Chapter 1: Episode 1
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Of all the places I had ever known, the ancient forest behind my house had always been my sanctuary. When the weight of the impending "real world" grew too heavy—when the anxieties about my final exams and the terrifying leap into a career I wasn't sure I wanted became suffocating—its shadowed paths were my refuge. It was my secret, safe place, a truth that felt almost silly to admit, but was nonetheless sacred to me.
On that particular afternoon, the air itself felt thick with my anxieties. My university life was dwindling, and with it, the carefree days spent laughing with friends between classes. The "student world" was saying its goodbye, making way for the stark, unknown territory of the "work world." My mind, a traitorous thing, was already conjuring nightmares of a tyrannical boss, a petty dictator who would poison every weekday with their demands. A full-body shudder wracked me at the thought.
Enough, I told myself firmly. I pushed the frantic thoughts away, forcing my senses to anchor in the present—the damp, earthy scent of the soil, the dappled sunlight filtering through the dense canopy, the gentle rustle of leaves.
It was then that I saw them.
A ring of fungi, unlike any I had ever encountered. They were bioluminescent, emitting a soft, ethereal glow that seemed to pulse with a life of their own. Their arrangement was unnervingly precise—a perfect circle, as if drawn by a compass. The grass within this ring was a deeper, more vibrant emerald, and it felt springy and alive under my boots, a stark contrast to the surrounding forest floor.
Driven by a curiosity that overrode all caution, I stepped inside.
The moment the sole of my shoe touched the enchanted ground, a cloud of fireflies erupted from the moss, their tiny lights swirling around me like a constellation of living stars. Then, the world dissolved into light. It wasn't the gentle glow of the mushrooms or the fireflies; it was a violent, blinding radiance that felt like the sun had crashed to earth at my feet. I cried out, squeezing my eyes shut against the searing whiteness.
When I dared to open them again, blinking away painful afterimages, the familiar woods were gone.
I was standing in a vast, cavernous hall. The air was cool and smelled of ozone and polished stone. My gaze was immediately, irresistibly, drawn to the center of the room. There, on a pedestal of obsidian, rested a colossal crystal. It was celestial in its beauty, shimmering with an internal light that danced between shades of sapphire and violet. It hummed with a low, resonant energy that I could feel in my teeth—a palpable force that seemed to be either a profound power source or a holy relic. It was, without question, the most magnificent thing I had ever seen.
"It's wonderful..." I breathed, the words leaving my lips in a hushed, reverent whisper.
As if in a trance, my feet carried me forward, my steps hesitant yet compelled. An inexplicable, magnetic pull drew me toward the crystal. My hand lifted almost of its own volition, fingers yearning to brush its luminous surface. I was mere inches away...
"Hey! Who are you, and how did you get here?!"
The voice, sharp and authoritative, shattered the silence and my hypnotic state. I spun around, my heart leaping into my throat.
A girl stood there, her stance defensive and her eyes narrowed. Her dark hair was stark against her pale skin, but what truly stole my breath were the multiple, silvery tails swishing agitatedly behind her.
"I asked you a question!" she snapped, her grip tightening on an ornate staff. "Are you one of the Templars? Or maybe a Mason?"
Her words meant nothing to me, spinning in my head without context. "Wait-! I have no idea what you're talking about!" I stammered, raising my hands in a placating gesture.
She didn't believe me. Not for a second. A faint, crackling energy—pure, visible power—coalesced at the tip of her staff. In a flash, she leveled it, the energy humming dangerously just a centimeter from my throat. Her piercing blue eyes were locked on me, missing nothing, even though I was frozen in fear.
"I-I... I was in the forest and... a light..." I managed to choke out, the explanation sounding utterly pathetic even to my own ears.
A loud, metallic clang echoed through the hall from somewhere deeper within the structure. The girl's eyes flickered toward the sound, and her focus broke for a split second. She seemed to process something, her expression shifting from outright hostility to weary frustration. With a sigh, she lowered her staff, the energy dissipating into the air.
"And now what's happening?" she muttered, more to herself than to me.
"How should I know," I retorted, a spark of indignation cutting through my fear. "I just got here!"
The dark-haired girl—Miiko, as I would soon learn—fixed her intense gaze on me for a long, assessing moment before sighing again. "Jamon, you know the procedure. I'll take care of seeing what's happening."
"Procedure? Procedure for what?" I asked, but she was already turning, her tails swishing as she disappeared through a grand archway without a backward glance.
It was only when I turned, my body trembling with adrenaline, that I found my exit blocked by a wall of muscle. A torso, actually. My eyes traveled upward, and upward, until they met the face of a creature straight out of a myth. He stood a good two heads taller than me, his features a brutish mix of ogre and wild boar, with muscles that bulged in a way that seemed to defy anatomy. How had I not noticed him before? The crystal and the fox-girl had been a powerful distraction.
"Grrr," he rumbled, his voice like grinding stones.
This had to be Jamon. Before I could react, his massive hand closed around my forearm like a vice. "Grgffr."
"Let me go!!" I screamed, pulling and twisting until a sharp pain shot up my arm. It was useless; I was a doll in his grip.
He dragged me through a labyrinth of opulent rooms and down endless corridors, finally stopping before a staircase that spiraled down into a damp, oppressive gloom. There were no windows, no escape. My pleas and complaints were met only with indifferent grunts.
After a descent that felt eternal, my feet aching and my spirit breaking, we reached our destination: a subterranean prison. Cages, rusted and grim, hung by heavy chains over a body of water that glowed with a sickly, phosphorescent green. The ogre snorted, wrenched open the nearest cage door, and unceremoniously threw me inside. The clang of the door locking echoed with finality.
"No move," he grunted.
"What? Wait, you can't leave me here!" I cried, my voice echoing in the cavernous space.
"Miiko say 'no move,'" he repeated, his tone leaving no room for argument. He turned and began climbing the stairs, his heavy footsteps fading.
"Wait! This isn't funny! You can't leave me here! ...P-please..."
But he was gone. The initial, frantic optimism that had fueled my protests evaporated, leaving a cold, hard dread in its place. The cell was a claustrophobic nightmare, suspended above the eerie, glowing water. The air was cold and smelled of rust and stagnant decay. I was alone, and the silence was a physical weight. I thought I saw a shadow—something sleek and dark—break the surface of the green water below before disappearing again. A sentinel. A watcher.
A sob caught in my throat as I slid down the cold, unforgiving metal bars, my body trembling uncontrollably. I clung to the hope that this was a nightmare, that I would wake up safe in my bed. But the throbbing pain in my wrist, where Jamon had gripped me, was a brutal reminder: this was terrifyingly real. And as the crushing solitude set in, my mind, that faithful architect of doom, began to spin out the worst possible scenarios once more.
Chapter 2: Episode 2
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Time lost all meaning in the submerged prison. It stretched and contorted, each moment feeling like an hour, each hour an eternity. I huddled in the corner of my cage, the cold of the metal bars seeping deep into my bones. The only light came from the sickly, phosphorescent glow of the water below, casting undulating, ghostly patterns on the damp stone walls. My mind, left with nothing but its own terror, became a fertile ground for despair. A million grim scenarios played out behind my eyes—a future forgotten in a cage, my family forever wondering what became of me—until the fear and loneliness overwhelmed me, and hot, silent tears began to trace paths through the grime on my cheeks.
Click.
The sound was sharp, precise, and utterly alien in the muffled silence. It was the clean, metallic clink of a lock disengaging.
My head snapped up, heart hammering against my ribs. Through the blur of my tears, I saw the cage door swing inward, no longer barred. A figure stood silhouetted in the gloom. As my vision adjusted, I saw he was tall and lean, clad in an impeccably tailored suit of black adorned with subtle crimson pinstripes. His face was concealed behind a smooth, expressionless mask of polished obsidian, from which two elegant, curving horns swept back. Amidst the brute, monstrous aesthetics of this place, his appearance was so jarringly sophisticated that he seemed the most normal person I’d encountered, which only made him more unsettling.
He didn't speak. He simply moved aside with a fluid, silent grace, clearing a path for my escape. A wave of relief so potent it made me dizzy washed over me.
"C-Can I go?" I whispered, my voice hoarse.
His only response was to bring a single, gloved finger to where his lips would be behind the mask. The gesture was one of absolute silence. Then, in the blink of an eye, he was simply gone, melting back into the shadows from whence he came.
He was my only ally, yet I hesitated, half-expecting the open door to be a cruel trick. Steeling myself, I took a tentative step out of the cage, my legs trembling beneath me. The urge to flee was a physical force, pulling me toward the dreaded, endless staircase. As I ascended, my panic subsided enough for me to truly see my surroundings for the first time. The staircase was a marvel, carved from pearlescent stone and spiraling around a central column of water that seemed to flow upwards, defying gravity. Luminescent flowers, their petals shifting through colors I had no name for, clung to the balustrades, filling the air with a soft, floral perfume.
I reached the familiar hall of a thousand doors, my sanctuary after the dungeon. My eyes scanned the myriad options, but my choice was simple: the one I knew led outside. I was almost there, my hand reaching for the handle, when a familiar celestial glow caught my eye from a connecting corridor.
It was her—the fox-eared girl, Miiko. Her staff pulsed with that same otherworldly light. My breath hitched. Suppressing every nerve, I began to slowly back away, moving with the caution of a mouse avoiding a hawk. She was deep in a heated discussion with a boy who had a single, pearlescent horn protruding from his forehead. But then, as if she had felt the weight of my gaze, she whipped around with predator-like speed, her brilliant blue eyes locking directly onto mine.
"You!" she snapped, her voice cutting through the hall. "What are you doing out of your cell?"
The horned boy turned as well, his expression one of genuine worry. "Miiko?"
So that was her name.
"You have no right to lock me up in there!" I retorted, finding a shred of courage in my indignation.
Our standoff was suddenly interrupted by the arrival of three more figures, each as striking as the last. A smirking black-haired youth with a roguish eye-patch; a flamboyant boy with hair the color of a summer sky, dressed in an absurdly elaborate ensemble; and a stern, white-haired young man whose lower body was encased in intricate, silver-chased armor.
"So what you said was true, Miiko?" the blue-haired one, Ezarel, asked with a wide, entertained grin.
"She's cute, you're right," the one with the eye-patch, Nevra, added with a appraising look.
The armored one, Valkyon, remained silent, his impassive gaze taking in the scene. In the whirlwind, I barely registered the fact that Miiko had apparently described me as 'cute.' This was the worst possible scenario, a full audience for my humiliation, and I refused to go back to that cage.
"I don't have time for this," Miiko declared, her tone final. "One of you, deal with putting her back in the cell." She turned her back on me, a clear dismissal.
"I'm not going back there! I refuse! It's unfair, I didn't do anything!" I cried out, desperation cracking my voice.
"Don't you dare raise your voice at me!" Miiko began to turn back, her anger flashing.
"Miiko," the horned boy interjected smoothly, his voice a calming baritone. "Why don't we hear her side of what happened? I think she has the right to explain herself."
Finally, an advocate. His name, I would learn, was Keroshane.
Miiko let out a long, exasperated sigh, her eyes narrowing at Keroshane before fixing back on me with the same piercing intensity she’d had in the crystal hall. "Well?"
Under her gaze, I felt laid bare. "Perfect! Tell us, young lady, we're listening," Keroshane encouraged. The other three fell silent, and all eyes were on me. But Miiko's were the only ones I could feel, weighing and judging my every word.
Panic closed my throat. I stood there, mute.
"..." The silence stretched, thick and uncomfortable.
I could hear the faint, impatient tap of Miiko's foot against the polished floor. "J-just tell us how you got here," Keroshane prompted gently.
I took a shaky breath, forcing myself to look away from Miiko. "I was walking in the forest when I found a circle of mushrooms. I stepped into the circle, and then a light blinded me. That's how I ended up here."
"A witchcraft circle, without a doubt," Ezarel commented, sounding intrigued.
"Wait... You ended up directly in the Crystal Hall?" Miiko pressed.
"Yes. When the light disappeared, I was there."
My answer clearly displeased Miiko. Her brow furrowed. "B-but that's not possible... That Hall is protected..." she murmured, more to herself than to us.
"I don't think she's lying," Nevra offered.
"Whatever," Miiko dismissed him, her patience clearly at an end. "One of you, take her back to her—"
"I'm not going back!" I shouted, cutting her off.
"You claim not to know this place, yet you escaped from your cell anyway," Valkyon stated, his voice cool and analytical as he observed me for the first time.
"Someone freed me," I blurted out.
The statement landed like a thunderclap, grabbing everyone's attention. "Some guy in black with a mask. He let me out."
"And we're here wasting our time!" Miiko exclaimed, seizing on the new lead. "Jamon, come with me. We'll take care of finding him."
It seemed I was temporarily saved from the dungeons. Miiko turned to me, her expression unreadable before she addressed Keroshane. "Keep her watched, Kero. If she poses any threat, don't hesitate to call me." The only comfort I found was in the knowledge that I wouldn't be returned to that watery hell.
The group dispersed with purpose, leaving me alone with the horned boy—Keroshane, or Kero—who looked profoundly uncomfortable with his new assignment.
He led me to the library, a vast chamber smelling of old parchment and polished wood, explaining it was better than loitering in the halls and that he had work to do. I seized the opportunity, peppering him with questions about this bewildering world. He was patient and kind, a stark contrast to Miiko's sharp-edged authority. He explained we were in Eldarya, in a place called the Guard of Eel, and though much of it sailed over my head, it was far better than the crushing ignorance I’d felt before.
"Sorry, am I going too fast?" he asked, noticing my bewildered expression.
"No... I think I understood... some of it," I replied, helping him organize a stack of heavy, leather-bound tomes. I wondered what had prompted Miiko's change of heart. She seemed to hold a position of great authority here.
"Guards? What do you mean by that?" I asked later, as we took a break.
"Well, what would you like to know exactly?" Kero smiled, settling into a large armchair.
"Umm... Everything?"
He chuckled. "Well, that would be too complicated. I'll help you with the basics. Let's say the headquarters is divided into four Guards, each with its own hierarchy and leader."
A leader. I suppose Miiko is one of those leaders.
"The First Guard is the Shining Guard,"he explained. "It's where the most important people are, the elite. Miiko is its leader."
"Yes," I said dryly. "She's one of the first people whose name... stuck with me."
"Ha-ha. I know she doesn't seem like an easy person, but deep down she's very kind and understanding."
"If you say so," I muttered, unable to mask my skepticism.
Kero smiled sheepishly. "I suppose I won't change your mind. I know that in time, you two will get along better."
He continued explaining the other Guards, and the conversation was a welcome balm. "And what happens after that?" I finally dared to ask the most pressing question. "Can you send me home?"
Kero's face fell. He shook his head with an apologetic smile. "I'm sorry, but the portal you came through only goes one way."
"So there's no way back?" The words were a whisper, the last of my hope shattering. My family, my friends, my life—all gone.
"I'm sorry, Erika," he said softly, seeing my devastation. "But so far, we haven't found a way to return to the human world."
Kero leaned forward, trying to offer a consolation. "Hey, I'm sure if you talk to Miiko, you can stay in the city. You don't have to go back down there."
The idea was abhorrent, but he was right. I couldn't linger in the library forever. "If you think she'll agree, I'll do it."
Kero flashed a smile, though it looked a bit strained. "But for that, I need your help."
The request clearly made him nervous. "Oh... Well..."
"Come on, Kero," I pleaded, summoning my most persuasive look. "You're the friendliest person here, and I really don't want to go back down there." My "puppy dog eyes," as my friends back home would have called them, seemed to work. He relented, though apprehension still lined his face.
We found Miiko in the Crystal Hall, surrounded by the same trio from before, plus a new face—a blond boy with a striking black streak in his hair. They were embroiled in a tense discussion.
"Leiftan, are you alright? You're not hurt, are you?" Miiko was asking the horned boy.
"No, I'm fine, Miiko. Don't worry."
"I can't believe this is the second time that guy has broken in here!" Miiko fumed. "Good thing you drove him off, Leiftan."
"I don't know who he is, but he's putting everyone in danger," Leiftan replied, his tone heavy.
"Don't worry. You made sure he didn't cause major harm. Go to the infirmary. Have Ewelein check you over."
As Keroshane moved toward the exit, he passed Kero and me. Miiko's sharp eyes finally registered our presence. Nevra offered a mocking little wave, Valkyon remained an unmoving statue, and I heard Ezarel's unmistakable chuckle from the sidelines.
"I thought I said I didn't want to see you in this room again until we were sure you weren't a danger," Miiko said, her gaze boring into Kero.
"Kero?"
"W-Well, she's been helping me," he stammered. "And I thought I could use two extra hands in the Library, especially with Ykhar not back yet..."
"The fact that she isn't locked up isn't my preference," Miiko stated, her eyes finally sliding to me, "but I'm giving her the benefit of the doubt under your care."
Kero gathered his courage. "So... I think it would be good for us if she could stay at the headquarters. Locking her up again would be unfair..." He grew more flustered under her impassive stare. Ezarel looked ready to burst with suppressed laughter.
I offered Miiko a tentative, desperate smile. She showed no reaction.
"Fine," she said, the word so simple it took a moment to register. She seemed utterly bored. "If you want her here so badly, I'll allow it."
Relief flooded through me, and I saw Kero's shoulders slump in unison.
Then she delivered the blow. "I wouldn't mind having a servant, and I'd prefer to keep her under my own watch."
My stomach dropped. Serve her? The air in the room shifted palpably. Everyone seemed surprised, but their astonishment was nothing compared to the cold dread that settled in my own heart.
Chapter 3: Episode 3
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The tension in the crystal hall dissipated like mist as the others filed out, each with their own telling exit. Nevra was the first to break the silence, his voice dripping with theatrical disappointment. "So you're taking charge of the human?" he sighed, pausing dramatically at the doorway. "What a pity. That would've been... entertaining." With a final, meaningful glance in my direction, he swept out.
Ezarel followed, clapping me on the shoulder with a force that was half-encouragement, half-startling blow. "Good luck, kid," he chuckled, his eyes alight with amusement at my predicament. Valkyon was last, his armored form moving with silent precision. He merely offered me a long, unreadable look—a mix of curiosity and mild bafflement—before giving a slight, indifferent shrug and departing.
And then, we were alone. The immense silence of the hall pressed in on me, broken only by the low, resonant hum of the great crystal. My mind raced, conjuring images of menial servitude. Would she have me polishing the floor on my hands and knees? Fetching her tea? The thought of being ordered to clean the very crystal she’d forbidden me from approaching seemed a particularly cruel irony.
"Erika."
Her voice, cooler and more measured than I expected, cut through my spiraling thoughts. "Yes?" I replied, my own voice tighter than I intended.
"You know I didn't mean it literally, right?" she said, a faint note of exasperation coloring her tone. She studied my blank, anxious expression, and I saw a flicker of impatience in her blue eyes before she released a soft sigh. "You are not my servant," she clarified, her words deliberate. "I just prefer that when Kero doesn't require your assistance, you report to me instead of wandering unsupervised through the headquarters. It’s a matter of security, not servitude."
A wave of profound relief washed over me, so potent it left me slightly lightheaded. The rigid fear in my shoulders melted away. Perhaps I had judged her too harshly, too quickly. "I understand. I will. Thank you, Miiko!"
Her response was a simple, curt nod, but the corners of her lips twitched, threatening to form what could almost be called a smile. Not waiting for her to reconsider, I offered a quick, awkward bow and hurried from the hall, my footsteps echoing as I fled towards the sanctuary of the library.
I moved through the grand corridors with a new, hesitant purpose, no longer a fugitive but not quite a guest either. Guards and other, stranger inhabitants of the headquarters cast curious glances my way, their eyes lingering on my undeniably human attire. I kept my head down, increasing my pace until I pushed open the heavy, carved doors of the library.
Kero wasn't there yet. The vast room was empty, filled only with the scent of old paper, polished wood, and something faintly magical, like static electricity after a storm. I wandered the aisles, my fingers trailing over the spines of countless books. The scripts were beautiful—elegant swirls and sharp, angular glyphs—but utterly incomprehensible. A whole universe of knowledge was locked away from me, a constant reminder of my displacement.
The creak of the door announced Kero's arrival. "Erika! You're back. Did Miiko... let you go?" he asked, his smile warm and genuinely relieved.
"In a manner of speaking," I said, returning his smile. "She just suggested I come see her after I'm done helping you."
"I expected as much," he nodded. "Well, now that you're officially here, please, don't hesitate to satisfy your curiosity."
"I don't want to be a burden. I'll have plenty of time to explore later, I suppose."
He gave me a grateful look, and we fell into a comfortable rhythm. The next few hours were spent with Kero guiding me through the library's basic organization. He was patient and gentle, his presence a calming balm. It was a profound comfort to know the person I'd be spending most of my time with possessed neither Miiko's intimidating intensity nor Ezarel's mocking glee.
Our work organizing a pile of ancient, fragile scrolls was suddenly interrupted by a gust of wind that rustled the parchments. A majestic owl with feathers the color of moonlight and eyes like molten gold swooped silently through an open high window, alighting gracefully on Kero's outstretched arm.
"Wow," I breathed, staring in awe. "What is that?"
"Hm? Oh, this is Lyra," Kero said, stroking the bird's chest with affection. "My familiar."
My curiosity, a constant companion here, flared to life once more. "Your familiar?"
Seeing my keen interest, Kero gently set the scrolls aside. "If you're going to be staying here," he said, his tone turning thoughtful, "I think you deserve a familiar of your own. Come with me, Erika."
He led me back up to the hallway adjacent to the crystal room, a place that was becoming strangely familiar. "Wait here," he instructed. "The test to find your familiar is in my room. I won't be long."
A test? Of course. Nothing in this world could be simple. I leaned against the cool stone wall, taking the opportunity to truly observe my surroundings without the filter of panic. The architecture was breathtaking. The windows weren't just glass; they were panes of solidified, shimmering light, and the walls were inlaid with veins of ore that pulsed with a soft, inner luminescence. I was so captivated by a nearby vine that bloomed with flowers that changed color with each gentle pulse of light that I didn't hear the approach of soft footsteps.
A hand rested on my shoulder.
I jumped, a small gasp escaping my lips as I spun around. Miiko stood there, her piercing blue eyes regarding me with a mix of amusement and scrutiny. Her hand remained for a heartbeat too long before she withdrew it, almost abruptly.
"Oh, Miiko. It's just you," I blurted out, my heart still racing. A ghost of a smile—a true one this time—played on her lips.
"What are you doing here?" she asked, her gaze sweeping the empty hallway.
"I'm waiting for Kero."
"Hmm." She didn't seem entirely convinced, but after a moment's assessment, she simply nodded and continued on her way, leaving me with the distinct impression that very little in this headquarters escaped her notice.
The rest of the day passed in a blur of wonder. Thanks to Kero, a small, fox-like creature with six fluffy tails and eyes like sapphires now trotted at my heels or curled on my lap. It was bizarre, magical, and utterly endearing. My gratitude towards Kero was immeasurable.
With my new companion nestled beside me, I threw myself into the work Kero had recommended. I delivered mission scrolls to various guards, their nods of acknowledgment feeling like small victories. In the quiet moments, I pored over the books he had set aside for me—basic histories and guides to Eldarya. It was slow going, but it was progress. I was determined to carve out a place for myself here, to understand the world that had so violently claimed me.
The peaceful silence of the library was shattered by a piercing, frantic cry.
"Kero! I-I can't find him! He's gone! My friend is gone!"
A young boy, his face streaked with tears, came barreling into the room. Kero was at his side in an instant, kneeling to his level. "Mery, calm down. Take a breath. I'm sure we'll find him," he soothed, his voice a gentle murmur.
I hung back, trying to give them privacy, but the boy's distress was a magnet. "What's happening?" I whispered to Kero as Mery clung to his tunic.
"Mery... his familiar is lost," Kero explained quietly. I recognized the name from the complaint forms about stolen food.
"I want him baaaack!" Mery wailed, his small body shaking with sobs. "I thought if I kept him fed, he would never leave my siiide!"
"Hey, we'll find him," Kero reassured him, though his own worry was evident.
It was then that Mery noticed me. He sniffled loudly, wiping his nose on his sleeve as he stared at me with wide, curious eyes. "Huh? Who are you? Your clothes are really weird..."
A small, sad smile touched my lips. "...My name is Erika. And you?"
"I'm Mery! I live in the city with my mother and..." his brief moment of cheerfulness evaporated as quickly as it had appeared, swallowed by his grief. "I want my friend baaaack!"
Kero shot me an apologetic look over the boy's head, his expression full of a helpless sympathy.
The search, though well-intentioned, proved futile. But a few days later, joy of joys, a new familiar—a playful, otter-like creature—was curled contentedly in Mery's arms. My heart ached for the boy, knowing the loss of his father made the loss of his first companion all the more cruel.
My own small adventure in helping him had led to an unexpected token: a shard of crystal, cool and smooth against my palm. Mery had pressed it into my hand, his eyes wide with earnest pleading. "Give this to Lady Miiko," he'd whispered. "And don't forget to tell her it was from me!" It seemed the formidable leader of the Light Guard had a soft spot in the heart of this little boy, and vice versa.
I hadn't even told Kero about it. A strange instinct told me this was a matter for Miiko alone. So, when Kero mentioned he had no more tasks for me, I didn't hesitate. I climbed the familiar stairs and slipped into the crystal room.
She was alone, as I'd hoped, her back to me as she gazed up at the great crystal. The faint, celestial light played over her dark hair and the silver tips of her tails.
"Erika." She turned, her eyebrow arching in that now-familiar expression of curiosity. Her sharp eyes immediately dropped to my closed hand. "Are you finished with Kero?" Her tone was light, but held a keen interest.
"I... found something," I said, stepping forward.
Her gaze intensified, locking onto mine. "Oh?"
Chapter 4: Episode 4
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The full weight of Miiko's attention settled on me once more, that familiar, unnerving intensity making the air feel thick. Her gaze was analytical, stripping me bare without a single word. I fought the urge to fidget, forcing my paralyzed limbs into motion.
"I have this," I managed, my voice barely above a whisper as I extended my open palm. The crystal shard lay there, catching the room's light and glinting with a soft, inner fire.
Miiko's eyes, those piercing blue pools, widened in immediate recognition. She closed the distance between us in two swift steps, her presence suddenly overwhelming. "Where did you get this?" The question was sharp, urgent.
"Mery gave it to me," I explained, the words tumbling out. "He thought it would make people stop thinking I'm 'weird.'"
A flicker of something unreadable—surprise, perhaps amusement—crossed her features. Was it at Mery's comment, or the sheer improbability of the crystal being in my possession? Her hand rose, fingers hovering just above the shard. As she reached to touch it, her skin lightly brushed against my forearm, a fleeting contact that sent an unexpected jolt through me. "When did he give it to you? You don't know where he got it?"
"He gave it to me this morning... I didn't ask him where he got it. I'm sorry." The apology felt automatic, defensive.
"You've had it since morning?" The suspicion in her tone was a cold splash of water. The last thing I needed was to rekindle her distrust.
"I was waiting for the right moment to talk to you," I said, meeting her gaze squarely, willing her to believe me. "I didn't dare tell anyone else. I wanted to give it to you myself."
The tension in her shoulders eased a fraction. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she finally plucked the crystal from my palm. "Thank you, Erika."
For a few heartbeats, I was transfixed by the subtle, genuine smile she offered. A strange warmth bloomed in my chest at the knowledge that I had, in some small way, pleased her. "Y-you're welcome."
"Could you do me a favor?" she asked, her tone shifting to businesslike.
"Of course."
"If you see Nevra, Ezarel, or Valkyon, could you tell them to come here? I need to discuss something with them."
My search was only partially successful; I found Ezarel pilfering a piece of fruit in the kitchens, his eyes lighting up with mischief when I relayed the message. With no sign of the others, I assumed the task was done. Adrift and with nothing else to occupy me, I found myself drawn back to the crystal room, curiosity getting the better of me.
I halted just outside the grand archway, the raised voices from within freezing me in my tracks.
"That's not fair! You were the one who said you'd take responsibility for her!" Ezarel's voice was a petulant whine.
"I know what I said, Ezarel..." Miiko's reply was strained, weary.
"I don't understand why you changed your mind? I thought you were happy with the arrangement; you were the one who assumed you'd watch over her," Nevra chimed in, his tone accusatory.
"It's not that. I just think we need to keep a closer eye on her, and Kero is already busy with the Library!"
"I don't see how having her join one of the Guards is the most sensible solution." Valkyon's cool, logical baritone cut through the emotional clutter.
"After all, it's your responsibility, Miiko. You were the one who agreed."
The words hit me like physical blows. My fists clenched at my sides, nails digging into my palms. So, that was it. All her talk of not being a servant was just a prelude to palming me off onto someone else. She wanted to be rid of me.
"It's not very polite to eavesdrop on conversations."
I started, spinning around to find Keroshane standing there, his arms crossed and a knowing look on his face.
"Although, I can't blame you with all the noise they're making..." he added, his smile apologetic.
After a brief, hushed exchange with him, I fled, seeking refuge in the library's silent embrace. Kero was absent. I threw myself into reorganizing a section of scrolls, the mechanical work failing to quiet the angry, hurt echo of their conversation in my mind. I was a fool. A stupid, naive fool for thinking I'd seen a glimpse of kindness in her. No one wanted me here. Especially not Miiko.
"Oh, Erika, there you are." Kero's voice broke through my bitter reverie sometime later. He stood by the door, his expression gentle. "Miiko wants to see you. She told me to find you."
Great. The last person I wanted to face. "Thanks, Kero. I'll go now," I said flatly, abandoning my work.
I found her alone in the crystal room, the massive gem pulsing softly behind her. She was toying with the shard I'd given her, her thoughts seemingly miles away. I cleared my throat, a weak announcement of my presence. She gestured me forward, and I obeyed, my steps heavy with resentment.
She seemed utterly unperturbed, as if the contentious discussion I'd overheard had never happened. The hypocrisy was staggering.
"I thought you might want to be here when this happened..." Miiko murmured, extending a hand towards the great crystal.
I approached with deliberate slowness, my distrust a tangible shield. My hesitation seemed to fray her patience. In one fluid motion, her hand shot out, her fingers encircling my wrist with a firm but not painful grip, and pulled me the final few steps until my back was nearly flush against her front.
"..."
I stood rigid, my breath caught in my throat. She was still holding me. I could feel the solid warmth of her chest against my shoulder blades, the faint whisper of her breath stirring the hair near my ear. The proximity was dizzying, confusing.
Without a word of explanation, she pressed the crystal shard into my palm, then covered my hand with her own, guiding it forward. Our joined hands moved as one. The moment the small shard touched the surface of the great crystal, the world dissolved into light.
A radiance, pure and blinding, erupted from the point of contact. Instinctively, I flinched backward, pressing myself fully against Miiko for stability and shelter. She held her ground, an unmovable anchor.
And then, from the heart of the light, a figure coalesced. A woman, ethereal and almost transparent, her form shimmering with a shifting palette of colors. Small, delicate wings fanned out from her temples. She was divine, imposing, and breathtakingly beautiful.
Her arm lifted, slow and deliberate, a single finger extending to point directly at me. Miiko was a statue beside me, her grip on my hand tightening. The oracle's lips moved, forming silent words I strained but failed to hear. Then, as suddenly as she had appeared, she vanished, the light snuffing out like a spent candle.
"What...?" I stammered, my mind reeling. "What was that?"
Miiko seemed to shake herself out of her own stupor. Her eyes, wide with shock, scanned me from head to toe as if seeing me for the first time. "'That' was the spirit of the great crystal."
I was so consumed by her reaction that I hadn't noticed the room had filled. Nevra, Valkyon, Ezarel, Leiftan, and even Jamon stood at the entrance, their faces a comical canvas of identical, stunned disbelief.
"What? How is this possible?" Ezarel blurted out, his gaze darting between Miiko and me.
"How is it possible that she is the crystal?" I asked, bewildered.
"She isn't the crystal itself," Miiko explained, her voice hushed with awe. "More accurately... its soul. That is how we see it when it materializes."
I turned back to her, a thousand questions on my tongue. "How rare are these appearances? Is that why everyone is so surprised?"
Nevra was the one who answered, his usual smirk replaced by grim seriousness. "They are extremely rare. The spirit hasn't appeared since the crystal was broken..."
"On what other occasions does it appear?" I pressed.
"Only during significant events," Ezarel recited, his tone uncharacteristically grave. "Natural disasters, the birth of a royal heir, a disturbance in the Maana, or..." He paused, his eyes locking onto mine. "...apparently, the arrival of a human."
"So it's like a seer?"
"More of an oracle," Valkyon corrected, his skeptical gaze still fixed on the now-quiescent crystal.
Why me? I was just a human, a castaway. The oracle's choice felt like a condemnation, not a blessing, especially after what I'd overheard.
"But why did it appear before her? It makes no sense," Ezarel protested, voicing my own silent question.
"Unless..." Leiftan began, a thoughtful frown on his face.
"Unless, what?" Ezarel demanded.
"There is no coincidence here. The fact that the Oracle appeared for the first time..." Miiko started, but Ezarel cut her off with a derisive snort.
"Don't even try to understand. This isn't 'human stuff,'" he mocked, a familiar grin returning.
"That's the point," Miiko said, her voice dropping to a deadly serious whisper.
Ezarel fell silent. All eyes turned to Miiko as she stepped closer to me again. Her gaze was a physical weight, full of a new, terrifying intensity. "She might not be just a human."
The declaration hung in the air. I was lost. "She might what?"
"She might have fae blood," Miiko stated, her words aimed at Ezarel but her eyes never leaving me.
"Very funny, Miiko," Ezarel scoffed.
"Yeah, very funny," I echoed weakly, a nervous laugh escaping me.
Miiko's expression remained stone. "I'm serious, Ezarel."
"Are you truly suggesting this? This is unbelievable."
I could only watch the exchange, my confusion deepening.
"Have the test performed, Ezarel. End of discussion."
The alchemy room was a chaotic symphony of strange scents and shimmering energies. I helped Ezarel gather the bizarre components, my mind a whirlwind. Miiko remained with him, a silent, restless sentinel. The final ingredient took me beyond the city gates, where I felt the heavy, unmistakable weight of Jamon's gaze from the shadows—Miiko's watchdog. The annoyance was a dull throb, but I focused on the task.
It was during this search that I stumbled upon two girls arguing by a hollow tree—one with iridescent scales, the other with long, twitching rabbit ears. My attempt at stealth failed.
"But we got some fresh air! We might not have found any fruit, but we had fun!"
"And we also wasted a considerable amount of time..."
Two girls were talking near a hollow tree. The girl with scales was trying to console the girl with rabbit ears.
I tried to stay still in my spot so they wouldn't see me.
"Come on, Ykhar."
Wow, the girl with rabbit ears had noticed my presence.
"Alajea..."
'Ykhar' nervously nudged her companion's shoulder, looking directly at me.
"Who are you? And what's with those weird clothes?"
That reminded me a lot of Mery...
"I'm Erika, I arrived here not long ago..."
"We've never seen you around here. What are you doing?" Alajea asked.
"I need to find some sap from..."
"Alajea, the mushrooms," Ykhar whispered to her friend, a little too loudly for me not to hear.
"A portal to the human world?"
"We have to take her to Miiko."
"That's not necessary, I..."
The encounter was a frustrating replay of my first days here, ending with their insistence on escorting me to Miiko. I sighed, resigning myself to my fate. It seemed I was destined to be delivered to Miiko's feet like a lost parcel.
Miiko's look as we entered was one of pure, unamused exasperation. She dealt with the flustered girls, whose excuse for failing their task was a predictably distracted adventure, and dismissed them with a long-suffering sigh. Her eyes then found me.
"And what are you doing back here again?" she questioned, a trace of amusement finally breaking through her annoyance.
"You know, just stopping by to see you," I retorted, the sarcasm earning me a slight, genuine smile.
After the girls had scurried away, she turned to me. "Did you get what you were looking for?"
"Yep. Everything's ready for the test now."
"Let's go."
Back in the alchemy room, the final ingredient was added. Ezarel approached me, the completed potion swirling in a glass vial. "How long do we have to wait for the result?" I asked, my heart thudding.
"Well, it's supposed to be immediate," he said with a smirk directed at Miiko, who ignored him, leaning against a table with feigned nonchalance.
He administered the test. For a moment, nothing. Ezarel's smirk widened. "Well, my dear friend, here you have it. This girl is completely human..."
"..."
I stared at my arm, a confusing mix of relief and a strange, inexplicable disappointment washing over me.
"As I said from the beginning, not a single drop of fae blood in her body."
"Ezarel..." Miiko warned, her voice low.
Then it happened. A flicker of emerald fire at my fingertips. It spread in a flash, a cool, painless cascade of green flame that engulfed my entire arm. I screamed, more from shock than agony, stumbling back.
"Erika, are you okay?" Miiko was at my side in an instant, her hand on my shoulder, her concern evident.
"Uh, yes. I'm fine," I stammered, utterly embarrassed. The flames were already receding, leaving no mark.
Miiko turned her gaze to Ezarel, her expression one of supreme vindication. "Well, what were you saying?"
"This is impossible..." Ezarel muttered, frantically re-checking his notes.
I just stared at my hands, my mind screaming the same thing. This is impossible.
Later, after I had taken a moment to compose myself by the musical fountain with Mery, I returned to find the alchemy room empty save for Miiko. She looked at me, her expression unreadable.
"I know this news isn't easy to digest."
"Well, it's not every day you discover you have more than just human blood in you..." I said, my voice hollow. "I don't even know if I could say I have human blood anymore."
"You are more of a hybrid. Half-fae, half-human." Her explanation was blunt, leaving no room for doubt.
She let that sink in for a moment before delivering the final blow. "I think it's evident that with this information, we can't let you go."
"What?!"
She ignored my outburst, holding out a heavy, iron key. "Unless you want to go back to the cells, I suggest you take these."
I eyed the key with deep suspicion, but snatched it from her palm before she could change her mind.
"They are the keys to your room."
Chapter 5: Episode 5
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The heavy iron key felt cold and final in my palm. Miiko offered no further ceremony, simply excusing herself with a curt, "I have other matters to attend to," before turning away, her dark tails swishing. Her departure left me standing alone in the alchemy room's eerie glow, the key to my future—or my new cage—digging into my skin.
"Thank you," I called after her, the words feeling inadequate. I was grateful, yet a lingering doubt whispered that this was just another form of supervision.
As if summoned by that very thought, Jamon's hulking shadow filled the doorway barely two minutes later. He grunted, a sound I was beginning to understand as his version of "follow me." We ascended the grand, spiraling staircases of the headquarters, moving from the bustling lower levels to the quieter, more opulent living quarters. I couldn't help but wonder if his presence was a courtesy or a confirmation that Miiko's trust only extended so far.
He stopped before a door of dark, polished wood, emblazoned with a familiar insignia: the radiant sun of the Shining Guard. "Stop. Room here," he rumbled.
I stared, surprised. "Whose was it?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper.
"Miiko's. Old"
My heart did a strange little flip. Miiko's? Pushing the door open, I stepped inside, expecting… I wasn't sure what.
Opulence? A warrior's sparse efficiency? Instead, I found a liminal space, a room caught between lives. It was largely bare, filled with a silent, waiting quality.
The only true feature was a magnificent arched window that framed a breathtaking view of the city's outskirts and the sun-kissed beach beyond.
A simple mattress lay on the floor, dressed in nothing but a single white cover. A small, empty bookshelf stood sentinel in one corner, save for a single, lonely-looking tome.
It was in this quiet emptiness that I felt a shift in the air, a subtle rustle. Then, something smooth and cool brushed against my ankle.
I yelped, jumping back and nearly tripping over the mattress. Coiled near my feet was a serpent of the purest white, its scales adorned with delicate, shimmering gold markings like precious filigree. It raised its head, intelligent eyes regarding me not with malice, but with a distinct air of annoyance before it slid with silent grace beneath the bed.
"H-Hey..." I stammered to the empty space it left behind. A familiar? It had to be. But whose?
Deciding a confrontation with a possibly magical snake was beyond my pay grade, I fled, seeking the one person who seemed to have all the answers. I nearly collided with a flustered Ykhar just steps from my door.
"Hello, Ykhar."
She spun around, her long rabbit ears twitching nervously. "H-hello!" she squeaked, already sidestepping to get away.
"See you," I said, resigned.
But the words made her freeze. She wrestled with some internal dilemma for a moment before turning back, wringing her hands. "I'm really sorry about before! I-I didn't mean to be unpleasant, it's just that there's a Protocol and..." she blurted out in a single, pained breath.
"I understand! I'm not upset, really," I reassured her, and watched the tension drain from her shoulders.
"Well, I have to be on my way. I'm truly sorry, Erika."
"Wait!" I called, seeing an opportunity. "Do you have a second? I was looking for Miiko because she gave me a room and... well, I have an unwanted visitor. More or less."
"A visitor?" Her curiosity, ever her weakness, was piqued.
"Want to see?"
She followed me back, her nervousness replaced by intrigue. When I produced the key, her eyes widened. "What are you doing?"
"This is my room."
"What? That's not possible..."
"Why do you say that?"
"This is Taro's room."
"What?" Indignation flared within me. "Miiko gave me someone else's room?"
"Not exactly..." Ykhar amended quickly, waving her hands. "Taro is Miiko's familiar. This is where he usually stays. I guess Miiko didn't tell you."
The revelation felt like a betrayal. "She didn't tell me... So she gave me this room, but in exchange, I have to cohabitate with her familiar? I think that's unfair to him."
"You should talk to her," Ykhar advised, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "Given how protective she is of Taro, she might have made a mistake."
Taking her advice, I embarked on a quest for Miiko, which quickly turned into a tour of headquarters gossip. I found Leiftan first, who remarked with amusement, "I thought Miiko wouldn't let you wander alone for even a second." When I explained my mission involved her familiar, he beat a hasty, surprised retreat.
I then encountered Alajea, who offered gentle wisdom on the nature of familiars. Nevra, ever the provocateur, asked if the mattress was soft, while Ezarel cackled about the perils of "usurping other people's beds." Only Valkyon showed genuine concern, his stern expression deepening at the mention of Taro being displaced. "Familiars are not to be trifled with," he'd stated, and for a moment, I saw the protector beneath the armor.
I finally found my quarry at the city fountain, her boots off and her feet dipped in the cool water, staring at the distant horizon. It was the first time I'd seen her look truly at peace. "Miiko? Do you have a moment?"
"Oh, Erika." She didn't turn, a faint smile in her voice. "Why am I not surprised?" She straightened, water dripping from her heels as she fixed her blue eyes on me. "I suppose you must be on your break, and I'm sorry to bother you..."
She let the silence hang, a clear invitation to state my business.
"But I'm not sure if the room you gave me is the right one."
"And why is that?" A flicker of annoyance.
"Because it's Taro's room, and I just took it from him."
The change in her was instantaneous. Her casual posture vanished, replaced by sharp surprise. "What? Taro doesn't have access to that room anymore. I made him his own corner in my quarters. I would never allow him to sleep alone in that place." Her conviction was absolute, dousing my initial anger.
"Oh. Well, I found him there when I entered. He wasn't very happy, to say the least."
I sat beside her, the stone cool through my clothes. A genuine, rich laugh escaped her, a sound so unexpected it startled us both. "I honestly have no idea how he got there," she admitted, and soon we were both laughing, the tension melting away in the afternoon sun.
"And what about the other things in my room?" I ventured, feeling bold. "I don't want to sound ungrateful, but I'm missing some... essentials."
"I've been thinking about that," she said, her gaze turning thoughtful. "I believe I can trust you to carry out some missions for me. I'll personally ensure you're paid. You can decorate the room to your liking."
The offer sent a thrill through me. Real missions! A purpose beyond the library shelves. "Really? Wow, what made you change your mind about letting me out of your sight?" I teased.
A familiar, imperious glint returned to her eyes. "I never let you out of my sight."
As if on cue, a bush several meters away rustled violently, revealing a very poorly concealed Jamon, who was far too large for his chosen hiding spot. Miiko sighed in exasperation as I burst into fresh laughter.
"Well, that's enough rest," she declared, standing and brushing off her clothes. "If you want to start, speak with Ykhar. She'll assist you."
With that, she was gone, leaving me with a new key, a new mission, and a lingering sense of being watched.
My search for Ykhar ended at the blacksmith's, where her voice, breathless and frantic, cut through the clang of hammers. "Erika!"
"Ykhar, just the person I wanted to see!"
"I was looking for you!" she panted, her cheeks flushed a brilliant crimson, her chest heaving.
"I was looking for you too! Are you okay? You look exhausted."
"I've circled the headquarters fifteen times!" she wheezed.
"Wow," I said, unable to hide my amusement.
"Don't laugh! My legs are short!" she complained, though a smile played on her lips.
"And yet you're still taller than me."
She puffed out her cheeks in a mock pout before dissolving into contagious giggles. "You were looking for me?" she finally asked, recomposing herself.
"I have a mission for you!" The words exploded from her like a dam breaking. "Well, it's not the most extraordinary mission, but Miiko and I have studied the entire process down to the smallest detail and we believe you're capable! It's true I was worried about giving you this mission, and you'll be alone... Also, Miiko suggested companions, so that's why I was running all over to find you! I also spoke with Kero about Miiko and we agreed we're glad she's starting to trust you more! And finally, about the Kappa... after thinking about it..."
"Ykhar!" I finally managed to interject.
"Yes?"
"You're going way too fast. I only understood about half of that."
We stared at each other, a comedy of confusion, before a deep blush of embarrassment consumed her face. Taking a deep, steadying breath, she began again, slowly and deliberately, outlining the task ahead.
A strange, almost magnetic pull drew my footsteps to the crystal room. It was as if an unseen thread, tethered to my very core, had gently tugged me there. Inside, Miiko was waiting, not with an air of impatience, but with a quiet expectancy that suggested she had been anticipating my arrival.
Without a single word of preamble, she pressed a soft bundle of folded fabric into my arms. The clothes were crafted from sturdy, travel-worn material in deep, practical shades of slate blue and charcoal grey, a world away from the faded denim and thin cotton of my world.
"For greater comfort and mobility," she stated, her voice matter-of-fact, though her eyes held a brief, appraising flicker towards my worn jeans. "Infinitely better than... that."
I unfolded the tunic, feeling the quality of the weave. "Is this for me?"
"Who else would I be tailoring missions for?" she replied, a hint of dry irony in her tone that made the question seem utterly redundant.
"Thank you," I said, my fingers tracing the intricate but subtle stitching at the collar. I lingered, hoping for something more—a hint of the warmth I was starting to believe lay beneath her austere exterior.
It came, softer and more personal than I had dared to hope. Just as I turned to leave, her voice stopped me. "...Erika?" I glanced back. Her gaze was direct, a faint, almost imperceptible softening at its edges. "Good luck on your mission."
A genuine smile spread across my face. "Thank you."
My first official mission began with Jamon as my steadfast, silent shadow. The forest was a living tapestry of vibrant life—trees with bark that shimmered like mother-of-pearl and flowers that chimed softly in the breeze. It was in this surreal beauty that a faint, ethereal glow caught my eye, emanating from a hollow log. Inside, nestled in a bed of moss, was another shard of crystal, pulsing with a gentle, internal rhythm.
I pocketed it quickly, a secret treasure that felt both significant and mysterious, its origin a puzzle I was determined to solve.
The peace was shattered by a guttural, bone-chilling snarl. Jamon immediately stiffened, his massive frame shifting into a defensive stance, one large hand closing around the haft of his weapon. "Go," he commanded, his voice a low rumble as he pointed deeper into the woods. "Get reinforcements."
I didn't need to be told twice. I ran, my new clothes allowing a freedom of movement I'd never known, the fabric moving with me rather than against me. I burst into the crystal room, chest heaving, where Miiko was in a hushed council with Ykhar and Kero.
"Miiko! I need your help!" I gasped, bracing my hands on my knees.
"What happened?" she demanded, instantly on high alert. In a fluid motion, she was before me, her sharp eyes scanning me for any sign of injury, one hand coming up as if to steady me, though it stopped just short of touching my arm.
"Jamon needs help! A Black Dog appeared!"
The color drained from her face, a stark contrast to her usual composure. "Are you alright?" The question was swift, protective. Without waiting for a fuller answer, she was already moving past me, her staff materializing in her hand with a whisper of summoned energy.
As we raced out, Ykhar and Kero shouted that they would alert the infirmary.
My only thought was a desperate, silent plea for Jamon's safety.
We found him holding the line, a monument of unyielding strength against the shadowy menace. Fresh, shallow cuts marred his thick hide, but he stood firm.
Miiko didn't hesitate. A torrent of pure, celestial fire erupted from her staff, a brilliant counter to the creature's oppressive darkness, forcing the Black Dog back with a piercing, agonized howl. While she engaged the beast, its form sizzling and recoiling from the light, I rushed to the terrified Kappa, scooping the trembling, foul-smelling creature into my arms.
"Is everyone okay?" Miiko called out, the immediate threat dispelled for the moment.
"We're fine. He's just scared," I said, trying to soothe the wriggling bundle in my arms.
Miiko nodded and took a step closer to assess the situation, only to recoil instantly as the full, potent force of the Kappa's swampy odor hit her enhanced senses. Seizing the opportunity in her moment of shocked distraction, the Kappa gave a mighty leap from my grasp and latched firmly onto her back, clinging to her tunic for dear life.
I couldn't suppress a snort of laughter at the sight of the formidable Light Guard leader brought low by a malodorous, backpack-shaped creature.
"I fail to see the humor in this situation," Miiko grumbled, trying and failing to twist around and see her new attachment.
"You two look... adorable!" I managed to choke out between laughs.
She shot me a look that was pure, undiluted pout, a surprisingly childish expression on her usually severe features. "Having exponentially sharper senses than you is decidedly not a blessing at this particular moment."
Taking pity on her, I carefully pried the Kappa loose, holding the reeking bundle at arm's length. "We should get him to the infirmary."
Jamon went ahead to secure the perimeter while Miiko and I made for the headquarters. "Can you take him? I have something to attend to," she asked, and though her tone was even, I heard the unspoken order beneath the request, a trust that I would see this through.
"I will."
"Thank you."
The infirmary was a haven of calm, presided over by Ewelein, a woman whose stunning beauty was matched only by her air of serene competence. She took the Kappa without a flinch, her touch gentle and professional as she laid him on a cot. His wide, anxious eyes remained locked on me.
"Aaah!" he wailed.
"Hey, you seem calmer than before," I cooed, feeling a little foolish but sincere.
Ewelein politely but firmly asked me to leave, and I didn't argue. I needed to find Miiko.
I returned to the crystal room to find it filled with a tense war council. The leaders of all four Guards were present, their expressions grim. The air was thick with strategy and concern.
"Erika! We were just discussing the Kappa's repatriation," Miiko said as I entered, seamlessly integrating me into the conversation.
"Wait," I interjected, my mind still haunted by the shadowy beast. "I wanted to know more about the Black Dog."
Her focus sharpened on me, the leader fully engaged. "What about it?"
"You and Jamon were both so shocked to see it," I pressed. "Why?"
Her expression grew grave, casting a shadow over the room. "Black Dogs are cursed creatures. Omens of misfortune. They are... perversions of familiars, creatures born of shadow and malevolence. They are strictly nocturnal. To see one in daylight, so brazenly close to the city... it's an anomaly that should be impossible." The concerned murmurs rippling through the assembled leaders confirmed the severity of this breach.
"I see," I murmured, the chilling pieces of the puzzle beginning to fall into a disturbing picture.
"Anyway," Miiko continued, deftly steering the conversation back to the immediate task, "as Ykhar explained, we need to organize the Kappa's return to its homeland."
"Whenever you're ready, I am," I said, eagerness cutting through the lingering unease.
Miiko laughed, a light, almost musical sound that seemed to momentarily lift the weight in the room, while Kero leaned over to whisper a dose of reality, "It won't be that simple, I'm afraid."
"Well, this will take some time to arrange," Miiko conceded, "and we had thought that—"
Ykhar, unable to contain her bubbling excitement, burst in, "—That you could take care of the Kappa in the meantime!"
The decree landed with the finality of a sealing spell. I looked at the three of them: Kero's sympathetic wince, Ykhar's beaming, earnest face, and Miiko, whose lips quirked in a fleeting, triumphant smirk that she quickly masked behind her usual veil of authority.
My fate was sealed. I sighed, the considerable weight of the upcoming week settling firmly on my shoulders. This was going to be exhausting.
Chapter 6: Episode 6-7
Chapter Text
The loss of our boat felt like a symbolic severing from the world we knew. Stranded on Kappa Island, every day bled into the next under a canopy of strange, twisted trees.
Our initial hope had curdled into a desperate sort of patience.
The Kappa leader’s refusal to grant us passage or aid was a door slammed shut, leaving us rattling the handle. Chrome became our sole, volatile link to the elusive village, his forays yielding meager results—a handful of information here, a few provisions there. Each return seemed to fray his temper further; he had a wolf's pride, and the Kappas' dismissive attitude was a constant insult.
My role had shrunk to that of a morale officer, a keeper of the fragile peace in our makeshift camp by the glass-still lake.
The only bright spots were Elliot's visits. The gifts he brought—a curiously shaped shell, a flower that hummed in the moonlight—were useless for our escape, but they were tokens of a kindness I clung to. Someone in this bewildering world saw me as more than a nuisance or a responsibility.
"Hey," Chrome grunted, emerging from the treeline. The usual scowl was absent, replaced by a light in his golden eyes.
"You seem... different," I commented, setting aside the luminous rose I'd been studying. "Happy, even."
"A bit. Secured some decent supplies," he said, jerking a thumb towards a pack slung over his shoulder. "And my familiar is back. I sent a message to Miiko through him." A shadow of uncertainty crossed his features. "No telling how long it'll take to reach her, though."
It was the first genuinely good news we'd had in days. A thread, however thin, now connected us back to the headquarters. Back to her.
"Everything would be easier if we were in The Little Mermaid," I mused, a wistful smile touching my lips. I knew the reference would be lost on him, a deliberate hook cast into the waters of his boredom.
He picked up a flat stone and skipped it across the lake's surface. "The Little Mermaid?" he asked, his tone a mix of curiosity and distraction.
"A story from my world," I began, settling into the telling. "About a mermaid who longed to be human. She made a deal with a sea witch, trading her voice for legs. Every step she took on land felt like walking on knives, but she did it for a chance at a different life—"
I was cut off as Chrome shot to his feet, his entire body thrumming with sudden, electric energy. "That's it, Erika! You're a genius!"
Before I could process his outburst, he was on his knees, frantically digging through the contents of our tent.
"What's going on?" I asked, my heart beginning to pound with a hope I didn't dare name.
A Few Days Earlier – The Infirmary
The infirmary air hung heavy, a potion-scented tapestry woven with the sharp tang of ozone and the earthy perfume of drying dreamroot and silverleaf.
In the center of this quiet sanctuary, swaddled in linens so white they seemed to glow, the little Kappa blinked up at us. Its large, liquid eyes, the color of deep river stones, held a vulnerability that made my heart clench. It had slept for hours, recovering from its terror, and now it simply watched us, a silent, grateful witness to its own rescue.
A soft sound, almost like a chuckle, came from beside me. "I think it wants you to read it a story," Miiko murmured. The usual sharpness in her voice was absent, sanded down into a tone of genuine, unguarded amusement. Her suggestion that I accompany her here had felt significant, a small breach in the walls she kept around herself, and now, in this quiet room, it felt strangely intimate.
"A story?" I echoed, my voice flustered in the hushed space. "I don't know any from this world, and I doubt it would understand me anyway."
As if in protest, the Kappa let out a plaintive, drawn-out croak. "Aaaah." It was a sound of pure, simple longing.
Miiko and I exchanged a glance—a single, shared moment of complete, helpless bafflement. In that instant, the titles and the history between us fell away.
She wasn't the formidable leader of the Light Guard, and I wasn't the displaced human from another world. We were just two people, united in our soft bewilderment over a childlike creature.
"You should take it to your room," Miiko decided, her practical nature reasserting itself, though a faint, warm light still lingered in her blue eyes. "The bond is clear. I don't think it wants to be separated from you."
I looked from her to the Kappa, which was now watching me with an expression of pure, hopeful anticipation. The weight of its trust was a gentle, not unpleasant, pressure. "I suppose that would be alright," I conceded.
As if it understood every word, the Kappa brought its webbed hands together in a soft, clumsy clap of delight.
The sound was so utterly endearing that Miiko’s lips twitched, a true, uncalculated smile threatening to break through. "Well, my work here is done," she said, turning to leave. "If you need stories, ask Ykhar. The library's lower shelves hold collections of fables. The one with the blue spine is a particular favorite of the younger initiates." With a final, almost imperceptibly soft look in my direction, she slipped out, leaving me alone with my new charge.
That night, my sparse, impersonal room underwent a magical transformation. The Kappa—now dubbed 'Squib' for the soft, bubbling noises it made—nestled into the center of my mattress, looking impossibly small and content.
My own familiar, Cowy, with its six fluffy tails, curled protectively at its feet like a living blanket.
And then, to my absolute astonishment, a ripple of pearlescent white moved in the shadows. Miiko's serpentine familiar, Taro, slithered soundlessly into the room. He regarded us for a long moment with his intelligent, red eyes before coiling himself with regal grace in the far corner, a silent, approving guardian.
I settled on the floor amidst them, a dog-eared copy of "Eldaryan Fables for the Young at Heart" open in my lap. The quiet of the room was no longer empty, but full, expectant. I began to read, my voice, at first hesitant, growing steadier as I wove tales of valorous griffins and forests that whispered secrets. Cowy’s ears twitched at the exciting parts, and Squib’s eyes grew wide with wonder, its little body relaxing into the rhythm of the story.
Sometime in the deep, quiet hours of the night, as my words began to slow with sleep, I noticed Taro uncoil. He paused, his sleek head turning towards me in what felt like a nod of acknowledgment. Then, he vanished as silently as a breath of smoke, returning to the side of the mistress who had, in her own indirect way, ensured I wouldn't be alone.
The room felt warmer for his having been there, a silent testament to a connection that was deepening in ways I was only beginning to understand.
Present day...
"A potion?"
"Yes, it will allow us to navigate the sea, so we could arrive in a few hours or less than a day."
Chrome explained, now just steps away from completing our escape plan. The village had finally permitted us entry a few times, and we managed to gather the necessary ingredients for the potions Chrome had mentioned.
So far, this was our best plan, though we weren't a hundred percent sure it would work.
Ykhar's POV
Of all the times to get lost in a book! I cursed my own distractible nature, skidding to a halt in the crystal room. The air was thick with a tension you could taste.
"Ah! There you are. We were waiting," Miiko's voice was a whip-crack of impatience. Alajea offered a sympathetic smile, while Ewelein's smirk was a masterpiece of silent mockery.
"I'm sorry! I was in the gardens—"
"Chrome hasn't reported in," Miiko cut me off, her tails lashing once. "He was due this morning."
"But it'll be dark soon!" I blurted, the implications dawning on me.
"Astounding observation," Ewelein drawled.
"Now I see what he sees in you," I snipped back.
"Girls!" Miiko's staff struck the floor with a crack that echoed in the vast chamber. "Focus. His last report was two days ago. The protocol is forty-eight hours."
"He's probably just lost track of time. Again," Alajea suggested, ever the optimist.
"Let's not forget he's saddled with the human... what was her name?" Ewelein asked, her tone deliberately casual.
"Erika." Miiko's reply was immediate and sharp, her blue eyes pinning Ewelein in place. The name hung in the air, a testament to its importance. "I need your help. We need to find a way to contact the Kappa village. I have a task for you three."
A heavy silence fell. This was no longer just a missed check-in.
Present...
I quickly gathered my things after listening to Chrome's complaints. I still couldn't believe we were finally leaving Kappa Island after spending nearly a week there.
Would the potion be effective? That was the biggest doubt running through my mind.
But I had no time to think; we needed to act as soon as possible.
Chrome and the Kappa leader were waiting for me on the shore when I arrived.
Now, standing on the pebbled shore with a rickety raft as our launch point, the reality of it was terrifying. The Kappa master saw us off, his amphibious face unreadable. He had been, in his own taciturn way, our sole benefactor.
The raft journey was a tense, silent affair. The island shrank behind us, and the vast, unknown expanse of the sea stretched to the horizon. When the mainland was a dark smudge in the distance, Chrome called a halt.
"Turn around," I instructed, my voice tight.
"That goes for you too!" he shot back, his own nerves showing.
We turned our backs to each other. I heard the rustle of his clothes, then a sharp, pained gasp. Steeling myself, I stripped to my underclothes and unstoppered the vial. The potion was thick and iridescent, tasting of salt and something profoundly ancient. I swallowed it.
The transformation was not the graceful magic of fairy tales. It was a violent, internal rearrangement. A searing heat spread through my legs, followed by a sensation of bones dissolving and reforging themselves. My skin tightened, and sharp, burning slits opened on either side of my neck.
I choked, swallowing great gulps of seawater that my new gills processed with a shocking, automatic ease. When the agony subsided, I looked down. Where my legs had been, a long, shimmering tail of pearlescent scales flicked weakly in the water.
"Chrome?" I called out, my voice sounding strange, filtered through water.
"Over here." He emerged from the depths a few meters away. His transformation was less dramatic—his wolfish traits were simply enhanced, his hands more paw-like, his form streamlined for swimming. But his expression was a storm of discomfort and something else... embarrassment.
"Why did you go so far away?"
"I preferred to suffer alone," he muttered, avoiding my gaze. The vulnerability in his voice was as shocking as the transformation. This was a pain he didn't want witnessed.
The potion's effects were a ticking clock. "We should go," he said, his tone all business again. And with a powerful kick of his own newly adapted limbs, he shot forward into the deep, leaving me to follow as best I could.
Ykhar's POV
With Chrome's familiar in my arms, I made my way to the crystal room. Having news about our two colleagues lifted my spirits, and I knew Miiko could finally use some good news.
I entered the room to find only Jamon and Miiko inside. Ewelein and Alajea were probably still searching for Chrome's familiar or any clues, but my sole objective was to let Miiko know we'd finally heard from Chrome and Erika.
"Miiko! A message for you!"
Miiko wore a serious expression but halted her conversation with Jamon, sighing with happiness when she saw the small familiar in my arms.
"Ykhar! You found him!"
"I found him outside headquarters. He seemed to be heading here but couldn't move properly—he must be exhausted."
The little creature shifted in my arms, reminding me of the note attached to its leg.
"For you," I said, holding out the note.
Miiko took it quickly, her eyes scanning the contents rapidly.
So many emotions crossed her face in such a short time that I braced for the worst...
"They've returned Elliot, which is good news..." she began. "They..."
Miiko stopped reading the next part, and I could only watch her nervously.
Any moment now, she would explode—or so it seemed.
I kept watching her, waiting for a response, but the kitsune opted to hand me the paper with an angry grimace.
Wow...
I finished reading the note, stifling the laughter that wanted to escape.
"Ykhar, find Ewelein. I'll need her ready in case anything happens..." she ordered.
"Right away!"
She didn't seem thrilled to learn Chrome had lost the boat, but she clearly needed to act as the Chief first. She'd have time to scold them later.
For my part, I chose to leave and head to the infirmary. Miiko remained alone in the hall, staring at the note over and over with a pensive expression.
Present – The Depths
The ocean, once a realm of breathtaking wonder, had become a liquid tomb. The initial thrill of my mermaid form had long since faded, replaced by a deep, bone-chilling fatigue that seeped into my very soul. My tail, a magnificent, scaled marvel just hours before, now felt like a dead weight of solid lead. Each desperate thrash was a monumental effort that stole what little breath my burning gills could provide.
Ahead, Chrome was little more than a distant, fading shadow, his powerful form cutting through the water with an ease that felt like a personal reproach.
Then, a searing, white-hot pain lanced through my chest, so sudden and vicious it ripped a silent scream from me. A torrent of precious air bubbles escaped my lips, dancing their way to a surface that seemed continents away. "Chrome...?" My call was a mere wisp of sound, a watery sigh utterly devoured by the immense, crushing silence of the deep.
I was lost. Not just disoriented, but truly, profoundly adrift. My body, pushed beyond its human limits, was surrendering. The potent magic of the potion was a flame guttering out, strained to its breaking point. The vibrant blues and greens of the sea muted into a monochrome grey, the edges of my vision tunneling into a encroaching darkness.
The will to fight, to move, to exist, began to dissolve like salt in water.
With one final, feeble flicker of movement, my tail fell still.
The last of my strength abandoned me, and I began to sink.
The world slowed to a dreadful, graceful fall. The shimmering light of the world above receded, shrinking to a single, mocking pinprick of gold.
This was it. A cold, silent, and lonely end in the abyssal embrace.
Then—a voice.
It sliced through the water, through the numbness clouding my mind, sharp and clear as shattering crystal. "Erika!" It was her voice, but stripped bare—raw, frantic, and laced with a fear I never knew she could possess. "Erika, can you hear me?!"
Miiko?
A sudden, violent displacement of water. A figure, sleek and desperate, shot through the gloom towards me.
She was a vision of fierce determination, her usual composed elegance gone, replaced by the primal urgency of the moment.
Her dark hair fanned around her like a halo, and her clothes, soaked through, clung to her form, revealing the taut strength in her frame. Her staff, the symbol of her power, was absent; she had come for me with nothing but her own two hands.
Her arms—solid, real, and impossibly warm against my chilled skin—wrapped around me. One slid securely around my back, the other under the delicate curve of my tail, gathering my limp form against her.
She pulled me into her, and my head lolled against the curve of her neck and shoulder. The contact was an electric shock of life, an anchor thrown into the void that was claiming me.
"Miiko... you're here..." I slurred, my consciousness flickering like a dying star.
"Shhh. Save your strength. Don't speak," she commanded, but her voice was a strained, breathless whisper against my ear, betraying the immense effort it took to hold us both up. I could feel the frantic, galloping rhythm of her heart hammering against my chest, a wild drumbeat syncing with my own faltering one. "Just rest. I've got you. We're almost there. But you have to stay awake for me. Look at me, Erika."
Her hold tightened, not with bruising force, but with a fierce, protective possessiveness. She was carrying me, not with the distant grace of magic, but with the raw, stubborn physicality of her own body, fighting the drag of the water and the weight of my failure. It was a more intimate rescue than any spell could ever be.
Then, we broke the surface. The air hit my face—dank, familiar, and life-giving. I gasped, my lungs searing as they remembered how to breathe. We were in the underground canals, the dark water lapping at the stone walls of the headquarters' underbelly. She had found me in the most hidden, forgotten place, guided by a connection I couldn't fathom.
The journey that followed was a blur of slick, moss-covered stone and her ragged, determined breaths echoing in the narrow tunnels. Her grip never once faltered. The world dissolved into a smear of torchlight and concerned faces as we burst into the infirmary.
"Everyone, OUT! Now!" Miiko's voice was a raw, guttural roar, shredding the sterile calm. It was not a request from a leader, but a primal demand from something deeper.
She cleared a path to a cot, her presence a force of nature. I saw Ykhar's wide, terrified eyes, Ewelein's clinical mask snapping into place, Alajea's hands flying to her mouth.
"I said GET OUT!" she roared again, the sound vibrating through her body and into mine.
The world was softening at the edges, colors and sounds bleeding together. I felt a sharp prick in my arm, heard Miiko's voice, now low and desperately urgent, close to my ear, "Ewelein, the .. stim.., now! Don't you .. leave, Erika. Stay ... me."
But the pull of the darkness was too strong. The last thing I knew was not the cold of the water, but the fading sensation of her arms around me, and the sound of my name on her lips, a desperate plea in the void.
Chapter 7: Episode 8
Chapter Text
Consciousness returned to me not as a sunrise, but as a slow, reluctant tide.
The last thing I remembered was the crushing weight of the ocean and Miiko's voice, a desperate anchor in the dark. Now, a dull throb pulsed behind my eyes. My eyelids were heavy, fluttering open to a blurred world of soft shapes and muted colors.
"I..." The word was a dry croak, scraping against my throat.
A sharp intake of breath. "Erika...?" The voice was familiar, layered with a tension I'd never heard in it before.
Blinking slowly, the world resolved into focus. I was in my room.
But as my vision cleared, the familiarity ended there.
The sterile, barren space I’d left was gone. The walls were now a deep, calming azure, painted with constellations of silver stars that seemed to shimmer in the low light. A plush, earthy-brown rug covered the cold stone floor.
My mattress was no longer a lonely island but a proper bed, heaped with soft blankets and a real pillow that cradled my head. A desk sat under the grand window, and the once-empty bookshelf was crammed with volumes of all sizes, their spines a rainbow of leather and cloth.
"Miiko?" I whispered, my gaze finding her.
She was rising from a chair pulled close to the bedside, her movement stiff, as if she'd been sitting there for a long time. The severe lines of her uniform were gone. Instead, she wore a deep crimson tunic embroidered with subtle gold thread, and dark, comfortable trousers.
She looked… softer.
"You're finally awake." Her voice was low, the relief in it so palpable it felt like a physical warmth in the room. She stepped closer, her blue eyes scanning my face with an intensity that was both clinical and deeply concerned. "How do you feel?"
The question seemed too large. "How long…?" I managed, my voice still rough.
Miiko's gaze flickered away for a fraction of a second, a telltale hesitation. "A few hours," she said, too quickly. She perched on the edge of the bed, the distance between us feeling both intimate and charged. "How do you feel?" she repeated, her focus returning to me, unwavering.
My mind was a jumble—the phantom sensation of water in my lungs, the crushing fatigue, the shocking transformation of my room. I must have been silent too long, because she reached out, her bare hand—absent its usual armored glove—covering mine. Her skin was surprisingly warm.
"I'm… okay," I finally said, the truth of it settling as I spoke. "A bit dazed. And… I'm actually hungry."
The tension in her shoulders eased minutely. She withdrew her hand, the absence of its warmth immediate. "Good. That's good." As I shifted, sinking back into the unbelievable comfort of the pillow, the reality of my surroundings fully dawned on me.
"Do you like it?" she asked, a hint of something unsure in her tone. "It was supposed to be a surprise for your successful mission return. But you," she added, a familiar dryness returning to her voice, "decided to surprise me first by nearly drowning."
"You… did this?" The smile that spread across my face felt like the first real one in days. "Miiko, it's beautiful."
A faint blush tinged her cheeks. She looked away, studying the starry wall with sudden interest. "Consider it your payment. Though I'm seriously considering repossessing a book or two to cover the cost of that boat you and Chrome managed to lose," she grumbled, though the annoyance lacked its usual sharp edge.
A wave of guilt washed over me. "Well..."
"Don't," she cut me off, raising a hand. "That's a conversation for another day. Right now, your only job is to rest. Your mission report to Ykhar and Kero can wait until you can stand without swaying."
"I can do it now," I insisted, pushing myself up on my elbows.
Her eyes narrowed. "Did you hear a single word I just said? Or did you leave your common sense at the bottom of the sea?"
"I'm fine, really," I argued, the quiet of the room suddenly feeling stifling. "I'm more tired of being in bed than I am from… everything else."
A strange, complex emotion crossed her face—a mix of exasperation and something darker, more worried. "Fine," she conceded, standing up. "But you will go see Ewelein in the infirmary before you do anything else. That is not a request."
"I will," I promised, offering her a grateful smile.
She simply nodded, turning to leave without another word. As the door clicked shut, I was left alone in the stunning sanctuary she had created, the silence now filled with a thousand questions.
I lay there for a long time, tracing the constellations on the walls, my body slowly knitting itself back together.
My thoughts inevitably drifted back to the ocean's chilling embrace, the helplessness as my strength failed. I hadn't even thanked her. The memory sent a violent shiver through me, a phantom cold that had nothing to do with the room's temperature.
A soft, hesitant knock pulled me from the dark spiral.
"Can I come in?" Leiftan's voice was muffled through the wood.
"Y-yes, come in."
He slipped inside, closing the door quietly behind him. His smile was gentle, but it didn't quite reach his eyes, which held a shadow of concern. "Hello. How are you feeling?"
"Just… regaining my strength," I said, forcing a lightness I didn't feel.
"It's a relief to see you awake," he said, and the depth of feeling in his voice gave me pause.
It had only been a few hours, hadn't it? Why did everyone act as if I'd returned from the dead?
His gaze wandered around the room. "Miiko's work?"
"I think so."
He nodded, a knowing look in his eye. "I'm sorry, I can't stay long. I just wanted to see for myself that you were alright."
"You didn't have to, but thank you, Leiftan. It means a lot."
With a final, warm smile, he left. The brief visit solidified my resolve. I needed answers. Heeding Miiko's order—for once—I changed and headed for the infirmary.
Ewelein's reaction was the most telling of all. Her professional composure cracked for a single, unguarded moment when I walked in, her eyes widening. "How long have you been awake?" she asked, her voice sharp with surprise.
"About forty minutes."
"Did you see Miiko?" The question was calmer, more measured.
"Yes. She sent me. She wants you to check me over."
Without another word, Ewelein began her examination, her touch efficient but gentle. For over an hour, she poked, prodded, and asked quiet, probing questions. The worry in her expression was a mirror of Leiftan's.
When she finished, she listed a series of potential symptoms—nightmares, hydrophobia, phantom pains.
"I don't think I'll have any of them," I said, perhaps too quickly, wanting to believe it.
"Just be aware," she said, her tone leaving no room for argument. The unspoken words hung between us: Something worse already happened.
My quest for Ykhar and Kero led me through the bustling halls. Valkyon offered a rare, slight nod of acknowledgment. Nevra grinned, making a joke about my "extended swim."
But it was Ezarel's reaction that was the strangest. He was fiddling with a ridiculously fake mustache, and the moment he saw me, his face soured. He muttered something under his breath and practically fled in the opposite direction.
I stared after him, completely bewildered. What was his problem?
"Enjoying the view, or are you just lost?"
I turned to find Miiko, back in her full, imposing regalia, a heavy tome tucked under her arm. Her eyebrow was arched in classic, sardonic Miiko fashion.
"Just returning from the infirmary… Boss," I replied, matching her tone.
"Of course you are. I'll be sure to verify your story with Ewelein," she said, making to sweep past me into the crystal room.
"Miiko, wait." I reached out, my hand barely grazing her arm. She stilled. "I… I never thanked you. For saving me. Thank you. Truly."
She turned, her gaze meeting mine. For a moment, the mask of the unflappable leader slipped, and I saw only the exhausted, relieved girl who had pulled me from the water. "I'm just glad you're okay," she said softly, the words simple and heartfelt.
"Thank you," I whispered again as she continued on her way.
She didn't turn back, but I heard it—a soft, breathy laugh that was a world away from her usual exasperated sighs. It was a sound of pure, unburdened relief.
My new mission was to find Ykhar and Kero to finally get that famous report done.
The setting sun cast long, dancing shadows through the crystalline spires of Eldarya, painting the city in hues of amber and rose. My wanderings, almost subconsciously, had led me back to the foot of the Great Library. A stroke of luck, it seemed, for through the grand arched entrance, I spotted the familiar figures of Kero and Ykhar.
I paused at the threshold. An unsettling silence hung between them, thick as the dust on the ancient grimoires. Ykhar sat with her shoulders taut, her focus pointedly on a scroll, while Kero fidgeted with the edge of his tunic, his usual cheerful demeanor absent.
"Ahem," I cleared my throat, stepping inside. The sound echoed softly in the vast, quiet hall.
Both their heads snapped up. Ykhar’s eyes, wide with surprise, met mine before she quickly rose to her feet. Kero was the first to speak, a strained smile touching his lips.
"Erika! You're awake already? What a relief." His voice was warm, but it didn't quite reach his eyes.
"Yes, the world decided it wasn't done with me yet. I'm feeling much better," I replied, offering a small smile of my own.
"It's good to finally see you on your feet," Ykhar greeted, her tone lighter than the tension in the room suggested. She stepped forward and gave my shoulder a playful, albeit slightly hesitant, punch. A familiar, grounding gesture.
"Thank you. Both of you."
"What brings you back to the land of the living and the literary?" Kero asked kindly, gesturing to the shelves around us.
"Well, Miiko told me I couldn't delay my mission debrief any longer. Said I had to do it with you two..." I explained, noticing from the corner of my eye as Ykhar pulled a weathered leather-bound notebook and a sleek inkwell from her satchel.
"I'm surprised Miiko let you out of her sight so quickly," Kero commented, his brow furrowing slightly. "When I saw her yesterday, she seemed... deeply worried."
The comment landed like a stone in still water. Yesterday? According to Miiko, I had only been out for a few hours. A cold trickle of doubt seeped into my mind. Why would she lie? Pushing the disquieting thought aside for the moment, I focused on the task at hand.
For the next hour, I walked them through everything.
The Kappas, the boat, the bitter taste of the potion, our desperate return, and the final, chilling moment of collapse before Miiko's rescue. As we fell into the rhythm of the report, the initial awkwardness between Kero and Ykhar began to dissolve, smoothed over by the shared purpose.
With the final detail recorded, Ykhar snapped her notebook shut. "Done."
A collective, weary sigh passed between us. "I don't know about you two," Kero said, rubbing his temples, "but my brain is fried, and my stomach is staging a rebellion."
"I've been starving since I woke up," I admitted. The thought of food, even Eldaryan food, was suddenly overwhelmingly appealing.
We found a quiet corner in the bustling mess hall. The air was thick with the scent of strange herbs and roasting meats. As we ate, the conversation meandered from the tediousness of official reports to lighter gossip about life in the citadel. But then, Ykhar's expression grew somber.
"Something happened while you were away, Erika," she said, her voice dropping. "Children... from the outlying villages. They've gone missing."
A chill ran down my spine. "What? How many?"
"Enough to cause a panic," she replied gravely. "The village guards are searching, but... there's no trail. It's as if they vanished into thin air."
Kero, who had been quietly pushing his food around his plate, looked up with a profound sadness in his eyes. "It's a dark business."
"I... I hope they find them soon," I whispered, the food suddenly feeling like ash in my mouth.
The meal itself was a bland, stodgy affair, a reminder that culinary artistry was not Eldarya's strong suit. We let the heavy subject drop, the silence that followed speaking volumes.
"You know, Erika," Kero began, a mischievous glint returning to his eyes, breaking the melancholy. "In all the time I've known her, Ykhar has never once invited me to a meal."
"Is that so?" I played along, turning to Ykhar with an innocent smile. "Well, I'm sure she's just been waiting for the right occasion. And today is perfect..."
Ykhar arched a skeptical eyebrow. "And what occasion would that be?"
"That the three of us are here together," I began, counting on my fingers. "That I miraculously woke up, and... we finished that massive report because we make a pretty good team." I gave her my most persuasive look, with Kero nodding enthusiastically beside me.
"You want my maanas?" Ykhar asked, feigning indignation.
"Desperately," I confirmed with a bright smile.
She complained for a solid five minutes about freeloaders and conspiracies, but eventually, Kero's and my synchronized, pitiful pouts wore her down. "Fine! But don't get used to it."
As we stood to leave, I grimaced. "To be entirely honest, I didn't really like the food much..."
They both turned to stare at me, their expressions a complex mix of offense and weary agreement.
"Well," Kero started, his tone diplomatically cautious, "it's widely known that in Eldarya, our talents lie... elsewhere than in the kitchen."
I quickly changed the subject. "Chrome mentioned something about 'supply missions.' What are those?"
Ykhar, halfway through pulling on her cloak, answered without thinking. "Well, we use the porta—" She cut herself off, her eyes going wide.
"Ykhar!" Kero hissed, a genuine alarm in his voice.
"Portals?" I pounced on the word, my heart skipping a beat. "You use them to go to the human world!? Is that what these missions are?"
Before either could form a response, a messenger called for them, and they hurried away with hurried, evasive apologies, leaving me standing alone with the electrifying revelation.
So, there were supply missions that involved going to my world. Chrome's hint and Ykhar's slip confirmed it.
I returned to my room, my mind abuzz. As I entered, my eyes were once again drawn to the beautiful, foreign simplicity of it. This time, I went straight to the bookshelf, my fingers trailing over the spines. I read the titles, one by one, and a wave of homesick warmth washed over me. They were all from my world. Pride and Prejudice. Moby Dick. And there, nestled between them, Romeo and Juliet. It wasn't my favorite, but the thought of Miiko—or perhaps Ykhar—scouring for these specifically for me was incredibly touching.
I lost myself in the familiar pages for hours, but eventually, a restless energy coursed through me. My body, now fully recovered, craved action.
The memory of the missing children resurfaced, grim and urgent. I needed to see Miiko.
I found her in her crystalline chamber, deep in conversation with a stern-looking Keroshane, a scroll clutched tightly in her hand. She stopped mid-sentence the moment she saw me.
"Erika? I assume you've concluded your business at the Library?" she asked, her voice calm but her eyes sharp.
"The report is done. But I also... I heard about the new mission," I told her, trying to sound casual.
Miiko's gaze instantly turned to steel. "Which one?"
"The one about the missing children."
Her answer was immediate and absolute. "That is a big, resounding no."
"Excuse me?"
She let out a short, frustrated sigh, turning fully to face me. I crossed my arms, bracing for a fight.
"Erika, it is a mission that demands peak physical and mental condition. You just woke up from a coma induced by a mission that nearly killed you. The answer is no. It is not up for discussion."
The finality in her voice was a solid wall. I grumbled under my breath, knowing I was defeated, and turned to leave. Maybe Ykhar had a simpler, less dangerous task to keep me occupied.
"Erika." Miiko's voice stopped me at the door. I glanced back. She had pinched the bridge of her nose, looking suddenly weary. "I will expect you in twenty minutes. In the mess hall."
I blinked, caught off guard. "What? You want to have dinner with me?" I asked, a slight, amused smile tugging at my lips.
She didn't answer, instead turning back to a very quiet and nervous-looking Keroshane, effectively dismissing me.
"Twenty minutes," she repeated without looking back, waving a hand to shoo me away.
Well, it was something. I had a direction. I decided to find Ykhar, secure a few more books to stave off future boredom, drop them in my room, and then see what Miiko really wanted.
The mystery of the missing children—and the portals to my world—would have to wait.
But only for now.
The mess hall was quieter than usual, the evening crowd having thinned to a few scattered guards finishing their meals.
And there, at a corner table partially shielded by a carved stone column, sat Miiko. A steaming bowl already sat before her, but she wasn't eating. Instead, her fingers were tracing the grain of the wooden table, her gaze distant.
She'd clearly been waiting for a few minutes.
I approached, the sound of my boots on the stone floor seeming too loud in the quiet space. She looked up as I slid into the seat opposite her, her blue eyes sharp and unreadable.
"You're here," she stated.
"You said twenty minutes. I'm here," I replied, my curiosity a live wire. "So? Why did you want to meet here?"
Miiko didn't answer immediately. Instead, she gestured with a slight tilt of her head towards the serving counter. "Get yourself something to eat."
I blinked. "What?"
"Eat," she repeated, her tone leaving no room for argument. It wasn't an invitation; it was a directive, yet it lacked its usual edge. "You said you were hungry earlier. And you need to keep your strength up."
Frustration and confusion warred within me. After shutting me down about the mission, she now wanted to have a silent dinner? But the scent of the food—a hearty-looking stew that, for all Eldarya's culinary faults, smelled better than anything I'd had so far—was undeniably tempting.
I got up, fetched a bowl of the stew and a hunk of dark bread, and returned to the table. The silence stretched as I took my first few bites. It was... surprisingly good. Rich and savory.
I watched her over the rim of my bowl. She had finally picked up her own spoon but was mostly just pushing the contents around.
"Are you going to tell me why we're doing this?" I finally asked, my voice lower now. "Or is this just your way of checking I'm actually eating?"
Miiko's eyes flicked up to mine, then back down to her bowl. She took a small, deliberate bite before speaking, her words measured and quiet. "Consider it a meal. Nothing more, nothing less. Now eat before it gets cold."
And with that, she effectively ended the conversation, retreating behind a wall of purposeful silence, leaving me to wonder what unspoken thing hung in the air between us, as tangible as the steam rising from our bowls.
The silence that had settled between us after our meal was different now. It wasn't the heavy, unspoken kind from before, but something quieter, almost thoughtful. I watched Miiko from across the table, her focus entirely on capturing the last drop of broth with a piece of bread.
The simple, deliberate pleasure she took in it was… surprising.
I was so used to seeing her as a force of authority, all sharp edges and sharper words. But this? This was just a person enjoying a good meal.
A sigh escaped me before I could stop it, the weight of Ykhar’s endless report forms pressing down again. "It’s just the reports," I found myself admitting, voicing the frustration I’d been holding back. I expected the usual lecture on protocol and responsibility.
Instead, she gave me something rarer: understanding. "The discontent is familiar," she’d said. It was a small crack in her armor, an acknowledgment that she, too, felt confined by duty sometimes.
And that’s when the impulse seized me. Seeing the unguarded satisfaction on her face as she ate, a crazy idea popped into my head. "You know, I bet I could make a dish for you that’s better than anything Karuto has ever served you."
The moment the words left my mouth, I braced for impact. For a scolding about my impudence, for a dry remark about my place.
But Miiko… froze. Her spoon stilled, and her head lifted slowly. For a terrifying second, her expression was unreadable.
Then, her eyes—those piercing blue eyes that usually saw straight through me—lit up with a pure, undiluted spark of excitement I had never seen in them before.
This was not the reaction I had prepared for.
The transformation was instantaneous and utterly captivating. The stern leader was gone, replaced by someone who looked at me with the eager anticipation of a child promised a special treat.
She leaned forward, her voice losing its formal edge, questions tumbling out about the dish, the ingredients, my world.
I was utterly floored. My competitive jab, meant as a playful challenge, had somehow unlocked a side of Miiko I never knew existed.
The sheer, unadulterated joy in her expression was more disarming than any magical attack.
"You will make it for me," she stated, her tone leaving no room for argument, yet it was filled with a genuine thrill that made my own heart beat faster.
Miiko led the way with her usual unwavering confidence, but there was a subtle eagerness in her step that hadn't been there before.
As we entered the vast, cool pantry, the towering form of Jamon materialized from the shadows, his usual grunt of inquiry directed at me. But before I could even open my mouth, Miiko spoke, her voice calm but firm.
"She's with me, Jamon."
That was all it took. Jamon's suspicious gaze softened into a look of simple acknowledgment. He gave a slow, deliberate nod and stepped aside, granting us unimpeded access to shelves I was usually scolded for even looking at for too long. The power of Miiko's presence was a tangible thing.
"Now," Miiko began, turning to me with her hands on her hips, her focus entirely on the task at hand. "Tell me what you require. Be specific."
I started listing ingredients, feeling like a alchemist requesting rare components for a potent spell. "I need something like flour, a fatty cream, a hard, salty cheese, garlic... and some fresh herbs, if you have them."
Miiko listened intently, her brow furrowed in concentration. She moved through the storeroom with practiced efficiency, pulling down sacks of fine, pale grain, a stone crock of thick cream, a wedge of sharp, crystalline cheese, and a bundle of fragrant green herbs I didn't recognize but smelled perfect. It was a side of her I'd never seen—the competent provider, the strategist assembling resources for a campaign.
It was incredibly... attractive.
Once we had everything gathered on a large central table in the kitchen, I crossed my arms and fixed her with a look. "Alright. You're not getting off that easy. If you want a meal from my world, you're going to help make it."
She blinked, her poised demeanor faltering for a second. "I... assist?"
"Everyone helps in the kitchen where I'm from," I said, a playful challenge in my voice. "You can start by grating that cheese."
For a moment, I thought she might refuse on principle. But then, a curious glint entered her eyes. She picked up the grater and the block of cheese, examining them as if they were unfamiliar artifacts. "Very well. Demonstrate the proper technique."
The next hour was... magical.
Not because of any spell, but because of the simple, domestic normality of it all. I showed her how to roll the garlic to peel it, how to chiffonade the herbs without bruising them.
She was a quick study, her movements precise and careful. We worked in a comfortable silence, broken only by the sizzle of garlic in a pan, the rhythmic scrape of her grating, and my occasional instruction.
At one point, the notoriously grumpy chef Karuto poked his head in, saw Miiko diligently following my orders with a look of intense focus, and retreated without a single word of complaint.
Finally, the pasta was tossed in the creamy, aromatic sauce, plated, and garnished. It looked and smelled like a little piece of home.
"Okay," I said, my heart doing a nervous little flip. I twirled a perfect forkful and held it out to her. "You have to taste it now. The chef's privilege."
Miiko's eyes widened, and she took a sharp step back, a flicker of indignation on her face. "Erika! I am perfectly capable of—"
"But the first bite is the most important!" I insisted, holding the fork steady. "The aroma is part of the experience. Come on."
Her protest died on her lips as the rich, savory scent of the cream, cheese, and herbs finally seemed to overwhelm her resistance. Her gaze dropped to the fork, then back to my face. A silent war waged in her eyes—protocol versus desire. Desire won.
With a sigh that was more surrender than annoyance, she leaned forward, her movements hesitant. She closed her lips delicately around the fork I held, her eyes never leaving mine.
The moment stretched. She chewed slowly, thoughtfully. And then, her eyes fluttered closed. A soft, utterly blissful sigh escaped her, a sound so unlike her it made my breath catch.
"...Oh," was all she said, her voice barely a whisper. When her eyes opened again, they were wide with genuine wonder. "That is... Erika..."
A triumphant, giddy smile spread across my face. In that moment, surrounded by the warmth of the kitchen and the look of pure enjoyment on her face, Eldarya felt a little less like a prison and a little more like a place I could call home.
After a few more shared bites—each accompanied by a soft, pleased hum from Miiko that sent a warm thrill through me—I reached out and gently pulled the plate away from her.
"That's enough for now," I said, my voice firm but smiling.
Her head snapped up, a flicker of genuine, almost petulant protest in her eyes. "Erika—"
"We're going to share," I announced, the idea feeling right. "We should take some to Ykhar, and Ezarel... and Jamon, of course. He did let us raid the pantry, after all."
Miiko looked at the plate with palpable longing, but then gave a slow, resigned nod. "That is... a fair distribution of resources." She straightened up, the leader's mask settling back into place, though it seemed less rigid than before. "And I do have reports to review. Leiftan will be waiting."
We packaged up portions of the pasta, and the reactions we received were worth every second of grating cheese. Ykhar's eyes went wide as saucers, her usual nervousness replaced by sheer delight. Ezarel, for once, was rendered speechless, staring at the food as if it were a complex magical artifact. Jamon accepted his share with a grunt that, from him, was the equivalent of a tearful thank-you speech.
The warmth from our shared cooking session evaporated the moment I heard Chrome's news. "She's grounded me from field missions," he muttered, kicking at the ground. "Indefinitely. Said if it weren't for my previous service record, it'd be a suspension from the Guard entirely."
My blood ran cold. That was so much worse than mucking out stalls. For someone like Chrome, being confined to the headquarters was a special kind of torture. Without another word, I turned on my heel, my earlier contentment replaced by a hot spike of injustice.
I found her in the crystal room, deep in discussion with Leiftan. Their voices were low, their postures serious. I didn't care.
"Miiko!"
Both their heads snapped up. Leiftan looked surprised, while Miiko's expression tightened with immediate impatience. "Erika. We are in the middle of something."
"Chrome is benched? Permanently?" I demanded, ignoring the look of polite discomfort on Leiftan's face. I felt a twinge of guilt for interrupting him, but my anger at the unfairness overrode it.
"The loss the boat and nearly a member of the Guard due to recklessness is not a minor infraction," she stated, her voice cool and formal. "A temporary reassignment to desk duty and logistics is a lenient consequence. The next step would be his dismissal. The matter is closed."
"It wasn't just his fault! Why am I not being punished? Why do I get a new room and he gets his purpose taken away?" The words tumbled out, fueled by a mix of guilt and fury.
For a long moment, Miiko just stared at me, the air crackling with tension. Leiftan watched her, his surprise evident. He was clearly waiting for her to shut me down, to order me out. But she didn't.
Instead, she let out a slow breath and turned to him. "Leiftan, we will continue this later."
It wasn't a request. It was a quiet, firm dismissal. Leiftan's eyebrows rose a fraction, his gaze flicking between Miiko's unyielding stance and my defiant one.
He gave a curt nod. "Of course. I'll be preparing on my room." He shot me a final, unreadable look before slipping out, leaving me alone in the vast, humming silence of the crystal chamber with Miiko.
The moment the door clicked shut, my bravado began to waver. The space felt too large, the low thrum of the great crystal too loud.
Miiko didn't say anything. She just stood there, her arms crossed, her blue eyes fixed on me, waiting. The full weight of her attention was unnerving.
I was so used to sharing it with others, with duties and crises. To have it all directed solely at me made my skin prickle with a nervous heat. I had her complete focus, and for the first time, I wasn't sure I wanted it.
"You have my undivided attention now," she said, her voice low and even. "Explain to me why my disciplinary decisions, which are none of your concern, warrant this interruption."
I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry. The argument that had felt so righteous moments ago now felt flimsy under her intense, unwavering gaze.
The air in the crystal room felt thin, charged with a tension that had nothing to do with anger.
"It's too harsh," I insisted, my voice softer now. "A month without missions is like caging a bird."
Miiko's gaze, which had been intense and unreadable, sharpened. "He was tasked with your safety, Erika. His recklessness didn't just lose a boat; it nearly got you killed." Her voice was low, but it carried a weight that made my breath catch. "The punishment isn't just for the lost property. It's for the failed duty. His duty was you."
The raw, unvarnished truth behind her words struck me with physical force. It wasn't about regulations or resources. It was about me. The tension between us shifted, twisting into something tighter, more personal.
My cheeks flushed with a heat that had nothing to do with indignation.
I could see a matching flush on her cheeks, a telltale sign that this was as difficult for her as it was for me.
We stood there for a long moment, the silence stretching taut between us. My heart was pounding, but the fight had gone out of me, replaced by a strange, aching warmth at her fierce, overprotective logic. It was overwhelming, and deeply touching, but...
"It's still not fair to him," I finally whispered, my resolve crumbling. "I was there too. I made my own choices. Please, Miiko."
Her name was a plea on my lips. She looked away, her jaw tight, a silent war playing out across her features. The protective leader was battling with something else, something that had allowed me to storm in here and challenge her in the first place.
Finally, she let out a slow, controlled breath. "Two weeks," she conceded, her voice hushed. She still wouldn't look at me. "And he will be on probationary detail. That is my final offer."
The relief was immediate, but it was tangled with that persistent, confusing warmth. "Thank you," I said, my own voice just as quiet.
She simply gave a sharp, single nod, her gaze fixed on the glowing crystal. "You should go now, Erika."
There was no "please" this time, but the dismissal was gentle, almost weary. I left the room feeling strangely hollow and full all at once, the image of her conflicted profile and the startling depth of her concern for me lingering long after I'd closed the door.
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The sound was faint, but in the deep silence of the night, it was as sharp as a thunderclap.
Click.
My eyes flew open. The room was bathed in the soft, ethereal glow of the star-patterned walls. I held my breath, listening.
There it was again. A soft, deliberate scraping from the direction of the new bookshelf.
Someone was in my room?
My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drum in the dead quiet of the night. The scraping had stopped, but I'd seen a shadow detach itself from the bookshelf and slip out my door.
Without a second thought, I was on my feet, pulling on a tunic and padding silently into the hallway.
The corridor was empty, but a faint draft led me to an open window overlooking the inner courtyard. A figure, clad in that familiar black suit with crimson pinstripes, was moving swiftly across the grounds toward the grove of cherry trees.
The Masked Man.
I followed, my bare feet silent on the cool grass. The moon painted the world in shades of silver and blue, and the cherry blossoms glowed like pale ghosts. He was waiting for me under the largest tree, leaning against its trunk as if he had all the time in the world.
"You're getting better at stealth. But your breathing still gives you away," his voice was calm, modulated by the mask.
"Why were you in my room?" I demanded, stopping a few feet from him.
"Checking on an investment. And delivering a message." He pushed off the tree, his horned mask tilting. "You're asking the wrong questions, Erika. You're so focused on fitting in here, on pleasing her, that you're not asking what really matters."
"What are you talking about?"
"Miiko." The name hung in the air between us. "She lies with silence. She tells you there is no way back to your world because it is easier for her. It keeps you here, under her watch, a curious new pet for the Light Guard."
The words hit me like a physical blow. "That's not true."
"Isn't it?" He took a step closer. "Think. The supply missions Chrome mentioned. The portals they use. Did you really believe they were only for gathering human trinkets?"
My mind raced, connecting the fragments Ykhar had let slip. Portals. The missions of 'abastecimiento'. It had always been there, just out of reach.
"There is a way," I whispered, the hope a painful, terrifying spike in my chest.
"The paths are dangerous and tightly controlled, but they exist," he confirmed. His masked gaze seemed to bore into me. "The question, Erika, is not if you can go home. The question is, what will you do now that you know she has been keeping that from you?"
He didn't wait for an answer. With a final, lingering look, he melted back into the shadows of the grove, leaving me alone under the silent cherry blossoms, my world shattered and remade by a single, devastating revelation.
She lied to me.
Chapter 8: Episode 9
Chapter Text
The following morning, a strange calm had settled over me. The initial shock and betrayal had cooled into a resolved, heavy understanding.
I needed answers, but I wouldn't demand them. I found her in the crystal room, just as I’d hoped, alone. She was seated on the steps leading to the great crystal, her chin propped on her hand, eyes half-lidded. The early morning light caught the silver tips of her tails, and for a moment, she looked… soft. Tired. The sight was unexpectedly endearing, and it almost made me reconsider.
But I had to know.
"Miiko?"
She stirred, blinking slowly as if pulling herself from a deep thought. "Erika. You're up early." Her voice was husky with sleep.
I took a steadying breath, my own resolve firming. "We need to talk. About the portals to the human world."
The last vestiges of sleep vanished from her face, replaced by a wary alertness. The air in the room grew thick. "What about them?"
"I know they exist. I know you can use them for supply missions." I kept my voice even, watching the subtle shifts in her expression—the slight widening of her eyes, the almost imperceptible tightening of her jaw. "You told me there was no way back."
Before she could form a reply, the doors swung open. Valkyon, Leiftan, Nevra, and Ezarel filed in, their presence shattering the fragile bubble of our conversation. The discussion was instantly about patrol routes and border disturbances, the world of Eldarya pressing in with its immediate demands.
I fell silent, but my eyes remained locked on Miiko. I watched her seamlessly slip back into her role, her voice firm and authoritative. But I saw the flicker of unease in her eyes when they met mine over Valkyon’s shoulder.
When there was a brief lull, she turned from the group, her voice lowering, meant only for me. "Erika. I am sorry I withheld that information from you."
The apology, direct and unflinching, disarmed me. "Why?" was all I could manage.
"Opening a stable portal isn't like unlocking a door. It requires a tremendous amount of concentrated energy, rare components... resources that are difficult to procure and are reserved for the most critical of needs. It is not a decision made lightly." Her explanation was logical, practical.
The leader justifying a difficult choice.
The logical part of my mind understood. Of course, interdimensional travel wouldn't be simple. The anger I expected to feel was muted, replaced by a different, colder sensation. I felt myself calming down, the initial sting of the lie fading into a dull ache of understanding.
"You didn't have to lie to me," I said, my voice quiet but steady. "I would have understood the situation. It's the... the omission that hurts."
But as the words left my mouth, I recognized the truth behind my strange, quiet anger. It wasn't just about the portal. It was the stark, painful reminder that no matter how kind Miiko was to me, no matter how many rooms she decorated or private dinners she conceded to, her first duty was, and always would be, to Eldarya.
I was a variable in her equation, a responsibility to be managed.
My hopes and my home were secondary to the resource allocation and strategic priorities of her world.
I understood it. I think I'd always known it, on some level.
But knowing it, and feeling the cold weight of that truth settle in my chest, were two very different things.
We could get along well, but Miiko would always choose Eldarya over everything.
And somehow, that felt worse than any shouted argument.
The moment the others were distracted, Miiko’s fingers closed around my wrist. Not with force, but with a gentle urgency that sent a jolt straight to my chest. “A moment. Please.” Her voice was low, almost a whisper, and it pulled me away from the group to a quieter corner, bathed in the crystal’s soft, pulsing light.
She didn’t let go of my wrist, her thumb resting lightly against my racing pulse. “Erika,” she began, her gaze dropping for a second before lifting to meet mine, raw and unguarded in a way I’d never seen. “I am truly sorry. It was not just an omission. It was a lie. I manipulated the truth because I thought it was the kindest way—to let you settle here without the constant, painful hope of a return that seemed, at the time, impossible to grant. It was a failure of my judgment, and a failure of my respect for you.” The words tumbled out, more heartfelt and extensive than anything I’d expected.
I felt the remaining ice around my heart crack, the cold anger melting away. “I… I understand why you did it. The resource argument is logical. But it still hurt, Miiko. It made me feel like a child, or a problem to be managed.”
“I know,” she whispered, her voice thick with a regret that seemed to weigh on her entire being. Her hand shifted, moving from my wrist to my shoulder, a warm, grounding weight. Then it slid down my arm in a soft, almost caressing gesture that made my breath hitch. “And I promise you, I will find a way to make this right. You have my word.”
The air between us grew warm, charged with an intimacy that made my head spin. My earlier anger was gone, completely dissolved under the intensity of her gaze and the gentle warmth of her touch. She leaned in slightly, her voice dropping to a murmur meant only for me. “I never wanted to—”
The grand doors to the crystal room burst open with a jarring crash.
Ykhar stood there, chest heaving, her rabbit ears twitching wildly. “Miiko! It's Mery!" she choked out, her voice cracking. "He's gone! He didn't come home last night, and no one has seen him!"
The name hit me like a physical blow. Mery. The little blond boy with the bright eyes who had given me the crystal shard. The one who looked at Miiko like she hung the stars.
Miiko was across the room in an instant, her personal conversation with me forgotten. "Ykhar, breathe. Report. Now." Her voice was sharp, but her hands were on Ykhar's shoulders, steadying her.
As Ykhar tried to explain through her sobs—how she'd gone to check on him, how his mother was frantic, how there were no signs of a struggle but he was just gone—she broke down completely. Miiko didn't hesitate. She pulled the trembling girl into a firm, swift embrace.
"Shhh. We will find him," Miiko murmured into Ykhar's hair, her voice low and certain. "I promise you, we will bring him home."
A strange, hot twist coiled in my stomach as I watched them. Miiko's posture was so protective, her focus entirely on comforting Ykhar. It was irrational, I knew it was, but a small, petty part of me felt a pang of something ugly. I had been the one in crisis moments ago, and our moment had been interrupted. Now, Ykhar had her undivided attention, her comfort.
I shoved the feeling down, disgusted with myself. A child was missing. This wasn't about me.
Valkyon, Leiftan, and the others had gathered close, their faces grim. The air was thick with tension and Ykhar's muffled cries.
"As I was trying to say," Valkyon's low voice cut through the emotion, "the western perimeter breach. The scouts reported signs not just of shadow-wraiths... but of a Black Dog. The same type of cursed aura we encountered before."
Miiko's head snapped up from where she still held Ykhar, her eyes meeting mine across the room. The pieces clicked into place with a horrifying finality. The missing children from the villages.
The anomalous Black Dog. And now, Mery.
The strange jealousy evaporated, replaced by a cold, clear purpose. My personal hurt over the portals, the confusing tension with Miiko—none of it mattered.
Miiko’s voice was like a general’s, sharp and clear, cutting through the panic. “Valkyon, Nevra, Ezarel—secure the city perimeter. I want every gate reinforced and every entry point double-checked for any trace of dark energy. No chances.” The three leaders nodded grimly and departed without another word.
“Ykhar, Jamon,” she continued, her tone softening only slightly. “You know the surrounding forests best. Start from Mery’s last known location and work outwards. Look for any sign—a scrap of cloth, a footprint, anything.”
As the others moved to carry out their orders, a heavy silence fell between Miiko and me. The initial chaos had given way to purposeful action, and I was left standing there, feeling utterly useless. My personal frustrations seemed trivial now, dwarfed by the urgency of finding a missing child.
“And what should I do?” I asked, my voice quieter than I intended.
Miiko turned, her brow furrowed as if she hadn’t even considered the question. “You should remain here. It’s safest within the headquarters.”
“I want to help,” I insisted, stepping forward. “I can’t just stay here and do nothing. Not when it’s Mery.”
Her expression tightened, a flicker of what looked like fear in her eyes. “Erika, the forest is unpredictable. After what happened last time…”
“She should come with us.”
We both turned to look at Ykhar, who had paused at the doorway. Her eyes were still red-rimmed, but her voice was steady. “She has as much reason to find Mery as any of us. And… she sees things differently. She might notice something we would overlook.”
Miiko’s gaze shifted from Ykhar’s pleading face to my determined one. The conflict in her eyes was palpable—the leader who wanted to protect her assets warring with the person who understood the value of every available hand. Finally, she let out a slow, resigned breath.
“Fine,” she conceded, though the word seemed to pain her. “But you stick with Ykhar and Jamon. You do not wander off. You do not take unnecessary risks. Is that clear?”
“Perfectly clear,” I said, a wave of relief washing over me.
Her eyes lingered on me, intense and searching. “Be careful,” she added, her voice dropping, the command softening into something that sounded more like a plea.
As Ykhar and I turned to leave, I felt Miiko’s gaze on my back, heavy and unwavering.
When I glanced over my shoulder, she was still watching me, her expression unreadable but filled with a profound concern that made my chest tighten.
It wasn’t just the worried look of a leader for a subordinate—it was something more, something deeper, and it followed me out the door and into the uncertain shadows of the forest.
The search was tense, but Jamon's tracking skills proved infallible. He led us to a small, hidden hollow near a creek, where we found Mery curled up and shivering, but unharmed. He'd gotten lost chasing his familiar and had hidden, too scared to move. The relief was palpable as Ykhar scooped him into a tight hug.
As we made our way back, the grim silence lifted, replaced by a weary lightness.
"You know," Ykhar began, adjusting her grip on a now-dozing Mery, "Don't sometimes think... Which Guard do you even see yourself in, Erika?"
The question caught me off guard. "I... I don't know. I haven't really thought about it."
"It's a big decision," Ykhar mused. "But... if Miiko put in a formal request, you could probably bypass the usual trials. She could get you into the Light Guard if she wanted."
The Light Guard. The elite. Miiko's Guard.
The thought sent a strange flutter through my chest, a mix of pride and something more complicated. I just hummed noncommittally, letting the subject drop as we reached the city gates and delivered a sleepy, safe Mery back to his weeping, grateful mother.
My feet carried me to the crystal room almost on their own.
Miiko was there, alone, her back to me as she stared up at the great crystal. She turned as I entered, her usual mask of composure firmly in place, but I could see the faint lines of tension around her eyes.
"He's back," I said, my voice softer than I intended. "Mery. He's safe with his mother. No injuries."
The relief that washed over her was visible. Her shoulders dropped slightly, and she let out a breath she seemed to have been holding for hours. "Good. That's... good."
Our eyes met, and for a moment, Ykhar's words echoed in the space between us.
Erika paused in the doorway, her earlier urgency to leave forgotten. In the quiet glow of the crystal, she saw what she’d missed before: the subtle slump of Miiko’s shoulders, the faint shadows under her eyes that not even her impeccable posture could fully conceal.
“You look tired,” Erika said softly, the words out before she could reconsider their bluntness.
Miiko let out a breath that was almost a laugh, but softer, wearier. “Is it that obvious?” She didn’t deny it. Instead, she gestured for Erika to come closer. “It has been… a long few days.”
They talked then, not as leader and subordinate, but simply as two people unwinding the knots of a stressful day. Erika told her about finding Mery, the relief on his mother’s face. Miiko listened, her gaze steady on Erika, the lines of tension around her own eyes gradually easing. She shared a little of the burden—the pressure of the missing children case, the constant weight of command. It wasn’t a confession, just a sharing. And with every word, Erika watched the stern mask dissolve, replaced by a quieter, more genuine version of Miiko.
By the time their conversation began to wind down, a new softness had settled in the room. Miiko looked… content. Lighter.
“Before you go,” Miiko said, just as Erika turned to leave. “There is a meeting tomorrow. In the mess hall, after the morning watch. It’s nothing formal, but…” She paused, and a rare, almost shy smile touched her lips. “I think you would be… happy to be there.”
The invitation, vague as it was, felt significant. It wasn't an order. It was an inclusion.
“Thank you,” Erika said, her voice barely above a whisper. “I’ll be there.”
She left the crystal room, the image of Miiko’s softened expression and that hint of a smile burned into her mind. And as she walked away, her heart beat a quick, persistent rhythm against her ribs, a hopeful, fluttering echo of a promise for tomorrow.
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The mess hall was packed, a low hum of anxious voices filling the space. I slipped into a seat beside Ykhar, my focus immediately zeroing in on the front.
There they were: the four Guard leaders. Valkyon, a statue of stoic intensity. Nevra, leaning with an air of casual indifference. Ezarel, looking bored as ever. And in the center, Miiko. She didn't need to shout or gesture; her mere presence commanded the room into silence.
"Before we begin," her voice, clear and steady, cut through the last of the murmurs, "I can confirm that Mery is safe and was returned to his family last night. He is unharmed." A collective sigh of relief rippled through the crowd, and I felt my own shoulders loosen a fraction.
But the nerves came rushing back as she continued, her gaze sweeping across the room. I was hyper-aware of her every movement, my stomach doing flutters. Ykhar, ever perceptive, nudged my knee under the table. "Breathe," she whispered, a hint of a smile in her voice. "You look like you're about to be court-martialed, not listening to a briefing."
A choked, nervous laugh escaped me, and I let out the breath I'd been holding. It was a tiny moment, but Miiko's eyes, sharp as a hawk's, snapped to us. Her speech on community vigilance didn't falter for a second, but her gaze narrowed, just a fraction.
It was a silent, potent rebuke that hit me square in the chest. 'Behave.'
Ykhar and I instantly straightened up, our faces becoming masks of serious attention. We didn't dare look at each other, but I could feel the shared, guilty amusement still buzzing between us as we stared resolutely ahead.
As Miiko finished, Keroshane stepped forward, his tone more scholarly but no less grave. "As a result, the curfew will remain in effect. Identity checks at all city entrances are now mandatory, and guard rotations on the gates have been doubled. Our current suspicion points towards a sentient creature from the deep woods using the recent disturbances as a cover for its activities."
His words painted a picture of a hidden, intelligent threat, and the brief moment of levity was completely snuffed out, replaced by a cold, familiar dread.
The low murmur in the mess hall returned as Valkyon's announcement settled over the crowd.
My eyes instinctively flickered back to Miiko. She was listening to Valkyon, her expression neutral, but the significance of the moment wasn't lost on me. Everyone in this room is being recruited for the forest expedition.
A warm, surprised flush spread through my chest. She had trusted me enough to include me in this briefing, knowing full well it meant I would be leaving the safety of the headquarters. After all our arguments and her overprotectiveness, this felt like a silent, significant acknowledgment.
Ezarel and Keroshane took over, explaining the logistics. My mind was only half on their words about procedures and perimeter checks.
The other half was still back at the front of the room, caught on that single, validating fact: Miiko had included me.
Then came the final detail from Miiko herself. "Given the potential dangers," she stated, her voice cutting cleanly through the room, "all scouting will be conducted in pre-assigned pairs." She began reading from a scroll, her tone impersonal and efficient. "Valkyon with Nevra. Ezarel with Keroshane. Jamon with Alajea..."
I listened, my heart thumping a steady, hopeful rhythm as she went down the list. Ykhar's name was called, paired with one of the Light Guard members. I waited, my name poised on the tip of my tongue, ready to hear it.
But it never came.
She finished the list and rolled the scroll back up, her gaze sweeping over the assembled group. "Dismissed. Ykhar will distribute your briefing packets."
The noise of the crowd rising to leave filled the sudden silence in my head. A sharp sting of rejection pricked at my eyes, but I swallowed hard, forcing it down. The old me might have confronted her right there, demanding an explanation in front of everyone.
But the hurt was quickly overshadowed by a weary understanding.
There was a reason. There had to be. Pushing down my pride, I made a decision. I wouldn't make a scene. I would find her after the room cleared and ask her quietly, privately, why I had been the only one left behind.
The gentle clatter of cutlery and the low hum of conversation filled the dining hall as the evening meal concluded. Erika lingered at her table, unsure of her next move, when she felt a pair of sharp, knowing eyes upon her.
Miiko sat at the head table, not with a command, but with a subtle, almost imperious crook of her index finger.
Erika’s jaw tightened slightly, but she obeyed, crossing the room to stand before the Kitsune leader. She crossed her arms, waiting.
A faint, amused smile played on Miiko’s lips. "You look angry" she remarked, her voice a low purr.
"You have a habit of summoning me like a misbehaving puppy," Erika retorted, her tone flat.
"Perhaps because you have a habit of charging into situations like one," Miiko countered, her smile widening a fraction. She let the silence hang for a moment, enjoying Erika’s simmering frustration before her expression sobered. "The mission to find the missing children is no trivial matter. Therefore, I will be personally selecting your partner."
Erika’s defiant posture slumped into one of apprehension. "Who? Chrome? Ezarel?" The latter name was filled with dread.
Miiko’s fox-like ears gave a slight twitch. "No. It will be Leiftan."
The tension drained from Erika’s shoulders in an instant. Leiftan. She didn't know him well, but his reputation was one of calm competence, not mocking cruelty. A quiet relief settled over her. "Oh... okay. That's... good."
She opened her mouth to ask another question, to understand the reasoning, but a massive shadow fell over her.
"Erika train, not chatt."
The voice, like grinding stones, came from directly behind her. Erika jumped, spinning around to find Jamon’s immense, ogre-like form looming.
Before she could utter a word of protest, his large hand closed around her upper arm.
"Hey! Wait a—"
But Jamon was already pulling her away, his grip firm but not painful. She was practically dragged from the dining hall, her boots scuffing against the floor.
Over her shoulder, she cast a last, bewildered look back at Miiko.
The Kitsune leader made no move to stop it. Instead, she brought a hand to her mouth, her shoulders shaking with silent, genuine laughter, her vivid blue eyes glinting with amusement as she watched Erika be hauled off to her fate.
The rest of the afternoon passed in a brutal, sweat-soaked haze. My muscles screamed in protest with every move, but Jamon, a mountain of unwavering discipline, was a relentless taskmaster.
Just when I thought I’d collapse, he’d surprised me. He thrust a beautiful, sleek hunting bow into my hands. "For distance," he'd grunted, his voice like stones grinding together. "Your enemy not harm you if they not reach you." It was the first gift I'd received in this world that felt truly for me, and a flicker of warmth cut through the exhaustion.
That warmth was swiftly extinguished by a fresh wave of agony. During a defensive drill, Jamon moved to correct my stance with a light tap to my thigh. He forgot his own strength.
The "tap" felt like being struck by a battering ram. A sharp cry was torn from my lips as I hit the ground, blinding pain radiating from my leg.
Through a veil of tears, I saw the sheer, comical horror on Jamon's face. "Little human! Bones are like twigs!" he boomed, and the absurdity of it all—the giant ogre panicking over having accidentally broken me—made a weak, pained laugh bubble out of me.
It hurt to laugh, but I couldn't stop.
My laughter did nothing to calm him. The next thing I knew, the world tilted, and I was cradled in his massive arms like a child, being carried at a panicked sprint through the halls. "This is so embarrassing," I muttered into his shoulder, my face flushed.
Ewelein, the healer, took one look at us and her lips quirked into a knowing smile. As Jamon deposited me on a cot with surprising gentleness, she leaned in close, her voice a conspiratorial whisper. "Let me guess," she murmured, her hands already glowing with soft, green magic. "You tried to keep up with the mountain."
"He gave me a bow," I managed, wincing as she probed the tender area.
"A peace offering that precedes the breaking of the peace, it seems," she chuckled. The healing energy was cool and soothing, like dipping my leg in a minty stream. The sharp pain receded into a deep, throbbing ache. "It's just a magnificent bruise. Nothing is broken. But take this as your official warning: training with Jamon is never a good idea."
Jamon hovered by the door, his massive form slumped in shame. "Sorry. Forget my strength."
Seeing the genuine remorse in his eyes, my irritation melted away. "It's… it's okay, Jamon. Thank you for the bow," I said, and I meant it. He left, still muttering apologies to himself.
After about an hour and a half, the throbbing had dulled to a faint memory, and I could put my full weight on the leg again. Just as I was about to thank Ewelein, the door opened and Leiftan entered. The usual calm in his elven eyes was replaced by open concern.
"Ewelein sent word. Are you fit to travel? It is time for the mission." His gaze was fixed on my leg, and I felt a pang of self-consciousness.
I stood up quickly, perhaps too quickly, and offered a confident smile. "Ewelein's magic is a miracle. It's almost as good as new. I'm ready."
He didn't look entirely convinced, but he simply nodded, his expression hardening into one of grim seriousness. "Very well. Stay close to me."
We walked to the main entrance, but I stopped dead in my tracks. My heart sank. The courtyard wasn't just our small, focused team; it was a sea of anxious faces—dozens of guards, their armor glinting under the lights, their voices a low, worried rumble.
The air itself felt heavy and tense.
The exploration had been a long, silent, and ultimately fruitless march through the oppressive gloom of the woods. We found nothing. No clues, no traces, just an unsettling silence that felt heavier than any sound.
The next day blurred into a repetition of the same. I spent the morning training alone, my muscles aching with a familiar soreness, before being assigned a new partner for the afternoon's search: Nevra.
The sly, smirking guardian was a stark contrast to Leiftan's serious diligence. He moved through the forest like a shadow, his eye missing nothing, but his constant, knowing smiles did little to ease my mind.
Again, we returned empty-handed. The missing children were ghosts, vanishing without a whisper.
Now, finally, I was back in the sanctuary of my room. The silence was a physical relief after days of strained alertness. I had just sunk onto my bed, intending to do nothing but stare at the ceiling and let my mind go blank, when a flicker of movement caught my eye from my dresser.
There, nestled between a discarded hairpin and a folded map, was a small, unfamiliar creature. It looked like a tiny, winged lizard made of shimmering emerald light. Our eyes met for a single, frozen heartbeat.
Then, in a blur of motion, it darted away, vanishing into the shadows beneath my bed without a single trace—no sound, no sparkle of dust, nothing.
I sat bolt upright, my fatigue forgotten, replaced by a prickle of awe and confusion. That was the second one.
The memory surfaced clearly: on the third day of these endless explorations, partnered with the kind but perpetually distracted wolf-boy, Chrome, I had seen another. We were taking a short rest by a stream when a small, fox-like creature of pure energy had peeked at me from behind a tree before disappearing just as quickly. Chrome, busy trying to remember if he’d packed an extra snack, had missed it completely.
The first familiar I had ever truly interacted with was Taro, Miiko's majestic serpent. But these… these were different.
They weren't delivering messages or accompanying a guardian. They were watching me. Fleeting, silent visitors from a world I was only just beginning to comprehend.
As I lay back down, the mystery of the missing children was suddenly joined by a more personal, more puzzling question: why were the familiars of Eldarya seeking me out?
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The third day of searching, paired with the distractedly endearing Chrome, felt different from the start. The forest seemed to hold its breath. It was then that I heard it—a whisper, faint as rustling leaves, that seemed to weave itself directly into my thoughts.
"This way... please..."
I stopped dead, my head whipping around. "Did you hear that?"
Chrome's wolf ears twitched, swiveling like radar dishes. He frowned, his tail giving a confused flick. "Hear what? Just the wind. And a squirrel about three hundred paces to the east. It sounds plump."
I shook my head, the voice pulling at me with an undeniable gravity. "No... it's this way."
Ignoring Chrome's protests, I followed the siren's call, pushing through a thicket until I found myself in a small, sun-dappled clearing. At its center stood an ancient, massive oak tree, its bark gnarled with age. And there, half-emerged from the trunk itself, was a girl.
She was beautiful and strange, her skin the texture of smooth, living wood, her hair a cascade of shimmering green leaves. She looked at me with wide, fearful eyes that held the deep, ancient wisdom of the forest.
"You see me? You hear me?" her voice echoed in my mind, full of wonder and trepidation.
But then Chrome burst through the bushes behind me, panting. "Erika! Don't just run off like that!"
The moment he appeared, the tree-girl's face contorted in pure terror. With a soft rustle, she dissolved back into the bark, vanishing without a trace. The clearing was just a clearing again.
We returned to headquarters with yet another report of "nothing found," but I couldn't let it go. After Chrome bounded off, likely in search of the aforementioned squirrel, I lingered, waiting for the others to disperse before approaching Miiko.
"Can I speak with you? In private?" I asked, my voice low.
She studied my face, her blue eyes missing nothing, and gave a single, curt nod, leading me to a quiet alcove. I poured out the story—the voice Chrome couldn't hear, the girl in the tree, her paralyzing fear.
Miiko listened intently, her expression unreadable until I finished. "A hamadríade," she stated, her tone matter-of-fact. "A dryad. A tree spirit bound to her oak. She cannot physically stray from it. Her spirit is the tree."
A wave of relief washed over me. It wasn't a ghost or a malevolent trick; it was a natural part of this world. "So, she was real..."
"Very real," Miiko confirmed. But her gaze softened as she saw the unease that still clung to me. "But something else is wrong. What is it?"
I struggled to put it into words. "It's just... she was so scared. Not just of Chrome, but of... everything. And the fact that I could hear her when he couldn't..." I trailed off, feeling that familiar sense of being an anomaly.
Miiko surprised me by taking a step closer. Her voice was low, meant only for me. "Your heritage makes you more receptive to the whispers of this world, Erika. It is not a weakness. It is a key. But you must be careful which doors you choose to open." Her words were an attempt to calm the storm in my mind, a rare gesture of guidance that I clung to.
The rest of the day passed in a blur, but her reassurance could only guard my waking thoughts. Sleep betrayed me.
My dream was a fractured, cruel thing. It started with Miiko, but her face was cold, her blue eyes like chips of ice. "You are a liability, Erika," she spat, her voice laced with venom. "A human girl playing at being a guardian. You will get them all killed." I tried to speak, to defend myself, but no sound came out. The scene shifted, and I was back in the clearing. But the ancient oak was now weeping a dark, viscous sap. The hamadríade's face emerged from the bark, twisted in agony, her leaf-hair wilting.
"Help me!" she screamed, her psychic voice a shard of pure terror in my mind. "He is draining us! Please, you are the only one who hears! HELP—"
I woke with a gasp, drenched in a cold sweat, the dryad's plea for help echoing in the silent, dark room. It wasn't just a dream. It was a warning. And I was, truly, the only one who could hear it.
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The great crystal at the heart of the chamber pulsed with a soft, steady light, its energy a familiar hum against Miiko’s senses. She stood before it, her conversation with Leiftan drawing to a close.
His report, like all the others, was frustratingly empty.
"The forests give us nothing but silence," Leiftan said, his elven features etched with a rare frown. He then paused, studying her. "You seem... unsettled today, my friend."
Miiko’s fox ears gave a barely perceptible twitch. Leiftan was as perceptive as he was loyal. She didn't bother with a full denial. "It's the girl. Erika," she admitted, her gaze still fixed on the crystal, as if it might hold answers. "Yesterday, when she spoke of the hamadríade... she was telling the truth, but there was a tension in her. A fear she wasn't voicing. She did not look well." She finally turned her cool blue eyes to him. "And I have not seen her at all today."
It was a simple statement, but it carried weight. In the organized chaos of the headquarters, Erika had a way of making her presence known, whether through a misplaced question in the halls or a determined, if clumsy, effort during training.
Her absence was conspicuous.
"After this, I will see to the archives in the library. Perhaps she has buried herself in research," Miiko stated, more to herself than to Leiftan. He nodded understandingly and took his leave.
Alone in the vast Crystal room, Miiko's gaze swept over the other occupants. A few members of the Light Guard stood at their posts, and the leaders of the other Guards were discussing strategies in low tones.
Valkyon with his rigid posture, Nevra with his infuriatingly casual smirk. For a fleeting moment, she considered ordering one of them to discreetly locate Erika.
But the idea felt... crude.
Sending another guard, especially one of the leaders, would be an official act, a declaration of suspicion or mistrust. It would only frighten her more, and the girl was clearly frightened enough by something.
No. This required a lighter touch.
A soft, psychic pull resonated in her mind, a unique bond that transcended spoken words. From the shadows near her throne, a sleek, scaled form detached itself and slithered forward.
Taro, her serpent familiar, lifted his head, his intelligent, golden eyes meeting hers.
<Find her,> she commanded silently, the thought flowing through their link. <The little one. Do not be seen. Ensure she is safe.>
Taro gave a slight, acknowledging dip of his head. With a fluid, silent motion, he slipped across the polished crystal floor and out of the hall, a shadow on a mission.
A measure of the day's tension eased from Miiko's shoulders. It was the best solution. Taro was an extension of her own will, her eyes and ears where she could not be. He would find Erika, and his presence, though unseen, would be a silent anchor—a thread of care woven through the growing shadows of unease that clung to the girl.
Now, she could turn her attention to the library, and to the mysteries Erika seemed destined to uncover.
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A force beyond my own will guided my steps, a silent, desperate song only my soul could hear, pulling me back to that ancient clearing.
The air grew colder with every step, the vibrant hum of the forest fading into a sickly whisper. And there she was, the dryad, a vision of sorrow woven from wood and leaf.
“Yvoni,” I breathed, the name feeling both foreign and familiar on my tongue.
She emerged from the great oak, her form shimmering with a fragile light. You returned, her voice echoed in my mind, a melody of gratitude and grief. The silence was breaking me.
“Your plea… it was in my dreams,” I confessed, stepping closer. “I had to come.”
For a moment, there was peace. She spoke of the forest’s slow death, of a shadow that fed on its roots. But then, the world shifted. A palpable darkness descended, a chilling void that snuffed out the light and sound, thickening the air until it was a struggle to breathe.
An unseen force seized my limbs, heavy and cold, rooting me to the spot.
He is here! Yvoni’s psychic cry was a shard of pure terror.
I watched in helpless horror as her beauty withered. The vibrant green of her skin splintered into bark, cracking to reveal a rotten, blackened core. Her hair of living leaves crisped and fell, dusting the ground like ashes. The very essence of her was being unmade before my eyes.
The darkness wasn’t just around me; it was inside me, seeping into my veins, clouding my mind. It was a leaden weight dragging me down into oblivion.
My knees buckled, and as my eyes fluttered shut, I surrendered to the void.
Then—a roar of pure, solar fury.
A comet of white-hot flame screamed past me, striking the heart of the shadows. The darkness recoiled with a shriek that was not a sound, but a tear in the fabric of the world itself. The oppressive weight shattered, and I gasped, crumpling to the forest floor.
I looked up, my vision swimming.
She stood at the edge of the clearing, a stark silhouette of vengeance against the grieving woods. Miiko. Her hand was still outstretched, embers of primordial fire dancing around her fingertips.
Her usual composure was gone, replaced by a tempest of raw power. Her blue eyes, usually so cool and detached, burned with an intensity that stole the breath from my lungs.
She did not look at the retreating darkness, nor at the withering dryad. Her gaze was only for me.
In three swift strides, she was there, kneeling beside me. Her hand, now cool and gentle, cupped my cheek, her thumb brushing away a trace of dirt. Her voice, when she spoke, was low, a vow woven of silk and steel meant for my ears alone.
“I felt your light flicker from across the realm,” she whispered, her eyes searching mine. “A world without your fire in it is a world I will burn to the ground to prevent.”
The world was a blur of pain and encroaching shadows. As I felt myself falling, a presence materialized, a silhouette of pure, blinding light against the oppressive darkness.
Warmth flooded my broken body, a healing magic that felt both familiar and achingly alien. It was Miiko's power, I was certain of it, and yet...
I struggled to focus, but my vision wouldn't clear. The figure kneeling beside me was not the Miiko I knew.
This one was smaller, her silhouette less defined. Instead of a cascade of black hair, I saw a shorter, choppy bob of brilliant cerulean blue.
And behind her, not the majestic multitude of tails, but only two, swishing with a youthful anxiety.
She glowed with an ethereal, almost frantic light.
Her voice, when she spoke, was higher, laced with a panic I had never heard in my Miiko's composed tones.
"Hold on," the blue-haired kitsune whispered, her hands—so small—pressing against my chest, sending waves of solace through me. "You cannot leave again. Not now. I just... I finally found you."
My mind, fogged with poison and magic, recoiled. Found me? Who did she think I was?
She leaned closer, her glowing face the only clear thing in the dissolving world. Her next words were not for Erika.
They were a secret, a plea meant for another soul entirely, spoken into the shell of my ear with a heartbreaking desperation.
"Stay with me, Elara. Please. You promised."
Elara.
The name echoed in the hollows of my mind, a key to a lock I did not possess. Then, the light around her flared, too bright to bear, and everything snapped into nothingness.
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I awoke with a gasp, my body jolting upright. The familiar contours of my room at headquarters greeted me, bathed in the soft, silver light of the twin moons.
Night had fallen.
I was in my own bed. The clean scent of linen and the faint, lingering aroma of Ewelein's healing salve filled the air. My body ached, but it was a distant, well-tended ache.
I brought a trembling hand to my chest, half-expecting to feel the ghost of small, desperate hands and hear the echo of a name that was not my own.
Elara.
The memory felt less like a dream and more like a shard of someone else's life, forcibly embedded in my soul.
And the image of that blue-haired kitsune, her voice frayed with a love and fear that transcended my own existence, was burned behind my eyes.
Miiko had saved me, I was sure of it. But who, in those final moments between life and death, had I truly spoken to?
And who, in the dark of the forest, had she mistaken me for?
Chapter 9: Episode 10
Chapter Text
The silence of her room became unbearable. Every beat of her heart echoed the questions screaming in her mind: the withering dryad, the suffocating darkness, the firestorm of Miiko's rescue, and the haunting, cerulean-haired kitsune who had called her by another name.
She had to see Miiko.
She needed answers, but more than that, she needed the anchor of her presence, to see the familiar stern blue eyes and know that the world had righted itself.
Pushing through the lingering ache in her limbs, Erika made her way through the quiet halls to the Crystal room, the one place Miiko was almost always found.
But as the great doors swung open, the brilliant light of the central crystal illuminated not the imposing, dark-haired leader, but two familiar figures deep in a hushed, tense conversation.
Leiftan and Kero looked up in unison as she entered. Leiftan's usual serene composure was tight with concern, and Kero's friendly face was pinched with worry.
"Erika," Kero said, his voice overly bright. "You're up! Ewelein said you needed rest."
"Where's Miiko?" Erika asked, her voice coming out more desperate than she intended. Her eyes scanned the vast hall, finding it strangely empty without its commander.
It was Leiftan who answered, his tone gentle but final. "She is not here. She departed on a mission last night."
"Last night? But... when will she be back?" A cold dread began to pool in Erika's stomach.
The two males exchanged a glance, a silent conversation passing between them that Erika couldn't decipher. Leiftan's gaze softened with something that looked like pity. "It is... an undisclosed assignment. The details are classified. It is likely you will not see her for some time."
The words hit Erika like a physical blow. Not see her for some time. After everything? After Miiko had held her in the clearing, after she had fought for her?
She felt a terrible, sharp disappointment.
She needed to talk to her. She needed to know if Miiko had also seen the blue-haired kitsune, if she had felt the shift in the air, if she knew the name 'Elara'.
Swallowing the lump in her throat, she tried a different approach, her voice barely a whisper. "Can you... at least tell me what happened? In the forest? With the dryad and... everything else?"
This time, the look they shared was filled with pure, unadulterated worry. Kero shifted his weight uncomfortably, and Leiftan straightened his posture, his face becoming a polite, unreadable mask.
"That is not for us to say," Leiftan said, his voice firm yet not unkind. "Miiko will explain everything to you herself... upon her return."
The finality in his tone was a door slamming shut.
They knew something, something significant, and they were under strict orders not to tell her. She was being kept in the dark, again. The rescued human, the fragile half-fae, too breakable to be trusted with the truth.
The silence in the library was heavy, broken only by the rustle of pages and the soft scratch of Ykhar's quill.
Erika had spent the morning there, partly in a genuine, desperate search for any lore on blue-haired kitsunes or the name "Elara," but mostly just to be somewhere quiet where her thoughts could scream without disturbing anyone.
She had tried, once more, to gently probe Ykhar. The rabbit-eared girl had nearly jumped out of her skin, her long ears flattening against her head. "I-I'm sorry, Erika! I really don't know anything! M-Miiko said... well, she said we shouldn't..." she had stammered before burying her nose in a scroll so deeply Erika thought she might vanish into it. The message was clear: the wall of silence was absolute.
The disappointment was a cold stone in her gut, but as the morning wore on, it began to numb into a weary acceptance. She was adrift, and the only person who could anchor her was gone.
Just as the isolation was beginning to feel suffocating, a welcome distraction appeared.
The library doors swung open to reveal Karen, Alajea, and Chrome, their presence a burst of normalcy in the oppressive gloom.
"There you are!" Karen declared, her hands on her hips. "Moping in the dark with books again? Unacceptable. You're coming to the cantina. Now."
Alajea smiled warmly beside her. "We thought you could use a proper meal."
Chrome, sniffing the air, added with a hopeful wag of his tail, "Karuto made stew. It smells really good."
Their invitation was a lifeline. Erika managed a small, genuine smile. "Yeah... okay. That sounds good."
The cantina was bustling and loud, a stark, comforting contrast to the silent library.
As they found a table, the simple act of sharing a meal, of listening to Karen's blunt opinions on training techniques and Chrome's enthusiastic recounting of a chase with a forest sprite, began to loosen the knot of anxiety in Erika's chest.
She was still worried, still confused, but for a moment, she wasn't alone with it.
The most surprising moment came when Karuto, the usually gruff ogre chef, lumbered over to their table. He placed a second, generous bowl of stew in front of Erika, his large, kind eyes studying her.
"Extra bread for you," he rumbled, his voice softer than she'd ever heard it. He hesitated, then asked, almost gently, "You... how are you feeling, little one?"
The simple, direct concern, coming from him, nearly undid her. "I'm... okay," she managed, her voice thick. "Thank you, Karuto."
He gave a grunt that she now understood was approval and shuffled back to his kitchen.
The day passed in a tranquil, undemanding rhythm.
There were no answers, no grand revelations, but there was stew and laughter and the quiet, steadfast presence of companions. It wasn't a solution, but it was a shelter.
And for now, as the sun began to set, that was enough.
The memory surfaced as she watched Karen laugh at something Chrome said, a sharp, bright sound in the warm cantina.
It had been weeks ago, during Erika's first tentative days as a permitted observer in the Light Guard's briefings.
Miiko had allowed her to sit in a corner of the Crystal Hall, a silent spectator to the complex web of patrols and threats that governed Eldarya.
Erika was trying to be invisible, absorbing every word, every subtle shift in the commanders' expressions. It was during a particularly dull report on spectral activity in the western marshes that she saw it—a flicker of movement behind a great crystalline pillar.
She didn't react, merely let her gaze drift casually away. But from the corner of her eye, she studied the shadow.
There, tucked neatly behind the pillar, was a girl Erika had never seen.
She had pale skin, sharp features, and a mischievous glint in her eyes that contrasted with her careful stillness. Her hair was a striking blend of deep ebony and vibrant pink, styled in an artfully messy way that spoke of deliberate rebellion.
Erika’s heart hammered. An intruder? A spy?
Their eyes met for a single, breathless second. The girl’s widened in alarm, and she pressed a single finger to her lips in a universal, desperate plea.
Silence.
Erika held her gaze for a moment longer, then, without a word, she slowly turned her attention back to Miiko, as if she had seen nothing but the play of light on the crystal.
She didn't fidget, didn't signal a guard. She simply… allowed the secret to exist.
When the meeting adjourned and the hall emptied, Erika lingered, pretending to examine a tapestry. The girl slipped out from her hiding place, moving with a vampire's silent grace.
"You didn't tell," the girl stated, her voice a low, curious hum.
"You weren't causing trouble," Erika replied, meeting her gaze. "You were just curious. I know the feeling."
A slow, genuine smile spread across the girl's face, revealing the hint of fangs. "I'm Karenn. Nevra's my brother. He'd have a fit if he knew I was here." She tilted her head, assessing Erika. "You're the new one. The human."
"Half-fae," Erika corrected softly.
"Even more interesting," Karenn grinned. "A secret for a secret, then. You keep mine, I'll keep yours. Whatever it is." She winked before melting back into the shadows of the hall, leaving Erika with the unexpected warmth of her first real, chosen connection in this new world.
Sitting in the cantina now, surrounded by the easy camaraderie that had grown from that single moment of mercy, Erika understood.
In a world of orders and secrets, the friendships she built for herself, in the shadows and quiet spaces, were the ones that truly anchored her.
Chrome wolfed down the last of his stew, his ears perking up at some distant sound only he could hear. "Gotta go! Valkyon wants to run perimeter drills," he announced, already halfway out of his seat before offering a quick, cheerful wave and darting from the cantina.
The table felt quieter without his boisterous energy. Karenn, noticing the lingering shadow in Erika's eyes, leaned forward with a conspiratorial glint. "Alright, moping time is over. We're going out. Somewhere fun."
She suggested the beach. Erika's reaction was immediate and visceral. "No!" The word came out sharper than she intended, a cold knot of dread tightening in her stomach at the mere thought of the vast, unforgiving sea. "Not the beach."
To her surprise, Alajea, usually so serene and unflappable, also shook her head firmly. "I... I would rather not, Karenn." A strange, almost pained look flickered across her features before she schooled them back into calm neutrality.
Erika was taken aback by the intensity of the refusal, but something in Alajea's posture warned her not to press.
Karenn, however, was a force of nature. She cajoled, she wheedled, she promised they wouldn't even go near the water, and finally, with a dramatic sigh about being surrounded by "reclusive mushrooms," she managed to convince them.
Not to the main beach, but to a small, secluded cove where the water lapped gently against smooth, dark stones.
For a few hours, it was… nice.
They sat on a wide, sun-warmed rock, listening to the gulls and watching the clouds drift. Erika kept a safe distance from the water's edge, the memory of drowning a phantom ache in her lungs, but the terror was held at bay by the presence of her friends.
The peace shattered without warning.
It was Erika who noticed first. Alajea had gone unnaturally still. Her gaze, usually so focused, was vacant, fixed on the horizon but seeing something far beyond it.
"Alajea?" Erika asked softly.
There was no response. Then, a low, guttural whisper escaped Alajea's lips, a language Erika had never heard, filled with sibilant hisses and ancient, crumbling sounds. Her body began to tremble.
"Hey, Ali, joke's over," Karenn said, her playful tone edged with sudden concern.
Alajea's hands shot to her temples, her eyes wide with a terror that was not her own. "The roots are bleeding…" she moaned, her voice layered with echoes. "The song in the deep… it's a lie… it's breaking…!"
She doubled over, a choked scream catching in her throat as she stared, transfixed, at the seemingly calm sea as if witnessing a colossal, rising horror from its depths.
Erika and Karenn exchanged a single, terrified glance. All hesitation vanished.
"Right, that's it," Karenn said, her vampiric strength making her the obvious choice. She slid an arm around Alajea's waist, hoisting her up. Erika immediately supported her other side, grabbing Alajea's bag.
"Alajea, it's us. You're safe. We've got you," Erika murmured, her own fear forgotten in the face of her friend's distress.
Together, half-carrying the stumbling, unseeing
Alajea between them, they hurried away from the unsettling shore, their one goal clear and urgent: get to Ewelein.
Now.
The sterile, herb-scented air of the infirmary felt suffocating. Ewelein worked with a quiet efficiency, her hands glowing as she guided a trembling Alajea onto a cot. Karenn stood vigil, her usual bravado replaced by a worried stillness, one hand resting protectively on her friend's shoulder. The scene was intimate, a circle of care that Erika felt she was intruding upon.
"I'll... I'll give you all some space," Erika murmured, her voice soft. "I'll be in my room if you need anything."
Ewelein offered a brief, appreciative nod, while Karenn gave her a look that was both grateful and grim. Slipping out of the infirmary, Erika made the lonely walk back to her quarters, the silence of the hallway echoing the hollow feeling in her chest.
Once inside her room, she leaned against the closed door, letting out a long, weary breath. Her mind, freed from the immediate crisis, began to churn.
It wasn't just Miiko.
Now that she thought about it, the headquarters had felt... emptier. The most powerful figures, the leaders of the other Guards, seemed to have vanished from the daily rhythm of the place. Where was the stern Valkyon? The ever-smirking Nevra? Ezarel..?
Their absence, combined with Miiko's sudden, secretive mission, painted a picture of a looming threat she wasn't privy to, a storm gathering just beyond the horizon of her understanding.
Fatigue eventually pulled her to bed, but sleep offered no refuge. It dragged her back into the nightmare of the rotting forest.
The cold darkness seeped into her bones, the guttural whispers of the corrupted earth choking her. She was rooted to the spot, watching Yvoni's beautiful form splinter and blacken. Helpless. Desperate.
Then, heat. A blast of purifying flame that tore through the shadows. And there she was. Miiko.
Her fury a shield and her touch a balm. In the dream, it was Miiko who knelt, Miiko whose strong hands held her, Miiko's voice that cut through the chaos with a promise that felt like a claim. "You are mine to protect."
Erika awoke with a start, her heart hammering against her ribs, the phantom warmth of that touch still lingering on her skin.
The room was dark, the twin moons casting long, silver streaks across the floor. She turned onto her side, pulling the blanket tighter, but she couldn't escape the thought that now felt as real as the bed beneath her.
It was more than gratitude. More than the awe one feels for a powerful protector. It was a constant, pulling thread in the tapestry of her thoughts. The memory of Miiko's blue eyes, fierce and focused solely on her, was a beacon that outshone everything else.
In the quiet of the night, she finally admitted it to the darkness. She couldn't stop thinking about the Kitsune.
Where was she? Was she safe?
Closing her eyes, she tried to will herself back to sleep, but all she could see was a flash of white hair and feel the ghost of a touch that had, in one fiery moment, made her feel more seen and cherished than ever before in her life.
A quiet, yearning sigh escaped her lips.
"What are you doing to me, Miiko?" she whispered into the night, a question with no answer.
The day had been a futile exercise in distraction. Hours in the library with Ykhar and Kero had yielded little but frustration.
Ancient scrolls and reports were filled with references to an unfamiliar name—"Huang Hua"—repeated in a context she couldn't grasp, the rest written in a looping, incomprehensible script.
She tried to focus, but the words blurred before her eyes, her mind a tangled knot of worry and unanswered questions.
Giving up, she sought solace in the gardens, hoping the scent of night-blooming flowers and the rustle of leaves would calm her restless spirit. It was no use. The tranquility felt artificial, the beauty of the place unable to penetrate the chill of uncertainty that had settled in her bones.
It was during this aimless pacing that she ran into Karenn. The vampire, looking more relieved than she had the previous day, immediately reported that Alajea was resting comfortably and would make a full recovery.
Then, with a sly, knowing look, she leaned in. "By the way, I heard a rumor... someone important just returned to headquarters. Been on a mission for days." She didn't say a name, but her raised eyebrows said everything.
Erika's heart leaped into her throat. Miiko.
Without another word, forgetting to even thank Karenn, Erika turned and all but ran towards the main entrance hall, a desperate hope propelling her feet. As she skidded into the vast, torch-lit space, she saw a group of Light Guard soldiers, their armor dusty, looking weary but satisfied.
They nodded to her in recognition.
And then, she saw her.
Standing a few paces away, her back partially turned as she gave a quiet order to a guard, was Miiko.
She looked travel-worn; the pristine red of her robes was tinged with dust and a faint, smoky scent clung to her. There was a new, faint scar on her left arm, just above the wrist, but she stood with the same unshakable authority, her presence immediately reclaiming the space.
"Miiko!"
The name burst from Erika's lips, a raw, involuntary sound filled with weeks of worry, days of silence, and the haunting memory of a fiery rescue. She didn't think. She didn't consider protocol, or pride, or the watching guards.
She simply ran the last few steps and threw her arms around the Kitsune's waist, burying her face in the familiar fabric of her robes.
The impact was solid, a little hard, as she collided with the firm posture she knew so well.
For a single, heart-stopping second, everything was still. Miiko had gone rigid with surprise, her sentence cutting off abruptly. Erika could feel the tension in the Kitsune's frame, could sense the stunned eyes of the guards upon them.
Then, a miracle happened.
The rigidity melted. A slow, deliberate breath left Miiko's lungs. One of her hands, usually occupied with a staff or clenched in command, came up and rested, hesitant at first, then firm, between Erika's shoulder blades.
The other hand rose to gently cup the back of Erika's head, long fingers threading through her hair in a gesture that was shockingly protective and intimate.
Erika squeezed her eyes shut, holding on tighter, as if afraid Miiko would vanish into smoke. She breathed in the scent of her—ozone and ancient forests, dust and a hint of bloodshed, a fragrance that was now, irrevocably, the scent of safety and home.
She felt Miiko's chin come to rest gently on the top of her head. The Kitsune didn't say a word. She didn't need to. In the silence of that embrace, in the solid reality of her returned presence, every unspoken fear, every lonely night, and every desperate question found a temporary, blissful answer.
The world, for that one, perfect moment, was right again.
Chapter 10: Episode 11
Chapter Text
The world rushed back in with dizzying, horrifying clarity. The solid warmth of Miiko against me, the faint scent of ozone and parchment that always clung to her, now clashed violently with the weight of the guards' stares.
What have I done?
My arms, which had been locked around her waist as if she were my only anchor, fell away as if scorched. I stumbled back a step, a fire of pure shame blazing across my cheeks. I couldn't look at her, my gaze desperately fixed on the stone floor.
And then, I saw it.
A deep, vivid blush spread across her pale cheeks, a stark, stunning contrast against the pristine white of her hair. The sharp, elegant points of her fox ears, usually so alert and poised, twitched once and then lay slightly flat against her hair in a rare display of discomposure. Her brilliant blue eyes were wide, not with anger, but with a profound, flustered shock that mirrored my own.
For a heartbeat, the all-powerful Miiko was gone, replaced by a woman utterly thrown off balance.
She opened her mouth, perhaps to summon a veneer of authority, but no sound emerged. We were suspended in a bubble of mutual, breathless embarrassment.
"Lady Miiko?"
A guard's voice shattered the moment. I saw her spine straighten, the commander's mantle snapping back into place, though the blush on her cheeks remained, a betraying flag. She turned to the soldier, duty reclaiming her.
Then, her gaze flicked back to me. The conflict in her stunning blue eyes was a language I understood perfectly: I must go, but this is not resolved.
She took a quick step forward. Her hand—the one that usually held a staff or was clenched in command—darted out. Instead of words, her fingers found mine. They were strong and sure, and they squeezed my hand once, a brief, desperate press of skin against skin.
It was over in a second. The contact was broken as quickly as it was made. For Miiko, a creature of immense power and few words, this small, physical gesture was more telling than any speech. It was an apology, an acknowledgment, and a silent promise all at once.
Then she was gone, turning away, her multiple tails swaying behind her as she followed the guard without a backward glance.
I stood frozen in the vast hall, the eyes of the guards no longer mattering. All that existed was the phantom warmth of her hand around mine, a brand of unspoken feeling.
My fingers curled into a fist, trying to hold onto the sensation.
She was back. And in that single, silent squeeze, she had let me past the walls, if only for a moment.
The day passed in a quiet, if restless, haze. The morning was spent in the library, the scent of old paper and dust doing little to calm the whirlwind in my mind.
I tried to focus on the texts about elemental magics, but the words swam before my eyes.
Seeking a different kind of solace, I found Alajea in the gardens.
She was quieter than usual, the episode at the beach having left a shadow in her gentle eyes. We didn't speak much, simply sitting together on a stone bench, the silence between us a comfortable, understanding one. It was a balm, but it couldn't completely erase the memory of the morning's encounter.
In the afternoon, the peace was shattered by the familiar, frantic patter of footsteps. Ykhar skidded to a halt before us, her rabbit ears twitching and her chest heaving. "Erika! There you are! Miiko—she wants you at the strategy meeting in the Crystal room! It's starting now!" she gasped, practically vibrating with urgency.
A meeting. Called by Miiko. My heart gave a traitorous leap.
I hurried after Ykhar, my mind racing. The Crystal room was already filled with the leaders and key members of the guards when I slipped in, finding a discreet spot near the back. Miiko stood before the great crystal, her posture every bit the uncompromising commander, the fleeting blush from this morning now a distant memory.
Her voice, cool and clear, laid out the plans. "Scouting missions to Balenvia will commence at the end of the week. The city is a crucial ally, and we must ensure the trade routes remain secure." Her gaze swept the room, and for a fraction of a second, it landed on me. It wasn't a long look, just a quick, assessing glance before moving on, but it was enough to make my breath catch. She was aware of my presence.
Then, she dropped two pieces of information that sent a ripple through the hall. "Furthermore, be advised that the envoy Huang Hua will be arriving at the headquarters shortly. Extend to her every courtesy." My mind flickered back to the name I'd seen repeated in the library scrolls. So, it was a person.
Her expression hardened. "And we have confirmed reports of coordinated human attacks on the fringes of Eldarya. They are growing bolder. Vigilance is paramount."
Throughout the rest of the meeting, I felt the weight of her occasional, fleeting glances. They were unreadable, professional, yet they felt like sparks on my skin after the intimacy of our earlier silence.
When the meeting adjourned, a restless energy filled me. I couldn't just return to my room and brood. I needed to move, to do something. I found Jamon in the training grounds.
"Again," I said, hefting the practice bow he'd given me.
He grunted in approval, and for the next hour, I lost myself in the strain of my muscles and the focus required to nock an arrow. It was a punishing, physical distraction that left me sweating and breathless, but it cleared the static from my mind.
As I was wiping my brow, a calm voice interrupted my exhaustion. "Erika."
I turned to see Leiftan, his elven features serene. "You train with admirable determination. But even the most dedicated warrior must eat. Will you join me for the evening meal?"
The invitation was unexpected but welcome. After the intensity of the meeting and the grueling training, the prospect of a quiet dinner felt like a lifeline.
"Sure," I said, offering a tired but genuine smile. "I'd like that."
The cantina was warm and filled with the comforting clatter of cutlery and conversation. Karuto, the ogre chef, lumbered over to their table, a rare, almost shy smile on his broad face. He placed a steaming, fragrant dish before Erika and Leiftan.
"A new recipe," he grunted, his voice a low rumble. "Mushrooms from the Whispering Woods, herbs from the Sunken Gardens. You try. Tell Karuto what you think."
Erika took a bite, and her eyes widened. It was incredibly rich and flavorful, a world away from the usual, hearty but simple fare. "It's amazing, Karuto. Thank you."
Leiftan, ever polite, nodded in agreement. "A truly remarkable dish. Your skill is a boon to this headquarters."
A few minutes later, Karenn and Chrome joined them, drawn by the enticing aroma. Chrome practically inhaled his portion, while Karenn ate with a more measured, appreciative pace. For a full hour, the table was a bubble of lightheartedness.
Finally, Leiftan gracefully rose from his seat. "This was most agreeable," he said, his gaze lingering on Erika with a hint of quiet understanding. "But I have duties to attend to. Please, excuse me."
The three friends remained, chatting comfortably as the cantina began to slowly empty. The pleasant drowsiness of the meal had just begun to settle over Erika when a sudden, sharp noise cut through the ambient hum from the direction of the main entrance.
It wasn't just a noise; it was a rising wave of sound—shouted orders, the rapid clatter of armored boots on crystal floors, and a general buzz of urgent activity that was entirely out of place for the evening's calm.
Chrome's head snapped up, his wolf ears swiveling forward, his playful demeanor gone in an instant. Karenn's sharp vampire senses seemed to prickle, her eyes narrowing as she looked toward the door.
"What's that?" Erika asked, her own sense of peace evaporating.
"Trouble?" Chrome questioned, already half out of his seat.
Karenn was on her feet, her playful smirk replaced by a look of sharp interest. "Or a very interesting guest."
The three of them exchanged a single glance, the unspoken agreement passing between them. Without another word, they rose as one and moved quickly toward the source of the commotion, the echo of the peaceful meal already a distant memory.
The commotion pulled us forward, a tide of curious bodies flowing into the main entrance hall. And there she was, Miiko, standing on a raised platform, her white hair and fox ears a stark, commanding silhouette against the glowing crystal behind her. Her voice, cool and clear, cut through the murmur of the crowd.
I listened, but it was like hearing an echo. She was explaining the absences of the guard leaders, the coordinated missions, the attacks on the Feng-Huang allies... all of it was a precise, public repetition of what she'd outlined in the private strategy meeting.
Then came the announcement about "Huang Hua" arriving soon.
I already knew the name, had seen it in the scrolls, and now it was being presented to everyone as a new, important piece of information.
My attention drifted from Miiko's familiar, authoritative cadence. I watched the faces around me. Chrome was rapt, his wolf ears perked, absorbing every word as if it were brand new. But then I glanced at Karenn.
And I saw it. That same lack of surprise I'd noticed earlier. She wasn't just uninterested; she looked knowing. A faint, almost imperceptible smirk played on her lips, as if she were privy to a secret the rest of the crowd was just learning.
The pieces clicked together in my tired mind.
Of course.
Her rumor about "someone important" returning, and now this complete lack of reaction... she'd been eavesdropping again. She must have been listening in on the leaders, or perhaps even Miiko herself, long before this public announcement.
A part of me felt a flicker of amusement at her audacity, but it was smothered by a wave of sheer exhaustion.
As Miiko finished speaking and the crowd began to disperse, the events of the day crashed down on me all at once. The emotional whiplash of the morning's embrace, the intensity of the meeting, the grueling session with Jamon, and the mental energy of trying to decipher everyone's hidden knowledge—it all coalesced into a heavy, leaden fatigue deep in my bones.
The mysteries were still there, hovering at the edges of my consciousness—Miiko's fleeting glances, the true significance of Huang Hua, the reason for Karenn's espionage.
But right now, they felt like distant, fuzzy problems. I couldn't hold a single thought clearly.
With a soft sigh, I turned away from the chatter. "I think... I'm going to take a nap," I murmured, more to myself than to my companions.
I didn't wait for a response. My body was moving on autopilot, carrying me away from the noise and back toward the quiet sanctuary of my room.
The questions would still be there when I woke, I was sure of it.
But for now, the only mission I had, the only command I could possibly follow, was the desperate, primal call of my pillow and the promise of a few hours of blessed, dreamless silence.
The days that followed had settled into a new, quiet rhythm. The seismic shift of our public embrace had settled, leaving behind not awkwardness, but a subtle, unspoken understanding.
Miiko no longer felt like a distant figure on a pedestal, but a presence whose orbit I occasionally entered, and each time, the gravity felt a little stronger.
She had entrusted me with simpler missions—assisting in the local village and helping the Purreko merchants, those clever, talking cats whose stalls were always a chaotic whirl of goods and gossip. I'd also spent long hours in the library with Kero and a perpetually flustered Ykhar, cross-referencing old texts.
It was a peaceful, productive routine.
Which was why I didn't think much of it when she summoned me to the Crystal Hall. I stood before her as she finished writing on a scroll, her expression one of calm focus.
"Erika," she said, her voice even. "Take this to Ezarel. He should be in the eastern training grounds."
A simple courier task. "Of course," I nodded, taking the proffered scroll.
I completed the errand quickly, enduring a few of Ezarel's characteristic, mocking quips before returning to the hall to report. "It's done. He didn't seem too pleased to get his new orders."
A faint, knowing smile touched her lips. "He rarely is." She fell silent for a moment, her gaze lingering on me in a way that made the air feel still. It was the same look she'd given me a few times these past days, a look that was no longer just assessment, but something more contemplative.
She seemed to be weighing something in her mind.
Then, she spoke, her tone deliberately casual, though I caught the slightest hesitation. "I was reviewing the Purrekos' merchant manifests earlier. They have a new shipment in. I saw a... a rather lovely ensemble. A tunic and trousers in a deep red. It seemed like it would suit you."
Before I could process this unexpected comment, she reached into a small pouch at her belt and produced a handful of smooth, glowing coins—Maanas. She held them out to me.
"Here," she said, her voice softening almost imperceptibly. "For your work with the merchants. You've been... diligent."
I stared at the money in her palm, then back at her face, my eyebrows rising. A gift? From Miiko? This was new territory. A slow, teasing smile spread across my lips.
"Oh? So now you're giving me fashion advice and funding my wardrobe?" I took the Maanas, my fingers brushing against her palm. "I'll have you know, I'll buy it because I think it's pretty. Not because you told me to."
The effect was immediate. Her fox ears gave a sharp, irritated twitch, and that wonderful, familiar blush crept up her neck. "That is not—I was merely making an observation! Do not twist my words, Erika," she retorted, but there was no real heat in it. It was a flustered, defensive sound I was starting to adore.
"It's a lovely observation," I said, my voice dropping, losing its teasing edge and becoming genuinely warm. "Thank you, Miiko. Truly."
The use of her name hung between us, charged and intimate. Her blue eyes widened slightly, the frustration in them melting into something else, something warm and deep and unguarded. It was just a fleeting look, but it was enough to make my heart skip.
She cleared her throat, attempting to reclaim her composure. "See that you do not spend it all on sweets," she muttered, turning back to the crystal on her desk, effectively dismissing me, though the blush still painted her cheeks.
I clutched the warm coins in my hand and walked out of the hall with a lightness in my step.
The news traveled through the headquarters not as a formal announcement, but as a ripple of excited chatter. I heard it first from two girls giggling by the market stalls, their arms full of fresh fruit. "She's here! The envoy from the Feng-Huang! She's so pretty and kind!"
My curiosity, always a dangerous thing in this world, was immediately piqued. I made my way to the main thoroughfare, where a small crowd had gathered.
Karenn was already there, leaning against a wall with her characteristic smirk of appraisal, while Chrome stood nearby, his tail giving a curious wag.
Even Karuto had stepped out from his kitchen, his massive arms crossed as he observed the scene.
And there she was. Huang Hua.
Dressed in vibrant, fiery red robes that seemed to capture the very essence of a setting sun, she was a whirlwind of energy and warmth. Her smile was bright and genuine as she knelt to greet a group of local children, handing them small, intricately carved wooden trinkets. She was everything the stern Miiko was not—open, effusive, and instantly approachable.
But my eyes were drawn to the man standing a pace behind her. Feng Zifu. He was tall and severe, his posture rigid, his face an unreadable mask of solemn duty. His gaze swept over the crowd, and when it passed over me, I felt a distinct chill. It wasn't just indifference; it was a cold, analytical scrutiny that made the half-human part of me feel exposed and unwelcome.
After a few minutes, a contingent of the Shining Guard arrived, and Huang Hua and her stoic companion were politely but firmly escorted towards the Crystal Room. To Miiko, no doubt.
I lingered with my friends, the image of the vibrant envoy and her icy guardian stark in my mind. "She seems... nice," I offered.
"Too nice," Karenn commented dryly. "Makes you wonder what she's compensating for."
Before I could ask what she meant, the now-familiar sound of frantic footsteps approached. Ykhar skidded to a halt, her ears flat against her head. "Erika! Miiko wants to see you. Right now! In the Crystal Hall!"
A knot tightened in my stomach. This was about the new arrivals. I hurried after Ykhar, my mind racing.
The doors to the Crystal Room swung open, and the scene within was charged with unspoken tension. Miiko stood by the great crystal, her expression neutral but her blue eyes sharp and focused. Huang Hua was there, her cheerful demeanor somewhat tempered by the formality of the setting, though she offered me a small, friendly smile as I entered.
And then there was Feng Zifu. He stood slightly apart, his gaze fixed on me from the moment I walked in. His disapproval was a physical pressure in the room, a silent judgment that needed no words.
I instinctively straightened my back, meeting his stare with what I hoped was a calm I didn't feel.
"Erika," Miiko's voice cut through the silence, drawing everyone's attention to her. "Thank you for coming. Our guests have just arrived. There are matters we need to discuss."
The moment I stepped fully into the hall, it happened in a blur of crimson silk and infectious energy. Huang Hua practically launched herself across the space, enveloping me in a tight, unexpected hug before I could even process her movement.
"Oh, what a little cutie!" she exclaimed, her voice a cheerful melody. Before I could react to the hug, her hands came up and pinched my cheeks gently. "Look at her, Miiko! She's just adorable!"
I stood frozen, my eyes wide with shock, my cheeks squished between her fingers. Over her shoulder, I saw Miiko. Her posture was rigid, her lips pressed into a thin line. Her white fox ears were tilted back ever so slightly, a subtle sign of irritation I had come to recognize.
"Huang Hua," Miiko's voice was cool, a clear attempt to rein in the situation. "A little decorum, please. You are overwhelming her."
The Feng-Huang envoy finally released me, pouting playfully at Miiko. "Oh, don't be such a stern old fox! How can I resist?" She turned back to me with a brilliant smile. "I must go for now, little one. But I will see you in some hours! We will have so much fun!"
With a final, fluttering wave to both of us, she swept out of the hall, her severe guardian, Feng Zifu, following in her wake like a silent shadow. The moment the doors closed, the tense atmosphere eased by a fraction.
I turned to Miiko, my expression a clear question mark. What was that?
Miiko let out a long, weary sigh, the sound filled with a frustration I couldn't quite place. She pinched the bridge of her nose. "Huang Hua has... taken a keen interest in you," she explained, her tone clipped. "Human visitors are a rarity here, and half-humans even more so. She is... curious."
But Miiko was acting strangely. Her arms were crossed tightly, and she wouldn't quite meet my eyes. There was a new tension in her shoulders.
I, however, completely missed the subtext. I simply saw Miiko's apparent irritation and assumed it was purely about Huang Hua's breach of protocol.
"Alright," I said, accepting the explanation at face value. "So, I'm to be her guide?"
Miiko's explanation was straightforward, yet it carried an undercurrent of something unspoken. "Huang Hua has personally requested that you act as her guide during her stay at the headquarters," she stated, her blue eyes watching me carefully. When I didn't immediately object, she continued, her tone shifting into that of a instructor. "Do you know how to conduct yourself around royalty? True nobility, not just regional commanders?"
The question caught me off guard. "I... suppose not?"
"Then we will practice."
And so, for the next several hours, Miiko drilled me. It was about posture, the precise angle of a bow, the formal greetings for a Feng-Huang envoy, and the delicate art of polite but non-committal conversation.
She was meticulous, her corrections sharp but fair.
Yet, throughout it all, there was a strange intensity to her focus, as if this was about more than just protocol.
Once released, my mind was buzzing with rules and titles. I sought refuge in the library, hoping to find a distraction.
I asked Ykhar if she had any interesting books on... well, anything that wasn't royal etiquette. The rabbit-eared girl, ever nervous, scurried off and returned with a fascinating bestiary on winged creatures of the northern realms.
I lost myself in the illustrations for a while.
My respite was cut short by the arrival of a stern, silent presence. Feng Zifu stood at the library entrance, his expression as unyielding as stone. "The Lady Huang Hua awaits you," he announced, his voice leaving no room for delay.
I followed him back to the Crystal Hall.
As the great doors opened, I caught the tail end of a conversation. Miiko and Huang Hua were standing close, and though Miiko's voice was too low to hear the words, her tone was a clear, subtle reprimand. Huang Hua merely smiled, a picture of innocent defiance.
The moment they noticed me, the atmosphere shifted. Miiko's posture straightened into pure professionalism, her face becoming a neutral mask, though I didn't miss the way her jaw was slightly tight.
Huang Hua's face, however, lit up with genuine delight. "There you are!" she exclaimed, completely disregarding the tense moment. She practically floated over, seamlessly linking her arm with mine in a familiar, friendly gesture that felt both warm and strangely possessive.
"Come, little guide!" she chirped, her happiness infectious. "Show me everything!"
With a gentle but firm pull, she led me out of the hall. As we passed through the doors, I glanced back over my shoulder.
Miiko was watching us leave, her expression unreadable, but the intensity in her blue eyes sent a confusing shiver down my spine. I was now tethered to the vibrant, demanding envoy, all under the watchful, and I was beginning to suspect, slightly jealous, gaze of the kitsune.
The day with Huang Hua was a whirlwind of energy and unexpected turns. I introduced her to some of my friends—Karenn, who assessed the envoy with a sharp, amused look, and Chrome, who was won over instantly when she praised the shine of his eyes.
Huang Hua had a gift for making everyone feel seen, her warmth a stark contrast to her stoic shadow, Feng Zifu, who followed us like a silent, disapproving storm cloud.
Our tour was interrupted by a group of brave local children who rushed up, begging the "pretty bird lady" for a story. Huang Hua laughed, a sound like tinkling bells, and readily agreed, settling on a low wall with the children at her feet.
She began to weave a tale, her voice taking on a melodic, ancient quality. "Long ago," she said, "there was a Kitsune whose hair was not white or red, but the color of a summer sky. For years upon years, she waited, guarding a sacred flame, for the one she loved was promised to rise again from the ashes. No one knew the true nature of her beloved, only that she was a being of immense power, lost to the world too soon."
My breath caught in my throat. A blue-haired Kitsune. The very same one from my vision, from the moment between life and death in the forest.
The one who had called me 'Elara'.
My mind raced, trying to connect the dots. Was this just a common legend, or was Huang Hua's story a deliberate clue? I watched her, but her face showed only the playful earnestness of a storyteller, with no hidden meaning directed at me.
The day continued, the strange legend lingering in the back of my mind. The final, and perhaps most awkward, moment came when we crossed paths with Valkyon.
The stern warrior was overseeing the repair of a gate, his expression as hard as the armor he wore.
Huang Hua's eyes lit up with mischievous delight. She drifted over to him, completely ignoring the scowl that was enough to make most guards tremble.
"My,what a formidable presence," she purred, circling him with an appraising gaze. "All that stern strength. It must be so... taxing."
I felt a deep, secondhand embarrassment wash over me. I hung back, wanting to sink into the floor.
Valkyon's response and smile seemed to only encourage her. Feng Zifu let out a low, disapproving grunt, but Huang Hua paid him no mind.
Finally, laughing at Valkyon's flustered face, she skipped away, pulling me towards the ornamental fountains in the central garden.
"The water looks so inviting!"she declared, immediately sitting down and slipping her silk slippers off to dip her feet into the cool water.
"Lady Huang Hua! This is undignified!" Feng Zifu protested, his composure finally cracking.
But Huang Hua just laughed, splashing her feet gently. "Oh, Zif! Live a little! The water is lovely, Erika, you must try it!"
I declined politely, still too overwhelmed by the entire day—the cryptic story, the blatant flirting, and now this. I simply stood to the side, watching the enigmatic Feng-Huang envoy enjoy her simple, rebellious moment, while her guardian looked on, a portrait of long-suffering duty.
It had been a long, strange day, and the mystery of the blue-haired Kitsune now burned brighter than ever in my thoughts.
The day concluded with a surprisingly tense lunch in the cantina. Karuto had, indeed, put up new decorations—intricately carved wind chimes that echoed the Feng-Huang aesthetic—and he was clearly aiming to impress their distinguished guest. He all but loomed over our table, his massive arms crossed, his eyes fixed on me.
"The stew is good today, isn't it, Erika?" he'd prompted, his voice a low rumble. When I agreed, he'd nod firmly, his gaze shifting pointedly to Feng Zifu as if to say, See? My cooking is worthy. He seemed to hold a deep, instinctual respect for the severe man, and he was subtly trying to use me to prove the quality and harmony of the entire headquarters. It was awkward, but also endearing in a strange, ogre-ish way.
The next day, I fulfilled my guide duties by taking Huang Hua to the coastline—keeping a safe distance from the water myself—and to the fringes of the ancient forest. As we walked, Huang Hua's questions became more personal, though they were veiled in her cheerful demeanor.
"You seem to have adapted so well here, little one," she remarked, her eyes scanning the towering trees. "It must have been frightening at first. A new world, so different from your own."
"It was," I admitted cautiously. "But I've found my place. For now"
She smiled, a genuine, softer smile than her usual exuberant grins. "I can see that. You have a strong spirit. It reminds me of... well, of stories I've heard."
Her company was, against all odds, beginning to grow on me. Her energy was relentless, but it wasn't malicious. There was a warmth to her that felt sincere, even if her methods were overwhelming.
As the sun began to set, painting the sky in hues of orange and purple, a messenger found us. We were summoned by Miiko for another meeting.
We found her in the Crystal Room, standing before the great crystal as usual. Her eyes flickered over us as we entered, lingering for a moment on how closely Huang Hua stood beside me. The air in the room was thick with unspoken words.
The meeting unfolded with a tension I couldn't fully grasp. It centered on a powerful Feng-Huang artifact that needed to be transported and secured. Huang Hua, with Feng Zifu a silent pillar at her side, insisted the safest place for it was deep in the northern Jade Lands, under the protection of her clan.
Miiko's reaction was subtle, but I had learned to read her. A slight tightening around her eyes, the way her tails went perfectly still. She was not happy.
"There are other,more neutral locations," she argued, her voice cool but with an undercurrent of something sharp. "The Kappa territories, for instance. They are excellent guardians and remain unaligned."
It was a logical suggestion, but it felt personal. The debate continued, a delicate dance of diplomacy and hidden agendas. Huang Hua was charming but firm, and eventually, Miiko relented. The artifact would go to the Jade Lands.
As the decision was finalized and the room slowly emptied, I watched Miiko. The usual commanding aura around her seemed to have a crack in it, revealing a flicker of something weary and resigned.
Huang Hua gave a cheerful wave to us both before departing with her guardian.
I hesitated, then decided to stay. The hall was vast and quiet now, the great crystal pulsing with a soft light. Miiko stood with her back to me, staring at it as if it held all the answers.
"You're worried," I said softly, stepping closer. "It's not just about the artifact, is it?"
She didn't turn, but her shoulders slumped almost imperceptibly. "My family is there," she stated, her voice hollow. "In the Jade Lands."
She offered no more, but she didn't need to. The way she said "family"—not with warmth, but with a complex, heavy weight—told me everything. It wasn't a simple homecoming; it was a place tied to a complicated history. The personal stakes for her in this decision were immense.
The pieces clicked into place. Her fierce independence, her drive to build her own strength and life here in Eldarya—it all seemed connected to that place and the people in it. Sending this powerful object there was clearly stirring deep and difficult emotions.
Without thinking, I moved to her side. "Come on," I said, my voice gentle but firm. "Let's get out of here."
She finally looked at me, her blue eyes clouded with a rare vulnerability.
"I'm not taking no for an answer," I continued, a small, determined smile on my lips. "You're going to sit down, and I'm going to cook you dinner. A proper one. And you're not going to think about artifacts or the Jade Lands for the rest of the night."
Her eyes widened in genuine surprise. A thousand objections seemed to flash across her face, but seeing my resolve, they slowly faded. The tension in her jaw softened.
Miiko hesitated for a moment, a war between duty and want clear in her eyes, before giving a single, slow nod. "Alright."
I prepared something simple—a few sandwiches with fresh bread from the Purrekos and some local, sharp cheese. Then, I led her not to the grand halls, but to the small, secluded fountain near the edge of the village, where the only light came from the glowing moss and the moon.
We ate in comfortable silence for a while, the sound of the water a gentle backdrop. It was Miiko who broke the quiet.
"Huang Hua and I... we knew each other as children," she said, her gaze fixed on the rippling water. "In the Jade Lands."
The image popped into my head instantly: a stern, serious little Miiko, being relentlessly chased and chattered at by a tiny, vibrant ball of energy in red silk. A snort of laughter escaped me before I could stop it.
Miiko's head whipped towards me, her fox ears flattening. "What is so amusing?" she asked, her voice laced with a familiar, flustered frustration.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I chuckled, holding up my hands. "I just... I can picture it so clearly. You, trying to be all serious and dignified, and her just... bouncing around you like a fiery little sparrow. It's a very cute image."
She huffed, looking away, but I didn't miss the faintest hint of a smile tugging at the corner of her lips. "It was... exhausting."
The rest of the meal was filled with lighter conversation, the walls around her seeming to lower, piece by piece. But as we finished, the shadow of her responsibilities returned. She stood, her demeanor shifting back towards the leader Miiko.
"I should return to my work," she said, her voice soft but firm.
"I know," I replied, feeling a pang of disappointment. "I'll walk with you."
We walked back to the headquarters in a silence that was now charged and intimate. The path was quiet, the moonlight painting her dark hair in shades of silver. When we reached my door, we stopped, lingering in the dimly lit corridor.
"Thank you, Erika," she said, her blue eyes seeming to glow in the semi-darkness. "For the dinner. For the... distraction."
"You're welcome," I whispered. "Don't work too late."
She reached out, and for a breathtaking second, I thought she might touch my cheek. But her hand paused, then gently brushed a stray strand of hair from my shoulder, her fingers barely grazing the fabric of my tunic.
The touch was fleeting, but it sent a jolt of warmth straight to my heart.
"I will try," was all she said, her voice a low, intimate murmur.
Then, with a final, long look that held a universe of unspoken words, she turned and walked away, her form melting into the shadows of the hallway.
I leaned against my door, my hand resting on the spot where her fingers had been, the ghost of her touch and the promise in her eyes keeping me warm long after she was gone.
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The next day, the main courtyard was a bustling, colorful chaos. It seemed the entire village had turned out to bid farewell to the Feng-Huang envoy and her entourage. I tried to slip through the crowd unnoticed, content to watch from the periphery, but a familiar, energetic hand shot out and caught my wrist.
"There you are, little guide! Trying to escape without a proper goodbye?" Huang Hua laughed, her voice cutting through the din. She pulled me effortlessly through the throng of people until we stood together at the front of the gathering, right near the grand entrance where Miiko stood, a picture of composed authority.
The two women exchanged a look that spoke of a long, complicated history.
"Thank you for your hospitality, old friend," Huang Hua said, her tone losing some of its playful edge and becoming genuinely warm. "And for your counsel. It was, as always, invaluable."
Miiko's stern expression softened almost imperceptibly. "And thank you for your assistance. The Feng-Huang's support is not taken for granted. Travel safely, Hua."
The use of the familiar name and the slight dip of Miiko's head was more telling than any grand gesture. I could see the genuine closeness between them, buried under duty and their contrasting natures.
As Huang Hua turned back to me, her eyes sparkled with their usual mischief. "Remember what I said about the inner light every person carries?" she whispered, leaning in so only I could hear. "It is a power of my people to see it. And there is a certain someone here whose spirit burns so much brighter when you are near."
Her gaze drifted over my shoulder towards the crowd, a vague and general sweep. I instinctively glanced back, seeing a sea of faces—guards, townsfolk.
Who could she mean?
I wondered, my eyes passing over Miiko without a second thought.
Before I could ask for clarification, Huang Hua pulled back with a final, brilliant smile. "Take care, little one!"
She then turned and gracefully ascended into her ornate carriage. Feng Zifu took his place beside it, and with a wave of her hand from the window, the procession began to move.
I stood there, a little confused but touched by her words, watching the carriage disappear in a cloud of dust. I felt a presence beside me and looked up to see Miiko, her arms crossed, watching the road long after the envoy had vanished.
"Who do you think she meant?" I asked Miiko, genuinely curious.
Miiko's cheeks flushed a delicate pink. She cleared her throat, her gaze still fixed ahead. "It is of no consequence. Huang Hua has always enjoyed speaking in riddles," she stated, her voice a little tighter than usual. "Do not trouble yourself with it."
And with that, she turned and walked back into the headquarters, leaving me even more perplexed than before. The mystery of the "certain someone" would, for now, remain unsolved.
Chapter 11: Episode 12 - 13
Chapter Text
Miiko POV
A week. Seven days where the decision to allow Erika to leave for Balenvia had sat like a stone in Miiko's chest. The mission was diplomatic, simple, a formality.
She had repeated it to the girl over and over, etching each word with the weight of her command: "Your task is to observe and learn. You are not to involve yourself in the exploration of the toxic caves." She had given the same order, sharper and colder, to Valkyon and Chrome: "Your primary objective is to ensure she does not stray. She is your responsibility."
She had stood at the gates, watching them leave, a silent prayer to any spirit that would listen forming in her mind. Let her be safe. Let her listen.
Now, she stood in the Crystal Hall, trying to focus on the steady hum of the great crystal to quiet the unease that had been her constant companion.
The peace was shattered by the frantic patter of footsteps she knew all too well.
Ykhar skidded into the hall, her chest heaving, her rabbit ears flat against her head in panic. "Miiko! It's— It's Erika! And Valkyon!"
Miiko's blood ran cold. The crystal's hum faded into a dull roar in her ears. She turned slowly, her face a mask of forced calm. "Report."
"They... they were transported back from Balenvia. They're unconscious. Ewelein is with them now in the infirmary. There are... there are traces of toxin on their clothes and skin."
The stone in Miiko's chest shattered, and the fragments tore through her. The caves. She went into the caves. A wave of cold fury, directed entirely at herself, washed over her. She had allowed this. She had let her go.
Her voice, when it came, was dangerously quiet, the calm before the storm. "Seal the caves. Now. Send a full contingent to Balenvia to retrieve Chrome and secure the area. I want a full report on my desk the moment Ewelein has a diagnosis."
Ykhar nodded frantically and scurried away.
Alone in the vast hall, Miiko's composure cracked. Her hand, resting on the crystal, trembled. The image of Erika, bright-eyed and eager to prove herself, flashed before her eyes, followed by the horrifying counter-image of her lying still and poisoned in the infirmary. She had failed. Her duty, her promise to protect, her... her Erika.
The silent prayer from a week ago curdled into a bitter, self-directed oath. She would not make this mistake again.
Turning on her heel, her robes swirling around her with a sharp snap, she strode from the Crystal Hall, her path set directly for the infirmary, a tempest of fear and fury contained within the rigid line of her back.
The weight of command had never felt heavier. In the silent solitude of her chambers, Miiko felt the pressures converge into a single, suffocating point.
The recent sightings of human scouts near the city of Eel were a looming threat, a familiar danger she knew how to handle with steel and strategy. The unexpected, fragile alliance with the Jade Lands was a political tightrope, one she had to walk with perfect balance.
But it was the third weight that truly threatened to unbalance her—the tangled, confusing storm of feelings for Erika.
The human girl was a variable she had never accounted for, a spark that had ignited something long dormant within her.
And now, her mind, trained for tactics and worst-case scenarios, began to betray her. It conjured horrifying possibilities, each one a blade twisting in her gut.
What if the humans attack while she is on a mission? The image of Erika, caught in an ambush, flashed before her eyes.
What if my association with her makes her a target? Her position made her enemies.
Those who wished to strike at her would find no better weapon than the girl who had, against all odds, found a way past her defenses. Erika’s warmth and trust were her greatest strengths and her most profound vulnerabilities.
What if the only way to keep her safe is to send her away? The thought was a physical pain. To the Fenghuangs, perhaps, under the watchful, cheerful eye of Huang Hua. It would be a cage, but a gilded one.
A safe one.
The alliance could be the perfect excuse, a diplomatic reason to remove her from the front lines.
Or what if I am the danger? The memory of the toxic caves in Balenvia was a fresh wound. Her own order, her own failure to protect, had nearly gotten Erika killed. Her care, her growing attachment, was clouding her judgment.
Perhaps the greatest threat to Erika’s life was Miiko’s own heart.
She stood, pacing the length of the room, her tails flicking in agitated arcs. Every path her mind traveled led to the same chilling conclusion: Erika was in danger, and Miiko’s own feelings were a liability that could get her killed.
The weight of the city, the alliance, and the safety of the one person who made her feel anything other than duty threatened to crush her. To protect Erika, she would have to make a choice. And every possible choice felt like a betrayal, either of her command, her alliance, or the fragile, beautiful thing growing silently between them.
The only path forward was one that would inevitably cause pain, and her mind relentlessly calculated which pain would be the least destructive, even as her heart rebelled against the very notion.
Erika POV
The first thing I felt was the softness of my own bed. The second was a dull, throbbing ache in my limbs and a strange metallic taste in my mouth. Memories filtered back slowly—the glowing, beautiful caves of Balenvia, the panicked shouts, Valkyon’s strong arm pulling me back as a shimmering, toxic mist descended…
I blinked my eyes open, the familiar ceiling of my room coming into focus. And then, I saw her.
Miiko sat in a chair beside my bed, her posture rigid. The relief that flashed in her brilliant blue eyes upon seeing me awake was immediate, but it was snuffed out just as quickly, replaced by a storm of another emotion.
“You’re awake.” Her voice was flat, a controlled monotone that was far more frightening than any shout.
I tried to push myself up, my arms trembling with weakness. “Miiko… what happened? Valkyon, is he—?”
“He will live. As will you, thanks to Ewelein’s swift work and the fact that Valkyon had the presence of mind to drag your foolish self out of there before you inhaled a lethal dose.” Her words were sharp, clipped. The concern was there, buried deep, but it was currently being expressed as pure, unadulterated fury. “What part of ‘do not involve yourself in the caves’ was beyond your comprehension, Erika?”
A spark of my own frustration ignited, cutting through the grogginess. “We heard cries for help! What were we supposed to do, stand by and take notes while people were dying?”
“Yes!” she snapped, her composure breaking. Her fists were clenched on her knees. “That is exactly what you were supposed to do! Your mission was diplomacy, not heroics! Your orders are not suggestions, they are for your survival!”
“I can’t just stand by and do nothing! I’m not made of glass, Miiko! You can’t keep locking me away in a safe little box!” My voice rose, matching her intensity. The exhaustion, the residual fear, and weeks of feeling like a sheltered child boiled over. “I’m tired of this… this overprotection! I need to be able to help!”
“And I need you to be alive!” she fired back, standing up so abruptly the chair scraped against the floor. Her tails lashed behind her. “Your ‘help’ nearly got you and one of my best guards killed! Do you understand that? Your recklessness has consequences!”
We were at an impasse, staring each other down, both our chests heaving with the force of our emotions. I could see the fear warring with the anger in her eyes, but I was too hurt and angry to acknowledge it.
Finally, with a sharp, frustrated sigh, she turned away. “This is getting us nowhere. I am leaving before one of us says something we cannot take back.”
Panic, cold and sharp, lanced through me. “Wait!”
She paused, her back to me, but didn't turn.
The argument was pointless. It would only go in circles. There were more important things. I took a shaky breath, forcing my voice to calm. “The Miconidas… the living fungi in the caves… are they…?”
She was silent for a long moment. “They are alive,” she confirmed, her tone still cold, but now factual. “They were unaware their spores were toxic to other lifeforms. They were terrified. Once communication was established, they worked with Ewelein to provide an antitoxin. The crisis is contained.”
A wave of relief washed over me. They were okay. It was an accident. “And… the villagers? The ones who were poisoned before we found the cause?”
Miiko went completely still. I saw the tension in her shoulders. It was the same tension I’d seen when she withheld information, when she was about to give me a half-truth to shield me.
“Miiko,” I pleaded, my voice softening to a whisper. I was too weary for more fights. “Please. Not this time. Don’t lie to me. How many… how many didn’t make it?”
She turned slowly, and the look on her face was one of profound conflict.
The stern commander was gone, replaced by a woman burdened by a terrible truth. She looked at me, really looked at me, seeing the plea in my eyes—the plea not to be treated like a child who couldn't handle the world’s harsh realities.
Her shoulders slumped in defeat. “Three,” she said, her voice hollow. “We lost three before the antitoxin was fully synthesized.”
I looked away, the reality of the cost settling deep in my bones, and for the first time, I thought I understood a fraction of the burden she carried every single day.
The moment the number left her lips, my own anger, so hot and sharp just seconds before, shattered. It didn't matter that she had been shouting, that I felt smothered.
All that mattered was the raw, gut-wrenching grief that washed over me, so overwhelming that a broken sob escaped before I could stop it. I buried my face in my hands, the tears coming in earnest. Three people. Gone.
I heard a sharp intake of breath from Miiko.
Then, the sound of her footsteps. The bed dipped beside me. Her arms, which had always felt like a fortress of authority and distance, wrapped around me. They were hesitant at first, then firm, pulling me against her.
"Shhh," she murmured, her voice a soft vibration against my ear, all traces of her earlier fury gone, replaced by a hushed, aching tenderness. "Erika, shhh."
I didn't resist. My own strength was gone, spent on the argument and now drained by sorrow. I collapsed against her, my face finding the hollow of her shoulder, my tears soaking into the fabric of her pristine robes. Her scent—ozone, parchment, and something uniquely her—enveloped me.
One of her hands came up to cradle the back of my head, her fingers threading gently through my hair. The other rubbed slow, soothing circles on my back, a steady, grounding pressure against the tremors wracking my body.
"I am sorry," she whispered into my hair, her voice thick with an emotion I couldn't name. "I am so sorry you had to bear that truth."
We stayed like that for a long time, the silence now a comfort, not a weapon.
My cries slowly subsided into shaky breaths, my body relaxing fully into her embrace. I was practically lying against her chest, listening to the strong, steady beat of her heart. It was a rhythm that promised safety, even in the midst of pain.
Her touch was a silent language, telling me things her words never could—that she was here, that I wasn't alone, that her anger was born from a fear of losing me.
In the quiet of the room, with her arms around me and her hand tracing calming patterns on my spine, every wall between us crumbled.
The mission, the poison, the argument—it all faded into the background.
The words slipped out on a ragged breath, a raw confession muffled against the fabric of her robe.
“I want to go home.”
The effect was instantaneous. The hand stroking my back stilled. The steady rhythm of her heart against my ear hit a single, jarring skip. Her entire body, which had been a soft haven, became a statue, tense and unyielding.
She didn't speak. She didn't push me away.
She just… stopped. The silence that followed was heavier than any reprimand, filled with things neither of us could say.
I was too exhausted to take it back, too drained to explain that I didn't even know what ‘home’ was anymore. The human world felt like a distant dream, and this world was a beautiful, dangerous puzzle where I kept losing pieces of myself. The only constant, the only anchor, was the very person who now held herself so rigidly against me.
Slowly, the exhaustion from the poison, the tears, and the emotional storm pulled me under. My breathing evened out, my body going limp and heavy against hers. I felt her relax incrementally, her arms adjusting to hold my dead weight. The last thing I was aware of was the soft pressure of her lips against my hair, a gesture so fleeting and tender I was sure I had imagined it.
When I awoke, the room was bathed in the soft, hazy light of late afternoon. I was alone. The space beside me on the bed was cool, but the pillow still held the faint, lingering scent of ozone and starlight. She had laid me down properly, my head resting on the pillow, a blanket tucked around me.
Pushing myself up, I swung my legs over the side of the bed. My body was still sore, a deep-seated ache in my bones, but the fog of the toxin had cleared.
The argument, the tears, the devastating truth, and the whispered confession—they all felt like fragments of a fever dream. But the memory of her embrace, the solid comfort of her presence, was vividly, painfully real.
It was time to get up. Time to face whatever came next. My feet found the cool floor, and I stood, a little unsteady, but determined. The world outside my room hadn't stopped turning, and I couldn't hide in here forever, no matter how much a part of me wanted to.
The walk through the headquarters felt like stepping back into the world after a long illness. Every familiar face was a balm to my frayed nerves. Karenn was the first, her sharp vampire eyes lighting up with genuine relief. "Look who's finally back among the living! Don't scare us like that again," she said, pulling me into a quick, surprisingly tight hug.
Next was Ykhar, who let out a small squeak of joy upon seeing me. "Erika! You're really awake!" she exclaimed, and before I could react, she reached out and pinched my cheeks gently, her nose twitching. "Just... just making sure you're real!"
Then came Jamon. The massive ogre didn't say a word. He simply opened his arms and engulfed me in a hug that was overwhelmingly powerful yet incredibly careful, as if I were made of the most delicate crystal. "Little one," he grunted, the single word filled with more emotion than a long speech.
It was later, in a quieter corridor, that I ran into Nevra. The rogue's usual smirk was replaced by a look of open, friendly concern. "Well, well. The walking miracle. Good to see you on your feet, half-pint."
"Thanks, Nevra. It's good to be back."
He leaned against the wall, studying me. "So, you and the big boss finally talk? After your... unscheduled nap?"
I let out a tired sigh, the memory of the argument and the subsequent tears surfacing. "We talked. It... didn't go well. She's not happy with me."
Nevra chuckled, a low, knowing sound. "Ah, don't take it too personally. She's just... processing. The mission was a success, all things considered. The toxic caves are sealed, the Miconidas are cooperating, and the villagers are recovering." He paused, his expression turning briefly somber. "It's a shame about the two members of the Abscent Guard, though. A real loss."
The air left my lungs.
Two members of the Abscent Guard.
Miiko hadn't mentioned that. She had told me about the three villagers, a truth that had felt like a painful step forward. But she had carefully, deliberately, omitted this. She had let me cry in her arms, let me believe I knew the full cost, while hiding another layer of the tragedy.
I felt the blood drain from my face. I swallowed hard, forcing my expression to remain neutral, a skill I was getting far too much practice in.
"Yeah," I managed, my voice a little strained. "A real shame."
Nevra, misinterpreting my reaction as simple grief, clapped me on the shoulder. "Get some rest, kid. Don't worry about Miiko. She'll cool off."
I just nodded, unable to speak. As he walked away, the warmth from my other friends' greetings evaporated, replaced by a cold knot in my stomach. She had done it again. She had chosen to "protect" me with another half-truth, another lie of omission. The trust that had begun to mend in the quiet of my room now felt fragile and cracked.
But this time, I wouldn't confront her. I would swallow the bitter knowledge, let it settle inside me.
I understood her reasons, but the weight of all her unspoken truths was becoming a burden I wasn't sure I could carry.
Miiko POV
The warmth of the cantina, rich with the scent of spices and roasting meat, was a welcome balm. For the first time in days, the knot of tension between Miiko’s shoulders had begun to loosen. She took a deliberate bite of the spiced stew, the flavors blooming on her tongue—a perfect balance of heat and earthiness.
Karuto, watching her from across the counter, saw the subtle shift in her posture. The grim line of her mouth had softened. "You look better," he grunted, his voice like stones grinding together, but his eyes were kind. "The storm in your eyes has calmed."
Swallowing, Miiko offered a rare, genuine smile. "Your cooking is a potent medicine, Karuto. It is exquisite today. Truly."
The ogre chef puffed out his massive chest, a low rumble of pride in his throat. "For you, I always use the best cuts. A leader needs strength." He treated her not just as a leader, but with the gruff, paternal affection of an uncle watching over a favored niece.
As she took another spoonful, her thoughts, ever strategizing, drifted. "I sent Leiftan to find Erika," she mentioned, her tone carefully casual. "To ensure she is recovering well after our... discussion. He is diplomatic. His presence might be a calming influence."
Karuto nodded, wiping a tankard with a cloth. "Leiftan is a good boy. Serious. He will do well." Then, a mischievous glint entered his eyes. "Though, between you and me, I think the boy looks at your little human with more than just diplomatic interest."
Miiko’s spoon stilled halfway to her mouth.
A cold, sharp thing twisted in her gut, so sudden and violent it stole her breath. The warmth of the stew turned to ash in her mouth.
But a lifetime of courtly masks and political composure slammed into place.
She forced a light, airy laugh, the sound feeling foreign and brittle in her own ears. "Oh, Karuto, don't be ridiculous," she chided, placing the spoon down with a quiet click. "He is merely performing his duty. And Erika is... Erika." She waved a dismissive hand, hoping the gesture looked more natural than it felt.
Internally, the turmoil was instantaneous. The mere suggestion was a spark on the dry tinder of her own conflicted feelings.
The memory of Erika’s weight against her chest, the scent of her hair, the way her own heart had hammered not just with fear, but with something else, something terrifyingly tender—it all surged forward, only to be met by the chilling image of Leiftan’s calm, elven grace beside Erika’s bright spirit.
It was a picture that, infuriatingly, made a certain kind of sense.
She forced another bite of stew, but the flavors were gone, muted by the bitter taste of a jealousy she had no right to feel and could never, ever show.
"You see fun in everything, Karuto," she said, her voice a masterclass in feigned amusement, layered over a foundation of pure, personal agony. She pushed the bowl away, her appetite vanished. "Thank you for the meal. It was... as perfect as always."
Standing, she gave Karuto a nod, her mask of calm impeccably in place.
The cantina doors swung open, and Leiftan’s calm presence filled the entryway. His eyes found Miiko’s immediately, and he offered a respectful bow of his head.
“Miiko. A moment of your time, if you are available.”
The conversation with Karuto still simmered uncomfortably under her skin, making Leiftan’s sudden appearance feel like a pointed continuation of a topic she wished to avoid. Still, she nodded. “Of course. The Crystal Hall is quiet.”
They walked in silence, the weight of the unspoken hanging between them. Once inside the vast, echoing hall, with the great crystal pulsing softly, Leiftan turned to her. His expression was, as always, serene, but his eyes held a deep understanding.
“I spoke with Erika,” he began, and Miiko’s heart clenched in preparation. “She is… recovering. Her spirit is resilient. But she confessed something.” He paused, choosing his words with care. “She expressed a desire to return home, though she was quick to add that she knows it is an impossibility.”
Miiko closed her eyes for a brief moment, the whispered confession from her sickroom now given voice and confirmation. “I see,” she said, her voice low. “I heard her say it once. I had hoped it was just the poison and the grief speaking.”
“It may have been, in part,” Leiftan conceded. “But the root of the feeling is real.” He then offered a small, admiring smile. “What truly surprised me was her demeanor afterwards. Despite that sorrow, her will to be helpful, to remain engaged with this world, has not broken. It is a remarkable strength.”
A fresh wave of guilt, sharp and acidic, washed over Miiko. “And I cannot even grant her that one, simple wish,” she murmured, her gaze drifting to the crystal, as if it could reflect an answer. “I lament that most of all. That I cannot open a path for her.”
“The materials for such a portal are legendary for a reason, Miiko. They are all but extinct. That is not a failure of your leadership,” Leiftan stated, his voice firm yet gentle. “It is a fact of our world.”
Miiko shook her head, a bitter smile touching her lips. “You are kind, old friend. But I must differ. As the leader of the Shining Guard and the protector of Eel, every burden, every impossibility, is ultimately my responsibility. Her presence here, her pain, her confinement… it all falls upon my shoulders.”
Leiftan watched her, his elven eyes seeing the weight she carried not as a symbol of office, but as a personal cross. He did not offer empty platitudes. Instead, he simply said, “Then allow me to help you bear it. You have my support, Miiko. Always. You do not have to face these shadows alone.”
His words were a quiet anchor in the storm of her thoughts. They didn’t erase the problem, or her feelings for Erika, or the logistical nightmares, but they offered a simple, profound solidarity. For a leader who so often stood alone, it was a gift beyond price.
“Thank you, Leiftan,” she said, her voice soft with genuine gratitude.
Erika POV
The invitation was unexpected. Ezarel, with his perpetually mocking smirk and shock of blue hair, found me looking lost near the gardens. "You look like you could use some sun, half-pint. And some decent company that isn't a worried rabbit or a motherly ogre," he'd said, his tone its usual teasing lilt. "Come on. The beach. My treat."
I was so tired of the four walls of my room and the heavy silence in the hallways that I agreed. The beach still held a deep-seated fear for me, but the idea of distraction, even from him, was too tempting to refuse.
We found a spot on the sand, far from where the water could sneak up on us. He’d brought a small basket of fruit and bread from the cantina.
As we ate, the conversation was surprisingly easy. The constant sharp edge to his words was still there, but it felt less like a weapon and more like a familiar, if grumpy, personality trait.
He was, in his own way, becoming a friend.
We talked about the chaos of the last few weeks—the Miconidas, Balenvia, the general state of unrest. He asked how I was holding up, and for once, it didn't feel like he was asking just to have something to mock.
"Valkyon?" I asked, the guilt still fresh.
"Alive. Annoyed. Confined to his quarters until Ewelein is sure the last of the toxin is gone," Ezarel reported, taking a bite of an apple. He gave me a sidelong glance. "Though between you and me, you bounced back faster. The great, stoic Valkyon, bested by a little poison and a human girl's constitution. I'll be holding that over him for years." A genuine, if wicked, grin spread across his face. It was his way of saying I was tougher than I looked.
The conversation lulled, and I found myself staring at the horizon, the one that didn't lead home. "What about Miiko?" I asked softly, the name feeling both dangerous and comforting on my tongue. "How did she... become the leader?"
Ezarel's smirk softened into something more contemplative. He tossed his apple core into the waves. "She wasn't supposed to take the throne so soon," he began, his voice losing some of its usual bite. "The old leader, Yonuki, was her teacher. A brilliant strategist, but a stubborn, infuriating old fox who could drive you to drink with his lectures." He shook his head, but there was a fondness in the gesture. "He saw something in her, though. Saw the fire, the potential that was buried under all that formality she carries around like armor."
He paused, the sound of the waves filling the silence. "He died suddenly. Miiko was still in the final stages of her training. One day she was his prodigy student, the next... she was the leader of the Light Guard. There was no one else even close to being ready. Yonuki, for all his annoying habits, had poured everything into her. He loved her like a daughter, and his last act was, effectively, to leave her with a kingdom's worth of responsibility."
The pieces clicked into place with a painful clarity. The weight she carried, the relentless drive, the fear of failure, the inability to show weakness—it wasn't just her personality. It was a mantle thrust upon her too soon, a legacy of a mentor she clearly adored and lost.
She wasn't just protecting Eel; she was protecting Yonuki's dream, living up to a standard set by a ghost.
Ezarel’s words settled over me, heavier than the ocean mist. "She's lost people, you know," he added, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. "Important ones. And she's... stubborn. Expressing worry isn't in her nature. It comes out as orders and locked doors." He stopped walking and turned to face me, his usual mockery completely absent. "So, when she hides things or tries to box you in, try to understand. It's her twisted way of saying she cares. Deeply."
The plea in his words was clear. He wasn't just telling me about Miiko's past; he was asking me to forgive her for the present.
"I do understand," I said softly, and for the first time, I felt like I truly was starting to. The image of a young Miiko, grieving her mentor and being forced to become a leader overnight, colored everything. Her overprotection wasn't just about my safety; it was about preventing another loss she felt she couldn't bear.
As we walked back, a new thought occurred to me.
The former leader of the Obsidian Guard... the one Valkyon never speaks about. The one whose absence hangs over him like a shadow. Was that another person Miiko lost? It would make sense. It would explain the shared, unspoken grief between them, the way Valkyon's loyalty to her felt like it was forged in a fire I couldn't see.
When we reached the main courtyard, Ezarel gave me a casual salute. "Don't do anything stupid before I can tease you again, half-pint."
I managed a small smile. "I'll try."
No sooner had he left than I saw Chrome approaching. His wolf ears were drooping slightly, and his tail gave a half-hearted wag. "Erika! They told me you were up and about," he said, his relief evident. "I was... worried."
His simple, honest concern was a balm after the heavy conversation. "I'm okay, Chrome. Just... tired."
We talked for a little while. It was normal, mundane stuff, and I clung to it. It was an anchor to the simpler parts of this life.
But the day's emotional weight was finally pulling me under. The confrontation with Miiko, the revelations from Ezarel, the gnawing guilt over the fallen guards—it all coalesced into a deep, mental exhaustion.
"I think I need to sleep," I finally admitted, cutting short his story.
Chrome nodded understandingly. "Get some rest. I'll... I'll make sure no one bothers you."
With a final, grateful smile, I retreated to my room.
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The following day was a return to routine, a structure I desperately needed. I spent the morning with Ykhar, painstakingly completing my official report on the Balenvia mission.
Writing it down forced me to process it, to box the fear and guilt into neat lines of text. Afterward, I found myself tasked with distributing minor assignment scrolls to various guards, a simple duty that made me feel useful again.
As I handed a scroll to Ykhar for filing, I noticed its destination. "Another mission to the Feng-Huang territories?" I asked. "That's the third one this week."
Ykhar adjusted her glasses, her nose twitching. "Oh, yes! It's for the reconstruction efforts. They're rebuilding some of their ancient temples that were damaged in the last storm season. We're sending artisans and materials to assist."
A spark of interest ignited within me. Reconstruction. Growth. It was the opposite of the destruction and poison I'd just witnessed. I knew Miiko would be in her solar during her designated rest hour—a time she rarely actually used for resting. An idea, half-formed and fueled by a desire to see her in a lighter context, took root.
I found her exactly where I expected, seated at a small desk covered in maps and reports, a cup of something gone cold at her elbow.
She looked up as I entered, and a flicker of something—recognition, exhaustion, a hint of fond annoyance—crossed her face before it settled into a mask of mild boredom.
"Erika," she stated, her voice flat. "Let me guess. You want something."
I put on my most innocent expression. "Can't I just visit my favorite guard leader during her break?"
One of her white fox ears twitched in clear skepticism. "You can. But you never do without an agenda. Out with it."
I leaned against the doorframe, a small smile playing on my lips. "I heard about the temple reconstructions with the Feng-Huang. It sounds like a beautiful project."
Miiko sighed, setting down her quill. "It is a necessary diplomatic endeavor. It strengthens our alliance. What of it?"
"I was thinking," I began, adopting a thoughtful tone, "that someone with a, let's say, fresh perspective and a willingness to do manual labor could be an asset. Someone who's already familiar with their envoy..."
She pinched the bridge of her nose. "No."
"Oh, come on! I could help carry things! I'm good at following instructions—sometimes!"
"Erika."
"I promise I won't go near any caves, spore-producing fungi, or ancient, cursed artifacts. Just good, honest temple-building."
A long-suffering sigh escaped her. I could see the tiredness etched around her eyes, the weight of a thousand such requests and decisions. But then, the corner of her mouth twitched. It was a tiny, almost imperceptible movement, but it was there.
"You are insufferable," she muttered, but there was no heat in it.
"I know," I said cheerfully. "But you're smiling."
She looked away, trying to hide it, but the slight upward curve of her lips was undeniable. She seemed conflicted, torn between her natural caution and a genuine, if weary, amusement at my persistence. "The matter is not open for discussion. The teams are already chosen. Now, if that is all, I have reports to finish during my so-called rest."
It wasn't a victory, but it wasn't a shut-down either. It was a fleeting moment of normalcy, a small tease that had momentarily lifted the weight from her shoulders. Seeing that brief, unguarded smile felt like a greater reward than any mission assignment. I pushed off from the doorframe. "Alright, alright. I'll leave you to it. But I'm not giving up."
"Somehow, I doubt you ever will," she replied, her voice softer now, the contrariety melting into a resigned, almost affectionate fatigue.
As I left, I glanced back and saw her not picking up her quill immediately, but simply staring into the middle distance, that ghost of a smile still on her face.
The rest of the day passed in a blur of quiet productivity. I buried myself in the library, helping Kero and Ykhar organize a new shipment of scrolls from the northern reaches. The familiar, dusty calm was a welcome reprieve.
By evening, I found Chrome and Karenn in the cantina, and the simple normalcy of sharing a meal and listening to their bickering and stories grounded me further.
But later, alone in my room, my thoughts drifted. The routine of the day had been comfortable, safe. Yet, a part of me itched for something more. I found myself longing for the open road, for the weight of a mission, for the purpose it gave me.
But the memory of Balenvia—the toxic mist, Valkyon's still form, the grief—was a cold splash of reality. And overlaying it all was the certain, stern expression Miiko would wear if I so much as hinted at wanting another assignment so soon.
It won't be for a while, I reasoned, a little bitterly. She would keep me on a short leash, and a part of me couldn't even blame her.
The next morning, however, felt different. As I went about my duties, I noticed it again: the leaders of the various guards were present, their low, serious conversations echoing in the halls more frequently than they had in weeks.
Valkyon was back on his feet, his presence like a grim statue. Nevra's casual lean against a wall seemed more observant than lazy. Something was brewing.
The confirmation came when Ykhar found me, her ears twitching with a mix of urgency and importance. "Erika! Miiko wants to see you. Alone."
The words sent a jolt through me, a mix of anticipation and apprehension. A private meeting. This wasn't about a scolding or a routine task. The unusual activity of the leaders, and now this summons... it felt significant.
"Alright," I said, my voice steadier than I felt. "I'll go right now."
Following Ykhar, my mind raced. What could she want? Was it about my report? About my constant pestering for a mission?
Or was it something else entirely, connected to the tense undercurrent now flowing through the headquarters? One thing was certain: the predictable routine of the last two days was over.
The air in the Crystal Room was cool and still, the great crystal's hum a low, thrumming backdrop to the tension that settled around us the moment I entered. Miiko stood before it, not as a commander addressing a subordinate, but with a strange, weary solemnity.
"Erika," she began, her voice devoid of its usual sharp authority. "We need to discuss the recent human sightings along our borders."
My breath hitched. Humans. My people. Or what used to be my people.
"They are not merely lost or scouting," she continued, her blue eyes fixed on me, searching for my reaction. "Their movements are targeted. They have somehow become aware that we have a human living within the city of Eel." She paused, and a flicker of something pained crossed her features before she could suppress it. "Their intent appears to be... an extraction. They believe they are here to 'save' you from my clutches."
A bizarre, hysterical laugh bubbled up in my throat, and I let out a soft, disbelieving chuckle.
The irony was too much. Saved? From Miiko? From the woman who had pulled me from a rotting forest and held me while I cried?
From the person whose "clutches" felt more like the only safe harbor I'd known in this chaotic world?
"Is that what they think?" I said, shaking my head with a wry smile. "That I'm some damsel in distress, and you're the wicked beast holding me captive?" I found the entire notion absurd, almost amusing in its dramatic misunderstanding.
But Miiko did not smile back. Her expression remained grave, etched with a deep, unsettling sadness that wiped the humor from my own face.
Her gaze was heavy, as if she were carrying a burden she couldn't—or wouldn't—share.
"They do," she confirmed, her voice quiet. "And their determination makes them reckless. It is a complication I had hoped to avoid."
The way she said it, the profound sorrow in her eyes, told me this was about more than just a security risk. It felt personal. It felt like she was watching a chasm open up between us, one forged by the very world I came from.
My lightheartedness faded, replaced by a cold understanding.
Miiko fell silent, her gaze dropping to the glowing crystal between them. The silence stretched, filled only by the low hum of energy. Erika could see the conflict playing out on her face—the tightening of her jaw, the slight furrow in her brow. It was the look she got when weighing a difficult strategic decision.
"There is… a solution," Miiko finally said, her voice hesitant, as if testing the words. She looked up, her blue eyes capturing Erika's. "A potion. An ancient concoction that would mask your unique presence within Eldarya. It would make you… undetectable to those searching for a human essence."
Erika listened, her head tilted. A potion? It sounded simple.
Miiko hurried to explain, her words coming out in a slightly rushed, almost defensive stream. "It would not harm you. I would never suggest something that would. It has no side effects I am aware of. It simply… weaves the essence of this world around you more tightly. It would shield you, and in doing so, shield all of us from their targeted attacks."
The logic was sound. It would help. It would ease the burden she could see weighing on Miiko, the sadness that seemed to cling to her. Without a second thought, driven by a desire to fix the problem and erase that sorrow from Miiko's eyes, Erika nodded.
"Alright. I'll do it."
Miiko’s shoulders relaxed a fraction, but a new tension took hold. "There is a condition," she added, her voice lowering. "The potion… it must be brewed by you. Your own hands must perform every step. Your intent must be woven into it for the magic to take hold correctly."
Erika blinked, surprised. "I've never made a potion before."
"I know." A softness, rare and gentle, returned to Miiko's expression. She took a small step forward. "That is why I will help you. I will guide you through every step." She paused, her offer hanging in the air, a clear request for Erika to accept not just the solution, but her involvement in it. "We can begin now, before you leave this hall."
The trust Erika felt was absolute. This wasn't just about a potion; it was an invitation into Miiko's world, into her knowledge, into a space of shared creation. It felt like a step toward something deeper, a tangible way to bind their fates together against the outside threat.
"Okay," Erika agreed, a small, trusting smile gracing her lips. "Show me."
The air in the Alchemy Hall was thick with the scent of strange herbs and simmering minerals. For the better part of the day, Miiko guided my hands, her instructions precise but distant. She was quiet, unusually so. Her gaze was often locked on the floor or the bubbling crucible, rarely meeting my eyes.
It felt like she was a million miles away, trapped in her own thoughts. I tried to lighten the mood, asking questions about the ingredients, but her answers were short, clipped.
I focused on following her directions to the letter, pouring my hope and trust into the swirling liquid, believing this potion was the key to easing her burdens.
When the final ingredient was added and the potion was set to cool and stabilize in a crystal vial, Miiko finally spoke, her voice soft. "It will take a few days for the magic to settle. It must be perfectly still. Do not disturb it."
I nodded, feeling a sense of accomplishment. "Okay. I understand."
After that, Miiko seemed to vanish. I didn't see her in the Crystal Hall, the gardens, or the cantina. I told myself she was just busy—the increased guard activity, the human threat, the endless duties of leadership. It made sense, but a small, lonely part of me missed her presence.
That loneliness was swept away that evening when Chrome and Karenn practically ambushed me, steering me towards the cantina. To my astonishment, it was full of familiar faces, all smiling.
A feast was laid out on the central table—roasted meats, fresh bread, spiced vegetables. Even Karuto was there, beaming with pride. Everyone was there: Leiftan, Nevra, Valkyon, Ykhar, Jamon... a boisterous, happy gathering of all my friends.
It was a perfect night, filled with laughter and stories. Yet, throughout it all, my eyes kept drifting to the door. Her absence was a silent note in the symphony of joy. She's just busy, I told myself again.
The next morning, the day the potion would be ready, I woke with a nervous flutter in my stomach. Today, the shield would be complete. As I got ready to go to the Alchemy Hall, my foot brushed against something slipped under my door.
A single, folded piece of parchment.
The parchment felt like ice in my hands. With trembling fingers, I unfolded it. The words were stark, a brutal slap in the face.
Do not drink the potion. It is not a shield. Do not be so naive.
Its purpose is not to hide you, but to erase you. It uses the Waters of Lethe. Everyone in the human world who has ever known you will forget you ever existed. It is the only way she sees to sever their connection to you.
— Ashkore
The world tilted.
The floor seemed to fall away beneath my feet.
No.
It couldn't be. Miiko wouldn't.
She promised.
She looked me in the eye and promised it wouldn't hurt me. But this… this was a fate worse than any physical harm. To be utterly forgotten by everyone I ever knew? My family, my friends… my past life wiped away as if it were nothing?
Ashkore. The name echoed in my mind. The masked figure. The one who had freed me from the cells on my first day. Was he telling the truth? Was this a trick?
I couldn't breathe. I crumpled the note in my fist and ran. I didn't know where I was going, my feet carrying me on a desperate, frantic path until I found myself skidding to a halt in the library, right in front of a startled Ykhar.
"Ykhar! The Waters of Lethe! What are they? Tell me, quickly!" My voice was too loud, too sharp, edged with panic.
Ykhar jumped, her rabbit ears flattening. "W-Waters of Lethe? Why do you want to know about that? It's a forbidden, dangerous substance!" she stammered, her eyes wide with confusion and concern. "It's… it's a magical water that can selectively erase memories. Permanently. It's why it's so heavily guarded and rarely used. Why, Erika? What's wrong?"
Her explanation, given so innocently and without guile, was the final, crushing confirmation. The last of my denial shattered.
My legs felt weak.
Miiko hadn't just hidden the truth; she had constructed an entire lie around it.
She had looked at my trusting smile and guided my hands as I brewed a potion to annihilate my past.
The air in the Alchemy Hall was cold and still. And there she was. Miiko stood beside the worktable, the now-stable potion glowing with a soft, malevolent light in its crystal vial. She looked up as I entered, her expression unreadable, a mask of calm expectation.
But I could see the tension in her shoulders, the way her hands were clasped too tightly in front of her.
"Erika," she said, her voice even. "It is time. The potion is ready."
I forced my feet to carry me forward, my heart hammering against my ribs like a trapped bird. The note from Ashkore felt like a brand in my mind. I swallowed the acid taste of betrayal, forcing my face into a semblance of weary acceptance.
I had to hear her say it. I had to look into her eyes and see the lie for myself.
I stopped on the other side of the table, the vial between us like a loaded weapon.
My gaze dropped to it, then lifted to meet her brilliant blue eyes.
And I couldn't do it. I couldn't pretend. The hurt and fury boiled over, shattering my fragile composure.
"I know," I whispered, my voice trembling with the force of my emotions. "I know what it really is."
Miiko’s mask didn't crack. She didn't flinch. She just watched me, her eyes filled with a profound, devastating sorrow.
"It's not to mask my presence. It's to make them forget me, isn't it?" My voice rose, cracking. "My mother. My father. My friends. Everyone I ever knew. You want to erase me from their minds like I was never born!"
Silence. It was her only answer. A confirmation more damning than any words.
"Say something!" I pleaded, tears starting to stream down my face. "Tell me I'm wrong! Look me in the eye and tell me you aren't about to make me a ghost in my own past!"
Finally, she spoke, her voice a hollow, broken thing. "Please, Erika." The words were a raw plea. "Do not make this more difficult than it already is. Please, just drink it."
The confirmation, gentle and heartbroken as it was, shattered me. "You promised," I choked out. "You promised it wouldn't hurt me."
"I know," she breathed, a single tear tracing a path down her own cheek. "And I am so sorry."
The world stopped. Miiko’s plea, “Please, just drink it,” was a fragile thread stretched between our shattered trust.
I stood my ground, my refusal a shield against her painful solution. I expected a command, a cold ultimatum.
I did not expect the devastating surrender in her eyes.
Her hand moved, not with force, but with a heartbreaking slowness. She lifted the vial, her gaze locked on mine, and drank the shimmering liquid.
My breath caught.
What is she doing?
Before I could process it, she was there.
Her hands came up to cradle my face, but they weren't frantic.
They were trembling, infinitely gentle, her thumbs stroking my cheeks as if memorizing their shape. Her eyes, pools of blue sorrow and unwavering resolve, held mine.
"Forgive me," she whispered, a breath against my lips.
And then she kissed me.
It was not a collision, but a question. Her lips were impossibly soft, a tentative, searching pressure. And for one breathtaking, catastrophic second, my heart answered.
All the hidden longing, the stolen glances, the unspoken words—it all surged to the surface, overriding the betrayal, the anger, everything.
My eyes fluttered shut. A small, broken sound escaped me, and I kissed her back.
My hands, which had been clenched at my sides, rose to her waist, clinging to the fabric of her robes, pulling her closer.
It was everything I had ever imagined and nothing like it at all. It was warmth and tenderness and a feeling of finally, finally coming home.
And then, the bitter cold flooded my mouth.
The potion. It passed from her lips to mine, a slow, deliberate transfer. The taste was vile—ashes and forgotten memories—a stark, violent contradiction to the sweetness of the kiss. The shock of it was a physical blow.
My mind, which had been lost in the sensation of her, screamed back to reality.
This is how she's doing it. This is the deception.
The horror dawned, cold and sharp. The tenderness was a lie. The kiss was a vehicle, a cruel, intimate trick.
I tore my mouth from hers, shoving her away with a force born of revulsion and shattered feeling. We stumbled apart, both gasping for air. The taste of her and the potion was a poison on my tongue, a permanent stain.
I stared at her, my hand flying to my lips, as if I could wipe away both the lingering softness and the creeping magic. She looked back at me, her own lips parted in a silent gasp, her expression one of utter devastation.
The kiss had been real for her, too—a final, terrible act of love and sacrifice, twisted into an instrument of pain.
The potion was inside me now, a cold stone sinking into my soul.
I could feel its magic beginning to weave through me, and I knew, with a clarity that was more painful than any lie, that the most beautiful moment of my life had just been used to destroy a part of me forever.
Chapter 12: Episode 14 - 15
Chapter Text
The taste of the potion was still a bitter film on my lips, a vile counterpoint to the ghost of her kiss. The shock that had frozen me shattered, replaced by a white-hot fury that erupted from the deepest part of my soul.
My hand, moving on its own volition, swung through the air before I could even think.
The crack of my palm against her cheek echoed in the silent Alchemy Hall.
Miiko’s head snapped to the side. She didn't cry out. She didn't even raise a hand to the red mark blossoming on her pale skin. She just stood there, absorbing the blow, her eyes closed.
She knew she deserved it.
"That's for the lies!" I snarled, my voice trembling with a rage so profound it felt like it would tear me apart. "All of them! I'm done, Miiko! I am so done!"
I took a step back, my finger jabbing in her direction. "You didn't think I knew, did you? That I hadn't figured it out! I wasn't 'unconscious for a few hours' after you pulled me from the sea! It was three days! Three days, and you lied to my face! You lied about the portals, letting me believe there wasn't a chance to go home when you knew there was! You lied about Balenvia, telling me about the villagers but hiding the two guards who died! And now... now this!"
My voice broke as I gestured wildly at the empty vial. "You used... that... you used a kiss... to poison me! To make my own family forget I ever existed!"
Miiko finally opened her eyes, and they were filled with a desperate, pained plea. "I never wanted any of this to happen, Erika. You must believe that. But I am the leader. A leader must make difficult choices for the good of all. Even... even when they break your heart."
"Don't you dare!" I screamed, tears of rage and hurt streaming down my face. "Don't you dare hide behind your title! You can be a good leader, Miiko, a brilliant one! But you are a horrible person! You use people! You manipulate and you lie, and you call it 'duty'!"
"I am trying to protect you!" she cried out, her own composure finally cracking, her voice rising to match mine.
"By destroying me?!" I shot back. "I don't want your protection if this is what it costs! I don't want anything from you!"
"Erika, please, let us talk—" she implored, taking a step toward me, her hand outstretched.
"No."
The word was final, cold, and absolute. I turned my back on her. I couldn't look at her for another second—the woman who had held me as I cried, who had fought for me, who had just kissed me with a devastating tenderness, all while weaving a web of deceit so deep I doubted I would ever find my way out.
I walked out of the Alchemy Hall, leaving her standing there amidst the herbs and crucibles, the echo of my slap and my accusations hanging in the air. I didn't run. I walked with a stiff, determined pace, each step taking me further from the epicenter of my heartbreak.
I didn't look back. I went straight to my room, the only sanctuary I had left, and locked the door, finally allowing the full, suffocating weight of her betrayal to crush me in the silence.
The lock on my door clicked into place with a finality that echoed in the silence of my room. It was my only defense. In the days that followed, I became a ghost in the headquarters. I heard them, of course.
The soft, hesitant knocks. Sometimes it was Nevra’s casual rap, followed by a coaxing, "Come on, Erika, open up." Other times, it was the heavier, more solemn knock of Valkyon, or even Ezarel’s voice, uncharacteristically lacking its usual mockery.
They knew. Somehow, they all knew something had shattered between Miiko and me, and they were trying to pick up the pieces. I ignored them all, curled on my bed, the memory of the bitter potion and the devastating kiss playing on a loop in my mind.
I only left for the barest essentials, moving through the halls like a shadow, avoiding eye contact. But a stubborn part of me refused to break completely. On the third day, I forced myself to go to the library.
Ykhar looked up from her scrolls, her rabbit ears perking in surprise and relief. "Erika! There you are! We were so worried. Where have you been these last few days? You vanished!"
I forced my lips into a smile that felt like it was made of cracked clay. "I'm fine, Ykhar. Just... just wasn't feeling well. Needed some rest." The lie was ash in my mouth, but her innocent, worried face couldn't handle the truth.
Later that afternoon, Leiftan found me. He didn't press, simply sat beside me at the library table, his presence a calm, steady thing.
"It is good to see you out of your room,"he said gently.
I couldn't meet his eyes. "I suppose."
He was silent for a long moment, choosing his words with the care of someone navigating a field of broken glass. "What happened... I cannot pretend to understand the depth of it. But I know Miiko. Her methods are... severe. But her intention is never malice. It is always the protection of Eel, of everyone within it. She carries the weight of every soul here."
A fresh wave of anger, cold and sharp, washed over me. "Good intentions don't erase the damage, Leiftan. They don't make betrayal hurt any less."
"I know," he conceded, his voice soft. "And your pain is valid. I only ask that you try, in time, to understand the impossible position she is in. She makes choices no one should have to make."
I shook my head, my throat tight. "I don't want to talk about her."
He accepted this with a slow nod. "Very well." He didn't try to force the issue further, offering only his quiet, supportive presence until I stood to leave.
I retreated back to the library, the one place where the world was made of facts and histories, not painful, personal truths. It was there that Kero found me, his horns gleaming in the soft light.
"Erika! I've been looking for you," he said, a genuine, excited smile on his face. "I finally managed to secure a tutor for you! A proper scholar who can teach you about the deeper histories of Eldarya, the lineages of the noble families, the old magic... everything you'd want to know."
The news was a lifeline thrown into my turbulent sea. It was something for me. Not for Miiko, not for the Guard, but for my own understanding, my own power in a world that constantly sought to control me.
I looked at Kero, and for the first time in days, my smile felt a little less forced. "Thank you, Kero. That... that sounds perfect."
It was a small step, a fragile new path forward. But it was mine, and for now, that was enough.
The history tutor’s chamber was quiet, filled with the scent of old paper and ink. I was the first to arrive, settling at a large wooden table, grateful for the distraction. When the door creaked open again, I expected the tutor. Instead, I saw a familiar pair of rabbit ears and nervous eyes.
"Ykhar?" I asked, genuinely surprised. "What are you doing here?"
She flinched, clutching her books to her chest like a shield. Her cheeks flushed a deep red. "I... I... oh, alright!" she blurted out, her voice a desperate whisper. "I'm terrible at history! Truly awful! Everyone always whispers about it, and the other scribes... they laugh when I mix up the dynasties. I just... I wanted it to stop. I want to be better."
Her confession, so raw and honest, was a stark contrast to the web of lies I’d been drowning in. My own problems suddenly felt smaller. I gave her a small, understanding smile. "Well, you're in the right place then. Let's learn together."
The afternoon passed not as a lonely study session, but as a shared struggle. We poured over maps of ancient kingdoms and tried to untangle the complicated lineages of the noble families.
For a few hours, there was no betrayal, no heartbreak, just the simple challenge of memorizing dates and the shared, quiet triumph when one of us remembered a correct answer. It was a balm on my wounded spirit.
Leaving the library, feeling more grounded than I had in days, I almost didn't notice Nevra leaning against a pillar in the courtyard. His usual smirk was absent, replaced by a somber expression that made him look older.
"Erika," he said, pushing off the pillar. "Got a minute?"
I nodded cautiously, my guard still up, but the day's calm had softened its edges.
He let out a long breath, looking out at the gardens instead of at me. "I'm not going to make excuses for what happened. It was a dirty move." He finally met my gaze, his eyes filled with a rare, genuine remorse. "But I need you to know something. The decision... it wasn't Miiko's alone. It was all of us. The leaders. We debated it for hours. We all voted. She was just the one who had to... carry it out."
The revelation hit me like a physical blow, but without the sharp anger. It was a heavier, colder weight. It wasn't just Miiko; it was the entire structure of leadership I had begun to trust. They had all agreed to erase me.
"I'm sorry," Nevra said, his voice low and earnest. "And I'm asking you, not as a guard, but as someone who cares about both of you... please consider talking to her. I've never seen her like this. She's... shattered. What she did was wrong, but her reasons... they came from a place that wasn't evil, just desperate."
A week ago, I would have screamed at him. I would have thrown his apology back in his face. But now, after an afternoon of quiet study and a glimpse of a life beyond this conflict, the fury had burned down to embers.
The hurt was still there, a deep, aching bruise, but the blinding rage was gone.
I looked at Nevra, truly considering his words. The image of a shattered Miiko was a painful one, and despite everything, it stirred something in me.
"I'll... think about it," I said softly, the words feeling both fragile and significant.
It wasn't a yes. It wasn't forgiveness.
The night enveloped the headquarters in a cool, silent cloak. I had finished my duties in the library and was about to go to bed, exhausted more by the weight of the last few days than by the work itself, when a familiar figure appeared at my window.
The masked man. Ashkore.
Without a word, he gestured for me to follow. A part of me, the one that still feared betrayal, went on alert, but a larger, more curious and desperate part won out. I slipped out, following his silent form through the shadowy corridors and out into the main courtyard, where the great cherry tree stood, its blossoms pale in the moonlight.
"You can call me Ash," he said, his voice muffled but clearer now, devoid of the metallic echo I remembered.
"Why did you tell me?" I asked, my voice low. "Why warn me about the potion?"
His masked face tilted. The hatred in his voice was palpable, a sharp, cold thing. "Because someone had to. The Eel Guard, and Miiko at its head, is built on a foundation of lies. They spin pretty tales to keep their pawns in line. I simply revealed the truth of the board." He spat Miiko's name like a curse.
The venom was startling. "So, are you my ally?" I asked, the question feeling both dangerous and necessary.
He let out a short, harsh laugh. "I am an enemy of their deception. If that makes us allies for now, then—"
A sharp crack—a snapped twig under a boot—cut him off. In a flash, Ash melted back into the shadows, disappearing as if he were part of the night itself.
A moment later, Miiko stepped into the clearing, her white hair and robes glowing in the dim light. Her eyes were wide with concern and something else—suspicion.
"Erika? What are you doing out here?" she asked, her voice tight.
"Just... taking a walk," I replied, crossing my arms over my chest. "I couldn't sleep."
A heavy, suffocating silence descended between us, thick with everything that had been said and done in the Alchemy Hall.
I refused to be the one to break it.
I had given enough.
It was Miiko who finally spoke, her voice devastatingly soft, shattering the quiet. "Erika, I... I am sorry. For all of it." She took a hesitant step closer, her gaze dropping to the ground. "And I am... truly sorry... for the kiss. It was a violation. It was wrong."
The apology hung in the air, raw and genuine. But the wound was too fresh, the memory of the potion's bitter taste still hauntingly present.
I simply stood there, locked in my silence, holding the pieces of my broken trust tightly against my chest, unable to offer the forgiveness she so desperately sought.
The silence stretched, fragile and thin. Miiko's apology hung between us, a bridge I wasn't ready to cross. But the raw honesty in her voice, the admission of her wrongs, made my stubborn silence feel childish.
I took a slow breath, my gaze meeting hers in the moonlight. "I'm not ready to trust you again. And I can't forgive you. Not yet." I saw the hope in her eyes dim, but I pressed on. "But... I would like to try. To be on better terms. For now."
The relief that washed over her features was immediate and profound. It wasn't the full reconciliation she wanted, but it was a start, and she clung to it. "That is... that is more than I deserve. Thank you, Erika."
She hesitated before asking, "Would you like me to walk you back to your room?"
I was about to answer when a sudden commotion erupted from the direction of the library—raised, alarmed voices and the sound of frantic movement.
Without a word, we both turned and hurried towards the noise. The grand library doors were open, revealing a scene of chaos inside. Guards and a few early-rising scholars were milling about in confusion.
"What is happening here?" Miiko's voice cut through the noise, instantly commanding order.
One of the junior guards snapped to attention. "Commander! It's the archives. Several sections have been... emptied. Dozens of books are missing."
Miiko's expression turned to ice. She turned her sharp gaze to the three people who knew the library's inventory better than anyone. "Ykhar. Erika. Kero. Now."
"Explain."
Ykhar, trembling, spoke first. "I-I was with Erika! We were in our history tutoring session until late! The tutor can confirm it!"
"I was there too," I confirmed, my mind racing. "We left together."
All eyes fell on Kero. The gentle, horned boy looked utterly bewildered and horrified. "I... I don't know! I was cataloguing new scrolls in the west wing all evening. I didn't see or hear anything unusual! I swear it!"
The weight of the situation settled on his shoulders alone. He was the only one without a concrete alibi for the entire evening. Miiko's gaze was heavy upon him, not yet accusatory, but deeply analytical.
"The three of you are the only ones with unrestricted access and knowledge of the most sensitive sections," Miiko stated, her voice low. "Two of you have an alibi. Kero..." She didn't finish the sentence, but the implication was clear.
Miiko's voice was firm, leaving no room for argument. "None of you are suspects. Your dedication to this headquarters is beyond question." Her gaze softened as it fell on Ykhar, who was looking around the ransacked library with heartbroken eyes, as if each missing book was a personal loss. "We will recover what was taken. I promise."
With no immediate solution at hand, Miiko adjourned the meeting, suggesting they reconvene with fresh minds in the morning. True to her word, she walked Erika back to her room, the silence between them now less hostile, more contemplative.
The next day, Erika found herself in Miiko's solar, joined by the other Guard leaders. The air was thick with purpose. Miiko, slipping back into her role as commander, turned to Erika.
"Walk me through your day yesterday again, Erika. Every detail, no matter how small, might be significant."
Erika complied, recounting her duties, the history lesson with Ykhar, and the quiet evening. Then, she took a breath. "There's one more thing. Last night, before I came back inside... I spoke with Ashkore. By the cherry tree."
A ripple of tension went through the room, but Miiko's reaction was not what Erika expected. There was no outburst of anger about the security breach. Instead, Miiko's face paled slightly, a deep, personal concern flashing in her blue eyes.
"Ashkore..." Miiko repeated, her voice low. "What did he want? Erika, you must understand, interacting with him is dangerous. Your safety matters."
The response was so instinctive, so stripped of political calculation, that it sent a wave of warmth through Erika's chest. Miiko's worry was for her, not just for the secrets Ashkore might steal. Erika felt a flicker of the old connection, but she guarded it carefully, offering only a small, acknowledging nod without words.
The moment was broken as Nevra, Valkyon, and Ezarel entered the room, their expressions grim.
"We've found something," Nevra announced, cutting to the chase. He tossed a damp, mud-stained scrap of dark fabric onto Miiko's desk. "This was caught on a broken grate near the supply entrance. The one that leads down to the old waterways."
Valkyon crossed his arms, his voice a low rumble. "The trail leads toward the subterranean prison. The one that was flooded and sealed decades ago after the great sinkhole."
Ezarel, leaning against the doorframe, finished the thought, his usual smirk absent. "Looks like we have a rat. And it's not coming from the outside. It's coming from the prison beneath our feet."
The grim expressions on the leaders' faces deepened. Nevra was the one to deliver the next blow, his voice uncharacteristically somber. "There's more, Miiko. The Siren Guard assigned to watch the flooded prison... she was attacked. Ewelein is treating her now for a deep gash and... sonic-based internal trauma."
Valkyon's jaw tightened. "The attacker was another siren. The residual magic is unmistakable."
The revelation sent a chill through the room. This wasn't just a theft; it was an assault from within their most secure, forgotten depths. The danger was no longer a hypothetical threat, but a tangible, violent force lurking beneath their very feet.
The following days passed with a tense, surface-level normality.
Erika attended her duties, her history lessons, and shared meals with her friends. But a deep, unsettling feeling began to root itself in her soul, growing stronger with each passing night.
As she lay in her bed, the room that Miiko had once beautifully decorated for her no longer felt like a sanctuary. It felt temporary, like a borrowed space.
A profound, aching sense of displacement settled over her. This isn't home. The thought was a quiet, persistent whisper in the dark, more frightening than any siren's attack. She felt unmoored, a leaf caught between two worlds, belonging to neither.
On an evening when Miiko realized she hadn't caught even a glimpse of Erika all day, a familiar worry resurfaced, sharper now after their fragile truce. Setting aside her reports, she made her way to Erika's room.
A soft knock echoed in the hallway. When the door opened, Miiko saw the truth immediately. It was in the slight slump of Erika's shoulders, the shadowed look in her eyes that not even the room's soft lamplight could chase away.
"Erika," Miiko began, her voice softer than she used for anyone else. "I... I was concerned. I had not seen you today." She hesitated, her gaze taking in the room, the same one she had filled with care and color, now feeling somehow hollow. "Are you... alright?"
The question hung in the air, simple yet profound. It wasn't about the mission, the missing books, or the sirens. It was about her. And in that moment, Erika wasn't sure if the answer would be a lie, or if the truth would be too heavy to speak aloud.
The silence stretched, filled with the unspoken words of a leader who had caused deep hurt, and a girl who no longer knew where she belonged.
The dam broke. It wasn't a loud, dramatic shatter, but a quiet, devastating collapse from within. The words I had been choking back for weeks, the homesickness I disguised as frustration, the profound sense of displacement—it all came pouring out in a raw, trembling confession.
"I miss my life," I whispered, my voice cracking. The tears I had been fighting finally fell, hot and relentless. "I miss my world. The stupid, simple sounds of it. The food. The sun. I don't... I don't feel at home here. I don't feel at home anywhere." I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to hold the pieces together. "And a part of me... a part of me hates you for it. For bringing me here. For keeping me here."
I couldn't look at her. I expected anger. A cold rebuttal. A reminder of my duty or my heritage.
Instead, I heard the soft rustle of fabric. I felt her presence lower to the floor, but she didn't touch me. She didn't try to hold me. She simply sat beside me, a careful, respectful distance away, sharing the same cold space of my floor, my grief.
For a long moment, the only sound was my ragged breathing.
Then, her voice, softer than I had ever heard it, filled with a conviction that felt both desperate and sincere. "I will fix this," she vowed, the words a quiet promise in the dim light. "I do not know how, but I will find a way. I am so sorry, Erika. For all of it." She took a shaky breath. "And this... this will be the last lie I ever tell you."
It wasn't an embrace. It wasn't forgiveness. But it was something. It was her, the proud and powerful leader, sitting on the floor in a moment of shared helplessness, offering not excuses, but a promise.
I didn't say anything. I didn't have the words. But I slowly, tentatively, let my head fall to the side until it rested against her shoulder. It was the barest touch, the smallest acceptance of the comfort she was offering.
She went perfectly still for a second, then relaxed, her own head tilting to rest against mine.
We sat there in the quiet, two lost souls amid the ruins of trust, finding a small, fragile peace in the simple, shared weight of our silence.
It wasn't a solution, but for the first time in a long time, the ache in my chest felt a little less alone.
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The days that followed the raw, painful night in my room were a blur of forced normalcy. I threw myself into my duties, the history lessons with Ykhar, and the quiet companionship of my friends. During one of these moments, a conversation with Leiftan turned more personal. He had a way of offering advice that felt less like a command and more like a friend sharing a burden.
"I may not understand completely," he said, his gaze distant, "but I, too, have lost someone. A void that never truly fills. It is not the same as your loss of a world, but it allows me to understand the shape of your grief, if not its full measure." His words were a quiet acknowledgment, a thread of shared pain that made me feel slightly less alone in my sadness.
A few days later, I was on a simple courier mission to the eastern wing of the headquarters, my mind a million miles away, when a tall, severe figure stepped into the corridor, blocking my path. I stopped short, my heart giving a nervous jump.
Feng Zifu.
His expression was as inscrutable as ever, but he offered a curt, formal bow. "Lady Erika. You will accompany me to the Crystal Hall."
It wasn't a request. It was a statement. My mind raced, a single, hopeful thought eclipsing all others. Huang Hua. He was her guardian. If he was here, personally seeking me out, it could only mean one thing.
A flutter of excitement, the first I'd felt in weeks, stirred in my chest, momentarily overshadowing the lingering homesickness and confusion.
Without a word, I simply nodded and fell into step behind him, my thoughts already flying ahead to the Crystal Hall, hoping to see a familiar flash of crimson silk and a bright, cheerful smile waiting for me.
The great doors of the Crystal Hall swung open, and the scene that greeted me was one I never could have imagined.
The entire Light Guard was assembled, and at the center, standing before the pulsing crystal, was Huang Hua. But the cheerful, bubbly envoy was gone. In her place stood a figure of righteous, icy fury.
And she was directing it all at Miiko.
"Did you even think?" Huang Hua's voice, usually so melodic, was sharp as a shard of glass, cutting through the silent hall. "Did you consider the consequences for even a moment? Or were you so blinded by your own fear that you thought this was the only path?"
Miiko stood before her, head bowed slightly, her black hair obscuring her face. She didn't defend herself. She didn't argue. She simply accepted the verbal lashing, her posture one of utter defeat.
"Stupid," Huang Hua hissed, the word echoing in the vast space. "Reckless and stupid!"
A complex, painful knot twisted in my chest. Seeing Miiko, so thoroughly chastised and humiliated in front of her own guard sparked a pang of unexpected pity. But warring with that was a dark, vindictive sense of satisfaction.
Finally.
Finally, someone was saying all the things I felt.
Finally, someone was holding her accountable, and doing it with a fury I could never muster.
"This does not just reflect on you," Huang Hua continued, her voice dropping to a dangerous, carrying calm. "An act like this, done under the banner of our alliance... it makes us complicit. It makes me complicit. You are forcing me to question if our values are still aligned."
The threat to their alliance was laid bare, and a fresh wave of shock went through the room.
It was then that Huang Hua's eyes, blazing with anger, found mine in the crowd. In an instant, the fury on her face melted away, replaced by a radiant, genuine warmth. The transformation was startling.
"Erika!" she called out, her voice softening, beckoning me forward with a wave.
Every eye in the hall turned to me as I stepped forward, my cheeks flushing. Huang Hua closed the distance between us and pulled me into a brief, tight hug.
"It is so good to see you, little one," she said sincerely, holding me at arm's length to look at me, her eyes searching mine for any harm. "Are you alright?"
I managed a nod, overwhelmed. "I... I'm okay. It's good to see you too, Huang Hua."
In that moment, standing in the heart of the tension she had created, her simple act of greeting me felt like a powerful declaration.
She had publicly dismantled Miiko's authority, threatened their alliance, and then turned to me with nothing but concern. It was the most potent defense I could have ever asked for, and it left no one in the hall doubting where her loyalties in this matter truly lay.
Chapter 13: Episode 16 - 17
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Huang Hua linked her arm with mine, a stark contrast to the tense scene we had just left. "Come, little one. Let's get something to eat. You look like you could use a proper meal and some friendly company."
In the cantina, away from the judging eyes of the guards, Huang Hua's demeanor softened further. She sighed, stirring her tea. "Miiko... she has always been stubborn. Like an ancient, gnarled oak that refuses to bend in the wind. But this time..." She shook her head, her expression turning grim. "This time, my old friend went too far. Even for her."
I just nodded, picking at my food. There was nothing to say. Huang Hua's presence was exactly that—a breath of fresh air, a voice of reason that validated my pain without me having to justify it. For the first time in weeks, I felt someone was truly, unequivocally on my side.
Later that evening, Miiko called for an informal meeting in the cantina. The leaders of the various guards, key members of the Shining Guard, and Huang Hua were all present. The topic was Balenvia.
"The Miconidas are refusing all further communication," Valkyon reported, his voice gruff. "They have sealed the cave entrances with a rapid, crystalline fungal growth. Our diplomats are barred entry."
"The situation is deteriorating," Nevra added, uncharacteristically serious. "The initial gratitude from the villagers is turning to frustration. They want a permanent solution, and the Miconidas' isolation is preventing that."
Miiko listened, her face a mask of concentration. "A prolonged stalemate benefits no one. We need a swift resolution, a new approach before this tension boils over into something worse."
Then, she did something that made the entire room still. She turned her head, her blue eyes finding mine across the crowded space. They weren't pleading or commanding. They were... inquiring. "We need a perspective that isn't mired in our usual protocols. A different way of seeing the problem."
The unspoken invitation hung in the air. She was inciting a response from me. After everything, she was publicly asking for my input on the very crisis where her lies had begun.
The attention of every leader in the room shifted to me. I felt my face grow warm, my heart pounding. I didn't speak, merely giving a small, non-committal nod, too overwhelmed to form a coherent thought in the moment.
After the meeting adjourned, as people began to disperse, Miiko approached me. Her voice was low, meant only for my ears.
"Erika. A moment of your time, please. About Balenvia." Her gaze was intense, but there was a new humility in it. She wasn't ordering; she was asking. She truly wanted to hear what I had to say, and the weight of that expectation felt heavier than any mission she had ever given me.
Miiko didn't wait for us to find a private spot. She stopped me right there in the hallway, the residual energy of the meeting still humming around us.
"I have been thinking," she began, her voice low and deliberate. "I have been... profoundly unfair to you." The admission seemed to cost her something, but she pressed on. "By keeping you confined, by clipping your wings under the guise of protection, I have not only hurt you, but I have also robbed this guard of a unique perspective. Your perspective."
She met my gaze, her blue eyes blazing with a new, fierce conviction. "So, I am done with that. For the crisis in Balenvia, I am not giving you orders. I am not sending you with a team of guards. I am depositing all my faith in you, Erika. I believe you can find a solution where I have only found walls. I am trusting you to find a path forward."
The words were so unexpected, so contrary to everything she had ever done, that I could only stare.
"I... I don't know what to say," I managed, my mind already racing.
"Don't say anything," she replied softly. "Just... see what you can find."
And with that, she turned and walked away, leaving me standing alone in the corridor, the weight of her entire faith settled squarely on my shoulders.
The days that followed were a blur of intense, single-minded focus. I continued my check-ups with Ewelein, but my true work began the moment I left the infirmary. I buried myself in the library, surrounding myself with every scroll, bestiary, and historical account I could find on the Miconidas.
I learned about their symbiotic relationship with specific minerals, their ancient, hive-like consciousness, and their deep, inherent fear of outsiders born from a history of being hunted for their unique properties.
In the afternoons, I worked alongside Ewelein in her lab. We analyzed the residual toxin from Balenvia, breaking down its components.
I wasn't just an assistant; I was a collaborator, offering ideas based on what I was learning. Ewelein, to her credit, never treated me as anything less.
"The toxin isn't inherently malicious," I mused aloud one afternoon, staring at a shimmering sample. "It's a defense mechanism. It's like... a scream made into a poison."
Ewelein nodded thoughtfully. "A scream that harms those who cannot understand it. So how do we make them stop screaming?"
That was the question. How do you negotiate with a species that communicates through chemical releases and feels threatened by your very presence?
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The return to the headquarters was triumphant, but for Erika, it was also laced with a quiet, personal anticipation. The mission to Balenvia had been a success beyond anyone's hopes. Not only had a lasting peace been brokered with the Miconidas, but deep within their sacred caves, they had discovered a massive, pure vein of crystal, pulsating with the same energy as the one in the heart of their own hall.
Huang Hua, Ewelein, and Valkyon had been invaluable partners, but as they passed through the main gates, Huang Hua gave Erika's hand a final, knowing squeeze. "I have matters to discuss with my own retinue. I will see you later, little hero," she said, her smile bright and strangely encouraging before she whisked Ewelein and Valkyon away with her, leaving Erika standing alone in the entrance.
A little confused but understanding the unspoken cue, Erika didn't go to the cantina to celebrate with the others. Instead, she turned and walked the familiar path to the Crystal Hall. Her boots were still dusty from the road, and she carried the weight of exhaustion, but beneath it was a steady, warm glow of accomplishment.
She pushed the great doors open.
Miiko was there, standing in the center of the hall, as if she hadn't moved since they left. She turned slowly, and the mask of the stoic commander completely fell away. Relief, worry, pride, and a dozen other emotions warred in her brilliant blue eyes.
Before Erika could say a word, Miiko crossed the distance between them in a few swift strides and pulled her into a tight, desperate embrace.
"You're safe," Miiko breathed into her hair, her voice thick with emotion. "Thank the spirits, you're safe."
Erika stiffened for only a second, a final, fleeting echo of their past hurts. But the memory of the last few weeks washed over her—the immense trust Miiko had placed in her, the way she had stepped back and given her the space to lead, the genuine faith that had been the foundation of their success. The anger and betrayal began to truly loosen their grip.
She let out a soft sigh, her body relaxing into the embrace. Her arms came up, returning the hug, her hands clutching the back of Miiko's robes. She buried her face in the familiar scent of ozone and starlight, feeling a sense of homecoming she hadn't felt in a long time.
"I'm okay," Erika murmured against her shoulder. "We did it."
Miiko held her tighter for a moment before pulling back just enough to look at her face, her hands resting on Erika's shoulders. "I never doubted you would," she said, and the words were not a platitude, but the raw, honest truth.
In the quiet of the hall, with the dust of the journey still settling around them, Miiko didn't let go. Her hands remained on Erika's shoulders, her gaze earnest.
"I need to say it again," Miiko whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "I am so sorry for the pain I caused you. I was... blind." She took a shaky breath. "But seeing what you accomplished... you are amazing, Erika. Truly. I admire you more than I can possibly express." Her thumbs gently stroked Erika's shoulders. "And if one day the Oracle wills it... I hope you can find the strength in your heart to forgive me."
Erika felt the words seep into her, warming the cold, hurt places that had lingered for so long. Her own eyes glistened with unshed tears, the emotional dam finally breaking under the weight of Miiko's sincere admiration and the exhaustion of her journey.
It was a small, vulnerable moment, shared in the glow of the great crystal.
It was in that heightened state of emotion that the memory surfaced with perfect clarity.
"And... the Oracle," Erika said, her voice filled with awe. "In the cave, when we found the crystal... it appeared to me again. Just for a moment. Its light... it touched me."
Miiko's eyes widened in sheer astonishment. The Oracle appearing once was a monumental event. A second time, and in a distant cave, was unprecedented. It was a confirmation that Erika's connection to Eldarya was something profound and unique.
A slow, reverent smile spread across Miiko's face. "Then it is only right that you should be the one to place it," she said, gesturing to the large, raw crystal they had brought back. "It called to you. It is yours to join with this hall."
Erika looked from the magnificent crystal to Miiko, a determined spark in her eyes. She nodded, but then her hands slid down Miiko's arms, taking her hands in her own.
"No," Erika said softly, but firmly. "Not just me." She gave Miiko's hands a gentle pull. "We do it together. Like we did the first time."
A wave of profound emotion washed over Miiko's features. Without another word, she nodded, her hands tightening around Erika's. Together, they lifted the heavy, glowing crystal.
Together, they carried it to the designated spot. And together, with a combined effort, they settled it into place amongst the others.
As the new crystal flared to life, its energy syncing with the pulse of the hall, they stood side-by-side, their shoulders touching.
As the new crystal flared to life, its energy syncing with the hall in a wave of pure, resonant light, the world seemed to narrow to that single point. Erika, overwhelmed by the moment—the success, the shared effort, the profound emotion in Miiko's eyes—acted on pure instinct.
Her fingers, still resting near Miiko's, gently interlaced with the Kitsune's.
The contact was electric. Miiko’s breath hitched, her eyes widening slightly as she looked down at their joined hands. A deep, warm blush crept up her neck and painted her cheeks, but she did not pull away. She curled her fingers, holding on just as tightly, the pulse in her wrist beating a frantic rhythm against Erika's skin.
It was in this perfectly vulnerable, intimate tableau that Huang Hua chose to make her entrance.
The grand doors swung open with a flourish. She took in the scene with a single, sweeping glance—the glowing new crystal, the two women standing hand-in-hand before it, their faces flushed and expressions soft.
A brilliant, knowing smile spread across her face.
"Well, well," she chimed, her voice like cheerful bells shattering the silence. "It seems the real treasure from Balenvia wasn't just a piece of crystal after all. I do hope I'm not interrupting... a private dedication?"
The spell was broken. Erika and Miiko sprang apart as if scalded, their hands dropping to their sides. The blush on Miiko's face deepened to a spectacular crimson, and Erika was sure her own face was just as red.
They both stammered unintelligibly, unable to form a coherent sentence.
Huang Hua laughed, a light, musical sound that held no malice, only sheer delight. "Oh, don't mind me! I'm just here to collect our brilliant diplomat. Even heroes need to eat, little one." She glided over, seamlessly looping her arm through Erika's and pulling her gently but firmly away from a flustered Miiko.
"Come, Erika," she said, winking over her shoulder at the speechless Kitsune leader. "Let's get some food in you before Miiko makes her big announcement to the town. You'll need your strength."
As Huang Hua led her away, Erika glanced back. Miiko was still standing by the crystal, one hand slightly raised as if to stop them, her expression a comical mixture of frustration, embarrassment, and something else.
The town square was packed, a sea of hopeful faces turned towards the steps of the headquarters where Miiko stood. Her voice, amplified by the crystal she held, carried clearly over the crowd as she announced the success in Balenvia—the peace treaty, the reopened trade, and the end of the toxic threat. A wave of relieved cheers washed over the square.
"But our greatest success," Miiko continued, her voice gaining a warmer, more personal tone, "is a new understanding. And with that understanding, come new allies." She gestured, and two figures emerged from the entrance. Gasps and murmurs rippled through the crowd as the smaller, familiar form of Milo, the young Miconid, waved a shy, root-like hand at Erika. Beside him stood the imposing, yet serene, Matriarch of the Miconidas, her fungal body shimmering in the sunlight. "Please welcome our newest members of the Eel Guard."
Erika's heart swelled with joy, her smile so wide it hurt her cheeks. This was more than she had ever hoped for.
Then, Miiko's gaze found hers in the front row. "There is one more person to whom we owe a great debt. Erika, please, step forward."
A jolt of nerves shot through her. Huang Hua, standing beside her, gave her a gentle push. "Go on, little hero."
Erika walked up the steps to stand beside Miiko, feeling the eyes of the entire town upon her.
"This mission would have ended in failure and more bloodshed," Miiko announced, her voice ringing with conviction, "if not for the courage, empathy, and unique perspective of Erika. She saw a path of peace where we saw only walls. She spoke a language of understanding where we had only commands."
Miiko turned to face her fully, her blue eyes filled with a pride that made Erika's breath catch.
"Therefore, it is with the utmost honor that I officially name Erika a member of the Light Guard." The crowd erupted into applause, but Miiko wasn't finished. She raised a hand for quiet. "Not only that. While Jamon remains my right hand, my unshakable enforcer..." She paused, a small, private smile touching her lips just for Erika. "...I name Erika as my left hand. My advisor. And most importantly... my friend."
The applause that followed was thunderous. Cheers, whistles, and shouts of her name filled the air. Erika stood there, stunned, the noise washing over her. She saw Huang Hua beaming, Jamon giving a solemn, approving nod from the side, and Leiftan offering a calm, proud smile.
A wave of joy had washed over the headquarters and refused to recede, lasting the entire week. The air was filled with laughter and the vibrant energy of the annual Eel Fair, which Miiko had officially approved. Erika was determined to soak in every moment.
She spent her day drifting between the colorful market stalls, her arms eventually laden with small trinkets and strange sweets. She was happily dragged from one end of the fair to the other by an exuberant Huang Hua, and later shared a quiet, pleasant lunch with a chattering Ykhar. As the afternoon waned, she simply wandered through the decorated streets, watching families and guards alike enjoy the festivities.
As dusk began to paint the sky in hues of orange and purple, she spotted a familiar, solitary figure in a quieter corner of the food stalls.
Miiko. She was sitting at a small table, delicately enjoying a shimmering, gelatinous dessert that seemed to shift colors. It was so rare to see her look so completely at ease, her shoulders relaxed and a small, genuine smile on her lips as she savored the treat.
The sight was so unusual and heartwarming that Erika found herself walking over without a second thought.
"Enjoying the fair, Boss?" Erika asked, a playful smile on her own lips.
Miiko looked up, and her smile didn't vanish; it only softened. "It is my duty to ensure the festivities are running smoothly," she said, though her eyes sparkled with amusement. "And this... this is part of the inspection." She gestured with her spoon to the dazzling dessert. "It's surprisingly good."
They chatted for a few minutes about the fair, the food, and the general atmosphere of relief that had settled over the city. It was easy, comfortable. As Erika made to leave, not wanting to overstay her welcome, Miiko spoke again, her voice dropping slightly.
"Erika, wait." Miiko's gaze was warm and held a hint of secret excitement. "Meet me at the cove. The secluded one. After night has fully fallen." A faint blush touched her cheeks. "I... I have a surprise for you."
The invitation, the tone of her voice, the promise of a surprise—it sent a thrill of anticipation straight through Erika's heart. She simply nodded, a slow, hopeful smile spreading across her face.
"I'll be there."
The hours until nightfall seemed to stretch on forever, each minute a tiny eternity. Erika found herself unconsciously watching the sunset, her heart beating a little faster with each deepening shade of purple in the sky. When the first stars began to prick through the velvet darkness, she finally made her way to the secluded cove.
Miiko was already there, waiting by the water's edge. A soft blanket was spread on the sand, and upon it sat a small basket. But what truly stole Erika's breath was the sight of Miiko herself. She had forgone her usual formal robes for something simpler and softer, and her expression was a blend of nervousness and anticipation.
"You came," Miiko said, her voice barely above a whisper, as if speaking too loudly might shatter the moment.
"I said I would," Erika replied, her own voice soft.
Miiko gestured to the blanket. "I brought... a few things. Some of my favorite treats from the fair. I thought you might like to try them." She began to unpack the basket, revealing an array of delicacies that shimmered and glowed even in the dim light.
They sat together, the sound of the gentle waves a soothing soundtrack. Miiko explained each dish, her eyes lighting up as she described the flavors. Then, picking up a small, crystalline fruit that pulsed with a soft light, she hesitated.
"May I...?" she asked, her cheeks flushing a delicate pink. "This one is best experienced... well, it's messy to hold. I could..." She didn't finish, but her meaning was clear.
Erika's heart fluttered. She nodded, her words failing her. Miiko's fingers, usually so sure and commanding, trembled slightly as she brought the fruit to Erika's lips. Erika parted them, allowing Miiko to place the morsel on her tongue. The flavor exploded—sweet and electric and utterly delicious. The intimacy of the act, the trust in it, was more potent than the fruit itself.
They spent what felt like a small eternity like that, sharing food, sharing soft laughter, their shoulders brushing. Then, as if on a celestial cue, the sky above them erupted.
A meteor shower, vast and brilliant, streaked across the darkness in silent, silver ribbons. It was a breathtaking spectacle, painting the night with fleeting, radiant light.
Erika gasped, her eyes wide with wonder. She turned to Miiko, whose face was tilted to the sky, illuminated by the cosmic display. A realization dawned on Erika.
"You knew," she whispered, her voice full of awe. "You knew this would happen tonight."
Miiko turned her head, the starlight catching in her blue eyes. A deep, beautiful blush spread across her face, and she gave a small, helpless shrug, a gesture so uncharacteristically shy and charming that it was all the confirmation Erika needed.
She hadn't just brought her to the beach for a snack. She had planned this. She had brought her here to share her favorite things under a shower of stars.
The world narrowed to the space between them, the salt-kissed air and the fading echo of starlight. Heart pounding, driven by an impulse that overrode all thought, Erika leaned in and pressed a soft, fleeting kiss to Miiko's cheek.
It was just a brush of her lips against skin still warmed by a blush, a silent, heartfelt answer to the night of stars and shared sweets. For a single, suspended second, time stood still. Erika held her breath, waiting for a reaction—a smile, a returned touch, anything.
But the response never came.
Instead, a deafening BOOM tore through the night, followed by the sharp, terrifying sound of shattering crystal and distant screams. The festive lights of the city flickered violently.
Every trace of softness vanished from Miiko's face in an instant, replaced by the razor-sharp focus of a commander. She was on her feet in a flash, her body tense.
"Erika, listen to me," she said, her voice low and urgent, her hand gripping Erika's arm not with romance, but with dire necessity. "You must be careful. Get to the city. Round up all the children and the elderly and take them to the Crystal Hall. It's the most defensible point. Bar the doors. I will deal with whatever this is."
It was an order, but her eyes pleaded for Erika's obedience, for her safety.
Erika nodded, her own fear a cold stone in her stomach. "Okay."
She ran. She did as she was told, her voice joining the cacophony as she helped usher frightened families through the chaotic streets, guiding them toward the safety of the headquarters. The Crystal Hall began to fill with the scared and the vulnerable, its great doors groaning as they were sealed.
But as she stood in the "safety" of the hall, the image of Miiko—alone, facing an unknown threat—burned in her mind. The memory of the kiss, so sweet and unfulfilled, twisted into a knot of fear in her chest. She couldn't stay here. She couldn't hide.
Ignoring the order, ignoring the logic, Erika turned and slipped out through a side entrance, her heart hammering.
She had to go back. She had to find her. The fight was her place, too.
Sprinting back towards the epicenter of the chaos, the air grew thick with the scent of ozone and something darker, like rotting leaves.
The scene that greeted her was one of controlled chaos. Valkyon, Nevra, Ezarel, and Leiftan were a whirlwind of motion, locked in a fierce battle against two massive, snarling Black Dogs, their forms shifting and bleeding shadow.
But at the heart of it all was Miiko, facing a woman Erika had never seen. She had sleek black hair with subtle streaks of pink, and she moved with a terrifying, fluid grace that was both beautiful and deadly. She was overwhelmingly powerful, her every strike forcing Miiko onto the defensive.
Miiko’s focus was absolute, her movements a dance of precision and power. Until her eyes, scanning the periphery for a tactical advantage, found Erika’s.
It was only a second. A single, heart-stopping moment of shared gaze, of shock and fear. But it was enough.
The dark-haired woman saw the opening. A cruel smile twisted her lips as she unleashed a blast of condensed shadow that Miiko, distracted, couldn't fully evade. It struck her in the side, sending her stumbling back with a sharp, pained cry.
A roar of fury erupted from the other leaders, but the Black Dogs redoubled their efforts, keeping them pinned.
As Miiko struggled to her feet, dark, vaporous clouds began to pour from the woman, swallowing the light and sound of the battle, a suffocating blanket of night descending upon them all.
"Enough!" Miiko's voice was not a scream, but a raw, resonant command that tore through the gloom.
A brilliant, blinding light erupted from her body. It wasn't an attack, but a shield—a perfect, shimmering dome of pure energy that pushed against the oppressive darkness, holding it at bay. The light was warm and clean, a stark defiance against the corrupting void.
The strange woman, who had been advancing for a final strike, pulled up short. Her eyes, previously alight with malicious amusement, widened in genuine surprise. Then, a slow, intrigued smile spread across her face.
"How interesting," her voice echoed, laced with a newfound curiosity. "This just got a lot more fun. We'll finish this another time, little fox."
With a flick of her wrist, the Black Dogs dissolved into smoke. She gave Miiko one last, lingering look, then melted back into the retreating shadows, her laughter echoing faintly as the unnatural darkness receded.
The protective dome of light around Miiko flickered and died. She swayed on her feet, the cost of the immense effort clear on her pale face. Her hand was pressed to her injured side, but her eyes immediately found Erika's again
The moment the strange woman vanished, the other leaders rushed to Miiko's side. But concern quickly morphed into sharp reprimand.
"That was a fool's gamble, Miiko!" Nevra snapped, his usual casual demeanor gone, replaced by raw fear. "You dropped your guard completely! She could have killed you!"
Ezarel's voice was a low, furious growl. "What were you thinking using that energy?"
Before Miiko could even form a response, Erika stepped forward, her own voice trembling with a mix of adrenaline and protectiveness. "Stop it! She just saved all of you! She held back that... that darkness on her own. She's hurt, and you're yelling at her?"
Miiko, leaning heavily on Erika, gave her arm a faint, grateful squeeze. "Enough," she breathed, the word labored. "To the Crystal Hall. Now."
They moved as a unit, a grim procession through the rattled city. They hadn't gone far when Huang Hua appeared, her face a mask of alarm. She took one look at Miiko's pale face and the way she clung to Erika, and her professional composure cracked.
"Miiko, you're on the verge of collapse. Your energy is flickering like a dying candle," she said, her voice thick with worry. She moved to block their path gently. "You need rest, not a podium."
"I have to address the city," Miiko insisted, her voice gaining a sliver of its old steel. "They need to know what happened. They need the truth."
"Truth can wait until morning!" Huang Hua argued, her tone becoming pleading. "You are acting recklessly! This is not the time!"
Erika found her voice again, standing her ground beside Miiko. "She's their leader. They're scared. They need to see her, to hear from her that she's still standing. Hiding now will only cause more panic."
Miiko turned her gaze to Huang Hua, and in that look was a profound and unwavering resolve. "Huang Hua," she said, her voice firm and clear despite her obvious pain. "I made a promise. To someone very important. That I would no longer hide behind lies and half-truths." Her eyes flickered to Erika for a heartbeat, the meaning crystal clear. "I promised her I would tell the truth. And I will not break that promise, even if I have to crawl to that hall to do it."
The admission silenced Huang Hua. She looked from Miiko's determined face to Erika's steadfast one, and understanding dawned in her eyes.
This was not just about leadership; it was about redemption. With a resigned sigh, she stepped aside.
"Very well," she murmured. "But I will be standing right beside you. And if you fall, I will catch you."
Leaning on Erika, with Huang Hua flanking her other side and the rest of the guards forming a protective phalanx around them, Miiko continued her slow, painful march to the Crystal Hall, ready to uphold her vow and face her people with the honesty she had sworn to.
The air in the Crystal Hall was thick with fear and uncertainty. Miiko, leaning heavily on the central podium, her face pale but her voice unwavering, delivered the gravest news Eel had heard in generations.
"The threat we face is beyond a simple attack," she declared, her voice echoing in the hushed silence. "The entity we encountered wielded a power that corrupts the very essence of our world. It carries a shard of contaminated crystal. Remaining here, in our central hub, makes us a concentrated target. Therefore, the safest course of action is a full, temporary evacuation of the headquarters until we can find a solution to this new threat."
A wave of murmurs and gasps swept through the crowd. Huang Hua, standing nearby, shot Miiko a look of profound concern, her earlier fears about causing panic materializing before her eyes.
But Erika, standing resolutely at Miiko's side, spoke up, her voice clear and firm. "She's right. This isn't retreating. Staying here as a single target is what would be truly dangerous."
Miiko continued, her gaze sweeping over her people.
She drew a pained breath, straightening her spine with visible effort. “I am Miiko, First Princess of the Northern Jade Lands, and the sworn protector of Eel.”
Her gaze faltered then, the authority in her tone softening. “And I have failed in that duty.”
Miiko began detailing the attack, the corrupted crystal, and their failure to protect the city's heart.
With every word, Erika could see her weakening, her knuckles white as she gripped her staff. Erika shifted closer, her body tensed, anticipating what she knew was coming.
As Miiko uttered her final words—"We will endure this, as we have endured all things, together"—her knees buckled.
But Erika was already moving. She caught Miiko before she could hit the ground, sliding an arm around her waist and pulling the Kitsune's limp form against her side, taking her full weight.
The room erupted in gasps and cries.
"I have her!" Erika announced, her voice cutting through the alarm. "Leader Miiko has given her all for you. Now, follow the evacuation plans! The Guard leaders will guide you!"
As Nevra, Valkyon, Ezarel, and Huang Hua immediately began directing the frantic but organized evacuation, Erika, with help from Leiftan, half-carried Miiko to the infirmary.
Ewelein worked quickly, her hands glowing as she assessed the damage. "Severe magical depletion, compounded by physical trauma and psychic strain from pushing back that corrupting influence. Her body is forcing a shutdown to recover. She will be unconscious for some time."
That night, long after the frantic sounds of evacuation had faded, Erika remained.
She sat vigil in a chair beside Miiko's bed in the quiet infirmary, the only light coming from the healing crystals Ewelein had left hovering above the sleeping leader.
Erika gently brushed a strand of hair from Miiko's damp forehead.
After a few hours of silent vigil, watching the slow, steady rise and fall of Miiko's chest, Erika knew she couldn't just sit still. The evacuation needed every hand. She carefully extracted her hand from Miiko's and slipped out of the infirmary, joining the effort to guide the remaining citizens and personnel to safety.
She was near the main gate, helping an elderly Purreko with a heavy bag, when Nevra jogged up to her. "She's awake," he said without preamble, his expression grim. "And of course, the first thing she did was call a council. Ykhar apparently has an idea. It's just the leaders and the inner circle left in the Crystal Hall."
A mix of relief and fresh anxiety washed over Erika. Awake. Good. Pushing herself already. Typical.
She hurried back to the Crystal Hall, which now felt vast and empty. Only a handful of figures remained: the four Guard leaders, Ewelein, Leiftan, a trembling Ykhar, and Miiko, who was seated in a chair, looking unbearably weary but fiercely alert.
As Erika entered, their eyes met across the room. Erika offered a small, subtle nod, a silent communication filled with relief and unspoken concern. Miiko's gaze softened for a fraction of a second, a quiet acknowledgment, before she turned her attention back to Ykhar.
"Speak, Ykhar," Miiko said, her voice hoarse but firm. "You said you had a plan."
The rabbit-eared girl flinched under the collective focus but stood her ground, clutching a large, ominous-looking tome to her chest. "I-I've been researching the attacker's connection to the Black Dogs. They are not mere familiars; they are cursed beings, bound by true names. If we can learn their names, we can break the binding and free them. It would strip her of her most powerful weapons."
"How do you propose we learn these names?" Valkyon asked, his arms crossed.
Ykhar took a deep, shaky breath. "There is a... a forbidden ritual. The Janus-Geb." She opened the tome to a page filled with complex, spiraling diagrams. "It allows two explorers to project their consciousness into the soul-scape of a connected individual. In this case, the woman who attacked us. They could navigate her memories or spiritual connections to find the Dogs' names. A third person must act as the anchor, guiding them from the outside and pulling them back before the connection consumes them."
A heavy silence fell. The risks were staggering. Invading a soul, especially one so powerful and corrupt, was beyond dangerous.
"It is forbidden for a reason," Ewelein stated, her healer's sensibilities alarmed. "The psychological backlash could shatter the explorers' minds. If the anchor fails, their consciousness could be lost forever."
"But it is the only way to disarm her directly," Leiftan countered, his analytical mind weighing the options. "A surgical strike at the heart of her power."
All eyes turned to Miiko. She looked from the ancient text to the determined, frightened face of Ykhar, and then her gaze swept over her remaining comrades, finally resting on Erika.
"It is a desperate gambit," Miiko said, her voice low. "But we are in desperate times. We will consider it." Her eyes, still heavy with exhaustion, held a new, grim resolve. "The first question is... who would be foolish enough to volunteer for such a journey into the dark?"
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Ten minutes later, the decision was made. The ritual circle was drawn in glowing salts on the floor of the Crystal Hall. Erika and Huang Hua stood within it, facing each other, while Ykhar, looking small and terribly serious, stood at the apex, her hands already raised as she chanted the low, guttural incantation.
Miiko sat just outside the circle, her expression a complex mix of gratitude, deep unease, and profound vulnerability. To allow anyone into one's soul was the ultimate act of trust, and the fact that it was Erika and her oldest friend didn't seem to make it any less terrifying. But she did not refuse. She simply gave a slow, resigned nod.
"Begin," Ykhar whispered, her voice trembling with power.
Erika felt it instantly. The air grew thin, as if the very oxygen was being pulled from her lungs. A strange, prickling numbness started in her feet and began to crawl up her legs, a sensation of her physical body dissolving. She locked eyes with Huang Hua, who offered a reassuring, if tense, smile. The three of them—explorers and anchor—were connected now by a thrumming, invisible thread of magic.
The world dissolved into a whirl of light and shadow, and then solidified again.
They stood in a vast, twilight landscape. The ground beneath their feet was soft earth and resilient grass. Before them, countless paths wound their way into a soft, pervasive mist, each one flanked by old, wrought-iron lanterns that cast pools of warm, golden light. The air was still and quiet, filled with the scent of rain-soaked earth and night-blooming flowers.
"Where are we?" Erika whispered, the sound muffled by the profound silence.
Huang Hua looked around, her eyes wide with a sad understanding. "This is Miiko," she said softly. "Her spirit. All these paths... they are her memories, her thoughts, her secrets. The lanterns are what she chooses to keep illuminated. The rest..." She gestured to the mist-shrouded darkness between the paths. "...she keeps in shadow."
This is a practice run. You are in Miiko's soul because she has consented. She trusts you. The memory you must find and force is a recent, minor one—perhaps a conversation from this morning, or a fleeting worry. You must learn the feeling of pulling a memory to the surface before you attempt it on a hostile mind.
Erika nodded, feeling the weight of the task.
As they progressed, Ykhar's voice echoed again, a warning note in her guidance. Be careful. Miiko's subconscious is resisting the intrusion now, as we agreed for the training. She is trying to protect her deeper self. The paths will try to close. The lights may fade. You must find the cracks—the memories so powerful they cannot be fully hidden, the ones that have shaped the very bedrock of who she is.
No sooner had the words faded than several of the lanterns along the nearest paths flickered and went out, plunging whole stretches of the landscape into profound darkness. The once-clear routes were now obscured by thick, coiling mist.
Huang Hua gripped Erika's hand tighter. "We must move quickly."
They pushed forward, their spiritual forms navigating the suddenly treacherous terrain. Then, Erika saw it. A path not shrouded in mist, but wreathed in silent, black flames. A memory that was not hidden, but burning.
"Here," Erika said, her voice hushed.
They stepped into the fire, and it did not burn them, but filled them with a desolate, icy cold. The world resolved into a fragment of a grand, opulent dark room.
"I'm sorry... I'm so weak," the young kitsune whimpered into the emptiness. "I couldn't do anything. Please, forgive me, Father... Mother..."
The raw, unguarded grief was a physical blow. This was the core of a shame that had been forged in childhood, a feeling of powerlessness that had likely driven her to become relentlessly strong. The memory ended as abruptly as it began, the black flames snapping out of existence, leaving them standing on a darkened path.
Huang Hua quickly wiped a single tear from her cheek, her usual composure shattered.
Without a word, she took Erika's hand again, her grip firm and reassuring, and pulled her forward. "Do not linger," she whispered, her voice thick. "Some wounds are too deep to stare at for long."
They hadn't gone far when another memory shone with impossible intensity, a beacon that Miiko's subconscious could not dim. This one was set in the familiar gardens of the headquarters, by the tranquil fountains.
An older Miiko, now the spitting image of the leader they knew, was on her knees, her face buried in the robes of a tall, kind-eyed kitsune Erika recognized from Ezarel's story—Yonuki.
Miiko's shoulders shook with violent sobs.
"You left me!" she cried, her voice raw and breaking. "Why did you leave me? No one will want me to lead. I'm not ready... I'm not you..."
The memory was a gut-punch of inherited responsibility and profound loneliness. It was the moment the mantle of leadership was forced upon her, a moment of pure, terrified grief that she had to hide from the world from that day forward.
As the memory faded, the landscape around them seemed to shudder. The paths were sealing faster now, the mist rising like walls.
The spiritual landscape of Miiko's soul was already fading, the connection to Ykhar's guiding voice thinning as Erika and Huang Hua prepared to withdraw. But before their consciousnesses could fully detach, the real world erupted into chaos.
A deafening CRACK shattered the silence of the Crystal Hall, followed by the splintering of ancient wood and the shriek of tearing metal. The ritual circle's light flickered and died as physical reality violently reasserted itself.
Erika's eyes snapped open, her spirit slamming back into her body with a nauseating jolt. The grand doors of the hall lay in splinters.
Standing in the wreckage was the woman, her black hair with its pink streaks flowing as if in an unseen wind, a cruel, effortless smile on her lips.
The two Black Dogs flanked her, their forms oozing shadow, low growls rumbling like distant thunder.
Miiko, still seated just outside the ruined circle, jerked at the sound but her movements were sluggish, her eyes unfocused.
She was physically present, but her spirit was still vulnerable, half-lost in the depths they had just been exploring.
She was defenseless.
"Two birds with one stone," the woman purred, her eyes locking not on the powerful leaders, but on the disoriented Miiko. "A leader with her soul unspooled, and the little light that seems so fond of her."
Terror, cold and absolute, seized Erika. It was a live wire in her veins. Without thinking, without a weapon or a plan, she threw herself in front of Miiko's seated form, arms spread wide in a futile, desperate gesture of protection.
The woman laughed and unleashed a spear of condensed darkness straight at them.
Erika squeezed her eyes shut, bracing for an impact that would never come.
A warmth bloomed in her chest, fierce and brilliant. The same light that had flared in the Balenvia cave and in her deepest moments of connection with this world erupted from her once more. It wasn't a shield she conjured, but one that answered her. The air shimmered, and for a few critical seconds, the majestic, ethereal form of the Oracle itself materialized between them and the attack. It was a towering presence of pure crystal and light, an ancient, weathered hand raised.
The spear of darkness shattered against it like glass against a mountain.
The woman's smug smile vanished, replaced by a flash of stunned disbelief. Her eyes widened as she stared at the manifestation of Eldarya's very soul, a power that should not have been able to intervene so directly.
The Oracle's form flickered, the immense effort of this manifestation unsustainable. But it had been enough.
A wide, unnerving grin slowly spread across the woman's face. It wasn't a smile of defeat, but of thrilling discovery. "Oh, this is much more interesting than I thought," she cooed, her voice dripping with malicious delight.
With a flick of her wrist, she recalled the Black Dogs. They dissolved into smoke at her feet. "Until next time, little light. Take good care of my prize."
And just as suddenly as she had arrived, she was gone, leaving only the wreckage of the door, the stunned silence, and the fading, protective glow of the Oracle around a trembling Erika, who stood guard over the woman she had sworn to protect.
The leaders did not let her escape. While Valkyon, Nevra, Ezarel, and Jamon engaged Naytili in a fierce, holding battle—their combined strength barely enough to keep the powerful woman contained—Huang Hua, Miiko, Ykhar, and Erika seized the opportunity.
"Now, while she's distracted!" Huang Hua urged, her voice sharp with urgency.
Miiko, pale and spiritually fatigued from their first foray, nonetheless sat with renewed determination. Ykhar and Erika quickly completed the circle. They had to do this now, while Naytili's physical form was occupied.
This time, the connection was not to a landscape of lantern-lit paths, but to a seething, violent maelstrom of pure malice. Naytili's spirit was a burning wasteland under a sickly, bruised-purple sky. The air reeked of sulfur and despair. There were no clear paths, only twisted shards of memory and the echoes of pained screams.
"Find the tether!" Ykhar's voice was a faint guide in the psychic storm. "Find her bond to the Black Dogs! It will feel like a chain of pure darkness!"
Erika pushed her will forward, fighting against a current of sheer hatred that felt like being flayed. Naytili's resistance was an active, violent force. Huang Hua was beside her, her Feng Huang spirit radiating a warm, protective light that barely held the encroaching darkness at bay.
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Scene Jump
Naytili, now imprisoned within a specialized cell deep underground, looked up as three figures approached. Ashkore stood at the front, his masked face unreadable. Behind him were Chrome and Leiftan.
"Come to gloat?" Naytili sneered, her voice dripping with contempt.
But her smirk faltered as Leiftan stepped forward. In a shimmer of concealed magic, his usual serene elven visage melted away. His form grew taller, and from his back erupted a pair of large, powerful, onyx-black wings. Two curved, dark horns spiraled from his brow. His calm presence was now layered with an ancient, formidable authority.
"I am not here to gloat," Leiftan—or the being he truly was—said, his voice resonating with a deeper, more resonant tone. "I am an Aengel. And your reckoning has only begun."
Chapter 14: Episode 18
Chapter Text
Weeks had passed since the confrontation with Naytili, and a fragile, weary normalcy had settled over the headquarters. The evacuation order had been lifted, but the memory of the attack was a fresh scar on the city. Erika, having heard nothing about the shocking revelation in the dungeons, went about her days with a determined sense of duty, though a low hum of anxiety was her constant companion.
She had just finished a late lunch, sharing a quiet, comforting conversation with Karuto about his new recipes, when she spotted Chrome near the main entrance. The wolf-boy seemed unusually fidgety.
"Erika! Hey!" he called out, trotting over. "I, uh... I need a hand. Some rocks fell and blocked the path to the cove. Could you help me clear it?"
Erika sighed internally. After a filling meal, manual labor was the last thing she wanted. "Right now, Chrome? Can't it wait?"
"It'll be quick! I promise!" he insisted, his tail giving an anxious twitch.
Relenting with a nod, she followed him. The path was indeed partially blocked by a small landslide, likely a result of the recent magical disturbances. They worked in relative silence, Erika hauling smaller rocks aside while Chrome used his strength for the larger ones.
As she moved a particularly flat, slate-like stone, a glint in the sand beneath it caught her eye. Curious, she brushed away the grains and found a ring. It was a simple golden band, but inlaid into it were fine, swirling filaments of a deep, smoky black material that seemed to absorb the light. It felt strangely warm to the touch and hummed with a faint, unfamiliar energy.
"Chrome, look at this..." she began, holding it up.
But when she turned, the path behind her was empty. Chrome was gone. A flash of irritation shot through her. He asks for my help and then just vanishes? Muttering under her breath about distractible canines, she pocketed the ring and continued her work, her annoyance growing with each stone she moved.
About twenty minutes later, the sound of hurried footsteps made her look up. Chrome was jogging back, looking genuinely apologetic.
"Erika! I'm so sorry! I... I thought I heard something. It was nothing." He scratched the back of his head, his ears drooping. "You can head back. I can handle the rest from here. Really. Thanks for the help!"
The sudden dismissal was as odd as his initial disappearance. Her eyes narrowed slightly, her hand instinctively touching the pocket where the strange ring lay. Something was off. But, tired and no longer in the mood to argue, she simply nodded.
"Alright. Don't strain yourself," she said, her tone neutral.
As she walked back towards the headquarters, her mind wasn't on the rocks or Chrome's strange behavior, but on the weight of the ring in her pocket.
The dust and grime from clearing the rocks felt ingrained in her skin. All Erika could think about was the bliss of a hot shower and the clean, soft sheets of her bed. She was halfway down the corridor leading to her room, already mentally undoing the straps of her armor, when a movement in a shadowed alcove made her pause.
A woman stepped forward. She was pale, her skin almost luminous in the dim light of the hallway. Atop her head, nestled in hair the color of spun moonlight, were a pair of elegant, fox-like ears that twitched with a subtle curiosity. She was a complete stranger.
For a moment, they simply looked at each other. The woman’s expression was unreadable, a faint, enigmatic smile playing on her lips. The silence stretched, but it wasn't uncomfortable; it was charged with a strange, waiting energy.
Deciding to be polite, Erika broke the silence. "Hello. I don't think we've met. I'm Erika."
The woman's smile widened, her eyes—an ancient, knowing shade of silver—crinkling at the corners. It was a smile that seemed to hold secrets.
"A pleasure," the woman replied, her voice as smooth and cool as a moonlit stream. "My name is Elara."
Miiko POV
The cantina was bustling with its usual midday noise, a comforting hum of chatter and clattering dishes. Miiko’s eyes, as they often did these days, found Erika almost instinctively. She was sitting at a table, a half-eaten bowl of stew before her. A small, fond smile touched Miiko’s lips. It was good to see her eating properly.
But the smile faltered as she watched. Erika wasn't just eating in silence; her head was tilted, her lips moving rapidly as if in conversation with someone seated directly across from her. Yet, the chair was empty. Miiko’s fox ears twitched, straining, but she could hear no other voice, only the ambient noise of the hall.
A cold, slender finger of worry traced its way down Miiko’s spine. Perhaps she was just rehearsing something for her studies? But no, her expressions were too reactive—a slight frown, a nod, a soft laugh. It was the full, unselfconscious pantomime of a dialogue.
Pushing her own concerns aside, Miiko approached, her expression carefully neutral. "Erika. Mind if I join you?"
Erika looked up, her eyes slightly wide as if pulled from a deep thought, but she smiled. "Miiko! Of course."
Miiko sat, making casual conversation about the food, the weather, anything to keep the tone light. Erika responded normally, but her gaze kept flickering to the empty space beside her, as if checking on her unseen companion.
The gesture was so natural, so unquestioning, that it was deeply unnerving.
Finally, Miiko could no longer ignore it. "Is everything alright? You seem... distracted."
Erika’s smile was bright. "Oh, it's fine! I was just talking with Elara. I didn't know we were recruiting more people for the headquarters. It's nice to have someone new to talk to."
The name landed like a physical blow. Elara. Miiko’s mind raced, scanning through rosters, recent reports, guest lists. Nothing. There was no one by that name in the headquarters. No one had been recruited.
"Elara?" Miiko repeated, her voice dangerously calm. "Who are you talking about, Erika?"
Erika’s smile vanished, replaced by a flash of irritation. "Elara. Right here." She gestured to the empty chair. "Why are you looking at me like that? Can't you see her?"
Miiko’s blood ran cold. She looked directly at the empty space, then back at Erika’s frustrated, earnest face. "Erika... there is no one there."
The hurt and anger that flashed in Erika’s eyes was immediate and sharp. "Of course there is! Are you calling me a liar? Or are you just ignoring her to be cruel?" She stood up abruptly, the chair scraping loudly against the stone floor. "I should have known. Nothing ever changes with you."
Before Miiko could form a response, Erika stormed off, her shoulders stiff with anger. And as she went, Miiko watched, her heart sinking into a chasm of dread, as Erika continued to speak in a low, vehement whisper to the empty air at her side.
Miiko remained frozen at the table, the cheerful noise of the cantina fading into a dull roar in her ears. This was not stubbornness. This was not a simple misunderstanding. Something was very, very wrong.
Inside the Crystal Hall
The atmosphere was so thick with tension it felt heavy enough to touch. Miiko had gathered all the Guard leaders, Huang Hua, Leiftan, and Ewelein. She relayed her terrifying experience in the cantina—how Erika had been conversing with an invisible presence named Elara.
"It's not just me who noticed something was wrong," Miiko's voice was tight, laced with suppressed fear. "You've all felt it. That 'current' around her, the way the familiars react... What is this?"
Huang Hua's expression was deeply serious, her usually smiling phoenix eyes now sharp as blades. "A wandering soul. A powerful spirit that has, for some reason, bonded itself to Erika. It is trying to establish a deeper connection."
Miiko forced herself to say the name. "Erika called it... Elara."
The moment the name left her lips, Huang Hua's face went pale. A profound, startled silence fell over her before she spoke, her voice hushed with reverence and dread. "Elara... That name... it's from one of our oldest Feng-Huang legends. A tale from millennia ago. She was a being of immense power, said to have been lost in a great cataclysm."
Miiko's mind raced, connecting the horrifying dots. "Could this... this Elara... be trying to take possession of Erika's body? What happens if this continues?"
Huang Hua offered only a heavy, telling silence, her gaze dropping to the floor. It was Ykhar who, trembling, spoke the unbearable truth aloud.
"If their souls continue to merge..." Ykhar's voice was a small, clinical whisper in the dreadful quiet. "Erika's consciousness, her very self... it could be overwhelmed and dissolved. The end result would be... Erika would die."
The word "die" echoed in the hall, final and absolute.
A storm of pure, unadulterated panic threatened to shatter Miiko's composure. Her hands clenched into fists so tight her nails bit into her palms.
The memory of Erika's angry, confused face flashed before her eyes, followed by the chilling image of her speaking to empty air.
Huang Hua nodded, her expression grave as she delved deeper into the ancient lore. "The legend is a tragedy. Elara's partner was a Kitsune—a rare one with hair the color of a summer sky. She was a revered member of the Jade Lands Guard, long before Miiko's time. When Elara was lost, her Kitsune waited for years, her spirit slowly breaking until she, too, faded from this world. The story says that only if their souls were to ever find each other again, could they finally be at peace and pass on together."
She looked around at the assembled group, her gaze finally settling on Miiko. "The method to summon her fully isn't difficult, precisely because a large part of her is already here, clinging to Erika. It's like she's drawn to a familiar energy. We can use a focusing ritual—a beacon—to pull the rest of her spiritual presence to a single, controlled point. We can use an object of great personal significance to her partner to call her."
Miiko's mind was already racing ahead, the leader in her taking over despite the personal terror. "An object? What kind of object?"
"Something that held their shared love," Huang Hua explained. "A piece of jewelry, a token... it would be strongest if it belonged to the blue-haired Kitsune herself. The ritual would create a vessel for Elara's spirit, drawing it out of Erika and into the object, or at least fully manifesting it so we can reason with it, or... help it move on."
The plan was taking shape, but a new, chilling fear gripped Miiko. Her voice was barely a whisper. "And if her partner's spirit... if the blue Kitsune is not at peace? If she is also a wandering, vengeful spirit? What happens then?"
Huang Hua's silence was answer enough. If the partner's spirit was corrupted by centuries of grief and waiting, reuniting them might not bring peace, but a storm. They would be summoning two ancient, powerful, and potentially unstable spirits, with Erika's life as the catalyst.
"The risk is immense," Leiftan stated, his newly revealed Aengel nature giving his words a heavier weight. "But the alternative is Erika's certain demise. We must find this object and prepare the ritual. We have no other choice."
Miiko looked at her hands, then clenched them into determined fists. They would find the token. They would perform the ritual. They would face this ancient legend, because the cost of doing nothing was unthinkable.
The memory surfaced from the depths of Miiko's mind, clear and sharp as the day it happened. A decade ago, walking the shores of the Jade Lands after a storm, she had found it—a simple gold ring, half-buried in the wet sand, with inlaid filaments of a strange, smoky black material that seemed to drink the light. It had felt old and sad, and on a whim, she had kept it, though it never felt like it belonged to her.
It was a desperate, almost foolish hope. The coincidence was staggering. But it was the only tangible link she had.
"The ring I found," Miiko announced to the gathered group in the hushed library. "It was from the Jade Lands. It's a reach, but... it's all we have."
Huang Hua examined the ring, her fingers tracing the dark filaments. "The energy is old. Faint, but... it resonates. We can use it as a focus. We will call for the spirit of the blue Kitsune. Her name was Sariel."
The ritual was set in the oldest section of the library, where the air was thick with the scent of parchment and potent magic. The ring was placed in the center of a intricate circle drawn with glowing sand. Miiko, Huang Hua, Leiftan, and Ewelein stood at the cardinal points, their hands linked. Ykhar hovered nearby, clutching a scroll with the incantation.
"Spirit of the past, we call to you," Huang Hua intoned, her voice a resonant chant. "Sariel of the Azure Locks, once of the Jade Guard. We hold a token of your love, a memory of your bond. Hear us. We seek to mend what was broken."
The air in the library grew cold. The lanterns flickered. The ring on the floor began to pulse with a soft, blue light.
Then, a shimmering mist coalesced above the circle. It swirled, gaining form and substance until the figure of a Kitsune stood before them. Her hair was indeed a brilliant, shocking cerulean blue, cut in a playful, short style. She had two fluffy tails that swished curiously behind her. But it was her expression that was the most disarming—a wide, mischievous grin and eyes sparkling with vibrant, amused life.
She looked around the circle of stunned faces, her gaze lingering on the ring, then on Miiko, and finally on Huang Hua.
"Well, this is a surprise!" her voice chimed, bright and utterly devoid of the sorrow they had all expected. She placed her hands on her hips. "It's been an age since I've been pulled for a chat. And you even used my favorite bauble! So, who do I have to thank for the invitation?"
The moment the name "Elara" was spoken, the playful glint in Sariel's eyes vanished, replaced by a raw, desperate hope that seemed to shake her very spectral form. The mischievous grin fell away, leaving a face etched with centuries of longing.
"Elara?" she breathed, her voice losing its chiming quality, becoming a fragile, trembling thing. "You... you know that name? You've spoken to her? She's... she's finally returned?"
Miiko, her heart aching at the sudden shift, stepped forward. "Her spirit has returned, but it is not at peace. It has attached itself to a living girl—Erika. It's clinging to her, and if we cannot separate them, Erika will die."
Sariel's form flickered, a storm of grief and urgency. "No! She mustn't! Where is she? I must go to her! I have to make her see me!"
"That's the problem," Huang Hua interjected gently. "In your current state, you cannot interact with the physical world enough to reach her. And Elara is too deeply entwined with Erika's soul to perceive you."
A frantic energy buzzed around Sariel. She paced the spectral confines of the circle, her blue tails lashing. "Then... then there is only one way. For a brief time, I would need a vessel. A living body to inhabit, to borrow. Just long enough to find her, to touch her, to make her remember." Her gaze swept over the group, analytical and desperate, before landing squarely on Miiko.
A slow, deliberately arrogant smile spread across Sariel's face, though it didn't quite reach her anxious eyes. She was performing, putting on a show of confidence. "Well, you there. The other Kitsune. You'll do." She gestured dismissively at Miiko. "You seem sturdy enough. And it simply makes the most sense, doesn't it? Elara could never tell our Kitsune scents apart—she was always so delightfully distractible. If I'm in a body that smells of fox and magic, she'll recognize me instantly. She'd be confused by anyone else. So, it has to be you. Obviously."
Miiko stared at the ancient, haughty spirit. This was not the solemn, wise ancestor she had expected. This was a frantic, cunning creature using flimsy logic and feigned superiority to get what she wanted. It was reckless. It was dangerous. To allow a spirit of such power and volatile emotion inside one's own mind and body was an unimaginable risk.
But she looked at the desperate hope in Sariel's eyes, a mirror of the love she herself felt. She thought of Erika, slowly fading away, speaking to a ghost no one else could see.
"Fine," Miiko said, her voice low and steady, cutting through Sariel's theatrical performance. "Do it."
Sariel's arrogant mask slipped for just a second, revealing a flash of genuine surprise and gratitude before the smug expression snapped back into place.
"Excellent! A wise choice," Sariel said, her form beginning to dissolve into a swirl of brilliant blue light. "Don't worry, I'll try not to break anything. Now, hold still..."
The moment the brilliant white light struck Miiko, her posture shifted. The usual, collected grace was replaced by a vibrant, almost restless energy. Sariel, now piloting Miiko's body, stretched and flexed the fingers as if testing out a new suit of clothes.
When Leiftan stepped forward, his offer clear in his eyes, Sariel shot him a sharp, dismissive look.
"You? No" she declared, Miiko's voice layered with Sariel's chiming lilt, leaving the Leiftan stunned and speechless.
Without another word, Sariel turned and sprinted from the library, her movements a fluid, reckless dash that was entirely unlike Miiko's controlled strides. She moved with a single-minded purpose, drawn to the sea.
On the beach, Erika—or the presence controlling her—was wading into the surf, her movements sluggish and entranced. But she stopped. Her head lifted, and she sniffed the air, a distinctly animalistic gesture. She turned, and her eyes, which had been vacant, locked onto the figure approaching down the beach.
A spark of ancient recognition ignited within Elara.
In a movement that was both clumsy and powerful, Erika launched herself from the water, stumbling through the sand and into a full-bodied, desperate sprint towards the possessed Miiko.
Sariel opened her arms and caught her, a joyful, tearful laugh bursting from Miiko's lips. "You always were a brute, my love! Charging headfirst into everything!" she cried, her voice thick with centuries of adoration. "And I loved you for it."
From the outside, it was a strange sight: the leader of the Eel and her human charge locked in a frantic embrace on the moonlit shore. But inside that shell, a drama millennia in the making was unfolding.
Sariel didn't wait. Her hands, Miiko's hands, came up to cradle Erika's face. They were tender, yet firm, holding her as if she were the most precious, fragile relic in all of existence.
The kiss was not soft or questioning.
It was a cataclysm.
It was the desperate, final convergence of two rivers that had been forced apart for eons.
Sariel poured a thousand years of longing, of searching, of aching loneliness into that kiss. It was a claiming and a surrender all at once. It was salt from the sea and the taste of tears, both hers and the ones now streaming down Erika's—Elara's—cheeks.
A visible energy erupted from them, a silent shockwave that made the very air tremble. A soft, golden light—Sariel's essence—and a cool, silver shimmer—Elara's spirit—swirled around their intertwined forms, a vortex of finally-completed souls.
The ocean waves seemed to still in reverence, and the wind died down to a whisper.
The world returned not with a jolt, but with a slow, gentle tide of awareness. The first thing I felt was the soft, insistent pressure of lips against mine. Warm. Familiar, yet… not.
My eyes fluttered open, and I saw her—Miiko. Her own eyes were closed, her white lashes fanned against her cheeks. We were kissing.
But it was different. The desperate, world-ending passion of a moment before was gone. In its place was a lingering tenderness, a sweet, sorrowful goodbye.
In the periphery of my vision, I saw them—two shimmering forms, one of brilliant blue and one of soft silver, their hands linked, their smiles radiant with gratitude as they faded into a shower of gentle light. Thank you.
Miiko pulled away, her breath catching. Her cheeks were flushed, her blue eyes wide with a nervous panic I had never seen in her before.
She opened her mouth, and I could see the explanations and apologies already forming on her tongue.
But the knowledge was just… there. In my mind. The story of Sariel and Elara, their tragic wait, their longing, and the borrowed bodies for a final, freeing reunion.
I knew it all as if I had lived it myself.
“You don’t have to explain,” I whispered, my voice hoarse. My lips still tingled, feeling strangely empty without the pressure of hers. “I… I know. I know everything.”
We stood there on the beach, the silence stretching between us, thick and heavy with everything that had just happened—and everything that hadn't. My eyes dropped to her lips again. A traitorous, intrusive thought screamed in my mind: I need to feel them again.
Not Sariel’s. Not for a spell. Hers.
Miiko’s.
The force of the want was so sudden and sharp it stole my breath. It was a physical ache, a need to overwrite the ghost of a millennia-old kiss with one that belonged only to us, here and now.
Miiko, ever the practical one, ever the protector, broke the spell. She cleared her throat, her gaze darting away as she tried to reclaim her composure.
“You should… you should go to Ewelein,” she said, her voice softer than usual. “Let her check that you’re truly… free. That everything is alright.” She gestured vaguely toward the headquarters. “I will speak with the others. I will handle everything. You… you should just go and rest.”
It was a dismissal, but a gentle one. She was giving me an escape, a path back to normality after the utterly abnormal. She was taking the weight of the explanations and the shocked faces onto her own shoulders, as she always did.
I simply nodded, my own voice lost to the whirlwind in my head. As I turned to walk away, the phantom sensation of her lips on mine was a brand, and the desire to turn back and claim the kiss that was meant for us was a war drum in my chest.
The night passed in a blur of hushed tones and Ewelein's gentle, probing magic. The healer confirmed what I already felt in my bones: Elara was gone. My soul was my own again, unscathed, the invasive presence completely vanished. A profound relief washed over me, so strong it felt like a physical weight had been lifted.
But back in my room, alone, the silence felt different. Standing before the mirror, I stared at my reflection. It was me—the same eyes, the same hair.
Yet, a ghost of a sensation lingered, a phantom memory of another consciousness moving my limbs, speaking with my voice, feeling a love so ancient and profound it made my own heart ache with a borrowed grief.
I could almost feel the echo of Elara's despair and her ultimate joy.
It was like recovering from a fever; the sickness was gone, but the weakness and the strange memories remained.
Exhausted, I fell into bed, hoping that sleep would truly reset me, that in the morning, the feeling of being entirely Erika would come more naturally.
Sleep, however, offered no respite. It delivered a different kind of invasion.
In the dream, my door opened without a sound.
Miiko stood there, backlit by the hall torches, her expression not one of command or concern, but of raw, unchecked hunger. Her blue eyes burned.
"I couldn't forget it," she whispered, her voice a low thrum that vibrated deep within me. "That kiss."
She was across the room in an instant, her body pressing mine back against the mattress. There were no words after that. Only the crushing, desperate pressure of her mouth on mine. This wasn't the sorrowful, transcendent kiss of Sariel and Elara. This was all heat and need and a claiming that felt terrifyingly real. Her hands weren't gentle; they were possessive, mapping my body as if memorizing its contours. Confusion warred with a shocking, intense arousal within me.
This was Miiko—my leader, my friend, the woman I was still learning to forgive. And yet, I accepted it all.
I met her intensity with my own, my hands tangling in her hair, pulling her closer, losing myself completely in a storm of sensation that felt both wrong and utterly inevitable.
I woke with a gasp, my body jolting upright in the dark. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic, wild rhythm. My skin was flushed and sensitive, the phantom feel of her hands and lips seared into my memory.
The sheets were tangled around my legs, and the room was silent except for my ragged breathing.
I was exhalted, terrified, and utterly, completely confused. The dream had felt more real than the waking world.
The day had been a welcome distraction. Laughter with Karenn, a quiet study session with Ykhar, and a hearty meal with Chrome had almost managed to push the intense, vivid dream to the back of her mind. Almost.
But when Miiko found her and asked for a moment alone in the gardens, under the very same cherry tree where Ashkore had first spoken to her, the dream came rushing back in full, suffocating force.
Erika’s palms felt slightly damp, and she had to consciously stop herself from fidgeting as Miiko began to speak.
Miiko’s voice was low and solemn, her gaze fixed on the falling blossoms. She spoke of the ritual, of the memories of her past that Erika had inadvertently witnessed—the weight of her lineage, the burden of leadership thrust upon her too soon, the constant, grinding pressure.
Erika quickly pushed her personal nervousness aside, understanding the gravity of the moment. She listened intently, her heart aching as the pieces of Miiko’s stoicism fell into place. "I understand," Erika said softly. "You've had to make impossible choices. Your life has been... difficult. It wasn't easy."
Miiko shook her head, a bitter twist to her lips. "A difficult life does not excuse causing pain to others. It does not balance the scales for the hurt I have caused you. My reasons are not a justification."
A gentle breeze rustled the branches, sending a shower of pale pink petals around them. Then, Miiko asked a question that seemed to come from nowhere, yet felt utterly pivotal. "Erika... have you ever been in love?"
The directness of it, the sudden shift to the deeply personal, made Erika's breath catch. The images from her dream flickered dangerously. "No," she answered, her voice a truthful, quiet confession. "I haven't."
Miiko nodded slowly, her own gaze distant for a moment. "I was. Once. Years ago." She paused, and then added with a swift, decisive clarity that felt like she was slamming a door shut, "But I am not anymore."
Miiko's confession—that she was no longer in love with that person from her past—wasn't just a statement. It was a clearing of the deck, a deliberate and indirect way of telling Erika that her heart was no longer occupied. There was space. And the way she held Erika's gaze suggested she hoped that space might be for her.
Erika felt a strange, fluttering sensation in her chest, her heart beating a rhythm that was both nervous and thrilling. The intensity of her dream no longer felt like a mere fantasy, but a premonition.
Then, Miiko did something even more disarming. She began to speak of the things Erika had seen in her soul.
She talked about her teacher, Yonuki, not with the grief Erika had witnessed, but with a fondness for his stubbornness and his belief in her. She shared a few, fleeting memories of her hometown in the Jade Lands—the scent of the night-blooming jasmine, the view from her favorite hidden courtyard. It was her way of giving Erika the truth, piece by piece, willingly.
A comfortable silence settled between them, filled with understanding and the soft rustle of leaves.
"I know it wasn't really us," Miiko said, her voice soft, pulling them back to the beach, to the kiss. "But I am sorry if it... complicated things for you. It was a violation of your trust, all over again."
Erika shook her head, a genuine, gentle smile touching her lips. "Thank you for saying that. But... it's okay."
Then, Miiko's expression shifted to something more curious. "Do you still have it? The ring Elara was drawn to?"
As she spoke, she reached into her own pocket and produced the ring she had used to summon Sariel—the simple gold band with its inlaid filaments of smoky black.
Erika, understanding, reached into her own pocket and pulled out the matching ring she had found on the beach. She held it up. The two bands were identical, perfect mirrors of each other.
Miiko looked at the two rings resting in their separate palms. A slow, heartfelt smile spread across her face, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "They look like a set, don't they?" she mused, her voice warm with a mix of amusement and something deeper, more meaningful. "They could be... wedding rings."
Her eyes lifted to meet Erika's, a silent question hanging in the air. "You should keep them. Hold onto them for us."
The request was immense. It was a symbolic gesture, entrusting Erika with the artifacts of a legendary love, and in doing so, subtly linking their own story to it. The moment was perfect, fragile, and beautifully intimate.
And then the ground trembled.
It started as a low rumble, then escalated into a violent shake that made the cherry tree shudder, raining petals down upon them in a frantic storm. The moment shattered, replaced by the blaring, urgent sound of alarm bells from the headquarters.
The warmth in Miiko's eyes vanished, replaced by the sharp, instant focus.
Chapter 15: Episode 19
Chapter Text
"Erika, you need to go back to your room. Now," Miiko's voice was sharp, a commander's order forged in the heat of a crisis.
Erika, her heart still racing from the intimate moment and the sudden tremors, stood her ground. "What is happening?" In a move of pure impulse, her hand darted out, closing around Miiko's wrist. The contact was electric. "Don't go out there. Please."
Miiko flinched, not from the touch, but from the desperate plea in Erika's eyes. The stern lines of her face softened. She covered Erika's hand with her own, her thumb brushing a quick, soothing stroke over her knuckles.
"Please, Erika," she whispered, the word a stark contrast to her initial command. "For me. Do this for me. Go to your room. And the moment the tremors stop, I need you to head for the main entrance of Eel. I'll meet you there."
The raw, personal request was more powerful than any order. Erika's resolve crumbled. She gave a single, tight nod, releasing Miiko's wrist. "Alright. But be careful."
As Erika hurried back, the ground continued to shudder.
By the time the violent shaking finally subsided, she was already running towards the city's main gate, as instructed.
The scene there was one of organized chaos.
All the Guard leaders were present, their faces grim. Miiko stood slightly ahead, her gaze fixed on the horizon where violent, sickly violet rays of energy periodically lanced down from the sky, striking some unseen target just beyond the city's protective barriers.
The air crackled with malevolent power.
The moment Miiko saw Erika, she didn't question her presence. She simply gestured. "With me. We're returning to the Crystal room."
But they had only taken a few steps back into the city when the aftershocks began—a series of violent, rolling tremors stronger than the first. Cobblestones buckled, and the sound of crumbling masonry filled the air.
Miiko reacted instantly. Her head snapped around, her eyes scanning the panicked streets before locking onto a reinforced, low-hanging archway leading into a public shelter. "This way!"
She didn't ask. She grabbed Erika's hand and pulled her, half-dragging her under the sturdy stone arch and into the relative safety of the small, dark alcove just as a shower of debris rained down outside.
Pressed into the confined space, Miiko didn't let go. As the world shook itself apart, she turned, her back to the opening, shielding Erika from the view of the chaos. Then, in a move that stole the air from Erika's lungs, Miiko wrapped her arms around her, pulling her tight against her chest, enveloping her completely. It wasn't an embrace of affection, but one of pure, desperate protection.
Erika's face was buried in the fabric of Miiko's robes, her world narrowing to the frantic beat of Miiko's heart against her ear and the solid, unyielding strength of the arms holding her.
They stood like that, frozen in the trembling darkness, until the last tremor finally, blessedly, faded into an unnerving silence.
Only then did Miiko's grip loosen, her arms slowly falling away, the shield dissolving to reveal the dust-filled air and the worried blue eyes that looked down to ensure Erika was unharmed.
Once the tremors had fully subsided, Miiko’s protective hold loosened, but she didn't let go entirely. Her hand slid down to firmly clasp Erika's, their fingers interlocking as she led her quickly through the still-chaotic streets toward the headquarters.
"What's happening, Miiko?" Erika asked, her voice tight with anxiety as they hurried along. "What were those violet lights?"
Miiko let out a weary sigh, her pace not slowing. "It's the crystal," she said, her voice low. "It has to be."
"The crystal? What do you mean?"
"It's not just a source of power, Erika. It's the heart of Eldarya. It maintains the balance of everything—the climate, the very stability of the land itself, it wards off natural disasters," Miiko explained, her words clipped and urgent. "When it was damaged during the attack, that balance was shattered. The prosperity of this world is unraveling, and those tremors and those violent energy bursts are the symptoms."
Erika's mind reeled, the scale of the catastrophe finally dawning on her. But before she could ask another question, they had reached the heavy doors of the Crystal Room. Miiko pushed them open, and they stepped inside, their hands still linked.
The vast hall was eerily empty and silent, save for the low, pained hum of the great crystal itself. And what they saw made both of them freeze.
The magnificent crystal, usually pulsing with a pure, steady light, was now marred. From its very base, creeping up its facets like a sinister disease, were dark, violet stains. The corruption pulsed with a malevolent rhythm, and with each pulse, tiny, sharp arcs of violet lightning crackled across its surface, snapping into the air with a sound like shattering glass.
Miiko’s grip on Erika’s hand tightened instinctively, pulling her back a step.
"Don't go any closer,"she warned, her voice a hushed, urgent whisper filled with dread. "That energy... it's pure corruption. It's what attacked the city, and it's now poisoning the heart of our world."
One of the tiny, snapping arcs of violet lightning, no bigger than a spider's thread, broke from the crystal's surface. It happened in an instant—a flicker of malevolent energy that connected with Erika's arm before she could even flinch.
She didn't feel a burn, but a cold so profound it felt like her very blood was freezing. She gasped, stumbling back a step, her hand flying to her chest as a sudden, crushing pressure made it hard to breathe.
"Erika! What is it? What's wrong?" Miiko's voice was sharp with alarm, her hands coming up to steady her.
But Erika wasn't fully in the Crystal Room anymore. Overlaying the corrupted crystal was the shimmering, ethereal form of the Oracle. Its face, usually serene, was contorted in silent agony. It reached a translucent hand out to Erika, a desperate, pleading gesture towards the heart of the stained crystal.
It wants me to touch it, Erika realized through the suffocating pressure in her chest. It's the only way.
"I... have to..." she choked out, her vision swimming. She lurched forward, towards the crystal, her own hand reaching out despite the searing wrongness that radiated from it.
Miiko, seeing the determination in her eyes and the phantom image of the Oracle she couldn't see, didn't hesitate. "I'm with you," she vowed, and instead of pulling Erika back, she wrapped an arm around her waist, supporting her weight and half-carrying her the final steps to the base of the great crystal.
With the last of her strength, Erika pressed her palm flat against the cold, vibrating surface.
The result was instantaneous and violent.
A colossal wave of corrupted energy erupted from the point of contact.
Erika was thrown backward as if hit by a tidal wave, her body slamming into the hard crystal floor. Her head cracked against the ground, and the world exploded into blinding white pain before snuffing out into absolute blackness.
Consciousness returned slowly, painfully.
Erika's eyes opened, but she couldn't see the Crystal Room. She was surrounded by impenetrable, swirling clouds of darkness.
The air was cold and silent, devoid of all life.
"Miiko?" she called out, her voice a weak echo that was swallowed by the void. "Anyone?"
There was no answer. Only the oppressive, suffocating silence.
As she stumbled forward in the nothingness, brief flashes of light pierced the gloom.
The Oracle appeared again, but its form was flickering, weak.
And standing before it was a tall, powerful silhouette with vast, black wings spread wide. But before she could distinguish any features, the scene turned horrifying.
The winged figure lunged, its hands closing around the Oracle's throat in a brutal, strangling grip.
Erika cried out, but no sound came.
She could only watch in frozen terror as the embodiment of Eldarya's soul was violently subdued before her eyes, the vision vanishing back into the encroaching shadows, leaving her alone and terrified in the endless dark.
Erika's eyes fluttered open to the familiar, sterile scent of the infirmary and the soft glow of healing crystals. Her head throbbed dully.
Nearby, Ewelein and Miiko were speaking in hushed, urgent tones. Seeing Erika stir, Ewelein offered a small, professional smile and discreetly slipped away to give them privacy.
Miiko was at her side in an instant. The relief on her face was palpable, softening the usual sharp lines of her features.
"You're awake," she breathed, her voice thick with emotion. The concern then twisted into a faint, scolding frown. "I was... worried sick about you. Don't you ever do something so reckless again." But the anger was a thin veneer. It cracked almost immediately as she let out a weary sigh. "I'm sorry. That's not what I meant to say first."
Erika managed a weak, breathy laugh. "It's okay. I'm the one who should be sorry for scaring you."
Miiko's expression softened completely. "Just rest. When you feel up to it... I'll be waiting for you in the Crystal Room." She made to leave, but paused at the foot of the bed, her back to Erika for a moment as if gathering courage.
Then, she turned and walked back to the bedside. Leaning down, she pressed a soft, lingering kiss to Erika's cheek. Her lips were warm, and the gesture sent a jolt straight to Erika's core.
"I owed you that," Miiko whispered, her voice barely audible, her blue eyes holding Erika's gaze with a new, vulnerable intensity.
A deep blush instantly heated Erika's face, spreading from her cheeks down her neck. She was rendered utterly speechless, her mind blank except for the sensation of Miiko's lips on her skin.
She could only watch, mute and flustered, as Miiko turned and walked away, the infirmary door closing softly behind her.
A few minutes later, Ewelein returned, her demeanor all business. "Are you in any pain?"
Erika, still reeling, shook her head slowly. "What... what happened to me?"
Ewelein began checking her vitals, her brow furrowed in thought. "I'm not entirely certain. When that energy repelled you, you didn't just lose consciousness. You entered a trance-like state. Your vitals were stable, but your mind was... elsewhere. Miiko carried you here immediately." She looked at Erika, her gaze knowing. "Do you remember anything from that trance?"
Erika thought of the oppressive darkness, the struggling Oracle, and the terrifying winged figure. A cold dread settled in her stomach.
"Just... dark clouds," she lied softly, closing her eyes. The real answers, she knew, were waiting for her in the Crystal Room.
Ewelein finished her examination with a soft, knowing chuckle. "You know, Miiko was incredibly worried about you all day after your... accident." She glanced at Erika, her eyes twinkling. "And if I'm being honest, it's not the first time I've noticed."
Erika blinked, trying to play it off. "Well, that's... normal, isn't it? She's the leader of Eel and the Light Guard. It's her job to worry about everyone's well-being."
Ewelein gave her a look that was far too perceptive, clearly insinuating she meant something else entirely. "Of course. It's her job," she said, her tone lightly teasing. She paused, arranging her herbs. "I've known Miiko a long time. I've seen her be close to very few. Huang Hua, of course, is an old friend. But this..." She gestured vaguely between the door and Erika. "This is different."
Erika's thoughts swirled. The memory of Miiko's kiss on her cheek burned alongside the ghostly echo of Elara's profound, centuries-spanning love for Sariel. It was a tangled mess in her heart. She felt a sudden, desperate need to confide in someone, and Ewelein's gentle, non-judgmental presence was a lifeline.
"I... I'm confused, Ewelein," Erika admitted, her voice small. "Sometimes, I can still feel it. The echo of Elara's love. It was so intense, so all-consuming. And now, with Miiko... I don't know if what I feel for her is real, or if it's just... leftovers. A phantom feeling from a ghost that's still haunting me."
Ewelein listened patiently, her expression one of deep understanding. "I can see why that would be confusing. But the spirit of Elara is gone, Erika. Her energy has completely dissipated. What you're feeling now, these echoes... they are just that. Echoes. Memories of a sensation, not the sensation itself." She leaned forward slightly. "Think carefully. Did you have these kinds of thoughts about Miiko before Elara ever touched your spirit?"
Erika fell silent, her mind racing backwards. The fluttering nervousness whenever Miiko was near, the way her gaze lingered, the desire to earn her approval and see her smile... it had all been there, slowly growing, long before the ritual on the beach.
A slow realization dawned on her, cutting through the confusion like a ray of sunlight.
Erika looked up at Ewelein, a new clarity in her eyes, though a hint of uncertainty remained. "I... I think I did. Maybe... maybe I do like Miiko after all. For real."
Ewelein smiled, a genuine, warm smile. "Then trust that. Don't let the shadow of a beautiful, borrowed memory stop you from finding something real of your own." She patted Erika's hand. "Now, get some more rest. It sounds like you have quite the conversation waiting for you in the Crystal Room."
After a few more hours of rest, her strength finally felt restored. The memory of Miiko's kiss on her cheek was a persistent, warm ember, giving her the courage to head back to the Crystal Room.
As she approached, she found the entrance now guarded by the imposing form of Jamon.
"Miiko orders," he rumbled, not unkindly. "Only Light Guard members, Guard leaders permitted entry right now."
"I am a member of the Light Guard," Erika stated, her voice firm. Jamon looked her over, then gave a grunt of acknowledgment and stepped aside.
She pushed the doors open to find Miiko in a hushed, intense conversation with Nevra, Valkyon, and Ezarel. The discussion halted abruptly as she entered.
All eyes turned to her.
Miiko's expression, which had been stern and focused, softened instantly. "Erika. Come here, please."
Nevra offered her a characteristic, knowing smirk. Valkyon gave a curt, respectful nod. It was Ezarel who, surprisingly, broke the silence with a brief, "You're looking better. Are you well?"
"I am, thank you," Erika replied, a little taken aback by the direct, if gruff, concern.
After a moment of awkward silence, Nevra jerked his head towards the door. "We'll finish this later. Come on, boys." The three of them filed out, leaving Erika and Miiko alone.
Erika's eyes were immediately drawn to the great crystal. To her immense relief, the dark, violet stains were gone. It pulsed with its familiar, serene celeste light, the malevolent energy seemingly purged.
"How are you feeling?" Miiko asked, her voice gentle.
"Better. Much better," Erika said, her gaze still fixed on the crystal. "It's... it's healed."
"For now," Miiko cautioned. She then began to explain what she had tasked the guards with—increased patrols, monitoring the land's stability. "Chrome and Alajea are currently charting the flow of Maana in the forests surrounding the headquarters. We need to ensure the corruption hasn't leeched into the land itself."
They talked for a while, the conversation a comfortable, steadying return to duty and purpose. Erika felt herself relaxing in Miiko's presence, the earlier intimacy now an undercurrent of quiet understanding.
Then, it happened. A tiny, almost playful spark of celeste light broke from the crystal. Unlike the violent violet lightning, this one felt gentle. It zipped through the air and tapped Erika on the arm, like a friendly nudge.
The moment it made contact, her vision whited out.
The Oracle appeared before her, not in agony, but with urgent clarity. This vision was a rapid sequence of images: Huang Hua's face, sharp and focused, followed by the distinct, elegant shape of a flute, carved from what looked like pale, polished bone or crystal.
The image of the flute lingered, impressed upon her mind with vital importance, before the vision vanished.
She stumbled, her knees buckling, but Miiko was there in an instant, strong arms catching her and holding her upright. "Erika! What is it? What did you see?"
As her sight cleared, Erika gripped Miiko's arm, her voice urgent. "Huang Hua. We need Huang Hua. Now."
Without a moment's hesitation, Miiko turned toward the door and raised her voice, a clear command that echoed in the hall. "Jamon! Find Huang Hua. Bring her here immediately!"
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The plan was set. After a long meeting in the Crystal Room where Erika's vision was discussed and dissected, the consensus was clear: they needed the fabled Flute of the Feng-Huang, a relic of immense power capable of purifying corrupted energy.
Huang Hua, while agreeing it was their best hope, insisted that Miiko and Erika be the ones to travel to her people's ancestral temple to retrieve it.
As the meeting adjourned and Miiko walked out, Huang Hua caught Erika's arm, pulling her aside.
"You know," Huang Hua began, her voice a conspiratorial whisper, "the journey to our temple is long. You'll see so much more of this world beyond the walls of Eel. The Whispering Plains, the Shifting Dunes... it's breathtaking." She paused, her eyes studying Erika with a knowing gentleness. "And our city is beautiful. A place of art and eternal spring. If you ever... wished for a life beyond constant guard duties and danger, there would always be a place for you with me."
The invitation, though veiled, was clear. Huang Hua was offering her an escape, a different kind of life—one of beauty, peace, and patronage. Erika's mind reeled for a moment, imagining sun-drenched courtyards and the absence of looming threats. It was a tempting picture.
"I... I'll keep that in mind. Thank you, Huang Hua," Erika said, her response polite but non-committal.
The offer was filed away, a possible future to ponder, but her heart didn't leap towards it.
Her gaze instinctively sought Miiko's retreating form.
The day passed in a whirlwind of preparation. Now, standing at the main gate amidst a gathered crowd of guards and well-wishers, Erika felt the weight of the journey ahead.
She stood with Ewelein, listening as Miiko gave a final, rousing speech, her voice firm and inspiring, fueling the resolve of those who would remain and those who would travel.
The moment Miiko finished, Erika moved, eager to be at her side as they set out. But as she weaved through the crowd, she felt a distinct, deliberate, yet gentle push against her back, propelling her forward a step.
She turned and saw Leiftan walking past her, his expression as serene and unreadable as ever, his gaze fixed ahead as if he hadn't noticed her at all. But the push had been too purposeful to be an accident. It felt like... a nudge.
Heart now pounding for a different reason, Erika closed the final distance, falling into step beside Miiko as the expedition began to move out.
She glanced back once, but Leiftan had already melted into the crowd, leaving her with the lingering certainty that his intervention had been a silent blessing for her to go where she truly belonged—right where she was.
The journey to the Feng-Huang temple was long and arduous, stretching over many days. The landscape shifted from the familiar forests surrounding Eel to vast, open plains that whispered with unseen spirits, and eventually to the foothills of majestic, cloud-piercing mountains.
Erika spent her days walking alongside Miiko when the path allowed, or laughing with Chrome and Karenn, who provided a much-needed sense of normalcy and comic relief.
But as the days wore on, Erika noticed a change in Miiko.
The kitsune leader was often lost in thought, her brow furrowed in concentration.
When Erika tried to initiate conversation, Miiko's responses were polite but distant, her focus clearly on the mission, the route, and the potential dangers ahead.
She was retreating behind the walls of "Leader."
This withdrawal began to gnaw at Erika.
Lying in her bedroll at night, listening to the crackle of the campfire, her mind would race.
Is it just the weight of leadership? Or is it… me? Does she regret the kiss? Is she avoiding me because she feels the same confusing things I do, and it frightens her? The fear was potent – the fear of misreading the situation, of having her hopeful feelings be nothing more than a one-sided illusion.
During a brief rest stop where Ewelein was checking everyone for fatigue, Erika found a moment to speak with the healer privately.
"Ewelein... does Miiko seem... off to you?" Erika asked, her voice low.
The elf followed Erika's gaze to where Miiko stood, surveying the horizon like a solitary sentinel.
Ewelein sighed softly. "The weight she carries could crush a mountain, Erika. Every decision she makes, every step on this path, carries the fate of Eel. What you see isn't avoidance of you, I think. It's the immense pressure of ensuring we all return home safely, with the one tool that can save our home." She placed a reassuring hand on Erika's arm. "Give her time. Her focus is on the storm ahead. Once we have the flute, you may find the Miiko you know returns."
Ewelein's words were logical and comforting, yet they didn't completely quell the nervous flutter in Erika's chest.
She understood the burden of command, but her heart couldn't help but wonder if there was more to Miiko's silence.
As they packed up to continue the march, Erika resolved to be patient, to be a steady presence, hoping that when the mission was over, she would find the courage—and the opportunity—to seek the answer she truly longed for.
The entrance to the Feng-Huang temple was not a simple gate, but a vast, natural archway of woven, petrified trees that hummed with ancient power. Huang Hua, acting as their guide, gestured grandly towards it.
"This path is saturated with the hopes and dreams of thousands who have journeyed here over the centuries," she explained to Erika, her voice reverent. "Each prayer, each heartfelt wish, left a tiny piece of its essence here. It is a place of great spiritual weight."
Erika stepped through the archway, and a shiver ran down her spine. It wasn't a cold shiver, but a wave of poignant, overlapping emotions—fleeting joy, profound grief, desperate pleas, and quiet contentment.
It was overwhelming and beautiful.
She walked the path in a state of awe, feeling the echoes of countless souls until they reached the temple proper, a breathtaking structure of white stone and flowing silks that seemed to blend seamlessly with the mountain itself.
Their assigned room was spacious and airy. Ewelein immediately sank onto one of the low beds with a groan. "I am exhausted, and I could eat a whole Purreko stall," she declared, rubbing her feet. "That was a longer trek than I anticipated."
Erika smiled, placing her pack down. "It was, but it was incredible." They chatted for a while about the journey, the sights, and the strange energy of the entrance path.
A soft knock at the door interrupted them. A young Feng-Huang acolyte bowed deeply. "Healer Ewelein? Your assistance is requested in the western pavilion. One of the guards has taken ill from the mountain air."
Ewelein stood up immediately, all business. "Of course. Erika, do you mind?"
"Not at all," Erika assured her. "I think I'll take a walk, explore the temple a bit before the evening meal."
After Ewelein left, Erika wandered out into the serene temple grounds.
She walked through tranquil courtyards filled with the scent of exotic flowers and the soft sound of wind chimes.
The oppressive weight of Eel's crisis felt distant here, replaced by a profound peace.
She found herself in a secluded garden, watching the sunset paint the mountain peaks in fiery hues, her thoughts drifting, as they so often did, to a certain Kitsune.
The tension from her unsettling discovery and the long journey finally ebbed away, soothed by the serene atmosphere of the temple gardens.
Finding a soft, sun-warmed patch of grass away from the main paths, Erika lay down, letting the scent of blooming flowers and the gentle hum of distant temple bells lull her.
She closed her eyes, not to sleep, but simply to be, her thoughts pleasantly quiet.
A few minutes later, a shadow fell over her, blocking the sun's warmth. She opened her eyes to see Miiko looking down at her, hands on her hips, a familiar, fondly exasperated expression on her face.
"Are you seriously taking a nap in the middle of the pathway?" Miiko asked, her tone a mix of mock scolding and genuine amusement.
Erika grinned up at her, squinting against the halo of sunlight framing Miiko's white hair. "I'm not sleeping. I'm... contemplatively resting. It's different."
Miiko let out a soft "hmph" and leaned down, giving Erika's head a gentle, playful tap with her knuckles. "Well, your 'contemplative rest' is going to make you miss lunch. Huang Hua sent me to find you. The food is ready, and it would be rude to keep our hostess waiting."
The simple normalcy of the moment—the teasing, the assigned errand, the concern about manners—was a balm. It felt like a precious slice of the life they were fighting to protect.
Pushing herself up on her elbows, Erika's smile softened.
"Alright, alright. I'm coming," she said, her gaze lingering on Miiko. "Thanks for coming to find me."
"Someone has to keep you out of trouble," Miiko replied, her own expression softening as she offered a hand to help Erika up.
Their fingers brushed as Erika took it, a small, electric contact that felt as natural as breathing, before they turned together to walk towards the promise of a warm meal and familiar company.
Erika's Perspective
She was walking beside Miiko, enjoying the temple's tranquility and her company, when a sudden wave of dizziness washed over her.
She felt her legs lose all their strength, as if they had turned to jelly.
The world spun around her, and the ground rushed up to meet her before she could even react.
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Miiko's Perspective
An unusual peace enveloped her as she walked back to the dining hall with Erika.
For a moment, she could pretend they were just two travelers, not them on a desperate mission.
But that illusion shattered when, out of nowhere, Erika collapsed beside her.
"Erika!" The cry was instinctive, laced with a panic that tightened her throat. She dropped to her knees instantly, sliding her arms around the girl's torso to keep her from hitting the ground face-first. Erika's body was disturbingly limp. "Erika? What's wrong?"
Just then, Leiftan appeared at the end of the hallway. His presence, which would normally be a relief, now felt intrusive.
His eyes settled on Erika with a concern that felt suspiciously intense to Miiko.
"What happened?" Leiftan asked, approaching with his usual calm, which now felt exasperating.
"I don't know!" Miiko snapped, her voice harsher than she intended. Fear was a live wire in her gut. "We were walking and... she just collapsed."
"Allow me to carry her to Ewelein. I will be faster," Leiftan offered, extending his arms.
"No!" The refusal was a whip-crack, visceral and protective. She pulled Erika closer against her chest. "I can manage her." She wasn't going to let her go. Not with him looking at her like that.
Without allowing further discussion, Miiko stood, lifting Erika in her arms, ignoring the weight and the sharp, lingering pain in her side from her recent shadowy encounter.
She walked with determination, past a stoic Leiftan who stepped aside.
She arrived at Ewelein's room with her heart in her throat. She laid Erika down on the bed with a tenderness that contrasted with the fury she felt—at herself, the situation, everything.
Ewelein was at their side immediately, her hands already glowing with soft healing magic as she examined Erika. The seconds felt like hours. Finally, the elf healer let out a sigh.
"It's the environment," Ewelein declared, a note of weariness in her voice. "The energy of this place is ancient and immensely potent, very different from Eel or anywhere else Erika has known. Her body, her half-fae spirit, are simply reacting. It's like altitude sickness, but magical. It's... normal."
"Normal?" Miiko repeated, unable to hide her skepticism and worry. How could seeing her like this be normal?
"Yes," Ewelein insisted. "She needs rest. Her body will adapt."
Miiko nodded slowly, not taking her eyes off Erika, pale and still in the bed.
Ewelein's explanation was logical, but a deep unease had settled in her chest. She desperately hoped it was only that, and not the first symptom of something much, much worse.
She sat in a chair beside the bed, determined not to move.
Erika POV
The first thing I felt was a gentle, rhythmic sensation in my hair. I blinked my eyes open, the world swimming into focus to reveal Miiko sitting beside my bed, her fingers softly combing through my strands.
Her expression was a mixture of relief and that fond, exasperated worry I had come to know so well.
"There you are," she whispered, a soft smile gracing her lips. "It's becoming a habit, seeing you wake up in a bed after some mishap." Her tone was light, teasing, but the concern in her blue eyes was deep and real.
I didn't say anything. I couldn't. All I could do was look at her, the intensity of everything I'd been feeling—the confusion, the fear, the longing, the crystal-clear realization from my talk with Ewelein—finally overflowing.
My heart wasn't just beating; it was a wild drum against my ribs, demanding to be heard.
Slowly, almost reverently, I lifted my hands and placed them over hers where they rested in my hair.
My touch was gentle, a silent plea.
Then, acting on an impulse that felt as natural as breathing, I slid my hands up, circling the back of her neck and pulling her down into a tight embrace.
I buried my face in the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent—ozone, starlight, and pure Miiko.
She didn't resist. Not for a second. She melted into the hug, her arms wrapping around me securely.
Then, I felt her lips press a soft, lingering kiss against my forehead. The gesture was so tender, so protective, that it shattered the last of my restraint.
I couldn't take it anymore.
The gentle affection wasn't enough. My hands slid down from her neck, my fingers curling into the fabric of her tunic. With a slow, deliberate pull, I drew her closer.
Miiko let out a small, surprised gasp, but it was followed by a soft, breathless laugh.
She didn't pull away.
Instead, she let me guide her, her body shifting until she was leaning over me, her weight braced on her arms, her face just inches from mine.
A playful, almost predatory smile touched her lips, her eyes dark with a new, intense emotion.
"Is this alright?" she whispered, her voice husky, her breath mingling with mine.
In answer, my grip on her tunic tightened, pulling her the last fraction of an inch down until her lips met mine.
The world narrowed to the space between them, enclosed by the soft confines of the infirmary bed. Miiko was leaning over Erika, her body a warm, welcome weight.
She was braced on her hands, her arms forming a cage on either side of Erika's head, her posture both possessive and protective.
Her long, sleek black hair fell around their faces like a silken curtain, shutting out everything else, creating a private, intimate universe where the only sounds were their ragged breaths and the soft rustle of fabric.
Erika, lying beneath her, had her arms wrapped tightly around Miiko's neck, her fingers tangling in the strands at the base of her scalp, pulling her down, refusing to let even a sliver of space come between them.
There was no hesitation, no uncertainty left.
The kiss was a deep, consuming fire, a language of all the unspoken words and pent-up longing that had built between them for weeks.
Erika felt a desperate, aching need for more—more of her taste, her touch, the feel of her.
And Miiko, sensing this hunger, was more than willing to surrender to it. She met Erika's intensity with her own, a low hum of pleasure vibrating in her throat as she deepened the kiss, her body pressing down just a fraction more.
In the periphery of her senses, Erika could feel the subtle, restless movement of Miiko's four majestic blue tails, swishing gently in the air behind her.
It was a telltale sign of her heightened emotions, a beautiful, unconscious expression of the passion she was pouring into their connection.
In that suspended moment, with Miiko's hair enveloping them and her body a solid, reassuring presence above her, everything felt perfect.
Chapter 16: Episode 20
Chapter Text
The world had shrunk to the soft give of the mattress and the searing heat of Miiko's mouth on hers.
Emboldened by the kitsune's eager response, Erika's hands grew bolder.
They slid from their desperate grip on Miiko's tunic, her fingers tentatively tracing the fabric over her sides, then higher, until her palms, shy and trembling, brushed over the soft curves of Miiko's breasts.
Miiko broke their kiss with a soft, shuddering gasp, her blue eyes dark and heavy-lidded.
She didn't stop her, only watched Erika's flushed, determined face with a look of pure, unadulterated playfulness—a mischievous and deeply pleased approval that made Erika's heart stutter.
"Do you Like it?" Miiko whispered, her voice a husky challenge.
In answer, Erika could only nod, her breath catching as Miiko's own hands moved.
They slid beneath the hem of Erika's shirt, her cool palms a shocking, delightful contrast against the feverish skin of her stomach, slowly inching upward.
It was in that moment of rising heat, with Miiko's touch branding her, that the memory struck—a cold shard of fear piercing the warm haze of desire.
Eyes. Vivid, poisonous green eyes, glowing in the absolute darkness of her recent faint. They weren't human or fae. They were ancient, predatory, and they were watching her.
The vividness of the memory was a bucket of ice water. Erika flinched, her own hands stilling on Miiko, her entire body going rigid.
Sensing the abrupt shift instantly, Miiko froze.
Her hands, which had been about to explore further, stilled and then gently withdrew from under Erika's shirt. She didn't demand or get frustrated.
Instead, she leaned down, pressed one last, soft, lingering kiss to Erika's forehead, a gesture of profound tenderness, and then shifted her weight, rolling to lie on her side next to her. She propped her head on her hand, her expression now soft with concern, her playful desire replaced by unwavering focus.
Her fingers returned to gently stroking Erika's hair, a calming, rhythmic motion.
"Erika," she murmured, her voice impossibly gentle. "What is it? What's wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost."
And in a way, she had. But this felt different, more immediate and far more dangerous than the sorrowful spirit of Elara.
This was a threat, and it had been waiting for her in the darkness.
The air in the room grew heavy, thick with the scent of healing herbs and unspoken fear. Erika’s voice was a fragile thread in the silence. "I saw eyes... in the dream. They weren't human. They weren't fae." She swallowed, her own eyes wide with the memory. "It spoke a name. It said... it was a Daemon."
The word hung between them, dark and ominous.
Miiko’s breath caught, a barely audible hitch. Her usual composure cracked for a single, revealing moment, her blue eyes widening in stark surprise. In an instant, her protective instincts took over.
She moved closer, her body a shield as she encircled Erika in a firm, grounding embrace.
With a surprising tenderness, she used her thumbs to gently wipe the stray tears from Erika’s cheeks. "A Daemon?" she repeated, her voice low and measured, though a undercurrent of alarm ran beneath it. She didn't want to frighten Erika further, but the gravity of the confession was immense. "This is not a matter we can keep to ourselves. We must speak with Huang Hua. Immediately."
They found the Fenghuang envoy in a sunlit courtyard, her vibrant red robes a splash of color against the serene stone.
When Erika repeated her story, Huang Hua initially let out a light, dismissive chuckle. "A Daemon? In a dream, little sparrow? The mind can conjure all sorts of shadows after a battle."
But her smile faded as she truly looked at Erika. She saw the pallor of her skin, the slight tremor in her hands, the raw, unvarnished terror in her eyes.
This was no mere nightmare.
As the reality of the claim settled, Huang Hua's playful demeanor evaporated, replaced by a leader's sharp focus. Her gaze, however, briefly flickered to Miiko, whose hands still rested firmly, possessively, on Erika's shoulders, offering silent support.
A spark of intense curiosity lit within Huang Hua's eyes, but she filed the observation away for later.
"A Daemon changes everything," Huang Hua stated, her voice now all business. "I am calling a reunion. Now. Leiftan, Ewelein, and Miiko. We need their counsel." She then turned to Erika, her expression softening into genuine kindness. "Erika, you have endured enough for one day. Feng Zifu will escort you to the guest quarters. You need to rest."
Erika, feeling the weight of exhaustion and fear, nodded mutely.
As she turned to follow the serene Feng Zifu, a hand darted out, catching her wrist. It was Miiko.
For a moment, it seemed Miiko might say something bold, something that would defy the presence of their watchful escort.
But under Feng Zifu’s politely attentive gaze, Miiko’s resolve seemed to waver.
The public setting was a wall her private feelings couldn't quite scale. Instead, she leaned in close, her lips nearly brushing Erika's ear, her whisper a warm, secret promise that was for Erika alone.
"I am here for you," she murmured, her voice thick with an emotion she couldn't fully voice aloud. "We will speak later. I promise."
As Erika was led away, she glanced back over her shoulder.
She watched Miiko straighten her posture and school her features back into an impenetrable mask.
A curious thought bloomed in Erika's mind, a tender observation amidst the fear: She's shy.
The mighty Miiko, who could face down corrupted crystals and shadowy hounds, seemed almost cohibited, hesitant to show a simple, caring touch in front of an audience.
And in that realization, Erika found a strange, comforting warmth.
The rest of the day bled into a soft, amber evening for Erika, a strange, suspended calm after the storm of her confession. With Miiko sequestered in the high-stakes war council, Erika found a quiet refuge in the uncomplicated company of Chrome and Karenn.
Their guide, the ever-serene Feng Zifu, led them on a tour of the Fenghuang temple's sacred grounds. The journey was a balm for her frayed nerves.
The Library was a cavern of hushed reverence, where ancient scrolls rested in lacquered wood cases that reached towards a vaulted ceiling.
Sunlight streamed through intricate lattices, illuminating motes of dust that danced like forgotten spirits. Erika ran her fingers along the spine of a time-worn manuscript, the textured leather feeling like solidified history.
"Bet this one's just a bunch of old recipes," Chrome whispered, his voice echoing slightly before Karenn elbowed him gently in the ribs.
"Hush, you brute. Show some respect," she chided, though a playful smirk tugged at her lips. "Though, if it is a recipe for eternal sunshine wine, I'm stealing it."
Feng Zifu, with infinite patience, simply smiled. "Knowledge takes many forms, young wolf. Even recipes can hold the secrets of a culture's soul."
Next, they were led to the Tombs of the Ancestors.
The air here was cool and still, filled with the faint, sweet scent of burning incense. Elaborate stone sarcophagi lined the walls, each carved with the likeness of a majestic Fenghuang in full plume.
The silence was profound, a weighty respect for the generations that had come before.
"Feels like they're watching us," Chrome murmured, uncharacteristically subdued, his ears twitching nervously.
"Of course they are," Karenn replied, her sarcasm softened by the solemnity of the place. "Try not to trip over your own feet and offend a thousand-year-old ghost."
The final stop was the most striking: a collapsed wing of the temple, its beauty shattered by violent tremors. Broken pillars lay like fallen giants amidst scattered rubble and shattered tiles.
Yet, life persisted; vibrant scarlet vines crept over the pale stone, a testament to nature's relentless reclamation.
"It serves as a reminder," Feng Zifu explained softly, his gaze distant. "That even the most enduring peace is fragile. And that from destruction, new growth can emerge."
As the sun began to set, Erika spent time simply talking with the Fenghuang acolytes who tended the temple gardens and shrines.
They were gentle souls, their laughter like wind chimes, their questions about the outside world innocent and curious. She answered them, she smiled, she even laughed at Chrome's goofy antics, but a part of her remained detached, floating like one of the library's dust motes, waiting.
The crimson and gold of twilight painted the courtyard when she finally admitted it to herself, leaning against a balustrade and looking towards the sealed doors of the council chamber.
She had heard nothing.
No word, no message, not a single glimpse of black hair or blue tails.
The night was long and restless. Erika lay in the soft silks of the guest chamber, her ears straining for any sound beyond the screen door—the familiar cadence of a particular set of footsteps, a whisper of tails brushing against the floor. But there was nothing.
She fell into a fitful sleep, the image of Miiko's worried face her last conscious thought, and woke with the same hollow feeling in her chest.
The first light of dawn was painting the paper screens a soft gold when murmuring voices seeped into the room. Erika recognized them immediately: the melodic, authoritative tone of Huang Hua and the gentle, wise cadence of Ewelein.
They were speaking in hushed tones just outside her door.
Instinctively, Erika closed her eyes, slowing her breathing into the deep, rhythmic pattern of sleep.
"...the energy around her has stabilized considerably," Ewelein was saying, her voice clinical yet kind. "Being away from the corrupted crystal in Eel seems to be doing her a world of good. The spiritual pollution here is minimal."
"I can see it in her complexion," Huang Hua replied, her voice losing some of its usual exuberance, dipping into a melancholic sincerity that made Erika's heart clench. "She looks... peaceful. Like a weight has been lifted. If it becomes necessary for her safety... I would convince her to stay here. Permanently."
The words landed like a physical blow. Stay here? Permanently? Without Miiko? Without the Guard?
The thought was a cage, gilded and beautiful, but a cage nonetheless.
She held her pose, muscles tense, until the soft rustle of robes and the fading of their footsteps signaled they were gone.
Only then did she let her eyes flutter open, staring at the ceiling as her mind spun.
Away from the crystal... for my own good? It was a logical, kind argument, but it felt like being neatly sidelined, erased from the story she had fought so hard to be a part of.
A spark of defiance ignited within her. She wouldn't be discussed and decided upon like a problem to be solved.
Fueled by a sudden, sharp resolve, she threw off the covers. She would find Huang Hua. She would demand to know what was happening.
She found the Fenghuang envoy in a pavilion overlooking the misty valleys, sipping tea as if she hadn't just suggested altering the entire course of Erika's life.
"Erika! Good morning!" Huang Hua greeted her with that brilliant, disarming smile. "The dawn agrees with you. How are you feeling today?"
All of Erika's rehearsed words, her righteous indignation, shriveled on her tongue under the genuine warmth of that greeting.
The courage to confront, to demand, evaporated, leaving behind a raw, aching need she was too tired to hide.
The fight drained out of her shoulders.
She looked down, her fingers twisting together. "I... I came because I wanted to see you," she said, the half-truth tasting like ash in her mouth. It wasn't the whole truth, but it wasn't a lie either.
In that moment of loneliness, seeing a familiar face, even one that plotted to keep her away from everything she cared about, was a desperate comfort.
She had come to reclaim her place in the narrative, but found she only had the strength to ask for a little kindness.
The day stretched long, melting into a vibrant, fragrant night.
The Fenghuang temple, usually a place of serene contemplation, had transformed. Paper lanterns glowed like captured fireflies, casting a warm, dancing light across the central courtyard, which had been converted into a vast dining hall.
The air thrummed with music from ancient instruments, the melodic pluck of strings accompanying the rhythmic beat of drums.
Erika had spent the afternoon buried in the library, trying to lose herself in the epic histories of the Fenghuang, but the words had blurred before her eyes.
Now, surrounded by the celebration, she felt just as detached.
A spectacular display of traditional dancers swirled across the floor, their robes like flowing liquid fire, but Erika’s eyes were constantly searching, scanning the crowd for a glimpse of dark hair and four azure tails.
Where is she? The thought was a constant, anxious whisper in her mind. The council meeting had ended hours ago, yet Miiko was nowhere to be seen.
With a sigh, she turned her attention back to her table. Leiftan was there, and to her surprise, he seemed unusually lighthearted, engaging her in easy conversation about the dances and the symbolism behind them.
He was charming, his serene smile never faltering, but Erika’s responses were polite, her attention divided.
It was then, from the corner of her eye, that she finally saw her.
A flash of stark dark near the arched entrance, a silhouette against the night.
Miiko was standing there, her posture rigid, her gaze fixed directly on them. But the moment Erika’s eyes met hers, Miiko’s expression—a complex mix of something dark and unreadable—shuttered closed.
She turned on her heel and vanished back into the shadows beyond the hall.
Without a second thought, Erika stood. "Excuse me, Leiftan," she said hastily, not waiting for his reply before weaving through the crowd, the joyful music and laughter now feeling like a wall she needed to escape.
She found Miiko just outside, in a secluded courtyard bathed in silver moonlight.
She was standing by a small, trickling fountain, one hand braced against the cool stone, the other pressed to her own forehead as if trying to stave off a migraine.
Her shoulders were tense, her tails drooping slightly.
"Miiko?" Erika's voice was soft, laced with concern. "What's wrong? Are you okay?"
Miiko didn't turn around. Her voice, when it came, was sharp, laced with a bitterness Erika hadn't expected. "Shouldn't you be in there? Your friend seemed to be providing you with ample entertainment."
The words were like a slap. Erika flinched, the harshness so unlike the woman who had held her so tenderly just the day before. But before she could form a retort, Miiko sighed heavily, the fight draining out of her.
She finally turned, her blue eyes shadowed with genuine fatigue and regret.
"I... apologize," she said, her voice much quieter now. "That was uncalled for. It has not been a good day. You should go back inside. Don't let me keep you from... enjoying yourself with Leiftan."
And then, the realization dawned on Erika. The sharp tone, the quick departure, the lingering gaze. It wasn't just fatigue or stress.
It was something far more specific, far more human.
A small, incredulous smile touched Erika's lips. "Miiko... are you... jealous?"
Miiko looked away, a faint, almost imperceptible flush coloring her cheeks in the moonlight. She didn't confirm it, but she didn't deny it either.
"He's just a friend," Erika said, stepping closer, her voice firm yet gentle. "That's all he's ever been. You know that, don't you?"
Miiko held her gaze for a long moment, the tension slowly easing from her frame. She gave a single, slow nod. "I know," she murmured, the admission seeming to cost her. "I apologize again. I am tired, and it seems I do not know what I am saying."
The words were an admission of weakness, and from Miiko, that was a confession of trust far greater than any flowery declaration.
Miiko’s retreat was swift and silent, a ghost vanishing into the moonlit corridors, leaving Erika alone with the whisper of the fountain and the chilling echo of her words. Confusion and a sharp pang of sadness twisted in Erika’s chest.
The brief, hopeful connection from the temple infirmary felt like a lifetime ago, now shrouded by this new, frustrating distance.
With a heavy heart, she turned and made her way to her own room, the festive music from the hall now a taunting, distant murmur.
She lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying the hurt in Miiko's eyes—a hurt she now understood was jealousy. Why did she run? Why won't she just talk to me? The questions circled in her mind like vultures, leaving her feeling more isolated than ever in the crowded temple.
Suddenly, the night was torn apart.
A colossal BOOM shattered the peace, shaking the very foundations of the guest quarters. The sound was followed by screams and the unmistakable clash of steel.
Erika’s despair instantly vaporized, replaced by a surge of adrenaline. She scrambled from her bed and threw open her door.
Chaos reigned in the courtyard. Feng Zifu was there, his serene face set in a grim mask as he directed acolytes. Guards and Feng Huang warriors clashed with shadowy, corrupt forms. And amidst the fray, she saw the hulking form of Ashkore, his axes a whirlwind of deadly light, bellowing challenges into the night.
The fight was everywhere, a confused melee of light and darkness. Erika, unarmed and disoriented, tried to find a safe path, to understand where she was needed. It was in that moment of vulnerability that a figure materialized from the shadows beside her—a presence both beautiful and utterly terrifying.
Naytili.
There was no time to scream, no time to react. A searing, cold pain, sharper than anything she had ever imagined, exploded in her side.
Erika looked down, stunned, to see the hilt of a crystalline dagger protruding from her abdomen.
The world tilted, the sounds of battle muffled as if she were sinking underwater. Her legs gave way, and her body hit the hard stone with a sickening finality.
The last thing she heard before darkness swallowed her was a voice, not calm and serene, but raw with a fury that seemed to shake the very air. It was Leiftan. "YOU WILL PAY FOR THAT!" he roared, and the air crackled with unleashed power as he launched himself at Naytili.
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Consciousness returned not with a jolt, but in a slow, painful tide. The first sensation was a dull, throbbing ache in her side. The second was the familiar scent of healing herbs and clean linen. Erika’s eyelids fluttered open to the soft light of day filtering into the infirmary.
Ewelein was at her bedside, her elven features etched with concern and fatigue. "Welcome back," she said softly, her hand gently checking the bandages on Erika's torso.
"Wha... How long?" Erika croaked, her throat parched.
"Three days," Ewelein replied, helping her sip some water. "The blade was laced with a corrupting energy. It was a very near thing, Erika."
Three days. The news was a shock. Ewelein, seeing the confusion and lingering fear in her eyes, decided it was best she speak with Huang Hua. She helped Erika sit up, supporting her weight as they moved slowly through the temple.
They found Huang Hua in her pavilion, her usual vibrant energy subdued. But when she saw Erika, alive and on her feet, her face lit up with profound, unmistakable relief. She rushed forward, carefully embracing her without touching the wound.
"Erika! By the ancestral flames, you're awake!" she exclaimed, her voice thick with emotion. She guided Erika to a cushion, her expression turning serious. "You gave us all a terrible fright. That wound... it was not healing. Our magic, Ewelein's skills... the corruption was resisting everything."
Huang Hua paused, her gaze intense. "It was Leiftan who saved you. When all else failed, he offered something only his kind could give." She leaned closer, her voice dropping to a reverent whisper. "He gave you a part of his life's essence. He donated his blood."
The revelation struck Erika with the force of a physical blow.
Leiftan?
He had screamed in rage when she fell and had then offered the most personal of sacrifices to bring her back. As she sat there, the phantom ache in her side warred with a storm of confusion and gratitude.
The day passed in a blur of somber obligations.
Erika found Leiftan and thanked him, her words feeling inadequate against the weight of his gift. He accepted with his usual, unreadable grace, but the mystery of his actions still swirled in her mind.
Later, she saw Chrome, his usual boisterous energy dimmed, a white patch temporarily covering one eye. The sight sent a fresh lance of worry through her, a reminder of the cost others were paying.
The heaviest moment was attending the somber rites at the tombs of those who had fallen in Naytili's attack.
The air was thick with grief, a stark contrast to the vibrant celebration of just a few nights prior.
When she finally returned to her room, the silence was deafening.
The weight of it all—the attack, her near-death, Chrome's injury, the funeral, and the lingering, terrifying memory of the Daemon's eyes in her dream—crashed down upon her. Sitting on the edge of her bed, she could no longer hold it back.
Silent, helpless tears began to stream down her face, each one a testament to fear, loss, and confusion.
A soft, tentative knock on the door startled her.
She hastily wiped her cheeks with the back of her hands, trying to erase the evidence. "Come in," she called, her voice thicker than she intended.
The door slid open carefully. Miiko stood there, her silhouette framed by the dim light of the hallway. Her sharp blue eyes immediately found Erika's, missing nothing.
"Erika?" Miiko's voice was uncharacteristically soft. "Were you... crying?"
Erika turned her face away. "No. It's nothing. What are you doing here?" The question came out sharper than she meant it to, a defense mechanism born of hurt and pride.
Miiko flinched slightly but didn't retreat. She stepped fully inside, closing the door behind her. Her usual severe posture was gone, replaced by a palpable weariness.
"I came for two reasons," she began, her gaze fixed on the floor as if gathering courage. "First, to apologize for my behavior the other night. It was uncalled for and... childish. I am deeply sorry." She finally looked up, her eyes filled with a raw sincerity. "And second, I needed to see for myself that you were truly alright. After that stab wound..." Her voice wavered, and she took a steadying breath. "Seeing you lying there, unconscious, surrounded by your own blood... I felt something I haven't felt in a very long time. A terror that has no place on a battlefield. The sheer, paralyzing fear of almost losing someone."
Erika remained silent, but her defensive posture softened, allowing Miiko to continue.
"I don't want to run from this anymore," Miiko confessed, her voice a low, fervent whisper. "From you. From... this. If you will still have me, Erika, I am here. And I am not leaving."
She took a tentative step closer. "For days, I thought the strange feelings, the protectiveness, the ache... were just echoes. That perhaps Sariel's spirit had left a piece of her love for Elara behind in me. It was a convenient excuse." A sad, self-deprecating smile touched her lips. "But that night, seeing you with Leiftan... I wasn't angry on behalf of a ghost. I was jealous for myself. It wasn't a phantom's heart I was feeling. It was my own. My own heart, beating only for you."
The confession hung in the air, quiet and profound, washing away the last of Erika's tears and filling the space between them with a fragile, hopeful light.
The space between them seemed to hum with the weight of Miiko's confession. The air, once heavy with Erika's sorrow, was now charged with a fragile, electric hope.
Slowly, deliberately, Miiko lowered herself. She didn't simply kneel; it was a graceful, purposeful descent, one knee gently coming to rest on the floor before Erika, who still sat on the edge of the bed, her breath caught in her throat. Miiko’s gaze never left hers, a storm of blue sincerity and unwavering resolve.
She reached out, her touch feather-light, and took Erika’s hand in both of her own. Her thumbs stroked over Erika’s knuckles, a soothing, grounding motion. Then, she bowed her head and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to the back of Erika’s hand. It was not a kiss of passion, but one of oath. A seal upon a vow.
"I swear to you," Miiko whispered, her voice hushed but iron-clad, her breath warm against Erika's skin. "That this will be the last time, for the rest of my life, that I am the cause of your pain."
Those words shattered the last of Erika's resistance. The dam broke. A small, choked sob of relief escaped her lips, not of sadness, but of surrender. She could no longer bear the inches between them.
Her hands, once passive in Miiko's, now came to life.
They slid from Miiko's grasp, moving to frame her face before sliding back to clutch at the fabric of her shirt. With a strength born of pure, desperate longing, Erika pulled.
She guided Miiko forward, her own body shifting to accommodate her, drawing her up and into the space between her legs.
Miiko rose with the motion, letting Erika guide her until she was settled there, Erika’s thighs framing her hips, holding her close. Miiko’s hands found their place instantly, a firm, possessive grip on Erika’s hips, steadying them both.
Erika didn't hesitate.
Her fingers tangled in the dark hair at the nape of Miiko's neck, and she pulled her the final inch, closing the distance.
This kiss was nothing like the first, desperate one in the infirmary. That had been a collision of fear and relief.
This was different.
This was a claiming, an answer, a silent "yes" to every unspoken promise.
It was deep and searching, pouring all the unsaid words, the days of loneliness, the fear of loss, and the blazing joy of this reconciliation into a single, perfect point of contact.
Miiko met her with equal fervor, her usual restraint incinerated in the heat of the moment.
One of her hands slid from Erika's hip up her back, pressing her closer, erasing any last semblance of space between them.
Her four azure tails, which had been still, now curled and swayed gently behind her, a silent, joyful ballet in the moonlit room.
The air in the room shifted, growing thick with a heat that had nothing to do with the evening air. Miiko’s hands, which had been firm on Erika’s hips, began to move with a new, deliberate purpose.
Her fingers traced the hem of Erika’s top before slowly, teasingly, sliding beneath the fabric.
Erika could only arch into the touch, a soft sigh escaping her lips as she surrendered completely to Miiko's advances.
Piece by piece, Miiko undressed her, her movements agonizingly slow and reverent.
Each new inch of exposed skin was met with a trail of soft kisses and the warm caress of her hands, until Erika was left in only her underwear, shivering slightly in the cool air, her skin flushed with anticipation.
It was then that Erika’s own sense of fairness, and a spark of her old stubbornness, resurfaced.
She placed a hand on Miiko’s wrist, stilling her.
A playful pout formed on her lips. "This is... unfair," she breathed, her gaze flickering pointedly over Miiko's own fully clothed form—the tight black and red shirt, the practical shorts, the fingerless gloves. "You're still... entirely dressed."
Miiko leaned back, a feigned expression of stern authority masking the amusement in her eyes. "And you expect me to do all the work myself?" she chided, her voice a low, mock-serious murmur. "How demanding."
Erika’s answer was to surge forward, capturing Miiko’s lips in a deep, distracting kiss that tasted of promise and impatience. Her hands, now bold and sure, moved to the task at hand.
She fumbled with the fastenings of Miiko's gear, her fingers learning the unfamiliar terrain.
The fingerless gloves were tugged off and discarded, the tight shorts were pushed down over lean hips, and finally, the distinctive black and red shirt was slowly pulled over Miiko's head, revealing the pale, toned skin beneath.
Soon, they were equals once more, both clad in nothing but their intimate wear, the space between them humming with shared vulnerability and desire.
Emboldened, Erika’s hands moved to the clasp of Miiko's bra, her fingers trembling only slightly before she managed to release it.
The garment fell away, and Miiko made no move to cover herself.
There was no shame in her gaze, only a quiet, powerful confidence that took Erika’s breath away.
She allowed Erika a few long, rapturous moments to look her fill, to trace the lines of her body with awestruck eyes and tentative, exploring hands.
But Miiko’s patience, even in this, had its limits. With a low, throaty sound that was half-laugh, half-groan, she gently took control again. She guided Erika back onto the soft bedding, her movements fluid and assured.
From that moment on, Miiko was in command, but her leadership was one of exquisite tenderness.
Every touch was a question, every caress a reassurance.
She was sweet and careful, her hands and mouth mapping Erika’s body as if it were sacred ground, learning what made her gasp, what made her sigh, what made her fingers clutch at the sheets.
It was a slow, thorough worship, a silent vow made with skin and breath, where the only goal was to show, beyond any last shadow of a doubt, the depth of the love she had so fiercely tried to deny.
Chapter 17: Episode 21
Chapter Text
The first thing Erika became aware of was a profound, encompassing warmth. She blinked her eyes open to the soft, grey light of dawn filtering into the room.
Miiko was nestled against her, her head pillowed on Erika's shoulder, one arm draped possessively across her waist. It wasn't just the shared body heat; Miiko herself seemed to radiate a furnace-like, serene warmth that seeped deep into Erika's bones, a stark and wonderful contrast to her usual cool exterior. It was a comfort so complete Erika never wanted to move.
With no desire to wake her, Erika let her gaze wander, drinking in the sight of a peacefully sleeping Miiko.
The severe lines of her face were softened in slumber, the usual guarded tension in her brow completely smoothed away. She looked younger, at ease.
Unable to resist, Erika lifted her hand and began to gently stroke the base of one of Miiko's fox ears.
The fur was impossibly soft, like the finest velvet, and it twitched faintly under her touch.
In her sleep, Miiko responded instinctively.
A low, contented hum rumbled in her chest, and she tightened her arm around Erika, pulling their bodies even closer and nuzzling her face into the crook of Erika's neck.
The gesture was so unconsciously affectionate it made Erika's heart swell, and a small, happy laugh escaped her lips.
The sound was enough. Miiko stirred, her ears giving a more deliberate flick.
She didn't open her eyes, but a frown played on her lips. "Too much noise," she grumbled, her voice thick and gravelly with sleep, though the complaint was clearly a jest.
Erika, feeling emboldened by the morning's intimacy, decided to play along. She gave the bicep of the arm draped over her a playful, little squeeze.
"Ow," Miiko whined, this time cracking open one brilliant blue eye to peer up at her. "Abusing me so early?"
"Sorry," Erika whispered, not sorry at all.
To compensate, she quickly leaned in and pressed a soft, apologetic kiss to Miiko's lips.
To her surprise, Miiko didn't respond. She let the kiss land but kept her own lips still, pulling back just enough to fix Erika with a mock-stern pout, her eyebrows furrowed in a perfect pantomime of offense.
Erika stared, bewildered for a moment, before a realization dawned. A slow smile spread across her face.
She was seeing a side of Miiko few ever did—not the stern leader, nor the tormented soul, but someone… playful. Someone who teased.
"You're… you're pretending to be mad," Erika accused, her voice full of wonder.
The kitsune’s pout finally broke, transforming into a small, secretive smile as she buried her face back into Erika's neck, her shoulders shaking with silent laughter. "Perhaps," came the muffled admission.
The single word, filled with such uncharacteristic levity, was more telling than any grand declaration.
In the safety of the morning light, wrapped in each other's arms, they were simply two people delighting in the joy of being together.
It was Miiko’s turn to take the lead.
After her playful feint, she shifted, her movements languid and purposeful. She began a slow, worshipful journey with her lips, starting at the sensitive curve of Erika’s neck.
Each kiss was a soft, deliberate press of warmth, sending shivers down Erika's spine.
She continued her trail upwards, along the line of Erika's jaw, the apple of her cheek, the bridge of her nose, before finally, sweetly, capturing her lips in a kiss that was far deeper and more lingering than the one she had previously denied.
The morning, for a few blissful minutes, threatened to spiral back into the passion of the night before.
Erika melted into the touch, her hands coming up to tangle in Miiko's hair, perfectly content to let the world outside their room cease to exist.
But all too soon, it was Miiko who broke the kiss, resting her forehead against Erika's with a heavy, reluctant sigh. "We should stop," she murmured, her voice thick with a desire she was clearly forcing herself to master.
Erika let out a wordless sound of protest, her grip tightening.
Miiko smiled, a little ruefully. "I know. But Huang Hua will be waiting for us for breakfast. It would be… impolitic to keep our host waiting."
A mental grumble echoed in Erika's mind.
Of course. Responsible, dutiful Miiko.
She could already picture the knowing, perceptive look in Huang Hua's eyes.
As much as she longed to stay wrapped in this cocoon, she knew Miiko was right. "Fine," she conceded with a soft sigh of her own. "You and your impeccable timing."
They untangled themselves from the sheets and each other, the cool air a slight shock against their warm skin.
As they began to dress, pulling on the simple, clean garments provided by the temple, Erika had an idea. "I'd like to take a shower before we face the world," she said, then glanced at Miiko, a hint of a blush on her cheeks. "Join me?"
Miiko paused, her fingers stilling on the fastening of her tunic. A slow, genuine smile, one that reached her brilliant blue eyes, spread across her face.
It held none of the previous teasing, only a deep, shared intimacy. "I suppose we can be efficient with our time," she replied, her tone soft and accepting as she took Erika's outstretched hand.
They found a shower stall tucked away in a more secluded corner of the bathing area, a small haven of privacy. The steam from the nearby baths already hung in the air, softening the edges of the world. As they undressed for the second time, a flicker of that initial shyness returned to Erika.
Standing fully exposed in the bright, utilitarian space felt different from the dim intimacy of the bedroom.
She crossed her arms loosely over her chest, a self-conscious gesture she couldn't quite suppress.
Miiko, in contrast, seemed utterly unperturbed by her own nudity, her posture as naturally regal as if she were wearing her full uniform. She noticed Erika's timid stance, and a knowing, slightly mocking smile played on her lips.
But she said nothing, merely reaching out to take Erika's hand, her touch firm and reassuring as she gently pulled her under the warm spray.
The water was a welcome blanket, and as minutes passed, Erika began to relax again, the initial awkwardness washing away down the drain. Her eyes, however, began to wander with a newfound boldness.
She traced the lines of Miiko's body—the powerful definition of her legs, the way her hair turned into a sleek, heavy cascade when wet, clinging to her neck and shoulders. And though she would never admit it aloud, her gaze lingered on the curve of Miiko's breasts, a flush rising on her cheeks that had nothing to do with the water's heat.
"You're taking too long," Miiko complained, her voice a low murmur that cut through the sound of the water. Her tone was laced with a feigned impatience that didn't reach her eyes. It was a transparent excuse, and they both knew it.
Before Erika could protest, Miiko had already reached for a bottle of scented oil. "Let me," she said, her voice losing its teasing edge and softening into something more genuine.
Erika simply nodded, turning her back to Miiko and surrendering to the sensation. Miiko's fingers, strong and skilled, worked the oil into her scalp, massaging away the last remnants of tension. It was an act of surprising tenderness, a quiet devotion that spoke louder than words.
Erika leaned back into the touch, her eyes fluttering closed, completely savoring the moment. In the steam and the warmth, with Miiko's hands in her hair, the world and its dangers felt very, very far away.
They emerged from the bathing area minutes later, skin flushed and smelling faintly of the temple's floral soaps.
Miiko waited with a rare, uncharacteristic patience as Erika finished adjusting her clothes, a silent, steady presence that spoke volumes of their changed dynamic.
When they entered the dining hall together, a few heads turned. They moved in a synchronized, unspoken harmony, their arrival as a pair feeling distinctly deliberate.
Erika offered a brief, warm smile to Chrome, who waved back with a grin, before she slid onto a cushion beside Miiko, directly across from the ever-composed Ewelein.
A sudden, warm flush of anxiety crept up Erika's neck. Did she hear anything last night? Could she tell? The walls of the guest quarters weren't known for being thick. Trying to sound nonchalant, Erika took a bite of fruit and asked Ewelein, "By the way, where did you sleep last night? I didn't hear you come in."
Beside her, Miiko became intensely focused on her bowl of rice, her expression a perfect mask of neutral concentration, as if the conversation were a distant fly buzzing in the room.
Ewelein took a slow sip of her tea, her elven features giving nothing away. "I saw you were quite distressed yesterday evening," she said kindly. "I thought you might need some space to process everything, so I found other accommodations for the night."
At the next table over, Huang Hua, who had been listening with bright, perceptive eyes, chimed in cheerfully. "My bed is the most comfortable in the entire temple! I'm a most gracious host, you know."
Erika's eyes widened slightly. "You slept in Huang Hua's room?" she asked, surprised.
Ewelein nodded serenely. "Indeed. And before your mind wanders to any improper places, it was purely platonic. She had a very spacious couch." Her lips quirked into a faint, knowing smile.
Erika understood, a small, amused smile of her own forming. The situation was undeniably funny.
But then, Ewelein's gaze shifted from Erika to the meticulously silent kitsune beside her.
"And you, Miiko," Ewelein began, her tone now laced with gentle mockery. "We all know you didn't sleep in your assigned room either."
Miiko didn't even look up from her rice. "I have no idea what you're referring to," she stated flatly, her voice a masterclass in feigned ignorance.
A spark of pure mischief lit in Ewelein's eyes.
She leaned forward slightly, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper that wasn't audible to everyone at the table. Only them.
"Oh? Well, there's no need for embarrassment. It's perfectly understandable if you found comfort in the company of one of our Fenghuang hosts last night. Their warriors are quite striking, aren't they?"
She said this while watching Erika's reaction closely, the playful trap perfectly set.
The comment hung in the air, a test and a tease all in one, waiting to see which of the two would break first.
Erika tried valiantly to keep a neutral face, but a distinct grimace twisted her features when Miiko, instead of denying it, gave a noncommittal shrug that perfectly fed into Ewelein's teasing.
It was a subtle betrayal, a playful one.
Ewelein’s smile was triumphant. "Look at the two of you," she murmured, her voice low enough that only their table could hear. "Acting like a pair of smitten teenagers trying to keep a secret."
Flustered but finding her voice, Erika countered, easily falling into the familiar rhythm of their group.
"We're not exactly hiding it," she said, her cheeks flushed. "I just don't feel the need to announce it to the entire temple with a megaphone."
It was at that moment that Huang Hua, ever the master of timing, clapped her hands together, her voice ringing out to command the attention of the entire hall. "Friends! Warriors! A quick announcement. We depart for your headquarters with the sacred flute by late afternoon at the latest. Prepare yourselves accordingly."
The mood shifted instantly from lighthearted to serious.
As the news created a buzz of activity around them,
Erika felt a sudden, secret pressure on her thigh under the table. Miiko's hand had come to rest there, her thumb drawing slow, soothing circles through the fabric of Erika's pants.
It was an apology, a reassurance, and a promise all in one—a silent message meant only for her. I'm here. That was just a game. This is real.
The touch was over all too soon. As the meal concluded and everyone began to disperse, Miiko rose gracefully. She gave Erika's shoulder a brief, almost imperceptible squeeze. "I need to speak with Huang Hua and Ewelein. It's important," she said, her voice once again all business, though her eyes held a softness reserved solely for Erika. "I'll find you before we leave."
And with that, she was gone, following the Fenghuang leader and the elven healer, leaving Erika amidst the bustling hall with the distinct feeling that their brief, peaceful interlude was well and truly over.
The mission, and all its dangers, was calling them back.
The peace of the temple felt like a distant memory.
The journey back to Eel was a grueling ordeal, each step heavier than the last. Erika could feel a profound sickness seeping into her bones, a deep, draining fatigue that no amount of rest could cure. It was the corrupted crystal; its call was a desperate, parasitic pull, and the unique connection she shared with it was now siphoning her very life force to sustain itself.
Her breaths came in shallow pants, and a cold sweat clung to her skin despite the sun.
Yet, she discovered a strange and beautiful anomaly.
Whenever Miiko was near—when her shoulder brushed against Erika's, when her hand steadied her elbow, or when she simply walked close enough for their auras to touch—a wave of revitalizing warmth would flood through Erika's veins.
It was as if Miiko's presence acted as a shield, grounding her and reflecting the crystal's draining pull.
At one point, as Erika stumbled, Miiko swiftly slid a supportive arm around her waist.
The moment their bodies connected, a soft, ethereal glow emanated from where they touched, a brief, visible pulse of light that enveloped them both for a handful of seconds.
Erika was sure she hadn't imagined it.
The fatigue receded, replaced by a surge of strength that felt like pure, concentrated life.
"They are sharing energy," Ewelein observed, her healer's eyes missing nothing. "A symbiotic reaction I have never seen."
They finally reached the outskirts of Eel, but their path was blocked.
A shimmering, malevolent barrier of violet energy now surrounded the entire headquarters, humming with a dissonant frequency that made Erika's teeth ache. It was a wall of pure corruption.
"We cannot pass through this," Leiftan stated, his voice grim as he tested the field with the tip of his finger.
Huang Hua, her fiery eyes analytical, looked from the barrier to the weary Erika and the steadfast Miiko beside her. "The girl weakens with every step closer to the source, yet she strengthens in the kitsune's embrace," she mused aloud. "Their energies are intertwined. Perhaps that union is the key. Erika, Miiko—approach the barrier together."
Understanding the unspoken request, Miiko didn't hesitate. She moved behind Erika, encircling her completely with her arms, pulling Erika's back flush against her chest. It was more than a hug; it was a full, protective embrace.
Erika immediately felt the debilitating weakness retreat, replaced by that familiar, glowing warmth.
Their bodies began to radiate a soft, combined light, a gentle luminescence that pushed back against the barrier's violet haze.
"Now, walk," Miiko whispered into her ear, her voice a steady anchor.
Step by synchronized step, they moved forward. The violent energy of the barrier parted before them like a curtain, repelled by the harmonious energy the two of them created together.
They passed through the impossible wall as if it were mere mist.
A flash of crimson light followed them as Huang Hua, darted through the opening just before it sealed shut behind them. The three of them stood inside, safe for the moment, while the rest of their companions were left staring in shock from the other side.
The barrier had allowed only them to pass—the vessel connected to the crystal, the anchor who stabilized her, and the Fenghuang whose pure, fiery spirit seemed to resonate with their combined light.
They were inside, but they were now alone, facing whatever horrors the corruption had wrought within their home.
The three of them moved through the silent, haunted corridors of the headquarters. The usual hum of magical activity was gone, replaced by an unnerving stillness.
"It's so... empty," Huang Hua whispered, her vibrant voice subdued by the oppressive atmosphere. "The very air feels dead."
"Worse," Miiko corrected, her sharp eyes scanning the frozen forms of guards and staff, their faces locked in masks of surprise or fear. "It's as if time itself has stopped here."
They reached the entrance to the Crystal room, but the great doors were sealed behind another, more concentrated field of the same violent, violet energy. It pulsed like a sick heart.
"The core of the corruption is within," Huang Hua stated, her face grim. "Our combined light worked on the outer barrier. We must try it again. The two of you, focus."
Once more, Miiko moved to Erika's side, not embracing her this time, but taking her hand firmly. Their fingers laced together, and the familiar, gentle luminescence enveloped them, a small but defiant star in the gloom.
They pressed forward, and the corrupted barrier at the door shivered and parted, allowing them passage into the heart of the darkness.
The sight inside stole their breath.
The great crystal, once a pillar of pure, radiant light, was now a twisted spire of jagged violet and black, its light throbbing with a pained, malevolent rhythm.
Huang Hua's confidence seemed to falter for the first time. "The corruption... it's far more advanced than I feared. The power of the sacred flute alone... it may not be enough to purify this." She turned to them, her expression one of profound gravity. "I must ask something tremendous of you. The flute is a conduit, but it needs a power source far greater than I can provide. Will you allow me to use you? To channel your unique, shared energy through the flute and into the crystal?"
There was no hesitation. Erika and Miiko exchanged a single, determined glance. "Do it," Miiko said, her voice absolute.
"Do what you must," Erika affirmed.
As Huang Hua raised the sacred flute to her lips, Erika stepped forward and placed her palm flat against the cold, corrupted surface of the crystal. Miiko stayed close, a hand on Erika's shoulder, their connection a tangible, warm current flowing between them.
The moment the first, pure note from the flute rang out, Erika was violently lifted from the ground, suspended before the crystal.
A torrent of energy—both the cleansing power of the flute and the draining sickness of the corruption—ripped through her. She was the battleground.
For a moment, it seemed to be working; tendrils of violet energy recoiled from the crystal, and a pure, white light began to spread.
But the room began to tremble violently. The cost was too high. Erika could feel her life force being ripped away, her vision tunneling, her strength evaporating. Her eyes fluttered shut, the weight of oblivion pulling her under.
'Let go...' a dark voice within the corruption seemed to whisper.
But then, another voice, clear and fierce, cut through the static in her mind. "Erika! Stay with me! Do not you dare let go!" It was Miiko's voice, not just from her side, but from within her very soul, a lifeline of pure will.
Fueled by that command, by the love and energy Miiko poured into her, Erika pushed back. She poured every last ounce of her being, amplified by Miiko's strength and channeled by Huang Hua's melody, into the crystal.
There was a final, cataclysmic flash of light that consumed everything.
In the blinding whiteness, the pain ceased.
Erika found herself in a space of pure, calm energy. And there, standing before her, was the Oracle.
Her form was ethereal, her smile infinitely kind. She opened her arms, and without a second thought, Erika fell into them, the embrace feeling like a homecoming, an absolution, and a final, powerful surge of healing energy all at once.
She had done it.
The blinding light receded, not with a bang, but a soft, surrendering sigh. The violent tremors ceased, and in their place was a profound, ringing silence. Erika felt the weightlessness that had held her aloft vanish, and her body began to drop.
But the fall was brief, ending not in a hard impact, but in the secure, unwavering strength of a familiar pair of arms.
Miiko caught her effortlessly, pulling her tight against a chest that thrummed with a racing heart.
Erika’s face was pressed into the crook of Miiko’s neck, the scent of ozone, frost, and her a more potent balm than any healing magic.
“It’s over,” Miiko whispered, her voice raw with a fatigue that went beyond the physical. Her arms trembled slightly, not from strain, but from the sheer force of released tension. “You did it. It’s finished.”
Around them, the Crystal Hall was no longer a chamber of nightmares. The great crystal pulsed with a soft, steady, cerulean light, its corruption scoured away. The oppressive violet field was gone.
As if the purification had been a signal, the frozen world outside began to thaw. Shouts of confusion and then dawning relief echoed from the corridors. One by one, then in groups, the people who had fled or been trapped began to pour back into the headquarters.
The silence was replaced by a cacophony of reunions, questions, and the frantic buzz of assessing damage.
And Miiko, as the leader of Eel, was immediately at the center of it all.
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Days had passed since the crystal's purification. The immediate, frantic energy of crisis had ebbed, replaced by the steady, determined rhythm of restoration. The halls of the headquarters, once eerily silent, now echoed with the sounds of rebuilding—the scrape of furniture, the murmur of conversations, the footsteps of those returning home.
The evacuation orders had been lifted. In a slow but constant trickle, the people of Eel were coming back. They returned to a place that was both familiar and changed. The air was clean again, the oppressive weight of the corruption lifted, but the memory of it lingered in the repaired scorch marks on the walls and the tired but relieved eyes of the guards who had stayed behind.
Erika watched from a balcony as a group of families entered the main courtyard, their expressions a mix of trepidation and hope.
It was a scene of homecoming, of a community stitching itself back together.
And amidst it all, life was slowly returning to a semblance of normalcy.
Her own normalcy, however, was now intrinsically linked to the kitsune leader who, despite the endless demands on her time, had carved out a new routine for them.
It felt like a secret, stealing this moment in the middle of the day.
With the weight of Eel's restoration firmly on Miiko's shoulders, finding time for just the two of them had become a near-impossible feat.
So, when Miiko had tersely instructed her to come to the Crystal room that afternoon, a specific, uncharacteristic note in her voice, Erika’s heart had fluttered with a hopeful curiosity.
She pushed the great doors open, and the sight that greeted her made her stop in her tracks.
The Crystal room was transformed.
The usual, vast, and slightly austere chamber was bathed in a soft, intimate twilight. Someone—and Erika knew exactly who—had hung long, celestial blue curtains over the high windows, diffusing the afternoon sun into a gentle, azure glow.
In the center of the room, directly under the now softly pulsing crystal, was a small table and two chairs that Erika was certain she had never seen before.
And there she was. Miiko stood facing the great crystal, her back to the door, her white hair and four azure tails almost shimmering in the dim light. Sensing Erika's presence, she didn't turn.
Instead, she lifted a hand and placed her palm flat against the crystal's surface.
As if responding to her touch alone, the crystal's inner light dimmed further, from a bright beacon to a tranquil, romantic luminescence, casting deep, comfortable shadows around the room.
A wave of sheer tenderness washed over Erika.
She stepped fully inside, a soft laugh escaping her lips. "You even brought in a table and chairs," she said, her voice full of affectionate amusement. "You really thought of everything."
Miiko finally turned, a rare, playful smirk gracing her features. "They've always been here," she claimed, her tone light and utterly unconvincing. "You just never noticed."
Erika simply shook her head, her smile widening.
Liar.
"Come here," Miiko said, her voice softening. She gestured to the chair opposite hers. As Erika sat, Miiko's expression turned a touch apologetic, though her eyes still held their warm glint. "I should warn you, this... 'date' is not entirely romantic, I'm afraid." She gestured to the formidable stack of papers and a pile of elegant, sealed letters on the table. "We will be spending the better part of the afternoon filling out damage reports and writing thank-you letters to the neighboring villages who sent aid."
There was a deliberately crafted atmosphere of peace, a stolen afternoon, and a shared duty.
Miiko was offering the most precious thing she had: her time, and inviting Erika to share in the weight of her world, even the most tedious parts of it.
The celestial blue curtains could no longer hold back the final, dying embers of the sunset, painting the room in hues of deep orange and soft purple.
A comfortable silence had settled between them, punctuated only by the soft rustle of paper.
The formidable stack of paperwork had been conquered, reduced to a single, neat pile.
Erika was reviewing the final document—a mission brief for a return trip to the Land of the Kappas—making sure all the details were in order before handing it to Ykhar for dispatch.
It was then she noticed the quiet from the other side of the table.
She looked over to see Miiko, her head resting sideways on the polished wood of the table, facing her.
A massive, unguarded yawn had taken over her features, her blue eyes squeezed shut. In that moment, all the weight of her leadership, the stern composure, and the fierce authority had melted away, leaving behind a picture of pure, exhausted vulnerability.
It was a sight so rare and trusting that Erika’s heart swelled with a fierce, protective affection.
Without a word, Erika reached out.
Her fingers gently combed through the strands of Miiko's hair before finding their way to the base of her fox ears, stroking them with a soothing, rhythmic tenderness.
A soft, almost imperceptible purr-like rumble vibrated under Erika's fingertips, and Miiko leaned into the touch, her body relaxing even further.
"They need this done tomorrow," Erika murmured, a fond smile in her voice as she tapped the Kappa mission brief.
Miiko didn't open her eyes. "That one requires both of us," she stated, her voice muffled and drowsy against the table.
Erika’s hand stilled for a second.
She pulled the document closer, re-reading the date. A faux scowl crossed her face. "You couldn't have told me that before we finished everything else? This says it's a morning departure!"
Miiko finally lifted her head, a lazy, unrepentant shrug lifting her shoulders. The ghost of a smirk played on her lips. "I'm telling you now."
Erika opened her mouth to retort, but Miiko was already moving.
In one fluid motion, she leaned across the small table, closing the distance between them, and silenced Erika's half-hearted complaint with a soft, swift kiss.
It was over almost before it began, a stolen punctuation mark at the end of their long day.
A soft grumble from her stomach finally broke the serene silence that had followed Miiko's kiss. Erika blinked, realizing with a start just how late it had gotten.
The corridors were silent, the headquarters settled into a deep, post-crisis slumber.
"I don't know about you," Erika whispered, her voice seeming too loud in the stillness, "but I'm starving. We skipped dinner."
Miiko, who had been watching her with that same soft, unguarded expression, simply nodded. The idea of summoning a kitchen servant at this hour seemed to hold no appeal for either of them.
"Come on," Erika said, a mischievous glint in her eye as she took Miiko's hand. "I'll figure out how to apologize to Karuto tomorrow. But for tonight, I'm cooking for you."
She led the way, their footsteps echoing softly as they navigated the darkened hallways towards the main kitchens. The place was deserted, every surface clean and put away for the night, bathed in the pale silver light of the moon.
It felt like their own secret world.
Miiko followed without protest, her hand warm and trusting in Erika's, a silent, amused smile playing on her lips as she let herself be guided through the shadows.
Working by the faint moonlight and the soft glow of a single preservation rune, Erika moved with a quiet efficiency.
She found some leftover roasted meat, a few hardy potatoes, and herbs, throwing together a simple, hearty hash. The sizzle of the pan in the silent, vast kitchen was a comforting sound.
Miiko leaned against a counter, watching her, her arms crossed, her tails swaying gently in a contented rhythm. She didn't offer to help; this was Erika's domain, and she was perfectly happy to be a spectator.
Soon, two steaming plates were carried to a small table in the deserted cantina.
They sat side-by-side, their shoulders touching, eating in the quiet darkness. The meal was accompanied not by conversation, but by shared smiles, stolen glances, and the soft, whispered exchange of thoughts too fragile for the light of day.
A brush of fingers when passing the salt, a quick, potato-flavored kiss stolen between bites, a shared laugh muffled against a shoulder.
And as always, Miiko ate with a quiet, profound enjoyment that was more telling than any compliment.
She savored each bite, her eyes closing briefly in satisfaction. It was the same way she had eaten every meal Erika had ever made for her, a silent testament that in Erika's cooking, she had found a flavor of home she never knew she was missing.
The quiet clink of cleaned dishes being put away marked the end of their clandestine kitchen adventure.
They worked in comfortable silence, a shared secret in the slumbering headquarters.
Afterwards, Miiko naturally fell into step beside Erika, their fingers interlacing once more as they navigated the 'torch-lit', deserted hallways towards the living quarters.
The journey was a quiet one, filled with the soft rustle of their clothing and the echo of their footsteps. When they finally stopped in front of a familiar door, Erika assumed it was her own and turned to offer a goodnight kiss.
But before she could speak, Miiko’s grip on her hand tightened, a gentle but firm pull that held her in place.
"What are you doing?" Erika whispered, her voice a hushed breath in the corridor's silence.
Miiko’s answer was not verbal.
The controlled composure she had maintained all evening finally shattered. In the dim light, her eyes, usually so sharp and analytical, were now dark pools of raw want.
She crowded Erika gently against the solid wood of the door—a door Erika now realized, with a sudden flush of understanding, was not hers, but Miiko's.
Then, Miiko’s lips were on hers.
This was not the playful, teasing kiss from the cantina, nor the swift, claiming one from the Crystal Hall.
This was slow, deep, and intoxicating.
It was a kiss that spoke of a day's worth of suppressed longing, of stolen glances across a table laden with paperwork, of the simple, aching need to be close without duty or distraction.
Erika melted into it instantly, her hands rising from her sides to settle on Miiko’s waist, feeling the firm muscle and heat beneath the fabric of her uniform.
It was the feeling of being completely exposed in the hallway that finally broke through her daze. "Miiko…" she breathed against her lips, her voice trembling. "Someone… could see us…"
A low, frustrated sound, part-groan, part-sigh, rumbled in Miiko's throat. She pulled back, her forehead resting against Erika's, her breath coming in soft, warm puffs.
Her eyes, blazing with a mixture of desire and impatience, held Erika's for a long moment before she reached for a small, intricate key fastened to her belt.
With a decisive click, she unlocked the door behind Erika.
"This," Miiko stated, her voice husky as she pushed the door open and guided Erika inside, "is my room."
The door shut, sealing them in a new world.
Erika’s eyes widened as she took in the sanctuary. It was immaculate, yet deeply personal. Shelves lined one wall, not with weapons or tactical manuals, but with a geologist's treasure trove: stones of amethyst, obsidian, and jade sat beside rough chunks of quartz and smooth, river-worn agates, each seeming to glow with an inner light in the muted gloom.
Tidy stacks of books—histories, poetry, arcane theories—filled another nook.
But the true enchantment was overhead. Dozens of moon-shaped ornaments, crafted from polished silver, pale porcelain, and translucent crystal, hung from the ceiling at varying lengths.
They caught the slivers of moonlight filtering through the window, scattering tiny, shifting constellations across the walls and floor, making the entire room feel like a celestial grotto.
Her gaze finally landed on the bed.
The comforter was a deep, midnight blue, embroidered with subtle silver threads that mimicked the starry patterns outside. It looked impossibly soft and thick, a bastion of warmth.
A slow, tender smile spread across Erika's face.
She stepped forward and ran her fingers over the plush fabric. "You know," she began, her tone playful and intimate, "with all this, you'd think you lived in a glacier." She turned to face Miiko, her eyes sparkling. "But it's entirely wasted on you. You're your own personal furnace. I don't think you need a blanket at all."
Miiko, standing framed by her own private universe of stones and moons, finally let the last vestiges of her guarded self fall away.
The look she gave Erika was one of pure, unadulterated affection, soft and open. In this room, surrounded by the things that defined her soul, she was offering Erika the most vulnerable part of herself: a place by her side, in her warmth, away from the entire world.
A soft, husky laugh escaped Miiko’s lips as she watched Erika’s appreciative gaze sweep over the room and finally land on the bed. "Of all the things in here," Miiko murmured, her voice laced with affectionate amusement, "the bed is what you notice first."
Erika’s answering laugh was a breathy, joyful sound. "It looks comfortable," she countered, her eyes sparkling with a light that had nothing to do with the moon-shaped ornaments. "And it's the most interesting thing here right now."
Without another word, she closed the distance between them, her arms looping around Miiko’s neck in a move that was both an invitation and a command.
She let her weight fall backward, trusting Miiko completely, and they tumbled together onto the impossibly soft expanse of the midnight blue comforter.
The impact was cushioned and gentle, and Erika’s laugh was swallowed by Miiko’s mouth as their lips met in a kiss that was anything but gentle. It was a spark igniting a long-smoldering fuse.
After that initial collision, Erika found she couldn't stop, and neither could Miiko. What began as a hungry, desperate meeting of lips quickly evolved into a slow, deep exploration.
Erika’s hands tangled in the silken strands of Miiko’s dark hair, while Miiko’s roamed the planes of Erika’s back, pulling her closer until not a sliver of light could pass between them.
Breathless, Miiko broke the kiss, her lips trailing a scorching path down the column of Erika’s throat, earning a sharp, pleasurable gasp.
With practiced, deliberate movements, she took the hem of Erika’s shirt and drew it up and over her head, discarding it onto the growing pile of clothes on the floor.
She paused then, her hot mouth placing open-mouthed kisses just above the lace of Erika’s bra, her breath a searing promise against the sensitive skin.
"Miiko…" Erika whimpered, her back arching off the bed, her fingers tightening in her hair. "Please… more."
It was all the encouragement Miiko needed.
In a flurry of shared urgency and fumbling hands, the rest of their barriers—fabric, pretense, hesitation—were shed.
Soon, they were skin to skin, the cool night air a stark contrast to the heat they generated.
Miiko’s hands, which could wield a blade with lethal precision, were now breathtakingly gentle as they mapped the landscape of Erika’s body.
Her fingers trailed up the inside of Erika’s thighs, a slow, tantalizing journey that made Erika tremble. Erika could only gasp and writhe, her pleas becoming a broken litany of "don’t stop" and "right there," her hands occasionally tugging at Miiko’s hair, not to guide, but to anchor herself in the storm of sensation.
At one point, Miiko leaned up, her face flushed, her blue eyes dark with passion. She brushed damp strands of hair from Erika’s forehead and whispered something too low to hear, a hoarse, breathless joke about Erika being too demanding, about her own lack of control.
But the words were lost, their meaning conveyed only by the fond, exasperated shake of her head before she lowered herself again, her dedication to Erika’s pleasure absolute and unwavering.
Hours later, the frantic energy had subsided, replaced by a deep, thrumming satisfaction. The room was quiet save for their slowing breaths.
A slight chill had crept in, and Erika, feeling the cool air on her sweat-sheened skin, shifted. She curled into Miiko’s side, seeking the innate, furnace-like warmth the kitsune radiated.
She draped an arm across Miiko’s waist, pulling the soft comforter over them both, and nestled her head against her shoulder.
Here, in the shelter of Miiko’s arms, surrounded by the scent of their lovemaking and the quiet glow of the moon-decorations, Erika felt a sense of home and peace so profound it made her heart ache.
This was where she belonged.
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The night passed in a blissful tangle of limbs and shared warmth, so deep and peaceful that Erika only stirred when she felt the familiar dip of the mattress shift and then empty.
Blinking the sleep from her eyes, she was met with a sight that, while expected, still brought a pang of disappointment.
Miiko was already fully dressed.
Her uniform was impeccably fastened, her hair damp and neatly brushed back from her freshly washed face.
She was quietly fastening a vambrace to her wrist, the early morning light, still a faint grey at the window, catching the subtle blue sheen of her tails.
She had been considerate; the thick, soft comforter was pulled up to Erika's chin, tucked around her with a care that spoke volumes.
The sun hadn't even properly risen yet.
Of course, Erika thought with a mental sigh, she has to be up before anyone else.
A soft, groggy complaint escaped Erika's lips before she could stop it. "You could at least say goodbye," she mumbled, her voice thick with sleep.
Miiko paused her preparations and turned.
A fond, amused glint lit her blue eyes, and she rolled them in a theatrical show of exasperation.
But she walked back to the bedside, her movements silent and efficient.
She leaned down, and for a heart-fluttering moment, Erika thought she might receive a proper, waking kiss. Instead, Miiko pressed her lips softly to Erika's forehead.
The touch was tender, a brand of quiet affection.
"I do appreciate you," Miiko whispered, her voice low and intimate in the pre-dawn hush. "Now, you should get up and bathe. You smell like me."
With that, she straightened up, a barely-there smirk playing on her lips as she turned and slipped out of the room, the ghost of a warm, genuine laugh trailing behind her.
The door clicked shut, leaving Erika alone in the warm, scented sheets, a mix of fondness and resignation settling over her as she burrowed deeper into the pillow that still carried the scent of Miiko perfume.
The mission to the Land of the Kappas was, thankfully, a swift and straightforward affair. The trio of Miiko, Erika, Ykhar moved with efficiency.
Their objectives were clear: assess the lingering corruption in the Maana and investigate the nomadic tribe camped near the Kappa village regarding the disappearances.
While Miiko and Ykhar conducted their official inquiries with the tribal elders, Erika found a moment to slip away and visit her small friend, the Kappa named Elliot.
She was delighted to find that his speech had improved dramatically, his once-simple words now forming full, excited sentences as he told her about his adventures.
In the end, the investigation yielded no sinister leads; the nomads were simply travelers, uninvolved in the disappearances. With their duty complete, the group returned to Eel's headquarters just a day later, extending an offer of shelter in the guest quarters to the nomadic tribe as a gesture of goodwill.
As the newcomers were being processed, Miiko approached Erika, her posture as formal as ever, though her voice was low and meant for her alone.
"With the influx of guests, space will be tight," Miiko stated, her tone practical. Her eyes, however, held a glimmer of something softer. "It would be efficient if you were to stay in my room. That would free up your chamber for one of the nomads."
Erika's heart gave a little leap, though she kept her expression neutral.
The offer was framed in Miiko's typical, duty-first language, but the meaning beneath was crystal clear.
I want you with me.
"I suppose that's the most logical arrangement," Erika agreed, a small smile playing on her lips. "I'll let Ykhar and Huang Hua know they can assign my old room."
She found the Fenghuang envoy and the librarian already coordinating the lodging. "Put one of the nomadic families in my room," Erika told them. "I'll be... relocating."
Huang Hua's eyes sparkled with immediate, knowing amusement, while Ykhar simply nodded, making a quick note on her parchment without a second thought.
As Erika turned to carry her belongings to Miiko's room, she felt a steady, warm certainty.
It was no longer just about stolen moments; she was being given a key.
Erika couldn't sleep that night.
Tucked away in Miiko's room—their room, for now—a restless energy thrummed beneath her skin.
The unfamiliar weight of the next day's responsibilities, the return of all the scouting parties, and the subtle but undeniable shift in how people saw her whirled in her mind.
She lay still, trying not to disturb the kitsune beside her.
But Miiko, ever perceptive, felt her disquiet.
Without a word, she shifted in the darkness, moving to wrap her arms around Erika from behind, pulling her close against her chest.
The simple, grounding embrace was a silent answer.
Enveloped in that familiar warmth and security, Erika finally felt her thoughts still. She let out a soft sigh, her body relaxing into Miiko's, and allowed sleep to claim her, knowing that whatever the morning brought, she wouldn't face it alone.
True to expectation, they were both present in the grand hall early the next morning, awaiting the return of the groups that had been dispatched across Eldarya during the crystal's corruption.
Miiko stood at her usual post, a figure of calm authority. But Erika noticed something different.
As people began to filter in, their eyes didn't just slide past her.
Guards nodded to her with the same respect they offered Miiko. Settlers approached her with questions about room assignments or minor disputes, and she found herself answering with a confidence that felt new and yet entirely natural.
She had, almost without realizing it, begun to act as a guide.
A group of children, who had returned with their families, broke from the crowd and ran straight for Erika, their small faces lighting up.
They adored her, a sentiment born from her kindness and the incredible stories that now surrounded her. She laughed, bending down to speak with them, her easy rapport a stark contrast to Miiko's more imposing presence.
Her established friendships with members of the Brilliant Guard cemented her place.
She wasn't just Miiko's human companion anymore; she was Erika, who had helped purify the crystal, who fought alongside them, and who now stood shoulder-to-shoulder with their leader, not as a subordinate, but as a partner.
As the hall filled with the buzz of reunited comrades, Erika caught Miiko's eye across the room.
The kitsune didn't smile—such a public display was beyond her—but the slight, almost imperceptible softening around her eyes was a message meant only for Erika.
The meeting in the grand hall finally adjourned, leaving a buzz of purpose and anticipation in the air.
Erika watched as Miiko was immediately cornered by a group of senior guards, their voices low and serious as they began planning the final logistical push to Balenvia for the nomadic families.
A pang of sympathy for Miiko's endless duties shot through her, but she knew better than to interrupt.
Seizing the opportunity, she found her friends.
She spent a vigorous hour in the training grounds with Jamon, the large ogre pushing her to her limits with a heavy practice sword, his grunts of approval making her sweat feel worthwhile.
Afterward, she sought out Huang Hua, finding the Fenghuang envoy by the central fountain, idly tracing patterns in the water.
As they rested on the fountain's edge, catching their breath, the conversation turned more reflective.
"My time here grows short," Huang Hua stated, her voice losing its usual playful lilt and becoming uncharacteristically soft. She looked towards the Crystal Hall. "The immediate crisis is over. The reconstruction is in capable hands." She then turned her vibrant gaze to Erika, a genuine, warm smile gracing her features. "And most importantly, I believe the two of you have found your balance. You're handling it—all of it—better than I dared hope."
Erika felt a warmth that had nothing to do with their exercise. "Huang Hua..."
"I am truly happy for you both," the Fenghuang continued, her tone sincere. "Miiko... she has always carried the weight of the world on her shoulders alone. It made her strong, but it also made her rigid, isolated." She placed a hand on Erika's arm. "But with you beside her, I see a difference. She listens more. She considers options she would have once dismissed out of hand. You are her anchor, Erika. You keep her steady without clipping her wings."
She leaned back, her expression turning hopeful yet serious. "I hope that with you by her side, she continues to choose this path. The path of a leader who is strong, but not unyielding. A leader who can trust, and be trusted in return, not just with duty, but with her heart."
The words settled over Erika, a heavy but welcome mantle of responsibility and love.
It wasn't just about her and Miiko anymore; their relationship was intrinsically tied to the future of Eel and its people.
The mission to Balenvia had been a success, but it had been a long and wearying journey.
Erika returned with Valkyon and Huang Hua, the trio covered in the dust of the road and carrying the quiet satisfaction of a duty fulfilled.
They had ensured the safety of Leader Ethel, the Miconid, and reinforced the alliances shaken by the recent wave of crystal-related attacks across Eldarya.
There was no time for rest, however. A general assembly was called almost immediately upon their return.
Erika stood among the gathered guards and staff, her eyes instinctively seeking Miiko.
The kitsune leader stood on the central dais, her posture as rigid as ever, but Erika could see the fresh tension in the set of her shoulders, a deeper shadow in her blue eyes.
The meeting did not begin with praise for the Balenvia mission. Instead, Miiko’s voice, cold and clear, cut through the hall, delivering a blow that sucked the air from the room.
"The Leader of the Kappas," she announced, the words falling like stones, "has been murdered."
A collective gasp rippled through the crowd.
Erika’s own breath hitched. She thought of the gentle, bubbling streams of their land, of little Elliot who had just learned to speak. A deep, cold sorrow settled in her chest.
Miiko continued, her voice unwavering though her knuckles were white where she gripped the edge of the podium. "This is a failure that rests on all of us. Our vigilance was not enough. Tomorrow morning, at first light, all who are able will gather in the Crystal Hall. We will hold a ceremonial farewell for the fallen, and we will formally apologize to the Kappa delegation for our failure to protect their leader."
The weight of the directive was immense. It was not just a gesture; it was a necessary act of contrition, vital for maintaining the fragile peace and their honor.
As the somber crowd began to disperse, Erika didn't move. Her eyes remained fixed on Miiko, who had descended from the dais and was now surrounded by a few senior advisors, her face a mask of stoic command.
But Erika could see the exhaustion beneath it, the heavy burden of this new tragedy.
She waited patiently until the advisors had dispersed with their instructions.
Only then did she approach, her steps quiet on the stone floor. Miiko finally turned, and for a fleeting, unguarded moment, the mask slipped. The look in her eyes was one of profound weariness and a shared grief.
"You're back," Miiko said, her voice softer now, meant only for Erika.
"I am," Erika replied, closing the distance between them. "I heard… I’m so sorry, Miiko."
They hadn't had a single moment since her return—no chance to speak of the mission, of the road, of anything.
Erika and Miiko spent the night together in the kitsune's room, a quiet, shared solidarity against the day's sorrows.
The next morning, a somber duty kept them occupied—the ceremonial farewell to the Kappa master.
They stood with the gathered community, paying their respects until the Crystal room began to empty, the heavy silence lingering.
As the last few people drifted out, Erika approached Miiko. She could see the weight of countless responsibilities pressing down on her, the strain hidden behind a stoic mask but visible to Erika's knowing eyes.
Miiko needed a moment of solace.
Erika didn't speak, simply offering her presence, a hand on her arm, a steadying gaze. Miiko allowed herself to be comforted for a few precious minutes, leaning into the simple, silent support.
When Miiko finally spoke, her voice was low and contemplative, laced with a rare uncertainty. "Erika," she began, her brow furrowed in thought. "Do you ever feel... that all these events seem like more than just a string of bad luck?"
Erika nodded, her own suspicions confirmed. "It does feel like something more," she affirmed. "Too many things are happening at once. It can't just be chance. It feels like... someone could be pulling the strings."
Miiko's gaze sharpened, a grim agreement in her eyes. "I concur. For some time now... I have believed there might be a mole within the Guard."
Erika's eyes widened in shock, but before she could press for details, the moment was shattered.
Ewelein rushed into the hall, her face pale with alarm. "Miiko! Erika!" she called out, her voice tight with panic. "It's the children! Mery, the two nomadic children, and, Milo... they're missing!"
The headquarters of Eel erupted into a flurry of controlled panic.
The Guard was put on immediate high alert. Miiko’s commands were sharp and rapid, dispatching search parties to scour the surrounding forests. It was one of these teams that returned not with the missing children, but with a small, trembling, and utterly lost figure: the young Kappa, Elliot.
The sight of the child so far from his aquatic home sent a new, chilling wave of alarm through everyone. Kneeling before him, Erika’s voice was soft but urgent. "Elliot, what happened? Where are the others?"
The little Kappa sniffled, his large eyes welling with tears. "We were... we were playing in the stream," he stammered. "A bad woman... she came. She took them! She took my friends!"
Miiko didn't hesitate for a second. "Huang Hua," she barked, turning to the Fenghuang. "You have command of the headquarters. Maintain the perimeter and coordinate any further incoming information." Her gaze then swept over the assembled team, her eyes landing on those she trusted most for a direct confrontation. "Ezarel, Ewelein, you're with me. And you," she added, pointing to a tall, serious-looking guard from Nevra's division whom Erika had seen but never spoken to. "Valerian. Your tracking skills will be essential."
With Elliot's shaky directions guiding them, the group—Erika, Miiko, Ezarel, Ewelein, and Valerian—moved with swift purpose, their journey culminating on the shores of a secluded, foreboding island.
They hadn't been on the beach for more than a minute when Valerian, his eyes sharp, pointed to the sand. "Commander. Look."
There, dark and stark against the pale sand, was a splatter of blood.
A visceral, cold dread seized Erika. Her chest tightened, making it hard to breathe. Her eyes met Miiko's, wide with horror. "Miiko," she whispered, her voice trembling. "Do you think... are they all...?" She couldn't force the final, terrible word out.
Miiko's own face was pale, her jaw clenched so tight it looked like it might crack.
But seeing Erika's distress, a fierce, protective instinct flared within her, battling back her own panic.
"Don't," she said, her voice low and intense, cutting Erika off before her imagination could spiral further. "That blood... it might not be theirs." It was a desperate hope, a logical possibility offered as an anchor in a rising sea of fear. "Ewelein, Valerian, secure the beach and the perimeter. Look for any other clues—tracks, a direction, anything. Erika, Ezarel, with me. We're going inland."
The path inland was a tunnel of dread, every shadow hiding a potential horror. Then, a small, huddled shape emerged from behind the roots of a massive tree. It was Milo, the young Miconidas. He was covered in blood, dark and slick against his fur, but he was moving, his eyes wide with fear, not pain.
A quick, assessing glance from Miiko confirmed the terrible truth: the blood did not seem to be his.
"M-Miiko! Erika!" he stammered, a flicker of relief in his terrified eyes.
Miiko was at his side in an instant, her movements swift but gentle. She swept the small boy into her arms, her primary concern his safety. "Milo, are you hurt?"
He shook his head vigorously. "N-no. But the bad lady has the others! You have to find them! You have to!"
While Miiko focused on the child, Erika stood frozen a few feet away. The sight of the blood—so much of it—on the small, innocent creature sent a paralyzing wave of cold fury through her. Her hands clenched into fists, trembling at her sides.
The world narrowed to the metallic scent of blood and the pounding of her own heart.
It was then that a voice, cracked and ancient, slithered through the trees. "Looking for something?"
From the deeper shadows of the forest, a figure shuffled into view. Erika recognized her—one of the elder women who traveled with the nomads.
But the kindly facade was gone. In her gnarled hands, she dragged two small, limp forms by the scruffs of their clothing, leaving a gruesome, smeared trail in the dirt.
As the bodies slid into a patch of light, Erika’s breath caught in a strangled gasp. She saw a cascade of golden hair—Mery’s hair.
A raw, guttural sound of pure rage tore from Erika's throat. Logic, fear, and strategy evaporated, replaced by a single, blinding instinct: attack.
She took a single, furious step forward, her body coiling to launch itself at the monstrous crone.
The old woman simply let go of the two small bodies, letting them fall to the forest floor with a sickening finality. As Erika charged, the woman's hand shot up, but it was no longer a hand. It had transformed into a twisted, gnarled claw, tipped with nails like shards of obsidian, crackling with violet energy.
Time seemed to slow. Miiko, still holding Milo, saw the threat unfold in a split second. There was no time for a weapon, no time for a spell. There was only one imperative: protect.
In a blur of motion, Miiko dropped into a crouch, spinning on the ball of her foot.
She released Milo just enough to shove him behind her, and in the same fluid movement, her other arm hooked around Erika's waist, yanking her off her charging course.
With a powerful twist of her body, Miiko pulled them both down, turning her own back into a shield.
The world had narrowed to the searing, violet energy racing towards Miiko's unprotected back. Erika could only watch in horror, her own forward momentum useless, her heart screaming a silent no.
But the impact never came.
A fraction of a second before the corrupting blast could strike, the air around them solidified.
A dome of pure, celestial energy, not the cool azure of Miiko's usual power but a warmer, golden-silver light, shimmered into existence, enveloping Miiko, Erika, and the child in a perfect, protective sphere.
The villain's attack shattered against it like black glass against diamond, dissipating into harmless motes of fading light. Inside the dome, they were safe. Not a single scratch, not a whisper of harm.
The crone hissed in frustration, her clawed hand rearing back for another strike. But before she could unleash it, a new presence crashed through the undergrowth.
"Stand down!" Ezarel's voice boomed, his bow drawn, his expression a mask of fury and confusion as he took in the scene.
To everyone's astonishment, the creature stopped. A slow, unnerving smile spread across her wrinkled face. "Ezarel," she crooned, her voice shedding its ancient crackle for something smoother, more intimate. "My dear, devoted Ezarel."
He froze, his sword lowering a fraction of an inch. "What? How do you know my—"
His words died in his throat as the illusion of the old woman melted away like a bad dream. In its place stood a being of grotesque and asymmetrical beauty.
One great, twisted horn spiraled from her brow, her skin was a patchwork of uneven colors, and a cascade of vibrant pink hair fell around her shoulders.
Her form seemed interwoven with living wood, as if the forest itself was part of her flesh. She was a terrifying, impossible fusion of nature and demon.
"You're not ready for me yet, my love," she whispered, her voice a poisonous caress. Before Ezarel could react, she closed the distance in a blur. She cupped his face, leaned in, and pressed a short, possessive kiss to his lips. It was not a kiss of affection, but of branding. "I will be back for you."
And with that, she dissolved into a swirl of pink petals and shadow, vanishing into the forest.
Ezarel stood utterly paralyzed, his weapon hanging limp at his side, his fingers trembling as they touched his lips where hers had been.
As the golden-silver dome faded, Erika and Miiko scrambled to their feet. The immediate threat was gone, but the horror remained.
Erika's eyes darted from the catatonic Ezarel to the small, blood-stained boy in Miiko's arms.
"Miiko," Erika said, her voice firm despite the tremor in her hands. "Take Milo to the water. Clean him up. I'll... I'll see to Ezarel."
Miiko, her own composure cracking at the edges, gave a tight, grateful nod. Her priority was the living child, the one they could still save. She carried Milo to the edge of the stream, her movements gentle despite the storm in her eyes.
While Ewelein rushed to a shell-shocked Ezarel, checking him for injuries both physical and psychic, Erika stood watch, her gaze torn.
She watched Miiko kneel in the shallow water, her hands tender as she cupped water to wash the dark, drying blood from Milo's body.
The little Miconidas giggled, still believing it was just messy paint from a strange game.
"Does it mean the game is over?" Milo asked, his voice bright and innocent. "Are Mery and the others coming out of hiding now?"
And Erika's heart shattered.
She watched from the shore as Miiko, forced a fragile, heartbreaking smile onto her face for the child's sake.
"Yes, little one," Miiko lied, her voice soft as she scrubbed at a crimson stain on his arm. "The game is over soon. Just let me get you clean."
And as Milo laughed, splashing the water, Erika could only watch, her own tears mingling with the profound sadness and fury that filled her.
They had saved one, but the cost of the day was etched in the blood on the sand.
The air around them was heavy, thick with a grief that had not yet been spoken aloud. As the grim-faced group approached the main gates, Ewelein voiced the dread they all felt.
"What do we do when we walk in?" she asked softly, her healer's eyes full of pain. "Everyone will see our faces. They'll know we only bring bad news."
Miiko hesitated, her steps faltering for a single moment. The weight of leadership had never felt heavier.
But she straightened her shoulders, the mask of command settling back into place, though it was brittle at the edges.
"We enter," she affirmed, her voice low but resolute. Her arms tightened slightly around Milo, who was now drowsy and clean, but still blissfully unaware. "We take Milo to his mother. That is our first duty. After that... there will be time to speak with the other parents. And with Twylda." The name of Mery's mother hung in the air, a promise of a conversation no one wanted to have.
No one had a good expression.
Their return did not go unnoticed. As they moved through the city, a hush fell over those they passed, the hopeful questions dying on people's lips as they took in their postures, their grim faces, and the fact that only one child was returning.
Ewelein, with a look of profound sorrow and responsibility, broke away from the group. "I will go to Twylda," she said, and the task sounded like a sentence.
The rest moved towards the Crystal room, the natural gathering place in times of crisis. As they reached the great doors, Erika, without a word, reached out and took Miiko's hand. It wasn't a romantic gesture, but one of solidarity, an anchor in the storm she knew was about to break.
Miiko's fingers gripped hers tightly, a silent admission of how desperately she needed that support.
They entered.
The leaders were already there, along with Leiftan and Ykhar, having sensed the group's return.
The moment Erika and Miiko stepped inside, their faces—etched with exhaustion, sorrow, and the ghost of horror—told the entire story.
The air in the room turned to ice.
Before Miiko could even open her mouth to deliver the devastating report, a voice, raw and shattered, cut through the heavy silence.
Ezarel, who had been standing like a ghost in the corner, took a stumbling step forward. All eyes turned to him. His usual confident demeanor was gone, replaced by a shell-shocked paralysis.
"I... I knew her," he choked out, the confession tearing from him. "That woman. I know who she is."
Chapter 18: Episode 22
Chapter Text
The moment the words "I knew her" left Ezarel's lips, the air in the Crystal room didn't just grow cold; it became electrically charged with Miiko's fury.
Her composed, grief-stricken expression shattered, replaced by a flash of pure, unadulterated rage. Her blue eyes narrowed to slits, fixed on Ezarel.
"Explain. Now," Miiko's voice was a whip-crack, devoid of all its usual controlled calm.
Ezarel, looking utterly broken, could only shake his head, his words failing him.
The weight of the confession and the horror of the day had paralyzed him. He took a stumbling step backward, a clear, instinctive attempt to flee the confrontation.
He never made it a second step.
In a blur of motion, Miiko crossed the distance between them.
Her hand shot out, not with a leader's restraint, but with a predator's speed, closing like a vice around Ezarel's wrist. The grip was brutal, enough to make the elf wince in pain, her knuckles white with the force she was exerting.
"Miiko, stop!"
Erika's voice cut through the tension.
She moved quickly, placing a hand on Miiko's arm, not to challenge her, but to ground her. "You won't get anything from him like this. You're hurting him. You need to calm down."
Miiko's gaze, burning with a volatile mix of grief and fury, flickered sideways to Erika. For a tense second, it seemed she might not listen.
But the trust between them, and the sheer logic in Erika's plea, broke through her rage. With a sharp, frustrated exhale, she released Ezarel's wrist, though her body remained coiled like a spring.
Ezarel cradled his bruised wrist, his breath coming in ragged gasps. Under the expectant, horrified gaze of everyone in the room, he finally found his voice, the words tumbling out in a shaky, confessional torrent.
He explained how he had found her—Marie Anne—years ago. She had arrived just like Erika, through a mushroom portal from the human world. Taking pity on her, and knowing his own people viewed humans as monsters, he had hidden her. He had cared for her, protected her from discovery.
"I... I stole the materials," he admitted, his voice thick with shame. "Enough to open a stable portal to send her home. I watched her step through it. I thought she was gone... I thought she was safe."
The final piece of the puzzle, the one that explained his deep, personal connection and the source of his profound shame, was his lineage.
"My family... we are the alchemists who have served the royal family of our people for generations." He had not just betrayed the Guard; he had betrayed a centuries-old legacy of trust and service for a human woman who had, it seemed, only ever been a monster in disguise.
Once Ezarel's broken explanation was finished, a heavy silence descended upon the Crystal Hall. The initial fire in Miiko's eyes had been extinguished, replaced by a deep, weary sadness that seemed to weigh her down. She looked at Ezarel, who could no longer meet her gaze, his own shame a palpable force.
"Everyone out," Miiko commanded, her voice low and thick with emotion. It wasn't a request. "I need to speak with Ezarel. Alone."
Erika, though concerned, knew this was a leader's burden. She gave Miiko's hand one last, subtle squeeze before turning and following the others out. She waited in the corridor just outside the great doors, her mind racing.
The sound of her own heartbeat was loud in the silence.
Part of her doubted this was a good idea, leaving the emotionally shattered elf alone with Miiko's cold, grieving anger.
After what felt like an eternity, the doors opened and Ezarel emerged. He looked even more drained than before, if that was possible. As he tried to walk past, Erika stepped into his path.
"Ezarel, wait—"
"Not now, Erika," he snapped, his voice a harsh, wounded thing. He wasn't angry at her, not really, but the bitterness within him had no other outlet.
"We can talk about this," she insisted, her voice gentle, pleading. "You don't have to be alone right now."
His response was a short, cruel laugh that didn't suit him. "You just don't get it, do you? There's nothing to talk about." And with that, he roughly pushed past her, his shoulder knocking against hers as he stormed down the hall, undoubtedly retreating to the isolation of his own room.
The rejection stung, a fresh wound on top of the day's many injuries. Confused and hurt, Erika decided the only place she could find solace was in the one space that now felt like a sanctuary: Miiko's room.
She walked there in a daze, the events of the day replaying in her mind. When she entered, she was greeted by the serene sight of Taro, Miiko's serpent familiar, coiled peacefully on the windowsill, basking in the fading light.
The tranquility of the scene was a stark contrast to the turmoil in her heart.
Erika sat on the edge of the bed, her shoulders slumped. She began to fidget absently with her hands, her thoughts a tangled mess of grief for the children, worry for Ezarel, and exhaustion.
Minutes later, the door slid open quietly.
Miiko entered, her own posture speaking of a profound fatigue. She paused, taking in the sight of Erika sitting there, lost in her thoughts and playing with her fingers. The stern lines of Miiko's face softened.
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Erika woke to an empty space beside her.
The lingering warmth on the sheets was the only evidence Miiko had been there at all.
She's already working, Erika thought with a resigned sigh.
The weight of the previous day clung to her, making the silence of the room feel oppressive. Unable to sleep and unwilling to disturb Miiko, she decided to walk, hoping the cool night air might clear her mind.
Her feet carried her on a familiar path through the slumbering headquarters and into the quiet streets of the city below.
It was then, in the dim pre-dawn light, that a figure caught her eye—a solitary form running, stumbling, its shoulders shaking with unmistakable sobs. The person rushed past the main gate, the guards too startled to react, and disappeared into the darkness beyond.
A cold dread, sharper than the night air, seized Erika. Without a second thought, she broke into a run, her heart hammering against her ribs as she followed the trail of grief.
She found herself on the beach, the cold, dark waves crashing against the shore. Further out, wading into the freezing water, was the figure. As her eyes adjusted, Erika’s blood ran cold. It was Twylda. Mery's mother. In her hands, she clutched a small, pale object—a child's hair ribbon, Erika realized—and something else that glinted coldly in the moonlight. A knife.
"Twylda! No!" Erika's scream was torn away by the wind, but the woman heard her. Twylda turned, her face a mask of such profound, unbearable agony that Erika nearly stumbled. There was no recognition in her eyes, only a bottomless void of pain.
"Stay back!" Twylda's voice was a raw, broken shard of sound. "You can't stop this! She's gone! My baby is gone!" She turned back towards the relentless pull of the waves, the knife trembling in her hand, its point aimed at her own chest.
Erika didn't hesitate. She plunged into the icy water, the cold a shocking, physical blow that stole her breath. Her boots filled with water, her clothes instantly heavy, but she fought through the surf.
"Please, Twylda! Don't do this!" Erika yelled, her voice strained with desperation and cold. "Mery wouldn't want this! She loved you! She would want you to live!"
She was close enough now to see the wild, unfocused look in Twylda's eyes.
As the grieving mother raised the knife higher, Erika lunged forward. Her hands, numb with cold, closed around Twylda's wrist just as the blade began its descent.
A brutal struggle ensued there in the churning, freezing water, a battle not of strength, but of will—Erika's fierce, desperate will to save a life against Twylda's absolute, soul-crushing desire to end her own.
"Let me go! I have nothing left! Nothing!" Twylda sobbed, her strength fueled by hysteria.
"You have her memory!" Erika cried out, her grip slipping on the wet skin. "You have to be here to remember her! Please, Twylda, for Mery!"
"Think of the people who love you!" Erika pleaded, her voice trembling as the freezing water soaked through her clothes. "The pain... it's unbearable now, I know. But you can survive this. I will be here for you, I promise!"
Twylda's response was a raw, shattered scream that was torn apart by the wind. "I lost the love of my life! And now my child! There is nothing left! Nothing is worth this!"
Desperation gave Twylda a terrifying, final burst of strength. As Erika held her wrist, Twylda twisted, the knife glinting ominously as she brought it toward her own chest in one decisive, tragic motion.
A spike of pure terror shot through Erika.
But in that same instant, a foreign warmth erupted in her own chest—a familiar, celestial heat she recognized as the Oracle's power.
Time seemed to slow.
Her body reacted with a speed that wasn't entirely her own. Her hand became a blur, snapping forward to intercept the blade.
She managed to wrench the knife from Twylda's grasp, but not without cost.
The sharp edge sliced deeply across her forearm as it was torn away. A searing, white-hot pain bloomed, but Erika ignored it, letting the knife fall into the dark water.
"Please, just come out of the water!" Erika begged, her voice cracking as she clutched her bleeding arm.
Twylda stared, bewildered, her rage spent, leaving only a hollowed-out shell of a person. "Why?" she whispered, her voice broken. "Why won't you just let me go?"
Erika didn't answer with words.
Seeing the woman standing there, lost and broken in the freezing waves, Erika did the only thing left to do.
She closed the distance and wrapped her arms around Twylda in a crushing, all-encompassing embrace. It wasn't a gentle hug; it was a physical anchor, a desperate attempt to hold the pieces of her together.
It was the final push. The last of Twylda's resistance collapsed.
A great, heaving sob wracked her body, and she went completely limp in Erika's arms, her cries muffled against Erika's shoulder. Her weight was immense, a burden of pure grief.
Staggering, Erika half-dragged, half-carried the broken woman out of the relentless waves and onto the solid, cold sand of the shore.
They collapsed together, Erika's blood mingling with the seawater, holding onto Twylda as if her embrace alone could keep the woman's soul from shattering completely.
When the two women finally stumbled onto the shore, a group of figures emerged from the darkness. The Guard leaders and several members of the Brilliant Guard had arrived at the beach, their faces etched with concern.
Miiko was the first to intervene.
Her eyes immediately found the deep, clean cut on Erika's arm, the blood stark against her pale, wet skin.
A flash of pure alarm widened her blue eyes for a fraction of a second, her jaw tightening. But the leader's composure swiftly reasserted itself. She turned her focus to the nearly catatonic Twylda, her voice remarkably calm and layered with a carefully measured sympathy.
"Twylda," Miiko said, her tone gentle yet firm. "Everyone was so worried about you. We are all here for you."
Twylda looked from Miiko to the gathered faces of the guards, her own a mask of confusion and profound shame. "Why...?" she whispered, her voice hoarse from screaming and the salt water. "Why are you all here? Why are you being so kind...?"
Erika, clutching her bleeding arm, shared a brief, loaded glance with Miiko—a look that conveyed the entire, harrowing story without a single word. Before she could respond, Ewelein was at her side.
"Let me see that, Erika," the elven healer said, her hands already glowing with a soft, greenish light as she gently took Erika's arm to assess the damage.
As Ewelein began to work, knitting the flesh back together with her magic, a weak, trembling voice called out.
"Erika..."
Twylda, who had been standing listlessly, suddenly moved. She shuffled forward and collapsed against Erika, her body trembling violently as she clung to her, burying her face in Erika's shoulder. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..." she sobbed, the words muffled and broken. "Thank you... and I'm so sorry..."
Miiko stood close by, a steady, silent presence. "Let's not stay here in the cold," she said, her voice softer now, losing its official edge. She addressed Twylda directly. "We will all go to the mess hall. We will get you something warm to drink. You are not alone in this."
Twylda, utterly spent, could only nod weakly against Erika's shoulder.
Still leaning heavily on Erika for support, both physical and emotional, she allowed herself to be guided away from the dark water and back toward the lights of the headquarters, the group closing protectively around them.
Miiko, Ewelein, and Erika were the last ones left at Twylda's bedside in the infirmary, a silent vigil until exhaustion and healing herbs finally pulled the grieving mother into a fitful sleep.
Ewelein finally turned to them, her own weariness evident.
"I will keep her under observation for the rest of the night," the healer said softly, bidding the two girls goodnight with a look that understood the toll the evening had taken on them all.
Miiko walked Erika back through the quiet halls, but when they reached the door to Miiko's room, Erika saw her hesitate. She understood without a word being spoken.
The night would not be spent wrapped in the safety of Miiko's arms.
"I'm sorry," Miiko said, her voice hollow with an exhaustion that went beyond the physical. "There is something I must attend to." It was the duty of a leader, a burden that couldn't be shared, not even now.
Erika accepted it with a sad nod, her own disappointment tempered by the sheer sight of Miiko's drained posture. "I understand," she whispered. "Just... try to rest at some point, okay?"
Miiko offered a faint, almost imperceptible nod before turning and melting back into the shadows of the corridor, leaving Erika to face the lonely room alone.
The next day promised another heavy meeting in the Crystal Hall.
Hoping to find a moment of normalcy, Erika went to the mess hall early to grab something to eat. The chef, Karuto, noticed her poking at her food and approached, his usual gruff demeanor softened by concern.
He pushed a carefully packed wicker basket across the counter towards her. "Here," he grunted. "Neither the Miiko, Ezarel, nor Leiftan have shown their faces for breakfast. A leader can't lead on an empty stomach, and an elf with a guilty conscience is even worse." He shook his head. "I doubt they're thinking about food, but they'll need it. Make sure they eat."
Erika looked at the basket, filled with simple, hearty sandwiches.
It was a small, practical gesture, but in the midst of so much grief and tension, it felt profoundly meaningful.
The meeting in the Crystal Hall began under a cloud of strained anticipation. The only empty seat was Ezarel's, but Miiko, assuming he was merely delayed, pushed forward with a steely resolve.
She laid out her plan with clipped efficiency: a team would be dispatched to locate Marie Anne, subdue her, and determine if her actions were driven by her own volition or a deeper corruption linked to the damaged crystals.
Her voice was all strategy and cold resolve, a familiar shield against the emotional chaos Ezarel's absence was causing.
But as minutes stretched into a quarter-hour with no sign of him, a grim understanding settled over the room. The pieces clicked into place with a sickening finality: his shattered confession, his guilt, his desperate need for redemption.
Miiko’s words trailed off. Her eyes, fixed on the empty space, widened a fraction before narrowing into slits of pure, frustrated fury. She didn't need to say it aloud. The realization was a physical blow to everyone present. "He's gone after her alone," she stated, her voice dangerously quiet. The recklessness of it hung in the air, a betrayal born of despair.
That very afternoon, she called an urgent council. Her announcement was brief and left no room for debate. "We depart at first light for the island. Valkyon, Nevra, Leiftan—you will lead. You will take a contingent of soldiers. Your orders are to find Ezarel and assess the threat. Do not engage the target unless absolutely necessary." She then turned her gaze, sweeping over the room, her next words falling with the weight of a final judgment. "I will be remaining here to secure Eel. Our defenses cannot be compromised."
As the room emptied, Erika approached. Miiko was pacing again, a restless panther confined to a cage of duty.
"Miiko," Erika said, her voice firm. "I need to be on that team."
Miiko stopped her pacing. She turned slowly, and the look she gave Erika was a complex storm of exhaustion and something raw and frightened that made Erika's heart clench.
Her eyes scanned Erika's face, as if memorizing it.
She didn't refuse. She didn't cite protocol. Instead, a weary, reluctant acceptance settled in her gaze. She gave a single, sharp nod.
Once they were finally alone, the heavy doors of the Crystal Hall sealing them in silence, Miiko's composure crumbled. The leader was gone, replaced by a woman carrying the weight of too many weeks and the terrifying prospect of sending her heart into danger without her.
She approached Erika slowly, each step a surrender of her steadfast control. Then, she closed the final distance and wrapped her arms around Erika, pulling her into a tight, almost desperate embrace. It was not a hug of passion, but one of fear—a deep, trembling fear of something happening to her girlfriend on this mission, mixed with the exhaustion from the relentless onslaught of events.
Erika understood instantly.
She held Miiko just as tightly, one hand splayed firmly on her back, the other coming up to cradle the back of her head. She became a solid anchor, a steadfast presence for Miiko to lean on, literally and emotionally.
"Please," Miiko whispered, her voice muffled against Erika's shoulder, raw with an emotion she never showed anyone else. "Please be careful."
She pulled back just enough to look Erika in the eyes, her blue gaze shimmering with unshed tears and fierce, pleading love.
"Promise me," she breathed, the words a fervent, quiet plea. "Promise me you'll come back to me. Safe and sound."
Erika's heart ached with the weight of that request. She cupped Miiko's face, her thumbs gently stroking her cheeks, her own gaze unwavering.
"I promise," Erika said, her voice steady and sure, a vow sealed in the quiet between them. "I will find Ezarel, I will assess the situation, and I will come back. To you."
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The night of their departure was thick with unspoken words.
Miiko and Huang Hua stood near the gates to see them off, two powerful figures silhouetted against the torchlight of Eel. Miiko's gaze was locked on Erika, her usual stoicism a fragile mask.
She attempted a smile, a small, strained thing that didn't reach her eyes, meant to be reassuring but betraying only a deep-seated fear.
Erika’s heart ached seeing it. She couldn't leave like this.
As the final preparations were made, she gently took Miiko's elbow and guided her a few steps away from the group, into a pocket of shadow.
"Miiko," she whispered, her voice for her alone.
That was all she managed before she leaned in,capturing Miiko's lips in a brief, but deep and desperate kiss. It was a promise, a reassurance, and a theft of one last moment of closeness.
It was also, unfortunately, too brief.
"Ahem. Not that this isn't touching," Nevra's dry, amused voice cut through the moment, "but the tide won't wait for lovers' goodbyes. We have a schedule to keep, however tragic."
Erika pulled away, flushing. Miiko, however, fixed the vampire with a glare that could freeze fire, her ears flattening against her head. The tender moment was shattered, replaced by the grim reality of their mission.
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Nearly a day had passed since they'd set out. Now, camp was set up in a secluded, misty grove near the island's shore. Erika was asleep inside her tent, exhaustion finally claiming her, while the rotation of Leiftan, Nevra, and Valkyon kept watch nearby, their presence a quiet hum of vigilance.
A sound—a faint crunch, like a twig snapping under a careful foot—jolted Erika from her slumber. Her eyes flew open, her heart immediately hammering against her ribs. The camp was silent, save for the natural sounds of the night forest.
Driven by instinct, she slipped silently out of her tent, her senses on high alert. She peered into the inky darkness between the trees, her hand resting on the hilt of her dagger. The air was still. Nothing moved.
After a long, tense moment of seeing and hearing nothing out of the ordinary, she let out a slow breath. Probably just an animal, she told herself, the logic feeling flimsy even to her.
With a final, wary scan of the tree line, she ducked back into the relative safety of her tent, the sense of being watched lingering like a chill on her skin long after she lay back down. Sleep, however, would not come so easily again.
The mission's danger now felt intimately close, lurking just beyond the fragile glow of their campfire.
Ignoring the path back to camp, Erika pushed deeper into the oppressive silence of the forest, driven by a gut feeling she couldn't name. And then, she found him. Ezarel was crouched behind a fallen log, his breathing ragged, his eyes wide with a frantic fear.
"Erika, no! Turn back!" he hissed, his voice a strained whisper. "She's here. She's been following me. You have to leave!"
But before Erika could respond, the air itself grew cold. Marie Anne emerged from the shadows between the trees, her form a grotesque silhouette against the moonlight, that same unnerving smile plastered on her face.
"You brought a friend, Ezarel? How... thoughtful," she cooed, her voice like grating stone.
Erika stood her ground, planting herself firmly beside the terrified elf. "I'm not leaving you," she stated, her voice trembling but resolute.
With a speed that defied nature, Marie Anne lunged, not at Ezarel, but directly at Erika.
Instinct took over. Erika's hand shot out, grabbing Ezarel's arm to either shove him away or pull him with her—she didn't know. But the moment her skin touched his, a brilliant, blinding white light erupted from her, enveloping Ezarel's form in a protective corona.
It was over in a second. The light vanished, and Marie Anne recoiled with a snarl of surprise. Erika stared at her own hands, a foreign, buzzing energy coursing through her veins. It felt warm and powerful, a resonant strength that seemed to cheer her on, to urge her to fight.
But it was wild, untamed, slipping through her mental grasp like water.
She had no idea how to control it.
Seeing her momentary confusion, Marie Anne prepared to strike again.
But just then, two blurs of motion intercepted her. Valkyon's axe slammed into the ground between them, while Leiftan placed himself directly in front of Erika and Ezarel, his serene face hardened into a mask of cold warning.
"Your hunt ends here," Leiftan stated, his voice echoing with an unusual authority. Marie Anne, outnumbered and perhaps wary of the new variable Erika represented, let out a frustrated shriek and melted back into the forest shadows.
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Back at the campfire, the adrenaline had faded, leaving behind a shaky exhaustion. As Erika tended to the minor scrapes from her scramble, Leiftan approached and sat beside her.
"Ewelein told me something interesting before we left," he began, his tone conversational but his eyes keenly observant. "She mentioned your wounds have been healing at a remarkable rate. Far quicker than any fae or human she's ever treated."
Erika looked up from her arm, where a cut was already closing. She hadn't thought much about it, chalking it up to Eldarya's magic.
Leiftan continued, his gaze knowing. "My blood... it does not simply heal. It enhances. It lingers. It seems it has accelerated your body's natural regenerative abilities." He paused, letting the weight of that sink in.
They spoke for a while longer, discussing the implications, the danger, and the strange new path her life was taking.
The power was a tool, but it was also a target. As she finally retreated to her tent to sleep, Erika realized the mission had just become infinitely more complicated.
She wasn't just searching for a rogue elf and a monster; she was now navigating the awakening of a power she didn't understand, a power that made her both a greater asset and a greater prize.
The next day, the group's search led them to a hidden network of fissures that cleaved deep into the island's heart.
What they found within would haunt them forever: a clandestine laboratory, but one of nightmares. Rusted instruments of torture lay scattered, and dark, dried stains on the cold stone told a silent, horrific story of the suffering endured by the children.
A collective wave of nausea and rage swept through the party.
Suddenly, the faint light from the surface vanished, plunging them into absolute darkness. But before panic could set in, a soft, steady glow emanated from Erika's hand.
This time, it was a conscious act—a focused beam of pure, white light that cut through the oppressive black, illuminating the chamber like a grim spotlight.
And in its revealing glare, they saw her. Marie Anne was there, dragging a half-conscious Ezarel towards a darker tunnel.
The battle was chaos. But amidst the clash of weapons and snarled spells, Erika's new power became their guiding star. She used the light not just to see, but to act. When Marie Anne lunged for a defenseless Ezarel, Erika didn't think—she reacted.
A pulse of energy flew from her, not as an attack, but as a defense.
A shimmering, semi-transparent shield of light materialized around Ezarel, deflecting Marie Anne's vicious strike with a resonant chime.
That moment of protection was the opening the others needed. United, they overwhelmed the corrupted being, finally subduing her.
The journey back to Eel's headquarters was a somber one. They carried with them a bound and silenced Marie Anne, a traumatized Ezarel, and the heavy knowledge of the horrors they had uncovered.
They had completed their mission, captured the monster, and saved their friend.
But the victory felt hollow, stained by the evidence of unimaginable cruelty and the chilling realization that Erika's journey into her own mysterious power had only just begun.