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If someone, one day, find this and start wondering who am I, read to the end. But I dont think this going to happen

It won't be long, but short and quick since I dont have so much time. I realized Im stuck. In what? In the time loop, living the day of 30th September over and over again. I didn't realize at first since Im the type of human who doesnt care. I just went like I had to.

Before you ask me how this happen, why, me, is stuck, I dont know either. I woke up in first timeline, thinking it's a normal day. And again, again, again... until today.

So far I know, things in my pocket of dark world form stay the same as before. I found out when two or three loops ago, Lancer said that he remember everything, but the next loop (when he didn't stay with me), have been acting like its a new "same" day. I don't know why its happen, either. I guess time there goes normally.

I hope I wont be stuck for too long. But as today, I need to life at the fullest, until the first of October come. Maybe I just have to do something, that I didn't. Or just change something. I will spend all time with my friends and tell them everything.

Its almost 23 (11pm). I think its over for today, as I need to sneak out to dark castle. I hope school is open, so I don't have to lost time to find a rock and break the window. Like most of the time. But you dont know about it.

Kris Dreemurr, The only human in Hometown.

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Another day, and the loop didn't end yet. My previously letter had a lot of mistake in writing, as I wrote this fast, to win with time. Today, I don't need to rush.

I woke up at 7. Like every other days in this time loop. I got downstairs to brush my teeth and use the toilet. My mom, Toriel, as before, was shocked when she find out she didn't have to force me to get up. It's funny. For me, at least.

The school went the same (hello? The same day? Again?). Noelle was suprised I didn't oversleep. Berdly was saying "smart" stupid things. And Susie was making fun of me saying that I'm turning into a diligent student. Topic of today's periods? I don't know, I wasn't taking attention to it as I fell asleep.

After school, me and the monster girl (Im talking about Susie, just don't want to repeat her name) went to Dark Castle, which is in school's shelter. What is Dark Castle, you may ask. In short, it's place where everything change their presence (but it's like how every dark worlds works). So, phone can be a "person" being Darkner and pen can be a weapon.

Ralsei, a fluffy boy, greetings us as always. Tell us everything what happen there (and I was trying to act like I didn't know about it) and we did the same. Susie was telling the most, though. Lancer (the small boy, who I told about in my yesterday letter) was there too. 

We didn't spend too much time there, since we had plans for us today, as like go for the diner together, try to play with other kids (we failed again, like of course, its time loop) and sit down next to the lake. Fresh air is good.

This is how my day(s) go, unless I change something. Now Im sitting on the chair, opposite desk. In some minutes Im going to sneak again to dark world and leave my letter, so one day, all of three (me, Susie and Ralsei) could read it. 

Kris Dreemurr, not an oversleeper anymore.

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Day 9 of 30th September. To be honest, I didn't change anything today, I wasn't in mood. So I will tell you about important monsters for me.

First is my mom, Toriel. She isn't my biological mom, but, since I remember, she takes care of me. I don't know anything about my real parents (except that they're humans). Oh yeah, Toriel is a goat monster.  Her pies are so delicious that I could eat it for the rest of my life. Mom is very kind and a bit of protective (if not to say she's TOO much protective). Also, her personality can change and then mom become "harsh", but as soon as I told her I was with my friend(s), Toriel good personality is back. I don't know what to say more, It's kind of embarrassing for me, to talk about parents.

Then there is my dad, Asgore. He is something. He tries to get my mom back (I didn't say it, but my parents are divorced). Everytime, she finds excuse from his yap, thougt. I know he really loves her, but I think he should let her go and move on. He has his own flower shop - "Flower King". He really cares about flowers, maybe a litlle to much. But anything that makes old man happy, right?

Big brother, Asriel! He helped me a lot. One time, I couldn't beat boss in game and I asked for his help. At first he wasn't sure, as It was late night, but after I made puppy eyes, he couldn't say "no" to me. Same with homework, writing, reading and more! Of course, he would get mad when I was to lazy to make it myself, but forgave me everytime. We used to share a room. Used to, because he's at collage right now.

Noelle Holiday, my childhood best friend. We know each other since we were really, really small, as our big siblings were friends. My deer monster friend, kind as much as possible, or I should said, kind every second. I have never seen her being mean for someone. But there's one thing that annoyed me as a kid - her getting scare so easily. Now, as Im older, I find this funny and, sometimes, scare her for fun. If you could just see her face everytime. Always trying to protect me. One time, when I was bullied at school, she asked me if I didn't want to swap seat with her. I declined her offer, because, who normally, wants to sit in the first row. I appreciate her effort. She changed a lot, especially when her sister went missing. This situation had a big influence to her. I hope she will be found soon.

Now, lets talk about my recent friend, a purple dragon or lizard, I never know, monster girl - Susie. You may say "You can't get along with someone in short time" and I say, yes, you can. At first, she "hated" me and bullied, but I didn't mind it. I knew she didn't mean it. After the first adventure in Dark World, we didn't were the bff thing, but from the beggining, I had in the back of my head, that It would take only couple of days to change it. And I was right. Other kids here call her "scary". I never saw her scary at all. She kind, funny, amazing and beautiful. The prettiest monster girl I've ever seen. Oh, sorry, I spaced out for a second. Anyway, Susie is strong, she can lift me so easily. And brave, Im so greatfull to have friend like her. I hope that we will be always together. Have our little big adventures. Save people. Have each other backs. No matter if we stay as friends or become a couple. Being together means everything to me.

Berdly, can I skip him, please? VERY PLEASE??

Ralsei, the Prince of Dark. What do I have to say? He had been on every dark worlds' adventures with me and Susie. He looks like my brother, well, I didn't see it. There's a lot of differences. In personality, body type, voice, face and more. But, I know, that for someone who never lived with Asriel for a long time, they can look alike. I'm glad that, no matter how hard some adventures and fights were, he was there to help us. Without him, I don't know what we would did. Or what we would be.

That's it! Every single important person to me! I hope nobody got tired, if this letter got found.

Kris Dreemurr, not a lonely human.

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Still no 1st October. Almost two weeks of being stuck there. I started to pay attention in periods. Maybe it will help me to escape (probably not). At least I changed something. 

This is my life for now. I don't know how long it will take to break the time loop. Everything I need to know is how to survive. If tomorrow is the day when I wake up on 1st October, then it will be my happiest day. But I don't think so, as I look at the calendar on my phone, there aren't any date after today's (30th September, if you forgot).

As long as I do something new, I think I'm going to be okay. Just need to wait. Waiting is annoying, most of the time, but I have to right now. No matter if I want it or not. 

To kill the time, it's good to spend some time with friends! To learn something new about them. It's not my usual thing to do, but, God, I don't want to "die" from boredom..! Okay, stop with the cringe. But, yeah, what do I have to go other? Play games that will never be saved on level I ended? Thanks, but no.

A lot of quotes about time are that we're controlled. The role for me has changed, and now I'm the one who controls. Can do whatever I want, and it will disappear the next day. Nobody will remember what I did yesterday. I can become a villain and the next day act like a normal teenager. I'm kidding, don't worry.

I kind of changed the topic. Focusing in periods isn't the only thing I changed. I "overslept" too much for the first lesson (my mom got mad at me and left without me. It hurt me a bit.). Wear something new, which was still my older brother's old clothes. Put some makeup (it was so ugly, ugh) and styled my hair. So basically, I took proper care of myself (first and only time). Many monsters were shocked (me too) as I never do it. I'm lazy and I won't hide it.

My classmate, well, except Susie, Noelle and Berdly, nobody noticed it. I kind of expected it. They don't care at all. If I disappear, only "my" trio would be confused.

The rest of the day went like always, with Susie. I didn't want to change it at all, for now, at least. In future, I will. I didn't want her to be sad yesterday.

For today, it's end of my talking. Next day will be the same as today, unless the date change.

Kris Dreemurr, the changer.