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Jeongguk never stopped to consider the consequences of what could happen if they got caught. It wasn't particularly illegal, but they could both get in trouble if they were found out.

Yoongi often thought of the consequences. Jeongguk was eighteen, for crying out loud. At twenty-three, their love was all but accepted, and wouldn't be overlooked by those older than himself. Something about Jeongguk was just so enticing, Yoongi couldn't help but be affected by the younger.

"Yoongi-hyung." Jeongguk whispers. "Please."

"No way, Jeongguk." Yoongi shakes his head, carding a hand through Jeongguk's hair.

"Hyung-"

"No." Yoongi says sternly. "Not until you're nineteen, okay? You agreed to that when we started.. this."

"Hyung, please." Jeongguk whines, arching up for a kiss.

"Get yourself off." Yoongi says, moving back. Jeongguk whines but shoves a hand into his sweats and hisses as he wraps a hand around his own cock. Yoongi chuckles and watches the younger throw his head back, tilting his head. He can't help the fond smile that works its way onto his face as he watches Jeongguk's eyes slip closed. He grabs the younger's ankle. "Eyes open, Gukkie." Yoongi instructs, sliding his free hand into his own sweats. Jeongguk groans when he sees Yoongi with a hand in his pants, his own hand working faster.

Jeongguk comes first with Yoongi close behind, the elder changing his sweats before handing Jeongguk a pair of clean boxers and sitting back on the bed in the spot that's still warm from before.

"Hyung?" Jeongguk asks softly, eyes trained sideways.

"Yeah?" Yoongi sighs.

"Can we use those when I'm nineteen?" Yoongi's head snaps up and he follows Jeongguk's gaze to the fluffy handcuffs Yoongi has attached to his bed.

"Sure." Yoongi chuckles. "If you think you're up for what they entail."

"I'm definitely up for it." Jeongguk nods. Yoongi' smiles and leans over for a gentle kiss.

"You should head home, baby." He mumbles.

"Mm. I like it when you call me baby." Jeongguk smiles softly, pulling Yoongi into another kiss.

"Just because you like when I call you baby doesn't mean you get to ignore the rest of my sentence. You need to go before your parents freak out."

"You're right." Jeongguk sighs, standing and stretching. "I'll text you, okay?"

"Okay." Yoongi sighs once Jeongguk's gone, flopping back onto covers.

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The day Yoongi had been dreading approaches far faster than he would've hoped, and - since its a Friday night - his parents let him go out. He found his way to Yoongi's apartment easily.

"What?" Yoongi asks, staring tiredly - boredly, it seems - at Jeongguk.

"I- um. I'm nineteen." Jeongguk says softly.

"Congrats." Yoongi sighs. "I'm not in the mood right now, Guk. I have company and I just need you to-"

"Yoongi honey, who's at the door?" Yoongi sighs again and drops his head.

"I see." Jeongguk whispers, turning around and leaving.

"Jeongguk!" Yoongi grabs the younger's arm.

"You're too busy for teenager like me. No matter how old I am, I'll never be good enough, huh?"

"Nonono, Gukkie." Yoongi takes Jeongguk's face into his hands. "Please. I'm never too busy for you. You're just, you're too good for me."

"Yeah. Okay." Jeongguk scoffs. "Stop lying, hyung." Jeongguk shoves Yoongi away and turns again, walking down the driveway.

"Come here."

"Seokjin-hyung." Yoongi whimpers.

"I know, Yoongi-ah. I know." Seokjin smiles.

----

"Jeongguk." Jeongguk's head shoots up and he blinks at his teacher. "You're being called to the office. Take your things."

When Jeongguk gets to the office, he nearly leaves. But he follows Yoongi with a sigh and a fake smile at the desk lady.

"Hyung-"

"Tell me what you want." Yoongi says, pinning Jeongguk to the car. "I'll give you anything you want. Just tell me what it is."

"I want you to make love to me." Jeongguk sighs, threading his fingers through Yoongi's. "Please."

"Jeongguk-"

"You said anything I want. That's all I've ever wanted. Please, hyung."

"Okay." Yoongi sighs. "I did promise you I would when you were nineteen."

"You did." Jeongguk nods.

"Come on. Let me take you out first. Let me explain."

"You don't need to."

"Yes I do." Yoongi smiles. "Come on. Lets go." He opens the door for Jeongguk and takes his bag, tossing it in the trunk before sliding into the driver's seat. As he turns to look at Jeongguk, the younger's lips are suddenly against his and he sighs, wrapping a hand around the back of his neck and kissing him deeply. "God I missed you." He mumbles into the kiss and Jeongguk laughs, pulling back.

"Come on. I'm half-hard just thinking about it."

"Lord, Guk. What am I going to do with you?"

"I'm more worried about what you did without me." Jeongguk laughs, taking Yoongi's hand as he starts the car and pulls out.

"Shut up. I'm capable of surviving without you." Yoongi chuckles. "It just wasn't particularly pleasant."

"Sure." Jeongguk smiles, squeezing Yoongi's hand gently.

"Okay, I missed work twice. But it's okay because Namjoon loves me." Yoongi rolls his eyes.

"Should I be jealous?" Jeongguk jokes.

"You know you're my one and only." Yoongi winks before focusing back on the road, pulling into Jeongguk's favorite restaurant. "Come on, baby. Whatever you want." Yoongi gets out and opens Jeongguk's door for him, helping him out and holding the restaurant door open for him before taking his hand and lacing their fingers together.

An hour and a half later, Jeongguk finds himself face-down in Yoongi's bed, hands bound to the headboard by Yoongi's fuzzy handcuffs.

"God, hyung. Please just-ah!" Jeongguk stops when he feels Yoongi's tongue against his ass.

"You finger yourself in the shower this morning, baby?" Yoongi asks, biting gently into Jeongguk's left cheek.

"Y-yes. Thought ab-bout hyung's f-fingers." Jeongguk moans as Yoongi slides his mouth closer to his hole, close enough that he can feel him breathe but still too far away.

"Tongue or fingers?" Yoongi asks, sliding a hand up Jeongguk's back.

"Tongue. Please." Jeongguk's already so close to begging and they've barely even started. Yoongi chuckles and complies, sliding his tongue up Jeongguk's crack before pushing it against his hole. Jeongguk whines at the stimulation, pushing back against Yoongi.

"You're already so wet for me, baby." Yoongi grins, wrapping a hand around Jeongguk's shaft. "You're gonna come on my tongue, okay? Then we'll go from there."

"Want your cock." Jeongguk pants. It doesn't take him long to reach his first orgasm, white come painting the blue sheets below him.

"I know you do, baby." Yoongi chuckles, sliding up the bed to kiss Jeongguk's shoulder. "Look at me baby. Drink." Yoongi holds a straw to Jeongguk's lips and the younger drinks the water, panting when he's done.

"Cock now?" Jeongguk asks, looking at Yoongi with wide eyes.

"Not yet, baby. How many times do you think you can come?"

"In one sitting? Up to five."

"Five? You sound so sure."

"Jiminnie and I took a day to learn." Jeongguk laughs, leaning forward. "But only three will produce something."

"Ah, the essence of a dry orgasm." Yoongi chuckles. "We'll try not to go over three, okay baby?"

"Okay." Jeongguk nods.

"Can you lay on your side like this baby?" Jeongguk nods and lays on his side, letting Yoongi lay next to him and press a kiss to his lips. "You want me to undo the-"

"No." Jeongguk shakes his head. "No. Leave them. I like it."

"Kinky." Yoongi laughs, kissing Jeongguk again.

"Oh like they aren't your handcuffs." Jeongguk rolls his eyes, chuckling. Yoongi grins and shakes his head.

"I see your point." He smiles, reaching down and taking Jeongguk's cock into his hand. The younger gasps at the sudden contact, hips jerking forward. "Back on your knees, baby." Yoongi whispers in Jeongguk's ear once he's fully hard again, kissing him one last time before sitting up and helping Jeongguk back onto his knees.

"Are you gonna fuck me now, hyung?"

"Nah. Not yet." Yoongi smiles. "Can you hold out for one more before I do?"

"I could hold out for three more before you fuck me." Jeongguk chuckled, head down. "Hit me with it." He jerks when a hard piece of plastic is slapped against his ass and Yoongi cackles. "What the fuck!"

"You asked me to hit you with it." Yoongi continues laughing, even as he pushes a finger inside of Jeongguk.

"What the fuck did you hit me with?"

"This." Jeongguk's not shocked by the buzzing sound, but by the sudden vibrations against the head of his cock that make him gasp out Yoongi's name.

"You fucking- hit me in the a-ass with a- fucking vi-vibrator." Jeongguk laughs increduously, moaning when Yoongi not only ups the vibrations but adds another finger.

"You asked for it." Yoongi chuckles, pressing kisses along Jeongguk's spine.

"Please just put it in me, hyung." Jeongguk sighs once Yoongi's nearly four fingers deep. The elder grins and slides his fingers out, spreading lube on the vibrator before carefully pushing it into Jeongguk. The younger gasps and comes as soon as Yoongi turns the vibrations on, the toy pressing harshly against his prostate. Yoongi smiles and massages his back gently, leaving the toy. "Hyung! Too-too m-much!"

"I think you're fine." Yoongi smiles, moving up the bed to look at Jeongguk, hurriedly pulling the toy out when he sees the tear tracts on his cheeks.

"Wasn't that." Jeongguk says, panting for air. "Just felt so good."

"You fucking scared me!" Yoongi says, laughing it off. "I thought I hurt you!"

"You'd never hurt me hyung." Jeongguk smiles. "Can you...?" He looks at the handcuffs and Yoongi unclasps them quickly, watching Jeongguk roll onto his back and hold both arms up. "Okay. Rebind me."

"Put them back on?"

"Yeah. I just wanna watch you when you fuck me for the first time." Jeongguk looks at Yoongi. "Also maybe kiss you a little." Yoongi laughs again and leans down to press a kiss to Jeongguk's lips as he wraps the fuzzy cuffs around his wrists again.

"That good?"

"Tighter. Wanna feel it- yeah, there." Yoongi kisses Jeongguk again before moving back between his legs, slipping two fingers inside of him. Jeongguk tenses up but Yoongi sees his dick starting to harden again.

"You're so good, baby. Just a little more." Yoongi leans down to suck a couple stray drops of come from the tip of Jeongguk's cock, holding his hips down so his buck up is useless.

"Please fuck me, hyung. Please, I need it. I need it so bad, hyung." Jeongguk whines, struggling to get away from Yoongi's mouth.

"Baby." Yoongi slips his fingers out and moves up to kiss Jeongguk again as he lubes himself up. "You know what I'm gonna do?"

"What?" Jeongguk looks on the verge of tears - again - and Yoongi smiles softly.

"I'm going to make love to you." He says before pushing the head of his cock in. Jeongguk moans loudly, arching his back in an attempt to get more of Yoongi in him.

Yoongi comes far quicker than he wants, but Jeongguk came first so it was okay. Laying side by side in Yoongi's bed, showered and on clean sheets, Jeongguk can't say he's been happier.

"Hyung." He mumbles. Yoongi grunts in response, more asleep than awake. "I love you."

"Love you too." Yoongi grumbles back. "Go to sleep, baby. You gotta get home soon."

"I'll tell my parents I'm staying at a friend's house."

"You're just trying to get back into my pants."

"You got me." Jeongguk laughs, leaning up to press a kiss to Yoongi's cheek before settling against his chest and closing his eyes.

~

Jeongguk wakes up with his face pressed into Yoongi's thigh and he lifts his head with a groan.

"Morning baby." Yoongi smiles, reaching down to run a hand through Jeongguk's hair. "Sleep good?"

"Mm. Really good." Jeongguk smiles back, sitting up on his elbows. Yoongi chuckles and leans down to kiss the younger gently. "You?"

"Perfect. How's your ass?" Yoongi asks softly. Jeongguk shifts and clenches, hissing.

"Hurts." He mutters.

"I'm sorry."

"Feels good." Jeongguk smiles.

"Kinky." Yoongi laughs, shaking his head. Jeongguk laughs and lays his head back down on Yoongi's thigh. "What'd your parents say?" Jeongguk grabs his phone and opens his messages.

"Nothing. They don't care. I'm nineteen now, plus I've slept over at Jimin's unannounced before, they probably assumed I did it again." Jeongguk shrugs. "I just need to text them soon so that they know I'm alive."

"You should do that real quick." Yoongi says. Jeongguk laughs and texts his mom before crawling into Yoongi's lap. The elder grins and sets his book down, wrapping his arms around Jeongguk's waist.

"Good morning." Jeongguk smiles at Yoongi.

"Just kiss me, dork." Yoongi rolls his eyes, pulling Jeongguk closer. He laughs again and presses their lips together, sliding a hand into Yoongi's hair.

"Can I fuck you, hyung?" Jeongguk asks. Yoongi freezes and Jeongguk pulls back, looking at him. "I don't have to I just-"

"Maybe later, Gukkie." Yoongi said, clearing his throat. Jeongguk nods and leans his forehead against Yoongi's.

"I meant it when I said I love you." Jeongguk mumbles.

"I meant it too, baby." Yoongi smiles. "This is just.... personal bullshit."

"You can tell me when you're ready. Or you don't have to tell me at all. I don't care." Jeongguk smiles, pecking Yoongi's lips. Yoongi smiles back and runs a hand through Jeongguk's hair, pulling him in for a deeper kiss. Jeongguk slowly grinds his hips down against Yoongi's as they kiss, hands sliding to his shoulders.

"I'll tell you someday." Yoongi mumbles, pulling back. "But not yet."

"It doesn't matter." Jeongguk smiles, shaking his head as his hips continue their slow movement. "You can tell me or you can not tell me. I'll love you either way."

"I know you will." Yoongi chuckles, sliding his hands up Jeongguk's torso and dancing his fingers over his nipples. "I want to tell you. I trust you. But I don't know if I can right now."

"Come on. I'll let you fuck me again." Jeongguk smiles, stroking his fingers over Yoongi's cheek.

"Wanna suck you off. Sit up against the headboard." Yoongi says and Jeongguk scrambles to comply, looking expectantly at Yoongi as he settles on his stomach on the bed. Jeongguk carefully threads a hand through Yoongi's hair and the elder shoots him a smile and a wink before leaning in and pressing butterfly kisses all over the head, lapping up the precome when it starts to bead at the slit.

"Hyung." Jeongguk moans, hand tightening in Yoongi's hair as the elder takes him fully into his mouth. Yoongi hums around the cock in his mouth, taking Jeongguk deeper, stopping halfway and coming back up.

"You wanna fuck my mouth, baby? I'll let you do that."

"Oh please. Please let me fuck your mouth." Jeongguk whines, both hands now in Yoongi's hair. Yoongi pushes Jeongguk's knees up to plant his feet flat on the bed, pulling back and simply letting the head rest against his tongue until Jeongguk gets the message and bucks his hips up. Yoongi imediately tightens his lips around his shaft and grips his ankles, refusing to move his head as Jeongguk fucks into his mouth. "Hyung. Oh, hyung I'm so close." Jeongguk moans, throwing his head back. Yoongi hums and starts sucking along with Jeongguk's fucking and the younger growls as he comes, painting the inside of Yoongi's mouth. "Oh, hyung." Jeongguk sighs, looking down and watching Yoongi swallow as he comes down from his high. He feels his dick twitch at the sight of Yoongi's swollen lips and tearstained cheeks, but he shakes it off.

"I came." Yoongi says when Jeongguk reaches into his boxers. The younger groans and flops back against the headboard.

"That was amazing, hyung." He sighs, eyes slipping shut.

"Get some more sleep, baby. Want pancakes?"

"Mm. Definitely." Jeongguk smiles, sliding down the bed to lay properly and letting Yoongi pull the blankets around him.

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"My dad raped me as a kid." Yoongi mumbles into Jeongguk's hair, kissing the top of his head. Jeongguk stops eating and looks up at Yoongi, eyes wide. "It's why I'm reluctant. I love you, and I trust you, but I don't-"

"No, hyung. It's okay." Jeongguk shakes his head. "It's okay. Don't worry about it." Yoongi smiles and runs a hand through Jeongguk's hair. He turns back to the movie and Jeongguk does the same, resting his head against Yoongi's shoulder.

"Hey." Yoongi says softly after a while. Jeongguk looks up at him and raises an eyebrow. "I want to let you fuck me." He smiles. "But not yet."

"I'll wait, hyung. For you always." Jeongguk smiles back.

Two months later, Yoongi finds himself beneath Jeongguk on is own bed, but he feels no fear.

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"Can't you just get on with it already?" Yoongi growls, glaring up at Jeongguk.

"I'm just trying to enjoy this. Make it last and all that cute stuff." Jeongguk laughs, leaning down and kissing Yoongi gently.

"The more you wait the stronger the urge to flip you over and pound into you gets." Yoongi narrows his eyes but Jeongguk just laughs again.

"Calm down, hyung. I'm nervous too. I've only been on this end once, and we didn't even make it to penetration."

"Oh, yeah, that's reassauring." Yoongi rolls his eyes, but he reaches down and takes Jeongguk's hand in his own, squeezing gently. It's been a while since he was on the receiving end of this, and that's an experience Yoongi doesn't like to think about. But with Jeongguk - his lover, his boyfriend, his best friend - he knows his body is in good hands.

"Hyung." Jeongguk mumbles. "Do you wanna do yourself or do you want me to do it?"

"Let me... Let me do it." Yoongi sighs nervously, grabbing the lube from next to him and coating his own fingers. Jeongguk sits back on his heels and watches as Yoongi slips a finger inside his own opening, gently rubbing his thigh when he winces.

"Doing so good, hyung." He mumbles and Yoongi shoots him a grimace. Jeongguk bends down and takes Yoongi's cock into his mouth as the elder works his own fingers inside himself. Soon he's up to three and panting.

"I'm gonna come, Gukkie- Guk stop I'm gonna-agh!" Yoongi comes into Jeongguk's mouth with a shout, the younger grinning and pulling off with a pop once he's swallowed everything down.

"Hyung, can I...?" He trails his fingers over Yoongi wet, stretched entrance and he nods, head thrown back. He gasps when Jeongguk pushes two fingers in, twisting around until Yoongi gasps again and arches his back, cock twitching. "Here?" Jeongguk asks, rubbing the bundle of nerves he found.

"Yes yes, right there!" Yoongi cries out, grinding down against Jeongguk's fingers. Jeongguk grins and sits up, slipping his fingers out and reaching for the lube.

"Condom or no?"

"No. We already did it without, why bother now?" Yoongi gasps for breath, almost like...

"Hyung, you gotta breathe, okay?" Jeongguk says, wrapping his fingers around Yoongi's cock and tugging gently. "I don't need you passing out on me, okay?"

"Okay." Yoongi nods, not falling into the submissive role as easily as Jeongguk had.

"And hey. If things go wrong and you don't like it, I'm stretched and ready to go."

"I'm going to love it because I love you." Yoongi smiles. "Now get your dick in me."

"Such a romantic." Jeongguk rolls his eyes, lubing up his own cock and positioning himself at Yoongi's hole. "Remember to breathe, hyung." He watches Yoongi nod before carefully pushing in, stopping when Yoongi takes a deep breath and holds it. "Breathe, hyung." Jeongguk reminds. Yoongi nods and slowly lets out the breath he had been holding. Jeongguk smiles and pushes in the rest of the way, stopping and staring down at Yoongi. "How is it?" He asks quietly.

"Uncomfortable, but not bad." Yoongi says, looking up into Jeongguk's eyes. "I love you so much."

"I love you too, hyung. Keep your mind on me, okay?"

"Always." Yoongi smiles, carding a hand through Jeongguk's hair. After a moment, he nods and Jeongguk pulls out an inch before pushing back in. Yoongi whimpers and claws at Jeongguk's back, urging him on with his soft sounds. "Jeongguk I swear if you don't man up and fucking fuck me I'm going to fucking- hng."  Yoongi groans when Jeongguk starts thrusting into him harder, pointedly making his thrusts sharp and to the point. "Oh, right there." Yoongi whines when Jeongguk's cock brushes against his prostate. Jeongguk smirks and captures Yoongi's lips in a brutal kiss, thrusting harder and faster.

"Oh, hyung. You feel so good. I'm so close." 

"Gonna come for me, Gukkie?" Yoongi whispers, tugging gently on Jeongguk's hair and panting into his mouth. "Gonna come inside me?"

"Oh can I? Can I come inside?" Jeongguk asks, pressing his face into Yoongi's neck.

"Of course, baby." Yoongi smiles fondly, reaching between them to tug his own cock gently.

They reach their climax together, moaning each other's names before collapsing against the bed, panting.

"I'm glad my first time was with you, hyung." Jeongguk mumbles after a moment, pushing up on his elbows to look Yoongi in the eye. Yoongi smiles and opens his eyes, gazing fondly up at Jeongguk.

"I wish my first time had been with you." Yoongi says and before Jeongguk knows it, there are tears in the elder's eyes and he carefully pulls out before pulling him into his arms and cuddling him close.

"Shh, hyung. It's okay. We can pretend that was the first time for both of us, if you want to."

"I c-can't pret-tend becaus-se it wa-wasn't my firs-st t-time." Yoongi hiccups, pressing his face into Jeongguk's neck.

"We don't have to pretend, hyung. But no one has to know. It'll be our secret. Okay?"

"You w-won't ev-ven t-tell Jim-in?" Yoongi continues to hiccup and Jeongguk nods.

"Not even Jimin." Yoongi looks up at Jeongguk and nods, kissing him gently even though his breathing is too uneven to do it properly.

"I love you." He whispers, tucking his face back into Jeongguk's neck.

"I love you too, hyung. Get some sleep, yeah?"

"Okay." Yoongi sighs, eyes slipping shut as he relaxes in Jeongguk's arms.

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Yoongi wakes up in his own bed alone, Jeongguk's scent lingering but his presence gone. Yoongi whines and rolls over, looking at the brightly-colored post-it note on his phone.

Sorry I had to leave, hyung, but eomma needed me home. I'll text you, okay? Love you!

~ Kookie

P.S: Don't worry, I won't tell anyone

Yoongi smiles and sits up, stretching and groaning at the pain in his lower back and ass. He carefully stands up and makes his way to the bathroom, sinking into the bath when its the right temperature and full enough. He sighs happily, grabbing his phone and sending Jeongguk a quick good evening message before closing his eyes and sinking further into the hot water. When he gets out, he doesn't even bother to put on real clothes, just slipping loose sweats on before trudging down the hall to his kitchen.

Yoongi doesn't bother to check his phone until he's laying on the couch with some variety show on in the background, but when he does he finds five new messages from Jeongguk.

7:14
How'd you sleep hyung?

7:30
Did you fall back to sleep?

7:53
Sleep tight, hyung:)

8:47
Hyung, can you come get me? Please?

9:01
Hyung please I'm so scared.

Yoongi looks at the time and notices its nearly nine thirty and he hurriedly calls Jeongguk, throwing on a shirt an slipping on shoes.

"Hyung I'm so scared." Jeongguk sounds small and terrified and Yoongi slides into his car without a care to his body pain, turning it on.

"Where are you, baby?"

"Home. I just- I need you to get me hyung. I'm so scared and-" Whatever Jeongguk was going to add gets cut off when he screams, sobs flying out of his mouth.

"I'm coming baby. Can you meet me outside?"

"Yes. Please, hyung. Please hurry."

"I'm almost there, baby. Stay with me. Come on. I'm so close" Jeongguk sobs again and Yoongi hears a crash from somewhere on the other side of the receiver and Yoongi whimpers to himself, turning onto Jeongguk's street. "I'm here, baby, come on." Within minutes a sobbing Jeongguk slides into the passenger seat of Yoongi's car and the elder doesn't hesitate to pull him into his arms.

"M-my d-dad f-found out-t ab-bout us-s a-and he g-got really m-mad a-and- a-and-"

"Shh, baby. I've got you." Yoongi whispers, kissing the top of Jeongguk's head. "Come on. Let's get you back to mine, okay?"

"O-k-kay." Jeongguk nods, holding Yoongi's hand all the way to his house.

An hour later, Jeongguk explains that his father blamed his mother for 'making him gay' and began throwing things, hence all the crashing Yoongi had heard on the phone. Eventually, he cries himself to sleep in Yoongi's arms and the elder sighs softly, carding a gentle hand through his hair. He accepts their fate of sleeping on the couch and simply pulls a blanket over them, leaning his own head against Jeongguk's and closing his eyes.

The next time he wakes up its to Jeongguk grumbling in his ear about sleeping on the couch and gonna be sore for a week.

"Maybe next time you shouldn't fall asleep on my couch knowing I'm too lazy to move you." Yoongi mutters, not bothering to lift his head from the back of the couch even though he knows it's gonna be sore and difficult to move.

"Thank you, hyung." Jeongguk says softly after a moment. Yoongi smiles softly and slowly lifts his head to look at his younger boyfriend.

"Hey. You've been here for me all this time, did you think I wouldn't be there for you?"

"I just don't want to be a bother." Jeongguk says. "And before you say that I'm not a bother, I know how much you like your alone time and I'm sorry I intrude so much."

"Honey, if I had to choose between you and solidarity, I'd choose you in a heartbeat." Yoongi admits, leaning down and kissing Jeongguk despite the stiffness of his neck.

"So, it's fall break this coming week..." Jeongguk starts quietly, looking down and drawing random patterns on Yoongi's thigh.

"Yeah...?"

"And I was thinking..." Jeongguk bites his lip. "We should go on a road trip."

"Where? With what money? Guk you know I get paid bi-weekly."

"I have my birthday money. And you get paid tomorrow."

"Why do you know my pay schedule?"

"So I know when to ask you to buy me stuff, obviously." Jeongguk giggles, leaning up for another kiss. Yoongi laughs and shakes his head.

"You're the worst." He grins. "Alright. I'll put in some vacation time. But we aren't going any further than two towns out."

"You're the best!" Jeongguk exclaims, throwing his arms around Yoongi's neck and hugging him tightly.

"I know I am." Yoongi chuckles, pressing a kiss behind Jeongguk's ear.

----

"Jeongguk, hands to yourself." Yoongi scolds, pushing Jeongguk's hand off of his thigh.

"Hyung!" Jeongguk whines. "We never got to play."

"It was your idea to spend a week in the car."

"We could've stayed at a motel!" Jeongguk pouts. "Please, hyung? Please let me do you." Jeongguk trails his fingers back up Yoongi's thigh and this time isn't stopped, both of Yoongi's hands gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles turn white. Jeongguk smirks to himself and slides his hand into the opening provided by both his sweats and his boxers, wrapping his hand around his cock with a sigh. "Hyung, you're already so hard." Jeongguk says quietly with a giggle, pulling Yoongi's dick out of the confines of his pants and licking his lips. "Wanna taste, hyung."

"Guk no-! Ughh!" Yoongi nearly swerves when Jeongguk wraps his lips around the head of his cock, humming around it before taking him deeper. "You're going to be the death of me." Yoongi reaches down with one hand and pushes Jeongguk to take him deeper, moaning loudly when he feels the younger's throat constrict around him. He lets Jeongguk come up for air before pushing him back down, focusing most of his energy on staying between the lines painted on the road.

"Taste so good, hyung." Jeongguk whispers huskily, making Yoongi moan and push his head back down.

"Close, Gukkie." He warns, feeling rather than seeing Jeongguk nod. Jeongguk pushes down and deepthroats him, humming around him again and it sends Yoongi over the edge, moaning and gasping out Jeongguk's name as he glues his eyes to the road, relaxing back against his seat as Jeongguk pulls off and tucks him back into his pants. "Jeez, Guk." Yoongi pants, head tilted back. Jeongguk giggles and kisses Yoongi's cheek, prompting Yoongi to pull off to the side of the nearly abandoned road and plant a kiss on Jeongguk's lips.

"Taste yourself there, hyung?" Jeongguk asks and Yoongi sighs, shaking his head.

"I don't know what I'm going to do with you." He mumbles, kissing Jeongguk again. Jeongguk laughs and kisses back eagerly, cupping the back of Yoongi's head and pulling him closer.

"I think you should get back on the road before someone gets suspicious." He says once he pulls back, giving Yoongi a serious look.

"Right. I should, uh..." Yoongi sighs. "I should do that." He gets back onto the road and isn't paying attention to Jeongguk until he hears a moan and looks over to see the younger jerking himself off, having gotten hard just from blowing Yoongi. Yoongi whines and keeps his eyes on the road, despite how much he wants to watch. He reaches over with one hand and wraps it around the one Jeongguk's got around his cock, helping him and trying to ignore the urge to look.

"Oh, hyung, I'm gonna come." Jeongguk whines.

"You're gonna come? Just from thinking about my dick in your mouth?"

"Your dick fits so good in my mouth." Jeongguk moans, hand moving faster.

"Come for me, Gukkie." Yoongi says and Jeongguk obeys, spilling over their fingers. Yoongi grins and holds his hand up to Jeongguk's face, smirking as he licks away his own come. Yoongi pulls his hand back and licks away the remaining come before reaching down and taking Jeongguk's hand.

"Tired." Jeongguk says softly and Yoongi glances over to see his jeans unbuttoned but his dick tucked away and his eyes shut.

"Get some sleep. We'll be home soon." Yoongi chuckles, squeezing Jeongguk's hand gently. Jeongguk hums and nods, starting to slowly drift off.

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The next weekend Jeongguk falls to his knees in front of Yoongi when the elder is half asleep, gently massaging his calves. Yoongi groans in appreciation, eyes slipping fully shut as Jeongguk massages the knots out of his calves. He slowly moves up and gets to work on his thighs, measuring his sighs and gasps to see how much more he can handle.

"On your stomach, hyung." Jeongguk says after a moment, helping Yoongi pull his shirt off before helping him lay down. Yoongi smiles and sighs as Jeongguk's hands slide easily over his back, calming his muscles and getting rid of the gigantic knots in his back. "Back again, hyung." Jeongguk whispers and Yoongi groans as he rolls back over, raising his arms above his head. "Gonna take it slow." Jeongguk says and Yoongi frowns, confused, until Jeongguk carefully works his slacks and boxers down his legs. Yoongi doesn't say anything, just hums as Jeongguk picks his cock up off of his stomach and slowly works him to full hardness. Jeongguk smiles and pats Yoongi's hip before taking the head of his cock into his mouth, sucking lightly and moving his tongue over the slit. Yoongi makes a strangled noise and his fingers twitch above his head, but other than that he shows no signs of conciousness. Jeongguk chuckles and simply takes him deeper, determined to relax him after a stressful week at work.

"Jeongguk-" Yoongi's voice is rough from sleepiness, and it makes Jeongguk smile, moving down to the base before coming back up. He builds up a steady rhythm, bobbing up and down, humming and even swallowing occasionally. "I'm gonna come, Guk." Yoongi groans after a little while. Jeongguk grins and pulls back right as Yoongi's thighs tense, mouth open and tongue out as he lets Yoongi's come land on his face. Yoongi slowly lifts his head and groans at the sight of Jeongguk covered in his come, and licking off what he can reach.

"Feel better, hyung?" Jeongguk asks, sitting on Yoongi's stomach and letting the elder drag his finger through the mess of come on his face before pushing his finger into the younger's mouth.

Jeongguk forces Yoongi to lay back down after he's washed all of the come off of his face and pours lotion onto his stomach, bracing himself before beginning to massage.

"Was that me?" Yoongi asks when Jeongguk forces a particularly potent burst of gas from the elder.

"All of them have been you, hyung. Just relax, don't try to hold back. I've done this plenty before. I'm used to it." Yoongi hums and sighs before relaxing again, eyes slipping shut again. He's asleep by the time Jeongguk moves up to his chest, really just rubbing the lotion into his skin more than anything. After he's done with that, he moves down and pulls Yoongi's boxers back up, pulling his shoes off and throwing his pants away from them with the shoes. Lastly, he drapes a blanket over his elder boyfriend and turns the TV off, sitting in front of the couch and relaxing against it. He finds himself falling asleep as well, the urge to sleep only strengthened when he feels Yoongi's hand find his hair, playing gently with it until he drifts off.

He might've imagined it, but he's sure Yoongi whispered I love you baby before he fell asleep.