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(why am i so MESSY at this… its funny who cares, but i do need to stop laughing at my own jokes and go to sleep- its 2am. Also the plan might vary slightly to what the actual fic ended up being in places, but the base story should be very similar.)
Chapter 1:
- intro: how akitos life fell apart: loss of passion n other shit idk boom
- scenes where he left vivid bad squad and go EMOTIONALLLLL and maybe chuck a panic attack in for akito just to bully him
- the scenes before was a nightmare- but still true, akito wakes up in a sweat. (eugh sweaty boy)
- wake up routine before schl, mention that ena has fucked up sleep hrs, run in with shinonome mum who gets dumped for the rest of the story cuz i forgot abt her c:
- start of schl day, runs into toya who invites him to eat lunch w him and an, (koahne cant be there silly she doesnt go to their schl) he agrees for some reason why bruh (actually ik why bc it makes good content)
- gets scared last minute and goes to the toilets to calm down (and fails) and he vomits (he forgets to eat lunch mwahahaha now im chucking an eating disorder onto akito to bully him even more)
- toya finds him in the toilets: they have an awkward chat and toya says everyone would like if he at least came back to weekend garage and he ends up sayingyes to that or smth even though it wasnt a question idek anymore
- akito heads home after a long walk and runs into ena in the kitchen, they have a normal shinonome convo, heads to his room boom end of chapter probably and for once its not a massive cliffhanger… kind of
CHAPTER 2:
- akito waking up again, walking to weekend garage while explaining that he got like no sleep last night bc he was procrastinating and did like 12 billion laps around his room
- he already feels sick w anxiety n shit the closer he gets but ge knows if he doesnt just open that fuck ahh weekend garage door and go in he never will, (they agreed to meet up before the weekend garage opens to give akito the time and space, he gets there at 7, it opens at 9)
- GREAT the only person at the garage is an. toya and kohane arent there yet and ken is nowhere to be seen- hes so been set up
- an smiles at him- eugh…. its more of a smirk than a smile, an is clearly either waiting for him to settle in or waiting for kohane and toya to arrive until she asks him whatever she wants to-
- toya and kohane timely arrive together, they all get food (ofc akito got pancakes my little fatty… yes he probably will throw them up later) ken eventually appears and starts setting up the garage, after they finish eating an looks at akito and bluntly says smth like “so…. you ever thibking about joining vbs again??” they all start listing reasons and ask akito a shit ton of questions, it gets pretty personal and akito gets way too overwealmed, he eventually says smth like i dont wanna talk abt it and i need to go and he leaves
- akito feels sick w anxiety AGAIN and his throat dries up, he goes and hides in an empty alley when eventually toya shows up being sent to find him by ken with water, akito again manages to dodge MOST of the personal wuestions but they become friends again and agree to hand out at lunch n shit wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo akitoya peak
CHAPTER 3: (probably)
- the next few days pass in a blur, same old routine, akito starts hainging out w toya at lunches and occasionally an and/or mizuki will come along blah blah blah.
- when eating lunch as all 3 of them (koahne odvi cant be there you dipshit) (<—- DONT INCLUDE THAT ITS A JOKE) and they invite him to their next preformance at a venue: akito agrees but makes sure they understand HES NOT JOINING AGAIN BRUV
- howver long until their show time skip idk cba to decide on a time rn
- he goes to the show, detail in his joirney and changes as soon as he enters the venue, anxiety n shit comes but as soon as the songs starts he like gets that old feeling back ans shit
- MAYBE: bring back some childhood memories of shows or smth
- when it ends they come and see akito in the venue, crowd starts to notice akito and ask shit like why did he leave blah blah blah so on yk yk more questuons n shit he gets overwhelmed and leaves
- the show was at like evening so he goes and walks around the place n stuff to calm himself down
- goes home opens door- enas there chapter ends on cliffhanger: HAH HOPE YOU LIKE CLIFFHANGERS BC LOOKS LIKE ALL MY CHAPTERS ARE NOW CLIFFHANGERS MWAHAHA (and guess who else is gunna be a hanger at the end of this….. 😏) (IM SORRYPLS DONT MURDER ME)
CHAPTER 4:
- ena and akito have a chat and he talks abt his visit to the venue, somehow idk ill work it out they get into an argument and ena goes full violent mode n shit
- akito goes to his room, has a think n shit abt all thats happened and he ends up planning on the fact hes gunna stab himself after schl in the woods tmr, (dont think ill make that too apparent to the reader)
- schl day goes IN A BLUR (how many time do u think ima use that line in this fic) guess what toya notices akito is off and ask if he wantsto hang out after schl, odvi akito says he….. has…. SMTH…. do to, toya gets even more suspicious
- toya saw akito go into the woods after schl but thinks not much of it, he calls akito like an hr after (make up some sorta reason toya would need smth from akito like to talkabt the show before or smt idk) ofc akito doesnt pic up the phone so he goes to his house, hes nit there, he talks to ena and they rush over to the woods
- they find akito odvi with a knife through his chest, they panic, (pls descibe how toya feels in ✨DETAIL✨) toya stands there while i SHOULD be describing his FEELINGS while ena calls an ambulance n shit.
- they watch akito get VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED off to the hospital :3
- toya and ena go home and (woah didnt see this coming…. wait for it…..)✨ I SHOULD DESCIBE THEIR FEELINGS✨and somehow put in their a call from the hospital to ena that hes alive the next morning and she can go visit, she notifies toya
- toya odvi told kohane and an the night before, (pls put in thr section before how they couldnt sleep if u havent allready)
- toya says to ena on the phone he and the rest of vbs yk yk will go visit him
(look at that another cliffhanger :3)
CHAPTER 5:
- starts with the little snippet i wrote on the other doc abt akito waking up in the hospital and ena arriving n shit, (im gon rewrite it cause its shit) while ena js asking akito that questuon at the end of the snippit toya snd the other 2 arrive, kohane is sweet to him, an loud and sounds across between annoyed and relieved, toya waits and talks to him after an and kohane left (yes enas still there)
- toya says some sorta kind and deep shit idk what yet….
- smol time skip to next day at schl, akito is still in hospital and people r asking toya abt where akito is, he avoids the question idk how yet tho think of smth bitch ahh ik u can do it !!!!!! 🫠
- toya goes and sees akito after schl, toya tells him abt stuff that happening in his day and akito says he’ll be out of hospitsl tmr but stay at home and go to schl the next day
- toya gets worried asks akito if hes doing ok n shit, akito still feels empty and knows verry well hes gunna try kill himself again but just smiles and says yh he feels ok (but ✨DEEPER✨ yk yk)
- time skip to next morning when ena comes to collect akito from the hospiyal, its quiet on the walk back akito takes in the oH sO PrEtTy VieW oF ✨BUILDINGS….. and ….. NATURE✨ but also…. DEEPER
- flip back to toyas perspestivvvvv…… (i cant spell) toya and akito agreed to meet up w everyone else aswell at thr weekend garage (after schl times, before dinner tho), toya tells an abt it over lunch while on the phone to kohane and they also ask how akito is n shit, toya says good but aswell as saying he feels like hes hiding dmth again (well gues what he is… I WONDER WHAT JT IS HKMMMMMMMMMM)
CHAPTER 6:
- toya gets exited and gets to weekend garage early…. kohane gets next and then an, (write abt toyas thoughts while hes walking there and do the same with akito) akito walks there……. slowly…… and he gets a massive hug from an when he gets there (which FUCKING HURTS I WKNDER WHY HMM) they chat have fun n shit and talk abt some kf their experiences in the past few days, near the end talk abt akitos internal dialoge and how he may be enjoying this now but he still feels empty and he feels guilty hiding his true feelings from them but he knows it would be better for them. they all say theyre goodbyes…..
- ken asks akito to talk somewhere else as an is cleaning up in the weekend garage, ken asks the usual shit like is he ok, and he can talk ant anything tk him yk yk
- again OFC akito hides it bc it ✨MAKES GOOD STORY✨ but appriciates the offer n shit, akito heads home, its cold, again MAYBE talk about akitos thoughts and internal dialog, right before akito opens the door to his house he pauses (i might not write this: but akitos thinking about where hes gunna get THE rope from yk yk)
- he opens the door to shinonome mum saying hes just on time bc dinners ready - hes not hungry - so he says that and goes to his room, passing ena on the stairs, she feels cold towards him. that gets him worried ofc…
- once he goes into his room he just stands infront of the closed door and THINKS and starts spacing out until his phone buzzez- its toya asking if hes coming to schl tmr, he just replys w Yeah and goes to sleep… until shinonome mum knocks on his door and comes in, shes 1: got food bc shes worried abt him as HE TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF. and 2: to check his injuries, akito dismisses it all ofc tho and goes to sleep. Make shinonome mum say smth abt going away with shinonome dad for a while just so chapter 8 is more convinient
CHAPTER 7:
- *BANG BANG BANG* enas practically knocking the door down, she comes in to wake akito up for schl. before getting changed he has a shower, but real fucking quick cuz as soon as the hot water touched his injury it hurts real bad (was gunna write burns but that sounds real real wrong…..) (heh… guess how many times im gunna try overuse the word real now 😏) then he gets changed and leaves for schl after convincing ena he’ll be fine walking by himself.
- as soon as he gets to schl toya and an see him, an TRIES to hug him but toya holds her back remembering what happened last time- they talk breifly and then akito heads to his class- lesson passes as normal except hes not focused whatsoever and doesnt gaf abt it but after the lesson is over a bunch of random students come up to him and ask stuff like ks kt true u were hospitalised, or is it true you tried to kill yojrself? an and toya arrive as theyre asking that and drag him out.
- they head to the roof with the deflated and emotionless blank faced akito w worried faces and they sit him down and try to comfort him, akito feels sick. toya goes to the toilets w him and akito throws up, but it hurts like fuck as it puts pressure on his stomach which is also where his injury is…
- toya and akito are halfway to akitos house after getting him outa schl early (toya msgd an abt it) and akito says he doesnt feel like going home yet so akito and toya sit on a random curb in an alley and toya tells akito to talk to him, however, akito does tell toya about how the questions affected him, just not the rest of his feelings. they have a hug and akito cries n shit, they go eat out of lunch and then akito goes home.
- everyone asks akito if hes ok when he gets home hearing he puked at schl but he says yh and ignores them. he goes to his room closes the door and colapses onto his knees and does the shit with crying and holding his head and just going insane mental breakdown sorta thing. it ends with, “i can’t do this anymore, i really can’t” and then it cuts to toyas perspective for a bit before he goes to sleep and he msgs akito and asks if hes allright but ofc he doesnt answer toya assumes he went to sleep early.
- next morning akito isnt asnwering any of toya, an or kohanes msgs (all 3 of them are together at the weekend garage) so they decide to go see him. (BAD BAD DECISION OH HO HO~)
CHAPTER 8:
- Toya, An and Kohane start to walk over to akito’s house, toya has a bad feeling (and rightly so…. :3) they start to talkabout might what of happened and think of situations that could have happened.
- they get to akitos house and it takes 3 LOUD knocks by An for a tired looking ena to answer (shes clearly just about to go to sleep even though its 8am) she asks what there doing here (inside the house) and they say akito wasnt answering his msgs so they were worried
- ena says she didnt think abt it much but akitos been alot quiteter than usual, almost silent, but she tells them hes im his room just dont provoke him too much if hes in a bad mood
- they walk up the stairsto his room and toya knocks gently a few times and says smth like “Me an and kohane are here to check ur ok pls open up” ofc he doesnt,
- toya says hes sorry for barging in before he opens the door, but ofc when he opens the door all he sees is akitos dead hanging body… Kohane squeels and an with a horrified look on her face turns kohane around in her arms and hugs her, toya doesnt know what to do so he just stares and says something like “….a..kit..o?…” and cries
- ena eventually comes up and askswhat the matter and is greeted by a hanging brother- thank god their- or should i say her parents are on a trip, they wouldnt be able to deal with this, ena screams
- toya talks about how he thought something was off with him but thought he was better after the first time and walks closer to the body, feeling his cheeks trying to find some sort of heat but is just greeted by coldness
- ill work out some sad way to make this scene longer but after a while ena reluctantly calls someone and they come and take his body, they all watch in horror and tears as his body is taken away… ena runs up to her room and they soon hear crashing breaking and screaming sojnds from her room, An and Kohane eventuellyleave and say their gunna go try tell ken the bad news and toya says hes gunna stay a while and he ends up going through akitos room to try find anything, something leading to akitos inner feelings he never talked about.
- toya finds akitos phone, very cracked but still working, toya still remembere akitos phone password: 223364, which would spell BADDOG in some instances. BAD DOGS, the name of akito and toyas duo… toya looks through his phone for a while and doesnt find anything, but just before he turns it off he sees a contact- named ‘Toya💗’ with a heart on the end… did akito LIKE toya…? toya knew he had always had some sort of feelings for akito but never thought akito liked him back? that thought makes toya cry again, thinking why didnt i just tell akito earioer?
- once toya slightly calms down he spots smth white below where akitos body was…. he goes closer and realises its a letter- adressed to toya? a suicide note- but theres no others… did akito just write one for toya?
- toya reads the note, im not gunna write it here u can make it up ho u can do it, but it will defo include how akito loves toya and how akito felt n all the shit he didnt tell toya. probably ends in an Im sorry… Toya or smth
- toya starts balling his eyes out, he says shit out loud relating to what akito sais jn the letter like abt how he felt and then make the last line of the chapter “I love you to akito….”
CHAPTER 9: (final chapter and time skip)
- Time skip 4 months from akitos death (probably..?) :
- Who knows how long time skip it was but it is spring-ish time cause i want those cherry blossoms on the graveyard.
- Start chaper off with Toya visiting Akito’s grave and describing the oh so beautiful scenery of… a graveyard. Woah ikr so… wunderbar…!
- Maybe go through some accounts of what had happened inbetween akitos desth and now or just toyas feelings or probably maybe yeah do both…
- Toya says bye to akito and just as hes walking oit the graveyard he gets a call from an, and he starts to head over to weekend garage.
- Toua gets to weekend garage, just briefly mention when toya LOCKS EYES (heh~ AND NO NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY EW WTF NO) with ken mention smth about how ken took akitos desth idk
- An kohane and toya chatting somehow bring it to the topic of how they couldn't access sekai once akito died and then all pf a sudden make miku appear on their phones and book finally they can get back into sekai
- They go to sekai and it's extremely messy and everything is like everywhere (A BIT LIKE IN THE PJSEKAI MOVIE AFTER IT TOOK VBS MIKU IN STREET SEKAI YK) and chat chat chat w the vocaloids and stuff about whag happened w akito and everything else that happened
- Vocaloids talk abt whag happened in sekai probably (if i can make up enougj stuff that could have happened in sekai apart from boom nuclear bomb or some shit c;)
- After some chatting an toya and kohane help the bocakoids with some good old manual labor wnd clean the sekai all around the place.
- They have drinks afterwards snd s relax and acterwards they do some singing together but try chuck in a reference that their only singing akito commission songs because it makes jt more depressing
- They finish singing and boom their tired woah wonder why and akso boom again they all cry and reminiscing about akito cause why not
- Eventuakky the vocsloidd shoo them off and trll them to go rest, so they leave and they also leave weekend garage to go check up on ena
- Flip to ena’s perspective and just weite abt her thiughts wnd everything until vbs gets to her house, maybe chuck in about how she had to tell her parents or add smth abt their oarents idk
- Enas shocked to see them all they all get drinks AGAIN but w ena and mayhe pull oit a cheesecake and the all chat n stuff, maybe if you can stuff in a reference to school and how people at school took akitos death (specifically mizuki)
- As much depressing thoughts from all the 4 characters there whule chatting pls marii (oh btw their sitting on the sofas in shinonome living room)
- Maybe after a bit they go look in akitos room again or something (maybe)
- The eventually they head home, maybe lil timeskip to later tbat night once their all home, an, kohane and toya are msging on text and then after that toyas in his room its dark at this point maybe go back to toyas inner thoughts, maybe make him think about the days events and maybe make him see the letter akito wrote to him or some of akitos old things toya had in his room now and make him sad
- You can elongate that as much as you want but the chapter ends on toya going to sleep :3 maybe even show mini perspectives of akk the characters going to sleep or snth!!!
- BOOM. ITS THE END. Ah this is so surreal its been so fucking amaizng writing this.