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Feelings are confusing?

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Jonathan Sims had recently realized he was asexual. He knew it already long before but only recently discovered there was an actual label for it. He felt good that there were a whole buncha people that had felt the same as he has his whole entire life. He'd felt broken before, like something was wrong with him that he couldn't get off and had no appeal to sex. But turns out, he wasn't the only one. It felt good knowing more than millions of people had felt the same since the day they had consciousness, or some realized it as they grew. It was good. Jon felt..seen, for the most part. And he was good. He was great. Now that he knew, he felt..better.

But that lasted him only about a few minutes because now he was up against a wall getting a proper blowjob from none other than Martin Blackwood.

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Jonathan Sims had recently realized he was asexual. He knew it already long before but only recently discovered there was an actual label for it. He felt good that there were a whole buncha people that had felt the same as he has his whole entire life. He'd felt broken before, like something was wrong with him that he couldn't get off and had no appeal to sex. But turns out, he wasn't the only one. It felt good knowing more than millions of people had felt the same since the day they had consciousness, or some realized it as they grew. It was good. Jon felt..seen, for the most part. And he was good. He was great. Now that he knew, he felt..better.

But that lasted him only about a few minutes because now he was up against a wall getting a proper blowjob from none other than Martin Blackwood.

He had been in his office, doing some work, as per usual, when Martin came in with his tea. "Thanks" Jon answered, taking the tea from Martin, sipping it, savouring it. Usually Martin would just say 'you're welcome' and leave, but he was shuffling around there, clearly having something to say. Jon put the tea down, turning his attention to Martin "Yes?" He asked, his voice calm. Martin blushed and cleared his throat clearly nervous "Uh. Right. Ehm- Jon. I uh.."

He sighs "The thing is, Document storage is being..renovated i think? And i could move back to where i was originally sleeping but I'm pretty sure that's where Tim spends his time sulking? So i need somewhere to stay and i don't want to bother you but-"

"Sure you can stay with me." Jon answered, unfazed, turning his attention back to the statement expecting this conversation to be over and Martin would leave. "I mean if it's no trouble- I don't wanna burden you or anything..!" Jon sighs and looks up at martin again "It's no trouble, really. I have a guest room and everything." He said, getting a little annoyed at Martin. Martin paused clearly thinking something over before stepping a shaky step towards jon "I could make it up to you?" Jon blinked. "Sorry what?" He asked, not sure if he understood that right. "I said i could make it up to you." Martin said now more confidently. Jon paused "Sorry not interested." Martin paused "Really?" He asked. Jon looked away. He had never been with a man only women so maybe that was the problem? God the idea was awfully tantalizing for some reason.. "Jon?" Martin asked, he had gone around Jon's desk and now was right beside him. Jon looked at him "What are you offering?" He asked, his voice somehow unwavering and keeping that professionalism and bossiness in it. 

Which, unsurprisingly, made Martin want Jon even more. This, Jon didn't know but still. He had to remain calm. "How about I use my mouth to please you?~" Jon's brain wanted to say but what came out of his mouth was "Yes." Great. And so that's how in mere minutes his pants were down, he was up against the wall and Martin's mouth was around his cock. And the worst part was that Jon was moaning and enjoying himself, his hands in martins hair, fucking his mouth, yet Martin didn't even gag. Showoff. 
"Fuck..Martin..shit.." he coaxed, his fingers pulling on Martin's hair drawing a moan from the man. Jon rocked his hips, wanting this way too bad..

God what was he doing? Just minutes ago he was almost convinced sex was out of the question in his life, but here he was, against the wall, moaning and fucking Martin's mouth.

Great.

He came in Martins mouth, letting out a small whimper when Martin swallowed it. Jon sighed letting martin pull his underwear back up and zip up his pants, and he was just about to leave when jon growled, his hand that was somehow still in martins hair, tugging at it enough for martin to turn back, and Jon kissed him passionately. Martin was shocked at first but gladly kissed back, his fingers going in Jon's curls which felt awfully nice for both of them. Jon pulls back and Martin blinks a couple times "So..you..eh.." Jon gulps "Yes. Yes i..i like you martin.."

Notes:

i guess tell me if you want the continuation, i was too unmotivated to continue but maybe if a bunch of people like it i will..