind you.
You both stop.
König turns to the door, tries the handle.
It’s sealed.
His voice drops lower. Sharper.
“Scheiße.”
You look at him.
He looks at you.
The hallway ahead waits — pulsing with orange light.
Somewhere in the dark, something moves.
You move deeper. He follows slower. And something in here is waiting for you both to get close enough.
---
The first thing you notice is the heat. Not the kind that warms — the kind that clings. Thick and humid and wrong. Like you’ve stepped into someone’s breath.
The corridor narrows as you move deeper into the complex. Pipes run along the ceiling, hissing with condensation. Some are snapped in half. You duck under one and wipe a smear of oil from your cheek with the back of your hand. The floor under your boots is tacky.
König breathes behind you — strained, clipped. His footsteps drag a little more now.
“Stop limping,” you say under your breath.
“I’m not,” he mutters.
You don’t argue. He is. But if he wants to pretend he’s still functional, fine. Just as long as he doesn’t collapse.
You reach a junction and sweep your flashlight across a map bolted to the wall. Half of it is charred, but the lettering still holds. OBSIDIAN POINT – INTERNAL MAP LAYOUT.
The layout is massive — three main wings: Administrative, Containment, and Research. The Research wing is buried the deepest. Of course it is. The map lights blink faintly beneath your touch.
“That’s where we need to go,” you say, pointing.
König leans beside you, squinting at the damaged screen. He’s close again — too close. You feel the heat rolling off him. Even injured, he’s large enough to shadow your entire side. His breath catches. You think it’s pain until you glance sideways — and see the way his eyes linger on your mouth.
You ignore it.
“This is the main route,” you say, tapping the map. “But it’s sealed off. Looks like they locked it before they evacuated.”
“So we find another way.”
“Yeah.”
You step back. König doesn’t move right away. Not until you start walking again. Then you hear his boots fall into rhythm behind you — slower, heavier.
---
The deeper you go, the worse it gets.
Glass crunches underfoot. You pass a lab split open like it exploded from the inside. Cabinets scorched. Chairs overturned. Blood on the ceiling. Scorch marks on the walls — not just burns, but black lines, veined like something crawled up from inside the concrete itself. You trace one with your finger. The soot clings. Greasy. Organic.
You wipe it off fast.
König’s breathing is louder now. Labored.
“You good?” you ask, not looking back.
“Fine,” he says too quickly.
You stop walking. Turn toward him.
He stands in the flickering hallway, swaying a little. His left arm trembles at his side. His right grips his rifle too tight.
“You don’t look fine.”
“I said I’m fine.”
There’s a sharpness in his voice now. You raise your brow.
“Don’t snap at me.”
That pulls him back. He exhales through his nose. You see it — the second he realizes he’s fraying. His shoulders lower an inch.
“Sorry,” he says, quiet.
You nod, once. Then keep walking.
---
Ten minutes later, you stop again.
Because the sound changes.
It’s faint at first. Almost background noise — like something leaking. But it shifts. Wet. Uneven. A dragging sound. Something soft being pulled across something hard.
You raise a hand, fist clenched.
König stops behind you without a word.
You kill the flashlight.
The hallway drops into black.
Your eyes adjust slowly. The emergency lights are farther apart here, casting long, syrupy shadows. You listen.
The sound comes again. Closer.
Click.
Drag.
Click.
Like claws against tile. A wet, slow gait. Something walking wrong.
You motion König back, slow and steady. He doesn’t move.
Instead, he leans forward and whispers:
“Right side. By the vent.”
You shift your weight. Draw your knife.
Then —
— the creature steps into the light.
It’s not like the others.
Not like the Wraiths you’ve fought before — the fast, shrieking, animalistic ones that tear through flesh and scatter in packs. No.
This one walks.
On two legs.
Too long, too thin. Its arms drag against the floor behind it, fingertips leaving streaks of black that smoke slightly on contact. Its head is tilted sideways — like it’s listening. The mouth is too wide. Torn back. Exposed muscle pulled into something like a smile.
Its eyes catch the flicker of light from the wall and reflect it like glass.
You don’t move.
It stops mid-step. The smile twitches. Opens. No sound. Just… stares.
Then, without looking, König says:
“There’s another one.”
You shift your stance. Slow.
“Where.”
“Left. In the ceiling.”
You glance up — just enough to see the fingers curling over the edge of the vent.
They’re waiting.
Not charging. Not attacking.
Waiting.
Your stomach drops.
“They’re not hunting,” you whisper.
“They’re waiting.”
König nods, jaw clenched.
Neither of you move.
The one in the light breathes in — a rasping, wet inhale that sounds like lungs filled with tar. It shifts its weight, then tilts its head further. It’s watching both of you. Studying. Smelling.
The overhead light blinks.
Flickers again.
Goes out.
In that split second of darkness, you hear movement.
A whisper against metal. A shuffle of limbs. The soft tick of claws finding purchase.
When the light returns, the hallway is empty.
They’re gone.
But not far.
---
You don’t speak again until you’ve moved three corridors over — fast, silent steps. König presses a bloodied hand to his side as he follows. You hear every hitched breath, every drag of his boot.
You stop at a corner and grab his arm — not gently.
“You’re slowing down.”
“I know.”
“I need you with me.”
His eyes meet yours.
“I am.”
You hold his stare a second too long.
His pupils are blown wide. His skin gleams with sweat. And underneath all of it — pain, fear, adrenaline — there’s something else.
Something darker.
You let go of his arm.
“Let’s keep moving.”
---
You reach a stairwell. The main lab access is still two floors down, but the elevator shaft’s been melted through. You shine your light over the railing. The stairwell descends into thick black.
“We go down,” you say.
“After you,” König mutters. He’s trying to sound casual. He fails.
You descend first. Blade in hand. Every step groans underfoot.
Halfway down, you pause. Flash the light over the wall.
Another smear of that black substance — but this one’s different. It’s not random. It’s words.
Scrawled in streaks.
“IT SEES WHAT YOU WANT.”
König reads it over your shoulder.
He doesn’t say anything.
You think about what you want. What brought you here.
And the fact that it might be watching.
---
At the next landing, König nearly collapses. He catches himself on the rail, teeth bared behind the mask.
“Fuck.”
“Sit.”
“No.”
“You’re bleeding through the wrap. If you fall, I leave you.”
You don’t mean it. Not really.
But he sits.
You crouch beside him, pulling your bag around. He doesn’t stop you when you tug up his shirt. The wound’s worse now — angry and wet. Dark streaks spider away from it like veins. Not infection. Not natural.
He watches your hands. Silent. You feel his gaze — not just on your hands. On your neck. Your mouth. Your pulse.
You don’t meet his eyes.
“You’re burning up.”
“I know.”
“You should’ve told me it spread.”
“You would’ve kept going anyway.”
You tape the bandage tighter. Pack gauze over it. His breath catches — just once — when your fingers graze too deep. You feel his stomach twitch under your touch.
“You gonna make it?”
He doesn’t answer. Not right away.
Then:
“I have to.”
You pause.
Your eyes lift. Finally meet his.
The flicker of your flashlight reflects in them — two small, sharp lights, wide and hungry.
You stand.
“Come on.”
---
The stairwell ends in a sealed door — reinforced, but the control panel blinks green.
König presses a hand to it.
The door clicks.
Slides open.
Inside is the beginning of the lab sector. The air here is thick. Hot. And it stinks.
Something between blood and copper and melting plastic.
You step through first.
Behind you, König follows.
The door slides shut.
Another lock sounds.
No turning back.
---
The lock groans before it gives.
You wedge your knife under the panel and wrench hard — metal shrieks like something dying. König stands behind you, half-limping, half-hovering, one hand on his side and the other clutched around his rifle. He keeps glancing over his shoulder, toward the dark hall behind you, as if the air itself is watching.
Then the seal cracks.
The doors to the main lab shudder and part. Stale air spills out, hot and chemical-sour, like opened rot. For one breathless second, there’s silence.
Then the alarms scream.
A red strobe starts to pulse from the ceiling — no siren, just a harsh klaxon, hammering into your chest like a heartbeat out of time. König flinches. His arm shoots out and grabs your bicep, tight.
“Shit,” you whisper.
He doesn’t answer.
The lights flare in sequence. Bright white. Then red. Then white again. You shield your eyes and blink hard.
And that’s when you see them.
Dozens of tanks. Half-shattered, half-fogged. The kind you’d expect to see in some underground cryo facility — but they’re wrong. They’re too organic. Like veins have grown across the glass. Like the fluid inside is alive. Like the things inside…
A hiss. A movement.
Then another.
The tanks are occupied.
Some are already cracked open. Slashed from the inside. The things inside them — the Wraiths — aren’t moving fast, not yet. But their eyes are open.
And they are not the same as the ones you’ve seen before.
These ones look human — almost. Pale, twitching bodies twisted just slightly off. Limbs too long, joints bending the wrong way. Their mouths move like they’re whispering. Black foam at their teeth. Bones jut from shoulders like weapons. Their skin looks paper-thin, wet, veined with something dark.
One of them meets your eyes.
And smiles.
“Komm,” König breathes — voice hoarse, urgent.
You don’t need translation.
He pulls you back, stumbling, and you run.
The hallway blurs. Boots slamming into metal grates. The strobe lights behind you cast your shadows long and twitching. König’s larger frame moves beside you — slower, struggling, but he doesn’t stop.
Behind you: glass shatters.
Screeches.
And then the sound that makes your stomach lurch — the scuttling. Fast. Wet. Wrong.
You slam into a side corridor, half-pulling König with you. Your knife is still in your hand. He’s panting now, wheezing slightly, hand pressed over his ribs, blood leaking through the bandages. His other arm slams into the wall to hold himself up.
A snarl echoes down the corridor.
They’re fast. Too fast.
You don’t have time to think. You push König ahead of you and turn just as one of them barrels from the ceiling vent — jaws wide, a mouth full of rotted needles, hands curled like claws.
You plant your foot and drive your knife up into its throat.
It screams. You don’t know if it’s pain or pleasure — the sound is too high, too sharp, like glass in your ears. You rip the blade free and it crumples, twitching.
Another comes, and König lunges forward — shoulder first — slamming it against the wall with a roar. He stumbles after, falling to his knees, hand pressed to the ground to keep himself from going all the way down.
You grab his jacket and yank him up. “Come on. You with me?”
His eyes flash to yours — pain and something else beneath it. Panic. Fury. Hunger.
“I’m with you,” he grits.
You move again. Down another corridor. No time to scan the map now — just a gut-feel left turn, then another.
The Wraiths don’t follow in one wave — they splinter, flank, move above and below. Some are in the vents. Some crawl the ceilings like insects. They’re toying with you.
You reach a narrow catwalk over a vast, open shaft — and then you see the way out.
A stairwell. Partially collapsed, but reachable. If you run.
“König,” you call, pointing. “There—”
A snarl behind you.
Too late.
Something slashes your leg.
It tears clean through your thigh — hot pain blooms up your side like an electrical wire snapping. You cry out, stumble. Blood spills fast, thick and dark, soaking into your boot.
König turns. His face changes, pupils blown out, he tenses.
He grabs you — arms strong, one hand cradling your waist, the other lifting you like you weigh nothing. You shove at him.
“No. Go. I’ll slow them down—”
“I am not leaving you,” he growls. His voice doesn’t break. It cracks.
More of them are coming now. Dozens. Flooding the corridor, writhing down the walls. The catwalk groans under the weight of both time and bodies.
You limp toward the stairwell together, half-dragging, half-carried. The Wraiths close in.
The moment you step onto the final span of catwalk — the metal groans again.
Then something breaks.
It collapses in an instant — screaming metal and sparks.
König tries to throw you clear. You don’t make it. You fall hard — one level down, slamming your side against something jagged. You bite your lip to keep from screaming, tasting blood.
“König!” you gasp, reaching up.
He’s above — crawling to the edge, trying to see you through the smoke and strobe light.
His eyes are wide. Wild.
“Don’t move,” you croak. “I’m okay. I just— I can get—”
But he’s not listening. He’s standing now, stumbling toward you, gun raised.
“Stay with me—” he’s shouting. “You stay with me, Scheiße, don’t—!”
Then a Wraith lands on him.
It tackles him to the metal. He fights — wildly, brutally — but another joins, then another. They drag him backward, deeper into the shadows. His fists slam into flesh. He roars something you can’t understand. Then his voice:
“NEIN—!”
“Lass sie! LASS SIE—!”
You try to move. Your leg gives. You slump down, hand pressed to the wound, pulse hammering.
His voice is still echoing, ragged and furious, fading into the dark.
You try to crawl.
Blood loss wins.
Your last sight: his silhouette disappearing, clawed hands dragging him away, his mouth still open in a scream.
Your last sound: your name, torn from his throat like a promise or a prayer.
And then—
Dark.
---
You come to choking.
The air is wet — chemical, sour — and your lungs seize around it like it’s poison. You gag, curl forward, and pain cracks through your ribs like splitting wood. You’re on the floor. Cold metal. Blood beneath your cheek, tacky and half-dried. Not fresh. Not all yours.
You don’t recognize the room.
Sterile light flickers above you — one bulb sputtering behind mesh. The walls are a dull surgical green, smeared with something darker. The floor slopes slightly. Everything smells wrong. Burnt plastic. Copper. Rot.
Your hands tremble as you push up. Every inch of movement hurts — your leg is wet and numb, your side screams. A sob catches in your throat before you can stop it.
Where is he?
“König—?”
You try to stand, but the world tips. Gravity buckles sideways and you stagger into a gurney — rusted, overturned. Your fingers grip cold steel. You breathe too fast.
He was with you. He was right behind you.
You remember the scream. His voice breaking.
Then nothing.
“König,” you whisper again, louder this time. The sound echoes, and then dies.
No answer.
The hallway ahead yawns open — a black throat. Something scrapes beyond the edge of the light. You freeze. Every muscle locks. Your mouth is dry.
This place is wrong. It’s not where you fell.
You’ve been moved.
Dragged?
Your breath shudders out of you. You try not to cry. You don’t cry.
But you’re alone.
And something is waiting in the dark.
Notes:
aaaand we’re officially in the screaming and running portion of the fic 😅 hope your heart rate’s okay.
thank you so much for reading — this chapter was pure chaos and pain and I loved writing every second of it. I know it was a brutal one, but it’s only going to get messier from here (affectionate). I’m so obsessed with this feral man and the way he refuses to leave readers side, even when everything’s burning around them.
Next chapter will be from König’s POV — lots of desperation, panic, and unhinged yearning as he tries to find her again. expect a little more monster, a lot more emotion, and possibly some very bad decisions 👀
drop a comment if you’re still alive in there — I treasure your thoughts, theories, and unhinged screaming.
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Chapter 8: This Place Eats the Living
Summary:
You wake in the dark, alone. The walls breathe. Something speaks to you in a voice that isn’t quite human. Somewhere far above, König is coming—tracking blood and memory, unraveling by the second. When you see him again, he’s not the same. And neither are you. Wounds are tended. A truth is revealed. Something changes between you, quietly—and it’s terrifying, how much you want to believe it isn’t too late.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
König’s POV
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I wake to the taste of rust.
It coats my tongue, thick and bitter. My ribs grind together as I shift, and pain blazes through my side — dull at first, then sharp. Not broken. Torn. Not fatal.
The metal under me stinks of heat. My ears ring. The lights overhead stutter and spit sparks like dying stars.
But none of that matters.
She’s gone.
I call her name.
Nothing.
Only the wind of the ventilation and the groaning bones of the building.
The last thing I saw—her falling. Her mouth shaped around my name, her eyes wide. And then the scream was mine.
I stagger upright, grabbing the railing. The catwalk above is gone, twisted into a ruin. My leg twinges, but I push forward, dragging breath like a blade through my throat.
Where is she. Where is she. Where is she.
I’m not thinking anymore. Just moving.
The halls breathe around me — flickering, humming with old life. Ozone in the air. Copper. Dust. Blood. Blood. Blood.
I smell it before I see it — a thin streak smeared along the floor, trailing like a ribbon into the dark.
Her blood.
My stomach knots. My skin tightens.
It calls to me.
No. Not now.
I slam my palm into the wall hard enough to split the skin. The pain flares, real and bright. It holds back the hunger — barely.
This is wrong. All of this is wrong.
She told me to go. I didn’t listen. I never listen.
Now—
Now she’s gone.
And I am losing her scent.
I move faster.
My body wants to drop to all fours, to run the way the Wraiths do. I don’t let it. Not yet. I cling to the scraps of my humanity like rope—slipping, fraying.
I round a corner. The trail veers, broken by boot prints, a smear against the wall where she braced herself.
There’s blood on the doorframe. Fresh.
I inhale through my teeth.
She was here.
She’s still alive.
She has to be.
I push deeper into the corridor. It narrows. The shadows lengthen. Pipes rattle overhead. The power grid is on life support — flickering red then white, like a warning pulse.
And then — I hear it.
Not her voice.
But something like it.
Faint. Behind the wall.
“…König…”
I stop cold.
“…König…”
It’s her voice, twisted. Stretched thin like sinew. Soft, breathy. Too soft.
Then: a laugh. Warped. Wet.
They’re mimicking her.
The Wraiths.
My blood goes cold.
I press a hand to the wall. Close my eyes. I listen — truly listen.
Breathing. Scratching. A shuffle. Somewhere below.
They’re here. They’ve found her. Or they want me to believe they have.
Either way — it means I’m close.
“Leave her,” I mutter, voice low and venomous.
The shadows hum back at me.
I begin to descend. Slow, silent. The trail of blood continues — thinner now. She’s fading.
My pulse is a war drum. My mouth is dry. I can feel it — the other side of me — pressing up against my spine, clawing for control. The part of me that belongs to the dark. To them.
They want to call me brother.
I want to tear them apart.
My shoulder brushes a pipe — hot and hissing — and pain rockets through my side. I grit my teeth.
Not now. Not yet.
I reach a hatch door. Jammed half-open. Blood on the edge. A handprint.
I crouch, head tilted, listening. The silence here is thick.
Then—something moves. Just out of sight. Light flickers. A face.
No — not a face. Not anymore.
It smiles at me with too many teeth.
I move before it does.
My blade drives up through the thing’s throat. It gurgles — surprised, not afraid — and its fingers twitch as it dies.
More come.
Three.
Five.
Seven.
They crawl through ducts, spill from vents. Limbs too long. Spines open like split bark. Some whisper her name again. Others only laugh.
I tear through them.
My body moves without command — all instinct and speed. The pain fades. My eyes burn. My mouth is dry. My heart is—
Gone.
I don’t feel it anymore.
Only her blood, calling me forward.
Only their voices, mocking me.
Only the dark, swallowing everything I love.
They cannot have her.
They will not.
I don’t stop.
I don’t break.
I go deeper.
---
READER POV
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You wake to the smell of metal and ash.
For a moment, you don’t remember falling. The pain brings it back—white-hot, stitched across your ribs like barbed wire. You try to breathe, and it punches straight through your side. Broken. Bruised. Maybe worse.
Everything is wrong.
Not just the pain. Not just the cold concrete against your back, or the slick warmth pooling beneath your hip.
The air is wrong.
It pulses with a low hum you can’t quite hear, only feel. Somewhere between frequency and instinct. Your teeth ache with it.
You open your eyes.
Not darkness. Not quite.
A long corridor stretches before you—warped, crumbling. Ceiling lights stutter in and out like dying fireflies. The walls are concrete, but… wet? Slick with something black that flows upward instead of down, veins tracing toward the ceiling.
The color of oil. The texture of rot.
You force yourself upright. Pain flares, and you nearly blackout again—but you grit your teeth and stay conscious. Barely.
Your leg’s a mess. The gash burns. Your side screams. But you’re not dead. Not yet.
“König,” you whisper. The word cracks. Dry. Raw.
No answer.
Just the echo of your voice bouncing down the corridor, swallowed by static and distance.
You try again, louder. “König!”
Your voice disappears like it never existed.
Silence.
Then:
A soft tap.
Then another.
Footsteps?
You freeze. Every hair on your body stands up.
You press your back to the wall and reach for your blade—your gun is gone—but the knife’s still strapped to your thigh. Your fingers are slick with blood when they close around the handle.
Breath shallow. Vision swimming. You wait.
And then something speaks.
Not from ahead. Not from behind.
From above.
From the ceiling.
“You’re not like the others.”
The voice is low. Measured. Neither male nor female. It feels like it’s inside your skull, not outside.
You look up.
Nothing. Just the half-lit ceiling and the faint, glistening web of that black vein-stuff climbing across it.
But something moves.
A shifting in the dark. Something pulling itself along the ceiling like a lizard, slow and deliberate, limbs too long and bent the wrong way.
You back up. Slowly. Knife raised.
It doesn’t drop. Doesn’t attack. Just watches.
“You bleed slow,” it says, like it’s impressed.
“What—” your voice catches. “What are you?”
A pause. Then a laugh.
Not loud. Not mocking. Just… amused.
“Wrong question,” it says. “The better one is: what are you?”
You say nothing.
“You opened the door,” it murmurs. “You let the rot breathe. Now it’s remembering.”
“What do you want?” you whisper.
Another laugh, quieter now.
“I like your voice,” it says. “So much noise in the others. Screaming. Thrashing. You don’t scream.”
You take a step back. Your leg nearly buckles, and you hiss in pain.
“Where is he?” you ask. “The man I was with.”
Silence.
“Tall,” you add. “Mask. Rifle. Bleeding.”
It shifts again—lower this time. Close enough to smell the air around you.
“I remember him,” it says. “Too much hunger in him. Like us.”
You swallow hard. “Did you kill him?”
A long pause.
“No,” it says. “But others might.”
You clench the knife tighter.
“Where is he?” you ask again.
It hums, like it’s thinking.
“Above,” it finally says. “Scratching at the ceiling. Screaming for you. Still warm.”
Still warm.
The relief is instant and hollow. If he’s alive, he’s suffering. If he’s suffering, he’s dangerous. You know that look he gets. That edge of something barely restrained.
You don’t know what will be left of him when you find him again.
“Why are you talking to me?” you ask.
“I watch,” it says simply. “You remind me of something. Long ago. Or maybe not yet.”
“What the hell does that mean?”
“Time is soft here,” it says. “Like your skin.”
The thing drops from the ceiling. You lurch back—but it doesn’t move toward you. Just lands with a sickening, liquid sound and crouches on all fours, cocking its head to the side.
It should look human. It has the shape. The symmetry.
But its eyes are mirrors. And its mouth is wrong. Stretched. Torn at the corners like it was carved into place.
It grins, impossibly wide.
Then it bows.
A mocking gesture—fluid and theatrical. Its limbs bend too far, spine curving unnaturally.
“I’ll walk with you,” it says. “For a while.”
“Don’t,” you snap. “Stay back.”
“I won’t touch,” it says. “Not unless you ask.”
You step away, limping. It follows—keeping a strange, circular distance, like it’s orbiting.
You don’t look at it. You just move forward. One step at a time.
The hallway twists. Subtle at first. Then impossible.
Stairs leading nowhere. Doors that open onto brick walls. Lights flickering in Morse code you don’t recognize.
You pass a door that’s labeled with your name. You don’t open it.
“Why is this place like this?” you ask, voice hoarse.
“Memory,” the Wraith says. “Not yours. Not yet. Someone else’s.”
You don’t answer. You just keep going.
Your side is burning now. Each step harder than the last. But you can’t stop.
Eventually, you reach a wide chamber. Circular. Like a silo. The air is still, heavy with dust.
You’re shaking. Feverish.
The Wraith circles behind you, and you whirl on it.
“Why aren’t you killing me?” you demand.
It tilts its head again.
“I don’t have to,” it says. “Something else will.”
You step back. “You want me to die?”
“No,” it says. “I want to see what you become.”
You raise your blade. “I’m not becoming anything.”
“Everyone does,” it replies. “Even him.”
You freeze.
König.
“What are you talking about?”
“His hunger,” it murmurs. “It’s louder than yours. But it’s not for flesh. Not exactly.”
Your stomach turns.
“I’ve seen things like him before,” it goes on. “Half-made. Torn between scream and silence.”
You don’t lower the knife. But your hand is trembling.
“He’s trying to fight it,” you whisper.
“Maybe,” it says. “Or maybe he’s saving it. For you.”
That lands like a blow. You feel it in your chest.
The doubt. The horror. The truth in it.
“No,” you say. “He wouldn’t hurt me.”
The Wraith grins again.
“Not unless you asked,” it says.
You snap.
You lunge—knife flashing, rage and fear crashing through your body.
But the Wraith vanishes before the blade connects. Gone. No sound. No blood. Nothing.
Just the echo of its laughter, slipping between the walls like water through cracks.
You stand alone in the chamber. Breathing hard. Legs shaking.
And then—
A sound.
Far away. Muffled.
Your name.
His voice.
Desperate.
You turn, eyes wide.
You run.
Or try to.
Your legs fail halfway up the next corridor. You collapse. Hands scraping on concrete. Blood slick on your palms.
But you heard him.
You crawl.
One hand in front of the other.
The corridor narrows. The walls sweat. The black rot creeps higher.
Your vision blurs. But you keep going.
König is out there.
And something is waiting.
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KÖNIG POV
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Her blood leads me.
Not like a trail. Not like something left behind.
Like a lure.
It snakes down the corridor in irregular patterns—smears, droplets, finger-trails down rusted walls. Too much. Too much for what she could survive. It smells wrong, sweet in a way blood shouldn’t. I know it’s hers. I know it like I know my own breath.
The wound at my side throbs, but it’s distant. Drowned beneath something heavier. Something ancient that’s pulling me under.
I move fast. Quiet. My feet barely touch the floor. Something in my limbs feels too light, too fluid—like I’m not quite wearing this body right anymore. Not fully human. Not fully anything.
I turn a corner. The hall warps.
It isn’t a corridor anymore, but a mouth. A wet, yawning throat of a thing too big to live, lit by flickering lights that pulse like a heartbeat. The tiles squirm beneath my boots. The ceiling curves, bulbous and slick. My stomach coils.
I keep going.
She’s ahead. She has to be.
A shadow darts through the peripheral. I wheel on it—too late. Nothing there. My heartbeat slows. Or maybe it stops.
The farther I go, the less the facility feels like a place and more like a dream I can’t wake from.
Words crawl across the wall.
My name.
Not König. The other one. The name I never speak.
The one I buried.
It’s written in something dark and sticky, shaped by fingers too long, too thin.
I tear it off the wall.
I keep going.
Blood paints the steps downward. Bent handprints. A smear where she fell again. My jaw aches. My teeth are clenched so tight I can feel the enamel cracking.
They took her from me.
They dragged me away while she was bleeding—while she was trying to reach me. I can still feel the air leave her throat when I was ripped from her, the way she said my name like it could save her.
And now she’s alone down here.
With them.
A low, wet sound rises behind me. Breath. No—laughter. I spin.
A Wraith stands where no Wraith should be—too still, too composed. Not crawling, not shrieking. Upright. Watching.
Its head tilts. No eyes. No face. Just that awful impression of interest.
“She bleeds beautifully,” it says.
The voice is wrong. It’s not from a mouth. It’s inside my skull. Echoing between bone.
I lunge.
It vanishes like mist.
“Coward,” I snarl, but I’m not sure if it’s at them or at myself.
I kill three more Wraiths in the next hall. The first gets a knife through the jaw. The second I shoot, three times. The third I tear apart with my hands. I don’t know how. I don’t care.
They don’t scream like people. They scream like machines with something dying inside them.
My hands are wet.
Her blood is stronger here.
The floor tilts. I stumble. Everything is too loud, then too quiet. I think I hear her voice—then my mother’s. Then no one’s.
“Come closer,” the voice says again. “She did.”
I don’t listen. I run.
Something bursts behind me—maybe a pipe, maybe a body. I don’t turn.
I round a corner, breath ragged, vision dimming. My body burns, but not with pain. With something older.
And then—
I see her.
She’s slumped against the wall, half-shrouded in flickering light, hair tangled, skin pale. Her shirt’s soaked with blood. One leg curled beneath her wrong. One arm trembling as she lifts her head.
I freeze.
She sees me.
And she flinches.
She draws back—not far, not fast, just a single step. Barely anything. But it feels like a bullet to the chest.
My bloodlust cracks, fractures down the spine. The heat in me turns cold.
She doesn’t speak.
Just stares.
Like she’s afraid.
I step forward—slowly, carefully, like she’s an animal and I’m the threat.
(But I am.)
My hands shake. I look down at them—red, raw, claws instead of fingers. I don’t know when they changed. I don’t remember making the last kill.
She presses back into the wall.
And I realize—
She doesn’t know if I’m still me.
And I don’t either.
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READER POV
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You hear him before you see him. Not his voice — his breathing.
Heavy, ragged. Animal.
It echoes through the dark like something alive in itself, something stalking. You back into the wall, fingers brushing the cold tile, ribs splintering pain down your side. The flashlight you scavenged flickers weakly, stuttering over grime-slick walls, smeared handprints, a hatch barely hanging on its hinges. It smells like rot and rust and copper. Like something long dead, just now starting to wake.
And then —
Footsteps. No, not footsteps — too fast. A thud, a scrape, a sickening crunch of something wet as it hits concrete. You clamp your hand over your mouth.
Something is out there.
The corridor distorts around you. You blink once, twice — and the hallway bends. Angles you can’t track. Doors where there weren’t any. A light swells at the edge of your vision like a migraine blooming. You stagger.
You don’t remember standing.
You don’t remember crying.
But your cheeks are wet and your body is moving, limping blindly down a corridor that reshapes with every breath.
The voices — they start low, like a radio buried under water.
“Little thief…”
“You left the door open…”
“He’s not the same anymore.”
You don’t look back. You won’t.
Not until something growls.
Not until a shape throws itself through the flickering light — massive, violent, lurching toward you from the dark like a nightmare with a human spine.
You scream.
Back up, trip, fall.
The flashlight skitters away.
And he’s there.
König.
It’s König.
But not as you knew him.
His mask is still on — soot-streaked, shredded at the hem — but his eyes are different. Not red. Not glowing. Not wrong exactly — but wild. Blood paints his forearms to the elbow. Something dark and twisted sticks to his thigh. His chest heaves under his armor. Every breath sounds like it hurts.
He drops the body at his feet.
You don’t know if it was a Wraith. You don’t know if it was ever anything human.
He doesn’t say your name.
Not yet.
Just stares.
His chest expands, shoulders rising like a storm swell. You watch his fingers twitch like he’s fighting the urge to grab something. His eyes — those blue, glassy eyes — track you like prey.
Like he can smell you.
And maybe he can.
You flinch back. He flinches, too.
“Wait,” he rasps. His voice sounds like it’s been ground to dust. “It’s me.”
Your body doesn’t believe him. Neither does your pulse.
He takes a step forward.
You don’t move.
Another.
You step back.
That’s when his gaze breaks.
His whole posture fractures like a cracked bone — like he’s just realized how you’re looking at him.
Like you’re afraid.
And you are.
You’ve seen him kill. You’ve seen him bleeding and half-alive and furious.
But never like this.
Never not speaking.
Never with teeth like that.
“I followed the blood,” he chokes out, as if that’s something you should thank him for. “I — they touched you.”
He spits the word like it burns.
“I tore them apart.”
The lights above you buzz. One bursts — glass falling like rain.
You feel your ribs scream as you rise to your feet. Your knees shake. The room tilts.
He watches every movement like it hurts him.
“I thought I lost you,” he says quietly. “I thought—”
He doesn’t finish.
Just steps closer. One more. And you don’t move away.
You’re not sure why.
Maybe it’s the sound of him — this great, brutal thing trying to breathe through whatever hunger’s crawling up his throat. Maybe it’s his hands — twitching but still open, never reaching. Maybe it’s the way he looks like he needs you to say something before he breaks completely.
“I’m not afraid of you,” you say.
A lie. Half-lie.
But his breath shudders.
And then—
He drops to his knees.
Like it’s the only thing he can do.
He sinks down in front of you, breath scraping in and out of him, hands on his thighs, his whole body shaking. He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t plead. But he looks up — through the mask, through the ruin of everything — and he waits.
Like he doesn’t know what he’s allowed to do anymore.
You kneel, slowly.
Closer.
Your hand lifts — hesitant — and finds the edge of his mask. Not to take it off.
Just to touch.
He flinches, but doesn’t pull away.
“Look at me,” you whisper.
And he does.
His eyes are glassy, frantic. You can see the dilation — the way his pupils swell and retract like a hunted animal. You can hear his heartbeat. Too fast. Too loud. It stutters when you press your hand to his shoulder.
“König,” you murmur. “You came back.”
His breath catches.
Then, suddenly — a sob.
Not loud. Not theatrical.
Just a quiet, awful exhale that sounds like grief finally making room inside his chest.
He surges forward.
Not to crush.
Not to bite.
Just to hold.
His arms close around you with something desperate and shivering. You feel the shake of him — the heat, the dampness, the effort it takes not to press his face to your throat. He keeps it buried in your shoulder instead. You feel the edge of his breath — stifled, sharp. His whole body locked up with restraint.
His voice, when it comes, is shattered glass:
“I wanted to tear everything down until I found you.”
“I did.”
Your fingers curl in the back of his armor.
You want to say it’s okay. That you’re okay.
But you aren’t.
He isn’t.
So you say nothing.
Just hold him tighter.
He shifts — slightly — and you feel the tension ripple down his spine. His chest is heaving. Shuddering. Like every breath is a war.
And then — his hand curls into your shirt.
Just a little.
Just enough to anchor himself.
You feel him tremble.
And then—
He exhales.
Not calm. Not safe.
But less.
More human.
For now.
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You don’t know how long you were out — minutes, maybe — but when your eyes open, it’s to the low thrum of machinery, and the steady rise and fall of his chest.
König is cradling you on the floor of a dark, strange room. Old control panels blink faintly in the background, dim green lights like distant stars. The air smells like metal and blood.
Your blood.
It’s still warm, leaking slowly from somewhere near your stomach. You try to lift your head, but pain lashes through your side, and you whimper.
“Don’t move,” König says, voice low. Strained.
You blink. Look down.
Your shirt’s been cut open. Jagged tears from fabric shears. Bandages pressed to your hip and side — but they’re soaked red already.
“…Shit,” you whisper.
He kneels beside you, mask still on, eyes locked on the mess of your wounds. His whole body is tense. He looks like he’s trying not to shake.
Then he says—
“I can stop it.”
Your breath catches. You stare at him.
“…What?”
“I can help,” he says again. Quieter this time. “But only if you let me.”
His voice is trembling now. Like he’s holding back something massive. Like it hurts to even say it.
You swallow. “How?”
He hesitates. Breathes in. Then looks at the open gash above your hip — and something in his gaze fractures.
You realize, too late, what he means.
“…No,” you say, hoarse. “No — wait, what? You—what, lick it? That’s—how do you even know that works?”
König drags a hand through his hair — fingers shaking.
“Because I’ve done it,” he says, and his voice is ash. “Before.”
You freeze. Your blood goes cold.
“…On who?”
He doesn’t answer at first. You see the flicker of shame in his eyes — not regret. Something else. Older.
“A man in our unit,” he murmurs. “Torn up in a trap. No supplies. No time. I didn’t think — I just—” He cuts himself off. Shakes his head. “He didn’t die.”
You stare at him.
“And you didn’t turn?”
“No,” he says, jaw clenched. “Because I didn’t infect. I gave something else.”
You don’t know what to say to that.
You don’t want to understand it.
But the pain is blinding now — spreading fire across your hip and gut, up under your ribs.
“Please,” he whispers. “Let me help.”
His eyes — what little you can see of them — are frantic. Begging.
He could just do it. He could have done it already. But he’s asking.
And something in that—
You nod. Hesitant. “Okay. Just—don’t bite.”
A dry, choked sound comes from behind the mask. Maybe a laugh. Maybe a sob.
“I won’t.”
He lowers himself carefully, gloved hand bracing your thigh. You feel his breath before you feel his mouth — hot and shallow, like he’s trying not to inhale too much of you.
Then his tongue presses to the wound on your hip.
Your whole body jolts — pain, heat, something else. His grip tightens just slightly, steadying you.
He groans into your skin — low, feral, like he hates how good it tastes. You feel every shiver run through him.
Your breath comes sharp. “You okay?”
“No.” His voice is wrecked. “You’re killing me.”
He moves to the wound beneath your ribs. The stretch of skin just under your bra, where your stomach rises and falls with shallow breaths. He pauses.
“Can I?” he murmurs, voice so hoarse it’s almost gone.
You nod, a little dazed.
He touches your ribs, peels back what’s left of the fabric, and leans down.
When his mouth finds that wound — hot, wet, slow — you cry out softly. Not from pain. From how close it feels.
You feel him shudder.
Like something inside him is breaking.
When he lifts his head, his mask is stained dark. His breath is coming in shallow gasps.
You stare down at your skin.
The wounds—
They’ve closed.
They’re raw, but sealed. The pain has dulled.
You blink up at him, dazed.
“…It worked.”
He doesn’t speak. Just breathes hard, shaking. You can see the restraint in every inch of his body. His hands, still gloved, twitch like he wants to touch more — taste more.
But he doesn’t. He stays crouched over you, eyes burning.
“…Thank you,” you whisper.
König flinches.
Then he leans forward — not to touch you again, not to press his mouth to your wounds — but to gather you in his arms.
He lifts you, cradling you to his chest. Your bare skin presses to his suit. You hear his heart — erratic and too fast.
“I’ve got you,” he says. “I’ve got you.”
You close your eyes against the sound of it.
But as he carries you away from the broken room and the blood-stained walls, you notice something.
His breathing—
It’s getting steadier.
And the longer he holds you, the more human he feels.
Notes:
they made it out!!! barely. and at what emotional cost?? anyway. thank you so much for reading — if you screamed, cried, or whispered “oh no” into the void at any point, you’re my kind of person. please scream in the comments, I feed on them. (also yes. he licked your wounds. I am not sorry.)
see you next chapter for more emotional damage, weird intimacy, and morally questionable survival tactics 🫡💉🖤
Chapter 9: I Was Always Yours
Summary:
You know more now.
His name.
His face.
What he was made to be.But knowledge comes with a price—and hunger never waits long.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
After feeding comes the silence. And then, the truth.
The bleeding has stopped.
But the silence lingers.
You walk behind him through the bowels of the facility—limping slightly, your thigh still sore where he fed. Not just sore. Strange. Like something’s knitting back together too fast. Or maybe wrong. The skin itches faintly. Warm under your clothes, despite the cold air that snakes along the corridor.
König hasn’t spoken since.
He moves ahead with the slow, deliberate gait of a man forcing himself to look composed. But you can tell by the set of his shoulders, the twitch of his fingers on the rifle grip, that he’s barely keeping it together.
The silence between you is swollen with things unsaid.
You haven’t pressed. Not yet. Partly because you’re still in shock—and partly because a small, terrifying part of you liked it. The way he touched you. The soft rasp of his tongue as he dragged it across your skin. How his breath hitched, barely controlled.
You should be afraid of him.
You’re not.
That’s the problem.
⸻
The halls twist like veins, narrowing and darkening the deeper you go. The metal under your boots is grooved and scored, like something sharp was dragged through it again and again. Every so often, you pass through a doorway into a zone the facility tried to seal. Welded doors. Emergency foam bursts hardened to chalky decay. Signs of a last-ditch containment effort.
Whatever they were trying to hold back—
It didn’t work.
König leads you wordlessly, the flashlight beam from his shoulder rig cutting through dust and haze. You can hear your own breathing. Every heartbeat. The drip of condensation from the cracked pipes overhead.
And something else. Low. Untraceable.
You keep glancing over your shoulder.
“König,” you murmur, after what feels like an hour of walking, “how far down does this place go?”
He doesn’t answer at first. Then, quietly:
“Too far.”
You pass a door with a smeared handprint on the glass. It’s been there a long time.
The fingers are bent wrong. Like they were reaching in, not out.
Something claws at your memory.
You pause beside a junction.
Stare at the wall.
There—beneath the grime and dust—your fingers brush across faint scratches. Not random. Not jagged. Deliberate.
X | X | X | X | /
A tally.
You tilt your head. Déjà vu prickles down your spine like static. Your body knows this place.
“König,” you say, slow, uncertain. “I’ve been here before.”
You expect him to deny it. To turn around and tell you it’s impossible. That you’re wrong, disoriented, confused.
But he doesn’t.
He just… waits.
Says nothing.
Your heart stutters.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
He still doesn’t face you. His jaw twitches beneath the mask.
“I didn’t want to.”
You stare at him. “Why?”
He finally turns. His voice is low.
“Because if you remember—everything changes.”
You don’t respond. You can’t.
Because just ahead, something catches your eye. A shattered terminal still flickering with power, casting a faint blue glow. Past that, a half-open door, marked:
SUBLEVEL C — RESEARCH ADMIN
Inside: a room that feels like an echo.
It’s dusty, but less decayed than the rest. The walls are lined with filing cabinets and cracked monitors. Scorch marks climb the ceiling near a blown-out light fixture. In the corner, a coffee mug still rests on a desk—filled with something long congealed.
But your eyes are drawn to the back wall.
A locked cabinet, half-ajar. Labeled:
SECURE PERSONNEL DOSSIERS — PRIORITY CLEARANCE
Your feet move before you can stop them.
König doesn’t follow. He lingers at the door, half-shadowed.
You open the cabinet.
Inside, the folders are neat. Stacked in alphabetical order. Most are blacked out, charred, or simply empty.
You move slowly. Fingers ghosting over each name.
And then—
KILGORE, ALEXANDER
Codename: KÖNIG
Your hand freezes.
The folder is heavy. Untouched by fire.
Your throat tightens as you flip it open.
Inside: no photo. No fingerprints.
Just report after report, stamped CLASSIFIED in blood-red ink.
– “Genetic hybridization successful.”
– “Blood-response shows catastrophic bonding pattern with FRSI-origin subject.”
– “Memory control protocols in place.”
– “Subject unstable. Contains latent WRAITH tendencies. Handle with remote sedation only.”
– “Do not allow unsupervised contact with Subject 037.”
You stare at that last line.
037. That’s you.
You don’t know how you know that. But you do.
The name is in the margins, scribbled in different handwriting.
She’s back.
She always comes back.
Your fingers tremble.
“König,” you say, voice brittle, “what is this? What did they do to you—?”
You turn.
But you don’t get the chance to finish.
Thwip.
A sharp prick lodges into the side of your neck.
You stagger. Your fingers drop the folder. It hits the floor with a slap, pages fanning out.
“König—”
He jerks toward you. Snaps into motion.
And then another dart sinks into the base of his throat.
“ Fick! ” he snarls, staggering, hand flying up to rip it out. “ No— ”
You try to move toward him, but your legs are made of sand. Your head spins. You reach out—your hand brushes his—
And then the floor rushes up to meet you.
Everything goes dark.
⸻
You surface in flashes.
Cold light. A ceiling like a hospital’s.
A voice—muffled, clinical—saying, “Still stable.”
A shadow at your side. The smell of latex and antiseptic.
Then darkness again.
And again.
Until finally, you wake fully.
Everything is quiet.
Too quiet.
No humming generators. No distant screaming. No damp mildew coating your throat. Just… clean.
The bed beneath you is firm. The blanket stiff with starch. The air smells like bleach and electricity, like the breath before a surgical cut. You’re dressed in a thin, sleeveless shirt and soft pants—gray. Institutional.
A single fluorescent panel hums above. You blink against it, squinting.
You sit up too fast. The world blurs, then realigns.
And you’re not alone.
A figure stands in the doorway. Not armored. Not a monster. Not König.
A woman. Mid-thirties, maybe. Blond hair tucked into a low knot. Dressed in scrubs, sleeves rolled to the elbow. Her hands are gloved. She watches you with the careful calm of someone trained not to spook animals.
“Good,” she says, checking something on the monitor beside your bed. “You’re awake.”
You blink again. Your throat is raw.
“Where—” you rasp.
The woman cuts you off gently. “We’ll answer your questions once you’re cleaned up. You’ve been through a lot.” A pause. “You were stabilized after arrival. Minor trauma, some blood loss, mild dehydration. Nothing critical.”
You stare.
Stabilized.
Not rescued . Not safe .
“Where’s König?”
She doesn’t flinch at the name. “Your…companion is being evaluated. He’s unharmed.”
You don’t believe her. Not entirely. Something about the way she says it feels rehearsed, like she’s trying to stop a dog from barking.
You shift back against the wall.
She notices your tension but doesn’t address it.
“There’s a shower ready. Fresh clothes. Food after. We’ll talk once you’ve had a moment to breathe.”
She sets something on the table—neatly folded garments. A toothbrush. Soap. Conditioner. Even a bra.
She gives a tight, practiced smile, then gestures toward a glass door down the hall. “Take your time.”
And then she’s gone.
⸻
The hallway is silent. There are no visible cameras, but you can feel them—eyes behind the walls. Watching. Waiting.
The bathroom is as sterile as the room. Chrome fixtures. White tile. No mildew. No rust. The water runs instantly, hot and steady. You hesitate, fingers brushing the faucet like it might bite.
You undress slowly, almost ritualistically, peeling away the borrowed clothes. You expect to see blood. Dirt. The usual grime. But your skin is already… mostly clean. Like they wiped you down while you were unconscious.
Still, it feels like something sacred, stepping beneath the stream. The water scalds your skin—deliberately. You let it. Let it burn away the hours, the fear, the filth of whatever basement they dragged you out of.
You scrub until your skin is red. Until your scalp tingles. Conditioner slicks through your hair like silk. The bra fits. The soap smells like nothing.
When it’s over, you catch your reflection in the mirror.
And flinch.
You look… human again. Not a scavenger. Not prey. Not whatever thing König licked blood from in a crumbling hall.
Just a woman.
Clean, hair damp and falling into your eyes, a stranger wearing your face.
And it hits you. The rawness of it.
Your knees give, almost. You sit on the edge of the sink and press your palm to your mouth.
Tears come sharp and sudden. Not sobbing—just leaking, like something overfull finally tipping.
You haven’t cried in weeks. Months, maybe. You didn’t have the time. You didn’t have the right. But now, clean and warm and alone for the first time in so long—
It feels like grieving something you didn’t know you lost.
⸻
You’re fed next. Real food.
A tray slides in through the narrow gap beneath the door—silent, sterile, stainless steel. There’s no mold. No soggy ration packs. No crumbled protein bricks made from god-knows-what. This looks…normal. Chicken, maybe. Steamed vegetables. A small bowl of berries that look almost too bright to be real.
You don’t trust it. You don’t trust any of it.
But you eat.
Slowly, mechanically. One bite at a time. Your stomach isn’t sure what to do with it at first—it cramps, uncertain—but your body is hungrier than your fear. Hungrier than your memories. You finish every bite.
And then… nothing.
You wait. You pace. You check the walls for seams or cameras you’ve missed. You knock on the door. Once. Twice. No answer.
Hours pass.
And just when you’re starting to wonder if the food was poisoned after all, the door hisses open with a pressurized sigh.
But it’s not a medic this time.
It’s a man.
Tall. Clean-cut. Crisp lines and colder eyes. He wears a dark suit—not tactical, not military. Civilian. But there’s something off about the way he carries himself. Too still. Too precise.
His age is hard to place. Forties, maybe. His hair is dark at the roots but silver at the temples, combed back with surgical neatness. No gloves. No mask. Just a clipboard in one hand, a manila folder in the other.
His smile is…polite. Practiced. And a little too sharp.
“Hello,” he says, voice smooth. “You must have questions.”
You don’t respond. You don’t move from your spot on the edge of the bed.
He seems unsurprised.
“I’m Dr. Hannes Albrecht,” he continues, stepping inside like he owns the air. “And I’ve been waiting a very long time to meet you.”
That earns your attention.
Your eyes narrow. “Where’s König?”
He lifts his hand, palm outward. Peaceful. Measured.
“Alive,” he says. “Sedated—for now. He’s under observation. Careful watch, for everyone’s safety.”
You don’t miss the implication.
“Everyone’s,” you repeat, voice low.
His smile widens by a degree. “He’s not the one we’re afraid of.”
That lands like a cold nail down your spine.
You stand slowly. “What is this place?”
Albrecht doesn’t answer immediately. Instead, he walks to the small table near the wall and sets the folder down with quiet reverence.
Then, he opens it.
“We are what remains,” he says. “Of the foundation you were taught to trust. The ones who built the bunkers. Engineered the walls. Formed the Coalition. We were also the ones who catalogued the outbreak. Tracked its mutations. And yes—released the original strain.”
Your blood goes cold.
He turns the file toward you. You step closer, slowly.
Your name is written neatly on the tab.
Inside: paperwork. Test results. Handwritten notes. Bloodwork. Photos—clinical and eerie in their clarity.
And they’re of you.
Not just now—then. Years ago. Pre-Collapse.
You as a teenager. Pale, sickly. Tubes in your arms. Monitors hooked to your chest. A hospital you don’t remember. Or maybe… you chose not to.
“What the fuck is this?” you whisper, flipping through. “Where did you get these?”
“You were exposed before anyone else,” Albrecht says softly. “Strain A-0. Our patient zero. But you didn’t die. You adapted.”
He takes a step forward, voice calm. “Your immune system didn’t reject the virus—it welcomed it. Rebuilt itself around it. And in doing so, gave the virus something it never had before.”
“What?” you snap. “A makeover?”
He doesn’t flinch. “A host with permanence. A genetic anchor. Something to evolve with , instead of through . You didn’t become a Wraith, but the virus did. And it used you to do it.”
You’re shaking your head. “No. No, this is—this is wrong. I’m not—”
“Then how do you explain him?”
His voice cuts through the room like a scalpel. He doesn’t even say König’s name.
But you know.
Your heart stutters.
“You think that was random?” Albrecht asks. “That he found you? Followed you? You think he’s been protecting you out of sentiment?”
You swallow. The folder trembles in your hands.
“He’s not yours by accident,” he says. “He’s yours by design.”
You want to scream. You want to shove him, tear the room apart, claw out of your own skin.
Instead, you clutch the folder to your chest and rasp, “Why me?”
Albrecht’s expression softens. Almost.
“Because the virus wanted meaning. It found you, and it remembered. It built everything else in your image. And now… it wants to come home.”
You go still.
“…What?”
He looks at you like a teacher waiting for a student to catch up. “The Wraiths aren’t trying to kill you,” he says. “They’re trying to return you. To bring you back into the fold. You’re the origin point. The well they crawl toward. The missing equation.”
The room spins.
“You’re lying.”
“I’m not,” he says gently. “And we don’t want to hurt you. On the contrary. We want to use you to fix this.”
You glare at him. “Fix what? Your little science project got out of hand?”
He doesn’t take the bait. Just nods toward the folder.
“You’re the bridge. The singular anomaly. With your cooperation, we could engineer a strain that targets Wraith biology directly—without harming humans. The ultimate deterrent.”
You step back. “You want to dissect me.”
“No,” he says. “We want to understand you.”
You say nothing. Your pulse is a wildfire behind your ribs.
Then—
“…Can I see him?”
Your voice is quiet. Fragile. Barely there.
Albrecht tilts his head. For a moment, something flickers across his face—curiosity? Pity? You can’t tell.
He nods once. “I’ll have him brought to you. Temporarily. But think carefully about what you’ve heard today. You’re not just a survivor anymore.”
A pause.
“You’re history .”
Then he turns and leaves, the door sliding shut behind him with a hiss that sounds far too final.
You’re left alone with the file. With the tray of food. With the weight of a truth you never asked for.
You press your back to the wall and slide down until you’re seated on the floor, eyes closed, fists clenched.
But all you can think about is him.
His eyes.
His teeth.
The way he looked at you—like you were the answer to a question buried in his blood.
And maybe you were.
Maybe you still are.
⸻
You hear him before you see him.
Heavy boots—slower than they should be, deliberate. Each step like punctuation, like a countdown. You sit up straighter, breath catching mid-ribcage, heart coiled in your chest like a spring pulled too tight. Something in you dares not hope. Something in you already knows.
The door hisses open.
And he steps inside.
König.
Or—what’s left of him.
He’s been scrubbed clean of everything that made him look like a soldier. No vest. No plates. No weapons. No blood or dirt or grime clinging to his clothes like ash. Just loose dark gray sweats hanging low on his hips, and a black hoodie that stretches across his chest and biceps like it’s trying to hold something too large, too dangerous. And still, that sniper hood, draped over his face like a mourning veil—his one remaining armor.
The fabric shadows everything. His eyes. His hair. His mouth. But you don’t need to see his face to recognize him. You’d know the silhouette of him in the dark. The tension in his posture. The way he fills a room with nothing but breath and stillness.
He’s massive . Broader without the armor. Built like a wall meant to endure siege. Not show muscle— real muscle. Lived-in strength. His bare forearms are a study in survival: scarred and veined, tight with sinew, dotted with healing wounds that haven’t yet faded. The sleeves of his hoodie cling to his arms like they’re holding on for dear life.
You stare. You stare . You can’t help it.
He looks strong enough to tear the walls down.
And yet he hesitates in the doorway, as if he’s afraid that if he steps too far inside, you’ll vanish. Like you’re a dream he’s scared to wake from.
He doesn’t speak.
Neither do you.
Something tightens in your chest—grief or relief or something stranger—and you push to your feet, fast enough that the chair legs scrape loudly against the floor. He flinches, moves to steady you, but you’re already walking. No— running . And then—
Then he’s there.
He doesn’t just catch you. He pulls you into him like he’s been dying to. Like he was made for this. Like he’s been stitched together by the idea of holding you and anything less would tear him apart.
You slam into his chest. He grunts softly, arms wrapping around you so tightly you can barely breathe—and you don’t care. Your hands fist in the fabric at his waist. Your face presses against the solid heat of his torso, and the smell of him hits you like a drug.
Soap. Linen. Something herbal. Sharp and clean and utterly foreign to the blood-metal stench he wore before.
But underneath it, still— him . Earth and heat. A wild, quiet violence that hums beneath the surface like a caged storm.
You inhale greedily. Let it dizzy you.
And then you laugh. Soft. Breathless. A little hysterical. “Jesus Christ,” you mutter against his chest, “you actually smell good.”
He makes a sound—deep in his chest, not quite a laugh, not quite a growl. A little like home .
One of his hands lifts—tentative, unsure—and smooths up your back, pausing just between your shoulder blades like he doesn’t know if he’s allowed to touch you there.
“You’re okay?” you ask, voice muffled. “They didn’t—”
“I’m fine,” he says, too fast.
But you can feel the tension in him. The twitch in his fingers. The silent tremble in the way he holds you. Like he doesn’t trust any of it to be real. Like he thinks if he lets go, you’ll be gone.
You pull him tighter.
“I thought they hurt you,” you whisper.
He’s quiet. Then—“They tried .”
You start to speak again, but then—
A throat clears behind you.
Your entire body locks up. König doesn’t move, doesn’t even twitch. But you feel the shift in him. A deep, silent readiness. The way a wolf might go still before it lunges.
Doctor Albrecht still stands in the corner. Watching. Observing. His arms are folded, posture almost casual, but his eyes are clinical. Cold. Detached. Like he’s recording data. Like you’re both just test subjects. Meat with memories.
“Now that you’ve both had a moment,” he says, voice mild. “I’ll leave you to… catch up.”
You don’t turn to face him. You just tighten your grip on König. Your nails curl into the fabric of his hoodie. “Leave.”
There’s a beat. A pause filled with the whirr of the ceiling vent and König’s low breathing.
“I understand this is… emotional,” Albrecht says carefully. “But let’s not mistake sentiment for leverage.”
You turn then. Slowly.
“I’m not negotiating,” you say.
He studies you. Tilts his head slightly, birdlike.
“If you try to separate us,” you go on, voice sharp and rising, “I won’t cooperate. Not one fucking word. Not one test, not one sample, not one goddamn thing.”
Albrecht’s smile is slight. “You assume we need your consent.”
“You assume I care if I die.”
That gives him pause. Just for a second.
“I’d rather die right now, right here, than let you take him away from me again.” You glance at König. “And he’ll make sure it’s not just me.”
Albrecht’s gaze flicks to König, as if doing quick calculations. “If either of you attempt anything foolish,” he says at last, softly, “I’ll kill you both before you even make it to the elevator.”
König’s growl rises from deep in his chest, low and guttural. Not words. Just sound. A dark, snarling promise that scrapes down your spine.
Albrecht watches him for a moment longer—assessing. Then, without another word, he turns and strides toward the door.
It hisses open. Cold white light bleeds in from the hallway.
And then he’s gone.
The door seals shut behind him. And the room drops into silence like a stone into still water.
You don’t move. Neither does König.
Just breathing. Yours, fast. His, slower—grounding.
You tilt your head back to look up at him.
He’s still watching the door. Rigid. Unblinking. As if expecting it to open again. As if expecting the worst.
You reach up. Press your palm gently to the center of his chest.
Only then does he look at you.
And god—god, he’s huge . You knew that. You’ve always known that. But like this? Clean. Unarmored. Dressed down to nothing but soft fabric and muscle and himself —
It’s obscene.
You can feel the sheer heat of him through the hoodie. Can see the outline of his chest. The curve of his traps. His neck is thick, corded, disappearing into the dark fabric of the hood like something carved out of war. Everything about him feels raw and real and undeniable .
He’s not some brute built for violence. He’s not some polished statue.
He’s a weapon shaped by use. Every inch of him is functional .
And you want to crawl inside his ribcage and live there.
You don’t say any of that. You just look at him and whisper, a little unsteadily:
“They really fucked up letting you walk in here.”
You pull away slightly, just enough to glance over your shoulder—your hand brushes the folder on the bed. You grab it and press it into his chest.
“Your name is Alexander,” you say. “Alexander Kilgore.”
His breath catches. His fingers hesitate on the file. Then he takes it—like it might vanish if he doesn’t hold on tight. Like it might bleed.
“I wanted to ask you…” you begin, soft. “Why you didn’t tell me. About who you were.”
König’s gaze flickers. The tension that lives in his body—all that coiled silence, the slow-simmered violence—tightens visibly. His shoulders lift on a breath, then settle again.
“I didn’t know,” he says. His voice is quiet, frayed around the edges. “Not all of it. They told me what I needed. Bits. Nothing whole.”
You watch the way his hand clenches around the file.
“I knew what I was,” he continues. “What I’d become. But not why. Not… who I came from.”
There’s something raw in his voice—something that wasn’t there before. Not just shame. Not just regret.
Grief.
You study him. His jaw is tight under the hood. His hands flex like he wants to reach for you, but doesn’t know if he’s allowed. You feel the phantom echo of his arms still around you. The heat of him. The way he held you like you were gravity itself.
“Can I see your face?” you ask.
He goes still.
“You don’t have to,” you say quickly. “I just…”
You trail off, not sure what it is you want. Proof, maybe. Something real to hold onto. Or maybe you just want to see the man who’s been breaking and bleeding for you.
A beat passes. Two.
Then, without a word, he lifts his hands.
The sniper hood peels back first, dark fabric dragging slowly over his head. The mask follows—worn, familiar, pulled down like the final curtain being drawn.
And underneath—
Oh.
He’s beautiful.
Not in a polished, pretty kind of way. No. His face is made of sharp lines and harder stories. A crooked nose—hooked, broken once, maybe twice. A brutal scar cuts across one cheek like something clawed its way out of him. His jaw is strong, covered in days-old stubble, and his mouth, full-lipped and strangely soft, is pulled tight with uncertainty. There’s an animal tension in the way he holds himself—like he expects to be judged. Named.
But his eyes.
That’s where you stop.
Downturned, heavy-lidded, storm-gray. The kind of eyes that look older than the body they live in. Haunted. Like he’s been watching you for a very, very long time.
His hair tumbles down after the mask. Thick, messy waves of chocolate brown. It’s longer than you expected, unruly from being kept under the hood. You want to run your fingers through it. See if it’s as soft as it looks.
You stare. Blinking. Swallowing.
“…Fuck,” you breathe. “You’re—really hot.”
He startles. Just slightly. Then frowns like he doesn’t understand the word.
You grin. “I’m serious. All this time I was picturing scars and fangs and, like, creature features.”
“I have fangs,” he says, and opens his mouth slightly to show you. They’re there—just behind his canines. Small. Sharp. Intimate.
“Yeah, okay,” you murmur, eyes narrowing. “That’s kind of hot too.”
Something flickers across his face—something like disbelief. Then, slowly, he tilts his head, regarding you with a cautious sort of reverence.
“You are inspecting me,” he says, voice low. “Like a product.”
You shrug. “Well, technically. They made you for me.”
His expression shifts. He looks down, then back at you—his voice drops, quiet.
“You knew?”
You nod. “They told me. Sort of. Enough to put it together.”
He doesn’t move for a long moment. Then: “And you’re… not afraid?”
“Of you?” You glance at his bare arms—his biceps flex as he holds the file, veins coiled like roots beneath the skin. He looks like he could throw a tank if he wanted. “Should I be?”
He looks away. “I don’t know.”
A long pause.
“Are you okay?” he asks suddenly, and it’s not casual. It sounds like he’s choking on the question.
“I’m okay,” you say. And you are. Because he’s here. “Are you?”
He exhales, jaw ticking. “No.”
Your throat tightens.
“I feel—different. Off-balance.” He rubs at the back of his neck, where his hood used to sit. “They didn’t tell me you were real. Not until I could feel you. When you were near.”
Your brows knit. “What do you mean feel me?”
“It’s not words,” he murmurs. “Not thoughts. Just… hunger. Pain. Want. You were the center of it.”
Something hot blooms behind your ribs.
“They built me from you,” he says, looking at you now. “Your blood. Your cells. Everything they changed inside me—was so I would survive you.”
You feel suddenly naked. Small.
“You were my design,” he says, softer. “I think—I think I was made to protect you. Or maybe… I just chose that part myself.”
The silence between you isn’t empty. It’s full of breath and trembling and a sharp, aching clarity.
You look him up and down again, slower this time. “You sure they didn’t put anything in to make you modest?”
He gives you a dry, disbelieving look.
You gesture to his arms, his chest, the way the sweatpants cling like they were made for his hips and no one else’s. “I mean, this is a lot to take in.”
“I would put the mask back on,” he mutters, “but I think that might make it worse.”
You laugh—really laugh this time, something startled out of you.
He watches you with something tender and unreadable in his eyes.
“You always do that,” you say, quieter now.
“What?”
“Look at me like that.”
He shrugs. “You’re mine.”
Your heart skips.
There’s a beat. The air between you thrums.
And then, softer—more human: “We need to get the fuck out of here.”
He nods once. “I know.”
“Play it cool,” you whisper. “Don’t give them a reason to sedate you again.”
His gaze darkens. “They haven’t let me feed.”
You look at him sharply.
“Not since we were separated,” he says. “I’m running on instinct. It’s not enough.”
You step closer. Lower your voice.
“Then we’ll fix it. Quietly.”
You don’t wait.
You reach for him, fist your hand in the fabric at his chest, and pull him down to you.
And then you kiss him.
Not softly.
Not sweetly.
You kiss him like you’ve been waiting lifetimes. Like you’ve both been starved for the same thing and didn’t know how to name it until now.
He makes a noise—guttural, stunned—and then he’s on you. Mouth crashing against yours, hands rough at your waist, dragging you into his body like he wants to disappear into you. His lips are hot. A little chapped. He tastes like iron and breathless need. Like restraint finally breaking.
His fangs graze your lips.
You don’t flinch.
You kiss him harder, tilting your head, opening your mouth to him, letting him in. His stubble scorches your skin. His hands are trembling—like he’s still holding back, like he doesn’t trust himself not to lose control completely.
And maybe he is.
Maybe that’s why it’s so good.
You break for air, gasping, and he chases you—mouth dragging along your jaw, down to your throat, where he pauses. Breathing hard. His nose brushes the skin there. Lingers.
“You need it,” you murmur, voice wrecked. “So take it.”
He shakes his head, still pressed to your throat. “I—” His voice cracks. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t.” You fist your hand tighter in his hoodie. “You didn’t before.”
His jaw tightens against your neck. You feel it—the flicker of his tongue as he tastes your skin. The heat of him, the ache, the restraint fracturing by the second.
“I can feel it in you,” you whisper. “You’re starving.”
“I don’t want to be this,” he says, barely audible. “Not with you.”
“You already are.” Your hand cups the back of his head. “And I’m still here.”
That breaks him.
He groans—something raw and guttural—and then he sinks his teeth into your throat.
You gasp. Not from pain. From the pull . The heat. The dizzy, burning rush of being taken . His mouth is hot and reverent, tongue lapping the blood as he drinks. His grip on you is punishing. One arm around your waist, hauling you closer. The other buried in your hair, holding your head steady as he feeds from you like he’s never tasted anything more vital.
It’s not clean.
It’s not careful.
It’s not supposed to be.
You arch into him, breath ragged, hands scrambling over his chest. His name breaks from your lips like a prayer. He moans against your skin, drinking like it ruins him to stop. Like it ruins him more to keep going. There’s a tremble in his body you’ve never felt before—a desperate, frantic hunger just barely caged.
His teeth drag as he pulls back. He licks the wound shut, slow and soft, like an apology he doesn’t know how to say. Then he rests his forehead against yours, breathing hard. His mouth is slick. His lips swollen.
You’re both shaking.
“You taste like…” He doesn’t finish the thought. Doesn’t have to.
You nod. Dizzy. Breathless.
“Better?” you manage.
His eyes meet yours. They glow faintly, silver and dark. There’s blood on his tongue. On his teeth. His lips are parted, panting. His voice is ruined when he answers:
“I’m not sure I’ll ever get enough of you.”
You kiss him again.
This time slower.
But still just as hungry.
Still just as lost.
Notes:
and that’s the final reveal! 🧬🩸 the name, the face, the truth—he was made for her. built from her. obsessed with her by design. love that for them. love that for us.
thank u for surviving that 🫠 it was messy. it was charged. it was feral. and yes, reader absolutely ogled him like she was doing QA testing on a very emotionally damaged sniper vampire prototype
drop a comment if ur emotionally unwell about this development (i am) or if u too would let könig eat u like a last meal
stay weird, plan the prison break 💣
<3
Chapter 10: Teeth in the Dark
Summary:
The restraints don’t hold. The orders don’t matter. König breaks — and something ancient breaks with him. As the facility erupts into bloodshed, you run.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The kiss ends, but he doesn’t move.
His face stays close, breath brushing your lips. And for a moment, there’s nothing—no guards, no scientists, no looming threats—just the silence of a room trying to understand what it just witnessed.
Then you see it.
Not hunger.
Not possession.
Not bloodlust.
Just awe.
Like he’s never been touched like that before. Like you did something holy without realizing it.
His eyes search yours, slow, almost cautious, as if you might vanish if he blinks too hard.
Then he exhales shakily. And says—
“ Mein Gott. ”
You blink.
“You…” He laughs under his breath, a low, disbelieving sound. “You don’t know what you do to me.”
You feel heat crawl up your neck. “That bad, huh?”
“No,” he says, soft, reverent. “That good .”
You look at him then—really look.
No mask.
No hood.
No veil between you.
His expression is open in a way you didn’t think he was capable of. His eyes are a soft, slate-grey-blue in the dim light. They keep flicking to your lips like he’s trying not to kiss you again.
“You’re beautiful,” he says. Like it hurts to say it.
Like he means it more than he knows how to.
You sit like that for a while. Two people who aren’t supposed to be touching. Who’ve bled and screamed and survived their way to this impossible calm.
Eventually, you both shift. Rearranged. Legs tangled. His arm draped loosely around your shoulders. A shared blanket across your laps. Your head tilted back against the wall as König settles beside you, big and quiet and warm. Like a shield you never asked for but find yourself leaning into anyway.
You talk, at first. Soft, tentative things. He tells you his favorite book they gave him was All Quiet on the Western Front . You say you never finished it. He says the ending is the only good part. You ask what kind of music he misses. He pauses—then says something slow, orchestral. “The kind that makes your chest hurt but you don’t know why.”
You get it.
Eventually, the talking fades. You sit in easy silence, just… existing. You’d forgotten what that feels like. Time doesn’t stretch or warp—it just passes. Like it used to.
You drift in and out of light conversation, König occasionally tracing a slow pattern on your arm with the back of one finger. Not possessive—just something tactile to anchor himself. He keeps looking at you, like you’re the only real thing left in the world.
But it’s not love. Not yet.
It’s too raw. Too uncertain.
Whatever this is between you—it’s growing wild, feral, out of control. Like something neither of you planted, but still bloomed in blood.
You feel it pressing at the edges of your awareness—how close he is. How different he looks without the armor. There’s stubble on his jaw and a shallow scar on his cheek, and when he shifts, you catch a glimpse of the veins on his neck. You shouldn’t notice these things. You shouldn’t care.
But you do.
At one point, you lean your head against his shoulder. His arm immediately comes around you again, strong and loose. He’s warmer than he should be. Or maybe you’re just cold.
You think about the file. The way he looked at you. The scientists. The hunger. The bond they’re trying to measure.
You think about the way he said, You asked me to be gentle .
You don’t want to speak.
You don’t want to break this.
So you sit there, two hours bleeding into each other like ink and water, until the inevitable comes.
The lock clicks.
Your body jerks instinctively, but König’s hand goes to yours, grounding.
Then the door opens.
And of course, it’s Albrecht.
He steps in like he’s entering a boardroom, clipboard tucked under his arm, lips pressed thin with satisfaction.
“How are we feeling?” he asks. “Bond strong? Intimacy levels rising nicely?”
You stiffen.
König doesn’t answer, but he doesn’t look away. Just narrows his eyes, protective.
Albrecht nods to himself like he’s mentally checking a box. Then: “It’s time.”
“For what?” you ask.
He smiles. It doesn’t reach his eyes. “Testing. Round two. New variables.”
König moves to stand—but before he can say anything, Albrecht raises a hand.
“Separate rooms this time,” he says. “We need individual metrics.”
You stiffen.
“No,” König says sharply. “You said—”
“I say what I’m told to say.” Albrecht’s voice is clipped now. Less smug, more clinical. “This isn’t up for debate.”
König’s hand tightens around yours, and you feel it—something uncoiling in him, slow and dangerous.
But you squeeze his fingers gently. Just enough.
“I’ll be okay,” you whisper. You’re not sure it’s true. But you need him calm.
He looks at you like he might refuse. Like he’s one command away from breaking every bone in Albrecht’s body.
But eventually—slowly—he lets go.
Albrecht gestures.
Guards step in.
König stiffens again, clearly unwilling to be manhandled, but they don’t touch him. They know better now.
You step away first. Force your body not to shake. As you’re led from the room, König’s eyes follow you—unmasked, exposed, burning with something that doesn’t have a name yet.
You don’t look back.
You’re afraid if you do, you won’t be able to walk away.
⸻
The corridor smells of disinfectant and fear. You and König are both cuffed, wrists locked in cold steel that bites through skin, ankles shackled together with heavy chains that scrape every step. König walks ahead, his broad shoulders tense, every muscle coiled under the thin sweats and hoodie, his head tilted just enough to catch your shape behind him.
You stumble, exhaustion dragging at your bones, and a guard grunts at you to keep pace. Your heart pounds unevenly — not from exertion, but from the cold dread building in your gut.
The door slides open with a pneumatic hiss before you reach it. Harsh fluorescent lights flood the room beyond, sterile and merciless. The floor gleams cold concrete, marred by dark stains and smudges that look like old blood.
They shove you inside.
König is pushed in after you.
You barely have time to glance at him before you’re yanked down, limbs torn apart by the shackles. The cold bites through your thin clothes as you hit the floor hard, hands pulled behind your back. The chains jerk tight, straps biting deep into your wrists and ankles, spreading you wide in a cruel crucifix.
Your head snaps against the floor. Pain blooms like fire across your cheekbone.
You gag, tasting blood, and tear at the rough fabric pressed against your mouth.
König struggles beside you, his body muscle and tension, his eyes wild and furious. His hands thrash against the restraints, rattling the chains, the veins on his forearms standing out like cords under his skin.
“Stop struggling,” a guard orders. The voice is cold. Mechanical.
But König doesn’t listen. His whole body twists and jerks, pulling against the bonds with an animal desperation that makes the room pulse with raw energy.
Dr. Albrecht steps forward, clipboard in hand, his gaze clinical and cold as he watches the scene unfold.
“Subject One,” he says, nodding toward you, “your responses thus far have been promising, but insufficient. We need to see the limits of this bond.”
His eyes flick to König.
“And Subject Two,” he continues, voice low and deliberate, “your reaction to Subject One’s distress is the variable we will observe.”
You try to crawl, to reach König, but the chains hold you in place, stretching your limbs painfully. Every movement is a slow, grinding ache.
The guard nearest you raises his boot.
Without warning, the sole connects hard with your ribs.
The breath whooshes out of your lungs in a brutal rush. Pain explodes along your side, sharp and deep, and you gasp, a ragged, broken sound muffled by the gag.
König’s head snaps toward you.
His eyes meet yours — wide, frantic, desperate.
You see the way his jaw tightens, the muscles in his neck bunch like a coil about to snap.
The guard kicks again.
This time your cheek slams against the floor, skin scraping painfully against the concrete.
Albrecht’s eyes never leave his clipboard. He scratches something down.
“König’s reaction to Subject One’s pain has intensified. Note the increase in physiological response.”
You try to steady your breathing, but the pain blooms in waves — slow, cruel tides of fire spreading through your ribs, your back, your limbs.
The guard kneels beside you then, yanking your hair harshly. Your head snaps back, and your eyes water.
The gag slips loose with your frantic struggle, and you croak out a scream — broken, raw, torn from the depths of your fear.
Albrecht’s lips twitch in what you can only call amusement.
“Emotional distress enhances the bond,” he says softly. “Your screams are feeding his rage.”
König thrashes again, pulling and twisting, his voice a low growl that turns to a roar.
“I won’t let them—” he snarls, his body fighting the chains with a ferocity that makes the steel groan.
“You can’t reach her,” a guard hisses, stepping forward with a small device in his hand — a prod that crackles with blue electricity.
Your heart hammers as the guard presses it against your calf.
A shock rips through your muscles, making you convulse involuntarily. You scream, a sound torn from your very soul.
König lets out a guttural roar, muscles twitching violently, veins pulsing in desperation. The chains stretch, threatening to break under the force of his panic.
Albrecht watches, fascinated, jotting notes on his clipboard with a surgeon’s precision.
“You see,” he says, voice low, “the symbiotic link between Subject One and Subject Two is the key to our understanding. The pain inflicted on one triggers an unbreakable response in the other.”
Your vision blurs, tears slipping down your cheeks, mixing with the sweat and blood smeared across your face.
The guards take turns kicking and prodding you — each impact sending fresh waves of agony ripping through your body. Your skin is raw, bruises blooming beneath your thin clothing.
Yet you keep your eyes on König.
You try to tell him, without words, that you’re still here. That you haven’t given up.
The hours stretch. Time fractures into a relentless tide of pain and fear.
König’s thrashing becomes frantic, erratic — a force barely contained by the chains.
His breaths come in harsh, ragged gasps.
The anger in his eyes is not just for the guards or the pain — it’s for you.
He’s clawing toward you through the chains, but the restraints hold.
Until suddenly—
With a violent, guttural roar, König’s strength breaks the steel.
The chains snap.
The restraints hadn’t just snapped — they’d shattered .
Shards of reinforced carbon hung from König’s wrists like broken manacles, blood slicking his forearms where the metal had bitten deep. For a breath, the room froze.
Then all hell cracked open.
König surged forward with a guttural roar — nothing human in the sound — and slammed into the nearest guard before the man could even lift his weapon. The force sent them both crashing into the glass wall. It spiderwebbed behind his back. König didn’t stop. He drove the man through it.
Glass exploded, raining across the lab. Screams tore through the sterile air. Two more guards raised their rifles — too slow.
König was already there.
He grabbed one by the barrel and twisted — metal groaning, then snapping with a sharp crack . He turned the broken rifle into a bludgeon and swung. It caught the man’s helmet hard enough to crumple the plating, snapping his head sideways with a sickening jolt.
The last one fired. A single shot.
König flinched — just once — as the round grazed his ribs. Then he turned, eyes wild and dark and utterly locked on.
He charged.
The guard emptied the clip in panic. Bullets sparked off the walls, ricocheted into machines, shattered a row of fluorescent lights — but König didn’t stop. He tackled him like a beast, full weight behind it, and they hit the floor with a bone-crunching slam.
The screaming stopped.
Albrecht made a dash for the exit. König grabbed a chair and hurled it — it hit his spine mid-run, folding him in half before he crumpled to the ground, twitching.
The others backed away, trembling behind overturned desks and smashed consoles.
One of the guards had landed halfway into the wall. Another’s throat was smeared across the floor like wet paint.
König turned to you, heaving. jaw clenched, chest rising, pupils blown wide. His face was splashed with blood, and it wasn’t his.
“Can you stand?” he rasped, already reaching for the straps around your wrists.
Your limbs screamed when they moved — your wrists were raw, your knees barely holding. But you nodded.
“I’m okay,” you lied.
He didn’t argue. He lifted you to your feet like you weighed nothing and pulled you in for a split second — his forehead pressed to yours, blood-warm breath brushing your cheek.
Then: “We need to move.”
The door was already cracked open. One of the dead scientists had tried to run. His body was slumped just past the threshold, skull dented like a dropped peach.
König stepped over him without hesitation, eyes sharp.
The corridor beyond was too clean. Unnaturally lit. White floors, silver panels, humming lights — and the sharp, sterile tang of antiseptic fighting the copper stench of blood.
You limped at his side, favoring your left leg, one hand pressed to your ribs. Something felt cracked. Didn’t matter. You kept going.
Down the hall. Left. A stairwell. König kicked open a security door so hard it dented inward. You followed him down the stairwell, your breath ragged. Alarms hadn’t triggered yet. The facility was quiet — too quiet.
You turned a corner—
—and there it was. A supply alcove. Unlocked. As if someone had left it mid-shift.
Inside:
— a black tactical bag
— a hydration pack
— ration bars, vacuum sealed
— rolls of gauze and adhesive
— several clips of ammo
— a rifle propped carelessly in the corner like it hadn’t just been loaded that morning
You didn’t hesitate.
You slung the bag over your shoulder and started shoving supplies in: cloth, food, gauze, water, a second smaller pistol, knives.
König’s eyes locked onto the rifle. He took it without a word, chambered a round with an efficient click, then threw a full belt of ammo across his shoulder.
“I know this hallway,” he muttered in German, then louder, “There’s a side elevator. It leads to Sublevel 6.”
“What’s in Sublevel 6?”
His eyes flicked to you, and he didn’t answer.
You understood why ten seconds later.
The deeper you went, the more things changed.
The white tiles began to chip. The panels along the walls flickered. A pipe overhead was leaking. The air began to smell less like antiseptic and more like mold, rot, ozone.
Lights buzzed. Then dimmed.
You both moved fast. Silent.
You turned a final corner — and saw the door.
Big. Reinforced. Electronic.
Cracks ran through the metal, like something had once tried to force its way in from the other side. König didn’t hesitate — he slammed the butt of the rifle into the console. Sparks flew. The door glitched once — then slowly, groaningly began to open.
And beyond it — darkness.
Broken tile. Water on the floor. A corridor twisted out ahead, almost organic in how uneven the walls had become — like the facility had rotted from within.
König stepped forward.
You followed.
Then behind you — alarms.
Finally, too late — the system screamed.
BREACH. CONTAINMENT FAILURE.
You spun around, breath caught. And saw them.
The Wraiths.
At least five at first — but more coming behind.
Slipping through vents. Dropping from the ceiling. Sliding in from corridors like smoke. Twitching, jerking, some barely human-shaped anymore. Not shrieking, not roaring — just that clicking. That constant, distant clicking that echoed in your spine.
But they didn’t rush you.
They didn’t even look at König.
They looked at you.
Still. Hungry. Reverent.
You took a step back.
“Why aren’t they attacking?” you whispered, trembling.
König stepped in front of you automatically, gun raised. But the Wraiths didn’t move.
Then one of them twitched — sharply, like cracking a vertebra — and turned its head sideways. A strange, awful gesture. Almost like curiosity. Like recognition.
“I don’t think they want to kill me,” you breathed.
König didn’t lower the rifle.
“We’re not waiting to find out.”
You turned. He grabbed your hand.
You ran.
The corridor was half-submerged — slick water rising to your ankles. Somewhere in the darkness above, a vent cover clattered to the ground. A scream echoed — not human. One of the Wraiths, maybe. Or one of the scientists who didn’t get out in time.
The last thing you saw, before the door behind you sealed again, was the Wraiths slipping into the white facility like wolves into a slaughterhouse.
You didn’t feel relief.
You felt hunted.
And free.
Together, in the ruin.
At last.
You don’t stop.
Not to breathe. Not to speak. Not to process the fact that the Wraiths are inside the facility now, tearing through the husks of men who thought they could play god.
You just run.
König yanks open the warped door ahead of you, shoulder slamming into rusted metal that groans and gives way. The tunnel beyond stretches upward—steep, winding, almost vertical in places. Like the spine of the world cracked open and left a vein of concrete and steel behind.
It’s pitch black except for the small beam of your flashlight bouncing wildly over walls stained with moisture and blood. The air is wet, metallic. It smells like rust and rot and ozone—like the facility is decomposing while still alive.
You follow König, boots slamming hard, one hand gripping your ribs. Each breath is fire. But you don’t slow down.
You can’t .
Behind you, the sounds begin.
Not alarms.
Not footsteps.
Clicking.
High and low, soft and echoing, like bones breaking underwater. The Wraiths aren’t chasing you like predators. They’re following you. Quiet. Calculating. Patient.
“Faster,” König snaps, and you obey. His voice is low, controlled—but his eyes are wide, flicking between shadows, rifle clenched in one hand, the strap of the supply bag in the other.
The tunnel shifts ahead—narrows. Then curves sharply left. You nearly crash into him as he halts at a ladder bolted into the wall, the rungs rusted and slick.
“Up,” he orders. “Now.”
You don’t argue.
You grab the ladder, fingers numb, and start to climb. Your foot slips once. He catches you from below, steadying without a word. His presence is like gravity behind you—solid, certain, massive.
The shaft is narrow. You climb fast.
Twenty feet.
Thirty.
At the top: another sealed door.
König clambers up behind you, breathing hard, bracing his shoulder into the locking mechanism and heaving it open with a feral grunt. The hinges scream. Cold air spills down through the crack.
You lurch forward into another hall—this one tighter, older. Bare concrete. Fractured piping. Water drips somewhere nearby, rhythmic like a dying heartbeat.
Your flashlight flickers.
Then dies.
“Shit—” You hit it. Nothing.
König’s hand closes around your wrist.
“Stay close.”
His voice is the only light now.
You push forward together.
One continuous rush.
The tunnel begins to slope upward again, but now it’s steep, like a mine shaft with no rails. König moves ahead of you, carving a path. His shoulders just barely fit the space, and his breathing is ragged, teeth clenched tight.
You start hearing things again.
Clicks.
Scrapes.
Wet footsteps behind you—fast, then slow.
You don’t look back.
You reach a door. König slams the keypad with the butt of his rifle—no response. Dead. He grits his teeth and shoots the hinges. The metal screams, collapses inward.
You squeeze through.
The air changes again.
Colder. Less stale. You smell damp rock. The faint hint of pine.
You’re getting close.
You move faster now.
It’s like your body knows before your mind does—knows the pressure of the surface, the pull of open air.
König doesn’t speak anymore. He’s fully locked in—, mouth tight, eyes darting.
The tunnel changes texture—turns into rough stone. Not facility-made. Natural. A cave system repurposed for Obsidian Point, or maybe predating it entirely.
The walls glisten with wet moss and mineral veins. Some of the stone pulses faintly—like it’s holding energy. Or memory. You feel it in your chest, your fingertips.
König feels it too.
You keep moving.
Behind you—closer now—something screeches. Not loud. Not animal. Wrong . A sound made by something that doesn’t breathe like a man. Something with too many joints.
König stops in front of a ladder. His head jerks up.
“There,” he says. “That’s the last door.”
You follow his gaze.
It’s barely visible above: a round pressure hatch, bolted, with a single rusted wheel-lock in the center.
“How far up?”
“Forty feet.”
You stare at him.
“I can’t—”
“You can,” he snaps. “Climb.”
You reach the ladder. Pain shrieks through your limbs. But you climb.
Halfway up, something skitters below. Not one. Multiple . You glance down.
Eyes.
In the dark.
Too many.
König raises his rifle and fires.
The blast echoes through the tunnel like a thunderclap. The creatures scatter, but not far.
You climb faster.
The hatch is above you.
You reach it just as König reaches your back.
He braces himself and begins cranking the wheel.
It doesn’t budge.
“Scheiße.”
Another crack of gunfire below. Then metal creaks above—just slightly.
You throw your weight into the wheel with him.
It shrieks.
Budges.
A gust of wind hits your face. Cold. Real. Open.
You gasp like you’ve been underwater for hours.
König throws his shoulder into the door.
It gives.
Light floods down—not sunlight. But daylight. Dim. Cloud-filtered. Silver.
You scramble up together.
Then—
You’re outside.
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The wind hits you like a slap.
Cold. Dry. Wild.
You stagger forward into snow, boots sinking into powder that hasn’t been disturbed in weeks. The sun is low behind thick clouds—late afternoon, late November. No leaves. No birds. Just a sky stretched pale and endless above a dead treeline.
You stand there, chest heaving, trembling, bloodied and blinking like something newly born.
König stumbles up behind you.
He pulls the hatch shut. Bolts it from the outside.
Then he just stands there.
Breathing.
Snowflakes stick to his skin. Melt in the blood streaked across his jaw.
You both look around.
You’re on the side of a mountain. Everything around you is stone, ice, and dying pine. The facility is hidden below—a secret buried in centuries of dirt and shame.
The landscape is barren .
No buildings.
No signs of life.
Just a wide, godless wilderness with no map and no promise.
But for the first time in days—you feel air that hasn’t been recycled through a machine.
You taste wind.
König’s breath steams.
He steps beside you, towering, his body still thrumming with the violence he barely held back. But his eyes aren’t wild anymore.
They’re watching the horizon.
“Where are we?” you ask, voice hoarse.
He shrugs. “Alive.”
You look up at him.
Snow dusts his hair. Sticks in the stubble along his jaw. He looks half-wolf, half-ghost, steam curling from his mouth as he breathes.
And you?
You’re shaking. Exhausted. Bleeding. But standing.
Not just alive— free .
You exhale a shuddering breath.
And for the first time since Obsidian Point swallowed you whole—
You feel the sky.
Notes:
König went from “emotionally repressed test subject” to “blood-soaked wrath god” in 0.5 seconds and honestly? Growth.
Reader deserves a nap, a tetanus shot, and at least one (1) hot drink.
If you’re reading this, congrats on surviving the tunnel sequence. Your reward is emotional whiplash and several unanswered questions. You’re welcome <3
Chapter 11: Between Wounds
Summary:
You and König flee a place where survival feels impossible, trekking through a harsh, silent wilderness. Shelter offers brief respite, but shadows loom and secrets stir beneath the surface. In the quiet, the lines between hunter and hunted blur, and everything you thought you knew shifts.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
König doesn’t let you walk.
It’s been maybe three hours since you both slipped into the open air—three hours since the steel throat of Obsidian Point spat you out into the wilderness—and he’s still carrying you like setting you down would undo the escape entirely. His arms are unyielding, one hand hooked under your knees, the other braced against your back, keeping you steady even as his steps press deep into frost-softened ground.
You stopped trying to convince him to put you down after the third attempt. It’s not that you wanted to walk—you’re not sure you could—but the stubborn part of you had wanted the choice. König hadn’t argued. He’d simply kept going, eyes fixed on the tree line ahead, as though your words were just more wind brushing against him.
The air here smells different—cleaner, sharper. The sky overhead is pale and wide, clouds stretched thin and slow across it. November’s cold seeps into your lungs, and your breath turns into small, fleeting ghosts in the air. The forest isn’t dense, not yet—bare trees stretch in rows, their limbs dark and bony against the light.
Your ribs are the worst part. Every shift of your weight sends a slow ache radiating through your side, a reminder of the guard’s boot driving into you back underground. You’re almost grateful for the way he’s holding you—it keeps you from jostling too much—but his chest is solid against yours, and every time he adjusts his grip, it catches your breath.
“You’re quiet,” you murmur after a while, your voice breaking the monotony of his steady breathing and the crunch of boots on cold soil.
His head dips slightly, shadowed under his mask. “You are hurt.”
“I’m fine.” It’s too automatic, the way you say it. “Just sore.”
“Hmm.” His gaze moves past you, scanning the skeletal trees. “Then why are you shaking?”
“I’m cold.”
He doesn’t respond right away. His eyes stay on the forest, but something in his stance shifts. “Cold,” he repeats, almost to himself.
“I’ve been cold before,” you say. “I’ll live.”
He pulls you closer to his chest like it’s instinct. The warmth radiating from him makes your face feel hot in the chill air.
“You smell like blood,” he says, almost quietly.
Your head turns away, eyes tracing the broken sky through the branches. “You’re not getting any.”
“I did not ask,” he says too quickly, like it’s a reflex.
You let the silence fall again. The forest seems to press in on you both—muted colors, dead leaves, frost gripping the edges of grass. Somewhere in the distance, you hear running water, muffled under layers of earth.
After a while, the trees thin enough for you to see something ahead—low, squatting, with a faded sign still hanging above the doorway. An old gas station. The windows are dusty but intact, the glass reflecting pale winter light.
König stops at the edge of the clearing, eyes moving over the building. “We look?”
“You mean you look,” you say.
“You stay,” he agrees without missing a beat, already setting you down gently onto your feet. Your legs protest under the sudden weight, and your ribs send a sharp flare of pain through your side. You mask it as best you can.
You watch from the edge of the lot as he disappears inside. The silence stretches for a minute, then another. Finally, he reappears, one gloved hand holding the door open.
“Safe,” he says.
Inside, it smells faintly of stale air and dust, but it’s not the worst place you’ve been lately. The shelves are mostly bare, but in the far corner, behind the counter, there’s a row of dented metal cabinets. König pulls them open one by one, setting things on the counter: a few cans of soup, two bottles of water, a packet of jerky so stiff it might snap in half, a roll of gauze, and—miraculously—a half-empty jar of instant coffee.
You sling your black duffle bag onto the counter, the weight of it thumping against the wood. It’s still packed with everything you grabbed from Obsidian Point—rations, weapons, whatever you could sweep into it before running. You start adding the new finds, the sound of cans clinking against each other oddly loud in the quiet.
König crouches near a low shelf, his massive frame almost folded in half, and pulls out a small box of matches. He holds them up like a prize.
“Now all we need is firewood, and we can pretend we are camping,” he says.
You smirk faintly. “You don’t seem like the camping type.”
“I was,” he says, almost absently, and goes back to searching.
When you leave, your bag is heavier, and the forest feels quieter again after the hollow stillness of the gas station. König takes the weight of the duffle over one shoulder and scoops you back into his arms without asking. You don’t fight it. The steady rhythm of his stride, the muted pine smell of the woods, and the growing heaviness in your eyelids are easier to sink into than the pain in your ribs.
The sun is dipping lower now, light turning pale gold and threading through the branches. The trees shift subtly around you—more pines now, their needles cushioning the ground, the air carrying a sharper, resin-sweet scent.
When König slows, it’s not abrupt—it’s the way his attention narrows forward. You lift your head, following his gaze. Through the trees, in the dimming light, something takes shape: a small cabin crouched in a clearing, its wood silvered with age, roof sagging slightly but intact.
“Shelter,” he murmurs.
And for the first time since leaving Obsidian Point, you feel something almost like relief.
⸻
The door groans when König pushes it open, the sound echoing faintly in the stillness. You half expect the smell of rot or damp to hit you, but instead there’s only the faint, dry scent of dust and old wood.
The cabin is… intact.
Not pristine—there’s dust on the shelves and cobwebs in the corners—but in the apocalypse, “intact” is the closest thing to luxury you’ve seen in months. A stone fireplace sits cold against one wall, the hearth swept clean. Shelves line the far side, their contents sparse but neatly arranged—mismatched cups, a few chipped plates, a pot with its handle worn smooth from years of use. A faded rug covers the floor, its colors muted with age but still soft under your boots.
König steps in first, ducking his head under the low frame, and sets your duffle down by the wall. The floor creaks under his weight, but it holds.
“Not bad,” you say, stepping in after him. The air is cooler than outside, but it’s sheltered, still. You run your fingers along the edge of a table and come away with only a light film of dust. “Could be worse.”
König’s attention drifts toward the back, where a narrow hallway leads off to what might be a bedroom or two. He disappears down it, his broad frame filling the space, and you hear the soft thud of doors opening, the low scrape of his boots on the floor.
You wander toward the small kitchenette, running your hand along the counter. A battered metal sink sits under a narrow window, a rusted tap fixed above it. On a whim, you twist the handle.
Water sputters. Then—miraculously—it runs.
You freeze, staring at the thin stream as if it might vanish at any second. It’s cold, a little metallic, but clear.
“König,” you call.
He reappears almost instantly, head tilting toward you.
“Running water,” you say, stepping back so he can see.
He comes closer, towering over the sink, and cups a gloved hand under the stream. He sniffs it, then takes a careful sip. “Clean,” he confirms, a hint of surprise in his voice.
It’s absurd, but you feel lighter already. A place with running water feels… almost alive.
The two of you do a slow sweep of the place together. The bedroom holds a single bed with a thin but clean blanket. The closet still has a few shirts hanging in it, worn soft with age. The bathroom is tiny, the mirror above the sink spotted with age, but when König tests the shower, water comes out there too. Cold, but steady.
By the time you circle back to the main room, the air between you feels different. Calmer. Less braced for the next blow.
König leans against the doorframe, his sniper hood pushed back so the lower edge of his mask is visible. “We stay here tonight,” he says, more like a statement than a question.
You nod. “Yeah. I’m not arguing.”
For a moment, there’s a strange quiet. You realize you’re just standing there, looking at each other in the dim afternoon light filtering through the dusty windows. Something about the stillness makes the space between you feel heavier.
You drop your gaze first, shifting to the duffle and unzipping it to check supplies. König steps closer, close enough that you can feel his shadow fall over you.
“Schatz,” he says, voice low, almost warning, “do not tempt me.”
The words make your stomach flip, heat prickling under your skin before you can help it. You open your mouth to say something—half-tease, half-challenge—but he turns away before you can, pulling his hood up.
“I go hunt,” he says over his shoulder. “We eat something warm tonight.”
You watch him leave, the door shutting softly behind him, and then you’re alone.
The quiet is almost overwhelming. You can still hear faint echoes of him—boots on the forest floor, the rustle of his coat—but inside, it’s just the soft ticking of an old clock on the wall and the faint hiss of wind against the cabin.
You make your way to the bathroom. The shower’s water is icy at first, but as it runs, it warms slightly—enough that you can bear stepping under it. You strip slowly, wincing when your ribs protest, and let the water wash away the grime and blood from Obsidian Point.
It feels like shedding more than dirt.
At some point, your thoughts drift—back to him. The heat in his voice when he’d said don’t tempt me. The way his eyes had lingered earlier when he’d thought you weren’t looking. You lean your head against the tile, water running over your skin, and let the image of him—tall, broad, eyes intense—fill the quiet.
Your hand moves without conscious thought, sliding lower. It’s almost embarrassing how easy it is to imagine his weight pressing you down, the sound of his voice in your ear. You bite your lip to keep from making noise, the pulse in your body tightening and breaking in slow, shuddering waves.
When it’s over, you stand there for a moment, breathing hard, letting the water wash away any trace of it.
You dry off quickly and pull on a pair of worn pants and a bra, figuring you’ll grab one of the shirts from the closet in a moment.
The door creaks open before you get the chance.
König fills the doorway, hood pushed back, mask still on—but his mouth is smeared with fresh red, his gloves dark with it. His eyes catch on you instantly—bare shoulders, the pale line of your ribs above the waistband of your pants, the black of your bra against your skin.
He freezes.
“Mein Gott,” he blurts, voice strangled. His hand comes up fast, covering the lower part of his mask as if it isn’t already hiding him. “Es tut mir leid—” the words tumble out, flustered, and he stumbles back a step.
You see his shoulders tense as he turns and all but backs out of the room, muttering something under his breath in German you can’t catch. The door shuts quickly after him, leaving you standing there, heartbeat hammering, unsure whether to laugh or blush harder.
You tug on one of the old shirts from the closet, the fabric smelling faintly of cedar, and when you step back into the main room, König is by the fireplace. He’s crouched low, stacking wood into the hearth like his life depends on getting it exactly right. His ears—what you can see of them—are visibly red.
If you didn’t know better, you’d almost think he was avoiding looking at you.
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The smell of charred meat clings to the cabin air, curling up from the skillet König had rigged over the tiny propane burner. Whatever animal he’d tracked and gutted earlier is unrecognizable now—seared, seasoned with something from a dented tin, sliced in precise, quiet motions. He sets a plate in front of you without a word.
You’re starving enough not to ask what it is. The heat from the meat seeps into your fingertips as you eat, chewing slow at first, then faster. The flavor is metallic under the spice, blood still clinging to the fibers. He doesn’t sit. He stands near the counter, his huge shoulders hunched forward, head bent as if studying the wood grain.
Every time you glance at him, his gaze is elsewhere—on the wall, the floor, the knife he’s wiping clean. Never on you.
“You’re not eating?” you ask, voice breaking the stillness.
His hands pause on the blade, just for a breath, before he shakes his head. “Already ate...” His voice is low, German vowels thickened into something heavier.
There’s something in the set of his jaw, the way his shoulders seem locked against an unseen pressure, that makes your skin tighten. You swallow the last bite, but the taste lingers too long.
When the plate’s empty, he clears it in two strides, stacking it in the metal sink without clatter. Then, without looking at you, he says, “I’ll shower,” and disappears into the bathroom.
The cabin walls are thin—you hear the water start almost immediately.
You should be thinking about what comes next, about the danger still waiting beyond the tree line. But the image of him—towering, silent, avoiding your gaze as though eye contact might undo him—sticks in your mind.
Steam billows from the cracked bathroom door before you realize you’ve been sitting there, listening. Then the water stops.
A moment later, he steps out.
The towel slung low on his hips looks almost comically small on him, the fabric stretched tight over the breadth of his waist. Droplets of water cling to the ridges of his abs, tracking down in thin rivulets you can’t stop following with your eyes. His hair is darker wet, curling in uneven waves that cling to his temples. Without the mask, his face is bare—sharp, strong, faintly flushed.
Your mouth goes dry.
He sees it. That flicker of awareness darkens his gaze, slow and deliberate, as if he’s reading every thought you just had. The air between you changes—thickens.
You stand without realizing, your knees brushing the edge of the chair, and in two strides, he’s in front of you.
The kiss is sudden, greedy. His hand cups your jaw, tilting your face up, the other braced at your waist, pulling you against him. The taste of him is heat and steam and something that makes your pulse kick hard.
You feel the towel shift under your hands as you clutch at his hips, and he makes a sound into your mouth—a low, desperate whimper that sends a sharp ache straight through you.
His body is tense against yours, trembling faintly like he’s holding something back. His breath stutters as your hand slides lower, fingers brushing over the heavy length of him through the damp terry cloth.
“König…” you murmur against his mouth, but he shushes you with another kiss, deeper, hungrier.
When your hand closes around him fully, his hips jolt forward like he can’t help it. He breaks the kiss just long enough to breathe your name, his forehead pressing to yours. His lashes are damp, his pupils wide and almost black.
“Bitte…” The word comes out raw, needy.
You stroke him slowly at first, feeling him throb against your palm, the heat of him radiating through the towel until you can’t stand the barrier anymore. The fabric drops away easily when you tug it free, and then you’re touching him without anything in the way—slick from the shower, impossibly hard, his breath catching with every pass of your hand.
He braces one massive hand against the wall behind you, caging you there, but it’s not dominance—it’s desperation. His thighs tense, his hips flex into your grip, and the sounds he makes… broken, half-swallowed groans, soft whimpers that would sound almost submissive if not for the sheer size of him towering over you.
You work him faster, twisting your wrist, dragging your thumb over the flushed head, and his knees actually buckle a little. His free hand grabs your hip like he needs the anchor.
He’s saying things under his breath in German now, words you can’t catch but that make his voice hitch. You feel the tremor go through him when he’s close—feel his forehead press harder to yours, eyes squeezed shut.
When he comes, it’s with a sharp, helpless gasp, his whole body shuddering as you stroke him through it, milking every twitch and spill of heat until he’s slumped slightly forward, chest heaving against yours.
For a long moment, neither of you moves. You can feel his heartbeat hammering under your palm where it rests against his stomach.
Eventually, he presses a kiss to your temple—quick, almost guilty—before stepping back. He doesn’t look at you when he mutters something about getting dressed, disappearing toward the duffel in the corner.
You sink back into the chair, still catching your breath, your hand tingling from the ghost of him.
It’s when you hear the zipper that your attention shifts.
The black duffel is half-unpacked already—ammo, gear, a change of clothes—but as you glance over, something catches your eye. A slim, unmarked folder, tucked at the bottom beneath a coiled rope.
You’re on your feet before you think about it.
The paper inside smells faintly of disinfectant and old metal. The first page is a header in military block type, clinical and cold:
SUBJECT: GHOST
CLASSIFICATION: [REDACTED]
STATUS: ACTIVE
OPERATIONAL HISTORY: RESTRICTED
No photo. Just line after line of precise, emotionless language.
Hybrid phenotype confirmed.
Viral load: unstable / contained.
Subject demonstrates tracking fixation on [REDACTED].
Cognitive empathy: null.
Retention of tactical memory: 97%.
Will pursue target until retrieval or neutralization.
Control protocols remain incomplete.
Your stomach tightens as you flip through. Pages of biometric data, reaction tests, incident reports—each colder than the last. One section is labeled Behavioral Conditioning Notes :
Subject does not respond to deterrent pain. Displays compulsive return to imprinted target despite environmental hazards. Demonstrates lethal force toward perceived obstacles. Motivations appear primal in nature.
Halfway down the page, a name leaps out at you.
König: recorded prior unit contact.
You stare at it, pulse picking up.
The shower door creaks open again. You don’t have time to put it back before König emerges, shirtless now, toweling at his hair. His eyes catch on the file in your hands, and the change in his expression is instant.
“What are you doing?” His voice is sharper than you’ve heard it in days.
“I—” You hold the page out toward him, your voice steadier than you feel. “This is about Ghost. About… whatever he is. It says—”
“Gib es mir.” He crosses the space between you in three strides, snatching the folder from your hands. He doesn’t look at the pages—just snaps it shut with a violence that makes the air seem to shiver.
You take a step back. “It says he’s… like you.”
Something flickers in his eyes—fear, maybe, or something uglier. His jaw works, teeth grinding, and for a second you think he might actually yell. But instead, he shoves the file back into the duffel, zipping it so hard the sound is like a rip in the air.
“You shouldn’t read that,” he says finally, voice low, almost shaking.
“Why? Because it’s true?”
His eyes flash with a terrifying mixture of fear and rage. “Because he’s not like me. He’s worse. More monster than man. More Wraith than soldier. That file is a warning—for me and for you.”
He paces, hands clenched tight. “Ghost will hunt you. He won’t stop. He won’t care who he hurts. You’re the origin. He’s been made to bring you back, no matter what that means.”
His voice drops, a growl thickening it. “We need to move. We need to be ready.”
The room feels smaller, the threat outside suddenly pressing against the fragile safety of the cabin walls.
Notes:
hey y’all!! sorry for the spotty updates 😅 been wild lately—moved into a new place that was basically soaked in meth smoke (yeah, not a vibe) and then the landlord turned out to be lowkey stalking me and my fam 🙃 so… life’s been interesting to say the least. anyway, thanks for sticking with me 💖 hope you like this chapter!! i’m good tho, just a bit paranoid and tired lol ✌️✨
Chapter 12: Got You
Summary:
You’ve survived teeth, claws, and hunger. But this is something else entirely — a hand closing around you in the dark, and a voice that promises you won’t be let go.
Notes:
Sorry this one’s on the shorter side — I promise the next chapter will be longer (and probably meaner 😈). Just needed to get this moment down before we dive straight into the chaos.
Chapter Text
You wake to weight.
Not crushing — just solid, immovable. König’s arm is curved around your waist like it belongs there, like the hours between night and morning were meant only to hold you still. His palm rests against your stomach, fingers splayed wide, and his breath moves slow and steady at the back of your neck.
You turn your head, catching the faint scrape of his stubble against your skin. He smells faintly of metal and the cold outside, the scent of someone who has been in the dark for too long.
When you shift, his arm tightens. “Morgen,” he murmurs, voice gravelly, half asleep.
You roll onto your back. No mask — his bare face is the first thing you see. His hair is an unkempt mess, falling into his downturned eyes. There’s a looseness to him you don’t often catch; no hood shadowing his expression, no tension in his jaw yet.
“Morning,” you say.
He studies you for a beat too long before leaning in, brushing his mouth against your cheek. Not quite a kiss — more a quiet mark of possession.
When you start to rise, his arm hooks across your ribs. “Stay.”
You give him a small look over your shoulder. “I’m hungry.”
That earns you the faintest twitch of his mouth, but he lets you go.
The cabin air is colder away from the bed. You pull on your coat and cross to the small counter. There’s little left in your pack — a strip of dried meat, the last crust of bread. You eat standing, the food stiff and bland in your mouth.
König doesn’t eat. He never does. Instead, he watches from where he leans against the wall, arms crossed loosely. You can feel his eyes tracking every bite, every movement of your throat when you swallow.
It’s not judgment — it’s something deeper, hungrier, a focus that has nothing to do with the food.
“You’re staring,” you say without looking up.
“Always.”
The word lands warm and heavy in your chest, but you shake it off, focusing on the task of cramming your supplies back into the bag.
He moves while you’re bent over the pack, closing the distance with that silent, predatory ease. By the time you straighten, he’s at your side, one hand resting on the small of your back, thumb sweeping lazily along your spine.
“Eat more,” he murmurs, his voice close to your ear.
“That’s all there is,” you say, zipping the bag.
He makes a dissatisfied sound but doesn’t argue. His hand lingers anyway, fingers pressing lightly, like he needs the contact to anchor himself.
For a while, it’s almost quiet again. Just the wind brushing past the cabin walls, the faint crackle of embers in the stove. His thumb traces lazy, absent circles over your back, the weight of him beside you grounding and heavy.
Then you say it.
“So… Ghost.”
The name stops him mid-breath. His hand freezes against your spine like you’ve just tripped a wire.
“What about him?”
You glance up at him. “You knew him. Before.”
Something changes in his eyes — not widening, not narrowing, just a subtle hardening, like the light in them has shuttered.
“I knew him,” he says finally. Nothing else.
You wait, but the silence stretches, taut as a snare.
“That’s all?”
“That’s all you need.”
Your eyebrows lift. “That’s not an answer.”
His shoulders tense, his height blotting out some of the pale morning light streaming in from the window behind him. “It’s the only one you get.”
“You always do this,” you say, quieter now but no less sharp. “Keep me out of the parts that matter.”
His head tilts just slightly, like you’ve said something ridiculous. “You think this matters?”
“I think,” you bite back, “if he’s out there, and we might run into him, I should know who he is to you.”
“You don’t need to know him.” His tone is maddeningly even. “You have me.”
“That’s not the same thing.”
“It’s better.”
That lands wrong. You turn fully toward him, crossing your arms, chin tilting up. “You don’t get to decide that for me.”
“I can when it keeps you alive.”
“And what if I don’t want your version of alive?”
His eyes narrow by a fraction, but his voice stays cool. “Then you wouldn’t have lasted this long.”
You take a slow step toward him. “That’s not trust, König. That’s control.”
He mirrors the step forward without hesitation. “Call it whatever you like. It’s still kept you breathing.”
There’s a taut, brittle pause between you — the kind that feels like the wrong word could cut straight through skin.
“So that’s it?” you say at last, heat creeping into your voice. “I’m just supposed to take whatever scraps of the truth you throw at me?”
“Yes.”
The bluntness of it knocks the breath from you more than a shout could.
You let out a sharp laugh — humorless. “I’m not yours to keep in the dark.”
His jaw flexes, a vein ticking at his temple. “Maybe not,” he says, voice lower now, almost a growl. “But you are mine to keep.”
The air between you shifts — heavier, charged. He moves before you can speak, bracing one hand against the wall beside your head, the other curling around the edge of the counter at your hip. You can feel the cold still clinging to his coat, and beneath it, the slow, steady radiating heat of him.
“You keep asking,” he says, voice rougher now, “and one day you’ll ask the wrong thing.”
You don’t flinch. “Is this it?”
His gaze drops — not to your eyes, but to the side of your throat. The inhale he takes is sharp, the faint parting of his lips catching just enough light to flash the edges of teeth.
That’s when you understand. He’s not just angry. He’s hungry.
Your pulse kicks hard against your skin. You know he can hear it.
“König,” you say quietly, warning and plea tangled together.
It snaps something in him. He blinks once, fast, then pushes himself back, breaking the frame of his arms around you. His shoulders are tight, his hands flexing before he shoves them deep into his pockets.
“I can’t—” He shakes his head sharply, almost like it hurts. “I can’t be around you right now.”
He doesn’t look at you when he goes to the door. The cold rushes in as he opens it, and then he’s gone, the echo of his presence still pressing against the walls.
The cabin is quieter without him. Too quiet.
No boots dragging across the floor. No low rumble of German under his breath. No constant hovering in the corner of your vision like he can’t bear to look away.
You wanted space—no, that’s not true—you wanted him to listen. But space is what you got.
The sun is a dull smear through the frost-blurred windows, paling the walls to the color of bone. You pace between the table and the hearth, arms folded, teeth worrying at the inside of your cheek. Every sound feels too loud—the crackle of the fire, the creak of the wood settling, the faint wind clawing at the roof.
Your stomach knots every time you glance at the door.
You hate that you’re waiting for him. Hate that you’re half-expecting the door to slam open and his shadow to fill the frame—tall, sharp-shouldered, eyes locked on you like you’re the only point of gravity he knows.
Instead: nothing.
You busy your hands to keep from thinking. The kitchen isn’t much—just a few shelves, a battered counter, and a sink that smells faintly of rust—but you pull down the meager supplies anyway. Rations you’d taken from the facility. A tin of something unappetizing. A knife, its handle smooth from other hands before yours.
The tin hisses as you open it. The smell hits you—bland, metallic—but you force it down anyway. Bite. Chew. Swallow. You’re eating for survival, not taste.
And all the while, his absence presses in like a missing limb.
You scrape the last of it into the fire—watching the flames take it greedily—then wipe your hands on your pants. You can feel your own mood like static under your skin. Anger tangled with something softer, more dangerous. The fight had been sharp-edged and too close. You’d seen something in him—teeth bared, eyes lit with that inhuman hunger—and you’d flinched. You’d made him see you flinch.
The memory makes your pulse jump. You shake it off, push away from the hearth, and stalk toward the window.
Outside, the world looks deceptively still. Snow clings to the skeletal trees, branches bowed under the weight. The path you and König had taken yesterday is half-covered already, as if the forest is eager to erase you.
You catch yourself leaning closer to the glass, scanning the tree line. No movement. But the quiet here is never true silence—it’s a held breath.
The cabin walls feel smaller by the minute.
You pull on your jacket. Not the thickest layer you own—just enough to blunt the wind. Boots laced tight. The knife slips naturally into your palm, weight familiar. If König were here, he’d block the door with his body, low voice telling you no .
But König isn’t here.
The cold hits you the second you step outside. It bites exposed skin, works its way under your collar. Your breath comes out in pale clouds. You stand on the porch for a long moment, letting the door swing shut behind you.
The forest smells sharp and damp, the kind of scent that belongs to things alive and dead both. Snow crunches under your boots as you step off the porch.
You keep close to the cabin at first, circling slowly. The air is brittle, the sound of your own breathing too loud in your ears.
There’s a relief to movement. To the rhythm of your boots, the shifting of your weight. You crouch near the edge of the porch to check the firewood stack—low, but not dangerously so. König always brought in more than you needed.
You grit your teeth and push the thought away.
The wind stirs. You glance toward the trees. The light is thinner there, muted to greenish-gray by the evergreens. The shadows look… thicker somehow.
You take another slow lap around the cabin, forcing yourself to look outward instead of inward. You tell yourself you’re being cautious, not restless. But you can feel something at the edges of your awareness—like a faint vibration in the air.
By the time you make the third circuit, your fingertips are cold through your gloves. You pause by the porch again, leaning one shoulder against the wall. The forest has grown quieter. Too quiet.
You know that stillness.
Every nerve in your body sharpens.
You scan the tree line again. Your eyes trace the dark gaps between trunks, the patches of snow untouched. You can’t see anything, but your instincts won’t let it go.
Something is out there.
The back of your neck prickles.
You tell yourself to go inside, to shut the door, to wait for König. But your legs carry you forward instead—down the porch steps, across the crust of snow, toward the trees.
You stop just at the shadow line where the open space gives way to forest.
The air is different here. Heavier. Every sound is muffled—your breathing, the faint creak of the trees. Even the wind seems to have gone still.
You take a slow step forward.
A flicker—movement, just at the corner of your vision. You turn sharply, scanning. Nothing.
Your grip tightens on the knife.
Another flicker. Closer this time.
You step back, heart thudding, eyes darting through the shadows.
The silence breaks. A branch snaps somewhere to your left. You spin toward it—and that’s when it happens.
A shadow peels itself from the treeline. Tall. Broad. Too still.
You barely have time to inhale before something slams into you from the side—hard and fast enough to knock the air from your lungs. The knife flies from your hand.
You hit the snow, cold searing through your clothes, and hands—too strong, too precise—pin you down.
The world tilts. The sky is a pale smear above you, framed by bare branches. The shape leaning over you isn’t König.
It’s the mask that hits you first—bone-white, grinning, wrong. The eyes behind it are dark and fixed on you with a predator’s patience.
Your pulse hammers against the grip on your arms. You twist, kick, but the weight doesn’t shift.
The figure tilts its head, studying you like you’re something worth cataloging.
When it speaks, the voice is low and distorted, but not inhuman.
“Got you.”
The sound of it drops through you like a stone in deep water.
Chapter 13: Cold Company
Summary:
You’re not alone. Whether that’s comfort or curse, you haven’t decided.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
You come to with the sound of whistling.
A low, tuneless thing — half-breath, half-note — carried on the damp air.
The world is rocking. Not the slow sway of standing, but the heavier, stomach-jostling roll of being carried.
Your head aches, thick and dull at the edges, and the back of your skull throbs where something must have connected. You try to lift your head, but it’s wedged against a shoulder — broad, solid, wrapped in something rough like weather-worn canvas.
The smell is the next thing you notice. Not rot. Not blood. Something else — leather, gun oil, the faint musk of sweat buried under the stale bite of the wilderness.
Then the voice.
“Awake, are we?”
Your eyes snap open.
It’s not König’s voice. Not the deep, accented weight you’ve gotten used to.
This one is British. Gruff. Clipped.
You’re over his shoulder like a sack of grain, one arm pinned by the crook of his elbow, your legs dangling against his chest. You crane your neck just enough to catch a flash of the mask — bone-white, weathered, with black voids where the eyes should be. The skull.
You freeze.
Your mind latches onto the name you saw on that file.
Ghost.
You don’t mean to say it out loud, but it leaves you anyway, ragged with panic.
“…Ghost.”
A pause. Then the faintest huff of a laugh. “That’s me.”
Your blood turns cold. “Put me down.”
“Can’t do that.”
The words are casual, as if you’d asked him to hand you a drink.
Your pulse climbs. “Where are you taking me?”
“Home.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the only one you’re gettin’.” He shifts you higher on his shoulder like you weigh nothing at all, his hand braced against the back of your thigh to keep you steady. “You’re small. Easy to carry. Don’t weigh more’n my kit.”
You shove at his back, but it’s like pressing against a wall. “Let me go. I mean it—”
“Easy,” he says, almost absentminded. “You’ll hurt yourself, flailin’ like that. And you’ve already got a knock on the head.”
You grit your teeth. “You knocked me out.”
“Only ‘cause you were runnin’.”
The whistling starts again, as if that settles the matter.
There’s something wrong with the way he says it. Not smug, not apologetic — just stating fact, like it’s the only way the world could have gone.
“You can’t just—”
“Not gonna hurt you.” The words are abrupt, heavier than the rest. “Don’t do that. Don’t look at me like that.”
“I’m not—”
“You are. You think I’m gonna do somethin’ to you. I’m not.”
He sounds almost… annoyed. Or maybe confused that you’d think otherwise.
Your voice shakes despite you. “Then why take me?”
Another shrug rolls through his shoulders, jostling you. “Because you can’t be out here. Things’ll find you. Bad things.”
“I was fine before you showed up.”
“Doubt it,” he says simply.
The wilderness stretches out around you, nothing but skeletal trees and ragged underbrush, the kind that snags at his boots as he walks. The sky above is overcast, bruised at the edges.
“How far?” you ask, because silence feels worse.
“Not far.”
You let the quiet linger for a moment, trying to piece together some kind of plan, some way to get free — but his grip is firm without being cruel, and every step he takes is steady, deliberate. You’d have to knock him off balance, and from here, that’s near impossible.
Finally, the trees thin. The air smells faintly of rust and dust, old stone and weeds gone wild. You lift your head enough to see the outlines ahead — slanted rooftops, boarded windows, a faded sign hanging by a single chain.
A town. Small. Dead.
Ghost slows, his head turning just slightly, like he’s scanning for movement.
“This is it.”
You tense. “This is your ‘home’?”
“For now.”
The whistling starts again as he steps over a cracked curb, carrying you deeper into the abandoned streets, past the yawning doors of buildings that haven’t seen life in years.
And you realize — the wilderness was empty, but this place feels wrong in a different way.
Like the walls are listening.
You stare at the peeling façades of the buildings you pass. Most are leaning, some collapsed entirely. The windows are either empty sockets or patched haphazardly with scavenged planks. Faded signs hang over doorways, their paint ghosted away by time and weather. It’s a dead place, long abandoned, yet not untouched.
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He whistles as he walks. Low, tuneless, more like the absentminded sound someone makes to themselves than any actual melody. It’s eerie in the emptiness—it fills the air the way birdsong should, but no birds remain here.
When he finally sets you down, it’s in the middle of what might’ve once been the town square. There’s a fountain—dry, cold. Rusted benches. A tilted lamppost. You sway on unsteady feet, the rush of blood back into your legs making you dizzy.
You take a step back automatically. He notices.
“Don’t run,” he says, not harsh, but matter-of-fact. “I’ll catch you.”
It’s not a threat in his voice. It’s just the truth.
You glance at him properly now—he’s tall, but not as towering as König. Six-five maybe. The skull mask is crudely painted, the white faded and the black eye sockets rubbed down from wear. Beneath it, you catch the glint of his eyes—pale, unreadable. His clothes are layered, scavenged pieces stitched and tied together without much care for appearance, though everything about him is functional. His gloves are torn at the fingertips, his boots caked in dried mud.
The stillness between you stretches until you break it. “Ghost,” you say quietly, almost to yourself.
He tilts his head. “That’s me.” There’s no pride in it. No menace, either. Just acknowledgment.
You remember the file. You remember that it carried. And yet he’s just standing there, looking at you like you’re the odd one.
“You knew König,” you say before you can stop yourself.
His body shifts—barely perceptible, but you see it. His weight goes to one side, his head turning as if he’s looking past you instead of at you. The air between you changes.
“König,” he repeats, slower this time. You can’t see his mouth, but you hear the shape of the word change. His hand flexes at his side. “Yeah. I knew him.”
There’s something heavy in those four words, like they’re weighed down by things he’s not saying.
“What happened?” you ask.
He doesn’t answer right away. His gaze drifts toward the row of houses, his voice coming low, like he’s talking to himself more than to you. “We were soldiers together. Before.” A pause. “He left. Or I left. Don’t remember which came first.”
You’re about to press him when he crouches suddenly, his head snapping toward the overgrown grass at the edge of the square. You hear the faint rustle too late—he’s already moving.
It happens so fast you almost miss it—his hand dives into the weeds, and when he comes back up he’s holding a small, thrashing shape. A rabbit, mottled brown and white, kicking helplessly.
Before you can process it, he snaps its neck in one fluid motion. No hesitation. The sound is muffled but unmistakable.
Your stomach turns.
He doesn’t even look at you—just kneels there, pulling the rabbit to his chest, inspecting it like he’s judging its worth. Then, with the same casualness someone might peel an orange, he starts. You turn your head away, but you can still hear it—skin tearing, the wet sound of flesh giving way.
“Stop,” you manage, your voice strained.
He looks up at you, genuinely puzzled. “What?”
“You’re—” You cut yourself off, swallowing hard. “You’re doing that in front of me.”
His brows twitch over the hollow black sockets of his mask. “I’m hungry.” Like it’s the simplest explanation in the world. Like that should erase the unease twisting in your gut.
He takes a bite. The sound is obscene in the silence.
You take a step back. He notices that too.
“You’re afraid,” he says, not accusingly—almost curiously.
You don’t answer.
He wipes his glove against his thigh, leaving a dark smear on the already filthy fabric. “Don’t be. I said I won’t hurt you.” Then, like an afterthought: “But don’t run. You won’t like what happens if I have to chase.”
Your throat is tight. You can’t tell if that was another truth or a warning.
He eats in silence after that, crouched over his kill like a wild animal. Every so often his head turns sharply at a sound you don’t hear, like he’s tuned to a different frequency. You watch the way his shoulders move under his jacket, the way his breathing stays steady, even as the smell of blood drifts toward you.
When he’s done, he leaves the remains for the flies.
You force yourself to speak again, because the silence is starting to feel like a trap. “Why bring me here?”
He stands, wipes his hands again. “Because you were in the wrong place.”
“That’s not an answer.”
He tilts his head, and you get the sense he’s trying to figure out if it even matters to tell you more. Finally: “You’re not safe out there. Not with him. And… I thought maybe I should keep you.”
Your stomach tightens at that word. “Keep me?”
His tone doesn’t shift. “For now.”
The fountain is dry, its basin a ring of ice, pale and fractured like bone under a blade. Ghost kneels against it, pack sliding from his shoulders with a grunt, and drags something out.
A crumpled, oil-stained square. Paper.
At first you don’t even recognize it. Maps are relics now, like rotary phones or Sunday newspapers, things belonging to a world that burned before you were old enough to understand it. But when he flattens it on the cracked lip of stone, the faded highways leap out at you, faint blue veins crossing the yellowed parchment. Town names blur into ghosts of ink. National forests, state borders. Civilization reduced to a relic.
Ghost’s gloved hand smooths it flat, palm pressing hard, as if he’s afraid the thing might skitter off into the snow.
He doesn’t look at you. Just taps one thick finger against the upper-left corner. “Here.”
The word is muffled behind the mask, but the way his voice drops makes you glance down. Oregon. You trace the faint coastline with your eyes, the jagged bite of bays, the tiny black dots that might’ve once meant towns.
You can’t help it. Your throat tightens. König did this—unfurl scraps of paper, tug you close so you could see his giant hands dwarfing the lines. He’d speak soft and slow, telling you which path was safest, which wasn’t worth the risk. His German accent rounded the town names strange, sometimes making you laugh when he didn’t mean to.
You blink hard, force yourself back.
Ghost drags his finger eastward. Not straight—a jagged crawl, tracing roads, mountains, the slow arteries that still divide what’s left of the country. His fingertip stops somewhere near the center. A blotch of faded red text.
“Here.”
“Where?” Your voice rasps in the cold.
“Colorado.”
You huff, a cloud of steam leaving your mouth. “That’s halfway across the damn country.”
His head cants slightly, skull mask catching the gray light. “Used to be a base. Military. Still might be. Safe.”
The word snags you. Safe. You almost laugh, because the word feels extinct, as fossilized as the map beneath his hand. But he says it like it’s a fact, something he can touch. Something that exists.
“Why there?” you press.
He goes still. No immediate answer. Just sits back on his haunches, eyes lowered to the grid of paper like it’s whispering secrets. Finally: “They built things underground, shelters. Deep. Hard to find. Hard to reach. Might be food. Might be shelter. Better than this.”
You don’t argue right away. Snow is drifting now, fat flakes twisting in the air and dusting the fountain rim, falling across the map like ash. Ghost doesn’t brush them away. He just stares until they melt on the old paper.
Your chest aches. Because König would’ve told you more. He always told you more—sometimes too much, so much it frustrated you, but at least it meant you knew what he was thinking. He’d angle his body toward you when he spoke, drop his voice soft like he was coaxing trust from you. He’d make sure you understood.
And now you can’t stop picturing him somewhere in the same snow, miles away, tearing the forest apart for a trail that isn’t there. He doesn’t know you’re alive. He doesn’t know you’re here.
You clench your jaw until the ache spreads.
Ghost finally looks up. His eyes, pale gray through the black sockets of the skull, hold on yours. “You’re small. Easy to move. Won’t slow me down.”
It’s not a compliment. Not even reassurance. Just plain, blunt calculation.
You fold your arms, nails biting through your sleeves. “And if I don’t want to go to your magic base?”
His head tilts—sharp, canine. A predator scenting something off. “Then don’t.” A pause. “But you’ll die.”
The words ring louder than the snow-muffled silence around you. No threat, no menace. Just truth, carved cold.
You look down at the paper again, the highways running east like veins across a corpse. Endless, merciless. A road that doesn’t end until it kills you.
For a long time, neither of you speaks. The sky is bleeding out into a bruised dusk, the sun a pale smudge through the cloud. The cold is starting to creep into your toes, the ache that warns of frostbite if you’re careless.
Finally Ghost folds the map, rough and quick, and tucks it into his pack. “We sleep here tonight. Move at first light.”
“Sleep where?”
He rises to his full height. Not as tall as König—your stomach twists at the thought—but still massive, towering over you in the half-light. He gestures with a jerk of his chin toward one of the crumbling storefronts along the square. “There. Roof’s intact.”
You don’t argue. Not because you trust him, but because your body is leaden with exhaustion.
The building he chooses used to be a diner. The front windows are shattered, the booths ripped apart, the counters layered in dust. But the ceiling hasn’t caved, and that’s enough.
Ghost sweeps through it first, methodical. He moves with an uncanny alertness, head tilting every so often like he’s hearing things you can’t. When he’s satisfied, he drops his pack onto a booth and kicks debris aside until there’s room to sit.
You hover near the doorway, arms wrapped tight around yourself.
“Close it,” he says without looking back.
The door creaks but catches against its own broken hinge. You shove it until it groans shut, sealing the winter night outside.
Inside, it smells of mildew and dust. Old grease that will never fade.
You slide into a booth opposite him, watching as he digs into his pack. When he pulls out a smaller square of fabric and begins arranging twigs in it—too dry to be local—you realize he carried kindling with him.
He strikes a flint. Sparks. The tiny fire smolders low, enough to glow but not enough to smoke.
The orange light flickers against the skull mask, throwing it into deeper hollows. His eyes flash silver-white in the fire, quick, animal-bright.
You sit stiff, staring at your hands in your lap. The fire’s warmth creeps slowly into your knuckles, but not deep enough.
König would have built a bigger fire. He’d have pressed you closer, maybe too close, trying to warm you with that huge body heat he carried like a furnace. He would've made sure you ate.
The thought makes your chest hollow out. You pull your knees up onto the booth, curling them tight to your chest.
Ghost breaks the silence. “You don’t like me.”
It’s not a question.
You glance at him, startled. The firelight dances across his mask, teeth gleaming like something that shouldn’t be alive.
“I don’t know you, and you kidnapped me." you mutter.
His head tilts. “Doesn’t matter.”
You stare harder at the table, fingernails dragging over the grime. “It matters to me.”
He doesn’t answer. Just tears into the strip of meat with sharp, brutal movements. When he chews, you notice he doesn’t blink.
The fire crackles. Snow hisses softly against the boarded windows.
Eventually your body betrays you, slumping sideways against the booth. Your eyes sting, heavy. Hunger gnaws at your belly, but sleep is stronger.
Ghost doesn’t move. He just sits, eyes glinting over the fire, watching.
“Sleep,” he says finally.
It’s not kind. Not gentle. But you let yourself curl into the corner, tucking your arms around yourself.
The last thing you see before your eyes slide shut is the skull mask, pale and sharp in the flickering glow, unmoving as stone.
And in the dark tide of sleep, you can’t help but picture another mask—black fabric, stitched and fraying, hiding a face you were too afraid to see.
König’s voice lingers in the echo chamber of your chest.
⸻
You dreamed of König.
Not him as you last saw him—towering, furious, the fight still burning in his eyes—but something older, buried deeper. In the dream he stood in the skeleton of a cathedral, its roof torn out to the sky, stained glass shattered into teeth around his boots. The snow fell not white but black, as if ash had been mistaken for weather.
He was unmasked, though in the way dreams do, his face blurred and sharpened all at once: hooked nose, stubble cut like shadows, downturned eyes that could be sorrow or hunger depending on the angle. His mouth opened, and you expected words, but instead a rush of breath fogged out, thick and red, like blood steaming.
“You left me,” he said, but it sounded wrong, doubled, as if the Wraith in him had stolen his tongue mid-sentence.
The cathedral trembled. The pews warped into rows of cages. You were in one before you realized, fingers pressed white around the iron. He reached for you—long, scarred hands thrust through the bars—but when you stepped forward, it was not flesh you touched but claws. His eyes bled black.
You jerked awake.
The ceiling above you was warped plaster, its paint bubbled from some fire decades past. Morning light pooled in through a broken window, not golden but a washed-out silver, the color of a blade. Your chest still hammered, your hands aching with the memory of clutching at phantom iron.
Across the room, Ghost was sitting cross-legged on the floorboards, a can balanced between his knees. His hood hung low, his mask angled toward you. The sound of metal scraping—the flick of a knife carving through tin—was the first thing you registered after your own ragged breathing.
He looked up when you stirred. “You dream loud,” he said, flat, no judgment. Just an observation.
You pushed yourself upright, wincing at the stiffness in your legs. “Sorry.”
“No.” He shook his head once. “Not sorry. Human.”
There was something in the way he said it—like he was turning the word over, curious about it more than anything else. He set the knife down, tipped the can toward you. Some kind of beans, cold but edible.
“You need food, right?” His voice rasped, oddly tentative, as though he wasn’t sure if the assumption was correct. “Humans do, at least.”
The phrasing snagged at you. Not we. Not us. You. Humans.
You took the can anyway, scooping with your fingers, the metallic tang of bean juice sharp on your tongue. Hunger made you less cautious. “Thank you.”
He gave the barest nod. Watching.
König would’ve looked away. Too much gentleness in him, too much fear of being caught staring. Ghost didn’t have that hesitation. His gaze was direct, unwavering, a predator’s kind of attention—measuring, but not hostile.
It scared you anyway. You focused on chewing.
⸻
You left the town by mid-morning.
Snow weighed down the roofs, turned the roads into blank sheets where only the tracks of animals cut through. Ghost moved without hesitation, following some instinctive compass eastward, his shoulders hunched under his hood, rifle slung casual over his back like it weighed nothing. You trailed behind, boots crunching, breath steaming out like smoke.
It was easier than silence to talk. Harder to keep everything in when the only sound was wind and the occasional groan of trees shifting under snow.
You tried to be careful. “So...you knew König?”
The name broke something in the quiet. Ghost’s stride faltered—just a half-step, but enough for you to see it. He didn’t answer right away.
“You were with him,” he said finally, voice low. Not a question.
“Yes.”
“Fought with him. Slept beside him.”
Your throat tightened. “I trusted him.”
Ghost made a noise, not quite a laugh. Short, sharp, like a bark torn from his chest. “Trust. That word.” His head angled just enough for the skull to glance back at you. “Dangerous.”
“You don’t know him.”
“I do.” His voice sharpened. “The way he looked at you. Not trust. Hunger.”
The words lodged like thorns. Because it was true—or part of it. König’s restraint had been a taut rope between his teeth and yours. You’d felt it every time his eyes lingered too long, every time his hand shook when he touched you. Hunger braided into tenderness until you couldn’t tell them apart.
You exhaled hard, fog spilling. “He cared for me.”
Ghost stopped walking. Snow hissed down between you, silent and endless. When he turned, the mask was too close, skull hollow-eyed, but his body was oddly still, not threatening.
“Did he?” Ghost asked. Quiet now, quieter than before. “Or did he keep you because he could not let go?”
The cold found its way under your coat then, chilling bone. The memory of König during the argument—the way it had burned, both too much and not enough—flooded back.
You shook your head. “You don’t understand.”
Ghost tilted his own, birdlike. “I understand hunger.” He turned, started walking again, faster now, as if the subject itself had weight he wanted to outpace.
By noon the land had opened into fields, the snow unbroken, a white sea under a sky like dull iron. The silence pressed heavy.
You tried again, softer. “Would you ever take me back? To him?”
Ghost’s steps didn’t slow. His shoulders rolled, the rifle shifting against his back. “No.”
“Why not?”
“Because you’d go.” His answer was blunt, immediate. “And he’d hurt you.”
It landed like a slammed door. No space left to argue.
He didn’t look back, didn’t check to see your reaction. Just trudged forward, boots cutting clean scars into the snow.
You hugged your coat tighter, the dream’s residue clinging—the bars, the claws, König’s blurred face. Every step away from him felt heavier. And yet Ghost’s pace never faltered, his broad figure cutting a path you couldn’t stop following.
That night you huddled in the ruins of a farmhouse, wind clawing through gaps in the walls. Ghost sat close to the fire he’d built with uncanny ease, flames glinting off the mask. He didn’t speak much, but when he passed you a dented flask of melted snow-water, his gloved hand lingered for a second longer than needed.
Forthcoming. Present in a way König never quite was. And yet behind it, always the reminder: he didn’t see you as one of him. You were human. Breakable. A thing to be carried, fed, watched.
When sleep finally came, you wondered who you’d dream of this time.
⸻
The days blurred into gray.
One morning bled into the next, each more bitter than the last. The snow came heavier as they pressed further east, blanketing the world until every abandoned town and forest hollow looked the same. You would wake beneath Ghost’s looming shadow, breath fogging in the frozen air, body aching from the ground, and for a heartbeat forget where you were.
It was the silence that reminded you. Not peace, but the hush of a world emptied out.
And then the screams came.
They weren’t human anymore—not really. The way they rattled through broken concrete and snow-swallowed trees, shrill and hungry, told you everything.
You and Ghost had wandered into a town that morning, scouring through what was left of its half-collapsed buildings. Your fingers were numb when you’d pried open a cupboard in search of anything edible—dust, glass, the gnawed carcass of a rat, nothing more.
The sound came from the street. A skittering chorus, claws on frozen asphalt. Ghost stiffened beside you, head snapping toward the doorway, mask tilted like he was listening with more than ears.
You didn’t need him to say it—you could feel it in your chest.
Wraiths.
Your blood iced faster than the snow outside.
Ghost’s hand clamped around your wrist, tugging you back into the shadows of the building just as a shape skittered past the broken window. It was thin as a blade, jerking wrong, crawling on all fours across the snow with a jittery hunger. Behind it came three more. They clicked their jaws, chittering like insects, the sound scraping down your spine.
You tried not to breathe.
Ghost leaned forward, head cocked, and whispered in a voice that was almost curious, almost gentle:
“Hungry. They smell you.”
You flinched, but his tone wasn’t cruel—it was matter-of-fact, like he was pointing out the weather. His hand stayed on your wrist, tightening just a fraction. “Stay,” he murmured, then slipped out the door like he belonged to the dark.
For a moment you wanted to drag him back—he wasn’t König, wasn’t a soldier whose steadiness you trusted. He was half-feral, strange, unpredictable. But then you heard it: the sound of impact, a strangled shriek, and the wet snap of bone.
When you risked peering through the window, the world had dissolved into motion.
Ghost moved like water poured into cracks. Too big, too fast, his body low to the ground one moment, rising in a lunge the next. He hit one of the Wraiths hard enough to splinter its spine, jaw tearing into its throat, then tossed it aside in a spray of blackened blood. The others came at him, snapping, claws tearing at his arms. He didn’t flinch—just grabbed one by the skull and slammed it into the pavement until its head burst.
The last one shrieked and fled. Ghost let it run.
Snowflakes drifted lazily around him, speckled with gore. He stood in the silence that followed, chest heaving, hood askew. For a moment he looked less monster than man—just a figure breathing hard in the snow.
Then he turned back to you.
There was no triumph in his eyes, no cruelty. Only that strange, steady intensity. Like a dog who’d killed something to protect you and now waited for praise.
When he stepped back inside, his boots crunching glass, you realized your hands were shaking. He noticed. His head tilted again, that birdlike curiosity. Then, softly:
“You must be hungry. Right? Humans get hungry. At least.”
You blinked. He was holding something—torn meat from the rabbit he must have caught earlier. His gloves were sticky with it, but he extended it anyway, like an offering.
Your stomach clenched at the sight. Days of gnawing emptiness made the nausea worse.
He shoved it closer. “Eat.”
It wasn’t a command so much as a suggestion he couldn’t quite frame. When you hesitated, his mask dipped, voice quieter:
“König… he never gave you food?”
The name cut sharper than cold. You swallowed, throat raw. “He did. Just—different.”
Something flickered in Ghost’s posture. He pulled the meat back, dropped it in your hands anyway. “He fights like me. Wears a mask like me. But we are not the same.”
You frowned at him, though your teeth were already tearing into the stringy flesh. It tasted wild, metallic, wrong—but it was something. “What’s with the mask, then? Why do you both…” You gestured faintly to your face, mouth full. “Hide.”
Ghost was quiet a long time. He crouched in the corner across from you, forearms resting on his knees, mask staring into yours. Snow melted off his hood in slow drops.
“They make us wear it. The men. Before.” His voice was oddly careful, words picked like stones from a river. “When I was a... soldier. König too. They put masks on us. Said it was… safer. Looked like monsters already. Felt like it, too. It would just be easier, if no one saw our faces."
He tapped his own jaw. “Now it’s… in me. Feels wrong without it. Naked. Not safe.”
You stopped chewing. A splinter of memory surfaced—König’s heavy voice, muffled through his own mask: “It is safer this way.”
It made your chest ache.
Ghost’s head tilted at your silence. “You miss him.”
The words were simple, but they gutted you. You couldn’t stop your face from betraying it.
Ghost looked away then, shoulders hunching, almost boyish in his unease. “He hurt you. I saw.”
Your throat tightened. “It wasn’t like that. We just…” You trailed off. What could you even say?
Ghost shifted, restless, claws scratching faint grooves into the floor. “I won't take you back. Not to him.” His tone was firmer now, still soft but with that strange finality. “Better here. With me.”
Something in you wanted to argue, wanted to shout that it wasn’t his choice, but exhaustion swallowed the words. The meat sat heavy in your stomach, warming you just enough to blur the edges of your anger.
When he saw you sag, he moved closer—not threatening, just near enough that his shoulder brushed yours as he sat beside you. He didn’t touch otherwise, didn’t press. Just kept watch on the doorway, steady and unblinking.
And for the first time since König had stormed away, you let yourself lean.
⸻
The next morning was worse. The cold dug its claws in deeper, gnawing at bone. You wrapped yourself tighter in your jacket, breath fogging, steps slow. Ghost noticed. He always noticed.
“You're smaller,” he muttered, watching the way your fingers trembled around your pack strap. “Skinny. Bad.”
“Thanks,” you rasped, bitter but too tired for bite.
He didn’t understand sarcasm—just frowned, pace slowing until he walked beside you instead of ahead. His arm brushed yours again, deliberate this time. “I'll find food. Again. I promise.”
You almost laughed. Almost cried. Instead, you nodded and kept walking into the snow.
The world was empty but for your two sets of prints.
And for the first time, the silence didn’t feel so cruel.
Notes:
Just to clear things up—Ghost is not a romantic interest in this fic. Their dynamic will lean more strange / protective / survival-focused. The core romance is still reader x König, promise 🤍 thanks for reading!!
Chapter 14: What We Drag Through the Snow
Summary:
It’s been a week since Ghost took you from König. Hunger sharpens teeth, but it also makes cracks.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Snow starves everything.
A week had passed since Ghost had taken me from König, though the memory still feels raw, like it had happened only yesterday.
By the time you cross into Utah, it feels like the land itself is holding its breath, waiting for something to die. The mountains stretch skeletal, stripped bare by wind, and the valleys lie white and hollow, a frozen mouth that never closes.
Every step is labour. The snow crusts hard, breaks beneath you, swallows your boots whole. The air burns your lungs, each breath glass-cut sharp. Your stomach has started to cramp in waves, like a muscle eating itself.
Ghost notices. He always notices.
“You’re flagging,” he mutters beside you, voice muffled through the mask, accent clipped and dry. “Don’t try to hide it. You’ll fold.”
“I’m fine,” you rasp, though the lie tastes weak.
He turns his head, eyeing you from under frost-caked lashes. “Fine doesn’t stumble every third step.”
The words sting, mostly because they’re true.
He’s been speaking more lately. Not much — never chatter — but more than silence. He throws words at the void like rocks in a well, testing the depth. Sometimes it’s observation:
“Too quiet. Means something’s out there.”
“Sky’s changing. Storm in a day, maybe two.”
“You grind your teeth when you sleep.”
Sometimes it’s almost humour, bleak but sharp-edged, cracking out of him like splinters:
“You look like death. Suits the scenery.”
“If we don’t find food soon, I’ll have to start gnawing on you. You’re bony enough already.”
It shouldn’t make you laugh, but it does — a small, cracked sound that leaves you dizzy. He glances at you when it happens, quick, almost startled, before turning away again.
⸻
The hunger has made you reckless. You walk in a fog, half-present, the landscape blurring at the edges. When your knees give, you don’t even feel yourself fall until the snow is searing your palms.
Ghost is there instantly. His shadow swallows you. He crouches, hand closing around your arm, firm and impatient.
“Up,” he says, voice low, urgent. “On your feet.”
You can’t. Your limbs tremble, empty, boneless. You sag against him, breath shuddering. His grip tightens, and for a second you think he’ll shake you, drag you like dead weight. Instead, he exhales hard through his nose.
“Bloody hell.” His voice drops, almost to himself. “You’ll starve at this rate.”
Then, louder: “Stay here. I’ll find something.”
You almost laugh again — bitter this time. There’s nothing left. The forests are picked clean. You’ve eaten roots, bark, mice. The last squirrel you caught felt like a miracle.
But then you hear it:
A branch snapping in the stillness. Sharp. Close.
Ghost freezes. His head tilts, mask catching the thin light. You see the change roll through him — every muscle coiling, his focus snapping to a single point like a predator scenting blood.
He doesn’t speak. Doesn’t need to. The look he throws you is clear: stay.
Then he’s gone, vanishing into the trees, sound swallowed by snow.
⸻
You tell yourself to wait. You last all of three seconds.
The thought of food — real food, warm and red — burns too hot to stay still. Your body drags itself forward, numb legs carrying you after him. The pines close in, their branches heavy with frost, tearing at your sleeves.
And then you see it.
An elk.
It looks as wretched as you feel — ribs stark, coat dull, steam rising from its nostrils in fragile bursts. Alive.
Ghost is crouched low in the snow ahead, shoulders bunched, gaze locked. He’s ready to spring.
But the elk twitches. Its ears flick. Any second, it will bolt, and Ghost probably doesn't have much expendable energy.
Your rifle is in your hands before you think. The weight almost topples you. Your arms tremble, the barrel wavering. Ghost doesn’t move, doesn’t look at you, but you feel the tension radiating from him like heat.
If you miss, it’s gone.
If you miss, you both keep starving.
You force your breath slow. Sight. Line. Squeeze.
The shot cracks through the stillness, echoing across the trees like a curse.
The elk jolts forward, blood spraying bright against the snow. It lurches, staggers, collapses. Legs kick once, twice, then still.
Silence slams down.
You blink. The rifle lowers. Your chest heaves, vision tunnelling. You feel like you’re going to fall again.
And then Ghost is there, hand clamping your shoulder. His grip is rough, almost bruising, but steady.
“You hit it,” he says, voice harsh, breath fogging heavy. His tone cracks, something raw buried beneath it. “Christ. You actually—” He huffs, shakes his head. “Good shot.”
You laugh — a jagged, broken sound. Relief hits so hard it hurts. Your knees buckle and you lean into him, half-collapse against his side. He doesn’t shove you off.
For once, he lets you stay.
⸻
The drag back to camp is brutal. The elk is light for its kind, ribs sharp under hide, and Ghost is strong, but it still weighs more than either of you can comfortably manage. Your hands are slick, your shoulders screaming.
Ghost doesn’t complain. He mutters instead, voice pitched low, words spilling in fragments like the closest thing he has to prayer:
“Meat. Proper meat.”
“No more bloody roots. Not tonight.”
The snow stains red where the body drags. Your boots crunch through the trail, breath tearing at your throat, but for the first time in weeks there’s something beneath the exhaustion — something sharp and exultant.
Ghost glances at you once as you stumble, his hand shooting out to steady you. The elk's carcass leaves a dark scar through the snow behind you.
And for once, the hunger doesn’t feel infinite.
The fire takes slow. Damp wood hisses, spits sparks, catches reluctantly, but finally the flames climb, painting the trees in trembling orange.
You sit close enough to feel your eyelashes stiffen from heat and cold both. The smell is everywhere: scorched fat, iron-rich blood, the smoke and sizzle of meat blistering against metal. Your stomach gnaws at itself, teeth on bone.
Across from you, Ghost doesn’t wait.
He doesn’t even pretend to.
Knife flashing, he saws loose a strip of meat straight from the carcass and shoves his mask up. You catch only a flash of pale skin, dark stubble, the scarred curve of his mouth before he sinks his teeth in.
He eats raw.
The sound is obscene in the stillness — tearing flesh, blood dripping onto snow. He doesn’t flinch, doesn’t gag. He drinks from the wound like it’s water. The steam of the kill fogs around his face as he swallows hard, breath heavy.
You look away, biting into your knuckles until the hunger doubles back on itself, sharp and unbearable.
“You should eat,” he says after a while, voice roughened, words thickened with meat.
“I’ll wait for the fire.”
He lets out a low, derisive sound. “Stubborn.”
“Human,” you shoot back, even though you don’t really believe it anymore.
That earns you the smallest huff of a laugh. He wipes his mouth with the back of his glove, leaving a dark streak. “Suit yourself. Just don’t faint again. You’re no good to me half-dead.”
You don’t answer. You stab at the meat propped near the flames, watching the fat bubble and split. The scent alone nearly brings tears to your eyes.
⸻
The first bite burns your tongue, but you don’t care. Grease coats your lips, hot and heavy, and you moan low in your throat as you chew. It’s gamey, stringy, undercooked in places — but it’s food. Real food. For the first time in weeks, your stomach feels something like relief.
Across the fire, Ghost watches, eating slower now. He leans back against a tree, long legs stretched out, mask still tugged high enough to bare his mouth. His teeth catch the light when he tears another strip, crimson painting his gloves.
“You look alive again,” he says, voice softer, though the bite of sarcasm never quite leaves.
“Feel alive,” you mumble through a mouthful.
“Don’t talk with your mouth full.”
You bark out a laugh before you can stop yourself. The sound feels foreign in your own throat. He tilts his head at you, eyes narrowing faintly, but there’s no malice.
For a moment, it almost feels like the world isn’t collapsing outside your little circle of fire.
⸻
Later, when you’ve both eaten enough to silence the worst of the hunger, Ghost digs through the snow until he uncovers a half-frozen stream, narrow and black under the ice. He smashes through with his knife, fills your battered flask, and brings it back.
You take it, swallowing greedily, the chill burning down to your belly. For a moment, you imagine what it would feel like to have nothing left but blood to drink. The thought makes you shudder.
Ghost notices. Of course he notices. “You’re thinking about him,” he says, matter-of-fact, not even a question.
You freeze, flask halfway to your mouth. “What?”
“König,” he says flatly.
You bristle. “I wasn’t—”
But you were. You don’t deny it.
It slips out easier than you mean it to. Maybe it’s the food in your belly, the warmth of the fire, the fragile illusion of safety.
“You know, he never ate with me. Not like this. He couldn’t.” You let out a short, dry laugh. “All he could stomach was raw meat and blood, like you. Watching me choke down beans or stale bread — he’d look at me like I was the monster.”
Ghost makes a noise — not agreement, not disagreement. Something low in his throat, unreadable.
“He was gruff. Cold. Sometimes he barely spoke at all. I’d talk at him for hours and he’d just… grunt. Or not even look at me. But he wasn’t cruel.” You find yourself smiling faintly, despite yourself. “Underneath it all, he was softer than he let on. He tried so hard not to be.”
Ghost’s gaze sharpens.
You keep talking, words spilling like you can’t stop them. “He had this way of sitting with me — never close, always tense, like he was punishing himself. But then, if I got hurt, or scared, or just… tired—” Your throat tightens. You laugh through it. “He’d be there. Every time. He carried me once for hours when I was hurt. Didn’t complain. Didn’t say a word. Just carried me like it was nothing.”
The smile dies on your face when you see Ghost.
He hasn’t moved. But his whole body feels different — rigid, coiled. The firelight throws hard shadows across his mask, deepening the dark wells of his eyes.
When he finally speaks, the warmth is gone from his voice. It cuts.
“Funny, isn’t it?” he says slowly. “How you can walk through hell with someone and still not know what they really are.”
The words land like a blow.
You blink, heart stuttering. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
He doesn’t answer. He leans forward, tearing another strip of meat, chewing it slow, gaze locked on the fire as if you’re not there.
You swallow hard. The taste of venison turns sour in your mouth.
You let silence stretch. The fire snaps, spits. The deer’s carcass steams in the snow.
You don’t push. Not yet.
But you feel it — the weight of something unsaid, heavy between you, pulsing like a bruise.
You tell yourself you’ll ask again later. When his voice isn’t sharp enough to bleed you.
For now, you gnaw another bite of meat, chase it with a swallow of icy water, and pretend the cold in your chest is only from the winter air.
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The morning comes brittle.
Light scrapes its way across the mountains, pale and weak, spilling into the hollow where you made camp. You wake to the crackle of dying embers and the stiff ache of limbs heavy with cold, but for once your stomach doesn’t feel like it’s eating itself.
The deer lies mostly stripped, bones poking pale through torn flesh. The snow around it is a battlefield of prints and blood. You sit up, stretching the stiffness from your spine, and find Ghost already crouched over the carcass.
He looks like he hasn’t moved all night.
Mask tugged half-up, he works with his knife, steady and methodical, carving loose the last hunks of meat. Steam still curls faintly from the deepest wounds, though most of the body is frozen stiff now. He doesn’t glance at you as he chews, red on his gloves, blood seeping down his wrist.
Your throat is raw when you speak. “You don’t get sick, eating like that?”
He shrugs, tearing another strip. “I’m not exactly built like you, am I?”
You think of König then, without meaning to — how he used to turn his head away when you ate, the look in his eyes unreadable, distant.
You shake the memory off and crawl closer to the fire. The flames are only embers now, but you coax them back, feed the last of the branches you gathered. Soon enough, the smell of cooking meat fills the air again.
Ghost grunts. “Didn’t think I’d see the day you’d manage to sleep with food still lying around. Thought you’d wake half a dozen times to guard it.”
“I was too full,” you admit, rubbing at your eyes.
“First time you’ve said that in months.” There’s a dry bite to his tone, but not unkind. “Try not to get used to it.”
You glare half-heartedly across the fire. “You’re a ray of sunshine in the morning.”
“Mm,” he hums, tearing another strip raw. “Better than coffee.”
Breakfast is quiet. You finish the last of the deer between you, packing strips of overcooked meat into cloth to gnaw on later, though you know it won’t last the day. Still, for the first time in weeks, you rise with strength in your limbs and colour faintly warming your face.
You roll your bedroll, cinch your pack tight. Ghost hauls the remaining bones and hide into the treeline and leaves them there, a gift for scavengers, or a warning. When he returns, his eyes are already scanning the horizon.
“We head south,” he says. “Mountains open into flats. Easier walking. Maybe people, if you’re lucky.”
“If we’re lucky,” you echo, voice dry.
He doesn’t argue.
⸻
The land changes as you go. Utah is strange like that — one moment narrow canyon walls squeeze around you, red stone striated like muscle; the next it opens wide into pale flats that seem to stretch forever, salt crusted over earth like a second sky.
The silence is vast. Your boots crunch over frost-bitten ground, breath fogging hard, and still it feels like you’re walking in a tomb.
Ghost breaks the quiet now and then. Not with stories — never with stories — but with sharp observations, muttered commentary.
“See the way the cliffs shear? Flash floods carve that out.”
“Too many crows. Means a carcass nearby. Or something worse.”
“Keep your eyes on the ground — rattlers don’t sleep all winter.”
You glance at him sometimes, wondering how he knows so much. But his eyes are always elsewhere, scanning the ridges, the tree lines, the horizon. Watching for threats that never quite come.
When you tire, he slows. When you stumble, he steadies you with a hand at your elbow. Nothing more. Nothing less.
⸻
By midday, the sun is a white disc behind thin cloud, offering no warmth. Your canteen is nearly dry again. Hunger presses at your ribs — dull, background, but growing. The deer was only a reprieve.
You’re about to suggest resting when Ghost stops dead.
His hand comes up, a silent command. You freeze.
Then you hear it: distant voices.
Faint at first, carried thin on the wind, but growing stronger. Laughter. Shouts.
Your chest seizes. You haven’t heard human voices — more than one at a time — in months.
You look at Ghost. His shoulders are taut beneath his coat, head tilted, listening hard. His eyes are unreadable.
“People,” you whisper, the word strange in your mouth.
“Maybe,” he mutters.
But you’re already moving, drawn by the sound like a moth to flame.
⸻
The voices lead you into a shallow canyon. The air smells of woodsmoke. Rounding a bend, you see it:
A camp.
Half a dozen cabins and tents, patched from tarps and canvas, clustered around a roaring fire. Smoke rises thick, carrying with it the smell of cooking meat that makes your stomach twist with longing.
People move through the camp — men, women, children even. Bundled in scavenged coats, faces weathered but alive. They laugh, call to one another, tend the fire.
Your throat closes.
For a moment, it feels like a hallucination.
One of them spots you. Raises a hand, smiling wide. “Hey! Hey there!”
The others turn, voices lifting. “Travelers!” “More survivors!” “Come on in!”
You stumble forward a step before Ghost’s hand clamps down on your shoulder.
“Careful,” he murmurs. His voice is low, tight. “Too welcoming. Nobody’s that friendly in this world.”
But your eyes are fixed on the fire, the people, the impossible sight of human life gathered and laughing.
Relief surges in you so hard it’s almost painful.
You whisper, hoarse, “Ghost… it’s people.”
He doesn’t answer.
You don’t notice the way his eyes narrow behind the mask, the way his body coils with suspicion even as you take another step forward.
Notes:
thanks for reading! i know i might’ve made ghost come off harsher than intended before — he’s not evil or “the bad guy.” this chapter hopefully clears some of that up. he and könig have history (which i’ll dig into later 👀), but for now… trauma bonding first.
next stop: a lovely town in utah. nothing bad ever happens in utah, right?
Chapter 15: Every Day We’re Alive
Summary:
A fire in the dark.
A community that welcomes you with open arms.
Ghost doesn’t eat. He doesn’t smile. He doesn’t trust.
Maybe you shouldn’t either.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
They usher you in like lost relatives.
A woman with a scarf tied around her hair runs to fetch blankets; a man presses a tin mug of hot water into your hands, his face cracked with sunburn but kind, so terribly kind. Children peek from behind tents, giggling, whispering at the sight of Ghost’s hulking figure and mask, then scattering when he glances their way.
It’s disorienting. The laughter, the casual way people brush shoulders as they pass, the ease of it all. For a moment you forget to breathe.
Ghost doesn’t. He lingers half a step behind you, body tight with suspicion. His head turns constantly, taking in the layout of the camp, the way weapons lean against tree stumps, how each smile lasts a fraction too long. When a boy runs past, close enough to graze his arm, Ghost stiffens like he’s been threatened.
“You’re safe here,” a woman says — mid-fifties, lined face, steady eyes that make you think of someone’s mother, someone’s anchor. She extends a hand, palm warm when you take it. “Dolores. I keep this place running. And you are?”
You manage your name through a throat still raw from smoke and dust. Her smile deepens, genuine enough that it cracks something in your chest.
“And your friend?” Her gaze slides to Ghost.
He stares at her hand. Doesn’t take it. Just grunts, low and noncommittal.
“Ghost,” you supply, quietly.
Dolores only nods, unbothered. “Well, Ghost, you’re welcome too. Come on — let’s get you both fed.”
Food. The word makes you sway on your feet. The smell of it—grease and salt and fire-char—seems to hollow you out from the inside.
They press bowls into your hands, heavy with stew. Real meat. Real broth. Steam curls against your face, and for a second you think you might cry. You don’t remember the last time food smelled like something other than ash and tin.
Ghost refuses his bowl, voice sharp. “Don’t eat.”
Your head jerks toward him. “What?”
His eyes, dark behind the mask, pin you. “Later.”
But your stomach is already clawing at itself. Dolores rests a hand on your shoulder, grounding. “Eat. You look half-starved. Your friend can take his time, but you… eat.”
And you do.
The first bite is almost painful, the way your body seizes on it, desperate. Salt, fat, tender shreds of meat that dissolve on your tongue. You try not to moan, but the sound still slips out, embarrassing in its rawness. Dolores only chuckles softly, like she’s heard it before.
“It’s good, isn’t it?” she says.
You nod, shoveling more down. Ghost just watches, silent and taut, like he’s waiting for the ground to drop.
Hours pass in a blur of warmth. You’re guided to a cabin—an actual cabin, built from scavenged planks, patched but sturdy. Inside there’s running water, hot from some buried tank. The sight of the shower makes your knees go weak.
It’s been a week and a half since your last wash, but it feels like ages. You strip out of your dirt-stiff clothes, step beneath the spray, and almost collapse when the heat hits you. The grime runs black at your feet, a river of ash, blood, and sweat swirling down the drain.
You scrub until your skin feels new. Until you can almost believe you’re someone else.
When you step out, there are clean clothes waiting — soft sweats, a wool sweater that smells faintly of soap. For a moment, you don’t recognize yourself in the cracked mirror.
Ghost is outside when you emerge, damp from his own rinse, though his mask is still on. He looks wrong in clean clothes, less like a shadow from the wasteland, more like… a man. Still dangerous, still tense, but human.
“They gave us these,” you say, tugging at your sleeve.
He only grunts.
The camp grows livelier as the sun dips. Lanterns are strung, torches lit, the air filled with voices and laughter. You watch as children chase one another between tents, their shrieks carrying high and free. It feels almost obscene, that kind of joy.
Dolores finds you again, Ghost looming at your side. She gestures toward the fire pit where people gather, music rising from a battered guitar.
“Join us tonight,” she says. “We’re celebrating. Every day we’re alive is worth celebrating.”
The firelight dances across her lined face, makes her eyes gleam warm as coals.
You look at Ghost. His shoulders are rigid, but when you search his gaze, he gives the smallest nod.
“Yes,” you hear yourself say. “We’ll come.”
And for the first time in too long, you feel the fragile, dangerous pull of belonging.
⸻
The fire is the heart of it.
It roars in the center of the camp, spitting sparks that vanish into the twilight, ringed by figures who move with an ease you’d forgotten existed. Shadows flit across patched tents, children dart between adults, and laughter stitches the whole scene together until it feels like you’ve stumbled into another life. A preserved one.
You stand at the edge, dizzy with it.
Music rises — a guitar pulled from somewhere, strings bent but working, a rhythm coaxed out of it with clumsy grace. A few voices hum along, then more join, ragged and unpolished but rich with warmth.
Music. Actual music. The sound punches through you like a memory, and you realize your hands are trembling.
Beside you, Ghost is still, a block of shadow just outside the fire’s reach. His head swivels slowly, eyes cutting over every detail: where the weapons are kept, who’s watching him, which cabins are locked, which aren’t. His whole body hums with suspicion.
But you—your gaze is caught by the circle of dancers. A boy spins his sister until she squeals. A woman stomps her boots in the dirt to the beat, hair flying loose around her shoulders. Others clap, cheer, lift their hands skyward like they’re praising something greater than survival.
You don’t realize you’re swaying until Ghost rumbles, low and wary: “What are they doing?”
“Dancing,” you whisper, your voice almost lost in the noise. “They’re dancing.”
He scoffs. “Stupid.”
You laugh breathlessly, dizzy on the sound of it all. “Everything looks stupid until you try it.”
Ghost makes a sound — half growl, half huff — but doesn’t move. His arms are crossed, a barricade around his massive frame.
Then a boy, no older than seven, runs up and tugs at Ghost’s sleeve. Ghost jerks back like he’s been ambushed, hand twitching toward his knife before he stills. The boy only giggles, tugging harder.
Ghost stares down at him, shoulders locked.
You bite back another laugh, because the sight is absurd: this towering monster of a man, frozen stiff while a child tries to drag him into the firelight.
“Go on,” you urge softly, teasing. “What’s the worst that could happen?”
Ghost’s mask tilts toward you, flat and unamused. But after a long, tight pause, he lets himself be pulled a single step forward. Then another. He looks like someone being shoved onto a stage at gunpoint.
And yet—he doesn’t shake the boy off.
The music swells. A hand catches yours, spinning you into the circle before you can resist. Your feet stumble, then find the rhythm, clumsy but alive. Someone laughs, twirls you again, and suddenly you’re swept into it — bodies stomping, clapping, the beat shaking the ground.
The laughter bursts out of you sharp, raw, unstoppable. It feels like exhaling a lungful of poison.
When you glance back, Ghost is at the edge of the dancers, stiff and glowering but there . The boy weaves around his legs, shrieking with glee, and Ghost finally — reluctantly — claps his hands once, off-beat. Then again, mimicking what he sees. His massive palms crack the air louder than anyone else’s, startling a few people into laughter. He freezes, but when no one scolds him, he does it again.
He’s not smiling. Not laughing. But his head tilts, curious, his body loosening just enough that he no longer looks ready to strike.
And the sight of him — Ghost, the Wraith-turned who’s haunted your steps — standing awkwardly in a circle of children and music — almost makes your knees give out.
You spin again, dizzy, warmth flooding your bones. For one impossible moment, you let yourself believe in it. That the world isn’t broken. That people still dance. That you are not just surviving, but living.
⸻
The celebration goes on for hours. Plates are passed — roasted meat, potatoes boiled in their skins, bread heavy but soft. You eat until you’re full, stomach aching but in the best way. Ghost pushes his plate away untouched, muttering that he “doesn’t need it.” The villagers glance but don’t press.
Children keep circling him, daring each other closer. One girl reaches up and pats his arm like he’s some enormous dog. His head snaps toward her and she bolts with a shriek of laughter, but Ghost doesn’t follow. His hands curl into loose fists, restless, but he doesn’t lash out.
It’s almost funny, how out of place he is — this hulking beast tolerated like an odd pet. A curiosity, not a threat.
Dolores finds you in the throng, her lined face glowing in the firelight. “Feels good, doesn’t it?”
You nod, too full and dazed to answer properly.
Her hand rests briefly on your shoulder. Steady, grounding. “You’re safe here. Tomorrow, we’ll talk more. For tonight, just… rest.”
⸻
The night grows thin, and the fire burns lower. Slowly, people drift to their tents, their cabins. Dolores leads you and Ghost down a short path to a cabin on the edge of camp.
It’s small, patched with scavenged wood, but solid. A lantern glows faintly inside. two real beds await — quilts piled thick, smelling faintly of cedar.
You hover in the doorway, throat tight. It looks like a memory you shouldn’t be allowed to touch.
Dolores squeezes your arm. “This is yours for tonight. Sleep well.”
When she leaves, silence folds over the cabin.
Ghost prowls immediately, checking corners, sniffing the air like a hound. He mutters under his breath — “too many people, too close” — as he strips off his boots and sets them by the door. He sits heavily in the chair by the window, arms crossed, eyes scanning the dark outside.
You sink onto the bed. The quilts swallow you, softer than anything you’ve felt in months. Your body uncoils, trembling with relief.
Your skin still tingles from scrubbing it raw, your hair clean and heavy against your shoulders. For once, you don’t smell like blood, dirt, and smoke. You feel almost human again.
Ghost glances at you once, unreadable. Then back to the window.
You lie on your side, listening to the faint sounds of the camp settling down. Laughter drifting. A child’s cry, quickly soothed. The creak of wood in the wind.
And beneath it all, König flickers through your mind like a shadow you can’t banish. I miss him. The thought cuts deep. You wonder where he is, if he’s alive, if he’s searching for you even now.
You bury it quickly, because the ache is too sharp.
Instead, you press your face into the quilt and let yourself believe — just for tonight — that this is real. That you’ve stumbled into a pocket of the old world, where people laugh and dance and children can sleep without fear.
I wish I could stay here forever.
⸻
You wake to warmth.
Not the sharp bite of fire smoke or the damp chill of your breath fogging against your own sleeve, but the gentle heat of quilts, the hush of a roof that actually keeps the night out. For a few seconds you don’t move. You let your body sink deeper into the mattress, staring at the faint glow creeping through the cracks in the shutters.
It feels impossible.
Ghost is already up. His boots thump softly as he paces the room. You crack an eye open and catch him at the window, hulking frame backlit, mask tilted as he watches the camp beyond.
“You’re twitchy,” you croak, voice hoarse with sleep.
His head shifts. “You slept like the dead.”
“I haven’t slept like that in weeks.”
He grunts. Doesn’t argue.
You drag yourself upright, stretch until your joints pop. The air smells faintly of cedar and smoke. Your stomach growls loud enough that Ghost huffs once, almost a laugh, though it’s gone as quickly as it came.
A knock at the door startles you both.
Dolores's voice, warm as honey: “Breakfast.”
⸻
The main hall is little more than a large cabin patched from scavenged timber, but inside it feels almost like a lodge. Long tables, benches worn smooth by use, a hearth where a pot simmers. The smell makes your knees weak.
Food. Real food.
Plates are passed down — scrambled eggs, pan-fried potatoes, thick slices of bread browned at the edges. You blink at it like it might vanish if you look too long.
Dolores slides into the bench across from you, her lined face lit by the fire. “Eat. it's delicious.”
You don’t need telling twice. The bread is chewy, the eggs rich, the potatoes oily enough to coat your tongue.
“You’ve been on the road a while, haven’t you?”
You swallow hard. “Feels like forever.”
Her eyes soften. “You’re safe here now.”
Across from you, Ghost pushes his plate away untouched. Dolores's gaze flicks to him. “Not hungry?”
“Doesn’t agree with me,” he mutters.
Her brows lift, but she doesn’t press. “Suit yourself. More for her, then.”
She nudges your plate closer, and you smile faintly, though you notice the way Ghost’s eyes never leave her face.
⸻
The hall buzzes with chatter. Children scrape chairs, laugh too loud. Men and women pass plates down, nudge shoulders, argue amiably. For the first time in months, it feels like you’ve stepped into a pocket of civilization.
Dolores pours you water, her bracelets clinking faintly as she sets the cup down. “So. Where are you from?”
You hesitate. “Does it matter?”
“Only if you want it to,” she says. Her gaze holds yours, steady. “I don’t care where people come from. Only that they’re here, now. Still breathing.”
The words make your throat tighten unexpectedly.
Ghost’s voice cuts low, rough. “Too many questions.”
Dolores doesn’t look at him. “Not questions. Conversation.”
You glance at Ghost — his hands rest on the table, knuckles taut. “She’s just talking,” you murmur.
He doesn’t relax.
Dolores smiles gently, as if she expected his suspicion. “I’ve learned not to pry. People bring what stories they want. The rest… doesn’t matter.”
⸻
After breakfast, Dolores stands. “Come. I’ll show you around. You should know where things are if you’re staying a while.”
Ghost bristles. “We’re not—”
You cut him off. “A tour sounds good.”
He turns sharply toward you, eyes narrowing behind the mask. But you hold his gaze, silently pleading. Just for today. Just to pretend.
After a long beat, he grunts and follows.
⸻
The camp looks different in daylight.
Cabins patched from logs and scavenged siding, tents reinforced with tarp. A smokehouse, racks of drying meat. A rough forge, blackened with soot. You pass a communal garden, sprouts poking through the dirt. Children run between rows, shrieking, their laughter piercing the morning air.
Dolores gestures as she walks. “That’s our blacksmith — Caleb. He fixes tools, shoes the horses when we find them. Over there’s the water pump. Took us a month to get the pipes working, but it runs clean now. And the gardens, of course. Everyone helps with those.”
Her pride is palpable.
You soak it in greedily, heart aching. Ghost stalks at your side, every muscle coiled tight.
A child runs past carrying a doll — hand-stitched from rags, button eyes. She bumps into Ghost’s leg, stumbles, then looks up.
“You’re big,” she blurts.
Ghost freezes.
Dolores's hand lands gently on the girl’s shoulder. “Manners, Anna.”
The child’s eyes flick to Ghost’s mask, wide and curious. “Are you a monster?”
“Anna.” Dolores's voice sharpens.
The girl flushes, mumbles an apology, and scurries off.
Ghost’s head tilts, mask glinting. “Smart kid.”
Dolores exhales, then gives you a practiced smile. “Children speak before they think.”
But you notice the way her hand lingered a moment too long on the girl’s shoulder. A grip, not just a touch.
⸻
You pass another cabin, this one shuttered tight. The door chained, padlocked.
“What’s that?” you ask.
Dolores doesn’t falter, but her answer comes too quickly. “Storage. Supplies we don’t use often.”
Ghost slows, staring hard at the door. The padlock glints in the sun.
Dolores keeps walking.
⸻
The tour continues. She introduces you to a man chopping wood, a woman stirring laundry in a pot. Everyone smiles, nods, offers greetings. The friendliness is overwhelming. Almost… rehearsed.
Ghost mutters under his breath, low enough for only you to hear: “Too clean. Too much.”
You don’t answer. You want this too badly.
Dolores's turns back, eyes on you. “What do you think?”
You swallow. “It’s… incredible.”
Her smile warms, lines deepening around her mouth. “Good. Then you’ll fit right in.”
Ghost’s gaze cuts to you sharply, unreadable behind the mask.
And though the sun is bright, though laughter fills the air, a faint unease stirs in your gut.
⸻
The rest of the morning blurs into motion — hands reaching for yours, voices calling your name, laughter that seems to echo out of a life you thought you’d buried. By the time Dolores excuses herself with that warm, maternal smile and Ghost slouches off toward the cabins with you in tow, you almost believe it’s real.
The air outside is crisp, bright. Children run past with sticks, shouting some kind of invented war cry. A woman shakes out laundry from a line strung between two cabins. Somewhere in the distance, someone’s got a radio rigged up and it sputters to life — an old cassette tape warbling, voices spilling from speakers patched together with duct tape and wire.
Ghost walks beside you, his long strides slowed to match yours. His shoulders are loose for once, hands shoved in his pockets. He looks out of place in the clean shirt they gave him, sleeves rolled up over his forearms. Like he’s been forcibly scrubbed and polished but the grit’s still there under the skin.
You nudge him with your elbow. “You look civilized.”
A snort from behind the mask. “Don’t get used to it.”
You grin despite yourself. “Could’ve fooled me. You almost look like you belong.”
“Mm.” He scans the path ahead, eyeing every passerby, every door half-ajar. “Belonging’s a trick.”
You roll your eyes. “You’re impossible.”
“Practical.”
“Paranoid.”
He side-eyes you, and you swear you catch the faintest twitch of amusement at the corner of his eyes.
You keep walking. The path winds between cabins, their walls shored up with mismatched wood and sheet metal. Gardens in narrow patches of soil, and a dog barks lazily from where it lies stretched in the snow. For a moment, if you let yourself, you can almost imagine it: a community. Safety. Home.
It’s been so long.
You don’t realize you’re sighing until Ghost glances down at you. “What?”
“Nothing.” You shake your head, smile crooked. “Just feels… good. To see people again. To not be alone.”
He hums low in his throat. “Mm. You weren’t alone.”
Your heart kicks. You glance at him. He doesn’t look at you when he says it, just scans the rooftops.
“I know,” you say softly. “But this is different.”
Silence stretches between you. The laughter of children swells again, punctuated by a shout of victory as one of them topples another into the snow.
You try to lighten the moment. “Besides, you’re terrible company. Don’t think I didn’t notice you sulking when they offered you food.”
He grunts. “Didn’t need it.”
“You could’ve at least pretended. They were being nice.”
“Waste of pretending.”
You huff out a laugh. “You’re hopeless.”
“Alive,” he counters.
It turns into a rhythm: you teasing, him deadpanning, the back-and-forth of it making the day feel lighter than it should. You even catch yourself laughing once — full, unguarded, startling enough that Ghost jerks his head like he’s not sure what to make of it.
Hours slip by like that.
You pass a carpenter sawing wood, sparks from a makeshift forge, the tang of hot metal in the air. Dolores had been right — they’ve built something here. Order. A kind of fragile civilization stitched together with determination.
“See?” you say finally, gesturing toward the bustle around you. “They’re good people. You can relax.”
Ghost doesn’t answer.
You glance at him, frowning. “What? Don’t tell me you’re still suspicious.”
His shoulders lift in the faintest shrug.
You groan. “Oh my god, you are. Ghost, come on. Not everyone’s out to kill us. You’ve just… forgotten what it’s like, being around people. Normal people.”
“Normal.” His voice is flat.
“Yes.” You spread your hands. “People who build cabins and raise kids and share food without stabbing you in the back.”
“Mm.”
Exasperation bubbles up in you. “You’re impossible! Can you just admit for one second that maybe—”
You stop.
He’s no longer walking. No longer moving at all.
Ghost stands utterly still in the middle of the path, like every muscle in his body has gone rigid. His head tilts just slightly, his eyes are fixed on something you can’t see.
The shift is instant, chilling. One moment he was slouched, teasing, almost human. The next, he’s something else entirely — all sharp lines and silence, a predator listening to some frequency you can’t hear.
“Ghost?” you whisper.
Slowly, he turns his head toward you. His gloved hand comes up, fingers brushing your arm, guiding you off the path and into the narrow shadow between two cabins. His movements are deliberate, quiet, like he’s handling you the way one might handle a glass about to shatter.
He leans down. You feel his breath, hot through the mask, right at your ear.
“I smell the dead, human." he murmurs.
The words slide through you like ice water.
For a heartbeat you don’t understand. Then the memory hits: the facility. The storage room.
Your stomach twists. “You— you’re sure?”
His eyes meet yours. There’s no softness in them now. No teasing, no banter. Just the cold, certain look of a man who’s survived this long by never being wrong about danger.
He straightens, scanning the street again, every line of his body taut. “We’re leaving.”
You nod without thinking. Your pulse thrums in your throat as you fall into step behind him, both of you silent now. The laughter of the camp rings falsely in your ears, too bright, too alive.
Back at the cabin, you push through the door, the smell of fresh wood and clean sheets suddenly suffocating. You start grabbing your things, hands clumsy, every sound of your movement too loud. Ghost moves with quick, precise efficiency — pack slung over his shoulder, weapons checked, no wasted motion.
You shove the last of your meager belongings into your bag and turn toward the door—
The door gave way with a reluctant groan, as though the house itself resented your leaving. A draft of air rushed in — sharp with pine, the metallic bite of snow. Your boots hit the threshold first, crunching down on ice-crusted planks, and Ghost followed, his massive frame filling the space behind you.
You’d rehearsed what you’d say if anyone stopped you. Keep it simple, keep it believable. We’re travelers, we have to keep moving, thank you for the food, for the shelter.
What you hadn’t prepared for was Dolores already waiting.
She stood on the porch steps like she hadn’t moved in hours, wrapped in her threadbare shawl, her gray hair braided into a crown. The lamplight softened her lined face, but her eyes… her eyes were sharp as broken glass. They flicked from you to Ghost and back again, a weight you could feel pressing down.
“Leaving so soon?” Her voice was smooth, almost maternal, but there was an undertow beneath it.
You forced a polite smile. “Yes. We’ve taken up enough of your hospitality. Roads are safer if we keep moving.”
Ghost loomed silently at your side, broad and restless. You could sense the restrained tension in him — a coiled spring, ready to snap. His hood shadowed his expression, but his hands flexed once at his sides.
Dolores's gaze lingered on him a moment too long. “Safe,” she repeated softly, as though testing the shape of the word. Then her lips quirked. “And yet you walk with him.”
Your pulse stuttered. “He’s—he’s kept me alive. I trust him.”
That earned a laugh. Not cruel, not even mocking. Just… wrong. A warm sound delivered in a tone that made the room feel colder. “Trust. What a luxury. People squander it so freely these days.”
Ghost shifted a half-step in front of you, his presence a wall. He wasn’t stupid; he smelled the shift in air, the sour scent of a trap sprung.
Dolores smoothed her shawl, voice still as even as if she were discussing weather. “I understand. You think you’ll find something better out there. You think the world is waiting, that it hasn’t already chewed itself to the bone.”
You swallowed, fighting the urge to back away. “We’ll manage.”
Her eyes softened again — that false, deceptive kindness. “Oh, I don’t doubt that. But…”
She leaned forward slightly, and her smile sharpened into something that showed too many teeth.
“…you’ll find the world out there hungrier than you are.”
Notes:
ok listen 😭😭 i know you’re all waiting for könig to reappear (and he will!! soon!! pinky promise!! 🤞), but this chapter literally crawled out of my brain and wouldn’t leave me alone until i wrote it down. i wanted to play with that dangerous “you’re safe here :)” vibe, and ghost being the most paranoid man alive was just too good to pass up. so yes… filler-but-not-filler chapter?? comfort food, dancing children, suspicious padlocks 🔥👀 enjoy the vibes before everything gets messy lol.
Chapter 16: Not Your Fault
Summary:
The commune shows its teeth, and Ghost bares his fangs in return. Blood on the snow, torches in the dark, and a boy’s death that will haunt you longer than the chanting ever could.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The silence after Dolores’s words was a taut wire. You swore you could hear it hum. Ghost stood in front of you like a drawn blade, a shadow grown solid, the air warping with the pressure of his presence.
Her smile remained, honeyed and false, but the softness was gone from her eyes. They gleamed too sharp, too certain.
“You should rest one more night,” she murmured, tilting her head as though she were still the benevolent hostess, shawl pulled close against the draft. “The roads aren’t kind this time of year. Let us feed you. Warm you. Tomorrow will be better.”
You felt Ghost stiffen. His hand brushed yours, light as breath, but you knew what it meant: no.
You forced your jaw steady. “We’re leaving now.”
Dolores studied you both with a beatific calm that only deepened your dread. “The world out there is frozen. We can’t let you suffer it. That would be cruel.”
Her hand lifted, a small, benign motion — but the doorframe behind her shifted. You caught the edge of movement: a figure. Dolores. Staring, wide-eyed, clutching something behind her back. And behind her, shadows. More of them. Shapes moving, gathering.
Ghost reacted first. His hand closed around your arm, a brief squeeze. “We’re leaving,” he rasped, voice low, final.
Dolores didn’t flinch. “No, dear. You’re staying.”
The door banged wider. Dolores stepped aside. And there they were. Men—half a dozen at least—faces hollow with hunger, but their eyes alive, bright with fanatic resolve. Rusting axes, hammers, lengths of pipe in their fists. Behind them, more pressed close, the murmur of a crowd swelling like a hive disturbed.
You stumbled back as Ghost surged forward. The air went heavy, charged—his hood shifted, his body filling the small space with a predator’s inevitability.
“Move,” he said, not to you. To them. A growl. A warning.
Dolores’s smile only widened. “God provides,” she whispered, and then she stepped neatly out of the way.
The first man lunged.
Ghost met him like a thunderclap. Steel rang—knife tearing through air, through flesh. A cry split the cabin, hot spray against the doorframe. Ghost shoved the body back into the others, snarling, his knife catching the lamplight.
“Go!” he barked.
You grabbed your rifle and pack from where it leaned against the wall, the strap biting into your shoulder. Your fingers fumbled at the bolt, heart in your throat, but the instinct was there, drilled by years of survival: ready, aim, fire.
The doorway was a crush of bodies. A second man shoved past the falling corpse, swinging an axe down toward Ghost’s skull. Ghost twisted, impossibly fast, and the blade slammed into the wood where he’d been standing. His knife punched upward into the man’s gut, dragging deep. He ripped it free with a violent wrench that made the man fold, intestines spilling as he screamed.
You didn’t have time to gag. Another figure filled the frame—face pale, eyes too bright. You fired. The recoil slammed your shoulder, and the man went down, chest blown open.
The crowd outside roared.
Ghost shoved the writhing body off his blade and kicked the door wider. Cold air gusted in—sharp, late-winter air that burned your lungs. Beyond the porch, you saw them. Dozens. Men with makeshift weapons, women holding torches, children watching with wide, feverish eyes. The whole commune.
Your stomach lurched. There was no way out but through.
“Stay close,” Ghost growled, and then he was moving.
You stumbled after him, boots crunching on snow as you hit the porch. The night was a fever dream—torchlight flickering against frost, shadows dancing across faces that looked more like ghouls than neighbors. Dolores stood at the threshold, watching as if this was all a sermon.
The first wave rushed you.
Ghost met them head-on. He was all violence—knife flashing, shoulders driving, movements too fluid, too brutal. He carved through the nearest man, spinning him by the throat and using his body as a shield as a second swung a length of rebar. The rebar slammed into bone with a crack. Ghost shoved the dying man into the attacker, then slashed across his throat in one clean, vicious motion.
You raised your rifle again. Hands trembling, vision swimming, you fired into the mass. One shot caught a man in the leg—he went down screaming. Another bullet hit someone’s shoulder, spinning them sideways. The third missed, sparking off a metal bucket.
The crowd howled. They were chanting something now—low, rhythmic, too many voices. You couldn’t make out the words, but the cadence was wrong, ritualistic, crawling under your skin.
A figure broke from the side, too fast. You barely caught the movement in time—someone swinging a hunting knife at your ribs. You yanked the rifle up sideways, blocking the blow, wood splintering. The knife nicked your jacket, grazing skin. You shoved hard, slamming the butt into his chin. Bone cracked. He reeled back, and you swung again, smashing the stock across his temple. He dropped.
But there were more. Always more.
Ghost was a monster among them, but he couldn’t shield you from everything. Blood was everywhere now—hot on your face, slick on your gloves, soaking the snow at your feet. Men screamed, bodies fell, but the horde didn’t break. They surged closer, driven by hunger and belief.
One man barreled into you from the side, and you hit the ground hard, air knocked out. He was on top of you, breath rancid, teeth bared as he raised a jagged shard of glass.
You screamed, struggling, trying to bring the rifle up, but his weight pinned you. The shard slashed down—caught your arm. Fire lanced through your flesh.
Then his head snapped back. A wet crunch. Ghost’s hand closed around his skull, fingers sinking in like claws. He ripped the man off you, slammed him against the porch rail until bone splintered. The corpse sagged, twitching.
Ghost dropped him and crouched low over you, knife in one hand, blood dripping from the other. His hood had slipped back, baring teeth. His eyes burned with a wild light. He looked inhuman.
“Up,” he snarled. His voice was raw. “Now.”
You pushed yourself up, arm screaming, and he yanked you to your feet with a grip that almost hurt. The chanting was louder now, frenzied. Dolores’s voice rose above it, calm, clear.
“Feed them,” she said. “God demands sacrifice.”
The crowd surged again.
Ghost shoved you behind him as the next man swung an axe. He caught the handle in one hand, knife punching into the man’s chest with the other. He ripped the blade free, shoved the dying man backward into two more, then turned, eyes flashing toward you.
“Stay behind me.”
There was no room to argue. You stumbled after him as he cut a path, knife flashing, boots crunching through red-smeared snow. Every swing, every thrust was efficient, merciless. He didn’t fight like a man. He fought like something older, hungrier. A wraith cloaked in flesh.
And still, they came.
You raised your rifle again, heart hammering. The bolt stuck; your fingers were slick with blood, slipping. A shadow loomed, weapon raised—you fired blindly. The bullet tore through his jaw, spraying gore across the snow. He fell, twitching.
Your lungs burned. Your arm throbbed. Ghost was a storm ahead of you, but you felt the crowd pressing closer on every side, the heat of bodies, the madness in their eyes.
You weren’t going to make it.
Then Ghost turned, teeth bared, blood running down his arm. His hand shot out, gripping your collar, dragging you tight against his back as he slashed another man open. His chest heaved, breath ragged, eyes feral.
“You don’t stop,” he growled, voice shaking with rage. “You don’t fucking stop.”
The words were a command. A vow.
You clutched your rifle, blood soaking your sleeve, and forced your legs to move.
Through snow, through blood, through firelight. Together.
Through the commune that wanted to eat you alive.
Snow sucked at your boots as you ran, rifle clutched too tight, breath ragged in your throat. Behind you, the commune howled — a hundred throats raised in blind hunger. Torches burned in the distance like eyes, their firelight staining the snow the color of blood.
You barely registered the shot until the recoil jarred through your shoulder. A shape dropped in front of you — small, too small.
The boy. Fourteen, maybe younger. His knife clattered from nerveless fingers into the snow.
He fell face-first, a bloom of red spreading beneath his jaw.
The world stopped. Cold silence roared in your ears.
Your stomach lurched — bile and breath fighting for release. You hadn’t aimed. You hadn’t even thought. He’d lunged, and your finger had squeezed, and now he was just… a boy.
“––Run.”
Ghost’s voice was low, gravelly, command edged with something almost desperate. His hand clamped your arm, shoving you forward before your knees could buckle.
You stumbled, half-blind, snow crunching, rifle slipping in your grip slick with sweat. You wanted to look back — you did look back, against every instinct. His face was pale, open-mouthed, eyes wide in a way that wasn’t threatening at all. He could’ve been anyone. A boy. Just a boy.
Ghost scooped you up without hesitation when your legs slowed. His grip was iron, the heat of his chest searing against the winter air. He didn’t ask. He didn’t explain. He just lifted you as if you weighed nothing, holding you tight against him, and ran.
His strides were monstrous, devouring the snow, tearing through the dark. Branches clawed at his shoulders, ice shattered beneath his boots. You could feel his pulse through him — fast, erratic, not quite human. His breathing rasped in your ear, wet, animal.
You pressed your face against him, not out of comfort but because you couldn’t bear the open air, the sight of the boy in the snow. Your stomach clenched, guilt a stone lodged in your throat.
“I shot him,” you whispered, choking on it. “Ghost—I killed him. He was a kid. He was—”
His voice came low. “He would have gutted you.”
“That doesn’t—” your breath hitched, “—that doesn’t make it—”
The words fell apart.
Ghost adjusted his grip, one massive hand cradling the back of your head, forcing you against his shoulder. Not gentle. Not soft. But shielding. “Not your fault.”
Your tears came hot, streaking your frozen skin. You hated that you couldn’t stop. Hated that the memory of the boy’s eyes followed every blink.
Behind you, the commune still screamed. Dolores’s voice rose above them, sharp and ringing, motherly and venomous all at once: Bring them back. Don’t let the world eat them. They belong to us.
Ghost growled low in his chest, a sound that rumbled against your ribs. His stride never faltered.
Snow flurried harder, swallowing the trees, swallowing the torches. His arms tightened around you, not letting you slip, not letting you fall.
You buried your face against him, breath hitching, fingers fisting in the rough fabric of his hood. You hated him a little for being unshaken, hated him for being necessary, hated yourself more than either.
But still — you clung to him as he carried you into the dark.
⸻
The snow hadn’t stopped in two days.
It fell soft and relentless, erasing tracks almost as quickly as they were made, turning the world into a blur of white and shadow. You walked in silence, boots punching through the crust, rifle heavy on your shoulder. Your body moved without thought now—mechanical, worn to the nub. Hunger hollowed you. The bruise along your ribs burned with every breath. But worse than that was the quiet in your chest.
The boy’s face hadn’t left you. His weight, the recoil in your hands, the way his body folded. Too small. And still you’d pulled the trigger.
You hated yourself for the silence. Hated that you couldn’t speak, couldn’t scream. Ghost padded alongside you, patient, huge, a presence carved from shadow against snow. He had been like this since—watchful, protective in a way that unsettled you. Too kind for something that carried Wraith in his veins.
“Gas station,” he said suddenly, voice carrying low through the frost. His arm lifted, pointing across the field to a shape half-swallowed by snowdrifts. A sign leaned crooked, its paint worn to the bone by years of storms.
You only nodded.
He led the way, boots crunching, shoulders hunched against the wind. You followed, dragging, numb. When the building’s shelter finally swallowed the bite of the wind, you leaned against the doorframe, dizzy with the sudden stillness.
Ghost moved easily in the dark. He set down his knife, pried apart rotten shelving, pulled loose wood. His hands were quick, almost clumsy in their eagerness, and soon he was coaxing a fire into life inside the shell of the station. The flames licked up, smoke leaking through cracks in the roof, and you sank down across from him, staring blankly.
“You’re hurt,” he said, eyes flicking to your arm.
“I’m fine.” The words came clipped, sharp.
He tilted his head, something wounded flickering across his face. “You don’t sound fine.”
That was when it broke.
The fury came hot and sudden, spilling from the silence you’d carried like a stone in your chest.
“Why the fuck would you take me from him?” Your voice cracked, jagged. “Why the fuck would you drag me with you? Dolores—those people—they—” Your throat burned. “Why hasn’t König come for me? Why hasn’t he found me?”
Ghost stilled. His big hands curled on his knees. You saw the flinch, small but real, like you’d cut him.
“I thought—” He stopped, jaw tightening. His breath fogged in the cold. “I thought I was keeping you safe.”
“Safe?” Your laugh was harsh, broken. “You call that safe? I shot a kid, Ghost. A fucking child. You think I’ll ever be safe from that?”
The words cracked into a sob, and suddenly you were crying, hard, unable to hold it back. You buried your face in your hands, shoulders shaking. The fire popped, throwing shadows against the walls.
Ghost didn’t move for a long moment. Then, slowly, he shifted closer—not touching, but near enough that his warmth seeped into the cold between you.
“I’m sorry,” he said, soft. A sigh more than a word. “I’m sorry, friend.”
The silence stretched. Your breath came ragged. Ghost’s eyes flicked to the fire, the flames painting his mask in uneven gold.
“I know you miss him.” His voice was quieter now. “König. He is… heavy in you. I can see it.”
You didn’t answer. Couldn’t.
Ghost shifted again, hesitant. Then: “I can tell you a story. About him. Before.”
That pulled your head up, wet-faced and wary. “Before?”
He nodded. His gaze went distant, faraway in the firelight. “Before he turned. Before me. Back when we still thought the world might hold.”
You swallowed, throat raw. Against yourself, you whispered: “Tell me.”
Ghost leaned back, the firelight catching on the pale of his eyes. “Once,” he said, voice measured, “we were at a farmhouse. Just us, a few others. Cold night. Like this. The world already gone, but there was food then. Cans. A cow, even. We thought we might keep it alive. König—” His mouth twitched, almost a smile. “He stayed up all night in the barn with it. Talking to it. Said the cow reminded him of home. He brushed its coat. Sang to it, even. A giant man singing to a cow in the dark.”
Despite yourself, a small, broken sound escaped you. A laugh, cracked in half.
Ghost softened. “He was gentle. Always. Even when he didn’t know how to be. He would never have left you, if he could help it. That is truth.”
The fire popped. You stared at him, chest tight. “Then why did you take me?”
Ghost went quiet. His throat bobbed. “Because I… don’t trust him,” he admitted at last. “Not anymore.” His eyes flicked to yours. “We fought. Long ago. He is my brother, but he… carries too much. Too much hunger. Too much dark.”
You looked at him through your tears. “And you don’t?”
The firelight painted his mask in copper and ash, flickers crawling over the crude paint like it was alive. He had been silent too long, watching you unravel, your words cutting both of you. Finally, with a quiet motion—careful, deliberate—he reached up.
The sound of fabric shifting filled the room.
He tugged the mask higher, and the fire caught the wet shine of his eyes first: pale, too-pale blue, almost luminescent in the dark. Then came the face beneath.
It wasn’t monstrous the way you expected. His hair was pale blond, tangled but soft-looking, catching the glow like dull gold. His features were boyish in shape—wide eyes, a roundness to his cheeks that had not been stolen from him even by hunger. But what ruined the softness were the scars.
Three deep furrows raked down the right side of his face, gouging from temple to jaw. They were thick and knotted, the kind of scars that spoke of claws, of something that had torn through him with intent. They warped his mouth, tugging one corner downward. They cut into the delicate brightness of his eye, leaving it milked at the edge.
Your breath stuck. A spiral opened in your chest, dizzying, endless: König. You thought of König’s hands, his strength, his rage when the hunger took him.
“Did—” Your voice shook. “Did König do that to you?”
Ghost’s lips twitched, almost into a smile, but it was bitter. “Yes,” he said softly, the word foreign on his tongue but heavy. “He did.”
Your thoughts spiraled harder, a vortex pulling you down: if König could do this to his own, what would he do to you? What had he already done, in the shadows of memory you tried not to revisit? The scars glistened in the firelight like fresh wounds, and you felt sick, small, betrayed.
Your chest tightened until it hurt to breathe. You curled your nails into your palms, fighting the tide of thought, but it rose and rose—
“Stop.”
His voice cut through like a knife. Not unkind, not harsh—firm. His eyes were wide, strangely innocent despite the sharpness of his teeth now bared in the firelight.
You couldn’t stop staring at his face.
The scars dragged your eyes back again and again, the sheer violence of them. His teeth had caught the firelight too—razored, gleaming like the bite of a wolf—and yet his eyes were soft, too soft. Almost… sorry.
He let you look. He didn’t hide.
Your chest tightened.
“I just—” Your voice cracked, low and raw. “I just feel… betrayed. That’s all I can think. Betrayed.”
Ghost blinked slowly, his scar twisting as he tilted his head. “Betrayed by him?”
“Who else?” you snapped, but the bite collapsed almost instantly into a whisper. “He would fight tooth and nail for me. He has. I’ve seen him rip apart anything that stood between us. I know he’s out there—losing his mind, tearing through the world trying to find me. And still…” You swallowed hard, hating the heat behind your eyes. “Still he isn’t here.”
The words landed like stones in the space between you.
Ghost didn’t flinch. He only sat back a little, elbows resting on his knees, staring into the coals. His mask hung loose at his throat, leaving the wreck of his face exposed, almost vulnerable.
“I understand,” he said after a long silence. His voice was soft but certain, carrying a strange gravity. “It is… hard, when someone you trust most does not appear when you need them. It is like the ground giving way beneath your feet.”
You wanted to laugh bitterly, but it stuck. Instead you rubbed a hand across your eyes. “I’m so tired of the ground giving way.”
His teeth glinted when he almost smiled. “Then sit. I will hold it steady, just for a while.”
That broke something in you. You laughed—but it was broken glass laughter, wet and jagged. “You don’t even know me. Why are you so—” You gestured helplessly at him. “So… kind? Like this?”
Ghost looked at you then, fully, eyes wide and pale as frost. “Because I know what it is to be left behind.”
The fire cracked.
Your stomach knotted. “You mean König.”
He didn’t answer immediately. He reached down, fed the fire with a scrap of broken shelving, the flames lapping hungrily. Only then did he say, almost reluctant, “Yes. Him.”
You leaned closer despite yourself. “Tell me.”
Ghost’s throat worked. His scar tugged as his jaw tightened. He seemed to be weighing something heavy, whether to let it live in the air between you. Then, at last—
“He was my brother once,” Ghost said softly. “Not by blood. But… close enough. We were soldiers, both of us, before the sickness. He was taller even then, stronger. Always running into fire before anyone else. I followed, because… I trusted him to bring me out again.”
You closed your eyes. You could picture it too easily—König younger, whole, with someone at his shoulder.
“What happened?” you whispered.
Ghost’s hand brushed unconsciously at his scars. His voice dimmed. “He lost himself. The sickness took him harder than it took me. More hunger. More rage. I tried to stop him once, tried to drag him back to himself. He tore me open instead.”
The words hit like a blade sliding under your ribs. You almost couldn’t breathe. “That’s when—” You gestured faintly at his face.
“Yes.” He said it simply, without bitterness. “His claws. His fury. I remember the sound of it, more than the pain. He was screaming, and I thought—” Ghost paused, lips tightening. “I thought it was my end. But I lived. And still, I cannot hate him.”
Your throat burned.
Ghost’s eyes softened, holding yours with a strange, steady patience. “He carries more darkness than anyone I have known. Sometimes it spills. But it does not mean he does not love. His love is… dangerous. Yes. But real.”
The silence that followed was unbearable. Your chest ached, your mind spiraling again. He would kill for me. He already has. He tore his brother apart. And still… he isn’t here.
Your nails dug crescent moons into your palms. You hated yourself for the way your heart hurt at the thought.
“I don’t know what to feel,” you admitted, voice small. “I miss him so much I can barely stand it. But I feel… angry. And that boy—”
Your voice broke, the image of the boy’s face slicing into you. The recoil of the gun, the shock in his eyes before he dropped. It had been so fast, too fast, and yet it replayed endlessly, punishing.
Ghost shifted closer, careful, almost shy. His hand hovered like he wanted to reach out but wasn’t sure if you’d recoil. “You did what you had to do.”
“That’s supposed to make it better?” you hissed, tears stinging. “He was just a kid.”
He nodded slowly, as though he’d expected the lash of your words. “It does not make it better. It only makes it survivable.”
You stared at him, trembling. His honesty cut worse than any false comfort.
“I don’t want to survive like this,” you whispered.
Ghost studied you, the firelight catching the pale gleam of his eyes. Then, softly: “I know. But I will make sure you do, until you want to.”
That did it—you broke, shoulders shaking as you pressed your face into your hands. You cried until your chest hurt, the sound raw in the gutted gas station. And Ghost didn’t move, didn’t try to hush you or fix it. He just sat there, watching with those strange, too-kind eyes, and let you spill everything.
When you finally sagged, hollow and empty, Ghost reached down and nudged a dented can toward you. It rattled softly, the label long gone. “Found this earlier,” he said gently. “Not much, but… food.”
You laughed through the last of your tears, shaky and bitter. “You always know when to bribe me.”
Ghost bared his sharp teeth in a smile—oddly puppyish despite the fangs. “It is a gift.”
And then, softer, leaning in like he was telling you a secret: “You are not alone. Not while I am here. Even if he has not come yet… I am here.”
The fire hissed again, smoke curling upward.
You stared at him, your heart a bruised, aching thing, and—for the first time since the hunger of winter itself—you let yourself believe him.
Notes:
THANK YOU FOR SURVIVING THIS CHAPTER WITH ME 🫡 Dolores is out here serving PTA mom possessed by the holy spirit of cannibalism and Ghost is just casually committing atrocities in the snow like it’s cardio.
also yes, yes, I shot the kid. no, I don’t regret it. (ok maybe I do but the NARRATIVE demanded blood. sorry to that boy 💀).
anyway THANK U for reading, drop me ur emotional damage in the comments, I’m thriving off it like a little parasite. see u next time for more trauma bonding in the apocalypse <3
Chapter 17: I Don’t Let Go
Summary:
The snow closes in. The hatch won’t open. The Wraiths are patient. You are not.
And when the mountain finally chooses its monster, you realize the worst thing isn’t dying out here—
it’s surviving.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The mountains are a graveyard of bones.
White, endless, indifferent. Every step you take sinks into powder that bites like knives against your calves. The wind shrieks low through the pines, shaking loose snow that dusts your hair, buries your tracks.
Food’s almost gone. Two days’ worth, maybe three if you ration like a zealot. Ghost carries the heavier pack without complaint, though his breath is visible, ragged.
The altitude has a way of pressing down on you, flattening thought into something simple: keep moving, keep breathing. And yet—your head is anything but simple.
It’s König’s face that keeps flashing in the corners of your vision. That hooked nose, sharp jaw, the mouth that touched yours with a hunger that terrified and thrilled. The eyes that would’ve drowned the world for you.
You shake your head, forcing your boots forward, trying to exorcise him from the frost-laced silence.
Ghost’s voice cuts through the cold. Low, muffled under the balaclava, deliberate in the way a knife is deliberate.
“So. Do you remember?”
The words hang in the air, thin as smoke.
You glance back. He trudges behind you, taller shadow against the flat expanse, eyes pale slits above his scarf. Watching you. Always watching.
“…Remember what?”
His gaze doesn’t waver. “Obsidian Point.” A pause, his breath misting. “Where it began.”
The name hits like ice water down your spine.
You shift your pack higher, shrug like it means nothing. “Not really. Pieces. I know what Albrecht showed me. What König told me.”
“Mm.” A thoughtful grunt. “They never put us in the same wing. Not you. You were locked away somewhere else.”
He trudges closer, voice flat but not without weight. “I was eighteen when they dragged me in. Still army-issue, green. They told us we were chosen. Special. But it was culling, really. König and me… we were the only ones who lasted.”
His breath rasps slow under the balaclava. “Obsidian Point wasn’t a facility to me. It was a tomb. Cold lights. Needles. Screaming. The sound of men dying slow. They said we’d forget. That they’d cut the fear out of us. I think… they just drowned it.”
You keep your eyes ahead, snow crunching under your boots. Your throat feels tight.
“They said,” you rasp, “I was exposed before anyone else. Patient zero.”
He doesn’t react. Keeps walking, boots dragging heavy through ice-crust.
“That I didn’t die. That the virus built itself around me. Made me… a foundation. You. The Wraiths. All of it—anchored in me.”
Finally, his eyes shift. The smallest flick. “That tracks.”
Your chest seizes. You press on anyway. “And König—he wasn’t mine by accident. He was designed that way. Pulled into my orbit.”
Ghost’s head tilts, just slightly. Like a hound catching scent.
“Then so was I.”
The words are plain, factual. But they lodge deep.
You can’t answer. Your jaw aches from clenching.
Ghost breathes, long and even. “You think it was love with him. Maybe it is. But the truth is simpler. They wired us into you. Hard-coded it. König just… took stronger to the leash.”
The snow swallows your silence.
You think of König—his shaking hands when he smells your blood, his eyes gone rabid with hunger, the way he’d tear the world apart to keep you. You think of Ghost’s face beneath the mask—scarred, quiet, human. Not starved. Not desperate.
The doubt crawls in like frostbite, mean and slow: maybe König’s obsession isn’t devotion at all. Maybe it’s programming.
And if that’s true—what are you?
You don’t say a word. Just walk, the silence stretching long between you, sharp as the cold.
The land changes. Trees thin, replaced by jagged rock slick with ice. Snow falls harder, wind whistling through black canyons. Every step feels like walking into the mouth of something vast and sleeping.
And then—movement.
Not Ghost. Not you.
Shadows at the treeline, pale against the pale. At first you think they’re deer. Wrong shape. Wrong gait.
They move like smoke held in skin. Thin, stretched figures draped in snow, eyes glimmering faintly as they shift between the branches. Their mouths hang open—not in breath, but in silence. No sound. Not even the crunch of snow.
Your blood runs ice.
Ghost halts beside you. His hand finds the haft of his axe, slow, deliberate. His eyes stay fixed forward.
You whisper, throat tight, "Wraiths.”
The forest doesn’t stir. The creatures only stand, watching. A congregation of the pale.
The silence is unbearable.
Ghost leans toward you, voice low enough to vanish under the wind.
“Don’t run.”
You nod, though your legs scream to move.
The Wraiths shift again, in unison. Not closer—but not gone. Like they’re waiting.
And in that moment, you understand:
This mountain belongs to them.
You keep walking. There’s no other choice.
Every muscle in your body protests, begging you to break into a sprint, to leave this place and the pale congregation watching from the trees. But sprinting would mean chaos. Noise. Falling. Drawing them down in one inevitable rush. Ghost’s warning echoes in your skull: Don’t run.
So you walk.
The snow is deep enough now that every step swallows you nearly to the shin. It takes strength just to pull your boots out, plant them down again, repeat. Breath saws in your throat, raw from the thin air and the knife-edge cold. You feel sweat cooling on your back, freezing in the fabric.
Ghost follows close, the steady crunch of his boots almost louder than the wind. He’s watching the treeline the way a soldier watches a scope—measured, precise, calculating distance you can’t even begin to gauge. He doesn’t rush you, doesn’t snap when you slow. But his presence is pressure, a constant weight that drives you forward.
“They’re not chasing us,” you whisper finally, afraid to hear your own voice.
“No,” he says. His tone is clipped, matter-of-fact, though his shoulders are tight beneath the snow clinging to his jacket. “They don’t need to.”
The words settle like lead in your gut.
⸻
Hours grind by. The light shifts from thin grey to bruised purple as the day wanes. Clouds hang heavy above, swollen with more snow. You keep moving, because stopping feels impossible. The Wraiths are always there—at the edge of vision, pale smudges against darker trees, their outlines flickering with each gust of wind.
Once, you think they’ve vanished. That maybe you imagined them. But when you look back again, they’re standing in the same crooked stillness, mouths open like half-formed words. You shiver so hard it rattles your teeth.
Your pack feels heavier with every step, straps cutting into your shoulders, the ration bag inside rattling like a cruel reminder of scarcity.
The terrain shifts underfoot. Trees thin, giving way to jagged ridges of black stone clawing out from the snow. The ground tilts steeper, forcing you into a half-climb. The wind picks up, screaming through the gullies until your ears ache, until every gust feels like it might shove you off balance and send you tumbling down into the valleys yawning below.
“Watch your footing,” Ghost warns. His voice barely rises above the wind, but it carries. He plants each boot with care, his broad frame cutting a path through the drift for you to follow.
Your thighs burn, calves screaming, but you match him step for step. Because falling behind is worse.
⸻
Dusk.
The light fades to blue and then darker still, a creeping gloom that makes every shadow stretch long and strange. You pull your scarf higher, numb lips pressed together to keep from chattering.
The Wraiths are closer now. You can feel it. When you risk a glance back, you don’t just see silhouettes in the distance—you see faces. Skin too pale, stretched too thin, eyes glinting faintly like wet glass. They stand perfectly still as you climb, heads tilting in unnatural synchrony, following your movement like flowers toward the sun.
Ghost sees them too. He doesn’t say a word, but his axe is in his hand now, not strapped to his pack.
Your voice comes out cracked. “They’re waiting for us to—”
“Break,” Ghost finishes.
You don’t answer. Because he’s right.
The climb turns brutal.
The slope rises until you’re on all fours, hands burning through your gloves as you grab at frozen stone, pull yourself upward. Your breath rasps, chest heaving so hard you think it might tear. Ghost climbs above you, his bulk moving with grim steadiness, always offering a hand down when you slip. His grip is unyielding, hauling you up like you weigh nothing.
The wind cuts harder here, slicing across the rock face, dragging snow that blinds your eyes. You duck your head, fingers stiff and clumsy. Your body screams for rest, but there’s no flat ground to stop on. Only up, always up.
And still, the Wraiths follow.
When you risk a look down, you see them swarming along the slope below. They don’t climb like you do—slow, stumbling, careful. They flow. Pale limbs twist at angles that shouldn’t hold weight, bodies folding to fit the stone. They move like spiders, like smoke held in skin, rising without effort. Always beneath you. Always waiting.
You choke on air, nearly slip. Ghost’s hand clamps your arm, jerks you steady. His voice is harsh in your ear. “Don’t look at them. Look at me.”
You do. Because looking at him feels safer than looking at what’s coming.
By the time you crest the ridge, the sky has gone nearly black. The moon breaks through clouds in fragments, pale and sharp, enough to paint the snow with a thin glow.
You collapse onto your knees, gasping, body shuddering with exhaustion. The pack digs into your shoulders like stone. Every muscle quivers. You want to lie down, just for a moment, just to stop.
Ghost yanks you upright. Not gently. His grip is firm, unyielding. “No stopping.”
“I—” The protest is half-breathed. Your throat is raw.
“You stop, you don’t get up again,” he says. “And they’ll take you. On your feet.”
Something in his voice brooks no argument. You stagger upright, leaning into his push.
The ridge stretches ahead, a narrow path along the cliff face. On one side: sheer drop, endless black. On the other: jagged stone, icicles hanging like teeth. The path is no wider than your shoulders.
The wind screams through it. You clutch at the rock, pressing yourself against the cliff as you shuffle along, boots slipping on patches of ice. Ghost moves behind you, his bulk blocking some of the gale, but it still threatens to tear you sideways into the void.
Halfway across, you hear it.
Not the wind. Not your breath.
A whisper.
At first you think it’s in your head. The scrape of snow against stone. But then it rises, barely audible, drifting across the cliffside. A sound like voices carried on the wind.
You freeze, throat closing.
Ghost doesn’t stop. “Keep moving.”
You swallow hard. “Do you—hear that?”
“Yes.”
“What is it?”
His eyes flick past you, toward the drop. “Don’t listen.”
But you can’t help it. The whisper curls in the air, almost human, almost words. Not quite. Too broken, too layered. Dozens of throats speaking at once, a susurrus that prickles your skin.
You clamp your hands over your ears, but the sound is still there, crawling under your skull.
Come down.
You stumble, nearly pitch over the edge. Ghost’s hand clamps the back of your pack, yanking you flush against the rock. His voice is harsh, cutting through the whisper. “Eyes forward. Move.”
You move. Because the alternative is worse.
The path widens again, opening onto another slope. Snow sweeps across it in sheets, the wind carrying knives of ice. You stagger through, each step a fight.
Your body feels hollowed out. Starvation gnaws sharp and mean at your stomach. Your vision swims. The cold has seeped so deep you can’t feel your fingers. You don’t even know if your toes are still there.
Ghost trudges beside you, axe still in hand. His breath rasps steady, though you can see the heaviness in his gait, the stiffness in his shoulders. Even he isn’t immune.
Finally, at the edge of the slope, something catches your eye.
Not snow. Not rock.
Metal.
Half-buried in frost, nearly invisible in the cliffside. Too smooth. Too straight.
You blink hard, thinking it’s a trick of exhaustion. But no—the moonlight glints faintly on steel.
Your breath hitches. “There—”
Ghost stops. His eyes follow your gaze. For a moment, silence stretches, the wind shrieking past. Then he exhales.
“Found it.”
The word feels like fire in your chest.
Not safety. Not yet. But hope.
And when you glance back down the slope, the Wraiths are there.
Dozens. Standing at the treeline, still as statues. Watching.
Waiting.
The mountain belongs to them.
But maybe—not for long.
You stumble toward the cliffside, snow collapsing under your knees, dragging yourself like a half-drowned animal to that sliver of metal. Your pulse hammers so loud it drowns the wind.
“Help me—” Your voice scrapes out raw.
Ghost is already there, tearing his gloves off, clawing at the snow and ice that’s half-buried the steel. His hands are red, raw, but he doesn’t stop. He rips at it like he can peel open salvation with brute force alone.
The shape comes clear: a hatch. Rectangular. Bolted. Frozen in place.
“Christ…” His voice breaks on it, just once, a rasp of disbelief. He slams the butt of his axe against the seam. Metal shrieks. The hatch doesn’t budge.
You drop beside him, nails splitting as you dig. The steel burns with cold. You’re panting so hard it feels like your ribs might crack.
Behind you, the silence shifts.
You don’t have to turn to know. They’re moving.
The Wraiths break from the treeline in unison, dozens of them. The snow barely slows them; they float through it, black bodies stark against the pale. Their eyes burn dimly, like embers sinking deeper into night.
Panic detonates inside you.
“Ghost—!”
“Keep digging!” His snarl is guttural, primal, but his hands don’t stop moving. He’s tearing at the hinges with the axe head, shoulder heaving as he throws his weight into it. The metal groans but doesn’t yield.
The Wraiths surge closer. No sound but the crunch of snow, the low keening hum that rattles your teeth.
Your breath comes too fast, choking. Your vision swims from the lack of food, the cold. You slam your fists into the hatch, desperate, sobbing with rage. Nothing. It’s sealed, unmovable.
Ghost rears back and smashes the axe down again. Sparks spit against the dark. His whole body shudders with the impact. Still nothing.
“Open, you bastard!” His roar tears through the wind.
The Wraiths are almost at the base of the slope now. A wall of them. Too many to count.
You scramble upright, dizzy, half-blind. “It’s not—it’s not opening!”
“Don’t stop!” Ghost’s voice is raw, frantic in a way you've never heard before. He swings again, again. The haft cracks in his hands. The axe head bites deep into the hinge and sticks. He wrenches it free, but his arms are shaking. His strength—so inhuman before—looks spent now, eaten down to the bone.
And you realize—he’s as weak as you.
The thought guts you.
The Wraiths climb the slope. Their shapes blot out the snow, a tide of shadows.
Tears freeze on your lashes as you choke out, “We’re not—we’re not getting in.”
Ghost whirls on you. His eyes, wide and stark above the mask, are wild. “Shut up. Don’t you fucking say it.”
Your chest convulses with panic. “Ghost—we’re going to die.”
The words rip out before you can stop them. Hot, bitter, final.
The Wraiths are almost here. You can hear the hiss of their breath, the claws dragging over stone.
Something inside you breaks.
You stagger forward, grab his arm with numb fingers. “Listen to me—please—” Your voice cracks, wild, hysterical. “If they—if they take me—don’t let them—don’t—”
He jerks his head violently. “No.”
“I mean it!” The words tear through your throat.
His eyes burn. His hands clamp around your shoulders, shaking you hard enough that your teeth click. “Stop. Stop talking like that. You hear me? I don’t let go. I don’t.”
A sob rips out of you, helpless. “Ghost—”
Behind him, the first Wraith crests the slope. Its mouth unhinges wider than its skull should allow.
But three more climb past it. Then five. Then ten.
Ghost slashes, roars, kicks one back down the slope, but his movements are slowing. Too many. Too many.
You scramble to your knees, clawing at the hatch, screaming at it, beating it with your fists until your knuckles split. Blood smears the steel. “Open! OPEN!”
The tide crashes into him.
Ghost vanishes beneath them. His bellow rips the night apart. You see his arm swing once, twice, cutting through black flesh, but more pile on, dragging him down.
“Ghost!”
You hurl yourself at them, bare-handed, punching, clawing, screaming until your throat tears. Claws clamp on your arm—searing pain explodes white through your body. You shriek, wrenching free, blood soaking your sleeve.
One of them lunges for your throat.
You throw your arms up—
—and Ghost erupts from the pile.
His mask is half-shorn away, his eyes fever-bright, teeth bared in a snarl. He rips a Wraith apart with his hands, black gore splattering his chest. He moves like an animal, no rhythm, just violence, tearing, biting, crushing. He drags the one on you back and smashes its skull into the ice until it bursts.
“STAY BEHIND ME!” he bellows, voice shredded raw.
You stagger back, clutching your bleeding arm, vision tunneling.
But it’s useless. There are too many. For every one he tears down, three more surge up the slope. They’re swarming now, a tide of black bodies, endless, unstoppable.
The tide swallows the slope, a wall of them, black mouths screaming wide. They crash against Ghost, against you, claws catching in your clothes, dragging you forward. You scream, thrash, teeth sinking into a hand that tastes of ash and rot. The world dissolves into black eyes and gnashing teeth—
And then—
The night splits open.
A sound detonates through the mountain. Not human. A roar that shakes snow from the cliffside, rattles your bones loose in your chest.
The Wraiths freeze. Every single one. Their claws halt inches from your face. Their heads snap upward, in eerie, perfect unison.
Silence.
And then it tears through them.
A shape, enormous, monstrous, bursts from the treeline below. The night itself seems to rip around it. A blur of pale mask and vast, brutal limbs. It moves like an avalanche given hunger, carving a path through the Wraiths as if they’re paper. Bodies split, black blood sprays, screams cut short.
You can’t process it. Your mind blanks, stuttering between terror and impossible relief.
Ghost drags himself upright beside you, chest heaving, blood soaking his arms. His eyes are wide, unblinking, locked on the figure tearing through the swarm.
“Christ almighty…” His voice is hoarse, reverent, almost broken.
The Wraiths scatter—but not far. They circle, shrieking, dozens upon dozens, but none dare cross that path of carnage.
The creature climbs, closer, closer, tearing a gap wide through the tide. Each step shakes the slope.
You can’t move. You’re pressed against the hatch, clutching your bleeding arm, body frozen in shock. Ghost braces in front of you, trembling, as though ready to fight both Wraiths and this thing alike.
The monstrous figure slaughters its way to you.
And when it stops, the silence is deafening.
It stands amid the ruin, black blood dripping from its hands, breath fogging the air in thick clouds. Towering. Masked. Watching you.
The slope is red with ruin.
You can’t look away from him. Not from the broad shoulders rising and falling with each jagged breath, not from the blackened gore dripping off his fingers. Not from the mask you know too well, black and steel-grey in the moonlight.
König.
The name detonates inside you.
Your throat locks, your vision reels, and for a second you think you’ll faint from the shock of it—except there’s no space for collapse, not now. The Wraiths are still there. Dozens of them. Circling the slope like wolves, their eyes catching the faint light, their forms shifting in the mist and snow. But none of them move closer. None dare.
Because he stands between you and them.
Ghost breathes raggedly at your side, trembling with the tautness of someone who can’t decide if he should strike or run. His axe is raised, his body a wall in front of you, but you feel it—the shock rolling off him in waves, curdled fast into fury. His whole frame radiates hatred.
“Bloody fuckin’—” he rasps, breaking off, shaking his head. “Of course. Of course it’s you.”
König doesn’t answer. He doesn’t move.
He just looks at you.
Through the mask, through the blood, through the storm, he looks at you. Eyes locking yours in the dark. The air roars in your lungs as if you’ve been sprinting for hours. His gaze pins you, anchors you. You don’t need words—you know what it means. The way his chest heaves, the way his fists clench, the way the monsters hold back like the mountain itself has declared a border.
He's found you.
Your arm throbs where the gash bleeds hot under the cold. You press your palm harder to it, shuddering.
Ghost spits into the snow. “Why the fuck did you show up now?"
Still König is silent. He only tilts his head, the faintest shift, like the words barely register.
A groan rattles through the trees. One of the Wraiths lunges too close, testing. König moves in a blur—his massive hand snapping out, catching its skull like a ball, slamming it into stone. Bone splinters. It drops without sound.
The rest recoil.
You can barely breathe. The hatch is cold and unyielding at your back, steel biting through your clothes. You glance down, see your own hand trembling where it clutches your wound, and for a second, panic threatens to split you open.
The hatch.
Your voice comes out cracked. “Ghost—the door—”
“I bloody know!” He doesn’t take his eyes off König. He presses closer to the hatch, shoulders ramming against the seam, axe haft scraping the metal. “Locked. Won’t give. It’s rusted shut or iced through—”
You press back against the hatch, cold burning through your spine. The world is noise—wind, snarls, steel hitting flesh.
Wraiths come in a wave, dozens pouring forward, shrieks splintering the night. Their eyes are fire in the dark. They throw themselves at Ghost, at König, at you. The world collapses into claw and teeth and gore.
You scream, swinging your knife, catching one across the throat. Black ichor sprays, burning your hands, your face. Ghost is roaring, a hoarse, guttural sound, hacking through limbs, blood splattering his mask. He’s staggering under them, crushed by numbers.
And König—
He’s a storm.
He tears through them like nothing human. His fists crack skulls, his boots cave chests, his knife is a flash of silver carving through the dark. They swarm him, climb him, claw at him, but he doesn’t falter. He doesn’t even seem to feel it. His mask drips, his hood is torn, his hands are red and black and raw—but he fights, and fights, and fights.
For you.
You feel it.
Every time he moves, every time his eyes flick to you before cutting another down, you feel it. He’s bleeding, breaking, yet the tether between you holds.
The hatch.
Ghost is almost down. He’s on one knee, axe haft caught in a Wraith’s jaws, three more clawing at his back. He heaves, snarling like a beast. “Get it open! Get it—!”
“I can’t!” Your voice shatters. “It won’t—”
You think you’ll die.
The thought crashes through you with horrifying clarity. This is it. This is where you end. Frozen and torn and forgotten. The hatch won’t open. Ghost is breaking. König is drowning in them.
“I don’t—don’t want to die like this.” Your breath hitches, a sob ripping free.
And then the world tears open.
König roars.
It’s not human. Not a sound meant for the living. It’s a beast’s cry, shaking the slope, ripping the night apart. He surges, bursting through the horde like a leviathan breaking water.
“Move!” Ghost bellows, dragging himself up, axe cleaving into another.
You stumble aside as König wedges steel into the frozen gap, muscles straining, blood streaking his arms. Ghost slams his shoulder into it, both of them heaving. The hatch groans, metal screeching.
Another wave of Wraiths crashes. They pile onto König, clawing, dragging. He bellows, shoves back, his bulk crushing them into snow. His eyes find yours through the mask—frenzied, desperate, endless.
You choke.
“König—”
The word is a whisper. A plea. A recognition.
And he hears it. You know he does. His gaze burns, locked to yours, as if it alone holds him upright. As if that single syllable is the only thing tethering him to this fight.
The hatch gives.
A scream of metal, a crack, and then it bursts open with a rush of stale air. Ghost snarls in triumph, seizes your arm, hauls you bodily through. You tumble inside, pain sparking white-hot in your wound.
König follows like a collapsing wall, shoving through the hatch as claws slash at his back. He slams the door shut behind him, the thunder of Wraiths crashing against it instantly.
Silence drops like a hammer.
You curl against the wall, shivering, clutching your arm. Ghost leans against the steel, blood dripping from his mask, his body shaking with rage and exhaustion.
And König—
He kneels in front of you, shoulders heaving, his mask dripping with black gore. His eyes never leave yours.
Not a word passes. But you feel it—every unspoken thing pressing like a weight between you, suffocating in the stale air.
The silence is worse than the fight.
Notes:
ok uhm. i debated releasing this bc i’ve been staring at it for way too long and second-guessing every single sentence BUT something’s better than nothing right?? so here you go before i actually lose my mind and delete the whole thing.
alsooo i did some quick messy sketches for ghost and könig that i dropped down below if you didn't see them—don’t judge me too hard lol. might clean them up later if i stop glaring at them like they personally wronged me.
anyway thanks for sticking around ily all <3
Chapter 18: A Curse, A Destiny
Summary:
You survived the swarm, but there’s no safety in the bunker. Old wounds reopen, names of the dead return, and the silence between breaths holds more violence than the Wraiths outside.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The silence after the hatch slams shut is brutal.
It drops like a guillotine, cutting the night clean away. No wind, no shrieking, no claws scrabbling over stone — only the hollow ring of the steel door as it shudders in its frame. Wraiths crash against the other side, a frenzy of bodies, their cries muffled to a dull, seething thunder. Metal groans but holds.
Your ears are ringing. Blood pulses hot in your wounded arm, slicking your fingers, your palm trembling as you press hard against the gash. Your back is against concrete, cold biting through your clothes. The taste of iron is thick in your mouth — yours, theirs, you don’t know anymore.
Ghost is a shadow braced against the hatch, breath ragged inside his mask, shoulders heaving as if he could hold the weight of the world there. Blood streaks down his arms, painting his fatigues dark. He doesn’t look at you. Doesn’t look at König either. Just glares at the steel, muttering a steady rhythm of curses under his breath.
And König—
He kneels in front of you.
Not gently. Not with care. He drops to his knees like a soldier slamming into earth, shoulders shaking with each ragged breath. His mask drips gore, black and red both, and his eyes burn out from the shadows. You can feel the heat of him even with the stale chill of the bunker air. He doesn’t reach for you, but his hands flex open and shut, stained to the elbows, trembling with the effort of not touching.
You can’t move. You can barely breathe.
The bunker yawns behind him — vast, cavernous, its emptiness more unsettling than the swarm outside. Rows of steel beams stretch into shadow, the ceilings high enough to swallow echoes. Faded murals of eagles and flags peel from the walls. Once, this place was a stronghold. Doomsday-prepared. A vault for the end of the world. Now it feels like a tomb.
The silence stretches too long. Every second a taut thread ready to snap.
Then König does.
“Do you know what I did to find you?”
His voice rips through the stillness. Low, raw, broken open. It’s not a question — it’s an accusation sharpened by grief. His words echo against the steel bones of the bunker, bouncing back louder, harsher.
You flinch. His eyes bore into you, demanding, pleading, furious.
“I tore the mountains apart,” he growls, fists clenching against his knees. “I bled—I starved—I hunted every shadow, every scream, every corpse. Weeks. Do you even know what that was for me?”
You open your mouth, but nothing comes. Your throat is raw. Your pulse thunders against your wound.
Ghost shifts against the hatch. His voice slices the air, hoarse and venomous.
“That’s why I took her.”
König’s head snaps up, mask tilting toward him.
Ghost pushes himself upright, shoving off the steel with a grunt. His chest heaves, his axe still dripping. He takes a step closer, voice rising, bitter as bile.
“Because this. Because of you. Look at yourself.” He gestures with the axe, a snarl in his tone. “You can’t even look at her without reeling. Without shaking like a dog straining on a leash.”
König surges to his feet. The air seems to shrink around him. He towers, fists trembling at his sides.
“Careful,” he growls, voice a warning rumble that makes the concrete vibrate.
Ghost doesn’t back down. His mask tilts up, scarred jaw flexing beneath. “Careful? That’s bloody rich coming from you. How many men did you put in the ground before this? How many with your bare fucking hands? Don’t think I forgot.”
The words land like blows. You see König stiffen, shoulders jerking with the impact of memory. His eyes flare, but he doesn’t speak.
Ghost takes another step, the axe haft dragging against the concrete floor with a harsh scrape.
“You think she doesn’t know? You think she hasn’t seen? You tore through me once, too. Scarred me so I’d never forget what you are. And I don’t. Not for a second.”
Your stomach knots. The air feels heavy, charged, your own breath catching on the edges of panic.
König finally snarls, voice breaking. “I never meant—”
“You never meant?” Ghost cuts him off, bitter laughter cracking through the tension. “You never bloody meant anything, did you? Except to sate yourself. Except to feed.”
“Stop it,” you rasp. Your voice is paper-thin, but neither of them hear.
König’s hands twitch at his sides. His whole frame trembles. His eyes burn into Ghost’s mask. His chest heaves like a man drowning, like it takes everything in him not to leap forward.
“You stole her,” he spits, voice trembling with more than rage. “You took her from me. You hid her. You knew what that did to me.”
Ghost’s voice lowers, dangerous, cruel. “I knew what you’d do to her.”
The space between them shrinks to nothing. Two predators circling, the stench of blood thick in the air. You can feel it building, the inevitable clash, the violence ready to tear loose.
Your hands shake harder. The gash in your arm burns, wet and sticky under your palm. Your vision blurs at the edges.
“Stop—” you try again, louder, forcing your voice through the haze.
Neither man looks at you.
König steps forward. Ghost’s axe lifts in answer. The space thrums with the threat of it — bloodshed in the bunker, after everything outside.
You shove yourself upright. Pain flares white-hot in your arm, but you don’t care. You stumble forward, wedge yourself between them before either can move. Your palms hit König’s chest, hot and slick with drying blood. You tilt your head up, catching his wild gaze.
“Enough.”
The word is small, ragged, but it slices through.
For a heartbeat, the three of you stand frozen. The pounding outside fades, drowned beneath the ragged breath of the two men, the racing hammer of your own heart.
You look at König — see the storm trembling under his skin, his jaw tight, his fists curled so hard his knuckles crack. His eyes are fire, but they flicker when they lock on you.
You turn your head toward Ghost. His mask is unreadable, but you can feel his fury radiating in waves. He doesn’t lower the axe, but he doesn’t swing either.
You draw a breath, shaky, burning.
“We don’t have time for this.”
Neither speaks.
Your hands tremble against König’s chest, but you don’t pull away. You force your voice steady.
“I’m bleeding out. Ghost is half-dead. We need to look around. Supplies. Bandages. Anything. Unless you want me on the floor before you’ve finished screaming at each other.”
The silence stretches. Then König exhales, a jagged sound, and turns his head away. His fists loosen, just slightly.
Ghost lowers the axe a fraction, though his shoulders stay rigid.
You let your hands fall, swaying on your feet. The air is still thick with fury, but for now — just for now — it holds.
The bunker looms ahead. Dark, cavernous, waiting.
And you step into it, because if you don’t, they’ll tear each other apart.
⸻
The air tastes stale the deeper you go.
The pounding at the hatch fades until it’s a muffled drone, then silence again, swallowed by the bunker’s belly. The corridors are vast, echoing, ribcaged with rusted steel beams. Rows of fluorescent lights line the ceiling — dead, some shattered, glass crunching under boots. The smell is rot and dust and chemical residue, thick enough to burn your nose.
You lean against the wall, arm clutched tight, each step a battle against the burn in your wound. König stays close behind, a looming shadow you can feel at your back, and Ghost ranges ahead, axe dragging in one hand, muttering about supplies.
Eventually, he finds a room that still looks half intact — old infirmary signage above the door, stripped clean but not ruined. Cabinets overturned, beds scattered, shelves bare. Ghost kicks debris aside and shoves a metal box out from under a cot. It rattles.
“Here.” He hauls it open — bandages, alcohol, thread, tools. Dusty but usable.
You sink onto the cot, heart pounding as the adrenaline fades, the pain cutting through sharper. Ghost crouches in front of you, tearing strips of cloth, disinfectant sloshing in a bottle. His gloves are gone, his hands raw with cuts. He doesn’t look at you as he speaks.
“He can’t even be in a room with you without shaking,” Ghost says. His voice is flat, roughened by exhaustion, but there’s a core of iron there. “Do you see it? The way he looks at you? That’s not hunger he’s fighting off — it’s frenzy.”
“Don’t.” König’s voice rumbles from the doorway. He doesn’t step inside. Just stands there, hulking in shadow, mask dripping.
Ghost ignores him. He presses the cloth to your wound. You hiss at the sting, teeth gritted.
“This is why I took you,” Ghost mutters. “Because he can’t control himself. Because it was only a matter of time.”
Your throat locks. You look between them, but neither looks at you. They’re aimed square at each other, words fired like rounds.
König shifts forward, hands curling into fists at his sides. His voice is low, shaking with anger. “You think you ever understood me? You don’t. You never did.”
Ghost barks a laugh, bitter as broken glass. “Understood? You want me to remind you of what you did?”
You freeze. The pressure of Ghost’s hands steadies on your arm, but his voice sharpens.
“You told her about this, yeah?” He gestures vaguely at his mask, his scarred jaw beneath. “How you split me open, left me to bleed out in the dirt?”
König’s jaw tightens. His silence says enough.
“But you didn’t tell her the rest.” Ghost’s tone cuts like a blade. He doesn’t even look at you, only keeps his eyes locked on König. “Didn’t tell her how I forgave you after. After you ruined me. I stayed. We stayed. Fought side by side. Because I thought—hell, I don’t know what I thought. That there was still some man in you.”
König’s eyes flicker, some shadow of pain beneath the fury.
“And then,” Ghost snarls, “you stalked the first woman I ever loved for days. Days. And when you finally couldn’t hold it back anymore, you tore her apart in bloodlust.”
Your breath punches out of you. You stare at Ghost, horror settling cold in your chest.
He doesn’t look at you. His hands are steady, wrapping the bandage tight around your arm. “I found what was left of her. Couldn’t even bury her proper.” His voice breaks, just for a second. Then it hardens. “That was you. That’s who you are. That’s what I’ve been protecting her from.”
The words crash into the room, heavy, final.
You turn your head, eyes darting to König. He’s trembling. His fists are clenched so tight his knuckles split, blood dripping fresh through the cracks. His breath rattles through the mask, ragged, too fast.
Finally, he speaks. His voice is thick, low, shaking. “I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to hurt her. I—I fought it.”
Ghost rises, slow, deliberate, towering over him. “And you lost. Like you always do.”
König’s head jerks, a furious tremor running through him. “That hunger—it’s not just hunger. You think it’s so simple?” His hand slams the doorframe, metal groaning under his palm. “You never understood why I’m stronger. Why I survive when others don’t. It’s because of this. Because I’m tethered. Imprinted. Bound. My blood, my body, it was made for this—for her. You think it’s choice? You think I can just turn it off?”
Your heart twists. The way he says it — not hunger, not frenzy, but something deeper. A bond that claws through his bones.
Ghost sneers. “You call that destiny? I call it madness. You dress it up, pretend it’s fate, but it’s nothing more than bloodlust.”
König’s shoulders quake. His voice breaks open, raw. “You don’t understand because you never felt it. You never woke up every day knowing if she wasn’t there, you’d lose your mind. That the world would end without her. That you would tear yourself apart just to breathe the air she breathes.”
Silence crashes down again.
You’re shaking. The bandage around your arm is tight, the pain still searing, but it’s nothing compared to the weight of their words. You never knew this — the woman, the forgiveness, the betrayal. The way they once stood together even after scars, only to fall apart again.
Two men who fought side by side. Who ruined each other. Who are now destroying each other in front of you.
Ghost steps back, eyes like black pits behind the mask. “You’re not destiny, König. You’re a curse.”
König surges forward, chest heaving, eyes blazing — but you lurch off the cot, stumbling between them again.
“Stop,” you rasp, throat raw. Your hands press against König’s chest, feel the tremor there, the storm ready to break. You turn to Ghost, desperate. “Enough. Please. Just—enough.”
They both freeze. The air is thick with violence, with history, with things you don’t want to believe but can’t unhear.
Ghost finally exhales, a ragged sound. He shoves past König, boots heavy on the concrete. “I need air.” His voice is hoarse, cracked. “I need distance before I put a blade through him.”
He stalks down the corridor, vanishing into shadow. His footsteps echo, then fade.
Silence again.
You stand there, trembling, your hand still against König’s chest. His breath rumbles beneath your palm, too fast, too harsh. His fists loosen, just barely.
The bunker feels endless around you, cavernous and empty. The monsters outside are nothing compared to the ones inside with you.
⸻
The silence after Ghost’s footsteps vanish is a living thing. Thick, suspended, pressing down on you both. The steel walls hum faintly with the memory of violence, with the echoes of raised voices. For a long moment, König doesn’t move. He looms in the middle of the corridor like a storm trapped inside a body—shoulders heaving, gloved fists trembling at his sides. His mask hides his face, but not the ragged churn of his breathing.
You push yourself upright despite the pull in your ribs, the sting of half-stitched flesh. The adrenaline is gone now, leaving you shaky and sore, but your hands still remember urgency. Ghost’s words keep circling in your head, poisonous and heavy, but right now… right now König is the one bleeding onto the floor.
“Sit,” you whisper. Your voice comes out hoarse, but it’s enough to make his head snap toward you.
He looks at you like he can’t decide whether to obey or shatter the walls with his fists. For a heartbeat you think he’ll refuse. Then, wordless, he lowers himself, all that massive weight folding down until he’s crouched before you, knees bent awkwardly, like he doesn’t know how to take up less space.
Up close, you see it—beneath the gore, the splattered blood that isn’t his, his side is torn open. A ragged slice across muscle. His hoodie is soaked through. You touch it and he flinches, not in pain but in restraint, as though your fingers are fire.
“You’re hurt.”
“I’m fine.” The words are gravel, defensive.
“You’re not.”
His silence concedes the point. You tear strips from what fabric you can salvage, your hands clumsy but steady as you press them to his wound. He hisses, the sound low and feral through his mask. His body shudders under your care, trembling not from blood loss but from something harder to name.
“König—” you start, but he interrupts, his voice breaking like glass:
“I thought I’d lost you.”
The rawness in him halts you mid-motion. He stares at the ground, hands clawed against his thighs as if digging in might hold him together. His chest rises and falls in violent jolts.
“I can’t—” his voice cracks, a jagged sound dragged out of him. “I can’t lose you.”
It’s jarring, the whiplash of it. This man who had just been vibrating with fury, on the verge of tearing Ghost apart, now unraveling at your feet. A monster trembling like a boy who’s afraid of the dark.
Something in you stirs that shouldn’t—tenderness, unwanted, dangerous. You press the cloth harder against his wound, grounding him with the sting. “You didn’t lose me,” you murmur, though you’re not sure if it’s true.
He lifts his head just enough for you to see his eyes through the slits of his mask. Wide, wet, wild. His gaze locks on you with such intensity it makes your throat go dry.
“You don’t understand,” he rasps. “Every second I was without you, it was like—like drowning. Like starving. You think Ghost tells the truth, but he doesn’t know. He never knew. You are the only thing that holds me—” His words choke off, strangled by their own weight.
Your hands work automatically, binding his side, cleaning him as best you can with what little you have. The closeness is unbearable—his heat, the reek of blood, the tremors running through him. You tell yourself you’re only doing what needs to be done. That Ghost’s warnings are still fresh, ringing sharp in your mind. That this is a man who once tore someone apart because he couldn’t control himself.
And yet… why does it feel like the most natural thing in the world, sitting here in silence with him, stitching him back together?
“Ghost said—” you begin, hesitant.
“I don’t care what he said.” His head jerks, his voice sharpened again, but beneath the anger is something brittle. “Do you?”
You swallow hard. “I don’t know.”
The admission hangs there between you like smoke. His shoulders slump, massive frame folding inward as though the words themselves hit harder than any bullet.
You reach for fresh cloth, your knuckles brushing his ribs, his stomach. He flinches again, this time with a shudder so violent you almost pull away. His breath quickens behind the mask.
“Stop,” you whisper, not unkindly. “Breathe.”
He obeys, raggedly, chest heaving under your hands.
Minutes stretch, each one thick with everything unspoken. You focus on the motions—wiping blood, tying knots, smoothing bandages. Tactile, simple things. The kind of grounding that doesn’t need words.
And in that silence, you feel it: the longing, creeping in through the cracks like water.
You shouldn’t want to touch him more than necessary, but your hands linger, steadying his arm when you don’t need to, brushing dirt from his jaw when the mask already hides it. He shouldn’t be trembling like this, not with his size, his strength—but he is. And that makes him feel human in a way nothing else has.
Finally, he speaks again, voice softer, almost broken:
“Do you hate me?”
You pause, thread of bandage between your fingers. His question is so naked it stuns you.
He doesn’t look at you—he looks past you, as if the answer might destroy him.
“Do you hate me for what I am?”
You draw in a slow breath. You think of Elena. Of Ghost’s fury. Of the hunger in König’s eyes when he looks at you. You think of the way his hands shake when you touch him, the way his voice cracks when he admits fear.
“I don’t know,” you say again, but this time it feels less like a wound and more like a truth.
For a moment, neither of you moves.
Then you exhale, forcing levity into your tone before the air can strangle you both. “We both look like hell. We should… clean up. Before infection sets in.”
It’s almost mundane, and that mundanity is its own mercy.
König finally lifts his gaze to you. His eyes search yours, frantic, as though the suggestion itself might vanish if he looks away. “Showers?” His voice is rough, suspiciously like hope.
“Yeah,” you nod, and shift, wincing as pain sparks through your ribs. “I saw them. On the way in.”
He tilts his head, curiosity and hunger mixing strangely in his stare. “Where were you?”
Your throat tightens, memory slicing open like an old wound. “Utah. There was a town there. They… survived, but not the way you’d think. They ate the ones who didn’t. Cannibals.”
The word hangs like rot. You can’t look at him when you say it.
For a long moment, he says nothing. Then, softly, almost reverently: “You’re skinnier.”
You glance up sharply, but his eyes are steady, burning through the mask.
“Skinnier,” he repeats, “but you smell just as good as before.”
Something in your chest lurches. You don’t know if it’s fear or longing or both, tangled so tightly they’re indistinguishable.
And in the cold, humming silence of the bunker, with the taste of blood still in your mouth, you realize you’re not sure which answer terrifies you more.
Notes:
hi besties 🫡 sorry for the late update… i literally wrote this instead of sleeping. i had to take a break because all my writing was starting to blur together and when i reread it everything just looked like slop to me 😭 BUT all your lovely comments pulled me back and honestly kept me going. so thank you for that <3
i’m actually happy with how this chapter turned out (shocking, i know) and i’m going to try to stick to a semi-regular schedule from here on out (unless the dreaded ao3 author curse takes me out again).
thanks for being patient with me & for still being here — it means more than i can say. see you in the next chapter 🖤
Chapter 19: Don’t Offer What You Don’t Understand
Summary:
König needs more than time. You give it.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
You wake with the heavy grogginess of someone who has slept too long. The mattress beneath you is hard, the army-issue kind that feels like it belongs to another century, but compared to the earth and blood and cold you’ve known lately, it might as well be a feather bed.
The bunker hums faintly with the sound of old pipes pushing warm water. Someone’s left the showers running down the corridor, and the air carries a faint tang of rust and soap that’s almost homely. You sit up, dragging a blanket with you, and the smell of laundry—sharp detergent, fabric dried too fast—clings to your skin. The fatigue of the last two days melts in fragments. Clean clothes hang neatly folded at the foot of your cot: olive drab fatigues, a stack of worn civilian shirts, even a few pairs of socks that don’t crunch with sweat and dirt.
Someone—König or Ghost—has been busy while you slept.
The room itself is military efficiency carved into concrete. Bunks line the wall, half stripped bare, others made up with mismatched bedding scavenged from crates. Across from you, shelves sag with supplies: weapons mostly, neat as a parade—rifles oiled and waiting, knives still sharp, boxes of grenades sitting heavy and inert. It looks less like storage and more like a museum exhibit of a war that ended before it started.
The real charm, though, is the clutter: magazines curled at the edges, pulp novels with lurid covers stacked high, manuals for outdated machines. Whoever stocked this place once thought men would be waiting years down here, keeping busy with paperbacks and drills while the world above burned itself out.
It should feel safe. It almost does.
But you can hear footsteps.
Boots echo back and forth in the narrow hall, relentless, measured. Pacing. The sound scrapes your nerves before you even push to your feet. When you step into the main chamber—a long concrete room with a table bolted to the floor and overhead lights flickering like tired eyelids—you see them.
Ghost sits at the table, his mask tilted down, pen scratching as he tallies numbers onto a page torn from some soldier’s logbook. König is moving, back and forth like a caged thing, the sniper hood shadowing his face. His strides are long, restless, shoulders rolling with each turn. Neither of them looks at you when you enter.
“Morning,” you offer, voice rough.
“Two days gone,” Ghost mutters without lifting his head. His voice is flat, worn. “Call that morning if you like.”
You blink. “Two?”
“Mm.” He taps the page with the end of his pen. “You were out cold. Missed the excitement of counting beans. Three weeks at best.”
The phrase lands like a stone in your gut. “That’s it?”
“That’s it.” His gloved finger moves down the page. “Canned beans, crackers, powdered milk, a few packs of God knows what—meant for humans, not us. Water’s good, showers work, but food?” He sits back in his chair, shoulders rigid. “Not a feast.”
Across the room, König turns on his heel, boots scuffing. He hasn’t stopped moving.
You glance at him, forcing a smile you don’t feel. “You’ll wear a hole in the floor at this rate.”
He doesn’t answer. Doesn’t even slow.
“Don’t bother,” Ghost says, dry. “He hasn’t spoken since yesterday. Not to me, anyway.”
“Why?”
“Because.” Ghost leans back, folding his arms. “He’s hungry.”
Your chest tightens. You look from one to the other. Ghost’s posture is stiff but there’s a heaviness about him too. He looks thinner already, as if the mask hides more than just his face. König’s pacing is more than nerves—it’s desperation wearing a path into the concrete.
You know the truth, though you don’t want to say it aloud. They can’t eat what’s stacked on those shelves. Beans, crackers, dried meat—all of it may as well be poison. Wraith blood in them means no comfort from human food. No warmth from soup or bread. They need blood, flesh, the pulse of something living.
And there’s nothing out there.
Late winter has starved the forests silent. No deer, no stray dogs, no desperate animals to hunt. The cold has swallowed them up, and with it, the only sustenance König and Ghost can take.
You don’t need blood. You could stay in this bunker forever, in theory, reading pulp novels until the ink faded, showering in rust water, folding laundry that once belonged to soldiers long dead. You could wait.
They can’t.
Ghost watches you notice, watches the way your eyes catch on König’s staggering stride, the tremor in his hands when he passes close to the light.
“Don’t waste your pity,” Ghost says, voice even but sharp. “Doesn’t help him.”
“It’s not pity,” you shoot back. “It’s concern.”
“Call it what you like.” He flips the page, pen scratching again. “Point is, we’re snowed in. Out there’s a graveyard. In here’s just time. Neither of those fills a stomach.”
König stops abruptly, gloved hands clenching at his sides. For a second, you think he might speak, but his head just turns toward you. The dark eyeholes of his hood fix on your face like he’s listening—not to your words, but to something beneath your skin.
Your pulse.
The silence is so loud you swear he can hear the blood moving in you.
“Safe,” Ghost mutters, almost to himself. He taps his pen against the page again. “That’s what this place is supposed to be. A shelter. But we’re not safe. Not really.”
You swallow. The bunker, with its warmth and showers and clean clothes, feels suddenly like a trap. Cozy, yes. But only temporarily. You can see it in the way Ghost grips the table to steady himself, in the way König’s breath hitches every time he passes near you.
It isn’t safety. It’s waiting. And waiting will end in hunger.
König doesn’t look away. He stares at you like you’re the only sound in the room, the only heartbeat left in the world.
And you understand—you’re safe for now. But not for long.
The concrete sweats. That’s the first thing you notice once the silence between the three of you stretches too long to bear. Dampness beads along the seams of the bunker walls, trickles down in faint mineral veins where water has been dripping for decades. It smells faintly metallic, iron-rich, like the bunker itself has veins running just beneath the surface.
You shift your weight, glance back toward the shelves. The cans are lined up in soldierly rows, labels buckling but still readable. A feast for you. A mausoleum for them.
The air feels thinner than before, as if the oxygen is being eaten up faster by their hunger. You draw the blanket tighter around your shoulders, the fabric rasping against your skin.
“Options,” you say again, more firmly this time. “There have to be options.”
“Mm.” Ghost drums his fingers against the tabletop, each tap a slow metronome. “There’s only one. Someone leaves.”
König stops mid-step, head jerking toward him. “Not possible.”
“Not preferable,” Ghost corrects. “Not possible is something else entirely. You think I don’t know the risk? I’m not eager to get gutted in the snow either. But this—” he gestures at the concrete, the shelves, the humming pipes “—isn’t gonna cut it.”
You step closer, planting your hands on the back of the chair across from Ghost. The cold of the metal seeps into your palms. “You’ll die if you go out there now. Both of you. You said it yourself—the Wraiths will smell weakness. You’re already starving.”
Ghost lifts a shoulder. “Then we don’t go together.”
The implication lands like a stone: one of them alone.
König lets out a sound, low and guttural. He moves fast—too fast for comfort—crossing the space between him and Ghost in three long strides. His hand slams down on the table, rattling the pen, the logbook, the tin mug beside it. “You think you could make it alone?” he snarls. “You are just as weak as I am.”
“Difference is,” Ghost says calmly, “I know it.”
König leans down over him, hood shadowing half the table. His breathing is loud, ragged. You expect Ghost to flinch, but he doesn’t move. Doesn’t so much as twitch. He stares back with that black-eyed mask, the kind of stare that doesn’t need a face behind it to cut.
The overhead light flickers. The pipes rattle. For a moment it feels like the bunker itself is holding its breath.
“Stop it.” Your voice cracks across the space like a whip. Both men still. “Stop circling each other like dogs. You’ll get nowhere.”
König straightens slowly, but his chest is still heaving. His hands flex at his sides, tremors running through the gloves.
Ghost doesn’t look away from him. “One of us has to try. If we sit here waiting, it’s worse. You know what happens when it gets bad enough.”
Your stomach knots. You do know. Hunger has its own language, and both of them are fluent.
König mutters something in German—too fast for you to catch, voice thick with frustration. He shoves off the table, turns his back, shoulders rigid as he stalks toward the far wall.
You sink down into the chair opposite Ghost. The surface is cold through the thin fabric of your clothes. The table between you feels like a line in the sand.
“Explain it to me,” you say finally. “All of it. No evasion, no half-truths. If one of you goes up there, what happens?”
Ghost is quiet for a long moment. You hear König pacing again at the far end of the room, heavy boots scraping.
“Best case?” Ghost says at last. “They don’t smell us right away. I find something living. A deer, a hare, even a half-frozen rat—anything. Bring it back down. Buy us time.”
“And worst case?”
“You’ve seen it.” His voice doesn’t change, but the weight in it is enough. “They feel us in the ground. They swarm. They drag me out before I’ve gone ten steps. Maybe I fight. Maybe I don’t. Either way, I don’t make it back.”
The words echo in the chamber, too big for the space.
You press your palms harder against the metal table, grounding yourself. “Then we don’t let anyone leave.”
Ghost’s head tilts. “That’s not a choice. That’s just delaying.”
“Delaying is surviving. For now.”
König’s voice comes low and strained from the far side of the room. “For how long?”
You turn to look at him. He’s leaning against the wall now, one shoulder pressed into the concrete, hood tilted toward the floor. His hands hang limp at his sides, but you can see the tremor in his fingers even from here.
“As long as it takes,” you say.
He shakes his head. “No. You do not understand. Already—” He presses a hand against his chest, clawing at the fabric there. “Already it is… louder. The blood. The hunger. If I wait…” His voice falters. He swallows hard. “If I wait, I will lose myself.”
Ghost watches him silently, arms crossed over his chest.
The bunker hums on: pipes groaning, a shower still running somewhere in the corridor, the low thrum of a generator beneath the floor. It all sounds so alive compared to the silence settling over the three of you.
You look from one to the other. “So what—you think starving faster is the better choice?”
“Not faster,” Ghost says. “Smarter.”
“Sacrifice,” König mutters. His voice is sharp, bitter.
Ghost doesn’t deny it.
The conversation fractures then—questions bleeding out faster than either of them can answer. Who would go? Who would stay? What happens if no one returns? Could they even open the hatch without drawing attention? Each question feels like a knife scraping against stone, sparking but never cutting through.
König circles the room again, his stride uneven now, like exhaustion has begun to drag him down. Ghost keeps his seat but you notice the way he braces one hand on the table, as if to steady himself. Both of them are unraveling.
You push back from the table, stand, and cross to the shelves again. Your hands skim the cans, the paper-wrapped crackers. So much food. So much useless food. You pull a can free, hold it up. “All of this,” you say bitterly. “A fortune in another world. And for you it’s ash.”
Neither of them answers.
Ghost’s voice cuts through it, low and even. “You could live down here alone.”
You whip around. “Don’t say that.”
“It’s true.”
“I don’t care. I’m not staying down here while you both—”
“Starve?” Ghost’s voice sharpens. “Lose control? Tear each other apart?”
König’s pacing stutters. He turns his head slowly toward Ghost, hood shadowing his expression. The air between them feels like it could ignite.
“Enough.” You hold up a hand. “We’re not talking about me being safe while you aren’t. That’s not the deal.”
“Then what is the deal?” Ghost leans forward on his elbows. “Because unless you’re proposing something better, we’re right back where we started. Someone leaves, or we rot in here until instinct makes the choice for us.”
König makes another guttural sound, fists clenching. He mutters something again in German, but this time the tone is unmistakable: despair wrapped in fury.
You cross the room slowly, deliberately, until you’re standing between them again—the table behind you, König pacing in front, Ghost seated and rigid. The bunker feels smaller than it did before, the walls pressing in, the ceiling low enough to touch.
“There has to be another way,” you say. “We’re not animals. We’re not just… hunger in a cage.”
Neither of them speaks, but both of them look at you. And in the silence, with the pipes rattling and the lights flickering and your own heartbeat loud in your ears, you feel it: the truth closing in.
If nothing changes, the bunker won’t hold.
Not the food. Not the walls. Not you.
⸻
The bunker’s library is nothing like the word promises. It isn’t hushed and golden, filled with orderly shelves and sunlight spilling over spines. It’s a damp, narrow alcove with warped metal shelving sagging under the weight of paperback thrillers, technical manuals, romance novels bloated from water damage. The air smells like rust, paper rot, and the faint acrid bite of mold.
Still—you come here to think.
You sit cross-legged on the cold concrete, back propped against the lowest shelf. The book in your lap isn’t really being read; your eyes skim the same sentence three, four times before the words blur. The sound of the bunker pulses louder than the story: the groan of pipes, the faint hum of the generator, and the steady thud of your own heart echoing in your ears.
Your thoughts circle endlessly. Ghost’s cold logic. König’s pacing silence. Their hunger breathing down your neck. Three people locked in steel walls, and only one of them has food.
The sound comes softly at first—boots against concrete, heavy and deliberate. The library’s entrance darkens with shadow.
König.
He stands in the doorway like a shape too large for the space, hunched slightly under the low ceiling, the black cloth of his hood catching the flicker of the light overhead. For a moment he just watches you, head tilted as if studying something fragile.
Your breath stumbles in your throat. You force it steady. “Couldn’t sleep?”
A pause. His voice comes rough, dragged down by accent and fatigue. “Sleep does not help.”
You shut the book in your lap, lay it aside. “Helps more than pacing holes in the floor.”
He steps inside. The shelves shiver as his frame brushes past, the air shifting around him. He doesn’t sit—he lingers, restless, eyes catching on the books, then sliding back to you.
Finally, he says it. “I will go.”
The words scrape the air raw.
You blink. “What?”
“I will leave. Find food.” His hands flex at his sides, restless. “It is the only way.”
“No.” The word bursts sharp from your chest. You scramble up to your knees, the concrete biting cold through your pants. “You can’t.”
He tilts his hood, as though confused by your refusal.
“You’re too weak,” you press, heat flooding your face. “You said it yourself—they’ll smell it. You’ll step out there and they’ll rip you apart.”
“I am stronger than you think.”
“You’re not invincible.” You rise to your feet, spine pressing against the shelf as though it can hold you upright. “König, you can barely stand still. You’re shaking. Don’t lie—you’re starving. They’ll tear through you before you make it ten steps.”
His shoulders stiffen. For a long moment, he says nothing. The silence vibrates with his restrained breathing, the flex of leather gloves.
Then, almost too low to catch: “Better me than him.”
Your chest squeezes. “You mean Ghost.”
He doesn’t answer, which is answer enough.
“Don’t do that,” you whisper. “Don’t make yourself the sacrifice just because he—”
“Because he is right.” His voice rises, snapping like bone. He takes a step closer, the air between you charged. “I am the monster. I am not safe. If I go, it is no loss.”
Your hands clench at your sides. “You don’t get to decide that.”
The words hang between you. The room feels tighter, the bookshelves closing in, the air too thin.
You swallow hard, your voice trembling as you force the truth out. “There’s another way.”
His hood tilts. “What way?”
Your heartbeat stutters, painfully loud. You lick your lips, throat dry. “You feed, get some strength."
The word echoes, soft but heavy as stone dropped in water.
König goes utterly still. His breath halts, then surges rough and uneven, chest rising like he’s been struck.
When he speaks, the sound is guttural, torn. “No.”
“You need it,” you push.
“No.” His voice cracks louder, desperate. He takes a half-step back, hands braced against the edge of a shelf as though to keep himself anchored. “I have fed before from you. Too long ago. I am—” He breaks off, a ragged sound tearing from his throat. “I am not safe.”
“You’re safer than walking out there half-dead.”
He shakes his head, sharp, frantic. His breathing grows louder, almost a growl. “You don’t understand. It has been too long. I will—” His hand jerks in the air as if reaching, then recoils to his chest. “I will hurt you.”
“I don’t care,” you say, breathless, the words spilling before you can stop them. “It’s the only way.”
His head jerks up sharply, hood shadowing the wild glint in his eyes. For a heartbeat, raw hunger flashes there—sharp, feral, electric. You see the exact moment the image hits him: your pulse under his teeth. His whole body twitches, like an animal scenting blood.
Then, shame floods him. He reels back, fists clenched so tight the leather creaks. “Don’t—” His voice is strangled. “Don’t offer what you don’t understand.”
“I do understand.” You take a step toward him, the floor cold under your bare feet. “You’re dying in here. Both of you. And when you go out there weak, you’ll die faster. Unless—unless you take what’s right in front of you.”
He sucks in a breath, ragged, broken. His shoulders quake, every inch of him at war.
For a long, terrible moment, the only sound in the room is your pulse hammering, and the rough drag of his breath.
Then you whisper it again, steadier this time. “Feed from me, König. It’s the only way.”
The air in the library hangs thick between you, swollen with words you can’t take back. The moldy books, the damp concrete, even the hum of the pipes overhead fade until it’s just the sound of him breathing—ragged, uneven, like a man drowning.
König grips the edge of a shelf as though it’s the only thing keeping him upright. His hood hides most of his face, but you can see the tremor in his jaw, the quick, shallow twitch of his throat when he swallows.
His head jerks, a sharp denial, but his hands betray him—curling and uncurling, restless claws searching for something to tear.
You take another step closer, the cold floor biting into your soles. “Feed from me. Just—” Your breath hitches. “Just do it somewhere Ghost won’t see.”
The words lance through him. His entire body jerks like you struck him, and for a moment, silence devours everything. Then he mutters something low, sharp German curling in the air—Scheiße… mein Gott… His voice trembles with want, with rage at himself.
When he looks up, you catch a glint of his eyes through the shadow of the hood. Wild, bright, and wrong with hunger.
“Fuck,” he growls, slipping into English like it tastes strange on his tongue. His chest rises and falls too fast. “You smell so good.”
Heat floods your skin, pulse stuttering. You don’t move away.
He takes one stumbling step forward, stops. His hands lift, fists shaking as though he wants to grab you and force himself not to. Another step. He’s close now, his shadow drowning you out, the air vibrating with his restrained breathing.
He bends lower, the hood grazing your cheek as he exhales against your throat. His voice is a broken whisper. “It is not like food for me. Not only. It is—” He shudders, searching for the words. “It binds. Your blood—it ties me to you. It is… too much.”
“Too much?” Your voice barely escapes.
“Like fire. Like…” His breath hitches, mutters slipping fast in German, desperate, almost prayer-like: Scheiße… es ist wie dich besitzen… He swallows hard, forces the English. “Like claiming you. Do you understand?”
The words land low in your stomach, electric, dangerous. Your throat tightens, but you don’t step back. “Then do it,” you whisper.
He curses again, soft, guttural. “You will regret it.”
“Try me.”
The silence between you sharpens. His hands lift, trembling as they brush over your shoulders—gentle, too gentle for the monster inside him. He presses his forehead to the crook of your neck, breath dragging in deep, ragged pulls.
“Verdammt… I’m sorry,” he mutters, voice muffled against your skin. He shifts, lips brushing your collarbone, hesitant, reverent. He kisses there once—soft, almost human—and then again, lower, slower, tongue just grazing before his teeth hover.
Your knees weaken. Heat shoots down your spine.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers again. And then his teeth sink in.
The pain flares sharp, white-hot, but it’s drowned instantly by something else—an overwhelming rush of heat, of vertigo, as though every nerve in your body has been struck at once. You gasp, clutching at his shoulders.
König whimpers low in his chest, a guttural sound torn from deep inside. His grip on you tightens, hauling you against him as if he needs your body to anchor him.
Your blood moves into him, and you feel it—an impossible tether pulling tight, a current running through both of you. Your heart stumbles, skips, finds its rhythm in his mouth.
He mutters against your skin between pulls, words half German, half incoherent. So gut… mein Engel… ich kann nicht… His hands tremble, sliding over your waist, your back, clutching like you’ll vanish.
You’re dizzy, breathless, but not afraid. Not of him.
When he finally tears his mouth away, it’s with a growl of restraint, chest heaving. His lips are wet, crimson, his mask pushed back just enough to reveal the blood-slicked lines of his mouth. He stares at you like you’re the only thing alive in the universe.
His voice shakes. “Do you see now? Why I cannot—why it is too much?”
Your own voice is hoarse, weak but steady. “It’s not too much. It’s exactly what you need.”
His eyes burn, wild and pained, and he shakes his head like he wants to deny it—but his hands won’t let you go.
You glance up from the book you’d been pretending to read. The silence hangs heavy.
“What?” Your voice comes out sharper than you mean.
He doesn’t answer. His head tilts, slow, predatory. His eyes catch the light, gleaming. You know that look—it isn’t anger. It’s worse. Hunger, carved raw.
“König…” You mean it as a warning. It sounds like a plea.
He moves before you can think. One step, then another, until he’s crowding into your space, until your back grazes a shelf. You can smell him—leather, sweat, iron. His hand lifts, hesitates, then cups the side of your face.
Your breath stutters.
“Please,” you whisper.
His thumb strokes the line of your jaw, almost reverent, almost trembling. His voice is low, raw: “You smell like blood.”
Something in your chest flares with panic and heat at once. “Then get closer.”
He does.
The mask brushes your temple, then slips, just enough that you feel the scrape of stubble beneath. He exhales against your cheek, shaky, restrained, as though holding himself back costs him everything.
You should shove him off. You should run. Instead your hand lifts, grips his wrist, and you feel the twitch of his pulse hammering under your thumb.
“Scheiße…” The word shudders from him, desperate. And then he kisses you.
Not careful, not soft. His mouth crashes against yours with a force that steals the air from your lungs. His hand tangles in your hair, pulling, angling, his tongue pressing past your lips before you’ve even decided to let him in.
You gasp into him, and he takes it, swallowing the sound like he’s starving for it.
Your back slams the shelf. Books rattle, one tumbling free to thud against your shoulder, but you barely notice. His other hand grips your waist, fingers digging through fabric, dragging you flush against the hard lines of his body.
The kiss is messy, too wet, too frantic. His teeth catch your lip, pulling, and you taste iron again—yours, his, you can’t tell anymore. He groans into it, like he’s in pain, like kissing you is both torment and relief.
You clutch his hood, pull him closer, not because you should, but because you can’t stop. The world narrows to the press of his mouth, the heat of him, the scrape of his mask still half-on.
He drags his lips from yours only to smash them back again, again, like he’s terrified you’ll disappear if he lets go for longer than a breath. His tongue slides against yours, rough, hungry, coaxing moans from you that echo in the narrow aisle.
Your laugh catches on a breath, dizzy, and it only spurs him. He kisses harder, hands everywhere—your ribs, your hips, the small of your back—possessive, greedy, like he wants to map every inch.
Another shelf shudders. More books rain down, spines cracking against the floor. One bounces off König’s shoulder, but he doesn’t care. He presses you into the chaos, body caging yours, lips feverish at your throat now, sucking over the place where your pulse hammers.
“König—” You mean to scold, but it melts into a gasp when his teeth graze your skin.
His groan vibrates against your neck. “So süß…” His accent drags the word like honey, broken by his breath. “So sweet.”
You feel the scrape of his teeth again, the press of his tongue, the wet heat of his mouth sucking bruises against your throat. You arch into him helplessly, your hand sliding under his hood to grip his hair.
Another book crashes down. Then another. Neither of you stops.
Until the voice slices through.
“What the fuck is wrong with you two?”
You freeze. König goes still against your neck.
Ghost stands in the doorway, broad shoulders blocking the candlelight behind him. His mask tilts, unreadable, though the sharpness of his stance says enough. His voice is venom.
“You let him feed.”
The words cut through the haze like ice water.
König pulls back, mask yanked down hastily over his bloody mouth. His chest heaves. His eyes flicker once to yours, unreadable, before he steps back. The shelves groan in relief where his weight had pressed.
Ghost strides in, each step deliberate, controlled, dangerous. His mask turns from the books littering the ground to the fresh mark on your throat, then to König’s shadowed face. “You couldn’t hold out? Couldn’t control yourself for one more fucking day?”
König bristles, towering, fists tight at his sides. “I stopped.”
“You shouldn’t have started.” Ghost’s voice is a whip crack. “Weak. Starving. She offers, you pounce. That’s not control. That’s instinct.”
“Better me than you,” König snaps, the words sharp as shattered glass.
The air seems to drop a degree. Ghost tilts his head, slow, deliberate, his mask an expressionless skull. “You think I’d take from her?” His tone drops to a deadly murmur. “Don’t mistake patience for hunger.”
König steps forward, looming. His voice roughens to a growl. “You sit. You watch. You wait. Do not judge me for taking what I need to survive.”
“I judge you because you can’t stop yourself,” Ghost fires back, mask tilted up toward him. “You talk like a man, but you act like the thing we keep chained in here.”
“Scheiße!” König’s voice cracks, raw with fury. “You think me monster—fine. But I would never hurt her!”
The declaration ricochets against the concrete.
For a heartbeat, silence. Your heart thunders in your throat.
Then König rips his gaze from Ghost, mutters something harsh in German—ich muss gehen, weg von hier—and turns. His boots pound against the floor.
“König—” You lunge, but he doesn’t look back.
“I’ll leave tonight,” he repeats, voice final. “Better the Wraiths outside than the hunger in here.”
The door slams behind him, rattling the shelves and sending one last book tumbling to the ground.
You stand amidst the wreckage, lips swollen, throat marked, Ghost’s mask fixed on you in a silence heavier than stone.
⸻
The hatch clangs shut behind him, and the sound echoes through the bunker like a verdict.
You stand there with your hand still half-lifted, as if maybe if you’d reached faster, harder, you could have stopped him. But König is gone. His boots no longer scrape against the concrete, his presence no longer fills the air like a storm about to break.
“Good luck,” you’d whispered, and he’d only turned at the threshold, eyes shining behind the mask, voice low: “I feel stronger now.”
The words don’t comfort you. They haunt you.
You drift back into the library because it feels safer surrounded by paper and dust than staring at the empty doorway. Ghost follows. He doesn’t say anything at first. He just watches as you sink into a chair, your book sliding closed in your lap unread. The candle sputters between you.
Finally, his voice cuts the silence.
“So you’re a thing, then?”
Your head jerks up. “What?”
He’s leaning against the shelf, arms crossed, the mask canted in a way that feels mocking even if you can’t see his face. “You and him. All the noise in here earlier, books dropping like bloody confetti, his mask half-off…” His hand makes a vague gesture at your throat. “And that.”
Heat crawls up your neck where his eyes linger on the mark König left.
“It’s not—” you start, then falter. “I don’t know what it is.”
Ghost chuckles, low and sharp. “That’s one way to put it. Didn’t look like ‘I don’t know’ from where I was standing.”
You grit your teeth. “You don’t understand.”
“Oh, I understand plenty.” He pushes off the shelf, pacing a slow line like he’s circling the thought. “He’s starving. You offer, he takes. Survival dressed up as intimacy. Don’t confuse the two.”
Your hands curl into fists on your lap. “That’s not what it was.”
“Wasn’t it?” His tone is dry, almost amused. “He had his mouth on you like he’d die without it. That’s hunger, love. Nothing romantic about it.”
But you shake your head, stubborn. “You didn’t hear him. You didn’t feel—” You cut yourself off, throat tightening. “He stopped.”
That makes Ghost pause. The candlelight catches on the black glass of his mask. “He stopped?”
“Yes.” You meet his stare, even though you can’t see his eyes. “He could’ve taken more. He wanted to. But he didn’t.”
A long silence stretches. Then Ghost huffs a laugh, bitter but not unkind. “Well, that’s new. Usually the monster doesn’t leave crumbs.”
“He’s not a monster.” The words snap sharper than you intended.
Ghost tilts his head. “Funny. He said the same about himself not ten minutes ago. Shouted it, in fact. Like he thought saying it loud enough might make it true.”
Your chest tightens. “You don’t see him the way I do.”
“And you don’t see him the way I do.” Ghost’s voice softens, losing some of the bite. “I’ve watched him on the edge. Teeth bared, eyes gone black. You’ve seen glimpses, sure, but I’ve seen the rest. The part where instinct wins. Where the man goes quiet and the Wraith in him does the talking.”
You want to argue, but the memory of König’s eyes—wild, feral, even as he kissed you—rises unbidden. You swallow hard.
Ghost leans closer, voice low, almost conspiratorial. “So tell me. What do you think you are to him? A partner? A cure? Or just… dinner with better conversation?”
The question stings, but you answer anyway, raw. “I think I’m the only thing keeping him human.”
The silence after is heavy. Ghost studies you for a long moment, and when he speaks, his tone is different—quieter, edged with something like respect.
“Bold claim.”
“It’s true.” You grip the book in your lap, fingers pressing into the cover. “When he looks at me, it’s not… it’s not just hunger. It’s something else. Something more.”
Ghost lets out a low whistle. “Christ. You’re serious.”
You glare. “Why are you so against it?”
“Because,” he says simply, “attachments get people killed. And in case you haven’t noticed, he’s already half-dead and you’re already neck-deep in it.”
You exhale shakily, pressing your palms to your face. “I know it’s reckless. I know it’s dangerous. But it doesn’t matter. I—” Your voice breaks. “I can’t just stop.”
For once, Ghost doesn’t interrupt. He leans against the shelf again, arms folded, the pose deceptively casual.
Finally, he sighs. “You’ve got guts. I’ll give you that. But don’t expect me to play matchmaker.”
A weak laugh escapes you despite yourself. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Ghost tilts his head, studying you. “So you’re really in it. With him.”
“I don’t know what to call it,” you admit, voice soft. “But yes.”
He makes a low sound, halfway between amusement and exasperation. “Bloody hell. Out of everyone left alive, you pick him.”
You smile faintly. “He picked me first.”
That actually earns a laugh from him—short, dry, genuine. “Yeah. That sounds like him.”
The library falls quiet again, the candle sputtering lower. You try to read, but your eyes keep straying to the door, listening for boots that don’t return. Ghost notices.
“You’re worried.”
“Of course I’m worried.”
“He said he felt stronger.”
You glance at Ghost. “Do you believe that?”
He shrugs. “Don’t need to. Either he makes it back, or he doesn’t.”
The bluntness hits hard, but you don’t flinch. “He’ll come back.”
Ghost regards you for a long moment, then nods once. “Hope you’re right.”
⸻
Hours pass. The bunker groans with the shifting cold above. You pace the aisles, light more candles, pretend to read while Ghost scrawls notes at the table.
Then—footsteps. Heavy. Dragging. Familiar.
You bolt upright just as the door creaks open. König fills the frame, hood pulled low, his arms slick to the elbow in blood. Over his shoulders hang the limp bodies of two deer, necks twisted, eyes glazed. He drops them to the floor with a wet thud.
For a moment, the library is silent except for your ragged breath.
Ghost whistles low, shaking his head. “Well. Guess the bastard wasn’t lying.”
König lifts his gaze to you. His mask is stained, his chest heaving, but his eyes—his eyes burn bright.
“I told you,” he says hoarsely. “Stronger.”
Notes:
okay sooooo I accidentally wrote a longer chapter this time??? oops (not oops). you’re welcome/ I’m sorry/ I have no control over these two feral disasters. anyway yes enjoy the extra words before I spiral into edits again <3
Chapter 20: Alive, Waiting, Yours
Summary:
The bunker walls don’t just hold heat and silence. They hold tension, old names, and the sound of Wraiths whispering truths no one should know. Some memories are yours. Some are theirs. And some belong to the people who made you.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
You keep count of the days.
Not König. Not Ghost. Just you.
The others let time blur, but you’ve carved faint notches into the wall by your cot, the scratches like brittle ribs against concrete. When you first started, you thought the marks would make the days easier—something solid, tangible, proof that time hadn’t stopped down here. Now the wall just looks like a tally of wasted hours, a slow-bled record of waiting for something to finally break.
The three of you try to keep busy. “Try” being the generous word.
König has been whittling—chunks of scrap wood scavenged from the broken shelving. He sits on the floor cross-legged like a child, broad shoulders hunched, the blade in his hands absurdly delicate compared to his size. He doesn’t make anything recognizable. Just… shapes. Curves. Shards smoothed down into useless little talismans. He keeps them in a pile beside his cot.
Ghost has turned scavenged notebooks into decks of cards. The lines of old ledger paper cut into rectangles, backs marked with crude symbols so you can’t cheat. He deals them out with the exaggerated flick of a magician, as though it’s funny to him—two monsters and a girl trapped in a tomb, pretending at games.
“Full house,” he drawls one night, tossing down his cards. “You’re shit at this, mate.”
König glares. “You cheat.”
“I’m clever. Not my fault your poker face is nonexistent.”
“You cannot even see my face.”
“That’s the sad part. Don’t need to.” Ghost leans back, folding his arms behind his head. The firelight throws shadows against his mask, skull warped across the bunker wall. “You twitch your fingers when you’ve got something good.”
König’s jaw locks beneath his hood. “Do not.”
“Do.”
You watch them bicker, the heat of the fire pressing against your skin. It’s the same every night: König pouting like an enormous child, Ghost needling him for sport. At first, you found it strangely comforting, like static noise filling the silence. But now—it grates. The closeness, the waiting, the sense that you are suspended between two storms.
Still, you try to keep things steady. You smile faintly and nudge König’s pile of carved scraps with your boot. “Maybe if you gamble those, he’ll stop cheating.”
“I do not cheat,” König snaps instantly. Too sharp.
Ghost raises an eyebrow behind his mask. “Touchy.”
And just like that, the air changes.
König’s shoulders tense, his hands curling as if he can’t decide whether to clench a fist or hold himself still. You think it’ll pass—another flash of moodiness, another petty back-and-forth. But Ghost doesn’t let it.
“Christ,” he mutters, shaking his head. “You’re wound up over nothing. You always are. Always have been.”
The words drop heavy, with a weight that isn’t about cards anymore.
König lifts his head. “Always have been?”
“You heard me.”
You shift uneasily, sensing the edge of something sharper underneath. König’s voice drops low, tight. “What do you mean by that?”
Ghost studies him, mask unreadable, then tilts his head as if considering. “Elena.”
The name lands like a blade against stone.
For a heartbeat, there is nothing but silence. The crackle of the fire sounds suddenly too loud.
König goes still. Absolutely still. The wood scrap in his hand snaps in half with the force of his grip.
You open your mouth—god damnit—but Ghost is already leaning forward, words deliberate, precise, cruel in their clarity.
“You think I forgot? What you did? All the blood, all the screaming, all the—”
“Shut up.” König’s voice is ragged, broken glass dragged across stone. His hands tremble as he presses them against his knees, trying to ground himself.
Ghost doesn’t. He never does. “I still see her face, mate. And you—”
“I SAID SHUT UP!”
The roar rattles the walls. König surges to his feet so fast his chair topples, crashing against the floor. His hood shadows his face, but his eyes blaze—feral, glassy, unbearable.
“You think I don’t know?” His voice cracks. “You think I don’t—don’t feel it every day? How much I wish it would go away? How much I—” He chokes, swallowing something raw and bitter. “How I lost you. How I have no one left.”
The words tear out of him like meat from bone.
König, always restrained, always pacing himself like he’s afraid of breaking the floor beneath him—now he’s stripped bare, bleeding emotion in every syllable.
Ghost is on his feet too, braced as if expecting a strike. His voice is lower now, but no less sharp. “And whose fault is that?”
König lunges.
You don’t think—just move. Shoving yourself between them, palms pressed to both chests, fire at your back.
“König, stop!” you snap. “Ghost, enough!”
Their heat closes around you like a vice. König’s chest heaves against your hand, the muscles iron-hard beneath his shirt. Ghost doesn’t back down, but his weight shifts, tension coiled instead of released.
“Stop it,” you say again, breathless, furious. “This isn’t—this isn’t helping.”
König’s breathing is ragged, each inhale a tremor. His hands twitch at his sides like he doesn’t know what to do with them.
And Ghost—Ghost studies him with something unreadable in his dark eyes. For the first time, he doesn’t push. He doesn’t twist the knife. He just tilts his head, mask stark in the firelight.
Your palms stay pressed against them until the trembling stops—König’s chest heaving less like he’s about to burst apart, Ghost’s stance loosening into something almost bored, like he’s already tired of the fight. You step back, jaw set.
“Christ,” you mutter. “You’re both exhausting.”
Ghost’s head tilts toward you, unreadable as always, but König’s eyes flicker—wide, wounded, still wet with rage he doesn’t know how to pour out.
You round on Ghost first. “And you. Can you just—” your voice cuts, sharp and low, “—not cause issues for once? I get that you’re hurt. I get it. But this?” You jab a finger at him, your voice cracking with frustration. “This isn’t strength. It’s poison. You’re not cutting him down—you’re cutting all of us down with it.”
Something in the silence makes your throat burn. You swallow it back, pressing harder. “You want us to survive? Then stop making it harder than it already is.”
Ghost doesn’t flinch. He doesn’t apologize either. Just lets out a low scoff, rolling his eyes.
“Christ. Domestic squabbles in a bunker. Love this for us.”
He doesn’t speak after that, and that’s a victory in itself.
You don’t answer Ghost. Not when his words linger like smoke in your throat. Not when König storms off, boots pounding against the concrete. Not when your pulse is still hammering from standing between them.
You just follow.
The bunker’s corridors carry sound too well. You hear him ahead of you: the scrape of boots, the hard exhale when he rounds the corner.
The washroom is colder than the rest of the place, damp with old leaks, pipes rattling overhead. He’s in there, gear stacked in an almost tidy pile, hood folded with his mask on top. His shirt’s already off. His back, massive and scar-scored, gleams under the weak light. He’s pulling at his belt buckle, movements rough like he’s trying to rip the thing free.
You lean on the doorframe. “You always gotta make an exit like the world’s ending?”
His shoulders stiffen. He doesn’t turn. “I didn’t ask you to follow me.”
“You don’t ask for much.”
The belt comes loose. He tosses it onto the bench. His hands flex once, then hang by his sides. “Then why?”
“Because I’m not in the mood to peel Ghost off the wall if you put him through it.” You step inside, the sound of your boots carrying. “And because I’m sick of pretending this isn’t boiling over.”
He lets out a rough breath, still turned away. “I wouldn’t have killed him.”
“You wanted to.”
His head dips. He doesn’t deny it.
You circle, slow, until you can see his face. Hair plastered to his forehead, stubble shadowing his jaw, eyes raw but hard. His chest rises, scar tissue stretched across thick muscle. It’s impossible not to notice — the breadth of him, the history carved into his skin — but you force your gaze up.
“Ghost knows how to dig,” you say flatly. “Doesn’t mean you have to let him bury you with it.”
Finally, König looks at you, eyes sharp. “He doesn’t lie.”
“No. He just twists the knife. And you let him.”
His jaw works, teeth grinding. “Scheiße. You don’t understand.”
“Then explain it.”
He huffs, frustrated, scrubs a hand down his face. For a second, you think he won’t answer. Then: “I can’t stand being reminded. But I can’t forget. So I… react. It’s ugly. Weak.”
“Stupid,” you correct, blunt as a slap.
That startles him.
You step closer. “You think breaking things, yelling, makes you strong? It doesn’t. It makes you predictable. And it leaves me stuck in the middle again.”
His eyes flash. “I never wanted you caught in this.”
“Too late. You dragged me anyway.”
The silence hums between you. His breath’s rough, like he’s chewing on words that taste like ash.
Finally, he mutters, “You should stay away from me. From us. I don’t deserve—”
“Yeah, probably not,” you cut in, sharp. His head jerks. You meet his stare, steady. “But I’m here. And unless you want this bunker to implode, you’re going to figure out how to keep your shit together.”
Your words hit, heavy and plain. He doesn’t argue. Doesn’t give you excuses. Just stares, like he’s trying to decide whether you’re cruel or just right.
Then, slowly, his shoulders ease.
You exhale. Take a step back. “Glad we had this talk.”
He huffs something that almost resembles a laugh, but without humor. Runs a hand absently across his chest, over scars that look more like history than skin. His body catches the light harshly — wide shoulders, arms marked by old wounds, deep grooves where blades and bullets left their stories.
Your gaze lingers. Against your better judgment.
He notices.
His brow lifts. “My eyes are up here, maus.”
You snap your eyes up, heat rushing your face. Scowl. “Don’t flatter yourself.”
He hums, not convinced. “Mhm.”
“You’re insufferable,” you mutter.
He doesn’t smirk. Doesn’t preen. Just watches you, wary, like he’s not used to being looked at without disgust.
You shake your head, voice cutting through the weight. “Anyway. Don’t make me play referee again. I can’t fix whatever’s between you and Ghost. But you don’t get to make it worse.”
His voice comes low. “And if I can’t?”
“You can.”
He lets out a breath, heavy. “You think too much of me.”
“Not really. I just don’t have another option.”
That lands harder than you meant it to. His eyes flicker, then drop. His chest rises slow, controlled.
“Verdammt,” he mutters finally, softer. “You don’t make this easy.”
“Good,” you say. “Means I’m right.”
He lets out a sound — half a laugh, rough and low. The tension shifts, not gone, but loosened.
You stand there longer than you should. The room hums with dripping water, with the weight of him, with your own pulse. Your gaze slips again — shoulders, chest, every scar and ridge and hollow. He doesn’t call you on it. Just looks at you, steady, like he’s memorizing you in return.
It coils too tight. You break it before you think better. You step close, hand braced against his shoulder, and press your lips to his.
It’s brief. Soft. Nothing more than a peck. But it lands like a blow.
His body goes still, breath catching. When you pull back, his eyes are wide, stunned.
“You shouldn’t,” he says finally, voice rough, not scolding — just stating.
“Too late.”
Neither of you move. The silence hangs, thick as smoke.
The door creaks.
Ghost leans against the frame, casual as ever, one hand braced overhead. “Aye. Not again. Keep it in your pants.”
You whirl. “That’s not what—”
“Can it.” His hand lifts, cutting you off. Tone stripped of humor. His mask tilts toward you both, voice flat. “You’re gonna wanna hear this.”
König straightens. You don’t move.
“They’re outside,” Ghost says. “At the hatch.”
The words hit like a crack splitting the concrete.
The Wraiths.
And suddenly, the bunker feels like paper stretched too thin.
⸻
The bunker hatch sweats with condensation, rivulets dripping down rusted steel. You shouldn’t be able to hear anything through it, not with how thick the slab is, but you do.
The first scrape reaches you before you’re even close. Nails, claws—whatever they use—dragging slow arcs down the outside. A grating lullaby.
You stop mid-step. Ghost glances back at you, rifle steady. König looms just behind, the heat of him pressing against your spine like a second shadow.
The scrape halts.
Then—
“Origin.”
A whisper, stretched too long. More than one voice, imperfectly overlapped, some high, some guttural, like dozens of throats trying to mimic a single word.
Your stomach knots.
“Don’t answer it,” Ghost mutters, mask glinting in the dim.
Another whisper leaks through, brushing the air like cobwebs.
“You coughed so much. Little chest breaking. Bones bird-thin. We remember. We see it.”
You freeze. The words dig like hooks.
Your mouth moves before you think. “They’re lying.”
“They don’t lie,” König says quietly behind you. His German accent roughens the words. “They… echo.”
“That’s worse,” you snap.
The voices shift. Laughter—high, girlish, wrong. Then a man’s chuckle, low and broken. Then silence.
And then—
“Mother sang. Dad wrote his name on the line. White paper. Black ink. We watched. We still watch.”
Your throat dries.
Ghost exhales sharp through his mask. “Fuck.”
You force the words out, brittle. “No. They can’t— they’re just… stringing fragments together. Making it sound like—”
“Nein,” König cuts you off, low, strained. “They don’t make things. They repeat. Borrow. Share.” His hands flex at his sides. “Hive memory.”
The scrape starts again, nails dragging across steel.
“Your mother’s hair smelled like smoke. She kissed your fevered head. Said, don’t die, don’t die, don’t die. We remember her mouth.”
Your legs threaten to buckle. Because you remember it too. That same plea, muffled against your ear, blurred with heat and sickness.
You shake your head hard. “No. That doesn’t mean she’s alive. They’re just… recycling old memory.”
The voices hiss, overlapping, dozens speaking at once, then narrowing into one that sounds eerily human.
“She is alive.”
The air caves around you.
König shifts closer, like he could block the sound with sheer size. His voice is gravel. “Scheiße.”
The voices hum. Low, almost soothing.
“She walks still. He walks still. They made you, gave you. We hold them. We keep them. They ask about you.”
Your chest tightens until breathing hurts. “No.”
Ghost lowers his weapon slightly, mask tilting. “They’ve got a knack for stirring shit. Don’t give them the satisfaction.”
But the voices continue, dripping like rot through cracks.
“Father wore gloves. Always gloves. So afraid of touching. Mother sang anyway. Hummed against your hair. Do you remember? Do you?”
You slam your hand against the wall, rage cracking through fear. “Shut the fuck up!”
The hatch vibrates with answering laughter. Dozens of tones, overlapping, fractured.
König moves fast—gripping your wrist, pulling your palm from the steel. His touch is hot, grounding. “Don’t give them more.”
You want to fight him. You want to tear the hatch open and silence them yourself. But your body sags, trembling, caught between fury and sickness.
“They’re just repeating stuff they've heard,” you whisper. “They have to be.”
Ghost’s silence is worse than argument.
The Wraiths croon again, soft as lullabies.
“You are first. Seed and sickness. From you, the new world. They are proud. So proud.”
Your teeth grit. “Proud? They would never—”
“They would.” Ghost’s voice is blunt, flat. “If it meant saving you. Or saving themselves. Or selling what they had to someone who wanted it.”
Obsidian Point. The words don’t need to be spoken aloud—you feel them echo anyway.
The Wraiths whisper almost sweetly.
“They gave us the sickness. They gave us you. Their hands are red. We remember their signatures.”
Your chest burns, memories unraveling fast and raw. The sterile bite of antiseptic. Gloved fingers at your throat. A clipboard. A lullaby muffled against fever.
“Stop.” Your voice shakes.
König leans down, forcing your gaze up to his. His eyes are sharp, burning. “You are not them. Not theirs. Verstehst du?"
But the voices outside swell, louder, jagged, triumphant.
“You will come back to them. You are theirs. Always theirs.”
The hatch rattles under the weight of fists—slow, rhythmic, pounding like a second heart.
Ghost steps forward, rifle raised, as if he could put a bullet through voices. His tone is edged steel. “If they’ve got her parents, then they’re not just memory scavenging. They’re keeping them alive. For leverage. For bait.”
The words hit harder than the pounding.
Alive.
Alive.
You shake your head, but it’s too weak, too brittle. “If that’s true… then everything—everything I thought—”
“Then it changes nothing,” Ghost cuts in. “Because they’re not your parents anymore. If they’re breathing, they’re compromised. You get that, right?”
Your nails dig crescents into your palms. “They’re still mine.”
The Wraiths croon, voices weaving together.
“Come see them. Come see them. They wait. They wait.”
You whisper, desperate, broken. “Why me?”
The answer slithers through the hatch, cold and certain.
“Because you lived.”
Silence stretches long and suffocating.
Even Ghost doesn’t speak.
The pounding outside dies slow. First the scraping stops, then the whispers taper off, until the only sound left is your own pulse thrumming in your ears.
But the words linger. Alive. Waiting. Yours.
Ghost doesn’t lower his rifle until long after the silence settles. He takes a step back from the hatch, shoulders tense, mask tilted as if he expects another whisper to slip through. König hasn’t moved from behind you; his size and heat press against your back like a barricade.
No one speaks at first. The quiet feels fragile, as though even a breath might crack it open again.
Finally, you say, raw and shaking, “If they’re alive—I have to see them.”
König stiffens. “Nein.”
Ghost turns. “Absolutely not.”
The bluntness knocks into you harder than you expect. You glare at both of them. “You didn’t even think about it.”
“There’s nothing to think about,” Ghost says. “You heard them. It’s bait. Plain and simple.”
“They weren’t lying.”
“They don’t have to lie,” Ghost shoots back. “They just have to twist what’s true until it works against you.”
König moves past you, standing shoulder to shoulder with Ghost. His eyes flicker, conflicted, but his voice is steady. “He’s right. Whatever is out there—it’s not your parents. Not as you knew them.”
“You don’t know that.” The words come out sharper than you mean. “You don’t get to decide for me.”
“Scheiße, don’t you see?” König’s tone cracks like a whip. “They will use you. They already are.”
“That doesn’t change the fact I need answers!” Your voice rises, breaking in the stale air. “My whole life—hospitals, needles, my parents whispering that I just had to hold on. And then one day I wasn’t sick anymore. Just—gone. Fixed. Do you know what that does to a kid? To wake up and your whole body isn’t breaking anymore, but no one tells you why?”
The memories flood fast: the chill of hospital gowns, the taste of metal at the back of your throat, the steady beep of machines you thought were part of life. You see your mother’s face, pale with worry. Your father’s hand squeezing yours, latex glove cold against your skin. And then—nothing. Health. A body that wasn’t yours anymore.
“I need to know,” you whisper, chest aching. “If Obsidian Point got it from me—then it started with them. My parents. And I need to hear it from them, not from a fucking hive of monsters outside the door.”
The words fall like stones.
König’s jaw works, muscles twitching. He looks at Ghost, then back to you, as if searching for any angle that would change your mind. His voice drops, almost pleading. “You don’t understand how dangerous this is.”
“I do,” you snap. “Better than either of you think. I’ve lived my whole life waiting for the other shoe to drop. I’m tired of waiting.”
Ghost exhales hard, dragging a gloved hand down his mask. “Jesus. You don’t need answers. You need survival. That’s all this is about now—keeping one step ahead until we’ve got a shot.”
“A shot at what? Living in this bunker until the food runs out? Listening to you two try to tear each other apart every night?” Your throat burns. “I need more than that. I need a purpose.”
Ghost’s head cocks slightly. “Purpose doesn’t mean chasing ghosts.”
“They’re not ghosts.” You force the words out like steel. “They’re my parents.”
Silence spreads again. This one heavier, thicker, like tar.
Then König says, quiet but firm, “We will not let you go. Not like this. Not out there.”
It’s the first time you’ve heard him sound aligned with Ghost instead of against him. The unity only makes the ground tilt harder beneath your feet.
You open your mouth, but Ghost cuts in first. “Spring’s coming.”
You blink. “What?”
He steps away from the hatch, rifle finally slung across his back. His tone is flat, practical, immovable. “We’ll leave then. Few weeks’ time, the snow will thin. Roads won’t be as shit, Food. We’ll have better odds aboveground.”
“And if they’re not there by then?”
“Then they’re not worth finding.”
The cruelty of it burns. You stare at him, mouth open, but König speaks first. “He’s right.”
You whirl on him. “How can you say that?”
“Because I want you alive.” His voice is raw, unflinching. “Even if you hate me for it.”
Your breath stutters. The fight drains out of you, leaving only the ache.
Ghost steps closer, his shadow long across the concrete. “You want purpose? Survive until spring. Then we’ll see what’s left of the world to answer your questions.”
The finality in his tone slams the door shut.
You bite the inside of your cheek hard enough to taste blood. Your hands curl uselessly at your sides.
The words outside still echo in your head, no matter how deep the silence in the bunker holds.
Alive. Waiting. Yours.
You don’t argue again. But the decision is already made somewhere deep inside you.
Notes:
sorry this chapter is shorter—next one will be a timeskip. i’m still figuring out where exactly i wanna drag this story and how much devastation i wanna pour into it.
also. would ppl be interested in a prequel after this fic is done?? 👀 it’d be ghost x oc (elena), set before the outbreak—military life, all the missions, their messy relationship, and a deeper dive into könig + ghost’s dynamic back then. given what we know in this fic it would probably be devastatingly sad (sorry in advance) but it’s been gnawing at my brain and i kinda want to write it.
if you’ve got suggestions or things you’d love to see, drop them in the comments—you’re all enablers and i love you for it. thank you for sticking with me through this chaos 🖤
Chapter 21: Wild and Sharp and Real
Summary:
Snow melts, warmth rises, and the weight of weeks presses into new shapes.
Notes:
warning: this chapter is contains smut, emotional, and yes—beautiful, if i do say so myself. konig cries when he cums. yes. you read that right. i wrote this instead of sleeping, and it’s the longest chapter yet—almost 8k words of tension, longing, and all the messy, intense feelings i could shove onto the page. it’s intimate, it’s raw and maybe a little cathartic for both of them (and hopefully for you too). i hope you feel it in your chest, in your gut, in the quiet spaces between words. fellow readers, enjoy the mess, the ache, the fire, and the fleeting moments of tenderness.
Chapter Text
Time has worn down the sharpest edges of this bunker, or maybe it’s worn them off of the three of you. Weeks have passed—you can feel it in your body, in the way the ache of wounds has dulled into scars, in the way food towers have shrunk, in the way Ghost’s marks on the wall tally up into proof that the world is still turning. It’s strange, how quickly even the unbearable becomes routine. The hum of the lights, the metallic taste of the air, the sound of König’s boots pacing at night when he thinks no one notices, the way Ghost clears his throat before speaking. Even silence has its rhythm down here. You thought it would drive you mad. Maybe it has, but in a way that feels manageable.
Today is different. Today is heavier. You can feel it in the way you all move, in the way every item you pack feels more significant than it should. Ghost has laid everything out with military neatness, gear in rows, weapons cleaned until they catch the dim light, cans of beans and packets of jerky lined up like soldiers. He crouches over a rifle, muttering as he checks the chamber, hands moving with a precision that comes from habit so ingrained it’s practically instinct. “Never thought I’d see the day,” he says, voice rough, threaded with humor. “Spring cleaning, eh?” He doesn’t look up, but you can hear the smirk.
You shoulder one of the rucksacks. It’s too heavy—you know it instantly—but better to carry too much than leave anything behind. The straps bite into your collarbone, the weight pulling at your healing shoulder until the ache turns sharp. You set your jaw and try to ignore it.
Ghost doesn’t. He glances up, tilts his head. “Jesus, love. You’re carrying like a bloody mule.”
“I can manage,” you snap, sharper than you mean to.
But König rises from where he’s been checking another bag, all size and shadow, and crosses the floor in a handful of long strides. He doesn’t say anything at first, just takes the rucksack off your back like it weighs nothing, slings it over his own shoulder, and fixes the straps in place. His eyes are sharp when they meet yours, his voice low but firm. “Nein. You shouldn’t. You will break yourself.”
You bristle. “I said I’m fine.”
He only shakes his head once, stubborn. “No.”
Before the tension can climb, Ghost snorts from his crouch, dry amusement thick in his tone. “Look at you. Playing the noble packhorse. What a gentleman.”
König mutters something under his breath in German, too quiet to catch, and Ghost chuckles. “Didn’t catch that. Say it again, slower.”
This time, König lifts his head and says it in English, words clipped but deliberate: “Better than letting her hurt.”
The line hangs for a moment, and you wait for Ghost’s temper, for the sharp bite of sarcasm or worse, but instead Ghost barks a laugh, the sound startling in its lack of venom. “Soft bastard.”
Your lips twitch before you can stop them. You laugh too, quietly, almost afraid to let it loose. König’s eyes flick to you, unreadable behind the mask, but he doesn’t argue further. Weeks ago, this would have been a fight. Now it feels almost like a game. It almost feels like something close to… family, though none of you would ever say it aloud.
Ghost pulls open one of the supply crates, digging through the bottom until he finds what he’s looking for. Small, squat shapes clatter as he sets them on the floor: explosives, scavenged and hoarded. His gloved hands linger on them longer than necessary, thumb tracing over the metal as if memorizing it. His voice is lighter than it should be when he says, “Not sure we’ll get another chance to use these. Would be a shame to leave them.”
Something in the way he handles them unsettles you. You watch his hands, the care with which he sets each one down, the way his gaze lingers too long. König mutters, “Waste of space. Too heavy.”
Ghost smirks, looking up. “Don’t worry, big man. I’ll carry my own toys.”
You clear your throat. “I’m so excited to get out of here.” The words tumble out before you can stop them, too loud, too eager, like you’re trying to convince yourself as much as them.
Ghost leans back on his heels, eyebrows raising. “Excited, eh? That’s one word for it. Sun’s not all that special, you know. Burns you if you stay too long.”
You huff. “Better than this.”
He hums, then reaches out without warning, rough glove ruffling your hair, messing it up deliberately. “Careful what you wish for, love. World out there’s meaner than I am.”
Weeks ago, König would have bristled at the touch, maybe worse. You’ve seen the way he used to watch Ghost’s every move, waiting for the slightest threat, jaw tight like he could snap. Now, though, he only watches from where he’s securing straps, silent but not hostile. His gaze lingers, yes, but there’s trust in it now, or something close enough to pass for it. He doesn’t move to stop Ghost, doesn’t bare his teeth. That, more than anything, tells you how far you’ve come.
König does break his silence after a moment, his voice carrying from the corner. “Better the sun than you,” he mutters.
You blink, startled, and then laugh, the sound bubbling out before you can smother it. Ghost lets out a sharp bark of laughter too, turning his mask toward König. “Cheeky bastard.”
“True,” König says simply, and you laugh harder.
The packing goes on like that, banter woven through the clatter of metal and the rustle of bags. The bunker feels smaller for it, the air less heavy, as though laughter has pried open cracks in the concrete walls. For the first time, you’re not just surviving—you’re almost living.
When the last of the food is stowed, the weapons checked, the explosives tucked carefully into Ghost’s pack, there’s nothing left but the waiting. The room looks bare, stripped down to shadows and dust. It feels like you’ve already left, even though the hatch is still closed.
König stands before it, massive hand settling on the wheel of steel. His fingers flex once, slow, as though testing its weight. Then he turns to you. His eyes find yours, steady, unreadable. His voice is low, heavy.
“Are you sure?”
The question lands between you like a stone dropped into deep water, rippling outward, stirring everything you’ve tried to keep still. He isn’t asking about the bags or the weapons or even the danger waiting outside. He’s asking if you’re ready to leave the safety, the routine, the walls that have been both prison and shelter. He’s asking if you’re ready to walk toward the truth—toward your parents, toward whatever’s left of them, toward whatever waits.
"Yeah."
The hatch moans like a dying beast as König wrenches it open, the rusted hinges screaming against the sudden movement. Dust and flecks of paint rain down. For a moment, light is only a knife, stabbing through the crack, too bright, too violent to look at. Then the weight shifts, the door gives, and a sheet of brilliance floods the stairwell.
You stumble back a step. Your breath catches.
It’s not just light. It’s warmth. It’s air that doesn’t taste of mold or recycled filters. The sharp tang of pine. The faint bite of snowmelt. The world rushing in all at once, wild and intoxicating.
Ghost swears low under his breath. “Bloody hell.”
You can’t help it—you laugh, sudden and bright, your voice echoing in the concrete stairwell. “Wow.”
Ghost grins at you through the skull mask, shaking his head. “Like a kid at Christmas. Careful—you’ll hurt König’s feelings, making it sound like you didn’t love the décor.”
König braces the hatch with both hands, shoulders bunching under his hoodie. The muscles in his arms flex like cables, keeping the heavy slab open as if he doesn’t trust it not to crush you on the way out. His gaze flicks back at you, sharp through the hood. “Stay behind me. Just in case.”
The words drag the air down, remind you of what you expected beyond this door—shadows, teeth, voices in the dark. For weeks the mountain above had been crawling with Wraiths, their howls threading through your sleep, their shapes flickering at the edge of the trees. Leaving the bunker had been suicide then.
You tighten your grip on your rifle, pulse hammering. You almost expect them to come shrieking the moment you step into the light.
But when König heaves himself up through the hatch, no sound follows. No claws raking against metal. No voices. Only silence.
Ghost gestures at you with a mocking little bow. “Ladies first.”
You climb the ladder, boots clanging against the rungs, and emerge into the open air.
The world explodes around you.
Mountains rise jagged into a sky too wide, too mercilessly blue. Patches of snow cling to the ridges, but between them the ground is waking—grass pushing green through frost, meltwater spilling silver down the slope. Pines whisper in the wind. Birds dart shrieking between branches, flashes of red and gold. The air is sharp enough to sting your lungs, and you drag it in anyway, greedy.
König steps out behind you, the sun striking his mask. He stands still for a long moment, head tilted back like he’s trying to memorize the sky. His shoulders rise and fall with one long inhale.
Ghost follows, squinting against the brightness. He rolls his neck, rifle loose in his hands. “Well. Not bad. Almost forgot the world could look like this.”
For a while, the three of you just stand there, staring.
Then König breaks the silence, his voice low. “Zu still.” Too quiet.
And he’s right. For all the color and birdsong, the mountain carries an emptiness that raises the hairs on your neck. The Wraiths are gone. Completely.
You should be relieved. Instead, the absence is its own unease, as if the world has been scrubbed clean, leaving only silence behind.
Ghost notices too. He tightens the strap across his chest, his voice rough. “Keep your guard up. Don’t trust it.”
Still—you take the first step. Because if you hesitate now, you’ll never leave.
The descent is slow. König leads, his frame massive against the landscape, but careful—he tests each step before shifting his weight, adjusts his pace so you and Ghost can follow without stumbling. His rifle stays across his back, hands free to steady you whenever the slope turns treacherous.
Ghost brings up the rear, muttering commentary each time you slip. “Graceful as ever.” “Try not to die before we’ve made camp.” It’s teasing, but there’s an undercurrent of alertness in the way he scans the treeline, the way his hand never strays far from his gun.
The farther you go, the more alive the world feels. Snow thins into damp earth. Green thickens, grass and moss soft against the ground. The air is damp with thaw, carrying the musk of pine, the faint sweetness of budding things. Birds scream overhead. Squirrels skitter, fat tails vanishing into bark.
Then the deer appear.
At first you think they’re shadows, shapes moving where no shadows should be. But then they break across the slope—sleek bodies, pale flanks flashing as they bound. A dozen at least, maybe more. They move like water, flowing down the mountain, hooves clattering against stone before vanishing into the trees.
You freeze, heart hammering.
Ghost lets out a low whistle. “Well, I’ll be fucked.”
König’s gaze locks onto the herd, the air around him shifting. You can almost feel it—an old hunger stirring, sharp and primal. “Fleisch,” he mutters. Meat.
Ghost smirks sideways. “Oh, he talks.”
König doesn’t even look at him. He watches the deer disappear, jaw tight under the mask.
Your stomach growls, too loud in the silence. You wince.
Ghost chuckles. “Hear that? She’s ready to chase one down herself.”
You roll your eyes. “Maybe I am. You two are the hunters, aren’t you?”
König finally looks at you then, sharp enough to pin you in place. His voice is steady, almost too steady. “We will hunt. Later. Once camp is safe.”
The promise in it sends a strange shiver through you.
By the time you reach the base of the slope, the sun has dipped, pouring gold across the valley. The air is warmer here, softened by the river that cuts through the land. You find a flat stretch by the water, sheltered by a curve of rock.
König drops his pack with a thud, immediately moving to stake out the edges of camp. Ghost collapses onto the ground with a groan, stretching out his legs. “Bloody hell. Think I pulled something.”
“You complain too much,” König mutters.
Ghost smirks. “And you don’t complain enough.”
They work easily, side by side. König secures canvas against the wind. Ghost gathers wood, muttering insults at the stubborn branches. You move between them, setting supplies in order, the rhythm oddly natural.
When the fire catches, night settles fast. Shadows stretch, the flames painting their masks in strange, flickering light. For the first time in weeks, you feel the tightness in your chest ease.
Ghost leans back, glancing at König. “Well then. How about dinner, eh?”
König doesn’t answer. He just stands, knife glinting in his hand, and gestures to the trees.
Ghost grins, rising to his feet. “Back soon, love. Don’t burn the place down.”
König lingers a moment longer, looking at you. “Stay by the fire,” he murmurs. His voice is softer than it should be, almost reluctant. Then he turns and follows Ghost into the dark.
Alone, you listen to the crackle of flames, the rush of the river, the far-off scream of something nocturnal. The emptiness presses close, but you don’t move. You wait.
They return with blood on their hands and triumph in their eyes. Two deer, heavy and real, slung between them. Ghost’s grin is feral. König moves with calm efficiency, as if he’s done this a thousand times.
Dinner is messy and glorious. The smell of fire and meat, the snap of bones, the taste of something fresh after months of stale cans. You eat until your stomach aches.
Ghost leans back with a satisfied groan, tossing a stripped bone into the flames. “Not bad, eh? Three lunatics and a campfire. Almost feels normal.”
“Nothing about this is normal,” König mutters. But his voice doesn’t carry its usual bite.
The fire pops, sending sparks into the dark. You sit together, warmth licking your faces, the valley breathing quiet around you.
⸻
The fire has settled into a low, steady burn, flames licking lazily at the wood, sparks drifting upward into the indigo sky. The three of you sit in a crooked triangle around it—packs for makeshift chairs, weapons propped close within reach though the night has remained still. The sound of the river curls at the edges of the camp, water rushing over stone, mingling with the occasional crackle from the fire.
Ghost leans back, one arm stretched across his knee, the skull mask catching the glow in a way that makes him look more human than specter. His shoulders have slumped, his whole frame gone loose in a way you’ve never seen before. It’s unsettling, how mortal he looks in this moment—less soldier, more man.
He clears his throat, breaking the silence. “You know, I didn’t think this’d ever happen again. Us. Sitting like this.” His voice is low, not aimed at either of you in particular, but the weight of it drops into the circle like a stone into water.
König doesn’t move at first. He stays hunched, elbows on his knees, mask tilted toward the fire. He could almost be carved from stone, except for the faint twitch of his fingers against the fabric of his pants—restless, betraying the stillness he forces himself into.
Ghost exhales, long and rough. He reaches up and drags a gloved hand across the back of his neck, as if the words he’s chewing on taste bitter. “Listen. I’ll never forget. What happened. What you did.” His gaze flicks across the fire to König, sharp for just a second before softening again.
König shifts, the weight of his attention lifting from the flames to Ghost. The firelight gleams in his eyes, catching there like amber glass.
Ghost doesn’t flinch. He presses on, words heavier now. “But I can forgive. You hear me? And I’ll tell you something else.” He pauses, lips pressing together, the moment stretching. “I missed it. Having you around. Didn’t bloody think I would, but I did. Missed your ugly mug and your grumbling.”
The words land like a blow. König stares across the fire as though he’s not sure if he’s being mocked, if the ground beneath him is real. Then he huffs out a sound, sharp and unsteady—something between disbelief and a laugh. “Ugly, hm?”
“Ugly,” Ghost repeats, but his voice is different now—thick, soft beneath the bite.
König drops his head again, muttering under his breath in German. The words tumble out low, raw, the kind of thing not meant for translation. But then he looks up, firelight carving half his hood into gold, and forces the English out rough and halting: “I missed you too.”
Silence settles. Not the strained silence of before, but something else entirely. Something that feels like breath held too long, released at last.
You swallow hard, feeling the moment in your chest like a fist unclenching. You don’t want to break it, but the words push out anyway, quiet. “Maybe that’s what matters. Not forgetting. Just… carrying it. Together.”
Both men glance at you. Ghost’s smirk has faded into something almost wistful, his eye lenses catching the fire like coins. König tilts his head slightly, gaze lingering, heavy, unreadable—but it sits on you with a gentleness you haven’t felt from him before.
The fire pops, a log splitting down the middle. The sound jolts the spell, but it doesn’t fully break.
König leans forward, resting his forearms on his knees, voice low. “It was easier to be angry. To hate. Safer. But I…” He hesitates, struggling for the word, breath catching. “I regret. Every day.”
Ghost watches him steadily. “Good. You should. Regret keeps you human.”
König nods once, slow, almost solemn. His hand flexes against his knee, curling into a fist, then loosening again. “But I am glad. To sit here. With you. Again.”
Ghost lets out a short laugh, shaking his head. “Bloody hell, we’ve gone soft.”
You smile faintly, unable to stop yourself. “Maybe soft isn’t bad. Maybe it’s what keeps us alive.”
Then Ghost shifts, pushing back with a groan, breaking the fragile spell. “Alright, that’s enough bloody feelings for one night. Another round like that and I’ll be writing poetry.”
König snorts, low and muffled, but it carries warmth this time.
Even as the moment fractures, it lingers in the air—the quiet forgiveness, the halting confession, the strange sweetness of being alive together. The fire eats through the last of the wood, glowing coals pulsing like embers of something unspoken.
And you know, with a sudden fierce certainty, that you’ll carry this night with you. No matter what waits on the mountain, no matter what hunts in the silence beyond—this small, impossible circle of warmth will remain.
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The morning breathes differently outside the bunker. You notice it before your eyes are even open—the air sharper, thinner, carrying the cold tang of snowmelt and the faint musk of pine needles crushed underfoot. You curl deeper into the blanket, reluctant to move. But sound pulls you out: the low scrape of metal on stone, the muted gurgle of water being poured, a rustle of movement.
When you sit up, the camp is already awake. Ghost crouches near the fire pit, coaxing a new flame to life with kindling and the practiced ease of a man who’s spent more of his life under open skies than roofs. König looms nearby, sorting through their packs with movements so precise it looks like ritual. His height is softened a little by the slant of his shoulders, the way his hood catches the light, turning him almost spectral.
And the smell. Bitter, dark, familiar. Coffee.
You rub at your eyes, shoving your hair out of your face, and mutter, “Is that what I think it is?”
Ghost glances up without pausing, a gloved hand steady as he sets a battered pot on the stones. Steam curls from the lip. “Unless your nose is broken, yeah.”
“God,” you sigh, pulling yourself closer. “If you’re lying, I’ll kill you.”
König’s head snaps up at that, sharp, instinctive, and you laugh, waving him off. “It’s a joke. Mostly.”
Ghost’s shoulders shake, the sound of his laugh muffled behind the mask. “Christ, you wake up violent, don’t you?”
“You’re the one who brewed it.” You reach out as he pours into a dented mug. He doesn’t hand it over right away, just stares at you through that painted grin.
“Say please.”
You glare. “You’re insufferable.”
“Bitte,” König rumbles unexpectedly, his voice low, thick with accent. His eyes flick toward you, the faintest glint of amusement hidden there.
Ghost huffs. “There. Big guy’s got manners. Learn from him.” He finally passes you the mug.
It’s hot against your palms, the kind of heat that seeps into stiff fingers and makes you feel more alive than you should. You sip, wincing at the bitterness, but it’s perfect. Bunker-perfect, ration-stale, but wild and sharp and real.
You hum without meaning to, closing your eyes. “Still the best thing in the world.”
“Better than us?” Ghost asks, smug.
“By far.”
König makes a sound, almost a growl, though you catch the way his hood tilts as if he’s smiling.
“You wound me,” Ghost says, hand pressed theatrically to his chest. “Here I thought dragging your arse out of the dead zone earned me some points.”
“Negative points.” You sip again, fighting your grin.
König mutters something under his breath, too soft to catch, and Ghost angles a look at him. “What was that, big man?”
König straightens. “I said—she is impossible.”
“Finally,” Ghost crows. “Agreement. Mark this down in the history books.”
You roll your eyes, pulling the blanket tighter around your shoulders. “Glad I bring you two together.”
Ghost pushes to his feet, brushing dirt from his hands. “I’ll go hunting. See if I can bring back something better than jerky.”
“Alone?” you ask, already frowning.
He shrugs. “Always worked before.”
König sets down the pack he’d been reorganizing, his head lifting. “It is dangerous.”
“So’s breathing.” Ghost checks his rifle, casual. “Besides, you’ll scare everything off with those heavy feet.”
“I can be quiet,” König insists.
“Sure you can, mate.” Ghost’s voice drips sarcasm. “Sneakiest seven-foot monster this side of the Rockies.”
You laugh, nearly choking on your coffee. König’s eyes narrow and he shakes his head.
Ghost looks between you both, something sly in the tilt of his head. “Big man can stay. Keep an eye on her.”
Your stomach flips at the way König goes still, the subtle stiffening of his shoulders. Ghost tosses him a look that says it’s not a request.
König gives a slow nod.
Ghost waves two fingers in lazy farewell. “Don’t wait up.” He vanishes into the trees, his movements economical, fast. Within seconds the forest swallows him whole.
You sit in the quiet that follows, sipping your coffee. The world feels huge around you—sky stretching pale above the ridges, air humming with life. You breathe it in, trying to memorize it.
König shifts, rising to his feet. His size blocks the sun for a moment, throwing you into his shadow. He doesn’t say anything right away, just glances toward the treeline where Ghost disappeared, then back to you. His hands flex at his sides, restless.
Finally, his voice comes, low and deliberate. “I want to show you something.”
You blink. “What?”
He hesitates, then gestures for you to follow. “Come.”
You drain the last of your coffee, set the mug down, and stand. “If this is one of those things where you lead me to a creepy cave—”
“No cave,” he cuts in, almost too fast. His tone softens. “It is… good. You will see.”
Curiosity sparks hot in your chest. You fall into step beside him, adjusting your blanket into more of a shawl. He moves with care, deliberate in every step despite his size. The path he chooses winds through a patch of pines, needles crunching softly under your boots.
“You’ve been scouting, then,” you say after a moment.
He grunts in acknowledgment. “When you slept. I… explored.”
“Looking for what?”
His shoulders lift, then fall. “Safety. Food. Places to hide, if we must.”
Your throat tightens. He doesn’t say it, but you hear the other word too—escape. Always planning for the worst. Always carrying it for all of you.
The air changes as you walk, warming faintly, carrying a mineral tang. Steam drifts through the shafts of sunlight ahead. You quicken your pace, heart kicking.
And then you see it.
A pool cradled in stone, water clear as glass, steam curling lazily from its surface. Moss clings to the edges, green and alive, while sunlight pierces the canopy to paint the water in shifting gold.
A hot spring.
You stop dead. “No way.”
König hovers at the edge, watching you rather than the pool. His hands twitch, then still. “You like it?”
“Like it?” You laugh, half-giddy. “Are you kidding? It’s perfect.”
The sound that escapes him is strange—half sigh, half chuckle. Relief, maybe.
You step closer to the water, crouching to trail your fingers just above the surface. Heat radiates up, chasing the morning chill. Your smile feels too big for your face. “How the hell did you even find this?”
“I was… looking.” He shifts, awkward. “I heard the water. Followed it.”
“You’re incredible,” you say without thinking, the words spilling out warm and unguarded.
He stiffens, as if the praise wounds him more than it pleases. Then his eyes soften, the weight of his gaze finding yours.
Your chest tightens. Without meaning to, you close the space between you, reaching up. Your hand brushes his arm, tentative. When he doesn’t move, you go further, rising on your toes.
The kiss is quick, clumsy, half-laugh and half-desperation. Your lips press to the fabric of his mask, but it doesn’t matter. It’s heat, contact, promise.
He makes a sound low in his chest, frozen. His hands hover near you like he doesn’t trust himself to touch.
You pull back, grinning, breathless. “This is amazing. You’re amazing.”
The look in his eyes—wide, undone—burns hotter than the spring.
The blanket slips from your shoulders in a careless heap, and the cold morning air licks at your skin. A shiver dances down your spine, but the steam curling from the pool is enough to keep you anchored. The contrast is almost unbearable—the bite of mountain air, the promise of heat rising off the water, and König’s stare, heavy enough to pin you in place.
You tilt your head at him, playful. “Well?”
His Adam’s apple bobs. “Ja.” A single word, thick and hushed, like it costs him.
You strip out of your shirt first, tugging it over your head. König goes very still, like a stag catching scent. His eyes track the movement with desperate reverence, his hands hovering uselessly at his sides. He swallows again, but the sound is rough this time, like gravel catching in his throat.
“You’re staring,” you tease, voice low.
He blinks, flustered, almost guilty—but doesn’t look away. “I—” His voice cracks, and he rubs at the back of his neck, sheepish despite his size. “You are… beautiful. I cannot—stop.”
“Good.” You smile, and it feels reckless. “Don’t stop.”
Something in him shatters at that. He steps closer, deliberate, as though fighting every instinct to keep his distance. His hands twitch like he wants to touch but doesn’t dare.
So you do it for him. You reach, grab his wrist, and guide his palm to your bare side. His breath stutters when skin meets skin.
“You can touch me, König.”
He exhales shakily, reverent. His fingers flex against you, sliding carefully, testing. The heat of his palm against your waist feels like fire.
Your jacket and pants follow, discarded in a pile. When you stand in only your underthings, the cold gnaws at you, but his gaze burns hotter than any sun. His pupils are blown wide, his mouth parted, chest rising and falling like he’s sprinted.
“Mein Gott,” he mutters under his breath, ragged. “So… schön.”
You step close enough to brush your lips against his. He makes a sound deep in his chest—half growl, half groan—and then he’s kissing you like he’s starving.
The first press is clumsy, teeth clicking, breath hot against your mouth. But then he steadies, tilts his head, and the kiss deepens into something filthy. His tongue slides against yours, tentative at first, then hungry when you meet him without hesitation.
The world narrows to heat and steam and the dizzying press of his mouth.
Without breaking the kiss, he scoops you into his arms, carrying you toward the spring. The world tilts, dizzying, as he steps down into the water, the heat closing over you both in a rush.
The shock of it makes you gasp against his lips, and he swallows the sound like it’s his own. He holds you close, your legs wrapping instinctively around his waist, his touch never leaving you even as the water laps at your shoulders.
The water ripples with every movement, every shift of his hand, every tremor in your body. The makeout turns filthy, frantic—his tongue deep in your mouth, his breath ragged, your hands clawing at his shoulders, his chest, his hair.
You’re both drowning, not in the spring but in each other, the heat unbearable, perfect.
When you break away for air, he’s trembling, lips swollen, eyes glazed.
“May I—” His voice is raw, pleading. “May I go further?”
You don’t hesitate. “Yes.”
His groan is guttural, broken, as though your answer ruins him.
And then there’s nothing left between you but heat, water, and the unbearable closeness of his hands.
The water clings to your skin, steam rising between every kiss, every gasp. König holds you as though you’ll vanish, one massive hand braced against the small of your back while the other works lower, trembling but unrelenting. His fingers slide inside you, slow, careful at first, but the heat of you draws him in deeper. He groans against your mouth, ragged and low, like your body is a prayer answered too late.
“Scheiße,” he mutters, forehead knocking against yours, breath thick and desperate. “You… you are so—” His words shatter, breaking into German, muttered fragments swallowed by the sound of water lapping around you.
Your hips grind down against his hand, chasing the friction, the pressure. Every stroke of his fingers sends sparks racing up your spine. He kisses you through it—sloppy, fevered—like he can’t decide where to put his hunger.
You break the kiss only long enough to moan his name, head tipping back. König watches, stunned, as though he’s never seen anything more beautiful. His hand works faster, deeper, the heel of his palm pressing just right until you’re gasping, clinging to his shoulders.
And then, slowly, deliberately, he pulls his fingers from you. The sudden absence makes you whine, your body aching for more. He doesn’t speak—just brings his hand up, staring at the slick shine on his skin with wide, reverent eyes.
He parts his lips.
“König—”
He groans as he sucks his fingers into his mouth, tasting you like it’s the first meal he’s had in years. His eyes flutter shut, lashes damp from the steam, and his throat works as he moans low, deep, utterly ruined.
When he opens them again, he looks wrecked. Wild.
“I need—” His voice breaks, guttural. “I need to taste you. More.”
Before you can answer, he moves. He grips you beneath your thighs and lifts you effortlessly, water cascading down your body. The world tilts as he adjusts, setting you on the smooth stone edge of the spring. Your legs dangle, trembling, and then he shifts lower, lowering himself into the water until he’s between them.
“König,” you breathe, dizzy, your hands instinctively reaching for his hood, his hair.
“Let me,” he pleads, voice raw. His palms spread wide along your thighs, thumbs stroking reverently, as though asking permission even now. His eyes flick up to yours, molten with need. “Bitte. Let me taste you.”
You nod, breathless. “Yes.”
The sound he makes is guttural, torn from somewhere deep. He hooks your legs over his massive shoulders, the sheer size of him making you feel weightless, helpless. The steam coils around you both, hiding nothing, amplifying everything.
He leans in and breathes you in first, groaning like the scent alone undoes him. Then his tongue drags over you, slow, deliberate, reverent. The heat of it makes your whole body jolt.
“Mein Gott—” he groans against you, voice muffled. “So perfect. So sweet.”
You collapse back on your elbows, a cry tearing from you as his mouth works you open. He licks with devastating precision, alternating between long, hungry strokes and tight circles that make your hips buck against him. His grip on your thighs tightens, keeping you pinned, every ounce of his strength focused on devouring you.
The water splashes, the steam thickens, your moans echo into the mountains. He groans with every taste, every shudder you give him, like he’s addicted already.
Your hand tangles in his hair, tugging, grounding yourself as the heat builds unbearable. “König—oh God—”
He only growls in response, the vibration shooting through you. He slides his tongue deeper, then pulls back to suck hard at your clit, his teeth grazing just enough to make your vision spark white.
You’re gone. Shaking. Coming undone in his mouth with a broken cry of his name. The orgasm crashes over you, relentless, wracking, and he holds you through it, groaning, swallowing you down like he can’t get enough.
When the shudders finally ease, you glance down through the haze. His eyes are glassy, lips swollen and wet, chin slick with you. He looks ruined. Exalted.
“You’re…” His voice is wrecked, almost boyish in its awe. “You are everything. Everything.”
You can’t even speak, chest heaving, body trembling from the aftershocks. But when he kisses the inside of your thigh, gentle, reverent, you know words aren’t necessary.
The water stills around you, the steam a veil rising into the night. König is kneeling in it, chest heaving, lips slick from tasting you. His eyes are wide, frantic, reverent all at once, as though he’s still not sure he’s allowed to have you.
You reach for him, fingers curling into the muscle at his shoulders. “König.”
The way his name leaves your mouth shatters him. He surges up to kiss you, desperate, messy, like he can’t get close enough. His size surrounds you, his body drowning yours, his hands gripping your waist like they’ll never let go.
The words are almost a plea. He’s trembling, restraining himself with everything he has.
Your hand drifts lower, sliding down the water-slick muscles of his stomach, and you find him there—hard, heavy, enormous in your palm. The sheer size of him makes your breath catch. He twitches at your touch, groaning low, burying his face against your neck.
The water is molten silk around you, steam curling off your skin in veils. König towers above you, mask gone, hair damp and sticking to his forehead, lips swollen from the kiss you’d torn out of him. His chest heaves, massive frame trembling as though he’s already undone before you’ve even given him permission.
He presses his forehead to yours, voice low and wrecked. “Bitte… let me. I can’t— I need—”
“Then take me,” you whisper, breath shuddering, fingers sliding into his wet hair. “I’m yours.”
The sound he makes is half snarl, half sob. He grips your thighs with bruising force, dragging you against him, the thick head of his cock nudging against your entrance. You gasp at the pressure, at the sheer size of him.
He pauses, trembling violently. “Zu eng… fuck, you’re so tight—”
“Do it,” you breathe, nails digging into his shoulders. “Please.”
And then he pushes in.
The stretch is staggering, an ache that borders on unbearable, but your body gives, wet and hot and desperate to take him. König groans, head falling back, throat bared. His voice cracks, raw German spilling between gasps.
He sinks deeper, inch by inch, until he bottoms out, buried to the hilt inside you. You cry out at the fullness, at the overwhelming pressure, and he whimpers against your neck like he’s the one breaking.
For a heartbeat you both freeze, bodies shaking, water rippling violently around you. Then you shift your hips, clenching tight around him, and he shatters.
The first thrust is messy, desperate. He drags back only halfway before slamming forward again, water splashing high against your shoulders. You moan, nails scoring down his back, and he growls, feral, rutting into you with reckless abandon.
It’s too much. Too much stretch, too much heat, too much sensation — but it’s exquisite. You’re not composed; you’re unraveling, every nerve alight, every gasp a sob. The sensation burns and sings, your body trembling as he pounds into you harder, faster.
König clings to you like a drowning man. “Fuck, fuck—can’t stop—don’t want to—scheiße, you’ll kill me, liebling—”
You can’t answer. Your moans come ragged, broken, tears mixing with the steam on your face. You’re lost to it, clenching around him, spasming under the weight of his thrusts.
He’s losing it, too — moaning into your throat, muttering curses and prayers in German, kissing you hard enough to bruise.
And then he breaks with a howl. His hips slam flush, cock pulsing, spilling hot inside you in violent waves. He cries out your name like a plea, like a confession, whimpering “so beautiful, mein Herz, mein Engel—” as his release floods you.
You expect him to collapse, to still. But he doesn’t stop.
He thrusts through it, shuddering, overstimulated beyond reason. His cock twitches, still hard, grinding deeper as he sobs into your mouth. “Zu viel—can’t, can’t stop—need you again, need you—”
You scream when he slams back in, nerves raw, pleasure and pain blurring into something unbearable. But you don’t want him to stop either. You cling tighter, legs locking around his waist. “Don’t—don’t stop, König, please—”
His pupils are blown, eyes glazed with tears, spit and sweat and steam dripping down his face. He kisses you again, sloppy, teeth clashing, tongue desperate, groaning into your mouth as he ruts harder.
Every thrust knocks the air out of you, your body trembling violently from the overstimulation. You’re crying now, broken sounds spilling from your lips, but it’s not pain — it’s too much pleasure, every nerve shredded and burning.
König is wrecked, feral, almost sobbing with every movement. “Fuck—tight, so tight, can’t—scheiße, liebling, I love you, I love you—”
The words hit harder than the thrusts. Your chest caves, tears spilling, and you gasp them back at him, “I love you too—oh, God, König—”
He snarls, animalistic, slamming into you harder, grinding deep, chasing both the high and the affirmation. His hands frame your face, huge palms shaking as he stares at you like you’re salvation. “Beautiful—mine—immer, always—”
Your body clenches, convulsing, orgasm tearing through you like lightning. You scream his name, nails raking down his back, and that’s all it takes.
He chokes, sobs, thrusts twice more before coming undone again, spilling inside you in hot, endless pulses. His whole body shudders, lips trembling against yours as he cries, “Liebe dich—liebe dich, scheiße—”
Still he doesn’t stop. Even as his cock twitches, oversensitive, he keeps grinding, groaning brokenly into your mouth, dragging him through agony and bliss. His tears drip onto your cheeks, mingling with yours, both of you destroyed, ruined, yet unable to stop clinging, thrusting, moaning.
The water churns violently around you, waves slapping against stone, but the world has narrowed to nothing but this: his weight, his heat, his desperate love.
By the time he finally collapses against you, chest heaving, cock still buried deep, you’re both trembling wrecks. He’s crying openly now, whispering broken German endearments against your lips, still rocking gently inside you like he can’t bear to let go.
And you hold him, stroking his wet hair, whispering back through your shudders. “It’s okay.”
His answering whimper is wrecked, raw, beautiful.
The spring is quiet again. Steam drifts like ghosts around your shoulders, curling into your hair, clinging to your lashes. König is still inside you, unmoving now, though his breath shudders hot against your throat. His body is heavy against yours, not crushing but anchoring, like he can’t let you go even if the world ended around you.
You both just breathe for a while. The water laps faintly against rock. His heart hammers against your chest in a frantic, uneven rhythm, loud enough that you swear you can hear it underwater.
When he finally pulls back, it’s slow, careful. The drag of him leaving your body makes your whole frame twitch, oversensitive, an ache that has you clenching around nothing. You gasp, and he freezes, staring at you like he’s hurt you.
Your fingers slip up into his wet hair before he can spiral. “It’s fine,” you whisper. “Just… a lot. Sensitive.”
His chest rises on a trembling breath, and he nods, almost boyish. “Ja. Sensitive.”
You drift apart, but not far. He’s still touching you — always touching. A hand on your thigh under the water, or brushing damp hair from your face, or letting his fingers trail reverently down your arm. He doesn’t look ashamed. He looks like a man who’s been starved and can’t stop memorizing every detail before it’s ripped from him again.
You reach into the water and cup it in your palms, let it run down his chest in rivulets. He jolts like the heat surprises him, then laughs softly — a quiet, almost disbelieving sound. His eyes, soft through the veil of steam, never leave yours.
“You clean me?” he murmurs, voice rough from overuse.
“You deserve it,” you say, but the words come out rawer than you mean them. You trail your palms over the slope of his shoulders, down the curve of muscle, washing away sweat and release. The water shines on his scars like silver threads.
König tips his head back, a groan slipping out, low and unguarded. The sound makes your chest clench. He’s never let himself be this soft before.
When you finish, he mirrors the motion, his huge hand scooping water and letting it fall over your collarbone. His thumb follows the drops, brushing along your throat. Each touch is reverent, almost worshipful, but not hesitant. Not guilty. He wants this.
“Beautiful,” he says under his breath, as if he can’t help it. His accent makes the word thick, heavy.
Your pulse stutters. “You’re not supposed to say things like that.”
He smiles faintly, lopsided, water dripping from his jaw. “Then I won’t stop.”
It disarms you, how simply he says it. No apology. No shame. Just truth.
The two of you linger like that, trading small, slow touches until the water begins to cool. When you finally climb out, the air bites against wet skin. Gooseflesh blooms up your arms and legs. You shiver hard enough that your teeth knock.
König is there instantly, hands wrapping around your arms, his chest pressed to your back. His body heat is overwhelming, a furnace against your chilled skin. He doesn’t say anything, doesn’t ask if you’re okay — he just shields you from the wind, guides you toward the pile of clothes discarded on the rocks.
They’re damp with mist, cold against your fingers, but better than bare skin. You try to dress yourself, but your hands fumble clumsily with the fabric, trembling from exertion.
“Let me,” König murmurs, and you don’t fight him.
He lifts the shirt carefully, sliding it over your head, smoothing the fabric down your sides with calloused palms. His touch isn’t hurried — it’s tender, deliberate, like dressing you is an act of devotion. When you sway slightly, he steadies you with a hand braced at your hip.
You expect him to look away when you help him next, but he lets you. You tug his trousers up over long legs, your fingers brushing his damp skin. He blushes faintly, the tips of his ears pink through wet hair, but he doesn’t flinch. He lets you fuss with his shirt, drag it down over broad shoulders.
When you’re both dressed again, exhaustion hits you all at once. Your knees wobble. The ground tilts.
König catches you before you can stumble, hands strong and steady. “Langsam,” he murmurs — slow, steady. His voice is soft, coaxing, like you’re something fragile he refuses to let break.
“I’m fine,” you lie, though your legs are trembling under you.
“You are tired,” he corrects, his voice gentler than you’ve ever heard it. He doesn’t sound angry or guilty. Just concerned. Just certain.
You lean into him, because it’s easier than denying it. His arm curls around your waist, half carrying you as the two of you begin the walk back to camp.
The world is quiet. Only the crunch of stone underfoot, the whisper of wind through the pines. König hums under his breath sometimes — not a song you know, just a sound, low and steady, meant to soothe.
Every time you falter, his hand tightens at your side. Every time you steady, he murmurs, “Gut so,” like praise.
By the time the firepit comes into view, your chest aches with something unbearable. König doesn’t even seem to notice the camp — he’s still watching you, making sure you don’t fall, making sure you breathe.
And it hits you.
You love him.
The thought knocks you harder than exhaustion. You love him so much it’s dizzying, terrifying. Not just want, not just need. It’s love — deep, dangerous, endless. A love that could undo you. A love that already has.
Your throat tightens, your vision blurs. You grip his hand tighter, needing the anchor.
He glances down, puzzled by the pressure, but when you meet his gaze, you force a small smile. He gives one back, hesitant but real.
It’s enough to undo you all over again.
You know you’re ruined. You know you’ll never come back from this. But for once, the thought doesn’t frighten you.
Because he’s here. And you love him.
Chapter 22: Sheep
Summary:
A path westward, a promise of California. But the land twists against you, the Wraiths watching from every shadow. What begins as a journey becomes something else — a design you were never meant to escape.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The sky was too blue. That was your first thought as you stepped into it — the kind of sky that looked scrubbed clean, as though some hand had wiped every smear of cloud away until it gleamed with a ruthless, aching brightness. König steadied you when your knees buckled, the earth still heaving inside your skull from the sprint through tunnels, the blood, the bodies left behind. His hand dwarfed your hip, steady and grounding, and for a moment you leaned into him, chest rising against his. The air was sharp, cold enough that your breath smoked pale in front of your face, and yet sunlight wrapped itself over your shoulders like a cloak.
It felt wrong to be warm.
By the time you reached camp, the little clearing tucked beneath the slope of a ridge, Ghost was there — alive, unhurt, but moving like a man in a fever. He hadn’t lit a fire. He hadn’t touched the supplies. He paced the perimeter instead, boots scuffing soft circles into the dirt, the skull of his mask flicking between shadows.
He stopped only when König’s broad shape entered the clearing, you trailing behind. His body snapped still, shoulders rigid.
“You’re back.” His voice was flat, muffled by the mask, but the cadence betrayed him. Relief. Anger. Something else.
König only gave a nod, already loosening his grip on you so he could peel off his sniper hood and rake sweat from his hairline. You swayed without his arm at your back, catching yourself against the stump near the firepit.
Ghost’s gaze raked over you once, then cut back into the trees. His fingers tapped restless against his thigh.
“They’re being strange,” he said, low.
König lifted his head, eyes narrowing. “Who?”
Ghost turned toward him, mask canting in disbelief. “Who do you think?”
You drew your knees to your chest atop the stump, watching the exchange like a tennis match.
“They should have had me,” Ghost continued, pacing again, words faster now, sharper. “Four of them. Flanked me. Close enough I should’ve felt breath. And then—nothing. Not a scratch. Just standing there. Watching.” He ground the last word between his teeth.
König crouched by the duffel, unzipping it with deliberate calm. “Maybe they lost interest.”
“Lost—” Ghost cut himself off, the laugh hollow, incredulous. His gloved hand flexed once, like he wanted to punch bark off a tree. “That’s not how they work.”
“Maybe you imagine.” König’s tone was a knife dulled on purpose — not sharp enough to wound, but not soft enough to soothe.
You looked between them. Ghost rigid, shadow stretched thin in the sun. König’s back broad and unyielding, his motions deliberate as he sorted through ammunition, bandages, the last tins of food.
The silence pressed down, thick with unspoken things.
Finally, Ghost muttered, “Doesn’t sit right,” and stalked to the far edge of camp, disappearing into the trees again like a restless dog circling its fence.
You breathed out slowly. The image of him pacing would etch itself into you — a man who had walked through entire cities of ruin without flinching, unsettled enough now to wear down the soil beneath his boots.
But König acted as though nothing was wrong. His movements were measured, almost stubbornly so, like denial could be made tangible if you packed methodically enough. He pressed weapons into their slots, folded the tarp with sharp creases, coiled rope as if preparing for a climb that would never come.
When his eyes flicked up, he caught you watching him. Something unreadable moved in the lines of his face. Then he shifted, rose, and set a canteen beside you.
“Drink.”
You did. The water was metallic and faintly sweet from the filter, and it steadied you more than anything else.
Ghost reappeared not long after, muttering, “We shouldn’t stay,” as if the words themselves were an infection he needed to spit out. He didn’t sit. Didn’t rest. He simply hovered, the air around him stretched taut.
You knew better than to argue.
So you stood. Pulled your pack toward you. And began to help König dismantle what little semblance of a home you had built in this clearing.
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Packing was ritual by now, almost holy in its precision. There was no room for sloppiness. Every item had weight, meaning. You rolled your spare shirt into your jacket sleeve, tucked both into the bottom of the pack. You checked the ties at the seams, patched one where the fabric had begun to fray. Every rattle had to be silenced with cloth or leather; every blade had to be cleaned and wrapped.
König worked beside you, silent except for the occasional grunt when the tarp resisted folding. Ghost stalked the perimeter, scanning the trees as though the branches themselves might open and spill Wraiths into the clearing.
You lingered on the map longer than you should have. The paper was worn thin at the creases, the ink smudged from too many fingers, but the lines of the country still held. You spread it across your knees, tracing the skeletal ridges of mountains, the arteries of old highways, the sprawl of cities that meant nothing now but ruin and risk.
The pencil marks you had made in the past weeks — notations, estimates, warnings — webbed the map like veins. Colorado was circled, once. Now you sat somewhere inside that ring, the center hollow and burned out.
“Where to?” Ghost asked suddenly, as though the question had been biting the inside of his mouth until it finally tore free.
König didn’t answer. His attention was fixed on his rifle, cloth running down the barrel with near-ceremonial slowness.
Your gaze slid back to the map. Your finger drifted west, brushing over Utah, Nevada, then the wide edge of California.
“There,” you said softly.
Both men looked at you.
You tapped the coast, the edge of the paper feathered with age. “California.”
A pause. Ghost’s head tilted, skepticism radiating even through the mask. König said nothing at all.
“I’ve never been,” you continued, quieter now, almost embarrassed. “Never seen the ocean. Or a beach. We could go. Why not?”
The silence stretched. You rushed to fill it.
“It’ll be the same everywhere, won’t it? Ruins. Empty towns. Wraiths. So why not…pick somewhere. Make it worth it.” You swallowed, fingers curling tight against the map. “We could at least try to have fun.” The word felt strange on your tongue, fragile, like a piece of glass you were afraid to drop.
König’s hands stilled on the rifle. Ghost’s pacing faltered, just once.
You pushed on, voice steadier now. “It’s beautiful outside today. Blue sky, sun. Why not believe there’s more of that waiting for us? Beaches. Warmth. Something different.”
König’s gaze softened almost imperceptibly, as though he wanted to speak but couldn’t find the words. Ghost looked away, back to the trees, the tension in his shoulders refusing to ease.
You pulled the map closer, ran calculations in your head. “If we keep steady pace… maybe a month. Less, if we cut through Nevada.” You drew an invisible line westward with your finger, tracing highways that had long since collapsed into weeds and rust. “We can hunt along the way. Skirt towns. It’s doable.”
No one disagreed. That was enough.
⸻
You packed the map last, sliding it into the waterproof pouch inside your pack. By then, the clearing was stripped bare — tarp folded, firepit scattered, tracks brushed over with branches. König hefted his gear with the ease of someone born to carry, the straps biting deep into his shoulders. Ghost checked the line of trees one last time, muttering under his breath. You tightened the straps across your chest, the pack heavy and familiar, a weight that meant survival.
Then you left.
The forest swallowed you within minutes, the clearing vanishing as though it had never existed. The sunlight lanced through the canopy in golden shards, dappling the earth with shifting light. Pine needles carpeted the ground, soft underfoot, muffling sound.
The world smelled alive. Resin, damp earth, the faint sweetness of decay. Birds startled from branches above you, flashing wings like coins in the sun. Somewhere distant, water ran — a creek, maybe. The air was crisp enough to sting your nose when you breathed deep.
For a while, you let yourself believe it was only a hike. Just three people moving through mountains in the last scraps of summer.
Ghost ranged ahead, restless as ever, his silhouette cutting sharp lines between the trees. König walked behind you, close enough that the thud of his boots felt like a second heartbeat to your own. And you — you kept the map folded in your pack, but the idea of California burned warm in your chest. A promise you had made to yourself.
The forest stretched endless before you. The sky stayed impossibly blue. And somewhere, in the silence between branches, you felt the prickle of unseen eyes.
⸻
The first day blurred into distance.
You walked until the muscles in your calves burned, until the straps of your pack carved bruises across your shoulders. The forest was endless, a green ocean of pine and shadow, each ridge giving way to another, each slope promising an end that never arrived. By noon the sun was high, burning bright between the branches, and sweat trickled down your spine.
The silence pressed hard at first — the silence of no cities, no machines, life beyond the three of you. But after hours of walking, you started to notice that it wasn’t normal silence. Not really. Too clean. Too empty. Even the birds seemed reluctant to cut the air.
You swallowed it down. The map was tucked against your spine, and you kept your eyes west.
⸻
“California.” Ghost spat the word like a slur when you stopped to catch breath mid-afternoon. “Mad fucking idea, that.”
You leaned against a pine, chest heaving, the pack straps biting into your collarbones. “You’d prefer Missouri?”
Ghost’s laugh was short, hollow. “I’d prefer not walking into a nest.”
“Everywhere’s a nest,” you countered, softer than you meant to.
König came up then, setting his own pack against the trunk beside yours. His shirt clung damp to his chest, sweat darkening it along the sternum. He crouched, fingers tugging at the knot of his bootlace until it gave, then tightened it with methodical precision.
“California has the ocean,” he said simply.
Ghost’s skull mask turned toward him, sharp disbelief radiating even through fabric. “What use’s the ocean?”
König shrugged, rising, brushing soil from his palms. “What use is anything?”
That silenced Ghost for a moment. You pushed away from the tree, grinning faintly despite the ache in your thighs. “I’ll take ocean over another mile of this.”
For a second, even Ghost huffed something like a laugh, though it sounded like gravel grinding in his throat.
⸻
The creek appeared late in the day.
It cut across the forest floor in a thin silver ribbon, shallow but fast-moving, sunlight striking its surface into shards. Relief swelled through you when you saw it — your tongue had been dry for hours, your canteen nearly empty. You dropped to your knees at the bank, already fumbling at the strap.
“Wait.” König’s voice stopped you sharp.
You looked up. His eyes were on the water, narrowed. He crouched beside you, scanning the current. His hand hovered over it but didn’t touch.
It looked clean. Crystal, even. The kind of stream that would have been safe once, before. But as you leaned closer, you saw it — a faint sheen skimming the surface, almost invisible until the light caught it at the right angle. Like oil. A rainbow film stretched thin across the water, shifting with the current.
Your stomach turned.
“Viral,” König murmured, more to himself than to you.
Ghost crouched at the other side of the stream, mask tilted down, silent.
“It’s spreading,” König went on. His tone was flat, controlled, but you could see the muscle working in his jaw. “Even here.”
You capped your canteen again, throat tight with thirst you no longer trusted to quench. “I thought it was only in cities, near nests” you whispered.
“Was.” Ghost’s voice was low, bitter. “Nothing stays put forever.”
For a moment the three of you only stared at it, that innocent-looking current carrying something older than water, something patient enough to bide its time until every stream, every lake, every drop belonged to it.
König straightened at last. “We move.”
You obeyed, shouldering your pack again, though your eyes kept flicking back as you climbed the bank. The sheen shimmered once more, catching the late sun, then was lost between shadows.
⸻
By evening, your legs trembled with every step. The forest dipped into a hollow where boulders ringed a flat stretch of ground, half-hidden from sight. König deemed it safe enough.
He dropped his pack with a grunt, rolling his shoulders. Ghost stalked the perimeter once, twice, before finally allowing himself to sink onto a rock, his knees spread, elbows braced, body still humming with restless energy.
You pulled the tarp free, helped König rig it between stones. His hands moved deftly, knotting rope, adjusting the angle so the tarp sagged just enough to shed rain. When you glanced up at him, his mask catching the light, He caught you looking, eyes softening almost imperceptibly, before turning back to the rope.
Ghost muttered something under his breath, too low to catch.
“What?” you asked.
He shook his head. “Just talking to myself.”
You wanted to push, but König shot you a quiet glance. Let him be, it said.
So you bit your tongue.
⸻
Dinner was a tin of beans shared three ways, eaten cold. König opened it with his knife, Ghost handed you a spoon. You sat shoulder to shoulder on the tarp, the fire left unlit.
“This is the worst meal I’ve ever had,” you muttered, mouth twisting.
Ghost arched a brow. “You’ve had worse.”
You snorted. “Name one.”
“Rat,” he said simply.
You grimaced, but couldn’t stop the laugh. “Fair. Still counts as meat, though.”
Ghost huffed, the sound sharp. “You lot and your fucking culinary reviews.” But you saw his shoulders ease slightly, the tension loosening just enough to make space for the banter.
It almost felt normal.
⸻
Later, when the tarp was zipped, when packs were stacked and weapons within reach, you lay on your side with König’s warmth a wall at your back. Ghost shifted just beyond, his silhouette rigid against the dark.
You should have been asleep. Exhaustion weighed heavy on your body, your eyes burning, limbs aching. But you couldn’t stop hearing the stream, seeing the sheen of its surface. You thought of rain falling, rivers spreading, oceans carrying that same shimmer. How many drops before the whole world was tainted?
Beside you, König breathed steady.
Ghost whispered something into the dark — too low to catch, too fractured to piece together. A confession to the trees. A warning to himself.
You shut your eyes and told yourself the west was still yours. That California still waited. That beaches could still mean something.
But when sleep finally pulled you under, the sound you dreamed of was water.
⸻
The second morning feels sharper than the first, like the world has been honed overnight. The air cuts cold enough to sting your lungs, and the light has that washed, metallic quality that makes you think of bones polished clean. Ghost sets a hard pace from the moment you break camp, his boots biting into the slope, shoulders squared as though sheer force of will could flatten the mountains ahead.
You and König follow. His shadow stretches over you, steady, massive, and too quiet for his size. You keep the map folded in your hand until your knuckles ache, checking it every half mile as if the ink might suddenly change.
It doesn’t.
California is the word you roll on your tongue when silence grows unbearable. California, like a promise. California, like a dare.
It should have been simple.
But the land doesn’t play fair.
⸻
The first obstacle comes when Ghost tries to cut southwest and the slope under him gives way. Rock shrieks loose beneath his boots, shale pouring down a drop too sheer to see the bottom. He catches himself against a pine, swearing through the mask. You reach instinctively, though he’s already clambering back up, furious at the earth itself.
“Fine. Around,” he mutters, brushing grit off his gloves.
The second is marshland, slick reeds trembling in viral water that stretches farther than the map admits. Something pale and swollen floats just beneath, caught in weeds. You don’t look too long.
“Detour,” Ghost spits, and shoulders back north.
The third is a barricade of pines, toppled like matchsticks, each trunk glossy with rot, rot slick as tar spreading down the bark. Even König hesitates, fingers flexing at his thigh before he shakes his head.
“Not safe.”
So you turn again.
By the time the fourth block—another collapsed ridge, boulders wedged like teeth—forces you east, no one is laughing.
⸻
“Feels like we’re walking circles,” you mutter.
“Map says different,” Ghost snaps, though he hasn’t unfolded it in half an hour.
König’s voice drifts low from behind you. “Maps don’t survive the world. The land shifts.”
Ghost whirls on him, mask glinting. “Or maybe someone’s got us on a leash.”
The word drops like iron. No one answers.
⸻
The day drags. Every attempt at westward progress ends the same: blocked, delayed, forced aside. Ghost swears more often, his voice growing jagged, brittle, like the mask is strangling him. You try to joke once, something about California beaches—sand in your boots instead of mud, sunglasses instead of fog—but the words fall flat. Even König doesn’t humor you.
By midafternoon, even the silence feels like it has teeth.
That’s when you see the first one.
A Wraith, crooked against the far treeline. Too far to count as a threat, too near to dismiss. It doesn’t move. Doesn’t charge. Just stands.
You blink, and it’s gone.
You don’t mention it. Neither does König.
⸻
The second sighting comes when you angle south again and the forest opens into a clearing. They’re waiting there—four of them, arranged like fence posts at the far edge. Heads tilted, bodies long and still, their skin holding that faint shimmer like heat off asphalt.
You freeze.
Ghost mutters something foul, swings his rifle up halfway, then lowers it with a hiss. “Why aren’t they coming closer?”
“Because they don’t have to,” König says, voice too calm.
Ghost turns on him. “The hell does that mean?”
König doesn’t answer. His gaze stays locked on the figures. When you glance back, they’re gone.
⸻
You keep walking.
But the shapes keep appearing—at ridges, between tree trunks, reflected dimly in pools of water. Never too close. Never gone for long. Always exactly where they need to be to block a path, to turn you another way.
The land folds around you like paper, every route west pinched shut, every wrong turn left open.
“Not lost,” König murmurs once, when Ghost accuses you of misreading the map. His eyes are dark, glinting beneath his hood. “We are not lost. We are being moved.”
The words make your skin crawl.
⸻
By the time the light thins, no one has suggested stopping. Your shoulders burn from the straps of your pack. Your knees ache. Ghost is still pushing, stubborn, snarling at every new obstacle, but you can see the fever in him—the restless pacing, the muttered curses, the way his hands keep flexing like he’s ready to punch bark off trees.
You stumble into a shallow gully just as night begins to pool. The three of you huddle there, packs forming crude walls, fire kept low. Ghost refuses to sit. He circles instead, his rifle clutched like a leash tethering him to sanity.
König crouches near you, hood shadowing his face, his hands methodically checking gear. His movements are too deliberate, as if denial can be made tangible if he folds sharp enough creases.
Finally, he says it aloud.
“They are herding us.”
The fire pops. You flinch.
“Herding,” you echo.
He nods once. “Like sheep. They block, we turn. They guide. Not chase.”
Ghost lets out a laugh—harsh, ugly. “Guided where? Into a fucking pit?”
No one answers.
The silence that follows is worse than any scream.
⸻
You curl into your blanket, the map pressed tight to your chest like it can anchor you. Your breath fogs faint in the night air. The fire burns too low, the dark too close.
You close your eyes. Try to imagine California—the ocean, the warmth, sand you’ve never felt. But all you can see is the way the Wraiths stood in the clearing, silent, lined like crooked posts. Not attacking. Not fleeing. Just waiting.
And for the first time, you understand something you don’t want to admit.
You’re not walking free anymore.
You’re walking inside something else’s design.
⸻
On day 3 you wake to the smell.
It isn’t smoke, though for a moment your half-dreaming brain tells you it is. The air is thick and damp, the way it gets when the fire dies down in the night and the world creeps back in. But it isn’t ash. It’s sweeter. Meat left too long in the sun, sugared rot buzzing with unseen flies. You swallow against the nausea and open your eyes.
The tarp glistens.
At first you think it’s dew. The whole surface of it is wet, shining faintly in the pale dawn. But when you reach out to touch it, your fingertip comes away sticky, like glue. You rub it off on your pants, heart thumping a little harder, and tell yourself not to think. Not yet.
Ghost is awake, crouched by what remains of the fire. He stares into the gray coals, silent, his mask streaked with something that looks like condensation but hasn’t burned away. König sits a few feet off, sharpening his knife on a whetstone with slow, deliberate strokes. His hood sags low, hiding most of his face, but you can hear the faint rasp of his breath—thicker than usual, like the air itself doesn’t want to move through him.
“Morning,” you manage, voice rasping.
Neither of them answers right away.
Finally Ghost mutters, “Doesn’t feel like morning.” His voice is clipped, his accent sharper than usual, the words almost bitten off.
König doesn’t look up from the blade. “Too quiet.”
You sit up and glance around. The trees lean closer than you remember, their trunks warped into curves that almost bow inward, as if the whole forest is drawing breath. The ground under the tarp isn’t mud anymore but something darker, uneven, ridged like scar tissue.
You tell yourself it’s just shadows, tricks of tired eyes. But the smell keeps getting thicker.
⸻
Breakfast is silent. You force down a ration bar without looking at anyone, each bite an angry crunch. König watches crumbs fall into the dirt, eyes hidden, but the tilt of his head makes you think of hunger, sharp and restless.
Ghost notices. He snorts. “Feed the big bastard all you like, won’t make him less of a liability.”
König stiffens. The knife stops rasping. For a moment the air feels electric, like the three of you are sitting inside a live wire.
“Stop,” you say, sharper than you mean to. “Thought we were past this.”
Neither argues, but neither relaxes.
⸻
By midday, the path isn’t a path anymore.
The soil turns slick, clinging to your boots in heavy clumps. What little undergrowth there was has melted into strings of something translucent, drooping from branches like veins stripped out of a body. You push one aside with your rifle and it snaps wetly, leaving a smear of clear jelly across your glove.
Ghost swears under his breath. “This isn’t nature. This is—fuck. This is something else.”
“We should turn back,” you say before you can stop yourself.
“And go where?” Ghost snaps, rounding on you. His eyes behind the mask are too bright, feverish. “You seen what’s behind us? Every time we head west, they close ranks. Every time we go east, same thing. We’re being funneled. Can’t you see that?”
The words hang in the air like smoke.
König finally speaks, voice low. “Maybe they want to show us something.”
You whip your head toward him. “Show us?”
His shoulders lift in a slow shrug, like he’s already tired of defending himself. “If they wanted us dead, we would be dead.”
Ghost’s laugh is harsh, humorless. “Christ. Listen to yourself. You sound like them.”
König doesn’t answer. He doesn’t need to. His silence is worse.
⸻
The world keeps getting stranger.
By late afternoon the trees are gone entirely, replaced by pillars of something that isn’t wood but isn’t stone either. Smooth surfaces veined with pulsing lines, faintly luminous, throbbing in time with some rhythm you can’t hear. The ground softens, black loam giving way to flesh-colored ridges that compress under your weight.
You stop looking too closely. Every time you do, the nausea gets worse.
Ghost mutters constantly now—half to himself, half to you. Directions, complaints, fragments of curses. His voice shakes more than you’ve ever heard it. König walks silently at your side, too close, his hand brushing your arm as if to anchor you. His presence should be comforting. It isn’t.
The silence presses harder, thicker. No wind. No animals. No world but this.
You start to feel watched from every angle at once.
⸻
It happens near dusk.
You crest a low ridge and the ground simply drops away in front of you. A pit yawns open, massive, swallowing the last of the fading light. The edges slope downward like a funnel, lined with ridged matter that glistens wetly. It isn’t rock. It isn’t soil. It looks—
You don’t finish the thought.
Because the Wraiths are there.
Dozens of them, maybe more, standing along the rim, their bodies black silhouettes against the bruised sky. Their eyes glow faintly, not the harsh light of before but something dimmer, patient. Watching.
Ghost raises his rifle. “Fuck no. We’re not going in there.”
“They’ll drive us if we don’t,” König says. His voice is calm, almost too calm.
You realize then how many are behind you, too—shadows slipping from the trees, circling closer, corralling like wolves.
And then you hear it.
Whispering.
Not words at first—just sound, low and endless, like wind through a grave. But the longer you listen, the more it shapes itself. Syllables. Phrases.
Home. Home. Returned.
Your stomach flips.
“They think we belong here,” you whisper.
König tilts his head. His hand brushes yours again, deliberate this time. “Maybe you do.”
Ghost swears, voice breaking. “We’re not going down there. Do you hear me? We’re not—”
But the Wraiths keep whispering, louder now, overlapping voices in a tide that drowns thought.
Home. Home. Returned.
And the pit waits, pulsing faintly, as if it has been breathing for centuries.
Notes:
Hi everyone! Sorry for the unexpected hiatus—I hit a bit of burnout and had to step back for a while. But I’m finally back, and so grateful for your patience! This chapter was tough for me; I sat on it for ages because I wasn’t fully happy with it, but getting it out felt important. I can always go back and refine it later. I can’t thank you enough for all the kind words, comments, and encouragement you’ve given me along the way. Truly, this fic wouldn’t have made it this far without your support—you’ve kept me going when I might’ve abandoned it. We’re nearing the end now (probably 4–5 chapters left), though I do have plans for a prequel once this wraps up. I’ve also been slowly cross-posting to Tumblr, so if you’d like to follow me there, I’d love to see you!
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