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Kim is a visual thinker. He doesn’t think with words. That’s not what he does.

...Until it is.

He tries to ignore it. But it keeps happening. He finds himself with strange hunches and parts of him that came so naturally before are becoming fuzzy. And the goddamn voices keep multiplying.

Something is deeply, deeply wrong.

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Harry has a lot going on in his head. Voices that are and are-not him, sorta-visions, *actual* visions, and severe retrograde amnesia. That’s just how he is. He contains multitudes, baby.

...Until he doesn’t.

Slowly, he’s finding himself with less company than he should. He’s missing clues that he would have found even when he was shitfaced (he thinks, he tries not to remember) before. He’s experiencing flashes of memory behind his eyes when the air is still, and a seeping dread when the wind blows.

Something is deeply, deeply wrong.

~~

Between a sequence arsonist, the rumbling of le retour growing louder by the day, and whatever is happening to them both, Harry and Kim are going to have to figure out what’s going on before it gets worse.

And it WILL get worse.

Notes:

Super excited to share this with the world! First time writing fic in like... almost ten years. Disco just brought something out of me I guess!
Please let me know what you think! Is the formatting playing nice?

Big thanks to laurelnose and Abyssalcaptain whose work skins I hybridized to get the look I wanted.

Chapter 1: Prologue: Red Giant

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Prologue: Red Giant

ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN- You are marinating in the darkness. Black as it’s always been. Black as can ever be.

LIMBIC SYSTEM - A Harry soup, waiting to be consumed by the masses in greedy gulps, until there is nothing left but sludge.

ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN- A frog, willingly crawling into the pot to be boiled alive. Where did your instinct to survive go, Harry boy? Why do you crawl into the pot every day?

  1. Because people need me.
  2. Because I need people.
  3. I don’t know, why do I crawl into the pot?
  4. [Just continue to stew.]

YOU - Because people need me.

LIMBIC SYSTEM - LIES.

ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN - LIES.

YOU - [The blackness, a comfortable nothingness, warms up. The stove has been turned on. It would be comfortable, if you didn’t know what came next.]

  1. Because people need me.
  2. Because I need people.
  3. I don’t know, why *do* I crawl into the pot?
  4. [Just continue to stew.]

YOU - Because I need people.

LIMBIC SYSTEM - Do you, Harry? All other people do is make you hurt. They die, they argue, they *look at you*. It’s hell out there, and every person is a demon made to judge you for your sins.

ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN - And you’ve certainly sinned plenty, Harry boy.

LIMBIC SYSTEM - You’re the *original* sin.

Damned by your very existence to hurt the people you say you love.

YOU - [The heat continues to climb. The fires of damnation caress your nerves like a hug and like handcuffs. It hurts.]

  1. Because people need me
  2. Because I need people.
  3. I don’t know, why do I crawl into the pot?
  4. [Just continue to stew, because you deserve it.]

YOU - [Just continue to stew, because you deserve it.]

ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN - Oh, Harry. Harry, Harry, Harry. How do you not understand? The fire isn’t cleansing. This isn’t a purity ritual. You are just a corpse that hasn’t realized it’s died yet.

LIMBIC SYSTEM - You’re a stinky, char broiled corpse. You cannot escape your body. No Stations of the Breath will free you. Your remains will never be at rest. It’s too late for that. Too late for Harrier Du Bois,-

ANCIENT REPTILIAN BRAIN - too late for Disco,-

LIMBIC SYSTEM - And too late for Revachol.

SHIVERS [Godly: Success] - IT IS NEVER TOO LATE. YOU ARE MORE THAN YOU REALIZE. GREATNESS COMES. YOU CANNOT STOP IT. I CANNOT STOP IT. IT BEGINS TONIGHT. I LOVE YOU.

YOU - [The heat, it’s too much. It’s tearing every cell apart, denaturing you. You are being unwound, turning from a man into proteins. From proteins into mud, from mud into nothing. But still you feel it. You feel it *all*. It never stops.

The heat rises further. You are in the center of a supermassive star. You are the core, failing under your own gravity. You’re so hot, *so hot*, and yet it just gets hotter. You must be something else, you *must* be. There is no way but down. Down and down and down and down until-]

??? - “-rry! You’re thrashing in there, I need an answer!”

PERCEPTION (HEARING) [Trivial: Success] - The voice of Kim Kitsuragi, Lieutenant Yefreitor of the 41st precinct, echoes through a closed door.

EMPATHY [Easy: Success] - He’s frantic.

YOU - Your eyes fly open.

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Hard: Failure] - You are in the passenger seat of a motorcarriage. The only light is from the moon and the flashlight in the lieutenant’s hands. It is pointed directly into your corneas.

  1. “Huh? Wha…?”
  2. [Reaction Speed - Heroic 16] Cover your eyes before you’re blinded by the flashlight.
  3. [Logic - Medium 10] Remember where you are.
  4. [Drama - Impossible 18] Say something smart, literally anything.

YOU - Cover your eyes before you’re blinded by the flashlight.

CHECK FAILURE

REACTION SPEED [Heroic: Failure] - By the time you raise your arm to cover them, it is too late. Your eyes are ruined.

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) - There is a new sun on the inside of your retinas, and it’s going to be there for at least five minutes. Hope you don’t have to see for a while.

  1. “Huh? Wha…?"
  2. [Logic - Medium 10]: Remember where you are.
  3. [Drama - Impossible 18]: Say something smart, literally anything.

YOU - Remember where you are.

CHECK SUCCESS

LOGIC[Medium: Success] - You can piece this together relatively quickly. You’re in a motorcarriage-

ENCYCLOPEDIA [Medium: Failure]/ INTERFACING [Medium: Success] - not the Kineema-

ENCYCLOPEDIA - Huh- What?

INTERFACING - Yeah, I thought it was the Kineema too, but look at the dashboard. It’s missing the nitro and suspension dials.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [Easy: Success] - Yes, I see it now. This is a Coupris 43’. Manufactured the same year as the Kineema, this model has a few upgrades from the 40’, but is no sports vehicle like its fraternal twin. Most of the upgrades had to do with fuel efficiency and improved traction on slippery or poorly paved roads. The most important thing about the 43’, however, was not those upgrades, as much as it wasn’t a carriage model that “looked” like a cop cage. Almost every vehicle in possession of the RCM is a Coupris 40’, making the make very recognizable, for both good and ill. Pryce had decided it was a good investment for undercover and surveillance work, and had paid for half the vehicle out of his own pocket. The ICM had begrudgingly paid for the other half.

LOGIC - It also, technically, belongs to the 57th. A replacement for the vehicle they surrendered to Kitsuragi when the lieutenant transferred.

ESPRIT DE CORPS - Pryce convinced the 57th to let you borrow it for a stakeout. They couldn’t really say no.

LOGIC - And now you are here. On said stakeout.

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Medium: Success] - *Lieutenant Yefreitor Kim Kitsuragi is on a hill above an abandoned gas stop, prone. He has binoculars in one hand, and his notebook in the other. Someone has been siphoning gasoline out of here and smuggling it, and it’s a dangerous amount. Enough that the RCM wants to track it down.

There’s movement by the stakeout vehicle. ‘It must be Harry.’ Kim thinks. But he doesn’t see the hand adjust the side mirror, his signal that the suspect has been spotted. In fact, it looks like thrashing. Like the motorcarriage is seizing.

‘Not good.’ He thinks, getting to his feet in a flash. He packs the binoculars and the notebook into their pockets instinctively, and in the same motion retrieves his flashlight from another. His right hand hovers over his holster as he jogs down the hill as quickly as he can. ‘Very not good.’

He arrives prepared for a shootout, but all he sees is his partner writhing in the passenger seat, eyes closed and sweat drenching his face.

‘Shit.’*

PERCEPTION (HEARING) [Trivial: Success] - You are brought back to the present as you hear the driver side door open and your partner asks you another question.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Detective, are you okay? Do you need me to call the Lazareth?”

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Impossible: Failure] - Your eyes are still shot, so you can’t make out his expression.

EMPATHY [Formidable: Failure] - Judging by the tone, he’s either very worried or very pissed. Probably both.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Please answer me.”

  1. “Shit! The stakeout. I fell asleep at a stakeout. Fuck!”
  2. “Sorry Kim, I think I must have dozed off. Won’t happen again.”
  3. [Drama - Heroic 16] Convince him you were getting rid of a tracking device, like a cool cop.
  4. [Composure - Hard 12] “Fine, let’s just get back to the job. We can salvage this.”

YOU - “Shit! The stakeout. I fell asleep at a stakeout. Fuck!”

PERCEPTION (HEARING) [Hard: Success] - The other detective lets out a breath he’d been holding.

EMPATHY [Hard: Failure] - A sigh of relief? Or frustration? It’s hard to tell.

KIM KITSURAGI - “If it makes you feel better, there’s been no activity all night, and it’s well past when our witness says that they saw our suspect the last two times. They simply aren’t going to arrive tonight, I think.”

RHETORIC [Easy: Success] - He’s trying to convince himself as well as you.

  1. “You wanna call it?” (Explore)
  2. “Was still a stupid way to botch a stakeout. Sorry.”
  3. “Well, a bust’s a bust, I guess. Let’s just get back.” (Proceed)

YOU - "You wanna call it?"

KIM KITSURAGI - “Normally I wouldn’t, but…”

EMPATHY [Very Hard: Success] - ‘But I just saw my partner have a seizure, and I think that’s more important.’ He thinks.

KIM KITSURAGI - “But if our target was here, they certainly wouldn’t be after the commotion we, or rather I, just raised. There’s no real point in staying.”

  1. “He could be late, we might still have time.”
  2. “Was still a stupid way to botch a stakeout. Sorry.”
  3. “Well, a bust’s a bust, I guess. Let’s just get back.” (Proceed)

YOU - "He could be late, we might still have time."

KIM KITSURAGI - “No. Not with the amount of gasoline they appear to be siphoning per night. There would be no time. They’re not here.”

ENCYCLOPEDIA [Medium: Success]: An oil barrel has a volume of 158.98 liters, and a gasoline pump can pump on average 30 liters a minute.

VISUAL CALCULUS [Hard: Success] - That itself averages to five minutes and twenty seconds per barrel. Several barrels’ worth, at least ten, have been getting taken from this station each night for the last month, according to the billing receipts received from the oil company. They’d need to be more obvious than they’ve been to have been transporting all that gas all at once, and the tire tracks around the scenes show no industrial-size lorries have been here. They’re filling it piecemeal. If the evidence is correct, whoever did this, they did this slowly and carefully over several hours.

RHETORIC - In short, he’s right.

VOLITION [Hard: Success] - Go home, Harry. Take a rest.

  1. “He could be late, we might still have time.”
  2. “Was still a stupid way to botch a stakeout. Sorry.”
  3. “Well, a bust’s a bust, I guess. Let’s just get back.” (Proceed)

YOU - “Well, a bust’s a bust, I guess. Let’s just get back.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Let’s.”

Kim enters the driver’s seat, closing the door gently behind him. With what’s left of your eyesight, you see the flashlight disappear into the darkness.

INLAND EMPIRE [Hard: Success] - Oho! Kim has access to pocket dimensions! Why has he not shared this with you before?! You could be pocket dimension buddies!

LOGIC [Trivial: Success] - No, he just has *pockets*. Not *pocket dimensions*. Like you do.

SAVOIRE FAIRE [Medium: Success] - I mean, if we can teleport, why can’t Kim have a pocket dimension?

LOGIC [Trivial: Success] - We didn’t teleport! Harry just closed his eyes and climbed a ladder! We’ve been over this!

COUPRIS 43’ - The engine wakes up with a whine as Kim puts the key in the ignition. A couple of seconds pass before it relents and settles into a purr, its halogen eyes devouring the darkness in front of it.

INLAND EMPIRE - You should ask him about his pocket dimension!

RHETORIC - You really shouldn’t.

VOLITION - You really shouldn’t.

LOGIC - Do not fucking ask him.

  1. “Oh my god, I didn’t know you had pocket dimensions too, we can be pocket dimension buddies!”
  2. [Drama - Medium 11] Ask about the pocket dimensions, but in a plausibly deniable way.
  3. [Composure - Formidable 13] Don’t comment on Kim’s pocket dimension.

YOU - “Oh my god, I didn’t know you had pocket dimensions too, we can be pocket dimension buddies!”

KIM KITSURAGI - Kim is unflappable in the face of your suggestion. “I do not have ‘Pocket dimensions’ Detective. I have pockets. They have defined dimensions. I assure you.”

He guides the clutch into first gear, then continues, “We need to contact the station and inform them we’re returning an hour ahead of time."

SUGGESTION [Medium: Success] - He means *you* need to contact the station and inform them.

HALF LIGHT [Easy: Success] - He wants the blame for the failed operation to fall squarely on *your* shoulders.

  1. “Yeah, lemme pull out the shortwave.”
  2. “You mean ‘I’ need to contact the station. Tell them ‘I’ ruined the stakeout.”

YOU - “Yeah, lemme pull out the shortwave.”

You unhook the microphone from the speakers and tune in to precinct 41. You are greeted by a woman’s voice. The night operator.

GRAYNELLA PACKER - “10-2 (Connection clear), 10-5 (Relaying message), 41st on the line, come in! Over.”

  1. “10-4 (message received). Operation unsuccessful, 10-29 (time is up for contact). No sign of suspect. Over.”
  2. “Firewalker and Crackshot reporting in. Stakeout’s a bust.”

YOU - “10-4 (message received) Operation unsuccessful, 10-29 (time is up for contact). No sign of suspect. Over.”

GRAYNELLA PACKER - “10-4, message received. 10-23, please stand by.”

SHORTWAVE - The gentle whisper of static and clicks populates the motorcarriage as Relay Officer Packer takes down the information.

GRAYNELLA PACKER - “10-19 (nothing else necessary, return to base), You boys are free to go. Anything else? Over.”

  1. “10-4 (message received), 10-10 (transmission complete). No, nothing else. Have a good morning, Graynie. Over and out.”
  2. “Nah, all clear here. Peace!”

YOU - “10-4 (message received), 10-10 (transmission complete). No, nothing else. Have a good morning, Graynie. Over and out.”

You place the receiver on the hook as the 43’ pulls out of its hiding spot. A sigh from deep in your diaphragm falls out of your lungs as you sink back into the passenger seat.

VISUAL CALCULUS [Easy: Success] - At the rate you’re going, it’ll be 15 minutes before you reach the precinct.

STREETS OF JAMROCK - You and Kim spend a couple minutes in silence, watching the streets of the outer Jamrock merge into Jamrock proper. It gives you a moment to catch your breath, which you know is the intent.

EMPATHY [Hard: Success] - Kim’s worried. Something seemed different about this nightmare. He’s never seen you struggle like that in your sleep.

  1. I don't see how it's different from all the other nightmares I've had.

YOU - I don’t see how it’s different from all the other nightmares I’ve had.

HALF LIGHT [Hard: Success] - Don’t lie to yourself. You KNOW that was weird. It was too clear. Too vivid.

PAIN THRESHOLD [Impossible: Failure] - That heat…

HALF LIGHT [Heroic: Success] - A taste of the Gloaming, gifted by the city herself.

KIM KITSURAGI - Kim takes a slight left onto one of the tributaries of Boogie Street.

RUE DE CLAIR - The street is as empty as it will ever be. The pre-dawn is a no-man’s-land between the daylight businesses and nightclubs.

HALF LIGHT [Medium: Success] - The lieutenant is gearing up his first assault. Ready your defenses.

KIM KITSURAGI - “That was… quite a nightmare. I was concerned it was a seizure at first.” Kim begins, clear and level. His voice cuts over the engine and the patchwork pavement.

  1. “Just the usual, nothing to worry about.”
  2. “Aww, you worried about me Kim?”
  3. “That’s none of your business.”
  4. “Yeah. It was bad.”
  5. (Stay silent.)

YOU - “Just the usual, nothing to worry about.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “No, detective. It was not the usual.”

AUTHORITY [Hard: Failure] - It’s said so matter-of-factly that there is no room to argue. It is a fact as immutable as death and taxes.

SUGGESTION [Hard: Success] - Alright, new tactic. Redirect. Make him feel like he’s overstepping boundaries.

VOLITION [Heroic: Success] - Why do you feel you have to lie to Kim? He’s asking out of genuine concern, not to challenge you. Just be honest.

  1. “Just the usual, nothing to worry about.”
  2. “Aww, you worried about me Kim?”
  3. “That’s none of your business.”
  4. - “...Yeah. It was bad.”
  5. (Stay silent.)

YOU - “... Yeah. It was bad.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Do you want to talk about it?”

YOU - “I…”

  1. “Yes”
  2. “No”
  3. “I don’t know.”

YOU - “No.”

KIM KITSURAGI - Kim says nothing for a moment, and suddenly the silence is deafening. Thankfully, he fills it in again as he says, “Very well. You should take some drouamine when I drop you off. I suspect you might have a fever that could be contributing to any nightmares. You’re coated in sweat as well, which is another sign of fever. Drouamine will lower it. If you don’t feel better in the morning, let me know. I have a mandatory three-day weekend that I’m getting out of the way starting tomorrow.

VOLITION - See? Kim respects you enough to back off if you’re honest with him.

ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Trivial: Success] - Why stop at one? It’s no opioid, but downing a package of those can create a serviceable high in a pinch. Dei knows we’ve been looking for an excuse.

VOLITION [Hard: Success] - Ignore that guy. You’re better than that. You’re over a month sober, you’re doing good. No reason to ruin that for a shit high.

ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Man, fuck you. Fine, if that’s ‘too much 'fun’ for you, at least down some toffees alongside the pill. We could use some sugar.

TASK GAINED: Take a dose of drouamine.

KIM KITSURAGI - Kim turns the radio on to RealRevacholFM, a station featuring local musicians and a wide variety of genres. While you both have channels you prefer more, it’s one that you both enjoy readily enough to be a staple.

REAL REVACHOL FM - The song is a soft but hopeful one, sung in the same key as the old Revacholian anthem. A piano croons gently as the singer caresses the lyrics.

SHIVERS - Three young Revacholians- a male pianist and two female singers- sit in a studio that’s been rented out for fifteen minutes. They had to spend the first ten minutes tuning the grand piano provided by the location. They have one chance to do this right before their 200 reál investment goes to waste. On the other side of the glass, their mixer gives them the go-ahead. The countdown reaches zero, and for four minutes and 36 seconds, the world is condensed to a record studio in La Delta. The piano sings. The lyricists pluck and warble and ring. They pour their souls onto the reels, and it’s the best moment of their lives.

YOU - You smile, and you see Kim do the same. This is what you both fight for.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Let me drop you off first. I need to return the 43’ to the 57th, and there’s no need to do the trip twice.”

  1. “Only if you let me pay for the kebabs next time we get lunch on duty.”

YOU - “Only if you let me pay for the kebabs next time we get lunch on duty.”

KIM KITSURAGI - the corner of his mouth quirks slightly as he speaks, and his eyes sparkle with the barest hint of mirth. “Deal, Du Bois.”

SAVOIRE FAIRE - Damn, how does he look so damn *cool* all the time?!

INLAND EMPIRE [Easy: Success] - It’s a gift given to him by the gods. There’s no other explanation.

KIM KITSURAGI - “- Now get out of my MC.”

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Easy: Failure] - You hadn’t even noticed that Kim had pulled up to your apartment building.

KIM KITSURAGI - The lieutenant puts the motorcarriage in park on the side of the road, and waits for you to exit.

  1. “Okay, okay. Fuck you too, Lieutenant.”
  2. "Aye aye, captain!" (Salute the lieutenant and exit the motorcarriage.)

YOU - “Aye aye, captain!” You salute, and open the door to leave. It takes you a moment to actually get out, as your thighs fight pins and needles from sitting in the same position for so long.

ENDURANCE [Trivial: Success] - You will not be cowed by minor nerve pain! You are an unstoppable force!

PAIN THRESHOLD [Hard: Failure] - Combined with soreness from today’s physical therapy and an old gunshot wound though…

DAMAGED HEALTH -1

YOU - A hiss escapes your teeth as the aches and pains of the day reassert themselves by force. You have to grip hard on the carriage door for support while it subsides.

HEALTH HEALED +1

  1. "Fuck, I'm old."

YOU - “Fuck, I’m old.” You wince.

EMPATHY [Heroic: Success] - Kim Kitsuragi is a professional, and so does not laugh. Even though he dearly wants to.

KIM KITSURAGI - “That we are. Good night, detective.”

YOU - You close the door, and as you turn towards your apartment door, the sound of the Coupris riding off into the distance gives you the strength to turn the key in the lock, and walk inside.

Chapter 2: Chapter 1: Supernova

Summary:

YOU - Every nerve ending is screaming, begging for mercy. Nothing you’ve ever felt can compare. Even your inner demons have fled under the onslaught. You have to do something, ANYTHING, to escape the agony. This cannot continue. You would rather die than experience this.

SHIVERS [Godly: Success] - For the briefest moment, there is a coolness brushing your spine.

YOU CANNOT DIE, HARRIER DU BOIS. YOUR DEATH WOULD MEAN MINE AS WELL.

Notes:

Hello! I'm back with another chapter hot on the tails of the last one.
I've got a beta now, so there should be less grammatical and syntactic errors. Everyone say 'thank you diagonal kris deltarune'!!!

I forgot to mention in the last chapter, but I wanted to make a note that "Graynella Packer" was a reference to a real woman! Basically the first woman to serve as the operator overnight for an ocean going vessel. Also got a law license in four states. In 1910!!! We love a woman in STEM <3
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Graynella_Packer

Anyways time to put harry in the pear wiggler <33333333

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YOU - The door creaks sadly as you close it behind you.

  1. [Look around]

YOU - [Look around]

REDEEMED APARTMENT - What you see is a serviceable living quarter, a far cry from the artistic representation of the People’s Pile it had been when you first arrived from Martinaise. That had been a sight burned into your skull for weeks afterwards. It made your hostel room in the Whirling-in-Rags look positively pristine in comparison.

RECOLLECTION OF THAT DAY - “Dei’s tits, shitkid, you didn’t tell me it was *this* bad." Vicquemare had said, stepping over piles of take-out boxes and bottles of commodore red. You had watched in a mix of horror and amazement as he went so surefooted into the apartment like it *wasn’t* irradiated. He paused in the center of no man's land, taking it all in.

He turned around to face the audience. “Well. You can’t sleep here tonight." He said, kicking a bottle of Pilsner by his foot aside for emphasis.

“Agreed." The lieutenant affirmed, having made his way beside you at the apartment entrance at some point while you’d been marvelling at the squalor. Kim’s expression had been iron, cast into a mold of quiet neutrality, but you could tell by the way Kim’s hands clenched each other rigidly behind his back- like they too were cast in iron- that he was shocked, maybe even horrified, by the state the apartment was in. Or maybe it was the smell that had Kim reeling. Probably both. Kim continued, tone carefully level, “Do you have any suggestions, Detective Vicquemare?"

“Can’t stay with Judit, she’s got a husband and kids to get back home to. Definitely can’t come fucking home with me, hostels are too expensive…" Jean ran a hand through his hair, the other resting on his hip as he went through possible solutions to the ‘Harry Du Bois Conundrum.’

Kim spoke up, “I have a couch I can spare. He can stay with me until a more permanent solution is found."

You had looked at the detective with no small amount of shock. “You’re serious?" You asked, baffled that Kim, of all people, would let you pollute his home with your presence.

Kim had simply side-eyed you with the barest quirk of *the eyebrow*. “I would not offer such a thing as a joke, officer."

YOU - And so you had spent the night on Kim Kitsuragi’s couch. And the night after that. You were there for a week in total, until your apartment was deemed “safe for human life."

It’s taken two months of refurbishing, thrifting, and repairs, but it’s starting to become a place that you actually like.

CONCEPTUALIZATION [Medium: Success] - The apartment, much like yourself, has become a patchwork of ideas and convictions with varying levels of follow-through. It was too small to really hold all your *you-ness*, but you’ve made do with the room you have.

REDEEMED APARTMENT - All around you are photos and paintings covering the walls, and where there isn’t, there’s shelves and cabinets, similarly filled to the brim. To your right is your kitchen, countertop stacked high with pots and pans, your stovetop the only clear space, and a small sink with a single bowl inside.

YOU - You only use that bowl, really. You put the rest on top of the dish cabinet because cleaning one was a lot less stressful than cleaning multiple.

LOGIC [Medium: Success] - It was probably a lot easier when your dishwasher worked, but that had apparently been a casualty of one of your rampages. It was on the list of things that Kim planned to repair on one of your mutual days off.

EMPATHY [Easy:Success] - He enjoys the challenge.

REDEEMED APARTMENT - Directly ahead of you is the door to your room, recently replaced. The original had not been salvageable.

YOU - You remembered why not long after the repair effort on the apartment began. You had taken pyrholidon on a day off and painted Dolores Dei on your door during the high. When you stumbled back from the bar the next day, the sight of her flaxen hair and reproachful mein had so enraged you that you tried to tear out her lungs. You ripped the door off its hinges and tore at it like a dog. You remembered a sick sort of satisfaction surging through you as you had driven your heel into her plywood lungs, puncturing the left, then the right. You had then used your hands to dig into the wood and demolish her whole chest cavity. When you had realized what you’d done, you covered your mistake with several feet of aluminium foil wrapped over the door, and tried to reseat the door on its hinges. It didn’t work (You had known it wouldn’t, you ripped the door off its hinges like it owed you money, you fucking lunatic.) When Gottleib had asked what you did to ruin your hands so thoroughly that you needed twenty stitches, you couldn’t answer.

You want to paint it again, something new to cover the memory, but you’re still deciding on what.

CONCEPTUALIZATION - Revachol wasn’t built in a day. True art takes time.

YOU - you nod to yourself. This is a long term thought project. The breakthrough will come to you when it’s ready.

REDEEMED APARTMENT - To your left is the living area. Two chairs sit close to the opposite wall, one is an old dining chair, and the other is an office chair stolen from work. In between them is a nightstand with a video projector on one side, and a radio on the other. Behind the chairs are two bookshelves with books of every genre populating the shelves. Many had to be tossed, but many more had survived. It was reassuring to know that something survived the months leading up to martinaise.

In the corner is your record player, as well as your records in the sleeve on the top of the record stand.

INTERFACING - It’s one of the few truly nice things you own.

REDEEMED APARTMENT - On the leftmost wall is a small window. All you can see out of it is the brick facade of the building next door. It gets some ambient sunlight, though, so you have a small stool and your art easel next to it for more light. You keep your paints on the sill, since you don’t have room for a proper desk. On the wall connected to the apartment entrance is a large blackboard. When you want to watch videos, you cover it with a white linen sheet. When you have a case, it frequently becomes somewhere you plaster your thoughts in chalk and see what sticks. For tougher cases, you flip it over and use the corkboard side and actually string together the pieces of the case with yarn and thumbtacks.

Apparently you and Jean spent several evenings looking at this corkboard when you couldn’t justify staying at the precinct to the captain, but you were both too wired to stop thinking about a case. There were a nonzero amount of cases solved after several sleepless nights in a row staring at this board, according to him.

And so you return to the start, with the entrance to your apartment behind you.

  1. Put something on the record player.
  2. Go to bed (proceed)

YOU - Put something on the record player.

YOU - You shuffle over to the record player and thumb through your collection.

INLAND EMPIRE- How does a little Sea Power sound?

CONCEPTUALIZATION - I do love a more abstract sound when we’re winding down.

EMPATHY - Something soothing sounds nice, how about the B side of their second album?

HAND-EYE COORDINATION [Medium: Success] - You know the one you’re thinking of, and pluck it seamlessly from its spot in the accordion of vinyls.

YOU - You set the needle on the record player and spend a couple moments enjoying the opening notes of “Stay with Me" before taking a handful of strides back to your bedroom door.

THE BEDROOM - The door opens silently on its hinges and you enter the small bedroom. The bedroom walls are covered in newspaper clippings from the era of disco and posters of Contact Mike or Gillaume le Millione. Beyond that, there’s a messy nightstand and an unmade bed that you don’t really fit, but you needed something-*anything* that wasn’t that wreck of a mattress that was in here before. You slide your favorite snakeskin shoes off onto the shoe rack to your right of the bedroom door and get dressed for bed.

VOLITION [Medium: Success] - Don’t forget the drouamine.

  1. Take a drouamine.
  2. Don’t take any drouamine.

YOU - Take a drouamine.

YOU - You stop yourself before you fully sit down on the bed, and go into the bathroom to take a drouamine.

- You turn on the light to the bathroom and are greeted by your own reflection. You look better than you did in Martinaise. The redness has been receding bit by bit, and the swelling has gone down. Both might never fully go away, but it’s progress.

PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT - Starting to lose a little flab in that beer gut too. We might make a real man out of you yet!

  1. Shoot finger guns at your reflection.
  2. Retrieve the drouamine from the medicine cabinet. (Proceed)

YOU - Shoot finger guns at your reflection.

YOU - You fire off a round at the mirror, and get a volley returned to yourself in kind.

SAVOIRE FAIRE - Who’s that handsome motherfucker firing finger guns? That’s right, it’s you, baby.

MORALE HEALED+1

VOLITION - We are, but we came in here for something else.

  1. Retrieve the drouamine from the medicine cabinet. (Proceed)

YOU - Retrieve the drouamine from the medicine cabinet.

YOU - You reach into the medicine cabinet to the left of the mirror and grab the single blister pack of drouamine from the lowest shelf before closing it again.

ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Hard: Failure] - Is this really all we have? That’s basically nothing! How are we supposed to get high off this?!

LOGIC - That was the point. All downing a single blister pack of four pills would do is cause dizziness and hurt your kidneys. No point but taking the recommended dose.

ELECTROCHEMISTRY - BOO. BORING.

  1. Open a single blister.

YOU - Open a single blister.

YOU - You open a single blister of drouamine and put the pill on your tongue, then chase it with water. The water is lukewarm, but it’s refreshing all the same.

HEALTH HEALED +1

TASK COMPLETE: Take a drouamine

YOU - Your gaze returns to the mirror as the pill slides down your throat. Task complete, you turn around and -

REACTION SPEED [Impossible: Success] - Wait.

  1. ‘Wait?’

YOU - ‘Wait?’

REACTION SPEED - There was something weird in the reflection. For a nanosecond.

YOU - You turn around and look at your reflection again, more carefully.

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Impossible: Failure] - You look like how you’ve always looked.

REACTION SPEED - I, no. That’s not right. I KNOW I saw something.

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) - Care to share with the class what it was, then?

REACTION SPEED - I can’t really describe it, I just know there was something… weird around the head area.

INLAND EMPIRE [Impossible: Success] - The answer can be found down Motorway South.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [Easy: Success] - “You can find something down Motorway South" is a phrase meaning that searching for something is pointless, often with subtext implying that the time to look for it was long ago.

CONCEPTUALIZATION [Godly: Failure] - AKA, there’s nothing to be done about it now.

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) - Well, things seem fine here. Probably a false alarm.

REACTION SPEED - …Yeah, I guess so.

YOU - You tear your eyes away from the mirror and turn off the light to the bathroom. Turning around to the bed again, you slide under your sheets. The second you let your head hit the pillow, exhaustion hits you like a sledgehammer. You barely have time to set your alarm for noon before you sink into the darkness.

~~~~~~~~~

YOU - All at once, the heat returns. It is even more agonizing being put into the middle of it out of nowhere. Every nerve ending is screaming, begging for mercy. Nothing you’ve ever felt can compare. Even your inner demons have fled under the onslaught. You have to do something, ANYTHING, to escape the agony. This cannot continue. You would rather die than experience this.

SHIVERS [Godly: Success] - For the briefest moment, there is a coolness brushing your spine.

YOU CANNOT DIE, HARRIER DU BOIS. YOUR DEATH WOULD MEAN MINE AS WELL.

YOU - You cling to the sensation, a desperate lifeline, but no sooner is it there that it is gone again.

If you could you would feel it somehow crueler to have been given taste of relief before falling back into the pain. But you cannot. You are no more than receptacle for pain.

SHIVERS [Godly: Success] - YOU MUST SURVIVE, HARRIER DU BOIS. REACH, EXPAND, GRASP.

YOU - You barely have time to register the reprieve before it burns away. You forget the next moment it even happened. Burnt away, burnt away.

SHIVERS [Impossible: Failure] - …

SHIVERS [Impossible: Failure] - …

SHIVERS [Impossible: Failure] - …

YOU - You feel something, somewhere, but it’s not enough. How could anything be enough? How could anything come close to the center of a dying star? You are an impossible point. Compressed into infinity.

SHIVERS [???]/ ESPRIT DE CORPS [???] - R E A C H .

YOU - You don’t think, you just do. You reach, reach, reach, and then-

??? - A soul. A shape? A shape you know. It’s a good shape. You like this shape.

SHIVERS [???]/ ESPRIT DE CORPS [???]/ INLAND EMPIRE [???] - E X P A N D .

YOU - You… You like things. That’s right. You are real. You occupy space. You are a “you". You *are* you. You will not wither into nothing. You will grow and be and more and more and more and more and-

SHIVERS [???]/ ESPRIT DE CORPS [???]/ INLAND EMPIRE [???]EMPATHY [???]- G R A S P .

YOU - The good shape, you grasp it.

And the hand of Kim Kitsuragi grasps you back.

Chapter 3: Chapter 2: Cosmic Background Radiation

Summary:

Save him, child of Revachol.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“What’s on your mind, Kim? You look nervous.”

Kim keeps his eyes on the road. “Not now Lucien, I’m busy.”

The road is perilous this far in the pale. If he loses focus, it’ll dissolve under the Kineema. That would be bad. It might even total it. He just installed those new headlights too. No, he has to keep looking forward.

“You won’t even look at me. What’s going on?” Lucien’s voice sounds far away and right in his ear. “Am I really that ugly?”

“Yes.” Kim replies curtly. “I’m busy, Lucien.”

“You’re no fun, Kim.”

“I know.”

A gunshot. Warm blood coating his right side. Kim turns to look on instinct. There’s nothing there. The voice of his old partner echoes in his head.

“You really should have looked.” Lucien doesn’t sound mad, or distraught, just disappointed.

“I know.”

Kim feels himself falling into nothingness. The pale ate the world while he wasn’t looking. That was his fault, really. His stomach turns, waiting for his body to impact the earth at terminal velocity.

“I’m dead because you didn’t look.”

“I know.”

Kim falls into the Esperance, driving all the pale from his lungs. Water threatens to fill them instead.

He has to figure out which way is up, or he drowns. He looks around, up, down, right, left. There, above, he sees a body floating on the top of the river. He swims desperately towards it, his guiding star. The identity of the figure comes into focus as he gets closer. It’s the bloated corpse of a five year old girl, distended and fish-eyed. She stares down at him in that bored way that corpses do, and she looks just like he remembers.

She's also in the way.

He pushes the girl aside as he breaks the surface, taking greedy gulps of air that provide no relief. The body drifts slowly away as he awkwardly clambers onto the shore, climbing out next to Harry’s apartment on Perdition and Main.

It’s a good thing he’s here, really. He'd almost forgot about his promise to repair Harry’s dishwasher. Kim grabs the spare keys from his pocket and unlocks the door. Kim thinks that maybe he should have knocked first, but he’s pretty sure Harry’s dead in Martinaise anyways.
Kim opens the door and walks inside, making sure to close it securely behind him (Harry’s door likes to blow open if it’s not latched properly.) Inside is-

Is…

Is nothing?

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Kim waits for whatever is supposed to happen. For the dream to continue.

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… Nothing. Just blackness. He waits a little more.

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Just when Kim was starting to worry that he had somehow managed to break his dream- if just because he’s never been quite so aware of one as he’s in it- does he notice something.

A series of hisses and clicks pulsing at the edges of perception.

He listens.

Click-click-click. Hiss. Hiss. Hiss. Click-click-click.

Pause.

Click-click-click. Hiss. Hiss. Hiss. Click-click-click.

On the second repetition it strikes him. It’s Palesailor’s code. He’d learned it as a boy, when his eyes were still full of stars and aerostatics.

Click-click-click. Hiss. Hiss. Hiss. Click-click-click.

S. O. S.

Save Our Souls.

A distress call. Could he locate it? It sounded like it came from up ahead.

Kim takes a step forward. Then another. Then another. By the sixth step he’s jogging, following the sound further into the nothingness.

The closer he gets to the source, the more the sound begins to morph. It doesn’t sound like a telegraph anymore. It sounds like wheels on uneven pavement. The next moment it becomes the sound of dying street lights. The cry of a starving fox. A Heart rate monitor. Swarming seagulls. A fire alarm. Radio tape. Rifle fire. No matter how it changes, the pattern is the same.

S. O. S.

Save Our Souls.

There! Something in the endless black. He picks up the pace.

S.O.S.

The sputtering of a dying motorcarriage. A drum solo by a street musician. A baying dog. All of them, the same plea.

Save Our Souls.

He can see it now. It's a person. And even from behind-especially from behind- he’d know them anywhere.

S.O.S.

S.O.S.

When Kim finally gets within arms’ reach, Harry turns. What’s there…

Save Our Souls.

Is not a face.

Where his face should be, a shimmering disk of stardust sat instead. A mirror into the cosmos. A man with his face scraped to nothing by the world-tape. As he watches, the stars start to blink out into nothing.

He shivers.

‘Save us, Kim Kitsuragi’, say the stars inside that dying place.

The mortal holding the face of infinity holds out their right hand in offering.

‘Save him, child of Revachol.’

Save Our Souls.

And so Kim does the only thing he can.

He reaches out and takes Harry’s hand.

And then,
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He wakes all at once, heart pounding, lungs heaving. He’s sitting straight up, right arm instinctively reaching for a holster that isn’t there. His eyes dash madly around the room, looking for…for…

For what?

It hits him a second later. He has been dreaming. He is in his bed. He is awake.

The adrenaline coursing through his veins begins to ebb, leaving his head feeling sticky and slow in its wake. He checks the alarm clock on his nightstand. 6 AM.

Kim lets out a sigh that carries the weight of many sleepless nights upon it. He slept for under an hour. Unfortunate, but there is nothing to be done about it. He was not returning to sleep, that was for certain. Perhaps he would have tried another night, but certainly not after whatever the hell that was.

Unbidden, the image of Harry in bed at Perdition and Main plays out in Kim's mind, his partner writhing and panting like he had in the MC. His eyes bulge out of his sockets as he rockets up from bed, clearly ripped from some nightmare. Kim blinks, and the mental image is gone.

Khm. Kim really needs to stop letting his imagination drift when he could be doing better things.

Kim pulls the cord on his desk lamp, wincing as his eyes adjust to the light. His head aches in a way that he didn’t even know it could. It felt like an itch in the recesses of his mind, or like he’d lightly burned the gray matter of his brain, leaving the creases and folds singed. Truly, the miracle of growing older is discovering new ways in which your body can hurt.

He brushes the minimal sand out of his eyes with his left hand, lifting away the bedsheets from his torso with the other. He grabs his glasses from his nightstand and enjoys the moment of transition from blobs to definable shapes as he puts them on.

He lurches off his mattress and retrieves the civilian clothes he’d laid out on his dresser the night (or morning, he reminded himself by technicality) before and dons them. He’d decided on something simple, not wanting to delay sleep any longer than necessary. His outfit consists of his brown leather bomber, a white collared polo with stripes of beige (vertical stripes of course. He actually has a sense of style, unlike some people he knows), his underarm gun holster layered between, and his usual of khaki cargo pants. He’d considered going with slacks instead, but he’d decided he didn’t want to deal with the hassle of dry cleaning them afterwards. He saves his gloves and his boots for later and migrates to the washroom. He spends about ten minutes on personal grooming, carefully applying just a touch of brilliantine to his hair, only enough to prevent excessive flyaways. Like always, he leaves a little in front untouched for a hint of natural volume. He shaves, brushes his teeth, and when the inside of his skull itches again, he takes a dose of drouamine.

Feeling a little more prepared for a long day, he moves on to breakfast.

Kim grabs an apple from the fruit bowl he keeps on the kitchen counter and walks over to the living room a few paces away and opens the door to the balcony. He steps out into the dim pre-dawn beginning to illuminate the city, admiring it as he eats. He begins planning out his route for the day. He’d start at the Motorcorp Motorparts and pick up that safety belt that he’d ordered, then perhaps he would-

Harry Du Bois is pacing by his landline, practically wearing a hole in the carpet as he goes back and forth. He runs a hand nervously through hair that’s still soggy from the shower before settling to a stop in front of the machine. He picks up the phone. He hangs it back up. Picks it up. Hangs it up. On the third round something inside of him gives and begins dialing a number. The number of his partner.

Kim comes back to his porch, disoriented. It takes him a second to process his surroundings, but he turns back inside when he hears his… phone… ringing.

That’s… bizarre. He goes back towards the kitchen and picks up the receiver with a small amount of trepidation.

“Detective Kitsuragi.” He says woodenly.

“Hey Kim! It’s uh… it’s me.”

Kim’s brow furrows in unease when he hears Harry on the other end, but then again, who else would be calling at this hour? It's coincidence and deduction, that's all. It doesn't stop the itching in his head, but he doesn’t let it into his voice. “Yes?”

“I, um…” A couple of seconds pass and Kim can practically hear Harry staring into the middle distance as he argues with himself.

He waits for ten seconds before he decides to cut the waiting game short. “Today, officer. What is it?”

“Fuck, uh. I. I took that drouamine.” Harry says lamely.

What was Harry playing at? “And?”

“And what?”

“And what else?” He’s not very interested in playing guessing games right now. “Because I don’t think you called at 6:15 AM on my day off just to tell me you took your medication. At least, I certainly hope not.”

“Uh, yup. Yeah. Yeah, I did. Bad call on my part. Whoops. You know how it is, brain damage and all that. Uh. Bye!”

Before Kim can get a word out in protest, the line goes dead. Kim looks at the reciever in his hand in utter bafflement and a little insult before hesitantly securing back on the hanger with a click.

Harry did a lot of weird shit, but that was a new one. Kim didn’t believe for a second that he’d really called to tell him that, but if Harry wanted to dance around it, then he wasn’t going to pry it out of him. Harry Du Bois was a grown man, and he was allowed to have secrets. But he was a detective, and being curious was in his nature. He debated calling back, before rejecting the idea. He was off the clock. He had things he wanted to do today, chores he’d been putting off. He was not going to let errant daydreams and silly phone calls throw him off course.

With that thought firmly wedged between his teeth, he finished his morning preparations. He strapped on his driving gloves, tied the laces of his combat boots, and grabbed his keys off the key rack by the door. He was out the door by 6:30, descending the poorly lit stairwell to the ground floor with care. Sometimes tare found its way onto the steps, and it had cost him nearly a month of field work four years ago after he twisted his ankle catching himself before he became a headline. Lucien had convinced the nurse to at least let him drive, thank god.

Kim takes the chance to check his mail in the mailroom (nothing but brochures and adverts), and moves on to the garage with the Kineema. He spends a moment enjoying the sound of the engine amplified by the concrete stable before heading out to his third favorite cafe. It was more expensive than it was really worth, but the atmosphere was nice and the view was good. Plus, it was one of the few that was open before 7AM.

He spends the next few hours going through his list of things he wanted to do for the day. He drinks his coffee in the cafe (black), he retrieves the safety belt from the parts store (finally), and grabs some groceries from the open market (as cheaply as could be managed.) He finishes before it even strikes noon. He’d been planning on saving the belt installation for tomorrow, but with the time he had on his hands it was clear he either does it this afternoon or he spends the rest of his day doing crosswords.

This was why he hated having a mandatory three-day weekend. He could occupy himself for a day, maybe even two- but three? What did he even do with three days? It was a blessing that he only had to have one per year. It’s fine, he reasons. He’ll probably just ask Harry to grab some files from the precinct that he can fill out as busy work.

Kim puts his groceries in the back of the Kineema, pulling out of the dirt lot at the market before pulling out onto the 8-81. He’s about halfway back to his apartment when he sees the remnants of a recent crash on the motorway. Skid marks and detritus are all that remain of the scene, but he knows it wasn’t there when he drove past earlier this morning.

What happens next he can barely comprehend.

The world seems to freeze like he’s in a firefight, adrenaline narrowing the world into camera obscura. But unlike the tell-tale rush of adrenaline, his heart doesn’t pound. In fact, it too seems to slow down with the rest of the world, as his eyes show him an impossibility.

The world is dimmed, except for the scene of the accident. There, ghostly afterimages of a LUM Oplader- A kinetograph of misfortune painted in blues and oranges across his vision.

The first afterimage was the Oplader coasting at speed.

The next, a tyre puncture, and a swerve.

The third, the attempt to correct.

The fourth, overcorrection- tyres too long between services slipping on the tarmac.

The fifth, the spin out as all control is lost.

The sixth, the impact with the guardrail.

The seventh, emergency services and a body in a stretcher.

He blinks.

The world returns to normal, like nothing even happened. When he looks behind him, the scene is already lost in the sea of Coupris, LUMs, Welters, and every other brand of motorcarriage. His grip on the steering levers is vice-like. His head burns.

He’s so rattled he doesn't even notice his exit until he misses it. It's another ten minutes by the time he gets to the batiment. The Kineema screams up to the garage and he’s practically leaping out of the driver’s seat, not even bothering to grab his groceries. He needs his notebook and a smoke in his hand, now. He jogs up the stairs two at a time, up three stories. When he gets to his apartment at the end of the hall, he’s out of breath and it takes him three tries to get his key in the lock.

Finally, finally he feels the lock unlatch and he flies inside, letting the door slam behind him and manhandles the deadbolt into place as he powerwalks to the open door leading to his bedroom. He flings the leather jacket off his shoulders and throws it on the bed and grabs his orange bomber off the hook on the wall. Out to the balcony he goes, slinging on his work jacket by the time he reaches the open air. He's already reaching into the pocket he keeps his lighter and smokes. He has to fight the wind for a moment, but the lighter catches the end of the Astra waiting impatiently in his mouth. He takes a deep, long drag. When he exhales, he feels the nerves exit his lungs with the smoke.

Good. Now he can think.

Putting his lighter away with the cigarettes, he then pulls out his Mnemnotechnique- recently refilled with fresh pages. He takes the pen out of the holder and begins to put down everything he can think of.

May 14th, ‘51 Timeline of events:
-KK arrived at home residence at 4:32 AM after stakeout for THE OIL BARRENS case
-KK goes to sleep at 5:15 AM
-KK wakes up at 6:01 AM

Kim pauses for a moment, taking another drag on the cigarette for courage before he continues.

-KK begins experiencing images? Hallucinations? lapses in concentration around 6:02 AM
-KK continues morning routine as usual.
-Call comes in from HDB at 6:13 AM (that I knew was going to happen before it did)

He thoroughly crosses that out.

-Call comes in from HDB at 6:13 AM That I knew was going to happen before it did after second lapse.
-HDB is avoidant and ends call prematurely.
-KK finishes morning routine and leaves apartment at 6:35 AM

Kim continues as such, noting everything he did and when it happened- taking shallow drags of his cigarette to make it last longer. When he gets to the incident on the motorway, he takes the final lungful and extinguishes the butt in the ashtray installed into the balcony railing.

-KK experiences visual hallucination at 12:00 PM

???????? [Challenging: Success] - Judging by the position of the sun and the time of year, 12:05, actually. Give or take a minute.

A voice in his ear.

Right behind him.

Kim’s blood turns to ice. He drops the pen and notebook, but he barely registers it over the synapses firing in sequence as years of training take over. Before the two items even hit the ground, his armistice is already in his hands, safety off. He pivots, body maneuvering into the Lähedalt position as he rounds on-

Nobody.

But that didn’t make sense. He’d heard them clear as day. They must have retreated further into the apartment. Hands steady, he clears the living room when he reenters from the open balcony door. He scans every corner and shadow before moving on. He glances at the entrance. No sign of forced entry. The deadbolt was still turned. He clears the kitchen. Then the bedroom. Finally, he rips open the bathroom door, prepared to shoot first and ask questions after. You could not afford to hesitate as RCM with a home invader.

Nothing. Nobody in the bathtub, or behind the door. Just him and the bathroom mirror.

?SPR? D? COR?S [Formidable: Success] - At ease Lieutenant. You are alone. The apartment is clear.

VI?UAL ??lC?LUS [Medium: Success] - Agreed. There was no dust disturbed on any of the windows when we looked. The deadbolt is secured. There are no other points of entry.

His stomach drops, and he watches in real time as realization and horror creeps onto the face in the mirror.

The voices were in his head. Oh god, the voices were in his head.

Okay. Okay. He wasn’t going to panic. He watches sweat start to bead on his brow. He looks like he’s panicking. Bad start.

ESPRIT DE CORPS - Perhaps start with putting your firearm away, Lieutenant.

He…

Yes. That sounded right.

He tries not to think about how hard his hand is shaking as he turns the safety back on. He somehow puts the armistice back in its holster as well. He makes the mistake of looking into the mirror and seeing his eyes blown wide like caught prey. He backpedals away from the mirror and the bathroom as his head spins. No. No, he would not panic. He simply refused.

Everything was fine. In five minutes he would forget this ever happened. It would be a normal Friday. He would go grab his groceries, install that belt. He would keep himself busy for the next few days. Whatever he ingested that caused this would pass by then, surely. He would go to work! Live life. Be a normal, upstanding member of the Revachol Citizen’s Militia. Just Kim Kitsuragi. No voices, no hallucinations Kim Kitsuragi.

He collapses onto his bed spread eagle, watching the fan above his head rotate hypnotically. Oh, he was very tired, suddenly. Perhaps it was a good time for a rest. That would help. Stress could do bizarre things to the mind.

LOGIC [Easy: Failure] - You're going to be *so fucking normal*, Kim Kitsuragi.

And so he drifted into that pale nothingness of sleep, lulled to sleep by the itch in his brain and a deep seated dread.

Notes:

Think I'm going to start doing little "Encyclopedia" and "Rhetoric" blurbs for pieces of my thought process I wanted to explore and share with y'all. Encyclopedia will talk about things from an in-world perspective. Rhetoric will discuss the actual IRL reason for certain artistic and narrative decisions. Let me know if you like this segment and I'll make sure to do more of it in the future.

Points of Interest:

RHETORIC [On: Lieutenant Lucien "Eyes" Ouelette] - Ouliette is a name derived from the french word for "eye", but it also has connotations with rivers and lakes. Not actually a proper French name, but Quebequois! The origin for the name's propagation across French Canada is from one man named "René Hoûallet" who arrived in the 1700s to the area from Riviere-Ouelle.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [On: Palesailor's Code] - Palesailor's code was originally a measure of poetic meter, used by early Entroponauts when constructing their Voltas as a guide. Many sailors would measure out time and repetition to these "short" and "long" phrases, that when concatenated, could be reconstructed into the Volta creator's name. This practice was said to increase the grounding effect of a Volta, though it could just be a wive's tale. Eventually, the pattern made it's way into a proper code as the trinary system of *short, long, pause* was one of the most effective ways to transfer information in deep pale. Very often, emergency signals are still output in Palesailor's code in case more complex signals cannot survive the journey from sender to reciever. "Palesailor" was the original name for a Entroponaut, before they were formalized into the Entroponautical Society a century later. The Entroponautical Society still exists to this day, though it had become more of a vistigial limb of the Moralintern as most Pale travel is now privatized.

RHETORIC [On: Palesailor's Code] - The author spent unreasonable amounts of time trying to name this morse code analog, but eventually decided on Palesailor's Code because it was cool. Then the author found out that the proper term for someone who goes out into the pale is called an "Entroponaut" and decided that "entroponaut's code" didn't sound nearly as cool and made up lore to justify continuing to call it Palesailor's Code.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [On: The LUM Oplader] - The LUM 'Oplader' is to the Coupris 40' as the the LUM 'Fevre' is to the Coupris Kineema, with a few notable differences. The Oplader is a much heaver but more aerodynamic motorcarriage for individuals who prefer style and comfort to utilitarianism. It suffers off-road and on poor paving, so it's a less common model in the lower income regions of Revachol where potholes and war craters cause problems for the suspension. Very popular among middle-class workers in places more affluent parts of Revachol like Stella Maris or La Delta.

RHETORIC [On: The LUM Oplader] - "Oplader" is Danish for Charger. That's it.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [On: The Lähedalt Position] - In contrast to the mid-range stance of the Falostesse (used where you have time to line up your shot against a stationary target), the Lähedalt position is used when in close proximity to the target in a tight space, examples being a mugging or a home invasion. The position requests speed before accuracy, and is therefore best only in extreme circumstances with little to no risk of collateral.

RHETORIC [On: The Lähedalt Position] - Lähedalt is Estonian for "Up Close". The Falostesse also doesn't exist, so the author decided to wing it and make their own firing positing because it felt fitting.

Chapter 4: Chapter 3: Gravitational Waves

Summary:

"He’ll kill you in ways you don’t even know. He’ll hold your head under the water ‘til there’s nothing in your lungs but death and regret, crying all the while. He’s doing it as we speak. So do yourself a favor.'

LEAVE WHILE YOU CAN."

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Kim thinks he's drowning. At the very least, he's sinking. Yes, he is sinking into the Bay of Revachol, by that fishing village off Martinaise. He’s not sure how he knows, but he does. A monkfish drifts in front of the kaleidoscope of scattered sunlight above, haloed by a world it’ll never know. The water is March-cold, sapping his strength by the second. The surface is too far for him to reach, now. Maybe it always was.

The monkfish disappears under the shadow of an ice shelf, gone in every way that matters.

He touches down on the bottom of the seafloor, sand billowing out from under him at the point of contact. Kim shrugs off the ice beginning to freeze his limbs as he stands, slowly. Why is he so slow?

Ah, right. Underwater.

He looks around, though there’s not much at the bottom of a frozen ocean. Marine snow, some crabs. Oh, and his old Coupris 40 a few meters away.

Kim trudges over, accidentally disturbing an eel along the way that erratically winds between his legs to escape. Even slowed down by the circumstances, it doesn’t take more than a few moments to get flush with the side.

The poor thing is barely more than rust, really. He makes his way to the passenger side to check on Eyes. Kim knows he hates the cold.

Nothing there, which he really should have expected. He’s never there when he looks.

Kim can’t stop himself from feeling a little disappointed.

??? - "You’re new."

Kim startles, turning to face whoever just spoke to him.

Leaning against the passenger door of the rusted 40 is Harry, arms folded and gaze predatory.

He looks closer. No, it’s almost Harry, but not quite. The eyes. They’re slitted, like a crocodile. Hungry like one too, waiting patiently for a perfect moment to rip him apart piece by piece if he gets too close. His stomach turns when it blinks with a third eyelid.

The thing with Harry’s face smirks.

THE THING WITH HARRY’S FACE - “Fancy seeing you here, stranger.”

Kim doesn’t reply. It almost sounds like Harry, but there's an extra layer of gravel that makes it sound like Harry's throat is being clawed at from the inside, creating a lazy growl with every word. There's a haunting hiss too, tacked on certain syllables.

It reminds Kim of a reptile tasting the air for weakness.

THE THING WITH HARRY’S FACE - “One of those dreams, huh? Sorry to hear that.”

He, or it, turns the smirk into a facsimile of The Expression.

THE THING WITH HARRY’S FACE - “What’s your name?”

Kim gets the feeling it already knows.

THE THING WITH HARRY’S FACE - “Actually, it doesn’t matter. I’m gonna call you Juvie. I think it suits you.”

Kim feels his blood boil and turn to ice in equal measure. How dare this… this creature- call him such a thing? The pure indignation of it loosens your tongue.

YOU - “My *name* is-”

It cuts you off.

THE THING WITH HARRY’S FACE- “Don’t care. Let me tell you something, Juvie.”

The creature in Harry's skin straightens, putting every inch of height difference between you and the larger man to use as he looms over you.

“Saving a drowning man is risky business. They’ll grab you and hold you down for a taste of air. They’ll do it without even knowing they’re killing you. *He*-"

It slams a palm against Harry's chest. It's snarling now, the smirk something vicious and dangerous.

"-isn’t any different. He’ll kill you in ways you don’t even know. He’ll hold your head under the water ‘til there’s nothing in your lungs but death and regret, crying all the while. He’s doing it as we speak. So do yourself a favor."

LEAVE WHILE YOU CAN.

The longer it stares at you, the more you become aware of a desperate burning in your lungs. It crawls steadily through your alveoli, rattling your ribcage for air. It’s all-consuming by the time the creature finishes speaking. You fight to keep the spasms down as your body demands air it will never get.

THE THING WITH HARRY’S FACE - “Drowning hurts, doesn’t it? Good. Get out, Juvie.”

Your lungs aren’t the only thing burning. It’s travelled through your lungs to your head. Your nervous system is on fire. It hurts- by god, it hurts.

You can't take it. Your lungs open. Your nerves scream.

His day starts, as the other two had, with nightmares and a racing heart. Just like the last night, he tries to chase the memory of the dream, with very little success. It seems to slip past him like oil through his fingers, gone into that darkness that all dreams go.

He’d not done much the last few days, barely more than a couple crosswords, the belt installation, and sleep. He’d hoped that rest would resolve whatever “episode” he experienced on Friday, but no. He isn’t so fortunate.

He checks his clock. 7:30 AM. He has about fifteen minutes before he has to leave. He'd have to start setting an alarm. He liked being early to work.

He feels a twinge in the depths of his skull like a lighter burning against his frontal lobe. He tries futilely to snuff the pain out by rubbing the palm of his hand against his temple.

Ah. He had almost forgotten about the headaches. They were also becoming a morning staple.

LOGIC [Challenging: Success] - Those could be related to these new sensations. A brain tumor, perhaps? It might be worth consulting with Gottleib or Trant on the matter.

RHETORIC [Formidable: Success] - A conversation you would need to handle like it’s radioactive. The wrong people hear about your little ‘health concern’ and your career could go up in smoke. A police officer with a brain tumor affecting his judgement? Not a good look.

His sheets are sweaty and damp, and they cling to his skin in awful ways as he forces himself out of bed.

LOGIC [Medium: Success] - That’s going to mean an extra load of laundry this week.

HALF LIGHT [Medium: Success] - Fuck the load of laundry, and fuck the sheets! We have bigger problems. Don’t listen to the Blue Crew about going to a doctor. What are they gonna do? Cut open your spleen about it?

LOGIC - We’re simply trying to be helpful. It’s easy to lose track of small things-

HALF LIGHT - How about shutting your trap for once, jigsaw?

They continue to bicker while he starts his breakfast, grabbing preserved meats and cheese, placing them between a couple slices of bread, and calling it a day. Normally he’d spend more time preparing his meal, considering how important it was to stay fueled every day at the precinct. But today, he simply can't spend any more time doing something that left so much space in his head to *think*. Besides, he had to throw out the meats and eggs he bought at the market on Friday, after leaving them in the hot Kineema for nearly a whole day so he couldn’t make a better breakfast anyways. He would eat, get in the Kineema, turn on the engine, and get to the old silk mill before he had a breakdown. He would work, be fine, and go back to his apartment and… and…

RHETORIC [Medium: Success] - 'Ruminate?' You’ve been doing plenty of that.

He shakes his head lightly as to dislodge the thought. He would not look further ahead than necessary. One step in front of the other.

He gets ready for work, making sure to take an extra dose of drouamine, even though it seemed to do little for the headaches. He slings on his work jacket and makes his way down four sets of stairs, stepping deftly past a drunk plastered on the second floor stairwell with more grace than he knew he had.

In the garage of the apartment complex, the Kineema sits patiently for his signal. Granting it permission with his key in the ignition, he trots, then canters, and finally gallops at speed down the motorway to the old silk mill.

The carriage roars triumphantly and he shifts into high gear, and from there the 8/81 is theirs. He rolls down the window, smiling as the wind buffets him coyly, the chill morning air revitalizing and refreshing. For ten minutes he's himself again, cruising to SpeedfreaksFM, letting the harsh metal music blast out all other thoughts. The skyline converts from the cinderblock GRIH to the eclectic Jamrock as he goes, smoke and oil and history filling his lungs. He is one with his machine and with the city, and it feels like bliss.

Of course, all good things must come to an end, and he turned off Speedfreaks FM as he turned off of the motorway. The precinct was right off the 8/81, so he at least didn’t have to deal with as much traffic as he did for his 57th commute, but it also meant less time feeling the road rumble beneath him. He missed that more than he wants to admit.

The precinct itself was nothing spectacular, though he supposed the architecture was at least more interesting than the brutalist style of the 57th. The building was about three stories tall, though that last floor was mostly taken up by the metal and glass dome that covered the top. Harry once described the style as they approached the building for the first time after Martinaise. He called it “the pinnacle of the art deco style from just before the turn of the century.” He had then followed that up by asking Kim how to tie his shoelaces.

“I was in a rush, so I kinda just… made a bunch of knots.” He'd said.

When Kim had looked down, the laces of Harry’s new office shoes had been tied over themselves nearly ten times.

Kim warms at the memory.

Kim pulled into the garage, enjoying the way the engine’s growl reverberates.

?????? [Medium: Success] - The Kineema really is a thing of beauty. It's like if love had a twelve cylinder V12.

And then the moment is spoiled by another voice, dulcet and deep as the others and definitely not his. Could he not enjoy one thing in peace? He huffs to himself and tersely turns the key in the ignition and leaves the kineema, closing the driver-side door with a slam.

?NT??F?CING [Trivial: Success] - No! No slamming! You'll ruin the hinges!

To work. Sanity will follow.

Kim makes his way to the door connecting the garage to the main hall of the silk mill, taking a single deep breath before venturing once more into the breach.

The station is more lively than usual when he arrives. It takes him a moment to pinpoint what makes it seem different, but then he looks at the clock hanging over the center of the building and remembers. He woke up late. He’s here, technically, right on time.

Sloppy of him, forgetting that.

The main hall is a maze of desks and dividers, and Kim finds it easy to imagine Harry struck dumb with all the stimulus on his first day back at the precinct after Martinaise. Kim, luckily, was not harry, and had quickly slotted everything of significance into his mental map within the first day. He had been led by Patrol Officer Minot around the precinct his first day, Harry and Satellite-Officer Vicquemare being busy with a meeting with the Captain.

Minot proved to be a good guide, directing him around the flow of traffic in the precinct with the ease of a person who knows how to move with the current. They had started at the main entrance as a reference point, but Kim had found that he had rerouted the map in his head with the garage entrance in mind. Within two days, muscle memory had carried him the rest of the way.

And so without thinking, Kim immediately turned to his left to make his way to the kitchenette and get some coffee.

LOGIC [Easy: Success] - Unfortunately due to your delay, Kitsuragi, getting coffee right now would mean that you aren’t at your desk at 8AM. You should probably skip it for now and get some on your lunch break if you’re determined to be punctual.

Kim clenched his jaw at the sudden intrusion, but it was true. Kim made a right turn at the kitchenette and walked to his desk. There were piles of papers stacked on top of each other, ones that he would normally handle before the start of the work day, which meant he would have more work tomorrow. It’s fine.

PERCEPTION (HEARING) [Trivial: Success] - A sharp intake of breath from the direction of the c-wing coffee machine. You know who it is before you perceive the knowledge of it. Lieutenant double-yefreitor Harrier Du Bois has just, by the sounds of it, burned himself with hot coffee.

HARRY DU BOIS- “SHIT- FUCK- GODDAMN- MOTHERFUCKER!!!”

LOGIC [Formidable: Failure] - It’s hard to tell how bad the burn is by the volume of his expletives, he’d probably make the same amount of fuss over a papercut as an amputation. You should go over there and see what the damage is.

Kim immediately aborts his attempt to sit at his desk and jogs back towards the kitchenette to assess the situation.

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Trivial: Success] - The situation is not great. Harry is hunched in pain, currently cursing as his right hand is dripping coffee onto a growing puddle on the floor, Harry’s mug (#1 DAD DECTECTIVE)

RHETORIC [Trivial: Success] - ((Spelt incorrectly))

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) - is currently lying sideways on the countertop- creating a second puddle, and the coffee machine’s been flooded and is threatening to make a third.

VISUAL CALCULUS [Medium: Success] - Harry had the brewer on for too long, and eventually it overflowed. He realised his mistake once the coffee spilled onto the hand holding onto the handle. He startled at the heat, and instinctively jerked his hand away, but not before knocking the mug over in the process. The cup landed with the rim facing the floor, spilling the rest of its contents onto the linoleum, as well as splattering several tablespoons on the rest of his outfit.

Yes, that.. Did sound like an accurate breakdown of the scene at hand. He wouldn’t normally put it in so many words, but-

He resisted the urge to shake his head. Focus on Harry, not himself.

Kim jogs over to his partner, hand going to grip Harry’s hunched shoulder. “Are you ok, detective?”

“Fuckin, augh… Fuck, Kim.” Harry’s eyes dart around the room, searching for something.

LOGIC [Easy: Success] - Something to clean himself off with.

Kim offers a handkerchief, which the lieutenant double-yefreitor takes with a slightly shaking hand.

“Look like a clown, feel like one too, but I should be fine.”

“How hot was the coffee?” Kim looks down at the offended hand and sees red welts already blooming where the coffee coated it. It’s bad enough that there’s steam coming off of the detective’s hand as he daubs the handkerchief over the area.

“Nevermind, let’s just get you to the lazareth.”

“Kim, its fine, I-” The detective pauses halfway through whatever empty platitudes he was going to feed Kim, then continues “No, nevermind, I don’t think i want to fuck around with second degree burns. Let’s go.”

Kim had been preparing a retort on his lips, but closed his mouth before the first syllable came out. Pleased he wasn’t going to have to drag his superior by the ear to the doctor like a schoolchild, he nods. “After you.”

Kim lets Harry take point as they make their way to the Lazareth’s wing, turning back around towards the garage entrance, and then taking the first door on the right. The Lazareth’s wing had been part of the storage and transport depot during the precinct’s early years as a silk mill, being where shipments of raw silk had been brought in. This, conveniently, meant that patrol carriages had quick access to the freezers and the operating table when required.
The main room was covered in pale linoleum tiles, ensuring that cleanup was as easy as possible. Three beds sat equidistant on the righthand wall, sitting below a series of windows with drawn blinds. On the left was a steel table for emergency surgeries and medical procedures, and at the opposite wall, four filing cabinets, a bar style counter, the door to the basement level containing the autopsy room and freezers, and a 61 year old Nix Gottlieb, watching them enter with displeasure.

Kim tucked his hands behind his back, preparing to return to his desk. “I imagine you can handle yourself from here, detective?”

“Huh? Oh, yeah, I’m great! I’m disco.” Harry makes one and a half finger guns with his compromised hands.

Kim didn’t think he was feeling as ‘disco’ as he claimed. However, Harry could make his own decisions, and he was not going to mother-hen him. He left the Lazareth and returned promptly to his desk. As he walked, he couldn’t help but find the whole situation a little peculiar. What could have distracted the detective so seriously that not only did he let his coffee cup overflow, but let himself get burned so badly?

But he didn’t have the time to come to any conclusion. No sooner than he sat down did Vicquemare walk over, manila case folder in hand.

“Where’s shitkid?”

“With Dr. Gottleib handling a coffee burn.” By instinct Kim reaches towards where he typically placed his coffee cup, before remembering it wasn’t there. To make the action not seem pointless, he grabs the nearest pen and begins looking over the paperwork piled on his desk.

“Seriously?” The recently-promoted Lieutenant let out a frustrated sigh. “How bad is it?”

“His right hand will probably need bandages, but not more than that, I think.”

“Well, it isn’t the first time. Whenever he gets back, you two have a new case.” Vicquemaire held out the folder, and Kim puts down his pen to accept it. “It’s arson. Sequence.”

Notes:

Feelin eh? About this chapter? It's the first hint of the Case in the Case Fic. Not as much stuff to infodump here, but I can probably think of a couple.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [On: The Era of Art Deco] - Art Deco hit it's short lived peak at the end of the last century, migrating to Revachol from Sur-la-Clef before Tzaraath led to a depression and then consequently the Antecentennial Revolution. Featuring bold geometry as a focus, this style fell out of fashion due to both associations with the aristocracy of the time, as well as the building costs.

RHETORIC [On: The Era of Art Deco] - Art deco fucks nasty and nobody can tell me otherwise.

Oh yeah, one last thing. I have a tumblr! Check it out here and ask me shit if you want. :thumbsup:

https://www. /blog/getinsulidianstickbugged

Chapter 5: Chapter 4: Combustion

Summary:

KIM KITSURAGI - “I see. Well, no real harm done.” He smiles.

REACTION SPEED - Something flickers behind his eyes.

COMPOSURE - And then it’s gone again.

CONCEPTUALIZATION - A leak, quickly filled.

INLAND EMPIRE - But water still got in.

EMPATHY - The mirth in his eyes is gone.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

CHAPTER 4: COMBUSTION

NIX GOTTLIEB - “Well, get over here, Du Bois. Leftmost bed, please. I don’t want to waste more time on this than I have to.”

  1. "You don't have to be a dick about it." [slowly walk over to the sickbed.]
  2. “Oh, yeah, of course.” [Quickly walk over to the sickbed.]
  3. [Silently walk at normal speed to the sickbed]

YOU - “Oh, yeah, of course.”

You scuttle over to the bed he describes, having to hop a little to get properly on the navy stretcher/bed. The protective wax paper on top crunches loudly as you get situated.

THE LAZARETH - The room is chilled, and the only light is coming from the morning sun through the frosted window above.

Gottlieb is grabbing supplies from the medicine cabinet while muttering something to himself.

  1. Kick your feet while you wait, ignoring the mumbling.
  2. Try to listen in.

YOU- Try to listen in.

CHECK #)(^%%&*

INLAND EMPIRE - Another anomaly.

  1. I can't believe this...
  2. Fuck, *another* one? Which one?

YOU - Fuck, *another* one? Which one?

THE LAZARETH - You are interrupted by Gottlieb approaching your spot. He puts on a set of rubber gloves as he approaches, each one producing a light slap as they’re pulled on.

NIX GOTTLIEB - “Let me see your hand.”

  1. Hold out your hand.
  2. Don't hold out your hand.

YOU - Hold out your hand.

NIX GOTTLIEB - He takes your right arm above the wrist and turns it this way and that.

“Open and close it for me.”

  1. Open and close your hand.

YOU - Open and close your hand.

NIX GOTTLIEB - The Lazareth watches you impassively as you do so a couple times, then, seemingly satisfied, he announces “Alright. Seen worse coffee burns. Come over here and run your hand under the tap for a couple minutes.”

He leads you over to the sink behind his desk, running the tap and testing the temperature before moving away to let you in. The water is just barely chilled, although it’s hard to tell through the burn. Behind you, you hear Gottlieb scratching away on an incident form.

ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Medium: Success] - Psst. Hey. Harry. You should look for some rubbing alcohol. Doctors keep that shit everywhere, right? He’s busy with his report, you can sneak a bit when he’s not looking!

VOLITION [Medium: Success] - *Rubbing alcohol?* Seriously? Are you *trying* to get him killed?

ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Hey, I’m just trying to loosen us up. We’ve been having a rough few days with these “anomalies”.

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Medium: Success] - Gottlieb keeps all forms of alcohol or substances locked away, having learned his lesson decades ago with previous alcoholics employed at the 41st. The keys are on his person at all times for the same reason.

VOLITION [Easy: Success]- Just do as the Lazareth says.

  1. Do as Gottlieb says.
  2. [Electrochemistry - Heroic 15] Look subtly for some rubbing alcohol.

YOU - Do what Gottlieb says.

You let the water continue over your hand as the chatter in your head intensifies. This is the seventh time you've specifically tried to get input from the peanut gallery, and had it come up empty in the last four days, and now the second time in ten minutes.

  1. And none of you guys have any idea what’s happening?

YOU - And none of you guys have any idea what’s happening?

INLAND EMPIRE [Challenging: Success] - I told you the first time. It’s plasmic manifestations, Harry.

  1. Okay, but what do I *do* with that? Isn't there anything more… Logical I can work off of?

YOU - Okay, but what do I *do* with that? Isn't there anything more… Logical I can work off of?

...

  1. I said, is there anything more LOGICAL I can work off of?

YOU - I said, is there anything more LOGICAL I can work off of?

CHECK #%^&&#?

  1. So there’s still no signal there?

YOU - So there’s still no signal there?

DRAMA - That seems to be the case, sire.

REACTION SPEED - Hey! At least the cop radio’s back!

ESPRIT DE CORPS - ‘Back?’ I’m not sure what you’re referring to.

  1. Oh, yeah! I hadn't even noticed! Glad to have you back, buddy!

YOU - Oh, yeah! I hadn't even noticed! Glad to have you back, buddy!

ESPRIT DE CORPS - Glad to... be back? I'm sorry, I'm still confused as to what you're referring to.

ENDURANCE - You were down for a while, brother.

PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT - We were worried you left the team for good! I knew you hadn’t obviously. The others wouldn’t believe me though.

ESPRIT DE CORPS - I don’t recall any such 'downtime'. What happened?

SUGGESTION - Well, nothing. That was the problem, it was like you disappeared. We’ve been having issues with the others too, but so far you’re the only one who’s come back.

ESPRIT DE CORPS - Like whom?

NIX GOTTLIEB - “That’s enough. Over here.”

YOU - You are jolted out of your rumination by the Lazareth calling you back over to the examination sickbed.

  1. Hold on, this seems thought project worthy. Can we update the old one?

YOU - Hold on, this seems thought project worthy. Can we update the old one?

VOLITION - Seems like a good idea.

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THOUGHT U?D#T3D:LUDONARRATIVE DISAPPEARANCE

PROBLEM

Weird stuff (as in weirder than normal) has been happening since Friday. Skills of yours seem to be on walkabout. First it was the Cop-radio, then Viscal and Logic shortly after. No successes, no failures, just you and a head that’s less crowded than it should be. What’s causing it? What changed? And can you stop it?

UPD#?T3

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  1. What the fuck?

YOU - What the fuck?

PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT - Hold on, I’ve got this. Just gotta apply a little percussive maintenance. HUWAGH!

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  1. *OW!* That just made it worse!

YOU - *OW!* That just made it worse!

PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT - Hm. Well, I’m out of ideas.

NIX GOTTLIEB - “Du Bois!”

COMPOSURE [Medium: Success] - Nix Gottlieb is not a man who'll be kept waiting.

  1. "Damn, take a chill pill, my man- I'm coming!"
  2. "Fuck off, I'm in the middle of figuring out why my brain is breaking."
  3. "Right, sorry."

YOU - “Right, sorry.”

You turn off the faucet with your good hand and walk back over to the stretcher.

NIX GOTTLIEB - Gottlieb wheels over a small rolling metal table with gauze and some lotion.

“Open your hand. Palm up, fingers spread.”

  1. Open your hand as instructed.

YOU - Open your hand as instructed.

NIX GOTTLIEB - He leans in and looks at the palm of your right hand again.

“Well, the interior joints between your index and thumb might have some issues, but the burns on the top of your hand are looking superficial. It’ll hurt like hell for a few days, but you’ll live. The interior one is going to be an issue though. Partial thickness, so expect blisters. Don’t pick at them, and redress them every 24 hours for a week. One drouamine- ONE, Du Bois- every day in the morning for a week starting today.”

  1. "Wow, really feeling the love."
  2. “You got it, doc.”

YOU - “You got it, doc.”

NIX GOTTLIEB - “I hope you do for your sake. Now watch how I dress this so you can do it at home.”

YOU - Before he applies any bandages he squirts out some lotion from the tube on the table and applies it to the back of your hand. Then, he wraps the gauze expertly over the reddened hand, starting at the wrist, making a loop around each finger a couple times before wrapping back to the wrist. By the end, your hand feels like it’s inside a tight pair of weird fingerless gloves, where the palm is exposed, but the back is completely covered.

HAND-EYE COORDINATION - Sequence memorized and ready for deployment when necessary, boss.

NIX GOTTLIEB - “You’ll have to get the drouamine from one of your coworkers or the store, I’m not handing out painkillers like candy. Other than that, you’re all set.”

  1. "Sorry about this, by the way."
  2. “Thanks, Nix.”
  3. [Leave.]

YOU - “Thanks, Nix.”

NIX GOTTLIEB - “Thank me by staying out of here for longer than a week.”

  1. "Sorry about this, by the way."
  2. “Thanks, Nix.”
  3. [Leave.]

YOU - [Leave.]

YOU You get off the sickbed and shuffle out of the Lazareth.

REACTION SPEED [Formidable: Failure] Wait, someone's-!

YOU - You don’t get more than two steps out the door before crashing face-first into Jean Vicquemare.

PAIN THRESHOLD [Easy: Failure] - Your nose recoils off the cheekbone of the Lieutenant like a deflated dodgeball against a concrete wall. Ow.

JEAN VICQUEMARE - “Augh! Shit, shitkid! Watch where you’re fucking going!” He rubs his cheek where your deflated dodgeball nose insulted his face.

  1. “Watch where *I’m* going?! You’re the one who ran into *me!*”
  2. "I'm sorry, Vic. I'm a trash human being and I should never have been born. Please burn me on a pyre."

YOU - “Watch where *I’m* going?! You’re the one who ran into *me!*”

EMPATHY [Medium: Success] - His eyes narrow dangerously. *Oh, here we go.* He thinks. *We’re doing this? Here? *Now?*

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Formidable: Success] - The Lieutenant reigns himself in just before his temper *really* flares. He has two new cases he has to work today alongside his other two. He doesn’t have time for this.

EMPATHY [Challenging: Success] - But he’ll *make* time if you continue to be a prick.

INLAND EMPIRE [Medium: Success] - Don’t be a prick. The worst timelines happen when you’re a prick.

AUTHORITY [Heroic: Success] - You are still his superior. Being a prick is your RIGHT. Put him in his place!

  1. "Sorry Jean. it's been a morning." (Don't be a prick.)
  2. "Sorry Jean, I had nothing better to do than ruin your day. Glad I can check that off my list, now." (Be a prick.)
  3. "Fuck off, man. I have more important shit to do." (Be a *huge* prick.)
  4. "Don't you have better things to do that insult your superior officer?" (Be the BIGGEST prick.)
  5. What the fuck is all this?! Why am I even thinking any of these?! I like Jean!

YOU - What the fuck is all this?! Why am I even thinking any of these?! I like Jean!

VOLITION - Old habits, even forgotten, die hard. The good news is you don't have to be that man anymore.

  1. "Sorry Jean. it's been a morning." (Don't be a prick.)
  2. "Sorry Jean, I had nothing better to do than ruin your day. Glad I can check that off my list, now." (Be a prick.)
  3. "Fuck off, man. I have more important shit to do." (Be a *huge* prick.)
  4. "Don't you have better things to do than insult your superior officer?" (Be the BIGGEST prick.)
  5. What the fuck is all this?! Why am I even thinking any of these? I like Jean!

YOU - “Sorry Jean. It’s been a morning.” (Don't be a prick.)

EMPATHY [Medium: Success] - His hackles visibly settle. He’s grateful this isn’t going to become a whole Thing. He came here to check on you, not tear you a new asshole.

  1. Aww, he came to check on me?

YOU - Aww, he came to check on me?

ESPRIT DE CORPS Medium: Success] - Always has, always will. He hates it, but he worries about you.

JEAN VICQUEMARE - “Yeah, heard from Kitsuragi.” He stops rubbing his cheek and instead rests his hand on his hip while he sizes you up.

ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Damn, he looks hot when he does that.

  1. What?

YOU - What?

CONCEPTUALIZATION [Easy: Success] - Aesthetically. The way a sunset or a statue is.

  1. I don’t know if I’d call a sunset “hot”...

YOU - I don’t know if I’d call a sunset “hot”...

CONCEPTUALIZATION - It’s the sun, isn’t it? The sun is very hot. It’s the ORIGIN of hot.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [Medium: Success] - The sun is responsible for almost all the energy on Elysium in some form. The surface is estimated to reach about 10,000 degrees, and the core could be close to 30 million. So yes, it's very hot.

REACTION SPEED [Medium: Failure] - We’re zoning out, guys. He’s asking us a question.

JEAN VICQUEMARE - “-hand?”

  1. "Say that again? I missed it."
  2. Infer what he said with context clues.

YOU - Infer what he said with context clues.

CHECK ^&_*@&^

  1. Are you *shitting* me?! Guess I'm stuck with the other option?

YOU - Are you *shitting* me?! Guess I'm stuck with the other option?

DRAMA [Heroic: Success] - Hold on! I can come up with something with just "hand"... Yes! try this on for size, my liege.

  1. "Say that again? I missed it."
  2. "Huh? Oh, my hand's gonna be fine."

YOU - “Huh? Oh, my hand’s gonna be fine.”

EMPATHY [Trivial: Success] - His natural scowl rakes ever deeper furroms across his face. Oops. Wrong answer.

JEAN VICQUEMARE - “Host in-” He cuts himself off. “Case! Lend him a hand with the *case*!”

  1. "Say that again? I missed it."
  2. "Huh? Oh, my hand's gonna be fine."
  3. [Composure - Formidable 13] Look like you have any idea what he's talking about.

YOU - Look like you have any idea what he's talking about.

-2 One of those mornings.

CHECK FAILURE

COMPOSURE [Formidable: Failure] - Uh... Um...

  1. “Who? What?”

YOU - “Who? What?”

JEAN VICQUEMARE - “I-? Do you even-? No, of course you don’t. Just go get the debrief from Kitsuragi, shitkid.”

And with that he storms off, shooing off a junior officer loitering by his desk like a seagull before he sits back down with a hand against his temple.

REACTION SPEED [Trivial: Success] - I think he was asking you to give Kim a hand with a new case.

SUGGESTION [Trivial: Success] - *Really?* What gave it away?

VOLITION [Easy: Success] - Just head back to your desk, Harry. Kim can fill you in and you can forget about this uncomfortable little exchange.

  1. [Return to your desk.]

YOU - [Return to your desk.]

YOU You walk back to your desk at the end of the bullpen following a similar path to Jean, your snakeskin shoes joining a chorus of footsteps marching on the worn wooden floorboards until you reach the area designated for C-wing. Once there you see your partner reading through a file.

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Easy: Success] - That’s probably the one Lieutenant Vicquemare was talking about.

  1. "Yo, yo, yo, Kim! How's it hanging?"
  2. “Heya. Jean told me we have a new case?”

YOU - “Heya. Jean told me we have a new case?”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Mhm. Did he tell you anything about it?”

  1. “No, he was too busy hitting my face with his face to tell me.”

YOU - “No, he was too busy hitting my face with his face to tell me.”

KIM KITSURAGI - Kim locks up for half a second.

COMPOSURE[Challenging: Success] - It’s taking everything in him not to laugh. You’ve just said something hilarious without even realizing it.

SUGGESTION [Medium: Success] - OH.

  1. OH???
  2. OH.

YOU - OH???

SUGGESTION - Oh, and you said that in earshot of -

CHESTER MCLAINE - “Mouth-jousting Vic in the middle of the precinct Mullen? Careful, or you’ll be rubbing one out for him by Thursday!”

MACK TORSON - “HA! Mouth-jousting!” Mack Torson is doubled over, barely able to get enough air in between wheezing brays. “Fuck- oh, wow! That’s good! I have to use that now!”

  1. OH???
  2. OH.

YOU - OH.

SUGGESTION - YEAH.

DRAMA [Medium: Success] - A shame you’ve been typecast, but a little wordplay will help save face.

  1. Just wait it out.
  2. [Drama - Easy 9] Act like it was intentional.

CHECK FAILURE

DRAMA [Easy: Failure] - You fail to school your mouth before the words fly out in a panic. The sound of the pair’s amusement only grows louder as they tumble out.

  1. “I-! We ran into each other! It just happened- fuck, not like-”

YOU - “I-! We ran into each other! It just happened- fuck, not like-”

JEAN VICQUEMARE - “Yeah he fucked me good in the ass, real nasty shit. Got the taser out and everything. Can we move on? I have too much work to do to listen to this shit for however long you morons find it funny.”

SUGGESTION [Medium: Success] - This is his way of coming to your rescue. They'll never shut up if he doesn't beat them to the punch.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Khm.” Kim clears his throat. “Lieutenant Vicquemare is right. We have a case to get to that’s time sensitive. I’ll explain on the way.”

He stands, posture immaculate as ever. You tail him as he makes his way to the garage. It doesn’t take long for both of you to make it there. The second the door slams shut behind you, you hear a soft chuckle escape your partner.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Was that intentional, or…?” A smile pricks the edge of his lips and rests in his crows' feet.

  1. “No! No, I- we just crashed into each other as I was leaving the Lazareth! Ugh…”

YOU - “No! No, I- we just crashed into each other as I was leaving the Lazareth! Ugh…”

KIM KITSURAGI - “I see. Well, no real harm done.” He looks at you warmly.

REACTION SPEED [Heroic: Success] - Something flickers behind his eyes.

COMPOSURE [Challenging: Success] - And then it’s gone again.

CONCEPTUALIZATION [Challenging: Success] - A leak, quickly filled.

INLAND EMPIRE [Challenging: Success] - But water still got in.

EMPATHY [Medium: Success] - The mirth in his eyes is gone.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Let’s drive. You can read the file and ask any questions on the way.”
He passes you the manila folder and begins to walk quickly to the Kineema.

  1. Well, that was out of character. What’re we thinking? Push, don’t push?

YOU - Well, that was out of character. What’re we thinking? Push, don’t push?

VOLITION - Don’t push.

SUGGESTION - Not yet. Don’t push.

REACTION SPEED - Push.

AUTHORITY - Push.

DRAMA - Push.

EMPATHY - Don’t push.

INLAND EMPIRE - Push.

ESPRIT DE CORPS - Don’t push.

CONCEPTUALIZATION - Don’t push.

  1. Anyone else have strong opinions? No? Then the nay’s have it. I’m not pushing him.

YOU - Anyone else have strong opinions? No? Then the nay’s have it. I’m not pushing him.

VOLITION - Good call. Let’s read that file instead. What are we working with?

UNASSUMING MANILA FOLDER - You open the folder, and inside is the familiar sight of the RCM logo and title page. A purseclip is clamped to the top-center of the page, holding the stack together.

  1. Examine the cover page.
  2. Flip through the pages.
  3. [Close the file.]

YOU - Examine the cover page.

UNASSUMING MANILA FOLDER - There's room for the case title and the working detectives. There’s no case title yet, alphanumeric or titular. You’re the first detectives on this case.

  1. Examine the cover page.
  2. Flip through the pages.
  3. [Close the file.]

YOU - Flip through the pages.

UNASSUMING MANILA FOLDER - The first page with actual information to glean is a transcript of five emergency line calls for three different fires across central Jamrock from times 4:02 am to 4:26 AM. First responders on each scene found evidence of gasoline being used to accelerate the growth of the fires. The last of the fires had a casualty, a woman, but beyond that identification was unsuccessful. All sites have been cordoned off and there are at least two patrol officers minding each scene, with six sent to station the final one.

  1. Examine the cover page.
  2. Flip through the pages.
  3. “What are we thinking, Kim? Last one first?”
  4. [Close the file.]

YOU - “What are we thinking, Kim? Last one first?”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Yes, that’s what I was thinking as well. Speaking of, we should be there in a couple minutes.”

~~

THE SKELETON OF THE ARTS AND CRAFTS BUILDING - The building is a relatively young one, built on top of the remains of an older building. The acrid smell of burnt paints, wood, and aerosols are the first thing that hit your nose when you and Kim pulled up to the building.

You exit the back seat and the two of you walk up to the officers managing the scene. The first ones to greet you are a pair of patrol officers from D-wing who introduce themselves as Officers Robin Porcher and Benjamin Lawson.

ENCYLCOPEDIA - Nominative determinism at it's finest.

YOU - You shake hands with both (having a brief moment where you had to switch hands before shaking because of the burn), and are amused by the contrast between the firm, confident handshake of the Aeropagite woman’s grip, and the sweaty, jittery one of her partner’s.

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Medium: Success] - *I can’t believe I’m shaking hands with THE Detective Du Bois!* He thinks, *He’s just as cool as I thought he would be!*

SAVOIRE FAIRE [Easy: Success] - He’s enamored, superstar! Shaking hands with his idol! You know what you have to do!

  1. Give him a nod of respect.
  2. [Pain Threshold - Medium 10] Shoot him your patented .9mm Villiers Fingerguns!

YOU - Shoot him your patented .9mm Villiers Fingerguns!

PAIN THRESHOLD [Medium: Success] - You power through the discomfort in your hand with ease, some things are more important than pain. This is one of them.

SAVOIRE FAIRE [Medium: Success] - as soon as you finish shaking his hand, you quickdraw Sinister and Dexter and- *Bang, Bang!* Your pistols fire!

BENJAMIN LAWSON - His face splits in a dopey grin.

EMPATHY [Formidable: Success] - He’s trying not to swoon. He’s genuinely *that* much of a fan.

  1. How?! Why *me?* What about any of the other less insane officers?

YOU - How?! Why *me?* What about any of the other less insane officers?

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Medium: Success] - Oh, he worships a few other officers too, but you’re in a class all on your own.

SHIVERS [Challenging: Success] - In a battered tenement at the edge of Couron, a little girl is stacking blocks. She’s forgotten many things as she’s gotten older, and thankfully many of them are of the Bad Times. The Bad Times were scary, and she didn’t like them. But there’s one thing she doesn’t ever want to forget. It’s the funny loud man in the green jacket. He saved her when she was scared, and she promised him she would get him a Greta doll to thank him. She likes Greta dolls! She hopes he will too, one day.

By the ruins of a burned building, the funny loud man in the green jacket remembers a little girl, with a love for dolls.

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Heroic: Success] - She is your niece by association. Your brother here is hers as well- though more literally.

  1. "How's your sister?" (Holster your finger pistols.)

YOU - “How’s your sister?” (Holster your finger pistols.)

BENJAMIN LAWSON - His brows fly up in surprise. “You- you remember her?! I thought...”

ESPRIT DE CORPS - In the bowels of the Silk Mill, a pair of junior officers are delivering two boxes of completed case files to the evidence lockers, whispering conspiratorially to each other.

"They say that the Disco Detective completely lost his memory in that case with the Debardiers. Even forgot what *money* was!" Says one.

"I dunno, do you think they'd keep a liability like that on the force?" Says the other.

"Are you kidding? He's unfireable. I've seen him *drink* evidence, Klaus- Just to spite McCoy. He's been off his gourd since WAY before the strike."

"But complete memory loss? How could he even be a detective in that state?"

"Clearly detective enough to discover a damn crypid. And he's already cleared another, what, ten cases since he got back? Him and the new guy?"

"That just proves my point though!"

"Fine, killjoy. Something else, then. Did you hear about that spat between Berdyayeva and McCoy the other day? What do you think up's with them?"

"Sex. Easy."

The first one laughs. "Oh, man. You have a *lot* to learn about the 41st."

The two of them gossip amicably for a while longer, enjoying a brief moment of frivolity in each other's company.

  1. "What, forget? Nah, I remember her!
  2. "Oh, I did- forget almost everything I mean. But the City likes to catch me up on what I missed every now and then.”

YOU - “Oh, I did- forget almost everything I mean. But the City likes to catch me up on what I missed every now and then.”

BENJAMIN LAWSON - “Really?! I mean-! Um, she’s good! She’s… She’s really good.” His nervous smile of hero-worship fades into a gentle warmth of care as he speaks about his sister.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Khm.” Kim clears his throat. “Detective, I don’t mean to interrupt, but…”

SUGGESTION - ‘You’re getting off track.’

  1. “Oh, oops. Yeah. Case first.”

YOU - “Oh, oops. Yeah. Case first.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Yes.” Kim readjusts his glasses, then pulls out his trusty notebook, pen wielded expertly in his other hand.

CONCEPTUALIZATION [Easy: Success] - His sword and shield.

KIM KITSURAGI - “The report mentioned that you were the first two officers on the scene?”

ROBIN PORCHER - “That’s correct, Detective. By the time we got to the scene, the fire had been through the whole building, and blasted out the windows. Someone called it in only once the fire could be seen a few blocks away.

  1. “Odd. Why did nobody call it in before it got that bad?”

YOU - “Odd. Why did nobody call it in before it got that bad?”

ROBIN PORCHER - “We don’t know, sir. We didn’t have time to canvas the neighborhood between evacuation and assisting the fire team.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Do you have a list of the people evacuated?”

BENJAMIN LAWSON - We do! Give me- hold on…” He runs over to a *very* old Linnea and grabs a small sheaf of papers from the glovebox.

“Here. I had one of the Junior Officers catalogue names and addresses of as many of the evacuees as possible, plus phone numbers if they had a phone line.”

YOU - You scan the papers, Kim hovering beside you to take a look.

COMPOSURE [Formidable: Success] - You hear his breath stutter for half a second.

REACTION SPEED [Challenging: Success] - He was startled by something.

  1. “You okay, Kim?”
  2. [Don't comment on it.]

YOU - “You okay, Kim?”

EMPATHY [Challenging: Success] - A flare of anger flickers ominously across his face. He’s quick to smother it, but it takes significant effort.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Of course. Just reminded of something.”

  1. “What?”

YOU - “What?”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Nothing important.” Kim closes his notebook with a little more force than normal and returns it to his jacket, stepping away from you and returning his focus to the two officers. “We’ll be heading inside for our initial investigation. Is there anything we should know beforehand? Signs of toxic fumes, gas leaks?”

ROBIN PORCHER - “No, sir. Fire team declared it safe to enter about half an hour before you got here.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Very good. Thank you both for your assistance, and we’ll let you know when we’ve completed our initial investigation.”

  1. “See you in a bit, fellas.” (Proceed to the crime scene with Kim.)

YOU - “See you in a bit, fellas.” You serve both of them a casual two-finger salute before entering the crime scene with Kim at your back.

Notes:

Jean I love you. Jean. Baby. You're so fucked (affectionate)

Harry doing harry things. Kim being kim. Truly we are Discoing the Elysium.

POINTS OF INTEREST:

ENCYCLOPEDIA [On: Precinct 41's Layout] - The Old Silk mill is a multi-story affair. The ground floor is where almost everyone works, with the exception of Pryce, who occupies the supervisor's office on the second floor. The wings are separated by Prime Azimuths, A wing occupies the southernmost section of the main bullpen,and B wing occupies the east, C wing is in the north in the back, and D wing is in the west. Each of the wings is separated by large dividers to reduce noise and provide a modicum of privacy, but other than that, it's every wing for itself. In the northern quadrant is the active evidence lockers, where detectives put evidence related to active cases. On each side of the building there are small kitchenettes equipped with coffee machines and cabinets, and little else. There were once stoves in both, but after a fire in the eastern one burned out half the precinct in 35', they were both removed. Next to the northwest kitchenette is the Lazareth. Next to that, the door to the garage. The restrooms are last, in the southwest. In the northeast is the communications office, and to the other side is Berdyayeva's office. Berdyayeva is the only lieutenant who uses an office, presumably because she is the only lieutenant who does not have a partner. The last room is the briefing room, where station-wide announcements and briefings are made.

The second floor is mostly catwalks and the supervisor's office, but also where the exits to the four balconies can be found. It's an unspoken rule among each wing that you only go to *your* wing's balcony.

The basement contains the showers, the gym, the completed case evidence lockers, the interrogation rooms, the body freezers, and the holding cells. Unlike the floor above, each section is cordoned off from each other with concrete walls.

Outside the building proper is the garage and the stables, the first to the west, the second to the east.

RHETORIC [On: Precinct 41's Layout] - I have no clue if literally any of this made sense. If it doesn't I'm very very sorry I am just really bad at describing things in detail. I don't think this stuff is going to be plot relevant so you can ignore this if you want. This was mostly a way for me to exercise my brain and keep myself from eventually writing myself into a plothole because i forgot how i set up the silk mill.

RHETORIC [On: Porcher and Lawson] - I didn't even mean to give them pun names, it just kinda happened. "Porcher" is a french last name that derives from the old french for "swineherd". Lawson is a corruption of "The son of Lawrence" but like. What a name for a cop. I liked writing them, so expect to see or hear from them again in the future.

ENCYCLOPEDIA [On: The Title of Lazareth] - Lazareths are considered something in between a doctor, surgeon, and nurse. They're an all-in-one physician who serves as a member of the RCM. Some Lazareths have multiple degrees, some have none. They all, however, must be experienced in battlefield medicine and surgery to be considered for the position. Upon being hired as a Lazareth, they are considered doctors, degree or no. Nix Gottlieb, for example, never got a degree in medicine but is licensed to practice as a Lazareth and has been so since the beginning of the RCM. He is well known among his peers as extremely capable and has even been offered honorary fellowships by the University of Saint-Batiste. He has declined this offer several times.

RHETORIC [On: The Title of Lazareth] - Nix Gottlieb is peak and i love him. his chickenscratch must be fucking legendary. nobody can read that shit except for him.

Shilling my Tumblr once again because I can: https://www. /blog/getinsulidianstickbugged

And of course, big thanks to my beta diagonal_kris_deltarune for being based and proofreading.

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