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Jimin and Jungkook are a pair of mated omegas who left behind their life of crime to run away together. With no support, they struggle to make ends meet. In a moment of desperation, Jungkook picks the wrong (or maybe right) man’s pocket and chaos ensues, ending with a pack of five handsome men intent on courting the two of them.

A story about taking chances, accepting help, and learning to trust.

Or: The one where Jungkook is a perfectionist and Jimin is traumatized. Meanwhile, Hoseok doesn’t know who he is, Yoongi can’t accept kindness, and Namjoon is afraid of his feelings. Featuring: Taehyung and Seokjin as the only two people who have their shit together, dragging their five dumb boyfriends along kicking and screaming.

This is an extremely thorough look at the courting process from start to finish, and we'll be taking our time enjoying all of the developments along the way, both big and small <3

~Updates on Sundays - Occasional bonus chapters on Wednesdays~

Notes:

Welcome to my first fic! This is going to be pretty lengthy, so strap in for the long haul. I've been working on this beast for nearly a year and have a good portion of it written already, so updates should be pretty regular.

The main focus of this story is the characters and their developing relationships. This will be a pretty long and thorough exploration of their courting process, and despite the organized crime AU setting, depictions of actual crime wont be all that common. I hope you enjoy! :)

Chapter 1: Opportunity

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Jimin stares at his laptop screen with resignation. Another rejection letter. Most of the time he doesn’t even get a response to his applications, but whenever he does it’s always the same thing.

We appreciate your interest and want to thank you for the time and energy you put into your application. After careful review, we must regretfully inform you that we will not be requesting further interviews with you. You are welcome to apply again in-’

He has to fight the urge to scream. Jungkook isn’t home to hear him, but they do have neighbors and the last thing they need right now is a damn noise complaint.

He can handle this. All he has to do is keep applying and someone will have to hire him eventually. Right?

Except that almost nobody wants to hire unmated omegas, which is made even more infuriating by the fact that Jimin is mated, just not to a fucking alpha. He and Jungkook have been mated since the night they left home together – over two years ago now.

Both of them come from families heavily entrenched in the less than legal happenings in Busan, the sort of families it can be incredibly dangerous to betray. The Jeon family has a massive presence in the city, controlling an overwhelming majority of the drug trade and a slew of other illegal imports – prestigious and respected by anyone with any sense.

Jimin’s own family is not nearly the powerhouse that the Jeon family is, but they have a long history of collaboration, which is a nice way of saying that the Park family does a whole lot of dirty work for the Jeon family.

Jimin and Jungkook have been dating for years – just months after Jimin’s presentation as an omega back in high school – and they expected to be mates as soon as Jungkook finally presented as an alpha. Except, that never happened.

At the late age of twenty, Jungkook finally presented… as an omega.

While it didn’t really change anything for Jimin and Jungkook, the Jeon family had to take the obvious steps for a family of their prominence, and promptly started taking bids for Jungkook’s future mate. No omega child of theirs was going to be mated to another omega. Even in this day and age, the practice was taboo. The best they could hope for was that whatever alpha Jungkook ended up mated to would want Jimin too.

But they weren’t willing to risk losing one another, so they started scheming.

They were smart, stashing away money so that they could get an apartment right away, slowly moving their belongings there, applying to school, and finding work. The whole process took a little over a month, and when the time finally came they faced their families together, hand in hand.

They were prepared for the worst.

Jimin’s own family disowned him on the spot and he was told never to set foot in their home again, or they would make sure he regretted it. (A nicer way of saying he would likely be killed on sight.) The whole affair involved a lot of screaming and several broken dishes, but Jungkook stood by his side through all of it, ready to fight if need be.

Jungkook’s family took it slightly better, though it may have helped that the bar had been set particularly low. His brother Junghyun barely said a word at the news, merely frowning and turning to their family matriarch for guidance.

Despite her reputation, Jungkook’s mother has always been much warmer with her sons than people would have expected. She set high standards for them, but she wasn’t unreasonable – and Jimin was lucky that some of that warmth had always been offered to him as well. (Probably because he and Jungkook have been attached at the hip since they were children.)

Jungkook’s mother wasn’t happy – not by a long shot, but she could have killed them (or at least Jimin) and she didn’t. There were a lot of tense words exchanged between her and Jungkook, but in the end she let the two of them go.

Her final words to them that night still echo in Jimin’s mind:

Jungkook is giving up his life for you, Park Jimin. You had better make sure it’s worth it.’

Jimin has tried his very best to do just that. It was easy in the beginning, when everything just fell into place. All of their planning paid off when they first arrived in Seoul, and they were both working and in college, scraping by but managing. They had got into the same art school, with the intention of pursuing their dreams. Jungkook always said that in another life, he would have been a tattoo artist, so he’s taking both business and art classes in pursuit of that.

Jimin’s own dream was to dance, something his parents humored by allowing him to take lessons so long as he treated it as a hobby and nothing more. Jimin was prepared to leave it behind in search of something more practical, but Jungkook was the one to insist that if he was allowed to chase his dream, then Jimin should do the same.

It was all so good at the start. They were both tired and stressed out sometimes, but they were pursuing their dreams together, and even though it was hard, it was working.

Jungkook landed his literal dream job about nine months ago – an internship at Special-f(x), a tattoo shop owned and operated exclusively by omegas. Amber (the owner and boss), remembered Jungkook from a trip years before when he had gotten a tattoo done there. Even knowing who he is and what sort of family he comes from, she was still okay with hiring him.

There were only two conditions: He had to stay in school, and he had to keep out of trouble.

Everything seemed perfect. Then Jimin lost his job.

He’d been working at a local cafe as a server, and while the pay wasn’t great, the owner was at least willing to employ an “unmated” omega. Jimin had to douse himself in scent blocker every day to make absolutely certain he didn’t cause even a tiny bit of trouble, but it had been a small price to pay for work that allowed him and his mate to scrape by. He didn’t even mind the work itself, really. It was relatively easy, and he managed to develop friendly relationships with some of their regular customers.

Getting fired was horrible enough on its own, but to add insult to injury, Jimin never even really found out why.

His boss called him into the office one morning, made a few vague statements about complaints filed against him, and told him to pack his things. He tried to fight it, of course – to beg for another chance – but it was no use.

Jimin turned down a couple of alphas while he worked there. It wasn’t often he was propositioned – not with how much scent blocker he wore, but there were still some jerks who got pushy. His best guess was that one of them got mad enough to make some bullshit complaints in retaliation for being rejected.

Jungkook was furious and threatened to march right down to the cafe and give the owner a piece of his mind, but Jimin had managed to talk him down. It wouldn’t get him his job back, and they didn’t need to make enemies.

They were forced to make some tough decisions.

On one income, they wouldn’t both be able to afford tuition. Jungkook needed to stay in school to keep his apprenticeship, so Jimin had to drop out. It was fine in theory. Not being in school meant more potential jobs would fit his schedule, and someone out there must be willing to hire him. Even if he couldn’t find work, once Jungkook finished his apprenticeship they would be able to afford Jimin going to school. He would give up dancing and get a degree in a field that would actually hire an “unmated” omega.

They just had to somehow make it work until then.

~~

In only a little less than six months, things have gotten desperate. Jimin dropping out of school has saved them some money, and he’s managed to find a few temporary jobs to pad their income, but it’s been over a month since he’s had any work, no matter how many applications he puts in. Jungkook is lucky enough to have his paid apprenticeship, but it doesn’t pay nearly enough for the two of them to live on.

Jimin was prepared to sign them up for food assistance two months ago, having done research online about the application process, but there was a nagging worry that always stopped him.

Is Jungkook’s mother keeping tabs on them?

It’s hard to think that she wouldn’t at least be watching her son a little. Even if Jungkook did abandon the family, it doesn’t mean that she could just stop caring about him, right? Plus, the Jeon family has a lot of enemies back in Busan. It’s unlikely that she would leave him completely unprotected, regardless of what she might have said when they left.

If she catches wind that Jimin isn’t providing for her son – that he can’t afford to even feed the two of them – will she finally show up and force Jungkook to come home?

It isn't worth the risk.

Instead, they make their money stretch however they can with coupons and careful shopping. When Jungkook isn’t around, Jimin rarely bothers making food for himself. He needs to take care of Jungkook more than he needs to eat, so he saves most of the food for when they’re together. Luckily, Amber and Jungkook’s other coworkers seem to love doting on their maknae. He’s always coming home with baked goods and containers of leftovers that he shares with Jimin.

Jungkook is well fed and taken care of, and that is what’s most important.

School is out for another few weeks, which means that Jungkook is home more right now. He works extra shifts when he’s not in school, but it still means more time that the two of them spend together – and more food they both need to eat.

“Hyung, our cupboards are literally empty,” Jungkook says from the kitchen, shaking Jimin from his thoughts and forcing him back into the real world.

Jimin climbs off the couch where they were playing games together before Jungkook got up to look for lunch. He walks up behind Jungkook, wrapping his arms around his mate and staring into the empty cupboard with him.

“I think there’s some rice and maybe a few eggs left?” Jimin says, trying to not sound too worried.

Jungkook waddles towards the fridge with Jimin still wrapped around him. He opens the door to the fridge and the sight is pretty grim. There are a few condiments, several water bottles, and a lone carton of eggs inside. When Jungkook opens the carton, there are only three eggs left inside. He opens another cupboard and there Jimin can see the nearly empty bulk bag of rice staring back at him.

“There’s enough here to make some lunch,” Jungkook says, lifting the bag out of the cupboard. “Eat with me, hyung?”

“I’ll have a little. Not very hungry.” It’s a lie, but Jimin has gotten used to the dishonesty by now.

“You know, we can probably apply for food assistance. It wouldn’t bother me,” Jungkook says.

“Would bother me.”

“Too much pride to take government help, hyung?” Jungkook’s tone is thankfully light, near joking despite the bleak reality of their near empty kitchen.

Jungkook has always been able to remain positive and lighthearted. He never seems to get discouraged about their situation, how Jimin can’t find a job, how they can’t afford to go out, having to work to just scrape by – any of it. He’s always just smiling and looking forward to the future.

Jimin loves him so fucking much.

“Something like that. I can check the account after lunch and see what we can do.”

“Okay.”

Jungkook begins preparing food, rinsing the rice and getting it into the rice cooker. With the timer set, he leads Jimin back to the couch and picks up his laptop off the coffee table.

“Gonna see if I got paid for that commission piece I finished last week.”

Jimin hums and leans his head against Jungkook’s shoulder, eyes feeling a little heavy. He’s always so tired lately, and Jungkook is warm and safe.

He’s asleep within minutes.

Jungkook gently jostles him awake some time later. “Hyung?”

“Hmm? Sorry,” Jimin says, rubbing his eyes. “Did you ask me something?”

“Were you serious about that joke you made last week?”

Jimin’s still half asleep brain draws a blank. “Uhhh... What joke did I make?”

“When I asked if you’d thought about picking pockets for some extra cash? You said you’d consider it if a good opportunity came up.”

Jimin remembers now. He’d laughed when he said it, but he hadn’t really been joking. Things are getting desperate enough – as evidenced by their bare cupboards – that he’s beginning to think the risk is worth it.

Jimin was a good thief. He probably still is, but it’s been a while since he’s practiced picking pockets. When they left their families behind, it seemed like a stupid risk to take if they didn’t need to. Thievery is all well and good when there’s very little chance of repercussion, but it’s a lot less appealing when there’s jail time on the line. At this point though...

“Why do you ask?”

Jungkook turns the laptop so Jimin can see the screen better. It looks like an email, something about a private art gallery event.

“A private showing?”

“One of my professors knows the artist and apparently got the okay for some of his students to attend the opening. Otherwise it’s a closed event, and you know what that means.”

Jimin does know what that means. “Lots of people with too much money.”

“Mhmm. We don’t have to, but if you were serious about an opportunity, this is a good one.”

“You’re allowed to bring a plus one?” Jimin asks.

Jungkook points to the bottom of the email. “Yeah, it says so right here.”

Jimin chews at his lower lip. It’s a risk. It’s a fairly big risk, but he has years of experience stealing things a lot more difficult than wallets, plus people at these sort of events are usually more concerned with the social happenings than with protecting their belongings.

He can have Jungkook help him practice with a few dry runs at home, just to make sure he’s still up to the challenge. Get the muscle memory working again and hopefully manage to pull off something that at least lets them eat for the next week.

They really need the money. He can do this.

“When is it?” Jimin asks.

“Tomorrow night.”

“Okay. Yeah, let’s do it.”

Chapter 2: The Gallery

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The gallery is a small hole in the wall, hardly noticeable from the outside but well kept inside. Jungkook shows his student ID at the door to get them in, and then the two of them split up right away to start scouting the exits.

The art is fine, all relatively abstract pieces in muted color palettes – the sort of thing Jungkook might have something interesting to say about, but not where Jimin’s attention is tonight. Instead, he calmly walks the perimeter of the room, stopping to pretend to look at art when appropriate.

He feels nervous.

He shouldn’t – not really. Not when he’s been picking pockets since he was a child. It’s just that it’s been a couple of years now and he feels rusty, even after the couple of practice runs he’s had Jungkook help him with earlier. 

The two of them meet up again around the back of the gallery, in front of a collection of paintings of flowers in grayscale that nobody else is currently looking at.

He can’t make out Jungkook’s scent at all, which is good. They both applied a lot of scent blocker to keep from drawing any extra attention.

“Any luck?” Jimin asks.

“Back door is wired to a fire alarm,” Jungkook says. “Not a good exit unless we have no other choice. How about you?”

“No windows in the bathrooms and no stairs up to the second floor. Must only be accessible from outside.”

“Front door only then?”

Jimin nods. “Yeah, front door only.”

“What do you want me to do, hyung?”

“You just stay out of trouble. Look at some art and grab some of the free food, but try to avoid running into anyone you know. I’ll grab a couple of wallets as quick as I can and head for the exit. If I can, I’ll try to let you know when I’m leaving. Otherwise, we meet at the gas station two blocks down in thirty minutes. Understood?”

It’s a low risk plan, at least for Jungkook – which is fine with Jimin. He doesn’t intend to get caught, but if he does, he at least has a lot less to lose than Jungkook. Plus sentencing tends to be a lot gentler for omegas accused of a crime.

Hopefully, it won't come to that. They just need enough to get by, to buy some food until he can find work again.

Once they split up again, Jimin starts hunting for marks.

Apparently he really has no reason to be worried, because as soon as his mindset shifts back into work mode, he feels right at home . Lots of the women are off the table, just because dresses rarely have pockets and most of them either aren’t carrying purses, or are holding them way too close. Instead, he watches the men in the crowd.

It’s easy enough to spot a couple of wallets, especially on the guys wearing tighter pants, but that also makes it much harder to snatch without them noticing. It’s fine though. Patience is key. He’ll know his opportunity when he sees it.

Luckily it doesn’t take too long.

Jimin spots him through a small crowd gathered between them, some guy with ginger hair standing off on his own with his back turned to Jimin, staring at a painting. Not that remarkable, until he glances at the price tag of the painting and absent-mindedly pats at his jacket pocket.

And, there it is.

If there was a moment to be nervous, this should have been it. Instead, Jimin feels completely sure of himself as he works his way through the crowd and up behind his mark. The ginger haired guy is built small, probably no taller than Jimin, but he gets close enough to catch the guy's scent (a really good cinnamon spice smell that nearly makes Jimin’s mouth water) and determine that he’s obviously an alpha. 

Alpha or not, the guy doesn’t move an inch while Jimin walks past his back, slipping a careful hand into his jacket pocket and removing his wallet without a hitch. 

Like candy from a baby.

He makes his way back through the crowd of people around the center of the room, weaving in between bodies while securing his prize in the inside pocket of his own jacket. If he works fast, he can grab another couple of wallets and then make a quick exit before anyone notices they’re missing something.

He’s scanning for another mark when he spots trouble.

Jungkook is standing next to a couple of men, and one of them has a hold of his wrist. Even from this distance, Jimin can make out the lopsided grin that Jungkook always uses when he’s been caught doing something he shouldn’t.

Shit .

 

*******

 

Hoseok is following Jin from painting to painting, evenly dividing his attention between Jin’s commentary on the art and keeping a watchful eye on Taehyung. Their omega is almost too close to his heat for such a public outing, but he had insisted on coming – something about a friend of his showing their work tonight. 

Really he could have made any excuse and the rest of them would have agreed.

Taehyung is a force at the best of times, but in preheat he is very adamant about what he wants. He had asked about coming to the gallery opening over lunch, and within an hour Namjoon had cleared their schedule for the day.

The four of them had doused Taehyung in scent blocker and made sure he covered up well, exposing minimal skin. Even with all of that work, it still feels wrong to have him away from the safety of home right now. They’re all on edge with how close his heat is – even Hoseok, who’s alpha instincts rarely affect him as strongly as Namjoon’s, or even Yoongi’s. And if he’s feeling on edge, poor Namjoon must be really ready to go.

They’ve already been here an hour, so with any luck they ought to be leaving soon. It will be good to bring Taehyung home and get all of that scent blocker washed off of him.

Namjoon is across the room with a protective arm secured around Taehyung’s waist, keeping him close. They all know Taehyung loves being doted on like this – loves having all of his mates drawn near with the need to protect and fuss over him – and it shows. He’s positively glowing, all warm smiles and bubbly laughs as he leans into Namjoon’s grip.

Jin leads Hoseok through the thin crowd, pausing briefly at a few pieces without comment. There aren’t too many people in the gallery with it being a mostly private opening, but there are a few students mixed in. They stand out easily in a crowd that is otherwise made up of old money and other friends of the artist.

Some professor must have pulled a few strings to get their students into the event, since Hoseok was under the impression that this showing was invite only. At least the students are more interesting than all the stuffy run of the mill rich bastards they already have to deal with in their line of work. 

They’re the sort of people Hoseok can imagine his parents would love to rub shoulders with – old money folk looking for something ‘unique’ to display in their home.

Exhausting.

Jin pauses them in front of a large painting that he seems taken with (another abstract piece, this time done in shades of green and gray), and Hoseok instinctively searches for Taehyung again. 

It takes a moment, but he eventually spots Namjoon’s blonde hair and Taehyung tucked safely into his side. It looks like the two are making their way back around towards him and Jin, and Hoseok rather hopes that it’s because they are almost ready to go home.

“What do you think about this one for my office, Hoseok-ah?” Jin asks, gesturing toward the gray and green painting.

“It’s certainly dramatic.”

“Is that a criticism?”

“Just an observation. You like it?” Hoseok asks. “It’s too big for the car but I’m sure we can have it delivered.”

Jin gives Hoseok a bright smile (honestly he’s too handsome for his own good) and then turns back to the painting. He starts saying something about how well the colors will suit his office, and Hoseok lets him explain, happy to see his mate excited.

Again, he turns his head just enough to quickly scan the room for Namjoon and Taehyung, but this time he catches movement out of the corner of his eye instead. Anyone else might have missed it, but his eyes are sharp enough to know exactly what’s happening here.

It’s one of the students, Hoseok is fairly sure. He’s a pretty thing with dark eyes, dark hair, and an air of confidence that he should not have if this is how he tries to pickpocket someone. He’s lingered too long, made himself too obvious.

By the time he bumps into them and his hand is reaching for Jin’s back pocket, Hoseok has already made him. He grab’s the boy’s wrist.

“Ah ah, very bold but not today,” Hoseok says.

He can see a brief flash of panic on the pickpocket’s face before he plasters a smile over it.

“Oh, sorry. I really need to watch where I’m going,” The boy says, (even his voice is pretty) then reaches back to rub the back of his neck with his free hand. His smile is gorgeous. It has probably gotten him out of trouble before – and for good reason – but Hoseok knows what he’s doing.

“Hoseok-ah,” Jin says, turning to look at the scene behind him. His eyes narrow immediately. “What is this?”

This is a pickpocket, and a poor one at that.” Hoseok lets the boy go and watches him take a step back, that smile still plastered on his face. 

Jin immediately stands taller, his eyes going wide as he steps forward. While he’s hardly a threat to anyone, he still cuts an imposing enough figure to make most people wary. “A pickpo- Do you have any idea who you’re- Hey!”

In the space of a moment, another boy practically throws himself in front of the pickpocket, glaring daggers at Jin. Hoseok should probably be focused on the more pressing issue, but it’s hard to ignore that he’s gorgeous, smaller and more delicate than the thief, with blonde hair and a nearly feral look in his eyes.

Quite the attractive pair. No scent. Definitely not alphas. They could be betas – but Hoseok doesn’t think so. No, something about them practically screams ‘omega’.

“You stay away from him,” the blonde snaps, his pretty pouting lips twisted into a snarl. He’s too small to pose much of a physical threat, but Hoseok doesn’t doubt for a moment that this boy is ready to fight if he has to.

Namjoon practically runs over to them with Taehyung in tow. “Jin, what’s going on here?”

“This young man,” Jin starts, pointing his finger at the pickpocket, “tried to steal from me!”

“All a misunderstanding, really,” the pickpocket says from behind his protector.

Jin scoffs and goes to take another step forward.

“Don’t you fucking touch him ,” the blonde growls, stepping forward as well.

Namjoon immediately looks ready to pounce, but Taehyung touches his shoulder and lets out a little whine – so quiet that Hoseok barely catches it – but it’s enough to freeze Namjoon in place while Taehyung gets between Jin and the two boys.

“Jin-hyung, relax please? I’m sure they didn’t know who they were stealing from,” Taehyung says, giving Jin his biggest (most lethal) doe eyed pout before turning to the other two. “Don’t worry, nobody is going to hurt you. We were actually just going to go get some dinner. Are you two hungry?”

All of them pause. Hoseok quirks his head to the side, unsure what he is witnessing.

“I don-... What?” the blonde sputters, body still held tense and ready for a fight.

“Have you eaten?” Taehyung asks, as if it’s the most natural thing to be concerned about. There’s a flush on his cheeks, but he doesn’t seem flustered at all, just warm and calm, smiling like – 

Oh. 

Hoseok knows that expression.

It’s the same one Taehyung gave him the day they’d met, just before asking Hoseok for his phone number and explaining that his pack would be in touch because Hoseok smelled like a potential mate.

That look has changed his entire life once already.

“Taehyung, darling, you want to buy these thieves dinner?” Jin asks. Taehyung turns and nods up at him enthusiastically, soft black hair bouncing with the force of it. Jin tilts his head in response. “Why on earth would we do that?”

“Can’t any of you smell them?” Taehyung asks, voice cracking just the slightest as his cheeks go even pinker.

Hoseok hasn’t smelled anything, and looking up at Jin he would guess that neither did he. They both lean closer, Namjoon doing the same.

“Hey, stay away!” the blonde hisses, taking a step backward, then another and giving his friend a little push toward the door.

The pickpocket doesn’t move. “Hyung, I don’t think they’re gonna hurt us,” he says, reaching up to put a hand on his protector’s shoulder.

The blonde actually seems to relax minutely; he takes a deep breath and when he exhales Hoseok can see his shoulders drop a couple inches and his jaw unclench. He eyes each of them in turn, starting with Taehyung and ending with his eyes meeting Hoseok’s and looking for some sign of aggression.

It would seem he doesn’t find anything to be wary of. For a moment, things seem to calm down, but then the blonde’s gaze drifts over Namjoon’s shoulder and his eyes go wide.

“Yeah, not yet ,” he says quietly, giving his friend another push. “We need to go.”

They all turn to look into the crowd behind them, but there isn’t anything strange. Hoseok spots Yoongi (his ginger hair stands out in the crowd) heading for them – probably having noticed the commotion – but that’s all.

Hoseok turns back towards the thieves first, and catches sight of them as they are turning to run. They shouldn’t try and chase the boys down with Taehyung so close to his heat. It will only cause a scene and the stress could trigger his heat early.

It’s pure luck that Hoseok happens to spot the corner of something white (a scrap of paper maybe) peeking out of the back pocket of the dark haired boy’s pants. Possibly a business card or something?

With quick, practiced ease, Hoseok moves forward silently and grabs hold of it just as the two boys begin running for the exit, none the wiser. 

He takes one look at his prize and smiles. Not a business card. Something better .

A student ID.

“Hey, wait!” Taehyung calls out, but the thieves don’t stop. He looks ready to give chase himself, but Jin reaches out and wraps an arm around him.

“Don’t go running off now,” Jin says. “You need to stay close.”

“But we have to find them. You don’t understand ; they smelled so good , like mates.”

“Who’s mating?” Yoongi asks, having finally reached the group. He notices Taehyung’s distress right away and instinctively moves close, reaching a hand up to ruffle the omega’s hair.

“Jin and Hobi met two omegas!” Taehyung tells Yoongi.

“Both omegas?” Hoseok asks. He had assumed as much, but without their scents it had been impossible to know for sure.

“Yeah, mated too I think,” Taehyung answers.

“One of them was attempting to steal my wallet,” Jin adds with a huff.

Jeon Jungkook attempted to steal your wallet, actually,” Hoseok says. He holds up the student ID card that he had lifted from the pickpocket for the group to see.

Taehyung’s face lights up and he practically lunges for Hoseok with his arms outstretched, breaking free of Jin’s grasp. “Hobi-hyung you’re the best!”

Taehyung is warm against him, and Hoseok isn’t immune to having an armful of preheat omega latched onto him and offering praise – but now is really not the time to get sidetracked. The only problem is that he’s catching a hint of Taehyung’s maple scent in the air, which means the scent blockers aren’t going to be working much longer.

They need to go.

“What is it, Yoongi?” Hoseok hears Namjoon ask.

Hoseok tears his attention away from Taehyung and looks over to see Yoongi patting himself down with a look of disbelief on his face.

“I think someone took my wallet.”

 

Chapter 3: Retreat

Notes:

Time to earn that explicit rating.

This will be the last of the super quick updates. From here I’ll be moving to a weekly update schedule, with a new chapter being posted every Sunday. (Though I do have some smaller interlude chapters that will probably get posted outside of this schedule.) Thank you for the enthusiastic response to this story! You’re all so kind! <3

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While Yoongi takes care of the necessary phone calls to cancel all of his bank cards, Namjoon makes short work of herding his pack out of the gallery and into the car. It feels like his thoughts are running a mile a minute.

Mates . More mates.

There isn’t even a question in his mind about what to do. Taehyung’s nose has never been wrong before, and Namjoon knows that the omega will absolutely not take no for an answer. They have to find them.

They will find them.

First though, Namjoon needs to get the pack home. He can smell preheat on Taehyung clearly, even with all of the scent blocker they had doused him in before leaving the house. There’s only so much the products can do. Preheat omega is already a strong scent to cover, but a preheat omega who has just smelled new mates and been rejected by them? Damn near impossible.

Taehyung is curled into Namjoon’s side in the back seat, bouncing back and forth between excitement and panic every few minutes. Hoseok is on the other side of him, rubbing soothing circles into the omega’s back.

“They didn’t want me,” Taehyung whines, face buried in Namjoon’s neck taking deep breaths of all the calming sandalwood scent he is putting out.

“It’s going to be okay, pup. They just couldn’t smell you,” Namjoon soothes.

“Never wearing scent blocker again ever .”

Namjoon looks up in time to make eye contact with Jin in the rear view mirror, catching the fond smile on his mate’s face. Even just that one small moment helps Namjoon feel more at ease. If Jin can keep calm, so can Namjoon. They’re going to get through this together as a pack, just like they have gotten through everything else.

“It’s okay, Taehyungie,” Hoseok says. “We know one of their names and where he goes to school. Yoongi-hyung will be able to find them.”

Taehyung pulls away at that, head whipping around to look at Yoongi in the driver’s seat with a big smile on his face. “Really, Yoongi-hyung? You’re gonna be able to find them for us?”

“Yeah, I should be able to find them easily enough. Maybe I can get them to give back my wallet too. Assholes. Can’t believe-”

“They were desperate,” Taehyung interrupts.

“Well my wallet isn’t going to do them much good, since I only had maybe a couple thousand won in there. Everything else is just my cards and some junk I wanted to keep. What a pain.”

“How are they supposed to buy food with that?” Taehyung whines. “You should keep a little more cash on you.”

“Are you actually suggesting that I carry more cash for the people who steal my wallet ?” Yoongi tries to sound offended, but it’s clear he’s barely holding back a laugh.

Hoseok snorts. “If you would listen to me and keep your wallet somewhere safe, you would still have it, you know?”

“At least mine was in my jacket, unlike someone ,” Yoongi jokes.

“Aaish, respect your elders, Yoongi-yah,” Jin answers with mock offense.

“Unbelievable.” Hoseok gives a long, dramatic sigh. “Honestly, I can’t take either of you anywhere.”

They’ve barely made it inside the house when Taehyung latches onto Namjoon again, arms clinging almost desperately around him.

Jin steps closer right away, carding fingers through Taehyung’s hair and putting an arm around Namjoon’s shoulder. “What is it, darling?” he asks, tone gentle.

“I just realized I’m – My heat is coming and I won't have time to see them before then. They won't be here,” Taehyung answers, words coming fast and with an edge of panic.

Namjoon hadn’t thought about that yet.

Taehyung has always attached almost immediately, even when he doesn’t want to; when someone smells like a mate to him, that is simply all there is to it. When his heat demands that all of his mates be there for him, two of them will be missing.

With some luck, they should still be able to handle it so long as they keep him busy and sated, though it won't be easy. All four of them will need to be extra attentive, but even then things could still get out of hand if Taehyung starts to spiral. They’ll need to – 

Namjoon is brought back to the present by the warm press of Jin’s hand at his nape, and realizes he is starting to smell distressed himself. Luckily, he has had years to work on calming his scent, a very necessary skill for any pack alpha.

He holds Taehyung tighter, pressing his nose into soft black curls and rubbing slow circles into his back.

“We will think of something,” Namjoon says, voice low. “All of us are going to take care of you, I promise. C’mon, let’s get you inside.”

“I know. I just know it’s going to hurt when I can’t see them,” Taehyung mumbles, his normally sweet maple scent starting to go a little bitter.

There’s nothing to be gained by letting him spiral right now, not when they still need to get him fed and comfortable before his heat hits. Without missing a beat, Namjoon leans in and gives Taehyung a very gentle nip to his scent gland, teeth barely sinking into the skin – though it’s enough to draw a little whine from him as he goes limp in Namjoon’s arms.

“There you go, pup. Let me take care of you.” Namjoon presses a kiss to the faint bite mark and then scoops Taehyung into his arms.

“The couch?” Jin asks.

Namjoon nods and looks up to see Hoseok a few steps ahead of him. They part ways in the kitchen, with Hoseok offering to stay behind and grab some snacks, and Namjoon agrees with a nod. All of them know they need to feed Taehyung whatever they can manage before his heat comes, since they’ll be lucky if he manages more than a few bites of food for the duration.

Taehyung has never eaten well during his heats.

The first few times they had been unprepared, scrambling to get him to eat anything they could, trying to reason with him (which never worked) or bargain with him (which only occasionally worked). Now they always make sure to feed him up during his preheat, and keep the snacks he will actually accept during his heat close to the nest.

Years of trial and error have helped them all learn how to best care for their mates.

Taehyung is still always desperately in need of a good meal by the time his heat ends, but it’s nothing like those first few times where he could barely stand afterward, swaying on his feet and teetering on the edge of consciousness.

Jin is the next one to leave, pausing at the bottom of the stairs. “I’ll go and get us all a change of clothes.” He reaches out and brushes Taehyung’s hair back from his eyes. “Something soft for you, darling? One of the robes?”

“Want a sweater,” Taehyung mumbles, still cradled in Namjoon’s arms.

“A sweater then. I’ll be quick.” Jin gives them both a warm smile before he heads upstairs to go and gather the clothes.

Once they enter the living room, Namjoon notices that Yoongi is gone as well, but he must have just missed him running off to take care of something quick. Either way, Namjoon gets Taehyung settled on the couch with him, cuddling while they wait for the rest of their mates.

Jin and Hoseok return nearly at the same time, Jin carrying an armful of clothes, and Hoseok with a tray of food that he sets out on the coffee table.

“I brought your favorite,” Hoseok sing-songs with a pretty smile on his face. “I stopped at that bakery down the street earlier today and picked up a couple of things.”

Taehyung springs up from where he was cuddled into Namjoon and turns to look at the tray. “You brought me cupcakes!”

And eclairs.”

“Thank you, hyung.”  Taehyung leans forward to reach for the tray.

Before he can grab one of the desserts, Jin steps in.  “Let’s get you changed first, huh? I brought you one of your soft sweaters.”

The promise of dessert combined with likely still feeling a little floaty from the nip is more than enough to get Taehyung up and moving. Jin passes out pajamas to each of them, and by the time Namjoon has his shirt unbuttoned, Taehyung is already down to his underwear and pulling the big sweater over his head.

“Does that feel better?” Jin asks, pulling on his own pair of soft lounge pants.

“It’s gotta feel better,” Hoseok says. “Look at how cute he looks in it. You want dessert now, Taehyungie?”

Once they’re all changed and Taehyung is settled on the couch in between Hoseok and Jin (eating his second cupcake), Yoongi is still missing from the group.

“He ran to his office,” Hoseok explains when Namjoon asks if any of them have seen Yoongi.  “If you give him a little more time, I think you’ll be very happy with the result.”  There’s a knowing smile on his face, and Namjoon trusts him enough to let it go for now and focus on the rest of the pack.

He settles in next to Hoseok and they let Taehyung turn on whatever anime he is currently watching, while they take turns feeding him snacks and cuddling.

~~

They make it through two episodes before Yoongi walks into the living room, laughing when he sees the four of them on the couch.

“You guys didn’t waste any time, did you? Straight for pajamas and a cuddle pile?”

“We’ve got snacks, hyung!” Taehyung calls out with a smile. “You want a cupcake?”

Yoongi wrinkles his nose. “Nah, I’m good.”

“There’s a change of clothes for you on the chair over there if you want,” Jin offers. “I can also get you something savory to eat if you’re hungry.”

“I’m fine, thanks.”

“Will it work?” Hoseok asks.

Yoongi nods, heading over to investigate the change of clothes Jin had brought down for him. “I just have to iron out a couple of things, but it should work, yeah.”

“What are we ironing out?” Namjoon asks.

“I’ve been working on a program in my spare time. It was originally supposed to be for our security system here, but once we opted out of having cameras inside it was kind of pointless,” Yoongi says. “It’s essentially a client for watching live feed video across devices, only I have secured the hell out of it. Encryption, rotating access keys, that sort of thing.”

Namjoon blinks a couple of times. “Okay, umm – that sounds really impressive, but I don’t know how it helps us exactly?”

“Basically,” Hoseok says, “if we can access a camera where they live, we could have a secure live feed. Taehyung would be able to at least see them during his heat.”

Taehyung grins. “Yoongi-hyung, you’re so cool! You really made a program that can do that?”

Yoongi looks down at the floor, cheeks going a little pink. “It wasn’t that hard,” he mumbles.

“It does sound impressive, but how are we going to access a camera?” Jin asks.

“We have Jeon Jungkook’s student ID,” Hoseok says. “If he’s in college, he probably has a laptop for schoolwork, and if he has a laptop it probably has a webcam.”

Namjoon raises a brow. “Okay, that’s a lot of ifs , but assuming they do have a computer with a webcam, how do we get them to let us access it?”

“Having Taehyung ask would probably be the best option, don’t you think?” Jin says. “If he explains how close to heat he is and what he needs, maybe they would be amenable?”

“We could do that,” Hoseok says. “It might even work, but there’s still the chance that they say no. Yoongi, you said it would work for video calling too, right?”

“Yeah, the capability is there.”

Hoseok smiles. “Then how about this? You find a way to initiate contact, then let Taehyung try to talk them into a video call. He gets them to install your program and has the chance to talk to them before his heat hits. It’s a win win.”

It’s not a bad plan. It could definitely work, but –

“That sounds like starting off on the wrong foot,” Namjoon says. “Violating their privacy right out the gate?”

“They violated the privacy of my pockets,” Yoongi quips. He pauses before letting out a sigh. “I guess you’re probably right though. Honesty might be the better policy.”

“But what if they say no?” Taehyung asks, voice quiet.

“Sometimes it’s better to ask forgiveness than permission,” Hoseok offers. “If we explain about Taehyung’s heat afterward, I’m sure they will understand.”

They all look to Namjoon for the final decision.

Both options have their merits, but the thought of Taehyung spending his heat in any sort of pain due to not being able to see all of his mates is not a pleasant one. They have already started off on shaky ground, considering the circumstances of their meeting…

Namjoon looks at Taehyung. “You’ll be the one talking to them. If you decide you want to ask them, you can, but I think Hoseok is right. The best chance of you being able to see them during your heat is to not ask them.”

“We will stand behind any decision you make,” Jin says, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s temple.

“I’m going to go put the finishing touches on the program and then find a way to contact them,” Yoongi says. “I’ll have something ready by morning.”

 

*******

 

Jimin leads the way once they sprint out of the gallery, tearing through alleyways and zig zagging his way in the general direction of their apartment, while Jungkook trails just a couple steps behind him.

It doesn’t seem like they’re being followed, but they keep running for a few minutes anyways.

Jungkook had fucked up. He’d fucked up massively .

He had only wanted to help, and he’d been so sure that he would be able to get away with it too. That guy’s wallet was practically begging to be stolen and they needed the money and it wasn’t fair for Jimin to have to put himself at risk when Jungkook wasn’t and – 

Stupid stupid stupid.

That omega and his pack...

Stupid. He needs to focus on the stupid . The problem is that he can swear that he’d caught a brief whiff of the sweetest fucking scent coming from that pretty dark haired omega – like pancakes smothered in maple syrup.

Even the thought of it makes his chest feel funny. (Or maybe it’s just the unexpected cardio?)

They’ve been running long enough, and Jungkook hasn’t seen any sign that they’re being followed. “Hyung,” he calls. “I think we’re safe.”

Jimin runs a few more seconds before slowing to a stop in the middle of the deserted alleyway they’re in and turning back to look at Jungkook. His face is set in a hard line.

It’s definitely the ‘ you fucked up ’ expression.

Jimin steps right into his space, and Jungkook fully expects to get yelled at. Instead, what he gets is Jimin reaching up to brush some hair out of his face and ask, “Are you okay? Did any of them touch you?”

Jungkook’s chest goes tight at the concern. “I’m fine, hyung. Nobody touched me. I’m so sorry. I just saw that guy’s wallet and it looked so easy to take, and I know it was stupid and I should have thought it through better –”

“Yeah, you should have,” Jimin huffs. “Listen, you can’t take risks like that, okay?”

“It feels unfair to put all of the risk on you.”

“I offered to do this, Kookie. I have experience and a lot less to lose than you do.” Jimin pauses, staring right into Jungkook’s eyes, deadly serious. “Promise me you wont do anything like that again. Promise me you wont risk your education and your dream job on something so reckless .”

Fuck, Jungkook hadn’t even thought about that.

His boss, Amber-ssi knew exactly who he was when she hired him and gave him three very clear, absolutely non-negotiable rules: One, no business in the shop. (That one is easy, since Jungkook has left the business behind already). Two, stay out of trouble. Three, stay in school.

If he gets into enough trouble, the school wouldn’t hesitate to expel him, breaking rule two and rule three all at once and basically guaranteeing the loss of his dream job.

Again, stupid.

“I promise. I’m sorry, hyung; I didn’t think.”

Jimin relaxes a little, taking a deep breath. “It’s alright. We made it out okay, and as long as you don’t do it again, I’m not angry.”

“Can I ask why we ran? I really don’t think those guys were going to hurt us.”

“Maybe not the ones we were talking to, but I took this,” Jimin says, pulling a thick black wallet out of his jacket. “The guy I took it from was headed right toward us and he was looking at the rest of those guys like he knew them.”

Jungkook feels relieved. At least they didn’t end up leaving empty handed. Still, his mind keeps coming back to the confrontation with those men, and that hint of sweet maple syrup he swears he smelled.

“They were a pack, weren’t they?”

“I think so, but I was pretty focused on getting us out of there.” Jimin opens up the wallet and starts rifling through it, his expression falling.

“No good?” Jungkook asks.

“A couple thousand won, but that’s all. He’ll be canceling the cards soon, so no point in trying those unless we wanna risk being caught.” Jimin sighs, passing a few bills to Jungkook and then pocketing the wallet.

“The corner market by home should still be open,” Jungkook offers. “We could at least get some dinner?”

 

*******

 

Jimin sends Jungkook into the little store on the corner of their street while he stands outside, scanning the surrounding area for any sign that they’ve been followed. He hasn’t seen anything so far.

They had gotten lucky but still, what a fucking disaster.

With a little more time, Jimin definitely could have grabbed another couple of wallets before they would have had to bolt. Someone in there was bound to have cash on them, but it would figure that he managed to barely scrounge up enough for cheap dinner.

Now they just have to hope that those guys aren’t the type to come looking for the two of them.

They’re going to have to try something else to make a little cash tomorrow, at least enough to pick up some groceries, but right now Jimin is just so exhausted. He leans against the wall and lets his eyes slip shut for a few seconds, listening to the sound of the city around him and trying not to worry about tomorrow.

Jungkook returns soon with a little grocery bag dangling from his hand, smiling when he reaches out to take Jimin’s hand and lead him back to their apartment.

At least if his mate is still smiling, Jimin doesn’t feel like a complete failure.

Back at their apartment, Jungkook opens the bag to reveal two packets of instant noodles and a jar of peanut butter.

“They had peanut butter on sale,” Jungkook says proudly. “Cheap, easy calories and protein, plus it tastes great in noodles. If I make some now, will you eat with me, Jiminie?”

“It’s okay,” Jimin answers, already making his way toward the bedroom. “You can have them. I’m just going to lay down.”

He doesn’t even get undressed before throwing himself down on top of the covers and basking in the comfort of their bed. They had worn so much scent blocker for their outing tonight that it makes crawling into a bed that smells like both of them seem like heaven.

Once he’s nestled comfortably on top of their blankets, he pulls out the wallet he had stolen again. Maybe he had missed something? Another bill tucked away in the bottom, or even a gift card, or –

There’s nothing there.

It’s strange that there is no ID in the wallet. Jimin doesn’t usually carry one either, but that’s more a habit from his upbringing. Sometimes when you come from the sort of family he does, it’s a whole lot safer if people can’t easily tell who you are.

Maybe the owner of the wallet comes from a similar background. All three bank cards he finds in the wallet are made out to different names, and Jimin is willing to bet that none of them are that guy’s actual name.

A bust. 

At least Jungkook got dinner out of it, and Jimin will probably eat some peanut butter out of the jar in the morning too. For now he can’t do anything else, so he pulls his phone out to spend some time mindlessly scrolling.

“You okay, hyung?” Jungkook’s voice calls a few minutes later. When Jimin looks up, he finds him leaning against the doorway, slurping out of his bowl of noodles.

“Yeah, just tired. Looked through the wallet again, but I got nothing.”

“No credit cards or anything?”

“His friends will have told him what happened, so I’m sure they’re canceled by now. Not worth the risk.”

“Could we have tried them if I hadn’t gotten us caught?”

“Don’t worry about it. We might have tried it if everything else I managed to steal had been a bust too, but it would have been a risk. We’re probably better off going out to hustle pool tomorrow or something. You work in the morning, right?”

Jungkook plops down on the bed next to him. “It’s Sunday tomorrow, hyung.” 

Ugh, Jimin can barely remember what day it is anymore. He’s so tired . Concern is written all over Jungkook’s face. He only goes into work early on Wednesday and Thursday this week, so it’s obvious how far off Jimin’s internal calendar is.

“Don’t look at me like that. Eat your noodles before they go all soft,” Jimin tries to snap, but there’s no heat behind the words.

Jungkook looks into the bowl and then shakes his head. “I’m full. Do you want the rest?” He tries to hand the bowl to Jimin.

“It’s okay, you can finish it,” Jimin says, pushing it back.

Jungkook sets the bowl on the nightstand and gets up, lifting his t-shirt over his head. “I’m going to shower before bed. If you don’t want the noodles, you can throw them away.”

As soon as he hears the shower start, Jimin’s eyes lock onto the bowl. Jungkook hates noodles after they’ve been sitting out. He won't finish them even if Jimin leaves them there.

Mind made up, he practically lunges for the bowl. 

There is quite a bit left and Jimin could nearly cry as he starts to eat, his body curling in around the container like he’s trying to absorb every ounce of warmth from it too. They’re the cheapest instant noodles they can buy, but they taste incredible after a day without food.

When they’re gone, he lays back down, staring up at the ceiling with his hands resting on his stomach. He’s not full but it’s so peaceful with the shower running and no gnawing hunger turning his thoughts grim – everything feels okay. He closes his eyes.

~~~

Jimin wakes up to Jungkook unbuttoning his shirt. His touch is gentle, and Jimin can feel the heat coming from his body – still hot from the shower. He reaches up and wraps both arms around Jungkook’s neck, pulling him down until his body rests on Jimin’s.

“So warm,” Jimin sighs nosing at Jungkook’s scent gland, breathing in that fresh, crisp citrus. The scent blocking spray has washed off in the shower, and being able to smell Jungkook again is so soothing it makes him feel almost like he’s melting.

“Once you get out of those clothes, I’ll cuddle you as much as you want. These aren’t good for sleeping in, hyung.” Jungkook tries to sit up, but Jimin keeps his arms tight around him.

“Cuddles now.”

“Your shirt is scratchy.”

“Sometimes you have to suffer for the people you love, Kookie,” Jimin giggles, lips laying little kisses all over Jungkook’s neck.

“Which is exactly why you’re gonna let me get you out of those clothes and into bed.” Jungkook runs his tongue over Jimin’s neck, then bites gently over his scent gland. Jimin lets out a tiny whine and his arms go boneless, a wave of warmth spreading through his whole body. “Can barely smell you even after a nip,” Jungkook pouts.

“Is it okay? I can go get a rag if you want?” Jimin has to force himself not to slur his words, his whole body feeling almost syrupy.

“It’s okay. Lemme just undress you.”

Jungkook works quietly at the buttons on his shirt, and then his pants too. He is kinder to Jimin’s clothes than Jimin usually is, hanging his pants over the back of a chair and folding his shirt on top of them.

“You want me to run you a bath or you gonna wait until tomorrow?” Jungkook asks, standing at the foot of the bed in his boxers. 

Jimin’s eyes slide over his body, taking in the muscles and tattoos he knows by heart now. He looks healthy, and that makes Jimin so happy . No matter what’s happening or how little they have, his mate is well fed and they have a roof over their heads. He will find a way to make things right, to take care of both of them, to keep –

“Jiminie?”

His eyes snap back up to Jungkook’s face, catching that same look of concern he’d seen earlier.

“Sorry. Sleep now, bath tomorrow,” Jimin answers, trying to smile enough to wipe that look off Jungkook’s face.

It only half works.

Jungkook climbs over him, straddling his hips and leaning down to kiss him. It’s just a quick peck of their lips together before he’s moving to press tiny kisses to each of Jimin’s cheeks, his forehead, then over his nose.

“You take such good care of me, hyung,” he whispers. “It’s going to get better soon. By this time next year my apprenticeship will be over and I’ll make enough money for you to go back to school. I finished up the last piece for that set of commissions last night too, so I’ll get the other half of my payment in the next couple days.”

“Wish you didn’t have to worry about it,” Jimin mumbles, feeling tears in his eyes. He just needs to find something , some way to make enough money for them to get by. “If I hadn’t lost my-”

“Jimin, no.” Jungkook raises up to look him in the eyes. “That wasn’t your fault.”

“If I hadn’t –”

“You didn’t do anything, baby. There have always been creeps who couldn’t take no for an answer, and you shouldn’t have had to pay the price for that. The owners didn’t have your back but I do.”

“I know you do, Kookie. Just wanna take good care of you.”

“You think I don’t see everything you do for me?” Jungkook trails a hand down Jimin’s flank, fingers resting over his ribs. “How many meals have you skipped so you could feed me?”

Jimin tries to turn away, feels his face heating up. It was supposed to be his secret.

“I’m not mad. Just wanna take care of you as good as you take care of me, so please let me, okay?” Jungkook doesn’t wait for a response, just kisses him slow and sweet, tongue running over Jimin’s bottom lip until his mouth opens.

Jimin whines when their tongues meet. He can’t feel Jungkook’s hips twitch at the sound, and the way his fingers spread warm and possessive over Jimin’s waist – his grip tightening just enough for his fingernails to press little half moons into the skin. Those hands could mark Jimin up so easily. It makes him feel nearly lightheaded, and so immediately needy.

It’s almost embarrassing how fast he starts leaking slick.

Jungkook breathes in deep through his nose, breaking their kiss. “Mmm, now I can smell you again. You smell so good , hyung,” he says, nosing his way down Jimin’s neck. “Can I take care of you now? Can I make you cum?”

There’s no way Jimin can say no to that offer.

“Fuck, please.”

 

*******

 

It takes Jungkook almost no time at all to have Jimin stretched around his fingers and begging for more.

He knows Jimin’s body so well after all these years, knows exactly how to wind him up and get him begging, how to make it so good that he’s a shaking sobbing mess by the end. 

He loves all of the sounds his mate makes. 

It’s not even that Jimin is especially loud (although he can be) but more that he’s always making some sort of noise when Jungkook touches him like this. Pretty little gasps and moans, long drawn out whines when something feels nearly too good for him, and of course the begging – fuck, the begging is Jungkook’s favorite.

Jimin’s first orgasm comes quickly under Jungkook’s practiced hands – his whole body tensing up and painting white strips across his chest with a shaking cry. Jungkook wipes up all of the mess, pressing his wet fingers into Jimin’s mouth until every drop is cleaned up and then follows it with his tongue, chasing the taste.

He isn’t without mercy. He gives Jimin a few moments to recover before arranging him on all fours and pressing his fingers back inside, already eager to see his mate cum a second time.

It doesn’t take long to have him desperate again.

“Pl – ah! Please, please I want –” Jimin babbles as Jungkook rubs mercilessly over his prostate in tight little circles. 

He looks so good with his face down against the mattress and his ass up in the air, stretched pretty and pink around Jungkook’s fingers, practically dripping with slick. For all of his whining, Jimin takes it so well. He shakes and sobs and twitches, but he always takes everything Jungkook gives him.

“What do you want, baby?” Jungkook holds him in place with one hand over Jimin’s hips while he rocks three fingers back and forth inside of him. “You wanna cum again?”

“Wanna- wanna feel you, please –”

“Yeah? Want my cock inside you?” Jungkook circles his fingers a few more times, loving the way Jimin’s legs quake with tiny tremors and how he lets out a low little cry when Jungkook pulls his fingers out, leaving him empty. “Gotta ask nicely, baby,” he teases, lining himself up and sliding his cock through the mess of slick between Jimin’s cheeks.

Always so wet for him.

“Please, Kookie, want it so bad,” Jimin whines. He shoves his hips back in desperation when he feels Jungkook’s cock catch on his rim, trying so hard to get it inside of him. Adorable . “Please please please!

“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of you, hyung.” 

Jungkook takes his time sliding into Jimin. He’s big for an omega, and he knows how much Jimin loves to feel himself stretch . Jungkook loves it too, loves seeing his mate take him in.

He’ll never get used to this, to how tight and warm Jimin feels around him, how well he opens up for him or how fucking stunning Jimin looks wrapped around his cock. It’s nearly overwhelming and he has to bite his lip to keep from cumming when he’s still only halfway inside.

God it’s – it’s so much. Want it – want it all, baby please,” Jimin babbles, rutting his hips back over and over until he’s finally taking all of Jungkook, then letting out a low mewl.

You beg so pretty, hyung.” Jungkook can hear the strain in his own voice. He holds Jimin in place and gives a tiny thrust, pleased at the whine it earns him. “Does that feel good?”

“So good – Need you to fuck me. You can move – Ah!”

Jungkook does move, takes his time building up to a pace that has Jimin almost wailing with every thrust and the sweet scent of vanilla thick in his nose. 

“Fuck, you look perfect on my dick, like you were fucking made for me, hyung.”

“Made- ahhh- Made for you,” Jimin echoes in between moans.

“That’s right, baby. Just for me.”

He keeps telling Jimin how pretty he looks, how good he sounds, how hot and wet and fucking tight he feels – until words fail him and he resorts to biting bruises into Jimin’s shoulders instead.

All he can taste is vanilla cream and it’s perfect .

Jimin cums with Jungkook’s teeth pressed into his skin, and it’s the hot rush of slick and the way Jimin clamps down around him that sends Jungkook tumbling over the edge as well.

They are both left breathing hard, Jungkook still pressed against Jimin’s back as they come down.

“Jungkookie, you’re so amazing,” Jimin slurs, his voice warm and fucked out and satisfied.

The words make Jungkook swell with pride.

They’ve made a mess, but he is absolutely not leaving the bed for even a moment. He sacrifices the nearest thing he can find (a t-shirt draped over the headboard) and uses it to mop up the majority of the fluid released as he pulls out.

Jimin lets out a little whine. “Stay, please?”

“Not going anywhere, baby,” Jungkook answers. He balls up the t-shirt and throws it in the general direction of their clothes basket before pulling Jimin down for cuddles.

They lay facing each other, trading little kisses back and forth between them until they settle forehead to forehead, noses barely brushing.

“Wanna be the big spoon,” Jimin whispers after a couple of minutes.

Jungkook smiles. “Anything you want, hyung.” He turns around and presses his back to Jimin’s chest, feeling arms wrap around him immediately and Jimin’s lips pressing a kiss to his neck.

“Love you Kookie.”

“Love you too Jiminie.”

Chapter 4: Making Contact

Chapter Text

Jungkook wakes up early the next morning. He fully intends to roll over and continue sleeping, but he catches sight of his phone’s notification light blinking in the darkness.

When he checks the time, it’s only four in the morning but he has several texts from an unknown number.

[Unknown to Jungkook]

[unknown]: Is this Jeon Jungkook?

[unknown]: You and your boyfriend have something that’s mine.

[unknown]: I’m not angry or anything. Taehyung wanted me to find a way to contact you. He said you would remember him.

[unknown]: I was going to just give your number to him, but he’s asleep and I’ve been doing some digging.

[unknown]: When was the last time you bought actual groceries?

~

Jungkook blinks at the screen of his phone, trying to process what the hell is going on with his brain still foggy from sleep. He rereads the messages a couple of times before worry sets in.

He hasn’t given his number to anyone recently.

~

[JK]: who is taehyung and who are you

[JK]: also what do i have thats yours 

[unknown]: I’m Min Yoongi and your boyfriend took my wallet. Taehyung is the omega you met when you got caught trying to steal a wallet from another of my pack mates.

~

Oh shit. How did they find them? Are they planning to go to the police, or are they the type of people that will take matters into their own hands? Thinking about Jimin being in any sort of danger because Jungkook had gotten them caught fills him with immediate dread.

He has to fix this.

~

[JK]: shit okay look im really sorry and i can get you your wallet back

[Yoongi]: Relax. I said I wasn’t angry. I would like my wallet back but if you already ditched it, just tell me and I’ll get another one.

[JK]: no we still have it

[JK]: im sorry we were desperate

[Yoongi]: Yeah I can see that. Look, before you freak out anymore just check your bank account. I feel like it’s important that you know we want to help you.

[JK]: umm ok

~

Jungkook hurries to log into his online banking app, unsure of what to expect. 

A deposit for one million won is definitely not what he expects – but there it is, staring right back at him.

He can actually feel his brain struggling to comprehend what the fuck is even happening. After paying rent last week, their account has been bone dry for days and now there’s enough there that he has to pause and count the zeros just to be sure. None of this makes any sense.

~

[JK]: why

[JK]: why did you give us money

[Yoongi]: There are two reasons.

[JK]: im listening

[Yoongi]: First one is easy. You barely had a thousand won in that account and you don’t get paid for another week.

[JK]: how could you possibly know that

[Yoongi]: I told you, Taehyung asked me to find you. I did that, and then maybe I got a little sidetracked.

[JK]: sidetracked hacking into our bank account

[Yoongi]: This is just a reminder that you two stole my wallet.

[JK]: fair

[JK]: whats the second reason

[Yoongi]: It’s a bit weird coming from me, since I’m the only one who didn’t really meet either of you.

[JK]: weirder than us stealing your wallet and you giving us a million won

[Yoongi]: Fair.

[Yoongi]: You both apparently smell really good. Like, “we want to get to know you better” good.

~

Jungkook stares at his phone, eyes wide. He doesn’t remember any of them getting very close, and it’s not like he or Jimin were broadcasting their scent. If anything, they were trying not to be noticed. The scent blocking spray they had worn was pretty effective too, at least for the cheap kind that washes off easily with a little water.

He does remember the smell of their omega though. Even though he just caught a brief hint of it, that agonizingly sweet maple scent that had hung in his nose even after they had made their escape from the gallery. 

~

[JK]: im surprised any of you could smell us

[Yoongi]: I don’t think any of the others did. Taehyung is just close to his heat and his nose is really sensitive in the few days leading up to it.

[Yoongi]: The money has no strings attached. We want a chance to meet you two again, but you can keep the money even if you’re not interested.

[JK]: okay so its not that im not really thankful

[Yoongi]: Need some time?

[JK]: yeah this is a lot and i need to think

[Yoongi]: Of course. Take your time and talk it over with your mate. Taehyung will probably get a hold of you guys once I give him your number, but if you tell him you need space he’ll wait.

[Yoongi]: Just please buy some damn groceries.

~

Jungkook just stares at his phone for a while, reading and rereading the texts. 

Eventually he goes out to get them some breakfast, mostly because he needs some fresh air to help him think , but also to help kill some time before he has to wake Jimin up and find some way to explain all of this.

*******

Jimin is pulled out of sleep by Jungkook shaking him awake with a near manic look in his eyes. It’s enough to have him shooting up in the bed, expecting to hear that something horrible has happened. He tries to ask what’s wrong but instead of explaining, Jungkook tells him that he’s brought home breakfast.

Breakfast? How – 

Before he can ask, Jungkook is already dragging him out of bed and steering him toward the bathroom, where he leaves Jimin to take care of himself and heads back out toward the kitchen.

When Jimin joins him, he finds Jungkook pulling out a couple of plates and setting them on the table next to a big plastic bag with steam rising out the top. The leftover noodles Jimin had eaten last night had barely filled him up at all, so he’s immediately drawn to the smell of food coming from the bag.

“Kookie, how did you–”

“It’s all on my phone. Here, go ahead and eat something while you read,” Jungkook answers, pulling a styrofoam container from the bag and opening it to reveal a bunch of cooked bacon and sausage links.

Yesterday they could barely afford a pack of noodles. How did Jungkook manage this?

There must be six different containers in the bag, so much food that Jimin briefly lets himself forget about everything else in favor of helping Jungkook get the rest of them set out and opened. Inside, there are crispy fried potatoes, croissants, scrambled eggs, and a steaming pile of pancakes all looking and smelling incredible.

It’s so beautiful he could almost cry.

Once he’s filled his plate and had the first few bites, Jungkook slides his phone across the table to Jimin, a text conversation pulled up on the screen.

It takes him a couple of passes, having just woken up, but he reads and rereads the texts while he sips at a cup of coffee Jungkook puts in front of him. 

It’s all way too much to take in. That pack found them , and apparently they want to –

What? Court them? All because their omega (Jimin remembers him – the pretty one with the dark hair and the low voice who had offered them dinner) had apparently decided they smell really good?

And they have a million won in their bank account now? Just like that?

The whole thing feels like a dream, which is probably a blessing because he isn’t sure how else he could manage to figure out what they’re supposed to do in this situation. He needs to be logical here. This could be an opportunity, and it’s not every day a pack takes an interest in someone.

Maybe… Just maybe , he’s a little curious.

“So what do we do when Taehyung gets a hold of us?” Jungkook asks. He’s given Jimin lots of time to process, focusing on eating as much of the plentiful breakfast he’d picked up for them as he can. It’s more food than they really needed for one meal, but after what they’ve been through recently, Jimin doesn’t blame Jungkook for over-ordering a little. 

“We should probably at least hear him out, don’t you think? Them not turning us in for theft is something.”

“Yeah it’s something alright,” Jungkook says, pursing his lips.

“You’re thinking it too, huh?”

“That they’re our kind of people? Or at least the kind of people we used to be?”

“Mhmm. I think so too. The way they acted, the money, this Min Yoongi guy digging into our information – it all makes it seem pretty likely,” Jimin says. The signs really are too much to ignore. There’s still a chance they aren’t criminals, but it all just fits too well. Anyone else would have been at least a bit more put off by a couple of pickpockets.

“Are you worried about stepping back into that sort of life, hyung?”

Jimin isn’t. Not really. If he’s being honest, he did way better in that career path than he ever did trying to make an honest living. Still there are a couple of factors… “The thought doesn’t bother me exactly, but how about you ? What about your apprenticeship?”

“No rules about who our mates are. Did I tell you Seulgi-ssi’s mate is that arms dealer from Daegu that your mom used to work with?”

Jimin’s eyes go wide. “Bae Juhyun-ssi?! Really? When did you find that out?”

“Just last week, actually. I think Seulgi-ssi knows who I am, but she hasn’t ever asked any questions. We don’t talk about that sort of stuff really.”

Jimin raises a brow. “How did you find out it if you don’t talk about it?”

“Her mate came by the shop to pick her up while I was working,” Jungkook answers, shrugging. “I recognized her right away but she barely gave me a second glance.”

That’s a relief at least. Without the protection of Jungkook’s family, the less people that recognize them, the better. Not that Jimin doesn’t trust Amber or the omegas who work for her. Just better to be cautious than to risk running into old enemies.

Which is something else to consider.

“We’ll need to find out how well established they are,” Jimin says. “We – especially you – have way too many people who would like to see us dead for us to go stepping back into those old circles without adequate protection.”

“Yeah, we definitely don’t have the connections we used to.” Jungkook takes his phone back and points down at Jimin’s still nearly full plate. “Here, you should eat some more, hyung. After that, we should go get some groceries.”

There’s a little bit of urgency in Jungkook’s voice, and Jimin understands why. As easy as it had been for this Min Yoongi guy to drop a million won in their account, he’d be able to take it away just as fast.

Jimin eats almost mechanically, thoughts running through his head way too fast to process. At least the physical sensation helps ground him a little, though he isn’t even really all that aware of what he’s eating – just whatever he had piled onto his plate.

By the time he realizes what’s happening around him again, Jungkook is at the sink washing up the few dishes they’d made and has already put away most of the food. He must feel Jimin’s eyes on him, because he turns to look over his shoulder, giving a little smile when their eyes meet.

“You back with me, hyung? I tried to ask you a question a minute ago, but you didn’t answer so I figured maybe you just needed to zone out for a little bit. Feeling okay?”

“Sorry. I don’t think I was completely awake and this morning has been a lot,” Jimin says, standing up to help with what’s left of the dishes. “What were you asking me?”

“Was wondering if you’ve ever thought about joining a pack before? Is that something you think you would be interested in?”

It’s a good question. He hasn’t really given it a lot of thought before, to be honest.

He knows there are plenty of benefits to pack mating, but he also knows that it doesn’t work for the majority of people. He’s heard a lot of stories about jealousy ripping newly formed packs apart, but compatibility is usually the biggest issue. 

Finding one mate can be challenging enough.

But then how could anyone not fall for Jungkook? He’s so talented, so smart – so good at every fucking thing he tries to do – and very very pretty.

Jimin tries to imagine it, to anticipate how he would feel sharing his mate like that with other people.

Surprisingly it’s... 

It’s not a bad image. Actually, the thought of Jungkook being cared for by a whole pack makes something in his chest feel warm. A pack could offer safety and security for his mate, far in excess of what Jimin can offer on his own, and the thought of Jungkook being doted on like that is more appealing than he ever would have expected.

“Hyung?” Jungkook asks gently.

“Sorry, I was just… trying to imagine it, I guess. Hadn’t really thought about it before now.”

“And?”

Jimin bites at his lip. He wants to ask Jungkook his feelings before he reveals his own, but that wouldn’t be very fair. “I like the idea,” he admits, watching intently for Jungkook’s reaction.

It’s unmistakably positive.

“Really?” Jungkook says, smiling wide. “You’re not bothered by sharing?”

“Not if it’s with someone who takes good care of you. I – Are you? Bothered by sharing?”

“No, it’s the same for me. As long as they were good to you I wouldn’t mind, plus did you see them? They were all so hot and – wait, what about Min Yoongi?”

“What about him?”

“You got pretty close to him, right? Did you get a good look at him?”

Jimin can’t help but laugh. “I was a little busy with the whole stealing his wallet thing. Never really got a look at his face. He’s got pretty ginger hair though, and he’s about the same height as me.”

“Another omega?”

“No, he was definitely an alpha. What about the rest of them?”

Jungkook quirks his head. “You couldn’t tell?”

“Again, I was a little preoccupied trying to get us out of trouble. Are you telling me you were busy sniffing them instead of looking for a way out of that?”

“I was still trying to help,” Jungkook whines. “It was just hard to miss, okay? Are you ready to go get some groceries?”

“Yeah, we should,” Jimin says. Honestly, the thought of finally having their cupboards full again has him feeling almost overwhelmed with relief, so he tries to keep his focus on the conversation. “Might as well share the knowledge, at least. Tell me about them?”

Jungkook smiles as he slips on his shoes. “Sure, hyung. The pretty dark haired one who offered to buy us dinner was an omega – pretty sure Min Yoongi said his name is Taehyung. Then the blonde guy who came running over with him was definitely an alpha, and the tall, broad shouldered one who’s wallet I tried to take was a beta. The last one I’m not sure about. Couldn’t catch his scent at all, or maybe it got drowned out – hard to say.”

Jimin hums, only half processing the information. He hadn’t really given it much thought when he was imagining pack mating earlier but… Alphas. Of course a pack would have alphas.

It’s not that he doesn’t like alphas, or even really that he has a problem with them. It’s just… He’s only ever been with one alpha before and it… Well it wasn’t really the best experience.

He shakes his head at the thought. It’s been years since then. He’s definitely over it.

*******

After some discussion, they spend over a third of the money on groceries. It’s enough to fill all of their cupboards and their fridge, and Jungkook can’t wait to see Jimin put weight back on again. Watching his mate shrink in an effort to keep him fed has been so goddamn hard.

Jungkook is able to convince Jimin to relax in the bath while he puts away the groceries, and he can hear the muffled sound of music playing from down the hall. Jungkook isn’t a fan of long baths, but he is a big fan of Jimin taking them – especially the way he comes out of the bathroom looking loose-limbed, relaxed, and almost as flushed as when he’s in heat.

Jungkook smiles at the thought.

He isn’t the best cook ever, but he’s planning to try his best to make something really great for dinner to celebrate their luck – and he’s gonna make sure Jimin eats as much as he wants. Maybe he’ll even get to hand feed him some –

He hears his phone beep with an incoming message.

[Unknown to Jungkook]

[unknown]: is this jungkook? yoongi-hyung gave me your number

[JK]: yeah this is jungkook

[JK]: are you taehyung

[Tae]: yeah ヾ(•ω•`)o 

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung said you guys texted this morning

[JK]: we did

[JK]: he uh may have mentioned something about you really liking how we smell

[Tae]: thats an understatement (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

[JK]: oh

[Tae]: listen can we talk face to face?

[JK]: like you wanna meet up somewhere

[Tae]: no im way too close to my heat for that. you have a computer?

[JK]: yeah i have a laptop

~

They exchange information and Jungkook downloads the program that Taehyung tells him to get so they can set up the video call. It’s some sort of secure video call client, according to Taehyung. 

The web page is blank save for a download link. It’s a bit suspicious, at least until it prompts him for a password, a long series of numbers and letters which Taehyung texts to him. He figures if the website was going to try and infect his computer, it probably wouldn’t make him enter a password first.

Within a few minutes, they have everything ready to go.

Jungkook sets the computer up on their coffee table, and sits back on the couch to check that he is in the frame of his webcam preview. He makes sure there’s room for Jimin to join too once he’s out of the shower and then presses the call button.

Taehyung picks up almost right away.

He’s as pretty as Jungkook remembers, maybe even more so with the way his cheeks are flushed and his pupils have blown wide with his oncoming heat. He really must be close.

“Oh wow, you look handsome dressed down too,” Taehyung says. His voice is incredible, sounding deeper than it had at the gallery, more personal when it’s coming through the speakers into the otherwise quiet apartment.

Jungkook feels himself blush. “Your voice is really something.”

“Oh you like it?” Taehyung flashes a cute smile and gives a little laugh. “Where’s Jimin?”

“He was just in the bath but he should be out in a minute or two. You wanna talk to both of us?”

“I’d like to, but it doesn’t have to be this time if he’s busy.”

“Okay, hold on one sec.” Jungkook gets up to look down the hall at the bathroom. The door is open, and the light is off, so Jimin is probably in the bedroom getting dressed. “He should be done any minute now. In the meantime, do you wanna maybe tell me how you found us?”

“Oh, yeah. Hold on and I can show you,” Taehyung answers, dipping out of the view of his webcam to look for something. There’s a huge bed behind him with what looks like a nest on top of it. Jungkook feels almost like he should look away, (especially since he can feel his face heating up) but Taehyung obviously isn’t concerned about him seeing something so private.

“Are you on a video call, Kookie?” Jimin peeks around the corner, freshly dressed in jeans and a t-shirt with his hair still damp from the bath.

Jungkook nods. “With Taehyung-ssi. Can you come sit too? We just started and he’s about to show me how they found us.”

Jimin sits down on the couch and looks at the computer, blushing a little and politely averting his eyes when he sees Taehyung’s nest.

“Okay, I found it,” Taehyung says as he comes back into view for a moment before he is obscured by a card he shows to the camera. It’s Jungkook’s student ID, the one he had shown to get them into the gallery. 

He immediately knows that he is in trouble.

“Jungkook,” Jimin says slowly, eyes narrowed as Jungkook turns to face him. He knows that look. It’s the how many times have I told you look that usually means he is about to get a talking to.

“Yeah, hyung?” Jungkook answers, smiling like he doesn’t know what’s coming.

“Was your ID in your pants pocket? How many times have I told you not to keep anything important there? Do you know how easy it is –”

Jimin is cut off by the sound of Taehyung’s laughter coming from the laptop. Even his laugh is pretty, all low and enticing and full of joy.

“Hobi-hyung said the same exact thing to Jin-hyung after you two ran off. He scolded him for keeping his wallet in his back pocket.”

“What about Yoongi-ssi?” Jungkook asks.

“His wasn’t in his back pocket,” Jimin answers. “It was in his jacket.”

“Hobi-hyung said he should have kept it in the breast pocket of his shirt.”

“Your hyung knows what he’s talking about.” 

“You know, Yoongi-hyung said he never even noticed you, and he definitely would have remembered someone as pretty as you. You must be very good, Park Jimin.” 

Jimin flushes. “Thanks. I uh... It’s good to meet you under better circumstances, Taehyung-ssi.” He bows his head toward the camera and Taehyung smiles wide.

“You two don’t need to be so formal. We’re trying to court you, not offer you a job.” Taehyung lets out another little laugh. “Oh, you’re both so cute when you blush.” He quirks his head to the side, his fluffy black hair bouncing as he shifts and it’s honestly just too fucking cute. “You do know that’s what this is about right?”

“Uh Yoongi-ssi mentioned it to me when we texted earlier.”

“He said you could smell us,” Jimin says, narrowing his eyes at the screen. “What did we smell like?”

“I only really smelled you together, but...” Taehyung’s pupils visibly dilate and a little smile tugs at his mouth. Jungkook’s own mouth suddenly feels very, very dry. The way Taehyung bounces back and forth between adorable and excruciatingly hot is nearly dizzying. “Orange and vanilla, almost like a fruity cream soda.”

“Well he isn’t lying,” Jimin concedes. “Sorry, I just had to be sure.”

“It’s okay. Can’t blame you for being careful.”

A thought suddenly strikes Jungkook. “Taehyung, do you smell like maple syrup?” he asks.

Taehyung’s face splits into a wide grin at the question. “Oh my god, you did smell me! I thought the scent blockers I was wearing were too strong. Was it good? Did you like it?”

“I only just barely caught it but umm…” Jungkook flushes, remembering just how fucking much he had liked it, “Yeah. You uh – You smell really, really good.”

Taehyung’s eyelashes flutter at the compliment, lips parting just slightly and – fuck he is so obviously close to his heat and so goddamn pretty. Jungkook knows how good praise feels when your heat is just about to hit, wants to give him more compliments just to see more –

“Did you smell me too, Jimin?”

“Sorry, I didn’t smell anything. I was pretty focused on getting us out of there without getting into trouble, since someone decided to get caught.”

Taehyung huffs out a laugh before his face twists a little and he winces.

Jungkook’s eyes widen, the urge to help washing over him immediately. “Are you okay, Taehyung?”

“Are you having cramps? Do you need to go?” Jimin asks.

Taehyung pouts. “I think so, yeah. I wanted to make sure I got a chance to talk to you guys first. Will you come meet us after my heat? Are you gonna let us court you?”

Jungkook gives Jimin one last look to be sure, and he gets a nod in return. “Yeah, we’ll come meet you guys. Why don’t we start with that and then we can figure the rest out once we are all together?”

“Just let us know when your heat is over,” Jimin says. “You look ready to go under at any moment. Are your alphas coming to help you or should we text Yoongi-ssi?”

“Don’t worry, my hyungs are in the next room. I’ll talk to you guys again in a few days. Thank you for this. I’m really glad we got a chance to talk.”

“It was good to meet you, Taehyung,” Jungkook says, waving to the camera. Jimin waves too and the video feed cuts out a few seconds later.

They both just sit in silence for a minute.

“So, uh he sure is...” Jungkook trails off. He doesn’t want to push Jimin into this if he isn’t interested, so maybe saying how hot Taehyung is would be a bit too forward. Should he –

“Goddamn pretty?”

“Oh thank god,” Jungkook laughs, turning sideways and laying back to rest his head in Jimin’s lap. “I’m so glad it’s not just me. You sure are blushing a lot there, hyung. Was it seeing his nest?”

“No, or well I mean – It’s not just that,” Jimin says quietly, closing his eyes and turning his face to the side as the color creeps further onto his cheeks.

Jungkook perks up at that.

“Aww, baby what are you embarrassed about? You can tell me.”

“I just... I think I want to ruin him.”

Jungkook swears he can feel his heart skip a beat because holy fuck is that an image that he is going to be thinking about for days.

 

 

Chapter 5: This Is Not A Drill

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi feels a little stuck.

Taehyung is in the thick of his heat now, and the live video feed from Jungkook and Jimin’s apartment has been successful in helping to calm the omega down. His body is still demanding the presence of all of his ‘mates’, but being able to see the two of them safe and secure in their home has offered some sort of middle ground.

The problem is that Taehyung hadn’t asked their permission for the cameras, and Yoongi wants to see if he can get another one up and running.

The current camera (Jungkook’s webcam) gives a pretty good angle. Jungkook seems to keep his laptop on a shelf or something at the very back of their living room, since the camera gives a full view of their couch and coffee table, plus a glimpse of their kitchen further back.

The video quality is just pretty poor.

When they aren’t directly in their living room, it can be hard to make out much in the dim evening lighting – not to mention the times where they just aren’t in the frame at all. An additional camera could offer another vantage point, more opportunity for Taehyung to get a good look at them. There’s a lot of ‘ifs’ involved in whether it would even help, but having a problem to focus on is at least moderately helpful in calming the uncertainty plaguing his thoughts.

He’s been so focused on work these last few months – to the exclusion of basically everything else. He’s taken on project after project in an attempt to not lose steam, to keep being productive, and he’d accidentally let it become his life. Again .

It happens. He’s prone to getting tunnel vision and pulling all-nighters, sometimes spending weeks buried so deep in work that he forgets the passage of time around him. It’s not like it’s the first time, but that doesn’t make it any easier to face.

When Seokjin had reminded him of Taehyung’s upcoming heat last week, it had snapped him out of the stupor and made him realize just how out of hand things had gotten. When was the last time he’d sat down for a movie with Namjoon? Or had a game night with Taehyung? Or let Hoseok drag him out dancing?

How many date nights had he cut short to get back to his computer and hunch over his keyboard working on projects that really didn’t even need to be finished?

And how is he supposed to apologize for letting things get so out of hand?

As uncertain and kind of terrifying as the prospect of expanding their pack is, maybe it’s come at just the right time. All of his mates will be so focused on Taehyung’s heat and then the possibility of courting that he can just… slide right back into spending time with them like nothing happened – like he was there and present the whole time but maybe just a little busier than usual.

Unlikely .

Yoongi shakes his head. Hoseok and Taehyung might let him pretend like nothing has happened but he’s seen the way Namjoon and Jin have been eyeing him the past few days, probably working out how to approach a conversation after Taehyung’s heat breaks. Neither of them are the type to leave something like this ignored. He’s going to have to talk about it.

But that’s a problem for future Yoongi. He can’t do anything about it now. No, right now he is going to find a way to ease the pain Taehyung is in. He’s going to contribute something. He’s going to be useful , and maybe – just maybe , it will help to make up for at least a fraction of his recent absence.

He accesses Jimin and Jungkook’s network and looks for connected devices, but only sees Jungkook’s laptop, their cell phones, and their PlayStation. None of those are of any use to him.

Jimin has to have a laptop too, right?

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: Does your boyfriend have a laptop too?

[JK]: oh hey min yoongi-ssi

[Yoongi]: Ugh stop with that. You can call me hyung.

[JK]: Attachment: Contact Card – Park Jimin

[JK]: ok text him yourself hyung

[Yoongi]: Wow. The disrespect.

~

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[unknown]: Hey, this is Park Jimin right? I’m Min Yoongi.

[Jimin]: Oh hi Min Yoongi-ssi

[Jimin]: How is Taehyung-ssi

[Yoongi]: Still in the thick of it, but Joon-ah is taking care of him right now.

[Jimin]: Is he getting plenty of fluids and food when he's able?

[Yoongi]: Yeah he’s fine. We’re all here to make sure he gets everything he needs.

[Jimin]: Oh good i'm glad he's being taken care of (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: Have you two had a chance to talk?

[Jimin]: Not much. Just a few minutes on that video call a couple of days ago

[Yoongi]: That’s all?

[Jimin]: Umm yeah. Why

[Yoongi]: Just that I’m surprised you are so concerned with how he’s doing.

[Jimin]: Sorry if it's weird at all! I'm sure you all take really good care of him ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: It’s fine I’m not offended.

[Yoongi]: Actually it’s really nice of you.

[Jimin]: Oh good (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: So uh did you need anything or

[Yoongi]: You have a laptop right?

[Jimin]: Yeah

[Yoongi]: Can you turn it on for me?

[Jimin]: Sure

[Jimin]: You gonna send me the link for your program or were you just gonna handle that yourself?

[Yoongi]: How do you know that’s what I want to do?

[Jimin]: Because I’m not stupid

[Jimin]: I left Jungkook's laptop on the shelf in the living room on purpose

[Jimin]: You want to be able to see us right

~

Well shit.

Sure, they hadn’t exactly been the most subtle , but had it really been that obvious what they were angling for? And if it was that obvious, why had Jimin and Jungkook just gone along with it then? 

~

[Yoongi]: If you knew that’s what I was going to do, why did you put his laptop somewhere with a view of your whole apartment?

[Jimin]: Oh good i thought you would try to deny it

[Yoongi]: Why bother? We were going to have to ask you both for permission at some point.

[Yoongi]: We just didn’t want to risk asking before Taehyung’s heat.

[Yoongi]: You didn’t answer my question.

[Jimin]: First of all it’s not our whole apartment. You can see the living room and the kitchen. Our bedroom and bathroom are down the hall

[Jimin]: Second does it help Taehyung-ssi to be able to see us?

[Jimin]: He was so close to heat when we met and I was worried he might get distressed

[Jimin]: I don’t wanna assume but he just seemed…

[Yoongi]: Yeah it does help him to be able to see you, and yes he’s exactly as attached as you’re assuming.  Probably more, actually. 

[Yoongi]: That’s why we didn’t ask your permission. Sorry.

[Jimin]: It’s okay I get it

[Jimin]: If he attached that fast it would probably hurt to not see us during his heat

[Yoongi]: Exactly. He’s always been that way. He decides someone smells like his mate and it’s like a switch is flipped in his brain.

[Jimin]: Kookie isn't quite that bad but he does attach pretty fast

[Yoongi]: And what about you?

[Jimin]: Were you going to send me the link for your program?

~

It’s a pretty clear dismissal. Yoongi can accept that. Jimin has already been a lot more accepting and understanding than they had any right to expect. If he doesn’t want to offer up personal information right now, that’s fair.

~

[Yoongi]: I can take care of it if you prefer.

[Jimin]: Are you going to hack my computer either way (*  ̄︿ ̄)

[Yoongi]: At some point.

[Jimin]: Fine. You deal with it then

[Jimin]: Goodnight

~

Maybe Yoongi isn’t making the best first impression, but he doesn’t want to lie to them either if he can help it. 

He does hack into Jimin’s computer (if you can even call it hacking when the security is basically nonexistent), but he gets right to work and doesn’t do any snooping beyond running a few scripts he’s developed to look for anything malicious. They don’t turn up anything weird, not that he really expected them to. More of a precaution than anything. 

With that out of the way, it’s on to his true purpose. 

When he gets his program installed and accesses the video feed, all he sees is a blank section of wall with a sticky note on it that simply reads: “Rude.”

It does actually make him laugh a little.

Jungkook’s laptop still gives the same wide look at their apartment, but Jimin isn’t in view which is a shame considering that Yoongi has yet to get a proper look at him. (He’s caught a couple of passing glances of him in the kitchen, but the video is pretty blurry at that distance.) 

Maybe he did actually go to bed? It’s already – Yoongi glances at the clock – nine pm. Some people go to bed then, right?

He leaves the video feed for Jungkook’s laptop up while he works. He has enough monitors for it not to be an issue (an understatement, considering the sheer number of monitors mounted to the wall) and he has time to kill before Taehyung will need him again – besides, it’s not like Jimin and Jungkook’s home network is gonna secure itself. 

It’s not a difficult task. Yoongi could probably do it in his sleep. It does take some time for the programs to run; time that he spends on his phone and sort of (almost entirely) watching the video feed from Jungkook’s laptop.

There isn’t much happening at first. 

Jungkook is sitting back on their couch with a controller in his hand and his eyes glued to the television. Yoongi doesn’t have a good angle to see what’s on the screen, but the view into the rest of their apartment is still interesting.

It isn’t large, but they appear to keep the place in fairly good order. Their kitchen table is clear, and so are their counters for the most part. The living room is a bit more cluttered, with little piles of books resting on shelves and end tables, a few miscellaneous clothing items strewn about, and pillows and blankets piled on one side of the couch.

It kinda reminds him of the apartment he and Namjoon had briefly shared in college, though theirs had been a lot messier.

Jungkook is on the clear side of the couch, dressed in sweatpants and a t-shirt with his hair pulled up into a short ponytail. He’s handsome, even looking so casual, built rather large for an omega but still having a certain delicate quality to him that Yoongi can’t help but find appealing.

He wants to see Jungkook (and Jimin) in person. He’s the only one who didn’t get to see them that night at the gallery, even though Jimin had apparently gotten close enough to snatch his wallet at some point.

Yoongi notices his programs have finished installing and starts a security scan for good measure. He’s intending to mess around on his phone for a while, but then he catches movement on the screen. Jimin hadn’t gone to bed after all, and Yoongi finally gets a proper look at him. He watches him round the corner and pause to look at whatever Jungkook is playing on the TV.

Yoongi has to suck in a breath because fuck Jimin is beautiful. He’s built smaller than Jungkook and is wearing skinny jeans and some sort of oversized sweater that practically hangs off of him, exposing part of his shoulder and the sharp jut of his collarbone.

If that wasn’t enough, the brightness on the TV. flares and illuminates the room much better, giving Yoongi a better look at Jimin’s face and god he is so screwed. Jimin should be a model because nobody else has any business having eyes like those, or fucking lips like he does and it’s practically got Yoongi’s head swimming – his eyes wandering from Jimin’s face to the pale column of his throat.

Jungkook must think something similar, because he puts the controller down and pulls Jimin into his lap. Jimin goes willingly, a big smile on his stupidly gorgeous face while he nestles in between Jungkook’s legs, leaning his back against his chest.

Yoongi buries his face in his hands, rubbing at his eyes. Why do they look so good like that? Why is his heart beating so fast just seeing them cuddled up together? This is so dumb. How can he feel this affected when he hasn’t even met these two in person?

He gives himself a moment and then tries to focus on work again. There are still things he needs to take care of and information he needs to hunt down for Seokjin.

The fact that Jimin and Jungkook stay nearly motionless cuddling on their couch is helpful.  Much less distracting.

After a few hours of work, he sees movement on the video feed again. The two had mostly been cuddled up and taking turns playing their game, but now he sees Jungkook standing up with Jimin held in his arms and – shit is Jimin that light or is Jungkook that strong?

Fuck, why is that hot?

Jungkook sets Jimin down on the couch and leans in to kiss him before eventually disappearing down the hallway. Jimin picks up the controller like he’s going to keep playing, but sets it down a moment later and follows Jungkook down the hall.

When a pair of arms snake around Yoongi’s shoulders he nearly launches out of his chair, kept in place only by the grip tightening to keep him there.

“So jumpy, hyung.” Hoseok’s voice says from behind him.

Yoongi relaxes a little once he knows who it is. “You know I hate when you sneak up on me like that.”

“Have to keep my skills sharp somehow.” Hoseok presses a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “Hard at work?”

“Something like that. Looking into that family Seokjin-hyung has been working with.”

“And?”

“You were right. The niece got the lion’s share of the inheritance.”

“Yeah?” Hoseok says, his hands moving to Yoongi’s shoulders and starting to rub at the tense muscles. “Is she being smart with it?” Yoongi has to fight a little to stay focused. Hoseok is far too good with his hands, and after several years together he knows exactly where Yoongi carries his tension.

“Moving it to offshore accounts mostly. Cleared some debts, but otherwise isn’t spending too much,” Yoongi says, letting his shoulders slump a little. He hadn’t realized how tense he was – not that he was ever good at recognizing that, a habit that drives Seokjin crazy.

“Sounds like she’s going to be good for the money after all. Jinnie will be so pleased.”

“He should be. This has been in the works for – fuck ,” Yoongi groans when Hoseok rubs his thumbs hard up the back of his neck on either side of his spine. “You don’t have to do this, you know?”

“I disagree. You’re especially tense tonight and besides, you like it.” Hoseok rumbles the words right next to Yoongi’s ear and it makes him shiver. “What’s got you so worked up?”

“I thought I was always tense, according to you?”

“You usually are. But I can tell when you’re flustered, and you’re definitely flustered. Is it the two omegas? Looks like they went to bed, which is a shame since TaeTae can’t see them in there,” Hoseok says, still rubbing at Yoongi’s shoulders before leaning over one of them and looking closer at the monitors. “Oh? Looks like one of them is coming back out.”

On the screen, Jimin emerges from the hallway and sits back down on the couch. He grabs the controller and a blanket from the other end of the couch, then turns and gives a very pointed look to the camera and mouthing what looks like ‘you’re welcome’.

“What’s that about?” Hoseok asks.

“If I had to guess...” Yoongi pulls up another window on a different monitor and brings up Jimin’s webcam feed again. It’s pretty dark in the bedroom, but he can just make out what must be the back of Jungkook’s head where he lays asleep in bed.

“Oh, did you ask them to do that?”

“No. They just... Fuck they really seems to care about Taehyung.”

Hoseok presses into Yoongi’s shoulders again. “Relax, I can feel you tensing up. Does it bother you that they care?”

“No.” Yoongi answers almost before Hoseok can finish the question. Too quick.

He can feel Hoseok freeze behind him. A bad sign.

Oh? ” Hoseok says, pulling back and spinning Yoongi’s chair around so he can smirk at him. “It doesn’t bother you at all does it? You like it, a lot .”

“You like when one of us takes care of Taehyung too. Don’t act like I’m weird for it.”

“I mean, that’s definitely true,” Hoseok says. “I do find it endearing to think they might care that much even though they barely know him. It’s just that you usually take longer to warm up to people than this.”

Hoseok is right. It’s weird. Yoongi knows it’s weird and yet –

“Whatever,” he mumbles, turning his chair back around and glancing up to see Jungkook still asleep and Jimin still wrapped in his blanket playing games on the couch. “Did you need something or is this a social visit?”

“You say that like it has to be one or the other. Taehyungie is gonna need you soon, but I also wanted to come see how you were doing. You about ready to take a break?”

“Yeah, I’ll be out in a few minutes,” Yoongi answers, fingers tapping away on his keyboard setting up some programs to run while he’s away.

“I’ll let Jinnie and Joonie know you’re coming.”

Hoseok leaves and Yoongi makes it all of two minutes before he pulls out his phone.

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Thank you. You didn’t have to do that.

~

He sees Jimin get the text on the monitor and turn to stick his tongue out toward the camera (hell, why is he so goddamn pretty) before replying.

~

[Jimin]: You’re right

[Jimin]: But I talked to Kookie and we want to help Taehyung

~

Yoongi can feel his heart beat faster in his chest. They’ve had maybe twenty minutes of interaction with Taehyung, and yet they care

It’s absolutely ridiculous and he is so weak for it.

 

*******

 

Namjoon wakes feeling surprisingly well rested, his body curled around Jin, who is in turn holding Taehyung. He’s definitely sore after days of looking after their omega, though the rest of the pack contributed their fair share as well.

Taehyung’s heat broke yesterday, early in the evening. As soon as he was lucid, he had wanted to try and get a meeting set up with Jimin and Jungkook, but they had all needed to sleep and recover. Jin had done the majority of the work in getting Taehyung settled into bed with a combination of several nips and hand feeding whatever snacks the fussy omega would accept. Thankfully it was enough for them all to manage some sleep.

Jin is such a good mate.

Namjoon pulls the beta closer, breathing in his soothing minty scent and pressing kisses into the scars of his claiming bites. It’s satisfying to drag his tongue over the evidence of their bond, to taste how Jin’s scent goes sweeter for him even in his sleep.

Sunlight is streaming in through the bedroom window, so it must be at least late morning by now. He needs to check on Yoongi and Hoseok and make sure they are prepared for whatever sort of meeting Taehyung sets up, because as soon as the omega wakes up he is going to be unstoppable.

To do that, he needs to get out of bed.

First, he spends a couple more minutes mouthing at Jin’s scent gland. The beta starts to stir slightly at the attention, head tilting to offer up even more of his throat. Namjoon doesn’t turn down that invitation. 

Taehyung still smells like him and now so does Jin, but he can feel the itching need to scent his other two mates as well.

He knows it’s mostly nerves driving his instincts into overdrive. With Taehyung’s heat over, things are going to start to change for all of them. They haven’t courted a new mate since Hoseok, and they’ve never courted an omega as a pack – let alone two omegas. (Beautiful omegas too, though Namjoon is trying very hard not to start getting attached before they’ve properly met.)

It’s exciting, but it’s also uncertain.

“Gonna go check on the others,” he whispers in Jin’s ear. The beta hums in response and curls closer to Taehyung, pressing his nose into soft black hair.

When Namjoon makes his way down into the dining room, he finds Hoseok sitting at the table and scrolling on his phone. It doesn’t look like he’s been up long, still dressed in his pajamas with his brown hair sticking up in several spots.

“Morning, Joonie,” Hoseok calls when he spots him.

“Morning. Yoongi up too?”

Hoseok nods. “In the kitchen making us all breakfast. I offered to help clean while he cooks, but he’s a little grouchy this morning.”

“It is pretty early for him.”

Hoseok only laughs and accepts Namjoon’s arms wrapping around him from behind. Namjoon seeks out his scent gland and presses his mouth over the two claiming bites on one side until he can catch a taste of his mate’s rich coffee scent.

He’s lucky, he knows. Hoseok hides his scent entirely almost all of the time, but he’s always willing to indulge Namjoon when he asks, verbally or like this – by scenting him.

“Feeling possessive this morning, Joon?” Hoseok teases, tilting his head to accommodate Namjoon’s mouth, allowing himself to be scented thoroughly.

“Once Taehyung wakes up he’s going to be on the warpath,” Namjoon mutters into his neck. “Pretty sure Jin-hyung had to nip him four times last night to get him to bed.”

Hoseok hums. “Four huh? He’s really excited isn’t he? Was it like this when I met you guys?”

It’s been a couple of years now, but Namjoon remembers it well. Taehyung had met Hoseok on a job and came home absolutely beaming, tearing through the house to tell everyone he’d found them a new mate.

It had been chaos.

“It was almost worse when we met you. With his heat so close this time, we’ve had a few days to adjust to the idea of growing the pack but when he found you we were meeting up within hours.”

“But it’s given you more opportunity to worry this time, hasn’t it?”

Before Namjoon can answer, Yoongi enters the dining room with three steaming bowls on a tray. “Is Namjoon-ah feeling possessive this morning?” Yoongi asks when he sees the two of them still standing so close together.

“More nervous, I think,” Hoseok answers.

Namjoon lets go of Hoseok and stands up straight. “Not nervous, just... It’s been a long time since we’ve courted anyone.” 

Yoongi and Hoseok exchange a knowing glance.

“Nervous,” Yoongi says, setting down the bowls with a sigh. “Come here and do what you need to do before your breakfast gets cold.” He holds both arms open and Namjoon doesn’t even bother pretending it isn’t what he wants.

Yoongi feels good in his arms, small and warm from standing over the stove and already tilting his head to bare his throat. It makes warmth bloom in Namjoon’s chest to see his mate so willingly offer himself. They haven’t been scenting as often lately, with Yoongi all wrapped up in work. (Something that Namjoon will need to address soon, but for now he just lets himself enjoy this.)

“Thank you for breakfast, Yoongs,” Namjoon mumbles against his neck. He has to pull slightly at Yoongi’s hoodie to get to the skin, but his scent is worth it. The familiar smell of warm cinnamon is immediately comforting, but today there is a hint of sweetness to it that has Namjoon breathing in deeply and letting his teeth graze over Yoongi’s scent gland.

“Hey, I thought you just wanted to scent me.”

“You smell sweet. Did someone take good care of you this morning?” Namjoon asks, reaching up to run his fingers through Yoongi’s pretty ginger hair. He’s grown a bit attached to how long Yoongi has let it grow, likes how it feels in his hands.

“Oh my – No, I just woke up. Get off of me and eat your breakfast,” Yoongi grumbles. He pushes Namjoon away and sits down at the table.

“Is it your new crush that’s got you smelling sweet?” Hoseok asks, smiling at Yoongi from under his lashes. “I haven’t seen you give anyone heart eyes that big since you watched Taehyung look after Jin when he was sick last year.”

“You shut up,” Yoongi says, pointing his chopsticks at Hoseok. Before Namjoon can speak, Yoongi turns to give him a hard look as well. “If you say one more word to me before you eat your breakfast, I will go eat in my damn office.”

Hoseok raises both hands in surrender and Namjoon decides to listen as well, sitting down in front of his bowl of fried rice and digging in. It’s delicious; full of eggs, green onion, and some kind of spicy chicken. Yoongi’s cooking is always so good and Namjoon is eternally thankful since his own is terrible.

“This is really good. Thanks for cooking for us, hyung,” Namjoon says.

“It really is,” Hoseok agrees.

“I figured you’d be tired after the end of Taehyung’s heat. There’s more for him and Jin-hyung on the stove whenever they get up too.”

The three of them eat in companionable (not at all threatened) silence, aside from a few compliments about the food. Namjoon finishes first and can’t contain his curiosity anymore. Yoongi tends to avoid talking about his feelings especially when he’s being pressed on them, but things are about to change for their pack and it feels important to try and gauge what his mates are feeling.

“So are you going to tell me about your crush?” Namjoon asks quietly. He keeps his gaze soft and tries not to make it sound too important, just a simple question.

Yoongi frowns down at his bowl. “I don’t see why we’re making a big deal out of this. We’re going to court them, aren’t we?”

“If they let us, yeah,” Hoseok answers. “It’s just that you’re usually a lot more wary of new people, but you seem like you’ve attached pretty quick to them.”

Hoseok makes a good point. Yoongi usually takes a while to warm up to people – something Namjoon knows both from personal experience and from observation. Yoongi had not liked him much when they first met. It was a slow, difficult climb toward friendship, but once Namjoon had worked his way past Yoongi’s walls, he was rewarded with one of the most caring and loyal friends he’d ever had (and eventually an incredible mate as well).

Taehyung and Jin took a while to win Yoongi over too, though their relationships were much less antagonistic than his and Namjoon’s had been at the start. Still, it just takes Yoongi a while to start openly showing affection. He was the last one to put a claiming bite on all of them – he even wore Namjoon’s for months before returning the favor, which was especially strange for an alpha.

Things had been different with Hoseok.

Those two seemed to click right from the start, even if Yoongi tried to fight it a little in the beginning. Namjoon still isn’t exactly sure what it is that makes their relationship so different, but whatever it is they seem to be on the same page about it and that’s more than good enough for him. It pleases him so much to know that his mates have strong bonds.

“Maybe it’s because I haven’t met them yet? I’m sure they’re as annoying in person as the rest of you are,” Yoongi says, but there’s no heat behind his words.

Namjoon smiles. “Considering that you love all of us, maybe that wouldn’t be so bad.” 

Yoongi shoves another bite of food into his mouth, ignoring the comment.

It’s not that Yoongi isn’t romantic. It’s just that his first line of defense when he’s feeling at all on edge is to get prickly and push people away, but after years together, they all know that it’s just an act he puts on. Underneath all of the bluster and complaints, Yoongi is a devoted mate who cares deeply for all of them.

Regardless, he is definitely worked up about something. It could just be the knowledge that things are about to change for them, but Namjoon feels like it might be more than that. He’s known Yoongi the longest out of any of them and this doesn’t seem like the kind of defensive he gets when he’s just nervous about change. More than likely, it’s got a lot to do with how aggressively he’s thrown himself into his work lately.

Something to keep an eye on, especially in combination with him being on board to court new mates so quickly. Maybe he can get Yoongi alone later and try to get him to talk.

Hoseok goes to take another bite of his breakfast but freezes, nostrils flaring. He’s got the keenest nose of all of the alphas, almost a match for Jin. After a deep breath in, his face cracks into a smile. “He’s out of bed. Should we be worried?”

“Absolutely,” Namjoon answers with a smile.

Moments later they can hear the sound of Taehyung’s bare feet sprinting down the stairs, and then he’s bursting into the dining room with his hair still messed up from sleep, covered only by one of the soft silk robes Jin had purchased for him. He’s stunning, covered in pretty bruises and bite marks made during his heat, looking so obviously theirs that it makes Namjoon’s chest swell with pride.

“This is not a drill! We are meeting Jungkook and Jimin tonight; if you had plans, cancel them.” He stops at the head of the table and plants both hands on the surface, looking at the three of them. “We didn’t have plans, right? What day is it?”

“It’s Thursday. Now open up,” Yoongi answers, lifting a bite of food up to Taehyung’s mouth where he accepts it immediately.

It’s obvious that the omega is trying to hurry up and finish chewing so he can keep talking, but Namjoon can see the moment he slows down and actually tastes the food. The poor thing hasn’t had a real meal since his heat started, considering that even getting him to eat a few snacks in his lucid moments is a challenge. His eyes close and he goes still while he chews and swallows.

Taehyung’s eyes flutter back open, pretty and dark. “Yoongi-hyung did you cook? It’s so good!”

“There’s enough for you and Jin-hyung in the kitchen,” Yoongi says.

“You should get something to eat right away,” Namjoon says. “You haven’t had a proper meal in days and it won't do for you to be running around on empty.”

“Okay I will, but first please tell me we don’t have any plans,” Taehyung answers, tipping his head downward so he can give Namjoon puppy dog eyes through his thick dark lashes.

It’s unnecessary, but Taehyung doesn’t know that. 

“Nothing that can’t be rescheduled. When are we meeting them?”

“Seven o’clock at Borahae.”

Ah, he should have guessed they would be meeting at Jin’s restaurant. Jin technically owns quite a few businesses. Several of them are just there to launder the money their operation brings in, but others are wrapped up in his family ties, or to diversify their investments – though honestly Namjoon doesn’t really understand a lot of it. He leaves most of the financial intricacies involved in covering their tracks to Jin.

While they do still launder some money through Borahae, it’s mostly a passion project for Jin and a place to engage with his love for food. He’s always so pleased after adding something new to the menu or reworking a dish around seasonal ingredients. He’s probably looking forward to being able to bring them all there again, not to mention getting the opinion of their guests.

“Did you two already let them know we’re coming?” Namjoon asks.

“Jin-hyung is calling right now to make sure they have the back room ready for us. Everyone needs to dress nice but not too over the top, and no scent blockers. I asked them not to wear any either.”

“God, I forgot how forward you are,” Yoongi groans.

“Would you rather spend weeks or months courting without even knowing if you have scent compatibility? That’s so old fashioned,” Taehyung says with a wave of his hand. “Besides, they agreed so I don’t see what the issue is.”

“I think it’s a good idea,” Hoseok says, smiling. “Saves time and lets them know we’re serious right from the start. Plus, I want a chance to smell whatever Taehyungie found so irresistible.”

Taehyung grins. “You’re gonna love it, Hobi-hyung. It’s almost like orange cream soda, or maybe lemon – something citrus either way – and then a splash of vanilla. It’s really good .”

Even Taehyung’s description nearly has Namjoon’s mouth watering. He can’t wait to experience it firsthand. If they smell even half as good as they look, they might all be in trouble.

“Oh, that does sound good,” Hoseok says. “Don’t you think so Yoongi-hyung?”

“Yeah, probably,” Yoongi mumbles, face a little pink as he stands up from the table. “Guess we’ll find out later. For now I should get back to work.”

“Wait, hyung,” Taehyung whines, grabbing at Yoongi’s arm and pouting.

Yoongi stops immediately. “Something wrong?”

“Aren’t you excited? You believe me, right – that they smell like mates?”

Namjoon can’t resist the opportunity to tease, wiggling his eyebrows in Yoongi’s direction. “Oh, he definitely –”

“One more word, Namjoon-ah, and I swear,” Yoongi interrupts, glaring. After a couple of seconds he turns back to Taehyung with a sigh and reaches up to ruffle his hair. “Yeah, I believe you. It’s not like you’ve ever been wrong before.”

“And you’re excited?” Taehyung asks.

Yoongi shrugs. “Yeah, I guess. I just have a few things I need to get done before we have to get ready though.” With that, he gives Taehyung a quick peck on the cheek and makes a beeline out of the dining room.

“You know,” Hoseok says, “in Yoongi-language, that was basically him saying he’s over the moon about getting to meet them.”

“Yeah, I was thinking the same thing,” Taehyung says, sliding into the chair beside Hoseok and leaning in close enough for the alpha to put his arm around him. “We just have to make sure he doesn’t work so hard that he forgets about dinner.”

“Don’t worry, baby. He wont forget,” Namjoon says. (He will make sure of it.) “Let’s get you something to eat, huh?”

 

 

Notes:

Poor Yoongi is going through it right now, but rest assured that there is plenty of care and affection in his future :)

Chapter 6: Preparations

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin is enjoying the excitement of preparing for their meeting more than he probably should. Namjoon and Yoongi have both been uneasy all day, while Taehyung and Hoseok are both obviously excited. There are so many things to help coordinate to keep his mates relaxed and Seokjin feels in his element darting from room to room assisting them.

Taehyung asks for help choosing an outfit right after breakfast (or rather lunch, considering the time), modeling several choices for Seokjin. 

They are in Taehyung’s closet, though it feels wrong to call it that with it being an entire room. The omega loves collecting clothing and the rest of the pack (Seokjin included) love to spoil him. Namjoon rarely leaves the house without returning with some sort of gift in hand, and Seokjin is partial to spending hours on shopping trips with Taehyung. (His own closet is quite respectable, if not nearly as grand as Taehyung’s.)

“I feel like the suit is too intimidating,” Taehyung whines, fussing with his tie in the full length mirror before turning back to Seokjin. It’s the fourth outfit so far, and while Seokjin has always adored how striking Taehyung is in a suit and tie, he is inclined to agree with the assessment.

“Maybe something a little more relaxed?”

“I wanted to wear the new black turtleneck, but I don’t wanna cover my scent gland.” The omega lets out a heavy sigh, picking up the offending garment and tossing it over his shoulder dramatically.

“I can smell you just fine when you wear that,” Seokjin comments, but Taehyung is already rifling through a different rack of clothes, pushing aside hangers one by one at a rapid pace. Seokjin is content to let him keep going for as long as he needs. The process is important for Taehyung, and he’ll be much calmer once he has an outfit picked out and can focus the rest of his energy on showering and getting ready.

Eventually the movement of hangers stops.

“Did you find something, darling?”

Taehyung turns to face him with a huge bright smile. “Yeah, I think I found the perfect thing! No peeking.”

Seokjin waits patiently with his eyes closed until Taehyung tells him to look, and wow . He’s wearing all black, an almost shimmery button down (with the top two buttons left open) tucked into black slacks that he looks nearly poured into, and a blazer that nips in perfectly at his waist.

He can’t stop himself from reaching out to pull Taehyung into his lap. If he hadn’t just spent the last few days fucking the omega over and over through his heat, Seokjin would be powerless to resist the urge to have him again now, but instead he noses at the Taehyung’s scent gland before sucking another mark into the skin, joining the mess of hickeys already adorning his neck.

“It’s good, isn’t it?” Taehyung hums. He goes nearly limp in Seokjin’s arms, always eager to be marked up by any of his mates.

“You look irresistible.”

~~

Seokjin finds Namjoon in his office next, making a phone call while leaning back against the edge of his big wooden desk. The line of tension in his mate’s body is unmistakable – he will undoubtedly have a backache later – and Seokjin has half a mind to send him downstairs to see if Hoseok could help work some of that out.

Instead, he walks up to Namjoon’s desk and sits down in his big comfortable chair, popping his feet up on the desk to nudge at Namjoon. The alpha gives him a quick smile and rests a hand on Seokjin’s ankle.

His usual sandalwood scent has gone a little bitter with worry. It’s not something Namjoon would allow the others to smell on most occasions, preferring to keep his scent calm for the rest of the pack – but it’s different with Seokjin.

Namjoon trusts him with his worries, trusts him to occasionally help shoulder some of the demands of leadership.

“Yes, I am aware that the shipment has been delayed.” Namjoon’s tone is low, almost threatening, and Seokjin does not envy whoever is on the receiving end of it. “Nothing is going to change that fact now, so I need you to prepare to expedite things when it does arrive. I want as little delay as possible, understood? I suggest that you figure something out. I will call you tomorrow.”

“Everything alright?” Seokjin asks once Namjoon ends the call.

“It’s going to be fine. More delays with the shipments coming from Japan but what else is new? Hongjoong and his crew have always operated on their own schedule.” Namjoon pauses and lets out a sigh, rubbing at the bridge of his nose.

“They are the best at what they do. If there is a delay, it’s very likely a necessity,” Seokjin offers. It’s true – Hongjoong and his boys have never let them down, no matter what the job. They’ve transported incredibly valuable goods nearly halfway across the world for them before and never given them reason to doubt their professionalism.

“You’re right. It’s just...” Namjoon trails off with a sigh.

“Delayed shipments aren’t what’s bothering you.”

“I wouldn’t say I’m bothered.”

Unlikely.

“Then tell me what you’re feeling, Joon-ah.”

Namjoon takes a couple of seconds to think before he speaks. “Taehyung is obviously excited. He seems just as sure as he was about the rest of us. Hoseok is taking the news well, even being the newest member of the pack. Yoongi is clearly interested, and I’m fairly certain you are as well?”

“I am.” Seokjin smiles, shaking his head. “However, I do have to point out that none of those statements told me anything about how you are feeling.”

Namjoon opens his mouth to speak, then closes it and clicks his tongue instead. When he does speak again, his voice is quieter. “Do you remember what it was like before Hoseok lived here?”

Ah . That makes sense.

The months they had spent courting Hoseok had been the most difficult on their pack leader, with all of his alpha instincts demanding to have his entire pack where he could make sure they were safe. Frequent texting and an active group chat where everyone checked in regularly had helped, but it wasn’t the same as having everyone physically close.

They had each made a habit of dropping in to spend time with Hoseok when they were in the area for work as well, and that had created further tension with even less of the pack being home at any given time. 

Obviously it had all been very worth it, and Seokjin knows that Namjoon would do it all again ten times over to keep Hoseok with them, but he understands the apprehension. Hoseok is an alpha after all, and Namjoon’s protective instincts towards his fellow alphas are marginally less intense than with Taehyung.

It’s different with Seokjin.

He’s happy to be the member of the pack that Namjoon has the least protective anxiety over. He knows that his mate loves him just as fiercely as the others, but it seems to be easier for Namjoon to relax when Seokjin is out of the house, always trusting the beta to take care of himself and return home safely.

That will not be the case with the omegas.

“Come here, darling,” Seokjin says quietly, standing up to pull Namjoon into his arms. The alpha comes willingly and Seokjin feels a sense of pride, his beta instincts immensely satisfied by their leader allowing him to provide comfort in this way. “I do remember what it was like when we were apart. There were times it was incredibly stressful, especially for you.”

“Knowing us could be dangerous for them,” Namjoon whispers. “I know there will be days where the worry tears me up inside until I have to rush over to check on them like some sort of stereotypical meat-head alpha.”

Seokjin hugs him tighter. “The desire to protect your pack is not “meat-head” behavior, in my opinion.”

“Feels that way in my head sometimes.”

“That’s what you need me around for, to remind you that not everything you think in that big huge brain of yours is correct. My dashing good looks are just a bonus.”

“Awfully handsome for them to just be a bonus,” Namjoon counters. After another few moments, he lets out a sigh. “I do want this, you know? I believe Taehyung and a part of me is really excited too, but it’s just – I know it’s going to be hard.”

There it is. Namjoon is finally talking about how he actually feels. He has a habit of getting his emotions so wrapped up in the health and happiness of the pack that he sometimes needs time to really dig down to his own feelings. Though when he does get around to expressing himself, his honesty is always something Seokjin can count on – a quality of Namjoon’s that he loves dearly.

“It probably will be hard sometimes, yes.”

“We haven’t even officially asked to court them yet. I’m trying to stay objective, to make sure we do this right and I don’t get too swept up in my feelings to lead effectively, but there’s just so much to think about.”

Seokjin rubs one hand up and down Namjoon’s back and presses a kiss into his blonde hair. “I have never found your leadership to be lacking, Namjoon-ah. I believe in you completely, and I’ll be right behind you every step of the way.”

“Thank you,” Namjoon whispers, uncertainty still clinging to his voice.

Not quite a resounding success yet, but Seokjin knows something that will lift his mate’s spirits. “You know, Yoongi told me last night that they seem very receptive to the idea of the cameras.”

“Really?” Namjoon asks, his face still pressed against Seokjin’s chest.

“Mhmm. You know the camera in the bedroom at night? Apparently that was Park Jimin’s idea, so that Taehyung-ah could see them even at night if he needed to.” That seems to do the trick. Namjoon starts to lean heavier into Seokjin, finally letting some of the tension out of his body. “Those cameras and all of us having Yoongi’s program on our phones mean we should almost always be able to see each other if we need to.”

“You’re right. I know you’re right. It’s going to be okay.”

“It’s okay to still be nervous, Joon-ah,” Seokjin says, reaching up to ruffle the alpha’s hair.

“Are you nervous?”

“Not really, but I understand why you are. Maybe I like the thought of getting to look after you when you’re all agitated?” Seokjin teases.

“You’re good at it – handling me when I’m agitated.”

“I’m glad you still think so.”

“It’s going to be messy, you know.” Namjoon says. “Courting one new mate is already an undertaking, but courting two, especially when they’re already mated to one another? Things might get chaotic for a while.”

“You’re right. It will likely become messy at points, but I believe we all signed up for a lifetime of chaos when we put claiming bites on Taehyung,” Seokjin says with a laugh.

“That is a very good point.”

~~

The door to Yoongi’s office is closed. It doesn’t necessarily mean that he won't accept company, but it’s also not an invitation. Seokjin knows what to do, pulling out his phone. He’s come prepared.

[Jin to Yoongi]

[Jin]: If I have a gift with me may I come in?

There is some shuffling on the other side of the door before Yoongi opens it, still dressed in his sleep clothes with a beanie pulled over his head. He pokes his head out, scanning the hallway before his eyes land on the bottle of wine tucked into Seokjin’s arm and the two glasses in his hand. (Yoongi tends to be more of a whiskey drinker, but he usually appreciates a glass of wine when it’s offered.)

His scent is slightly soured with anxiety, more of a burnt spice than the warm cinnamon Seokjin was hoping for.

“You know you don’t have to do all of this. Taehyung and Hobi don’t even knock,” Yoongi says with a tiny smile tugging at the corner of his mouth as he steps aside to allow Seokjin in.

They call it Yoongi’s office, but it’s much more than that. Namjoon and Seokjin each have office space in the home, but theirs are purely work spaces, while Yoongi’s is much closer to a studio apartment. His bed is here, his own couch and entertainment center setup, most of his personal belongings – and of course his computers.

Yoongi tends to sleep here more often than not.

They each have a bedroom they can call their own, but the sleeping arrangements aren’t very formal. They all have a tendency to fall into whichever bed is the most convenient at the time – or the bed with the highest chance of cuddles. Yoongi sometimes does the same, but he also has a habit of getting caught up in work and staying up very late.

Seokjin has found him asleep at his desk more than once, not even making it across the room to his bed.

The shades in his office are almost never open and today is no exception. Not a single ray of sunlight passes through the heavy drapes. Most of the time – today included – Yoongi just uses the led light strips that run the entire circumference of the room where the wall meets the ceiling, setting them to a warm dim glow.

“And if I just wanted to have a glass of wine with my mate?” Seokjin asks.

“Couch or...?” Yoongi gestures towards his desk, a massive setup against the back wall of the room that houses several computers and an absurd number of monitors. Seokjin has doubts about the practicality of so many screens but Yoongi is very proud of his setup, so he keeps that to himself. Only five of the monitors are on at the moment, meaning Yoongi must not have too many irons in the fire.

“That depends. Can you take a break?”

“Already finished most of my work,” Yoongi answers, leading the way over to his couch. “You need a corkscrew for that, hyung?”

“Please.” Seokjin sits down and sets out both of the glasses while Yoongi heads back towards his desk and bends down to start rummaging through drawers. Eventually he pops back up and pauses for a moment, looking at one of his monitors. “The live feed?” Seokjin asks.

Yoongi hums an affirmative and taps a few keys, putting the feed on one of the larger monitors and reaching up to adjust the position so that the screen more directly faces the couch.

Seokjin has had a few peeks at the video feed when they had pulled it up on Taehyung’s laptop to soothe him during his heat. The two omegas seem not to mind the camera at all, barely giving it a passing glance most of the time, and it appears to be no different now. Park Jimin is curled up on their couch taking a nap while Jeon Jungkook is leaning up against him and playing on his phone.

Yoongi passes Seokjin the corkscrew and sits down next to him, eyes still on the monitor.

“They’re adorable, aren’t they, Yoongi-yah?”

“Yeah, it’s...” The alpha trails off. Seokjin doesn’t say anything, just works the cork free from the bottle of wine and pours them each a glass. Sometimes Yoongi just needs a bit of time to figure out how he wants to word things, especially his feelings. “It’s strange, you know?”

“Which part?” Seokjin asks, handing Yoongi his glass.

“I didn’t even get a chance to meet them and we’ve only exchanged a few messages, but Taehyung has never been wrong about this.” Yoongi pauses again and Seokjin waits again, both of them sipping their wine in companionable silence. His mate’s scent is still anxious. He doesn’t want to push and make it any worse. Eventually, Yoongi speaks again, his voice quiet and nearly cracking, “I know it doesn’t make any sense, but I want to take care of them.”

“Oh love, there’s nothing wrong with that,” Seokjin answers, his voice low as well. He sets his glass down on the coffee table and extends one of his arms over the back of the couch – an open invitation.

Yoongi hesitates for a moment before setting his glass down as well and leaning into Seokjin’s waiting arms. The alpha is warm against him and Seokjin pulls him closer, wrapping him up in an embrace and rubbing his thumb over Yoongi’s scent gland until he relaxes under the touch and the bitter smell of burnt spice begins to dissipate.

“Settling so well for me,” Seokjin whispers. “You know it’s good that you want to look after them, right? You look after Taehyung so well.”

“Not really. You and Joon-ah were always better at it than me.”

Now this is news to Seokjin. He feels his heart lurch at the thought of Yoongi feeling like he isn’t needed by their omega, like he’s any less important than the rest of them. How had he missed this?

“You’ve gone all quiet. Sorry,” Yoongi mumbles as he burrows in closer, practically crawling into Seokjin’s lap.

“I just wish I had known you were feeling this way. C’mon, up for me,” Seokjin says, helping to lift Yoongi until the alpha is straddling his thighs and Seokjin feels hands clinging to the shoulders of his shirt. “That’s it. Doing so well.” He puts his arms around Yoongi’s back and noses along his neck.

“It’s okay. Don’t feel it a lot. Just a little sometimes.” Even just a little is too much in Seokjin’s book, but he’s relieved to hear it’s not a constant worry.

"I’m glad you told me. It’s a perfect excuse for me to tell you what a good mate you are, how well you take care of all of us.”

“I don’t do that much,” Yoongi says quietly.

“Oh, did someone else build the program that let Taehyung-ah see our new mates during his heat? Did someone else cook for everyone this morning because they were worried we would be tired and knew our omega needed a real meal?”

“Neither of those were a big deal.”

Maybe Seokjin has misunderstood. Maybe it’s not just about Taehyung after all. He decides to try a different approach.

“You know Namjoon-ah is feeling anxious, right?” Yoongi nods against Seokjin’s chest. “He was feeling worried about not having the pack together while we’re courting. When I told him about how well your program was working and how you talked to both of the omegas about the cameras, he was so relieved.”

Yoongi stirs at that, going a little stiff. “It really helped?”

Not just about Taehyung at all, then. It seems like Yoongi might need a reminder of how much they all adore him, and Seokjin is already beginning to formulate plans for how to do just that. For now, his words will have to suffice.

“I’m sure he will be asking you to help him set up a second monitor in his office within the week.” This makes Yoongi chuckle, his scent finally starting to smell warm and sweet again. “Without you, he would still be up in his office worrying, but instead he is downstairs probably still washing Taehyung’s hair in the big tub.”

“I bet Tae is loving that.”

“You know Namjoon is loving it too. We are so lucky to have you, Yoongi-yah.”

Yoongi leans back and looks up at him, flashing one of his gummy smiles and Seokjin feels his heart warm in his chest.

“I appreciate this,” Yoongi says, his gaze drifting down as he speaks, and his hands still clinging to Seokjin’s shirt.

“Mmm, and I appreciate you talking to me,” Seokjin answers, reaching up to cradle his mate’s cheek, thumb running over Yoongi’s jaw and watching his eyes flutter in response.

“Thank you, hyung,” he says, letting his eyes close and leaning up for a kiss.

Yoongi’s lips are warm, mouth opening almost immediately to allow Seokjin to taste him, his body pressing closer when their tongues meet.

It’s rare to have Yoongi like this, soft and seeking comfort without needing to be coaxed first. Seokjin is determined not to waste even a moment of it, pressing kiss after kiss into his mate’s mouth, eventually traveling down to Yoongi’s scent gland and running his tongue over the claiming bite he’d put there years ago. He tilts his head when he feels Yoongi nosing at his neck in return, allowing him to press his mouth against the matching bite he’d given Seokjin.

They stay like that for a long time, exchanging lazy kisses and cuddling until Yoongi finally sits up straight, looking almost as though he’s just woken up.

Seokjin cradles his hand against the back of Yoongi’s neck, thumb rubbing little circles into the skin. “Are you feeling a little better?”

“A lot better. I think I needed that.” He even sounds better, his voice warmer and less strained. Seokjin feels himself swell with pride.

“Yes, you did. Thank you for letting me give it to you. There’s still wine to finish if you like?”

Yoongi climbs out of his lap and grabs both of their glasses before sitting back, pressing himself into Seokjin’s side and passing him his glass.

“Love you, hyung.”

 

*******

 

Hoseok smells Jin coming before he sees him, a wave of sweet smelling mint with an unmistakable cinnamon scent still clinging to him. 

“You’ve been spending time with Yoongi,” Hoseok says, looking over his shoulder to see Jin entering the living room. With all of them living together it’s not unusual for their scents to mingle, but his nose is easily sharp enough to pick out how fresh Yoongi’s scent is on the beta.

“I was just in his office for a while, yes,” Jin answers, laying down on the couch and dropping his head into Hoseok’s lap.

It’s almost an automatic reaction at this point, the way Hoseok’s hands immediately find their way into Jin’s hair and begin rubbing at his scalp. Hoseok is good with his hands. He’d taken a few massage classes for an undercover gig years ago and developed a love for it that never really went away – a passion that only grew with four gorgeous mates to practice on.

He’s pleased to have something he can give that is always so well received. It’s an easy way to help any of them unwind after a long day – plus sometimes it’s desperately needed, especially for Yoongi and Joonie who both carry far too much tension in their neck and shoulders.

Mostly, it’s just nice to feel useful.

From this close, he catches the fresh scents of the rest of the pack as well, Namjoon’s soft sandalwood and Taehyung’s sweet maple both clinging to Jin.

Well, someone has been busy fussing over the whole pack. 

Hoseok can’t help but smile. Jin is just so naturally warm; he always knows what kind of care their mates need and manages to settle them so easily. It’s a skill that Hoseok has admired since they met, and one he’s done his best to learn to emulate.

“You’ve been making your rounds, haven’t you?”

“Taehyung-ah needed help choosing an outfit,” Jin says, his eyes closed and his voice low, relaxing into Hoseok’s touch.

“You must have calmed down Namjoon as well. I saw him and TaeTae coming back from a bath just a bit ago and they were both all smiles.” It was adorable too. Namjoon gets a special sort of light in his eyes when he really gets to dote on one of them the way he wants, and Taehyung had obviously let him do just that.

“He’s just a little nervous. It’s going to be a big change.”

Hoseok hums in agreement. It is definitely going to be a change but he’s having a hard time feeling anything but excitement, especially knowing he’s going to get to smell whatever had made Taehyung so immediately certain that they had to court the two omegas.

Meeting Taehyung and joining the pack had been such an incredible, life altering gift. Hoseok had spent so much of his life before them buried in work – seeing little reason to bother with much else. Meeting them changed everything , and if Taehyung really is always right about this sort of thing, then expanding their pack can only be a boon.

“How about Yoongi-hyung?” Hoseok asks, rubbing his fingertips a little harder into Jin’s scalp, feeling the beta go almost entirely lax against him.

“Mmm, he needs a little attention.”

When something is particularly difficult for Yoongi, he tends to have an easier time opening up to Jin. (At least willingly. Namjoon can get him to crack, but their dynamic usually involves a lot more growling and wrestling.) Hoseok is assuming this might be one of those times where Yoongi has opened up willingly – hoping even, since then Jin will be able to tell him how to help.

“Did you manage to get him to talk to you?” Hoseok asks. “I’ve been pushing for a little while, but I wasn’t getting anywhere.”

Jin nods his head gently in Hoseok’s lap. “He’s feeling like he doesn’t do enough for us, and I think he sees adding two more omegas to the pack as an opportunity for him to fix that.”

“There’s nothing for him to fix.”

“I agree. It’s likely that he’s beginning to feel some guilt after his recent absence. I think it would be best if we all found some ways to remind him that he is enough.”

Of the whole pack, Yoongi has always struggled the most with not feeling good enough, and Hoseok can’t help but wonder if this has been brewing for a while and gone ignored with all the long hours Yoongi has been working lately. Maybe the recent stress of Taehyung’s heat combined with new potential mates was simply enough to push the feelings to the surface. 

He needs a little time to mull it over but either way, he’s sure he can find some ways to help Yoongi feel better.

He has an entire arsenal of things he knows that Yoongi likes, from his favorite foods and video games, to his preferred drinks for a night out, all the way to the sort of comfort TV shows he watches when he’s feeling down – and several strategies for getting him to relax enough to enjoy those things. Most importantly, he knows how to exist in Yoongi’s space, just like Yoongi knows how to exist in his.

All he needs is a plan.

“Did you tell Joonie yet?” Hoseok asks. 

“Not just yet, but that’s where I’m headed next.”

Namjoon will want to know as soon as possible and will absolutely not rest until Yoongi knows exactly how amazing and appreciated he is, but –

“You don’t think we should wait until after dinner? He’s got a lot on his plate already, and preparing for this meetup has to be stressing him out.”

“He can handle it. I have complete confidence in him,” Jin says, cracking his eyes open and smiling up at Hoseok. “Besides, it gives him something to worry about that he can actually do something about.”

“I suppose you’re right,” Hoseok concedes. “If you’re going to go talk to Joonie, I guess I’ll get up and start getting ready. Maybe check up on TaeTae.”

~~

Hoseok takes his time getting dressed and fussing with his hair. He’s been thinking about Yoongi and wants to share his thoughts with Namjoon, but he makes sure Jin has time to talk to him first before he heads up to stick his nose in it.

Honestly, he’s a little upset with himself. He’s been devoting enough of his free time to work projects that he’d managed to miss all of the signs that something was up with Yoongi. 

Well, that’s not exactly right. He did notice .

He noticed Yoongi missing meals, working through their date nights, and how tired he’s been looking lately. It’s not that it’s uncommon for one of them to get busy for a while. It happens. The problem is that this has been going on for months , and Hoseok hadn’t really stopped to think about it. He’s supposed to be good at seeing patterns in people’s behavior.

If nothing else, this is a good excuse to refocus his attention on his mates, even more so if they are going to start courting.

He makes his way to Namjoon’s office, finding the door already open and only Namjoon inside, peering out one of his windows. Hoseok knocks softly a few times on the door frame until Namjoon turns around to look at him.

The furrow in his brow is obvious the moment he turns around, but he still smiles when he sees Hoseok. “Oh, Hoseok-ah, did you need something?”

“Was Jinnie already up to see you?”

Namjoon nods. “Come on in and shut the door behind you,” he instructs, taking a seat on his couch. Hoseok does as he’s asked, shutting the door and joining Namjoon on the couch. “Jin just left a couple of minutes ago. You want to talk about Yoongi too?”

“Jinnie talked to me just before he came up here and I’ve been giving it some thought.”

“You work so fast,” Namjoon says, huffing out a quiet laugh. “But you know I always value your input. Tell me what you’re thinking?”

“I think work crept up on him again. He had that really big job – what, like five months ago now?”

“You mean the month he spent hunting down that group out of China that was trying to hack his systems? The ones who kept sniping all our bids?”

“Yeah, that’s the one.”

“Probably about four or five months ago, sure. Why?”

“He was under high stress working day and night for a month straight, but once it was over, I don’t think he ever really relaxed. He just keeps taking on project after project to stay busy, and it’s kept him holed up in his office too much.”

Namjoon takes a little bit to consider his words, but Hoseok is confident he’s read the signs and connected the dots correctly. 

“You know better than anyone how he gets,” Hoseok continues. “He falls into this cycle of overworking himself and then gets angry at himself when he finally burns out enough to slow down and notice that he’s been a little absent from the pack.”

They both know what comes after that. Yoongi will start feeling guilty . It sounds like he’s already beginning to, and Hoseok doesn’t want to give him a chance to get worse. He wants to fix things, wants to make sure his mate understands that there’s nothing to feel bad about, that they all still love him. 

Namjoon’s eyes widen a little and his lips go tight as he nods. “The timeline does fit,” he says solemnly. “Damn, I should know how to recognize this by now.”

“It’s not your fault, Joon. You’ve had all the business with the shipments coming from Japan to get sorted, and before that it was the big collection we swiped out in Daegu. We’ve all been busy and none of us realized what was happening.”

“You did.”

“Not until just a few minutes ago, and it’s not like I know what exactly he’s feeling, just an idea of how he got there.”

“Don’t sell yourself short,” Namjoon says. “Knowing how he got there is important for figuring out how to keep this from happening to him again, and how to help him out of it now.”

“On that note, actually –”

Namjoon laughs. “Of course you’ve thought of something.”

Hoseok pauses. He should ask just to make sure – Namjoon isn’t really the type to mistake attempts at help for challenges to his authority, but still… “I’m not overstepping, am I?”

“Never, Hoseok-ah.” Namjoon opens his arms in invitation and Hoseok breathes a sigh of relief, leaning eagerly into the embrace. “Will you tell me what you’re thinking?”

“I'm fairly sure you’ll like it,” Hoseok says. “If the meetup goes well tonight, I think it will be relatively easy to coax him into working less. He already seems so interested, and it will give him something to dump some of his attention into that we can all connect with him about.”

Not to mention an easy way for Hoseok to get him talking.

“You make a good point. It will inherently involve lots of discussion between the five of us,” Namjoon says. “And of course there will be lots of dates to plan.”

“Exactly. A couple of gentle pushes to spend time together and we can get him feeling connected again. It doesn’t solve whatever self deprecating thoughts are running wild in his head, but it gives us somewhere to start at least.”

Namjoon reaches down to grasp at Hoseok’s chin, tilting his head up for a kiss. “You’re so clever,” he whispers, their lips brushing as his mouth moves. “Always do such a good job looking out for the pack.”

Hoseok tries to reply, but his words are swallowed up by Namjoon’s eager lips as he presses kiss after kiss against Hoseok’s mouth. It feels so good to let Namjoon lead, to have praise whispered to him while his alpha holds him close and kisses him like he’s something precious. Namjoon has always been good at that, making him feel secure and treasured, sometimes without having to say a word.

There is a gentle pressure at his scent gland where Namjoon’s thumb presses into the skin.

A request.

Hoseok has a habit of hiding his scent without even really thinking about it. He’s been doing it for so long that he almost always has to make a conscious decision to let go of the rigid control even in the company of his mates. He’s working on it (and the pack has more than earned it from him), but it’s a difficult habit to break.

Namjoon’s thumb starts rubbing slow circles into the skin now, and he pulls back just the slightest to look at Hoseok. “It’s alright,” he whispers. “Let go a little for me, okay pup?”

God, something about being called ‘pup’ by Namjoon always makes him feel like melting into a puddle of goo. He never thought he would get to have something like this, never even knew he wanted it until he met the pack and got a taste for it.

Hoseok feels the way his body wants to relax into the touch, a whine perched on the tip of his tongue as his scent tries to go sweet.

He let’s go.

The air goes thicker with the rich scent of coffee and Namjoon lets out a groan. “Smell so fucking good, Hoseok-ah.”

“For you,” Hoseok answers, mostly because he knows it will get a rise out of his mate.

Namjoon doesn’t disappoint, a low little growl humming in his chest as he nips his way down Hoseok’s jaw to his scent gland. His tone is dark when he echoes, “For me,” before closing his mouth over the gland and sucking a mark into the skin.

It’s no secret that Namjoon is possessive as hell, no matter how hard he tries to control it. 

Hoseok adores it. He will be showing off the pretty marks left on his neck to Jin and Taehyung as soon as he gets the chance, just like they would in his place. Yoongi is the only one who tries not to be obvious about how much he likes it, but he’s not nearly as subtle as he thinks.

Namjoon’s scent goes warm, almost sweet as he marks Hoseok up. A satisfied alpha.

His satisfied alpha.

After a couple of minutes, Namjoon finally leans back to admire his work, scent spiking again briefly at the sight. “You really are incredible, you know?” he says, fingers trailing over the bruised skin. “Looking out for our mates so well. Honestly, sometimes I wonder how we ever managed without you. You see so much that I usually miss.”

Hoseok lets his scent go sweet at the praise. “That’s nice of you to say, but don’t talk me up too much yet. There’s still work to do to fix this.”

“But thanks to you, we have a game plan. You and Jin can work on getting him out of his office a little more, and I’ll handle getting him to talk about his feelings. Once we know what’s going on in his head, we can figure out exactly where to direct our attention.”

“Oh yeah?” Hoseok laughs. “How are you gonna get him to talk about his feelings?”

“I have years of experience getting Yoongi to talk when he doesn’t want to. I’m sure I’ll think of something.” 

Namjoon lifts his wrist to peer at his watch.

“Time to go?” Hoseok asks.

“Soon,” Namjoon answers, leaning down to give Hoseok another kiss, warm and inviting. “We have a few minutes.”

 

Notes:

It's taken us a while to get there, but in the next chapter all the boys will finally be meeting up again.

Thank you so much for the support on this story. You've all been so sweet!

Chapter 7: The Meetup

Chapter Text

Hoseok is pleased to say that they end up arriving early at Borahae, mostly thanks to Namjoon managing to herd everyone to the door with plenty of time to spare. Years of experience have taught their leader well.

Borahae’s interior is cozy and welcoming, like a reflection of Jin in so many ways. It’s not quite what most people would classify as true fine dining, less because Jin isn’t capable of that and more because he had wanted something that felt a little more homey – less “stuffy” as he had put it.

The restaurant is one of Jin’s many methods of laundering the money they bring in, but it’s by far his favorite. The beta has always had a passion for food. While the majority of his businesses are run by other people, with Borahae he seems to enjoy taking a more active role, stopping by several times a week to check on things and weigh in on decisions that need to be made (especially decisions about the menu).

There are several private rooms in the back that are available for reservation, easily large enough to accommodate the seven of them and offer some privacy.

They all get settled around the rectangular table, putting Yoongi and Taehyung each at one end and the rest of them along one long side, leaving the other side open for their company. 

Everyone is practically thrumming with anticipation. Yoongi and Jin are wrapped up in a conversation about a show they both watch, but their eyes keep drifting to the door. Taehyung is quite literally vibrating in his seat, fidgeting with the silverware in front of him, and Namjoon keeps checking his watch when he thinks no one is watching.

Hoseok lets himself be excited too, smiling and listening to Taehyung tell him how much he is going to love the scent of the two omegas and describing it again as similar to orange cream soda. It’s endearing how animated Taehyung is when he gets excited like this, curly black hair catching the light as it bounces with his movements.

He’s gorgeous. Hoseok keeps thinking that someday he will get used to having four stunning mates, but at least once a day he still ends up wondering how he got this lucky.

After a few more minutes Taehyung can’t bear to keep sitting still any longer, so he and Jin head out to the front to wait for their guests. Both Namjoon and Yoongi are too on edge to really hold up much of a conversation, but luckily the three alphas don’t have to kill too much time before their mates return.

Jin re-enters the room first, holding the door for all three omegas behind him. “This is the area we reserved. I thought some privacy would be appreciated.”

Jimin and Jungkook come right behind him, both dressed almost as nicely as they had been that evening at the gallery, though with more personality this time. (Probably not trying so hard to blend in tonight.) Jimin appears to favor jewelry, wearing several simple necklaces and a couple of rings that catch the light when he moves. On the other hand, the only jewelry Jungkook wears are the piercings lining his ears and one at his eyebrow.

Jewelry is the kind of gift Taehyung and Jin will have a good eye for. Something to keep in mind if all goes well.

It takes a moment for their scent to reach the table, but oh – as soon as it does, Hoseok has to fight back a gasp. Taehyung had described it perfectly when he’d compared it to an orange cream soda, all sweet vanilla and citrus that nearly makes his head swim.

Definitely potential mates. Not a single question about it.

It’s a bit of a chain reaction. When Jimin and Jungkook breathe in the pack’s scents, their own go sweeter in response (a good sign that the two of them find the rest of their scents appealing as well), and that in turn has Taehyung, Jin, and Yoongi’s scents getting stronger. Hoseok works to keep his own controlled, noting Namjoon doing the same.

Best not to overwhelm them if it can be helped.

“Well, the initial impression would appear to be good at least,” Jin jokes, effectively cutting the tension steadily rising in the room. “Do you two need some air?”

“I’m okay,” Jimin answers, voice just a little shaky. “You okay, Kookie?”

Jungkook takes a couple of steadying breaths. “Yeah I uhh- I think I’m good too. Hi everyone,” he says with a wave and a flash of that gorgeous smile.

“Best to do introductions then,” Seokjin says. He moves to take his seat at Namjoon’s side, leaving just the three omegas standing.

Taehyung takes a couple steps forward, guiding Jimin and Jungkook towards the table. “This is Namjoon-hyung. He’s our pack alpha,” he says with a smile, gesturing to the center of the table.

Namjoon stands. “It’s good to meet you both under better circumstances.”

Jungkook reaches a hand up to his neck, biting his bottom lip and then smiling up at Namjoon. “Yeah, sorry about that,” he answers. It’s absolutely adorable, and it’s obvious that he knows exactly how charming he is.

“You might want to direct that apology toward me,” Jin says, raising an eyebrow at Jungkook, even as a smile tugs at his lips.

Jungkook almost trips over himself, turning to face Jin with a deep bow. “Of course! I’m very sorry... Umm... I don’t know your name.” Jungkook raises his head and looks up at Jin through his lashes.

“Kim Seokjin,” Jin answers.

Jungkook freezes. Hoseok can see how rigid his posture gets for a moment before he catches himself and deepens his bow – and oh, he knows – or if he doesn’t know, he definitely suspects something.

“I apologize for trying to steal your wallet, Kim Seokjin-ssi.”

“If you hadn’t, we might not have met you guys though,” Taehyung says.

“Taehyung-ah is right, and you can call me Jin. Your apology is accepted, Jungkook.”

Namjoon clears his throat. “With that being said, let’s get the rest of the introductions out of the way, shall we? You already know Kim Taehyung, and now Kim Seokjin. I’m Kim Namjoon.” He looks expectantly at Yoongi next, but Jimin is already stepping towards him.

“Min Yoongi-ssi, right?” Jimin asks, holding out a black wallet to the alpha with a smile. (Hoseok can see the beginnings of a flush creeping up Yoongi’s cheeks.) “This is yours.”

“What, no deep bow and apology?” Yoongi asks with mock offense.

“I’d say we’re even, actually. I let you hack my computer and you get your wallet back,” Jimin answers. He’s talking like he’s unaffected but there’s a little flush on his cheeks as well. Adorable.

“Do try to keep your wallet somewhere safe in the future, Yoongles,” Hoseok teases.

“Does that make you the ‘Hobi-hyung’ Taehyung talked about?” Jimin asks.

Hoseok grins and gives a nod. “Jung Hoseok, sometimes affectionately referred to as Hobi.”

This time it’s Jimin who stutters half way through a small respectful bow, his eyes locking on Hoseok’s for just a moment before he completes the movement. He’s a lot less obvious about it than Jungkook but still, it’s impossible to miss the brief spark of recognition in his eyes. When Jimin straightens back up, Hoseok catches his gaze again, searching.

He’s never seen Jimin before. He would definitely remember if he had – so how does Jimin know him ? Simple word of mouth?

“Hyung?” Jungkook says after a few seconds pass.

“You two know each other or something?” Yoongi asks.

“Jimin knows me,” Hoseok says, eyes not leaving Jimin’s face. “Jungkook knows Jinnie. Or I should say they know our names at least, but they also don’t look afraid. So they either know very little, or we all travel in similar circles.”

Jimin doesn’t budge, and Jungkook just keeps giving that charming smile, obviously waiting for his mate to make the next move.

“I’ve heard of you before, but this is the first time we’ve met,” Jimin eventually says, stepping back closer to Jungkook. They both still seem pretty calm, no distress spiking in their scents that Hoseok can pick up on at least – a good sign that they aren’t about to scare the two of them off at the first mention of what line of work they’re in.

“And how do you know me, Jungkook?” Jin asks.

Jungkook doesn’t answer, and instead reaches out for Jimin, tugging at his sleeve. The two exchange a look, and after a moment Jimin leans up to whisper something to Jungkook.

“Yeah they do, hyung,” Jungkook answers.

“Okay then,” Jimin says, turning to face the rest of them again. “Go ahead and tell them, Kookie.”

“Kim Seokjin-ssi, you attended events at my family home in Busan, though I don’t think we were ever formally introduced as I was rather young at the time.”

The pieces start to click together for Hoseok immediately when he hears Busan . The Jeon family in Busan is a powerhouse, with at least a third of the contraband that passes through that city having come through them. They also disowned one of their sons a couple years back, which means...

“No way !” Taehyung exclaims. “You’re that Jeon Jungkook? I’ve done work for your brother before.”

There is a brief flash of something close to shock on Jungkook’s face. He covers it up quickly, but not before Hoseok can spot it. He doesn’t want them to be frightened , but there’s always something so satisfying to him about seeing people realize that Taehyung is dangerous , that underneath the cute fluffy curls and that wide smile is a predator.

It’s not even that the rest of them aren’t dangerous. They definitely are. It’s just that none of them are as dangerous as Taehyung. Not by a long shot.

“So this is what happened to the Jeon family’s other son,” Jin muses. “It was hot gossip for a while, you know.”

Jungkook looks down at the floor, his jaw tightening a fraction. Sad ? Definitely upset at least. 

A topic to tread lightly around in the future.

“Why don’t you guys have a seat,” Hoseok offers, changing the subject. “Have a look at the drink menu and we can get some ordered. They have good wine if you’re into that sort of thing.”

Jungkook visibly relaxes and Hoseok feels a flash of warmth in his chest – a little curl of satisfaction – and it is way too early for him to be this pleased by soothing one of them, especially when he was just giving Yoongi a hard time about falling so fast.

“Yes, please sit,” Namjoon says. “Feel free to order anything you like.”

“That’s generous of you, thank you,” Jimin says.

Once everyone is seated and has a chance to look at their menus, they call for assistance and put in their orders. It makes for a nice light round of discussion about food and drink preferences, giving Jimin and Jungkook a chance to relax a little.

From there, the conversation flows fairly easily.

They learn that Jimin and Jungkook have known one another since they were kids, growing closer as they got older. The family Jimin comes from is much smaller than the Jeon family, but is tied to them quite thoroughly, handling their security and dirty work for generations now.

“When we were in our early teens, Jiminie was training to be my bodyguard,” Jungkook says with a big smile. “It didn’t take them long to realize his talents were better used elsewhere, but he never really stopped looking after me.”

“That’s so cute !” Taehyung exclaims. “So romantic too.”

Jungkook gives a dreamy little sigh. “Yeah, I got so lucky.”

“We both got lucky, really,” Jimin says.

Hoseok sees Yoongi open his mouth to speak, but then close it again. Hoseok gives him a few seconds, but he doesn’t try again. That won’t do. “Was there something you wanted to say, Yoongi-hyung?” he prompts.

Yoongi gives him a little frown at being called out. “I wasn’t sure it was the right time to ask.”

“It’s okay,” Jungkook says. “We’re supposed to be getting to know each other, right? You can ask whatever you want.”

“Fine. I was just wondering... If the two of you left your families and your old lives behind, are you going to be okay with coming back into contact with that sort of life? You understand now what sort of business we’re in.”

“Obviously, we will take your safety very seriously,” Namjoon says right away. “There are precautions we can discuss later if needed.”

Jimin gives a little laugh. “To be clear, we weren’t exactly fleeing a life of crime. The business wasn’t really the issue.”

“Yeah, it was – I was briefly engaged,” Jungkook admits. “I presented late. Jimin and I were already together and everyone just assumed I would be an alpha. When I presented as an omega, it threw a bit of a wrench in that and they started taking bids.”

“Wait, they knew you were together and still auctioned off your future like that?” Yoongi asks, disgust evident in his tone.

Jungkook shrugs. “It was to be expected. Eventually someone was going to offer too much money to pass up. Just business.”

“Marriage shouldn’t be business,” Yoongi says flatly.

So adorable. Yoongi really is a romantic at heart. He just hides it behind a mask that is so prickly and aloof that it always feels like a treat to see it, especially in a public setting like this.

“Yoongi doesn’t come from the same background as the rest of us,” Hoseok explains. “He just stumbled his way into our world.”

Yoongi snorts out a laugh. “You say that like I wasn’t doing anything illegal on my own.”

“Oh no, you were getting into plenty of trouble. I just mean that things work differently in the type of families that the rest of us come from.”

“They didn’t marry you off,” Yoongi comments.

“He’s not an omega,” Jungkook says. “It’s different for alphas.”

“Ugh. Old world aristocratic bullshit if you ask me.”

“You’re not wrong,” Hoseok agrees. “It’s just that most people in that situation don’t get much of a choice. Going against your family’s wishes tends to have pretty dire consequences.”

“Oh shit, sorry,” Yoongi says.

Jungkook gives a little half smile that does a pretty good job of hiding just how much said consequences probably hurt him.  “Don’t worry about it. It’s been a couple of years,” he laughs. “But to answer your question, we definitely aren’t worried about what you guys do for work.”

~~

Once their food comes, the conversation slows down a little with all of them eating, but they take turns telling a bit about themselves. Hoseok keeps his own additions short and tries to make sure that Yoongi and Namjoon have plenty of opportunity to speak, prompting them when needed.

Without a push, Yoongi would happily just let the conversation pass him by, and Namjoon would be too busy talking the rest of their mates up to speak more about himself. Thankfully Taehyung is comfortable in most social settings, and Jin does especially well in small group events like this, so Hoseok doesn’t have to worry too much about the two of them. 

Jungkook talks a little about being in college and studying to become a tattoo artist. He seems very passionate about it, and Jimin is all smiles when Jungkook talks about it too, like he couldn’t be prouder of his mate.

The two of them really are so cute together.

To be fair, they both smell like heaven and are incredibly easy on the eyes, so Hoseok may be a little biased by this point. Honestly though it’s hard to keep his eyes off of Jimin’s lips, or the way Jungkook bares his entire throat when he tips his head back in laughter. (At least he knows he isn’t suffering alone, if the pretty blush on Yoongi’s cheeks is anything to go by.)

Taehyung seems utterly enchanted as well, a dreamy expression on his face as his gaze drifts back and forth between Jimin and Jungkook. He asks plenty of questions and eagerly tells them about their home and hobbies, mostly keeping their work out of the spotlight for now.

At one point, Jimin admits that he had to drop out of school for financial reasons, but that he had been in the dance program before. He insists that he isn’t all that good, but Jungkook shuts him up right away with a slew of compliments about how hard he works and how clean his movements are.

Dance. Maybe theater dates? Would Jimin enjoy something like that? 

The more date ideas Hoseok can come up with right away, the better. He wants to have a fully formed plan for how to court the two of them as soon as possible, especially since this will be the first time he gets to be the one doing the courting.

Jimin gives Jungkook a playful shove even as he thanks him for the compliments.

The way they build one another up is endearing. Any time Jimin downplays his own skills, Jungkook immediately counters with praise, and Jimin never hesitates to mention Jungkook’s talents either. It’s obvious they mean the world to each other. Hoseok wonders how that will translate as they integrate into the pack, because there is little doubt in his mind that they will, especially now that he’s had a chance to smell them and get a feel for their personalities.

It wasn’t really all that long ago that he was on the other side of this arrangement, being courted by the pack who all seemed so certain he was a perfect fit. He had doubts then, but now at least he can understand what it must have felt like for them to be so sure.

Jimin doesn’t seem to come out of his shell quite as easily as Jungkook, but it’s hard to say how deep that particular trait runs after only an hour or so of conversation. Hoseok wants to know more, wants to know what he can do to make them smile and how to most effectively brighten up their bad days. They haven’t even agreed to courting yet, but it doesn’t change the fact that he wants .

“Jungkook,” Jin calls after finishing off his glass of wine. “I’ve been wondering about something.”

“Oh? What do you want to know?”

 “If you already knew who I was, why on earth did you try to steal my wallet that night?”

Jungkook quirks his head. “I knew your name, not your face. If I had recognized you, I wouldn’t have tried to steal from you and we probably never would have met.” Jin frowns at this and Jungkook quirks his head. “Did I say something wrong, Seokjin-ssi?”

“I thought you said you had seen me before?”

“Well yeah, but only a couple of times.”

Jin’s mouth hangs open, obviously offended. “How could you possibly forget a face this handsome ?”

~~

After a while, Namjoon takes advantage of one of the few lulls in conversation to clear his throat and get everyone’s attention. “I know it’s getting late and we don’t want to keep the two of you too long, but there are some things we should make sure we discuss before going our separate ways for tonight. Is it okay if we clarify a few things?”

Moment of truth.

Hoseok is at least ninety percent sure that Jimin and Jungkook are interested. They obviously think the pack smell like potential mates, and don’t seem put off by the line of work they’re in either. Still, that doesn’t necessarily mean they’re going to say yes, and he catches himself feeling a little nervous.

“Sure,” Jimin says. “We have time.”

“Perfect, thank you. At this point, we’ve all had plenty of opportunity to determine scent compatibility. While it might be a bit forward for a first meeting like this, we may as well be honest. The two of you smell like potential mates to me, and we obviously know where Taehyung stands. Jin, Hoseok, Yoongi?”

“Yes, for me as well,” Jin says.

Hoseok looks at Yoongi to find him already turned an adorable shade of pink, giving a short nod while he looks adamantly down at the table.

That’s okay – Hoseok can help. “It’s a yes for Yoongi and me too,” he says cheerfully, wanting the enthusiasm to be impossible to miss.

“I told you guys!” Taehyung exclaims. “My nose has never steered us wrong.”

Yoongi lets out a quiet groan. “Embarrassing.”

“There’s nothing to be embarrassed about,” Hoseok says. “We smell like mates to them too.”

Namjoon looks at Jimin and Jungkook. “I would prefer to hear that directly from them.”

“It’s true,” Jimin admits.

“Yeah, you all smell amazing,” Jungkook says, wearing a big smile as he glances at each of them. “How did you know already though, Hoseok-ssi?”

“It was what Jimin asked you before you admitted who your family is, wasn’t it? No point in divulging that sort of information to us if we didn’t smell right.”

“Is he right?” Taehyung asks.

“Yeah, he is,” Jungkook says with a look of disbelief.

Hoseok doesn’t think it was too hard of a thing to guess, but he certainly doesn’t mind an opportunity to impress.

“Well then,” Namjoon starts, “it sounds like we’ve established scent compatibility, as well as the fact that you two aren’t worried about the sort of work we do, so–”

“Are you gonna let us court you?” Taehyung interrupts, grinning from ear to ear. “I promise you won't be disappointed.”

Namjoon sighs. “I was working my way toward that,” he says with a laugh. “If you two need time to think about your answer, we would absolutely understand.”

Jungkook looks to Jimin, obviously eager but yet again deferring to his mate for the final decision. The two exchange a series of looks that ends with Jungkook nodding several times before Jimin turns to look at Taehyung and then Namjoon.

“It’s okay,” Jimin says. “We’re interested.”

Hoseok relaxes the second the words leave Jimin’s mouth.

They are getting a chance to court these two gorgeous omegas and Hoseok already has so many thoughts about how he wants to do it. Maybe a date with the two of them first, something casual where they can get more comfortable around one another, then after that he can focus on getting them one on one.

Taehyung pumps a fist into the air. “Yes! I’m not gonna be the only omega in the pack anymore!”

“You sure you’re not going to miss being our precious maknae?” Jin says. He’s wearing one of those big genuine smiles that has his eyes crinkling with joy. 

“No way. Now it’s my turn to be one of the hyungs,” Taehyung answers with a grin.

Under the table, Yoongi finds Hoseok’s hand and gives it a squeeze, interlocking their fingers. Namjoon starts talking again, but the words are lost on Hoseok when he looks over at Yoongi and almost freezes at the raw happiness written on his face. His mouth is curled into a tiny smile – but it’s his eyes that really shock Hoseok, so soft and pretty and damn near sparkling .

He hasn’t seen Yoongi look this happy in months, and being the one he’s decided to share it with makes Hoseok’s heart feel full in his chest.

They are about to add two more omegas to their pack. Taehyung is overjoyed, Namjoon and Jin are obviously already planning all of the ways they can dote on the two of them, and now Yoongi is truly showing his excitement too.

It’s enough to make him want to cry. He won’t, but it’s a close call.

Neither of them say a word, but he gives Yoongi’s hand a squeeze and smiles in return. It’s enough to communicate that the feeling is mutual, that Hoseok is excited too and happy to share it with him. 

Eventually, Namjoon’s voice draws their attention back to the others.

“There is one other thing we should talk about tonight.”

“Sure,” Jungkook says. “What is it, Namjoon-ssi?”

“I want to make sure we have your clear consent on going forward about the cameras. You’re aware that we have access to a live video feed, yes?” 

Leave it to Namjoon to take something that feels hard to discuss and just lay it out in the open so plainly. It takes a certain degree of courage to communicate like that, and it’s something Hoseok has always admired about his leadership. When push comes to shove, Namjoon always does what needs to be done.

“Yeah, we know,” Jimin confirms. “It doesn’t bother us, especially if it makes things easier for any of you. As long as we can turn them off whenever we want, I don’t have an issue with it.”

Jungkook nods his agreement. 

“They helped a lot with my heat,” Taehyung says. 

“I believe they will be of use to the rest of us as well,” Jin says. “They would give us an easy way to see that the two of you are safe, but that doesn’t make them a requirement.” His gaze drifts to Namjoon, looking for confirmation that he’s said the right thing.

Namjoon nods. “Exactly. We don’t want to pressure you if they make you uncomfortable. There are other systems we could work out to keep in communication if you–“

“It’s okay. It’s not a problem, really,” Jungkook interrupts. “If they bothered us, we would have said no already.”

Namjoon laughs, raising his hands in surrender. “Sorry, I might be being overly cautious.”

“Maybe just a bit,” Jin says with a fond little smile. “Either way, we’re just glad the two of you don’t mind.”

Jimin and Jungkook reassure them again that the cameras are fine, and then start preparing to head home. It takes a little time for them to get moving since everyone is busy exchanging phone numbers, but eventually they do all manage to make their way out the door.

While the rest of them say their goodbyes, Taehyung doesn’t even hesitate to open his arms wide and pull both of the other omegas into a hug. “Thank you so much for meeting with us. I’m gonna text you both soon and make a date to hang out! I wanna see where you live, and maybe we could get ice cream or something,” he says excitedly.

“We totally should! Jiminie loves ice cream.”

“Like you don’t?” Jimin laughs, elbowing Jungkook while they are trapped in the embrace. “We’ll both get ice cream with you anytime, Taehyung.”

Once the omegas finally break up their group hug, Jimin and Jungkook head off while the rest of them pile back into the car to head home.

Hoseok offers to drive so that Yoongi and him can sit in the front seat holding hands while their mates talk excitedly in the back. They both chip into the conversation when it's appropriate, but mostly they just enjoy listening to Namjoon, Jin, and Taehyung talk excitedly about all the dates they want to plan.

Things are definitely about to get interesting.

 

Chapter 8: Talk To Me

Notes:

Earning that explicit rating again this week. A little detour before courting begins in earnest ;D

Chapter Text

Yoongi shouldn’t be surprised that Seokjin was right. It’s the afternoon following their meetup with Jimin and Jungkook, and Namjoon asks him to help set up an additional monitor in his office.

There’s plenty of room for it. Namjoon’s desk is a huge well built wooden piece, classic and sturdy – probably some sort of antique, knowing him. It’s the center point of the room. The rest of the office isn’t quite bare but it’s sparsely furnished aside from all of the art – since Namjoon likes to keep some of his personal favorites here. Besides that, there’s just a couple of large wooden cabinets, two armchairs, and a couch up against one wall. (The couch is almost exclusively used by Taehyung when he feels the need to be close by.)

It all stands in stark contrast to the sleek modern design of Yoongi’s own workspace but their tastes have always differed, with Namjoon tending to prefer a more classic look to his spaces. It looks good on camera for the occasional meeting he has via webcam here. 

Namjoon’s work frequently happens out on the town, while Yoongi’s rarely ever requires him to leave the house. Thank fuck for that, because there is no way in hell Yoongi would want to do what Namjoon does.

Namjoon keeps their entire operation running. He’s the one who always meets with clients, who negotiates all of their deals, who makes all of the toughest decisions – not only their pack alpha, but their leader as well. (A damn good one, in Yoongi’s opinion.)

Seokjin is the public face of their group, an expert in money laundering and skirting around the law – and he has contacts everywhere . All their properties are in his name and his record is basically spotless. As good as Yoongi has gotten at poring over financial records, he still only understands the basics in comparison to Jin.

Hoseok is an expert in procurement. He can get his hands on anything; people, transportation, weapons, obscure trinkets – no matter what it is, Hoseok knows someone who will sell it or can make a plan to steal it. Their options had expanded massively when he joined the pack, no longer stuck making deals for everything they wanted to get their hands on when they could plan to just take it .

Taehyung is... dangerous. Yoongi doesn’t know a ton about the market for hit men, but he knows that Taehyung is one of the best there is. Shit, he’s seen grown men – tough enforcer types even – go white as a ghost at the mention of the name “V”. The entire pack is dangerous, but none of them are anywhere near as dangerous as Taehyung.

They all play to their strengths, and Yoongi’s strength is in handling the technical aspects of their operation, and in hunting down the sort of information you don’t get from people. (He’s also a damn good shot with a pistol, not that he gets a lot of opportunities to shoot people when he’s behind a computer screen, but it never hurts to be competent. It’s saved their asses more than once.) Occasionally he will have to join the others for a “business trip” to provide technical support or an additional body, but most of the time he gets to work from the comfort of home.

Sometimes that means hacking into government databases or banking records – other times, it means helping his not-so-tech-savvy mate set up his computer. Either way, it’s nice to feel useful.

Yoongi already has mounting equipment and a few spare monitors on hand, so it’s as quick as just getting one set up at Namjoon’s desk. (He does offer to install more than one, but apparently, two would be “just too many”, according to his mate. He’s wrong, but Yoongi lets it go.) Namjoon wants his one single monitor up and out of his way, so Yoongi installs an arm to the back edge of the desk and mounts the monitor for him.

The whole process barely takes fifteen minutes.

“You’re so quick. That would have taken me ages,” Namjoon remarks from his seat on the couch. He’s been back and forth between watching Yoongi work and answering messages on his phone, but it looks like Yoongi has his full attention now.

“Joon, it was literally four screws. The rest was just knobs and clips. C’mon, sit down and log into your laptop so I can show you how to access the feed.”

Namjoon sits down at the desk and Yoongi stands beside him, guiding him through his display settings and getting the program set up. Thankfully, after years of showing him how to properly use a computer, the exercise isn’t too painful.

“The feed is accessible only with a link and a password. I’ve pinned the link to the group chat so you can grab it from there,” Yoongi says, pointing to the icon for the program.

Namjoon follows his instructions, opening the group chat and clicking the link pinned at the top. It loads up a blank black page with a blinking cursor.

“This is where you enter the password. I’ll be generating them for you, and each one should be good for a week or so.”

This seems to please Namjoon. “Do Jimin and Jungkook know that you are making security a priority?”

“I’ve run through some of the specifics with them. Honestly neither of them seem too worried, but I’d rather be safe,” Yoongi answers, pulling out his phone and generating a code for Namjoon.

Moments later Namjoon’s phone chimes, and he receives the text message with a string of letters and numbers. Once he enters the password the video feed loads in and they can see the familiar wide shot of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment, which is empty at the moment. The image quality is still relatively poor, but Yoongi is working on a plan for that.

“That’s basically it. When they have both cameras on you’ll be able to pick one down at the bottom, or run both side by side.”

“Sounds simple enough. Thank you for your help,” Namjoon says with a warm smile. 

“Anytime.” Yoongi gives Namjoon’s shoulder a pat and then takes a little step back, preparing to turn and leave. Before he can go far, Namjoon is standing and reaching out to grab his hand.

“Do you have a bit more time?” Namjoon asks. His voice is quieter and almost sounds a little sad?

Yoongi is immediately ready to hunt down whoever or whatever has hurt his mate. 

“Of course,” he answers, letting Namjoon pull him back into his arms. Yoongi returns the gesture, wrapping his arms tight around Namjoon. “You alright, Joon-ah?”

“I’m okay, just feeling worried.”

“I’m right here.” He hugs Namjoon just a little tighter, tilting his head to accommodate the way he noses at Yoongi’s scent gland. “You can talk to me.”

“You sure?”

Yoongi pauses for a moment, confused. “Namjoon-ah, we talk about everything. There’s nothing you need to be afraid to tell me.”

“I know that, but I’m wondering if you do?” Namjoon answers, voice low against Yoongi’s neck.

“What?”

“I want you to talk to me .”

Oh.

It was a fucking trap , and he fell for it so goddamn hard.

 

*******

 

Namjoon can feel Yoongi tense against him, his scent going bitter as soon as he realizes what’s happening.

“Seokjin-hyung said something to you, didn’t he?”

“He wouldn’t have had to if you talked to the pack – talked to me . You don’t have to suffer alone, Yoongi.”

The scent of bitter, burnt cinnamon doesn’t dissipate and Yoongi doesn’t answer him, just stands stiffly in Namjoon’s arms with his face turned away.

“Is talking about it really so bad?” Namjoon asks.

Yoongi tries to step back, but Namjoon doesn’t let him go. Normally, this is where his mate would give up and start to relax into his arms, but apparently things are worse than he thought because Yoongi lets out a low growl and actually pushes his hands against Namjoon’s chest.

Either one on their own would warrant a raised brow, but together? Yoongi is obviously looking for correction, for stability.

Namjoon is happy to oblige.

He lets out a growl of his own and clutches Yoongi tighter. “Is this going to be that sort of conversation? Do you need your alpha to make you talk?”

“Can’t you just fucking leave it alone?” Yoongi grunts, pushing harder against Namjoon’s chest, but it doesn’t get him anywhere.

He could just go for Yoongi’s scent gland, give him a nip and bring him down gently. It would be easy enough, but that doesn’t seem like what Yoongi needs right now – no, he needs to be reminded that he belongs to Namjoon, that his alpha is going to take care of him no matter how stubborn he wants to be about it.

Namjoon pushes until he has Yoongi pressed into his desk. He reaches back to clear some space, shoving his laptop off to the far corner and sending several stacks of paper toppling to the floor.

He will deal with that later.

Yoongi tries to scramble away while Namjoon works to clear the desk, shoving and pressing his hips forward hard enough to push Namjoon back a few inches, but it’s not enough to break free. Apparently, Yoongi is determined to fight every step of the way. That’s fine. Namjoon lets out another growl and reaches up to weave fingers through Yoongi’s hair before clutching a fistful of the pretty orange locks and tugging.

Yoongi gasps.

“Do you want a nip?” Namjoon asks, giving his mate a chance to back down. Sometimes a quick show of dominance is enough to settle Yoongi, but this time he just glares back at Namjoon without a word. “Do you want a nip or do you want me to make you talk?”

“I don’t want a goddamn nip. I’m fine ,” Yoongi bites out. 

It’s not quite asking for it with words, but Namjoon knows how hard it is for his mate to ask for what he wants, and they’ve done this enough times that Yoongi knows how it’s going to go. Just to be sure, Namjoon leans in towards Yoongi’s neck as though he’s going for the nip anyways. 

The reaction is immediate.

Yoongi bares his teeth. “Keep your mouth to your damn self!” This time he pulls back as far as he can and then lunges forward with enough force to send them both off balance and falling to the floor, Namjoon losing his grip on Yoongi’s hair in the tumble.

Yoongi lands on top of him at first, huffing out a breath before trying to roll away. He doesn’t get far. Namjoon catches his arm and pulls him back in, throwing his weight until they both go rolling over one another. Yoongi manages a solid kick to his shin before Namjoon succeeds in caging both Yoongi’s legs with his own.

“You’re so. Goddamn. Stubborn,” Namjoon huffs, trying to wrestle his way on top of Yoongi.

Namjoon is definitely the stronger of the two, but Yoongi fights dirty and thrashes about with little regard for his own well being, meaning Namjoon has to be careful enough for both of them.

“Says the guy who can’t just fucking- let it- go,” Yoongi says in between heavy breaths.

It takes a few minutes before Namjoon finally manages to wrestle Yoongi underneath him, straddling his hips and pinning both of his wrists to the floor. Yoongi tries to buck him off, but he’s already breathing hard. All Namjoon has to do is let him tire himself out a little more.

“All that and I still got you underneath me, huh?” Namjoon prods. “You ready to talk yet?”

Yoongi gives one last valiant effort to dislodge Namjoon and wiggle away, straining against the grip on his wrists and trying to roll them again, but it’s no use. He struggles for another minute, even though it’s obviously not going to work, and then finally stops.

Yoongi goes limp, breath coming out in hard puffs and his cheeks red with exertion.

Namjoon leans into close again, expecting a fight, but there is no more resistance as he closes the distance and noses at Yoongi’s jaw.

Instead he catches the first whiff of arousal in the air, just the tiniest bit of heady cinnamon spice. Yoongi has always liked being overpowered, and Namjoon has always been happy to give him that – especially in times like this where it’s clear that he needs it.

Namjoon can’t help himself, not when his mate smells so good and is finally relaxing for him. He presses his lips to Yoongi’s in a kiss that’s far too sweet for all of the wrestling they just did, but Yoongi kisses him back just as gently.

It’s not a long kiss. Yoongi needs to catch his breath and Namjoon wants to get them both off of the floor. He stands and then helps Yoongi up, pulling him right into an embrace, making sure there isn’t a single chance that he can run away. (He seems like he’s out of fight, but Namjoon doesn’t want to risk it.)

“Talk to me,” Namjoon whispers. “Please.”

“Okay, fine. Can we sit?” Yoongi answers, voice quiet and his head tucked into Namjoon’s chest.

“Yeah, we can sit.”

It might be a ploy to buy some time, but that’s fine. They have plenty of time if that’s what Yoongi really wants. Yoongi walks back over to Namjoon’s desk and sits down on the open surface, still empty of nearly everything but his laptop. 

Namjoon raises an eyebrow, but pulls his chair closer to the desk and sits down in front of his mate. “You ready to talk about it?”

Yoongi sighs. “It’s not a big deal. Jin-hyung just caught me on a bad day.”

An obvious attempt at a dismissal. Namjoon won’t let him get off that easily. “Did he? Will you tell me about it?”

“Didn’t he already tell you?”

“Only that you were feeling like you weren’t good enough.” Yoongi winces at the words, looking down at the floor with distress spiking in his scent again, and Namjoon’s heart aches . “Hey, it’s okay,” he says, standing up and stepping in between Yoongi’s legs so he can get his arms around him again.

As much as Yoongi might like to deny it sometimes, he craves just as much physical affection as the rest of them do – and he isn’t immune to needing the secure embrace of his alpha to help him calm down on occasion either. Namjoon really shouldn’t have stopped touching him when they sat down. A mistake on his part, but easy enough to correct as he tucks Yoongi in close, splaying one hand wide over his lower back and letting the other curl around his nape. Namjoon keeps quiet, waiting patiently as the burnt spice smell of distress starts to dissipate.

“It’s just,” Yoongi eventually starts, taking a deep breath with his face buried in Namjoon’s neck. “I was thinking about us having more mates, more omegas in the pack. I just want... Fuck, I hate this.”

“You were doing so well. What do you want, Yoongi?” Namjoon rubs one hand up and down Yoongi’s back and works to keep his own scent calm and soothing.

“Fine. Fine , I just – I’m hoping there will be more opportunity to – Ugh, why is this so hard? I want to be able to take care of them, to take care of all of you. Sometimes when I compare myself to the rest of you I feel like I don’t do as much for the pack, but there aren’t a lot of gaps to fill either. Everyone is happy and taken care of but not usually because of me.”

“I don’t think that’s true at all.”

“Look at all the time you’re wasting on me right now. If I was just–”

“This isn’t a waste, Yoongi.”

“Seems like it to me.”

“Do you think it’s a waste when you take care of Taehyung on a bad day? Or when you let Hoseok talk you into going out dancing with him so he can unwind? How about when–”

“Those are different, ” Yoongi interrupts, a hint of frustration in his tone.

“Why?”

Yoongi doesn’t answer right away, taking a deep breath with his face still buried in Namjoon’s neck. When he does speak again, it’s quiet – barely more than a whisper. “Because the rest of you deserve it.”

If Namjoon’s heart ached before, it’s absolutely shattering now. 

He wants to crush Yoongi to his chest, pull him so close that he will have no choice but to feel how much Namjoon treasures him. His alpha instincts are practically screaming for him to bite and claim until Yoongi understands , until he’s so satisfied and fucked out that he could never doubt how much Namjoon wants to take care of him again.

First, they need to talk.

“Oh, baby I didn’t know,” he answers, pulling Yoongi in tighter. “You never need to do anything to deserve this. You’re my mate , and–”

“Look, I know it’s stupid,” Yoongi interrupts. “That’s why I didn’t want to talk about it.” 

Yoongi huffs, shifting like he wants to get away, but Namjoon stays wrapped around him – sliding the hand at his nape lower so he can start to very gently rub his thumb over Yoongi’s scent gland. He works small circles into the skin, feeling the tension practically bleed out of Yoongi, his body gradually going more and more limp until he’s pressed against Namjoon’s chest.

“It’s not stupid. You wanna know what I think?”

Yoongi sighs. “Sure.”

“I think that there has been a lot of stress lately. I know you’ve been busy, and then Taehyung’s heat and us meeting Jungkook and Jimin all happened very fast. This is going to be a big change and I think all of us are unsure what it’s going to look like.”

At first he doesn’t get a response, but after a few seconds, Yoongi gives a slow little nod.

“So maybe with all of that happening, Jin-hyung did catch you on a bad day, but I also think that this has been brewing for a while and we would have had to have this talk eventually anyways, right?”

“Fuck, probably,” Yoongi mumbles.

“Can you look at me?” Namjoon asks, pulling back just a little.

“Okay.” Yoongi leans back on his hands, still sitting on the desk with Namjoon standing between his legs. He makes eye contact for a moment before staring at Namjoon’s chest, chewing nervously at his bottom lip.

Namjoon rubs another little circle into Yoongi’s scent gland, watching the way his eyelashes flutter and his cheeks go pink. So pretty .

“Did you just want to stare at me?” Yoongi deadpans. He’s doing his best to look uninterested even though he’s all but leaning into the touch.

“Maybe.”

Yoongi frowns. “Ugh, are we done talking now then?”

“Almost, I promise. You’ve done so well for me.”

Yoongi’s cheeks go even more flushed and he turns his face away. “For fuck’s sake, you can’t talk like that when we’re looking at each other. Just say what you need to say.”

“Then keep looking at me.”

Yoongi turns his head back and makes pointed eye contact with him, raising an eyebrow. Brat . Any other day Namjoon would consider putting him over his knee, but the sass is more of a defense mechanism right now than a challenge.

Either way, Yoongi would consider kindness to be the harsher punishment, even if it isn’t meant to be.

“You never have to do anything to deserve this from me, or from any of us,” Namjoon starts. The words are enough to take the wind out of Yoongi’s sails, his expression softening. “As much as you love taking care of all of us, we love taking care of you too.”

“I know, it’s just... Fuck, I’m sorry.”

“Nothing to apologize for,” Namjoon answers, pulling Yoongi back into his arms where he immediately buries his face in Namjoon’s neck, nosing at his scent gland with a tiny little sigh. “Now at least I know what’s going on and I can help support you through it. Thank you for talking to me.”

“You say that like you didn’t have to literally wrestle it out of me,” Yoongi mumbles.

“It’s always been hard for you to talk about this sort of stuff. This won't be the last time I wrestle you into submission to get you to talk to me. To be honest, it’s kind of fun.”

Yoongi slaps Namjoon’s shoulder lightly. “You’re the worst,” he says with a laugh.

“Love you too,” Namjoon answers, pressing smiling lips against Yoongi’s neck.

“Are we done now?”

“We can be done for today. We’ll have to talk about it again, but right now I want to focus on making you feel better.”

Yoongi tenses just a little, and Namjoon just knows that he’s about to spout some nonsense about how he doesn’t need comfort and they’ve already ‘wasted’ enough time or something.

Namjoon doesn’t give him the chance. 

“I want to nip you, want to see you go down for me,” he says, pressing kisses into Yoongi’s neck where he can feel his mate’s breath catch. “Want to claim you until there’s not a doubt left in your mind about how much I want you.”  

“You really... I don’t...” Yoongi’s scent goes unmistakably sweet even as he struggles for words, and Namjoon moves his mouth closer to the source.

“You already smell so good for me. Let me look after you?”

“It’s really – It’s not that bad,” Yoongi mumbles. “You don’t have to do anything. I don’t feel this way all the time, just a little.”

“Then let me reassure you just a little , hmm?” Namjoon counters, teeth mapping out Yoongi’s scent gland and feeling his mate shiver against him. When his tongue swipes over the skin, Yoongi whines for him, just a small little noise but enough to let Namjoon know he’s interested. “That’s it. You sound so good, baby.”

Yoongi’s hips buck at the pet name.

“Joon-ah,” he whispers, his hands fisting into the fabric of Namjoon’s shirt.

“You gonna go down for me? Gonna let me take care of you?”

“Don’t have to.”

“I know I don’t have to, Yoongi. I want to . Will you let me?” Namjoon asks, sucking a bruise into Yoongi’s neck. And fuck he wants so badly. Wants to get Yoongi all the way under, sobbing and stretched so tight around his knot that all he can even think about is Namjoon, where there’s not a doubt in his mind about how desired and loved he is.

Yoongi keens for him and Namjoon growls, biting down just below his jaw until he makes the sound again and his body rolls against Namjoon’s, hips stuttering at the friction and – fuck they’re both so hard already.

“Need an answer,” Namjoon says before he bites at his mate’s jaw again, keeping his teeth away from where he wants them until he has permission.

Yoongi’s voice is barely a whisper when he answers. 

Please .”

As soon as the word leaves his mouth, Namjoon sinks teeth into Yoongi’s scent gland and feels the way his mate goes almost liquid against him.

“So good for me,” Namjoon says, pulling away to look at the dazed expression on Yoongi’s face, the way the flush has crept onto his cheeks and his pupils have blown wide. It makes Namjoon swell with pride to be so trusted. 

He’s going to make sure that Yoongi is taken care of exactly like he deserves.

~~

“You want it?”

“Yes,” Yoongi pants. “ Please .”

He’s perfect like this, entirely naked and so gorgeous all splayed out on Namjoon’s desk, lips kiss swollen and his chest dotted with bite marks, stretched around Namjoon’s cock and desperate to cum. Namjoon might be picky about the art he keeps in his office, but Yoongi is still the prettiest thing in the room by far.

“What do you want? Tell me,” Namjoon says, grinding the slowly swelling base of his knot against Yoongi’s rim. A little more force and he knows he could slip inside – and Yoongi knows it too if the way he ruts his hips back with a low whine is any indication – but Namjoon needs him to say it. “C’mon Yoongi, baby ,” he growls low right next to Yoongi’s ear. “Tell me what you want.”

“Fuck, I want – please, I – I want your knot,” Yoongi chokes out. His voice is so wrecked; his words come out almost half slurred with it and Namjoon loves it, wants to hear more. 

“Do you think you can take it?”

Namjoon knows he can. He’s stretched Yoongi out thoroughly, gotten him so slick and messy with lube that Namjoon can hear the wet squelching noises every time he fucks into him.

“Yes Joon, please! Please – ahh, I – I need it,” Yoongi cries.

Namjoon presses his hips harder into Yoongi, so close to what they both want and he feels Yoongi’s thighs tremble as he lets out a sob. God he’s perfect like this, all whiny and begging and desperate , so far gone that he’s forgotten to be self conscious about what he wants.

Namjoon loves him like this .

“You gonna cum for me if I give it to you, baby?”

“Yes yes yes! Wanna cum. Want you to fill me up, please!

“Need you to relax for me, okay?” 

Yoongi obeys, his hole going loose as he bears down. Namjoon presses his hips forward and finally feels his knot pop inside, – and fuck it’s so good – surrounded by that wet warm heat where it begins to swell almost immediately.

“Oh fuck,” Yoongi sobs, his thighs starting to shake even harder as Namjoon’s knot grows inside of him. “So much – It’s so much.” His hands scramble for purchase, short nails scratching the finish of the desk, but Namjoon couldn’t care less right now – focused only on taking his mate apart.

“That’s it. You take it so well,” Namjoon says, starting to thrust again – or at least as much as he can with them locked together and Yoongi so tight around him. “You open up so easy for me, taking my knot almost like an omega.”

Yoongi whines at the words.

“Oh, you like that? Like knowing that you fuck like some pretty little omega?”

A-alpha ,” Yoongi sobs, and oh he’s all the way under now. His pupils have blown so wide that there is hardly any iris left, tear tracks running down his cheeks and teeth sunk into his lip while Namjoon does his best to ruin him .

“That’s right. Alpha’s going to take care of you. You look so gorgeous when you cry for me, baby.”

“Please, alpha – I’m –”

Namjoon wraps his fingers into Yoongi’s hair, guiding him upward and then tugging until the pale column of his throat is on display.

“Gonna cum for me? Show me how good you look coming apart on my knot?” Namjoon growls, licking a long stripe up Yoongi’s neck. He can see how close his mate is, the way his chest heaves with each breath, his untouched cock all angry red and leaking on his stomach.

“Yes – Ah!  Don’t stop!” 

“Don’t even have to touch you, do I? You’re gonna cum just from having me inside of you.” Namjoon is so fucking close himself, his knot nearly completely swollen while he grinds it as deep into Yoongi as he can. “Fuck, me too baby. Gonna fill you up so good.”

“Please, yes! Want you to cum – wanna feel it, I–” Yoongi babbles. “Oh god, fuck I’m –” His mouth opens on a silent scream and his whole body pulls tight like a bowstring, the first stripe of white shooting up his chest.

Fuck , Yoongi always looks so good when he cums, his eyes squeezed shut and his mouth open, tongue just peeking out over his teeth – and Namjoon knows that it’s because of him, that he’s the reason his mate looks so pretty trembling on his knot and shooting rope after rope of cum up his chest.

He never stood a chance. If the sight alone wasn’t enough, the way Yoongi clamps down hard around him makes absolutely certain that Namjoon tumbles over the edge too, feeling the first burst of wetness as he starts to pump Yoongi full.

“You feel that? Gonna fill you up, baby. So much you’ll be dripping with me,” Namjoon groans, hips stuttering with the force of his orgasm.

“It’s so much,” Yoongi whispers. “Feels so good, alpha.” 

Yoongi clings to him, arms wrapped around Namjoon’s shoulders, face buried against his neck. He lets out low little whines at each new spurt of cum inside of him, hole clenching down on Namjoon’s cock every few seconds, milking him.

“Doing so good, baby. You’re gorgeous like this, wearing my marks and stuffed so full of me that you’re leaking. You’re perfect, Yoongi.” Namjoon presses kisses to Yoongi’s jaw as he murmurs praise, tongue sneaking out to catch the remnants of salty tears on his mate’s skin. “Perfect and mine .”

Yours ,” Yoongi echoes, voice fucked out as his mouth searches for Namjoon’s.

Their kiss is mostly just Yoongi panting into his mouth while Namjoon licks wetly inside, wanting every inch of his mate to be his , but that seems to be exactly what Yoongi wants too judging by how eagerly he accepts the intrusion.

Eventually Yoongi does start to kiss him back, tongue sliding against his, whimpering as Namjoon’s cock finally gives its last few spurts of cum.

Once they’ve both had a minute to come down, Namjoon very gently picks Yoongi up. They’re still tied together, but Namjoon isn’t going to leave his mate laying on the hard surface of his desk. Yoongi groans at the movement but wraps his legs around Namjoon’s waist and lets himself be carried over to the couch where Namjoon sits them down with Yoongi straddling his lap.

“You did so well for me,” Namjoon whispers, carding fingers through Yoongi’s hair. He can’t help running his tongue over Yoongi’s scent gland, not when he smells so sweet and content like this.

Yoongi whimpers at the contact but tilts his head to give Namjoon better access, and there’s no way he can resist sucking another mark into the skin now. After all, everyone should know that he’s the one who took Yoongi apart and got him smelling so sweet – that Yoongi is his.

His mate hums in response, eventually trailing off into a low little laugh.

“Something funny?” Namjoon murmurs, lips curling into a smile against Yoongi’s skin.

“Only you could fuck me like that and still feel like you need to mark me up more,” Yoongi answers, still sounding fucked out and content.

“You like it.”

“Yeah. Feels good and I like...” Yoongi trails off, burying his face into Namjoon’s shoulder.

“What do you like, baby?”

“I like feeling like yours,” Yoongi admits quietly.

Namjoon squeezes him tighter. “That makes me so happy, Yoongi. I love that you’re mine,” he says, pressing kisses up Yoongi’s jaw before sucking another mark into his neck. “I’ll make sure you never forget it.”

 

Chapter 9: An Offer

Chapter Text

[Namjoon to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Namjoon]: Jin and I will be in your area today for work. Would the two of you like to meet for lunch? Our treat.

[Namjoon]: There are some specifics we should discuss that we missed at dinner.

[Jimin]: Sure we are both be home today

[Jimin]: Should we be nervous? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: No, nothing to be nervous about. I’d like to give you a rundown of our business and discuss any necessary security measures with you.

[JK]: sounds easy enough

[Jimin]: Where should we meet you?

~

Jungkook is excited for a chance to spend more time with Namjoon and Jin, since they didn’t get a lot of opportunities to talk the other night. Really, he just wants to get to know the whole pack better. They all seem so cool and their pack bond appears strong and secure, which is exactly the sort of thing he would want for Jimin and himself.

It also doesn’t hurt that they all smell amazing. It reminds him of when he finally presented as an omega and could really smell Jimin for the first time, how he wanted to drown in that first wave of sweet vanilla cream.

Namjoon sends them both the address for a restaurant a few blocks from their apartment and Jimin looks it up right away to figure out if they need to dress up, while Jungkook reads over his shoulder. The prices are a little higher than they would typically go for, but nothing insane.

“I don’t think we should have to dress too fancy. I do wanna shower though,” Jimin comments.

“Looks pretty casual,” Jungkook says. “Do they have pasta?”

“Craving noodles?”

“Always.”

It turns out they do have pasta, so Jungkook is even more excited now. They also have some sort of pretty looking dessert that Jimin wants to try, although he gets caught up worrying if it’s rude to order dessert when someone else is paying for their meal.

Jungkook decides that’s silly, so he will make sure Jimin gets the dessert. If it’s rude, they can always pay for it themselves.

He’s spent months watching Jimin skip meals to make sure that he’s getting enough to eat, and he’s let Jimin do it because it was better than watching him breakdown at the thought of Jungkook missing even a single meal. Now that they aren’t treading water financially anymore, he’s going to give his mate all the food he could possibly want.

They don’t have too much time to get ready, but Jungkook already showered a couple of hours ago when he got back from his morning run, so he just needs to get changed and maybe comb his hair. The run had been nice, but he’s hoping to get back to the gym soon too, depending on how things go for them money wise. He doesn’t want to assume that things like Yoongi-hyung dropping a million won into their account are going to be happening frequently, but that is sorta the vibe he’s getting. If he’s right, it’s going to drive Jimin crazy. His mate gets so frazzled by gifts sometimes, and– 

Jungkook is getting sidetracked. He needs to pick out clothes.

Why is getting dressed such a chore?

He’s never been all that great at deciding on outfits for stuff like this. Is he supposed to dress like he does normally? If they’re being courted, is he supposed to dress more like a traditional omega? Damn, he hasn’t really given that much thought yet. Is he going to be omega enough for them? Are they going to want him to look soft and pretty all the time? Will they be put off because he–

Focus. Clothes.

He ignores the nagging worry in the back of his mind about whether he’s the type of omega the pack is looking for and focuses on finding the nicest looking jeans that he can. Apparently that’s a thing he’s going to have to worry about now. Nice jeans .

Jimin manages to exit the bathroom looking so effortlessly pretty and alluring that it’s honestly unfair. He’s blow dried his hair and is wearing one of his v-neck shirts that puts his whole throat on display in a way that makes Jungkook’s pants feel suddenly too tight. He’s even wearing mascara which should be illegal unless Jungkook gets to wreck him so hard that he cries and makes a mess of it. Fuck, he could put Jimin on his knees and–

“You’re staring,” Jimin says, mouth pulled into a little half smirk.

“I’m struggling to find ‘nice pants’ and you just walk out of the bathroom looking like that .”

“What do I look like?”

“Fucking hot, hyung. Do you think we have time to–”

“We need to go in like twenty minutes,” Jimin interrupts with a laugh.

Twenty minutes... He can make Jimin cum in half that time. Easily. Jungkook opens his mouth to say as much, but Jimin beats him to it.

“That wasn’t a challenge, Kookie. You still need to get dressed and brush your hair.”

They do manage to get out the door on time. Getting ready isn’t too hard once Jimin picks out a shirt for him and confirms that his jeans do in fact qualify as nice .

~~

The walk doesn’t take too long, and the weather is nice enough for it to be pleasant – the sun shining and only a light breeze in the air. From the corner of his eye, Jungkook sees Jimin’s hands slide into his pockets and back out before he starts fiddling with the hem of his shirt, pulling at the fabric a few times and then slipping his hands back into his pockets.

Jungkook watches him repeat the cycle twice before he eventually reaches out and takes one of Jimin’s hands in his own, lifting it up to his mouth and brushing his lips across the knuckles. “It’s going to be okay, hyung.”

“I know,” Jimin says, stepping in close enough that Jungkook lets go of his hand in favor of wrapping an arm around his back instead. “Just a little nervous.”

“It’s okay. I’m nervous too,” Jungkook says. The restaurant comes into view as they round the corner, and he starts scanning the people on the street. “Do you see them?”

“Not yet, but – Never mind I see them. Oh god.”

“What is it – Oh .”

Jungkook spots the two of them now too and feels his heart beating hard in his chest because fuck do they look good. They’re both dressed in suits that have obviously been tailored for them, looking sharp and broad and damn near intimidating as their eyes scan the crowd as well.

They are so hot. Why are they so hot?

“They haven’t seen us yet. We still have time to run,” Jimin jokes.

Jungkook laughs. “Maybe we should. We could go back home really fast and change and just claim that we ran late.”

The opportunity to turn tail doesn’t last long. 

Jin sees them first, nudging Namjoon and pointing, both of their faces breaking out into smiles as they wave Jimin and Jungkook over. It should be easier to look at the two of them like this, when they are all soft smiles and warm eyes – It’s not though . Instead, it’s just a whole different brand of hot that has him wondering what they look like curled up on the couch with a movie on, or how it would feel to be cuddled in between them in the morning, all warm and safe with–

“You two made it,” Namjoon says warmly. “I know it was a bit short notice.”

“It’s good to see you,” Jin adds. Both of them are smiling like Jimin and Jungkook in their t-shirts and jeans are something to be admired, which is insane when the two of them are wearing suits that probably cost more than Jungkook makes in a month.

A couple of years ago, he might not have even noticed the suits. He and Jimin had grown up surrounded by wealth and power without ever really thinking much about it, but now that they’ve struggled on their own for two years, he views it all very differently.

They had both brought plenty of nice things with them when they left Busan – some clothes, jewelry, and their phones. He even has a nice suit tucked somewhere in the back of their closet too, but it’s no longer tailored to his body, which is kind of like the rest of their possessions from back then. All just relics of a life they left behind, or at least they feel that way a lot of the time. Maybe now, he isn’t so sure. Things are changing, but what exactly that is going to mean for them is still– 

“Well, now I definitely feel like we’re underdressed,” Jimin laughs. “You both… You look very handsome.”

Right, the date. 

Jungkook needs to focus. For the moment, he just nods in agreement and gives them the most charming smile he can manage. If he opens his mouth right now he’s definitely going to say something stupid.

“Aww, Jimin-ah. So sweet,” Jin says. “The two of us are a bit overdressed really, but I’ve been wanting to try eating here for a while.”

“Yeah, please don’t worry. You both look perfect,” Namjoon adds, leading them towards their table.

Perfect .  

The praise goes straight to Jungkook’s head, leaving him feeling warm and almost floaty as they get seated and pick up their menus. He’s really glad they already looked at the menu online before they came, because the time to compose himself is invaluable.

They’re being courted. He can’t let every little compliment send him reeling, but he’s always been such a sucker for praise of any kind. How is he supposed to help the fact that getting compliments feels good?

Jungkook does eventually manage to gather himself enough to engage in some small talk as they wait for their food. They comment on the menu and trade little tidbits about their plans for the day until it’s time to place their order. Eventually Namjoon and Jin mention that they were in the area meeting with a client before coming to meet them. 

It makes for an easy segue, since Jungkook is curious. “You said you wanted to discuss your business, right?”

“Yes,” Namjoon answers. “We feel it’s important that you understand what you’re getting into, even if you won't be directly involved. Mostly making sure there aren’t any surprises later, while also making our case for the type of security we would like to assign you.”

“Admittedly, it should be a fairly easy conversation with your background,” Jin says, laughing. “You should have seen poor Yoongi-yah when he first found out what Taehyung-ah does for work.”

“Yeah, I doubt anything you say is going to shock the two of us,” Jimin says.

“Shall we?” Namjoon gives Jin a questioning look and receives a nod in response. “Okay, let’s get into it then. May as well start with the big one. Are you two aware of what Taehyung does for work?”

It’s not much of a mystery. If Taehyung really has done work for Junghyun it must mean he’s a hitman, and a hell of a good one too. Jungkook’s family doesn’t hire outside help unless absolutely necessary – much easier to keep that sort of thing in house if you have the resources, and they definitely have the resources.

Jungkook nods. “He said he’s done work for my brother, which doesn’t leave a lot of options.”

“Yeah. Normally they just have my family take care of that sort of thing,” Jimin says. “He must be pretty good then?”

Jin nods. “The best.”

“So is that what you guys do then?” Jimin asks. “Broker for Taehyung?”

“No,” Namjoon says. “Taehyung doesn’t work often if we can help it, but when he does Jin is usually the one who functions as his broker.”

“Then what line of work are you all in exactly?”

“Namjoon-ah has a keen eye for high value items, so the majority of our business is built on the collection and sale of those items.”

“What can I say? I’m a patron of the arts,” Namjoon says.

Jungkook knows what that means in the type of world they all come from. Stolen artwork and pilfered artifacts. It’s the sort of thing his grandfather got really into before he passed away and left his grandmother with a house that feels more like a museum than a home.

Who knows, maybe Namjoon has even bought some pieces from her collection to resell. He’ll have to ask sometime.

Jimin knows what it means too. “Purely domestic, or…?” he asks.

“Originally, yes,” Namjoon says. “Now we import from all over the world, but when Yoongi and I were starting the operation it was small time and almost entirely based in Seoul. Mostly we smuggled drugs back in those days, only getting to do the fun stuff on the side every now and then. Once Taehyung and Seokjin joined us and we had more resources, we grew fairly quickly – even more so since Hoseok became a part of the pack.”

Jimin grins. “I heard stories about Jung Hoseok-ssi back when we were still in Busan. It was a couple of years ago now, but even then people were talking about the heist he organized in Incheon.”

Jungkook is pretty sure he remembers the story. “Hyung, was that the one with the jeweled crown?”

“Uh huh, plucked right under their noses while it was on display at some charity event! I remember thinking he must have been mad to pull that off. Security was supposed to be insane.”

“Yes, he really is something,” Namjoon says. “He sees so much and his attention to detail is unmatched when it comes to planning anything with a lot of moving parts.”

Jungkook was never a thief, but Jimin had taken to it like a natural right away. It was that aptitude that got him reassigned from training to be Jungkook’s bodyguard, and he had flourished once they let him start working, developing real self confidence for the first time. He misses seeing Jimin confident. Maybe whatever this thing they are doing with the pack is, it can be the sort of positive push he needs to help him start finding that confidence again.

Sidetracked again . Oops.

He tunes back into the conversation as Jin is explaining that the pack does operate in a few other trades beyond the high value stolen art and curios. Taehyung and Yoongi both do their own work on the side, and Jin apparently makes a killing in real estate and owns several businesses. (Money laundering mostly, if Jungkook had to guess.)

After that, Namjoon starts talking about security for the two of them. They decline the offer of a bodyguard outright, but are willing to accept someone keeping tabs on their apartment building. Namjoon explains that Yoongi has already secured their home network and will make sure nobody else gets into their devices.

Their food comes sometime in the middle of the discussion, and Jungkook eagerly digs into his plate of pasta. Across from him, Jin is also diving right into his meal. They catch each other’s eye at the same time, smiling around their mouths full of food, neither of them saying a word as they go back to eating.

He has a feeling that he and Jin-hyung are going to get along great.

After a round of comments on the food, they discuss the cameras again too, since both Jin and Namjoon seem surprised at how willing they are to accept constant video surveillance.

Jimin shrugs. “It’s really not that weird for us. The Jeon family compound had cameras everywhere.”

“Yeah, compared to how we grew up, having a couple of cameras in our apartment is nothing. Plus we get the option of turning these ones off if we want.”

“Don’t you guys have cameras?” Jimin asks. “For your own security?”

Namjoon explains that they have some outside and at their front gate but none inside of their house at the moment, and after that the conversation drifts back to the meal. It’s nice to get a chance to get to know the two of them better. Jin really is passionate about food, pointing out the things he likes and dislikes about the dish he ordered, and talking about how he intends to try and replicate it at home.

Jungkook gets to tell them a little more about school and his work, explaining that his dream is to be a tattoo artist, but that he really loves all sorts of art. 

Namjoon seems excited when he mentions photography and even more interested when he talks about painting. “I’d love to see your work sometime, Jungkook-ah.”

“Sounds like a good excuse to update your portfolio,” Jimin says.

“Yeah, I’ve been meaning to do that for a while now.” It’s long overdue, really, but Jungkook just keeps putting it off. He knows it’s going to be a project to go through all of his work and pick favorites, not to mention making it all look nice in a portfolio together.

Namjoon chuckles. “I would just be glad to see anything you feel open to showing me. Doesn’t have to be professional.”

Jungkook agrees to show him some work, and talks a little about how excited he is to go back to class even if it makes his schedule a little hectic.

“Kookie thrives with that crazy schedule,” Jimin says. “You should see him when finals roll around. He’s a machine when he needs to be. Honestly, if there’s one thing I don’t miss about school, it’s definitely finals week.”

Namjoon perks right up when Jimin brings up school, almost like he was waiting for it. “You had mentioned having to drop out of school. Would you be interested in going back?”

“That’s sort of the plan, at least once Kookie finishes his apprenticeship.”

“Would you still like to dance?”

Jimin makes it about halfway to a smile before his gaze falls on the table and he shrugs. “Probably not. I love it but it doesn’t offer a lot of career prospects. I’ve been looking for work for months now, and it’s basically impossible to get my foot in the door as an–” Jimin makes exaggerated air quotes, “–‘ unmated omega ’ without a degree.”

Jungkook can hear the strain in his voice, the frustration. Jimin has been trying so hard.

Jin sighs. “You would think we would be past such blatant sexism by this point.”

“Honestly. It’s so stupid,” Jungkook agrees.

“What would you go to school for instead of dance?” Namjoon asks Jimin, apparently intent on keeping this conversation moving.

“I guess I don’t know yet. I figure I can talk with an advisor at the college when we can afford for me to go back.”

Namjoon and Jin exchange a look. “I know someone,” Jin tells his mate. “She owes me a favor.”

“What are you talking about?” Jungkook asks.

“We’d like to offer to pay for your schooling,” Namjoon answers. “We were discussing it after we all met up the other night, and Jin-hyung has contacts at the college you both attended.”

“And a few other schools as well, if you would prefer to go somewhere different,” Jin adds.

What?

He isn’t sure how they are supposed to respond to an offer like that. It sounds too good to be true, but the thought of Jimin back in school and not at home stressing about finding a job is so appealing. It would be so amazing to see his mate happy again. Maybe it could even be the first step toward rebuilding his confidence!

He looks over to Jimin to see his reaction and finds him almost frozen, mouth hanging open and staring wide eyed at Namjoon.

“I’m sure you have concerns,” Namjoon continues. “Even if your schooling is paid for, your financial situation is still very tight.”

Jin leans forward with a big smile. “Which is why we would like to offer to pay your rent as well,” he says, popping another bite of pasta into his mouth.

“Really?” Jungkook asks, voice nearly shaking.

This could change everything .

Jimin shakes his head. “That’s too much. We really – We can’t accept that.”

“Hyung, wait,” Jungkook says. “Just think about it for a minute. If we don’t have to worry about rent, you could go back to your dance program and do what you love. You wouldn’t even have to worry about looking for work anymore! I could cover our other expenses no problem.”

“I know that and it’s not that I don’t appreciate the offer, but I don’t want to be some kept omega. School would be one thing, but I don’t want to just sit back and have everything paid for. If this doesn’t work out, we still need to be able to provide for ourselves and–”

“If I may?” Namjoon interrupts. “It doesn’t have to be all or nothing. If you’re only okay with us paying for school, that’s fine – and if you want to work I’m sure we could help get you a job somewhere too. We want to help, but none of us want to make you feel powerless.”

Jimin chews his lower lip for a few seconds, eyes glued to the table before he raises his head and says, “You could help me get a job?”

“We can,” Namjoon answers. “Between the two of us, we know quite a few people. It would just depend on what sort of work you’re looking to do.”

This could work. Oh my god this could actually work.

“Something part time,” Jungkook says right away. “If you’re going to go back to school, you shouldn’t work full time on top of that.”

Jin nods his head. “Jungkook-ah is right. There’s no need to over-stress yourself.”

“It's still just...” Jimin trails off, staring down at the table again. He looks like he might be getting overwhelmed. Jungkook can sympathize, because it is a lot to take in – but he can’t let Jimin miss this opportunity.

He can help.

Jungkook scoots over and reaches up to put an arm around his obviously stressed out mate. He wants this so badly for Jimin, wants him to feel like he’s doing enough, wants him to be able to chase his dream again the same way that he’s let Jungkook chase his. 

“Hyung, it’s okay to be scared,” he says, leaning his head on Jimin’s shoulder, “but I think this could be really good for you.”

“I’m sorry if we came on too strong,” Namjoon says gently, clearly aware that Jimin is on edge. It’s a good sign, Jungkook thinks – an alpha who pays attention to more than just scent, and it’s basically a requirement with Jimin, who tends to hide the distress in his scent by default. “There’s no rush. You don’t have to figure it all out today, if you need some time.”

Jimin shakes his head. “I definitely want to work. I don’t need to think about that at all.”

“And school?”

“I mean, I...” Jimin falters, and Jungkook squeezes his shoulder, hoping to encourage him enough that he will accept their offer. “That just seems like a lot to accept from someone I barely know.”

“You don’t have to agree right now,” Jin says. “Why don’t you let me set up a meeting with an academic advisor that I know there? You can talk with her and see what your options are. If you decide to go back to school, we’ll even pay your tuition up front so you don’t have to worry if any of us decide we aren’t as compatible as we think.”

Fuck . It’s an incredible deal. They aren’t going to get this lucky twice, and he can’t let Jimin pass this up out of pride or fear or anything else.

“He’ll do it,” Jungkook answers. Jimin’s head whips around to look at him, mouth opening to speak, but Jungkook cuts him off, “Please, Jiminie. Just go to the meeting and see?” He’s sure that Jimin will agree. Jungkook usually lets Jimin make most of the decisions, so when he does weigh in, Jimin always takes him seriously. 

He can see the moment Jimin caves, the way his face relaxes and his shoulders drop.

“Okay,” Jimin says, turning to Jin. “I would be very grateful for the opportunity to meet with your friend, and any help with finding a job. Thank you both so much.”

“Perfect. I’ll speak with her today and let you know the details right away.”

“Thank you again,” Jimin says, bowing his head.

“Please don’t feel like you owe us,” Namjoon says. “The cost is basically nothing for us so even if courting doesn’t work out, it’s not something we would ever be concerned with.”

Jin nods in agreement. “We have no desire to make you feel indebted to us, or to hold anything over your head.”

“Still, we really appreciate it,” Jungkook says. “This could be life changing for us.”

“Well, we are glad to be able to help,” Jin says before reaching out and picking up the small dessert menu from the center of their table. “Now, are any of you up for dessert?”

Namjoon declines, and Jimin starts to politely decline as well, but there is no way Jungkook is going to forget his mission to get him that pretty dessert he wanted.

“Jiminie wanted to try the – What was it again, hyung?”

Jimin gives him his wide eyed ‘ how dare you’ look, before turning back to Jin. “I’m not really all that hungry. I can stop by to try it some other time.”

“They just offered to pay our rent and you are worried about ordering dessert?”

“Some of us want to be polite ,” Jimin says quietly through his gritted teeth. His cheeks are flushed bright red, and he buries his face in his hands to hide it.

Jin and Namjoon are both kindly trying not to laugh, and Jin wordlessly passes the dessert menu to Jungkook. He peers at the pictures until he sees the one Jimin was talking about earlier.

“This is the one,” Jungkook says, pointing to the picture.

“Oh, the tiramisu? That’s exactly what I was going to try,” Jin answers. “Alright, two of those then. Do you want something too, Jungkook-ah?”

He’s about to decline until he catches Jimin glaring at him again. This one is definitely more of a ‘ you had better not’ type of look, and Jungkook decides that maybe this time he should actually listen. He probably has room for a scoop of ice cream anyway.

A small price to pay for his mate’s comfort.

Jin flags down a server and in just a few minutes, they’re all digging into dessert. Jimin and Jin both seem to really enjoy their tiramisu, and Namjoon even samples a bite of Jin’s and says that it’s delicious.

Jungkook wants to know what the fuss is all about, so he asks for a bite of Jimin’s, who glares at him one more time before his face breaks into a smile and he pushes his plate toward Jungkook.

It’s sweet and creamy, with a strong coffee flavor. Maybe a little like chocolate too, but he’s not always the best at identifying dessert ingredients. What he does know is that it’s really good .

“I like it a lot. Do you think you could make this at home, hyung?”

Jin practically lights up at that. “Oh, are you a baker, Jimin-ah?”

“Well, I’m not all that good or anything, but I do really enjoy it.”

“Don’t listen to him. Jiminie is a great baker! He’s made so many delicious things for me, and not even just desserts but homemade bread and stuff too.”

“Maybe you could teach me a few things,” Jin says, leaning forward and smiling wide. “I love to cook, but I don’t have a lot of experience with baking. I would love the opportunity to learn from someone with a passion for it.”

Jimin seems excited at the idea of being able to help, and the two of them immediately start discussing the sorts of things they could try baking together in the future. Namjoon looks just as content as Jungkook feels, each of them getting to see their mates talking about something they’re passionate about.

It’s a positive note to end on as they all finish their desserts. Jin and Namjoon have to leave almost as soon as they all get done eating, since they have another appointment to get to, but they still walk out together and thank Jimin and Jungkook for meeting them.

Him and Jimin are all smiles as they wave goodbye, and they spend their whole walk home talking about how sweet Namjoon and Jin are. Jimin even makes a few optimistic comments about getting to work again and the chance to maybe go back to school.

For the first time in months, Jungkook sees real hope in Jimin’s eyes.

 

Chapter 10: Feeling Useful

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating yet again ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung doesn’t even have to orchestrate an opportunity to be alone with Yoongi; one just falls into his lap. Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung are out of town on business until at least tomorrow afternoon, and Hobi-hyung won't be back until late (if he makes it back at all tonight) – so it’s just the two of them home together.

Originally, the plan had been for him and Hobi-hyung to make a whole night out of taking care of Yoongi, but a last minute job had come up and Hobi had to go handle it. Something about a very important client, but Tae hadn’t paid all that much attention.

He’d been busy formulating a new plan.

The thought of Yoongi thinking he’s any less valuable than the other hyungs hurts to think about. It had taken a fair bit of convincing to keep Taehyung from stomping down to Yoongi’s room the moment that Jin explained to him how Yoongi’s been feeling. (He’s thankful that Jin-hyung talked him down. That would have been impulsive and not helped anything.) 

Instead, he’s had some time to scheme. All of Tae’s mates are incredible, and he’s going to make sure that Yoongi knows just how appreciated he is – how much Taehyung loves and needs him.

He knows how to make Yoongi feel useful.

They don’t see each other for most of the day. Yoongi sleeps late and doesn’t come out of his office a lot during the day when he has work to do, preferring to take very few breaks. He always works so hard at everything, and Tae loves to watch him when he gets into a groove and his fingers are flying over his keyboard. Taehyung doesn’t really understand how any of it works, but Yoongi looks so cool in front of all of his monitors, like some kind of legendary hacker from a movie or something.

Jimin and Jungkook text him a bit throughout the day and Taehyung eagerly takes the opportunity to get to know them better before he eventually passes out for an impromptu nap in the afternoon. 

When he wakes up again, a couple of hours have passed and he has a message on his phone.

[Jungkook to Tae]

[JK]: Attachment: CAP6488.jpg

~

He opens the picture to see Jimin laid out on a couch next to the hugest teddy bear that Taehyung has ever seen. It’s got to be nearly six feet tall with light brown fur with a big green bow around its neck. Jimin is cuddled right up against it, his head laying on one of the bear’s arms, with an arm slung over its middle.

He looks so cute asleep, wearing a soft looking hoodie that’s obviously too big for him – Taehyung almost wishes he was there to nestle in next to him, even if it might be a little early to try that.

~

[JK]: Looks like you both needed a nap.

[Tae]: oh fuck he looks so cute o(* ̄▽ ̄*)o

[Tae]: also does the bear have a name

[JK]: top secret information

[Tae]: (´;︵;`)

[JK]: just kidding his name is haru

[JK]: we won him at a carnival on one of our first actual dates

[Tae]: omg i cant wait to meet him

[Tae]: we should hang out soon. i’ll bring snacks and some games (o゜▽゜)o☆

[JK]: that sounds awesome

~

They text on and off for the next few hours while Taehyung bides his time and scrolls on his phone. He learns that Jungkook and Jimin like playing FPS games together, and that they sometimes take turns playing healer for each other which is just so fucking cute it makes his heart flutter.

Namjoon and Hobi both check in on the group chat, and Tae responds letting them know that he and Yoongi are still alive and well at home. Yoongi doesn’t answer the group chat himself, but that’s not too strange. He has a habit of getting tunnel vision when he’s working on something. All the better for Taehyung’s purposes anyway.

When it’s getting close to time to enact his plan Tae goes and takes a hot bath, really letting himself relax into the water and take his time. He washes away the scent of his mates, and then opts for comfortable clothing. He wants to be soft, warm, and approachable . He wears sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt. Nothing suspicious at all. Normal comfortable attire – and if the collar of the shirt has stretched a little too wide over the years and slips down to reveal a bit more skin, well that just means it’s extra comfy.

He checks the time; eight thirty. His stomach rumbles almost as if on cue. He’s hungry, and he’s almost certain that Yoongi won’t have eaten yet either. It’s also late enough that someone should have pulled the alpha away from his work by now.

Tae actually knocks on the door to Yoongi’s office, calling out a gentle, “Hyung?” so Yoongi knows it’s him at the door.

“Come on i–” he hears Yoongi start before footsteps come rushing towards the door and Yoongi opens it with just the slightest touch of panic. “Taehyung-ah, are you okay?” Yoongi asks, looking him up and down. “You never knock, so I thought – Is Hoseok-ah with you?”

“Hobi-hyung had a job to do, so he left this morning,” Tae answers, keeping his voice quiet but not distressed. He can see Yoongi’s nostrils flare, trying to catch his scent, but that will be difficult when he’s just bathed and put on fresh clothes.

Yoongi gives up, stepping forward and pulling Tae into his arms, asking, “Have you been alone all day?” Tae nods, and Yoongi immediately starts scenting him, tongue laving over his neck and wrist pressed to the scent gland on the other side.

Taehyung is going to smell unmistakably like he is Yoongi’s. All according to plan.

“How are you feeling?”

“A little dizzy,” Tae answers, letting his head tip to bare more of his throat to Yoongi, who noses from collarbone to jaw without missing a beat.

“Do you want to sit down?” Yoongi’s voice sounds just a little rough, obviously affected by the scenting. “Or, actually – shit. What time is it?”

Tae shrugs. “Not sure.” It’s not exactly a lie as long as he doesn’t know the precise time, right?

Yoongi digs his phone out of his pocket, looking at the screen before letting out a sigh. “When was the last time you ate?”

“Jin-hyung made breakfast before he left this morning. Did I miss lunch?”

Yoongi pulls away from Tae’s neck. “Baby, you missed supper.”

“Oh.”

“S’ probably why you’re dizzy. Come on, let’s go get something to eat, huh?”

Yoongi takes Tae’s hand and leads the way to the kitchen where he opens the fridge, shoving aside various packages and opening drawers while Tae decides to worm his way closer and wrap his arms around Yoongi from behind.

“You okay, Taehyung-ah?”

“Just wanna be close,” Tae answers. 

Yoongi’s scent spikes, a little rush of cinnamon that has Tae nuzzling into his neck, and honestly this couldn’t be going any better. “Okay, you can stay as close as you need. What if I make you something special since it’s just the two of us tonight? There’s enough leftover steak for bulgogi.”

Taehyung feels his mouth start to water. He really hasn’t eaten since breakfast and now it’s catching up with him.

“Yes please. Thank you, hyung.”

Yoongi hums and gets to work, washing the rice first, then pulling out the rest of the ingredients, all with Tae’s arms wrapped loosely around him. He grabs the knife and cutting board, instructing Taehyung to be careful and keep his hands out of the way as he begins to cut thin slices of meat and onion.

It’s calming to watch Yoongi cook, the rhythmic motions of his knifework are almost soothing, and the way he slows his movements to avoid jerking Tae around the kitchen as he moves is very endearing. Yoongi has always shown his affections differently than the rest of the pack, and always seems the most comfortable in moments like these – the quiet sort, where all he has to do is let Taehyung stay close to him while he focuses on providing.

Sometimes, it’s exactly what Taehyung needs.

He slowly starts to lean more heavily into Yoongi’s back, his grip around the alpha’s middle going looser. Everything feels so soft and warm, and Yoongi is taking such good care of him – he barely notices his mouth moving to Yoongi’s neck. The taste of cinnamon is so sweet when Taehyung presses his tongue to the skin, smooth spice that fills all of his senses and–

Sweetheart,” Yoongi says, his voice strained. “Gonna be real hard to make you dinner if you keep that up.”

Tae’s stomach drops. Rejection? Does Yoongi not want him?

“You don’t–” Taehyung starts, voice quiet.

“Wait, no no,” Yoongi says quickly, (probably smelling Tae’s distress) turning in his arms until they are face to face and he’s reaching up to touch Taehyung’s cheek. “You’re perfect, such a good omega. Of course I want you.”

Before Tae can answer, Yoongi is leaning up to kiss him long and sweet, one hand tangled in his hair and the other guiding him backward until his lower back hits the counter top. Tae’s mouth opens in surprise at the sensation and then Yoongi is licking wetly inside his mouth, their tongues sliding together and sending a spark of want down his spine.

He doesn’t mean to slip quite so hard or so fast, but it feels good – just letting go and trusting that his mate will take care of him. It’s even better knowing that Yoongi needs this so badly, needs to feel like he’s contributing – and Taehyung gets to give it to him.

He whines when Yoongi pulls away a few seconds later, both of them breathing hard, foreheads pressed together.

“You smell so good,” Yoongi says, his voice rough.

“So do you, hyung,” Tae breathes. It’s true, the heavy scent of Yoongi’s desire is nearly intoxicating, spicy and sweet in the air.

Yoongi presses his body closer, the evidence of how affected he is impossible to miss now as his erection presses into Taehyung’s hip – and god Tae just wants so badly to have Yoongi inside of him. He could take him right here in the kitchen, bent over the counter or even on the floor, whatever Yoongi wants.  

How is he supposed to do anything other than grind his hips closer?

“Fuck, I need to feed you, babe.” 

“Yoongi-hyung,” Taehyung whines in response, pressing his hips forward again until both of them are groaning. “Don’t you want me?”

Yoongi’s chest rumbles with a low growl that Taehyung feels so deep it’s almost like it’s reverberating off of his spine . It makes his whole body hum and his teeth ache so good. Yoongi almost never growls at him.

A travesty, honestly. Yoongi sounds so fucking good when he does it.

Hyung, ” Tae breathes again, his head automatically tilting to expose more of his throat.

“You’re going down so easy for me tonight.” Yoongi’s voice is lower now, his mouth pressing hot and wet against Tae’s neck. “I’m going to show you exactly how much I want you, but first you need to eat for me, okay?”

“Uh huh,” Taehyung answers, mind still hazy as he tries to push his neck further into the searing heat of Yoongi’s mouth.

“Does my baby need a nip?” Yoongi’s tone is still deep after the growl, but there’s a teasing edge to it now, like he knows exactly what Taehyung needs and just wants to make him say it.

That’s fine. He isn’t ashamed.

“Please,” Tae whispers.

He can feel the way Yoongi’s lips curl into a smile against his neck before he sinks his teeth into Taehyung’s skin and everything goes a little hazy. He barely registers when Yoongi’s hands snake around his thighs – letting out a little gasp when he is hoisted up onto the counter top.

“Good boy. You sit right there and I’ll finish up dinner.”

Taehyung nods and watches Yoongi work while his head swims pleasantly. He likes watching Yoongi in the kitchen. Seeing his mates do the things they are good at always makes his heart feel full, and Yoongi is a very competent cook. Jin-hyung lets Tae watch him cook too. The beta seems to thrive with an audience, adding extra flourishes to his movements, narrating his actions, and of course letting Tae taste test every step of the way. In contrast, Yoongi is much more subdued. He works almost entirely in silence, movements practiced and smooth but not at all exaggerated. A different sort of confidence. 

Taehyung loves them both so much.

It’s not until Yoongi begins actually frying the meat that Taehyung starts to come back to reality, pulled in by just how delicious the kitchen has started to smell. Onion, garlic, and ginger, plus the beef starting to cook is all enough to have his mouth watering.

“Smells really good, hyung.”

Yoongi glances back over his shoulder at Taehyung with a smile. “Give me just a minute and you can try a bite.”

True to his word, Yoongi stirs the food a few more times before reaching in and plucking a piece of meat from the pan with his fingers, bringing it over to Taehyung.

When Taehyung reaches out, Yoongi shakes his head. “Open for me,” he instructs, holding the strip of meat up to Taehyung’s lips.

Fuck, Yoongi must really be intent on spoiling him. Placating him with the mini makeout session before? Not to mention the growling, the nip, cooking for him, and now hand feeding too? It’s nearly enough to send his head swimming again.

Tae opens his mouth with a whine and sees the tiny smirk on Yoongi’s face. His mate knows exactly what he’s doing and Taehyung refuses to be the only one suffering here. He sticks out his tongue a little more than is necessary and tips his head up, closing his lips around the piece of meat and the tips of Yoongi’s fingers with a satisfied little moan.

It’s shameless and it works.

Yoongi’s eyes narrow when Taehyung’s tongue touches his fingers, seemingly unable to look away. He does pull his fingers away but only enough to cup Tae’s cheek, thumb running along his jaw.

“Thank you,” Tae says, voice low and an innocent look plastered on his face while he chews. Being hand fed even one bite of food makes his inner omega practically purr in satisfaction, liquid warmth pooling in his belly. The meat really does taste delicious too, perfectly cooked and full of flavor.

“Good?” Yoongi asks, eyes still locked on Taehyung’s lips.

“Really good, hyung.” He doesn’t have to fake sounding breathless.

For a moment, he’s absolutely sure that Yoongi is about to turn the stove off and fuck him right there in the kitchen, and he is so ready .

Sadly, that is not what happens.

Instead, a few seconds of eye contact pass and Yoongi does eventually manage to tear himself away and return to cooking, though it looks like it takes some effort. It’s okay. Tae can wait. He knows he’ll get what he wants in the end, and in the meantime, he gets to watch Yoongi finish cooking. It doesn’t take too long, and he’s still floaty enough that it’s easy to just relax and take it all in.

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Once dinner is ready, Taehyung asks if they can eat in Yoongi’s room. It’s a good way to make sure he keeps Yoongi’s scent on him, and also lets the alpha provide not only their meal, but the space they eat it in too. No harm in appealing to those alpha instincts.

It’s a simple, yet effective way to keep the deck stacked in his favor.

Yoongi agrees without much fuss and leads the way back to his room, one hand holding his bowl and the other splayed against the small of Taehyung’s back.

They eat on Yoongi’s couch, feet up on the coffee table while they pick up where they left off on their last anime binge a couple of weeks ago. The food is delicious (like Yoongi’s cooking always is), and once he starts eating, Tae realizes just how hungry he actually is. Yoongi must feel similar, since they both finish their bowls before the first episode even ends. Neither of them move when the next one starts playing automatically, content to just cuddle together for a while longer and let their stomachs settle.

When the second episode is over, Taehyung reaches out to turn off the TV.

“Had enough of that?” Yoongi asks, letting out a little puff of laughter.

“Mhmm,” Tae agrees, wasting no time climbing into Yoongi’s lap and straddling his thighs. “You said you had to feed me.”

“I did say that, yeah.”

“And now I’m fed.”

Yoongi gives him a smug little smile. “You are. Was there something else you wanted?”

Taehyung resists the urge to roll his eyes because he has plans , and he didn’t wait this long just for Yoongi-hyung to pretend he doesn’t know exactly what is happening here. Luckily, he’s shameless enough for both of them, letting out a little whine (one of the low ones he knows drives Yoongi crazy), and leaning down to nose at the alpha’s scent gland. His mouth isn’t far behind, tongue lapping at the skin until the taste of cinnamon grows stronger.

“Fuck,” Yoongi groans. His hands rub over Taehyung’s thighs before working their way to his hips, and then down to give a harsh squeeze to his ass. “You know what you want, don’t you?”

“Want you to touch me.”

That seems to be enough to really get Yoongi moving, reaching up to cup the back of Tae’s head and pull him down for a kiss. While it’s soft at first, it’s not long before the kiss devolves into more tongue and teeth than anything else, with one of Yoongi’s hands tangled in his hair and the other working up into his shirt.

Taehyung whines into the kiss when he feels the first gentle pinch to one of his nipples, hips bucking forward automatically and finding Yoongi already hard in his pants. They both groan at the friction. At least this time, Yoongi doesn’t stop him – and Taehyung doesn’t waste the opportunity either. He grinds on the alpha’s lap and shamelessly arches his chest further into Yoongi’s hands, breathing little whines into his mouth.

“Sweetheart,” Yoongi says, voice strained as he breaks their kiss to look at Taehyung. His eyes are already starting to go dark with want, and Tae is so ready .

“Mmm, not what I want you to call me.”

“No?” Taehyung shakes his head in response and Yoongi smiles at him. “Does that mean you’re going to be good for me? Gonna let hyung ruin you?”

Oh fuck yes . That is exactly what he wants.

“Yes,” Tae answers eagerly. “Anything you want, hyung.”

Anything ?” Yoongi echoes, voice pitched low and dark. “You sure about that?”

Taehyung doesn’t hesitate, nodding immediately. He is so fucking sure – wants so badly that it’s starting to ache , almost like phantom heat pains in his gut. He needs Yoongi inside of him, like yesterday.

“Alright. Why don’t you get out of your clothes and get comfortable for me.”

Oh. Tae knows what ‘get comfortable’ means. He scrambles to comply, practically leaping off of Yoongi’s lap and pulling his shirt over his head before starting to work his pants off as fast as he can. “Where do you want me?” he asks once he’s slipped out his underwear and kicked the pile of clothes off to the side.

Yoongi’s eyes are focused on Taehyung’s body, but he tears them away to glance around the room until his gaze falls on the coffee table. There’s an obvious tent in his pants when he stands up and starts clearing the table, tossing remotes towards the couch and moving their dishes to his desk.

“Face down over the table,” Yoongi instructs.

Taehyung doesn’t need to be told twice. He kneels on the floor and drapes himself over the table, flinching a little as his chest presses into the cool surface.

“Too cold, baby?” Yoongi asks, pressing a warm palm to Tae’s lower back as he settles onto the floor behind him.

“It’s okay. Already warming up.”

“You tell me if you get uncomfortable or stiff, okay?”

“I will,” Taehyung answers, wiggling his hips in an effort to get Yoongi’s attention where he actually needs it. “Hyung, touch me please.”

Yoongi laughs, hands sliding up the back of Tae’s thighs to rest on his ass, spreading him open. “You’re so eager for me.”

Taehyung tries to agree, but Yoongi leans forward and licks a hot wet stripe over his hole and instead all he can do is grip tightly at the edge of the coffee table and choke out a moan. Yoongi’s mouth is notorious in their house. Taehyung has quite literally spent hours on the receiving end of it before, worked all the way to tears by Yoongi’s clever tongue.

There’s no buildup tonight. Yoongi is relentless right from the start, tongue spearing Taehyung open almost immediately and leaving him crying out as he tries to rut back against Yoongi’s mouth. It’s no use though. Yoongi’s hands keep Tae exactly where he wants him, spread open and pressed flat against the coffee table.

It barely even takes a minute for him to start producing slick.

Yoongi moans at the first taste of it. “Already leaking for me,” he says, breathing hard. “Perfect little slut getting all wet for your hyung.”

“Yes – For you, please,” Taehyung whines. Yoongi gives a low little growl in response and sinks his teeth into the meat of Tae’s thigh hard enough to bruise and – oh god it’s enough to make his head swim. Yoongi almost never gets like this, all bitey and possessive, and Taehyung wants it so bad, wants to feel taken and used and like he belongs to Yoongi. “Fuck, hyung. Again – Aah!”

Yoongi bites again, this time right into a cheek, and it’s enough to send another wave of slick dripping down Taehyung’s thighs.

“Making such a mess just from a little biting? You that desperate for my dick already?” Yoongi asks, giving a light slap to Tae’s ass before sinking his teeth hard into the same spot.

“Always desperate for you,” Taehyung whimpers, riding out the wave of pain until it turns to liquid warmth tingling on his skin. “Wanna- make you feel good too.”

“You will, don’t worry. Hyung just wants to mess you up first, so be good and let me, okay?”

Taehyung eagerly agrees. He doesn’t know how long he spends bent over that table, only that Yoongi keeps eating him out, biting bruises into his skin and lapping up his slick until he feels like he’s been shaking on the edge of orgasm for ages. His head is swimming with need, panting and watching his breath fog up the shiny surface of the coffee table in front of him.

Every time he thinks he’s getting close, Yoongi pulls back to sink his teeth into him again.

He’ll be covered in bite marks later, will probably feel them every time he sits for the next few days. He wants that so bad, wants the others to see them too, to know how thoroughly Yoongi has marked him – fuck. The thought has him whining again. “Pl– Ahh, please! I want–“

“What do you want?” Yoongi asks, rubbing his hands over the mess of marks and slick on Taehyung’s thighs. 

God, he must look wrecked like this .

Taehyung’s voice shakes when he speaks. “Wa-want to cum, please.”

“Already?” Yoongi drags his hands up to spread Taehyung’s cheeks, finally pressing teasing fingers against his hole and – god, Tae wants them inside of him right now, wants to feel himself stretch for his alpha. “You think you’ve earned it?”

Has he? Fuck, he really hopes so. “Please, hyung,” he whines, trying to push his hips back.

Yoongi sinks three fingers in with no resistance after working him open on his tongue for so long. “Look at how easy you take it, like you were made just for this.”

Taehyung whimpers in response, hips rutting back automatically and loving the way he can finally feel himself stretch around the digits. Yoongi’s fingers aren’t too thick, but three of them is still enough to leave him feeling delightfully full for a moment. 

It’s so much and yet almost immediately not enough. 

He wants to beg, plead for Yoongi to just fuck him already, but he knows that isn’t how this works – not when they’re playing like this. No, he won’t get a dick in him until he cums first. Yoongi prefers him wet and messy and ruined , so all he needs to do is get there and then he can have what he wants. It’s easy enough to build up a rhythm. Yoongi knows exactly how to touch him to make him come apart and he doesn’t waste any time, twisting his wrist and pressing right into Taehyung’s prostate with every motion. It’s so good , and he gets so close that he’s trembling with it.

Yoongi lets him get right up to the edge before his fingers go still, free hand settling on Tae’s hip and effectively halting his movements.

Taehyung lets out something close to a sob, tears spilling down his cheeks and onto the coffee table in big fat drops. “Alpha, why ?” he cries, trying in vain to move his hips again.

“You’re being so quiet tonight,” Yoongi says, fingers moving agonizingly slow inside of him. “Normally you’re babbling by now. Is hyung not taking good enough care of you?”

“No, no! It’s good – so good,” Tae pleads. “Just wanna cum, hyung please!”

“Then be a good little slut and talk to me, baby.”

Taehyung doesn’t even think, just opens his mouth and lets words tumble out. “Feels good- so good, but it’s not enough. Want – Want you to fuck me.”

As soon as he starts speaking, Yoongi’s fingers start moving in earnest again, rubbing right where he needs in small quick little movements that make him feel almost dizzy with want, warmth pooling in his belly as he inches closer to release. 

“Yeah? Wanted me to fuck you earlier too, didn’t you?”

Yes. In the kitchen, I – You were so hard. Wanted you to fuck me on the counter or – Would have presented for you right on- on the floor,” Tae manages in between moans.

“I wanted you too. You smelled so sweet; would have looked so good like that, all desperate and begging for my dick on the kitchen floor.”

“Would have made you feel so good, let you use me up – Fuck, please hyung I’m- gonna cum,” Taehyung whines, chest heaving against the table with every breath. He needs it, needs it so bad he’s crying for it, a fresh round of tears falling down his face. “Please don’t stop. Please –  Please let me .”

“No one’s stopping you, sweetheart,” Yoongi soothes, his calm voice a stark contrast to the way his fingers brutally fuck into Taehyung. “It’s okay, you can cum.”

“Please – Need it, need you –” Tae cuts himself off with a high mewl when the pleasure starts to spill over, whole body going tense as his orgasm finally tears through him. “Hyung, hyung, hyung- fuck –

“Look at you, so gorgeous and so goddamn tight ,” Yoongi growls, fingers still working in and out of him with force while Taehyung clenches around him, shaking as he comes apart. “Getting even wetter for me now too, aren’t you? Making such a mess of your pretty thighs that I bet I could just fuck those instead.”

Taehyung can’t find the words to respond, not with Yoongi’s fingers pressed so deep inside him that his thoughts feel like TV static, orgasm dragged out almost to the point of overstimulation by now – but he still knows what he wants and it’s still to have Yoongi inside of him as soon as possible. It would be easier if he could just say that, but–

The best he can do is shake his head repeatedly and let out something between a whine and a sob.

Yoongi finally seems to take pity on him and gently pulls his fingers out, leaving Taehyung twitching and heaving great big breaths against the table. He’s given a few seconds to collect himself before Yoongi drapes over him, chest pressing to his back.

“You did so good, sweetheart,” Yoongi says, pecking tiny kisses along Tae’s shoulder blade. “You okay? Need anything?”

“Nee’ you t’ rail me,” Taehyung slurs. He still feels half dazed and his back is still twitching with little spasms, but he knows what he wants . “Don’t wan’ you t’ stop, hyung.”

Yoongi laughs, breath puffing warm across Tae’s back. “Okay. You tell me if you need a break.”

Taehyung nods and Yoongi’s lips peck one more gentle kiss on his spine before sitting back up. He expects to feel Yoongi slide inside right away, but instead the alpha gathers him up in his arms and lays him down on the couch.

It’s the first time Taehyung has gotten a good look at Yoongi since this started. The strong spicy scent of cinnamon in the air has already given away how badly he wants Tae, but it’s flattering to see the way his face is flushed and his eyes have gone dark with want. He’s already stripped out of his shirt, but now he works his pants off too and Taehyung is nearly ready to drool at the sight of his cock, standing tall and already wet at the tip.

Without even thinking, he starts to sit up, mouth watering with the need to taste.

“Not this time,” Yoongi says with a low little laugh as he crawls in between Taehyung’s legs, not even letting him get his mouth close to that pretty dick. “Got you all loose and messy for a reason. You ready for more?” he asks, spreading Tae’s thighs further apart and lining himself up.

As soon as he feels Yoongi’s cock slide across his hole, he lets out a breathy moan and looks up at Yoongi, vision still a little hazy as he nods.

“Look at you, pretty cum-drunk little thing,” Yoongi coos, and Taehyung can’t help but whine. He loves when Yoongi talks to him like this, like he’s something to be used. “Still so needy even after that? You really are a cockslut, aren’t you baby?”

“M’a cockslut,” Tae agrees, rocking his hips in what he hopes is a clear invitation.

Finally, finally, finally he feels Yoongi pushing inside of him. He’s so wet and relaxed from his orgasm that the stretch isn’t even a challenge, but that doesn’t mean that he can’t feel every fucking inch of that perfect dick splitting him open.

“Fuck, you take it so easy. This is what you needed, isn’t it?”

Taehyung thinks he at least tries to answer, but it’s hard to be sure once Yoongi’s hips land against his thighs, finally bottomed out and pressing so fucking deep . It’s perfect – everything he wanted and more. He finally feels full and it’s like a wave of syrupy warmth rolling through all his nerves and leaving him boneless.

“There you go,” Yoongi whispers, voice low and warm. “Relaxing so nice for me. You stay just like that and take your fucking like a good little slut, okay?”

Taehyung tries to nod, but the second Yoongi pulls out and thrusts back inside, he is gone .

The only thoughts left in his head are about how fucking good it feels to finally have Yoongi fucking him like he’s wanted all day, like Taehyung is his . It’s not gentle, and the loud slaps of skin on skin are the only sound that he can make out over the blood rushing in his ears as he lets Yoongi take and take and take .

It’s overwhelming, but in the best way.

He’s not even sure how many times he cums – only that Yoongi fucks him through every orgasm without the slightest pause and that when Yoongi’s knot swells inside of him and he cums for the last time, it’s completely dry and almost hurts . Even edging on pain, it still feels so fucking good , especially with Yoongi buried to the hilt inside of him and pumping wave after wave of cum into him until it’s leaking out around his knot. Taehyung tries to keep it inside, wants it all to himself, but there’s just too much.

Hyung ,” he whines, trying to clench tighter around Yoongi’s knot.

“Fuck – Am I hurting you, sweetheart?”

“Want it inside.”

“Oh, it’s okay. You’re only losing a little, I promise. Look at me, baby.”

Taehyung didn’t even realize his eyes were still squeezed shut. When he cracks them open he sees Yoongi looking back at him with concern, one hand reaching up to brush at the wetness gathered on his cheeks. 

He remembers tears when he was still bent over the table, but… “I didn’t cry the whole time, did I?”

Yoongi gives him a little smile. “And if you did?”

“I didn’t mean to cry that much.”

“You say that like you didn’t look fucking gorgeous sobbing on my dick. You were perfect,” Yoongi soothes. They’re still locked together, but he pulls Taehyung closer so that he can roll them over on the couch, laying face to face instead of Yoongi being braced on top of him. “You did so, so well for me, sweetheart. I love you.”

“Love you too, hyung.”

Yoongi kisses each of his cheeks, his forehead, and the tip of nose before eventually kissing him on the mouth. It’s gentle, and his hands cradle Taehyung’s face like he’s made of glass. “Do you feel okay? I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

“No, it was really good,” Tae assures him, pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek in return and then tucking his head under the alpha’s chin. “I love when you get all bitey with me.”

“And when I call you a slut.”

“What can I say? I’m a simple man with simple needs.”

“I don’t think anyone would ever call you simple,” Yoongi says, huffing out a laugh. “Are you comfortable? Need me to adjust anything?”

“M’good, perfect actually.” It’s the truth. He can’t imagine feeling much better than he does now, covered in Yoongi’s marks with his knot still swollen inside of him – and getting cuddles. He’s so fucking lucky. “Thank you, hyung.”

“For what?”

“For taking care of me tonight. For feeding me such good food and fucking me within an inch of my life and cuddling with me. I really needed this.”

Yoongi presses a tender kiss to the top of Taehyung’s head. “Thanks for letting me,” he whispers, pausing for a few seconds before adding, “I know I haven’t been the most present lately.”

And there it is.

Taehyung doesn’t have to tiptoe quite as much as the alphas and Jin-hyung do when trying to talk about feelings with Yoongi. Admittedly, that’s mostly because he doesn’t pry as much as the rest of them do, but it’s also just that he feels like sometimes they both understand each other fine without having to talk. He doesn’t need Yoongi to admit that he’s been burying himself in work at the expense of his mental health. They both already know it, and besides – Taehyung understands. Sometimes he uses work as a distraction from his problems too.

And that’s probably good because he still feels way too fucked out and dazed to give his response much thought.

“S’okay. You still let me stay in your room whenever I asked.”

“That’s a pretty low bar.”

“Maybe for the rest of the pack, but you’re picky about who you let hang out in here when you’re moody,” Taehyung points out, placing a kiss to Yoongi’s collarbone and then nuzzling closer. “You get grumpy with the others, but you let me and Hobi-hyung stay as long as we like.”

Yoongi laughs. “That’s cause you two know how to occupy yourselves. Maybe it helps that you smell so damn good.”

“Mmm, so do you. Can smell you all over me now, like I’m yours.”

There’s the beginning of something like a growl from Yoongi before he’s tipping Taehyung’s head up and whispering right against his lips, “You are mine.”

Taehyung’s agreement is swallowed up in their kiss. While it starts possessive and a little rough (with Yoongi licking into his mouth like he needs to mark every inch of him), it does eventually ease up until they’re just trading slow, lazy kisses back and forth.

Eventually, Yoongi pulls back and presses their foreheads together. “Fuck, I feel a lot better too. Maybe we both needed this.”

Mission accomplished.

“I’m glad, hyung.” With that, Taehyung just snuggles in closer and lets himself bask in their combined scent while Yoongi rubs little absent-minded circles into his back. He doesn’t need to push the conversation any further. They’ve said everything they need to, and it’s enough to know that his plan to help Yoongi feel better has been a success.

 

Notes:

See you next week for a return to cute courting antics <3

And yes, Haru the giant teddy bear will be a recurring character because I love him dearly and wish I had a massive teddy bear too.

Chapter 11: Making An Impression

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Taehyung is basically buzzing with excitement.

The day is finally here. It feels like it’s taken ages, but really it’s only been four days since they all met up at Borahae and made the official agreement to start courting. The problem is that Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung have already met up with Jimin and Jungkook for a follow-up date and Taehyung has not .

He’s decided that even if he doesn’t get the first first date, he’s going to get the best one.

For one thing, he’s going to go by himself. No sharing. Not on his first real date with the two of them. He’s got to make an impression .

The three of them figured out the details together in their brand new Omegas Only Group Chat last night: Taehyung is going to head over to their apartment, they’re going to give him the tour, he’s going to present them with his First Date Gift Basket (that part is a surprise, and also a completely genius idea), and then they are going to hang out and play video games together.

The gift basket is big and sturdy and filled to the brim (with a layer of tissue paper on top to keep the contents a mystery). Tae had been absolutely determined to find an actual basket yesterday when the idea for the gift had struck him – plus Jin-hyung had wanted to go out shopping anyway, so Taehyung just had to drag him to a couple extra stores to get everything he needed.

He can’t wait to see them open it.

He lets Namjoon-hyung carry the First Date Gift Basket out to the front gate and load it into the back seat of one of the security team’s vehicles. The basket really isn’t all that heavy. Taehyung definitely could have handled it, but it’s more about Namjoon getting to see him off than anything else.

“All right, you got me all the way to the car. I think I can manage from here,” Taehyung says, smiling up at his alpha and puckering his lips. “Kiss?”

“Kiss,” Namjoon confirms, lips pressing warm against Taehyung’s for a few seconds. After that, he leans down to scent him.

Taehyung takes a quick step backward out of reach. “Nope, no scenting. I’m not going anywhere else and I wanna smell like me when I get there. You can scent me as much as you want when I get home.”

Part of making an impression is making sure they get the most authentic, open, uniquely Taehyung version of himself that he can bring to the table. Nobody else with him, no other scents. Just the three of them spending quality time getting to know one another so they can get this whole courting thing moving . (Not that he isn’t excited for the process too, but patience has never really been his strong suit.)

Namjoon laughs and lets him go without a fuss. “All right. Whatever you want, but I’ll hold you to that. Find me when you get home?”

“I’ll text you when I’m on my way and you can meet me at the door if you really want,” Tae offers, climbing into the back seat of the vehicle.

“Yes please,” Namjoon says.

Taehyung shakes his head and shuts the door after one more quick goodbye kiss. He shouldn’t be surprised that Namjoon would want to meet him at the door, not when he’s going to come home smelling like himself plus Jimin and Jungkook. If anything, he’ll probably get swarmed by all of his mates the second he gets back.

That’s a problem for future Taehyung.

Their apartment is only about a thirty minute drive from the house, in one of the college neighborhoods that’s close to a few different schools. He’s happy to see that they don’t live in a bad area at least, considering that they sound like they are in a pretty rough spot financially. (Or at least they were . They’re fine now, even if they don’t know it yet.)

He carries his gift and backpack into the building, taking the elevator up to their floor and finding their unit without much trouble. He knocks three times and within seconds, Jungkook is opening up the door with a cute little grin plastered on his stupidly handsome face.

He’s got his dark hair pulled back into a short little ponytail, dressed casually in ripped jeans and a faded black t-shirt, and god if that t-shirt doesn’t cling to him just right, showing off toned arms that are both covered in tattoos and look like they could pick Taehyung up without breaking a sweat. Fuck , he wants to reach out and touch – wants Jungkook’s arms around him while he looks all comfortable and relaxed like this. 

Why does being patient have to be so goddamn hard ?

“Wow, look at you,” Tae says, giving Jungkook an extremely obvious up and down glance. “Very handsome.”

Jungkook laughs, the beginning of a flush creeping up his cheeks. It’s charming anytime he smiles, but something about the way he looks when he’s slightly flustered is really doing it for Taehyung – makes him wanna try and embarrass him more just to see the reaction.

“Nothing special. You look better,” Jungkook mumbles before stepping aside and waving one of those gorgeous arms toward their apartment. “Come on in and we can show you around.”

The smell hits Tae before he’s even fully stepped inside – a mouthwatering wave of their combined orange cream soda scent that has permeated the apartment. He’d spent so much of his heat thinking about what it would be like to be surrounded by it, and somehow it’s still better than he imagined.

“Here, why don’t you put this on the table for me,” Taehyung says, passing Jungkook his First Date Gift Basket before stepping out of his shoes. 

Jungkook quirks his head at the basket but does as he’s asked, reaching out to take it by the handle. “Sure thing. What is it?” he asks, poking at the tissue paper sticking out of the basket.

“It’s a gift for the two of you. Speaking of which, where’s Jimin-ah?”

“Just a second!” Jimin’s voice calls from deeper into the apartment.

“Someone slept in this morning,” Jungkook says, setting the basket down on their kitchen table. “Jiminie has a bad habit of staying up way too late.”

“And Kookie has a bad habit of waking up at dawn,” Jimin says, emerging from the hallway and then catching sight of the gift basket. “Oh, wow that’s really for us?”

Jimin looks pretty, but that isn’t much of a surprise. His blonde hair has been left mostly unstyled, and the oversized navy blue sweater he wears looks so soft and comfy that Tae immediately wants to reach out and feel it. (Really, cuddling would be preferable, but he knows he has to have at least a little patience on that front. Unfortunately.)

His earrings also catch Taehyung’s eye right away, sparkly silver with three little purple moons dangling off of each one. “Yeah, the basket is for you guys. Where’d you get your earrings, Jimin-ah?”

Jimin smiles and reaches up to touch them, the sleeve of his sweater sliding down to reveal the flash of a few silver bracelets on his wrist. They suit him. Jewelry in general suits him, which is perfect because Taehyung has a good eye for that sort of thing and has fun looking for pieces that intrigue him, so he’ll have no trouble at all finding gifts for Jimin. “I got them years ago back in Busan. You like them?”

“Yeah, they’re so pretty!” Tae steps closer to get a better look. “Oh, they’re blue and purple; that’s so cool. They look really good on you.”

“Thanks. I was worried it was a bit much.”

Really ? Taehyung needs to make a date to take Jimin shopping asap if this is the level of self confidence they’re working with here. (And maybe a spa day, or a makeover and a night of dancing – just something to help him realize he has nothing to worry about.)

Shameless flirting will have to do for now.

“A bit much? You honestly look this pretty and still have the ability to worry about something like that?” 

Jimin blushes. “Thank you. You look really good too.”

“Do I?” Taehyung grins. He knows he looks good, but it’s not like he’s going to turn down a chance to hear it, especially from the two of them.

“He’s right,” Jungkook says. “You really do. Like you walked off a runway or something.”

“Aww, you’re so sweet,” Tae answers. “Do you wanna open your First Date Gift Basket now?”

Jimin and Jungkook exchange a look, neither of them moving.

“Is that a normal thing?” Jungkook is the one to eventually ask, smiling and rubbing at his neck. (Way too cute.) “Were we supposed to get you something too?”

“Normal?” Taehyung shakes his head with a little laugh. “No, it’s something I made up for fun. You weren’t supposed to get me anything. Think of it like, I don’t know… a housewarming gift or something.”

“But that’s what you get people when they move in somewhere,” Jimin says.

“Well, I am moving into your lives. That’s occasion enough,” Tae says, dismissing the thought with a wave of his hand. “Mostly I just wanted to get you something because it sounded fun, so go ahead and open it already. I’ve been waiting all day for this.”

The First Date Gift Basket is a hit, just like he knew it would be. He’d wanted to make sure there was something to represent the whole pack inside, so he’d gone hunting for a bunch of their individual favorite things. There’s some snacks (his), bath products (Jin), a bottle of whiskey (Yoongi), a few bottles of craft beer (Namjoon), and fancy chocolates (Hobi) – plus a brand new version of his own favorite ultra-soft blanket that Namjoon-hyung had gotten for him last year.

Jimin and Jungkook seem to love it, and it gives Taehyung an excuse to talk about his mates while he’s given a quick apartment tour. The whole place seems very cozy and comfortable, not to mention easy to secure. Only one real entrance to worry about, aside from window access to a fire escape – something a few members of their security team can cover with no trouble.

He can work with Hobi-hyung on getting a new security unit set up right away. It also wouldn’t hurt to see how well Jimin and Jungkook can defend themselves, but he can give them a little time before he asks to spar.

While the apartment is relatively small, it’s packed with personality. There are plenty of photographs of the two of them on the walls, and a bunch of what he assumes is Jungkook’s artwork – various paintings and more artsy photo prints. Various little knick knacks are displayed on shelves and a collection of colorful throw pillows has accumulated into a pile at one end of their L-shaped couch. The whole place looks lived in , and Taehyung appreciates that far more than those sterile homes that are always perfectly in order.

By the end of the tour, there’s only one thing he hasn’t seen yet.

“I have one super important question for you,” Taehyung says, looking right into Jimin’s eyes.

“Okay? What is it?”

“Where is Haru?”

“How do you know about…” Jimin blinks at him a couple of times and then looks over to see Jungkook breaking out into laughter.

“I sent him a picture of you asleep with Haru the other day,” Jungkook giggles. “You looked so cute. I couldn’t help it.”

“He’s right, you did look cute. So did Haru and I want to meet him so bad, please,” Taehyung says.

Just as he suspected, Haru is even better in person.

Jimin leaves Tae and Jungkook in the living room and heads back down the hall, reappearing soon enough almost entirely obscured by the giant stuffed bear he carries, arms wrapped around its middle. 

Taehyung can’t help but bound over to them, lifting Haru’s head so he can get a better look at his giant button eyes. He squeals in delight. “Oh my god he’s so cute ! Can I hold him, please?”

Since he’s extremely busy cuddling with Haru on the couch, Jungkook helps get his Nintendo Switch hooked up to their TV, while Jimin works on grabbing snacks and opening their new blanket. (They both gush about how soft it is for a solid minute, and Taehyung couldn’t be more pleased.)

They all have a blast playing Mario Party together, the breaks in between levels sometimes becoming twenty minute affairs when they inevitably end up sidetracked by some story or another. Jungkook wins every single event where they have to compete against each other – Jimin definitely hadn’t been exaggerating when he warned Tae about trying to win against Jungkook.

Luckily he doesn’t need to win to have fun. (Although if they play Mario Kart later, things might get a little ugly.)

“So how’d you guys end up forming a pack anyway?” Jimin asks when they’re in between levels, killing time while Jungkook is in the kitchen making some lunch. “Did your families know each other or something – I mean since most of you seem to come from the same background as us?”

“Nah, we actually met in college. Well, Jin-hyung and I met a couple of years before that when I was supposed to kill him, but–”

“Wait,” Jungkook interrupts, holding a spatula and giving him a very confused look from the kitchen. “You were supposed to kill Jin-hyung? Why?”

Taehyung shrugs, pulling Haru’s arm tighter around him. “Not sure why. Things were pretty shit for me back then. My parents told me what job needed to be done and I did it – end of story.” He still doesn’t like to think too much about those days, even all these years later. Calling them ‘pretty shit’ is just a very charitable way of saying it had been a horrible pit of despair he thought he would never escape from.

“Do you not wanna talk about it?” Jimin asks gently, reaching out to set his hand on Tae’s shoulder.

The touch is grounding, and a good opportunity to place his own hand over Jimin’s to show that he appreciates the comfort. “Thank you. It’s okay though,” he says with a little smile. “The stuff before it sucked, but meeting Jin-hyung was the best thing to ever happen to me.”

“I’m definitely curious how it happened if you’re willing to share,” Jimin says.

“Yeah, me too!”

A dramatic retelling . Taehyung can do that.

“Okay, so it was the dead of night, right? I scale the side of his family’s home until I reach the second story window to his bedroom – unlocked just like it was supposed to be. The thing is, the second I slip inside I’m surrounded by the best scent I’ve ever smelled in my whole fucking life.”

“Jin-hyung does smell amazing,” Jungkook says. He’s stirring something on the stove vigorously, those tattooed arms looking– 

No, he is not getting distracted right now no matter how pretty Jungkook is .

“Yeah, and he smelled just as good back then. For the first time I wasn’t sure if I was going to be able to finish a job. He was asleep just like he was supposed to be, would have been such a simple mark, but the closer I got the more I hesitated. He was so handsome and he smelled so good . I don’t know how long I was standing over him holding that knife, but eventually he opened his eyes and I knew right then that he was my mate.”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “I’m sorry, it’s – It isn’t funny but just imagining him waking up with you standing over him like that… Did he scream?”

“No,” Taehyung answers. “He was ridiculously calm, actually – just blinked up at me a few times, looked at the knife, then gave me one of those smiles that went all the way to his eyes and asked if he could help me with something.”

“Wow, Jin-hyung is so cool,” Jungkook says, bringing over three steaming bowls of food for them and plopping down on the couch. “Just a quick fried rice – nothing special, but I hope it’s okay.”

Taehyung pauses to dig in and lets out a groan at the first bite. “It’s delicious,” he says around his mouthful. “Thank you.”

Jimin agrees and Jungkook goes a little pink from their combined compliments. Adorable.

Taehyung gives them the short version of the rest of the story over lunch. As soon as he looked into Jin-hyung’s eyes, he cracked and explained everything – his profession, the contract for Jin’s life, and that he was pretty fucking sure they were meant to be mates. Jin had taken it all in stride, agreeing with Taehyung’s assessment and offering him the opportunity to stay there. He didn’t leave Jin-hyung’s side for weeks after that night. Jin’s family was pretty suspicious (still are, honestly), but they didn’t fight Jin when he demanded Tae be allowed to stay. 

When Taehyung did finally leave, it was only to ‘take care’ of his family and then return to Jin’s side as a free man.

A couple years later, they headed off to college together. Jin was looking to strike out on his own, and as soon as Taehyung met Namjoon-hyung and Yoongi-hyung, he knew they were the guys for the job. It wasn’t until he convinced Jin to talk to them and they met outside of campus that he caught their scents and his plan rapidly evolved to the four of them forming a pack.

It had taken a little convincing (forming a pack was a pretty big commitment), but Taehyung could be very persuasive – and very persistent. He eventually got his way and the rest was history. They formed their little pack and a wildly successful business on the back of it; then about two years ago, he met Hobi-hyung on a job and convinced the pack to court him as well.

“And that’s about it. It’s been the five of us ever since, at least until now,” Taehyung concludes with a wink, watching both Jimin and Jungkook blush.

He really shouldn’t be allowed to have this much power. It’s way too tempting to keep pushing just to watch them both go all pretty pink, not to mention maybe expediting the whole We’re Dating Now process so he can skip directly to cuddling.

For the time being, he just stays perched respectfully in Haru’s loving embrace.

~~

After finishing their meal and a few more rounds of Mario Party, Jimin excuses himself for a bathroom break. Jungkook looks over at Taehyung and grins at the sight of him all cuddled up with Haru.

“You should let me take a picture of you like that, hyung.”

Taehyung laughs. “Knock yourself out. Make sure you get my good side.”

“Like you have a bad side,” Jungkook says, pulling out his phone. “You really do look like a model, I swear – Hey wait, would you be interested in some modeling if I need help for a school project? I bet you would be really fun to photograph.”

“Sure, I’d help you with whatever you want, Jungkookie.”

Jungkook gives a shy smile at the nickname, hiding it behind his phone while he snaps a few pictures. “Maybe I can set one of these as your picture in my phone contacts, unless you’d prefer to send me a selca or something. Just weird to not have a picture like I do for everyone else. Actually, do you maybe have pictures of the hyungs too? It would be cool to have a selca from everyone.”

“Sure,” Taehyung answers. “Let me see what I’ve got.”

As it turns out, what he’s got is very little. His phone is pretty new, and while Yoongi-hyung always makes sure their data is backed up, Taehyung isn’t really all that great about actually using those backups.

“What did I miss?” Jimin asks when he returns to the living room, sitting down between Tae and Jungkook.

“I’m trying to find some selcas for Jungkookie’s phone contacts, but I don’t think I have anything on my phone at all. Hold on though, I know just the man for the job.”

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: okay listen Jiminie and Jungkookie need pics for their phone contacts

[Tae]:  you all have exactly one chance to drop your preferred selca in the chat before jin-hyung does it for you (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: Oh I do love a chance to show off my extensive photo collection.

[Jin]: I will try to limit myself to my top ten favorites of each of you but no promises <3

[Tae]: i don’t have any on my phone so please pick good ones of me hyung (♥ω♥*)

[Jin]: As if I would choose anything less than the best.

[Yoongi]: Here use this for me.

[Yoongi]: Attachment: untitled.png

[Jin]: Yoongi-yah that is a picture of a trash can >:-(

[Yoongi]: I know what I sent.

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung BAD ʕノ•ᴥ•ʔノ ︵ ┻━┻ 

[Namjoon]: Yoongi would it really be so bad to send one selca? Here I’ll send mine first.

[Namjoon]: Attachment: IMG73186.jpg

[Hobi]: joonie omg u look so handsome ;D

[Jimin]: Wow you really do look handsome Namjoon-ssi

[Namjoon]: Thank you both.

[Hobi]: o jinnie i also have a ton of good pics of yoongles

[Jin]: Meet me in the kitchen to compare and choose the best options?

[Hobi]: of course omw :D

[Yoongi]: You two really don’t have to do that.

[Tae]: if you dont drop a selca in the next ten minutes they definitely will ᇂ_ᇂ

[Yoongi]: Fine.

[Yoongi]: Attachment: untitled1.png

[Namjoon]: Did you really just photoshop your name onto a different trash can? Do we need to have another discussion about how self deprecating humor can be harmful?

[Tae]: i want to be mad but your dedication to this joke is inspiring

[Yoongi]: Thanks. At least someone recognizes the hard work I’m putting in.

[Tae]: maybe jimin and jungkook can bribe you with their selcas (・ω<) 

[JK]: taetae makes a good point

[JK]: we should drop ours in the chat too

[JK]: Attachment: CAP6511.jpg

[Jimin]: Attachment: CAP2504.jpg

[Tae]: that is not how bribery works (¬_¬”)

[Yoongi]: Wow, you both look great.

[JK]: thanks hyung

[Namjoon]: He’s right. You’re both stunning.

[Jimin]: Aww thanks Namjoon-ssi (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: okay we’re gonna play more games now

[Tae]: i trust jin-hyung and hobi-hyung to drop good pics of the rest of us

[Tae]: i’ll be home later ヾ(•ω•`)o 

~~

The rest of their date is spent on the couch (not cuddling, sadly), but Jimin does sit close enough for their thighs to touch, so at least it’s not like he doesn’t want to touch him at all. They play more games and watch a movie before it’s eventually time for Taehyung to head back home.

It’s been a pretty successful first date in his opinion. He’s gotten to learn a lot more about both of them; how they grew up, what they’re interested in, and some of their favorite things. Plus, they know more about him and the hyungs now. Honestly, the day couldn’t have gone any better…

Or so he thinks.

As he starts gathering his stuff and Jungkook unhooks his Switch, Jimin disappears down the hall. When he emerges a minute or so later, it’s with his hands held behind his back and a grin on his face.

“Did you get it, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

Jimin steps closer to Taehyung. “Yeah, even found a bag for it. Here,” he says, bringing his hands forward to reveal a big red gift bag that he holds out to Tae. “It’s not much, but we wanted to be able to give you something too.”

Taehyung is nearly speechless. How did they – “When did you even have the time to do this?”

“It was Kookie’s idea. We planned it while you were in the bathroom, and I have a stash of old gift bags in the closet.”

Jungkook smiles. “Yeah, and then we just took turns sneaking off to the bedroom real quick. Go on and have a look.”

The first thing Tae pulls out of the bag is a painting (which explains why the bag is so big). It’s a gorgeous, super stylized picture of what looks kind of like a lotus painted in heavy black lines that frame bright red petals on a white background.

“Did you paint this?” he asks Jungkook.

“Yeah, for a project last year. I wasn’t sure which one to give you, but I thought it suited you best. If you don’t like it, you can pick a different–”

“Not like it? Are you kidding ? I love it! Thank you so much.”

Jungkook’s cheeks go pink as he smiles. “I’m glad you like it. It’s not framed yet, but I can make you one for it if you prefer.”

“There’s something in there from me too,” Jimin says. “Not quite as cool as a custom painting, but hopefully you like it.”

Taehyung reaches back into the bag and pulls out a little pink stuffed rabbit. It’s super soft and squishy and – he catches a peek of silver under one floppy ear. When he lifts up the ear, he finds a dangly moon earring, just like the ones Jimin has on but with red and pink moons instead of blue and purple.

“I thought maybe we could match, since you said you liked mine,” Jimin says with a nervous smile.

“Oh my god, they’re so pretty! Thank you,” Taehyung says, immediately removing them from the stuffed rabbit and putting them on. “How do I look?”

“The color suits you,” Jimin answers.

“Do I get to keep the bunny too?”

“Of course.”

Tae’s heart practically swells in his chest. He can’t believe they did this for him, and all without him noticing a thing. It’s so goddamn adorable and he is going to treasure these gifts for the rest of his life . “You guys really are so sweet. Thank you both. I love all of these things so much!”

After getting a hug goodbye from each of them, Taehyung makes his way back out to the waiting SUV and hops in quickly. As much as he doesn’t want to leave, he’s gotta get home and tell the hyungs all about his date and show off his presents. Namjoon is gonna be so jealous that he got a painting from Jungkook first.

~~

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: oh my god you should have seen how quick the hyungs swarmed me 

[JK]: did they miss you that much

[Tae]: no i just smell like the two of you and everyone wanted in on it (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Oh that’s flattering ( 〃▽〃)

[JK]: yeah well you should have seen how fast jimin jumped on haru after you left

[Tae]: really?

[Jimin]: Oh my god shut up 

[Jimin]: Not you Taehyung-ah 

[Tae]: you know if you wanted to cuddle you could have just asked (・ω<)

[JK]: told you hyung

[Jimin]: SHUT UP OMG (ー_ーゞ

[Tae]: wait actually?

[Tae]: did you two want to cuddle?

[Jimin]: … maybe kind of a lot ( 〃▽〃)

[JK]: yeah

[Tae]: fuck do you mean to tell me we could have been doing that the whole day?

[Tae]: that’s the last time i try to be reasonable ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: why didn’t either of you say anything?

[JK]: didnt wanna scare you off on our first date

[JK]: plus i thought it was just me

[Jimin]: Yeah I just didn’t wanna make you uncomfortable ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: you didnt say anything either

[Tae]: ok fair point i guess

[Tae]: i suppose the important thing is that next time we hang out we are definitely having a cuddle pile

[JK]: hell yes

[JK]: you smell so good its not even fair

[Jimin]: I’d like that too (´。• ᵕ •。`)

 

Chapter 12: Generosity

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Hobi To Jungkook]

[Hobi]: hey what r u guys doing tomorrow?

[JK]: uh nothing as far as i know

[JK]: you wanna hang out

[Hobi]: yeah! :D

[Hobi]: yoongi wants to come too.

[JK]: sure what time

[JK]: also what do you wanna do

[Hobi]: yoongi is going 2 bring some actual cameras so u can have ur laptop back.

[Hobi]: assuming ur still ok with the cameras?

[JK]: yeah we talked to namjoon-hyung about it

[JK]: its not that weird for us

[Hobi]: one of ur families?

[JK]: yeah my house had tons of cameras

[Hobi]: no sneaking around allowed then? ;D

[JK]: we still snuck around plenty

[JK]: jiminie is good at that sort of thing

[Hobi]: i bet u 2 have so many good stories.

[JK]: bet you do too

[Hobi]: i might have a few ;D

[Hobi]: u will have to ask me tomorrow tho.

[Hobi]: does 4:00 work for u?

[JK]: yeah sounds good

[Hobi]: perfect. see u 2 soon. :)

~~

Jimin leaves their windows open for most of the afternoon. Even though they’ve already established scent compatibility, it still feels like quite a leap to invite two alphas into their home this early without at least trying to air things out a bit.

They do a little extra cleaning, but their apartment isn’t very dirty to begin with. There’s some clutter around and probably some dusty surfaces, but besides making sure the dishes and laundry are all taken care of, there isn’t a lot that needs doing. (Jimin would love to take credit, but the truth is that Jungkook is much neater than he is.)

They both spend a little extra time cleaning themselves up too.

It’s not like it’s a formal date. They’re just hanging out, but Jimin still spends longer than he would like to admit in front of the bathroom mirror, trying on different shirts and fussing with his hair. In the end he decides to not look like he’s trying too hard, opting for skinny jeans and one of his more flattering striped t-shirts.

He can’t pass up an opportunity for some extra jewelry though. It might not be a date, but it can still be an excuse to dress up a little. He likes the way bracelets look on his wrists, and a couple of thin necklaces disappearing into the collar of his shirt adds a nice touch.

“You look so pretty, hyung,” Jungkook says.

Jimin nearly jumps out of his skin, turning to see Jungkook leaning against the bathroom doorway laughing at him.

“Fuck, how did you manage to sneak up on me for once?”

“Maybe I’m getting better. It probably helped that you were real focused. Getting all dolled up?”

Jimin frowns. “Is it too much?”

“Of course not,” Jungkook answers, stepping forward to pull Jimin into his arms. “You look good, Jiminie. Plus, you know I love you in jewelry.”

“You may have mentioned it,” Jimin hums while Jungkook noses at his neck, lips pecking just above where the necklaces rest. “You’re sure I’m not going overboard?”

“Hyung, if jeans and a t-shirt is overboard, we’ll both be overdressed.”

“That what you’re wearing too?”

“Probably. Was kinda hoping you could help me pick something out?” Jungkook asks, lips pressing to the underside of Jimin’s jaw now.

“Sure, Kookie.” Jimin lets his eyes slip closed and focuses on how nice it feels to be pressed against his mate, how their scents mingling still makes his chest feel full after all these years. He reaches up and cards his fingers through Jungkook’s hair, listening to the little hum of satisfaction he makes when Jimin lets his fingertips scratch gently at the scalp.

“S’ nice,” Jungkook whispers.

Jimin keeps him there for a minute or two, taking the chance to mess up Jungkook’s hair before he gets ready for their company, and appreciating how relaxed he is with Jimin’s hands on him.

“You still want help picking out your outfit?”

Jungkook’s voice is low and syrupy when he answers, barely more than a whisper. “Yes please.”

It doesn’t take Jimin too long to help Jungkook narrow down his choices until he opts for a maroon sweater he’s particularly fond of. (They may or may not have to go through Jimin’s clothes to find it, but in his defense it’s a very comfortable sweater.)

They’re still left with time to kill after lunch. Jungkook talks Jimin into watching a drama with him, and they spend the next couple hours curled up on the couch together until they get a text from Hoseok saying he and Yoongi will be there shortly.

Hoseok is the first one to greet them when they open their front door a few minutes later. He and Yoongi are thankfully both dressed relatively casual too. (They do not need a repeat of their lunch date with Jin and Namjoon.) Yoongi is wearing all black and carrying a couple of small boxes in one arm, ginger hair styled deliberately messy and pushed back from his face in a way that Jimin can’t help but find attractive.

The contrast is stark when he stands next to Hoseok, who is wearing light blue jeans and a navy and yellow patterned shirt – and while Yoongi looks maybe a little nervous, Hoseok manages to radiate warmth and calm.

“Thanks for having us over,” Hoseok says with a grin. It’s a bit disarming, how sincere his cheerfulness seems, the smile lighting up his whole face.

Jungkook is all smiles too, ushering them into the apartment. Both alphas take an obvious breath through their noses when they step inside, and Jimin catches himself hoping that they appreciate their scents, even if maybe he shouldn’t.

He doesn’t want to hope too much. If this all somehow works, then that’s great but he doesn’t want to fall too fast or lose his head. Jungkook is already invested enough for both of them, and Jimin needs to be ready to deal with the fallout if this doesn’t pan out.

For now, he tries to just focus on enjoying himself instead of letting worry consume him.

“That’s basically the whole place,” Jungkook says once they have given Yoongi and Hoseok the brief tour of their little one bedroom apartment.

“Try not to get lost,” Jimin jokes.

“It’s cute,” Hoseok answers with a smile. “Pretty nice for this part of town too.”

“Yeah, especially considering how much they charge you for rent,” Yoongi adds. “Could definitely have done worse.”

Jimin and Jungkook both quirk their heads in confusion before it clicks.

“I’ve seen your financial records,” Yoongi reminds them. “I’d say I know all your dirty secrets, but there really wasn’t much to see.”

“Didn’t stop you from looking,” Jimin quips, mostly playful.

“Yeah, you’re welcome. Now, why don’t we get these cameras set up? I’m guessing you would prefer to have your computers back.”

It doesn’t take Yoongi long to get the cameras installed, mounting them each to the wall with a couple of screws. He puts the first one where Jungkook’s laptop had been in the corner of their living room, and then puts up one more on the other end of their apartment near the front door. Both cameras are small enough to fit in the palm of a hand, discreet but not meant to be completely hidden.

“This light glows red when they are on, like this,” Yoongi says, pressing the power button on the camera and pointing to the red LED now lit up. “This way you always know when they are recording. You can press the power button on the side to turn them off, or send me a text and I can do it remotely.” Yoongi still has one more box in his hand once the other two cameras are set up. He frowns at it, then looks at Hoseok.

“One more,” Hoseok says with a smile. “To replace the laptop in the bedroom.”

“Only if you want,” Yoongi mumbles, almost too low to be heard.

It’s endearing, the way Yoongi seems worried about assuming they will be okay with the bedroom camera, and how upfront he’s trying to be about the mechanics of this whole thing. For as crabby as he makes himself out to be, it’s clear he’s trying to be careful with them, wary of crossing their boundaries.

“Yeah, sure,” Jungkook answers with a smile.

“It probably won't be on very often, but if one of you gets anxious we don’t mind,” Jimin says. “We’re no strangers to living around cameras.”

“And like you said, Yoongi-hyung – we’ll know if they’re recording,” Jungkook adds.

Yoongi lets out a breath, obviously relieved, and then works on getting the final camera set up in their bedroom. (Jimin is really glad he picked up all of his laundry now.) Once the cameras are set up, they all end up at the kitchen table trading small talk about what they’ve been up to.

Hoseok has apparently had a full day already, helping both Namjoon and Jin with various projects that he doesn’t give many details about, while Yoongi admits that he slept in until noon and has barely accomplished anything so far.

“In all fairness, you were busy for most of yesterday,” Hoseok offers.

“Only until about six pm. The rest of the night was Taehyung-ah and I gaming. You know how much he hates playing alone,” Yoongi says.

“What do you guys play?” Jimin asks.

“Well, right now Seokjin-hyung finally managed to get Taehyung to play Maplestory with him, so they are grinding out levels together,” Yoongi laughs. “We played Overwatch last night, but that’s only because I refuse to dump hours into grinding Maplestory ever again.”

“Jiminie and I play Overwatch too,” Jungkook says, grinning. “Maybe we could all play together sometime?”

Yoongi and Hoseok both smile at his enthusiasm and it’s honestly too much. They’re both so handsome. Jimin tries to make sense of how there are two stupidly attractive alphas sitting at his kitchen table and smiling at Jungkook like they adore him already – but it doesn’t really compute.

Somehow, this is their life.

“Do you have a particular role you like to play?” Yoongi asks.

“I usually play DPS. Sometimes if Jiminie is feeling especially charitable, he will play a healer for me,” Jungkook says, smiling at Jimin.

“It helps that it’s fun to watch people get pissed when I pocket heal you, and then eat their words when you carry the team.”

Yoongi actually smiles at that. “What else do you guys play?”

“We have lots of games,” Jimin answers. “Jungkook plays more PC games than I do, but we’ve mostly been playing Rocket League together on console since his laptop has been serving as a camera.”

“Well you shouldn’t have to worry about that anymore,” Hoseok says.

“Wait, you use those things to game?” Yoongi asks. “You don’t have a desktop?”

Jungkook shrugs. “We each have a laptop and they work fine.”

Yoongi gives an unimpressed sideways glance at Jungkook’s laptop where it sits off to one side of the kitchen table. “Does that thing even have a dedicated GPU?”

Jungkook blinks at him. “A what?”

“Fucking– Just let me have a look at it.” Yoongi pulls Jungkook’s laptop toward him, already frowning. He taps at the keys like poor processing power is a communicable disease he might bring home to his own computers.

“It’s not going to bite you, you know,” Jimin says.

“With only eight gigabytes of RAM, I’ll be surprised if it does anything at all. Is your laptop the same model?”

“Yeah, they’re both the same,” Jimin answers.

“We got them on sale,” Jungkook adds, grinning at the way Yoongi visibly shudders.

Jimin can’t help smiling when he realizes what Jungkook is up to. He tries to sound excited when he adds, “They even came with two years of Norton Antivirus for free!”

No,” Yoongi clutches at his chest, looking back and forth between Jungkook and Jimin with his mouth open in disgust. “Tell me you don’t actually use that.”

“It was free, so why not? Is there something wrong with it?” Jimin asks innocently.

“No way; I checked Bing and they said it was fine,” Jungkook says.

Did you just say Bing?” Yoongi croaks.

Jungkook smiles. “Yeah, like the first page that comes up when you open Internet Explorer? Haven’t you heard of it?”

That seems to do it. Yoongi looks like he’s debating whether to throw up or just pack his things and leave as soon as possible, disgust evident on his face. “Please for the love of god , tell me you don’t use the default browser . I’m begging you.”

“But how else would I get to the internet, hyung?”

Yoongi’s jaw hangs open. Jungkook makes a valiant effort to contain himself, but as soon as he makes eye contact with Jimin he completely loses it and the two of them burst out laughing in unison.

“Gets them every time,” Jimin squeaks out between laughs.

Jungkook is doubled over in his chair, breathing hard between fits of giggles. “The look – Oh my god. The look on your face when I said ‘Bing’ was priceless!”

Yoongi quirks a brow, tone flat. “You two are awful.”

“Personally, I thought that was remarkably well executed,” Hoseok says, flashing a grin at Jimin. “You really had him going there. I don’t know if I’ve seen Yoongi look that horrified in months.”

“Don’t worry,” Jimin says. “That works on basically every tech-savvy friend we’ve tried it on.”

Yoongi lets out a long sigh. “I hate all of you so much.”

“Yoongi says that to everyone he likes. Don’t worry,” Hoseok says. He claps Yoongi on the back and then leans over to rest his head on the other alpha’s shoulder, gesturing at the laptop. “So are they really that bad?”

Yoongi softens noticeably at the contact, taking a slow breath. “They’re still shitty computers.”

“What would you recommend?” Hoseok asks.

Yoongi pauses, looking over the laptop once more before turning to Jungkook. “This is a touch screen. Are you doing some of your art digitally on here?” Jungkook nods and Yoongi turns to Jimin next. “And you are gonna need a laptop for school too, right?”

“If I go back, yeah, but it’s fine. My laptop works–”

I know it objectively works, but I don’t think you’re considering the actual physical pain I will be in knowing that you two are using these. I’ve got a couple of spares at the house I can set you guys up with. Really, it’s more for my peace of mind than it is for you.”

Jimin chews at his lip. “I don’t know. That’s a pretty big gift.”

“Not used to being spoiled?” Hoseok asks, quirking his head and blinking a few times as he looks at Jimin. “I would have thought with your background –”

“Jiminie’s family wasn’t like that,” Jungkook interrupts, body going stiff. “He had to work really hard for everything.”

Oh god. They really don’t need to get into all of that. Jungkook is always so eager to jump to Jimin’s defense and talk up how he got what he wanted in spite of his parents, not because of them. It’s sweet, but it invites way more questions than he feels like answering on a first date. (Even though this probably isn’t actually a date.)

“It’s okay Kookie,” Jimin soothes. “Nobody meant anything by it.”

“That bad, huh?” Hoseok asks gently.

Jimin would really rather not go delving into his family issues right now, so keeps his reply concise. “I didn’t grow up deprived; my parents were just assholes. We had plenty of money and all that, but things I wanted tended to come with strings attached. It’s fine.”

“I see,” Hoseok says with a little frown. “Sorry for making assumptions.”

“It’s okay,” Jimin assures him.

“No strings here,” Yoongi says, turning his hands up as if to demonstrate the lack of tricks up his sleeves. “Anything we give you is just a gift, nothing more.”

If a gift ever does come with strings attached, we’ll make sure you know before you accept it,” Hoseok adds. “We want to court you, not manipulate you.”

That sounds… promising – or at least less terrifying.

Jimin hesitates and Jungkook leans closer, bumping their shoulders together. “What do you think, hyung?”

“How much are you going to complain if I say no?”

So, so much,” Jungkook says, grinning.

“Alright.” Jimin turns to Yoongi. “I can’t magically get over feeling kind of weird about it, but if you really want to do this for us, then I’m okay with it.”

“Thank god. Let me make a couple of calls and I’ll get them brought over and set up.” Yoongi pulls out his cell phone and starts tapping on the screen.

“Right now?” Jimin asks.

“You have other plans?”

“I mean, no, but –”

“Then yeah, right now.”

“No point fighting him at this point,” Hoseok says, leaning toward Jimin while Yoongi steps away from the table with his phone up to his ear. “Once his mind is made up, Yoongi is stubborn as hell.”

“Sounds kind of like you, hyung.”

Jimin gives a playful little shove to Jungkook’s chest. “I am not that stubborn.”

“You are literally the most stubborn person I know,” Jungkook says, grinning.

“Sometimes that just means you’re determined and have a strong will,” Hoseok offers.

Jungkook snorts out a laugh. “And sometimes it means pretending to enjoy drinking black coffee for weeks rather than admitting you forgot to buy creamer.”

Jimin can feel his cheeks go pink, the flush creeping up his neck and onto his face. “Oh my god are you ever going to let that go?”

“Not planning on it, no.”

“It wasn’t that bad!”

“It was his first time buying groceries after we moved and he was feeling sensitive about it,” Jungkook tells Hoseok. “He admitted to forgetting to buy rice and cooking oil, but then got all defensive when I asked how he was gonna drink his coffee. He tried claiming he liked it without creamer when we both know he thinks black coffee is bitter and gross.”

“I was having a hard day!”

“And if you would have just said that, I wouldn’t be making fun of you right now, but you didn’t. We went all the way back to the store and you still refused to buy creamer. We picked up everything else, but you decided that pretending to like black coffee was the hill you were going to die on. I watched you drink it like that for days, trying not to let it show how much you hated it.

Hoseok laughs at the story hard enough that he is briefly doubled over in his chair, though most of that has to be from just how dramatic and into it Jungkook is. Jimin doesn’t really think it’s that funny… Okay, maybe just a little. It was pretty dumb of him but he really was having a hard day, and he tends to dig his heels in sometimes when he gets upset. Funny or not though, it’s still a little embarrassing.

“I hate you so much,” Jimin groans, blushing bright red at this point.

“I love you too, even when you’re being unreasonable. It was actually kind of cute.”

“You’re the worst.”

Jungkook laughs and then shifts gears in an instant, putting on his sweetest smile as he leans over to press a kiss to Jimin’s flushed cheek. “Hobi-hyung is right, you know; you are determined and strong willed and I admire that about you – so try not to be too mad at me.”

Jimin just raises an unimpressed brow at his mate.

Hoseok shakes his head with a laugh. “He is very sweet, isn’t he?” he asks, gesturing toward Jungkook, who is still wearing his best charming smile like he can’t see Jimin glaring at him.

It shouldn’t still work after all these years, but Jimin can only keep the frown on his face for a few seconds before he gives in with a sigh and admits, “Yeah, he really is.”

Once Yoongi returns, the four of them end up just staying at the kitchen table talking for a while. It’s all pretty surface level, typical getting to know each other type conversation, but Jimin is surprised by just how much he is enjoying it. He’d expected to be a lot more nervous with two unfamiliar alphas in their apartment, but they’ve both been nothing but respectful and nice.

It helps that Jungkook seems to be enjoying their company so much. He’s just finished excitedly telling them about becoming an apprentice at Special-f(x), how he had gotten a tattoo done there years before and decided right then that it was where he wanted to work. Jimin chips in too, telling a few stories about his time in school and some of the performances he got to take part in. Hoseok and Yoongi both seem genuinely interested, asking questions and listening intently to both of them and eventually sharing some of their own stories as well.

Yoongi talks about discovering a love for computers early on, about writing his first programs mostly to play pranks on his family computer. “My brother would spend hours hogging the computer, so I wrote a script that made the mouse stop working thirty minutes after he opened one of his games. He would get so mad,” Yoongi says, laughing as he speaks. “Eventually he just gave up trying to play games on the PC and switched to console.”

“Did he ever figure out it was you?” Jungkook asks.

“No way! I’m taking that to my grave.”

Jimin looks at Hoseok, who’s barely told any stories about himself so far. (Maybe he just needs a little prompting to open up.) “What about you, Hoseok-ssi? You joined the pack later, right? What did you do before that?”

“Oh, a little bit of everything in my line of work. You know how it is, I’m sure,” Hoseok answers before giving Yoongi a playful little shove. “Oh, you have to tell them the story about how you changed Taehyung’s grade for his final project because you thought the professor was an ass.”

Jimin doesn’t miss the obvious deflection. Does Hoseok just not like talking about himself, or does he not trust them yet?

That professor was an ass.”

“Yoongi-hyung is actually just whipped,” Hoseok stage whispers to them, prompting Yoongi to roll his eyes in response.

~~

There’s a knock at the front door within the hour.

“I’ve got it,” Yoongi says. He goes over and opens the door. Nobody steps inside but they do pass Yoongi several boxes, which he stacks one at a time next to the door. Once he’s piled up five or six boxes of varying sizes, he thanks whoever brought them and closes the door again.

“You want help, Yoongi-hyung?” Jungkook calls.

“Sure. Get these boxes onto the table and we can start opening them up.”

Yoongi carries over one of the larger boxes himself. Jungkook – eager as always – crouches down and grabs the rest of them from the bottom, carrying the remainder of the stack over to the table.

“Showoff,” Jimin and Yoongi both say at once. They turn to look at each other immediately, Yoongi’s face cracking into a smile that Jimin returns.

Most of the boxes appear to be taped shut, he notices as Jungkook starts to spread them across the table. They’ll need something to get them open. Jimin almost turns to grab a knife from the kitchen before he spots a metallic glint in one of Yoongi’s pockets. A pocket knife.

He can’t help himself.

Jungkook finishes separating the boxes and when Yoongi leans forward to grab one, Jimin deftly slides the knife free from Yoongi’s pocket. It’s not even a challenge. The alpha doesn’t notice a thing, and Jimin is pretty sure Jungkook and Hoseok are both too occupied with the boxes to have noticed either.

“Showing off or not, getting all of them in one trip like that was still impressive,” Hoseok says, reaching for a box himself.

“It’s not showing off. They weren’t even that heavy,” Jungkook whines, a blush creeping up his cheeks as he stares at the table.

“Uh huh, a likely story,” Yoongi says. He pulls one of the bigger boxes toward himself, patting his pockets a few times and then looking at Hoseok. “You have a knife on you?”

Hoseok raises a brow. “You don’t? If Namjoonie finds out you left the house completely unarmed, he’s going to throw a fit.”

“I swear I did, but–”

“It’s okay,” Jimin says with a wide smile, stepping forward and taking hold of the box before proudly flicking open the pocket knife. There’s no way Yoongi won’t recognize it. The whole thing is a pretty metallic blue that glints under the kitchen lights, making it fairly unmistakable. “I’ve got one.”

Thanks, Jimin – Wait a goddamn second. That’s my knife!” Yoongi sputters. “When did you take that?”

“Just a second ago when I realized we needed something to open the boxes.”

And you couldn’t just – oh I don’t know – grab your own?”

“Yours was closer,” Jimin teases.

Hoseok howls with laughter, face buried in his arms against the table, and Jungkook isn’t doing much better, lips pursed and just barely managing to contain his snickering. After a few seconds, he ends up doubled over in a fit of giggles too.

Yoongi glares at both of them, shaking his head. “Every day I wonder why I bother.”

“Sorry, I couldn’t help myself,” Jimin admits with a small laugh. Poking fun at Yoongi seems to be an easy way to keep the mood light and let the alpha get out some of his tension by being a little prickly, but he would hate to overstep. He pinches the knife by the blade, holding the handle out to Yoongi. “Here, you can have it back.”

“Oi, are you trying to hurt yourself too?” Yoongi says, stepping closer. He covers Jimin’s hand with his own and gingerly removes the knife. The touch is unexpected, but so gentle that Jimin can feel his heart skip a beat. From someone else it might feel imposing or even intimidating, but he’s surprised at just how non-threatening the sudden closeness feels from Yoongi.

From this distance, it’s impossible to miss the warm cinnamon scent coming off of him. Hoseok and Jungkook are still laughing in the background, but Jimin can hardly hear anything over the sound of blood rushing in his ears.

Yoongi smells so good.

He wants to get closer, wants to cover himself in that scent, wants to see how nicely it mixes with his own, or with Jungkook’s. There’s an impulsive urge to tilt his head up and bare his throat for the alpha, but Jimin stays still. He is not going to embarrass himself like that. He can control himself.

They both look up at the same time, sharing the briefest moment of eye contact before practically leaping back from one another. Jimin starts opening the box he had cut the tape on, and Yoongi grabs another box without a word.

“Did I miss something?” Hoseok asks, still breathless from laughter but finally lifting his head.

“Hmm?” Jimin hums nonchalantly.

“This will go quicker if you cut open some boxes too, Hoseok-ah,” Yoongi grumbles.

“I’ll grab you a knife,” Jungkook offers.

The four of them open all of the boxes and deposit their contents onto the table. The laptops are still wrapped in plastic and look about a hundred times nicer than what Jimin and Jungkook have currently. The rest of the boxes contain the charging cables, as well as a few accessories. The sight of all of it like this does make Jimin feel a bit on edge...

“Oh wow, these are really for us, Yoongi-hyung?” Jungkook asks as he removes a fancy looking keyboard from one of the final boxes.

“No point in half-assing this,” Yoongi says with a shrug. He looks at Jimin, “And before you get all worried, just remember that every time I see you using shitty electronics I take ten points of damage.”

Jimin huffs, but decides to pick his battles. This is obviously something Yoongi is invested in doing, and to be honest it will be really nice to have a computer that isn’t painfully slow. Mostly though, he just tries to focus on how excited Jungkook is about all of this, because attempting to process his own feelings is… a lot harder.

He watches as Yoongi powers up the computers and gets them set up to his standards, all while Jungkook is eagerly unpacking all of the accessories. There’s a keyboard for each of them, new mice, spare charging cables, and what look like far too expensive headphones. Most of the items make at least some sense to give them along with the laptops, which were already hard to accept – but it’s just all so much . It’s honestly threatening to send his mind racing. He wants to just let it go, but...

How is he supposed to make all of this up to them?

“Isn’t this maybe a bit excessive?” Jimin asks quietly, poking at the headphones.

“What part of ‘ten points of damage’ did you miss?” Yoongi answers, not even looking up from the laptop. “I promise I already had all of this just laying around collecting dust, so someone may as well get some use out of it. Pass me a mouse, would you, Jungkook-ah?”

Jungkook obeys, handing Yoongi one of the mice before turning to Jimin with a smile and making grabby hands at him. “C’mere, Jiminie.”

Jimin frowns, but does eventually let Jungkook pull him onto his lap. Being close helps tame his nerves a little bit, and quiet down the nagging thoughts racing through his head. It’s a little embarrassing just how much he wants to hide under a blanket with Jungkook until all of the gift giving is done and they can move onto something else.

“Is someone feeling a bit stressed?” Hoseok asks. There’s not a speck of judgment in his tone, but Jimin feels it anyway – like maybe he should be hiding his distress better or something.

“It’s okay,” Jungkook answers. “He’s just a little nervous.”

“Oh my god, don’t talk about me like I’m not here,” Jimin huffs, crossing his arms.

Jungkook just squeezes his arms tighter around Jimin’s middle. “So, hyung, do you think we should break these in with a couple of 1v1 matches tonight? Maybe with a new computer you can actually beat me.”

It’s an obvious ploy to redirect his attention, but Jimin is glad for it honestly. Whatever it takes to get through this with as little embarrassment as possible. “The computer isn’t the problem,” he says, rolling his eyes. “You being unnaturally good at every fucking game is the problem.”

Yoongi quirks his head at them, finally looking up from the computer. “How good are we talking exactly?”

“Not that good honest–”

‘That’s a complete lie,” Jimin interrupts. “He can beat you at any game if he’s had at least an hour of playtime to learn it.”

“Bullshit,” Yoongi scoffs.

“Yeah, Jiminie, I don’t think I could win at every game.”

“I suppose that’s true, now that I think about it.”

“Obviously; nobody is that good at games,” Yoongi says.

“Oh, no I just mean that games that are based on luck wouldn’t work,” Jimin clarifies. “They have to require skill. Even Kookie gets screwed by RNG sometimes.”

Hoseok nods, looking amused. “Ah yes, don’t we all.”

“I’m still not buying it,” Yoongi says. “If he’s that good, why not play professionally or something?”

“I make way too many mistakes to play professionally. I’m not that good, really,” Jungkook reasons.

“That’s it.” Yoongi pushes his chair back from the table. “Let’s play something so I can see how good you really are. I’m warning you though, I won’t go easy on you.”

“You wanna play a game together, hyung?” Jungkook asks. Jimin can hear how excited he is – doesn’t even need to see his face to know he’s smiling like a kid on Christmas. His scent even spikes a little, that pretty floral orange blossom smell that never fails to make Jimin smile. “You can pick anything you want! Jiminie, you okay to get up or do you need more cuddles?”

I’m fine, Kookie,” Jimin answers, standing up. “Go play some games. I know how much you like to actually play with someone.”

“You two okay with watching?” Yoongi asks. “If you have something for four players we could do that instead?”

Hoseok’s hand taps at Jimin’s arm. “I’m actually craving something sweet. Wanna go get snacks with me, Jimin-ah? We can bring something back for these two.”

“Uh, sure,” Jimin says. He’s a little taken aback by the request, but he feels safe enough going alone with Hoseok, and he trusts Yoongi to look after Jungkook for a while too. “There’s a bakery a couple of blocks down the road, if you want?”

“Perfect,” Hoseok answers with a smile. “That’s a great idea.”

The praise makes Jimin’s stomach feel warm, and Hoseok being far too handsome for his own good isn’t helping either, so he turns to grab a hoodie off the couch and look for his shoes.

“Hyung, will you bring me back donuts?” Jungkook asks, offering his cheek up for a kiss.

“Yeah, I’ll get you donuts,” Jimin says, leaning in to dutifully kiss his cheek. “We’ll be back soon.”

 

Notes:

Jimin might be a bit timid at times, but he is still A Little Shit ™

See you next week for part two of this date :D

Chapter 13: How To Start A Rivalry

Notes:

Welcome back for part two of the date! :)

Chapter Text

Jimin leads the way down the stairs and out into the evening air.

The sun is just barely beginning to set, and the streets are a bit more empty than during midday. Between the wide open space of the street and the gentle breeze blowing cool, crisp air against his skin, he starts to relax almost immediately. It’s peaceful. He hadn’t realized just how much he needed the break and he finds himself pausing for a moment to close his eyes and take a deep breath.

When he opens his eyes again, Hoseok is looking at him with a serene little smile. “It’s nice out, isn’t it?” he asks.

In his moment of relief Jimin had almost forgotten about Hoseok, but now it’s hard to look away. The tail end of sunset bathes everything in golden light and it makes Hoseok look almost angelic, Jimin thinks. Rays of sunlight leave his skin glowing warm and inviting, and bounce off his pretty brown hair as it waves gently in the wind.

Jimin swallows and looks away before he can start blushing or something stupid. “Yeah,” he answers. “I love this time of day.”

“You’ll have to tell Namjoonie. He’s a sucker for a good sunset too.”

“What about you?” Jimin asks, starting to lead the way down towards the bakery.

“More of a night time guy, honestly. This is nice though.”

Hoseok follows at his side, close enough that every now and then Jimin catches a brief hint of his coffee scent. Hoseok seems to keep his scent hidden more often than not, so for the most part Jimin has hardly smelled him at all. Even now it’s really faint, and he finds himself wishing he could smell the alpha more clearly.

Does Hoseok feel the same way about his scent?

They walk a minute or so in pleasant silence before Jimin speaks again. “So, were you actually craving something sweet, or did you just need a breath of fresh air?”

“Something sweet does sound nice, but I admit that I may have had other motivations. I figured it was a good opportunity to try and talk to you.”

“About...?”

“Is this the place?” Hoseok asks, gesturing to the door of the building they’re in front of.

It is the place. He and Jungkook found the shop shortly after they moved into their apartment. It’s a cute little family owned bakery with reasonable prices and a nice shaded patio area. Jimin used to come here frequently to study back when he was still in college. (Mostly because their matcha bubble tea is one of his favorite drinks.)

“Oh, didn’t realize we were here already. Yeah, this is the place. Did you wanna talk first or...?”

“Let’s pick up the food and then we can sit for a little while if that’s okay with you,” Hoseok answers, gesturing to the deserted patio area.

Jimin nods and leads the way inside, letting Hoseok take his time looking at the menu. When he’s asked for his recommendations, he tells Hoseok about their bubble tea and how they make the best cinnamon rolls.

His mouth is watering just thinking about one of those huge cinnamon rolls, all warm and doughy.

When they’re ready, Jimin decides to splurge a little since they still have money left over from what Yoongi dropped into their account (and with any luck, he’ll be working again soon too). He takes a couple of minutes to pick out half a dozen different donuts for Jungkook to try – including a lemon one with strawberry frosting that he is sure Jungkook will love – and then one of the giant cinnamon rolls for himself.

Even with splurging on some fancier donuts, it’s not too expensive. Jimin reaches for his wallet.

“I’m buying,” Hoseok says, fingertips gently touching Jimin’s shoulder. “Didn’t you say you liked their bubble tea? Why don’t you get one of those, and something to drink for Jungkook-ah as well?”

“You sure?” Jimin fights to keep his voice even, mind more focused on the fact that Hoseok is touching him than he is on the food or even the money.

“Of course. I’m gonna get a drink too.”

Jimin adds two bubble teas to his order and then Hoseok is stepping forward to give his own order, hand falling from Jimin’s shoulder as he moves. He pays for everything while Jimin stands just a couple of steps behind him, wondering how pathetic it is to hope that Hoseok will touch him again. It’s surprising to him just how much he likes it, having expected to be a lot more put off by the alphas in the pack.

He tries to focus on the bakery, but his eyes keep drifting back to Hoseok, admiring him while he’s not looking. He looks effortlessly handsome, obviously well dressed and yet somehow managing to seem like he belongs in the cheap bakery. Hoseok seems like the type of guy who could blend in anywhere – a chameleon.

Jimin’s still not sure what to make of him. On one hand, he seems bubbly and almost carefree, but Jimin knows that Hoseok is sharp, that there is a reason Jimin had heard his name long before they met. It’s a little hard to reconcile the image he’d had in his mind of Jung Hoseok – the thief, the man who could get his hands on anything – with the man currently buying him bubble tea and giving him a warm smile over his shoulder.

To be fair, Jimin used to be an up and coming thief himself, and now here he is – just another college dropout trying to scrape by with his boyfriend. But it’s different for him. He had fled with Jungkook before his career could really take off, assuming it would have taken off in the first place. (He was good, but was he that good? )

Either way, their somewhat similar backgrounds and his professional knowledge of Hoseok leave Jimin particularly curious about him, even more than he’s curious about the rest of the pack.

All of their food is boxed up and passed to Hoseok in a bag, while Jimin grabs the cup holder full of their drinks and leads the way back outside to the patio. There are plenty of open tables, but Hoseok still picks one of the smallest tables and sits side by side with him, close enough that their shoulders would touch if either of them leaned a few inches to the side.

“Thank you for this, Hoseok-ssi,” Jimin says, taking a sip of his drink with a smile.

“Please, call me hyung – or even just Hobi if you prefer,” Hoseok answers. He reaches for his own drink, then gives Jimin a coy half smile. “Or do I have to flirt more directly to get you to drop the formality?”

Christ he is so forward. Jimin tries to ignore the way his heart beats faster, staring down at his bubble tea instead of into Hoseok’s pretty brown eyes. “Sorry. Thank you, hyung.”

“There you go. Sounds so nice when you say it too.”

Even if Hoseok is just playing, Jimin can’t deny it’s having an effect. Every word of praise from the alpha makes him feel warm, his inner omega practically purring in satisfaction and yet hungry for more. He buys himself a little time to breathe by taking another slow sip of his drink.

There’s a little tiny feeling of tension wiggling somewhere in the back of his mind, an apprehension about being here like this – about opening himself up to an alpha – but it’s surprisingly small. Part of him feels like knowing how sharp Hoseok must be should make it worse, should make him feel guarded and suspicious. Yet somehow it’s just a tiny worry in the back of his mind, almost entirely eclipsed by how flattered he is at Hoseok’s attention and flirting.

“So, you wanted to talk about something?” Jimin asks, keeping his tone casual.

Hoseok smiles. “I did, yeah. What kind of tea did you get?”

“Umm, the matcha. It’s really good – my favorite actually,” Jimin answers.

“Can I try it? I got the strawberry if you wanna trade?” Hoseok pushes his plastic cup toward Jimin and reaches a hand out in return.

Indirect kiss . Is he playing at something? Or does he really just wanna try Jimin’s drink? Indirect kiss.

Jimin bites the inside of his cheek and pushes his cup towards Hoseok, trying not to overthink it and failing miserably. He watches Hoseok wrap his lips around the straw and suck, feeling warmth creep up his face as he quickly averts his eyes and reaches for the other cup.

Jimin barely registers the taste, his mind way too focused on the pleased smile on Hoseok’s face as he hands him his drink back.

“You’re right. The matcha is good. Thank you for sharing, Jimin-ah.”

“Sure, it’s no problem. The strawberry is good too.”

Definitely not a problem. Not even a little. Jimin is fine. All of this is normal and he is not thinking about Hoseok’s stunning smile or how his skin glows in the sunlight or how even the slightest hint of praise from the alpha makes him want to bare his throat and whine.

Totally fine.

“Both of them are so good. We’ll have to tell Jinnie about this place,” Hoseok says.

“Is he a big fan of bubble tea?” Jimin asks, glad for any change of subject at this point. Whatever it takes to get him to stop thinking about how their scents are probably mingling on their cups – or wondering how long he’s supposed to wait before taking another drink now that Hoseok’s mouth has been on his straw.

“He’s just a big fan of food, really.” Hoseok answers. “I’ve lost count of the number of restaurants he’s taken me to, and if he’s not taking us out then he’s cooking amazing food at home.”

“That’s really nice of him. I like to bake, but I’m a pretty hopeless cook,” Jimin offers. “Jungkook does most of the cooking.”

“A baker, huh? You’ll definitely have me beat there. I’m passable in the kitchen, but between Jin and Yoongi I don’t end up having to cook much. I try to help with cleanup instead.”

Jimin hums in agreement. “Offering to wash dishes always goes over well.”

Hoseok nods and doesn’t say anything further. Jimin hopes that if he lets the silence hang in the air long enough that Hoseok will eventually tell him what he wants to talk about. Pushing directly hasn’t worked. Every time he tries to ask what’s on the alpha’s mind he ends up being redirected, so maybe letting Hoseok bring up the topic on his own terms will go better. It could be that he’s just the type who hates being poked with questions.

That’s fine. Jimin can work with that. In the meantime, he lets his eyes slip shut and focuses on the gentle breeze he can feel on his face, the muffled sounds of the city in motion around them, and the comforting smell of the baked goods coming from the shop. It’s nice to take a moment to just exist, to focus on his breathing and the sounds and smells in the air around them. It makes his racing thoughts feel quieter – further away.

When he eventually cracks his eyes back open, he sees Hoseok watching him, head quirked slightly to the side and a thoughtful half smile on his face. “You looked peaceful. Feel better?”

Jimin does feel better – more relaxed for sure.

“Yeah,” he answers, his voice lower than he means for it to be. He clears his throat. “Sorry if –”

Hoseok holds up a hand. “Please, don’t apologize. You looked like you were getting overwhelmed back at your apartment, which is why I asked if you wanted to come with me in the first place.”

Well, that worked surprisingly well.

“Not just because you wanted to talk?”

“May as well do both,” Hoseok answers, looking pleased with himself. “So if you don’t mind me asking, does having a couple of unfamiliar alphas in your space make you feel on edge, or was it mostly the gifts?”

Jimin raises a brow. “Was this what you wanted to talk about?”

“Not exactly.” Hoseok laughs. “It’s a related question though.”

“If you two made me nervous, I wouldn’t have left Kookie at home with Yoongi-ssi. I believe you when you say your intention is to...” Jimin looks down at his cup. “Umm, to court us.”

“Is anything we’re doing making you uncomfortable?”

“You’ve both been perfectly respectful. I mean, gifts are... I’m going to struggle with that, but I don’t get the feeling they are going to be all that negotiable.”

“You two did make the mistake of stumbling upon a pack full of people who love giving gifts. You might have been able to convince Namjoonie and me to tone it down a bit, but just wait until Jinnie gets on a roll. That man is unstoppable.”

Jimin groans. “That bad, huh?”

“The worst,” Hoseok says with a little huff of laughter. “Still, we wouldn’t want you to be uncomfortable. I’ll talk to the rest of them – see if we can find some ways to ease you into things.”

That almost sounds worse, all of them trying so hard not to make him uncomfortable – enough that he has to fight back a frown. Maybe he can backpedal a little.

“Honestly, seeing Kookie so excited to get a new computer makes the whole thing a lot easier to handle. It’s still a lot, but... Things are always easier when I know he’s happy.” Jimin looks up and sees Hoseok smiling back at him. It feels like a good sign that he’s managed to lessen the worry a bit.

“That’s so sweet, Jimin-ah. I think I understand where you’re coming from. When the rest of the pack is happy, sometimes I feel like that’s all I really need.” Jimin smiles and hums in agreement, taking a drink of his tea. “That does kind of lead into the other thing I wanted to talk about,” Hoseok continues.

“Kookie? Or something else?”

“You and Jungkook, yeah.”

“What about us?”

“I made some observations, and I wanted to ask you about them.”

“Okay,” Jimin says slowly. “Such as?”

“He adores you, for one,” Hoseok starts with a smile. “He’s also deferring to you on a lot of this so far. That night at the gallery, when you insisted on leaving, he followed your lead even though he didn’t sense danger. Then, when you two met up with all of us again the other night, he waited for your input before every step, but didn’t hesitate for a moment once you gave the okay. It’s just...”

“It’s just?” Jimin pushes when Hoseok doesn’t continue.

“I suppose what I’m getting at is that it’s obvious that Jungkook is interested, but I’m wondering where you stand exactly?”

Hoseok definitely isn’t wrong. Jungkook has been giving Jimin every opportunity to decide that he doesn’t want to do this, even though it’s obvious that Jungkook is very interested. And it’s not that Jimin isn’t. He’s just… a lot more worried about all of the ways this could go wrong.

“You always watching that closely?” Jimin eventually says, trying to buy himself a little more time to consider how he wants to answer.

“Hard to turn it off. I imagine you struggle with the same thing.”

“Truth for a truth?” Jimin asks. “If I give you a straight answer, will you do the same for me?”

Hoseok smiles. “Oh? Something you want to know too? Sure, you can even ask first if you want.”

Jimin isn’t going to waste that opportunity.

“You’ve been avoiding any personal questions tonight, and you did the same thing the other night at dinner. I was thinking maybe you just don’t want to talk, but then you didn’t waste any time pulling me aside when Kookie and Yoongi-ssi got absorbed in their game, so what’s the deal?”

“You always watching that closely?” Hoseok echoes, grinning now.

“You’re right,” Jimin admits. “It’s hard to turn it off sometimes.”

“Yeah, I had a feeling you would understand. As for your question… Honestly, the truth is that Yoongi has a really hard time putting himself out there, so I wanted to make sure and give him as much opportunity to open up as I could.”

“Oh. Well that’s...” Surprisingly sweet? “What about the other night?”

Hoseok gives a little shrug. “There’s five of us. I wanted to give you two a chance to get to know the rest of the pack.”

“What about getting to know you?”

“Plenty of time for that later,” Hoseok answers, like it’s obvious. “We’re talking now, aren’t we?”

Jimin can’t help but smile at him. “You always put the pack first, huh?”

Hoseok looks a little taken aback at his words, opening his mouth to speak and then closing it again, frowning just a little as he thinks. Jimin is pretty sure he’s managed to surprise him, and his reward is a glimpse of this slightly more vulnerable side of Hoseok. It’s a relief to see that he’s not on his toes all the time, that there’s some uncertainty behind all of the confident flirting and calculated conversation.

“I suppose I do,” Hoseok eventually answers, face cracking back into a warm little smile. “Maybe I’m overdoing it a little. I’ll try to be a bit more open going forward.”

Hoseok has more than held up his end of the deal.

“Thank you. And you were right,” Jimin says with a sigh. “Jungkook is very interested, and it’s not that I’m not...”

“But?”

He can do this. If Hoseok could let Jimin have a glance of something honest, something vulnerable, the least he can do is try to return the favor.

“I guess I don’t want to get my hopes up. It’s one thing to find a compatible mate or two, but a pack of five super attractive guys falling into our laps and practically leaping at the opportunity to court us? And that’s not even touching on all the financial aspects. It just seems a little too good to be true.”

“You think I’m attractive?” Hoseok asks, smiling as he leans close enough to bump his shoulder against Jimin’s playfully.

It diffuses the tension almost immediately.

“That’s your takeaway from that?” Jimin sputters, cheeks going pink while he stares at his cup. “I do have eyes, you know – and for the record there’s no way you don’t already know you’re good looking.”

“Still nice to hear it sometimes. Flattery will get you everywhere.”

Jimin frowns. “I’m not trying to manipulate you.”

“Of course – just a joke I promise.” Hoseok sounds sincere enough that Jimin believes him. “It’s kind of the same for us, you know?”

“Which part?”

“We didn’t expect to find the two of you that night. We weren’t out looking for new mates.”

“Well none of you seem too on the fence about things.”

“Taehyung has never been wrong before,” Hoseok shrugs. “We want to take the time to do things properly, but I don’t think any of us doubt that you two will be a part of the pack, so long as you’re interested.”

“Just like that?”

“Pretty much.” Hoseok says. “It’s not that long ago that I was in your shoes, so I understand the apprehension. They were all so sure about me too and I couldn’t quite believe them for a long time.”

“What was it like?”

“Being courted?”

Jimin nods.

“It was a lot of things,” Hoseok answers with a laugh. “Exciting, romantic, overwhelming, terrifying. But falling in love is always kind of like that, isn’t it? I just know I wouldn’t trade it for the world.”

“That actually... That’s really sweet,” Jimin says quietly. “It makes me feel a little less anxious too.”

“I’m glad I could help. It would make me happy to be someone you feel like you can talk to, especially about this sort of thing.”

“I’ll keep that in mind. Thank you, Hoseok-hyung.”

“Aww, aren’t you sweet, Jimin-ah? You know, it also doesn’t hurt that you and Jungkook are both incredibly easy on the eyes,” Hoseok says with a very deliberate wink.

Jimin groans. “You’re shameless.”

“And you’re pretty.”

“Oh my god. C’mon,” Jimin says, standing up from the table. “We should probably go check on those two.”

Hoseok laughs and follows Jimin’s lead. They gather up their food and start to head back toward the apartment, making pleasant conversation the whole way.

 

*******

 

Yoongi isn’t all that surprised when Jungkook wipes the floor with him in Rocket League. It’s obvious that he has had a lot of practice, and Yoongi hasn’t touched the game in over a year. Even after a couple of practice rounds, the mechanical skill and game sense are still heavily in Jungkook’s favor.

Still, he doesn’t want to be a poor sport, and it’s not like he isn’t having fun, so he lets Jungkook kick his ass for the better part of an hour before admitting defeat.

“Okay, you got me. You’re definitely better at this than I am,” Yoongi says, setting down his controller after Jungkook scores his tenth goal of the match (against Yoongi’s three).

“I think you did really good, especially since you haven’t played a lot! Do you want some pointers, Yoongi-hyung?” Jungkook asks with an earnest smile.

He’s too cute for his own good. It’ll be a real shame to wipe that smile off his face when Yoongi does beat him.

“Nah, I was never all that big of a fan, so I wont make use of them anyway. I played for a couple of months back when it first took off, but then never really went back.”

“Okay, do you wanna play something else then?”

“Yeah, let’s see what else you guys have.”

Their collection is pretty sparse, and Yoongi would be lying if he said he wasn’t already making a list of games to gift them. The only problem is that it’s hard to tell what they will like from the handful of games on the shelf, and Jimin seems easily overwhelmed when there are multiple gifts, so he has to play this smart. He needs more information. They said they play more on PC, so he makes a mental note to check what games they have on their computers before he leaves.

His eyes do catch on one familiar game case.

“No way, you guys play Mortal Kombat?” Yoongi asks, pulling the case off the shelf.

“Jimin hates it, but I like to play it sometimes. Wanna play that next, Yoongi-hyung?”

“Hell yes. I should warn you though; I’ve put a lot of hours into this game.” It’s an understatement really, considering that when he says ‘a lot’ he means somewhere nearing a thousand.

“That’s okay. I’m just happy to play with someone!” Jungkook answers, his excitement obvious.

Maybe Yoongi should take it easy on him? If he’s really that excited to play with someone else, Yoongi doesn’t need to demolish him right away. It could be a good opportunity to practice with a couple of characters he hasn’t played a lot of before.

Hoseok and Jimin return while Yoongi is getting the game set up, plopping down on the couch and starting to hand out food right away. Jimin passes Jungkook an entire box of donuts, which he accepts with a huge grin, picking one out to eat right away.

Their couch is thankfully big enough for them all to sit comfortably. Yoongi ends up between Jimin and Jungkook, with Hoseok sitting on the other side of Jimin.

Hoseok passes Yoongi a plain looking paper cup with a lid. It’s still a little warm.

“Tell me this is caffeinated?”

“Would I bring you anything less?” Hoseok teases. “It’s the house blend, but there’s a couple of shots of espresso in there.”

Yoongi takes one sip and is pleased at the rich, bitter taste of the coffee. He hadn’t even realized how much he needed a pick-me-up after all of the socializing they’ve been doing, but of course Hoseok would notice.

His mate is a literal angel sometimes.

“Umm, is that supposed to be hot?” Jimin asks. “We didn’t exactly rush back, so I can warm it up for you if you want?”

“Nah, it’s fine. I don’t care much about the temperature, but thanks.”

Jimin looks appalled. “You like lukewarm coffee?”

“I don’t mind it,” Yoongi answers with a shrug.

“I feel like you should know that I’m judging you,” Jimin answers, opening up a box containing a huge cinnamon roll inside.

Hoseok laughs. “Just wait until Yoongi finds out you drink your coffee with creamer, Jimin-ah.”

Gross.

“Ugh. Why would you ruin a perfectly good coffee like that?”

“Oh, I’m the one drinking ruined coffee? This, according to the guy who likes it cold.”

“Rather have it cold than full of sugary crap.”

“Your loss I guess,” Jimin shrugs, tearing a piece off the cinnamon roll in his lap. “Hoseok-hyung, did you bring him anything to eat with his cold, bitter coffee?”

Well, it sure hadn’t taken Hoseok long to earn hyung status from Jimin.

“Yeah, it’s here,” Hoseok answers, passing a paper wrapped package to Jimin, who hands it to Yoongi. “There wasn’t a lot to choose from besides sweets, but they had a couple of sandwiches.”

“Thank you.”

Jimin leans forward to look past Yoongi at Jungkook. “Are your donuts good, Kookie?”

“Mhmm,” Jungkook mumbles. Yoongi turns around to see three of the donuts already gone, and Jungkook finishing off the last bite of the one in his hand. “Really good, hyung. Thank you so much,” he answers once he’s swallowed the mouthful.

There’s a smudge of some kind of glaze or frosting just below Jungkook’s lower lip, and once Yoongi’s eyes are already in the area, he finds it hard to pull them away, gaze tracing the cute little cupid’s bow shape of Jungkook’s upper lip over and over.

He’s so pretty. Why is he so pretty?

“Something on my face, Yoongi-hyung?” Jungkook asks, looking at him all innocent with his stupid gorgeous doe eyes.

Fuck.

“You’ve got something here,” Yoongi says, focusing on the spot of frosting and pointing to his own lip in demonstration. He’s thankful when his voice doesn’t shake.

He expects Jungkook to reach up and wipe the smudge away.

What he does not expect is for him to stick his tongue out to lick at the spot, and then proceed to suck his lip into his mouth and

Yoongi whips his head down to focus on unwrapping the sandwich he has in his lap, hoping his hair is long enough to cover the flush creeping onto his cheeks. At least the lighting in their apartment is relatively dim with the sun almost completely set outside and only a couple of lamps on.

Small mercies.

Jungkook thanks him and Yoongi gives him a thumbs-up without looking up, because he has a sandwich to eat, and that is all he is going to focus on. The others make some vague conversation around him, but nobody says his name so he just keeps eating and absolutely not thinking about Jungkook’s lips, or his pretty eyes, or his fucking tongue.

When Jungkook excuses himself to the bathroom a few minutes later, Yoongi is still working on his sandwich. He’d hardly tasted the first few bites, but now that he’s managed to settle the fuck down he realizes that it’s actually pretty damn tasty, so that’s a pleasant surprise.

“What were you guys going to play?” Hoseok asks.

“Jungkook kicked my ass at Rocket League, but they have Mortal Kombat so it should be my turn to win at something,” Yoongi jokes.

“I wouldn’t be too sure about that,” Jimin says, tearing off another piece of his cinnamon roll and popping it into his mouth.

“I’ve got to side with Yoongi-hyung this time.” Hoseok says as he reaches for Yoongi’s controller. “You have no idea how much time he’s spent playing those games.”

“And you haven’t seen how good Kookie is.”

Jungkook rounds the corner, returning to the living room. “Don’t talk me up too much, hyung. If I lose, it’ll make you look bad too.” His gaze drifts over to Hoseok, eyeing the controller in his hands with a smile. “Oh, are you gonna play too, Hoseok-hyung?”

“You and Yoongi are still eating, right? I bet Jimin-ah will play a couple of matches with me.”

“Jiminie doesn’t like playing Mortal Kombat,” Jungkook says, plopping back down next to Yoongi and grabbing another donut. “You can play single player though.”

“No, I just don’t like playing against you and getting my ass kicked over and over,” Jimin huffs. He sets the remainder of his cinnamon roll on the table and reaches out toward Yoongi. “Pass me the controller.”

Yoongi does as requested, taking Jungkook’s controller and passing it to Jimin.

Hoseok and Jimin are fairly evenly matched, mostly because they both kind of suck at the game, but they seem to be having fun with it at least. Hoseok wins the first match pretty quickly, but the next one is neck and neck right away.

Neither Yoongi or Jungkook can help backseat gaming.

“That jump attack leaves him wide open, Hoseok-hyung,” Jungkook calls out.

“Oh, thanks Jungkookie.”

He’s right, but Hoseok’s attempt to follow up the next time is too slow for any blows to actually connect. He appears to have far more luck just button mashing in Jimin’s general direction.

“Jimin-ah, remember to block,” Yoongi says. “You don’t have to let him hit you.”

“Oh, wow you mean I’m not supposed to just let him hit me?” Jimin snarks back at him.

This little shit. “That seems to have been your strategy so far. I’m just saying you could block at least some of those attacks.”

“I don’t remember asking for your advice.”

“Well, you seem like you need it and I’m charitable like that.”

“Do you two plan to argue like this on every date?” Hoseok asks.

In near perfect unison, Yoongi and Jimin both answer with, “This isn’t a date.”

Jimin whips his head to look at him with wide eyes and Hoseok takes the opportunity to land the final blows needed to finish round one, even as he starts cackling at them.

“Wai’ i’s no’?” Jungkook tries to exclaim around a mouthful of donut, chewing and swallowing as quick as he can before adding, “I thought this was a date?”

“It’s okay, Jungkook-ah,” Hoseok says. “You and I both know the truth.”

“We’re just playing video games,” Yoongi says.

“Yeah, we’ve basically just been hanging out for a couple of hours,” Jimin agrees. “If this is a date, then so is every night I spend home with Kookie.”

Yoongi nods. “Exactly. We haven’t done anything special.”

“This is a date, right, Hoseok-hyung?” Jungkook asks, setting aside his now empty donut box.

“Of course,” Hoseok answers. “I wouldn’t keep trying to flirt with you two if it wasn’t.”

“Oh my god,” Jimin groans. “Whatever. Let’s just finish our match so we can watch those two play.”

Hoseok relents, unpausing the game and beginning the second round. All of them fall silent. Jimin seems to have decided that he never intends to block again on principle, but it somehow ends up working out for him against Hoseok, so Yoongi keeps his mouth shut this time.

Jimin wins the second round.

The four of them are all leaning forward intently when the final round starts. It looks like Jimin is going to win easily for the first half, but Hoseok manages a few good combos and then they are both left playing scared with just a sliver of health. Suddenly both of them decide that blocking is the most important part of the game and spend a full minute dancing around each other, throwing single punches and kicks against the other’s guard to no avail.

“Just let me hit you, Jimin-ah. C’mon.”

“You’re blocking too!”

It’s Jimin who eventually gets the final hit. It’s just a single punch that finishes the match, and it should be anticlimactic, but instead all of them erupt into laughter and cheers.

“Rematch!” Hoseok yells, giving Jimin a playful shove.

“No way! I beat you once and you beat me once, so we’re even. Plus, now it’s time for Yoongi-ssi to lose,” Jimin says, passing Yoongi his controller with a grin.

“Jiminie, be nice,” Jungkook huffs.

“It’s fine,” Yoongi says, waving it off. “Not to talk myself up too much, but I’ve played way too much of this game. There’s no way I’m going to lose.”

~~

Yoongi is absolutely going to lose.

He hadn’t picked his best character (because he was trying to be nice and not completely kick Jungkook’s ass right out the gate), but it’s not like he picked his worst character either and yet–

Jungkook is running circles around him.

Yoongi barely even touches him in the first round, since he’s really busy being juggled through Jungkook’s combos and attempting to block some of the incoming damage. The second round is only better because he’s expecting it this time and can at least make Jungkook work for it a bit by playing defensive as hell, but that’s the best he can manage.

Once he’s finished watching Sub-Zero rip out his character’s spine and be declared the winner, Yoongi just stares at the screen, trying to keep his mouth from hanging open.

He lost. It hadn’t even been fucking close . Jungkook must have played this game like it was his part time job or something, because Yoongi knows he’s not a shit player. Sure, it’s not like he’s a professional or anything but he’s still good.

“That was fun, Yoongi-hyung!” Jungkook says with excitement. “Do you wanna play another match? What other characters do you play?”

Maybe it was a fluke?

“Rematch, right now,” Yoongi answers flatly, grabbing his now completely cold coffee off of the table and downing the rest of it while Jungkook sets up the next match.

Jimin giggles next to him. “And so it begins,” he says, leaning back into the couch and pulling out his phone.

“What’s beginning exactly?” Hoseok asks.

“This is how you end up in a one sided rivalry with Jungkook,” Jimin answers.

Hoseok tilts his head at Jimin. “One sided?”

“Well, it’s really hard to be rivals when the other guy is just normal about it,” Jimin says. “Kookie has to lose before it becomes mutual, and that could take months.”

“Or it could happen tonight,” Yoongi grumbles, while he waits for Jungkook to select his character.

“It could, but I bet you it won’t.”

“Bet me then,” Yoongi challenges. “I can win at least one match.”

Jimin doesn’t even look up from his phone. “Kookie, what do you want when you win?”

“Oooh, Yoongi-hyung, will you buy me barbecue?” Jungkook asks, giving Yoongi those big doe eyes again. At any other time, the look would probably be crippling, but right now he is determined to stay focused on the game.

“That’s all you want?”

Jungkook thinks for a moment before grinning. “And a beer!”

Yoongi can’t help but laugh at that. “Okay, barbecue and a beer if you somehow manage to beat me in every single match tonight.”

“What if you win, Yoongi-hyung?”

“Not having to buy you barbecue is the only prize I’ll need,” Yoongi answers. “You ready to play?”

~~

By the time they finish their tenth match, Yoongi has been through most of the stages of grief already. Denial had been wiped out when he lost with his best character (Liu Kang). Anger took the longest, since he spent several rounds absolutely pissed before moving onto bargaining, where he tried running really niche characters in the hopes that Jungkook wouldn’t know how to counter them.

That hadn’t worked either.

At this point, he is working his way through depression at an alarming rate. Maybe he was actually never any good at this game to begin with. Maybe he had in fact dreamed all of his near one thousand hours of playtime and the several local tournaments he had participated in.

He’s already played every one of his best characters and been completely wrecked. There isn’t really anything left to lose at this point. May as well play something fun.

“I thought you said you hated playing Scorpion,” Jungkook says before slurping the very last of his bubble tea out of the cup.

“Look, at this point it’s obvious you are going to beat me no matter what. I should at least try out some different stuff,” Yoongi says.

Yeah, he’s definitely moving on to acceptance.

“Told you so,” Jimin chirps beside him.

Yoongi isn’t going to rise to the bait. He’s already made it through the anger and there’s nothing to be gained from getting mad again. He is accepting his loss.

“Yeah, you weren’t kidding,” Yoongi answers, tone even. “At least barbecue is starting to sound pretty good – not to mention a goddamn beer.”

Jungkook nearly drops his controller. “Wait, are you just letting me win because you want barbecue?” he asks, obviously offended.

Okay, fuck acceptance. Yoongi is looping back around for another go at anger, because he is one hundred percent going to strangle this brat right here and now no matter how pretty he is.

“If I was losing on purpose, I would at least make it easy for you,” Yoongi snaps.

Jungkook looks at him suspiciously. “Like, even easier than it has been?”

Yoongi somehow manages not to attempt murder, but it’s a close call. He decides that maybe they’ve played enough 1v1 matches for one day, and the four of them take turns playing the campaign and talking for the rest of the visit instead.

~~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Hobi]: apparently jimin has some trouble accepting gifts

[Hobi]: just a warning

[Tae]: no worries i can fix that (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: how many gifts you think it’ll take to desensitize him

[Namjoon]: Taehyung, no.

[Tae]: taehyung YES

[Jin]: Technically I don’t see anything wrong with that plan. :D

[Namjoon]: Jin, please.

[Tae]: thats more permission than i even needed

 

Chapter 14: A Fresh Start

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Jimin wakes up to the sound of his phone dinging with incoming messages. Sunlight is streaming in through the window and he’s in bed alone, so Jungkook must already be awake – not surprising considering that he went to bed a few hours before Jimin. He rubs his eyes and grabs his phone, pulling it under the blankets with him so he can hide from the sunlight.

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: I believe I may have a good opportunity for you.

[Namjoon]: A friend of mine is looking for additional staff at her hotel. It would be primarily service work in the lounge to begin with, but with the addition of assisting with the books and other management duties.

[Namjoon]: It’s part time and the pay would be decent, while also offering some experience if finance or business is something you are at all interested in.

[Jimin]: That sounds amazing! Thank you so much (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: How do I apply?

[Namjoon]: That won't be necessary. Are you free tomorrow morning for an interview?

[Jimin]: Yes I can be there any time

[Namjoon]: Perfect.

[Namjoon]: She would like to see you at nine tomorrow morning.

[Jimin]: Thank you! I appreciate this so much, Namjoon-ssi (人´∀`)

~

Namjoon texts him the address for the hotel and Jimin bolts out of the bed to go and tell Jungkook that he has an interview. He finds him in the kitchen, chopping up an onion while his new laptop plays music on the table.

Jungkook smiles when he notices Jimin. “Morning, hyung. You’re up in time for breakfast today.”

Jimin wastes no time explaining the texts he got from Namjoon while Jungkook continues chopping vegetables for their breakfast. He seems genuinely excited when Jimin explains the offer, asking where the building is.

They look up the address together on Jungkook’s laptop and Jimin’s eyes go wide.

It’s not just some random hotel. It’s the Onyx Heights Hotel, which Jimin only recognizes because he used to pass by it on the way to school, and the building is so hard to miss. It’s a super tall, ultra modern looking structure that stands out mostly because the outside is entirely black and white aside from the windows. From what he understands, the place is pretty exclusive.

That can’t be right.

“Whoa, you’re gonna work there?” Jungkook whistles as he looks over Jimin’s shoulder at the screen.

Jimin must have made a mistake. “Maybe we – Did I type the address wrong?”

“That’s the only hotel on that street, Jiminie. It does seem like the sort of place Namjoon-hyung would know someone at too.”

Jungkook does have a point about that.

Still it’s hard to believe. He’s been trying for months to get in anywhere, and to have this sort of opportunity dropped into his lap feels crazy. It’s the type of place where he can make connections, not to mention getting the chance to learn the financial side of things – definitely a far cry from the tiny little cafe that he worked at before.

While there’s absolutely some feelings of nervousness swirling around inside of him, it’s almost hard to find them buried under all of the excitement of finally getting to go back to work – assuming he does well in the interview. Which he is definitely going to do. He has to. There’s no way he can let this opportunity slide through his fingers.

“I can’t believe this is happening,” Jimin says. “I’ve gotta go pick out an outfit! Probably gonna need to iron a few things too.”

Jungkook shakes his head and laughs. “You’ve barely been up for five minutes. Let me feed you first.”

He’s too excited to really feel hungry but he eats anyway, chattering the whole time with Jungkook about what they think the hotel is going to look like on the inside, or what kind of clients they typically get. There’s no way that it’s cheap to get a room there, and a quick search online confirms that much.

It’s not too long after breakfast when Jimin’s phone dings again. He’s still trying to decide what shirt to wear for his interview tomorrow, but sets aside the two he’s comparing at the moment to check his messages.

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: I understand that you have an interview tomorrow morning.

[Jin]: I got in contact with my friend at the college and was wondering if you would like to meet her after your interview? :-)

[Jin]: We can schedule it for another day if you would prefer.

[Jimin]: Doing both tomorrow would be fine with me. I’ll already be in the area (●'◡'●)

[Jin]: Excellent. Would you prefer a little time in between? Maybe eleven?

[Jimin]: That sounds perfect. Thank you so much Jin-ssi (人´∀`)

[Jin]: Of course. Thank you for letting us help. :-)

~

Jimin really can’t believe this is happening.

He’s glad that Jungkook stopped him from turning down Namjoon and Jin’s offer to send him back to school, even if it does still feel wrong to accept something so generous from people they hardly know. The chance for a free ride through college doesn’t come up every day, and neither pride nor fear are good reasons to turn it down.

Also Jungkook might try to kill him if he doesn’t accept, so there’s also that.

Whether he’s going to try and go back to school for dance is still up for debate. He wants to. He wants it so bad – but he needs to think about more than just what he wants. (And more than what Jungkook wants, because his mate is adamant that he pursue his dream even if it isn’t financially advantageous.) Maybe he could double major? Dance and then something he can fall back on for work if he needs to?

Hopefully Jin’s friend can help him come to a decision, but either way he has an interview and a shot at going back to school. After months of trying so hard and just getting more and more discouraged, things seem like they might finally be getting better.

It’s definitely worth being excited for.

~~

The Onyx Heights Hotel is even bigger than Jimin remembers, especially when he’s standing at the base of it and looking up toward the sky at the massive structure, all white with black accents and massive windows. He feels a little intimidated. It’s not really the place you would expect to find some college dropout working, but he has to remember that he’s more than just that. If there was ever a time to dig up that confident thief mentality he used to have, this is it.

He can do this. He’s done plenty of things more intimidating than this.

As soon as he steps inside, he has a good idea why Namjoon has connections here. There is art everywhere, paintings on every wall and sculptures dotted all around, from small pieces displayed on tables to an absolutely massive decorative fountain in the center of the lobby. It’s breathtaking.

It’s not just the opulence of it that’s impressive – Jimin is used to that sort of thing after growing up the way he did – but rather the way it feels like someone really curated and chose each piece to fit with the others. He’ll have to make sure Jungkook sees this place, half because he will absolutely love it, and half because he knows enough about art that he could probably explain why Jimin is so captivated by it.

He makes his way to the front desk and tells the woman working there that he has an interview. She smiles and guides him behind the counter and through a hallway of offices, then knocks on the one labeled Lee Siyeon.

The office is relatively small, not much bigger than a cubicle but incredibly tidy and dotted with a few personal touches (some photographs in frames and various colored sticky notes with reminders written on them). Lee Siyeon herself is sitting at the desk, typing quickly on her laptop. She looks a little intimidating when she first flicks her gaze up to Jimin, all dark hair and piercing eyes – but her face is very warm once she smiles at him.

“You must be Park Jimin,” she says, then gestures to an open chair across from her. “Please, come in and have a seat.”

Jimin sits down right away. “Yes, that’s me. Thank you for taking the time to meet with me.”

Siyeon doesn’t waste any time getting down to business, introducing herself and explaining the exact nature of the job opening. He’s a little nervous about his sparse work history, but they end up hardly discussing it at all and focusing far more heavily on what she’s looking for, and whether Jimin would be interested in that work. It turns out that she is ultimately looking for an assistant, but she is adamant that anyone doing that job be trained on all aspects of the business.

He is more than okay with that.

“Namjoon-ssi said you would likely be attending school, so I imagine you will have more evening availability than mornings. The evenings are where we need the most coverage for now anyway, and would be spent mostly helping out in the lounge until I’m satisfied that you have learned everything you need to there. We’ll start you off as a server, I think.”

“That sounds great,” Jimin answers. “I’ve done work as a server before, so it’s something I’m comfortable with.”

“Perfect. We’ll begin there and then when I think you’re ready, I’ll have you start training on the other aspects of the job. How soon can you start?” Siyeon asks him.

He can’t believe it’s really going to be this easy. Months of being turned down at every turn and now one ten minute interview is going to get him the job? It takes effort to keep from leaping for joy, but he manages to contain himself and explain that he can start as soon as she’s ready for him. The two of them spend another few minutes going over dress code, scheduling, and other expectations. The pay is really good to start too, and Siyeon makes it sound like it will grow as he learns more aspects of the job.

When Jimin leaves the building a few minutes later, he absolutely does jump for joy. Fuck, he’s so happy he could cry. Finally, finally, finally he has a job again.

He almost expects to wake up at any moment and realize this was all just some wonderful dream.

~~

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: I got the job!!! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

[JK]: that is so awesome

[JK]: i knew you would

[JK]: when do you start

[Jimin]: On Wednesday at noon

[JK]: i am so proud of you jiminie

[JK]: we are celebrating tonight i hope you know

[JK]: wanna go out for dinner

[Jimin]: Yes please (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[JK]: okay we can go anywhere you want

[JK]: let me know how meeting jin hyungs friend goes too

[Jimin]: I will! Talk to you soon ♡

~

[Jimin to Namjoon]

[Jimin]: I got the job! (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: It’s hard to express how much this means to me. I’ve been looking for work for months and getting nowhere

[Jimin]: Thank you so much, Namjoon-ssi

[Jimin]: I wish I had some way to repay you

[Namjoon]: I’m glad to hear it went well. Truly it was no trouble.

[Namjoon]: Although, maybe I could make a request?

[Jimin]: Anything you want

[Namjoon]: Would you consider dropping the formality for me?

[Jimin]: Would you prefer hyung instead?

[Namjoon]: I would like that.

[Jimin]: Okay then thank you again Namjoon-hyung (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: Thank you, Jimin-ah. Are you heading for the school next?

[Jimin]: Yes I’m on my way right now

[Namjoon]: Have you given our offer further consideration?

[Jimin]: Kookie and I have talked a lot about it

[Jimin]: I promise I won't dismiss it outright

[Namjoon]: Wonderful. That’s all I can really ask. I hope the meeting goes well.

~

Jimin has been back on campus a few times in the past six months to meet up with Jungkook in between classes, but it feels weird to step foot back inside of the admin building again. The last time he was here was…

Wow, has he really not been back since he’d come to drop out? It makes sense, but somehow that memory seems all too recent – not at all like a full six months ago. Maybe it’s just because of how emotional it had been. He’d felt so completely devastated at the time, like his whole life was ending.

Now he’s back with a chance to try again.

Not much has changed in the building. They’ve rotated the artworks on display (something they do frequently, being an arts focused school), but a quick scan reveals nothing that Jimin can recognize as Jungkook’s work. A shame, really. Everything Jungkook makes is incredible as far as Jimin is concerned.

It’s easy enough to find the office number that Jin had given him: 308.

There’s no nameplate on the outside, but it’s definitely the correct room. Either way, he’s a bit too early to start knocking so he finds the nearest waiting area down the hall and sits there. He pulls out his phone and sees a new message from Jin.

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: I just want to make you aware that all of the financial arrangements have been made. If you manage to find a path you’re interested in, please don’t hesitate to accept. :-)

[Jimin]: Okay. Thank you so much for this (。^▽^)

[Jin]: It’s no trouble. Thank you for considering it.

[Jin]: I’m sure you’re about to head inside, so I won’t keep you. Let me know how it goes, Jimin-ah.

~

A few minutes later, at exactly eleven o’clock, Jimin gets up and knocks on the door. There’s a second or two of silence before he hears a woman’s voice from inside telling him, “Come on in – it’s open!”

He opens the door and has barely set one foot inside of the room when he is immediately faced with a pretty brunette woman who rushes to greet him. She’s not wearing scent blocker – or at least not much of it – and it’s easy to tell she’s an omega when the entire office has the faint smell of bubblegum about it.

“Oh, you must be Park Jimin. Yes, you look exactly like Seokjin-ssi said you would, and I just know I’m going to be able to help you find something that will work perfectly for you,” she says without taking a breath. “Now I know your primary interest is dance, but you’re looking to make yourself more hire-able as well, so I’d like to talk through some options with you.”

She’s really more of a hurricane than a woman, speaking quickly as she guides him to sit across from her at the big desk in the center of the room. There’s nothing personal on the desk or the walls, so maybe this isn’t her primary office? Or maybe she doesn’t normally work at the school?

Jimin barely has time to start formulating a response (let alone actually speak), before the woman begins spreading out different papers on the desk, her perfectly manicured bright pink nails tapping at various lines of text on the sheets.

Some of them are class lists he recognizes. Others are completely foreign to him, but it doesn’t matter because the lady starts talking him through each sheet at breakneck speed.

“This is a sample I put together – something simple we can build from. You can see here the standard class list for the program you were enrolled in before you had to drop out. Tragic really, since it looks like you were performing quite well. So glad Seokjin-ssi was able to help! But back to the class list. Mostly familiar, but I removed some of the non-essentials to make room for us to add some classes that better suit your needs.”

When Jimin finally steps out of the office almost an hour later, clutching the folder she gave him with all of his options, he almost feels dizzy. She really did know her stuff. She’d listed at least fifty different certifications he could get to help build his resume, marking down each and every one he expressed interest in and then compiling them on the spot into three different possible class lists.

When she’d asked him what one he liked best, he’d had to shakily respond that he wasn’t sure and needed a chance to look them over.

It’s just so much. Namjoon helping him finally get a job and now not only having the offer to go back to school, but also a bunch of options that would let him keep dancing and have other job prospects? He thought the only way he would be able to justify returning to school would be to give up dance entirely, but now he isn’t sure of that anymore.

It’s a lot to take in.

He makes his way out of the building and finds the closest bench where he can sit down and have a moment to breathe, letting his eyes close while he focuses on the feeling of the cool breeze on his skin and the familiar sounds of the campus around him. Everything is going to be okay. He’s feeling a little overwhelmed, but he knows it will be better once he’s had a chance to talk it over with Jungkook.

First, there’s someone else he needs to contact.

[Jimin to Jin]

[Jimin]: That was definitely an experience. She gave me a ton of options so thank you again for setting this up for me (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: I have to ask though. Does that lady actually work for the school?

[Jimin]: I would use her name but I’m not even sure she mentioned it

[Jin]: Oh, yes sometimes Len-ssi breezes right past the introductions.

[Jin]: Did you find her lacking?

[Jimin]: Oh no not at all ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: It was just very different from my last experience with an educational advisor

[Jin]: She is more of a consultant than an actual employee, but I assure you she has the authority to make anything she offers you a reality :-)

[Jin]: May I ask how it went?

[Jimin]: It was a lot

[Jimin]: She basically offered to build me a custom program that would allow me to pursue dance and fill the rest of my time with courses for certifications to build my job qualifications

[Jin]: That sounds rather ideal, doesn’t it?

[Jimin]: It does

[Jimin]: It really does

[Jin]: Did you accept? Or did you need some time to think it over?

[Jimin]: I need to think about it. I really do appreciate what you’re trying to do though

[Jimin]: She gave me so many options and it’s just a lot to process but I think talking to Jungkook will help

[Jimin]: Sorry

[Jin]: You have nothing to be sorry for. I won’t be upset no matter what you decide, Jimin-ah. I’m just pleased you agreed to meet Len-ssi and discuss your options.

[Jimin]: Thank you (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

[Jimin]: I’ll let you know what I decide tonight

~~

Jimin was right. Talking to Jungkook really does make everything much better. He’s so clearly excited for Jimin that it’s hard to keep feeling overwhelmed for very long, especially when Jungkook is picking him up and spinning him around, all while saying how proud he is.

Maybe Jimin still cries a little (it’s been a hell of a day), but they are definitely happy tears.

The two of them end up at the kitchen table for almost an entire hour, just looking over the options Len-ssi had compiled for him. Each of them has the same core curriculum for dance, but with a different assortment of accompanying courses. One of them focuses mostly on financial and accounting certificates, while another has a well rounded assortment of business classes. And the final one...

“Are all these computer courses really up your alley, hyung?” Jungkook asks, holding up the last packet Len-ssi had put together when said he didn’t mind working with computers.

Jimin gives a little frown. “Honestly, I don’t really think so. I know IT can pay pretty well, but I don’t think I’d like it very much.”

“Okay, that’s one option off the table then.” Jungkook tosses the stack of papers off to the side, laughing at how Jimin’s eyes go wide when it slides right off the table and onto the floor. “What? You said you aren’t interested, right?”

Jimin can’t help laughing. “That doesn’t mean you should just throw it away.”

“It’s on the floor, not in the trash. You still have a little time to develop a sudden passion for computers. Oh, maybe you can ask Yoongi-hyung to teach you,” Jungkook teases.

“Somehow, I don’t think that would be fun for either of us.”

“It would be fun for me,” Jungkook says proudly. “I bet Taehyung would like watching you two bicker like an old married couple too. We could bring popcorn!”

“We do not bicker.” Jimin can feel his face getting warm. They didn’t argue that much when Yoongi and Hoseok came to visit, did they?

“Uh huh, whatever you say, hyung.”

“Are you going to help me figure this out so we can go eat, or are you just going to give me shit instead?”

Jungkook grins. “Can’t I do both?”

~~

[Jimin to Jin]

[Jimin]: I just got off the phone with Len-ssi and it sounds like Kookie and I will be starting classes together this semester

[Jimin]: Thank you so much. I really don’t know how I will ever be able to repay you for this but I am so so grateful

[Jin]: Just knowing that you are able to go back to school is more than enough :-)

[Jin]: Namjoon-ah is going to be so pleased when I tell him.

[Jimin]: Oh I have an idea

[Jimin]: Do you have a favorite dessert? I could bake for you (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: I know it’s not much but at least it would be something

[Jin]: That would be lovely, but I think I have a better idea.

[Jin]: Would you consider baking with me instead? Once you two have had a chance to get to know us all a little better and come visit the house, of course. No rush.

[Jimin]: Yeah totally! Whenever you want

[Jimin]: We can make anything you like (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jin]: Perfect.

[Jin]: I will look forward to it :-)

 

Notes:

Finally some good things happening for Jimin! And yes, the girls from Dreamcatcher absolutely run a fancy hotel in this universe.

I'll be putting out the first interlude chapter sometime this week, so see you all a little sooner thank usual ;D

Chapter 15: Interlude – Jimin’s First Day

Notes:

Welcome to the first interlude chapter! These will generally be shorter sections that didn't fit nicely into any of the other chapters, and they'll always come out as little bonus updates somewhere in the middle of the week.

See you all again Sunday :D

Chapter Text

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: Good morning. I just want to wish you luck before your first day of work.

[Namjoon]: I hope you aren’t feeling too nervous.

[Jimin]: Aww thank you Namjoon-hyung (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

[Jimin]: I’m a little nervous but I’m still so excited to finally be going back to work

[Jimin]: And Siyeon-ssi seems like she will be a good boss

[Namjoon]: I’m glad to hear it. Minji-ssi is who I normally work with, so I don’t know Siyeon-ssi all that well.

[Namjoon]: I would love to hear how your day goes, if you feel up to texting once you get back home.

[Jimin]: Of course! That’s the least I could do (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: Talk to you tonight Namjoon-hyung. I hope you have a good day

[Namjoon]: Thank you. You as well, Jimin-ah.

~

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: Attachment: CAP6718.jpg

[Tae]: aww you two look so cute today (灬♥ω♥灬)

[JK]: thanks hyung

[Tae]: what are you drinking?

[JK]: we got smoothies together to celebrate before jimins first day at work

[Tae]: oh did you already drop him off?

[JK]: yeah im just on the subway headed to work now

[JK]: he seems so happy

[Tae]: that’s so good (^ω^)

[Tae]: he’s been looking for a job for a long time huh?

[JK]: yeah its so dumb how many places still wont hire unmated omegas

[JK]: it was really weighing on him to keep getting turned down

[JK]: i should find something nice to do for namjoon-hyung to thank him

[Tae]: are you looking for suggestions?

[JK]: do you have any

[Tae]: only about a million

[Tae]: i dunno how keen you are to gift your art but he was super impressed with the painting you gave me.

[JK]: really

[Tae]: yeah. kept going on about the composition and brush strokes and a bunch of other stuff

[Tae]: basically just fawned all over it (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: oh wow i cant believe he liked it

[Tae]: what? it’s amazing, of course he was gonna like it! ᇂ_ᇂ

[JK]: yeah its not bad but namjoon hyung sees all sorts of really amazing art doing what he does

[JK]: its just hard to believe hed think mine is anything special with everything hes seen

[Tae]: well he does. he likes it a whole lot

[Tae]: just trust me here. he would be so happy to have any one of your pieces

[JK]: okay i will pick him out something nice

[JK]: thanks for your help hyung

[Tae]: of course

[Tae]: have a good day at work jungkookie ヾ(•ω•`)o

~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Tae]: Attachment: CAP6718.jpg

[Tae]: jungkookie and jiminie look so cute today

[Hobi]: omg they really do :O

[Jin]: Did they say where they got their drinks? :-)

[Tae]: i share my incredible selca bounty with you and you wanna know about the drinks? (¬_¬”)

[Jin]: Ah yes, excuse me for always looking for new places to take you.

[Hobi]: jinnie hyung always on the lookout 4 new date spots :D

[Tae]: well i didn’t ask but you feel free to find out i guess

[Tae]: anyway! now that you mention date spots (✿◠‿◠)

[Hobi]: do u have some ideas taehyungie?

[Tae]: a couple yeah. but i was wondering what the rest of you were thinking? i dunno if namjoon-hyung is here too but maybe we can all compare notes

[Jin]: Namjoon-ah is with a client right now, but I know he is planning a couple of dates including a visit to the museum to see that new exhibit he’s been so excited for.

[Hobi]: o that’s a good idea :D

[Tae]: what about you hobi-hyung? are you gonna go all out right away and give them the jung hoseok special?

[Hobi]: not just yet. i want a better idea of what they like before i try to plan something intricate ;D

[Jin]: Understandable. No need to rush it.

[Hobi]: yeah would rather take my time and get it right u know?

[Hobi]: 4 now i was thinking just some casual lunches and maybe a dancing date at some point

[Hobi]: what about u guys? :D

[Jin]: I would like the chance to cook for them, but I’m not sure I’m willing to wait for them to feel comfortable joining us here.

[Tae]: i’m sure they would be fine having you over (^ω^)

[Jin]: I may just try inviting myself.

[Jin]: What about you?

[Hobi]: yeah taehyungie what do u have planned?

[Tae]: i was thinking about a shopping date

[Tae]: jiminie has some self confidence issues that i wanna get a jump on asap

[Hobi]: yeah i got the same impression.

[Jin]: What about Jungkook-ah? He seems to talk down his own talents rather frequently.

[Hobi]: yeah but he doesn’t think he’s bad. i’m about 99% sure he’s just a perfectionist

[Hobi]: he knows exactly what he’s capable of at his best and that just makes every mistake even more glaring.

[Jin]: Speaking from experience, Hoseok-ah?

[Hobi]: yeah i’ve known a few perfectionists.

[Hobi]: why?

[Tae]: oh no reason i’m sure (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: Yes, none at all.

[Hobi]: ?

[Tae]: anyways i should probably get back to work

[Tae]: hobi-hyung are you ready to help with the new security team?

[Hobi]: of course. i did have one other thought though.

[Tae]: sure what’s up?

[Hobi]: we should try 2 keep doing date nights with all of us when we can fit them in. would be good 4 them 2 spend time with the whole pack :D

[Jin]: And good for Joon-ah as well.

[Hobi]: exactly

[Tae]: yeah fair point

[Hobi]: i’ll find a day that works 4 everyone. might need restaurant recommendations though jinnie-hyung <3

[Jin]: Of course. I’ll help you get it all set up :-)

~

[Jimin to Namjoon]

[Jimin]: I just got home and my first day went so good Namjoon-hyung (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: That’s great! I’m so happy to hear that.

[Namjoon]: You think it’s going to be a good fit for you?

[Jimin]: Yeah! Siyeon-ssi gave me the rundown and let me shadow her all day. I even got to see some of the administrative stuff she wants me to learn later

[Jimin]: I think I’m going to learn a lot here and it will help me get some valuable work experience (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: I really can’t thank you enough for this

[Namjoon]: Please, it was no trouble at all, Jimin-ah.

[Jimin]: Well it means a lot to me. I’ve felt so powerless and like I couldn’t take good enough care of Kookie since I lost my job

[Jimin]: So even if this is small to you it’s huge for me. Thank you (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Namjoon]: Well in that case I’m just happy to help.

[Namjoon]: For what it’s worth, I think you take very good care of Jungkook-ah. It’s easy to see how much the two of you look out for one another.

[Jimin]: Thank you

[Jimin]: You guys do too you know

[Jimin]: Take good care of each other I mean. Your pack bond seems really strong (●'◡'●)

[Namjoon]: That’s sweet of you to say. I like to think it is, so it’s nice to hear that it seems that way from the outside as well.

[Jimin]: It probably says something about your leadership too

[Namjoon]: I can only hope. It’s a group effort though. We all do our best to make one another happy.

[Jimin]: Well it shows

[Namjoon]: Thank you, Jimin-ah.

[Namjoon]: And I really am glad your first day went well.

 

Chapter 16: Breakfast

Chapter Text

[Jin to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Jin]: You will both be home tomorrow morning, yes? :-)

[Jimin]: Yeah I don’t have work until ten

[Jimin]: Kookie is home all day

[Jin]: Allow me to come and cook for you?

[Jimin]: You want to come and cook here?

[Jin]: Yes. I will bring all of the ingredients I need.

[Jimin]: Lemme ask Jungkook. He’s busy gaming (●'◡'●)

[JK]: sorry i wasnt looking at my phone

[JK]: are you sure you want to cook here

[Jin]: I am but if you would prefer that I don’t, that’s okay. I wouldn’t want to intrude.

[JK]: oh no thats not it at all

[JK]: im just worried we might not have the things you need

[Jimin]: Yeah we haven’t bought a lot for our kitchen ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: It’s no trouble. I am more than capable of improvising should the need arise.

[JK]: okay anything you need me to do

[Jin]: Nothing at all. Does 8:00 work? :-)

[JK]: sure see you then

[Jimin]: Looking forward to it (。^▽^)

~

Seokjin hasn’t spent all that much time watching the live feed of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment. He’s done a few quick checks to see that they are both home safe, and maybe just a couple of glances to sate his curiosities about their living situation and schedules, but that’s about it.

It’s not that he isn’t interested. In fact, he’s incredibly curious, but that isn’t the issue…

Maybe he’s just old fashioned, but he likes the thought of discovering their personalities and quirks through the pleasure of their company as opposed to voyeurism. Still, he knows that the rest of his mates don’t have the same feelings on the matter, and he doesn’t begrudge them that for a moment. He can’t deny the utility of the cameras either. They were a stroke of genius from Yoongi – the perfect balm to their collective instinct to protect the likely new additions to their pack.

He’ll use them more later, he imagines. Once he’s had a chance to learn more about Jimin and Jungkook in his own time. Nonetheless, the cameras do give him options.

For instance, this time when he loads the app on his phone, it’s with a specific purpose in mind.

Jungkook had seemed a little nervous about him coming over, but they haven’t texted much yet so Seokjin can’t be completely sure just from a few messages. He’s hoping the cameras will give him some additional insight.

Sure enough, when the app loads he is greeted immediately by the sight of Jungkook wiping down the kitchen counters while he fills their sink with water. It looks like he’s enlisted the help of Jimin too, who enters the kitchen carrying the dishes from their last meal and deposits them into the sink before pulling out a broom and dustpan.

They’re cleaning for his visit. Nothing wrong with wanting to make a good first impression. He will likely be doing something similar when the time comes for the two of them to visit their house, so he understands. Mostly, it’s just cute that they care so much about impressing him.

Or at least it’s cute at first.

He closes the app and leaves them to it, but when he checks back in two hours later and Jungkook is still in the kitchen (scrubbing the inside of the refrigerator now), he knows he needs to step in.

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: You are aware I won’t be grading you on the cleanliness of your kitchen, correct?

[JK]: damn i didn’t even think about the cameras

[JK]: how long have you been watching

[Jin]: Long enough to know that you should take a break and relax :-)

[JK]: jiminie was right wasnt he

[JK]: im going overboard

[Jin]: You may be going a little overboard. Have I made you nervous by inviting myself over?

[JK]: no its not your fault

[JK]: i just want to do this right

[Jin]: What exactly is it that you’re trying to do right?

[JK]: uhh i dont know actually

[JK]: all of it i guess

[Jin]: That sounds very ambitious of you.

[Jin]: Everything in general? Or everything in relation to being courted?

[JK]: the second one

[Jin]: It’s not abnormal to want to put your best foot forward in these circumstances, but you don’t need to worry so much, Jungkook-ah.

[Jin]: I can assure you that we’re all quite taken with you :-)

[JK]: all of you

[JK]: are you sure

[Jin]: Yes, the entire pack. And not just with you but with Jimin-ah as well.

[JK]: that makes me feel a lot better

[JK]: we are too you know

[JK]: taken with all of you i mean

[Jin]: It’s wonderful to know that the feeling is mutual.

[Jin]: Will you consider relaxing now?

[JK]: yeah ill stop as soon as im done with the fridge

[JK]: may as well finish what i started

[Jin]: That sounds reasonable enough :-)

[JK]: thank you for this

[Jin]: Any time. You get some rest and I’ll see you in the morning, Jungkook-ah.

~

Seokjin decides to plan a little more thoroughly the following morning. Jungkook already seems a bit worried about the state of his kitchen, and seeing Seokjin try to adapt around missing equipment might make him even more anxious.

Luckily, it’s simple enough to grab some of his travel cookware and pack it alongside his ingredients.

He doesn’t need to go too over the top and he doesn’t know exactly what they like just yet, so he keeps the menu simple and customizable – something that will let his skill and good ingredients shine. Omelets with several different filling options, a loaf of good bread for toast, and a selection of fruit to accompany everything.

Nutritious and essentially foolproof.

He arrives at their apartment and is grateful to see a working elevator, since the two bags he has brought with him are a bit heavy. The few extra kitchen essentials he packed to gift them are at least half to blame, but it’s a small price to pay in exchange for getting to share his love of cooking.

Jungkook opens the front door only seconds after the first knock, dressed casually in jeans and a t-shirt. He looks Seokjin up and down for a moment before his face splits into a grin and he says “Oh, I swear I’ve seen you somewhere before.”

Seokjin is caught somewhere between laughter and offense, his mouth hanging open in surprise as Jungkook just keeps giving him that charming smile.

“I see how it is,” he eventually sputters, unable to keep from smiling. “I come to cook for you and you have the audacity to pretend not to recognize this handsome face?”

Jungkook does break out into laughter at that. “Sorry, I couldn't help myself. Can I take one of your bags, hyung? They look kind of heavy.”

Oh, that’s certainly a nice change. Seokjin wonders at what point he earned the honor of being called ‘hyung’ by Jungkook. He can guess that it might have something to do with helping to get Jimin back into school, but it’s hard to say for sure. Regardless, it pleases him thoroughly.

“I’ll forgive it just this once,” he says, passing one of the bags to Jungkook and following him inside.

It’s not entirely like entering a new place – not with how many glimpses he’s had of their apartment via the cameras. Still, it’s nice to see the space in person, and even nicer to be surrounded by their combined scent.

Unsurprisingly, the kitchen is spotless.

Seokjin is aware of Jungkook’s eyes on him as he takes in the kitchen, probably looking for any sign of disapproval. He won't find it. The kitchen looks perfectly serviceable and ready for what he needs. He makes a deliberate show of nodding his head in approval and says, “You can just set the bag down on your table here and I’ll work on getting everything unpacked. Do either of you have any food allergies I should be aware of?”

“None,” Jungkook answers. Just a moment later, Jimin makes his way into the kitchen. He’s still dressed in pajamas, looking tired with a mess of blonde hair sticking up in every direction. Jungkook lets out a fond little chuckle at the sight of him. “Oh, look who decided to join the land of the living.”

“Good morning, Jimin-ah. Did you just get up?”

Jimin nods, gravitating toward Jungkook until he’s latched onto his side, where Jungkook wraps an arm around him right away. “Mhmm. Good morning, Jin-ssi. Do you need any help?”

“I believe I can handle it. You have work in a couple hours, right? Breakfast will still be a while, so don’t let me keep you from anything you need to do to get ready.”

Jimin hangs off Jungkook’s side for another minute or so while Seokjin explains what he’s going to cook for them, and then makes his way back down the hall to get ready for the day.

While Seokjin unpacks, Jungkook hovers around him looking for opportunities to help with a sort of nervous energy about him. It’s no trouble though. Seokjin is used to cooking around people. When Taehyung wants attention, he’ll hover in a similar way, occasionally latching onto Seokjin’s side or leaning on counters to watch from a distance. If Namjoon is having a particularly bad day, he’ll hang around the kitchen while Seokjin cooks as well, though he has the annoying habit of somehow always standing directly in front of where Seokjin needs to be.

In comparison, Jungkook’s nervous hovering is much less obtrusive.

Seokjin unpacks all of his ingredients first, then the rest of his supplies. His gifts (a toaster, a blender, and a couple of high quality pans) are received graciously by Jungkook, who thanks him and eagerly starts opening packages to inspect their contents.

Being in motion seems to suit Jungkook much better, so Seokjin allows him to help with the prep work. It’s a good chance to get a look at his knife skills (serviceable, but open to refinement), and to bond over their shared appreciation for cooking.

Jimin joins them a little later, dressed for work and looking much more awake than he had before. He tries to stay out of their way, only stepping up to the counter to get a cup of coffee from the pot – a cheap looking drip coffee maker.

Did he pack his french press? He should have. Oh well, another gift to add to the list – no reason to exhaust all of his options straight away.

They discuss Jimin’s return to school, and then he eagerly tells Seokjin about his first day of work yesterday, about how nice all of his coworkers seem and getting to shadow Siyeon and another server for a few hours. He seems genuinely excited, like he really couldn’t be any happier to be working – and Jimin’s joy has Jungkook looking incredibly pleased as well.

It’s sweet how invested they are in one another’s happiness. They’re both so cute.

Of course, that isn’t really a surprise at this point. He’d already determined that much after the night they all met up at Borahae, and their recent lunch date had only further solidified it. Jimin and Jungkook are decidedly cute. What’s far more enticing about them though, is just how well Seokjin can imagine them fitting into the pack already.

It helps that all three omegas have seemed to bond almost instantly. Judging by what he’s seen (and what Taehyung has told him), Jungkook and Taehyung seem to be on a similar wavelength, sharing both their excitement and easy-going style of friendship right off the bat. Seokjin has to admit that it’s invigorating to see Taehyung interact with someone who can actually match his energy level.

He is trying not to anticipate the type of trouble those two will get into. Something tells him they’re going to be a handful.

Then there’s Jimin. For as reserved and wary as he seems with the rest of the pack, it’s different with Taehyung, like whatever switch had flipped in Taehyung’s head when he smelled the two of them had flipped in Jimin’s head as well. He’d been protective right from the first video call the omegas had shared. (Seokjin had heard enough about it during Taehyung’s heat – how concerned Jimin had been and how he had offered to call the rest of the pack at the first sign of Taehyung’s discomfort.)

Many packs have trouble integrating multiple omegas. Alphas come with their own set of problems, but they tend to sort them out given enough time, falling into a natural hierarchy. Omegas can be trickier without that same structure to fall back on.

It would appear they wont need to worry about that.

~~

Jimin has to leave for work shortly after their meal (which turns out delicious and seems to go over very well – not that Seokjin had ever doubted himself). He thanks Seokjin again for breakfast and exchanges a kiss with Jungkook.

“I really am sorry to leave so soon after eating,” Jimin says as he slips on his shoes. “I just want to make sure I’m early in case Siyeon-ssi needs any help.”

“It’s no trouble at all. Thank you for letting me cook for you, Jimin-ah.”

“Text me when you get there, okay?” Jungkook reminds him.

Jimin agrees as the front door closes behind him, leaving Jungkook and Seokjin together at the kitchen table with their empty plates. Jungkook stands up to start taking care of the dishes and Seokjin joins him at the sink to assist.

“You really don’t have to help, hyung. You already cooked for us.”

“And if I would just like to spend time with you like this?” Seokjin asks, taking pride in the way Jungkook’s cheeks go pink at his words.

“Okay,” Jungkook squeaks out. “I’ll dry and put away, since I know where everything goes?”

“That sounds perfect.”

The task doesn’t take too long between the two of them. Seokjin had made an effort to clean as he cooked, but still it’s a good opportunity to work together at something – and it helps the conversation flow too.

It’s easy enough to get Jungkook to talk about himself. He pauses to weigh each question Seokjin asks for a moment before giving what seem to be very genuine responses. His bare honesty reminds Seokjin a little bit of Namjoon – only Jungkook’s is paired with youthful exuberance while Namjoon’s is more tempered. Either way, the comparison is definitely a compliment as far as he’s concerned.

He learns more about Jungkook’s job at Special-f(x), and how much he looks up to his coworkers and especially his boss, Amber. He speaks very highly of her in particular, praising how she looks out for her employees and for every omega that comes to their shop.

Jungkook isn’t afraid to ask questions of his own either, and Seokjin finds himself talking quite a bit about his work at Borahae. He answers questions about how often he’s there (at least several hours a week), how many people they employ (thirty-six currently), and his favorite item on the menu (soup dumplings – his grandmother’s recipe).

“You seem very interested in Borahae. Have you ever considered working in a restaurant?”

“Oh, not really,” Jungkook says with a laugh, reaching up to rub at the back of his neck. “It’s just kind of your baby, isn’t it? I like hearing you talk about something you care so much about, or at least that’s the impression I get – that it’s sort of your passion.”

He’s too handsome for his own good, especially when he gives that charming, slightly nervous smile. It doesn’t help that he is also very sweet.

“I suppose you could say that. The pack comes first – always – but Borahae is very near to my heart, much the same way it sounds like Special-f(x) is to you.”

With the dishes done, they end up sitting back at the table. Jungkook offers to make them some coffee, but Seokjin remembers their sad drip coffee machine and turns down the offer.

“How about a cup of tea then? I feel like I should offer you something.”

“Tea sounds lovely, thank you.”

They both go quiet while Jungkook busies himself getting out their tea kettle and putting some water on to boil. Seokjin takes the time to weigh his options. He’d like to push for more details about Jungkook’s history and his relationship with his family, but the topic had seemed to be a little raw from what he caught at dinner the other night.

Maybe better to save that one for a little while. Besides… There’s another opportunity here.

He waits until Jungkook finishes setting out two mugs and returns to the table to ask his question. “So, you’ve known Jimin for most of his life then?”

Jungkook’s face lights up at that. “Yeah, I don’t really remember a time without him. We grew up together, went to the same schools, basically lived together our whole lives.”

“And how long have you been mated?”

“About two years now, but we’ve been together a lot longer than that – almost right after Jiminie presented in high school. I was a bit of a late bloomer though. Didn’t present until I was twenty.”

“Wow, that is rather late. Was it a painful presentation? I’ve heard it can be quite the ordeal once you get above eighteen or so.”

“It sucked pretty bad,” Jungkook says with a laugh. “My heat started really soon after. I was lucky to have Jiminie there to help, but it was right after his heat and he was so exhausted. He still took care of me but it was… Definitely my worst heat ever.”

Seokjin’s eyes go wide. He can’t imagine how hard that must have been on both of them. “The two of you handled it alone?”

“Yep. We’ve spent every single heat together, except for Jimin’s first one after he presented. He thought… It was…” Jungkook shakes his head, like he’s trying to will the very thought away. (There’s definitely a story there, though it looks like Seokjin won’t learn it today.) “His family ended up checking him into a clinic.” Jungkook finishes, almost spitting the word ‘clinic’, distaste obvious in his voice.

Seokjin understands. Even the thought of Taehyung spending his heat in a clinic is appalling. They serve a purpose and most of them are well kept and safe, but it still means the omegas effectively spend their heats alone outside of brief encounters with staff for food delivery or medical care.

The kettle starts whistling on the stove and Jungkook hops up to pour their tea.

“When do your heats fall?” Seokjin asks.

“We just had them about two months ago. Milk or honey for your tea?”

“A splash of milk, please. Do they still fall close together? With such a late presentation, it wouldn’t be too abnormal for your schedule to have varied.”

“Mine moved a few days later, but otherwise it’s been like clockwork,” Jungkook answers, setting down a steaming mug for each of them. “Jiminie has his first and then I go into preheat a couple days before he's done. It’s still pretty close, but we make it work.”

“I’m sure you do. I hope it wasn’t too rude of me to ask.”

“Nah, it’s fine. If we’re umm- courting… It’s sort of important information,” Jungkook stammers, the beginnings of a blush creeping up his cheeks.

Seokjin watches Jungkook take a nervous sip of his still nearly boiling tea and decides to kindly change the subject. “Maybe you won’t mind if I pry about something else then?”

“Sure, what do you want to know?”

“Why don’t you tell me more about Jimin-ah? He seems a bit reserved.”

“I’d be careful with that assumption,” Jungkook laughs. “Jimin is a spitfire under the right conditions.”

“What are the right conditions?”

“You should see him after a couple of drinks, or when he thinks he’s right about something. Otherwise it’s mostly when he doesn’t have time to second guess himself, I suppose. He never used to doubt himself so much, but he’s been… Things have been different for a while now.”

Now that piques Seokjin’s interest.

“Can I ask what happened?”

There’s a pause while Jungkook considers the question. “I’ve spent a lot of time trying to figure that out, actually,” he eventually answers, voice going quieter as he looks down at the table. “I thought it was just because he lost his job, but now looking back, it feels like he’s been losing confidence for a lot longer than that.”

“You think it was something else?”

“I mean, he’s been through a lot, but sometimes I wonder if maybe... I don’t know. It’s like everything fell into place for me. School has gone really well and then I got to be an apprentice at my dream job. I guess sometimes I worry that part of it is that Jimin doesn’t feel like he’s going to get to live his dream the same way I get to live mine.”

“Is that why you were so adamant that he go back to school for dance?”

Jungkook nods. “He’s always loved dancing, and I don’t want him to miss the opportunity to try again. He already gave it up once for me. I won't let it happen again. I just wanna help Jiminie feel like himself again.”

It’s so sincere and sweet that Seokjin finds himself nearly at a loss for words. “It’s clear you love him very much,” he manages after a few seconds. “He’s very lucky to have such a supportive mate.”

Jungkook flushes at the compliment, scent going just a little sweeter. It’s delightful how well he responds to praise of any kind. It makes Seokjin want to spend all day giving him compliments just to see how much of a response he can get. With any luck, he’ll have ample time to test just how deep that desire for praise runs – but that’s a thought for later.

“It’s a noble goal. We’ll support that in any way we can, Jungkook-ah. I promise you.”

“Thank you, Jin-hyung.”

“Thank you for your honesty. I appreciate you allowing me into your space like this, and your hospitality,” he says, lifting his mug of tea with a quick wink. “It’s been nice to have a chance to talk alone and get to know you a little better.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook agrees, eyelashes fluttering at the compliments. “I’ve enjoyed this too.”

Seokjin stays for another half hour or so. He and Jungkook finish their tea with some more casual conversation, mostly about their hobbies and interests. It’s pleasant, and somehow more comfortable after the slightly heavier conversation they’ve just shared.

By the time Seokjin is packing up to leave, Jungkook excuses himself to grab something from his bedroom, returning to the kitchen with a plain brown gift bag that he presents to Seokjin.

“Would you give this to Namjoon-hyung for me? It’s not much, but I wanted to show my appreciation for helping Jiminie find a job. I haven’t seen him this happy in months. Not that he isn’t excited about school too, but I heard he was planning to bake for you so I didn’t–”

“It’s okay,” Seokjin interrupts. “Jimin-ah and I do have plans to bake together, so please don’t worry. Can I ask what’s inside?”

“Umm… It’s – Taehyung said he would like it if I gave him something I made.” Jungkook is blushing a deep red now. Adorable. “It’s just a painting. Nothing special, but I hope he likes it.”

Nothing special.

Somehow, Seokjin is very certain that Namjoon will disagree with that assessment.

“I’ll deliver it right away. I’m sure he’ll love it.”

~~

[Namjoon to Jungkook]

[Namjoon]: I just had the most wonderful gift delivered to my office.

[Namjoon]: Thank you, Jungkook-ah.

[JK]: thank you for what you did for jiminie

[JK]: i know it isnt much but i wanted to give you something

[JK]: i wasnt sure what kind of art you would want but i tried to pick something that suited you

[Namjoon]: It’s beautiful. You chose perfectly.

[JK]: im really glad you like it

[Namjoon]: Yoongi is intending to build a proper frame for it, but I admit I couldn’t make myself wait to hang it in my office. It fits in quite well.

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[JK]: oh good it doesnt clash with the rest of your things

[JK]: your office is really nice namjoon hyung

[Namjoon]: It’s even nicer now. Thank you again.

 

 

 

Chapter 17: Positive Framing

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It takes Hoseok a while to find a good opportunity to talk to Yoongi about his recent downswing. It’s not necessarily due to a lack of time they’ve been able to spend alone, but more that he can tell when Yoongi isn’t feeling up to a more involved discussion. Besides, Namjoon and Jin have already laid the foundations of getting him to open up, at least enough for the rest of them to work with.

Still, he wants to be supportive, and Yoongi deciding he’s going to take a break from his computers to go build frames for Jungkook’s paintings in the workshop is the perfect opportunity. Plus, Hoseok has always liked spending time there with Yoongi. There’s something soothing about watching him work on something so tactile.

When he walks into the workshop, he’s greeted with the loud whine of the saw working through wood. Luckily there’s hearing protection right inside the door and it’s easy enough to slip on the earmuffs before going any further.

He can’t fight a smile. It’s been a few months since the last time he saw Yoongi in here – definitely a sign of improving mental health for him to be engaging with his hobbies again.

The workshop was already here when Hoseok joined the pack, though it’s expanded more and more over time, slowly sprawling across the entire large garage dedicated to it. Yoongi prefers not to buy tools he doesn’t need for a project yet, so the growth has been very organic. Mostly he comes down here to do work alone, but he’s rarely ever opposed to company in here like he is when he’s working on coding something. (Plus, he likes teaching the rest of them how to build things too – and it’s adorable.)

Yoongi notices his approach, looking up at Hoseok and giving one of those cute gummy smiles and a wave, followed by a hand signal that he’s almost done before returning to work.

He looks way too good like this, dressed in a white t-shirt and dark wash jeans with his hair pulled up into a messy half ponytail. To be fair, Yoongi almost always looks good, but there’s something so particularly attractive about him when he’s dressed for more physical work.

Maybe Hoseok snaps a couple of photos – both for his own collection and to send to Jungkook so he knows his paintings are going to be displayed in proper frames soon (and maybe just a little bit because he just knows Jungkook will find this as attractive as he does).

[Hoseok to Jungkook]

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[Hobi]: yoongles hard at work making frames for ur gifts :D

[JK]: wow

[JK]: yoongi hyung really looks good like that

[Hobi]: doesn’t he?

[JK]: its nice of him to make frames too

[JK]: are you helping

[Hobi]: nah mostly just here 2 chat and snap a couple pictures ;D

[JK]: a couple

[Hobi]: was that a request?

[JK]: yes please

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[JK]: god hes so handsome

[JK]: i just showed jiminie and he blushed so hard

[Hobi]: are u blushing? ;D

[JK]: ...maybe

[JK]: thank you hyung

~

The whine of the saw dies down and Hoseok looks up to see Yoongi staring back at him with a raised brow and a hand on his hip. Looks like he’s been caught. When Yoongi reaches up to remove his earmuffs, Hoseok follows suit, keeping a guilt free smile plastered across his face.

“You think I’m not going to notice you taking pictures of me?” Yoongi says without an ounce of heat behind his words, barely keeping an answering smile off his own face. “You didn’t drop that in the group chat, did you?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “No, just letting Jungkookie know that you’re hard at work making frames for his paintings. You done with the saw, or should I cover my ears again?”

“I’m all done for now. Just cutting everything to size for Joon-ah’s frame right now. I got Tae’s cut and glued yesterday, so it should be dry and ready for sanding now.”

He follows along as Yoongi gathers up the pieces he’s cut and heads over to his work table. The other frame is waiting there, clamped on all four corners (probably to hold it together while the glue dries, if Hoseok had to guess – but this is really not his area of expertise). There’s a stool off to one side of the table that he decides to perch himself on, close enough to talk but still out of the way.

Yoongi takes his time undoing each of the clamps, making it all the way to the last one before biting at his lip for a moment. Hoseok is pretty sure he knows what’s coming but he waits anyway, watching Yoongi’s fingers work the final clamp loose.

“So, what did he say?” Yoongi eventually asks.

Hoseok reaches into his pocket, grabbing his phone and passing it over. “Here, you can see for yourself. I left it up.”

Yoongi keys in the code to unlock Hoseok’s phone and scans the screen, thumb scrolling through the messages as a cute little blush crawls up his cheeks. He passes it back without a word and returns to his work while Hoseok occupies himself for a little bit – giving Yoongi some time to process. Compliments can be difficult for him, and the fact that Jungkook’s attraction is being stated so plainly will definitely need a little space to sink in.

The sound of sandpaper on wood is actually quite soothing, Hoseok has found. It makes for good white noise as he works through some of his unanswered messages – mostly reports from their security teams, interspersed with the occasional tip from one of his contacts.

He makes it through the majority of his backlog before Yoongi speaks again.

“You were quiet the other day,” he says, glancing up at Hoseok before returning his gaze to the frame he is sanding. “When we went to go see Jimin and Jungkook.”

“Was I?” Hoseok places his phone back in his pocket. Yoongi does not look impressed with him playing dumb. “Alright, alright,” he says, raising his hands in surrender. “You got me. I wanted to make sure they had plenty of chances to get to know you better.”

“What about getting to know you?”

“You know, Jimin asked me almost the same thing.”

Yoongi pauses for a few seconds, the rhythmic sound of sanding filling the silence. “It was weird,” he eventually says, “– you making me do most of the talking. I like it better when we’re both talking instead. Makes it feel less like I don’t know when to shut up.”

“I don’t think either of them wanted you to shut up. They both seemed interested in all of the stories you told.”

“They seemed interested in you too, but you kept passing it off to me instead,” Yoongi counters.

He’s right of course. It had seemed like the right decision at the time, but now in hindsight it was both far too obvious and a bit unfair. “Sorry for making it weird. I won't make you do all the talking next time, promise.”

“It’s okay. Not like you ruined the night or anything, but thanks in advance for not making me carry the conversation again. It’s stressful and you do it better anyway,” Yoongi says with a huff of laughter. “So… You and Jimin-ah were gone for a while. What did you guys talk about?”

“Well he seemed like he needed a break so I tried to keep it pretty casual until we got the food and he had a drink to sip on – something to ground himself, you know?”

“That bad, huh? Was it because… Did I overdo it with the new computers?”

Hoseok doesn’t hesitate, not with Yoongi. “Yeah, you probably went a little overboard – but it’s likely for the best considering what he’ll be in for with Jinnie and Joonie.”

Yoongi chuckles. “You don’t think Taehyung-ah will be just as bad?”

“Oh he definitely will. I’m just betting that it will be a little easier for Jimin to handle coming from him.”

“That’s probably good, considering that Tae won’t give him much of a choice,” Yoongi says, running fingers along the side of the frame to check his work before returning to sanding. “You guys got a chance to talk after you got the food though?”

Hoseok nods. “Mostly I wanted to try and get a feel for whether or not he’s as interested as Jungkook-ah seems.”

“And he managed to turn it around on you? Pretty impressive for a first date.”

“Oh, so now it was a date? You and Jimin-ah both seemed pretty convinced it wasn’t one at the time. What changed your mind? Wait, can I guess? Was it how confused poor little Jungkookie seemed when you said it?”

“That may or may not have had anything to do with it.”

“You know, coming from you, that's practically a signed confession,” Hoseok says with a grin.

“Yeah yeah, whatever.” Yoongi shrugs and shakes his head. “So, what did you find out? Is he still interested?”

“Oh, he’s definitely interested – just a little wary I think. Called us ‘too good to be true’ and said he’s still trying to work through that feeling.”

Yoongi stops sanding, face scrunching up in thought for a few seconds before looking up at Hoseok. “That sounds pretty promising,” he says, careful like he doesn’t want to sound too excited. “Do you feel like you have a better read on him now that you spent some time alone?”

Does he? It had certainly been a different side of Jimin, but that doesn’t necessarily mean it was a more genuine side even if it seemed that way. Still…

“His fierce loyalty to Jungkook-ah isn’t a front at all, and I think the thing he’s most worried about is the possibility of him getting hurt in any capacity. As long as we take good care of Jungkook, I think Jimin will relax a little more. What about you? Did you learn anything about Jungkook-ah while getting your ass kicked in Mortal Kombat for the tenth time?”

“Rude, Hoseok-ah,” Yoongi mumbles, following it with a snort of laughter. “I can’t believe he was that good. I’m not going to be able to rest until I find something I can beat him at.”

“At least you got a date out of it,” Hoseok teases. “Do you know where you’re gonna take him yet?”

Yoongi blushes, pausing his sanding again to inspect the frame. “Not yet. I was going to ask Seokjin-hyung. He always knows the best places.” Apparently the frame still isn’t quite up to par, so he grabs a different sheet of sandpaper and returns to his work. “You did a good job, by the way – actually letting your scent out a little while we were visiting them.”

“Mostly because you kept reminding me.”

They had discussed it on the way over to visit Jimin and Jungkook, how it’s important for them to get accustomed to their scents – which means Hoseok needs to actually let them catch his on occasion. It’s less that he wants to hide his scent all the time and more that it’s just a habit at this point, especially when he’s feeling even the slightest bit on edge. Luckily Yoongi had been there to help, tapping a few times on his arm whenever he was clamming up again.

It’s difficult to undo a lifetime habit like that. He’s been hiding his scent almost since the day he presented, trying to make sure nothing about being an alpha interfered with his work. It was just that at some point work became his whole life, and it took meeting Taehyung and joining the pack to start learning how to disconnect from that.

It’s been a slow process. Uncomfortable, but positive.

“It’s still hard, isn’t it?” Yoongi asks, voice quiet as he sets down the frame. “You seemed like you were doing really good with it a couple months back, before you went home for–”

“I know,” Hoseok interrupts. And he does know, really. It’s always harder when he goes home to visit his parents, but there isn’t a lot he can do about that so there’s no point in worrying about it – and even less point in engaging Yoongi about it, since his opinion on Hoseok’s family is less than charitable. (Hoseok doesn’t hold it against him. It comes from a good place, but it’s just not as simple as Yoongi makes it out to be.) “It is still hard, but I’m working on it.”

Yoongi looks at him for a few seconds before his gaze drifts back down to the table and onto the pieces he’d cut for the other frame. “Okay,” he says softly, picking up a couple of the pieces. “Just as long as you know I’m here to help whenever you need me.”

It’s not a platitude. Yoongi wouldn’t say it if he didn’t mean it.

“Thank you. I appreciate it. All done sanding Taehyungie’s frame?”

Charitably, Yoongi doesn’t fight the change of topic. “Yeah, it’s ready for staining. Just wanna get Joon-ah’s frame glued together now before I forget, and maybe give my hands a break,” he says, setting the wooden pieces back down and starting to do the routine of hand and wrist stretches Hoseok had taught him to stave off carpal tunnel. (Basically a necessity with how much time Yoongi spends in front of a computer typing.)

“Speaking of taking a break,” Hoseok starts, intending to make the segue painfully obvious. He wants Yoongi to know exactly where the conversation is headed and give him the opportunity to delay if he’s not feeling up to it. “How have you been feeling, now that you’re taking a step back from work?”

Ever since the seven of them met up at Borahae to discuss courting, Yoongi has been spending considerably more time out of his office with the rest of the pack. He hasn’t missed any of their group dinners this week (even helping Jinnie cook a few of them), and has spent a couple of evenings catching up on anime with Taehyungie, plus one night watching a movie with Namjoonie.

The improvement in Yoongi’s mood has been obvious, almost like a cloud that had been hanging over him has finally lifted, and it makes Hoseok so happy to see him like this.

“So what, I have to talk about my problems but you aren’t gonna talk about yours?” Yoongi asks, giving Hoseok an unimpressed look.

It’s a fair question, as much as Hoseok wishes it wasn’t. “You don’t have to talk if you don’t want; I’m just curious.”

“You not feeling up to thinking about your family right now?”

“Not really. Would rather focus on things here.”

Hoseok doesn’t say, ‘ I would rather focus on you ,’ but he’s fairly sure he doesn’t have to for Yoongi to understand. Sometimes it’s easier for both of them to talk around things, or to ignore them entirely – like he intends to do right now.

Yoongi takes a couple of seconds to think before letting out a little sigh. “Yeah, I feel a lot better. Don’t know what got into me really – just like I worked myself up so much that I felt like I had to keep going. It was stupid.”

“I don’t know if ‘stupid’ is the word I would use.”

“Yeah, well you're not the one who’s had all of their mates checking in constantly and babying them for over a week now. I think I have every right to call it stupid if I want to.”

“Does this count as babying?” Hoseok jokes, waggling his eyebrows.

“Are you intending for it to be?”

“Not unless that’s something you’d be interested in. Was aiming more for a check in without any real plan for where it should go – not to mention I just like being in here while you work. It’s relaxing. So if you really don’t want to talk about it, we can just hang out.”

“No, it’s fine,” Yoongi says with a sigh. “May as well get it out of the way. It helps that you’re going to be infinitely more tolerable about it than Joon-ah has been.

“And what’s making him so intolerable?” Hoseok asks, keeping his voice cool and unbothered even though his interest has definitely been piqued.

“He keeps pressing me about how I feel but all it’s going to do is hurt him if I talk about it. I don’t want to see him giving me that disappointed look, like it’s his fault or something when we both know it’s not.”

“Something in particular you feel like you can’t say to him?”

“That I fucked up? That I got so focused on work that I neglected what was important and that it’s a goddamn mystery why anyone wants to bother with me sometimes? That even when I am present and doing my best I don’t feel like I fit the same way the rest of you do, and–” Yoongi pauses, a wave of burnt spice rolling off of him.

He’s obviously stressed, but that’s to be expected. Vocalizing feelings is hard for Yoongi. Hoseok knows by now that the best thing he can offer is a non-judgmental ear, somewhere for all those feelings to go instead of staying trapped inside of Yoongi. Luckily, this is something that Hoseok excels at. Other people’s feelings rarely ever weigh on him the same way that they do for the majority of people, and it’s easy not to judge when it’s one of his mates , someone he loves so deeply.

Yoongi takes a couple of breaths, staring down at the table for a few seconds before reaching for the pieces of the frame again. He lays them out in their final shape and then turns around to rummage in a nearby shelf, returning with a bottle of wood glue.

“Sorry, I just need a minute to think,” Yoongi says softly.

“No apology necessary. You can take all the time you need; I’ve got nowhere to be today.”

Yoongi returns to work and Hoseok returns to answering various texts and emails. He also checks in on the live feed of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment just to make sure they both made it home from work safely. Jungkook appears to be napping on the couch while Jimin is in the kitchen wiping down counters, wearing the new headphones Yoongi had given him and swaying to the music as he cleans.

“What’s got you smiling like that?” Yoongi asks.

Hoseok hadn’t realized he even was smiling, but he can feel it tugging at the corners of his mouth once Yoongi points it out. “Here,” he says, passing Yoongi his phone. “Jimin-ah is wearing the headphones you gave him.”

Yoongi stares down at the screen until the beginnings of a smile start to appear on his face as well – whether because his gift is well received or because the scene is just cute, it’s hard to say. He passes the phone back to Hoseok and picks up his nail gun to secure the final corner of the frame, the two of them falling back into companionable silence.

“I’m worried that it will bother him,” Yoongi eventually says, fingers working to secure clamps to the newly assembled frame.

Hoseok takes this as his cue to put his phone away again. “Do you mean Namjoonie?”

“Yeah, Joon-ah. Sorry.”

“It’s okay, just making sure I follow. What do you think will bother him?”

“The fact that this… That what we’re doing with Jimin and Jungkook is helping. Courting. Whatever you want to call it. I don’t want him to think it’s because the pack wasn’t enough – that’s not the problem at all,” Yoongi says, letting out a sigh. “It’s just that we’re all doing this together and it feels – I don’t know – easier I guess? Like there’s plenty of places to jump in and help.”

“I think I understand what you mean. It’s given us a new reason to spend more time together and a common goal, not to mention probably shaking things up for all of us. If nothing else, having the spotlight shifted off of you must be a relief.”

“Yeah… I guess I’m just ready to be done thinking about it, but you know how much Jin-hyung and Namjoon worry,” he says with a sigh. “Really, I think it’s more Joon-ah at this point. At least Jin-hyung doesn’t keep trying to talk to me about it.”

“Does Namjoonie know you’re feeling better?” Hoseok asks. Namjoon has likely noticed the improvement in Yoongi’s mood, but still it might help to hear it directly from the source.

“Maybe? I don’t know. I’ve kind of been avoiding him.”

Hoseok raises a brow. “I thought you two watched a movie together the other night?”

“Yeah, we did but…” Yoongi trails off, biting at his lip with a guilty expression on his face. “I didn’t want him to feel like I was avoiding him, so I offered to watch that new foreign film he’s been so excited about. He seemed really happy about it, and subtitles meant we both had to pay attention – and honestly the movie was pretty good. We even cuddled through the whole thing.”

“But?”

“We talked a little after it was over, about what we thought of it and stuff, but eventually he started trying to talk about me instead of the movie – and I… I may have faked an urgent phone call.”

Hoseok does not dignify that with a response, simply staring at Yoongi until he hangs his head.

“I know, I know, okay? You don’t have to keep looking at me like that. I know I can’t put it off forever. I just… I’m going to try and say all of this to him and I’m gonna fuck it up and it’ll just make him worry even more. And then I’m going to have to explain more. It’s just so much talking.”

Hmm. Maybe Hoseok can actually help here.

As much as Yoongi fights it, he always seems to feel better after talking to Namjoon. Whether it’s because he builds it up so much in his mind that it’s a relief just to have it over with, or because it genuinely soothes him to reach an understanding with his pack alpha (or maybe both ), Hoseok isn’t sure. What he is sure about, is that he can find a way to help the conversation along.

“Have you considered maybe framing it differently when you talk to him?”

“How do I do that?”

“Well, maybe it would be best to lead with the fact that you’re feeling better, and are thankful for the support. Then, instead of trying to explain all of that right away, just tell him something like ‘I really feel like us courting has been the perfect opportunity to re-explore my place in the pack’. That way you’re still being honest, but you’re giving him something more positive to focus on – might not save you from talking about the hard stuff but it should at least help.”

Yoongi gives this a few seconds of thought before eventually nodding. “That does seem… less worrying, I guess. It’s not like it can go any worse and it does sound better at least. Okay, I’ll try that soon, but can we be done talking about this now?”

“Can I say one more thing first?”

“Go for it.”

Hoseok takes a second to organize his thoughts. He wants to get this out as efficiently and as easy for Yoongi to take as he can. “I just want to state for the record that I’ve always thought of you as an important member of the pack. You do so much for all of us, even if you don’t think so. I’m glad you’re here and it wouldn’t be the same without you – especially not for me.”

Yoongi’s lips go tight at the barrage of compliments, but he does eventually croak out a tiny, “Thank you.”

“Sure, sorry if I pressed too hard.”

“No, it’s… You’re fine, Hoseok-ah,” Yoongi says, reaching a hand out across the table that Hoseok takes right away. “I always appreciate your help, okay? Now, do you want to learn how to apply wood stain? I bet Taehyung-ah would love it if we both helped make his frame.”

Hoseok smiles wide. “Yeah, show me how,” he says, allowing himself to be led by the hand over to a shelf full of different cans and brushes.

Yoongi is a good teacher, patient and kind with his advice as Hoseok practices on a couple of scrap pieces of wood before moving onto the real thing. Even once the frame is done and set up to dry, the two of them stay in the workshop for quite a while longer, fiddling with various little projects Yoongi has been working on and chatting about nothing until Jinnie calls everyone to dinner.

 

Notes:

Just Sope having my entire heart

See you next week to find out how well this positive framing works out for Yoongi :D

Chapter 18: Feeling Better

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Namjoon’s phone is on silent because he’s in a meeting, but he feels it vibrate with an incoming message in his pocket. He’s in his office, still dressed in a suit but thankfully taking the video call from the comfort of home at least. Jin is next to him, currently speaking calmly and clearly into the webcam, explaining the timeline for their next round of acquisitions to the client. It’s a good opportunity for Namjoon to make sure nobody needs him urgently, so he pulls his phone out and glances down at the message for a moment.

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Hey, so I just wanted to let you know I’m feeling a lot better.

~

The message nearly makes Namjoon do a double take. It’s not that he’s surprised to get a message from Yoongi. Even though they’re both at home today, they’re still working and Yoongi knows that he and Jin have been in meetings most of the morning.

No, it’s more the content of the message that gives him pause, considering that up until this point Yoongi has been avoiding talking to him.

It’s clear he doesn’t want to discuss what’s been bothering him, and Namjoon has been allowing it mostly because he doesn’t want to corner Yoongi again so soon after the last time. Plus, aside from avoiding him, Yoongi has been doing everything else right. He’s been more present with the pack and has seemed much happier for it – cooking with Jin and spending time with Taehyung and Hoseok too.

He also watched a movie with Namjoon a couple of days ago. (Yoongi had even been the one to suggest it in the first place.) And although he did fake a phone call and flee the scene shortly after the movie ended, it had still been nice to spend some time together.

After all of that work to avoid him, Namjoon had expected to have to wait at least another week for Yoongi to give him a chance to talk about any of this – and that was only if he didn’t just keep avoiding Namjoon until there was no other choice but to talk. A message like this out of the blue is the last thing Namjoon had expected.

Still, while it is incredibly intriguing, it’s not something that requires his immediate attention. He can finish up this meeting before he decides how to handle this new development from Yoongi.

Namjoon returns his attention to the task at hand. His phone buzzes a couple more times throughout the meeting, but he only peeks at it long enough to determine that the messages are still coming from Yoongi. Jin gives him a quick curious look when he notices Namjoon checking his phone, but one reassuring glance is enough to settle any worries his mate might have.

A half hour later, they end their call with a list of potential dates, names, and dollar values to show for their efforts. It should be easy to find buyers for the majority of the items, if Jin’s contact is to be believed (which they usually are). There’s still plenty of arrangements to make, but they can wait until later.

“Which one of them is it?” Jin asks when Namjoon picks up his phone again right after their call ends. “Is everything alright?”

“It’s Yoongi, and I think so? Hold on, let me just…” Namjoon unlocks his phone to find more messages awaiting him.

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Hey, so I just wanted to let you know I’m feeling a lot better.

[Yoongi]: Things got a little rough there but I’m fine now. I really feel like us courting has been a good opportunity to re-explore my place in the pack, and everyone has been really supportive.

[Yoongi]: Sorry for kind of avoiding you about it.

[Yoongi]: See you two at dinner tonight or will you be working? I can cook for the rest of us if you guys are out.

~

“You’re frowning, darling,” Jin says, reaching out to lay a warm palm against Namjoon’s arm.

Something about these messages is off enough that Namjoon is feeling a little suspicious. Dropping an abrupt update on his mental health and then immediately trying to move onto more mundane conversation is very much something Yoongi would usually do, but the rest…

Namjoon holds out his phone. “Here, have a look.” Jin takes a moment to scan the messages, a tiny smile tugging at the corner of his mouth even as he narrows his eyes at the screen. “They’re weird, aren’t they?”

“Maybe not all of it, but that one… The wording? The positive framing? It practically screams Hobi-yah, don’t you think?”

Ah. That would be why they feel so strange.

“Hoseok did say they hung out yesterday,” Namjoon says. “At least that means they talked about it. This seems like the perfect time for me to do the same.”

“Done letting him avoid you?”

“If he’s getting tips from Hoseok on how to handle this, that means it’s weighing on him too – so yes. I think I’ll head down for a chat.”

Jin gives him a warm little smile. “I agree that’s likely the best course of action. Do you want to go alone or would you like me to accompany you?”

Namjoon takes a moment to think it over. While Jin does have a particular way of setting Yoongi at ease enough to get him talking, the two of them going down to his office together also runs the risk of making him feel even more threatened than Namjoon showing up alone. Not to mention, Yoongi is avoiding him , not Jin.

Yes. This is between them, and Namjoon intends to settle it that way. He’s been Yoongi’s alpha for years now. He knows all his tells and tricks, and also just how much Yoongi needs him to push sometimes.

“I think I’d like to talk to him alone this time,” Namjoon answers. “Though depending how it goes, he– we might end up needing you.”

“Of course. Just let me know if you do. I’ll text you when dinner is ready, but if you two are still busy I’ll just keep something warm for you,” Jin says, leaning in to brush his lips over Namjoon’s in a reassuring kiss. “You go take care of Yoongi-yah, and if you need me I’ll be there.”

“Thank you,” Namjoon whispers, leaning in to give Jin a kiss of his own.

~~

Yoongi does not look enthused when Namjoon shows up at his door, only opening it enough for him to poke his head out and give Namjoon a long up and down glance before frowning. “Do you need something?” he asks.

“Just wanted to talk. Can I come in?”

“You’re dressed for work,” Yoongi comments, not opening the door any further, but seeming to relax just a little at the observation.

“Jin and I just wrapped up a meeting,” Namjoon answers. He hadn’t thought to change out of his suit before coming down, more focused on finally getting Yoongi to talk to him than anything else. Maybe that had been an oversight on his part. “Just discussing the early stages of the next big shipment.”

“What do you need me to do?” There’s an edge of relief in Yoongi’s voice that Namjoon is almost going to feel bad taking from him. “Vetting some new clients or something? You know it will be easier if you just send me a list of their names and–”

“Yoongi, I’m not here to talk about work.”

“Oh.” His expression sours, gaze falling from Namjoon’s eyes to somewhere over his shoulder instead.

“I got your messages, but it seemed like a conversation better had in person. Wouldn’t you agree?”

“I don’t know what about a text message would give you that impression,” Yoongi deadpans.

Namjoon raises an eyebrow but otherwise ignores the sass in favor of hopefully moving this discussion out of the hallway. “Are you going to let me in?”

Yoongi makes eye contact again for a moment before letting out a long sigh and opening the door. “Okay, let’s get this over with,” he says, stepping aside to allow Namjoon entry. The room is still dim, but slightly brighter than Yoongi usually keeps it, the LED strips turned to a soft white instead of their typical warm glow. Yoongi leads the way inside and gestures toward a wooden picture frame on top of his coffee table. “That’s for you. Just finished it this morning.”

Namjoon is briefly taken aback, having not expected a gift, but he still steps closer to pick it up and inspect it. It’s lighter than it looks, but still feels sturdy in his hands. The entire thing has been stained a light gray, with only the slightest hint of tan from the wood beneath – exactly what Namjoon had requested to compliment Jungkook’s painting.

“It’s perfect, thank you,” Namjoon says, setting the frame back down on the coffee table and looking up to find Yoongi standing in front of the little mini-fridge tucked off to the side of his desk.

“Glad you like it,” Yoongi says, turning back toward Namjoon with a bottle of sparkling water in one hand and a bottle of beer in the other. “Preference?”

Namjoon recognizes the label on the beer bottle – it’s one of his favorites – and he also knows Yoongi hates sparkling water. “You were expecting me.”

Yoongi frowns. “Do you want a drink or not?”

Namjoon takes a few steps forward, closing some of the distance between them. “Why try to fend me off at the door if you had all this ready?”

“Just because I’m as prepared as I can be doesn’t mean that I’m excited about this.” Yoongi gives him a hard look and holds out both bottles. “Now listen, I’m pouring myself a whiskey either way, so will you please tell me what you want to drink?”

When Namjoon reaches out to accept the beer, Yoongi visibly relaxes, shoulders dropping a couple of inches as he turns to put the sparkling water back in his fridge. Namjoon opts to give Yoongi a little space, turning back toward the couch and taking a seat at one end. While Yoongi’s scent isn’t distressed, it’s far from his baseline and even further from the sweet cinnamon smell that Namjoon so adores. If this goes well enough he might just manage to get Yoongi there, but if that doesn’t work he can settle for something closer to neutral.

Yoongi makes his way to the couch with a couple fingers of whiskey, ice clinking in the glass as he sits a full cushion away from Namjoon and puts his feet up on the coffee table. He lifts the glass up to his face, breathing in the scent for a moment before speaking, “Awfully quiet for someone who came here to talk.”

“I didn’t want to rush you,” Namjoon answers, twisting the cap off his bottle and taking a sip. “Thank you for the drink.”

“No problem. But seriously, I’m as prepared as I can be so you may as well start talking.”

“I’m sorry you felt like this was something you needed to prepare for.”

Yoongi bites at his lip, looking guilty and taking a sip of his drink to cover it. “It’s not your fault,” he eventually says.

Namjoon can’t help letting out a tiny sigh. He knows that Yoongi builds these confrontations up in his head, that he spends far too long agonizing about them even after years of evidence proving that they generally go well and almost always lead to him feeling better in the end. It’s not something Yoongi can help, Namjoon understands. Still, he wishes there was some way to take that weight away from Yoongi – to show him that there’s never a need to worry about talking to him, that he isn’t a burden, and that Namjoon will always want to help him feel better.

“Don’t do that,” Yoongi says, snapping Namjoon back out of his thoughts.

“What am I doing?”

“Staring off into nothing and looking all sad like that. You wanted to talk, so let's get on with it. Is there a reason we’re doing this right now?”

Yoongi has a point. He should be focusing on the task at hand.

“Well I got your messages and it was clear you’d been asking Hoseok-ah for advice, so I figured this was weighing on you too. And you also admitted that you’ve been avoiding me, which I took to mean that you were done avoiding me now,” Namjoon answers.

“Damn it. Did the whole stupid ‘positive framing’ thing work even a little or was that just a dead giveaway that I took advice from Hoseok-ah?”

“That depends. Did you mean it?”

Yoongi freezes with his glass raised just below his lips, staying completely still for a few seconds before taking a slow sip of the drink. “I meant it,” he admits. “Really. I do feel a lot better.”

“And you feel like courting has helped?”

“Yeah, it… I feel like it’s made things easier.”

“Can you talk to me about why?

“I don’t know – maybe because it’s given you all something else to focus on? Because I can go back to doing stuff together with you guys without anyone wondering why I’m suddenly involved again? Plus they seem… Both of them are really great. It’s exciting, I guess – and I’m having fun.”

Namjoon smiles, giving Yoongi a little break as he sips his beer before speaking again, “Those are all good reasons. Do you have any more?”

“Not really. I mean… I guess, there’s the whole actually feeling like I can be of some use now thing, but that’s about it.”

“Yeah, that was one you mentioned the last time we talked. I have to admit that I’ve been giving it a considerable amount of thought since then.”

“Oh. I didn’t…” Yoongi winces, staring down into his drink. “Why?”

“Because I’m wondering what I can do to help with that, and what kind of opportunity you’re looking for that you feel has been missing.”

“You don’t have to worry,” Yoongi says furrowing his brow. “Nobody is doing anything wrong or–”

“Of course. That’s not what I mean to imply. I promise it’s not about anyone making accommodations for you or ‘fixing’ their behavior – I would just like to know what you want so that I can help you figure out how to get it.”

“And if I don’t know what I want?”

“That’s okay too,” Namjoon assures him. “We can figure it out together. Why don’t you talk to me about the things you do know, and maybe we can get somewhere with it?”

The look Yoongi gives him is skeptical at best, eyes narrowed like he thinks Namjoon is just trying to bait him into revealing something. Hopefully years of problem solving together can help him get over that hump faster than he used to, but if not Namjoon is prepared to wait. It doesn’t matter how long it takes or how many times he has to sit Yoongi down for one of these talks – he won’t let this fester until it hurts him again.

They’ve got plenty of time.

Namjoon sips at his beer and lets the silence linger in the air.

Eventually, Yoongi takes a deep breath and starts talking. “It just doesn’t feel like I do as much as the rest of you. Like, I basically fucked off for several months straight and everything was fine , and everyone is just looking at me like they’re happy I’m back, instead of upset that I was burying myself in work – again . I always do this and everyone always acts like it’s okay. You all do your best to make room for me but it doesn’t feel like I’m helping the same way that the rest of you are, but now that we’re courting there are just so many places to jump in and I just…”

“It feels nice?” Namjoon asks, fairly certain he understands but not wanting to overstep.

“Yeah it… It really does. I guess I’m hoping it’s not just because it’s new, but maybe more because having them in the pack will make it easier in the long run? It’s not really fair to put that on them and – Fuck, I shouldn’t be this invested already,” Yoongi groans, taking another drink and letting out a sigh. “Did any of that make sense?”

“It did. Thank you for explaining it to me.”

Yoongi looks lighter now, after the barrage of honesty – shoulders relaxing and the line of tension running through his entire body finally softening. As much as Namjoon knows he would prefer to keep all of his feelings locked safely inside of him, it’s always helped him in the long term to get them out.

“I’d say ‘no problem’, but…” Yoongi trails off with a little puff of laughter.

“I feel that way sometimes too,” Namjoon says, spotting the opportunity to relate and deciding to go for it. Yoongi looks at him with a little frown of disbelief rather than answering, which he takes as license to continue. “Especially with Jin and Hoseok both a part of the pack now. Most of the time they work out issues before I even catch on that something is wrong. They still keep me in the loop, but sometimes I feel like I’m just hovering around the two of them waiting for a time where they need my help with something.

Yoongi’s expression goes a little softer as he swirls the last bit of whiskey around in his cup. “Does it ever bother you?” he asks, voice quiet.

“Not recently, but it has before.”

“What did you do about it?”

Namjoon takes a drink from his bottle and clicks his tongue, trying to figure out how to word this. It’s something he’s only really talked to Jin about before – not a worry he’d wanted to place on the rest of the pack. Though now he wonders if being open about it would have helped Yoongi feel more comfortable talking about his own struggles, or if it would have just made him worry unnecessarily.

Something to ponder later.

“Well, I was worried about putting that on the rest of you, so I talked it over with Jin-hyung and together we were able to find ways to help me manage it. It wasn’t that I wanted you all to need me all the time, but I still felt like I wasn’t doing enough – especially as the pack alpha.”

“But you always take care of all of us,” Yoongi says, staring down at his glass before raising it to his lips and downing the last of the whiskey. He sets the empty cup on the coffee table and stays leaned forward, elbows on his knees and just a bit closer to Namjoon like this. “I doubt anyone has ever found you lacking in that department. I know I haven’t.”

“Of course you wouldn’t. You think I’m overbearing,” Namjoon jokes, scooting closer to Yoongi and bumping their shoulders together.

“That’s not what I meant.” Yoongi laughs, face tilting up just enough to give Namjoon the prettiest little smile before he looks back down at his hands.

It’s only a moment, but it still makes Namjoon’s heart leap in his chest. This is going smoother than he expected. He’s managed to get Yoongi laughing, joking, and comfortable enough that he’s being almost intolerably cute without even realizing it – smiling up at Namjoon through his lashes so sweet and shy that it almost hurts not to lean in and kiss him.

Yoongi has always been good at that, looking grumpy and standoffish only to turn on a dime and drop the most agonizingly gorgeous little smiles out of nowhere. Even back when they had been roommates in college (both far too busy to even consider dating), Namjoon remembers having to hide the way his jaw wanted to drop every time.

Years later, he’s still sitting here trying to pretend it doesn’t turn his brain to mush.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Yoongi asks, raising an unimpressed brow at him.

And still doing a terrible job of hiding it, apparently. Some things never change.

Well, if he’s already been outed… “I was thinking that I want you closer, but only if that’s something you want too.”

He watches as Yoongi considers the request, glancing at his empty glass, then over his shoulder toward his computer screens, and finally back at Namjoon with a shrug. “Fine. What do you want?”

Namjoon leans forward to set his nearly empty bottle of beer on the coffee table, then sits back and pats at one thigh. “Up?”

“What, you don’t want to sit in my lap?”

“Would you prefer it if I did?” Namjoon asks, preparing to stand up and do just that. He’s not too picky about how he gets closer, but the thought of caging Yoongi in, safe and secure between him and the couch is appealing on another level entirely.

Yoongi stops him with a firm hand on his shoulder. “I was joking. Don’t need your giant clumsy ass climbing around on my furniture and breaking something,” he grumbles.

There’s no real annoyance behind the words, and judging by the little dusting of pink on his cheeks, he’s not entirely opposed to the idea either – but Namjoon doesn’t want to push it when they still need to talk. “You going to come here then?” he asks, offering a helping hand that goes ignored.

“Yeah, yeah. I’m working on it,” Yoongi says, standing up and wavering just the slightest (probably from the whiskey), and then quickly stepping forward to straddle Namjoon’s thighs and drop into his lap. He steadies himself with a hand on each of Namjoon’s shoulders before raising his brows and giving a little shrug. “You happy now?”

“Very,” Namjoon answers. His hands almost immediately settle on Yoongi’s hips, incredibly pleased to have him like this after so long of being avoided. He’s a warm and familiar weight in Namjoon’s lap, his scent stronger from this distance and definitely closer to his usual warm spice than it had been earlier.

“Does this mean we’re done talking?”

“Not just yet, if you’re still willing?”

Yoongi looks back at his monitors again, and Namjoon can’t be sure whether it’s actually because he’s looking for something, or if he just needs a chance to focus his attention on anything besides their conversation for a moment. From this close it’s impossible to miss the way he worries his bottom lip between his teeth, taking in a slow breath before turning back to Namjoon.

“What did Jin-hyung tell you when you talked to him about it?” Yoongi asks.

“Well, first he told me I had nothing to worry about, but you can imagine about how well that worked. So then he started to tell me all of the things I did for the pack that nobody else could do, and that helped a little more.” Namjoon smiles, rubbing his hands gently from Yoongi’s flank to his hips in an attempt to soothe him for what comes next. “Would you like to know what yours are? Some of the things we appreciate the most about you?”

Yoongi tenses against him, but Namjoon expected that so he just waits, hands still rubbing at Yoongi’s sides. His eyes dart around the room, looking anywhere but at Namjoon.

It’s a big ask. Yoongi doesn’t always handle compliments the best, especially not like this – when they’re the main focus of the conversation and there’s nothing else for him to hide behind or rapidly change the subject to. Still, Namjoon knows he needs the reassurance as much as any of the rest of them do, if not more.

Maybe he can offer something to make it easier .

Namjoon tilts his head in invitation, offering up his neck without Yoongi doing so first and pushing more of his scent out into the air.

Yoongi only hesitates for a moment before leaning in and pressing his face to Namjoon’s neck, nosing at his scent gland and letting out a low little hum. “Didn’t have to,” he whispers, arms wrapping around Namjoon’s shoulders as he begins to relax against him.

“I know I didn’t have to, but I wanted to – just like I want to tell you all the things you do for me and for the rest of the pack. Can I, Yoongi?”

It’s barely loud enough to be heard, but Yoongi lets out a tiny, “Okay.”

Namjoon is ready. He’s been thinking about this since he and Yoongi last talked, so he wastes no time getting right into it before Yoongi can change his mind.

“You know you’re almost always the first person Hoseok looks for when he’s having a bad day? I’ve seen him get home from a rough job and pass right by me and Jin-hyung to head for your office. He’s told me that you’re the one he feels the most at ease with, that you never make him feel like he needs to be anything other than himself.”

Yoongi doesn’t respond, just buries his face a little harder into Namjoon’s neck.

“It’s not just him either,” Namjoon continues. “When Taehyung is feeling overwhelmed, your room is always the first place he goes, or when he needs to talk to someone who will just listen. And don’t even get me started on how lost Jin would be without you.”

This time Yoongi actually shakes his head at the words.

“You don’t think so?” Namjoon asks.

“Seokjin-hyung hardly needs anybody’s help. All I really do for him is technical stuff,” Yoongi says quietly. “And I guess help him cook sometimes…”

Namjoon can’t let that stand. “That’s not true at all. You’re always the first person he wants to talk to when he’s had an interesting day at Borahae, and his favorite late night gaming companion. You’re also the only one he really trusts completely in his kitchen, and you know that’s not an easy title to earn. And when he goes out of town, who does he always leave in charge?”

Yoongi pulls back from Namjoon’s neck to argue, “That’s only because–”

“Who?” Namjoon interrupts.

“Me, but–”

“That’s right,” Namjoon says, reaching up to cup Yoongi’s cheek, brushing his thumb against the corner of the frown plastered across his face. “Not me and not Hoseok. You, Yoongi.”

“Hoseok-ah just doesn’t like to be in charge and I technically have the most experience making sure you don’t do anything stupid,” Yoongi huffs. For a moment, Namjoon almost expects him to try and shake free of his grasp, but he stays relatively still, eyes focusing somewhere over Namjoon’s shoulder.

“Bound and determined to undervalue yourself?”

Yoongi shrugs. “It’s not undervaluing, just true.”

“Really? I’d love to hear you tell that to Jin. Maybe we can call him down later and you can give it a try?” Namjoon can’t help a smile spreading across his face. Jin would absolutely jump at the opportunity to shut down Yoongi’s negative self-talk and would love the chance to build him up even more.

“Let’s not do that,” Yoongi mumbles. “We don’t have to keep talking about this.”

“Oh? But you haven’t even let me tell you how much I appreciate you yet. You’re right that you have the most experience looking after me. I don’t know what I would have done without you in college.”

“Crashed and burned probably,” Yoongi says dismissively. “You really don’t have to keep doing this.”

Namjoon ignores his protests. “You’re still the one I most trust to give me an honest opinion – always have been. I love how fiercely loyal you are and how you’d do anything to protect your mates. You take such good care of us no matter how much you try to hide it behind all of that bluster and attitude.”

“I really don’t do that much.”

“You do,” Namjoon says, voice calm even though a part of him wants to growl and bite until Yoongi understands, “– and I’ll make you see it even if it takes me the rest of my life.”

Yoongi’s eyes squeeze shut and he shakes his head. “You keep saying all this nice shit, but I know I’m frustrating and difficult and–”

“You can be, but so am I and I’m pretty sure you still love me. You’ve always been prickly and stubborn and I’ve always loved you for it.”

The words make Yoongi squirm in Namjoon’s lap, looking up at him with something close to desperation while the faint smell of burnt spice fills the air. “You can’t really like those things,” he says, voice coming out strained, inching towards overwhelmed.

Luckily Namjoon knows just how to help.

He doesn’t fight his natural reaction, not this time – not when he knows how well Yoongi responds to it. Instead, he lets out the low growl rising in his chest and slides the hand currently cupping Yoongi’s cheek down to grip firmly at his chin, keeping their eyes locked together and appreciating the pretty little gasp Yoongi makes. “You do not get to tell me how I feel about you. Do you understand?”

Yoongi’s scent spikes sweet and clear almost instantly. He closes his eyes tight, instinctively trying to turn and hide the way his pupils dilate and his cheeks flush, but Namjoon’s grip on his chin keeps him right where he is.

“Eyes on me,” Namjoon instructs, watching as Yoongi’s eyes flutter back open. “You didn’t answer me. Do you understand, Yoongi?”

“Yes,” he breathes, just barely above a whisper.

“Very good.” In the interest of giving Yoongi a break (and as a reward for his cooperation), Namjoon leans up to slot their lips together, tipping Yoongi’s face down to meet him.

He lets his hands settle on Yoongi’s hips, thumbs rubbing gentle little circles into the skin as they trade slow kisses back and forth. It’s warm and familiar, and hopefully grounding for Yoongi, who breathes the tiniest little sigh into the kiss and wraps his arms around Namjoon’s neck. He’s done so well already, handling the barrage of kind words better than Namjoon had expected him to – and he only wants to push a little further before bringing them back to something more practical.

Yoongi tries to chase his lips when he pulls back and Namjoon can’t help the little laugh that bubbles up in his chest. “Gotta finish talking, pup,” he says, denying Yoongi another kiss.

“Do we?” Yoongi mumbles, arms still wrapped around Namjoon as he rests his head against one shoulder.

“We do. You’ve done so well for me and I’m almost done, but you didn’t let me finish. Do you think you can give me just one more minute?”

Yoongi grumbles but otherwise just keeps holding onto Namjoon, his scent staying sweet and calm even as he asks, “What could you have left to say after all of that?”

“Oh, you’d be surprised. I could go on for hours if you would let me.”

“Please don’t.”

“Just the important part then,” Namjoon concedes. “One that you can’t argue with me.”

“Try me,” Yoongi mumbles into his neck.

“You were mine before anyone else. The first time I knew I wanted to be anyone’s alpha, it was yours,” Namjoon says, curling a possessive arm around Yoongi’s waist. “Even if I was too stupid to see it at first – even if it took Taehyung pointing it out for me to recognize it – you were still mine. Hard-headed and stubborn and brilliant and exactly what I wanted. I don’t want you doubting for a moment that I love everything about you, Yoongi. You’ve already given me so much more than I ever could have asked.”

Silence drags between them as Yoongi goes almost frozen in his arms, but it’s okay. Namjoon has no problem being patient, rubbing a hand up and down Yoongi’s back until he eventually croaks out a weak little, “I love you too, you know?” and buries his face back against Namjoon’s scent gland.

“I know you do, pup. It’s okay. This was a lot to ask of you and I’m proud of you for sitting through it with me.” Yoongi makes a little hum in response, but that’s all. “Would you like to discuss some strategies I think might help you get more involved in the future?”

“Can we… Would it be okay if we just didn’t talk for a couple of minutes?”

“Sure, I’m not in any rush. We can talk when you’re ready.”

The break is longer than a few minutes. For the first while they just stay as they are, Yoongi’s arms wrapped around his shoulders and Namjoon rubbing at Yoongi’s back in slow, deliberate motions. Eventually, Yoongi gives a tentative little lick to Namjoon’s scent gland, asking permission as though he would ever be denied.

Namjoon gives it with a gentle press to the back of Yoongi’s head and allows himself to be thoroughly scented, after which Yoongi offers up his own neck and permits him to return the favor. The first taste of sweet cinnamon spice against his tongue nearly has Namjoon ready to purr in satisfaction. His mate is settled and relaxed against him, brought all the way from avoidance to acceptance in the space of a single conversation, and together they’re going to figure out how to improve things for him going forward.

It’s hard not to be pleased.

Another few minutes pass after the scenting before Yoongi speaks again, voice low and nearly muffled against Namjoon’s neck. “Alright, what did you and Jin-hyung come up with after he drowned you in nice words?”

“Well, we developed a little signal, so that when a time comes that I feel like I’m just uselessly hovering even though I want to help, I have a way to let him know. All I do is grab his wrist and squeeze twice, then usually he can find an opening for me to get more involved, or help create the opportunity.”

Yoongi gives it a moment of thought. “I don’t know if that’s going to work for me,” he admits, sounding a little discouraged.

Thankfully, Namjoon has already thought of this. “I agree. It’s pretty unlikely you would actually let me know – which is why I’d like to propose a slight modification.”

“Go for it.”

“Why don’t you let me be on the lookout for opportunities for you? It doesn’t have to be all the time or anything. I think I already have a pretty good sense for when you might want to participate, so it can be as easy as me giving you the signal and you just shaking your head yes or no. There doesn’t have to be any pressure, just a question of whether you would like to be more involved in that moment.”

“I can’t ask you to do all that for me.”

“You’re not asking. I’m offering,” Namjoon corrects. “Besides, I’d like to enlist a little help if you’ll let me.”

“Seokjin-hyung?”

Namjoon nods, squeezing Yoongi a little closer and pressing a kiss into his hair. “You know he lives for this sort of thing. What do you think? Are you alright with me talking to him about it?”

“I don’t care if you tell him. I just…” Yoongi lets out a sigh. “It all sounds like too much effort on your part.”

“Respectfully, that’s not your responsibility to worry about. Why don’t you let me decide what amount of effort I’m willing to put in?” When Yoongi doesn’t respond, Namjoon continues, “You can tell us to stop at any point if you hate it, but I’d like the opportunity to make a few attempts. What do you say?”

Yoongi leans back to look Namjoon in the eyes, looking soft even with the little frown on his face, hair all messed up from so long spent nestled into Namjoon’s neck. “And if I say no?”

“Then we talk about other ideas to help.”

“But things are better now.”

“They are,” Namjoon says patiently. “That makes this a much lower risk time to test this out then, don’t you think? Maybe we can help to make sure they don’t get bad again?”

A few seconds of Yoongi chewing at the inside of his cheek pass before he lets out a reluctant little, “Okay.”

Namjoon smiles up at him. “Thank you. I appreciate you letting me try.”

Now can we be done talking? Or at least about serious shit?”

“Yeah, we can be done. What do you want to do instead? Gonna offer to watch another movie with me?”

“Is that what you want?”

“Depends on whether or not you’re going to fake a phone call at the end of this one,” Namjoon says with a smirk.

“Oh my god – You knew?”

“Yoongi, we’ve lived together since college. Of course I knew. What do you think I am, stupid?”

“Sometimes,” Yoongi answers, laughing at his own joke.

Apparently , someone needs to blow off some steam, so Namjoon raises one eyebrow and then promptly rolls them both over and tackles Yoongi against the couch.

A quick ten minute wrestling session later, Yoongi is still pinned (to the floor instead of the couch now), but at least this time he’s agreeing to another movie night – and promising not to flee the second it’s over.

All in all, Namjoon considers the conversation a success.

 

Notes:

Prickly Yoongi being taken care of just means the world to me ( ̄▽ ̄)”

See you next week when we return to courting shenanigans!

Chapter 19: First Sleepover

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Tae to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Tae]: what are you guys doing tonight and why is it having a sleepover with me?

[JK]: you wanna come spend the night

[Tae]: am packing my bag right now (^ω^)

[Jimin]: We don’t have anything going on and Kookie just got home

[Jimin]: Have you eaten yet

[Tae]: not yet

[JK]: ok hear me out

[JK]: are you gonna bring your switch

[JK] because we could have beer and pizza and mario kart

[Tae]: fuck yes lets do it (⁀ᗢ⁀)

[Jimin]: Do you want anything special to drink?

[Tae]: nah i'll drink whatever

[Jimin]: Kk we can order dinner once you get here (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: sounds good

[Tae]: will be leaving soon

~

Jungkook cannot make himself sit still. They’ve seen Taehyung once since their first real date where he came over to the apartment, but that was just for a quick lunch with Hobi-hyung. Not that it wasn’t fun. It totally was! They got fried chicken and milkshakes and everyone told jokes and laughed and had a great time.

It’s just that he can’t stop thinking about finally getting a chance to cuddle up to Taehyung and get his pretty maple scent all over him. And all over Jiminie too. It’s been at the back of his mind since they all texted about it.

To be fair, he’s been thinking a lot about all of them – the whole pack.

It hasn’t been that long since they all met, but now that they’ve had a chance to get to know one another better… He’s surprised by how perfect it feels – by how much he likes all of them (especially Taehyung). Isn’t it supposed to take longer than this? Would it be different if he didn’t know how good they all smell? He’s only ever fallen in love with Jimin before, and that had been so much different than this.

Not that he’s in love. Not yet at least, but he feels like maybe he could love them all some day, and that’s kind of… terrifying? Strange? Exciting?

He’s not entirely sure. It feels like a lot, whatever it is – and mixed with the anticipation of Taehyung coming for a sleepover, Jungkook is practically vibrating in place. After the long run he’d opted for when he woke up this morning (he keeps meaning to go get a gym membership again, but always gets distracted), he really shouldn’t have this much energy.

Jimin is excited too, even if he’s able to sit calmly on his phone while Jungkook flits about the apartment doing various bits of cleaning and preparing.

He pulls out the entire pile of spare blankets they have in their closet, usually reserved for nesting but plenty good enough for company.

“Do you think he’s in danger of freezing to death on the couch?” Jimin asks, letting out a little laugh when Jungkook sets down the whole stack of blankets on the floor beside the couch.

“I just want him to be able to pick whatever he likes best,” Jungkook answers, feeling a frown start to form on his face. The pile does look way too tall now that he’s put it down on the floor – and there aren’t even any pillows with it yet. “It’s too much isn’t it? Should I put them back?”

He’s already leaning back down to pick them up when Jimin grabs his arm and pulls Jungkook into his lap. “It’s fine. I was just giving you a hard time, Kookie. I bet Taehyung will think it’s cute that you care so much about him being comfortable,” he says before pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s lips.

It makes his worry melt away almost instantly.

“You think so, hyung?”

“After that gift basket he brought us last time? Yeah, I’m pretty sure you aren’t going to put him off by pulling out a few extra blankets. Besides, he already adores you – I can tell.”

“Are you sure?” Jungkook wants to believe that so badly and he trusts Jimin to tell him the truth, but he still needs to double check.

“So sure. He couldn’t keep his eyes off you last time he was here,” Jimin says, lips traveling down Jungkook’s neck until they’re pressed softly to his scent gland. It makes him shiver, and Jimin lets out a little chuckle in response. “Can’t blame him. You’re so handsome.”

The praise makes Jungkook feel warm, even though he’s heard it from Jimin thousands of times. He can’t help the contented little sigh that escapes him, and doesn’t bother to fight the instinct to offer up his throat. He’s not even completely sure what he’s asking for. Probably not a nip, since Taehyung will be here relatively soon and Jungkook wants to be alert and ready the moment he arrives. Jimin will know that. He’s always good at anticipating Jungkook’s needs – he’ll know what to do.

Jungkook can feel Jimin smile against his neck.

“Pretty baby,” Jimin coos, making Jungkook blush. “Feeling restless?”

“Mhmm. Excited for him to get here.”

“Me too. Last time was a lot of fun, wasn’t it?” Jimin is still speaking right against Jungkook’s neck, but he’s not actually doing anything.

“Hyung,” Jungkook whispers, tilting his head even further to make it clear what he’s asking for.

Jimin smiles again and gives a tiny peck to his scent gland. “What? Didn’t you have fun last time?”

Oh. He already knows what Jungkook wants – he’s just being a tease about it. That’s fine. Two can play at that game.

It’s easy enough to reposition, to lift himself up and press his own mouth just above Jimin’s scent gland with a whine, “Hyung, please?”

There’s a nearly immediate spike in Jimin’s scent that fills Jungkook with pride. As weak as he is for all of Jimin’s whining and begging, when the tables are turned Jimin is just as weak for him. He loves it. There’s nothing more satisfying than seeing Jimin’s eyes go dark with want, or the way he cracks before finally giving in to whatever Jungkook is angling for at the time.

Jimin’s voice is strained when he mumbles, “Brat,” into Jungkook’s neck before beginning to thoroughly scent him.

Jungkook lets himself melt into it, very content with his victory.

~~

By the time Taehyung arrives, Jungkook has already pulled out some extra pillows and gone to fetch Haru, placing him on one end of the couch. He gets momentarily distracted posing the bear, crossing one leg over the other and setting the remote on his lap, but as soon as he hears the doorbell he rushes over to answer it.

“Hey, hyung,” Jungkook calls out before he’s even completely opened the door.

Taehyung is on the other side looking as pretty as he always does, smiling as he gives Jungkook an extremely obvious up and down glance. “Hi, Jungkookie. You look handsome today,” he says, making his way into the apartment with a backpack slung over one shoulder.

Jungkook quickly glances down at himself, wearing sweatpants and an old tank top, and wonders what exactly earned him that compliment. Either way, he likes it. Compliments in general feel good for him, but there’s something about when Taehyung gives them in that pretty, low voice that’s just–

“Are you coming, Kookie?” Jimin calls from the living room, giving Jungkook a knowing smile.

Taehyung has already joined Jimin on the couch, his backpack between his feet as he fishes around inside, pulling out extra controllers for his Switch. Meanwhile, Jungkook is still standing by the closed front door, lost in his own thoughts.

Oops.

“Yeah, I’m coming,” he answers, making his way over to the couch where Taehyung passes him his Switch and the cords.

“Will you hook this up for me while I find my other controllers?” Taehyung asks. “I know I brought them, but they’re buried in here somewhere.”

“Sure, I can do that.”

Jungkook takes care of getting everything hooked up to the TV while Jimin and Taehyung work on placing their pizza order and haggle back and forth about toppings before opting to just get two different pizzas entirely. It doesn’t matter much to him. Jungkook has never really been a picky eater and this just means he gets to try two different pizzas.

“Aww, are these all for me?” Taehyung asks.

Jungkook pokes his head up from behind the TV to see Taehyung looking at the huge pile of pillows and blankets at the end of the couch. “Yeah, wanted you to be able to pick whatever you like best,” he explains, already blushing as words start to tumble out of his mouth. “Not that you can’t use them all if you want. Or if you don’t like them, we could find you something else too. Whatever you want, really.”

Taehyung lets out a laugh. “You’re so cute. Thank you both for trying to make sure I’m comfortable.”

“Oh, that was all Kookie,” Jimin says, grinning.

Jungkook lets out a nervous laugh and hides himself back behind the TV, spending a little longer than he needs to fiddling with the cords for Taehyung’s switch.

Once the game is set up, he grabs out two beers and a wine cooler (for Jimin) out of the fridge, returning to the couch and passing out drinks before sitting down next to Taehyung. He sits close enough that their thighs touch, but he wants more than that – he just isn’t sure if it’s okay to ask yet. But then again it did sound like they were all thinking the same thing the last time Taehyung was over for a visit, so maybe it’s the same this time? Maybe he could ask and–

“So were you guys still interested in the cuddle pile, or are we all just going to sit here and pretend that conversation never happened?” Taehyung cracks open his bottle of beer as he asks, taking a long sip before looking at the two of them and smiling. “You’re both so shy. It’s cute.”

Oh hell yes. Jungkook might already be blushing, but he is so ready for this.

“Yes please!”

“Yeah, I’m still in too,” Jimin says. “How do you wanna…?”

“Don’t care – just come closer. You both smell so fucking good, it isn’t fair.”

Jungkook doesn’t really think before he moves, sliding one arm around Taehyung’s back and then reaching out with his other hand to offer up his wrist. He lets it hang there for a second or two before he realizes what he’s doing and quickly pulls his arm back with a mumbled, “Shit, sorry.”

What is he thinking? Scenting this soon? On their second – or maybe third… Does it only count as a date if the three of them are alone or does their lunch date the other day count too? What about when all seven of them had dinner together? How is he gonna know when he’s supposed to–

“Hey, wait – no,” Taehyung says, reaching over and making grabby hands towards Jungkook’s arm. “You don’t have to be afraid to ask for what you want. If that was a serious offer, I want it too.”

For a moment, all Jungkook can think to do is blink back at Taehyung, searching his face for some sort of lingering joke.

He doesn’t find one.

“You’re sure?” he asks, hesitant to overstep.

“Yeah, we wouldn’t want to push you into anything too soon,” Jimin adds. He’s scooted in closer too, pressed up against Taehyung’s side and watching the two of them curiously, but with an edge of worry in his eyes.

“Okay, listen up,” Taehyung says. “Maybe I should make a couple of things clear. For one, I don’t make a habit of asking for things I’m not interested in. For two, I’m very interested in both of you. And finally, you really don’t need to worry this much. I’m already invested, so you couldn’t scare me off even if you tried, okay?”

Taehyung is waiting for a response, but Jungkook looks over at Jimin first. No matter what he might want or how good it might feel to scent Taehyung, he needs to know that his mate is on board and comfortable with it first.

Jimin is biting at his lip, cheeks dusted with pink, still looking at Taehyung with wide eyes. When he eventually catches Jungkook’s questioning gaze, he nods – a clear ‘go ahead’.

Meeting Taehyung’s eyes again, Jungkook offers his wrist back up. “I would like that a lot.”

“Hell yes,” Taehyung says, grinning wide. “Wanna smell like both of you so bad.”

Jungkook is used to the comforting feeling of scenting Jimin, like being wrapped in a warm blanket and held close and safe. He hasn’t scented someone new since the first time with Jimin right after he’d presented. It was intense, he remembers – but then again everything was intense at that time, so it hadn’t felt particularly overwhelming then. But this? Scenting Taehyung?

It’s definitely overwhelming.

If scenting Jimin is like being covered with a warm blanket, the first touch of Taehyung’s wrist to his feels like having that same warm blanket launched out of a cannon directly into his gut. It nearly knocks the air out of him, a wave of heat and electricity that makes all of his nerves stand on end for a few seconds.

He can hear himself letting out a whine when that first intense wave passes and he’s left with his body feeling like he’s got TV static in his veins. The scent of maple is so strong in the air that he can taste it – wants to drown in it. It all feels so good (so wonderfully, incredibly good), but even more than that it feels right, like coming home and he wants to get closer, wants to cuddle up to Taehyung and kiss him and tell him how pretty he is and–

Wow,” Taehyung whispers, sounding almost as breathless as Jungkook feels and looking back at him with clear wonder in his pretty dark eyes. “You react so strongly.”

“He’s only ever scented me before,” Jimin explains, his own voice sounding thick too, like he’s been affected just by watching the two of them. “And the first time was right when he presented.”

Jungkook suddenly feels a little self conscious, voice going quiet as he asks, “Am I not supposed to? Doesn’t it feel good for you too, or–”

“Oh, no, baby,” Taehyung coos, pulling Jungkook into a hug while his brain promptly short circuits because – oh my god Taehyung just called him baby. “You didn’t do anything wrong. That was perfect; it felt so nice. I just didn’t know you weren’t prepared for it is all.”

At the very least, Jungkook’s own scent is already thick in the air, so it’s not detectable to Taehyung how much of an effect it’s having on him to be held so close and called pet names while he still feels raw from the scenting.

Small mercies.

As good as it all feels, it’s almost a relief to have a moment to collect himself when Taehyung lets him go, ruffles his hair with a grin, and then turns toward Jimin instead. “Do you wanna scent too or is that going too fast?”

Jimin opens his mouth to speak, but closes it again just a moment later, looking down at his lap and then back up at Jungkook. He wants to – Jungkook knows his mate well enough to be able to see that. He’s just trying to decide if he’s going to let himself.

It’s not Jungkook’s decision to make, but he does give what he hopes is an encouraging smile. No matter what Jimin decides, he’ll support it.

Another second of thought and Jimin is opening his mouth again. “Yeah I – I’d like to, as long as you want to too.”

“Have you done it before? Or just with Jungkookie?”

“One other time,” Jimin answers, a tiny frown flickering on his face before he moves along. Bad memories. “I know what to expect, but it’s been as long for me as it has for Kookie.”

“Okay, you ready?”

Jimin nods, eyes flicking to Jungkook one more time before landing back on Taehyung. It’s impossible to see from where he’s sitting, but Jungkook still knows exactly when their wrists touch. Jimin’s mouth drops open just a little and his pupils blow wide in an instant, his pretty vanilla cream scent going sweet and filling the air. It mixes with the maple and the orange already there until the whole room smells like the three of them so strongly that it makes Jungkook’s mouth water.

They smell good together – so fucking perfect.

It had been nice to smell his own scent mixed with Taehyung’s – absolutely – but it’s the three of them together that really smells right. It almost makes his head swim.

All of them are breathing hard by the time they’ve finished (though Jungkook isn’t quite as affected this time around since it isn’t him doing the scenting). Jimin’s mouth splits into a slow, syrupy smile – first directed at Taehyung and then to Jungkook.

“That was – God, I forgot what it felt like,” Jimin says, his voice breathy. “I can’t believe you did that twice in a row, Taehyung-ah. Do you feel okay?”

Taehyung lets out a slow laugh and flops back against the couch, licking his lips and then grinning. “Yeah, I feel great. You’re both just… Damn, the three of us smell so good together.”

“Yeah it’s…” Jimin’s voice cracks and he trails off.

“Perfect,” Jungkook finishes.

“Of course it is. We’re gonna be mates; we have to smell right together.” Taehyung pauses and reaches his arms out toward both of them. “Now come on – I still want those cuddles if you guys feel up to it. I don’t think I’m gonna have the coordination for video games until after pizza, but you can play without me if you want.”

They do not want.

Instead, the two of them curl up against Taehyung and tangle their limbs together until it truly feels like a cuddle pile, with Jimin and Jungkook joining their hands where they rest on Taehyung’s chest. It feels every bit as right as they smell, warm and safe and secure.

Jungkook is so damn lucky.

~~

They cuddle and chat until their pizza arrives, at which point Jimin gets up to answer the door while Taehyung and Jungkook clear space on the coffee table. From there, the night is a lot more casual. Jungkook eats way too much pizza and wins enough games of Mario Kart that they eventually give up and decide to play something else.

A couple hours after dinner, Jimin decides to bake cookies and Taehyung is eager to help. Jungkook leaves them to it, opting to open up his fancy new laptop and do some sketching. (His old stylus pen hadn’t been compatible with the laptop, but a newer model had been delivered to their apartment the next day. There was no message with the delivery, but Jungkook had sent Yoongi-hyung a thank-you text anyway – which Yoongi never answered.)

He means to start sketching out some ideas he has for a new tattoo – something he could actually afford again soon – but he finds himself outlining the scene before him instead. Their kitchen, lit by the artificial glow of the overhead light. Taehyung sitting on the counter, smiling and talking to Jimin while he works. Jimin measuring out ingredients and offering Taehyung tastes of the batter.

It’s too appealing to ignore, so achingly sweet that it makes his chest feel tight. He wants to capture this moment – this whole night – to freeze it in time so he can come back to it whenever he wants.

When they finish in the kitchen, he saves his work and sets it aside to finish later.

The rest of the night passes in a blur of games, enough cookies to make his stomach ache, and the ever growing realization that he really wants this thing to work out. Taehyung is so fun and bubbly and nice – and Jimin almost seems to glow under his attention, eager to tell stories and jokes, relaxed in a way that is usually reserved only for when he’s alone with Jungkook.

By the time he starts getting genuinely tired, Jungkook still isn’t ready to leave Taehyung and Jimin. He wants to keep talking and stay out here surrounded by their combined scents and the sounds of their voices.

So he does.

He fights back as many yawns as he can and tries to stay active in the conversation, but eventually lets himself fall silent, drifting off to the sounds of Jimin and Taehyung telling stories about their time in college. The sound of soft laughter pulls him from sleep a couple of times, though only long enough for him to confirm that the two of them are still present before everything goes dark again.

When he wakes, Jungkook finds Jimin snuggled up on the couch with him, head resting on his chest with the tiniest line of drool dripping from his mouth onto Jungkook’s shirt. Adorable. Over on the other end of the couch, Taehyung is draped over Haru, the two of them covered by a blanket with only Taehyung’s head poking out where it rests under Haru’s chin.

It’s his first opportunity to really look at Taehyung without him looking back.

He’s every bit as beautiful asleep as when he’s awake, skin almost glowing in the golden early morning sunlight that streams through the windows. With nobody else awake to see it, Jungkook basks in the growing fondness in his chest, letting it wash over him in a warm wave of affection and longing.

There’s a chance this all goes wrong – that Jungkook isn’t good enough and the rest of the pack won’t like him enough to want to claim him – but Taehyung seems so sure of it all. Like there is only one possible path forward and they’re already on it.

It makes it easier to not worry too much.

Jungkook presses a kiss into Jimin’s hair, breathing in the smell of his shampoo and the ever present scent of vanilla. No matter what happens, he’ll always have Jimin – but still, he thinks that this could be good for both of them.

With one last glance up at Taehyung, Jungkook closes his eyes and drifts back to sleep.

 

Notes:

Some fluff to soothe the soul. Featuring: The return of Haru, my favorite side character (。^▽^)

Chapter 20: Common Ground

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“You know you don’t have to do that, right hyung?” Jungkook says as Jimin steps in front of where he’s seated on the couch to open up the living room windows.

Again, Jimin has found himself trying to air out their apartment before an alpha arrives – only this time it’s Namjoon, the only one who hasn’t been in their home yet. It shouldn’t feel any different, but he’s the alpha for the whole pack, so it feels even more intimidating somehow.

“I just want to air it out a bit, otherwise our scents are going to be way too strong.”

Jungkook reaches out and grabs one of Jimin’s belt loops to tug him down into his lap. “They like our scents, Jiminie.”

He knows that. He really does. It just… It’s hard to shake the anxiety bubbling up inside of him, and something about airing out the apartment helps, makes him feel less worried that Namjoon will walk in and wrinkle his nose at the strength of their scent.

Or mostly his scent , because the thought of anyone finding Jungkook’s unappealing is absurd.

“I know,” Jimin says quietly, tipping his face into Jungkook’s neck and breathing in that pretty orange blossom smell he has when he’s feeling really content. For as anxious as Jungkook had been when Jin came over to cook, he seems utterly relaxed about Namjoon coming over – although that might just be because Namjoon won't be using their kitchen. “Just makes me feel better if it isn’t so thick in here, okay?”

Jungkook hums and noses his way up to Jimin’s jaw, lips pressing a kiss just below his ear. “Okay, whatever you need, hyung. Anything you want me to do?”

It never ceases to amaze him just how accommodating Jungkook is when Jimin feels anxious like this – always pressing just enough to express that he’s concerned and open to discussion, but never so much that Jimin ends up shutting down. As long as it isn’t harmful, Jungkook lets him do whatever he needs to do to cope with his feelings. It’s more than Jimin ever could have asked for.

“No, you already helped me clean and I’m just fussing now. Do you have all your stuff ready for work?”

“Dinner is already packed, and I have my clothes laid out.”

“Good job,” Jimin praises. He lets his lips land on Jungkook’s scent gland, feather light at first and then pressing a little harder, just to enjoy the way his mate goes pliant and warm, letting out a shaky exhale. After one last peck to Jungkook’s neck, Jimin climbs out of his lap. “I’m just going to go open the bedroom window quick.”

Jungkook mumbles some sort of agreement, voice a little wobbly from the attention.

~~

Namjoon arrives an hour later. Jimin heads for the door at the first knock, opening it to find him smiling on their doorstep, a couple of bags of takeout held in his hands. His nice sandalwood scent is present but not being broadcast like he has something to prove – which Jimin appreciates.

It’s not that he doesn’t like Namjoon’s scent, or alpha scents in general. (He actually finds Namjoon’s scent really appealing.) He just can’t stand all of that unprompted alpha-posturing some of them are determined to do, like everyone in the room needs to know how big and important they are. Thankfully, it seems that none of the alphas in the pack are prone to that sort of thing.

Really, they’ve all been perfect gentlemen in that department.

“Hi, Namjoon-hyung,” he says, feeling his cheeks go warm. It’s the first time he’s called Namjoon ‘hyung’ to his face, but the brief embarrassment is a small price to pay for finally having a job and a chance at school again – plus he wants Namjoon to know how much he appreciates the help. “Can I take one of the bags for you?”

Namjoon’s smile goes a little wider at the words. Damn it, he’s so handsome. “Jimin-ah, it’s good to see you. Sure, thanks for offering,” he says, holding one of the bags out.

Jimin takes the bag and beckons Namjoon inside, turning to walk toward the kitchen table so he doesn’t have to see it if Namjoon does wrinkle his nose at their scents. He just doesn’t think he could bear that right now.

“Namjoon-hyung, you came,” Jungkook calls from the living room, the joy obvious in his voice. It makes Jimin’s heart feel a bit lighter to hear his mate sound so calm and happy, like a little weight is lifted in his chest. Jungkook wants this, and that makes it much easier for Jimin to acknowledge that he wants it too.

“Of course,” Namjoon says, setting down his bag on the table as well and smiling at Jungkook’s approach. “I brought lunch, courtesy of Jin.”

“Oh, was he at Borahae today?” Jungkook asks.

“Yeah, something about an incorrect delivery so they’re reworking the menu for a day or two while they wait for what they need.”

“That sounds a bit stressful,” Jimin says. “Does that sort of thing happen a lot?”

Namjoon laughs. “Often enough. It sounds stressful to me too, but he thrives in that sort of environment, adjusting a plan and then bringing everyone together to execute it.”

“Jin-hyung does seem like he would be really good at that,” Jungkook says, starting to unpack the food on the table.

Jimin joins him, grabbing glasses, utensils, and napkins. “How about you, Namjoon-hyung? What have you been doing this morning?”

The three of them sit down for their meal together while Namjoon tells them about his morning. It sounds like he’s been busy, between taking meetings with a few clients and working with Hoseok and Taehyung on the plans for some sort of job.

It’s wonderfully apparent that Namjoon really does have the utmost respect for each and every member of his pack. He has so much to say about all of their strengths and contributions or what sorts of projects they’re currently working on, with little details sprinkled in about their habits and hobbies.

Jimin had expected to be more… put off? Unimpressed? He’s not sure exactly what, but he hadn’t expected to like Namjoon as much as he does. Something about the idea of a pack alpha had made him hesitant – like it conjured up an image of something aggressively alpha in the most obnoxious ways, but Namjoon doesn’t seem like that at all. Instead he’s approachable, warm, and the kind of (apparently) genuine that almost reminds him of Jungkook in a way.

Still, Jimin is careful to watch for any signs that it’s all an act, though what the end goal of something like that would be, he isn’t sure – not with the whole pack seemingly on board and Jimin and Jungkook having very little of value that could be gained through some grand deception.

Yeah, it’s probably way more likely that this is an honest attempt at courting, so why is that so hard to accept?

Whatever. Whether the alphas are as decent as they seem is something he can at least give them the opportunity to prove.

The whole thing is really nice, especially considering how anxious he had felt this morning. The conversation is easy and the food is all delicious. Jin sent small portions of quite a few types of dishes, so they get to try a lot of different things. Jimin is especially partial to some sort of creamy vegetable soup that he desperately wishes there was more of, but Jungkook is kind enough to trade his helping for the fried prawn still on Jimin’s plate. (Namjoon isn’t fond of seafood, so his fried prawn also goes to a very pleased Jungkook.)

“How was your sleepover?” Namjoon asks as they near the end of the meal. “Are you getting accustomed to Taehyung-ah’s particular brand of chaos alright?”

“Is he chaotic?” Jungkook asks, quirking his head.

Namjoon lets out a laugh, his expression somewhere between a smile and utter disbelief. “We are talking about the same Taehyung, right? You can’t be serious.”

“Oh, he’s serious all right,” Jimin answers, letting out a giggle of his own and patting at Jungkook’s shoulder. “Kookie just can’t see it through how chaotic he is on his own.”

“Hey,” Jungkook whines, looking offended. “I’m not that bad.”

“You really really are, Kookie. Have been since the day I met you.”

It’s the truth. Honestly, Jimin should probably be more worried about what kind of ridiculous stuff Taehyung and Jungkook will get up to together. He has a feeling that if left unchecked, they will unlock each other’s potential to create mayhem on a scale they wouldn’t have been capable of on their own. Well, maybe it’s a little early to speculate about Taehyung’s capabilities, but Jungkook can usually be talked down from his more wild ideas as long as there is someone around to do it.

It’s a little terrifying to imagine him being talked into those ideas instead.

Namjoon must be thinking something similar, judging by the apprehensive look on his face, but it’s replaced by another smile soon enough. “You know,” he says, considering for another moment before continuing, “as scary as that is, it might also be kind of incredible. Taehyung can be unpredictable, but he can also achieve some really impressive things when he’s properly motivated.”

Jungkook gives this a moment of thought before asking Jimin, “Am I like that, hyung?”

It takes every ounce of control Jimin has not to laugh in his mate’s face because come on honestly . “Kookie, I have watched you rearrange the entire apartment in a single afternoon with the same intensity as you destroyed the kitchen trying to create a meal you ate in your dream and for some reason needed to make a reality. Yes , I think it’s safe to say that when you have the motivation you are practically unstoppable.”

“My pizza-cone was delicious and you know it.”

“I never said it tasted bad, but I didn’t want to eat cheese again for weeks – plus it took ages to scrape all the burnt stuff off the bottom of the oven.”

“You burnt it that badly and it still tasted good?” Namjoon asks.

“Oh, no, that was just my first attempt,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “Turns out you’re better off baking the dough into a cone and then filling it after.”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “Yeah, because if you try to bake the whole thing, it doesn’t hold up and you end up with an inch of burnt pizza sauce and cheese stuck to the bottom of your oven.”

“Listen, my dream showed me the pizza cone, but it didn’t give me a recipe so I had to improvise. You know, we could probably afford all the ingredients again now if you–”

“Please don’t ruin the oven again.”

“And if I don’t ruin the oven?”

Well, here they go again.

Jimin gives a long sigh. “At least invite Taehyung so I don’t end up having to eat so much.”

“You know,” Namjoon says with a grin. “I bet Hoseok-ah would try it too. Yoongi would definitely look at you like you were crazy, but even he could probably be persuaded with enough prodding.”

Jungkook’s eyes practically light up at the mention of Yoongi. “Oh, did Yoongi-hyung tell you that he’s taking me out for barbecue?”

“I may have heard about it through the grapevine – something about you beating him at one of his favorite games, I think?”

“Repeatedly,” Jimin adds, unable to hold back a smile at the memory.

“It will be good of him to get out of the house for a while, take in a bit of the fresh air with some lovely company,” Namjoon says, looking pleased at how Jungkook blushes at the compliment, but not lingering too long on it. “I heard Hoseok took the three of you out the other day too. Did you do anything fun?”

Jungkook nods enthusiastically. “Yeah, when he came to pick up Taehyung, he took us all out for ice cream and then we ate it at the park. The weather was really nice and there were a bunch of ducks there that we got to watch.”

“He’s not joking – there were like thirty of them.” Jimin can’t help but laugh. “Taehyung and Kookie threw the bottom of their ice cream cones to them and they practically swarmed to get a bite.”

“That sounds like fun. I would have loved to see the ducks too. Did either of you take pictures?”

Jungkook grins with excitement and pulls out his phone. “I took a ton! And a video of them too! Do you like animals, Namjoon-hyung?”

“I really like nature in general,” Namjoon says, leaning closer to look at Jungkook’s phone. “I always take lots of pictures when I go out hiking, especially if I see animals or a new plant.”

That’s enough to really get the two of them going. Jungkook has always been a fan of the outdoors, and it turns out that Namjoon likes it just as much. They start talking about hikes they’ve been on and animals they’ve seen out in the wild. Jimin has never been a fan of nature to the degree that Jungkook is, preferring it in small controlled doses (and preferably far away from all the damn mosquitoes ) rather than days long excursions into forests and mountains. So it’s really sweet to see him getting to talk about that interest with someone who is every bit as excited as he is.

They eagerly share stories and show off pictures they’ve taken. Jimin interacts and pitches into the conversation where he can, but mostly he just watches the two of them with a warm fondness swelling in his chest.

Namjoon might actually be really good for Jungkook.

The conversation stretches on long enough that three of them end up moving to the couch, mostly so that Jungkook can have more room to show off some of the additional photos he has saved to his laptop. (He takes so many pictures that he’s constantly running out of room on his phone for them.) Jimin even went on a couple of the hikes with him (a little reluctantly, but still), so he is able to offer a few anecdotes too – especially about watching Jungkook climb trees to get better photos, or getting down on his belly to take a close up shot of all sorts of bugs and tiny plants.

The time passes quickly and before he knows it, Jungkook needs to get ready to head to work. He excuses himself to go get changed and leaves Namjoon and Jimin alone on the couch, the empty space between them seeming much bigger now without Jungkook there.

“I was wondering if you would mind if I stayed a little longer?” Namjoon asks once they hear the bedroom door shut. “If not, that’s completely fine, but I admit I’d love the chance to get to know you a little better, Jimin-ah.”

Jimin takes a moment to think it over. On one hand, he’s enjoying their time together and would like to talk more too, but on the other hand the thought of spending time alone with Namjoon makes him nervous. What if he thinks Jimin is boring without Jungkook here? Or what if he is only offering to stay to be polite?

That doesn’t make any sense and even if it did, it would still be stupid.

Jimin swallows down his anxiety and thanks the powers that be for his ability to keep the worry out of his scent. “I’d like that too,” he answers.

His agreement is enough to make Namjoon’s scent go a little warmer, which is admittedly kind of flattering – unless he’s doing that on purpose for some reason. Still, Jimin tries not to think about that and just take Namjoon at face value. Jungkook really seems to like him and if there’s a chance this could actually be good for him, Jimin doesn’t want to mess it up by being suspicious. Especially when Namjoon has done nothing to warrant it.

Jungkook returns all dressed for work and Jimin gets up to double check his lunchbox and make sure he has everything he needs. He’s fussing at this point, but Jungkook allows it like he always does.

“Okay, hyung. It’s time for me to go now,” Jungkook says, slipping his shoes on by the door and opening his arms in invitation.

Jimin eagerly accepts, letting Jungkook pull him in close and leaning up for a kiss. “Have a good day. Remember to give Amber-ssi those cookies I baked for her please.”

“I will. She’s gonna be so excited that you’re baking again. Bye Namjoon-hyung. It was good to see you – sorry I have to go,” Jungkook says, letting Jimin go and pulling on his coat.

Namjoon walks over to say goodbye and then Jungkook is leaving and Jimin finds himself alone in their apartment with an alpha. He can feel a tiny surge of panic rise in his chest, but he expected that so he’s prepared to keep it contained there – doesn’t want it leaching into his scent. Besides, Namjoon seems to be safe. He hasn’t done anything to make Jimin uncomfortable. Even now he’s just returned to the living room and is looking out their big window, showing Jimin his back. He’s about as non-threatening as he could possibly be at the moment.

It’s going to be fine.

Jimin takes a couple of deep breaths and feels the panic settle. He wants to get to know Namjoon. He wants to give this a chance.

He just needs his brain to get with the damn program.

 *******

Namjoon is not always the most observant (a title that would easily go to Jin or Hoseok before him), but even he can tell that Jimin is nervous. It’s not apparent in his scent, which is a little strange – but still it’s plenty obvious. From the way he worries his lip and takes a while to answer Namjoon’s question about staying to talk some more, to how he hovers and fusses around Jungkook as he gets ready for work. (The same kind of anxious hovering Namjoon himself is prone to when he’s feeling particularly uneasy.)

His instincts are telling him to soothe Jimin, but his options are very limited. If it were Taehyung feeling this way, Namjoon would already be right up in his space, pulling him in for a hug and trying to figure out if he’d done anything wrong.

That isn’t really an option here.

He’s not sure if it’s because of anything he’s done, but it also doesn’t seem like pointing it out or asking Jimin about it right now would be helpful either. Instead, he decides to aim for a more delicate approach and give Jimin a bit of space, while also keeping any possibly overbearing alpha instincts in check going forward.

At the very least, Jimin doesn’t seem to dislike him. Being nervous is understandable, and something that Namjoon can work around as they get accustomed to each other.

Namjoon plants himself in front of the big window in Jimin and Jungkook’s living room and waits, staring down at the street below. It’s a busy enough location that there’s a fair bit going on outside, people on the street coming in and out of shops and waiting at a nearby bus stop. Easy enough to occupy himself for a while just by taking in the sights, and hopefully it gives Jimin a chance to relax without being watched.

A minute or so passes in relative silence. Then there are a few soft sounds from the kitchen, cupboard opening and shutting before Jimin speaks up. “Namjoon-hyung, can I make you a cup of tea?”

Namjoon turns to look over his shoulder with a smile. He likes hearing Jimin call him ‘hyung’, especially after seeing him blush so sweetly the first time he said it at the door today. “Sure, I would love some tea. Thank you.”

“No problem. We baked cookies while Taehyung was over if you want one of those too? They’re white chocolate and cranberry.”

Namjoon agrees to the cookie as well and waits patiently for Jimin to finish up in the kitchen. After another couple minutes of looking out the window, he hears the tea kettle begin to whistle and takes that as his cue to sit back down on the couch.

Jimin returns to the living room carrying their mugs of tea and a plate with two cookies on it. The few minutes spent in the kitchen focusing on something else seem to have helped him calm down some. His features look softer, and his movements don’t have that same rushed, almost frantic quality that they did just before Jungkook left.

“Here, the tea is probably a little hot still, but the cookie is safe,” Jimin says, grabbing one for himself and then pushing the little plate toward Namjoon.

Being offered food by the omega he’s courting fills him with a sense of accomplishment, no matter how small or unintentional the gesture is. Namjoon has always been like this, a bit of a romantic in the traditional sense, a sucker for all those courting rituals that only grow more old fashioned by the year. He wonders how Jimin might feel about it, but now doesn’t feel like the best time to ask.

Still, it’s hard to keep himself from preening inside. Jimin looks lovely in the afternoon sunlight, smiling and offering Namjoon something he baked from scratch.

The cookies are picture perfect, golden brown with crisp edges and dotted with chunks of white chocolate and cranberries – and they taste exactly as good as they look. The perfect distraction while he reigns his thoughts in.

“These are incredible, Jimin-ah,” Namjoon says after wolfing down half the cookie without a word.

Jimin smiles at the compliment. “I’m so glad you think so. It felt really good to bake again. I umm… We wouldn’t have the money for me to do stuff like this if it hadn’t been for you all, so thank you.”

“Thank you for letting us. I know we sort of pushed a lot on the two of you – well, especially on you – but I’m really happy that we didn’t scare you off.”

“I wouldn’t worry about that,” Jimin says with a little huff of laughter. “Kookie is already really invested, so it would take a lot more than you might think to put him off at this point.”

“What about you?” Namjoon asks with a smile, keeping his tone light. “Are we in danger of scaring you?”

Even with him trying not to sound too serious about it, Jimin still winces a little and looks down at his half eaten cookie. “It’s… I kind of talked to Hoseok-hyung a little about this but… I know I don’t seem as interested as Jungkook does, but he falls so hard and fast that I just want to make sure one of us keeps their head on straight. This all still feels – It’s a little hard for me to wrap my head around. But I am interested.”

Namjoon can’t help but respect where Jimin is coming from, and the way he’s working so hard to look after his mate and make sure they’re both safe. He has the feeling that Jimin would do absolutely anything to protect Jungkook. (It shouldn’t be a surprise, considering how he had thrown himself between Jungkook and Jin that night at the gallery, snarling and ready to fight if he had to.)

Very admirable.

It also mirrors Namjoon’s own outlook in a way. He’s been watching all of his mates falling hard and fast for these two, and as much as he wants to let go and do the same, it feels like his duty to try and keep a level head. Of course, the pack has a long history of Taehyung being right about this sort of thing to suggest that it may be less necessary, but that’s not quite enough for him to throw caution to the wind entirely either – so he can only imagine what this all feels like for Jimin.

“Jungkook-ah is lucky to have you. I think it’s incredibly impressive how much you look out for him.”

Jimin seems surprised by the words, head quirking to the side. “Really?”

“Very, and it’s easy to tell that he trusts you completely.”

“Thanks. It’s nice of you to say. He takes good care of me too.”

Namjoon takes a moment to think about how he wants to continue. It would be ideal to get some more information about Jimin, but he isn’t sure exactly where to start. Of course he wonders about his family, about Busan and how he grew up, and what it was like for him and Jungkook growing up together. There’s just so much he wants to know, but he doesn’t want to get too deep too fast – not willing to risk making Jimin uncomfortable.

He takes a bite of the cookie still in his hand and then it hits him.

“When did you start baking?”

“Well, it was my grandma who first taught me – my mom’s mom,” Jimin says with a fond little smile. “She was the best. Sometimes when my parents had to leave town on business, they would let me stay with her for a couple of days and we would always bake something. Whenever there was a big holiday coming up I’d get to go help her too.”

“Did Jungkook-ah ever get to come with you?”

“A couple of times. Usually he would be with his family before holidays, but he got to come meet her a few times before she passed.”

“Oh, I’m sorry to hear that.”

“It’s okay. I was about fourteen then, so it’s been a long time.”

“Still, it sounds like you really had a bond with her,” Namjoon says, reaching for his tea. The mug is still warm against his fingers, but a careful sip confirms that it’s cool enough to drink now.

Jimin reaches for his mug too, curling both hands around it and pulling it into his lap. When he speaks again it’s quieter. “Yeah she was… We were very close. She was the only one in my family who was really nice to me, so I was pretty distraught at the time.”

“The rest of your family wasn’t so good?”

“Yeah, they definitely weren’t great,” Jimin says with a bitter little laugh.

He doesn’t elaborate, and that’s fine. They don’t need to get too deep right away and besides, Namjoon should probably reciprocate Jimin’s openness.

“Mine weren’t great either,” he offers, taking a sip of his tea. “Haven’t spoken to them in years actually, but like you I at least had someone who was kind to me growing up.”

“One of your grandparents too?”

“My uncle actually. He never had any kids of his own and I was his only nephew, so he doted on me. My parents were usually eager to get me out of their hair, so he’d offer to babysit all the time – picked me up from school and spent weekends with me, that sort of thing.” Namjoon can’t help but smile thinking about him. They’re some of his happiest childhood memories. “He had a passion for photography, which was kind of my introduction to art.”

“Do you still talk to him?”

“He died shortly before I went to college.” Namjoon feels the familiar dull ache of longing in his chest as he says it. He knows his uncle would be proud of him, knows he would have loved the chance to meet his mates, or come to his college graduation.

It sucks, but he’s used to it – probably the same way Jimin is used to talking about his grandmother.

“Oh,” Jimin whispers. “I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright. Like you said, it’s been a long time. Mostly I’m just grateful for all the time we got to spend together, and for everything he taught me about art and pursuing my passions.”

“He sounds really great.”

Namjoon nods. “He really was. Sounds like your grandma was pretty great too.”

“She was.” Jimin goes silent for a few seconds, taking a drink of his tea with the beginnings of a smile tugging at his lips. “At least if we were going to have shitty families, they both had a bright spot to help lessen the blow.”

“Small mercies I suppose,” Namjoon says with a laugh. “Did you bake with someone else after she was gone, or did it become a solitary activity?”

“Mostly alone. I mean, Kookie will hang out with me while I do it sometimes but baking is one of the few things he isn’t naturally good at, and he’s never been all that interested in learning. It’s okay though. Sometimes I like to have company, but it’s also nice to just turn on some music and shut my brain off while I work too. I don’t know if you have a hobby like that?”

“Hiking can be like that sometimes. I usually prefer to have company, especially on a new trail, but if I need to clear my head it can be helpful to go and walk something I know like the back of my hand.”

The conversation flows more easily from there, now that they both have hobbies to talk about and stories to tell. Jimin talks about discovering dance after his grandma passed and falling in love with it, and Namjoon tells him about getting his first camera and immediately bringing it outside to take pictures of birds.

When Namjoon talks about some of his first camping trips and all the things he forgot and messed up, Jimin lets out the cutest laughs. He really is beautiful, but even more so when he’s smiling so wide it reaches his eyes.

As much as Namjoon is trying to stay objective, a part of him still feels like he’s in free fall. He keeps thinking about opening the live feed the other day while Taehyung was visiting and seeing all three omegas curled up right here on this couch, how Taehyung had come home soft and warm and already scented by both of them – and just how incredibly right the combination of their scents was on his skin.

Even recalling it now makes a warm wave of possessiveness roll through his chest.

It’s frightening just how much he wants.

He wants all seven of them together again, feels it like a dull ache in his stomach. He wants to watch the whole pack interact with them again, the push and pull of conversation and the slow slide from uncertainty to comfort. Jin will be over the moon as soon as he gets to cook for all of them together, and Taehyung will be so excited to give them a tour of the house. He can already imagine how Yoongi will try to hide his own excitement and how Hoseok will be there to coax him out of his shell.

They’re not too far off. It should be okay for them to at least extend an invitation to the house soon.

Still, all of that is in the future. Right now he has this time with Jimin, sitting just a couple of couch cushions away, his pretty blonde hair shining in the afternoon sunlight and a smile on his face while he talks about his first couple of days working at Onyx Heights.

This day is precious too, and Namjoon intends to make the most of it.

 

Notes:

Jimin still has a long way to go, but it's so nice to finally have him starting to get comfortable with the alphas. The process of him finding his footing with Namjoon is something I am very excited about!

There will be another short interlude chapter coming out sometime in the middle of this week, so I'll see you all there! (^-^)

Chapter 21: Interlude - Switch

Notes:

This is just another short interlude chapter. I'll be back again on Sunday with your regularly scheduled update. See you all then! (。^▽^)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Can I ask you something?

[Jimin]: Sure?

[Jimin]: Should I be worried? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: No, I’m just curious about something and you don’t look too busy at the moment.

[Jimin]: Yeah just messing around on my phone

[Yoongi]: Yeah I see that. It’s kind of adjacent to what I’m wondering about.

[Jimin]: Oh?

[Yoongi]: I guess I’m curious what you do on your phone most of the time?

[Jimin]: (・_・;)

[Jimin]: Why?

[Yoongi]: You don’t have any social media. I checked when I was first trying to find you guys.

[Jimin]: Well first off there’s more to do on a phone than just that

[Yoongi]: Sure. That’s fair.

[Jimin]: And second it would be kind of dumb for me to have those things

[Jimin]: Considering our background

[Yoongi]: Jungkook is on Instagram.

[Jimin]: Yeah for his art

[Yoongi]: But he at least had some old deactivated accounts from a couple of years ago. I didn’t find anything like that for you.

[Yoongi]: If you don’t want me to pry about it, I’ll leave it alone. I was just curious. It’s kind of weird in this day and age to have nothing.

[Jimin]: Do you use social media?

[Yoongi]: God no. I’m active anonymously in a few places but nowhere with my real name or any personal details attached, nothing where people could find me.

[Jimin]: That’s what I prefer too.

[Jimin]: You’re not still digging for something, are you?

[Yoongi]: No. I just saw that Jungkook posted a picture on Instagram and it reminded me that I wanted to ask you about this.

[Yoongi]: Is that a request for me not to dig?

[Jimin]: Would you listen if it was?

[Yoongi]: Yeah, of course. You two have given us a shocking amount of access to your lives. I’m in no position to demand more from you.

[Jimin]: You really mean that?

[Yoongi]: I do. If I want to know something I would rather just ask you, and if I needed to dig I would at least talk to you about it.

[Jimin]: True, you did at least tell me when you were going to hack my computer

[Yoongi]: Look, I hardly knew you then and it was important to be sure that neither of you were a threat.

[Yoongi]: Plus you can hardly even call it hacking if you don’t try to secure your electronics.

[Yoongi]: Either way though, I just ran a couple of quick scans to look for anything malicious and then secured your network for you. I wasn’t sifting through your personal files. That’s the sort of thing I save for people who’ve done something to deserve it.

[Jimin]: That actually does make me feel better („• ֊ •„)

[Yoongi]: Good. I like you, Jimin-ah. There’s no reason for me to violate your privacy any more than I already did, and I’m sorry I had to in the first place.

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I understand taking precautions.

[Jimin]: And I like you too. You’re pretty nice for someone who acts all grumpy (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: Thanks, I think?

[Jimin]: It was a compliment

[Yoongi]: So what are you actually doing on your phone?

[Jimin]: Right now? Just watching a cute video of some puppies learning to play fetch

[Jimin]: Or I was before we started texting at least

[Yoongi]: That’s adorable.

[Jimin]: Oh, do you want a link?

[Yoongi]: I didn’t mean the video.

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Thanks Yoongi-ssi

~

[Jungkook to Jin]

[JK]: thanks for taking us out last night hyung

[JK]: date nights with all of us are my favorite

[JK]: Attachment: CAP6613.jpg

[JK]: i used our leftovers to make cute little bentos for lunch

[JK]: what did you do with yours

[Jin]: Those are so cute! Very creative Jungkook-ah :-)

[Jin]: Attachment: IMG70854.jpg

[Jin]: I used ours in the quiche I made for breakfast this morning.

[JK]: oh wow that looks so good

[JK]: how did it taste

[Jin]: The meat was perfect. Held up very well to being cooked a second time. The vegetables were a little less cooperative, but overall I would consider it a success :-)

[Jin]: I will be curious to hear how yours tastes once lunchtime comes.

[JK]: i put most of our leftover vegetables into the rolled omelets

[JK]: will give you a review once i try them

[JK]: this was a good idea

[JK]: both of us trying to make something different with the leftovers is fun

[Jin]: Yes, I’m enjoying it as well.

[Jin]: It was good to see the two of you last night too. Having the seven of us together is always a delight :-D

[JK]: yeah its been fun every time

[JK]: and you guys always take us out for such good food so thank you

[Jin]: Of course. Thank you both for coming.

[Jin]: I do love taking the two of you out, though I admit that I’m eager for the opportunity to cook for you myself again.

[JK]: i would love that too

[JK]: your cooking is so good hyung

[Jin]: Thank you, Jungkook-ah.

[Jin]: Perhaps I’ll have the opportunity again soon ;-)

~

[Hobi to Namjoon]

[Hobi]: ur never gonna guess what i found.

[Namjoon]: Oh?

[Hobi]: u remember those 2 sculptures that went missing in transit from the warehouse last year?

[Namjoon]: You found both? When?

[Hobi]: 1 of my contacts sent me this while we were out on our date last night:

[Hobi]: Attachment: Screenshot

[Namjoon]: Bold to try and sell them right out in the open like that.

[Namjoon]: They’re never going to get that price either. That’s almost double what we were going to start bidding at.

[Hobi]: exactly. which means we have time.

[Hobi]: let me get them back 4 us? ;D

[Namjoon]: You think it’s better for you to go in than for us to use a show of force?

[Hobi]: these guys r small time and obviously have no clue what they’re doing. not much 2 be gained from storming whatever they have going on.

[Hobi]: let me take care of it and i’ll make sure they learn their lesson.

[Namjoon]: Alright. I’ll leave it up to your discretion then. Fill me in on the details once you have them?

[Hobi]: of course.

[Hobi]: on a less work related note, u and jimin-ah seemed to be getting along well last night :D

[Namjoon]: You think so?

[Hobi]: yeah he looked a little wary of u last time the 7 of us were together but last night u 2 were talking up a storm for a while there.

[Hobi]: he definitely seemed more comfortable :)

[Namjoon]: I’m so glad to hear that. I had such a good time last night, and that just makes it all the better. Did you have fun?

[Hobi]: hard not to when it’s the 7 of us like that. taehyungie was so excited and i got 2 have a really fun talk with jungkookie about our favorite dramas b4 dinner :D

[Namjoon]: That’s great! Everything is going so well.

[Hobi]: it really is isn’t it?

[Hobi]: r we gonna invite them here soon?

[Namjoon]: To the house? I’ve been thinking about it. I don’t want to offer too early and spook them, but I think soon it might be appropriate.

[Hobi]: u know jinnie is dying 2 cook 4 them ;D

[Namjoon]: Oh trust me, I have heard him talking about it. Definitely soon.

[Hobi]: looking forward 2 it

[Hobi]: i’m gonna get started planning. see u at lunch?

[Namjoon]: Yes, I’ll be home.

[Hobi]: looking forward 2 it <3

~

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: Attachment: Screenshot

[Tae]: look at my new horse (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Wow it’s so pretty

[Jimin]: Is that Breath of the Wild?

[Tae]: yeah i’ve been trying to tame this thing all day

[Tae]: wait what do you mean is that botw? you’ve played it right?

[Jimin]: No, I don’t have a switch ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Once we have some savings built up again I’m definitely gonna buy one though

[Tae]: no worries you can have my old one

[Jimin]: You have a spare?

[Jimin]: Maybe I could just borrow it sometime when you’re done with Breath Of The Wild instead of you giving it to me. I don’t mind waiting (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: no need to wait

[Tae]: i’ll have one of the guys drop it off in like an hour (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: You really don’t have to do that.

[Tae]: i do actually

[Tae]: need you to play botw so we can talk about it

[Jimin]: Well thank you. That’s really nice of you (´。• ᵕ •。`)

~

[Tae to Jungkook ]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[JK]: hi hyung whats up

[Tae]: any games you wanna play on switch?

[JK]: i cant think of many off the top of my head

[JK]: maybe smash bros

[JK]: jiminie probably knows more good games though

[Tae]: okay thank you

[JK]: why

[JK]: are you gonna bring your switch over for another date night

[Tae]: nope (^ω^)

~

[Jimin to Tae]

[Jimin]: Taehyung this is new

[Jimin]: None of these games have even been opened

[Tae]: oops (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: You didn’t have to do this

[Tae]: no but i really really wanted to so enjoy ( *’ω’* )

[Jimin]: This is too much. I should have you take it back

[Tae]: can’t do that. i specifically instructed them not to keep the receipts

[Jimin]: (ー_ーゞ

[Tae]: which game are you gonna start first? (^ω^)

[Jimin]: ...

[Jimin]: You’re terrible you know

[Jimin]: But thank you ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I’ll start Breath of the Wild

[Tae]: yes omg you’re gonna have so much fun

 

 

Chapter 22: Paying Up

Notes:

Remember how Yoongi bet he could win at least one match of Mortal Kombat against Jungkook and then lost? It's been a minute, but they're finally getting that barbecue (and a beer) that was promised ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: I owe you dinner.

[JK]: oh yeah i almost forgot

[JK]: you dont have to if you dont want yoongi hyung

[Yoongi]: Of course we’re going. I don’t leave debts unpaid. When are you free?

[JK]: umm i have time the day after tomorrow if that works

[Yoongi]: I can do that. I’ll pick you up.

[Yoongi]: Is Jimin free then too?

[JK]: he says he doesnt work

[JK]: but also he didnt think he was invited

[Yoongi]: Oh, no I’m asking for Hoseok. He needs a break from work and was thinking about seeing if Jimin wanted to go out while I take you for barbecue.

[JK]: oh thats a great idea

[JK]: jiminie would love that

[JK]: he and hobi hyung get along great

[Yoongi]: Okay. I’ll tell Hoseok to go ahead and ask. Thank you.

~

The day after tomorrow. That should be enough notice for Yoongi to make reservations – once he figures out where they’re going in the first place, that is. Left to his own devices, he’s far more likely to order in than he is to go sit down somewhere and eat, and when he does go out it’s usually one of his mates that decides where they’re going to go. He could do what a normal person would do and look at reviews online to find his best bet.

But he has something better.

He finds Jin in the kitchen, dicing up some vegetables in preparation for supper and humming softly as he works, still wearing his pajamas. It’s been a lazy day for most of the pack. Taehyung had woken Yoongi up in the morning looking for a burner phone (which always means he has a job), but both Seokjin and Namjoon are free from meetings today.

Hoseok had opted to take a break from planning for his next heist to spend more time with them. It’s most likely an effort to help ease some of the anxiety that Namjoon always gets when Taehyung is alone on a job, because normally Hoseok is almost as hard to pry away from his work as Yoongi can be. He’s been holed up in his office for a couple of days now, only coming out for meals when Jin or Taehyung go and collect him.

That probably means it’s another big job. Yoongi just hopes it isn’t Hoseok’s family dropping more stressful bullshit on his plate…

Either way, Seokjin is alone in the kitchen and Yoongi doesn’t smell either Hoseok or Namjoon anywhere close by, just the cool scent of mint.

“Where are the other two?” Yoongi asks, making his way up to the counter.

“Hobi-yah convinced our poor, anxious leader to have a glass of scotch with him before dinner – out in the garden I believe. The fresh air will do Joon-ah some good.” Jin sets down the knife and turns to face Yoongi with a warm smile. “Hello, darling. Did you finish up your project?”

One of Yoongi’s web scraping programs had been collecting a bunch of junk data, an issue he’d noticed last night, stayed up way too late trying to fix, and then finally sorted out just minutes before he remembered his promise to take Jungkook out for barbecue. “Probably. I think I patched it up, so now I just have to wait and see if I come back to a bunch more junk or not.”

“Does that mean you’ll be joining us for the evening?”

“Yeah, I’m free now. How’s Joon-ah?”

“Oh, the usual. Anxious, but better now that Taehyung-ah is back in contact.”

“Already?” Yoongi raises a brow, leaning against the countertop. “That was quick.”

“It was relatively local from what I gathered, only an hour or so outside of the city – and incredibly time sensitive.”

“That means minimal planning – Joon-ah’s favorite. When’s he coming home then?” Yoongi might not be a worrier like Namjoon is, but he still doesn’t like it when Taehyung is gone for work either. He knows – absolutely knows – that Taehyung is the most dangerous person he’s ever met, but trying to get the alpha part of his brain to understand that is an entirely different battle.

That’s still his omega out there.

Jin’s fond smile curls just a little wider. He knows, of course. Seokjin can smell anxiety on any one of them from a mile away, and Yoongi still doesn’t know how much of it is his beta instincts and how much of it is just Jin being Jin. “I have it on good authority that he’ll be back in about an hour. Maybe you’d like to go join Namjoon and Hoseok for a drink before he gets back? If you’re near enough to the entrance, the three of you could swarm him properly the moment he arrives,” he says with a wink.

Yoongi shrugs. “I might. Wanted to ask you something first though.”

“Oh?”

“I’m looking for restaurant recommendations. Barbecue, specifically,” Yoongi says, adding, “Preferably somewhere with good beer,” when he remembers Jungkook’s excitement (cute – so goddamn cute) at the prospect.

“Is this for your date with Jungkook-ah?”

Damn it. Yoongi feels himself start to blush. “Hoseok-ah told all of you, didn’t he?”

“Was it meant to be a secret?” Jin laughs and reaches out to pull Yoongi into his arms. He goes willingly, allowing himself to be hugged even if it’s mostly just a convenient way to hide how pink his cheeks probably are. “No need to be embarrassed, love.”

“M’not embarrassed.”

“Ah, yes of course. Forgive me for thinking so,” Jin teases. “Now, I’m assuming you would prefer somewhere a little more out of the way?”

Yoongi nods, finally wrapping his arms around Jin to return the embrace.

“With reservations so you don’t end up sitting at the bar? Maybe even booth seating for a little extra privacy?”

“Preferably, yes.”

Jin takes some time to think, letting out the occasional hum as he gently sways the two of them from side to side. After a minute or so, Yoongi kind of forgets what he was embarrassed about in the first place and leans more heavily against Jin, letting himself get lost in the slow swaying and Jin’s fresh mint scent.

When he is finally let go, it’s only for Jin to be able to lean down and kiss him, warm and soft and thorough enough that he’s left blinking up at Jin dumbly for a few seconds when it’s over – stuck between wanting more and wanting to know how they even got here. It never ceases to amaze him how Seokjin so effortlessly pushes and pulls at any situation to put all of them at ease. In the space of a couple minutes, he’s gone from on edge and a little anxious to whatever this softer, more relaxed feeling is.

Still fucking weird, no matter how many times it happens.

Jin, for his part, just gives Yoongi one of his patented warm, loving smiles and says, “I think I know just the place.”

~~

Of course, Jin’s recommendation is perfect.

Yoongi and Hoseok leave just a few minutes shy of one another, so when Yoongi pulls up in front of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment building, they’re both waiting outside together. He offers to stay until Hoseok arrives, but Jimin just smiles and shoos the two of them off.

After a quick kiss goodbye, Jungkook eagerly climbs into the passenger seat and asks how Yoongi’s day has been.

The little restaurant is tucked away on a side street, plenty private but just busy enough inside for the chatter to carry and make it feel less like he and Jungkook are entirely alone in their booth. Everything smells incredible (including Jungkook), and of course the craft beer menu is basically a mile long.

Jungkook looks especially (handsome) excited as he looks through the menu, all pretty smiles and enthusiastic observations. It’s enough to convince Yoongi to try one of the beers too. He might be more of a whiskey guy, but food like this always goes well with a good beer.

He had been a little worried that this might be awkward, considering they haven’t spent all that much time alone together, but the conversation flows surprisingly well. Jungkook talks about getting ready for school to start again, how excited he is for Jimin to be coming back with him, and then starts talking about all the games they played when Taehyung slept over the week before.

Yoongi doesn’t need a reminder.

Well to be fair, it’s not like he paid a ton of attention to the games they played that night. None of the cameras have a good view of the TV screen. What they do have a good view of is the couch, and Yoongi had gotten quite the eye full when the three of them had their sleepover. It had been enough for him to do a double take, when he glanced up at the screen absentmindedly and saw Jungkook and Taehyung with their wrists pressed together – his eyes staying glued to the screen as Taehyung eventually turned to do the same with Jimin.

Taehyung had smelled like heaven when Hoseok brought him home the next day, Jimin and Jungkook’s scents still strong on him.

“Hyung?” Jungkook’s voice snaps Yoongi back to the present in an instant.

“Sorry, I zoned out for a second,” Yoongi admits, shaking his head and looking down at the menu again. “What’s up?”

“Do you want to split an order of veggie tempura with me?” Jungkook asks, peeking over his menu with a shy, sweet smile that makes Yoongi’s heart race.

He really is way too pretty.

“Sure, we can try anything you want. I have it on good authority that everything here is pretty damn tasty.”

Jungkook apparently takes Yoongi’s words to heart, because when they finally put in their order he requests three different appetizers in addition to the meat platter they’ll be splitting. It’s almost like going out to eat with Jin, who always wants to try a little bit of whatever he can whenever they go somewhere new. Yoongi can’t help but let out a bark of laughter, then throws on an appetizer of his own.

Why the hell not?

May as well live a little, and it seems to set any anxiety Jungkook has about his own order to rest.

They trade sips of each other’s beers, even though Yoongi thinks they taste pretty similar to be honest. The appetizers come quickly, and then most of the conversation is taken up by their opinions on each of the items they ordered. Eventually, Yoongi ends up explaining (or trying to) some of the work he was doing trying to fix his program the other day, which leads into a further exploration of how even the tiniest error can break an entire program.

Jungkook listens with rapt attention, eyes only leaving Yoongi to pick up bites of food. “So you write a lot of programs like that? The kind that just searches the internet for you?”

“I mean, I have, yeah. Web scraping is pretty beginner stuff, so I’ve written a bunch of them over the years – especially when I got into archiving back in high school. Equipment wasn’t cheap then though. Storage has gotten way more affordable.”

“Archiving. Like just saving a lot of stuff?”

Yoongi lets out a little huff of laughter. It’s cute, the way Jungkook clearly doesn’t have the background to understand a lot of what Yoongi’s talking about, but keeps trying to make sense of it anyways. “Yeah, basically. Really I was mostly just archiving forums and pirating a bunch of files and keeping them backed up on a couple of external drives, but I thought I was hot shit back then because I had a VPN and could hook my friends up with free movies.”

Jungkook stuffs a piece of tempura into his mouth and quirks his head. “A VPN?” he asks around the mouthful.

Yoongi waves a hand in dismissal. “Don’t worry about it. Really, I don’t mean to bore you with a bunch of technical talk.”

“It’s not boring! I know I don’t understand a lot of it but I’d like to. It sounds really interesting and I want to get to know you better, so that’s even more reason to learn. Maybe you could teach me about it?”

“Look, if you’re still interested later I can maybe show you a few things,” Yoongi says, trying not to let his excitement show too much. Most people tune him out when he starts talking about computers, and yet here is this gorgeous omega looking at him like he’s saying the most interesting things ever. Part of him can’t help feeling like Jungkook is just being polite. He really doesn’t want to get his hopes up, but…

Getting to teach someone? Having someone to talk to about this stuff who thinks it’s actually interesting?

That could be nice.

Jungkook grins at the offer. “That would be so cool, Yoongi-hyung. Thank you!”

“If nothing else, you should at least learn some of the basics.” Things go quiet for a few seconds before Yoongi can’t help but ask, “You really don’t know what a VPN is?”

“No, why?”

“I just thought… With how you and Jimin-ah pulled my leg with the jokes about goddamn Norton Antivirus and Bing that maybe you were a little more in the loop.”

“Oh, that? Jiminie had a friend from one of his dance classes who taught us that when I kept getting hit on by this pushy computer science major. He was a jerk. We only had one class that overlapped but he was one of those alphas who couldn’t take no for an answer, so I just started acting super dumb about computers whenever he was in earshot and doubled down if he tried to ask me about it,” Jungkook explains with a grin. “Being annoying worked way better than trying to brush him off ever did.”

The desire to figure out who this guy is and find some way to fuck with him isn’t all the surprising – Yoongi enjoys using his technical prowess to stick it to assholes. It’s one of his favorite pastimes, really. What is a surprise is the wave of possessiveness that rushes through him, making his teeth ache with the desire to scent Jungkook so that there can be no mistake that he’s being courted.

Shit, it’s way too soon to be thinking like this.

“He ended up leaving you alone?” Yoongi asks, shoving a big piece of crispy green onion pancake into his mouth – mostly to keep himself from asking for the guy’s name.

Jungkook grins. “Yep, it only took a couple of weeks of being annoying every chance I got before he moved on. Our class ended a month or so later and we never had another one together, so I didn’t even have to keep up the charade.”

Yoongi nods, his mouth still full of food, and Jungkook immediately starts telling a tangential story about watching a girl in that same class turn down a guy so viciously that he ended up dropping the class and retaking it the following year.

It’s easy enough to shift his focus once Jungkook gets talking, and Yoongi has enough stories about ridiculous shit he saw in college that there’s barely a lull in conversation even once their main meal arrives. They take turns grilling meat and telling stories. Jungkook orders a second beer and Yoongi gets to watch the pretty pink flush creep up his cheeks, movements and speech just the tiniest bit looser while his little remaining shyness all but evaporates into the air.

Jungkook looks at him like he’s something impressive, like he’s hanging on Yoongi’s every word and just can’t wait to hear whatever story comes next. It’s flattering, even if Yoongi isn’t entirely sure he deserves that kind of attention, especially from someone as likable and goddamn handsome as Jungkook is.

Still, he’s not going to look a gift horse in the mouth. Instead, he picks up the tongs to flip a few pieces of meat and starts telling another story from his college days, letting himself enjoy the eager way Jungkook listens to him.

********

Taehyung was right. Yoongi-hyung is the coolest.

Jungkook has been looking forward to this since they texted about it earlier in the week, and it’s been even better than he thought because it seems like Yoongi-hyung really likes him too. He listens to all of Jungkook’s stories and asks questions about them and even laughs at most of his jokes.

And it’s not just the couple of drinks making him think that. Jungkook is a tiny bit tipsy, definitely feeling warm and comfortable – but he’s far from drunk. And it’s probably not just Yoongi being polite. By now he’s spent enough time with the alpha to get the impression that he’s not the type who goes out of his way to hang out with people he doesn’t like. (Let alone offer to teach them about computers, which would be so cool.)

It’s fun to hear about Yoongi’s time in college too. He tells Jungkook about his first set of roommates, how they didn’t really get along but still managed to occasionally bond over their dislike for the one who refused to clean and always had his girlfriend over. It makes Jungkook glad that he never had to deal with that part of the college experience.

They’ve nearly finished their food by the time Namjoon-hyung’s name comes up in one of Yoongi’s college stories, and Jungkook is immediately curious.

“Taehyung told us you all met in college, but you met Namjoon-hyung first, right?”

“Yeah, me and Joon-ah had roomed together for two semesters by the time we met Taehyung-ah and Seokjin-hyung,” Yoongi explains. “We were all in our last year of school when we started hanging out. It was supposed to be a business venture at first, but then Taehyung caught a good whiff of our scents and – well, you know how that goes.”

“I do. I’m not complaining though,” Jungkook says, feeling brave enough to follow it with a big smile while hoping that the flirting isn’t too much too soon.

Yoongi blushes, which is adorable.

He’s honestly one of the prettiest alphas that Jungkook has ever seen – not that he isn’t handsome in the more traditionally alpha way too, because he definitely is. It’s kind of the same thing Jungkook has going on, actually. Neither of them is the standard for their subgender, with Yoongi being built kind of delicate for an alpha and Jungkook being built kind of big for an omega (a fact he only makes more apparent with all the time he’s spent in gyms over the years).

The fact that Yoongi being so pretty doesn’t make him any less appealing as an alpha does sort of make Jungkook feel like it might not be abig of a deal to the rest of the pack if he isn’t exactly what people picture when they think of an omega.

“Yeah,” Yoongi mumbles, eyes fixed on his food. “I’m not complaining either.”

Jungkook can’t help grinning at the admission (and maybe also at the way Yoongi is blushing all the way up to his ears). Still, he doesn’t want to push if his flirting is making Yoongi-hyung uncomfortable and to be honest, he’s really curious to learn more about what the pack was like in college. “So how did you and Namjoon-hyung meet then?”

Yoongi seems glad for the subject change, looking more at ease almost immediately. “I did some tutoring for extra cash back then. Joon-ah is basically some kind of genius but he couldn’t work a computer to save his goddamn life. He’s still not the best with technology, despite all of my efforts, but he did manage to pass his classes at least.”

“Did you guys hit it off right away?”

“God no. He drove me nuts when we first met.” Yoongi laughs at this. “I couldn’t stand him.”

Jungkook pauses with a bite of food halfway lifted to his face, surprised. “Really? Why?”

“I thought we were too different to ever get along. He came from money, and I hated rich kids on principle back then.” Yoongi stops talking with a shrug, but when he catches sight of Jungkook still frozen in confusion, he explains further. “My family was poor growing up. My parents worked hard but every time it seemed like they got a leg up, something would go wrong for them – house repairs, car problems, getting laid off – you get the picture. We always had a home and food, but everything else was a struggle and there was never quite enough money to go around. The only reason I even got to go to college was on a really good scholarship.”

It sounds hard, what Yoongi’s describing. Jungkook wants to say something, but he has the feeling that his sympathy is not what Yoongi is going to want, so he stuffs another bite of food in his mouth and listens intently instead.

“Then I meet this kid who seems to have it all going for him. Nice, handsome, smarter than anyone else I’ve ever met, and his parents were loaded. I was… Honestly, I was an asshole. All I saw was a spoiled rich kid trying to make friends with some poor charity case, so I shot down every attempt Namjoon-ah made at trying to be friends.”

“Was he?” Jungkook asks. “Spoiled, I mean?”

“No. Even if he had been, it would have been a shitty reason to act like such a dick – people can’t help how they grow up and having money doesn’t make people bad – I know that now. But no, he wasn’t spoiled. His family sucks. They had money but all they ever did was hold it over his head and use it as another tool to control him. It wasn’t long after I pulled my head out of my ass and started being friends with him that his parents cut him off completely.”

“That’s why you guys ended up living together?”

“Yeah, he needed a place to go and I needed a friend, I guess.”

Jungkook nods slowly. It sounds like a sad time, and poor Namjoon-hyung… “It’s good that you guys had each other, but I feel bad for Namjoon-hyung.”

Yoongi frowns. “Because I was a jackass?”

“What? No. It sounds like you were working through your own stuff – and besides, you came around eventually. His family though… They sound a lot like Jiminie’s.”

“Oh, shit… They pretty bad?”

“Yeah, they were awful to him.” It’s a massive understatement, but it’s not Jungkook’s family to talk about, so he leaves it there.

“What was your family like?” Yoongi asks. “The Jeons – kind of a big deal, even here. Must have been pretty crazy growing up in that sort of environment.”

“Felt normal to me,” Jungkook says with a shrug, “but that’s what it’s like when you’ve only ever known one thing, isn’t it? I didn’t really understand how strange my life was until we left. It’s complicated and messy, but… My family was mostly pretty good. Dad died before I ever really knew him but mom took care of me and my brother. Lots of people thought she was cold but that wasn’t right – not really at least. She’s logical to a fault. She knows what needs to be done and she does it, but she’s efficient, not cruel – especially not to her family.”

“She sounds like a hell of a woman.”

“Yeah, she definitely is.”

“You haven’t seen any of your family since you and Jimin-ah left?”

“No. It’s been–” Shit, Jungkook can feel tears springing up into his eyes. Nope. No way is he going to cry in this restaurant, let alone in front of Yoongi-hyung. “Been a while now,” he says quickly. “What about your family, Yoongi-hyung? Are they from around here?”

Yoongi reaches out across the table to set a hand over Jungkook’s. “I’m sorry, that was a dumb question. I should have–”

“It’s okay,” Jungkook interrupts, taking a deep breath and looking up at the ceiling, blinking away tears. When he looks back at Yoongi the concern is obvious on his face, and he gives Jungkook’s hand a little squeeze. It’s nice to have Yoongi touching him, calming in a way he usually only feels with Jimin. He turns his hand to hold Yoongi’s and gives a little squeeze in return. “Really, I’m alright, hyung.”

“Well good because I don’t know what I would have done if I had made you cry and ruined this date.”

A date. This is a date. Officially.

His blooming excitement and butterflies aside – he definitely has to give Yoongi shit about this.

“Oh, so this one is actually a date?”

“Brat,” Yoongi answers, huffing out a laugh and giving Jungkook’s hand one more squeeze before he withdraws.

Jungkook misses the contact almost right away, wants to reach out and take Yoongi’s hand back but that would probably be too much. He wants so many things but more than any of them, he wants to do this all right – to not screw it up. Then if he’s lucky all the hyungs will like him and everything will be–

“For the record though,” Yoongi says, dragging Jungkook out of his thoughts, “yeah, this is a date. As long as you’re okay with that?” He blushes when their eyes meet but he doesn’t look away, waiting for a response.

Jungkook can’t help smiling. “Yeah, I’d like it if this was a date. I’m having a lot of fun, Yoongi-hyung.”

Yoongi tilts his head down and smiles up through his lashes, shy and cute – and again Jungkook is struck by just how pretty the alpha is sometimes. He should paint him like this, ginger hair glowing warm in the restaurant lighting, eyes dark and welcoming, and the light dusting of pink on his cheeks. It’s perfect, really. He can already see the color palette in his–

“Jungkook-ah, you’re staring.”

Now it’s his turn to blush. “Sorry, I was – You’re so handsome and I was thinking of painting you like this.”

“Oh god, I – What am I supposed to say to that?” Yoongi hides his face in his hands and lets out something between a groan and a laugh. “Thanks, I think,” he mumbles, face still hidden.

“Sorry, the lighting just really suits you and you’re so–”

Okay, that’s enough of that. You asked about my family, right? Well let me tell you right now that you and my mom would get along great, cause she’s always giving people compliments out of nowhere too.” The words tumble quickly out of Yoongi’s mouth, half muffled by his hands.

Jungkook barks out a laugh, but decides he’s fine with the change of subject so long as he gets to learn more about Yoongi. “She sounds nice, hyung. You said you have a brother too, right? Do you see them often?”

Yoongi-hyung talks fondly about his family back in Daegu, at least once the embarrassment passes and he relaxes a little. Apparently he visits a few times a year, and every now and then they even come to Seoul to visit. He still talks to his brother too, though a little less frequently since he’s living and working in Japan and only really comes home for holidays.

They think that Yoongi is a software developer, which is sort of true apparently. Jungkook doesn’t really understand it all but over the years Yoongi’s made a few relatively successful apps that Jin-hyung helped him license through a shell corporation of some kind, and that money gets funneled back to his family in Daegu. (It sounds like Yoongi isn’t all that familiar with the specifics either. He just trusts Jin to manage it, since it’s his area of expertise.)

It’s sweet how much Yoongi cares for his family, and Jungkook can’t help but admire the way he’s managed to raise them out of poverty and look after their needs.

~~

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: Just got home. Hope you and Yoongi-ssi are having fun

[Jimin]: Wanna let me know when you’re heading home? (。^▽^)

[JK]: just finished eating a bit ago

[JK]: grabbing a to go box and then heading out

[Jimin]: Okay see you soon ♡

~

By the time they leave the restaurant, Jungkook is feeling full and warm and content. The whole night has been so good, even better than he had hoped really, and Yoongi lets him pack up all their leftovers to take home with him so he can share with Jimin. (As it turns out, four appetizers and a whole meal was too much, even for Jungkook.)

He knows it’s just Yoongi being nice, but that doesn’t stop his omega from preening at how he’s being provided for, and it makes his head swim just a little on the drive home.

As they park in front of his apartment, Jungkook is faced with saying goodbye and realizes that there’s something else he wants – just a tiny thought at first, but growing so fast he doesn’t think he can keep himself from asking. They could scent right now. It might be too soon but then again… If he and Jimin have already done it with Taehyung, is it really too soon? How many dates is he supposed to wait for? Does any of that even matter when he really just wants to smell like Yoongi-hyung? All sweet and spicy cinnamon and–

“Well, we made it,” Yoongi says, turning to give Jungkook a smile. “Thanks for letting me make good on our bet. It was fun to–”

“Hyung, can I ask you for something before I go?” Jungkook blurts out before he can stop himself, immediately realizing he’s spoken out of turn and trying to backpedal. “Oops. Sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt. It’s not important – and I had a lot of fun tonight too so thank–”

“Hey, it’s fine,” Yoongi says, reaching over to place a comforting hand on Jungkook’s shoulder. “You’re cute when you get all excited. Tell me what you were thinking about?”

“I was going to ask… Sorry, it feels kind of stupid now.”

“Whatever it is, I’m sure it isn’t stupid. Let’s hear it.”

“Well, I was kind of hoping maybe you would…” Jungkook bites his lip and takes a breath. “Do you want to scent me?”

Yoongi’s face freezes in an expression close enough to shock that Jungkook is sure he’s made a huge mistake – that is right up until he smells the unmistakable spike in Yoongi’s scent at the request, a wave of mouthwateringly sweet cinnamon that dissipates way too soon.

He’s at least got to be a little interested if he smells that strong, right?

It still takes a few seconds for Yoongi to speak, mouth opening and closing again twice in a row before he finally finds his words. “You want… to scent – With me?”

“I mean only if you want to too,” Jungkook answers quietly, his cheeks burning. Maybe this was too soon… “Sorry, I shouldn’t have asked.”

“What? No, it’s okay. I just didn’t think you would feel so comfortable so fast, especially with me and – It’s not like I don’t want to.”

“But not right now?”

“I didn’t say that.”

Jungkook perks his head right up at that, licking his lips and smiling up at Yoongi. “Really?”

“As long as you’re sure you want to, yeah. There’s no way I wouldn’t want you to smell like me – are you kidding? And your scent is…” Yoongi swallows, looking out the window for a second before turning back to Jungkook and gingerly offering up his wrist. “I like it. A lot. A whole lot.”

The compliment has a whine threatening to spill from Jungkook’s lips. Yoongi-hyung likes his scent – a lot, apparently, and that’s enough to make his inner omega preen, a heady mix of pride and desire settling warm in his chest and–

He needs to stay focused.

“I like yours too, hyung – so much,” Jungkook says, reaching out his own wrist to hover close to Yoongi’s. “Are you ready?”

Yoongi nods, scent already spiking again and Jungkook eagerly closes the distance to press their wrists together.

It’s every bit as intense as it was with Taehyung, but at least this time Jungkook expects most of it. The way all his nerves light up and his head starts to swim with warmth is familiar even if it’s still nearly overwhelming, and being surrounded by Yoongi’s scent makes him want to bathe in it just like he had with Taehyung.

He still can’t help letting out a shaky little whine as the want starts to hit him.

That part is definitely different. With Taehyung he’d wanted to cuddle up next to him, to kiss him, to be as close as he could get, but this – He still wants to kiss Yoongi, but there’s an ache in his chest to feel Yoongi’s arms around him, the weight of his body on top of him, or – fuck, maybe even his teeth digging into Jungkook’s scent gland for a nip, voice gone low and telling him he’s a ‘good omega’ while–

Wow,” Yoongi breathes, pulling back his wrist to rest his hand on Jungkook’s knee instead. At least he looks half as affected as Jungkook feels, breathing hard with his pupils blown wide as he licks his lips, their combined scents still thick in the air. “Shit, I forgot how hard that hits the first time. You okay, Jungkook-ah?”

“Yeah I’m–” Jungkook’s voice cracks and he swallows, taking a steadying breath before trying again. “I’m good. That was really good. Thank you, Yoongi-hyung.”

“You don’t have to thank me. I wanted to do it too and I… This whole night was really good,” Yoongi says.

Jungkook nods, trying to focus on the warmth of Yoongi’s hand on his knee as he comes back to himself. “Yeah, tonight was really good.”

“You should probably get inside before Jimin-ah starts to worry, huh?”

Yoongi has a point. Jimin is probably waiting for him. “Oh, yeah, I probably should. Thank you again for taking me out. I had a lot of fun!”

“Yeah, me too. Catch you later, okay? Say hi to Jimin-ah for me.”

“Sure thing, hyung.” Jungkook smiles one last time at Yoongi and then gets out of the vehicle, legs shaking a little bit as he makes his way up to the building with his leftovers in hand and his heart racing in his chest.

~~

Once Jungkook is through the door to their apartment, it only takes a few seconds for Jimin to get close enough to tell what happened – at least if the knowing smile spreading across his face is anything to go by. He’s already changed into his pajamas and is busy nursing a wine cooler at the kitchen table, but he abandons that in favor of getting right into Jungkook’s space and taking a deep breath through his nose.

“Oh my god – you two scented, didn’t you?” Jimin asks with wide eyes.

Jungkook nods. “I asked before I got out of the car. Did you have fun with Hobi-hyung?”

“Yeah, we had a good dinner, but forget about that for a minute. How did Yoongi-hyung react when you asked?”

“Umm, a little shocked at first. I don't think he expected it at all, but he said he wanted to if I did, so…” Jungkook shrugs, holding out the container of leftovers. “We ordered too much food, so I have lunch for us tomorrow.”

Jimin takes the container from him but turns to set it on one of the counters right away before turning back to Jungkook and wrapping his arms around him.

For a moment, Jungkook is worried that maybe Jimin is upset or in need of comfort, but then he hears him mumble, “Fuck, you smell so good, Kookie.”

Oh. Hell yes.

“You think so, hyung?” Jungkook teases, lifting his scented wrist closer to Jimin’s face, eventually weaving fingers into his hair while Jimin lets out a purr in response. “It’s good, isn’t it?”

An understatement really, because the combination of Yoongi and Jimin’s scents is goddamn mouth watering – sweet vanilla and cinnamon like he’s in a bakery or something – and knowing that he’s wearing both at the same time is…

Incredible.

“Yeah. It’s really good,” Jimin says, nuzzling into the touch. “I swear to god if you tell Yoongi-hyung about this –”

“We’re on camera, Jiminie.”

“Well yeah, but he’s driving home right now so it’s not like he’s watching.”

“You don’t want him to know you like his scent?”

“Not this much, and not this soon.”

It’s enough to make Jungkook wonder, enough that he wants to clarify and be absolutely sure they’re on the same page. “Does it bother you at all that I scented with him?”

Jimin pulls back at that to look Jungkook square in the eye, his gaze soft but serious as he shakes his head. “Not even a little. I like that you feel comfortable with him and I want you to take all of this at your own pace, even if it’s a little different than mine. As long as you feel safe and nobody is pressuring you into anything, I’m fine with it – encouraging it even.”

That’s good enough for Jungkook. “Okay, as long as I’m not doing anything you don’t like. You’d tell me if I did, right?”

“Of course I would – loudly,” Jimin answers with a grin before leaning back into their embrace.

Jungkook isn’t sure that he understands it entirely, but he knows Jimin has plenty of reason to be more wary than he does, and the last thing Jungkook wants to do is push him into something he isn’t ready for. Whatever time Jimin needs to get comfortable with the pack, Jungkook will make sure he gets it – and maybe leading by example will be a good way to show Jimin how safe and nice they all are (assuming Jungkook is right about them at least).

He can go first and test the waters for both of them.

Jimin does eventually let him put away the leftovers and get changed into his pajamas too, but as soon as that’s done they’re right back to cuddling – only on the couch this time. Jimin is propped up against one end of the couch with Jungkook lying against him, back pressed to Jimin’s chest and Jimin’s arms wrapped around him.

It’s comfortable and so nice to come home to his mate after a long day. Being courted is new and exciting and great, but there’s something so relaxing about being here with Jimin, knowing that no matter what else happens, they have each other to fall back on.

“You never told me how your date with Hobi-hyung went,” Jungkook comments, lifting one of Jimin’s hands up to his face so he can press a kiss into his wrist. “Did you have fun?”

“Yeah, it was really nice. We got hotpot just down the street and then took a bit of a long walk back to the apartment – circled down by the river for a little bit and talked.”

“That’s so cute, and the weather was perfect for it too. Did you see the sunset? What’d you guys talk about? Did you kiss?”

Jimin lets out a little laugh and pokes a finger into Jungkook’s ribs. “Oh my god, no. We didn’t kiss under the sunset or anything like that. We just talked about easy stuff, the scenery and the food, people we saw walking around – that sort of thing. He told me a little about a job he did last year and I told him the story about when I stole that ruby bracelet for your mom back when you were in your senior year.”

“The one where you had to hide in that closet for three hours because they had that contractor doing renovations and blocking your escape route?” Jungkook can’t help the bark of laughter he lets out. At the time he’d been so worried, but as soon as Jimin was safe again he’d started giving him a hard time about it right away.

“Hey, I got the damn bracelet, didn’t I?”

“You did. Mom was so worried when you weren’t back on time too. She tried to hide it but it was so obvious – and then when you showed back up with the bracelet?” Jungkook grins. “She was impressed. You know how hard that is to do.”

“Yeah, impressed that I didn’t die.”

“What’d Hobi-hyung think about it?”

“He actually remembered hearing about it! I’m so surprised. I know it felt like a big deal to me at the time, but compared to some of his jobs it’s small time – but he said he’s always preferred jobs like that anyways. I think the really big ones stress him out, but he talks around his feelings a lot so it’s a little hard to tell exactly.” Jimin pauses, clicks his tongue, then takes a deep breath. “So, umm… We didn’t kiss but we did sort of hold hands a little.”

Jungkook tilts his head back as much as he can so he can smile up at Jimin’s blushing face. “Aww, hyung, that's so adorable!”

“It was just for a minute or so when we were getting close to the apartment again, when I told him I was having a good time.” Jimin lifts his hands up to hide his face. He’s blushing like crazy – but he’s also smiling so wide and pretty that it’s clear that he’s happy with what happened.

“Aww, you don’t have to be shy,” Jungkook coos at him, rolling over and using this new position to press kisses over Jimin’s hands and whatever parts of his face he doesn’t quite cover. “It’s cute!”

“It’s embarrassing,” Jimin groans, even as he drops his hands and accepts the onslaught of affection.

Jungkook keeps assuring him that there's nothing to be embarrassed about, kissing his cheeks and forehead until Jimin is laughing under him and puckering his lips for a proper kiss. One kiss turns into two, then three, continuing until Jimin is breathing soft little sighs of contentment against his lips – more focused on Jungkook than on being embarrassed now.

“Feel better, Jiminie?” Jungkook asks, pulling back to rest their foreheads together.

Jimin lets out a dramatic little sigh. “Yeah, I guess. As long as you tell me more about your date with Yoongi-hyung – and maybe also keep cuddling me?”

Jungkook smiles and presses another quick peck to Jimin’s lips. “Sure, hyung. I can do that.”

 

Notes:

Yoongi practically vibrating in place at the thought of getting to teach Jungkook about computers: "Yes, I'm so normal about this guy."
Yoongi about to combust after being asked to scent: "So. Normal. About. This. Guy."

Also, it's been a minute since we've had everyone together, but next week will bring the start of some OT7 goodness! See you there :D

Chapter 23: Settling In

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon stares down at his phone, fingers hovering over the screen. He’s been here a few minutes now, alone in his office trying to figure out what to do next and making no real progress.

He wants to invite Jimin and Jungkook to visit the house for a date night with the seven of them. They have all had the chance to get to know each other better in the last couple of weeks. Everything seems to be going well. The next logical step is to invite them over and get them acquainted with the house but he can’t help worrying that it’s too soon, that he might push too far.

It’s been a few weeks since they met officially and agreed to courting. This would be about the point in a standard courting arrangement where determining scent compatibility would become important. They had kinda skipped right to that step, which did save a lot of time they would have spent wondering, but also makes every standard timeline Namjoon knows for courting omegas basically useless.

To be entirely fair, those rules and guidelines are a lot less influential now than they were in his parent’s generation, and even then they were considered more of a suggestion – relevant in high society or formal settings like arranged marriages but not so much in everyday life. Just because Namjoon was taught them doesn’t mean they’re correct. It’s certainly not the template they followed when they formed their pack.

He just… He likes having something concrete to fall back on, to check himself against and to help guide him.

If he’s not relying on standards, then he has to rely on how he feels, which is a whole lot less logical and clear cut. He wants this – obviously but that isn’t what’s important right now.

The facts are what should be important. He’s interested. The rest of the pack is very interested. Scent compatibility has been determined. It all lines up perfectly, and yet...

He’s not terribly worried about scaring off Jungkook. Jimin seemed confident when he told Namjoon that Jungkook was already very invested in them. Even without that, he wears his enthusiasm and delight at their presence so openly that Namjoon doesn’t doubt for a moment that he will be excited to come into their space.

Jimin is harder to read.

He’s far more wary about them than Jungkook is not hostile by any means, just a lot more cautious about everything. He had stated his interest pretty plainly while Namjoon was visiting their apartment, but that doesn’t necessarily mean he will feel comfortable coming to their house.

Namjoon can understand. He’s also prone to being overly cautious where his mates are involved.

Maybe it would be helpful to consider that he and Jimin aren’t so different in that respect… If Namjoon were in Jimin’s shoes, he would prefer open communication about the trajectory of their relationship and the desires of both parties, even if they didn’t necessarily align. With that in mind, it’s probably better to extend the offer and just remind them that they are under no obligation to come if they aren’t ready.

Yeah. That makes perfect sense.

[Namjoon to Jungkook and Jimin]

[Namjoon]: How would the two of you feel about coming over to our house for dinner tomorrow?

[Namjoon]: If it’s too soon, we can go out instead. Please don’t feel pressured.

[JK]: yes i totally wanna see where you guys live

[JK]: is jin hyung gonna cook

[Namjoon]: I don’t think I could stop him if I tried.

[JK]: hell yes

[JK]: let me confirm with jiminie

[Namjoon]: Of course. If he would prefer to wait, we would understand.

~

Several minutes of Namjoon staring nervously at his phone pass before he receives the next message.

~

[Jimin]: Thanks for inviting us (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

[Jimin]: We would love to come over

~~

Namjoon breaks the news of their upcoming guests over dinner that evening, taking special delight in watching the way Jin’s eyes light up at the realization that he can finally cook a proper meal for them. (Breakfast at their apartment had been one thing, but Jin had later lamented about not being able to do something more impressive.) Taehyung starts talking excitedly about all the things he wants to show them, while Hoseok and Yoongi share a smile.

There are plenty of questions about the schedule for their arrival and Namjoon relays all the relevant information, practically able to hear the gears turning in both Jin and Hoseok’s heads.

“Did you already arrange them a ride?” Hoseok asks.

“Yes, a member of the security team is going to pick them up.”

Jin glances around the dining room, eyeing the corners of the room critically. “I may need to enlist some help for a thorough cleaning before they get here.”

“But, hyung,” Taehyung immediately groans. “It’s not even dirty in here.”

“There is dust on the baseboards, darling – not to mention the muddy footprints in the foyer.”

Yoongi laughs at that. “You did track in an awful lot of mud, Taehyung-ah. Better run before Jin-hyung hands you a mop.”

Taehyung’s eyes go wide and he tenses, preparing to hop off his chair only for Namjoon to reach over and put an arm around his shoulders to keep him in place. “No running off, pup. If we all help, I’m sure it will take no time at all.”

“Kind of silly to pretend our house is always clean,” Yoongi says.

Exactly,” Taehyung whines. “See, Yoongi-hyung understands. It’s not like Jiminie and Jungkookie’s apartment is spotless either!”

“Hey, I said it was silly but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to help. And –” Yoongi looks at Taehyung expectantly, “– if I’m going to help, then…?”

Taehyung lets out a dramatic sigh and takes another bite of his dinner. “If you have to help, then I have to help.”

“That’s right,” Yoongi answers.

“I can take care of the floors,” Hoseok offers. “I know you both hate doing them the most.”

It really does go quickly with all five of them working together. Yoongi keeps Taehyung on task and motivated as the two of them tackle the living room. Jin sweeps the kitchen while Hoseok starts in on the muddy foyer and Namjoon takes care of the dishes. Before long, Jin is thanking them for their help and shooing them away so he can finish up the rest himself.

All four of them know that this means it’s time to make themselves scarce. When Jin gets really into cleaning it’s always best to give him plenty of space to do it in, otherwise they risk being scolded when they inevitably get in the way. Namjoon heads upstairs to answer some emails and catch up on a bit of reading.

By the time Jin joins him in their bedroom that night, he looks tired but satisfied.

Namjoon sets aside his tablet, long finished with answering emails and having moved on to scanning the news for interesting headlines. “Feeling better?” he asks, lifting the blankets to beckon his mate into bed.

“Let me at least get my pajamas on first,” Jin says, shaking his head at Namjoon’s offer. “And yes, I do feel better now.”

Namjoon takes the brief opportunity to grab his tablet again and pull up the live feed of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment. It’s become something of a habit to check it before bed… and sometimes before a long meeting… and maybe also in the morning…

Okay, so he checks it pretty often. In his defense, his alpha instincts are practically screaming at him to physically stop by their apartment every day to check on them and this is the far less intrusive option of the two. Plus it’s just so soothing to be able to tap a few times on his tablet and be rewarded almost instantly with an image of the two of them safe at home. And there is a special kind of joy he gets from sending one of them a good-morning text and then getting to watch as they open it, seeing one of those big warm smiles spread across Jungkook’s face, or the way Jimin bites his lip and huddles over his phone.

Tonight, the two of them are just cuddled up on the couch together, Jimin wrapped around Jungkook as they watch something on the TV.

To think, tomorrow they’ll finally be here – all seven of them together in their home. It’s enough to make Namjoon’s teeth ache, imagining them cuddled up just the way they are now, but close enough for him to be able to reach out and touch, to catch their scents all content and warm while–

“Excited to see our guests?” Jin asks, amusement clear in his tone as he slips into bed beside Namjoon, leaning in to have a look at the screen as well. “Oh, aren’t they cute like that?”

“They really are – and yes, I’m excited to see them.” Namjoon gives the screen one last long glance and then switches the tablet off, setting it over on the nightstand.

He takes a moment to gauge where Jin is at – what his mate needs from him. The beta seems relatively calm, clad in his silky pajamas and leaning back against his pillows, but Namjoon can tell he’s still buzzing just under the surface with a little of that nervous energy from earlier.

Luckily he knows just how to help with that.

Namjoon scoots closer, allowing himself to be pulled into Jin’s arms, head resting on his chest. “How are they?” he asks gently, wrapping his arm around Jin’s stomach.

“Excited, mostly,” Jin answers with a little huff of laughter. “Taehyung-ah was still in the process of tiring himself out by the time I found him to say goodnight. He was in Yoongi’s office, practically vibrating in place on the couch and texting with Jimin-ah.”

“And Yoongi?”

“Pretending not to be endeared by the whole affair and failing miserably. He was doing that thing where he has three different projects up on his monitors but isn’t working on any of them. Taehyung was in the process of talking him into ice cream when I left. I’m sure they’ve gotten some by now.”

That sounds about right. For as opposite as Yoongi and Taehyung are, they are always good at riding things out together, finding common ground even when their reactions to a given situation couldn’t be more different. Their path to bonding may have been shaky at the start, but once they had finally clicked they became thick as thieves.

Namjoon makes a little hum of acknowledgment. “How about Hoseok-ah?”

Jin is quiet for a few seconds before giving a single click of his tongue and saying, “I think he’s planning another job.”

“Another? Are you sure? He just finished his last one.”

“I caught him heading down to his office. When I asked his plans for the evening, he redirected to talking about tomorrow without ever answering my question.”

“Half the time I think he just redirects like that for fun – but if he was going to his office, that’s a pretty good indicator.”

“Sometimes it is for fun,” Jin agrees. “It’s different when he’s actually trying to get away with something though.”

“You always say that but I still can’t tell the difference most of the time.”

“That’s because he knows your buttons perfectly. He’s never quite managed to find all of mine.”

Namjoon lets out a little sigh. As much as he wishes he could see Hoseok as clearly as Jin can, it’s not something he can simply will into existence. He has to rely on honesty and – when that fails – Jin’s observations.

Hoseok is secretive by nature, always keeping something of himself hidden whether it’s his scent, or his work, or (most frustratingly) his needs – there’s always something under the surface that Namjoon has to fight for every glimpse of. He understands why. It wasn’t safe for Hoseok to be open and honest before he joined their pack, and it takes a long time to undo a lifetime of feeling like hiding is the safest option. He’s made so much progress in the last couple of years, and Namjoon knows it will only get better as time goes on – it’s just still hard sometimes when he so desperately wants to be able to help now.

“I’m glad you caught it at least,” Namjoon says with a sigh. “Do you think it’s his parents again?”

“The mood didn’t seem quite that sour. As far as I know, those two are still out of the country on their extended vacation, so he should have a bit longer to enjoy the peace, but I can’t make any guarantees on that.”

“That’s something at least. I’ll try to keep a closer eye on him this week, maybe see if we can schedule some time to relax.” It’s easier said than done, but that isn’t going to stop Namjoon from trying. Maybe he can invite Hoseok up to his office for a drink in private later in the week, possibly under the guise of needing some help unwinding himself.

Jin pulls Namjoon in closer, fresh mint scent spiking in the air until he can feel the tension leaving him instinctively. “I think tomorrow will be good for all of us, a chance to put everything else aside and simply enjoy our time together. Hoseok-ah is not the only one who needs time to relax.”

“Did Yoongi have something going on this week too? I mean, I know he has projects going but I didn’t think–”

“I’m talking about you, Joon-ah,” Jin states plainly.

“Oh. Is it…” Has he been stressed out lately? There has been a lot of work stuff to juggle recently, not to mention Taehyung and Hoseok both being out for jobs, plus all that time Yoongi had spent avoiding him before they talked it out, and – “Damn, things have been hectic for a while now, haven’t they?”

“They have. I understand you’ve had plenty to worry about recently, but with the exception of whatever Hoseok-ah has going on, I think tomorrow might be able to serve as a sort of turning point. You’ve been giving a lot of thought to this next step in the courting process.”

“Has it been that obvious?”

“You haven’t been worrying any of the others,” Jin says right away, because he knows what Namjoon is really asking. “I’m not even sure that Hoseok-ah has noticed, but you’re always obvious to me, love.”

At least that’s something. The last thing he ever wants to do is worry their mates due to his own insecurities – that’s his burden to bear, not theirs. It’s different with Jin. From the start they had formed a firm alliance, taking care of one another so that together they could take better care of their pack.

It had been especially necessary back then, when Taehyung was still half feral and Yoongi was a lot more volatile. Namjoon hadn’t been sure he was cut out for being pack alpha when he still felt so unsteady himself, but Jin had never doubted him for a moment – had helped to support and teach Namjoon how to be what they needed.

He owes a lot of the man he is today to Jin.

“It has been weighing on me,” Namjoon admits. “I didn’t want to ask too soon and risk them thinking we’re too forward.”

“Joon-ah, we asked them to meet us for a private dinner with no scent blocker before we even agreed to officially courting.”

“I know, but… It’s just – It’s hard to know where the lines are, and the last thing I want to do is ruin this for all of us because I’m overeager.”

“Come here, darling,” Jin says, pulling Namjoon up to face him and promptly leaning in for a kiss, mouth warm and insistent against Namjoon’s. “You won’t ruin anything. You’ve done so well, taking care of our pack and making all of these arrangements for our new additions. I’m proud of you, love.”

It’s an immediate relief to hear that Jin thinks Namjoon is doing a good job. Of all the members of their pack, Jin is the one he trusts most of all to tell him if he’s failing at any part of being their pack alpha. Leadership is something they share. Even if Namjoon is the pack alpha, he couldn’t do it without Jin at his side picking up all of the slack and pushing him to be the best version of himself.

There’s not a day he doesn’t feel blessed to have someone so incredible at his side.

“Thank you, hyung,” Namjoon says softly, pressing another slow kiss to Jin’s mouth. “I appreciate that.”

“And we appreciate you, Joon-ah, so much.”

Namjoon can feel the beginning of tears prickling in his eyes and he doesn’t bother to fight them, just lets them roll down his cheeks so that Jin knows just how relieved he really is.

He’s doing okay – He’s doing good .

Jin wipes away the couple of stray tears and presses a few gentle pecks to Namjoon’s cheeks before leaning back to switch off his bedside lamp. “Come on, let’s get a little rest. We’ve got a big day tomorrow, don’t you think?”

Namjoon nods in the darkness, sliding under the covers and right against Jin’s back, tugging him closer with an arm around his middle. “I love you,” he whispers into the back of Jin’s neck.

“I love you too, Joon-ah.”

~~

It’s a whirlwind from the very moment Jimin and Jungkook arrive. Taehyung has been hovering in the foyer for almost half an hour, sitting on his phone and periodically wandering into the kitchen to talk out some of his excited energy, so as soon as the doorbell rings he is sprinting to go and answer it.

Namjoon follows behind him at a more leisurely pace, trying not to give away how excited he actually is at the prospect of having the seven of them all in their home together. He’s been thinking about this for weeks and now it’s finally happening, his alpha instincts already preening just at the sight of them in the foyer exchanging hugs with Taehyung.

He doesn’t know a lot about fashion, but the two of them still look like they’ve dressed up for the occasion (which is a little flattering). Of the two of them, Jungkook looks more laid back in his t-shirt and jeans, but it’s still a far cry from the worn hoodies he usually wears to class or the sweatpants he pulls on after his morning run.

Jimin is more dressed up, wearing some incredibly soft looking sweater and moon earrings to match the ones dangling from Taehyung’s ears. The two of them make quite a pair, their faces made up and their various jewelry catching in the light. Jungkook should maybe look out of place next to them, face bare with his piercings being the only jewelry on him and all his tattoos out on display, but Namjoon doesn’t think anything could be further from the truth.

The three of them look perfect together.

Jungkook notices him first and gives a toothy grin as he waves. “Hi, Namjoon-hyung. This place is huge!” It doesn’t take long for his eyes to wander again, landing piece by piece on some of the larger sculptures and paintings Namjoon has collected to display here. “Wow, you have so much incredible art.”

Taehyung grins, taking Jungkook by the hand and then reaching for Jimin as well. “If you think this is cool, you’re going to love the rest. Joonie-hyung has art all over the house and there’s some sculptures in the gardens too if you wanna see those! There’s so much I’ve got to show you. Come on, I’ll give you guys the whole tour.”

“Wait,” Jimin says, laughing at Taehyung’s eagerness. “At least let us stop to say hello on our way.”

“Yes, I think we’d like to greet our guests as well,” Jin’s voice calls out as he enters the foyer too, stopping right beside Namjoon.

Jimin’s eyes light up at the sight of him and he grins. “Hi, Jin-hyung. It’s good to see you again!”

Seconds later, both Jimin and Jungkook are on the move, with Jimin stepping into Jin’s already open arms for a hug while Jungkook walks right up to Namjoon to do the same.

He hadn’t wanted to assume that a hug was on the table as a standard greeting now, but it would appear so – at least with Jungkook, who had hugged him hello and goodbye at their last date night with the seven of them as well. The weight of him in Namjoon’s arms is becoming familiar, but no less enticing. He’s all muscle and warmth and eagerness, squeezing Namjoon tight and letting out soft, contented little sighs when Namjoon returns the gesture.

“I missed you, hyung,” Jungkook says, making Namjoon’s heart catch in his throat. The two of them had grabbed breakfast together just a few days ago. Of course he missed Jungkook, but hearing that the feeling is mutual is enough to make his scent spike before he can catch it.

“I missed you too, Jungkook-ah,” Namjoon eventually manages. “We’re so glad the two of you wanted to come over.”

Jungkook holds him tight for a little longer and Namjoon looks over his shoulder to see Taehyung standing just a few paces back, looking at the four of them with naked adoration. He catches Namjoon staring and smiles back at him for a second, before flicking his head toward Jimin and giving a few enthusiastic little nods while Jungkook finally steps away to hug Jin next.

Namjoon feels himself blush as he’s left face to face with Jimin, who looks a bit uncertain as well. He looks down at the floor and then back up at Namjoon again, pretty lips pulled into a nervous little half smile as he steps in closer.

Taehyung’s head is moving in even more quick nods just at the edge of Namjoon’s vision, so he trusts his mate and opens his arms slightly in invitation.

To his absolute delight, Jimin doesn’t even hesitate, stepping into the hug and tucking his head under Namjoon’s chin with a nervous little laugh. “Hi, hyung,” he says, wrapping his arms around Namjoon in return. “Thank you for inviting us.”

“Thank you for joining us. We’re so happy to have you both here.”

Jimin just squeezes him a little tighter at that, taking a deep breath through his nose before saying softly, “You smell really nice.”

Oh god, this is how he’s going to die. Perished on the spot because the pretty omega he’s courting likes his scent – honestly there are probably worse ways to go.

“So do you, Jimin-ah,” Namjoon answers, allowing himself a nice slow deep breath to take in Jimin’s scent as well.

After a few moments, he lets Jimin go – not missing the incredibly self satisfied smile on Taehyung’s face. Namjoon smiles back at him in thanks, grateful for the push and feeling almost a little lightheaded with the joy of not only the closeness, but finally having his entire pack under one roof.

His pack.

Probably too soon to think of them that way, but some things can’t be helped.

With greetings out of the way, Taehyung goes back to his original plan of dragging Jungkook and Jimin through the house, grabbing each of them by the hand and leading them into the kitchen. It leaves Namjoon and Jin alone in the foyer, grinning at each other like idiots.

“Did you see them all together?” Namjoon whispers, incapable of keeping the awe out of his voice. “They look so good – so happy.”

“I did, yes. They do make quite the trio.”

There’s a commotion from the kitchen, Jungkook exclaiming something about knives and Jimin talking about what sounds like their oven with obvious excitement.

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “I think that might be your cue.”

“I believe you’re right, and I should finish prepping for dinner anyways.”

Jin turns to start heading back toward the kitchen, Namjoon following just a few steps behind him, grateful for a moment to just bask in how pleased he is.

The night is already perfect and they’ve barely even started.

~~

The tour takes over half an hour, with Taehyung leading them down every hall and peeking into at least most of the rooms in their home. (Quite a few are still empty. They knew the house was too big for them when they bought it but the location had been perfect, so they were willing to accept a few empty spaces.) For the most part, Namjoon and the others leave them to it. Taehyung has been looking forward to showing them around himself, and letting the three omegas take in the space without any alphas hovering over them seems like the best way to help them feel comfortable here.

There’s a little bit of tension in the air – and not just from Namjoon.

Hoseok and Yoongi both want to do this right too, he can tell. The three of them wait patiently in the living room for the tour to conclude, making light conversation that pauses every time they hear laughter or a door shutting upstairs.

When the omegas finally make their way back to the living room, Jimin and Jungkook are both gushing about how nice their house is. Jimin seems hung up on the sheer size and scope of Taehyung’s ‘closet’, while Jungkook seems most impressed with all of the art pieces.

“TaeTae still needs to show us the gardens,” Jungkook explains. “But we thought it would be nice to take a break first.”

“I was gonna show them your room too, Yoongi-hyung,” Taehyung says. “It’s all locked up though!”

“Yeah, that’s because I locked it. If you really want to see it, we can take a look after dinner.”

“You guys are really that impressed with this?” Hoseok asks. “I never went inside, but from my understanding the Jeon compound is pretty massive. It’s hard to believe that this really compares.”

Jungkook shrugs. “The compound was big, sure – but it wasn’t anything like this. Our house was a lot smaller too.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees. “They have a whole bunch of buildings, but most of them are work spaces. Even their main building is way more utilitarian than this is.”

“They invited you in?” Hoseok says, looking surprised. “And you agreed?”

“I do have a few customers who know my face, but only the really big ones – and the Jeons are one of the biggest.”

“Mom is particular about meeting some of the people we hire for sensitive jobs,” Jungkook says. “Did you get to talk to her?”

“Only the first time they hired me for something important. Usually I work through your brother, but I’m lucky if they call me for a few jobs throughout the year.”

“Yeah, that sounds about right.” Jungkook gives a sad looking smile and reaches out for Jimin’s hand, lacing their fingers together. “But yeah, we never had the sort of art that you guys do here. That wasn’t really our area of expertise.”

Taehyung leans against Jungkook’s side on the couch with a smile spreading across his face. “You should have seen him when I showed him your office, Namjoon-hyung! He looked so surprised to see his painting up on your wall.”

“I sent you a picture when I first hung it up, didn’t I?”

Jungkook blushes. “Well yeah, but that was before the frame and before I got to see the rest of your house. I just can’t believe you have one of my paintings up on your wall when the rest of your house is full of stuff like this.”

“I guess I don’t see the difference,” Namjoon says. “All of the art here is stuff that I liked enough to keep and display. Your work is no different.”

“I thought maybe you were just being polite, since it was a gift,” Jungkook mumbles.

“If I had seen your painting for sale, I would have bought it in a heartbeat.”

“That’s exactly what I said,” Taehyung says. “I told you Jungkookie! He really likes it.”

“It is quite lovely,” Hoseok adds.

Yoongi nods his agreement. “Yeah, I hope my frame was able to do it justice.”

Jungkook’s face is bright red at this point, but he’s smiling wide and happy. “Thank you. You’re all so nice – and the frame was really pretty too! I am just really glad you like it, Namjoon-hyung.”

~~

After a half hour or so of chit chat, Namjoon heads toward the kitchen to go check on Jin, only to find his mate leaning against the door frame leading to the kitchen, looking out on the living room with a fond expression on his face.

He winks when he catches Namjoon staring. It really shouldn’t make him blush after all these years, but for some reason Jin has always had the ability to make Namjoon feel like a schoolboy with a crush. Thankfully, he mostly uses this power when nobody else is looking.

Hard to be taken seriously as pack alpha when you’re swooning like a lovesick teenager.

Namjoon makes his way to Jin’s side, slipping an arm around the beta’s waist and taking in the contented smell of sweet mint around him.

Jin leans over and presses a kiss to Namjoon’s temple. “How are you feeling?”

“I’m fine. Was coming to check on you actually. Do you need any help?”

“It’s all under control. I have a little time now while everything cooks, and then it’s just a few finishing touches.”

There’s a sudden happy squeal from the living room, followed by a fit of giggles that has both of them looking up to investigate.

Taehyung has thrown himself over both Jimin and Jungkook’s laps on the couch, and apparently Jungkook must have tickled him at least if the slew of creative threats coming out of Taehyung’s mouth are anything to go by. Hoseok and Yoongi are sitting on the opposite end of the couch, laughing almost as hard as the omegas are, both pushing Jungkook to try tickling Taehyung again.

“You two are – You’re supposed to- protect me!” Taehyung accuses between bouts of laughter.

“Protection from tickles was never agreed to, Taehyungie,” Hoseok says with a grin.

“Traitors! Both of you!”

Namjoon can’t help but smile, scooting in closer to Jin and leaning against his shoulder. “It’s almost scary how well they seem to fit,” he admits.

“It is,” Jin agrees. “We’re all falling fast.”

“Even Yoongi.”

Especially Yoongi, I think,” Jin whispers with glee. “You should see his amazon wish list over the past couple of weeks.”

“You can see his wish list?”

Yes, but that is a secret, okay? He gave me the link a couple of years ago when he had been up for a few days working on a project and I kept pestering him about what he wanted for his birthday. I don’t think he remembers doing it.”

So that’s how you always know the best presents to give him,” Namjoon says. “I knew you had insider info.”

“If you tell him, I will make your life hell, Namjoon-ah,” Jin threatens, but there’s no heat behind his words.

“I suppose I can keep it to myself… at least if you tell me what he’s been adding.”

“So many things. Lots of electronics because that’s just who he is, but I think he’s been doing research on popular products for omegas because I’ve seen a lot of the same brands we’ve bought for Taehyung-ah.”

“What, like clothes?”

“Oh, there’s some clothes in there, but that’s not all,” Jin says, tone laced with glee. “You remember those fancy pillows I bought for Taehyung last year?”

“Really? What else?”

“Towels, bath products, soft blankets, the works I swear. I don’t think he knew where to start. It looks like he just saved everything he thought they might like.”

Shit, that’s so sweet,” Namjoon breathes, almost in awe at Yoongi being so ready to spoil their new mates. He always acts so aloof, and even though Namjoon knows how doting and kind he is under all of it, it’s still rare to be allowed such a clear glimpse behind the curtain. “Oh god. He can never find out that we know.”

“Never,” Jin agrees. “We take this secret to the grave.”

Jin’s phone buzzes in his pocket.

“Ah, that would be dinner. I need about ten minutes to finish everything up and get it to the table. Why don’t you go be a good alpha and herd your pack to the dining room?” Jin teases.

“Brat,” Namjoon says fondly.

“Only for you.” Jin’s tone is playful and low enough to make Namjoon want to put him on his knees. Jin takes an exaggerated breath in through his nose, which means he can probably smell where Namjoon’s thoughts have drifted. “Later, love,” he says with another wink before turning to head into the kitchen.

Namjoon takes a deep breath.

Definitely later.

 

Notes:

More OT7 goodness to come in the second half of this date next week. See you then! :D

Chapter 24: So Good It Hurts

Notes:

We're earning our explicit rating again for the first time in a while ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin couldn’t be happier with how the night has progressed. While cooking a more complex meal meant spending the opening portion of Jimin and Jungkook’s first visit to their house hard at work in the kitchen, it’s more than worth it to see the way their eyes light up when they sit down for their meal. The menu is something he gave a fair bit of thought to – or at least as much as he could with the limited time at his disposal.

The star of the show is definitely the couple of racks of ribs he’s cooked to perfection, but the hardest part was coordinating when all of the side dishes would be finished so that everything made it onto the table fresh and hot. (Hoseok had been kind enough to assist with bringing the dishes out, appearing in the kitchen just when Seokjin needed him most.)

He’s all too happy to soak in the slew of compliments and rave reviews as everyone dishes up and digs into their plates.

“Jin-hyung, this is so good,” Jungkook says around a mouthful of roasted potato. “You’ve got to teach me how to make these.”

“Absolutely. Maybe next time you can come assist me with dinner?” Seokjin offers. The opportunity to cook together would be a welcome one, plus the invitation gives him a chance to gauge Jungkook’s comfort level.

As expected, there’s nothing to worry about on that front.

“That would be awesome! I’d love to come early and help.”

While Seokjin is pleased with his successes in the kitchen, there’s plenty more to be happy about tonight too.

Namjoon is practically glowing, finally at peace with his whole pack under a single roof – their roof. It’s been impossible to miss his growing anxiety up to this point, his alpha instincts demanding to have his pack together and being denied at every turn. (And Jimin and Jungkook are part of the pack, at least as far as Namjoon’s alpha is concerned. Seokjin doesn’t doubt that for a moment.) Their brief weekly dates where the seven of them go out for dinner somewhere have done relatively little to take the edge off, the environment too stiff and the time frame too short to make a meaningful difference.

Now it’s like the tension has simply bled out of him.

He smiles and asks questions, listening with rapt attention to each interaction that happens, taking in every bit of information. He’s probably the least interested in the food out of all of them, but Seokjin can’t hold that against him. (And it’s not like Namjoon ignores the food entirely, nodding his agreement to several of the compliments made by the rest of the group.)

Namjoon and Hoseok both make several attempts to include Yoongi more before they realize it’s rather unnecessary. Whether it’s because they’re finally in their own home, or because they’ve had enough dates together for the ice to finally be broken, he seems to be more than willing to speak up. If he does get too quiet, Jungkook (who’s sitting next to him) leans over to bump their shoulders together and ask his opinion on whatever topic is at hand.

Yes, things are progressing very well.

They all stay at the table long after they’ve finished eating, now talking about what plans they have for the week ahead. (Seokjin is pleased to see so many empty dishes on the table, proof that the meal was well received and his pack has eaten well.)

“So, the two of you start classes tomorrow, right?” Hoseok asks.

“Yeah. Kookie starts a little earlier than me, but we’re gonna leave at the same time so we can get breakfast together,” Jimin says with a smile.

“Jiminie agreed to get donuts with me,” Jungkook says. “We’re going to the same bakery you guys went to on our game night date, Hobi-hyung.”

“You guys are so cute,” Taehyung says, almost dreamily. “I wanna go on a bakery date.”

“Do you wanna meet up with us?” Jimin offers.

“Can’t tomorrow. Jin-hyung has a meeting with some new clients and I wanna go with him to make sure he’s safe.”

“Why don’t you and Jin-hyung just go tomorrow morning then?” Yoongi asks.

“Because hyung is waking up early tomorrow to do some other work. I’m gonna have to meet him there,” Taehyung says with a dramatic sigh. “Wait, I know! Why don’t you come with me tomorrow, Yoongi-hyung?”

Yoongi raises an unimpressed brow. “I’m guessing this will be before noon?”

“Well yeah, but–”

“Too early, not happening.”

“But Yoongles,” Taehyung whines, looking up at Yoongi with wide, begging eyes.

“Oi, don't call me that! I’m your hyung.”

“But you let Joonie-hyung and Hobi-hyung call you that!”

Namjoon snorts with laughter. “Yeah, he barely lets me get away with that one. Hoseok-ah is the only one he really accepts it from.”

“That’s because I’m his favorite,” Hoseok stage whispers to the table with a wink. (It’s true – they all know it even if Hoseok thinks it’s only a joke.)

From there, the conversation devolves into a discussion about nicknames, from how Seokjin and Hoseok lean more toward cutesy nicknames and endearments, to Yoongi and Namjoon who tend to be a bit more buttoned up about nicknames. Taehyung is all over the place, as he is in most things, but they all tend to find that endearing (except maybe Yoongi, it seems – or at least when it comes to being called Yoongles).

“Did Jiminie ever tell you his old nickname?” Jungkook asks the table.

“Oh god, Kookie – nobody’s called me that in years. It’s fine, we don’t need to bring it up.” Jimin’s cheeks are already starting to flush just at the mention of this, though he tries to hide it behind his glass as he takes a drink of water.

Hoseok notices – of course. “Ooh, I definitely wanna hear this. What was it, Jungkookie?”

“Some of our friends back in Busan used to call him Minnie. I always thought it was super cute!” Jungkook says with that charming grin, his smile only widening as Jimin’s flush deepens. “Aww, it’s okay, hyung.”

Jimin looks ready to either kill Jungkook or dive under the table to escape, since he’s flanked on either side by Taehyung and Hoseok.

“Minnie?” Hoseok tries, testing the word out with a smile. “That really is cute.”

Jimin lets out a long groan and leans over to hug Taehyung, turning to hide his face in the other omega’s shoulder. Taehyung seems incredibly pleased by this development and wraps his arms around Jimin right away, grinning from ear to ear.

“Does it bother you, Jiminie?” Taehyung asks.

“No, it’s fine,” Jimin mumbles into Taehyung’s shoulder. “I just haven’t heard it in a long time and it’s weird.”

Jungkook leans forward, a grin still plastered on his face, and silently mouths to the rest of them ‘he likes it.’

Hoseok’s smile widens and he nods, clearly intending to use this information to the fullest. He’s not the only one who seems to agree either – with Namjoon also giving a thoughtful little nod.

As conversation moves on, Jimin does eventually make his way back out of hiding (much to Taehyung’s displeasure as he reluctantly lets Jimin go).

The next hour or so passes with a flurry of conversation. They discuss Jungkook and Jimin’s excitement for their classes tomorrow, Taehyung’s desire for a breakfast date (which ends up on the schedule for later in the week), and eventually land on everyone’s plans for the evening. Jimin and Jungkook admit that they probably shouldn’t stay too much longer tonight, since they have their first day of classes in the morning. This has everyone checking the time and remarking at how fast it’s gone, and Seokjin is inclined to agree.

The evening has gone by incredibly quickly.

“I’ll let one of the security guys know that you two will be out for a ride home soon,” Hoseok says, already typing out a text message.

“Are you sure?” Jimin asks. “We could walk down a few blocks and catch the bus, no problem.”

Namjoon is already shaking his head before Jimin has finished speaking. “Please, I would feel much better knowing that the two of you are in safe hands.”

“Okay. In that case, thank you, Namjoon-hyung.”

“Do you want us to help with the cleanup before we go, Jin-hyung?” Jungkook asks. “It’s the least we could do since you cooked all of this for us.”

“Absolutely not,” Seokjin answers. There is no way that he will have the two of them cleaning up on their very first visit. “Your presence is all the payment I require.”

“Yeah, good luck with that one,” Hoseok says. “It took me like ten visits before Jinnie-hyung would let me help even a little.”

Jungkook thinks this over for a few seconds before turning to Seokjin with a serious look. “Hyung, if you let me come help with cooking, you have to let me help clean up too. Please?”

He is far too cute for his own good, and obviously very used to it getting him what he wants – a trend Seokjin won’t be able to end here. “I accept those terms,” he says, watching the grin that splits on Jungkook’s face immediately.

“Thank you, hyung!”

Hoseok’s mouth is actually hanging open in shock. (It’s quite the achievement – surprising Hoseok is a rare treat.) “Really? I asked you to let me help so many times,” he says. “And it’s not like I didn’t try bargaining.”

“Yes, well I’m not sure you ever asked quite so sweetly,” Seokjin jokes.

It’s the right thing to say. Hoseok just shakes his head and lets it go, while Jungkook flushes at the compliment.

Perfect.

Seokjin doesn’t need to bring up that part of the reason he denied Hoseok’s requests for so long was because his motivations for offering to clean were quite a bit different than Jungkook’s. Hoseok has a tendency to use helping people as a way to deflect attention away from himself and his needs. While he’s gotten considerably better about it, he still slips from time to time. Seokjin was very careful not to reinforce that habit in the early days of their courting. Even now, he’s by far the least indulgent of it – though that’s likely because he's the most hyper aware of when it’s happening.

Hoseok is very good at deceiving people, but he’s not all that good at deceiving Seokjin.

As Jimin and Jungkook begin to say their goodbyes, Seokjin can’t help but spot a good opportunity for Yoongi to get a little extra time with the two of them. Someone really should walk them out to the car, and there’s no reason they can’t send Yoongi if he’s willing.

Namjoon’s attention is easy enough to get – just a gentle nudge from Seokjin’s knee and a couple of exchanged glances (including a quick flick of his head in Yoongi’s direction) are enough to get his point across.

Just like he’d promised, Namjoon is discreet. Seokjin only sees him reaching for Yoongi’s wrist because he’s looking for it. There’s a brief pause after he does it where Yoongi looks a little uncertain but eventually he gives a tiny nod, already starting to blush. Seokjin gives Yoongi a little bit of time to calm himself. He needs to wait for the right opening before he asks anyways.

At the very least, he isn’t kept waiting long.

“Well, if you’re absolutely sure you don’t want our help cleaning up,” Jimin starts, rising from his seat with Jungkook just a moment behind him. “We probably should get going.”

“Yeah, big day tomorrow,” Jungkook agrees. “This has been so fun though. Hopefully all of us can hang out together again soon.”

Jimin glances toward the hallway and then back at Namjoon. “Should we just head back down to where they brought us in, or…?”

“Why don’t you let Yoongi-yah walk you out?” Seokjin says. “It’s dark out now, so you might want a little help navigating your way out to the gate.”

“Sure, if you’re willing, Yoongi-ssi,” Jimin says.

Yoongi rolls his eyes at the formality (though Seokjin suspects it’s more of a game at this point than a genuine show of discomfort on Jimin’s part). “Yeah, I’ll walk you guys out.”

Taehyung leaps up from his seat. “I wanna come too.”

This night just keeps getting better. Yoongi getting to take all three omegas out (even briefly) is just the cutest image, and it will be a good opportunity for them to bond. Plus, Taehyung is always good at getting Yoongi to be a bit indulgent in ways he doesn’t always show around the other alphas.

Yes, this is ideal.

Yoongi agrees to Taehyung tagging along and then they’re all working their way toward the foyer for proper goodbyes – hugs for all of them, Seokjin notes with pleasure. There are plenty of promises to text updates for their first day of classes and then Yoongi is leading all three omegas out into the night air, leaving Seokjin, Hoseok, and Namjoon standing in the foyer.

There’s a moment where Seokjin can just feel both of them buzzing with energy on either side of him, unsure where to put it now that their company has gone, but Hoseok doesn’t let it linger long.

“So, do I get to help you clean up tonight, or do I have to ask sweeter?” he teases, giving Seokjin a playful nudge.

“I believe you have long since earned the privilege, Hobi-yah.”

~~

The three of them make relatively quick work of the table. Seokjin packs away the small amount of leftovers while Hoseok and Namjoon carry dishes into the kitchen for him. When Yoongi and Taehyung get back in, it’s very apparent that Taehyung has been scented by both Jimin and Jungkook.

“They said they would text when they got home,” Yoongi says as he steps up to the sink to start helping, his own scent all warm and spicy with contentment.

It’s obvious that seeing Jimin and Jungkook off went well for him, and Seokjin is incredibly happy about that. It’s important to have some early successes to reinforce this new strategy for keeping him involved, and right now is the perfect time to practice, when everything is already good and the stakes are nice and low.

Yoongi does seem to be feeling better, far more relaxed after finally talking with Namjoon. Those two really have come so far. Sometimes it’s hard to remember how completely in denial they were when Taehyung and Seokjin met them back in college – two roommates so busy pining after one another and trying to ignore their feelings that they couldn’t see just how interested the other was. (Taehyung had dismantled that fairly quickly of course, all but cornering Namjoon and laying out all the evidence for why he was absolutely certain they were in love.)

Back then a talk about feelings definitely would have ended with yelling and probably a wrestling match. Though while they have (mostly) stopped yelling at one another, the wrestling is still an important part of their dynamic as Seokjin understands it.

It works for them and that’s all that matters.

Taehyung is quick to pull Hoseok away, clearly in need of some cuddles and attention to settle him after such a big night. Seokjin is eager to send them off together. Hoseok will need all the one-on-one attention they can make him accept if he’s going to be taking on another big job so soon. The job he’d recently finished for Namjoon was small – a personal project. Those ones don’t seem to drag Hoseok down the way that the big jobs have started to.

It’s something they’ll need to work toward talking about, but Seokjin is prepared for a long uphill battle on that front. Hoseok can be particularly difficult when it comes to trying to get him to put his own needs first.

Once those two leave the kitchen hand in hand, Seokjin is left with Namjoon and Yoongi to assist in the cleanup. They chat a little as they work. Yoongi says that Jimin and Jungkook were still talking up his cooking on the way out to the car, raving about crispy potatoes and his homemade pickles, not to mention the ribs. It’s wonderful to know that dinner was enough of a hit for them to be complimenting it even without Seokjin there to hear it.

Not that he doubts his successes, but there’s nothing wrong with a little extra recognition for the things he does well.

“Were they at all upset to have missed the chance to see your office, Yoongi-yah?” Seokjin asks.

“Nah, they only just remembered as they were getting into the car, but I promised to show them eventually. I think their tour was already more than enough for one day.”

Seokjin hums thoughtfully. “Yes, Taehyung-ah did give them quite the look around. They seemed comfortable.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi says, huffing out a laugh as he dries one of Seokjin’s frying pans. “I don’t think Taehyung-ah gave them much of a choice. The three of them have bonded so fast.”

Yoongi is right. It truly is impressive how close their omegas have become in such a short period of time, and how easily they fit together.

Namjoon has gone mostly quiet while Seokjin and Yoongi talk, with only the occasional nod or hum to indicate he’s listening. His scent has been somewhat subdued since their company left, but it steadily grows as they get closer to wrapping up the dishes. Yoongi catches it too, if the way he looks Namjoon up and down with his brows furrowed is any indication. It’s not quite the scent Seokjin would have expected after the evening they’ve had, bouncing somewhere between frustration and content, with the occasional tiny burst of heat almost like…

Ah. Yes, he knows what this is.

“Yoongi-yah, the two of us can finish up here. Thank you for your help,” Seokjin says, fixing Yoongi with his very best warm smile, made to deter any argument.

“You sure?”

“Yes, there isn’t much left to do, and I think Taehyung-ah might benefit from some attention from both you and Hoseok-ah. He seemed a little restless.” In truth, it’s Hoseok who really needs the attention, but it will be better received if he isn’t the clear focus of it.

Yoongi quirks his head just a tad before giving a shrug and putting down his towel. “Okay, I’ll make sure he’s taken care of, hyung.”

“Thank you, darling,” Jin answers, pulling Yoongi in for a quick peck on the lips and then sending him on his way.

He and Namjoon finish the dishes in silence, with Namjoon taking care of putting most of them away while Seokjin handles wiping down the counters and the stove. After that all he really needs to do is give the dining room table a quick cleaning and everything will be pristine once again.

Namjoon hovers in the doorway, eyes never leaving Seokjin.

He’s cute like this – not quite uncertain but probably not entirely sure what exactly he needs either, just that he’s impatient for it and trusts that Seokjin can give it to him. (Which he can, of course.) Namjoon needs an outlet, somewhere safe to dump all of the feelings he’s having where he can be certain they won't be a burden to anyone else. Some reassurances and physical affection will probably go over quite well too. All things that Seokjin is more than eager to provide.

When the last of the cleaning is done, he approaches Namjoon in the doorway, stepping in close and pressing a kiss to his alpha’s cheek. “Would you like to go upstairs, love?”

Namjoon mutters a very quiet, “Please,” and turns to lead the way up to their bedroom.

The living room is empty when they pass by, and Seokjin is willing to bet that the other three have moved into Yoongi’s office or Hoseok’s room by now. They shouldn’t need assistance from either him or Namjoon tonight.

As soon as they enter the bedroom, Namjoon closes the door behind them and then pulls Seokjin into his arms. His mask drops entirely in the space of only a few moments, leaning heavily into their embrace and letting his scent roll off him in strong waves – revealing a hint of fear and anxiety that Seokjin had been able to guess at in the kitchen, but now is confirmed by the slight bitter edge to his scent.

“Oh, darling, you’re feeling quite a bit right now, aren’t you?” Seokjin rubs up and down Namjoon’s spine, already nosing at his scent gland. “Why don’t you tell me what’s worrying you?”

“It just – Fuck, it all went so well,” Namjoon mumbles, letting out a long sigh against Seokjin’s shoulder. “They’re perfect for us.”

“While I’m inclined to agree, I’d like for you to tell me why you find that distressing.”

“I don’t, I just… I can’t keep myself from – How am I supposed to be the reasonable one when I’m falling just as hard as everyone else?”

Oh, his poor baby, trying so hard to keep a level head to take care of the pack. Namjoon really is the best pack alpha they ever could have asked for, but Seokjin knows that it can weigh heavily on him sometimes. He’s so thankful that Namjoon allows him to see him like this – that he trusts him enough to seek out these moments alone together.

“You can’t help how you feel, Joon-ah,” Seokjin says, pressing a kiss to his mate’s cheek. “Nobody expects you not to have feelings.”

“But what if something goes wrong and I’m too invested and I can’t be strong for the pack?”

“Being a strong leader doesn’t mean never being overcome by emotion. Nobody expects that from you. You are always strong enough for us, Namjoon-ah – I promise. And if something does go wrong, pretending you’re not invested will not make it any easier to bear.”

Namjoon takes a few seconds of silence to think through Seokjin’s words before finally taking in a deep breath and letting it out slowly, his scent starting to even out just a little. “I know you’re right. I know it, but…” He buries his face in Seokjin’s neck, breathing right next to his scent gland now.

“It’s still frightening?”

“Yes. I just feel like I’m falling so fast.”

“You are,” Seokjin agrees. “But there’s nothing wrong with that. It’s okay to let yourself feel it, especially right now – when you’re safe here with me and nobody else needs you.”

“I suppose it’s… You’re right. Again.”

“Then talk to me, Joon-ah. Tell me how you’re feeling about them.”

“Taehyung adores them,” Namjoon says quickly – and once he begins speaking, the words just keep tumbling out. “He looked so happy tonight with them, and they are so comfortable with him too. Omegas bonding is supposed to be difficult, but the three of them are already inseparable. And then the way that Yoongi and Jungkook have taken a liking to one another – God, and Jimin and Hoseok – And you.” Namjoon starts to flounder a little at the end, rubbing his face into Seokjin’s scent gland in jerky little motions as his voice cracks.

Seokjin encourages it, pressing a hand gently to the back of Namjoon’s head and leaving the other one steady on his back, keeping him grounded and close. “Can you tell me how you feel about any of those things, darling?”

For a moment Namjoon freezes against him, then he lets out a little bark of laughter. “I did it again, didn’t I?”

“You mean giving me an update on how you think everyone else is doing instead of one about you? Yes, you did,” Seokjin says with a fond little laugh of his own before pressing a kiss to the side of Namjoon’s head. “You know I love how much you care about our mates, but right now I want to hear about you, Joon-ah.”

“Sorry,” Namjoon mumbles, sounding calmer now that he’s had a bit of a laugh to break the tension. “I always think I’m going to do alright, but then we’re all together and it’s like I can feel my heart swelling against my chest. Jimin-ah greeted me with a hug today and I thought I was going to burst with how happy it made me – and that was just the first two minutes of them being here. Seeing the whole pack so happy and settling into them being in our space was just… It’s good – really good – but it’s so much.”

“There you go,” Seokjin praises. “That’s much better. You seemed to do very well until they had gone. Tell me how you felt as they were leaving.”

“Wanted them to stay,” Namjoon admits.

“Did you?”

“Yeah, I – I had to fight not to offer to clear out a guest bedroom for them. I know they couldn’t have stayed, even if they were comfortable enough and it wasn’t way too soon. They have classes tomorrow and it wouldn’t have made sense but I just… It was good, having them here with us where I know they’re safe.”

“I wish they could have stayed too. They will eventually feel comfortable staying the night, but until then at least they feel safe enough to come to our home and we can all work together to make it a secure, appealing place to them. All good things in due time. I for one am very excited for Jungkook-ah to help me cook for our next date night, and Jimin-ah will eventually come and bake with me too.”

Seokjin can feel Namjoon smile against his neck. “Yeah, I’ll be happy for those things to happen too.”

“And that’s just what I have planned right now. I’m sure there will be many more visits – perhaps even some that you could arrange to enjoy some more quality time with them.”

The thought is certainly appealing. Seokjin is already imagining a time where they feel so comfortable that they don’t even call before coming over, when they understand that this space is one they are always welcome in. Even with that goal in mind, there are so many things to look forward to in between then and now as well. The future is looking bright indeed.

The anxiety is almost entirely gone from Namjoon’s scent now, tension leaving his body as he presses his lips to Seokjin’s scent gland with purpose this time. “Thank you, hyung,” he says, voice gone softer. “I appreciate you so much, you know?”

Seokjin has to fight back a knowing grin. Namjoon’s scent is taking on the same hint of sweetness it had earlier in the evening – when Namjoon had looked at him with dark eyes, and Seokjin had promised ‘later’. It’s a pretty good indicator of exactly where his thoughts are headed now, but Seokjin is in no hurry. They have plenty of time if Namjoon wants to take it.

“Do you now?” Seokjin asks playfully.

Namjoon lets out a puff of laughter and gives a tiny nip to Seokjin’s neck, just above his scent gland but close enough to send a shiver down his spine. “I really do, and not just for you bringing me up here and helping me sort out my feelings – but again, thank you for that.”

“It was my pleasure. I admit though, I’m curious about what else you’re feeling so appreciative about.”

“You’ve been incredible these last couple of days – more than usual,” Namjoon says, voice pitched low and warm against Seokjin’s neck. “You took care of everyone last night, found space for Yoongi to get some extra time in today, got Jungkook-ah to agree to another visit, and – God, that dinner, baby.”

As much as Seokjin loves flattery, that last bit does give him a moment of pause. “I have to say, I didn’t think you were all that taken with the food at the time.”

“The food was delicious. Your cooking always is…”

“But?”

“You did so well, provided for our omegas – for our whole pack,” Namjoon says, his voice strained. “Fed them up so well they wanted to come back just to learn how to cook like you.”

Oh.

It’s clear that Namjoon needs an outlet for all those nagging alpha urges he’s been suppressing for the last few hours. His scent has really gone sweet now, warm and inviting like a blanket fresh from the dryer – a reward for all of Seokjin’s hard work.

It would be terribly impolite not to accept his prize.

Seokjin tilts his head, offering up his throat and letting out a low, “Did I do well, alpha?”

Namjoon’s breath leaves him in a quick hiss as he latches onto Seokjin’s scent gland, intent on sucking a new bruise over the scar left by his claiming bite years before.

It doesn’t leave him boneless quite the same way as a proper nip would but it still has Seokjin letting out a gasp, a hot curl of arousal already starting to bloom in his belly. “Joon-ah,” he whispers, voice shaking. “I have a meeting tomorrow.”

He can wear a turtleneck if he has to. It’s not a real complaint – not really. He’s just looking for a reaction, and Namjoon knows that too.

“Let them see,” Namjoon answers, sucking more marks into his skin. “They should know you’re mine.”

Seokjin loves Namjoon like this, possessive and hungry, intent on staking his claim. And he knows exactly what lies in wait beneath all of that:

A desperate desire to please.

~~

It’s no hardship to let Namjoon take his fill.

Seokjin gives himself over to it completely, letting Namjoon strip him bare and lay him out on their bed to be marked as thoroughly as he pleases – which as it turns out is quite thorough indeed. Namjoon takes his time coating Seokjin’s chest with marks first, sucking bruises into the skin and then soothing them with his tongue, murmuring praise as he works.

“So pretty, hyung. Such a good mate – always take such good care of us.”

Seokjin is so hard it almost hurts, but he knows the value of patience, knows it will feel that much better if he lets Namjoon work him over first. They all know how possessive Namjoon can be but he is usually quite reluctant to lean into those urges, so getting to actually experience them first hand is always a treat.

This time it’s been brewing for a while, only heightened by new mates that he can’t stake a claim on and all the additional stresses that come with that. It’s probably why there must be nearly fifty bruises dotting his body by the time Namjoon starts to wind down.

Seokjin is nothing if not indulgent to his mates.

“Perfect,” Namjoon mutters as he licks over one of the many marks he’s left on Seokjin’s thighs. “Strong and pretty and mine.” As soon as the words are out of his mouth he bares his teeth, preparing to bite another bruise into the skin.

“Gentle, darling,” Seokjin instructs, just as teeth start to press into the meat of his thigh.

Namjoon relaxes his jaw immediately, settling for a soft nip to the skin. “Gentle,” he repeats. He might be letting go, giving into his needs, but he still listens so well. “Going to take such good care of you.”

“You are taking good care of me. Such a good alpha, Joon-ah.”

Namjoon whines at the words and drags his lips higher up Seokjin’s thigh before latching on to suck a fresh hickey up near his hip. Seokjin doesn’t necessarily mind being bitten – sometimes he even craves it – but encouraging Namjoon to be gentle is a good way to remind the alpha that he can control himself, even if he feels like he can’t when he gets like this.

And maybe Seokjin likes the way he pouts and whines when he’s denied the privilege of using his teeth – likes knowing that their pack alpha will do anything he asks. It’s an intoxicating rush, getting to guide him when he’s like this, one that Seokjin relishes at every opportunity.

For the first time tonight, Namjoon’s attention finally drifts from his task and he turns his head just enough to take a good look at Seokjin’s cock – only inches from his face, flushed red and shining wet with arousal. Namjoon’s pupils dilate at the sight and he licks his lips before looking up at Seokjin with hazy eyes.

Oh, he’s a sight like this. Flooded with relief after finally getting to let out some of that building tension, limbs gone loose and a little uncoordinated, his scent so warm and thick in the air that it’s almost making Seokjin’s head swim.

Perfect.

“Feeling better, Joon-ah?” Seokjin asks, reaching down to brush Namjoon’s bangs out of his eyes.

Namjoon hums in agreement, pressing a tiny almost apologetic kiss to the side of Seokjin’s cock, not seeming to mind the wetness that smears on his cheek as he does it. Fuck. It’s obscene and so, so hot that Seokjin swears he can feel another drop of precum slide down his dick at the sight. He might not even be imagining it, judging by the way Namjoon smiles and lets out a tiny little puff of laughter before sitting up on his knees and looking slowly over the expanse of Seokjin’s body with awe.

“Wow, I really…” Namjoon reaches out and runs a slow, reverent hand down Seokjin’s flank, trailing over bruises as he goes. “Too much?” he asks carefully.

“Not even a little,” Seokjin answers, opening his arms and watching with amusement as Namjoon scrambles into them, cuddling in close and leaning in for a kiss that Seokjin is only too happy to provide. One kiss turns to two, then three before he pulls back to ask, “What do you need, darling?”

“Want you,” Namjoon whispers, giving more little pecks to Seokjin’s cheek. “You do so much, take such good care of the pack. Wanna make you feel good.”

Those words could mean a lot of things considering how fluid their relationship is, and while Seokjin might feel like he has a good idea of where this is going, it never hurts to ask. “And how would you like to do that, hmm?”

Namjoon blushes, little dimples forming in his cheeks as he smiles. He’s so handsome when he smiles like this, and Seokjin knows exactly what the reaction means – Namjoon fully intends to indulge him. “Wanna let you take care of me, but only if that’s what you want too.”

As if there was anything on the planet that Seokjin could want more at this moment.

“Oh, fully intent on spoiling me tonight, aren’t you?”

“Only if you let me,” Namjoon answers, smile widening.

“Are you going to let me nip you?”

Namjoon sucks his lower lip into his mouth, thinking – probably running through a mental checklist to make sure all of his responsibilities are handled. With Taehyung in Yoongi and Hoseok’s care, no work meetings until tomorrow, and Jungkook and Jimin’s promise to text upon their safe arrival home, everything should be taken care of.

Namjoon seems to reach the same conclusion.

“You can nip me.”

Seokjin wants to – so badly that it leaves his teeth aching, but still it’s important to be certain. “You’re sure? If you don’t want to, I’ll be just as content to take you apart without it.”

“No, I…” Namjoon’s blush deepens and he looks right into Seokjin’s eyes as he says, “I want you to, please.”

~~

Namjoon takes everything so perfectly – pliant and loose-limbed from the moment Seokjin gets his teeth in him, and so delightfully eager for every touch he receives. He’s beautiful, whining and wriggling in Seokjin’s lap, trying desperately to rock back onto the three fingers stuffed inside of him.

“Hyung, please, I want…” he breathes, trailing off into a moan when Seokjin leans in to latch his mouth onto a nipple. They must be quite sensitive by this point, swollen and surrounded by pretty pink suck marks from all the teasing Seokjin has already put him through.

He twists his wrist and delights in how Namjoon’s legs shake when he presses into his prostate. The angle isn’t ideal, but it’s so worth it to have a front row seat to his gorgeous alpha falling apart for him.

“What do you want, darling?” Seokjin asks, thumbing at Namjoon’s other nipple and watching his eyelashes flutter.

“Want you, please.”

“You already have me, or have you forgotten?” Seokjin smiles and presses his fingers as deep as he can, drawing out another low whine that he leans forward to swallow in a kiss. It’s filthy, a mess of open mouths and tongue and all the pretty noises his mate breathes into it – Perfect.

Namjoon eventually breaks away, panting and whispering, “Want you inside of me – Your cock, hyung, please.”

He probably has teased enough for one night, no matter how much he loves Namjoon like this. They’ve both been achingly hard for far too long.

“Then you’ll have me, love.”

Seokjin pulls his fingers free and prepares to move the two of them, but Namjoon places a hand on his chest. “Wait, I want – Can we… Like this?” he eventually manages, already looking fucked out as he gazes down at Seokjin.

What a delightful proposition.

“Of course. Whenever you’re ready, Joon-ah,” Seokjin answers, helping to steady Namjoon as he positions himself just above his cock. Just before he sinks down, Seokjin reaches up to cup his cheek. “As slow as you want, darling. There’s no rush.” Mostly he just wants to make sure this isn’t over too quickly, with how worked up they both are – wants to savor every moment they have.

Apparently, Namjoon feels the same.

He takes Seokjin in slowly, eyes slipping closed as they both let out a moan in unison. He’s perfect, warm and tight and taking in every inch of him like he was made for it. Again, Seokjin lets his hand slide down Namjoon’s chest to thumb at an abused nipple, loving the way it makes the alpha clench down around him with a low whine.

“Beautiful, Joon-ah. So lovely like this.”

“You feel – I’m so full,” Namjoon whispers, eyes fluttering back open to look down at him for a moment before leaning in for a kiss.

The pace Namjoon sets would be agonizing any other time but it’s perfect right now, when they’re both so worked up that every slight motion feels like heaven. He hardly even lifts himself halfway up before sliding back down, keeping Seokjin buried deep inside of him. When his thighs start to shake with exertion, Seokjin holds him in place and fucks up into him at the same slow pace, pressing kisses into his chest and muttering praise until they’re both starting to fall apart at the seams.

“Jin – hyung… Please- I’m so –” Namjoon cuts himself off with a gasp as Seokjin gives a particularly hard thrust, grinding their hips together. “Fuck, please.”

“What is it you want, darling? I can feel you getting tighter, squeezing me so nice. Are you getting close, Joon-ah?” Namjoon gives a couple of quick nods, hips trying to jerk unsuccessfully in Seokjin’s grip. “Yeah? Gonna show me how good you feel? How gorgeous you look coming apart for me?”

“Feels so good, hyung… I can’t – Not gonna last,” Namjoon whines.

“Me too, love. It’s okay,” Seokjin soothes, continuing his slow thrusts that punch moan after moan out of his mate. He’s so close, heat curling tight in his belly. “You’re perfect, darling, so pretty like this. You can touch yourself.”

Namjoon doesn’t waste a moment, reaching down to fist his cock and immediately crying out at the pressure. “Fuck – I’m gonna… It’s so much.”

“That’s it. Come on, Joon-ah. Make yourself cum for me.”

A few quick strokes is all it takes to send Namjoon tumbling over the edge. He’s beautiful, crying out with his head thrown back, clenching tight and shaking with overstimulation as Seokjin fucks him through it, chasing his own release. It only takes him another minute or so, fucking up into Namjoon even as he collapses onto Seokjin’s chest, tiny whines dragged out of him with every thrust and his hole twitching around Seokjin with aftershocks.

“Wan’ it, hyung,” Namjoon slurs. “Wanna feel you cum, please.”

It’s the last little whimpered ‘please’ that finally has him cumming, fumbling to capture Namjoon’s lips in a sloppy kiss as he fills him up. It’s hardly a kiss, more like panting into each other’s mouths, but he loves it all the same, wrapping his arms around Namjoon to keep him close.

Neither of them move for a while, content to keep cuddling while Seokjin plants soft little kisses all over Namjoon’s face. “You were perfect, Joon-ah. So sweet for me. I love you so much.”

“Love you too, hyung. Felt so good,” Namjoon whispers back.

A stash of wet wipes in the drawer of Seokjin’s nightstand makes the cleanup easy at least, not even requiring them to leave the bed – which is good because he doesn’t intend on letting Namjoon go anytime soon. The slow atmosphere of intimacy and comfort they’ve managed to create is one he can’t bear the thought of giving up until the morning.

“Are you feeling better, love?” Seokjin asks once they’ve cuddled back up under the blankets, Namjoon’s head resting comfortably on his chest.

“A lot better. I needed that – needed you. Thank you for taking care of me tonight,” he whispers, pressing a kiss to Seokjin’s chest.

“Thank you for letting me. I think I needed that too, and you know I love it when you let me look after you in any capacity.”

Namjoon hums in agreement, going silent for a minute before he speaks again. “I really am happy, you know? All of this is still new and we’re figuring out how to navigate it but… I wouldn’t have it any other way. Are you happy too?”

“I am,” Seokjin says. “So happy, Joon-ah.”

 

Notes:

Listen, Namjin are just so precious to me (T▽T)

Another interlude chapter coming this week, so I'll see you all then! :D

Chapter 25: Interlude – Back to School

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: Oh god I forgot how much I hate morning classes

[JK]: they arent that bad if you go to bed at a decent time hyung

[Jimin]: I tried

[Jimin]: I’m so exhausted

[JK]: dont worry that just means youll sleep good tonight

[JK]: plus after your first dance practice i bet youll feel way better

[Jimin]: Ugh. You’re probably right

[Jimin]: Your first class go okay?

[JK]: yeah but it was an art class

[Jimin]: What do you have next?

[JK]: statistics

[JK]: wish me luck hyung

[Jimin]: No luck needed. You’re so smart. I know you’re gonna do great (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[JK]: youre the best jiminie

~

[Hobi to Jungkook]

[Hobi]: u all done 4 the day? :D

[JK]: yeah just got out of my last class

[Hobi]: how did it go? was it nice 2 b back?

[JK]: yeah it went really good

[JK]: maybe a little boring since it was the first day but still good

[Hobi]: anything in particular ur looking forward 2? :D

[JK]: oh i get to do a sculpting class this year and i am real excited for that

[JK]: ive never done it before

[Hobi]: that sounds so cool

[Hobi]: are there other classes ur excited for?

[JK]: yeah i love our photography professor so that will be fun too

[JK]: gonna get some cool shots of jiminie now that hes dancing again

[Hobi]: will u show me some of them sometime?

[JK]: sure hyung

[JK]: do you like photography or just curious

[Hobi]: i’m interested in all sorts of art. not a connoisseur like joon-ah but i still appreciate it ;D

[Hobi]: plus i would love a chance to see any of ur work

~

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: did you survive your first day? ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: Yeah we both made it through (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: How was your day?

[Tae]: nothing too exciting

[Tae]: jin-hyung had that meeting and i went with just in case but nothing happened

[Jimin]: Oh that’s good

[Tae]: boring honestly

[Tae]: but at least we got snacks after

[Jimin]: Would you prefer someone try and attack you?

[Tae]: i mean at least it would be more exciting

[Tae]: just wait

[Tae]: if you ever see one of jin-hyung’s meetings you’ll wish you were getting attacked too (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: That bad huh?

[Tae]: money laundering is a lot less exciting than it sounds

[Jimin]: It doesn’t really sound that exciting to begin with ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: exactly (;′⌒`)

[Tae]: so when do i get to see you dance?

[Jimin]: I mean there won't be performances until later in the year

[Jimin]: And I doubt you wanna see me practice when I don’t have any of the routines down

[Tae]: how dare you assume that ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: after hearing jungkook talk you up i am so excited to get a peek

[Jimin]: We probably still have video files for some of my old performances if you’re that interested

[Tae]: YES ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: send now please

[Jimin]: Give me a bit to find them

[Tae]: k i will be vibrating in place and watching my phone like a hawk (・ω<)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: How was your first day back in school?

[Jimin]: Hey Jin-hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: It was good. There’s still a couple of people I know from before in the dance program so it’s been nice to catch up a little. I’m really excited

[Jimin]: How was your day? Taehyung said your meeting was boring which I assume was probably good?

[Jin]: Taehyung’s interpretation of boring differs quite heavily from mine.

[Jin]: But he was right this time. The meeting was boring ;-D

[Jimin]: Is that a good thing or…?

[Jin]: Not good, but not bad either. Essentially, nothing happened in the whole three hours. It was a bunch of posturing about possibilities without any real numbers to back it up.

[Jin]: About as close to a waste of time as my meetings can get.

[Jimin]: That sounds awful

[Jimin]: No wonder Taehyung said he wanted to get attacked (・_・;)

[Jin]: Excuse me. He what?

[Jimin]: I’m sure he was just making a joke ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: Somehow I doubt that >:-|

[Jimin]: You know I wanted to thank you again

[Jin]: Oh? For what, Jimin-ah?

[Jimin]: I mean for everything really

[Jimin]: But especially last night. Me and Kookie had a really good time (。^▽^)

[Jin]: I’m so glad to hear that. We all had a great time too :-)

[Jin]: I admit that I was surprised by just how natural it felt to have you both in our space. And there’s something absolutely enchanting about seeing the two of you with Taehyung-ah.

[Jin]: Hopefully that isn’t too terribly forward of me to say.

[Jimin]: Not at all ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: It really did feel easy. Way less awkward than I expected. You’re all so welcoming

[Jimin]: And yeah there’s something really nice about spending time with Taehyung. I mean we really like all of you but something about him just clicked with both of us right from the start I think

[Jin]: I’m glad. He was so immediately taken with the two of you and seeing it reciprocated is heartwarming. :-)

[Jin]: I should ask something though.

[Jimin]: Oh?

[Jin]: Was there anything last night that made either of you uncomfortable?

[Jimin]: No nothing at all

[Jimin]: We both had such a great night. I’m excited to come back (●'◡'●)

[Jin]: Oh that makes me so happy, Jimin-ah.

[Jin]: If there’s ever anything we do that you don’t like, please don’t hesitate to tell me.

[Jimin]: Okay hyung. We’ll let you know if anything comes up

[Jin]: Thank you.

[Jin]: And for the record, we’re very excited for the two of you to come back as well ;-D

[Jimin]: Next week? („• ֊ •„)

[Jin]: Yes I think so.

[Jimin]: Can’t wait (。^▽^)

~

[Jungkook to Yoongi]

[JK]: Attachment: Screenshot

[JK]: hyung look i can take a class for how to put together a computer

[Yoongi]: It’s only one credit and I bet you they make you work the IT help desk for an hour a week. Do you need credits that bad?

[JK]: no i just thought maybe it would be neat

[JK]: im just looking at classes for next semester so i know what i wanna sign up for when they let us

[Yoongi]: Look, if you don’t need to take computer courses, don’t bother unless you really want to. I can teach you anything you want to learn and you won’t have to risk getting stuck in a shitty class.

[JK]: but wont it be annoying if i dont have a clue what im doing

[Yoongi]: No. You not having a clue means I get to teach you the correct way right from the start.

[Yoongi]: And honestly you’re kind of cute when you’re confused.

[JK]: thank you i think

[Yoongi]: It was definitely a compliment.

[Yoongi]: Anyway, how many nights in a row are you and Jimin-ah going to eat cereal for dinner?

[JK]: i had class and work the last two days so i was tired

[JK]: ill try to cook something tonight

[Yoongi]: That’s not what I meant.

[Yoongi]: Don’t cook anything.

[JK]: i thought you didnt want us to eat cereal

[Yoongi]: Gimme a minute.

~

[Yoongi to Jin]

[Yoongi]: Hyung.

[Jin]: Yes darling :-)

[Yoongi]: You. Me. Cooking something nice for Jimin and Jungkook. You in?

[Jin]: When?

[Yoongi]: Kitchen in twenty minutes?

[Jin]: Of course.

~

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: Jin and me are gonna bring you dinner.

[JK]: oh really thats so nice of you yoongi hyung

[Yoongi]: What’s going to be nice is not having to watch the two of you eat cereal again.

[JK]: are you gonna eat with us

[Yoongi]: Uh… Do you want us to?

[JK]: wouldnt it be kind of weird to just drop off dinner and leave

[JK]: i mean you can if you want

~

[Yoongi to Jin]

[Yoongi]: Um are we going to eat with them?

[Jin]: Well I would hope so considering we’re going to cook for them. What did you plan to just drop it off and run away?

[Yoongi]: Maybe.

[Jin]: That would be extremely weird.

[Jin]: And I wont deprive them of the chance to see my handsome face. ;-D

~

[Namjoon to Jungkook]

[Namjoon]: I heard Jin and Yoongi brought you two dinner last night.

[JK]: yeah it was so nice

[JK]: its been a really busy week so making time to cook was hard

[Namjoon]: Yoongi may have mentioned something about several nights of cereal. And Jin might have said something about you feeling a little guilty about it.

[JK]: yeah im gonna try to do better next week

[Namjoon]: Hey, I wasn’t trying to judge you, Kook-ah. Despite what Jin and Yoongi might say, there’s nothing wrong with having cereal for dinner.

[Namjoon]: Actually, definitely don’t listen to Yoongles at all if he gives you a hard time for it.

[JK]: why not hyung

[Namjoon]: Next time you just ask him what we used to eat in college.

[JK]: but i thought yoongi hyung could cook even then

[Namjoon]: Oh he definitely could. He just didn’t.

[Namjoon]: It was just the two of us trying to get our operation off the ground and finish school. We worked through a lot of mealtimes.

[JK]: did you guys not have money for food

[Namjoon]: We were pretty poor then but we definitely had enough money for food. We both just preferred to work. There were plenty of nights we would eat instant noodles and not think about food again until the following night.

[Namjoon]: The point is that Yoongi doesn’t have much ground to stand on here. If you want to eat cereal, you two can eat cereal.

[JK]: i do wanna feed jiminie better than that though

[JK]: he skipped so many meals to keep me fed before we met you guys

[JK]: i just dont ever want him going hungry again

[Namjoon]: I’m sorry. I didn’t realize things were quite that bad.

[JK]: yeah it got really hard for a while there

[JK]: he’s still so thin

[JK]: he tried to pretend he was eating but he always saved the food for me

[JK]: and i ate cause he would be way more upset if i didnt

[Namjoon]: That’s so awful. I really am sorry, Jungkook-ah.

[JK]: sorry i shouldnt have dropped all that on you

[Namjoon]: Please, don’t apologize for opening up. I want you to feel comfortable talking to me. I only wish there was something more helpful I could say.

[JK]: its okay hyung

[JK]: things are better now because of you guys and im going to make sure hes always fed

[JK]: even if it is just cereal

[Namjoon]: I promise you that we will make sure you can do just that. Still, after what you’ve just told me, maybe you would consider letting us help more directly?

[JK]: what do you mean exactly

[Namjoon]: Let me talk to Jin? I imagine he would love to arrange something. Maybe a delivery from Borahae once a week, or even something he’s cooked himself? Something that would leave you with plenty of leftovers.

[JK]: you guys dont have to do that

[Namjoon]: I know we don’t, but we would like to. You’ve already taken on so much between work and school, and now we’ve taken up some of your evenings as well.

[JK]: but i want you to take up my evenings

[Namjoon]: And I love taking them up. Don’t doubt that for a moment. But what I’m getting at is that you’re very busy and I don’t want you to have to spend your leisure time feeling guilty about cooking.

[Namjoon]: So please consider letting us do this for you. I guarantee that Jin-hyung will be over the moon about it.

[JK]: i guess i kind of just dont want to admit that i cant do it on my own

[JK]: feels like if i say yes that im not good enough to take care of him

[JK]: i know thats stupid

[Namjoon]: It’s not stupid. Jimin-ah is your mate. Of course you want to take care of him.

[Namjoon]: You don’t have to accept our help if you don’t want, but you should know that all of us think you two do a wonderful job of taking care of one another.

[Namjoon]: How much you cook or do not cook won’t change that.

[JK]: thank you hyung

[JK]: it might actually be kind of nice not to have to worry so much about cooking

[Namjoon]: Yeah? Can I talk to Jin?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: thank you so much

[JK]: you guys have already done so much for us and i just wish there was something i could give you back

[Namjoon]: This is where Jin or Yoongi would tell you that getting to feed you is a gift. I find myself inclined to agree.

[Namjoon]: But also, getting to spend time with you both and be a part of your lives is more than enough. This isn’t a hardship for us. We want to take care of you, Jungkook-ah.

[JK]: thank you hyung

[Namjoon]: Of course. Now, you remember what to do if Yoongles tries to give you a hard time about eating cereal again?

[JK]: give him shit right back and tell him that at least we eat three meals a day

[Namjoon]: That’s right. Very good.

~

[Namjoon to Hoseok ]

[Namjoon]: Any chance I could interest you in a drink later tonight?

[Hobi]: schedule is getting pretty tight

[Hobi]: probably won’t be done until late :(

[Namjoon]: No room in the schedule for a break?

[Hobi]: back 2 back meetings and then dinner with the client 2 go over the details

[Namjoon]: How late is ‘late’?

[Hobi]: probably at least 10

[Namjoon]: I’ll wait up.

[Hobi]: u don’t have 2 do that

[Namjoon]: I am aware. I want to though.

[Namjoon]: You’ve been so busy this week. I’d love a chance to catch up, even if it’s just a quick drink before you head to bed.

[Hobi]: it would b nice 2 spend some time together b4 things get hectic

[Namjoon]: I’d like that a lot.

[Hobi]: ok i’ll try 2 hurry home :)

[Hobi]: will let u know if anything comes up

[Namjoon]: I’ll have a drink ready for you.

[Hobi]: thank u <3

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[JK]: how you know jiminie is baking bread

[JK]: Attachment: CAP6643.jpg

[Tae]: aww look at him all crouched in front of the oven

[Tae]: it looks like he’s having a conversation with it (灬♥ω♥灬)

[JK]: thats because he is

[Yoongi]: Wait, really?

[Tae]: what

[JK]: well with the bread at least

[Tae]: why?

[JK]: because his grandma always used to talk to her bread

[JK]: he says it makes it taste better but i just think its cute

[Yoongi]: What does he say to the bread?

[Yoongi]: Is it just whatever comes to mind, or is there a specific phrase?

[Tae]: yeah i gotta know

[JK]: mostly he just gives it compliments for a minute or two

[JK]: then he eventually tells it to bake well and gets up

[Tae]: oh my god that’s so cuuuuuute ( ; ω ; )

[Yoongi]: That’s…

[Yoongi]: Damn it. That’s so fucking cute.

[JK]: isnt it

[Jimin]: Oh my god why are you TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT THIS (・_・;)

[Jimin]: It’s between me and the bread!

[Tae]: come on even yoongi-hyung thinks it’s cute jiminie (^ω^)

[Yoongi]: It is really cute.

[Jimin]: (〃ー〃)

 

 

Notes:

A slightly longer interlude this time :D

Just a heads up that I will be traveling this weekend so Sunday's chapter might go up a little later than usual, depending on how everything goes. I should have internet access, but if anything goes wrong I will get it posted Monday when I get home.

It's going to be an exciting one, so I can't wait to see all of you there! (。^▽^)

Chapter 26: Step One, Step Two

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung is up bright and early to give himself plenty of time to get ready. He wants to make sure he gets a good long shower in, while still having time to be picky about his outfit and hair – basically he wants to make sure today is perfect because he has a plan .

It’s super simple – only two steps: (1) get a kiss from Jimin, and (2) get a kiss from Jungkook.

They’ve been spending enough time together that he’s pretty sure they’re interested too, unless he’s completely misreading the situation but he’s at least ninety percent sure they wanna kiss him too. So at this point, it’s just a matter of creating the opportunity and shooting his shot.

The opportunity is easy enough. All the hyungs are out of the house today (except Yoongi-hyung, but he’s working so it’s not like he’ll be leaving his room any time soon), meaning Tae basically has the house to himself. It’s the perfect chance to invite Jimin over during the few hours between his last morning class and his afternoon shift at the hotel.

They’ll have plenty of time alone for him to set the mood, but he still has time now to plan ahead.

Jimin will probably want a chance to unwind and there’s a pretty good chance he’ll bring his Switch, so Taehyung makes sure his is fully charged too. After that, he pulls out a whole bunch of extra blankets and pillows and gets to work on the best pillow fort he can muster in the time he has left. Luckily, he has a wealth of experience in proper pillow fort structure from years of practice and lessons from Hobi-hyung, so it doesn’t turn out half bad at all.

Finally, he orders them lunch from his favorite sushi place and it thankfully arrives with five whole minutes to spare. He would have forgotten entirely if Jin-hyung hadn’t texted him a reminder to eat lunch while he was busy trying to untangle a string of fairy lights to complete his project . (Proper mood lighting is important for the pillow fort (and first kiss) experience .

Really, he should be commended for managing to accomplish everything he has this morning.

It’s all so worth it when Jimin walks into the living room looking tired (probably up too late again), and Taehyung gets to watch his face light up as he takes it all in. He looks so soft today, with his face bare and his hair messed up by the wind, dressed in jeans and one of his oversized sweaters.

An adorable look for their first kiss.

“Wow, Taehyung-ah this is so nice! Can I come in? Oh, did you order lunch too?”

“Sushi,” Taehyung answers, popping open one of the containers to show off the food. “And of course you can come in. You think I made this whole thing to sit in by myself? Did you bring your Switch?”

Jimin grins. “Yeah, it’s in my bag.”

The two of them spend the better part of an hour sitting side by side playing games and eating. It’s the perfect chance to try pushing the boundaries a little. When Taehyung picks up a tuna nigiri and offers it to Jimin, he opens his mouth without hesitation and eats it straight from Taehyung’s fingers.

Fuck . Something about how eagerly Jimin accepts being fed makes a wave of hot satisfaction curl in Taehyung’s chest. He wants to do that again .

The quick warm spike of vanilla cream in the air is a clear confirmation that Jimin enjoys it too. If that wasn’t quite enough, the way he picks up a piece and offers it to Taehyung in return clears up any lingering doubt. It’s good to know his advances are welcome.

Taehyung debates going in for the kiss right then, but he wants to hold off just a bit longer – wants to make sure everything is perfect .

So he waits.

They finish up lunch, feeding each other the occasional bite here and there (Namjoon-hyung is going to be so jealous ), then proceed to gravitate even closer together. Eventually, Taehyung ends up reclining against a mound of pillows while Jimin rests his head on another pillow he lays across Tae’s lap – both of them still half playing their games in between bouts of conversation.

Jimin talks a little about his classes – mostly just introductory stuff since it’s still the first few days of the semester – and then he admits to being up too late again. Taehyung can sympathize. He used to go to bed way too late almost the entire time he was in college, always basically dragging himself (or letting Jin-hyung drag him) to his morning classes.

“I know I’ll adjust eventually,” Jimin says. “It’s still only the first week, and really I’m just so grateful to be back in school and working again.”

“You still liking the hotel?”

“Yeah. Lee Siyeon-ssi is teaching me a lot and she’s very patient with me.”

Jimin goes back to playing his Switch for a few minutes before Taehyung sees him lower it back into his lap, teeth tugging at his lower lip while his gaze flicks up to Tae’s face and then down again.

Taehyung sets his own Switch down and catches Jimin’s gaze the next time it drifts up to his face. “Something wrong, Jimin-ah?”

“No, it’s…” Jimin blushes, looking down at his lap. “Nothing’s wrong, really. Everything is so good, I just – Sometimes this all still feels too good to be true.”

“Which part?”

“All of it I guess? It wasn’t much more than a month ago when I didn’t know where our next meal was gonna come from or if I would ever find work again. I wasn’t even thinking school would be a possibility in the next few years and now all of that has completely changed.”

“For the better, right?” Taehyung asks.

“Of course for the better,” Jimin says, chuckling before his tone gets more serious and he adds, “Even if it wasn’t for all of that though, getting to know you all has been pretty great too.”

Oh, this is definitely headed in the right direction.

Taehyung can’t help but grin. “Has it?”

Jimin nods, smiling back up at him. “Yeah, you’re all so nice to me – and Kookie too. I mean, just look at all of this,” he says, gesturing at the pillow fort surrounding them, blushing the cutest shade of pink. “It’s all so…”

“Romantic? I was aiming for romantic.”

Jimin quirks his head at that, looking right into Taehyung’s eyes before giving a slow nod. “Yeah it’s…” He pauses to lick his lips and Tae knows that he’s got him now. “It is really romantic. I – Would it be okay if we…”

Jimin is already half sitting up when he catches himself, pausing mid action and looking up at Taehyung like he’s worried he might be overstepping. As if that would even be a possibility .

“Yeah, I’ve been waiting for the right moment to kiss you all day,” Taehyung says, leaning down. “Can I?”

He doesn’t get a verbal answer. Instead, Jimin’s eyes flutter closed and he sits up just far enough for their lips to meet.

Jimin’s lips are soft and still just a little wet from his tongue, pressing warm and chaste against Taehyung’s while both of their scents spike around them. It feels so right that it nearly knocks the breath out of his chest. He’s finally kissing his new mate, and it brings that warm curl of satisfaction back with a vengeance.

He knew from the beginning that it would be different with Jimin and Jungkook – with omegas – not that he was sure exactly how at the time, but he knew. Still, it’s a surprise when that feeling of satisfaction wanes just enough for him to feel the spark of possessiveness deep inside of him.

Oh .

Their first kiss ends, but Jimin stays close enough that Taehyung can feel the warm puffs of air as he breathes – and it’s soft and sweet but all he can think is that if anyone outside of the pack so much as looks at Jimin the wrong way, Taehyung will kill them. Is this how the hyungs feel about him? Is Jimin feeling the same thing?

All of those are things he can think about later . Right now, he knows exactly what he wants, and that’s to kiss Jimin again.

So that’s exactly what he does, tangling his fingers in Jimin’s hair as he closes the distance and presses their lips together again. The second kiss is technically every bit as chaste as the first one, but it feels so much more intimate – like all the worry and nerves have gone, leaving just the experience of finally having one another like this.

When they break apart again, Jimin huffs out a tiny laugh. “That was… Wow.”

“Yeah,” Tae agrees. “Yeah it sure was.”

“You really did all this for me?” Jimin asks, looking up at Taehyung with pretty half lidded eyes and a little smile on his face.

“Mhmm. I knew I wanted to kiss you today and I wanted to make sure everything was perfect.”

“It is perfect. Any first kiss with you would have been, but this is all really sweet and I – I really like you a lot, Taehyung-ah,” Jimin admits, voice lowering to a whisper by the end.

“I like you a lot too, Jimin-ah.”

“Do you maybe… Here, let me just –” Jimin reaches for Taehyung’s hand, lifting it up to his face until his lips brush the underside of Tae’s wrist. He lingers there for a few moments before letting his tongue swipe gently over the skin.

Taehyung can’t help the whine that slips out of him as he scrambles to get hold of Jimin’s hand and return the favor immediately.

Fuck, a first kiss and more intimate scenting? Could this day get any better?

It makes him feel a little better when he hears Jimin let out his own little whimper at the first swipe of Taehyung’s tongue across his wrist. At least they’re both affected. Plus even if he knew it already, it doesn’t hurt to have even more evidence that Jimin really does want all of this just as bad as he does.

After the scenting, Jimin basically ends up in his lap in an attempt to cuddle even closer and they spend the next hour or two huddled up like that, watching videos together on Taehyung’s Switch. Jimin seems excited when Tae explains his plan to get a kiss from Jungkook later today, and he even agrees to not tell Jungkook about the kiss they just shared until later that afternoon. It should give Taehyung plenty of time to complete Step Two and still have it be a cute surprise for Jungkook.

When Jimin eventually has to leave for work, they part with their usual embrace, but this time it’s followed by one more shy little peck on the lips.

The perfect end to a perfect date. Step One has been an absolute success.

~~

Step Two doesn’t exactly go to plan.

Honestly, that’s a bit of an understatement. It all seems like it’s going right at first. Shortly after Jimin leaves, Taehyung gets a ride down to their apartment for his afternoon date with Jungkook. They’d planned out the specifics last night. There’s a new movie out that Jungkook wants to see – some martial arts film that doesn’t look half bad – and Taehyung had agreed immediately because what’s more romantic than dinner and a movie? (Or a movie and then dinner later in this case – but still.)

After the movie, they’re headed out for a walk in the park. It rained this morning, so they’ll have to stay on the path if they don’t want to get all muddy, but it should still be nice. There’s an art supply store close to there that he wants to bring Jungkook to as well if they have time. (He was complaining the other day about some of his paints really needing to be replaced and the price of canvas, so hopefully they have whatever he needs there.) And then finally, after all of that they get to go to dinner together.

There’s so many opportunities in there for a good first kiss. It should just be a matter of picking the right one.

Or so he thinks.

Taehyung arrives only about five minutes late to the apartment, but Jungkook doesn’t look like he’s quite ready either judging by his messy hair and the stained gray tank top he’s wearing.

“Hi, hyung,” Jungkook says when he opens the door. “Sorry, I’m still getting ready but I promise I’ll hurry and we – Wow… umm – You look really good.”

Tae grins at the compliment. His outfit really isn’t anything special, but it is colorful. He’d kept his jeans plain gray, but he’d opted for a light pink button down and pink jacket only a shade or two darker than the shirt. It’s definitely cute – the sort of light, pretty look that’s perfect for his second first kiss of the day.

“Thanks, Jungkookie. You look handsome too.”

Jungkook half smiles before looking down at his own stained shirt and sweatpants. “Umm, good to know your standards are nice and low at least. Now I’m not nearly as worried about what to wear,” he jokes, rubbing at his neck as he steps aside to allow Taehyung into the apartment.

Once he shuts the door behind him, Tae turns and opens his arms at Jungkook, looking for a hug. “My standards are not low. Have you met me? Come on, hugs now please,” he whines, making grabby hands and watching Jungkook scramble to pull him into his arms. “That’s better, thanks. And I did mean it, you know? You look good even when you’re not dressed up – and you have such pretty arms that it’s almost a shame to cover them up.”

“Aww, thanks, hyung. I really am planning to go back to the gym soon. My arms used to look better before I canceled my membership.”

Taehyung has a hard time imagining them even better than they are now, especially when he’s wrapped up so safe and secure in them at the moment. “They already feel so nice,” he sighs, squeezing Jungkook a little tighter. “Hard to imagine they get much better than this. Still though, is going back to the gym something you wanna do?”

“Oh, for sure. I love the gym! We have a really nice one right down the street but I dropped my membership when Jiminie lost his job. I keep meaning to swing by and renew it now that things aren’t so tight, but it feels… I don’t know. Frivolous, I guess?”

“Why would it be frivolous if it’s something you really wanna do?”

“I mean, we still haven’t really built our savings back up and Jiminie thinks it’s important that we work toward having a few months worth of expenses set aside. The sooner we do that, the sooner he doesn’t have to worry anymore and–”

Oh, that won’t do at all.

“Jungkookie,” Taehyung interrupts. There’s no way he’s going to let any of his mates worry about money – not when he’s one of the highest paid professionals in his entire field. Absolutely not. “You guys don’t have to worry about that anymore. We’ll take care of you.”

Jungkook pulls back a little, chewing nervously at his lip. “You guys already are, hyung. You’ve done so much and it’s completely changed our lives and we’re already super grateful.”

“Well I’d like to keep changing your lives, if you don’t mind. I’m not saying not to work and set goals and do anything else you want – but if you want something and don’t feel like you have the money, just tell one of us. If you think that all five of us aren’t basically foaming at the mouth to buy you two anything you could ever want, you’ve clearly been living under a rock. Let’s go get your membership on the way. I’ll pay up for a couple of years and then you won’t have to worry about it for a long time.”

Jungkook smiles. “Okay. Thank you so much, TaeTae,” he says softly, his gaze drifting down to Taehyung’s lips before snapping back up to his eyes.

It’s a pretty clear indicator of interest. He could go in for the kiss now – but he wants to wait for the right moment, just like with Jimin. So instead, Tae just smiles back at him and says, “No problem, Jungkookie. Now were you serious about not knowing what to wear? Want some help?”

They spend the next ten minutes digging through Jungkook’s closet, which is desperately in need of expansion. So many of the clothes are falling apart or damaged in some other way (many are covered in splashes of paint or smudges of charcoal that have become one with the fabric). Plus, in Taehyung’s opinion, there aren’t nearly enough nice soft options for whenever his preheat hits next. There’s a few pairs of extra soft sweatpants, but he can do better than that.

Something to worry about later.

Right now, he’s far more enamored by watching Jungkook slip out of his worn tank top, chest on full display and looking so fucking good it’s honestly unfair.

“How do you have abs if you don’t even have a gym membership,” Taehyung whines, eyes glued to the flat plane of Jungkook’s stomach, admiring the lines of muscle.

Jungkook flushes at the attention. (Shit he looks so, so good.) “I mean, I still do my best to get good exercise,” he mumbles. “Really, this isn’t anything special.”

“Nothing special, are you – God, you’re so fucking hot it’s not even fair. Here, just put a shirt on before we run late.” They have a whole date to get to. He can’t afford to get caught up like this if he wants to stick to the plan. “I’m gonna go get a glass of water while you change. Grab some jeans and run a brush through your hair and we can leave, okay?”

As it turns out, there was really no need to rush, because when they arrive at the movie theater (five minutes early even after stopping to renew Jungkook’s gym membership) it’s closed, surrounded by fire trucks and police cars. According to some people hanging around the scene, there was a small fire behind the concession stand that morning that got far enough out of hand to damage the lobby. While Jungkook is busy asking if anyone got hurt, Taehyung starts looking for other theaters in the area but there’s nothing close by that’s showing the movie Jungkook wanted to see.

Well shit. Not ideal, but he can still salvage this.

“Sorry, Jungkookie. I don’t see anywhere else close by that’s playing your movie. Are you okay with us doing something else today?”

“That’s okay,” Jungkook says with a smile, not seeming even the least bit disappointed. “There’s lots of other stuff to do around here.”

“Anything you’ve been wanting to do for a while?” Taehyung asks. He’s not feeling too picky – he just wants to do something Jungkook will enjoy.

“Well there’s some new trails that opened up last month about a mile north of here but with the rain…” Jungkook pauses, looking down at Tae’s bright white sneakers and then letting out a little laugh. “Actually, I’ll save the trails for Namjoon-hyung. That’s not really your thing, is it, hyung?”

It’s really not, and Taehyung is more than a little grateful that Jungkook realized that for himself instead of him having to turn down the invite. “Not really, but Joonie-hyung will be so damn excited if you ask him to go hiking with you. I prefer the comforts of civilization.”

“Hmm, okay… I heard there’s a new arcade in the mall up the road. Wanna go play some games? Oh and there’s a new pet store too – We could look at kittens, hyung!”

“Both of those sound fun,” Tae agrees. “Pet store first?”

~~

Taehyung is going to scream.

Everything – every single thing – they try to do goes wrong.

First the movie theater is closed, then the pet store is open but they don’t have any kittens or puppies or anything like that. (They do have some fish in stock that Taehyung thinks are pretty cool all the way up until Jungkook explains that most of them are being kept improperly and probably aren’t very happy.) They do manage to have fun playing games at the arcade for a while, but when Jungkook excitedly goes to turn in their tickets, the machine eats half of them.

“Oh no,” Jungkook whines, tearing off whatever he can save from their winnings before the machine shreds them all. He turns to look at Tae sadly, clutching a tiny pile of tickets. “Sorry, hyung. I really did want to win you something cool.”

Taehyung glances around but there’s nobody here to help them, just a service number that probably connects to some automated call center. Jungkook assures him it isn’t worth it and goes ahead with trading in what’s left of their winnings at a different machine. This one thankfully doesn’t eat them at least.

Jungkook turns back to Taehyung with a smile on his face and a little pink turtle plushie. “Here you go. He’s not very big but he does match your outfit.”

“I love him,” Tae assures him, reaching out to hold his new friend. He really does like the turtle. It’s cute and it does match his outfit (and most importantly, it’s a gift). He just wishes Jungkook had been able to get something he really wanted.

They walk around the mall for a bit but don’t really find anything great. Jungkook sees a pair of boots he gets really excited over but they don’t have any in stock of his size, so Taehyung makes a note of the brand for later and tries to stay positive. Just walking around together is still fun and it’s not like Jungkook seems to be having a bad time – so at least there’s that.

Once they leave the mall, the art supply store Taehyung had found ends up being a wash too. Jungkook appears to have fun looking but they don’t carry most of what he uses, which he says is okay because he already knows where to buy them when he needs to.

Taehyung just grits his teeth and smiles.

“You still wanna go for a walk in the park, hyung?” Jungkook asks, smiling like the day has gone fine.

Okay, there’s nothing that can be out of order or closed or malfunctioning in a park.

Taehyung agrees and takes a few deep breaths as they make their way there, bracing himself for whatever is going to go wrong this time. With all the still standing puddles of rainwater on the street, maybe the whole park is flooded, or closed due to an animal attack, or so full of mosquitoes that it’s going to be miserable the whole time.

It’s none of those things. The park is okay – completely normal. Maybe a little muddier than usual but they had already been planning to just stay on the paved path anyways. Yes, the walk in the park is just that. They make easy conversation and hardly pass anyone else along the trail, and they’re only a few minutes in when Jungkook reaches down to hold Taehyung’s hand.

Maybe something is finally going to go right on this date.

Jungkook seems at peace in nature, even if it’s just a few city blocks worth, excitedly pointing out new plants and birds that he sees. It’s not that Taehyung hates the outdoors or anything either. The beach is just more his speed. Laying out in the sun and playing in the water definitely beats mud and bugs and hiking uphill for hours. Still, this is definitely nice – being surrounded by trees and plants and Jungkook squeezing his hand in excitement any time he sees something cool.

Taehyung has finally started to relax by the time they reach the end of the walking path and emerge back into the city. “That was actually pretty nice,” he admits.

“Oh, does that mean you wanna go again?” Jungkook teases, bumping Tae with his shoulder. “We just might get you into hiking yet.”

“No thank you. That was the perfect amount of nature for me. Good company can only do so much heavy lifting.”

“I thought the company was pretty good too.”

“Pretty good?” Taehyung says, giving Jungkook a little shove. “I’m amazing company, thank you very much.”

Jungkook laughs, reaching up to ruffle his hair. “You’re right, hyung. You are amazing company.”

“Damn right I am. Now, are you feeling hungry? Cause I’m ready to eat something.”

“I’m basically always hungry.”

“You still want to go to that noodle place, Jungkookie? It was just a few blocks down, right?”

“That still sounds good to me. I bet you’ll really like it too. They have a bunch of good stuff there,” Jungkook answers, starting to lead the way.

They don’t make it very far before they get stuck waiting at a crosswalk. Jungkook is just a few steps behind, bent down to tie his shoe and still rattling off different menu items he thinks Taehyung is going to like.

It happens too fast for Taehyung to jump out of the way. One second he hears a horn blaring behind him and the next second he’s turning to see what the fuss is about and gets absolutely blasted from head to toe with muddy rain water. He barely blinks the mess out of his eyes in time to catch a glimpse of the huge truck that ran through the puddle on the side of the road and soaked him.

And he is soaked.

The cold hits him first. Today hasn’t been all that warm, especially with the rain earlier in the morning, so the water is cold as it splashes over him. His clothes are left dripping with dirty gray-brown water, flecked with specks of mud and only getting colder as the breeze blows against him.

“Oh no, hyung. Are you okay?” Jungkook asks from behind him.

Taehyung doesn’t turn around, just stands there in shock for a second before reaching up to wipe off his face. His outfit is probably ruined, but that’s no big deal. He has more clothes than he needs already but…

He lifts up the pretty pink turtle Jungkook had given him and finds it soaked in the same muddy water.

Great. Just great. He’s too soaked for them to get lunch and he’s managed to ruin his gift within hours of receiving it. Fuck.

Jungkook runs around to have a look at him from the front, placing a hand on Taehyung’s shoulder. “Wow, you really got it good, huh? Are you okay, TaeTae?”

He is not going to cry.

Taehyung swallows and forces a little smile onto his face. “Yeah, I’m okay. Probably can’t go out to eat like this though…”

“That’s okay. Why don’t we head back home and I’ll wash your clothes for you? You can borrow something of mine and we can just order pizza instead?”

It’s not like they have a lot of other options. Taehyung is already starting to shiver out here in the wind, so they should probably get a move on before he catches a cold and Jin-hyung has a fit. “Yeah,” he agrees, teeth starting to chatter already. “Let’s do that.”

“Aww, hyung, you’re shivering. Here, wear my jacket, okay?” Taehyung starts to decline but Jungkook has already stripped out of the jacket and is busy draping it over him. “There you go. Come one, we aren’t far from the apartment. You can use our shower too.”

The walk back to the apartment doesn’t take more than a few minutes. Jungkook’s jacket does a good job of shielding him from the worst of the cold but he’s still shivering by the time they step back inside. At least his clothes have gotten drier so he’s not dripping all over their floor.

He feels a little better after rinsing off in the shower – or at least warmer.

Other than that, he still feels kind of hopeless. It isn’t fair. This morning with Jimin went so perfect and then everything since then has just been a disaster. Is it really so much to ask for two first kisses to go according to plan on the same day? At least he didn’t cry – but how in the hell is he supposed to salvage this?

Wearing Jungkook’s clothes is nice at least. He’s picked out some of the softer ones that Taehyung remembers from inspecting his closet earlier – a thick pair of sweatpants and a worn t-shirt that reminds him of some of his own favorites (usually stolen from Yoongi-hyung’s closet). They have a little of Jungkook’s pretty citrus scent on them but it’s not nearly as strong as it had been on his jacket, and right now all Taehyung wants to do is be wrapped up in someone’s soothing scent…

Maybe they can cuddle, because if he goes much longer without some reassurance he might just die.

He gathers up all of his wet clothes and heads out to find Jungkook sitting on the couch with his phone in hand. Part of him wonders if Jimin has texted yet – if Jungkook knows what Tae has been trying and failing to do all day or not.

Only one way to find out.

“Hey Jungkookie.”

Jungkook turns to look at him and his mouth drops open just the slightest. “Hyung – Hi- you – Wow you look so good in my clothes.”

The compliment feels good, especially right now when he feels a little like he’s twisting in the wind. Still, he needs to find out – “Thanks; they’re comfy. Have you heard from Jiminie recently?”

“Nah, he’s been pretty quiet today. A busy time at work I’m guessing. You saw him this morning though, right? Did you guys have fun?”

That’s a relief at least. He still has time, though what he plans to do with it is still a mystery. “Yeah, it was nice. I made a pillow fort and we played games. Where’s your washer though?” Taehyung holds up his pile of clothes a little higher and Jungkook quickly gets off the couch.

“Sorry, I got distracted by how pretty you are in my clothes. It’s just down the hall here. I’ll show you.” Jungkook leads the way back to the hallway and opens what looks like a closet door to reveal a little washer and dryer tucked away inside. “Here, I’ll take your stuff. My jacket is already in there, and your shoes too. They’re safe to wash, right?”

“Yeah, they’ll be fine.” Taehyung hands over his pile of clothes and winces when Jungkook starts adding them to the machine one by one instead of just chucking in the whole pile. It basically guarantees that he’ll see–

Jungkook pulls Taehyung’s shirt free from the pile and the pink stuffed turtle tumbles to the floor. “Oh, it looks like this little guy got wet too, huh?” he asks, lifting the turtle up and turning him around to assess the damage. “He doesn’t look too bad. We’ll toss him in with the rest and see how he– Hyung, are you okay?”

Shit, he’s definitely crying.

He was really, really trying not to, but as soon as Jungkook starts looking at the ruined plushie the tears burst out of him like a dam breaking. They run down his cheeks in big fat drops and he slides to the floor, pulling his knees close to his chest and hiding his face in his arms. “Yeah, I’m fine – just give… give me a minute,” he says, voice cracking around more tears.

There’s a little bit of rustling as Jungkook drops the rest of the stuff in the washer and gets down on the floor with him, reaching out and wrapping his arms around Taehyung. “What’s wrong, TaeTae? Is it about your clothes? I’m sure they’ll be okay if –”

“S’not my clothes,” Taehyung mumbles. “Shit, I’m sorry about this.”

“There’s nothing to be sorry for, hyung. I just wanna know why you’re crying so I can help you feel better.”

Fuck, this is the worst. If the day wasn’t ruined already then it definitely is now. He’s never gonna be able to give Jungkook a good first kiss like this and Jimin is gonna text him and he’s going to know what Taehyung has been trying to do and how badly he’s fucked it up and–

“Hey, it’s okay. Whatever is wrong, I’m sure we can find a way to fix it,” Jungkook says softly, turning his head and pressing a tiny kiss into Taehyung’s hair. “C’mon, no matter what it is, you can tell me.”

It’s not like lying is going to do him any good. Jungkook is gonna find out eventually… Fuck it.

“It’s just – I wanted –” Taehyung stops, taking a few deep breaths while Jungkook rubs at his back.

“It’s okay, you can take your time, hyung.”

“I tried so hard to make today perfect. I wanted – It was supposed to be special but it just feels like everything went wrong and I made all the wrong choices and –” He cuts himself off with a sniffle and then a sigh. “And now I’m sitting here crying and it’s only making it worse.”

“Okay, well first off, I had a really good time today. I know a lot of stuff didn’t go according to plan but I still got to spend it with you and we got to do a bunch of fun stuff.”

“But we didn’t – The movie theater was closed, the pet store was mean to their fish, the arcade ate our tickets, and then we couldn’t even go get dinner like you wanted because I got splashed and ruined the present you gave me!” Taehyung is shaking by the time he finishes, squeezing out more tears that drip down onto his borrowed sweatpants.

“Huh that is kind of a lot of stuff to have go wrong in one day, isn’t it?” Jungkook asks like he hadn’t thought it was weird before this exact moment.

Did he really…

Tae snaps his head up to look at Jungkook with disbelief. He really does look like this is news to him, like he hadn’t even – “Did you really not even notice?”

“I mean, a little,” Jungkook says quickly, biting at his lip while he looks back at Taehyung. “I guess it just didn’t bother me at all? Like I said, I already got to spend the day with you so it’s not like I really cared that much about all the other stuff.”

That nearly makes Taehyung start crying all over again, and he brings his hands up to hide his face.

“Wait! I’m sorry, hyung. I didn’t know it was bothering you, but you don’t have to hide. I dunno why today was supposed to be so special but I bet we can still make it good if you just tell me how. Why did you need today to go perfect? What can I do to help?”

There’s a little ding sound from Jungkook’s pocket, but he doesn’t let go of Tae to answer it. Probably Jimin finally texting, which means they’ve run out of time. Only one thing left to do.

He takes a deep breath.

“I wanted to make today special because I wanted us to have our first kiss,” he says into his hands. “Was trying to make it perfect but everything went wrong.”

“Oh, wow, really?” Jungkook says, scent spiking all sweet like orange blossoms in the air. “You didn’t have to do anything like that. I already want to kiss you.”

“But… I wanted to make it romantic.”

Jungkook leans back on his knees and gently grasps at Taehyung’s wrists, thumbs rubbing little circles into the back of his hands. “Kissing you would be romantic no matter what, TaeTae. C’mon, you don’t have to hide anymore. If you let me, I’ll kiss you right now.”

“I don’t want you to kiss me for the first time when I’m crying.”

“But, hyung,” Jungkook coos, brushing Taehyung’s still damp hair off of his forehead. “You’re beautiful like this. Please?”

Tae sniffles, lowering his hands enough that he can peer through his fingers at Jungkook and see the way he smiles soft and patient back at him. It makes a fresh round of tears well up in his eyes, but this time it’s just because he’s already emotional and Jungkook is looking at him like he’s something lovely and precious even though nothing he planned for today has worked.

“You- you really mean that?”

Jungkook’s smile widens as he leans in closer, face only inches from Taehyung’s. “Of course I do. You’re pretty when you cry, hyung. Let me see?”

Pretty when he cries? How is – Whatever. It’s not like he has anything else to lose at this point.

“Fine,” he huffs, dropping the hands from his face, fully aware that he’s probably all flushed and blotchy and the chances that his mascara survived this untouched are basically zero. “Still think I’m pretty?”

Jungkook cups one of his blotchy cheeks and brushes away a tear with his thumb. “The prettiest,” he whispers, leaning just a little closer. “Are you gonna let me kiss you now?”

Today was supposed to be so romantic that it left Jungkook at a loss for words, but instead Taehyung is the one who feels speechless. He wants to answer – really, he does – but Jungkook is just inches from his face and he’s already feeling exposed and raw and he just wants so badly.

All he manages is a tiny, shaky whine.

That earns him a warm little laugh as Jungkook tips his head forward enough for their noses to brush. “Was that a yes, hyung?”

Fuck.

Taehyung feels his heart skip a beat and decides to just go for it, leaning in that last little bit and pressing his lips to Jungkook’s. It’s perfect, soft and warm and so unbearably sweet that he feels another tear slip down his cheek as his eyes close. Jungkook brushes it away and lets out a little hum as he tilts his head to deepen the kiss.

He feels a lot of what he felt earlier with Jimin – the satisfaction, joy, possessiveness – and a familiar wonder at how he ever could have been happy before he knew them. His pack is wonderful. They’ve been everything he wanted and more. It’s just that now he knows that it’s incomplete, that the pieces he didn’t even know were missing are right here in front of him and they’re the perfect fit.

Jungkook lets out a soft little sigh when Taehyung pulls back a couple inches, trying to catch his breath and process the onslaught of feelings bubbling up inside of him.

“Can we – One more, hyung?” Jungkook whispers, already leaning back in and clearly vibrating with want even though he waits for permission, so close to Taehyung’s lips that they may as well be kissing already.

He’s way too goddamn hot.

It sends Tae’s thoughts screeching to a halt, voice shaking as he answers, “Fuck, as many as you want, baby.”

Jungkook whines and backs up just a little, cheeks going pink.

“Oh?” Taehyung can’t help but smile at the reaction. “Do you like that?” Jungkook gives a shy little nod, looking back at him through his lashes. “That’s so damn cute. Wait until the hyungs find out. They’re gonna love that so much.”

“They will?”

“Trust me, you have no idea. But I’ll take that second kiss now, pretty baby.”

Jungkook lets out a shaky breath and leans back in to kiss him again. It’s more thorough this time, one press of lips leading into the next until they’re both smiling into it and then breaking away giggling. Jungkook practically pulls Taehyung into his lap, pressing kisses to his cheeks and over the bridge of his nose.

“Can’t believe you thought I wouldn’t want to kiss you,” Jungkook says with a big smile on his face. “You’re so pretty. Nobody in their right mind wouldn’t want to kiss you.”

“Hey, I knew you wanted to – or at least I was like ninety percent sure. I just wanted to make it really special.”

“It was. So special, hyung.”

He has a point. For as wrong as everything went, this does still feel really special – even if now he has to live the rest of his life knowing that he had his first kiss with Jungkook while he was crying. Although Jungkook really hadn’t seemed to mind. If anything he was kind of…

“So do you have a thing about crying or were you just being sweet?”

Jungkook laughs, biting at his lower lip for a second before looking back up at Taehyung with that pretty blush back on his cheeks. “Is it okay if it’s a little of both?”

Oh hell yes – he can definitely work with that.

“Yeah it’s – That’s more than okay, baby.”

The flush on Jungkook’s cheeks deepens and he groans. “Hyung, that’s mean,” he whines, hugging Taehyung closer and hiding his face in his shoulder.

Taehyung just laughs and presses a kiss to the side of Jungkook’s neck.

Step Two has definitely been a success.

 

Notes:

We have finally entered first kiss territory!

I'm still traveling but everything is going smooth, and I'm so glad this didn't have to wait for Monday! Hope you all enjoyed!
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Chapter 27: Dancing

Notes:

This week we begin our journey through a short, more Hobi-centric plot arc. I hope you enjoy! :D

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Hoseok steps out of his shower feeling at least a little more human than before. It’s good to be back home, alone in his bathroom where he can finally just relax… or at least try to.

He’s just returned from a job – a tough one. It had consumed the better part of the past week, with hours spent researching, planning, checking, and then rechecking every detail. It’s the sort of job that only comes along once every few months, an actual challenge, a true heist .

He’s made his reputation by doing that sort of work. Getting in and out of places that are supposed to be impenetrable, leaving no evidence, stealing priceless objects and critical intel. He used to live for those jobs. The work can still be enjoyable, and the sense of accomplishment is there too, but it’s just different now.

Mostly, it’s easy to ignore. Freelance work isn’t something he does a lot of anymore (preferring to do work that helps the pack instead), but the client for this job was an old friend and Hoseok doesn’t like to burn bridges.

Being owed a favor is always an advantageous position to be in.

He should be basking in his victory, maybe pouring himself a drink. Instead, he gets dressed and then plops down onto his bed, staring up at the ceiling. He knows what’s bothering him. It’s hard to ignore – a nagging little thought running through his mind over and over.

The thrill is gone. Has been for a while now.

Pulling off a hard job used to be almost euphoric, like cracking a puzzle that nobody else could figure out. In the moment it still felt a little like that, but now…

Now it just feels hollow.

At least this job is something he can tell his parents about the next time he sees them. They care deeply about his success, to the exclusion of most other things about his life. Seeing them when he hasn’t had a big job in between visits is the worst, fielding all their questions about why he isn’t working and trying to explain that he is working – just not the kind of work they want for him.

It’s understandable. They invested heavily in making him the best at what he does, but sometimes it feels like that’s what they see him as. An investment. When he manages to meet their expectations, they do at least look at him like he’s their son.

Ugh. No point thinking about this unless he wants to spiral. With any luck, he won’t be heading home anytime soon, as long as his parents keep to their busy schedule of vacationing all around the world for another few months.

He manages to relax (if laying down on the bed feeling empty counts as relaxing) for all of five minutes before he picks up his phone to check the group chat. Maybe someone needs help with something? At least then he could feel useful instead of just… whatever this is.

Nothing interesting from last night beyond their responses to the check-in text he’d sent once he was safely back in his hotel room. The messages from the last hour do at least look a little more promising though.

[Pack Group Chat]

[Namjoon]: There has been a change of plans for today. Jin-hyung and I will be heading out of town for an urgent meeting with a client.

[Namjoon]: Nothing dangerous but very time sensitive.

[Tae]: aww i thought you were planning something fun tonight with jiminie and jungkookie

[Namjoon]: We were.

[Tae]: (´;︵;`)

[Namjoon]: The timing is unfortunate, but I have already sent them a message about rescheduling and they seemed amenable.

[Tae]: you guys need me with you?

[Namjoon]: I don’t believe it will be that sort of meeting. Come see me in my office if you’re worried about the security details.

[Tae]: k be up in a minute

[Yoongi]: You going to need technical support, Joon-ah?

[Namjoon]: Nothing preemptive, but will you be available in a few hours if we need you?

[Yoongi]: I’ll be here.

~

It’s been about twenty minutes since the last messages, but Hoseok decides to check in regardless.

~

[Hobi]: u guys need anything from me? :D

[Namjoon]: Hoseok-ah, I didn’t realize you were home

[Hobi]: haven’t been here 2 long. just got out of the shower.

[Namjoon]: We’re already on our way. Jin says hi. We’re sorry we missed you.

[Hobi]: it’s okay. sounded like it happened pretty quick :D

[Hobi]: anything i can do for u?

[Namjoon]: We should be okay. The meeting is time sensitive, but nothing too complex.

[Hobi]: what were u planning with minnie and jungkookie?

[Namjoon]: Jin and I were going to take them out tonight to celebrate finishing their first week of classes.

[Namjoon]: Really Jin was planning most of it.

[Hobi]: so champagne, dinner reservations, that sort of thing? ;D

[Namjoon]: To the letter, yes.

[Hobi]: don’t worry.

[Hobi]: i can take them out to celebrate :D

[Namjoon]: Aren’t you tired after such a long job? It’s okay if you need a night to rest.

[Hobi]: nah i got plenty of sleep last night. i won’t steal ur fancy dinner date though since you can just save it for another night

[Hobi]: i’ll see what they feel like doing. maybe we’ll go dancing

[Namjoon]: Thank you, Hoseok-ah. I would feel better knowing they are getting a chance to celebrate.

[Hobi]: no problem. u guys just come home safe and i’ll take care of them :D

~

Thank god.

Something else to focus on, with the added benefit of that something being Jimin and Jungkook. Hoseok feels like he’s hardly had a chance to talk to them since they came over to the house last week, and he’d be lying if he said he didn’t miss them.

The occasional peek at the live feed of their apartment had helped, but it was a far cry from actually seeing them.

He’s been giving a fair bit of thought (in his few free moments this last week) to what kind of dates would suit the two of them best. It’s still early in the relationship, but never too soon to start planning a more elaborate date night – or the Jung Hoseok Special, as Taehyung likes to call it.

The thing is, Hoseok is good at collecting details about people. Cataloging preferences and brief mentions of interest is something that comes naturally to him, and it would be a shame not to put that data to good use. So every year he tries to plan at least one highly personalized (and maybe a bit over the top) date night for each one of his mates.

They vary wildly depending on who the day is for. The only constant is to try and make it as special as he can. Taehyung likes more fluidity to the day, while Namjoon tends to feel most comfortable with a schedule of some sort. And while Jin prefers traditional romance, – candle lit dinners and glasses of wine shared on the couch – Yoongi would rather do something romance adjacent.

Last summer, Hoseok found out about a huge auction happening from some failed tech company startup and just knew it was the perfect place to start a date for Yoongi. He did a little research about what would be on offer (with his limited knowledge of computer hardware), and figured there would surely be something there to excite Yoongi.

It was a bigger success than he could have imagined.

By the time they left, the car was absolutely loaded with assorted bits of hardware and Yoongi was more plainly excited than Hoseok had seen him in months. The rest of the night had been spent in Yoongi’s office, drinking the best whiskey Hoseok could find and surrounded by containers of their favorite takeout, all while Yoongi sifted through his haul of computers and parts and explained what he wanted to use them for.

Hoseok had ridden that high for weeks. Nothing feels quite as good as a perfectly executed plan.

Still, while he’s excited (and already making plans) for something more elaborate, tonight isn’t the time for all of that. Jimin likes dancing, and Jungkook likes seeing Jimin have a good time. They can have some drinks and possibly get food on the way home if they aren’t too tired – maybe somewhere with good noodles, since he knows Jungkook is partial to them. If Taehyung is free, it would be ideal for him to tag along as well.

Yes, then all three of them can have fun and he can send Namjoon some photo evidence of all their omegas enjoying themselves. Perfect.

Namjoon is obviously disappointed to have missed the evening they had planned, but Hoseok will do his best to lessen the blow a little.

[Hobi to JK and Jimin]

[Hobi]: so ur first week of class is over. how would the 2 of u like to go out and celebrate tonight? :D

[Jimin]: Omg that sounds so good (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: What were you thinking?

[Hobi]: how about dancing and drinks? my treat.

[JK]: a drink sounds so good

[Jimin]: Is Taehyung gonna come too?

[Hobi]: haven’t asked yet but i am about 99% sure it will be a yes ;D

[Hobi]: pick u 2 up at 7?

[JK]: sounds great

~

Taehyung is of course more than eager to come with, preemptively mixing himself a drink to sip on while he goes to pick out an outfit. Hoseok is not invited to assist with picking an outfit out of Taehyung’s closet like he normally would be before a night out. (Which definitely means Taehyung is up to something.)

Still, Taehyung comes downstairs happy, dressed, and ready to go (and maybe a tiny bit tipsy). Whatever he’s hiding, Hoseok doesn’t think it has to do with his outfit. It’s pretty standard for the occasion, tight jeans, his ever-present dangly moon earrings, and a pretty choker – though the cropped top showing off a hint of midriff is a bit of a rarer treat.

Not the outfit. No bag tonight, so he isn’t sneaking anything in. Maybe nothing to do with him at all? Jimin or Jungkook?

Hard to say at this point.

The two of them let Yoongi know they’re leaving and manage to arrive at Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment right on time. Taehyung bypasses the elevator and bounds up the stairs with excitement, Hoseok only a couple of steps behind him. He was already looking forward to tonight, but Taehyung’s enthusiasm and glee are always infectious, leaving his cheeks almost aching from smiling so much. It’s going to be a good night.

Jungkook greets them at the door with a warm smile. “Come on in. Jiminie’s just about ready. You really got him invested in dressing up, hyung,” he says to Taehyung.

Well, that clears up why he hadn’t been invited to Taehyung’s closet. The two of them must have had a call.

“Good, I’ve been wanting to see him all dressed up for weeks,” Taehyung says. “You look so good too, Jungkookie. Those pants fit you like a glove.”

Jungkook smiles. “Thanks. Jiminie picked them out, and also helped me with my hair.”

Hoseok is inclined to agree with Taehyung’s assessment – Jungkook does look really good, though it’s more because he’s just incredibly handsome than because he’s dressed up all that much. The dark wash jeans he wears do almost look like he was poured into them, showing off strong thighs and his (really nice) ass.

“Jimin-ah obviously knows your best features,” Hoseok says with a wink, mostly just to see Jungkook blush at the obvious flirting. “You ready to do some dancing?”

Jungkook nods. “I’m especially ready to watch Jiminie dance while I have a drink.”

“Oh, not much of a dancer yourself?”

“Not like he is. I probably wouldn’t go on my own, but it’s fun together.”

Taehyung pouts and latches onto Jungkook’s side. “You’re gonna dance with me, right?”

“Of course, hyung. Anything you want.”

“Sorry to keep you guys waiting,” Jimin’s voice calls out from down the hall. “I’m just grabbing my shoes and I’m good to go.”

Jungkook takes the cue to go slip his own shoes on as well, Taehyung still clinging to his side and giggling while Jungkook essentially drags him to the door.

Hoseok is as prepared as he can be when Jimin rounds the corner. He’s expecting the makeup and jewelry. After seeing Taehyung’s outfit and knowing that the two of them talked while getting dressed, even the outfit isn’t a surprise. The slightly cropped top with a neckline low enough to show some collarbone and the long line of his throat is still a delight, and Hoseok doesn’t hide the way his gaze lingers there.

“Hey, Hoseok-hyung,” Jimin says with a coy little smile. “You approve?”

He is admittedly a little taken aback at the display of confidence, quirking his head even as a grin stretches across his face. Confidence really does suit Jimin. “I do. You look gorgeous, Minnie.”

At least the nickname still gets a blush out of him.

Taehyung and Jimin both gush compliments when they get a look at one another, hugging and pressing their wrists together without a second thought. Jungkook joins in right after, until the three of them have all been thoroughly scented.

It’s a lot to take in. They’re all so cute, and it’s only multiplied by them being dressed up and hanging off of each other like this – and the wonderful smell of three happy omegas is…

He pulls out his phone and snaps a picture to send to Namjoon. Proof that they are already having a good time and their pack alpha doesn’t need to spend his evening worrying about them. (Also a good distraction to keep his thoughts out of the gutter.)

~~

They go to one of Taehyung and Hoseok’s favorite clubs. Taehyung says they make the best drinks here, and the music is always good. Hoseok is a fan of the music as well, but more than that he appreciates how familiar he is with the building. He knows all the exits and entrances, and Taehyung is friendly with a few of the bouncers – mostly through word of mouth from their security team, since almost all of them have been personally trained by Taehyung at some point.

All in all, it’s a good, safe place to take their new omegas for a night of celebration.

Jimin and Taehyung head for the dance floor right away, while Hoseok and Jungkook take care of grabbing drinks. He learns that Jungkook is partial to beer, and that Jimin shares Taehyung’s love for fruity cocktails. He also learns that Taehyung hadn’t been the only one to make himself a drink while he was getting ready – Jimin had apparently done the same, which explains the extra dose of confidence.

They carry their drinks over to one of the free tables and Jungkook waves out toward the dance floor until Taehyung notices him, nudging Jimin’s side and pointing to the table. Jimin looks up and smiles at them through the small crowd, raising his arms to wave as they head towards the table.

It’s at this point that Hoseok nearly spits out a mouthful of his drink. When Jimin lifts his arms, his shirt rides up enough to let his tummy peek out and there is a flash of something silver glimmering in the light.

Is that a – Fuck. Jimin has a bellybutton piercing.

He can actually feel the way his scent tries to spike at the sight and finds himself really glad for once that keeping his scent subdued is his natural state.

“How long has Jiminie had his bellybutton pierced?” Hoseok asks, keeping his voice even and wondering what he should do with this information now that he has it… Probably not say a word and just pray that he gets to be there the moment that Yoongi sees it for the first time, or Namjoon.

Jungkook grins and takes a sip of his beer. “He did it right after we moved here. I was getting another tattoo at Special-f(x) before I had applied to work there and Amber-ssi saw him looking at the jewelry. She explained that it barely hurts more than getting your ears pierced and offered to do it half off since I already had an appointment.”

Taehyung and Jimin arrive at the table and are all smiles as they thank them for the drinks, asking if the two of them are coming out to the dance floor soon.

“Yeah, let me finish this beer quick,” Jungkook says. “I was just telling Hobi-hyung about when you got your bellybutton pierced, Jiminie.”

“It’s so cute!” Taehyung says, reaching down to lift the hem of Jimin’s shirt and show off the silver piercing with a little star dangling from a short chain. “Did it hurt a lot?”

“No, it wasn’t bad at all. Did take a little bit to heal, but it was worth it I think.” Jimin wiggles his hips back and forth with a grin, swaying the little silver star side to side on its chain.

It’s nice to see Jimin like this, smiling and seeming comfortable in his own skin. He and Taehyung get along great anyways, but when both of them are a little tipsy it’s a whole other can of worms. They joke and laugh while sitting next to one another at the table and then practically drag Hoseok and Jungkook out onto the dance floor, all swaying hips and excited giggles.

For as long as Jungkook avoided the dance floor, he doesn’t look uncomfortable in the slightest once he’s moving – especially when Jimin pulls him in close with a little smirk and leans in for a kiss.

Hoseok just manages to pry his eyes away from the two of them, only to come face to face with Taehyung giving him a knowing little smile and stepping in close. “They’re really something, aren’t they, Hobi-hyung?”

“That’s one way to put it,” Hoseok says, pulling Taehyung into his arms so they can sway there on the floor together. “It’s nice to see Jimin so confident. You did a good job getting him to dress up like that.”

“Damn right I did. He looks so hot – and Jungkookie in those pants – fuck. If Joonie-hyung got a look at him he would pass out.”

“What about Yoongles? You’re not gonna tell him about Jimin’s piercing, are you?”

Taehyung laughs. “No way! I would pay so much money to get to watch his eyes bug out the first time he sees it. You know how he feels about piercings and – Oh! Do you think Namjoonie-hyung might finally feel okay about me getting a tattoo if Jungkookie could do it for me?”

“It still might be a hard sell, but I bet he would at least be more okay with it,” Hoseok answers honestly.

Taehyungie has floated the idea a few times before and Namjoon had practically gone white as a sheet before a growl started up in his chest. He hasn’t said no exactly. (It was something more like ‘I would really prefer if you didn’t’, which basically meant he would have an entire panic attack if Taehyung did decide to go through with it.)

Namjoon is careful about throwing around his authority as their leader, and always wary of being too much of a stereotypical alpha, but his reaction was strong enough that Taehyung decided against it for the time being. The second time didn’t go much better, but Taehyung seems intent on wearing him down. Though maybe now he won’t have to.

In a move that surprises no one, Taehyung is already scheming.

“I bet that if I get Jungkookie to ask with me, there’s no way that Namjoon-hyung will be able to turn us both down.”

He has a good point, but… “Why don’t you start with something smaller first? You like Jimin-ah’s piercing, right? Something quick and easy that doesn’t hurt too much and even Namjoonie could bear to watch, just to get him comfortable with the idea of you going there and getting work done.”

“Hyung, you’re a genius. I’m gonna talk to Jungkookie right away!”

Taehyung is gone in an instant, off to go find the other two omegas. Hoseok takes a second to locate them in the ever-shifting crowd of people on the dance floor, feeling a brief moment of worry before he catches sight of Jimin’s blonde hair through the crowd.

He and Jungkook part easily to make room for Taehyung, all warm smiles and rapt attention while they watch him explain his plan.

Hoseok has done his best to prepare for falling fast. The memory of his own courting with the pack is still fresh in his mind. He remembers the way the five of them had all clicked so easily that it had been a hell of a surprise at the time. Still, he finds himself shaken by just how much fondness is swelling in his chest right now, how much he wants Jimin and Jungkook to decide to stay and join their pack.

Maybe now that he’s done with his job, he can find some more time to spend with them. (Though the whole pack is getting busy right now, with lots of plans falling into place.) At least this night is a good start even if things do get busier for a little while. He should probably get back to it, maybe grab a couple of pictures to send off to the group chat so Joonie knows they’re still alive and well.

He weaves his way through the crowd to join the three of them, asking if they’re feeling up to another round of drinks – which they all enthusiastically agree to.

“Alright, I’ll go grab another round for us then.”

“I can come with you, hyung,” Jungkook says.

“Let me take care of it. You’re supposed to be celebrating.”

Behind Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung lock eyes for a brief moment before nodding, each of them stepping forward to take one of Jungkook’s arms.

“Let Hoseok-hyung take care of it,” Jimin says, batting his eyelashes at Jungkook.

“Yeah, stay and dance with us,” Taehyung whines. “You’ve hardly danced with me at all yet!”

Jungkook’s cheeks go bright pink as he nods, gaze flicking back and forth between the two of them. “Okay, sure. Whatever you guys want.”

~~

It’s a little more challenging to carry all four of their drinks on his own, but Hoseok manages to make it work and all three of the omegas welcome him with open arms. The four of them drink and dance, sometimes together sometimes splitting off. Honestly, he’s having more fun than he thought he would – not that he wasn’t looking forward to this, just that he thought it would be harder to get his mind off of work, but seeing the three of them enjoy themselves makes all of his problems feel smaller for now.

Still, he’s feeling tired enough to eventually take a bit of a break and catch up on the group chat, just to make sure everything is going well for Namjoon and Jin. Maybe he should have tried to get in a bit of a nap while he’d been home, but trying to get his brain to quiet down had felt impossible then.

At the very least, he should sleep hard tonight after all of this.

He spots an open booth and decides it’s the perfect spot to take a break. For a minute or so, he just closes his eyes and lets the noise wash over him – music and chatter and the ever-present shuffle of bodies. The constant churning of different scents is always the most off putting part of places like this in his opinion, but thankfully tonight isn’t too bad, mostly because the crowd is relatively small.

When he opens his eyes again he feels a little more centered, so he gets to work finally posting some of the pictures he’s been taking to the group chat, and getting a status update from Jin.

It sounds like their meeting is over now and everything went well. Yoongi was able to offer the technical support they needed and the client is apparently very pleased. He doesn’t press too hard for details. Mostly he just wants to make sure everything is okay.

With that done he starts scanning the crowd looking for the three omegas. They’re fairly easy to find this time, close enough to the edge of the dance floor that he hardly has to search for them.

He spots them just in time to see some tall, dark haired (probably alpha if he had to guess) guy worm his way up against Taehyung’s back, obviously being far too familiar judging by the annoyed look on Taehyung’s face and the way he tries to step away. The guy steps with him, keeping himself practically plastered to Taehyung’s back. Hoseok is just preparing to stand up and go put that asshole in his place, but he’s beaten to the punch.

By the time Taehyung’s eyes go wide and he’s turning around to see who’s touching him, Jungkook has already stepped forward and shoved the guy back hard enough to knock him to the floor, teeth bared as he glares down at the man. His lips move but Hoseok can’t quite make out what’s being said. Either way, Jungkook wraps an arm around Taehyung’s shoulder and leads him away.

He keeps his eyes on them for a couple of minutes, making sure they aren’t being followed. The guy must have slithered off to go bother someone else, because Hoseok doesn’t spot him anywhere when he scans the crowd again. Taehyung and Jungkook go back to dancing, looking as relaxed as they did before.

Except, if those two are there, then where’s Jimin? He’d been there when that jerk had gotten into Taehyung’s space, but he disappeared after that. Where did he–

Hoseok just barely manages not to leap out of his skin when an arm slips warm around his shoulders as he’s preoccupied with scanning the crowd. (Poor situational awareness. He should be paying more attention.) Thankfully, it’s only Jimin sliding into the booth beside him, cheeks tinged pink from alcohol and a mischievous looking smile on his face that suits him remarkably well.

“Wanna take a selfie with me, hyung?” Jimin asks, batting his lashes shamelessly.

Just hyung now, huh?

Jungkook really hadn’t been lying about how much a couple of drinks could loosen Jimin up. Jinnie would absolutely love this side of him, and Hoseok can just imagine how much it would shake Namjoon or Yoongi to be flirted with so brazenly. He might have to orchestrate an opportunity to see that for himself.

For now, he takes the chance to enjoy having this more confident Jimin all to himself, sliding his arm around the omega in return. “You look so pretty, it would almost be a shame not to. Are you taking it or am I?”

“Very smooth.” Jimin grins, reaching for his pocket. “I’ll take the picture – just a sec.” Once he has his phone out and the camera opened, he fishes something else out of his pocket.

A driver’s license.

Hoseok puts two and two together pretty easily. “Does that by chance belong to the guy who Jungkookie put on the floor a few minutes ago?”

“Yeah, the one who grabbed Tae’s ass.”

Hoseok feels a flare of rage that he is at least ninety percent sure he keeps out of his scent, because how dare anyone lay even a finger–

“That’s why we’re going to send this to Yoongi-hyung,” Jimin says, holding the card up.

Oh, that’s smart. Hoseok is a sucker for a good revenge plot, but he’s apparently even more of a sucker for Jimin being a little cruel on Taehyung’s behalf.

Also, did Jimin just call Yoongi ‘ hyung’ ?

“I like the way you think,” Hoseok says as Jimin lifts up his phone to take the picture.

They end up taking a few photos together. The first couple are just both of them grinning and holding up the driver’s license for the camera, but after that Jimin asks if he wants to take a couple together for fun instead. The rest are a mix of cute smiling selfies and some where the two of them make silly faces for the camera.

Jimin is laughing and smiling and Hoseok wants to see him like this more often, carefree and open without worry hiding behind it – he wonders how much of it is the alcohol and how much is Jimin feeling safe and comfortable with them.

“I’m gonna go dance some more,” Jimin says after a few rounds of pictures. “You coming too?”

“Not just yet. Gotta answer a couple of messages and then I’ll be right behind you though. Did you already send that picture to Yoongles?”

“Yeah. I’ll send you copies of ours too.”

“Yes please – and thank you for looking out for Taehyung.”

“Of course.” Jimin starts to get up out of the booth before sitting back down and leaning over to press his lips to Hoseok’s cheek in a gentle kiss. “Thanks for taking us out tonight, hyung,” Jimin says, blushing a pretty pink. “I’m having a lot of fun.”

Hoseok can’t help but grin. “I’m having a lot of fun too, Jimin-ah. Even more now.”

Jimin lets out a little laugh. “Good, that’s – I’m glad it was okay. Gonna go find Tae and Kookie now.”

With that, Jimin exits the booth and heads back out to the dance floor. A minute or so later, Hoseok’s phone dings with an incoming message from him with all of their photos attached. Some are a little blurry with the dim lighting of the club, but a few of them came out good.

He sets his favorite one (both of them giving peace signs with goofy faces) as his wallpaper right away and then sends off a few messages. First, he drops one of the selfies into the pack group chat because they are way too cute to keep to himself. After that, he messages Yoongi.

[Hobi to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: did u get a message from jimin?

[Yoongi]: That selfie of you two that he captioned with “ruin this guy’s life please”?

[Hobi]: yep thats the one :)

[Yoongi]: Why am I ruining this guy’s life?

[Yoongi]: Wait nevermind. Jimin just explained.

[Yoongi]: Consider it done.

[Hobi]: thank u <3

[Hobi]: u should have seen it. jungkookie put that guy on the ground so fast i didn’t even have a chance 2 get up

[Yoongi]: Fuck that’s hot.

[Yoongi]: Okay, that guy’s bank account is empty now and I ran up enough charges that he is going to spend months trying to dispute them all.

[Yoongi]: I snooped a little and he’s a creep on social media too. He’s sent nasty messages to a bunch of omegas, so I’m sending screenshots to his mom.

[Hobi]: fuck thats hot ;)

[Hobi]: always a joy 2 watch u work

[Yoongi]: Nothing I love more than ruining someone’s life from the comfort of my own home.

[Yoongi]: Shouldn’t you be dancing right now?

[Hobi]: yeah was just taking a little break but i should go soon

[Hobi]: oh but first ur never gonna guess what jiminie said 2 me :)

[Yoongi]: What was it?

[Hobi]: when he showed me that guys license he told me we were going 2 take a picture together

[Hobi]: and send it 2 yoongi hyung ;D

[Yoongi]: He actually said that?

[Yoongi]: Jimin doesn’t call me hyung.

[Hobi]: not to ur face apparently

[Hobi]: gonna go dance now. just thought u might want 2 know <3

~~

Hoseok does eventually make his way back out onto the dance floor, feeling a little more energized and ready to dance again – especially after earning a kiss on the cheek from Jiminie.

It’s Jungkookie who finds him first, greeting him with a grin. “Hey, Hobi-hyung. You feeling okay?”

“Yeah, just wanted to take a breather and make sure Yoongles wasn’t getting into any trouble while I’m away,” Hoseok answers.

Jungkook seems happy enough with that answer, leading Hoseok over to where Taehyung and Jimin are dancing and then pulling him in close enough that he can catch Jungkook’s scent clearly over the rest of the crowd. The crisp smell of citrus easily cuts through the other scents swirling in the air around them and Hoseok finds himself leaning closer as they dance, just to keep the rest of the scents at bay.

Maybe he wasn’t as up for all of this as he thought. Even the buzz of energy from the kiss to his cheek is fading away far too quickly – not that anything is going to stop him from making sure Jiminie and Jungkookie get to celebrate their first week of classes being done. No, he’ll push through the rest of this and then crash when he gets home. The next few songs pass in an easy blur. He just lets himself operate on autopilot and keeps his focus on Jungkook’s bright citrus scent – at least until it disappears.

He’s not sure exactly when he let his eyes slip out of focus but when he focuses them again, he’s face to face with Jimin, who’s reaching out to put a hand on his shoulder.

“You okay, hyung?” he asks, smiling warm and easy.

Shit, he shouldn’t be letting them see him like this. Gotta keep it together. He pulls his face into a smile, making sure it travels all the way up to his eyes. It’s not all that hard. He is actually having a pretty good time underneath how exhausted he feels, it’s just hard to stay focused when he’s surrounded by so many sounds and scents and lights.

“Yeah, I’m okay. How about you, Minnie?”

The nickname doesn’t put Jimin as off balance as he had hoped. Instead the omega looks him over, slow and deliberate before stepping in closer and slipping his arms around Hoseok’s shoulders. The song playing now is slow enough that the gesture seems appropriate, and having Jimin close enough to drown out the other scents is a very welcome bonus. “I’m feeling good,” Jimin answers. “You just looked a little lost when Kookie got stolen away from you. Feeling a bit tired?”

“Maybe a little, but I’m having fun. Where did Jungkookie end up anyways?” Hoseok asks, looking over Jimin’s shoulder to scan the crowd, but having no luck.

Jimin spins the two of them around and tilts his head toward where Hoseok can now see Taehyung and Jungkook standing just as close as he and Jimin are. Taehyung is grinning from ear to ear, saying something to Jungkook as he happily sways with him.

“As soon as a slower song started, TaeTae came to grab him – said it was the perfect chance for Kookie to dip him,” Jimin says with a little laugh, resting his head on Hoseok’s shoulder as they sway to the music.

It’s nice, having Jimin soft and warm against him like this – makes flirting practically a requirement. “And are you looking for someone to dip you?”

“Not really, but I did want a chance to dance with you and maybe also to thank you for taking us out like this. Kookie was bummed when Namjoon-hyung called to cancel.”

“Well, this is a bit of a far cry from champagne and a nice restaurant but there was no way I was gonna let your first week of classes go completely uncelebrated.”

“Don’t sell yourself short. This has been a lot of fun, even if you do look like you need a break. Honestly, I’m getting kind of tired too.”

Hoseok isn’t entirely sure if Jimin is saying he’s tired for his benefit or not. The omega is harder to read like this, after a few drinks and when Hoseok can’t get a good look at his face to try and interpret his expressions. The only real option left is to take Jimin at face value. “Yeah? You think you’ve had about enough for one night?”

“Probably. These early morning classes are brutal, I swear. Hopefully next semester I can get some that start later.”

“I’m sure you can,” Hoseok agrees. “Wanna wrangle the other two after this song and get out of here?”

“Mhmm. Could use a break from all the noise, and you said you like the nighttime best, right? I bet the moon is out nice and bright by now.”

Hoseok swears he feels his heart skip a beat. Jimin is clinging to him so sweetly, half mumbling all cute and soft right by his ear and he remembers Hoseok’s favorite time of day. It’s almost too much, especially right now when he’s starting to feel a bit raw between work and the lack of sleep, plus this whole outing. He can feel the growing desire to tilt Jimin’s head up for a kiss swelling in his chest – wants it so bad he aches with it – but he doesn’t make the move, just sways there with Jimin wrapped nice and secure in his arms until the song ends and they break apart to go gather up Jungkook and Taehyung.

Those two don’t take much convincing either. Taehyung is apparently completely satisfied now that he’s danced with Jungkook, and he gushes about how perfectly Jungkook had dipped him.

“He’s had lots of practice,” Jimin says, grinning. “I taught Kookie to slow dance years ago.”

“That’s because Jiminie gets all fussy when he’s in preheat and slow dancing always makes him feel better, especially when you do cute stuff like dipping him or picking him up.”

“I do not get fussy.”

“You literally do, hyung. Last time you cried because we ran out of–”

“Okay, that’s enough stories!” Jimin says, giving Jungkook a playful shove. “Don’t tell them all my embarrassing habits too early, okay?”

“Aww, that’s so cute,” Taehyung says. “You guys are adorable.”

“You’re adorable,” Jimin counters with a grin. “Bet you’d look even cuter with Kookie carrying you. Has he told you how much he loves giving piggyback rides?”

Taehyung’s eyes go wide and then he’s off running toward Jungkook and practically leaping onto his back. It’s a smooth redirection, Hoseok has to admit – and the fact that he’s impressed only makes the urge to kiss Jimin well up in him again, but this isn’t the night for it. He’d rather wait until he feels like himself again and can make sure it’s something special and good for both of them.

The four of them make for the exit, Jungkook a few steps ahead of them with Taehyung clinging to his back, and Jimin side by side with Hoseok. Now that they’re leaving, he finds himself already not looking forward to saying goodbye to Jimin and Jungkook, no matter how badly he wants to go home and fall into bed. He knows it’s just his emotions playing up because he’s pushed himself too hard this last week, but knowing that doesn’t make him feel it any less. He can’t wait for the day when the two of them start sleeping over and he can just pull them into bed for cuddles when he feels like this.

Hoseok is too busy in his own head to catch the disturbance first. Hell, he doesn’t even really notice until Jimin quirks his head and turns on his heel in an instant.

Footsteps, coming up on them fast from behind.

He turns in time to see that guy from before – the dark haired alpha who had dared to put his hands on Taehyung – approaching them quickly, his face set in a glare directed straight at Taehyung and Jungkook, but then settling on Hoseok. He definitely looks pissed, and drunk enough to sway slightly in his cheap suit and scuffed shoes.

Barely a threat.

“Hey, one of your fucking omega brats took my wallet,” the man shouts.

Hoseok goes to move forward and deal with the guy but Jimin beats him to it, stepping in front of him with a growl. “Back the hell up,” Jimin snarls at the man. “None of us have a damn thing of yours, you creep.”

“Bullshit. I had my wallet before that brute shoved me to the floor,” the guy says, pointing behind them at Jungkook and taking another couple of steps forward.

As if on cue, Jungkook rushes forward to stand beside Jimin. “I don’t know what your problem is, but you need to settle down.”

Hoseok starts to step forward but Taehyung’s hand lands on his shoulder, holding him in place and smiling toward Jimin and Jungkook. It’s clear what he wants almost immediately.

He wants to see them in action.

As much effort as it takes to reign in the way his alpha wants to protect them, Hoseok has to admit he’s curious too. Taehyung has probably come to the same conclusion as he did – that the man is basically harmless, just an angry drunk who thinks he’s found an easy target. (Pretty unlikely, especially considering the families Jimin and Jungkook grew up in.)

The alpha scoffs, leaning over to look past Jungkook at Hoseok. “What’s this? Got some omega fighting your battles for you?”

Hoseok shrugs. “Seems like your problem is with them, not me. Though I’d suggest you find a better use for your time.”

“Oh, you’d suggest, would you?” The alpha’s face is completely red by this point. He starts to step forward, eyes still fixated on Hoseok.

“You come any closer to him and I’ll break your fucking jaw,” Jungkook snarls, sidestepping to keep himself between the man and Hoseok.

“I’d be careful,” Jimin says, picking at his nails and looking almost bored. “You’re lucky to have gotten a warning.”

“Like I’m afraid of some fucking omega with an attitude problem. I’d get out of my way if you don’t want your pretty face busted up.”

Jungkook doesn’t move a muscle.

“Last chance,” Jimin says. “Just turn around and go ask the bartender if someone found the wallet you lost. You’ll save yourself a lot of trouble.”

“Shut up! I know one of you has it!”

It seems like the guy has finally had enough. He charges for Jungkook first but in the time it takes him to close the few feet of distance, Jungkook dodges off to the side while Jimin steps in to deliver a swift blow to the man’s neck, sending him falling to the ground and sputtering for breath.

Next to Hoseok, Taehyung is nodding his approval.

The motions had looked fluid from both of them – practiced. It was a good strategy. Get the attacker so focused on one of them that they stop considering the other to be a threat, then use that against them the moment it actually counts.

They leave the guy there, coughing in the hallway and struggling to catch his breath. He’ll be fine in a few minutes, with little more than a nasty bruise. It’s not nearly what he deserves, but at this point Hoseok is just concerned with getting all of the omegas safely into the car.

Once they’re outside and have the car in sight, Jungkook is the one to break the silence. “So do you actually have that guy’s wallet, or…?”

“Nah,” Jimin answers. “I ditched it almost right after I took it. He didn’t have any cash in there, so there’s a good chance someone might have actually turned it in at the bar but I doubt he even checked.”

“How about his ID?” Hoseok asks.

“Left it in the bathroom for someone to find.”

“How did we do, TaeTae?” Jungkook asks with a grin. “Good enough for you not to worry?”

“Have you been asking if they can handle themselves, Taehyungie?” Hoseok asks. He’s wondered as much himself, and while he does feel a little better after what they just saw, he would still prefer an assessment from Taehyung.

“Yeah. Security is all well and good, but things can still happen. What I really need to do is have them spar with me one of these times, but let’s see…”

Taehyung takes a moment to think as the four of them climb into the vehicle, and Hoseok directs the driver to take them back to the apartment so they can drop those two off.

“C’mon, what’s the verdict?” Jimin says, nudging at Taehyung.

“Well it was a good move, but it didn’t really give me a good idea of how you two handle yourselves separately or in situations where you can’t win in one surprise hit. I’m guessing the two of you are a force to reckon with when you’re together so–”

Jungkook practically bounces with joy. “Does that mean we get to spar one on one with you, hyung? When do you wanna do it? Can I go first?”

Hoseok can’t quite hold back a bark of laughter at Jungkook’s excitement. “Whenever you do it, just make sure that Joonie isn’t nearby. If he walks in and sees one of you pinned to the mat, he might actually have a heart attack.”

“I think he’s got work meetings a couple days this week. Hold on, let me check his calendar…”

The ride to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment is just long enough for the three of them to start working out a date to spar when Namjoon and Jin will be out of the house. Hoseok mostly leaves them to it, feeling himself check out more and more with each passing moment.

He tunes back in long enough to hug them both goodbye and accept their thanks for the night out. The three omegas exchange quick kisses goodbye which is just the cutest goddamn thing, but he’s going to have to process that later when his brain doesn’t feel like it’s falling out his ears.

Taehyung talks most of the way home, excited and animated so Hoseok really just needs to nod and make little indications that he’s listening. It’s soothing, really. Just him and Taehyung’s pretty voice in the back of the car while the city passes them by.

When they finally get home, he doesn’t even bother to change – just falls straight into his bed with all of his clothes still on, asleep almost before his head hits the pillow.

 

 

Chapter 28: Picking A Fight

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi wakes up at noon to Taehyung slipping under the covers with him and cuddling up to his chest all warm and cute and smelling like sweet maple. “Hyuuuung, are you gonna get up and have lunch with us?”

Instead of answering, Yoongi just pulls Taehyung in closer, nosing down his neck and starting to suck a lazy mark over his scent gland, a tiny groan escaping him at the taste. Why bother getting up when everything he wants is right here?

The smell of maple gets thicker in the air as Taehyung eagerly accepts being marked and scented. “Jin-hyung is frying chicken,” he offers, voice turning to that pretty, breathy tone that Yoongi loves so much.

Chicken does sound good, but not nearly as good as passing back out wrapped around Taehyung. “Don’t wanna,” he mutters against the omega’s neck. “M’comfy.”

There’s a brief moment of silence before Taehyung speaks again. “Hobi-hyung is still asleep,” he whispers.

That gets Yoongi feeling alert in no time.

Shit, the back to back jobs and then going straight into a public outing yesterday…

Hoseok never sleeps this late, at least not unless he’s really overdone it. Usually that only happens after one of the big stupid jobs his parents like to sign him up for, but he’s been working day and night for the last week now on this latest gig. If it’s finally over, he should be in to visit at some point today – and there’s no way in hell that Yoongi is going to be asleep when his mate needs him.

“Okay, I’m getting up.” He presses a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek and then sits up, wincing at the way his head throbs with the motion. He needs caffeine and probably a handful of ibuprofen too…

Taehyung wastes no time snuggling into Yoongi’s spot on the bed, burying his face in the pillows and pulling the covers up to his shoulders. “Care package from Jin-hyung is on your desk,” he says, voice muffled by Yoongi’s pillows. “Grab me on your way out?”

Yoongi lets out a huff of laughter and rolls his eyes, reaching down to ruffle Taehyung’s hair before standing up. “Sure thing.”

His ‘care package’ is a tiny little tray that includes a still steaming cup of coffee as well as two ibuprofen in a fancy little saucer next to it. There’s also a handwritten note that simply reads: ‘Two ibuprofen is plenty’ that’s signed with a heart. (He and Jin may have had some disagreements in the past about the appropriate dosage of over-the-counter painkillers.)

He swallows the pills and heads to the bathroom with his cup of coffee to get ready for the day. If nothing else, the coffee is at least brewed nice and strong, just the way he likes it. As he’s brushing his teeth, he opens one of the cabinet drawers to check for the bottle of ibuprofen he’d stashed behind his other extra toiletries and finds it missing.

Figures. Seokjin must have been snooping again. Better make sure that’s all he found.

His bathroom counter has a fair few drawers in it – plenty of hiding spaces. When he opens the middle one on the far left side and lifts out the false bottom he installed a couple years ago, he finds all of the important things still there. Yoongi doesn’t take a lot of drugs, but sometimes an intense project will require a few sleepless nights, or a really killer migraine will strike out of nowhere, and he likes to be prepared for those moments. Keeping a healthy supply of stimulants, benzos, and a few good painkillers on hand just makes him feel more secure, even if he doesn’t need them all that often.

It’s one of those things his mates know about and tend to ignore because they know it isn’t a fight they can win. Keeping a far more obvious stash of something relatively harmless does tend to satisfy Jin’s need to snoop if he gets particularly worried about Yoongi’s health at any time.

Which does kind of bring up a good point. Why is Jin snooping now?

Actually, it’s not much of a mystery. Hoseok has been overworking himself and Jin doesn’t have a good way to deal with that yet. The beta prides himself on his ability to navigate all of their moods and needs, always able to offer assistance with their troubles and smooth over disagreements – except when it comes to Hoseok.

The two of them get along great, and in a lot of ways Hoseok really seems to look up to Seokjin. There’s not a doubt in Yoongi’s mind about the deep love they have for one another. It’s just that Hoseok is notoriously difficult to talk to when he gets all laser focused on a job, and Jin hates that there’s nothing he can do to stop Hoseok from running himself into the ground time and time again.

Well they all hate it, to be fair – but with Jin it really seems to get under his skin by the end.

So sometimes he needs to take out some of the mother-henning on the rest of them until the worst of it passes. At least if Hoseok really is still passed out, then this round should be just about done. Yoongi will give it a few weeks, buy another big bottle of ibuprofen, dump a third of it out, and hide it somewhere else for Jin to find when he needs to.

For now, he takes a quick shower and finishes getting ready, making sure to scoop up Taehyung on his way out to the kitchen. The omega smells nice like this – all covered in Yoongi’s scent after cuddling up in his bed. They still make it to their destination eventually, but they do pause in the doorway for Yoongi to kiss him breathless about it real quick. Just a minor detour.

In the dining room, he deposits Taehyung right into Namjoon’s lap and gives them each a quick kiss before heading off to the kitchen, where he finds Jin humming to himself as he sets up a breading station for his fried chicken.

“Good morning, Yoongi-yah,” he says, vigorously beating a couple of eggs. “Did you sleep well?”

Yoongi makes his way up to the counter where he can get a good look at Jin, dressed in black slacks and his apron, the sleeves of his white button down all rolled up to his elbows like he’s walked straight out of one of Yoongi’s wet dreams or–

This isn’t new. Seokjin always looks good. Focus.

“Slept fine,” Yoongi says, voice still a little scratchy since he hasn’t been up long. “You were in my bathroom.”

“You were doing your best to destroy your liver again, weren’t you?” Jin asks, measuring out flour and seasonings into another bowl.

“It’s literally ibuprofen. I’m going to be fine.”

Jin stops what he’s doing, looking up to meet Yoongi’s eyes with an amused smile that practically screams ‘I dare you’. He’s clearly ready to fight about it, but Yoongi isn’t going to back down no matter how hot Jin looks when he’s trying to be intimidating like this.

“Regularly taking handfuls of any medication is bad for you, darling. I promise you that two ibuprofen is more than enough to handle your morning headache – which you wouldn’t have if you would go to bed at a regular time. Speaking of which, how is your head now?”

Maybe it’s a bit reckless, but Yoongi isn’t one to back down from a challenge and it seems like Jin might need this.

He shrugs and lifts himself up to sit on the counter. “Feels fine. Chewing up a couple of percocet took care of it, no problem,” he lies. His head is definitely still throbbing, because even if two ibuprofen is enough (doubtful), they sure as shit don’t work very fast.

Jin’s eyes narrow and he very deliberately sets down his whisk before stepping over to put himself right in front of Yoongi. Even sitting a couple inches taller than Jin like this, he still feels small under the beta’s piercing gaze. Yoongi knows that he’s being sized up – that Jin is trying to decide whether to take the bait.

“Need any help with lunch?” Yoongi asks, turning his head toward the stove where a pot of oil sits over the burner. “Looks like your oil will be up to temp in no time. Maybe you need a second pair of hands.”

Jin does not look amused, leaning over to shut the burner off and returning his attention immediately to Yoongi. Shit, he really is serious. Well, no point turning back now.

“Yoongi-yah,” Jin says, his voice coming out calm and even – a clear contrast to just how sharp his gaze is. “I would suggest you not joke about things like that.”

“Who says I’m joking?”

“Hey, do you need any…” Namjoon’s voice calls from the doorway to the kitchen. Yoongi leans over to look past Jin just in time to see the other alpha quirk his head with a little smile. “Am I interrupting something?”

Yoongi shakes his head at the same time that Jin says, “Yes, actually.”

Taehyung peeks his head around the doorway just behind Namjoon with a curious little smile on his face. “Ooh, is Yoongi-hyung in trouble? Can I watch?”

Oh great, now he’s got an audience for this.

Not like that should be all that much of a surprise – Taehyung has always been a bit of a voyeur, but he’s usually especially keen to watch when Yoongi manages to get himself into trouble. Shit, he can’t start thinking about that or he’ll be blushing in no time.

Jin turns just far enough to snap his fingers and point toward the dining room. “Out – both of you. Expect a slight delay in lunch.”

Only a slight delay. That’s promising.

Neither of them question the order. Namjoon turns on his heel to leave without even a backward glance, urging a slightly pouty Taehyung to do the same. With Jin’s arm raised, it’s probably Yoongi’s only shot at making a run for it, but the likelihood that he gets away with a move like that is pretty low and he’s kind of curious to see how this goes. Still, it could be worth–

“Don’t even think about it,” Jin says, turning back to Yoongi in a flash. “Now, do you want to tell me why you’re trying to pick a fight right now?”

“You were the one snooping in my stuff.”

“And then I had Taehyung-ah bring you a cup of coffee and something for the headache I knew you would have because you were up far too late last night.”

“Don’t forget the note,” Yoongi adds. “It’s rude to snoop in my room, you know.”

Jin raises an unimpressed brow. “You know what else is rude? Joking about taking those pills when you are entirely aware of how much I hate that you even have them.”

“Look, when you’re the one with the splitting headache, you can decide how to deal with it.”

“You mean by taking a reasonable amount of over-the-counter medicine, just like you did?”

Yoongi shrugs. “If that’s what you want to tell yourself.”

“You’re not fooling me, Yoongi-yah. I’m absolutely certain you didn’t take any painkillers other than what I sent with Taehyung-ah.”

“Oh yeah? How do you think you know that?” Yoongi is genuinely curious. Jin doesn’t seem to have an ounce of doubt about this, and it’s not like Taehyung was watching him in the bathroom – or would rat him out like that even if he did.

“We’ve been mated for this long and you really think I don’t know when you’re lying? No faith at all in your only hyung?”

The thing is that, for as impressive as Jin is (and he is really fucking impressive), he’s not superhuman. He’s got great intuition and he knows most of their tells. He’s the only one who can properly navigate Taehyung’s needs when his mental health really tanks, and whatever connection he and Namjoon have is deep enough that they can communicate almost entirely through glances and microexpressions that Yoongi can’t even begin to interpret.

Probably most impressive (to Yoongi at least) is that Jin seems to be able to see straight through Hoseok, even if he doesn’t know how to fix what’s happening. None of the rest of them can do that. Hell, even Yoongi can’t read Hoseok all that easily, and he considers him the person in the pack that he feels the closest to in a lot of ways. There’s plenty of times it’s still a mystery to him what’s going on in Hoseok’s head – but Jin seems to have the best idea of any of them.

All of this is to say that Jin is very attuned to all of them and incredibly good at intuitively understanding their needs…

But he isn’t a mindreader.

Yoongi can and has lied to Jin on plenty of occasions without being found out. He doesn’t enjoy lying to any of his mates, but there are times when it’s what he has to do – and other times where it’s just so much easier than telling the truth. (Like when he needs space and doesn’t want to worry Namjoon and Jin, so he just tells them he’s got a big project to work on instead.)

For whatever reason though, Jin seems to have his number this time. How exactly he knows is a mystery for another time.

“Fine, you got me,” Yoongi admits. “I didn’t.”

Jin’s posture relaxes just the slightest but he’s still stiff, and still fixing Yoongi with those intense eyes. “Thank you for telling the truth. Would you care to tell me why you were so intent on lying to me in an attempt to pick a fight?”

“Because I think you’re on edge and need a little push,” Yoongi answers honestly. Not much more point in lying now when Jin will already be expecting it – better to change gears and see if that works instead.

“I am not–”

“You are, hyung.”

Jin’s gaze softens minutely as he pauses to consider Yoongi’s words. After a few seconds he lets out a slow breath and leans forward, pulling Yoongi into his arms. “You might be right.”

Yoongi returns the hug carefully, still prepared for retaliation. “I am right.”

That finally earns him a reaction.

Jin leans into his neck swiftly and delivers a harsh nip just off from Yoongi’s scent gland – a warning. It hurts a little (not enough, honestly) but even more than that, it makes Yoongi crave an actual nip so much that he catches himself tilting his head to offer his throat properly, stopping the motion before he gets too far.

Jin notices. Of course he does. “Already looking for a nip? You really are determined to have this fight, aren’t you, love?” His voice goes almost cloyingly sweet as he speaks, but Yoongi recognizes that tone as the same one he hears when he’s about to get absolutely wrecked.

“It seems like that might be what you need,” Yoongi answers, doing his best to sound unaffected even as his teeth practically ache with want.

Jin stays at Yoongi’s neck, nosing his way from shoulder to jaw without sinking his teeth in again – not that it stops Yoongi from shivering with anticipation anyway. “Awfully charitable of you to go offering yourself up to help me work through this, but I believe you have other obligations today.”

Damn, he hadn’t thought about Hoseok.

“Shit, sorry,” Yoongi apologizes. He’d gotten so focused on trying to help Jin feel better that he had entirely forgotten that Hoseok would probably be up soon. “I really didn’t mean to start something and then leave you to–”

“No apology necessary,” Jin interrupts, leaning back to look Yoongi in the eyes again with a little half smirk on his lips. “I know that wasn’t what you were trying to do, but I also don’t intend to let you get away quite so easily.”

Yoongi swallows. “Later?”

“Only if you want.”

“I do,” Yoongi answers immediately. “I mean – I will.”

Jin smiles. “Later then. Come find me once you’re finished with Hobi-yah if you’re feeling up to it, and we can pick this discussion up right where we left off. If not, it’ll keep until tomorrow. And of course if you change your mind, I will accept a sincere apology instead.”

“Wouldn’t count on it.”

“Of course not, but you still have the option. Now, I believe I have lunch to prepare.”

Yoongi reaches and grabs Jin’s shoulder before he can turn back toward the stove. “Wait, hyung. Can…” He falters, feeling a little off balance and unsure if he’s allowed to look to Jin for comfort after picking a fight and having to pivot so fast. Still, if Hoseok does end up needing him all day, Yoongi would hate to know that this ended here. “Can you stay for a minute?” he eventually asks, voice small.

Jin’s demeanor changes in a flash, smile going warm and fond as he leans in to wrap his arms around Yoongi, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Of course, darling. Always.”

“Didn’t wanna leave it like that,” Yoongi says, returning the embrace and breathing in the calming wave of mint rolling off of Jin.

“You can always have this, Yoongi-yah – no matter what I intend to do with you later.”

“Can’t wait,” Yoongi answers with a laugh. “Kiss?”

Jin pretends to think it over for a moment, but they both know he can’t turn down a request like that. Yoongi ends up thoroughly kissed and scented before being drafted to assist with finishing up the lunch that he had helped to delay.

~~

Lunch is pretty uneventful – though Taehyung does seem shocked when Yoongi appears to have escaped Jin’s wrath relatively unscathed (except for the bruise above his scent gland). He asks what Yoongi did to get himself into trouble but Jin shuts down that line of questioning with a simple, “You will find out later.”

Yoongi sticks around long enough to help with the cleanup and then heads off to his room to do some work while he waits. He makes sure his phone is not on silent and sets up a program to give him a popup if a message comes through on any application – making absolutely sure that he won't miss it if Hoseok decides to try and get a hold of him.

It’s hard to say exactly what the other alpha will need from him. This sort of thing isn’t really something he’s good at, or something that anyone else in the pack ever comes to him for. Namjoon and Jin tend to lean on one another before anyone else, and while Taehyung does tend to seek out Yoongi first when he’s upset, it’s usually just long enough to calm down a little before he really talks the problem through with one of the others. But somehow – even though Yoongi is the worst at it of all of them – Hoseok always prefers to come to him for comfort first.

Even after a little practice he still doesn’t feel like he’s very good at it, especially when he compares himself to someone like Jin.

Then again, for as much as Jin can help the rest of them, his approach doesn’t seem to work for Hoseok – so maybe whatever piss poor excuse for comfort Yoongi can fumble his way through is somehow just what the other alpha needs. Still, Hoseok doesn’t usually work himself this hard more than a few times a year, so Yoongi doesn’t feel the most experienced.

Either way, he doesn’t intend to fuck this up if he can help it, so he does the best he can to prepare for anything.

He’s already got snacks and drinks that Hoseok likes. Those are basically always in his room since they end up hanging out in here plenty. (He keeps an emergency stash for Taehyung too, but those do tend to actually get used on bad days instead of just casually.) Snacks aside, he stacks everything else he could possibly need near his desk. Spare blankets and pillows just in case they need a poorly made nest, a cushion for if he wants to sit on the floor, a heated blanket–

The pile topples over and he has to spend another couple of minutes rethinking how he wants to arrange things. (Tossing the spare blankets onto the bed and throwing the cushion on the floor is a good start.)

Shit, he really should just put all this stuff in a laundry basket for easy access or something next time. Would save him the trouble of digging through his closets and getting sidetracked by whatever other nonsense he finds while he’s at it.

Once he has everything together and ready, it’s just a matter of waiting. He should probably feel anxious. Maybe if it was one of the others he would be, but…

Not with Hoseok.

He double checks that he has everything set up to make absolutely sure he doesn’t miss any notifications, and then he gets to work digging into a list of names Namjoon gave him a few days ago. Some of them are potential buyers while the others are possible targets, but none of them are too time sensitive – easy work to set aside at the drop of a hat.

The soft sound of his door closing behind him some time later is enough to let him know he’s no longer alone. Sure enough, when he turns around he finds Hoseok making his way across the room toward him. He’s proven over and over again how easy it is for him to slip in completely unnoticed, so Yoongi is grateful that he made a little noise closing the door.

Hoseok’s hair is wet like he’s just had a shower but he hardly looks awake even after all the sleep he’s had, dressed in sweatpants and an old t-shirt and looking drained.

“Hey, you finally made it out of bed,” Yoongi says. “You manage to sneak past the other three or did you get jumped on your way here?”

Hoseok shakes his head and stops a few feet short of Yoongi’s desk. “Didn’t see anyone,” he answers. (Damn, he even sounds exhausted.) “Stayed out of the living room, so that probably helped.”

Yoongi hums in agreement and decides not to bother beating around the bush. “You wanna talk about it?”

“Not really, no.”

It’s the answer Yoongi expected, but he would rather check than assume. “Wanna come here then?”

Hoseok doesn’t hesitate for even a moment once the offer has been made, closing the distance between them and heading right for the cushion he spots on the floor at Yoongi’s feet. He drops to his knees with a soft thud and lays his head on Yoongi’s thigh without a word, a soft little sigh leaving him as he relaxes. It takes another couple of seconds for him to remember to let his scent out, but he still does it without being asked.

It was one of the few requests Yoongi had made when they started doing this. It’s easier to know he’s taking care of Hoseok properly when he isn’t hiding his scent. Hoseok doesn’t have the same type of control over his scent that Namjoon does. Their leader focuses more on what type of scent he’s putting out and on controlling spikes so he doesn’t overwhelm or worry anyone. On the other hand, Hoseok is really good at hiding his scent entirely, but not very good at moderating it beyond that.

Meaning that if something starts to go wrong, Yoongi should be able to smell it.

For now, it’s just a slightly bitter coffee – not burnt like it gets when Hoseok is really upset, but still not quite right either.

He reaches down and cards his fingers through Hoseok’s wet hair, letting the silence hang undisturbed for a minute or so before gently asking, “Can you tell me what you need?”

“Just this,” Hoseok answers. “Don’t wanna think for a while. You can work.”

“Do you want me to work?”

Hoseok gives it a few moments of thought before giving a slow nod against Yoongi’s thigh. “Do you need me to move or anything?”

“Nah, you can stay right where you are. Gonna shuffle a few things quick. You want a blanket or anything?”

“No, I’m good.”

Yoongi doesn’t accomplish a lot of actual work, even once he scoots his keyboard and mouse close enough to use comfortably. He does a few minutes here and there but mostly his attention is on Hoseok, who kneels unmoving at his feet for the better part of an hour, head resting in his lap. He catches himself looking up at the monitors that constantly run the live feed from Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment, but they’re both at work right now so it’s just their empty apartment on the screen.

At the very least, this doesn’t seem to be one of Hoseok’s really bad times. Not much of a surprise considering those tend to have a couple of weeks of buildup where he locks himself in his office and spends every waking moment working – planning and checking and rechecking over and over until he’s driven himself right up a wall. When it gets bad enough he ends up exhausted, irritable, and so stressed that he turns paranoid of basically everyone and everything.

Yoongi has only seen it get truly bad twice now – both times after huge jobs Hoseok worked for his parents – but it had been heartbreaking to see his mate like that.

Compared to those moments, this is a walk in the park. Even if Yoongi isn’t accomplishing much as far as work goes, Hoseok seems to be feeling better – or at least he smells like he is. The bitter edge of his scent has gone almost entirely, leaving rich coffee in its wake.

Probably okay to move him now.

Yoongi reaches down to touch Hoseok’s hair again, running his fingers through the drying strands and brushing a thumb over his cheekbone. “Gonna move us, okay? You’ve been kneeling for almost an hour and I want you to stretch your legs. Preference?”

Hoseok hums in agreement and slowly lifts his head to look around the room. “Couch?”

“Okay, couch it is.” He tosses one of the extra blankets toward the couch and then helps Hoseok off of the floor, letting him take his time and trying not to be too concerned when he winces as he straightens out his legs. Once Yoongi gets his mate onto the couch, he quickly heads back to his desk and grabs a bottle of water and the little basket of snacks he keeps tucked away in his drawer.

As soon as he sits down on the couch, he offers the water bottle to Hoseok. “Here, drink some and then you can get comfy.”

Hoseok doesn’t argue, just takes the bottle of water and downs half of it in a few big gulps before depositing it on the coffee table. Yoongi puts the snack basket off to the side for now and gets comfortable himself, lifting his arm to make room for Hoseok to lie down and drop his head in Yoongi’s lap again.

Once they’re both settled in, he reaches for the blanket and tosses it over Hoseok. It’s not too heavy – just something to help him feel less exposed and to keep the chill away.

They still don’t talk. Yoongi doesn’t think Hoseok is really ready for that yet, so he doesn’t bother asking. Instead, he does his best to mimic the way Hoseok sometimes massages his scalp, all the way down to letting his blunt nails trail over the skin every now and then. It’s probably nowhere near as nice as when Hoseok does it for him, but even if it isn’t perfect, it’s good enough to have Hoseok letting out a low little sigh of satisfaction as his eyes slip closed, scent going just a touch sweet.

*******

Hoseok doesn’t really feel much of anything right now.

After all the excitement of their dancing date last night, he slept over twelve hours and woke up in a bit of a haze. He doesn’t really remember showering, but he knows he did because his hair drips wet spots that soak into Yoongi’s jeans where his head rests, and the scents of the club last night don’t linger on his skin anymore. Even just thinking about the club makes his brain turn to static – hell, trying to think too hard about anything right now seems to have that effect.

So he trusts Yoongi to take care of him and lets himself float instead.

He sleeps a little more on the couch, or at least it feels like he sleeps. One moment there’s nothing but the hum of Yoongi’s computers in the room, and the next there’s the soft sound of someone talking from the TV. The volume is down so low that he can hardly even make out the words, so he turns his head to look at the screen.

It’s just a video of some guy sitting at a table littered with various computer parts, pointing and talking about each one in turn. There are subtitles but even with them on, Hoseok has no idea what the guy is talking about. Specs or something else that’s way too technical for him probably.

“Does it bother you?” Yoongi asks, fingers gone still in Hoseok’s hair. “I can turn it off.”

“No, it’s good. Turn it up just a little?”

“You wanna learn about new motherboard options?” Yoongi asks with a small puff of laughter, even as he obeys and turns the volume up.

“Didn’t I tell you I took up building computers as a hobby?” Hoseok tries to joke. It comes out a little flat but Yoongi laughs anyways, returning to the rhythmic motion of massaging Hoseok’s scalp.

“I’d be careful joking about that. Do you know how bummed I would be if you built your first one without me?”

Hoseok turns his head back away from the screen and gives Yoongi a little smile. “I’d never do that without you.”

“Yeah, I know you wouldn’t betray me like that.” Yoongi returns the smile. “Is it loud enough now?”

“Mhmm, don’t have to try to make out the words now.”

Yoongi gives a little hum of acknowledgement but otherwise returns to silently watching the video and rubbing at Hoseok’s scalp. It’s soothing. He’s used to being the one doing this for his mates, but having the gesture returned is rare (mostly because he doesn’t sit still and let any of them take care of him long enough for it). Now he lets himself enjoy it, drifting in and out of sleep easily between the calming voice from the video going into mind numbing depth about a bunch of computer jargon and the rhythmic motions of Yoongi’s fingers.

When he wakes again, it’s to the sound of some sort of wrapper being opened. Yoongi is obviously trying to be quiet about it – the television is still loud enough to cover most of the noise, but Hoseok doesn’t mind being woken up. He cracks his eyes open and sees a chocolate bar in Yoongi’s hands. It takes a few seconds for him to recognize the logo as one of his favorites, but he smiles when he does.

Yoongi sees him open his eyes and gives a little smile in return, then breaks off a piece of the chocolate bar and holds it up to Hoseok’s mouth without a word.

It’s delicious, rich and dark with little flakes of sea salt that crunch between his teeth. Something about being hand fed makes his chest feel full of warmth too. He knows it’s not biological in the same way as it is for omegas, but it still makes him feel cared for, especially when it’s Yoongi doing the feeding.

He doesn’t know what he would do without Yoongi.

The whole pack is wonderful and he loves every one of his mates so much, but when he feels like this – overwhelmed, unsure, and not like himself at all – Yoongi is the one who always manages to bring him back down to earth. He likes that he never has to doubt Yoongi’s intentions. Sometimes when he gets real bad he can end up feeling a little paranoid, and it makes it hard to accept the comfort his mates try to give him without wondering if they’re pandering to him, or just going through the motions to get him out of their hair or wishing they didn’t have to bother.

Yoongi hasn’t ever made him feel like that. He doesn’t make a huge fuss. He doesn’t fidget and push like he’s restless and ready to move on, and he doesn’t coo or act overly sweet as if Hoseok is some fragile pup. He’s just here, warm and comforting and not all that different from how he usually is when they’re together – maybe a bit quieter and a little softer, but not enough to be jarring.

Hoseok eats another piece of chocolate when it’s offered. He’s starting to feel more grounded by the moment, like his body has weight again and his thoughts aren’t running through molasses. The first thing he realizes is that he’s a bit warm under the blanket, so he pulls it off himself.

Yoongi doesn’t comment. Whatever video he’s been watching on the TV ends but he doesn’t start another one, just keeps snapping pieces off the chocolate bar for the two of them. He doesn’t watch Hoseok for a reaction, only looking down long enough to feed him (with a cute little smile on his face every time) before letting his eyes go back to roaming the room.

It’s probably time to talk. The thought doesn’t feel nearly as overwhelming as it did earlier…

“I might have overdone it a bit,” Hoseok confesses.

Yoongi lets out a snort of laughter and breaks the last of the chocolate bar into two pieces. “You think?” he says, flashing that gummy smile and popping one piece into his mouth before feeding Hoseok the last of it. “If it makes you feel any better, Taehyung was talking at lunch about how much fun he had. Sounds like Jimin and Jungkook have been gushing about it too.”

That’s a relief, but still…

“I wasn’t at my best by the end of it. Started to burn out about halfway through.”

“I doubt any of them noticed.”

“Jimin did.”

“Huh.” Yoongi looks off to the side, considering for a moment before looking back at him. “Was it bad? That he noticed I mean?”

That gives Hoseok pause.

Was it bad? He definitely hates the thought of anyone seeing him slipping like that, especially when he’s trying to hold it together. Last night was supposed to be nice, easy fun. They weren’t supposed to have to worry about him, but then… Jimin hadn’t made a big fuss about it.

“I guess it could have been worse,” he concedes. “Still would prefer not to draw attention, but at least he was sweet about it.”

“It was nice of you to take them out, even if you did tire yourself out. Was it still fun for you or did you really have to push through the whole thing?”

“It didn’t get too bad until the end, honestly. Before that I was just a bit tired, but by the time we were on the way home I wasn’t the most present.” Hoseok feels a little guilty about that now. He hardly remembers the ride home with Taehyung or what they talked about.

He should always be listening, no matter how exhausted he feels.

“Pfft, you know how many times I tune out when Taehyung or Joon try to talk to me before noon?” Yoongi says with a laugh. “You’re always so on top of things. If anyone’s earned a break, it’s you, Hoseok-ah.”

Hoseok shakes his head. “If I had just kept it together for another twenty minutes, I wouldn’t have to feel bad now.”

Yoongi takes a moment to consider this, then shrugs. “You’re doing that thing again.”

“What thing is that?”

“Setting unreasonably high expectations for yourself that nobody else would ever expect you to meet.”

“Yeah well…” Hoseok trails off with a sigh. He knows that he’s his own worst critic, knows that he has four incredible mates who love him just the way he is and will keep loving him no matter what mistakes he makes. It’s just that none of that makes it any easier for him to accept when he screws up and he doesn’t know how to make himself feel less horrible about it – so the best solution he can come up with is to Just Not Make Mistakes. “Hard to turn it off,” he mumbles.

“I’m not saying you have to. Just reminding you that you’re the only one who thinks you need to be at one hundred percent all the time.”

“Not all the time,” Hoseok says quietly, reaching up to cup Yoongi’s cheek, feeling the warmth of it under his fingers.

“Yeah,” Yoongi agrees, voice sounding a little strained. He smiles down at Hoseok and turns to press a tiny kiss to the inside of his wrist. “Thanks for that. If you were always at your absolute best in here I would really feel like a failure. Besides, it’s kind of nice to feel needed every now and then.”

“You’re crazy if you think that the entire pack doesn’t need you.”

Yoongi lets out a tiny puff of laughter, glancing off to the side before looking back down at Hoseok with the prettiest goddamn smile on his face as he says, “Not like this. You’re the only one who… Just… Thank you for trusting me.”

“I should be the one thanking you,” Hoseok says.

Now Yoongi lets out a real laugh, enough to jostle Hoseok in his lap. “Yeah I really suffered having to watch youtube videos with my mate lying in my lap being cute as hell.”

“Oh, I’m cute now am I?” Hoseok flutters his lashes excessively and smiles, starting to sit up in hopes of maybe getting a kiss for his efforts.

“Don’t pretend you don’t know,” Yoongi answers, helping Hoseok up and pulling him sideways into his lap.

They both lean in for the kiss at the same time, Yoongi’s scent spiking the moment their lips finally touch. Hoseok can feel his own scent going warmer in response, resulting in an intoxicating mix of cinnamon and coffee that nearly leaves him boneless in Yoongi’s arms. Luckily his mate doesn’t seem to mind, judging by the way he cradles Hoseok closer and licks eagerly into his mouth the moment it opens.

It’s like coming home, being held and kissed so thoroughly, like Yoongi needs to map him out again and make sure he’s still the same. Hoseok can definitely indulge that easily enough…

He tilts his head and offers his throat – the same side Yoongi had marked with his claiming bite well over a year ago. Yoongi’s scent tips over into sweetness at the gesture and Hoseok makes good on his plan to indulge him, allowing himself to be scented and marked as much as Yoongi wants. He’s gentle with Hoseok, not using his teeth at all and instead slowly sucking a series of deep bruises into the skin. He takes his time, mouth working at Hoseok’s neck for several minutes before the attention eventually winds down to Yoongi just pressing tiny pecks over the marks he’s left.

Hoseok smiles at the soft little kisses, pressing one of his own to Yoongi’s shoulder. “Satisfied?”

“Very,” Yoongi answers, nosing at Hoseok’s jaw for a few moments. His voice is quieter when he speaks again, almost a little worried. “You don’t have any more jobs lined up right now, do you?”

Ah. Makes sense why Yoongi sounds a little timid. The two of them always tend to be cautious when discussing each other’s work. It can be a touchy subject for a multitude of reasons, especially considering they both have the nasty habit of working themselves into the ground – something that they already get enough of a talking to about from their other mates. Yoongi sometimes stays up for days at a time, forgoing meals in favor of taking stimulants and chugging energy drinks until he either crashes, or one of them goes in to bring him down with a few nips and a stern talking to (at least if it’s Namjoon or Jin doing the nipping).

Hoseok on the other hand… Well his episodes don't usually look quite so dramatic. Really, he just holes up in his office for a couple of weeks and buries himself in work. Probably wouldn’t even be much of a big deal if he wasn’t so incredibly exhausted by the end of them… and irritable… and possibly a little unreasonable.

At least he sleeps and eats a little.

“No, nothing coming up unless Joonie has something he’s been eyeing,” Hoseok answers.

Yoongi laughs, worry gone in an instant now that he knows Hoseok doesn’t have any other work planned right now. “Like Joon-ah doesn’t have a mile long list of all the things he’s got his eye on. Still, he only drops those in your lap when you’re fishing for work or a really good opportunity comes up.”

“Yeah, and something tells me he would be hesitant to do that right now.”

“That’s an understatement. Jin-hyung’s got himself all worked up worrying about you too.”

“Is that why he nipped you?”

“Wasn’t a proper nip, really – Wait, how do you know about that?”

“You've got a mark,” Hoseok answers, leaning in to press a little kiss over the bruise.

“No shit, but how did you know it was Jin-hyung?”

“Because if it was Joonie he would have gone right for your scent gland and if Taehyungie nipped you something would have to be really wrong. Plus Jinnie and I are the only two who give warning bites like that.”

“Alright, it makes sense when you lay it all out like that,” Yoongi says, letting out a drawn out sigh. “Still weird when you do that though.”

Hoseok leans back enough to see the tiny frown on Yoongi’s face and smiles back at him. “So, you gonna tell me what you did to work up Jinnie-hyung?”

“He threw out my pills again.”

“Not the good stuff, right?” Yoongi has a stash of drugs in one of his bathroom drawers. It’s pretty well hidden, at least from the rest of their mates. Not from Hoseok, of course – he can spot a false bottom on a drawer from a mile away. (Sort of comes with the territory for anyone in his line of work.)

“No, he still hasn’t found that. He’s just on edge and grasping at straws again,” Yoongi explains. “He sent Taehyung in to wake me up with a cup of coffee and two ibuprofen in a goddamn saucer with a note that two was plenty. And then I might have made it worse…”

Hoseok can’t help but laugh. Jinnie makes being petty look like an art form sometimes. “How did you manage to make it worse?”

“When he asked me about it, I told him I chewed up a couple of percocet instead of taking what he sent.”

“A bold lie considering he’d be able to smell it if you did,” Hoseok says.

“Shit, is that how he knew? Can you smell that too?”

“Yeah, they give your scent this weird hint of something floral. It’s not very strong – pretty sure it’s only the two of us that can smell it, but it’s pretty unmistakable if your nose is good enough to catch it.”

Yoongi frowns. “Fucking hell, I knew he had to have some way of knowing. I’m not that bad of a liar.”

“Don’t tell him I told you. It was supposed to be our little secret.”

“Oh, I’m not telling him shit,” Yoongi says firmly. “Keeping that one in my back pocket.”

Hoseok laughs at Yoongi’s clear displeasure. He’s cute when he’s grumpy. “So anyway, Jinnie tried to pick a fight with you and you took the bait, huh?”

This seems to stop Yoongi in his tracks, head tilting to the side as his face screws up in thought. “You think he wanted to fight about it?”

“I mean, he did send you coffee along with his smug little note. If I wanted to bait you into a fight, that’s what I would do too. Nothing gets you worked up like someone trying to help you against your will and being overly nice about it,” Hoseok says with a shrug. “Jinnie definitely knows that too.”

After a few seconds, Yoongi’s eyes narrow. “You’re fucking right. God damn it. He seemed so adamant that I was the one who was looking for a fight that I just…”

“Accepted it and couldn’t back down from the challenge?” Hoseok supplies.

“Pretty much.”

“Aww, Jinnie played you good, didn’t he?” Honestly, it’s hard not to be impressed by how effortlessly Jin can orchestrate exactly the outcome he wants in most situations.

“Here I thought I was being nice, trying to give him a push so he could let off some steam.”

Hoseok smiles wide and leans up to press a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “Oh, that’s so cute. I’d say it still counts as you being nice if you were trying to do him a favor.”

“Well I’m sure as shit not gonna be nice about it later,” Yoongi grumbles.

“Oh? Are you guys gonna play?”

Yoongi flushes, mumbling, “Yeah, after this I’m supposed to… I mean, only if you feel okay about me going. If not, it can wait until tomorrow.”

It’s worth giving a moment of thought. Hoseok definitely feels more like himself now, but he’s not sure he’s ready to be parted from Yoongi just yet, unless… “How do you think Jinnie-hyung would feel about an audience?”

“Oh my god.” Yoongi leans forward and buries his face in Hoseok’s neck, hiding what is probably a very cute blush. “You and Taehyung-ah are going to be the death of me.”

“Is that a yes?”

Yoongi makes a non-committal grunt (even as his scent goes sweet enough to betray his interest) and nips at the skin of Hoseok’s shoulder before letting out a sigh. “Yeah, I guess it fucking is.”

“We don’t have to if you don’t want to.”

“Are you really gonna make me say it?”

“I’d feel better if you did. I already know I’m interested, and I’m almost certain you are too, but the last thing I would want to do is misjudge and let you do something you didn’t really want to do.” Hoseok explains, pressing a gentle kiss into Yoongi’s hair. “So yes, I’m going to make you say it.”

“Ugh, I know you’re right,” Yoongi groans. “Look, I’m interested, alright? I would… I want you to be there.”

That’s plenty good enough for Hoseok. “Thank you. I’ll even take care of asking Jinnie, okay?”

“Yeah, fine. Whatever.”

[Hoseok to Jin and Yoongi]

[Hobi]: hi jinnie hyuuung.

[Hobi]: how do u feel about an audience later? ;D

[Jin]: Hello, Hoseok-ah :-)

[Jin]: I was intending to ask Yoongi-yah something similar, actually. I take it you’re interested in attending?

[Hobi]: only if ur ok with it.

[Jin]: Yoongi-yah, darling, do you want to talk about this first?

[Yoongi]: I’m okay with it. Whatever you want. We can wait if you prefer to be alone.

[Jin]: Actually, I was rather interested in indulging Taehyung-ah’s request from this morning.

[Hobi]: oh all 5 of us then? :)

[Hobi]: joonie will want 2 join in also.

[Jin]: My thoughts exactly.

[Jin]: Opinion, darling?

[Yoongi]: That’s fine.

[Jin]: When were you thinking? I’ll need a little time to set up and gather the others.

[Hobi]: we’re good whenever

[Yoongi]: Yeah, just let me know what you want.

[Jin]: Perfect. Meet me in the kitchen in half an hour and we can negotiate the details. Hoseok-ah, you’re welcome to come if you would prefer not to be parted from Yoongi-yah. Otherwise you can wait in Taehyung’s room with him and Joon-ah.

[Hobi]: sounds good hyung. :D

 

Notes:

Well, that was a long one. Next week's will be about this long too ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Sope is so precious to me, and it was really nice to finally explore their dynamic in more detail. Hope you all enjoyed as well. See you next week for the final chapter of this mini plot arc! (。^▽^)

Chapter 29: Spanked

Notes:

Please mind the updated tags.

There is spanking in this chapter, with a more direct delve into dominance and submission. Consent is established early and often, and it's still pretty soft and caring even within that dynamic. I hope you enjoy! (。^▽^)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Hoseok decides that he can handle a few minutes away from Yoongi if it means making sure that Jinnie has his full attention while they figure out the details of what’s about to happen. Yoongi still walks him up to Taehyung’s room and kisses him goodbye at the door almost like they won’t be seeing each other again in just a few minutes.

“You’re allowed to change your mind, you know,” Yoongi says gently. “If you decide this is too much right now and you just need–”

“Yoongi, honey, I’m okay,” Hoseok assures him, wrapping Yoongi in his arms and squeezing. “I was feeling pretty shit this morning but I feel much better now, thanks to you. So please believe me when I say that I am really excited to see Jinnie wreck you. Hell, I might even be as excited as Taehyungie is.”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh and lets Hoseok go after one more quick peck. “Okay. I’ll see you soon.”

Hoseok waggles his eyebrows suggestively. “Yeah, you sure will.”

After one long eyeroll, Yoongi finally leaves him at the door and heads down the hall to go find Jin.

As much as he wishes he didn’t, Hoseok does feel just a little more on edge the moment that Yoongi is out of his sight. It’s a weakness, he knows – depending on others. He’s grown up hearing a million speeches about only relying on himself and not giving anyone the chance to let him down, but he also knows that’s bullshit. His love and trust in his mates is something he treasures and something he knows is absolutely his, not a lesson someone else fed him or a rule he grew up following. Something he truly wants.

And even if he does trust Yoongi the most, he still has a lot of trust in his other mates too. He’s going to be okay.

Hoseok opens the door to Taehyung’s room without knocking, finding him and Namjoon already snuggled up in the nest perched atop the omega’s huge mattress. It was already a permanent installation when Hoseok had moved in. Having to take down his nests had always made Taehyung anxious, sometimes even enough to send him spiraling into a depressive episode, so as soon as they had the space Namjoon had encouraged him to simply stop taking it down. He still builds other nests in the house sometimes, but it’s easier for him to take them down when he knows he always has this one to return to.

It’s been a while since they were all in here. This will be good for them, spending a night in the nest together – with the added bonus of keeping it properly scented for their omega.

Namjoon sees Hoseok first, catching his eye with a warm little smile before he reaches down to jostle Taehyung, who practically shoots up from where he’s lying across Namjoon’s lap.

“Hobi-hyung! You came too,” he calls out, scrambling to the edge of the nest nearest the door and holding out a hand toward Hoseok. “You gonna watch with us?”

Hoseok shuts the door behind him and heads over to the nest right away, stopping just in front of Taehyung. “That’s the plan,” he answers, ruffling Taehyung’s hair. “Am I allowed inside?”

Taehyung pretends to think about it for a moment before grinning and tilting his head up. “Kiss?” he asks, puckering his lips.

“Kiss,” Hoseok agrees, leaning down to press his lips to Taehyung’s and listening to the happy little sigh it earns him.

“Okay, you’re allowed in, hyung.”

There have been a few changes since the last time Hoseok was in the nest, blankets switched out and new items of clothing weaved into the walls. He makes sure to compliment them, half because he really does appreciate all the work Taehyung puts into this space and half because he wants to watch their omega smile, scent going sweet with pride.

Namjoon tries to keep his cool as Hoseok steps into the nest, but it’s obvious what he needs so Hoseok climbs right into his lap and offers up his throat. One side is already covered in several bruises from Yoongi, but the other is pristine and practically begging to be marked up to match. It might be a little over the top, but Hoseok is nothing if not an overachiever. Few things win Namjoon over quite as well as freely given gestures of submission – he’s said before that they make him feel like they trust him to take care of them – and Hoseok offering up his throat like a request should tick all the right boxes.

“Hello, pup,” Namjoon whispers, sounding incredibly pleased and wasting no time nosing his way from Hoseok’s jaw to his shoulder. “Are you feeling better?”

“Mhmm, Yoongles took good care of me.”

Namjoon opens his mouth, letting Hoseok feel the barest hint of teeth before pulling back and pressing a kiss to his scent gland instead. It’s such a fucking tease that it has him letting out a tiny whine, tilting his head even further to try and make it clear what he wants.

“Eager pup,” Namjoon whispers, pressing another teasing kiss to Hoseok’s neck. “Let us smell you if you’re feeling better?”

Damn it. He must have stopped letting his scent out somewhere between Yoongi’s office and here. He really is trying to get better about it but it’s hard.

“Aww, hyung, it’s okay,” Taehyung assures him, seated right next to Namjoon and smiling at the two of them. “I can see you frowning.”

“Sorry,” Hoseok says, shoving aside his frustration with a little laugh and letting his scent out for his mates. He’s rewarded almost immediately with the press on Namjoon’s teeth in his neck, letting out a sigh of contentment at finally getting what he wants.

Taehyung’s smile widens as he leans in close to the two of them. “You smell so nice, Hobi-hyung. When Namjoon-hyung is done with you, will you scent some stuff in the nest? Please? Yours is always the hardest to get in here.”

“Yeah. Anything you want, Taehyungie.”

Namjoon wastes no time starting to mark him up, biting a few little bruises into his neck before latching onto his scent gland and sucking a mark there too, right over the scar of his claiming bite. The whole time he whispers little bits of praise, just low enough to be for Hoseok’s ears only. “Smell so nice for us. Such a good pup. So pretty offering up your throat for me.”

Hoseok lets it wash over him, focusing on keeping his scent flowing even as it goes sweet at Namjoon’s attention. Taehyung can only watch for so long before the desire to participate takes over and he’s latching onto Hoseok’s back, scenting the other side of his neck.

The three of them have formed a bit of a cuddle pile by the time the bedroom door opens again, with Hoseok feeling pleasantly floaty sandwiched between his two mates. Still, seeing Yoongi enter the bedroom gets him yearning right away.

Hoseok needs him in this nest like five minutes ago. He reaches out a hand to beckon Yoongi closer.

As soon as Yoongi sees Hoseok, he makes a beeline for the edge of the nest, waiting for Taehyung’s approval to enter, and looking back at Jin as soon as he’s secured his invitation.

“Go on,” Jin says, closing the bedroom door. “Let’s all get properly scented before we begin.”

It’s a bit of a production getting everyone scented – made a little more logistically challenging by Yoongi being unwilling to let Hoseok go at any point, but their mates eagerly encourage the behavior, seeming to enjoy working around the two of them. They hover about, sneaking kisses and sweet little scenting nips from all angles, all while cooing about how precious the two of them are. It’s just what Hoseok needs, being surrounded by his pack, safe in their nest with Yoongi’s arms wrapped securely around him to keep him grounded in it.

Even once the five of them have all been scented, there’s still more to do. Taehyung offers up various items to each of them, some that he has all five of them scent and others that just go to one of them. It’s a comforting ritual, a good way for all of them to come together and make the space theirs again – and it works perfectly. By the end, the whole room smells like them and Taehyung looks incredibly pleased, his maple scent the strongest of them all, rolling off of him in sweet, cloying waves.

They’ve done well.

Jin seems to think so too, sitting up proudly on his knees and looking over the entire nest with a pleased expression on his face, before turning to look at Yoongi and then Hoseok. “Are you both alright to be separated now, or do you need a little more time?” he asks, scooting close enough to cup Hoseok’s cheek.

Hoseok leans into the touch, feeling all warm and syrupy good after so much scenting and cuddling. “I’m ready,” he answers. “You ready, Yoongles?”

“Yeah, just… come here quick,” Yoongi answers, tilting Hoseok’s face up for one more kiss. “Love you.”

Hoseok lets out a giggle and gives a peck to the very tip of Yoongi’s nose. “I love you too. I’m gonna get up now, okay?”

Yoongi does eventually let Hoseok get up, looking a tiny bit nervous all the way up until Namjoon pulls Hoseok into his lap, back to chest so they can both watch. Taehyung is eager to join in, climbing in between Hoseok’s legs and watching with rapt attention as Yoongi finally turns to Jin, his back to the three of them.

Jin smiles, warm and welcoming as he urges Yoongi closer. “Come here, love. Let’s have a look at you.”

“You guys are gonna stay in the nest, right?” Taehyung asks softly, still sounding a little floaty from all their scenting, but with an edge of worry to the words.

“Yeah,” Yoongi assures him, looking over his shoulder with a (slightly nervous) smile, still taking his sweet time scooting closer to Jin. “We aren’t going anywhere, sweetheart.”

Jin nods. “That’s right. We’ll be right here the whole time. On that note, ground rules for you three: Your commentary is both welcome and encouraged, especially any compliments you may have for Yoongi-yah.” At this, Yoongi finally moves forward into Jin’s arms, mostly just to bury his face in the beta’s neck. Jin smiles at this, wrapping Yoongi in his arms and pressing a kiss to the side of his head. “There you are. Very good, darling. Now, as I was saying, you three are welcome to comment but I would prefer you not distract Yoongi-yah when I’m talking to him. Does anyone need a refresher on verbal or non-verbal safewords?”

All three of them shake their heads.

“Perfect. Taehyung-ah, my supplies?”

“Oh, yeah – One sec.” Taehyung scrambles out of Hoseok’s lap to pull out a plain black drawstring bag from beneath one of the pillows at the top of the bed. He hands it off to Jin and then climbs right back into Hoseok’s lap.

“Thank you. Alright, Yoongi-yah. Are you ready to finish our discussion from this morning?”

“Are you going to admit that you baited me into the whole thing?” Yoongi asks, pulling back from the embrace.

Jin gives a tiny smile. “That depends. Are you going to admit to your part in it as well? Why don’t you tell the rest of our mates the lie you told me this morning?”

Yoongi doesn’t answer. Hoseok can imagine the glare that’s probably on his face, all sour defiance like he doesn’t know exactly how this ends.

“No? I suppose that means I’ll have to help you, doesn’t it?” Jin scoots back to give Yoongi some room, leaning back against the wall of the nest. “Clothes off, Yoongi-yah. Don’t make me ask twice.”

There’s a brief moment where Hoseok thinks Yoongi might fight the order but after a few tense seconds, he reaches down and pulls his t-shirt over his head. The pants come next. He doesn’t appear to be in any sort of rush at all, taking his time shuffling out of each and every article of clothing and probably making one of those cute little frowns the whole time, even though his scent is sweet enough to give away exactly how much he wants this.

“Very good,” Jin says. “Your clothes can get tossed out of the nest, then I want you to turn around and face the others.”

Yoongi obeys, dropping his clothes onto the floor and then turning on his knees until he’s on display for the three of them, all pretty pale skin and flushed cheeks, his cock already hard and curved toward his stomach. He makes eye contact only briefly before biting at his bottom lip and looking down at the bed.

Taehyung’s scent spikes at the sight. “You look so pretty, hyung,” he says, sounding a bit breathless. “Look how hard you are already.”

“The prettiest,” Namjoon agrees.

Jin is busy removing objects from the bag Taehyung had handed him. Hoseok doesn’t see everything but it’s impossible to miss the paddle that he takes out last, a simple, dark stained wooden piece that Hoseok has seen him use before. There’s the smallest twitch from Yoongi, like he wants to turn and see whatever they’re all looking at, but he stops himself right away.

With everything assembled, Jin sits up again. “Right behind you, darling,” he whispers, giving Yoongi a warning as he scoots up next to him and reaches up to rest a hand at the back of his neck. “Still don’t feel like talking?”

“You first,” Yoongi says flatly, not moving a muscle.

“Very well then.” Jin turns to look at them instead. “Joon-ah, there’s a cushion behind you just outside of the nest. May I have it, please?”

Namjoon reaches back and hands the cushion to Jin, who sits down on it right away. It’s relatively thick, good enough to raise him up enough for Yoongi to be comfortable when…

“Come on, Yoongi-yah. Over my lap, eyes on the others. Let them see how well you listen for me.” Yoongi goes willingly, staring stubbornly ahead the whole time he arranges himself over Jin’s thighs on his hands and knees before finally turning his head to look at the three of them, blushing. “There we go. He did very well, don’t you think so, Hoseok-ah?”

“He did,” Hoseok agrees. “He’s always so good for you.”

Jin grins, stroking a hand down Yoongi’s spine. “Do you hear that, love? Hobi-yah thinks you’re well behaved. Why don’t we put that to the test, hmm? Are you ready?”

“Have been for a while now,” Yoongi answers.

There’s a satisfying crack as Jin delivers the first blow with the paddle, causing Yoongi to gasp as his eyes slam shut. “You might listen to orders just fine, but it’s that mouth of yours that keeps getting you into trouble,” Jin says, delivering another few smacks in quick succession.

They aren’t soft hits. Hoseok can see the way Yoongi’s ass is already starting to go red from just a few blows, even if he seems to be breathing through them just fine for the time being. It usually starts like this, relatively calm until Yoongi finally breaks and starts begging.

Jin pauses, resting the paddle at the small of Yoongi’s back. “Color, love?”

“M’good – Green,” Yoongi corrects. “Can go harder.”

“I’ll go exactly as hard as I want, darling.” Jin picks the paddle back up and gives two very light smacks to Yoongi’s thighs, following it in the same spot with the hardest blow yet – enough to have Yoongi hissing in pain. “All I need you to do is take what you’re given.”

“Can you look at us, Yoongi?” Namjoon asks, already hard against the small of Hoseok’s back.

Taehyung nods in agreement. “Yeah, hyung. Let us see you?”

Yoongi does as they ask, eyes opening back up to look at each of them and finally landing on Hoseok. He looks fucked out already. Yoongi has always responded well to this sort of play, especially with Jin, who manages to strike the perfect balance between taking what he wants and giving Yoongi what he needs, straddling the line between kindness and cruelty with enough precision to entirely take Yoongi apart.

Hoseok smiles back at his mate. “You look so pretty, honey.”

“He does, doesn’t he?” Jin says, raining down another few strikes before setting the paddle aside and reaching for something else – a bottle of lube.

Yoongi’s eyes flick nervously side to side for a moment before he twists his head back to look at Jin. “Hyung…?” he asks, sounding uncertain. When he sees the bottle in Jin’s hand, he seems to deflate just a little. “Are we already…”

“Just a tiny break, love, don’t worry.” Jin leans down for a kiss and reaches back to scrape his fingernails over the tender, red flesh of Yoongi’s thighs, their kiss swallowing the high whine Yoongi lets out. “Spread your legs wider, please. Gonna get you all stretched and then hyung is going to spank you until you cry.”

It’s impossible to miss the relief on Yoongi’s face when he turns toward them again, obediently spreading his legs and only flinching a little at the first few cold drops of lube dripped onto him. Jin doesn’t bother with his fingers, just reaches over and produces a shiny, dark gray metal plug that he holds up for the three of them with a smile.

Taehyung shifts in Hoseok’s lap at the sight, another wave of sweet maple rolling off of him. “Is that what I think it is, hyung?”

“One of your favorites,” Jin says, giving Taehyung a little wink. “Do you think Yoongi-yah will like it as much as you do?”

As it turns out, Yoongi does like it. Very much.

Hoseok doesn’t think much of the plug until Jin has worked it inside of Yoongi and then produces a small oval remote that he holds up for Yoongi to see. “You’ve been so quiet, love,” he muses. “Taking your hits like you aren’t loving every moment of it. You know hyung prefers you nice and loud, and I’m betting this will help you right along.”

Yoongi swallows audibly and lets out a shaky breath. “Don’t have to,” he whispers.

“You’re correct, yes – but I would very much like to do this, so don’t you worry your pretty little head about it. Right now all you need to do is be good and take what hyung gives you,” Jin says, a wicked smile on his face as he turns to look at Taehyung. “What do you think, darling? Should we start him off slow?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “It doesn’t even really get good until you hit level three or four.”

Jin presses a button on the remote and Yoongi lets out a gasp, hands gripping the blankets beneath him hard enough for his knuckles to go white, rutting his hips forward like it might help him escape the sensation. “Fuck, I – It’s… Hyung,” he whines out.

“Too much?” Jin asks, one hand settling on Yoongi’s nape as he waits for an answer that doesn’t come, Yoongi far too busy making choked off little noises and fighting the clear urge to thrash. Jin doesn’t waste a moment, using his free hand to deliver a harsh slap to Yoongi’s ass. “That wasn’t an answer, love. Is it too much?”

Yoongi rocks forward with the force of the blow and whimpers out a tiny little, “Yes.”

“Perfect.” Jin smiles and rubs at Yoongi’s neck for a moment before asking, “Color, darling?”

“Fuck, I’m – Green, hyung. Green – Just please.”

Namjoon starts mouthing at Hoseok’s neck, scent going warm and a little spicy with arousal at the sound of Yoongi’s begging. He’s not the only one either. Taehyung is starting to squirm in Hoseok’s lap too.

“Do you even know what you’re asking for?” Jin asks. Hoseok is willing to bet Yoongi doesn’t have a clue, stuck between wanting more and wanting less all at once. That suspicion is all but confirmed when he doesn’t even try to answer the question. “No? That’s alright. Hyung knows what you need.”

“Need…” Yoongi repeats, his voice cracking. “God, it’s – I can’t…”

“It’s good, isn’t it, Yoongi-hyung?” Taehyung asks with a little giggle. “Fuck, you look so pretty like this.”

He’s right. Yoongi looks gorgeous shaking in Jin’s lap as he tries to process the pleasure, hips stuttering in aborted little jerks while his mouth opens on a series of hitched breaths and pretty little moans. Jin is merciless too, pressing the plug deeper and not lessening the vibration for a moment, the low hum of the toy just audible over all the sounds Yoongi makes.

Namjoon’s lips press more insistently against Hoseok’s neck at the first hint of Taehyung’s slick in the air, lovely and mouthwateringly sweet maple that fills the room almost instantly. Hoseok feels a warm curl of satisfaction at the arousal of his mates, enjoying the way he can feel Taehyung’s squirming picking up in a sort of desperation and the slow rhythmic grind of Namjoon’s cock against his lower back. It’s just…

He’s not sure he wants to do anything about it – or at least not in the way the two of them seem to need.

Watching doesn’t sound bad. Even light participation is appealing, but he’s suddenly very aware that he’s sandwiched between his two incredibly horny mates when he would maybe rather be on the sidelines of all of this instead. Maneuvering his way out without making too much of a fuss will be difficult, but that doesn’t mean it’s impossible. He just needs to–

The lips on his neck stop moving as Namjoon noses his way down to Hoseok’s scent gland, his hips going still as well. “Can’t smell you anymore, pup,” he says softly. “Are you alright?”

Shit. He hadn’t meant to do that. Should he explain or just try to play it off?

Before he can come to a decision, Jin speaks up. “Hobi-yah, do you think we could borrow you?”

Hoseok isn’t sure if he should be worried or not but he takes the offer, climbing out from between Namjoon and Taehyung and leaning down to give each of them a kiss. Namjoon looks concerned all the way up until Hoseok lets his scent back out, feeling calmer already at the thought of being closer to Yoongi again.

“Where do you want me?” Hoseok asks, turning toward Jin.

“Just here, in front of Yoongi-yah,” Jin instructs, patting a spot next to him. “I thought you might like to be close, and you can make sure he stays nice and engaged for me, yes?”

Hoseok nods his agreement and sits down, reaching out to grab Yoongi’s chin and tilt his face up to look at him. He’s beautiful, pupils blown wide and the beginning of tears in his eyes, breaths coming short and shallow as he tries to ride out the overstimulation. “You’re so pretty, Yoongi,” Hoseok whispers, leaning down to press a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “Are you gonna cum for us?”

Yoongi just lets out a broken whine.

“Oh, he will,” Jin says. “Don’t you worry about that. Here, why don’t I show you?” He presses the little remote for the vibrator into Hoseok’s hand with a smile. “Go ahead and turn it up a level. Wanna make him cry before I give him what he wants.”

When Hoseok presses the little up arrow on the remote, Yoongi jolts in place, letting out a series of short little whines as Jin fiddles with the plug, pulling it out just a little only to grind it back inside of him. “Please – Fuck, I can’t… It’s – hyung I’m gonna–”

“Yes, you are, darling. Come on now. Look at Hoseok-ah when you cum. Show him how pretty you look when hyung makes you cry.”

The tears are already falling when his eyes lock onto Hoseok’s, hands reaching out to grip the worn fabric of Hoseok’s sweatpants hard enough that his knuckles go white. His cheeks are stained a deep pink and he’s making the prettiest little moans while he looks up at Hoseok with desperation in his eyes, cock hanging heavy and flushed between his legs.

Absolutely gorgeous.

Yoongi cums with a sob just a few seconds later, eyes slamming closed as he rides the orgasm out.

“There you go,” Hoseok coos. “So beautiful, Yoongi.” He looks over to Jin, waiting for the signal to turn down the vibrations. Jin lets Yoongi suffer with the overstimulation for a minute, watching him shake as he tries to shift his hips in a way that might give some relief, but having no luck.

When they finally do turn the vibrations down a few levels, Yoongi collapses, his head falling into Hoseok’s lap while Jin collects the paddle again in preparation for what comes next.

Hoseok wants to touch him. He looks to Jin for permission and once he receives a nod in return, he tangles his hands in Yoongi’s hair, rubbing at his scalp and leaning down to press a few small kisses to the top of his head. “Did so good, Yoongles,” he whispers. “Are you ready for more?”

All he gets in response is a tiny groan.

“That wasn’t an answer, darling,” Jin says, resting the paddle against Yoongi’s lower back. Yoongi drags himself back up and Hoseok lets him go, watches his eyes drift back over to where Joonie and Taehyungie are watching, hands roaming over one another. “Looks like you’re putting on a good show, Yoongi-yah.”

“The best,” Taehyung whines. Namjoon’s hands are up under his shirt, probably taking full advantage of how sensitive his nipples are while he mouths at the omega’s neck.

“Are you ready?” Jin asks, tapping the paddle lightly against Yoongi’s backside.

Yoongi nods, voice already sounding dazed as he whispers a little, “Yes, hyung.”

~~

Jin teeters just on the edge of cruelty, working Yoongi over in a series of swift blows that are every bit as hard as the last ones had been, only this time Yoongi isn’t quite so stoic about them. He shakes and whines even as he presents himself for more, scent gone almost sticky sweet by this point – probably helped along by the way Taehyung’s scent spikes whenever Namjoon teases him particularly hard.

Hoseok feels content observing from where he sits, occasionally pressing the little up arrow on the remote still in his hand and watching Yoongi squirm against the vibrations. After a few seconds he shuts it back off, keeping the focus on what Jin is doing but reminding Yoongi that they can make him cum anytime they like.

There’s a rhythm to this. Jin will give Yoongi a series of blows and then allow him a little break, long enough to rub his hands over the bright red flesh of Yoongi’s ass or stroke down the length of his spine.

It gives Yoongi time to breathe and ride out each new wave of pain, and Jin gets an opportunity to check in if he needs to – but sometimes it’s just a chance to make Yoongi talk.

“Look at you,” Jin coos. “Want it so bad you’re practically presenting for me, darling.”

“Wan’it,” Yoongi echoes, pushing his ass out farther. “Please, hyung?”

Fuck,” Namjoon groans. “He’s being so good for you, hyung. I wanna see… Taehyung – pup, I’m gonna move us a little, okay?”

The two of them shuffle a few feet over, enough that they probably have a great view of Yoongi’s bright red backside, and the plug still nestled inside of him. The sight seems to have Namjoon at the end of his rope, already working to strip Taehyung of his clothes.

“Oh, wow,” Taehyung says, eyes going wide as he allows himself to be disrobed. “Yoongi-hyung, you’re marked up so pretty.”

“You really are,” Namjoon agrees. “Spread your legs a little wider for Jin-hyung, baby.”

“For me, or for you?” Jin asks with a low little laugh, watching as Yoongi follows the request and spreads his legs even more. “Aww, look he’s so far gone he’ll listen either way.”

“Shit, that’s so hot,” Taehyung says. “Need you to fuck me, Namjoonie-hyung, please. Can’t wait anymore.” He all but throws himself forward onto his hands and knees to present for his alpha, wiggling his hips impatiently. “Hyung, now – Oh, fuck.”

Namjoon sinks all the way inside with a single thrust. “God, pup, you’re so tight. Look so pretty like this – you and Yoongi both.”

Yoongi lets out a whine at the sound of his own name, drawing all their attention back to him. “Please,” he whispers. “Don’t wanna be done.”

“Oh, don’t worry, love. We aren’t done yet,” Jin assures him, taking the paddle back up and beginning another round of blows that send Yoongi whining and begging all over again.

“S’good, hyung – Aah, fuck! Want it – So much, please.”

After a few rough hits in succession, Jin catches Hoseok’s attention with a raised brow and flicks his chin upward a couple of times. It’s a fairly clear instruction, so Hoseok obeys and gives a few presses to the little up arrow on the remote.

Yoongi lets out what sounds like a sob, looking up at Hoseok with wide, wild eyes as his body jerks against the sudden spike of pleasure.

“Look at you,” Jin says. “Don’t know whether you want to get away or beg for more, do you?”

“I don’t… Please,” Yoongi whines.

“You think you’re ready to tell your mates why you’re getting spanked, darling?”

“Come on, Yoongs,” Namjoon says, still buried to the hilt inside of Taehyung. “Tell us why Jin had to put you over his knee.”

Yoongi nods his head in quick little jerks. “I can – I’ll talk! I’ll tell – fuck, just let me–”

“What do you want?” Jin asks, reaching back to press the plug deeper inside of Yoongi. “Come on, you can tell hyung, can’t you?”

“Wanna- cum, please – Hyung, feels good,” Yoongi answers, rutting his hips back into Jin’s hand, his entire body shaking with how close he is already.

Jin catches Hoseok’s eye and waits until Yoongi is just on the edge before giving him the signal to turn off the toy.

Yoongi’s eyes go wide and his gaze snaps from Jin to Hoseok, fresh tears springing up in his eyes. “Fuck, I was – Why?” he asks, wiggling his hips to try and chase a sensation that simply isn’t there anymore.

“Aww, he asked so nice too,” Taehyung says, voice breathy while Namjoon thrusts slowly into him. “Aren’t you gonna let him cum, Jin-hyung?”

As Taehyung speaks, Yoongi’s gaze slides down from Hoseok’s face to his lap, mouth dropping open a fraction as he slowly lurches forward. It takes Hoseok a second to realize what Yoongi is trying to do. He hadn’t really been aware of just how turned on he was, but it’s obvious when he looks down – his dick hard and straining against the fabric of his sweatpants (long enough for a little wet spot to have formed in the fabric).

“Oh, honey. I don’t think that’s on the menu right now,” Hoseok says softly, catching Yoongi’s chin and redirecting him into a quick kiss so he can swallow up all the pretty whines falling from his mate’s lips instead.

There’s a loud crack that has Yoongi whimpering into their kiss so sweetly that Hoseok can feel his cock twitch in his pants.

“That eager to get something in your mouth?” Jin asks, following the words with another hard smack that has Yoongi pulling away and gasping.

“Sorry, hyung. I just wanted–”

“I know what you were after, but if you want something in that pretty mouth of yours, you have to earn it first, Yoongi-yah. Tell your mates why you’re in trouble.”

He could earn it… Does Hoseok want that right now? Shit, is there ever going to be a time when he doesn’t want Yoongi’s mouth on him? He always looks so pretty with his lips stretched around Hoseok’s cock, and it doesn’t hurt that he knows it’s one of Yoongi’s favorite things to do.

Yeah, he definitely wants that.

“C’mon, Yoongi-hyung,” Taehyung says. He’s sitting in Namjoon’s lap now, still stretched over the alpha’s cock and whimpering as Namjoon sucks another bruise into his neck. “Be good and tell us– oh, fuck…” He trails off as Namjoon’s hips drive up hard, shaking as he lets out a moan.

“Look at them,” Jin says, gripping Yoongi’s hair and turning his head to face Namjoon and Taehyung. “You look so good like this that they can't help themselves.”

“You do,” Namjoon agrees, giving another hard thrust. “So fucking gorgeous with Jin’s hands on you and your ass all marked up. You’re perfect.”

“Please, hyung.” Yoongi tries to turn away from the praise, but Jin keeps his head held in place. “Wanna–”

“You can get what you want after you talk,” Jin answers, one hand tangled in Yoongi’s hair and the other holding the paddle at the ready, tapping it lightly against Yoongi’s thighs just to watch how he flinches. “Tell them why you’re in trouble.”

“I was – It went– fuck,” Yoongi whines as Jin brings the paddle down right across one thigh.

“It’s not that hard, love. Try again.”

“I umm… I lied?” Yoongi says.

Jin smiles, setting the paddle aside. “That’s right. Very good. Tell them what you lied about.”

“I told you I took percocet for my headache.”

“You did, yes. You were looking for a fight, weren’t you?”

“Not just me,” Yoongi breathes, looking a little dazed but eventually managing to finish his thought. “You too – You were trying to bait me into it.”

“I’m not sure that justifies a lie of such magnitude. What do you think?”

Yoongi starts to answer, but cuts himself off with a gasp as Jin scrapes his nails over one abused side of Yoongi’s ass. “Fuck – hurts, hyung,” he cries, his eyes filling with tears.

“It does, doesn’t it?” Jin says, resting a hand on the other cheek and preparing to repeat the motion. “Color, darling?”

Yoongi’s voice comes out quiet but certain, “Fuck… Green, green, please.”

Jin rakes his nails down the other cheek and Yoongi lets out a long whine, tears spilling down his cheeks as his body tries to jerk away from the pain. It doesn’t do him any good. Jin follows the motion easily, making sure Yoongi takes every bit of his punishment. His scent spikes with just a hint of bitterness as he processes the pain, evening out to a perfectly sweet cinnamon by the time Jin finishes scratching at him.

“There you go, love,” Jin soothes, rubbing his hand gently over Yoongi’s backside now. “You’ve done so well, taking everything I give you.”

Between the praise and the subtle shift in Yoongi’s scent, it’s clear that Jin is intending to start bringing Yoongi down soon – maybe just a bit more and then an orgasm or two before moving straight into aftercare. It should be quite the occasion with all of them in the nest together.

Still, before that… Hoseok can’t quite stop thinking about Yoongi’s mouth on him. He would look perfect right from the start, tears already falling so sweetly and lips bitten all pretty red, his eyes half glazed over from the mix of pain and pleasure.

He reaches out to touch Jin’s shoulder, saying softly, “Do you think he’s earned a reward?”

Yoongi makes a soft little noise of interest, looking up at Hoseok and then back down to his lap with clear desire in his eyes.

Jin gives the request a moment of thought before turning to Hoseok with a warm smile. “I think that can be arranged. After all, it’s your mouth that got you into trouble,” he says, giving a few light taps to Yoongi’s ass – not enough to hurt or even really make a sound, but enough to let him know it could if Jin wanted. “Would you like that, darling? Putting your mouth to work making Hobi-yah feel good?”

“Please, wanna,” Yoongi says, voice all breathy.

“Here’s how this is going to go,” Jin instructs. “You can get your mouth on him, then you’re going to take ten more strikes for me and we’ll be finished. After that, you can have anything you want. Does that sound agreeable?”

“Yes, hyung.” Yoongi is already starting to shift closer to Hoseok, reaching out for his pants only to be stopped by Jin grabbing at his wrist.

“Ah, not just yet. You still have a couple of choices to make.”

Yoongi hangs his head, mumbling out a tiny, “Sorry.”

“It’s alright, love. You aren’t in trouble for being eager, especially not when Hobi-yah looks so ready for your help. He’s pretty like this, isn’t he?”

Hoseok hasn’t really considered how he must look, achingly hard in his pants and yearning for Yoongi’s touch so much that it’s made his scent go sweet. His face feels warm, cheeks probably flushed with want. He kind of likes the thought of looking appealing right now – for all of them, but especially for Yoongi.

“So pretty,” Yoongi agrees, sounding a little breathless and looking at Hoseok like he’s hung the moon. When his gaze drifts down again, he licks his lips and lets out a little whine. “Hyung, please, I wanna–”

“I know, darling. I’ll make my questions quick. First, do you want to cum when I’ve finished with you?”

Yoongi is speaking almost before Jin finishes the question. “God, yes. Please.”

Hoseok is grateful for that answer. He wants to see Yoongi cum again too, maybe even while he’s got his mouth on Hoseok, whining all pretty and drooling around his dick with the pleasure of it.

“Like this?” Jin asks, reaching back to mess with the plug still buried inside of Yoongi. Hoseok had nearly forgotten about it, having set the remote aside a bit ago.

Yoongi shakes his head. “Wan’ you,” he says, looking back at Jin.

“Then you’ll have me. Last question, love. Do you want your last ten strikes with the paddle?”

Again, Yoongi shakes his head. “You, just you,” he answers.

Jin smiles at that, clearly pleased with the answer. “Alright, just me then. Go ahead and claim your prize. I’ll give you a little warning before I start.”

Yoongi doesn’t waste a moment, turning back to Hoseok and beckoning him closer, hands sliding up his thighs. He seems intent on getting Hoseok’s pants off but pauses just before reaching the waistband, looking up at Hoseok and whispering, “Kiss?”

Hoseok complies immediately. “Kiss,” he answers, leaning down to do just that. Yoongi’s lips are warm and comforting, and the kiss is soft enough to have him feeling floaty – nearly making him forget just how achingly hard he is.

“Shit, they’re so cute,” Taehyung says.

They break their kiss and Hoseok looks over to where Taehyung and Namjoon are sitting. (He’d been so focused on Yoongi that he sort of forgot they were there.) They’re lying near the side of the nest now, both covered in a thin layer of sweat and still tied together by Namjoon’s knot. Taehyung’s scent is all sweet and content, his eyes still hungrily taking in the scene before him while Namjoon mouths at his neck, only looking up occasionally.

“Off,” Yoongi says, tugging at Hoseok’s pants before reaching for the hem of his shirt. “This too. Wanna see you, please?”

“Yeah, of course. Anything you want, honey.” Hoseok strips out of his clothes, loving the way Yoongi’s eyes rake over his body before fixating on his cock and leaning forward to lick a long stripe up the entire length. “Fuck,” Hoseok gasps.

He’s sensitive after being hard for so long – a fact that Yoongi takes full advantage of. He takes his time licking at Hoseok’s cock, making pleased little hums every time he flicks his tongue over the head and collects the wetness gathering there. It shouldn’t feel this good, but Hoseok has felt off all day and having Yoongi’s attention on him like this is just so fucking nice. He doesn’t bother trying to hold back his sounds, letting Yoongi (and the others) hear every little sigh and sharp intake of breath, or the choked off gasp he makes when Yoongi finally closes his lips over the head of his cock and sucks.

“God, Yoongi, it – You feel so good,” Hoseok breathes, fighting the urge to thrust into the wet warmth of Yoongi’s mouth but wanting more so badly that it nearly hurts. “Please, baby.”

“Are you being a tease, darling?” Jin asks. He clearly doesn’t expect an answer, speaking again almost immediately. “You may wish to brace yourself; this is your warning. Color, love?”

Yoongi pops off Hoseok’s dick. “Green. I want it, hyung, please.”

“And you’ll have it. Show Hobi-yah what you do if you need to stop,” Jin instructs, watching Yoongi carefully to make sure he gives the correct response.

Yoongi taps twice at Hoseok’s hip and then takes his cock back into his mouth, sinking down farther now and beginning to bob his head at a leisurely pace. Even that feels like heaven with how frayed and raw Hoseok feels in his body today, like every sensation is turned up to eleven.

“Very good,” Jin says.

It’s all the warning Yoongi gets before Jin lands the first slap on his ass.

As expected, Jin isn’t gentle. The smack echoes in the room, sending Yoongi lurching forward and farther down on Hoseok’s cock with a muffled whimper. A few seconds later, the second hit lands and Yoongi’s eyes shut, tears slipping down his cheeks.

“Don’t close, baby,” Hoseok says, reaching to cup Yoongi’s cheek. “Wanna see you take it.”

“Eyes on him, Yoongi-yah,” Jin says. “Let him see.”

Yoongi obeys with a whine that sends delicious vibration along Hoseok’s dick, gaze soft and shining with tears – beautiful.

Jin doesn’t waste any more time, landing each and every slap hard enough to have Yoongi shaking, whimpering around the cock in his mouth and nearly choking whenever a hit sends him careening forward again. Still, he takes every one of them without complaint. Tears fall freely from his eyes but he still keeps them trained on Hoseok, letting him see everything.

He loves this, getting to read all the expressions on Yoongi’s face when he’s been worked over like this, too far gone to hide the series of reactions that play across his features. The way his eyes widen at the pain, the brief flash of something like fear, and then his expression softening as he realizes that it feels good.

Hoseok gets to see it all.

“You were right, you know,” Jin says. “I did try to bait you into picking a fight.” Another slap echoes through the room. “If I had known you were going to come and offer yourself up so sweetly, I wouldn’t have bothered. I think you needed this just as much as I did.”

There’s a brief moment where Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut in shame before he remembers his orders and looks back up at Hoseok, bobbing his head a little faster almost like an apology.

It’s too much, making Hoseok let out a low hiss. “Slow, fuck – It’s okay, just… slow, honey. There you go. Just like that.”

“Eager little thing, isn’t he?” Jin asks.

“Yes,” Hoseok answers. “Eager and so, so good – beautiful like this.”

“Yes, he is. One more, Yoongi-yah; almost there.” The last slap is every bit as hard as the others, and Yoongi lets out a muffled cry, his grip on Hoseok’s thigh tightening as the last wave of pain washes over him. “There you go, love. All done,” Jin coos, stroking a hand up and down Yoongi’s back. “You did so well for me; took everything hyung gave you like you were made for it.”

Things get a little hazy after that.

Without the loud sounds of Yoongi being spanked to jolt him back to the present, it’s easy to just float and enjoy the feeling of Yoongi’s talented mouth on him, soft and wet and so delightfully warm. He works at the slow pace Hoseok has requested, still taking him in as deep as he can, throat convulsing around his cock when Yoongi hits the limit of what he can take. It’s perfect, helped along by the slow hum of praise that Jin rains down on Yoongi as he fucks him – telling him how lovely he is, how hot and tight he feels, how lucky they are to have him.

Hoseok cums first, a broken whine leaving him as Yoongi swallows down every last drop, still suckling just the slightest like he’s making sure he hasn’t missed any. Even as the feeling edges into overstimulation, Hoseok doesn’t stop him, not willing to give up the closeness. Eventually Yoongi stops sucking but he doesn’t let Hoseok go either, just holds him in his mouth and whines as Jin fucks into him from behind.

He never quite manages to go soft, Jin’s thrusts forcing just enough movement from Yoongi to keep him hovering between overstimulation and pleasure. And Yoongi just... doesn’t stop. Not even when he whines out a broken moan around Hoseok’s cock and cums for the second time that night, body trembling and eyes slamming shut.

Jin isn’t far behind him.

When Jin pulls out, Yoongifinally lets Hoseok’s dick go and practically leaps forward to tackle him in a hug, peppering kisses all over his cheeks, nose, and mouth. “So good, Hoseok-ah,” he croaks in between kisses. “Perfect. Thank you, thank you.”

“You did so good too,” Hoseok whispers, occasionally catching Yoongi’s lips with his own. “Took it all so well. Thank you for letting me stay close.”

“It wasn’t too much?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Was perfect, Yoongi. You were perfect.”

The rest of the pack close in around the two of them. Jin comes first, guiding them onto their sides – still facing one another but with room for the others to cuddle up to them – and then wraps himself around Yoongi’s back.

“You both did so well,” Jin says, draping one arm over Yoongi, his hand coming to rest on Hoseok’s waist. “Can we do anything for you? Want something to drink?”

“I’ve got water here,” Namjoon offers from somewhere behind Hoseok.

Yoongi gives him a questioning look but Hoseok just shakes his head. “We’re fine,” Yoongi answers.

“Yeah, they’ve gotta get all the cuddles out of their systems first,” Taehyung says. “Let’s just bring the water and snacks into the nest for when they’re done, then we can hurry up and join the cuddle pile.”

After some brief shuffling, Namjoon finally slides in behind Hoseok, wrapping an arm around him and pressing that warm body flush to his back. “You did so well, pup,” Namjoon whispers, pressing a kiss to Hoseok’s scent gland. “Both of you were so lovely to watch.”

Taehyung makes a little snort of laughter. “I think you mean all three of them,” he says, cuddling up to Namjoon’s back and throwing one arm over both him and Hoseok.

“Thank you, darling,” Jin answers. “But Namjoon is right – you were both lovely.”

Hoseok relaxes into the praise, finally feeling ready for the comfort of his pack to surround him completely, so long as Yoongi is here with him at the center of it all.

Really, he couldn’t be any luckier.

 

Notes:

This is the end of our short little Hobi-centric arc. Next week it's back to courting, dates, and those sparring sessions some of you were looking forward to. See you then! :D

Chapter 30: Mini Dates

Notes:

We're advancing time a little bit in this chapter. Not too far, but I wanted to give some snippets of their relationships developing over a month or so as they all settle into the early stages of courting and get to know one another a little better.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

For as busy as they’ve been lately, trying to find a chunk of time where Namjoon-hyung is out of the house and both Jimin and Jungkook are available to come and spar ends up being a huge pain in the ass. They could just go for it while everyone is home, but Taehyung doesn’t want to risk any of the alphas getting fussy while he’s trying to do the important work of seeing how well their new mates can handle themselves. Without Jin-hyung home to keep everyone calm, it’s just easier to do it outside of the house.

He invites Hobi-hyung to come along, partially because his attention to detail will be helpful – but mostly because he wants to see how Jimin and Jungkook stack up against him.

Most of Tae’s mates aren’t terribly useful in a fight. They’ve gotten better through years of drills and Taehyung teaching them, but Hobi-hyung is the only one he would really classify as capable. Jin-hyung can talk his way out of damn near anything but when the time comes to fight he’s basically hopeless. Almost everything Taehyung has trained him to do is about buying himself time for someone else to help him, or cheap tricks to try and get away.

Namjoon-hyung has learned enough that he’s not entirely defenseless. He’s got such a long reach that he has a natural advantage in lots of fights, so long as his opponent isn’t particularly skilled. His best tool is being a quick thinker though, and Taehyung has done his best to train Namjoon to use that to get away – convincing him that he’s more useful alive and putting that brain to use on the sidelines than fighting losing battles.

Yoongi-hyung isn’t a good fighter technically, but he’s vicious in a way that absolutely delights Taehyung. He fights dirty, like a cornered animal with no regard for his own personal safety, and once he gets going he doesn’t want to stop. It’s almost like he gets a little blood drunk on it, pupils blown all wide and manic with a cruel grin plastered on his face…

It’s fucking hot, honestly.

But that aside, they were all surprised to realize that Yoongi is a hell of a good shot with a pistol – way better than any of the rest of them, though Hobi-hyung isn’t bad either. Tae has never liked guns all that much. Too loud and impersonal. Not that he doesn’t ever use them, just that they’re far from his preferred method.

Hobi-hyung could wipe the floor with any of the other three easily. He’s no match for Taehyung, but then again nobody is. Still, he’s been training since he was a kid and it shows with plenty of skill, resourcefulness, and a feel for how the situation is going to shake out.

Jimin and Jungkook have been through training too, which is part of why Taehyung is so excited to finally get to see what they’re made of.

“So, which one of you is better?” Hobi-hyung asks as the four of them make their way inside the space Tae had managed to rent out.

It’s a small local gym that a few of their security guys frequent. They’d been all too happy to get him the contact information, saying it was usually only open for a few hours every evening. It’s nice enough, with plenty of space in the center of the room for them to lay out a couple of mats and not be in danger of running into any of the machines.

“Kookie is technically better than me,” Jimin says. He looks good like this, dressed in tight sweatpants and an old tank top. It’s the sort of thing Tae is used to seeing Jungkook wear, but not so much on Jimin. Even for his dance practices he tends to favor something a little looser, which makes this a bit of a treat.

“Yeah, but if Jiminie gets the drop on someone, they’re usually done for,” Jungkook says with a smile. “It’s so cool every time.”

“Are you pretty good, Hoseok-hyung?” Jimin asks.

Instead of answering himself, Hobi just looks over to Tae with a little wink and tilts his head, waiting for the assessment.

“Yeah, he’s pretty good,” Taehyung answers. “Better than a lot of our security guys, but not all of them.”

“And Taehyungie can still wipe the floor with me,” Hoseok adds, grinning.

Jungkook is practically vibrating in place by the time they lay the mats out, clearly itching to test himself. Taehyung almost wants to make him wait a little longer, to take Jimin on first just to watch him squirm, but he decides to be nice instead.

“Come on, Jungkookie. I can tell you’re ready to go.”

“What gave you that idea?” Jimin jokes as Jungkook practically bolts to the center of the mats with a huge smile on his face.

“I’m so ready, hyung. What are the rules? When do we start?”

“We should have brought popcorn,” Jimin says.

Hobi laughs. “It won’t last long enough for popcorn.”

“Wow, really?”

“Yeah, he’ll be lucky if he lasts a minute.”

Their words don’t seem to discourage Jungkook in the slightest. He’s still bouncing eagerly at the center of the mats while Taehyung strips out of his jacket and drops it next to Jimin.

“Alright, Jungkookie. The only rule is that you don’t hold back. You won’t be able to hurt me and it’s important that I get a good feel for how hard you can fight when you need to. We start now. Come at me and do your best to take me out.”

Jungkook is eager and aggressive, all explosive energy that Tae has no trouble turning against him. He isn't the least bit discouraged when Taehyung lays him out flat barely ten seconds into their first round either, his eyes going wide and his mouth forming an open mouthed grin. “That was great, hyung! Can we go again?”

The first round usually goes about that quick, especially if it’s one of his mates. None of them are willing to give it their all the first time around, even though he tells them they couldn’t hurt him if they tried.

At least it’s fun.

He lets Jungkook try a few more times. Even though he’s outmatched, he still comes at Tae like he’s going to beat him every single time, switching up his tactics with each attempt and giving Taehyung a good idea of his skill level overall. He lasts longer almost every round, adapting and learning even when it’s clear he stands no chance of winning.

After about ten rounds, Jungkook is breathing hard and Taehyung feels like he has a good feel for his ability. “Alright, that’s enough,” he says, offering Jungkook his hand and pulling him up off the mat. “You did good, Jungkookie.”

It’s an understatement really. Taehyung is honestly impressed.

Hobi-hyung claps. “You really did, Jungkookie! I’m pretty sure you’re better than me after getting a look at you those last few rounds.”

“He is,” Taehyung agrees with a smile. “He could definitely take you, hyung.”

Jungkook seems incredibly pleased with himself, grinning as he plops down next to Hoseok and then turns to Jimin. “Your turn. Don’t bother going easy on him, Jiminie.”

“Yeah, no shit,” Jimin answers, laughing as he stands up and heads for the center of the mat. “Do you want a break or anything before we start, TaeTae?”

“Nah, I’m good to go. Let’s see what you’ve got.”

The two of them were right. Jungkook is definitely the better fighter, but Jimin fights dirty – going directly for Taehyung’s throat and eyes like his life depends on it and even biting down hard on Taehyung’s arm when he goes to put Jimin in a chokehold. It almost reminds him of a little bit of Yoongi-hyung, though a little less unhinged and with a higher skill level to back up all of the ferocity.

Tae still pins him over and over, but Jimin doesn’t give up any easier than Jungkook did.

Some of their movements are similar enough that it’s clear they learned from a lot of the same sources, and probably practiced together too. They’ve both got a solid foundation, which is a relief. Of course the security team (headed up by one of their best, Wonho-ssi) will continue watching over them and their apartment, but all the planning in the world can’t stop every possible mishap. It’s comforting to know that if they ever were caught out, they’re far from defenseless on their own.

“Okay, I’m satisfied,” Taehyung says after pinning Jimin to the mat yet again.

Jimin softens immediately and reaches out for Taehyung’s arm, fingers tracing over the slowly darkening bruise forming under the imprint of his teeth. “I’m sorry about that,” he says with a lopsided little smile. “Didn’t mean to leave a bruise.”

Tae snorts out a laugh and pulls Jimin into a hug. “Don’t apologize. I told you not to hold back and you didn’t – plus it didn’t really hurt that bad.”

“Are you sure?”

“Taehyungie has a pretty high pain tolerance,” Hoseok says, smiling with his arm around Jungkook’s shoulders. “So, what’s the verdict? Feeling better about their ability to handle themselves? I know I am.”

“Well, considering that Jungkookie could take you in a fight, and you and Jiminie are probably a dead even match, I would say yes. I feel way better now.”

“We’re not done forever, right?” Jungkook asks. “You’ll let me try again sometime?”

Taehyung laughs as he lets go of Jimin. “Sure. I’ll even help you get better if you want.”

“That would be so cool! Thank you, hyung.”

“Ooh, private lessons with the one and only Kim Taehyung,” Hobi says. “There are people who would pay a lot of money for that privilege.”

“Just one of the many perks of being my mate,” Tae says, smiling and giving a little wink. “I’ll pin you to a mat anytime you want. Now, are you each ready to go a round with Hobi-hyung?”

Jungkook’s entire face lights up at the offer and he practically scrambles back to the center of the mat, clearly eager to prove Taehyung’s assessment right.

* ******

Namjoon has never actually been inside of Special-(f)x before. Taehyung had talked about it a year or two ago when he’d been briefly invested in getting a tattoo, but Namjoon had been able to talk him out of it. The thought of anyone putting a needle in his omega had been extremely distressing at the time, but something tells him they will be having that conversation again sometime soon.

He has to admit that Jungkook’s collection of tattoos does make him feel slightly more amenable to the whole thing. There’s also a very real possibility that if everything works out and Taehyung is willing to wait, Jungkook could be the one doing the work, which is also… less troubling somehow. Plus it’s Taehyung’s body, not Namjoon’s. He’s allowed to be worried, but he has to accept that it isn’t a choice he gets to make.

Still, he would feel better if he could take a look inside the shop first, and picking up Jungkook for a lunch date before his afternoon classes is the perfect opportunity.

It’s brighter than he expected. His imagination had provided him with images of a dark, unsanitary, threatening atmosphere, but Special-(f)x isn’t like that at all. It’s pretty spacious inside (especially for being tucked in between two other storefronts), with the large front window pouring sunlight inside the shop. The walls are lined with art samples and photographs of what he assumes are tattoos that were done here in the shop, and several glass cases full of all sorts of jewelry for piercings.

“Namjoon-hyung, you made it,” Jungkook says, emerging from a door behind the counter with a bright smile.

“Of course I did, Kook-ah. It’s pretty nice in here. Not really what I expected.”

Jungkook makes his way out from behind the counter to throw his arms around Namjoon in a hug. “Yeah, this place is great, and Amber-ssi is so nice! She’s the best boss.”

“Oi, you don’t need to say things like that just because I’m in earshot,” a female voice calls from behind the counter.

Jungkook breaks away from their hug and Namjoon gets a look at her, all short cropped dark hair with her arms absolutely covered in tattoos. She’s giving him a pretty hard stare with her arms crossed, but her gaze softens immediately when she looks at Jungkook – clearly fond of him.

“This is Namjoon-hyung,” Jungkook says excitedly. “He’s the–”

“I know who he is,” Amber says. “Jungkook, I need you to finish the cleanup in the back room quick and then you’re free to go, okay?”

“Sure thing. I’ll be right back, hyung. Shouldn’t take me more than a couple of minutes.”

“Take your time,” Namjoon says, giving Jungkook’s shoulder a quick squeeze before the omega darts off, heading back through the door behind the counter.

Amber waits for Jungkook to disappear and then steps out from behind the counter, making her way up to him with that same hard stare. Namjoon knows when he’s being sized up, so he simply stands his ground until she stops just a few feet in front of him.

“It’s nice to meet you,” he offers, reaching out his hand to shake. “Jungkook speaks very highly of you.”

Amber waits a few seconds before returning the gesture, shaking Namjoon’s hand firmly. Even this close, she’s not putting out any scent. Namjoon wouldn’t even know she was an omega if Jungkook hadn’t told him first. “Listen,” she says, dropping his hand. “Jungkook has been through enough already without getting mixed up with you people. I know what line of work you’re in and if you let a single thing happen to him – if you hurt him or Jimin, you will be answering to me. You understand?”

Namjoon gives her a nod. “I understand. We won’t let anything happen to either of them, I swear.”

Amber narrows her eyes at him. “You had better be serious about him. The way he talks about you… If you’re even half as good as he says you are, we won’t have any trouble – but if you’re playing with him–”

“I assure you, we are not,” Namjoon states plainly. “We have every intention of courting Jimin and Jungkook in earnest, and we have already made sure to assign security to their home. If anyone ever tries anything, we’ll hunt them down.”

“And you won’t stand in the way of his schooling, or his job here?”

“Not at all.”

Finally, her demeanor softens. She doesn’t quite smile, but at least she’s not staring him down like he might do something terrible at any second. “Alright then.”

“As simple as that?” Namjoon asks, quirking his head.

“As simple as that. You understand my position and I understand yours. As long as you’re good to them, you’ve got nothing to worry about from me or anyone else in this shop.” With that, she turns to make her way back behind the counter just as Jungkook emerges from the doorway again.

“Okay, Amber-ssi. All of the equipment is cleaned up and I laid out everything for your appointment after lunch. Do you need anything else before I go?”

“No, that should be all. You two have a nice lunch.”

“Thanks,” Jungkook says, darting out from behind the counter to take Namjoon’s hand and lead him toward the door. “Come on, hyung. I’m starving! Do you still want to try that place just down the street?”

“Yeah, I checked on my way over and their patio is open, so we can sit outside too.” Namjoon gives one last backward glance as they leave the shop, only to catch sight of Amber laughing and shaking her head at the two of them. He gives her one last nod and turns back to Jungkook, who is smiling in the midday sun and positively beaming with excitement.

*******

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: I admit I’m intrigued by the ingredients you set out tonight. What are you planning to make, Jungkook-ah?

[JK]: oh are you watching the cameras hyung

[Jin]: I was just pulling up a recipe for dinner tonight and thought I may as well take a peek.

[JK]: so youre about to start cooking too

[JK]: im not really sure what im doing yet honestly

[JK]: there were a bunch of people set up on campus selling vegetables today and i just bought whatever looked good

[Jin]: Care to show off what you got? Maybe we can brainstorm together :-)

[JK]: sure

[JK]: wanna video call

[JK]: maybe we could cook together on the call if you want

[Jin]: That sounds lovely. Give me just a moment to set up.

[JK]: sure i gotta bring my laptop to the kitchen too

~

What starts as a single video call ends up becoming a bit of a delightful habit – at least on the nights that both of them are cooking around the same time. Occasionally, Seokjin will set up his tablet and let Jungkook simply watch him prepare something while they talk and the omega does whatever other tasks he needs to do.

Either way, it’s less about the food (no matter how much Seokjin loves cooking), and more about the time he gets to spend learning more about Jungkook. They talk about his classes and trade stories from their respective jobs. Jungkook always proudly tells him how his coworkers fawn over the lunches he brings whenever they’re made from something Seokjin has brought him.

At least once a week he stops by their apartment with a care package from Borahae or something he’s made at home. After hearing from Namjoon about how little food the two of them had been living on before and how frequently Jimin had skipped meals, he had practically leapt at the opportunity to make sure they had plenty of hot meals at the ready.

Occasionally, Jimin will join the two of them on their video calls, watching from the kitchen table as Jungkook cooks and offering commentary on what’s happening or just random anecdotes from his day. There’s even one night where Seokjin is late preparing dinner, and when Jimin and Jungkook call him that evening, it’s from their bedroom where the two of them are all cute and curled up under the covers.

It’s all so achingly domestic.

Seokjin adores it, but it also makes him yearn. He wants to see the two of them more, for them to be comfortable enough to stay the night and let him cook them breakfast, for them to come over for lunch in between classes, textbooks spread on the kitchen table as they work and eat. It will come in due time, he knows. Right now every visit they make to the house is an exciting occasion, the sort of thing none of the pack want to miss a moment of – and this part is a delight too.

Really, things are moving at a perfectly acceptable pace. He’s simply feeling anticipation and excitement for the more comfortable parts of courting, when the two of them really begin to settle in.

“You’re frowning,” Namjoon comments, setting his tablet down and turning to face Seokjin in their bed. The two of them were just answering a few emails and taking care of some other business before settling in for the night.

Seokjin hadn’t meant to let his mind wander quite so far.

“Am I?” he asks, setting his own tablet aside.

Namjoon raises a brow and opens his arms, making a pleased hum when Seokjin accepts the invitation immediately, cuddling into his side. “You’ve got that little wrinkle in your brow – the one you get when you’re thinking too hard.”

“I do not have even one wrinkle, thank you very much.”

“Of course, you’re right. My mistake, clearly,” Namjoon says, pressing a kiss to the top of Seokjin’s head and then lingering, nosing at his hair. “You gonna tell me what you’re thinking about?”

“I’m finding myself imagining what it will be like when Jimin and Jungkook really settle into the pack, when they start to feel more at ease with us. It’s already happening, I know. These few weeks since they visited for dinner the first time have been wonderful.”

“But?”

Seokjin lets out a little sigh and leans up to press his face into Namjoon’s neck, inhaling his comforting, warm sandalwood scent. “I just don’t want to feel like I’m rushing, I suppose,” he admits. “All of these moments along the way are precious and I would like to treat them as such.”

“You are the one always telling me we shouldn’t wish these days away,” Namjoon jokes, tone light and warm as he strokes a hand up and down Seokjin’s arm.

“Yet here I am doing the same thing.”

“To be entirely fair, I think there’s a pretty big difference between excitement for the future and wishing away the present. You can look forward to those moments while still being present.”

Seokjin makes a little groan of acknowledgement. He knows that Namjoon is right, but he’s having a bit of a moment here and a little wallowing is par for the course.

“Kind of like right now,” Namjoon continues. “I’m excited for the part of this where you kiss me and tell me I’m right, but that doesn’t mean I don’t love having you all curled up and pouty too.”

The audacity. He does not pout .

Seokjin pulls back far enough that he can look up at Namjoon’s smiling face, eyes all warm and fond. “Who taught you to sass like this, hmm?” he asks, raising a brow at his mate.

“Pretty sure it was you,” Namjoon answers.

He can’t really argue that... “Sounds an awful lot like something I would do. At least that means you had a good teacher.”

“The best teacher.”

“Flattery will get you everywhere,” Seokjin says, leaning in and pressing his lips to Namjoon’s. “You are right. I know you are.”

“I am, but it’s okay if you still need to worry,” Namjoon says softly, still close enough for their noses to brush. “Or you know, pout.”

Seokjin licks a big wet stripe over Namjoon’s face in retaliation and the two of them devolve into fits of giggling and playful wrestling. Funnily enough, he does feel a lot better when it’s all said and done, no matter how easily Namjoon is able to pin him to the bed.

*******

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Why are you still awake?

[Jimin]: Working on some homework ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Why are you still awake?

[Yoongi]: Working on a project.

[Yoongi]: You look frustrated.

[Jimin]: My accounting classes involve a lot of Excel and I’m not very good at it (´;;`)

[Yoongi]: Want help?

[Jimin]: You know how to use Excel?

[Yoongi]: Yeah. I pirated it way back in middle school and used it for a bunch of stuff. Still use it occasionally for working with mid-sized datasets.

[Jimin]: You sure I won’t be a bother?

[Yoongi]: Wouldn’t offer if I didn’t have the time.

[Jimin]: Okay. Thank you (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: How do you wanna do this?

[Yoongi]: Just share your screen and we can hop on a video call.

~

As it turns out, Yoongi knows a lot about Excel. Most of what he says flies right over Jimin’s head at the start and he kind of expects to spend the whole call feeling incredibly stupid, but Yoongi adjusts to Jimin’s skill level without a fuss. He’s a good teacher too. For someone who pretends to be so grumpy all the time, he seems to have endless patience for all of Jimin’s questions and doesn’t get frustrated when he has to explain something a few times before it clicks.

He doesn’t even look bored walking Jimin through it. The lighting in his room is pretty poor, to the point where Jimin can’t really make out anything behind him, but his face is illuminated well enough by the glow of all his monitors. He’s handsome like this – actually, he’s handsome all the time, but Jimin is focused on the here and now. Something about the glow of the monitors as he sips on a glass of some kind of amber colored liquor just suits him, and the tiny little smiles he makes whenever Jimin gets something right threaten to send his heart racing every time.

“Don’t worry about it,” Yoongi says after Jimin apologizes for being slow. “Learning the syntax for formulas is a pain in the ass when you first start, but once you know a few good formulas and keyboard shortcuts, you’ll be quick enough to leave ninety percent of people in the dust.”

“I appreciate you being so patient with me, Yoongi-ssi.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes even as he fights back a smile. “Not appreciative enough to drop the formality though?”

“Nah, gotta make you earn hyung status,” Jimin teases. (Yoongi has more than earned it, but this has become something of a game between them and Jimin intends to follow it to its natural conclusion, whatever that ends up being.)

“Hoseok-ah seemed to earn it pretty quick,” Yoongi grumbles, no real heat behind his words. “Oi, don’t forget your keyboard shortcut. It’s gonna take you ages to grab that whole column with the mouse. Do you remember what it is?”

“Uhhh… Hold on, let me think.” Jimin racks his brain. “Control… something?”

“Control and space,” Yoongi instructs. “There you go. Much faster that way.”

“Thank you. I’ll get it eventually, I’m sure.”

There’s a little ding sound from Yoongi’s end of the call, and the alpha turns toward another screen. “Give me just a minute, Jimin-ah.”

“Okay, no worries.”

Jimin keeps working on his project. It gives him a chance to puzzle out some of the formulas he needs on his own. Yoongi teaching him a little about how syntax works helps quite a bit, and anything he isn’t sure about he just looks up online.

“Okay, sorry about that,” Yoongi says a few minutes later, his attention back on their call. “Had a hit on someone we’ve been looking for and I like to follow up on them right away just in case the trail goes cold real quick.”

“It’s fine. Gave me a chance to try and work some of this out on my own. Although…” Jimin’s stomach has been growling for the last half an hour or so, and he’s gonna be here for a bit. “I think I’m gonna grab something to eat. I’m starving.”

“A midnight snack, right on the dot, huh?” Yoongi says with a chuckle. He glances down at his nearly empty glass and tips the last of the liquor into his mouth before looking back at the camera. “I might do the same, actually. Meet back here in a few?”

“Yeah, sure.”

It becomes a bit of a habit for them to get on late night calls when they’re both awake long after everyone else has called it a night. Yoongi apparently almost always has the live feed from their apartment pulled up on one of his monitors, so it’s typical for him to notice when Jimin is up late.

He knows that it should probably be weird that Yoongi could be watching at any moment, and honestly most people would probably find it a little creepy – but Jimin doesn’t think so. He’s spent so much of his life in the view of some video camera or another in the Jeon compound that it barely even registers most of the time. When one of the pack does actually text him to comment on something they see him or Jungkook doing, it’s usually just an observation or someone poking a little fun. Never anything malicious or rude.

And maybe there are times he actively enjoys thinking that they might see him.

It’s fun to think that one of them might be watching when he’s walking around the apartment in little more than an oversized t-shirt and tiny shorts, or when he and Jungkook make out in the middle of the kitchen before disappearing to their bedroom. (That camera is almost always off.) He wonders how many of those moments Yoongi has watched – how many of them he might have found appealing.

Either way, Yoongi definitely notices when Jimin is up late alone most of the time. When he doesn’t, Jimin texts him instead. Usually they manage a couple of calls a week, and a Midnight Snack ends up being part of the process for both of them (even though some nights it’s long past midnight when they finally eat).

There are nights they hardly talk at all, both opting to work on whatever they have going on while taking the occasional break for a bout of conversation or to simply complain about whatever project they’re working on. Jimin is kind of surprised by just how much he enjoys the calls. Yoongi can be kind of quiet, but he never seems to mind when Jimin goes on about something for too long. Once or twice Yoongi even admits outright that he doesn’t really feel up to talking a lot, but asks to hear about Jimin’s day while he works.

It’s sweet, really – even if when they do talk they end up locked into dumb debates half the time. He kind of likes that too, how easy it is to just fall back on giving Yoongi shit if things start to feel a little too vulnerable or there’s a moment of awkward silence.

Jungkook seems to think it’s cute too.

“Who were you talking to last night, hyung?” Jungkook asks when Jimin stumbles out of the bedroom in his pajamas, teeth and hair brushed but still not feeling entirely awake.

“Wha’do you mean?” Jimin mumbles, walking over to the couch and dropping himself right into Jungkook’s lap. His mate has clearly been awake for a while already, his hair wet from the shower and the smell of some sort of food still hanging in the air. (Jimin sleeps through breakfast more than he cares to admit.)

“Aww, morning, baby,” Jungkook coos, pulling Jimin in closer and nosing at his jaw. “I woke up at like one in the morning last night and went to the bathroom. I could hear you talking all soft in the living room but I was too tired to come check on you.”

“Oh, it was just Yoongi-hyung,” Jimin mutters, leaning into Jungkook’s neck.

“He helping you with your homework again?”

“Not really. We both had work to do, but I told him a few stories while he installed parts into one of his computers. Then he told me a couple while I had a snack.”

“You two have been doing that a lot lately, huh?” Jungkook asks, obviously pleased. “Almost as much as you do with TaeTae.”

“And like you do with Jin-hyung.”

“Yeah, it’s been fun talking to him while I cook, and it’s nice to get to spend more time talking too. Namjoon-hyung and Hobi-hyung don’t seem as interested in doing video calls.”

“I think they just both prefer to hang out in person. Plus, Namjoon-hyung always seems so busy. It was really nice going out to lunch with him earlier this week.” Jimin says, nuzzling in closer and debating for a moment before adding, “All of this has been really nice, actually.”

“Yeah? You feeling good about it, hyung?”

“I mean, it’s a lot to take in, but it’s all been so good that it’s just… Sometimes it still doesn’t feel real, you know?”

Jungkook squeezes him tighter. “I know exactly what you mean. They’re all so nice to us and I like them so much, but everything changed so fast that I still feel like I might wake up one day and it will have just been a nice dream or something.”

Jimin can relate. It all feels too good to be true sometimes, but…

He wants this for them, and especially wants to give it to Jungkook – a whole pack surrounding him so he’ll always be taken care of. It’s hard for Jimin to believe that he could deserve something like that too, but if it means that Jungkook can have it then he will just keep trying to be worthy of it all. Fake it till you make it, right?

He pulls back to look at Jungkook, cracking a little smile. “You’re not dreaming, Kookie. I promise.”

 

 

Notes:

See you next week for the omegas discussing the state of the relationship so far, as well as some Taekook bonding (。^▽^)

Chapter 31: Planning Ahead

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung has plans.

Jungkook and Jimin have been coming to the house basically every week for their date nights with the seven of them together, but today they are coming just to see him. The rest of the hyungs will be out of the house for an important meeting with the guys who do their international transport. (Hongjoong and his boys. Taehyung has met them before and they’re all decent enough.) It’s a celebration, Namjoon-hyung explains – a sort of thank-you for all the work the crew has done for them.

Either way, they don’t need Taehyung there and it’s the perfect opportunity to get the house to himself. They even got Yoongi-hyung to agree to go.

Jin is surprised when Taehyung opts out but as soon as he knows the reason why, he's all smiles about it. The five of them have been considering ways to help Jimin and Jungkook feel more at home in their house, and making it less of An Occasion is exactly what they need.

It’s not like they’ve never come over outside of one of their big date nights, but most of those have been quick visits on the way to do something else. Plus, if they wanna start moving things along, someone needs to actually talk to Jimin and Jungkook about it – and Taehyung is just impatient and reckless enough to be willing to wing it.

His mates are so lucky to have him, honestly.

Things have been going well, but he’s still the only one who’s even gotten a kiss from the two of them, and they’ve been at this courting thing for a couple of months now. To be fair, everyone has been busier than usual recently. Between those two being back in school and still working damn near full time, plus a whole lot of projects coming to fruition for the pack all at once, it’s been a little hard to find as much time as they want. Plus a first kiss isn’t something most of them are likely to try for while surrounded by the whole pack. (Jin-hyung could probably make it work though.)

But that’s about to change. Things look like they’re slowing down for the hyungs, so Tae needs to pave the way for their future.

“You’re sure you don’t want me to cook anything before I go?” Jin-hyung asks as he cleans up the dishes from breakfast. “It wouldn’t be any trouble.”

“It’s fine. We’re gonna order takeout.”

Jin has been fussy all morning. So has Namjoon-hyung. They keep offering to help him get things ready, or try to reschedule for tonight so they can be home too – but that’s exactly what he doesn’t want.

“I could whip up a few snacks to tide you over until then?”

Hyung, please,” Taehyung groans.

“Is Jin-hyung still giving you trouble in here?” Yoongi yells as he pokes his head into the kitchen.

“Yes. He thinks I’m trying to rob him of the opportunity to cook for them when he already sends them food from Borahae and cooks dinner for the seven of us every week!”

Jin raises a hand to his chest in shock. “I do not think you’re trying to rob me of anything. I’m simply offering–”

“You’re fussing, hyung,” Yoongi says. “Don’t make me and Hoseok-ah quarantine you like we’re doing to Joon-ah. Come on, Tae. If you leave him be, it will be harder for him to spend the whole morning trying to mother-hen all over you.”

“Rude, Yoongi-yah,” Jin says, pointing a dirty frying pan still dripping with soap bubbles at Yoongi.

“You were the one who said it would be good for him to talk to Jimin and Jungkook,” Yoongi points out. “That means you have to let him do it his way.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees, heading for the living room. “That means no cooking, hyung.”

Fine. Don’t come crying to me if you’re all hungry before dinner,” Jin says, turning back toward the sink.

Yoongi smiles and rolls his eyes. “He says, like he wouldn’t absolutely fucking love if you three did just that.”

~~

The hyungs do eventually leave, and Jin-hyung only gives about a hundred glances back toward the house on their way to the car. Taehyung experiences a brief moment of nervousness thinking about the four of them out on business without his protection, but they’re being escorted by the very best of their security team, hand picked and personally trained by Taehyung.

He reminds himself that there’s nothing to worry about and then waits patiently for his guests to arrive.

They show up right on time, Jungkook’s voice calling out a “Hyung, we’re here!” from the foyer.

“Coming!” Tae is up in a flash and sprinting to go and greet them. They’ve already made it to the kitchen by the time he gets there, but Jimin’s outfit stops him in his tracks.

Those are his work clothes.

Jimin must see his expression fall, giving a slow little glance down at himself in his black slacks and white button down with the Onyx Heights logo on it before looking back up at Tae with an apologetic little half smile. “Yeah, one of the servers called in so I’ve got to cover a shift starting at five.”

Taehyung pouts. “No one else could do it?”

“Not tonight. I’m sorry! I really did try to get out of it, but I couldn’t say no when Siyeon-ssi called me,” Jimin explains, stepping forward to pull Tae into a hug. At least he's not wearing scent blocker for work yet, the smell of warm vanilla rolling off him in comforting waves. “We still have a few hours together though! You and Kookie will just have to do dinner on your own.”

Dinner isn’t really the issue. There’s a lot Taehyung had wanted to talk to them about after dinner when they’d had a chance to loosen up a bit, maybe even have a beer or something. Whatever. He’ll just need to avoid making Jimin feel any more guilty than he already does and adjust the plan and get everyone settled in sooner…

Nothing a little chaos can’t fix.

“It’s okay, Jiminie,” he assures him. “Actually, that still leaves us plenty of time for you guys to help me out.”

Jungkook perks up at that. “Oh, what do you need help with, hyung?”

“Yeah,” Jimin says, pulling back from their hug with a more genuine smile on his face now. “We’d be happy to help with anything you want.”

If he can’t get them settled into the whole house, he can at least get them extra familiar with his own space. Plus helping out should help them (especially Jimin) relax quicker.

“Well, I woke up this morning and all I could think was that my bedroom has been the same for months.”

Both Jimin and Jungkook’s eyes light up at that.

“Redecorating?” Jimin asks.

“And moving furniture?” Jungkook adds.

“Yes to both of those things!”

It’s not until they’re actually upstairs that he realizes how smart of a plan this was. The two of them both blush so damn cute when they step into his room and get a look at his nest again, almost as much as they had the first time he showed them around the house. He knows how personal nests are for most omegas, and it’s not that his isn’t personal – just that Jimin and Jungkook are his mates (even if they don’t really understand how literally he means that yet), so of course he wants them to see it.

His plan works far better than it ought to, considering he literally just made it up on the spot. Jimin and Jungkook seem a little unsure when they first step into the room, wary of staring at his nest and stepping gingerly around his furniture, but all it takes is a little direction and they settle right in.

“So I was thinking about maybe moving the bed out of the center of the room and off to the corner by the big window,” Taehyung decides. “It would be nice to be able to see outside some nights, even if I’ll have to close the curtains when my next heat rolls around so I don't feel too exposed.”

“That’ll look nice,” Jimin says. “What about your desk then?”

“What do you guys think?”

“It would fit really nice up against the other wall here,” Jungkook suggests.

“That’s a great idea,” Taehyung says. “Let’s move the dresser out of the way first and we can brainstorm where to put everything else while we work. Thank you guys for your help.”

They all work well together, and Taehyung makes sure to respond very enthusiastically to basically every suggestion Jimin and Jungkook offer. It’s easy when he wants them to leave a mark on his space, wants their influence to be clearly visible every time he walks into the bedroom. Jungkook helps him shuffle around the artwork on the walls (including his own painting) and Jimin rearranges the books on his shelf that he had just tossed haphazardly on there over the last few months.

They move the bed last. It takes all three of them to shove it into the corner, which is perfect because it means that they both get a chance to get a closer look at his nest. They both peek in quick, polite glances as they work. He tries not to expect anything, to just enjoy the fact that the two of them are here and the plan seems to be working, but he can’t quite keep himself from hoping.

Hoping that they like it.

It’s Jungkook who finally breaks the silence after they’ve got the bed all moved. He stands up straight and gives one more long look at the nest before turning to Taehyung and nervously licking his lips. “I don’t know if I’m… if it’s polite to say or not, but your nest is really good, hyung.”

“He’s right,” Jimin agrees, sounding a little breathless. “It’s so pretty, and it smells like the whole pack.”

Taehyung isn’t even in heat, but his chest still swells with pride. His mates approve of his nest – called it pretty even! He doesn’t care if he’s fishing for compliments, not when it feels this good to hear them. “You guys really like it?”

Jungkook nods. “Yeah, it’s great! I wish we had the space for something permanent like this.”

“That would be so nice,” Jimin says.

Hmm… Maybe he can make this work to his advantage.

“Do you guys wanna hang out inside it for a while?”

Both their eyes go wide, Jungkook’s scent spiking all pretty floral orange at the offer and Jimin’s cheeks going a light pink. “Are you sure, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?”

“Well, I mean…” Jimin pauses, reaching out toward the nest but stopping short of actually touching the wall. “We aren’t a part of the pack. Won’t we disrupt your scents?”

Taehyung raises a brow. “If you think I don’t want your scents in my nest, you’re wrong – like so, so wrong it’s not even funny. You both smell perfect.”

“I wanna,” Jungkook says, reaching for Jimin’s hand. “You coming with me, Jiminie?”

“Sure, that sounds really nice.”

Tae climbs in first and the other two follow just behind him. They’re a little shy about it, like they’re afraid to disturb things too much, but eventually the three of them cuddle up with him in the middle and Jimin and Jungkook on either side of him.

They give him a fresh round of compliments about how comfy it is and how safe it feels and Taehyung allows himself a little time to just bask in their approval – or at least he does until a quick glance at his phone reveals just how long they spent rearranging his room. He’s gotta move this along if they wanna talk before Jimin has to leave for work. It’s a shame they don’t have more time. Maybe if they have a few minutes to spare, he can have them both scent a few things for the nest, at least enough to get their scents to linger for a while.

“Do you guys mind if I ask how you’ve been feeling about courting so far?” It’s the best opener he can think of, and at the very least neither of their scents go sour at the question (though he’s got a sneaking suspicion that Jimin’s scent control is even better than Namjoon-hyung’s). Still, it’s easy to pick up the slight increase in tension in their bodies with both of them so close to him.

“Sure,” Jungkook answers. “What do you wanna know?”

“Well first I wanted to check in and see how things have been so far. Like have we done anything you don’t like? Or has anyone been pushy in a way you don’t feel comfortable with?”

Jimin shakes his head and sits up so he can look at Taehyung. “Not for me. Everyone has been so nice and nobody has really pushed either of us much at all.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook agrees. “You’re still the only one either of us has even kissed, hyung.”

“I’m aware. Was kind of curious how you both feel about changing that soon?”

The two of them exchange a look before Jimin asks, “With one of the hyungs in particular or…?”

“Nah, more of a general thing,” Tae says. “Sorry, I should have explained better first. I know the hyungs have been pretty busy these past few weeks, but we’ve just been wrapping up a bunch of jobs so they’re gonna have a lot more time soon. I know they’re eager to spend more time with you two and it seemed like a good idea to check in first and make sure we’re all on the same page about where things are headed. Putting you on the spot during one of our big date nights sounded kind of mean, so I thought today when it’s just the three of us might be easier.”

Jungkook sits up now too, leaving just Taehyung laid back against the wall of the nest. “So you and the hyungs have been talking? Like about what you want?”

“Yeah, of course.”

“And you guys definitely want to…” Jungkook bites his lip for a second, clearly a little nervous. “You want to keep courting us, right? We haven’t done anything wrong?”

Taehyung sits right up at that. How is it even possible that Jungkook could think they are anything less than completely interested and entirely invested? “Baby, of course you haven’t done anything wrong!” Tae assures him, reaching out to take his hand. “You guys are perfect. We’ve just had a lot of date nights with the seven of us together now – and we totally wanna keep doing that too – but there might be more opportunity for extra one on one time now that people’s schedules are opening up more.”

Relief washes over Jungkook’s face right away as he smiles. “Oh, that would be awesome. What do you think, Jiminie?”

“Well yeah, I mean–” Jimin blushes the cutest shade of pink, looking down at the bed, “If they want to then I think that would be really fun.”

“Oh they definitely want to. Joonie-hyung has been dying to take Jungkookie hiking, and Jin-hyung tells me at least once a day about how you’re going to bake with him at some point.”

“Did Yoongi-hyung tell you we scented the last time we had a date together?” Jungkook asks, grinning.

“Jin-hyung told me first but then I cornered him in his room and he spilled the beans pretty quick. You should have seen how red he got!”

Jungkook’s expression falls a bit. “Oh, was he embarrassed about it?”

Jimin laughs. “Probably more like embarrassed about how much he liked it.”

Oh good, at least one of them gets it.

Exactly. He’s so gone for both of you and it’s the goddamn cutest.”

“Both… Both of us,” Jimin whispers under his breath. “Wow.”

Okay n evermind. God, they need to spend more time with these two if they’re really this dense.

“Of course both of you,” Taehyung says. “Are you both missing the part where I am literally telling you that all of the hyungs want to spend more time with you?”

“Even Hobi-hyung?” Jungkook asks.

Taehyung lets out a sigh. “Yes. All. Of. Them.” He really does not understand what is not computing here, but he is going to get through to them even if it takes all goddamn night. “I don’t know why this is surprising. Don’t you both basically have a standing lunch date with Hobi-hyung every week? I’m pretty sure he’s mentioned it…”

“Well, yeah we usually get lunch on Thursdays before my shift starts,” Jungkook says.

Jimin nods. “And he usually gets lunch with me on Tuesdays before I go to afternoon classes. But meeting up for lunch is different from… what it sounds like you’re talking about.”

“Yeah, I thought they were still just…” Jungkook trails off, seeming uncertain.

“Just what?” Taehyung asks.

Jungkook looks over at Jimin, then slowly back to Tae before speaking again, voice quiet. “Like, I don’t know – getting a feel for whether they like us or not?”

Taehyung tackles Jungkook back against the nest, earning a little squeal from him and a laugh from Jimin. “We have been dating for like two months. What the hell do you mean, ‘if they like you’?” Jimin is still laughing behind them and Taehyung turns to point an accusing finger at him. “Don’t laugh. You’re just as bad as Jungkookie is!”

“We haven’t done this before, hyung,” Jungkook whines below him. “How are we supposed to know how it works?”

“Well I’m literally trying to tell you how it’s working.”

Jimin comes over and lies down next to Jungkook, cuddling into his side with a smile and looking up at Taehyung like – god they’re so fucking cute together – no, focus. “Then tell us, TaeTae.”

“Okay, listen up then. We all really like you. Everyone is head over heels. These are now established and indisputable facts. The hyungs have had really full schedules for a while now but we just closed a ton of deals and have more time now – time we would like to spend with the two of you. You’ll probably get more invites to come over, or more requests for us to come visit you. Are these things that you would be okay with?”

The two of them nod.

Progress .

“Okay,” Taehyung continues, “And how do you feel about kissing them? Would that be moving too fast or are you both feeling comfortable if things start to move forward a little?”

Jungkook seems ready to answer, but then turns to Jimin. “What do you think, Jiminie?”

“You know,” Taehyung says, “You two don’t have to answer together. Like you know if one of you feels ready and one of you doesn’t just yet, that’s completely okay, right?”

Jimin bites his lower lip for a few seconds. “It’s okay. I think I’m… I feel comfortable with it too – moving forward.”

Taehyung raises a brow. It’s something, but it’s not exactly enthusiastic. He reaches out to touch Jimin’s shoulder. “Do you want to though?

“Of course I want to,” Jimin answers. “I’ve been thinking about it and – Kookie and I have talked about it a bit too.”

“Yeah, we both really like all of you too,” Jungkook says with a nod.

“Okay, that’s great. I just wanted to check because you seem a little hesitant, Jiminie.”

“I want to,” Jimin says again. “I guess I’m just wondering when? Like next time we all hang out or–”

“Nothing like that. Nobody is gonna jump you the moment you walk through the door,” Taehyung explains. “There’s no rush to kiss everyone the next time we hang out or anything. Just a little shift toward the possibility of more intimate interaction.”

The tension practically bleeds out of Jimin and he finally smiles all warm and easy again. “Oh, I would like that a lot. What do you think, Kookie?”

Jungkook nods enthusiastically. “Yeah, I wanna spend more time with the pack and kiss everybody too. That sounds awesome.”

Well at least they managed to reach some sort of understanding by the end, even if their complete lack of confidence in the entire pack’s attraction to them is a bit disheartening. That’s nothing that a few weeks of more individual attention and a little extra intimacy can’t fix. Taehyung has to remember that just because he knows all of the ways to tell that the hyungs are basically head over heels, that doesn’t mean that Jimin and Jungkook know them well enough for that yet.

Even if it’s so obvious it may as well be a flashing neon sign.

~~

The three of them don’t get to talk much longer after that. Jimin’s phone goes off with a reminder for him to start heading to work only about ten minutes after their conversation, and all Taehyung can do is be grateful that he somehow managed to get through to them before that alarm – because leaving that talk half finished would have driven him crazy.

Jimin offers to just catch the bus, but Tae isn’t hearing that for even a moment, calling one of the security guys to pull a car up and drop him off at work. He and Jungkook walk Jimin down to the front door, each of them getting a kiss before he leaves. It’s still a bummer he couldn’t stay, but at least they handled the important stuff first.

And it’s not like he’s ever going to complain about getting to spend time alone with either of them.

“Are we still planning to order takeout for dinner tonight, hyung?” Jungkook asks as they make their way back toward the living room.

“Yeah, that was the plan. Are you hungry now?”

“A little but I’m basically always ready to eat, so we can just order whenever you start feeling hungry.”

“Pizza?” Taehyung asks, already pulling out his phone. It’s a little early but they had been too busy with his room to bother with a snack, so he’s feeling kind of hungry too. (He debates texting Jin-hyung to complain just for the sake of being a shit – but knowing his luck, Jin will come straight home and lecture him the whole time he cooks.)

They put on a movie while they wait (Spirited Away because Jungkook has never seen a Ghibli movie and Taehyung finds that personally offensive), and finish it as they eat.

Jungkook loves the movie, which is perfect because that means Taehyung can put him through all the rest of his favorite Ghibli movies too, but he decides to save that for another night. For now, they just enjoy talking, cuddled up on the couch with their bellies all full of pizza. It’s dark outside by this point, the living room only really illuminated by the glow of the TV screen.

“You know, I’ve been meaning to ask you something,” Jungkook says, voice a little quiet as he sits up and reaches for another slice of pizza.

Tae sits up too, way too full to eat anymore but reaching out for his soda sitting on the table.“Yeah? What’s that?”

“Well, you said you’ve done work for my family, right?”

“Mhmm. A few times a year usually.” Taehyung tries not to be nervous. He knows his line of work isn’t something most people would be comfortable with, but Jungkook and Jimin already know what he does for a living, so it’s not like they aren’t okay with it – right?

“Can you…” Jungkook picks at the slice of pizza in front of him, pulling off a bit of pepperoni and popping it into his mouth with a little sigh. “Can you tell me how they’re doing?” he asks, still staring at his food.

Oh. Shit, of course. Jungkookie hasn’t seen them in years.

“I usually work through your brother,” Taehyung explains. “We don’t spend a lot of time together, but he looked healthy the last time I saw him.”

“That’s good at least. I worry about Junghyun sometimes. He’s always been so ambitious and ready to blaze his own path that it’s gotten him into trouble before, but maybe he’s relaxed as he’s grown up. What about my mom?”

“Honestly I’ve only even met her once or twice. She usually just leaves everything about handling me to Junghyun-ssi, but I saw her briefly walk by when I was there for a job last year. She looked the same as she usually does, all impeccably dressed and intimidating, being followed by an entourage of like seven men in fancy suits.”

Jungkook gives a sad little half smile at that, not even really pretending to be interested in the slice of pizza anymore. Taehyung has gotten used to Jungkook’s nearly ever-present cheer, so it’s strange to see him looking so sad – and it makes him want to help.

He reaches out for the plate on Jungkook’s lap and sets it on the coffee table before taking one of Jungkook’s hands in his. “Tell me about her?” Tae asks. “I only ever met her briefly and I’m sure she’s a lot different as a mom than she is when she’s working.”

“Yeah, the people she works with tend to be scared of her – not that I don’t understand why. She’s got her reputation for a reason, but she never let that get in the way of being supportive of her kids.” Jungkook’s smile grows a little wider at the words – more genuine, his scent wavering between that happy orange blossom and the bitter tinge of sadness. “She always took good care of us.”

“It sounds like you love her a lot.”

“I do,” Jungkook says softly.

“Even though she tried to auction off your marriage?” Taehyung tries not to sound too accusing about the whole thing even though he thinks it’s bullshit.

Jungkook shrugs. “It sucked, but it’s what was expected of her. Being a single beta woman in the position of power she was in meant she had to fight tooth and nail to keep her position. It’s just what someone born into a family like ours is supposed to accept if they end up presenting as an omega. Honestly I don’t think she liked it anymore than I did – and even though it meant not seeing each other anymore, I think she was proud of me for not accepting it.”

Tae can’t help but quirk his head at that. He knows his own experience of family has tainted the way he views other people’s families sometimes, but it still seems strange for her to be proud of her son’s disobedience. “I don’t understand. If she was proud of you then why did she send you away? And why would she be proud that you didn’t listen to her in the first place?”

“I mean she wasn’t really the one who sent us away. Jiminie and I were planning to move and I was already pretty sure she wouldn’t be able to give her blessing for it without looking weak, so it was more like we mutually agreed I guess. But why was she proud of me? Well… She always said I was too eager to please, that I should be more like Jimin.”

“She liked Jiminie?”

“Oh, yeah she loved him,” Jungkook says with a smile. “We’ve been best friends almost our whole lives and he was basically another family member to her – maybe not quite an adopted son, but she cared about him a lot even if she tried not to. According to her, she admired his tenacity – like how he picks a path and goes for it even if it means being stubborn or fighting about it. There were plenty of times when he disobeyed his parents in ways that got him into trouble, and then mom would find little ways to reward him if she thought he was in the right.”

“So she wanted you to disobey her sometimes?”

“More like… She wanted me to do what I thought was right, even if it meant disobeying her sometimes. So even though she was upset we were leaving, I could tell she was proud of me for doing what I believed in without looking back.”

Honestly, it’s still not good enough in Taehyung’s mind – She’s the goddamn head of one of the biggest crime families in the country. She could have done something, could have

It doesn’t matter what he feels about it though. What matters is Jungkook, and he seems to have made a sort of peace with it. Taehyung can respect that. It’s more important to keep Jungkook talking anyways, to maybe help him get some of this out with the added bonus of getting to learn more about his mate.

“You make it sound like the two of you really understood each other, even if you didn’t see eye to eye.”

“We usually did. She wasn’t unreasonable at all with us kids,” Jungkook says with a laugh. “If anything, people thought she went too easy on us, but she was adamant that we grow up to be capable adults and not just people she bossed around. You should have seen her when I finally presented.”

“Oh? How did she take it?” Taehyung’s own parents had not taken it well, but he tries not to think too hard about them if he can help it.

It turns out Jungkook had a much better time with it than Tae did. Jungkook’s mom had taken the news without much fanfare at all and apparently began teaching him how to use it to his advantage almost immediately. It seems to raise his spirits to talk about it – a real smile on his face and even a few laughs sneaking out.

“It was basically all the same advice she’d given Jiminie when he presented. I don’t know if she thought I didn’t pay attention then or what, but I let her explain it all again anyway.”

“She gave advice to Jimin too?”

“Yeah, she said someone had to. His own parents just got him some scent blockers and suppressants and told him not to bother them about it again.”

Taehyung grits his teeth. There’s been enough dancing around talking about Jimin’s family that he’s already sure they’d be better off dead, and every tidbit of information he learns about them only makes him more certain. It’s not his place – he knows that. Jin-hyung always reminds him that he’s not supposed to kill for anyone who isn’t paying him unless they actually ask him to (or if Jin-hyung okays it).

In moments like this, that feels like a stupid rule.

Still, Tae does his best not to let on that he’s absolutely fantasizing about murdering Jimin’s parents. “I’m happy you both had her at least.”

Jungkook squeezes Taehyung’s hand in his. “Yeah, me too. Thanks for letting me go on about her for a while. It was nice of you to listen to me like this.”

“I appreciate you talking to me about her. Normally when anyone brings it up you just seem so sad, and I wanted a chance to hear you talk about some of the good stuff.”

“Thanks, hyung. It was nice to think about the good parts for a while.”

“You know if you wanna talk about the hard parts, I’m here for that too, right?” Taehyung says, giving Jungkook’s hand a squeeze in return and scooting a little closer.

“Those feelings are messy,” Jungkook says, looking down at their hands.

“I’m not afraid of messy.”

They both go silent for a little while, Jungkook sitting almost completely still before eventually letting out a sigh. “I’m angry at her sometimes,” he confesses, glancing up at Taehyung with something close to shame on his face. “I don’t want to be. I understand why things happened the way they did, but… It’s still not fair.”

“You’re right,” Taehyung agrees. “It’s not fair and you deserved better.”

“I don’t want to go back. I know that Jimin and I are way better off here – together and far away from all of the expectations we would have had to fulfill in Busan, but I wish I could visit without it being a risk to our safety.”

“Too many enemies?”

Jungkook nods slowly. “Yeah. Easier and safer for everyone if they all just think I’m either dead or long gone.”

“I’m sorry, Jungkookie. That sounds really hard.”

It really is heartbreaking to think of him missing his family and being unable to go back home to see them. Tae might not have any love for his biological family, but thanks to Jin-hyung he did eventually learn what it was like to have a place he called home, and to miss the people waiting for him there. He can’t imagine never being able to see one of his mates again, and he can guess that missing family has to feel at least a little like that.

“You wanna know the thing I miss the most of all?” Jungkook asks, eyes shining with unshed tears as his lips pull into a tight smile.

Taehyung lifts Jungkook’s hand to his face, brushing his lips over the tattooed knuckles. “Tell me?

My mom almost never did any cooking, but every year she would help grandma make a huge batch of kimchi – and I mean huge. They preserved a bunch and we ate it all year. I keep looking, but nothing I buy tastes even close to as good as the family recipe. I just” Jungkook huffs out a strained sort of laugh and reaches his free hand up to wipe at his eyes.

Taehyung can just see the remnants of tears where the light from the TV shines on the wet tracks left behind. He squeezes Jungkook’s hand a little tighter. “It’s okay to cry, Kookie.”

I know it just feels... It feels so stupid to be crying over kimchi.”

“There’s nothing wrong with wanting a taste of home.”

Shouldn’t I miss talking to my family more? Not that I don’t miss them, but it's just...” Jungkook blinks and Taehyung actually sees the tears fall this time.

He decides to try for something more aggressively comforting and promptly tackles Jungkook onto the couch, straddling his hips and hugging him close for a good few seconds before pressing a series of kisses into his cheek.

“I’m sure you miss your family too, but relationships are hard,” Taehyung says gently. “People are complicated. Kimchi is easy.”

Jungkook stares up at him blankly for a few seconds before his face breaks into a lopsided smile and he laughs for real this time. “I want that on a t-shirt,” he declares. His arms wrap around Taehyung, pulling him down until their foreheads are touching.

Jungkook closes the distance and kisses Taehyung slow and sweet, like they’ve done it a million times before, even if Tae’s racing heart says otherwise. Something about this kiss in particular feels like so much more, all soft and warm with a hint of desperation to it. Maybe it’s because Jungkook has finally opened up to him, or even just that this has been an emotional discussion and it’s translating to their kiss.

Either way, he feels like Jungkook needs him right now and that feels so, so nice.

They stay cuddled up on the couch for quite a while, trading kisses back and forth while Jungkook lets out his last few tears and holds tight to Taehyung even after he’s finished crying. They start to scent one another without a word. It’s much more relaxing now than that first time (even though Taehyung had enjoyed getting to scent both of his new mates for the first time, no matter how overwhelming it was).

“Thank you, hyung,” Jungkook whispers, lips pressing softly into Taehyung’s cheek one more time. “I think I really needed to get some of that out and I appreciate you letting me talk to you about it.”

Tae squeezes Jungkook tighter. “Thank you for talking to me. Honestly I’ve been wanting to ask for a while, and it means a lot that you trust me enough to tell me about things like this.”

“I do trust you – a whole lot.”

~~

After Jungkook leaves, Taehyung tries to wait up but ends up falling asleep on the couch before the rest of the pack even gets home. He wakes up in Yoongi’s room, sandwiched between Yoongi-hyung and Hobi-hyung. It was nice of them to move him, and he does absolutely take his time enjoying the sleepy cuddles he’s getting, but still he eventually worms his way out of bed to go find Jin-hyung.

He’s not in the kitchen yet, so Tae heads upstairs, swinging by his own room on the way to freshen up and get changed. It’s early enough that there’s a chance Jin is still asleep, so Taehyung pokes his head quietly into his and Namjoon’s bedroom, but that’s empty too. That only leaves one place. Jin has a little office space next door to Namjoon’s, much smaller than their pack alpha’s and usually vacant except for an hour or two a week when he needs somewhere quiet to work.

It’s the perfect place really, since Tae wants to discuss work with him.

He makes his way down the hall and stands at the door to Jin’s office. He can hear talking inside, but only Jin’s voice, so he must be on the phone. Safe to go in then.

The smell of cool mint is immediately soothing, something Taehyung hadn’t even been aware he was yearning for. Jin has his back turned, facing the south window with his cell phone held up to his ear. His shirt is already half untucked, posture relaxed.

Tae barely makes it five steps into the office before Jin’s head raises, likely catching not just Taehyung’s scent, but Jungkook’s as well from their scenting the previous night.

“He actually just walked into my office now,” Jin says into his phone, turning to smile at Taehyung. “Should I expect you in time for lunch today?”

Namjoon-hyung must be out for a meeting or something this morning, since he’s the only one that Taehyung didn’t find while he was searching for Jin. He can’t help but wonder which members of the security team Namjoon took with him – hopefully some of the best if he’s leaving home alone. Tae knows he shouldn’t worry. Their leader is always cautious and makes it a point to keep himself and the rest of them safe at all times.

Okay, we will see you soon. Be safe. I love you.” Jin hangs up the phone after another second and opens his arms to Taehyung, who practically launches into the embrace. “Good morning, love. You smell wonderful.”

So do you, hyung,” Tae answers. They start scenting almost right away, slow and thorough like they have all the time in the world. “Missed you.”

“I missed you too, darling.” When they’re finished, Jin-hyung reaches for Taehyung’s hand and raises his wrist (the one Jungkook had scented) up to press a kiss to the underside, breathing deeply as he does. You and Jungkook-ah scented again. Did you have fun?”

Yeah, we did. Kookie and I got to spend a lot of time together, since Jiminie ended up picking up a shift. The three of us got a chance to talk first though, and they definitely seem on board for moving things forward now that our schedule is opening up.”

Jin smiles at that. “Perfect. I think I’ll kick things off by seeing if Jimin-ah is free to bake with me sometime soon. We should make sure that Joon-ah sets up something as well.”

Did I miss anything yesterday? Where did Joonie-hyung go?”

Nothing terribly exciting. The celebrations were as expected, full of drinking and discussion that went far too late,” Jin says with a laugh. “As for Joon-ah, he’s just personally dropping off a piece he promised to Hongjoong-ssi last night – a gift for all their hard work.”

Taehyung smiles. “Wow, hand delivered. He must really be grateful.”

“They do treat us very well,” Jin says, going quiet for a moment before adding, “You know, you don’t usually look for me in my office.”

Oh yeah, he was up here for a reason.

“Had a favor I wanted to ask.”

“Of course. What is it?” Jin asks.

If Jeon Junghyun has anything he needs done, I want you to let me know right away. I’ve got a really great deal for him. Actually, it would be better if you let him know before he asks so he hopefully gets back to me sooner.

Are you itching for a job or do you just want something very particular?” Jin asks, quirking his head with obvious curiosity.

“It’s half price if he can give me what I want. Any job he wants.”

Jin raises a brow. “That’s quite the offer, darling. What are you after?”

“Top secret. It’s a gift.”

 

Notes:

See you next Sunday for Jimin and Jin's baking adventure (。^▽^)

Chapter 32: Baking Together

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: You know, we never did make a date to bake together, Jimin-ah.

[Jimin]: If you’re still interested I would love to (´ 。• ᵕ • `)

[Jin]: Of course I’m still interested :-)

[Jin]: You have today off, right?

[Jimin]: Just one morning class but that will be over by 11:00

[Jin]: I was thinking we could bake something before everyone else gets home.

[Jin]: Let me pick you up after your class? I’ll treat you to lunch and then we could go get supplies.

[Jimin]: Are you sure that isn’t too much? You don’t have to take me to lunch ( 〃▽〃 )

[Jin]: I don’t make a habit of offering to do things I don’t want to do, Jimin-ah. Plus I already know where I want to take you.

[Jin]: I’ll pick you up at 11:00? :-)

[Jimin]: Okay. Thank you, Jin-hyung

~

Jimin would be lying if he said he wasn’t excited for the chance to spend time alone with Jin. He’s always so warm and welcoming, managing to put Jimin at ease without even really seeming to try, like it’s second nature to him. To be fair, it probably is. Jin seems to have a complete grasp on how to best navigate the needs and wants of everyone around him, making sure each and every member of the pack (and Jimin and Jungkook) are included and taken care of.

There’s something alluring about the moments they spend alone, where all of that attention is directed straight at him. He almost feels guilty for how much he craves it, like it’s selfish of him somehow to want that all to himself.

Then again, considering the talk they had with Taehyung the other day about moving things forward, maybe Jin is looking forward to this a little too? Maybe he even wants…

God, are they going to scent? What about kissing?

Taehyung made it sound like the whole pack wants to move things forward. Jimin and Jungkook have had some opportunities to talk since that conversation with Taehyung too, and they both really are interested in taking things a step further. Well, Jimin is interested. Jungkook is practically jumping at the opportunity and it’s so goddamn cute.

It’s not that Jimin isn’t excited too. The whole pack is wonderful and the alphas don’t seem to be anything like what he was afraid of (if anything they seem almost too good to be true sometimes). But he knows he can’t spend his whole life waiting in fear for the other shoe to drop. They all want this, and he wants to give it a real chance.

That means scenting. And probably kissing, which is both appealing and a little nerve wracking.

He can do this.

Maybe he should plan ahead a little to help offset some of the anxiety. He’s not too worried about scenting with Jin, but the alphas… The last time he’d scented an alpha, he’d started leaking slick almost immediately and it had been so embarrassing being laughed at for something he couldn’t help.

He shakes his head, trying to will the memory away.

There’s no way in hell he’s going through that again, so he packs a plug in his bag before he leaves for the day. It’s far from the first time he’ll be wearing one to keep from embarrassing himself. He’s always produced slick at the slightest provocation, so sometimes it’s just easier to be safe and wear one if he and Jungkook are going out. At least then he doesn’t spend so much time worrying about it.

Even with that handled, he still ends up paying far less attention than he should in his class. It doesn’t help that in the few moments he isn’t busy being excited to spend time with Jin, he's running through recipe ideas. There are so many options. He wants it to be something fairly hands-on so that he can feel like he’s actually teaching Jin something, since this date (date?) is still a thank you for getting him back into school.

The class drags by while Jimin tries his best to take what might charitably be classified as ‘notes’.

Once the class is over (a whole ten minutes early, to his delight) he figures he can save Jin from driving through the busier streets nearest the school, so he heads a couple of blocks down and sends Jin a text so he knows where to pick him up.

He’s momentarily surprised when he gets a text back right away, until he remembers that Jin prefers not to do the actual driving unless he has to. When one of their security team’s black SUVs pulls up to the corner a few minutes later, Jimin doesn’t even hesitate to open the door to the back seat and climb inside.

Jin smiles up at him from the other side of the seat, looking entirely too handsome in a pristine white button down and black leather jacket with not a hair out of place. “Jimin-ah, it’s so good to see you.”

“It’s good to see you too, hyung. You look really handsome today.”

“I look handsome every day,” Jin says with a very deliberate wink. “Still, it’s nice to hear it from time to time. I was thinking we could head straight off to lunch, unless you need anything from home first?”

Jimin doesn’t need to grab anything from the apartment since he packed all the essentials in his school bag, so they make their way straight to the restaurant (some sort of Vietnamese sandwich shop that Jin apparently loves). With almost no line at the counter, it’s a fairly quick process to order their food and head out to the patio area to eat in the cool afternoon air.

The conversation flows easily. Jin asks about his day and Jimin tries not to bore him with the details of his business law class (where he definitely paid attention the whole time). He really doesn’t need to worry though because Jin seems to eagerly soak in every detail, asking questions and then offering a brief summary of his own morning. Apparently he’s been hard at work hammering out the details for the sale of some new acquisitions.

By the time they’ve finished lunch and made their way to the grocery store, they still haven’t discussed what they’re making quite yet. Honestly, Jimin has been so absorbed with basking in Jin’s fresh mint scent and undivided attention that he sort of forgot about the baking.

Luckily, Jin is slightly more focused. “Have you given any thought to what you’d like to make?” he asks, leading the way inside of the store with Jimin at his side.

“A little. I had lots of ideas, but mostly I just want to make something everyone will like. Kookie will eat just about anything, but I was hoping you could give me a better idea about the rest of the pack?”

“Namjoon-ah and Hoseok-ah have a few things they’re picky about, but nothing too strenuous to avoid. I would imagine you know by now that Taehyung-ah is partial to most sweets, which just leaves Yoongi-yah. He is definitely the most difficult to please, since he isn’t really a fan of anything overly sweet, though he might eat one to be polite.”

“Well I don’t want him to have to do that. Is there anything he does like?”

Jin takes a moment to think, thumbing at his lower lip absentmindedly. Jimin focuses very hard on keeping his thoughts on the task at hand and not how impossibly soft Jin’s lips look.

“There is one thing,” Jin eventually says. “Yoongi-yah is quite partial to cherries.”

“Cherries? Like just the fruit, or will he eat cherry desserts?”

I have seen him eat a slice of cherry pie with some degree of joy, so I would say desserts are on the table. Do you want to try making a cherry pie?”

“We could try to make a pie filling that doesn’t go too sweet, but I don’t know. Maybe something a bit more...” Jimin hums, pausing to think. When the idea hits him, he smiles wide. “How about some little puff pastry tarts? That way we can make some of them less sweet for Yoongi, and some a little sweeter for the rest of us?”

“So clever, Jimin-ah! That sounds perfect.”

The praise has Jimin’s cheeks feeling warm. “Okay, umm–” he starts, thinking. “We’ll need the puff pastry, cream cheese, some lemon, and of course the fruit. I think that’s it, assuming you have the basics at home?”

“Let’s start there and if you think of anything else while we shop, we can pick it up.”

It’s fun shopping with Jin. He takes his time inspecting all the ingredients they need (and anything else that catches his eye), offering commentary about any poor quality produce and pointing out things he’s worked with at Borahae. Somehow, even in a store full of people, he manages to make it feel like they’re the only two people there.

They do end up with a couple more ingredients along the way – some thin sliced almonds (Jimin’s idea), and some fancy coarse sugar for finishing the tarts (Jin’s idea).

The last ingredient they need is the puff pastry.

Normally Jimin just buys whatever the cheapest kind is, but Jin takes his time looking at the packages and comparing their ingredients. “I admit I’ve always wanted to try making my own puff pastry, but I’ve heard it’s not worth the effort,” Jin says, finally placing a package into the cart.

“Whether it’s worth the effort is debatable, but if you want to try I can show you a pretty easy way to do it yourself.”

Jin picks the package back out of the cart and gives it a long look. “Should we still buy this just to be cautious?”

“It’s not too expensive and it freezes well,” Jimin offers. “Why don’t we buy it just in case something goes wrong and if we don’t need it today, we can use it another time?”

“Already offering to bake with me again before we’ve even gotten started?” Jin jokes, returning the package to their cart.

Jimin still isn’t sure about how the actual baking part of this is going to go, but the grocery shopping portion has been fun so far. If it means getting to spend time together like this again, he would offer in a heartbeat, but there’s absolutely no way he’s going to say that out loud. Instead he just smiles and says, Yeah, I should probably take you for a test drive first, huh?”

As it turns out, a test drive was pretty unnecessary.

They return to the house with all of their ingredients, laying everything out on the counter and beginning to formulate their plan. Jin lends him a spare apron to save his clothes from any incidents, and Jimin begins showing him how to make his own puff pastry using a food processor.

“Flour and salt goes in, and then half of the butter,” Jimin says, watching closely as Jin follows his directions. “Okay, now we pulse it a few times until it’s evenly incorporated.”

Jin places the lid on the food processor and pulses it a couple of times, waiting for Jimin to confirm when it’s ready. Once it looks good, Jimin has him add the other half of the butter and pulse it a few more times.

“There, see how there’s all those little bits of butter coated in the flour?”

“Yes, is that the texture we want?”

Jimin nods. “Now we add the water and pulse just until it comes together. You really don’t want to over process at this point.”

Jin doesn’t even hesitate, just adds the water and pulses the machine twice more before pausing to inspect the dough.

Jimin hadn’t expected to enjoy himself quite so much, to be honest. Baking is something he typically does alone for stress relief (and to see Jungkook’s eyes light up when he spots fresh treats), so he wasn’t sure that he would appreciate sharing the work.

He’s thankful that he decided to try.

Teaching Jin is a surprisingly relaxing and fun experience. He’s obviously confident in his own kitchen and yet he has no problem taking instructions from Jimin, following each direction with enthusiasm and focus. It helps that he has enough technical background that a lot of the concepts and terminology aren’t new, just applied differently in baking as opposed to cooking.

“That looks good,” Jimin says. “Now we wanna flour the counter top, and turn it out on there.”

Jimin guides Jin through the final steps, rolling the dough out into a rectangle and then folding it over onto itself before rolling it back out and repeating a couple of times.

“And that’s it. We can rest it in the fridge while we get ready to make the tarts. You did good, Jin-hyung.”

“It helps that I have an excellent teacher,” Jin answers, giving him a fond smile before he turns to put the dough into the fridge.

God, he’s so handsome.

It’s honestly a problem, because as much as Jimin wants to stay focused on what they’re doing, he can’t stop thinking about what it might be like to get closer to Jin. The beta is built so broad and he smells so fucking nice . It’s hard not to imagine Jin embracing him or–

Scenting him .

He wants that; he wants that pretty clean mint smell to mix with his own, wants to smell like Jin has some sort of claim on him, like he’s part of the pack.

A whine slips out of his mouth before he can stop it.

It’s a tiny sound, but of course Jin doesn’t miss it. He turns back to look at Jimin, head quirked to the side as he shuts the fridge door and asks, “Are you alright, Jimin-ah?”

They make eye contact and now Jimin has been caught staring on top of making embarrassing fucking sounds. It’s too late to pretend the noise didn’t come from him. Jin definitely heard him and he’s missed his window to pretend to be doing something else.

Jimin’s cheeks burn. “Sorry, that was an accident,” he says, turning around to face the sink and so he can start washing the cherries – anything to end this conversation immediately. “I’ll get these cleaned up and then we can pit them.”

At least he’s had more than enough practice to manage to keep the smell of panic out of his scent. The last thing he needs is for Jin to catch a hint of distress on him. He’s embarrassed himself enough for one day.

Plucking the stem off each of the cherries is time consuming enough to buy him some space to relax, not to mention making sure they’re all rinsed and clean. He’s so focused on washing the cherries and keeping his scent even that he actually jumps when Jin places a gentle hand on his shoulder.

“I apologize,” Jin says. “I didn’t mean to sneak up on you.”

Jimin lets out a nervous laugh. “It’s okay. I’m just about done with these. You don’t have a cherry pitter, do you? We can do it without, but it definitely makes it quicker.”

“I might have one.” Jin doesn’t move after he speaks, staying at Jimin’s side and watching him finish washing the cherries. Once he's shut off the water and dried his hands, Jin speaks again. “I admit, I’m curious. What made you make that pretty little sound, hmm?”

Well, if Jimin wasn’t blushing before, he definitely is now. He tries to turn away and duck his head to hide his face, but Jin uses the hand on his shoulder to gently keep him in place.

“You don’t have to be embarrassed,” Jin says.

“Wow, thanks I’m cured now,” Jimin mumbles sarcastically, then nearly cringes at just how defensive he sounds. It’s not Jin’s fault he can’t keep himself in check. “Look, I didn’t mean to. I’m sorry.”

“I liked it,” Jin says, looking right into his eyes.

He what?

Jimin’s mind grinds to a halt and he only barely manages a shaky, “You – You liked it?”

“I did, yes,” Jin says, giving Jimin one of those warm, almost fond looks. “Even if you didn’t mean to. Even if it just slipped out. I’d like to think it means you’re starting to feel a little more relaxed with me, and I would love for that to be the case.”

Jimin’s heart pounds. “I do,” he says quietly. “I do feel relaxed with you.”

Jin's smile goes softer and he raises his hand up to cup Jimin’s face, thumb rubbing over his cheekbone. “Relaxed enough to tell me what you were thinking about?”

I was...” Jimin takes a deep breath. Fuck it. “I was thinking about you scenting me.”

Jin’s scent spikes at the admission, and Jimin wants to drown in it.

*******

Baking with Jimin is every bit as much of a delight as Seokjin imagined it would be. He’s been looking forward to this ever since Jimin and Jungkook finally visited the house, and with a few group date nights in the house under their belt, this seemed like the right time to invite Jimin for something more one on one – for a couple of hours at least. The rest of the pack will be home soon enough.

Jimin is a good teacher, giving clear instructions but letting Seokjin do most of the work. It helps him to get a more physical grasp on how each step should feel as he completes it.

Seokjin almost thinks he’s imagined the pretty little whine he hears as he’s placing their dough in the fridge to rest, but the look of panic in Jimin’s wide eyes confirms that he didn’t imagine anything. Jimin makes his apology and seems determined to move on as if nothing had happened, turning his attention to washing fruit in the sink.

Seokjin doesn’t want to ignore it, so he doesn’t.

His suspicions about just how well Jimin hides any hint of negativity from his scent are all but confirmed when Seokjin steps in close enough to touch him and can still only catch the smell of calming, warm vanilla. It’s obvious that Jimin is nervous, if not slightly panicked – something that would normally register in his scent, even if only a little. But there’s nothing there.

That train of thought is all but obliterated by Jimin’s statement that he feels relaxed with Seokjin, and even further decimated by the admission that he’s been thinking of Seokjin scenting him.

It’s an immeasurably pleasant thought – him wearing Seokjin’s scent for the rest of the evening, really smelling like a part of the pack. Oh , and Namjoon would be so delighted at the progress. His face would light right up the second he caught Jimin’s scent on him, Seokjin is sure of it. Plus there’s a very good chance that it might entice Jungkook into asking to be scented by one of them as well, because there’s no way he wouldn’t want to be a part of the excitement.

Yes, it has the potential to snowball into something wonderful, but even if it didn’t… Even if it was just a solitary act and Jimin was heading home to shower right after – Seokjin would still want it.

“Would you like to?” he offers, Jimin’s pretty face still cupped in hand and looking extremely kissable (though that might be moving just a little too fast – no need to overwhelm him).

Jimin’s gaze flicks down to Seokjin’s chest, lips parted for a moment before he speaks, voice just on the verge of cracking, “You don’t have to.”

I believe I told you just this morning that I am not in the habit of offering to do things I don’t want to do, Jimin-ah.”

“You do?” Jimin asks, biting at his lip. “I mean, you actually want to? With me?”

Of course I do,” Seokjin assures him, wondering if maybe he needs to take Jimin’s lack of self confidence a little more seriously. “Your scent is lovely and I adore the thought of getting to wear it for a night. And admittedly the thought of you smelling like me too is… It’s very appealing. So yes, I want to – very much – but only if you want to as well.”

I really like your scent too. I’d like – I want to, yes.” Jimin nervously slides the couple of bracelets he wears further up his arm and offers up his wrist.

Seokjin lets go of Jimin’s cheek and brings his own wrist down to meet Jimin’s. He tries to be very calculated with his movements, not overeager but very deliberately rubbing his wrist over Jimin’s to achieve a thorough scenting. Jimin isn’t nearly as timid as he expected, reciprocating all of Seokjin’s motions with enthusiasm, lips parted and his eyes glued to where their wrists touch.

It’s been so long, Seokjin has almost forgotten just how intense it can be to scent someone new, the heady rush of chemical reactions in his body and the thick fog of instinct that settles around his mind. He wants to pick Jimin up and put him somewhere soft and warm until the rest of the pack can get home to scent him too, wants to keep him close and safe, wants to see him provided for and taken care of, wants–

He takes a slow, steadying breath. The feeling verges on overwhelming, but it's still decidedly pleasant, like a wave of warmth crashing over him.

The combined smell of vanilla cream and mint is heavy in the air and Jimin is breathing hard, their wrists gone mostly still against each other by this point. They’re both thoroughly scented now. The whole ordeal has to have taken less than a minute, but Seokjin’s sense of time feels warped, like they could have been standing here for hours.

Jimin’s pupils are blown wide and he looks almost dazed, his gaze slowly drifting its way up Seokjin’s chest, his neck, and finally to his eyes. “Thank you, hyung,” he whispers, mouth splitting into a sweet smile.

Seokjin can’t resist leaning down to press his lips to Jimin’s temple, not when he looks like this, so soft and relaxed and pretty. “Thank you , darling. That was lovely.”

Jimin's smile widens at the kiss and he leans forward to wrap his arms around Seokjin’s middle, head resting on his chest. “I liked it too.”

“I’m very glad to hear that,” Seokjin says, returning the embrace.

It takes a while for the haze to clear from his mind, but getting to spend that time holding Jimin so close makes it feel all the more precious. Neither of them speak for a while. The only sound in the room is their breathing. It’s lucky there’s nothing to disturb them. Seokjin wants to keep Jimin present with him for a while, partly to make sure that they can tackle any anxieties in the aftermath of this new development, and partly from the pure selfish desire not to let him go.

“Should probably finish baking before everyone gets home,” Jimin mutters against his chest a few minutes later.

While Seokjin is careful not to read too much into it, he still doesn’t miss the way that Jimin calls this house ‘home’. It’s far too early for him to mean it in any more serious context, but that doesn’t mean it can’t be a small indicator of his comfort, something that Seokjin allows himself to feel proud of. The whole pack has made every effort to help Jimin and Jungkook feel safe here. Any indication that those efforts are paying off is of course welcome.

“Are you ready for that?” Seokjin asks, mostly because Jimin’s arms are still fully wrapped around him and he doesn’t want to push him away.

Jimin makes a non-committal little hum, followed a few seconds later by a sigh. “Those cherries aren’t going to pit themselves.”

They do eventually let one another go and Seokjin starts digging through cupboards until he finds his cherry pitter. The two of them work side by side at the counter, Jimin pitting the cherries and Seokjin slicing them in half. He keeps catching hints of Jimin’s scent on his skin as he works, a smile almost permanently affixed to his face at this point.

It’s a joy to watch Jimin work, especially doing something he’s confident in. There’s none of the timidness that Seokjin has become accustomed to as Jimin guides him through the process of making the cream cheese filling – instead he’s patient and sure of himself, easily navigating each step and explaining the process.

He wonders if this is the type of confidence Jungkook had mentioned Jimin losing, or if it’s something else. It’s equal parts exhilarating and challenging, trying to navigate courting when there’s still so much he’s yet to learn about the two of them. He’s grown accustomed to knowing his mates so thoroughly that it feels like he has the answer for almost every scenario, but with Jimin and Jungkook there’s far more need to adapt in the moment as new information comes to light – and it certainly does feel rewarding when he gets it right.

This is one of those moments where he feels like he’s handled things correctly. He’d love to see more of this side of Jimin – and he’d love to show it to the rest of the pack someday too.

Something to work toward.

Once they’ve made the cream cheese filling for the regular tarts, Jimin gets to work on the separate small batch for Yoongi’s. He halves the amount of sugar and tastes as he goes, entirely focused as he adds each ingredient to the bowl and mixes. It’s adorable how much he wants to make something Yoongi will enjoy.

He really is incredibly caring – not just for Taehyung, but for all of them – and it makes Seokjin’s chest swell with fondness.

They bake a couple of test tarts first, mostly because Jimin wants to make sure he’s done an okay job on the less sweetened version for Yoongi – though they do bake a normal one to try as well. Seokjin thinks they both taste just fine, but Jimin still makes a couple of minor tweaks to the filling for Yoongi’s, adding a touch more lemon juice and vanilla before declaring it done.

From there, it’s a simple enough process to fill them all and get them into the oven. They have some fun cutting their puff pastry into different shapes (some of which come out better than others), but in the end they still have a tray of pretty looking tarts to show for their efforts, topped with thin sliced almonds and the pretty shimmer of the coarse finishing sugar.

Once the kitchen is cleaned and their tarts are cooling on wire racks, they still have time before everyone gets home for their date night. Seokjin could start some prep work for dinner, but judging by the way that Jimin has been hovering closer than usual since they scented, he’s guessing that some cuddling might be appreciated and leads them into the living room to do just that.

They split one tart, still warm from the oven, and Jimin curls into Seokjin’s side while they look for something to watch. After a few minutes, t hey settle on the first episode of some random cooking competition and then Seokjin gladly puts down the remote and wraps an arm around Jimin instead, leaning down to press a kiss into his hair. Jimin makes a pleased little hum in response and Seokjin is simply delighted that this is something he’s allowed to do now.

They’re still cuddled up together half an hour or so later when they hear a voice calling out, “Hyung! Jiminie! We’re home!”

Jimin sits up and gives Seokjin a big smile before leaping off the sofa and yelling back, “Taehyung-ah, we’re in here!”

It’s a frenzy of activity with everyone spilling into the kitchen and exchanging greetings. All three omegas end up tangled together in a hug (with Jungkook marveling aloud at how good Jimin smells with Seokjin’s scent on him), and then almost immediately start scenting one another.

Hoseok and Yoongi enter the kitchen hand in hand, depositing their bags up against the wall while they say their hellos and then get caught up staring fondly at the impromptu omega group hug at the center of the room.

Namjoon is the last one to find his way into the kitchen, eyes darting around the room for a quick headcount. Once he confirms that everyone is here and safe, his shoulders drop an inch or two and the tension seems to bleed out of him. He lets out a breath and then meets Seokjin’s gaze from across the room.

The two of them are used to communicating without words. A few glances and tiny changes of expression let them say the important things, like that everyone is doing fine, the omegas are safe, and nothing urgent came up during work today. Another quick flick of his head is all it takes to beckon Namjoon closer, and Seokjin can see the moment his nostrils flare and he realizes that Jimin has scented him.

“Really?” Namjoon whispers, voice only just audible but the wonder is still evident in his tone. Seokjin smiles and nods, pulling him into an embrace. “Wow, that’s – I’m so glad.”

Jungkook is the first one to break free from the group hug. Just as Seokjin had predicted, he’s wearing an obvious pout as he says, “I want one of the hyungs to scent me too.”

“Wait a second,” Taehyung says, breaking away from Jimin. “What about me? Am I not one of the hyungs?”

No, the three of us are a team,” Jimin says with a grin. “You’re Kookie’s hyung but not one of The Hyungs.”

Taehyung considers this information before nodding. “Okay, if we’re going to be split into teams at least I’m on the best one.”

Namjoon looks up at Seokjin and raises his eyebrows. The question is clear: Is this a good time for Yoongi to step in?

Seokjin is just about to answer in the affirmative when Taehyung beats them both to it and calls out, “Yoongi-hyung, come take care of your favorite dongsaeng!”

For a moment it looks like Yoongi is going to decline, saying something about not playing favorites before Jungkook steps toward him with one of those big endearing smiles that are almost impossible to turn down. All it takes is one quick, “Please, hyung,” and Jungkook offering his wrist before Yoongi swoops right in to do what’s been asked of him.

While the two of them are busy, Jimin reaches out for Hoseok and practically drags him and Taehyung over to the counter to show off the tarts they made. He looks so proud, offering each of them one to try and soaking up their eventual praise until his cheeks go pink. Seokjin leads Namjoon over to try one too, letting him offer his own enthusiastic compliments.

Poor Yoongi is already blushing after scenting Jungkook, but once he makes his way over to the rest of them and finds out that they made him a special batch of tarts, his face goes bright red. “You guys really didn’t have to do that, you know,” he says, taking one of the offered tarts.

Seokjin is unable to keep the smirk off his face. “Jimin-ah insisted.”

“I just wanted to make something everyone would like,” Jimin says quickly, looking embarrassed. “Jin-hyung said you weren’t the biggest fan of sweets, so I tried to make yours a little lighter and less sugary. I hope you like them, Yoongi-ssi.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes at the formality but once he tries a bite, his whole face lights up for a moment before he can contain it. “This is delicious,” he says, looking down at the tart in his hand and then back up to Jimin. “I don’t usually like stuff like this, but these are… really something else. Thank you.”

Jimin grins. “It was no trouble at all. We had a lot of fun with it. I’m so glad you like them!”

Seokjin lets Yoongi and Jungkook each finish a tart before ushering everyone out of the kitchen so he can get started on dinner. It’s a good thing they all had something to eat, since he sacrificed his opportunity to prep ahead of time in order to enjoy cuddling up to Jimin on the couch (which he does not regret for even a moment).

From the commotion as they leave, it sounds like Yoongi is challenging Jungkook to a game. Taehyung whoops out an excited, “Game Night!” and offers to set up space for them in the living room while the rest of them grab whatever they’re going to need. Hoseok excuses himself to go change and the commotion of Game Night drifts further away, leaving just Namjoon lingering in the kitchen with Seokjin.

It’s obvious what he wants, so Seokjin draws him in close and offers up his wrist. Namjoon doesn’t attempt to scent Seokjin himself (probably not wanting to risk disrupting Jimin’s scent), just noses along the skin with a pleased little hum.

“How did it happen?” Namjoon asks, looking back over his shoulder to confirm they're still the only two left in the kitchen.

Seokjin tells him all about it while starting to prepare for dinner. He recounts the little whine that Jimin had made, how he’d eventually admitted why, the scenting itself, and then how sweetly Jimin had clung to him afterwards while whispering that he’d liked it. The whole time, Namjoon’s scent is growing warmer – obviously every bit as pleased as Seokjin is with the development.

“I’m so glad Jimin-ah is opening up with you more,” Namjoon says. “If anyone can help him feel more at home here, it’s going to be you.”

“He seems to be warming up to Hobi-yah quite well too.”

Yeah. Of us three alphas, he does seem the most at ease with him. I think it’s mostly me and Yoongi he’s really wary of at this point.”

“I would have to agree, though I think there's been substantial improvement,” Seokjin says. “Plus it’s still early in the process, and Jungkook-ah doesn’t seem to have any reservations about either of you, does he?”

Namjoon smiles at that. “No, he doesn’t. Did you see how eager he was for Yoongi to scent him?”

It was adorable. I’m willing to bet he’ll be asking you before you know it – maybe even tonight.” Seokjin gives a little wink and pulls Namjoon in for a quick kiss. “Now, you’ve lingered long enough, don’t you think? I’ve got dinner to see to, and I believe there are quite a few people waiting for you in the living room.”

Namjoon gives a little laugh but agrees after one more kiss, making his way out of the kitchen to join in on the excitement Seokjin can hear coming from the living room.

 

Notes:

See you next week for part two of this date night <3

Chapter 33: Getting Comfortable

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The second Game Night is already off to a good start. Hoseok was delighted to return to a home that smelled like a bakery, and even more delighted when he’d learned about Jimin and Jin scenting for the first time.

To be honest, he’s still processing just how sweet it was for Jiminie to insist on baking something separate for Yoongi. They had already chosen his favorite fruit to bake with, but to take it a step further and adjust the recipe to his taste? Jimin might not wear his interest on his sleeve in the same way that Jungkook does, but the gesture is a pretty strong indicator that he cares – even ignoring the subtle implication of an omega offering something handmade to an alpha courting them.

It makes his heart feel warm in his chest, makes him want to pull Jimin aside and kiss him breathless – maybe scent him too so he smells like Jin and Hoseok. Either way, this isn’t the time for that. For now, he watches with Taehyung and Jimin as Jungkook trounces Yoongi in yet another round of Smash Bros. They haven’t been at it for long, probably only fifteen minutes so far, but Yoongi already looks a little discouraged.

“Haven’t you been practicing, Yoongi-hyung?” Taehyung asks, all cuddled up into Jimin’s side.

“Oi, don’t be a brat. I only had time to practice a few nights!”

“I think you’re doing good, hyung,” Jungkook says. “You wanna go another round?”

“Yeah, no way we’re done yet. I’m still getting warmed up.”

“Maybe you guys need to sweeten the pot a little bit,” Jimin suggests, unmistakable mischief in his tone. “Wasn’t there something you wanted from Yoongi-ssi, Kookie?”

Jungkook bites his lip for a second. “I mean, maybe we should wait until he’s warmed up a little more. It’s not fun if he’s not at his best yet.”

“I thought you said he was doing good?” Jimin teases.

Poor Jungkook looks lost for a moment before putting on the same charming smile he always does when he isn’t sure what to do. Hoseok can’t help but wonder if it’s a habit he learned on his own or if someone taught him that particular trick.

Either way, it works. Yoongi speaks up before the silence can drag too long. “What, you want me to take you out to eat again?”

Jungkook nods at the same time as Jimin calls out, “That’s not it.”

Yoongi sets down his controller and turns to face Jungkook with a raised brow. “Alright, out with it. What do you want, Jungkook-ah?”

“It’s okay, hyung. We don’t have to–”

“Nope, you gotta tell me,” Yoongi interrupts. “I’m curious now, so let’s hear it.”

“Okay, fine. I was just wondering if…” Jungkook takes a breath and then the words just start tumbling out of his mouth at high speed. “If I win, maybe you could teach me how to build a computer and we could do it together or something? You really don’t have to but I just thought maybe it would be something fun to do with you, and I want to learn – plus you really like computers and you kind of made it sound like you wouldn’t mind teaching me too.”

Oh, this is just Yoongi’s lucky day.

Hoseok can’t think of many things Yoongi would like more than the chance to teach one of their omegas how to build a computer. He’s probably debating whether to purposely throw the match just to be sure that he doesn’t miss the opportunity – but he has to contend with the fact that Jungkookie hates the thought of him not trying his hardest.

A few seconds of silence pass and Taehyung lets out a little giggle. “I think you broke him, Jungkookie.”

Yoongi shakes his head quickly. “No – No, it’s fine. I’ll take that bet. Let’s do it.”

“Really?” Jungkook asks, a grin splitting on his face. “What do you want if you win, hyung?”

“Oh, I think he’s gonna feel like he’s won either way,” Hoseok says, unable to hold back a laugh.

“Yeah, it’s fine,” Yoongi says. “Let’s just get started.”

Yoongi doesn’t throw the match. Hoseok knows most of his tells and has seen him play enough rounds against Jungkook today to have an idea of their skill gap. It wasn’t like it mattered much in the first place, since the chances of him actually winning were slim to begin with.

Still, he’s never seen Yoongi so excited to lose at any game before.

“Best two out of three?” Jimin offers as soon as the match ends.

“Nope,” Yoongi answers immediately. “I lost fair and square so I guess I’ll just have to start looking at computer parts right this moment.”

“Do you think we can look together, hyung?” Jungkook asks. “I promise not to ask too many questions or be too annoying.”

Hoseok can actually see Yoongi trying to keep his cool, gripping his controller hard enough to make his knuckles go white. “Yeah, that would be fine,” he manages, voice coming out pretty even considering the fact that he is probably damn near ready to start foaming at the mouth with excitement. “Do you wanna start now? I have some resources saved in my room and you can ask as many questions as you want.”

“You mean I finally get to see your room?”

“Only if you want.”

Jungkook leaps off the couch and offers Yoongi his hand. “Yes please! I wanna see all your computers. Taehyung said you have like thirty monitors on your wall.”

“There’s only twelve,” Yoongi says, taking Jungkook’s hand and getting off the couch. “Thirty would be a little excessive.”

“And twelve isn’t excessive?” Jimin asks, smiling.

“No, twelve is cool. I suffered so many years of my childhood with only a single monitor, but never again. Are the rest of you coming or do the two of us get to shop in peace?”

“I love you but I hate listening to computer spec talk,” Taehyung groans. “I’ll stay here and play more games. Will you stay with me, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, sure,” Jimin answers. “I’ll have to get the grand tour of Yoongi-ssi’s room some other time.”

“Maybe I’ll make you wait until you finally decide I’ve earned my hyung status,” Yoongi teases.

“What if seeing your room is one of the requirements?” Jimin says with a smirk.

“It’s not,” Jungkook says. “There aren’t any requirements. Jiminie’s just being a brat.”

Jimin holds his hand to his chest in mock offense. “Wow, the disrespect. I see how it is.”

“You staying too, Hoseok-ah?” Yoongi asks as he steps past Hoseok, Jungkook trailing right behind him. “Gonna keep those two out of trouble?”

Hoseok smiles up at Yoongi, feeling extremely excited for him to get to share this interest with Jungkookie. Tonight really is off to a wonderful start. “Yeah, I’ll keep an eye on them. You two go do some shopping. Teach Jungkookie lots, and be ready for one of us to come grab you two for dinner or Jinnie-hyung will blow a gasket.”

It’s hard to say who’s more excited. Jungkook might be damn near skipping out of the living room, but Yoongi keeps pace with him, already chattering about where they’re going to start.

Adorable.

Within moments, Taehyung presses a controller into Hoseok’s hand and queues up a match for the three of them. They play a couple of rounds of Smash Bros before Namjoon comes wandering out of the kitchen to join them. He must have stayed behind to talk to Jinnie when the rest of them left – probably excited about Jimin finally scenting someone besides Taehyung. (Hoseok can sympathize. It’s an exciting development.)

Namjoon sits down on the other side of Jimin, who offers him a controller right away. “Here, do you want to play, Namjoon-hyung? We were just about to start another round.”

There’s a tiny spike in Namjoon’s scent, either at being included so readily or just from Jimin calling him ‘hyung’. It’s hard to say for sure, but the shift is probably too minor for anyone but Hoseok (and Jin, if he was here) to pick up on. That’s alright though. Namjoon is plenty obvious in so many ways that they don’t really need to bother trying to read his scent.

In the beginning, Jimin had seemed almost a little frightened of Namjoon – not so much when the seven of them were talking as a group, but in situations like this that were a little more intimate. He’d opted to keep his distance in those early days, usually putting someone else between the two of them when he could, and avoiding directly addressing Namjoon. Not any sort of clear dislike. He still smiled when Namjoon spoke and laughed at his jokes. It seemed like the goal was more to just avoid his attention.

Things have changed though.

Jimin seems to have grown accustomed to having Namjoon in his space. He still might not lean into it or search for contact as enthusiastically as Jungkook does, but he doesn’t shy away anymore.

Hoseok still hasn’t puzzled out exactly what he thinks Jimin is so afraid of. Those two jobs he'd worked back to back, combined with their busy schedule this last month have left all of them with little time to explore, but now he intends to give courting every bit of attention he can. There’s so much to learn about both Jimin and Jungkook – and he’s eager to get started in earnest.

~~

When dinner starts to smell done, Hoseok excuses himself to go and assist Jinnie in the kitchen.

“Ah, Hobi-yah, just in time as always,” Jin says with a smile.

Hoseok likes being able to anticipate when Jin will need his help, and finds it satisfying to show up without being asked. By this point he has a pretty good sense of it, and Jin is no longer surprised by the gesture.

“Of course,” Hoseok answers, stepping up to the island countertop and looking over the various dishes. “Any particular order tonight?”

Jin gives it a moment of thought before gesturing to the largest of the pots, a huge earthenware piece he’d inherited as a family heirloom. “The soup should go first, I think. Be careful, please. The pot is both very heavy and very hot.”

Hoseok does as requested, carefully carrying the big pot of soup and then following it up with all of the side dishes Jin has prepared. It’s been so nice to see Jin getting to indulge his desire to cook big fancy meals regularly. He still did it for special occasions when it was just the five of them, but now that they basically have a standing date night every Friday, Jin always has that to look forward to. He usually starts planning the menu at least a week in advance, though that’s more because he enjoys that part of it than because it’s a necessity. (Or at least that’s what Hoseok thinks. Meal planning isn’t really in his skill set.)

Dinner goes over well, like it always does.

When Taehyung and Namjoon enter the dining room, Jimin isn’t with them. Taehyung says he excused himself to the bathroom just a couple of minutes before so he shouldn’t be too far behind them.

Jungkook comes power walking into the dining room and sits down next to Namjoon right away to start telling him all about the computer that he and Yoongi are going to build, and Namjoon looks like he couldn’t be happier to hear about it even though Hoseok knows he has no clue about most of what Jungkook is saying. Understanding it isn’t the important part. Namjoon just loves that Jungkook has taken such a shine to him right off the bat and is eager to talk to him.

“Did you do what I told you to, Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks, plopping down in the chair next to Jungkook.

“No, I was way too excited to see everything.”

Taehyung groans. “Aww man, I was looking forward to hearing Yoongi-hyung’s reaction.”

“What am I reacting to?” Yoongi asks, raising a brow as he joins the table and starts ladling out bowls of soup for each of them.

“He was supposed to run up to your computer and start tapping keys super fast, then say ‘I’m in’ in his best hacker voice,” Taehyung answers. “I figured he had a better shot of being allowed to touch your computers than I ever would and it was going to be hilarious.”

Yoongi gives Taehyung an unimpressed stare. “This is why you aren’t allowed to touch my computers, you know.”

“You give up some things chasing a dream,” Taehyung says with a deep, longing sigh. “You just wouldn’t understand, Yoongi-hyung.”

“Is your dream to make me cringe with terrible jokes?”

“And if it is? You seem to like Jin-hyung just fine, and he makes terrible jokes all the time!”

Excuse me,” Jin says. “My jokes are always fantastic and you are all lucky to be allowed to hear them. You think I’m funny, right Jungkook-ah?”

Jungkook gives this a few seconds of thought, looking at Jin the whole time before finally saying, “Sorry, who are you again?”

Jin makes an offended scoff and laments (again) Jungkook not recognizing him after seeing him at those family functions several years before. “I just don’t understand how you could have possibly forgotten me.”

“Maybe your face just isn’t that memorable, hyung?” Jungkook says, only just holding back his laughter.

Jin uses his spoon to launch a dumpling at him. It misses its mark and splats into the front of Namjoon’s shirt instead.

Their precious pack alpha looks down at the mess on his shirt and lets out a sigh, giving Jin a thoroughly unimpressed look. “I swear you’re not actually the oldest someti– Kook-ah, Taehyung-ah, no,” he says, reaching out to snatch both their spoons before they can return fire. “No food fights in the dining room.”

“We’re having a food fight?” Jimin asks as he walks into the room, sitting down across from Taehyung and Jungkook and raising a brow. “I leave you two alone for five minutes and Namjoon-hyung has to confiscate your spoons?”

“But Jinnie-hyung started it,” Taehyung whines.

Hoseok can’t help but laugh. “Jinnie-hyung cooked the food. When you cook dinner, you can throw it at someone too.”

“Promise?”

“Only if you clean up the mess after,” Jin says.

“That’s not nearly as much fun,” Taehyung grumbles.

*******

Jimin is thankful that they’ve finally visited enough times that Jin lets him and Jungkook help with the cleanup after dinner. The first time had been a little strange, trying to figure out who normally does what and where they could fit in, but now they’ve got it all figured out. Jin, Jimin, and Hoseok usually start taking care of the dishes while the others clear the table.

Between the seven of them, it really takes no time at all.

After that, Game Night goes into full effect. They all play several tournament style rounds of Smash Bros (where the real prize is second place because they all know who’s getting first). Jin and Namjoon are laughably bad, but they still seem to have fun. Yoongi and Taehyung try teaming up to take out Jungkook, but they still can’t quite manage to beat him. Hoseok and Jimin are a little more all over the place, usually helping one of the others, or (in Jimin’s case) launching his most annoying abilities into as many people as possible.

At some point, Taehyung tackles Jungkook out of frustration and the two go tumbling around the living room floor as they wrestle. It’s clear Taehyung is having fun with it, because they all know how easily he could beat Jungkook if he wanted to.

Namjoon still watches them nervously as Yoongi cheers from the sidelines.

Games apparently abandoned, Jin offers them all a drink and Hoseok follows him to the kitchen to help with carrying everything.

These visits are getting a lot more relaxed, not that they were super formal before but there had been a lot more tiptoeing and careful exploration as they all got to know one another. Now instead of all seven of them being involved in almost every bit of discussion, it’s far more common for them all to casually fall into more private conversations. It’s nice – more chaotic for sure, but things feel a lot more natural like this.

He and Jin end up in an enthusiastic discussion about bread baking that ends with Jimin promising to share some of his grandmother’s recipes before Jin gets pulled into another conversation happening between Yoongi and Jungkook. (Something about a horrifying recipe video that Jungkook needs to show them.)

Jimin finds himself with a few moments to himself. The conversation about Jungkook’s awful recipe videos is going strong without him, while Taehyung, Namjoon, and Hoseok must have run off to look at something. Maybe in the kitchen grabbing another drink? Jimin’s wine cooler is empty too, so he decides to get up and go investigate.

He hasn’t had a lot of opportunity to explore the house unsupervised, but he decides to save that for another day. It still feels like a bit too much of a liberty to take at this point, even though wandering does sound kind of appealing.

Namjoon and Taehyung are nowhere to be seen, but he does spot Hoseok in the kitchen, his back turned as he searches the fridge.

Never any harm in a little practice, right?

As quietly as he can, Jimin slips into the kitchen (hiding his scent as he does). There’s nothing hanging out of Hoseok’s pockets that he can grab, but it doesn’t mean he can’t still spook the alpha a little. He just has to–

“You’re not as quiet as you think,” Hoseok says without turning around. There’s the gentle sound of a couple of glass bottles clinking together and then he turns, holding a beer for himself and another wine cooler for Jimin. “Looking for another drink?”

“Thanks,” Jimin says, reaching out to take the bottle. “You really heard me? Not my reflection catching on something in the fridge or–”

“It’s not as much fun if I tell you,” Hoseok says with a smile. He looks so handsome like this that it honestly isn’t fair, dressed casually in jeans and a sweater, cheeks just a touch pink from the alcohol. “Keep trying though. I’d like to see what you’re made of.”

A challenge? Jimin can do that.

“We making a bet out of it?” he asks, twisting the cap off his drink.

“Depends. Is there something you want if you win?”

He gives it a moment of thought. “When was the last time someone managed to sneak up on you successfully? I’d like to know my odds first.”

“Taehyung manages it occasionally. I’m really nowhere near as immune to it as he is. It’s less that I think you can’t do it and more that I’d like the opportunity to watch you work, see how you operate.” Hoseok steps in a little closer, still wearing a warm smile, though there’s something more playful in his eyes now. “What do you say?”

“I’d say it’s probably easier to watch me work on someone else than it is if I’m just attempting to sneak up on you – but I’m definitely still gonna try,” Jimin says with a smile.

“Work on someone else, huh? You know, you might have a point. I’ll keep an eye out for some good opportunities. Now, were you just in here looking for a fresh drink?”

Jimin shrugs. “I noticed you, TaeTae, and Namjoon-hyung had all disappeared, and the others were busy talking. Seemed like a nice chance to get up and stretch my legs a bit and maybe take a little break.”

Hoseok tilts his head, glancing briefly out one of the kitchen windows. “Looking for a break? How do you feel about stretching your legs a little more?”

“What do you have in mind?”

“Has anyone shown you the garden yet? We might be able to catch the tail end of the sunset if we go now.”

Sunset out in the garden with Hoseok sounds so sweet, and maybe it will be the right time to ask if they can scent. Just the thought of finally wearing that rich coffee smell on his skin is enough to make his own scent want to go sweeter, but he keeps it in check. The last thing he needs is to start coming off as desperate right now.

Thank god he ran off to the bathroom before dinner to put his plug in. He’s not going to embarrass himself tonight (not when he wants so badly for this to go well), and not leaking slick at the slightest provocation is a good place to start.

Jimin is nodding before he even really registers it. “Yeah,” he answers, voice catching up with the rest of his body. “That sounds nice.”

They abandon their drinks on the kitchen counter and Hoseok leads him outside through a sliding glass door in the dining room. Jimin has caught glimpses of the backyard through various windows, but it’s another thing entirely once he actually steps into it, the whole area lush with plant life and dotted with various little stone paths. There are enough trees and tall hedges to obscure large portions of the garden at a glance, making him actually want to pick one of the paths to explore.

Hoseok was right about the sunset too. It’s mostly over but there’s a bit of a pink glow in the sky, still a bit too bright for the stars to show themselves yet. The cool evening air feels wonderful too, carrying the smell of flowers on it even this deep in the city.

“Wow, this is gorgeous,” Jimin says.

“It’s nice, isn’t it? Namjoonie is very proud of it.”

“Did he do this?”

“Not all of it, no. It’s too much for one person to handle – especially if they’re as busy as he is – but he did a lot of the work designing it and spent quite a few hours out here adding plants. For now we pay a few good gardeners to keep things looking their best.”

“Well they definitely do a good job.” Jimin finally turns back to Hoseok, finding him wearing a fond smile and holding out his hand.

“You wanna see the rest?”

Jimin eagerly takes his hand and lets Hoseok lead the way down one of the stone paths. The rest of the garden is beautiful too. There are bright pops of color dotted all around from various blooming flowers, so many that it’s hard to decide where to look sometimes. There are a few benches and chairs along the path, and he internally vows to come and sit outside sometime when he has homework or reading to do.

“Kookie is going to love this. I wouldn’t be surprised if he dropped by just to come sketch out here, or maybe take some photographs – if he makes it past your security at least,” Jimin says with a laugh.

“Neither of you will have any trouble with security,” Hoseok says. “They’ve been instructed to allow you in at any time.”

“Oh, really?”

“Of course. We want you to feel comfortable here, and part of that is you feeling free to come and go as you please. The two of you are welcome in our home anytime.”

“That’s sweet of you all. We really must be doing something right, huh?”

Hoseok grins and squeezes Jimin’s hand a little tighter. “That’s an understatement, Minnie.”

The nickname still makes him blush, though at this point it’s mostly just the way Hoseok says it – always with a hint of teasing in his voice like he knows just how much Jimin likes it. He tends to save it for moments like these too, when the two of them are alone and there’s no easy way for Jimin to hide his reaction. Namjoon does it too and it always makes his knees feel a little weak.

Still, it’s nice to know that the pack feels like courting is going well too.

Jimin lets the silence hang in the air as they keep walking, not wanting to sound like he’s fishing for compliments by asking Hoseok if they’re really sure – or if maybe they just like Jungkook enough that they’re willing to accept Jimin too. Better to just try to focus on the things he knows, like the fact that he’s pretty sure Hoseok wouldn’t have invited him out here if he didn’t like Jimin enough to want to spend time together.

Or maybe how they are literally holding hands on a sunset walk. God, sometimes he wants to take his own brain out and try to shake some sense into it.

Hoseok pauses, bringing the two of them to a stop under a huge willow tree that must have been here long before the house was ever built. It’s sprawling, some of its branches reaching out over a small pond situated next to it, the whole thing ringed in pretty purple flowers. “This is about the end of the garden,” Hoseok says. “The path curves back around to the door just past those hedges.”

“Thank you for showing me around,” Jimin says, kind of sad at the thought of their walk being over already. “It really is so beautiful out here.”

“You’re not cold, are you?”

“No, it’s not too chilly out. Why?”

“Do you want to stay out here a little while longer?” Hoseok asks, gesturing toward a bench near the edge of the pond. “We can watch the fish.”

“There’s fish?” Jimin lets go of Hoseok’s hand and steps closer to the water. They'd been a little hard to pick out from a distance in the dim twilight but he sees them now, quick flashes of orange and white swimming below the surface. “Oh, wow some of them are huge.”

Hoseok laughs. “Is that a yes?”

“Yeah.” Jimin sits down on the bench and pats the spot next to him. “It’s peaceful out here. The company's not half bad either,” he jokes, taking a quick glance at Hoseok’s face to see if his flirting has landed.

Considering the wide smile on the alpha’s face, he’s guessing it went over just fine.

“You’re good company too,” Hoseok says, sitting down close enough that their thighs touch and then slipping his arm around Jimin’s shoulders.

Oh. That’s… That’s really nice.

Jimin doesn’t want to seem too eager – but honestly fuck pretending that he doesn’t want this.

He leans against Hoseok, resting his head on the alpha’s shoulder and enjoying the warmth where their bodies press together. Out of all the alphas, Hoseok is the one Jimin feels the most comfortable with. There’s just something about him that makes it feel like they’re on a similar wavelength, like they might already understand one another, at least in some way. Maybe because their backgrounds are so similar? They’ve probably had a lot of the same training – and honestly he’s gotten the impression from the rest of the pack that Hoseok’s family isn’t the greatest, so they might have that in common too.

Either way, Jimin wants to get closer with the pack. Scenting with Jin earlier had felt so good, and this – whatever this is – that he’s doing with Hoseok seems like a natural next step.

“You know,” Hoseok says, voice quiet in the cool evening air, “Jungkookie really made Yoongi’s night, asking to learn about building a computer.”

“Yeah, I could tell Yoongi-hyung was trying to play cool about it, but he seemed pretty excited. Kookie really likes him. Well I mean, he likes all of you but–”

“It’s okay, I know what you meant. They do seem to get along well, don’t they?”

“Yeah, they definitely do.”

“Although to be fair, I’m not sure if he’s weaker for Yoongles or Joonie.”

Jimin can’t help but laugh at that. “You’re not wrong. That’s a tough one.” Jungkook really is head over heels for the entire pack already, but… “They probably both lose out to Taehyung.”

“Don’t we all?” Hoseok says with an exaggerated sigh. “He’s pretty incredible.”

“Yeah.” Jimin nods against Hoseok’s shoulder. “He really is. You all are. I just…” He falters at the last moment, feeling nervous at the thought of tipping his hand and getting rejected – or worse.

Hoseok lets him stay silent for a few seconds before nudging him softly. “You were going to say something.”

“Sorry,” Jimin says, pulling his head off of Hoseok’s shoulder. “I got a little – You know what, it wasn’t really important.”

Shit. Well, he’s definitely made it weird now. Maybe it would be better to just head inside and try again some other time when he isn’t so

“Why don’t you let me decide if it’s important?” Hoseok says, his arm still wrapped warm and secure around Jimin’s shoulders. “Whatever it is, I bet I’m a whole lot more interested in hearing it than you’re giving me credit for.”

Jimin’s cheeks are bright pink now, and he kind of wishes he’d stayed leaning against Hoseok’s shoulder so he could at least try to hide it – although the alpha can apparently read him just fine without seeing his face. He settles for looking down at his lap. Running away isn’t an option, and Hoseok is always so nice to him – the least he can do is try to have a little faith and be honest in return.

“I was just thinking,” he starts, voice quiet. “You all really are incredible. I don’t think I’ve seen Kookie this excited in a long time and… It’s not just him. I’m really glad we met you too. Our whole life has changed and it’s a little terrifying sometimes, but it’s also so good that it’s a little hard to believe.”

“You were really planning to keep all that to yourself?” Hoseok asks. “That seemed pretty important to me. It has been a lot of change – but just to be clear, we’re all so happy we met you too, Jimin-ah.”

Happy they met him. That makes Jimin’s heart feel like it’s swelling in his chest, a hot burst of longing that feels too big to be contained. They really might like him. He wants so badly for that to be true. He chances a quick glance up and finds Hoseok smiling warmly back at him. “Thank you, hyung,” he says, an answering smile spreading across his own face.

“Of course,” Hoseok says, giving Jimin a playful nudge with his shoulder. “You act like it’s a burden for me to sit out here in the moonlight with a gorgeous omega next to me. So tell me, you got any more thoughts kicking around in that head of yours that you feel willing to share?”

There is one. He wants to ask…

He’s still reeling from Hoseok calling him gorgeous, but he’s already taken this leap once today. What’s one more time? He wants this and he wants it to be with Hoseok.

“One more thing,” Jimin says, voice high with nerves. “A question actually.”

“Sure, you can ask anything you like.”

“Would you… Do you want to scent? With me? Maybe?” He bites his lip. It wasn’t the most elegant but at least he’s asked. No taking it back now.

“I’d love to,” Hoseok answers without a moment of hesitation.

Jimin can’t quite keep his mouth from dropping open as a little smile cracks on his face. “Really?”

“Absolutely. I’ve been thinking about it for a while now,” Hoseok says, offering up his wrist without missing a beat. “As long as you want it too, I can’t think of many things I'd like more right now.”

“I do,” Jimin answers, taking a deep breath and pressing his own wrist to Hoseok’s.

Fuck. The rush of adrenaline and hormones slams into him like a truck – so much more intense than he remembers from the last time he did this with an alpha.

So much better.

There’s a familiar pull, just like there was with Jin earlier, only a little stronger this time. It’s the same one he feels when Jungkook gives him a nip. It beckons him to let go, embrace the way his head wants to fog up and his body wants to go lax, just let Hoseok take care of everything and make the alpha prove that he can handle–

No. He’s going to keep his head. Just need to stay present and focus on the here and now.

The rich smell of coffee wraps around him like a blanket, soft and comforting and so strong he can almost taste it – wants to taste it. He just barely manages to swallow the whine bubbling up in his throat at the thought of taking Hoseok’s wrist and sweeping his tongue across it. Would the alpha growl for him if he did? Press Jimin back into the bench and cage him in so they can finally kiss and–

He can feel himself starting to leak already.

Thank god for the plug.

“Damn, you smell so good, Minnie.” Hoseok’s voice is rough, clearly affected by the scenting too.

“So do you,” Jimin says, the words coming out a lot closer to a whine than he intends, but it’s hard to care when his whole body is buzzing with warmth. The massive rush is finally dying down, but the scent of coffee is still strong around him and hopefully on him as well. With any luck he’ll be able to smell it until he bathes again tomorrow. Maybe he’ll even be able to work it into some of their blankets if he wraps up tight as soon as they get back home.

Hoseok is the first one to move. He leaves their wrists pressed together, dropping the arm around Jimin’s shoulders as he turns to face him more directly. “That was perfect,” he says, reaching up to cup Jimin’s cheek. “I wasn’t sure what to expect, but it was just as intense as the first time with Taehyungie.”

Jimin really can’t be held accountable for what he does next. His head is turning before he even registers it, still feeling his eyelashes flutter at being compared so favorably to Taehyung.

He presses a kiss to Hoseok’s wrist, right over the scent gland.

There’s another spike of coffee in the air, almost deeper now – like there’s a touch of mocha to it…

It’s that change in Hoseok’s scent that makes Jimin realize what he’s done. They’ve only just scented for the first time and he didn’t even give a second thought to putting his mouth to an alpha’s scent gland? It may just have been his wrist, but it’s still way too forward for this early.

“Shit, sorry,” he says, looking down at Hoseok’s chest. “I don’t know what came over me.”

Hoseok’s voice is gentle as he tips Jimin’s face back up to look at him and says, “Please don’t apologize for that.” There’s no disappointment in his eyes, no disgust, not a hint of rejection at all… Does he really not mind? “I loved it, Jimin-ah.”

Loved it?

“You’re…” Jimin bites his lip, waiting for Hoseok to shift and pull the rug out from under him, but it just doesn’t happen. After a few seconds of silence, he asks, “You’re sure?”

“Honey, I finally got you relaxed enough to let go, even just a little, and you think I’m going to turn you away for it? Never. I’ll be bragging to the others about this for days.”

Jimin blushes at the pet name, letting out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. Hoseok really doesn't mind that Jimin let himself slip a little. If anything, he seems happy about it.

“It was a bit impulsive,” Jimin says, a nervous smile forming on his face.

Hoseok doesn’t answer right away, just looks back at Jimin with a thoughtful expression, those pretty dark eyes almost mesmerizing in the twilight. He’s still cupping Jimin’s cheek, thumbing at his jaw in tiny, barely there strokes. “How do you feel about me being a little impulsive too?” he eventually asks.

“What…” Jimin blinks back at him. “What do you mean, hyung?”

Slowly, Hoseok leans closer into Jimin’s space, finally letting their wrists slip apart and bringing his hand to rest at Jimin’s waist. “Can I kiss you, Minnie?”

Butterflies erupt in Jimin’s stomach. He wants that – wanted it even before they had scented – but to know that Hoseok wants it too? There’s no way he’s missing this opportunity.

“Yeah,” Jimin says, already feeling breathless. “I’d like that a lot.”

Hoseok smiles while he leans in to close the distance, and Jimin lets his eyes slip closed as their lips meet. For as soft as it is, the kiss still makes him feel a little like he’s on a roller coaster, in that brief period of free fall that comes with a particularly steep descent. It’s perfect, and Hoseok is so, so gentle with him, cupping his cheek like he’s made of glass and making a pleased little hum when Jimin tips his head just a little to deepen the kiss.

They do eventually break apart but they don’t go far, foreheads pressed together as Jimin opens his eyes with a smile. “Thank you, hyung,” he whispers.

That has Hoseok huffing out a laugh and pressing another quick kiss to Jimin’s lips. “‘Thank you’, he says, like I wasn’t the one who asked for this.”

Jimin giggles, heart feeling bubbly in his chest. “Don’t make fun. It just felt nice and that was the first thing that came to mind.”

“It did feel nice,” Hoseok says, pulling back to fix Jimin with a fond smile, thumb brushing over Jimin’s bottom lip and his eyes following the motion. “God, you’re beautiful. Can’t believe I finally got to kiss you.”

Jimin blushes. “Thank you,” he says, averting his eyes for a moment before looking back at Hoseok and deciding that the alpha has more than earned a little honesty. “I really… I like you a lot, Hoseok-hyung.”

"I like you too, Minnie. So much,” Hoseok answers, pulling Jimin into his arms. “Been thinking about kissing you since the night I took you dancing. You were so sweet, looking after Taehyungie and then checking on me too.”

“I would have let you,” Jimin confesses, resting his head on Hoseok’s shoulder. “You looked so handsome that night, and seeing you dancing with Kookie just… It made me really happy. But this was really nice, so I’m not sad you waited.”

“Yeah, I’m happy with how this turned out too.”

They stay out in the garden together for a few more minutes, wrapped in each other’s arms until Hoseok finally pulls away and admits they probably should head back in and check on the others. Jimin agrees with a laugh, having honestly forgotten that the others were still inside, probably carrying on with Game Night in their absence.

When they find their way back into the kitchen, all smiles and holding hands, Jin is there to greet them with a knowing grin. “There you two are. I was just about to bring in some of our tarts for dessert,” he says, gesturing to the two little platters on the counter in front of him. “Did Hoseok-ah give you a good tour of the garden? What did you think, Jimin-ah?”

“It’s amazing, and there were so many flowers in bloom. Namjoon-hyung did a great job designing it.”

“You’ll have to share your feedback with him. I’m sure he’d love to hear it – though that’s far from the only thing he’ll be pleased about,” Jin says, taking an exaggerated breath in through his nose. “You both smell wonderful.”

“Thanks, Jinnie-hyung,” Hoseok answers with a grin. “Need any help carrying that?”

“Yeah, I can take one too,” Jimin offers.

Jin gives them a nod and allows them to carry the little trays into the living room, where the rest of the pack greets them with knowing looks and a few jokes about sneaking off to scent. Jungkook and Taehyung pull Jimin down in between them for cuddles while Yoongi and Namjoon play a round of some racing game, which Namjoon seems far too distracted to play with any level of skill. Jimin really couldn’t be happier, surrounded by all of them, Jin and Hoseok’s scents fresh on his skin and both other omegas pressed against him.

It feels good – feels right.

 

Notes:

Some exciting updates:

I've got another interlude chapter coming at you sometime in the middle of this week. Then for the next couple of weeks after that, I'm planning to put out a bonus full length chapter in the middle of each week (。^▽^)

I like to stay quite a bit ahead of what I post here, but I've been making good progress lately and don't want my queue getting too long. Hopefully some extra chapters will be welcome ;D

Chapter 34: Interlude – A New Friend

Notes:

I've got a slightly different interlude chapter for you this time. This one is just a short scene, rather than a collection of texts, but texting interludes will still be a thing in the future so no worries about them disappearing if you enjoy them :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Something interesting out there, Kookie?” Jimin asks.

Jungkook has been peeking out the window periodically for the better part of an hour now. Jimin keeps catching the movement out of the corner of his eye every time Jungkook reaches over to lift the corner of the blinds and look outside.

“Pretty sure this guy outside is part of our security team – maybe even in charge of it.”

Jimin is admittedly curious. He looks down at his accounting textbook and sets it aside with a sigh. They’ve both been buried in homework all morning. Maybe it’s time for a break. “Is it the blonde guy? Handsome and looks like he could bench press seven of you?,” he asks, crawling over to the other side of the big window.

“Yeah, how did you know?” Jungkook asks, setting aside his own textbook to give the window his full attention.

“Pretty sure I saw him giving orders to someone the other day. Could have just been a shift change, but I’ve seen him quite a few times and he definitely doesn’t look like he lives around here.” Jimin lifts the blinds just enough to peek down at the road, easily picking out the head of blonde hair across the street within seconds.

The guy really does look strong, like he must spend hours in the gym. Jimin has seen him entering and exiting cars before, plus talking to some other guys who have the same ‘out of place’ look to them. Today, he does something Jimin hasn’t seen before and heads inside of the apartment building across the street.

“Never seen him go in there before,” Jimin says.

“I have once or twice, but only just recently. I think they rented out a place across the street so they wouldn’t be so suspicious. Probably helps to have a local base of operations too,” Jungkook says.

“If they set up something that close…”

“Yeah, they’re probably following us, at least to work and school. Does that bother you, hyung?”

Honestly, Jimin had expected it. Once they found out just how high profile Namjoon’s operation is, it made sense. (Plus, he likes knowing that Jungkook is being looked after.) “No, it’s fine. Doesn’t bother you, does it?”

Jungkook shakes his head, his hair catching on the blinds, shaking them and creating enough movement that they both have to pull back from the window to avoid drawing attention to themselves. Jimin raises a brow and Jungkook immediately plasters on that ’I know I just made a dumb mistake’ smile that he’s perfected over the years.

It still works. Jimin forgives him immediately. Not like stealth was ever Jungkook’s strong suit anyways.

“So why the sudden interest?” Jimin asks, sitting back against the wall.

“Just curious, I suppose.” Jungkook looks down at his own textbook, but doesn't move to pick it up again. He probably needs a break too.

“About?”

“He’s so built. I kinda wanna know what his routine is but both times I decided to go try and ask him, he was gone by the time I made it out. Pretty sure they scatter when they see us leave the building.” Jungkook lets out a sigh. “Maybe TaeTae can help me get in touch.”

Jungkook is right. Taehyung would probably be the right person to ask, but…

Jimin really could use a break.

“You wanna talk to him? Let me try. Tell me when you see him come back out and I’ll make us a snack while we wait.”

~~

The waiting is the hardest part, even though Jimin does his best to stay busy in the kitchen. He decides to make muffins since they're pretty easy to abandon midway through cooking if he needs to, and Jungkook knows how to make sure that they're cooked all the way through.

As it turns out, there's no need to worry. The muffins are finished long before there’s any activity from across the street. Yoongi texts at one point asking what Jungkook is so interested in outside, but Jimin just tells him it’s people watching and that seems to put him off the scent. He's decided he wants to do this, and there’s no way he’s risking one of the pack just texting the guy and robbing him of his fun.

If anyone else is watching the cameras, they don't comment.

“How many people do you think are over there?” Jimin asks, looking over the remaining muffins now that he and Jungkook have both had two each. He’s already got an idea of how many guys there are, but it’s a good chance to make sure Jungkook is paying attention too.

They might be a long way from home and most of their enemies, but it doesn’t hurt to stay vigilant.

“Pretty sure it’s just two or three per shift,” Jungkook answers.

“Okay, yeah that’s what I counted too.”

Jimin packs up six of the muffins in a little plastic bag. It never hurts to come bearing gifts.

“Oh, hyung! Black SUV just pulled up. Looks like one of theirs, so it’s probably time for a shift change or maybe they’re dropping something off.”

“Alright. That’s my cue. Be back in a bit,” Jimin says, grabbing the bag of muffins and heading out of the apartment.

There's always someone watching the fire escape, but he’s never seen anyone watching the back of the building. It faces a super narrow alley and really wouldn't be a good point of entry. It’s a pretty good exit though, if you know the building well enough – and Jimin definitely does. The window in the seventh floor hallway has an old style lock bar on it that’s simple enough to remove from the inside.

Jimin slips out the window and grabs onto the gutter drainpipe that runs down the side of the building. He pulls the window closed behind him (he’ll have to replace the lock bar later) and slowly slides down the pipe.

He'd noticed this route way back when they moved in here, but never had cause to use it before. Honestly it's kind of exhilarating, reminding him fondly of his days as a thief.

He doesn’t chance a peek around the side of the building, instead weaving through the alley and circling the block to approach from another direction. They’re still outside when he crosses the street a block or so down, not even looking in his direction. The buff blonde guy is directing two others to carry boxes of equipment toward the building, so they’ll probably be out there a little while longer – plenty of time for Jimin to circle the building and approach from the back alley. He waits for the other two guys to head inside again and then makes the last leg of his approach, sneaking around the side of the SUV as quietly as he can manage.

It works.

The blonde man has his back to him, holding a cell phone up to his ear as he says something about a couple more boxes of equipment before hanging up. When he turns back around, Jimin is standing right there in front of him with a smile. The guy doesn’t jump – not quite – but there’s a brief twitch of his head, about to turn like he’s planning to yell for backup before he recognizes who exactly is in front of him.

Jimin has definitely surprised him.

“Park Jimin-ssi,” the man says, giving a tiny bow. “What can I do for you?”

“You’re the head of our security, right?”

The man gives a slow nod. “I am.”

“Can you tell me your name?”

“Did you just want to formally introduce yourself?”

“That’s half the reason I’m down here, yeah.”

The man tilts his head to the side, considering for a moment before saying, “Wonho.”

Jimin smiles and holds out the little bag of muffins he packed. “Alright, Wonho-ssi. It’s nice to meet you. These are for you and your team.”

For a moment, Wonho just stands frozen staring at the bag in Jimin’s hand. He looks intimidating right up until a smile spreads across his face, going all the way up to his eyes as he reaches out to take the bag with a laugh. “Thank you. This is thoughtful of you.”

“You’re welcome. Though I’d like to ask a favor in return, if I can?”

“You can ask.”

“Will you give me your phone number? Jungkook wants to know about your gym routine and he says you disappear every time he tries to come down and ask you about it.”

Wonho gives a little huff of laughter. “I apologize – my instructions were to be unobtrusive.”

“Setting up shop in here will help you guys be less obvious, for sure. Are you not supposed to talk to us?”

“That was never specified, though I’m sure Taehyung-ssi won’t mind. I’ll give you my number and the two of you can feel free to call me if you ever feel unsafe,” he says, turning toward the van and rummaging around until he finds a notebook and a pen. Once he scratches his number onto the paper, he rips off the page and hands it to Jimin.

“Thank you, Wonho-ssi. Do you mind if Kookie texts you?”

“Not at all, though I make it a point not to take personal calls when I’m working.”

“I’ll let him know,” Jimin says with a grin. “I should probably head back inside, but it was nice meeting you.”

“Likewise, Jimin-ssi. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you ever feel even the slightest bit unsafe. One of us will come for you immediately. Oh, and thank you for the muffins.”

~

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: you got the drop on wonho-ssi. not bad

[Jimin]: Kookie wanted to ask him about his gym routine

[Jimin]: Hope I didn’t step on any toes

[Tae]: no you’re fine

[Tae]: feel free to talk to anyone on security anytime (^ω^)

[Tae]: probably best if you feel comfortable with them anyway

[Tae]: and apparently the guys needed a reminder about the importance of keeping an eye on their surroundings

[Jimin]: Don't be too hard on them ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Being sneaky was kind of my thing before all this

[Tae]: yeah apparently

[Tae]: might have to have you try and pull that on them again sometime

[Tae]: for training purposes (✿◠‿◠)

~

[Hoseok to Jimin]

[Hobi]: jungkookie just sent me the best video of u sneaking up on wonho-ssi.

[Hobi]: very impressive ;D

[Jimin]: Oh I didn’t realize he was filming ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: How much of it did he get?

[Hobi]: mostly just u coming up through a back alley and standing right behind wonho-ssi.

[Hobi]: then passing him a bag? i think? it was a little hard to make out.

[Jimin]: Oh yeah I baked muffins and thought I would bring some to the security team (^-^)

[Hobi]: that is so sweet of u :)

[Hobi]: i admit i’m curious though

[Jimin]: What about?

[Hobi]: how u got out of ur apartment without them noticing.

[Hobi]: u were confirmed entering the building but not exiting.

[Jimin]: Aww it’s no fun to just tell you

[Jimin]: I gotta have some tricks up my sleeve (。^▽^)

[Hobi]: fair enough

[Hobi]: i’ll figure it out eventually ;D

[Jimin]: Good luck hyung (^-^)

 

 

Notes:

I read one fic with bodyguard Wonho and was like, "Yes, that's perfect," and I'm so happy I got to make it a reality here too
(。^▽^)

Chapter 35: Hiking

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jungkook to Namjoon]

[JK]: hey hyung

[Namjoon]: Good morning. How are you doing today, Kook-ah?

[JK]: just killing time before class starts

[JK]: doing good but was wondering about something

[Namjoon]: Oh?

[JK]: taetae said you guys are less busy now

[Namjoon]: We are, yes. We closed several big deals recently so our schedules have opened up significantly.

[Namjoon]: Is there something you would like to do, now that we have more time?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: was gonna see if you wanted to go on a hike together sometime since youre a fan too

[Namjoon]: I would love that. Any place in particular you want to go?

~

They settle on a location not too far out of the city. There are several different established trails there, as well as plenty of seasonal plants that are supposed to be in bloom right now – plus Jungkook says he’s never been, so Namjoon will get to show him around.

Namjoon’s schedule has become much easier to work around now that they’re wrapped up all the big projects that had come together all at once. (The past weeks have been a whirlwind of meetings, auctions, and managing logistics.) It’s nice to have some more downtime. Honestly, Jungkook’s schedule takes more working around than his own. They should maybe talk about that at some point. He’s working full time and going to school, which makes for a pretty hectic schedule in combination with courting, though Namjoon isn’t sure he’s really earned the right to have much say in that just yet.

Either way, they manage to find a morning that week that works for both of them and Namjoon drives to pick Jungkook up.

It’s not a hobby he’s particularly used to having company for. Jin will occasionally join him on walks, but he doesn’t enjoy even the most mildly challenging hikes. Taehyung would rather avoid the activity all together, and Hoseok only comes with him sometimes because he knows that Namjoon enjoys it – not that there’s anything wrong with that, but it’s not the same as getting to really share the joys of hiking with someone.

Funnily enough, Yoongi is probably his favorite hiking partner in the pack. For as much as he complains about having to leave the house and go somewhere without high speed internet, he actually genuinely seems to enjoy the activity once he’s out and moving. He tends to prefer the more scenic trails, and will veer off to investigate strange plants and brightly colored bugs, calling Namjoon over if he finds something interesting. (And he always pauses to take in a pretty view when they find one.)

Still, Yoongi can only be persuaded out into the wilderness a couple times a year at most.

Really, Namjoon is just excited for the chance to go hiking with someone who might enjoy it as much as he does, but either way he’s sure he and Jungkook will have fun. He doesn’t want to set his expectations too high. No matter what, it’s going to be a good opportunity for them to get to know one another better.

As it turns out, he has no reason to worry.

Jungkook is well prepared, dressed in appropriate layers for the weather and carrying a backpack stocked with everything he needs. He’s packed water, snacks, emergency supplies, a first aid kit, and a multi tool. Namjoon is impressed.

“I was wondering if we could head up the north side?” Jungkook asks. “I read online that they just opened it to the public again. They have some shallow pools up that way and I wanted to try and take pictures of the frogs and maybe some plants.”

“The northern trail is a lot more difficult. Are you okay with that?”

“Oh, sorry, do you not like the harder trails?” Jungkook asks.

“What, no – I would love to. I just wasn’t sure if you knew what you were getting yourself into.”

“You don’t have to worry about me, hyung,” Jungkook says, grinning in the passenger seat. “I’ve done a lot of hiking and camping before.”

Namjoon has only hiked up the northern trail once before and that was at least a year ago, so he doesn’t remember the path particularly well. As excited as he was for an opportunity to lead Jungkook through something familiar to him, it’s just as exciting to explore this trail again with company.

And Jungkook is great hiking company.

They both stop to take pictures of all of the interesting things they see along the road, marveling at cool rock formations and interesting plants. Namjoon gets a chance to share some of his knowledge about birds, identifying several that fly overhead or perch in nearby trees, much to Jungkook’s delight.

The omega doesn’t know a lot about birds or the local wildlife. Well, maybe that’s not exactly true. While he might not know about the local species of groundhogs or deer, he does seem to know a lot about the various creepy crawlies they encounter.

Namjoon isn’t afraid of bugs. In fact, he’s usually the one his mates call on to handle the ones that find their way into the house – mostly because they know he'll want to release them outside rather than kill them. Still, there’s a difference between respect and delight – and Jungkook seems to absolutely delight in getting friendly with various bugs, frogs, snakes, and (to Namjoon’s surprise) even the occasional fish.

As they pass a stream, Jungkook crouches down and reaches in with lightning speed, producing a trout to show Namjoon and grinning at his catch. Namjoon is impressed, barking out a laugh before letting Jungkook show him the fish in detail, listening as the omega points out the pretty coloring on its belly and remarks on how good they taste when roasted over an open flame with a little salt.

Luckily they packed snacks, so the fish gets deposited back into the stream to live another day while the two of them continue on.

The trail is every bit as challenging as Namjoon remembers, with plenty of steep sections leading up the mountain that offer only a few rope guardrails to assist with the climb. It’s exhilarating, and Jungkook seems to think so as well. They’re both sweaty and smiling as they finish the second steep section but while Namjoon is relatively winded, Jungkook hardly even seems affected, already bounding forward to continue on.

“How would you feel about a little break, Kook-ah?” Namjoon calls.

Jungkook turns on his heel with a grin still plastered on his face. “Sure, hyung. There’s a nice shady spot just over here if you wanna sit down for a minute.”

“Thanks. I don’t think I’m nearly as in shape as you are.”

“I think you’re doing great,” Jungkook says, settling into the shaded area he’s found. It’s a bit of a clearing, surrounded by trees and full of big rocks that make great seats for their break.

Someone else must have thought the same thing, because both Namjoon and Jungkook lean down at the same time to start picking up a couple of scattered food wrappers in the area. The brightly colored plastic stands out where it’s caught up in the grass and bushes, almost impossible to miss. There aren’t a ton, but even one is too many as far as Namjoon is concerned. “I hate when people do this,” he says, shaking his head.

“Yeah, what a bunch of assholes,” Jungkook agrees. “Do you have a trash bag with you, hyung? If not, I've got one in my bag.”

“It’s alright. I’ve got one here.” Namjoon removes the little plastic bag from his pants pocket, depositing the wrappers he’s grabbed inside and then holding it out for Jungkook to do the same. “I’m happy to know you’re the type who wants to clean this stuff up when you see it. I think that says a lot about you as a person.”

Jungkook gives a little smile. “Thank you. I’m glad I’m not the only one who can’t just walk by. I love coming to places like this, and seeing people treat them like a trash can makes me so mad.”

They relax there for a good ten or fifteen minutes, drinking some water and sharing the photographs they’ve taken so far until Namjoon feels rested and ready for the next leg of the journey. There’s plenty more steep climbing, but the next couple of more wooded areas they pass give Namjoon an opportunity to show some of his knowledge as well. He leads Jungkook just off the trail to show him tracks left by some of the native deer, and then later gets to point out a couple of rare flowers that only bloom for a few weeks around this time.

“Wow, hyung. You know a lot about flowers, don’t you?”

“Guilty as charged. If I had more time, I’d love to set up a greenhouse just so I could grow some of the more finicky ones.”

“You don’t have that kind of time now?”

“Not now, no. Maybe someday, but right now my priority is working to secure our future – not that I’m the only one working on that. It's the whole pack together,” Namjoon clarifies.

Jungkook is quiet for a few seconds as they walk back to the trail, but he seems like he might say something so Namjoon just lets the silence linger. When Jungkook does eventually speak up again, his voice is quiet and maybe a little worried. “Can I ask you something, Namjoon-hyung?”

“Of course, pup. Anything you like, anytime.”

There's a cute little flush on Jungkook’s cheeks, already pink from exertion but gone a little brighter now. “I guess I’m just wondering if Jiminie and I… If all of this works out and we do end up joining the pack someday, would it bother you guys if we weren’t directly involved in your work? Not that I have any problem with what you guys do or anything like that.”

Namjoon is reminded of his encounter with Amber at Special-(f)x, when she had asked him about whether they would ask Jungkook to drop out of school or quit working. This makes him think that maybe this was a worry that Jungkook had expressed to her himself, which only leaves him more determined to dispel it.

“Not at all. There might be a certain degree of involvement present just by being a part of the pack, but beyond what comes simply from association with us, no. There would be no need for you to be involved in our work. I would only ever want you to do what makes you happy, and it seems like your work at Special-(f)x makes you very happy.”

Jungkook grins and reaches out to take Namjoon’s hand in his own, walking a little closer by him. “It does make me happy. I love my job, and I know I’m going to love it even more once I’m done with school and my apprenticeship. Thank you, hyung.”

~~

The two of them walk hand in hand until the last section of the trail. This is the most challenging bit yet, incredibly steep with tiny steps carved into the rock face and very little railing to speak of. It’s exhilarating to know they’re so close to the end. The shallow pools Jungkook wanted to see should be just at the top of this climb, and with how challenging the route is and the fact that they’ve yet to see another person on this trail, they should have it all to themselves.

Namjoon is just deciding to pace himself and take this last section slow when Jungkook breaks into a jog and bounds up the makeshift steps – fully abandoning the path at one point to scale a section of rock without a second thought. He makes a little whoop of excitement as he pulls himself upward and Namjoon is left staring open mouthed at the display. He’s both impressed and worried, his alpha instincts all but demanding he provide support and convince his omega to take a safer path.

He shoves the worry down, not wanting to deprive Jungkook of something that obviously brings him joy. (Besides, it would appear he has plenty of skill in this area.)

Oh wow, hyung! It’s so pretty up here,” Jungkook calls out, peeking over the ledge to grin at Namjoon. “You’re going to love it so much. I see a bunch of birds and animal tracks too.”

Namjoon makes his way carefully upward, ensuring that his footing is secure and that he makes good use of what railings there are. Jungkook waits patiently and offers his hand to help Namjoon up the last few steps.

Oh, it’s beautiful ,” Namjoon pants, taking in the view before him as he catches his breath. The area before them is sparsely wooded, what trees there are casting pretty dancing shadows over the collection of three shallow looking ponds beneath them. There’s a good collection of different plants that he can’t wait to photograph, and tons of birds in the trees and around the pools. “We should take some pictures from here before we get too close and scare off the birds.”

Wait, you have to see one more thing first,” Jungkook says, smiling and pointing behind Namjoon, back toward the ledge he had just climbed up.

When Namjoon turns around, it’s easy to see why Jungkook had insisted that he look .

Out over the ledge and past the tree line, Seoul is laid out before them, sprawling and teeming with life in these late morning hours. It’s breathtaking, leaving Namjoon feeling both full of wonder and yet so insignificantly small in comparison to the scope of the city. Part of him wants to fish out his binoculars to have a closer look, while another part of him thinks the view is exactly as it should be, roads and buildings only just distinguishable in the distance.

That’s a hell of a view, isn’t it?” he says, not even trying to keep the awe out of his voice.

Jungkook nods next to him. “It really is. I bet it’s beautiful at night.”

Yeah. Not sure I’d want to make this climb in the dark though.”

I’d come with you if you ever felt up to it.”

“I’ll let you know right away if I feel the need to go hiking in the dark,” Namjoon says with a laugh. The thought of Jungkook trying to scale cliff faces in the pitch black of night nearly makes him shudder. “Come on, let's get a few pictures and then move up closer.”

They take a lot of pictures together. Namjoon’s camera has a much better zoom lens than the old one that Jungkook brought with him. They’ll have to take him shopping for a new one eventually, but for now he grabs shots of everything Jungkook asks him to before they move forward. Plenty of birds and critters scatter at their advance (which gives them even more photo opportunities), but there are still quite a few around as they draw closer.

They spend well over an hour up there, alternating between bursts of conversation and comfortable silence – usually while Jungkook is busy sneaking up on yet another frog or salamander.

At one point, Jungkook breaks the silence with a, “Whoa, look what I got, hyung,” and Namjoon turns around to see Jungkook holding a massive black and yellow spider only inches from his face. Namjoon doesn’t jump , but he absolutely does take a quick step backward. “Oh, sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. Are you afraid of spiders, Namjoon-hyung?” Jungkook asks, letting the spider crawl up his arm without even a glance.

No, but there’s definitely a difference between picking them up and having them by my face,” Namjoon says, letting out a laugh and pulling out his camera to take a few pictures of the spider. Now that he’s able to get a proper look, he can see little stripes of dark blue along its body, and a patch of red as well. “It’s pretty with all those colors.”

She.”

Sorry?”

She’s pretty,” Jungkook clarifies. “She’s a joro spider, too big and brightly colored to be a male.”

You know a lot about spiders?” Namjoon asks, snapping a couple of close-ups and then a shot of Jungkook holding her.

Only some. My brother, Junghyun, was really into them when we were kids. Here, one sec while I put her back.” Jungkook deposits the spider back into her web and watches patiently as she scampers away. “You know, I was afraid of spiders for a bit when I was younger, but he helped me get used to them.”

Did the two of you spend a lot of time outdoors together?” Namjoon asks. He wants to be careful, or at least mindful of the fact that sometimes talking about family makes Jungkook sad. Still, this time he had been the one to bring it up himself so it feels like a good chance to try and learn a little more.

Not really, no.” Jungkook lets out a little laugh. “Junghyun thought bugs were cool, but otherwise he kind of hated the outdoors – at least in anything other than small doses. Never really got into the rest of it and he did not like our outdoor survival training.”

“You trained on that?”

Yeah, we got to try lots of different things. Mom thought it was important to have a wide pool of knowledge.”

So what kind of outdoor survival? Like how to navigate and call for help?” Namjoon asks, curious about what the head of the Jeon family would think is important to know.

Yeah, those were the basics. Making shelter and finding water, navigating back to civilization or help – that sort of thing. I ended up loving it and did a lot more of it. Usually took a couple of long camping trips a year.”

“Did Jimin-ah come with you?”

Jungkook laughs and shakes his head. “No, he wasn’t really a fan of the outdoors in the first place, and these were not cushy camping trips.”

Namjoon is enthralled as Jungkook describes a couple of the trips, from being dropped at the edge of a forest and spending two weeks surviving with nothing but the clothes on his back, to mountain climbing and building makeshift rafts to float down a river. It’s all a little more than Namjoon would find enjoyable, but it’s interesting and clear that Jungkook is excited to tell someone about it.

“Did you ever get to put your skills to use, or was it more of a hobby?” Namjoon asks.

“I got to use it a couple of times. Both involved me escorting friends of the family who were on the run – helping them cross borders undetected through dense forest,” Jungkook says with a little frown. “I stopped offering after the second one. Only did it one other time after that, and only because it was asked of me.”

“You didn’t enjoy it?”

They complained the whole time,” Jungkook says with a sigh. “Two weeks of silence in the woods is relaxing, but two weeks of non-stop whining is not.”

~~

By the time they’re getting ready to start their descent back down, they’ve both gotten hundreds of pictures and Namjoon has been shown (and handled) a whole variety of frogs, salamanders, beetles, and a few fish. They're both sweaty and covered in spots of dirt, but it doesn’t seem to bother either of them in the slightest. They wash their hands in a nearby stream and eat snacks in the shade before beginning their journey back.

Namjoon identifies a few flowers and Jungkook points out which plants are edible and which ones aren’t. It’s impressive how knowledgeable he is, and the running commentary about the bitter taste of some mosses or the spongy texture of certain tree barks is enough to have Namjoon laughing and smiling most of the way back.

It’s not just edible plants either. He also points out a few poisonous ones and shows Namjoon how to identify them. At one point he stops in the middle of the trail, eyes going wide before he runs over to a nearby tree and crouches down near a lone white mushroom.

What is it?” Namjoon asks, joining him to crouch by the mushroom, only about three inches tall with a cone shaped cap.

Jungkook grabs a nearby stick and points to a few small black spots along the mushroom’s stem. “You see these marks? This guy is one of the most poisonous mushrooms out there. Can stop your heart in a little less than an hour, and by the time you start feeling symptoms it’s already too late. Half a cap is more than enough to kill a grown man,” Jungkook says, grinning. “I haven’t seen one of these in years – not since mom had one of her rivals assassinated by brewing some into his tea.”

Namjoon’s eyes go wide, leaning in for a closer look. “Wow, that deadly, huh? It looks so innocuous.”

Yeah, and it doesn’t taste like much either. Hard to detect but pretty rare to actually find one in the wild. I gotta take a picture for Jiminie and see if he remembers.”

I’ll have to ask Taehyung-ah if he’s ever heard of that,” Namjoon says. “He would find it interesting.”

TaeTae doesn’t strike me as the poisoning type.”

Oh, he definitely isn’t, but he and Hoseok both find the concept interesting.”

They move on from the mushroom after Jungkook grabs a couple of photos, continuing back down the path. The return trip is much easier than the ascent had been. It’s mostly downhill and still not too busy even though it’s later in the day. He supposes that it’s a difficult enough trail that most people wouldn’t want to bother, and the fact that it’s the middle of the week keeps most of the regular nine-to-five employees away.

Back near the bottom, Jungkook starts to slow down his pace a little, glancing through the trees toward the river.

Something you want to see, Kook-ah?” Namjoon offers.

Jungkook looks at Namjoon, biting at his lip. “Are you in a hurry to get back home, hyung?” he eventually asks, sounding a bit uncertain.

Not at all. My schedule is clear until dinner tonight. What were you thinking?”

Did you want to maybe sit down by the river for a bit? There’s a few comfortable looking spots around here.”

Namjoon can’t help the swell of satisfaction building up in his chest. The omega he’s courting is trying to extend their date and he couldn’t be more pleased about it – but that doesn’t mean he can’t make it even better. “That sounds great to me, but can I make a suggestion?”

Jungkook nods. “Sure, hyung.”

How would you feel about grabbing some lunch first? I don’t know about you, but that hike really took it out of me. We can get something to eat and then maybe grab some ice cream after? I'm sure we could find somewhere nice to eat it.

Lunch and ice cream?” Jungkook asks, grinning wide and so, so pretty that it has Namjoon's heart stuttering in his chest. “Count me in!”

They clean up a little back at the car and then grab lunch together nearby. Namjoon eats light to save room for ice cream, but Jungkook doesn’t seem the least bit worried about it. Honestly, seeing his omega ( not his yet – damn, he needs to remember that ) eating well makes his inner alpha nearly purr with pride, and being the one to buy the meal only amplifies the feeling .

Rather than bring their ice cream back to the same trail, Namjoon offers to take Jungkook to another spot he knows, only a short drive away. It’s far less traveled and has a little dock they can sit on.

It’s only a short trek once they park, the path mostly hidden by tall grass but opening up to a wide part of the river where the water flows gently past. Namjoon has been here fishing several times before, first when he was a boy with his uncle, and then a few times since then. It’s peaceful and his uncle was friendly with the owner of the dock – an old man with a passion for fishing the river long before dawn.

They sit at the end of the dock, taking their shoes off and rolling up their pants to let their feet dangle into the river below while they eat their ice cream.

“I never asked why you know so much about flowers, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Did you want to be a florist at some point or something?”

Namjoon laughs. “No, nothing like that. My parents had an extensive garden area – bigger even than the one we have at the house – and our head gardener was a really sweet lady who taught me about a bunch of plants. I spent a lot of time outside to stay out of my parents’ way, so I got plenty of impromptu lessons.”

“She sounds really nice. Do you guys still talk?”

“We have lunch a few times a year. I bought her a flat in Gwangju, so I fly down to check in on her.”

“You bought her a flat? Does that mean she doesn’t work for your parents anymore?”

Namjoon nods. “Yeah, she retired a couple of years back. Doesn’t have kids of her own to take care of her and she was always good to me, so I couldn’t bear the thought of her struggling. She’s a good woman.”

“You’re a good man too, you know.” Jungkook says, digging for chunks of cookie dough in his ice cream and then spooning them into his mouth with a pleased little smile.

“I don’t know about that. She took care of me when I needed it – only feels right to return the favor.”

Jungkook shrugs. “Not everyone would feel the same. Some people just take and take and never give anybody anything back, but you’re not like that. My mom would have liked you. She always said it was important to take care of people and make sure they wanted to be on your good side – but that was just her way of justifying wanting to look after the people she cared about.”

Namjoon considers this, scooping up the last bite of his peach ice cream and savoring the flavor before depositing the garbage into his trash bag from earlier.

Is he a good man ?

He tries to be, tries to take care of the people he loves and not hurt anyone he doesn’t have to. Still, the business they’re in requires a bit of cruelty from time to time, even for people like them who mostly deal in art and other high value objects. He might be a far cry from the scummy human traffickers who prey on innocents, but his hands still have blood on them. No way around that.

“You think people in my line of work can call themselves good?” Namjoon asks.

“I don’t see why not. Nobody is all good or all bad, and you seem like you go out of your way to be kind when you can. I guess I’ve always felt like people are the sum of all their actions, not just the best or worst of them. From what I’ve seen and what I know about you, most of your actions are good and you care about helping the people who need it.”

“You make it sound so simple.”

“It is to me. I think you’re a good person and that’s what matters to me. You’re good to people and you’re good to Jiminie – not much else I need to worry about.” Jungkook pauses for a moment, scraping the last of his ice cream out of the little plastic dish and into his mouth. “It might also help that I really like you,” he admits quietly, glancing at Namjoon with a shy little smile.

God help him.

Namjoon can’t possibly contain the way his scent spikes at the admission, and watching Jungkook’s eyelashes flutter in response is nearly enough to send him over the edge. The omega looks so lovely, specks of mud still dried into his hair and those pretty dark eyes shining in the sun – and that goddamn smiletalking all shy about how he likes Namjoon.

Shit. He’s so completely screwed. Head over heels every bit as desperately as the rest of the pack, and just barely clinging to whatever shreds of decency and level headedness he can scrounge up in himself.

He does not do anything indecent. He doesn’t crush Jungkook to his chest or try to kiss him, no matter how much he wants to. Instead, he just holds out his trash bag with slightly shaking hands and says evenly, “I really like you too, Kook-ah. Today has been a lot of fun and I’m so glad you came out with me.”

Jungkook’s smile widens as he deposits his empty container into the trash bag, and Namjoon immediately busies himself with putting the bag away in his backpack, buying a couple of moments to steel himself.

Really, he shouldn’t have even bothered.

As soon as he turns back to Jungkook, he finds the omega turned to face him more directly, looking up through his lashes at him. “Hyung, do you think…” he bites his lip, then gives a nervous little half smile. “I mean if you like me too maybe we could – Do you want to scent?”

Namjoon’s brain promptly shuts down and he is just glad that some sort of instinct manages to carry him through. I’d like that,” he answers on autopilot, voice somehow not shaking. “I’d like it a lot.”

Okay,” Jungkook says, grinning and holding out his wrist. “Here.”

It takes Namjoon a second to catch up, eyes fixed on Jungkook’s wrist, pretty and delicate with some sort of eye design tattooed over the skin. As soon as he remembers he needs to move, he reaches out his own wrist and tries not to worry about how long it’s been since he’s done this for the first time with an omega.

Will it be different than it was with Taehyung?

Jungkook closes the last bit of distance together with him, wrists finally meeting and leaving them both making a little gasp in unison.

It’s so much like that first time with Taehyung years ago – an intense and immediate need to be closer, to protect and care for his omega, to wrap Jungkook up in his arms and bring him home – a heady combination of fondness and possessiveness that rips through him in an instant. Their scents mix in the air and on their skin and it just feels so right, like Jungkook’s scent should be every bit as strong on Namjoon as the rest of his mates, permeating his home and his office and his bed.

God, if anyone even so much as looks at Jungkook wrong…

They should be living together, all of his omegas safe under one roof where he can check on them at a moment’s notice–

Not yet. Not his omega.

But it’s so hard to believe that when Jungkook’s wrist is pressed to his and he’s letting out the tiniest little whines under his breath, every bit as affected as Namjoon is. His fruity orange scent has gone so sweet around them too, mouthwatering enough that Namjoon wishes desperately that he could taste. Jungkook’s cheeks are flushed a pretty pink, pupils blown wide and staring right back at Namjoon like he can’t quite believe what he’s feeling and it’s–

It’s almost too much.

Both of them are breathing hard when Namjoon finally breaks the contact of their wrists, only to pull Jungkook into an embrace. It does help a little, just holding him close and safe as he takes deep breaths against Namjoon’s chest.

Hyung, that felt so good,” Jungkook whispers, sounding almost dazed , fucked out like he’s been properly wrecked or–

Head out of the gutter.

Yeah, pup,” Namjoon answers, voice strained even to his own ears. “For me too.”

There’s another spike of orange in the air as Jungkook sucks in a breath, wrapping his arms around Namjoon in return. He trembles just the slightest, probably as delightfully overwhelmed as Namjoon is. “Like it when y’ call me that,” Jungkook mumbles, just barely loud enough to be heard.

Namjoon’s thoughts aren’t quite up to speed yet. “When I call you what, baby?” There’s another spike in Jungkook’s scent and it finally clicks in Namjoon’s lagging brain. If the smell hadn’t been enough, the shaky little whine the omega lets out would have made it abundantly clear. (How Namjoon has survived this long without melting into a puddle of goo is truly a mystery.) “Oh, you like being called pet names, huh?”

Mhmm,” Jungkook answers, clinging a little tighter to Namjoon. “Like smelling like you too –so much. Today has been really good.”

I like you smelling like me too,” Namjoon answers. It’s a huge understatement, but he really needs to redirect before his emotions get the best of him. “Today was wonderful. We’ll have to hike again sometime soon – maybe somewhere where you can catch more frogs?”

“The frogs were fun, yeah. We could go somewhere with lots of flowers or birds too, if there’s anywhere special you wanted to go?”

Namjoon starts talking softly about some trails that get interesting bird migration events, keeping Jungkook held against him until the omega starts to sound more like himself again, bringing him gently back down to a baseline. It’s a bit of a shame. Having Jungkook floaty and almost drunk on pheromones while whisper ing so openly about liking Namjoon’s scent – about how good he fe els is a memory that he’s going to treasure forever . Knowing his omega ( not his ) is so receptive to him fil ls Namjoon with pride.

But still, they’ve gone far enough for one day and Namjoon needs to keep himself in check.

Once Jungkook has settled, Namjoon pulls away. He keeps an arm wrapped around Jungkook’s shoulders so that it’s clear he still wants to be close, but they both go back to facing the river, water glimmering in the sunlight and flowing languidly past them.

Yeah, today has definitely been a good day.

~~

[Jimin to Namjoon]

[Jimin]: Kookie has been gushing about your date all night

[Jimin]: Thank you for making his day 。• ᵕ •`)

[ Namjoon]: That makes me so happy to hear. I had a lot of fun too.

[Jimin]: I’m so glad you both like hiking. I feel bad sometimes for never wanting to go but now you two can go together whenever you want

[Namjoon]: Yes it’s going to be nice for me as well. None of the others are particularly keen on joining me either, at least most of the time.

[Namjoon]: Although I have to admit I was surprised.

[Namjoon]: I didn’t realize Kook-ah was quite that much of a survivalist.

[Jimin]: Yeah you could drop him in the middle of a forest for a few weeks and come back to find him happily eating moss and worms (-)

[ Jimin]: He always did great on that sort of training

[Namjoon]: Was that a normal thing for the two of you?

[Namjoon]: Being dropped somewhere and told to survive?

[Jimin]: Not really for me

[Jimin]: My skills were more suited to civilization

[ Jimin]: But Kookie did well with it, so his mom encouraged him to refine his talents . She was always doing that, finding what people were good at and getting them to do it for her

[Jimin]: That makes her sound manipulative but she wasn’t. At least not with us kids

[Namjoon]: Do you feel like she considered you one of her children as well?

[Jimin]: Something like that. She was always nicer to me than she had to be and she taught me a lot

[Jimin]: More of a parent to me than mine ever were ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[ Namjoon]: The more I hear about her, the more impressive she sounds.

[Jimin]: Yeah she wasn’t perfect but she was good to us

[Jimin]: Not to go on for ages about the past. Sorry. I really did mostly just want to thank you for making Kookie so happy today (。^▽^)

[ Namjoon]: Please don’t apologize. The opportunity to know more about you will always be welcome. Thank you for sharing with me.

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃 )

[ Jimin]: Thanks hyung

 

Notes:

See you Wednesday for this week's bonus chapter where we will be embarking on our next plot arc! :D

Chapter 36: Giving Gifts

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Jungkook is starting to lose count of how many gifts they’ve gotten.

Jin-hyung has practically replaced all of their cookware over the last couple of months. It started with a knife set, then a couple of new pots, some small appliances, and a slew of new baking tools for Jimin as well. Admittedly, they do all work a lot better than the old stuff they had cobbled together over the past couple years, and Jin checks a couple of times to make sure he isn’t overstepping. Jimin has a bit of a hard time accepting all the new baking tools, but Jin-hyung works around it by buying a set for himself as well and asking Jimin to help figure out how to best use them.

Whenever Jimin bakes something new that turns out particularly well, he sends a message to Jin or jumps on a video call with him to give a review of whatever he used . (Not only is it cute, but clever on Jin’s part too for finding a way to help with Jimin’s anxiety around being spoiled.)

Honestly, it just makes Jungkook so happy to see the way the pack cares for Jimin.

He's a little confused the first time a plain cardboard box shows up next to the door with no warning, staring at it for a moment before carrying it inside and setting it on the table. He turns the box over, looking for some kind of note or indication which one of them it’s for, but he doesn’t find anything.

“What is it?” Jimin asks, wandering over from the living room to stand next to him.

“I dunno. It was just sitting by the door. No note or anything.”

Even though Jungkook is puzzled, it takes Jimin no time at all to peg exactly what’s going on. “Bet you anything it’s from Yoongi-hyung,” he says. “Either electronics or something practical – probably for you.”

Why would it be for me?”

Jimin shrugs. “I’m not the one building a computer with him. Come on, let’s open it.”

O nce they cut open the tape holding the box closed, the lid pops open immediately as the contents of the package expands. Jungkook reaches out to touch the slippery white fabric and smiles when his hand sinks into it easily . “Oh, they’re pillows, hyung.” He immediately pulls one of them out and squish es it to his chest. “They’re so soft !”

Jimin reaches for the box. “What, like – oh ,” he says, taking the remaining pillow from the box and giving it a squeeze . “They are really soft. Wow!”

“Guess this one was for both of us, huh?” Jungkook grins and gives Jimin a playful shove.

He is rewarded with a pillow straight to his face.

[Jungkook to Yoongi]

[JK]: thanks hyung

[JK]: these pillows are great

[Yoongi]: You mean the ones you and Jimin-ah just spent ten minutes beating one another with?

[JK]: yeah the ones you sent us

[Yoongi]: Who said I sent them?

[JK]: nobody… but you did

[Yoongi]: Nope.

[JK]: who did then

[Yoongi]: Not a clue. Glad you got some nice pillows though.

[JK]: you re really gonna pretend you didnt send them

[Yoongi]: Never seen them in my life.

~

This becomes a pattern. Gifts from Yoongi-hyung just show up. He never lets them know in advance and he usually actively denies that they’re from him, but they both know anyway. If anything, maybe it’s yet another smart tactic, because Jimin seems to take special pleasure in using gifts from Yoongi – cuddling up with new blankets or using new tools and gadgets and playing up his appreciation to the cameras.

Hobi-hyung tends to stick to consumable gifts and Jungkook is usually super excited anytime the alpha shows up with a gift bag for them. He’s a sucker for trying new things and Hobi puts together all sort s of snack boxes for them, usually with some sort of theme. One week it’s a whole bunch of salty snacks, and the next it’s a box of different flavored milk teas, followed by a bunch of baked goods the following week. Sometimes Hobi stays to try them and they make a date of it with the three of them watching movies and giving snack reviews together.

Jimin handles those well too. Something about making it an activity seems to help negate some of the anxiety – and maybe there’s a chance he’s finally becoming accustomed. (He even looks a little excited when Hobi-hyung gifts him a little box of different bath bombs one time, grinning and eagerly digging into the contents.)

It’s almost hard to believe Jimin wouldn’t be getting used to receiving gifts by now, considering that Taehyung seems intent on desensitizing him through sheer brute force.

Taehyung is notorious for showing up after a shopping trip with his arms full of bags, ready to show them everything he bought himself, but also usually with a bag for each of them too. There doesn’t seem to be any rhyme or reason to the gifts. It’s more like he shops for himself and if he finds something he thinks they might like, he buys it and shoves it in a gift bag for the next time he visits (at least when he doesn’t come straight to their apartment).

It’s taken a while, but Jimin doesn’t frown when Taehyung passes him a gift bag anymore. Maybe he’s finally accepting that the gifts probably aren’t going to stop – from the entire pack, but especially from Taehyung.

At this point, Jungkook might have to start throwing out some of his clothes. Taehyung has apparently decided that he doesn’t own enough soft, comfortable pieces and is remedying that for him by force. Normally Jungkook would prefer to try stuff on before he buys it, but he’s yet to receive something that doesn’t fit, like Taehyung is a professional at guessing his size or something. All of them have been within his comfort zone as far as style goes too – t-shirts and sweatpants, soft pullover sweaters and even a couple of pairs of jeans (and they all really are so soft and comfortable).

Part of him wonders if Jimin is conspiring with Taehyung to help him get rid of all his super worn out, stained clothing.

He’s had a hard time throwing things out ever since money first got tight for them, always worried that he might need something and not have the money to replace it. Those times might be behind them, but it’s a hard habit to kick. Still, after finishing his latest load of laundry, it’s becoming clear that his clothes no longer fit in his dresser anymore. Maybe if he just starts with only getting rid of the most ruined ones, it will be fine… Or he could try asking Jiminie for help and–

That’s a problem for later because he has to meet Namjoon-hyung for lunch today and if he doesn’t start getting dressed now, he’s going to be late.

His schedule has been feeling really packed lately. Between full time work at Special-f(x), school, courting, and somehow managing to make it to the gym a couple of times a week, he feels like he’s always running. It’s not bad – not exactly. He really likes all of the things he’s doing. There’s just so many of them and he’s had so much homework that finding time for everything is becoming a challenge.

Waking up early helps a little, at least. It would probably help more if he was pairing it with going to bed earlier too so he didn't feel so tired , but there’s just so much to do .

Managing to sneak a lunch date in with Namjoon-hyung today had meant waking up extra early to get a jump start on homework, but that’s worth it in his opinion.

Jimin left early for a morning shift, but the two of them should get home around the same time. They’ve got plans to order pizza and spend the evening knocking out the rest of their homework together, which should help make time for the other plans they’ve got with the pack later this week.

It’s a little overwhelming, but he’s making it work.

~~

Jungkook considers Namjoon the most reserved when it comes to gift giving – or at least he did.

They’re supposed to meet up at the restaurant, some place that Namjoon had picked out for them that apparently has really good soup dumplings. As per the usual, the alpha sends Jungkook a ride, unwilling to subject him to public transportation even though Jungkook really doesn’t mind at all.

Still, when the car pulls up, h e’s happy to see Wonho in the driver’s seat – immediately shutting the backseat door he had gone for originally and climbing in the front instead so they can chat. The two of them have texted a little, mostly just about gym routine stuff, but he’ s also learned that Wonho is an omega which only has Jungkook more impressed about how much he can lift.

Wonho is almost always wearing scent blocker, so he didn’t have to share that detail about his life, and Jungkook likes to think that it means they are on track to become friends. They chat for the whole fifteen minute drive, first just about the gym but eventually Jungkook talks a little about school and his job too.

I don’t know how you have time for all of that, Jungkook-ssi. When do you sleep?” Wonho jokes. “You know proper recovery is as important as how much you lift.”

It’s definitely a little tight, but I do get a good night’s sleep most of the time. I did this last semester too and it went fine,” Jungkook says with a shrug.

“Wasn’t Jimin-ssi not working then? I’m sure he had more time to help out, and you also weren’t courting at that point, were you?”

No, we’ve never courted before this. Oh, wait – Wonho-ssi, have you ever courted before?”

Wonho laughs. “Yeah, once or twice the traditional way. Wasn’t for me. I’m dedicated to my job and most alphas get a little touchy about omegas in this line of work.”

“That’s dumb.”

Just biology,” Wonho says, not seeming bothered by it at all. “Besides, nobody says I have to mate an alpha.”

“Oh, is there someone you like? Someone who isn’t an alpha?”

“I’ll let you know if it pans out,” Wonho says, pulling the vehicle over to park. “I believe this is your stop. You should hurry if you don’t want to be late.”

“I gotta know first, what do you mean ‘if it pans out’?”

Wonho smiles. “I’m going to ask him out later this week. We have a shift together.”

“Ooh, another member of the security team? Who is it? Have I seen him?”

“Jungkook-ssi, you really do need to go or Namjoon-ssi will start to worry. Also, I may be parked illegally and would prefer not to draw attention.”

That gets Jungkook moving. He hops out of the car, telling Wonho good luck and giving a quick thank-you before shutting the door and heading over to the restaurant. He’s right about on time and Namjoon-hyung is waiting for him just outside the building, dressed up in his suit which probably means he probably came straight from a meeting.

Jungkook should really be used to this by now – seeing Namjoon-hyung all dressed up – but he’s still just so handsome, especially when he’s in all black like he is today. It’s almost a little intimidating, like he could be scary if he wanted to and that does something to Jungkook, makes him wish Namjoon would press him up against a wall and–

Hey, you made it,” Namjoon says, waving at him with a warm smile on his face. He wastes no time pulling Jungkook in for a hug once they’re close enough. “How are you doing today, pup?”

Fuck, that does something to him too – Namjoon-hyung calling him pet names.

M’good, hyung,” Jungkook says, trying not to sound like his brain is melting out his ears even though Namjoon can probably smell how interested he is. “Ready for food.”

If he can detect a shift in Jungkook’s scent, Namjoon is kind enough not to mention it. “I’m hungry too. Let’s head inside. Do you still have an hour or so free after this, before Jimin-ah comes home?”

Yeah,” Jungkook says as they head into the restaurant. “What are we doing after?”

It’s a surprise,” Namjoon answers, guiding Jungkook to a table with a hand splayed warm against the small of his back. “I think you’re going to like it though.”

Jungkook leans into the contact, loving that Namjoon feels free enough to touch him more casually now. Maybe scenting finally got him to loosen up a little.

Lunch is good. The soup dumplings are perfect and Namjoon tells him all about his busy morning full of meetings, the first few with Taehyung tagging along for security before he had to go babysit a meeting for Jin instead.

Jungkook is excited to be long past the point where these sorts of dates are awkward. It’s a relief not to feel like he needs to worry about making a good impression anymore. They might not all be open about every single thing yet, and there’s still a lot he’s eager to learn about the pack too – but at least things have gotten more relaxed and familiar.

So, do I get to know where we’re going now?” Jungkook asks as they exit the restaurant.

Not just yet,” Namjoon says, slipping his arm around Jungkook’s waist. “Unless the surprise is stressing you out?”

Jungkook leans into Namjoon’s side, giddy at the closeness. With any luck, he’ll smell like the alpha without even having to ask to be scented. “No, it’s okay. I like surprises.”

Perfect. It’s only a few blocks from here.” They talk while they walk, making their way down a side street Jungkook isn’t familiar with until they find themselves standing in front of their destination. “Here, this is the place,” Namjoon says, steering them towards a little building tucked between two other businesses.

There’s very little in the display window other than a few framed photographs – mostly artsy shots of architecture and landscapes – and the sign hanging on the building simply reads: Digital Media Warehouse. Definitely not a gallery then, so probably a shop. Maybe they do prints here and Namjoon got some of the photos from their date framed or–

That thought goes right out the window the moment they step inside.

It’s a camera shop.

The front of the shop might have made it look tiny, but the narrow building stretches back quite a ways, with several long display counters full of fancy looking cameras, tripods, and lighting equipment. There’s a whole section for video equipment and microphones too, but the cameras and lenses are what really catch Jungkook’s attention.

The lady behind the counter greets them and asks if they need anything, but Namjoon tells her no for now and then clarif ies , “I’m sure we’ll have some questions for you, but not just yet.”

“Please take your time and let me know if there’s anything you need,” she says with a smile, returning to cleaning one of the glass display cases.

Are you looking for a new camera, hyung?” Jungkook asks, even though he’s pretty sure he knows what they’re doing here. He would hate to assume…

Not exactly. I was kind of hoping to get you one instead,” Namjoon says, gesturing to the long line of display cases. “You can take your pick – anything you want.”

Even knowing it was coming, Jungkook still feels his heart skip a beat. Anything he wants. Are you sure?”

Namjoon nods. “Completely. When we went hiking the other day, you couldn’t get all the photos you wanted with your camera.”

Yeah, but you were able to grab the ones I couldn’t.” Jungkook lets out a nervous laugh. He doesn’t normally have any issue with presents, but he hates to think that he might be getting a camera because he had whined about not being able to take good pictures at a distance. “You really don’t have to do this for me just because I complained. My camera is okay.”

At that, Namjoon turns to face him, putting himself between Jungkook and the cashier and effectively shielding him from view. “Oh, pup, that’s not what this is,” he says, pulling Jungkook into a hug, all warm and secure where he can easily breathe in Namjoon’s scent. “I wanted to get you something nice before but I wasn’t sure what would be best. Since photography is something we both like, I thought maybe this would be something fun we could share – but if I’ve put you on the spot or made you uncomfortable, we don’t have to buy one today.”

Jungkook gives this a little thought from the safety of Namjoon’s embrace. It’s definitely a lot, but if Namjoon really does want to do it for him – especially as something they share an interest in – then it doesn’t really sound so bad. (And he has to admit that these cameras all look so nice.)

“Okay. As long as it’s because you want to, then I’d really like that,” Jungkook says.

Namjoon doesn’t let him go right away. “Are you sure? I’m not pressuring you?”

“No, it’s okay. I umm…” Jungkook feels himself blush and buries his face a little closer to Namjoon’s chest. “I like the idea of it being something we do together – something you want to share with me,” he admits.

Namjoon’s scent goes just a little warmer at the words and he presses a little kiss into Jungkook’s hair.

Oh god. A kiss. From Namjoon-hyung. This is the best day.

Jungkook’s heart does a little flip in his chest, breath catching and his scent going all floral and content as he presses a tiny answering kiss to Namjoon’s chest. Part of him wants to lean up and ask for a real kiss, but then he opens his eyes (when did he even close them?) and remembers where they are. In a store. In public.

This is not the place for a first kiss.

They both pull away at the same time, Namjoon wearing a warm smile as he reaches up to ruffle Jungkook’s hair. “Alright, pup. Let’s pick one out then, yeah?”

“Yes please, hyung.”

~~

When it’s all said and done, Jungkook has several bags in hand – not just his (super nice) new camera, but a couple of lenses, a collapsible tripod, spare memory cards, and a nice carrying case for all of it. The price nearly leaves him lightheaded when he hears it, but Namjoon pays before he can say anything, a hand landing on Jungkook’s nape to help keep him settled.

It works better than it should, especially considering Namjoon doesn’t even touch his scent gland, thumb rubbing soothing little circles just inches away. It’s still more than enough to quell the anxiety rising in Jungkook’s belly and have him leaning in closer to Namjoon. The cashier smiles knowingly at the two of them, and it’s only then that he really thinks about how this must look from the outside – like he’s some kept omega with a sugar daddy.

Which honestly… isn’t entirely untrue, is it? Sure, Jungkook works and goes to school, but without the pack he and Jimin would still just barely be scraping by, hustling pool for grocery money while he watched Jimin shrink before his eyes, both physically and mentally like–

Alright, you’re all set. You two have a great day,” the cashier chirps, passing Namjoon his receipt.

Thank you. Come on, Kook-ah. Let’s get you out to the car, okay?” Namjoon’s voice is soft, careful like he’s worried or–

Jungkook catches a whiff of his own scent, gone just a tiny bit sour from his thoughts slipping into dark places. He hadn’t meant to let it affect him quite so much. Normally it wouldn’t, but… Maybe he really is tired if his thoughts are getting him all worked up like this.

He means to say something right away, but as they step outside they notice that the weather has turned. Heavy rain pours down from the sky in sheets, and a chilly breeze has Jungkook almost immediately shivering in his t-shirt. He doesn't remember seeing rain in the forecast, but maybe he should have paid more attention to the gray sky when he left the apartment.

Sorry,” Namjoon says, voice a little muffled by the sound of the rain. “I should have brought an umbrella. My car is only a couple of blocks this way, so let’s hurry. Do you want my jacket?”

It’s okay. I wouldn’t want you to get cold, hyung. I’ll feel better once we’re in the car.”

The look on Namjoon’s face says that he would clearly prefer to debate Jungkook’s answer, but he apparently decides to let it go in favor of getting them to the car faster. They make short work of the walk, but the rain and strong gusts of wind have Jungkook shivering hard by the time they climb into the car. He really hadn’t expected the rain, but at least they didn’t have to walk far.

Small mercies.

Hold on, I’ve got something,” Namjoon says, leaning into the backseat and producing a big black pullover hoodie that he hands to Jungkook. “Here, this will help keep you warm. I really should have given you my jacket.”

Yeah, but then you would just be the one shivering,” Jungkook answers, pulling the sweater on and loving both the warmth and being surrounded so completely by Namjoon’s scent. “Thank you, hyung. This is comfy and it smells good – like you.”

Namjoon smiles, reaching up to brush wet hair off of Jungkook’s face. “I’m glad it helps. Can we…” He pauses, looking out the window at the relatively deserted alley parking lot and then back at Jungkook, hand lingering on his shoulder. “Can we talk before I bring you home?”

Oh, yeah – what happened back at the shop.

It wasn’t you,” Jungkook says. “Sorry, I meant to say something right when we left, but then the rain…”

You’re sure? I didn’t overstep when I tried to help you settle? You can tell me if it was too much, I promise. I’ll never be upset if you tell me something wasn’t okay, and I probably should have asked before touching your neck like that.”

No, that was… I liked that, hyung.”

Namjoon gives a slow nod, expression still very serious. “ Okay, t hen can I ask what was bothering you?”

I umm, well it was…” Jungkook can’t think of a simple way to say what he was thinking about without explaining how he got there first. “I just kind of… I was wondering what the cashier must think of us – like if she thought I was some sort of kept omega with you buying me something like that. Then I started thinking that maybe she wouldn’t be entirely wrong, and about how whatever this is, it’s just so much better than where me and Jiminie were when we met you guys.”

Namjoon gives this a few seconds of thought before gently asking, “And that upset you? Thinking about how this is better?”

“Oh no, I didn’t mean it like that. It was the thoughts about what things were like before – worrying about rent and food and watching Jimin…” Jungkook shakes his head, trying to will away the thoughts before they send him spiraling. “Sorry, normally this stuff doesn’t get to me. I know all of that is over, but it… It's fine. I think I’m just feeling a little off today.”

Again, there’s a couple seconds of silence where Namjoon just nods, thinking about his answer. Jungkook can’t help but find it endearing. Namjoon doesn’t rush like he’s afraid he’ll miss his chance to speak, and it makes Jungkook feel better about taking his time figuring out what he wants to say when he need s to .

Namjoon’s voice is still soft when he speaks again. “We’ve got some time before you said you needed to be home, and my next meeting isn’t until a while after that. Would you… How would you feel about me trying to help?”

Jungkook blinks back at Namjoon, curious. “Help how?”

“Please feel free to say no if anything is outside of your comfort zone. The last thing I want to do is push you if you’re already feeling out of sorts,” Namjoon says, biting his lip for a moment before continuing. “But the backseat is pretty roomy. We could cuddle and you could talk to me about how you’ve been feeling – or if you don’t feel up to talking we could just look at your camera together?”

That sounds so nice… but Namjoon has already done so much for him today.

It’s okay, hyung. I’m sure you have plans for today and you already did so much for me, so–” at that exact moment, Jungkook realizes he hasn’t even thanked Namjoon for his camera yet and feels a huge wave of anxiety swell up inside of him in an instant. “Oh god, hyung. I’m so sorry!”

“What are you apologizing for?” Namjoon asks, looking very confused.

“I never even said thank you for the gift,” Jungkook says, voice on the verge of cracking. “I’m sorry. I really appreciate it so much and it was so nice of you to do this for me. I’ll try to be better–”

Kook-ah, you haven’t done anything wrong,” Namjoon says, pulling Jungkook into a hug over the center console. “I already knew you appreciated your gift, pup. Things got a little hectic as we left the shop and that’s okay.”

Yeah, but I should have said it right away and I just really don’t want to screw this up,” Jungkook admits, hating how this all feels like it’s spiraling out of control.

Why is he so on edge? If he had been more focused at the shop, he could have just avoided having bad thoughts and his scent never would have given him away. Then he could have said thank you at the right time like he was supposed to , and everything would be fine . Instead he’s halfway to crying on Namjoon’s shoulder when he should be happy and checking out his new camera and–

Baby,” Namjoon whispers, yanking Jungkook out of his thoughts and back to the present where the alpha is holding him as close as he can over the center console, rubbing a soothing hand up and down his spine. “You haven’t screwed anything up. I can smell how worried you are. If you feel comfortable with it, I would love the chance to take care of you.”

J ungkook nods, mostly because he might actually cry if he doesn’t calm down. “Okay, I… How do you want to…” He trails off, pulling back from the hug to look at Namjoon, unable to keep from chewing nervously at the inside of his cheek.

“Do cuddles sound okay?” Namjoon asks. Jungkook nods his agreement and Namjoon looks toward the backseat. “Alright, let me get back there and then you can follow.”

It takes a tiny bit of coordination for both of them to get comfortable, but honestly it’s probably for the best. It’s a delicate balance. The distraction lays a little of the groundwork for Jungkook to calm down, while his racing thoughts keep him f ro m thinking too hard about cuddling – at least until he’s finally settled in the backseat, his back pressed to Namjoon’s chest as he sits between the alpha’s legs.

Namjoon doesn’t waste a moment, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s middle and asking softly, “Is this okay?”

More than okay,” Jungkook answers truthfully, already feeling calmer just being held so close and entirely surrounded by Namjoon’s scent. “Are you comfortable, hyung? I’m not too heavy, am I?

There’s the faintest rumble from Namjoon’s chest – almost like the start of a growl but that’s probably just Jungkook’s brain playing tricks on him. The sound is gone soon enough anyway, replaced by Namjoon’s calm voice. “Very comfortable. You’re perfect, Kook-ah.”

P erfect. God, Jungkook i s not prepared for that compliment, but at least Namjoon-hyung can’t see him blushing when they're sitting like this. Instead, he just lays his hands over Namjoon’s where they rest on his belly and says a little, “Thank you.”

“Your scent is evening out already.”

“Feels nice, being this close.”

It feels better for me too. Thank you for this,” Namjoon says. “It seemed like you spiraled there a little bit, and you mentioned feeling out of sorts today? Do you think you can tell me about that?”

I’m just tired, I think. I’ve been getting a lot of homework lately and trying to find time for everything has been hard this last…” Jungkook tries to think of how long it’s been, but he’s not entirely sure. “Couple of weeks, maybe?”

You’re taking a full course load, aren’t you?”

Jungkook nods. “And a little extra to stay on track for finishing my degree early.”

“And you’re working full time?”

“Yeah, and trying to make it to the gym when I can, plus all of our dates – which I am definitely not complaining about. I love seeing all of you.”

Namjoon gives a little hum, his breath warm against Jungkook’s shoulder. After a few seconds, he says, “ That’s a lot to try and fit into your life. I would be stressed out too. Have you thought about dropping a class – o r maybe asking to go down to part time work?”

Jungkook feels the gears in his head grind to a halt at the thought. He can’t do that. He and Jimin have plans . He’s spent the last couple of years taking extra classes to finish his degree early – and he had practically begged Amber-ssi for a full time position when Jimin had lost his job. If he backs out now, he might leave her hanging, and what if dropping a class gets him in trouble? Like academic probation or–

Hey, it’s okay if that’s too much to think about right now,” Namjoon says. “For the record, me and the rest of the pack are going to support you no matter what, so I’m not telling you to stop if this is what you want to do.”

I don’t know right now,” Jungkook says, frowning and feeling frustrated by how emotional he is today. “I suppose I could stop going to the gym…”

But you love the gym, pup.”

I know, but…” Jungkook lets out a sigh. He doesn’t know what to do. Everything was fine when he did this last semester and it’s just so upsetting that for some reason it’s harder now. Maybe he just needs to sleep it off – go home and get to bed early tonight, then tomorrow everything will be okay. “Today might just be a hard day. Could… Would it be okay if we talked about something else, hyung?”

Sure,” Namjoon answers, giving him a little squeeze. “Do you wanna take a look at your camera?”

That sounds way easier than figuring out his feelings.

Yeah. Hold on, I’ll grab it.” They unbox the camera together, popping the battery inside and removing the little protective plastic covers from the screen and lens. (Namjoon lets him do most of it, offering little bits of commentary and pointing out a few buttons.) “Wow, this is so nice,” Jungkook says. “Thank you so much, Namjoon-hyung. I’m sorry I kind of ruined the day, but I still really appreciate this.”

Kook-ah, you haven’t ruined anything. You’re having a hard day and I’m so grateful you were willing to share that with me. I’m not happy you’re upset, but I’m glad that you let me be here to help support you through it. There’s nowhere else I’d rather be right now.”

Jungkook isn’t sure exactly what to say to that. He still feels like he’s messed up this whole day, but he doesn’t want to dwell on it and make Namjoon have to reassure him more – or risk crying about it. In the end, he settles for nestling a little deeper into Namjoon’s arms and turning the camera around to face the two of them. “I think this is the first picture I want to take with my new camera,” he says, trying to sound at least a little more cheerful than he feels. “Will you take a selfie with me, hyung?”

Namjoon doesn’t fight the change in subject, instead asking, “Goofy, or normal?”

It’s a good question…

How about both?” Jungkook decides. “A nice one first and then we can do something silly.”

They end up taking a lot more than two pictures, messing with the timed shots and all of the preset modes, then moving on to manually adjusting some of the settings. It’s fun, and it does wonders for Jungkook’s mood. The two of them giggle as they review the pictures, and at one point Namjoon even presses a small kiss to Jungkook’s temple. Part of him still wants to ask if they can kiss for real, but today has been such a roller coaster already that he doesn’t want to risk it. Either way, it’s nice knowing that the whole day hasn’t been ruined – that they were able to salvage the end and make it something he’ll be glad to have photos from.

He’s a little sad to have to crawl back into the passenger seat for Namjoon to take him home, but he still feels so much better than he did before.

You’ll send me copies of our pictures, right?” Namjoon asks as they pull up to the apartment building.

Yeah, I’ll send them to you right away. Thank you again, hyung. I really appreciate all of this and it was great to spend time together.”

Namjoon reaches out to take Jungkook’s hand, giving it a little squeeze. “I had a good time too. Thank you for opening up to me the way you did. Please try to relax a little and get some rest – and don’t hesitate to call if you ever feel like you need to talk, okay?”

Jungkook thanks him and prepares to get out of the car before he realizes he’s still wearing Namjoon’s hoodie. “Oh, one sec and I’ll give you this back,” he says, letting go of Namjoon’s hand and setting aside his bags.

It’s still raining and the last thing you need to do is catch a cold. Why don’t you borrow it? Looks better on you than it does on me anyways.”

There’s no denying that Jungkook would absolutely love to borrow the hoodie. After their hiking date, he’d rubbed as much of Namjoon’s scent into a blanket as he could, but his own scent had masked it a bit.

This will be much better.

Really? Thank you so much, hyung!” Jungkook says with a grin. “I’ll give it back next time I see you.”

No rush,” Namjoon assures him.

 

Notes:

We have officially embarked on our next plot arc now! This one will take us a while to get through, but I'm very excited to share it with all of you.
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Chapter 37: Stuck In A Rut

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Namjoon does his best to focus on his last meeting of the day, but his mind keeps drawing him back to this morning with Jungkook.

In the time he’s known the omega, Namjoon has barely ever seen him upset. Sometimes he gets a little sad talking about his family, or anxious when he’s uncertain about something, but nothing like today had been – where he was so frayed that anything threatened to send him into a tailspin. There is the possibility that Jungkook is right, that today is just a bad day (which would be fine – they all have them), but Namjoon can’t shake the lingering worry that this is something more.

The problem is that if it is more – if Jungkook is overworking himself – Namjoon feels like his options to help are a bit limited. Considering his conversation with Amber and then with Jungkook on their hiking date, the last thing he wants Jungkook to think is that the pack has any desire to take him away from school or his job.

It should hopefully just mean taking a delicate approach, but he can’t help worrying that it could be a dealbreaker if he handles it incorrectly…

He does want Jungkook to be able to keep working and going to school. Absolutely. Completely. He would never want to take away anything that makes any of his mates happy – but maybe Jungkook doesn’t have to finish early if it’s too much stress? Or maybe he doesn’t have to work quite so many hours?

Or maybe Namjoon is overthinking and it is just a bad day.

By the time he gets home he’s run himself in circles about it for long enough that he’s just tired. Maybe he can find Taehyung and convince him to take a nap together. It would be soothing to be able to dote on one of his omegas, and even better to pull Taehyung in close and breathe in the sweet, contented smell of maple.

The house is silent when he steps inside – at least for the first few seconds. Eventually he hears a few soft sounds coming from the kitchen and can’t help but smile at the thought of possibly getting to talk this over with Jin. Instead, he finds Yoongi alone in the kitchen. He’s dressed in dark jeans and a t-shirt, freshly showered judging by his dripping hair, and currently pulling a steaming bowl out of the microwave. As he turns around to carry it out of the room, he spots Namjoon and jumps.

“Fucking hell,” Yoongi shouts. “Make some goddamn noise next time, would you? I didn’t even hear you come– Wow, you look exhausted, Joon-ah.”

“I’m alright. Sorry for scaring you. Where are the others, or is it just you home now?” Namjoon asks (even though if Yoongi is microwaving something to eat, it’s pretty likely he’s home alone).

“Tae decided they needed to relax, so they’re off getting pedicures.”

“And you didn’t join them?”

Yoongi raises an unimpressed brow. “Not letting some stranger touch me, thanks. Anyway, looks like you need it more than me. What has you all stressed out?”

“I’m not stressed.”

“That’s bullshit and you know it. You want some food while you tell me what’s bugging you, or did you already eat?”

“I already ate, but it’s really–”

“Cool. Come on then. Let’s go sit.” Yoongi shoves a big bite of rice into his mouth and leads the way toward the living room, mumbling while they walk. “Can’t believe you’re trying to act like I don’t know what you look like when you’re stressed. After this many years together? I'm an expert.”

This probably isn’t worth fighting. Yoongi isn’t going to take no for an answer, and even though Namjoon doesn’t want to worry his mates, honesty is important. Plus, Jungkook and Yoongi talk pretty often. Maybe Yoongi will be able to get through to him better than Namjoon can, and without making him feel pressured?

Yoongi sits down on the couch, bowl in hand and gestures to the seat next to him. “Come on then, let’s hear it. You were out with Jungkook-ah, right? I’m starving, so I’m gonna shove my face while you explain, but I promise I’m listening.”

“When was the last time you ate?” Namjoon asks. Yoongi skipping meals is usually one of the first signs that something is bothering him, and Namjoon is determined not to miss any warning signs this time.

Yoongi waves the question away. “I had a midnight snack on a video call with Min-ah. M’not missing any meals, just extra hungry this morning.”

That seems a little out of the ordinary for Yoongi, who never has all that much of an appetite, but not quite weird enough to – wait a second

Namjoon internally searches for the date and it clicks.

“Your rut is coming up.”

Yoongi pauses in the middle of lifting another bite to his mouth, eyes scanning left and right as he thinks. “Shit,” he whispers, dropping his chopsticks and food back into the bowl. “Has it been a year already?”

“Between that six months you spent buried in work and then us courting Jimin and Jungkook, I’m not surprised it managed to sneak up on you,” Namjoon says. “How do you feel? Was today the first day you felt really hungry? How much time do you think you have?”

“I wasn’t very hungry yesterday,” Yoongi says, staring down at his bowl with a frown. “Probably about three, maybe four days before it hits? Fuck, I should have kept better track. I’ve got a bunch of projects I’m in the middle of and…” Yoongi lets out a sigh. “It’s going to hurt, isn’t it?”

Namjoon is exhausted enough that it takes him a moment to catch on. Jimin and Jungkook. It will be far too early in the courting process for them to even consider being present for Yoongi’s rut. At least they have the cameras, but it’s a far cry from Yoongi having all of his mates present – and especially all of his omegas. Namjoon remembers a little about his own rut, the one he had before they had formed their pack, when it was still too early in the relationship for Taehyung and Jin to be there with him.

Yoongi probably remembers it too, since he was the one to help Namjoon through it. (The two of them are almost six months apart in their schedule. By the time Yoongi’s rut rolled around that year, the pack was far more established and they were able to spend it together.)

“It might be pretty unpleasant at some points, yeah,” Namjoon says, scooting close enough to wrap an arm around Yoongi. “There are things we can do to make it more comfortable though.”

Yoongi clicks his tongue. “Damn it all. Okay. Whatever. I'm already starting to feel a little mushy, so let's not waste the hour or two I have left with a fully functioning brain. Tell me what’s got you looking so on edge.”

“You don’t want to talk about–”

“Nope. Save it for tonight when everyone’s home. That way I only have to do it once. Now come on and talk to me, Joon-ah.”

“Well, it was…” Namjoon takes a moment to get his thoughts in order while Yoongi picks his chopsticks back up and starts eating again, though with a little less enthusiasm now. “I’m worried about Jungkook-ah.”

Yoongi’s eyes snap back up to Namjoon’s, his gaze intense. “He’s not hurt, is he?”

“No, he’s physically fine.” Namjoon shakes his head and tries not to think too hard about the fact that he’s telling a pre-rut alpha about a possible problem with one of their omegas.

Maybe not theirs yet but–

Honestly, this is stupid. Trying to pretend like all of them don’t already think of Jimin and Jungkook as theirs is an exercise in futility and Namjoon has bigger things to worry about now. (The health and safety of his pack – all seven of them – being at the top of that list.) No point in policing his own thoughts when all he really has to do is just make sure he keeps them to himself.

“I’m just worried he’s overworking himself,” Namjoon explains before Yoongi can get too anxious about it. “He was on edge today and there’s a chance it could have just been a bad day, but…”

“You don’t think so?”

“He’s basically full time at Special-f(x), doing more than a full course load at school, and being courted by all of us. That’s a pretty full schedule. What if he isn’t getting enough sleep, or–”

“He does sleep,” Yoongi says around a mouthful of rice, chewing quickly and swallowing before speaking again. “Or at least he goes to bed at a reasonable time. I usually see him kiss Jimin-ah goodnight. The times the bedroom camera has been on, he’s gone straight to sleep – doesn’t even scroll on his phone before or anything – just crawls into bed and passes right out.”

Namjoon lets out a breath. “Well, at least that’s something.”

“But you’re still right. Ever since school started back up I almost never see him just doing nothing. He’s always either at work, at class, got a textbook in front of him, or is working on an art piece. I’ve barely even seen him playing video games unless he’s here or Taehyung is over to visit – and even then sometimes he’s doing homework while Jimin and Taehyung play.”

There’s a pit forming in Namjoon’s stomach. He doesn’t like the sound of this – and he should have noticed if… “How long has this been going on?” he asks. “Has he really been this busy since school started?”

“Maybe not that first week, but since then I would say. Shit, I should have thought of it more,” Yoongi says, scent going just a little burnt.

“It’s not your fault,” Namjoon assures him.

“Maybe not completely, but…” Yoongi sets down his now empty bowl and looks down at his hands. “How on edge was he? Did you try to talk to him about it?”

“Only briefly. I asked if he’d thought about dropping a class or working less and his scent started to go sour almost right away. He didn’t say a word either – just sat there getting more worried with each second. I told him we would support him no matter what and he just said he didn’t know, then actually asked me if we could talk about something else.”

Yoongi blows out a long puff of air. “Shit, that’s not like him at all. And you didn’t push it?”

“Did I tell you about the conversation I had with Kook-ah’s boss?”

“Amber-ssi, right? You said she grilled you about whether we wanted him to quit – oh yeah, well shit.”

“Exactly. There’s a chance Jungkook is worried we’ll ask him to quit school or his job. We talked a little about his job when we went hiking together – about how important it is to him and how we wouldn’t stand in the way of it – but I still didn’t feel right pushing when he was already so on edge.”

“But we wouldn’t want him to quit anything,” Yoongi says. “Maybe if all of us just sit down together and talk about it, we could get through to him? Or maybe tell Jimin-ah first and the two of them can try to talk it out?”

Namjoon hadn’t thought of that yet. There’s a chance Jimin already knows, but more communication is usually better than less. Maybe talking to him would be a good idea…

“That’s not a bad plan. I’m just not sure… Kook-ah seemed adamant that it was just a hard day, but I can’t shake the feeling that it’s something more than that,” Namjoon says. “Still… It wouldn’t be fair to blow one bad day out of proportion.”

“If that is what it is,” Yoongi says slowly. “But what if it’s not?”

“Then we tackle it together, just like everything else,” Namjoon says with a confidence that he only half feels. Still, they have to keep moving forward, and he has to trust that they will figure things out if and when they need to. It hasn’t failed them yet. “I’ll talk to Jimin-ah soon. For now we should start planning for your rut.”

*******

Jungkook is glad to see Jimin already home when he walks through the door of their apartment, still wearing Namjoon’s hoodie and carrying the bags with his brand new camera and accessories. Jimin is standing in their kitchen, freshly showered and changed into comfortable clothes, blonde hair still wet and his face bare.

“Oh, I was just about to call and ask where you were,” Jimin says, smiling and walking over to greet Jungkook, pulling him into a hug. “You smell so good, and you have shopping bags. What did you get?”

“Namjoon-hyung bought me a camera. It was way too expensive, but it’s super nice and he even got me a couple of lenses to go with it.” Jungkook is still really excited about the camera. He can’t wait to take it for a thorough test run when he finally has some spare time again (maybe on another date with Namjoon-hyung). Still, part of him feels like maybe Jimin will feel a little weird about him accepting something so valuable.

He’s definitely wrong about that.

“That’s so nice! You’ve needed a new one for a while now, haven’t you?”

“I don’t know if I needed it,” Jungkook says. His old camera worked okay, so did he really need one or should he have maybe told Namjoon-hyung no?

Jimin leans back from their hug with a little frown on his face, his head tilted as he looks into Jungkook’s eyes. “You always like presents. Did something happen? Are you feeling okay?”

“Nothing happened. I’m just… I don’t feel the best today,” Jungkook admits. He really doesn’t want to worry Jimin, but he also knows how pointless it would be to lie when his mate already knows something is up.

“Don’t feel the best, how?” Jimin asks, reaching up to feel Jungkook’s forehead. “No fever – that’s good. Nauseous at all?”

“Not physically, hyung.”

Jimin is quiet for a few seconds before giving a little nod and pulling Jungkook toward the kitchen table, helping to unload his bags and then getting him sat down in one of the chairs. Once he’s been seated, Jimin leans down to give him one long, slow kiss that has the tension bleeding out of him right away and leaves him feeling grounded and safe – like he can finally just let his guard down and stop trying to hide how frazzled he feels.

“Alright,” Jimin whispers, forehead pressed to Jungkook’s and still pecking the occasional kiss onto his cheeks. “I’m going to make you some tea and you can tell me all about it, okay? Do you need anything else? I can bake if you want?”

Jungkook is so lucky to have a mate like Jimin.

He doesn’t remember when they started doing this. Something about watching Jimin in the kitchen has always been soothing to Jungkook, and sometimes he finds it easiest to talk about his problems when Jimin is busy. Maybe because they spent so many nights like this growing up, with Jungkook sitting at one of their kitchen tables (usually his) while Jimin tried new recipes.

It works both ways too. Sometimes Jimin needs to be cuddled to get him to talk, and other times he does best sitting on the kitchen counter and watching Jungkook make dinner. At some point it became routine for both of them – something they simply know when to do for one another.

But they have plans tonight and Jungkook feels a little spike of anxiety at the thought of falling behind in his classes.

“What about our homework?”

“Still plenty early. We should have something to drink while we work anyways, and something to snack on wouldn’t hurt either.” Jimin presses one more soft kiss to Jungkook’s lips and that takes care of any lingering doubts. “Let me bake for you. What sounds good, baby?”

“Chocolate?” Jungkook asks.

“Hmm. Let’s see.” Jimin tilts his head, probably running through recipes and what they have on hand, gazing off to the side while he thinks. It only takes a few seconds before he looks back at Jungkook with a smile. “Brownies?”

“Yeah, that sounds really good, hyung.”

“Alright. I’ll get started on tea and then get baking. You sit and just talk when you’re ready, okay?”

Jimin starts to turn away, but Jungkook catches his wrist and pulls him back in for a quick hug. “Thank you for this. You know I love you, right?”

“Yeah, I know you love me,” Jimin answers with a little laugh, squeezing Jungkook back and pecking a series of kisses into his hair. “And I know I love you too, so much.”

Jungkook explains everything. From feeling a little frazzled this morning to everything that happened on his date with Namjoon-hyung and how he still feels on edge even now. The cup of tea does help. So does watching Jimin work, measuring ingredients and chopping chocolate while asking just enough questions to keep Jungkook talking.

Honestly, getting it all out is half the battle. Sometimes when Jungkook gets emotional, his thoughts get kind of tangled – which is only made worse by the fact that they don’t slow down in spite of this. Everything keeps moving too fast in his brain, getting more tangled and harder to communicate the longer he thinks himself in circles. It comes out tangled too, messy and a little incoherent at times, but he and Jimin have done this so many times before that he just trusts the process and keeps going. Sometimes he talks in circles, but Jimin doesn’t mind – letting him go on for a while before gently redirecting him back on course.

Jungkook finishes just as Jimin is getting ready to put the brownies in the oven.

“Alright, we have some time while those bake. We can start homework after,” Jimin says, sitting down at the table and reaching out for Jungkook’s hand. “It sounds like you’ve had a rough day.”

Jungkook is about to agree, but then he looks at his brand new camera sitting on the table and is hit with a wave of guilt. Shouldn’t he be happy after getting something so nice? “I don’t know. It wasn’t all bad,” he mumbles, looking down at the table.

Jimin seems to understand. “Hey, I’m not saying everything was bad. Your lunch date sounded nice and I know you’re excited about your camera – and Namjoon-hyung will know that too.”

“I just hate feeling like this when he did something so nice for me,” Jungkook admits.

“Kookie, how you’re feeling has nothing to do with what Namjoon-hyung did or didn’t do. If you told him even half of what you said you did, he knows that too. He really doesn’t seem like the type to get upset that you’re having a bad day, does he?”

“No… I guess not.”

“Alright, so we have established that you’re allowed to have a bad day even though some good stuff happened too – and also that nobody is going to be upset with you for it. Would you agree with that?”

Jungkook gives one more long look at the camera before looking back at Jimin. He has a point. Namjoon-hyung didn’t seem upset at all and Jungkook logically knows that there’s no reason that Namjoon would hold this against him. He lets out a long sigh, allowing his eyes to slip closed for a moment and making a conscious effort to let go of that one particular anxiety.

After a couple of seconds, Jungkook takes a deep breath and opens his eyes back up. “Yeah, you’re right, hyung. Nobody is upset with me. Thank you.”

“Don’t thank me yet. You’re not going to like what I’m about to say.”

“What is it?”

“You’re trying to do too much,” Jimin says gently. “Every time I've tried to ask you about it the past month or so, you've told me that you're fine, but maybe it's not quite as fine as you think? I know you want it to be okay, but… Namjoon-hyung might have been right to suggest dropping a class – or even talking to Amber-ssi about working a shift or two less every week.”

Jungkook frowns, trying to wrap his head around why it’s so much harder than it used to be when he knows he did this last semester just fine. “It doesn’t make sense,” he says, feeling tears welling up in his eyes. “I did all of this before, no problem. Maybe I was a little stressed sometimes, but it was never this bad, and it’s not like any of my classes are harder or anything so–”

“Baby, we weren’t being courted last semester.”

“But I like being courted.”

“I know you do – but it’s still a big time commitment. We might just need to shuffle some things around to make room for it, because you need time to relax too. How long has it been since you slept in? Or had the motivation to try a new recipe?”

“I don’t…” Jungkook bites his lip and tries really hard not to cry.

Jimin is right . It’s been weeks since the last time he got to sleep in, and he hasn’t even thought about taking the time to cook something new in a long while. He’s been running from one thing to the next with just enough room to fit in all the time he tries to spend with the pack – but he likes all of those things. He doesn’t want to stop doing any of them.

They have plans for Jungkook to finish school early and to build their savings back up so that they’re financially secure again if the pack decides they don’t want to keep courting. All Jungkook needs to do is exactly what he did last semester – and courting or not, there’s no reason it should be so hard this time. It’s not fair and–

“Hey,” Jimin whispers, scooting closer to wrap his arms around Jungkook. “It’s going to be okay. I can help you figure something out, okay?”

“But I don’t want to stop doing anything. I like my job and courting and going to the gym, and I like school – plus I’m on track to finish early and–”

“Kookie, you don’t have to finish early. It’s okay.”

Jungkook feels the first tears slip down his cheeks and buries his face in Jimin’s scent gland. “But I said I would. Finishing early has been the plan for a long time and I don’t want to mess it up.”

“It was the plan because we didn't have a lot of other options, baby. You needed to finish so I could hurry up and get into classes that might help me get hired somewhere, and I don't want you to think for a moment that I don't appreciate everything you did – all the effort and the hours at work to keep us afloat. You did more than I ever could have asked, but you don't have to anymore. I'm working and all of my tuition is paid even if things don't work out with the pack. You can take as much time as you need to finish school. You can rest.”

It's true. Jimin is working, and Jungkook saw the confirmation letters for payment of his tuition. His schooling is completely paid for – the entire program. It would be hard to forget the way Jimin had cried on his shoulder when the email had come through, both shocked at the pack’s generosity and completely overwhelmed with relief. And Jungkook is glad about it too. Really he is, but still…

“I don’t want to just give up. Today has been really hard but I can still do it.”

“I know you can, baby. You can do basically anything if you set your mind to it, but that doesn’t mean you have to. I’d rather see you happy and healthy than running yourself into the ground doing something that you really don’t need to do.”

“But I want to,” Jungkook says, sniffling as he tries to breathe in more of Jimin’s soothing vanilla scent. “I have to at least try.”

“You have been trying,” Jimin says softly, rubbing his hand up and down Jungkook’s back. “And you’ve done such a good job, but you don’t have to keep going. It’s okay to do a little less.”

Jungkook goes quiet for a minute, trying to decide what to do. It really seems like Jimin is worried about him and wants him to take a step back, but that’s just because he’s having a hard time. Last week wasn’t nearly this bad, so maybe it will just even back out and he can be happy, make Jimin happy, and still do all the things he wants. He has to try. He can’t just give up because it got hard for a little bit.

“I know you don't like it, but I want to keep trying,” Jungkook says. “I really think this is just a bad day or maybe a bad week at worst, and I hate the thought of giving up just because it got hard. Please just give me another chance to make it work? Let me try?”

Jimin pulls back from their hug, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek and looking him right in the eyes. “Okay,” he says. “I know it’s pointless to try and stop you when your mind is made up, but I just want you to know that if it doesn’t work, I’ll help you make it more manageable. I still think you’re doing too much but I’ll support you if it’s what you want.”

He doesn’t have to quit.

It’s such a relief that he pulls Jimin back in for another hug right away. “Thank you, hyung. I love you so much and I appreciate you letting me try.”

“Of course, Kookie. As long as you remember that I’ll be here for you if it gets to be too much, okay?”

Jungkook nods into Jimin’s shoulder. “Okay. I won’t forget, I promise.”

“That’s all I can ask for. I love you too – so much. Wanna go cuddle until the brownies are done? I’m pretty sure that’s Namjoon-hyung’s sweater you’re wearing and you smell so fucking good.”

“It is,” Jungkook confirms, smiling as he takes a deep breath and enjoying the way Namjoon’s scent mingles with both of theirs. He’s so glad to finally have something properly scented in their home. Hopefully someday soon they can have even more. Maybe if… “You know, if you asked he would probably borrow you one too?”

“Easier to just mooch off of yours,” Jimin says, already standing and tugging Jungkook toward the couch with a smile on his face and the smell of brownies slowly filling the apartment.

*******

Yoongi can’t believe he forgot his rut was coming up. He really is the fucking worst at keeping track of dates, but the fact that none of his mates were keeping up either is just proof of how busy they’ve been and how much courting has consumed all of their attention.

Courting. Fuck, this is going to suck.

He remembers the one rut he’d helped Namjoon through when their pack was still in its infancy, the way he had cried and thrashed and practically begged Yoongi to bring Taehyung and Jin to him. With his brain addled by the rut, it was easy enough to distract him most of the time, but that only lasted so long before he was right back to hurting.

It had been stressful at the time. Yoongi was young, inexperienced, and it was his first time helping his new mate through a rut so he had no idea what to expect as a baseline.

This shouldn’t be as bad, right?

He’s not young anymore. He knows what he’s doing and he has four mates there to help him – and having one of them be an omega should make it easier in theory. The rest of the pack have helped Yoongi through plenty of ruts before and even if it does hurt not to have Jimin and Jungkook there, he’ll still be able to see them through the live feed.

The live feed. That sounds nice. He should hurry back to his room.

The others aren’t home yet. Namjoon ran off to shower and Yoongi is back in the kitchen because he’s still hungry. The little instant pack of kimchi fried rice had done little to curb his appetite and the pre-rut hunger is only getting stronger, so he’s actually cooking this time – though what he’s making is a bit of mystery even to him. He’s not used to cooking for himself. It’s easy with the others because he knows what they like and he knows what he wants to watch them eat, but for himself…

It doesn’t help that basically everything sounds good. He’s got rice cooking already and is working on chopping up some pork cutlets to go with all of the vegetables he’s planning to prep. Unfortunately, staying on task proves a little difficult when there’s so much he wants to get to, and he keeps getting distracted eating bits of the veggies he cuts – enjoying slivers of onion and crunchy bits of peppers and carrots, none of which do anything to curb his appetite.

He knows it’s pre-rut starting to make his brain work funny already. He probably doesn’t have long at all before all of his thoughts start to run slow and sweet.

It’s not until he hears the front door that he looks around and realizes what a fucking disaster he’s making of the kitchen. Tons of little bowls full of various prepped ingredients and two cutting boards out because he decided midway through breaking down his pork that he needed some root vegetables cut that he didn’t want to forget. He’s even measured out all the ingredients for a quick pancake batter so he can make yachaejeon.

There’s no time to fix it before…

“I’m back,” Seokjin calls out cheerfully from the foyer. “Yoongi-yah, is that you I hear in my kitchen?”

Yoongi feels ashamed before Jin even walks into the room. Part of him wants to run or try to hide, but it’s not like Jin is going to think Namjoon did this or something. He’s going to have to own up to it. “Yeah, hyung,” he answers, voice soft as he bites his lip and faces the doorway. “I’m in here.”

Jin must pick up on something in Yoongi’s voice, because his footsteps pick up speed. When he finally enters the kitchen, his eyes find Yoongi right away before taking in the rest of the scene. There’s a few moments of silence where Yoongi just stands there sheepishly as Jin scans the room. He doesn’t look upset – at least not yet.

“Sorry, hyung. I didn’t mean to make such a mess,” Yoongi says. “I’ll clean all of this up, I swear.”

This does put a little frown on Jin’s face, the beta immediately springing back into action and making his way over to pull Yoongi into a hug. (It’s even more comforting than usual, pre-rut already coming on strong.) “Yoongi-yah, you think I care about the state of my kitchen when my baby is going into rut? I can’t believe I let this sneak up on me and missed the chance to start strong with feeding you myself. Don’t worry, love. Hyung is going to cook you so much food.”

“It’s okay,” Yoongi says, leaning into the embrace without reservation, loving how well he can catch Jin’s scent with pre-rut sharpening his nose. He doesn’t even hesitate to start scenting his mate, mouth seeking out the source of that refreshing mint almost automatically. “Missed you, hyung.”

“Oh, you’re already going all soft,” Jin coos with obvious delight. “I missed you too. Go ahead and take your fill and then hyung will help you finish all of this, okay? Between the two of us, we’ll have it all done in no time and we can get you relaxing.”

Relaxing sounds nice, especially if it’s with a full belly and a decent view of the live feed. Hopefully Taehyung is coming home soon too, because Yoongi can feel the growing need to scent his omegas, and Taehyung is going to have to take everything he can’t give to Jimin and Jungkook. (And let’s be honest – he’ll probably love every second of it.)

He does still want to be able to see the live feed, and it looks like he might be in the kitchen for a bit – so it’s time to start taking precautionary measures.

He finishes scenting Jin nice and thorough, not too worried about marking him up at this point but absolutely determined to make sure that his mates smell like his. “Thank you,” he says, pulling back from Jin’s neck. “I need to grab a laptop quick so I can pull up the live feed and then I’ll be right back, okay?”

“Of course, darling. You grab whatever you need and I’ll get started in here. Oh, and Taehyung-ah and Hobi-yah should be home within the next couple of hours. They wanted to do a little extra shopping, but I was itching to get home – and I am so glad I got back when I did.”

Yoongi smiles, already feeling warm and content with Jin’s attention on him. “I’m glad you’re here now too, hyung.”

~~

Yoongi scuttles off to grab his laptop and returns to find Jin and Namjoon both in the kitchen now, which is perfect cause it lets him get a jump on scenting Namjoon as well. He could have done it earlier, but they had been a bit occupied with talking about Jungkook, and judging by the way both Jin and Namjoon’s scents have gone a bit subdued, they probably discussed that while Yoongi was in his room too.

Both their scents go sweeter the moment they lay eyes on him, which only makes Yoongi feel even more pleased.

Once he gets Namjoon scented and the laptop set up on the kitchen counter with a perfect view of Jimin and Jungkook doing homework together in their living room, Yoongi finally returns to cooking. Seokjin has already done some work finishing up the steps Yoongi left half completed, and with a little communication about what exactly all these ingredients are going to be used for, the two of them have the whole kitchen smelling great in no time.

He catches himself getting sucked into the live feed more than once. There’s just something so immediately comforting about seeing their omegas right there in front of him, safe in their apartment and busy with homework. It’s hard to tear his eyes away even when the two of them are doing nothing, so he can’t really be held responsible for watching like a hawk as Jimin climbs into Jungkook’s lap and buries his face in his chest. Jungkook is tugging Jimin closer, smiling and wrapped up in a nice, soft looking–

Wait a minute. Is that–

“They’re cute, aren’t they,” Namjoon says. He’s been hovering around making conversation while they work, but now he slides up behind Yoongi and wraps his arms around him, watching over his shoulder. Yoongi can’t help the way he leans back into the touch. It just feels so good to have his mates around him, especially with Namjoon all warm and talking about how cute their omegas are. Namjoon hums and holds him a little closer. “Jin was right. You’ve gone all soft already.”

Yoongi really can’t help it. He knows he’ll probably be ashamed about it after (like he usually is) but his rut always leaves him so needy. Luckily, it’s hard to think about later when everything feels so nice right now.

“It hit fast,” Yoongi answers.

“Yeah, it really did, pup. You were still prickly a couple of hours ago.”

“Sorry.”

Namjoon huffs out a little laugh and presses a kiss to Yoongi’s scent gland. “Nothing to be sorry for. We love you just the way you are.”

Yoongi tilts his head to offer Namjoon more of his throat, prep work entirely forgotten as he watches the laptop screen, eyes drawn back to the hoodie Jungkook is wearing. “That’s yours, isn’t it, Joon-ah?”

Namjoon pauses to look closer, taking in the way Jimin still has his face pressed right into Jungkook’s chest. It makes Namjoon’s chest start to rumble against Yoongi’s back, and has his scent going all warm and pleased. “It is. Jungkook-ah was cold after we got caught in the rain. He offered to give it back but I told him to borrow it so he wasn’t chilly heading back to their apartment.”

Jin snorts out a laugh behind them. “Oh yes, I’m sure that was your only motivation,” he says, standing in front of the stove while he finishes cooking the yachaejeon that Yoongi had started. “You didn’t just want him smelling like you?”

“In my defense, it looks better on him than it does on me.”

Yoongi isn’t sure about that. Really they both look better without it, but he is sure about one thing... “Min-ah is all over him,” he says, feeling his own scent starting to go warm at Jimin’s obvious display of interest.

It’s satisfying to think of the two of them smelling like they’re part of the pack, even while they're so far away – almost satisfying enough to have a tiny growl building in Yoongi’s chest too. What he really wants is for them to have one of his sweatshirts too, wants them bathed in both scents just like they would be if they were here.

That thought does actually start him growling, just a low little thing – more possessive than aggressive.

“Oh, listen to you, baby,” Namjoon says, teeth pressing briefly to Yoongi’s scent gland. “You like seeing them like this?”

“Smell like ours.” It’s not very articulate, but it at least seems to get the point across judging by the way Namjoon’s scent spikes around him and he sucks a more deliberate bruise into Yoongi’s neck. “Feels nice,” Yoongi whispers, eagerly accepting Namjoon’s marks.

“Don’t work him up too much, love,” Jin says. He makes his way over to the two of them and deposits a big plate of yachaejeon cut into little triangles. “He still needs to eat.”

Namjoon does back off just a little, but Yoongi’s disappointment is remedied almost immediately by the first bite he takes. It’s perfect, vegetables and the golden crust of the pancake crunching between his teeth and tasting exactly like what he had been craving when he thought of it earlier. Jin and Namjoon both grab a piece for themselves, and for a little while the three of them just stand there together, eating and watching Jimin and Jungkook cuddle on their couch.

They’re still in the kitchen when Hoseok and Taehyung get back home.

Seokjin has returned to cooking and Namjoon has pulled a stool up to the island counter top to answer some emails on his phone. Yoongi chops vegetables and eats, not being particularly quick about any of it but Jin has never ending patience for him when he gets like this.

“Oh wow, you guys are busy,” Taehyung says, arms weighed down with all of his shopping bags. “Are Jimin and Jungkookie coming over or something?”

Hoseok makes eye contact with Yoongi and immediately sets his own bags on the floor. “No, Yoongi’s rut is coming.”

Taehyung’s eyes go wide and he drops his bags too. “No way. Is it that time already?” He grins and practically runs over to throw his arms around Yoongi, all warm and sweet and smelling like the most delicious maple. Yoongi doesn’t waste a moment pulling him closer and starting to lick over his scent gland, a low little rumble starting in his chest as he works. “Oh, yeah, you’re definitely in pre-rut,” Taehyung says with a giggle. “You already smell so nice, hyung.”

Yoongi just hums in response and keeps scenting him until Taehyung smells unmistakably like his, and then steers him toward Namjoon so he can scent him too.

Hoseok is there when Yoongi turns around, arms open and waiting, letting out a little laugh when Yoongi all but leaps forward into the hug. “Taehyungie is right, Yoongles. You smell so good.”

For once, Hoseok’s scent is already out, that warm rich coffee almost enough to make Yoongi’s brain turn to mush. “So do you,” Yoongi whispers, taking a moment to just enjoy it before he begins scenting Hoseok in earnest.

“Already hungry too, huh?” Hoseok asks, petting at Yoongi’s back while he’s being scented.

“You should have seen what I can home to,” Jin says, laughing warm and low – fond even though Yoongi had made a mess of the kitchen. “Poor baby was in the middle of about three different dishes.”

“Was hungry,” Yoongi mumbles.

“Well I hope you still are, because I’ll have more food for you shortly. After that, maybe you can convince Taehyung to take a little nap with you.”

“That sounds so good,” Taehyung says. “I’ll take a quick shower after we eat and then I’m all yours, Yoongi-hyung.”

“I’ll start cleaning up then,” Yoongi says, reluctantly letting Hoseok go. A nap really does sound good – and at least he’s finally feeling somewhat satisfied at having his pack mates scented.

Or at least most of them.

~~

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: Is that Joon-ah’s hoodie?

[JK]: hi hyung

[JK]: yeah he borrowed it to me today cause we got caught in the rain

[Yoongi]: It looked like Jimin-ah was pretty interested in it.

[JK]: oh he definitely is

[JK]: i keep telling him ill let him wear it but i think hes shy

[Yoongi]: Want to help me sneak a couple more into your apartment and see if that helps?

[JK]: just namjoon hyungs or yours too

[Yoongi]: Mine too, if that’s okay at least.

[JK]: yes please

[JK]: your scent is so good

[JK]: honestly it would be nice to have something from all of you

[JK]: but i dont know if im allowed to ask for that before we all scent

[Yoongi]: You’re definitely allowed, Jungkook-ah. So Allowed. I’ll help.

[Yoongi]: Let me talk to the others and we’ll get you something scented by each of us.

[JK]: youre the best hyung

[Yoongi]: You think Min-ah would like that too?

[JK]: he definitely will

[JK]: even if he is a little shy about it

[Yoongi]: I know he can feel a bit weird about gifts. Not that this is exactly a gift.

[Yoongi]: Nevermind I don’t know what I’m talking about.

[JK]: no i get it

[JK]: its kind of gift adjacent

[JK]: and jiminie is weird about gifts a lot of the time

[JK]: but all of you have done a good job helping him get used to it

[Yoongi]: You think he is?

[Yoongi]: Getting used to it?

[JK]: i think so

[JK]: he still has an easier time when its me getting them but hes getting used to them too

[Yoongi]: I'm glad it's getting easier at least. We all like buying gifts but getting Tae or Jin-hyung to stop would be like pulling teeth.

[JK]: yeah i get that impression

[JK]: i think its sweet

[JK]: and finally having some stuff you guys have scented is going to be extra sweet

[Yoongi]: Yeah, it will make us happy for you to have them too.

[Yoongi]: I’ll let you know once I work something out with the others and maybe you can help me sneak some things into the apartment.

[JK]: yeah just let me know and ill help

 

 

Notes:

I'll see you all again this Wednesday for another bonus chapter as we dig deeper into everything happening here. I know there's move POV switching here than usual, but hopefully it doesn't read as too chaotic – especially since there's more of it coming up during this plot arc :)

Chapter 38: Pacing

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

There’s a lot to juggle at present, which of course means that Seokjin is thriving .

Obviously he isn’t happy to hear that poor Jungkook is struggling, but Namjoon has laid the groundwork to talk to him about it and he’s also relatively certain that Jimin will be aware already – not that they won’t do some work to confirm that. He’s not particularly fond of taking unnecessary risks where the well being of his mates is concerned. Still, Jungkook doesn’t seem like they type to hide his feelings without a good reason, so it should be simple enough to monitor if things get any worse (and of course Seokjin will be prepared to swoop in at a moment’s notice if things take a turn).

Yoongi’s impending rut does catch him a little off guard – a testament to just how preoccupied they’ve all been – but it’s still such a pleasant surprise to find when he arrives home. He’s admittedly a little taken aback that Namjoon hadn’t texted him immediately, but once they have a moment alone and Namjoon is able to explain his date with Jungkook, it's clear that the alpha's attention has been stretched thin today.

There isn’t too terribly much to be done about Yoongi besides helping to finish what he’s started in the kitchen and making sure that he’s well fed. (A duty that Seokjin is going to relish immensely.)

They all adore Yoongi in both his rut and pre-rut. It’s impossible not to with just how wonderfully soft he gets during. For Taehyung and Hoseok he’s definitely more needy and openly affectionate, but for Seokjin and Namjoon, it’s the one time of year they can dote on him as much as they want. It’s as if the fight just drains out of Yoongi and he can finally accept all of their praise and adoration – which only makes them pile it on even heavier.

Normally Namjoon would be over the moon right now, which is why Seokjin’s first order of business (after getting the kitchen squared away enough for a break) is to get their pack alpha alone and herd him out into the garden for a quick talk. The rain has long since stopped and the sun is peeking out from behind the clouds, wet leaves glimmering in the light and the faint scent of rain still on the air. It’s beautiful, the perfect setting to help Namjoon decompress a little.

Mostly, they just need to formulate a plan.

I think maybe Yoongi was right,” Namjoon says. “I should say something to Jimin-ah, don’t you think?”

It would be a good display of just how deeply you care about Jungkook-ah’s well being, which is always going to be the right thing to do where Jimin-ah is concerned, I believe. It also opens the door for all of us to work together, and lets him know that you value his input.”

That’s a good point. Not getting a big head and trying to fix it myself, showing an openness to teamwork…” Namjoon trails off, pacing back and forth across the stone path once or twice before stopping. “And I can let him know that we are deferring to his judgment – not just doing what I think is best.”

Also a benefit, yes,” Seokjin says, smiling as he watches some of the tension leave Namjoon. “Would you like to talk to him now?”

I should check the live feed – see if they’re busy. They’ve been doing homework most of the day so texting is probably the way to go. I could wait until later, but…”

You might feel better if you do it now. It will go better than you’re imagining – because I know you’re worrying about it – and once it's done you’ll be more relaxed, and able to enjoy the limited time we have with Yoongi-yah all sweet like this.”

Namjoon lets out a little sigh. “It is my favorite.”

I know it is, darling. Would you like help with Jimin-ah?”

No, it’s okay,” Namjoon says, shaking his head. “I’ll take care of it and let you get back to the kitchen. You’re itching to start cooking again – I can tell.”

Am I that obvious?”

N amjoon smiles at that, pulling Seokjin into a hug that he eagerly accepts. They both smell like Yoongi so strongly that it’s almost like he’s here with them. “I know you love this as much as I do,” Namjoon says, pressing a kiss to Seokjin’s cheek. “Can’t wait to watch you take care of him – feed him up while we both tell him how wonderful he is.”

~~

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: Jimin-ah, do you have a moment?

[Jimin]: Yeah of course (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: Do you wanna talk about what happened today?

[Namjoon]: I take it that you and Jungkook-ah have discussed it already?

[Jimin]: Yeah we had a long talk when he got home

[Namjoon]: Oh good. I have to admit that’s a relief. I wasn’t sure if I would be overstepping in any way by attempting to talk to you about this.

[Jimin]: Hyung I’m never gonna be mad that you care about Kookie

[Jimin]: Assuming that’s what this is about ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Entirely, yes.

[Namjoon]: I would never want to push him to give up on something he loves, but I did try to ask him about the possibility of doing slightly less.

[Jimin]: Yeah I tried too

[Namjoon]: Tried?

[Jimin]: Unfortunately yeah

[Jimin]: I've been trying to bring it up for a while now and kept getting blown off but today we actually got to talk about it. Thanks for opening that door for me

[Namjoon]: It didn't go well though?

[Jimin]: It went about as well as I expected

[Jimin]: Kookie is hard headed sometimes. He doesn’t want to stop and I can't force him even if I know it isn’t going to work

[Namjoon]: I see. Has something like this happened before?

[Jimin]: Yeah I’ve seen him get this way about stuff plenty of times. Try not to worry too much. Kookie likes to give things his all but he will eventually see reason

[Jimin]: Even if it’s usually a little later than I would prefer (;●_●)

[Namjoon]: You think he’ll come around then?

[Jimin]: I do. It probably won’t take too long if he’s already starting to burn out. I’m working on gathering some resources for when he crashes

[Namjoon]: What sort of resources?

[Jimin]: Mostly contact information for people at the school and information about which classes have the heaviest workload just in case he's not sure what to drop

[Jimin]: I can help him talk to Amber-ssi too. Considering that she had to scramble to find enough work for him to do full time hours in the first place I’m betting that she won’t be too put off if he wants to go back to part time

[Namjoon]: Okay. I appreciate you explaining, Jimin-ah.

[Namjoon]: Is there anything we can do to help?

[Jimin]: Nothing you really need to do

[Jimin]: It’s enough that you’re all so supportive of him. Thank you for trying to talk to him today and being so sweet about it. Knowing that you care and do your best to look after him means so much to me hyung 。• ᵕ •`)

[ Namjoon]: Of course. I care deeply about both of you and want to do my best to take care of you.

[Namjoon]: Please let me know if there’s anything you need or if things change with Jungkook and there’s something we can do to assist. I would love any opportunity to help.

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung („• ֊ •„)

*******

Taehyung is living his best life .

Yoongi-hyung is already all cuddly in his pre-rut, pulling both Tae and Hoseok close on the couch so they can watch TV together – though whether or not any of them are really watching at first is entirely debatable. Most of the time Taehyung is either being kissed or watching Hoseok get kissed, since Yoongi seems to be incapable of sitting still, and it’s way more interesting to see his hyung like this than to watch whatever is happening on the TV.

It takes a while to get all of the kissing out of Yoongi’s system, but eventually he does settle down a little. Hobi takes the opportunity to run off to go check on Jin-hyung in the kitchen while Taehyung stays perched in Yoongi’s lap, back to the alpha’s chest, eagerly accepting the way Yoongi mouths at his scent gland.

There’s no biting – not yet.

Even once Yoongi is in the thick of his rut, his bites will be gentle. He’s still an alpha in rut, still needs to claim, but he’s just so goddamn sweet the whole way through. Honestly Tae can’t wait. He loves this part too but he can’t deny that he looks forward to all of his alphas’ ruts. Even if they all express it very differently, it’s always a show of how much they love and need him – and their whole pack really.

Even if he’s usually the one getting knotted , it’s not like the rest of them don’t play important roles. Ruts and heats are always an affair for the whole pack to be involved in. Which sort of gets him thinking...

Shit. The whole pack.

It’s too early for Jimin and Jungkook to be here for Yoongi’s rut. (Not that Taehyung would complain if they wereit’s just that they haven’t even kissed Yoongi yet as far as he knows.) That being said, they’ve probably got at least a few days before Yoongi is in the thick of it, and Tae is going to need to make plans to see the other two omegas before then. No way is he going upwards of a week without seeing them if he can help it.

Even if it is too soon, Tae likes the thought of eventually not being the only omega in times like this – likes imagining the three of them looking after their alphas together. (It doesn’t hurt that he’s a bit of a voyeur, and the thought of watching either of them get knotted so good they go dumb with it is damn near enough to get him leaking.)

Your scent is going sweet,” Yoongi says softly, lips brushing Taehyung’s neck. “What are you thinking about, sweetheart?”

What it’s gonna be like when Jiminie and Jungkookie can be here for this too.” He doesn’t want to draw attention to their missing pack members, but he’s also not dumb enough to think that Yoongi isn’t already painfully aware of their absence. No point in beating around the bush.

It might be…” Yoongi lets out a little sigh and noses his way up to Taehyung’s jaw. “Things could be hard without them here. I might need you more than usual and if it gets to be too much, I just want you to–”

Hyung,” Tae interrupts, “You won’t be too much for me. I’ll take care of you, no matter what you need or how much.”

Yoongi takes a few moments to respond, thinking before letting out a very soft, “You won’t think I don’t want you, right? If I’m asking for them?”

As much as Taehyung wants to laugh at the thought, he also has some degree of tact and knows that Yoongi-hyung is sensitive right now – and that he’s asking because he genuinely cares about not hurting Taehyung’s feelings. (Even if the assumption is so wildly false that it’s damn near comical.)

Of course not, hyung. Did you think you weren’t enough when I was crying for them during my heat?”

Yoongi shakes his head.

Exactly. You want all your mates right now. I won’t ever think that means you want me any less – and I promise that I want them here every bit as much as you do. It’s gonna be so nice when it’s finally all of us together.

Yeah it is,” Yoongi answers, voice sounding a little strained. “Wish they were here now.” His mouth automatically seeks out Taehyung’s scent gland again, teeth ever so gently grazing the skin as his tongue works.

“Me too,” Tae answers, leaning into the attention and feeling Yoongi’s arms squeezing him closer. It feels good but he wants so much more – wants to share this with Jimin and Jungkook so badly that a tiny whine slips out of him.

In response, the beginning of a growl starts in Yoongi’s chest, all low and rumbling warmth meant to calm him. “Sound so pretty, sweetheart.”

“You sound good too, hyung.”

“I think you both sound perfect,” Namjoon says. Taehyung looks up to find their pack alpha nearing the couch, giving them both a warm smile. “Your scent is getting stronger already, Yoongi.”

Taehyung nods in agreement. “It is. Already smelling so fucking good.”

Namjoon doesn’t waste any time slipping onto the couch with them, and Taehyung rearranges himself so he can sit sideways on Yoongi’s lap, stretching his legs out over both of them.

Yoongi takes a deep breath in through his nose. “Something’s bothering you, Joon-ah. Can smell it.”

Was bothering me,” Namjoon corrects. “I talked to Jimin-ah about today and while it wasn’t exactly the answer I hoped for, I still feel better knowing he has a plan.”

Tae blinks in confusion. “Wait, what are we talking about?”

It doesn’t take Namjoon long to bring him up to speed on the events of today and then tell both of them about a conversation he had with Jimin about it – and Taehyung hates every moment.

“So what, we just wait for him to burn out?”

“That is the current plan,” Namjoon answers. “Jimin-ah made it sound like this is a relatively natural process for Kook-ah and I would like to defer to his judgment here.”

“But if we all know how it’s going to end, what’s the point in just letting him crash? You don’t think we should try to talk him out of it again?”

I did try, pup – and so did Jimin-ah. I’m not going to say that you can’t try to talk to him about it too, but Jimin seemed fairly confident that this is a normal process for Kook-ah.” Namjoon rubs little circles into Taehyung’s leg as he speaks, scent gone warm enough that Tae is pretty sure it’s purposely intended to soothe him.

But he still doesn’t like this.

He turns to Yoongi and lets a little whine slip out of his mouth, “ Hyung .”

Yoongi reacts immediately, squeezing Taehyung closer with one arm and using his free hand to tilt his chin up for a kiss. It’s slow but firm, obviously meant to help him settle – and frustratingly enough, it works . The combination of Yoongi’s pre-rut scent and the way he doesn’t even bother arguing leaves Tae feeling just floaty enough to let it go for now.

Good boy,” Yoongi whispers as he pulls away, still cupping Taehyung’s cheek and looking right into his eyes. “It’s going to be okay, sweetheart. You trust Min-ah, don’t you? And Joon-ah?”

He does. He really does.

It probably has more to do with the fact that he already feels on edge about not having Jimin and Jungkook here with him to take care of their alpha. It’s got him feeling a little anxious. Maybe there are some ways to help make things easier? If anybody will be thinking about that, it’s Jin-hyung and Hobi-hyung.

He’ll have to ask them later.

I do. Just wish Jiminie and Jungkookie were here ,” Tae admits.

I know, baby,” Yoongi agrees, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek. “You can still see them before my rut hits, yeah? Make a nice little cuddle pile and come back home smelling like heaven?” His scent goes sweeter at his own words, eyes widening as he realizes that his plan is actually very possible. “Will you?”

That would be nice, wouldn’t it?” Namjoon says, reaching out to take one of Taehyung’s hands. “You can let them both scent you and bring it home to the nest.”

Please ,” Yoongi whispers, sounding breathless at the thought.

He’s so fucking cute like this.

Sure, hyung. I can do that,” Taehyung agrees, just glad that at least there’s something he can do to help.

* ******

Considering all the excitement today has brought, Namjoon feels surprisingly calm as he climbs into bed next to Jin that evening.

Did you wish those three good-night?” Jin asks, looking up from his laptop. He'd headed upstairs about an hour ago to answer some emails and make preparations for the time they will need to be home for Yoongi’s rut, so he's already settled comfortably on the bed with his computer.

Yeah. Taehyung-ah built them a little makeshift nest in Yoongi’s bed and Hoseok doctored it up like a blanket fort – fairy lights and all. They were already on their second movie when I stopped in. I can’t believe they still have room for popcorn after everything you cooked,” Namjoon says, shaking his head. “Lots of work left to do, or are you wrapping up?

I’m nearly finished. Let me just get through the last of these emails and we can lie down,” Jin answers, fingers flying across the keyboard while Namjoon grabs his tablet to make sure he didn’t miss anything terribly important either.

They work side by side for a little while, discussing which upcoming meetings they can move or take care of remotely. Luckily there isn’t too much they have to shuffle around. The days where they had to bend to everyone else’s schedules are long behind them with how big their operation has grown. Still, the fact that they aren’t as absurdly busy as they were a few weeks ago leaves him with far less to cancel too.

Okay, I think I’ve got everything squared away,” Jin says, shutting down his laptop.

Namjoon nods. “Yeah, I think so too.” They both set their devices aside and dim their bedside lamps, Namjoon opening his arms and enjoying just how eagerly Jin falls into his embrace. “You did so well today, handling the mess in the kitchen and helping me sort out what to do about Kook-ah.”

The kitchen wasn’t all that bad. Everything was spread out and half done, but there was a sense of order to it at least – and it was all usable. I was glad for the chance to help you too. I always am,” Jin says, pulling Namjoon into a kiss and tangling their legs together under the blankets.

When they pull away they’re both smiling, lying face to face with as much love in their eyes as the day they mated.

Namjoon is so lucky . He doesn’t know what he would do without any of his mates, but especially Jin – the one who is always by his side and helping him shoulder the responsibilities of leadership, guiding him as much as Namjoon tries to guide the rest of the pack. Even with all of the seriousness that can require, they both take so much joy in it that it never feels like a chore.

Of course, it helps that they both love to share news about their mates. They both reason that it isn't gossip if they're just keeping the other in the loop (even though it definitely is gossip sometimes).

Taehyung-ah disappeared for a bit after dinner. Did he come find you?” Namjoon asks.

“He did, yes – wondering about ways to make things easier without Jimin and Jungkook physically present for the rut. Honestly, I think he’s nearly as worried about it as Yoongi-yah is, but I have a few tricks up my sleeve.”

Do you?”

Jin grins. “Of course I do. Don’t worry. I might not be able to fix everything, but I’m at least fairly certain that I know some ways to help. No point giving them all away now though.

Namjoon decides not to push, trusting that he will appreciate whatever Jin does. “I know Taehyung talked about going to see the two of them before Yoongi’s rut hits – getting scented and coming home to let Yoongi enjoy it secondhand. It would probably be good for Taehyung to see them even if it didn't help Yoongi though.”

“I think you’re right about that. I’d prefer that he visit them before he’s indisposed for a few days.”

“He probably already texted to let them know what’s going on, even if he hasn’t made a date to see them again quite yet.” Jin hums in agreement and the two of them fall into comfortable silence for a little bit, Namjoon busying himself playing with Jin’s hair and brushing bangs away from his forehead before a thought occurs to him. “You know, I’m still surprised that Hoseok got a kiss from Jimin-ah before Kook-ah was able to get a second one.”

“And who would you have expected to give Jungkook-ah his second kiss? Unless you were planning to volunteer?”

“A little soon for that, I think… But he and Yoongi scented for the first time almost two months ago. I guess I kind of thought maybe they would have kissed by now.”

“I wouldn’t bet on it,” Jin says with a laugh. “Jungkook-ah asked for his scenting, but that was while he was still riding the high of doing it with Taehyung-ah for the first time. He’s probably waiting for Yoongi-yah to make the next move.”

“Oh, someone should probably tell him he could be waiting for a while.”

“And how long is he going to have to wait for you, darling?”

Well it’s – I mean not that long, but I don’t want to rush,” Namjoon sputters while Jin watches him with a big, amused smile spreading across his face. “It’s not like you’ve kissed them either.”

“Yes, but I believe one of us has plans to remedy that.”

Namjoon raises a brow. Oh, you’ve got plans now, do you?”

Several, in fact.”

“Sometimes I don’t know who schemes more, you or Taehyung-ah.”

Excuse me?” Jin brings a hand to his chest in mock offense. “Who do you think taught him to scheme about things that weren’t murder?” Namjoon just laughs in response, leaning in to plant a kiss on Jin’s lips. The beta is unmoving for all of about three seconds before he lets a little puff of laughter out of his nose and kisses Namjoon back. “You’re such a brat,” Jin mutters in between kisses.

Oh I’m the brat?”

“Mhmm, or maybe we both are. I do have my moments.”

It’s Namjoon’s turn to laugh now. “Do you? I hadn't noticed.”

Well at least this brat is going to kiss our new omegas sometime this century.”

“You really think I’m waiting too long?” Namjoon asks.

All I’m saying is that you probably don’t have to be as careful as you think, love. You’re blind if you think Jungkook-ah isn’t entirely taken with you.”

“You really think so?”

Oh, completely. Half the time he looks at you like you hung the moon even when you’re just sitting there – and when you do something sweet like giving him a compliment or hugging Jimin-ah? You can practically see the hearts in his eyes.”

Well that's – God, does he really…

I didn’t realize…” Namjoon trails off, still trying to process that there is a chance that Jungkook feels even half as strongly about Namjoon as Namjoon does about him .

That much is obvious. He asked you to scent him, didn’t he?”

You scented with Jimin-ah and haven’t kissed him yet,” Namjoon counters.

Well I intend to remedy that sooner rather than later.”

You’re not worried?”

Jin furrows his brows. “Why would I be?”

I mean, with Jimin-ah… I just feel… I’m so nervous about scaring him off. He seems less on edge with you, so I guess you wouldn’t have as much reason to worry, but…” Namjoon shakes his head. “I don’t know. Maybe I’m overthinking it.

There’s a few seconds of silence while Jin thinks, arm slung over Namjoon’s waist and rubbing slow little circles into his back. “I don't think you're entirely wrong to tread carefully,” Jin eventually says. “Jimin-ah does seem more relaxed with me than he does with you – but I also think he’s interested in a lot more than you give him credit for. The two of you have made quite a bit of progress already. I firmly believe a kiss is well within your reach, love. Even more than that, I think it’s something Jimin-ah would like as well.

Namjoon isn’t so sure, but he does trust Jin enough to at least give his words consideration. In reality, he ' s aware that Jimin is a lot more comfortable around him than he used to be, no longer shying away from Namjoon’s attention immediately, and even seeming to welcome his presence. It’s like they’ve finally found a sort of level ground.

A nd maybe Namjoon is a little frightened of losing that.

Still, he can’t let that keep him from moving forward forever, especially if Jin thinks Jimin might be interested in more. Even if a kiss still feels unattainable, there might be other ways to get closer first… He could try to take Jimin out, just the two of them – somewhere the omega would feel comfortable. Maybe Namjoon could try asking if he wants to scent, or–

“You know,” Jin says, giving Namjoon a knowing little smile. “If you want to drag your feet a little longer, I don’t think it will hurt anything.”

“I’m not dragging – I just want to work my way up to it.”

“Uh huh, whatever you want to tell yourself, darling.” Jin leans in and presses a little kiss to Namjoon’s (probably blushing) cheek, still smiling like he knows he’s right. “You know, speaking of Hobi-yah and Jimin kissing, do you want to know what our dear mate, Jung Hoseok, had the audacity to say to me the other day?”

Namjoon is glad for the change of subject. He needs to think, and something in the tone of Jin’s voice makes this sound like it’s going to be good.

Oh no. What did he say?”

He said, and I quote: ‘It’s frustrating that Jimin-ah feels the need to manipulate his scent so much. I hope we can help him work through that.’”

Namjoon can’t help his mouth dropping open, barely sputtering out an exasperated, “Frustrating? He’s frustrated?

Jin laughs. “I thought you might find that amusing.”

“This from the man who rarely lets us smell him at all? In what universe – God, what did you say? I don’t know if I would have been able to keep a straight face.”

I couldn’t bring myself to speak – just waited quietly for it to click and he eventually started explaining himself.”

Uh huh, and how did he try to do that exactly?” Namjoon asks, stuck somewhere between wanting to laugh and wanting to go find Hoseok so he can poke fun at him for this.

They have definitely made progress on helping Hoseok feel comfortable letting out his scent, but each step has been an uphill battle. Even worse, every time he goes home to visit his family it’s like he returns to them with half that progress gone. It always takes weeks to help him work back out of his shell again, and longer still for him to start occasionally letting out his scent without being asked.

“He claimed there was a pretty big difference between him completely hiding his scent and Jimin only hiding the negative portions of his. To be entirely fair, I am inclined to agree – at least to a point.”

Really?”

Jin nods. “When Hobi-yah does let out his scent, at least you can tell if something is wrong. Jimin-ah on the other hand… He does the same thing you do when you moderate your scent to help soothe one of the others, but to a much higher degree. I can still smell your distress even when you try to hide it, and so can Hobi- yah , but I don’t think I have smelled even a hint of distress on Jimin-ah yet.”

Namjoon gives it some thought, trying to remember if he’s smelled anything negative in Jimin’s scent yet, but he comes up empty too .

Jin is right.

Honestly that’s a little impressive,” Namjoon answers. Really, it is impressive. He had to work to learn how to moderate his scent even to the degree he can now, something Jin had helped him practice in the early days of forming their pack. It’s been an invaluable skill for when things get difficult and someone needs the calm assurance of their pack alpha to help them settle, but even with as much practice as he’s had, his skill is nowhere near that level.

“It is, yes. It could also be problematic,” Jin says.

“Are you worried it will be?”

Not just yet, but it is something I’ve been considering – and it sounds like Hobi-yah might be as well. Jimin-ah seems determined not to be an inconvenience, and I get the distinct impression that the emotions he does wear on his sleeve are his choice.”

N amjoon considers this for a moment. “That’s good in a way, isn’t it? If it is his choice then he’s decided it’s okay to show us how he’s feeling, right?”

Until he decides not to.”

“Fair point,” Namjoon says, mind already starting to try and work up a plan now that he’s been faced with a potential problem. “We’ll have to be vigilant. I know you and Hoseok are plenty observant, and we might be able to lean on Kook-ah for some additional assistance if things start to go south at any point. Maybe do what we do with Hoseok too and make sure to really let him know how much we appreciate being able to help him when he lets us. Positive reinforcement.”

Jin smiles at him, warm and fond – blatantly giving his approval for Namjoon’s ideas. “Yes, that should make for a good start. We shouldn’t forget that we also have Yoongi-yah and Taehyung-ah to rely on. With all five of us looking at him through our respective lenses, one of us is bound to see something. All that leaves is communication within the pack, but that shouldn’t be a problem. We’re used to banding together to solve problems with our mates.”

We really are, aren’t we?”

I would say we have ample experience, and getting to talk it over with you makes me feel entirely confident that we’ll be ready if it becomes a problem,” Jin says, leaning in to press a quick kiss to Namjoon’s lips. “I always feel best after talking with you.”

Yeah,” Namjoon agrees. “I feel the same with you.”

“Still think you should get a move on with kissing our newest mates though.”

Namjoon lets out an exaggerated sigh that quickly turns to a laugh. Do you ever quit?” he asks, leaning forward to silence Jin with a kiss before he can make any more sassy remarks .

 

Notes:

See you all Sunday where we will throw one more wrench into this (already sort of chaotic) plot arc (。^▽^)

Chapter 39: Patience

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung wakes up with Yoongi wrapped tight around him, still in the quick nest they put together in the alpha's bedroom the night before. Hobi-hyung had helped make it really special, hanging sheets and fairy lights until it was perfectly cozy and fit for a movie night. They made it through three movies before they started to drift off, and someone – probably Hobi – had turned off the fairy lights and the TV so they could sleep peacefully in the dark.

He can’t smell Hoseok in the nest with them anymore, but he still lifts his head to take in the empty space behind him and Yoongi just to be sure.

Yep, definitely just the two of them left.

That’s okay. Hoseok waking up before them isn’t too weird, and it looks like he even cleaned up some of the spilled popcorn from last night before he left. (The bowl had tipped just before they fell asleep, and even though they did their best to clean it up, Tae definitely still rolled over onto a few pieces of popcorn in the middle of the night.)

To be fair, the nest doesn’t need to be perfect. Yoongi’s rut will be spent in Taehyung’s permanent nest, just like the rest of their cycles are – and they probably won’t have the chance to sleep in here again during his pre-rut either. Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung were nice enough to let Tae and Hobi have the first night with Yoongi alone, but the rest of his pre-rut will most likely be spent in Namjoon and Jin’s bedroom.

Not that Taehyung and Hoseok won’t be invited to join. Their giant bed is more than big enough for the five of them (and plenty big enough for the seven of them, when that day comes).

The seven of them…

He feels the ache starting again, the low little pang in his gut that reminds him how far away Jimin and Jungkook are from where he needs them. The three of them hardly talked last night since Tae had been a little preoccupied with Yoongi and Hobi and their blanket fort movie night. All he’d really managed was to fire off a text or two explaining that Yoongi was in pre-rut and that they would be a little busy taking care of it soon.

He really needs to find his phone and figure out a date to see them before things get serious.

It takes quite a bit of wiggling to get Yoongi-hyung to let him go, but Taehyung does eventually manage to free himself. He spots his phone charging on Yoongi’s desk and grabs it before quietly sneaking out of the room and heading upstairs to shower and change into some fresh clothes. May as well enjoy being clean while he still can – not that he really minds all the mess that comes with ruts.

He finds Hobi-hyung preparing breakfast in the kitchen, which can only mean one thing.

“Is Jin-hyung gone?” Taehyung asks, walking up to where Hoseok stands over the stove and wrapping his arms around him from behind.

“Yeah, he said he and Joonie just have a couple meetings this morning and then they’ll be free until Yoongi’s rut is over. They’ve got security with them. How’d you sleep, honey?” Hoseok asks, flipping a few slices of bacon in the pan.

“Slept fine. Just wanted to get up and make plans with Jiminie and Jungkookie while I still can,” he answers, rubbing his face into Hoseok’s neck until the alpha lets his scent out. Tae hums in satisfaction, taking a deep breath of the rich coffee scent mixing with the smell of breakfast. “How long do I have until we eat?”

“Still gonna be a while. Ten or fifteen minutes? I’m not as quick as Jinnie-hyung.”

“S’okay. I’ll try to get a hold of them before we eat then. Just the two of us?”

Hoseok nods. “Unless Yoongles wakes up early, but otherwise I’ll just set a plate aside for him. He’s gonna need all the rest he can get – wouldn’t hurt you to get some extra in too.”

“I’ve still got a couple days at least,” Taehyung says, giving one last peck to Hoseok’s neck and then backing off. He opts to stay close, pulling out one of the stools at the kitchen island and settling in there with his phone.

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: alright listen up (•ω•`)o

[Tae]: we have like three days max before yoongi-hyung’s rut hits

[Tae]: i would like to see the two of you before then if i can. are you busy tonight?

[Jimin]: I have to work tonight (´;;`)

[ Jimin]: Does tomorrow work?

[JK]: yeah i have tomorrow night off too

[Tae]: that totally works! sleepover? (^ ω ^)

[ JK]: sure i just need to leave early in the morning and maybe do some homework

[Tae]: that’s okay

[Tae]: i should probably hurry back in the morning too

[Tae]: don’t wanna leave yoongi-hyung too long

[Jimin]: Sounds great! See you tomorrow then? (。^▽^)

[ Tae]: yeah! i’ll probably be over in the afternoon

[Tae]: will figure it out and let you know (✿◠‿◠)

[ JK]: sounds good

~

[Jimin to Taehyung]

[Jimin]: Are you worried at all?

[Jimin]: I wanted to ask yesterday but you seemed pretty busy

[Tae]: worried about what?

[Jimin]: Yoongi-hyung’s rut

[Tae]: are you kidding me

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung’s ruts are the BEST (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Really? It’s not scary?

[Tae]: not even a little

[Tae]: he gets so sweet and gentle and fucks me so good i barely remember my own name

[Tae]: what’s not to love about that? (ω<)

[Jimin]: He’s sweet?

[Tae]: the sweetest omg

[Tae]: can’t wait for you two to see him like this next time

[Tae]: wait a sec

[Tae]: why would you think i’d be worried about this?

[Jimin]: Just figured it was better to check ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: jiminie

[Jimin]: ?

[Tae]: none of my alphas scare me when they’re in rut

[Tae]: they never have

[Tae]: no alpha should scare their omega when they’re going into rut

[Tae]: did someone give you reason to think otherwise? (´;;`)

[Jimin]: Nothing that was a big deal or that you need to worry about

[Jimin]: Sorry I assumed (。•́︿•̀。)

[Tae]: please don’t apologize. i’m glad you asked

[Tae]: but i don’t want to just let this go

[Tae]: can we talk about it?

[Jimin]: It’s nothing really

[Tae]: it doesn’t sound like nothing

[Tae]: jiminie if someone hurt you or made you think that alphas are mean when they’re in rut then i would really like to talk it through with you

[Jimin]: Does it have to be now? With everything going on with Kookie I just wanna focus on him right now

[Tae]: ...okay

[Tae]: i can wait if you need some time

[Tae]: is there anything i can do for jungkookie?

[Jimin]: Getting to see you will be good for him already 。• ᵕ •`)

[Jimin]: As much as I hate to say it we kind of just have to let this run its course

[Jimin]: When Kookie makes up his mind to do something he has to give it his all before he can even think about giving up

[Jimin]: I just want to be here and ready and supportive so he can fall as gently as possible (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: okay well if you think of anything in the next couple of days let me know

[Tae]: and i hope it helps to know that i will be having the time of my life during yoongi-hyung’s rut (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Yeah I’m happy to know that. Thanks TaeTae (。^▽^)

~

Taehyung frowns down at his phone, hardly even looking up as Hobi-hyung sets a plate of food in front of him, and just mumbling out a quiet, “Thank you.”

Now not only is he worried about Jungkook, but Jimin too. Why would he ever think that an alphas rut would be scary – or that Taehyung would stay in a relationship where he was in any way afraid of his mates? And Jimin had been so dismissive of it too…

Hoseok returns with his own plate a few seconds later, grabbing stool next to Tae and leaning over to bump their shoulders together. “Something wrong, honey? Are they busy the next few days?”

“No, I’m going to spend the night tomorrow,” Taehyung answers, voice flat.

There aren’t that many possibilities. Something must have–

“Hey,” Hoseok says, sounding very serious as he turns away from his food, facing Tae and reaching out to place a hand on his shoulder. “Can you tell me what’s wrong? Did something happen?”

Taehyung feels his jaw clench, teeth grinding together as his mind swims with possibilities. Jimin hadn't given him much to go on, which only makes everything his imagination feeds him worse, fragmented visions of Jimin seeing something horrible – or even worse, of Jimin being hurt himself.

If someone dared lay a finger on one of his mates, he will personally–

Baby, look at me,” Hoseok says, tilting Tae’s chin up until their eyes meet. “You’re seeing red, honey. It’s going to be okay – just talk to me.”

He lets out a shaky breath. Just the sight of Hoseok’s face with those pretty brown eyes is enough to help settle the storm starting to brew inside of him, at least for now. This really isn’t the time to lose himself. Not with everything going on. Not with his mates…

It’s Jiminie,” Tae explains, voice strained. “He asked me… Hyung, he asked me if I was scared about Yoongi’s rut coming up.”

Hoseok purses his lips, eyes narrowing just a little before he glances once at their plates, then back at Taehyung. He scoots his stool back and stands up, scooping Tae into his arms immediately. “This is a couch conversation,” he announces, abandoning the food he just cooked and walking them toward the living room.

Taehyung doesn’t fight it, still clenching his jaw while his thoughts swirl inside of him with such intensity that it leaves his hands shaking around his phone as Hoseok sits them both down on the couch. His coffee scent is out again, but even that hardly calms Taehyung at all.

When Hoseok leans down, Tae is almost certain he’s about to get a nip.

Instead, he feels a gentle press of lips to his neck – and that’s all. Hobi-hyung leans back up to look at him with a sad little half smile. “ Alright, let’s hear it, honey. Talk to me about why you’re upset.”

Honestly, this wasn’t the reaction Taehyung expected, and that more than anything else is what makes his thoughts actually grind to a halt. No nip. No shock on Hobi-hyung’s face and nothing disrupting his scent…

Hyung, do you know something?” Taehyung asks, eyes not leaving Hoseok’s.

“Nothing for sure. I’ve had some suspicions, but right now I’m more interested in what you’re thinking, okay?”

“There aren’t that many ways to end up scared of something like that,” Tae says.

“He could just know someone who had a bad experience,” Hoseok offers. “If he’s never had one of his own to compare it with, that might just be what he considers normal.”

Taehyung is immediately frustrated by the suggestion. They’re clearly not working with the same set of information, but he can fix that. “No,” he says, shoving his phone toward Hoseok. “Read our messages.”

He watches closely while Hoseok scrolls through the messages, but the only real reaction is the slow tilting of the alpha’s head as he reads, and the way his scent gradually tapers off until it’s entirely gone. “You’re right,” Hoseok eventually says, passing Taehyung’s phone back to him. “That doesn’t leave a lot of room for doubt.”

Something happened. He wouldn’t be so cagey about it otherwise.” Taehyung feels that same anger building hot in his chest again. “I don’t know what it was, but if someone hurt him I swear I’ll fucking…” He grits his teeth and takes a deep breath, trying to shove the rage aside and get a grip – to stay objective – but all it does is make way for everything else he’s feeling to bubble up in its place. “I can’t – I want to know. I want to fix it, but he wouldn’t say anything…”

T ears start to well up in his eyes. He’s just so frustrated with not being able to do anything, but crying is infinitely better than letting himself see red again. They can’t afford him snapping right now – he can’t afford himself snapping. There’s too much to do, and he won’t risk missing the opportunity to help when it does open up.

H e has to get this out.

Oh, Taehyungie,” Hoseok whispers, pulling him closer. “It’s going to be okay.

It doesn’t feel okay, hyung.”

“I know it doesn’t right now, but it will. Just tell hyung what you’re feeling.”

I don’t want to wait,” Taehyung says, squeezing his eyes shut and feeling tears slide down his cheeks. “I want to know what happened now so that I can hurry up and start helping. It’s like I have to wait for everything right now. First Jungkookie is overworking himself and I’m supposed to just wait for him to crash, and now Jiminie wants me to wait before we even talk about this. It’s not fair. I want to help now, not days or weeks from now.”

Tae is really crying at this point, shaking in Hoseok’s arms with the force of it even as his face is guided up to the alpha’s scent gland to breathe in the fresh waves of coffee he starts pushing out again.

There you go,” Hoseok says. “Let it out. Hyung will take care of you.”

It takes a while to cry out all of his frustration, but Hobi-hyung holds him close the whole time, pressing little kisses into his hair and whispering assurances. By the end he at least feels a bit better, even if his head hurts and he really needs to blow his nose. He motions for the box of tissues and Hoseok leans over to snatch them from the table, waiting patiently while Taehyung blows his nose and squeezes out his last few tears.

“Feel a little better now, honey?”

Less like I want to scream, I guess,” Tae says, setting aside the box of tissues. “I still don’t like any of this – the waiting and the not knowing.”

“Yeah, I don’t like it either. It doesn’t seem like we have many other options though, does it?”

Taehyung frowns. Hoseok is right, no matter how much he doesn’t like it. He can’t force Jimin to talk to him, and he can’t make Jungkook drop classes or work part time – or whatever it takes to make him feel better. But that doesn’t mean he can’t do anything. “I’m still going to try,” he says, looking up at Hoseok. “I have to try and talk to them, even if it doesn’t work – because at least then they’ll know that I’m here for them when they’re ready.”

Hoseok smiles at him. “There we go. That sounds more like my Taehyungie. You said you’re going to see them tomorrow, right? That will give you a little time to talk it over with Jinnie-hyung when he gets home too.”

“Yeah. Wanna talk about it with you too though, hyung. You said you had suspicions about Jiminie and I wanna hear them.”

Mostly just little observations,” Hoseok says. “Nothing concrete, but I’ve been wondering for a while if something happened to make him so wary of alphas, especially given that for some reason, it’s Joonie who he seems the most afraid of.”

You think he’s afraid of Namjoon-hyung?” Tae asks, feeling confused because that’s not really the impression he got. Nervous and a little shy, sure – but fear?

I think part of him is. It was a lot more obvious in the beginning, but every now and then I still catch a little glimpse of it. It’s not…” Hoseok pauses, considering his words for a few moments. “I’m pretty sure he knows that Joonie is safe, but you know better than any of us that sometimes trauma doesn’t care about that.”

Taehyung does know.

For all of the work he and Jin-hyung have put in and all of the healing he’s done since the two of them met, there are still times where he slips. It can happen without much warning, just fine one moment and terrified the next. Sometimes he’ll wake up from a really bad nightmare and have to find himself a dark corner to hide in, unable to let anyone close until the feeling passes – afraid of everyone, including the people who love him most.

So he can understand – or he could , if Jimin w ould give him the chance…

Of course he will. They’re mates. Even if it takes ages, he will earn that trust from Jiminie.

Tae gives a few slow nods, more for his own benefit than Hoseok’s. He knows what he has to do. “We’ll help him,” he says with absolute confidence. “I’ll be more careful and look for chances to help prove that all three of you alphas are amazing. Between all of us, we can make him feel just as safe as I do, and I know Jungkookie will help too – once he’s done overworking himself at least.”

Hoseok smiles at him and leans down for a kiss. “Yes we will. It’s going to take time, but we’ll manage – and I bet Jinnie-hyung would love to help come up with some sort of plan.”

This, he can do. Something more active than just twisting in the wind waiting for his mates to come to their senses. Waiting isn’t nearly as bad when he can still move forward in other ways while he waits.

Breakfast?” Taehyung asks, suddenly starving now that he’s not feeling so damn emotional.

Yeah, let’s get you fed,” Hoseok answers, picking Tae back up and heading for the kitchen.

Thank you for helping me, hyung.”

Always, honey.”

*******

[Hoseok to Jin]

[Hobi]: taehyungie and i need 2 borrow u for a minute when u get home

[Hobi]: think joonie will be able 2 distract yoongles? ;D

[Hobi]: just wanna bring u up 2 speed on a few things without getting yoongi all worried before his rut

[Jin]: Of course.

[Jin]: I’ll send Joon-ah inside to find Yoongi-yah and meet you two in the garden?

[Hobi]: that works

[Hobi]: text me when ur on ur way? :D

[Jin]: Absolutely. We’ll be about another hour.

[Hobi]: k see u soon <3

~

It takes very little convincing from Seokjin for Namjoon to go look after Yoongi. Their pack alpha has been itching to get home all day, becoming quite short with a set of buyers who were clearly fishing for information instead of really looking to purchase. It was the sort of waste of time that's annoying on a good day, and absolutely infuriating on a day when one of their mates is at home being positively adorable while the two of them are stuck at work. Even with Namjoon doing his best to hide it, Seokjin can pick up faint hints of sandalwood, gone smoky and a bit burnt with frustration.

Namjoon sends the annoying ‘buyers’ packing well ahead of when their meeting is supposed to end, listening to very few arguments before having security escort them out of the building.

The rest of their meetings are productive at least, but the damage to their pack alpha’s patience has already been done.

You’re sure you don’t mind?” Seokjin teases on the car ride home. “If looking after Yoongi-yah sounds like too much work, I’m sure we could come up with another plan.”

A low growl rumbles in Namjoon’s chest before he manages to cut it off, cheeks going pink. “Sorry,” he says, letting out a little puff of laughter. “I think today has been harder on me than I realized.”

At least you shouldn’t have to leave the house again until Yoongi-yah is recovered.”

Yeah, nothing except a couple of remote meetings tomorrow, but I scheduled them late enough that we can still sleep in with Yoongi,” Namjoon says, smiling fondly at the thought.

Speaking of which, I was thinking about breakfast tomorrow,” Seokjin says, giving Namjoon a playful little grin. “Something indulgent.”

In bed?”

If you’re amenable?”

So damn amenable.”

Seokjin laughs. “I thought you might be. Once we get home and I figure out what’s going on, I’ll find an opportunity to steal you away for a moment and bring you up to speed. We can let those two have just a little more time with Yoongi-yah before we claim him for the evening.”

When they return to the house, they part at the door. Namjoon heads inside while Seokjin heads along the little stone path around the side of the house. He finds Hoseok and Taehyung easily enough with the occasional sound of their chatter filtering through the garden – and of course they hear him coming from a mile away, calling out greetings before he even turns the corner and sees them.

Neither of them look particularly distressed, which is a relief.

What they explain to him isn’t entirely a surprise. He’s picked up the same undercurrent of fear and hypervigilance in Jimin that Hoseok has. The two of them have even exchanged a few deliberate or questioning looks during some of Jimin’s most obvious displays of anxiety – the ones that tip over into something that looks an awful lot like trauma.

They haven’t talked about it, and Seokjin hasn’t discussed it with anyone else either. He’s been waiting for something more actionable than a few fleeting instances of suspicion, and the text messages that Taehyung shows him certainly fit that bill. At the very least, he can see a path forward.

Once Jimin opens up to one of them, there will be the possibility of discussion between all of them. While he (perhaps a little selfishly) would like that person to be him, he also adores the thought of it being Taehyung. Unfortunately, no matter who it is, they still have to get there first. It’s unlikely to be any time before Yoongi’s rut ends, at least gauging by Jimin’s response to Taehyung’s questioning and the likely recovery time for when Jungkook does eventually crash.

That means they have time to plan, and Seokjin has time to coach Taehyung – but first he’d like a chance to see Jimin and make his own assessment. He'd already been hoping for a chance to do the same with Jungkook, so this gives him an opportunity to take care of both.

“I’ll drop you off for your sleepover tomorrow,” Seokjin tells Taehyung. “I’d like to get a look at the two of them, and maybe bring a bit of food if I can manage some leftovers.”

“With Yoongles trying to eat us out of house and home?” Hoseok says, laughing. “That’s going to be quite the challenge.”

“You seemed to manage just fine in my absence,” Seokjin says. “Or will I go in and find my kitchen in disarray?”

I did my very best to clean up after myself – with a little help of course.”

Taehyung grins. “Yeah, I put away dishes.”

With or without being bribed?”

I was not bribed ,” Taehyung answers, clutching his chest. “I can’t believe you would think–”

Yoongi promised to watch Sailor Moon with him if he helped,” Hoseok interrupts, snickering when Taehyung’s mouth drops open in shock.

Seokjin laughs. “That sounds more like the Taehyung-ah I know and love.”

Can’t believe you ratted me out like that,” Taehyung grumbles. “No loyalty at all.”

You gonna let me make it up to you, Taehyungie?”

How are you gonna do that?”

What if I take you out tonight? May as well get out of the house for a while before you’re trapped in the nest with the world’s cutest alpha for days on end.”

Oh , Seokjin knows exactly what Hoseok is doing, and he couldn’t be more pleased.

Taehyung looks a little uncertain. “I don’t know… I’ll already be gone tomorrow night to see Jiminie and Jungkookie. What about Yoongi-hyung?”

Hoseok doesn’t look the least bit worried, giving Taehyung a conspiratorial little wink. “I’m pretty sure Namjoonie and Jinnie-hyung are going to be stealing him away for most of tonight anyways, and the five of us can spend some time together before you leave tomorrow. More importantly, I may or may not have secured us an invite to a particularly fancy auction tonight – some sort of big fundraising event. It’s very exclusive, formal dress code, that sort of thing. Only if you’re interested, of course.”

There’s no hiding the way that Taehyung’s eyes light up at the prospect of dressing up for something truly formal. He loves getting dolled up for any occasion, but it's rare that he gets the opportunity to really show off. “How long do I have to get ready? Will you come help me pick out something? Are you gonna wear a suit, hyung?”

Hoseok grins, likely quite satisfied with himself. “Two hours, yes, and also yes.”

Two hours ? Okay, I gotta hurry and shower. Meet me in my closet in twenty?” Taehyung says, already heading for the house.

Sure thing, Taehyungie,” Hoseok calls, letting out a huff of laughter as Taehyung breaks into a full on sprint for the door. “He’s so cute when he’s excited like this.”

Seokjin immediately pulls Hoseok into his arms, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “How on earth did you manage this, darling?”

There’s a family friend who has been dying to invite me to one of these events ever since she found out I mated into such a prominent pack. Pretty sure she was hoping I would bring you as my plus one, but I think she’ll be pleasantly surprised by Taehyungie’s willingness to pay for things he likes.”

Is she someone I should meet?”

I wouldn’t bother. She thinks she’s more important than she is. I’ll let you know if she ever turns up any valuable business prospects, but until then it’s almost more fun to dangle you just out of reach. She never cared much for me before she found out about the pack – and especially you.”

If she isn’t important to you, then she isn’t important to me,” Seokjin assures him. (He honestly rather enjoys the idea of Hoseok using his name to spite her, especially if she was anything less than kind to a man he loves so dearly.) “I’m rather curious how long you’ve been planning this. Seems like quite the feat to pull off on such short notice.

Just since last night, but you're underestimating her desperation,” Hoseok says with a laugh. She only confirmed the invite about an hour ago though. Was thinking that after everything with Jungkookie yesterday, Joonie might benefit from some more intense alone time with Yoongles. I figured you three could do something indulgent if you like, and Taehyung can enjoy the stress relief of some retail therapy – plus you know how much he loves events like these.”

Seokjin does know. He’s had ample experience.

Taehyung seems to derive a very specific kind of joy from just toeing the line of what is socially acceptable in high society, dishing out backhanded compliments in such a polite and adorable tone that people rarely realize they’ve been insulted until the conversation is long over. He dresses to the nines, always making sure to so perfectly look the part of ‘Trophy Omega’, that nobody would ever suspect that he’s actually more of a viper than whoever’s arm he’s hanging on. (Though Hoseok and Taehyung together… That’s another beast entirely.)

Do you think you’ll manage to have as much fun as Taehyung-ah will?” Seokjin asks.

Hoseok pulls back from their embrace with a smile, leaning up to press a kiss to Seokjin’s lips. “That’s a tall order, but I’m sure I’ll manage to have a good time – especially with such wonderful company. I should probably start getting ready too. Two hours is a pretty short time frame, and I believe you have other obligations. If you need me to look after Yoongles for a few minutes while you bring Joonie up to speed, I can do that first.”

Seokjin answers with a kiss of his own, soft and slow and not half as thorough as Hoseok deserves, but at least it’s something to show his appreciation. He’ll make up the difference later, when the alpha isn’t on a time schedule. “I would appreciate that very much. We’re so lucky to have you, Hobi-yah. Thank you for being so thoughtful and taking care of everyone. I love you.”

“Love you too, hyung,” Hoseok answers, giving Seokjin one last squeeze before they turn and make their way back to the house.

~~

The evening gets off to quite a good start.

Seokjin makes quick work of pulling Namjoon aside to inform him of the broad strokes of his discussion with Taehyung and Hoseok. They don’t have much time to get into specifics, but he makes sure to let him know that they have a plan in the works and that he will be making a more thorough assessment tomorrow.

Namjoon takes the news with a few solemn nods, obviously not pleased but agreeing to put a pin in it for the time being. It does leave him even more eager to get back to Yoongi, so they separate again for now.

Seokjin treats himself to a nice long shower, taking his time and giving Namjoon plenty of space to fuss over Yoongi on his own for a while. This time is important for the two of them, and he’s only too happy to make sure they get to enjoy it. On his way back to the kitchen, he passes them on their way down the hall. Namjoon has a pile of clean clothes clutched in one arm, making it fairly obvious where they're heading.

“Bath time?” Seokjin asks.

“Yeah,” Yoongi answers, smiling wide and pretty. He’s already got the permanent flush of pre-rut on him, his scent getting stronger by the day. “Bath time and then dinner?”

“Yes, I’m just going to start on that now. Are you getting hungry, darling?”

Yoongi gives this a moment of thought and then shrugs. “I can wait a little bit.”

“Are you sure?” Namjoon asks. “If you want to have a snack before our bath, we can do that.”

“Nah, it’s okay. I wanna go with you.”

Namjoon’s scent spikes at the admission and Seokjin waves them off with delight, setting off toward the kitchen to begin work on dinner.

By the time Hoseok and Taehyung are ready to leave, dinner is nearing completion and they all congregate in the kitchen to see the two of them off. Both of them are dressed impeccably with Hoseok in his best suit and Taehyung looking like a dream. His top is cut low, exposing plenty of collarbone and making an enticing display of his throat, the nearly sheer material of the shirt clinging to the rest of him perfectly. He’s all made up too, smoky eyes and red lips, with every bit of exposed skin dusted in a thin layer of shimmering gold powder, and jewelry practically dripping off of him.

Yoongi drifts toward the two of them without a moment wasted, offering his throat to Hoseok and sounding nearly breathless when he speaks, “I don’t have to scent you, but would you… Please? You look so good, Seok-ah.”

Oh, pretty baby,” Hoseok whispers, pulling Yoongi into his arms. “Thank you for the compliment. You’re gonna have a lot of fun relaxing with Joonie and Jinnie-hyung, yeah?”

Yoongi nods and then lets out a low little gasp when Hoseok starts scenting him, leaning into their embrace with a contented sigh.

While they’re busy, Taehyung gets hugs and a slew of compliments from both Namjoon and Seokjin about how lovely he looks. Namjoon attempts to scent him, but Taehyung shakes his head. “Not tonight, hyung. I’m aiming for just a little scandalous, and being properly scented by my pack alpha doesn’t really fit that bill. Love you though,” he says, pressing an apologetic couple of kisses to Namjoon’s lips.

When Taehyung finally gets his turn with Yoongi, he unclasps the jeweled choker clinging around his neck and offers himself up for scenting.

Yoongi lurches forward before stopping himself. “Are you sure? My scent is going to be strong on you. People will know I’m nearly in rut.”

“I rather think that’s the point,” Seokjin says, having a pretty good idea about exactly how scandalous Taehyung is aiming for.

Yeah, I want them to know, hyung. I’m gonna wear my big fur coat and watch their eyes bug out of their skull when I take it off and your scent rolls off of me like a damn wave. Leave a few bruises if you can, something high enough to show above the necklace – and use your teeth.”

Seokjin is close enough to Namjoon to catch the way his scent spikes at Taehyung’s words, the tiniest of rumbles starting in his chest. Probably stuck between pleased and wishing he could put his teeth on their omega. Either way, Seokjin wraps an arm around Namjoon’s back and pulls him in close to help keep him grounded.

You’re really sure?” Yoongi asks, voice strained as he leans into Taehyung’s neck, the slightest tremble running through him.

Of course. C’mon, make sure they know I’m yours. Please, alpha ,” Taehyung says, voice dripping honey as he tilts his head even farther.

That appears to be all Yoongi can take, rushing forward to clamp his teeth into Taehyung’s throat and letting out a possessive growl. Hoseok watches them closely, looking particularly satisfied with himself and likely already anticipating the evening to come. He’ll spend the entire night with a pretty omega on his arm who smells nothing like him, but instead like the unmistakable scent of rut and sweet maple.

A little scandalous doesn’t even begin to cover it. They’ll be a hot topic in the evening’s gossip, without a doubt.

Taehyung makes soft little whines and encourages Yoongi to bite harder with whispered words that Seokjin can imagine, but can’t actually make out at this distance. Probably for the best, with how warm Namjoon’s scent has gone already. They still need to eat dinner soon, after all.

Once Taehyung is adequately bruised and the final goodbyes have been said, Hoseok leads the two of them out of the house, leaving Namjoon, Yoongi, and Seokjin standing in the foyer. There’s only a few moments of silence before a little whine escapes Yoongi.

You okay, pup?” Namjoon asks, crowding up close to him right away.

M’good, just…” Yoongi lets out a sigh. “Now none of our omegas are here.”

Seokjin can’t help the way his heart lurches in his chest. This is going to be a difficult rut for poor Yoongi-yah, who’s had all of his mates present for every rut since their pack had first formed – and it won’t just be him suffering. Taehyung will feel their absence too, though thankfully not as painfully as he had during his own heat. While Seokjin has some ideas about how to help alleviate their anxieties, there’s no way to take care of it all.

Still, they will do what they can.

Why don’t the two of you go relax?” Seokjin suggests. “Get the live feed pulled up so you can check on Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah while I finish dinner? Then we can all eat and find something to do together.”

It doesn’t take much convincing. At the mere mention of the live feed, Yoongi perks up and follows Namjoon out to the living room.

 

Notes:

Poor Tae just wants to help so bad! ( ; ω ; )

See you Wednesday for another bonus chapter. It's going to be the last one for a little bit, but in the future I'll probably start putting out bonus chapters every few weeks instead of in one big block like this.

Either way, prepare for plenty of adorable pre-rut Yoongi and some spice ;D

Chapter 40: Feeling Soft

Notes:

It's been a minute since we had a smut heavy chapter, but we're back at it today ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi feels… a lot of things right now, but at the same time it’s like they’re all a lot further away than usual, as if he’s thinking through some sort of hazy filter. He’s embarrassingly floaty already, pre-rut slamming into him every bit as brutally as it always has.

He’s never been one of those alphas like Hoseok, who experiences a slow, gradual build toward his rut. If Hoseok shifts by inches, Yoongi shifts by miles. In the space of a couple hours yesterday he’d gone from feeling mostly like himself, to a mushy, needy mess – and as much as he knows he’ll be ashamed about it later, it’s nearly impossible to summon up those feelings right now.

He’s far too busy feeling good to bother dwelling on whether or not he should.

Namjoon has been all over him since he and Seokjin-hyung got home, pressing warm against his side, or wrapping an arm around his back, always touching him. They even take a bath together, something Yoongi rarely does on his own, let alone with company.

Part of him wonders why he doesn’t, because it feels so nice with his back pressed to Namjoon’s chest as they soak in relative silence. Namjoon works his hands over every inch of him – rubbing shampoo into his hair and running a washcloth over his skin. It leaves Yoongi feeling almost like he’s floating, eager for every touch and so, so happy when Namjoon finally pulls him closer and kisses him, slow and thorough.

He whines when it’s time to get out, even as he submits himself happily to Namjoon’s next round of fussing, accepting the way he wraps Yoongi in a big fluffy towel and dries his hair for him. As soon as he's been toweled off Namjoon is kissing him again, crowding him up against the bathroom counter and cradling his face like he’s made of glass.

It’s a while before they get dressed.

Namjoon takes every opportunity to kiss Yoongi breathless, spending time brushing his hair for him and applying lotion to his skin (the good stuff – Yoongi recognizes the very faint scent as one that Hoseok uses).

“Felt nice,” Yoongi whispers as Namjoon finishes applying lotion to his shoulders. “Thank you.”

“I’d do this every day if you’d let me,” Namjoon answers, looking at him with so much adoration that Yoongi can feel himself blush. “Love it when you let me take care of you.”

Namjoon starts to work on toweling himself off now, even though he’s already pretty dry from how long he’s spent on Yoongi. When he casts his towel aside and reaches for his clothes, Yoongi tilts his head in confusion. (And not just because Namjoon looks so good like this, warm and handsome with all that tan skin on display, leaving Yoongi with the aching desire to touch.)

Focus.

“What about you?” Yoongi asks.

“What do you mean, pup?”

Yoongi grabs the bottle of lotion off the counter and holds it out to Namjoon. “What about you?” he asks again.

“Oh, that wasn’t for me, baby. That was for you.”

Even with his thoughts turned almost entirely syrupy and sweet, Yoongi still thinks that’s stupid. He looks at the bottle of lotion in his hand and then back at Namjoon. “Let me?”

Namjoon steps forward into Yoongi’s space again, still naked and so fucking gorgeous that it isn’t even fair. “You don’t have to do that,” he whispers, leaning in and claiming Yoongi’s lips in another searing kiss, long enough to make his thoughts go fuzzy.

When they break away again, Yoongi just stares dumbly back at Namjoon, half wishing it was bedtime so they could just get cuddled up together where they won’t have to move away for hours. He almost says as much, before he feels the weight of the lotion bottle still in his hand and remembers what they were talking about.

“Let me?” Yoongi asks again, voice a little weaker now. Namjoon smiles in response, leaning in for another kiss, but Yoongi stops him with a hand on his chest. “No. S’not playing fair when you do that.”

“Don’t want to play fair. Just wanna spoil you.”

“Then let me?”

Namjoon gives this a moment of thought, pretty pink tongue peeking out to wet his lips. Yoongi tries not to follow the motion, but it's impossible to ignore. He wants Namjoon’s mouth on him, his hands…

All of him. He wants all of him, desire swelling in his chest almost rhythmically, likes waves lapping at the shore – threatening to overwhelm and then receding back to something more manageable.

“Alright, pup,” Namjoon says. “Anything you want.”

Yoongi feels a smile spread across his face, excited at the prospect of getting to return some of the care Namjoon has been giving to him.

He takes his time, just like Namjoon did for him, pausing for kisses at every opportunity. They’re both hard by the end. Maybe they were the whole time… It’s difficult to say. Pre-rut always leaves Yoongi’s desire in a sort of fluid state – nothing like the desperation that comes once his rut actually hits. What he wants when he feels like this is attention, sexual or not. It all feels good.

So when Yoongi finally goes to reach for his clothes and Namjoon stops him with a gentle, “Would you like help with that?” while looking at Yoongi’s obvious erection, he actually takes a moment to think it over.

Namjoon touching him sounds good, of course – but he also knows Taehyung and Hoseok are leaving soon and he wants to try and see them as much as he can first.

Yoongi shakes his head. “Wanna see the others.”

“Alright, let’s go find them then,” Namjoon answers, smiling warmly and helping Yoongi into his clothes (even though he’s perfectly capable of doing it himself).

It’s hard to say goodbye to Taehyung and Hoseok when they both look so incredible, and Yoongi knows it isn’t for him. Rationally, he's sure they’re going to have fun, and he’s excited for them – but the alpha part of him just wants to drag them into Taehyung’s nest and keep them all to himself.

Having Hoseok’s scent on him helps, and so does getting to mark up Taehyung until one side of his neck is just a pretty collection of bite marks and bruises, Yoongi’s pre-rut scent so thick around their omega that everyone is going to know what he’s coming home to.

Taehyung sighs and gasps and whispers little encouragements every time Yoongi thinks he’s probably done enough to stake his claim. Low whines of, “Feels so good, alpha,” or “Please don’t stop, hyung,” that have Yoongi sinking his teeth into him again and again. Finally, when Taehyung is satisfied, he pulls back only to lean back in for a kiss, pupils blown wide with desire and his maple scent gone positively sweet. “Thank you, alpha.”

“You’re terrible,” Yoongi mumbles, even as he squeezes Taehyung close.

“You love me.”

“I do. So much.”

“Love you too, hyung. Gotta go show off your scent and get a bunch of rich people clutching their pearls, but we’ll see you soon, okay?”

Yoongi does eventually let them go.

He feels lost the second the front door closes behind them, suddenly struck by the fact that not only are Jimin and Jungkook not here, but now Taehyung has gone as well. It’s enough to have him whining, but then Namjoon is all over him again, ushering him out to the living room for more cuddles while Jin finishes dinner.

Even the mention of food has his mouth watering. He’s definitely ready to eat again.

Namjoon watches the live feed with him until dinner. Well, they don’t watch the whole time, but Yoongi looks at it every few minutes just to help comfort the little bursts of anxiety at missing his mates. Jimin isn’t home, but Jungkook is at their kitchen table surrounded by textbooks, laptop open and set off to one side while he works. (He's put Namjoon's hoodie back on too, something that pleases both Yoongi and Namjoon.)

Seokjin-hyung goes a little over the top with dinner. He cooks up a big juicy steak for each of them and makes tons of side dishes, but Yoongi is definitely not complaining – especially when he gets the biggest steak of the three on his plate. Everything is delicious, and he keeps eating long after Namjoon and Jin have finished, taking seconds and even thirds of some of the sides.

They both encourage him to take his fill, Jin smiling proudly as he watches Yoongi dish up his final plate.

Once he’s full enough to verge on uncomfortable, Namjoon offers to take care of cleaning up so that Jin can lead Yoongi back to the living room for more cuddles. Yoongi has to be careful about the positioning with how stuffed he is, ending up lying down with Jin behind him making soft contented hums and pressing little kisses into his neck and shoulders.

He’s eaten enough that there is a slight swell to his belly from how full he is. It’s a little embarrassing in Yoongi’s opinion, but Seokjin seems to love it, one hand resting over the tiny bump and then beginning to rub it in slow circles.

Yoongi blushes and reaches down to bat at Jin’s hands. “You don’t have to rub my tummy like I’m a kid,” he whines, even though he’s hardly trying at all to get away from the sensation.

“Don’t you like it, darling?” Jin asks, not sounding the least bit bothered by Yoongi’s words or the half hearted attempts to stop him. “Doesn’t it feel nice?”

It does. Of course it does. Everything feels nice right now when he’s all full and warm… and maybe having his belly rubbed feels really good even without all of that. Something about the soothing, repetitive motion makes him feel a little like melting into a puddle of goo.

Defeated, Yoongi drops his hands back to his sides and relaxes even further into Jin’s embrace. “Feels nice,” he admits.

“Perfect. Then let me enjoy it too, hmm? It’s only right I get to reap the benefits, since I was the one who filled you up so well.”

Filled you up so well.

Something in Yoongi’s brain short circuits at the words and he’s thankful he doesn’t have to say anything back right now – that he can just enjoy Jin’s hands on him while his mind drifts to all the other ways he might like to be filled up.

~~

Yoongi doesn’t end up having to wait all that long to get filled up in some of those other ways.

Once Namjoon finishes in the kitchen, Jin and Yoongi make room for him on the couch and the three of them watch TV together for a while. It gives his stomach some time to settle after so much food, taking him from completely stuffed to something more comfortable and sated. They still peek at the live feed every now and then, Yoongi making a pleased little hum when Jimin finally returns home from work and pulls Jungkook away from his homework.

The two omegas chat in the kitchen, at least until Jimin crowds Jungkook back against the counter and kisses him so thorough that it leaves Yoongi almost aching – though for what, he’s not exactly sure. There’s definitely something appealing about seeing Jimin be so forward. He always is with Jungkook, easily stepping into his space and either taking what he wants, or shamelessly asking for it. It’s almost like a preview of what the rest of them could look forward to if they can manage to get Jimin out of his shell.

Maybe even for his next rut.

He tries not to dwell on that thought, but it’s impossible when he wants so much. They’ve spent enough time together that he has ideas about what it might be like, Jimin finally feeling secure enough to tease just as much as Taehyung does, whining and pouting to get what he wants. God, and Jungkook is going to be a handful too, already so open and eager now, that it’s easy to imagine him just as eager to get into Yoongi’s space.

They’ll have scented properly by then, so he’ll be able to mark them up – all three of them. Three pretty omegas covered in his bite marks and swollen with–

“Your scent is going so sweet, Yoongi-yah,” Jin says, voice a little teasing as he noses his way down Yoongi’s neck. “Tell hyung what you’re thinking about?”

“I was…” Yoongi glances down at the tablet in his hands and sees that Jimin and Jungkook have left the view of the cameras – maybe even gone to the bedroom. Either way, he has enough shame left in him to not want to describe exactly where his thoughts had wandered. “Taehyung-ah is at that party right now smelling like mine,” he says instead.

Not a complete lie. He’s thought about that too, Taehyung looking so pretty and untouchable on Hoseok’s arm, playing the part of a sweet little omega with his neck almost entirely covered by bruises in the shape of Yoongi’s teeth.

This seems to get Namjoon’s attention too, reaching out from where he’s sitting beside Jin on the couch and carding fingers through Yoongi’s ginger hair. “It’s a good thought, isn’t it pup? Everyone there knowing exactly what he’ll be coming home to, imagining how pretty he’ll look once he’s naked and presenting for you?”

Yoongi whines.

“Love, you’re getting him all riled up,” Jin says, the comment not sounding even a little like a complaint. “At this rate, we’ll have to take him to bed.”

Bed with both of them? Yes. Yesyesyesyes–

“Wanna,” Yoongi says, voice cracking as his scent goes even thicker in the air. “Please?”

He can feel Jin smile against his neck, lips brushing skin as he says, “I think that can be arranged.”

Namjoon scoops Yoongi into his arms and carries him upstairs, Jin lagging just a few moments behind after turning off everything in the living room. Yoongi wraps his arms around Namjoon’s neck, pressing his lips to every exposed bit of throat he can reach and listening to each little involuntary growl that starts in his alpha’s chest.

“Pretty little tease,” Namjoon whispers, pausing at the top of the stairs and leaning down for a kiss. It’s gentle all the way up until he nips at Yoongi’s lip, drawing out a shaky whine. “Gonna make you feel so good, pup. You want that, don’t you?”

“Yes.” Yoongi looks up at Namjoon, feeling dazed with want already. “Please, want you to touch me. Wanna–”

“Begging before we’ve even gotten him to bed? Cruel, Joon-ah,” Jin says, reaching out to cup Yoongi’s cheek. “Is he teasing you, darling?”

Yoongi nods.

“Poor thing. Come on, let’s get you to bed, love.”

Namjoon huffs out a laugh, looking down fondly at Yoongi. “I hardly think I’m the tease here, but sure. Let’s get you all laid out where we can have a proper look at you.”

In the bedroom, they do just that. Jin pulls the blankets back and Namjoon sets Yoongi down on the bed, the two of them taking their time to climb up and tug him near the center of the mattress. They lay him out right there and kneel over him, looking entirely pleased with themselves and exchanging one of those quick series of looks that means they’ve basically had an entire conversation without him. When they look back down at him, they’re both smiling.

It would probably make him nervous if he wasn’t in pre-rut and just so desperate to have their hands on him. Desperate enough that he lets out a little whine when they don’t touch him right away.

“Oh, poor baby,” Jin coos, setting a hand on Yoongi’s thigh. “You’re ready to get started, huh?”

Please,” Yoongi breathes.

“Eyes here, pup,” Namjoon says, resting his hand on Yoongi’s other thigh. “Can you tell me if there’s anything you don’t want right now?”

Yoongi shakes his head. “Anything you want, just please?”

“I want to give you too much,” Namjoon says. “Wanna spoil you – take you apart nice and slow, and tell you how lovely you are the whole time. Want to keep going until you’re crying and feel so good you don’t know what to do with it, and then I want to give you more.”

Fuck. Yoongi wants that, feels himself nodding almost before Namjoon has finished speaking. “You can do that,” he answers, voice shaking. “I want to.”

“Yeah? Do you think you can cum more than once for us, or do you need me to make sure you last?”

“I can,” Yoongi answers. He knows he’s deep enough into pre-rut that there won’t be any stopping him. “More than once. I’ll…” He trails off, feeling a little wave of embarrassment wash over him. It’s one thing to know how little it’s going to take to send him over the edge, but saying it out loud is another ordeal entirely.

“You’ll what, darling?” Jin asks, fingers trailing absentmindedly over Yoongi’s thigh.

“No need to be shy, Yoongi. Tell us what you were going to say.”

It’s too late to pretend it was nothing. They can both see right through him.

“I… It’s… M’gonna be easy,” Yoongi eventually manages, cheeks burning as he tries to roll over and bury his face in his hands.

“Ah ah, no hiding, love,” Jin says, one hand gripping Yoongi’s shoulder to keep him from rolling over.

Namjoon’s scent spikes hard, so thick and warm in the air that Yoongi’s thoughts go syrupy slow the second it hits his nose.

He still manages to cover his face – for a few seconds at least.

“Pretty little thing,” Namjoon coos, reaching up to gently wrap his hands around Yoongi’s wrists. He doesn’t pull hard, just a tiny bit of pressure while his thumbs rub over the skin. “There’s nothing to be embarrassed about. You think your alpha doesn’t love you easy, baby? It’s my favorite when you’re sensitive like this, when you cry and beg all sweet while I make you cum over and over. Don’t you like that too?”

What slips out of Yoongi’s mouth is something between a groan and a whimper, still too embarrassed to let them see how red his face probably is.

Namjoon leans down, bringing that spicy sweet scent close enough that it makes Yoongi’s mouth water. “Come on, pup. Can’t touch you until you let me see your pretty face.”

It takes a couple of seconds for the words to process. He wants Namjoon and Jin to touch him now – wants to be done talking so they can get back to kissing like out in the hallway – even if it means letting them see how red he is.

Yoongi lets Namjoon pull his hands down.

“There you go. Being so good for me.”

The whine Yoongi lets out at the praise is cut short by Namjoon’s lips on his, hot and demanding. It’s a mess of tongue and teeth and desperation so thick that Yoongi can practically taste it when Namjoon licks into his mouth. All thoughts of being embarrassed are shoved right out of his head by the immediate reward for his compliance.

He tries to chase the kiss when Namjoon pulls away, but again Jin’s hands keep him in place.

“Eager little thing, aren’t you?” Jin asks, smiling fondly down at him and looking shockingly unaffected compared to how frayed Yoongi already feels. “Why don’t we get you out of these clothes?”

Namjoon nods his approval and then quite suddenly, they both get their hands on Yoongi.

It doesn’t take them long to strip him bare. After his bath, he’d just gotten right back into another soft pair of pajamas, unable to tolerate anything more restrictive than that. His underwear comes off last, tugged down his legs in one swift motion by Jin, while Yoongi is left hissing at the feeling of being exposed to the cool air.

Jin grins at the sight, pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s hip. “Oh, look how wet he is, Joon-ah.”

A faint rumble starts in Namjoon’s chest again as he slowly rakes his eyes over the entire length of Yoongi’s body. It’s enough to make Yoongi want to reach down and cover himself, but he’s already seen how that ends. Plus, he likes the way Namjoon can barely hold back a growl at the sight of him, even if the sound does send another round of precum leaking from the tip of his dick down onto his stomach.

“God, you’re literally dripping for us, pup,” Namjoon says with something like awe in his voice. “Already on edge and we’ve hardly even touched you. Perfect.”

“Would you like him?” Jin asks, eyes on Namjoon.

“Just for the first one,” Namjoon answers, eyes scanning the bed before landing back on Yoongi. “Gonna move us. Let me take care of everything.”

Yoongi lets himself be tugged and rearranged, more than willing to move if it means that someone is finally going to touch him for more than a few seconds at a time. They end up closer to the top of the bed, with Namjoon leaning back against the pillows and Yoongi reclining between his spread legs, back to Namjoon’s chest. He’s left facing Jin, who is still completely clothed and looking entirely unbothered, but definitely interested. (He winks when he catches Yoongi’s eye, following it with a knowing grin.)

Yoongi would smile back, but the second he feels Namjoon mouthing at his scent gland, he's letting out a shaky breath while his eyes slip shut. One of Namjoon’s hands grips firmly at his hip and it’s enough to have him letting out a little gasp, already hoping for more.

“Fuck, I’m barely even touching you,” Namjoon whispers, dragging his hand up Yoongi’s chest to thumb at a nipple. Even the light touch feels electric enough to make Yoongi tremble, arching his chest into the touch. “Already shaking for me. You’re perfect like this, desperate and needy and so, so gorgeous.”

“Joon, please.”

“You said you were going to be easy, didn’t you? I want to know how easy. You think I can make you cum just like this?” Namjoon pinches gently at Yoongi’s nipple now, reaching down with his other hand to brush a couple of fingers up the length of Yoongi’s cock.

The touch is soft, just enough pressure for him to feel how easily Namjoon’s fingers slide through the slippery mess of precum he’s made. There’s no reason it should send him reeling, but it does. It feels somehow overwhelming, hot and slick and far too sensitive, especially when Namjoon’s other hand is still toying with his nipple.

“Fuck, I –” Yoongi cuts himself off with a whine as Namjoon’s thumb rubs over the very tip of him. “I don’t know. Please.”

“You don’t know? How about this then?” Namjoon wraps his fingers around Yoongi’s cock and starts to rub his thumb over the head in slow, slippery swipes.

He’s made such a mess of himself that the slide is ridiculously easy, just a smooth, wet glide that leaves him feeling almost dirty. Namjoon keeps the pressure light, but it’s still enough to make Yoongi gasp, hands scrambling for purchase and ending up fisted in the fabric of Namjoon’s pants. He’s feeling hot already, warmth pooling in his belly as he fights the urge to thrash.

“Can feel you starting to twitch.” Namjoon’s hand gives one gentle squeeze, and Yoongi is left choking off a moan. “Leaking even more for me. Is that good, baby?”

“S’good,” Yoongi whines. “Good, Joon – Please.”

Namjoon’s teeth graze Yoongi’s neck – not a nip, but enough to make him almost crave one. “Wanna try again, pup? Who’s making you feel good?”

What does Namjoon want?

Yoongi tries to think but it’s hard with Namjoon’s hands still on him, rubbing wet little circles around the head of his cock that leave him feeling like his whole brain has been dipped in honey. He cracks his eyes open, the blurry outline of Jin slowly coming into focus, though he doesn’t offer any help at all – just smiles back at Yoongi like he’s enjoying watching him struggle. (He probably is, to be fair.)

Eventually, Jin does throw him a bone.

“I don’t think he knows what you want, Joon-ah. Poor little thing is trying so hard, but I think you’re making him feel too good to think.”

“Is that true?” Namjoon asks, nipping gently at Yoongi’s jaw. “Is your alpha making you feel good?”

Oh.

Alpha,” Yoongi whines. He’s rewarded immediately by another rough pinch to his nipple and just the tiniest increase in the pressure on his cock. “Fuck, feels so – It’s good. So good, alpha – please.”

“You’ve got him close now.” It’s Jin’s voice again, though Yoongi’s eyes have slipped too far out of focus to really see him. “You should see how wrecked he looks.”

“Is Jin right, baby? Are you close?”

Yoongi nods in quick, jerky movements. “Close – gonna…” He trails off as the pleasure starts to overwhelm him, thighs going tense and then beginning to tremble, his breath coming out in short little pants.

“Perfect. Don’t fight it, pup. Are you gonna show your alpha how easy you are right now? Gonna cum just from this?” Yoongi is too far gone to answer, left shaking in Namjoon’s arms and letting out a broken cry as his orgasm washes over him. Namjoon doesn’t stop either, just keeps touching him, coaxing him through each wave of pleasure. “There you go, baby. Fuck, you’re gorgeous like this, cumming so pretty for me. You just wait – we’re gonna give you so many more, I promise. Gonna ruin you, Yoongi.”

~~

Namjoon makes good on his promise – with plenty of help from Jin, of course.

As soon as Yoongi comes down from his first orgasm, he finds himself pulled back toward the center of the bed where they both descend on him almost like they’re afraid he’s about to run away. He’s not always sure who’s doing what, but it’s hard to care when it all feels so good. One of them is almost always kissing him, and when they aren’t, they’re mouthing at his scent gland or biting bruises into his chest instead.

Once they’ve got him worked up enough, Jin presses a trail of kisses down Yoongi’s stomach before opening his mouth and lapping a line up the side of Yoongi’s dick.

His shocked little gasp seems to get Namjoon’s attention too, and then suddenly both of them are mouthing at Yoongi’s cock. It shouldn’t feel as good as it does. Neither of them really try to make it a proper blowjob, seeming content to take turns sucking the tip into their mouths or even briefly just making out around it like it’s in their way or something.

It’s that image more than anything that eventually ends up sending him over the edge again.

“You weren’t lying,” Jin says, leaning up to cuddle into Yoongi’s side as he rides out the aftershocks of his second orgasm. “You’re definitely easy tonight. We love you like this, darling.”

“He’s right,” Namjoon agrees. “You’re perfect like this, pup. So good for us. Do you need a break?”

Yoongi takes a second to catch his breath before he can even begin to process the conversation, but they wait patiently for him all the same, cuddled into either side of him, petting at his hair or rubbing tiny circles into his hip. It’s when he realizes that they aren’t trying to rile him back up that he finally snaps back to attention.

The first thing he notices is that the two of them are still wearing all their clothes. He catches Jin’s eye and quirks his head, voice coming out ragged as he asks, “Are you guys gonna get undressed?” Jin just smiles back at him and flicks his chin toward Namjoon, Yoongi following the motion to find Namjoon looking like he’s waiting for something. “Sorry, did I miss something?”

“Do you need a break?” Namjoon asks, leaning in to press a soft kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “Anything uncomfortable?”

Yoongi shakes his head, eager to move on, but after another second or two of thought he realizes how dry his throat is. “Maybe a little water?”

“Good pup,” Namjoon says, rolling away to grab a water bottle from the nightstand. The praise goes right to Yoongi’s head, making his cheeks feel warm as he smiles.

Once they’ve all had a drink, Jin reaches out and tips Yoongi’s chin up to look at him. “Do you need anything else, darling?”

“No, hyung. Just want you to keep touching me,” Yoongi answers, lashes fluttering when he feels one of Namjoon’s hands on his hip. “Please?”

Yoongi ends up losing track of how many times they make him cum. Namjoon must force at least three orgasms out of him with his fingers alone, and that’s before Jin nestles a plug inside of him and lubes up his thighs to fuck between them. Yoongi is already crying with overstimulation by this point, barely taking in all the filthy praise that Jin rains down on him.

“Still so easy even after all of this. You’re beautiful, darling. Letting us ruin you while you make a mess of yourself.”

All he can do is whine as the words wash over him, trying in broken half sentences to tell them how much he loves this – loves them. Even those attempts don’t last long once his mouth is busy with Namjoon’s cock. It’s hardly even a blowjob. He’s far too wrecked to do much more than let Namjoon thrust shallowly into his mouth while he whines and pants and drools.

It’s messy, but neither of them seem to mind.

By the end, Yoongi is as ruined as Namjoon promised, whining and babbling incoherently as the alpha fucks into him from behind. He’s kneeling, held up by Namjoon over Jin’s outstretched legs so the beta can have a front row seat to watch Yoongi come apart at the seams.

Yoongi is crying, but he has been for a while. He just feels so good – warm and wet and open, floating between one orgasm and the next. It’s hard to tell where one ends and the next one starts, especially with Namjoon buried so deep inside of him and Jin’s hands working leisurely over his dick. As if that wasn’t enough, he’s just starting to feel the slightest swell of Namjoon’s knot up against his rim.

Yes. Yes, yes, yes, he wants that so bad.

“Kno’me,” he slurs, words sounding jumbled even to his own ears. He swallows and tries again. “Please, alpha. Knot.”

Jin laughs, and it shouldn’t be hot but the sound has Yoongi whimpering.

“Is that what you need, baby?” Namjoon says, nipping at Yoongi’s neck. “Need your alpha to knot you?”

“Need it…” Yoongi echoes.

“Look here, love,” Jin says, reaching one hand up to cup Yoongi’s cheek while the other keeps working in slow motions over his cock. “Come on, look at me, Yoongi-yah.”

It takes a moment to bring Jin into focus, and he has to blink tears out of his eyes just to be able to make out the mischievous look on his mate’s face. “Hyung?”

Jin smirks as he asks, “There you go. Tell me, are you far enough along that you’re thinking about pups, baby? Want Joon-ah to breed you up? Get you filled to the brim?”

Yoongi flushes bright red at the words, squeezing his eyes shut. He wasn’t thinking about it before, but he is now, and he wants so badly it almost hurts. “Hyung, I can’t – ah, fuck please – It… It won’t work.”

“Do you want me to try, baby?” Namjoon asks, voice innocent like he’s not exploiting Yoongi’s biggest kink. “Want me to fill you up so good it might just take?”

Oh god, he can’t handle this. Yoongi usually manages to keep this particular kink under wraps, but every time his rut hits it comes out in full force. His skin is practically buzzing, body full of liquid warmth – and yet all he can think about is how pretty he’d be with his belly all swollen, so full of cum that it would look like he’s pregnant already.

Namjoon bites a harsh mark into Yoongi’s neck. “Can feel you getting tighter. Thought you wanted a knot, baby. How is your alpha supposed to breed you full if you don’t open up for me?”

Yoongi lets out a sob and tries to loosen up, doing his best to meet Namjoon’s thrusts. “Please, alpha. Wan’it – want… please.”

“That’s it. Take it all for me.” Namjoon lets out a moan as he bottoms out, every little bit of him stuffed inside. “Fuck, there you go. So easy for me – perfect, Yoongi.”

Apparently, he’s the only one who’s lost the ability to tell when he’s cumming.

“Oh, he’s close again, Joon-ah,” Jin says, amused. “Give it to him slow so he can feel it.”

“Yeah? Is Jin-hyung right, pup? Are you gonna cum for me again?”

“Alpha, please… Don’t know if I – fuck,” Yoongi whines, incapable of stringing together a proper sentence when everything feels so fucking good.

“I know you can, pup. You can give me one more. You wanna feel it, right? Wanna feel when your alpha knots you, baby?” Namjoon’s pace relaxes as he grinds his hips into Yoongi on every thrust, so deep and agonizingly slow that he can feel exactly when Namjoon’s knot actually pops, starting to swell inside of him until he feels like there’s no room left, and then that first burst of cum filling him up all hot and wet

Fuck, nevermind he can definitely tell he’s cumming again now.

One of them is saying something, but Yoongi is too far gone to make out even a word of it, trembling on Namjoon’s knot and sobbing as he’s filled to the brim. Jin strokes him through his whole orgasm. It feels like it goes on forever, one wave rolling into the next, and then the next until he’s completely wrung out.

He either blacks out or just goes so floaty that he loses himself, because when he comes to again, Jin has him in the bathroom.

It looks like Jin has put on a pair of pajama pants but Yoongi is still naked, sitting on a towel on the counter while Jin works a warm washcloth over his skin. The motions are gentle, soothing enough that he isn’t surprised it took him a while to come to. He glances around the room, but he doesn’t see Namjoon.

It makes a pit form in his stomach almost immediately.

“Are you back with me, love?” Jin asks, reaching up to cup Yoongi’s cheek.

“Mhmm,” Yoongi hums, leaning into the touch and feeling his worry ease a little with how calm Jin sounds. “Where’s Joon?”

“Just changing the sheets before bed. You may be shocked to learn that we made a bit of a mess.”

Yoongi looks down at his body, but it looks like he’s been wiped clean. “Was I messy?”

“Delightfully so,” Jin answers, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to Yoongi’s lips. “However, I think I’ve handled the worst of it. Are you ready for sleep?”

Yoongi nods, slow and syrupy, and allows Jin to pick him up and carry him back to the bedroom where Namjoon is waiting on the clean bed for them.

“Was just about to come check on you,” Namjoon says, lifting the covers to make room for them. Jin deposits Yoongi on the bed and climbs in behind him when Namjoon pulls him close, tilting Yoongi’s face up so he can kiss him. “How’s my baby?”

“M’good,” Yoongi answers, cuddling in closer. “Took good care of me.”

“Yeah? Nothing hurts?”

Yoongi shakes his head. “No. Feels good – really good.”

“I’m so glad, pup. You were perfect for us, so sweet and beautiful, letting us take care of you like you deserve. You ready for sleep?”

Yoongi smiles at the praise and tucks his head against Namjoon’s chest with a happy little sigh. “Yeah, m’ready to sleep. Love you both so much.”

Notes:

See you Sunday for a return to all of the plot we're currently working our way through (。^▽^)

Chapter 41: Checking In

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Chapter Text

Seokjin’s morning is busy to say the least.

He wakes well before anyone else, Yoongi still fast asleep between him and Namjoon and smelling even stronger than yesterday. His rut will hit tomorrow, judging by the progression of his scent at least – which means that Taehyung still has time to go see Jimin and Jungkook first.

And so does Seokjin.

While he’d like to pretend it’s entirely for the benefit of the others, he is admittedly a little worried about their well-being himself. Jimin’s certainty that Jungkook will be alright is reassuring, but they are essentially part of the pack by this point, at least as far as he's concerned – and Seokjin takes care of his pack mates. He’ll feel better once he’s made his own assessment of their condition.

First things first, he has breakfast to prepare. Normally if he was planning breakfast in bed, he would opt for something light, but with pre-rut still sending Yoongi’s appetite through the roof, he decides on something a little more hearty.

Hoseok finds his way to the kitchen midway through the cooking process, staying to help with cleanup along the way and eagerly telling stories about the party last night. Apparently, Taehyung was every bit as scandalous as he was aiming for. Everyone was talking about the pretty little omega with the sharp tongue and massive budget, who smelled like he’d left his mate mid-rut just to come to the auction with another alpha.

“I’m sure you were the topic of some gossip yourself,” Seokjin says. “Hard not to be when you’ve got Taehyung-ah on your arm.”

“Oh, I’m sure I raised a few eyebrows. Spent the whole evening pretending to be completely boring and entirely whipped – though that last bit didn’t require too much acting.” Hoseok lets out a dreamy little sigh that trails off into a chuckle as he washes the pan Seokjin passes to him. “Hard not to bend to his every whim when he smells like a dream and looks like that.”

Taehyung’s voice suddenly rings out from right behind them, “Aww, sweet of you to say, hyung.”

Seokjin doesn’t jump. It’s less that he isn’t surprised, and more that Taehyung has trained most of his jump response out of him through the years. He’s been sneaked up on so many times now that it would be impossible to keep count, and not flinching helps to make people think he’s more dangerous than he really is. (The ability to bluff is very important when your combat capabilities are on par with that of a particularly wet noodle.)

Hoseok doesn’t jump either, but he may have actually heard Taehyung coming.

“Good morning, darling. Did you have fun last night?”

“So much fun. I got you a new painting, and something for Joonie-hyung too,” Taehyung answers, sliding up behind Seokjin and wrapping his arms around him, peering over his shoulder at the stove. “Looks good, hyung.”

“It will be. Just a few minutes now. And thank you for the gift. I’ll look forward to seeing it, but for now would you two like to join us for breakfast in bed?”

“Is that where Yoongi-hyung is?”

“Yes, probably still cuddled up with Joon-ah.”

“I’m gonna go see him,” Taehyung says, letting go of Seokjin. “Get some cuddles in before you come up with the food.”

With that, Taehyung scampers out of the kitchen and races up the stairs. Luckily, Hoseok stays to help Seokjin with the tail end of his preparations and the arduous task of bringing all of the food upstairs and getting everything organized once they reach the bedroom.

They make use of both bedside tables and a collection of trays dug out from the bedroom closet. (This isn’t the first time they’ve had a meal in bed like this, and it won’t be the last. Best to be prepared.) They don’t even bother giving Yoongi a tray, not with how eager everyone is to feed him and the way he’s still half asleep, looking a bit dazed and completely fond of the way Taehyung curls around his side.

It’s good to have the five of them together again before Taehyung leaves for the day. Yoongi is practically glowing with all of them surrounding him, blushing as he’s offered bites of food from everyone and letting obvious delight wash over him at every taste. He keeps one arm wrapped around Taehyung through the whole meal, and pulls him into his arms the moment they’ve all finished eating.

Definitely getting closer to his rut.

Namjoon knows it too, if the way he coos at the two of them and prompts them to scent is any indication. It’s easy enough for Seokjin to confirm his own assessment of the progression with Namjoon’s in a few shared glances – both of them agreeing without words that there’s more than enough time for Taehyung to have his sleepover with Jimin and Jungkook.

~~

With breakfast wrapped up and a good amount of cuddling achieved in the bed, it’s time for Seokjin to begin cleanup. His intention is to send Yoongi and Taehyung off for a bath together, but before he can suggest as much, Yoongi leans in to whisper to him, “Hyung, can I talk to you alone for a minute?”

Seokjin pivots immediately, nodding to Yoongi and then sending each one of the others downstairs with an armful of dishes and a promise to meet up in the living room shortly. One carefully raised brow has Namjoon assisting in no time, ushering Taehyung and Hoseok out of the room and requesting to see whatever gift they’d gotten for him at the auction.

“Wow,” Yoongi says as they hear the voices of the other three moving down the hall. “You always do stuff like that so smoothly.”

“I do try,” Seokjin answers, smiling at the praise and opening his arms to beckon Yoongi in closer. His invitation is accepted immediately, the alpha eagerly crawling into his lap and smiling up at him like he’s hung the moon. “Oh, you’re too precious like this, smiling so pretty. Would you like to tell me what you wanted to talk about?”

“Wanted to ask you a favor.”

“Of course, anything you like, darling.”

“You’re going with Tae today, right? You’ll go up and see Min-ah and Jungkook-ah?” Yoongi nuzzles in closer as he asks, burying his face in Seokjin’s neck.

“Yes, I’m intending to take the opportunity to check on them since we won’t be able to see them again for a few days. Is there something you want me to ask them?”

Yoongi shakes his head. “No. Want you to give them some things. Or I guess… I want you to give them to Jungkook – but maybe kind of on the down low?”

That piques Seokjin’s interest right away. “Oh? What exactly are we trying to keep from Jimin-ah?”

“You saw how much he liked Joon’s hoodie. Jungkook said that Min-ah is too embarrassed to ask for something that one of us has scented, so I was thinking we could just give them something from each of us so they don’t have to ask. Jungkook-ah seemed to like the idea – even offered to help with making sure Min-ah doesn’t feel weird about it.”

Jimin had seemed quite fond of Namjoon’s hoodie while Jungkook was wearing it. The plan is very cute, and honestly Seokjin is a little surprised they all haven’t exchanged more scented items by this point. Maybe after this, it’s something they can begin to do more regularly…

“I think I can help with that. If you want to give them properly scented items and keep it a secret for any length of time, we’ll have to package them up to hide the smell. I’ve got some resealable plastic bags that will work perfectly.”

“Oh, I hadn’t thought of that.”

“That’s alright,” Seokjin assures him. Yoongi doesn’t need to know that the reason those bags are on his mind is because he will need them for his own plans as well. “How about you focus on getting the stuff together, and I’ll take care of the transport and delivery – with all of the discretion I can manage, of course.”

~~

It’s simple enough to help Yoongi put together the package. Everyone is eager to scent a couple of pieces of clothing or stuffed animals (one each from Taehyung and Hoseok), especially once Yoongi explains why he wants them.

They don’t run into a single issue until it’s Yoongi’s turn to offer up a couple of things. Seokjin and Taehyung accompany him to his room and watch him dig through his closet, feeling each piece and selecting some of his softest hoodies. Just as he’s about to touch the first one to his scent gland though, he stutters to a halt, staring down at the hoodie with uncertainty.

Taehyung steps forward immediately, especially in tune with Yoongi’s mood this close to his rut and eager to help his alpha feel better. He presses himself right up against Yoongi’s side. “Are you having second thoughts about that hoodie, hyung? It’s so soft. I bet they’ll like it a lot.”

Yoongi frowns, anxiously chewing his lower lip for a second. “What if my scent is too strong? I’m going into rut and – what if they don’t like it?”

“Of course they’re going to like it, hyung,” Taehyung says, nosing at Yoongi’s neck. “You smell so good right now, and they’re our mates – I bet they’ve been wishing they could smell you like this since we told them you were going into rut.”

Yoongi’s voice is barely above a whisper when he asks, “But what if they don’t?”

Seokjin knows what Yoongi is afraid of. He’s worried that if his scent is too strong, they will ignore his offerings in favor of the ones from the rest of the pack – that he’ll spend his whole rut watching them enjoy everyone’s scent but his. That rejection would sting particularly hard when he is already going to be missing them.

Of course, that is very unlikely – but this close to his rut, Yoongi isn’t exactly operating on logic.

Seokjin steps closer now too, wrapping an arm around Yoongi’s shoulder and pressing a kiss to his temple. He can help. “I’m sure Taehyung-ah is right – that they will adore your scent just as much as we do – but perhaps you could provide them with some more lightly scented things as well. Do you think that might help?”

“They won’t even want to touch them once they catch a whiff of you like this,” Taehyung says. “I can prove it to you before they even open the stuff we’re sending. You can scent me real good before we leave, and then just watch the way they react once I get to their apartment. They’re gonna be all over me, hyung. You’ll see.”

This pulls a rumble out of Yoongi’s chest, though it ends on more of a whine as he drops the hoodie in favor of pulling Taehyung into his arms. “Want that,” he mumbles, already licking over Taehyung’s scent gland. “Want them to like it. Want them to be all over you until the three of you smell like mine.”

“You can. I’ll make it happen for you, alpha.” Taehyung tilts his head and offers his throat, eyes catching Seokjin’s and a mischievous smile spreading across his face. “Me and Jin-hyung will take care of everything.”

~~

They arrive at Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment with Taehyung heavily scented, his thick coat only managing to contain it a little. Luckily, he’s never been particularly worried about what anyone else thinks of him, content to let Seokjin lead him up to the apartment building while ignoring all of the glances he gets from people on the street who get close enough to catch the scent.

Seokjin is confident enough in Taehyung’s plan (and Jimin and Jungkook’s response) that he’s already texted the group chat to let them know they’ll be arriving shortly.

Jimin is the one to let them into the apartment, and the reaction is both positive and immediate. His scent tips toward sweetness in an instant, pupils dilating and his eyes practically dragging over Taehyung, while whatever greeting he was about to deliver catches in his throat.

“Hey Jiminie,” Taehyung says, grinning at the reaction. “You gonna let us in? Where’s Jungkookie?”

Jimin just nods and wordlessly opens the door wider as Jungkook calls from inside, “I’m here, hyung!”

Seokjin shuts the door behind them as Taehyung makes his way to the kitchen where Jungkook is drying dishes, placing himself in perfect view of the cameras. It’s remarkably easy to see the moment Jungkook catches the scent too, head tilting for a second before he whips around to face Taehyung. Seokjin isn’t close enough to catch the shift in his scent, but he’s betting it’s every bit as sweet as Jimin’s went – especially considering the pleased look on Taehyung’s face.

“Wow,” Taehyung says, unable to hold back a giggle as he strips off his coat and drapes it over one of their kitchen chairs. “Both of you at a loss for words. That’s a hell of a reaction.”

Jungkook is the first one to step forward, likely moving without even realizing it judging by the way he catches himself halfway to Taehyung and freezes again. “Hyung, can–” His voice cracks a little and he swallows before looking at Jimin with an almost desperate expression.

Jimin nods a couple of times before stepping closer too, both of them hovering just a few feet from Taehyung, who is clearly enjoying the show. “Tae, can we… Do you want to cuddle for a minute?”

“Like right now?” Jungkook adds, taking another step forward before his eyes go wide. “We could – in the bed so it gets in the sheets.”

“Only if we turn on the camera in there,” Taehyung says. “Yoongi-hyung has himself all worried that you won’t like his pre-rut scent.”

“Not like it?” Jimin squeaks. “Are you fucking kidding me?” Apparently he's had enough waiting, stepping forward to finally close the distance and pull Taehyung into a hug.

Jungkook lets out a whine and practically leaps forward to join in on the hug as well. “Yeah, he smells so good!”

“Jin-hyung,” Taehyung calls out from between them, sounding incredibly pleased with himself. “Will you turn on the bedroom camera, please?”

Seokjin is only too happy to help, and glad for the opportunity to deposit his cargo without arousing suspicion. (The chance for a quick glance around their apartment is also quite welcome.) He leaves his tote bag full of sealed packages in their bedroom, tucked into the side of their closet that clearly belongs to Jungkook, then reaches up to power on the little camera in the corner of the bedroom.

A quick glance around the room doesn’t reveal anything out of place – nothing that would indicate that things have taken a turn for the worse. The scents that linger in the room are relatively calm, no edge of distress or anxiety, which is a relief. He’ll have to wait a bit longer to get a good read on Jimin and Jungkook themselves, but that’s alright.

He’s in no rush, and knowing that Yoongi is about to be positively preening at them wanting his scent in their bed would make any amount of waiting worth his while.

The three omegas are still huddled together when Seokjin returns to the kitchen, all three of their scents gone sweet and beautifully tangled with Yoongi’s. If only Namjoon was here, they could share the joy of knowing what Yoongi’s next rut could smell like. It’s enough to have Seokjin feeling a little dizzy with desire.

He takes a slow breath. That time will come eventually. He has to remember to enjoy these early days too, no matter how tantalizing the future might be.

“The bedroom camera is on, if you three would like?” Seokjin says.

“C’mon,” Jungkook answers immediately, already tugging Taehyung along with him. “Don’t wanna waste it.”

Jimin lingers for a moment, looking at the other two making their way down the hall, then back at Seokjin. “Hyung,” he says softly. “Are you… Do you want to…”

Oh, Jimin is worried about him feeling left out. Adorable.

Seokjin is fairly certain that an invite to the cuddle pile about to happen in their bedroom is still a little out of his reach, and it seems like Jimin is second guessing his instinct to include him as well. Though even if it wasn’t a bit too early for him to join in, he would want the three omegas to do this alone. Yoongi would love seeing Seokjin included – of course – but the appeal of just his pre-rut scent on those three is going to feel even better for him.

Jiminie, are you coming?” Taehyung’s voice calls from the bedroom.

“I believe you’re being missed, darling,” Seokjin says with a smile, reaching into his pocket and pulling out his cell phone. “I’ve got a few messages to answer. You go on ahead and I’ll be here when you three finish.”

Jimin gives a little smile and nods before scampering off to join Taehyung and Jungkook in the bedroom.

With all three omegas occupied, Seokjin finds himself with ample opportunity to snoop. He wants to. He can feel the clawing urge to begin searching for any evidence of something gone awry, but he’s very aware that he’s unlikely to find anything.

Jungkook overworking himself is already quite evident without taking in the textbooks scattered around the apartment, or the way a few of the chores have fallen behind. Their apartment is still relatively in order, and Jimin has been doing plenty of cleaning while Jungkook is busy at work or with school projects. It's just missing a few of the particular touches he's come to associate with Jungkook's cleaning.

The likelihood of finding anything of relevance to Jimin’s worries about alphas is also extremely low. Hoseok and Seokjin are in agreement about the probable cause being some sort of past traumatic experience, something that happened long before the seven of them met. And if he really is adamant to avoid even talking about it, he’s probably not keeping reminders in their apartment.

All just speculation of course, but he and Hoseok are rarely wrong when they agree about this sort of thing – and he at least feels confident in the broad strokes of his assessment.

If snooping isn’t going to be any help, perhaps he can do something more productive with the time he has before him. Those three will need at least five or ten minutes to really get the scent into their sheets, and a little extra time to scent one another after that…

More than enough time to tidy up a little and maybe prepare a snack, or at least some tea.

~~

The three of them emerge from the hallway smelling like a dream, obviously having scented one another by this point as well. While before, Yoongi’s had been the most powerful scent, now the distribution is far more equal. They’re all easy smiles and pretty flushed cheeks, and Taehyung looks incredibly pleased with himself.

Seokjin hadn’t quite made it around to making any sort of snack – far too caught up in tidying around the kitchen and doing a few dishes so that they have less to worry about when it’s time to cook tonight. He’s just finishing wiping down the counters when all three omegas return.

Jungkook glances around the kitchen before his eyes land on Seokjin. “Oh, hyung, you didn’t have to clean,” he says, a little edge of worry in his voice. “I could have done it.”

Taehyung comes to his aid right away. “Aww, it’s okay. Jin-hyung just had to kill a little time while we were busy making your whole bed smell incredible. He likes doing that sort of thing.”

Jimin wastes no time making his way back over to Seokjin now that they’re back, smiling up at him and stepping in close for a hug. “Thank you, hyung,” he says.

Seokjin wraps his arms around Jimin in turn, aware he’s being thanked for more than just tidying up their kitchen a little. “Of course, Jimin-ah. You smell lovely – all three of you.”

“We do, don’t we?” Taehyung agrees, following as Jungkook walks over to join in on the hug as well.

The four of them chat a little about their plans for the evening, and Seokjin does his best to get a more solid read on both Jimin and Jungkook. Jimin isn’t really acting very different – but then again Seokjin didn’t expect him to. If anything he was a little worried that Jimin would be wary of Taehyung after their conversation, but that doesn’t seem to be the case at all.

Jungkook on the other hand does seem a little off. It’s not extremely obvious, but the hints are there. He looks tired underneath all of his excitement to see them, and he seems just a little bit frayed and emotionally on edge, like what he really needs is to be nipped and settled down into a nest for a day of rest. A nip might be out of the question, but perhaps Taehyung and Jimin can coax him into an early bedtime… Would that simply delay the crash without any meaningful improvement? Seokjin doesn’t have enough information to be sure – he just knows he wants to help.

Unfortunately there isn’t too terribly much he can do in this moment. He needs to start thinking about heading home to look after Yoongi and entrust these two to Taehyung.

“I should start getting ready to leave, I’m afraid,” Seokjin informs them. “Did you two by chance get those items I requested?”

Taehyung tilts his head, looking confused. “What did you ask them for, hyung?”

“He asked us to scent a few things,” Jungkook says. “For Yoongi-hyung’s rut. I’ve got them bagged up in the bedroom, Jin-hyung. Gimme just a sec.”

Jungkook returns from the bedroom with a tightly tied grocery bag stuffed full that he passes to Seokjin. There’s no scent coming from it, so they must have double bagged the contents to keep the smell strong for when they’re needed. Very good.

“We just scented them a couple hours ago,” Jimin explains. “I hope it helps a little.”

“I’m sure it will. Thank you both.”

Seokjin double checks that he has everything he needs and then turns to give his final goodbyes. All three omegas are lined up, leaning back against the kitchen table and watching as he prepares to go. It’s impossible to keep the smile off his face when they look this cute together.

“Alright,” he says, stepping up to Taehyung first. “You three have fun. I’ll see you when you get home tomorrow, darling.”

“I’ll come back nice and early so Yoongi-hyung doesn’t start without me. Jungkookie can wake me up when he gets ready for work. Kiss?”

“Kiss,” Seokjin agrees, smiling as he leans down for a quick peck.

When he steps over in front of Jungkook for a hug goodbye, he gets a very pleasant surprise.

“Me too, hyung?” Jungkook asks, cheeks already flushed pink as he tilts his head up and looks at him nervously.

Seokjin smiles. “Nothing would make me happier,” he says, leaning in without another moment wasted and pressing a chaste kiss to Jungkook’s lips. He only lingers a second or two, appreciating the way Jungkook’s scent spikes all pretty and floral around them.

“Aww, that was so cute,” Taehyung says when the two of them pull away.

Jungkook smiles, still blushing. “Thank you, hyung.”

“Of course.” Seokjin steps in front of Jimin next. His cheeks are just as pink as Jungkook’s, gaze flicking from Seokjin’s eyes down to his chest and then back again. Seokjin doesn’t want to put him on the spot, but he doesn’t want him to feel left out either. Maybe something a little more private? He smiles and pulls Jimin into a hug before he whispers, “Would you like one as well, Jimin-ah? Or would you prefer just this?”

Jimin shakes his head. “Want one too,” he says softly.

Oh, this is just Seokjin’s lucky day.

He pulls back from their hug just far enough to give Jimin a little smile before leaning in for his second first kiss of the day. Again, he doesn’t linger too long – just one slow, confident press of lips before he steps back to admire the three of them again.

Taehyung is practically glowing, smile so wide and happy that Seokjin can nearly feel how pleased his mate is. This day really couldn’t be going any better.

“Well, that was a wonderful surprise,” Seokjin says, smiling at Jimin and then Jungkook. He debates more directly addressing what has just happened, but decides it might be best to simply let the act speak for itself and not treat it like too big of a deal. “I’d best be getting back to look after Yoongi-yah now. If you three end up needing anything, please don’t hesitate to call.”

“Take good care of him, hyung,” Taehyung chirps, still smiling wide. “I’ll see you in the morning.”

One last quick round of goodbyes and Seokjin is out the door, grinning and practically floating back down to the car with just how pleased he is.

He absolutely has to rub this in.

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: Got both ;-D

[Namjoon]: No way. Already?

[Jin]: Oh I absolutely did. Kissed all three of our omegas one after the other in a cute little lineup. Jungkook-ah even asked for his ;-D

[Namjoon]: Okay, maybe you were right. I might be dragging my feet a little.

*******

Taehyung wakes to gentle shaking of his shoulder and Jungkook’s voice whispering, “Morning, hyung. You ready to get up?”

Rather than respond, Tae reaches out blindly and finds Jungkook’s arm, tugging him down for cuddles. There’s not nearly enough room on the couch, and he’s pretty sure Jungkook is just kneeling on the floor and leaning over him, but that isn’t going to stop him from getting sleepy cuddles.

Jungkook just laughs and presses a kiss to his cheek. “You’re so cute when you’re sleepy, hyung.”

“S’too early,” Taehyung mumbles. “Can’t you stay?”

“Neither of us can stay, remember? I’ve got work and you have to get home for Yoongi-hyung.”

Tae groans, but cuts off the sound as he remembers why he had insisted on waking up this early. It’s basically his only chance to get Jungkook alone, and riding with him to work guarantees they have an uninterrupted chunk of time together.

He just wishes he’d gone to sleep a little earlier.

Jungkook had fallen asleep first (relatively early in the night), and neither Taehyung or Jimin had wanted to risk disturbing him when he so clearly needs the rest. They ended up hanging out in the bedroom for a while, watching a movie on Jimin’s laptop. Tae tried to talk to him about Jungkook, but basically got the same story that Namjoon-hyung had told. Jimin did say he could try talking to Jungkook if he wants, but to be prepared to get shut down.

He didn’t bother trying to bring up the text conversation with Jimin the other day. He wanted to, but he told Jimin he would wait – and he’s going to make good on that even if it makes him want to scream.

At least it had been nice to spend some time together, and cuddling is always a plus.

The second movie before bed was maybe not the best idea, but he’s got an opportunity to talk to Jungkook and he isn’t planning to waste it, no matter how tired he is.

“Okay, I’m getting up. How long do I have before we need to go?” Taehyung asks, still not letting Jungkook get up.

“If we could leave in like half an hour, that would be perfect,” Jungkook answers. “Did you and Jiminie stay up too late?”

“I went to bed before he did.”

“That’s not saying much.”

Tae lets out a sigh and finally lets Jungkook go after one final squeeze. “Yeah,” he admits. “I stayed up too late, but I’m glad you got some rest.”

“I’m sorry I wasn’t able to hang out more,” Jungkook says, giving an almost sad little half smile. “Why don’t I make it up to you by cooking you something quick to eat? You should probably have breakfast in case Yoongi-hyung is already in rut when you get back.”

“Did you eat?”

“Not very hungry,” Jungkook says with a shrug. It’s the same answer he gave last night when he only finished half his dinner, and it’s just as upsetting to Taehyung now as it was then. Jungkook is always hungry. This is practically a blinking neon sign that something is wrong. Tae wants to say as much, but he’s still half asleep, and he isn’t willing to risk screwing this up.

He just needs to wait until the car ride – give himself a chance to wake up and get his thoughts in order.

“Will you eat with me, please?” he asks, really leaning into the whole ‘cute and sleepy’ vibe to try and get his way. “Don’t wanna do it alone.”

It works like a charm.

“Sure, TaeTae. Anything you want.”

~~

Taehyung is marginally more awake by the time their ride arrives and they climb into the back seat of the vehicle together. He hadn’t honestly felt all that hungry, but it was well worth eating the small breakfast Jungkook made for them if it meant seeing him eat something too. It doesn’t hurt that Jungkook is right either – Tae will need all the help he can get if Yoongi is already going under by the time he gets home.

First, he has something else to tackle, and as soon as they’re on their way he decides to go for it.

“Jungkookie, do you think we can talk a little?”

“Sure. Is something bothering you?” Jungkook asks, sounding nervous already – more nervous than he should, to be honest. His voice comes out small when he asks, “Did I do something wrong?”

Shit. Okay, he needs to play this a lot more gently than he was planning if Jungkookie is already this worried.

“No, nothing like that,” Taehyung assures him, leaning into Jungkook’s space and wrapping his arms around him. “I’m not upset at you for anything. I’m just worried about you.”

“Oh, you don’t have to worry about me, hyung.”

“I think maybe I do.” Tae rubs at Jungkook’s back, already catching the way his scent is starting to sour and wishing there was some easy way to just fix this. “Look, I talked to Namjoon-hyung–”

“It was just a bad day,” Jungkook interrupts. “I know it probably sounded kind of bad, but I talked it over with Jiminie and everything is going to be fine.”

Taehyung lets silence hang in the air for a couple of seconds before he breaks it, voice quiet. “You mean you’re going to keep working yourself too hard?”

“It’s not that hard. I can do it. I did this last semester and it was fine.”

“I’m not saying you can’t. I just get worried seeing you work so hard when you don’t have to.”

“I do have to though,” Jungkook says, pulling away with a frown. His scent has gone sour and muted, the beginnings of tears springing up in his eyes. He blinks them away. “I made plans and I’m going to do my best to follow through. One bad day can’t ruin that.”

“Was it really just one bad day?” Taehyung asks gently. He reaches out for Jungkook’s hand, looking for some sort of contact even if Jungkook doesn’t want to hug right now. He’s left hanging for a few seconds before he feels the warmth of a hand in his, but he smiles all the same. “I promise I’m not trying to yell at you, or tell you what to do. I just see how tired and on edge you are and I want to help. You weren’t even hungry this morning, Jungkookie – that’s not like you at all.”

Jungkook stares down at their hands. “I just have to try, hyung. If it doesn’t work, then I’ll figure something out, but I’m not ready to give up.”

It’s already not working as far as Taehyung is concerned, but Jimin was right. It doesn’t look like Jungkook is willing to budge an inch, no matter how close to a nervous breakdown he seems, and Taehyung gets the impression that pushing any further will just make Jungkook shut him out.

Time to pivot.

“Okay,” Taehyung says. “If that’s what you feel like you need to do, nobody is going to stop you. As long as you know that if you need help, we’re all right here for you – me, Jiminie, and the whole pack. We all just want you happy and healthy.”

“I’m sorry I’m worrying you,” Jungkook mumbles, still not looking up from their hands. “I’ll eat more. I can do better.”

“Baby…” Taehyung lifts Jungkook’s hand up so he can brush a kiss along the tattooed knuckles, feeling a sting of guilt for putting even more pressure on Jungkook. “That’s really not the issue. I do want you to make sure you’re eating and get plenty of rest, but you’re not being bad.”

“Feels bad.” Jungkook shakes his head and gives a little squeeze to Tae’s hand. “Feels like I’m disappointing people.”

“You’re not, Jungkookie. I’m not disappointed – I’m worried. There’s a big difference between those two things. Even if you want to keep going like you are, I’m not going to be mad at you. I just felt like it was important to try to talk to you about it so that you would know I’m here for you and that I can see you struggling. I want to help however you’ll let me, no matter what that looks like, okay?”

Finally, Jungkook lifts his head and looks up at Taehyung, apprehensive but with a little glimmer of hope in his eyes. “You’re really not mad?”

Tae shakes his head. “No, I’m not mad at you, and I appreciate you talking with me even if we don’t agree.”

“Thank you. I just want to try, hyung. I have to try.”

“If that’s what you want, then I’m on board. Can I maybe make a request though?”

Jungkook looks a little apprehensive, letting out a slow, “Sure?”

“Could we maybe just check in about it in like a week? Not so that I can try and change your mind – but just so I can ask how you’re doing then and you can be expecting it?” It’s the best Taehyung can come up with now that he’s essentially left with no other option but to back down. He might need to let it go for the time being, but he is not going to sit silently by and watch things deteriorate without trying to help.

“Okay,” Jungkook agrees. “We can definitely do that. Does that mean we can be done talking about it for now?”

“Yeah, we can be done. Thank you for talking with me. Can I hug you now?”

Jungkook finally smiles at him again, leaning in immediately and wrapping his arms around Taehyung. “Yeah, as many hugs as you want, hyung. I’m gonna miss you while you’re busy, but I’m glad you get to take care of Yoongi-hyung.”

“Yeah, I’m gonna miss you too, Jungkookie.”

Even if this didn’t go exactly how he hoped, at least he has the rest of the car ride to get cuddles in before they drop Jungkook off. It doesn’t take long for his scent to drift back to its baseline, all refreshing citrus that Taehyung wishes he could bathe himself in. The quick scenting of their wrists doesn’t quite scratch the itch. Still, it’s way better than nothing at all, so he accepts it eagerly, following it with a kiss before Jungkook gets out of the car and heads to work.

~~

Taehyung can smell how close Yoongi is to his rut the second he opens their front door. It’s an almost intoxicating swirl of sweet and spicy cinnamon that has his head feeling foggy in an instant. The fact that he’s still tired probably doesn’t help. Neither does the lingering feeling of frustration that he wasn’t able to talk any sense into Jungkook at all.

Jin-hyung is there to greet Tae before he can even get his shoes all the way off. “Good morning, love,” he says, opening his arms and happily accepting the way that Taehyung practically falls into them. “You smell a bit worried – at least underneath Jungkook-ah’s scent. Are you alright?”

“Just tired. Maybe a little frustrated. I had Jungkookie ride with me to go to work and tried to talk to him about how he’s doing too much.”

“I see. Did your conversation go poorly?”

“It didn’t go at all,” Taehyung mumbles, rubbing his face into Seokjin’s scent gland and letting his tongue sneak out for a quick taste of that soothing mint. “He’s already in too deep to listen, even though it’s obvious he’s going to crash. He was upset the moment I asked, and just kept saying he had to try and make it work. I’m worried I just made him feel guilty, but I had to try, right? He wasn’t even hungry this morning, hyung. He only ate breakfast cause he wanted to feed me and I asked if he would eat too.”

Jin squeezes Taehyung tighter, lips pressing a few soothing kisses to his scent gland. “I think you did the right thing, even if it didn’t go exactly how you planned. Communication is important, even if it doesn’t always feel good, and I’m sure you let Jungkook-ah know that guilt was not your intention.”

“I did,” Tae says, starting to calm down now that Jin-hyung is here to help. If there’s anyone he trusts to tell him if he’s making the wrong decision, it’s Jin – especially about things like this. “I told him we’d support him no matter what and just asked if we could check in about it again in a week.”

“And he agreed?”

“Yeah, he did. Then we hugged and scented and he kissed me goodbye, so I don’t think he’s too upset with me at least. I just wish I had been able to convince him.”

“That isn’t your responsibility, darling. What’s important is that you expressed your worry and reminded Jungkook-ah that you care about him and will be there to offer support when he needs it. You did well and I’m very proud of you.”

Taehyung lets the praise wash over him, taking in one long, deep breath full of Jin’s cool mint scent and letting it out nice and slow – just like they’ve practiced a million times. Jin is right. He’s done everything he can do right now. “Thank you, hyung,” he says, pressing one more kiss to Jin’s scent gland before pulling back to glance toward the kitchen.

“Looking for something, darling?”

“Do you think I have time to sneak in a nap before Yoongi-hyung’s first wave hits?”

“You might be able to grab an hour or two if you go right now. Maybe best to head for the nest. He’ll be drawn to it when the time comes anyway, and finding you already there will be a lovely surprise.”

“Okay, I’m going to run up there and try to sleep for just a bit. Kiss?” Taehyung says, tilting his head up and puckering his lips.

“Kiss,” Jin agrees, leaning forward for a soft little peck before sending Tae on his way. “Best if you hurry, love. There isn’t much more time before the others realize you’re home.”

“See you soon, hyung.”

Taehyung slips upstairs without an issue. Judging by where Yoongi-hyung’s scent is the strongest, he must be in his room – probably with Namjoon and Hobi – which means that once Tae has made it up the stairs, he doesn’t have to worry about running into anyone. He takes the opportunity to go and change first, digging through his closet until he finds a pair of pajama pants and a t-shirt he stole from Yoongi.

They don’t smell like the alpha anymore, but they’re comfortable and Yoongi will probably still recognize them as his. A little consolation for the fact that Taehyung didn’t say hello when he got home.

His nest is mostly how he left it, except for a few supplies stacked outside and new blankets lining the inside. They’ve been scented, but not enough and it makes him want to tear them out of the nest. He knows they’re here to help with cleanup when Yoongi’s rut is over – just a temporary addition to be removed and washed later, but they still feel foreign and unwelcome.

Oh, maybe Jin-hyung brought… Yes!

Shoved off to one side of the room, Tae finds a laundry basket full of clothes from all five of them. Perfect. Normally, he would take his time weaving them into the nest, but he’s short on time and needs to get some sleep while he still can. Yoongi-hyung’s rut tends to peak toward the end rather than the beginning, so any rest he can get in these first couple of days will be important.

Instead of worrying too much about the specifics, he just upends the whole basket into the nest, spreads the contents out a little, and curls up for a nap.

Notes:

Poor TaeTae tried so hard! Luckily he has a few days of looking after the world's cutest alpha to look forward to ;D

Just a heads up that next Sunday's chapter might come out a little later in the day, so don't worry if you don't see it the same time as usual :)

Chapter 42: Poor Timing

Notes:

A bit more smut, since a certain someone is in rut, but that's not all :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung wakes up with his mouth already watering, completely bathed in the scent of sweet and spicy cinnamon, with Yoongi curled up against his back and mouthing at his scent gland. It takes him a few seconds to fully remember exactly what’s going on, the thick scent of rut pheromones already clouding his mind.

“Awake?” Yoongi rumbles behind him.

“M’up,” Taehyung answers, tilting his head to give Yoongi better access. “Smell so good, hyung.”

“So do you. Pretty like this too, wearing my clothes.” Yoongi gives a little nip to Taehyung’s scent gland, barely there but still enough to make him whine.

“I’ll look better out of them.”

Yoongi apparently agrees, reaching for the hem of his Tae’s t-shirt to drag it up over his head and immediately starting to touch the newly exposed skin. It almost tickles, the way Yoongi’s hands drag over his belly as they map a path up his chest.

Touching isn’t quite enough though.

“Need to see you,” Yoongi says, turning Taehyung over onto his back.

Wow, Yoongi-hyung looks so fucking good. Even without the rut pheromones swirling in the air, Tae would probably still be left speechless at the sight. Yoongi is all flushed and pretty, pupils blown wide. He’s still dressed, already hard enough that he’s straining against the fabric of his pants and looking down at Taehyung with unmistakable hunger in his eyes. He’s still not completely gone with the first wave of his rut, but that’s nothing a little pushing can’t fix.

“God, Tae, you’re so gorgeous,” Yoongi half mumbles, dragging his hands down Taehyung’s chest until he reaches the waistband of his pants. “Can I get these off you too?”

Still asking permission too. That definitely won’t do.

“You can have anything you want, alpha,” Taehyung says, fluttering his lashes and lifting his hips to help get his pants off.

Something like a growl starts up in Yoongi’s chest, but he cuts it off almost right away. “Wanna make you feel good,” he says, gently pulling Taehyung’s pants off of him and tossing them to the side. His scent spikes as he looks down at Tae laid out completely bare for him, his hands practically shaking as he reaches out to grab at Tae’s hip, almost like he can’t believe he gets to touch. “So pretty. Pretty and mine.”

Taehyung whines, feeling the first trickle of slick leave him at Yoongi’s tiny show of possessiveness. “Yours,” he agrees, half breathless already as he paws at Yoongi’s shirt. “Wanna see you too.”

Yoongi ignores the request, crawling over Taehyung and pressing a firm kiss to his lips before letting his mouth dip lower. “Smell so sweet. Already wet for me,” he says, tongue trailing over skin until he can seal his mouth over one of Taehyung’s nipples.

Tae gasps, dripping more slick as Yoongi gently works the nipple in his mouth. It’s exactly how Taehyung likes it – wet, broad strokes of tongue and the occasional scrape of teeth that leaves him feeling hot and so needy.

As though he wasn’t feeling needy enough already.

“Alpha, want you,” Taehyung whines, already desperate for Yoongi to hurry up and succumb to his rut. They can tease like this anytime. What he craves now is to see his alpha completely gone for him – and if begging won’t do it, he's pretty sure he knows what will. “Were you watching yesterday, hyung? Did you see how Jiminie and Jungkookie reacted to your scent?”

Yoongi doesn’t say anything, but a telling rumble starts in his chest even as he gives a gentle bite to Tae’s nipple.

It’s working.

“Wish you could have been there, could have seen how they both froze the second they caught your scent, stuttering all cute while they asked if I wanted to cuddle in their bed so they could get it into the sheets. If our cameras had microphones you might have been able to hear all the pretty little whines and sighs they made while we cuddled too. All three of your omegas smelling like–”

Mine,” Yoongi growls, scent tipping over into full rut as he sits up and pulls his shirt over his head.

Yes yes yes, this is going the right direction.

“Yours,” Taehyung agrees. “All three of us. Show me, alpha, please?”

Yoongi is out of his pants in record time, slotting himself back between Taehyung’s legs and pressing three fingers into his already slicked up hole with no resistance. Taehyung throws his head back in relief, but the satisfaction of the little stretch doesn’t last long. He needs Yoongi inside of him and he needs it now.

“I can take you, hyung. Want you to fill me up right – need you.”

Instead of getting what he wants, Tae feels Yoongi’s other hand fall on his hip, gripping tight to hold him in place. “Gotta take care of you,” Yoongi says, eyes fixated where his fingers work in and out of Taehyung, completely focused on his task. “Make sure you’re ready.”

“I’m telling you I’m ready,” Taehyung whines, trying to fight against Yoongi’s grip – ready to pin the alpha down and take if that’s what he needs to do – but Yoongi chooses that moment to add a fourth finger and the rub over his prostate in tight little circles. It’s enough to have Taehyung jolting in place at the sudden burst of pleasure. “Fuck, alpha, please.”

“Shh, soon, omega. Wait,” Yoongi mumbles, licking his lips as he watches his fingers fuck into Tae over and over.

God, this is starting to remind him of Hobi-hyung’s ruts, where Taehyung is almost always desperate enough to cry by the time he’s finally getting knotted. Yoongi usually isn’t this patient, but maybe it’s because Jimin and Jungkook aren’t here? He could be worried about disrupting whatever lingering bits of their scent are still on Tae’s skin, or...

There’s a chance he’s trying to prove how well he takes care of his omegas, performing for the approval of an audience that isn’t even here.

Taehyung can play to that.

“Feels nice, hyung. Taking such good care of me – so gentle with your omega.”

Yoongi’s scent goes positively sweet at the praise, fitting his fingers even deeper inside Taehyung while his mouth curls into a tiny, pleased little smile. “Wanna be gentle. Make you feel so good, omega – I can show you.”

Oh, Tae is definitely onto something here.

“You are making me feel good. So, so good, Yoongi-hyung. Love you so much.”

“Love you,” Yoongi whispers in return, pressing a kiss to Tae’s chest. One kiss turns into two, turns into three, Yoongi repeating the words over and over again under his breath, “Love you, love you, love you…”

He’s honestly too precious, and Taehyung is helpless to hide the way his own scent spikes sweet at the gesture. This only seems to spur Yoongi on, whispering praise and declarations of love while still working his fingers insistently inside Taehyung. Even if it’s not enough, it still feels good – and Tae lets himself get lost in the pleasure for a while, lets Yoongi think he’s finally settled and is going to let him take his time.

He relaxes into the touch, allowing his eyes to slip closed and every pleased little sigh and moan that comes to fall from his lips without hesitation.

After a minute or so of that, it’s time to focus on the feeling of not enough. Proper acting for Taehyung means making sure that he really feels what he’s aiming for – and he really does feel empty, so desperate for his alpha to take him, but it’s not happening.

It’s almost like rejection, isn’t it? Maybe Yoongi doesn’t actually want him. Maybe he won’t knot him at all. Maybe–

Taehyung lets out a pained whine, “Alpha, hurts.”

Yoongi stops moving his fingers immediately, leaning in close to press a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek. “What hurts, baby? Can you show me? Or tell me. I’ll fix it.”

“Hurts here,” Tae whimpers, guiding Yoongi’s hand from his hip down to his tummy, just beneath his bellybutton. He doesn’t even have to try to work up the tears now that Yoongi has stopped fingering him and he really does feel achingly empty. He blinks and lets them roll down his cheeks, Yoongi’s eyes going wide as he follows their path, scent going worried.

“Does it hurt when I touch?” Yoongi asks, rubbing gently at Tae’s belly.

“No, just… M’so empty, alpha. Wanna be full. You can make it better, right? Fill me up so it doesn’t hurt anymore?”

“Make it better,” Yoongi echoes, slipping back down Taehyung’s body and kneeling between his legs. “I can fix it, make you feel full.”

Finally, Tae feels the press of Yoongi’s cock inside of him, still slow and gentle but there. “Thank you, alpha. Thank you for taking care of me.”

The relief is immediate the second Yoongi bottoms out, both of them groaning and their scents mingling together in a big happy cloud. Taehyung is already shaking with the whiplash of working himself up into crying, then the rewarding chemical flood of finally taking care of his alpha. It seems to worry Yoongi, who keeps pressing kisses to his cheeks and whispering broken bits of praise.

“Pretty omega. I’ll make it better. Good for me – So perfect.”

“I’m okay,” Tae breathes. “All better. You just feel so good. Taking care of me so well, alpha. Gonna give me pups?”

Yoongi whines, grinding their hips together before picking up the pace just a little. “Yes,” he breathes, nipping at Taehyung’s scent gland. “Breed you up, fuck you so pretty and full you’ll look like you have my pups already.”

Everything feels perfect, Taehyung finally stretched tight and filled up and giving his alpha what he needs. This time when he loses himself to the pleasure, it’s genuine. His work is done. Yoongi has been coaxed into letting go and now they get to spend the next several days just like this, until they’re both sore and fucked out and so satisfied that they pass out for half a day.

He loves this so much.

The orgasm comes out of nowhere, Taehyung’s body seizing up in a flash as he cums wet and hot between them, choking off a gasp at the force of it. “Fuck – Alpha, I…”

“Perfect, good omega. Squeezing so tight,” Yoongi growls, fucking Tae through the orgasm without slowing down for even a moment. “Can’t wait to fuck you loose, knot you so many times you can’t clench anymore.”

Taehyung lets out a sob, his cock giving one last tiny spurt at the words. He’s made a mess of himself, several long lines of cum running up his chest – and Yoongi seems to take notice of them too as he leans up to rake his eyes across Tae’s body. His hand follows the same path soon after, dragging down Taehyung’s chest and scooping up the mess of cum as he goes.

Taehyung knows what’s coming, but a part of him still panics at the thought of Yoongi wiping his hand on the blankets instead. “Want it, hyung, please,” he whines, opening his mouth to accept Yoongi’s fingers, tongue lolling out over his bottom lip.

He doesn’t have to worry. Yoongi gives him exactly what he wants, pressing messy fingers into Taehyung’s mouth and letting him lick them clean. He sighs happily around the digits, delighted at the first mouthful he gets to swallow. The taste of his own cum is comforting and familiar as he eagerly licks every drop from Yoongi’s fingers, his alpha watching him with unblinking eyes. He doesn’t remember when he started doing this, only that he and Jin-hyung discovered it at some point and it had quickly become a habit.

As soon as Taehyung has finished, Yoongi is leaning down to kiss him, licking into his mouth as he chases his own release. His knot has been just the slightest bit swollen since they started. It usually is during his rut, still small enough to easily slip inside of Taehyung, but enough to make him feel it. Now it’s starting to swell in earnest, Yoongi’s mouth leaving Tae’s to bite down the side of his neck instead, teeth leaving the first of many fresh bruises over his scent gland.

“Gonna knot me?” Taehyung whines. “Want it, alpha. Want your cum.”

Yoongi’s thrusts start to pick up speed, knot continuing to swell until he finally pushes his hips forward hard enough to force it inside. “Gonna knot you so good – give you all of it,” he says, grinding into Taehyung as his knot finally pops, expanding rapidly now.

“Oh god- it – Feels so good… So full.”

“Good omega. Taking it so well for– Fuck–” Yoongi chokes out a moan, hips stuttering as he starts to cum.

The first burst of fluid has Taehyung gasping and trying to clench around Yoongi’s knot. Between the dizzying rush of chemicals his body releases as he takes care of his mate, and the way Yoongi pumps wave after wave of hot cum into him, Taehyung feels almost drunk. His body is buzzing and warm, almost liquid under Yoongi’s hands as he pants. “Love it, alpha – so much. Feels…”

“Not empty anymore,” Yoongi whispers, dragging one hand over the very slight bulge of Tae’s stomach. “Full of me – Mine. Gonna give you more. So much, baby – Breed you up until you’re filled to the brim, never leave you empty again.”

“Want that,” Taehyung breathes, dizzy with satisfaction already. “Wanna be yours.”

“You are, sweetheart,” Yoongi assures him, sounding a little more like himself now as he presses kisses to Tae’s cheeks. “Perfect and mine.”

*******

Hoseok is pleased to say that they haven’t hit any major roadblocks in Yoongi’s rut so far. The first few hours, they’d left him and Taehyungie to get settled with one another, per Yoongi’s request. Sometimes he wants the whole pack with him right away, but he’s clearly been missing Taehyung after the omega spent two nights in a row out of the house.

Yoongi is sated at the moment, having cleared the first wave of his rut an hour or two ago and promptly passing out while still tied to Taehyung. It’s a good opportunity for Jin to leave and gather some food, while Namjoon takes Taehyung for a quick bath (once Yoongi’s knot goes down) to soothe any aches and get him cleaned up a little. He’s not too messy just yet, but they like to be proactive.

That just leaves Hoseok and Yoongi in the nest for the time being.

This first day of Yoongi’s rut usually isn’t too bad. He tends to peak closer to the third and fourth days instead of early like Joonie, which means he shouldn’t be too distraught if he wakes up to Taehyung out of the nest. Either way, Hoseok would be cuddling him like this, curled up against his back and pressing the occasional kiss into his hair, content to bask in the mouthwatering scent of cinnamon and maple.

Yoongi does start to stir once they’re alone – just tiny little movements, but he probably can smell that Taehyungie has gone. Within a few minutes, his scent starts to go muted and he lets out a little whine.

“Shh, it’s okay,” Hoseok soothes, pulling Yoongi in closer and letting out more of his own scent. “I’m here, Yoongles. I’ve got you.”

“Tae?”

“In the bath with Joonie. They just left a little bit ago, and Jinnie-hyung went to grab some food. Do you think you can eat a little?”

Yoongi shrugs, voice wavering as he whispers, “Min-ah and Jungkook-ah?”

There it is. Yoongi hasn’t asked for them before now, but it was only a matter of time. Luckily, Namjoon had prepared for this, setting his laptop up just outside the nest for easy access.

They had debated about whether it was better to just leave the feed up, or to only access it when Yoongi and Tae started asking about their missing mates – eventually opting for a mixed approach. It’s off now. In the first couple of days, they’ll try to keep it like that when they can, but as Yoongi’s rut peaks they’ll leave it running. Apparently Jinnie got Jiminie and Jungkookie to scent a few things that he’s holding onto for later as well.

With any luck, they’ll have everything they need to smooth things along and keep both Yoongi and Taehyung relatively soothed throughout.

“Would you like to see them?” Hoseok asks, pressing a kiss over Yoongi’s scent gland. “They should both be home by now.”

“Want them here,” Yoongi says softly. “They should be here.”

“I know, honey, but they can’t just yet. Here, do you wanna see them nice and safe?” Hoseok isn’t quite willing to leave Yoongi just yet, so he fishes his phone out from his pocket and pulls up the live feed there instead, reaching over Yoongi to hold it up where he can see. “Look, there they are.”

Yoongi takes the phone and pulls it close to his face, scent going just a little sweeter at the sight of Jimin and Jungkook eating dinner at their kitchen table, surrounded by textbooks and their laptops. After a few seconds, Yoongi pulls the phone even closer – just inches from his face – and his chest starts to rumble with the beginnings of a growl.

“What do you see, honey?”

“They’re wearing them,” Yoongi whispers, voice strained as his chest continues to vibrate somewhere between a growl and a purr.

Hoseok can’t quite make out what they’re wearing from here, but he can make a guess. Yoongi had each of them scent some things for Jiminie and Jungkookie just the other day, and it’s hard to imagine either of them being able to turn down the opportunity to wear something that smells like Yoongi in his pre-rut. “Are they wearing your clothes, baby?”

Yoongi nods, still holding the phone right up to his face while his scent deepens. “Look so good – and they smell like mine.”

“I bet they do. They probably haven’t taken them off since they got them, maybe even worn them long enough that your scent has seeped into their skin.”

It’s likely not that far off base, even if Hoseok is trying to play to Yoongi’s desires a little. If they’re both willing to wear something that smells like a pre-rut alpha, it’s a pretty clear indicator of interest – of desire. He can’t help but wonder if the scent was enough to get either of them leaking, but that’s a thought he decides to keep to himself for the time being.

They watch the feed in silence together for a while, though Hoseok can sense the growing discomfort both in Yoongi’s scent and in the way his body starts to go tense against Hoseok’s.

Probably his second wave starting to ramp up.

Eventually, Yoongi sets Hoseok’s phone down in the nest and turns to face him instead, smiling when their eyes meet, only for a frown to take it over as he looks down at Hoseok’s body. “Why are you still dressed? Wanna see you, Seok-ah.”

“See me or touch me?” Hoseok asks, smiling as he reaches down to yank his shirt over his head.

“Both. Lemme help.” Yoongi’s impatient fingers work Hoseok’s jeans open, shoving them down his thighs with a little whine of frustration. “Why?”

Hoseok lets out a laugh. “Why am I wearing pants?”

“Don’t like them.”

“I was gonna take them off, but then I got up here and you looked so good that I just couldn’t wait to cuddle you,” Hoseok says, lifting his hips to help Yoongi yank his pants and underwear all the way off, leaving him bare. “Is that better?”

Yoongi doesn’t answer, descending on Hoseok in an instant, sealing their mouths together and rutting his already hard and leaking cock against Hoseok’s hip with a low little growl. They don’t kiss for long. Yoongi is far too eager to start working his mouth down Hoseok’s neck instead, biting softly at his scent gland and then licking over the marks.

Of the three alphas, Yoongi is by far the gentlest of them when he’s in rut. He bites and claims as much as Hoseok (not as much as Namjoon, though that’s a very high bar), but he’s almost never rough about it, always careful to make sure he’s taking care of them and showing how much he adores them. Hoseok loves him like this. To be fair, he loves Yoongi all the time, but there’s something so precious about seeing him soft like this without being self conscious about it.

He will be later. He almost always is after his rut, but for now Hoseok is content to enjoy this rare side of his mate.

“Can I?” Yoongi breathes, still mouthing his way down Hoseok’s chest, sucking bruises into the skin as he goes.

“Are you gonna be nice to me?” Hoseok asks, teasing. “Take good care of me?”

Yoongi looks up at him with a serious expression, though it’s softened a little by just how fucked out he looks, cheeks pink and pupils blown wide and pretty. “Such good care of you,” he says, sliding back up Hoseok’s body to plant a kiss on his lips. “Stretch you out really good first and then…” He trails off with a low little growl, nipping at Hoseok’s jaw. “Fuck you open, make you cum so pretty.”

God, Hoseok wants that. He’s been thinking about it for hours now, watching Yoongi knot Taehyungie so good and dreaming about how nice it would feel when it was finally his turn.

Which is why he doesn’t hesitate to tease further. “Yeah? You wanna knot me, alpha?”

Please,” Yoongi whispers, grinding up against Hoseok’s hip with purpose.

“Are you two planning to do that before or after I feed you?” Jin’s voice pulls them both out of their haze, eyes drifting over to the side of the nest where the beta stands holding a tray of food. He’s looking down at them with a fond expression, clearly okay with either order of events.

Hoseok hadn’t even heard the bedroom door open.

Yoongi ruts his hips forward again and pulls Hoseok closer, nipping at his neck. “Food after.”

Jin smiles down at the two of them and then turns to look toward the bathroom door. “Alright, I’ll get those two fed first and then I’ll be back for you both. Understood?”

“Sure thing, Jinnie-hyung,” Hoseok says, smiling at how intent Yoongi is.

“With any luck, I won’t miss the whole show. Take good care of him, Yoongi-yah.”

With that, Jin turns to leave and Yoongi lets out a growl before starting to manhandle Hoseok into a better position for Yoongi to prepare him. The second wave of his rut is in full force within minutes of getting his fingers inside of Hoseok, whispering broken bits of praise and working him open with single-minded care and determination.

Yoongi hasn’t even slipped inside of him by the time that Jin returns to the nest with Namjoon and Taehyung. They seem to enjoy the show, though Hoseok pays them almost no mind at all, far too gone on desperation and the swirling mess of pheromones on the air to worry about their audience. He has more important things on his mind, like the sweet feeling of relief when Yoongi finally slides inside of him, and the way his body eagerly accepts him.

It’s everything he wanted. It’s perfect.

*******

Jimin knows something is wrong the moment he sets foot inside of their apartment after returning from his afternoon classes. There’s the faint smell like something has burnt. Maybe something left in the oven too long? Either way, there’s no smoke to be seen, and any lingering smell is almost entirely eclipsed by the sour citrus scent filling the entire apartment.

Jungkook has almost certainly crashed – and a lot sooner than Jimin expected.

It’s only been about three days since Taehyung was here to visit, but to be fair they have been really busy days for Jungkook. He’s had work and classes every day, plus a ton of homework to try and finish. It’s been hard for Jimin to watch his mate growing more and more stressed by the day, but he’s seen this scenario unfold enough times by now to know that this is an essential part of the process – no matter how much he hates it.

“Kookie?” he calls into the silent apartment, hanging up his jacket and slipping out of his shoes. No answer. Jungkook should have been at work right now, but his scent is too strong for him to not be in the apartment. He must have called in, and he never calls in. “Jungkookie, I’m home. Where are you?”

Jimin hears the faint sound of a sniffle from the living room and follows it immediately. Once he gets closer, he can make out the vague shape of Jungkook on the couch, burrowed under a blanket as he shakes. He’d honestly expected to find him nesting with how panicked his scent is. Maybe he hasn’t been like this for very long?

“There you are,” Jimin says softly, kneeling down beside the couch and reaching out to touch what he’s pretty sure is Jungkook’s shoulder. “It’s okay, baby. I’m here. Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

“Hyung?” Jungkook whispers, just barely loud enough for Jimin to make out.

“Yeah, it’s me. Can I see you, Kookie?”

Jungkook shakes his head under the blanket. “Don’t wanna make things worse.”

“You aren’t doing anything wrong,” Jimin coos, rubbing his hand along Jungkook’s back. “Letting me see you won’t make anything worse, I promise.”

“Not you. I don’t wanna… What about TaeTae and Yoongi-hyung? What if they see me crying and then they worry and it makes everything worse and–”

“You won’t, baby,” Jimin assures him. The cameras. He hadn’t even thought of that, but of course Jungkook would be worried about them now – probably already feeling like he’s let people down if he had to miss work. “Hold on. I’ll get the cameras off for a while so you don’t have to think about it, okay?”

At that, Jungkook stirs a little, shuffling until he can just poke his tear stained face out from under the blanket. His eyes are all red and puffy like he’s been crying for a long time already, and it makes Jimin’s heart wrench in his chest. “You don’t think they’ll be upset?” he asks, another couple of tears falling as he blinks.

Jimin leans forward to press a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “Not at all, baby. I’ll let them know the cameras will be off for a little bit so that they don’t have to worry, okay?”

“Okay,” Jungkook whispers, still sniffling. “I’m sorry, hyung.”

“You have nothing to be sorry for. Just give me a minute to get things sorted and I’ll help you feel better, alright?”

Jungkook gives a tiny nod, the sour scent of distress still rolling off of him in waves as he pulls the blanket back over his head.

Not wasting a moment, Jimin stands up and fishes his cellphone out of his pocket.

[Jimin to Namjoon and Jin]

[Jimin]: Hey I know the timing for this is bad but I’m gonna shut the cameras off for a little while

[Jimin]: Hoping one of you is by your phone

[Jimin]: Kookie finally crashed and I need to take care of him. I’ll turn them back on later tonight but I just wanted to give you guys a warning

[Jin]: Of course, anything you need.

[Jin]: Is there anything we can do to help?

[Jimin]: Not right now. I have to get him settled

[Jimin]: Sorry if it makes things harder for TaeTae or Yoongi-hyung (´;︵;`)

[Jin]: Please don’t worry about that, Jimin-ah. We’ll take care of them, I promise.

[Jin]: I know you’re more than capable of taking care of Jungkook-ah too, but if anything comes up please don’t hesitate to call me or Joon-ah.

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung

[Jimin]: We should be okay

[Jin]: Alright. Let us know if that changes and one of us will come help.

~

Jimin is already switching off the cameras as he answers the text messages, trusting that Jin will smooth things over if their sudden disappearance causes any problems. Hopefully Taehyung and Yoongi are both sleeping right now or something. Either way, he has to focus on taking care of Jungkook.

He double checks that all of the cameras are off and then grabs a bunch of their extra nesting materials to drag out into the living room. Once he dumps them off to one side of the couch, he kneels down by Jungkook again. “The cameras are off and I let Jin-hyung know. He says it’s going to be fine, so you don’t have to worry about that anymore. Is it okay if I build a really quick nest for us? Or would you rather just cuddle in the bedroom?

Jungkook pokes his head back out of the blanket and turns to look back at the living room camera cautiously. Once he confirms that the little red light indicating it’s recording has gone dark, he looks back at Jimin with tear stained eyes and whispers, “Nest, please.”

“Okay. It’ll only take me a minute. You can help if you need to, but otherwise I’ll take care of it.”

“Like yours better.”

Once he shoves the coffee table out of the way, Jimin makes quick work of putting together a nest. He unrolls the mattress topper they keep in the closet for times like this when they want to nest on the floor instead of their bed, then starts grabbing blankets and pillows to form the walls.

When he stands back to look at it, the whole thing still feels a little too exposed. Half of it is just from all of the light streaming in from their huge living room window, so he gets up and tugs the curtains closed, darkening the whole room in an instant. The walls could be a little higher too. There are a couple more unused blankets and throw pillows on the couch that he grabs to help add a bit of height.

Much better. It’s still not very pretty – or properly scented – but it will do for now.

He turns to find Jungkook watching him, blanket pulled down to his shoulders now. His eyes are still puffy and red, but he’s not actively crying anymore – probably soothed a little just by knowing that the nest is coming together. “Hey, baby,” Jimin says softly, reaching out to brush Jungkook’s bangs out of his face. “You ready to get in here with me? If you wanna bring your blanket, you can. Might help it smell better.”

Jungkook bites at his lip, looking at the nest and then lifting his head to peek over the edge of the couch, toward the hallway. “Do you think we…” He trails off, looking unsure.

“Anything you want, Kookie. Just tell me what you need.”

“The hyungs scented all that stuff for us… Could we bring it here?”

Oh, Jimin should have thought of that. It’s still weird to wrap his head around having more mates, and even weirder to let himself think of them that way – no matter how nice it might feel.

The collection of scented clothes (and a couple of stuffed animals) had been a bit of a surprise to Jimin. Apparently it was something that Jungkook had worked out with Yoongi at some point, and he’d been really excited to show Jimin all of it once Taehyung had gone and they were both back home from work. Jimin was really excited about them, and not just because of the hoodies that smell like Yoongi’s pre-rut.

All of them are wonderful, and he never would have asked for them himself.

He’s grateful for the suggestion too, because once he unpacks and deposits all of the remaining clothes into the nest, it feels infinitely more right. Jungkook finally crawls inside too, bringing his blanket with him and passing it to Jimin in a silent request for it to be scented. With that done, the nest has a little bit of all of their scents, even if Jungkook’s is currently sour and distressed.

They can fix that.

Jimin lies down, resting his head on one of the pillows scattered in the nest and beckoning Jungkook down to join him, tossing the freshly scented blanket over the both of them. “There we go,” he says, once Jungkook is settled in next to him, face to face on the pillow. “Can you tell me what happened today, baby?”

Jungkook nods, but doesn’t elaborate.

That’s okay. Jimin can get him talking. Maybe best to start with something small…

“Did something burn? I thought I smelled something when I got home, but–” This is apparently the wrong thing to start with, because Jungkook immediately starts to cry again, trying to lean down and hide his face in Jimin’s chest, but Jimin stops him, holding him gently in place and leaning in to press a few soft kisses to his tear stained cheeks. “Oh, baby, it’s okay. Please don’t hide? We don’t have to start there if you don’t want to.”

“S’fine – I just–” Jungkook cuts himself off with a sniffle, hands fisting tight in Jimin’s shirt. “I just did everything wrong today. I kept trying and trying but it was all bad, and the last thing I tried to do was cook some fried rice, but I messed that up too and then I just started crying and couldn’t stop. I didn’t want to worry the hyungs so I just… hid under the blanket.”

“Oh, Kookie, I’m so sorry. That sounds like a really hard day. Can you tell me what went wrong?”

Jungkook bites at his lip, blinking away tears. “I did bad on my test this morning.”

“Statistics?”

“Yeah, I… I studied as much as I could but I forgot so much that I could only do like half of it. And then I – I got home and tried to get ready for work but I knocked a glass off the counter and it broke, and then I ran late so I forgot to bring my lunch and–”

“Wait, you went to work?” Jimin asks. “When I saw you here, I assumed you called in.”

“No, I tried to go in, but… Amber-ssi… I screwed up, hyung. She sent me home.”

“How did you screw up?”

“I was watching the counter and I…” Fresh tears start to well up in Jungkook’s eyes. “I fell asleep,” he whispers, biting his lip before starting to speak again, voice almost panicked. “I didn’t mean to. We just got assigned so much homework this week and I’ve been trying to get it all finished but it’s too much, and I keep waking up earlier to do it but then I’m just so tired.”

“How early have you been waking up?” Jimin asks, feeling a little bit of guilt for sleeping too hard to notice his mate getting out of bed. It doesn’t help that Jungkook pauses for long enough that Jimin knows he isn’t going to like the answer. “It’s okay. I’m not going to be mad at you, baby.”

“It’s been… about three,” Jungkook admits, going quiet for a moment before adding, “Not just this week either, but last week I was at least sleeping until four or five.”

Jimin gives his mate a sad smile, leaning forward to press a kiss to Jungkook’s forehead. “You’ve been up late doing homework every night too. That’s barely four hours of sleep a night this week, Kookie. You know you can’t function on that for very long – not with how hard you’ve been working.”

“I know. It was stupid but I thought if I just kept trying that I would catch up – but I just couldn’t. I’m sorry, hyung. I’m so sorry.” There are tears falling from Jungkook’s eyes again now, back to crying in full force.

Jimin just pulls him in close, tucking Jungkook’s head under his chin and pressing kisses into his hair. “It’s okay. You don’t have to apologize to me. You wanted to try, and you did. Now that you know it doesn’t work, all I want is for you to let me help you make it better, okay?”

Jungkook burrows himself further into Jimin’s arms. “Okay, hyung.”

“Thank you for letting me help. Can you tell me what Amber-ssi said when she sent you home?”

“I don’t think… She didn’t yell at me, so I don’t think she was angry. She just woke me up and told me to take the day off and… Then she told me to talk to you or she would do it for me.”

“Talk to me about what?”

“About trying to do less. She knew – I didn’t even tell her but she must have figured it out.”

Jimin smiles into Jungkook’s hair. That sounds just like Amber. She’s fiercely protective of all of her employees, and plenty sharp enough to realize when one of them isn’t at their best. “Are you ready for me to help you with that? Doing less?”

After a few seconds of silence, Jungkook nods against Jimin’s chest. “Yeah, I think I have to. You were right, and Amber-ssi offered… She told me I could go back to part time if I want. Apparently she’s been struggling to find enough work to keep me busy.”

Jimin should really bake her something for saving him the trouble of having to convince Jungkook that going down to part time would be okay.

“Did you tell her yes?”

“Wanted to talk to you first. We had plans, hyung. We were supposed to build our savings back up and I was supposed to graduate early.”

“Does that mean you’re thinking about dropping a couple of classes too?” Jimin asks, unable to keep the pure relief out of his voice. He’d expected to have to fight tooth and nail to get Jungkook to do both, but instead it seems like he’s arrived at that conclusion on his own.

“I think so… You and Namjoon-hyung both suggested it, and I guess I felt like if I was going to do this, I should try and do it right? Like take enough of my plate that I can really give my all to what’s left. Does that make sense?”

Shit, he needs to bake for Namjoon too. He’s so relieved he could almost cry.

“That makes so much sense, baby. I can’t even explain how happy it would make me to know that you aren’t stressing yourself out anymore.”

“But what about our plans?”

Jimin could care less about any plans they made, especially if the cost for them to succeed includes Jungkook’s happiness. They don’t need them. “I’m not worried about any of that,” he says, quiet but firm – leaving no room for argument. “We’ve already talked about why you don’t need to graduate early now that I'm working, and even with you working part time, we should still be able to build our savings just fine. And I umm… I’m…”

He falters, afraid that saying it out loud might mean upsetting whatever stroke of luck has let them get this far already. It’s not like the thought hasn’t been there for a while, just more that he’s been trying with every fiber of his being to pretend it isn’t, but…

“You’re what, hyung?” Jungkook lifts his head up to look at Jimin, worry in his eyes.

Damn it. He can’t let his own fear make things harder for Jungkook. He has to admit it – they have to talk about it eventually.

Jimin bites his lip, then takes a deep breath. “I’m not all that sure we’re going to need our savings, Kookie.”

Jungkook takes a couple of seconds to process the words, the worry leaving his expression in an instant as his eyes go wide. “You really think so, hyung? That they could – that all of them might actually want to keep us?”

It’s not quite that simple. Jimin does think it seems like the pack really likes them, and he’s fairly sure if anything came up financially right now, they would jump at the chance to help the two of them. Whether they’re going to want them for mates still feels more uncertain – at least for him. Of course they’re going to want Jungkook. Who wouldn’t? He just hopes that they like him too, or even that they like Jungkook enough to be willing to keep him as well.

As much as he’s tried to fight it, Jimin is attached to the pack. He wants to be a part of it, and he just desperately hopes that he gets that chance. It seems like he will, but he’s still so afraid to hope…

“Sort of feels that way, doesn’t it?” Jimin says softly.

Jungkook finally smiles – just a little one, but still. “Yeah, I’ve been thinking the same thing, but I was so busy I didn’t really have time to focus on it.”

“You’ll have time now,” Jimin assures him. “Do you think you’re ready to make a couple of phone calls? I already have the numbers for the school saved, and you can call Amber-ssi too. I’ll be right here with you the whole time.”

“Yeah, I… I think I’m ready, but – Hyung, can I ask you something first?”

“Always. Anything you want, Kookie.”

“After what you said, I… It’s been a while since we checked in about it, especially with how busy I’ve been lately and–” Jungkook looks Jimin right in the eyes with an unmistakable look of hope on his face. “What I’m trying to say is that I really want the pack to want us, and I guess I just… I need to make sure that’s still what you want too?

“It is,” Jimin answers without hesitating. “I don’t know if it’s going to work out, but I really do want them to decide they want us.”

Another, slightly bigger smile lands on Jungkook’s face this time. “That makes me so happy, hyung. I’m glad you want to stay with them too. I guess I’m… I’m ready to make those phone calls, as long as you’re here with me.”

“I’m not going anywhere, baby. Promise.”

Notes:

See you next week when the guys are finally reunited after their time apart :)

Chapter 43: Together Again

Notes:

Just a heads up that while there is no actual smut here, Yoongi is still in rut and there will be some explicit bits in this chapter in relation to that.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon is just returning from a quick trip to the kitchen for fresh water and some extra snacks when he runs into Jin exiting the bedroom. Yoongi and Taehyung must be at it again, judging by the sounds filtering out into the hallway, slaps of skin on skin and a high little whine that definitely belongs to their omega.

“Joon-ah, perfect timing,” Jin says, gently shutting the bedroom door behind him, muffling the noise. He’s pulled on a pair of pajama pants – not his judging by the way they end a couple of inches above his ankles.

Had he been in a hurry to get dressed?

Namjoon’s eyes drift from the clearly borrowed pants up to the somewhat serious expression on his mate’s face. “Something wrong?”

“Not wrong, exactly – just rather unfortunate timing. It would appear that Jungkook-ah has crashed sooner than expected,” Jin says, passing Namjoon his cell phone which is open to a series of messages with Jimin.

It looks like Jimin had tried to message both of them, but Namjoon’s phone is silenced and sitting in the bedroom, just outside of the nest. He scans the messages and feels a pang of worry in his gut for their missing mates, before realizing that the cameras being off could lead to a bit of anxiety for Yoongi and Taehyung if they don’t do damage control.

They haven’t had the live feed up constantly – not yet – but Yoongi or Taehyung still ask to see it in ever shortening intervals. While they might worry during the times where Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment is empty, it’s still easy enough to explain that they’re out for work or school, and then redirect the attention. But pulling up a blank feed? That might make Yoongi especially worried.

The solution is simple in theory. Just don’t pull up the live feed. But in practice…

“We need to get the laptop out of there,” Namjoon says. “Clue Hoseok in and redirect whenever they ask. Yoongi’s rut is peaking now, so he should be easy to distract even if he is more emotionally driven – and Taehyung is only half coherent anymore. It shouldn't be too hard to–”

“I also have something that should help,” Jin interrupts. “I had Jimin and Jungkook scent a few things that day I visited with Taehyung-ah.”

“And you’ve been holding onto them this whole time?”

“I wanted to save them for when they were needed, or for the tail end of Yoongi’s rut. It just so happens that now we have met both of those conditions.”

Namjoon feels relief wash over him. That will be the perfect distraction to help ease the tension, and to help Yoongi through these last couple of intense waves. With any luck, the cameras will be back on later tonight and Yoongi’s rut will break sometime tomorrow.

“Have I ever told you how much I love you?”

Jin smiles. “You may have mentioned it once or twice.”

“Okay, let’s do this quick. I’ll take care of the laptop and you can grab whatever you had them scent.”

“I’ll hurry back. Hobi-yah can probably help if you need a distraction.”

With that, they part ways and Namjoon opens the door to the bedroom. The lighting is dim compared to the bright natural light of the hallway, so he hurries to close the door behind him.

It’s still enough to draw Hoseok’s attention, the alpha looking over his shoulder with a smile. “Joonie, you’re back – and with supplies,” he says, eyeing the armful of water bottles and the grocery bag of packaged snacks hanging from his wrist.

Yoongi’s head pops up at Namjoon’s name, expression half dazed as he gives a slow, lopsided smile. “Alpha,” he says, reaching out one hand in Namjoon’s direction, beckoning him closer. “Nest.”

Okay, Yoongi wants him in the nest. That’s alright, he can make this work.

“Just a second, pup. I’ll be right there. Hoseok-ah, do you think you could help me with all of this?” Namjoon gestures to the one arm full of supplies he is perfectly capable of managing and sees Hoseok’s eyes narrow just the slightest before he climbs out of the nest to assist.

Yoongi lets out a whine, echoed shortly after by Taehyung, who Namjoon still can’t quite see over the wall of the nest.

“I’ll be back in a minute, honey,” Hoseok coos over his shoulder, stepping in close to start taking water bottles from Namjoon and whispering, “What do you need?”

“Need you to take the laptop out of here. I’ll distract them,” Namjoon whispers back.

Hoseok doesn’t question the order, just turns around and sets a couple of the bottles down outside of the nest, then turns to take the rest from him. “Wow, you sure brought a lot.”

“Had to take care of my mates,” Namjoon says, stepping toward the nest and orienting himself on the opposite side of where the laptop is set up. He can make out Taehyung now from this angle, lying on his side with Yoongi’s knot still tying them together. They both watch Namjoon’s approach eagerly, leaving plenty of opportunity for Hoseok to snatch up the laptop (though Namjoon is careful not to look in that direction, drawing as little attention as possible to anything but himself). “Looks like you’ve been taking care of Taehyung-ah too, haven’t you, Yoongi?”

To be honest, they both look wrecked, but Taehyung especially so. He seems a little dazed, probably only kept awake by whatever chemical cocktail his body is feeding him in response to Yoongi’s rut pheromones. The first couple of days had been easier, but the tail end of Yoongi’s rut is always the most active, with the amount of time between each round of him knotting Taehyung growing shorter and shorter.

Even now, they look like they’ve only just finished a minute or two ago, and yet Yoongi’s knot is already starting to deflate, Taehyung beginning to leak around it. His thighs are a mess of cum and slick painted over the multitude of bruises Yoongi has sucked into his skin. There are a few teeth marks, but they’re few and far between – nothing like the mess of bites Namjoon always leaves Taehyung (and the rest of them) with after his own rut.

“Alpha, look,” Yoongi says, reaching down to touch the slight bump of Taehyung’s belly, swollen with just how much cum Yoongi has pumped into him. He smiles down at Taehyung before looking back at Namjoon, eyes practically sparkling with pride as he whispers, “Pups.”

Namjoon can’t help but smile in return, climbing into the nest and tipping Yoongi’s face up for a kiss. He loves Yoongi like this, open and bare and so proud of himself – and loves that he still thinks of Namjoon as his alpha, even in the thick of his rut. It’s just another reminder of how deeply Yoongi really does consider himself to be Namjoon’s.

It makes his chest swell warm with pride.

“You’ve filled him up so well, haven’t you, baby?”

Yoongi’s smile widens at the praise, and Namjoon can’t help kissing him again. He hears the very soft click of the bedroom door shutting, but Yoongi doesn’t react at all, far too focused on letting Namjoon lick into his mouth. No sound from Taehyung either, which means that Hoseok was successfully able to sneak out without them noticing.

After another minute or so, there’s a soft little groan from Taehyung, prompting both Yoongi and Namjoon to look down in his direction.

Yoongi lets out a little answering hum, hand dragging from Taehyung’s belly to rest at his nape. “Okay?”

“Yeah, are you alright, baby?” Namjoon prompts.

“Leaking,” Taehyung whines, cracking his eyes open only for tears to spring up in them immediately as he looks up at Yoongi. “Alpha, don’t want it out. Plug?”

It takes Yoongi a moment to process, but Namjoon lets him take his time rather than offering up a solution. Looking after their omega is important to Yoongi right now, and Namjoon doesn’t intend to get in the way of that unless his help is clearly required.

They keep plenty of clean plugs nearby so that they don’t have to reuse them before they’ve had a chance to be sanitized. As soon as Yoongi understands what Taehyung needs, he reaches for one of the fresh ones, slipping his still half hard cock out and working the plug into their omega as gently as he can, shushing and cooing at every little whine Taehyung lets out.

“All better, omega. Perfect and pretty – mine.”

“Yours,” Taehyung echoes, barely a whisper. For a minute, it looks almost like he’s going to fall asleep, eyes slipping closed and his body going lax as Yoongi pets at his hair. He curls in on himself, almost into a fetal position before his eyes open again and he looks up at Namjoon, letting out a soft little, “I miss Jungkookie.”

Namjoon gives him a sympathetic smile and reaches down to cup his cheek. “I know you do, pup. You’ll get to see him soon.”

Yoongi’s scent starts to go a little burnt, and a whine slips from his lips. “Min-ah too,” he whispers, lying down and curling himself around Taehyung. “Should be here.”

“I know you wish they could be, but not this time, baby,” Namjoon answers, slipping down behind Yoongi and pressing a few slow kisses into his scent gland, then throwing his arm over the both of them.

He really does wish there was more he could do. Both Taehyung and Yoongi are clearly distressed, making soft little sounds of discontent in turns and whispering about how it’s not fair to be without their mates. Normally he would be trying to distract them by now, but he knows Jin is coming soon and the relief they’ll get from having Jimin and Jungkook’s scent in the nest will be all the better if they’re really aching for it. Still, it’s hard to watch, and his instincts keep screaming at him to do something – to fix it.

Luckily, he doesn’t have to wait more than a few minutes.

When Jin returns, it’s with a tote bag hanging from one arm and Hoseok in tow just behind him. Both of them immediately pick up on the shifted scent in the room, Jin making quick strides to the edge of the nest. “Oh, darlings, are you feeling distressed? Can you tell hyung what’s wrong?”

“Jungkook-ah,” Yoongi whines, burying his face in Taehyung’s neck. “And Min-ah.”

“They should come here,” Taehyung says, voice gone high with worry. “I could… Maybe if I call them? They’d come, wouldn’t they? If we need them?”

“Here, love. Hyung has something that will help.” Jin sets the tote bag down outside of the nest and pulls out a smaller, tightly sealed plastic bag with dark red fabric showing through.

The second he opens the bag and pulls out the contents (a maroon sweater practically dripping with Jimin’s vanilla scent), Taehyung and Yoongi scramble to get closer. There are more sealed bags inside – one of Jungkook’s worn tank tops, another two pieces of clothing from each of them, and then a gray throw blanket that smells strongly of both of them.

Taehyung drops the t-shirt he was holding and reaches out for the small woven blanket with a whine, pulling it up to his face and inhaling deeply. “Hyung, it – Like both of them… I…” He gives up speaking and simply looks up at Jin with complete adoration for a few seconds before presenting the blanket to Yoongi.

This starts up another low rumbling growl in Yoongi’s chest – almost closer to a purr really – and the two of them drag the blanket back to the center of the nest, other clothes forgotten for the moment. Both their scents are back to warm and sweet, exactly like they should be.

Namjoon scoots to the edge of the nest and reaches out for Jin. “You did so good, love.”

“He’s right,” Hoseok agrees, climbing into the nest beside Namjoon and beckoning Jin in as well. “They should be able to ride out the tail end of this now. Smart to save it for the peak.”

Jin smiles at their compliments. “I’m not sure he’s peaked just yet, but I imagine it’s not too far away. The next wave probably,” he says, finally climbing into the nest with them.

The three of them stay cuddled up there together, watching as Yoongi and Taehyung wrap themselves in the little throw blanket and finally lie back down, curled around one another. With any luck, they’ll manage a few hours of sleep before the next wave hits. It’s hard not to want to sleep now that the nest finally smells right, like the seven of them – like it’s supposed to.

Namjoon briefly thinks of the snacks he brought up, but they’re all tired right now and he can’t quite bear the thought of disrupting such a calm atmosphere. It can wait until later.

*******

The phone calls suck. Jungkook makes them, one after the other, but they feel like failure even though he knows he needs to do this. At least Jimin is here with him, solid and real and keeping him grounded while he feels like he’d rather float away.

He calls Amber first.

She doesn’t even greet him, just picks up with a, “Did you talk to Jimin-ah?”

Jungkook informs her that he did, that Jimin is here with him right now, and that he’d like to go back to part time work until he graduates and finishes his apprenticeship. She sounds almost relieved at the news, telling him that she’s been waiting for this for a while.

“When do you want me to come in next?” Jungkook asks.

“I’ll send you a revised schedule, but don’t expect to come in for a few days. I want you to take a little time – and no arguing,” she says, cutting him off before he can do just that. “You’ve been running yourself into the ground for weeks, and you will take some time to relax, understood?”

“Understood,” Jungkook says. “Thank you, Amber-ssi.”

“Thank you for finally realizing you can’t keep doing this. Now I can stop worrying about you.”

“I’m sorry for making you worry.”

“It’s fine. No more apologizing. Just get some rest and I’ll see you in a few days – and say hi to Jimin-ah for me.”

The phone is on speaker, but Jimin just nods as Jungkook says his goodbyes and hangs up. He feels more tears welling up in his eyes, but he really wants to finish making all these phone calls before he starts crying again. Jimin opens his mouth, probably to say something comforting, but if he starts telling Jungkook everything is okay right now, there will definitely be more crying.

“Please don’t,” Jungkook says. “Not yet. Let me call the school.”

Jimin just nods and pulls out his phone. “Okay, here. I got the numbers for you the other day. Do you know which classes you want to drop?”

He does. He knows exactly which classes to drop to take the most off of his plate, but he still hesitates. “Yeah, but… You’re really sure about this, hyung? It’s too late for us to get reimbursed. The tuition for these classes will be a waste.”

“I’m still sure. It would be more of a waste if it’s making you miserable. Just… I know we’ve had to worry about money for a long time, but right now we don’t, okay?”

It’s still surprising to hear Jimin say. They’ve spent so long scraping by, and even though things have been fine for a while now, Jimin has been so careful not to count on the support of the pack – no matter how stable it’s looked. For him to finally think that maybe they are going to be okay feels like a massive weight lifted off of Jungkook’s shoulders.

He knows that Jimin is afraid, that he’s tried to be careful enough for both of them. And as much as Jungkook appreciates how hard Jimin looks out for them, he can’t help but feel like maybe it’s been a bit excessive. He knows why. Jimin has been through a lot. It makes sense that it would be hard for him to trust, but maybe this is the beginning of healing some of that hurt – the parts that Jungkook can’t quite touch on his own…

If Jimin can be brave in the face of that, then Jungkook can be brave and finish this.

“Okay,” he says. “I’ll call now.”

The phone calls don’t take long. He calls two departments and drops three classes. They offer to put him in touch with an academic advisor, but he declines the offer and just says he doesn’t need it. Thankfully, it’s not enough to push him into any sort of academic probation. He'd been worried about that.

As soon as it’s all done, he practically collapses, pulling Jimin into his arms and back down into the comfort of the nest.

He feels a lot of things. Relief, obviously. As much as he didn’t want to give up, just thinking about all the time he’s going to have to sleep and cook and hang out with the hyungs without worrying about whatever homework he’s ignoring is… It’s really good. But underneath that relief is still this big swirling pit of failure, knowing that there’s a chance he could have made it work if only he was better, if only he had given more and–

“There you go, baby,” Jimin says, rubbing at Jungkook’s back. “It’s okay to cry now. Just let it all out.”

He hadn’t even realized he was crying, but Jimin is right. There are big fat tears sliding down his cheeks and onto Jimin’s t-shirt, soaking a wet spot into the material.

It’s one thing to know he’s given up, but on top of all the mistakes he made today too… He just hasn’t been able to do anything right all day. Everything has been wrong, wrong, wrong. Broken dishes and bombing his test, plus forgetting his lunch, falling asleep at work, and then his failed attempt at cooking earlier. He knows he can do better than this, so why is it all so bad? How could he fuck up that many–

“It’s okay, I’ve got you,” Jimin soothes, pumping out wave after wave of vanilla as he presses kisses into Jungkook’s neck. “You did so good. I’m so proud of you.”

Jungkook lets out a sob. He doesn’t deserve praise, not after the day he’s had, not after everything he’s messed up. All it does is make him cry harder, shaking his head where it’s buried in Jimin’s shoulder.

“You did,” Jimin assures him. “You did so well. I love you more than anything and I’m so, so proud of you, Kookie.”

“Ruined everything.” Jungkook can barely get the words out with how tight his throat feels and how hard he’s crying.

“You didn’t. You haven’t ruined anything at all.”

No no no, that’s not right. He has ruined things. God, what are the hyungs gonna think of him when they find out? What if they don’t want him anymore?

He does his best to explain through the tears, “Broke a dish, failed my test, burned my food, let people down, did–”

“Baby, you didn’t let anybody down, and the rest of those are little mistakes that could happen to anybody.”

Jungkook can’t answer anymore, just squeezes his eyes shut and tries to catch his breath while shaking his head. The mistakes don’t feel little. He knows he’s made a mess of things. Knows he doesn’t deserve any of this, how nice Jimin is being to him, or how Amber didn’t yell at him at all. Even if they’re being nice now, eventually they’re all going to realize that he’s just–

The nip catches him by surprise.

It’s not a hard bite, just enough to freeze his thoughts in place and send him slumping in Jimin’s arms, suddenly realizing just how fast his heart is racing. “Hyung?” he whispers, throat feeling tight.

“It’s alright,” Jimin says, licking once over the bite almost like an apology. “You were starting to panic, but I’m going to help you feel better. I just need you to listen to me, okay?”

Listening to Jimin. Jungkook can do that.

“Okay, hyung.”

“Good. First, I just want you to take some deep breaths with me. Go ahead and breathe out first, nice and slow,” Jimin says, voice soft as he exhales in demonstration. Jungkook does his best to follow along, even if it’s a lot shakier than Jimin’s breath. “There you go. Good job, baby. Now breathe in with me. Just like that.”

Jimin holds him close and guides him through enough breaths that eventually, Jungkook’s start to come out less shaky. His thoughts are still running slow from the nip (which is sort of nice), but once his heartbeat finally slows down, it’s easier to tell just how floaty he feels. It’s not really the good kind though. It’s disorienting, a bit like watching himself do these breathing exercises from the outside, or like there’s a thick layer of insulation between him and his skin.

It’s a lot better than he was feeling before – but still, he doesn’t want to feel like this either.

It helps when Jimin touches him, when he squeezes Jungkook tighter or presses soft kisses over his scent gland. He just needs to communicate that.

“Hyung,” Jungkook tries, tongue feeling clumsy in his mouth. “Floaty.”

“Floaty good or floaty bad?”

“A little bad. Touching helps,” Jungkook breathes, both their voices sounding far away like his head is stuffed with cotton.

Jimin seems to understand at least, sitting them up and leaning in close. “If touching helps, how do you feel about kissing? Is that too much right now?”

Jungkook shakes his head. Kissing sounds nice.

As it turns out, kissing feels nice too. Jimin is slow about it, gentle as he leans in and presses their lips together, one hand resting over Jungkook’s scent gland and the other tangled in his hair, running his fingertips across the scalp over and over. It takes a little while for Jungkook to really reciprocate, reaching clumsy hands out to grip at the fabric of Jimin’s t-shirt.

The material is soft, and he realizes that if he can feel that, it must mean he’s finally coming back to himself a bit.

He kisses Jimin with a little more enthusiasm, feeling so incredibly lucky to have a mate who takes such good care of him. This day was horrible – one of the worst he’s had in a long time. He’d honestly felt like he was drowning with no way out, and yet Jimin was able to dive in with him and help bring him back above the surface, just like always.

Jungkook loves him so much.

“Thank you, hyung,” he mumbles against Jimin’s lips.

Jimin pulls back just a little, the beginnings of a hopeful smile tugging at his mouth. “Feeling a little better?”

Jungkook nods. “Yeah, not panicked and not so floaty either. Thank you for taking care of me, Jiminie. If you hadn’t come home, I’m pretty sure I’d still be hiding under a blanket crying.”

“You don’t have to thank me for this. There’s nowhere I’d rather be right now, and besides, I’m not done taking care of you yet.”

“You aren’t?”

“Not by a long shot. I know you missed lunch and that you need some sleep, so how about I make us instant noodles and then we can cuddle up in this nest so you can have a nap?”

That’s a good point. Being hungry and tired probably isn’t helping him at all, and now that he thinks about it, he does feel almost nauseous with hunger. Noodles sound good, and maybe… “Are there still brownies left, hyung?”

Jimin's smiles wide, leaning in to kiss Jungkook’s cheek. “Yeah, there’s a couple left. We could heat them up and have ice cream on top? What do you say – noodles and then dessert?”

That sounds so comforting, it nearly makes a fresh round of tears well up in his eyes. “Yes please.”

*******

Yoongi’s rut breaks the next day, late in the afternoon.

Seokjin is very happy that he delayed offering up the things that Jimin and Jungkook had scented. Their presence carried Taehyung and Yoongi through the long final wave quite well, and in combination with Jimin turning the camera back on after calming Jungkook, they had managed the entire rut with relatively little anguish over their missing mates.

Yoongi had needed each one of them in those final few hours, and Seokjin is pleasantly sore from it all. He’s admittedly fond of all of his alpha’s ruts. It’s the only time he ever produces slick, his body chemistry adapting to exactly what his mates need from him, and it feels so good to be had in that way, to be able to share that with them. Even through the mind numbing haze of his rut, Yoongi had looked down at Seokjin like he was the most precious thing imaginable.

Still, it’s Taehyung who took the majority of Yoongi’s attention, and he’s barely coherent at all by the end.

Hoseok stays with Yoongi while Seokjin and Namjoon take Taehyung to the bathroom to get him cleaned up. He’s incredibly messy, nearly every bit of him covered in some sort of fluid or the remnants of dried cum and spit, thoroughly claimed in every possible way.

It’s delightful.

He barely responds as they rinse him off and get him into the bath, but that’s alright. He needs to sleep. They all do, really – though Seokjin wants to handle a few things first.

Namjoon seems to be of a similar mind. Once they get Taehyung cleaned up, they take care of Yoongi and then remove all of the messiest nesting materials. They leave a few things, of course. It would be distressing to remove all evidence of the rut this early, when the goal is simply to give them all somewhere relatively clean to sleep.

Hoseok climbs in next to Yoongi and Taehyung, who are both sleeping hard. “I can stay with them if you two have things you need to do.”

“I just have a few calls to make,” Namjoon says. “After that, I can take care of everything else from here and we can all get some rest.”

“I’ll bring something simple up to eat,” Seokjin says. “We can wake them just long enough to get a little food in their systems. I’ll be sure to check in with Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah as well.”

“Maybe something private?” Namjoon suggests. “Just in case Kook-ah is embarrassed or still feeling sensitive about it?”

“My thoughts exactly. I’ll give you an update shortly. Is there anything you want while we’re up, Hobi-yah?”

“Nah, just wake me up if I pass out before you guys make it back.”

Seokjin wastes no time, enlisting Namjoon to help him carry as much of the soiled clothing and nesting materials as they can to the laundry room. From there they split off, Namjoon heading for his office and Seokjin heading down to the kitchen. Neither Yoongi or Taehyung have eaten anything yet today, both turning their noses up at everything they were offered.

He’d love to make them something hearty, but they’ll be lucky to wake them up long enough for a few bites. Better to conserve his energy for tomorrow. Speaking of which, he has plans he wants to make.

[Jin to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Jin]: Good afternoon. :-)

[Jin]: Yoongi’s rut has finally broken and I think he will be very eager to see you, as will the rest of us. Is there any chance you would be free to come for breakfast tomorrow?

[Jin]: I can promise you a very hearty meal.

[Jimin]: Yeah we’re both free tomorrow morning (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: We miss you guys

[JK]: yeah a lot

[Jin]: We miss you both as well, very much :-)

[Jin]: I’ll set up a ride for you. Will 9:00am be agreeable?

[JK]: is yoongi hyung gonna be up by then

[Jin]: Considering that he and Taehyung-ah are asleep now, I believe they will. Even if they were still tired, the promise of seeing the two of you would be more than enough to get them up and moving.

[JK]: okay then i can make sure jiminie is up too

[Jimin]: Rude (ー_ーゞ

[Jimin]: I won’t oversleep

[Jin]: Excellent. I’ll let security know to pick you up at 9:00 and we’ll see you shortly after.

~

With that handled, Seokjin makes a call to Borahae to check in on any happenings during his absence (thankfully nothing terribly exciting), and then heads back upstairs with a tray of food.

Getting Taehyung and Yoongi to wake up long enough to eat something is a bit of a production, though they both perk up almost immediately at the mention of Jimin and Jungkook coming to visit in the morning. They each manage a few bites and some water before promptly falling back asleep while Namjoon, Hoseok, and Seokjin eat around them.

Namjoon looks exhausted, but he’s still awake and answering emails on his tablet when Seokjin finishes doing the same. They don’t talk, unwilling to disrupt their sleeping mates, but a few glances confirm it’s nothing Seokjin needs to worry about, so he just curls up behind Hoseok and finally lets his eyes slip closed.

~~

Seokjin wakes up early the following morning, giving himself plenty of time to work on breakfast so that he doesn’t have to rush. Surprisingly, Yoongi is the first one to wander downstairs. He looks every bit like he just rolled out of the nest, hair a mess atop his head and a pair of pajamas hanging off of him that look more like Hoseok’s than his. Interestingly, his usual post-rut embarrassment doesn’t seem to have manifested yet, though it’s still early. There’s every chance he’s simply too tired to process it just yet.

“Good morning, darling,” Seokjin says, setting down his knife and opening his arms for a hug. Yoongi mumbles something like a greeting in return as he steps into the embrace, arms wrapping around Seokjin’s middle. “How are you feeling? I wasn’t expecting to see you up so early – before Hoseok even.”

“Headache,” Yoongi mumbles. “How’s Jungkook-ah?”

“I imagine your head does hurt quite a bit. You haven’t had caffeine in several days. I’ll get you a cup of coffee brewed right away, and I already set out a few ibuprofen on the counter for you. Why don’t you take those while I start the coffee, and then we can discuss Jungkook-ah?”

Yoongi makes a soft noise that Seokjin interprets as an agreement. A few ibuprofen (four this time, because the severity of this headache might be rather intense) and half a cup of coffee later, Yoongi seems slightly more awake.

He sits down on one of the stools across the island counter from where Seokjin is preparing vegetables and meat for their meal, one hand curled around his cup of coffee. “So, any updates? Was Tae able to talk some sense into him?”

“I’m afraid not, but things have still improved considerably. He crashed the day before yesterday.”

Yoongi’s eyes snap up to Seokjin’s. “That doesn’t sound like an improvement, hyung.”

“Not at the time, no. As I understand it, Jimin-ah came home and found him in a state. They switched off the cameras for several hours until he was feeling better and had called to drop out of a few of his extra classes. He also decreased the number of hours he’s working.”

“Oh, that’s…” Yoongi’s face softens with relief and he lets out a breath. “Shit, that’s great. How is he now? Have you talked to him?”

“Only very briefly via text, but it sounds like he’s doing better. Still, it will be a relief to see both of them again and get a better read on his mental state.”

“Yeah, it feels like it’s been ages since I saw him or Min-ah.”

Oh, that reminds him…

“I should probably bring you up to speed on Jimin-ah as well.”

“Did something happen to him too?” Yoongi asks, his expression falling. “How much did I miss?”

“He’s perfectly fine, darling. Nothing new happened – just the confirmation of something Hoseok and I have been suspecting for some time, but didn't have a lot of concrete evidence to support. However, now that there is some degree of certainty, I'd like to make sure everyone is informed. It’s very likely that Jimin-ah has had at least one incredibly negative experience with alphas before we met him, quite probably traumatic. We’re uncertain of the details and he seems wary of discussing it, but it is something we’ll be working to understand going forward.”

Yoongi stares down at his coffee for a few seconds before looking back up at Seokjin. “If he’s cagey about discussing it, how do you know?”

“Taehyung-ah had a conversation with him earlier this week. Jimin-ah texted to ask him if he was frightened about your upcoming rut.”

“Why would he…” Seokjin can see the exact moment that Yoongi registers the implication in that statement, the way his hand tightens around his coffee mug and he bites at the inside of his cheek. His voice comes out tense when he says, “He won’t talk about it?”

“Not as of yet. If you’d like to read the messages, I’m sure Taehyung-ah will oblige, but he doesn’t say much aside from confirming that there is something to talk about and that he doesn’t wish to do so now.”

“But later?”

“I would imagine so. You know how difficult trauma can be to discuss, but I don’t think that Taehyung-ah will be letting it go anytime soon. The best thing we can do is to create a supportive environment and be ready when he does decide to talk.”

There are a few seconds of silence while Yoongi just stares down at the counter before taking a sip of his coffee and looking up at Seokjin, his mind made up. “Okay. Supportive. We can do that. Just like we did for Tae?”

Seokjin smiles at Yoongi’s determination. “Yes, I think that would be a good place to start.”

~~

All five of them are waiting in the foyer when Jimin and Jungkook arrive. It’s a flurry of activity, with hugs shared between all of them, and the mess of contented scents makes Seokjin feel like everything is right in the world. Their pack is together again, happy and safe.

And he gets to feed them.

Jungkook still looks worn out, but it hasn’t been very long since he got a little bit of time off. Still, his skin isn’t glowing like it normally does, dark circles cling under his eyes, and there’s the faintest hint of something sour under the baseline of his scent. It’s hardly there, probably only enough for Seokjin and Hoseok to pick up on, but Seokjin makes a note of it anyway. It’s helpful to know what signs to watch for in the future, should Jungkook feel distressed about something.

“Here,” Jimin says, passing Yoongi a little grocery bag of clothes while his cheeks go a pretty pink. “They’re yours and umm… We wore all of the scent out of them.”

Jungkook grins. “Yeah, you smelled so good, hyung. Thank you for sending them.”

“Thanks,” Yoongi mumbles, blushing just as hard as Jimin and probably remembering how incredibly pleased he had been at the sight of the two of them in his clothes. “What you guys gave us was good too.”

“Did they help at all, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

Taehyung saves Yoongi from having to answer that by nearly tackling Jungkook with a hug. “They helped so much. You guys both smell so good and we missed you the whole time!”

Once Taehyung lets Jungkook go so he can give Jimin his hug, Seokjin spots his opening and beckons Jungkook closer with open arms and a smile.

“Hello, darling,” he says once Jungkook has stepped into the embrace and wrapped his arms around Seokjin in turn.

“Hi hyung. It’s good to see you again. Thanks for inviting us.”

“Thank you for coming.” Seokjin leans in a little closer so he can whisper just loud enough for Jungkook to hear, “I’m very glad to hear you’re feeling better. Will you be up to talk about it with us today? If not, I can redirect for you.”

“I can talk,” Jungkook says softly. “It’s okay, but thank you for checking.”

“Of course.”

Breakfast goes over well. Yoongi and Taehyung both have seconds, which clearly pleases not only Seokjin, but Namjoon as well. Between that and finally having the seven of them together again, their pack alpha is practically glowing. Seokjin knows the recent string of events has been stressful for Namjoon, no matter how much he might adore Yoongi’s ruts – there was just an undercurrent of obvious anxiety whenever he wasn’t actively taking care of one of them.

They’ll have to talk at some point, though Seokjin might try to craft the opportunity for Namjoon to have some alone time with Hoseok as well. More than likely, both of them would view discussing recent events as a way to help the other, ending with both of them getting their feelings out and feeling like they’ve done well for one of their mates.

Yes, that might be the best course of action.

Still, that’s a thought for later. Right now, they’re all together again and telling Jimin and Jungkook stories about just how delightfully soft Yoongi gets around his rut. Jungkook is obviously very intrigued, the longing in his eyes not even remotely hidden – and while Jimin is still a little more reserved, his face cracks into a cute smile as Taehyung gushes about how sweet it all was.

“I wish we could have seen you like that, hyung,” Jungkook admits, cheeks flushed as he looks nervously down at the table. “It sounds really cute.”

Yoongi doesn’t seem to know how to take that, face stuck between shocked and embarrassed. “Yeah, I uhh… Thanks?”

“What he means,” Taehyung says, rolling his eyes with a fond smile, “is that he wishes you guys could have been here too. We all did, but that’s okay. It’s a little early – and next year I bet you guys will get to see him all soft and adorable too.”

Even with more talk surrounding his rut, Yoongi still never quite looks like he wants to run away from the conversation. Not that he should (in fact, this is an incredibly welcome change), but it’s almost unheard of. Yoongi always gets sheepish after his rut, ashamed after being so open and vulnerable for that long.

And yet he isn’t now.

There’s a chance that it’s a fluke, but Seokjin can’t help hoping that this is a sign of something larger, a shift taking place within Yoongi where he doesn’t feel quite so bad for being vulnerable. He’s already grown in leaps and bounds since they met, and Seokjin wants so badly for him to feel even better – even more secure and assured of just how much they all adore him.

It could also be that Yoongi is just more focused on Jungkook and Jimin after over a week without seeing them. Either way, it’s a pleasant surprise, and one that Seokjin is determined not to take for granted. He redirects the couple of times he worries a comment might be overwhelming for Yoongi, though eventually the conversation drifts to other topics.

They all do their part to assist in cleanup after the meal, and then move to the living room. The omegas crowd together, like they usually do – Taehyung contently seated in the middle, and Yoongi on the other side of Jungkook. Seokjin, Namjoon, and Hoseok take the other couch.

In the end, it’s Jungkook who finally brings up his recent crash, bumping shoulders with Taehyung and saying, “I guess we won’t need to have that check in after all, huh, hyung?”

Taehyung looks incredibly pleased with the change in subject. “I guess not,” he says, reaching out to take Jungkook’s hand. “I’m so glad you’re gonna have time to rest and relax now.”

“We’re all really glad about that,” Namjoon says.

Jungkook looks down at the floor for a few seconds, then back at Namjoon with a nervous looking half smile. “I’m sorry I made you worry, hyung.”

Hoseok catches Seokjin’s eye and gives a tiny, curious tilt of his head, probably guessing that Seokjin would have been the one to check in with Jungkook before this discussion. Seokjin gives him an encouraging little nod.

“Can you tell us a bit about what happened, Jungkookie?” Hoseok asks, tone curious and light as though he hadn’t considered the weight of his question at all. “Maybe about why you felt like you had to do all of that, and what made you finally feel like you could stop?”

“Sure, Hobi-hyung. I can try to explain.”

Jungkook takes them through some of his thought process, talking about how he and Jimin had a plan for their future before the seven of them met, and how he still felt like he should be doing all of those things. He doesn’t explicitly talk about money, but Seokjin (and the rest of them) are plenty capable of understanding that these plans were built around establishing financial security for themselves.

Seokjin can practically feel the way that the entire pack wants to offer them more (Namjoon is practically vibrating next to him), but they all seem to understand that now isn’t the time. Even Taehyung and Yoongi, the two least likely to beat around the bush, let it go in favor of giving Jungkook space to explain his feelings.

“I think it was also…” Jungkook pauses for a moment, uncertain but not distressed. “I just… I felt like I had done this so well before – last semester I mean. It was hard then but this time it felt impossible and I just thought I had to be doing something wrong for it to be going this bad. I thought if I just tried hard enough that I could make it work but… Well you know how that turned out,” he finishes, a little frown on his face as he shrugs.

Namjoon takes the opportunity to speak. “I think what you tried to do was incredibly ambitious, and that what you were able to achieve was impressive – worth being proud of. Even if this wasn’t exactly the outcome you pictured, you wanted to give it your all and you did. It might have been hard to watch you struggle, but I think all of us can respect you setting a goal for yourself and trying your hardest to make it happen.”

“You’re not…” Jungkook gives Namjoon a hopeful look. “You really aren’t mad at me?”

“Not in the slightest. You talked to us and explained exactly what you intended to do and why. There might have been some frustration because we wanted to help, but nobody was or is angry with you. There might even be opportunities to learn from this so we can support you better in the future when something like this comes up.”

It’s moments like this when Seokjin is reminded of just how incredibly lucky they are to have Namjoon – and he doesn’t seem to be the only one impressed. Jimin nods through the whole thing, looking at Namjoon with naked gratitude written across his face.

Their leader has done very well.

“He’s right, you know?” Taehyung says. “We just want you happy and healthy, Jungkookie.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi agrees. “I’m just sorry we couldn’t be there for you more.”

Jungkook shakes his head. “It’s okay, Yoongi-hyung. The timing was bad and Jiminie took good care of me. Thank you all for being so nice and supportive even with everything you had going on, and for trying to talk sense into me even though I was being stubborn. It means a lot to me.”

“We’ve got your back, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says. “I’ll try to talk sense into you no matter how hard-headed and stubborn you want to be. I’ve got experience.”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “Which one of them are you counting as your experience?”

Taehyung pretends to consider this for a moment before a grin settles on his face and he says, “Oh, they all have their moments.”

The room then erupts into a very long debate about who is the most hard-headed among them. Seokjin’s vote is for Hoseok, but he doesn’t bother trying to make that case, far more entertained by watching Yoongi try to explain how Namjoon is really the most stubborn out of all of them.

Notes:

Next week we'll take a brief detour for a cute date and some more JK comfort, then we'll get back to the rest of this plot arc :D

Chapter 44: Good Company

Notes:

Enjoy a little break from our current plot arc for some Hobi and JK cuteness (。^▽^)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Things are already getting back to normal after Yoongi’s rut, though they’re all playing a bit of catch-up with their work. Namjoon and Jin have back to back meetings for the next couple of days, Taehyung has an out of town job he left for this morning, and Yoongi has hardly left his room since Jimin and Jungkook visited yesterday.

Hoseok is the least busy of all of them. The job he’d planned to start this week fell through at the last minute, leaving him as the only one with any real free time for the next couple of days, and well...

The timing is simply too good to ignore. They would all rather be spending their time doing something fun with Jungkookie after how hard the past week has been for him, and now Hoseok has the opportunity to scratch that itch for all of them. Namjoon and Yoongi will be especially relieved, he thinks. Both of them seemed the most upset by the mountain of work awaiting them, and Hoseok is pretty sure that Yoongi is feeling a little guilty about his rut landing right when Jungkook started to crumble. He’s also aware that Jimin has work shifts coming up soon, and that he seems on the fence about leaving Jungkook alone for any length of time right now.

Not that this is just about making everyone else happy. All of those are very good reasons to ask Jungkook out on a date, but they’re really just bonuses.

The biggest reason is simply that Hoseok wants to. He hasn’t gotten to spend a ton of alone time with Jungkookie, so he’s definitely looking forward to that, and he’s been collecting information about what kinds of dates the omega might like for months now. It’s only right to put them to use.

Jungkook has a wide variety of interests, and his general appreciation for quality time spent together means that he would likely enjoy doing most things, so long as he gets to do them with someone he cares about. It makes planning a date that Jungkook can enjoy a relatively simple task – but that only makes Hoseok want to try harder.

He doesn’t want it to be a good date. He wants it to be a great date.

Making it great is going to look different now than it might when Jungkook is feeling better, but Hoseok doesn’t mind that added bit of challenge at all. There are plenty of things they can do that are lower energy than some of his more exciting date ideas. Maybe a little bit of time spent shopping or a short walk to get him out of the house, followed by a nice night in – something really relaxing that doesn’t require too much thinking on Jungkook’s part.

Ever since Hoseok found out Jungkookie was a fan of dramas, he’s been looking forward to the chance to watch one with him, and this is the perfect opportunity to binge something new.

Yes, that should work perfectly. Time to do something about it.

[Hobi to JK]

[Hobi]: u mentioned having a few days free while u and jiminie were here.

[Hobi]: how would u feel about using one of them for a date night? :)

[JK]: just me and you or jiminie too

[Hobi]: i was thinking just the 2 of us if u would be ok with that.

[Hobi]: maybe a bit of shopping and we could take ur new camera for a spin 2 if u like. get out of the house for a couple hours, then maybe something more relaxed after that. beer and pizza? :D

[JK]: that sounds really nice hyung

[JK]: is tomorrow too soon?

[JK]: jiminie works all night so i was gonna be home alone anyway

[Hobi]: that works perfect. i’ll come by ur place about 3:00 and then we can head out if that works for u? :)

[JK]: that works for me

[JK]: thanks for this hyung

[Hobi]: not a problem at all jungkookie ;D

[Hobi]: i can't wait!

~

When he picks Jungkook up the following day, Hoseok is happy to see that he looks far more well rested than he did when he and Jimin had stopped by for breakfast just the other day. The dark bags under his eyes have gone and his scent doesn’t have those lingering little sour notes to it anymore either.

“Hi, Hobi-hyung,” Jungkook says, opening his apartment door to let Hoseok inside. The smile on his face is wide and genuine, and that alone makes Hoseok’s heart skip a beat. He hadn’t realized just how much he’d been missing Jungkook’s sunshine. “Gimme just a sec to grab my camera and throw my shoes on.”

“No rush, Jungkookie. We’ve got nothing but time,” Hoseok assures him, opening his arms for a hug. “Besides, this is more important.”

Jungkook’s smile widens into a grin as he steps into Hoseok’s arms and hugs him back. “Thanks for doing this with me, hyung. I didn’t really want to be alone today, but I didn’t want to bother you guys either. I know you’re busy.”

“You don’t have to worry about bothering us. We would want to make time for you no matter how busy we are, honey.” Hoseok is deliberate with the pet name, especially after hearing how much Jungkook likes them from Joonie the other day. The reaction doesn’t disappoint either, Jungkook’s scent spiking a little the moment the word leaves Hoseok’s lips. “Yoongles would probably love it if you kept him company while he worked.”

“You don’t think he would mind?”

“Not as long as you don’t mind some silence when he gets real focused. And something tells me you not wanting to be alone right now has less to do with talking, and more to do with having someone close by. Feel free to correct me if I’m wrong.”

“No, you’re right, hyung. It’s not really about talking,” Jungkook admits. “I just don’t want to be by myself right now.”

Hoseok gives Jungkook one last squeeze before letting him go and fixing him with a smile. “Well, I don’t have anywhere else to be today, so we can hang out until Jiminie gets home tonight if you want.”

“Really?” Jungkook’s eyes go a little wide before he smiles back at Hoseok. “I’d like that a lot, Hobi-hyung. Thank you.”

There’s something about how incredibly genuine Jungkook is that Hoseok can’t help but find particularly intriguing. In a lot of ways, it reminds him of Namjoon – except that Namjoon tends to be a bit more guarded with some of his feelings. Still, while Jungkook might not just come out and say every thought he’s having, he’s brave enough to voice plenty of them and rarely ever seems ashamed when he does. Embarrassed sometimes, sure, but not ashamed.

Hoseok thinks he should be used to that sort of honesty, living with Taehyung and Jin. Maybe it’s less about honesty and more about the vulnerability of it all, the way Jungkook just puts himself out there without fear.

It’s just not something Hoseok could ever imagine feeling comfortable doing in the same way. He was taught from a very young age to keep as much of himself secret as he could – that broadcasting his needs and desires was like holding up a flashing sign that screamed ‘use this to hurt me’. Objectively he knows that’s mostly bullshit but… It still feels safer to touch the world through just a little bit of a mask, and it means he doesn’t have to worry about what’s underneath.

He’s still himself under the mask (whatever that means). He has desires and goals and personality traits, but they don’t feel cohesive – not neat and tidy like all of his wonderful mates. More like a mess cobbled together and hidden away just enough that nobody will see how hollow it all is. He could try to talk about it, but it's like he's never able to find the right words, and it doesn't feel urgent enough to warrant much effort.

What would he even say? 'I don't feel real sometimes' just sounds stupid, especially when he very clearly is real. Whatever. It doesn't matter. Easier to just plaster a cheerful smile on his face and try to radiate warmth for people he cares about.

He likes being that person, the sort who can brighten up someone's day and give them a bit of hope, who can anticipate the needs of others and fulfill them. It makes him feel good to help. That motivation feels a little selfish sometimes when he thinks about it, but he reasons that he's still doing something good, regardless of how it makes him feel. It makes more sense to him to try and be the person he wants to be than to try and be 'himself'.

It doesn’t really bother him unless he spends time thinking about it, so for the most part he just doesn’t.

There are far more important things to worry about, and he likes himself better this way. He feels useful, like he can be the kind of mate he wants to be and still get close to people in his own way. And he really does want to be close to people, at least the ones who matter. That used to be reserved for just his four mates, who took him in and showed him how to start living for himself, but now he wants to share that same connection with Jungkook and Jimin too.

Jungkook makes that very easy.

They talk about all sorts of things as they wander in and out of shops, pausing to take the occasional photograph of something interesting or eye-catching. Hoseok is usually pretty good at keeping a conversation going, or sitting in silence if that’s what he feels like someone needs (Yoongi needs a lot of that), but he hardly has to think at all while he and Jungkook go back and forth discussing their favorite foods and their opinions on various TV shows.

Neither of them find much of anything they want to buy, but they both enjoy looking around together. After an hour or so, they’ve had enough window shopping and start heading back toward the apartment building.

“Are you feeling hungry yet?” Hoseok asks.

“I’m starting to, but I can wait a bit. Why?”

“Do you wanna take the long way back? Jiminie showed me the scenic route – down a couple of streets so we can walk by the river.”

Jungkook smiles and turns to start heading that way. “Yeah, hyung. I’d like that a lot. That was back when you guys held hands for the first time, wasn’t it?”

“Yeah, it was. He told you about it, huh?”

“He did. You should have seen how embarrassed he was – blushing bright red. I thought it was sweet though. It’s actually… It’s something I’ve been meaning to talk to you about.”

“Oh?” Hoseok is curious to hear what Jungkook has to say. The tone of his voice doesn’t make it sound like something bad, nor does the way he smiles when he says it. “Sure, I’m all ears, Jungkookie.”

“I guess it just…” Jungkook trails off for a moment, head turning to look out over the river. It’s another habit that reminds Hoseok of Namjoon, the way they both take their time to speak when they want to be sure they’re expressing themselves the way they intend. It’s cute, and Hoseok has never minded the silence. After a few beats, Jungkook turns back to him and says, “It means a lot to me, the way you look after Jiminie, and how sweet you are to him. I mean, not that you aren’t nice to me too – but I just wasn’t sure how he was gonna do around alphas and seeing how he seems to trust you makes me really happy.”

There’s a tantalizing scrap of information there, an opening to ask why Jungkook would worry about Jimin and alphas. It would be easy, just a matter of asking enough questions to keep Jungkook talking until he lets something slip – but that isn’t what Hoseok is going to do. He has no intention of manipulating his way into learning the sensitive information of people he cares about.

He didn’t do it with the pack and he doesn’t intend to do it with Jimin or Jungkook either.

“It makes me really happy to hear that,” is what Hoseok says instead, opting for honesty to match Jungkook’s. “I care a lot about both of you, and knowing that I’m making Jimin feel safe enough to trust me feels like quite the compliment. Trust doesn’t seem like something he gives easily to anyone, and I’d like to prove I’m worthy of it.”

It really does feel good, thinking that he has managed to earn some of that trust from Jimin. Hoseok wants to be someone their new mates feel comfortable coming to, wants to get close with them and make them want to stay with the pack. Feeling helpful is just a bonus, really.

“You’re right. Jiminie is cautious – and I think he’s trying to be cautious for both of us since I really… It’s not that there isn’t anything I worry about with all of this, but I’m not as afraid as he is.”

Hoseok reaches out for Jungkook’s hand, smiling when the gesture is immediately accepted. “It’s okay that he’s cautious, and it’s okay that you’re not so much. I was pretty wary when the pack started courting me – maybe even a little suspicious to be honest,” Hoseok says, letting out a laugh. “But they took their time and helped me work through that. I suppose what I mean to say is that we’re ready to work within whatever boundaries either of you have, no matter how similar or different they might be, and maybe you being less cautious sometimes can help show Jiminie that we’re safe too.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook agrees, giving Hoseok’s hand a squeeze. “That’s what I’m hoping for too.”

“Well, if you want to throw caution to the wind a little, how do you feel about cuddling up on your couch when we get back, and maybe watching a new drama together?”

Jungkook grins even as his cheeks go pink, scent spiking all pretty and floral in the air. “Yeah I’d umm… I’d like that a lot, hyung. Cuddling sounds really nice.”

Hoseok bumps their shoulders together and points to the street ahead. “That’s the turn to head back to your apartment, right? Once we’re there, we can place an order for some pizza. Anything else you wanna do before we head back?”

“Well…” Jungkook slows his pace, looking up toward the sky where the sun is just beginning to set and then back at Hoseok. “The lighting is really nice right now. I was wondering if you’d let me take your picture?”

“You want to take pictures of me?” Hoseok asks, smiling as the two of them come to a stop. The lighting is nice, now that he’s paying more attention to it. There’s something about the city bathed in the golden glow of early evening that has a sort of dreamlike quality to it, and it makes Jungkook look lovely too – so maybe it’s doing the same for Hoseok.

Jungkook returns the smile, even if it is a little nervous looking. “Only if you’re comfortable. You’re already really handsome, but in this lighting… It just really suits you, hyung.”

“I agree on one condition.”

“Sure, what is it?”

“You have to let me take some of you too, and maybe a couple of selfies with me,” Hoseok says, grinning. “If you think this lighting makes me look good, you should see how gorgeous you look in it.”

It’s almost a shame Hoseok doesn’t have a camera right this moment, because the compliment has Jungkook blushing all cute again as he agrees to the terms. With any luck, Hoseok will be able to replicate it with a few more well placed compliments once the camera is in his hands.

*******

Jungkook feels a lot better than he did a couple days ago.

He’s gotten so much sleep during his time off that he doesn’t feel like he’s running on empty anymore, and Jimin has been so sweet too. Not that he isn’t usually, but he’s been especially doting these past few days, coaxing Jungkook into lazy afternoon naps and baking something new for them to share every evening. One night they even get on a video call with Jin-hyung during, so Jungkook gets to narrate some of the experience for him and listen to the comforting flow of conversation between Jimin and Jin as they discuss baking techniques.

It’s all just been so nice – enough to have the guilt of his breakdown dissipating in no time. All he finds in its place is a flood of relief at finally being able to enjoy time with the people he cares about, without ever-looming deadlines dragging him down.

He’s happy, and this time spent with Hoseok is only adding to that.

They haven’t really spent time alone together before this, at least not for any longer than maybe a half hour here and there, but Jungkook has been excited to get to know him better. Hoseok is always so fun when they all hang out together, smiling and building everyone up like he’s just overflowing with warmth. He’s always asking Jungkook questions about his interests or his opinions about food and shows, and he seems to genuinely care about the answers.

And then there’s all the times Jungkook has thought back to the night Hoseok took them all out dancing – how handsome he’d looked dressed up to go out and how nice it had felt when Jungkook got to dance with him…

Even if it weren’t for all that, just seeing how fast Jimin has taken to him would be enough to make Jungkook want to get closer. Jimin usually takes longer to warm up to new people – and while they both fell hard for Taehyung right away, Hoseok seems to be the only one of the alphas to have earned the trust of his mate.

That means a lot to Jungkook.

Getting out of the house for some window shopping and walking around is fun, and Hoseok even lets Jungkook take photos of him along the river path. As much as the offer of food and cuddling makes him want to rush home, it would be a shame to waste the good lighting or the opportunity to capture how handsome Hoseok is.

He’s not a bad model either, taking Jungkook’s directions well and not going rigid like a lot of people do when they’re trying to pose for the first time.

“Have you done this before, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“Only a few times. I had a job once where the mark was some eccentric photographer type – only worked out of his home studio. Modeling for him was the easiest way to get into his house, but I had to take a few classes, and it took a couple of times to get him off guard enough to give me an opening.” Hoseok smiles a bit at the memory, eventually letting out a little laugh that Jungkook immediately captures in a photo. “Never thought I did all that well at the modeling part, to be honest.”

“I think you’re a natural, really. I’ve worked with a few aspiring models for class projects, and it definitely takes more than a couple of classes to do well.”

Hoseok’s smile widens and he gives Jungkook a wink. “Flatterer.”

“Only cause it’s true,” Jungkook mumbles, feeling himself blush.

“Alright, you’ve gotten plenty of me. I want to get a few pictures of you blushing all pretty like this.” The comment only makes Jungkook flush more, his whole face feeling hot as he gingerly passes his camera to Hoseok, who handles it with the utmost care. “Come on, Jungkookie. No need to hide it,” Hoseok teases. “You’re beautiful like this.”

Beautiful. God, he’s going to combust on the spot if these compliments don’t stop soon.

Jungkook does his best to act like his brain isn’t just nonstop static and warmth at the attention, allowing Hoseok to give him direction and snap as many pictures as he likes. Eventually, he does manage to feel a little more level – mostly because the praise stops long enough to allow him to find his footing.

They take more pictures on the way home, just goofy selfies and candid shots that they laugh about together until they arrive back at the apartment.

“You’ve gotta give me copies of these,” Hoseok says as he shuts the door behind them. “Oh, I know! We could get the best ones printed and make photo boards or something.”

“That sounds fun, hyung! Let me get them transferred to my computer and I’ll put them on a USB stick for you. I have some good ones that me and Namjoon-hyung took, if you want copies of those too? Actually, maybe if we start taking more pictures on our date nights, we could make one of all seven of us together… If that sounds fun to you, at least.”

“That’s a great idea! I’ll start taking more on my phone too. We can make it a surprise for everyone– Oh wait! You know what would be even better?” Hoseok’s face is split into a wide grin, and it’s so infectious that Jungkook can’t help but smile with him.

“What are you thinking?” Jungkook asks.

“We could put together one of those really corny slideshows, tell the others we’re having a movie night, then put that on instead. Oh my– Yes, I bet poor Yoongles would cringe so hard,” Hoseok says, wheezing with laughter.

“You’re so right. He probably would.” The thought of Yoongi-hyung giving one of those disgruntled looks he makes when Jin-hyung tells a particularly bad joke is enough to have Jungkook cracking up too. “Do you think he would really hate it that much?”

“Oh no. He would like it, but there’s no way he would want anyone to know that.”

“We totally have to do it,” Jungkook decides. “If we join forces to take a bunch of dumb pictures, I bet it would be really fun for everyone.”

“Okay, but we have to keep this top secret, okay? If Jinnie-hyung catches even a whiff of this, our cover will be blown in an instant and you’ll never see him looking any less than perfectly dolled up.”

“Top secret. Alright, I can do that.”

~~

Jungkook has a backlog of dramas he’s been meaning to watch, so he lets Hoseok pick one he hasn’t seen yet either and they settle in while they wait for their pizza to come. He’s a little nervous about seeming too eager, but Hoseok did offer cuddles… In the end, he only debates for a second or two after Hoseok plops down on the couch before settling in right next to him and leaning his head on Hoseok’s shoulder.

“Aww, look at you,” Hoseok coos, wrapping his arm around Jungkook’s shoulders. “You’re so sweet, cuddling up without even making me ask.”

“Was looking forward to it,” Jungkook answers, words half mumbled into Hoseok’s shoulder as he adds, “For a while now, really.”

“Yeah? You been thinking about it for a bit?”

Jungkook nods. “I like being close. If it’s ever too much, you can tell me though.”

“Oh, honey, I really don’t think that’s going to be a problem – pretty partial to physical contact myself. I do appreciate you letting me know though. Ready to start the show?”

His brain is busy doing its best impression of TV static again, so Jungkook just nods against Hoseok’s shoulder rather than try to make himself talk. He feels good, being called pet names with their bodies pressed together enough that he can absorb some of the pleasant warmth Hoseok radiates. It kind of makes him realize how cold the rest of him is in comparison, but it’s easy enough to reach over for the soft blanket Taehyung had gifted him and Jimin months ago now and pull it over the two of them. (It’s still the softest one they own, and their absolute favorite.)

Things fade into a pleasant sort of haze after that, his world reduced to the secure warmth of Hoseok and the slowly unfolding plot of their show. It’s nice, just not having to think for a while.

Once their pizza shows up, Jungkook grabs each of them a beer from the fridge and they eat together on the couch while their show continues to play. He likes that Hoseok seems comfortable in the silence. Talking is really nice too, but there’s something refreshing about not feeling any pressure to fill all of the silence, communicating with quick touches and gestures. It’s one of the things he has with Jimin that he’s grown to appreciate more and more with each passing year.

With a few more episodes watched and a second beer nursed while they cuddled back up on the couch, his mind does eventually start to wander – apparently recharged after a few hours of being switched off.

He wishes he could catch Hoseok’s scent better.

Sometimes he hardly notices its absence, and other times it verges on distressing. He knows that Hoseok is an alpha, both instinctively and logically, but it’s the instinct part that really gets to him – the subtle moments where he wants to gauge Hoseok’s approval by his scent, or when they’re all soft and comfortable cuddled up like this. He knows his own scent has gone all floral and content, even a little sweet.

Not having that mirrored in any way by the alpha he’s cuddled up against fills him with the occasional pang of worry that he must be doing something wrong.

Is this the sort of thing he can ask about without it coming off as rude?

He isn’t sure why Hoseok hides his scent all the time, or even if it is all the time. It could just be around him and Jimin. Maybe he doesn’t want them to smell him, or he feels weird about it like they might judge him or something? What if he just really doesn’t like his own scent? Or maybe it’s–

“Can feel you thinking, honey. Something you wanna talk about?”

Hoseok’s voice snaps him out of his own thoughts and he realizes the episode of their show has ended, and neither of them has moved to start the next one.

God, part of him just wants to talk about how his brain turns to complete mush every time Hoseok calls him honey. Although, there’s no way it’s a secret with how his scent spikes every damn time, right? Hoseok is observant enough that it would be weird if he didn’t know – which would mean he’s doing it on purpose, because he knows Jungkook likes it.

Fuck. How is he supposed to think like this?

It takes him a minute to wrangle his thoughts back in some sort of order long enough to remember what he was even thinking about just before. “Umm, yeah, I guess. Kind of worried it might be rude to ask though…”

“Oh? Now I’m really interested,” Hoseok says. “Go ahead. It’s pretty unlikely you’re going to offend me.”

Okay, he can do this. If Hoseok says it’s fine, then Jungkook is going to trust him.

“It’s just that I can almost never catch your scent – and I know it’s not scent blocker because every now and then it just pops up, so I suppose I wanted to ask if you hide it on purpose? Like do you not like people being able to smell you, or is it just me and Jiminie, or–”

“It’s not you at all,” Hoseok (thankfully) interrupts before Jungkook can ramble any further. “It’s not even really intentional – more like a bad habit.”

“A bad habit?”

“Yeah, just something I started doing right after I presented. I don’t usually think about it, but I have been trying to get better at letting it out around people I trust.”

“Does that… I mean–” Jungkook falters, not sure if he’s allowed to ask but… he wants to know. “Do you trust me like that or is it too soon?”

“Oh, Jungkookie, no. It’s not too soon at all. I’m sorry if I made you think you were doing something wrong.” Hoseok’s words are accompanied by the sudden rush of his delicious coffee scent in the air, and it’s just so good, especially when Jungkook is pressed this close. He wishes he could smell it all the time, could have it on his skin and in his clothes.

He can’t help the tiny little whine that escapes him, far too soothed by just how warm and content Hoseok smells. It quells his worry about doing something wrong in an instant. “Thank you, hyung,” he whispers, nuzzling in closer like it might better envelop him in the alpha’s scent.

Hoseok squeezes his arm tighter around Jungkook’s shoulders and presses a kiss into his hair. “You react so strongly,” he says, voice soft.

“Dunno why people keep saying that. Makes me feel like I’m weird.”

“Not weird at all, just really really appealing, baby.”

Jungkook is going to die. He’s going to melt into a puddle of goo and never recover. Hoseok’s voice is so low and his breath is warm in Jungkook’s hair while he’s telling him he’s appealing and calling him baby.

“Just like that,” Hoseok says. “Your scent goes so sweet. Way too tempting, Jungkookie.”

Tempting? Is he– Does Hoseok want–

Jungkook pulls back far enough to look at Hoseok, finding him staring back with a warm smile spread across his face. For a moment, Jungkook is frozen, stuck staring in disbelief while the sudden desire for more slams into him like a truck. Does Hoseok want to kiss him? Or maybe scent? Just cuddle more? How is he supposed to know what–

“What kind of tempting, exactly?” Jungkook asks before he can stop himself. “Cause I might kind of be really interested if you mean it how I think you do.”

Hoseok’s smile widens, almost playful now. (Fuck, he looks so good, this isn’t fair.) “And how do you think I mean it?”

“Sort of hoping it means you want to kiss me,” Jungkook admits, face already red enough that Hoseok hopefully won’t be able to see just how much asking for it like this makes him feel a rush of warmth inside. “Or umm, maybe scent?”

“I’d like to do both of those things.” Hoseok says, reaching up to brush some hair away from Jungkook’s eyes, cupping his cheek with a hand that feels refreshingly cool against his flushed face. “Do you have a preference?”

“Can…” Jungkook’s voice cracks, mouth suddenly feeling dry and uncooperative. He swallows and tries again. “Can I have both, please?”

Hoseok lets out a tiny huff of laughter. “God, you’re almost too cute. Yeah, honey. You can have both,” he says, leaning in closer.

They kiss first, Hoseok’s lips warm and soft against Jungkook’s, and it feels so nice. Jungkook’s heart feels like it’s beating right out of his chest as Hoseok tilts his head just the slightest to deepen the kiss, and there’s no way Jungkook can help the tiny pleased little hum that slips out of him. He feels like he could do this forever, just sit here and let Hoseok kiss him silly while he floats in a pleasant haze of warmth with the scent of coffee all around him.

When Hoseok pulls away, Jungkook catches himself trying to chase the kiss. He wants more, so much more and–

“You’re so precious, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says smiling and leaning in for one more quick peck that isn’t nearly enough to chase away all the want blooming in Jungkook’s chest. “There was something else you wanted though, wasn’t there?”

Oh, yeah, he does want to scent too.

Jungkook nods, holding out his wrist gingerly. “I do, yeah. As long as you still want to.”

“I definitely do. You smell so pretty, honey.”

Thankfully Hoseok moves without Jungkook having to try to formulate any sort of response, his hand falling away from Jungkook’s cheek and reaching out to brush their wrists together.

Hoseok’s scent swirls thick around him and he wants to bathe in it, to start offering up pillows and blankets for him to scent so that they never have to go without it again. Jungkook thinks maybe he should be getting used to this by now, but it’s impossible to prepare himself for the electric feeling that runs through his entire body, tearing through him in an instant and leaving him almost drunk on the sensation. It wouldn’t be so bad if it was just that one overwhelming wave of warm, buzzing comfort slamming into him.

But that isn’t all it is.

It’s the rush of want that sends him whining, just like with Yoongi-hyung. Jungkook wants to get closer, to crawl into Hoseok’s lap and beg to be kissed again, to whine and plead and offer up his throat until it gets some sort of reaction out of the alpha.

A reaction…

If Hoseok isn’t reacting now, does that mean something is wrong? Doesn’t this feel as good for him as it does for Jungkook? It’s not fair that Hoseok seems so composed when Jungkook feels like he’s burning up inside.

Hyung,” Jungkook breathes, half whining and just barely audible as he grounds himself enough to speak again.

“You okay, Jungkookie?” Hoseok’s voice comes out soft and breathy too, like maybe he’s not as unaffected as Jungkook thinks, but still…

He needs to know.

“I feel so good, hyung. I just… Do you feel good too?”

“Oh, pretty baby.” Hoseok breaks the contact of their wrists and Jungkook is half way to letting out a cry before he’s pulled into Hoseok’s arms, warm and secure. “If you think I didn’t love every second of that, you’re crazy. I got to listen to you make such pretty little sounds for me, and now I get to wear your scent too.”

“And it felt nice?” Jungkook whispers, wrapping his arms around Hoseok too.

“So nice. Did I do something to make you think it didn’t?”

Jungkook shrugs. He doesn’t know exactly what felt different with Hoseok, why there was an edge of worry eating at him – but he does know that it helps to hear that he’s wrong, that Hoseok does enjoy this too. “Feels better now,” he offers. “Sorry, I don’t know why I got worried.”

“Nothing to be sorry for. I’m glad you said something so that next time I can make sure I give you a little more indication that I’m enjoying myself, because I really did, Jungkookie. The kiss and the scenting. You were perfect,”

Perfect.

That has Jungkook’s scent tipping right back to sweet as he presses a kiss to Hoseok’s shoulder. “Thank you, hyung. I really liked it a lot too.”

“Yeah? You feeling up to some more cuddling and another episode of our show? Or do you wanna take a break?”

Jungkook shakes his head. He definitely doesn’t want to leave Hoseok’s side any sooner than he has to – not now that he feels so settled and warm and relaxed. “No break, please. Wanna stay here with you.”

“I’d like that too.” Hoseok shuffles them back into a comfortable cuddling position, with Jungkook tucked back into his side and the soft blanket pulled over both of them. “One more thing, while I’m thinking about it?”

“Sure, what is it?”

“You can remind me if you want – about my scent, I mean. I’ll forget sometimes or it’ll just go away without me thinking about it, but all you ever have to do is ask, okay?”

Jungkook smiles and nuzzles in closer to Hoseok. “Thank you, hyung. I’d like that a lot.”

Hoseok starts the next episode of their show and they stay like that until Jimin comes home. He smiles wide as he takes in the sight, and joins them the moment he’s changed and has washed off the scent blocker he normally wears to work. Jungkook doesn’t move to make room for Jimin, giving him the perfect excuse to sit on the other side of Hoseok and cuddle up against the alpha too.

It’s impossible to miss the spike in Hoseok’s scent, gone rich and sweet like mocha as Jimin settles in with them.

This night has definitely turned out perfect.

Notes:

Can't wait to see you all for our next chapter. I've got something pretty fun planned as we return to our current plot arc :D

Chapter 45: Laser Tag

Notes:

A surprise Wednesday chapter for you all :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It thankfully doesn’t take Yoongi as long as he thought it would to catch up on work after his rut ends. A couple of long days and he’s followed up on almost everything that came up while he was away.

To be fair, his programs do a lot of the heavy lifting for him, at least when it comes to his day to day duties, but he feels better when he can babysit them and work alongside them. It helps him fix tiny flaws as they come up, and optimize as he goes – and maybe he just likes being knee deep in all of it a little.

It makes him feel competent.

Then again, so does being caught up like this. His inbox is clean and tidy, every lead has been followed, and he’s got dossiers put together for every important name that’s come up. Namjoon finally sent him a list of those names this morning. He’s always stubborn about giving Yoongi work after his rut – more concerned with him resting than with work, which is (sweet) annoying. At least he’d caved after enough complaining over breakfast. (Yoongi’s sleep schedule still hasn’t quite gotten back to normal, so he hasn’t been sleeping until lunch again just yet.)

Work isn’t all he missed during his rut though…

He feels bad about everyone being so busy with him that they couldn’t be there for Jungkook when he needed them. Jimin clearly had it under control, but still – Yoongi just wishes he could have helped somehow.

And then there’s whatever Jimin is keeping under wraps. He wants to help with that too, even if he’s usually the last person that people come to for that sort of stuff. Or well… Taehyung does come to him sometimes, but he usually comes because he doesn’t want to talk and just wants to be near someone. That usually only lasts until he finally works up the courage to find one of the other pack members and talk everything through with them. Yoongi doesn’t really get to do a whole lot to help, not that he doesn’t try.

He’s just not really all that great at helping people talk about stuff. Hell, he’s not even great at talking about his own stuff.

At least they’ve got some experience working through trauma with Taehyung. Yoongi knows it can look different for everyone, but he likes the thought of not going in completely blind. Plus they have Seokjin and Namjoon. After everything those two have been through with the rest of them (especially Taehyung), it’s hard to imagine that anything would be too much for them.

Who knows, maybe the chance to help might be good for Taehyung too.

Either way, Yoongi still wants to do something now – something to make up for how busy they all were because of him. Something that Jungkook will really enjoy, to celebrate him not working himself into the ground anymore. He actually has a good idea of exactly what he wants to do, or at least the main event. Jungkook mentioned something to him the other day while they were working on his computer. (The motherboard had finally been delivered, so they were starting to work on assembly.)

Yoongi still can’t believe how eager Jungkook is to learn about computers, something that he rarely gets to share with anyone outside of brief online contact on the occasional message board. It’s been fun, and a good chance to spend some time with Jungkook, no matter how often he finds himself distracted by just how much he likes the omega – let alone how goddamn pretty he is. The number of times Yoongi has almost leaned over their work table to pull Jungkook in for a kiss is staggering. Why does he have to look so…

Anyways, he’s trying to plan something fun. He just needs a little help with some of the specifics, and he knows exactly who to ask.

[Yoongi to Hobi and Tae]

[Yoongi]: I need some help.

[Tae]: i’m on the job ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: probably

[Tae]: what do you want help with exactly?

[Hobi]: yeah what do u need yoongles? :D

[Yoongi]: Oh wow both of you are actually available. I figured I’d just take whoever answered me first.

[Tae]: this meeting with joonie-hyung has been going for an hour and i am so bored ( ╥ω╥ )

[Hobi]: yeah and after my job fell through i’ve got nothing going on this week yet.

[Yoongi]: Okay, well it’s not like I’m going to turn down the extra help. I want to plan something fun for the seven of us.

[Tae]: need brainstorming help hyung?

[Yoongi]: Not exactly. I know what I want us to do, but I need help with the scheduling and wrangling everyone together for it.

[Yoongi]: Cause that shit is exhausting.

[Yoongi]: Also maybe a little help fleshing out the exact plan

[Hobi]: scheduling and wrangling are 2 of my specialties. ;D

[Tae]: yeah and getting my way is one of mine (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: tell me when you want it to happen and i will throw any and all necessary tantrums

[Yoongi]: You guys are the best.

[Hobi]: Taehyungie.

[Tae]: already got a screenshot hyung

[Hobi]: perfect cause i want to frame that. :)

[Yoongi]: I take it back. You’re both terrible.

[Hobi]: 2 late now yoongles. we have proof! ;D

[Tae]: don’t worry though hyung

[Tae]: we’ll still help you (♥ω♥*)

~

It takes a couple of days to get everyone together to execute his plan, but they manage to keep it a secret from Jungkook (mostly because they know he likes surprises). Yoongi tells Jimin on a video call that same night, once they’ve both settled in for a midnight snack – a ritual that has become something Yoongi catches himself looking forward to whenever it’s been a few days without them jumping on a call.

Jimin agrees to make sure he and Jungkook are free that day, and then the two of them get right back to their intense debate about which breakfast foods are the best. (Jimin's vote is for eggs, but he's wrong.)

The calls are nice. Jimin is surprisingly easy to talk to, and when Yoongi doesn’t feel up to talking, he’s also surprisingly easy to just listen to. They give each other a lot of shit for just about everything, and end up locked in stupid debates about half the time, but he likes Jimin’s companionship just as much as he likes Jungkook’s. The two of them are so different and yet Yoongi feels head over heels for both of them in equal measure.

If he thinks about it too much, it threatens to overwhelm him, so mostly he just tries to ignore it and not worry too much – but that strategy is only getting harder to execute by the day. He wants more, but at least for the moment he can focus on something else.

He’s got a date to plan.

~~

“Laser tag? Oh my god, hyung!” Jungkook is grinning wide as the seven of them pull up to the building. “This is gonna be so cool! You really planned this for us?”

“Pretty sure it’s mostly for you,” Jimin jokes. “The rest of us are just allowed to tag along.”

Yoongi shrugs. “Less allowed and more required, really.”

“But you guys wanna play too, right?” Jungkook asks.

“Of course we do, pup,” Namjoon assures him. “Pretty sure Taehyung has been talking about this non-stop for days now.”

“Yeah, and Jinnie-hyung just wants a chance to finally shoot Yoongles,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “He never forgave him for the time they played paintball back in college and Yoongles shot him in the butt cheek.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes. “Are you really still telling people that story, hyung?”

“I couldn’t sit right for days.”

“The bruise wasn’t even that big.”

“Well it felt huge!”

They do eventually find their way inside, mostly because Namjoon does his pack alpha thing and somehow manages to herd everyone toward the building without much fuss. Yoongi has watched him do it hundreds of times and it’s still impressive – the way he keeps the conversation going while keeping everyone moving (literally) in the direction he wants.

It’s still chaotic. Jungkook ends up giving Jin a piggyback ride up to the front door while Taehyung jogs beside them asking when it’s his turn. Jimin unsuccessfully tries to steal Hoseok’s wallet, earning him a fond smile and a, “Better luck next time, Minnie,” from Hoseok. (Shit, why does seeing them interact like that make him feel kind of warm?)

Namjoon must catch the interest in Yoongi’s scent, because he reaches over to join their hands with a knowing smile on his face. The two of them are at the rear of the group, far enough back that nobody else probably hears when Namjoon leans in and says, “This was such a good idea. Kook-ah clearly loves it, and everyone else is excited too. You did so well, pup.”

Yoongi flushes and mumbles something that might charitably be considered a thank-you, but he does at least give Namjoon’s hand a soft squeeze in return. Thankfully, Namjoon seems to be content with that, walking silently into the building with him.

The place is pretty damn impressive. They have a big laser tag arena, but they do a lot more than that. There’s a whole food court, a massive arcade, and some sort of trampoline park (which Yoongi will not be entering because he has no desire to break an ankle).

It’s not terribly crowded at least.

He’d considered just renting out the whole place, but they already had a few set blocks of adults only time in their schedule, so Yoongi had just booked them for laser tag during one of those. He may have also booked the couple of time slots around theirs under a different name, mostly in an effort to cut down on the number of people he has to be in close proximity to. (Just because they’re going out and having fun doesn’t mean he needs to suffer unnecessarily.)

They’ve got an hour or two before they’re due in for laser tag, so they all head into the arcade first. Jungkook thanks Yoongi again and then practically bolts to go play games with Taehyung, while the rest of them circle the perimeter of the arcade to see what’s on offer. After one full lap, Jimin and Hoseok wander off next, then Jin decides he’s going to go keep an eye on Jungkook and Taehyung.

Once it’s just the two of them, Namjoon bumps their shoulders together and gives Yoongi a playful smile. “How long has it been since we went to the arcade together?”

“Probably not since college,” Yoongi answers. They used to go every now and then, mostly because Namjoon had been determined to get Yoongi out of their apartment sometimes, and it was one of the few places he would actually agree to go. The flash of nostalgia makes his chest feel funny, and maybe this time it’s him who grabs Namjoon’s hand, instead of the other way around. “Wanna see if you still suck at air hockey?”

Namjoon’s scent spikes warm and clear at the obvious show of affection. “Yeah, I think I saw a few tables back there. Maybe after that we can see if you still suck at skee-ball.”

“‘Loser buys dinner’ isn’t really much of a bet anymore.”

“You’ve got a point. Can’t just play for nothing… How about, loser does dishes for the week?”

“Are we talking just after dinner dishes?”

Namjoon shakes his head. “Too easy. All the dishes?”

That sounds miserable. Five people eating even one meal a day at home makes a lot more dishes than one might think, but with the seven of them getting together for dinner later this week? That’s going to suck.

“Perfect,” Yoongi says. “You’re on. Air hockey, skee-ball, and a tie breaker to be determined later?”

“Sounds good to me.”

Yoongi smiles up at Namjoon, trying to shove down all the fondness swelling warm in his chest. “Alright, let’s get a move on then. I’ve got to kick your ass before it’s time for laser tag.”

“I’d be careful. You never know, it could be me kicking your ass this time,” Namjoon replies, laughing as Yoongi tugs him back toward the air hockey tables.

Namjoon has no right to look this handsome in a goddamn arcade of all places, all pretty eyes and warm smiles, and that low laugh that always makes Yoongi’s heart beat faster. It almost has him wishing he were still in rut, when it’s so easy to just feel that stuff and actually do something with it. He could do it now. All he has to do is open his mouth and say something – a compliment, an ‘i love you’, something.

It would probably make Namjoon really happy, but it also sounds absolutely goddamn embarrassing, and… What comes after? What if things get super sappy and he can’t deal with it, or–

He overthinks so hard he almost loses at air hockey, and he never loses to Namjoon at air hockey. Namjoon is a good sport about it, because of course he is, just giving Yoongi a little shit about being rusty before starting to lead the way to the skee-ball machines.

God damn it. He really can’t spend all day overthinking this. He loves Namjoon. They’re mates. It’s going to be fine.

He can do this.

Thank god the area around the skee-ball machines is relatively deserted. There’s nobody in earshot when he leans over and touches Namjoon’s shoulder to get his attention.

“Hey, you alright?” Namjoon asks when he turns and sees the (probably somewhere between annoyed and ashamed) look on Yoongi’s face.

“Yeah, I’m good – just…” Fuck, this is so stupid. Why did he decide to do this? “This is nice,” he says, just (hopefully) loud enough to be heard, then leans in to hide his face in Namjoon’s shoulder because there’s no way he can make eye contact right now. “M’having fun and I think I maybe missed this… Should do it again sometime. And you uhh – you look really good today.”

Namjoon pulls Yoongi into a proper hug, letting another one of those low little laughs. “Thank you,” he says, pressing a small kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “I think I missed this too. It’s been a long time since we went out, especially for something fun like this.”

“Maybe too long.”

“So… If I ask you to come with me again in a month or two?”

“I’ll probably say yes,” Yoongi mumbles.

Namjoon’s scent goes a little warmer, but then he’s pulling away with a smile. “Okay, it’s a date. Now, are you ready to lose at skee-ball?”

Yoongi chews at the inside of his cheek for a moment before deciding he’s already embarrassed himself, so it’s not like he has anything left to lose. “Kiss?” he requests.

He only looks up at Namjoon long enough to catch the way his smile widens before he leans in and gives Yoongi his kiss. It’s nice – warm and just firm enough for Yoongi to feel a little less like he’s twisting in the wind after his moment of vulnerability.

“Better?” Namjoon asks.

“Yeah. Okay, now you can kick my ass at this before I win our tie breaker.”

Namjoon lets Yoongi go without a moment of fuss and turns to pay for their games. “Don’t bet on that.”

Huh. That wasn’t actually that bad.

~~

Maybe Yoongi really has managed to do something good here.

Jin returns just in time to see Namjoon wipe the floor with Yoongi at skee-ball, and agrees to be the impartial third party to pick their tie breaking game. While the three of them are walking around checking out the selection, they pass Jungkook and Taehyung running through the arcade with an armful of tickets, both giggling and smiling and smelling so content that Yoongi almost can’t help but be proud of himself.

“Where are you two off to now?” Namjoon calls out.

“Sorry, hyung, no time to talk!” Taehyung answers as he runs past the three of them. “Gotta hurry before it’s time to play tag!”

Jungkook is trailing just a step or two behind and slows down long enough to tell them, “There’s a giant teddy bear kind of like Haru, but it costs a lot of tickets, so we gotta hurry!”

“Take ours,” Yoongi says in an instant, passing Jungkook the bundle of tickets he’s earned, while Namjoon follows suit and does the same with his.

“Thank you,” Jungkook says with a grin. “I gotta go catch up to TaeTae. See you guys soon, bye!”

“Those two seem like they’re having a good time,” Namjoon says as they watch Jungkook sprint to catch up with Taehyung.

Jin nods in agreement. “Yes, I believe they are absolutely intent on winning Taehyung that giant bear. It is quite impressive, to be fair.”

“How about Min-ah and Hoseok-ah?” Yoongi asks.

“They appear to be on some sort of mission to steal all of our wallets. Jimin already took mine and returned it. I believe they got Jungkook-ah as well. Have the two of you been targeted yet?”

Yoongi feels for his wallet and finds it still in his back pocket. (He moves it to the front pocket of his pants immediately.) “I’m good – still got mine.”

Namjoon isn’t quite so lucky, judging by the amused little frown on his face. “Mine is gone. Should I cancel my cards just to be safe, or–”

Jimin comes darting around the corner of a couple of nearby game cabinets, spotting the three of them with a grin and running over. “Namjoon-hyung, don’t panic,” he says, holding out a brown billfold that Yoongi recognizes as Namjoon’s. “I just needed to borrow it for a second, sorry.”

Namjoon tries to look unamused, but fails miserably, a tiny smile tugging at his lips. “Did Hoseok put you up to this?”

“Just a quick little game,” Jimin assures them. He really does look like he’s having fun – smiling wide and (pretty) carefree like he’s prone to do after a drink or two. “Gotta run though. I think we’re gonna help Kookie and TaeTae win that bear.”

With that, Jimin is gone almost as quickly as he showed up, and Namjoon stops trying to hide his amusement, cracking up the moment Jimin is out of sight. “This has to be a good sign, right?” he asks in between puffs of laughter. “Him feeling comfortable enough to start messing with me?”

“I would say so, yes,” Jin answers.

Yoongi shakes his head, unable to help letting out a laugh or two of his own. “Of all the weird things to be excited about…” He worries for a second when he thinks about how close Jimin was to him, but a quick check reveals he still has his wallet. Either it’s already been stolen and returned without him knowing (unlikely), or Jimin is just waiting for a different opportunity.

The three of them get back to business, with Jin eventually deciding on a Pac-Man tournament as their tie breaker game. Both of them are rusty and out of practice, so it’s definitely a tossup who is gonna win. Jin enjoys playing referee way too much, hamming it up and giving exaggerated play-by-plays of the action, leaving the three of them laughing all the way through to the third and final round.

Yoongi ends up winning, but only just barely.

“Shit,” Namjoon mutters. “Really thought I was going to win this one.”

“No recruiting help either. Those dishes are all between you and the dishwasher,” Yoongi teases.

“No matter which of you won, I’m the real winner,” Jin says. “I’ll try not to dirty too many dishes when the seven of us do dinner together this week, Joon-ah.”

Namjoon lets out a sigh. “It’s fine. Cook whatever makes you happy and I’ll deal with the aftermath. It’s just more incentive to win next time.”

“Oh, are the two of you planning for a next time?”

Namjoon answers before the embarrassment can really start to plague Yoongi. “Tentatively – if I can get Yoongles here to agree to it.”

Jin has one of those pleased smiles that probably means he already knows exactly what’s going on. (Hell, maybe he and Namjoon have already communicated it with their damn near telepathic powers.) “Perhaps next time you’d consider betting on sweeping floors for a week instead.”

“Not miserable enough,” Yoongi says.

“One of you could do my laundry?”

Namjoon laughs. “Also not miserable enough. Maybe if it was everyone’s laundry.”

“Oh, that sounds awful,” Yoongi agrees.

“Suffering is a requirement for these sorts of bets?” Jin asks.

“Not necessarily,” Namjoon says.

“Yeah, it just has to be a good enough reason to really want to win.”

“Have you considered playing for something you want, rather than trying to torture one another?”

Yoongi looks at Namjoon to try and gauge what he thinks about this suggestion, but his face doesn’t give anything away. The idea doesn’t sound too bad in theory… Though when Yoongi tries to think of something he might want if he won, his mind draws a blank.

Imagining the sorts of things Namjoon might want is easier… and infinitely more terrifying.

There are so many ways that Yoongi falls short as a mate, so many things that are hard for him but that he knows Namjoon loves. All the sappy and sweet stuff that Yoongi has to really work himself up to get comfortable enough to pull off once in a blue moon. Shit, not even an hour ago he had been struggling to tell Namjoon he looks good today and that they should maybe spend time like this together again. That’s not even objectively all that sappy and yet he still had to talk himself into it.

Is that the sort of stuff Namjoon would want from him? And if he did want those things, would that mean that Yoongi isn’t doing good enough as a mate already, or–

“We’ll think about it,” Namjoon says with a dismissive little shrug. “It’s all just meant to be fun anyways.”

Jin accepts the answer without a fuss. “Fair enough. Did the two of you want to accompany me to go and find Taehyung-ah and Jungkook-ah before they get themselves into trouble?”

“Sure. I might grab something to drink first though,” Namjoon says.

Yoongi is so eager to just toss that entire thought process into a box and not deal with it that he practically leaps at the chance to go off by himself for a few moments. “I’ll take care of it,” he offers. “What do you want to drink? Anything to eat? You too, Jin-hyung?”

It’s not until he’s walking away after noting down their drink orders that he realizes he definitely got worried enough to affect his scent back there. And that means that in all likelihood, Namjoon had given him an out on purpose…

Whatever. With any luck it just won’t come up again, and if it does then that's a future him problem.

As Yoongi rounds the corner into the food court, he spots Jimin in one of the lines, his blonde hair easy to pick out in the crowd. At first it looks like he’s alone, then Yoongi realizes he’s talking to someone. It’s a guy Yoongi doesn’t recognize – tall, dark haired, built just big and broad enough to probably have an ego about it – and he seems to be getting a little too friendly.

Yoongi starts making his way across the food court toward the two of them, watching the way a frown spreads across Jimin’s face as he says something to the man that Yoongi can’t make out. Apparently the guy still doesn’t get the message, because he steps in even closer to Jimin, reaching out a hand to touch Jimin's shoulder, only to have it immediately slapped away.

Oh, that’s fucking it. Yoongi picks up his pace, managing to briefly catch Jimin’s eye as he does. The guy doesn’t notice him closing in on the two of them, and Jimin doesn’t look like he wants Yoongi to back off, so he stays on course to try and help.

“C’mon, babe,” Yoongi hears the guy say as he gets into earshot. “You look like you need someone to take good care of you. At least give me your number.”

Jimin rolls his eyes. “Nope. Still not interested. Just leave me alone.”

“You’re way too pretty to be hanging out here all alone. Just give me a chance. You’re starting to make a scene,” the jerk says, reaching out again.

Jimin takes a step back and glares daggers at him. “If you touch me again, I’ll break your goddamn arm and then we’ll see who’s making a scene.”

As much as Yoongi wants to watch Jimin break this guy’s arm (and god, he really fucking does), he would also prefer that they not get kicked out if it can be helped. No sense risking Jimin getting in any sort of trouble. He steps right up alongside Jimin, not putting his arm around him or any other sign of alpha dick waving – mostly because he doesn’t want to reinforce whatever ideas this jackass has about how alphas are supposed to behave.

“Sounds like he wants you to leave him alone, so why don’t you fuck off?” Yoongi says.

The guy gives Yoongi a long up and down look, clearly sizing him up. What a fucking tool. “So what, are you his alpha then? He doesn't smell like yours.”

“Doesn’t matter. He asked you to leave him alone.”

Repeatedly,” Jimin adds, crossing his arms.

“Listen, bro–“

“Not your bro.”

“Alpha to alpha then. If you’re not hitting this, why get in the way of me trying to?”

“Oh my god, you’re so gross,” Jimin groans. “Who the fuck just says shit like that?” He looks somewhere between completely pissed and embarrassed, even if his scent isn’t giving away anything at all. The fact that this asshole is making Jimin uncomfortable has Yoongi feeling ready to kick his teeth in, but he wants to keep something close to a level head. Everyone else is having fun, and he can help Jimin out of this without ruining it for them.

“It’s time to let it go,” Yoongi says, calm but firm. “He’s not interested and I’ve got better shit to do than keep talking to you. Go act like a pig somewhere else.”

For a minute, it looks like the guy might fight it, shoulders raising and his scent spiking hard enough that Yoongi wants to plug his nose. Instead, he just gives his best unimpressed stare and waits. He hasn’t seen Jimin fight, but he’s pretty sure the two of them can take this guy without much of a problem if they need to.

“Whatever,” the man says, clicking his tongue and dropping his shoulders as he turns to leave. “Frigid little bitch isn’t worth my time anyways – or his scrawny alpha.”

Yoongi sees red, stepping forward with a slew of insults perched on his tongue, but Jimin grabs the sleeve of his shirt and shakes his head, mouthing a silent ‘no’ – so Yoongi listens. As much as he wants to fight, he just lets the asshole walk away, gritting his teeth to keep from shouting.

“Thanks,” Jimin says once they can’t see the alpha anymore. “Appreciate you letting it go. I really just wanted him to leave.”

“Fucking prick. Are you alright? Had he been bothering you for a while?”

“Only a couple of minutes, and I’m fine. Some alphas just can’t take no for an answer,” Jimin says with a huff. “You handled that well though. Not umm…”

“Waving my dick around like I have something to prove?” Yoongi deadpans.

That gets a laugh out of Jimin, some of the stress on his face melting away in an instant. “Yeah, basically.”

“Not really my style. Watching you break his arm would have been more my speed – but as much as he deserved it, there’s no point risking you getting into trouble. So, what were you doing over here anyways, and where’s Hoseok-ah?”

“Hoseok-hyung is with Kookie and TaeTae. I just wanted to grab us all some drinks, but then…” Jimin frowns, looking down at the floor. “It was probably my fault. If I’d hidden my scent better, he might not have thought I was interested.”

Yoongi highly doubts that. Those kinds of guys don’t give a shit about interest. They just smell an omega and decide that they aren’t going to take no for an answer. Who knows how much further that jackass would have gone if they weren’t in such a public place, or if he’d actually been hitting on some defenseless omega like he thought.

Still, it’s the fact that Jimin would think for even a second that he’s done something to deserve that kind of treatment that really makes Yoongi’s blood boil. That’s not the sort of thing someone just decides without learning it from somewhere. Jungkook had made it pretty clear that Jimin’s family was shitty, but were they that kind of shitty or…

“I’d be careful telling me who taught you that, because it’s complete bullshit and I will personally ruin their entire life,” Yoongi says, trying to keep his voice light and failing miserably, the words coming out strained.

Jimin looks up at him with a nervous little half smile on his face. “Thanks, but you couldn’t find them even if I did.”

“Fucking try me.”

There’s a moment of silence while Jimin searches Yoongi’s face, and the atmosphere shifts just a little. Yoongi might not be the most observant or in tune when it comes to this stuff, but he can’t shake the feeling that he’s on the edge of stepping into something particularly delicate. As much as that isn’t something he’s good at, there’s no way he’s backing down. If there’s any chance he can be there for Jimin – even if it’s just as someone to talk to – he wants to take it.

Eventually, Jimin gives a tiny nod and says plainly, “Choi Jihoon.”

Yoongi lets out a groan. “Are you shitting me? There were like five of those in my school alone. How many did you have in fucking Busan?”

That seems to be the right thing to say, because Jimin is laughing again and reaching to take Yoongi’s hand. “At least one too many,” he says, gently tugging Yoongi toward the line for drinks. “C’mon, if we don’t get in line, we’ll never get our stuff. That’s what you’re here for too, right?”

“Yeah, may as well get them all together,” Yoongi says, allowing himself to be pulled into the line and feeling his cheeks start to flush when Jimin doesn’t let go of his hand. Part of him wants to leave the conversation there and just enjoy whatever this moment is, where Jimin is holding his hand and smiling again while they scan the drink menu posted above the shopfront – but it doesn’t feel right not to ask… “So, umm. Choi Jihoon. Ex-boyfriend?”

Yoongi can feel Jimin tense next to him, but still doesn’t catch it in his scent at all. It’s weird, but he’s thankful that Jimin at least gives some sort of reaction so Yoongi isn’t left completely fumbling in the dark. This is not his area of expertise, so he needs all the help he can get.

After a little hesitation Jimin gives a nod, eyes still focused on the menu.

“Asshole?”

Jimin lets out a tense little laugh. “Huge asshole,” he says. “Kind of the worst – like zero out of ten. Would not recommend.”

“Well if you ever want to talk about it, or if you just want me to ruin his life – no questions asked – I’d be happy to do either,” Yoongi answers, still looking up at the menu even though he hasn’t taken in a word of it.

“Not gonna make you deal with that – the talking, I mean.”

“Wouldn’t be making me deal with anything.” Yoongi shrugs. “I might not be good at it, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to listen.”

Jimin squeezes his hand a little tighter and leans his head onto Yoongi’s shoulder. “That’s not true,” he says softly. “I think you’re a really good listener, and I appreciate the offer.”

“The offer to talk, or to ruin his life?” Yoongi’s voice thankfully comes out relatively unaffected, not that it matters when his scent spikes a little sweet, both at the compliment and how nice it feels to have Jimin close like this.

“Both.”

Jimin doesn’t say anything more after that, and Yoongi doesn’t want to get pushy about it, so he just lets himself enjoy the moment instead. Jimin is warm, pressed up against his side and smelling like sweet vanilla. Yoongi kind of wishes he could wrap his arm around him (or maybe even scent him), but holding hands is nice too.

Within a few minutes the two of them are next in line, so they step forward and Yoongi orders for himself, Namjoon, and Jin first. Jimin lifts his head off Yoongi’s shoulder as he finishes, and proceeds to give the drink orders for the rest of them.

The cashier gives them their total and Yoongi lets go of Jimin’s hand to reach for his wallet, only to find his pocket empty.

“Don’t worry,” Jimin says with a huge smile on his face, reaching into his own pocket and producing Yoongi’s wallet. “I can pay for this one.”

“When did you even – Give me that right now,” Yoongi says, snatching his wallet back and rolling his eyes while Jimin giggles. Once he’s paid and they’ve stepped off to the side to wait for their order, he tries his best to glare at Jimin. “You’re such a little shit. Did you just act all cute so you could steal my wallet again?”

Jimin’s expression falls just a little. “Oh, no. I took your wallet while you were busy telling off that jerk who wouldn’t leave me alone. It’s just a game I’m playing with Hoseok-hyung to try and get everyone’s wallet today. I was… I did those other things because I wanted to.”

Well that’s… better. Damn it, Yoongi is so whipped already.

“If you wanted to, does that mean… Maybe – umm–” Yoongi gives up talking and just leans over to wrap his arm around Jimin’s back like he wanted to do earlier. “Is this okay?” he asks, just loud enough to be heard.

“More than okay,” Jimin answers, scent going a little sweet as he leans into the contact, head falling onto Yoongi’s shoulder again. “And I’m glad you think I’m cute, Yoongi-ssi.”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh. “Yeah. A cute brat.”

~~

Laser tag actually ends up being more fun than Yoongi had expected.

They have to take a brief detour out to the car first, so they can load Taehyung’s new giant teddy bear into the trunk. The thing is huge – easily as tall as Taehyung with its body made of dark brown fabric and a giant pink bow sewn around one ear. It had taken everyone pooling their tickets, but it was well worth it with how Taehyung is grinning the whole way back into the building and eagerly taking name suggestions.

Once they’re back inside, it’s time to head to the arena.

Yoongi hasn’t played this since college, but he remembers it being a good time then. He figures the omegas will have fun with it for sure (and probably Hoseok), but he’s pleasantly surprised by how excited Namjoon and Jin seem too.

While it’s supposed to be a free-for-all, that doesn’t stop Jungkook from pulling Yoongi and Hoseok aside once they’ve all suited up. “Hobi-hyung, we need a plan,” Jungkook whispers, looking over his shoulder to make sure they’re alone.

Yoongi nods. “He’s right. If we don’t play this smart, Tae will take us all out in seconds.”

Hoseok gives it some thought, brows furrowed in concentration. After a few seconds, his face cracks into a smile. “Okay, I think I’ve got a plan, but it’s only gonna work once.”

Once they enter the dark arena and take their starting positions scattered across the space, the first goal is to find one another again. Their equipment all glows different colors, so that helps. Yoongi isn’t all that stealthy by any means, and there’s an unshakable sense of paranoia knowing that Taehyung could be right behind him and he’d probably have no idea.

But Hoseok had brought up a good point: Taehyung probably wants to make sure everyone has fun more than he wants to win this first round.

Yoongi finds Jungkook first, pulling him silently toward a corner while he scans the room for the orange glow of Hoseok’s gear. Instead, he nearly ends up jumping out of his skin when Hoseok appears behind them without making a goddamn sound.

Honestly, he’s impressed that he doesn’t yell.

They all perk up at the sound effect of shots being fired, followed by the buzzer and a long groan that is definitely Namjoon’s.

“One down,” Jungkook says. “Should I go now?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Not yet. Wait until you two spot him. I’ve got eyes on our back.”

Yoongi spots a brief flash of blue in the distance, but that’s just Jin moving on from taking out Namjoon, and he’s not coming this way. If they don’t get eyes on Taehyung, they’ve got no hope of this working, but he doesn’t see even a tiny glimpse of his purple glowing vest anywhere. More shots are fired somewhere off to the left, but there’s no buzzer to indicate anyone is out, so they must not have hit.

“Oh, I saw purple,” Jungkook whispers. “I’m going!”

Yoongi nods. “I’ll cover you. Go now.”

Jungkook is up and moving in a flash, running out from behind their cover and making plenty of noise as he does. The fall looks real even though Yoongi knows it’s on purpose, and the several muttered curses Jungkook lets out sound convincing enough. He rolls himself over to sit after his ‘fall’, rolling up his pants leg like he’s checking to see if he’s twisted an ankle. He’s out in the open – basically impossible to miss – and Taehyung is way too sharp not to have heard the commotion.

It works.

Yoongi hears Taehyung before he sees him, just a barely audible, “Jungkookie, are you okay?”

“I think so. I might have twisted my ankle, but I think it’s gonna be okay.”

Finally, Yoongi spots Taehyung. It’s just his face popping out from behind cover to take a closer look at Jungkook, but at least they know where he is. Now to see if he takes the rest of the bait.

“Here, I can help you,” Taehyung says, starting to step out from behind his cover. His eyes flick to Jungkook’s gun, abandoned on the floor next to him while he uses both hands to feel around his ankle. “Let me take a look at it.”

“Hyung, no,” Jungkook says. “I’m right out in the open and if anyone sees you, they’re definitely gonna shoot.”

Taehyung looks every bit as unimpressed with that as Hoseok had predicted, rolling his eyes as he makes his way over to Jungkook. “They can try. Now, let me take a look.”

Hoseok taps at Yoongi’s shoulder, silently pointing off to their right where a flash of blue is briefly visible between cover points – Jin is on the move again. Honestly, it looks like Jungkook has this handled, so it shouldn’t be a big deal for Hoseok to run off and handle Jin.

Yoongi gives Hoseok a nod and watches him slink away through the darkness in pursuit of Jin. With that handled, he turns his attention back to Jungkook.

Taehyung is still crouched next to Jungkook, looking over his ankle. “I don’t see anything, but it’s pretty dark in here,” he says, standing up and stepping closer. “Here, I can help you stand and if it hurts too much, we can get you out of the arena.”

“It’s okay. I can probably do it on my own.”

“Gonna help you either way,” Taehyung says, leaning down and helping Jungkook sling an arm over his shoulder. “Grab your gun and I’ll lift, okay?”

“Okay.” Jungkook does as he’s told, reaching for his gun and doing his best to help with his ‘uninjured’ leg as Taehyung stands the two of them up.

“Go ahead and put a little pressure on it.” Taehyung watches closely as Jungkook gingerly steps forward. “You okay? How does that feel?”

Jungkook doesn’t hesitate. The moment he has the opening, he turns the gun in his hand up and pulls the trigger once in Taehyung’s direction. “Sorry, hyung,” he says with a grin, stepping forward onto his ‘injured’ ankle and dropping the arm around Taehyung’s shoulders as the buzzer rings to indicate another one of them has been eliminated and Taehyung’s equipment goes dark.

“Oh, you little shit,” Taehyung says, eyes gone wide and his mouth open in a shocked little smile. “You really faked all of that?”

Jungkook nods. “It was the best plan we had to get you to let your guard down.”

Taehyung lets out a laugh, clearly still surprised. “I hope you know I’m going to destroy you all next round. And who’s this we? Who was scheming with you?”

Yoongi doesn’t give Jungkook a chance to respond, popping up from behind his cover to shoot at Jungkook, the buzzer sounding immediately to indicate a successful hit. “Sorry, JK. It had to be done,” he says as Jungkook’s vest stops glowing, turning to go find himself some better cover now that their alliance has officially ended.

“Oh my god, Yoongi-hyung,” Jungkook whines. “You used me!”

Taehyung cackles at this development and Yoongi focuses on trying to find the others, not bothering to respond and give away his position. He spots a flash of blue (Jin again), followed by the orange glow of Hoseok’s equipment, but Yoongi decides to let those two have it out while he keeps an eye out for Jimin.

He doesn’t have to look far, a flash of pink trails behind Hoseok just seconds later. Nice. All three of them are there, so he just has to close in and be ready to pick off whoever is left.

The action happens quickly. Yoongi hears the sound of shots fired and then the buzzer, followed by a laugh that definitely belongs to Hoseok, then more shots and another buzzer. Yoongi peeks around cover just long enough to see Hoseok and Jimin in a fit of giggles with both of their vests gone dark.

Just him and Seokjin then.

It’s an easy win. Yoongi is a good shot, so all he has to do is not get caught out. Neither of them are experts at moving silently, so Yoongi just stays still and listens until he hears something to his left, then peeks around the corner and waits.

At the first flash of blue, he takes his shot and the final buzzer rings as the lights come back on.

Jin smiles, laughing and reaching out for Yoongi. “You got me, darling. I can’t believe it was you and me in the end. There’s no way we should have been in the running – especially not me.”

Yoongi takes Jin’s hand with a smile as they start heading back out of the arena. “Yeah, well I had to betray Jungkook-ah to get here.”

“That’s alright. I shot Joon-ah in the back the first chance I got.”

They still have plenty of time left to play a few more matches. Taehyung absolutely dominates the next couple, and Namjoon also manages to get his revenge on Jin by taking him out first in one match. Jungkook takes great pleasure in shooting Yoongi in the next two games, and he even wins their final match after Jimin manages a lucky shot to take Taehyung out early in the game.

They head out for a meal together once their time is up, and everyone is laughing and smiling and talking about how much fun they had. Jungkook is practically glowing, more carefree than Yoongi has seen him look in weeks.

It’s hard not to be a little proud of himself, so he doesn’t bother fighting it this time.

Notes:

Just a quick disclaimer that Choi Jihoon is not based on any idol or anything. He's purely been made up for this fic.

I'll see you all Sunday, where we will finally get some answers about what's up with Jimin :D

Chapter 46: Opening Up

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin is equal parts excited and nervous for this week’s date night. To be fair, he’s usually pretty excited for their date nights together so that part isn’t all that new. It’s just that neither he or Jungkook have any obligations in the morning, so they get to stay a little later than usual and…

There’s something he wants to do.

It’s been a few days now since they all went out to play laser tag together, and the fondness in his chest just keeps growing larger as Jungkook gushes about how much fun he had. Hoseok coming over and taking Jungkook out to help cheer him up had already been so sweet, but Yoongi getting the seven of them together to do something Jungkook had expressed interest in randomly a few weeks prior?

That makes Jimin’s heart feel too big for his chest somehow.

He still feels a little uneasy sometimes when the hyungs are sweet to him, but watching them dote on Jungkook always makes him feel so fond. Letting Yoongi know how much it means to him feels important, and maybe Jimin is also hoping for the chance to scent with him too. He’s pretty sure Yoongi will be interested. For as much as he tries to hide behind that grumpy facade, Jimin has never had much trouble seeing right through it.

Plus, he’s already scented with Hoseok, and that wasn’t nearly as scary as he thought it would be, so Yoongi feels like a natural next step. They’ve gotten closer after a slew of late night chats and Midnight Snacks shared over their webcams while everyone else is asleep. Jimin misses those calls whenever it’s been a few days – misses Yoongi.

He explains what he wants to a very enthusiastic Jungkook, who eagerly offers to help secure him some alone time with Yoongi.

Luckily, the opportunity presents itself almost right away.

They arrive at the house and are greeted in the kitchen by Jin, Hoseok, and Taehyung. There are plenty of hugs, some shy kisses, and some not so shy kisses (Taehyung) exchanged, while Jin explains that Namjoon is due home any moment, and Yoongi is still in his office.

“Do you know if he’s doing anything important right now, Jin-hyung?” Jungkook asks, spotting the opening right away.

“I’m sure it’s nothing too strenuous. He probably just got sucked into some project and didn’t realize the time. If you’d like to go and remind him, I think that would be fine.”

Hoseok seems to pick up on what’s happening too, probably from the flush on Jimin’s cheeks, or the way Jungkook turns to look at him with an expectant smile. “Why don’t you go and grab him, Jimin-ah?” Hoseok suggests, fixing Jimin with a smile of his own. “Taehyungie and I wanted to borrow Jungkookie for a little bit anyways.”

Jin’s eyes narrow at this. “What are you two borrowing him for, exactly?”

“Top secret, hyung,” Taehyung says with a grin. “But don’t worry, you won’t be alone for long. I’m sure Jiminie will bring Yoongi-hyung out here to keep you company.”

Jimin nods and takes the opportunity to head for Yoongi’s office while Jin is busy focusing on whatever Taehyung and Hoseok want Jungkook for. He’s only briefly seen Yoongi’s room a few times now, so he still feels a little weird just barging in unannounced. He raises his hand to knock at the door, then thinks better of it.

[Jimin to Yoongi]

[Jimin]: Requesting entry (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: To where?

{Jimin]: Your office

[Yoongi]: It’s unlocked.

~

Yoongi spins around in his chair as Jimin opens the door to his ‘office’ and steps inside, closing it behind him and cutting off the light pouring in from the hallway. Without it, the whole room is pleasantly dim, lit only by the warm glow of the LED strips near the ceiling. It’s comfortable, though it does feel rather intimate now that he knows it’s just the two of them in here.

“Hey, Min-ah. When did you guys get here?”

“Just a couple of minutes ago,” Jimin answers, stepping inside and making his way over to Yoongi’s desk. The alpha’s scent is so strong here, bathing the whole room in the mouth watering scent of cinnamon. It’s enough to make him feel almost a little dizzy, but that might just be because he’s missed Yoongi’s scent in the days since their laser tag date.

He kind of wishes they traded scented items with the pack more often so he didn’t have to go so long without – but that’s a conversation for later. He’s already planning to tip enough of his hand right now.

“Sorry, I got a little caught up working,” Yoongi says, standing up to pull Jimin into a hug. It feels so nice that Jimin has to actively fight the way his whole body wants to go liquid and lean into the touch. His scent does tip a little sweet, but Yoongi’s does the same in response so he isn’t too worried about it. “Where’s Jungkook-ah?”

“Pulled into some secret meeting with Hoseok-hyung and TaeTae.”

“And they sent you to collect me?”

“Umm, not exactly. More like I sent me, I guess,” Jimin answers, letting out a nervous little laugh. “Wanted to talk to you.”

Yoongi pulls back at that and Jimin tries not to mourn the loss too hard. With any luck, this should go pretty well.

“I’ve kind of been meaning to talk to you too, but first… You okay?” Yoongi asks, eyes searching Jimin’s face, expression serious.

“Yeah, nothing bad.” Jimin gives his best reassuring smile, already feeling the blush start to creep up his cheeks. “Something good, really, but you can go first.”

There’s a moment of hesitation as Yoongi looks down at the floor and then back at Jimin. “I just wanted to ask… It’s not really my area of expertise, so I’m not sure what…” Yoongi lets out a sigh, eyebrows pinched together. He’s cute like this, Jimin thinks – all nervous and a little flustered as he tries to figure out what to say. “That name you told me in the food court the other day. We all kind of – I mean Taehyung-ah talked to us a little, and… Was that a secret? Like am I supposed to not say anything to the others about it?”

Oh, that. Saying something to Yoongi had been impulsive on his part.

It’s usually something he tries not to think about – everything that happened back then. It had been relatively brief, incredibly chaotic, and definitely the worst part of his life, but it’s been years since all that and it doesn’t really affect him anymore. Maybe there’s a few lingering ideas he’ll have to work on so that nobody has to worry, but that should be it. He and Jungkook have been happily together for years now since then, so it can’t be that big of a deal. Yeah. He’s definitely over it. He just needs to figure out how to talk about it enough to satisfy Taehyung and the rest of the pack, then they can all move on and focus on something else.

It doesn’t have to be a big deal if he doesn’t make it one. Best to try and seem open about it, gloss over the details where he can, and just try not to think about it too hard.

“No,” Jimin answers, plastering a smile on his face and keeping his scent even. “It wasn’t a secret. Just… I’d prefer you not go digging for information, if that’s okay? It’s all in the past, and I’d prefer to leave it there.”

Yoongi nods, looking relieved. “Of course. I told you I wouldn’t go looking for details on you unless I had to. You’re entitled to your privacy.”

“Thank you. I appreciate that.” Jimin really does appreciate it. He’s pretty sure that with enough determination, Yoongi could find out plenty about his past, or at least some of the scattered remnants he’d prefer not to revisit.

“Yeah, well I appreciate you trusting me. I know I’m not the best at this stuff–”

“You keep saying that,” Jimin interrupts. “Honestly, I think you’re easy to talk to, and a way better listener than you give yourself credit for.”

Yoongi looks briefly taken aback, like he doesn’t really believe Jimin but also doesn’t know how to argue against it. Or maybe he’d rather just drop it so that he’s not the center of attention any longer. “Glad someone thinks so,” he eventually mumbles, looking Jimin in the eyes and adding, “That offer to talk still stands – anytime.”

“Talking is sort of why I’m here,” Jimin deflects. “Was that all you wanted to ask me?”

“Yeah, that was it. What did you wanna talk about?”

“Mostly I just wanted a chance to thank you.”

“For what?”

“Putting together that whole laser tag date. Kookie had so much fun and it made him really happy that you remembered him mentioning it to you. He was feeling so down after everything that happened, but between you taking all of us out and Hoseok-hyung coming over for a date night, I can tell he’s feeling a lot better.”

It’s a little hard to tell in the dim lighting, but Yoongi definitely looks like he’s blushing at the compliments. He really is pretty. Jimin has to fight not to get lost looking at him, with his gorgeous eyes and cute smiles – or even just how handsome he looks when he’s pretending to be grumpy. And it doesn’t help that his scent is so appealing too, all spice and warmth that Jimin can’t help but want to wear on his skin.

He’s halfway to a whine at the thought when Yoongi speaks up and pulls him out of his thoughts, mumbling, “Wasn’t a big deal, really.”

Yoongi usually tries to minimize and deflect compliments and praise, but that’s okay. Jimin expected this – and he came prepared. He steps a little closer into Yoongi’s space, leaning in for the hug he knows won’t be denied to him, and he’s right. Yoongi doesn’t hesitate for a moment, wrapping his arms gently around Jimin’s middle, scent going just a touch warmer as Jimin rests his head on the alpha’s shoulder.

Not having to look at him while they talk should help.

“It was a big deal to me,” Jimin says. “Seeing you all take care of Kookie means so much to me, and you’re always so sweet to him. He loves learning about computers with you and it makes me really happy to see him enjoying it so much.”

“But, it’s not like it’s a favor,” Yoongi says softly. “I enjoy it too. I’m not just doing it to be nice or something.”

“You say that like it makes it worse. It doesn’t. I like that you like him.”

There’s a few beats of silence before Yoongi mumbles out a quiet, “S’not just him, Min-ah.”

It’s Jimin’s turn to blush now. This is what he wanted, but he's been trying to keep his expectations low. “Yeah, was kind of hoping that was the case.”

“Well it is. I like hanging out with Jungkook-ah, and getting to teach him about computers has been fun for me, but I really look forward to seeing you too. I like our late night calls. I like talking to you, and listening when you talk to me – and debating stupid shit with you.” Yoongi doesn’t mumble now, clearly intent on letting Jimin know that he means what he says.

Weirdly enough, Jimin doesn’t really doubt it. He’s pretty sure there’s no way in hell Yoongi likes him as much as he likes Jungkook, but that doesn’t change the fact that Yoongi does like him. All his grumpy bluster is transparent as hell, and he just doesn’t seem at all like the type of guy who would spend his time on late night video calls with someone he didn’t like.

And Jimin likes him too – more than he’s really comfortable admitting.

“I enjoy those things too. It’s nice to have some company at night – good company,” Jimin clarifies with a little laugh.

Yoongi squeezes him just a little tighter. “You think I’m good company?”

“Mhmm. It feels comfortable. Doesn’t matter if I had a bad day or a good day, or whether I feel like talking much or not. I don’t feel like I have to pretend or try to be at my best all the time. It just feels nice to talk with you, and I was kind of umm…” Jimin falters for a moment. There’s a chance he’s reading Yoongi wrong – that he doesn’t want this as much as Jimin thinks, that he won’t like the thought of smelling like him, or–

“You okay?” Yoongi asks, voice quiet as he gently rubs his hand against Jimin’s back. “Whatever it is, you can tell me.”

“It’s nothing bad,” Jimin says, trying not to sound as nervous as he feels. “Or at least I hope not.”

“Then let’s hear it.”

“Wanna scent with you,” Jimin mumbles before he can stop himself. “But only if it’s something you want too. It’s okay if you don’t.”

“Are you kidding?” Yoongi asks, a wave of warm cinnamon rolling off of him already. “Of course I want to. Like this, or do you want to sit?”

Jimin doesn’t bother trying to hold back the smile spreading across his face when he steps out of their hug. “Like this is fine,” he answers, holding out his wrist and enjoying the now obvious blush on Yoongi’s cheeks. He’s so glad he didn’t misinterpret, that Yoongi wants this too.

Yoongi holds his wrist out, but it’s Jimin who closes the last bit of distance to press them together.

It feels good, just like it had with Hoseok – a heady rush of comfort and intense longing that slams into him every bit as hard as the last time, even though he’s expecting it. Yoongi’s scent goes warm and sweet, mixing with Jimin’s until it’s so thick in the air that he can almost taste it.

God, he wishes he could taste it.

His whole body feels almost liquid, and he knows his legs are shaking as the initial wave of comfort and security starts to pass, leaving fire in its wake. He wants Yoongi closer, hugging him again or tugging him down into his bed – only feet away from the desk and so fucking tempting – wants to kiss him and whine into his mouth and see just how desperate he can make–

He feels himself start to leak, and it’s enough to snap him back to the present. He’s wearing a plug (like he usually is when they see the pack now), so it’s not like Yoongi can tell, but it still has him looking for any sign of rejection.

There are none to be seen. Yoongi looks more dazed and nakedly fond than anything else, no mask of disinterest to hide that now. “You smell so good, Min-ah,” he says, voice coming out low and almost as breathless as Jimin feels.

“So do you,” Jimin breathes. The air feels charged around them. It would be so easy to just ask if Yoongi wants to maybe kiss too, and it would probably feel so good – but that seems like a pretty big leap and Jimin isn’t quite sure he’s ready to risk that rejection. Maybe another night. For now… “Thank you, Yoongi-ssi.”

The tension is cut immediately.

Yoongi pulls his wrist away with a strained little laugh and a smile on his face. “We literally just scented and you’re still not going to call me hyung?”

Jimin pretends to think it over, a matching smile growing on his own face. “Not just yet, I don’t think.”

“Whatever. Come here,” Yoongi says, rolling his eyes and opening his arms. Jimin doesn’t hesitate, letting out a soft giggle and stepping forward into yet another hug. “Have I ever told you you’re a little brat?”

“You might have mentioned it.”

*******

Tonight is the night. Taehyung just needs to find his opening.

Everything has calmed down, and Jungkook is feeling a lot better. The secret meeting about a surprise photo slideshow that Jungkook and Hobi-hyung want his help with undeniably confirms this. The grin on Jungkook's face as he explains the plan is huge and genuine, his scent all floral and bright with happiness.

Yes, Jungkook is definitely feeling better, which means Tae finally feels like he can try and talk to Jimin.

Still, there's a few other things to take care of first. He, Jungkook, and Hoseok finish their Top Secret Meeting – and Namjoon-hyung is already home when they make their way back to Jin-hyung. It doesn't take much longer for Jimin and Yoongi-hyung to return to the kitchen too, both freshly scented and smelling so good it prompts Jungkook to ask Jin-hyung if they can scent too.

True to form, Jungkook is a little nervous, but he doesn’t hesitate to ask. “You’re the only one in the pack I haven’t done it with yet, and you already kissed me so I just thought maybe–”

“Of course, darling. I’d like nothing more,” Jin answers before Jungkook can work himself up into an anxious frenzy. “Hobi-yah, would you mind watching the stove for me?”

Hobi-hyung walks over to the stove with a grin, while the rest of them watch with rapt attention as Jin steps into Jungkook’s space. They don’t waste any time. Both of them put their wrists forward and the room fills right away with the sweet smell of citrus and mint.

Behind him, Tae smells the warm spike of Namjoon’s sandalwood scent too, and he fully expects it when Namjoon wraps an arm around him to pull him close. “Perfect, aren’t they?” the alpha whispers.

Taehyung nods, unable to pull his eyes away from the sight. Jungkook looks so beautiful like this, pupils blown wide and his cheeks flushed, his expression one of naked awe. Jin-hyung looks affected too, but he seems more pleased than anything – like this really was the thing he wanted most tonight. Still, it’s pretty clear that Jungkook is as wrecked by this as he was by Taehyung scenting him (and probably by the alphas too). He’s always so responsive.

It’s hotter than it has any right to be, especially when Jungkook lets out a low little whine.

The tension in the room doubles at the sound, several scents spiking around Taehyung, but he’s a man on a mission tonight so his eyes seek out Jimin right away. Now that he knows what to look for, he can pick out the way Jimin goes slightly tense at the increase in scents around them. It’s subtle, but it is there. Jimin wasn’t worried when it was just Jungkook and Jin’s scents filling the air – it definitely has to do with the alphas.

Tae can help break some of that tension. He wants Jimin as relaxed as possible the moment he can find an opening for them to talk tonight.

“Aww, you guys are so cute,” Taehyung says, stepping out of Namjoon’s embrace to throw an arm around Jungkook’s shoulders instead. “And you smell so good, Jungkookie!”

Jungkook lets out a laugh and the energy in the room shifts immediately to something a little more playful. “I do smell good now,” he says, smiling slow and syrupy. “Thank you so much, Jin-hyung.”

Jin steps in a little closer wearing one of his fond smiles as he reaches up to cup Jungkook’s cheek, then leans in to press a kiss to his temple. “Thank you, darling. Your scent is lovely and that felt wonderful.”

“It did, hyung.” Jungkook swallows, then gives a tiny puff of laughter as he wraps an arm around Taehyung in return. “Really good.”

Even though he’s purposely done his best to break the tension, Taehyung is still so happy to see Jungkook finally scented by everyone in the pack – and how interested everyone is. He doesn’t need confirmation that his nose was right, but it still feels good to see just how right he was. His pack was already incredible, and every day only leaves him more certain that adding Jimin and Jungkook has made it perfect.

Things settle down a bit after the commotion, with Jungkook eventually coming back to himself and starting to ask questions about dinner and whether he can help, and the rest of them getting out of the way. They still linger together in the kitchen until dinner, talking and laughing.

Taehyung doesn’t get his opportunity until after dinner, but he jumps on it the moment it’s available.

As they get started on cleaning up after their meal, Jimin heads into the kitchen with an armful of dishes. Jin-hyung catches Taehyung’s eye and flicks his head toward the kitchen in a clear offer of support. Tae doesn’t hesitate. If Jin is telling him to go, he can trust that he and Jimin will be guaranteed whatever time they need.

Sure enough, he can hear Jin starting to give instructions behind him as he makes his way into the kitchen. Jimin is already standing at the sink. Taehyung doesn’t want to surprise him while his back is turned, so he makes sure to step loud enough that Jimin can clearly hear him coming.

“Did you grab the rest of the–” Jimin turns to look over his shoulder, cutting himself off when he sees Tae approaching empty handed. “Hey TaeTae,” he says, smiling warm and easy.

Fuck, he’s so pretty. This isn’t fair.

Taehyung needs to stay focused.

“Hey Jiminie,” he answers, keeping his tone light and an answering smile on his face. “Was kind of hoping you’d let me steal you for a little bit.”

“Oh, do you need help with something?”

“Not exactly. Just wanted to take a little time to talk, if you feel up to it?” Taehyung can see the exact moment Jimin realizes that this is a request for more than just a casual chat, his smile falling as his gaze drifts down to the floor, probably considering his options. “Would you feel better if Jungkookie came too?”

Jimin’s eyes snap back up in an instant and he shakes his head. “No, it’s fine. Where do you want to…?”

Well that sure is an interesting reaction. Normally Jimin and Jungkook prefer to be in each other’s company when given the option. Still, Taehyung files that away for later, because Jimin has agreed to talk and there is no way in hell he’s going to risk losing this opportunity.

“Wanna come upstairs? I was thinking you might feel safest in a nest, but we could head out into the garden if you prefer?”

“If we go upstairs, don’t we have to walk past everyone?” Jimin asks, biting at his lip nervously. “The nest does sound nice, but they’ll probably wonder where we’re going.”

“Don’t worry about that,” Taehyung says, stepping in closer and reaching for Jimin’s hand. “We can go around so nobody will ask. Jin-hyung knows I wanted to talk to you, so he’ll handle everything down here.”

Jimin gives a little nod and takes Tae’s hand. “Okay.”

~~

Taehyung leads them along a roundabout path to upstairs, skipping the dining room and living room since the others are likely there, and instead heading back through the foyer. From there, they head down the hall to the far staircase without seeing another soul.

Jimin is quiet next to him, but he lets Tae lead him by the hand without any fuss. It’s clear he’s nervous, but it doesn’t register in his scent at all – nothing but his usual baseline vanilla. Weird. Still, Tae needs to stay focused.

He’s talked this over with Jin-hyung enough to have a decent plan of attack, and part of that plan is focusing on one thing at a time – at least unless Jimin brings things up himself. Something about laying the groundwork so that Jimin knows Taehyung isn’t trying to bait him into talking about some unknown topic. They’re going to discuss exactly what Jimin thinks they are, and Tae is going to do his best to not push too hard – to let Jimin decide where this conversation goes.

Honestly, he’d been hoping for better tips, the kind that might tell him how to get Jimin talking, rather than accepting that he might simply not be ready to. Unfortunately, he’s begrudgingly forced to agree with Jin-hyung. It’s more important to lay a framework for trust than it is to get answers right away.

After all, that’s exactly what Jin did with him, and it’s safe to say that turned out well. He's just never really given much consideration to what it might be like to be on the other side of the arrangement.

Once they’re in the bedroom, Jimin heads for the nest before stopping to smile at the giant teddy bear they had all helped Taehyung win on their laser tag date. “You got her a different bow,” Jimin says. “She had a pink one when you won her, didn’t she?”

“I kept that one too, but I think I might start collecting them for her,” Tae answers, walking over and adjusting her new white bow pinned over one ear. “Thought the white suited her.”

“It does. Did you give her a name yet?”

Taehyung grins, grabbing the bear’s arm and waving it at Jimin. “Yep! Say hello to Inho.”

“Aww, Inho! That’s so pretty. It suits her.”

“Thanks, Hobi-hyung helped me come up with it. I think it suits her well too, and I can’t wait to get her and Haru in the same room together so I can cuddle with two giant bears.”

After a tiny bit more fawning over Inho, Jimin seems ready to get back on track. Taehyung can’t really blame him for getting distracted though. Inho does look super cute with her new bow, and she was already basically the cutest.

Jimin still waits for Taehyung’s invitation to actually climb into the nest. Eventually, he hopes to break both Jimin and Jungkook of that habit. It’s one thing for the alphas and Jin to always make sure they’re invited, but he’s hoping that the three of them can always feel safe coming into one another’s nests. Still, that’s a worry for later.

He has bigger fish to fry right now.

“Smells stronger than last time,” Jimin says as he climbs inside.”It’s nice.”

“Yeah, we had Yoongi-hyung’s rut in here. Jin-hyung always washes too many of the blankets afterward, but I’m glad at least some of the scent stays. It’ll be better when it smells like all of us.” Taehyung leans back against the wall of the nest and opens his arms to make grabby hands at Jimin, who comes willingly into the embrace with a little smile.

“That’s what we did when Kookie crashed,” Jimin says, resting his head on Taehyung’s chest and wrapping an arm around his middle. “You guys sent those clothes and we put them all in the nest so it would smell right.”

“We used what you guys sent too. Yoongi-hyung and I missed you both so much and it helped to have stuff that smelled like you, so thank you.”

“Of course.” Jimin presses a little kiss to Taehyung’s chest and goes quiet for a few moments, but eventually he does speak again, voice barely a whisper. “You wanted to talk?”

It’s time. He’s got this.

“I do, but I also don’t want to push you if there’s something you don’t feel up to talking about yet. It’s important to me that you know that I really care about you – so much Jiminie – and the last thing I want to do is hurt you. If I ask you something you don’t want to talk about, you can tell me and we can try again some other time, okay?” Taehyung presses a kiss into Jimin’s hair, mostly to keep himself from continuing to talk. He’s worried about messing this up, but adding more qualifiers isn’t necessarily going to help.

“It’s okay,” Jimin says quietly. “There’s just… It’s stuff I don’t like to think about a lot, but it’s probably better if you know and we just get it over with. And… I appreciate you being so sweet about it. I care about you a lot too, TaeTae.”

“Thank you. I’m going to ask you a few questions then, alright?” Jimin nods and Taehyung squeezes him a little tighter, taking a slow breath. “You were worried I might be scared of Yoongi’s rut. Have you helped an alpha through their rut before?”

Jimin shakes his head. “No. I umm… I couldn’t do it.”

“But you tried?”

“Sort of? It might…” Jimin lets out a shaky breath. “It might help if I explain a little.”

“If you feel comfortable, I would appreciate that a lot.”

“You know I presented way before Kookie, right?”

“Yeah, he said he was a late bloomer,” Taehyung answers.

“Well I presented in high school. Kookie and I were best friends then – basically inseparable. I’d had a crush on him for years but I didn’t know he felt the same. I guess part of me assumed I didn’t have a chance, so when I presented and suddenly started getting attention from alphas I just… I wanted to try to get over my crush. And you know how intense everything is when you’re young, and especially when you first present.”

“Yeah, I don’t miss those years at all. So… did you try dating an alpha?”

Jimin nods. “I did. Got a couple of offers but ended up agreeing to a date with a guy in the grade above me. I’d seen him around, but we hadn’t ever really talked before. He just seemed so nice, like he really liked me – said so many sweet things and treated me like I was special.”

Tae is getting a sinking feeling in his gut already. Jimin’s tone of voice does not make this sound like a happy memory.

“Can I ask his name?”

This has Jimin moving, leaning up to look at Taehyung with a frown on his face. “Why?”

“I won’t do anything with it if you don’t want me to,” Tae assures him. “I just thought it might be easier to refer to him by name, and I don’t want you to feel like it has to be a secret either – but you don’t have to tell me if you aren’t comfortable.”

Jimin’s expression softens, and Taehyung thinks he might see the beginning of tears in his eyes, but Jimin cuddles back up against him before he can be completely sure. “Sorry,” Jimin whispers. “It’s not you. I just get a little… emotional when I try to talk about this.”

“That’s okay, Jiminie. I’m not going to hold it against you, I promise. There’s stuff I get that way about too, and I think you’re doing really great.”

“Thank you.” Jimin is silent for a few seconds before letting out a sigh. “His name was Choi Jihoon.”

It’s such a common name that there’s a good chance there were several in the grade above Jimin, depending on how big their school was. Not that Taehyung was planning to do anything without Jimin’s explicit consent anyways, but it’s pretty likely that wouldn’t even be an option with a name that common, at least not without more information to go on.

“And he started treating you nice? After you presented?”

Jimin nods. “Tons of compliments, presents, attention – the works. We texted all the time and started hanging out after school.”

Sounds like love bombing to Taehyung – not really something he’s experienced himself, but he’s heard Hobi-hyung and Jin-hyung talk about it enough times to have a pretty good idea of where this is going. “He didn’t stay nice, did he?” he asks gently, rubbing one hand over Jimin’s shoulder.

“No. It was little stuff at first, things I didn’t even recognize as controlling or cruel. He got… pushy. We umm… We slept together a few times and it was… I thought it was just how things worked, but I should have known something was wrong. I was so fucking stupid.” Jimin’s voice is starting to sound tight now, body going more rigid by the moment where he’s pressed against Taehyung.

His scent is still perfectly calm. It’s actually a bit frustrating for Taehyung, being able to tell how upset Jimin is but having his nose telling him something completely different. Still, that frustration pales in comparison to everything else he’s feeling.

“It’s okay, baby,” Taehyung coos, trying to give off as much calm as he can in his own scent. It would happen more easily if he could smell Jimin’s distress, but he’s doing the best he can without the help of his body’s natural reactions. “Abusive relationships can happen to anyone, no matter how well they know the signs.”

“But I’m supposed to–” Jimin cuts himself off with a sniffle, taking a couple of deep breaths that come out shaky. “Tae, can I please…” He lifts his head, nosing his way up toward Taehyung’s neck.

“Of course, always. Anytime and as much as you want, Jiminie.” Tae reaches up to guide Jimin’s face into his neck, shivers running through him as his new mate touches the scent gland there for the very first time. It’s maybe not exactly how he imagined this happening, but he loves that Jimin feels close enough to ask him for this. He doesn’t rush things either. They can talk once Jimin feels better. “Do you want to come closer?” Taehyung offers, gently tugging Jimin toward his lap.

“Thank you,” Jimin breathes, climbing over Taehyung and straddling his hips. He keeps nosing at the scent gland on Taehyung’s neck, taking long deep breaths that start to slowly even out. “I’m sorry. I hate talking about it and I just get so upset.”

“It’s okay. I think you’re doing great, and I’m so glad you’re willing to talk to me like this. It means a lot to me.”

Jimin doesn’t answer him right away, just shakes his head in tiny movements and breathes while Tae rubs at his back. “I should probably finish, huh?” he eventually mumbles.

“If you feel up to it, I would really like to know, but we can stop if you need to.”

“No it’s okay. I’d rather just get it over with. It was… He got meaner. Kookie tried to tell me. He could see it even though I tried to keep it away from him, but I just… I lied, I made excuses, and I hid as much of it as I could because I thought it was all my fault.”

“It wasn’t,” Taehyung assures him. “It wasn’t your fault.”

Jimin shrugs, pressing a tiny kiss to Taehyung’s scent gland. It still feels electric, even with how focused he is on Jimin’s story – on getting to be here with him in this precious little bubble of trust.

“We’d been together a few months when his rut came. I said I would help him, but the time we spent together in his pre-rut was… He said I should get used to it because his rut would be worse and I just – I couldn’t. I told him I couldn’t. He spent his rut with someone else – someone his family paid for.”

“Oh, Jiminie. I’m so sorry. He hurt you, didn’t he?” Taehyung can feel anger brewing inside him, but now isn’t the time. He can process his own feelings later. Right now, he wants to listen and be here for Jimin, so he just shoves it all down.

“It’s okay. It was a long time ago. I – There was some other stuff. It got worse, but we… We broke up pretty soon after. Kookie talked some sense into me and told me he’d been in love with me for years. I told him I felt the same and we’ve been together ever since. That’s it.”

“I’m so glad Jungkookie was able to talk to you and help you get out. Thank you for talking to me, Jiminie. I won’t ask you any more questions about it, but is it okay if I say a couple of things? Or if you just need me to shut up and cuddle you, I can do that too.” Taehyung noses at Jimin’s neck in return as he talks, not quite a request but hopefully enough to indicate his interest in returning Jimin’s attentions.

With any luck it will help calm him a little, and help Tae express how close he feels to him like this, how much he treasures his honesty.

“You can,” Jimin whispers, tilting his head in invitation. “We could… Do you want to scent? Like this? Or if the mood is too heavy we don’t have to. Sorry, I–”

“It’s okay,” Tae answers, leaning in and pressing a little peck to Jimin’s scent gland. He wants to scent Jimin like this so much that it takes effort not to just dive right in. The timing feels perfect in this tender, vulnerable moment they’re sharing together. “I want to. As long as you want it too, Jimin-ah.”

“I do. I… You feel… safe. I care about you a lot, Taehyung-ah, and I want to feel closer like this.”

Jimin doesn’t go for it right away, but Taehyung has never minded making the first move. He tentatively leans in and swipes his tongue over Jimin’s scent gland, pleased by the almost immediate reaction of Jimin relaxing above him and letting out a breathy little sigh.

The taste of vanilla floods his mouth, every bit as lovely and sweet as he’s been imagining for months now, and then Jimin is returning the gesture. Even just that first brush of tongue is enough to make Tae’s head swim. This sort of more intimate scenting can take so many forms, and Tae is really glad that their first time is like this, all soft and caring with Jimin having given him something so incredibly precious – his trust.

It makes an overwhelming sense of fondness swell in his chest. He cares so much about Jimin, about making him feel treasured and adored and safe, about making sure he knows that Taehyung will never let anyone hurt him again.

They only trade a few soft licks back and forth. It's gentle in a way that reminds him so much of the first time he did this with Yoongi-hyung, when the two of them stood hugging one another in the middle of their tiny apartment kitchen and whispering about how happy they were to be trying to form their little pack. The circumstances are different, but he feels that same familiar sense of gratitude that life has given him such a perfect mate.

No matter the context, the first time scenting like this is always special, and more intense than any time after – and this one doesn’t disappoint. Taehyung just feels right, his body pleasantly warm and tingling, so comfortable with Jimin above him that he never wants it to end.

It takes them a couple of minutes to recover, minutes spent clinging to one another and pressing soft kisses to still damp skin until their breathing begins to even out. Eventually, Jimin pulls back just far enough to lean back in for a proper kiss. It’s soft and sweet, leaving Taehyung feeling almost like he’s floating, still trying to process the rush of bonding chemicals and endorphins from their scenting – but he reciprocates eagerly, wanting Jimin to feel how much he treasures this moment together.

“Thank you,” Jimin breathes as he breaks their kiss and lets his head rest on Taehyung’s shoulder.

“You too. For that and for everything before it too.” Tae does his best to get his thoughts back in order. There was something he wanted to say before… What was it? Oh. “You still okay with me talking a little?”

“Yeah, anything you want.”

“First I want to ask… Can I talk to the hyungs about this? Not specifics if you don’t want, but it might help them to know some of what happened so they have an idea of what sorts of things might freak you out. If it’s a no, that’s okay – or if you’re only okay with me telling one or two of them.”

“It’s okay,” Jimin answers. “You can tell them. I… That’s easier than me having to explain it over and over again, honestly. As long as… Do you think they’re going to treat me different because of it?”

God, Jin-hyung would have the perfect answer to that question. It’s the first moment where Taehyung kind of wishes he wasn’t doing this alone. How does he tell the truth and reassure Jimin? “I think…” he starts, pausing for a second to process. “It’s less that they’re going to treat you different, and more that they want to be careful not to hurt you. If they know what happened, they might have a better idea of the sorts of things to watch out for.”

“I don’t want them to have to worry about me.”

“Honestly, I think this will help them worry less. Not because it isn’t serious –it definitely is – but because now it’s not some big unknown thing. If we understand, then we can help. It’s what Jin-hyung and the others did for me.”

Jimin perks up at that, head shifting where it rests on Tae’s shoulder. “They did it for you too? Because of what things were like before you met Jin-hyung?”

“Mhmm. There used to be a lot of stuff that would send me spiraling. Once they knew what to avoid, we were able to build trust until I got to a place where I could work on those things. It wasn’t a big production, if that’s what you’re worried about – it was all really slow and natural. And even the parts that were kind of big and heavy didn’t feel so bad with them.”

There’s a little pause before Jimin eventually whispers, “That doesn’t sound so bad.”

“It wasn’t.” Taehyung smiles and presses a soft little kiss to Jimin’s shoulder. “It doesn’t have to be a big deal. We just… We really like you, Jiminie. And we want to take care of you, just like I’m sure you want to take care of us. And I want to make sure I say for the record that nothing that he did to you was your fault. It sounds like he was an abusive prick and I’m just so happy you never have to lay eyes on him ever again.”

“Thank you, TaeTae.” Jimin’s voice comes out shaky, but he’s not going tense at least. “I appreciate you trying to look out for me and… I do want to take care of you too – so much.”

“That makes me really happy,” Tae says, feeling a smile stretch across his face. “I should also probably let you know that if you ever want me to kill that guy, all you have to do is ask. Or any other guy, really. Just one of the many perks of dating me. Murder on demand.”

That gets Jimin giggling at least, even if he doesn't take Taehyung up on his offer.

It's okay. He's got the rest of their lives to convince Jimin that murder is definitely the answer. For now, cuddling until his mate feels better takes priority.

Notes:

It's so nice to get around to Jimin finally opening up and giving the pack some answers. This date night isn't over yet, and we will be continuing it in next week's chapter :D

I did want to note a couple of things as we get into discussing past traumas:

My intention is to focus on the after effects of trauma and the healing process, more than on the gory details of specific acts. There will be details where they are relevant in the story, and we'll tackle them one chunk at a time, but I don't have any intention of writing detailed trauma recollection just for the sake of it. I'll also do my best to temper these heavier bits with lots of care and comfort where I can. This story will dip its toes into angst from time to time, but I definitely don't want to live there. ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Chapter 47: Movie Night

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook is so absorbed with helping Jin-hyung wash dishes that it actually takes him a little bit to realize that he hasn’t seen Taehyung and Jimin since dinner. He turns around, still drying the pan in his hands as he scans the kitchen and what he can see through the various exits. No sign of them, and he can’t hear their voices either.

Jin seems to notice him looking. “Something wrong?”

“Just haven’t seen Jiminie or TaeTae since we ate. Wondering where they went. Did you see them leave?”

“Yes, I saw them head upstairs just after the meal. There was something Taehyung-ah wanted to talk to Jimin-ah about, as I understand it.”

He can’t help but wonder if it’s something serious, or if it’s more like the ‘meeting’ he had earlier with Taehyung and Hobi-hyung about their upcoming photo slideshow. (They’d opted to bring Taehyung in on the plan, mostly because he would think it was fun, but also because it will be a lot less suspicious if he starts taking pictures more often than if Hoseok does.) With any luck, they should get to debut their creation within a couple of weeks.

Jungkook turns back around to continue drying dishes. “Do you know what it’s about?”

“I do, yes, though I don’t believe it’s something I should be the one to divulge. I highly doubt you will be out of the loop for long, however.” Jin smiles as he says it, and he doesn’t look worried so Jungkook doubts it’s something he needs to worry about either.

“Sounds like everyone’s having a secret meeting today.”

Jin-hyung clutches a soapy hand to his chest in mock offense. “And to think, I haven’t been invited to a single one!”

“Sorry, who are you again?” Jungkook jokes, unable to help himself from poking fun.

The joke always gets a rise out of Jin. This time it earns Jungkook a splash of water and a face full of soap bubbles, which rapidly devolves into the two of them scooping up bubbles to try and smack onto one another. The floor gets slippery in no time and before he knows it, Jin-hyung loses his footing, all while gripping hard enough at Jungkook’s shirt to drag him down as well. The two of them land in a heap on the wet floor in front of the sink.

“If I broke something, I swear–”

“You’re not that old, hyung.”

Old? You listen here–”

“What are you two even doing?” Jungkook looks up to see Namjoon in the doorway to the living room, looking down at the two of them with a very unimpressed expression on his face.

“Teaching Jungkook-ah to respect his elders.”

“Yeah, I forgot to show proper respect to the elderly,” Jungkook says, giving his biggest, most innocent smile.

“The audacity!” Jin-hyung wastes no time rolling over on top of Jungkook and grabbing some bubbles off the floor to smear in his hair. “I need to teach all you kids some manners.”

Jungkook squeals and tries to get away, reaching for some soap of his own to try and retaliate, but Jin pins his wrists before he can get very far. He’s pretty sure he’s stronger than Jin-hyung, but he doesn’t bother really trying to fight the hold. Having Jin on top of him like this, straddling his hips and pinning his wrists… It’s actually kind of–

“Do you give up?” Jin asks, smirking down at Jungkook with soap bubbles dripping off his shoulder.

Jungkook sees his opportunity and he takes it.

He lets his eyes go wide, whispering a soft, “Oh no, hyung,” while staring up at Jin’s face, giving his best worried expression. This time, when he gently pushes against the grip on one of his wrists, Jin lets him go immediately.

“Is something wrong, darling?”

“Are you alright, Kook-ah?” Namjoon asks.

“Yeah, I just…” Jungkook reaches up to touch Jin’s hair, brushing some bubbles off the side of his head. “I think you’re getting your first gray hair, Jin-hyung.”

“Why you little brat,” Jin yells, face stuck somewhere between shock and laughter as he swats away Jungkook’s hand and pins his wrist again. “That’s it. I’ll hold him down. Joon-ah, dump a cup full of water on him!”

“I am not doing that,” Namjoon says, letting out a sigh. “How old are you two again?”

“I’ll do it,” Hoseok’s voice chirps from somewhere behind Namjoon. “I bet Jungkookie would look great all wet.”

Normally, that would have Jungkook blushing like mad, but he’s far too busy trying his best to get traction on the slippery floor so he can roll Jin-hyung off of him and run away.

“You will not do that,” Namjoon says, sounding more tired than anything even though Jungkook is pretty sure he thinks this is funny too.

Jin’s attention drifts toward the doorway. “Yoongi-yah, you want to help your only hyung, don’t you?”

Apparently they’ve drawn quite the crowd.

Of all the hyungs, Jungkook feels like Yoongi is probably the most likely to go for this plan, so he starts actually trying to get away. It’s easy enough to overpower the grip on his wrists, but the floor really is slippery and he also can’t stop laughing, so he’s mostly left to thrash ineffectively while attempting to plead his case. “Don’t – Yoongi-hyung, please. If you’re- gonna dump water on anyone- get Jin-hyung!”

Yoongi-hyung doesn’t move an inch, just stands in the doorway with his arms crossed and an amused expression on his face. “I’m not getting involved. I thought you were supposed to be good in a fight, JK. Not making a very strong case for yourself right about now.”

“Don’t encourage them,” Namjoon says, shaking his head. “Here I thought I only had five kids to look after, but apparently it’s six.”

“Excuse me?” Jin says. “What was that?”

Jungkook can’t help but grin. “Yeah, Namjoon-hyung, you’ve got to speak up. Jin-hyung is getting too old to hear you.”

“I am not – That wasn’t what I meant!” Jin sputters for long enough that Jungkook is finally able to get the leverage he needs to flip their positions, wrestling his way on top of Jin-hyung and straddling his hips. He even pins the beta’s wrists, just like had been done to him, then turns to look over his shoulder at the three alphas in the doorway.

“Is that better, Yoongi-hyung?”

Yoongi’s cheeks are flushed pink, and he only glances at Jungkook for a second before turning to walk away, mumbling, “Fucking hot is what it is.”

That has Jungkook’s thoughts grinding to a halt. “Wait, really?” he asks, but Yoongi is already too far away to hear, so he looks down at Jin-hyung instead. “Is this hot, hyung?”

“I’m stunning, in case you haven’t noticed,” Jin says, still struggling against Jungkook’s hold on his wrists.

“No, I definitely noticed that. I mean, is this hot?” he asks, looking down at their soap covered clothes and the wet floor around them.

Jin barks out a laugh. “The way I want to smack you, or you on top of me?”

“Yes to both,” Hoseok chimes in, waggling his eyebrows at the two of them before letting out a laugh. “Are you two done fighting now?”

“What do you think, hyung?” Jungkook asks, smiling down at Jin. “Are you ready to be done?”

“What do you plan to offer me in return for peace?”

He can’t help but voice the first thought that comes to mind, cheeks already going warm. “A kiss?” he asks softly, still smiling down at Jin-hyung.

“I might be amenable to that,” Jin says, his expression softening in a flash. “Are you going to let me up first?”

Jungkook nods and carefully climbs off of Jin before standing up and offering out his hand. “Be careful, hyung. It’s still really slippery.”

“Yes, I’m painfully aware of the mess we’ve made of my floor. Lucky for me that it’s turning out to be worth it,” Jin answers, gently tugging Jungkook closer. “I’ll take that kiss now, darling.”

Rather than try to answer while his heart is pounding, Jungkook opts to just lean in for the kiss instead. It’s nothing like the tiny peck he’d gotten back at their apartment. No, Jin takes his time now, pulling Jungkook in close with an arm around his waist and tangling a hand in his hair. One kiss becomes two and Jungkook finds himself tipping his head for more, loving the way he can feel Jin-hyung smile against his mouth at the movement.

It feels good, being so thoroughly kissed, and he’s powerless to fight the contented little sigh that slips out of him.

He can faintly hear Hobi-hyung whispering behind them. “Shit. Yoongles is gonna be so sad that he missed this.”

Namjoon-hyung makes some sort of hum in response and then Jin is pulling away, letting out a low little laugh when Jungkook tries to chase the kiss. “Oh, you’re too precious, Jungkook-ah. That was lovely, but I believe we have a floor to clean up.”

Hoseok laughs. “Pretty sure Joon-ah would help me with the floor if you guys wanna go makeout or – Hey, wait, where are you going Joonie?”

“Finding Yoongi.” The words are clipped, and Namjoon is already leaving the kitchen, but not before his scent finally drifts over toward them. It’s warmer than usual (kind of spicy too), and Jungkook can’t help but wonder if that’s because of watching him and Jin-hyung. Did they look good kissing? Good enough that maybe Namjoon-hyung will want to kiss him someday too?

Jin gives a little laugh at Namjoon’s departure. “Would you still like to help with the floor, even if you don’t get a show for your efforts, Hobi-yah?”

“That depends.” Hoseok grins and steps closer. “Do I get a kiss like that if I say yes?”

Jungkook is nodding even before Jin-hyung can agree. More kissing sounds great.

“I believe that’s at least one yes,” Jin says, ruffling Jungkook’s hair. “Were you looking for two?”

“Absolutely.”

~~

Jungkook and Hoseok get to work on the dishes after a couple of really nice kisses – one that he actually got to have with Hobi-hyung, and then the one he got to watch too. (He doesn’t think of himself as much of a voyeur, but watching Hobi and Jin kiss had still left him blushing.)

Jin is still mopping up the mess on the floor behind Hoseok and Jungkook (who are finishing up the dishes) when he says warmly, “There you two are.”

Jungkook looks over his shoulder, to see Taehyung and Jimin making their way into the kitchen. They both look fine, which is a relief even if he wasn’t all that worried about them. They’ve clearly scented recently, and Jimin has that soft look on his face that he only ever gets when someone has been extra sweet to him and he’s feeling seen and appreciated.

It sort of makes Jungkook want to kiss Taehyung on principle, just for putting that look on Jimin’s face.

“What happened here?” Jimin asks, gesturing to the mop in Jin’s hand.

“Jungkookie and Jinnie battled to the death,” Hoseok says, giving Jungkook a playful little nudge. “Soap everywhere, you should have seen it.”

“What’d Jungkookie do?” Taehyung asks. “Mess with Jin-hyung’s expensive cookware? That always gets me in trouble.”

“Why do you assume it was my fault?”

“For the record,” Jin-hyung starts. “He pretended not to recognize me, again, and then called me old.”

Taehyung lets out a little whistle, followed by a giggle. “Wow, and you’re still standing here to tell the tale. Not bad.” He and Jimin both start making their way closer, bringing a pleasant little wave of their combined maple and vanilla scent with them.

Jimin comes right in for a hug, leaning heavily into Jungkook’s arms, and at this distance it’s impossible to miss the origin of Taehyung’s scent on his skin. It’s not coming from his wrist at all. They must have properly scented while they were upstairs, and the thought has Jungkook feeling almost dizzy, a mix of excitement and desire bubbling in his chest. The thought of Jimin feeling okay doing that with a member of the pack makes him so happy, and leaves him wondering if maybe he can do that too...

Hyung,” he breathes, nosing at Jimin’s neck and taking in the strong scent of maple there.

“Wanna cuddle,” Jimin says, words muffled in Jungkook’s shoulder.

“Yeah, we were thinking about watching a movie,” Taehyung says.

“Sure, me and Hobi-hyung are just about done here and then–”

“You go on ahead,” Hoseok interrupts. “There’s only a few dishes left, and I’m pretty sure me and Jinnie-hyung can handle them just fine. Besides, Minnie needs cuddles and I know there’s no way you wanna miss out on those, right honey?”

Jungkook blushes, shaking his head. Between Hoseok calling him honey and how good Jimin and Taehyung smell, maybe he needs cuddles too. “Okay,” he answers, willing his voice not to shake. “Thank you, Hobi-hyung. Wanna get carried, Jiminie?”

Jimin gives a little nod and Jungkook scoops him up without missing a beat.

Being able to carry his mate like it’s nothing is one of Jungkook's favorite parts about being strong, especially for an omega. It had been almost too easy back before they met the pack, when Jimin had shrunk with the lack of regular meals, but now that he’s being properly fed he’s getting back to a more familiar and comforting weight in Jungkook’s arms.

Taehyung is busy hugging Jin. There’s a bit of soft muttering between them, but Jungkook doesn’t bother trying to make it out. Instead, he heads for the living room to get Jimin those cuddles asap.

“Is everything alright, hyung?” Jungkook asks once they’re out of earshot.

“Yeah, it’s good. Me and TaeTae had a kind of serious talk, but it went really good and then we scented and now I just feel kind of… I don’t know. It’s kind of floaty and tired but in a good way. Just wanna cuddle and not think for a bit.” Jimin sounds tired, voice all soft and easy like when he’s had a nip or finally relaxed after a really long day.

“Can I ask what you guys talked about?”

“Not a secret, but we should talk about it when we go home, if that’s okay? I promise everything is alright and there’s nothing to worry about.”

“Okay, later tonight then,” Jungkook says, pausing to lean down for a kiss before proceeding further into the living room. If Jimin says there’s nothing to worry about, Jungkook believes him completely. Even if he’s curious, it’s no big deal to wait for a few hours. Plus he spots Namjoon-hyung and Yoongi-hyung both already sitting on one of the couches, looking at their phones with a convenient space between them, so he realizes there’s something else he wants to ask. “How do you feel about cuddling with Namjoon-hyung and Yoongi-hyung?”

Jimin lifts his head at that, peering shyly over his shoulder toward the two alphas and then turning back to Jungkook with a pretty flush creeping up his cheeks. He bites his lip and then nods his head. “That sounds nice. Stay with me for a while first?”

“I can do that.” Jungkook makes his way over to the couch and eyes the empty cushion between Namjoon and Yoongi. “Is this spot open, hyung?”

Both alphas look up, but Yoongi answers first. “Yeah, no assigned seating here. You okay, Min-ah?”

“Jiminie is just feeling cuddly,” Jungkook answers, sitting down in the open space with Jimin still cradled in his arms, facing Namjoon. “Isn’t that right, hyung?”

“Yeah, ready to just relax for a while. TaeTae wants us to watch a movie.”

“That’s a great idea,” Namjoon says, smiling down at Jimin and then reaching out to rest a warm hand over the back of Jungkook’s neck. “Is there anything we can get either of you?”

Jungkook leans into the touch just a little, but hopefully enough to let Namjoon-hyung know how much he likes it. “Don’t need anything. You okay, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, I’m good too.”

Yoongi gets up to grab some extra pillows and blankets, and soon enough they’re being joined by the others, all seven of them making an effort to get cozy on one couch – or at least mostly. Jin-hyung mentions something about a shoulder rub and then Hobi-hyung is offering to do just that. He has Jin sit down on a cushion on the floor in front of him, and Taehyung wastes no time climbing into Jin’s lap. With those two on the floor, it’s easy enough to fit the rest of them on the couch.

Jungkook is pretty sure that they could get all seven of them up here with just a little more effort, but this is nice too.

It’s especially nice once the movie gets started and Yoongi spreads a blanket over them, skipping Hobi-hyung since he’s got Jin-hyung sitting on the floor between his legs. Jimin seems happy about this too, pulling the blanket tight around himself and nuzzling further into Jungkook’s chest. Whatever talk he had with Taehyung must have been intense to have left him quite this soft after coming down from it – though scenting more intimately for the first time probably had an effect too, considering that Taehyung seems to be feeling pretty cuddly also.

About twenty minutes into the movie, Jungkook picks up a little spike in Namjoon’s scent. When he glances over, he sees that Jimin has spread out, stretching his legs over Namjoon’s lap. The alpha’s hands rest on Jimin’s legs over the blanket, his thumb rubbing in tiny little circles somewhere around Jimin’s ankle.

This is so sweet. Jungkook really couldn’t be any happier.

Or at least that’s what he thinks all the way up until they pause for a bathroom break around the middle of the movie. He stands up and deposits Jimin onto the couch while he heads for the bathroom, trailing behind Hobi-hyung and Namjoon-hyung.

When they get back, Jin and Taehyung have cuddled up on the other couch, and Hoseok heads over to kneel down in front of them and dot kisses all over Taehyung’s face. Namjoon plops back down in his seat, and Jungkook looks down at Jimin, who’s smiling softly back up at him.

“You still wanna cuddle, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, still sounds nice.”

“With me, or with one of the hyungs?” Jimin gives this a moment of thought, biting at his lip before glancing over at Namjoon (who had perked right up at Jungkook’s question). Oh hell yes – this just keeps getting better. “With Namjoon-hyung?”

“I’d love that, Minnie,” Namjoon says, opening his arms in invitation.

Jimin only hesitates for a moment before gingerly climbing into Namjoon’s lap, both of their scents spiking pretty and sweet as they settle in together. It does something funny to Jungkook’s heart, seeing Jimin cradled so gently in Namjoon’s arms, taken care of and feeling comfortable enough to let a member of the pack handle him when he’s feeling soft like this. It’s honestly–

“Are you planning to stand there all night?” Yoongi asks, looking up at Jungkook with a knowing smile before opening his own arms. “Why don’t you come here?”

“Wait,” Hoseok says, returning to stand beside Jungkook. “I want in too. Scoot, Yoongles.”

After a little shuffling, the three of them nestle in together. Hoseok puts a pillow in his lap and Jungkook ends up lying across the two of them, Yoongi’s arm draped over his hips and Hoseok rubbing at his scalp. Yoongi’s scent has gone all sweet with content, and Jungkook is so comfortable. All this needs is…

Jungkook turns his head to look up at Hoseok. “Your scent, please, hyung?”

“Of course, baby. Thank you for reminding me.”

With that, he’s left warm, comfortable, and surrounded by the combined scent of cinnamon and coffee. It’s enough to make him feel a little dizzy at first, but it’s hard not to relax into it when Yoongi is rubbing gently at his hip and Hoseok’s fingers are working over his scalp. Jimin even stretches out his legs to tangle with Jungkook’s in the middle of the couch, and then it feels like he has everything he could possibly want.

Okay, now he really couldn’t be any happier.

~~

Honestly, it’s a miracle that Jungkook manages to stay awake through the whole movie. He’s way too cozy, especially once the blanket is pulled back over him again. He’s not even all that tired, but between the comfortable position, low lighting, and the generally slow pace of the movie, he can barely keep his eyes open. Once the movie finishes, Taehyung eagerly suggests that they watch another, but if Jungkook tries that, he’s going to be asleep in minutes.

“I’d watch another one,” Jimin says. He’s still cradled in Namjoon’s lap, looking maybe a little more alert but not by much.

“Yeah, me too,” Hoseok agrees. “I don’t know if Yoongles is gonna make it through another one though.”

“Probably gonna sit this one out,” Yoongi says. “You guys go ahead and watch, though. I just don’t want to pass out and drool on anyone.”

Perfect.

Jungkook sits up, already missing the cuddles but unwilling to fall asleep like this either. “Can I come with you, hyung?” His voice comes out sounding tired, even to his own ears.

“Aww, is Jungkookie getting sleepy too?” Hoseok asks.

“Mhmm. You guys are way too comfy.”

Yoongi laughs. “Sure, you can come hang out with me. Wanna play some games?”

Jungkook agrees in an instant, and the two of them untangle themselves from the blanket. Everyone else starts moving around them too, with Jin and Taehyung joining the others on the couch. Taehyung gets shuffled into Hobi-hyung’s lap, while Jin-hyung scoops up Jimin for his turn to enjoy the soft cuddles. Jungkook leans in to press a quick kiss to Jimin’s cheek and then follows Yoongi out of the living room.

“I just need to check on a few things first,” Yoongi says, heading straight for his desk. “If you know what you wanna play, you can boot something up. Let’s see what you’re gonna kick my ass at today.”

“You know, we don’t have to play competitively if you don’t want, hyung. We could find something to play together instead?” Jungkook honestly isn’t too picky about what they play and whether it’s with or against one another. He just likes playing games with people.

“Never gonna find something I can beat you at if I don’t keep trying – unless you would rather play something co-op?”

“Nah, I’m good with whatever.”

“Cool. There’s a bunch of games on the shelf next to the TV. Pick whatever you want.” Yoongi starts typing while Jungkook takes his time browsing the collection of games. “Oh, I was thinking, now that your computer is basically finished, we can get the OS installed and then you’ll be able to get some games on there. You could take it home with you too if you wanted.”

“Well I was… Taehyung and I were talking about it and I was thinking maybe I could keep it here? I already have a computer at home, and he was talking about maybe setting up a room for all of us to game together.”

“God knows we have enough space for that, though somehow I get the feeling that I’ll be the one who ends up setting most of that up,” Yoongi says with a laugh. He doesn’t honestly sound bothered by the thought.

“Maybe I could help?”

“Sure, I won’t turn down an extra set of hands, especially now that you know what you’re doing. And designing a proper game room could be fun – at least from a technical standpoint. I’ll leave the aesthetics to Seokjin-hyung and Tae.”

Jungkook ends up picking out a few different racing games, then has Yoongi-hyung decide which of them he’d rather play once he’s done at his desk.

“How about this one?” Yoongi says, pointing to one of the games. “I have a few missions left in the campaign to get everything unlocked, but that gives you a few rounds to learn the ropes.”

“Sure, as long as you don’t mind watching me learn for a little bit. Maybe we could take turns?”

The game is pretty easy to pick up on. Not too many complex controls, though it takes a few tries to get the hang of the handling and drifting mechanics, just like most racing games. They trade off campaign missions for a little bit, and Yoongi-hyung absolutely stomps the final level. It’s nice to see him looking so pleased with himself.

When he’s finished, Yoongi sets the controller on the coffee table while the credits roll. “Was kind of thinking about a snack. You in?”

“Sure, I could eat. Is this one of those Midnight Snacks I hear about from Jiminie?” Jungkook asks, smiling.

“Definitely not late enough for one of those yet,” Yoongi answers, heading over to his desk area and opening one of his drawers. “Chips good with you? If not, we can go find something in the kitchen.”

“Nah, chips are fine.”

“Whiskey?”

“Sure.”

“So,” Yoongi says, tossing Jungkook the bag of chips while he grabs a couple of glasses and a bottle of whiskey. “Min-ah talk about our calls a lot?”

“Sometimes. I know in the beginning he was so grateful for all the help you gave him on his schoolwork, but lately…” Jungkook pauses, watching Yoongi pour their glasses. Back when this was all new they talked a lot about the specifics of conversations they had with the pack. Sometimes they still do, but there’s less of a feeling like every detail needs to be reported now, so it’s gotten a lot more–

“Here,” Yoongi says, passing Jungkook a glass and plopping down on the couch. “Don’t down that glass like a shot. This is good whiskey, meant to be savored, understood?”

Jungkook sticks out his tongue. “I know how to drink good whiskey, hyung.”

“Alright, alright. Just making sure.”

Jungkook doesn’t think of himself as a whiskey guy. He doesn’t mind it, but he’s always been more partial to a good beer than anything else. This, though? This whiskey is great, smooth and sweet with a hint of spice that clings to his tongue. “Shit, that’s really good.”

“You like it? It’s one of my favorites. Joon-ah picks me up a bottle every year for my birthday.” Yoongi swirls his glass and takes one more sip before setting it down. “So, Min-ah talks about our calls less now?”

“Oh, sorry – forgot what we were talking about. Yeah, sort of. I was thinking about how back in the first couple of months we talked through most of the conversations we had with you guys, but now we don’t so much. Like we still talk about it but it feels more… comfortable I think is the right word.”

“And more specifically about our talks? If I’m allowed to ask, that is.”

Jungkook can’t help but smile. Yoongi-hyung is fishing for information, and he’s only too happy to provide what he thinks is important. “Well, he tells me how much he likes them, how much better he feels after talking with you if he’s had a stressful night, plus I think he likes arguing with you about stupid stuff. He likes you, hyung.”

Yoongi starts blushing about half way through Jungkook talking, and only gets more pink by the end. “That’s good. Great. I umm… I like him too.”

“I’d hope so, considering you guys finally scented tonight. Did you ask, or did he?”

“He did. Not sure if you’ve noticed, but I’m not usually all that great at making the first move,” Yoongi says, giving a little shrug. “I wanted to scent him for a long time, but I didn’t want to be pushy in case he didn’t feel comfortable.”

“That’s sweet, hyung, but I don’t think you need to worry so much. Jiminie trusts you.”

For a moment, Yoongi looks a little taken aback by the statement. He opens his mouth like he’s about to say something, then closes it again and reaches for his whiskey.

Jungkook waits for a few seconds, then decides to give Yoongi a little push, “Is there something you want to say, hyung?”

“I guess it’s…” Yoongi looks down at his whiskey. “Min-ah mentioned something to me the other day. Did he say anything about our talk the day we all went to play laser tag?”

“About him stealing your wallet?”

“Same day but it was – He mentioned a name. Choi Jihoon.”

Jungkook freezes.

He hasn’t heard that name in a long time. Jimin hates talking about it, even to him, and after enough attempts they kind of just… stopped. There are so many hurt feelings surrounding that time for both of them, that it tends to get tense really fast. Obviously he knows that Jimin is the one who got hurt the most, and he wants to support his mate by helping him talk about it but it just… It doesn’t work. It hasn’t for years.

But if he’s finally starting to talk about it, then maybe…

“He really said that?” Jungkook asks, voice nearly shaking.

Yoongi’s eyes narrow, expression shifting to something more serious. “Yeah. He didn’t say much about it besides answering what I asked, which was just enough to confirm that he was a shitty ex-boyfriend – like really shitty apparently.”

There are so many feelings swirling around inside of him that it’s hard to keep it all straight. Even just hearing Jihoon’s name stirs up anger and anxiety, but it’s more than just that – because maybe, just maybe this could be the breakthrough he’s been waiting for. It’s hard not to feel hopeful after waiting for so long, but there’s something else too. An impossibly large fondness toward Yoongi-hyung for somehow managing to be the sort of person that Jimin can feel safe talking to like that.

The good definitely outweighs the bad.

Jungkook reaches out for Yoongi’s hand, giving it a squeeze. “Thank you, hyung. Thank you so much.”

“What are you even thanking me for? I didn’t do anything.”

“You did, though,” Jungkook says. Holding hands doesn’t feel nearly close enough for everything he’s feeling, so he leans in for a hug instead. It leaves Yoongi sort of awkwardly trying to set down his whiskey and hug Jungkook back, but that’s okay. What’s important is that he does eventually get to have Yoongi’s arms wrapped around him.

“I’m not sure exactly what’s happening here or why you’re thanking me, but you seem… Are you okay, Jungkook-ah?”

“I’m good – great really. You don’t know how happy it makes me that Jiminie feels like you’re someone he can talk to.”

“He didn’t say much, not really. I’m sure it wasn’t too big of a deal.”

“It is a big deal, hyung. He hardly even talks to me about that,” Jungkook explains. “Not that I don’t try, but it never works. It’s almost like I’m too close to all of it and we both just end up emotional and upset without really getting anywhere.”

Yoongi squeezes him a little tighter. “That bad, huh?”

“Yeah. The worst.”

“Do you umm – Do you want to talk about it?”

“Not really my story to tell.”

He wants to talk about it, wants someone else to understand, but… If Jimin is finally opening up, Jungkook wants to make sure he has the space to do it at his own pace.

“I’m not gonna force you to talk, but it seems pretty obvious that whatever happened hurt you too.”

“Back when you were in college – before the pack – it would have hurt you to see Namjoon-hyung with someone who treated him bad, right?” Even just saying that makes his throat feel tight, the beginnings of tears starting to swell in his eyes.

Yoongi nods against Jungkook’s shoulder. His scent goes warmer, coming out strong and clear – probably because Jungkook’s own scent has gone a little sour with distress. “Yeah, it would have. A lot. I don’t know what happened, but I can’t imagine what it was like for you to see Min-ah being hurt.”

That time in their lives had been awful. Every moment. And as bad as it had been for him, he knows it was worse for Jimin – but it’s still nice to hear Yoongi-hyung acknowledge his hurt.

If he thinks about it much longer, he’s going to cry.

“Thank you, hyung. Can we… Was there something you wanted to ask or can we maybe play some games now?”

Yoongi lets out a tiny little puff of laughter and presses a kiss against Jungkook’s temple. “We can play games. Sorry for getting all serious on you.”

“It’s okay,” Jungkook answers, finally letting Yoongi go and leaning back from their hug. “I’m really happy he talked to you, and that you talked to me. I just don’t want to cry.”

Yoongi’s expression falls just a little, the smile on his face morphing into something less amused and more sympathetic. “For the record, it’s never gonna bother me if you cry. I would…” He falters, looking at his whiskey for a moment and then back to Jungkook. “I’d want to look after you, if you were willing to let me.”

Jungkook can’t help but smile. Yoongi-hyung really is sweet, even if he’s a little afraid to show it a lot of the time. “That means a lot to me, hyung. Thank you. Still think I’m maybe ready to just play some games – and finish this really good whiskey.”

“Okay, then that’s what we’re gonna do. Ready to kick my ass in yet another game?”

“You never know. This could be the one you beat me at, hyung.”

Notes:

We are finally nearing the end of this plot arc! Only two chapters to go to wrap things up with this date night, and then we'll have a bit of a break for some more cute dates and other shenanigans before moving on to our next arc.

Chapter 48: Placing Bets

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook does not lose to Yoongi in the racing game.

Some of the early matches are close, but he still manages to win all of them. It feels good to focus on something else after the whiplash of hearing Choi Jihoon’s name again. Playing games with Yoongi has become something familiar and comforting for him, and Yoongi seems to like it too. Or at least he must, since he initiates it so often. Jungkook almost always tries to make a bet or two on their games, usually as a joke since Yoongi-hyung turns him down most of the time.

But he doesn’t get turned down tonight.

Maybe it’s the whiskey, or the fact that it’s just the two of them here, or maybe something else entirely – but when Jungkook starts jokingly making bets, Yoongi goes along with it.

“How about if you lose, I get one more glass of that whiskey?” Jungkook asks.

“I’ll do you one better. If I lose, I’ll give you a glass of my best whiskey.”

“Are you gonna have one too?”

“Of course. I’m not busting out my best stuff and then not having some with you.”

Yoongi’s best whiskey turns out to be just as delicious as the last bottle, though Jungkook isn’t sure if he likes it better necessarily. Then again, he’s not a whiskey guy like Yoongi-hyung, who takes a couple of minutes to talk about the flavor and the fancy barrels it’s aged in – followed up by a story about sneaking his first taste of it from his father’s liquor cabinet as a teenager.

“It wasn’t the sort of thing we could ever have afforded, but dad got it as a gift from a friend for his fiftieth birthday. He only ever took it out on special occasions, but I was curious and also in a phase where I was being a bit of a little shit. Poured myself a shot and liked it so much that I knew it would always be my favorite.” Yoongi smiles as he tells the story, neither of them in any huge rush to start their next match.

“Did he ever find out you took some?”

“Nah. He never noticed the one missing shot, and the next morning I felt too bad about it to do it again. I buy him a bottle every year now though, so I’ve repaid my debt plenty of times over. Anyway, what are you betting me this match? No more bargaining for computer upgrades since yours is pretty much done now–“

“Hey, I won a bet for you to teach me to do water cooling someday. I never said it had to be in my computer.”

Yoongi laughs. “Well, it was more fun that way. Besides, it was easier than cracking open one of mine for you to learn on.”

Jungkook doesn’t really think it was any easier. He’s pretty sure Yoongi-hyung just likes giving him presents, but Yoongi will deny that if Jungkook even tries to make his case, so he lets it go instead. “Well if we are gonna put together a real gaming room, won’t we need computers for everyone?”

“What, you wanna help put them together?”

“Yes please,” Jungkook says, grinning as he sips his whiskey. He’s feeling a little warm now, far from drunk but definitely pleasantly buzzed. The thought of getting to help Yoongi with a project like that would be appealing either way, but it especially sounds nice right now when he feels like he wants to be closer with him.

“Alright, fine. Let’s do it then,” Yoongi says, smiling and shaking his head while he reaches for his controller. He’s so handsome – not like that’s a new development, but there’s something about him when he’s gone a little looser like this, warm and easy and indulgent, that’s maybe more than just handsome. It makes Jungkook want to do something reckless like pull Yoongi in for cuddles or maybe even lean in for a kiss. “Hey, you’re staring. You wanna play or not?”

“Sorry, yes please!” Jungkook can feel himself blushing, so he hurries to start their match.

His head isn’t in the game anymore. He keeps stealing glances at Yoongi out of the corner of his eye, taking in how focused he is, ginger hair falling around his face and just the very tip of his tongue poking out from between his teeth in concentration. He'd said earlier that he wasn’t all that great at making the first move, so maybe just waiting around and trying to look kissable isn’t really going to work. Maybe Jungkook needs to take matters into his own hands…

He licks his lips absentmindedly and promptly crashes his car into a streetlamp, only just managing to get back on the track in time to win in the final stretch.

“What was that?” Yoongi asks, reaching for his glass and downing the last of his whiskey. “That was your worst round yet.”

“It wasn’t that bad, was it?” Jungkook says, kind of wishing he still had some whiskey left in his cup to distract himself with. Maybe another glass would give him the courage he needs to figure out how to get the kiss he can't stop thinking about.

The look that Yoongi fixes him with is unimpressed and a bit suspicious. “I know you know that was a bad round. Something wrong? Do you want to take a break?”

Jungkook needs a game plan if he’s going to ask Yoongi to kiss him. He can’t just do it now out of nowhere. Gotta buy a little time while he thinks. “Nah, I’m okay. We can keep playing.”

“You sure? Wanna play something else then? You’ve already won a few bets tonight, so we could play something more relaxed if you want. Not like I don’t have plenty of games.”

Wait, maybe that’s the answer–

“How about one more bet?” Jungkook asks, trying to sound like his heart isn’t in his throat.

Yoongi laughs at that, shaking his head. “What, is there something else you want? Joon-ah will accuse me of spoiling you at this rate.”

Jungkook takes a breath. He’s pretty sure Yoongi is interested. Like at least ninety percent sure. Probably. This is literally the perfect time. They’re all alone and everyone else is gonna be busy with the movie for a while longer, so he just needs to get a hold of himself and ask. But what if he asks and Yoongi says no and then they have to spend the next half hour hanging out in awkward silence and he’s ruined everything forever and–

“Hey,” Yoongi says softly, reaching over to touch Jungkook’s shoulder. “I was joking, you know, about the whole being spoiled thing.”

“Oh, I... I wasn’t offended or anything.”

“What’s wrong then? Your scent went a little distressed. Do you feel okay?” Yoongi asks, pressing the back of his hand to Jungkook’s forehead now.

“A kiss,” Jungkook blurts out.

Yoongi’s freezes, hand going completely still against his forehead. There’s about two full seconds of silence, which is plenty of time for Jungkook to decide he needs to backpedal right now.

Yoongi doesn’t want to kiss him. Fuck, he asked too soon.

He forces out a little laugh, shaking his head away from Yoongi’s hand and focusing on the floor. “Never mind, that was stupid. I just thought that maybe you might… Sorry, it was presumptuous of me to assume like that instead of asking first. We don’t have to do that now or ever if you don’t want me like that–”

“Jungkook-ah, I need you to take a deep breath.”

Oh god he’s talking too much now too, just digging himself an even deeper hole of embarrassment to try and crawl back out of later. This would be the perfect time to fake a stomach ache and bolt for the door. He can go find Jimin and ask if they can leave, and–

“I’m sorry, Yoongi-hyung. I didn’t mean to make things weird I–” Jungkook's mouth stops working the moment he feels Yoongi's hand land firmly on the nape of his neck, thumb brushing gently over his scent gland. For a few moments, his mouth simply hangs open uselessly, mind gone entirely blank until he eventually manages to choke out a quiet, “Hyung.”

“That still isn’t breathing, baby,” Yoongi says.

Jungkook feels his brain short circuit, because Yoongi’s voice is low and warm and he just called him baby, and the comforting weight of his hand is still pressed to Jungkook’s neck, touching his scent gland and–

He takes a deep breath.

“There you go.” Yoongi praises, keeping his voice low, and starting to rub little circles just at the edge of Jungkook’s scent gland. “Give me a couple more of those, okay?”

He practically deflates, tension leaving him as he leans into the touch and focuses on breathing like he’s been asked to. It helps that Yoongi starts to breathe with him, leading him through the motions.

“That’s better. Now listen, I’m not betting you for a kiss.”

Jungkook’s heart sinks. “Oh…” He tries not to sound disappointed, but he clearly fails.

“Hey, none of that,” Yoongi says. “It’s just not a lot of incentive to try and win if the prize for losing is getting to kiss you, and we both know how offended you get if someone lets you win.”

“Wait, do you actually– You want to kiss me too, Yoongi-hyung?”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh. “For a long time now,” he admits.

“Really?” Jungkook can feel his eyes go wide, so happy to know that he hadn’t misread the situation after all – that Yoongi-hyung really does want this too. “I thought you did before but then – Wait, why didn’t you?”

“Wasn’t sure you wanted me to.”

Jungkook thinks that is incredibly stupid. Of course he wants Yoongi to kiss him. He’s been trying to look kissable for weeks now, and he’s pretty sure he was obvious about it. Still, that’s something he can worry about later. Right now, there’s more important stuff he wants to do. Yoongi’s hand is still a comforting weight over the nape of his neck, and he lets himself lean further into the touch, fluttering his lashes and giving Yoongi a shy smile. “I’ve wanted to kiss you for a long time too. Can we, hyung?”

“God,” Yoongi huffs, leaning into Jungkook’s space. “Do you even know how gorgeous you are?”

Gorgeous.

The compliment makes Jungkook feel dizzy, leaving him even more desperate for Yoongi to just hurry up and kiss him already. He tries to say as much, but when he opens his mouth all that comes out is a tiny little whine.

That has Yoongi’s scent going warm, head tilting and a little smile spreading across his face. “Was this what you were thinking about earlier? Why you almost lost a match to me?”

Jungkook nods. “Kept noticing how handsome you look tonight,” he admits, leaning in closer. “And thinking about how good it was gonna feel to finally kiss you.”

Yoongi meets him halfway.

It’s soft at first, just a slow press of lips – but Jungkook is still helpless to hold back the little sigh that bubbles out of him, so happy to finally be kissing Yoongi-hyung. He’s wanted to for so long and now he’s finally here and it feels so good. Yoongi must think so too, because his scent is going all warm around them, spicy sweet cinnamon with hints of vanilla still clinging to him.

It’s perfect, and Jungkook just can’t help but want more.

He tilts his head and gives a tentative lick to Yoongi's bottom lip, his heart doing little flips inside of his chest when Yoongi returns the gesture and suddenly all he can taste is whiskey and cinnamon. It's smooth and sweet, so delicious it leaves Jungkook's skin buzzing, while the feeling of Yoongi's tongue sliding hot against his own has him letting out a soft little whine into the alpha's mouth.

After a few seconds, Yoongi pulls back and Jungkook finds himself trying to chase a kiss for the second time tonight. Why is everyone always ready to be done before he is? Although this is his first kiss with Yoongi-hyung, to be fair. Maybe the next time could be longer, or...

“Hyung,” he says, cracking his eyes open to find Yoongi looking back at him, searching his face for something. “Do we have to stop?”

Yoongi lets out a little huff of laughter. “Just stopped to check in and make sure this was okay. but it sounds like that’s a yes. You wanna keep going?”

Jungkook nods. “Only if you do too.”

“You’re crazy if you think I don’t, sweetheart.”

The pet name has Jungkook biting his lip and scooting closer, before eventually just saying the hell with it and climbing into Yoongi-hyung’s lap, throwing a leg over his hips and straddling him. “Is this okay, hyung?”

He can actually hear Yoongi swallow. “Yeah it’s… fuck, it’s perfect. Come here,” Yoongi answers, tangling a hand in Jungkook’s hair and gently guiding him down.

This time it’s Yoongi who first slips his tongue into the kiss, and Jungkook opens eagerly for him, letting the alpha lick into his mouth and whining at just how perfect it feels. Yoongi’s grip on Jungkook’s hair tightens just the slightest at the sound, and that only makes everything feel even better. The kiss stays gentle the whole way through. Even the little nip Yoongi gives to Jungkook’s bottom lip is soft, though it still pulls a whimper from him.

He’s hard almost right away. How could he not be when everything feels so good and Yoongi-hyung is kissing him like he’s dreamed about for weeks? He wants so badly to rock his hips forward and see if Yoongi is enjoying this as much as he is, but the second he tries, one of Yoongi’s hands grips his hip and holds him in place.

“Be good, baby,” Yoongi whispers before going right back to kissing him.

Jungkook whines into their kiss, stuck somewhere between grateful and painfully turned on by Yoongi’s words. He wants that – wants to be good enough that Yoongi will praise him for it, tell him what a perfect omega he is, how well he listens, how–

Yoongi pulls away just a little, pressing a few kisses along Jungkook’s jaw. “Fuck, that really made your scent go sweet.”

“Wanna be good for you,” Jungkook breathes.

There’s a hiss of air as Yoongi exhales through his teeth. “Can’t tell if you’re acting this tempting on purpose, or if it’s just who you are.”

“Why would I be acting?”

Yoongi groans, resting his forehead against Jungkook’s shoulder and wrapping both arms around his waist. “God, it’s almost worse that you don’t even mean to.”

Worse? Is he… Does Yoongi not like– “I’m sorry. Is it bad, hyung?”

“Wait, baby, no,” Yoongi says, pulling back in an instant and reaching up to cup Jungkook’s cheek. “What I mean is that I can’t believe you’re this hot by accident.”

Oh. That's...” That’s much better than where his mind was going, but he still feels a little unsure. “Really?”

Yoongi laughs. “What do you mean ‘really’? You ask that like you’re not fucking beautiful and squirming in my lap telling me you want to be good for me. How am I supposed to survive that?”

Jungkook smiles, pressing a soft kiss to Yoongi’s cheek before leaning back. “You’re hot too though, hyung. And it can’t all be my fault if you’re the one who told me to be good in the first place.” That reminds him… Yoongi did stop him earlier, right before telling him to be good. “I’m sorry if I took things too far before that, by the way. If I made you uncomfortable–”

“You didn’t. Was just making sure…”

“Making sure what?”

Yoongi lets out a little sigh. “If you’d gotten much closer you might have realized just how not uncomfortable in the slightest you were making me.”

It takes a second for the words to click, Jungkook tilting his head in confusion before he realizes what Yoongi means and feels a smile spread across his face. “That’s what I was trying to do, hyung. I felt really good and I wanted to know if you did too.”

“Christ, how are you even real?” Yoongi groans, leaning forward until his forehead rests on Jungkook’s chest. “If you’re killing me with this, Joon-ah is going to go crazy when he gets his hands on you.”

“Why?”

“You’re so honest, and the way you say things– Just trust me when I tell you he’s going to eat it up like a man fucking starved.”

“Are you sure? Namjoon-hyung hasn’t even kissed me yet, so I’m not sure he’d really find me that appealing.”

“Not sure he’d find you–” Yoongi leans back to give Jungkook a confused look, searching his face for a second before his eyes go wide. “Wait, do you think he doesn’t want to kiss you? Tell me you’re not being serious right now.”

“Well, I mean TaeTae sort of said you all wanted to, but it’s been a while since then. I hope he does still want to, but maybe he just isn’t ready yet?” Honestly, Jungkook isn’t completely sure. Maybe Taehyung had meant it more like Namjoon would probably want to kiss him later, but Jungkook is just being impatient? “It’s okay though,” he adds quickly. “I don’t mind waiting until Namjoon-hyung is comfortable!”

Yoongi doesn’t answer, just stares up at Jungkook with his mouth open. Eventually, he closes it, shaking his head and pushing at Jungkook’s hips. “I need to take care of something quick. Do you mind getting off me?”

“Sure, hyung,” Jungkook answers, lifting himself out of Yoongi’s lap and standing up. “What do you need to do?”

“Oh, nothing.” Yoongi stands up too, scanning the room. “Just need to find my phone so I can yell at Joon-ah real quick. Hopefully then he’ll pull his head out of his–”

“Wait, you don’t need to do that!” Jungkook lunges for Yoongi, arms wrapping around his hips and tugging him back onto the couch. “It’s fine, really.”

“It’s not fine,” Yoongi grunts, struggling against Jungkook’s hold. “You were pretty sure I wanted to kiss you, for fuck’s sake. I’m not even that nice.”

“You are nice! And I don’t want you to yell at Namjoon-hyung, please?” Jungkook whines, not letting Yoongi go. He’s by far the stronger of the two of them, but it’s not like he can keep Yoongi-hyung like this forever.

“What if it’s more of a stern talking to?”

“No. Don’t do anything. It’s fine! I don’t want to rush him,” Jungkook whines.

“You’re not rushing. He’s dragging his goddamn feet!”

“Hyung, it’s okay! I don’t mind waiting. I can–”

Both of them freeze as the door to Yoongi’s office opens, Jungkook still holding Yoongi down on the couch as they turn to look at the door.

Taehyung steps into the room, grinning at the two of them. “Impromptu wrestling match?” he asks, walking forward and plopping down on the couch with them. “You do know Jungkookie is way stronger than you, right Yoongi-hyung?”

“You do see me losing, right?”

Jungkook lets Yoongi go, pleased when he doesn’t immediately try to get up and grab his phone again. “Not really wrestling, hyung. Just messing around. How was the movie? Where’s Jiminie?”

“Oh, I think Hobi-hyung still has him out on the couch. They were cuddling before the movie finished, but Jiminie didn’t want to get out of the warm blanket until it was time to go, so I offered to come get you,” Taehyung says with a smile. “Did you guys have fun?”

“You’re never gonna believe it, but JK kicked my ass at yet another game,” Yoongi deadpans.

“And then we kissed. A lot.”

The smile on Taehyung’s face widens into a grin and he laughs. “Oh, is that why it smells so good in here?”

Yoongi lets out a groan. “You didn’t have to tell him.”

“But I wanted to kiss you for a long time. It’s good news, hyung.”

“Yeah, I’ll say,” Taehyung says, giggling. “Took you two long enough.”

*******

Jimin really debates just asking if he and Jungkook can stay the night. He’s so warm and comfortable when the second movie ends, curled up on the couch with Hoseok behind him, one arm slung over Jimin’s middle and a blanket pulled over the two of them. He could definitely fall asleep here. Still, he feels nervous about asking right now. Instead he just agrees when Taehyung offers to go find Jungkook for him so he doesn’t have to move yet, enjoying the way Hoseok pulls him in closer and presses kisses into his hair.

When Jungkook does find his way back to the living room with Taehyung and Yoongi following, Jimin considers his options again. He could just reach out and ask Jungkook if he wants to stay the night. It’s almost guaranteed to be a yes.

He’s just about to say the hell with it and go for it when he remembers that the two of them still need to talk – and he’d rather do it at home where it’s just them. He doesn’t want to wait either. It will be easier to tackle when he’s feeling calm like this.

Damn.

“You ready to get up?” Hoseok asks, voice so low and warm right by Jimin’s ear that it makes him shiver.

“Almost.” Jimin turns in Hoseok’s arms, just far enough to twist his head and pucker his lips for a kiss.

“Aww, so cute, Minnie.”

After a kiss, Jimin does finally get up. This night has been so nice. He’s basically had cuddles from everyone at this point. It has him feeling warm and secure – cared for in a way he hasn’t really imagined for himself before now, or at least not with the whole pack like this.

There’s a knowing little smile on Jungkook’s face, like he can tell just how attached Jimin is feeling in the moment. “Hey, hyung. You ready to go home?”

Jimin only hesitates for a second. “Yeah, I’m ready.”

It’s Wonho who picks the two of them up after all their goodbye hugs and kisses are done, and Jimin is admittedly glad to see a familiar face tonight. It makes it easy for him to just cuddle up to Jungkook and zone out while those two chat about their workout routines and how Jungkook decided to drop some classes and take more time for himself.

After a few minutes, Jungkook excitedly asks, “Did you ever ask out the other omega you were talking about? Did he say yes?”

Admittedly, this gets Jimin's attention a bit more. While it's not completely uncommon for omegas to date other omegas, it's still rare enough that he feels a bit of solidarity with them, especially knowing how hard it can be, being viewed as an 'unmated' omega just because you aren't with an alpha.

Wonho laughs at the question. “Feeling nosy, Jungkook-ssi?”

“Aww, come on,” Jungkook whines. “I've been waiting to find out. You sounded excited about it when you told me.”

“I did ask, yes.”

“And?”

Jimin can't quite help but get involved, “Yeah, did he say yes?”

“You too, Jimin-ssi? I didn't realize I had a couple of gossips on my hands,” Wonho says. There's no real accusation behind the words, and Jimin can make out a playful smile stretched across his face in the rear-view mirror.

“C'mon,” Jimin says. “I baked you muffins, didn't I? That's gotta earn me a little gossip.”

Wonho lets out another laugh. “I suppose they were very good muffins. Alright, a little gossip. I asked him out just over a week ago, and he said yes. We went out for hotpot on a night we both had off, and it went well – or at least well enough for him to agree to a second date – and before you ask, his name is Hyungwon. You've met him a couple of times at the front gate, and once when he picked Jungkook-ssi up from work. Does that sate your curiosity?”

“It does,” Jimin agrees. “I'm happy for you, Wonho-ssi. That sounds really nice.”

Jungkook doesn't seem quite ready to let it go yet, spending the last few minutes of their car ride trying to puzzle out who exactly Hyungwon is. To be fair, the pack has a pretty extensive security team, at least as far as Jimin understands from how Hoseok and Taehyung talk. Still, the ones who are allowed near the house seem to form a relatively small group – probably the more trusted of them.

Jimin is content to leave the two of them to it, still feeling fuzzy enough to just zone back out while Jungkook talks to his new friend. It's cute. Jimin likes the thought of Jungkook making more friends. He gets along well enough with his coworkers and some of the students in his program, but it makes Jimin especially happy to see him getting to share his love of the gym with somebody who feels the same.

~~

As soon as they’re inside the apartment, Jimin sends a text to the group chat letting them know they made it home safe, then turns to tug at Jungkook’s sleeve. “Gonna change. Talk in bed?”

“Ready for an early night, Jiminie?” Jungkook asks, smiling.

“Wanna be warm and get cuddles and not move anymore.”

Jungkook agrees and they both head down the hall to get ready for bed. Jimin goes for the bathroom first, removing and cleaning his plug before storing it away for next time, then moving on to brushing his teeth. There wasn’t much slick to clean up when he took the plug out, but when Jungkook joins him in the bathroom, his head perks up just a little as he takes a long breath through his nose.

“Strong?” Jimin asks around his toothbrush.

“Nah, just a little. You wore a plug tonight?”

Jimin spits into the sink and rinses his mouth out. “Pretty much every time we visit. Easier that way.”

Jungkook just nods and starts brushing his teeth, but Jimin doesn’t miss the tiny frown on his face. Probably another thing for them to talk about, but not until they’re both tucked into bed – and Jimin knows how to make that feel a little more comfortable. If they’re gonna talk about some serious stuff, he may as well…

It’s easy enough to grab their extra blankets and form a lazy nest on their bed. He doesn’t really need it to be perfect tonight, just wants the comfort of being surrounded and safe inside with his mate.

At least his head isn’t quite as fuzzy as it was earlier. He thought it was just from scenting Taehyung so soft and intimate like that, but Taehyung recovered much quicker than Jimin did, so it probably has something to do with finally talking about things after so long. It hadn’t felt good to talk about by any means, but at least now it’s done. All he needs to do is bring Jungkook up to speed and let Taehyung handle the rest of the pack.

It will be nice not to have to think about it anymore.

Jungkook joins in on the nest building without comment, the two of them working side by side like they’ve done hundreds of times before. It comes together easily, and Jimin finishes it off by dragging Haru inside with them. The giant bear takes up quite a bit of room, but Jimin doesn’t mind being a little squished right now.

Once they’ve both changed into pajamas and climbed inside (with Jimin happily sandwiched between Jungkook and Haru), it’s finally time to talk.

“Feel okay now, Jiminie?” Jungkook asks. He’s smiling softly on the pillow next to Jimin, the two of them lying face to face in the dim glow of Jungkook’s bedside lamp.

“Yeah, this is perfect. Thank you. Tonight has been a lot, but I feel good, and I really appreciated you helping me get cuddles. Did you and Yoongi-hyung have fun?”

“Yeah, we finally kissed and it was so nice, hyung. He was really sweet and gentle, but it was…” Jungkook flushes, smile going all cute and shy. “Was pretty hot, honestly. I kind of didn’t want to stop but it’s probably good we did or Taehyung would have walked in on us making out and he definitely would have made a big deal out of it.”

Jimin can’t help smiling. He’s so glad Yoongi and Jungkook have gotten close, and he knows how long Jungkook has been wanting to ask for a kiss. “I’m really happy for you, Kookie. You’re definitely right that TaeTae would have made a big fuss, but that’s just cause he’s excited for you guys too. He’s been talking about when the two of you are gonna finally kiss for weeks now.”

“Are you gonna kiss him?”

“I mean, eventually, probably. I want to, but we only just scented tonight and it’s not like the two of us spend a lot of time alone. Oh, speaking of spending time…”

“What is it, hyung?”

“I was thinking, would you maybe want to ask if we can sleep over one of these times? I was thinking about it tonight, but–”

“Yes, please,” Jungkook interrupts, grinning from ear to ear. “I’d really really like that. Why didn’t you ask earlier?”

Jimin gestures vaguely to the nest surrounding them. “Figured all of this was more important tonight.”

“That’s fair. If we hadn't been planning to talk though? You would have wanted to stay?”

“Yeah, it…” Jimin bites his lip, feeling a blush creep up his cheeks. “I was comfy with Hobi-hyung. I don’t even know if they would have stayed with us or just left us on the couch. We haven't even invited TaeTae to bed yet.”

Jungkook giggles. “That’s just because you two always end up staying up late and passing out on the couch. Why don’t you guys come to bed next time? I’d love that.”

“That does sound nice. Would you prefer to start there and then worry about trying to sleep over at the house?”

“I’m down for whichever one comes up first, honestly. Have you wanted to stay there before, or was it just because you were feeling all soft tonight?”

“Maybe a bit of both? I’ve thought it might be nice to stay soon, but tonight was the first night where it was time to go and I really didn’t want to leave.”

“Well it’ll be easier now that I don’t have so many things to wake up early for,” Jungkook says, reaching up to brush some hair out of Jimin’s face. That simple touch is enough to have Jimin scooting closer, tucking his head under Jungkook’s chin and tangling their legs together. “There you go, Jiminie. Was wondering when you were gonna come in for more cuddles. We’ll ask about staying the night sometime soon, yeah?”

“That would be nice,” Jimin answers, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s chest.

“You gonna wear your plug even if we stay over?”

Jimin gives a little shrug. “It doesn’t bother me to have it in for a longer time. Feels easier to just wear one than to worry about embarrassing myself in front of everyone, especially until I scent with Namjoon-hyung.”

“You know, they would probably like it, hyung,” Jungkook says, voice coming out low and gentle. “I promise, you really do smell amazing, and you know I think it’s hot when I get you wet without even really trying sometimes.”

It’s not that Jimin doesn’t appreciate Jungkook’s reassurances. He really does. He feels so lucky to have found someone who likes his scent and who doesn’t think it’s weird or pathetic how easy he gets wet – but just because Jungkook isn’t put off doesn’t mean that the pack will feel the same. Honestly, it’s not something he knows how he’s going to handle yet.

What he does know is that he really isn’t ready to start handling it now.

“Future me problem,” Jimin says. “I love that you like it, but I’m not ready to deal with what anybody else thinks about it yet.”

“Okay.” Jungkook gives him a little squeeze and presses a kiss into his hair. “Future you problem – understood. Does that mean you want to tell me about what you and TaeTae talked about instead?”

Alright, just one more conversation about this and he can be done for a while. Easy.

“I umm… I guess I should probably start with why we talked.”

Jimin explains his messages with Taehyung back when Yoongi had gone into pre-rut, how he had asked Taehyung if he was worried about it and how it was probably the wrong thing to say. He ends up a little flustered and just shows the messages to Jungkook instead of trying to explain why Taehyung was upset. (Honestly, Jimin is still a little fuzzy on that part, but he just needs to get through this.)

The only noise in the room while Jungkook reads the messages is the soft hum of the city outside that filters in through their walls. Jimin listens to the muffled sounds of traffic and the occasional horn or screech of tires on pavement while he waits for a reaction, barely even breathing. He feels like he needs this to go well – needs Jungkook on board with him for any of it to feel right.

Instead of a verbal answer, Jungkook lets the phone fall to the bed while he hugs Jimin close, pressing more kisses into his hair and rubbing at his back. His scent doesn’t give anything away, not distressed, but not the sweet orange blossom scent of happiness either.

“Kookie?”

“Hyung, Jiminie, I… Did you really talk to him about what happened before? About…” Jungkook’s words come out strained as he trails off.

This is what Jimin was worried about. Whenever they talk about this, things get so emotional so fast, and he hates these moments, where he can tell that Jungkook is feeling something, but he can’t tell what it is. What if he’s mad that Jimin told Taehyung? Or if he’s upset he wasn’t there for it? What if he just doesn’t want to talk about it at all, or–

He takes a deep breath. It’s going to be okay. They’re mates, and he knows by now that Jungkook isn’t going to yell at him. He just needs to keep calm, swallow down the anxiety, and talk.

“Yeah, I told him about Jihoon. I kind of had to. I’m sorry if–”

“Please don’t apologize, hyung,” Jungkook says, voice tight and his arms still keeping Jimin tucked in close. “I’ve been trying to figure out how to talk about it with you for years but we always get stuck. It makes me so happy that you’re starting to open up about it.”

Happy?

“Really? You aren’t mad?”

That has Jungkook pulling back in an instant, a look of hurt in his eyes as he reaches out to cup Jimin’s face in both his hands. “Jiminie… Baby, I’m never gonna be mad at you for talking about it. I want you to. I’m so proud of you for talking to TaeTae.” He leans in and presses a soft kiss to Jimin’s lips, letting their foreheads rest together when he finishes. “If I did anything to make you think I would be angry, I’m so sorry.”

Jimin feels a bit of guilt twisting in his belly. He didn’t mean to be hurtful, and Jungkook hasn’t done anything like that. It just…

“You didn’t. You didn’t do anything wrong. I just… I get so…” He searches for the words to explain himself, but comes up frustratingly empty-handed.

“I know it’s hard, hyung. That’s okay.”

“I wish it wasn’t,” Jimin admits. “I hate that it still feels so bad to talk about.”

“Did it feel bad to talk to TaeTae about it?”

“I mean… It wasn’t fun. It didn’t feel good, but it did help that he was really nice about it. He didn’t push, just asked and kept telling me it was okay to stop – but I really wanted to get through it and be done.”

“I’m so proud of you for talking to him, and it makes me really glad that he was nice about it. Can I ask… Did you tell him everything, hyung?”

“Mostly? I wasn’t… I didn’t want to get into all the details and I sort of skipped over the end.”

“Your heat?”

Jimin nods his head.

That part is the worst and he does his best not to think about it. He hates it, hates it, hates it.

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jungkook soothes, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “That would have been a lot to cover all at once. You still did so well and I’m really proud of you. It sounds like it was really hard, but you did it anyway.”

“Just glad it’s over,” Jimin says.

“You know, Yoongi-hyung said you mentioned it to him too.”

“Oh, yeah. Just a little bit though – not like with TaeTae.”

“Yeah but I’m still just so happy that you’re feeling comfortable enough to open up with both of them like that. It makes me feel like I can trust them more too, and like courting might really be going somewhere, or at least getting kind of serious.”

Huh. He hadn’t really thought of it like that, but Jungkook makes a good point. If they’ve come this far and he feels like he owes the pack some honesty and answers, then… Maybe this really is going somewhere serious. There are still a lot of unknowns, and worries that he doesn’t exactly know what to do with yet, but things definitely do seem like they’re getting more intense.

Hopefully finding out all of this about him isn’t enough to make them not want him anymore…

“I can tell you’re worrying, Jiminie,” Jungkook says, pulling him in close again. Jimin likes it better like this, where he can bury his face against Jungkook’s chest and not worry about how upset he might look. “It’s okay to be scared. Today was a lot for you. Do you want to tell me what you’re thinking?”

Jimin shakes his head, but still talks anyway. “Worried they won’t want me if they know,” he breathes, feeling tears prick in his eyes

“You didn’t do anything wrong – not one single thing, baby. There’s nothing about what happened that could make the pack want you any less.”

“Just makes me feel like damaged goods,” Jimin mumbles into Jungkook’s chest, not bothering to fight the couple of tears that fall from his eyes and soak into the fabric of Jungkook’s t-shirt.

“We’re all damaged a little though, aren’t we? I mean, do you know how many times I’ve almost cried when they bring up my family? Kind of like a neon sign that says ‘damaged’ if you ask me,” Jungkook jokes.

That actually does make Jimin laugh, even through the tears. “True. At least it’s not just me. TaeTae too.”

“That’s right,” Jungkook says. “Sounds like Namjoon-hyung didn’t have it so good either.”

“Or Hoseok-hyung.”

“Exactly. See? I don’t think you have to worry about them not wanting you just because you went through something really painful. If anything, it seems like they have lots of experience with this sort of stuff.”

Jimin lets out a sigh. “Maybe you’re right.”

“I am right. So right. Like, the most right.”

“Don’t let it go to your head,” Jimin says, trying and failing to fight off a giggle. “You know… I guess we could all be damaged goods together.”

That has Jungkook pulling back to give Jimin a big lopsided smile. “That sounds pretty great to me, hyung. Just a whole pack of damaged people – well, except Jin-hyung. I’m pretty sure he’s perfect.”

Jimin snorts out a laugh. “He kind of is, isn’t he?”

“I think you’re pretty perfect too, you know.”

“This from the man who’s good at basically everything and looks like a goddamn dream,” Jimin counters, leaning in for a kiss before Jungkook can argue. He intends for it to shut his mate up, but mostly they just fight back giggles with their mouths pressed together until they give up and break apart.

Jimin can’t help but feel happy in this moment, cuddled up in the makeshift nest and laughing together with his mate. Today might have been hard, and he might have dredged up a lot of horrible memories, but Jungkook makes everything better – makes him feel like as long as they’re together, they can handle anything that comes their way.

As their laughter finally subsides, Jimin leans in to press a more gentle kiss to Jungkook’s mouth, then another on the tip of his nose. “I love you so much, Kookie. Thanks for making me feel better.”

“Love you too, Jiminie. Thanks for letting me – and I really am proud of you.”

Notes:

Another first kiss down! Next week we'll wrap up this plot arc with the pack discussing what they've learned, then we'll move on to a few more lighthearted chapters :D

(Also, thank you to River for helping me remember to write in the followup for Wonho's little side plot! I really appreciate the reminder!)

Chapter 49: Taking Stock

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The second the front door shuts behind Jimin and Jungkook after their movie night, the five of them are prepared to talk.

Even without knowing exactly what happened, Hoseok is certain that every one of them recognizes that Taehyung and Jimin had some sort of discussion earlier. It had apparently included the two of them properly scenting for the first time, which bodes fairly well for the outcome, but it's been hard to miss the brewing undercurrent of curiosity running through the whole night.

All the cuddling had helped. Seeing Jiminie like that…

Hoseok loved every moment of having Jimin so soft and looking for comfort with them – especially Namjoon. It was so cute to finally see them settling in together, from how sweet and content their scents went to the obvious joy written on Joonie’s face. Those two have been dancing around each other for so long that it warms his heart to think Jimin might finally be starting to feel more at ease with their pack alpha.

Which only makes Hoseok more curious, really.

It’s Namjoon who first breaks the silence. “Taehyung-ah, are you able to share?”

“Yeah, we can talk. I got permission to share, but I wanna be up front about the fact that it’s kind of serious, so if anyone isn’t up for it tonight we can always do it tomorrow.”

“I’d like to talk tonight, if you’re all up for it,” Namjoon says.

Hoseok nods his head. “Yeah, I’d rather do it tonight too.”

Yoongi and Jin agree and then the five of them are making their way back to the living room.

While the rest of them sit down on the one big couch, Taehyung plants himself on the coffee table in front of them and waits for everyone to get comfortable. “Alright, broad overview first and then specifics. Everyone ready?” he asks, looking at each one of them in turn. His body language is serious, a little rigid but not enough to be alarming, and his scent is even. All good signs that there’s nothing to panic about at least.

“Yes, darling. I think we’re all ready,” Jin says.

“Okay, let’s get into it then. We know Jiminie is a little nervous around alphas, and you all saw the messages he sent me asking if I was worried when Yoongi's rut was beginning. Well, I finally got to talk to him about why. The general overview is that right after he presented, he got asked out by an alpha in the grade above him. The guy made himself seem super nice in the beginning and then got abusive later. It sounds like it went on for a while, and Jiminie just didn’t realize what it was until it was too late – Question, Yoongi-hyung?”

Yoongi nods, his hand raised in the air next to Hoseok. “Is the guy Choi Jihoon?”

Taehyung’s eyes go wide. “Wait, he told you too?”

“I mean, mostly just a name and that he was an asshole ex-boyfriend,” Yoongi says. He goes on to explain a conversation he had with Jimin back when they had all gone to play laser tag. It sounds like it was when Hoseok and Jimin decided to turn their attention from the fun of stealing everyone’s wallets to helping Jungkook and Taehyung win the giant teddy bear, Inho, that now lives in Taehyung’s bedroom. (Hoseok had the pleasure of helping Taehyungie come up with a name for her, and he thinks they did very well.)

Jimin had offered to go and grab drinks for them, while Hoseok had opted to stay with the others to get a jump start on winning tickets. Now he wonders if he should have gone with instead…

Hoseok is sitting between Namjoon and Yoongi, and it’s clear that Namjoon is finding Yoongi’s story about Jimin being aggressively hit on by some jerk of an alpha at the arcade very upsetting. He hides it relatively well, moderating his scent and giving all the appropriate verbal cues to keep Yoongi talking. What really gives it away is the way his hand clutches the edge of the couch cushion between them, hard enough for his knuckles to go white.

It is upsetting. Hoseok can sympathize. Still, the conversation is probably not going to get any better (at least judging by the brief snippet they’ve heard from Taehyung), and Namjoon will feel better if he can look after someone else.

Hoseok can be that someone else.

It’s easy enough to lean against Namjoon and let out a little of his own scent, gone slightly burnt from hearing Taehyung and Yoongi’s stories. He also gently lays his hand on Namjoon’s knee, wrist facing up in a clear request for scenting – which Namjoon immediately fulfills, pressing their wrists together and wrapping an arm around Hoseok’s shoulders.

This seems to help. Namjoon busies himself taking care of Hoseok, pressing a kiss into his hair and rubbing tiny circles into his shoulder (and if it feels nice for Hoseok too, that’s just a bonus).

“I admit,” Jin says to Yoongi. “I’m surprised you didn’t alert one of us about this, or at least that there was someone being so disrespectful to Jimin-ah.”

Yoongi shrugs. “Trust me when I say I wanted to do something – yell at the guy, maybe ruin his life a little – but Min-ah seemed like he really wanted it left alone.”

“He doesn’t like feeling like a burden,” Hoseok says.

It’s an understatement, really. If anything, it’s more like Jimin is absolutely determined not to be a burden in any way, to never expect their help with any problem he shares. Hoseok understands. It’s hard not to see himself in Jimin, especially when the omega minimizes and redirects conversation away from himself with a lot of the same tricks that Hoseok himself is prone to using. He knows how much easier it is to do that than it is to talk – although being on the other side of it is admittedly less pleasant than he expected…

“But that wouldn’t make him a burden at all,” Namjoon says.

Jin reaches out and sets a hand on Namjoon’s other knee, giving it a soft squeeze. “We might know that, darling, but I don’t think Jimin-ah sees it quite like that.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees, sounding sad as his gaze drifts down to the floor briefly. “He seemed worried about that with me too.”

“Tell us the rest of the story?” Hoseok prompts gently. He wants to keep things moving. It’s clear that Taehyung needs to get this out, and it’s pretty easy to tell that he hasn’t had the time to properly process how he feels about it either, his scent wavering somewhere in the middle of content and distress. The rest of them need to hear it too, at least if they want to have any hope of coming up with a cohesive plan for how to move forward.

Taehyung gives a nod. “Okay, so Yoongi-hyung is right about the name. The guy was Choi Jihoon and apparently he was an abusive jerk. Toward the end of their relationship, Jimin agreed to help with his rut but it sounds like he was already hurting Jiminie in pre-rut–”

Hurting him?” Namjoon interrupts, unable to hide the burnt smell of his own distress any longer, hand gone still on Hoseok’s shoulder. His voice is on the edge of cracking as he asks, “Hurting him how?”

“Unclear.” Taehyung’s answers, tone flat as he bites at his lip, shaking just the slightest. “Jiminie didn’t say, just that he told Jihoon he couldn’t do it and ended up not spending the rut with him.”

Hoseok sees red.

He prides himself on being in control of his emotions, especially the more alpha ones – but the thought of someone hurting Jiminie makes his blood boil. It had been different before, when it was a more abstract thought. Still upsetting, but this…

Hoseok can imagine this, and he hates it. It’s just enough details to paint a picture, but not enough to tell him what picture, so instead his brain just feeds him scenario after scenario about all of the ways an alpha in pre-rut might be capable of hurting their partner. None of them are good. Some are worse than others, but he has to stop. He can’t think himself in circles about this, not if he wants to be objective and help, but how is he supposed to–

“That’s it, darling,” Jin’s voice says. “It’s going to be okay.”

The words have Hoseok snapping his head to look over at where Jin has leaned in to scent Namjoon, then to his other side to find Taehyung climbing into Yoongi’s lap with a whine.

Damn, they should have done this in the nest. Everyone is upset.

“We should go upstairs,” Hoseok says, trying to keep his voice even – to sound like he isn’t every bit as upset as the rest of them. Everyone is hurting, and the last thing they need is for him to lose himself too. “Get into the nest where we can have a cuddle pile.”

“Hobi-yah is right,” Jin agrees.

It’s a bit haphazard, but they manage to get everyone upstairs with a little effort. Yoongi suggests that Namjoon should carry Taehyung, probably more to help their leader settle than anything else. Then Jin says he needs to grab a couple of things and tells Hoseok to look after Yoongi. The two of them hold hands most of the way, wrists pressed together to scent as they walk just behind Namjoon and Taehyung.

Once the five of them are settled in the nest and have had a chance to at least briefly scent one another, things start to calm down.

Taehyung is the first one to speak up. “Sorry, I got through talking to Jiminie without getting too upset, so I thought I would be fine with you guys too.”

“You did very well,” Jin says.

Namjoon nods in agreement. “He’s right, pup. You did perfect. Hearing about something like this happening to someone you care about is always going to be upsetting, but you did so well making space for Jimin-ah to talk to you without worrying about it. We’re so proud.”

This sets off another round of scenting and cuddles as they all assure Taehyung that he’s done a wonderful job.

“Can we talk about the rest?” Yoongi asks once things have gone still again. In the shuffle, Yoongi had ended up with Namjoon spooned up behind him, their leader’s face buried in Yoongi’s ginger hair even as he nods in response to the question.

“Yes, let’s get to the end if we can,” Jin says from where he’s curled around Hoseok’s back.

It’s nice having Jin so close, grounding in a way that Hoseok was yearning for but wouldn’t have requested himself – not when everyone else needed comfort too. Their arrangement makes sense though. Taehyung is in the center of them, flanked on either side by Yoongi and Hoseok, with Namjoon and Jin each behind one of them. It feels right, especially after how off kilter everything had gone for a few minutes there.

“That’s almost the end, really,” Taehyung says, giving a sad little attempt at a smile. “Jiminie told Jihoon he couldn’t spend the rut together and left. He said they broke up pretty soon after, but I’m a bit fuzzy on the exact timeline. He made it sound like there was maybe more after, but… I know Jungkookie was the one to finally talk some sense into him, and that they both confessed their crushes and got together basically right after things were over with Jihoon.”

Another few seconds of silence pass before Yoongi speaks up again. “Did he give you any details about what happened – like what kind of abuse we’re talking here?”

Jin tenses behind Hoseok, all of them gone completely quiet as they wait for Taehyung’s response.

“He didn’t give any specifics,” Taehyung says, biting at his lip. “But I think…”

“What do you think, honey?” Hoseok prompts.

“I know he skipped over the bad parts, but he called the guy controlling, pushy, and cruel. He said they slept together a few times and it… He couldn’t even say what was wrong, just that he thought that was how it was supposed to be and that he should have known better. And when he talked about the time they spent together in pre-rut he just said that Jihoon told him it would only get worse and to get used to it.” Taehyung practically growls the last few words, scent spiking bitter like burnt sugar as his cheeks go red, the familiar fire of rage visible in his eyes.

It’s not just him either. The answer has all of their scents turning sour.

Well, at least Hoseok can feel his own try to, even if he isn’t letting it out right now. It’s better this way. He hates the thought of them smelling just how pissed he feels, head swimming with the names of contacts he has in Busan who might be able to find this guy so he and Taehyung can deal with him properly. Choi Jihoon might be a common name, but that doesn’t mean–

“Seok-ah?” Yoongi whispers, reaching out over Taehyung to take Hoseok’s hand, concern written across his face.

Hoseok softens immediately, letting out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding and giving a soft squeeze to Yoongi’s hand. “I’m okay, just…”

“Want to kill him?” Taehyung asks.

“Yeah, something like that.”

“It’s okay. Me too.”

“I don’t think Min-ah wants us digging around,” Yoongi says. “Or at least he specifically asked me not to go digging into it.”

Taehyung gives a slow little nod. “Yeah, I got the same impression. I think he wants it left alone, but that doesn’t mean I can’t imagine it, right Jin-hyung?”

Jin lifts his head from where it's buried in Hoseok’s neck. His scent is still sour, but then again so are the rest of theirs, even if it’s starting to settle now. “Yes, darling. You can imagine it all you like.”

There’s another squeeze to Hoseok’s hand, and he looks up to see Yoongi giving him that same look of concern again. “Wanna smell you, Hoseok-ah,” he says softly. “Please?”

“It’s not good right now,” Hoseok warns.

“Don’t care.”

“Yeah, I wanna smell you too, hyung,” Taehyung says, leaning up to kiss Hoseok’s cheek.

Hoseok nods and does as requested, allowing the burnt smell of coffee to find its way out into the air where the rest of them can smell it. Maybe he should have done that sooner, because all four of his mates let out a sigh in response – even Namjoon, who has remained mostly silent with his face buried in Yoongi’s neck for the last couple of minutes. If Hoseok is upset by hearing this, he can only imagine what it’s like for their pack alpha.

Maybe they will be best off just staying in the nest tonight.

Another hand lands on Hoseok’s, on top of where Yoongi is already gripping him. It’s Namjoon, reaching over Yoongi and finally lifting his head to look at them. “Thank you, Hoseok-ah,” he says. “It’s okay to be upset by this. I think it’s safe to say we all are.”

There’s a few seconds of humming and nodding as they all agree.

Namjoon lets go of Hoseok’s hand and ruffles Taehyung’s hair instead, before Joining hands with Jin in the center of their cuddle pile, right over Taehyung’s chest. “It might be best for us to try and plan how we’d like to handle this going forward. We know that Jimin-ah would prefer we not go digging for information.”

“Did he say anything about talking about it more?” Hoseok asks. He can’t help wanting to know more, to understand so that he knows exactly how to make sure Jimin never feels hurt in those ways again.

Taehyung gives this a moment of thought. “It was more like… He said I could tell the rest of you about it because he’d rather not explain it over and over again. He said he doesn’t like talking about it, and he definitely didn’t mention talking about it again in the future.”

“It may be best not to push the issue for a while,” Jin suggests. “If he brings it up, we should be open and welcome the discussion, but I don’t think we want to push right now.”

Hoseok nods. He agrees, as much as he might want to know everything. “You’re right, hyung. We should probably do our best not to make a big deal out of it to him.”

“Yeah, Jiminie was worried about that too,” Taehyung says. “He asked me if you all might start treating him different because you know.”

“Did you tell him we wouldn’t?” Yoongi asks.

Taehyung shakes his head. “Not exactly, because that wouldn’t be true. I told him it wouldn’t be a lot different, and kind of explained how you all helped me when I was having a way harder time with stuff – and I did tell him we wouldn’t make it a huge deal.”

“You did very well, darling,” Jin says.

Yoongi frowns. “Okay, so we can’t make a big deal out of it, and we shouldn’t push to talk about it for a while. What should we do?”

“I think being aware is the most important thing right now,” Namjoon says. “We have an idea of what happened and why Jimin-ah might be a little afraid sometimes. As much as we all might want to protect him, the situation ended years ago and there isn’t much to be done about it now, especially not without his consent. For now, I think we plan for the same approach we took with Taehyung-ah, and reevaluate as necessary.”

“I agree entirely,” Jin says. “For the time being, we keep our focus on helping our new mates feel safe and comfortable with us, and address issues as they come up.”

“I hate waiting,” Taehyung groans. “I just want to fix everything now and show him that it’s all going to be okay. Was it this hard with me?”

“Was easier with you,” Yoongi says. “Mostly because we lived together though. Always being able to see you or knowing that someone was with you helped – or at least it did for me.”

Hoseok wasn’t around in the early days, though that’s not to say that he hasn’t been able to take an active role in Taehyung’s mental health too. It’s just that most of the protocols were established long before he was in the picture, and he was able to learn from the others and tailor his approach based on their experience. Still, a lot of the heaviest lifting was done before he joined the pack.

While he doesn’t like the idea of Jiminie being in any sort of pain at all, he does like the thought of getting to help more. Being useful always helps him feel more at ease.

“I know it might feel like you’re waiting,” Jin says. “However, it might be worth considering that Jimin opening up to you like he did was a huge show of trust and a very large step forward. Even if it feels like there is a long way to go, that is something worth celebrating.”

Yoongi nods. “That’s a good point. What do you think, Tae?”

Taehyung takes in a deep breath, letting it out in a long, slow exhale as the tension flows out of him. “I guess you’re right. It is good we at least talked.”

“That’s right, pup,” Namjoon says, pressing even closer up against Yoongi’s back and dropping Jin’s hand so he can grab Taehyung’s instead. “We’re so proud of you, and all of us are going to work together to help both Jimin-ah and Kook-ah feel safe and cared for. Right?”

“Yeah, I want that,” Taehyung says, pulling Namjoon’s hand up to his face and pressing a kiss to the wrist. “Are… Do you think we could stay here a while – in the nest?”

“Of course, pup. As long as you want.”

Hoseok and Yoongi both cuddle in closer, wrapping their legs around Taehyung’s and pressing kisses to his cheeks until his scent starts to get closer to its normal range, at which point Namjoon and Jin demand to get closer too. There’s a lot of shuffling and spot switching. The five of them end up in a tangled pile of limbs for a while, but eventually the whole nest starts to smell content again.

It’s comforting, all of them being together like this. Hoseok half expects Yoongi to get back up to do some work once Taehyungie and Joonie fall asleep, but instead he just spoons up closer behind Hoseok, licking over his scent gland before giving him one last squeeze and whispering a tiny, “Love you,” right into his ear.

Hoseok doesn’t want to wake the others, so he settles for taking Yoongi’s hand and brushing his lips over each knuckle, then keeps it held close against his chest as he allows himself to drift off as well.

*******

Yoongi wakes up to sunshine.

Disgusting.

It must be early. Hoseok is still in the nest, back pressed warm against Yoongi’s chest with Taehyung pulled in close enough that Yoongi can get his arm around both of them. Namjoon and Jin are gone, but he’s willing to bet it hasn’t been for long. Normally Hoseok is an early riser too, so if he’s here it can’t be all that late. Part of him wants to close the curtains and stay in the nest, but he’s pretty sure Namjoon’s schedule is open this morning.

They have something to talk about after all.

Yoongi doesn’t have any intention of yelling at him, despite what he told Jungkook – but he knows his mate. Namjoon will want to know that Jungkook is worried that Namjoon might not be interested, or at least not want to kiss him.

It’s a ridiculous thought. Namjoon is so fucking gone for both Jimin and Jungkook that it would almost be funny if the rest of them weren’t just as bad. Still, he can’t ignore it no matter how completely wrong Jungkook is.

Even if it weren’t for needing to talk to Namjoon, Yoongi would probably still have to get up. His brain is already running circles about yesterday. It was so much. Finally scenting with Jimin, all the cuddling, his (makeout) kiss with Jungkook, and then the big discussion they had as a pack too. Honestly, it’s a bit too much to process, so he needs to do something else or he’ll just be stuck lying here in silence with his feelings – and there’s no way in hell he’s doing that.

He pulls a blanket over Hoseok and Taehyung, then crawls out of the nest and heads downstairs.

Jin is in the kitchen (not much of a surprise), and already busy working on breakfast. His back is to the doorway as he cuts vegetables on the counter, but that doesn’t seem to matter. “Good morning, Yoongi-yah,” he says without even looking up from his work. “A little early for you.”

“Looking for Joon – and maybe also a cup of coffee.” Yoongi’s voice comes out rough with sleep as he makes his way deeper into the kitchen.

Jin points him toward the french press waiting on the counter, and Yoongi diligently goes about the process of grinding fresh beans and making two cups of coffee. He makes Jin’s first, using about half the grounds that Yoongi himself prefers, and pouring in a bit of cream.

“Perfect, darling,” Jin says once he’s had a sip. “Thank you. Will you and Joon-ah be long? Anything I should be worried about?”

Yoongi dumps the rest of the grounds into the french press and adds boiling water. “Should only be a few minutes. Nothing to worry about either – just gotta talk a little sense into him.”

“Oh?”

“Jungkook mentioned last night that he wasn’t sure if Joon-ah wanted to kiss him,” Yoongi explains. “He’ll want to know.”

Jin seems pleased by this, smiling and reaching out to place a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder. “You’re right. He’ll definitely want to know, and with any luck it will be enough to finally get him moving.”

Yoongi agrees, finishing with the french press and accepting the quick kiss that Jin pulls him into. He tries to clean up after himself too, but Jin just shoos him out of the kitchen, directing him to head up to Namjoon’s office sooner rather than later.

When he steps into the office, coffee in hand, Namjoon is at his desk typing on his laptop, but he looks up immediately at the sound of the door. “You’re up early,” he says, backing away from his computer as Yoongi makes his way over to the desk. “Everything alright?”

“Yeah, it’s good. Just wanted a chance to talk with you and the sun woke me up, so I figured I might as well do it now.”

“I’ve been looking for a chance to talk to you too.”

Yoongi frowns, not sure what Namjoon could possibly want to talk to him about, and feeling a little like he’s stepped into some sort of trap. Oh well. Not like he can run away now. “About?” he asks, setting his coffee down on the edge of the desk.

“Nothing huge,” Namjoon says. “Why don’t you go first though?”

Well, no point in burying the lead. “Alright. Jungkook-ah is worried you aren’t interested in kissing him yet.”

Namjoon freezes in place halfway through standing up from his chair, motionless except for the little furrow growing between his brows. Yoongi can practically see the gears turning in his head.

“I – What… When did he tell you that?” Namjoon eventually manages, sitting back down in his chair and looking up at Yoongi.

“Last night, while he was in my lap being intolerably fucking attractive. I told him you were going to lose it when you finally got your hands on him and he said he wasn’t sure because you guys haven’t even kissed yet.”

“But he doesn’t think I want to? How is that even possible?”

“Look, I’m just the messenger, but he told me more than once that he doesn’t mind waiting until you’re comfortable. Sounds pretty clear to me.”

Namjoon presses both hands flat against his face and lets out a long sigh. “I thought I was being so obvious,” he groans.

“Hey,” Yoongi says, stepping in closer and resting a hand on Namjoon’s shoulder. “If it’s any consolation, I think you’re obvious as fuck too. Had a hard time believing Jungkook-ah was even serious, but he definitely was – and he was real worried about me pressuring you into anything.”

Pressuring me? God, I really do need to talk to him, don’t I? If he really wants–”

“He does,” Yoongi interrupts before Namjoon can work himself up worrying about it. “He’s head over heels for you, Joon-ah. You're his favorite. It’s so goddamn obvious.”

There’s a long moment of silence as Namjoon considers this, head quirking to the side and the little crease between his brows steadily disappearing while Yoongi busies himself drinking his coffee. Sometimes his mate needs to process. No point in rushing him.

Eventually, Namjoon gives a little nod, mind made up. “I’ll talk to Kook-ah the next chance I get, and maybe try and figure out what I’m doing to make him think I don’t want him like that.”

“Sounds like a good plan.”

“Thank you for telling me.”

“Kind of figured you were going to want to know,” Yoongi says with a shrug. “And it made sense to catch you while I was already awake, but I might go crash again after this.”

“You have a few more minutes?”

“Depends. Do I want to have this conversation?”

“Probably not, but it would mean a lot to me if you did,” Namjoon says, looking up at him with that big (handsome) stupid smile he knows is going to work, and obvious hope in his eyes.

Yoongi is powerless to resist.

“Fine, but I’m at least gonna relax on your couch,” he concedes, taking his mug over to the couch and plopping down with a long suffering sigh. After downing the last of his coffee, he sets the mug aside and tips his head back against the couch, eyes slipping shut. “Alright, hit me. What’s on your mind?”

“I’ve been thinking about the other day,” Namjoon says, voice getting closer, accompanied by the soft sound of his footsteps approaching the couch. “When you took us all to the arcade for laser tag.”

Yoongi cracks his eyes open again to find Namjoon standing in front of him, expression frustratingly pleasant and patient. “What about it?” he asks, even though he’s about ninety percent sure he knows exactly where this is going.

Maybe the floor will open up and swallow him whole if he just wishes hard enough.

“It was while we were trying to think up punishments for losing our bets.”

“Are you upset about having to do the dishes?” Yoongi asks, even though he knows that isn’t what this is about.

“Why would I be? You only let me do one meal’s worth before deciding I ‘clearly needed help’ and jumping in to dry for me.”

So maybe Yoongi doesn’t like seeing Namjoon suffer. Whatever. That isn’t important. “Was painful to watch you struggle along,” he mumbles, eyes anywhere but on Namjoon.

“Yeah,” Namjoon says, kneeling down on the floor at Yoongi’s feet. “That much was obvious.”

It’s harder to ignore him like this – less places for Yoongi’s eyes to wander without landing on his mate. Time to suck it up and ask. “So what then?”

“When Jin suggested playing for something we want instead, it upset you.”

“I was not upset.”

The look Namjoon gives him for that one is still patient, but it’s abundantly clear he’s not buying Yoongi’s bullshit for a moment, eyebrows raising as he clicks his tongue. (Shit, that’s hot– No, stay focused.) “So then the smell of burnt cinnamon was coming from somewhere else? And the way you went all tense and practically leapt at the chance to get away? Was I imagining that too?”

It wouldn’t be accurate to say Yoongi has been dreading this conversation. In fact, he’s done a really good job of just not thinking about it at all and hoping that if he just never brought it up again, they could both pretend it didn’t happen.

He should have known better.

As much as he wants to, he doesn’t have it in him to lie to Namjoon’s face in a moment like this, even if he would buy it – which he definitely won’t right now.

“You gave me an out,” he says instead of answering.

“Are you admitting you were upset?”

“...Maybe?”

“Okay, I can work with a maybe,” Namjoon says, eyes not leaving Yoongi’s face. “Yes, I gave you an out. It didn’t seem like a good time or place to ask you about it.”

It’s a good point. The thought of having this conversation in front of Seokjin too… “Thanks,” he breathes.

“Of course. Can you tell me why it upset you?”

How is he supposed to explain that he’s afraid of what Namjoon might want from him – let alone why he would be afraid of that? It sounds so stupid. That’s all it is. Just Yoongi being stupid, and he doesn’t need Namjoon to see that too. They’re mates and they’re perfectly happy and there’s no reason to go dragging up all of this like–

Namjoon’s hand settles warm on Yoongi’s knee and yanks him back to the present, where he can tell his scent is starting to go burnt again. God damn it.

“I’d like to get closer now,” Namjoon says, concern flashing across his otherwise pleasant expression.

Yoongi frowns. Why is he like this? Why is it so hard? “I’m sorry. I hate this,” he whispers, closing his eyes in frustration.

“I know you do, pup. It’s okay. Let me help?”

“Don’t have to. It’s my fault–”

“I want to, Yoongi. Please?”

No point fighting it. He’s already made a fucking mess of this whole thing, so he may as well just let Namjoon do what he needs to do. “Sure, whatever you want.”

Within moments, Yoongi is being gently pressed back against the couch and saddled with a lap full of big, warm alpha, Namjoon straddling his thighs and caging him in all safe and secure. He doesn’t say a word, just gently guides Yoongi’s face into his neck. It helps – as much as Yoongi doesn’t feel like he deserves comfort right now. Namjoon has never cared about that. He always just gives and gives and gives.

“There you go, pup. I’ve got you,” Namjoon whispers, pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s scent gland.

All Namjoon does is give. The least Yoongi can do is suck it up and try to give something back.

“Wasn’t upset...”

“It’s okay. You can talk to me, Yoongi. You don’t have to lie about–”

“I was scared,” he admits.

That has Namjoon pulling back enough to look at him, worry clearly written on his face. “Scared?” he asks, reaching up to cup Yoongi’s cheek. “Why would that scare you, baby?”

Yoongi wants to look away. He can feel his cheeks going hot with shame, all too aware that he’s backed into a corner here with very few options. Only one option, really – because he isn’t going to lie to Namjoon about this just to avoid having to come clean. “I just thought about it and started to worry… It’s stupid.”

“I doubt that I’m going to agree it’s stupid,” Namjoon says softly. “Whatever it is that made you scared, I’d like to hear about it. Is there something you want that you’re afraid to ask me for?”

“Kind of the opposite.”

“Tell me about it? Please?”

“I couldn’t really think of anything I wanted,” Yoongi mumbles. It’s a start, but when he opens his mouth to keep talking, he can’t find the words. Damn it. Even when he wants to talk, he can’t. It’s frustrating, and he can’t look away with Namjoon cupping his cheek, so he just squeezes his eyes shut instead.

“It’s okay, you can take your time. Look at me though?” Namjoon whispers, thumb rubbing softly over Yoongi’s cheekbone, watching as his eyes slowly crack back open. “There you go. Perfect. Why don’t I try asking you some questions, and we’ll see if that helps?”

Yoongi nods. It’s not like it’s gonna be any worse.

“Okay. You said you couldn’t think of anything you would want. Is that what bothered you?”

“No.”

There’s a few beats of silence as Namjoon falters, his voice eventually coming out quiet. “Then… Were you worried about what I might want?”

As much as Yoongi doesn’t want to, he gives another nod.

Namjoon’s expression falls. “Yoongi, I would never want to ask you for something you didn’t want to give. That’s the last thing I–”

“Not like that, Joon-ah.” Shit. Yoongi has hurt him. He needs to fix this. “Don’t worry, please. It wasn’t – I just… I couldn’t think of what I would want, so I started thinking about all the stuff you could want. There’s… I know there’s a lot that I’m not good at giving you…”

“Baby, I love you and I appreciate you trying to help me understand, but I need a bit more clarity here,” Namjoon says. He looks serious now, the furrow back between his brows – but at least the hurt is gone from his face. “What do you think I want that you aren’t giving me?”

“You’re going to make me say it?”

“Only because I have no idea what you’re talking about. I promise it isn’t about embarrassing you.”

Yoongi lets out a sigh, gaze drifting over Namjoon’s shoulder. “All the sweet stuff? I don’t… I’m not very good at showing you how much I care about you, or making you feel special like you do for me.”

“You don’t think you make me feel special?”

“Not like the others can.”

“You do make me feel special, Yoongi. It might not be the same way that the others do, but they don’t do it like you do either.”

“But you like all that romantic stuff.”

“You are romantic. Hell, you were already romantic that day at the arcade. You told me how much you liked playing games with me again and asked me to kiss you by the skee-ball machines,” Namjoon says, leaning in to press a soft kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “You have no idea how special that was to me.”

“But… I had to work myself up to do that, and even when I did it wasn’t all that sweet. It’s just… I feel like you deserve better, and I wouldn’t blame you for wishing I could do more. I’m sorry I–”

Namjoon cuts him off with a kiss.

He’s not sure what he did to deserve it, but it feels nice. Kissing Namjoon is so much easier than talking to him, just letting himself get lost in the warmth of soft lips against his own as a little relieved sigh slips out of him. It’s not a short kiss, and by the time that Namjoon pulls back to rest their foreheads together, Yoongi feels breathless.

“Have you ever considered,” Namjoon whispers, “That maybe knowing how hard those things are for you makes me appreciate them more?”

“Does it?”

“It does, pup. When you do things like that, I know you have to fight to get out of your shell for it. Hard not to feel special when I know you’re putting in that kind of effort for me. And as much as I think you’re wrong to worry about not being good enough, it’s also really flattering to think you want to give me those things even though they scare you.”

“I do. It does… I–” Yoongi winces at what he wants to say, but he doesn’t let it stop him this time. “I keep thinking about how easy it is when I’m in rut… how happy you look when I’m like that for you. I want… I wish it was easier to let go like that normally, to let you…”

“To let me take care of you?”

Yoongi’s cheeks burn as he nods.

“Is that the sort of thing you worried I might ask you for? Something you weren’t sure how to do? Is that why it scared you?”

“Maybe? It… I wasn’t thinking super logically. I didn’t think of you asking for specific things – more just all the stuff I know I don’t do well. Just being insecure. I told you it was stupid,” Yoongi mumbles.

“It’s not stupid at all, and I appreciate you helping me understand. Would it be okay if I shared some thoughts about all of it?”

That doesn’t sound so bad. He likes hearing Namjoon talk, and it should give him a bit of a break too, especially if…

Yoongi nods, tipping his head down toward Namjoon’s neck. “Can I? While you talk?”

“Of course, pup,” Namjoon says, working fingers into Yoongi’s hair and guiding him down toward his neck. “As much as you like.”

He doesn’t hesitate, nosing at Namjoon’s scent gland and taking in a deep breath of warm, comforting sandalwood. Tension he didn’t even realize he was holding leaves him in a rush, arms hanging loosely where they wrap around Namjoon’s hips. Hell, he almost whines with relief.

“There you go, baby. You just relax and let me do the talking for a little bit. First I want to tell you how glad I am that you were honest with me, so thank you for that, and for taking the time to help me understand. Now I’d like to return the favor, because it seems like you think I’m not happy with what you bring to the table, and nothing could be further from the truth.”

“But–”

“Shh,” Namjoon coos, pressing a soft kiss to Yoongi’s scent gland. “No buts right now. It’s my turn to talk, isn’t it?”

Yoongi nods sheepishly.

“Thank you. Now listen, I love you. Completely. The last thing I want is for you to be someone that you aren’t. You’re right that I am kind of a sucker for sappy stuff, but I’m even more of a sucker for those moments like the other day, where you told me you were having fun and wanted to spend time together like that again. And I do adore you in rut, but only because you are freely giving yourself to me in that way, not because you’re trying to make me happy. I want you, Yoongi – any way you’re willing to let me have you.”

Yoongi opens his mouth to speak, but remembers Namjoon’s instructions and shuts it again.

“It’s alright, pup. You can ask now.”

“But you want to take care of me…”

“I do, yes.”

“And I don’t really let you,” Yoongi mumbles, giving a soft, apologetic lick to Namjoon’s scent gland.

“Maybe not in the way you’re thinking, but you let me in other ways. I know I’m the one who gets to see you when you’re at your most prickly, and I love that you feel safe sharing that part of yourself with me.”

“You like that you get to handle me at my worst?”

“Not your worst,” Namjoon corrects. “I think it’s a show of trust, letting me see you vulnerable like that.”

Vulnerable? Yoongi feels the gears in his head grind to a halt. “How is that vulnerable?”

“If it’s not vulnerable, then why do you hide it from the others?” Namjoon’s tone isn’t accusing or cruel. It’s perfectly even, like he’s just asking a genuine question with no real weight behind it.

Yoongi tries to think of an answer, but to be honest… he’s never really thought about it much. It’s just how things have been for years now. He doesn’t really like the thought of the others seeing him like that – emotional and lashing out. If he’s feeling feisty, he throws himself at Namjoon because…

“Because I trust you,” Yoongi admits. “Because you’ve always been able to handle it. Because you never seem hurt by it… Fuck, I guess you’re right.” The last few words are barely above a whisper. He’s never thought about it in that way before, or really taken the time to consider that Namjoon might not think he’s a chore when he’s like this. Being happy about it is still a bit too hard to swallow, but…

Knowing that Namjoon doesn’t hate it… It feels…

“Mmm, your scent is going sweet. Talk to me?”

“Thank you,” Yoongi whispers into Namjoon’s neck. “I feel… I’m happy that you don’t hate it.”

“I more than ‘don’t hate it’, pup. I’m glad that you trust me like that.”

Yoongi still can’t quite process that, but he can try to offer something else. “I love you, and I umm… I meant what I said earlier.”

Thankfully, Namjoon seems content to allow the change in subject. “I love you too, Yoongi – so much,” he says, licking over Yoongi’s scent gland. It’s just a brief motion, not a proper scenting but still enough to offer reassurance that everything is okay. “Which part did you mean?”

“Wanting to be better.”

“You mean letting me take care of you more?”

Yoongi’s cheeks burn hot as he nods. “I don’t know how, but I want to try. But not too much or too fast right away, and I’m probably going to be bad at it anyways, but maybe–”

For the second time that night, Yoongi is cut off with a kiss.

This one is shorter, just one warm, insistent press of Namjoon’s lips before he catches himself and pulls back a little. “Sorry, I just – You have no idea how happy that makes me, Yoongi.”

“Don’t get your hopes up too high. It’s probably going to be slow,” Yoongi says, already feeling the first pangs of worry about not living up to whatever Namjoon is expecting right now.

“Hey, I’m not excited because there’s some goal I want you to hit in any sort of time frame. I’m excited because you want this and you’re willing to let me help you get it.”

“Even if it’s baby steps?”

Namjoon nods. “Even then.”

“Like the smallest baby steps?”

“I don’t care if it takes two weeks or fifty years – I just want to be there with you for it.”

This time it’s Yoongi leaning in for a kiss before Namjoon can keep saying more shit that makes his heart feel too big for his chest. At least Namjoon doesn’t seem to mind, content to stay in Yoongi’s lap and let himself be kissed until they hear Jin calling them down for breakfast.

Even then, they trade a few more slow kisses before Yoongi pulls back and whispers out a tiny, “Thank you, Joon-ah.”

They both scurry downstairs before Jin calls them again.

Baby steps. Little, tiny, minuscule baby steps.

Yoongi can do that.

Notes:

With that, we've finally wrapped up our current plot arc! Now we'll take a bit of a break and spend seven chapters or so on some smaller developments and cute dates, starting off with Namjoon finally getting a move on next week ;D

Chapter 50: Took You Long Enough

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Namjoon can’t help feeling relieved when Jungkook texts him asking if he wants to have lunch together just a couple days after his talk with Yoongi. He’s been debating when the best time to talk would be, and a private lunch date is the perfect opportunity. Jin is already out for meetings all afternoon with Taehyung accompanying him, so getting the house to himself is really just a matter of asking Yoongi to take Hoseok out.

The request goes over well.

“Are you kidding me? Of course. We’ll fuck off for the rest of the night if it means you’re finally gonna get a move on and kiss Jungkook-ah,” Yoongi says, one eyebrow raised as he types out a message on his phone. “I’m already texting Hoseok. We’ll be out of your hair in a few minutes.”

“I really don’t think you need to leave for that long,” Namjoon says. “He can't stay that late anyways. Just give me an hour or two so we have some time to eat and talk.”

“Done. Just promise me you’re going to kiss him.”

Namjoon shakes his head. “I’m not going to promise. He might not be ready yet, or it could be a bad time.”

“Literally not going to happen, but fine.” Yoongi rolls his eyes. “Promise me you’re at least going to try, then?”

That promise is much easier to make, and Yoongi heads off to find Hoseok right after. With the two of them gone, Namjoon orders takeout for lunch and then waits. Normally he’s not the most impatient, but today he’s definitely feeling on edge. What if it is a bad day? What if Jungkook gets here and the last thing he needs is to be subjected to Namjoon’s feelings, and everything gets weird and awkward and–

He takes a deep breath.

If today is the wrong time, Namjoon can trust himself to recognize that in the moment and offer Jungkook whatever support he might need. He’s perfectly competent in that regard, and there’s no reason to think today will be the exception.

Jungkook arrives before the food, calling out a cheerful greeting from the foyer and then meeting Namjoon in the kitchen. He’s clearly come straight from class, his backpack still slung over one shoulder and a big grin plastered on his face.

“You look happy today, Kook-ah,” Namjoon comments, pulling the omega in for a hug and taking in the cheery orange blossom scent clinging to him. “Did you have a good morning?”

“It was great, hyung! I ran a little late and missed breakfast, but class went really good and then I got the coolest pictures on the way over. Let me get my camera out of my bag and I can show you.”

“Sure, I’d love to see.”

Their food arrives before Jungkook manages to unpack his camera, but they just move to the dining room where he can show off the photos while they eat. He managed to get some really nice shots of a pair of snow cranes drinking near a slow moving section of the river. The photos are beautiful, and Namjoon tells him as much – the compliment enough to have him blushing as he eats.

They chat comfortably, Jungkook showing off other photos he’s been taking and gushing about how much he loves his new camera, while Namjoon talks about his week so far. He’s in the middle of negotiations on a collection of pottery from the Northern Song dynasty. With any luck, they should fetch a very nice price, so long as he can get the entire collection.

“Wow, they’re beautiful,” Jungkook says as he scrolls through the photos Namjoon has on his phone. “The vases especially – they have so much texture.”

“If you’d like to see them in person before we sell them off, you’re welcome to.”

Jungkook smiles up at him through his lashes. “Really? That would be so awesome, hyung. Are you going to keep any of them?”

“I don’t think so. Pottery has never really been something I’m partial to – not that I don’t think they’re lovely. I’m looking forward to seeing them in person, but I don’t feel any need to have them for myself.”

“Probably sell better if they’re together too, huh?”

“Exactly. More money and less work setting up multiple sales of single items.”

“Your work is the coolest,” Jungkook says. “Seeing so much incredible art in person like that, and getting to keep some of your favorites here. If I didn’t love my job, I’d want to work with you so bad.”

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “Nice of you to say, but I don’t think Amber-ssi would ever forgive me if I stole you away.”

It really is flattering, the way that Jungkook seems to genuinely think Namjoon is cool, looking at him like he’s something to be admired. If it were anyone else, Namjoon might doubt they could feel so strongly, but Jungkook is far too genuine for Namjoon to question the obvious admiration.

And if he’s not going to question that, then maybe…

He waits until they finish eating. Jungkook had missed breakfast, so making sure that he’s taken care of has to be the first priority. Thankfully, it’s a simple task, with Jungkook reaching for a second helping almost immediately after finishing his first, chatting happily the whole time he eats.

Once they’re in the kitchen cleaning up, Namjoon decides he’s waited long enough. “Are you in a hurry to leave?” he asks as they load their dishes into the dishwasher.

“No, it’s gonna be a bit before Jiminie gets home. I’ve got homework to get started on, but it’s not that much, and the two of us were gonna make tomorrow a study day anyway. Why? Did you wanna hang out a bit longer, hyung?”

“There’s something I was hoping we could talk about.”

“Sure. What is it?”

Namjoon takes a slow breath. Jungkook appreciates honesty, so that’s what he’s going to go with. “I just want to make it clear that I would very much like to kiss you.”

Jungkook freezes midway through rinsing off the last plate in the sink. “Yoongi-hyung said something to you, didn’t he?”

“He did, yes.”

There’s a little pause where Jungkook bites at his lip, plate still held under the stream of water even though it barely needed a rinse in the first place. “I’m sorry, hyung. I really don’t mind waiting, and I promise I wasn’t complaining or anything.”

God, Yoongi was right. He needs to fix this.

Namjoon steps around the dishwasher to stand beside Jungkook. He settles one hand at the small of the omega’s back, reaching up to turn off the water and take the plate with his other hand, placing it in the dishwasher. “There we go. Eyes on me now, okay?”

Jungkook doesn’t give a verbal answer, only managing a nervous little puff of laughter as he turns to face Namjoon, still biting at his bottom lip. He looks far too lovely like this, nervous and blushing so pretty that it makes Namjoon want to kiss him until there's not a doubt left in his mind – but first they have to talk.

“Did I do something to make you think I wasn’t interested in kissing you?”

“Not really. I mean… When we went hiking together I thought maybe you wanted to. You smelled like you were interested, especially after we scented. But then you sort of… I don’t know. I wanted to ask you then, but it seemed like you just wanted to get away after?” Jungkook’s cheeks go bright pink as he talks, eyes fixed on Namjoon’s chest except for the occasional quick flick up to his eyes – probably looking for a reaction. “After that I just decided I would wait until you were ready I guess…”

Namjoon’s heart drops in his chest. He remembers that day, and how hard he had to fight not to just kiss Jungkook right then and there after they had scented. It hurts to think that his desperate attempt to not overstep came across as a lack of interest.

“I’m so sorry, pup,” Namjoon says, pulling Jungkook into his arms. At least he comes willingly, allowing Namjoon to squeeze him close while his scent tips just a tiny bit sweet – a good sign that the touch isn’t unwelcome. “I didn’t want to get away from you at all that day. I loved scenting you, and you were so beautiful looking at me afterward. All I could think about was kissing you, but I didn’t want to push right after you’d just given me something so wonderful. I never meant for it to come across as disinterest.”

“Beautiful… I – Wow,” Jungkook whispers, the smell of orange getting sweeter by the moment. “You really wanted to kiss me this whole time?”

“Every moment.”

Jungkook pulls back at that, fixing Namjoon with a steady gaze. “You didn’t, though. Why?”

“I didn’t want to push–”

“I don’t like that,” Jungkook says, words coming out quiet as his gaze falters. “It’s not fair.”

Namjoon quirks his head. “Not fair?”

“At least I had a reason to assume you didn’t want to. But I think I’ve been really receptive to any advance you’ve made – unless I did something to make you think I wasn’t interested?”

It probably says something that Namjoon doesn’t even have to think about his answer for a moment. “No, you haven’t. You’re always very receptive to affection.”

“Then next time maybe you can assume I might want you to push? Not that I mind asking, really. I kind of… umm,” Jungkook smiles nervously, reaching up to push his hair back out of his face. “I just don’t want to be the only one who asks, and I want to know what you want too, if that’s okay?”

Jungkook’s hair falls messily back across his forehead, and Namjoon can’t quite keep himself from reaching up to brush a few strands out of the omega’s face. “I’m sorry, pup. You’re right. It wasn’t fair to assume I knew what you wanted, and I should have just asked. I’ll try to do better in the future.”

“M’not mad or anything,” Jungkook mumbles, cheeks flushed as his gaze drifts from Namjoon’s eyes to his lips, and then back again. “Just wish you had kissed me when you wanted to.”

Namjoon’s own eyes are doing a similar dance. It’s impossible to not look at the pretty cupid’s bow of Jungkook’s mouth, and just as hard not to imagine how nice it will feel under his tongue. “And if I’d like to fix that now?”

“Ask me?”

Namjoon smiles, leaning in closer. “Can I kiss you, Kook-ah?”

“Only if you do it how you want,” Jungkook says, eyes already half lidded as his tongue sneaks out briefly over his bottom lip.

Namjoon really can’t help himself anymore. He leans in without another word, slotting their lips together and weaving fingers into Jungkook’s hair to keep him close. His omega reacts beautifully, letting out a pleased little hum and leaning into the kiss without hesitation.

At first, it’s hardly more than the gentle press of their lips together, soft and sweet and yet exhilarating enough to send his heart racing in his chest. He’s thought about this for months now, and it’s everything he imagined and then some – but it’s impossible to ignore the gnawing desire for more.

And Jungkook did specify…

He doesn’t let himself overthink it, just presses forward until he’s backed Jungkook into the counter. When his mouth opens on a tiny gasp, Namjoon slips him just the slightest hint of tongue – a request more than anything. The tiny growl that slips out of him when Jungkook reciprocates and opens for him isn’t something he can hide, far too busy finally getting a taste of his omega and swallowing up the pretty little whine he earns in response.

Jungkook takes it so well, eager and receptive to every movement Namjoon makes, not bothering to hold back a single sound or shiver. It’s honestly dangerous how responsive he is. Both their scents have gone thick and heady in the air, tinged with sweetness and impossible to ignore – filling Namjoon’s head with thoughts he really shouldn’t be having right now… Thoughts about just how beautiful Jungkook is going to look spread out on one of their beds, flushed pretty pink all the way down his chest, whining so sweetly about how good it feels while Namjoon sucks bruises into his skin.

Fuck. He wants that so bad, wants to make his omega feel good, wants–

Namjoon is yanked from his thoughts by the hot press of Jungkook’s erection against his thigh, every bit as hard as Namjoon is. Part of him wants to hide as Jungkook’s hips press closer, but he refuses to let the omega think he isn’t interested, so instead he lets it happen, swallowing up the pretty little whimper Jungkook breathes into their kiss when he feels Namjoon hard against him in return.

Neither of them move to do anything about that though. Namjoon is perfectly content to keep kissing Jungkook while basking in the knowledge that they're both so eager for this.

It’s Jungkook who finally breaks their kiss minutes later, breath coming out ragged as he rests his forehead on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Fuck, hyung. You let me feel…” He trails off with a tiny puff of laughter, pecking a couple of kisses against Namjoon’s shoulder. “That was so good, thank you.”

Even with his mind still half clouded by desire, Namjoon can’t help but laugh. “Pretty sure I should be thanking you,” he says, pressing an answering kiss into Jungkook’s hair while he tries to catch his own breath. “If any of that was too much–”

“It was good, hyung. Good enough that I really wanna do it again, especially when we have more time. You liked it too, right?”

Namjoon is pretty sure Jungkook knows he did, but he’s definitely not going to deny him praise – not when it always leaves him glowing. “I loved it, baby,” he coos, nosing at Jungkook’s hair. “You were perfect. Made such pretty sounds for me.”

That has Jungkook giggling again. “Felt nice.”

“It did. I’m sorry I made you wait so long.”

“You did a good job making it up to me.”

They stay wrapped around one another for a few more minutes, joking and laughing as they ride out the wave of excitement at this new chapter of their relationship. Jungkook has to leave not too long after, but this time he says goodbye with a hug and a soft peck to Namjoon’s lips.

Even after what just happened, that chaste little peck still leaves his heart racing for minutes after Jungkook has gone.

~~

Namjoon works late the next two nights. He doesn’t plan it, but the potential buyer Jin finds for their incoming pottery collection is a bit of a night owl, and for the price she’s willing to pay, Namjoon doesn’t mind working around her schedule a little. Luckily, after two meetings they manage to strike a tentative deal, contingent upon the quality of the shipment.

He wakes up at ten the next morning.

It’s not terribly late (Yoongi is probably still fast asleep), but it is late for him. Normally he’s been up for a few hours by now, has all of his emails answered, and a plan in place for the rest of the day. At least that last bit is rather unnecessary today, since he thankfully doesn’t have anything on his schedule. A day to rest will be nice.

With that in mind, he doesn’t rush himself, taking his time freshening up for the morning and opting for comfy clothes to spend the day in. No point in wearing a suit (or even jeans) to answer emails – it’s a sweatpants kind of day.

When he heads downstairs to the kitchen, he’s surprised to find Jimin there, sitting atop their kitchen counter and speaking softly to someone (Hoseok, Namjoon realizes once he steps through the doorway into the kitchen). It’s just those two in the room. Yoongi is almost certainly still asleep, while Jin and Taehyung are supposed to be out for some sort of meeting in town. Namjoon hadn’t paid as much attention as he normally would have when they were explaining it to him yesterday, far too tired to keep up with all of the details.

It’s nice to see Jimin and Hoseok like this, so casual together in their home. Jimin is holding a peach in his hand, tossing it up into the air and catching it every few seconds, a pretty smile on his face every time he glances over at Hoseok. The alpha is standing in front of the stove, stirring at something in a little steaming pot. The scene is so domestic that it nearly makes Namjoon’s chest ache. He’s seen the rest of his mates like this so many times, but waking up to Jimin unexpectedly in their space like this?

It’s wonderful – and it leaves him yearning for a future where this is the norm.

Jimin catches sight of him first, giving a little wave. “Morning, Namjoon-hyung.”

Hoseok looks up from the stove, fixing Namjoon with a wide smile. “Joonie, you’re finally up. How did everything go last night?”

“It all went well,” Namjoon says, making his way closer to the two of them. “We have a tentative agreement, and she only kept me out until one in the morning this time.”

“Someone you’re working with?” Jimin asks.

“Possible buyer for an expensive acquisition,” Hoseok answers. “She’s had two late night meetings in a row with poor Joonie.”

Namjoon shrugs. “It’s okay. Plenty worth it, considering how much she’s willing to pay – and we’ve worked with her before, so we know she’s good for it. Anyway, what are you two up to today?”

“Hoseok-hyung wanted to see the studio I practice at, so we’re going to stop there and then go do some shopping.”

“I’m just gonna eat something and then hop in the shower quick,” Hoseok says. “Then we’re out of here. You hungry, Joon?”

“I’m alright, thanks.”

Hoseok shrugs. “Alright, you two suit yourselves then. At least now you’ll have company while I take a quick shower.”

“I got out of class early,” Jimin explains. “I offered to hang out on campus for a while, but he told me to just come kill time here instead. I don’t mind having to sit on my phone for a bit, so you don’t have to keep me company if you don't want to, Namjoon-hyung.”

“Are you kidding? I’d love to spend some time together.” Namjoon has a hard time believing Jimin would really think he’d rather do anything else – but then again… after his conversation with Jungkook the other day, it’s probably best to make himself clear.

It’s impossible to miss the little half smirk on Hoseok’s face, especially when he follows it with a quick wink in Namjoon’s direction. “Perfect,” he says, turning off the stove and scooping his food into a bowl. “I’m going to eat and get freshened up, then we can go. Sound good, Minnie?”

Jimin smiles at the nickname, flushing just a little. “Sure, hyung. See you soon.” Hoseok makes a speedy exit, apparently all too happy to leave the two of them alone together. Namjoon half expects Jimin to get nervous without Hoseok there, but his body language doesn’t really change at all. He stays where he is on the counter, smiling as his gaze drifts over to Namjoon. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you look so casual, hyung. It suits you.”

Namjoon looks down at his dark gray sweatpants and plain white t-shirt with a little huff of laughter. “Thanks. Jin keeps buying me comfortable clothes, so I figured today was a good day for them. They really are nice. Wish I could take my meetings like this, but first impressions and all that – you know how it is.”

“Yeah, gotta look intimidating. Feels more special this way too, knowing most people don’t get to see you like this.” Jimin tips his head down, looking up through his lashes as he adds a soft little, “You look handsome.”

The words are enough to have Namjoon’s scent spiking, though he does his best to calm it a bit. Jimin has never really been this open with him before, but now he’s damn near flirting in their kitchen and it’s got Namjoon’s heart beating fast inside his chest. He wants to reciprocate without pushing, but–

Does Jimin want him to push?

He thinks back to the other night, when Jimin had been so delightfully soft after his conversation with Taehyung that he’d spent the rest of the night cuddling with all of them while watching movies. There had been hints of shyness, but he’d still climbed right into Namjoon’s lap and settled into the affection beautifully. And if Jimin is still so comfortable around him this morning, then maybe they really have made meaningful progress. Maybe that means it’s time to lean into it just a tiny bit and see how it plays out…

“Thank you, Jimin-ah,” Namjoon says as he steps into Jimin’s space, slow and deliberate with his arms open in invitation. Jimin smiles at him and opens his arms in return, welcoming Namjoon’s advance and leaning forward into the embrace. He's a tiny bit taller than Namjoon while he's perched on the counter like this, easily leaning his head on Namjoon's shoulder. “You look lovely this morning too. I admit, I didn’t expect to find you in our kitchen, but I’m very glad I woke up in time to catch you.”

Jimin squeezes him tighter, vanilla scent going just a touch sweet. “Thanks, hyung. I’m glad you’re awake now too.” Namjoon goes to politely pull back from the hug but Jimin doesn’t make any move to let him go, instead whispering a soft little, “Stay?”

He's only too happy to comply with that request, stepping just a bit closer and relaxing back into the embrace. If Jimin wants him to stay close, there’s no way in hell that he’s passing up that opportunity. “Of course. As long as you want.”

There’s a couple of beats of silence before Jimin asks, “Do you want to?”

Again, it appears he needs to set the record straight – but at least he’s being given the chance to.

“So much, Jimin-ah. You don’t know how happy it makes me that you feel comfortable letting me get close to you like this.”

“Feels nice,” Jimin says, resting his chin on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Felt nice the other night too – when we were watching movies. I… Thank you for that.”

“You don’t have to thank me. I would have kept you in my lap all night if the others hadn’t wanted a turn with you too. I like being close to you, Minnie.”

“I like it too. And… It’s umm – It was nice to still smell like you a little after.”

Namjoon can feel the way his scent goes warm at Jimin’s words. His omega wants to smell like him – like his. “I love the thought of you smelling like me. Please feel free to say no if you aren’t ready, but I would really like to scent you if you’re interested.”

Jimin lets out a little laugh. “And here I was thinking about a kiss. I almost forgot we haven’t even scented yet.

“A kiss…” Namjoon echoes, brain stuttering trying to process the fact that Jimin is really thinking about kissing him.

He must be taking too long to think about it, because Jimin’s voice comes out small when he says, “We don’t have to or anything. Scenting is good too. I just thought–”

This time, Namjoon does pull back. He wants to look at Jimin, to make sure that he’s understood when he explains exactly how interested he is. Jimin lets him, a shy little smile on his face with his cheeks tinged pink – beautiful.

“I’m interested, Jimin-ah,” Namjoon assures him, hands resting gently at Jimin’s waist as he stands between his knees. “I just didn’t expect you to want to kiss me yet, but I’m really glad that you do.”

“We’ve been courting for a while now,” Jimin mumbles. “And besides, you’re… I like you, Namjoon-hyung. You’re good to Kookie – and to me.”

“I like you too, so much. I’ve loved getting to know you and Kook-ah these past few months, and I know the rest of the pack agrees. You seemed interested in taking things a bit slower, so I didn’t want to push you – but I’d love to kiss you, scent you, all of it really. Anything you want.”

Jimin gives this a couple seconds of consideration, long enough for Namjoon to worry that he’s said too much, tipped his hand too early and–

“Scent first?” Jimin asks, tipping his head down and looking up at Namjoon through his lashes. “I’ve wanted to smell like you for a long time.”

“I’m sorry, pup. If I had known–”

“It’s okay. I didn’t say.” Jimin smiles and holds out his wrist. “Now will be just fine.”

Namjoon only stares for a moment before reaching down to accept the offered wrist, delicately pressing his own against it. He’s more prepared this time, having already scented with Jungkook weeks ago, but it doesn’t help as much as he hoped. The sensation is still electric and nearly overwhelming, a heady chemical cocktail that sends his heart racing in an instant as Jimin’s mouthwatering vanilla scent swirls all around him.

He’s waited so long for this, and he already wanted to take care of Jimin. Now though… Now he wants so much more. He wants him closer, wants to take him up to Taehyung’s nest and keep him there until the rest of the pack can get home to join them. If it was the seven of them in the nest, Jimin would have to see – see how much they all want him, how they can keep him safe and secure and never let anything hurt him or Jungkook again. Maybe then they would stay, just hire someone to move all their stuff here and never leave and–

Jimin lets out a shaky little whine that pulls Namjoon back to reality and has him opening his eyes (he doesn’t remember closing them) to look at the gorgeous omega in front of him.

And Jimin is gorgeous.

His eyes have slipped closed, lips parted just slightly, and skin flushed pink all the way down his neck and disappearing under his shirt. Namjoon is helpless to stop the way he leans in, still thinking about Jimin mentioning a kiss just minutes ago and now finding himself drawn toward those pretty parted lips.

He’s only inches away when he realizes he hasn’t even asked permission. It’s enough to freeze him in place. Should he ask now? Should he back up first? What will Jimin–

“Hyung, please.”

Namjoon’s gaze snaps up to find Jimin looking back at him with half lidded eyes, pupils blown so wide there’s hardly an iris left.

There’s no way he can turn down that request.

Kissing Jimin feels perfect, warm and soft and only adding to the intensity of their very first scenting. It satisfies that growing need to be closer, and it must do something similar for Jimin, judging by the sweet, contented little hum that escapes him as he returns the kiss.

For a moment, Namjoon feels almost paralyzed with indecision. He wants to pull Jimin closer, but he’d hate to cut off the scenting before his omega is satisfied. Luckily, Jimin makes that decision for him, gingerly pulling his wrist back and resting his hands on Namjoon’s chest instead.

Perfect.

That gives Namjoon plenty of room to wrap one arm around Jimin’s back, and reach up to tangle his other hand in strands of blonde hair. Jimin lets out another tiny little whine, finishing their kiss and following it immediately with another, tipping his head to better slot their mouths together. They stay like that for a while, two kisses turning to three, and then four. All of them are gentle, and Namjoon loves it – more than content to cradle Jimin close and kiss him like he’s made of glass, to treat him with the care he deserves.

When they finally break apart, it’s mostly to catch their breath, foreheads pressed together as a tiny giggle escapes Jimin. “Wow, that… That felt so nice,” he whispers, following it with another little laugh. “And so much.”

Namjoon can feel a smile stretching his face, giddy after the combined rush of everything that’s just happened. “It was a lot, but… I also think it was pretty perfect.”

“Yeah, I think so too,” Jimin says, tipping forward to give one more soft kiss to Namjoon’s lips before pulling back. He’s smiling almost as wide as Namjoon is, not even a tiny hint of anxiety on his face.

It’s a relief. Not that Namjoon necessarily thought anything was wrong – but knowing what Jimin has been through… He just wants to be absolutely certain that the omega is comfortable with anything they do, and a smile that big is hard to misinterpret.

“This really wasn’t what I was expecting when I woke up this morning,” Namjoon says.

“Not what I expected when you walked into the kitchen either.” Jimin pauses for a moment, eyes narrowing slightly. “Wait, isn’t this where you and Kookie had your first kiss just a couple of days ago too? The kitchen?”

“Huh, I guess you’re right,” Namjoon says, shoulders shaking a little as he laughs. “Must be something in the air here.”

“He was happy about it, you know. Came home all smiles and so excited to tell me the story.”

“That’s really good to hear. I’m happy about it too – about kissing both of you. These past few months have been incredible, getting to know the two of you and watching you both settle in with the pack. It’s… I’m just really happy we met you, and even happier that you decided to give us a chance.” Namjoon has to force himself to stop talking. As much as he wants Jimin to understand how much they adore the two of them, he also doesn’t want to put him on the spot by dropping all of that on him at once.

Namjoon would never forgive himself if he scared Jimin or Jungkook away just because his feelings got too big too fast and he didn’t keep them in check.

It’s the right decision. Jimin doesn’t look put off at all, his smile softening into something sweet and cute as he looks up at Namjoon. “We’re happy too, hyung. And not just because of everything you’ve done for us – not that I’m not super grateful for that too. It’s just that even without that, I would still be glad we met you guys. I’ve liked getting to know you too.”

“I’m so glad to hear that. Can I ask… This might be a good time to make sure we haven’t done anything to make you uncomfortable at all?”

Jimin shakes his head. “No. I know I’ve been… This isn’t as easy for me as it is for Kookie. It’s a little harder for me to be open to things right away – but you’ve all been so sweet about it. You let me take my time and you don’t seem… disappointed, I guess? I hope you aren’t, at least.” He finishes with a nervous sounding laugh, biting at his lip.

Namjoon cups Jimin’s cheek, determined to set his mind at ease about this. “Nobody – not a single one of us – is disappointed in you, Jimin-ah. There’s no right or wrong pace to take this at, and the only one I’m interested in is the one that makes you feel comfortable, no matter what it looks like.”

“Thank you, hyung. That… That makes me feel less worried.”

“I promise, you have nothing to worry about. If there’s anything we can do to help set your mind at ease–”

“It’s okay. This is enough,” Jimin assures him, smiling as he leans into the hand cupping his cheek. After a second or two, he lets out a tiny giggle and says, “Another hug might not hurt though.”

Namjoon is only too happy to indulge him.

Notes:

It may have taken him ages, but at least Namjoon is finally making some moves! Only one first kiss left to go and then everyone will have had theirs. And don't worry, we'll wrap them all up before our next plot arc ;D

See you Wednesday for a short interlude chapter (。^▽^)

Chapter 51: Interlude – Piercing

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: Hey TaeTae (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: are you busy today?

[Jimin]: Not really

[Jimin]: Kind of just killing time until Kookie gets home and we head over to your place

[Tae]: wanna come over early?

[Jimin]: Sure

[Jimin]: You bored? (。^▽^)

[Tae]: not exactly

[Tae]: want your help convincing joonie-hyung that me getting my bellybutton pierced is a good idea

[Jimin]: Sure

[Jimin]: I can tell him all about getting mine done (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: that would be great

[Tae]: but

[Tae]: hear me out

[Tae]: i want you to show him first (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Before I tell him about it? (・_・;)

[Tae]: more like we mention you got yours done and then

[Tae]: bam

[Jimin]: Why though?

[Tae]: because he’s going to think it’s sexy as hell and i don’t want to give him time to prepare himself for it

[Jimin]: Really?

[Tae]: the biggest really

[Tae]: you have no idea (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: the only one more likely to choke on air when they see it is yoongi-hyung

[Tae]: but he’s already gonna approve of me getting pierced

[Tae]: although i would still pay to be there when he sees yours for the first time

[Tae]: you should sell tickets

[Tae]: me and hobi-hyung would pay bank

[Tae]: jiminie?

[Jimin]: Sorry just processing all of that ( 〃▽〃)

[Tae]: does that mean you’ll do it? ( *’ω’* )

[Jimin]: Sure

[Jimin]: No promises that it’s going to work though

[Tae]: that’s okay i can promise for myself

[Tae]: because i know it will

[Jimin]: Your confidence is inspiring ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: well there’s more where that came from

[Tae]: now listen

[Tae]: i need you to be as shy as you can about it

[Tae]: but when the moment comes give him a good long look (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: That sounds embarrassing ( *ノ▽ノ)

[Jimin]: What if he thinks I’m weird?

[Tae]: do you trust me jiminie?

[Jimin]: Against my better judgment

[Jimin]: Yes

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: then trust me when i say this is going to be the highlight of his day

[Jimin]: Just let me have a drink first ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: omg yes good idea

[Tae]: this plan is foolproof

[Tae]: come on over and i’ll have a drink with you (・ω<)

[Jimin]: K I’ll get dressed

[Tae]: oooooo video call please

[Tae]: i wanna have input on this

~

Taehyung has been planning this for ages now. Originally, he wanted to have Jungkook ask with him, figuring Namjoon would be basically powerless to deny the omega anything – but he also knows how weak Jungkook is for Namjoon. He can’t risk his partner in crime turning on him in his moment of need.

Unfortunately, that meant that the plan required waiting for Namjoon-hyung and Jimin to get comfortable enough around one another, which took way longer than Tae was hoping. He’s honestly still not sure why it took so damn long, but they really seem to have gotten more relaxed these past few weeks. It’s about time. He’s happy to see all of his mates finally starting to settle in together (just like he knew they would) and get comfortable.

Now he gets to reap the benefits, and there’s no way this isn’t going to be entertaining. Plus, while he doesn't need Namjoon's permission, he really does want to help him feel comfortable with this before he does something bigger, like getting his first tattoo.

Helping Jimin get dressed is fun, but then again it always is. The two of them video call about outfits probably more than anything else, even if it’s just as an excuse to talk sometimes. Tae really needs to plan a time for them to go clothes shopping together. He wants to spend a whole day dressing Jimin up like a pretty doll and then buy all of their favorites.

He wouldn’t mind doing the same with Jungkook, but Jimin actually likes clothes shopping. Jungkook only tolerates it when he has to – which is fine because Taehyung has been slowly upgrading his wardrobe without even making him leave the house. (Having a good eye for sizing up what will fit has come in handy more times than Tae can count.)

They settle on something relatively simple for Jimin today. Tae knows Namjoon’s tastes, and he knows exactly how to make this reveal hit like a truck.

Something completely innocuous, but still deliberate. Light wash jeans, a soft looking white top, minimal makeup, and very lightly styled hair. It’s almost… Innocent is the wrong word, but Jimin looks light and soft, like he’s ready for a picnic or a study date in the park. More like the suggestion of innocence.

Perfect.

Taehyung meets him in the foyer and then sneaks Jimin upstairs to his room where they giggle and talk over a bottle of wine while they wait for their moment. Namjoon should be home from his meetings soon, Jin-hyung already said he was going to be held up at Borahae for some sort of event they’re catering today, and Hobi-hyung and Yoongi-hyung are out on a date this afternoon, so the timing for this should be perfect.

The moment Tae spots Namjoon’s car being allowed through the gate, he gets the two of them moving. “Alright, it’s showtime, Jiminie. Are you ready?”

“As I’ll ever be,” Jimin answers with a giggle. He doesn’t sound too nervous, which is a definite improvement from when he first showed up.

Alcohol is a wonderful thing.

“Perfect. Do it just how we practiced and you’ll be just fine. This is gonna be great.”

The two of them make their way down to the living room before Namjoon-hyung gets into the house. They only get a short greeting when he first comes through, since he’s on his way to change and drop off a couple of things, but when he comes back down about fifteen minutes later, it’s time.

“How are you two?” Namjoon asks as he joins them back in the living room, stepping forward to get a hug from each of them in turn. “I didn’t know you were hanging out today.”

“It was sort of last minute,” Jimin says.

“Yeah, Jiminie was home and I was bored. Do you wanna hang out with us too, Namjoon-hyung? I was gonna take Jiminie for a walk out in the garden.”

Of course, Namjoon agrees. He loves their garden, and loves it even more when he gets to spend time with his mates outside in it. The three of them weave through pathways in the afternoon sun, chatting and enjoying the nice weather. Namjoon tells them a little about his future plans for the space, and points out some of his favorite plants. He seems delighted by Jimin’s excitement to visit the fish in their pond. (Hard to blame him. Jimin’s excitement is contagious.)

By the time the three of them head back inside, their pack alpha seems properly relaxed and indulgent enough for Taehyung to proceed with the plan.

“Hyung, I wanted to ask you about something,” Tae says as the three of them make their way into the living room to sit down.

“Sure. What are you thinking about, pup?”

“Well, Jungkookie mentioned you picked him up at Special-f(x) for a lunch date the other day, and I was sort of thinking… You’ve been there a couple of times now, right? And you’ve seen how nice and not scary it is?”

“I have... Why?” Namjoon’s eyes narrow and his scent goes a little muted, but doesn’t quite tip toward distress.

Taehyung knows Namjoon can moderate his scent to a degree, but it’s still hard to ignore it when trying to read the alpha’s moods. All together, it still seems far from the worst reaction he could get, so he forges ahead. “I know I’ve talked about getting a tattoo before, but I’ve been thinking it over and decided that maybe starting with something smaller would be better.”

Namjoon is completely still, all but frozen on the couch with his gaze focused on Taehyung’s face. “Something… smaller,” he says slowly, lips pursing as he contemplates the words. “Such as?”

“I was thinking about a piercing. Maybe something like Jiminie’s.”

“Like…” Namjoon’s eyes flick over to Jimin now, seated on the couch between them with an innocent smile plastered on his face. After studying him for a few seconds, Namjoon turns back to Taehyung. “Your ears are already pierced. You want to do them again?” His voice comes out mostly even, but there's definitely a small edge of relief in it.

Time to ruin that.

“Not exactly. Jiminie has another piercing, and I think it’s really pretty. I bet you’ll think so too once you see it, hyung! You’ll show him, right Jiminie?” Taehyung lets excitement drip from his words, a big smile plastered across his face.

Jimin plays his part perfectly too, cheeks flushed pink (either from the couple of drinks or because he really is a little embarrassed) as he nervously bites his lower lip. “Are you sure, TaeTae? What if… He might not like it…”

“Nonsense,” Namjoon answers immediately, eyes widening just a fraction as he adds, “Jimin-ah, I’m sure it looks great on you, whatever it is.”

It’s so goddamn cute watching their pack alpha practically trip over himself to make sure their new mates feel welcome and adored at all times. He really does care so much, and that only makes Taehyung appreciate him more.

“Yeah, he’s going to love it, Jiminie! Come on, you can show us.”

“Okay. Let me just…” Jimin stands up off the couch and turns to face them, head tipped toward the floor as he looks up at them through his lashes – the very picture of a precious, shy little omega. He’s damn near a tease about it too, fingers dancing along the hem of his shirt while he nervously bites at his lip. After one last steadying breath, he gingerly starts to lift his shirt.

Namjoon’s eyes stare unblinking at the slowly widening strip of Jimin’s belly on display, his mouth dropping open just a fraction when he finally catches sight of the jewelry. It’s the daintiest one Jimin had in his jewelry box (a lack of variety that Taehyung intends to remedy very soon), with a tiny pink star at the top and a delicate arrangement of shining pink crystals fanning out from the bottom.

Jimin lets the silence stretch for a few seconds before gently asking, “What do you think?”

“It’s pretty, isn’t it?” Tae adds, trying his best not to sound nearly as pleased as he feels about Namjoon’s near speechless reaction. He can see the way the alpha’s fingers twitch where they rest on the tops of his knees – trying to fight the urge to touch. It’s a reaction Taehyung can sympathize with. The first time he saw Jimin’s piercing, he’d wanted to get his hands on him too. (He still does, but that’s a problem for another day.)

Namjoon still hasn’t said anything, mouth opening and closing twice over by this point.

“Do you not like it?” Jimin asks, voice small and with an edge of self-conscious worry that Taehyung isn’t entirely sure he’s faking.

“It’s beautiful,” Namjoon eventually manages to croak out, eyes finally leaving the piercing to look up at Jimin. “It suits you so well.”

Jimin drops his shirt back down with a smile. “Really? You like it?”

In a flash, Namjoon is standing up and wrapping his arms around Jimin. “Really, pup. I just wasn’t expecting that and it took me a minute to process, but I promise it looks gorgeous on you. I love it.”

“Thank you, hyung,” Jimin says, looking over Namjoon’s shoulder at Taehyung, a big smile stretching across his face. They’ve got him now. “TaeTae will look so pretty with one too – don’t you think?”

There’s a pause before Namjoon answers, voice barely above a whisper as he asks, “Did it hurt?”

Jimin shakes his head. “Only about as much as getting my ears done. Amber-ssi did mine, but Kookie could do TaeTae’s in no time at all, and you could come with if you wanted?”

“I could be there?”

“Of course. Kookie says lots of people bring along someone for moral support – sometimes a whole group, so you and me could go with TaeTae no problem. And Kookie has plenty of experience too. He’s probably done at least a hundred of them, but if you preferred Amber-ssi–”

“No,” Namjoon says, shaking his head. “I would feel better if it was Kook-ah, unless – Would you prefer someone else, baby?”

“I want it to be Jungkookie,” Taehyung answers honestly. There’s nobody on the planet he would trust more than Jungkook, and he knows that will be easier for Namjoon to deal with too.

Namjoon takes a deep breath, arms still wrapped around Jimin as he lets it out in a long sigh. “Okay,” he says softly. “If that’s what you want, make the appointment and I’ll come with you.”

“Am I invited too, hyung?” Jimin asks.

“Please. I’d feel better if you were there too.”

Tae can’t hold back his squeal of delight, leaping up from the couch to join in on their hug. “This is gonna be so awesome! I can’t wait to buy a ton of cute jewelry! And I just know I’m gonna feel so safe with you there too, Namjoon-hyung. Thank you!”

Notes:

Just a short little interlude chapter today, but I'll be back Sunday with something a little spicier ;D

Chapter 52: Better Than Dreaming

Notes:

We're earning our explicit rating again this week :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung is starting to settle into a routine now. Around once a week, when one of the hyungs is already going to be out late for work (or out of town), he tries to plan a sleepover with Jungkook and Jimin. It minimizes the number of days the pack spends separated, and helps him get in as much time as possible to continue courting their new mates.

He is absolutely determined to keep things moving.

They’ve only turned him down once when they both had to work in the evening and be up for classes the following morning, which was totally understandable. Otherwise, they always let him come over whenever he wants. Sometimes he gets to spend time with both of them, and other times one of them has work or classes they need to be ready for in the morning. They play games and watch anime and dramas. Occasionally they just sit around and talk for hours.

There has been more kissing, though maybe not as much as Taehyung would like. To be fair, the amount of kissing he would like is all of it, which is neither quantifiable or achievable.

That being said… tonight has to be the best sleepover yet, at least as far as kissing is concerned.

Jimin kisses him at the door, and Jungkook pulls him into his lap for a series of welcoming pecks as well. Eventually he finds himself sandwiched between the two of them on the couch while they pick up where they left off on their latest anime.

After a few episodes, Jungkook gets up to make them some dinner.

“We have some wine coolers in the fridge if you want,” Jimin offers. “I’m probably gonna have one.”

“Sure, I’ll take one,” Tae answers.

He watches Jimin walk over to the fridge, taking the chance to admire how fucking good his ass looks in his jeans. Jungkook hadn’t been lying. Jimin’s ass really was the first part of him to fill out once he started eating more. He already had a nice ass when they met, but now that he’s getting closer to a healthy weight? It’s honestly a gift.

They’re both so goddamn hot.

Jimin pulls out three wine coolers and passes one to Jungkook, who catches his arm and pulls him in for a long kiss that makes a spark of want shoot through Taehyung.

There’s just so much he wants.

He wants to kiss them, absolutely. He also wants so many other things. He wants to see them kiss the rest of the pack more too, wants massive cuddle piles and steamy makeout sessions, wants to dress them up real pretty and then see them get wrecked, wants to wake up snuggled between them all warm and sweet. He wants so much.

For now, what he gets is Jimin handing him a cold glass bottle with a sweet smile. When Taehyung purses his lips and tilts his head up, Jimin giggles and leans down to give him a kiss.

Jungkook makes ramyeon packed full of all sorts of extras. There’s cheese, strips of meat, green onion, and a fried egg on each of them, and those are just the ingredients Taehyung can pick out at first glance.

“This is so good, Jungkookie,” Tae says in between bites.

“Yeah it’s awesome,” Jimin agrees.

“I just dumped in everything that sounded kind of good, but it actually came out all right. Glad you two like it.”

Once they’re done eating, Jimin gets up to clear away all of their dishes. Taehyung offers to help but is denied, so instead he decides to try being forward about what he wants and see how it works out. He's about ninety percent sure that there's no way Jungkook is going to turn him down – not when he seems so eager for every touch Taehyung shares with him.

It’s easy enough to find his opening. Jungkook reaches for the remote to start their show again, but Taehyung stops him, climbing over his lap and straddling his thighs in the space of just a couple of seconds.

Jungkook’s hands settle automatically at Tae’s waist, touch light and warm as his eyes go wide and he smiles up at him. “Want some attention, hyung?”

“Kinda. Wanna makeout, actually,” he answers, biting his lip and looking for a reaction.

Jungkook’s mouth hangs open for a second, but then he’s nodding quickly, smile going a little lopsided as he starts to lean in. “Yeah. Hell yeah – let’s do that please.”

Taehyung doesn’t waste any time, leaning down to press his lips to Jungkook’s, who meets him with enthusiasm. It’s exactly what he wants, feeling Jungkook kiss him over and over while the hands at his waist keep him anchored in place. His own hands don’t stay still though. He’s far too busy feeling his way up Jungkook’s chest, marveling at the ripples of muscle he can feel beneath the t-shirt cruelly hiding them from view. Jungkook opens for him at the first hint of tongue, letting out a pleased little whine that Taehyung swallows up in a flash, licking eagerly inside of Jungkook’s mouth.

“Wow, do I get one of those if I cook for you?” Jimin asks, plopping down on the couch next to them.

“Are you going to cook something non-lethal?” Jungkook asks, expression a little dazed but with a big smile on his face.

“Wow, rude!”

“You don’t have to cook to get one of these, lethal or otherwise,” Taehyung answers.

“Then come here,” Jimin beckons. His eyes are dark and he’s wearing a little smirk and fuck Tae is so weak for him when he’s confident.

He kisses Jungkook’s cheek and then practically launches himself into Jimin’s lap. It sends Jimin back further into the couch and leaves them both giggling through the first few kisses, but by the end he gets the same treatment as Jungkook. Jimin is whining even before Taehyung slips his tongue into his mouth – just small, cute little noises that make Tae want to eat him alive. He generously settles for weaving fingers into Jimin’s hair and kissing him within an inch of his life instead.

After a couple of minutes, things are feeling heated enough that Taehyung needs to back off before he starts grinding into Jimin’s lap or something. Not that he doesn't want to – but he'd rather be a little careful instead of stepping over a line he shouldn't cross yet. He breaks the kiss and they both take a few moments to catch their breath, foreheads pressed together.

“God, you two are– That was so hot,” Jungkook says, sounding almost as breathless as Taehyung feels.

They both turn to look at Jungkook. He’s staring back at them with wide eyes, cheeks flushed a flattering pink and his lips parted. He looks good enough to eat, but Taehyung reminds himself that he doesn’t want to press too far all at once, so he just gives a little laugh and climbs off Jimin’s lap, sitting back down between them.

After that, they cuddle a lot closer, trading a few longer kisses over the course of the night. Jungkook ends up having another drink, but Taehyung still hasn’t finished his first one and Jimin declines the offer for a second.

They make it through a few more episodes of their anime before Jungkook starts to drift off, his head resting in Taehyung’s lap. It’s hard to blame him, between Jimin carding fingers through his hair and Tae rubbing soft little circles into his hip.

Another couple of episodes and Taehyung catches himself yawning too.

“You getting tired?” Jimin whispers.

“Mhmm,” he answers. “Should we wake him up?”

After giving Jungkook a few gentle shakes to no avail, Jimin just shrugs. “He looks like he’s out pretty hard. Must need the rest. Wait here, okay?”

Tae nods and Jimin gets up off the couch, disappearing around the corner and into the hallway. He wonders what exactly Jimin’s plan is, since Jungkook is asleep in the middle of the couch. They’re going to have to wake him up if they want to move him to one side so that Taehyung can have the other.

Jimin returns almost entirely hidden behind the giant stuffed teddy bear body of Haru, a blanket dragging behind him. He motions for him to get up, so Tae gently lifts Jungkook’s head and slides out from underneath him. With him out of the way, Jimin lays Haru down next to Jungkook, sliding the bear’s arm under his head like a pillow before spreading a blanket over them.

Jungkook sleeps like the dead, not stirring even a little.

Jimin leans down and kisses Jungkook’s forehead before turning to take Taehyung’s hand, leading him down the hall to the bathroom where they brush their teeth together in sleepy silence.

“Probably easier to sleep in the bed with me than to try and wake Kookie up to move,” Jimin says once they’re finished. “Is that okay or do you prefer the couch?”

Sleep in the bed? With Jiminie?

A dream come true.

“Wanna sleep with you,” Taehyung answers. “Gonna change and then I’ll be there.”

Even with how tired he is, his heart is racing while he goes to find his bag and dig out some sleep clothes. Jungkook and Jimin have each fallen asleep out on the couch with him before, and they’ve cuddled before moving to opposite ends to sleep, but this is different.

He gets to spend a whole night cuddled up to Jimin.

Once he’s changed into some comfy pajama pants, he makes his way to the bedroom. Jimin is already in bed, blankets pulled half way up his bare chest while he scrolls on his phone. When he looks up to see Taehyung, he gives him a smile and then reaches over to plug his phone in and set it on the nightstand.

“There’s a charger on your side too if you need it.”

Taehyung does need it. He gets his phone plugged in and then climbs under the covers with Jimin. Both of their scents are strong here, and Tae has to resist the urge to roll around in an attempt to cover himself in as much of it as possible. Someday his nest is going to smell like this too, all sweet orange and vanilla cream mixing with the rest of the pack's scents until everything smells perfect.

A small whine escapes him.

“You okay, TaeTae?” Jimin asks, opening his arms.

Taehyung takes the invitation immediately, sliding up close and laying his head on Jimin’s chest, then slinging a leg over his hips. “M’okay,” he mumbles. “Just smells so good, like both of you.”

Jimin squeezes him and kisses the top of his head. “Gonna smell like you now too.”

Taehyung likes that idea. He likes it a lot.

“Good,” he whispers. “It should.”

Jimin doesn’t answer, just curls himself closer and buries his face in Taehyung’s hair. Between the soothing motion of Jimin’s breathing and the strong scent of his mates surrounding him, Tae is asleep within minutes.

~~

Taehyung feels almost dizzy and so warm when he wakes up that it takes a few seconds of him blinking his way into consciousness before he realizes why.

Jimin is clinging to his side, their legs tangled together and Jimin’s mouth pressing wet and hot to Taehyung’s neck, lazily sucking at his scent gland.

It feels so fucking nice and Taehyung wonders how long Jimin has been at it, since he can feel himself hard in his pants already. Jimin is hard too. It would be impossible to miss with how close they’re pressed together, not to mention how he very gently rocks against Tae’s hip, the occasional small sound escaping his mouth at the friction.

Taehyung whines.

Jimin doesn’t respond, still slowly mouthing at his neck, and that is what finally makes the thought occur to him.

Is Jimin awake?

“Jiminie?” Taehyung whispers, wiggling his body just a bit.

No reaction.

Jimin is absolutely not awake, which leaves Taehyung in a bit of a predicament because he really really doesn’t want Jimin to stop. He’s wanted more for so long now, and it feels even better than he imagined it would. He wants to reach down and touch Jimin, wants to see him cum. Or maybe just roll over and let Jimin rut against his ass, where he can keep mouthing at Taehyung’s neck and making those pretty little whines so close to his ear.

Fuck. As much as he wants this, Jimin can’t consent right now. It wouldn’t be right.

Taehyung reaches over and starts rubbing at Jimin’s shoulder. “Jiminie? Hey, you gotta wake up, okay?”

It takes a couple of gentle shakes, but he feels Jimin stir against him, mumbling something unintelligible and rocking his hips forward again before he freezes. “Tae– Oh fuck. Taehyung?” he squeaks. “Shit, I’m so sorry.”

He starts to pull away, but Tae puts just a little pressure on his shoulder and tangles their legs more tightly, trying to keep him close. “You don’t have to stop,” he whispers.

“Of course I’ll stop, Tae. Do you want me to go sleep somewhere else?” There is an edge of panic in Jimin’s voice, and he tries again to pull away.

“Hold on, just–” Taehyung turns to face Jimin, just able to make out the way he’s chewing nervously at his lower lip in the dark. When Tae presses his own hips forward, he hears the sharp intake of air as his dick grinds into Jimin’s thigh. “Listen, if you want to stop we can, but I don’t want to. What you were doing felt so good. I only stopped you because I don't want to take advantage of you when you can't consent. I'm not mad, Jiminie.”

“You don’t… You don’t want to stop?”

Tae shakes his head. “Not unless you want to.”

Jimin keeps worrying at his lower lip for a few seconds before he looks into Taehyung’s eyes. “Are you sure?” he asks, reaching up and brushing Taehyung’s hair back out of his face, warm fingers trailing down his cheek. “I don’t wanna push you to do anything you aren’t ready for.”

“I’ve wanted to touch you for weeks,” Tae answers honestly.

Jimin groans, leaning in closer. “Can I kiss you?” His lips are practically already on Taehyung’s when he asks, voice barely above a whisper.

Instead of answering, Taehyung closes the distance and kisses Jimin. There’s a tiny hum of surprise and then he can feel Jimin’s lips pull into a smile as he returns the kiss. It’s soft and sweet, even when Jimin’s tongue snakes over the seam of his lips and Taehyung opens immediately for him, letting him lick inside slowly.

Tae sucks at Jimin’s tongue, feeling him moan into the kiss as things start to heat up a little, both of their hips working to grind up on each other with purpose. Jimin is making the prettiest little whimpers into his mouth, and Taehyung wants to swallow them all up, wants to know what kind of sounds he’ll make when he cums.

When Jimin mouths his way back down Tae’s neck, it’s his turn to whine while Jimin tongues at his scent gland. He feels himself start to leak slick at the feeling, not enough to make a mess but enough that the smell gets into the air, Jimin letting out a little groan when he catches it.

“Fuck, you smell good,” Jimin whispers, licking harder over Tae’s scent gland.

“S’what you were doing when you woke me up,” Taehyung mumbles, hips rutting forward faster and nearly crying out at the friction when his dick grinds hard and hot into Jimin’s thigh. “Felt so good. Wanted- fuck–”

Jimin reaches down between them, touching Taehyung through his pants. “You’re so hard,” he breathes, thumb rubbing little circles just under the head of his cock. “Is this okay?”

“Yeah, it’s– Can I please– Can I touch you too?”

Jimin nods and Taehyung leans into his neck, running his tongue over the skin and tasting sweet vanilla while he works a hand in between them and rubs up the length of Jimin’s dick through his pants.

Fuck,” Jimin chokes out, breathing hard as his hips twitch forward and press him harder into Tae's hand.

“Bigger than I thought you’d be,” Taehyung says into Jimin’s neck. It's not a lie. He'd expected something similar to his own dick – which admittedly is pretty small. Jimin must be nearly double his size, probably on the high end of what's average for an omega, while Taehyung is definitely on the low end. Honestly, he loves being small. There's something about when Jin or Namjoon wraps their hand around him and it completely covers his whole cock. It always makes him feel like his insides are made of lava.

“Not that big. Just wait– Wait till you see Kookie. Never seen an omega as big as he is before.”

Taehyung’s dick twitches at the thought, and he presses forward into Jimin’s hand with a moan. Everything is so warm and syrupy good, but it’s not enough. He wants more.

Ignoring the whine when he stops touching Jimin’s dick, he hooks his fingers into the waistband of his pants instead. “Can I take these off of you?”

“You too,” Jimin answers, reaching for Taehyung’s pants.

It takes a few moments of awkward shuffling before they’re both naked, but it’s so worth it when Jimin bucks his hips into Tae’s and there are no clothes stopping them from sliding wetly together. The way their scents mingle while they rut against each other is so fucking incredible that Taehyung wishes he could bottle it up – wants to bring it home and douse his sheets in it.

Jimin is the first to reach between them again, fingers wrapping around both of them. His hand is too small to completely close around their combined girth, but Taehyung is there to help, placing his own hand over Jimin’s and squeezing.

Taehyung gives an experimental thrust and they both moan in unison.

“Oh– Feels so good,” Jimin whines as they both fuck into the tight grip of their hands. They’ve leaked so much precum between the two of them that the slide is easy – wet and warm and perfect.

“You sound so hot,” Taehyung breathes. “Always making pretty little noises like you can’t help it.”

“Can’t help it… Fuck, I’m–” Jimin cuts himself off with something between a sob and a moan, fingers going tighter around them.

“Close?”

Jimin nods desperately, breath hitching on another set of moans.

“Good, I wanna see,” Taehyung says, tightening his grip too. “Wanna see what you look like when you cum, what you sound like.”

“Tae- god, you’re so hot. Keep talking.”

“Didn’t wanna stop you when you were asleep. You were so hard. Wanted... fuck, I – Wanted to let you keep going and see if you would cum just from rubbing up against me,” Taehyung babbles, mouth running on autopilot. He’s close to the edge too, between the way the two of them slide wetly together as they rut into their hands, and watching Jimin come apart for him.

Even in the dark he can make out Jimin’s mouth hanging open, how he starts to shake as he gets closer, eyes slamming shut and his rhythm faltering.

“That’s it, Jiminie. Let go for me,” Taehyung urges, voice tight with his own impending orgasm. “Can feel you twitching, feel how close you are. Wanna see it too. C’mon, show me how pretty you are when you cum.”

His words are enough to push Jimin over the edge and he cums with a sob, spurting hot and wet over both of them while Taehyung chases his own release, thrusts short and fast until he follows suit only a few seconds later. He presses their lips together, drinking in the remnants of Jimin’s whines and breathing his own back into the kiss. His head feels full of warm static, cock still twitching in their wet grip when Jimin gives one final slow thrust.

Fuck, he can’t remember the last time he came that hard without something inside of him. He looks down at the mess they’ve made. Thankfully most of it is on their chests and hands instead of on the sheets, but it would be a shame if it all went to waste...

They both pause when they disentangle their wet hands, then make eye contact in the dark.

“Can we– I want…” Taehyung starts.

“Me too, it’s okay,” Jimin whispers, bringing his hand up to his mouth and starting to lick it clean.

God, he's perfect.

Taehyung follows suit, licking his own fingers clean. They taste so right together that it nearly makes him dizzy. If he were in heat, he wouldn’t be able to resist the urge to rub the mess into their skin, to roll in the sheets until everything smells like vanilla and maple and sex. Even now, he’s barely holding back.

Jimin wipes at the mess on Taehyung’s stomach, collecting it on his fingers and then sucking them clean again. There’s not as much there as there is on Jimin’s stomach, and Tae doesn’t even try to resist the urge to lean down and clean it with his mouth. Jimin gives a soft little gasp at the first touch of tongue, but cards the fingers of his clean hand into Taehyung’s hair a moment later, rubbing at the scalp while his belly is licked clean.

When the mess is gone, Taehyung moves back up to trade slow, wet kisses with Jimin. Everything tastes right, tastes like them.

“That was so hot,” Jimin says after a few minutes of lazy kissing.

“Yeah, it really was.” Tae lets out a dreamy sigh, laying his head on Jimin’s chest and throwing a leg over his hips. “So, you always get that handsy in your sleep?”

Jimin gives a little laugh. “Not all the time. Seems pretty random honestly. I used to sleepwalk when I was younger, but now that only really happens if I’m super stressed. Kookie would probably know better than me. I’m usually cuddly when I sleep, but I’m not sure how often I try to uh...”

“If it happens again, can I– Do you want me to wake you up or can I let you keep going?”

“You really meant it, huh?”

“Meant what?”

“What you said about not wanting to wake me up. I wasn’t sure if you were just babbling or not. Was hot either way though,” Jimin says, pressing a kiss into Tae’s hair.

“Yeah, I meant it. You don’t have to let me though, if you don’t like the idea.”

“It’s okay. Sometimes Kookie and I... We’ve messed around with it before. You don’t have to wake me up, but if I don’t wake up during, I would want you to tell me about it.”

“Of course,” Taehyung answers. “Can I touch you at all or would you prefer if I didn’t?”

“You can, just… nothing we haven’t already done when I’m awake,” Jimin says, sounding a little hesitant.

“Are you interested too, or just okay with letting me do it? Don’t wanna pressure you.”

“It’s not... It’s just embarrassing, but I like it. You can – Just ask Jungkook if you’re worried. He can tell you some stories about the stuff we’ve tried.”

“Mmkay,” Taehyung hums, eyes slipping closed. “I’ll ask him.”

“You sound tired; ready for sleep?” Jimin sounds exhausted too, sleep apparently catching up with both of them now.

“Mhmm,” Taehyung answers, blindly reaching for the blankets until his fingers catch the corner of one and he yanks it over the two of them. “Sleep good, Jiminie.”

Jimin pulls him closer and presses a kiss to the top of his head. “You too, TaeTae.”

~~

Taehyung wakes up alone in Jimin and Jungkook’s bedroom, sun streaming in through the window bright enough that he throws the blankets over his head to shield himself. The first thing he really registers (excluding the horror of direct sunlight) is the strong scent of Jimin still on his skin, in the bed, everywhere. Jungkook’s scent is in the bed too, but Jimin’s is fresh and smells like–

The memories of the night before flood back into his mind in a rush and Taehyung smiles. It wasn’t how he had imagined their first time, but it had been perfect anyway, just like he’d known it would be from the moment he’d met Jimin and Jungkook. His nose has never been wrong yet.

As much as he wants to stay in bed, he needs to use the bathroom and he should probably wash his hands – maybe his face too. Dried spit and cum definitely isn’t ideal for his complexion, no matter how much he likes it.

He can practically hear Jin-hyung lecturing him on proper skincare already.

Once he’s done in the bathroom, he heads back to the bedroom to grab his phone. The bed calls to him, still warm and smelling like sex, and Taehyung is powerless to resist, leaping back onto the mattress and burying his face in the nearest pillow for a deep breath, fighting back a groan.

He rolls around for a minute or two before he decides that he should probably actually look at his phone. He’s got a few messages.

The first is from Jin-hyung, sent a couple of hours ago.

[Jin to Taehyung]

[Jin]: Good morning darling :-)

[Jin]: Once you’re up will you let me know what time you plan to be home? I had something in mind for lunch, but it can wait until another day if needed.

[Jin]: I hope you’ve had a good time <3

[Tae]: good morning (°◡°♡)

[Tae]: gonna go cuddle with jungkookie for a bit and then head out

[Tae]: should make it in time for lunch

~

The next is from Namjoon, about an hour ago.

[Namjoon to Taehyung]

[Namjoon]: Just checking in. I see Jungkook asleep on the couch, but I’m guessing you’re still asleep in the bedroom.

[Namjoon]: Let me know when you wake up.

[Tae]: good morning. im safe (~ ̄▽ ̄)~

[Tae]: you worry too much

[Tae]: will be home in a couple hours at most

[Namjoon]: Can’t help worrying when my baby is away from home. Thank you for checking in. See you soon.

~

The last set of messages are from Jimin, and Taehyung can’t help but smile while he reads them.

[Jimin to Taehyung]

[Jimin]: Hey so I know youre gonna wake up alone this morning

[Jimin]: You were so cute asleep that I didn't have the heart to wake you up to say goodbye before I left

[Jimin]: Just wanted to make sure you know that last night was amazing. You were perfect and I had a really good time

[Jimin]: I mean that was probably obvious

[Jimin]: You were so hot

[Jimin]: I gotta get to class but I hope you slept well. Miss you already (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: youre so sweet

[Tae]: i had a really good time too

[Tae]: you were so goddamn hot jiminie

[Tae]: hope your class goes well. miss you too (灬♥ω♥灬)

~

With all of his messages answered, Taehyung crawls out of bed to go find Jungkook, who is exactly where Tae and Jimin had left him the night before. He has his face buried in Haru’s tummy and looks perfectly comfortable using the bear as a pillow.

Taehyung spends a moment searching for a point of entry, eventually crawling his way over Jungkook so he can lie next to him. It’s a bit of a squeeze to fit between him and the back of the couch, but Tae manages, wrapping an arm around him and nuzzling against his chest.

Jungkook makes a soft little hum and then curls in toward him, lifting his blanket to throw it over both of them and then wrapping an arm around him. Taehyung sighs happily at the sudden warmth and cuddles in a little closer, pressing a few slow kisses to Jungkook’s chest through his t-shirt. Jungkook’s scent is strong under the blanket, like fresh ripe oranges with a subtle hint of spice. It mixes well with his own scent and Jimin’s, sweet and refreshing and so right.

Honestly, how did Taehyung get this lucky? He’s so excited to not be the only omega in the pack anymore, and finding one perfect omega mate to join would have already been amazing, but finding two?

Incredible.

“Mmhh, you smell nice, hyung.” Jungkook’s voice is heavy with sleep as he presses his face into Taehyung’s hair. It doesn’t take long for him to freeze, inhaling deeply through his nose and then tightening his arm around Tae. “Oh, you smell really nice. Did I miss out on the fun?”

“You missed out cause you passed out like a champ out here and didn’t wanna move when we tried to wake you up.”

Jungkook hums, considering for a moment before he mumbles, “My own fault then. Tell me what happened?”

“Jimin got handsy in his sleep last night.”

“Oh. Yeah, he does that occasionally. Sorry, we should have warned you.” There’s an edge of worry in Jungkook’s voice, and Tae could nearly laugh at the thought that Jimin touching him would ever be unwelcome.

“Sorry? It was hot as hell.”

Jungkook gives a little snort of laughter that he muffles in Taehyung’s hair. “Glad I’m not the only one who thinks that. Did you wake him up?”

“Yeah, didn’t want to though,” Taehyung answers.

“What was he doing?”

“I woke up to him sucking on my scent gland and humping my hip, making the cutest little noises too.”

Jungkook’s scent goes sweeter and he swallows audibly. “Fuck, that’s hot. What about after you woke him up?”

Taehyung recounts the events of the previous night for him, from them making out, to how good it had felt to fuck up into their hands, to cleaning up their mess with their mouths. The more he talks, the sweeter the scent of citrus becomes in the air – Jungkook’s breathing getting shakier. It's fun to tease like this, to be able to smell exactly how much Jungkook wants him.

“And that’s about it. We passed out pretty soon after.”

“Fuck,” Jungkook breathes, reaching down and pulling Taehyung up until they are face to face. There’s a pretty flush on his cheeks, and his eyes are glued to Tae’s lips. “Wanna kiss you.”

He barely has a chance to nod before Jungkook’s lips are on his, warm and insistent. Jungkook turns to face him better, scooting forward until he’s pushing Taehyung into the back of the couch, bodies pressed so close that Tae can feel how hard he is.

“Wish I had been able to see,” Jungkook mutters against his lips. “Bet you two looked so fucking hot.”

Taehyung lets out a whine. “Mhmm, wish you could’ve seen too. Want to touch both of you so much.”

“God, you’re so–” They are cut off by the shrill sound of an alarm and Jungkook groans, rolling away toward the noise. He reaches out for the coffee table, but ends up rolling straight off the couch with a loud thud. “Shit,” he grumbles, sitting up and grabbing his phone off the table.

Once the alarm is shut off, the only sound left is Taehyung’s laughter as he scoots closer and reaches out to ruffle Jungkook’s hair. “You gotta get ready for work?”

“Unfortunately,” Jungkook answers, glancing down at his phone and then back up at Taehyung. There’s a beat of silence before they both lean in for another kiss, soft and sweet. The scent of arousal still lingers in the air, but their sense of urgency is gone now. “Wish I could stay here with you instead.”

“Me too. We can hang out again soon though, and I’ll make sure you don’t sleep through the fun next time, okay?”

“Thanks, hyung.”

Notes:

Happy holidays to everyone who celebrates! Hope you have a wonderful time and get to see all the loved ones you want to spend time with :D

Chapter 53: Selca Shenanigans

Notes:

Hope everyone who celebrates had a wonderful holiday season!

Warning for a short little bit of smut around the middle of this chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi might admittedly be a little weird about gifts – at least giving them. (Okay, he’s definitely weird about getting them too.) But it’s the giving that’s causing him problems at the moment.

He likes buying stuff for Jungkook and Jimin.

It makes him happy to send them things he thinks they’re going to like, and even happier still to see them actually enjoying the gifts he gives them. Watching Jungkook use his new headphones, and seeing Jimin toss out their old bath towels in favor of the big soft ones Yoongi sent – these things make his heart beat fast in his chest like he’s run a goddamn marathon. Whenever he can tell they really love one of his gifts, he rides the high for days.

He just doesn’t like to talk about it.

Jungkook has trouble with that. No matter how many times Yoongi refuses to admit he’s the one who sent them gifts, Jungkook still texts him a thank-you. Half the time, Yoongi doesn’t even respond, but that doesn’t seem to deter the omega in the slightest.

He mentioned it to Hoseok a few weeks back and got little more than a shrug and a quick, “Jungkookie is too polite not to thank you, so good luck getting him to quit unless you’re going to tell him it’s hurting you. Probably hardwired into him to always give a thank-you.”

Yoongi debates lying, telling Jungkook it does hurt him to be thanked – but the thought of potentially hurting Jungkook’s feelings just so that Yoongi doesn’t have to process his own weird ones about gift-giving… That just doesn’t sit right with him. It doesn’t hurt when they thank him for something he’s given them. It just feels… weird. Yeah, that’s probably the word for it.

He gets them things because he wants to, not because he’s hoping they’re gonna sing his praises, or thank him, or anything like that.

With Jimin, it’s more random. Sometimes he’ll send Yoongi a thank-you (usually prefaced with an ‘I know you’re going to ignore this’) but other times he’ll go weeks without directly acknowledging a gift. Indirectly though… It’s clear that Jimin knows what Yoongi really wants, because he’s almost always playing it up for the cameras when he uses one of his gifts. He’ll step out and twirl in new clothes, even when it’s just him home, or make sure to smile up at the cameras before using whatever new gadget Yoongi’s decided to give them.

So needless to say, when Yoongi sees Jimin enter the empty apartment with a familiar gift box tucked under one arm, he gets a bit excited. Inside that box is the nicest, softest, prettiest red sweater Yoongi could find. He’s been waiting for this moment for a while now, first for the initial delivery to come to the house for him to inspect, and then today for Jimin to get home and find it waiting outside his apartment door.

He loves seeing Jimin try on new clothes for the first time, and the omega always looks so goddamn cute in oversized sweaters. Yoongi’s initial instinct had been to buy a bunch of them over time, but instead he’s spent a while over the last few weeks looking for something special. Hell, he even went snooping in Taehyung’s closet to look for possibilities – a great idea, because he’d found the brand he ended up buying based on that snooping. (Taehyung would be so proud.)

He just knows Jimin is going to love it – and that it’s going to look cute as hell on him.

Yoongi doesn’t know a lot about fashion, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t know what he likes, and seeing Jimin in red is always a favorite. So when he found the perfect brand selling the perfect deep red colored sweater, he knew he’d hit the jackpot.

Jimin drops his backpack and shoes by the door, then heads straight for the hallway. Yoongi can just make out light shining down the hall as the door to their bedroom opens, and he can’t help but hope that Jimin will change right away, unable to help himself once he feels how soft the sweater is.

He waits, ignoring his work with his eyes glued to the monitors, looking for any sign of movement.

After a few minutes with nothing, his phone and computer both alert him to an incoming message.

[Jimin to Yoongi]

[Jimin]: You know just because you don’t tell me you sent me a gift doesn’t mean I don’t know who it’s from

[Yoongi]: I have no idea what you’re talking about.

[Jimin]: (ー_ーゞ

[Yoongi]: What is that even supposed to mean?

[Jimin]: I’m onto you

[Yoongi]: You’ve got the wrong guy.

[Jimin]: No I dont

[Jimin]: Thank you though (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

[Jimin]: It’s so soft and it fits me really well. This might be the nicest sweater I’ve ever owned. You’re really thoughtful you know

[Yoongi]: If someone gave you clothes, it was probably Seokjin-hyung or Taehyung.

[Jimin]: Oh okay

[Jimin]: I guess I will have to send these cute selcas I took in it to them instead

[Yoongi]: What, you’re only sending selcas to people who buy you gifts now?

[Jimin]: No but these ones are special

[Yoongi]: How so?

[Jimin]: It’s such a nice sweater. I want to make sure whoever got it for me knows how much I appreciate it. I’m sure TaeTae and Jin-hyung will love the pictures (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: Thanks for telling me where to send them Yoongi-ssi

[Yoongi]: Sure. No problem.

~

It is a problem. A whole problem.

Yoongi picked that sweater out especially for Jimin, and there’s no way in hell he’s going to let Jin or Taehyung keep the reward to themselves. He needs to get his hands on these “special selcas” or he is going to combust, a need which is only made more urgent by the fact that when Jimin steps back out into view of the cameras, he isn’t wearing it.

In fact, he’s put on a different sweater – a big, soft looking black one that Yoongi is normally partial to, but now… Jimin looks directly up at the camera with a grin, and Yoongi knows that this is meant to taunt him.

Whatever. It doesn’t matter how or when Jimin decides to send those selcas, because Yoongi is going to be watching.

*******

[Jimin to Tae and Jin]

[Jimin]: Do you guys wanna help me mess with Yoongi-hyung? (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: i’m always going to want in no matter who you’re messing with

[Tae]: just tell me what you need me to do

[Jin]: I’m admittedly intrigued.

[Jin]: Can I have the details first? :-)

[Jimin]: As long as you keep it a secret sure

[Jin]: Of course. So long as nobody is in any danger, I don’t mind keeping secrets.

[Jimin]: Well you shouldn’t have to worry about that ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: Excellent.

[Tae]: let’s hear it then (^ω^)

[Jimin]: He’s being cagey about gifts again

[Jimin]: Bought me the nicest sweater I’ve ever had in my life and refuses to admit it was him. He said it was probably one of you two instead

[Jin]: I did no such thing. Nevermind, I definitely want in on this. ;-)

[Jimin]: Yeah I know it wasn’t you guys

[Jimin]: I just want him to admit that he’s the one who gave it to me

[Jimin]: So here’s the plan (。^▽^)

[Tae]: WAIT

[Tae]: not here

[Tae]: whatever morals yoongi-hyung has about reading our messages might crack if we put enough pressure on him. let’s discuss it over lunch instead

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung if you’re reading this later

[Tae]: nice try (✿◠‿◠)

~

Seokjin might be enjoying this just a little too much.

Yoongi has been hovering around since the moment they got back from lunch, and besides the fact that Seokjin knows he’s here for a purpose, it’s actually quite nice to spend time together like this. He’ll never complain about extra quality time with one of his mates – not that Yoongi has been hiding away lately or anything. So far they haven’t had any additional issues with him burying himself in work to an unhealthy degree. Even coming out of his rut hadn’t sent him into hiding, which was a very pleasant surprise.

Taehyung spends the whole day being rather illusive. Sometimes he’ll come and join the two of them on the couch or in the kitchen for a few minutes, but then he usually waits for his phone to ding with an incoming message before running off again. Every time, Yoongi tenses up until he can check his own phone – clearly trying to wait long enough that Seokjin won’t think the two actions are related.

He’s not bothered by Yoongi monitoring their communications. He has constant access to basically everything digital the five of them have, and has always made an effort to respect their privacy while being diligent in monitoring for possible security issues.

However Yoongi has decided to watch for these Special Selcas, Seokjin is sure it’s as non-invasive as possible.

Namjoon clearly notices something is up over dinner, when both Seokjin and Taehyung’s phones ding at the same time and Yoongi’s eyes go wide. A couple of glances is all it takes to let their pack alpha know that Seokjin is aware of the situation, has it under control, and is having fun with it. The finer details are something they can discuss in bed later, when it’s just the two of them.

Hoseok isn’t quite so willing to wait.

He corners Seokjin after dinner by offering to help with the dishes, only waiting long enough to make sure they’re alone in the kitchen before whispering, “You and Taehyungie are up to something. Is Yoongles in on it?”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Seokjin says cheerfully. “Though I do appreciate your help with the dishes, even if it was just to get me alone.”

Hoseok grins, eyes narrowing at the obvious lie. “Oh, so it’s a secret, huh? That only makes it more interesting. Let’s see… Yoongi probably isn’t in on it, at least judging by how he was acting at the dinner table.”

“I can neither confirm nor deny any suspicions you may have.”

“Joonie definitely isn’t in on it. He looked confused at first too, but knowing you two you probably managed to put him at ease without saying a word.”

Seokjin just shrugs, keeping a smile plastered on his face while the two of them work through the dishes. The smile isn’t fake though. Getting to see Hoseok work like this is a bit of a rare treat, and Seokjin is admittedly always fond of watching his mates use their skills.

He finds competence attractive.

“And if Yoongi isn’t in on it, but still knows that something is up… You two are messing with him, aren’t you?” Hoseok pauses for a response that he doesn’t get, nodding at Seokjin’s silence and continuing on. “That just leaves the how and why unanswered. It’s something to do with your phones, if his reaction to the two of you getting a text at the dinner table was anything to go by. Huh… The two of you… He looked a little interested when just your phone went off, but when it was you and Taehyungie…”

“I hadn’t noticed,” Seokjin lies, scrubbing at a bit of burnt food at the bottom of his roasting pan.

Hoseok doesn’t even dignify that with a response, just lets out a snort of laughter and moves on. “Yoongi is expecting at least one – but probably both – of you to get a message from somewhere. It’s not from me or Joonie, and if it was work, you would have told us, so… I’m betting I’ll have better luck asking Jiminie and Jungkookie what’s going on.”

God, Hoseok is incredible. How did they ever get lucky enough to find him?

“Again, I can neither confirm nor deny,” Seokjin says, rinsing his now clean pot but leaving it in the sink rather than handing it off. Hoseok quirks his head, confused for just a moment before Seokjin is stepping into his space, backing the alpha up against the kitchen counter. “Admittedly, there’s something else I’d much rather do instead.”

“I might be amenable,” Hoseok jokes, smiling up at Seokjin through his lashes. He’s gorgeous like this, clearly confident in his deductions and playing just a little bit coy.

Seokjin wastes no time closing in, wrapping one arm around the small of Hoseok’s back and reaching up for his shoulder with the other. One brief touch of Seokjin’s thumb over his scent gland has Hoseok letting out that lovely coffee scent in an instant, already gone a little sweet. “Perfect,” Seokjin says, leaning in closer. “You smell lovely, darling.”

Hoseok simply tips his head up and puckers his lips. He’s generous, allowing Seokjin to kiss him every bit as thoroughly as he wants – and he does want to be thorough. Honestly, he has half a mind to drag Hoseok up to bed and give him a prize for all those impressive guesses he just made. Still, that’s later. For right now, he just focuses on making sure that Hoseok feels utterly adored, kissing the alpha until he’s breathing pretty sighs into Seokjin’s mouth, then moving on to an extensive scenting.

“You know,” Hoseok says, voice shaking as Seokjin sucks a bruise into his neck. “This is almost better than you just telling me I’m right.”

Seokjin gives a tiny nip to Hoseok’s neck, not even hard enough to be a warning – more of a tease than anything. “I said nothing of the sort.”

Hoseok lets out a tiny little gasp at the nip, tilting his head to offer up more of that pretty throat. “You… You think it’s attractive- when I’m right,” he eventually manages.

It’s a heady feeling, having someone like Hoseok gone all soft under his touch, and Seokjin relishes it every time he gets the chance. “I always think you’re attractive.”

More attractive, then.”

“I will admit to finding it impressive and perhaps a little alluring when I get to watch you put that wonderful mind to work, whether you’re right or not.”

“But I am right.”

“Confidence is also a very good look on you.”

“You know, much more of this and you’ll only have yourself to blame when I ask you to take me to bed,” Hoseok says, leaning in to lick at Seokjin’s scent gland in return, teeth barely ghosting over the skin as he moves.

It’s enough to make Seokjin's knees shake as a wave of heat settles in his belly. There’s no question about it. He wants to take Hoseok apart, to lay him down and take his time making sure the alpha knows just how alluring Seokjin finds him. “Feel free, darling.”

Hoseok pulls back to give him a bit of a smirk before his eyes dart toward the living room doorway. “What will Taehyungie do without his partner in crime?”

“I believe I’ve done enough. Taehyung-ah is perfectly capable of causing more trouble on his own.”

“Okay then. Take me to bed, hyung.

Seokjin doesn’t waste a moment, leaning down to scoop Hoseok into his arms and then heading directly for the alpha’s bedroom. “With pleasure.”

*******

Jimin practically tackles Jungkook when he finally gets home from work, barely even giving him time to get his shoes off before shoving him toward the couch for cuddles. It’s been just Jimin home alone with his thoughts for the couple of hours since he got Yoongi’s gift and met Taehyung and Jin for lunch – and he’s got an idea.

“Hyung, what’s gotten into you?” Jungkook asks, laughing as he’s pushed back onto the couch.

Jimin straddles him in an instant, feeling what must be a near manic grin stretching across his face. “Yoongi-hyung got me another present,” he says, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s shoulders and nosing at his scent gland, letting the smell of citrus soothe him a little. “He’s doing that thing where he won’t admit it was him, but it’s a really nice gift and I want to make him admit it – and I think I know how. Maybe. I’m undecided.”

“Okay, wait. Let me wrap my head around what’s going on. You got a gift from Yoongi-hyung today? What was it?” Jungkook asks, hands settling on Jimin’s waist before beginning to rub up and down his sides.

“The nicest sweater, Kookie. You’re gonna think it’s great too.”

Jimin walks Jungkook through his morning, eventually just showing him the texts he and Yoongi had exchanged, before moving on to describing his lunch with Jin and Taehyung. The three of them had met at Borahae, mostly because Jin was excited to show off some new dishes added to the menu.

“Okay,” Jungkook says. “So the two of them keep him on edge looking for these Special Selcas that don’t exist, and you send them pictures sometimes, but never in the sweater. How do you get Yoongi-hyung to cave though?”

“That’s the part I think I want your help with,” Jimin says, feeling his face getting warm already.

“Aww, hyung, are you embarrassed?” Jungkook giggles and leans in to press his lips to both of Jimin’s cheeks, then his nose. “C’mon, tell me what you’re thinking?”

“Well, I told Jin-hyung and TaeTae that I would come up with something, and after lunch I had a thought… What if I did want to take special pictures? Would you help me make them look good?”

“Of course I will, hyung. You’re basically my favorite model in the whole world – I’ll always want to take your picture. What sort of thing were you thinking?”

“It’s sort of… I was…” Jimin falters, trying to figure out how to phrase it without sounding weird, before deciding he may as well just admit it. Not like Jungkook is going to judge him anyways. “I want to look hot.”

Jungkook grins. “You want to thirst trap Yoongi-hyung.”

“I want the pictures to be special enough that it’s worth him admitting he got it for me.”

“Uh huh.” Jungkook just stares back at Jimin, that same wide grin plastered on his face, clearly waiting.

Jimin lets out a sigh that is meant to sound long suffering, but is ruined by the laughter he can’t quite hold back. “Fine, yes. I want to take thirst traps to use against Yoongi-hyung, and I want you to help me with it.”

“You’ve got it, Jiminie. I’ll make you look so good, Yoongi-hyung won’t know what hit him. I think I’ve got some extra lighting here we can use… Why don’t you go get ready while I mess around with all of that?”

The two of them go their separate ways for a little while, though Jimin can clearly hear Jungkook moving things around in their bedroom, closets opening and closing, and the occasional muffled thought spoken aloud. It’s been a long time since they’ve done this. In Jungkook’s first photography class, he’d spent a lot of time focusing on portraits and Jimin had been the one to sit patiently while his mate fiddled with lighting and camera settings for hours.

He hadn’t minded. Watching Jungkook learn a new skill is always interesting, and he could usually get some homework of his own done while Jungkook tested things out.

Jimin had even taken a modeling class for one of his electives that year, just to try and be more helpful. As it turned out, modeling wasn’t really for him – at least not when he didn’t know the photographer. If it’s Jungkook, he has no trouble relaxing and posing more naturally, but he always looked stiff with anyone else behind the camera.

Good thing he’d rather be dancing anyways.

He takes his time getting ready, fussing with his hair and makeup until he’s satisfied, then digging through his jewelry box to complete the look. A pair of gold and red earrings catch his eye first, but he eventually settles on a silver pair with dangling red hearts, mostly because they came with a matching belly button ring. Taehyung had made it sound like the piercing was something Yoongi would really like, and Jimin can’t think of a better way to unveil it.

Jungkook seems to approve too, letting out a whistle when Jimin walks into the bedroom to get dressed. “Hyung, oh my god. You look so damn good.” He’s hard at work hanging sheets from the wall on one side of the bed as a backdrop, and has already pulled several old lamps out of their closet and scattered them around the room.

“Thanks, Kookie. You want any help?”

Between the two of them, they get the sheets up in no time. Jimin changes into his sweater and (after Jungkook finishes gushing about how soft it is) they start taking some test shots while he fiddles with the lighting.

To make sure and keep Yoongi guessing, Jimin sends Taehyung and Jin a group text with a couple of goofy pictures he takes of Jungkook hard at work. Taehyung had been convinced that Yoongi would at least be screening their incoming messages, looking for attachments. This will make sure he has something to look at, even if it’s not what he wants.

Once Jungkook is happy with the lighting, he starts giving Jimin direction, never staying silent for long. He makes appreciative little hums when something looks just right, gives orders if it doesn’t, and of course heaps tons of praise on Jimin.

“There you go. You look so pretty like that, hyung – your eyes oh my–”

“Stop, you’re making me blush,” Jimin whines, hiding his face behind his hands and failing to fight off a fit of giggling.

“You say that like it’s a bad thing. You look hot when you blush. Don’t hide it.”

“But what if I just look silly?”

Jungkook sets his camera aside and climbs onto the bed with Jimin, wrapping his arms around him. “Well for one, you don’t look silly at all. You look fucking sexy. And for two, if you don’t like them then you don’t have to let anyone see them except for me. We already got a few good ones that you know you like, so why not just have fun with the rest, okay? No matter what, you get to make the final call about what gets shared and what doesn’t.”

Jimin lets out a sigh and drops his hands away from his face. “You’re right. Sorry, I think I just got in my own head a little.”

“You did, but that’s okay. I don’t mind getting to cuddle with you for a minute, and… you know– What kind of product is on your lips? Am I going to ruin it if I kiss you?”

“No, it’s just gloss, so–”

That’s apparently all Jungkook needs to hear, because he leans in and cuts Jimin off with a kiss, pushing him down onto his back and then crawling right over him in an instant. The kiss is intense right from the start, Jungkook licking into his mouth and running hands over his body like he’s been desperate to touch him for hours. Jimin can’t hold back a whine when Jungkook’s hands finally find their way under his sweater, fanning out all pleasantly cool over the warm skin of his chest.

“Look so fucking good, hyung,” Jungkook says, nipping his way down Jimin’s jaw toward his neck, where he licks a hot stripe over his scent gland. “Wanna mess you up, get you all hot and bothered and then take more pretty pictures of you.”

“M’gonna – If you keep… fuck,” Jimin trails off on a whine as Jungkook sinks his teeth gently into Jimin's scent gland. It’s barely a nip, but it still has him feeling about ten degrees hotter in an instant.

“Gonna leak for me?”

“I’ll ruin my pants,” Jimin says, half dazed as he feels the first tiny trickle of slick leave him.

“We can get them off you. Fuck, it’s so hot when you get wet this fast. Not fair, Jiminie. Smelling so good when I can’t do anything about it.”

“You can,” Jimin offers, reaching down for the hem of Jungkook’s t-shirt to try and get it off of him.

“Not yet. Gotta finish getting pictures of you first.” Jungkook pulls away, sitting up as he straddles Jimin’s hips and looks down over him. “Oh, you look even prettier now, hyung. Gonna let me take a few more?”

Jimin debates saying no, but… maybe he kind of likes the idea of Jungkook having pictures of him like this, even if he doesn’t end up sharing them with Yoongi. It’s a little exhilarating to feel like he looks good enough right now that his mate wants to keep a permanent reminder of it – and maybe he wants to see just how worked up he can get Jungkook by the end.

As it turns out, the answer to that is very.

Jimin does end up out of his pants, though mostly because Jungkook convinces him that if he’s going to have dancer’s legs, he damn well better show them off. The sweater is long enough to maintain a little mystery about whether he’s wearing anything else underneath, and it must look good judging by the way Jungkook’s scent spikes sweeter with each new pose.

Once he slips out of the sweater too, things escalate quickly. Jungkook barely gets two more photos before he’s setting aside his camera and fixing Jimin with an almost hungry stare. “Hyung, if I don’t get to touch you right now I think I might die.”

Jimin grins, crawling toward the edge of the bed. “That sounds pretty dire,” he teases. “Wanna be good for me?”

Jungkook’s scent spikes again. He already looks almost painfully hard in his jeans, but Jimin swears he can see his dick twitch against the fabric. “Always wanna be good for you. Anything you want, please.”

God, Jungkook is always so eager to please. Luckily, Jimin knows exactly what he wants right now, and he also knows that Jungkook is a bit too worked up to give it to him – at least without some help.

The cock ring Jimin fishes out of their bedside table is tried and tested, one of their favorite toys, especially when he wants to keep Jungkook on edge. Tonight it’s less about that and more about making sure that he gets to take all the time he wants to ride Jungkook nice and slow. The edging is just a bonus. (A damn good one too. He loves seeing his mate all desperate and begging.)

Jungkook wasn't lying. He lets Jimin do everything he wants, eagerly accepting the ring around the base of his cock and the way he's shoved down onto the bed so Jimin can climb on top of him. He feels incredible, hard and hot and filling Jimin so perfectly that it nearly takes his breath away.

“Fuck, you feel amazing,” Jimin sighs, rocking his hips forward and planting his hands on Jungkook's shoulders. The pace he sets is slow enough that he can feel every inch of Jungkook's cock inside of him, and the way his body stretches to accommodate it. Jungkook thrusts his hips upward with a groan, but Jimin shakes his head. “No moving, baby. Stay still and let me ride you. Can you do that for me?”

“Yes, hyung.” Jungkook's hips go still immediately, hands hovering uncertain and feather light over Jimin's hips. “Can I touch you?”

“Good boy. You can touch,” Jimin allows, letting himself enjoy the way that Jungkook's hands slide up to his waist before setting his hips back into motion.

Jungkook whines and whimpers beneath him, but he holds still even when his hips start to shake with little tremors, his whole body flushed pretty pink with the effort. Jimin doesn't pay him too much attention, more focused on how good he feels and on giving his mate something pretty to look at.

He cums twice before Jungkook breaks.

“Hyung, please. I want– You feel so good. Need to– fuck,” he pants, tears starting to form in the corners of his eyes.

Jimin doesn’t stop, keeping his same slow pace even as his thighs burn and shake with exertion. “Did you earn it, baby?”

“Earned it,” Jungkook whines, squeezing his eyes shut and sending those tears rolling down his cheeks. “Please, I did – I… I was good for you, right? Made you cum so pretty…”

“So good, baby. You’re right. You’ve been perfect,” Jimin whispers, finally coming to a stop now that he’s managed to work Jungkook to tears. “Here, let me help you. Gonna get this off of you and then you can have me any way you want me, okay?”

“Please, hyung.”

“Don’t worry, I’ve got you, baby. Here, let me just...”

Jimin half expects to get shoved face down into the mattress and railed within an inch of his life, but Jungkook is apparently feeling a bit softer than that.

He still nearly tackles Jimin the moment he’s free of the cock ring, but it sends Jimin onto his back instead, Jungkook flush against him and leaning in for a desperate kiss – more tongue and muffled whining than anything else. It takes a minute or so of mindless rutting and messy kisses before Jungkook finally finds his way back inside of Jimin.

Both of them let out a groan as he bottoms out.

“Feels- so good,” Jimin whimpers.

Jungkook lets out a shaky breath, then pulls out barely halfway before slowly rocking back inside. “Fuck, hyung. You’re perfect. Always so fucking wet for me – tight and pretty and taking my cock so good,” he babbles, hips stuttering even through the slow pace he sets.

It doesn’t take long. They’re both so worked up that even Jungkook’s gentle, shaking thrusts have them tipping over the edge in no time, trembling through the orgasm together while Jimin kisses away all of Jungkook’s gorgeous tears.

“You were perfect, Kookie. Absolutely perfect,” Jimin whispers, pulling his mate closer and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “You feel okay? Need anything from me?”

“Need you not to make me move,” Jungkook answers, nestling in closer before relaxing completely against Jimin’s body.

“No moving required. We can stay here as long as you want.”

Jungkook seems content with this, going silent for a minute or so before letting out a sleepy sounding, “I was good, right?”

So good, baby. The best. Did it feel good for you too?”

“Mhmm. Always like it when you do that,” Jungkook mumbles.

“Which part?”

“All of it. Taking what you want, letting me be good, making it too much – all of it. Just love you.”

Jimin can’t help but let out a little laugh. “You’re so cute,” he whispers into Jungkook's hair. “Love you too, Kookie.”

The two of them stay cuddled up for a while, trading kisses mostly in silence until Jungkook starts to feel a little more alert – or more accurately, when his stomach starts growling. They decide to order something in. There’s no way Jimin is going to let Jungkook put in a bunch of work cooking for him after all of that.

When he picks up his phone to look for options, he realizes he’s missed some messages from Taehyung.

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: everything is going perfect here

[Tae]: he’s all worked up. practically bolted to his room after you texted both of us at dinner (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: pretty sure i lost jin-hyung though. caught a glimpse of him carrying hobi-hyung off somewhere a few minutes ago

[Tae]: they’re definitely having sex right now (・ω<)

[Tae]: joonie-hyung is on a call too so it’s just me watching sailor moon alone in the living room

[Tae]: jiminiiiieeee

[Tae]: are you ignoring me ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: i’m going to die of boredom

[Tae]: sailor moon is not enough to sustain me

[Tae]: this day calls for something more impulsive

[Tae]: Attachment: CAP_7183

[Tae]: impulse satisfied

~

Jimin opens the attached photo to see a selca of Taehyung holding a big ice cream sundae practically drowning in different toppings, the camera angled to show off Inho sitting behind him. He must have bought the bear another new bow too, because she’s wearing a mint green one now.

“Hyung, that looks so good,” Jungkook groans, still curled up against him. “We should order ice cream.”

“Ice cream for dinner? We can do that. Let me text TaeTae back quick.”

[Jimin to Tae]

[Jimin]: Omg you and Inho are so cute! I love her new bow (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: And that ice cream looks delicious

[Tae]: you found your phone ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: and yes this ice cream is so good. you have no idea

[Jimin]: Never lost it. Me and Kookie started working on those special selcas

[Jimin]: And we maybe got a bit distracted ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: wow am I the only one not getting laid tonight? there must be something in the air

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung doesn’t count. he’s too preoccupied

[Jimin]: What about Namjoon-hyung?

[Tae]: GOOD POINT

[Tae]: his call has to be over by now

[Tae]: i’m gonna go be needy enough to make his whole night (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: can’t wait to see your selcas too btw (・ω<)

[Jimin]: Thanks for all your help today

[Jimin]: And have fun ( 〃▽〃)

*******

It’s been almost two days.

Yoongi has set up alerts for every time Jin or Taehyung get a message with an attachment, either sent to their phone or any email address he knows about. He gets plenty of hits. There are memes, pictures of meals, and even the occasional selca.

But no Special Selcas.

Honestly, he’s starting to lose hope that Jimin is going to send the two of them anything after all. It would be fair. It’s not like he’s obligated or anything, and it is sort of Yoongi’s own fault for refusing to acknowledge the gift. If he had just owned up to it, Jimin would have stepped out in front of the cameras yesterday looking gorgeous in his new sweater, probably twirling and playing it up even more than usual…

It’s midnight when he finally caves. Jin and Taehyung have both gone to sleep by now, and the last hit he got from their phones was hours ago. He normally doesn’t read incoming or outgoing messages from anyone in the pack, preferring to let a program handle checking for anything malicious or in need of further inspection. He understands the responsibility and trust that comes with having unlimited access to the digital lives of people he loves, and only deviates for special cases.

He’s decided this qualifies as a special case. It’s only a few text conversations… Nobody has to know.

It takes less than a minute to find what he’s looking for. A group text from the other day, sent by Jimin to Jin and Taehyung just shortly after the original conversation Yoongi had with Jimin about the sweater. The beginning is just Jimin asking for help to mess with him, but the end is what really gets him.

[Jimin to Tae and Jin]

[Jimin]: Yeah I know it wasn’t you guys

[Jimin]: I just want him to admit that he’s the one who gave it to me

[Jimin]: So here’s the plan (。^▽^)

[Tae]: WAIT

[Tae]: not here

[Tae]: whatever morals yoongi-hyung has about reading our messages might crack if we put enough pressure on him. let’s discuss it over lunch instead

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung if you’re reading this later

[Tae]: nice try (✿◠‿◠)

~

Damn it.

Not only have they obviously been messing with him this whole time, Taehyung already guessed that Yoongi would cave and read their messages. It puts him off of reading any more messages between the three of them. If they met up for lunch to discuss things yesterday, he’s pretty sure there won’t be anything important in them anyways.

Which just leaves him to decide what to do now.

Maybe he has gotten a little ridiculous about all of this. Jimin clearly knows who got him the sweater, and maybe refusing to acknowledge it wasn’t the best course of action. He could just…

He looks up at the live feed monitors. Jungkook went to bed an hour or so ago, but Jimin is still awake, curled up at one end of their couch and scrolling through his phone. There’s a half empty glass of wine on the coffee table next to him. It’s his second one, but he’s been working on it slowly – much slower than Yoongi had finished his own glass of whiskey, though he had sorely needed something to soothe his nerves.

Yoongi lets out a sigh. They’re both awake and available. May as well just suck it up and take the loss now instead of dragging this out any longer.

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Are you busy?

[Jimin]: No. What’s up?

[Yoongi]: Wanna call?

~

Instead of answering, Jimin gives a thumbs up to the camera and gets up to go grab his laptop. It takes him a couple of minutes to set it up how he likes, laptop stacked on top of an ever changing collection of textbooks. He turns on the overhead light, but switches it back off almost immediately, going for a lamp instead.

When Yoongi picks up the call, Jimin starts talking before his camera even fully connects. “How do your LED strips work? Were they hard to install?” Jimin shows up on the screen halfway through speaking, shaking his head and then giving a little wave. “Hey, by the way.”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh. “Hey yourself. No, the LED strips were super easy to put up. I can help you with getting some set up if you want?”

They spend the next few minutes talking about lights. Yoongi shows off the app on his phone that lets him select the color and brightness, and Jimin agrees that it could be really nice.

“Especially for when Kookie’s heat hits,” Jimin explains. “He can get pretty sensitive to light, so being able to dim them with an app from inside of our nest could be super nice. Anyway, sorry. I got a little sidetracked. What’s up? Are we calling for a reason, or were you just looking for Midnight Snack company?”

Alright. Time to suck it up and admit he was wrong. No use beating around the bush.

“I bought you the damn sweater,” Yoongi admits.

Jimin smiles. “I know you did.”

“Yeah… I know you know, and I know that you, Tae, and Jin-hyung have been messing with me – and also that I kind of deserved it for refusing to just acknowledge that I got you the damn thing.”

“Wow, you caved fast.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes at the screen. “Shut up. I am capable of admitting when I’m wrong, you know.”

“Sure, I just didn’t expect you to do it so soon,” Jimin says. He’s smiling, but it’s a softer expression than the sassy ‘I told you so’ smirk that Yoongi was expecting.

He thought there would be a lot more teasing. Honestly, it’s a little disarming – which might be why rather than trading witty banter back and forth, he ends up trying to explain himself instead. “Look, I know I’m weird about gifts, okay?”

Jimin quirks a brow at that, reaching for his wine glass and then settling back against the couch. “You are, yeah. Is it bad? Like does it bother you a lot to admit you bought me something? Because I want to be able to thank you for things, but if it’s genuinely unpleasant for you then maybe we could find some other way to talk about it?”

“It’s not unpleasant.”

“Okay… Why do you always refuse to accept a thank-you then?”

“I don’t know. It’s…” Yoongi trails off, shaking his head. “How am I supposed to explain something I don’t even understand?”

“Just start talking and see where you get stuck? I might be able to help if you give me something to work with,” Jimin suggests.

Fuck it. What does he really have to lose?

“Alright, it’s like… I enjoy giving you and Jungkook-ah presents. I like buying them and umm… I really like it when I see you use them and clearly enjoy them – so it’s not like I want to ignore it or that I don’t like it. I just feel like… The point of buying them isn’t because I want you to thank me for them.”

Jimin swirls the wine in his glass, pursing his lips for a few moments while he thinks. Eventually, he tips the last of the wine into his mouth and sets the glass aside. “You know, I kind of understand where you’re coming from – or at least I think I do.”

“Alright. Help me understand then.”

“So if you like seeing us enjoy them, it’s not that you don’t want us to appreciate your gifts. You clearly don’t think you’re actually fooling us by pretending they aren’t from you, which means that isn’t the issue either. It’s specifically the part where we thank you for them, and I’m just making a guess here, but you make it sound like it’s because you feel like we do it because we have to, or maybe even to repay you. Does that sound right at all?”

“Maybe? I just don’t want you to feel like you have to do that for me.”

“What if it isn’t for you?” Jimin asks.

“How so?”

“Well, I feel kind of weird if I get a present and don’t thank the person. Sometimes I try to just not bug you with it, but other times it just feels wrong not to say anything. You’d feel weird, right? If someone got you something really nice and expected you to not mention it to them?”

Fuck. He would totally feel weird about that.

“Well shit,” Yoongi mumbles, reaching down into the drawer where he keeps his whiskey. This definitely calls for another glass.

“You okay?”

“Yeah, just… You’re right. If the positions were flipped I would feel weird about it. I’ll suck it up and get used to the two of you thanking me. Sorry for–”

“We could still meet in the middle,” Jimin offers. “Hear me out?”

Yoongi shrugs, picking up his fresh glass of whiskey and taking a generous sip. “Okay, shoot.”

“What if we keep the thank-you super short? Like I might still gush about how much I like my new headphones, but the part where I thank you for them is just one quick sentence before we move on. Would that be okay?”

“That sounds… better, I think,” Yoongi answers. “We could try it?”

Jimin smiles wide, his whole face lighting up. “I’d like that – and I know Kookie would too. I’ll talk to him about it.”

“Thanks, Min-ah.”

“No problem. We’ve all got stuff we’re weird about. And on that note, I would like to skip the thank-you for the sweater. I got you something better.”

“You–” Yoongi quirks his head in confusion. “You got me something?”

“I did. You already have it too. Stashed it in your bathroom closet this morning before me and TaeTae went to breakfast.” Yoongi doesn’t answer, just lets his mouth drop open and gets up to go and check the closet. “Big brown envelope, top shelf,” Jimin's voice calls out from the speakers.

Sure enough, when Yoongi goes to the closet, it’s there. A big envelope lying flat on the top shelf, out of sight but easy enough to recognize the moment he reaches up to touch it. Part of him wants to open it right then and there, but instead he brings it back to his desk.

Jimin is still on the couch, but his wine glass is full again. He looks up at his computer and smiles wide when he sees Yoongi coming. “You found it.”

“You were in my room,” Yoongi says, plopping down at his desk and starting to open the envelope.

“Just long enough to hide that. Promise. No snooping at all. I only peeked at your bed to confirm you were sleeping and then went straight to your bathroom.”

“It’s fine. You’re allowed to be in here. Just weird.”

“Well, hopefully the weirdness is worth it,” Jimin says, letting out a nervous sounding laugh. “I wasn’t intending to be on a call with you when you saw these…”

“Why, what are–” Yoongi cuts himself off in an instant as he pulls out the contents of the envelope.

It's a large printed photograph, the size of a full sheet of paper with a white border – but it's not just any photograph.

It’s Jimin. In the sweater. He’s seated on what looks like his bed, smiling all wide and pretty and staring up at the camera through his lashes. He’s beautiful, and Yoongi feels his breath catch in his throat as his eyes go wide. The sweater looks perfect on him, just like Yoongi thought it would – oversized enough to be cute, but not so big that it looks silly, and the shade of red is just right. It’s clear the photograph isn’t a selca at all, with nearly the entirety of Jimin’s body in the frame.

Someone else must have taken this – probably Jungkook.

“I hope that’s a positive reaction,” Jimin says.

Yoongi has to work to tear his eyes away from the photograph, looking up to find Jimin staring back at him with a clearly nervous expression, biting at his bottom lip.

“Are you kidding?” Yoongi practically squeaks, voice not cooperating in the slightest. “Min-ah, this is gorgeous.”

“There’s umm… There’s more, but only if you want.”

Yoongi does want – so much. Now that he's paying attention, it’s clear there are a couple more pictures, judging by how thick the little stack he pulled out of the envelope is. His hands are shaking as he sets aside the first picture, revealing another underneath.

This one is decidedly more… suggestive. Jimin’s black jeans are slung low over his hips, and he’s lying on his back on the bed and looking up at the camera with the prettiest goddamn smile on his blushing face – not that Yoongi can keep his eyes there for long, because the sweater is hiked up enough to show a little of Jimin’s tummy and–

Is that a fucking belly button ring?

Yoongi’s thoughts turn to something like the roar of TV static. It’s definitely a belly button ring – just a cute silver piece with a little red jeweled heart at the end. There’s no reason it should send a red hot wave of desire running through him, but that’s exactly what it does. He’s not even exactly sure what he wants… To mark him up maybe? To suck pretty bruises into the skin around it like another decoration there, or–

It can’t be real, right? He’d have heard by now if Jimin had a piercing like that. It’s probably just something that Jungkook edited in for fun.

“There’s one more.” Jimin’s voice is almost hard to hear over the blood rushing in Yoongi’s ears, but he somehow manages. He doesn’t even look up at the monitor, just takes a moment to try and steel himself before setting aside the second picture.

It’s a waste of time. There’s no amount of preparation that could save him from the final photo. Jimin’s pants are gone. They are gone and Jimin is kneeling on the bed looking like a goddamn wet dream come to life, pupils blown wide and his lips shining wet and pink like he’s been kissed thoroughly. The sweater is more than long enough to leave Yoongi wondering about whether or not he’s wearing anything else underneath. Either way, he can’t tear his eyes away from Jimin’s fucking thighs.

Yoongi already has to work to keep himself from imagining Jimin’s thighs when he sees them in tight jeans – and now here they are, bare and so fucking pretty that all he can think about is getting his mouth on them. They’ll look so nice covered in bruises and dripping with slick while Yoongi finally gets the chance to take care of his new omega properly, to lay him down and eat him out like–

“I really need you to say something before I die of embarrassment here,” Jimin says, yanking Yoongi’s mind far enough out of the gutter for him to remember that he is on a video call right now.

“Fuck, sorry. You’re – I umm… It was just – Hold on, my brain isn’t fucking working right now,” Yoongi finally manages, setting down the envelope and pictures with shaking hands, then closing his eyes to take a deep breath. He can do this. He just needs to pretend he’s not having an aneurysm right now.

“Is that… good?”

He opens his eyes and looks up at the monitor where Jimin is clearly nervous and awaiting his response. He’s gotta say something – preferably something that doesn’t make it too terribly obvious that he’s hiding an erection and thinking dirty thoughts about a man he hasn’t even kissed yet. Or maybe… They’re courting, right? They have been for months and those pictures are clearly meant to be hot. Is he really supposed to pretend they aren’t?

Yeah nevermind, that sounds stupid.

“Yeah, it’s good – like shockingly good,” Yoongi admits.

Jimin’s expression shifts immediately, a smile forming on his face. “Really?”

“You look so fucking hot in those pictures that I’m still trying to convince my brain to function normally – so yes, really, Min-ah.”

That has Jimin’s smile widening, not a hint of nervousness about him now. “I know they aren’t exactly selcas, but hopefully they’re still special enough to make it worth admitting you bought me the sweater.”

“More than worth it. Ten times over. Did you… Did you send them to the others?”

“No, they’re just for you – well, and for Kookie since he took them, but he took them for me to give to you so…” Jimin shrugs. “They’re not secret or anything, and I might share them eventually. Unless you don’t want me to?”

Yoongi’s heart feels like it’s about to beat out of his chest. They’re his. Only he and Jungkook have seen them. He doesn’t know why he likes that so much, but he sort of wants to bask in it for a while. “You don’t have to, but maybe… Can you wait just a little?”

Jimin’s eyes widen a bit before his smile shifts to something closer to a smirk, like he knows exactly what Yoongi is thinking and – oh no why is that hot? “Sure. They can just be yours for a while. There's some others I liked that I'll send you too. Digital files this time – since the few prints were just for fun.”

There are more. And they're his.

“Thanks.” Yoongi is definitely blushing. He probably has been the whole time but something about Jimin looking at him like that…

“You know, I’m a bit surprised,” Jimin says, still giving Yoongi that goddamn look. “You didn’t say anything about the piercing. TaeTae thought you would like it.”

“It was a cool idea. Did Jungkook-ah photoshop it in, or did you?”

“Oh, no need for that. It’s real.”

Yoongi very nearly chokes on air. “It’s what?”

“It’s real,” Jimin answers, letting out a laugh and standing up off the couch. “Here, I’ll show you.” He lifts his shirt in front of the camera, showing off the same piece of jewelry as in the pictures. “I got it done back when we first moved here. Do you like it?”

Once again, Yoongi feels a little bit like his brain is about one second away from melting right out of his ears, because that is hotter than it has any right to be. It’s just a little bit of jewelry, but all he can think about is how fucking good it looks, and how pretty Jimin might be with even more piercings.

“You’re trying to kill me, aren’t you?” Yoongi croaks.

Jimin just laughs and grins back at him.

“And now you’re laughing at my pain. Rude, Min-ah.”

“If you think that’s rude… Did TaeTae tell you he’s planning to get one too?”

Yoongi lets out a groan. “Okay, it’s time to talk about something else before I start embarrassing myself. Glad you liked the sweater. Thanks for the pictures. You look so fucking good, I don’t know how to function. Now please, just tell me about your day or something so I can get my goddamn head out of the gutter.”

“Sure, Yoongi-ssi. I can do that.”

“Are you serious right–” Yoongi cuts himself off with a bark of laughter at the formality, glad for the way it eases the tension almost instantly. “Thank you for reminding me that no matter how hot you are, you’re still a damn brat.”

“I like to think it’s part of my charm.”

Notes:

Wow that was a long one! I'll be back Wednesday with a bonus chapter, so see you all then :D

Chapter 54: Staying Over

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin gets stuck working an unexpected shift the morning of their next big date night.

He doesn’t mind. Working at Onyx Heights has been a really positive experience for him so far, and Siyeon has taught him a ton about how to handle the financial aspects of the lounge’s day to day operations. Even if all of that stuff isn’t really fun, it’s still really good experience to have if he ever needs to find another job without the help of Namjoon or another member of the pack.

When he gets called in for shifts like this, it’s almost always to cover for one of the servers being out sick. Honestly, he likes this part of the job better anyways. He’s used to waiting tables, even if it’s a little more upscale here – and it makes his coworkers like him more when they see him helping out.

They don’t call him in very often either, so he always says yes unless he has class. He should still be at the house in time for dinner and he’s got tomorrow off too, so it’s really no big deal.

A member of the security team is waiting outside the hotel for him when his shift ends, and they drive him straight to the house. He’s got his backpack with him, so he can just change out of his work clothes once he gets there. Everyone else is already at the house when he arrives. Jin is in the kitchen and greets him first, calling him over for a kiss and then directing him to the living room where Yoongi and Jungkook are apparently having yet another game tournament.

He finds the rest of the pack crowded around the two of them on the larger of the two couches. Taehyung smiles and waves right away, and Hoseok leaps up from the couch to run up and greet him.

“Aww, Minnie, look at you in your work uniform,” he coos, pulling Jimin into a hug. “You look so cute! Weird not to be able to smell you at all though.”

“Hi hyung. Yeah, I was just on my way to the bathroom to change and wash off some of the scent blocker.”

“If you want to use our shower or anything, you’re welcome to it. I can show you where everything is?”

Jimin shakes his head. He already showered this morning, and he didn’t really get sweaty or anything on his shift. “That’s okay. I’m planning for a nice long bath tomorrow morning.”

“Yeah? Gonna get all properly relaxed on your day off? I should send you home with a couple of new bath bombs to try. My latest variety pack came with these peppermint ones that I know you’re gonna love,” Hoseok says with a wide smile. “I’ll grab them for you now while I’m thinking about it.”

“Okay. Thanks for sharing, hyung.”

Hoseok seems to love buying bath products for them to try, and Jimin has a steady stream of new bath bombs, shower melts, lotions, and so many other things too. It might be a little weird if Hoseok didn’t try them too, but Jimin doesn’t feel bad when it’s something they share together and get to trade reviews about.

It’s one of the things he loves most about Hoseok’s gifts actually. The alpha is always buying things they can try together. It makes Jimin feel a little less spoiled and put on the spot when it’s the two of them – or sometimes more, depending on who’s with them – getting to share the experience.

They go their separate ways, and Jimin heads into the bathroom with his bag. He strips out of his work clothes first, then scrubs the scent blocker off his neck and wrists before digging through his bag to look for his change of clothes and–

Shit. He forgot to pack a plug.

He empties out his entire bag onto the bathroom floor just to be sure, but it’s definitely not there.

Damn it. He debates running home to grab one quick, but he would have to explain why he’s leaving and he really doesn’t want to do that. They haven’t been together long enough for him to even consider asking Taehyung if he has a spare either – plus Jimin hasn’t really explained his issue to him yet.

Okay, the only real option left is to just go without one for a night. One night. That’s not so bad, right? They’ve had plenty of date nights before where he hasn’t gotten wet at all, and now that he’s scented with Namjoon-hyung he doesn’t have any more first time scentings to worry about. (He and Taehyung might have moved on to more intimate scenting, but he’s pretty sure he’s nowhere near ready to do that with anyone else in the pack.)

Yeah. One night will be fine. And it’s not like he can keep wearing a plug around the pack forever anyways – assuming they don’t change their minds about courting him. They’re going to have to smell him slicked up at some point, and they’re going to find out how easy it happens too…

He just hopes they don’t hate it when they do.

~~

Jimin rejoins the rest of the group in the living room once he’s done, exchanging greetings that include a quick peck from Namjoon this time. Even though it isn't the first one, it still leaves him blushing.

He really is glad they finally got to kiss. In the beginning, he wasn’t quite sure what to make of Namjoon – and even now, he’s the member of the pack that Jimin feels like he understands the least – but he does know that he likes Namjoon. The alpha is a good man, and a good leader for the pack. It also helps that Jungkook is so obviously taken with him, and that Namjoon treats Jungkook like he’s something precious.

It still feels a bit like they’re dancing around one another, like maybe Namjoon is as unsure about Jimin as Jimin is about him, but it feels like they’re getting closer.

He wants that – to get closer with Namjoon. Sometimes it’s just hard to figure out how. The alpha has eventually responded well to basically every advance Jimin has made, but every time it’s like there’s this brief moment of doubt first, and that makes him feel a little like he’s always right at the edge of what Namjoon is comfortable with. He would be crushed if he overstepped and ruined things for himself (or even worse, for Jungkook).

So, dancing it is.

That’s fine. Jimin doesn’t mind. Whatever this equilibrium is that they’ve managed to find, he’s content with it, especially when Namjoon gently wraps an arm around his shoulders as they watch Jungkook beat Yoongi at some fighting game Jimin doesn’t recognize. Namjoon doesn’t even ask first, which definitely feels like progress. Jimin makes sure to lean into the touch, to try and leave no room for doubt about how much he enjoys being close like this.

They stay that way for a few minutes, but when Hoseok stands up and starts making his way to the kitchen, Jimin gives Namjoon a smile and then gets up to follow him. Hoseok always seems to know exactly when Jin is going to need help with getting all the food to the table, or putting the finishing touches on things – and Jimin wants to help too.

“It seems you’ve brought company tonight, Hobi-yah,” Jin says, giving Jimin a little wink. “Perfect timing, as usual. Everything on the counter there is ready to go to the dining room.”

They make quick work of moving everything, and dinner is delicious like always – even though Taehyung and Jungkook are clearly up to something. They keep whispering back and forth when they think nobody is looking, but Jimin notices.

“What are you two planning?” Jimin whispers to Jungkook. Taehyung is busy telling a story about a meeting he’d gone to with Namjoon a few days ago, and it seems to have everyone occupied.

“Something fun, hyung. Don’t worry.”

Jimin has his doubts about who exactly it will be fun for, but settles for just narrowing his eyes and giving Jungkook a silent ‘okay’. Those two haven’t caused too much chaos – at least not yet. He can give them the benefit of the doubt for the time being.

As he goes to turn his attention back to the group and Taehyung’s story, Hoseok touches Jimin’s knee under the table to get his attention, leaning in and whispering, “It’s alright. I’ve been supervising, so you’ve got nothing to worry about.”

“You’ve been supervi– How long has this been going on?”

“You’ll find out after dinner,” Hoseok assures him. He reaches out to take Jimin’s hand, bringing it up to his face and pressing a kiss to the knuckles. “It’ll be fun, promise.”

~~

Jimin isn’t sure exactly what he was expecting, but this was not it.

Taehyung stands up the second dinner is finished, tugging Jungkook up too. “Me and Jungkookie have a surprise for you guys, but we need a minute to set it up,” he explains.

“A surprise?” Yoongi asks, quirking a suspicious brow. “Is it something I’m going to want to be surprised by?”

Hoseok laughs, leaning over to wrap an arm around Yoongi’s shoulders. “Don’t worry. You’re gonna like it, even if you have to pretend you don’t.”

“Wait, you’re in on this too, Hoseok-ah?” Yoongi asks.

“I may have had a hand in planning it.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook says. “It was Hobi-hyung’s idea in the first place.”

“And how long have you been planning this, exactly?” Namjoon asks.

“Not that long, but we gotta go get it ready for you guys,” Taehyung says. That’s all the explanation they get before he takes Jungkook’s hand and bolts, heading for the living room, calling out over his shoulder, “Nobody follow us until we say we’re ready!”

The rest of them turn to look at Hoseok, but he simply smiles back at them and says, “Sorry, my lips are sealed. I promise it will be fun though, okay?”

Jin gives all of this a few moments of consideration before letting out a breath and standing up. “It would appear the four of you will be helping to clean up then – unless you’re needed in the other room, Hobi-yah?”

“Nope. Those two can handle it. I’m all yours.”

It doesn’t take all that long to clean up after dinner, so the five of them end up hanging out in the kitchen while they wait.

Everything is going fine until Hoseok compliments Jimin’s earrings and suddenly all of the attention in the room is on him. He finds himself nervous almost immediately as he mutters a thank you, then another when Namjoon comments on them as well, and another to Jin, and–

Why he feels so nervous in the first place is a bit of a mystery. It’s not like he hasn’t been alone with each of the hyungs before, or gotten compliments from them, so he just does his best to shove the feeling down and ignore it.

Which… doesn’t really work.

It’s basically a reflex at this point, the way he tries to shift the attention by talking about how Jungkook picked the earrings out for him – but Jungkook isn’t there. That is what finally makes him understand. He’s never been without one of the other omegas in a group setting like this, or at least not for more than a minute or two. Without either Taehyung or Jungkook to redirect to, he isn’t sure what to do with all of the hyungs paying attention to him at once like this.

He doesn’t deserve it. It’s one thing to have it for a moment, but they’re all telling him how pretty his earrings are and looking at him like he’s something special, even though he isn’t – not like Taehyung or Jungkook. Those two both seem to flourish under this kind of positive attention, always so open and excited and all of the things Jimin isn’t when he gets nervous like this.

What if they realize they don’t want him after all? What if they already have? What if finding out about everything that happened with Jihoon made them decide he’s too damaged to bother with and now–

“You know,” Hoseok says. “Jungkookie and Taehyungie have been at it for a while in there. They might need a spare set of hands. Why don’t we go check on them, Jiminie?”

Jin nods immediately. “Yes, I would feel better if you checked on them too.”

“Wait, why does Min-ah get to go?” Yoongi asks. “I thought this was top secret or something.”

Hoseok shrugs and smiles wide, reaching out for Jimin’s hand. “My secret, my rules. You coming, Jiminie?”

Jimin doesn’t hesitate to take Hoseok’s hand, eager to get away from all of the attention so that he can pull himself together. He’s not sure why that spiraled so fast – just that he'd suddenly felt exposed. He's painfully aware that they all know a chunk of his unsavory history now, and somehow terrified that if all of them look at him at once, they’ll definitely realize he isn’t worth their time.

It’s stupid.

It has to be stupid, right? They’ve been courting for months, and Jimin has never felt quite like that before. They probably wouldn’t still be courting him if they really thought so little of him, and he’s even felt fairly sure they all at least like him. So then why–

“You alright, Minnie?” Hoseok asks softly, pulling Jimin from his thoughts.

They’ve stopped in the dining room. Jimin didn’t even register that they weren’t headed straight for the living room, let alone the fact that they’d stopped walking.

“I’m okay,” he answers, hoping that saying the words will help make them true.

“You wanna talk about it?”

Does he want to talk about it? Jimin bites at the inside of his cheek, unsure and unsteady – but maybe Hoseok can help. He already has, just by getting Jimin out of the kitchen, so why not trust him with a little more?

“Not sure what happened,” Jimin admits. “Got in my own head a bit there and spiraled before I could stop it. Sorry.”

“It’s okay, honey. Can I get closer, or do you need space right now?” Hoseok asks, letting go of Jimin’s hand and opening up his arms in invitation.

Instead of answering, Jimin just steps into the embrace, letting himself enjoy the grounding feeling of Hoseok’s arms wrapping around him. “I’m sorry,” he whispers again, resting his head on Hoseok’s shoulder.

“What are you apologizing for?”

“For you having to step in like that. I don’t know why I felt so weird.”

“Oh, baby,” Hoseok says, squeezing Jimin closer. “You don’t have to apologize for that. I want to be able to help you when you get overwhelmed. Can you tell me more about it?”

Jimin hesitates. He doesn’t want to try and explain the thoughts he was having in the kitchen, doesn’t want Hoseok to feel like he has to reassure him – doesn’t want to be a burden. “Just a lot of attention,” he says, shaking his head. “M’gonna be fine.”

“Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?”

“I guess if you don’t mind… Maybe we could scent? Feeling a little dizzy and I think it might help.”

Hoseok pulls back from the hug with a wide smile on his face. “Of course. I’ll always want to scent with you, Jiminie. Here,” he says, offering up his wrist.

Instead of pressing their wrists together, Jimin grabs Hoseok’s hand and slowly raises it up to his face. He wants to give Hoseok plenty of time to deny him, but the alpha’s smile only gets wider as he realizes what Jimin is intending to do. Still, he’d rather be sure. “Is this okay, hyung?”

“More than okay,” Hoseok answers.

Jimin doesn’t waste any more time, pressing his lips to Hoseok’s wrist in a gentle kiss before sliding his tongue over the alpha’s scent gland. The taste of coffee fills his mouth, warm and rich and immediately comforting – making his head feel less fuzzy by the moment. When he looks up, Hoseok’s eyes are glued to his face, expression somewhere between awe and hunger.

After a few more strokes with his tongue, Jimin lets go of Hoseok’s hand and offers up his own wrist in return.

“May I?” Hoseok asks, lifting Jimin’s wrist up to his mouth.

Jimin nods. “Please.”

The feeling of Hoseok’s lips against his scent gland is already nice, and when his tongue snakes out over the skin it’s even better. There are plenty of sensitive nerves, even on the wrist scent glands. It amplifies the sensation to something hot and nearly electric – more than enough to help clear Jimin’s head and drag him back to the present.

“That better, Minnie?” Hoseok asks as he lets go of Jimin’s wrist.

“A lot,” Jimin answers, voice coming out more ragged than he intends, affected by the scenting and maybe a little by the nickname too. “Not spiraling anymore. Thank you.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh, staying close even with their scenting complete. “You know, you have a habit of thanking me for things I enjoy doing. If I kiss you right now, are you going to thank me for that too?”

Jimin can’t help but smile. “I can try not to,” he answers, tipping his head up and eagerly accepting the kiss Hoseok gives him. It’s soft and sweet, grounding in an entirely different way from scenting. Jimin feels much more like himself by the time Hoseok steps back, smiling and reaching for his hand again.

“I suppose we should actually go check on Taehyungie and Jungkookie, huh?”

“Probably. Honestly I’m most excited just to know what the big fuss is about,” Jimin says. “Especially if it was your idea in the first place.”

“I think you’ll be pleasantly surprised.”

“I bet I will. And thank you, really,” Jimin says, gently bumping their shoulders together as they walk toward the living room. “For helping me, not for the kiss – but that part was nice too.”

“Any time. Thank you for letting me.”

*******

Yoongi is (a little begrudgingly) having a good time.

Not more than ten minutes after Hoseok runs off with Jimin, the rest of them are called into the living room where Taehyung and Jungkook have set up the projector Namjoon bought for family movie nights. Honestly, he had kind of forgotten they had it. They don’t use it all that often, mostly because it takes a bit of time to set up, but if he were to mount it to the ceiling and then maybe run the cables–

Later. He doesn’t need to fix that right this second.

“Wow, you guys got all of this put together fast,” Namjoon says, glancing at the screen they’ve set up against the wall. There’s nothing on it currently, but Jungkook’s laptop is set up next to the projector for whatever they have planned. “Are we having another movie night?”

“Nope,” Taehyung answers with obvious glee. “Something way better.”

Jungkook nods, a grin plastered on his face. “Yeah, it’s gonna be great! Come sit down and we’ll turn the light off.”

The big couch has been turned to face the screen, so most of them end up there. Taehyung stays behind the coffee table, fiddling with the laptop while Jungkook runs over to shut off the lights and then settles in next to Taehyung. Yoongi ends up in the middle of the couch, between Jin and Jimin.

As much as he’s tried not to tonight, it’s been hard not to think about Jimin in those goddamn photos, looking up at the camera with that pretty smile and his thighs on display, or his damn belly button ring. Yoongi has looked at those pictures more times than he can count over the last couple days, not to mention the extra files Jimin had sent him later.

None of them were any more suggestive than the last printed photograph had been, but the additional poses and expressions are still something he's happy to hoard. He likes that they’re his, that the others haven’t seen them yet – but he needs to not think about that right now or his scent is going to give him away.

Think about something else. Anything else.

Fixing the projector won’t be that hard if he sets aside a little time. Having to do this much setup to use it just isn’t practical. He could mount the projector itself somewhere from the ceiling, and upgrade the screen to something motorized so they can operate it with a remote, then mount that to the ceiling too and–

Thankfully, once the lights are out, Taehyung and Jungkook finally start projecting.

He’s not sure what he expected, but a slideshow of pictures was not it. They open with a shot of Namjoon and Jin fussing over some documents in what looks like Namjoon’s office, clearly shot without either of them noticing. It’s cute, the two of them standing close with Jin’s hand on Namjoon’s shoulder, their leader leaning into the touch as he holds up a sheet of paper.

“Wait, which one of you took this?” Namjoon asks. “And why?”

“I took this one,” Hoseok says. “Jungkookie and me were planning to share some of the photos we had of all of us, but then we thought it might be more fun to share them together like this instead.”

“Yeah, it was Hobi-hyung’s idea,” Jungkook says. “We thought it would be cool, especially since we’ve all been courting for like four months now. Plenty of time to get lots of pictures of us together.”

“And I’ve taken so many pictures,” Taehyung says, hitting a button and moving on to a shot of Yoongi and Jungkook working on Jungkook’s computer just a week or two ago. Jungkook is hunched over the case with a small screwdriver, while Yoongi stands just to the side of him and points at whatever inside of it needed Jungkook's attention at the time.

Yoongi groans. “Oh god, you mean there’s pictures of me in here too? God, I hope that’s the only one.”

“Aww, hyung, I like this one of us!” Jungkook whines.

As it turns out, there’s a lot more than just one picture of Yoongi. There are photos from their date nights, random selfies, even a shot or two from back in his college days. (Jimin coos over that one, telling Yoongi how grumpy and cute he looked.)

Luckily, he’s not the only one. There are tons of photos of all of them. Most of them are recent, from the various dates the seven of them have been on together, but there are plenty from their more private dates as well. Yoongi immediately recognizes the shot of Jimin and Hoseok in a club holding up a driver’s license, and he explains to Namjoon and Jin how he’d ruined the life of the jerk Jimin stole the license from.

There are pictures of Jungkook and Namjoon out hiking, Jimin and Jin posing next to a plate full of homemade tarts, Taehyung and Hoseok sparring, and so many more. There are even some shots of Jimin and Jungkook when they were younger, taken back in Busan. Both of their necks are unmarked in those, but even if they weren’t mated yet, it’s impossible to miss how obviously in love they looked.

Yoongi has to admit, this is more fun than he thought it was going to be.

They all gush over adorable pictures, trading stories and ending up on long tangents. Namjoon keeps praising all the hard work that went into putting the slideshow together, while Jin switches back and forth between compliments and whining the moment he sees a picture of himself looking anything less than his best.

Honestly… it’s kind of got Yoongi’s heart feeling swollen inside of his chest. They really have been courting for over four months, and he almost can’t wrap his head around it. On one hand, it feels like the time has gone by in the blink of an eye, and yet on the other it just feels like Jimin and Jungkook have always been a part of their pack – like they’ve always belonged here.

He doesn’t know what to do with all of the feelings swelling up inside of him, especially when he feels a touch on his hand and realizes it’s Jimin reaching down to lace their fingers together with a smile. Yoongi can’t do much but smile back dumbly and give Jimin’s hand a squeeze, hoping it conveys at least a shred of what he’s feeling.

Thankfully, they end the slideshow with about ten minutes worth of (funny) horrible candid shots of all of them. It helps to lighten the mood a bit. Yoongi might not be the most emotionally aware, but even he’s pretty sure that he's not the only one who started to feel all mushy and kind of maybe in lo–

Nope.

He is not going to process that thought. Instead, he points and laughs at the ridiculous picture up on the screen of Namjoon asleep on the couch and obviously drooling. And when the next picture is one of him looking like a dork after laser tag, he accepts the teasing right back.

~~

After the slideshow, there’s plenty of praise and comments about all the work they put into getting the pictures together. Yoongi tosses in a couple of comments, but otherwise just lets the others handle it. Namjoon loved it the most out of all of them, of course – though Jin enjoyed it too, even if he’s adamant that next time they let him submit his own photographs.

Jungkook is the one to suggest another round of games, and Yoongi feels almost eager to get his ass kicked at something just to get his head back on straight.

The games help, and so do the couple glasses of whiskey he knocks back. Everyone ends up in his room. First they watch as Jungkook absolutely destroys Yoongi in the same game they were playing earlier. After that, they all end up taking turns.

Jimin and Jungkook have tomorrow off, so they don’t seem to be in any hurry to leave as it starts to get late. Namjoon turns in for the night first, prompting a round of goodnight kisses that Yoongi tries (and fails) to ignore, eyes immediately drawn to Namjoon kissing all three of their omegas in a row.

Their omegas. God.

Hoseok and Seokjin go next. Eventually, Taehyung wanders off too and doesn’t come back – probably having climbed into bed with one of the others if Yoongi had to guess. Once it’s just the three of them left, Jungkook boots up his newly built computer and borrows Jimin his laptop so that they can play Overwatch together. Yoongi is out of practice, and those two haven’t been playing recently either – but you’d never know it with Jungkook on their team.

They win almost every match they play.

After another hour or so, Jungkook finally decides he’s had enough of yawning his way through games and leans back away from his keyboard to stretch. He reaches his arms up high and then eventually settles one around Jimin’s shoulders with a sleepy little sigh.

“You ready for bed, Kookie?” Jimin asks.

“Mhmm,” Jungkook hums, head dropping down to rest against Jimin’s shoulder. “Can we just sleep here, hyung?”

Yes yes yes yes.

Warmth blooms in Yoongi’s chest, inner alpha practically preening at the thought of their omegas finally feeling secure enough to stay the night. There’s a near overwhelming desire to find the softest bed in the house and herd them there immediately, to surround them in so much comfort that they will never want to leave.

“Would it be okay if we stayed?” Jimin asks him.

Yoongi does not laugh in Jimin’s face, no matter how absurd of a question it is. He doesn’t want to mess this up. “Of course you can stay,” he answers, keeping his tone even. “I’m surprised you even have to ask. Where do you wanna sleep, Jungkook-ah?”

“Where did TaeTae go?” Jungkook mumbles. He rubs at his eyes as another yawn overtakes him.

Cute. So fucking cute.

“I saw him asleep on the couch when I went to the bathroom last,” Jimin offers. “I think he went to lay down like an hour ago.”

“You wanna sleep with Taehyung-ah?”

Jungkook nods.

“Okay, let’s go find him then,” Yoongi says.

Luckily, Taehyung is still where Jimin saw him last, passed out on the couch while old episodes of Sailor Moon play quietly in the background. Jungkook looks ready to just climb onto the couch with him, but there is absolutely no goddamn way that Yoongi is going to let one of their omega’s first sleepovers be on the couch.

He steps forward and reaches out for Taehyung, one hand cupping the omega’s face and the other gently shaking his shoulder to wake him.

Taehyung’s eyes crack open, squinting up at him. “Yoongi-hyung?”

“Hey sweetheart,” Yoongi whispers. “Why don’t you take Jungkook-ah up to bed, hmm?”

“Jungkookie is gonna stay?” Taehyung mumbles. “Jiminie too?”

“Yeah, they’re gonna stay. JK wants to sleep with you.”

At that, Taehyung sits up slowly, blinking at the three of them for a second before he finds Jungkook and gives him a sleepy smile. “I think Jinnie-hyung and Hobi-hyung fell asleep together, so Namjoonie-hyung is all on his own. Is it okay if we go sleep with him?”

Jungkook nods. “Yes please.”

Oh, Namjoon is going to be so fucking excited when he wakes up to them crawling into bed with him. He’s been trying to get the two of them comfortable enough to sleep over for ages now. They all have, honestly.

“Okay, just a sec. Yoongi-hyung, kiss,” Taehyung demands, holding out his arms and puckering his lips, and – fuck, he’s so pretty like this, all soft and warm with sleep.

They've been together for years and yet Yoongi is still so goddamn weak for Taehyung, giving into the command immediately and going in for the kiss. With that done, he helps Taehyung to his feet, and Jungkook comes to stand beside him.

“Me too, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

Yoongi is going to combust. They’ve kissed before but now Jungkook’s voice is pitched low with how tired he is and he’s fluttering those pretty goddamn eyelashes at him and it’s just so much. He doesn’t trust himself to speak, just leans in and presses a chaste kiss to Jungkook’s mouth and ignores the way it makes his chest feel tight.

“You coming too, Jiminie?” Taehyung asks.

“I’m not really tired yet,” Jimin answers. “I’ll stay up a bit longer.”

Jungkook and Taehyung each get a goodnight kiss from Jimin too and it’s all so achingly domestic, like they’re a part of the pack already. It makes Yoongi’s teeth ache. They’ve only just decided to stay the night for the first time, and yet he doesn’t ever want them to leave. He’s so completely, horribly, pathetically attached to them already.

Jimin’s voice snaps him out of his thoughts. “You up for a couple more games, Yoongi-ssi?”

After an obligatory eye roll, Yoongi finds himself looking toward the kitchen rather than down the hall to his room. “I’m down, but I’m kind of hungry.”

Jimin smiles. “A Midnight Snack in person? It might almost feel weird not to be watching you eat through a screen.”

It’s true. They’ve never been up this late together in person before…

“Is a bit weird, now that you mention it. Want me to go to a different room and video call you?” Yoongi offers, doing his best to keep a straight face.

“Oh my god–” Jimin cuts himself off with a bark or laughter. “No, we can eat together. I was just making an observation. Besides, it might be kind of nice to raid your fridge instead of mine. I already know all the snacks we have at home.”

“Trust me when I say that between the five of us, we have more snacks than you can imagine. Come on. I’ll show you where we keep all the best ones.”

The two of them spend a good ten minutes digging through cupboards and the fridge before settling on some snacks to take back to the room. Jimin ends up with a bowl of strawberry ice cream, while Yoongi grabs a fresh bag of chips for himself.

“You still want to game?” Jimin asks, sitting back down on Yoongi’s couch.

“Honestly, I think I’ve had enough for one night, unless you really want to.”

“Nah, I’m good too.”

“Wanna just watch something?” Yoongi offers, sitting down next to Jimin and tearing open his bag of chips.

“Sure. You like documentaries?”

“Hell yeah. The nature ones are the best. Perfect late night entertainment.”

Jimin grins and reaches for Yoongi’s remote. “Agreed. I don’t have the energy for anything with plot right now.”

They end up watching the first episode of some series on coral reefs, mostly silent except for the occasional comment on a pretty fish as they eat. Once Jimin’s ice cream is gone, he scoots closer and Yoongi wraps an arm around him, the two of them settling back against the couch.

He’s pretty sure Jimin is asleep barely five minutes into the second episode of their show, but Yoongi doesn’t wake him up. Instead, he just lets himself enjoy the warmth of Jimin against him, and the fact that he feels safe enough with Yoongi to fall asleep like this. It’s nice – really nice – and the thought of Jungkook asleep somewhere upstairs too… He could get used to this. He wants to get used to this.

After the episode is over, he figures he should probably get Jimin into a bed. There’s no way he’s letting one of their omegas wake up with back pain after their first time staying over.

It's easier said than done. Jimin sleeps hard, and it takes Yoongi a minute or two of rubbing at his back and talking to finally wake him up.

“Whas’wrong?” Jimin mumbles, sleepy eyes cracking open to look up at Yoongi.

God, he’s way too cute like this.

“Nothing’s wrong. Just gonna put you to bed, sweetheart,” Yoongi says softly, reaching up to brush some hair out of Jimin’s face. “Where do you wanna sleep? I can take you to Jungkook-ah if you want?”

Jimin blinks a few times, then whispers, “I can’t stay here?”

Shit. Okay. Just act natural. Yoongi’s heart feels like it’s about to beat out of his chest, and his scent has spiked way too much for him to hide how happy he is about this, but that doesn’t mean he needs to make a fool of himself. He swallows. “Of course you can stay here. Do you need pajamas? A toothbrush? Anything?”

“Both?”

“Okay. C’mon and follow me to the bathroom. I’ve got some spare toothbrushes, then I’ll get you a change of clothes.”

He leads a very (cute) sleepy Jimin to his bathroom and lets him pick from a few new toothbrushes Yoongi keeps tucked away in a drawer just in case he needs to pack one for traveling. They both brush their teeth in relative silence, and then Yoongi runs off to grab a spare change of clothes. (If he takes a few extra seconds to search for his softest t-shirt, nobody needs to know.)

He drops the clothes off for Jimin and then heads back to the bedroom so he can change too. As he pulls on his sleep shirt, he finds himself with another question.

Is he supposed to pull out spare blankets for the couch, or…

He figures it’s probably better to just ask than to risk Jimin thinking he doesn’t want him in his bed – especially because he really, really does. When Jimin steps out of the bathroom in the oversized t-shirt and soft pajama pants, Yoongi has to take a couple of breaths to steady himself. Jimin is wearing his clothes. Not on camera halfway across the city either. Here. In Yoongi’s room.

“You’re staring,” Jimin says, stepping closer to where Yoongi waits in the center of the room.

“You’re in my clothes.”

Jimin doesn’t stop moving until he’s wrapped his arms around Yoongi’s middle and rested his head on his shoulder. “You like that I’m wearing them?”

“Yeah,” Yoongi breathes, wrapping his arms around Jimin in return. “A lot. I… You look good in them, Min-ah.”

“Thank you. They’re comfy.”

“I should – I have to ask. Where do you want to sleep? I can get extra blankets for the couch if you want, or umm… you could sleep with me?” The last few words tumble nervously out of Yoongi’s mouth, but at least he’s said them. No taking it back now.

“With you, if that’s okay? Is it gonna bother you if I touch you? I’m sort of a cuddly sleeper, so if you don’t like that, I can just–”

“That doesn’t bother me,” Yoongi interrupts. “I want you close.”

Jimin pulls back far enough to give him a sleepy grin, eyelashes fluttering and looking way too kissable right now. “Bed then? M’tired.”

Yoongi nods, hoping the gesture doesn’t look as unsteady as he feels. Getting to cuddle up to Jimin in bed is already way more than he expected from tonight. He doesn’t need to push his luck with a kiss, especially when it risks losing him those cuddles. “Yeah, let’s get you to bed.”

He leads the way, climbing into bed first and pulling back the covers for Jimin to join him while he uses his phone to shut off the LED strips lighting up the room. Thankfully, the glow of his phone screen gives off more than enough light for them to get situated. The second he’s settled on his back, Jimin is there curling up against him, dragging a pillow down over Yoongi’s outstretched arm to rest his head on. After that, he wraps an arm around Yoongi’s middle and tangles their legs together, vanilla scent going almost creamy with content.

It’s perfect.

“You weren’t kidding about the cuddles,” Yoongi says softly, turning off his phone and plunging them into darkness. He tips his head to press a kiss into Jimin’s hair, feeling just a touch bolder in the dark. “Comfortable?”

So comfortable,” Jimin says, just loud enough to be heard as he scoots just the tiniest bit closer – nestling in more fully against Yoongi. “Is it okay?”

“It’s perfect, sweetheart.” He presses one more kiss into Jimin’s hair before pulling the covers up just a little tighter around them, falling asleep within minutes.

Notes:

This date isn't quite over just yet. We'll be back Sunday for the conclusion to it ;)

Chapter 55: Too Early For This

Notes:

We're back with part two of the first ot7 sleepover date night! :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi wakes to the sound of his phone, one ding followed by another as someone – probably Taehyung – sends him multiple texts. He fully intends to silence it and go right back to sleep, but something is wrapped around him, keeping him from moving. He wiggles a little before cracking his eyes open to see Jimin in bed with him, face only inches away from his on the pillow. The omega lets out a tiny little whine at Yoongi’s movements, squeezing tighter around him.

After seeing Jimin, he fully intends to not move a muscle, but then he hears another two dings from his phone.

This time Jimin stirs too, face scrunching up a little at the sound before his eyes crack open just the slightest. He smiles when he sees Yoongi looking back at him, mumbling out a soft, “Time s’it?”

“Probably too early,” Yoongi answers, voice rough with sleep. He can just make out the shape of his phone on the nightstand behind Jimin’s side of the bed, but he doesn’t quite have the heart to make Jimin grab it for him. “Here, just hold still a second. Lemme silence my phone quick.”

Untangling himself takes a bit of work, but he manages to wiggle out while Jimin makes a few soft little grumbles. Even being free, the phone is still a bit of a reach. He basically has to half climb over Jimin to get to it, but the omega doesn’t seem to mind. If anything he seems happy about it, wrapping an arm around Yoongi’s middle and pressing his face into his chest with a contented sigh.

Yoongi gets a hold of his phone to see that the messages aren’t anything important at all – just Seokjin and Taehyung texting about breakfast plans in the group chat. He silences it immediately and tries to climb back into his spot, but Jimin holds him tight.

“Comfy,” he mumbles into Yoongi’s chest. “Don’t go.”

Fuck, it’s way too early for him to be acting this cute.

“Not going anywhere. Just trying to get back into my spot and then we can cuddle more.”

“Like you here.”

He does his best not to process the fact that he is basically half on top of Jimin and that Jimin likes him there, but it’s a lost cause – and if he doesn’t move soon, he won’t be able to hide the way he’s starting to get hard against Jimin’s hip. No time to argue, so he just lets out a long sigh instead. “Fine, at least let me get comfy too?”

Jimin considers this for a moment, but ultimately loosens his grip on Yoongi enough for him to quickly roll off to the side and reach down to adjust himself a little beneath the covers.

“You lied,” Jimin whines, looking at Yoongi with a frown.

“Yeah, a little. Just trust me when I say it’s for the best and you’re gonna be fine. Here,” Yoongi offers, lying on his side and holding his arms out. He only half manages to hold back a smile. Something about seeing Jimin whiny like this is just too cute, reminding him of how Taehyung gets when he’s all fussy in preheat (which doesn’t do anything to help the erection Yoongi has tucked into the band of his pajama pants). “Come on. Plenty of room for you now.”

“But I was comfy before.” Jimin scoots closer even as he mumbles his complaint.

“And you’ll be comfy now if you just come here.”

Frown still stubbornly plastered on his face, Jimin scoots in close enough that Yoongi can tug him the rest of the way into his arms. “Liked it better before,” he grumbles, face settled just inches away from Yoongi’s on the pillow.

“You need me to move?”

“The pressure was nice,” Jimin whispers. “Safe.”

Yoongi swallows, mouth feeling suddenly dry. Jimin felt safe with Yoongi on top of him, keeping him nice and secure – and it’s not like Yoongi didn’t like it too. He just doesn’t want to overstep, and getting his dick involved (even accidentally) feels like a surefire way to embarrass himself if nothing else. “It was nice,” he admits, because he also doesn’t want Jimin to think he isn't interested.

Ugh, it’s too early to try and figure out how to navigate this. He definitely feels like he’s fucking up.

“Then why?”

Half of him wants to lie, but Jimin doesn’t seem to be willing to let this go, so he’s pretty sure his best bet is just to be honest. “Because it’s early, my brain is barely functioning, and you’re ridiculously goddamn pretty.”

The frown slowly fades from Jimin’s face, replaced by a coy little smile that only makes him even more dangerously attractive. He flutters his lashes and whispers, “You think I’m pretty, hyung?”

Hyung.

Did he really just–

Yoongi is moving before he can even properly register it, reaching up to tangle a hand in Jimin’s hair and tip his head up for a kiss.

Finally, finally, finally he has Jimin exactly where he’s dreamed of having him for months now. He doesn’t even have time to second guess himself before Jimin’s soft sound of surprise turns to a whine and he returns the kiss, hands settling on Yoongi’s chest and fisting into the fabric of his shirt. Yoongi swallows up the sound, eager for every single positive reaction he can earn.

There’s a tiny worry in the back of his mind that maybe this is too intense for a first kiss, but it’s destroyed the moment Jimin scoots in closer and Yoongi realizes the omega is every bit as hard as he is. Jimin’s lips part on another whine when their bodies press flush together and he can feel Yoongi hard against him too. Maybe he shouldn’t, but Yoongi is powerless to decline the invitation, licking into Jimin’s mouth with a tiny whine of his own and enjoying the hot spike of satisfaction that curls in his belly, knowing his omega is going to taste like him.

It’s perfect, everything he’s wanted for so long – even more after those god damn pictures – and it’s only made better by the fact that Jimin seems to want it just as much.

Yoongi is the one to finally break away, staying close enough that he can still feel Jimin’s breath warm against his lips as they both pant. After a few seconds, he presses his lips to Jimin’s cheek before dragging a line of kisses over his jaw and whispering, “Say it again.”

“What?”

Yoongi nips gently at Jimin’s jaw, drawing a pretty little gasp out of him. “Don’t play dumb. You know what you said.”

Jimin clings to him, but he doesn’t answer. Brat.

Yoongi noses down the side of his neck until he’s right at the source of that sweet vanilla and cream scent, listening to the way Jimin’s breathing goes shallow as he closes in. It’s way too soon for the jump to such an intimate form of scenting, but he wants it so bad that his teeth ache, mouth watering with the need to taste.

It takes far too much effort to force himself away from Jimin’s scent gland, letting his teeth just barely press into the skin a couple of inches away.

Finally Jimin opens his mouth.

Hyung,” he whines, soft and breathy and so fucking perfect.

The sound goes straight to his dick and – god he hopes Jimin doesn’t feel it twitch where it’s pressed into his thigh. At least he’s not the only one who’s affected. Jimin’s own erection is still obvious against Yoongi’s hip, straining against his pants.

“Made me wait so long, Min-ah,” Yoongi whispers, nosing his way back up Jimin’s neck after avoiding his scent gland once again.

“You– You liked it,” Jimin answers, voice all high and breathy in a way that makes Yoongi want to keep him talking, to work him up until he’s whining and begging in that same pretty tone.

Instead, he goes in for another kiss, already desperate for Jimin’s lips on his again.

It’s even better the second time. Jimin is more confident, almost brazen. He slides his tongue right up alongside Yoongi’s and rocks his hips forward, both of them letting out a gasp at the sudden burst of pleasure as they grind up against one another. No more than a few moments later, he catches a hint of the most mouthwatering wave of sweet vanilla cream on the air.

Jimin is leaking.

Yoongi has made his omega feel so good with a little kissing that he’s dripping for him. The alpha part of his brain preens at a job well done, his own scent spiking spicy and sweet in response as he licks deeper into Jimin’s mouth with a groan. “Smell so good, sweetheart,” he breathes against Jimin’s lips. “So perfect for me.”

Jimin goes still against him for a moment before pulling back to look at Yoongi, expression dazed and his lips wet and shining. “Really?” he asks, voice barely above a whisper. “It’s not… You don’t mind?”

The genuine worry in Jimin’s voice is enough to pull Yoongi’s mind out of the gutter in an instant.

“Of course not. Do I smell like I don’t like it?”

“No, but…” Jimin bites at his lip, looking up at Yoongi like he genuinely expects rejection. “That’s just biology. It doesn’t mean you like it,” he mumbles.

Once again, Yoongi feels like he’s managed to stumble into something entirely out of his depth with Jimin, but there’s no way he’s going to let that scare him into inaction. It’s clear Jimin needs some sort of reassurance here, so he’s just going to have to do his best to think even though his mind feels clouded by the incredible scent of his omega’s arousal.

“I do like it, Min-ah. You smell even better than I thought you would,” Yoongi assures him, pressing a kiss to his cheek and squeezing him close. “We can stop if you want. I didn’t mean to push too–”

“You didn’t,” Jimin interrupts, voice shaking. “I liked it, I just… I’m a little embarrassed.”

“Because you’re wet?”

Jimin nods.

“Nothing to be embarrassed about,” Yoongi says, trying to wrap his mind around how Jimin could even think that’s an embarrassing thing in the first place. “It’s hot, sweetheart.”

“Thank you, but I… I might still go change, if that’s okay?”

Yoongi has to fight back a frown. He’s finally getting to smell Jimin all slicked up and now he’s going to lose it so soon? “Of course. If that's what you want I’m not gonna stop you, but… Will you come back here after? Just to talk?”

“Talk?” Jimin says softly. “Did I do something wrong, or–”

“No, that’s not it. Just… maybe kind of worried I did? Like was this– Do you not want to do this again? Did I go too far? If you run off and don’t come back, I’m definitely gonna spiral,” Yoongi admits, a nervous laugh bubbling up from his throat.

“We can talk first.”

“If you’re uncomfortable–”

Jimin shakes his head. “I just have… The smell really isn’t bothering you right now?”

“No. Too worried to really think of it right now, but before this all I could think was how good it was, Min-ah. I don’t know why you think it’s embarrassing, but I promise you it isn’t. Either way, if it makes you uncomfortable, you should go change first.”

Jimin nods. “It’ll only take me a couple of minutes and then I’ll come right back, okay? I promise you didn’t do anything wrong,” he says, sliding out of Yoongi’s arms.

He lets Jimin go even though his brain is practically screaming at him not to – to somehow fix this right now. But Yoongi doesn’t let his own insecurity win. Jimin said he would come back and Yoongi is going to trust him. “Do you need anything?” he asks, just to make sure there’s nothing else he can do.

“It’s okay. I have stuff in my bag. I just left it in the kitchen last night.” He must see the frown starting to form on Yoongi’s face, or maybe it’s the faint scent of burnt cinnamon giving him away. Either way, Jimin gives a little half smile and leans back in to press a quick peck to Yoongi’s lips. “Give me ten minutes and I’ll come right back. Keep the bed warm for me, hyung?”

Hearing the word ‘hyung’ falling so easily from Jimin’s lips has Yoongi nodding before he can even process it, a wave of warmth rolling through him even as he watches Jimin slip out of the room.

God, Jimin is going to abuse this power, isn’t he?

Either way, Yoongi has ten minutes to kill and anxiety still churning in his belly, so he rolls over and buries his face in Jimin’s side of the pillow for a while before grabbing his phone to catch up on emails while he waits. With a sigh, he notices it’s still way too god damn early for him to be awake – not that there’s any way he’s falling back asleep right now.

*******

Jimin is doing his best not to panic.

He might have been okay if he didn’t have to walk past Jin and Taehyung in the kitchen to grab his bag. They both smile at him and greet him warmly, but he can see the moment they pick up on the scent of his slick – the way their nostrils flare and heads quirk just slightly. The thought of seeing their reactions sounds terrifying, so Jimin just focuses on the floor and mumbles an excuse about needing to hurry, grabbing his bag before practically bolting down the hall to the nearest bathroom.

He had forgotten that he wasn’t wearing his stupid plug.

After months of wearing it basically all of the time when they come to visit, he hadn’t even thought twice while he was half asleep and finally getting to kiss Yoongi. God damn it. The kiss had been so good too, but the second he felt the tiny trickle of slick leave him and heard Yoongi acknowledge it…

It shouldn’t feel this bad. Yoongi said he liked it, so why is Jimin’s brain still screaming at him that he’s ruined everything, that Yoongi was probably only lying to spare his feelings?

Maybe he knows why, but… It just doesn’t make any sense when it’s been literal years since everything that happened with Jihoon, since Jimin’s first heat, since all of it. So why can’t he just let it go? Why is he so afraid that the pack are going to be just as disgusted with him as Jihoon was when they haven’t done anything to indicate that. Why–

Jimin forces himself to take a deep breath and start cleaning up. If he keeps thinking about this, he’s going to keep spiraling, and right now he needs to get back to Yoongi to make sure he doesn’t spiral too. Yeah. Yoongi needs him, so he can put all of this aside for the moment and just help instead.

Feeling useful sounds better than feeling like this anyway.

He strips out of the pants Yoongi had borrowed him and switches out his underwear for a clean pair from his bag. It’s easy enough to clean himself up and to wash the tiny wet spot of slick off in the sink before wringing the underwear out and shoving them back into his bag. There’s no way he’s heading back through the kitchen right now, so he just puts his pants on and takes his bag with him to Yoongi’s room, thankful that he doesn’t pass anyone else in the halls.

Yoongi is where Jimin left him, head perking up right away at the sound of the door.

It takes Jimin’s eyes a moment to adjust to the darkness of the room once he shuts the door, but he manages to find his way back to Yoongi’s bed easily enough.

It’s hard to make out much in the dark, especially when Yoongi turns off the screen on his phone and sets it aside. At least there’s no more scent of burnt cinnamon, and Yoongi lifts the blankets for him right away. “You made it back. Feel better?”

“Yeah, sorry about that,” Jimin answers, crawling back under the covers and immediately scooting closer to Yoongi and the pleasant warmth rolling off of him.

“It’s okay.” Yoongi doesn’t waste any time pulling him right back in for cuddles. “You got cold out there. Everything okay?”

“I’m okay. Better now that I’m back in here.”

“Yeah?”

“Mhmm. You’re warm and comfy, and I wasn’t going to leave you hanging. I really am sorry. I didn’t mean to make you worry.”

“You don’t have to apologize. I want you to feel okay telling me if something is making you uncomfortable, or if I do something you don’t like,” Yoongi says. “I know that was a lot for a first kiss and I’m worried I pressured you–”

“You really didn’t,” Jimin assures him, pulling back enough to look Yoongi in the eyes, their heads resting on the pillow together. “I wanted it too, and it felt really good. It was… Honestly, it was hot as hell and if I hadn’t embarrassed myself, I wouldn’t have stopped.”

Yoongi lets out a long breath, some of the tension leaving his body. “Okay. That makes me feel less like I did something wrong.”

“Good, because you didn’t.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as Yoongi thinks, his arm thrown over Jimin’s middle with his thumb rubbing absent-minded little circles into his back. Eventually, Yoongi clicks his tongue and takes a deep breath. “So…” he trails off.

Jimin can’t help but let out a little laugh. “So?”

“I don’t know how to say it right. I’m bad at this stuff.”

“I know you think that, but you really aren’t. You’re easy to talk to, and part of that is because you don’t say everything right,” Jimin says, adding little air quotes on the word ‘right’. “I don’t need you to sugarcoat it for me, whatever it is.”

“It’s not mean. I just… I don't understand, I guess. You keep calling it embarrassing that you got wet but… I mean… Fuck, I don’t know how to say this without sounding weird, so just let me get it all out before you yell at me, okay?”

Jimin nods, not sure whether to be afraid of what’s about to come out of Yoongi’s mouth or not.

“Alright, so here’s the thing. We don’t have to do anything and I’m not asking you for anything, but I mean – I really like you, and I really liked kissing you. I’d like to do it again at some point, and if things get… God, I’m over complicating this. Look, I’m gonna just be honest. You’re hot and the thought of getting you wet is even hotter. I liked knowing that I was doing something right enough for you to react like that, and I have just never thought of it as something embarrassing or bad, but now I feel weird for enjoying something that made you so uncomfortable.”

Yoongi actually might have liked it. If nothing else, he seems genuinely confused about why Jimin is so ashamed, so maybe he really didn’t think it was pathetic at all?

And what would Yoongi have to gain from lying about this? If he really didn’t like it, there would be no point in him trying to convince Jimin that he did, unless he wanted to humiliate him – and he’s pretty sure that isn’t what Yoongi wants at all. Which means… Jimin sort of owes him some sort of explanation.

“I don’t like how easy it happens,” Jimin says, voice shaking already. He makes the split second decision to cuddle up closer to Yoongi, mostly so he can hide his face in the alpha’s chest, and maybe a little so that he can breathe in more of that comforting cinnamon scent. “It’s not like I never want to get wet. I do with Kookie and it’s usually okay because I know he likes it, but with all of you guys I… I’m worried you’ll think it’s pathetic, or be bothered by the scent, or…” He trails off, feeling the beginnings of tears in his eyes and doing his best to not let them fall.

Yoongi presses a few gentle kisses to the top of Jimin’s head, holding him close and whispering, “Min-ah, none of us are ever going to think those things about you. Your scent is perfect, and when you get slick it’s just like a more intense version of something I already love. I was… When you went to clean up, I was sad I wouldn’t get to smell you like that anymore.”

Jimin can’t fight back the glimmer of hope that shoots through him at that. “Really?”

“Really, sweetheart. If it’s something that’s hard for you, I don’t want to push you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with. I just don’t want you to think for a damn second that I didn’t love every moment of it, that I didn’t want…” Yoongi trails off, scent spiking just a little as he shakes his head.

“That you didn’t want…?”

“More,” Yoongi breathes.

Now Jimin is crying. It’s just a few tears, and more out of relief than anything. Maybe he still doesn’t know how he’s going to work through this, how to push through the panic and learn to relax like he does with Jungkook – but at least a part of him feels like it’s possible if Yoongi (and maybe the others) can really be this interested and understanding.

His voice is barely above a whisper when he manages a tiny, “Thank you.”

“Min-ah, are you crying? Fuck, I’m so sorry if I said something shitty. I really didn’t mean–”

“Good tears,” Jimin assures him, keeping his head buried in Yoongi’s chest and taking shaking breaths full of his scent. “This was something I thought I was over. Then this morning happened and I realized I’m apparently not and I was terrified of what it might mean, but maybe… I feel like it’s less scary now.”

“Something you thought you were over? Was it umm…”

“Yeah, same asshole. We don’t have to talk about it.”

“I’m gonna say one thing and then we can drop it if you want, alright?”

Jimin nods, bracing himself for whatever is coming.

Yoongi must feel him tense, because he starts rubbing his hand up and down Jimin’s back, whispering, “It’s okay, Min-ah. Nothing bad. Just – I don’t know what he did or said to you, but I know none of us would ever do anything to hurt you. We care about you. I care about you.”

Okay, that wasn’t bad at all. He’s not sure he can process all of this right now, but at least he feels like Yoongi is telling the truth – like he really does like everything that happened this morning. And even if Jimin isn’t sure where to start (or if the pack will keep courting him long enough for him to figure it out), it feels like there’s a chance to have something safe and secure with people who care about him.

Jimin lets out the breath he was holding and relaxes back into Yoongi’s arms. “Thank you, Yoongi-hyung.”

That earns him a groan. “Fuck. Gonna take me a while to get used to hearing you say that.”

“So you’re telling me I should save it for special occasions?” Jimin jokes, jumping on the chance to talk about something less serious.

“If the special occasion is you wanting to put my head in the gutter,” Yoongi grumbles. After a few seconds he adds, “I’ll try not to be weird about it.”

“It’s okay, you know. That you think of me like that. I mean, I sent you those pictures for a reason – and it’s not because I don’t want you thinking I’m attractive.”

“Well good, because they were so attractive it damn near hurt. I was just trying to figure out where the boundaries are, and it felt weird to be fantasizing about you like that when we hadn’t even kissed – but your fucking belly button ring, and your thighs in that one picture.” Yoongi lets out a sigh, his scent going pleasantly sweet. “I’m glad it doesn’t bother you at least.”

“Would have been more bothered if you didn’t like them.”

“Physically impossible.”

Jimin huffs out a laugh. “Good to know.”

They both go silent for a while, and Jimin finally pulls his face away from Yoongi’s chest to get a better look at the alpha. They share a little smile and Jimin leans in for another kiss, slow enough for Yoongi to deny him if he isn’t interested, but that apparently isn’t an issue.

It’s soft, just a tender press of lips with none of the heated desperation of their kisses this morning, but it feels perfect. He likes the thought that this is something he’s just allowed to do now.

“Thank you,” Jimin says when he pulls back and rests his head on the pillow. “I appreciate you being so understanding when I was freaking out earlier. It’s still early and this was a lot to drop on you when you just woke up.”

Yoongi raises an unimpressed brow. “You didn’t drop anything on me. We both just woke up and shit happened and we handled it together. Thank you for coming back to talk to me. It is still really goddamn early though, and I don’t know if I’m ready for socializing with everyone.”

“Wanna get a couple more hours of sleep?”

“God yes. Do you?”

“Honestly? Yeah, I could go for some more sleep. Can I stay, hyung?” Jimin bats his lashes and puckers his lips while holding back a laugh.

“Brat,” Yoongi mumbles, leaning in to give Jimin one more peck on the lips.

“You like me. You said so yourself.”

“Still a brat. But yeah, I’d like it if you stayed.”

~~ When Jimin and Yoongi are woken up the second time, it’s by Taehyung and Jungkook giggling and climbing into bed with them. Yoongi grumbles but moves to accommodate Taehyung wiggling his way in between the two of them, while Jungkook slips in behind Jimin and presses a kiss to the back of his neck.

“Are you gonna sleep all day, hyung?”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees. “Jungkookie says he has some errands to run and that you’re gonna go with him, Jiminie.”

“Errands…” Jimin racks his brain trying to remember what he was supposed to do for a few seconds before he remembers and lets out a groan. “It’s grocery day, isn’t it?”

“It sure is. TaeTae even offered to have the security team drive us so we don’t have to take the bus or carry them home. If you don’t wanna come, you don’t have to though.”

“Wanna come,” Jimin mumbles. “Need baking supplies. Promised I was gonna make you fresh bread after my bath.”

Taehyung rolls over to face Yoongi now, and Jimin takes the opportunity to snuggle up behind him. “You should get up too, Yoongi-hyung.”

“Debatable,” Yoongi grumbles.

Jimin is content to stay sandwiched between Jungkook and Taehyung for the next few minutes, listening to conversation happening around them until he finally starts to feel alert. Yoongi takes a bit more convincing, but eventually the four of them manage to get up.

Once he’s changed and brushed his teeth, there’s a whole slew of goodbyes to say with everyone awake now. Thankfully, Jin and Taehyung don’t say anything about their little run in with him this morning when he’d gone to grab his bag in the kitchen, and Jimin hugs them extra tight in thanks before accepting their goodbye kisses.

Grocery shopping is way more pleasant without having to take the bus. It’s normally not a big deal, but they need a lot of stuff today and Jungkook is immediately excited when they find out Wonho is the one driving them. Jimin relaxes quietly while the two of them chat on the way to the grocery store, and then on the way back to their apartment too. Wonho even offers to help carry groceries, but they tell him not to worry and load up their arms with all their bags instead.

While they put everything away, Jimin tells Jungkook about finally kissing Yoongi (skipping over his embarrassing mishap for now), and then listens to Jungkook happily describe how nice it was to finally stay the night. Apparently, Namjoon had barely woken up when they came to bed last night, but the second he woke up with Jungkook next to him this morning, his scent went all warm and happy and they both stayed cuddled up for like half an hour before getting out of bed.

“You still gonna take your bath, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, I was thinking about going now. Why?”

“Hobi-hyung is gonna take me and Namjoon-hyung out to a gym with really nice rock climbing walls this afternoon, so I might be gone when you get out – unless you want to come too?”

Jimin shakes his head with a laugh. “No thanks. I’ll leave all that fun to you guys while I spend my day off relaxing and making your bread.”

“That’s kind of what I thought you would say,” Jungkook says, grinning and pulling Jimin into his arms. “Figured I would offer anyways. See you later tonight?”

Jimin wraps his arms around Jungkook too, leaning up for a kiss. “Sounds good to me. Have fun, okay?”

He spends well over an hour soaking in the tub, soft music playing from a little speaker that Yoongi gave them, and some fancy candles from Taehyung bathing the room in an inviting glow. It’s exactly what he's been wanting, and he stays in until the water starts to go cool.

After that, he starts making Jungkook’s bread, not that he’s not going to eat it too. Jungkook had just specifically requested ‘the good bread’ – which is a relatively simple recipe Jimin had learned from his grandma and has been making for years by this point. Jungkook is partial to it because he likes to toast it up with plenty of butter, and Jimin likes the familiarity and simplicity of it.

He goes through the steps almost without thinking, measuring and mixing and kneading until he has to give the dough time to rise. It’s the perfect opportunity to get a little homework done, but he’s determined to relax and enjoy this day off, so he grabs a wine cooler and plops down on the couch with his phone instead.

It’s not long before he gets a message.

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: how’s your day off?

[Jimin]: Going good. Took a nice long bath and now I’m making bread (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What’s up?

[Tae]: so i didn’t want to make a fuss in front of anyone

[Tae]: but you sure smelled nice when you left yoongi-hyung’s room this morning (・ω<)

[Jimin]: Oh god I’m so embarrassed (・_・;)

[Jimin]: Both of you noticed didn’t you?

[Tae]: why would you be embarrassed about smelling good?

[Jimin]: You mean smelling like slick

[Tae]: same thing

[Tae]: i am not seeing the problem here

[Tae]: did you and yoongi-hyung finally kiss? (^ω^)

[Tae]: were you getting handsy in your sleep again?

[Jimin]: OMG NO

[Jimin]: We kissed but I did not do anything weird in my sleep

[Tae]: good cause i want the next time you get frisky in your sleep to be with me (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Tae]: i am glad you two finally kissed though. took you long enough

[Tae]: was it good?

[Tae]: maybe a dumb question considering it’s pretty obvious you enjoyed it

[Jimin]: Yes it was good

[Jimin]: At least until I embarrassed myself (〃ー〃)

[Tae]: how did you embarrass yourself?

[Jimin]: ???

[Jimin]: The whole getting wet from a little kissing thing

[Tae]: jiminie ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: that’s not embarrassing

[Tae]: that’s hot

[Jimin]: I don’t know. I just wish it didn’t happen so easy

[Tae]: easy?

[Tae]: i’ve never smelled slick on you once before this morning

[Tae]: even the other night when we messed around in your bed you didn’t get wet at all

[Jimin]: That’s not exactly true ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: umm

[Tae]: explain please

[Jimin]: Okay but can we just keep this between us for right now? Kookie knows too but I just don’t want to worry about talking to the hyungs yet

[Tae]: my lips are sealed

[Jimin]: Thank you

[Jimin]: It does happen really easy for me

[Jimin]: Like embarrassingly easy. And some stuff happened and I sort of feel weird about it

[Jimin]: So I just wear a plug

[Tae]: what like all the time? (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jimin]: No not all the time

[Jimin]: Like not when I’m at home really

[Jimin]: Unless I’m close to my heat and getting weird about feeling empty

[Tae]: but when you come over? or when we come visit you? you’re just always wearing one?

[Jimin]: Pretty much ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: is that comfortable?

[Jimin]: I don’t mind it. It’s not uncomfortable and it’s way better than embarrassing myself

[Tae]: jiminie

[Tae]: who taught you that making slick was embarrassing?

[Tae]: because i promise you it’s really not

[Jimin]: Jihoon was always a jerk about it

[Jimin]: Really bad a couple of times

[Jimin]: Which for the record I thought I was over. Everything is fine with me and Kookie and I know he likes when I get wet

[Jimin]: But the thought of anyone else knowing makes me feel kind of terrified. Especially when it happens after just scenting or some kissing (〃ー〃)

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: give me a second to process that

[Tae]: maybe tell me why you didn’t wear one this morning?

[Jimin]: It was because I got called in for that shift yesterday and I don’t wear them to work. I forgot to pack one in my bag and I didn’t want to cause a fuss leaving when I got to your house and realized

[Jimin]: I thought it would be fine but then I woke up this morning and me and Yoongi-hyung were kissing and I just forgot I didn’t have one in

[Jimin]: Sort of panicked and had to get my bag so I could change. I could tell when you guys smelled it too and I was just so ashamed I kind of just had to run

[Jimin]: Sorry if it was weird

[Tae]: honestly we just assumed you were embarrassed

[Tae]: but like the cute normal kind

[Tae]: i wish i had realized you were upset

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I wanted to just hurry and get back to Yoongi-hyung so we could talk

[Tae]: you guys talked about it?

[Jimin]: A bit yeah. Not about me wearing plugs. I kind of don’t want to deal with everyone knowing that right now

[Tae]: that’s fair. it’s your body and you’re entitled to your privacy ♥

[Tae]: okay i’ve had a minute to think and i wanna say two things

[Tae]: one: jihoon was an absolute piece of shit. making slick is normal and sexy and i can basically guarantee you smell incredible when you’re all worked up. like it’s kind of biologically designed to be appealing and i’m so sorry he twisted it like that

[Tae]: two: i really want to help you with this and i think it might be easiest to do with another omega when you’re ready to start exploring. we can help make some more positive experiences for you to draw on instead of those horrible ones

[Tae]: and i’m not just offering cause i wanna see you all slicked up

[Tae]: though that would definitely be a bonus (^ω^)

[Tae]: but i really do wanna help

[Jimin]: That’s nice of you to offer (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jimin]: Yoongi-hyung was really nice about it this morning too

[Tae]: it makes me really happy you guys talked about it

[Jimin]: Yeah me too i think. It was awkward but I didn’t want him thinking he did anything wrong

[Jimin]: Since i did sorta run off on him

[Jimin]: But about your offer. I guess I don’t really know where to start and I feel kind of overwhelmed about it after this morning

[Jimin]: Not that I don’t appreciate it and maybe wanna take you up on it

[Jimin]: I’m sorry (´;︵;`)

[Tae]: nothing to be sorry for

[Tae]: we don’t have to deal with it right now and the last thing i wanna do is pressure you

[Tae]: it was more meant to be me letting you know that i want to help you when you’re ready

[Tae]: whenever that is (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Okay. That sounds less scary

[Jimin]: Thank you TaeTae (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: of course

[Tae]: if you’re feeling overwhelmed is there anything i can do to help?

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I’m just gonna finish making up Kookie’s bread and then put on some bad TV and mess around on my phone

[Tae]: that sounds chill

[Tae]: if you end up needing anything or just wanna talk about nonsense let me know

[Jimin]: I will ♡

[Tae]: ♥

Notes:

That's all ten first kisses complete - and it only took us about 300k words ( ̄▽ ̄)”

I'll see you next Sunday for one last bit of spice before we embark on the journey through our next plot arc (which I am so, so excited to share with you)!

Chapter 56: Anything You Want

Notes:

We're earning our explicit rating yet again this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Tae to JK]

[Tae]: Attachment: Link

[Tae]: i think i found our project for today (✿◠‿◠)

~

One of the things Jungkook likes most about dates with Taehyung is that they tend to involve eating some really good junk food – and it looks like today will be no exception. The link Taehyung sends him is a recipe video for fried potato pancakes stuffed with a ton of cheese, then shallow fried until they look all mouthwatering and golden brown.

It's a relatively simple recipe, and Jungkook can already see improvements in his mind.

Part of the fun of these projects is trying to take the recipe over the top. They've already made macaroni and cheese that was so rich and cheesy they could barely finish a bowl each, a recreation of Jungkook's pizza cone (smaller this time but still stuffed to the brim with toppings), and even a whole spread of candied fruit they enlisted Jimin's help for. It's far from the only time Jimin has helped either. They both enjoy trying to recreate all the weird recipe videos Taehyung sends them, and Jimin is always enthusiastically on board anytime it's a dessert.

And Jungkook also really likes getting to eat those creations.

~

[JK]: that looks so good

[JK]: lets do it

[Tae]: awesome! (^ω^)

[Tae]: need me to grab any groceries on my way over?

~

Taehyung shows up with a bag of potatoes and a grocery bag full of the other requests Jungkook made, plus a few of his own additions.

They spend hours destroying Jungkook's kitchen in their efforts. It takes a few attempts to get the pancakes right, mostly because the process of forming the potato dough around the filling while keeping everything contained takes some practice. Taehyung never quite gets the hang of it, but he helps set Jungkook up for success instead. Dividing labor is something they've gotten pretty good at by this point. They work together well, always seeming to be on the same general wavelength about what to do next, or at least both equally enthusiastic to follow whatever suggestion one of them offers up.

By the end, they have a few small batches with various fillings to show for all their work. All of them are stuffed with plenty of cheese, but Jungkook is partial to the batch with vegetables included, while Taehyung prefers the ones with pork belly.

“You know, this was easier than I thought,” Taehyung says, tearing his pancake in half and stretching the cheese connecting both halves until it snaps a few inches later.

“Yeah, this is probably our easiest project yet.” Jungkook wants to be proud of that fact, but instead it just sort of feels… underwhelming. He likes when they really have to work at these, or at least find some way to take the recipe far enough for that satisfaction they both crave. “Hmm, maybe we could…”

“Bigger?”

Jungkook feels a grin stretch across his face. He nods. “Bigger, yeah! It might fall apart when we try to flip it, but… If we heat up both skillets, we could make one as big as the pan and then just flip it right into the other pan.”

“And we could fit all the toppings in it!”

“We've probably only got enough potatoes left to make one,” Jungkook says, sizing up the remainder of their dough. “We can definitely make it big, but we gotta make sure we do it right too.”

“We've totally got this. Besides, you know what they say: Go big…”

“Or go home,” Jungkook finishes. “Let's do it.”

~~

Making the giant stuffed potato pancake definitely feels way more fun.

There are challenges along the way, like Jungkook splattering some hot oil on his arm during the flipping process and a couple of cracks in the exterior of the pancake, but overall he considers it a success. The biggest crack actually leaks a bit of cheese out, but it just ends up forming a sort of crispy cheese crust over part of one side.

They both agree it's better that way. If they ever make it again someday, Jungkook will plan to get that crunchy cheese crust on one whole side of the pancake.

Taehyung isn't usually a fan of cleaning, but he always pitches in when they do stuff like this, and Jungkook can't help but find it sweet every time he offers. He's grateful for the help too, especially considering the massive mess they tend to make as they tweak and remake recipes until they're satisfied.

“Well, we've got the rest of the night to hang out now, hyung,” Jungkook says as they finish cleaning up and packing away the leftovers. (They had tried, but there was no way they could finish everything they made. It's okay though. He loves leftovers, and Jimin will get to try it this way too.) “Anything special you wanted to do today? We could finish that anime we started last time if you want?”

The look Taehyung gives him in response is a coy little grin that he follows with a long, obvious up and down glance over Jungkook's body. “I might have something specific in mind. Like, very specific – if you're interested?”

“What are you thinking?”

Taehyung steps closer, crowding Jungkook back against the kitchen table and then flicking his head over toward the living room. “Putting on a show. Just a little tease for the hyungs if they're watching, like you and Jiminie do sometimes.”

The cameras.

Honestly, Jungkook doesn't think of them much. He's been surrounded by cameras his whole life and has adapted to the presence of these ones with no trouble at all. It's usually Jimin who reminds him of their existence if the two of them start getting hot and heavy outside of the bedroom, and then Jungkook carries his mate off to the bed without a thought. But maybe he should think about it more, because the thought that one of the hyungs might be watching, and that they might enjoy seeing it…

He likes that. He likes it a lot.

“You think they're watching now?” Jungkook asks, feeling his heart start to pound in his chest and his scent going sweet.

“Yoongi-hyung almost always is.” The smile on Taehyung's face widens like he definitely can tell that Jungkook is interested. “You really haven't thought about it before?”

“Not really. Jiminie is the one who usually reminds me to move things to the bedroom and by that point I'm kind of more concerned with getting him naked than thinking about whether someone is watching us.”

Taehyung laughs at that. “God, you're just the cutest. How do you feel now that you are thinking about it?”

“I wanna,” Jungkook says, resting his hands on Taehyung's hips and leaning in closer, tilting his head up for a kiss. “I like the thought of them seeing us.”

All he gets for his efforts is a quick peck before Taehyung is pulling back faster than Jungkook can lean in to chase the kiss. “No rush, Jungkookie,” he giggles, reaching up to wrap his arms around Jungkook's shoulders. “Wanna make them wait a little, so let's start slow.”

“Was kissing too fast?”

“We can still kiss a little, but I wanna hold off on the makeout for a few minutes. Gives them more opportunity to realize there's going to be a show – but don't worry. I know something we can do to pass the time.”

“What's that?”

Taehyung leans in for another kiss, a little slower this time before he pulls back and says, “Tell me about what you and Jiminie have gotten up to while he's asleep.”

“Still thinking about what happened the other night?” Jungkook asks, unable to keep from grinning. He loves when Jimin gets all frisky in his sleep, and he likes knowing he isn't the only one who enjoys it. “Wanna do it again?”

“Yeah, I just keep thinking about what would have happened if I didn't wake him up. I asked him if he would be interested and he said he was, but he seemed a little shy about it. Told me I could ask you about some of the stuff you've done.”

“Sure, what do you want to know?”

“Does he ever finish? Like rut up against you until he cums?”

“He did one time, yeah. Usually I prefer to be more of an active participant so he doesn't get the chance, but that night I was tired and it took me a while to really get my brain working – plus I was curious if he would wake up.”

Taehyung's scent starts to tip sweet at the words, eyelashes fluttering just a little. His voice comes out low when he asks, “Did he?”

Okay. Now he definitely wants to be a tease. If Taehyung wants a show, he's gonna do his best to make it one.

Jungkook spins them around and lifts Taehyung up onto the kitchen table easily, standing between his legs and crowding in close. “Kiss first, hyung?”

“God, you lift me like I weigh nothing,” Taehyung says, smiling and leaning in to meet Jungkook's lips, the first hints of heat bleeding into the kiss.

This time it's Jungkook who breaks away, though he doesn't go far, keeping Taehyung close. “Jiminie did wake up, but only once he was already cumming. He was so cute and embarrassed – gave me a sleepy blowjob because he felt bad I didn't have an orgasm too.”

Fuck,” Taehyung whispers. “I don't know why that's so hot.”

“Which part?”

“Something about him making himself cum in his sleep. Like the whole thing is hot, but that… God, I bet he looked so fucking good.”

“You might have to wait a little bit for a chance at that. He doesn't usually get active when he's asleep, but he's really reactive.”

“Reactive like… You mean– Do you guys do that even when he doesn't start it?”

“Might cost you another kiss to find out. You wanted to put on a show, right?”

Taehyung is leaning up in an instant, dragging Jungkook down for another kiss. This one is decidedly more intense, with Taehyung letting out a soft little whine and licking tentatively over Jungkook's bottom lip until he opens and they can properly taste each other.

“What else, Jungkookie?” Taehyung says, head dipping down to nip at Jungkook's jaw, his throat. “Tell me how he's reactive.”

“Some mornings when I get up early and I know he doesn't have anything important to wake up for, I like to get him all riled up in his sleep. It's so easy to get him whining and leaking. Sometimes he wakes up pretty fast, but other times I can make him cum first – or let him wake up with me already inside him.”

Taehyung bites. Not a proper nip over his scent gland, but the pressure of teeth in his neck still has Jungkook letting out a low little moan.

“You sound so good,” Taehyung says, releasing his neck and reaching for the hem of his shirt instead, pulling it over Jungkook's head in one fluid motion and letting out a low whistle. “God, and you look so good too.”

Jungkook can feel his cheeks flush, the compliment going straight to his head and making his thoughts feel fuzzy. He's proud of his body. It's hard not to be with all the time he has spent working on it, but having that effort appreciated by others always makes him feel warm inside. “You've seen me shirtless before.”

That gets a laugh out of Taehyung as he settles his hands on Jungkook's stomach and drags them up his chest, fingers spread wide. “Yeah, but now I get to touch.”

“Can I see you too?” Jungkook asks, fingertips just barely slipping under the fabric of Taehyung's t-shirt.

“Soon. Gimme a minute to admire you first – although actually… I can admire with my hands. Kiss me again.”

If they weren't properly making out before, they definitely are now. Taehyung whines and lets out tiny little moans into Jungkook's mouth, hands exploring his chest thoroughly, tracing lines of muscle and dragging nails gently down his flank. It feels good, but Jungkook decides it isn't fair to let Taehyung have all the fun.

He lets his own hands wander, sliding from Taehyung's hips up underneath his shirt. The silky material gives him plenty of room to explore and touch all the smooth skin underneath that he's dying to see, spreading his fingers over Taehyung's tummy, the dip of his waist, and then higher.

His fingers barely graze over a nipple. Even just that tiny touch has Taehyung's breath hitching into their kiss, and Jungkook definitely doesn't ignore the reaction, rubbing over the nipple again before gently rolling it between his thumb and forefinger.

Taehyung shudders, letting out a whine as he breaks their kiss.

“Is that good, hyung?” Jungkook asks, giving the nipple a soft pinch.

Hell,” Taehyung breathes, hips jerking forward enough to grind his growing erection against Jungkook's, drawing a little gasp from both of them. “Okay, show's over. Bedroom now please.”

~~

Jungkook manages to get the two of them to the bedroom relatively quickly, hoisting Taehyung up off the table by his thighs without a second thought. The gesture earns him a laugh, even as Taehyung wraps his legs around Jungkook's waist and allows himself to be carried.

“So strong, Jungkookie,” he says in between giggles, lips pressing soft little kisses into Jungkook's neck as they make their way down the hall.

“You're not really heavy, you know.”

“Doesn't mean I'm not gonna enjoy it.”

Jungkook carries him to the bedroom, and gently kicks the door shut behind them. “Bed?”

“Yes please. You okay if I kind of have an agenda for this first part?” Taehyung asks, pressing another kiss to the underside of Jungkook's jaw as he's set down on the edge of the bed.

“An agenda is fine with me. Where do you want me?”

“Head up on the pillows, on your back.” Taehyung turns to watch while Jungkook does as he requests, reclining against the pillows and blushing at the obvious line of his dick straining against his jeans. “Perfect. God, I've been thinking about this for ages,” he says, crawling towards Jungkook with a dangerously hot glint in his eyes. He's got all the grace of a cat as he climbs over Jungkook's outstretched legs, eyes scanning over his body like he's drinking in every detail.

Jungkook swallows. “Really?”

Taehyung's eyes stop at the tent in Jungkook's pants, a smile curling one corner of his mouth as he leans forward. “Wow, Jiminie wasn’t lying. You really are hung,” he says, rubbing his palm up the entire length of Jungkook's cock through his jeans before starting to work them open.

God–” Jungkook gasps at the little bit of friction. “You two sure know how to make a guy feel special.” He lifts his hips and allows Taehyung to get his pants off of him, leaving him in just his boxers which only makes his erection more glaringly obvious. It should be embarrassing, but when Taehyung catches sight of it his gaze darkens and he licks his lips and – fuck how is Jungkook supposed to be embarrassed when Taehyung is looking at him like he’s starved.

Wow, look at you,” Taehyung says, eyes never leaving Jungkook’s dick.

His hands slide up Jungkook’s thighs and he slowly leans forward, and this is absolutely how Jungkook is going to die because Taehyung’s face is literal inches away from his dick, looking at it like he fully intends to devour him and–

Taehyung stops just short of actually touching him, head slowly tipping up until his eyes meet Jungkook’s, and smirking at whatever desperate look is probably slapped onto his face. “How many times can you cum?” he asks, tone even as if it’s the most normal question ever.

“Uh, how many times do you need?”

Taehyung gives him an almost dangerous looking smile. “Oh, aren’t you sweet? Is that how this is going to go? Anything I want?”

That sounds like a great idea.

“Yeah, hyung. Anything you want.”

“I need a sec to think. Come here.” Taehyung smiles at him and leans up for a kiss, hands still planted firmly on Jungkook’s hips. It’s just a warm press of lips at first, but it doesn’t take long to become heated, Taehyung’s mouth opening for him at the first swipe of tongue.

Jungkook doesn’t know how Taehyung can manage to think like this. His own thoughts feel limited to ‘oh fuck he feels so good’ and ‘how am I this lucky’ on repeat over and over while Taehyung’s body just keeps inching closer. He’s practically in Jungkook’s lap now, only inches away from finally brushing up against his aching dick, which at this point is leaving a damp spot where the head strains against his boxers. Everything feels so good. Both of their scents have gone sweet, but he can tell when Taehyung starts leaking slick, the warm cloying smell of maple growing steadily as he whimpers into Jungkook’s mouth.

“Tae, you smell so fucking good,” Jungkook groans in between kisses. “Bet you taste delicious.”

Taehyung is the one to break the kiss, head quirked to the side and a smile on his face. “Now there’s a thought.”

“You know what you want now?” Jungkook asks. God he hopes that Taehyung knows what he wants, and that one of those wants is to fucking touch him, or he might actually die. “Want me to eat you out?”

“Not quite, but definitely next time. Was thinking something else.”

Jungkook just nods and waits. Whatever Taehyung wants, he is going to do his best to make it happen.

“Here’s how this is going to go. I’m going to get you out of these boxers and you’re gonna get on your hands and knees for me so I can eat you out. You’re going to cum like that for me and then I’m going to fuck myself absolutely stupid on your dick. Objections?”

Jungkook feels like he’s been punched in the gut – but in like the best way possible.

“That sounds great,” he manages to croak, throat gone almost immediately dry.

“Oh you’re so fucking cute like this. C’mon, let’s get these off of you,” Taehyung says, fingers at the waistband of Jungkook’s boxers.

Once he is entirely naked, he goes to turn over and get on his hands and knees as requested, but Taehyung presses him back down into the bed with a hand on his hip.

“Do you not want–”

“Just a really fast detour, I promise. Fuck, look at how wet you are,” Taehyung says with something like wonder in his voice, eyes once again not leaving Jungkook’s dick. “Just give me a minute.”

Finally. Fucking finally, Taehyung touches his dick, hand wrapping around the shaft as he leans in and drags his tongue over the head. The movement is slow and his mouth is so fucking warm that Jungkook has to fight to keep his eyes from rolling back into his skull. He doesn’t want to miss a second of this.

A string of spit and precum connects them when he pulls back and Jungkook’s brain promptly stops working because that is sofuckinghot holy shit–

He chokes out a broken gasp.

Taehyung laughs at the reaction, making eye contact as he sticks his tongue out and licks at him again, a broad stroke up the underside of his dick. When he reaches the tip, he opens his mouth and sucks him in, tongue working back and forth while his cheeks hollow in a way that makes Jungkook feel dizzy. He has to work to keep still, fighting the urge to thrust deeper into the searing heat of Taehyung’s mouth as he sucks lazily at the head of Jungkook’s dick, tongue dipping into the slit before swirling around him again in slow circles.

Taehyung was made for this. It’s unfair how good he looks with his lips wrapped around Jungkook’s cock, strands of black hair falling in front of his eyes as he lets out a muffled moan.

“Fuck, you look so good, hyung,” Jungkook groans.

Taehyung lets him go with a wet pop, licking his lips and giving him a big smile. “Sorry, your dick is so pretty I couldn’t help myself. You wanna turn over for me now?”

Jungkook nods and flips over onto his hands and knees, feeling the first spike of nerves at how exposed he is. He wonders if he’s supposed to be wet by now, if Taehyung will be disappointed that he isn’t yet. Jimin would definitely be dripping at this point but he’s always gotten wet at the drop of a hat – and even though he knows that bothers his mate, Jungkook can't help but be envious sometimes.

“Shit, just look at you,” Taehyung says with something like awe in his voice, running a hand up Jungkook’s thigh and over his ass. “You’re so pretty.”

The compliment makes Jungkook flush and takes him out of his thoughts. “Hyung,” he breathes, feeling Taehyung spread his cheeks, exposing him further.

“I’m surprised you’re not leaking here too,” Taehyung says casually. His tone is light, but that doesn’t stop Jungkook from freezing on the spot.

Shit, he definitely noticed.

“Oh, I don’t always make a lot of slick out of heat. I umm… take a bit to get warmed up. Sorry,” Jungkook says, chewing at his lip a little. God, he wishes he'd given this even a little thought beforehand. At least then maybe he'd know what to say instead of panicking.

Is Taehyung put off that he isn’t wet enough? Jimin has never seemed to mind but what if other people do? What if the pack–

“Hey,” Taehyung says slowly, leaning forward to press himself up against Jungkook’s back. “You don’t have anything to apologize for, Jungkookie.” He presses a couple of kisses into Jungkook’s back. “I can smell how worried you are. We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.”

“No, no that’s not it at all. I really, really want you to touch me. I just know it’s not exactly normal and I am worried that maybe you won't... That you might not want me if I’m...” Jungkook trails off. He’s making such a mess of this. They were just supposed to have fun and it was supposed to be sexy and he’s ruining it with all of–

“Not want you? Are you serious?” Taehyung pulls at Jungkook’s shoulder. “Here, turn back over okay?”

Shit. He really did ruin it, didn’t he? Everything was going just fine and then he had to go and get himself all worked up. Should have just not even thought about it, should have just–

Taehyung pulls at his shoulder again.

Jungkook hangs his head. “I’m sorry. We can just keep going. I didn’t mean to kill the mood.”

“We don’t have to stop. Just consider this another detour, okay? Now c’mon. Turn over so I can see your face, please?”

Jungkook does as he’s asked, rolling back over and immediately getting tackled into a hug. He opens his mouth to speak but is cut off with a kiss before he can get the words out. Taehyung’s mouth is gentle and even though he’s still fully clothed, his body is warm against Jungkook’s.

When Taehyung finishes kissing him, he pulls back enough to fix Jungkook with an almost sad sort of stare. “You’re really bothered by this, huh? Jiminie worries he gets wet too easy and you worry you don't get wet enough? You poor things. We'll show you both that you're perfect just the way you are.”

Jungkook feels his cheeks go a little pink. “It's not the same. Jiminie gets worried because bad things happened to him. Nothing bad happened to me. I… I just don’t want to disappoint anyone. I umm...” He looks down at Taehyung’s chest. “I really like you and the hyungs. I want you all to want me for a mate, but if I’m not a good enough omega–”

“Oh, Jungkookie, none of us would ever think you’re a bad omega,” Taehyung interrupts. “Listen, I’d want you even if you made no slick at all, and the hyungs are gonna feel the exact same way, okay?”

“It’s not too much work?” Jungkook asks, voice quiet.

“Work? Are you serious? I would pay so much money to hear you try and explain to any one of the hyungs how foreplay is work. You’re so gorgeous and so damn responsive that you’re going to have to beg them to quit teasing and just fuck you.”

Jungkook cracks a little smile at that. “You really think so?”

“I know so. You don’t have anything to worry about, baby,” Taehyung answers, pressing a soothing kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland. “We’re all gonna take such good care of you.”

Jungkook feels the prickle of tears in his eyes and leans in to kiss Taehyung before they can fall, pressing lips to his cheek until Taehyung lifts his head so they can kiss properly. It’s achingly sweet, how gently their lips press together and how it has him feeling better almost instantly. It makes his heart flutter, a steady drip of warmth spreading across his chest.

Fuck, he just likes Taehyung so much.

After a minute the kiss ends, but they stay close, foreheads pressed together and their noses brushing every few seconds.

“Thank you, hyung,” Jungkook whispers.

“Nothing you need to thank me for, Jungkookie. Now, let me clarify something and then you can tell me how you feel about it, okay?”

“Okay.”

“So the thing is that I still really wanna eat you out, but not if it's just gonna make you worry about whether you get wet or not. I promise you I want you either way, and if you don’t get wet even a little, that just means you’re gonna taste like me instead and that is hot as fuck. Does that sound okay, or do you want to do something else instead?”

Jungkook blushes. He does want that – wants to give Taehyung anything he asks for, but also wants to feel good – and he trusts that Taehyung is being honest with him. “I wanna try,” he answers. “Wanna let you.”

“Okay. You can tell me if anything makes you uncomfortable, and we can try to figure something else out, or just stop completely if that's what you need.” Taehyung gives him one more quick peck, lips curled into a smile. “Gonna turn back over for me?”

Jungkook complies with a nod, the two of them parting far enough that he can turn over again. He does feel less anxious this time, a fact that's only helped by the low whistle Taehyung gives.

“Might be even prettier the second time, Jungkookie. Gonna touch you now, okay?”

“You can,” he answers, trying to tip his hips up more invitingly.

Taehyung seems to be in no hurry at all, hands kneading at Jungkook’s ass and mouth sucking marks into the flesh of his thighs. Occasionally there's a scrape of teeth that leaves his nerves buzzing with anticipation for a bite that never comes, until eventually he's every bit as hard as he was before their little detour.

It’s surprisingly easy to get lost in Taehyung touching him. His hands are always moving, always applying pressure, and the way he drags a hot brand of suck marks from thigh to cheek in a wet line is enough to leave Jungkook feeling dazed. He barely registers how shaky his breathing has become, or the low little whines starting to leave his mouth every time he feels teeth brush his skin.

He's nearly trembling by the time Taehyung licks the first wet stripe over his hole, heat curling in his belly as he lets out a sigh and relaxes into the touch.

“Oh, you like that, baby? Can I give you more?”

“Want more,” Jungkook agrees, barely holding back a whimper as Taehyung licks over him again. There's nothing shy in his explorations, just the warm, never ending pressure of his mouth against Jungkook's hole, tongue tracing lazy circles around him until he's dipping inside with a moan that Jungkook echoes.

Taehyung's hands don't stay still either, sometimes spreading him wider or raking nails over his thighs, even sliding down low enough to give a few loose tugs to his cock. He won't last long like this, not if Taehyung keeps touching his dick too, but there's something else he wants… something he's thought about more times than he'd like to admit.

“TaeTae, can – oh,” Jungkook cuts himself off as Taehyung's tongue spears him open again and turns his thoughts to mush.

A few moments later, Taehyung pulls back, rubbing a soothing hand over the swell of Jungkook's ass. “You okay, baby? Something you need?”

“Not need, but I – I've been thinking about something. About umm… your hands, hyung.” In Jungkook's defense, Taehyung has really nice hands. He really can't be blamed for fantasizing about how good it would feel to have those long, pretty fingers inside of him.

“Yeah?” Taehyung encourages. He sounds incredibly pleased by this development, voice gone all deep and dripping honey as he spreads his fingers wide over Jungkook's ass, thumb just close enough to his hole to tease. “What about my hands?”

Fuck, you're voice too.”

Taehyung laughs, low and pretty before pressing a kiss to Jungkook's thigh. “One thing at a time, baby. Tell me what you want?”

“Want your fingers, hyung, please?”

It feels even better than he imagined. Taehyung doesn't bother with more teasing, pressing two fingers into Jungkook's spit-slicked hole and starting to work them immediately. Jungkook's arms give out within seconds of Taehyung rubbing over his prostate, leaving him a whimpering mess with his chest pressed to the bed and his ass up in the air.

“You look so good like this. You’re gonna look even better on a knot – fuck. I don’t even know who I’m most excited to see ruin you.”

Even the thought of getting knotted has Jungkook rutting his hips back into Taehyung's fingers with a broken whine.

“Is that good, Jungkookie? You like the thought of getting this cute little hole knotted?” Taehyung asks, rubbing over that spot again and again until Jungkook's thighs are tense and shaking. “You gonna let go for me? Let me see how pretty you look cumming on my fingers?”

“Gonna… Hyung, please,” Jungkook whines, hips stuttering to chase the pleasure as it starts to bubble over. He's so close he can almost taste it, blood rushing between his ears loud enough to drown out the sounds of his own moans, then Taehyung wraps his free hand around Jungkook's cock again and he's gone. “Fuck, cumming – god, it's… Hyung – oh.”

Taehyung is saying something but Jungkook can't quite make it out, far too focused on riding out the orgasm that Taehyung keeps fingering him all the way through. He doesn't tune back in until he's milked dry, shaking with aftershocks and the beginnings of overstimulation.

“There you go, Jungkookie,” Taehyung whispers, slowing his motions and then slipping his fingers out of Jungkook's hole. “That was so good. Let me just…”

The hand on Jungkook's cock disappears too, and he collapses forward into the pillows with a contented sigh. He fully intends to not move for at least a minute, but there are wet noises coming from behind then that sound and awful lot like when Jimin–

When he lifts his head and turns enough to look behind him, he sees Taehyung with his eyes closed as he contentedly licks Jungkook's cum from his hand, sucking each one of his fingers into his mouth with tiny pleased little hums escaping him at the taste. Fuck. Jungkook's oversensitive dick gives a fruitless twitch at the sight and his breath leaves him in a hiss.

Taehyung's eyes crack open at the sound and he smiles when he notices Jungkook watching him. “You taste good,” he says, sucking his thumb into his mouth.

“God, are you trying to kill me?” Jungkook squeaks.

“I mean, I am pretty interested in getting you hard again.”

Jungkook laughs. “You're gonna need to give me a sec. Wanna come here though?” He doesn't wait for an answer, just reaches out to grab a fistful of Taehyung's silky shirt and pulls him down next to him for a kiss. It's messy and wet, especially with Jungkook licking into Taehyung's mouth to chase the taste of himself with a groan. “So fucking hot, TaeTae. And that felt so good, thank you.”

“You're very welcome. Don't worry though. I've got plenty of plans for just how you can thank me.”

~~

Jungkook does eventually get a start on some of Taehyung's plans, but before that he has a few matters of his own to handle – the first one being finally getting Taehyung undressed, since he's somehow managed to keep his clothes on this entire time. He's indulgent of Jungkook's desires, basking under the attention as Jungkook lays him out on the bed and strips him out of every last stitch of clothing.

It's almost not fair how pretty he is.

This is the first time Jungkook has gotten to see him like this, gloriously bare with all his smooth skin on display and practically glowing with the golden rays of afternoon sunshine pouring in through the window.

“Hyung,” he breathes, eyes raking over the alluring little dip of Taehyung's waist and down to where his cute little cock is hard and leaking against his tummy. “You're beautiful. I wanna paint you like this.”

Taehyung smiles all soft and syrupy sweet, black curls fanning out on the pillow under his head like some sort of halo. “You can keep telling me I'm pretty, but maybe save the painting for another time. Touch me instead?”

“Where do you want me to start?”

“Anywhere you like. Just want your hands on me.”

Jungkook has been given free reign and he intends to use it to the fullest, first tracing the line of Taehyung's body from his flank to one knee. There, he spreads his fingers wide and runs his hands up the tops of his thighs, feeling the lean muscle underneath quiver at the touch. He intends to explore Taehyung's chest first, but then his dick twitches when Jungkook's hands draw closer, the tip wet and dripping and far too tempting to ignore.

“So cute,” Jungkook says, rubbing his thumb up the underside of Taehyung's cock. It really is pretty, the sort of elegant little thing people expect to find on an omega, small enough that Jungkook's fist nearly swallows the entirety of it, just the very tip of him peeking out the top of his fingers, all pink and shining with precum. “God, look at you.” Jungkook's voice nearly cracks, the awe clearly audible in his tone.

Fuck,” Taehyung hisses, a flush spreading from his cheeks down his chest. “You like that I'm small, don't you?”

“Is that okay?”

“So okay – like the most okay. You can talk about it if you want.”

“You like hearing how little it is, hyung? How I can almost fit all of you in just my hand?” The words earn him a low whine as Taehyung's hips buck up into his grip. The flush is spreading even further down his body now, and the smell of his slick filling the air. “Oh, that was enough to get you leaking again. You smell so goddamn good.”

Jungkook's dick is definitely starting to get interested again now, between the smell of slick and the way Taehyung looks up at him with those gorgeous, almost dazed eyes.

“I feel better, I promise. You can fuck me.”

“Wanna touch you more first. Can I, hyung?” Jungkook asks, swiping his thumb through the slippery mess at the tip of Taehyung's cock and enjoying the way it makes him shudder.

Taehyung gives a shaky nod and Jungkook lets go of his dick for now, far more interested in the reaction he got earlier when he'd reached his hand up Taehyung's shirt. There's a chance it was just a fluke, but the moment Jungkook wraps his mouth around one of those pretty little nipples, Taehyung lets out a broken cry and arches into the touch.

Definitely sensitive.

It takes a little time, figuring out what Taehyung likes best, but it's research Jungkook is all too happy to do. Broad strokes of tongue and the occasional scrape of teeth seem to work well, sending him arching up off the bed with a cry. Jungkook can just see Taehyung's hands fisted in the sheets out the corner of his eye. He loves knowing that he's the one doing that, making him feel so good he doesn't know what to do with it.

When Jungkook finally finishes, both nipples are puffy and wet, and Taehyung's breath is leaving him in stilted puffs of air. “Your nipples are so sensitive,” Jungkook says, leaning in for a kiss. “Ever thought about getting them pierced?”

“You gotta do my belly button for me first. One thing at a time.”

“Maybe next year then.”

They spend a few minutes trading messy kisses back and forth before Taehyung pulls back with a whine. “Jungkookie, if you don't hurry up and get inside me, I'm going to die.” His eyes are shining almost like he's about to cry, and Jungkook can't help but hope he will – that he'll make him feel so good he can't help it.

“Alright. How do you want–”

“Like this. Wanna look at you. Want you to be able to kiss me.”

“Got it.” Jungkook gives Taehyung one more peck on the cheek and then slides between his spread legs, reaching down to press two fingers into his slick hole. He's hot inside, taking Jungkook's fingers like they're nothing and squeezing around them.

“Don't need it,” Taehyung breathes, looking up at him with half-lidded eyes. “Just want you.”

“I could make you cum twice this way,” Jungkook offers, stroking at Taehyung's walls and listening to the way his breath hitches. “Only fair you get two orgasms if I do.”

“Don't need your fingers for that. I promise I'm easier than you think. No more teasing, please.”

Jungkook has his doubts. He likes to think of himself as a generous lover, but he doesn't always last the longest – something he usually makes up for by being good with his hands and mouth, though he and Jimin do mess around with cock rings pretty regularly too. Still, he's already cum once which should help, and he can always use his hands later if–

Wow.

His thoughts grind to a halt as he shifts himself into position and catches sight of Taehyung's dick right next to his and – god, it looks even smaller this way. He doesn't know why that's so hot, had never even considered it before today, but he knows this image is going to sear itself into his mind forever.

“Hyung… look,” Jungkook barely whispers, gesturing down at the two of them and pushing his hips forward so they actually touch, which only makes it more apparent that Taehyung isn't even half as long as he is, and nowhere near his girth either.

Oh, fuck– You're… God, you must be five times the size of me, at least,” Taehyung says, rutting his hips forward with a tiny gasp as he leaks precum along the side of Jungkook's cock. “Can't be patient anymore. Get that thing in me right now. Need it, please.”

Jungkook doesn't waste another moment, lining himself up and sinking all the way into Taehyung in one slow movement. Both of them moan in unison, leaning in for a messy kiss as Jungkook gives a couple of shallow thrusts. Apparently, Taehyung wasn't lying, because on the third stroke he goes tight around Jungkook's cock and pulls away from their kiss with a broken sound, somewhere between a moan and a sob, his cute little cock shooting a pretty mess of cum over his chest.

“Did you just– Damn, you weren't kidding,” Jungkook says, slowing his thrusts to give Taehyung a break. As his cock gives it's last couple spurts of cum, Taehyung blinks and sends a few tears cascading down his cheeks and Jungkook's dick twitches at the sight while he leans in to kiss the wet tracks left behind. “So pretty like this, hyung. You gonna give me another one?”

“As many as you want. Just don't slow down until you're done,” Taehyung whines, trying to rock his hips faster into Jungkook's. “I like it when you don't stop.”

He can totally do that.

It doesn't take long to find an angle that has Taehyung crying again, fresh tears falling as he whines and begs. “Fuck, just like that. Please don't stop – feels so good.”

“Not gonna stop baby. Gonna give you as much as you want, make you cum all pretty for me again.”

“M'gonna,” Taehyung sobs, hips starting to shake as he ruts up into every thrust.

Jungkook loses himself in the flow of it all, driving his hips forward with purpose and kissing away tears until he finds his mouth just above Taehyung's scent gland. He can't help himself, not with Taehyung sobbing, wrapped around his cock and whimpering soft bits of praise as Jungkook pounds into him over and over again.

He licks over Taehyung's scent gland and shudders at the immediate wave of heat that flows through him.

“Jungkookie, fuck. Did you just– Oh god it's–” Taehyung cuts himself off with a shaking cry as his second orgasm tears through him.

Jungkook doesn't stop. He does exactly what Taehyung told him to do and continues fucking into him at that same pace, mouth latched on over his scent gland while his tongue keeps working over the skin. All he can taste is maple syrup. It's incredible, so thick and sweet that it quiets his thoughts down to just the droning roar of blood rushing through him, and the need to please Taehyung – to please his mate.

There's no fighting it, so he simply lets himself be swept up in the raging tide of bonding pheromones crashing over him.

He fucks Taehyung through another orgasm and is doing his best to manage a fourth before he feels the hot press of Taehyung's tongue over his scent gland in return. It feels… so much. It's almost like when his heat is finally winding down and he's left with all of his nerves feeling frayed until Jimin touches him and soothes it all in an instant. There's that same sense of peace, of connection – but also the unmistakable sensation of need.

This time when Taehyung cums, he drags Jungkook over the edge with him, both of them shaking with the force of it and panting heavily against each other's scent glands.

They don't rush to part. Jungkook can't bear the thought of letting Taehyung go right now, not when they've just scented properly and shared such an intense moment. Luckily, Taehyung must be feeling something similar. They stay like that for a few minutes, or at least that's what it feels like, the room silent except for their breathing and the occasional sound of traffic rushing by outside.

“That was…” Taehyung's voice cracks a little and he trails off, pressing a quick series of kisses to Jungkook's neck. “God, that was perfect.”

“I hope the scenting was okay. I didn't ask and–”

Perfect,” Taehyung whispers again, squeezing his arms around Jungkook's shoulders. “I'm glad you didn't ask. Want you to feel like I'm yours.”

His. Jungkook likes the sound of that, Taehyung being his just like Jimin is.

“Want that,” he says softly.

Taehyung lets out a little chuckle. “Well lucky for you, you've already got it. As far as I'm concerned, you're part of the pack already – you and Jiminie both.”

They finally pull away far enough to get a look at one another again. Taehyung's face is gorgeous, a mess of tears and smeared makeup that Jungkook can't help but find attractive, especially when he knows it's because of him that Taehyung looks so ruined. He leans in for a kiss, unable to help himself.

As much as he loves Taehyung looking messy, he has to admit that the slippery layer of cum on their bellies is a little bit uncomfortable. “Wanna shower with me?”

“And ruin this perfect mess?”

“We're gross, TaeTae.”

“Blasphemy. Almost as bad as asking me to walk after you just wrecked me so good.”

Jungkook flushes at the compliment, but he can't let that distract him. “What if I carry you?”

“Hmm…” Taehyung gives this a moment of consideration. “Bath instead?”

“Sure, hyung.”

“And kiss first?” he asks, puckering his lips and closing his eyes – clearly confident that Jungkook won't be denying the request.

And he's right.

“Kiss,” Jungkook agrees, leaning in to press his lips over Taehyung's. It's easy to indulge him. They might be messy, but tonight has been something incredible, and Jungkook can't help but want to remember it for the rest of his life.

~~

[Yoongi to Taehyung]

[Yoongi]: You're trying to kill me, aren't you?

[Tae]: i have no idea what you mean (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: You looked right at the camera.

[Tae]: what camera?

[Yoongi]: You WINKED.

[Tae]: did you like it hyung? (^ω^)

[Yoongi]: That isn't the point.

[Tae]: so you're telling me you don't want to hear about the rest when i get home?

[Yoongi]: …

[Yoongi]: I'll leave my door unlocked.

[Tae]: that's what i thought (✿◠‿◠)

Notes:

JK finally got to join in on the fun! Took the poor thing long enough.

I'll see you Wednesday for a short interlude chapter that will set us off on our next plot arc! (I think I've said it already but I'm so excited to share this one omg.) (。^▽^)

Chapter 57: Interlude – Jin's Trip

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack Group Chat]

[Jin]: It appears I'm needed at an event my parents are hosting in China.

[Jin]: I'm flying out in an hour and won't be back until late tomorrow night.

[Jin]: Apologies for the short notice, but you all know what this means.

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung is in charge

[Jin]: Correct. You all be good while I’m gone and don’t give Yoongi-yah too much trouble.

[Yoongi]: That means no trashing the kitchen making crazy recipes.

[Tae]: oh don't worry

[Tae]: we do that at jiminie and jungkookie’s apartment now (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: Small mercies I suppose.

[Yoongi]: We’ll try not to burn the place down.

[Jin]: I have every confidence in you, darling.

[Namjoon]: I’ll be here to help too Yoongs.

[Yoongi]: You say that like you aren’t half the problem.

[Hobi]: what about me hyuuuungie? ;)

[Yoongi]: You’re fine, Seok-ah. Wanna help me with dinner tonight while Tae babysits Joon?

[Namjoon]: He’s not babysitting me. If anything it’s the other way around.

[Tae]: debatable ᇂ_ᇂ

[Hobi]: u both make good babysitters

[Yoongi]: Yeah. That’s kind of the point. The two of you get in less trouble together.

[Jin]: Thank you for your help, Yoongi-yah. I’ve got to check in at the airport now. I love all of you and will see you again soon.

[Tae]: love you too hyung ♥♥♥

[Tae]: be safe

[Tae]: oh and see if you can find out who your parents promoted to head of security. i'm curious but i keep forgetting to snoop (;^ω^)

[Hobi]: love u 2 <3333

[Namjoon]: Love you too. Text me when you arrive.

[Yoongi]: Love you too.

[Yoongi]: Joon-ah, you in your office?

[Namjoon]: Yes. Why?

[Yoongi]: I’m coming up and you’re giving me the rundown of whatever you have planned for this afternoon and tomorrow.

~

[Yoongi to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: You guys picked the worst possible day for Tae to get his piercing.

[JK]: oh do you need me to reschedule hyung

[Yoongi]: No. It will probably be worse if you reschedule.

[Jimin]: Did something happen?

[Yoongi]: Jin-hyung told you about his business trip, didn’t he?

[JK]: yeah something about going to china for a day or two

[Jimin]: Oh I see the problem

[JK]: what is it

[Jimin]: Namjoon-hyung (・_・;)

[Yoongi]: Bingo.

[Yoongi]: He’s already working himself all the way up.

[JK]: is there anything we can do

[Yoongi]: Funny you should ask.

[Jimin]: You say like that wasn’t the whole point of this group chat

[Jimin]: What do you need us to do? (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: JK, do you have to stay at work for a long time after?

[JK]: a couple hours

[Yoongi]: What about you Min-ah?

[Jimin]: I’m free all day. Just gotta do homework at some point but it can wait until later.

[Yoongi]: Okay, it’s gonna be up to you and Tae then.

[Jimin]: Sure. What do you need us to do?

[Yoongi]: Step one is to make sure that Joon-ah gets a thorough walk-through of whatever the cleaning routine is for his new piercing. He’ll feel better if he knows he can help.

[JK]: i can do that easy

[Yoongi]: Step two is for Tae and Min-ah to be as needy as they can.

[Jimin]: Needy like how?

[Yoongi]: You can follow Taehyung’s lead, but just be a little fussy if you can. Show up hungry so you can ask him to take you out to eat. Maybe claim you need some fresh air and drag him to a park.

[Yoongi]: Tae is an expert at this. Just take your cues from him and you’ll be fine.

[JK]: jiminie is good at being fussy

[JK]: just act like youre in preheat hyung

[Jimin]: Rude (ー_ーゞ

[Jimin]: Don’t act like you don’t get fussy in preheat too

[Yoongi]: When do your heats even fall? I don’t think you’ve had one since we started courting, unless you did a really good job of keeping it a secret.

[JK]: nah we havent had them yet

[JK]: shit jiminie i kind of forgot that was coming up

[Jimin]: Don’t worry. I remembered and I already picked up our pills

[Yoongi]: Oh, do you guys take supplements during yours? I know Taehyung-ah tends to take some for the few days before too, just since he has trouble eating in heat.

[JK]: no theyre our suppressants

[Yoongi]: Oh.

[Yoongi]: That’s…

[Yoongi]: Do you usually do that?

[Jimin]: Yeah, we tend to suppress every other heat so we only have to have one a year. Made it easier to work the hours we needed to keep up with our bills and not burn all of our sick leave at once.

[Jimin]: Honestly alphas get the best luck only having one rut per year!

[Yoongi]: Your financial situation is much better now though, right?

[Yoongi]: Like you know we would happily cover anything you need.

[Jimin]: I guess I didn’t really think about it. Probably easier to just do what we've been planning to do than deal with putting in a bunch of last minute requests for time off.

[JK]: amber ssi would be okay with it but i dont want to just have mine

[Yoongi]: Do you have them at the same time?

[JK]: mine starts just as jiminies wraps up

[Jimin]: Getting through both with time to recover generally means taking a little over two weeks off. We’ve cut it short before but it’s miserable trying to work so soon after that.

[JK]: does it bother you yoongi hyung

[Yoongi]: Well I mean… yes?

[Yoongi]: Not that I want to tell either of you what to do.

[Yoongi]: Cause they're your bodies and you get to make those decisions.

[Yoongi]: But isn’t it bad for you?

[Jimin]: It’s not exactly ideal, but most of the studies only found harmful long term effects in omegas who suppressed heats for over ten years

[Yoongi]: What about the short term though?

[Jimin]: Nothing we haven’t dealt with before ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: im usually fine after a week

[JK]: jiminie gets more side effects than i do

[Jimin]: It’s fine. We’ve been doing things this way for years. It’s nothing to be concerned about

[Yoongi]: Like I said, I’m not trying to tell you what to do at all and I respect whatever decision you want to make.

[Yoongi]: I just also care a whole hell of a lot about both of you and want to take care of you.

[Jimin]: Thank you. I appreciate knowing you care

[JK]: yeah thats so sweet hyung

[Jimin]: I promise it will be okay (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: Yeah, I’m sure it will be fine. Just being a fussy alpha, I guess.

[Yoongi]: Speaking of which, maybe wait to mention this to Joon-ah until Seokjin-hyung is back from his trip. He’s definitely going to worry and I’d prefer not to be the one talking him down.

[Yoongi]: He will probably want to talk to you about it, but he won’t try to tell you what to do either, okay?

[Jimin]: That’s fine. We can talk to him if he wants

[JK]: yeah thats no problem at all

[Yoongi]: Great. In the meantime if you can think of literally anything we can do to help make your heats more comfortable, please let us know or keep it in a list for when you talk to him.

[Yoongi]: Suppressed or not, by the way. We’re gonna want to fuss over you either way.

[Jimin]: We can come up with a few things I'm sure (^-^)

[Yoongi]: Thank you.

~

[Taehyung to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Tae]: Attachment: CAP7210

[Tae]: a rare photo of yoongi-hyung up before 8am

[JK]: oh wow i thought he was never up before 10

[Tae]: that’s because he isn’t (・ω<)

[Tae]: jin-hyung left him in charge while he’s gone so yoongi-hyung is making us breakfast

[Tae]: and making sure namjoon-hyung eats something before our appointment

[JK]: is he nervous about it still

[Tae]: oh god yeah

[JK]: does he think im going to do a bad job

[Tae]: no he’s glad it’s you doing it (^ω^)

[Tae]: he’s just being a nervous alpha about it

[Tae]: once we get through the appointment it’s going to be fine

[JK]: okay i just dont want to make things any worse

[Tae]: i promise you definitely aren’t

[Tae]: is jiminie at work?

[JK]: no hes probably just still asleep

[JK]: him and yoongi hyung were on a call late last night

[JK]: i heard them when i got up to use the bathroom at 2

[Tae]: wow and yoongi-hyung is still up this early. he must not have gotten more than a few hours

[Tae]: he seemed pretty awake but maybe that’s just the sleep deprivation setting in

[JK]: hopefully he can just nap later

[JK]: gotta get back to work

[JK]: see you soon

[Tae]: can’t wait (灬♥ω♥灬)

~

[Jin to Hobi]

[Jin]: Good morning darling :-)

[Hobi]: hey hyungie.

[Hobi]: how’s ur trip?

[Jin]: Things are going fine. Just got finished with one of my mother’s lavish breakfasts. She asked about you, you know.

[Hobi]: and u told her only good things right? ;D

[Jin]: Of course. She still adores you and kept asking when I’d be bringing you for a visit.

[Hobi]: oh i’m sure we’ll find an excuse eventually.

[Jin]: Exactly what I told her :-)

[Hobi]: u looking for a status update? :D

[Jin]: Do you have one for me?

[Hobi]: of course ;)

[Jin]: Then yes please.

[Hobi]: taehyungie is over the moon about getting his piercing today. joonie is about as nervous as you would expect but we managed to get him to eat some breakfast.

[Jin]: Did you have to wake him up this morning?

[Hobi]: nah yoongles took care of him and then made everyone breakfast.

[Jin]: Excellent. I knew my trust was well placed as always, though I’m sure you still did your fair share of assisting.

[Hobi]: i found a few places to fill in :)

[Jin]: You always do. Thank you for keeping an eye on things for me.

[Hobi]: of course. <3

[Hobi]: see u tonight?

[Jin]: You will likely be asleep when I return, but I’ll see you in the morning. Let me know if anything comes up?

[Hobi]: i will hyungie.

[Jin]: Thank you, love.

~

[Hobi to Jimin]

[Hobi]: are u guys already there?

[Jimin]: Yeah we just made it a couple of minutes ago (●'◡'●)

[Hobi]: how’s he doing?

[Jimin]: He seems like he’s holding it together but now that I know what I’m looking for it’s easy to see he’s nervous

[Jimin]: He’s practically got TaeTae in his lap ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: sounds about right.

[Hobi]: keep me posted?

[Jimin]: Yeah I can do that

[Hobi]: ur the best minnie <3

~

[Hobi to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: if u can manage a nap and some food before jinnie comes home tonight u should try :)

[Yoongi]: Shit. Is it that obvious?

[Hobi]: to me yeah.

[Hobi]: and if i can smell the stimulants on u then jinnie definitely will.

[Hobi]: maybe a shower too.

[Hobi]: or worst case just put on some scent blocker and pretend to be asleep when he gets home. ;D

[Yoongi]: You’re not gonna tell him?

[Hobi]: no. we all know u occasionally use stimulants so it’s not like it’s a big secret.

[Hobi]: i just know u would rather not deal with talking about it. :)

[Yoongi]: Thanks, Seok-ah.

[Yoongi]: I really didn’t mean to stay up so late. Me and Min-ah got talking on a call and then I got wrapped up in a project and before I knew it the sun was coming up.

[Hobi]: if u explained that to jinnie i’m sure he would understand 2.

[Yoongi]: I don’t need him fussing over me. He should probably crawl into bed with Joon-ah asap anyway.

[Hobi]: it doesn’t have 2 be tonight u know.

[Yoongi]: Yeah but if I can get away with just not talking about it, I’m taking that win.

[Yoongi]: Thank you for the heads up. Not chancing a nap today, but I’ll pop a xanax and drop off early tonight.

[Hobi]: okay just remember ur scent blocker ;)

[Yoongi]: And a shower.

[Hobi]: and u really should eat something before joonie and taehyungie get home.

[Yoongi]: Ugh. You’re probably right.

[Hobi]: i am. wanna have a snack together?

[Yoongi]: …Maybe.

[Hobi]: np i got u. gimme a minute and i’ll be down to ur room with some goodies :)

[Yoongi]: Thank you.

~

[Jimin to Hobi and Yoongi]

[Jimin]: The piercing is in

[Jimin]: Kookie is walking them through cleaning procedures and then we're gonna be needy until Namjoon-hyung feels better

[Yoongi]: Thanks Min-ah. Is Tae okay?

[Jimin]: Oh yeah he’s fine

[Jimin]: His piercing is so cute too omg

[Hobi]: aww minnie thanks for keeping us posted! :D

[Jimin]: No problem. I gotta go though

[Jimin]: Probably see you guys later

[Hobi]: have fun :)

[Yoongi]: Yeah make Joon-ah get you guys something tasty for lunch.

~

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: Taehyung-ah sent me a picture of his piercing. You did a wonderful job, darling.

[JK]: thank you hyung

[JK]: i know it looks a little red around the piercing right now but i promised namjoon-hyung that was just how they normally look right away

[Jin]: It's alright. I did some research when Taehyung-ah mentioned his appointment, so I have some idea of what to expect in the healing process :-)

[Jin]: Not that I don't value your expertise. I know Namjoon-ah will feel much better having someone so knowledgeable around too. Please don't mistake his nervousness for a lack of confidence in your abilities.

[JK]: its okay

[JK] taetae explained its just because namjoon-hyung is protective over his omegas

[JK]: i actually think its sweet that he cares so much

[Jin]: Yes, he cares very deeply about the safety of his pack. I find it to be a very admirable quality.

[JK]: me too

[JK]: namjoon-hyung is really amazing

[JK]: how is china though hyung

[JK]: are you leaving soon

[Jin]: It's going well. I've got one more meeting over dinner tonight, so I'll be catching a midnight flight back home.

[JK]: wow thats so late

[Jin]: A small price to pay to be home with my mates when I wake up :-)

[Jin]: Can I still expect you and Jimin-ah for our date night Friday?

[JK]: yes

[JK]: we have something to talk about too

[Jin]: Oh? May I ask what it is?

[JK]: our heats are coming up and we plan to take suppressants

[Jin]: Is this something you've done before?

[JK]: yeah we usually suppress every other heat so we don’t have to take so much time off of work to look after each other

[JK]: yoongi-hyung said we should wait until you get home to talk to namjoon-hyung about it

[JK]: so we just figured we could tell everyone at our date night

[JK]: if thats okay

[Jin]: Of course. We would love the chance to talk it over with you. I appreciate you taking Yoongi's advice, as well as you letting me know what to expect ahead of time. It gives me a chance to consider this more fully.

[JK]: is it really that big of a deal

[Jin]: Darling, your health and well-being are of the utmost importance to me. While I fully intend to support the decisions you make about your body, I also appreciate you giving me the opportunity to discuss them with you.

[JK]: that doesnt sound so bad

[Jin]: I have no intention for it to be bad at all, Jungkook-ah :-)

[Jin]: I've got to run to my next appointment, but rest assured I will be very much looking forward to this conversation on Friday, as well as the chance to see you again. I've missed you.

[JK]: miss you too hyung

[JK]: see you friday

[JK]: will you text us when you get home

[Jin]: I can certainly do that. See you soon, darling.

Notes:

Not a secret where our next plot arc is going anymore ;D

See you Sunday for Jin's return home, and that Friday Date Night discussion the seven of them need to have!

Chapter 58: Back Home

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It's late when Seokjin gets home.

While his trip was unplanned and a bit of a whirlwind, seeing his parents is always nice. They're the type of people who are eternally busy, so business trips tend to be the best way to see them more than once or twice a year. Chuseok is the only holiday they're guaranteed to be home and celebrating for, and Seokjin makes a point of never missing it.

For this trip, they mostly wanted another set of eyes on a large real estate acquisition – and another signature on some of the properties. They had gifted him a couple for his trouble, so he'll have work to do come Monday. There will be paperwork to get in order, a meeting with his accountant, and then any additional tasks that arise from that meeting.

Still, that's Monday. For now he simply enjoys being home.

After sending a text to the group chat for the seven of them, he makes his way through the house. Everything seems to be in order, which is what he's come to expect when he leaves Yoongi in charge. The kitchen is clean, there's no scent of distress anywhere on the air, and the house is dark and quiet – all indicators that things went fine and his pack is safe and healthy. It's important to give Yoongi these opportunities to contribute to the health of the pack, and it keeps Namjoon positioned to do all of the things he's best at while someone else handles the rest. As much as they bicker, Yoongi and Namjoon make a wonderful team.

He should properly thank Yoongi for his assistance. Luckily, he's come home bearing gifts.

As tired as he is, he still takes the time to unpack the extra suitcase he had brought along just for the shopping he intended to do on the trip. He's got a collection of small gifts for each of them – treats, bath products, clothes, and other trinkets. For Yoongi, he's got a bottle of whiskey and a set of wonderfully soft new bath towels.

He sets the rest of their gifts out on the dining room table, leaves his other suitcase to be handled in the morning, and gathers Yoongi’s gifts up in his arms. There’s a chance the alpha is still awake this late, so no harm in a quick visit. One gentle knock to Yoongi’s door doesn’t get him a response, but that isn’t particularly uncommon, so he just cracks the door open and peeks inside instead.

The room is completely dark. Yoongi must have tired himself out waking up early to take care of everyone, which leaves Seokjin feeling incredibly fond. He half debates crawling into bed with Yoongi just so he can make a start on letting him know how appreciated he is, but his time will likely be better spent looking in on Namjoon and Taehyung for the time being.

He can save all of his praise and adoration for when Yoongi feels more awake.

Still, he does make his way a little further into the room to leave Yoongi’s gifts out on his coffee table. It gets him close enough to just barely make out the sleeping form of his mate through the darkness, all curled up in bed and buried under the blankets.

Adorable.

After that, he heads straight upstairs to find exactly what he expects – Namjoon in their bed, spooned up against Taehyung’s back and the whole room still carrying traces of the faint smell of slick. It only makes him more eager to climb into bed where the scents of his mates are the strongest, but he still opts for a quick shower. No point in disrupting all that lovely scent with whatever he may have picked up from his time in the airport.

When all is said and done, it’s nearly two in the morning, but at least he’s home in his bed with his face buried in Namjoon’s neck, breathing in the sweet sandalwood and maple all around him.

~~

Seokjin still wakes up early the next morning, and while he doesn’t feel entirely rested, he is eager to get a start on the day. Perhaps he’ll treat himself to a nap later. For now, there are things he wants to do.

He gets a start on breakfast and greets each of his mates as they wake. Hoseok is the first one to come into the kitchen, pouring himself a cup of coffee and asking all about the trip and how Seokjin’s family is doing.

His family adores Hoseok. They were immediately taken in by his charm, and he usurped Yoongi’s previously held spot as their favorite (something Yoongi was ecstatic about).

On the other hand, they’ve always been wary of Taehyung, likely just because they never felt comfortable trusting the assassin sent to kill their only son. They are polite and respectful, but that's mostly because Seokjin made respect for his mate non-negotiable from the very start, and they agreed to his demands. Things have definitely gotten easier as time has gone on, but the early years of mistrust have done some damage to the relationship. Taehyung tends to avoid Seokjin's parents when possible, but he knows how to get along with them when needed.

Namjoon has earned their respect, mostly through his success in leading their little organization through its early stages of growth and transforming it into something truly respectable – and most importantly, profitable. Business for passion is all well and good, but they wanted to see a comfortable future for their only son.

Truly, it wasn't something they needed to bother worrying about. They instilled Seokjin with a strong sense of direction and gave him all the tools necessary to make sure he didn’t fail. He finds placing that burden of expectation not on him, but on the people he chooses to share his life with, to be a bit of a misstep on the part of his parents.

Then again, no family is perfect.

The relationship he shares with his parents is both loving and lucrative, and they respect his choices and his mates. That is good enough for him.

He recaps all of the new gossip for Hoseok, and then repeats the juiciest bits when Namjoon and Taehyung wander downstairs in time for breakfast. As much as Taehyung might harbor some minor grievances about Seokjin’s parents, he still lived with them for over a year before the two of them left for college together, and he does love a good bit of gossip.

The gifts are a hit too – though that’s no surprise. He knows what his mates like. Still, it’s nice to hear everyone’s excitement and thanks as they find them.

“Have any of you seen Yoongi this morning?” Namjoon asks after they’ve all finished breakfast. “He went to bed pretty early last night. Kind of surprised he’s still asleep.”

“It’s a lot of work taking care of everything in my absence, and he probably didn’t get to bed very early the night before,” Seokjin says. “He likely needs a bit of extra rest.”

Hoseok nods. “Yeah, he seemed pretty beat by the time he went to sleep last night. I wouldn’t plan to see him for at least another hour. Oh, and I wanted to ask; are we still expecting Jungkookie and Minnie tomorrow?”

“Yes, they should be here as expected. Jimin-ah will be helping me make fresh bread to go with dinner, so you should all have that to look forward to.”

Taehyung lets out a dreamy sigh. “Jiminie makes the best bread.”

“He really does,” Hoseok agrees. “And Jinnie makes the best food – so it’s a match made in heaven.”

~~

It's nearly lunch time when Seokjin finally sees Yoongi.

He's freshly showered when he wanders into the living room, hair still damp and leaving little wet spots on the shoulders of his t-shirt. His cinnamon scent is content and he looks reasonably well rested, which makes Seokjin very happy to see. Normally he'd have been able to give Yoongi a bit more warning before taking off on a trip like that, but it seems like things went alright even without time to prepare.

“You're home, hyung.” Yoongi's voice comes out a little raspy, but he probably hasn't spoken much yet today. “How was China?”

“Busy, but we managed to have a bit of fun as well.”

Yoongi raises a brow and plops down on the couch next to him. “Somehow I doubt our definitions of fun line up in this case.”

“You're probably right,” Seokjin says with a puff of laughter. He sets aside his laptop (he'd been working on getting financial information on his new acquisitions together) and stretches one arm over the back of the couch in invitation.

“Let me guess,” Yoongi says, scooting closer and accepting the arm around his shoulders. “A fancy evening dinner? Somewhere with live classical music and those damn tiny flutes of champagne?”

“You liked the champagne last time, darling – and the music was more contemporary at this venue.”

“What I like is getting a little tipsy with your parents so I don't have to panic quite as much about whether I'm using the right spoon to eat my dinner or not. And contemporary in their book has to mean… It was jazz, wasn't it?”

Seokjin can't help but laugh. Yoongi is correct, of course – but his worries about making a good impression on Seokjin's parents are just so sweet. “You're right about the jazz, and as for dinner etiquette… You really don't have to worry about that, love. They still adore you, even if Hobi-yah is their favorite.”

“Yeah but when I fuck up the rich people stuff, they always give me that sympathetic look like I'm some miserable stray you picked up.”

“They don't think you're miserable. My mother finds you adorable.”

Yoongi turns his head and levels Seokjin with an unimpressed look. “Yeah, adorable like I'm some sort of curiosity, like they've never seen a poor kid in their lives before. They think I'm some rags to riches miracle story.”

“Admittedly, they are a bit out of touch. They do mean well though.”

“I know they do. That's why I still like them. Just glad they finally found someone they like more than me.” Yoongi huffs out a laugh and relaxes against Seokjin, head resting on his shoulder. “M'glad you're home, hyung.”

“And I'm glad to be home. You did very well in my absence. Thank you for keeping everything moving smoothly.”

“No problem. Thanks for the whiskey – and the towels too. Mine had seen better days.”

“An understatement.”

“You wouldn't have even known if you hadn't decided we had to use my shower last week. I still don't think they were that bad,” Yoongi mumbles, scent going a touch warmer at the memory.

“Well I certainly wasn't going to make you walk all the way down the hall after what I did to you.” Seokjin grins and presses a kiss against Yoongi's still damp hair.

The morning after Jimin had waltzed into his kitchen smelling like slick and then scampered off in an instant, that mouthwatering sweet vanilla cream wasn't the only scent on him. The warm scent of cinnamon had been enough for Seokjin to guess at where Jimin spent the night. Once they had all gone their separate ways for the day, Seokjin took the first opportunity to stroll down to Yoongi's room and ask him about the experience.

What started as a discussion about Jimin's apparent anxieties around getting wet (something Seokjin is confident he can assist with), quickly devolved into Yoongi admitting how good it had all been before that. One thing led to another and Seokjin took the opportunity to thoroughly wreck Yoongi. They both needed a shower afterward, and Yoongi’s bathroom was right there, easy enough for Seokjin to simply carry him across the short distance.

“You didn’t make me walk anyway. And the towel got me dry just fine,” Yoongi grumbles, even as the warmth in his scent and the way he cuddles so sweetly into Seokjin’s side clearly gives away just how little of a problem he has with the attention and care.

“No cutting corners when I want to dote on you, love. Wrapping you in a nice soft towel would have capped off the whole experience perfectly. We should get you a towel warmer too, like we have in the main bathroom.”

Yoongi snorts out a laugh. “That might be a little overboard, hyung.”

“Would it? I can think of plenty of other additions to offer instead, if you–”

“Are you trying to pick a fight?” Yoongi huffs, crawling into Seokjin’s lap with what must be his best attempt at a glare. The effect is ruined by the fact that he’s clearly doing his best to hold back laughter.

Seokjin smiles up at him contentedly, hands coming to rest on his hips. “If this is where it gets me, I just might.”

“You’re terrible.”

“You love me.”

“Against my better judgment.” Yoongi gives a long, weary sigh before finally giving up on looking grumpy and leaning in for a kiss instead. Neither of them are in any rush, and they take their time trading soft pecks back and forth before moving onto a nice slow scenting.

“I meant what I said,” Seokjin whispers a few minutes later, pressing his lips to Yoongi’s shoulder. “You did well while I was gone, and I appreciate your help.”

“No big deal. Have you had a chance to talk to Joon-ah yet?”

“Not with all the meetings he has today. I’m hoping to catch him in private later. Did he handle yesterday well?”

“Not as bad as I expected, honestly,” Yoongi says, resting his head on Seokjin’s shoulder. “He was anxious all morning, but by the time he got back with Taehyung-ah and Min-ah in tow, it looked like they had him feeling much better.”

“Jimin-ah came back to the house?”

“Just for an hour or so. Those two put Joon-ah on the couch and sandwiched him in between them for cuddles while they ate ice cream. You should have seen how goddamn happy he looked.”

“I imagine it was quite the sight. Did you join in?”

Yoongi shakes his head, rubbing damp hair against Seokjin’s shirt. “Nah, figured I’d let him just enjoy being the center of both their attention. Besides, I had to make sure your kitchen was spotless when you got home.”

“I’m sure he would have appreciated you being there, but I will admit the kitchen does look perfect.” Seokjin decides against further pursuing the subtle insinuation that Yoongi’s presence in any way would have hampered Namjoon’s mood yesterday, mostly because he wants to focus on praise for all the good things Yoongi has done recently, and a little because he has something else important for them to talk about. “You know, I also had the chance for a brief text discussion with Jungkook-ah yesterday.”

“Oh?”

“He mentioned their upcoming heats and I couldn’t help but be grateful for your advice to hold off on mentioning it to Joon-ah until I was back home.”

The mere mention has Yoongi’s scent going more muted in an instant. “Figured it would be easier if you were here to help navigate that. Was a little selfish too,” he admits with a little puff of laughter. “There was no way I wanted to try and figure out how to console him about that after he was already so on edge with Tae’s piercing.”

“And I would have hated to be gone for such an important conversation. Their plan to discuss it tomorrow night with the whole pack sits much better with me. While I have every confidence that Namjoon-ah will handle it with grace, it would have been a lot to drop on him on the same day he watched his omega get a piercing for the first time.”

Normally, Seokjin wouldn’t advocate for keeping secrets from their pack alpha, but short term secrets like this where he wants to respect Jimin and Jungkook’s decision about when to discuss it are easier to justify. Bringing it up now won’t bring Namjoon any additional peace, and Seokjin wants them all to have the chance to come together and go over the details.

“He’s going to hate it,” Yoongi says. “You know he’s going to.”

“I imagine he won’t like it, yes. How do you feel about it?”

Yoongi lets out a sigh and sits back up straight to look at him. “I hate it too,” he admits softly. “I told them it bothered me – but they asked.”

“It’s alright to tell them it bothers you. In fact, I would encourage it,” Seokjin says, smiling up at Yoongi. “Openly discussing our feelings is healthy, and I'm sure you also told them that you would respect their choice either way.”

“Yeah, I told them all of us would.”

“Very good. You did exactly the right thing, love.”

The praise doesn't ease the little frown on Yoongi's face, and he chews at his lip for a moment before asking, “How do you feel about it?”

“I admit I'm not fond of the idea either. There are a slew of possible complications – though it sounds like this is something they've done multiple times, so they at least have an idea of how they react to it. That does leave me slightly less worried about serious medical complications.”

“Slightly less worried… I don't know if that makes me feel better.”

“Perhaps we could consider a more positive aspect?”

“I'm listening.”

“This might give us all a chance to be there and care for them during the process in a way we likely couldn't with an unsuppressed heat at this point in the courting process.” Seokjin knows it's likely a small consolation, but hopefully it can help ease some of the burden until the seven of them can talk.

Yoongi's frown deepens for a moment before he takes a deep breath and his expression shifts to something more neutral. “I do wanna be there,” he mumbles. “Wanna take care of them.”

“For now, try not to worry too much if you can. The seven of us can discuss this in more detail tomorrow, and hopefully Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah will be able to give us more information about what to expect if they do choose to suppress their heat.”

“Doesn't seem like we'll be changing their minds.”

“I agree, but it doesn't hurt to remain open-minded about the possibility.”

“I guess,” Yoongi says, leaning back in to nose at Seokjin's scent gland and wrapping his arms around him. “Why do you always have to be so damn reasonable?”

“Just one of my many charms, darling.”

*******

Namjoon feels a lot better than he did yesterday.

The experience of watching Taehyung get his piercing was decidedly less dramatic than what his panicked alpha brain had been feeding him for days. All three omegas were smiling and joking throughout, and Jungkook was so confident and professional that it helped to put him at ease. When the moment came for the actual piercing, it was over in seconds and Taehyung barely flinched. (Namjoon held Taehyung's hand the whole time, but he's pretty sure he was the one squeezing when the needle went in.)

Everything after was much better.

Jungkook gave him and Taehyung a thorough demonstration of how to clean the piercing and then Jimin and Taehyung started asking about lunch. They were so precious about it too. Taehyung was fussy and practically hanging off of Namjoon's arm, while Jimin was plastered to the other side of him all soft and sweet and nodding along with Taehyung's demands for french fries and ice cream.

Having Jin back home feels much better too, even though Namjoon is too busy for most of today to spend much time together. They catch each other briefly in the morning before his meetings start, exchanging a long enough series of looks for Namjoon to communicate that he's okay, and then for Jin to do the same.

It's not until after dinner that they really get a good opportunity to catch up.

Namjoon grabs Taehyung so they can take care of the evening cleaning of his piercing. He knows that Taehyung doesn't need his help, but for now he feels better if he can do something to actively take care of his mate. The anxiety has definitely lessened substantially, but he just needs this for a while longer.

Luckily, Taehyung is very understanding about it and seems content to indulge whatever Namjoon needs to feel better. He's even the one to take Jin's hand and ask if he wants to come see too. Hoseok and Yoongi offer to take care of dinner cleanup since they know Jin got home late last night, and he seems plenty happy to leave them to it and join Namjoon and Taehyung instead.

The three of them head to the main bathroom and show Jin the techniques Jungkook taught them, using a salt water solution and a cotton swab to gently clean around the piercing.

“Does it hurt at all, darling?” Jin asks as he watches Namjoon clean the top of the piercing.

“It's a bit tender, and I definitely feel it when we're cleaning it or if there's any pressure on it, but honestly it's not bad. I think it might hurt Namjoon-hyung more than it does me.”

Considering Taehyung's pain tolerance, he's probably not exactly wrong, but still… “I'm feeling better about it today,” Namjoon says, gently working the cotton swab around the bottom of the piercing. “I know I spent all of the last couple days worked up, but now that it's done I can see that it's okay – and Kook-ah being the one to do it really helped.”

“So you're saying I can get more?” Taehyung jokes.

Namjoon feels his stomach drop, hands stuttering for a moment. “How about letting this heal first,” he says, shaking his head with a laugh. “Give me a little break, huh?”

“Just joking, hyung. I think it's sweet how worried you get.”

“Of course I worry. You're our baby.”

“Oh really?” Jin says, letting out a chuckle too. “What about our precious maknae? Isn't he the baby?”

“Yeah, Jungkookie is the baby now. I'm one of the hyungs.”

“Nope, sorry pup.” Namjoon shakes his head, unable to hide the smile spreading across his face. “You're all our babies now – you, Minnie, and Kook-ah – our cute little omegas.”

It's impossible to miss the delight on Taehyung's face at the comment as Namjoon takes a step back, the cleaning complete. Jin is smiling at him too, but he isn't exactly sure why. It takes him a couple of seconds looking back and forth between the two of them for it to finally hit him.

Our omegas.

This is the first time he's said it so plainly, no matter how long he's been thinking it. He already thinks of Jimin and Jungkook as their omegas – as his – and now that cat is definitely out of the bag.

“Stop looking at me like that,” Namjoon mumbles, feeling his cheeks start to go warm. “It's not like this is something you didn't both know already.”

“Oooh, an embarrassed Joonie-hyung! That's a rare treat,” Taehyung giggles, leaning in for a hug that Namjoon accepts mostly just to hide his blushing face. “Aww, don't hide. That was so cute!”

Jin makes his way around to join their hug, pressing himself against Namjoon's back and sandwiching him between the two of them. “He's right, love. That was very sweet, and I'm glad to hear you acknowledging how deeply you care for our new additions.”

“You're both making it sound like that was a secret. All you do is tell me how obvious I am all the time.”

“We didn't think it was a secret, hyung. It's just that there's a difference between being super obvious and actually admitting how you feel. Now all we need to do is get you on board with explaining that to Jiminie and Jungkookie.”

The thought of saying that to either of them this early makes him physically recoil. He doesn't get far with Jin pressed up against his back, but it still has his thoughts racing because he can't. Things are going so well and Jimin and Jungkook are finally starting to settle in with the pack, getting comfortable enough to sleep over at the house and really open up to them.

Namjoon will not jeopardize that by laying all his huge, overwhelming feelings on them.

“I don't think Joon-ah is there just yet,” Jin says with a chuckle, squeezing Namjoon a little tighter and pressing a kiss to his scent gland. “It's okay if you need time, darling. It'll keep for now.”

Thankfully, they both seem content to drop the subject. Taehyung runs off to go find Hoseok, apparently intending to watch a movie with him in Yoongi's room, and Jin leads Namjoon upstairs where they spend the next couple of hours cuddled up in bed.

It's nice to have a good chunk of time to just talk. He gets to hear all about Jin's trip to China and the details of some new buildings his parents bought, a few of which were signed into Jin's name. It's not an uncommon thing. Jin's whole family handles a lot of real estate, but that subject is pretty far out of Namjoon's wheelhouse so he is very content to just let Jin do whatever he thinks is best financially.

Namjoon gets to tell him all about yesterday too.

He talks about the morning spent feeling anxious, with Yoongi working hard to get all of them fed and out the door in good time. It's a responsibility Yoongi always takes seriously, and something Namjoon normally takes more time to appreciate, so he's happy to hear that Jin made sure to share his own appreciation with Yoongi already.

By the time they're both nodding off, Namjoon feels at peace and content.

~~ The next day is their big date night. Namjoon is busy most of the morning, surveying their newest shipment of goods to make sure the quality is what they expect. The afternoon is spent in auctions and a few closed door meetings about some of the more expensive pieces, but the moment all his obligations are met for the day, he makes his way home to get showered and ready for their night.

While Namjoon might not consider himself the most observant of their pack – not by a long shot – he can still tell that something is off tonight.

Jimin and Jungkook show up and get showered in the same slew of greetings as always (though notably everyone is exchanging kisses now). They hang out, first in one big group and then splitting off as Jin shoos them out of the kitchen, and when dinner comes it's as full of joking and chatter as usual, but something is still different. He just can't tell what.

Possibly something with Yoongi? He seems a little quieter than usual, but not really upset or withdrawn… Maybe more like he's worried about something? It's not exactly enough for Namjoon to do anything with, but he can at least resolve to keep a closer watch on Yoongi tonight.

As it turns out, he's a little off base with his assumption.

Once dinner is over and the bare minimum of tidying up has been done, they all move to the living room and Namjoon catches sight of Jimin giving a tug to Jin's sleeve in the kitchen, whispering something to him.

“Yes, I think now is a perfect time,” Jin answers. “Let's get everyone settled.”

Immediately, Namjoon feels a spike of anxiety and starts taking stock of his mates. Taehyung and Hoseok both look curious as they sit down, with Taehyung asking what they're supposed to be talking about.

“Nothing bad,” Jimin answers, plopping down next to Taehyung on the couch. “Just something me and Kookie wanted to talk through with you guys.”

That does little to ease Namjoon's growing worries. It's obvious Jin knows what's going on, but what he finds really surprising is how Yoongi doesn't look surprised by this in the slightest either, just sitting down on the couch next to Hoseok without a word.

Whatever is going on, Namjoon wants to hurry up and hear about it so he sits himself at the end of the big couch, right next to Jungkook. He keeps his hands to himself for right now, sitting close enough to provide comfort if it's needed, but not wanting to impose with so little information.

Once they've all sat down, Hoseok is the one to speak up again. “We're all as settled as we're gonna get. What's the big secret Jiminie? Jungkookie?”

“Not really a secret, hyung,” Jungkook says, rubbing nervously at the back of his neck. “We just wanted to wait until we had everyone together.”

“So our heats are coming up,” Jimin says. Namjoon feels his heart skip a beat at the thought of getting to spend any amount of time with their new omegas in heat. He knows it's too early for them to spend their actual heat together, but maybe the preheat, or even just the early stages before– “We're planning to suppress it, but we just wanted you all to–“

Suppress it?” Taehyung squeaks out, grabbing Jimin's hand as his eyes go wide.

Namjoon gets an immediate sinking feeling in his stomach, all the joy he'd felt just seconds ago wiped away in an instant. His mind immediately starts feeding him every possible medical complication that can come from suppressing a heat. It's all the scariest ones first, of course. Heart problems, difficulty breathing, severe pain, blood clots, nervous breaks… There are too many to count, but he needs to be objective right now – to be the leader his pack needs.

He takes a steady breath and keeps his tone even when he speaks. “May I ask why you're choosing to suppress your heats?”

Jungkook nods. “It's what we normally do. I've been suppressing every other heat for the last couple of years now – since I presented, really – but it's been longer for Jiminie.”

“Not that much longer,” Jimin says immediately. It's clearly defensive, but there's too much else going on for Namjoon to get hung up there.

“But why?” Taehyung's face is still pulled into a shocked looking pout, not seeming soothed at all by this. (Not that Namjoon can blame him. He isn't feeling soothed either.)

“We've usually done it to avoid missing too much work,” Jimin explains. “If we both have our heats it ends up being over two weeks that we're out of work to take care of one another since they come one right after the other. Easier to just do that once a year to save the money and extra sick time.”

“But you don't have to worry about money anymore,” Taehyung whines, scent starting to go sour enough that Namjoon can smell it from the other end of the couch. “Suppressed heats are distressing, and what if something goes wrong?”

“Hey, it's okay,” Jimin coos, pulling Taehyung half into his lap for a hug. “This is a normal thing that we do and you don't have to worry about it, TaeTae. Everything is going to be alright.”

Jungkook leans in closer to the two of them too, reaching up to card his fingers through Taehyung's hair. “Yeah, it's gonna be okay, hyung. We've done this enough times to know what we're doing.”

“He has a point though,” Hoseok says gently. “If it's about money, you don't have to worry about that.”

Namjoon sees his window and takes it. “Exactly. There's no reason to distress yourselves over money. We want the two of you to do whatever you're most comfortable with, and if we can make any difference in–”

“Namjoon-hyung,” Jimin interrupts gently. “We really appreciate the sentiment, but you should know we've already decided what we want to do. Sorry to interrupt. I just… No point in letting you think you can change our minds about this.”

The words make Namjoon's heart drop, his chest feeling tight. “Can we at least talk about why then – if it isn't about money?” His voice comes out tense, and Jungkook's scent starts to go a tinge sour next to him too.

Jin is moving right away, standing up from where he's been sitting on the other couch with Yoongi and Hoseok, beckoning the two of them to come with him. “Alright, it seems like we're hitting a few bumps in the road,” he says, a warm, placid smile on his face. “Why don't we make a couple of changes? Taehyung-ah, darling, come here.”

Taehyung hesitates, puckering his lips in demand of a kiss and not leaving until Jimin gives a little half smile and leans in for a chaste peck. With that done, Taehyung lets out a little sigh. “Alright, but only because Joonie-hyung needs you two more than I do.”

The words have Jungkook turning toward Namjoon and looking at him with soft, almost sad eyes. “Hyung, I'm sorry,” he whispers. “We didn't think it would be a big deal or–”

“Just a moment, Jungkook-ah,” Jin says, reaching out to ruffle his hair, then turning to Yoongi, Hoseok, and Taehyung. “Can I entrust nesting supplies to the three of you? Nothing formal, just a quick bit of structure to help everyone feel a little more at ease. Is that agreeable?” he asks, turning to Jimin and Jungkook.

“Can we help?” Jimin asks, standing up.

“Hobi-yah? Take the two of them with you?”

Hoseok grins, reaching both hands out toward Jimin and Jungkook. “Sure thing. Come on you two. We're on pillow duty while Yoongles and Taehyungie handle blankets.”

Moments later, it's just Namjoon and Jin left in the living room.

“You knew,” he accuses, looking up at Jin. He knows they don't have long, knows it's an emotional response and that none of this is Jin's fault, but still he can't help himself.

“Only very briefly,” Jin says, kneeling down in front of him and taking both of Namjoon's hands between his. “Jungkook-ah mentioned it just the other day and explained they wanted to tell everyone tonight.”

“But Yoongi knew too – I swear he did.”

“You're right. They mentioned it to him originally, not thinking it was a big deal. He was the one to inform them that it was something we would want to talk about with them, even if they've already made up their minds. I know it's a lot to take in, and that it's rather upsetting, but I'm proud of how you're handling it so far, Joon-ah. It's going to be okay.”

“I just…” Namjoon trails off, tongue poking at the side of his cheek while he breathes deeply through his nose.

He wants… God, what does he even want?

He wants to convince them to change their minds, but it doesn't seem like that's going to be possible. That thought leaves him with the need to keep them closer, to not let them leave his sight until all of this is over and back to normal, to prove that he can take care of them however they need so that they don't have to do this ever again and–

That isn't going to be possible either. He takes another deep breath.

They're going to get through this. Jimin and Jungkook have done this before, so at least they shouldn't have to worry too much about unknown adverse reactions to the suppressants. The two of them are used to caring for one another like this too, which means that Namjoon and the rest of the pack looking after them in whatever way they can will only make it even safer – and ideally less distressing as well. They'll have the cameras too, the live feed that Namjoon can check as often as he needs to make sure that his omegas are safe.

“There you go, Joon-ah,” Jin whispers, squeezing Namjoon's hands in his own and pressing a kiss to an exposed knuckle. “I can see that brilliant mind at work. We're going to take such good care of them, aren't we? Going to make sure all our babies are safe?”

Namjoon nods. That is what they're going to do, no matter how hard any of it is. He still has questions, still wants to understand Jimin and Jungkook's reasoning, but he needs to wait until they've all gotten settled again. “Sorry I snapped at you,” he whispers, lifting their hands to press an apologetic kiss to the back of Jin's knuckles. “I spiraled a bit.”

“Completely understandable, love. I apologize for keeping this from you.”

“It's okay. You did the right thing. I just need to get a grip and pull myself together.” He lets out a sigh and stands, helping Jin up with him. “May as well make ourselves useful and clear some room.”

“Of course, but you know it is okay if they see you upset, Joon-ah. Nobody expects you to be perfectly composed all the time, and it might be mutually beneficial to give them the chance to comfort you a little.”

Jin is usually right about these things, and Namjoon has years worth of examples to prove it. While he admittedly doesn't like the thought of letting out just how upsetting he finds the whole ordeal, maybe he can manage a bit of honesty at least… “Alright. I can try.”

“Perfect. Now, we should probably prepare to assist. Pass me the throw blankets from the other couch?”

~~

Everyone gets back to the living room around the same time, and the rest of them leave the nest building to the omegas. Namjoon is fairly certain it's the first time the three of them have had a chance to build one together, even something informal like this.

It helps to diffuse the tension between them. At first they seem a bit wary, but then Taehyung and Jungkook find their footing shaping blankets and pillows together to form the walls. Jimin still seems a little timid (though frustratingly, his scent is the most content of all of them), but after a minute or so Taehyung beckons him closer. “C'mon, if it's our first nest together as a group, then I want it to be something all three of us made. I'm not mad at you Jiminie.”

That seems to do the trick, Jimin moving in closer with a nod.

While they work, Namjoon takes a page out of Taehyung's book, wordlessly reaching out to pull Yoongi into a hug and nosing at his scent gland before pressing a kiss there. Just something quick to show Yoongi that Namjoon isn't mad at him either.

The nest is decidedly more organized than Taehyung's usual ones. Jungkook pays more attention to the color of items, rearranging when something isn't to his taste, while Jimin follows behind making little adjustments to the physical structure. Even for something haphazard, it still makes Namjoon feel a little emotional – their omegas making their first nest together…

“Perfect, darlings,” Jin says, stepping up to the edge. “Are we allowed in? Do you need anything else first?”

Jungkook glances around them and then back at the remaining pile of nesting materials on the couch. “A few more pillows?” he suggests, looking to Taehyung for approval. “Jiminie likes his nests a little softer than this.”

“More pillows,” Taehyung agrees.

Hoseok digs up several different pillows from the pile, grinning as he displays them atop the blankets. “Color preference, Jungkookie?”

“All of them but the yellow ones, please.”

With the last few pillows added, Jungkook declares the nest finished. The rest of them file in one at a time, making sure they have the permission of all three omegas before entering.

“No point in being shy now,” Hoseok says cheerfully. “Jiminie, Jungkookie, I think Joonie needs you close.”

Jungkook moves immediately for where Namjoon is reclined against one stack of pillows, cuddling right up alongside him. At first, he buries his face in Namjoon's chest before quickly looking back over his shoulder at Hoseok. “Hobi-hyung, scent please,” he calls out.

“Of course, honey.” The warm aroma of coffee joins the rest of their scents as Hoseok scoots up to Yoongi, the two of them holding hands and settling close enough to touch Jin and Taehyung, who are also paired up and cuddling.

That just leaves Jimin, making his slightly slower approach toward Namjoon's other side. He looks unsure, biting at his lip and looking at Namjoon like he expects to be turned away at any moment.

That wont do at all.

Namjoon extends his arm in invitation. “Jimin-ah, if you feel comfortable I'd like to have you close.”

The reassurance helps. Jimin gives a shy little smile and moves in, settling against Namjoon's other side and looking up at him. “Are you mad at us, hyung?”

“Oh, baby no,” Namjoon assures him, pressing a kiss to his forehead and squeezing him closer. “I'm not angry – just worried.”

“We all are,” Yoongi adds.

“Yoongi-hyung is right.” Taehyung's voice comes out much more even now, soothed by Jin's scent around him and the calming structure of the nest. “We're worried about you and I… You don't have to change your mind, but I guess I just don't understand. If you know we'll take care of you financially, why still suppress your heat?”

“It's what we've been planning to do this whole time,” Jimin says. “Neither of us requested the time off we would need, or let our school know.”

“Alright.” Namjoon rubs his thumb softly over Jimin's shoulder, leaning in to press a kiss to his cheek. “I can understand that this was your plan, but is it really too late to change your mind?”

Jungkook shakes his head a little. “Amber-ssi would understand, but I don't want to have just mine. We always have our heats together.”

“Siyeon-ssi might understand too, but I don't want to take such a long unplanned absence. I've already shuffled stuff around. It's easier this way.”

“Minnie,” Hoseok says gently. “Are your heats distressing?”

Jimin goes a little tense against Namjoon's body, pulling away just a fraction almost like he wants to curl in on himself. “They aren't… They're not the easiest.”

“Suppressed heats are distressing for your body too though,” Taehyung says. “Are they worse than that?”

Over Namjoon's chest, Jungkook reaches out for Jimin, taking one of his hands and lacing their fingers together. It seems to help a little, Jimin going a tiny bit less tense. “You guys realize,” Jungkook starts, turning to look at Taehyung over his shoulder. “If we did have our heats, it would be more distressing than usual, right? When TaeTae had his heat, we were gone, but he still had alphas there. Same for Yoongi-hyung's rut.”

Silence falls over the group for a moment. Namjoon hadn't considered that. Jimin and Jungkook would be having their first heats while courting, with no alphas present… That would make for a bit of a distressing heat in itself, but if either of them already have rough heats–

God he wants to fix this, to flush those suppressants down the toilet and spend their heat with them, to show them that it doesn't have to be distressing if they're properly taken care of. Taehyung didn't like his heats in the beginning either, but they earned his trust. They showed him. There's no reason they can't do that for Jimin and Jungkook too. All they need is a chance and–

Namjoon steadies himself. They can do those things, but they can't do them now. Instead, they need to focus on the ways they can help now.

“That's a very valid point,” Namjoon agrees, even though he wishes it wasn't. “It really does sound like you've both thought through your options and made your decision. Thank you for explaining it to us so we could understand. Does anyone have any more questions about why this is the plan?”

Taehyung still has a frown plastered on his face, but he shakes his head and mumbles a soft little, “No. I get it. Just wish there was something we could do.”

“If it’s alright, that’s what I’d like to discuss next,” Namjoon says. “Do you all feel up to that?”

“Would make me feel a lot better,” Yoongi says.

Jungkook and Jimin both nod as well, while Taehyung buries his face in Jin’s chest and gives a little thumbs up.

Jin smiles and presses a kiss into Taehyung’s hair before looking over at Jimin and Jungkook. “I think that would be good. Can you run us through the timeline of what these normally look like for you two? Maybe let us know what you have scheduled during that period first and we can try and find places to help out. It would also be beneficial for us to know if there are any days where you know you would want us to stay away.”

Jungkook’s scent spikes just a little sour at the mention of not seeing them. Jimin squeezes his hand and Namjoon pulls him closer too. “It’s alright, pup. Nobody will stay away if you don’t ask us to. If you want someone with you every moment, then that’s what’s going to happen. Do you understand?”

Instead of looking up at Namjoon, Jungkook looks at Jimin. “Hyung?”

“Namjoon-hyung is right, baby. Anything you want.”

“You think you’ll be okay with it?”

“Only one way to find out,” Jimin pulls Jungkook’s hand up to his face and turns it, pressing a kiss to his mate’s wrist. “We’ll figure it all out. I promise.”

“And we would very much like to help you,” Jin says. “We can make a plan, but if anything changes in the moment we can adjust.”

“Okay,” Jungkook says, voice quiet. “Sorry this has been so upsetting for everyone. We didn’t… It wasn't supposed to be complicated.” His voice sounds just on the edge of cracking, the sour scent of distress not dissipating.

It’s enough to get everyone moving in closer. Hoseok comes first, cuddling right up behind Jungkook with Yoongi settling in behind him. “Jungkookie, nobody is upset we’re having this conversation,” Hoseok says, squeezing his arms around Jungkook’s middle. “We’re only worried because we care and we want to make things as easy for you as we can.”

Jin and Taehyung scoot in closer too, Taehyung pressing himself right up against Jimin’s back and burying his face in his neck while Jin slides in behind them. Now it’s really, truly a cuddle pile, with all seven of them snuggled up exactly like they should be. It has Namjoon feeling more at ease almost right away, and he’s not the only one either. All of their scents start to even out – Jungkook’s included.

“Fuck, this is so much better,” Taehyung mumbles into Jimin’s neck, reaching out over him to brush some hair out of Jungkook’s face. “You feel better too, baby?”

Jungkook nods. “Yeah, It’s better with everyone close.”

“Do you need a little break before we start planning?” Namjoon asks.

“No, m’okay now. Hyung, can you–”

“I got it,” Jimin says. “You guys want a timeline, right?”

With the seven of them all tucked in close and the most difficult part of the conversation over, the rest goes much smoother.

Jimin walks them through the expected timeline first. They have about three days before Jimin starts preheat and takes his suppressants. His actual heat should start a few days later, with Jungkook’s preheat beginning somewhere around the middle, and then just a day or two after Jimin has wrapped up his heat, Jungkook’s should begin.

Yoongi lets out a low whistle. “Wow, you guys cram all of that into – what was it, like two weeks? You’ve got to be fucking exhausted by the end when you don’t suppress your heats.”

“I get it a little easier,” Jungkook says. “I can’t imagine having my own heat first and then trying to help Jiminie through his.”

Jimin shrugs. “It’s fine. I’m usually pretty wiped out, but it’s worth it to take care of you.”

There’s a little pause before Jungkook squeezes Jimin’s hand and says, “Maybe next time, you… You could have help. You could rest, hyung.”

There’s a spike in almost every one of their scents.

Namjoon can imagine it, can see the whole pack home for two full weeks taking care of their new omegas, can imagine Jimin trusting them enough that he can rest after his own heat. The thought is so appealing it nearly makes his teeth ache with the force of his desire. He so far gone for both of them. So impossibly, completely, entirely in lo–

“Maybe, yeah,” Jimin whispers, yanking Namjoon back into the present.

Right, they still have plans to make. Fantasize later.

“We would love nothing more,” Jin says. “Something to discuss in the future. For now, I'd like to keep our focus on your upcoming heats. What kind of side effects do the suppressants typically have for you both? Anything we should be aware of?”

“They make Jiminie nauseous,” Jungkook says. “Normally he eats a ton in heat, but lots of things upset his stomach when it's suppressed.”

“I get cramps too,” Jimin admits. “Sometimes they can get… pretty bad, at least for the first couple of days. That's usually when the nausea is the worst too. Kookie tends to get feverish the first day or so of his – body aches, chills, that sort of thing.”

“And once that passes, I get kind of emotional.”

Jimin laughs. “By kind of, he means a lot. Honestly, it might actually help a ton to have you guys there for that part. I'm usually really tired and still dealing with the after effects of my suppressants by the time Kookie gets emotional. I feel like half the time he's just crying because he needs me but can tell I'm feeling miserable.”

Jungkook gives a little laugh at this as well, but the rest of them are silent. Namjoon can't even bring himself to try and laugh when he's imagining the two of them so upset and just clinging to each other for comfort.

They will make this time better for them.

There's a bit more discussion of side effects, though the rest sound relatively minor at least. Jin requests a list of some foods that Jimin finds acceptable when he's nauseous, and offers to make them any sort of comfort food they could want during. From there, they start to tentatively plan dates and look for ways to make the process easier.

Namjoon suggests remote attendance to any class they can't miss, and Hoseok offers up his services for assisting with homework if they need it. Taehyung nominates himself to take care of supplies, though he doesn't elaborate on what sort of supplies they might be.

With the difficult bits handled and plans in place, the conversation begins to shift back into something lighter. What Namjoon would really like now is to seal the deal with something sweet – a habit they've picked up from Taehyung and Jin. All it takes is him lifting his head far enough to catch Jin's gaze and flick his eyes toward the kitchen before the beta nods and excuses himself from the nest.

He returns with ice cream pops for everyone. It's the perfect push, getting all of the omegas smiling and laughing again, and most importantly: showing Jimin and Jungkook that everything is okay after their tense discussion. Positive reinforcement for their honesty. The suppressed heat might not be ideal, might not be what Namjoon wants, but he's glad they decided to talk about it like this – that they have been given the opportunity to help.

Notes:

Now that we have an idea of where this arc is going, I'm going to lay out a little bit of a roadmap here. Because Jimin's cycle starts first, we're going to spend a few chapters pretty heavily focused on him. After that, Jungkook will get a few chapters centered around him, and then we'll close out the arc with a few more chapters to tie up all our loose ends.

Mostly want to let everyone know that if it seems a little Jimin-centric at the beginning, Jungkook's turn is definitely coming. I just want to make sure they both get a chance to really shine and develop :D

Chapter 59: Give It A Try

Notes:

A surprise Wednesday chapter for you all since I had some extra editing time this week :D

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Preheat has never bothered Jimin all that much. Sure, he feels a bit uncomfortable and fussy, but compared to his actual heats it’s nothing. The worst thing is usually the occasional feeling of dread as either his heat draws near, or he gets one day closer to the painful side effects of suppressants.

He knows he’ll have to stop doing this soon. Both he and Jungkook have been suppressing one heat a year since they presented, but Jungkook has only been an omega for a few years now. This will be Jimin's eighth. Most years he at least considers having both of his heats (not last year with all of their money troubles), but he just really doesn’t want to.

His heats have always been difficult, ever since that very first one…

He’s incredibly rejection sensitive during them, and terrified of being abandoned. Jungkook has to take Jimin everywhere with him, carrying him to the bathroom or occasionally to the kitchen. The need for near constant physical contact is all consuming. He’ll find himself slipping deep into the fog of heat, begging for a knot, for some kind of relief, only to come thrashing out of it in a panic when he realizes how far he’s fallen into desperation. The emotional roller coaster is hard enough for him, but that’s not the worst part.

No, the worst part is that Jungkook has to go through it all with him. He never complains, always talking Jimin down and soothing him and treating him like he’s precious. He acts like it isn’t a burden at all but Jimin knows it is.

How could it not be?

Honestly, he’s glad his heat comes first. He might be exhausted and completely run down by the time Jungkook’s starts, but at least it gives him a chance to repay some small amount of the kindness his mate shows him instead of just wallowing in shame. He’d gladly spend a month shaking on the edge of complete exhaustion if that’s what Jungkook needed – anything to show how much he appreciates his mate.

The nausea and cramps that come with taking suppressants hurt, but sometimes Jimin thinks the shame he feels after his heat is worse.

Still, he’s trying to enjoy these days before the discomfort as much as he possibly can. He wasn’t sure at first how he was going to feel about having company during all of this, but things are off to a pleasant start, and their apartment has quickly become a hub of activity.

The morning his preheat hits, Taehyung and Namjoon come over for a visit, bringing a couple of laundry baskets full of all sorts of supplies. Taehyung has apparently been shopping since their discussion earlier in the week, at least judging by all of the unopened boxes inside of the baskets, and he’s eager to show off the gifts.

Jimin might feel more guilty about all the presents if it didn’t make Namjoon and Taehyung look so happy to give them, both their faces lighting up when Jungkook excitedly wraps himself in one of the new blankets, and when Jimin coos over the super nice looking heating pads they each get. There’s just so much – snacks, various teas, vitamins, bath products, blankets and a few almost impossibly soft pieces of clothing.

And that’s only the first laundry basket. The second one just holds a single black garbage bag completely full and bulging out the top of the basket. When they open it, it’s packed full of items scented by every single member of the pack, their scents spilling out into the apartment and leaving Jimin yearning for all of them to be here.

He feels tears well up in his eyes just thinking about all the effort they’ve already put into making him and Jungkook more comfortable. As much as he tries to fight it, preheat makes him too emotional to possibly hold them back. All he can do is watch as wet drops fall on the garbage bag full of clothes in several audible little plops.

Namjoon is there in an instant, passing the basket to Jungkook and kneeling down on the floor in front of Jimin, who sits crying unprovoked on his couch like an idiot. “Oh, Minnie, it’s okay,” Namjoon whispers, reaching up to cup Jimin’s face and brush away tears. “Do you wanna tell me why you’re crying, baby?”

“Yeah, hyung, are you okay?” Jungkook asks, setting a hand on Jimin’s shoulder.

Taehyung is there too, lowering himself onto the floor next to Namjoon and giving Jimin the softest, prettiest little smile. “Is it a good cry, Jiminie?”

Jimin nods, squeezing his eyes shut and sending more tears running down his burning cheeks. “It’s good,” he assures them, voice tight. “This is all so nice, and I’m just really thankful. I was already thinking we’re going to be so comfortable, and then the basket smelled like all of you and– God, I’m sorry. Preheat gets me so emotional.”

“Oh, poor baby,” Taehyung coos. “It's okay. I’m glad it’s a good cry at least.”

“Jimin-ah,” Namjoon says. “Would it be alright if I held you for a little bit? I'd love to have you close, but only if it's okay with you.”

The offer nearly makes his head swim. He wants so badly that it takes everything he has not to crawl into Namjoon's lap himself, leaving him completely helpless to control the way his scent spikes sweet. When he cracks his eyes open, he finds Namjoon staring back up at him with a handsome smile on his face, waiting patiently for Jimin's answer even though it couldn't be more obvious that the answer is going to be yes.

He nods. “Please, hyung.”

Namjoon's smile widens and then he's standing, picking Jimin up and sitting back down on the couch with Jimin in his lap. “There you go, pup,” he whispers. “Is that better?”

It is better – like immediately better.

Jimin has never had an alpha with him in preheat before. Well, maybe that's not exactly true. He had seen Jihoon during his preheat briefly but… it hadn't been anything like this. No cuddling or reassurance, no warm arms holding him so secure and safe that it makes his body relax easily into the hold – certainly no happy looking alpha smiling down at him like having Jimin in his lap is all he needs to be content.

It's enough to have more tears welling up in his eyes even as he smiles back up at Namjoon. “So much better. Can we…” He trails off, not quite sure how to ask for what he wants and instead just raises his wrist up toward Namjoon's face before he can stop to question himself.

Namjoon's gaze fixes on Jimin's wrist, reaching up to cradle Jimin's hand in his own. His scent was already perfect, but it tips warmer at the offer as his tongue peeks out to wet his lips. “Are you asking to be scented, Minnie?” He pulls Jimin's hand just a little closer and very gently presses his lips to the scent gland. “Like this?”

Even the tiny hint of a kiss is enough to make Jimin's mouth not want to work, so instead he just nods and gives what he hopes is an inviting smile.

“C'mon, hyung. Don't make him wait.”

That's Taehyung's voice.

Honestly, Jimin had kind of forgotten that he and Namjoon weren't alone here. He feels the beginnings of embarrassment start to bubble up inside of him, but they're wiped away almost instantly by the wave of liquid warmth that flows through him the moment Namjoon's tongue snakes over his wrist.

It's exactly what he wanted, to feel so completely enveloped in Namjoon's sandalwood scent, safe and secure in his arms. He doesn't even try to fight the low little purr that starts rumbling in his chest, letting himself delight in the way that Jungkook and Taehyung crowd around the two of them, cooing about how cute he is.

“Oh, You've even got him purring, Namjoon-hyung,” Jungkook says softly, an edge of something like wonder in his voice as he scoots in close enough for Jimin to see the wide smile on his face as he leans in and presses a kiss to his cheek. “You look so cute like this, Jiminie.”

“He really does,” Taehyung agrees. “Is he always this soft in preheat?”

Jungkook laughs. “Nope. Sometimes he's grouchy, and other times he's all sleepy and sad, but a little bit of comfort and he always gets all cute like this.”

As much as Jimin wants to frown at the statement, he's far too drawn in by the pretty brown of Namjoon's eyes looking down at him, all warmth and honey as he lets go of Jimin's wrist and offers his own instead. “Would you like to return the favor, pup?”

Jimin nods, taking Namjoon's hand and guiding the wrist to his mouth. The skin is smooth against his lips as he presses a little kiss there first, then opens his mouth and runs his tongue along Namjoon's scent gland. That wonderful scent fills his whole mouth in an instant, spicy and warm and everything he wants in this moment.

Jimin ends up spending almost the entire rest of their visit curled up in Namjoon's arms. He lets Jungkook handle looking through the rest of the gifts, offering his comments and thanks from the comfort of Namjoon's lap.

When it's time for Taehyung and Namjoon to head home, Jungkook makes the wonderful suggestion of having them each scent a few extra things first. That has Jimin finally getting back up on his own two feet again and rushing toward their closet to get some of the nesting supplies out. It's nearly time to start building his anyway, and he knows it's going to feel better if he can get all of their scents into it.

Luckily both Namjoon and Taehyung are only too happy to scent everything they give them.

~~

Working during preheat is never a fun experience, but Jimin picks up a couple of shifts anyway. He doesn't mean to – not really – but the second he finds himself lying in bed alone while Jungkook is at the gym, anxiety starts boiling over inside of him. Missing over a week of work makes him feel like he's practically asking to be fired. Maybe it's not as bad as the two and a half weeks it takes for both of their cycles to wrap up, but it's still too much. All he has to do is douse himself in scent blocker and pretend he isn't miserable for a couple days, and then when his actual heat hits, he won't have to feel nearly as bad.

He sends a few texts and manages to pick up two shifts.

Taking care of all of his responsibilities feels right. It's only two days. He can make that work.

Jungkook isn't all that happy about it when he gets home, but he doesn't fight Jimin too hard on it – probably because he knows it's hopeless. Jimin wishes it wasn't, that he didn't have to make Jungkook worry, but he can't lose his job again.

The first shift is awful. He’s working as a server, and being in view of so many people when he’s already feeling vulnerable has his nerves frayed by the time he’s just over halfway through. It’s going to be fine. He’s pushed through this before and he can do it again. Taking his breaks in a dark corner of the back office gives him the privacy to let out a few tears and try his best to eat something even though all he wants to do is curl up under a blanket and rest.

It’s during his last fifteen minute break that Siyeon shows up unexpectedly to check in on a few things. Today is supposed to be her day off, so Jimin panics when the office light turns on and her eyes immediately gravitate to the back corner of the office where he sits. He’s done crying, having just let it out for a few minutes and then stopped in hopes that by the end of his break, his face won’t be too blotchy.

It’s still ten minutes until his break ends, and he knows it’s obvious what he’s been doing.

“Jimin, are you alright? Did something happen?” Siyeon asks, closing the office door behind her and stepping further in.

“It’s nothing,” Jimin says, plastering a fake smile onto his face and hoping for the best as words start to nervously tumble out of his mouth. “Just in preheat and feeling a little emotional, but don’t worry. I’ll be fine by the time my break is over.”

Siyeon does not look impressed with that answer, and for a moment Jimin is terrified he’s about to be fired.

“Why did you pick up serving shifts in preheat of all times?” She asks, shaking her head. “You can’t tell me you really need the money? Honestly, I thought Namjoon-ssi would take better care of his omegas than this.”

Jimin’s eyes go wide. “Siyeon-ssi, it’s not like that at all,” he says quickly. “Namjoon-hyung doesn’t have anything to do with this. I just wanted to make sure I was pulling my weight since I’ll be gone for almost a week already.”

“And by pulling your weight you mean working yourself to tears and then crying in the office on your breaks? I’m pretty sure they can manage the last hour without you, and I’ll be here for a while anyway if they need help. Go home. Don’t come back tomorrow either. I have no interest in working my staff to tears, especially the ones who I would like to keep.”

“Wait, at least let me finish my shift today? I don’t want to leave them short handed and I only have a little while left anyway. I can do it.”

Siyeon narrows her eyes at this, giving his words at least a few seconds of thought. “Alright, here’s how this is going to go,” she says, expression softening slightly. “You can go out there and finish up. I’ll be in the office for a while, and you will come and get me if you need me.”

Jimin stands up in an instant. “Thank you, Siyeon-ssi! I’ll go right–”

“I’m not done.”

“Sorry,” Jimin says, sitting back down just as fast.

“Listen, I don’t know what kind of places you’ve worked before, but I do not want you working with customers during your preheats. Ideally I don’t want you working at all during them, but we can talk about office work if you’re still this determined when your next one rolls around. You will not be here tomorrow. Are we clear?”

“Yes ma’am.” Jimin bows his head, heart racing. “I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.”

“I know it won’t. You’re a good employee, Jimin. As long as you follow our agreement going forward, you’re not in trouble. Now I’m going to go and check on things while you finish your break.”

Jimin nods and then Siyeon is gone almost as fast as she arrived, leaving him alone in the brightly lit office feeling like he’s made some monumental mistake. It takes the rest of his break just to talk himself down and get enough of a grip to go back out there. He knows it’s fine, knows that Siyeon-ssi is reasonable and meant what she said about him not being in trouble – but that doesn’t stop the alarm bells ringing in his brain telling him that he’s definitely fucked up.

He swallows down the lump in his throat. There’s a little over an hour left for him to work. He can break down after it’s over.

At least the tail end of his shift is busy enough to keep him from thinking too much. He just keeps putting one foot in front of the other, plastering smiles on his face and taking orders until he’s finally free.

As expected, there’s a ride waiting for him when he steps out of the hotel. Honestly, he’s starting to get used to not riding the bus anymore, and he’s friendly enough with the regular security guys by now to make comfortable small talk with almost all of them. To his surprise though, it’s not one of the security guys driving the vehicle, even though that's who dropped him off.

Instead, it’s Yoongi parked out front in one of the familiar black vehicles today. Jimin can’t help but be glad to see him, especially when work has left him so drained and overwhelmed.

Even though it means his secretly picked up shifts are apparently not so secret.

“Hey Min-ah,” Yoongi says when Jimin opens the car door and climbs inside. “Heard you decided to work today for some goddamn reason, so I figured– Shit, did something happen? You look miserable.”

As hard as he tries not to, no amount of biting the inside of his cheek can keep the tears from welling up in his eyes, not now that his shift is finally over and he's safe in the car with Yoongi, surrounded by the comforting scent of cinnamon. He tips his face down in an attempt to hide the tears, but there's no way Yoongi misses them. “Fuck, sorry,” he squeezes out, voice tight. “I'm okay. It was just a hard shift and I'm emotional but it's gonna be fine. Just ignore me for a minute.”

Yoongi reaches over and places his hand on Jimin's shoulder. “Yeah, I'm not going to do that, sweetheart. I do have to move this damn car before I get a ticket, but then I'm going to park us somewhere and you're gonna tell me what's wrong, okay?”

“You really don't have to. I just cry a lot in preheat. M'gonna be fine.”

“Cool. Still gonna do exactly what I said though,” Yoongi answers, already pulling the car back onto the road.

Instead of arguing, Jimin just focuses on trying to get his shit together so he doesn't have a complete breakdown in front of Yoongi. To be honest, normally this part of preheat doesn't bother him. He's used to crying in front of Jungkook and they both know it's just a normal part of the process for him – not that it stops Jungkook from babying (or sometimes fucking) him about it. But now he's gotten weepy in front of almost the entire pack in the space of a few days and he's feeling self-conscious about it, on top of all the other feelings swirling inside of him.

The car comes to a stop only a few blocks later as Yoongi turns into the first parking garage he sees and pulls them into an out of the way corner on one of the upper floors.

“Now you're gonna have to pay for parking,” Jimin grumbles.

“So?”

“Waste of money.”

“Oh man, gonna have to take out a loan for that one,” Yoongi deadpans, already messing with the controls to scoot the front seat back as he folds up the center console. “I'll never financially recover.”

Jimin crosses his arms and does his best to glare at Yoongi even though his tear stained face probably makes it look ridiculous. “Be nice to me. I've had a hard day.”

“What do you think I'm trying to do?” Yoongi reaches over and unbuckles Jimin's seat belt, then sits sideways in the front seat and opens his arms in a clear invitation. “Come here and tell me about it.”

As much as he stubbornly wants to put up a fight, Jimin just doesn't have the energy for it. He's glad too, because the moment he crawls over into Yoongi's waiting arms, he feels so much better. There's something about it that quiets down his racing thoughts, and even if it doesn't quite stop him crying yet, it at least makes the tears come easier.

“There you go, Min-ah,” Yoongi whispers, holding Jimin close and rubbing a hand up and down his back. “Let it out. We've got nothing but time.”

It's a little confusing. When the pack had talked about wanting to be there for them during their upcoming heat cycles, Jimin hadn't really expected to feel comforted by the presence of the alphas. Not that they do anything to make him feel bad, but… Even the brief times he had seen Jihoon during his first preheat, it hadn't made him feel better. He knows that relationship wasn't healthy, that Jihoon was a jerk, but he still just kind of assumed he would feel the same about all alphas.

It makes him cry even harder to think that maybe he's wrong – even if those tears are more about relief than sadness.

After a few minutes he finally begins to wind down. The combination of Yoongi's soothing presence and finally getting to let out all of the tension he'd been holding in while he worked has him feeling tired when the tears stop coming. Yoongi is kind enough to pass him a tissue to blow his nose before he starts asking questions, giving Jimin all the time he needs to recenter himself.

“Okay,” Jimin says, letting out a big breath as the embarrassment of his little breakdown starts to hit him. “I think I’m good now. I’m sorry. I didn’t expect it to be you who picked me up and I just really needed to cry and I should have just done it in the bathroom before I left or–”

“No, you shouldn’t have,” Yoongi interrupts, squeezing Jimin closer and sending another inexplicable wave of calm through him. “I don’t want you crying alone in some bathroom when I could be looking after you instead. Plus it’s not like I expected you to be totally fine when I picked you up today.”

“You… What?”

“Sweetheart, you went to work in the middle of your preheat. There was no way that was gonna be an easy shift. I thought JK told me you weren’t scheduled to work until after your heat, so I figured it was unexpected too, and thought you might appreciate seeing a familiar face picking you up.”

Damn it, that’s so sweet. It makes Jimin’s chest feel tight to think of Yoongi being worried enough over him that he decided to come pick him up. “Thank you,” he says, pressing a tiny kiss to Yoongi’s chest where his face rests. “You really didn’t have to, but I’m glad it was you. Don’t know if I would have been able to hold it in until I got home, and crying in front of one of the security guys would have probably been even more embarrassing.”

“Are you going to tell me why you agreed to pick up a shift when you should be home resting?”

“I’ve worked during preheat before.”

“Because you needed the money, right?”

Jimin nods. “And because I didn’t want to lose my job.”

“You really think they’d fire you for that?”

“At this point, I think Siyeon-ssi is more likely to fire me if I don’t take it off,” Jimin mumbles. He still wishes she hadn’t found him in that office, that she had just walked right past and he could have done what he agreed to do and gotten it over with. Now someone will have to cover his shift tomorrow and–

“Wait, wasn’t she wasn’t the one who called you to cover today?”

Shit. Yoongi definitely isn’t going to like this.

“Not exactly. I wanted to pick up a couple of shifts before my heat hits so I wouldn’t be leaving them short handed for over a week.”

There are a few beats of silence, long enough that Jimin lifts his head to look up at Yoongi and try to gauge his reaction. The alpha’s eyes are squeezed shut, lips held in a tight line as he lets out a long breath through his nose. When his eyes crack back open and meet Jimin’s it’s impossible to miss the exasperation in them, or the way his scent has gone muted.

Jimin braces. For what he isn’t sure. Yelling? Something else?

Whatever it is, it doesn’t come.

Yoongi reaches up to cup his cheek, and Jimin feels himself flinch before he can stop it. The movement is small, but Yoongi’s expression falls in an instant, mouth dropping open as his eyes go wide and his hand freezes just inches from Jimin’s face.

The smell of burnt cinnamon fills the air.

“Fuck, sorry.” Jimin feels a new wave of worry wash over him at the realization that he's hurt Yoongi’s feelings. He reaches up to lay his own hand over Yoongi's, guiding it the rest of the way to his cheek. “It’s okay,” he says softly. “I’m sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologize,” Yoongi answers, voice coming out tight. “And you don’t have to let me touch you if you don’t want. You know that, right?” He goes to gently pull his hand back, like he intends to sit up and scoot away, but Jimin keeps the hand in place.

“Wait, please. I do want you to touch me. If I didn’t want you to, I wouldn’t let you, okay? Please don’t go right now?”

Yoongi looks right into his eyes, studying his face for a few tense seconds before giving a little nod, thumb brushing tentatively over Jimin’s cheek. “Okay. I’m not going anywhere. I just… Did you think I was going to hurt you?”

“I didn’t think anything, I swear. It was just a reaction. I’m… just a hormonal mess right now and I knew what I said was going to upset you, but I didn’t think– I’ve never thought you were going to hurt me.” He's being honest. He doesn't know what sort of negative reaction he'd been braced for, but he really can't imagine Yoongi wanting to physically harm him.

It seems like it's going to take more than a few words to ease Yoongi's mind, though. His scent is still burnt, a line of tension visible in his motionless body. They both need comfort right now, but someone has to move first.

Jimin decides it's going to be him. He slowly turns his head, tilting it down enough to gently press his lips over the scent gland on Yoongi's wrist. “Hyung,” he breathes, pressing another kiss over the skin. “I promise, I'm not afraid of you.”

That seems to be enough to get Yoongi moving again, his scent starting to even out as he looks at Jimin, eyes drifting down to his lips and then back up again. “Can I kiss you?”

Jimin nods, and then they're both leaning in. It's gentle, Yoongi still cupping Jimin's cheek and kissing him as if he's made of glass. Even as soft as it is, the kiss still further settles Jimin's nerves, leaving him feeling less like he's done real damage to their relationship with that split second reaction.

It's Yoongi who ends the kiss, wrapping his arms tighter around Jimin and pulling him in close. “I overreacted,” he says softly. “Sorry. I know you can't help reactions like that. I just panicked, and I don't think it helped that I can't smell you at all right now, not that I'm blaming you or–”

“It's okay, you don't have to apologize. I understand. I knew you weren't going to like that I had offered to pick up shifts, and I was bracing myself – but not for you to hurt me. I know you wouldn't.”

Jimin can feel Yoongi nodding, but it's still another couple seconds before he speaks. “Alright. Still wish I hadn't gotten quite so worried, but thanks for understanding.”

“Yeah, thank you too. And umm… I might have a wet wipe in my bag to get the scent blocker off if you need?”

“It's okay. Kind of don't want you to move right now,” Yoongi says.

Jimin can't help but agree. He would much prefer to stay pressed up against Yoongi for a while longer, especially after the tense moment they've just shared. “Good, because you're comfy.”

Yoongi lets out a tiny little puff of laughter and things go quiet for a minute, the two of them simply relaxing into the quiet atmosphere. Eventually Yoongi starts talking again, words coming out slow and deliberate, like he's really considering what he's saying. “You're right, you know. I don't like knowing that you picked up shifts when you should be resting.”

“If it makes you feel any better, I won't be going in tomorrow. Siyeon-ssi found me crying in the office on my break and chewed me out a bit for working during my preheat.”

“I mean, sure – I'm glad you aren't going in tomorrow, but it's…” Yoongi lets out a long sigh. “I realize I don't have a lot of ground to stand on here, but I just want you to take care of yourself, Min-ah. No job is worth more than your health.”

“I'm sorry. I just… You have to understand how horrible it was the last time I lost my job. We spent months trying to find me another one. Our cupboards were empty – we could barely afford to keep Jungkook fed, and he worked so hard to keep us afloat. I took every odd job I could find, spent my days putting in applications and interviewing and just trying to make something work, but I couldn't. I felt like it was all my fault.” Jimin shakes his head. They're in a much better place now, but it doesn't stop the gnawing anxiety – the way he knows it could all happen again in an instant if enough things go wrong.

“I'm not going to let that happen to you ever again, sweetheart. None of us will. You could quit your job right now and we would make sure you were taken care of.”

“It’s not that I don’t appreciate that,” Jimin starts, pausing as he tries to figure out how to word his response in a way that isn’t outright dismissive. He does appreciate everything that pack has done for them but… “I just… I can’t count on it right now. I need to know that I can take care of Kookie if things don’t work out, because I can't put him in a position where he has to work that hard ever again. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not always all that great at relying on people either – even when I know they really want me to. Do what you need to do, but maybe just take it a little easier on yourself?”

He can at least do that… right?

“Don’t think Siyeon-ssi is going to give me much of a choice,” Jimin says with a laugh.

“I like her more by the moment.”

“You should. She’s great, honestly.”

Yoongi makes a little hum of acknowledgement and the two of them go silent for a while again, cuddling in the dim lighting of the parking garage. The silence is easy, both of them moving without speaking to press their wrists together for a scenting, filling the car with vanilla and cinnamon until Jimin’s head finally feels calm again.

“I really do appreciate you picking me up today,” Jimin says. “Sorry I was such a wreck.”

“Like I said, kind of expected you might be. I don’t mind though. M’not as good at comforting people as the others are, but–”

“The only part you’re bad at is accepting that maybe you aren’t so bad at it,” Jimin corrects. “I definitely feel a lot better than I did before, and I can only imagine what it would have been like if Jin-hyung or Namjoon-hyung had picked me up instead.”

“Yeah, they weren’t very happy about it either.”

Jimin lets out a groan. “Does everyone know?”

“They do. Jungkook-ah dropped a couple of pictures from your photo shoot in the group chat, so everyone’s attention was there when Seokjin-hyung asked where you were.”

“Oh god, I haven’t even looked at my phone since my last break. I completely missed it.” Jimin shuffles a little as he digs out his phone, heart racing and cheeks already turning pink.

After scrolling through a few updates from earlier in the day, he finds the messages. Jungkook dropped six pictures into the group chat from the Special Selcas they took for Yoongi – mostly just the early ones that were more pretty than suggestive, though the one of him on his back with the sweater riding up to show his belly button ring is included.

He’d given Jungkook the okay to share them a week or so ago. Why his mate picked this morning of all times to send them is a mystery at first, but his motivation becomes clear as Jimin reads on.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[JK]: Attachments: DSC_0476, DSC_0481, DSC_0482, DSC_0490, DSC_0493, DSC_0498

[JK]: jiminie and me did a photo shoot a while back to mess with yoongi hyung

[JK]: these are some of my favorites

[JK]: theres some spicier ones but im gonna let jiminie decide which of those he wants to share

[Tae]: OH

[Tae]: MY

[Tae]: GOD

[Tae]: you mean they get spicier than this??? (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Hobi]: omg minnie! u look so good ;)

[Namjoon]: Wow.

[Namjoon]: Jimin-ah, you look incredible.

[Jin]: I agree. The one with your piercing on display is especially lovely.

[Jin]: Admittedly, I’m very interested in the others. Only if you decide you want to share, of course.

[Tae]: jiminie pls

[Tae]: you’re so hot i wanna die

[Yoongi]: Can confirm that they get spicier.

[Namjoon]: What?

[Namjoon]: You have them?

[Yoongi]: I have a few that aren't here.

[Tae]: hyuuuuuung ( ╥ω╥ )

[Yoongi]: Sorry. Not mine to share. You’ll have to ask Min-ah.

[Tae]: jiminieeeeeee

[Tae]: my need is great and my patience is nonexistent

[JK]: it might be a while sorry

[Tae]: why is he asleep or something?

[JK]: nah hes at work

[JK]: but he gets done in about half an hour

[Tae]: WHAT ᇂ_ᇂ

[Hobi]: oh no.

[Namjoon]: Please tell me that was a typo.

[Yoongi]: If he has a ride already, tell them not to worry about it. I'm leaving now to go pick him up.

[Namjoon]: I can be home in fifteen minutes.

[Yoongi]: That's too long. I'm not risking leaving him waiting out on the street.

[Jin]: Yoongi-yah is right, darling.

[JK]: thanks for picking him up hyung

[JK]: i texted wonho ssi so he knows not to worry about it

~

The conversation keeps going. When questioned, Jungkook explains how Jimin had wanted to pick up the extra shifts, and that they're both used to working in preheat. Of course, Jungkook wasn't planning on working this time. He had even tried to convince Jimin to just take the whole time off too, but Jimin hadn't listened. All it took was one moment of anxiety for him to cave and ask for work, and now Jungkook has tattled on him to the whole pack.

“That little shit,” Jimin mumbles. “Are you gonna take me home so I can give him a piece of my mind?”

Yoongi seems to find this amusing, letting out a laugh. “Sure, we can go. Am I dropping you off or coming up to the apartment for a while? Could scent some stuff for you if you want.”

“You can come up. I don't mind an audience while I tackle Kookie.”

“Are you ready to go now? We can stay a little longer if you need?”

Jimin shakes his head and the two of them rearrange themselves in the car. Yoongi gets the seats sorted and then drives down to the exit and pays whatever ridiculous parking fee he probably got charged. Jimin doesn't see it. He's too busy pulling his phone back out.

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: You ratted me out (ー_ーゞ

[JK]: hi hyung

[Jimin]: Don't “hi hyung” me

[Jimin]: You know what you did

[JK]: aww its gonna be okay jiminie

[JK]: does that mean youre on your way home

[Jimin]: Yeah. Yoongi-hyung and I should be there soon

[JK]: ok see you soon hyung

~~

Jimin's plan to give Jungkook a hard time for outing him doesn't quite work out the way he hopes. It would help if the scent of the pack in their apartment didn't make his brain go a little fuzzy (fuzzier than it already is in preheat), but ever since they opened that garbage bag of clothes, the apartment has smelled like heaven. Still, when he and Yoongi walk in and spot Jungkook in the kitchen, Jimin slips out of his shoes and stomps his way over to his mate.

Jungkook gives him a wide smile and opens his arms. “Hi Jiminie. You made it home, and you brought company with you too. Hey Yoongi-hyung.”

As much as Jimin wants to be angry and deny Jungkook a hug, he also needs a hug from his mate so bad that he could nearly cry. He settles on a grumpy hug, allowing Jungkook to pull him close as he mumbles, “You did it on purpose.”

“Aww, my fussy baby,” Jungkook coos. “Everyone liked your pictures so much.”

“You could have waited. You wanted them to ask where I was.”

“What, were you just gonna never tell them?”

“Yeah,” comes a familiar voice. Jimin's stomach drops as Taehyung steps out from the hallway to stand beside Jungkook, arms crossed and an eyebrow raised at Jimin. Shit. The wonderful scents coming from the bag full of clothes meant that Jimin hadn't even questioned the little bits of maple he could smell in the apartment. “Were you planning to keep it a secret, Jiminie?”

Damn.

“TaeTae, I didn't know you were here,” Jimin says, watching as Yoongi comes to stand beside Taehyung as well. Seeing the three of them standing side by side, it's pretty clear he's very much outnumbered right now.

Taehyung shakes his head, an unimpressed look on his face. “Did you think we weren't going to find out?”

“You do realize we have a video feed of your apartment,” Yoongi says. “We would have noticed you missing two days in a row. You're lucky I didn't catch it earlier today.”

Honestly? Jimin hadn't thought a lot about it. Preheat makes his brain run weird, and all he'd really thought about was the gnawing anxiety at missing over a week of work. The relief he'd felt when he scheduled those two shifts had easily eclipsed any thoughts about what the others were going to think about it, let alone whether he would tell them or not.

Jimin turns to hide his face in Jungkook's chest. “Didn't think,” he whispers, wishing this conversation was over already. “Doesn't matter anymore. M'not working tomorrow.”

There's a beat of silence before Yoongi chimes in. “His boss caught him crying on his break and told him not to come in tomorrow, and also not to work during his preheats anymore.”

“Well at least that's one problem solved,” Taehyung says, letting out a sigh. “Time to get started on the rest then.”

“What…” Jimin lifts his head to find Taehyung's expression softened, a sort of sad half smile tugging at his lips. “What are the rest?”

“Getting that scent blocker washed off of you, for one. A change of clothes too. Here, just come with me for a minute.” Taehyung offers Jimin his hand, waiting expectantly for the few seconds it takes Jimin to accept it and then immediately turning to lead him down the hall. “You two just leave him to me for now,” he calls back.

They end up in the bathroom first, where Taehyung doesn't hesitate for a moment, pulling out a washcloth and soaking it in warm water and some facial cleanser he finds on the counter. Jimin knows what it's for and starts unbuttoning his work shirt to make things easier.

Taehyung hums his approval at Jimin's actions but otherwise works in silence. It's strange, and obvious that he's still upset, but Jimin isn't sure what to say. Does he just go straight for an apology? Explain that he really didn't think about what he was doing when he took those extra shifts? He doesn't know.

Luckily, he doesn't have to decide.

“Tell me why?” Taehyung asks as he scrubs the scent blocker from Jimin's neck in soft swipes. “You said you didn't think about us finding out. Tell me what you did think about?”

“Was anxious about missing too much work,” Jimin admits. “Didn't want to get fired so I just… I texted to see if I could maybe pick up a shift.”

“Were you alone when you called?”

Jimin nods. “Kookie was at the gym.”

“Did you think about what he would say when he found out?”

“I…” Jimin trails off almost immediately as he realizes he hadn't thought about what his mate would think, not even for a moment. He'd just made the calls and later accepted the disappointment in Jungkook's face as unavoidable. “Damn it,” he whispers, feeling tears well up in his eyes.

Taehyung's expression softens completely and he pulls Jimin into a hug. “Oh, you poor thing. I thought you were just being stubborn, but you really just got scared and tried to fix it, didn't you?”

“I didn't think about Kookie. I should have–”

“It's okay,” Taehyung soothes, pressing a kiss to Jimin's scent gland that has him softening in an instant, leaning more heavily into Taehyung's embrace. “You were alone in preheat and got anxious, Jiminie. It happens.”

Jimin shakes his head against Taehyung's shoulder, blinking more tears out of his eyes. “I hate this,” he whispers. “Heat, preheat – all of it. It's like all I do is cry and make bad decisions and be a burden to everyone–”

“That's not true. You and Jungkookie have just had to struggle on your own with this for so long that all you know is these anxious cycles, but it doesn't have to be like that anymore. Not now that you guys have us. Look, I used to hate my heats too – for years – but they really don't have to be awful.”

“You… You hated them?”

“So much,” Taehyung whispers. “I was always alone and scared and they hurt whether I suppressed them or not. It took a few years with Jin-hyung and the others, but I'm usually excited about them now. We can help you feel that way too. All you have to do is let us take care of you and I promise we can make all of this so much better for you, can make your heats something to look forward to. Just let us try?”

It doesn't sound possible, what Taehyung is saying. Jimin's heats have never been good, suppressed or not, but he's just so tired of feeling awful, and what Taehyung is offering sounds so nice

“Okay,” Jimin whispers, just loud enough to be heard.

Taehyung's maple scent spikes warm and sweet around them. “Really? Thank you so much, Jiminie. We're gonna make everything better, I swear – starting with getting you into some comfy clothes and all cuddled up safe with us, okay?”

“Sounds nice,” Jimin answers, pressing a thankful little kiss to Taehyung's scent gland in gratitude.

Once Taehyung finishes scrubbing the scent blocker off Jimin's skin and helps him into some soft clothes, he leads him back out into the living room. Yoongi and Jungkook are sitting side by side on the couch, talking through what to order for dinner.

Jimin heads straight for Jungkook, climbing into his lap and wrapping his arms around Jungkook's shoulders. “I'm sorry, Kookie,” he says, pressing a kiss to his mate's cheek. “I didn't think before I picked up those shifts, but I should have talked to you first – and I should have listened to you.”

“It's okay, hyung,” Jungkook assures him, wrapping his arms around Jimin's middle and squeezing him close. “I'm sorry I tattled on you. Just wanted someone to be able to talk some sense into you.”

“Don't worry about it. You did the right thing, and I'm… Umm, I'm gonna…”

“He's agreed to let us help,” Taehyung says. “Like really help. You guys might have a suppressed heat this time, but we can still make it way better for both of you – isn't that right, Yoongi-hyung?”

“That's right.” Yoongi leans in closer to Jungkook and settles a hand on Jimin's back. “We're gonna take good care of you, starting with dinner.”

Between the four of them, they end up deciding on sushi, in large part because Jimin thinks it sounds good and knows he won't be able to stomach it once his suppressants kick in and he's left nauseous. The moment it's been ordered, he's shuffled into Yoongi's arms while Taehyung and Jungkook start dimming the lights and scrounging up extra blankets.

Jimin really has been meaning to build a proper nest, but tonight they just settle for a bunch of extra blankets on the couch while they watch anime and eat their sushi. It's nice. Someone is always cuddling with him, and both Jungkook and Taehyung take turns hand feeding him pieces of sushi until his head is swimming pleasantly with warmth.

It feels good. And Jimin does his best to just relax into it.

He wants to feel good, wants his heats to not be something he has to dread for the rest of his life. It's worth trying – worth trusting Taehyung.

Maybe things really can be better.

Chapter 60: A Little Trust

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Seokjin is happy to report that since the minor hiccup of Jimin scheduling himself for work, things have been going substantially better.

It took some convincing to send Taehyung over to the apartment that day. Namjoon had been ready to drive there himself and wait for Jimin and Yoongi to get back, but Hoseok and Seokjin were both convinced that sending Taehyung alone was the right call. While Jimin hasn't been particularly forthcoming about why his heats are difficult, at the very least Taehyung could relate about what it feels like to be afraid of them – and offer proof that healing is possible.

The conversation has given them a point of entry. Seokjin does not intend to waste it.

He’s got something special planned for tonight. It requires enlisting the help of both Hoseok and Namjoon to keep the others occupied for an evening so that he can have Jimin all to himself, but they are only too eager to help.

Originally, he had considered something with a few more people, but Jimin sometimes seems to get overwhelmed when there’s too much attention on him, so Seokjin figures a private evening will be more appreciated. As much as he loves the thought of giving Jimin the full attention of himself and all three alphas, that's something that will likely take time to work up to. Even just the brief period a few weeks back when Taehyung and Jungkook had been in the other room setting up their adorable photo slideshow, Jimin had gotten overwhelmed as soon as all the remaining attention was on him.

Luckily, Hoseok had caught it immediately – and now that they’re aware, they can try to accommodate that particular anxiety better. He finds it a bit exhilarating, juggling a new set of worries and planning for how to best facilitate positive changes for their new omegas. It reminds him fondly of those early days with the rest of his mates.

They’ve all come so far together.

Still, if he starts reminiscing about that, he’ll be here all day, and he has far more important matters to attend to – like getting all of his prep work done for dinner. He only has a couple of hours before Jimin should be arriving, and there’s plenty to get done in that time.

He and Namjoon easily manage to get everyone out the door in time. While Seokjin remains here at the house, the others have plans for dinner and a movie, followed by some time at Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment before they all return to the house for the night. More than enough time to get Jimin properly settled in and comfortable here.

Seokjin kisses each of his mates goodbye, then returns to the kitchen to make sure everything is done by the time his guest arrives.

Wonho texts Seokjin the moment that he’s collected Jimin and they’ve departed, allowing for more precise timing for the finishing touches. It works perfectly. By the time Jimin arrives and calls out a tentative greeting from the foyer, Seokjin is just returning from putting the finishing touches on the dining room.

“In here, Jimin-ah,” he calls, stepping toward the doorway.

Jimin looks lovely – not that Seokjin had expected anything less with Taehyung aware of his plans and always eager to help Jimin dress up. He’s adorned in pretty silver bracelets and matching earrings, eyes made up in a fetching smokey gray and wearing a silky looking shirt in a soft pink that nearly matches the blush on his cheeks. Seokjin can only imagine the delight Taehyung must have felt sending him off looking so lovely.

While dressing up hadn’t been a requirement by any means, he had assumed that Jimin would appreciate feeling pretty tonight, and that Taehyung could help him balance that with comfort and make it a fun activity for the two of them.

It would appear he was right.

“You look beautiful, darling,” Seokjin says, opening his arms in invitation.

Jimin gives him a nervous little half smile. “Honestly, I was worried me and TaeTae overdid it. Seems a bit over the top for a night in,” he says, stepping into the offered embrace and wrapping his arms around Seokjin in turn.

“Nonsense. You two did perfect. I was hoping you would have fun with it, and admittedly I was also looking forward to seeing you like this.”

“We did have fun, and seeing you makes me feel better too. You look handsome, hyung.”

“I’ll look better when I lose the apron,” Seokjin says with a laugh. He's done his best to look nice for this too (or at least nicer than he looks every day, which is already setting a fairly high bar of course). He doesn’t have a hair out of place, wearing his most flattering slacks paired with the softest button down he owns, just to make sure Jimin doesn’t end up pressed against any uncomfortable fabric while he’s feeling sensitive from preheat.

Speaking of preheat, it’s impossible to miss Jimin’s scent from this close. Before, it had been warring with the smells gathered in the kitchen from dinner, but it’s delightfully apparent now with his warm body pressed up against Seokjin’s. It’s sweeter than usual, but that’s not all. There's more creamy notes as well. It reminds him of making hot chocolate from scratch, of the step just before adding the chocolate, when all he can smell is gently steaming cream full of vanilla and sweetened with a little sugar.

The scent is mouthwatering, and it takes quite a bit of effort for Seokjin to finally pull back from their embrace – not that he makes it very far.

Jimin looks up at him with those pretty brown eyes and smiles, puckering his lips just slightly, and Seokjin finds himself leaning right back in for a kiss. He loves that these have become normal now, a gentle press of their lips together to mark both their hellos and their goodbyes. Admittedly, tonight he's hoping for a bit more than just those two kisses, but that doesn't mean he intends to do anything less than treasure them.

“I hope you came hungry,” he says when their kiss ends, leading Jimin into the kitchen where his serving tray waits, both their plates covered and ready for transport.

“Starving,” Jimin answers, looking curiously at the covered plates and then back at Seokjin. “Is there anything I can help with?”

“I've got wine just over on the counter there, if you don't mind. Everything else is already in the dining room.”

Admittedly, he may have gone just a bit over the top. He's made liberal use of the dimmer for the overhead lights, giving the whole dining room a more gentle glow that he's accented with several candles along the table. He already has their places set for them, wine glasses and silverware gleaming in the candlelight next to a rather delightful flower arrangement he claimed from Borahae. There is even a soft stream of classical music playing from the wireless speakers installed at either end of the room – a playlist Seokjin has curated himself for just such an occasion.

He might have plans for that music later, but for now it's just pleasant background noise.

“Hyung, this is…” Jimin trails off as he sets down the wine, fingers lingering at the neck of the bottle. His cheeks are a much brighter pink now, with a shy little smile cracking onto his face. “You didn't have to do all of this.”

Seokjin sets down his tray and pulls out Jimin's chair with a smile. “That's correct. I did it purely because I wanted to. Please, have a seat.”

Jimin does as requested, taking his seat while Seokjin pours their wine and sets out their plates. The dining room table is far too large for them to need the whole thing, so instead he's set their places across from each other at one end of the table. Between their close seating, the flicker of candlelight, and the music, the whole setting feels wonderfully intimate – exactly as he'd envisioned.

Just before sitting down, Seokjin lifts the covers on their plates and reveals the meal beneath. He'd managed to get his hand on a couple of impressive looking steaks just the other day and immediately knew that they would be perfect. He kept the preparation simple, just a perfect sear followed by a short time in the oven to finish cooking, then served with a nice buttery pan sauce.

Jimin's eyes go wide as he looks over the steak and various accompanying sides. “Wow, this looks so good. Thank you, hyung.”

“You're very welcome. It might be a bit heavy, but I know you probably don't have long before your appetite is lost to nausea, and I was hoping to give you something hearty before that.”

They both dig into their meals with excitement, and Seokjin is pleased to say that he nailed the cook on the steaks. The crisp baked vegetables he serves on the side also turned out quite nice, but the steak is definitely the star here. Jimin seems to agree. He's liberal with his compliments as he tries each new thing, but nothing lights his face up quite the same as that first bite of steak.

Few things please Seokjin more than seeing the people he cares about enjoying his food.

The conversation over dinner is light and easy. He leaves the subject of the shifts Jimin picked up alone. Taehyung has already talked to him about it, not to mention Yoongi and Jungkook, and it sounds like the problem has been handled – plus he would hate to spoil Jimin's appetite. Instead they talk about Jimin's classes, and Seokjin's recent trip to China, interspersed with various comments from Jimin about how lovely the food is.

“There's more in the kitchen, if you'd like,” Seokjin offers once he sees Jimin clear his plate.

“Thanks, but I don't think I could eat another bite if I tried. It really was incredible though, hyung.”

~~

Seokjin hadn't planned on cleanup being part of the evening's events, but Jimin is incredibly insistent on being allowed to help.

“You can't cook me something that good and expect me not to want to help.”

“You don't think you should be resting?”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “I'm gonna spend the next few days resting, hyung. Plus I may have eaten a bit too much, and I think moving around will help.”

“Very well, but I intend to have another glass of wine while we work then. Join me?”

It's simple enough to adjust his plan for the evening, even if Jimin does look far too lovely to be standing over the kitchen sink washing dishes. Although… The unexpected activity does present an opportunity for conversation about a topic that's been on Seokjin's mind for several days now. Jimin seems relaxed enough for it, and the dishes could serve as a welcome distraction should things begin to go downhill.

“Jimin-ah, there's something I've been meaning to ask you about.”

“Oh?”

“I think it would be best for me to be honest right from the start. I spoke to Yoongi-yah the other day, after you walked through this kitchen early in the morning, smelling like heaven,” Seokjin says, keeping his tone light and conversational.

Jimin still freezes, hands going utterly still beneath the soapy water filling the sink. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.”

“That's a strange thing to apologize for, especially when I don’t believe I said anything to indicate I found it upsetting – quite the opposite in fact."

“Embarrassing,” Jimin mumbles, hands beginning to move again as he focuses on scrubbing the plate in his hands.

"Yes, I think you said something similar to Yoongi-yah. Admittedly, it’s why I wanted to bring it up to you.”

There’s a stretch of silence as Jimin’s wonderful preheat scent goes muted. Seokjin is aware that Jimin’s scent control is quite impressive, so for there to be a detectable change must mean he’s finding this to be far more upsetting than anticipated. When he speaks again, it becomes clear why. “You wanted to embarrass me?”

“Oh, darling, no,” Seokjin says, immediately setting down the dish he’s drying and reaching out for Jimin instead, wrapping an arm around his back. “I wanted to talk about why you find it embarrassing, and I thought you might find it easier to discuss with me than with one of the alphas. I promise I would never bring something like this up just to upset you.”

“Sorry,” Jimin mumbles, clutching a half washed plate in his hand. “I… I don’t know why I thought that.”

“It’s alright, dear. I should have made myself clear from the beginning.”

“You tried. I just don’t always… It’s hard to think things through in preheat sometimes, and the suppressants can make me jump to the worst possible conclusion. It’s not your fault.”

“Here, why don’t we forget about the dishes for a moment,” Seokjin says, reaching for Jimin’s hands and gently guiding him to let the plate he's washing slide back into the water. With that done, he pulls Jimin into his arms, noting that the sweet scent of preheat is still muted even from this close. “I’m not upset with you in the slightest. Perhaps I was wrong to think this was a good time to bring the topic up.”

Again, Jimin goes silent for a few moments. There’s no change in his scent, but he does eventually return the embrace. “Did you already talk to Taehyung too?” he asks, words half mumbled against Seokjin’s chest.

“I didn’t know there was anything to talk to him about. Did the two of you discuss this as well?”

That is what finally sends Jimin’s scent back into the air again. “We texted about it, yeah. I umm… I asked him if he would keep the details to himself.”

Ah. Now the reaction makes a little more sense.

“I assure you he didn’t say anything to me, nor do I want to ask you to share anything you don’t feel comfortable with.”

This time, Jimin is quiet for a long while – a couple of minutes at least. Part of Seokjin wants to try and prompt further discussion, but instead he allows the silence to linger, focusing his attention on helping Jimin to physically relax a bit more. He sways them very softly from side to side, a barely there rhythm that eventually has the omega settling more fully into the embrace.

After a while, Seokjin feels a tiny kiss pressed to his chest, followed by Jimin letting out a long, slow breath. “I think I want to talk to you, but… do you tell Namjoon-hyung everything?”

It’s a simple enough question, but the answer is… complicated, and Seokjin takes a moment to consider how to make his answer both honest and reassuring. “I suppose it depends,” he starts, pressing his own kiss into Jimin’s soft blonde hair. “If it has to do with the health and well-being of the pack, then yes – always. I don’t mind holding onto something for a while, like when you two wanted to discuss your upcoming heats, but if it had been longer than a few days then I would have told him. Of course, I would have informed you of that, had it been an action I needed to take.”

“What if it’s just embarrassing?”

“So long as it doesn’t put anyone’s well-being at stake, I am quite adept at keeping secrets.”

“I know Yoongi-hyung knows some already, and I didn’t ask for that part to be a secret. It’s okay that you guys know that… that it bothers me when I get wet.” Jimin trails off at the end, barely loud enough to be heard. “I normally just wear a plug so I don’t have to worry about it – but I don’t want to have to explain that to everyone right now though.”

“That’s perfectly alright, darling. You’re entitled to your privacy. If I can make a suggestion?” Jimin hums a questioning little sound in response. “How about we leave the rest of the dishes for now and you join me in the living room?”

“You don’t want to finish them?”

“Not nearly as much as I want to get you all cuddled up with me on the couch. The dishes will be there later. Right now, this is far more important to me,” Seokjin says, squeezing Jimin just a little tighter.

It takes a bit more reassurance, but Jimin eventually agrees, allowing Seokjin to guide them into the living room. He sits on the couch first, then gently coaxes Jimin down into his lap. For a moment, Jimin seems to forget what they’re here for, a tiny smile spreading across his face as he looks up at Seokjin, lashes fluttering softly at the closeness while he offers up his wrist for scenting. Eager to put Jimin more at ease, Seokjin presses their wrists together and delights at the spike of that warm vanilla cream in the air, mixing with his own mint scent.

“Much better, don't you think?” Seokjin asks once their scenting is complete. “Is there anything I can do to make you feel more comfortable?”

The words seem to remind Jimin of where they left off. His expression doesn't quite fall, but the look of easy warmth is lost to a line of tension that settles into him. “No, I don't need anything. Just wanna get this over with.”

“Do you know where you'd like to start, or would you like me to lead?”

“You can lead.”

“Alright then. Let me begin by telling you what I already know, so we're both on the same page about any suggestions I might have. Yoongi-yah explained that you find it embarrassing when you produce slick, and that it apparently has to do with how easily you think it happens. Does that sound accurate?”

“Basically, yes.”

“He also said it might stem from another negative experience you had with Choi Jihoon.”

Jimin flinches at the sound of Jihoon's name, gaze focused on his own hands as seconds of silence stretch between them. Eventually, he clarifies, “Experiences. It wasn't just once. He was just a jerk about it.”

“May I ask how?”

“Always made fun of me for being desperate. When he wanted to be mean, he'd make a point out of making me… of getting me wet and then telling me how pathetic it was. Sometimes he'd reject me for it and other times…” Jimin trails off, reaching up to gingerly touch the side of his own neck, eyes filling with tears that fall the moment he blinks. When he speaks again, his voice is tight, almost like he's just barely holding back a sob. “It happened a lot but the last time was really– It was bad. I'm sorry, I don't think I can…”

Seokjin immediately pulls Jimin in closer, pressing a kiss to his tear stained cheek and reaching up to brush away the rest of the tears with his hand. “It's alright, darling. You don't have to tell me anything you aren't ready to. Thank you so much for sharing what you did, and for all of the trust you just showed me. I know that wasn't easy.”

Jimin clings to Seokjin, hands fisted in his shirt and face buried against his shoulder. “I thought I was over all of this, hyung. Things were fine with Kookie, but now… I don't know what to do. I'm so sorry.”

“You have nothing to apologize for, Jimin-ah. I would imagine that Jungkook-ah has long since earned your trust, and that you both have found ways to function around this that work well for you. The five of us came into your life very abruptly. It's only natural that you would find new difficulties when presented with so many new people getting close to you, and it doesn't mean that there's anything wrong with you.”

“I just don't want to feel like this with all of you. I don't want to be scared,” Jimin whispers, sniffling.

Not for the first time, Seokjin feels a hot bolt of fury for what this Choi Jihoon has done. It's not unlike the feeling he gets when he thinks too hard about Taehyung's parents, though at least with them he can rest easy knowing they're long dead. He's fairly certain that Jihoon is still alive and well, and it's hard not to wonder if Jimin might eventually allow them to remedy that.

Still, that's for later. Right now he has someone far more important who needs his attention.

“We can help you,” Seokjin assures him. “You don't have to be frightened forever.”

“You make it sound easy. It's not.”

“You're right. It won't be easy, and I don't mean to imply that it is. The process won't be quick, and it won't be simple, but I can assure you that it's less unpleasant than you're probably imagining.”

Jimin doesn't quite stop crying, but it does seem to slow as he looks up at Seokjin, eyes wide and wet with remnants of his mascara leaving gray trails down his cheeks. He looked beautiful when he showed up tonight, but Seokjin can't help finding this more lovely – a physical reminder of all of the trust Jimin is giving him right now, of how much he's being allowed to see.

“You really think… How? How do you help?”

“It might look different for different things, but in the case of what we’re discussing tonight, I would suggest trying to help you form positive memories to draw on. Having good experiences and reflecting on them over time will help you see that some of the things you may have been made to believe about yourself simply aren’t true.”

“Sounds kind of like what TaeTae suggested,” Jimin says. “Something about giving me positive experiences to draw on. You both sound so confident too…”

“Do you know why we’re suggesting the same thing?”

Jimin shakes his head.

“Because Taehyung-ah had a lot of trauma to overcome himself, and it’s a process we undertook together. You might hear similar language from the rest of the pack too, when you feel comfortable involving them, since we’ve all collectively used the same model to help both Taehyung and each other. I don’t want to make it sound like we’ve perfected it, but I think a foundation of trust and a willingness to work together are more important than perfection for things like this.”

Jimin’s tears have stopped now, though his scent is muted and his face still bears all the evidence of them. It’s an improvement nonetheless, how he seems to be steadying as he considers Seokjin’s words. When he does respond, his voice is quiet, uncertain. “I guess I don’t know a lot… TaeTae doesn’t talk about it really.”

“Yes, I would imagine he doesn’t. What he suffered at the hands of his parents can be difficult for some people to hear, and he tends to gloss over it unless he’s directly asked. However, that doesn’t mean he’s unwilling, and I’d like to encourage you to ask him about it. There’s plenty I could explain, but I think it might be more meaningful coming from him, so that you can understand why he’s so confident that healing is possible.”

“Okay. I’ll ask him about it then. Can I… Can I ask you something else too?”

“You can ask anything you like. I’ve got nothing else planned except spending time with you tonight, something I’ve been very much looking forward to I might add.” Seokjin gives Jimin his best warm smile, watching with pleasure when it’s returned by a tiny smile cracking on Jimin’s face.

“I was looking forward to this too. I know it’s… I didn’t mean to cry, or to get so upset. Hopefully I didn’t ruin the whole night.”

Oh, that won’t do at all.

“Darling, you haven’t ruined even a single moment. If anything, you’ve given me more than I ever could have hoped for.”

Jimin looks skeptical. “I don’t think I really gave you anything?”

“But you have. You’ve given me a great deal of trust by opening up and allowing me to discuss all of this with you. I consider that a gift.”

“It doesn’t feel that way for me but… that at least makes me feel less guilty about dropping all of this on you. Thank you, hyung.”

“Thank you for sharing with me. Now I believe you have a question, yes?”

“Yeah, I guess I…” Jimin gives a little nod, cheeks going more flushed than the blotchy red his tears had left him with. “I don’t know what you and TaeTae mean. He said when I was ready we could try to give me positive experiences, but does that mean something specific or…”

“It could mean a lot of things, depending on what you decide is most comfortable for you. Would you like to discuss an example?”

Jimin nods.

“Alright, just a moment.”

Given the fact that their conversation seems to be wandering into less painful territory, Seokjin feels like it’s safe to assume there won’t be any more tears for a while and leans toward the coffee table to grab the box of tissues. He offers them to Jimin, taking a couple for himself and wetting them with a bit of water from a bottle also perched on the coffee table.

“May I?” Seokjin asks, holding up the damp tissues to Jimin’s cheek, intent on helping him clean up his running makeup.

“Oh god. I’m a mess, aren’t I?”

“I believe the only casualty is your makeup. You look perfectly lovely, but I would hate for it to irritate your skin when you already have so many other discomforts to look forward to in the coming days. Let me help clean you up?”

“You don’t have to.”

“No, but I would very much like to.”

After a brief moment of consideration, Jimin lets his eyes fall closed. “Okay.”

“Perfect, thank you.” Seokjin immediately gets to work, using the wet tissue to gently dab the smeared makeup from Jimin’s skin. “As for your question about what might constitute a positive experience, I’d like to ask how you consider the experience you had that morning with Yoongi-yah.”

“Embarrassing,” Jimin answers right away.

“The entire thing?”

“Well– No, I guess not. I liked it, the kiss and everything before I…”

“Before you got wet?” Jimin gives a little nod in response, eyes still closed as Seokjin finishes wiping smeared makeup from his face. “Does the physical sensation of it bother you?” A tiny shake of Jimin’s head. “And how about your own scent?” Another shake. “Just the potential reaction of your partner then?”

“Yes.”

Satisfied that he's removed any possibly irritating makeup from Jimin's skin, Seokjin sets aside the used tissue. “There we are, all done. Now, would you call Yoongi's reaction that morning negative?”

Jimin's eyes crack open and he looks up at Seokjin, uncertain. “I don't know… He was really nice about it, and he said… He said he liked it.”

“And how did that make you feel?”

“I wanted to believe him,” Jimin admits, breaking eye contact and looking down at his hands instead. “I do, I think – at least mostly.”

“Did he do anything to make you doubt his honesty?”

“No,” Jimin shakes his head. “It's not him.”

“Can you tell me what it is?”

“It's… It hurts worse. If I believe him and find out later that he didn't mean it.”

There it is. Seokjin has noticed it before, the way Jimin sometimes reacts to praise with anxiety, as if he fears that accepting it will make the other person change their mind. Hopefully, his willingness to acknowledge that fear will make it easier to challenge directly, to prove that their praise is always meant in earnest.

“You're trying to protect yourself,” Seokjin says gently, reaching to take one of Jimin's hands into his own. “Completely reasonable for someone who went through what you did.”

“What do you think I went through, exactly?”

Jimin doesn't quite sound defensive when he asks it, but Seokjin recognizes the question as a sort of test nonetheless, a way for Jimin to gauge the assumptions that Seokjin has made about his past.

“I believe you were involved in an abusive relationship. I may not know the details of the abuse, but it's clear he enjoyed causing you distress and making you doubt both your worth and desirability. Admittedly, there is a lot I don't know, and would hate to make assumptions about. What I do know with complete certainty is that it wasn't fair and that you did not deserve it.”

Silence falls between them as Jimin looks away from their intertwined hands and back up at Seokjin, searching his face. Eventually, he gives a slow little nod. “And that doesn't make you like me less?”

“Not in the slightest.”

Another nod. “Okay.”

It's hard to tell if Jimin believes him, but Seokjin doesn't want to push too hard right now. Better to let his statement stand and move on.

“With that out of the way, I feel like I should finish answering your question from earlier. I would call your experience with Yoongi-yah a positive one – in that you got wet, and were met with a positive reaction from someone who cares deeply about you, and who wanted you to know how much he enjoyed it, while also prioritizing your comfort. I believe that with more experiences like that, we could show you that you have nothing to be afraid of with any of us.”

Seokjin expects the explanation to either relax Jimin, or possibly make him a little bit suspicious. He does not expect for it to make a fresh round of tears start to well up in the omega's eyes.

Not wasting a moment, he hugs Jimin closer. “Darling, are you alright? Can you tell me what's wrong?”

“Not wrong,” Jimin whispers, shaking his head against Seokjin's shoulder. “Just…”

“It's alright. You can tell me.”

“That sounds so good, and I… I want it, but I don't know if I deserve it.”

The words make Seokjin's heart ache with the need to fix this. He knows it isn’t that simple, but it only fuels his determination.

“Jimin-ah, you never have to do anything to deserve our help. We adore you, darling, and we want to take care of you just as much as you want to take care of us. Even if that’s hard for you to accept, I can promise you that we’ll prove it if you give us enough time. Do you think you would be willing to try?”

A few long seconds pass before Jimin whispers, “Maybe? Do I… Do I have to know right now? It sounds nice, but maybe also scary – and I’m worried preheat will make me not think straight, or–”

“That’s alright. You don’t have to know right now. As long as you’ll think about it, that’s more than enough for me.”

“Okay. Thank you, hyung.”

“Of course. Now, we've discussed quite a bit. Would you like to move onto something less serious?”

“Do you think we could just take a break from talking for a little bit?” Jimin asks softly.

“Absolutely. Do you want to stay like this, or would you prefer some physical distance as well?”

Jimin clings tightly to him at the words, shaking his head. “Don’t want you to go.”

Seokjin can’t help but smile, a warm feeling of fondness swelling in his chest. He’d love nothing more than to hold Jimin for as long as he likes. “Then I won’t go anywhere, darling.”

*******

Jimin’s head is swimming.

He wants. He wants so bad that it almost hurts.

Everything that Jin is offering him just sounds so nice. He wants to feel better, to feel as safe with all of them as he does with Jungkook, to not be ashamed and scared anymore. It’s so tempting to believe that he could lay it all at Jin’s feet and that it could help. For as much as he thought that all of this was something he was over, it’s becoming clearer all the time that he was very wrong about that.

In a way, he should have already known. There are things he and Jungkook just don’t talk about anymore – especially Jihoon…

It's just been so much easier to tell himself that they don’t need to talk about it, that it's old news that doesn’t bother either of them anymore and they can just leave it alone. In so many ways he feels like they already talked it to death years ago, crying and assuring one another that what they had was nothing like what Jimin had been through before.

Jungkook has tried to bring it up again. It’s always Jimin who shuts the conversation down, who doesn’t want to let his mind go back there. And at some point – probably when Jimin had lost his job and they both had way bigger things to worry about – Jungkook had stopped trying to talk about it. Maybe it was foolish to tell himself that it meant things were fine, because now…

He wants to feel better but what does that even mean?

Part of him doesn’t care, just wants to throw himself at it as hard as he can because it has to be better than whatever all of these horrible feelings are, but… can he really let these people he hasn’t even known for a year help him shoulder that burden? What if it’s too much? He and Jungkook haven't been able to tackle it, so why would it be any different with them? What if they decide they don't want to deal with it? Or what if he can’t get better even though he tries and then they hate him or–

No. This isn’t the time to spiral. Breathe.

Jimin takes in a deep breath of Jin’s soothing mint scent and clings tighter to him. There’s no need to figure all of this out right now, not when preheat is heightening all of his emotions and he has days of agony to look forward to after tonight. The cramping pains have gotten worse every year, and he can only imagine what tomorrow will bring.

For now, he’d much rather enjoy the nice parts of preheat. It’s always soothing to have Jungkook with him, but this is the first time he’s experienced the comfort of having a beta with him during one of his cycles. It feels different than with the alphas, still soothing but in a way that makes him feel grounded and light instead of all warm and syrupy. He likes both feelings so much, and the part of his brain that would normally tell him not to get used to this is getting weaker by the day.

He almost wishes they were outside where he could feel the cool night air on his skin, but the thought of being so exposed this close to his heat doesn’t quite sit right with him. No, better to be here in the safety of a home he knows.

It takes him a long while to finally get his thoughts to stop racing, but Jin doesn’t rush him in the slightest, seeming content to stay pressed together for as long as he needs.

“Okay,” Jimin says, finally pulling back from where he's buried his face just inches from Jin's scent gland. He's still sitting in the beta's lap, sideways on one knee and admittedly very comfortable being held so close, but at least now he can get a look at the fond smile on Jin's face. “I think I feel better now.”

Jin's smile goes wider. “Is that so? Well enough to get up soon, or would you like to stay here for the evening?”

“Depends what I'm getting up for, I think.” Jimin smiles in return, feeling a little playful now that he's managed to relax. “Did you have something in mind?”

“I did have a bit of an evening planned for us. We've gotten a little sidetracked, but there's no reason we can't pick up where we left off.”

“What did you have planned?”

“I remembered hearing you were quite partial to slow dancing when preheat had you feeling fussy. That was the plan for after dinner, at least before you decided that you needed to help with the dishes – and before I decided to start a long conversation.”

Jimin feels his heart flutter inside his chest, scent tipping sweeter at the fact that Jin remembered something like that. He always feels better when he dances. It's not very comfortable to do anything strenuous in preheat, but slow dancing… There's something about the gentle, rhythmic movements and the warmth of another person pressed against him that just makes him feel so good and cared for. It would be a great way to make the night feel a little easier after all the heavy conversation.

He doesn't bother trying to hide his excitement, letting it show both on his face and in his scent. “You know how?”

“I won't pretend to be any sort of expert, but I've had a few lessons and employed them at plenty of formal events. If you find me lacking, I'd be happy to learn,” Jin answers with a little wink, looking perfectly confident. “What do you say?”

“I'd love to. We already have music too.” Jimin climbs out of Jin's lap, gesturing toward the dining room where he can just make out the sound of soft piano still playing from the speakers.

He turns to offer Jin a hand, but finds him fiddling with his phone. Within a few seconds, the same music starts playing from some speakers tucked into the upper corners of this room as well.

“There,” Jin says, standing up from the couch and setting his phone aside. “Plenty of room in here.”

Jimin nods in agreement, the two of them stepping away from the couch before turning to face one another again. Jimin steps in closer and instinctively raises his hand to Jin's shoulder before realizing that he's not sure if Jin will be comfortable leading. “Preference?” Jimin asks, pulling his hand back.

“I was under the impression you would prefer me to lead in these circumstances.”

“Only if you feel comfortable.”

“Completely,” Jin agrees, stepping forward and placing his hand just over Jimin's shoulder blade, elbow out in the wide stance of a waltz as they join their other hands.

Jimin can't help the little giggle that bubbles out of him. “Very formal,” he says with a smile. “You have had lessons.”

“Would you prefer something more relaxed? I'm very open to feedback, and I'd like to learn what you enjoy best.”

“Alright. Just remember you asked,” Jimin says, smiling as he steps in close enough for their hips to brush. “Less formal, more intimate. Not too heavy on the footwork, plenty of swaying together, and umm… kissing is nice too sometimes – only if you want though. Is that all okay?” He can feel his cheeks going pink but he doesn't let his gaze falter, taking comfort in the way that Jin smiles at his requests.

“That sounds lovely. Thank you for explaining.”

Jin takes the direction perfectly, settling his hand over Jimin's lower back instead of his shoulder blade, and leading them right into a slow box step. Jimin had expected stiffness, or at least some adjustment time given his requests, but instead things flow very well right from the start. He has no problem following Jin's movements. Every shift from more gentle swaying back to box step is clearly telegraphed to give him time to react.

It's wonderful, and immediately soothing once he realizes he can relax into it and trust Jin's lead without much of a thought.

“Your scent is going so sweet,” Jin comments, voice soft as he presses a little kiss to Jimin's temple. “It's lovely.”

“You're better than I expected. Thank you for this, hyung.”

“Of course. Admittedly, I was rather excited for the opportunity myself. It's not often I get to do something like this these days, though Hobi-yah has been known to indulge me when he plans something particularly romantic. Maybe next time we can take a page out of his book and do this out in the garden, under the moonlight.”

“Hoseok-hyung did that with you?”

Jin nods. “To help cap off one of his elaborate date nights. I hadn't been wined and dined like that in years – not that the others don't romance me too, but that night was something else.”

“Tell me about it?” Jimin asks, curious about what would make Jin feel so swept off his feet.

“It started with dinner, of course. A new restaurant had opened – I forget the name, something French – and he got us in for a tasting event where we got to sample almost the entire menu. We took our time, plenty of wine and conversation to accompany the food before heading home. I was surprised when he led me out to the garden instead of into the house, but the moment I saw the strings of lights hanging from the hedges, I knew it was going to be wonderful.”

“He hung up lights?”

“Yes, all around the open area near the sliding glass door to the kitchen. He'd brought a stereo out too, and we danced and talked almost just like this for the better part of an hour before heading back inside.”

“Was that the end of the date?”

Jin gives a coy little smile. “It was not. Would you like to hear the rest?”

“Mhmm. I'm curious.”

“It was just the two of us home, but he must have enlisted help from the others before they left. The bedroom I share with Joon-ah had been normal when we'd left a few hours earlier, but when we entered it then it was like something out of a romance novel.” Jin lets out a breathy little sigh, his scent going sweet and warm as he recalls the details. “There were rose petals everywhere, scattered all across the bed where he had me sit while he lit candles around the room.”

“Oh wow, he really went all out.”

“That's not even the best part. I don't believe you've had the pleasure yet, but Hobi-yah gives wonderful massages. He worked me over until I was completely relaxed and then he thoroughly took me apart. Truly a night I will never forget.”

Jimin flushes at the thought of Hoseok and Jin like that, naked together and surrounded by candles and rose petals. It makes him feel a little hot under the collar of his shirt.

“I hope that wasn't too much information,” Jin says with a little laugh.

“No, I… It's a good image.”

“Is it?” Jin asks, looking down at Jimin with half hooded eyes and that same coy sort of smile back on his face.

Jimin feels his cheeks getting even hotter as he nods, tipping his face up for a kiss.

His request is answered immediately by the warm press of Jin's lips on his, the two of them swaying together just slightly as Jimin lets out a contented little sigh. It's chaste, but he can still feel the gentle pangs of desire in his stomach. For now, he's enjoying dancing far too much to bother worrying about it, happy to let it be and focus on moving his feet again once they pull away.

The next song that plays has a little higher tempo, and Jin takes the opportunity to switch things up, moving them into a relaxed triple step. They're both grinning at the shift, and Jimin's smile only grows when Jin sets him up for a twirl, allowing him to walk the tiny circle instead of attempting to spin him in place like a lot of the newbies usually try. The little dip he goes for at the end of the song has the same grace to it, telegraphed and not too deep.

Jimin can't help but giggle with delight. “You really are wonderful at this.”

“Thank you, though I'm afraid we've nearly exhausted my bag of tricks already.”

“You know all the important stuff, at least as far as I'm concerned. Whoever taught you to lead did a good job.”

“I'm very glad to be able to do this with you. I'll have to inform my mother that the lessons were well worth it.”

They slip back into a slower rhythm, exchanging the occasional kiss over the next couple of songs, but otherwise staying silent.

Jimin lets his mind wander, imagining Jin and Hoseok doing this out in the garden and then wondering what the rest of them are like when they're alone. Some are easier to imagine than others. He can clearly imagine Hoseok and Taehyung causing trouble, or Namjoon and Yoongi bickering even with nobody around to hear them. Jin had mentioned talking with Yoongi earlier. Jimin wonders what their dynamic is like behind closed doors, but then his brain gets hung up on something else…

“Hyung?”

“Yes, darling?”

“I'm wondering about – if you can tell me at least – you mentioned umm…” Jimin trails off, feeling himself start to blush. In an effort to hide it, he lays his head on Jin's chest instead of looking up at him. “You said you talked to Yoongi the other day – after we kissed.”

“I did, yes. Is there something you'd like to know about that?”

“What did he say?” Jimin whispers. “About before I panicked?”

Jin's scent goes warmer, easy to detect when Jimin is pressed right up against him. “Would you like to hear how lovely he said you sounded? Or maybe the way he stuttered through telling me how good it felt to finally kiss you after months of waiting?”

“He really said that?”

“That and more. Got himself so worked up telling me about it that I decided the best course of action was to help him work some of that out. He said quite a bit before I managed to render him incapable of forming proper sentences.” Jin sounds so matter of fact when he says it, like it’s just a perfectly normal statement. The sky is blue, and Yoongi talked about how hot their first kiss was until Jin made him feel too good to talk anymore.

Jimin isn’t quite sure how to cope with the hot wave of want that rolls through him at the words. He wants to find Yoongi and kiss him again, to climb into his lap and make up for how the last one ended. Yoongi isn’t here, but Jin is, holding Jimin close while his scent goes all warm and sweet, talking about how he’d apparently ruined Yoongi. God, that’s an image too, one that’s probably going to be stuck in Jimin’s mind for weeks, just imagining all the ways–

“I hope I haven’t said too much,” Jin says, his tone playful like he knows very well that Jimin’s mind is in the gutter.

“I like it,” he admits softly, very glad that his face is already hidden.

Jin doesn’t seem quite so content with that fact, attempting a slow step back from their embrace, but Jimin just follows the motion. This has Jin letting out a soft little huff of laughter. “Am I not allowed to look at you right now, darling?”

“M’blushing,” Jimin mumbles, letting out a little laugh of his own.

“Yes, and I would very much like to see. Please?”

After a moment of consideration, Jimin lets out a sigh and pulls back enough to put himself face to face with Jin again. He’s not the only one blushing, but Jin’s is definitely more delicate than the bright red flush he can feel on his own cheeks.

“There you are,” Jin says, reaching up to cup Jimin’s cheek, fingers trailing softly through his hair. “You look beautiful, darling, and your scent is so wonderfully sweet.”

Beautiful. The word has his inner omega preening. Being this close to heat and having his potential mate find him attractive – it’s nearly enough to make his head swim.

“You smell good too, hyung.”

“I’m glad you think so. Admittedly, as much as I love how you smell now, I can’t wait for the day I get to smell you all slicked up like Yoongi-yah did. His description left me rather envious.”

Jimin can feel his heart racing. Jin wants to smell him slicked up like that? Wants him to get wet?

He can’t help the tiny whine that slips out of his lips, following it with a whispered little, “Hyung?” as he squeezes his eyes shut. “You really want…”

“Very much,” Jin answers, leaning in close enough that Jimin can feel warm breath on his lips. “But only when you’re ready, Jimin-ah. For now, I think I’ll be plenty content with this.”

His lips are on Jimin’s the moment he finishes speaking, and it feels so much different than the rest of the kisses they’ve shared tonight. Part of it might just be the hot spike of arousal burning through him, but Jin feels different too – almost like he’s every bit as desperate for this as Jimin feels right now.

Time seems to pass in a blur, and he’s not really sure which of them slips their tongue into the kiss first – only that he can hear himself whimper when Jin’s tongue slides hot and wet against his own. He tastes so good it isn’t even fair, all refreshing mint muddled with the wine they’d been drinking earlier.

Jimin wants more, wants to be closer, to bask in all of Jin’s attention until he’s drunk on it.

They’re close enough to the couch that it’s easy for him to steer Jin back toward it, though the action does have Jin pulling away from their kiss, a coy little smile on his face as he glances behind him and then back at Jimin. “Are you attempting to get me back on the couch?”

Jimin nods. “Wanna be closer.”

Jin allows Jimin to lead him backward until his knees hit the couch and he sits down, the grin on his face only getting wider when Jimin climbs right into his lap, straddling his thighs. “As much as I’m enjoying this, I do want to make sure I’m not putting you in a position you’re uncomfortable with,” Jin says gently, reaching up to cup Jimin’s jaw, thumb rubbing over his spit slick bottom lip. “Are you worried about getting wet, darling?”

“Can’t right now,” Jimin answers. “Suppressants don't let me.”

“What a shame. I suppose I'll just have to be patient then.”

Just have to be patient– God, does he really want...

Jimin doesn't bother trying to process his thoughts, far more concerned with getting his mouth back on Jin's. It's so much better like this, where he can press himself flush to Jin's chest and kiss him every bit as thoroughly as he's been wanting to for months. Jin is far from motionless himself, one hand tangled in Jimin's hair and the other one working its way from his hip up to his chest in a long, fluid motion.

They're both hard already, and Jimin has to fight to keep from rutting up against him like some sort of horny teenager. He knows that normally he'd have been leaking before they even made it back to the couch, and it's hard not to imagine how Jin might have reacted – or even Taehyung if he were here too. They both sound so genuinely interested, and the thought that either of them might really like it just makes so much desire swell up inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with it.

It almost makes him wish he could get wet right now, just for the chance to bask in Jin's approval and–

The abrupt ring of Jin's cellphone tears through the delicate mood in an instant, and Jimin finds himself pulling back from their kiss with a giggle.

Jin does not look quite as amused, a tiny frown on his face as he fishes the phone out of his pocket. “Apologies, but I'll have to take this,” he says, expression softening when he sees the name on the screen and swipes to accept the call. “Hello, love. Are you alright?”

Jimin can't quite make out all of the words being said on the other end of the call, but he definitely recognizes Hoseok's voice. A few words jump out, “way back” and “dessert” both giving him a good idea of the reason for the call.

“Thank you for the warning, Hobi-yah. Just a moment. I'll put you on speaker.” Jin pulls the phone down from his ear and sets it to speaker. “Alright, we can both hear you now. Go ahead.”

“Hey Jiminie!” Hoseok's cheerful voice calls out. “I hope Jinnie-hyung is treating you nice.”

“He definitely is. What's up, hyung?”

“We're just leaving your apartment and we wanna pick up ice cream on the way home. Figured I'd call and see what you guys wanted, and maybe give you a little warning so we don't catch you off guard when we show up in about half an hour.”

“Very kind of you,” Jin says. “Thank you for the warning, and for the pistachio ice cream you'll be picking up for me.”

“No problem, hyung. What about you, Jiminie?”

“Usually anything fruity is good with me, but umm… probably strawberry unless Kookie sees something he thinks I'd like better.”

“Alright, we'll see you guys in like thirty minutes, okay?”

Once they say their goodbyes and Jin hangs up the call, the two of them are left staring at each other for a moment before they break into laughter.

“Nice of him to give us a warning at least,” Jimin says.

“Hobi-yah is always so thoughtful,” Jin agrees. “I'd like to check in with you while we still have some time to ourselves. Did anything about what just happened make you feel uncomfortable?”

“Pretty sure I was the one who climbed into your lap to make out with you.”

“You were, yes, but that doesn't mean you can't be uncomfortable with some of the escalation, or even the same desire that put you in my lap all gorgeous and sweet like that. I would prefer to normalize checking in early and often, especially since this is the first time we've ever done anything like this before.”

“Okay, I understand. I didn't feel uncomfortable with anything. I really umm… I really liked all of it, hyung. Did any of it make you uncomfortable?”

“Not in the slightest, but thank you for checking. It makes me very happy to know you enjoyed it as well.”

“I really did. Not just the making out either. This whole night has been really sweet, hyung. I know things got a little intense earlier with all of the crying and stuff but… just... thank you for taking such good care of me. You didn't have to.” Jimin feels a little embarrassed by the time he finishes, but he's still glad he's said it. He wants Jin to know how much he appreciates all of this, whether he deserves it or not.

Jin smiles wide, leaning in to press another slow kiss to Jimin's lips. All of the desperation from earlier is gone, leaving just the comforting feeling of Jin's lips on his. “Thank you for sharing this evening with me, and for allowing me to look after you, Jimin-ah. It was everything I wanted and more.”

They stay cuddled up on the couch until the others get home, occasionally trading more soft kisses back and forth, but mostly just enjoying one another's company. When Taehyung and Jungkook come running into the living room some time later, they both coo at the sight of them and leap at the chance to join in.

The rest of the night is spent with the seven of them together, eating ice cream and talking while Jimin is passed around to get cuddles from everyone. Once he ends up held in Hoseok's lap, he finds the conversation around him going fuzzy as he dozes off peacefully. When he wakes again later, he's in a bed somewhere and sandwiched between Taehyung and Hoseok. It's so warm and comfortable that he doesn't even bother trying to figure out where he is, content to simply go back to sleep surrounded by the soothing scent of coffee and maple.

Notes:

It might be baby steps, but we're finally starting to talk about what healing might look like in some cases! So excited to be hitting this point in the story (。^▽^)

See you next Sunday where we learn a lot more about Hoseok in our last Jimin centric chapter for a bit :D

Chapter 61: Pain Relief

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Hobi to Jungkook]

[Hobi]: hey jungkookie :)

[JK]: hi hyung

[JK]: whats up

[Hobi]: is jiminie asleep right now?

[JK]: yeah he finally fell asleep like an hour ago

[Hobi]: he seems to be in a lot more pain today.

[JK]: he is

[JK]: never seen the cramps this bad before but i feel like they get worse every year

[Hobi]: do u get cramping 2?

[JK]: yeah a little but nothing like this

[JK]: i havent been taking suppressants that long though

[Hobi]: u just presented a few years ago right?

[JK]: yeah

[Hobi]: how long has jiminie been taking them?

[JK]: i think eight years

[Hobi]: that's so long :O

[JK]: he knows he needs to stop soon

[Hobi]: how does he normally deal with the cramps?

[JK]: ibuprofen used to work

[JK]: the last couple years i had a hookup for vicodin but she doesnt go to the school anymore

[Hobi]: i know a guy.

[Hobi]: let me help? :)

[JK]: as long as youre sure whatever youre getting is safe

[Hobi]: of course. i promise ill take good care of him.

[JK]: okay thank you hyung

[Hobi]: of course. now how r u feeling?

[JK]: im okay

[JK]: just starting to feel preheat now

[Hobi]: yeah? i bet u smell so good :)

[Hobi]: u like 2 be around people right now, right?

[JK]: yeah but i wanna take care of jiminie

[JK]: and he cant handle a lot of people when he's in this much pain

[Hobi]: i have a proposal.

[Hobi]: let me come over and look after him for a while. i'll take care of him and u can come back to the house and spend some time getting taken care of 2.

[JK]: is everyone home

[Hobi]: they sure are honey :)

[Hobi]: and they would love 2 take care of u right now.

[JK]: that sounds really nice

[Hobi]: is that a yes?

[JK]: yes

[JK]: just promise youll tell me if jiminie needs me to come home

[Hobi]: of course. i promise i will keep u posted if anything happens :)

[Hobi]: i’ll be there as quick as i can.

[JK]: okay hyung

~

Hoseok feels better already.

There’s been a sort of anxious energy permeating the house all day, with all of them knowing that Jimin is hurting and that he can’t handle being around a lot of people right now without making him feel worse. They all went over to the apartment yesterday for a while to look after him, but once his head started hurting and the nausea kicked in, he requested a bit of space while the worst of the side effects ran their course.

The five of them have been home since then, just waiting. It doesn’t help that they know Jungkook is due for preheat at any moment as well. While they've done an admirable job of staying busy and trying not to let worry eat at them, there’s only so much cleaning and busywork to be done.

Namjoon has basically checked the live feed every five minutes for the past couple of hours, just taking in the sight of the two of them huddled up in the nest Jimin has finally built on their living room floor. It’s clear Jimin is in a lot of pain. He’s barely eaten, barely even moved – and when he does it’s impossible to miss the grimace twisting his face.

Someone needs to do something, and Hoseok is more than willing to give up getting to fuss over Jungkookie if it means that he can look after Jimin and Jungkook can have the attention of the whole rest of the pack.

But first he needs supplies.

He doesn’t bother knocking on Yoongi’s door. He already saw him once a couple of hours ago and Yoongi had his headphones on, blaring music while he tried to code some project and ignore the obvious suffering of Jimin on the live feed.

Yoongi is still there when Hoseok enters the room now. He does his best to let his feet fall heavy on the floor so that Yoongi will hopefully at least feel him coming and not get scared out of his chair. When Hoseok has crossed over half the room, Yoongi turns to look behind him, pulling his headphones down around his neck.

“Need something, Seok-ah?”

“I convinced Jungkookie to let me look after Jiminie for a bit. I was hoping you would be willing to offer something from your stash to help take care of those cramps.”

Yoongi practically leaps into action, standing up and leading the way to the bathroom without a moment wasted. “Saves me the trouble of asking. I was damn near out of patience and ready to run it by Joon-ah.”

“I may have skipped that part of the process,” Hoseok says.

“Really?”

“I asked Jungkookie what they normally do and he said he used to have a hookup for vicodin, so it's not like they've never given him anything like this before. I can tell Joonie, and I’ll take one hundred percent of the blame.”

“You don’t have to do that,” Yoongi says, lifting the false bottom out of his bathroom drawer to expose the little collection of pill bottles and plastic bags hidden beneath. Hoseok is the only one who knows exactly where he keeps all of it, a secret he takes very seriously. “If it helps Min-ah feel better, I’m willing to take the blame with you.”

A few minutes later, Hoseok is in the car and headed to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment, a little plastic bag tucked into his pants pocket with six percocet inside. Since he has nearly a twenty minute ride ahead of him, he pulls out his phone to handle letting the others know what he’s up to.

[Pack Group Chat]

[Hobi]: i’m omw 2 jiminie and jungkookie.

[Hobi]: will be sending jungkookie back 2 the house once i get settled.

[Tae]: jungkookie is gonna come here?

[Hobi]: yeah i thought u all might like the chance 2 take care of him for a while. he said his preheat is starting.

[Jin]: What a wonderful plan. Thank you, Hobi-yah.

[Hobi]: full disclosure. i’m bringing some painkillers with me for jiminie.

[Hobi]: jungkookie said they used 2 get vicodin for him from a friend but they lost contact.

[Namjoon]: Was Yoongi involved in this? Did you double check the appropriate dosages?

[Yoongi]: Yep. We checked everything out and ran through it twice. Try not to worry too much.

[Yoongi]: Please.

[Namjoon]: Honestly, I think it’s well worth the risk in this scenario. He’s clearly been in pain all day.

[Namjoon]: And I trust that the two of you were careful.

[Yoongi]: Wow okay I didn’t expect that reaction.

[Namjoon]: Thank you for informing us before you gave them to him.

[Hobi]: no problem :)

[Hobi]: i promise i will keep a very close eye on him. u guys take good care of jungkookie ok?

[Tae]: the most care (^ω^)

[Tae]: i’ll get everything ready

~

Jungkook greets Hoseok at the door, his scent already so warm and sweet with preheat that it nearly has Hoseok’s mouth watering. He’s got a smile on his face, but it’s easy enough to pick out the line of obvious tension running through his body. “Hi, Hobi-hyung,” he says, opening his arms for a hug that Hoseok eagerly steps into. “I’m so glad you’re here. Scent please?”

Hoseok lets his scent out immediately. It's sweet of Jungkook to keep reminding him, and he is getting better about remembering on his own sometimes too. (With any luck, maybe this will be the time the habit finally sticks.)

“I’m glad I’m here too, honey.” Hoseok squeezes Jungkook tight and presses a little kiss to his cheek. “You smell so good already. Is your preheat coming on quick?”

“M’definitely feeling it. Here, I should let you inside.” Jungkook steps out of the way and allows Hoseok into the apartment. He expects a wave of vanilla, but instead is met with a surprising lack of Jimin’s scent in the air. It must show on his face, because Jungkook gives him a little nod and says, “Don’t worry. It’s not just you – he’s been hiding his scent since the cramps started last night.”

As much as he wishes he could smell Jimin right now, it’s hard not to sympathize. Their reasons might be different, but Hoseok knows from years of hiding his own scent that it isn't about hurting anyone's feelings. “I understand. He doesn’t like smelling distressed.”

Jungkook nods, leading the way further inside where Hoseok can finally make out the shape of Jimin’s nest on the living room floor. While his scent might be missing, the scents of the rest of the pack are easy to pick out, coming from where all of the clothes they sent over with Taehyung are weaved into the walls of the nest. He can't help but feel a tiny swell of pride at the fact that Jimin has chosen to surround himself in all of their scents while he's hurting like this.

It's a good indicator that he sees all of them as sources of comfort.

“Do you want to wake him up?” Jungkook offers, gesturing toward where Jimin is still fast asleep, curled tightly into a fetal position and clutching what looks like a heating pad wrapped around a pillow. It’s pressed right up against his stomach, probably in an effort to relieve some of the cramping.

Poor thing.

“I’d love to, but I don’t think I can,” Hoseok says. “He hasn’t invited me into the nest, and the last thing I would want to do is make it feel unsafe for him.”

“Oh, I didn’t even think of that. Sorry.” Jungkook bites at his lip, clearly nervous about what could have been an uncomfortable mistake.

Hoseok reaches out to lay a hand on his shoulder. “Hey, it’s okay. You’re used to it just being the two of you during this time – no pesky alphas to worry about.”

Jungkook relaxes into the touch in an instant. He’s always responsive to them, but preheat apparently makes it even more pronounced. Hoseok can’t wait for his chance to cuddle up with Jungkookie and spoil him with all the attention he can. For now, he’ll have to rely on the others to take care of that for him. There’s not even a hint of worry in Hoseok’s mind about what’s in store for Jungkookie – not when he knows how pleased the others will be to finally have one of their new mates to fuss over.

“I like having you and the other alphas around, hyung.”

Hoseok can't help but smile at that. “I know you do, baby. It's okay. Now are you gonna wake up Jiminie so I can give him something to help him feel better?”

Even with as much pain as he must be in, Jimin still sleeps hard. Jungkook spends a minute or so shaking him softly, pressing gentle kisses to his cheeks and telling him about how Hoseok is here to help him feel better.

There's a few seconds of incoherent mumbling before Jimin finally raises his head to look at Hoseok, blonde hair sticking out messily in every direction. “Hyung?” he whispers, blinking the sleep from his eyes and wincing at what must be a fresh wave of pain crashing over him. “Why are you here?”

“Hey, Minnie. I know you're hurting a lot right now, but I brought you something that should help – only if you want it.” Hoseok digs the tiny little plastic bag out of his pants pocket and holds it up, careful not to cross the boundaries of Jimin's nest.

Jungkook is the one to reach out for the bag, looking over the pills inside and asking, “What are they?”

“Percocet. Yoongi usually has some on hand.”

“Wait, Yoongi-hyung is the guy you know?”

“Yeah, and he was only too happy to–”

“I want it,” Jimin interrupts, voice still raspy with sleep as he drags himself closer to the edge of the nest. “Please, it hurts so much.”

Hoseok relays the dosage information – only one or two pills every few hours, and no more than six in a day. It might be playing it a little safe, but he and Yoongi decided together that they would rather be cautious with something like this that could directly affect their omega's health.

Jungkook wastes no time passing Jimin two pills and a bottle of water. “There you go,” he says, reaching out to touch Jimin's shoulder. “You'll feel better soon, hyung. Do you want me to stay until they kick in?”

“Where are you going?”

“I asked Jungkookie if I could look after you,” Hoseok explains. “I wanted to send him off to get doted on by the rest of the pack while we stayed here.”

Jimin quirks his head for a moment before his face twists in another grimace and he practically collapses back into the nest, clutching the heating pad close. “Might not be good company,” he says, voice strained. “Even once the painkillers kick in. You can both go if you want – I'll be fine.”

“Nobody is leaving you alone,” Hoseok says. “If you're alright with it, I'd like to be the one to stay here with you, but if not then I can go and Jungkookie will stay.”

“You can stay. Want Kookie to get babied in preheat.”

“I can promise you there will be plenty of that.”

~~

After Jungkook says his goodbyes and heads downstairs to the waiting car, Hoseok is left alone in the apartment with Jimin, who is still curled up in a ball in his nest.

“Is there anything I can get you? Anything that will help until the medication kicks in?”

Jimin lifts his head and looks at Hoseok, still seated on the floor outside the nest. He frowns. “Are you not going to come in?”

“Never without an invite – at least unless you look like you’re in danger. Would you like me to come in now?”

“Please, hyung,” Jimin whispers.

Hoseok complies in an instant, climbing into the nest and sliding in behind Jimin so he doesn’t get in the way of the heating pad. He doesn’t waste a moment, pulling Jimin in close and pressing a little kiss to the back of his neck. “I’ve got you, honey.”

A soft little sigh escapes Jimin, and some of the tension in his body seems to ease. “Oh, I… I didn’t expect that to help but – wow. Closer? Please?”

It's impossible for Hoseok not to smile as he presses himself even closer. As much as he hates seeing Jimin in pain, there’s something Hoseok loves about him asking for what he wants without qualifying it with apologies first. He’d asked for the pills earlier, and now he’s asking for comfort as openly as Taehyungie or Jungkookie might. Hopefully with enough positive reinforcement, they can help him feel safe enough to do that even when he isn’t just in too much pain to think.

“Poor thing. You’ve never had an alpha with you for this, have you?”

Jimin shakes his head. “It still hurts but it feels like less, I think. You won’t go anywhere, right? You’ll stay until the pills work?”

“Of course, Minnie. I’m not going anywhere.”

“I might not be good company,” Jimin says again. “I don’t know if the pills will help my headache too, but this might be all I can do – although if it stops hurting enough, I think I might want to eat…”

“I’ll feed you anything you want, and you’re wonderful company no matter how bad you feel. It might be a little selfish of me, but I’m glad I get to be the one here taking care of you like this.”

There’s a pause as Jimin tenses in his arms, clearly wracked with another wave of pain. He breathes in a tiny gasp and it’s only then that Hoseok realizes he doesn’t feel his scent trying to instinctively go warmer to soothe Jimin – because he can’t smell the omega’s distress in the air. He tries to do it on purpose, but he’s never been very good at controlling his scent, just hiding it.

“If you let your scent out, I might be able to help a bit more?” Hoseok offers, feeling almost desperate to be able to do something to help Jimin get through this next twenty minutes or so before the pills start working.

Fuck,” Jimin whimpers, clutching the heating pad covered pillow closer as his body shakes with tiny tremors. “M’sorry. I can’t… It’s bad right now and I don’t want–”

“It’s alright, honey. You don’t have to do anything.”

“Just please don’t go?”

“I’ve got you. I’ll stay as long as you want,” Hoseok assures him, pressing gentle kisses into his hair.

They stay like that, wrapped together in relative silence, except for the occasional curse from Jimin or whispered reassurance from Hoseok. Every minute or two, another round of cramping starts up and Jimin goes from tentatively relaxed to completely tense. It’s hard to watch, hard to even hear, but Hoseok is so glad he gets to be here right now, that he’s the one who gets to help Jiminie through this.

And he can only imagine what a wonderful time Jungkookie is going to be having soon enough too. If he’s never had an alpha around during his preheat, having both Joonie and Yoongi doting on him is going to feel incredible. Combine that with all of the praise he’ll be getting from Taehyungie, plus what might be his first experience with a beta during preheat too, and he should be feeling every bit as cherished and content as he deserves.

Even once Hoseok notices it’s been a couple of minutes since Jimin has gone all stiff with pain, he still waits to speak. There’s no need to rush things if some more time in silence would be appreciated.

It’s not until he hears sniffling and feels the way Jimin’s shoulders gently shake that he decides to break the silence. “Are you crying, baby? Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

At the words, Jimin abandons the pillow and heating pad, turning in Hoseok’s arms to face him. His face is indeed streaked with wet tear tracks, but there’s a little smile on his face too as he leans in and wraps his arms around Hoseok in return. “Good tears. I think it’s over,” he whispers, burying his face in Hoseok’s neck without a second thought. “It barely hurts anymore, hyung. Thank you. Thank you so much.”

Hoseok pulls Jimin in closer, squeezing him tight. “Oh, pretty baby. You’ve done so well. I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that. How do you feel now?”

“Okay, I think.” Jimin is still nosing at Hoseok’s scent gland, taking big deep breaths even while his own scent remains hidden. It’s the closest his mouth has ever been to Hoseok’s scent gland, and he can’t help but wish that Jimin would scent him right now, just a soft brush of tongue over the skin and– “M’warm though. And maybe… God, I’m starving.”

The words snap Hoseok right out of his thoughts.

“Yeah? Do you know what you want?”

Jimin pulls away from Hoseok's neck, face relaxed and no new tears dripping down his flushed cheeks. “Something fried,” he answers, licking his lips and giving it a little more thought. “Fried and salty… Chicken maybe?”

Hoseok pulls out his phone and the two of them spend about ten minutes searching for something that looks good. They do end up settling on fried chicken, and Jimin orders enough sides that even Jungkookie might struggle to finish all of it.

“I can pay you back if you want,” Jimin offers when he sees the total bill for the order, giving Hoseok a nervous little smile. “I just haven't eaten more than a few bites since the other night with Jin-hyung.”

“And deny me the pleasure of getting to buy you dinner? No thank you. Now is there anything else I can do to make tonight better for you?”

Jimin shakes his head. “Can we just go back to cuddling until food gets here?”

“Yeah, we can definitely do that, Minnie.”

~~

Once the food comes, they dig right in. Hoseok is hungry too, but most of his satisfaction comes from knowing that Jimin is finally able to eat something. He snaps a quick selfie of both of them to send to the group chat, mostly because he's sure it will help Jungkookie relax even more if he knows Jiminie is being taken care of.

After that, Jimin decides he would feel better after a quick shower and a change of clothes. He isn't gone for very long, but it's clear he would rather not leave the nest if he doesn't have to, at least if the way he practically sprints back to it is any indicator. His hair is still dripping wet as he nestles back in with Hoseok, smelling faintly of soap and nothing else.

“Feel better, baby?”

So much better. Thank you for coming today, and bringing me something to help with the pain. The cramps wouldn't have eased up until tomorrow, and it makes me happy to think of Kookie with the rest of the pack instead of feeling like he has to look after me.”

Hoseok considers bringing up the fact that Jimin has been taking suppressants for eight years now, that he really should stop before it gets any worse – but that's a conversation better suited to when Jiminie's heat has passed and he feels more like himself. For right now, he'd rather focus on comfort. “I'm glad we could help you feel better, but I know for a fact that Jungkookie loves taking care of you just as much as you love taking care of him.”

“I just don’t want him to have to,” Jimin says with a little sigh. “It’s okay though. I’ll get to take care of him soon too.

“That’s right. You two both take good care of one another.”

“You guys take good care of each other too – and us.”

“As much as you’ll let us,” Hoseok says, leaning in slowly for a kiss and smiling when Jimin meets him halfway. It feels good to kiss him, but Hoseok still finds himself missing the scent of vanilla. “Do you think you’re feeling well enough to let your scent out?”

“Oh, sorry.” Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter as a wave of sweet vanilla rolls off of him and out into the air.

Hoseok takes a deep breath and feels something inside of him settle at the smell. There's the barest hint of something almost metallic to it, like a vanilla shake sipped through a metal straw, that Hoseok guesses is probably coming more from the percocet than Jimin's heat. Either way, it's hardly noticeable.

“Thank you, Minnie.”

“Kind of weird to have you asking someone to let out their scent, hyung.”

“Hey now, Jungkookie has been helping me remember lately,” Hoseok says, smiling as he gently pokes at Jimin’s ribs in retaliation.

“Well it’s practically the first thing out of his mouth whenever he sees you – at least these days. He really does like you so much, you know? It makes him happy that you do it for him.”

“It helps that he’s always so cute about letting me know how much he appreciates it. And I like him a lot too. It would be hard not to.”

Jimin smiles at this. “Yeah, Kookie really is something else, and so are you. I know how hard it is to try not to hide things when it’s what you’re used to, and it makes me so happy to see you trying so hard for Kookie.”

“Admittedly, it’s for the others too. I know it bothers them. I’ve tried to get better about it a whole bunch of times, but it just never sticks. They’re always nice about it, but I can see the disappointment in their eyes whenever I slip back into the habit.” Hoseok bites at the inside of his cheek, trying to keep himself grounded instead of slipping into thinking about how he keeps failing at this. He lets out a little laugh that he hopes doesn’t sound quite as hollow as it feels. “Anyway, all I can do is keep trying, right?”

Jimin sees right through him, but there’s no pity in his eyes, just something that looks like understanding. It’s a little disarming, but then again Jimin always feels a little disarming to Hoseok – a feeling he’s pretty sure is mutual.

“Can you tell me about your life before the pack?” Jimin asks, voice soft. “I feel like I don’t know a lot about you before all of this. You’ve mentioned your family a few times, but only in passing really.”

“About as often as you mention yours, don’t you think?” Hoseok says before he can stop himself. It sounds defensive even to his own ears, and he feels himself frown. “Sorry, that sounded worse than I meant it.”

It earns him a laugh. “It’s okay. I do that too sometimes.”

“Jiminie? Sass? Never.” Hoseok grins as Jimin rolls his eyes at the sarcasm.

“Pretty sure that sass is part of my charm – and maybe your never ending quest to avoid answering personal questions is a part of yours.”

“It might be.”

“Is that a no on telling me about yourself then?” Jimin asks, expression softening a little as he cuddles in closer, pressing his head to Hoseok’s chest. “You don’t have to if you don’t wanna. I’m not trying to corner you into anything – just curious and want to know more about you.”

Of all the things that Hoseok has had to get used to since he joined the pack, talking honestly about himself has been one of the hardest. He’s used to talking about his jobs, his connections, everything related to his work, but talking about his life always feels strange. With most people he can just say a few polite phrases and then redirect to get them talking about themselves instead.

Sometimes that works with his mates, but he also wants to be open and honest with them. And he has. They know most of the facts about his early life, but he never really thought about how bad it all sounded until he saw those looks of pity (or in Yoongi and Taehyung’s case, the raised brows and thinly veiled desire to hurt someone.)

At least with work, he feels like he has a solid identity. He's just Jung Hoseok, the thief. He knows his work ethic and his accomplishments and exactly what he’s supposed to be. Nobody expects something genuine out of that part of him, just a man who can get a job done right.

He prefers feeling like he’s doing things right. But still…

“Not very fair of me to expect you to be open and honest if I don’t, huh?” Hoseok says, pressing a kiss into Jimin’s hair. They both have somewhat similar backgrounds, at least as far as he knows. With any luck, that will make this easier. “There’s not a ton to say. I was raised to fulfill a purpose, and I did just that for my whole life until I met Taehyung.”

Jimin gives a curious little hum. “Okay, that’s a start. Siblings?”

“Only child.”

“Friends?”

“Acquaintances mostly. We moved a lot.”

“Always the new kid at school?”

“Private tutors, mostly – but the vast majority were local so I was always some sort of new kid, I guess,” Hoseok answers with a shrug. “Sometimes I took classes, but never anything regular.”

“Sounds lonely,” Jimin comments, his tone soft and casual in a way that puts Hoseok a bit at ease. No pressure to engage emotionally, just questions about the facts of his early life. “Did you feel lonely at the time?”

“Not really. I didn't think much about it.” It's not a lie. Hoseok had always assumed he could worry about all of those things once he finished his work – without ever really considering when he would be finished, or if his work had an end date at all. “What about you? Siblings? School?”

“No siblings. We never really moved either. Too tied to the Jeon family to go anywhere else. My parents tried to go the whole private tutors route, but when Kookie started school he insisted that I attend with him even though we were grades apart.”

“And your parents listened to him?”

“Not to him, no,” Jimin says with a laugh. “But they did listen to his mom, so all he had to do was convince her.”

“Did you like it better than the tutors?”

“I liked being with Kookie and away from my parents. You've probably picked up on it already, but me and my parents never really got along – sounds like it was maybe the same for you? Did you like getting away when you took classes?”

“I wouldn't say we didn't get along exactly…”

Jimin gives a little hum of consideration, cuddling in even closer until the two of them are pressed together fully enough for Hoseok to feel how Jimin is shivering just slightly.

He's clearly about to speak again when Hoseok cuts him off. “You're shaking, Minnie.”

“Sorry, just a little cold. You're warm, but I might need a blanket too – just another wonderful side effect to add to the list,” Jimin answers, sitting up and grabbing a blanket to pull over the two of them. “You're not too hot, are you?”

“No, I'm perfectly fine. Here, get cuddled up again and we'll have you warm in no time.”

Jimin does just that, curling up right next to Hoseok's side, head resting on his chest. “Mmm, much better. Thank you, hyung.” Silence settles between them for a couple of seconds before Jimin speaks again, voice soft. “Will you tell me more about your family? You said you didn't not get along exactly, but what was it like then? Did you not like being away from home?”

“You really want the details, don't you?”

“Yes please. Cuddles and just listening to you talk for a while sounds like heaven – at least if you're comfortable sharing.”

The hell with it.

Maybe it's the cuddling, or the way Jimin relaxes so easily against him, or even just the calming mix of their scents and the rest of the ones in the nest wrapping around them. Either way, if Jimin really wants him to talk, then Hoseok is going to talk.

“Alright,” he says, pulling the blanket up to cover Jimin's shoulders and then carding fingers through his hair. “My parents are socialites at heart. They've dabbled in a bit of everything, but they've always preferred the things that get them closer to high society. The path they found to get there was to become problem solvers for people – always knowing the right people, the right methods, who can be bought, who can be killed, and what can be taken right under people's noses.”

“Sounds… intense.”

“That's not a bad word for them. Their single-minded pursuit of money, power, and connections, as well as the lengths they have gone to acquire those things are both pretty intense. I don't think they had a plan for me right from birth. My early years were full of a huge range of classes and experiences, and I know I was lucky to be exposed to so many things.”

“What kind of stuff?”

“Really a little bit of everything. I got plenty of standard education – math, reading, science, that sort of thing – but they signed me up for tons of local classes wherever we went too. I rode horses in Europe, learned tea ceremony in Japan, took martial arts courses in several countries, learned bits of local languages, and so much more. Now I realize it was probably to keep me out of their hair while they were busy, but I really did enjoy most of them even if it was scary to be alone doing them.”

“Wow, you really did do everything,” Jimin says, voicing coming out as warm and content as the waves of creamy vanilla rolling off of him would suggest.

It's impossible to fight back the feeling of pride at giving Jimin exactly what he needs to help soothe him during his heat. Suppressed or not, Hoseok is still providing for his omega during a heat, and there's no way that isn't going to feel good.

And it only makes it easier to continue talking.

He keeps running his fingers gently through Jimin's hair, the physical sensation keeping him grounded as he picks his story back up. “I wasn't quite a teenager yet when they realized I was really good at sneaking around. Every place we went, I'd find my way outside into the night air. It didn't matter how many locks or guards they used – I always managed to sneak out.”

“Did you go somewhere?”

“Mostly out for walks, or sometimes I'd just sit in a tree and watch the stars.” Hoseok remembers those nights with more fondness than the rest of his childhood. There was something so comforting about the night sky and the glow of the stars overhead, something that made him feel so incredibly small and yet somehow very much at peace with it. He didn't matter out there, not how well he did on his tests, or how good he was at whatever new task he was assigned. The indifference of the moon and stars had been somehow soothing. “It was something me and Taehyung bonded about early on. He would sneak out to look at the stars too.”

“That's so sweet. I bet you guys miss them now that you live in the city.”

“I know he misses them a lot. I do sometimes, but I just like night in general – and you can still see the moon well enough in Seoul.”

Jimin lifts his head at this, looking at Hoseok with a soft smile. “No trips to go stargazing then?”

“Might be a good date idea, now that you mention it,” Hoseok answers, unable to tear his gaze away from the heat flush on Jimin's cheeks now that they've gotten him warmed up. He looks far too inviting like this, his eyes just slightly dazed and his hair a mess from Hoseok's fingers running through it over and over.

“You're staring.”

“You're beautiful.”

Jimin's eyes flutter shut for a moment at the compliment, his lips forming into a pout as he cracks his eyes back open and whines, “Hyung, you're supposed to be telling me about yourself.”

“Haven't heard enough yet?”

“Nope,” Jimin answers, popping the 'p' and tilting his head. “I wanna know how you became a thief.”

Hoseok smiles and drags his hand from Jimin's hair down to cup his cheek. “And if that information comes at a cost?”

“Pretty sure I can pay it,” Jimin answers, a smile back on his face as he crawls over Hoseok and leans in.

Their kiss isn't short. It's soft and thorough, leaving Hoseok feeling so incredibly warm with Jimin half lying on top of him and smiling against his lips. Under normal circumstances the position might feel suggestive, but here with Hoseok feeling exposed after all his sharing, and Jimin riding out the effects of his suppressants and painkillers, if just feels comforting.

Even once their kiss ends, Hoseok keeps Jimin in place with arms wrapped around his back, doing his best to coax him into staying. “You don't have to go, you know? I like you here.”

“M'not too heavy?”

“Not even close.”

After a moment of consideration, Jimin gives him one more quick peck on the lips and then relaxes above Hoseok, head resting on his chest. “There, I'm not going anywhere. Tell me what happened next?”

“Alright. Once my parents realized where my talents were concentrated, my life got significantly harder. The easy days of just aimlessly trying new things had gone, and instead my training ended up more focused – harder every single day. My nightly excursions became a favorite test for them, with increasingly complex locks on the doors, cameras, traps–”

“Traps?”

“Yeah, like tripwires, or pressure plates? Usually rigged to makeshift alarms. Did you not do that?”

“Oh, I gotcha,” Jimin says with a little puff of laughter. “I think I was imagining something more dangerous. We called that sort of thing a hazard in my training, but yeah I learned with those too. So you did a lot of your training at home then?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Some of it, but they started bringing me to events in my early teens. Private charity events, weddings, dinner parties – the sort of things where a little wandering wasn't out of the question. I guess you could say I did a lot of learning on the job.”

“Really?” Jimin lifts his head, eyes gone wide. “They would have you steal then?”

“Sometimes. Other times I would be sent to map out part of a building, place a camera, or eavesdrop on a conversation.”

“Weren't they worried about you getting caught? I'm assuming you came with them, so everyone would have known who you were.”

“We put on a bit of an act together, since this tended to be the first time people were meeting me. My parents would apologize profusely for having to bring me, informing the host that I was 'a little off' and would normally be at home with someone to watch me, but that they had canceled – or sometimes that they wanted to expose me to more of the world. All I had to do was act spacey and polite, then wait for an opportunity to get away from the group. I was still young enough to get some grace for being restless and wandering off, but the better option was simply not to get caught.”

“Wow, that's impressive. I always went in alone for stuff like that, and almost never through the front door. I guess there were some really big events where I could blend in with the public, but Jungkook's mom never escorted me anywhere. Couldn't have an inexperienced thief getting caught and linked back to them.”

“Probably smarter that way,” Hoseok says. “My parents had a bit too much audacity for their own good – although I suppose it worked out for them. I turned out to be exactly what they wanted.”

There's no joy to the words as he says them. He wants to feel proud of it, but he just doesn't.

It might be because it's not completely true. He has all the talents they wanted, but he knows that they feel he's squandered them by mating into his pack and taking on less 'important work'. As much as he wishes they were truly proud of him, he's just so much happier with his mates than he ever was as just Jung Hoseok the thief.

Jimin has a frown on his face when he looks back at Hoseok, but within a few seconds there’s the tug of a tiny smile working to replace it as he reaches up to touch Hoseok’s cheek. “Regardless of what they wanted, I think you turned out pretty incredible,” he says softly. “I heard plenty of stories about Jung Hoseok in the last couple of years in Busan, but you’re so much more than that. I was a little starstruck when you first said your name, but now that I’ve gotten to know you, all of that stuff seems so distant. More often than not, I forget about it completely.”

Hoseok feels another warm swell of fondness in his chest at Jimin’s words, at the thought that maybe there’s a future where it doesn’t matter who he was raised to be…

It’s probably just a fanciful dream – not worth wasting his time thinking about. His parents will keep giving him work and he will keep doing it. The price he pays for everything they invested into his success. It’s not terribly steep, all things considered, but that doesn’t mean he has to be excited to pay it either.

“Sorry,” Jimin whispers.

Hoseok snaps out of his thoughts, eyes landing on Jimin’s concerned looking face. “Sorry for what, Minnie?”

“If it sounded bad how I said it. I know you’re super talented and–”

Hoseok cuts Jimin off with a laugh and squeezes him tighter, pressing kisses to his flushed cheeks. “I love it,” he declares, planting a kiss on Jimin’s nose. “The last thing I need is for who I am in my professional life colliding with who I want to be as a mate. They already bleed into one another more than I like, so it makes me happy that you just see me without all of that.”

Jimin glows under the attention, grinning as he leans in for another slow kiss that ends up dragging into several more. Minutes pass in silence as they cuddle there together, sometimes trading more kisses back and forth, and other times just leaving their foreheads pressed together.

It’s in that moment that Hoseok first considers he might really be in love, that he’s been falling fast for these two incredible omegas for months now.

Maybe the realization should be a shock, but it honestly just feels right. Even from the beginning, he’d had very little doubt that Jiminie and Jungkookie would fit right into the pack, and time has only made him more sure that they belong with them. He’d already been so happy with his four incredible mates, but the thought of going back to just that now… It feels hollow, in a way it never did before.

There’s no need to declare it right now, not when he can just bask in this moment they’re having instead. He should probably let them both make it through their heats before he even starts thinking about dropping that.

“Thank you,” Jimin eventually says, rubbing their noses together before pulling back to look at Hoseok with a little smile. “I know that kind of thing isn’t your favorite, but I really appreciate you talking to me.”

“Helps that you’re easy to talk to, Minnie.”

Jimin smiles back at him for a moment, before biting at his lip and looking off to the side. “I’m…” He trails off right away, taking a few more seconds before he continues, “I’m really glad you came here today, hyung.”

“So am I. Thank you for letting me help.”

It's hard to miss the fact that something has shifted in Jimin after their talk and those several minutes spent kissing. He seems almost a tiny bit dazed, and like he's finally starting to relax into his heat a little more now that he's not in pain and Hoseok has managed to settle him with stories and attention.

Luckily he doesn't have to wait long to learn what that shift means.

“I don’t hurt anymore, and I’m really enjoying cuddling with you here too, but do you think… Do you think maybe we could go back to the house?” Jimin asks, his gaze still off to the side like he’s worried the request will be denied.

“Of course we can, baby,” Hoseok says, squeezing Jimin close. “Did you think I was gonna say no?”

“Just didn’t want you to think I don’t appreciate this too,” Jimin mumbles against his shoulder. “Cause I really do. I just… I think it would feel nice to be with everyone.”

God, he's perfect like this, gone all soft and sweet with his heat. The others are going to be over the moon when they see how much better he's feeling.

“Honey, I’m never going to be upset if you want to spend time with the rest of the pack, and especially not when you’re in heat. Suppressed or not, you’re gonna want to see them, although…” Hoseok feels a grin spread over his face. “Do you want to tell me one thing first?”

“What is it?”

“Can you tell me which one of the hyungs you wanna see the most right now?”

“Hyung, that’s embarrassing,” Jimin whines.

“Aww, come on. You can tell me, Minnie. I just wanna know who you’re thinking about right now.”

“M’thinking about everyone.”

“Are you? Nobody in particular? I know the other omegas are a given, but you're really not craving cuddles and attention from anyone in particular?”

No response.

“Is it Jinnie-hyung?”

A few seconds of silence pass before Jimin very gently shakes his head against Hoseok’s chest.

Progress.

“So Yoongles or Joonie then, huh?”

“I wanna see everybody.”

“I know you do. This is just for fun – and maybe a little bit because I’m curious who’s presence you’re craving the most in heat. Usually for Taehyungie it’s Yoongles in the first couple of days, then Joonie toward the end. Doesn’t mean he loves any of us any less, just that they’re the ones he needs most at that specific moment. So who do you need most in this moment, pretty baby?”

“Yesterday it was you,” Jimin admits.

Hoseok is helpless to hide how warm his scent goes at the admission, and he presses a few kisses into Jimin's hair. “Aww, that makes me so happy to know, baby – and I'm so glad I can be here with you now. If it was me yesterday, does that mean you can tell me who it is today?”

Jimin lets out a soft little sigh, voice barely above a whisper as he says, “Namjoon-hyung.”

Oh, it's gonna make his whole week to hear that.”

“You can't tell him,” Jimin squeaks as he pulls back, a wide eyed pout on his face.

“You don't think so? Even though it's going to make him so, so happy?”

Jimin's eyelashes flutter as he stares back at Hoseok, giving one nervous lick to his lips. “You really think so?”

“I know so, honey. Joonie would feel so special to know you're thinking about him right now, and he'll want to give you so many extra cuddles.”

“I… I want that. Can we go, hyung?”

Hoseok grins. “Yeah, we can go. I'll call for a ride and you can think about what you want to bring with. Are you gonna be okay leaving all of this?”

That actually seems to give Jimin pause as he looks around them at his nest.

Hoseok decides it's best to just let him take his time to think about it and calls Wonho directly to set up a ride for them. Mostly he wants to get the car as close to the door as possible and limit the amount of time Jimin has to spend exposed at such a delicate time in his heat. They take a couple of minutes to work out the details and then Hoseok hangs up the phone.

“Well, what do you think, honey? Wanna bring a little of it with you?”

Jimin shakes his head slowly. “No, I think it's okay. TaeTae and Kookie will help me figure it out. I just want…” he trails off for a moment, looking toward the hallway and then back at Hoseok. “I'm gonna grab a blanket from the bed. Then we can go?”

“Alright,” Hoseok agrees. “You grab your blanket and we'll go.”

“Hyung, you won't be mad if I sleep in the car, will you?”

“Of course not.” Hoseok ruffles Jimin's hair as he helps the two of them get up. “There's nothing you could do right now that would make me angry, Minnie. And besides, I want you to get all the sleep you need.”

~~

It's simple enough to get Jimin out into the waiting car. He's wrapped in the big blanket he pulled off of his bed, the whole thing thoroughly doused in both his scent as well as Jungkook's. It's adorable, and he takes direction perfectly this deep into his heat, immediately looking to Hoseok to guide him through leaving the apartment.

Jimin hesitates at the front door of the apartment building, letting out a whine as they step into the crisp afternoon air. He practically clings to Hoseok – at least as well as he can with his blanket wrapped around his shoulders.

“It's alright, Minnie. Wonho-ssi is just ahead of us and then you'll be safe in the car,” Hoseok assures him, one arm securely placed around Jimin's back as he leads them forward. Thankfully, it really isn't far at all to the car. Wonho did a perfect job of getting as close as he could, and Jimin is securely in the back seat in less than thirty seconds.

There's not even a moment of hesitation when Hoseok opens his arms. Jimin all but falls into them, going from slightly panicked to content and relaxed in what feels like no time at all.

Honestly, it's a little surprising just how comfortable Jimin seems with him right now.

Maybe all Jimin really needed was for Hoseok to show a little vulnerability first, so that it didn't feel so scary when it was his turn. Or maybe they really just have come this far in their relationship… to a place where Jimin feels like he can trust Hoseok.

He really hopes it's the latter, or at least a little of both.

Once Jimin is asleep (remarkably fast – he must really need the nap), Hoseok pulls out his phone to text the others.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: we're on the way back 2 the house.

[Hobi]: jiminie is feeling better but he might still be asleep when we get there.

[Hobi]: he's pretty relaxed into his heat now and omg it's the cutest :)

[Tae]: oh yesyesYES

[Tae]: we'll get the house ready (^ω^)

[Tae]: did he bring any nesting materials or should me and jungkookie just go nuts?

[Hobi]: just 1 blanket.

[Hobi]: are all the others busy doting on jungkookie? ;D

[Tae]: yes omg you should've seen yoongi-hyung fussing

[Tae]: i gotta run and make sure things are ready though ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: see you soon ♥

~

Jin is there to greet them when they pull in, stepping up to the car and opening the door to the backseat with a smile. “He's still asleep?” he asks softly, smiling warm and fond, first at Hoseok and then at the sleeping form of Jimin.

“Yeah, he's out pretty hard. You want to take him?”

“Very much, yes.”

Between the two of them, they manage to shuffle Jimin into Jin's arms without waking him (though the omega being such a hard sleeper definitely helps). Jin takes a deep breath in through his nose and coos quietly over just how lovely Jimin smells as they head for the house.

Once they make it inside, Namjoon is waiting in the foyer.

Perfect.

Before Hoseok can say a word, Namjoon is pulling him into a hug and pressing a kiss to his scent gland, muttering, “You did so well, pup. Brought our omegas home, our pack together.”

“He’s right,” Jin agrees, still cradling Jimin in his arms. “You’ve really given us something special today, darling. Now, I’m going to go get Jimin-ah into the nest and then I’ll be back to thank you properly.”

“Wait, hyung,” Hoseok says, reaching out to tug on Jin’s shirt sleeve. His brain wants to go mushy between the praise from their pack alpha and the swirling scents of his contented mates, but he has to make Namjoon’s day. “Joonie is gonna want him.”

Namjoon pulls back and looks Hoseok in the eyes, quirking his head. “Of course, but I can wait–”

“You really can’t. Oh, you’re gonna love this so much.”

Jin steps in closer to the two of them with an amused smile on his face. “What is it, darling?”

“After Jiminie asked if we could come back here, I was wondering if he was missing someone in particular. Poor baby was so embarrassed to admit it, but I eventually convinced him to tell me,” Hoseok says, feeling a grin stretch across his face.

Namjoon’s eyes go wide, looking at Jimin and then back to Hoseok. “Really?” he asks, sounding almost breathless.

“Really. He said he missed Namjoon-hyung the most.”

There’s a spike in Namjoon’s sandalwood scent as he leans in and presses a firm kiss over Hoseok’s lips before turning to Jin. “Let me, please,” he says, hands trembling just slightly as he holds them out to take Jimin.

Jin gladly hands Jimin over, and Namjoon thanks Hoseok one more time before heading off toward the living room, probably for some much needed cuddles while he tries to process all of this.

Hoseok is about to say something, but again he’s cut off as Jin grabs him for a long, thorough kiss, followed by an even more thorough scenting and heaps of praise for making Joonie’s day like this. He doesn’t even bother fighting the way his thoughts start to run syrupy slow. It feels good to allow himself to relax into the comfort of his mates now that they’re all together again, and both Jungkookie and Jiminie are safe here with them.

Really, the only thing that makes him eventually pull back and tug Jin toward the living room, is the sudden need to see Jungkook and Taehyung – to confirm that all of their omegas are content.

The scene before them when they make their way into the living room is nearly too perfect.

There’s a nest built on the floor in front of the couches. It has Jungkookie written all over it, color coordinated in cream and red with any other nesting materials buried underneath to preserve the look of it. It appears they were a little less specific with the pillows, allowing for a few other pops of color. Everyone is already inside, Namjoon cradling Jimin in his arms with Taehyungie on one side of him and Jungkookie on the other, pulled into Yoongi’s lap.

It’s achingly domestic, like they really are a family already, and Hoseok only just remembers to stop at the edge of the nest, looking for permission to enter.

Jungkook is the one to reach out for him, climbing out of Yoongi’s lap to crawl forward and pull Hoseok into the nest. “Hyung, you took such good care of him,” he says, tugging Hoseok down to his knees for a hug. “Thank you. Thank you so much. Wanna scent, please?”

“Of course, honey. Here.” Hoseok goes to offer up his wrist, but instead finds himself surprised when Jungkook’s wrist is raised up to his mouth in invitation. It must say something about his mental state that he doesn’t even question it, just gives Jungkook a wide smile and leans in to run his tongue along the omegas scent gland, delighting in the sweet taste of orange filling up all of his senses.

By the time Jungkook has scented him in return and the two of them both stop hugging, the rest of the pack has settled into the nest. All eyes are on the two of them (except for Jimin, who is still out like a light and clinging to Namjoon in his sleep).

“Feel better, Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks, opening his arms and making grabby hands toward Jungkook, who immediately accepts the invite and cuddles up between Taehyung and Jin. “He’s been missing you, Hobi-hyung.”

Yoongi nods and reaches out for Hoseok. “We all missed you, Seok-ah.”

Hoseok goes to Yoongi right away, eagerly settling in between him and Namjoon. “I missed you guys too. Glad everyone is finally together.”

“Can it be naptime?” Jungkook asks, already yawning.

“God, yes please,” Yoongi groans. “I doubt any of us slept well last night.”

There are a few general sounds of agreement as they all get comfortable and then go relatively silent.

For as relaxed and tired as Hoseok feels, he doesn’t fall asleep quickly. He can feel when Yoongi starts to slump against him, and hear when some of the others begin breathing more deeply with sleep too. There’s a few tiny little snores from Jin (that he knows Jin will deny no matter how much proof they present him with). Eventually, it’s just Hoseok and Namjoon left awake, though Hoseok gives no indication that he hasn’t fallen asleep, content to rest his eyes and let his mind wander.

He’s glad, because it means he's still awake when Jimin begins to stir some time later. Hoseok cracks his eyes open just as he hears a sleepy little whine.

Jimin’s lashes flutter a few times as he blinks and registers where he is. Then he looks up at Namjoon and gives him a syrupy smile while his scent spikes sweet and warm. “Hyung,” he breathes, hardly even a whisper. “I missed you.”

Namjoon swallows audibly, smiling down at Jimin. “I missed you too, pup,” he whispers. “Everyone else is napping, but you and I can get up if you need anything?”

“M’okay. Just need you.”

Oh, this is just too sweet.

Thankfully, the rapid spike in Namjoon’s scent is more than enough to cover any change in Hoseok’s own while he watches the two of them lean in for a kiss. As delighted as he is that he got the chance to see such a sweet interaction between the two of them, he would hate to be too intrusive, so he lets his eyes slip shut again.

Somehow, it's much easier to find his way to sleep with both Namjoon and Jimin's scents gone so strong, and the occasional soft sound of another kiss being exchanged.

Yes, everything is exactly how it should be.

Notes:

That's the end of our Jimin centered chapters for now. He's finally settled and with his pack where he belongs :)

Wednesday we'll be starting on Jungkook's chapters, beginning with him getting babied while Hobi and Jiminie were busy this chapter. Can't wait to see you there! (。^▽^)

Chapter 62: Can We Stay Like This?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung is so relieved when Hobi-hyung sends Jungkook back to the house for all of them to look after. He's all but certain that Jungkook has never had a proper preheat just because of how his and Jimin's cycles fall basically on top of one another, and he fully intends to remedy that. He's going to show both of them that their heats can be something good, especially when they're surrounded by people who want to take care of them.

It's hard for him to imagine what it would be like to try and take care of someone else at any point in his heat cycle. Preheat is when he gets to enjoy being doted on, and heat is… well… he's pretty occupied during the actual heat. Usually, he's out of commission for at least a couple days after his heat is over too – and he doesn't really find them stressful to begin with.

With the seven of them together, they can make sure both Jimin and Jungkook get plenty of attention, and don't have to lift a finger until they're recovered.

They already have all the necessities at hand when Jungkook shows up at the house. Jin-hyung has made snacks and Taehyung has pulled out one of his heating pads and a little basket of soft clothes stolen from the hyungs, just in case Jungkook shows up in something uncomfortable.

Tae is pacing in the kitchen when he finally hears the sound of the front door and immediately rushes out into the foyer to greet Jungkook. He looks a bit tired, the sweet smell of preheat detectable (and incredible) but tinged with something sour, and he’s definitely not in comfy enough clothes.

Jeans in preheat are a crime.

“Jungkookie, you made it,” Taehyung calls out, rushing up for a hug just as Jungkook finishes removing his shoes. Tae wraps him in his arms and leans in to start scenting him immediately, asking between swipes of his tongue, “You okay? Smell a little distressed.”

Jungkook gives a halfhearted little shrug, even as his scent starts to go less sour at the attention. After a few seconds, he runs his tongue over Taehyung’s scent gland in return and seems to relax just a bit more.

“There you go. It’s okay,” Tae whispers, pressing one last kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland and pulling back only once he’s sure Jungkook has had his fill too. “Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

“Left Jiminie alone,” Jungkook says, his eyes welling up with tears.

“No, you left him with Hobi-hyung, baby. If he took the pills, I bet he’s already starting to feel better too. Do you wanna check?” Taehyung pulls out his phone without waiting for a response, bringing up the live feed and switching to the camera with the best view of Jimin and Hobi cuddling in the nest. “Here, see? The two of them are all cuddled up and safe.”

Jungkook takes the phone, pulling it close to his face, scent going sweeter by the second until he finally lets out a slow breath and passes the phone back to Taehyung. “Thanks, hyung. Sorry, I just…”

“It’s okay. You guys have always done this together, but we’re going to help and make sure both of you are taken care of. Now that you know Jiminie is alright, do you think you can let us look after you too?”

“That sounds nice,” Jungkook says, voice a little more even now.

“Alright, let’s go then. They hyungs are so excited to see you, and you’ve never had an alpha around during one of your heat cycles, have you?”

“Just Hobi-hyung for a couple of minutes. He gave me a hug and it felt so nice. Does it always feel that good?”

Taehyung can’t help but grin at that. “Oh, it gets even better, baby. Once you really settle into some cuddles, there’s nothing else quite like it.”

The others are all waiting for them in the living room, sitting side by side on the big couch with Jin-hyung’s tray of snacks spread out on the coffee table in front of them. All three of them perk up the moment he and Jungkook round the corner, not even letting them get close before hopping off of the couch and coming over to greet their guest.

“Kook-ah, we’re so glad you’re here,” Namjoon says warmly, pulling Jungkook into his arms.

“Thanks, hyung. I’m glad I’m here too.”

“Let’s make this part quick,” Tae says. “I wanna get Jungkookie into some comfy clothes and then he needs to get his first preheat cuddles with an alpha – or two. I’m sure you guys can share him.”

Yoongi-hyung’s cheeks start to go pink, though he tries to hide it by looking at Jungkook’s clothes with a frown. “Tae is right. We need to get you into something soft.”

“Are my clothes bad?” Jungkook asks, stepping out of Namjoon’s arms and looking down at himself.

Jin raises a brow at that. “Do you usually wear jeans during your preheat?”

“I mean, sometimes?” Jungkook's cheeks start to flush as he fiddles with the hem of his tank top (which is also way too scratchy for an omega in any stage of their heat cycle). “Usually if Jiminie is having his heat, I’m not wearing anything. Sometimes he tells me to change when he’s suppressing it, but I don’t always think about it until my heat actually hits and I can’t handle it anymore.”

God, just the thought of the two of them miserable like that for all these years…

Looking around at his mates, it’s clear the rest of them are thinking something similar, all just inches away from dragging Jungkook into every bit of comfort they can find for him.

Yoongi-hyung breaks first. “Alright. Come here,” he says, reaching out for Jungkook’s hand. “Forget everything else. We’re getting you changed and then you’re getting all the attention you could possibly want. Are you hot? Cold? Hungry? Anything?”

“You don’t have to do all of that, hyung,” Jungkook says even as he allows himself to be pulled toward the couch and the basket of clothes Tae had brought down earlier.

“That’s right. We don’t have to do anything. Now can you answer my questions, sweetheart?”

Jungkook is quiet for a few seconds, eventually letting out a soft, “I’m a little cold, and maybe kind of hungry too?”

“Good job, baby,” Yoongi says, wrapping an arm around Jungkook’s back and starting to dig through the clothes basket. “Let’s get you some clothes, and then we’ll get you under a blanket and feed you too.”

The little bit of praise has Jungkook following the rest of their instructions without any fuss at all. They all pick up on this pretty quickly, and Jin-hyung is quick to tell him how lovely he looks as soon as he steps out of the bathroom in one of Yoongi-hyung’s soft t-shirts, and a pair of Namjoon-hyung’s silky sleep pants.

“He’s right,” Namjoon says, guiding Jungkook toward the couch and pulling him down into his lap, Jungkook’s back to his chest. “You look perfect in our clothes, and you smell so pretty too, pup.”

Jungkook’s eyelashes flutter and he lets out a tiny whine as Taehyung covers him in a big, soft blanket.

“Something wrong?” Tae asks, even though he’s pretty sure that was a happy whine.

“Just feels good,” Jungkook says. “The clothes and the blanket – and Namjoon-hyung too. It all feels so nice, but I kind of feel like I should be doing something too.”

Yoongi sits down next to Namjoon and sets a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder. “The only thing you need to do is relax and let us take care of you.”

“Feels…” Jungkook trails off, biting at his lip while his scent goes muted. “Feels like I’m not supposed to…”

Jin shakes his head at that. “Nonsense, darling. Relaxing is what you’re supposed to do in preheat.”

All this gets from Jungkook is an uncertain shake of his head and a tiny hint of sourness in his scent.

Taehyung is just about to suggest getting the poor, anxious thing into a nest, but then Yoongi speaks up instead.

“Joon-ah, give him here. I think I know how to help. You alright with getting into my lap, sweetheart?”

Jungkook nods, and after a bit of shuffling Yoongi-hyung manages to tug him into his lap – not back to chest like Namjoon had him. Instead, he has Jungkook straddling his thighs. The omega starts to look anxiously around at the rest of them, but Yoongi reaches up to cup his cheek and guide him to face forward.

“There you go. Just look at me, alright?” Yoongi waits for a moment and then smiles when Jungkook seems to listen to the instruction. “Perfect. Do you remember what you told me the last time I had you like this? What you said you wanted?”

Taehyung climbs into the now vacant spot on Namjoon's lap, watching eagerly as Jungkook gives a little shake of his head.

“I don't remember. I'm sorry.”

“That's okay. Nothing to be sorry for. It was right after we kissed the first time, so you might have been focused on other things.”

At this, Jungkook's cheeks go bright red and he squeezes his eyes shut in embarrassment. “Hyung,” he whines, leaning forward to bury his face in Yoongi's shoulder.

“Oh, do you remember now? You told me you wanted to be good for me. Do you still want that, sweetheart? Wanna be good for your hyungs and let us take care of you?”

All of their scents spike at this, and Taehyung has to fight the urge to squirm as he imagines what kind of first kiss the two of them must have had for Jungkook to say something like that. And now that he has personal experience with just how eager Jungkook is to please, it's impossible to keep his scent from tipping even sweeter.

Namjoon wraps his arm tighter around Taehyung's middle in response, and Jin lays a warm hand on his shoulder, the three of them waiting in near breathless silence.

“Wanna be good,” Jungkook answers, just loud enough for them to hear him too.

God, that is way too hot.

Taehyung knows this isn't a sexual thing right now, that the power dynamic Yoongi is offering in this moment is just meant to help Jungkook settle. Hell, the hyungs have done it for him enough times that he knows exactly how it goes, but something about hearing those words coming out of Jungkook's mouth is just… It's something he's going to have to think about later, because right now he has more important things to focus on.

At least he isn't the only one who's head went straight into the gutter, judging by how warm Namjoon's scent has gone around him.

“Alright,” Yoongi says, rubbing a hand up and down Jungkook's back. “Hyung is going to tell you how to be good, okay?”

“Okay.”

“Being good means listening, but it also means telling us right away if there's anything you don't like. If you're uncomfortable or if you don't want to do something, you tell us as soon as you can. Do you understand?”

Jungkook nods.

“I want you to use your words for this part, sweetheart. What do you do if you don't like something?”

“Tell you right away,” Jungkook says, leaning back to look at Yoongi. His cheeks are still pink, but he doesn't look nearly as tense now.

“That's right. One more rule. If you want something, we want you to tell us that too, okay?”

“Tell you if I want something,” Jungkook repeats, nodding his head slowly.

Yoongi smiles up at him. “Perfect. Good boy.”

Jungkook’s scent spikes sweet and clear at the words, and any remaining tension practically bleeds out of him in an instant. It’s honestly impressive. Taehyung has never gotten to watch this happen to another omega before, and he can’t help but wonder if he looks that pretty when he slips under.

A question for another time. Right now, he gets to be one of the hyungs and take good care of their maknae. “Are you ready for cuddles now, Jungkookie? Think you can settle for us?”

“Mhmm,” Jungkook hums, starting to climb out of Yoongi’s lap.

Namjoon offers him a hand right away. “Here you go, pup. Let’s put you right between us,” he says, guiding Jungkook down onto the couch cushion between him and Yoongi. Both alphas scoot closer, pressing right up against Jungkook, Namjoon with a hand resting on his thigh, and Yoongi wrapping an arm around his shoulders.

Taehyung shifts a little in Namjoon’s lap, getting himself closer to Jungkook and reaching up to cup his cheek. “Can we feed you, baby?”

One nod from Jungkook has Jin-hyung on the move too, sitting down on the coffee table just across from Jungkook, then lifting his tray of snacks up into his lap for easier access. “What do you think darling? Does anything look good?” he asks, gesturing to the tray.

There’s plenty to choose from. Slices of fruit, crackers, cheese, gimbap, and crispy triangles of yachaejeon all spread across the tray. Jungkook takes a moment to scan over everything, eventually giving a tiny shrug.

“It all looks good, hyung.”

A grin spreads across Jin’s face. “Perhaps a bit of everything then,” he says. Jungkook gives a nod and reaches out toward the tray, only to have Jin-hyung catch his hand and stop him. “No, darling. I think we would prefer to feed you ourselves. Does that sound okay?”

Jungkook’s mouth drops open a fraction and he swallows audibly, voice shaking when he whispers, “Yes, hyung.”

“Wonderful. Now, since I prepared this myself, I think it’s only fair I get to feed you a bite first.”

It’s adorable, the way that Jungkook is so frozen in anticipation that he can barely even nod. He has no trouble working his mouth though, opening to accept the piece of gimbap that Jin-hyung feeds him, eyelashes fluttering and his scent spiking all sweet.

Taehyung gets to go second, but only because he gives Namjoon-hyung the biggest puppy eyes he can muster. Jungkook opens just as easily for the slice of yachaejeon that Tae lifts up to his mouth, the crispy exterior of the pancake crunching between his teeth.

The five of them must spend at least an hour like that, chatting casually among themselves and taking turns feeding Jungkook bites of everything on the tray. They each eat some too, of course. No way Taehyung is passing up a good snack platter. Jungkook doesn’t say much, seeming content to float and be doted on, answering questions only if they’re asked directly to him. At one point, Hoseok sends a selfie of him and Jimin to the group chat, mentioning that they've ordered food themselves and that Jimin is feeling much better, which only makes Jungkook settle even further into their care.

Eventually, Jin-hyung holds up a slice of apple and Jungkook just shakes his head and smiles. “I’m full. Thank you for feeding me, hyung.”

“Of course, darling.” Jin pops the slice of apple into his own mouth instead.

“Can we get you anything else, pup?” Namjoon asks.

Jungkook shakes his head. “M’happy like this,” he says, resting his head on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Like listening to you all talk. Might fall asleep.”

“You wanna lay down?” Yoongi asks.

“Here?”

“If that’s what you want.”

After a few moments of thought, Jungkook gives a little nod and Yoongi scoots back far enough on the couch that Jungkook can curl up there.

Taehyung knows how to give Jungkook the best preheat nap ever, and quickly hops up to grab a pillow and his heating pad. He lays the pillow in Namjoon’s lap so that Jungkook can rest his head there, then turns on his heating pad to its lowest setting and passes it to Jin-hyung. “Here, give him this and I’ll grab the soft blanket too.”

Between the full belly, warm place to rest, and Namjoon-hyung’s fingers carding through his hair, Jungkook is out in what looks like seconds.

“Wonderful thinking, darling,” Jin-hyung praises, reaching out to take Tae’s hand. “You took care of him so well.”

“Of course. I’ve got years of experience on what makes preheat the most comfortable.”

The four of them make hushed conversation for a while as Jungkook sleeps, Taehyung contentedly held in Jin's lap while the alphas both stay close to Jungkook. They polish off the rest of the snack tray before Tae remembers that there is information he would really like to know about what happened earlier.

He slips out of Jin’s grip and heads right for Yoongi-hyung, crawling into the alpha’s lap with a grin. “Hyung, what you did worked so well.”

“Wasn’t a big deal,” Yoongi mumbles, his cheeks going pink as Taehyung leans in to pepper a series of kisses over them. “You don’t need to make a fuss about it.”

“Wrong,” Taehyung says, pecking a line of kisses over the bridge of Yoongi’s nose and onto the other cheek. “You settled him so good.”

“I’m about to settle you if you don’t–”

Namjoon shushes them softly. “You two argue quieter, please.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung whispers. “If you’re gonna be grumpy, it’s gotta be quiet, hyung.”

The look Yoongi-hyung gives him is so thoroughly unimpressed that Tae is pretty sure he’s about to get a nip if he doesn’t back off – so of course he keeps pushing.

“You gonna tell me what kind of first kiss you had that made Jungkookie say he wanted to be good for you?”

Yoongi rolls his eyes and locks his arm tight around Taehyung’s back to prevent escape. He’s just leaning in toward Tae’s neck when Jin-hyung interrupts them.

“You may wish to put a hold on this argument,” he says, looking down at his cellphone. “It would appear Hobi-yah and Jimin-ah are on their way here.”

Taehyung's eyes go wide and he weasels out of Yoongi’s grip in record time, practically diving for where his phone sits abandoned at the edge of the coffee table, and reading through the series of messages with glee.

If Jimin is coming here and he’s asleep, Taehyung wants him to be able to wake up nice and safe in a nest. The permanent nest upstairs is an option, but Tae worries that it might feel a bit too foreign with Jimin coming straight from his apartment with a nest of his own creation. The better option is definitely to make something fresh, downstairs in areas of the house he’s more familiar with, and with materials that aren’t so heavily scented already. It would probably be best if he had Jungkook’s help. He doesn't want to leave a preheat omega out of nest building, no matter how cute he looks asleep in Namjoon's lap.

The alphas definitely aren't going to want to wake him up, so Taehyung reaches out for Jin-hyung instead, tugging at his sleeve. “Hyung, we need to nest – something fresh for Jiminie where he can feel safe. Jungkookie is going to want to help.”

“Does he have to?” Namjoon asks, fingers still carding gently through Jungkook's hair. “He's sleeping so peacefully.”

Jin gives this a few moments of consideration before asking Tae, “You think he would be disappointed if he didn't get to help?”

“That, and I think Jiminie will feel safer if he wakes up in something more familiar.”

“We could go upstairs?” Yoongi offers.

“That'll wake him up anyway,” Jin says. Another few moments of silence and he turns to Namjoon. “I believe Taehyung-ah is right, darling. Would you like to wake him?”

“Yoongi, come here too?” Namjoon reaches out for the other alpha. “We can do it together.”

Taehyung should really go grab some nesting materials, but instead he and Jin-hyung watch as Yoongi kneels down in front of Namjoon and Jungkook, and both alphas start to gently shake Jungkook awake. There's a slew of pet names being thrown around as Jungkook cracks open sleepy eyes and smiles when he finds himself face to face with Yoongi-hyung.

“Morning, hyung,” he says softly.

“Not quite morning, sweetheart.”

“Jimin-ah and Hoseok are coming here,” Namjoon says. “Taehyung thought you might like to help him build a nest.”

That sends Jungkook blinking himself awake faster, and he sits up within a few seconds. “Jiminie and Hobi-hyung are coming here? How long was I asleep?”

“Not even an hour, pup.”

“You wanna help me build a nest down here, Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks, finally standing up in preparation to go grab some materials. “I think Jiminie will like it better if we do it together.”

Jungkook nods quickly, even though he still looks half asleep. “Want to help, hyung.”

“Alright. You take a little time to wake up while me and Jin-hyung go grab some materials. Sounds like Jiminie is bringing one blanket from your apartment, so we’ll have something of yours too.”

~~

Jungkook seems much more awake by the time Taehyung returns downstairs, arms piled high with blankets, and several more dragging along the floor behind him.

“Jin-hyung is throwing pillows down the stairs,” Tae says. “You guys wanna go grab them? Please?”

Namjoon and Yoongi both run off to go get the pillows, while Jungkook and Taehyung work together on their nest. It’s smoother now that it isn’t the first time they’ve done this. Tae knows that Jungkook is more particular about the look of the finished product than he is, so he leaves more of those aesthetic choices to him. After years of working with most of these materials, Taehyung has a good knowledge of what makes for the best structure and comfort, so he focuses his attention there while Jungkook fusses with the color palette. They have a few soft sets of sheets that are perfect for putting on top of everything else, adding color without making much change to the shape or feel.

Tae makes a mental note to buy those same sheets in every available color so Jungkook always has plenty to choose from. They can’t be quite as picky with pillows, since so many of them are different colors, but Jungkook doesn’t seem to mind too much. (Extra pillowcases – another thing for the shopping list.)

Once they're both satisfied, they allow the others inside.

Yoongi-hyung is back by Jungkook's side right away, pulling him down into his lap. “Do you wanna go back to sleep, sweetheart?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No. I wanna be up when Jiminie and Hobi-hyung get back. I miss them.”

Thankfully, all the time they spent building their nest doesn't leave them with too long to wait. Namjoon-hyung is antsy enough that he heads for the entry as soon as Hobi-hyung texts to say they're getting close, and Jin-hyung goes with to keep an eye on him.

It's clear Jungkook would prefer not to leave the nest, but Taehyung doesn't mind keeping him company.

Neither does Yoongi-hyung, judging by the adorable way he plants kisses on Jungkook's cheeks and squeezes his arms tighter around him. Eventually, Jungkook tilts back and turns his head to kiss Yoongi properly, and Taehyung is left watching with a mixture of fondness and desire twisting warm in his stomach as the two of them trade kisses back and forth.

It's something Tae has thought a lot about – watching.

He hasn't gotten to do all that much of it yet. Like sure, there's been plenty of cuddling and some quick kisses exchanged – and even a few longer ones – but nothing quite like what he really wants to see. Well, okay, maybe he wants to see this stuff too. It's cute, and it makes him happy to see how comfortable everyone has gotten together.

He just can't wait for them to feel more comfortable. It's hard not to imagine what their heats might be like next time. He wants to be there so badly, to see the first time they finally get properly knotted and realize just how good it can feel when there's an alpha to take care of them through their heat. That sort of thing might be a little far away though, and he would happily settle for some sloppy makeouts in the living room at this point.

Sadly, this isn't the time for that either. As soon as they hear the sound of the front door opening, Jungkook and Yoongi-hyung break apart with one last peck, focusing their attention toward the doorway.

Namjoon-hyung returns first, settling right back into the nest with Jimin cradled in his arms and half covered in a big blanket that smells strongly of both orange and vanilla. Jungkook seems immediately calmed by Jimin's presence, and even more so when Hobi and Jin return too.

Taehyung might not get to watch anybody makeout, but he does get to watch as Jungkook and Hobi-hyung scent. If that wasn't already great, the seven of them have their first sleep inside of a nest together too, everyone cuddled up and calmed by the fact that they're all finally here.

It's perfect, and Tae is out within minutes.

*******

Jungkook has never felt like this in preheat before.

Normally the first couple of days are spent helping Jimin with the end of his heat – either fucking him through an actual heat, or looking after him through all the awful symptoms of a suppressed one. Jungkook much prefers the actual heat. He knows that they're difficult for Jimin, that they always have been, but…

He can't help loving Jimin in heat.

There's no moderation to Jimin's scent then, no hiding the depth of any feeling he has, whether it's the complete adoration he feels for Jungkook, or the fear when he catches himself slipping too far into the haze of his heat, or anything else in between. It's all right there at the surface for Jungkook to experience with him, and comfort him through.

Jungkook's favorite part of their unsuppressed heats is when he finally starts to slip into preheat. As hard as it is for them to look after one another when they're both enduring some stage of their heat cycle, the way that Jimin always shifts so easily into looking after him even when he smells agonizingly sweet and is dripping slick steadily… It feels like home, like a perfect reminder that they will always take care of each other, no matter what. It's complicated and it's difficult – but it's theirs.

Suppressed heats are completely different.

The preheat isn't so bad, but once that's over… The side effects are horrible for both of them, but especially for Jimin. While their normal heats can be difficult at times, suppressed ones feel difficult all the time. He hates going to work and leaving Jimin alone, and he hates when he's the one alone while Jimin goes to work too.

He's considered not taking the suppressants. Jimin has told him plenty of times that it's okay if he doesn't want to, but refuses to consider the same for himself – and Jungkook hates the thought of having his heat without Jimin doing the same. He's never had one alone, and he doesn't want to. All of that being said, and as much as he normally hates suppressed heats…

This is just so nice.

He and Jimin end up staying the night, and the whole pack takes care of both of them like it’s nothing. Every single time Jungkook feels a stab of anxiety about how he should be helping Jimin, he looks over to find him already being looked after by the others. It nearly sends tears down his face more than once – just the relief of it all. He doesn’t have to worry he isn’t doing a good enough job looking after his mate, and even more than that, the pack is looking after him too.

Jungkook is almost always being held, cuddled, fed, or getting some other sort of attention. All of the alphas seem to delight in holding him close and scenting him – something that he loves already, but that feels even better when he’s in preheat. And it’s not just them either. Taehyung is eager to share every single tip he knows to make preheat comfortable, and Jin-hyung cooks them all sorts of good food too. (Normally he and Jimin survive off of granola bars and chips during this time, since neither of them are up to cooking.)

It’s as he’s looking down at his empty bowl of dinner the next evening that it really hits him.

He’s warm, with Taehyung’s heating pad on his lap and Hobi-hyung's arm draped casually over his shoulders as they all eat in the nest.

Yoongi-hyung just ran to the kitchen a moment ago to grab some drinks for everyone, but he should be back in the nest soon. Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung have taken good care of Jimin already, giving him one pain pill to help with the last of his cramps and then feeding him with what looks like absolute joy. Taehyung is sitting beside Jungkook, half lying against him as he scrolls on his phone and shows off all the funny pictures he finds. It all just feels… right.

This could be their life from now on.

Every preheat could feel this good, and they wouldn’t have to work during them anymore. They could stop taking the suppressants. No more cramps and weeks of recovery for Jimin, and no more feeling sick and completely overemotional for Jungkook. They could be okay… could be taken care of.

He sees the first tear splatter into the empty bowl in his lap before he realizes he’s actually crying, but once he starts it’s like he can’t stop, more tears falling every time he blinks.

There’s the soft sound of footsteps coming back into the room, but they pick up speed as they get closer. “Jungkook-ah, sweetheart, are you okay?” Yoongi says, hurrying back toward the nest with his arms full of drinks.

Suddenly everyone is turning to look at Jungkook. Hobi leans down for a glimpse of his face, and Taehyung tilts his head back to look up at him. A quick glance over reveals Namjoon, Jin, and Jimin all looking at him too, their expressions going extra soft as they take in his tear stained face.

Hobi gently reaches out to take Jungkook’s empty bowl, the tiny puddle of tears at the bottom shifting just slightly with the motion. “Oh, honey, can you tell us what’s wrong?”

The rest of them start to crowd closer too, but it’s Jimin who wiggles his way up to the very front of the group and reaches up to touch Jungkook’s cheek, thumb brushing away tears. “Baby, are you okay? Bad tears or good tears?”

Jimin’s pupils are blown wide and dark, skin flushed pink, and the wonderful smell of a happy omega in heat is still detectable even through the suppressants. Heat is really the only time Jimin can’t control his scent, so Jungkook knows it’s genuine – even though there are plenty of other indicators that he’s truly happy too.

It’s that knowledge that really cracks Jungkook wide open and gets him properly sobbing. “S’good,” he chokes out as he squeezes his eyes shut and sends another wave of tears down his cheeks.

The others all start to talk very softly among themselves, or maybe to him – honestly it’s hard to tell when he’s crying this hard.

Luckily, Jimin knows exactly what Jungkook needs, lying down in the nest and tugging Jungkook down with him until his face is pressed into Jimin’s chest and he’s got warm arms wrapped around him. “There you go, Kookie. It’s okay to cry,” Jimin coos, rubbing slow circles into Jungkook’s back and pressing kisses into his hair. “The rest of you can come too. Is there anyone else you wanna cuddle with right now, baby?”

Jungkook doesn’t even have to think about the answer, already missing the scent of warm coffee so close to him. “Hobi-hyung?” he breathes, shoulders shaking as the tears just keep coming.

Hoseok is there in an instant, curling warm around Jungkook’s back and pressing a soft kiss to the nape of his neck. “We’ve got you, Jungkookie. It’s okay if you need to let out some tears.”

It doesn’t take long for everyone else to get in close too, at least judging by all of their scents. Jungkook wants to look at them, but all he can bring himself to do for the moment is to keep his face buried in the soft t-shirt Jimin is wearing, while he tries to process how good this all still feels and how badly he wants to keep it.

“Is there anything you would like us to do?” Jin-hyung asks.

“He’s okay,” Jimin says softly. “Just let him get it out for a bit and then we can talk about it.”

Jimin is right. It's a while before Jungkook finally starts to calm down, to really take in just how warm and cared for he feels right now. He’d already been feeling it just a few minutes ago, but now everyone has dropped what they were doing and crowded around him, cooing praise and gentle reassurances that only make it even more difficult to process. He wants this forever – or well, maybe without the crying, but honestly even that part isn’t so bad. It’s just that the thought of leaving, of not having all six of them with him through this… It’s too much. He can’t. He doesn’t want to–

Jimin's voice pulls him out of his thoughts. “Don't know where your head is going, but I can smell you worrying, Kookie. It's going to be okay.”

“We're all here for you, baby,” Hoseok says, nosing at Jungkook’s neck and pressing a soft kiss only inches from his scent gland. “Can you tell us what you’re thinking?”

“Don’t wanna go,” is all Jungkook can manage to squeak out as the worry starts to set in.

“Go?” Taehyung says, clearly confused. “What do you mean?”

Thankfully, Jimin seems to understand right away. “Namjoon-hyung, can we stay here until Kookie’s heat is over?”

Even just the thought of not having to leave has Jungkook feeling relieved, especially because this must mean that Jimin is okay with spending the rest of his heat here too. They don't have to go home. Not unless the pack–

“Of course you can,” Namjoon says. “The two of you are always welcome here, any time and for as long as you like – and we'd absolutely love it if you decided to stay until both your heats are over.”

They can stay. He doesn't have to go anywhere until his heat is done.

Jungkook lets out a breath he didn't realize he was holding, and even he can catch the way his scent goes sweet with relief almost instantly. He tips his head up to look at Jimin. He has to be sure. “You really mean it, hyung? You don't mind staying?”

“I mean it,” Jimin assures him, leaning in to press a kiss to Jungkook's tear stained cheek. “It's better here, and I want to stay too. It makes me so happy to see you being taken care of.”

“You too, hyung.” Jungkook leans in and kisses Jimin properly for a few seconds before pulling back and fixing his mate with a smile. “Love seeing you taken care of too.”

From behind him, Jungkook feels Hoseok squeeze him tighter, lips pressing into the back of his neck again. “Is that what you were thinking about Jungkookie? Is that what made you cry good tears?”

Jungkook exchanges one last quick kiss with Jimin and then turns over to find Hobi-hyung smiling back at him with Yoongi-hyung peeking up over his shoulder.

“Oh, sweetheart.” Yoongi's lips widen into a little smile and he reaches over Hoseok to brush the hair out of Jungkook's face. “Look at you.”

“Is it bad?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Not bad at all. Very cute, in fact. Now, do you think you can tell us what you were thinking about?”

“I umm… It was…” Jungkook struggles to figure out where to start, trying to trace his thoughts back to where this even began. “It's just never felt this good before – preheat I mean. We're usually so stressed out by this point, especially when we suppress our heats, but it doesn't feel like that at all right now. Everyone is taking such good care of us and I just… I didn't know it could be like this.”

The smile on Hoseok’s face morphs into something a little sadder as he pulls Jungkook in closer, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “I’m so glad we can help, honey. You guys don’t ever have to do this alone again if you don’t want to. We can take care of you, isn’t that right?”

There’s a wave of chatter as everyone agrees, and it’s enough to make fresh tears spring up in Jungkook’s eyes.

Never having to do this alone again, spending every heat like this… It’s more than Jungkook can process right at the moment, but that’s okay.

He spends the next hour being shuffled from person to person, held nice and cozy in Hobi-hyung’s lap, then Jin-hyung, then Jiminie again, all heat flushed and whispering to Jungkook that he knows how much this all is to take in.

“Want you to have this forever,” Jimin breathes, just loud enough for Jungkook to hear. “Love seeing you taken care of so well. I’m sorry we never had this before.

“Me too, hyung. Makes me happy to see you taken care of too.”

Yoongi-hyung is next in line, but Taehyung decides he’s had enough waiting and cuts in to pull Jungkook into some cuddles once Jimin has let him go.

“Sorry, hyung. You gotta be faster than that,” Taehyung giggles, pulling Jungkook close and peppering kisses over his whole face. “Hi, Jungkookie. You still feeling a lot?”

Jungkook nods, smiling as Taehyung slots their lips together for a quick kiss. “I am, but it’s good, I promise.”

“Oh, I know it is, baby. You know what else I know?”

“What, hyung?”

A wide grin spreads across Taehyung’s face. “It gets better.”

It’s hard to imagine better. Jungkook is in a nest, warm, so happy he’s been crying, and surrounded by the people he cares about. How much better could it possibly get? “I don’t know how,” he says with a shrug. “It’s already the best suppressed heat we’ve ever had and I’m not even in heat yet.”

“That just means we have days left to spoil you – and if you think this time is great, just wait until you’re not on suppressants and you get to feel how nice it is to have everyone close then.”

Jungkook doesn’t know what to say to that. Days left of being doted on like this? It sounds almost too good to be true, and by this point he’s nearing overwhelmed by it all, so he just leans in and kisses Taehyung instead. It feels perfect, all slow and thorough and sweet, even if it does leave him feeling hot when Taehyung’s tongue slips into his mouth.

One of the hyungs mumbles a curse, but he isn’t sure who, and Taehyung just keeps kissing him so it’s not like he can pull away to check either. It’s easy to get swept up in it, especially when he’s feeling so much already. Narrowing his focus to the feeling of Taehyung’s tongue sliding hot against his own makes everything else feel far away, distant enough that he sort of forgets about it by the time they break apart.

Taehyung just grins while Jungkook stares back at him with what must be a dazed sort of expression, his previous worries lost somewhere in the kiss. “Felt nice, hyung,” he mumbles, voice sounding a little distant even to his own ears.

“It did, didn’t it? You smell so pretty now too. Think you’re ready for more cuddles? I did sort of jump in line and steal you from Yoongi-hyung.”

The thought of Yoongi’s cinnamon scent sends a pang of longing through Jungkook, and he finds himself moving toward the alpha almost without thinking. Yoongi’s cheeks are all pink, though what he’s embarrassed about is a mystery to Jungkook – but he doesn't let that stop him from crawling up into Yoongi-hyung’s lap. He goes to display his wrist for scenting, then thinks better of it and lifts his arm up higher, head already swimming with the thought of a more intimate scenting.

Yoongi swallows audibly and delicately reaches for Jungkook’s hand. “Are you sure?” he asks, sounding almost breathless as his mouth hovers just centimeters from where Jungkook wants it.

“Yes, hyung. Please? Wanna smell like you.”

“God, you’re going to be the death of me.”

Jungkook doesn’t have time to puzzle out exactly why Yoongi says that before he feels the alpha’s tongue over his scent gland and everything goes even more pleasantly fuzzy than it was before. He hears a low little whine that he’s pretty sure comes from him, but it’s hard to be certain. It doesn’t really feel like it matters when he’s busy basking in a thick cloud of that warm, spicy cinnamon scent.

When he’s done, Yoongi-hyung wordlessly offers up his wrist in return, allowing Jungkook to scent him too. There’s kissing after, but not nearly as long and thorough as Taehyung had been with him.

Jungkook almost wants to complain when Yoongi pulls away, but then he finds himself passed into Namjoon-hyung’s lap instead, and that’s a whole other distraction. He ends up offering Namjoon his other wrist, determined to scent with everyone until he smells like he belongs in the pack with the rest of them.

It feels right when Namjoon’s tongue slides over his wrist, and even more so when he gets to return the favor.

The kissing that follows his scenting with Namjoon starts off feeling intense, but it gets slower as they go. Part of that might just be because Namjoon has one hand settled at the nape of Jungkook’s neck, thumb rubbing slow, repetitive circles around his scent gland. At first it’s just soothing, making him feel like his bones have all gone liquid – but eventually it starts to make him feel tired.

They stop kissing at some point, but Jungkook isn’t sure exactly when, only that he wakes up some time later sandwiched between Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung with the room completely dark around them. The others are there too, and once Jungkook confirms that he can smell everyone, he lets his eyes slip back shut.

Notes:

Jungkook is finally getting some attention!

See you Sunday for something a little spicy ;D

Chapter 63: Getting A Reaction

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating yet again this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi is going to have a goddamn aneurysm.

It’s not that he doesn’t absolutely fucking love having Jimin and Jungkook here at the house for their heats. He does. He really does. The thought of the two of them at home and both exhausted but doing their best to comfort one another, where he can’t do a damn thing about any of it? Horrible. Zero out of ten. No thanks. This is by far the preferred outcome, and it makes him so happy that they feel safe enough to stay with them–

But do they have to be so hot?

Jimin is so goddamn sweet and half dazed with his heat, calling Yoongi hyung left and right with none of the same playful teasing he’s become accustomed to. It reminds him of that first kiss they shared, where Jimin’s cheeks were just as pink as they are now with the permanent heat flush coloring them, where he had whined and made all those cute, breathy little sounds just before he started leaking.

He isn’t leaking now, but his vanilla scent is always so damn sweet, warm and creamy like he’s just seconds away from it. It’s distracting, and even more so when Jimin crawls into his lap and asks to be scented with a confidence that nearly has Yoongi tripping over his words as he complies, dragging his tongue across Jimin's wrist until his mouth is full of that sweet vanilla cream.

Finally having a taste of him only makes things worse.

It leaves him yearning for time to just hurry the fuck up so that they can all get comfortable together and Yoongi can finally eat him out like he’s been dreaming of for months.

And that’s just Jimin. It’s not like Jungkook is any goddamn better.

He hasn’t even hit his heat yet, but he’s so eager and warm already that Yoongi is starting to lose count of the number of times he’s had to do his best to conceal an erection. It's not like his scent doesn't give him away half the time anyway, but at least he's not the only one who smells interested – Namjoon's control slips more than once, and Hoseok's and Jin's scents both tip toward arousal a few times too – but he hasn't seen anyone else sporting an obvious tent in their pants…

Well, maybe that isn't exactly true.

Jungkook has definitely been hard a few times, but Yoongi is trying really fucking hard not to think about that. He's failing of course. How could he not when it's clear that Jungkook's dick is one of the biggest Yoongi has ever seen on an omega? It shouldn't be news, not when Taehyung had described it to him after the first time he and Jungkook had sex – but Yoongi had kind of assumed he was exaggerating.

Apparently not.

Really, he can't be blamed if he occasionally runs off to his room to answer a couple of emails and check to make sure things are running smoothly while he's away. He just needs a little break every now and then.

It’s not that he doesn’t want to be out there with them. He does. He wants to hear Jungkook tell him how good he smells or how nice it feels when they kiss or cuddle, but holding himself together is so much work.

Maybe it would be easier if he knew where the boundaries were. It's one thing for Taehyung and Jungkook to make out all slow and stupidly goddamn hot in the middle of the nest, but is he allowed to do that too? Namjoon kind of has, but Yoongi is pretty sure it's different when he's doing his pack alpha thing and trying to get them settled. Hoseok just keeps gently redirecting them, but it's hard to tell if that's because he's being a tease or because he's worried about letting Jungkook or Jimin make choices they might regret later.

It's less that Yoongi doesn't think they can consent, and more that he knows they should probably talk about it first. But that just sounds complicated and he doesn't know how he would even bring it up in the first place.

So he takes his breaks.

Apparently, one of them must run a bit too long. Yoongi is about half way through investigating a bug report for one of his apps when he feels the touch of a hand on his shoulder and jolts in his seat.

“Fuck's sake–” he curses, twisting around in an instant to find Hoseok standing behind him with a smile on his face. “Why do you do this to me?”

Hoseok just smiles wider, ignoring the question and looking up at the monitors. “Working on something important, Yoongles?”

“Did Joon-ah send you?”

“Something like that. Minnie fell asleep during their movie, so we all figured it was a good chance to take care of a few things. Jinnie-hyung is in the kitchen, and I'm hunting down our missing mate. So why are you missing? Did something come up?”

Yoongi debates lying – he really does – but this is Hoseok. If he's going to talk to anyone, it may as well be him. “Don't know what else to do.”

That softens Hoseok's expression in an instant. “Something wrong?”

“Not wrong, just…” Yoongi lets out a sigh and rubs his hands over his face, preparing for the embarrassment of trying to communicate this. “It looked like Tae and Jungkook-ah were going to start making out again and I just didn’t want to deal with pretending not to be interested.”

“Why would you bother pretending?”

Yoongi narrows his eyes as he looks up at Hoseok with the most unimpressed expression he can muster. “I don’t see you drooling over the two of them or trying to secretly tuck an erection into your pants.”

“That’s because I’m less obvious than you, not because I'm not interested. What, do you think they’re going to be offended that you find them attractive?”

No, I just don’t know what’s okay and what isn’t.”

At this, Hoseok quirks his head. “What are you afraid of happening?”

“Don’t give me that. It's not like you're jumping on either of them, even when JK is clearly all worked up and looking for something.”

“That’s because I like seeing him like that,” Hoseok says with a shrug. “He’s cute when he’s all horny and doesn’t know what to do with it. Either he cracks in the next couple of days or he manages to ride it out until his heat comes, and at that point his suppressants will kick in and completely murder his sex drive. Both of those sound like fun to watch. Pretty sure Jinnie-hyung feels the same.”

“Sadists, both of you.”

“I don’t see you trying to help him out.”

“Really? In front of everyone?”

“What makes you think he wouldn't like that?”

“What makes you think he would?”

“You know, you could always try asking Jungkookie what he wants?”

“Joon-ah isn’t doing that,” Yoongi counters. He knows it’s a weak argument, but Hoseok has finally hit the nail on the head and found the part of this that Yoongi has been dreading. One conversation could solve a lot of this, but he doesn’t know how to have it.

It’s Hoseok’s turn to look unimpressed now. “Uh huh. I didn’t realize you were doing everything Joonie does. Does that mean that–”

“Whatever you’re about to say, you know that’s not what I mean. I just… I don’t know how to ask, and I don’t want to be wrong and make things weird – especially not in front of everyone. Like you said, it’s only a couple of days and then we can just go back to handling all of this normally.”

“Oh? What does handling it normally mean exactly? You’re going to talk to him about it after?”

Yoongi frowns, looking down at the floor. “I don’t know. Probably at some point?”

“When you have to?”

“Alright, look, you’ve got me okay? I know I’m being dumb, but I don’t know what else to do so just…” Yoongi lets out a sigh and stands up, leaning in for a kiss. It’s grounding, and he’s thankful Hoseok doesn’t deny him. He doesn't try to milk it, just enjoys the few seconds of peace and then breaks away with a sigh. “Just give me fifteen minutes and I’ll be back out there. When this is all over, we can work out the rest.”

Hoseok gives this a few seconds of thought, then shrugs as a little smile spreads across his face. “Alright, I’ll consider it. See you soon?”

“Yeah, I’ll try to hurry.”

“Sounds good,” Hoseok practically sing-songs at him, pressing a kiss to his cheek and then heading for the door.

As it shuts behind him, Yoongi can’t help feeling like that was way too easy. Still, it’s not like he has time to stand around and worry about it – not if he wants to finish what he was doing in the first place.

Work now. Consequences later.

~~

As it turns out, later comes much sooner than anticipated.

He’s barely been at his desk for five more minutes when the door to his room swings open again without a knock. At least this time, there’s enough noise for him to notice instead of Hoseok just sneaking up on him again.

His first guess is that Hoseok has decided to send Namjoon in to talk to him.

He’s very wrong about that.

Instead, when he turns his chair back toward the door he’s faced with Hoseok again, except this time he’s accompanied by Taehyung and Jungkook. This can’t be good. Yoongi is so fucked. He’s seen that grin on Taehyung’s face before, and it always means trouble.

“Hi, hyung,” Taehyung says, waving cheerfully with that damn smile on his face.

Yoongi is struck almost immediately with the same feeling he gets at amusement parks, right at the top of a hill on a roller coaster – that anticipation of the incoming drop. “Why are you all in here?” he asks, voice already on the edge of shaking.

“So many reasons,” Hoseok answers, smiling as he leads Taehyung and Jungkook into the room. “Most importantly, to save you from an even harder conversation later, but there’s also the fact that Jinnie-hyung is busy with dinner and Joonie was practically ecstatic at the chance to fuss over Jiminie all on his own. Jungkookie was wondering where you ran off to, and Taehyungie is eager to see where this goes, considering how obvious it’s been that you’ve enjoyed seeing him and Jungkookie make out these past couple of days.”

“Oh my god,” Yoongi groans, turning his chair back toward his desk and planting his face in his hands. “You told them, didn’t you?”

“Hobi-hyung didn’t tell us anything,” Jungkook says, voice coming closer by the second. “What do you think he said? Why are you hiding, hyung?”

Taehyung giggles, his voice coming closer too. “Yeah, why are you hiding in your room, Yoongi-hyung?”

“You’re a menace,” Yoongi mumbles into his hands. “You three can go now. Nothing to see here. Just me and my computers. I’ll be done in a few minutes and come find you out in the nest and it’ll be–”

Go?” Jungkook interrupts, his voice coming out tiny and almost sad as he swallows audibly. “You don’t want us here?”

Shit, that definitely came off as a rejection.

Yoongi spins his chair back around in an instant and sees Jungkook turning to look at Taehyung with a fallen expression. “Wait, Jungkook-ah, just–” He stands up and pulls Jungkook into his arms, catching the smallest hint of sourness to his pretty orange scent. “Of course I want you here.”

Jungkook doesn’t return the hug, standing completely still in Yoongi’s arms. “But you said to go… Is that why you’re in your room? To get away from me?”

“Wow,” Taehyung says, giving him a wicked grin. “Rejecting a preheat omega. That’s harsh.”

“I did not reject him.” Yoongi squeezes Jungkook tighter and leans in to press a kiss to his neck, just centimeters from his scent gland. “I’m not rejecting you, sweetheart. I was just embarrassed and started talking without thinking. I don’t want to be away from you even a little, I promise.”

“But… you left.”

“He’s right,” Taehyung says with obvious glee. “You should probably explain to poor Jungkookie why you had to go, hyung.”

Yoongi glares at Taehyung over Jungkook’s shoulder, then turns the glare toward Hoseok as well. Neither of them seem the least bit bothered by it, just standing there watching him and Jungkook with smiles on their faces. If the two of them weren't here and clearly intent on making sure this conversation happens, it would be easy enough to just lie – tell Jungkook he's been busy with work and then give him compliments and kiss him until he forgets why they're talking in the first place.

Unfortunately that's not an option.

“Look, I just…” Yoongi lets out a sigh and does his best to accept the fact that he needs to be honest. “You have no idea how damn pretty you are like this. You're basically permanently blushing, you smell like a dream, and the things that come out of your mouth, god– It's… it's just really hard to see you like this and not want more, but I wasn't sure… I didn't know what to do about it. So I came in here to take a break and try to think straight again. It had nothing to do with wanting to get away from you.”

There are a few mortifying seconds of silence where Yoongi is sure that he's made some sort of monumental mistake, but eventually Jungkook wraps his arms around him and returns the embrace. “Why didn't you just talk to me, hyung?”

Taehyung laughs. “Why, indeed?”

“Oi, enough out of you,” Yoongi snaps. “You got what you wanted, now let me handle this.”

“He's right, honey,” Hoseok says. “Let's give them a little space.”

'A little space' turns out to be about ten feet, the two of them settling comfortably onto one end of Yoongi's couch and continuing to watch. Whatever. As long as they're quiet, Yoongi won't complain about it (but he definitely rolls his eyes at them).

“Okay, now that those two are handled for the moment…” Yoongi pulls back far enough to look at Jungkook, taking in the little frown on his flushed face. Fuck, even upset he still looks so goddamn pretty. Yoongi swallows. “Look, I didn't want… All seven of us were out there and I didn't want to make things weird or embarrassing.”

“I wouldn't have been embarrassed.”

“No, but I would have.”

Jungkook's frown deepens. “You think it's embarrassing to be attracted to me?”

“Oh my– No, I didn't say that at all. I think it's embarrassing to be the only one who can't keep their damn hands to themselves and just enjoy having the two of you here like this.”

“Okay, but… why do you assume I don’t want you to touch me?”

“It’s not… I don’t…” Yoongi struggles to try and find the words, feeling his cheeks going hot as he searches for the right thing to say to fix this. “I know you like some of it, but that–”

“I like all of it, hyung. And I always tell you too.”

He’s right. Yoongi knows he’s right. Jungkook is never shy about saying how nice it feels when they kiss, or even just cuddle. If anything, he’s open enough about it that Yoongi is usually left blushing and trying to hide just how deeply it affects him to hear that kind of praise when all he wants is to–

“Your scent is going all warm,” Jungkook says, eyelashes fluttering even as he clearly tries to stay focused, his own scent going sweeter in response. “It does that whenever I tell you how good you make me feel, but you never do anything about it.”

Yoongi takes a deep breath, swallowing as he tries to think of what to say while Jungkook’s scent is driving him absolutely mad with the desire to touch. “Fuck, I… Do you want me to?”

“I want you to tell me that you want to. You’re always acting like it’s going to offend me that you want to touch me, even though I’m pretty sure I’ve given every indication that I want it too. So unless you have some better reason–”

“I don’t,” Yoongi admits. “I don’t have any reason besides being afraid to do the wrong thing and screw this up.”

“That’s stupid,” Jungkook whines. “We’ve been doing this for months and you think I’m gonna run off because you ask if I want to take things further? When all I’ve done is tell you how much I like you touching me?”

“I’m sorry. I know it’s stupid and I promise it wasn’t meant to hurt you.” Now Yoongi just feels guilty, like not saying anything was a mistake and saying it now is just going to make everyone sad and–

Thankfully, Hoseok is there to help. “Jungkookie,” he calls from the couch where he’s sitting up against one armrest, Taehyung settled in between his legs, back to Hoseok’s chest.

Jungkook turns in Yoongi’s arms, looking back at the two of them. “Hyung?”

“Why don’t you come here, baby?” Jungkook takes a step and then hesitates, looking back at Yoongi with clear uncertainty in his eyes. “Don’t worry, Yoongles can come too.”

Jungkook doesn’t give him much of a choice, reaching for one of Yoongi’s hands and tugging him along toward the couch. As soon as they get close, Jungkook gestures for Yoongi to sit and then gives him a tiny push. “You first.”

“Alright, I’m going– Oh.” Yoongi isn’t quite sure what else to say when he sits down and Jungkook immediately climbs over him, sitting sideways in his lap. “Umm, you’re sure?” he asks, gesturing vaguely at the two of them.

Jungkook’s frown softens a little. “I’m not mad at you, hyung. I’m just also not letting you run away from this conversation.”

“What, do you think I’m gonna bolt?”

“Wouldn’t be the first time,” Taehyung says.

“Oh come on. I haven’t done that for–”

“Not really the point of this,” Hoseok interrupts. “I just want to help Jungkookie understand, so we can avoid any hurt feelings. You okay with that, Yoongi?”

“Yeah, you can probably make it sound better than I can.”

“Alright. Let me say first that the reason I brought these two in here is because this is going to be infinitely less painful for you than trying to talk it through with Joonie and Jinnie-hyung later. It’s also going to be better for Jungkookie to hear about it now instead of a week or two from now, right?”

Jungkook nods. “I don’t want to wait. Wanna hear about it now when I can actually do something about it.”

Whatever momentary gratitude Yoongi feels at the thought of not having to discuss this with Namjoon and Seokjin is immediately blown out of his mind by the thought that Jungkook wants to do something about this.

“Perfect,” Hoseok says. “Now that we’ve established that this is better for everyone involved, we can move on. Jungkookie, you should know that Yoongi’s preferred method of processing feelings that feel too big to deal with is to ignore them if at all possible.”

“Yeah, it's not just you. Getting Yoongi-hyung to talk about stuff is a whole skill you learn as a part of this pack,” Taehyung agrees.

Yoongi lets out a groan, feeling his cheeks go hot with embarrassment. “Come on. It’s not that bad.”

“It kind of sounds like it is, hyung.” Jungkook leans in and presses his lips to one of Yoongi’s flushed cheeks. At least he sounds less upset now – less like Yoongi has done something to hurt him. “I do kind of like the implication that whatever feelings you have about me might be big enough that you don’t know what to do with them,” he adds quietly.

That’s definitely a window to explain himself – to fix this – and there’s no way Yoongi is passing it up. “They are,” he admits. “I care about you and I don’t want to screw up, and sometimes it scares me how much I want… I get this way with everyone I really care about, where sometimes putting myself out there just feels so damn…”

“Vulnerable?” Hoseok offers.

“I guess? Whatever it is, it just feels easier to ignore it and figure it out later.”

“Except that ‘later’ usually means by force, and with the help of one of the other hyungs,” Taehyung says.

“I am trying to get better,” Yoongi mumbles. “I really am, but it’s just so fucking hard for no reason. Still, I’m sorry, Jungkook-ah. I wasn’t trying to hurt your feelings at all. I’m just kind of shit at all of this, and screw it up all the–”

“Tell me what you want,” Jungkook interrupts.

Yoongi just stares back at him, blinking a few times. “What?”

“You keep saying you want things, but I still don’t even know what they are. You’re talking around them and I know it’s cause you don’t want to screw up, but I’m telling you that you won’t. I want to hear them and there’s nothing you can say that’s going to make me get up and leave right now.”

“You want me to just… say them? Right now?” Yoongi damn near squeaks.

Jungkook nods, looking back at Yoongi with those dark, pretty eyes and a curious little tilt of his head.

“Yeah, that doesn’t sound mortifying at all.”

“Is it really so bad?” Jungkook asks.

Taehyung lets out a little laugh. “Ask him really nicely, Jungkookie. Maybe say something yourself first. Yoongi-hyung is a sucker for even just a little dirty talk.”

“Oh my god, why are you still here? Do you just like watching me suffer?” Yoongi says, reaching up and doing his best to cover his face with only one hand, since the other is busy being wrapped around Jungkook’s back.

“No, that’s Hobi-hyung’s department. I’m more interested in watching what happens when you finally tell Jungkookie what you want.”

“Taehyungie is right, you know,” Hoseok says, a playful smile plastered across his face. “You are a sucker for hearing what people want to do with you. Maybe Jungkookie is the same?”

“I like lots of things,” Jungkook says with a shrug, before turning his gaze back to Yoongi and reaching up to pull the hand away from his face. “Would it help? If I asked you nicely, hyung? Or maybe you could start by telling me what I did that was making you think that way about me? Please?”

May as well just get it over with.

“Tae kept getting you all riled up,” Yoongi says. It comes out quiet and his voice is shaking a little, but he isn't going to let that stop him. There's only one way out of this, and with any luck there might even be something good at the end of it. “Had you whining and hard and smelling even sweeter than you normally do – and you didn't try to hide any of it.”

“TaeTae said if we kept trying, one of you would have to cave eventually.”

That's enough to give Yoongi pause. “Wait, you two were just trying to get a reaction?”

“I definitely wanted one,” Taehyung says.

“Why doesn't that surprise me?” Yoongi lets out a sigh and fixes his eyes on Jungkook. “What about you?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No, I would have done it either way. It felt good, and I'm not afraid of you seeing. Actually umm – I kind of like knowing people are watching.”

Hoseok perks right up at this. “Oh, do we have another little exhibitionist on our hands?”

“God, I hope so,” Taehyung says.

“I guess I might be? I like the thought of you guys watching, but… I don't know if I like the thought of just anybody.”

Yoongi can't quite help the tiny rumble of a growl that starts up in his chest at the thought of anyone but them watching Jungkook. “Good,” he says leaning in toward Jungkook's neck before thinking better of it and forcing himself to change course, giving a kiss to his cheek instead. “We don't share what's ours.”

There's a mouthwateringly sweet spike of Jungkook's orange scent in the air and his gaze darkens, mouth opening just a little as he lets out a shuddering breath. “Hyung,” he whispers. “Yours.”

Theirs.

His.

This time Yoongi doesn't bother trying to fight back the growl that bubbles out of him as he leans in to claim Jungkook's lips in a kiss.

He can barely make out the exasperated, “Fucking finally,” that Taehyung mutters – far too focused on the fact that Jungkook's scent is getting stronger, a tiny whine escaping him when Yoongi nips at his bottom lip. He sounds so perfect. Yoongi wants to hear the noise again, wants to make Jungkook feel so good that all he can do is whine and moan and–

“Hyu-hyung?” Jungkook just barely manages to get the word out between kisses, but the questioning tone is enough to have Yoongi pulling back.

“You okay, sweetheart?”

“Didn't tell me what you want,” Jungkook whines.

It's a struggle not to just kiss Jungkook quiet, but Yoongi is determined to do right by his omega, so he talks. “Want you to make that sound again. Wanna keep kissing you, make you feel good, make you cum all pretty for me – but only if you want that too.”

Jungkook's scent goes almost syrupy sweet at that, a tiny gasp leaving him before he immediately nods. “Want that, hyung – so much. Want you to touch me. Make me feel good, please?”

“God, you're so hot it isn't even fair.”

Yoongi doesn't waste another moment, weaving fingers into Jungkook's hair and guiding him in for another kiss. They're both desperate by this point, mouths open and tongues sliding together right from the start.

It's exactly what Yoongi wants, and Jungkook takes it so perfectly. He's eager for every touch, arching up into their kiss while his hands cling to Yoongi's t-shirt, occasionally letting more of those cute little whines escape him. He's hard almost right away too. Yoongi keeps his eyes shut for the most part, but one glance down is enough for him to catch the way Jungkook's pants are tented. Even with nothing to rut up against, the omega's hips still move in tiny, rhythmic thrusts.

There's no scent of slick, but then again he's taken suppressants, so Yoongi doesn't really expect it. Still, the scent of his arousal in the air is impossible to miss, so he must be leaking enough precum to make a mess of himself in other ways. As much as that makes Yoongi want to taste, he's not in a rush.

He drags his free hand over Jungkook's hip, loving the way the omega thrusts into the open air, and the desperate little gasp he breathes into their kiss.

“Pretty thing,” Yoongi says, pressing a kiss to Jungkook's jaw and tugging his hair back gently to display the pale column of his throat. “Did you think hyung was going to touch you?”

Jungkook lets out the prettiest breathy little sound, following it with another gasp as Yoongi nips gently at his throat.

“Yoongi-hyung likes when you talk, baby,” Taehyung says, his own voice coming out a little breathy too.

Both Yoongi and Jungkook look over to find him still sitting in between Hoseok's legs, the alpha mouthing at his neck with his hands slipped under Taehyung's shirt. The fabric rides up just enough for the light to catch on the silver of his belly button ring. Yoongi has seen it plenty of times before, but something about it in this context makes him feel… possessive. The ring is no claiming bite, but it's still a permanent scar left by Jungkook, and it makes Yoongi want to bite – to mark Jungkook as his, just like that ring marks Taehyung.

He settles for sucking a bruise into his throat instead, only letting his teeth scrape gently over the skin.

It immediately gets Jungkook whimpering, his hips still working in tiny little thrusts – except now he shifts enough to brush up against Yoongi's dick. The second he feels it, his hips stutter for a moment before he starts scrambling to get closer. “Hyung– Fuck, please. Wanna feel you,” he whines, turning to straddle Yoongi's thighs and rut right up against him.

Yoongi can't help but hiss at the friction, hands settling on Jungkook's hips before wandering lower and finally getting to squeeze that gorgeous ass that he's been drooling over for goddamn months. Jungkook moans, pushing his ass back into Yoongi's hands.

“So eager, sweetheart.”

“Love it when you touch me. Wanna touch you too, I–” Jungkook cuts himself off by leaning in for a kiss, all open mouthed and filthy as the two of them grind their hips together.

There's too many clothes in the way, but the friction still feels good as Yoongi ruts his cock up against Jungkook's. The real treat is just how responsive Jungkook is to everything, moaning into their kiss and shaking in Yoongi's grip as the scent of his arousal goes even stronger.

They're barely even kissing anymore, so Yoongi takes the opportunity to suck another bruise into Jungkook's neck, just a couple inches above his scent gland.

“Feels good, hyung,” Jungkook whispers, tipping his head to expose more of his throat. “You can – on my scent gland if you want.”

God, this just keeps getting better.

As much as Yoongi wants, he needs to make sure Jungkook understands what he's offering. He pulls back from the omega's neck and reaches one hand up to cup Jungkook's cheek. “Eyes here, baby. Are you sure about that? We don't have to scent if you're not ready.”

Jungkook blinks a couple of times, eyes going from dazed and fucked out to something a bit more focused as he looks back at Yoongi. “If you're ready, I want you to. You said I'm yours. Wanna smell like it, al– hyung, please?”

There's a muttered curse from the other end of the couch, but Yoongi is far too focused on what Jungkook was about to say to really pay it any mind.

Alpha.

“You were about to call me something else,” Yoongi whispers, the barest hint of a growl forming in his chest. “Why did you stop?”

“Wasn't sure if I was allowed to.”

Yoongi leans in for a kiss, though it's mostly an excuse to bite at Jungkook's kiss swollen lower lip and listen to the way he gasps for him. “Can call me whatever you want, sweetheart. Gonna ruin you either way.” Yoongi trails his mouth over Jungkook's jaw and down his neck. “But you're such a good boy, waiting for permission.”

Jungkook shudders, letting out a low little moan and tilting his head in offering. “Wanna be good. Alpha, please.”

Time seems to freeze the moment Yoongi seals his mouth over Jungkook's scent gland. He means to suck a bruise into it, but then that taste floods his mouth and all he can do is growl as he works his tongue over it again and again. Jungkook shakes against him, letting out what could be words or just a long series of whines. Yoongi isn't sure, but either way he can think of a much better use for the omega's mouth, and he guides Jungkook toward his own scent gland.

The chemical rush that floods his body as the scenting is returned is nearly enough to send him reeling. All he can taste and smell is sweet citrus, and his thoughts are full of nothing except the realization that he would do anything for Jungkook – that he's every bit as hopelessly in love with him as he is with the rest of his mates.

He's been trying so hard not to think about it, but it's unavoidable now as Jungkook licks over his scent gland and breathes soft little whines into his skin.

He wants to spend the rest of his life making sure Jungkook is taken care of. Wants to claim him as a part of the pack so there's no room for doubt, then have all of the others do the same. Jungkook will look so pretty with a mess of claiming bites over his neck – and Yoongi is admittedly eager to add another two to his own collection.

Jungkook's hips are moving faster now, encouraged by Yoongi's hands back on his ass guiding him forward until he finally stutters to a stop with a choked off moan. “Fuck – alpha, it's… So good, I–” He cuts himself off with a whine, eyes squeezing shut as his mouth falls open.

“Pretty thing,” Yoongi says, pressing a kiss over Jungkook's scent gland as he shakes and shudders in Yoongi's lap. “Did you cum?”

“Didn't mean to, I–” Jungkook cuts himself off with another soft whine, hips moving in tiny little spasms as he rides out the aftershocks. “You taste good and I… fuck…” He leans in for a kiss, all open mouthed and sweet, letting Yoongi lick inside without a fuss.

Yoongi is still achingly hard, but he's doing his best not to rut up against Jungkook. He's probably oversensitive, and Yoongi is far more concerned with making sure his omega is taken care of than he is with his own predicament.

After a minute of kissing, Jungkook leans back to look at Yoongi. He's gorgeous like this, his hair a mess from Yoongi's fingers, eyes blown wide and dazed with want, lips slick with a mixture of their spit. “Hyung, can I… Wanna touch you.” He sounds at least half as wrecked as he looks, hands sliding down Yoongi’s chest until they rest at his hips. His eyes are glued to the tent in Yoongi’s pants, and he reaches one hand out, just barely ghosting up the length of his cock as he lets out a whine. “Please? Wanna touch – wanna make you feel good. Tell me I can?”

“Fuck, anything you want, sweetheart. You can touch.”

Jungkook doesn’t waste a moment, hands immediately working Yoongi’s cock free of his pants. There’s an unmistakable look of hunger in his eyes as he looks from the shining wet tip of Yoongi’s dick back up to his eyes. “Anything, alpha?”

“Anything,” Yoongi agrees, breathless even before Jungkook slides down onto the floor between his knees, breath catching in his throat as Jungkook gives one tiny little quirk of his head, looking up at Yoongi for permission. “God, if that’s what you want, baby.”

With one nod, Jungkook leans in and opens his mouth, tongue sneaking out to lick a broad stripe over the wet tip of Yoongi’s dick. His eyes flutter shut at the taste, a soft little moan escaping him before he opens wider and swallows Yoongi down in earnest. Fuck, Yoongi is going to see this image in his dreams, he’s sure – Jungkook on his knees for him, wet lips stretched wide around his dick, eyes cracking open just far enough to give Yoongi that pretty, fucked out look like there’s nothing in the world that would make him happier than this.

He’s perfect.

“Feel so fucking good, sweetheart,” Yoongi breathes, fighting the urge to thrust up into the wet heat of Jungkook’s mouth. “Look so pretty for me.”

Jungkook whines at the praise, moving his mouth faster and doing his best to take every bit of Yoongi. He pushes forward until Yoongi can feel himself slip right down into Jungkook’s throat, forcing a curse from him. It’s almost impossibly tight, though as much as Jungkook tries, he can’t quite manage to take all of Yoongi – a fact that clearly frustrates him as he chokes around Yoongi’s cock and has to pull off to catch his breath.

He looks somewhere between ruined and offended, a string of spit still connecting his mouth to Yoongi’s dick. It’s hotter than it has any right to be, and Yoongi finds himself reaching down to cup Jungkook’s cheek, thumb swiping over his lip and breaking the thin line of spit as he tips Jungkook’s head up for a kiss.

“Fuck, look at him,” Taehyung says.

Honestly, Yoongi had sort of forgotten about their audience, and it seems like Jungkook did too, their potential kiss abandoned as they both snap their gazes over toward the other end of the couch.

Taehyung is a mess. He’s still reclining between Hoseok’s legs, displayed facing the two of them with desperation in his eyes. His shirt is long gone, showing off abused, puffy red nipples and several long pink lines up the center of his chest where Hoseok has likely raked his nails. He’s still got his pants, but they’ve been shoved down his hips, though Yoongi can see the very tip of his cute little cock protruding from the top of Hoseok’s fist.

“I think they forgot about us, Taehyungie,” Hoseok says, chin resting on Taehyung’s shoulder as he regards the two of them with a coy little grin. “Why don’t you tell Jungkookie how pretty he is?”

“So pretty,” Taehyung whines. “The prettiest, trying so hard to take all of Yoongi-hyung. Wanna see more.”

“He’s right,” Yoongi agrees. “You’re so gorgeous that poor Tae can’t help himself. Look how desperate Seok-ah has him.”

As if on cue, Hoseok reaches up to pinch at one of Taehyung’s nipples, sending the omega keening and trying to thrust up into his grip. “Hyung, please – I need–”

“Shh, baby,” Hoseok coos. “You can be good and wait your turn, can’t you? Let Jungkookie finish up so you can watch him get all messy?”

Taehyung lets out a whimper and pouts, but does eventually give a nod. “Wanna see… I can be good.”

“Perfect. Don’t let the two of us hold you back, Jungkookie. You wanna taste Yoongi again, don’t you?”

Jungkook gives a syrupy slow nod. “Wanna,” he whispers, turning to look back up at Yoongi. “You were gonna kiss me though? Right? Can I still have that?”

“You can have anything you want, baby,” Yoongi tells him, leaning down to meet Jungkook halfway. He tastes perfect, the most tantalizing mix of himself and Yoongi, like he really is theirs. Yoongi has half a mind to just pull Jungkook back into his lap and focus on licking that taste out of his mouth instead, but it would be a shame to miss out on the rest of this blowjob.

He doesn’t get enough time to make a decision, Jungkook breaking away from their kiss and leaning right back down to take Yoongi’s cock into his mouth again. It’s almost more intense now, probably helped along by the soft sounds of pleasure filtering over from the other end of the couch as Hoseok keeps Taehyung teetering on the edge of orgasm. Jungkook seems spurred on by them as well, bobbing his head faster every time Taehyung lets out a particularly loud whine.

“Fuck, you’re so eager. Look so pretty on my dick. You think you can let hyung make you cum again after this?”

Jungkook whimpers around him, pulling back until just the head of Yoongi’s cock is left in his mouth and nodding as he works his tongue over the tip of him.

Yoongi can't quite help the way his fingers grip tight in Jungkook's hair. The head of his cock has always been especially sensitive, and as much as he loves the feeling of Jungkook's throat gone tight around him as he tries to take every bit of it, this is what threatens to send him hurtling toward the edge. Jungkook moans at the light tug to his hair, suckling so sweet that it makes Yoongi's head swim.

His thighs start to go tense, small tremors running through him that Jungkook definitely notices.

There's a brief moment where everything stops and his eyes find Yoongi's, pupils still blown wide with desire, but an unmistakable focus in his gaze. He sucks again, rubbing his tongue deliberately along the head of Yoongi's cock.

There's no hiding the reaction. Yoongi doesn't even try, letting his fingers go tight in Jungkook's hair again and a slow breath hiss out of him.

It's all downhill from there.

Jungkook takes this knowledge and runs with it, sucking and rubbing his tongue all over the head of Yoongi's cock while Yoongi just does his best to hold on for the ride. There are still moments where Jungkook sinks further down onto him. Yoongi can't decide if they feel more like relief or a deliberate tease, not that it stops him from gasping as Jungkook gags around him, throat going tight before he pulls back to pay more generous attention to the tip.

“He's already figured out what Yoongi likes. Isn't that impressive, honey?”

Taehyung chokes back what sounds like a sob. “Impressive,” he echoes in a high, breathy tone. “He's such a good boy– Hyung, please?” There are tears streaming down Taehyung's cheeks when Yoongi glances over at the two of them, and he's flushed nearly from head to toe as Hoseok continues to tease, clearly enjoying denying him.

“Just a bit longer, baby. Look at how close Yoongi is, and did you see how much Jungkookie loved when you told him what a good boy he is?”

Yoongi quickly focuses back on Jungkook, and it's clear Hoseok is right. He looks even more wrecked than before, nodding as his head bobs and looking almost like he's trying to talk, but Yoongi's cock is getting in the way. “Are you trying to say something, sweetheart?” Yoongi asks, using his grip in Jungkook's hair to lift his head up, Yoongi's dick slipping from his lips with a wet pop. “Are you okay?”

“M'good boy,” Jungkook mumbles, tongue sneaking out to try and swipe at the head of Yoongi's dick and looking disappointed when he doesn't quite reach. “Wanna be good, hyung, please. Make you cum. Let me? I can – I know I can, please.”

God, Yoongi is just happy he doesn't cum on the spot. Jungkook sounds wrecked and just so fucking desperate to get back to choking on his dick.

No point in denying him.

“So goddamn cute. You can. Not gonna take much,” Yoongi warns, guiding Jungkook back down onto him and letting out a groan as that mouth starts working even more desperately than before. “Fuck, you really are good for me, baby. So perfect. Gonna cum down your throat and then hyung is gonna make you cum again too, get my hands on you and make you feel so fucking good. Shit – don't stop. Just… God, stay just like that.”

Jungkook listens. Of course he does. He lets Yoongi hold him in place and thrust shallowly into his mouth, while he drags his tongue all along the underside of Yoongi's cock and looks up at him with gorgeous eyes all full of tears.

Those eyes go wide at the first spurt of cum from Yoongi's cock not even a minute later, and he starts sucking in earnest again now that Yoongi's motions have slowed, swallowing every drop he's given.

“Fuck, you're – god, so damn perfect, Jungkook-ah. Swallowing so nice for hyung.”

Yoongi allows himself a minute to enjoy this. At some point he'll have to process the fact that this even just happened at all – that their gorgeous omega just got on his knees and sucked Yoongi off like he was starving for it – but that's a future him problem. For now, he just pets at Jungkook's hair and keeps him in place.

Not that he's really trying to get away. If anything, he looks distressed when Yoongi finally guides him up off his dick a couple of minutes later, letting out a disappointed whine and looking up at Yoongi with his brows furrowed all adorably. “Did I do something wrong?” he asks, voice coming out raspy almost like he's just woken up.

“Not even a little,” Yoongi assures him. “You did everything right. You were perfect, sweetheart.”

Jungkook glances back down at Yoongi's softening dick and licks his lips before looking back up. “Then why, hyung?”

Hoseok lets out a low little laugh. “Add cock warming to the list of things Jungkookie probably likes. Jinnie-hyung is gonna be thrilled.”

“Cock warming?” Jungkook tilts his head.

Taehyung lets out a groan. “Fuck, does Joonie know he's this innocent?”

“M'not innocent. I've done lots of stuff!” Jungkook says, ducking his head like it's going to hide his embarrassment.

“Hey, don't worry about all of that right now. Just come here, baby,” Yoongi soothes, tucking himself back into his pants and pulling Jungkook back up into his lap for a kiss. It's filthy, Jungkook's face still slick with spit and cum that gets all over Yoongi too as he licks into the omega's mouth. Now Jungkook seems to remember how horny he was before he went all dazed after sucking Yoongi off, his hips starting to rock again as he searches for friction. Yoongi breaks their kiss and reaches down to stop Jungkook's motions. “Not this time. Hyung has plans for you. Here, wanna have you just like Hoseok-ah has Tae.”

Jungkook follows the directions easily. Yoongi sits back against the end of the couch and then pulls Jungkook into his lap, back to his chest so they're facing Hoseok and Taehyung. It looks like Taehyung is being allowed a bit of a break, but he definitely hasn't cum yet. There's no mess to speak of, and he still looks far too desperate as his eyes rake over the two of them.

“Look what a pretty, desperate thing you've helped make Taehyung-ah into,” Yoongi says, mouthing at Jungkook's scent gland and loving the fact that this is something he's allowed to do now. He snakes his hands down Jungkook's chest to the waistband of his pants, dipping his thumbs just under it. “Can hyung get these off of you, sweetheart?”

Jungkook starts to nod and then freezes, reaching down to place his own hands over Yoongi's. "Wait, hyung, I…"

Immediately, Yoongi pulls his hands up higher, resting over Jungkook's stomach as he presses a few soft kisses to the omega's neck. "It's okay if you don't want me to," he assures him. "We don't have to do anything you don't feel okay with, Jungkook-ah. Do you wanna stop?"

"What? No, I just… I'm a mess, hyung." The last few words come out just barely above a whisper, but they're still more than enough to pull a low rumble from Yoongi's chest.

The thought that Jungkook would be embarrassed about something so perfect is almost maddening.

"Of course you're a mess. My mess," Yoongi says, giving a tiny nip to Jungkook's neck. "If you think I don't want to see you like this, you're wrong."

"Yoongi-hyung loves wet and messy," Taehyung says, tone breathy as Hoseok mouths at his scent gland, clearly intent on working him right back up. "The messier, the better."

Yoongi hums his agreement, letting his hands slip back down to Jungkook's pants. "Tae's right. You gonna let me see, sweetheart?"

"Okay, you can." Jungkook lets Yoongi's hands go. "Just don't make fun of me."

"I won't. Promise," Yoongi says, working the soft sweatpants down and dragging Jungkook's boxers with them until they're left low on his thighs and Jungkook slips them off the rest of the way. He's so goddamn incredible – all perfect, strong thighs and that gorgeous cock standing proud and still glistening with cum from his last orgasm. "Fucking beautiful, baby."

"Ah, no, you're staying here," Hoseok says, holding Taehyung in place as he tries to lurch forward out of Hoseok's grasp. "You're such a pretty mess that Taehyungie wants to help clean you up, Jungkookie."

"Wanna," Taehyung whines, his eyes glued to Jungkook and all but drooling at the sight.

"Thought you wanted to cum, baby?" Hoseok says, his voice all honey and warmth as he pinches at a nipple, his other hand working over Taehyung's cock.

"Can I? Hyung I– Please, wanna cum."

"You can," Hoseok answers. "Keep your eyes on Jungkookie, and let him see how well we take care of you."

"Same for you, sweetheart. Eyes on the two of them while hyung makes you feel good." Once he gets a nod of acknowledgement, Yoongi finally gets his hands on Jungkook's gorgeous dick. It's every bit as big as it looks, and Yoongi works a hand over him with his cum making the glide smooth and easy. Jungkook reacts with a whine, hips shaking as he does his best to hold still. "God, you're huge for an omega. So perfect and pretty, shaking already when I've hardly even touched you. You gonna be easy for me, baby?"

Jungkook nods in quick, jerky motions. "Close already. Can't help it – you felt so good and– Fuck, hyung, please…"

Taehyung takes almost no time at all, cumming with a strangled cry as Hoseok holds him through it, keeping the pressure up just the way Taehyung likes until he's completely wrung out and practically collapses in Hoseok's arms.

Yoongi can feel the way Jungkook goes even more tense in his grip, muscles shaking and his breathing gone all sweet and shallow. "You about to cum for me, sweetheart? Hyung can feel you getting tense. Was Tae pretty cumming all over himself?"

What leaves Jungkook's mouth is more of a garbled sound of agreement than an actual 'yes', and it's followed by a long string of begging, "Please, please – want it. Fuck, feels so good…"

"That's it, show hyung how nice it feels."

“Wanna– Hyung, please…”

“So close, aren't you? Come on, you can do it, sweetheart.” Yoongi keeps his pace even as Jungkook's body pulls tight and his mouth opens on a silent cry, making sure that he feels every bit of the orgasm as it washes over him and he starts to cum. "There you go. Perfect, so gorgeous for us, baby. Such a good boy. I've got you."

Yoongi knows what's coming, and he does his best to catch most of Jungkook's mess in his hand. Sure enough, Taehyung is making his way over before Jungkook has even finished, a desperate look on his face as he crawls across the couch and looks up at Yoongi with an unspoken question in his eyes.

"Don't worry, I've got you, sweetheart," Yoongi says, offering up his messy hand. Taehyung is on it in an instant, sucking Jungkook's cum from Yoongi's fingers with a soft little moan of pleasure.

"He'll want the rest too," Hoseok comments, watching the three of them with a warm little smile on his face. His pants are obviously tented where his erection strains against the fabric, but when Yoongi raises a brow and looks down at it, Hoseok just shakes his head. He's like that sometimes, more focused on the whole experience of watching and working one of them over than he is on his own pleasure, so Yoongi doesn't question it.

Instead, he focuses his attention back on Jungkook and presses a short kiss to his cheek. "You with me, Jungkook-ah?"

"M'here," he responds, sounding dazed and content enough for Yoongi to feel a swell of pride in his chest.

"Is it okay if Taehyung-ah wants to clean you up, baby? With his mouth, just in case that wasn't clear."

"Gentle?" Jungkook asks.

Taehyung has finished with Yoongi's fingers at this point and eagerly leans forward, brushing some hair out of Jungkook's face. "The most gentle, but only if you're okay with it?"

Jungkook nods. "It's okay."

Without another moment wasted, Taehyung leans down to start gently licking up the mess of cum with a soft hum of appreciation. Jungkook makes a short little gasp at the first few touches, but then seems to relax into the rhythm of it.

Hoseok manages to catch Yoongi's eye again, flicking his chin over toward the bathroom and following it with a little quirk of his head – offering to get something to help with cleanup. Yoongi gives him a nod in response. With Taehyung occupied and Jungkook still floaty, it's the perfect time for him to sneak off.

Taehyung is wrapping up by the time Hoseok returns from the bathroom with a warm washcloth. Probably good, considering Jungkook is starting to twitch with overstimulation by this point, though he makes no move to stop Taehyung, just shivers in relative silence and pets at Taehyung's hair.

When Hoseok kneels down on the floor near them, Taehyung finally raises his head. He's not too much of a mess, all things considered – not like that stops Hoseok from holding up the wet rag in his hand and asking, “All done, Taehyungie?”

Taehyung gives a slow little smile. “Yeah, I feel better now.”

Hoseok cleans Taehyung's face off first, then passes the rag to Yoongi so he can take care of anything Taehyung missed. They'll want to get Jungkook into some fresh clothes after all of this, and he'll probably appreciate being clean when he gets into them. Jungkook accepts the attention with very little fuss, and Yoongi makes sure to shower him with little bits of praise for doing so well and letting them get him all clean.

With that handled and a few kisses exchanged, Hoseok gathers Taehyung up in his arms. “Alright, we're going to give these two a little bit of space, okay?”

“We're gonna leave them?” Taehyung frowns up at Hoseok.

“Just for a little bit. They've just done a lot of new stuff together. Don't you think it would be nice for them to have a chance to talk about it a little?”

“…Yeah, I guess you're right.”

“Plus you smell like a dream right now and I want to show you off to Jinnie-hyung. Now, tell Yoongles and Jungkookie thank you for letting us watch.”

Taehyung turns his head toward them with a smile. “Thank you for letting us watch – and for letting me clean up the mess. See you guys soon?”

Yoongi nods. “I won't keep him too long. See you both soon.”

~~

Before the door even has a chance to shut behind Hoseok and Taehyung, Jungkook turns to curl into Yoongi's chest with a contented sigh. There's a slight shiver still running through him, so Yoongi pulls down a blanket from the back of the couch and throws it over the two of them.

“That should help warm you up. Is there anything I can get you, sweetheart?”

Jungkook shakes his head and pulls the blanket closer around his shoulders. “I'm okay,” he says, eyes cracking open to look up at Yoongi with a sleepy sort of smile on his face. At least he does look genuinely content, which helps ease Yoongi's mind a little. “Are you okay?”

“I'm great – perfect honestly. Just wanted a chance to check in with you because that was a lot of big steps we just took all at once.” Yoongi reaches up to tangle his fingers into Jungkook's messy hair and leans down to press a kiss to his forehead. “I'm really happy with all of it, but if there's anything you didn't like, or even stuff you want to take slower–”

“I loved all of it. I know it was a lot, but everything felt really good and I'm… I'm really happy I got to do it all with you, hyung. Thank you for telling me how you felt.”

Yoongi swallows, feeling that same enormous, inescapable feeling swelling within his chest as he did earlier when they scented. Love. He loves Jungkook – and there's no point in lying to himself, he loves Jimin too. Part of him wants to just blurt it out right now and get it over with, but none of them have said that to one another yet as far as he knows. Better to just hold onto it for a little bit and make sure, right?

“Yeah, I'm glad it was with you too. And I'm sorry for running off instead of just talking to you.” The irony of making that apology while actively avoiding the feelings blossoming inside of his chest doesn't escape him – but it's different. He's not running. He's just… making sure.

“It's okay. Preheat makes me a bit sensitive about stuff, but once I knew it wasn't something I did wrong, I felt way better.”

“Good to know,” Yoongi says, squeezing Jungkook a little closer. “Do you want to get back to the nest right away? I can get you some clean clothes?”

“Can we stay just a few more minutes?”

“Yeah, as long as you want, sweetheart.”

Jungkook smiles up at him, puckering his lips for a kiss, and Yoongi hurries to lean down and return it before that giant feeling of fondness in his chest gets too big to contain.

Notes:

Wow, that was a long one!

I'll see you Wednesday for another Jungkook centered chapter, where we will begin our journey through the second half of this plot arc :D

Chapter 64: Misunderstanding

Notes:

Just want to give a warning ahead of time that this chapter ends on a little bit of a cliffhanger. I try to avoid them for the most part, but it just sort of happened for this one ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Luckily we'll be resolving it Sunday, so it's not a very long wait, and there's still a fair bit of fluff here to enjoy too :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon is just so happy right now.

He has his whole pack together, Jimin and Jungkook have decided to stay for the duration of their heats, and it's all going so well. He hadn't expected for Yoongi and Jungkook to get so close, but he's thrilled when Taehyung and Hoseok return to the nest smelling incredible and eagerly discussing how cute the two of them were.

Preheat is very becoming on Jungkook. It's almost easy to forget about the suppressed heat still to come when he's just so incredibly sweet for them. He seems more relaxed after his time with Yoongi too, sated and at ease, content to fuss over Jimin through the last of his heat, and to relax into the rest of their doting as well.

The tail end of Jimin's heat is thankfully less painful for him than the beginning. When the cramps finally stop bothering him, he sleeps a lot of the time, waking up for meals and to talk or hang out for a few hours before going down for another nap. Jungkook confirms this is normal for him. Between the painful cramps disrupting his sleep before and the occasional bout of nausea still keeping him from eating as much as he should, (not to mention just the general stress of a suppressed heat) his energy levels are always low around this point.

Jungkook is still in preheat when Jimin's heat wraps up, and they all take a bit more time away from the nest to prepare for a second round. They've had to do some work while Jimin has been in heat. Unavoidable, really, especially considering the lack of planning for company on their part – but things have been okay. At no point is Jimin left alone during his heat, so Namjoon considers it a relative success.

Jimin's eagerness to get back to work is a little unfortunate though.

He's hardly recovered from his heat, clearly still physically exhausted and in need of more rest, but apparently determined for things to get back to normal. He makes a trip back to the apartment to grab a few things – his work clothes, laptop, and a few other odds and ends to make it easier for him to attend work and school from their home.

It's that more than anything that keeps Namjoon from pushing too much. Jimin might be heading back to work too early, but at least he's returning to them right after. Maybe if they do this well enough – if they just show them how safe and relaxing it is to return to the house instead of their apartment…

No. It's too soon. He can't get his hopes up like this…

There will come a time when they can genuinely offer for the two of them to move in, but for now Namjoon just needs to focus on not feeling too hurt while Jimin talks contentedly about things getting back to normal soon.

He only half succeeds.

Jimin is just preparing to leave for his first day back on the job, coated in scent blocker and already in his uniform as Namjoon offers to walk him to the door. It's not that he really thinks Jimin needs an escort to the front door. Obviously he can handle that himself. It's more just that Namjoon is feeling anxious about Jimin's departure, and wants to spend whatever few extra moments he can fussing over his omega.

“Thank you,” Jimin says, a tiny little smile on his tired face as they near the front door and he looks back at Namjoon. “For all of this, really, but especially for letting us stay here. We'll be out of your hair soon enough.”

It's at this point that Namjoon can't quite keep himself from saying something. "You two staying here hasn't been a burden in any way, Minnie. If anything, it's eased my mind very much to have you so close for these past few days."

This seems to give Jimin pause, his motions slowing considerably as he slips his work shoes on, uncertain eyes slowly making their way up to Namjoon's. "You're sure? We've been needy – or at least I have, and Kookie's about to be, but his is at least really cute–"

"If you think for a second you weren't cute, you're very wrong." Jimin still looks a little uncertain, so Namjoon pulls him into his arms, wishing he could keep him here instead of letting him go to work. "It's made me so happy to spend this time with you, and even happier that you felt comfortable enough to let me. I hope we’ve managed to at least make your stay enjoyable."

Jimin hugs Namjoon back and presses a kiss to his cheek. "You did. You are. This is the best suppressed heat I've had – and what you've done for Kookie, I… He's never this happy by the time my heat ends. I really can't thank you enough, Namjoon-hyung."

As hard as he tries, Namjoon can't quite keep himself from asking, "But you seem… almost excited to leave? Is there anything we can do to make you more comfortable?"

In an instant, Jimin is pulling back to fix Namjoon with an apologetic look. "Oh, hyung, no – I didn't mean it like that at all. You guys have been amazing and made us more comfortable than we've been in years during our heats. I'm just looking forward to feeling normal again, and I would hate to overstay our welcome. And maybe it will be a little nice to sleep in our bed again – but I feel that way about the long period of nesting when we do this at home too. You haven't done anything wrong."

That does put Namjoon's mind at ease a little, especially knowing he can help with one part of it for sure. "Kook-ah's heat won't hit today. Maybe we could sleep outside of the nest tonight?"

"That sounds really nice," Jimin says, smiling warmly and tilting his head up for a kiss.

They've shared so many kisses in these last few days, but Namjoon's heart still beats harder in his chest at the clear show of comfort from Jimin, finding himself especially grateful that all of the affection they enjoyed during Jimin's heat hadn't just been a product of circumstance. Between that and the words of reassurance, he feels much better about allowing his omega to leave.

Even if he would still prefer for him to stay.

"I really should get going," Jimin whispers as they break their kiss. "I just want you to know that I'll be excited to come back when my shift is over, okay?"

"Thank you, Minnie. I feel much better knowing that. Be safe and call if there's any trouble at all."

"Will do. See you soon, hyung."

~~

Namjoon finds Jin hard at work in the kitchen when he wanders back from the foyer.

"There you are, darling. Did Jimin-ah make it out the door okay?" Jin is wearing a coy little smile as he sets down the knife he's using to cut vegetables and turns to face Namjoon.

Namjoon nods. "He said he was excited to come back too."

"Was that in doubt?"

"Only a little. Just me being insecure, really. He kept talking about things getting back to normal and I… maybe got a little worried," Namjoon admits, stepping into the welcoming circle of Jin's arms that has opened for him.

Jin hums in acknowledgment as he squeezes Namjoon close, chin resting on his shoulder. "I'm glad he was able to put your mind at ease, love. Admittedly, I had noticed a slight souring of your mood, and was thinking of ways to lift your spirits."

"Sorry to have worried you."

"You say that like I don't love fussing over you. Even if you are feeling better, maybe this would still be a good time to show Jungkook-ah the gift you and Hoseok have so diligently been putting together for him?"

That idea fills Namjoon with excitement.

Jungkook has made a few offhand comments in the past few months about difficulties finding studio space at the school when he wants to work on projects, and how he hates setting up at the apartment for anything long term since they don't have all that much space to begin with. The first time Jungkook mentioned it to them, Namjoon had immediately begun to plan out possibilities in his head.

This definitely didn't escape Hoseok's notice. He cornered Namjoon at the first opportunity and said he wanted in, and the two of them have spent the last month or so renovating one of the unused rooms in the basement near Jin's small home gym (another room that Jungkook might appreciate with a few modifications).

Hoseok's help has been invaluable.

While Namjoon is no stranger to working with contractors for renovations, art supplies are not something he knows all that much about. Not that Hoseok does either – but he is extremely adept at getting information. A few requests for pictures of Jungkook's in progress works and studio spaces (when he manages to get them) and Hoseok was able to put together a shopping list of materials for them. But still…

There's no paint on the walls yet, and there's still some ductwork visible due to the unfinished ceiling, but Namjoon has yet to find a ceiling tile he thinks Jungkook will like. Somehow, the omega's aesthetic preferences happen to be both particular and a little mysterious. He tends to place more importance on finding a color palette he likes than on any particular style, which has left Namjoon at a bit of a loss.

"We were waiting on a few more things," Namjoon says, a little disappointed at the thought of not getting to share their gift just yet. "Hoseok-ah was going to fish for some decorating information. It's still so plain. You've seen it, right? Don't you think it looks… unfinished?"

“I have seen it, yes. I also discussed it with Hobi-yah earlier and we both came to the conclusion that Jungkook-ah will probably find it charming as is. He's an artist after all, so a blank canvas might not be as unwelcome as you think.”

Jin is right. Namjoon's been dragging his feet again, wanting to make sure everything is perfect even though that seems unattainable. He lets out a sigh. “You're probably right.”

“I think you mean definitely right, darling. You should also be aware that Hobi-yah made some comment about letting you be the one to give it to him.”

Namjoon can't help the short puff of laughter that pulls from him. “Why am I not surprised? I'll make sure he comes with us. He worked just as hard as I did on this – no way I'm leaving him out of it.”

~~

Namjoon heads into the living room to grab Jungkook and Hoseok – who tries to brush him off, but ultimately follows after one unimpressed look from Namjoon. Yoongi takes the opportunity to head for his office and do a little work, while Taehyung decides to go find Jin while they're busy with Jungkook.

"We didn't spend much time down here when TaeTae gave us a tour," Jungkook says as they descend the stairs into the basement. "He said it was mostly empty rooms."

"It still is," Hoseok says, a grin on his face as he skips ahead of them by a few steps. "Yoongles has some storage in one room, but the only one who really comes down here most of the time is Jinnie-hyung, and that's just to use his gym."

"Jin-hyung has a gym down here?"

"It's not as exciting as you're probably thinking," Namjoon says. "It's relatively sparse, though I'm sure he'd be open to the thought of expanding the equipment selection if you asked him. Would you like a peek inside on our way?"

"Yes please."

Hoseok pushes open the door leading into Jin's gym, and Namjoon watches the little smile on Jungkook's face fade to disappointment as he steps inside. The room is far larger than it needs to be, considering all that's inside is a treadmill, yoga mat, some resistance bands, and a couple of kettlebells.

"Jin-hyung doesn't have any weights at all?" Jungkook asks, looking over the corner full of Jin's equipment with a frown. "No pull-up bar even?"

"Isn't this a weight?" Hoseok asks, walking over and picking up one of the kettlebells. "It says it's… ten pounds."

"Yeah, but I mean like, heavy weights."

"I think Jinnie-hyung is more of a cardio sort of guy."

"Apparently," Jungkook agrees.

Namjoon can't quite help but laugh, leaning against the door frame and watching the two of them. "Did you think Jin liked lifting weights?"

"He's just built so broad," Jungkook says with a shrug, making his way back out of the room. "I guess I assumed some of that came from weight lifting or something. It's not like I've seen him without a shirt on, so it was hard to be sure."

"You know," Hoseok says as he closes the door behind them. "I bet Jinnie-hyung would be happy to let you keep some equipment here too. Then you wouldn't have to worry about getting to the gym when you decide to stay over here."

"Really? You don't think he would mind sharing?"

"With you, pup? Never," Namjoon assures him, letting out a laugh as he leads them a couple of doors down the hall. "Hoseok-ah, would you like to do the honors?"

Hoseok steps toward the door, hand resting on the knob as he smiles back at Jungkook. "You should know that this was all Joonie's idea. I just helped with the specifics."

"A lot of help with the specifics," Namjoon corrects, determined not to let Hoseok give all the credit to him when it was very much a joint effort.

"Alright, honey," Hoseok says. "Eyes closed for your surprise. Joonie will help you inside."

Jungkook obediently closes his eyes, giggling and mumbling something about this being a bit silly, but still letting Namjoon lead him into the room without a fuss. They head straight for the center, facing the mountain of supplies the two of them have piled inside over the past few weeks. Plenty of canvas, whole collections of paint based on the brands they've seen him use so far, brushes, and tons of other various odds and ends. Namjoon is lucky to know a couple of artists who made some recommendations for quality equipment, so hopefully it goes over well.

There are butterflies in his stomach as Hoseok gives Jungkook the okay to look around them.

At first, Jungkook is silent, eyes gone wide while he scans the room, mouth dropping open when he looks at the collection of fresh supplies.

"You've mentioned having a hard time finding studio space," Namjoon explains. "We thought it would be nice if you didn't have to worry about that anymore. I know it's a bit unfinished, but–"

"Hyung," Jungkook croaks out, looking at Hoseok and then up at Namjoon, eyes rapidly filling with tears. "This is really… You guys did all of this for me?"

"All for you," Hoseok says, a wide grin on his face as he looks from Namjoon to Jungkook and gives a subtle 'go ahead' look.

It's not like Namjoon has much of a chance to share this with Hoseok – not when Jungkook practically falls into his arms, tears flowing as he closes the distance and wraps his arms tight around Namjoon. "I don't know what to say," he whispers, voice tight. "Thank you. Thank you both so much."

"It's alright, pup. There's nothing you have to say. We're just happy to be able to give this to you, even if the room is still a little bare. We can decorate however you like."

"It's perfect, hyung. And all the supplies, I… You really didn't have to do all of this. The paints alone will take me months to pay back and–"

"You're not paying us back for a single thing," Namjoon clarifies. "This is a gift, Kook-ah. We don't want anything in return, just for you to have all the space you could possibly need to do what you love."

Jungkook just buries his face in Namjoon's chest, muttering broken little thank-yous as he cries. Over the omega's shoulder, Namjoon gestures for Hoseok to come closer, thankful when he obeys without a fuss and they can sandwich Jungkook into a hug between the two of them. They let him take his time, holding him close as he works to swallow down the tears.

Once he's calmed down, he leans up and starts thanking them again, leaning in for a long kiss with Namjoon before turning and doing the same to Hoseok. “I really can't believe you guys did all of this for me. It's a shame my heat is going to hit soon and I won't be able to be out of the nest long enough to really use it. I've had so many ideas for stuff I wanted to paint that I was holding off on because supplies were expensive and I had schoolwork to do instead, but now I could paint all of them!”

“Something to look forward to after your heat,” Hoseok says, a wide grin on his face. “This room isn't going anywhere, honey.”

*******

It's wonderful to have a day in between Jimin and Jungkook's heats where Seokjin can do some proper cooking and cleaning. He even heads to Borahae to check in and resolve a few financial hangups that have been waiting on his signature, then makes a quick run to the grocery store to pick up a few things. Of course he could send someone else, but he's always been partial to picking out his own produce when possible.

Besides, the others are using this time to take care of some things too.

Hoseok and Namjoon both have calls to return, and Yoongi has a few things that need his attention. Jungkook is remotely attending a couple of classes, and Taehyung is keeping him company for the duration. It will likely take them all some time to get caught up once Jungkook's heat ends, but Seokjin is confident that they can plan much more thoroughly for their next heat.

He already has it marked in his calendar, with a reminder set for the month before so he can have plenty of time to make arrangements.

They're all together again by the evening. Jimin arrives home just before dinner is ready and practically bolts to go find Jungkook, offering little more than a quick greeting on his way through the kitchen. Seokjin should probably be used to it by now, but it still always leaves him feeling warm and fond to see their omegas looking after one another so well – and both Jimin and Taehyung seem to adore this last bit of time fussing over Jungkook in preheat.

The chance to sleep in a proper bed is also welcome. The nest in the living room is lovely, but not quite as comfortable as the permanent one in Taehyung's room. (To be fair, even that nest can leave Seokjin's back in a state from time to time.)

Having company in their bed that night is a pleasant surprise.

Neither he or Namjoon seem to be expecting the gentle knock to their bedroom door only about twenty minutes after they've retired for the evening. There's a tiny spike of worry in Namjoon's scent as he calls out, “You can come in. Is everything alright?”

“Just peachy,” Hoseok answers, his cheerful voice filtering through the door as he opens it and steps inside. “Wondering if you guys are up for visitors tonight?”

Once Hoseok is through the door, it becomes apparent that he's brought someone else along, and Jimin steps slowly inside of their room only a moment later. It's just the two of them, both clad in their pajamas already and with Jimin looking particularly exhausted. (He really shouldn't have been working so soon after his heat – suppressed or not.)

The worry disappears from Namjoon's scent in an instant, and he sets aside the tablet he's been reading emails on. “Of course. We'll make room for the two of you.”

“The others?” Seokjin asks as they pull back their covers.

“Just us,” Hoseok answers, encouraging Jimin toward the bed. “Yoongles has the other two in his room playing a video game. Pretty sure Jungkookie wants to enjoy the last of his preheat while he still can, but Minnie and I were both tired already.”

Jimin stops at the edge of their bed, a bit of uncertainty on his face as he looks up at the two of them before settling his eyes on Namjoon. “Can we cuddle, hyung?” he asks, sounding almost as tired as he looks.

“I'd love that, pup.” The second Namjoon opens his arms in invitation, Jimin crawls onto their bed and right up against him, head resting on his chest. “Is that better, Minnie?” Namjoon coos, wrapping his arms around Jimin and pressing a kiss into his hair.

“A lot better,” Jimin says, looking over at Seokjin with a sleepy smile. “Hi, Jin-hyung.”

Seokjin smiles back at Jimin, cuddling up to Namjoon's other side and reaching up to brush the bangs out of Jimin's face. “Hello, darling. You as well, Hobi-yah.”

Hoseok grins as he cuddles up against Jimin's back, throwing an arm over him. “Good to see you too, Jinnie-hyung. Now, I promised Minnie there wouldn't be too much fuss since the poor thing is so tired. If you've got work to finish, I'm sure he doesn't mind – but he'll probably be out like a light in no time.”

It's a clever strategy.

Jimin struggles with being the center of attention, so the subtle redirection and permission for him to basically tune out and just enjoy the closeness is ideal. It should allow him to be here with the three of them without worrying about ending up overwhelmed.

Namjoon seems to see it for what it is as well, directing his attention to Hoseok instead. “I think I'm finished for the night. Nothing too pressing, though I might need to get on a video call within the next few days – we're having some availability issues. Did your call end up being urgent?”

“Not at all,” Hoseok says. “Just the beginnings of a potential job, but nothing concrete yet. Everything okay at Borahae, Jinnie-hyung?”

As the three of them trade updates over the next few minutes, Seokjin can see the way Jimin starts to relax further against Namjoon, and it takes almost no time at all before he's quite clearly asleep. It's a sight they've become well acquainted with during the tail end of Jimin's heat, but he knows how worried Namjoon was that all of the closeness they had enjoyed then would be lost once Jimin's heat ended.

Thankfully, it appears that worry was unfounded.

Once Jimin is peacefully asleep, the rest of them settle in as well, turning off bedside lamps and cuddling together in the dark as they drift off.

~~

Seokjin stirs awake sometime in the very early morning, long before the sun has risen. It takes him a moment to realize why. He catches the scent before he hears anything – cinnamon, maple, and incredibly sweet orange. There's a faint sound of shuffling to accompany the arrival of their other mates, and Seokjin lifts back the blankets on his side of the bed where there's more room.

He is rewarded by Jungkook sliding under the covers and immediately cuddling right up against him, Yoongi not too far behind. It's clear that Jungkook's heat has begun to hit him – he smells far too tantalizingly sweet for it to be anything else, and he buries his face in Seokjin's neck without a word. It sounds like Taehyung has climbed in on the other side of the bed with Hoseok. The seven of them, all in their bed together… He hopes Namjoon has been woken up by the movement of the bed too, since he can't imagine many things that would make the alpha happier.

Jungkook tips his head up for a kiss, letting out a tiny little sigh when Seokjin gives it to him, and then settles into sleep within minutes once it's over.

The next time Seokjin wakes up, the sunlight is just starting to peek in through their windows. Normally he would take this time to start on breakfast, but he prepped an egg bake the night before so that they could get Jungkook into the nest right away if needed. Instead, he uses the time to bring the freshly washed nesting materials back into the living room, and to take care of some other cleaning he meant to finish yesterday.

The others slowly trickle in. Hoseok comes first, then Namjoon makes his way back down with a sleepy looking Jimin in tow. Taehyung and Jungkook are only a few minutes behind them, and Seokjin can't help but think he'll need to make sure they both get a nap later, especially considering how late they came to bed. Surprisingly, Yoongi doesn't lag more than twenty or thirty minutes behind, though he does pull Hoseok in for a cuddle on the couch and promptly passes back out.

They've barely finished breakfast by the time Jungkook begins to feel the side effects of his suppressants. It starts with shivering, but within a few hours he's got a chill that even Taehyung's heating pad can't tackle, and every movement clearly causes him pain.

Some over the counter painkillers are enough to help with the body aches, but the fever is a persistent problem. For as much as Seokjin wants to let the poor thing bundle up under every blanket they can find, he also wants to be careful not to make things worse. Jimin stays right next to him for almost every moment of the first day, cuddling and telling him everything is going to be okay.

Seokjin tries not to imagine them doing this alone. Judging by the slight furrow to Namjoon's brow, he's likely doing the same.

The second day goes much the same, with poor Jungkook shivering and shaking his way through every moment. He ends up a bit overwhelmed by all the natural light in their living room too, so they close all of the curtains until the whole room is left just bright enough to navigate through. If nothing else, that does seem to leave him in less pain, which is wonderful when it feels like there’s little else they can do to help him at this point.

Even his appetite is affected. Both breakfast and lunch go only half eaten, while Jungkook apologizes and assures Seokjin that it's all delicious, but he just can't eat any more.

Jimin leaves for work before dinner, looking terribly sad to be leaving Jungkook behind but thanking them all repeatedly for looking after him so well. When he returns to the house that evening, he practically runs from the front door to the nest, only settling again once he's made sure Jungkook is okay.

The third day brings trouble.

Jungkook seems to finally be feeling better. His fever has broken and he eats breakfast with enthusiasm, asking for seconds and not bothering to take any pain medication with it. Everyone seems more relaxed, with Jimin and Taehyung tugging Jungkook toward the bathroom after breakfast, wanting to get him cleaned up now that he isn't suffering from the fever sweats anymore.

It's the perfect time for Seokjin to change out the top layer of blankets in the nest as well. He's careful to only take what needs to be washed, attempting to leave as much of their scent as possible while also making sure Jungkook can return to a clean, dry nest.

When he returns from starting the wash, he gets the unmistakable sense that something is wrong.

He can still hear the contented chatter coming from the bathroom as he walks past, so the omegas are all fine, but as he walks into the living room he's hit with a wall of burnt cinnamon and sandalwood. All three alphas are on one end of the couch, Yoongi standing behind and leaning over Namjoon's shoulder to get a look at his tablet. The only coffee Seokjin can smell lingering on the air is coming from the nest, which means Hoseok is hiding his scent (which he's been very careful not to do during Jungkook's heat).

Something is definitely wrong.

Hoseok notices his approach first. "Jinnie-hyung is back," he tells the others. "He can help us decide who goes."

"Goes?" Seokjin questions, making his way around the back of the couch to stand beside Yoongi. "An emergency?"

"Missing shipment," Hoseok answers. "Delivered to the southern warehouses, but snatched before it ever made it inside."

Oh, that's not good at all. It puts everything else there into question as well.

"Do we know who's responsible?"

"Unclear," Namjoon answers. "I just got the call a couple of minutes ago, and I have an email with some of the finer details that just came through – including what one of the cameras managed to catch."

Yoongi clicks his tongue, clearly annoyed at the interruption to their day. He's already starting to leave the room, calling back to Namjoon, "Forward that to me quick. I'm going to run and have a look at it, maybe see if I can clean it up at all. Hopefully I can crank up the brightness at least."

Seokjin raises a brow. "The brightness? When did this happen?"

"Last night." Namjoon's tone is stiff, tongue poking at the side of his cheek like it usually does when he's particularly angry and trying to keep himself together.

"It's messy," Hoseok explains. "It was a late delivery, and our typical people weren't available last minute. There was a bit of outsourcing for the delivery vehicle and some of the security we had on staff are relatively new. It still shouldn't have waited until morning, but we haven't figured out who's fault it is yet."

"Yoongi already said he's going," Namjoon says. "We have more than this one camera at the site, and he wants to look everything over."

"Okay. Who else?" Seokjin asks, trying to think through who would be best to send. "Taehyung-ah is probably a given. A potential security breach means he won't want anyone there without him."

Namjoon takes a few moments to decide, eventually letting out a sigh and looking at Seokjin. "You should stay. Jimin-ah has to work, and someone needs to be here to look after Kook-ah." He pauses, shaking his head and trying to get his scent under control. "I wish it could be me, but–"

"You should," Hoseok interrupts. Namjoon looks ready to argue immediately, but Hoseok keeps talking before he can counter. "Hear me out. Yoongi needs to go for any tech issues, and Taehyung for security, but I can handle the rest. Jungkookie will be sad that we're going, but I think he'd be more upset if you were gone too, Joonie."

Seokjin nods. "That's a good point. Jungkook-ah has been particularly attached to you since yesterday, and he's already attached on a normal day. Not to mention the fact that Hobi-yah is more capable of handling himself in a fight should things go sideways. You and I are always an additional liability for Taehyung-ah to worry about in these scenarios."

"I want to argue, but…" Namjoon trails off, rubbing at his forehead. He sounds frustrated, but he has managed to get his scent back to baseline at least, which should keep them from upsetting Jungkook any more than necessary. "Alright, here's how this is going to go. We wait for the other three to get back, then Hoseok can pull Taehyung aside to explain, while me and Jin can take care of Jimin and Jungkook. Once you three are gone, I expect you to keep us posted. If you find anything–"

"We let you know right away," Hoseok confirms. "I'll coordinate and keep you up to date while Taehyung and Yoongi do what they're best at."

"What am I best at?" Taehyung calls as he enters the living room again with Jungkook and Jimin just behind him, all three of them fresh from the bath with their hair still damp. He clearly knows something is up (Seokjin knows that sharp, inquisitive look in Taehyung's eye like the back of his hand).

"At the moment, you're best at escorting Hoseok to Yoongi's room," Namjoon says. "He'll fill you in while we talk to these two."

*******

After days of shivering and aching, Jungkook is so happy to finally feel warm.

Taehyung runs them a bath in the huge tub in the master bathroom, filling it with bubbles and helping Jungkook inside. Jimin and Taehyung get in right after him, and spend the whole time doting on him, washing his hair and helping him scrub away the scent of fever from his skin. As much as he wants to stay and enjoy the bath, he can feel anxiety starting to claw at him after being out of the nest this whole time.

Logically he knows that he hasn't been gone for that long, but knowing it doesn't help. All of his feelings threaten to overwhelm him when he hits this point in his heat, and the anxious feeling goes from tolerable to all-consuming in the space of just a few minutes. Jimin and Taehyung both notice early enough to start getting him out of the tub and dressed before it gets too bad, but he's still wavering on the edge of panic by the time they get back to the living room.

It's clear something is going on when they get there. As curious as he is, getting back into the nest takes priority. He tugs Jimin down inside with him, as Taehyung and Hobi-hyung quickly walk their way out of the room, and Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung get into the nest with them.

“Poor baby,” Jin-hyung coos, opening his arms and hugging Jungkook close when he all but dives into them. “Was that too long away from the nest?”

Jungkook just barely manages to keep from crying with relief. The nest is so comforting, and Jin's arms are so warm and secure around him as he nods into the beta's shoulder. “Mhmm, but it's better now.” His voice shakes when he speaks, but he doesn't let that stop him from continuing. “What's wrong? Why did TaeTae have to leave with Hobi-hyung?”

“Yeah, did something bad happen?” Jimin asks.

“We had a shipment stolen from us,” Namjoon explains. “We're unsure of the details, but we have to investigate immediately.”

Jungkook feels tears well up in his eyes almost before Namjoon-hyung even finishes speaking. He's spent plenty of suppressed heats alone while Jimin has gone to work, just like Jimin does when Jungkook has to work too, but he hates it. The feeling of being painfully alone when his body is practically screaming for comfort from another person is awful, and he usually spends most of it crying until he can't anymore. Maybe he can take something to sleep? It'll save him a few hours of–

“Oh, darling, it's alright,” Jin-hyung says, guiding Jungkook's face toward his scent gland. The big breath of soothing mint does help, even though he still blinks and sends tears falling onto the neckline of Jin's shirt. “We won't leave you alone. Joon-ah and I are going to stay behind and look after you.”

“It's okay,” Jungkook whispers through his sniffling. “If you need to go, I– I understand.”

Jimin and Namjoon both scoot in closer at this, Jimin rubbing at his back while Namjoon settles just behind Jin and tilts Jungkook's face up to look at him. Even with Jungkook's vision blurry from the tears, Namjoon-hyung still looks handsome. His features were set in hard lines just a few minutes ago, but now his face is soft and open as he looks at Jungkook, thumb brushing away some of the tears on his cheek.

“Kook-ah, we aren't leaving you. The others have to go for a little while, but they'll all be back as soon as they can.”

“Yeah,” Jimin agrees. “I've only got a six hour shift today, so I'll be back soon too.”

Jin-hyung makes a little hum of acknowledgment. “We should discuss that as well.”

Namjoon nods, leaning in to press a kiss to Jungkook's forehead and then looking over at Jimin. “We'd like for you to have an escort in and out of work tonight, and we'll probably send someone inside to keep an eye on things too. They'll be discreet, I assure you. It's just a precaution until we know exactly what is happening and why.”

"I understand. Will you just let me know if anything happens?"

"Of course," Jin answers. "We'll keep you informed as the situation develops."

Things move pretty quickly after that. Jimin leaves to go get ready for work while the others return from Yoongi-hyung's room and start going over their plans for looking into the theft. Jungkook tries to follow it all, but his head is swimming and Jin-hyung keeps him so close and comfortable that he keeps finding himself lost in a sort of haze.

He catches bits of the conversation. Taehyung talks about proper formation until they've cleared the perimeter and the building itself, and never going anywhere without at least one senior security team member. Yoongi runs through a quick list of things he wants to check with the computer systems, and Hobi forms the plan into a cohesive timeline. It seems like he's already got a good idea of what they should be doing – who was working when the shipment went missing, what entrances are watched and which ones are more lax, all the relevant details.

At least it sounds like they know what they're doing – plus Jungkook has seen what Taehyung is capable of, so as long as he's there with them they should be fine.

The four of them all leave at the same time. Jungkook tries hard not to cry, but it's impossible with his heat making him so emotional. They all hug and kiss him and promise that they're coming back (and he knows that they are) but it's still just so hard to think of the nest being more than half empty for hours.

Yoongi-hyung seems the most affected, scent going burnt with worry as he hugs Jungkook close. “Sweetheart, it's okay,” he whispers, pressing a kiss to Jungkook's scent gland before running his tongue over the skin.

The scenting does help, but there's nothing that's going to make him stop crying until he's done. Jungkook sniffles and does his best to reassure him. “S'not your fault, hyung. I always get like this on suppressants.”

“Still hard to see you hurting, baby. Listen, Joon-ah and Jin-hyung are going to take good care of you, and then when the rest of us get back we're gonna help right away, okay?”

“Okay, hyung.” Jungkook nods against the tear stained shoulder of Yoongi's shirt before returning the scenting and then finally letting him go.

It's Jimin who says goodbye to him last. They have a sort of ritual for this. It’s the same one they did yesterday – except when they did it in the foyer yesterday, they didn’t have nearly the audience they do now. Jungkook is immediately relieved when Jimin still does it now, even with people watching.

He cups Jungkook's face in both hands and kisses both his cheeks, then leans in close so their foreheads are touching. "I'm coming back," he whispers. "I'm coming back and I love you more than anything."

"I know, hyung."

"Tell me what you know."

"You love me more than anything, and you're coming back," Jungkook answers, voice wavering. The reminder is comforting, a familiar phrase they've traded back and forth many times before. Jimin said it to him the very first time he had to work during one of Jungkook's suppressed heats, and the phrase stuck, becoming a mantra he could tell himself until Jimin returned.

He knows he won't be alone when Jimin leaves this time, but he still needs to hear it.

"Good job, baby. One more time?"

"You love me more than anything, and you're coming back."

Jimin pulls him into a hug after that, squeezing him tight and giving him a light scenting that Jungkook doesn't get to return since Jimin is already wearing scent blocker for work. "That's right. You'll be good for Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung, won't you?"

Jungkook nods. "I will. Love you, Jiminie."

"Love you too, Kookie."

~~ It takes a little while to work out the tears once everyone is gone, but Namjoon-hyung holds him close through the whole thing while Jin-hyung stays nearby too and reminds him that it's okay. He knows, but it's still nice to hear.

"I really am sorry," he mumbles into Namjoon's chest. "I know it's going to be fine, but I can't stop when I get like this."

"Nothing to apologize for, pup," Namjoon assures him. "There's nothing wrong with crying, and you're not an inconvenience."

"That's not all. Would you like to hear a secret?" Jin-hyung asks. His voice is playful, and Jungkook pulls back enough to get a look at the fond smile on his face.

"What is it, hyung?"

Jin leans in close and stage whispers, "There are few things Joon-ah loves more than when his mates are needy."

Namjoon huffs out a laugh. "Yeah, but you say that like you don't love it too."

"An affliction we both share, I suppose."

"I like it too," Jungkook says.

"What do you like, darling?"

"I mean, I'm not sure if it's exactly the same, but… I like when Jiminie is all needy too. I think it's cute." Jungkook feels nervous in a way that's a bit unfamiliar. Normally, admitting this sort of stuff doesn't leave him quite so frightened of being rejected, but everything feels a lot scarier at this stage of his heat, and he watches Jin-hyung's face for any sign of a negative reaction.

Of course, he doesn't get one.

Instead, the smile on Jin's face widens. "He is delightfully cute when he's needy, isn't he? I'm sure you've seen far more of it than I have, but even the brief glimpses I’ve gotten are just adorable."

"He really is adorable," Namjoon-hyung agrees. "And so are you, pup. The cutest. We're so happy to have you here with us like this – and so grateful that you trust us to look after you."

Jungkook pulls back far enough to look up at Namjoon-hyung. He still feels syrupy when he moves most of the time, especially now that he's not crying and his thoughts aren't coming in big panicked rushes. "I do," he says, trying to give the words at least some of the gravity he feels them with, but it still doesn't feel quite right – so he keeps talking. "I trust you guys and I… I know it's a little different for us, but Jiminie trusts you too. You know that, right?"

"I feel like we're earning it," Namjoon says, slow and careful as his gaze wanders off to the side like it normally does when he's giving something a lot of thought. After a few seconds, he looks back at Jungkook and continues, "It feels like we've made a lot of progress, and I'm completely fine with moving as slow as we need to, but I can't help wishing we could do more to show him we're safe. I know he's been through things we don't understand completely yet, but I just want to show him that we would never hurt either of you like that."

Jungkook can sympathize. He wants that too. He wants Jimin to see, and to feel safe, to show him that it's okay to let other people help take some of the weight off of his shoulders. He knows it's already happening, that being with the pack has changed so much for both of them – but it's hard when he wants the world for his mate.

"I understand that," is what Jungkook eventually says, taking another few seconds to think before continuing. "I know I haven't said a lot about it, but… you've all changed things for us so much already. There was… I don't– It's hard. I hate admitting that there are things Jiminie and I just couldn't really talk about before, but…"

"We all get stuck sometimes," Namjoon says. "I know both of you work so hard to take care of one another, and you do a really good job. It's okay if there are some things you just couldn't figure out yet. Trust me when I say we've had our fair share of that.”

“Really?”

Jin-hyung nods in agreement. "He's right. There were things it took years to get Taehyung-ah to open up about, and even more that I didn't find out until Yoongi-yah talked it through with him first."

“Yeah, and we’ve both struggled with getting Hoseok-ah to open up,” Namjoon says, letting out a little laugh. “Communication issues come up in every relationship, and there's a lot we're still working on too.”

That actually makes Jungkook feel a little bit of hope, like maybe he hasn't just been screwing up whenever he tries to talk to Jimin about Jihoon. If people as impressive as Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung can have a hard time getting their mates to talk to them about stuff, even after all of these years… then maybe there's a chance things really could get better.

That feeling of hope settles all warm and comforting inside of him. “That helps me feel less stuck, I think. Like maybe if I have help, we can talk about it someday.”

“I'm sure you will,” Namjoon says, a warm smile on his face. “And we'd love to be a part of it.”

“Joon-ah is right. We really would love to help. Now that Jimin-ah has started to open up, we can work toward helping him process some of those feelings, and use plenty of positive reinforcement to let him know that we're happy to assist. Trauma always comes with difficulties, but it thrives in silence and secrecy. Between all of us, I'm sure we can make it feel safer for him to get it out.”

Something about Jin-hyung's words makes the warm fuzzy feeling in Jungkook's brain dissipate in an instant.

He makes it sound so easy.

And it's not that Jungkook doesn't want it to be – of course he does – but it also makes him feel… upset? Like if it really was that easy, then he would have just figured it out by now, but Jin doesn't know. He has no idea how bad it got, and how hard Jungkook tried and tried, only to have nothing work and–

“We did something very similar with Taehyung-ah,” Jin continues, a smile on his face as a pit forms in Jungkook's stomach. “Once we got him talking, it was simple enough to start working on–”

“Kook-ah,” Namjoon interrupts, voice soft as he leans down to try and meet Jungkook's eyes. “Are you alright, pup? Your scent is going bitter.”

Jungkook doesn't want to make eye contact, doesn't want either of them to see the swirling mass of feelings rapidly swelling inside of him – especially not the anger. It feels like they think he didn't try at all, like it's not this big messy thing full of sharp corners and hurt for both him and Jimin. That's not fair. Jungkook saw so much in those horrible couple of months before he finally convinced Jimin to break things off with Jihoon.

How was he supposed to fix it when it hurts both of them to even talk about it?

He shakes his head away when Namjoon tries to tip his face up, and then Jin is reaching out to touch his shoulder, speaking softly, “Darling, if I said something to upset you–”

“You weren't there,” Jungkook bites out. “You don't know what it was like.” It comes out louder than he means it to, but they didn't see Jimin coming home with bruises and bites from being scruffed, didn't watch the love of their life turn into a shadow of himself, didn't–

He's crying before he can even think to hold it in. He needs to get away. Somewhere alone where he can let this out without anyone watching or telling him he doesn't have a right to be upset.

Jin's mouth opens in shock, silence stretching between them for a second until he starts to respond, but Jungkook is already on the move and far too focused to hear a word of it. He slips out of Namjoon's arms and dodges the alpha's attempts to reach out for him, scrambling out of the nest and heading down the hall as tears stream down his face.

He doesn't even think about where to go, just lets his feet carry him until he finds himself upstairs and in Taehyung's bedroom. Through bleary eyes, he takes in the furniture still exactly how he and Jimin had helped Taehyung arrange it months ago. There are photographs of all seven of them pinned to bulletin boards, taken from the slideshow they'd put together.

It makes his chest ache.

He wants them all here. His eyes settle on Taehyung's permanent nest and stay glued there. It would be so nice to climb inside. He's already missing the nest downstairs, but it's not like he can just go back down there after snapping at Jin-hyung like that, and it's not like he deserves to be in Taehyung's nest after that either.

God, what are the others going to say when they find out he yelled like that?

Jungkook just barely bites back a sob, leaving Taehyung's room and shutting the door behind him before collapsing against the wall of the hallway and hugging his knees close to his chest. He hates feeling like this. Hates knowing that Jin-hyung probably didn't even mean to make him upset, and hates how understanding that does nothing to soothe the cold twist of anger and guilt and sadness in his heart – all because of something that happened years ago that shouldn't even affect him like this.

Jimin was the one who got hurt, so why does it always hurt Jungkook to think about it too?

Why can't he just let it go? Why couldn't he just be better and do all the things Jin-hyung said instead of failing over and over and over?

And what is he even doing now? How is he supposed to expect the pack to want to keep them when he's snapping and crying and running off to hide in their hallway? He should get up and apologize. He should try to fix this, but he doesn't know how. It's impossible to think straight with his thoughts racing and reminding him of all his weaknesses and mistakes. Even moving feels impossible, so he just stays there, huddled up next to Taehyung's door and crying into the knees of his borrowed sweatpants.

Notes:

***A note for anyone wondering what scruffing is since I've had a couple of questions and didn't explain it well in the actual chapter:
So while a nip is over the scent gland (side of the neck) and generally a kind way to settle someone or express affection, a scruff is biting into the nape of the neck. I kind of envision it as a last ditch method of control someone could use on an omega - giving that same sort of limp, submissive sort of feeling (and definitely more paralyzing if it's hard enough), but without any of the positive bonding chemicals or pleasure (in fact, it would be pretty damn painful). So a very outdated and frowned upon method of controlling an omega.

~

This is probably a good time to note that the next few chapters are going to tackle a fair bit of past trauma and some of the difficult emotions around it. We're going to answer a lot of lingering questions, but more importantly we're going to open the door for a lot more healing to happen.

As mentioned before, we will occasionally dip our toes into angst with this fic, but we definitely aren't going to live there, and there's gonna be a whole lot of comfort and softness to try and balance out everything we have to work through.

See you Sunday for our next chapter! (。^▽^)

Chapter 65: Letting It Out

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon and Jin are both left wide eyed and open mouthed as they watch Jungkook run off, leaving a trail of bitter citrus scent in the air behind him. At first, Jin seems intent on following, but Namjoon just catches him by the wrist and shakes his head.

Jin stops immediately, frowning as he looks at Namjoon and then back toward where Jungkook ran off, his shoulders dropping in a long sigh. "It would appear I've miscalculated by quite a large margin," he mutters, turning back to Namjoon once more. His scent has gone muted, not quite distressed, but enough for Namjoon to know Jin is upset with himself.

"You couldn't have known. Kook-ah is especially sensitive right now, but I'm sure he knows you weren't trying to hurt him," Namjoon says, letting go of Jin's wrist and taking his hand instead. "Let's give him just a couple of minutes, and then I'll go grab him."

"Yes, that's probably best." Jin goes quiet again after he says it, shaking his head and clearly still thinking very hard.

Namjoon scoots closer, raising Jin's hand up and brushing a kiss along his knuckles. "Tell me what's going on in your head right now?"

"I should have considered what sort of toll it would take to see the person you love go through something terrible. I thought the reason they had a difficult time talking about it together was just because Jimin-ah had trouble with it, but if Jungkook-ah really was that close to everything, then of course he would be carrying around scars from it too. Who knows if either of them have really been able to talk about what they went through?"

"While that is a very good point, and something we should all talk about when we can, I just want to make sure you're not putting all of that on your shoulders. You had no way of knowing, and now that we do, we can tackle it together." Namjoon is careful to keep his tone neutral, not accusatory. Jin is very reasonable most of the time, but moments like these can get a little difficult for him – when he feels like he's made a mistake he needs to fix.

Luckily, it seems to go over well.

Jin pauses for a moment, then takes a deep breath. As he exhales, his scent begins to even out and he leans his head on Namjoon's shoulder. "Yes, you're right. I'll do my best to make amends with Jungkook-ah and talk this over with Hobi-yah as soon as an opportunity comes up."

Namjoon nods his approval and leans his own head against Jin's. Hoseok is always good at helping Jin organize his thoughts about things like this, and the two of them together are a force to be reckoned with. Sometimes Namjoon wonders how they ever made it through those early days without Hoseok. "That's a good idea. Once you two get a chance to talk, you can help the rest of us figure out how to adjust our approach. It's going to be okay. We're going to take good care of both Jimin and Jungkook."

"We will. Thank you, Joon-ah."

"Of course. Nice to get to help you for a change."

"You help me plenty."

"Not usually with stuff like this."

Jin hums, giving this a moment of thought. "Is that a request?"

"Just an observation. I don't feel left out or anything – but I'm still enjoying this opportunity that happened to fall into my lap."

"More like tripped into your lap," Jin says with a little huff of laughter.

"You're cute even when you trip."

"I'm stunning in every moment."

Now it's Namjoon's turn to laugh. "Yeah, you definitely are. I love you."

"I love you too. As much as I've enjoyed this, it's probably time for you to go collect our missing omega. I'll feel much better once we get him back in the nest and settled."

"Yeah, me too. I'll be back as soon as I can. Check in with the others while I'm gone?"

"Absolutely."

~~

It isn't terribly hard to find Jungkook, not with the bitter scent of distress rolling off of him and leaving a very distinct trail. As Namjoon makes his way up the far staircase, the scent goes a little more sour, and definitely stronger too. He spots Jungkook just down the hall, sitting with his knees pulled to his chest outside the door to Taehyung's room. Namjoon is a little surprised not to find him inside, figuring his instincts might have led him to another nest.

They did lead him almost all the way to the nest. Maybe that means something.

Namjoon doesn't try to be quiet, and he can see Jungkook flinch at his approach, a fresh wave of sour citrus filling the air. He hates the thought of being a source of anxiety for his omega, but he knows Jungkook isn't thinking logically right now – that he's probably afraid of the consequences of their first messy misunderstanding more than he's afraid of Namjoon. His shoulders shake as he cries, face hidden in his knees.

Poor thing.

"Hey, Kook-ah," Namjoon says softly as he approaches. "Would it be okay for us to talk a little?”

Jungkook lifts his head, looking up at Namjoon with a tear stained face and wide, sad eyes. "I yelled at Jin-hyung," he croaks, blinking away more tears and letting his head drop back onto his knees. "I shouldn't have. I didn't mean to. I–"

"Baby, nobody is upset with you." Namjoon gets onto the floor next to Jungkook and reaches out to lay a hand on his shoulder, wary of any sign that he doesn't want to be touched right now. There's nothing. No flinch, no change in his scent. Namjoon hopes that's good enough, because all he wants to do at the moment is comfort Jungkook. “Can I bring you back to the nest? It's got to be distressing to be away from it right now.”

“Don't deserve it,” Jungkook mumbles, hugging his knees tighter.

Well, that would explain why he didn't make it to Taehyung's permanent nest.

“I don't think that's true at all. You hardly raised your voice, and even if you had screamed we still wouldn't be upset with you, pup. I know Jin-hyung would really like to see you so he can apologize.”

“Apologize?” Jungkook asks, raising his head again. “I should be saying sorry to him. What would he even have to apologize to me about?”

The scent of bitter citrus is still rolling off of Jungkook, strong enough that Namjoon tries not to breathe through his nose too much. He needs to switch tactics. “I think that's something he'd like to explain to you himself, but if going back to the nest still sounds a little too scary right now, would it be okay if I wanted to get closer to you?”

For a moment, it looks like Jungkook is ready to deny himself that comfort too, biting his lip as another choking wave of that bitter scent fills the air. “Sounds nice…” he eventually whispers, his gaze on the floor in front of them. “Only if you want.”

“I do want that, baby. So much. Come here for me?” Jungkook only hesitates briefly before crawling towards Namjoon's open arms. The effect is almost instant, his scent getting less bitter by the second as soon as he's being cradled in Namjoon's lap. “There you go, pup. That's much better, isn't it? Thank you for letting me do this.”

“Hyung, I…” Jungkook trails off, still shaking with tears as he tips his head down near Namjoon's scent gland and breathes in deeply.

If this were Taehyung he was dealing with, Namjoon would have already settled him with a nip and carried him back downstairs. He wishes he had that option with Jungkook, especially when the omega is so clearly in need of the comfort and security of a nest, but that would be quite the leap at this stage in their relationship. They haven't even properly scented yet, and it will be important to talk through Jungkook's feelings about nips too.

For now, this will have to do.

After a minute or so of breathing right next to Namjoon's scent gland, Jungkook's own scent starts to even out a little. He's still sniffling, but the tears seem to have slowed down as well. His voice comes out quiet when he whispers, “It wasn't bad.”

“What wasn't bad, baby?”

“What Jin-hyung said… about helping Jiminie. I want that. I really do. He just… made it sound so easy, like I must not have tried at all, but I did, hyung. I tried so many times, and Jimin tried too, but we just… Nothing worked. Nothing ever worked and all it did was make us both cry.”

Namjoon can feel Jungkook getting tense again, so he shifts the hand cradling the omega's back up to the nape of his neck, rubbing his thumb in gentle circles over his scent gland. “Oh, pup, we know you tried. That isn't what Jin meant at all, okay? We know it won't be easy even with all of us working together, but eventually we will be able to help – and not Just Jimin-ah either. We all help one another sometimes, and we can help you too.”

It looks like Jungkook is about to respond, his lips parting for a moment before they close again and he cuddles in closer to Namjoon with a tiny little whine.

They really should get back to the nest.

“Can I bring you back downstairs, Kook-ah? I know Jin will be so happy to see you.”

“You're sure?” Jungkook whispers, still clinging to Namjoon.

“Yeah, baby. I'm sure. I told him I was going to bring you back, so he's waiting for us down there.”

After a few seconds of silence, Jungkook finally lets out a soft little, “Okay, hyung.”

*******

As much as he wishes he had thought things through better, Seokjin is still admittedly glad to be hitting this milestone now rather than later.

He's yet to really have any sort of tension like this with either Jimin or Jungkook. It's one of those things that's unavoidable in relationships, and even if Jungkook isn't exactly thinking the clearest right now, this is still a valuable look into what resolving conflict with him might entail. In a way, he's so easygoing most of the time that Seokjin half expected to be doing this with Jimin first – but of course Jungkook is also much more forthcoming with his emotions, both positive and negative. It's a trait that he shares with Taehyung, and Seokjin is very glad for that.

The phone call he makes to check in with Hoseok is very brief, just a short conversation to confirm that they've arrived and are working on a sweep of the area before they split up. Nothing interesting so far. If whoever stole from them is any good, there shouldn't be anything suspicious, but they aren't planning to cut any corners.

Still, it leaves him waiting when the call ends.

Seokjin likes to think of himself as patient, but right now when he's still surrounded by the lingering smell of Jungkook's distress, he can't help feeling a bit antsy. He hates knowing that their omega is in distress and so far from the nest. There's a chance Jungkook made his way up to Taehyung's nest, but somehow Seokjin doubts that he would have used it – especially without someone there to coax him inside.

It's hard to focus as he scrolls mindlessly on his phone, but thankfully Namjoon returns a bit sooner than expected, Jungkook cradled in his arms. The omega's scent has evened out considerably, and he clings so hard to Namjoon that it's impossible to see his face yet. One tilt of Namjoon's head and a quick series of microexpressions is enough to communicate that Jungkook is feeling bad about before, and that Seokjin making the first move will probably be helpful.

He waits for the two of them to get back into the nest before scooting in closer. Jungkook's face is still buried in Namjoon's shoulder, but it's at least easy to tell he isn't crying anymore. “Oh, there's my precious Jungkook-ah,” Seokjin says, keeping his voice soft and warm. “I'm so glad you're back so I can tell you that I'm sorry for earlier. It was inconsiderate of me not to think of what you must have been through, seeing all of that happen to someone you care so deeply for.”

Jungkook finally pulls away from Namjoon's shoulder, looking up at Seokjin with apprehension for a few tense seconds before his already puffy eyes start to well up with fresh tears. He does his best to blink them away, pressing a kiss to Namjoon's cheek and then climbing out of his lap.

In almost no time at all, Seokjin finds himself with his own lapful of fussy omega as Jungkook wraps his arms tight around him, words coming out panicked and quick as he says, “I'm so sorry for yelling at you, hyung. I know you didn't deserve it and you didn't mean anything by it, and I just got upset over nothing and–”

“Darling, it's okay,” Seokjin interrupts, returning Jungkook's embrace and rubbing a hand slowly up and down his back. “I don't think you were upset about nothing, and I'm so glad you let us know you’re hurting so we can figure out how to help you feel better when we talk about it again.”

“You're really not mad?”

“Not in the slightest, darling. I am wondering if it's okay for us to talk about it a little though. Do you think you feel up to that?”

“We can, but I – Can we umm…” Jungkook trails off with a sniffle before pulling back enough to look at Seokjin, biting at his lip. “Kiss please?”

“I'd like that very much.” Seokjin leans in slowly, letting Jungkook close the last of the distance between them and listening to the soft little hum of pleasure he lets out. The kiss sends Jungkook's scent tipping sweet again, more like an omega in heat should smell, and Jin feels his own scent getting stronger in response. After a few seconds, he pulls back and plants another kiss on Jungkook's cheek. “Is that better, darling?”

Jungkook's eyes flutter back open and his face cracks into a shy little smile. “Yeah, it's better, hyung.”

“Very good. Let's get you cuddled in between me and Joon-ah, and then we can revisit our conversation from earlier.”

“Only if you're both ready for me,” Namjoon says. He's been patiently watching the whole time, his expression nakedly fond.

“Want you close too, hyung,” Jungkook answers, turning his head toward Namjoon and reaching out to beckon him closer. “Please?”

Once they've all cuddled up and settled Jungkook between them, Seokjin reaches down for the omega's wrist and slowly lifts it to his face. “May I? The kiss was a good start, but you might feel a bit more at ease after a scenting. Though, if you'd prefer–”

Jungkook smiles wide and cuts him off with a hurried, “Yes please.”

It's a little bit electric, finally getting a taste of Jungkook's lovely orange scent as it goes sweet under Seokjin's tongue. When the scenting is returned and he feels Jungkook lick over his wrist, the spike of adoration that swells in his chest is simply too big to ignore, and he leans in for another kiss just as soon as they've finished.

There's a small rumble from Namjoon, low and possessive as he watches the two of them. The sound is enough to have Jungkook letting out a whine as their kiss ends, and he turns to Namjoon right after. Now it's Seokjin's turn to watch as the two of them exchange a couple of kisses and then a scenting as well, and it leaves him thinking about just how far they've come, how a month ago getting either Jimin or Jungkook into a nest for cuddles would have been a far off dream.

While those early days were wonderful, it's impossible not to be happy that they are where they're at now, and there's only more to come. More comfort and more closeness, more milestones…

Like sorting out their first serious bit of miscommunication.

Once those two have finished and it's clear everyone is feeling comfortable, Seokjin decides to raise the subject again. "Do you think you can tell me what you were thinking about earlier, Jungkook-ah?"

"Maybe what you told me would be a good start," Namjoon says.

"Sure, but I umm… I just want to say first that I do want what you said – for you to help Jiminie talk about what happened. It was just that… you made it sound so easy, and I felt like you must have thought I didn't try," Jungkook says, his voice getting smaller. "I did try, hyung. I tried so much but it just didn't work."

"Oh, darling, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that at all, and I don't want you to think for a moment that I assumed you didn't try. You're a wonderful mate and I know for a fact that you and Jimin-ah have always done everything you can to help one another – and it shows."

"I’m sorry. I know you didn't mean it like that. My brain just twisted it and I got all worked up over nothing."

Alright, time to tread carefully.

"I don't know if that's necessarily true," Jin says, keeping his tone as gentle as he can. "It sounds like you might have a lot of your own pain around this subject, and I didn't do a very good job of considering that."

Jungkook frowns a little at this. "It hurts, but… I don't know…"

"What you said earlier – you told me I 'don't know what it was like', and I think that says a lot about how hard it must have been for you to watch that happen to Jimin."

"Yeah but…" Jungkook bites at his bottom lip, eyes filling with tears that have both Namjoon and Seokjin cuddling in closer. "If it was hard for me to see, how hard must it have been for him to live? I don't feel like I have a right to be upset."

"It doesn't work that way, pup," Namjoon assures him. "Neither of you feeling hurt invalidates the other, and it doesn't matter who had it harder in any aspect. You both have every right to be upset."

"That's right, darling. You both deserve a space to talk and to heal, and it's understandable that it would have been hard to talk about together when you both have so much pain surrounding it."

There's a few seconds of silence before Jungkook blinks and a few tears go rolling down his cheeks. "I just wish I could have helped," he whispers, just barely loud enough to be heard.

"You did help," Namjoon says. "You talked Jimin-ah into breaking up with that guy, didn't you? And you've spent years now showing him what it means to be truly loved and cared for. If that's not helping, I don't know what is, baby."

"And we want to help you too," Seokjin adds. "We can give both of you a place to talk about what you went through, and figure out ways to make sure you can feel secure and safe going forward."

"You really…" Jungkook swallows, forcing himself through a couple of long, shaking breaths. "You think it will help?"

Seokjin nods. "I'm confident it will."

"But it's not… I mean, what Jimin went through isn't… I want him to be able to tell you in his own time."

"There are ways to deal with that," Namjoon says. "We had to navigate something similar with Taehyung when we all got together."

"Not exactly the same, but maybe it would help to hear a little about that?" Seokjin offers.

"Maybe? Will you tell me about it?"

"Yes, I think I can explain," Seokjin says. "When Taehyung-ah and I first decided to court Joon-ah and Yoongi-yah, we'd already been together for a couple of years, and discussed a great deal of what he went through at the hands of his family. I wanted him to be able to share those things with our new mates when he was ready, but it was also important for me to communicate some possible triggers and patterns of behavior they may wish to be aware of. Our policy was that they would always give Taehyung-ah space to talk about his experiences when he was ready, letting him tell them in his own words and to separate that from the things I had told them as much as possible."

"Did TaeTae want those things to be a secret?"

"Some of them more so than others," Seokjin answers. "Still, I do recognize the differences from your own situation, but there might be another solution I can offer. In the days before we went off to college, I was determined to help Taehyung-ah myself. It took a bit of a toll, hearing so many horrible things that had happened to him, and I ended up seeing a wonderful therapist for support and guidance. Perhaps if you feel unsure about talking to us, we could help you find a professional to discuss it with instead?"

Jungkook shakes his head. "I've tried therapy before, but I've never really had a good experience. I'd rather not again unless… I mean, if I had to someday, I would. But if I can talk with you guys then maybe that would be enough – unless that's too much to ask? Do you want me to talk to someone else?"

"You're not asking," Namjoon clarifies gently. "We're offering. It's more about what you're comfortable with than it is about anything else."

"And it sounds like you might feel more comfortable with us. Is that right?" Seokjin asks.

"Yeah, I think I would feel safer sharing with people who I know care about me, and about Jiminie."

It's impossible to miss how much this clearly pleases Namjoon. His scent only spikes the slightest amount, but Seokjin would know that possessive glint in his eyes anywhere. It's not that Namjoon is opposed to therapy in the slightest, but he loves being needed by his mates – and he's probably almost as desperate to figure out what happened back in Busan as Taehyung is. (He's just a little better at hiding it.)

"We do care so much about both of you," Namjoon says. "And we would be very happy to help in any way you'll let us, baby."

"Joon-ah is right. We'd love to give you some space to talk now if you're feeling up to it? If not, that's okay too. I know we've covered quite a bit already."

Jungkook chews at his lower lip, eyebrows scrunched together slightly as he thinks. "I want to, but I… If I say something, are you going to talk to Jiminie about it? Not that I don't want him to know we're talking. I'll tell him that part and anything else he wants to know, but…"

"Why don't I clarify what assumptions I'm operating under?" Seokjin offers. "We can start there and discuss if you would like something different."

After a moment, Jungkook gives a slow nod.

"Perfect. First off, I have no intention of telling Jimin or any of the others about things you tell me in confidence. That's something that's always true – even outside of conversations like this – so long as nobody is in any danger. If I would like to share something you've told me, I'll ask you first. What you tell Jimin-ah or any of the others is your business, though I'll always encourage more communication where it makes sense. Ultimately, my interest is in giving you some space to open up and share your feelings, and hopefully to be able to help you work through them. Did I miss anything, Joon-ah?"

“No. I think that's a perfect summary, and the same is true for anything you tell me in those cases as well. It's how the five of us have decided to handle secrets as a pack – at least for the most part, so you might hear something similar from the others too. We encourage honesty, but so long as nobody is hurt or in danger, keeping secrets is something we can work around. Does that sound okay with you, Kook-ah?”

“Yeah, that seems okay to me. I feel better knowing it's something you all do for one another already sometimes, so it's not just me.”

“Not just you at all,” Seokjin assures him. “We all need support and space to share without the whole pack knowing sometimes.”

*******

Jungkook really does want to talk. He hasn't before, not really. Not about any of this.

Of course he and Jimin have talked about what happened. They spent hours in the beginning talking and crying and making sure that whatever their relationship was going to look like, it wouldn't be anything like what happened with Jihoon. As much as Jimin didn't want to be hurt again, he also wanted to be absolutely sure he never hurt Jungkook like that either. They've talked, negotiated, and fixed the things that didn't work.

But that's different than talking about how they felt back then, and especially about how they still feel about it now. Jungkook just wants someone besides him to understand just how hard it was to see Jimin like that, to try and talk to his best friend in the whole world and be met with obvious lies – or even worse, silence.

He just doesn't even know where to start.

Luckily, Namjoon-hyung helps him along. “Having a hard time figuring out what to say, pup?”

“A little.”

“Are you open to suggestions?” Namjoon waits patiently for a response, only continuing once Jungkook gives him a short little nod. “Alright. You've been talking a lot about wanting us to know that you tried to help. Do you want to tell us what that looked like? How long did it take you to get through to him?”

“A few months, I think. The beginning was… weird. One day Jiminie was telling me about some Jihoon that started flirting with him, and then he started to get distant. It took me a while to see it for what it was. I wish I'd been faster, but I think I was in denial – like a part of me was still hoping that I would present soon too and I'd be an alpha and Jiminie would get all starry eyed talking about me instead. He'd just presented too, and I had no clue what that was like so I was trying to be understanding. Stupid. I was so damn stupid.”

Jungkook is already crying. He knew he would as soon as he started talking, but it's not like he doesn't usually spend most of his suppressed heats crying anyways, and at least this time he's not crying alone, or all over an exhausted Jimin. With any luck, he won't have to suppress another heat for a long time – maybe ever.

First he has to get through this one though. Thankfully he's not alone, and it's Namjoon-hyung who finally tugs Jungkook up tight against him, tangling fingers in his hair and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “I don't think you were stupid at all. You couldn’t have known what was going to happen.”

“He's right, Jungkook-ah,” Jin-hyung says, cuddling up against Jungkook's back. “It wasn't your fault.”

"Just wish I had seen it sooner, or known what to ask in the beginning – or if I had just told him I was in love with him before, then it never would have happened in the first place."

Jin-hyung lets out a sad sounding little sigh. "You had no way of knowing, darling. Being afraid to confess those feelings is completely normal."

"I know, but I just–" Jungkook cuts himself off with a sniffle and buries his face harder against Namjoon's chest. This earns him more cuddles, more kisses pressed into his hair, and more gentle whispered encouragements from both of them.

"You're doing so well, Kook-ah," Namjoon says. "We're so proud of you for talking to us, and if you need to be done for now, that's okay too."

"No, I…" Jungkook shakes his head. He wants to talk, wants to tell them everything – or at least more than he has so far. "I want to keep going, at least far enough to explain what actually happened and not just how bad I feel about it."

"Take as much time as you need."

"We aren't going anywhere."

It takes a few long, shaking breaths before Jungkook starts to feel like he's ready to continue again, and he finally stops pressing his face directly into Namjoon-hyung's chest. He still stays close though, making sure there's plenty of that warm sandalwood scent keeping him grounded here where he's safe and secure between two of his hyungs.

"Okay, I'm ready," he says, more for himself than anyone else. "I didn't notice a lot in the first month or so, just Jiminie getting a bit more distant, but not enough for me to be super worried yet. He always kept up with all of our training and school, but he was gone some nights when he normally would have been home and hanging out with me. He gushed about Jihoon in the first few weeks, but then he just… stopped talking about him at all. He was still busy, so I knew they were dating but things started getting worse from there."

"Worse how?" Namjoon-hyung asks.

"Jiminie got quiet. He used to be so loud and confident, but it was like he started to shrink and I didn't understand what was happening. I'd seen him feeling down like that before after a fight with his parents, or if he failed at something that meant a lot to him, but that only ever lasted a few days or so. This just kept getting worse. If I asked him what was up, he would just tell me he was tired and then move onto talking about something else right away. I tried asking him about Jihoon, if the two of them were okay, but he never gave a straight answer. It went on for a month, him just steadily getting more and more quiet while I tried to figure out what was wrong or cheer him up."

The memories sting, all the confusion and uncertainty that he felt back then swirling inside of him now and nearly turning his stomach. It's always like this when he tries to talk about it – making his thoughts all muddy as they speed by.

It's Jin-hyung who gives him a gentle push this time when a few seconds of silence pass. "And after that month?"

Jungkook takes a steadying breath, not even bothering to fight the tears steadily falling from his eyes. "I knew something was really wrong when I saw the first bruises. We were training together, hand-to-hand combat like we always did on Tuesdays. I hadn't even realized he'd been wearing turtlenecks the whole week, but when he stripped down to his t-shirt I saw a big bruise on his neck, already going all yellow as it healed. Even then it was still clearly a bite mark."

"Over his scent gland, or…?" Namjoon-hyung trails off in favor of pressing another kiss into Jungkook's hair.

"No, it was– They were always over the back of his neck, like here," Jungkook answers, his hand shaking as he reaches back to touch the nape of his own neck.

There's a soft sort of rumble from Namjoon's chest, and Jungkook can't help but wonder if this makes the alpha as angry as it makes him. When Namjoon speaks, his voice is low and strained. "He scruffed him?"

"Jiminie thought it was a nip. Jihoon told him it was. I don't know why he believed him when they taught us different in health class. Honestly, I don't think he even really did. When he tried to explain it to me, it felt more like he was trying to make himself believe it."

"Even the smartest people can get sucked into something like that," Jin-hyung says. His mint scent is getting stronger, which is nice because Namjoon-hyung's is going muted, almost like Jin is compensating for the shift. "Sometimes trying to believe the lies that abusers tell is just about playing by the 'rules' to avoid punishment – an attempt at avoiding further pain. Awful, truly. I can't imagine what it must have been like for you to see that."

"It was… I… I tried to talk to him, to confront him but he just kept telling me it was normal and not to worry about it, and I… I backed down. I didn't know what else to do and I was so afraid to lose him completely."

Jungkook does his best to choke back a sob, but he only half manages it. There's a brief moment of stillness before Namjoon-hyung pulls back enough to cup his face, brushing away tears and tipping his head up to look at him. Even through bleary eyes, he can make out the beginnings of tears in Namjoon's eyes too, the alpha's jaw set tight as he wipes away Jungkook's tears.

"You did what you could, pup. It sounds like you were there for him when nobody else was," Namjoon assures him, leaning in and giving Jungkook a firm kiss as his scent starts to get stronger again (probably because Jungkook's own scent has gone so distressed).

It helps. The physical touch is grounding, and Namjoon's scent helps set something inside of him at ease, even if it doesn't stop the tears. He feels safe, he realizes. Even crying and thinking about some of the worst things he's ever been through, he feels like they won't let him fall. One kiss turns into two before he finds himself being turned to face Jin-hyung instead, and accepts a kiss from him as well.

It's a relatively quick press of lips, every bit as firm and grounding as Namjoon's was, and followed by whispered praise and then more tiny kisses peppered over his cheeks. “You did so well, darling. Being brave in the face of all of that and still doing your best to look after Jimin-ah. He's so lucky to have such an incredible mate.”

“But I… I wasn't fast enough. He still got hurt.”

“That doesn't sound like what you just told me. It sounds like you were right there from the very beginning, doing your best to be a good friend and help him. And from everything else I've heard, I'm sure that without your help, he would have stayed much longer and the damage would have been far more substantial. The two of you managed to escape that situation with scars, but none so debilitating that you couldn't build a life together. I would say that is a testament to the strength of your relationship and to how deeply you care for him – both of which are things worthy of being proud of.”

Proud.

Jungkook doesn't think he can do that. Not that he isn't proud of his and Jimin's relationship, but the thought of that pride touching what he considers such a massive failure just doesn't feel right. Maybe if he'd managed to convince Jimin before his first heat – before Jihoon left such a deep scar, then maybe.

But he didn't do that.

“I don't know if I can be proud, hyung.”

Jin-hyung gives him a sad little smile. “That's okay,” he says. “You don't have to be if you're not ready, but I'm still going to be proud of you for taking such good care of Jimin-ah.”

“I didn't though. He still– There was… It took what happened during his first heat for things to actually end,” Jungkook finally manages, his voice coming out high and strained.

“Darling, I'm not sure what happened, but I am sure it wasn't your fault.”

“He's right, pup,” Namjoon-hyung says, the arm wrapped around Jungkook's middle giving him a squeeze. “You did what you could. It's okay.”

It's not okay. They don't know the truth.

His mouth opens to explain, but he hesitates. This really isn't his story to tell, and he doesn't want Jimin to be mad at him for saying too much – but they don't understand why it hurts so much. They haven't seen Jimin in actual heat, how terrified he is of being left alone or–

Jungkook needs them to understand.

"It's not okay though. You don't… I have to tell you, but you can't say anything to Jiminie until I talk to him. Please, I–"

"Not a word, darling," Jin-hyung says. "We promise."

"Promise," Namjoon echoes. "You can let it out, Kook-ah. We've got you."

Jungkook takes a shaking breath, mind gone almost entirely quiet with the realization that he's never told this to anyone – and when he opens his mouth, the words just start to tumble out.

"After Jihoon's rut, he was sure they were going to break up. He said Jihoon had been so angry with him for leaving before his pre-rut ended, yelling and swearing and calling his phone like a hundred times. Except when Jihoon came back to school, he wasn't acting mad anymore. Even when Jiminie tried to break up with him, he didn't yell or anything. He told Jiminie he understood and that everything was okay and that he was going to change and be better if he could just get one more chance. I told Jiminie not to believe him. I don't even think he really did, but he was… He was starting his first preheat, probably triggered by all the rut pheromones. He wasn't thinking straight. When Jihoon offered to look after him through his heat, Jiminie said yes."

Jin-hyung's face is already twisting into a frown, but Jungkook can't stop now that he's started, his heart racing as the words just keep coming.

"Jihoon didn't come around much during his preheat – some excuse about catching up on schoolwork after his rut – but he showed up when Jiminie's heat started. He… he wasn't there long, barely half a day."

"He left him in heat?" Namjoon says, his voice barely audible and followed by a low growl.

Jungkook nods, swallowing hard. "Jiminie peaks early and… Jihoon waited for him to be as far gone as he could, then he broke up with him right then and there. That would have been bad enough, but… He took a video. It was… fuck, I've never– It was Jiminie completely gone in heat, crying and begging him to stay. Just agreeing with every horrible thing Jihoon said about him for minutes to try and convince him not to go."

He can still see that stupid video when he thinks about it, can still hear Jimin's sobbing and the stuttered agreements to every awful name Jihoon called him…

"You saw it." It's not really a question when Jin-hyung says it, just a statement that's almost too quiet to hear.

"Everyone saw it," Jungkook confirms, starting to shake as that familiar anger shoots through him. "Jihoon made sure of it. Showed everyone he could and plastered it on all of Jimin's social media. That's why he doesn't have any accounts, even now. We both left the school and did private classes, but not before I broke Jihoon's nose. I should have killed him. I wanted to kill him, but his family has ties with mine and it could have put us in danger of retaliation – and Jiminie just wanted to pretend it never happened. I finally confessed my feelings, and we just… moved forward I guess. At least it was together, but… Well, now you know. That’s all of it."

Jungkook feels almost numb by the end of telling the story. He's crying, but he's been crying this whole time, so that's not a surprise. The air in the room feels heavy as a few seconds of silence pass between them. Jin-hyung's mouth is hanging open in shock, and his scent has gone sour, just like Namjoon-hyung's.

Eventually, Jin breaks the silence, pulling Jungkook in tight, nearly crushing him to his chest. "I'm so sorry you went through that, darling. I can't… It's hard to even imagine how incredibly difficult that must have been for both of you. None of that ever should have happened, and you need to know that it wasn't your fault anymore than it was Jimin-ah's."

Namjoon-hyung starts to shift behind him too, reaching around and taking one of Jungkook's hands in his and then pressing his lips to the back of his neck. There's wetness there, but it's not from Namjoon's mouth, which must mean… it's tears.

Jungkook tries to turn and comfort Namjoon, but he's pressed too tightly between him and Jin, so he just squeezes Namjoon's hand instead and whispers, "I'm sorry hyung. I didn't mean to make you cry."

"Wha– Baby, no," Namjoon says, lips still pressed against Jungkook's neck. "You don't have to worry about that even a little. I'm sorry you ever had to go through any of that. It's hard to hear about something so awful happening to two people who I… who I care about so much."

"Didn't really happen to me," Jungkook says. Even now, that statement doesn't feel entirely true. It didn't happen to him – at least not the same way it happened to Jimin, but–

"Jungkook-ah." Jin's voice comes out low, but firm.

"Hyung?"

"I understand you wanting to make a distinction between what Jimin-ah experienced and what you experienced. You're right that they are very different, but that doesn't change the fact that what you lived through was also very traumatic and clearly left you with scars. They're different from Jimin-ah's, but that doesn't make them any less real or serious. I also imagine that you did your very best to push them aside and take care of Jimin-ah while he dealt with all of this. Is that right?"

"I mean… I guess? He needed me and I didn't really have time to be upset. We cried a lot together and talked, but the last thing I wanted to do was make him feel guilty because it hurt me to see him like that. It wasn't his fault."

"That was very selfless of you. I don't want to ignore that you shouldered that alone so that he wouldn't have to, because that was a very big sacrifice you chose to make, and I think it says a lot about how incredibly caring and kind you are. That being said, it's not healthy for you to keep this all inside and tell yourself it's nothing when that is very clearly not the case – and I want to commend you for your bravery in deciding to share some of this with us. I'm very proud of you."

There it is again. Proud.

Jin-hyung is proud of him.

Namjoon's voice comes from behind him while he's still trying to process Jin's words. "He's right, pup. You've been very brave just now, and we're both so proud of you. I promise you have every right to be upset and hurt by what you went through, and it doesn't detract even a little from the sympathy we feel for Minnie. You're not taking any part of his experience away by also being hurt. We're going to take care of both of you, and make sure you never have to deal with something like that again."

Jungkook gives up on trying to process everything they're saying, his mind running almost too fast for him to keep up. He falls apart. He sobs and shakes and clings to whoever is closest while they take turns whispering encouragements he can only half make out. They tell him it's okay to cry, that he's allowed to be upset, that they're still proud of him.

It's simultaneously too much, and yet exactly what he needs. The tears just keep coming, spurred on by their words and his suppressed heat making all of his emotions more intense. He doesn't remember the last time he cried like this. Even a month or two back when he'd run himself into the ground with too much work and school... The breakdown he had when he crashed then had been full of hopeless crying.

This doesn't feel like that.

He feels like there is hope now, for both him and Jimin to feel better – for things to change. It gives these tears a whole other weight, one that he wants to cherish even if it hurts right now.

He doesn't know how long it takes him to finish, only that he feels exhausted by the time he notices his cheeks are dry again, his face pressed against the still damp fabric of someone's shirt. Namjoon-hyung, he determines after breathing in the alpha's scent.

“I think he might be starting to settle,” Jin's voice says. It takes a moment for Jungkook to place it as coming from behind him, but when he does, he turns his head to look and finds Jin smiling down at him. “Hello, darling. How are you feeling?”

Jungkook takes a moment to process the question, and then a little longer to try and formulate an answer. How does he feel? A little floaty for sure, but somewhere under that he expects to find dread and anxiety after everything they talked about – except it isn't there when he searches himself for it. There's a little sadness, and an awareness that he'll need to talk about all of this with Jimin, but he's not really that worried about it.

He might even feel… better? Lighter almost, like he's set down a heavy weight he didn't even realize he was carrying around in his chest.

“I think…” His voice comes out hoarse from all the crying, but he clears his throat and tries again. “I think I feel better, hyung.”

Jin's smile widens and he leans down to give a kiss to Jungkook's cheek. “That makes us so happy to hear, Jungkook-ah. Thank you so much for all of the trust you just showed us.”

“We really do appreciate it so much,” Namjoon-hyung says. He's got a little smile on his face too when Jungkook turns to look up at him. The alpha reaches up to cup his cheek and Jungkook leans contentedly into the touch, feeling so perfectly safe between the two of them. “Look at you, so relaxed for us now. Are you tired, pup? Anything we can get you?”

“M'tired,” Jungkook agrees, turning his head to press a kiss to Namjoon-hyung's wrist and then letting his eyes slip closed. “Don't need anything. Can I sleep? Will you stay?”

There's a tiny puff of laughter from Namjoon. “Yeah, baby, you can sleep. We aren't going anywhere.”

“We'll be right here with you,” Jin-hyung adds. “Promise.”

Notes:

We're really getting things out into the open now! On Wednesday, we'll take a little break from the angst for a short interlude to see what Taehyung, Hoseok, and Yoongi have been up to while this was happening :)

After that, the last two chapters in this arc will focus on cleaning up this mess, and beginning to forge a path for the future.

Chapter 66: Interlude – The Missing Shipment

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

For as much as Hoseok would prefer to be home with Jungkookie right now, he feels in his element the moment they arrive at their warehouses. There are a lot of details to see to, and the details are his specialty.

The first order of business is a thorough walkthrough. They need to make sure to check for any other signs of disturbance, and confirm that the only people on site are their own. There's a lot of ground to cover. They own a large lot with several warehouses on it, and though only one of them holds any real valuables, if the others show any sign of tampering or breaking and entering, it will at least let them know how informed their thieves were. Taehyung takes the lead for this part, scanning for trouble while Hoseok and Yoongi keep an eye out for anything else.

There's nothing at the other warehouses, no signs that anyone tried to get inside or tamper with anything. They're still full of innocuous pallets of products that shift between Jin's various business ventures. Hoseok honestly has no idea what most of it is, or how much of it is legitimate business and how much is part of their money laundering. He's content to leave most of those complexities to Jin, since accounting of any sort has never been something he's enjoyed – not that he doesn't listen when Jin needs someone to vent to. It's just that most of it flies right over his head.

This is more his speed.

He finds the meticulous work of checking every corner and gathering up a list of all the people working last night very satisfying. Once their sweep of the area is complete and Taehyung is satisfied that their safety is of little concern, they each split off with a member of the security team.

Yoongi heads straight for the computers, Taehyung starts interviewing his people, and Hoseok makes for the office to dig through manifests and verify that the rest of their acquisitions are all where they're meant to be. He's accompanied by Minhyuk, one of their veteran security team employees. Taehyung hand picked everyone they brought with them today, wary of trusting someone new when looking into something delicate like this.

Hoseok is well acquainted with a majority of the security team, so he and Minhyuk make a bit of pleasant conversation on their way to the office before settling into their duties.

It takes several hours. He's offered help by both Minhyuk and the warehouse employee currently working, but he declines both. It's important that he sees this with his own eyes and can pick out anything strange or out of place. He opens crates and digs out paintings, pottery, and old books. He also investigates various antique bits of furniture and several meticulously organized cases of jewelry and other small trinkets.

Luckily, Namjoon is very particular about organization. Everything that's brought in is cataloged and tagged, with its location noted. It makes it simple to verify that everything is where it's supposed to be, even if it's still time consuming. There's a brief moment where he thinks he finds a missing crate, but one question to the employee overseeing the warehouse and he's directed to where it's currently staged for delivery to a buyer. Everything appears to be in order when he cracks it open and looks over the contents.

He doesn't find anything else missing. Not one single thing. He even double checks the inventory list against Namjoon's own list of items they should have, and they match perfectly.

Honestly, it's a bit of a surprise. It's strange to only be missing one single shipment, especially when there are things inside of this warehouse far more valuable than the items that were taken. Either the thieves were after something specific in that shipment, or they targeted the drop-off because they decided it was the weak point in their process from acquisition to sale.

To be entirely fair, it would appear they were correct about that.

Hoseok saw the footage of the theft. It was dark, even after Yoongi worked to brighten it up, but the delivery looked relatively normal. A box truck pulled up at the warehouse, its contents were unloaded by two waiting employees, and it departed. The employees could be seen opening the four crates that were dropped off, inspecting the contents, and then walking back inside the warehouse. It was in that brief window that another truck pulled up – a smaller pickup truck. Two people exited the vehicle, grabbed one of the crates, and loaded it into the truck before driving off.

Simple. Clean. Effective. And yet something about it still feels… inelegant.

Taehyung is interviewing the security staff who were watching both gates, and Yoongi is pulling additional footage from the other cameras in the area. They all keep in contact throughout the process, mostly via quick calls to confirm everyone is safe. Their security team should be in constant communication, but you can never be too careful, a philosophy that Taehyung and Hoseok share – especially where the safety of their mates is concerned.

With Hoseok's other tasks finished, he heads up to the security office where Yoongi has been working, and finds both his mates there already, Taehyung looking over Yoongi's shoulder at the monitors.

"Any luck, Hobi-hyung?" Taehyung asks, not even turning away from the monitors.

"Nothing," Hoseok answers. "Everything else was exactly where it was supposed to be. The inventory matched Namjoon's personal lists to the letter. No signs of intrusion at any part of the building, or any tampering with records."

Yoongi must pause whatever they're watching, because both of them turn around to look at Hoseok now. There's a bit of a frown on Yoongi's face that doesn't leave Hoseok too hopeful about the video evidence.

"So we've got nothing then?" Yoongi asks.

Taehyung tilts his head with a thoughtful expression. "Not necessarily."

"Hoseok-ah didn’t find anything, I've got nothing useful from the videos, and all you got was a couple of scared workers who spent all night trying to find their missing crate. Doesn't give us a lot to go on."

"What about the pickup truck?" Hoseok asks. "How did it get in?"

"Drove in with a delivery for one of the other warehouses that morning," Yoongi says. "Parked out behind one of the buildings next to other employee cars and nobody noticed it. When the time came, they did their business and then the truck was able to leave without a fuss."

"I already talked to the guy working the exit gate. He didn't recognize the drivers. We've got a couple of frames from the video where you can sort of see their faces. They match his description well enough – hair color, clothing, being unremarkable – but it's not enough to really do anything with."

Yoongi lets out a huff of laughter, his frustration clear. "Exactly. We've got nothing. Two unremarkable dudes in a pickup with no license plates on it, and one gate watchman who left choking back tears after Taehyung 'talked' to him."

"He's lucky he wasn't choking on his teeth instead," Taehyung says with a shrug. "We have procedures in place and I'm incredibly kind to everyone who follows them. Considering the circumstances, I'd say I was very lenient.”

“And the idiots who waited until morning to inform us?” Hoseok asks.

“I believe I made it very clear to them that we do not tolerate repeat mistakes. They still have all of their teeth too. Honestly, I think I should be commended for not hurting anyone today, especially with Jungkookie waiting for us at home.”

“Oh god, don't remind me,” Yoongi groans. “Every time I think about him crying when we left I just want to say fuck it and go home. He was so goddamn cute and– ugh. Just tell me how you think this gave us literally anything to go on, because I've got fuck all.”

Taehyung grins wide enough that Hoseok is fairly sure they've got similar theories about what's going on here. “Well, they didn't bother taking anything else, for one. What they took wasn't even that high value compared to some of our other stuff, and it was just a random collection of paintings – not even a set. They knew when to come and had a plan for getting in and out, but unless they were after something specific in that shipment, this looks more like someone testing the waters to me. What do you think, Hobi-hyung?”

“Something very similar. I think you're right about them testing the waters, but I also think they're small fry. Any organization with decent funding behind it would have done something more sophisticated than this, and they wouldn't have let us get them on camera. My guess is they're either a tiny operation just looking for a few easy scores, or they're a little bigger and they're watching to gauge our response before they try something more substantial. Could be a one-off, but something about it just doesn't feel like one.”

“Okay…” Yoongi says. “And what do we do about that?”

“Operate under the assumption that they are watching us and that something bigger is coming,” Hoseok answers. “Make sure we're being more strict about who comes in and out of this area, maybe add a few more cameras, train some of the veteran staff on what to look out for, follow up on any leads you get from the cameras.”

Taehyung nods, a wide grin spreading across his face. “And most importantly, we make it look like we're doing nothing at all. Tell as few people as possible. Let them feel comfortable about how easy they got away with it.”

Now Yoongi seems to understand where this is going, his expression shifting from uncertainty to a conspiratorial smile of his own. “You think they'll do something sloppy?”

“Oh, I'm almost certain they will,” Hoseok says. “And we'll be ready when they do.”

~~

When they get home, they head straight for the nest and find Namjoon and Jin sitting on either side of Jungkook as all three of them watch some show on the television.

The second Jungkookie sees them, his whole face lights up and he scrambles to the edge of the nest. “You're back! I missed you so much. Can you come in, please?”

Taehyungie is already diving inside, tackling Jungkook in a hug that sends both of them rolling with whoops of delight. “There's my baby! Oh, you smell so good and I missed you so much too. M'sorry we ever had to go in the first place, but we'll be here until you're done now – promise.”

Yoongi's scent tips sweet as he lets out a laugh and makes his way into the nest too, settling in close to Taehyungie and Jungkookie, but not rushing them as they trade kisses and scent one another with wide smiles. Hoseok does the same, planting himself next to Yoongi and watching their omegas with delight.

It isn't until he takes a deep breath through his nose that he notices anything is off.

It's not much, but there's a subtle hint of distress in the air. Jungkook's was easy to smell, but with how emotional he's been, that isn't a surprise – expected, really. Joonie and Jinnie though? He didn't expect to smell their distress. The scent is faint, just hints of sour mint and burnt sandalwood. If they'd arrived home an hour later, he probably wouldn't be able to smell it at all. The others definitely can't.

Something must have gone wrong – and wrong enough that it had managed to fluster Jin of all people.

With Yoongi focused on the omegas, Hoseok glances over his shoulder. Namjoon's attention is with the omegas as well, a fond smile on his face, but Jin is looking back at Hoseok. Their eyes meet and it's obvious that Jin knows Hoseok has caught the scent.

One tiny flick of his chin is enough to beckon Hoseok closer, scooting back until he's right beside Jin. “Is everything okay?” he whispers.

Jin can definitely sense Hoseok’s alarm, pulling him into a hug and licking over his scent gland before whispering back, “Perfectly fine, love. Jungkook-ah recounted a particularly difficult memory, but everything is alright. There’s no action to be taken now.”

It must have been a hell of a story to have Namjoon and Jin upset. Hoseok can’t deny that he’s curious. He can respect that now isn’t the time to get into it, but he does wonder if he’ll be allowed to hear it too or not.

He opens his mouth to ask as much, but Jin interrupts him before he can speak. “I believe your attention is about to be needed elsewhere,” he says, letting Hoseok go and gently ushering him toward where Yoongi and Jungkook are just finishing scenting.

Jinnie is right. There are other things to worry about right now.

Hoseok is waiting for his turn the moment Yoongi and Jungkookie finish, pulling the omega into his arms and peppering kisses all across his cheekbones. “Pretty baby,” he coos, all warmth and sunshine for their precious maknae. “We missed you so much. I’m so happy to be back in the nest with you, Jungkookie.”

“Missed you too, hyung,” Jungkook says, smiling as Hoseok continues to press kisses all over his face. “Scent?”

Damn. Hoseok had made a point to let it out before they came into the house, but he must have clammed up when he smelled distress on the air. Either way, he lets his scent out now, loving the way it makes Jungkookie go all relaxed in his arms and let out a dreamy sigh.

“All better, honey?”

“All better,” Jungkook confirms, tipping his face up. “Want a real kiss, please?”

Since he’s the last one to properly greet Jungkookie, Hoseok is indulgent with the kiss he gives him. There’s nobody waiting for their turn, so it would be a shame not to take advantage of the way Jungkook’s lips part for him, eagerly accepting how Hoseok licks into his mouth.

It’s not about getting him riled up. Jungkook’s sex drive took a nosedive the second his suppressants kicked in, so there’s no whimpering or sticky sweet orange scent to be had. Instead, Jungkook lets out a soft, dreamy little sigh and relaxes into the thorough kiss like the gesture of possessiveness that Hoseok intends it to be.

Jungkook is going to taste like him, and there’s something wonderfully satisfying about that.

The six of them get comfortable over the next hour or so, making sure Jungkookie is getting plenty of attention while they pick up the show that was already playing on the television when they got back. Eventually, they hear Jimin return and there’s a flurry of activity again as Jungkook waits eagerly at the edge of the nest, a couple of tears of what must be relief already falling down his cheeks.

Hyung!” Jungkookie calls out, impatient and with an edge of panic to his voice.

“I’m coming!” Jimin calls out. There’s a few sounds of things dropping in the foyer and then Jimin is jogging his way into the living room, looking exhausted but incredibly fond the second he rounds the corner and sees all of them in the nest together. He rushes right up to the edge and reaches for Jungkook’s outstretched hand. “Hi, baby. You want me to go wash off my scent blocker?”

Jungkookie shakes his head violently and tugs Jimin forward. “Nest now,” he whines. Jimin comes willingly, allowing himself to be pulled inside and into a desperate kiss. Eventually, Jungkook moves on, trying to scent Jimin even through the scent blocker and muttering as his mouth works, “You came back. Knew you would. You always come back.”

“I’ll always come back for you, baby. Are you sure you don’t want me to– Ah–”

Jungkook cuts Jimin off with a nip, and the scent of vanilla floods the nest as Jiminie goes boneless against Jungkook, letting out a low whine and then swallowing loud enough that Hoseok can hear it even from the other side of the nest. Yoongi lets out a curse, and Namjoon's scent spikes hard. Hoseok isn't unaffected either, his teeth aching with the sudden desire to nip Jimin as well, to earn that pretty reaction for himself.

Almost immediately, Jungkook soothes the nip with his tongue. “Sorry, hyung. Wasn't thinking – just needed your scent and–”

“S'okay,” Jimin mumbles, sounding at least half as dazed as he looks. “Feels nice and… you can have anything you need, Kookie.”

“Thank you. Love you so much.”

Jimin allows Jungkook to tug him back toward the center of the nest with Taehyung, watching as the rest of them draw in closer as well. “Hi guys,” he says, giving a syrupy slow smile. “Thanks for taking care of Kookie.”

Jin grins and reaches out to fondly brush some of Jimin's hair away from his eyes. “It was our pleasure, Jimin-ah. We're so glad to have you back with us as well.”

Hoseok leans in next to Jin, appreciating the way Jimin turns that pretty smile toward him. “Yeah, wasn't the same without you, Minnie.”

Jimin flushes at the words and whispers out a tiny, “Thank you. M'glad to be here too.”

Notes:

Just a short little interlude today. See you Sunday for a more serious chapter where Jungkook and Jimin get to talk about what happened while everyone was gone :)

Chapter 67: Destination Unknown

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon manages to hold himself together until Jungkook's heat ends.

Of course the fact that the seven of them have spent nearly a week together soothes his nerves some, and it doesn't hurt that Jungkook is every bit as adorably soft and sleepy in the tail end of his heat as Jimin was. Even with as many naps as he takes, none of them seem too keen on leaving the nest for any longer than they have to. It helps that every time Jungkook wakes and sees all of them there, he lets out a few tears of relief and shuffles around to scent and kiss all of them again.

Most of them answer emails and make phone calls from the nest. Jimin remotely attends lessons, and Yoongi even brings a laptop out so that he can keep looking into their missing shipment without risking Jungkook waking up to find him gone. (He grumbles repeatedly about the single screen, but his scent tips the sweetest of all of them whenever Jungkook wakes up and smiles sleepily at him.)

Jimin thanks them repeatedly, talking about how he's never seen Jungkook this at ease during a suppressed heat before. It's usually Taehyung who eagerly reminds him that they won't ever have to do this alone again. Namjoon can't help but hope they never have to suppress a heat again at all, but they have another year until that would even be a potential consideration, so he keeps that thought to himself for the time being.

It's nearly bedtime when Jungkook's heat finally breaks, so he and Jimin opt to stay for one more night – though all of them are eager to leave the nest and sleep in a real bed.

Namjoon knows this is a potential opportunity to get Jin alone so they can finally have some time to actually talk about what Jungkook told them the other day. Still, as much as he wants that, Jungkook looks ready to crash and Namjoon would hate for him to think he isn't welcome in their bed. Yes, he can hold on for one more night if Jungkook wants

“Jungkookie, do you wanna come to bed?” Hoseok asks, all warm and sleepy sounding even though he was giggling with Jimin and Yoongi just seconds before. “I was just thinking about turning in for the night, and you look so tired, honey.”

There's a little burst of that floral orange scent as Jungkook flutters his lashes and nods. “That sounds really nice, hyung.”

As Jungkook goes to stand, Jimin reaches for his hand. “I'll come in a little bit too, okay? Assuming I'm invited, that is.”

“Aww, Minnie. You're always invited,” Hoseok says with a wink. “You don't have to knock. Just come climb into bed when you're ready. There's room for the rest of you too, if you're so inclined – might be a bit of a squeeze though.”

Hoseok looks directly at Namjoon as he finishes, and it's at that moment that Namjoon recognizes what he's doing as the deliberate opening it is. No point in squandering it.

“No worries there,” Namjoon says. “Jin and I have to be up early tomorrow. Wouldn't want to wake the rest of you too. We'll sleep upstairs and you all can have room to spread out. Besides, they should probably experience at least a little of your famous plushie collection, Hoseok.”

Jungkook's sleepy eyes light up at the mention of Hoseok's plushies, and he eagerly follows him off down the hall to get ready for bed. Yoongi excuses himself to go do some work, while Jimin and Taehyung follow behind him with the intention of watching a show while Jimin makes a little effort on his homework. Honestly, Jimin looks like he could use some more sleep almost as badly as Jungkook, but Namjoon decides to leave that be.

With the others gone, Jin takes one long look at the living room and then at Namjoon. “Help me carry this to the laundry room and then we can head up?”

The two of them work in silence, carrying the majority of the nesting materials into the bathroom. Jin sets a few of the most well scented items aside so Taehyung can consider them for his permanent nest, but they still clear everything out of the living room. While Namjoon would much rather be upstairs, he knows that tidying up after something like this is important to Jin, and he wants to do what he can to help his mate relax.

It doesn't take them long, and Jin seems much more at peace with it done, scent going all perfectly content as they make their way upstairs and get ready for bed. Namjoon doesn't bother grabbing his tablet. They've managed to stay on top of their work relatively well, especially with Jungkook sleeping so much these last couple of days, and he has no plans to beat around the bush.

“Well,” Jin says, crawling into bed and straight into Namjoon's waiting arms. “As much as I'd love to keep babying our omegas, I can't help but be glad for Hobi-yah's assistance.”

“It's been weighing on you too? What Kook-ah told us?”

“Immensely. I do want to make sure I say that you did very well through it though, especially being unable to scent him properly after something like that.”

“You were perfect too,” Namjoon says, hugging Jin tighter and nosing at his scent gland before swiping his tongue over the skin. “It was so hard to keep all the feelings inside that I couldn't even talk at first. Would have been lost without you there.”

“You don't have to keep them inside now.”

“Yeah, neither do you.”

Jin huffs out a short little laugh. “I suppose not… I'd very much like to kill that man.”

Even just the thought is enough to get Namjoon's blood near boiling again. The fact that someone hurt Jimin like that and is still walking around feels so unfathomably wrong that it sets his teeth on edge. “Yeah, I want to too. Even just hearing that he scruffed him – and calling it a nip? God, it makes me want to hunt him down myself.”

“At least we know that Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah have a proper understanding of nips now. You saw the way Jungkook-ah went in for one without a second thought the other day, and how easily Jimin-ah let him.”

“Kook-ah isn't an alpha,” Namjoon says.

“That’s a very good point. It’s hard to know exactly how much of Jihoon’s behavior Jimin-ah attributed to him being an alpha. Judging by some of the conversations we had while he was in preheat, I get the impression that there were quite a few things he thought he was over but had likely just pushed to the side and ignored because Jungkook-ah was an omega and therefore ‘safe’, so they just never came up.”

Namjoon can feel his scent beginning to sour, but he doesn’t bother muting it – not here. “I just can’t believe how much worse it was than we thought. A messy breakup was kind of a given, but… for him to be abandoned at the height of his heat like that, I– It’s hard to even imagine what that must have been like.”

“It would certainly explain why Jimin-ah prefers to suppress his heats when he can. Experiencing that kind of distress in any heat would leave a scar, but his first heat?” Jin shakes his head. “I can't even imagine… We should probably be prepared for something quite stressful when his next one comes around – at least assuming we’re allowed to spend it with him.”

“We can show him, make him see just how safe and good they can be when he’s taken care of.”

Jin makes a little hum of acknowledgement, going quiet for a few seconds as his fingers trace light patterns over Namjoon’s chest. “I believe we can, yes. It’s just a matter of getting the opportunity to do so and working through the myriad of triggers that situation will likely produce. We’ll want to prepare for the worst.”

“You think it’s going to be that bad?”

“I don’t know. It’s hard to say when he’s yet to tell us almost anything in his own words.”

“He told you about some of his anxiety about making slick, right?”

Namjoon doesn't know the details of Jin's conversation with Jimin, only the general theme of what they discussed. It's one of those things – much like what Jungkook told them – that was shared in confidence, and Namjoon intends to respect that.

He already heard a little from Yoongi about Jimin getting wet in front of him and having to leave and go change out of embarrassment. For as glad as Namjoon is that the two of them were able to talk through it together, he's admittedly a little jealous that Yoongi got to smell Jimin all slicked up like that. His scent is already so good, and imagining it all sweet and warm with arousal is practically mouth watering.

They'll show him that's okay too, that making slick is nothing to be embarrassed about, that they're all going to love having him wet for them.

“A little,” Jin confirms with a nod. “It does give me hope about more communication in the future. Their next heats are only six months away though, and it’s impossible to predict exactly what things are going to look like then.”

It’s strange to hear Jin sounding so uncertain – a testament to just how much what Jungkook shared has put them both off balance. It has Namjoon tipping Jin’s face up so that he can plant a reassuring kiss on the beta’s lips. “No matter what it takes, we’ll look after them both,” he says, pecking another kiss onto each of Jin’s cheeks. “Between the five of us, there’s nothing we can’t do – especially when we have you.”

“Flatterer.”

“Only the truth. Not my fault you inspire flattery.”

Jin actually laughs at this, then gives Namjoon a slow kiss of his own. “I suppose you’re right,” he concedes, letting out a soft little sigh. “We will manage. There’s just a lot of uncertainties, and we’ve been very busy these past couple of weeks. A little time to think everything over will give me a chance to come up with some ideas for how to handle things, and with any luck, Jimin-ah will be willing to let Taehyung-ah and I begin assisting him with the things we do know about.”

“That sounds more like the Jin I know.”

“Yes, well, I’m lucky to have you reminding me that we are very capable between the five of us.”

“I do wish there was more I could do,” Namjoon says. “I don’t want to ignore all of the progress Jimin-ah and I have made these last couple of weeks, because I am really happy about it – but I think he’s still the least comfortable with me out of all of us.”

“Would you like my opinion on the matter?”

“Always.”

“Well, I think it's worth noting that he has some degree of difficulty with both you and Yoongi-yah. The two of them just have antagonizing one another to fall back on, which I think gives him an easy out for any conversation that gets too intense.”

“What, you think we would do better if we started teasing one another like those two do?” Namjoon asks, letting out a laugh. “I don’t think I have that in me.”

“Not at all. I think you are best off just being yourself. It might be slow progress, but it seems plenty clear by now that Jimin-ah very much likes you the way you are. If I had to make a guess, I would assume that the fact that you lean into your identity as an alpha more than the others is something that both draws him in and makes him hesitate. You are quite captivating, especially in that particular sense – though I may be slightly biased. Either way, I think it puts you in the unique position to show him that someone can be unabashedly alpha and yet still be caring, safe, and wonderful.”

“Now who’s the flatterer?” Namjoon jokes.

“Only true statements, darling.”

Honestly, it doesn’t sound so bad when Jin puts it that way. Maybe Namjoon isn’t doing anything wrong, and Jimin is just going to take a bit longer to feel at ease around him. He doesn’t mind waiting, especially if it means being more helpful in the end – and it’s not like he can’t still try to be helpful in the meantime, right?

“Do you think I should be more cautious about pushing boundaries?”

Jin smiles at that. “Not at all. If anything, I think you have plenty of room to test things out, and a perfectly good head on your shoulders to tell if the timing is right. I would encourage you to talk to Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah about the things you want.”

It sounds like a nice suggestion when Jin says it like that, but Namjoon knows the depths of his own desires and he can’t help feeling like that’s a bit too much to let either of them see right now. Maybe he can aim for small, controlled doses. Test the waters. Make sure he isn’t pressuring anyone. He can give it more thought later when he’s got some quiet time alone. For now…

“What about Kook-ah? It’s clear that what happened left him traumatized too.”

“Tell me what you're thinking first, love?” Jin asks, a soft little smile on his face as he lets Namjoon change the subject without a fuss.

Namjoon takes a few moments to mull over what they know so far. “I think… It's not less serious, but I do think it will be easier to help – unless I’m misreading something. He's just so much more open about things. Giving him a safe place to share his feelings is important, but for the rest… He sees Jimin-ah every day. He knows he’s safe. They communicate and take care of each other…”

“All very good points. I don't think you've misread at all. The fact that so much of Jungkook-ah's experience was centered on Jimin-ah's suffering should mean he's had plenty of opportunity to see that they are both okay now. Although I do imagine there will be other things to watch for. It might be that feeling helpless when someone he loves is suffering could put him in a bad headspace. Obviously, that's just a guess, but we should be wary of triggers of that nature for him.”

“Okay.” Namjoon steadies himself with a deep breath. This is manageable. They can do this. They have a base of information to build from, a wealth of experience to draw on, and each other. “We're going to figure this out. We've handled every other thing life has thrown at us so far, and we'll handle this too. We'll take care of them.”

“Yes, we will.” Jin smiles a little wider at him and leans in for a kiss. This one is much longer than the others, soft and reassuring in a way that is so perfectly Jin that it leaves Namjoon feeling so in love with him that it aches.

Luckily, this is an ache he can actually do something about.

“You're incredible, you know,” he whispers. “These past couple of weeks… We couldn't do any of this without you.”

“Thank you. I was admittedly thinking something similar about you, Joon-ah.”

Namjoon doesn't bother answering. Instead, he presses a line of kisses down the side of Jin's neck and starts to scent him, slow and reverent as he does his best to convey all the warmth Jin inspires in him. The gesture appears to be understood, at least gauging by the sweetness in Jin's mint scent, and the way he presses his mouth to Namjoon's scent gland just as gently.

They take their time with it, trading slow licks and soft hums of happiness until the whole room smells like them. It seems to settle the last of the restless anxiety in Namjoon's chest. No matter what happens, he knows he'll have Jin with him, and together they'll be able to take care of this wonderful family they've built.

“God, that feels better,” Namjoon says, pecking one last kiss over Jin's scent gland and then laying his head on the pillow where he can see his mate's smiling face.

“I agree. Much better.

Namjoon has half a mind to just cuddle up and go to sleep, but there's a thought that's been sitting at the back of his mind for a few minutes now – one that Jin might have an answer for. “You know, I was thinking about something earlier.”

“What's that, darling?”

“If Jimin-ah has trouble with alphas, I’m curious if you have a theory about Hoseok. Those two seemed to click right away. If anything, Hoseok seems to calm Jimin down even when he’s already feeling overwhelmed.”

“Oh, I’ve definitely got a theory about them – two, actually,” Jin says, smiling wide.

“Can’t decide on just one?”

“More like two theories that work together I think. The first is that they were already a perfect fit to get along. Similar career paths and backgrounds combined with the fact that they both use a lot of the same techniques to redirect attention away from themselves and build walls. There’s something to be said for general compatibility, but I’m pretty sure they both picked up on their similarities right away. Hobi-yah clearly finds Jimin-ah disarming, and I think it’s safe to say the reverse is true as well.”

Namjoon considers Jin’s words, turning them over in his head and checking them against what he’s managed to pick up on by watching Hoseok and Jimin interact. They did seem to bond almost right away, and they both apparently delight in getting to share their skills and experiences with someone who can appreciate them, but… “That all makes sense. I think you’re right about it, but that doesn’t explain why Hoseok being an alpha doesn’t seem to make Jimin nervous almost ever.”

“Oh, that part is simple, I think,” Jin answers. “Hoseok usually doesn’t smell like an alpha.”

“You think Jimin-ah doesn’t like the smell of alphas?”

Jin laughs at that. “No, that’s not what I think at all. If anything, I think it’s quite clear that Jimin-ah loves both yours and Yoongi-yah’s scents – and I’m sure he loves Hobi-yah’s as well. I just think that his fear and anxieties are more instinctual than conscious. He knows Hobi-yah is an alpha, but without the scent there to remind him, he can let that knowledge fade into the background easier. Again, this is only me making educated guesses. I haven’t run this theory past either of them.”

“Your educated guesses are usually right,” Namjoon says. He can feel his thoughts starting to rush, to wonder. If he hid his scent, would Jimin feel more comfortable around him too? Would things be easier? Would they be able to–

“I can see you thinking, darling.”

“Should I wear scent blocker? Would that–”

“Is someone feeling a little envious?” Jin interrupts, a knowing smile on his face.

“I– Really I’m not. It’s just… I want to–” Namjoon cuts off his own stuttering response with a sigh. He just wants so badly to be a source of comfort for their new mates, to be trusted and safe and– Damn it. “Maybe a little,” he admits. “I’m really happy they’re close. It’s not like I don’t want them to be, or–”

“Nobody would think that of you, Joon-ah. It’s alright. There’s nothing wrong with being a little envious from time to time – heaven knows I’ve looked at how easily Yoongi-yah can get Hoseok-ah to open up, and wished with everything I had that I could do the same.”

“Hoseok thinks the world of you,” Namjoon reminds him.

Jin lets out a snort of laughter, his smile tinged with just the tiniest bit of frustration. “And avoids me like the plague when he’s hurting.”

“I feel like he’s getting better about that.”

“He is, but it doesn’t mean I can’t wish it was easier – just like it’s okay that you wish it was easier with Jimin-ah. For the record, I don’t believe hiding your scent would do you any favors. In fact, I think it would be a bit of a step backward.”

“Why?”

“Because after all this time, I can guarantee he’s beginning to associate your scent with comfort. There will still be times he processes it as alpha before anything else, but I’ve seen him let go of all of that and settle beautifully for you.”

Namjoon lets out a sigh. Jin is right. As much as he wants things to slide into place as easily for him as they did for Jimin and Hoseok, he’s also undeniably proud of the progress they’ve made so far. Maybe having to work for that progress isn’t so bad if he can help Jimin along the way, if he can show him that Namjoon and the alphas in his pack are nothing like the alpha who hurt him.

“You’re right,” Namjoon says softly. “We’ve already come so far and… I just have to be patient.”

Jin gives him a little half smile. “You and me both, Joon-ah.”

“We’ll get there.” Namjoon squeezes Jin close against him, pressing a kiss to his lips. “Together.”

“Together,” Jin agrees, returning Namjoon’s embrace. “I’m so lucky to have you.”

*******

It feels almost strange to be home after over a week spent at the pack’s house.

Jimin is still feeling the aftereffects of the suppressants. His entire body aches and he feels exhausted, like no amount of sleep will be enough for him to feel rested again. At least here he doesn’t feel quite so compelled to hide it, but he still needs to be strong. Jungkook is fresh out of his heat and probably every bit as tired as Jimin is.

Thankfully, Jungkook doesn’t seem to feel the same intense aftereffects that Jimin does. He’s usually back to one hundred percent within a few days, while Jimin feels run down for weeks sometimes.

He knows he needs to stop. Every year that he takes the suppressants, his side effects get worse and his chances for more serious complications grow. He’s been meaning to stop for years now, but he just keeps taking them. Maybe next year–

He doesn’t need to figure that out now.

Instead, he focuses on getting them both settled back in at the apartment. Jungkook refuses to let Jimin do everything, so he’s slowly working his way through cleaning out their fridge while Jimin takes care of the activities that require a bit more energy. There’s unpacking, cleaning, and laundry to be done. (He can’t quite bring himself to wash the blanket he brought with him to the house. It smells so perfectly like all of them that he just adds it back into their bed, planning to wash it once the scent fades.)

They both attend classes from home. Jimin should probably go back to physical classes soon, but there’s no way he’s leaving Jungkook alone the day after his heat ends. He’s all sleepy and cute, and maybe Jimin is a little excited to get to dote on him alone like this. Not that he hasn’t loved watching the whole pack take care of him because he definitely has. It’s almost hard to describe just how much it’s meant to him, seeing them look after him so well. It was like a teasing glimpse of everything he wants for Jungkook, seeing him cuddled and well fed through every bit of his heat – content and never left alone for even a moment.

Still, as tired as he is, there’s no way he’s missing the opportunity to bake some nice fresh bread and order in Jungkook’s favorite foods. Grocery shopping can wait for another day.

Even with a midday nap, they both opt to turn in for bed early, and it's as they're standing side by side in the bathroom brushing their teeth that Jimin starts to notice that Jungkook seems just a little… off. They've both been fighting back yawns for the last hour, but he seems to have perked up a bit in the last couple of minutes. Plus he's got that tinny furrow in his brows giving away the fact that he's definitely giving something a lot of thought.

Jimin assumes that Jungkook might want to talk about the events of their heats, and decides to give him whatever time he needs to figure out what he wants to say. So much has happened that trying to guess exactly what his mate wants to talk about would be futile. Plus it's easier to do his nighttime routine without trying to have a conversation. (Pausing to wash his face or spit out toothpaste in the middle of talking about something important always feels wrong.)

Still, it's nice to be completely prepared when they finally crawl into bed and Jungkook stammers out a nervous sounding, “Hyung, can we talk a little?”

“Of course. Come here and tell me what you're thinking about, baby,” Jimin says, opening his arms in invitation. Jungkook comes closer, but only leans in for a short hug before pulling back so they can keep looking at one another. Jimin gives him a little smile, trying to ease some of the tension on his mate's face. “Oh, we must be in serious territory if you don't wanna cuddle.”

“I do want to, but I… I did something the other day, and I don't know how you're gonna feel about it. Need to be able to see you.”

Okay, this does sound sort of serious.

Jimin drops the joking tone immediately. “Alright. You can see me, and whatever it is, we'll figure it out together. Will you tell me?”

Jungkook nods, then spends a few seconds chewing nervously at his bottom lip before words start to tumble out of his mouth. “I know I probably should have asked you first, but things kind of got messy when everyone left and it was just me and Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung at the house. We weren't even really talking about it. It just sort of came up and I was so emotional from my suppressants and I… I just wanted… They promised they wouldn't say anything, so I thought–”

“Kookie,” Jimin interrupts, keeping his tone gentle. “It's okay. Can you tell me what you told them, please?”

“It was… I… I talked to them about Jihoon, about your heat and… the video.” Jungkook’s voice comes out so quiet it’s almost hard to hear, his scent tipping sour and his eyes already welling up with tears.

Jimin should comfort him, but instead his thoughts screech to a halt.

They know.

They know. They know. They know. They know.

But it’s been days since then and nothing is different. They haven’t been treating him like he’s some sort of pathetic, worthless thing for letting that happen to him. Are they waiting for something? Did they just not want to disturb Jungkook while he was already dealing with his heat? Are they going to ask to see him soon so they can tell him they aren’t interested in someone so–

“Hyung?” Jungkook’s voice cracks when he speaks, and Jimin blinks back at his mate’s face, now wet with tears. “Can you say something? Please?”

“I don’t…” Jimin struggles to find something he can say, anything that might help Jungkook feel better, but… He needs to think. “I need a minute – a few minutes. Just… I’ll come back but I need to…”

Jimin does his best to roll out of the bed, but Jungkook lets out a wounded whine and catches his wrist. “Wait, Jiminie – hyung, I’m so sorry. I know it wasn’t my story to tell, but it hurts and I needed someone to understand and–”

“Listen, I’m…” Jimin does his best to take a deep breath even though his chest feels almost impossibly tight. “I don’t think I’m mad but I need to think and I need you to let me go, Kookie, please.”

Jungkook loosens his grip. He’s got a steady stream of tears running down his face, but he nods in a shaking, jerky motion as Jimin climbs out of the bed in a rush. “I’ll wait,” Jungkook whispers. “I’ll be right here when you get back.”

It hurts to go – hurts to leave Jungkook sitting up in their bed crying – but Jimin’s chest just keeps feeling tighter with each passing moment and he needs to get outside. Needs to get somewhere where the air isn’t stifling and too warm, where the walls don’t feel like they’re closing in around him. The thought of anyone seeing him right now feels awful. He just needs to be by himself. He needs space and he needs to think.

He rushes out into the hallway and heads straight for the seventh floor window with the lock bar, not willing to risk running into anyone by leaving through the front door.

The alley behind their building is deserted, dark, and peaceful. It’s easy enough to slide down the gutter drain pipe to the ground without seeing another soul, then tuck himself into a corner where he can finally let out the long breath he feels like he’s been holding for minutes. It comes out haggard, tinged with panic and leaving him taking in another big gulp of cool night air right after.

They know.

He knew that they had to find out at some point. It was only a matter of time, but… He’s been terrified of that time finally coming, of having to look at them and see the moment their view of him changes. He’s imagined the look of disgust on Namjoon’s face more times than he can count, or Jin, or Hoseok. God, he just wants them to like him so much and it seems like they really do – but it’s hard to believe they will after this.

The look on his father’s face when he found out still haunts Jimin to this day, the disappointment, the disgust. His friends stopped looking him in the eye after they saw that stupid fucking video too. Jungkook had been the only one there to support him after all of it, the only one to try and tell him it wasn’t his fault. His own mother advised him to ‘keep his legs closed in the future’ and reminded him how nobody would want some used up omega, so he should probably focus on his career for when Jungkook would get tired of him.

At least she'd definitely been wrong about that last part, but the rest…

Maybe the hyungs will be different? They’ve never even asked if he’s slept with anyone else, never seemed to care about any of that. Really, they’ve been nothing but kind and supportive every step of the way. He wants them to be different. It’s just so hard to believe they won’t yank the rug out from under him if he starts to believe it. Honestly it’s probably better this way. Who knows how long he would have waited to tell them on his own. Better to just deal with it now instead of getting even more attached first.

He’s not angry at Jungkook.

He knows that what happened was hard on his mate too, and that they’ve had nobody to really talk to about it besides each other and well… Jimin doesn’t like to talk about it. He hasn’t been able to give Jungkook the support he needs. If anything, he’s grateful to both Jin and Namjoon for being there for Jungkook – and to Jungkook himself for sharing what Jimin might not have had the courage to on his own.

He hates all the fear and shame blooming icy cold inside of him, but telling the story himself would have left him feeling just the same – or maybe even worse. And he just… Not talking is so much easier. He doesn’t know what it would have taken for him to rip this bandaid off on his own, but now that Jungkook has started it, there’s no point in stopping at half measures. They may as well all know, and then–

This is pointless. There’s nothing he can do about it right now, when everyone but Yoongi is probably about to go to bed. He’ll have to face Namjoon and Jin, but he can’t do that tonight. Even if they are still awake, he needs to go upstairs and settle Jungkook first.

He just needs to make himself move.

~~

It takes Jimin a long time to finally get back up. The cold air has sent a chill all the way through to his bones now, and he’s shaking in the dark little corner of the alley he's tucked himself into. He must have imagined talking to Jin, Namjoon, and the rest of the pack at least a hundred times by this point, and it’s not getting him anywhere.

He’ll text them in the morning. He has to move.

It’s not a hard climb to get back up to the window, though he has to rub his hands together for a couple of minutes to get rid of the numbness that’s settled into his fingers. Once he’s back inside, he replaces the lock bar and heads to the apartment, shivering the whole way.

Jungkook is in the kitchen when Jimin opens their front door and is hit with a wall of sour, bitter citrus. It looks like Jungkook is pacing, but he freezes the second he hears the door, head whipping toward Jimin, his face all blotchy red and covered in wet tear tracks. He’s moving before Jimin can even get a word out, rushing over to wrap him in his arms.

Hyung, I’m so sorry. I should have thought it through more. I should have waited until I talked to you first, and–”

“I’m not mad,” Jimin interrupts, his own voice coming out small, especially in comparison to the rushed and panicked pitch of Jungkook’s. He returns the hug, leaning in to press a kiss over Jungkook’s scent gland while it continues to pour out the bitter smell of distress. Jimin needs to try again. “Kookie, I’m not mad. I love you. It’s okay.”

“You shouldn't have to tell me it's okay right now,” Jungkook says, shaking his head repeatedly as he squeezes Jimin tight. “I should be telling you that, but I… You were gone for so long. I didn't know where you went and you didn't bring your phone. Where did you go?”

“Just out back. I didn't even think about my phone, but I couldn't have been gone more than fifteen minutes or so.”

Jungkook pulls back at that, a look of shock and concern on his face as he looks Jimin up and down. “Hyung, it's been nearly an hour and a half. I almost called Wonho-ssi. You're so cold, there's no way you could have only been out there fifteen minutes. Do you feel okay? Nevermind, that's probably a stupid question. I–”

“Kookie, just…” Jimin looks up into Jungkook's eyes, hands on his shoulders. “I'm sorry I was gone that long. I didn't realize, but I promise I didn't go far and I swear I'm not upset with you. I'm glad you talked to Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung but I need to help you calm down so I can calm down too, okay?”

“...Okay,” Jungkook agrees. He takes a long shaking breath in and does his best to relax his shoulders as he exhales. “I… We should get you warmed up. Do you want tea? I started the kettle but when you didn't come back, I… I'm sorry. I can start it again?”

“You don't have to apologize. Tea sounds good.” Jimin keeps his voice even, laced with a calm he does not feel, but desperately needs to project for Jungkook right now. He has no idea how he managed to lose over an hour out in that back alley, but a glance at the clock confirms what Jungkook has told him. It doesn't matter. He can figure it out later. “You can make tea, and I'll put together a snack. Then we can sit down and talk, alright baby?”

Both of them having a task to focus on seems to help. They work side by side, Jimin toasting a slice of bread for each of them and Jungkook getting their tea. Eating means having to brush his teeth again, but Jimin feels nauseous and he knows food will help settle his mate too. Jungkook fusses over him when they get to the couch, wrapping him in a blanket and settling down next to him. They both eat in relative silence, with only the crunch of cinnamon and sugar toast to break the silence as they wait for their tea to be cool enough to drink.

With their toast gone, Jimin unwraps the blanket and offers some of it to Jungkook. “Want you closer, Kookie.”

Jungkook practically leaps at the opportunity, sliding right next to Jimin and then pulling him up into his lap, leaning in for a scenting that Jimin reciprocates. Both their scents have evened out now – or at least Jimin doesn't have to fight to keep his calm anymore. He'd let a little of it slip earlier, some hints of bitterness so that Jungkook knows he's not hiding it all away, even though he feels more comfortable that way.

“Talk to me, hyung,” Jungkook whispers against Jimin's neck. “Tell me what you're thinking, please?”

“Didn't mean to be gone that long. I just… I panicked. I needed to think – needed air. I didn’t realize how long it had been. Kept trying to get up and come inside, but I couldn’t make myself move. I’m sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologize. It’s okay. I know how you get when you panic. I just need… I really want to know what you’re thinking about me telling them. I need to know how you feel.”

“Not mad,” Jimin says immediately. He’s still shaking in Jungkook’s arms, but at least he’s finally starting to warm up, aided by the blanket and the heat of Jungkook’s body against his.

“Yeah, you’ve said that a few times now. I would understand if you were, or if you feel angry about it later, but if you’re not feeling that right now then can you tell me what you are feeling?”

“They had to find out eventually. I don’t know if I could have… I tried to tell Jin-hyung a little during my preheat but…” Jimin shakes his head, letting out a shuddering breath. “It’s better that they find out now.”

“You wouldn’t have preferred to tell them yourself?”

“Doesn’t matter either way.”

Jungkook pulls back with a frown, his eyes sad as they look into Jimin’s. “I don’t think that’s true, hyung. Listen, I… They said they just wanted to help me get it out, but that they won’t let what they know get in the way of supporting you when you’re ready to tell it in your own words – and they said they would keep it a secret.”

For some reason, Jimin doesn’t doubt that Namjoon and Jin will keep it to themselves. He supposes that he’s come to trust them, which is only going to make it sting more if they really don’t want him after this. The thought of losing them – of losing any of the pack – makes his chest feel tight.

He can’t quite keep himself from asking. “What did… What did they say? Were they disappointed or… do they think I’m…” His words are cut off by the choked sounding sob that tears from his throat.

“Oh, Jiminie, no,” Jungkook whispers, tugging Jimin tight against his chest and pressing kiss after kiss over his scent gland. “They didn’t think anything bad about you. The hyungs aren’t like that.”

“You don’t know that,” Jimin says, chest going tight all over again as he tries not to crumble completely.

“I do know it. I’m completely sure. Namjoon-hyung cried when I told him, baby. He and Jin-hyung just kept saying it wasn’t our fault and that it never should have happened to you.”

“Of course it wasn’t your fault,” Jimin squeaks out through his tears. “You tried to fix it. You tried to stop me but I just kept going back. It was my fault and–”

“It wasn’t. I don’t believe that and neither will any of the hyungs, I promise.”

Jimin just shakes his head. He always gets stuck here. There’s a part of him that knows that if anyone else were in his shoes, he wouldn’t blame them. He would understand. It’s just that when he tries to believe that about himself, it doesn’t feel true – like he should have known what would happen, should have been stronger, smarter, anything. But he wasn’t. He let this happen to him and now he has to live with the consequences, all these stupid fears and anxieties that he thought were gone but instead were just waiting for him to try and let more people in.

“I’ll find out,” he whispers. “I’ve got to talk to them.”

“Are you sure you’re ready for that? You don’t have to if you don’t feel up to it yet, Jiminie. They don’t want to rush you and–”

“I need to know. I can’t just wait. I… If they don’t want me anymore, I need to know now.”

Jungkook pulls back with tears in his eyes and cups Jimin’s face. “They do want you. I know people back home were horrible about it, but I swear to you that the hyungs aren’t like that. You’ll see. I’ll come with. We can talk to them together, just–”

“I can go alone. It’s not your–”

“No. I’m not letting you do this alone, hyung. You want to talk to them tonight? I’ll call right now if that’s what you want.”

“Not tonight, I…” Jimin shakes his head. “I’ll text Jin-hyung in the morning. You really don’t have to come. You’re still recovering from your heat.”

Jungkook’s frown deepens. “And you’re not? You’ve been taking those suppressants for so long that it takes you weeks to feel normal again. Even if it was the middle of my heat, I would still want to be there with you, so please just accept that I’m coming too. You don’t have to face this alone.”

Jimin cracks.

All thoughts of trying to spare Jungkook fall to the wayside as Jimin clings to him, letting out enough of his distressed scent for Jungkook’s body to try to compensate on instinct. He takes in great big breaths of soothing citrus as he sobs. “Thank you. I don’t wanna be alone. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay,” Jungkook soothes, his voice sounding almost relieved as Jimin crumbles in his arms. “You can let it all out. I’ve got you. I’ll take care of you, hyung. I’ll show you that they’re not what you think.”

Jimin doesn’t respond, doesn’t know what to say. Jungkook’s words make the spark of hope in his chest grow even brighter, and he can’t help but cling to it – even knowing it’s the very thing that might tear him apart if tomorrow doesn’t go well. Lying to himself doesn’t work. He’s been trying to do that for months now, pretending he’s not completely desperate for the pack to want to keep them.

It’s time to admit that he wants this – not just for Jungkook, but for himself too.

He doesn’t want to hide anymore, doesn’t want to be afraid of them finding out. If they don’t want him anymore, then he’ll deal with that, but he wants them to know, and not just Namjoon and Jin. All of them.

It’s a terrifying thought, but not that much more terrifying than just Namjoon and Jin. And then it will be done. No more worrying about when they find out and what happens.

Even with his mind made up, the crushing fear and anxiety still has to run its course. He’s let the dam break and now there’s nothing left to do but cry it all out and be thankful that he has Jungkook here with him. Eventually they get to talk a little more, but Jimin doesn't make it much further than explaining that he wants to confront the whole pack and get it over with.

Saying it out loud just gets him crying again.

Jungkook ends up scooping him up and taking him back to bed, grabbing a box of tissues and leaving their tea untouched on the coffee table. He stays right by Jimin's side through all of it, whispering soft reminders of how much he loves him, and assurances that they will figure this out together, that everything is going to be okay.

Jimin lets himself hope, no matter how much it scares him.

Notes:

Whew, another heavy one! We are heading back toward fluff soon, I swear ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Next Sunday: The rest of the pack gets brought up to speed, the seven of them get to talk all of this out, and we wrap up this plot arc. Lots of good stuff to look forward to! :)

Chapter 68: In The Open

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jungkook to Jin]

[JK]: hyung are you still awake

[Jin]: Are you alright, darling?

[JK]: im okay

[JK]: i just want you to have some warning about tomorrow

[Jin]: Okay. I am definitely listening.

[Jin]: What’s happening tomorrow?

[JK]: jiminie is going to reach out to you

[JK]: he wants to talk to everyone

[Jin]: I would love to make that happen for him. May I ask what we’ll be discussing?

[JK]: all of that stuff i told you and namjoon hyung about

[JK]: i talked to him about it and hes afraid you all wont want him anymore

[JK]: he panicked really badly about it

[JK]: i told him he was wrong but i think he needs to talk to you himself

[JK]: and he said he wanted to talk to everyone and get it over with

[Jin]: I see. Is he still panicking? I would be more than happy to talk to him now and try to soothe him until Namjoon-ah and I can bring the others up to speed.

[JK]: no he finally cried himself to sleep

[JK]: i just wanted to give you a heads up

[JK]: maybe a little bit because im hoping you can help me fix this

[Jin]: Thank you very much for being so thoughtful and giving me time to plan ahead. I’d love to be of help, and I’m sure we can help him feel better tomorrow.

[Jin]: Now, maybe you can tell me how you’re doing?

[JK]: umm

[JK]: hes not mad at me but i still feel really bad

[JK]: do you think i screwed up

[Jin]: Not in the slightest, darling.

[Jin]: Joon-ah and I did do quite a bit of convincing to get you to share. If you're intent on passing out blame, I believe we deserve some of it as well. Although I'm sure that tonight has been very distressing for you and Jimin-ah both, I'm hopeful that we can make it worthwhile tomorrow.

[Jin]: I am sorry you've had such a difficult evening.

[Jin]: Would a phone call help?

[JK]: i dont want to wake jiminie up or leave him alone

[JK]: but thank you hyung

[Jin]: Is there anything I can do for you at all? Will you be able to sleep?

[JK]: im okay but thank you for offering

[JK]: so tired i think ill be asleep in seconds when i try

[JK]: thank you for answering my texts

[JK]: i know its late

[Jin]: I'll answer anytime you call, darling. Or text. No thanks necessary. Now why don't you get some rest, and I'll see you tomorrow.

[JK]: okay hyung

[JK]: you too

[Jin]: Sleep well :-)

~

Seokjin doesn't even debate waking Namjoon up to share this newest development. He's thankful that he's a much lighter sleeper than their pack alpha – and that the rather loud notification sound he uses for all messages from his mates didn't wake Namjoon in spite of that. There's little to be gained from sharing now besides a sleepless night, and they're going to need all the rest they can get. He can think about the details in the morning, once he has the chance to speak to Jimin.

For now, he may as well get some sleep too.

Thankfully, Jimin doesn't make him wait long the following morning. A text comes in first, just a quick question as to whether Seokjin is awake yet, and then his phone is ringing.

Alright, he'll handle this just how he's been planning since he woke up. Not too emotional, focusing on what Jimin needs to make this conversation happen, and leaving the rest for later.

“Good morning, darling. It's quite early for you. Is everything alright?”

“Couldn't sleep anymore. I umm… Are you alone, hyung?” Jimin sounds nervous. Not a surprise considering what he wants to discuss, but it still tugs at Seokjin's instinctual need to fix.

With any luck, he'll get to do just that.

“I am, yes.”

There's a sigh of something like relief from Jimin, though it's unfortunately short lived, still leaving plenty of tension in his voice as he says, “I umm… need some help, if you'd be willing. I want to talk to everyone about… about what Kookie told you and Namjoon-hyung.”

Seokjin doesn't bother playing dumb. He's certain that Jimin having to explain himself at this juncture would not offer any benefit. “I would love to help you with that, Jimin-ah. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to do so. Would you prefer for this to happen today?”

“Can it?”

“Absolutely. I believe Joon-ah has a few meetings this afternoon, but I can clear the evening if you like? I do have a few questions about how you would like this to go, if that's alright?”

“Tonight is good, and I… Questions are okay too.”

It's at this point that Seokjin finds himself particularly thankful for the chance to prepare for this conversation. He's given thought to exactly what he needs to know to make things go smoothly. “Thank you. I only have a few. Is this something you would prefer to explain to everyone in your own words, or would you like for Namjoon-ah and I to bring them up to speed?”

“I…” The line goes silent for a few seconds, but Seokjin doesn't rush Jimin. There's plenty of time, and it's important that they establish Jimin's control over this discussion he wants to have. “Is it okay if I don't want to? I can answer questions, and Jungkook can help but I don't think… If I try to tell the whole thing, I'll definitely panic.”

“That's perfectly fine, darling. You being open to answering questions, and having Jungkook-ah there to support you sounds like a great start. Joon-ah and I can take care of updating the others on the basics. Is there anything specific you want to come of this talk? Anything I can help you make happen?”

“I want… It's… I just want everyone to know, so that I don't have to be afraid of them finding out,” Jimin answers, voice small and shaky. “I don't want it to be a secret anymore, and… I want to know if… how they feel about it, I guess?”

“Alright, we can do that. Is there anything else I can do to help you feel more comfortable? Perhaps, given the distressing nature of all of this, you would be open to having this discussion in Taehyung-ah's nest? I think everyone would benefit from being close and able to comfort you and Jungkook-ah.”

“I don't know if they'll want–” Jimin cuts himself off with a tiny sniffle. The poor thing is probably crying, and Seokjin wishes he could simply reach through the phone and drag Jimin to a nest right away. When he speaks again, the words come out tight and rushed, like it's a real effort to get them out. “It's fine. We can – wherever you think is best.”

“Excellent. Thank you, darling. I'll need an hour or two to work out a time with the others, and then I can text you the details. In the meantime, would you like to talk at all, Jimin-ah? I could–”

“It's okay. I have classes to get ready for, but I… Thank you, hyung. I appreciate your help.”

There's an edge of panic in Jimin's voice now, and Seokjin decides it's best not to press his luck over the phone. They can figure everything out in person tonight, when he can pull Jimin in close and show him just how much they all still want him. “Of course. Thank you for allowing me to help. I'll text you shortly, Jimin-ah.”

*******

Taehyung is going to destroy Choi Jihoon.

He doesn't know how, and he doesn't know when – but there isn't a doubt in his mind that he'll be the one to wipe him off the face of the earth. Not a dignified death either. No body to be wept over, no chance of being laid to rest. Taehyung will make him disappear, watch the light leave his eyes and then pull enough favors that no one will ever be able to identify what remains of him. He'll–

“Taehyung-ah, darling, you're seeing red. I need you to stay with us. Look at hyung, love.”

It's not easy tearing his mind away from all the awful things he wants to do to this faceless man who's dared to hurt one of his mates so profoundly. Two of his mates, actually. He might not have put his hands on Jungkook, but he didn't have to, at least not based on what Jin and Namjoon have just finished telling them.

As his vision comes back into focus, he finds Jin sitting right in front of him, his features shifting from a look of concern to a sad little smile when Tae meets his eyes. “Ah, there you are, love. Can you ground yourself for me?”

He knows what that means. He also knows that if Jin is asking him for this, he's slipping.

They can't afford that right now, but it's hard to unclench his jaw and force his thoughts into something less sharp and drenched in blood. All he needs is a location. Yoongi could find him if he looked hard enough. They could figure it out, and Taehyung could slip out into the night and return home at peace, with no more–

“Can you smell Yoongi-yah from here, darling?”

It's only once Jin mentions it that Taehyung does realize that the air is nearly choked with the smell of burnt cinnamon, acrid and harsh enough that it has him whipping his head around to check on his mate. He finds Yoongi only a few feet away, held tight against Hoseok's chest while Namjoon fusses over both of them.

They're safe. Not happy, but safe.

Tae turns back to Jin-hyung, reaching up to touch his mate's face. He needs to confirm, needs to know for sure. “You're okay?” he asks, his jaw aching as he finally stops clenching it.

Jin leans into the contact, turning to press a kiss to Taehyung's wrist. “I'm alright, but I'd like to know that you are as well. Where are you, love?”

“Seoul,” Taehyung answers, feeling a tiny bit of the tension leave him. He knows he should take a deep breath, so he does that too, trying his best to notice the scent of each of his mates. It's a mix of sour and bitter, Namjoon and Hoseok's scents more muted than the rest, but at least he can still catch them. “Today is Tuesday. We're in our house – in my nest – and we're safe.”

“Yes, very good. Now tell me about three things you can feel right now.”

Taehyung knows why they do this. It forces him to pause, to remember himself, to really focus on the world around him until he feels like he's a part of it again. “Your face is warm,” he answers, letting his hand drop to the fabric of the blanket beneath them. “Fuzzy.” He reaches for a pillow this time. “Soft.”

“Perfect,” Jin says, pulling Taehyung into his arms now. “Talk to me?”

“Just want you to tell me I can kill him.”

“Unfortunately, I cannot. We need Jimin-ah's permission for that, and I don't believe it would be helpful to focus our attention there tonight.”

“Where are we focusing our attention, exactly?” Hobi-hyung asks. “You said Jiminie wants to do this, but you haven't really said why – especially considering you and Joonie just told us all of this, so it's clear that telling the story isn't what he wants.”

“Correct. While Jimin-ah wasn't particularly specific about his goals, Jungkook-ah did paint a slightly more clear picture. He claimed that Jimin was worrying that we wouldn't want him anymore, now that we know this about him.”

Taehyung feels another white hot bolt of rage run through him at the mere suggestion that they wouldn't want Jimin because of this. He doesn't know if that's a product of the abuse from Jihoon or another source, but he definitely wants to hurt whoever made Jimin think he would be discarded so easily – let alone for something like this.

It's enough to draw Yoongi out of whatever quiet storm is raging inside of him too, as he croaks out, “How could he think we wouldn't want him? That's not– It doesn't make any sense. Do you think someone told him that?”

“Shame makes people believe all sorts of things,” Hoseok says. “It's hard to say whether the idea is one that someone fed to him or just something he convinced himself of.”

“Either way,” Namjoon says, “we'll show him it isn't true.”

Jin nods his head in agreement. “Exactly. Our main focus should be on reassuring him that he is very much wanted. He's made it sound like we'll have the opportunity to ask questions, though I would encourage you to be a little careful with them. If you're unsure about something you want to ask, you're welcome to discreetly run it past me or Hobi-yah – assuming you're up to the task, love?”

“Sure, happy to help.”

“Not Joonie-hyung?” Tae asks.

“Not me,” Namjoon answers. “We talked it over and I think Jin and Hoseok will be able to stay more objective than I can during this process.”

“Precisely. Joon-ah will focus his attention on providing comfort while Hobi-yah and I do our best to handle the more delicate maneuvers.”

Yoongi gives this a moment of thought before a little frown appears on his face. “So what, me and Tae are just… sitting on our hands?”

“Not in the slightest,” Jin answers. “Your presence is very much required for proper emotional support during all of this. If I think you're needed somewhere in particular, I'll direct you, but otherwise all you should have to do is what comes naturally. Both Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah find the two of you very comforting.”

“Kind of feels like we're just on the edge of fucking something up…” Yoongi says with a sigh. “What if we make a mistake?”

Taehyung feels it too, the desperate need to do this right. They're finally getting everything out into the open and he wants to make sure that Jimin feels better once it's all said and done. Still though… he remember what it was like to be on the other side of this. Even if the way that Jimin deals with the bad things that happened to him is a lot different than how Tae did, he has to assume that some things are going to be the same.

“I think it matters more that we just do it,” he says, looking up at Jin-hyung for approval, and continuing once he sees the little smile Jin is giving him. “He just needs to know we're here for him and that we care.”

“That's right, darling. Putting our best foot forward is more important than not making any mistakes. Now, we don't have too terribly long before they're due to arrive. Do any of you have questions? Yes, Yoongi-yah?”

“Are we meeting them down in the living room, or…?”

“We thought it would be best to just start in the nest,” Namjoon-hyung answers. “It's going to be distressing no matter what we do, and this way we won't have to try and get everyone up here when things get hard.”

“Who's going to go and get them then?” Taehyung asks. “Can I do it?”

Jin-hyung shakes his head. “I think it would be helpful if you were up here to welcome them into your nest. Joon-ah and I will go collect them, since we already knew about all of this for a few days. That way Jimin-ah isn't afraid of any new reactions right out the gate, and the three of you can make sure to give them a warm welcome as soon as we bring them up. Scenting will probably be a good place to start, but I'll clarify that with Jimin-ah first. Now, we should probably get a move on. Any more questions? No?”

“Looks like we're good,” Namjoon answers. “Let's get downstairs.”

*******

Jimin isn't sure what to expect. He barely even knows what he wants, and has spent the whole day choking back regret at even asking to do this in the first place, but he has to follow through. If he wants this relationship to work, he needs to know that they'll still want him even though he's damaged goods – even though he let something like that happen to him.

The stress was even enough to have him sleepwalking again last night. He vaguely remembers Jungkook waking him in the middle of the night somewhere in the living room and gently guiding him back to the bed. It's been months since he did that last – before they met the pack, when he was consumed with anxiety over their lack of money and food. God, he doesn't want to go back to that, to life without them. It might be better now, but…

No. He can't dwell on that right now. He has to do this.

At least he's lucky enough to have Jungkook with him every step of the way.

Even walking out to the car to accept their ride from Wonho feels difficult on his suddenly shaky legs, but Jungkook stays right next to him, steadying him and telling him over and over that everything is going to be okay. It's hard to say if he's right, but Jimin appreciates it anyway. Anything to drown out the panicked voice in his head telling him that this is it, that everything is about to crash down around him.

Thankfully, for as loud as his thoughts feel, they don't manage to make their way out into reality all that much, at least aside from his shaking legs and hands. Other than that, he sits still and blank in the car, watching the city pass by in a blur that he doesn't really bother trying to take in. The whole day has sort of felt like that. Just a mess of color and sound passing him by as he waits.

“Are you gonna get out, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

Jimin looks over to see his mate already stepping out of the car. He hadn't even realized they'd come to a stop, but the house looms out his car door window. The sight of it feels comforting in this moment, and he can't help but hope this isn't the last time he gets to see it.

Deep breaths. He can do this. He gives Wonho a quiet thank-you for the ride, then opens the car door and steps out into the cool evening air. Legs still shaking, he follows Jungkook up to the door.

Namjoon and Jin are waiting for the two of them in the foyer, and Jimin finds himself pulled tight against Namjoon's chest before he can even get a word out. He can hear Jin and Jungkook talking softly, but it's impossible to make out what they're saying as Namjoon's scent surrounds him, all warm and comforting.

“Minnie, we're so glad you're here,” Namjoon whispers. “The others can't wait to see you.”

Can't wait? They really want…

Honestly, the fact that Jimin doesn't start crying right here and now is impressive. “They aren't… They don't think…” He trails off, biting at his lip to keep the tears from starting to fall.

“The only thing they're thinking about is how much they want to take care of you, baby. Do you understand?” Namjoon asks, pulling back just far enough that he can tip Jimin's head up for a kiss, soft and sweet. “We're so happy you've decided to talk to all of us about this.”

“He's right,” Jin says, stepping in closer to them with one arm wrapped around Jungkook's back. “They're all very eager to see you. Do you think you're ready to see them too?”

Jimin hesitates. He wants to see them, but his stomach is still in knots waiting for someone to tell him that they’re just joking about wanting to see him in return. Still, there’s only one way to find out, and he can’t pretend like the pack hasn’t already earned a lot of his trust. He has to try.

“M’ready,” he says, voice coming out high and shaky.

“Alright,” Jin says. “We’ll get you up into the nest, and then I think we’d all like to do a bit of scenting to help soothe some of those nerves. Does that sound okay, darling?”

The second he nods in response, Jimin finds himself swept off of his feet and into Namjoon’s arms as he’s carried toward the stairs. The two of them trail a little ways behind Jin and Jungkook – far enough that he knows Namjoon’s whispers are meant only for him.

“We’re so proud of you, pup. I know this is scary for you, but I promise that everyone just wants to keep you close and safe. We’re going to take care of you, Minnie, as much as you’ll let us. We’ll show you. It’s going to be okay.”

Jimin feels the first hot tears fall down his cheeks as tries his best not to completely shatter in Namjoon’s arms. He’s not sure what to say, but he presses tiny kisses to Namjoon’s throat in an attempt to thank him. It seems to be well received, at least judging from how the alpha's scent goes warmer.

He’s glad he’s being carried. When they reach the threshold of Taehyung’s bedroom, he can feel his stomach lurch with the desire to pause, but Namjoon doesn’t even slow down. Jimin squeezes his eyes closed, flashes of the disappointed expressions he expects to see playing on repeat in his mind. He doesn’t know what he’s going to do if he sees that, how he’ll be able to cope. He can already smell distress in the room, half of the pack’s scents gone bitter and sour, and he can’t help the way his brain starts feeding him all the ways it’s his fault.

“Pup, it’s alright,” Namjoon coos while Jimin clings to him as if he’s afraid of being dropped. “Everyone is so glad to see you. Can you let us show you how happy we are to have you here?”

It’s Taehyung’s voice that eventually pulls him out of his spiral, just a soft little, “Jiminie?” that sounds like he’s nearly on the edge of tears.

He can’t make Taehyung cry.

Jimin cracks his eyes open and turns his head to peek at the nest. Taehyung has come right up to the edge, reaching out toward Jimin with a sad look of confusion on his face. Once their eyes meet, one side of his mouth tugs into a tiny smile and he reaches out a little farther. “Want you in the nest, Jiminie, please?”

He can already see Jungkook climbing in with Jin, the two of them heading for where Hoseok and Yoongi sit together along one of the far walls. And there’s… There’s no disappointment on any of their faces. No disgust, nothing cruel.

None of it.

If anything, they all look just a little bit sad.

Taehyung follows his gaze, looking behind him at the others before turning back toward Jimin again. “It’s okay, baby. Everyone wants you here, don’t we?”

“We do, Min-ah,” Yoongi says.

Hoseok nods in agreement and gives Jimin a smile. “We really do. Come let us fuss over you?”

They really don’t hate him.

Jimin turns to give Namjoon a nod, and feels himself being lowered into the nest. The second he’s been let go, Taehyung is there and pulls him into a tight embrace, nosing at his scent gland briefly before running his tongue across it. “TaeTae, m’sorry,” Jimin mumbles, returning the gesture and swiping his tongue over Taehyung’s scent gland, the taste of maple soothing enough to have him relaxing just the slightest.

“What are you apologizing for?”

“Being afraid. I thought…”

“Nobody is mad at you for being scared, Jiminie. In fact, nobody is mad at you for anything. Not even a little bit, okay?”

They aren’t mad at him.

And Jimin believes Taehyung when he says it. The feeling of relief that sweeps through him is nearly enough to pull a whine from his throat, but instead he just squeezes Taehyung tighter, pressing kisses to his scent gland and murmuring little tiny thank-yous into the skin.

He still has to face the hyungs, but he knows that Taehyung wouldn’t set him up to be disappointed. That doesn’t mean it isn’t still a little nerve wracking when Taehyung finally lets him go and he has to turn toward the rest of the pack though. Hoseok and Yoongi are still beside one another, Jin on one side of them while Namjoon sits on the other with Jungkook pulled into his lap, looking perfectly content as he smiles at Jimin.

“See, hyung. It’s okay,” Jungkook says. “Everyone still wants you here. Nobody wants you to go.”

“That’s right,” Hoseok agrees, opening his arms in invitation. “We all want you just the same as we did before, Minnie. Can you come scent with me? Let me show you?”

Jimin nods and crawls over into Hoseok’s waiting arms. “Thank you, hyung,” he says, accepting Hoseok’s wrist when it’s raised up to his mouth, and offering his own in return.

All of the scents in the room were already starting to even out, and the spike of rich coffee in the air and on his tongue helps to settle Jimin even further – especially when it’s accompanied by smaller spikes of everyone else’s scents too. For as bad as things had felt when he got here, they really seem like they might be okay.

Hoseok makes a pleased little hum as Jimin relaxes against him. “There you go, pretty baby. Hyung’s got you. You’re safe here, and everything is okay.”

Things start to feel a bit fuzzy once he and Hoseok have scented, the next little while becoming a pleasantly warm and fluid series of scentings and kisses as he’s shuffled from one member of the pack to the next. Yoongi tells him how happy he is that Jimin is here, and Jin whispers about how proud he is that Jimin trusted them enough to share.

Eventually, he ends up back in Namjoon's lap.

Of the whole pack, Namjoon is probably the one who Jimin was most afraid of finding out about the details of what happened with Jihoon, though he's not sure why exactly. A part of him knows it isn't rational. Namjoon has never been mean to him or made him feel like less than. He's always so careful and kind with both Jimin and Jungkook that it's hard to imagine him being cruel, and yet…

For some reason Namjoon's face is the one he's imagined twisting with disgust more than any of the others.

But there's no disgust on the alpha's face. If anything, his expression is fond and warm as he pulls Jimin in close and leans forward for a kiss. “Feeling a little better, pup?”

Jimin gives a little nod. “I do, yeah. I… Thank you for being so nice to me, hyung.”

“Of course. None of us ever want to be mean to you, Minnie. We want to look after you, to make sure you're taken care of.”

“In the spirit of that,” Jin says, “Do you think you're up for talking a little, Jimin-ah?”

“Yeah, I think I'm ready. It might be umm… I'll do my best.”

Jin smiles at that and looks at the others in turn. “I take it all of you are ready as well?” A collection of murmured agreements and nods give him his answer. “Alright, we–”

“One last thing,” Namjoon interrupts. (Jimin feels his heart sink, like maybe this is the point where things are going to turn and – no, he can't think like that.) Thankfully, Namjoon starts speaking again before he can spiral too far. “Let's all get in a bit closer. Minnie, who would make you feel the most comfortable right now? You can stay with me if you like, but if you want one of the others for this, that's perfectly fine too.”

Jimin does know what he wants, but he still hesitates. They've already done so much to help him feel safe and comfortable, with all the scenting and reassurances… Still, the last thing he wants to do is squander that by making this part of the night harder. He presses a quick kiss to Namjoon’s cheek and then climbs out of his lap, grabbing Jungkook and Taehyung on his way over to Hoseok.

“Hi again, Minnie,” Hoseok says fondly as he helps settle Jimin into his lap, back to chest with the two of them up against the wall of the nest. “Is this okay?”

“It’s good, hyung.”

It takes a minute or so to get everyone situated, Taehyung in Yoongi’s lap and Jungkook in Namjoon’s on either side of him and Hoseok. For a minute, he’s worried that Jin might feel left out, but he seems perfectly content as he slides in next to Namjoon and gives Jimin a questioning little tilt of his head.

“Ready?”

“Yeah,” Jimin says, giving a nod in response. “I’m okay now.”

“Perfect,” Jin says. “Let’s get started then. We really appreciate you helping us all get on the same page like this, and agreeing to answer some questions. That being said, there’s nothing you have to answer tonight if you don’t feel comfortable. I’d like for this to be as much for you as it is for us, and I imagine you had something you hoped to achieve with this conversation as well?”

“Sort of? I… Mostly, I just wanted all of this in the open because… I guess I’ve been afraid of you finding out about the embarrassing parts for a long time now. I thought…”

“You thought we were gonna be mad at you?” Yoongi asks.

“Umm, maybe. More like… disappointed? Or disgusted, or maybe you wouldn’t want to court me anymore because I’d been…” Jimin falters, trailing off and biting at the inside of his cheek to keep from crying.

“Jiminie,” Hoseok says, squeezing him closer. “What happened to you was abuse. Nobody is going to be disappointed in you because someone else hurt you.”

“But I… I let him.”

Hoseok shakes his head. “That’s not what it sounded like to me, baby. You left when his rut got to be too much. You tried to break up after that. Those aren’t the actions of someone who wants to be hurt. You were so strong, and even if you hadn’t been able to do that – even if you hadn’t tried to leave – it still wouldn’t be your fault. None of us would be mad, or disgusted, or any of those other things you’re worried we might feel either.”

Jimin isn’t sure exactly how to process that, but he also knows that tonight is probably going to be full of things he can’t process, so he can’t get hung up here. “Okay… I umm – I’m not sure I know what to feel about that right now, but I appreciate you saying it,” he answers, doing his best to just accept the confusing mix of guilt, relief, hope and fear that it sends through him.

“Is it hard to believe?” Taehyung asks, voice soft as he leans in closer and takes one of Jimin’s hands. “That we wouldn’t blame you?”

“A little? I don't want it to be, but…”

Jungkook reaches for his other hand now, squeezing it. “Can I help a little hyung? Maybe explain some of the hard parts?”

“That would be nice. Sorry, Kookie.”

“Nothing to be sorry for. I wanna help, and I know some of it is easier for me to talk about. I’ve got you Jiminie. So the thing is,” he starts, looking at the others now. “Jihoon told a lot of lies about what happened, saying that Jiminie led him on and asked for everything. Most of our ‘friends’ believed him – or at least bought it enough to stop hanging out with us.”

“They would have kept hanging out with you,” Jimin says. He’s fully aware that this cost Jungkook most of his friends too, minus the couple that didn’t go to their school.

“Yeah, well there was no way I was gonna hang out with them ever again. I didn’t want anything to do with people who didn’t support you.”

“You’re a good friend, Kook-ah,” Namjoon says.

“A good boyfriend,” Taehyung corrects. “You guys were together by then, right?”

Jimin nods. “Yeah, right after my heat ended and I got back from the clinic.”

“They wouldn’t let me in,” Jungkook complains. “Family and mates only. Otherwise I would have been in there with him. Either way, I think losing all of our friends is part of why it’s hard to accept people hearing about it and not being awful about it.”

He’s right. Jimin knows he is. Maybe now is a good time to actually say that, to acknowledge just how much of the situation Jungkook understands. It's something he feels like he hasn't done enough of in the past, at least partially because it's been so hard to talk about this in the first place.

It takes a few seconds to get his mouth working, but he does eventually manage it. “You’re right,” he admits, voice gone tight. “It’s hard to imagine anyone not thinking less of me because of it, especially considering I lost everyone but you. I mean, I guess your mom didn’t treat me any different, but my parents…” Jimin shakes his head and takes a deep breath, gaze shifting to the others now too. “Look, I know I’m probably being insecure. If this had happened to anybody else, I wouldn’t blame them at all – but even though I know that, it’s hard to not blame myself.”

“That's a good first step,” Namjoon says. “Acknowledging that you wouldn't blame someone else if they were in your position.”

“It is,” Jin agrees. “We can help you build from there.”

Jimin isn't sure exactly what 'building from there' would even entail, but again he does his best to just accept the possibility and not get stuck there. They probably have a lot of other stuff to get to, and he's more concerned with answering their questions than figuring out the details of how they think they can help.

“Your family really didn’t support you at all?” Yoongi asks with something like shock in his voice.

Jimin actually laughs. It comes out sounding bitter even to his own ears, but he can’t help it. “Told me to keep my legs closed next time and that I should focus on my career since nobody was gonna want me after that – and that Kookie would get tired of me eventually. I don’t know what else I expected.”

Now the expression of shock on Yoongi's face is unmistakable. “Fuck, that's awful, Min-ah. I'm sorry.”

“It's okay. They've always been pretty shit.” Jimin laughs again, but it sounds nearly as hollow as the last one, and it doesn't help that no one else seems to find this funny either.

“Jimin-ah,” Jin says, shifting until he’s seated right in front of him and can reach out to touch Jimin’s face, his eyes wide and sad. “I want you to understand that this never should have happened to you. And even when it did, you should have had support and kindness to lean on, especially from your family and friends. I’m sorry that you were failed so completely by everyone but Jungkook-ah, and I think I can speak for all of us in saying that while you didn’t have a good support system then, we all want to be here to support you now and in the future.”

Jin’s speech saps the bitterness and frustration right out of Jimin’s body, leaving him feeling more vulnerable than anything else.

Hoseok must sense the shift, because he presses a feather light kiss to Jimin’s cheek and says, “He’s right, honey. Your family might have sucked, but you’ve got us now – both you and Jungkookie – and we take care of one another in this pack.”

“Speaking of take care of,” Taehyung starts.

Jin cuts him off before he can finish, “Darling, I’m not sure now is the time to offer murder.”

“What,” Yoongi says. “Gonna offer to kill Jihoon?”

“Pretty sure he’s talking about Jiminie’s parents,” Hoseok says, pressing another few kisses along Jimin’s cheek.

“Yeah, I already offered for Jihoon. What can I say? Maybe murder is my love language.”

This makes Jungkook laugh, and the little spike of floral happiness in his scent is what finally makes Jimin realize just how muted the rest of theirs have gone. Part of him is anxious that they’re frustrated with him, but it’s hard to believe that with Hoseok pressed so close and clearly affectionate toward him. The others are all being sweet too – which probably means it’s the subject matter more than him that they find upsetting.

He needs to try and focus on that. They've done nothing to indicate they don't want to be here with him, so he has to try and believe them.

Apparently he's spent too long thinking, because Taehyung squeezes his hand again. “You okay, Jiminie? Sorry if I shouldn't have joked.”

“Oh, no. That was okay,” Jimin says, squeezing Taehyung's hand in return. “It was funny. My head was just somewhere else, but either way you don't need to bother with my parents. It's not like they're happy anyway. Just let them keep being miserable together.”

“Where exactly was your head?” Jin asks, drawing Jimin's attention back to where the beta is still seated in front of him, looking patient and warm.

“Sorry, I– What you said before was really nice. I appreciate everyone offering to help, not to mention all the ways you guys take care of us already.”

“And I'm very glad to hear it, but that wasn't what I asked, darling. Can you tell me where your head was just now?”

Jimin's gaze falters, falling somewhere over Jin's chest instead of his face. “It's stupid,” he mumbles, not really wanting to show off even more of the depths of his insecurity.

“Somehow, I get the feeling I'm going to disagree with you. Can you tell me?”

“Fine, but just… let me explain?”

“Of course. All the time you need, darling. None of us have any intention of leaving.”

He still can't quite look Jin in the eye, but he does his best to just talk through the shame. “I guess I was… I noticed how unhappy everyone smelled. My first thought was that you might be frustrated with me, but I'm pretty sure that's not the problem – or at least I hope. It's just that my brain is always telling me that people don't like me as much as they say, even when they haven't done anything to deserve me thinking that and… I'm just tired of it. I want to believe that people like me when they say it, and I know I just need to let go of the worry, even if it's scary. Like I said, just being stupid. I know that you like me.”

“Thank you so much for sharing, darling,” Jin says. “I know that was uncomfortable for you, but I really appreciate knowing what's happening in your head.”

Hoseok nods behind him, their hair brushing together as he leans forward to rest his chin on Jimin's shoulder. “I think we all appreciate it. I am kind of curious what you're afraid is gonna happen if you let go of that caution for a little while though?”

Jimin shrugs. “I don't know…”

“Are you sure? Maybe we can think it through together? Would you be willing to try for me, or is that something you don't feel comfortable with right now?”

“No, I… I can try.”

“Perfect,” Hoseok says, pressing a kiss into Jimin's shoulder. “I just want you to imagine something for me. Try to think of how it would feel right now if you could just accept that we all absolutely adore you, that we've loved every minute of courting you, and that none of this could change that.”

If Jimin didn’t feel vulnerable before, he definitely does now. He wishes he could hide his face. He can feel their eyes on him as his scent tries to tip sweet at the thought of just how good it would feel to know they want him, to believe it without a shadow of doubt. It feels a bit like falling, an exhilarating rush of air and butterflies in his stomach, but that feeling quickly gives way to the hulking dread of what it might mean to accept that and then find out later it isn’t true – to pitch himself into the open air and land right on his face.

“Can feel you going tense, honey,” Hoseok whispers, rocking the two of them gently from side to side. “It’s okay. Can you tell me what you’re feeling?”

“It’s umm… I don’t…” Jimin struggles, trying to put the feeling into words that make sense. Everyone just waits patiently, and eventually he manages to get at least something out. “I guess it’s just… It feels good to imagine but then I think about if it changed or I was wrong and… What if I get used to it and then it’s gone?”

The spike of several scents around him is confusing enough that it’s hard to pick out exactly whose they are and what the specific feeling behind them is. Plenty of distress, which definitely makes Jimin feel like he’s said something he wasn’t supposed to – given voice to a thought that he should have kept locked inside of him. But he only did what was asked of him, so–

Before he can start to spiral too hard, Hoseok squeezes him tighter, and he can feel Yoongi and Namjoon leaning in closer too, the omegas in their laps shifting further into his space as well, each of them pressing their wrists to his for a comforting scenting. Being close helps, even when he feels like he’s just shown them all a part of him that he can’t ever take back.

Jin is the last one to come closer, leaning in and tipping Jimin’s face up to look at him. “Thank you for helping us understand, darling. I imagine this is a fear you’ve lived with for a long time, and it was very brave of you to share it with us just now. As much as I wish I could wipe all the doubt from your mind in an instant, I know that isn’t possible. What I do know is possible, is for us to earn your trust, just like Jungkook-ah has. All we need is for you to keep giving us opportunities to do that, even though it’s frightening.”

“But I… That sounds like so much work for you and I don’t want–”

“Minnie,” Namjoon interrupts. “It’s not work for us to treat you like we care about you. We do care about you.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi agrees. “It’s not like it’s really doing anything different than we do already.”

“But it’s–”

This time it’s Jin who cuts him off, all warmth and patience as he explains, “Yoongi-yah is right, darling. You already give us those opportunities all the time, just like we give them to you. They’re a natural part of any relationship. The only change it would really require is for you to consider them in that context when you can. That way, when your fear tries to tell you that we don't care, or that we couldn’t possibly catch you when you fall, you’ll have plenty of examples to the contrary. It won’t change overnight, but it can change. Taehyung-ah can attest to that.”

Jimin sees the opportunity to shift some of the attention away from himself and can't help but take it. He's been the center of this conversation for too long and he really just needs a break. “Can you tell me about what it was like for you, TaeTae?”

Taehyung perks up in Yoongi's lap at this, a little spike of his usual maple scent cutting through the lingering notes of burnt and sour distress hanging in the room. “Yeah, of course. If it might help, I'd love to,” he says, smiling warmly at Jimin. “I know it won't be exactly the same, but… Before Jin-hyung, I'd never trusted anybody. My parents only ever hurt me, and everyone I ever interacted with was either on their payroll, or was a mark – and they never let me get close to either.”

“You didn't…” Jungkook starts, his voice gone a little sad. “You didn't have any friends? Like at all?”

“Not really. Some of my instructors weren't cruel to me, but it wasn't like there was anything we could talk about – nothing they wouldn't report back to my parents. Life was easiest for me if I kept to myself and did as I was told.”

“And even then, it wasn't actually easy,” Yoongi mumbles. It's impossible to miss the anger in his voice, especially when Jimin feels that same emotion bubbling up inside his own chest.

The thought of anyone laying a hand on Taehyung makes him want to bare his teeth and fight – the same feeling he gets when Jungkook is under any sort of threat. It's not necessarily a surprise that he cares so much, just more that he hasn't really bothered comparing his feelings about any of the pack to his feelings for Jungkook. Now isn't really the time for it either. He's far too focused on how much he wants to fight Taehyung's parents, even knowing they're long dead.

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees, letting out a hollow sounding laugh. “Nothing was ever easy back then.”

This time, it's Jimin who reaches out for Taehyung, lacing their fingers together. “You don't have to keep going if you don't want. I'm sorry if I shouldn't have asked.”

Taehyung just shakes his head, expression softening as he cracks a little smile at Jimin. “It's okay. That time in my life was really awful, and it can be hard to talk about a lot of the time, but I want you to understand. The details aren't super important right now, but it's simple enough to say that my parents controlled every aspect of my life, from who I could see to whether I was allowed to eat that day. They were vicious, horrible people. They had to be to keep someone like me from realizing just how easy it would be to kill them. So by the time I was sent to kill Jin-hyung, I was basically feral and had no idea how mates even worked – just that Jin-hyung was mine.”

“It's rather hard to overstate just how feral he was,” Jin says. “I was also wildly unprepared to help him. As much as I wanted him to see a professional, the only people he really tolerated for almost a year were me, and my family – so I saw the professionals instead. It was messy, and we made lots of mistakes along the way. There were times Taehyung-ah would disappear for days on end when he wasn't sure how to cope with something, and I would run around in a panic until he returned.”

Taehyung huffs out a short laugh. “Yeah, and I didn't really know how to cope with anything. Jin-hyung was so nice and patient with me, but I'd get so afraid of him taking everything away that sometimes I just needed to go and wander off for a while. I always came back though…”

“You did, yes. As much as I worried, I knew the only thing for it was to keep trying. I had private tutors for the majority of my teens, and by our second year together Taehyung-ah was joining me for my classes. We took a gap year since he wasn't quite ready for college yet, but once he'd finally settled in and started growing, he made very consistent progress.”

One look over at Jungkook confirms he's just as shocked as Jimin feels. Even without details, Jimin can imagine what a horrible life Taehyung must have lived before meeting Jin. It makes his heart ache. And to think that Taehyung could recover from all of that and Jimin is sitting here unable to tackle this one small–

“Jiminie?” Taehyung says, squeezing their joined hands. “Can see you getting into your head. I know it's kind of a lot, but I'm okay now.”

“No, that's not it,” Jimin says immediately, shaking his head. “It's not too much. It's not you at all, I swear. This whole day has just been a lot and my head is a little messy, but you're not too much. I'm really happy you're sharing.”

“Me too, hyung,” Jungkook says. “I hate that all of that happened to you, but I'm really glad you feel safe telling us.”

Taehyung smiles. “I do feel safe, and I was actually going somewhere with this too, sorry. I'll finish quick. So even after all the work me and Jin-hyung did, it still took a long while for me to feel that safe with Joonie-hyung and Yoongi-hyung too, but it was easier. And by the time I found Hobi-hyung and you guys, it was way easier. I guess I just want you to know that it might take time, but that we all really want to help both of you feel safe and secure with us, and I know that we can.”

Jimin half expects Jungkook to say that he already feels that way, but when their eyes meet, Jungkook is just looking back at him with a hopeful little smile on his face. “That sounds really nice, don't you think, hyung?”

It really does.

As uncertain as Jimin feels about the future, he loves the thought that it might be possible for him to not feel so afraid all the time, to really trust the hyungs and let them look after him and Jungkook. No more worrying about them finding out about his past. No more hiding. Maybe even being able to talk as openly as Taehyung does someday.

And knowing that they still want him, no matter what happened.

The nod he gives Jungkook is a little shaky, but he doesn't let that stop him. “It does sound nice, and I… I don't know how exactly, but I do want that – and it means a lot to me that you guys are willing to help. I wish you didn't have to, but… I want to work on it too.”

Jungkook smiles wide at that, and Hoseok squeezes Jimin tight against him, pressing one long kiss to his cheek before saying, “That makes us so happy to hear, Minnie.”

“Really,” Namjoon agrees. “It's hard to express just how much we want that too.”

There's a few more murmured agreements exchanged, and between all the assurances and the way Jungkook looks so much happier and lighter than he has all day, Jimin can't help feeling hopeful as well. As much as wanting this for himself is terrifying, wanting it for Jungkook feels much easier. He still wants to work on it for himself too, but when it feels overwhelming, he knows he can at least fall back on that to keep his head in the game.

After a few moments, Jin turns to Namjoon and the rest of them quiet down to listen.

“I believe we're nearly ready to wrap this up. Preference, Joon-ah?”

“I think you're better equipped for this than I am,” Namjoon answers. “All yours.”

Jin gives him one short nod and then turns his attention back to the rest of them. “Well, I think this has been a very good conversation for the seven of us to have, and I also think there's been quite a lot of progress made. That being said, I do want to make sure we tie up all of our loose ends, and that everyone feels like they got what they needed out of this. One thing I believe might be beneficial would be a quick summary of what we know, both to reopen the floor for any questions, and so it's absolutely clear where our knowledge stands. Is that alright, Jimin-ah?”

Hoseok speaks up before Jimin can respond. “Only if you're okay with a little more, Minnie. If you need to be done for tonight, that's okay too.”

“Absolutely,” Jin agrees. “If it's too much, we can hold off until a later time. I never want you to feel like you have to push through if you're not feeling up to it. Thank you for clarifying, Hobi-yah.”

“I'm okay,” Jimin answers. “This day has been a lot, and I might need to just not talk for a while when we're done, but I can handle a little more.”

“Alright, I'll do my best to keep the summary short and sweet. While we were all aware of some of the basics of what happened between you and Choi Jihoon before, Joon-ah and I brought the other up to speed about the events at the end of that time. We know that after your attempted breakup, you had your first heat, and that he joined you for a brief period at the beginning of it. We also know that he waited for the peak, broke things off when he knew it would hurt the most, and then took a video of the aftermath before leaving. I believe those are the broad strokes?”

“And that he then posted it online,” Namjoon adds.

Jimin can't help flinching at the last bit. Hearing all of it spelled out so starkly and without judgment makes him feel a strange mix of emotions that he has trouble identifying under all of the anxiety, but acknowledging that the stupid video is probably still somewhere online is just…

He hates it. The thought of anyone else seeing it – especially the pack – makes him want to scream.

Hoseok must feel the tension rippling through him, his arms going tight around Jimin's middle as he whispers very softly, “It's okay. I've got you, baby.”

“S'okay,” Jimin mumbles, squeezing his eyes shut and willing himself not to cry. “Just hate that video.”

“We don't have to talk about that part anymore,” Jin assures him. “I just wanted to lay out the basics of our knowledge so you could correct if anything was wrong. I apologize. There's no need to go into detail about it.”

“I should apologize too,” Namjoon says. “I pushed it further.”

Jimin takes a couple of deep breaths, glad that he has Hoseok wrapped so securely around him at least. “It's not your fault – and everything you guys said was right.”

“Can I umm…” Yoongi trails off almost right away, a few soft murmurs exchanged between him and Jin before he speaks up again. “I know you don't want to talk about it, and I don't need to know details, but… after that are you really still okay with the cameras in your apartment? I mean, I love being able to make sure you and Jungkook-ah are okay, but if it makes you uncomfortable at all–”

“It really doesn't,” Jimin interrupts. “I understand why you would worry, and it's a sweet thought, but the cameras don't bother me at all. Me and Kookie have lived around them almost our whole lives, and I know I'm in control of what they see and whether they stay on. That video Jihoon took wasn't something I consented to or even knew was happening at the time. I don't know. Maybe I should feel weird about cameras but… I just don't. I like that you guys can see us if you want, and it's never felt invasive.”

Yoongi gives a slow little nod. “Okay, I just wanted to make sure. I think… that's all I really wanted to ask right now.”

“A good question,” Jin says. “Does anyone else have anything they feel is important to ask tonight? Or do you have any corrections to our version of events, Jimin-ah?”

Jimin waits a few seconds to see if anyone asks anything else, feeling a little bit of relief when there don't seem to be any more questions. “No corrections. Everything you said is true. If umm… if we're done though…”

“I believe we are, yes,” Jin answers.

“Then I guess I just want to say thank you to all of you. It's… This is something I've been really scared of talking about for a really long time, and I know I sort of made a big deal out of this, but it means a lot to me that you all agreed to have this talk – and that it hasn't made you think less of me.”

“Jiminie,” Taehyung says. “This is a big deal. You didn't make it one. It's something that hurt you really badly – and Jungkookie too – and that was gonna be a huge deal to us no matter what.”

“You don't have to say that,” Jungkook mumbles. “It didn't hurt me as much as–”

“It did though,” Jimin interrupts. He's not going to let Jungkook pretend this didn't cause him pain. Jimin has never believed that, no matter how much Jungkook tries to say it. “I know it did, and it doesn't take anything away from me for you to say it hurt you too, Kookie. If I'd watched that happen to you, I– It would have broken my heart.”

Jungkook goes completely still, his scent nearly disappearing for a moment before going bitter with distress and then almost floral and content in the space of seconds. He climbs quickly out of Namjoon's lap and crawls in front of Jimin and Hoseok, right next to Jin. “Hyung, please?” he whispers, opening his arms toward Jimin as his eyes well up with tears.

Jimin goes to him immediately, slipping out of Hoseok's lap and pulling Jungkook into a hug. “It's okay, baby. I know it was bad, and I'm sorry it's so hard for me to talk about it, but I want you to feel like you can. Thank you for opening up when I was too afraid to. I'm sorry I freaked out. I was just scared, and you didn't do anything wrong, I promise.”

It's hard to tell which of them starts crying first. Jungkook's scent flips back and forth between happy and distressed for another minute, but he does eventually start to settle in Jimin's arms as the rest of the pack closes in around them, offering hugs and assurances that it's okay for them to cry.

Somehow it feels less difficult to accept all of that attention and care when it's directed at him and Jungkook together, or maybe there's a part of him that really is starting to believe that they care for him like that. Either way, he does his best to do what Jin asked – to consider that he's done something really vulnerable tonight, and that the whole pack was here to make sure he didn't fall on his face. They didn't mock him or use his weakness to hurt him.

Instead, they gently guided him through the experience, and now they're here at the end making sure both he and Jungkook know how glad they are to have shared this between the seven of them. They tell Jimin they're proud of him.

And when all the crying and cuddling and scenting is finished, they eventually go downstairs and eat dinner together in the living room (takeout because Jin is unwilling to leave them for even a moment). They all talk and eat and joke like everything is fine – and strangely enough, it does feel fine, even if Taehyung and Hoseok are practically glued to Jimin's side all night. It's not like nothing happened, but more like all of this stuff they know about him hasn't really changed anything, and that makes him so incredibly happy.

Maybe this thing the seven of them are doing…

Maybe it really is going to work out.

Notes:

And with that, our plot arc is concluded! We've gotten so much heavy stuff out of the way and opened the door for a lot more deliberate healing going forward. Like usual, we'll spend a while meandering through various little bits of story and development before we get into our next plot arc.

See you all next Sunday for something a bit lighter (。^▽^)

Chapter 69: Late Night Visit

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Things are finally starting to feel like they're getting back to normal – or maybe normal is the wrong word.

Jimin definitely feels like things are different now. It's just that they haven’t really changed in any of the ways he was worried they might. The pack doesn't seem to expect anything to shift after their heats, and he doesn't feel like they look at him differently after the big conversation about Jihoon a few weeks ago either. They aren't treating him like he's any more fragile than they were before either, which he really appreciates.

All that being said, things do feel… easier now.

It's a bit hard to pin down exactly how. They still have their date nights like usual, still do all of the same things when they hang out, either all together or in smaller groups, and still talk as much as they did before. Maybe it's him that's changed? He definitely feels like there's been a weight lifted from his chest now that he isn't terrified they'll find out about his past and not want him anymore. There was also a part of him that worried that once their heats were over, the closeness they'd enjoyed during that time might go away too, but that hasn't happened.

If anything, maybe one of the easiest changes to pick out is just how much more free he and Jungkook feel to come and go from the house. Jimin drops by to study in silence while Hoseok works on some sort of project next to him (usually something involving lots of floor plans and schedules), and Jungkook heads over to use the studio they gifted him at least a couple of times a week.

It’s nice. Almost like Jimin is finally starting to feel confident in the fact that the pack probably wants to see him at least half as much as he wants to see them.

Another change that makes him really happy is how much more often they exchange scented items now. Since the blanket Taehyung gifted them months ago was basically an exact copy of his favorite soft blanket, they've decided to trade them back and forth whenever their scent starts to fade. There are plenty of clothes and smaller pieces exchanged too, and whenever anyone comes to their apartment, Jimin and Jungkook both present them with plenty of things to scent.

He loves feeling surrounded by the smell of all of them, and seeing Taehyung in his or Jungkook’s clothes always does something funny to his heart too.

Things are just starting to feel… really good.

Tonight, he has a late practice to go to. He is supposed to be getting a first look at the choreography he and his assigned group are going to be learning for an upcoming performance, but it’s been difficult to find a time during the day when everyone in the group is free, so they eventually opted for a later meeting instead. They don’t work up too much of a sweat over the course of the practice, since they’re going slowly through each move to get the proper form and timing down.

He's excited for this assignment. While they've done some smaller performances for his classes so far, this will be the largest one by far. They've got a fair bit of time to practice and perfect everything too, so he's hoping for it to come together into something special.

Practice does go later than he expects.

The whole group is focused and excited to get started, but hours later they finally start losing steam, a few of them having left already. About half of the people remaining decide to go get a few drinks at a nearby bar, and even though Jimin is invited, he doesn’t really feel up to it. While he’s polite with the people in his class, he’s always careful not to get too close. With his background (and now his ties to the pack as well), it just feels safer not to get friendly enough to put anyone in danger – and maybe he’s a little wary of people in general too, but potential danger is a much more convenient excuse.

Either way, there’s someone else he’d rather see. Jungkook is probably already in bed, and Jimin is starving.

[Jimin to Yoongi]

[Jimin]: Midnight snack?

[Yoongi]: Where are you?

[Yoongi]: You haven’t been home for hours. Late shift tonight?

[Jimin]: I had dance practice

[Jimin]: We’ve got a group performance coming up and it was the only time we were all free to go over the choreo

[Jimin]: I’m so hungry ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: Are you craving something in particular?

[Yoongi]: Want me to come pick you up?

[Jimin]: Kind of want noodles. I could pick something up for us and catch the bus to your place?

[Yoongi]: How about you let me call you a ride and I’ll cook for you?

[Jimin]: But I’m hungry now

[Yoongi]: I’ll have something ready by the time you get here. Is that okay? I’m calling you a ride either way. You shouldn’t be riding the bus this late.

[Jimin]: Pretty sure I can defend myself just fine (ー_ーゞ

[Yoongi]: Yeah well I’d prefer if you didn’t have to. Now can I cook for you or not?

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: Let me get you the address for the studio (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: Thanks. Stay inside if you forgot to bring a jacket.

[Jimin]: Bossy

[Yoongi]: Brat.

~

Jimin did bring a jacket, though it’s a bit light for waiting outside – not that he lets that stop him. It’s nice to be out in the crisp evening air, and the little bit of chill shouldn’t take long to dissipate once he’s in a warm vehicle.

He’s a little surprised to see Wonho when he’s picked up about fifteen minutes later, but he eagerly climbs into the passenger seat so it's easier for them to talk. “Hey Wonho-ssi. I didn’t think you worked this late.”

“I was just finishing up my shift. Picking you up was only a minute or so out of my way, since I need to drop by the house anyway.”

“Oh, are you picking up Hyungwon-ssi?” Wonho smiles at the mention of the other omega, which Jimin takes as a good sign that things are working out well. “Do you guys have a date tonight?”

“Just something casual,” Wonho answers. “A movie at my place – his suggestion.”

“Has he been there before?”

Wonho shakes his head. “First time.”

“Spend the whole day before work cleaning?”

“I do try to keep a tidy home, but I may have done some extra cleaning. Just want to put my best foot forward.”

“Trust me, I understand,” Jimin agrees with a laugh. “You should have seen all the cleaning me and Kookie did when the pack first started coming over. It was nerve wracking.”

“I’m fairly sure the two of you could have lived inside of a dirt hovel and they still would have been smitten, at least judging by how they would talk about you.”

“You heard them talking about us?”

“In the very early days, before I was reassigned to your security. I should probably be careful not to say anything more, though. Eavesdropping is not in my job description.”

Jimin nods in understanding. “I won’t say a word.”

“Thank you, Jimin-ssi.”

As much as he wants to ask Wonho to drop the formality, he has a feeling it will be a bit of a lost cause, considering he only ever addresses the rest of the pack formally too – and some of them definitely would have asked already. Probably better to try and talk about something else.

“Did the reassignment bother you? Getting moved to our security?”

“Technically, it was a promotion. Doesn’t hurt that I volunteered as well,” Wonho answers. “Hard to be upset about getting to run my own team.”

“Oh, definitely not bad then. Do you miss working with Hyungwon-ssi though? Or did you not really work closely before either?”

“I liked working with him, but we would have had to split up if we’d started dating then anyways. Working together like this every day would be messy. Conflicts of interest and all that – I’m sure you understand. The reassignment was part of the reason I finally felt good about asking him, to be honest. I knew he liked his assignment, and I was a little wary of moving to a new team under a different leader. Shownu-ssi was always easy to work under, so I wasn’t keen to take a gamble with anyone else.”

“Well, I’ve only ever heard good things about you from the others, so I can see why they decided to let you operate with your own team. I’m glad it’s given you the chance to pursue something you wanted, and me and Kookie both feel really safe knowing you’re keeping an eye on things, so thank you, Wonho-ssi.”

It’s actually nice to get a chance to talk with Wonho a little more. Jimin has been meaning to thank him for a while, and he knows that Jungkook really likes him as well. The two of them don’t talk a ton, but Jungkook is always excited when they trade a few texts back and forth about workout routines, or chat for a few minutes on a ride like this one.

It doesn’t take long to get to the house, and Jimin is glad because he’s been ready to eat for hours. Really, he should have had something before practice, but he lost track of time and now he’s paying the price.

“Would you like me to drop you off up by the door?” Wonho asks.

“Nah, it’s okay. I can make it up the driveway. Besides, you have a date to get to. Hope you guys have fun – and thanks for the ride, Wonho-ssi.”

Jimin hops out of the car and makes his way up to the house. It’s not too far from the front gate up to the actual building, just a couple minutes of walking, but it’s enough to have him chilly again in no time. The wind blows much stronger out here where there aren’t as many buildings to block it – and his jacket is both light and lacking pockets, so his hands get the worst of it.

It does mean that the warmth that greets him when he steps into the foyer and starts removing his shoes is very welcome. He immediately drops his bag and slips out of his jacket, missing the presence lingering in the kitchen doorway until he hears the sound of Yoongi clearing his throat.

“That is not a jacket, Jimin-ah.” Yoongi looks as unimpressed as he sounds, leaning up against the doorway with his arms crossed and his eyebrows raised in clear disapproval of The Jacket Situation.

Maybe it’s hunger making Jimin feel extra needy, but Yoongi looks good. He’s not wearing anything all that different, the same black jeans as usual, though the dark green button down shirt he has on does sort of make his ginger hair pop even more. It’s getting long these days, falling in pretty waves around the alpha’s face, with dark roots showing clearly now at the top of his head. Honestly, Jimin thinks it makes for a cool effect, but even without that, Yoongi is just always so pretty.

But that’s not the sort of comment this moment calls for.

“It is so a jacket,” Jimin says, holding it up in demonstration. “It goes over my shirt. It zips. It's warmer than–”

“It doesn't even have a hood,” Yoongi interrupts, walking over to Jimin and taking the jacket. He clicks his tongue and keeps talking while he hangs it up. “No pockets either. Let me see your hands?”

Jimin rolls his eyes and holds out his hands. Admittedly, it does feel really nice when Yoongi takes them in his own, warmth seeping right into his cold skin.

“God, you're freezing, Min-ah. You do own a proper jacket, right?”

“Of course I do. Just didn't think I would need it.”

“Don't you check the weather before you go out?” Yoongi asks, rubbing Jimin's hands between his.

“There's no way you check the weather every time you go out.”

“Someone has to make sure Joon-ah and Tae wear their jackets when Jin-hyung isn't around.”

Jimin raises a brow at that. “Uh huh. So if it's for other people, you'll check the weather. What about when it's just you? Actually, don't even bother lying to me. I know you don't.”

“Oh really? How would you know that?”

“Because you care more about taking care of other people than yourself, even though you try to pretend you don't. Now, as nice as this is, I'm pretty sure you promised me food.”

Yoongi just looks back at him, mouth hanging open slightly and his eyebrows furrowed together. “I… That's not–”

“I already know I'm right. Now can we eat something? I'm starving and whatever you're doing in the kitchen smells so good,” Jimin whines, looking at Yoongi and batting his lashes before delivering the final blow. “Please, hyung?”

A cute flush spreads over Yoongi's cheeks in an instant, his scent going warm as he drops Jimin's hands and turns around with a sigh, grumbling, “God, I knew you were gonna use that power for evil. Come on. I was just waiting for you to get here before I started the noodles so they wouldn't be soggy.”

“It really does smell good,” Jimin says, following Yoongi into the kitchen where the smell of cooking meat and vegetables is even stronger. “Did you make pork?”

“Mhmm. Just some pork belly and veggies to go with the noodles and sauce.”

“That sounds so good. You want any help?”

“No, it's fine. I just need like five minutes to finish everything up.”

Watching Yoongi cook is something Jimin hasn't gotten to do much of yet. Usually Jin is in the kitchen instead, but this is really nice. Maybe it's the fact that he and Jungkook tend to use cooking as a way to soothe one another, but he finds watching Yoongi like this to be really relaxing. If he wasn't so hungry, he might wish he'd been early enough to see the whole process.

Yoongi is relatively quiet about it, boiling water and adding the noodles while he puts together two bowls full of vegetables, thin slices of pork belly, egg, and a few other small touches. Jimin's mouth is already watering by the time Yoongi grabs another small pot from the stove and pours steaming broth into each bowl.

The noodles are done shortly after, and they don't even bother leaving the kitchen to eat.

Jimin sits perched on the counter while Yoongi leans up against a section on the other side of the sink. Everything tastes perfect, and as much as he wants to just dig right in without a word, Jimin does force himself to stop after a couple of bites to say, “This is incredible. Thank you so much for cooking.”

“No problem. I don't mind.”

~~

Jimin hardly even looks up from his bowl, content to just shove bites of chewy noodles and various toppings into his mouth without much thought, at least aside from how delicious it is.

It's not until he hears the clank sound of a pan in the sink that he looks up from his bowl and realizes Yoongi has been cleaning up while he eats. The counter where he was working has been wiped down, and his cutting board and one of the pots are in the sink already.

Jimin quickly sets down his bowl and hops off the counter. “Sorry, I didn't realize you were cleaning. Let me help.”

“It's okay,” Yoongi says, trying to wave him off. “Won’t take me long, and I know you’re hungry. You can eat.”

“I just ate over half of that bowl without stopping. Pretty sure I’m okay to slow down a little.”

“I was the one who made the mess. Really, it won’t take more than a couple of minutes.”

“Well it will take even less time if you let me help. Besides, you made that mess by feeding me. I’m not letting you clean it up on your own. Now pass me a towel so I can dry these dishes.”

Yoongi glares back at him, but Jimin knows he’s the more stubborn of the two of them. All he has to do is wait it out.

After a few seconds, Yoongi caves with a long sigh. “Fine. I don’t know why you feel the need to be so stubborn.”

“It’s part of my charm. Towel please?”

Once Yoongi passes him the towel, their conversation shifts right over into talking about their day, argument forgotten in an instant just like most of their little ‘fights’ end up being. They wash the dishes in between bites of their dinner, and Jimin feels pleasantly full by the end.

“Do you want to hang out for a while, or are you heading back to the apartment right away?” Yoongi asks once they’ve washed the last of the dishes.

“Am I keeping you up if I stay for a bit?”

“Nah. I’m not tired yet. Wanna watch something?”

“Yeah, I’m down for that. Oh – wait, let me grab my bag quick. I’ll meet you in your room,” Jimin says, jogging back to the front door where he’d dropped his things and then heading for Yoongi’s room, backpack slung over one shoulder.

“Got homework you wanna work on or something?” Yoongi asks as Jimin settles onto his couch, already unzipping the backpack.

“No, just wanted to give you some of your clothes back, with one extra thing.” Jimin unpacks a couple of worn t-shirts that Yoongi had scented for him and Jungkook last week. “Here, they’re both freshly washed and scented, and then umm… I also brought this.”

Yoongi’s head tilts to the side when Jimin reveals a soft bundle of red fabric, eyes widening in recognition after a couple of seconds. “That’s the sweater I gave you.”

“Yeah, it is.”

“You scented that for me? But you wear it all the time. You sure you’re okay to go without?”

“Well, that wasn’t exactly the plan,” Jimin answers, voice going a little high with nerves. He’s been thinking about this for a few days, dreaming about just how nice it would be if his favorite sweater smelled like both of them – but now he’s starting to feel a little self conscious about it. Asking seems a little more intimidating in the moment than it had when he thought about it in the safety of his own home.

“Min-ah?” Yoongi asks, pulling Jimin back to the present.

No point backing down now. He has to remember that Yoongi likes him.

“Sorry, I was getting in my own head about it, but… I wanted– I was hoping you could scent it for me.”

He sees the moment the realization of what he wants dawns on Yoongi’s face, the alpha tilting his head down and giving a shy little smile up through his lashes. Again, Jimin is struck by just how pretty Yoongi is. Of course he’s handsome in a more ‘traditional alpha’ sort of way too, but he still has to be one prettiest alphas Jimin has ever seen.

“You want it to smell like us?” Yoongi asks, his voice coming out soft, almost breathy.

“Yeah, I just thought it would feel really nice to wear it next time if we both scented it, but I want your scent to be strongest on it. Is… Are you okay with that?” It’s maybe a bit of a dumb question, considering just how invitingly spicy and sweet Yoongi’s scent has gone, but Jimin would rather be sure.

“You’re crazy if you think I don’t want that. Pretty sure I’m about two seconds away from heart failure right now,” Yoongi jokes.

Maybe it’s just the sudden burst of confidence at Yoongi’s admission, but Jimin sees his opening and takes it, setting aside the sweater and scooting closer to Yoongi instead.

The alpha doesn’t shy away, but his eyes do go a little wider as Jimin closes in, darting down to the ever shrinking space between them and then back up to Jimin’s face. “Min-ah? You’re umm…”

“Attempting to kiss you, since you’re apparently seconds away from death. If I’m about to make an ass out of myself, maybe tell me before I make it any worse?”

Yoongi shakes his head, leaning in a few inches. “Nothing to make worse in the first place. I like kissing you.”

Permission granted, Jimin finally closes the last bit of distance and presses his lips to Yoongi’s, feeling butterflies fluttering in his stomach. He can tell his scent is spiking and doesn’t bother trying to hide it, letting the air fill with vanilla that’s every bit as warm as Yoongi’s scent has gone.

The kiss is slow and sweet – but it does end a little sooner than Jimin wants. Luckily, Yoongi stays close after, because all it takes is one little whined, “Hyung,” to have him leaning back in for another.

This one is less gentle, with Jimin pressing himself closer to Yoongi, hands fisting the fabric of that dark green button down shirt, probably hard enough to leave wrinkles. Yoongi doesn’t seem to care, a little growl slipping out of him as he tangles fingers into Jimin’s hair and grips his hip with the other hand. It’s so good, tasting spicy cinnamon on his tongue and feeling the way Yoongi tries to keep his hands from wandering, fingers stretching wide over Jimin’s hip and starting to inch forward before the alpha catches himself and grips tight again.

Jimin feels himself starting to leak, but this time he’d thankfully thought ahead and put a plug in before leaving the dance studio earlier, so there’s no need to stop. When he slips his tongue tentatively against Yoongi’s lips, the reaction he gets is immediate – a tiny little growl leaving the alpha as their tongues slide together.

There are plenty of times that Jimin doesn't really think about Yoongi being an alpha. It's easy to lose sight of for minutes at a time when they're busy arguing, and even easier when they're on their video calls where there's no scent of cinnamon to remind him.

Right now though? It's almost all that Jimin can think about.

Yoongi smells so good and feels even better – and every time his fingers threaten to slip under the fabric of Jimin's shirt, he can't help wanting to lean into the touch, to feel those fingers spread wide across his bare skin. Something purely instinctual inside him wants Yoongi's hands on him, wants to feel the alpha's control snap.

A little whine bubbles out of him and into their kiss, and Yoongi's grip goes a little tighter in response.

He has half a mind to tell Yoongi to just touch him already, but instead Yoongi breaks away from the kiss before he gets the chance, breathing a little ragged as he whispers, “God, you smell so good, Min-ah. Sweet and so– I mean, not like the last time. I know you aren't umm… Actually, I should shut up. Let's just pretend I never said anything.” Yoongi turns away in embarrassment, letting go of Jimin in favor of planting his face in his hands instead.

Jimin can't help but giggle. “Were you trying to tell me I smell good even though I'm not leaking?”

“I'm sorry. I just panicked and didn't want to make you uncomfortable or worried about it. Should have just kept my mouth shut.”

“You didn't do anything wrong,” Jimin assures him, fighting back another giggle and reaching out to pull Yoongi's hands away from his face. “It's okay. I thought it was cute.”

Yoongi's cheeks are bright pink when Jimin finally manages to tug his hands out of the way, and his eyes search Jimin's face like he's afraid of what he might find. After a couple of seconds, he seems to relax a little, clasping Jimin's hands in his own. “Sorry, I just… I really don't want to screw up or accidentally go too far and make you… Not that I'm assuming it's going to happen every time. And I mean I do want– God, let's just go back to pretending I never said–”

“Yoongi-hyung,” Jimin interrupts, pulling one hand free so he can reach up and touch one of Yoongi's cheeks, the skin warm under his fingertips. “I get why you're nervous. I know I made sort of a mess out of our first kiss and I'm sorry, but you don't need to worry about me doing that again.”

“You didn't ruin anything, Min-ah. All you did was smell fucking incredible.”

“Are we ignoring the part where I freaked out right after?”

“Still didn't ruin it. I thought… Jin-hyung said he told you how much I…” Yoongi starts to tilt his head down again, but changes course halfway through and instead presses a tiny, feather light kiss to the inside of Jimin's wrist. “I thought he told you how much I liked it.”

God, Jimin had almost forgotten the story Jin told him when he was all fuzzy with preheat – how Yoongi had been so aroused talking about their kiss that Jin had decided to help him work it out. Looking at Yoongi like this, all flushed and pretty in the low light of his room… It only makes the image of him getting wrecked by Jin even clearer in Jimin's mind.

Now it's his turn to blush, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment before eventually letting out a soft, “Okay, maybe not completely ruined.”

“Not even a little ruined. But I guess I'm… curious about why you think I don't need to worry about it happening again? Which for the record isn't what I'm nervous about. I loved that part, but the last thing I wanna do is make you feel like you need to run off and hide it. If it happens again, I want it to be because you want it to, not just because I do.”

“God, you're so sweet. I….” Jimin's thoughts go fuzzy and loud like TV static. He knows Yoongi said he liked it, and that he told Jin that he liked it too, but it still just can't quite connect in Jimin's head. As much as it terrifies him, it also… It feels good to think Yoongi might want him like that, just like Jin and Taehyung say they do too. He just wishes he could skip to the part where he's not afraid of it anymore, assuming the others are right and he can even do that in the first–

“Min-ah? You okay?” As Jimin brings his eyes back into focus, he can clearly see Yoongi's concerned face looking back at him. “If you don't want to talk about this right now, we can stop.”

“It's okay. Nothing bad, just… I have a hard time making it compute that you really liked it. I know you said you did, and I'm not fishing for compliments or asking you to say it again. It's a me problem, so we can just leave that part alone,” Jimin says, the words just tumbling out of his mouth in an attempt to get that part of the conversation over with as soon as possible.

Yoongi takes a couple of seconds to think this over, eventually giving a slow nod. “Okay, we can ignore that part for now. Can you tell me why I don't need to worry about it?”

Shit he hasn't really thought this part through either.

“Okay, but… Listen, it's sort of embarrassing. TaeTae and Jin-hyung already know but I wasn't going to tell anyone else for a long while, so if you could just keep it a secret?”

The look of concern on Yoongi's face only grows. “Did those two tell you the secret policy?”

“It's not hurting me or anyone else.”

“Okay, then what is it?”

“I just umm… wear a plug most of the time,” Jimin says, the words coming out fast and shaky. Once he starts, he feels like he needs to explain the rest too, so they just keep coming. “That night we stayed over for the first time, I forgot to bring one and didn’t want to make a fuss or have to explain if I ran home to grab one. Then when we woke up I just… I was so used to always having one in whenever I’m with all of you that I didn’t even think about it.”

Yoongi’s mouth drops open just a little, but he doesn’t say a word, head slowly quirking to the side as his scent spikes warm and spicy before dropping off again in an instant.

As hard as Jimin tries to be patient, eventually he can’t quite fight off the worry growing in his belly. “Anyways, we can just go back to talking about literally anything else if you want. Sorry if I made it weird,” he says, letting out a nervous little laugh and starting to scoot away.

“Wait,” Yoongi says, reaching out for Jimin’s wrist. “It’s not– I’m just taking a second to process. You don’t have to be embarrassed. There’s nothing wrong with it.”

Jimin raises a brow. “But…?”

“There is no ‘but’. It’s okay. It’s not wrong or anything. I just… God, I don’t want to say the wrong thing right now.”

“Pretty sure there’s nothing you can say that’s going to make me feel any more embarrassed than I already do, so just say what you’re thinking.”

“Fine, but just… remember you asked.”

Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter. “Okay. Responsibility accepted.”

“I’m curious I guess. Like if you wear them all the time, with JK too or just with us, whether it’s comfortable and something you like? But what’s really turning my brain to fucking mush right now is that it sort of implies I’ve gotten you wet before and just not been able to tell.”

“I don't wear them all the time, and usually not with Kookie. And it’s not like it’s uncomfortable exactly. It was a little weird doing it so often at first, but I don’t even really think about it most of the time now. I just know it’s kind of… weird and a little embarrassing.” Jimin’s voice keeps getting quieter as he speaks, the last bit coming out in something near a whisper as he ducks his face to hide how bright red his cheeks probably are. “And yeah, I’ve umm… I’ve been wet before around all of you.”

He’s not sure what reaction he expects, but the sharp spike in Yoongi’s scent and the soft rumbling of a barely contained growl definitely isn’t it.

“Fuck’s sake,” Yoongi mumbles, voice sounding strained. “You two are going to be the death of me, I swear.”

“Me and…?”

“Jungkook-ah. You’re both menaces and I don’t even think you’re trying to be half of the time. He’s always so open, giving those giant doe eyes while he talks about how good things feel, and then being so damn innocent on top of it.”

Jimin can’t help but laugh at that. “Yeah, Kookie can take some getting used to. He’s definitely not afraid to ask for what he wants or tell you when something feels good. I don’t know if I’d exactly call him innocent, but if we haven't done something then he probably won't know a lot about it. Porn was never really his thing.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi says, shaking his head. “That much is obvious. Not like you're any easier to handle by the way. I can't decide if knowing I won't be able to tell even if you are wet is going to be better or worse. Obviously better because you don't have to feel embarrassed and I'm… glad about that part, but it still kind of makes the alpha part of me want to scream a little. You already hide so much of your scent. It's just one more thing I can't smell on you.”

“I don't hide that much.”

The look Yoongi gives him is thoroughly unimpressed, eyebrows raised and his voice coming out flat as he says, “That's complete bullshit, and you know it. We've been courting for months and I've never smelled distress on you once.”

Honestly, Jimin doesn't really think much about hiding his scent most of the time. He started doing it almost as soon as he presented, and he thankfully had a natural talent for it too. With the business he was in (not to mention what his parents did whenever they smelled ‘weakness’ on him), it was basically essential to his survival. Jihoon hadn't helped either – but the more he starts to realize just how deeply that relationship affected him, the more it doesn't even feel worth mentioning all the things it touched and tainted.

“You want to smell distress on me?” Jimin asks.

The words sound defensive even to his own ears, but that doesn't seem to bother Yoongi. “If you're feeling distressed, it would be nice to have some indication.”

“But what if it's a bad time and–”

“Don't care.”

Jimin feels himself frown, opening his mouth to speak and closing it while Yoongi just stares at him expectantly. After a few seconds he manages a weak sounding, “But if people are busy worrying about something else, I don't want to add another inconvenience.”

“So you want me to slap some scent blocker on Tae or JK the next time they start smelling distressed then? Tell them to quit it until it's a better time for them to be upset?”

“Of course not.”

“How about me? Or Jin-hyung?” Yoongi still doesn't look the least bit impressed – more like he knows that he's got Jimin cornered.

“You know that's not what I meant.”

“It's just you then? You're the only one who's supposed to hide when they're upset? How does that make any sense at all?”

Fine. I know it doesn't make sense,” Jimin admits, letting out a frustrated sigh even as he feels the brief flash of annoyance melt away just as fast as it came on. “Honestly, I just… I've been hiding it for so long that I don't usually think about it, but I don't like smelling distressed. My family was real shitty about it from the moment I presented, so it feels safer to control it. If it means that much to you though, I can try sometimes, but I don't know how it's going to go.”

Yoongi's expression softens. “If it really makes you uncomfortable, I don't want to push too hard. I thought you were just being stubborn because you always think you're a burden when you're not. Sorry.”

“No it's… It's probably a little about me being stubborn too. There's just some stuff that's been the way it is for so long now that I stopped really thinking about changing it. But I guess…” Jimin lets out another long sigh. If he's trying to be open and give the pack chances to prove it's okay, this might be another way to attempt to do that. “I'd be okay with trying. Maybe not in a group right away, if that's okay?”

“I mean, I’d really like that, if you feel okay doing it with me,” Yoongi says, pulling Jimin into a hug. “If you’d feel safer with–”

“Don’t,” Jimin interrupts. “You’re a good listener, and I like that I can tell when you’re being genuine. I’m not sure why you always assume you're the last choice to talk to, but I wouldn’t have agreed if I didn’t feel safe with you. And I’m going to keep telling you that until it finally gets through.”

“Not trying to fish for compliments,” Yoongi mumbles.

“No shit. I’m pretty sure compliments are one of your least favorite things, which is weird coming from someone who deserves so many of them.”

Yoongi pulls back from the hug. “Alright, that’s enough of that. Where’s that damn sweater? You wanted it scented right?”

Jimin can’t help but laugh, scooting back and lifting the sweater up from where he’d discarded it earlier. “Here,” he says, holding it up to Yoongi. “You should try it on.”

“Why the hell would I do that?”

“Because we’re basically the same size and I think it might look cute on you. C’mon it’s really comfy, plus that will make it easier to scent.”

“There is no way it makes it any easier to scent if I put it on. Anyway, I bought it for you. If I wanted to wear it, I could have done it already.”

“What if I just wanna see you in it?” Jimin asks, putting on his best pout.

“Why? Want me to make your favorite sweater look ugly?”

Jimin’s mouth actually drops open a little at Yoongi’s words. Does he honestly think he’s ugly? When all Jimin has been able to think about for most of the night is how damn pretty he looks? “You’ve got to be joking,” Jimin eventually says. “Have you looked in a mirror lately?”

“Try to avoid it when I can,” Yoongi answers, grabbing the sweater from Jimin’s hands and touching it to the scent glands on his neck in a few places.

The tiny spike of cinnamon in the air as Yoongi works is almost enough to derail Jimin’s thoughts, but not quite. Should he tell Yoongi how pretty he looks? No. Now probably isn’t the best time for that. Maybe something more… personal. “Well, I think you’re really attractive, in case you haven’t noticed.”

Yoongi shrugs. “Maybe you just have poor taste.”

“I do not have poor taste.”

“Debatable.”

“God, you’re so frustrating sometimes!”

“So you don’t want this sweater I just scented for you then?” Yoongi asks, holding out the bundle of red fabric that smells so perfectly like the two of them that it nearly makes Jimin’s head swim. “I mean, if I’m that obnoxious–”

Jimin snatches the sweater from Yoongi’s hands, just barely managing to contain the impulsive need to hold it up to his face and breathe in that perfect smell right here and now. “No, I’m definitely keeping this. I brought you some other stuff to scent too. Why don’t you do that while I tell you how good looking you are?”

“Or, how about you don’t do that, and I’ll scent whatever you want? Seriously, I’m really not interested in having this conversation tonight. It was a stupid comment. Let’s leave it at that.”

As much as Jimin hates the thought of dropping this, Yoongi really doesn’t look like he wants to talk about it. The scent of cinnamon in the air has gone muted in the span of seconds, and the look he gives Jimin is near pleading. Plus, it's not very often that Yoongi seriously requests that they stop talking about something.

Fine. He’ll drop it for now.

“Okay,” Jimin agrees. “But just for the record, I think you’re hot as hell and there’s nothing you can say to convince me otherwise.”

“One more compliment and I swear–”

“What? Gonna kick me out?” Jimin leans in closer and bats his lashes with a smirk. “I have to go soon anyways. Kiss me instead?”

“If it shuts you up.”

“I take back what I said about you being sweet.”

“Yeah, well I fully stand by every time I’ve ever called you a brat.”

“You like me and you know it.”

“Never said I didn’t,” Yoongi answers, leaning in to shut Jimin up with a kiss before he can try and get another word in.

They stay like that for… quite a while honestly. Kissing is easier than talking, and it never gets quite as heated as it did earlier, just soft pecks traded back and forth that eventually turn into cuddling until Jimin starts to get tired and decides it’s time to head home.

Yoongi kisses him goodbye again at the door. “Thanks for coming. I know we argued for a lot of it,” he says, letting out a little laugh. “But I still had a good time.”

Jimin lets out a laugh too, pressing one more kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “I did too. Thanks for feeding me – and arguing with me, I suppose.”

“Any time.”

Notes:

Ah, it's a nice change to be back to something more lighthearted! I'll see you all Wednesday for an interlude chapter :D

Chapter 70: Interlude – Self-Esteem

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jimin to Jin]

[Jimin]: Hyung do you have a minute? (●'◡'●)

[Jin]: I always have time for you, darling. Are you alright? :-)

[Jimin]: Yeah I'm okay

[Jimin]: It's not really about me

[Jin]: I see. Who will we be discussing then?

[Jimin]: Has Yoongi-hyung been feeling down on himself lately?

[Jin]: Give me just a moment to consider.

[Jin]: May I ask what prompted this question?

[Jimin]: Last night I asked him to try on the sweater he bought for me but he said he would just make it look bad

[Jimin]: I tried to tell him he's attractive but he just kept blowing me off. He actually asked me seriously to drop it at the end and I didn't want to overstep (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: So I let it go but now I just keep thinking about it

[Jin]: I understand.

[Jin]: It's not entirely uncommon for Yoongi-yah to go through difficult periods with his self-esteem, though that knowledge does not make them any easier to watch.

[Jimin]: Always about the way he looks?

[Jin]: Not always, no.

[Jin]: After a bit of thought, I don't believe I've noticed anything, but let me check in with the others and get back to you.

[Jin]: Thank you for bringing it to my attention.

[Jimin]: Okay. Thank you hyung (´。• ᵕ •。`)

~

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: Hello love. Do you have a moment before your lunch meeting?

[Namjoon]: Yes. Is everything okay?

[Jin]: Perfectly fine. Jimin-ah brought something to my attention and I wanted to check in and see if you've noticed anything.

[Jin]: Has Yoongi-yah been making negative comments about his appearance lately?

[Namjoon]: Not to me, but that's not a surprise. He knows what that gets him around me.

[Namjoon]: Has he said anything to you?

[Jin]: No, though I believe he would avoid the two of us if possible. At least until it peaks and he finally needs to reach out for correction.

[Namjoon]: Exactly. Have you asked the others?

[Jin]: Not just yet. That's my next order of business.

[Namjoon]: Keep me posted?

[Namjoon]: If we need to get him alone for a night, I’m sure Jimin-ah and Kook-ah would be happy to help occupy the others.

[Namjoon]: If he’s deep enough in it for that to be effective at least.

[Jin]: My thoughts exactly. I’ll let you know what I find out.

~

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: Good afternoon, darling :-)

[Jin]: I’m not bothering you during class, am I?

[JK]: nah im in the school library doing some homework between classes

[JK]: whats up hyung

[Jin]: I’m wondering if Yoongi-yah has been talking badly about himself to you recently?

[Jin]: About his appearance or anything else?

[JK]: umm

[JK]: i mean just the other day on a video call i was complaining that it was too dark to see him

[JK]: and he told me that was probably for the best

[JK]: i kept complaining until he told me it was my loss and turned on a lamp

[JK]: i did try to tell him how good i think he looks but he just sort of brushed me off

[JK]: is there something i should be worried about with yoongi hyung

[Jin]: He does tend to go through periods where he feels particularly unhappy with his appearance. We just like to keep an eye on it so we can be prepared to help when he’s ready.

[Jin]: I don’t believe you need to worry. We have a sort of procedure for this. I would appreciate you keeping me updated if it gets any worse though.

[JK]: ok i can do that

[JK]: can i know what the procedure is

[JK]: or is that a secret

[Jin]: Not a secret at all, though perhaps not suitable for discussing in public.

[JK]: nobody is studying with me

[Jin]: Alright then.

[Jin]: While the specifics differ depending on whether it’s Namjoon-ah, myself, or both of us helping, the core process is essentially the same.

[Jin]: We wait for Yoongi-yah to start to crack and then find a time and place to corner him alone and get him talking. When communication either concludes or breaks down, we help him process the rest with actions rather than words.

[JK]: is that a fancy way of saying you have sex about it

[Jin]: A particular brand of it, but yes. I’m sure you’ve noticed that Yoongi-yah occasionally struggles with verbal communication.

[JK]: yeah i definitely noticed that

[Jin]: Well sometimes he responds best to a firm set of rules and having some of his autonomy removed from the equation for a while. For instance, being unable to respond verbally can be quite freeing for him.

[Jin]: In a controlled setting with proper safewords and gestures in place of course.

[JK]: you guys

[JK]: umm

[JK]: i think my brain just broke hold on

[JK]: do you gag yoongi hyung sometimes

[Jin]: Among other things, yes.

[Jin]: Does the thought bother you?

[JK]: no its just really hot

[JK]: and also i didnt really imagine yoongi hyung that way

[JK]: i dont have a problem with it at all

[JK]: jiminie has done stuff like that to me before

[Jin]: Oh? Really? That’s an admittedly tantalizing bit of information. Would you like to elaborate?

[JK]: sure what do you want to know

[Jin]: Did you simply mean that Jimin-ah has gagged you before, or have you tried other things as well?

[JK]: umm

[JK]: i dont know how to say it as polite as you

[Jin]: That was more for your benefit than mine. Explicit language doesn’t bother me.

[JK]: me either for the record

[Jin]: Noted :-)

[Jin]: So, these other things you’ve done?

[JK]: well he only gagged me once or twice

[JK]: he likes to make me talk

[JK]: but hes blindfolded me plenty of times

[Jin]: That is incredibly interesting. How about restraints of any kind?

[JK]: sometimes but usually he just tells me to hold still

[JK]: is that really in the same category as something like a blindfold

[Jin]: I would say they both fall quite comfortably under the umbrella of kink.

[JK]: oh ive never heard that before

[JK]: so i dont know what counts i guess

[JK]: sorry

[Jin]: You’re too precious, darling.

[Jin]: There's nothing you need to apologize for. I would love to have this conversation with you in more detail though, perhaps with Jimin-ah there as well.

[Jin]: It would be good to get an idea of both your levels of knowledge and experience before you end up seeing firsthand what we all get up to.

[JK]: okay

[JK]: i would be up for that

[JK]: and having jiminie there would help since he knows more about those things than me

[JK]: i just try stuff and if it feels good i do it again

[Jin]: Oh I can’t wait for the day you discuss this with Joon-ah.

[JK]: why

[Jin]: I believe he will find the combination of your openness and relative innocence to be nearly irresistible.

[JK]: people keep saying im innocent like i havent been having sex with jiminie for years

[JK]: it doesnt make sense

[Jin]: That's an entirely fair observation. Does it bother you to be called innocent?

[JK]: no

[JK]: i just dont get it i guess

[Jin]: I think the best way to put it is that there are many types of innocence, not just the virginal sort you're imagining.

[Jin]: And there is something about your lack of knowledge and complete openness to new experiences that leaves me rather desperately wanting to give them to you. To watch you take them in and decide if they feel good, to hear you ask for more when you like them.

[Jin]: And while I think all of us will feel some degree of that need to see you explore, I think Joon-ah will be truly overcome by it.

[JK]: wow

[JK]: thats

[JK]: im glad i dont have to stand up for a while

[Jin]: Have I riled you up in public, darling? ;-)

[JK]: yes

[JK]: so glad im alone in this corner of the library

[Jin]: I bet you look absolutely adorable. Are you blushing?

[JK]: hyung youre teasing

[Jin]: A bit. Hard not to, especially now that I know how lovely you are when you're all worked up. Though I suppose that might be better saved for when I can see it firsthand.

[Jin]: You've gotten me quite sidetracked, Jungkook-ah.

[JK]: says the guy being a tease

[Jin]: Yours may have been less intentional, but you're very tempting all the same. I assure you we're in a similar predicament.

[JK]: shit i dont have the scent control for this hyung

[JK]: stop being hot before i stink up the whole library

[Jin]: Of course. My apologies if I took any of that too far.

[JK]: not too far

[JK]: just maybe a little far for the school library

[Jin]: Noted. I'll be more careful in the future. All of that aside, I do appreciate your help on Yoongi-yah. I'll discuss with the others and see what else I can find out.

[JK]: no problem

[JK]: let me know if theres anything i can do

[Jin]: Will do. I'll let you get back to your studying. Thank you again, darling. :-)

~

[Jin to Taehyung and Hoseok]

[Jin]: Are the two of you still busy?

[Tae]: just on our way back to the house now ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: the truck was a bust

[Jin]: Did you find it?

[Hobi]: scrubbed clean and abandoned in a back alley parking lot.

[Hobi]: hard 2 say if we were being watched for sure but it didn’t seem like they meant for us 2 find it.

[Tae]: yeah they hid it way too well for that

[Tae]: it was pure luck that changkyun-ssi even spotted it

[Hobi]: not impossible to find on purpose but i agree it’s unlikely.

[Tae]: still feels like a probe of our operation to me (¬_¬”)

[Tae]: stealing one shipment with no followup and then disappearing

[Hobi]: yeah it does feel that way.

[Hobi]: if they think we’re a good target then i’m willing 2 bet their next strike will be something completely different.

[Hobi]: but we can talk details tonight. :)

[Hobi]: what did you need jinnie-hyung?

[Jin]: I do appreciate the update. Thank you both.

[Jin]: I was wondering if Yoongi-yah has made any negative remarks about his appearance to either of you as of late?

[Tae]: he did blow me off the other day when i wanted him to try on a new pair of pants i got him

[Tae]: said something about looking like trash either way ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: i figured it was just a bad day

[Tae]: you think he’s getting weird about it again?

[Jin]: Unclear. I'm currently in the data gathering phase of this investigation.

[Hobi]: who did he say something 2?

[Jin]: Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah. Have you heard anything, Hobi-yah?

[Hobi]: yes.

[Hobi]: if he’s said something 2 that many of us then it’s probably enough of a pattern to warrant concern.

[Jin]: May I ask what he said to you?

[Hobi]: just a couple of remarks. nothing new.

[Hobi]: i did attempt to build him up in the moment. you can imagine how well that went. :(

[Hobi]: plan?

[Jin]: In development. I don’t want to ambush him in the early stages and make him feel attacked.

[Tae]: honestly i think you should wait and see how it plays out now that jiminie and jungkookie are in the mix

[Hobi]: that's not a bad point.

[Jin]: Yes, I'm inclined to agree as well. There's a chance our new additions change how this works, and either way there's little point in an intervention before he recognizes the behavior and starts to crack.

[Tae]: i don't know how you guys are so patient

[Jin]: I find it's much easier to be patient when it's the only option that produces good results.

[Tae]: I guess (¬_¬”)

[Jin]: I should get back to Jimin-ah. Thank you both for your help. I'll look forward to seeing you soon. :-)

[Hobi]: no problem hyungie <3

[Tae]: yeah see you soon (^ω^)

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: After some research, it would appear you were right to worry about Yoongi-yah's current self-esteem. You are not the only one he's been making comments of that nature to.

[Jimin]: Oh no (・_・;)

[Jimin]: Is there anything we can do?

[Jin]: While our pack has a sort of procedure in place for this, it does require giving Yoongi a little more time to recognize what's happening. Without an opening, me or Namjoon-ah confronting him about it this early will only result in hurt feelings.

[Jin]: However, that procedure was developed before you and Jungkook-ah became a part of our lives.

[Jin]: I'd like you to rest assured that it is resolvable and that we do have a plan in place, but I also don't want to discourage you from getting involved. It's quite possible that you or Jungkook-ah might more easily be able to get him talking at this point.

[Jimin]: You're not worried about us screwing things up? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: Not in the slightest.

[Jin]: Communication doesn't have to work perfectly to be worth doing. There's every chance that talking to one of you could disrupt this pattern of behavior, or give us a new angle to help. If it doesn't we still have a perfectly workable plan in place.

[Jimin]: Okay, then I won't hesitate if an opportunity comes up

[Jimin]: Or if I think of a good idea (●'◡'●)

[Jin]: Perfect. I really do appreciate you bringing this to my attention. :-)

Notes:

See you for Sunday's update where Jimin will do his best to help Yoongi feel a little better about himself :D

Chapter 71: A New Look

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: You all alone tonight?

[Jimin]: For a couple more hours yeah. Kookie has a late night at work

[Jimin]: Why what’s up? (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: Nothing. Just noticed you’ve been alone studying for a couple of hours now. You should take a break, maybe eat something.

[Jimin]: You’ve been watching me study?

[Yoongi]: No, I’ve been working. Just have the feed up and glance at it every now and then.

[Jimin]: To see if I’m doing anything interesting? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: Not exactly. Just a habit at this point really.

[Yoongi]: But I meant what I said. You’ve been working for hours. Take a break and eat something.

[Jimin]: Only if you eat something too.

[Jimin]: No cheating either. I want a selca of you and your dinner

[Yoongi]: Bossy.

[Jimin]: Oh I’m the bossy one? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[Yoongi]: …

[Yoongi]: Fine. Give me a few minutes.

~

As much as he’d rather not, Yoongi does actually step away from his desk to go and find some dinner. The rest of the pack is out for the evening on various jobs, so he only has to worry about cooking for himself – which basically means there’s no way he’s actually cooking anything.

Instant noodles fresh from the microwave – the perfect meal. He cracks an egg into the still steaming bowl for a bit of protein, and then makes his way back to his desk.

When he looks up to see Jimin back on the couch, wrapped in a blanket and holding a bowl that looks very similar to his own, he can’t help but frown. Jimin works way too hard to only be having noodles for dinner. Yoongi knows that he’s been practicing today – he saw him come home earlier drenched in sweat on his way to the shower.

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Tell me that isn’t all you’re eating.

~

Jimin picks up his phone and rolls his eyes when he reads Yoongi’s message, sticking his tongue out to the camera.

~

[Yoongi]: You had practice today. Your body needs more fuel if you’re going to work it that hard.

[Jimin]: Now who’s bossy?

[Jimin]: How would you know I had practice?

[Yoongi]: You got home covered in sweat, so you either were practicing or you decided to run home from school. And I know you hate running.

[Jimin]: Rude

[Jimin]: Alright then where’s my picture of your dinner? Let’s see what you make when you’re home alone (*  ̄︿ ̄)

~

Shit. He really didn’t think this through.

~

[Yoongi]: In my defense, I didn’t spend hours in a dance studio today.

[Yoongi]: Attachment: CAM_649

[Jimin]: I fucking knew it (ー_ーゞ

[Jimin]: You’re just as bad as me

[Jimin]: Video call so we can eat our shame meals together?

[Yoongi]: Sure, but fair warning I look like shit.

[Jimin]: Doubt it

~

Yoongi is still hooking his webcam up when the call comes through. Jimin has arranged his laptop on top of a stack of books on his coffee table, giving a pretty good wide shot of him sitting on the couch. He’s just wrapping his blanket back around himself when Yoongi notices what he’s wearing.

“That’s my hoodie.”

Jimin blushes, pulling the blanket up around his shoulders and grabbing for the bowl of noodles. “Shut up. Why can’t I see you?”

“Just getting my webcam hooked back up. One sec.” It’s a little bit of a white lie. Yoongi has his webcam hooked up now, but he’s giving himself a once over in the preview before he connects to the call. The little half-ponytail he pulled his hair into this morning is messy now, but there’s no way he’s taking it out when it’s basically guaranteed to be all tangled and awful.

“Well hurry up. My noodles are getting cold.”

Whatever, there’s not a lot he can do to try and look better at this point.

“There,” he says, giving his webcam permission to connect to the call. “You should be able to see me now.”

“Aww, I don’t know what you’re talking about. You look cute. Is that a ponytail? Turn your head so I can see.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes but does as requested, turning his head just enough for Jimin to get a glimpse before he grabs his bowl and takes a bite of noodles.

“I don’t think I’ve seen you with your hair up before. I like it. Needed it out of your face, or is it just a thing you do sometimes?”

“Was doing some soldering on a couple of boards earlier and just never took it out,” Yoongi mumbles, shoveling in another mouthful of food.

Jimin hums in acknowledgment, reaching over and pulling a nearly empty wine cooler into view. When he tips the bottle up to finish it, Yoongi gets the nicest view of his throat, pretty and pale where it disappears into the hoodie – his hoodie.

He wonders if it still smells like him (and if that means Jimin smells like him right now too).

“How many of those have you had?” Yoongi asks.

“Just two. M’ good for now though – have a nice little buzz,” Jimin answers. “What are you drinking with your dinner?”

“Nothing exciting. I’ve got a bottle of water somewhere here.”

Now that he’s looking for it, it’s easy to see that Jimin is a little tipsy. His movements have that slightly syrupy quality to them, and he’s so much more of a brat when he drinks.

It’s (really) kind of hot.

The two of them finish their noodles together with some small talk in between bites. Jimin gives him shit for eating instant noodles when he’s a good cook, and Yoongi retaliates by reminding him again that he still needs to eat more if he’s going to dance for hours. That earns him a round of over-dramatic pouting before Jimin eventually throws his hands up in the air with a long sigh.

Fine. If I eat dessert will you be happy?”

“It’s not about me. It’s about giving your body what it needs. How’s practice been anyways? Wanna tell me while you go get yourself something?”

“Alright, I’m going, I’m going.” Jimin stands up and lets the blanket fall off of him and thank god he isn’t watching the screen because Yoongi’s mouth drops open immediately at the sight of Jimin’s bare fucking legs. The hoodie falls low enough to cover his ass and the very tops of his thighs, but otherwise he’s completely exposed.

Yoongi’s gaze snaps up to the live feed monitors to follow Jimin’s progress into the kitchen, looking for any sign of shorts or something where the hoodie ends. The two of them are pretty close in size, so the hoodie is oversized on Jimin too, but if he is wearing shorts under there, they’ve got to be really goddamn short.

Either way, Yoongi can’t take his eyes off of him.

Jimin is small but his legs are obviously strong and defined from years of dancing, thighs all pretty and muscled and fucking mouthwatering. They’d look so nice covered in bite marks and hickeys, spread open and–

“– so at that point I called it a success and came home. It might have taken me three hours but at least I finally– Why are you looking at me like that?” Jimin asks as he steps back into the view of his webcam. The closeup shot of his outfit is really not helping. When he sits down on the couch (still not covering back up with the blanket), the mischievous grin on his face says that he knows exactly what Yoongi is looking at.

No point lying then.

“You know why.”

“Is it just cause I’m in your hoodie?”

Yoongi kind of wishes he’d thought to grab a drink earlier too, just a glass of wine or some whiskey to make this a little easier. He wants to feel confident, wants to tell Jimin how fucking gorgeous he is, but the words feel clumsy on his tongue. “It definitely doesn’t hurt,” is what he finally comes up with, turning his head away to hide the blush he can feel coming on.

Stupid. Not fucking smooth at all.

“Oh.” Jimin’s voice sounds… disappointed? Yoongi turns back to see the beginning of a frown on his face even as he lets out a half hearted laugh. “Not exactly a rave review.”

Okay nevermind – forget being embarrassed. He is not going to fuck this up.

“Wait, that’s not what I meant. Of course I fucking love seeing you in my clothes, sweetheart. You already looked so good in my hoodie, but then you stood up and your legs– Fuck Min-ah, do you even know how pretty you are?”

At least now Jimin is blushing too, the frown giving way to a shy looking smile instead. “It’s nice of you to say. Thanks, Yoongi-hyung.”

Fuck, he’s still not quite over how good it sounds when Jimin calls him ‘hyung’. It makes him think about how good it had felt to kiss him the other night, and about how much he wants to do it again – to do it right. He wouldn't have to stop this time. A part of him hates that Jimin wears a plug, that he could be getting his omega wet and not even be able to smell it, but at least it makes Jimin feel safe. Maybe if he feels safe enough someday, he won't bother with it. Maybe Yoongi can show him that it's okay.

Why aren’t they together right now? Shit, he needs to focus.

“Not just saying it. You know that, right?”

Apparently there is a limit to what Jimin can handle even with a couple of drinks in him, because he lets out a little laugh and then changes the subject. “You know, that reminds me of something I’ve been meaning to ask you,” he says, pulling the blanket loosely back over himself and digging a spoon into the bowl of ice cream he brought back from the kitchen.

Well, Jimin’s ability to take a compliment might be lacking (not that Yoongi really has any room to talk), but at least he’s eating some more. Can’t win them all. He’s got to pick his battles, but that doesn’t stop him from rolling his eyes at Jimin. “Oh really? And what’s that?”

“You know you’re pretty too, right?” Jimin asks bluntly, like it’s an obvious fact that everyone should know.

Yoongi sputters around a mouthful of water, sending some down the wrong tube and leaving him coughing on camera like an idiot. Maybe he drags it out slightly longer than needed to give himself an extra second or two because oh my god.

“You think I’m pretty?” he eventually squeaks out.

“Are you really surprised? Hasn’t anyone ever told you that before?”

“It’s not that. It’s just…” Yoongi bites at the inside of his cheek. It’s not that he’s never heard it before – Namjoon and Seokjin tell him often enough – but they’re kind of biased so he usually just doesn’t think about it very much. “I’ve heard it before, but I think it was probably a bit of a joke. I mean –” Yoongi gestures at himself, “– this isn’t really what I’d call pretty.”

Jimin looks unimpressed. “Are you kidding me?”

“Are you kidding? Either way, I’m an alpha so shouldn’t I be aiming for – I don’t know – handsome or something?”

“You are handsome though. You’re both.”

That is two compliments too many. He’s going to fall out of his chair if Jimin keeps this up. “Are you going somewhere with this or can we just move on and talk about literally anything else?”

“I guess I was just wondering why you don’t weaponize it more?”

“Weaponize…” Yoongi quirks his head, blinking at the camera as his thoughts screech to a halt. “What are you talking about?”

“Haven’t you ever tried to play it up before?”

“How would I even– Why would I want to do that?”

“Okay listen,” Jimin says, setting aside his half finished bowl of ice cream with a grin on his face. “I’m trying to tell you that with a couple of subtle moves or a little makeup, you could make anyone in the pack lose their mind. All you have to do is lean into the pretty a little.”

Yoongi shakes his head. “I really should have grabbed some whiskey for this. No way. I’m not wearing makeup.”

“You don’t have to. I’m just giving you some options, but if this really bothers you I can let it go. I wasn’t trying to offend you or anything. It’s just hard to ignore how pretty you are and I maybe got carried away thinking about it,” Jimin says with a nervous laugh.

Huh. Maybe… It doesn’t sound so bad when Jimin puts it like that. He likes the thought of Jimin getting caught up thinking about him, and if the fact that he’s maybe just a tiny bit pretty is what does it…

“I’m not offended. Maybe a little curious, I guess.”

Jimin perks up at that, a little smile spreading across his face immediately. “Curious is good. I can work with curious. Is there a reason makeup is such a hard no?”

“If I’m actually pretty – which, to clarify, I highly doubt – then why would I need makeup to fix my face? And wouldn’t it be super obvious then?”

“Makeup doesn’t have to be about fixing anything, more like just accentuating the features you already have. Like you have really pretty eyes so something to bring those out more would look great. Even just a bit of mascara if you wanted to start small.”

It still sounds a little wrong to him. He’s not the type to do something like that, is he? Or is that just some of the ingrained macho-alpha bullshit that he thinks is stupid anyway? He likes it when Taehyung wears makeup, but is that only because he’s an omega? Would he like it if Seokjin or maybe Hoseok–

“You’re thinking too hard,” Jimin says. “How about we forget makeup for now. Let’s start small, something with less commitment.”

“Like what?”

“How about some of the things you already do without realizing? Like, you have a really pretty smile to begin with, but sometimes you do this move where you tilt your head down and crack a little smile and look up through your lashes – like this.” Jimin demonstrates the move, giving a shy sort of smile and batting his lashes at the camera.

It looks real fucking good when Jimin does it. But how could it not when he looks like that?

“I don’t know,” Yoongi mumbles. “It looks good when you do it, but you’re so pretty already.”

“I am literally trying to explain to you that you’re pretty. Stop acting like you’re not,” Jimin whines. “Come on, try practicing with me?”

Yoongi denies the request right away, but Jimin is relentless, pouting and eventually asking enough times that he finally caves and decides to give it a try – even if it’s only to shut Jimin up about it. Which is definitely all it is. Yep. Not even one speck of interest on his part.

He does his best to copy the move. It’s embarrassing, but Jimin at least seems pleased with it.

“That’s almost perfect. You just look a little stiff.”

“Probably because I feel like a dumbass.”

Jimin rolls his eyes. “Well you don’t look like a dumbass. C’mon, just relax and practice a couple more times with me. You look really good, hyung.”

Hyung.

Fuck, Yoongi is so whipped.

He does do the stupid move a few more times, trying not to think too hard about how ridiculous he must look. Jimin corrects him along the way, giving him more specific guidance on just how far to tip his head down, and the proper speed to smile at to make it look ‘alluring and a little shy’ (apparently).

It takes a few more rounds of repeating the motions until Jimin finally says, “That’s it. Oh my god, how are you that pretty?”

Yoongi blushes, mumbling, “Not that pretty.”

“Bullshit. There’s no way you get to say that after what I just witnessed. If you do that to one of the others, just like we practiced, I promise you can get anything you want. They’re gonna wanna wreck you so bad.”

Does that mean– Does Jimin want to wreck him too or is it just–

“Whatever,” Yoongi says, waving a hand in dismissal. “Can we be done with this now?”

“Sure, Yoongi-hyung. I didn’t upset you, did I?”

“I’m not upset. I just don’t want to talk about me anymore. Can you just like, I don’t know… tell me about your day or something? I’ve got to reassemble one of my computers anyway and it would be nice to have some company – especially if it means I don’t have to think about my face anymore.”

Jimin lets out a cute little giggle, but thankfully he doesn't fight the change of subject. “Sure, I can do that.”

“Perfect. Let me grab the computer and maybe a drink too.”

They spend another hour on the call together. Yoongi pours himself a glass of whiskey and sips on it while he works on reassembling the laptop he usually takes with him when he travels. Jimin tells him about his classes and particularly difficult customers he’s had at the hotel recently. It feels good to focus on something that isn't him, just running on autopilot while he works and listening to Jimin chatter away.

About a half hour in, Jungkook gets home and joins in too. He settles in next to Jimin on the sofa and tells them about his night assisting Amber with a long appointment. Eventually he notices the mostly melted remnants of Jimin’s ice cream and eagerly eats (or maybe drinks?) what’s left in the bowl.

Yoongi and Jimin both wrinkle their noses, but they don’t try to stop him. Gross.

By the time they say their goodbyes, the laptop is almost entirely back together and Yoongi has a pleasant buzz from the two glasses of whiskey sitting warm in his belly. It wasn’t how he expected his evening to go, but it was a welcome surprise to have some company. Besides, he needed the break. Now that he’s had some food and a chance to relax, it’s easy enough to slip back into work and forget all about their earlier conversation.

~~

Yoongi just doesn’t get it.

He’s standing in front of his bathroom mirror the next day after brushing his teeth, just staring at his reflection and trying to figure out how Jimin could ever call him pretty.

He knows he doesn’t fit the standard alpha image, built too scrawny and delicate for that traditional look, but he doesn’t think he really looks pretty either. What does Jimin see that makes him think that? Maybe something in his facial structure? Or is it just the fact that he’s kind of small? (Jin is also pretty, but he isn’t small so that can’t be it.)

Maybe he would feel more charitable if his eyes didn’t keep wandering up to his hair – already a tangled mess yesterday, but now even worse after a night of sleep. His roots have grown out. He hates the look of the dark roots with the ginger color on the rest of it, but the thought of going to the salon again sounds miserable too.

Maybe he doesn’t have to? At least that's a problem that he can solve instead of standing here trying to figure out some impossible puzzle and getting more frustrated with every moment he spends staring at himself.

If he’s having impulsive thoughts about his hair, there’s really only one person to call.

[Yoongi to Taehyung]

[Yoongi]: Hey, are you up yet?

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: yeah i’m up. what do you need hyung?

[Yoongi]: I’m thinking about doing something impulsive.

[Tae]: when and where? (^ω^)

[Tae]: do i need to bring anything?

[Yoongi]: Do we keep hair dye in the house?

[Tae]: oh hell yes

[Tae]: color?

[Yoongi]: I didn’t think that far ahead. I kind of want to just go back to black I guess?

[Tae]: k i have that

[Tae]: cut too or just the dye job?

[Yoongi]: I don’t know. Should I cut it? It is kind of long.

[Tae]: i’ll bring all my stuff and we can figure it out later

[Tae]: always dye before you cut anyway

[Tae]: gimme like five minutes

~

Five minutes is more than enough time for Yoongi to go and change into some old clothes he doesn’t mind getting dye on, and comb out the tangles in his hair. Maybe this will be good for him? He’s had the ginger hair for over a year now, but the maintenance is just too much of a chore – and besides, when he sees older pictures of himself with dark hair, he kind of thinks he looks okay (or at least less terrible most of the time).

And change is good. Right? Maybe?

Taehyung practically bursts through the door, arms full of supplies all wrapped in a big black towel. Yoongi can’t help but notice that his scent is especially strong, though it’s easy to see why once he gets a little closer. He’s dressed for a workout, sweat still wetting his hair and making his tank top cling to his skin.

Fuck, he’s so hot.

“Were you in the middle of something?” Yoongi asks. “It could have waited.”

“That’s not how being impulsive works, hyung. Bathroom?”

“Yeah, I already grabbed a chair.”

Taehyung wastes no time heading for the bathroom and dropping his armful of stuff onto the counter. There’s a clear plastic case with combs and scissors, a few different boxes of hair dye, and then what looks like a set of clothes too.

Yoongi points to the clothes. “You wanna shower first?”

“Let’s get the dye in your hair. I can shower while we wait to wash it out.”

Taehyung is like a whirlwind once he gets moving, practically shoving Yoongi down into the chair before draping a towel around his shoulders. He offers him a few different shades of black, but Yoongi just tells him to go with whatever is closest to his natural color. With any luck, he won't have to deal with coloring his hair again for a long time.

“So what were you doing?” Yoongi asks as Taehyung starts painting sections of his hair with dye. The chemical smell isn't horrible with the bathroom exhaust fan running, but Yoongi still wrinkles his nose when it first hits him, a sharp contrast to the pleasant maple rolling off of Taehyung. “Out for a workout or...?”

“Just running drills with some of the security team. No worries. Minhyuk-ssi took over for me.”

“Not one of your sparring sessions, right? They always look forward to those.” It’s an understatement, really. Taehyung hosts formal sparring sessions with the security team about once a year and for the couple of weeks leading up to it, it’s all they talk about. He gives each of them a chance to go one on one with him, evaluating their technique and giving feedback once he wipes the floor with them.

It’s a long day for Taehyung, but he seems to enjoy it almost as much as the security team does. A few years ago when their team and operation were smaller, it was just an informal gathering in one of the vacant rooms in the basement, but now it’s a whole ordeal. They rent out a space and order in food – really make a day out of it.

“Nah, that’s still a couple of weeks out. Plus you would have been invited to that.”

“So you can kick my ass in public?”

Taehyung doesn’t stop at sparring with their security team. Any member of the pack who is there also gets to serve as a lesson, usually by getting pinned in about ten seconds flat (except Hoseok, who can occasionally last half a minute or so). The security team always cheers especially loud for those ‘matches’ – if you can even call them that with how fast they’re over.

Still, it’s good team building and having a healthy working relationship with their employees is important, especially when they rely on those employees to keep them safe.

“Was thinking about letting Jiminie kick your ass this year instead.”

“Oh, you’re gonna invite him? What about Jungkook-ah?”

“If they’re interested, yeah. Jiminie and Hobi-hyung should be a pretty even match, so I was gonna see if they wanted to give it a shot. Tilt your head down, hyung.”

Yoongi obeys, tilting his head forward so Taehyung can paint wet dye onto the hair at the back of his neck. “I thought you said even matches get people hurt?”

“If they don’t pull their punches, yeah – but I’m pretty sure those two can handle it just fine.”

From somewhere behind him, Yoongi hears Hoseok’s cheerful voice say, “Yeah, Jiminie and I would be super careful.”

Taehyung doesn’t even flinch, but Yoongi jumps a little in his chair. “Fuck, how long have you been there?”

“Only about a minute,” Taehyung answers for him. “He’s just been standing in the doorway though. Did you want something, Hobi-hyung?”

“No sneaking up on you, huh?” Hoseok laughs, stepping around until he’s in front of Yoongi and leaning down to have a closer look. “Got tired of the ginger?”

“Yeah, didn’t want to bleach it again. Did you need something from me, or just dropping in?”

“I smelled the dye and came to investigate. And you know if I could smell it, that means Jinnie-hyung will sniff you out in a heartbeat when he gets back. Taehyungie, did you ask him first?”

“Was I supposed to?” Taehyung mumbles, still working dye into Yoongi’s hair. “Is it just because of what happened with Namjoon-hyung last year? I told him it was an accident.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh. “And then you told him that you wouldn’t do it again without asking.”

“Shit. Did I? How long do we have until he gets back?”

“Didn’t he have a meeting today?” Yoongi asks.

“Mhmm,” Hoseok says. “Today was that brunch event he’s been planning at Borahae. I just got back from helping, but he’s been there all morning to make sure everything runs smoothly. It should be over any minute now, though. Not sure how much of the cleanup he's planning to stay for.”

“I’ll text him so he gets a warning,” Yoongi says.

Taehyung lets out a sigh. “Well, we should at least have your hair rinsed out by the time he gets home. Hopefully he won't worry as much if it’s already done.”

Hoseok grins. “Especially not if Yoongi-hyung looks all fresh and handsome.”

Not pretty. Handsome.

Yoongi frowns. That word doesn’t feel like it fits either. Maybe it’s just that both of them imply that he’s attractive, and he fundamentally disagrees with the thought? Ugh. No point in dwelling on it. Even if he is solidly average at best, the dye job can’t make him look any worse than he did before.

It doesn’t take much longer for Taehyung to finish applying the dye, sending Yoongi off to go wait while he heads straight for the shower.

Hoseok sticks around for a bit, chatting about his morning helping Jin at Borahae while Yoongi checks up on his computers. He didn’t miss anything exciting. Jimin and Jungkook are both in class so their live feed is just the empty apartment, and everything else seems to be running as expected.

After a few minutes, Hoseok excuses himself, promising to be back later (with snacks) to see how Yoongi’s hair turns out. “Don’t forget to text Jin-hyung,” he singsongs cheerfully on his way out.

Shit, Yoongi had almost forgotten.

[Yoongi to Jin]

[Yoongi]: Hey, just a heads up so you don’t freak out when you come home: I decided I wanted to dye my hair.

[Yoongi]: Got tired of the roots.

[Jin]: Why would I freak out about that? :-)

[Jin]: You know I will adore you in any hair color, Yoongi-yah. What color are you thinking?

[Yoongi]: Just back to black.

[Jin]: One of my favorites on you. I will look forward to it :-)

[Jin]: Where are you getting it done?

[Yoongi]: Oh, Taehyung-ah is doing it for me.

[Jin]: Wait. Do not do that!

[Jin]: Yoongi-yah, I can take you to a salon as soon as I get home. I’ll even treat you to lunch if you like, but please let me bring you to a professional.

[Yoongi]: It’s kind of too late for that.

[Jin]: Oh no. Did it at least turn out okay?

[Jin]: Do you still have all your hair?

[Yoongi]: Of course I still have all of my hair. Not sure how it’s turned out yet but I don’t think you need to worry, hyung.

[Jin]: I will hurry home.

[Yoongi]: Really, it’s fine. Everything is okay.

[Jin]: Make sure you double check the instructions on the box. Pay special attention to the wait time. I’m just leaving Borahae. Will be there as soon as I can!

[Yoongi]: You don’t need to do that. We’ll already be done by the time you get home, so there’s no need to rush.

[Yoongi]: Seriously. It’s okay.

[Yoongi]: Don’t ignore me.

[Yoongi]: Seokjin.

[Yoongi]: Hyung.

[Yoongi]: Alright fine. Worst case scenario, I’m bald when you get here. Honestly it’s not like it’s going to make me any uglier.

~

Yoongi drops his phone onto his desk with a groan. If Jin is refusing to answer his messages, that means he’s definitely rushing to get back home. Hopefully the comment about his appearance is enough to keep Jin busy lecturing him instead of Taehyung – after all, Yoongi was the one who asked for his help, so he should be the one to take the brunt of whatever is coming.

“Hyung,” Taehyung calls from the bathroom, leaning out of the door dressed only in a towel with his hair still dripping from the shower. “Come on, it’s time to rinse it out.”

“Okay, coming.”

“What did Jin-hyung say? Did he freak out?”

“Yeah,” Yoongi says, shrugging his shoulders. “Don’t worry about it though. I’ll try and keep him busy, especially since I was the one who asked you for help in the first place. Where do you want me?”

Taehyung guides Yoongi over to the shower and has him lean over the drain while he uses the removable shower head and scrubs the dye out of Yoongi’s hair. It only takes a few minutes and then he’s left to undress and actually get in the shower to shampoo and condition.

Once he's all done, Taehyung is dressed and waiting next to the chair they’d used earlier, holding a pair of scissors in his hand. “Still thinking about a haircut to go with your fresh dye job, hyung?”

Yoongi pulls a towel around his waist and then runs his fingers through his wet hair.

It has gotten long. Should he?

“Maybe just a couple of inches, or whatever is dead from all the bleaching? I still want to be able to put it up.”

“I can do that. grab another towel for your shoulders and sit down. Let’s try to wrap this up before Jin-hyung gets home.”

Taehyung works quickly. Yoongi still isn’t sure where he learned to cut hair, and every time he tries to ask, Taehyung skirts around the question with a short answer. It usually amounts to ‘a friend taught me when I was younger’ and Yoongi doesn’t push any further. Taehyung tends to still be pretty careful about discussing the times before he met Seokjin, especially since even the few good memories he has of that time tend to get tangled up with the bad ones.

Despite the towel around his shoulders, Yoongi still ends up with some hair stuck to his body and face by the time Taehyung finishes with him. “Probably gonna go rinse off quick. You should run before Jin-hyung gets back – I can handle him.”

“Blow dry your hair once you’re out. He’s gonna want to see it dry so he knows I didn’t do anything too damaging,” Taehyung says, giggling. “Thanks for letting me help, hyung. You look really handsome.”

“How can you tell if my hair isn’t dry yet?”

Taehyung opens his mouth and clutches a hand to his chest in mock offense. “I drop everything to help you look pretty and this is the thanks I get?”

Pretty?

Focus.

“You’re right about Jin-hyung. I'll blow dry it once I'm rinsed off. Thank you for your help, sweetheart,” Yoongi says, leaning up and puckering his lips. “Kiss?”

Taehyung pretends to think about it. “Kiss,” he eventually says, leaning down and pressing his lips to Yoongi’s. “I’ll sweep this up real quick and then I’m running.”

Notes:

We'll be back Wednesday for the second half of this scene, where we'll get a look at Jin's reaction to all of this :D

Chapter 72: Taking Compliments

Notes:

We're earning our explicit rating again this chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It only takes Yoongi a minute or two to rinse off, but he hears muffled voices from behind the bathroom door when he steps out of the shower again.

“– remember what happened to Namjoon-ah?” Seokjin’s voice is pitched high with stress. It’s the way he sounds when someone uses his good cookware incorrectly, or when one of them makes a huge mess in the house.

Taehyung must not have made his escape soon enough. Yoongi hurries to get dressed. He said he would take the brunt of this, so he doesn’t want to leave Taehyung out there getting lectured for something that isn’t really his fault.

“Namjoon-hyung’s hair turned out fine,” Taehyung whines.

“We had to cut half of it off because you misread the instructions.”

“That was only once and it was an accident! It’s not like I’m going to make the same mistake twice. Yoongi-hyung looks good.”

Good. Does he really?

“He always looks good. I’m more concerned about the health of his hair and your complete disregard for the promise you made me.”

“I already told you, I forgot! And as soon as you see him, you won't be worried anymore, so you don’t have to yell about it.”

“I am not yelling,” Jin yells.

“You are!”

Yoongi lets out a sigh and steps closer. “Actually, you both are,” he calls through the door. “Jin-hyung, let Tae off the hook. I was the one who asked for his help, and he’s telling the truth about forgetting what he said. Give me five minutes to dry my hair and you can yell at me instead, okay?”

There’s a moment of silence before Taehyung speaks, “See, I told you it–”

“Taehyung,” Yoongi interrupts. “Not helping.”

Fine, I’m going. Find me later so I can see how it looks, Yoongi-hyung.”

“I will. Thank you again for your help.”

He can hear shuffling outside the door, meaning Taehyung is probably listening to him and leaving without a fight. That’s a relief at least. One less thing to worry about. With no argument left to diffuse, Yoongi heads back toward the mirror and starts digging around for his blow dryer.

There are two soft knocks at the door. “Yoongi-yah, may I come in?” Jin calls through the door.

“Wait for me to dry it, please?” He asks, plugging in the blow dryer. “It won't take long and I just want a chance to look at it alone first. I promise I haven’t gone bald.”

“As you wish.”

Jin does not sound happy about it – but Yoongi told him not to rush home, so he figures it’s perfectly fine if Jin has to wait a few minutes. He heads back to the mirror and starts up the hair dryer.

The difference in length is obvious when he runs his fingers through the strands, and he expects to be shocked when he looks in the mirror. Instead, he thinks he maybe doesn’t look so bad? His hair is still only half dry, but having it all the same color and the dead bits on the ends gone is an improvement at least.

When he finally finishes with the blow dryer and combs out his hair, he is actually a little bit shocked – or at least pleasantly surprised. Clearly his hair has been bothering him a lot more than he thought, because staring at his own reflection he almost looks…

Not pretty, but not horrible either. Maybe even inching towards half decent.

He leans in closer, tousling his hair until it falls more naturally. Taehyung must have done something fancy with his bangs, because they frame his face now instead of landing at the same length as the rest of his hair. It looks–

“Yoongi-yah, it’s been quiet for a couple of minutes now,” Jin calls. “Can I come in?”

“Hold on, I’m coming out.”

He’s probably kept him waiting long enough at this point, so Yoongi heads over to the door and takes one final deep breath before opening it.

Jin is standing on the other side, not a hair out of place and still dressed up for his brunch event at Borahae. He really did come straight here – hell, he’s still wearing his fucking tie. Yoongi shuts the bathroom door behind him and then stands still as Jin steps closer to examine him.

“I told you not to worry,” Yoongi grumbles when Jin reaches up to touch his hair, fingers brushing over the strands gently, like he’s afraid they’ll break. His brows are furrowed, eyes focused only on the hair in his hands. “It’s not going to fall out no matter how hard you stare at it.”

“It would appear you are correct.”

Yoongi looks up at Jin and raises an unimpressed brow. “It would appear that if you had just listened to me, everything would have been fine. You didn’t have to rush home over this.”

“You remember what happened with Namjoon-ah last year?” Jin asks with a frown.

“I do, and I stand by what I said then. It was at least fifty percent Joon’s fault for thinking that leaving bleach in his hair for two hours was a good idea.”

“Taehyung-ah knew better.”

“Yeah, he made a mistake. So did Joon-ah,” Yoongi counters. “It turned out fine, and I’m sure there are better places to focus all your mother henning.”

Seokjin considers his words, eventually letting out a slow breath and shaking his head. “Perhaps you’re right. I might be holding it against him a little more than I should. And besides, he did a good job today. You let him cut it for you as well?”

Yoongi nods. “Just trimming off the damaged ends, and I think he did something with my bangs.”

“He did,” Jin says, brushing one side of them behind his ear. “The way they frame your face now is lovely.”

Lovely. That must mean Jin thinks he looks good too, right?

“Thanks,” Yoongi mumbles, unsure of what else to do with the compliment.

“I’m sorry. I was being a bit overbearing.”

“Not really the one you should be apologizing to,” Yoongi says with a little huff of laughter. “You hardly yelled at me at all.”

“I will apologize to Taehyung as well. Though, as far as ‘better places to focus my mother henning’ go, I believe I have a few ideas.”

“Do they involve leaving this room?”

“Not unless you leave it first and I am forced to pursue,” Jin answers, looking at Yoongi like he expects him to run away or something.

Should he be running? It seems like they’ve cleared everything up as far as Yoongi is concerned. His hair is fine, Taehyung didn’t do anything wrong, and Jin has admitted that he overreacted – so everything should be fine, right?

“I know I offered to let you yell at me, but I thought we just worked through all of that?”

“No yelling,” Jin assures him, taking a step forward into Yoongi’s space. One hand lands gently on his waist, and the other stays tangled in his hair while Jin looks at him with… What is that expression? Sadness? Pity?

Yoongi eyes him suspiciously. “Then what?”

“Why don’t we start by discussing the last message you sent to me?”

Fuck, he had forgotten about that.

“Do we have to?”

Jin fixes him with The Look – the one that practically screams ‘you know better’ – and just stares, waiting for Yoongi to back down. It’s not a game anyone can win. As soon as he pulls The Look, all hope is lost and it’s better to just admit defeat.

Luckily, Yoongi is too stubborn to care. It’s not about winning. It’s about retaliating by being as difficult as possible.

“It’s going to be like that, then?” Jin asks.

Yoongi shrugs. “No idea what you’re talking about,” he answers with as much disinterest as he can manage. Maybe if he pushes hard enough he can make this brief.

The thought of standing here while Seokjin tries to talk to him about his low self esteem and shower him in compliments makes him wish he had tried to run. He doesn’t know what to do with all those nice words, especially when they come from Jin or Namjoon. They always feel so heavy, clinging thick and uncomfortable around him like a second skin he desperately needs to shed.

Jin is still giving him The Look with all the patience in the world.

God, he really doesn’t want to do this. Damn it.

“I didn’t mean it,” Yoongi mumbles, fixing his eyes on Jin’s chest instead of his face. “Only said it so you would focus on that instead of yelling at Taehyung.”

It’s only half true, but he’s hoping that Jin doesn’t know that.

“You called yourself ugly, darling.” Seokjin’s tone is even, like he’s discussing the weather instead of Yoongi’s failing mental health. “While I do find it difficult to believe you think that way about yourself, recent evidence would indicate you did mean it. Your negative comments about your appearance have been increasing recently.”

Has it been getting worse lately?

Maybe the past few weeks haven’t been the best, but he doesn’t feel quite so bad about how he looks right now… but he can’t just come right out and say that. It would still mean admitting to finding himself unattractive to begin with (which would just make this conversation longer and much worse), and it’s not like he even wants to talk about this in the first place.

“Yoongi-yah, it’s okay,” Jin says gently. “You can talk to me.”

Too late to run. Faking an illness would be too obvious. Can’t call for help. What if... Maybe… What if Jimin was right–

It would be a little impulsive, but that’s kind of been the theme of the morning, hasn’t it? No point in stopping now… And maybe – just fucking maybe – he can get out of this conversation.

Instead of answering, Yoongi tilts his head down in what must look like embarrassment (and let’s be real – it’s about to be). He’s kind of glad Jimin made him practice a few times, because it feels almost natural to tip his head up and peek up at Seokjin through his lashes, letting the shyest smile he can muster crack on his face.

“It’s just…” He glances down at the floor one more time, then bats his lashes and looks right into Jin’s eyes. “Do you think I’m pretty, hyung?”

Jin’s mouth drops open in shock, but it’s hard to say whether it’s positive or not. There’s a long, heavy pause where he’s really sure this has backfired and he’s going to have to hide under a rock until the end of time. There’s no way he can ever live this down if it doesn’t work. Shit he is so screwed–

Suddenly, Jin is surging forward, lips crashing into Yoongi’s with enough force to shove him back up against the bathroom door. Whatever noise of surprise he tries to let out is swallowed up by their kiss, and Jin responds by tightening his grip on Yoongi’s hair to keep him in place.

Holy shit.

He’s not sure what he expected, but it wasn’t this. Still, it’s so much better than talking, the way Jin’s tongue glides across his teeth, demanding entry that Yoongi is all too eager to give. It’s rare for Jin to get aggressive like this and it feels so fucking good – both having it directed at him and knowing that he is the cause of it.

He is the cause, right? It has to be him. Does that mean he’s actually…

It’s impossible to hide the way his whole body shudders as Jin licks into his mouth, not to mention the high little whine he breathes into their kiss. He should feel embarrassed, but it’s easy not to when he has so much else to focus on, from the near bruising grip on his waist to the sting of his hair being held so tightly – it’s perfect.

Jin breaks their kiss only to give a swift little nip to Yoongi’s jaw. “Tell me if that was the invitation it seemed like,” he demands, leaving a line of bites down Yoongi’s neck.

It had been more of a desperate attempt to get out of a conversation but…

He nods his head and just manages to croak out a, “Yes, hyung,” while Jin bites less than an inch from his scent gland. Even the thought of a nip makes his head swim and he tries to tilt his head further, to offer up his throat properly.

Jin doesn’t take the bait. “No, you’re not getting a nip today,” he says, letting go of Yoongi’s hair in favor of working his t-shirt over his head instead. “You don’t need one to behave for me, do you?”

Yoongi shakes his head.

The smile Jin gives him in response has just the slightest hint of something darker behind it, but Yoongi doesn’t have enough time to puzzle out why. “Good, because I want you present. How do your knees feel today, darling?”

“Umm, fine?” Yoongi blinks at Jin a few times before it clicks. “They’re good,” he adds, trying not to sound too eager.

“Down you go then,” Jin says, settling a hand on his shoulder and guiding him down gently.

Yoongi doesn’t hesitate. He drops to his knees, licking his lips almost without thought and looking up at Jin through his lashes (since that worked so well before). He’s not disappointed. It seems to work this time too, if the way Jin narrows his eyes and looks down like he wants to devour Yoongi is anything to go by.

“God, what’s gotten into you, love?” Jin lets go of him to start working his pants open. He’s already half hard – impossible to miss with how he’s beginning to tent against his slacks.

Yoongi doesn’t bother responding, mouth already watering as he waits, lips parted just the slightest in anticipation. With his belt and button undone, Jin tangles one hand in Yoongi’s hair again and uses the other to reach into his pants.

As a general rule, Yoongi just likes giving head, but with Jin… There’s no other way to say it. Jin just has a nice dick, especially as far as Yoongi is concerned – always fitting perfectly into his mouth and right down his throat – not as absurdly large as Hoseok or Namjoon. Attempting to swallow either of those two down entirely is an exercise in futility (not that it’s ever stopped him from trying, but still). With Jin he gets the satisfaction of taking every inch, so long as he’s willing to work for it.

And god – he wants to work for it.

It’s automatic, the way he tries to move forward when Jin finally gets his dick out, a little whine slipping from his lips as he’s held in place by his hair. Jin’s scent is thick in the air and his dick is getting harder by the second, a drop of wetness already beading from the tip, practically begging for Yoongi to lap it up if only Jin would let him.

“You’re so eager,” Jin comments, making Yoongi tear his gaze away from the flushed, drooling tip of Jin’s cock to look up at his face instead. At least he looks affected too, cheeks dusted with pink and his pupils blown wide as he stares down at Yoongi. “Open up for me, love?”

Yoongi obeys without a second thought, letting his jaw drop open and his tongue stick out just enough to brush his bottom lip.

“Perfect.”

A part of Yoongi wants to bristle at the word, but then Jin is holding him in place and slowly inching his hips forward, just enough to spread some of the warm, salty wetness across Yoongi’s tongue. He lets out an appreciative hum at the taste, eyes fluttering closed as his mouth opens a little wider, hoping that Jin will take the hint and speed things up.

Jin lets out a fond, warm little laugh. “Eyes up here, darling. I want to see you take it.”

If it means finally getting what he wants, Yoongi can definitely do that. He slowly opens his eyes and looks up at Jin, sticking his tongue out a bit farther to give little kitten lick to the leaking tip of Jin’s cock and watching his eyes darken at the motion.

“Aren’t you sweet, listening so well? Now you just relax for me and let hyung take care of everything.”

Yoongi is about to nod but then Jin is finally pushing inside. It’s perfect, the hot, heavy weight of him on Yoongi’s tongue – exactly what he wanted, really – every inch of him fed slowly into Yoongi’s waiting mouth until he presses at the back of his throat.

While Jin isn’t exactly rough, he has a reputation for being absolutely relentless, for taking exactly what he wants and exactly how he wants it. Or at least, that’s what he does when one of them wants him to be cruel. And Jin knows that is exactly what Yoongi wants right now. So when he pulls back, he slides inside with more force this time – enough to push all the way into Yoongi’s throat, letting out a groan when Yoongi chokes around him.

“Look at you,” Jin says, the wonder in his tone unmistakable. “Taking me like you were made for it. You asked if I thought you were pretty?” He pulls out long enough for Yoongi to take a couple of ragged breaths, then pushes right back inside again. “I think it’s far more than that. You’re stunning, Yoongi-yah, so goddamn beautiful it hurts.”

Beautiful.

It’s too much. That word is too much.

Yoongi closes his eyes, focusing on the way his throat spasms as it stretches around Jin’s cock, on how floaty his head feels even when Jin pulls back enough that he's just thrusting shallowly into Yoongi's mouth.

No matter how much air he takes in, it still feels a little like he’s floating away.

Maybe it’s because Jin doesn’t stop talking.

“You’re still as lovely as the day I met you, sitting there with your arms crossed and your perfect pouting lips pulled into a frown. You’ve always been pretty, but maybe we need to tell you more often, hmm?”

Jin doesn’t expect an answer. He pushes into Yoongi’s throat again as he asks. Even still, Yoongi feels his cheeks go hot with shame. They don’t have to give him more compliments. He doesn’t need them. He doesn’t–

“I can start telling you every day if you like? Maybe we can do this in front of a mirror next time, so you can see how beautiful you look on your knees for me.”

Yoongi’s dick twitches in his pants, but–

No no no… He couldn’t handle that. It would be too much. He couldn’t...

Denials bubble up inside of his chest, building and building until they sit perched on the tip of his tongue. He attempts to pull off Jin’s dick, already trying to say no, to explain that a mirror would be going too far, that he can’t do that even though a tiny part of his mind aches for it.

Jin let’s Yoongi pull back enough to breathe comfortably, but not enough to speak, the hand in his hair holding him in place. “It’s rude to talk with your mouth full, Yoongi-yah,” he says calmly. “I wasn’t intending to let you respond, so all I need you to do is listen, alright? Can you show me what you do if you need me to stop?”

It’s a reminder that he always has an out if he wants it.

Does he?

Jin waits patiently, that gentle smile plastered on his face and his hips not moving an inch, still holding Yoongi’s head in place but not pushing him any further. He’ll wait for an hour if that’s how long Yoongi needs to make his decision.

He's pretty sure he doesn’t want to stop. If Jin really doesn’t expect him to answer, then it doesn’t matter whether he agrees or not, doesn’t matter if the idea of being put in front of a mirror like this makes his blood feel like it’s burning – and it doesn’t matter how many compliments he gets. He doesn’t have to process them or respond to them. All he has to do is let it happen and focus on making Jin feel good.

And if he’s actually doing a good job while he’s getting praise, then maybe… Maybe he could deserve some of it.

Yoongi taps his palm twice against Seokjin’s thigh, feeling his cheeks go hot at the prospect of admitting that he likes this.

“Very good,” Jin says, rewarding him with a tiny thrust of his hips that makes Yoongi’s head swim with the need for more. “You’ll stay just like this then, and when we’re finished I’ll take care of you any way you like. Objections, darling?”

Looking up at Jin, Yoongi shakes his head just a little and slides his tongue against the underside of Jin’s cock. His cheeks are still burning, but the way Jin’s smile widens at the motion of his tongue has him feeling an entirely different kind of warmth.

“Impatient little thing, aren’t you?” Yoongi doesn’t try to answer – doesn’t have to. Instead, he hollows his cheeks and sucks, reveling in the way Jin’s hips thrust forward automatically and letting out a moan when he feels the tip of Jin’s cock at his throat again. “And greedy too, hmm? Don’t worry, I’ll give you exactly what you need, love.”

What Yoongi needs is for Jin to take – and true to his word, he does just that.

He keeps Yoongi held in place while he fucks into his mouth at exactly the pace he wants to go at, sometimes quick and shallow, other times slow and deep enough that Yoongi is taking all of him and trusting that Jin will let him breathe when it's time. He does, of course. Jin is good at that; striking that perfect balance between what he wants and what Yoongi needs.

It’s so easy, letting Jin use him like this, feeling the way he doesn’t slow down even a little as Yoongi chokes around him. It’s got him feeling a little liquid, almost like he had gotten that nip after all. It's not quite as strong, but still… It feels good. Part of that might have to do with the constant barrage of nice words that Jin keeps saying to him – so many that there’s no way Yoongi can take them all in.

“Just look at you, darling. I really wish you could see yourself like this, being so good and letting hyung ruin you. You’re perfect, more than we ever could have asked for.”

Perfect.

Yoongi can’t keep track of all the words anymore. They rattle around in the back of his mind instead, playing on a loop in that same warm, inviting tone of voice Jin keeps saying them in.

Pretty. Beautiful. Lovely. Good. Perfect.

There’s no way Yoongi can be all of those things. It’s too much. But he doesn’t have to worry about that right now, doesn’t have to worry about anything other than making his mate feel good. There’s so much else to focus on; the way Jin’s hand is tangled in his hair and pulling just hard enough to keep him grounded, how ragged his own wet breathing sounds, and the taste of Jin hot and heavy on his tongue.

“Your voice will be wrecked after this. The others will be able to tell. They’ll know I had you like this, on your knees opening up your throat for me. It’s a shame they wont know just how pretty you look choking on my dick with – fuck your eyes all full of tears. You’re gorgeous, Yoongi-yah.”

Gorgeous.

Jin’s rhythm is starting to falter, thrusts getting shorter and faster while Yoongi does his best not to gag – to just relax his throat and let Jin use him exactly how he wants.

“That’s it – Taking it so well, darling. You can take just a bit more, can’t you? Of course you can. So good for me,” Jin says, his voice shaking.

The talking finally stops as Jin focuses on chasing his release, air gone quiet except for the wet sounds of him fucking into Yoongi’s mouth and the low moan when he finally starts to cum. Yoongi swallows all of it, eager to take in every drop of what he’s worked for and basking in the knowledge that he’s done well, that he’s made Jin feel good.

It takes him a while to realize that Jin isn’t tugging at his hair anymore, that the soft patterns of pressure on his scalp now are him being petted. His tongue is still working gently at the underside of Jin’s softening dick, just small little absentminded motions with no real purpose.

How long have they been here?

It must be edging on uncomfortable by this point, but Jin doesn’t stop him. His eyes are incredibly fond when Yoongi finally tilts his head enough to look up at him, all full of warmth and naked adoration that makes Yoongi’s chest buzz.

“There you are, darling,” Jin coos, still petting him. “Are you ready for hyung to take care of you now?”

It takes a few seconds for the words to sink in before Yoongi realizes that he is still agonizingly hard, dick straining against his pants. He hadn’t really given himself much thought but now that he does, he wants so badly that a whine bubbles out of his mouth as he finally lets Jin’s cock slip from his lips.

“Hyu–” Yoongi cuts himself off, voice coming out ragged. Jin was right. Everyone is going to know what they’ve been up to, a thought that should embarrass him but instead makes even more heat curl in his belly. He clears his throat and looks up at Jin with pleading eyes. “Hyung.

Even if Yoongi doesn’t know exactly what he’s asking for, Jin always knows the right thing to do. He tucks himself back into his pants and kneels down in front of Yoongi to press a series of kisses to his cheeks and forehead. “Oh, baby, you’re really feeling it aren’t you? Don’t worry. I’ll take care of you,” Jin says, scooping Yoongi into his arms and carrying him over to the bed. He sits back against the headboard and pulls Yoongi in close, his back pressed against the warmth of Jin’s chest. “There we go. I’m going to touch you now, alright?”

Being enveloped in Jin’s arms and the sweet mint of his scent makes Yoongi’s head swim even more. Everything just feels so nice and soothing and– Wait, wasn’t Jin going to touch him? Yoongi looks down to see Jin’s hands hovering over his hips, not moving, and it takes an embarrassingly long few seconds for him to process that Jin is waiting for permission.

“Please,” Yoongi whispers, hips trying to buck up into Jin’s hands. From this angle, it’s impossible to miss the damp spot that’s formed on the front of his pants, evidence of just how long he’s spent leaking against the fabric.

Jin doesn’t miss it either.

“Look at how wet you are for me, darling,” he says as he works Yoongi’s pants open. His face nuzzles into Yoongi’s neck, every whispered word coming out in warm puffs of breath over his skin. “You waited so patiently, didn’t you? Made hyung feel so good.”

The first touch as Jin grabs Yoongi’s aching cock punches a high whine out of his throat, hips bucking up automatically. God, he’s panting already and Jin has barely touched him. It won’t take much. Yoongi’s hips keep moving in quick, uncoordinated little jerks that have him edging on overstimulation, but he can’t seem to make himself stop even if it is entirely too much. He just wants to cum, wants relief.

Jin clicks his tongue and wraps his legs around Yoongi’s to pin him into place. “There, that’s enough of that. You just stay still and let me take care of you, okay?”

It’s not like Yoongi can do much else now, with Jin restricting his movements.

When Jin starts moving his hand, it’s slow – nothing like the too-quick movements of Yoongi’s hips. No, Jin takes his time, applying the perfect amount of pressure. Yoongi has leaked enough that the slide is wet and easy and so good it has him begging in seconds, just a long stream of, “Hyung, please. It’s so good. It’s– Fuck, please please please–”

“That’s it, love. You’re doing so well,” Jin says, not changing the pace of his motions at all, even as Yoongi shakes in his grip. “You don’t have to fight it. You can let go for me.”

Yoongi feels a sob leave him, body trembling as Jin just keeps moving at that same measured pace. He’s hot all over, blood rushing in his ears and every breath completely ragged, high whines falling from his lips every time Jin’s thumb rubs over the very tip of him.

It’s overwhelming. Too much of not enough and he just craves so much, wants, needs

“Hyung, I– I can’t–”

“Shh,” Jin soothes, pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “You can, darling. I know you can. Show hyung how much you love being touched like this.”

Yoongi does love it. He really does. Loves it so much it makes his vision go white when he finally cums with a sob, thrashing against Jin with the force of it and feeling hot tears slide down his cheeks. They don’t stop with his orgasm either, still falling even as he starts to come down, shaking and breathing hard while Jin pulls him tighter to his chest.

“I’m so proud of you, Yoongi-yah. You did so well for me."

It’s hard to make out what Jin is saying over the blood rushing in his ears, but it doesn’t matter when he feels this good – boneless and floating, where the only thing that matters is his mate holding him close. He feels wrung out, like he’s run a marathon, decided that wasn’t enough, and then run another.

It’s unclear how long Jin lets him float, but when Yoongi starts to come back to himself he’s cradled in Jin’s arms, sideways on his lap with his head on Jin’s shoulder. He swallows, feeling the dull ache in his dry throat and lifts his head to look around his room for his phone, unable to gauge the time without it since he never leaves his curtains open.

“Feeling a little more alert now, love?” Jin asks softly, reaching over to pass Yoongi the water bottle he keeps on his nightstand. “Here, you should have something to drink. Were you looking for something?”

“Just my phone to see the time,” Yoongi answers, taking the water bottle and downing half of it right away.

“Your phone is on the desk I believe, and it’s just after noon. I’d like to feed you, if you’re amenable.”

Yoongi bites at his lip. He’s definitely hungry, but the thought of Jin leaving him to go cook something right now sounds awful. Fuck, he hates feeling needy but he’s still floaty enough to be a little bit shameless, to ask for what he needs at least in some way…

He clings tighter to Jin and whispers a tiny, “Don’t,” into his chest.

The air fills with a wave of soothing mint, while Jin plants a series of pecks on the top of his head. “I’m not going anywhere, darling. I promise.” Yoongi relaxes immediately, between Jin’s words and his calming scent. “We already placed an order for lunch. Our food will be here any minute, delivered right to us. We won’t even have to leave the room.”

Yoongi tenses against Jin, nervous about anyone else coming in right now when he’s feeling vulnerable and exposed like this. Especially…

Oh god, hopefully Jin didn’t tell Namjoon about all of this. There’s no way that Yoongi can take another round of compliments, or even wrap his head around trying to explain himself right now. He doesn’t want to think anymore, just wants to stay here and keep not talking with Jin, or maybe watch something stupid on TV. Just… nothing that forces him to think too hard.

“No need to worry, darling. It’s only Hobi-yah.”

Oh that’s… perfect actually. Of course Jin would know exactly what Yoongi is worried about, and exactly the kind of company he can tolerate in his current state. Jin is such a good mate. Sometimes Yoongi still can’t believe how lucky he got.

“What are we having?”

“I left it up to the others to pick. You know, I was going to bring something back from Borahae, but well…”

“You overreacted,” Yoongi mumbles.

Jin lets out a laugh. “I may have overreacted, yes. Ah, but I think that’s the door, isn’t it?”

Yoongi hears it too, a few gentle knocks before the door opens to reveal Hoseok’s smiling face, carrying a couple of takeout bags with him. He lets Jin take care of greeting Hoseok. For anyone else, Yoongi might feel obligated to say something but he knows that Hoseok understands – not talking together is one of their favorite activities, after all.

He zones out a little while the two of them chat, content to just stay curled against Jin while he watches Hoseok start to unpack the food on Yoongi’s coffee table. It probably means he and Jin will need to get up, which he isn’t looking forward to (even if he knows he will be grateful later when there are no crumbs in his bed).

Jin noses at Yoongi’s hair to get his attention, preparing to stand the two of them up. “Are you ready to eat, love?”

“I can walk.”

“Yes, I’m sure you could. Will you indulge me though?”

Yoongi pretends to consider it before he nods and lets himself be carried off toward the couch, where Hoseok waits for the two of them next to a spread of food Yoongi recognizes from one of their local barbecue places. He didn’t even realize how hungry he was, but now the smell of the food has his mouth watering.

Hoseok gives them a grin when Jin sits back down, Yoongi still in his lap. “Hey, Yoongles. I hope you’re ready for some food cause I made sure to get you an order of braised short ribs. But let me have a quick look at you, huh?”

Yoongi would feel like a jerk if he turned down such a simple request, so he lifts his head and braces himself for a compliment that he really doesn’t think he can handle right now.

“Wow, you look so different,” Hoseok says, smile widening. “Taehyungie did a good job, didn’t he? Alright, let's get you fed. Want to try some of the short ribs?”

Oh. That was…

That was surprisingly fine – no burst of anxiety at all.

“Thank you, Seok-ah,” Yoongi says, returning Hoseok’s smile and hoping that his gratitude for the indirect compliment is understood.

The three of them end up watching some cooking show that Jin is into, though Yoongi tunes out most of it. He likes it better when Hoseok and Jin talk over the show anyways, voices low and relaxed as they offer commentary and feed Yoongi bits of their dinner in addition to his own.

Eventually when they’ve all had enough to eat, Jin takes care of cleaning up while Hoseok pulls Yoongi in close, pressing a kiss to each of his cheeks and then one to his lips.

Yoongi spends a while drifting in and out of sleep, cuddled up between his mates and full of good food. He’ll probably feel embarrassed about all of this tomorrow, but right now it feels perfect. He may as well enjoy it.

Notes:

Sunday we'll be moving onto something entirely unrelated to this, but rest assured that Yoongi does receive plenty of compliments on his hair once he's had a chance to come down from all of this :D

Chapter 73: Out Of Nowhere

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook is excited. It’s been a while since the seven of them have gone out like this for one of their weekly date nights. Not that Jin-hyung doesn’t always make amazing food for them at home (because of course he does), but they are finally trying out a fancy new Japanese restaurant that opened a few weeks back. Apparently their ramen is some of the best in Seoul, if the reviews are to be believed.

He’ll be the judge of that.

Hopefully between the seven of them, they can try a whole bunch of different dishes. Taehyung and him already spent some time online earlier, drooling over the menu and planning their attack to make sure they get the most out of the meal.

They’re still missing Jimin. He had an afternoon class just before this, but he should be on his way to meet them right now. The school isn’t too far away – only a fifteen minute walk or so. Namjoon-hyung had offered Jimin a ride, but he declined saying that the fresh air would be nice after being stuck in his two hour long lecture.

Jungkook can sympathize. Long lectures are the worst, and the weather is nice enough today for a walk to be really pleasant.

He's still not quite over how handsome Yoongi-hyung looks with his hair dyed black. It was a bit of a shock at their last date night, but Jungkook can't help thinking that it suits him really well – and it seems to have helped his self-confidence a little too. He might not be on Jin-hyung's level (though really, who is?), but he definitely seems like he's feeling better.

Of course, he still turns down Jungkook's offer to paint him like this, but that's not much of a surprise.

The six of them are all across the street from the restaurant, chatting and watching the nearby river while they wait, when all of their phones ding with a notification.

[Pack + 2 Group Chat]

[Jimin]: Hey did you guys already sit down?

[Tae]: nah we haven’t gone in yet. what’s up? ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: Okay so don’t freak out because I’m fine

[Tae]: that kind of makes me want to freak out

[Jimin]: But could one of you maybe come get me?

[JK]: hyung what happened

[Hobi]: yeah and where r u?

[Jimin]: I just got hit by a car

[Tae]: YOU WHAT?

[Jimin]: It wasn’t too bad. I’m okay but I twisted my ankle and I don’t wanna risk hurting it anymore with performances coming up ( ̄▽ ̄)”

~

Jungkook feels like he’s going to be sick. Even knowing that Jimin is okay, that he’s messaging them and he’s safe, his stomach still drops at the thought of him hurt and alone. He wants to take off running, could probably find him if he tried. How many different ways could Jimin have taken to get here from–

He doesn’t even realize he’s started moving until Namjoon catches the back of his jacket and reels him back toward the rest of the pack. “It’s alright, Kook-ah. We’re going to go to him as soon as he tells us where he is.”

“But I–”

“He’ll want to see you right away,” Namjoon-hyung says, pulling him in closer and wrapping an arm around his back. “It will be faster together. Hoseok, could you go grab the first aid kit from the car?”

“On it,” Hoseok answers, already jogging toward their vehicle.

Jungkook knows Namjoon is right, but it doesn’t mean he has to like it. His body practically hums with the need to move, to tear off down the sidewalk as fast as his legs can carry him. Jimin is somewhere out there on the street with an injured ankle and he should be there and–

“He’s given us the intersection,” Jin calls out.

“Got it,” Yoongi answers, pointing down the street. “Three blocks west and then two to the north.”

Namjoon lets Jungkook go right away as they all take off running together – but Jungkook doesn’t do all of that cardio for nothing, so he and Taehyung end up at a full sprint ahead of everyone else. They both weave through the people on the sidewalk with ease. He barely even registers where he’s going, eyes fixated on the path in front of him with single minded determination.

The street they end up making the right turn onto is far less crowded than the direction they came from. The people thin out enough by about halfway down the first block that he is finally able to spot a lone figure seated on the ground a couple blocks down.

It’s got to be Jimin.

He calls out as much to Taehyung and the two of them pick up the pace even further. Jimin is thankfully off of the road and seated safely on the sidewalk, his legs stretched out in front of him. He smiles and waves when he catches sight of them running toward him.

They both skid to a stop and Jungkook immediately gets down on his knees and pulls Jimin into a tight hug, careful not to disturb his legs at all. “Jiminie you had me so worried,” he says, taking in a deep breath of Jimin’s calm vanilla scent.

His mate is here. He's okay. He's safe.

“You had all of us worried,” Taehyung agrees, settling down right beside the two of them with his maple scent already beginning to even out.

“Sorry, I wasn’t trying to scare you guys. I’m okay, I promise.”

The rest of the pack isn’t too far behind them. Namjoon and Jin show up barely a minute later, and it’s Namjoon-hyung who first steps forward and places a gentle hand on Jungkook’s shoulder. “May we take a look at him, Jungkook-ah?”

“We should have a look at his ankle right away,” Jin adds.

Jungkook doesn’t want to, but he does actually let go of Jimin after a few seconds, Taehyung stepping back to give them a bit more room as well.

Once they're out of the way, Namjoon-hyung practically swoops in, dropping to one knee in front of Jimin and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “Minnie, it’s good to see you safe,” he says quietly.

“I’m okay, Namjoon-hyung.”

Jin-hyung kneels down in front of Jimin’s outstretched legs. “Which one is hurt, Jimin-ah?”

“It’s my right ankle,” Jimin answers, lifting it gingerly a few inches off the ground.

Hobi-hyung and Yoongi-hyung get there last, but with a first aid kit in hand, and there’s another round of fretting about as they both lean down to check on Jimin as well. Hobi gets down on the ground right beside Jin-hyung, and the two of them immediately get to work inspecting the injury, while Yoongi starts scolding Jimin for making them all panic like that.

“I really wasn’t trying to worry you guys,” Jimin says. “I’m sorry you all had to come running like this.”

“Then maybe give us your location first next time, okay?” Yoongi says.

Hobi-hyung is busy opening up the first aid kit and fishing for supplies, but does chime in with a quick, “Yoongles is right. Location first and circumstances second next time.”

“I’ll try to keep that in mind next time I get hit by a car– ahh shit,” Jimin hisses when Hobi gently removes his shoe.

There’s the beginnings of a purple bruise on Jimin’s ankle, but thankfully the swelling doesn’t look too bad right now. It would break Jimin's heart to have to sit out when the rest of his class is performing in a few weeks, especially with how hard he’s been practicing.

“Sorry, baby,” Hoseok coos. “I’ve got to get this off so we can get a cold pack on your ankle. I’m just gonna have a quick look and then Jinnie-hyung is going to wrap it up for you, okay? Do you want to tell us what happened?”

“It wasn’t my fault. The crosswalk sign was lit up and I had the right of way, but some jerk in a pick up truck came speeding through the red light,” Jimin answers, gesturing to the nearby intersection. “He hit his brakes pretty hard but he still ended up knocking me back. I must have stepped wrong trying to catch myself. Hopefully it isn’t too bad.”

Hobi frowns, looking up at Jimin with a serious expression. “And this man in his truck… He just drove off and left you?”

Jimin nods and Jungkook feels a hot bubble of rage at the thought. What kind of asshole would dare to hit his mate and then just drive off like nothing happened?

At least he isn’t the only one upset, judging by the way the air goes thick with several different scents all at once. Namjoon-hyung puts a protective arm around Jimin while Hoseok steps away to let Jin handle wrapping up Jimin’s ankle and securing the cold pack around it.

“You didn’t happen to get this guy’s name, did you?” Taehyung asks, voice low and threatening.

Jimin shakes his head. “I didn't even really get a good look at him, to be honest.”

“How about his plate number?” Yoongi asks.

“No, I’m sorry.”

Namjoon ruffles Jimin’s hair. “It’s alright. You don’t have anything to be sorry for, pup.”

“Yoongi,” Hobi-hyung calls out. He’s made his way across the street and is pointing up toward the side of a nearby building. It takes Jungkook a moment to figure out what he’s looking at, but eventually he spots it – a video camera perched on the side of the building, just above the doorway to whatever business is inside. “One here, and another one across the street. What do you think?”

Yoongi-hyung pulls out his phone and starts tapping away at the screen right away. After a minute or so, he eventually says, “I think I might be able to make something work once we get home. Nice catch, Hoseok-ah. Do you see anything else? What about you, Tae?”

Jungkook feels a little strange all of a sudden, like something in the air has shifted…

He looks over at Hobi, Taehyung, and Yoongi, watching the determination on their faces as they hunt for every possible lead to find the person who did this. His gaze drifts back to Jimin again, where he finds Namjoon and Jin both still kneeling on the ground beside Jimin, taking care of him so well and praising him for getting a hold of them right away. Namjoon-hyung tips Jimin's face up for a kiss, then promises him that everything is going to be okay, that nobody is mad at him, that they're going to make sure he is taken care of so he doesn't hurt his ankle any further.

They all care so much.

That’s the moment it hits him.

He’s in love.

Of course he is. How could he not be? Jin-hyung helps Jimin to his feet just long enough for him to climb onto Namjoon’s back so that he doesn’t risk putting any pressure on his foot. Jimin is smiling when he wraps his arms around Namjoon’s shoulders, giving him a kiss on the cheek in thanks and– Fuck, they’re perfect. They take such good care of Jimin, of both of them really.

The feeling grows steadily in his chest like a balloon getting ready to burst – a strange mix of admiration, shock, and sudden, agonizing longing. Jungkook is forgetting how to breathe, heart lurching in his rib cage as the beginnings of tears starting to burn at his eyes and–

“Jungkookie, are you coming?”

Jungkook's eyes snap back into focus to find Taehyung smiling back at him, tugging on his hand. The rest of the pack is already starting to make their way back to the restaurant, but Taehyung is warm and here and making sure Jungkook doesn’t get left behind and–

“Hey, are you okay?”

“Yeah, hyung,” Jungkook croaks out, voice wavering. “I’m okay.”

Taehyung quirks his head, black curls bouncing and those pretty brown eyes catching the sunlight like he’s some sort of angel. Jungkook wants to paint him like this, wants to have this image forever so he never forgets how incredibly lucky he is. The color palette is already clear in his mind. Warm colors that capture the way his skin glows in the sun, flecks of something metallic in the eyes, and maybe a little–

“You sure, baby?” Taehyung’s voice is softer now, that same low tone that had first caught Jungkook’s attention months ago at the gallery. That memory feels like it happened eons ago at this point, and he almost has trouble imagining life in Seoul before the pack, all the hard work and stress and struggling...

God, things have changed so much since that night.

This is way too much to handle right now. He needs to get a grip or he’s going to start crying in the middle of the street, so he just leans in and kisses Taehyung instead.

There’s a muffled sound of surprise from Taehyung before he kisses him back, leaning soft and warm into Jungkook’s open arms. The kiss is short, but it still helps Jungkook feel more grounded in the moment, giving him something physical to focus on instead of the storm brewing inside of him, and the smile on his face when he pulls away is genuine.

They need to catch up with the rest of the pack – plus that ramen isn’t going to eat itself.

“Thanks, TaeTae. I’m good, just zoned out for a minute. We should catch up before they get a table without us and we miss out on appetizers.”

Taehyung narrows his eyes for a moment, staring at Jungkook’s face before he eventually decides everything must be alright, and breaks out into a grin. “Okay, let’s run! I need avocado tempura.”

“And gyoza,” Jungkook says with a laugh as the two of them take off running to catch up with the others.

He can process this later. For now, he’d rather just enjoy their date night.

~~

The food really is incredible, but it’s almost overshadowed by just how different everything feels now.

There’s nothing particularly strange about their meal. Jin-hyung is as eager to try something new as always, and Yoongi-hyung and Jimin are playfully arguing back and forth about which of their drinks is best. Hobi-hyung is busy snatching little bits of food from everyone and placing them on a plate between Jungkook and Taehyung, supporting their mission to try everything they can. At the head of the table, Namjoon-hyung watches over everything, eagerly offering up his plate to Hobi, checking in with Jin about how he likes the food, and intervening when Yoongi and Jimin start launching tiny spoonfuls of vegetables at one another.

It’s the same as always, but Jungkook feels like he’s seeing it with new eyes. The scene is a dizzying mess of colors and light illuminating the people he loves most in the world, all gathered together and happy.

He does his best to keep shoving down the feelings swelling inside of him, but they just rise up again minutes later and threaten to overwhelm him. Thankfully they’re good feelings, not souring his scent with distress or muting it, but instead making it all floral with content.

Hobi-hyung seems to notice it first.

“You smell so happy, honey,” he says, smiling at Jungkook. They’re both off at the far end of the table, so nobody else seems to notice him talking at least. “Look a little spacey though. How are you feeling?”

“I think I might be going into a food coma,” Jungkook answers, resting a hand on his belly. It’s not a lie – not exactly. He has eaten enough that he’s just starting to verge on uncomfortably full, but he’s not going to let that stop him from trying a bite of every dessert he possibly can. “I’ve been trying to save room, but you might have to roll me out of here by the time dessert is over.”

“You’re enjoying it though, right?” Hoseok is still smiling, so warm and pretty that Jungkook has to fight not to fall into another little daze just staring at him. It’s not fair that they’re all so handsome, and Hobi-hyung has the prettiest eyes, such a rich shade of brown that looks especially dazzling with all the restaurant lights shining–

Focus.

“So much, hyung,” Jungkook answers, grinning wide to try and hide just how soft he’s starting to feel. “Did you like yours? What are you gonna get for dessert?”

“Did I hear dessert?” Taehyung says. He sounds excited as he turns away from his conversation with Jimin, leaning right up against Jungkook’s side and breathing in deep through his nose. “Ooh, Jungkookie, you smell so good. Are you having fun? Wanna pick out desserts with me?”

It’s easy enough to let himself get swept up into Taehyung’s excitement and worry about food again for a while longer. Dessert has Jimin every bit as excited as Taehyung, and the three of them manage to try just about everything, though they skip out on a few of the less exciting flavors of mochi. Jimin gets a slice of fluffy looking cheesecake that Jungkook is especially fond of, and the peach ice cream that Namjoon-hyung orders is super good too.

They don’t quite have to roll him out of the restaurant, but he’s definitely glad for the car ride home so that his stomach can settle.

Being so full is a good excuse not to talk too much in the car, but once they get back to the house he needs another plan. He sticks around long enough to help Jimin inside while Hobi-hyung runs off to grab a set of crutches he says he used when he hurt his knee a couple of years ago.

Thankfully, after that the group splits up a little, so it’s easy enough for Jungkook to excuse himself, head towards the bathroom, and then slip off down to the basement.

As soon as he closes the door to the little studio Namjoon-hyung and Hobi-hyung gifted him, he lets himself rest back against it in the dark, sliding to the floor as his feelings wash over him in an overwhelming wave. Love. He’s in love with every single one of them, so completely that it’s almost a surprise it took him this long to realize it. What is he even supposed to do with that?

It’s too early to tell them. None of them have said those words yet, and he’s not sure he has the courage to be the first one. He’s probably fallen way harder and faster than the rest of them – definitely faster than Jimin.

God, is he supposed to tell Jimin?

He can feel a few tears slip down his cheeks, but he isn’t sad… just a little overwhelmed. This feeling changes everything and yet nothing at all. He needs time to process it before he sees them all together again, laughing and taking care of Jiminie and looking so damn gorgeous. But how is he supposed to do that?

Well… maybe he can think of one way.

That image of Taehyung from earlier today flashes through Jungkook’s mind again, the golden sunlight making his skin glow, catching in his hair and his eyes until they nearly sparkled. It’s only fitting really, to start there. Taehyung was the one to bring them all together, and his smiling face shining in the sun was the first one Jungkook saw after his monumental realization.

Yes, he knows what he needs to do.

*******

It takes longer than it should for Seokjin to notice that Jungkook is missing.

Admittedly, they’ve all been splitting up into various groups for the last couple of hours, never quite reconvening all together again. First he spends time with Jimin and Hoseok sharing drinks in the kitchen. The two of them sit Jimin on one of the countertops and have a quick peek to see how his ankle is doing after being wrapped and iced for a while. The bruising is more pronounced, but thankfully the swelling is minimal.

He's glad that Jimin has performances to worry about and is being so careful with his injury. Not all of his mates are quite so eager to take it easy when they're hurt. Namjoon and Hoseok are the worst, both so determined to just keep going no matter the circumstances. Taehyung whines, but otherwise allows them to look after him, while Yoongi tries to carry on at first, but is always relatively easy to nip into submission.

After a drink or two, Seokjin finds himself whisked away by Taehyung to come and settle a debate between him and Yoongi about when the two of them had their official first date. (Taehyung is right. Their first date was at a local fair, much to Yoongi’s displeasure.)

“How can that be our official first date if I didn't even know it was a date?”

Taehyung lets out a snort of laughter. “Me and Jin-hyung were literally courting you and I asked you to take me to the fair. What did you think it was?”

“I thought you just wanted someone to go with.”

“God, no wonder you and Joonie-hyung were so hopeless. We held hands. We shared a drink. We– Wait, what did you think was happening when I kissed you at the top of the ferris wheel?”

Seokjin can't quite keep from laughing. “Yes, tell him what was running through your mind at the time, Yoongi-yah.”

Yoongi shrugs. “Look, I was really preoccupied with not making an ass out of myself for most of the night. You were so pretty and kept being all cute – so most of my mental energy was being spent on trying to act like I wasn't struggling to play it cool.”

That gets Taehyung even more riled up, and Seokjin just leaves them to it with one last laugh, exiting the room to see what the others are up to. He ends up on a short walk in the garden with Hoseok and Namjoon next.

It’s when they come back inside and he catches a brief glimpse of Yoongi, Jimin, and Taehyung in the living room that he realizes he hasn’t seen Jungkook since they got home. Namjoon notices it as well, the two of them exchanging a quick series of looks that end with him granting Seokjin permission to handle the search for now.

Hoseok is sharp enough to pick out that the two of them have noticed something, but it takes a couple of seconds for him to scan the surroundings and make the connection, eyes widening just the slightest when he puts it together. “Should I start looking or–”

“Jin is going to handle it,” Namjoon interrupts, wrapping an arm around Hoseok’s back. “Come with me instead?”

It’s clear that Hoseok would prefer to help, but he gives in easily enough when Namjoon presses a gentle kiss to his scent gland, visibly relaxing and giving Seokjin a short little nod. “Alright. Let’s see what kind of trouble these three are getting up to.”

Namjoon steers Hoseok toward the living room, throwing one last look over his shoulder that Seokjin has no trouble decoding: ‘Let me know if you need help.’

He nods in response, though with any luck he shouldn’t need much help at all.

It’s not much of a mystery where Jungkook has disappeared to. He’s made his adoration for the small studio Namjoon and Hoseok put together for him abundantly clear, stopping in at least a couple of times a week to work on some project or another.

Seokjin is becoming accustomed to the smell of the various paints, canvas, and other materials Jungkook uses lingering in the basement hallway. He’s already beginning to associate their scent with the comfort of knowing one of his omegas is home and safe – and tonight is no different, the smell of paint already detectable in the hall.

When his gentle knocking at the door goes unanswered, Seokjin turns the handle and lets himself in.

He finds Jungkook, just as expected. The omega has his back to the door, a mess of supplies on the little cart next to him. He’s working on a rather large piece today. It’s hard to make out much more than the presence of warm colors at the edges of the canvas, as Jungkook stays firmly planted in front of it. There’s no scent of distress in the room, which is a relief.

Jungkook must feel the air shift when the door opens, because he turns around a few seconds later, looking almost through Seokjin for a moment before his eyes focus and find their way up to Seokjin's. He reaches up and pulls out the earbuds that were hidden by his hair, a slow smile forming on his face. “Hi, hyung.”

“Hello, darling. May I come in?”

“Yeah, of course. Is everything okay?” He tilts his head as he asks, and the light catches on a couple of flecks of orange paint that have made their way into his dark hair, a striking contrast to the little smear of blue high on his left cheekbone. It's charming, the way Jungkook always seems to make a mess of himself when he paints. His clothes are usually unharmed, but his face always ends up with some color or another on it – probably transferred from his hands when he reaches up to brush hair out of his eyes.

Seokjin closes the door behind him and steps into Jungkook's space. “Yes, everything is fine. I just noticed I hadn't seen you since we got home.”

From this new angle, he gets a better view of what Jungkook is working on. It's a portrait, and while the outer edges are still mostly undefined blocks of color at this point, the figure at the center is unmistakable. Taehyung's face smiles back at him, wreathed in pretty dark hair that glows golden in the light, his eyes sparkling with something bright and almost shiny that makes Seokjin want to lean in closer to investigate. It’s beautiful, even half finished like this. (To be fair, Seokjin finds most of Jungkook’s work very compelling, but this piece is especially enchanting.)

“You’re staring,” Jungkook says, eyes fixed on Seokjin’s face and his voice coming out quieter as he adds, “What do you think?”

“I think it’s incredible. Taehyung-ah will be very flattered when he sees this. The colors are so vibrant and warm, he truly looks like an angel.”

Jungkook smiles, scent going a touch sweeter at the praise. “Thank you. It’s still a work in progress, but I just needed…”

“Yes, I’m very curious to hear what exactly you needed, darling. I don’t believe I’ve ever seen you run off like this, especially on a night with the seven of us together.”

“Sorry, hyung.”

Oh, that won’t do at all.

Seokjin closes the distance between them, pulling Jungkook into his arms and leaning in for a soft kiss. The gesture is easily accepted, Jungkook breathing out a contented little sigh and wrapping his arms around Seokjin in return.

“There you go,” Seokjin says, pressing one more kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “Settling so well for me. You aren’t in trouble, darling. If you want to paint, nobody is ever going to be upset with you for it. I just don’t believe I’ve seen the urge overtake you so thoroughly before, and it has me curious what inspired you to run off and create this beautiful portrait of Taehyung-ah.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as Jungkook noses at Seokjin's neck, so near to his scent gland that it sends a shiver through him, though Jungkook is careful to avoid direct contact with it. “It was umm… Earlier I just–” Jungkook lets out a sigh, scent still perfectly content even as he struggles for the right words. “Seeing all of you taking such good care of Jiminie earlier… I just ended up feeling so much that I thought I might explode if I didn’t get it out. Sorta zoned out for a minute but TaeTae made sure I didn’t fall behind and… he just looked so pretty.”

“I see. May I ask if these feelings that threatened to overwhelm you were positive or negative?”

“Definitely positive.”

Well, that is very promising.

“Would you like to tell me about them?”

Jungkook freezes in his arms, scent starting to go muted just a little. “I umm… don’t know if…” He seems to give up, burying his face against Seokjin’s shoulder and gently shaking his head.

“If you don’t feel comfortable, that’s alright. I don’t want to pressure you to talk about anything if you aren’t ready to,” Seokjin assures him, pressing a kiss to his neck. His scent still hasn’t gone distressed – not even worried, really – just not as strong in the air as it was earlier.

“It’s not… I don’t know. I just care about all of you so much, and I’m so happy with all of us together. TaeTae said something earlier today that reminded me of that night at the gallery when we all met and it hit me how much everything has changed since then, and how much I like it. Especially in the past few weeks since you helped me and Jiminie talk to everyone about what happened back in Busan. I feel… lighter – and Jiminie seems lighter too. It’s not like we were miserable before the five of you, but I feel like I would be now if we had to go back to how things were, and–” Jungkook cuts himself off abruptly, letting out a little huff of laughter. “I’m rambling, sorry.”

“Please, don’t apologize for telling me how you feel. I’ll always want to know that, even when it’s not as incredibly wonderful to hear as all of that was.”

Jungkook pulls back from their hug, looking up at Seokjin with hope in his eyes and a small smile on his face. “You thought it was wonderful?”

“Completely. Hearing that you are as happy with us as we are with you is exactly what I would hope for. And to know that you felt it so strongly…” Seokjin trails off, reaching up to cup Jungkook’s cheek, thumb rubbing over his jaw as the distance between them closes. “That makes me very happy indeed.”

“You are? Happy with us, I mean?”

“So much, darling. I can’t wait for the day we formally add the two of you to our pack.”

Hyung…” Jungkook’s voice is just barely above a whisper as he stands on his tiptoes to gain the last few inches he needs to make their lips meet.

This kiss is decidedly more intense than the short one they shared earlier. Jungkook seems to throw himself into it with an air of desperation about him, scent tipping sweet and his mouth opening unprompted within seconds, a whine bleeding out into their kiss.

Seokjin eagerly swallows up the sound. He’s been looking forward to finally getting his chance to explore Jungkook more thoroughly for quite some time now, and even more so after seeing how delightfully responsive he was to Taehyung-ah during his preheat, when the two of them spent what must have amounted to hours making out in the nest with the rest of them watching. Jungkook doesn’t disappoint either. He sighs when their tongues meet, melts into Seokjin’s arms when he’s pulled closer, and actually breaks their kiss on a moan when one of Seokjin’s hands snakes just under the hem of his shirt, gripping his hip.

“Pretty thing,” Seokjin says, leaning back just far enough to take in Jungkook’s flushed cheeks and wet lips. “Is this too far?” He rubs his thumb deliberately over the skin of Jungkook’s waist so there’s no mistaking what he’s referring to.

“Feels good,” Jungkook answers, eyelashes fluttering as he leans into the contact. “I like it, hyung.”

“Wonderful. It would be a shame not to admire you like this, especially knowing how hard you work on your body.” Seokjin drags his hand up higher, lifting Jungkook’s t-shirt in the process and exposing just a bit of his perfectly toned stomach. The omega’s breath hitches as Seokjin’s fingers slide up his chest, just centimeters away from brushing a nipple before dragging back down Jungkook’s stomach. “Lovely,” Seokjin whispers, just barely managing to hide a smirk at the way Jungkook seems to chase the contact.

He has the very distinct impression that Jungkook would let him do just about anything right now, so long as it meant more touching. It’s nearly intoxicating to be handed such clear and obvious submission so easily.

They really do need to have that conversation about kinks and boundaries, probably sooner rather than later, because Jungkook is far too tempting like this, looking up at him with his half-lidded eyes, pupils blown wide and lips parted as he waits for whatever Seokjin decides to give him next. As much as he’d like to lay Jungkook out right here and see just how desperate and good he can make the omega feel, the timing isn’t right. It would be a shame to overstep at this very first juncture. The others are still upstairs and likely to come looking for the two of them if they’re gone too long – and interruption is not something he will tolerate when it comes to taking Jungkook apart for the first time.

Better to tease. Give him just enough to feel how utterly Seokjin adores him, but little enough that he’ll be left wishing for more.

It’s relatively simple. Jungkook is extremely easy to please, as almost every bit of contact that’s offered seems to delight him. He lets Seokjin back him up against one of the bare studio walls, whimpering and eagerly tipping his head at the first gentle tug to his hair, offering up his throat without a second thought. The sounds he makes while Seokjin leaves a line of gentle nips and kisses down his neck are utterly sinful, stuttered moans and breathy little whines that have Seokjin nearly painfully hard in his pants.

And if he’s hard, then…

He presses their bodies closer together, slotting one leg between Jungkook's and listening to the choked off gasp that slips from his mouth the moment his erection grinds up against Seokjin's thigh. Of course by this point Seokjin has heard from multiple sources just how well endowed Jungkook is (especially for an omega), but he's still surprised by just how true that fact actually is. He might actually be bigger than Seokjin.

What a tempting discovery.

Jungkook clings to Seokjin's shoulders, his breathing heavy as he bucks his hips forward and whines, “Hyung, I… It feels good.”

“If it feels half as lovely as you sound, I might be doing my job right. You really are–“ Seokjin cuts himself off at the first hint of footsteps at the basement stairs, easily audible from the studio. He's glad he was already preparing for an interruption, otherwise he might be a little disappointed. The footsteps are light and unfamiliar on the steps, and accompanied by the sound of something hard on the floor with them, which leaves only one possibility. “I believe we're about to have company, darling. Jimin-ah is on his way to check on you.”

The words take a second to actually reach Jungkook, those pretty doe eyes blinking up at Seokjin until they go wider in understanding. He swallows, straightening up and pulling his hips back until he's no longer grinding up against Seokjin's thigh. “I hear it too,” he says. “Have… Was I gone for a while?”

“A couple of hours, yes.”

Jungkook nods at this, and the two of them take a step back to face the door just as a soft knock precedes Jimin's arrival.

“Come in,” they both call.

The door opens and Jimin steps inside on his crutches with a smile on his face. He's halfway through a wave when his motion stutters and he takes an obvious breath through his nose, looking the two of them up and down with his smile widening. “Wow it– You two smell great. Did I interrupt?”

“I was rather expecting company,” Seokjin answers.

“Wait, you were?” Jungkook turns to him, quirking his head. “If you knew someone was coming, then why all of the…” He gestures vaguely in between them, cheeks a bright pink.

“Probably because you're impossible to resist,” Jimin says, grinning at the two of them.

“That certainly played a part,” Seokjin agrees. “I also think you're adorable when you're all worked up like this and can't do anything about it.”

Jimin nods. “He is, isn't he?”

“You're both mean,” Jungkook says.

It's exactly the opening Seokjin was hoping for. This interruption might turn out to be very fruitful, assuming that Jimin is open to conversation – and that they have a little while before anyone else comes down to check on them.

“I'm actually curious if that's true,” Seokjin says. “Jimin-ah, did the others send you to look in on us? Any idea if we have a little while to talk about something?”

“They were just starting an episode of some show when I decided to come check on you guys. TaeTae was gonna come too, but Namjoon-hyung asked him to stay. I think he was trying to get the three of us down here together.”

“Joon-ah is aware there’s a conversation I’ve been hoping to have with the two of you.”

“Oh?” Jimin steps a little further into the room, using one of his crutches to push the door shut behind him. “What are we talking about, exactly?”

“Hyung, is this about that kink umbrella you told me about?”

Seokjin can’t quite hold back a laugh at that, grabbing Jungkook’s hand and giving it a squeeze so he knows he isn’t being made fun of. “Oh, you’re too cute, darling.”

Jimin isn’t faring much better, giggling enough that Jungkook frowns as he looks from one of them to the other. “Why is that so funny? Jin-hyung was the one who mentioned it and said he wanted us to talk about it together.”

“Aww, we aren’t making fun of you, baby,” Jimin coos, pulling Jungkook into a hug. “This is just one of those times where you say something that reminds me just how little we’ve ever discussed terminology around sex.”

A few seconds of silence follow before Jungkook asks, “Are we supposed to?”

“I don’t think it mattered much when it was just the two of us,” Jimin says. “You’re so open and willing to ask for exactly what you want in plain terms that it’s never really been an issue – and I usually default to explaining new things to you that way too, since it’s easiest. But umm, how did this come up exactly?”

“Jin-hyung told me they gag Yoongi-hyung sometimes and I told him we’ve tried that too. He was asking about what else we tried, but I don’t think I was answering right, so–”

“Your answers were perfectly fine, Jungkook-ah,” Seokjin clarifies. “I just thought it might be easier to discuss it with Jimin-ah present, since I’m not sure you know exactly what qualifies as kink well enough to understand some of the things I’d like to ask.”

“Probably right about that,” Jimin agrees. “Kookie doesn’t really watch porn or look up anything like that. He prefers to explore new things firsthand.”

“Why would I watch porn? It’s boring, and the stuff in my head is way hotter anyway.”

“I’m usually the one who wants to try stuff,” Jimin says. “Or I should say I usually know what I want to try at least – Kookie is always excited to give something new a shot.”

Jungkook nods in agreement, his scent finally starting to settle into something less wonderfully sweet, closer to his baseline. “It’s not like I’ve never had any ideas, but it’s usually Jiminie. Most of them have been really good though.”

“You’re also easy to please.”

“Tell me more about that,” Seokjin says. “I’d like to understand the sort of things you’ve tried, and especially if there are some you didn’t like.”

“We haven’t done anything too wild,” Jimin answers. “Dipped our toes into a few different areas of BDSM, but mostly stayed around the edges.”

The few drinks they’ve had tonight definitely seem to have loosened Jimin up plenty. Normally he would be blushing quite thoroughly by this point. Really, Seokjin couldn’t have planned this much better if he’d tried, and it gives him all the confidence in the world to proceed with his questions without hesitation.

“I see. And do you find that you’re typically the one in control, Jimin-ah?”

“Most of the time, yeah. It might be easier if you understand… Kookie, can I talk about how you work a little, or is that something you’d rather do yourself?”

Jungkook shakes his head at Jimin. “It’s fine. You probably know how to put it a little easier than I do.”

“Alright.” Jimin turns back toward Seokjin, a little smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “So here’s the thing. Kookie just wants to make his partner happy, and he wants to feel good. Those two things intertwine, and he’s got other desires and preferences, but usually he’s at his most comfortable when you tell him what you want and he can give it to you. Sometimes I need him to wreck me and he does, and other times…”

“Sometimes Jiminie lets me be good for him,” Jungkook says, smiling wide.

The phrasing puts Seokjin in mind of that moment early in Jungkook’s preheat, when he’d first come over and Yoongi had asked him to ‘be good’ as a way to settle him. Did those two discuss this already? Or did Yoongi simply pick up on the implication when Jungkook said it to him the first time? It’s a phrase they’ve used within the pack as well, so it’s not like it’s difficult to understand exactly.

Jimin gives Jungkook a flirtatious little glance, wiggling his eyebrows as he says, “You’re always good for me, baby.”

“Hyung, you know what I mean.”

“I’m rather curious,” Seokjin interjects. “Is that phrase always used to indicate a sexual submission between the two of you, or do you use that framework in other scenarios as well?”

“It’s usually a sex thing,” Jungkook says.

“But not always?”

“Not always,” Jimin agrees. “Sometimes if Kookie is really stressed about something and needs to slow down, I’ll ask if he wants to be good. Following orders can help him settle enough for me to take care of him better, get him hand fed or bathed – or occasionally just kneeling until his head goes empty. I know some of that is just omega stuff, but sometimes the line is fuzzy.”

Seokjin nods at this. “Yes, drawing an exact line can be a little difficult in some instances. I wouldn’t worry too much. This is more of an exploratory conversation so that I can get a feel for your knowledge levels and safety practices. On that note, there’s a few more things I’d like to know. Do you use safewords in any of your play?”

“Not really,” Jungkook answers. “We’ve talked about them before, but we haven’t used them a lot. Do you guys usually?”

“When we’re doing more formal scenes, yes. Are you familiar with the traffic light system?”

“Yes,” Jimin says. “That’s what we used the couple of times we tried.”

“Perfect, that should make this much simpler to explain then. If we’re going to do something serious, we generally communicate before we get started about what the expectations are and if there will be safewords being used. Other times, if things start to slip in that direction without discussion beforehand, we can ask someone’s color or have them confirm a safeword. It serves the dual purpose of all parties acknowledging where the situation is headed, and functions as a reminder that those words or gestures are always usable and will be understood. Would that sort of check in be something the two of you would feel okay about if one of us were to ask you?”

Jimin gives a couple of nods, but Jungkook looks more uncertain, giving it a little thought before he speaks. “I guess I’m not sure what kind of situation you would ask in? I don’t think I would mind it in any scenario, but… Like when do you know you need to do something like that? Am I supposed to know when to do it too?”

“All very good questions. Maybe an example would help. Just before Jimin-ah joined us down here, I was getting the impression you were slipping into a more submissive headspace. For us to have continued – assuming we’d already had this discussion, as this is an important first step – I would have wanted to check in with you before going any further, either with a color check or something less structured. The last thing I would want to do is accidentally take advantage when you’re in a vulnerable state. As we get more comfortable and share more experiences together, we might not have to check in as much about the basics, but for now I would appreciate being able to check in frequently. Both your safety and well-being are of the utmost importance, and we intend to treat them as such. Does that make any more sense, Jungkook-ah?”

“I think so? So like, checking in to make sure you aren’t taking advantage when you feel like I might listen to you on instinct? And then also for new stuff we do together?”

“Yes, exactly. I also like to build the habit early so that it's something natural and not jarring. Of course, you're more than welcome to check in at any point you like as well. It's not something limited to one party or another. Does that make sense to both of you? Jimin-ah?”

“Yes,” Jimin says, giving a little nod. “Seems reasonable.”

“Yeah it makes sense to me too,” Jungkook says.

“Very good. Just a couple more things and I'll be satisfied. The first is that I want to make it absolutely crystal clear that you will never be in trouble for calling 'red' or otherwise asking to stop something. It doesn't matter if we've done it before, how simple it is, whether whoever calls it was the one who asked for it or not, or if nobody asked for a color check. We will always stop and move directly into aftercare, no questions asked. There aren't many rules set in stone, but that is one that we need everyone to agree to. Do you understand?”

Both of them agree with a rather serious tone, which Seokjin can't help but appreciate. This is something he feels very strongly about, and while it’s likely that anything requiring this degree of caution is some time away from happening yet, it's still nice to have it out in the open now.

“You had more you wanted to talk about?” Jimin asks.

Seokjin nods. “Just one more topic and then we can move on to anything the two of you might like to discuss. I'm wondering what sorts of things you've tried that you haven't liked. Anything that didn't go well, or that you know for sure you'd like to avoid – especially if it's easy to stumble into by accident?”

“Jiminie wasn't a fan of the blindfold when it was on him,” Jungkook says after a moment of thought.

“I think sensory deprivation in general is out for me,” Jimin says. “Gets me stuck in my own head and thinking myself in circles about whatever I can't see or hear. I think that's the only thing we've tried that really made me uncomfortable, but like I said before, we haven't tried anything too crazy. Roleplay is a no go for Kookie, though.”

“I get too wrapped up in the moment to keep it straight,” Jungkook says, letting out a little huff of laughter. “Plus, it just feels funny pretending to be someone I'm not. I don't mind acting like a certain version of myself, but pretending to be a student or something just feels weird.”

“You are literally a student,” Jimin says.

“Yeah but not the kind like in that video you showed me! I'd never try to get better grades by begging my teachers to have sex with me when I could just do extra credit instead. Besides, nobody just says stuff like that in real life.”

Jimin and Seokjin both burst into laughter.

“You do make a point,” Seokjin admits through his giggles. “Some of the scenarios can be very unrealistic, can't they?”

“Are you laughing because the scenarios are funny, or because I'm funny?” Jungkook asks.

“A little of both, Kookie.”

Seokjin takes a few breaths to steady himself as the last of the laughter works its way out of him. Jungkook is just too cute. He and Namjoon really will be a match made in heaven for so many reasons, and this is just another one to add to the ever-growing pile. Seokjin can still remember the look on Namjoon's face the first time Taehyung suggested roleplaying back when it was just the four of them in college, the alpha’s features pulled into an uncomfortable little grimace at the thought.

“Alright, is there anything else the two of you know for sure you'd like to avoid?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “I think that's basically it for me.”

“Yeah, same for me,” Jimin agrees. “How about for all of you?”

“Well, I can think of a few. Hobi-yah has a very hard limit around being in any kind of restraints, though he is quite partial to putting them on other people. It will probably come as no surprise that excessive praise can be difficult for Yoongi-yah sometimes – but once you learn his tells, it’s fairly simple to figure out if it’s welcome or not. And I believe you will be delighted to know,” Seokjin says, looking at Jungkook, “that Joon-ah shares your distaste for roleplay.”

“See,” Jungkook says. “It’s not just me who thinks it’s weird.”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “I never said it was, just that it’s really funny how much you don’t like it.”

Jungkook considers this for a moment, shrugs, then looks back at Seokjin. “What about you, hyung? And TaeTae?”

“Both of us are quite flexible. There aren’t all that many things – at least outside of the very extreme – that we aren’t capable of enjoying.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as the two of them consider this information, and it’s Jungkook who eventually breaks it. “Okay, so now that we know all of this stuff, and you know some of ours… Do you feel like we told you what you wanted?”

“Yes,” Seokjin answers. “I feel like I have a much better idea of your experiences, and I hope the two of you can feel more secure by having an idea of what to expect from all of us as well.”

“I do,” Jungkook says. “It kind of feels better knowing what some of the rules are. And I’m umm… just excited I guess.” His cheeks are bright red as he finishes speaking, but he doesn’t make any effort to hide it.

Seokjin feels a smile stretch across his face as he reaches up to ruffle Jungkook’s already messy hair. “I find myself feeling something similar, darling. How about you, Jimin-ah?”

“I think… I mean, I feel good knowing what some of the expectations are too. Sorry, I think my brain is still stuck on Hoseok-hyung liking to tie people up.”

Jungkook swallows audibly. “Yeah that part was– I feel like I need to get my head out of the gutter before we go upstairs.”

“Yeah, I might need a minute too,” Jimin says, letting out a nervous little laugh.

“Are you sure?” Seokjin teases. “You both smell quite lovely right now, and I’m sure the others will think so as well.”

For a minute, he thinks they’re both about to agree, but Jungkook is actually the one to shake his head and say that he doesn’t want to interrupt whatever the others are doing by making a fuss. It’s not like him, but Seokjin chalks it up to the large amount of new information they just shared, and redirects both of their attention to the painting Jungkook was working on instead.

Jimin is eager to give his compliments on it, and adamant that Jungkook should show Taehyung right away. It takes a bit of convincing, since Jungkook is worried about showing it off when it isn’t finished, but they do eventually talk him into it

Notes:

Next Sunday: We'll take a look at those big sparring sessions Taehyung has with the security team. Plus a job comes in for Hoseok that really stresses him out, and Jimin gets to try his hand at helping him feel better.

Hope everyone has a good week! See you there :D

Chapter 74: Teamwork

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Taehyung has spent the better half of the last week planning for these next couple of days. It’s time to get the whole security team together for their sparring sessions, but with a possible probe of their operation in progress, they’ve had to make adjustments to the usual setup.

Normally, they would bring in everyone at once (or at least everyone with a senior enough position to be invited), but this year they’ve opted to split it into two days so they don’t pull all their most experienced people at once. The process will still look essentially the same. They’ll spend the better part of the day sparring – or at least Taehyung will. Everyone else will be free to socialize and eat until they decide they want to take a turn. Really the only change is that they'll do the same thing tomorrow with the other half of their team.

Taehyung decided early in their operation that treating the people charged with protecting their lives and businesses well was going to be a priority. They need loyalty and respect if they want to be able to count on their team, and those are commodities that have to be earned.

In those first few years, once they got their operation up off the ground, Taehyung single-handedly picked and trained their entire security team himself. Shownu and his crew were some of their very first employees. They make up the entirety of the senior leadership now, and the pack does their best to make sure that they are well compensated and respected.

Taehyung trusts them about as much as he can trust anyone who isn’t one of his mates.

He and Shownu have done plenty of difficult jobs together, and he’s spent a lot of hours with the rest of them too. These days, if he ever took help on his solo work, Changkyun and Jooheon would be his first choices for backup. Neither are the most skilled fighters of the group (a title he happily bestows upon Hyungwon and Shownu), but he knows they’re the most ruthless and least likely to hesitate when it counts.

Wonho has stepped into his new role well, managing the entire security operation for Jimin and Jungkook, while Jooheon and Changkyun make their way all over the city, applying muscle where it’s needed. Shownu, Minhyuk, Kihyun, and Hyungwon operate closer to home. They’re the ones Taehyung relies on most directly for keeping the pack safe. They serve as bodyguards for any meetings Tae doesn’t attend himself, and manage every part of protecting their home life.

Together, they make for a hell of a team. His pack is lucky to have them, and Taehyung does his best to take good care of them in return.

These days, they have more people working under them than Tae can effectively manage himself. Even with Hoseok's help, it just made more sense to delegate some of that to Shownu and his crew, a decision that has worked particularly well for them as business has continued to boom. Namjoon-hyung really is talented, a shrewd negotiator with a passion for his work and a knack for getting people to buy what he's selling.

Only fair that they share some of the wealth it affords them.

Jin organizes catering and renting the space they need, while Taehyung puts together his lists of matches and plans for the absence of half their senior security team. Then he and Namjoon-hyung cut a series of generous bonus checks and discuss performance and raises.

Hobi-hyung helps with a lot of the scheduling and planning, but when the first of the two days finally comes, he has to excuse himself to take a phone call. It must be a job, because he's still holed up in his office when they're ready to leave, only sending a short text to let them know he'll try to catch up later.

Jimin and Jungkook show up with a few trays of Jimin's chocolate chip cookies. With Jimin still using the pair of crutches Hobi-hyung gave him to make sure his ankle heals, Jungkook gladly takes care of carrying everything. Tae and Yoongi-hyung run up to them right away to help, with Yoongi escorting Jimin over to some seating. (He might complain the whole way about being babied, but it's hard to miss the way Jimin leans contentedly into Yoongi’s side once they're sat down together.)

Taehyung is so happy to see how close those two have gotten. Really, all of them have gotten a lot closer recently. Ever since the big conversation they had about Jihoon (who Tae still very much fantasizes about killing every single day), it’s like things have slotted even more perfectly into place. Jimin seems lighter. He also seems to be giving the alphas more chances to get close too, even if he’s kind of subtle about some of it.

Honestly, it’s a real shame about his ankle. Taehyung was so looking forward to letting Jimin take down Yoongi-hyung in a match – mostly because he’s like ninety-nine percent sure that Yoongi would think it was hot. He was even considering letting Jimin take on Namjoon-hyung as well, though that would have really been about trying to help the two of them get more comfortable with one another than about anything else.

Oh well. At least Jungkook is practically vibrating with excitement to take on anyone Tae will let him at – which is really nice because it should keep things moving while Taehyung takes breaks to drink water and eat way too many chocolate chip cookies.

They manage to get about fifty people packed into the conference center that Jin-hyung rented out, mostly seated at tables in front of the stage (where they’ve laid out several mats for their matches), with some others crowding around the appetizers and drinks. Namjoon-hyung kicks the event off with a short speech thanking everyone for their hard work and dedication, earning himself a big round of applause when he announces that they’re paying bonuses to everyone.

From there, the day passes in a blur.

Taehyung hasn't had an excuse to fight this much in ages, and even with all of the advice he gives on shoddy footwork and poor awareness, it's easy to get lost in it. He takes down one challenger after another, reveling in how sharp and yet still himself that he feels.

There's something satisfying about taking down one of their senior security members in a single quick movement, then looking over to find Jin-hyung and Kihyun locked in conversation, or Wonho introducing Hyungwon to Jimin and Jungkook. It's like bringing together the two halves of his life and seeing them mesh smoothly. He doesn't doubt for a moment that he is absolutely the best assassin for hire in the entire country, and the leader of their security operations – but he's also an omega with six incredible mates. Something about seeing those bits of his identity both existing at the same time under one roof makes him feel right.

It helps that he's also caught glimpses of Namjoon bringing over a few different members of the security team to introduce Jimin and Jungkook to so far today. It's good for them to meet the team, even outside of the satisfaction it brings Taehyung. They'll see a lot more of them when the day comes that the seven of them finally live together, so they may as well build some familiarity now.

It doesn't take long for Jungkook to get tired of standing around and come up for his turn to spar with Tae.

He's gotten better after all their sparring these last few months – or at least more familiar with how Taehyung fights – but it's still over in less than a minute. It ends the same as always, with Jungkook pinned to the mat and grinning up at him as he asks for another round.

“Not this time,” Tae answers with a laugh, helping Jungkook stand back up. “How would you feel about handling some of the others though? I could use a break, plus I wanna see if there’s still chocolate chip cookies left.”

Jungkook's eyes go as wide as his smile and he nods immediately. “Yeah! Who do I get to fight first? Can I try a match against Wonho-ssi?”

“You can take on anyone who's up for it, but there's someone I want you to have a go at first.” Tae turns over toward where Jimin is seated to find Yoongi still at the table with him and Namjoon (now joined by Jin-hyung, Wonho, and Hyungwon). “Yoongi-hyung,” he calls , waving to get the alpha's attention. “It's your turn!”

Yoongi rolls his eyes, but he still gets up and walks toward the stage, looking at Jungkook and then at Taehyung. “What, two on one this time? Even with JK's help, there's no way I can take you.”

“No, hyung,” Jungkook says with a laugh. “You're gonna spar with me instead.”

“I'm gonna…” Yoongi fixes Tae with a questioning look. “You want me to fight Jungkook-ah?”

Taehyung nods. “Yep, that's the plan. He's going to win, but I think you'll like getting a firsthand look at what Jungkookie can do – and he should know what you're capable of too. Go ahead and get on with it though. I wanna watch before I take an actual break.”

“Bossy today, aren't you?”

“My event, my rules,” Tae answers, sticking out his tongue and reaching down to help Yoongi up onto the stage. “Thanks for the break, Jungkookie. Don't go too easy on Yoongi-hyung.”

“Don't go easy on me at all,” Yoongi corrects. “Tae's right. I'm curious.”

It starts off a little slow, but Taehyung expected that. They've never done this together before, so it's natural for both of them to be careful until they can feel it out a bit better. As soon as Yoongi realizes just how outmatched he actually is, he stops holding back, getting that vicious glint in his eye that always makes an appearance when he really gets to throw himself into something.

Tae loves that look on him, and judging by the wide grin that spreads across Jungkook's face, he might end up feeling the same.

Yoongi is ferocious – small, quick, and utterly unafraid to use every single dirty trick in the book to win. That last one is a trait Taehyung has done his best to nurture. Trying to fight fair gets people killed. It's a thing better saved for the movies. Luckily, it's a lesson Jungkook has learned as well, as he seems to anticipate almost every move Yoongi makes and easily uses them against him.

When Yoongi goes low to try and throw him off balance, Jungkook pivots and lets Yoongi's momentum carry him right to the edge of the mat. It would be an easy win, but Jungkook doesn't take it, instead giving Yoongi a chance to catch himself and turn back around.

“Don't play with him, Jungkookie,” Tae calls with a laugh. “We've got a lot more matches to get through.”

Jungkook shrugs, smiling as he breathes hard. “Sorry, I'll hurry up.” He turns back toward Yoongi, who's also trying to catch his breath and staring him down with a frown that doesn't deter Jungkook's cheer in the slightest. “Aww, hyung, don't look so grumpy. You just fight like Jiminie, so I was having a lot of fun! You ready?”

Instead of answering, Yoongi launches forward.

It's the first move he makes that Jungkook doesn't seem to expect, and it draws a whoop of joy from the omega as the two of them go tumbling down. The struggle doesn't last long once they're on the ground, with Jungkook exercising his superior strength and technique to pin Yoongi in under thirty seconds.

Taehyung claps when it's over, watching the slightly manic edge leave Yoongi's eyes before he offers up his comments. “You did well, Yoongi-hyung. That last move caught him off guard, but you also sacrificed your maneuverability for it. Better to stay on your feet if you know you’re outmatched so heavily in strength.”

Yoongi just nods, exiting the stage as quickly as he can, but leaving behind just the slightest hint of spicy sweet cinnamon in the air. Jungkook catches it too, tilting his head at Taehyung, his eyes widening in understanding when Tae gives him a little nod in response. Yoongi likes losing to his mates. Not like it's a secret he was going to be able to keep for long, so Jungkook may as well find out now.

After that, Taehyung opens the floor to all challengers and heads over toward the food. He grabs a spot by Jimin and eats while Namjoon fusses over him, one arm wrapped tight around him while the alpha occasionally noses at his scent gland.

Tae knows that Namjoon-hyung doesn’t like this, that watching any of his omegas fight is going to be difficult for him – but that’s half the reason he needs to be here. He has to watch Taehyung do this so that when a real fight happens, he knows he can trust Tae to handle it. Namjoon-hyung understands. He knows how important this is, and that intruding on any fight would only create one more variable that Tae would need to worry about.

And now he gets to practice that same thing with Jungkook. Hopefully next time, Jimin will be up for a few matches as well.

Jungkook is better than most of the people he fights, taking out seven challengers in a row before Wonho finally gives into his pleading eyes and gets up on the stage with him.

It’s the first match where Taehyung is a little uncertain of the outcome. They’re both strong, but Wonho is definitely stronger, and Jungkook fights too much like Shownu for anything he does to be a surprise. (That’s a thought actually. Shownu is definitely better than Jungkook, but Tae might have to make that match happen tomorrow just to see how Jungkook reacts.)

Wonho wins in the end, but it takes them a few minutes of struggling to get there, and Namjoon is tense against Taehyung as the two of them roll around on the mats. There’s a brief twitch of movement when Jungkook is finally pinned, but Namjoon manages to contain himself and sit still. The tension lessens when Jungkook breaks into giggles and accepts Wonho’s help to stand back up, both of them smiling and complementing each other.

They’re not the only ones who’ve earned compliments.

“You did good, hyung,” Tae whispers to Namjoon. “It’s okay.”

“Is it hard to watch, Namjoon-hyung?” Jimin asks, leaning against Namjoon’s other side.

“It’s one thing to watch Taehyung-ah take down one challenger after another, but seeing one of you pinned like that…” Namjoon lets a long breath hiss out of his teeth, actively working to relax. “Yes, it’s difficult to watch. My instincts tell me to help even though all three of you are far more capable in a fight than I am.”

Jimin gives a couple of slow nods and scoots his chair closer to Namjoon, making it easier to stay pressed against him. “Does being close like this help, or am I just–”

“It helps,” Namjoon interrupts. “Very much, Minnie.”

“Good,” Taehyung says. “Cause we’re still only about halfway through the day. I’m gonna let Jungkookie take a few more, then I’ll send him back down here for you to fuss over. For now, I’m gonna go give reviews to the other guys who fought him. Look after Namjoon-hyung for me, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, not like I’m going anywhere,” Jimin agrees with a laugh.

*******

Hoseok is nearly ready to scream. He’s been poring over blueprints, photos, and schedules for hours now, clawing his way to every scrap of progress he’s made. Jobs from his parents are always like this. The stakes feel immeasurably high when he imagines facing their disappointment should he execute the task with anything less than perfect precision.

This isn't even his sort of job. He was raised to charm his way through the front door, to be seen by plenty of people and yet not be recognized for what he is. Hell, he's spent weeks undercover for jobs before, learning whole new skill sets to worm his way into the places he needs to get. This job is definitely not that. His mark isn't taking any visitors of any kind, and their service staff are all veteran employees. There's no way to sneak a new face into the home of a recluse, so he's left with methods that are far from his specialty.

He was never really much of a cat burglar. It just wasn't his calling.

At least he has some of the details figured out. The point of entry has already been determined (or at least he's pretty sure that's his best point of entry), he has a good idea of where to find his target, and the best window of time seems obvious. It’s his exit that he’s hung up on. There’s only one good time to get inside, and it doesn’t leave a lot of options for a clean getaway – but shifting the timing for the whole operation just causes even more issues.

What a frustrating goddamn mess. He has half a mind to scrap the entire plan – call his parents and tell them he won't do it.

But he can’t do that.

Maybe he could actually scream. Nobody else is here. He could lock the door just to be sure, then give it one good scream, or maybe even a cry – just let it all out until he feels a little less like he’s drowning.

He can hear his mother’s voice in his head already.

You know how it looks for your father when he recommends you for a job and you don’t give it your all. We invested a lot into your future, you know.’

Everything is just too much. The phone call from his father, the stupid job that’s more of a vanity project than anything else, the weight of his parents’ expectations – all of it. He's supposed to be good at this, yet it all feels so insurmountable, like he was never really a good thief to begin with. Just another broken mask he puts on for fun. It’s all too much and he can’t handle it and he’s going to finally crack and–

Two knocks at the door have his mask snapping back into place immediately, emotions tightly packed back into his chest.

Nobody is supposed to be here. Half their security team is gone for the second day of Taehyung's yearly sparring sessions, so maybe someone managed to–

Another two knocks. “Hoseok-hyung?”

That’s Jimin’s voice. Hoseok breathes a sigh of relief. Of course. If anyone else tried to get in, someone from security would have alerted him the second something seemed out of place. He's just being…

Damn, has he really stressed himself out enough for the paranoia to set in already?

“Hyung, are you in there? I brought you some lunch,” Jimin calls. “My hands are full so I sorta need your help.”

He heads over to the door, taking one more second to compose himself before opening it to find Jimin on the other side smiling back at him. He’s still using his crutches, and has somehow managed to carry two bags of food in with him as well.

Hoseok raises a brow in judgment. “Jimin-ah, why didn’t you call me to help you with those?” he asks, reaching out to take the handles of both bags. “You could have hurt yourself even more.”

“I wanted it to be a surprise. I brought your favorite,” Jimin answers with a grin. “If you’re too busy I can just leave it here with you, but I was kind of hoping that maybe we could eat together and talk?”

There’s no way Hoseok would send Jimin away right now – not when he so desperately needs a distraction, and not when it seems like there might be something specific Jimin wants to talk about.

“Please, come on in. I’ll clear us some space to eat.”

Hoseok works on gathering up everything scattered across his desk into one pile and then heads across the room to grab an extra chair. Jimin is already unpacking the food when he returns to the desk, and the smell hits him right away. Kimchi fried rice – and judging by the logo on the container, Jimin really did get his favorite. There’s a little mom and pop shop a few blocks from their school that Hoseok is partial to.

The fact that Jimin remembers his favorite makes his heart feel too big in his chest, like it’s competing with all the other feelings he’s crammed in there for later.

Can’t start thinking about those now.

“So, what’s the occasion?” Hoseok asks, grabbing one of the containers of fried rice.

“Does there have to be one? Will you pass me some soy sauce?”

“You show up with my favorite takeout as a surprise and expect me to think there isn’t a reason?” Hoseok laughs and passes over a few packets of soy sauce. “Not that I don’t appreciate it. Just wondering what I did to deserve all this.”

Jimin ignores the question, stirring up his rice and then taking a big bite, humming in appreciation. “Wow, this is so good.”

“Of course it is. I have impeccable taste,” Hoseok takes his own bite of rice and lets himself find a bit of comfort in the familiar flavor. It might not fix everything, but actually eating something makes for an almost immediate improvement of his mood. “Thank you so much, Jiminie. This is perfect.”

“I’m glad you like it.” There’s a minute or two of silence while they both focus on eating, making little happy sounds and passing side dishes back and forth. Eventually Jimin speaks again, his tone casual as he picks at his food. “Might as well be honest. I’m partially here because I’ve been trying to think of a nice way to thank you for a while – but then when Jin-hyung mentioned that you were working a hard job right now, I thought it would be a good opportunity to do something nice for you too.”

“Jinnie told you about my job?”

“Not much, just that it was a big one. I know you aren’t always the best at giving yourself some slack, so I thought I’d come and make sure you took a break and ate something decent.”

Is he that obvious? He hates the thought that Jimin might be wasting time worrying over him instead of looking after himself.

“It is a big job, but it’s nothing you need to worry about, Minnie,” Hoseok says, watching Jimin’s cheeks go a tiny bit pink at the nickname (he’s glad it can still get Jimin blushing from time to time, even after months of hearing it). “How have classes been going?”

Jimin raises an unimpressed brow at him. “Classes were fine. Nothing exciting. So, when exactly was the last time you took a break?”

Embarrassingly, Hoseok can’t remember exactly. He knows he went straight to bed last night after a long day of work, but has he really been at this since he woke up? What meal are they eating? Is it lunch time already?

“I may have skipped breakfast,” he tries, hoping that the little admission of guilt might be enough to get him off the hook and move their conversation along to something else.

“Oh, you didn’t already have lunch, did you?” Jimin bites his lower lip, giving a little glance at the food set out in front of them and then raising his gaze back up to Hoseok's face, looking nervous.

“No, I hadn’t made it quite that far yet. You saved me a trip to the kitchen, and this is much better than whatever I would have made.”

“So, you missed breakfast and lunch then?”

“I might have, without your help.”

“Hyung, it’s seven in the evening,” Jimin deadpans, dropping the expression of worry in an instant.

Shit. Jimin didn't even have to work that hard to trick him. He wants to be upset, but honestly it was well executed on Jimin’s part, weaponizing that adorable concerned expression to fool him about the time… No choice but to be honest now. It’s actually almost a relief to feel cornered, to have no other option but to let a little bit of this out – and besides, Jimin has earned it.

“Alright, you got me. This job has been a nightmare to plan. I’ve been at it for a couple days without breaks, and at this point I have no idea what I’m supposed to do. I hit a roadblock last night and I’ve spent all day running different scenarios with nothing to show for it except more stress.”

Once he starts talking, it’s hard to stop. All of his frustrations tumble out one after another while Jimin just listens with an encouraging little smile on his face.

“The prep work has taken enough time on its own, getting building blueprints, floor plans, work schedules – just all of it. And now that I have those things, there’s only one good point of entry. Everything else is locked up tight, and even then the window of time that the entry point is accessible is too tight to allow for a proper escape. And then there’s the worst part,” Hoseok says with a bitter laugh.

“What’s the worst part?”

“It’s just a stupid vanity job for my father, him overstating my capabilities and then offering them up for way below my going rate – like just because my parents invested in me, I owe them my services at the drop of a hat.” Hoseok pauses and takes a deep breath before shaking his head. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to dump this all on you. I’m going to be fine – it’s just difficult right now.”

“I don’t think you get to call it dumping if I asked. Honestly, I’m really happy you’re talking to me about it. I’ve been sort of hoping for an opportunity to help you with something for a long time now, but you always keep your problems close to the chest. Thank you for giving me a chance, hyung,” Jimin finishes softly, smiling up at Hoseok like hearing all of his problems really is some sort of gift.

Is he actually that bad?

Hoseok frowns. “I wasn’t trying to make you jump through hoops.”

“I never said you were. You’re just careful about who you let see you struggle. Anyways, it sounds like you don’t even want to do this job in the first place. Any chance of getting out of it?” Jimin asks, taking another bite of his lunch.

Oh. Hoseok had completely forgotten about the food. “Nope. My dad already told them I would do it,” he says, digging back into his own portion. “I’m stuck finishing the job and if I botch any part of it, you can bet I’ll be hearing about it for ages.”

“They sign you up for work a lot?”

“Usually just a few times a year, but…” Hoseok trails off, huffing out a sigh.

“But?”

“It’s always like this. Stressful jobs where the only payoff is hopefully not disappointing someone. It’s exhausting.”

“What happens if you tell them no?”

He shrugs. “Never tried.”

“Why not?”

“They invested so much in my future, in making sure I had the skills and connections to do this work… How am I supposed to tell them I won’t repay that?” Hoseok shakes his head and sighs. “I owe them at least this much.”

“Did you ask them to?” Jimin asks, tone casual as he eats another big mouthful of fried rice.

“Ask them to what?”

“To invest. I mean the stuff they did for your future – did you ask them to do all that for you?”

Hoseok blinks at Jimin a few times, feeling just a little unsteady. Where is this going? Why does he feel like he should change the subject? Is he afraid? Why would he be? The brief flash of anxiety is enough to make him keep talking, even if it’s more out of spite than because he wants to. Jimin has earned his honesty. He can't expect something from Jimin that he isn't willing to give himself, and he can't let some weird anxiety get in the way of that.

“I suppose not,” he admits, trying to choose his words carefully. “I told you I showed aptitude at a young age, and they helped me to capitalize on that inherent talent. They secured my future for me.”

“Listen, you can tell me to shut up if you want, but it doesn’t sound like it was your future they were trying to secure. At least not if this is how they treat you.”

Hoseok’s brain grinds to a halt.

It’s not that he doesn’t know… Of course his parents benefit from this, but if this is what he’s good at, doesn’t he owe it to those around him to do it well? He doesn’t want to let anyone down or be useless. What other choice does he have? He's spent years perfecting this part of himself, making this a pillar of his identity that he can always fall back on. It’s not like he can just stop–

He’s snapped out of his thoughts by Jimin resting a hand on his shoulder. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to come on quite so strong. Look, I’m not trying to say you have to do anything. Do the job however you see fit and get through it, but maybe just give this some thought once you’re on the other side?”

Hoseok just nods, because what else can he really do when his brain will not cooperate? He feels like an idiot letting Jimin see him this shaken.

“Oh, I’ve got an idea,” Jimin says, smiling with his hand still resting on Hoseok’s shoulder. “Would you like to see the choreography my group is working on right now? I captured a video of one of our practice runs last week before I got hurt.”

“Sure, show me.”

It’s an obvious change of topic, but Hoseok is incredibly grateful for the few minutes of not having to speak. The choreography looks pretty good considering they’re still learning it, though he doesn’t pay as much attention as he normally would – or as much he probably should, considering this is something that seems to matter a whole lot to Jimin.

His mind just keeps wandering back to those words: It doesn’t sound like it was your future they were trying to secure.

It’s a thought he’s had before. It only strikes in those moments when he feels utterly overwhelmed by the expectations of his family – and he always feels guilty about it later. Guilty and weak. Weak for not being able to withstand the stress, weak for wishing he didn’t have to do this… Even now, it threatens to pull all those feelings out into the open and he is not going to do that here in front of Jimin. Especially not when he just came here to give Hoseok a surprise dinner and the pleasure of his company.

And didn’t he say… something about thanking Hoseok? What could Jimin have to thank him for? He doesn’t remember doing anything recently.

It’s a much more compelling and far less troubling mystery, so of course he has to ask.

He makes a couple of encouraging comments about the choreography, complimenting Jimin on how clean his performance looks in comparison to some of the others. He already feels better now that they’ve moved on from talking about his problems, and he has something else to latch onto.

As soon as there is a lull in the conversation, he asks the question. “You said earlier that you were partially here to thank me. Can I ask what for?”

“Well, it’s…” Jimin’s cheeks start to go a little pink. “It actually sounded a lot better in my head I think. Nevermind.”

He’s so cute when he’s flustered. Probably just needs a little push.

“How would you know it was better in your head if you haven’t tried saying it out loud yet?” Hoseok asks, keeping his tone light and non-judgmental.

“You have enough on your plate already without me rambling on about something.”

“And if I like it when you ramble? Besides, I told you what was on my mind. Now I’d like to know what you have on yours.”

“Alright…” Jimin bites his bottom lip, eyes fixed on the table. “I guess I've been thinking a lot lately, after everything that's happened – all these months of courting, me and Kookie having our heats, and the big conversation you all had with me after that. I just… I really meant what I said. I want to get better, to be able to trust all of you and not be afraid. And that got me thinking about the ways that I trust you already, and that made me realize just how much I want to thank you for always taking care of me, right from the beginning.”

“Minnie,” Hoseok says, reaching out for Jimin's hand and giving it a squeeze. “You don't have to thank me for that. All of us have done our best to take care of both you and Jungkookie.”

“I know, and I'm not trying to discount anybody else or how good you are to Kookie too – but right now I wanna thank you for how good you've been to me. If that's okay?”

Hoseok gives him a short nod. “Alright, I'm listening.”

“It's just that it was so easy for me to trust you, and it… I wasn't sure why. I never really put together just how much you looked out for me, right from the start. You're always helping me get away if I begin to feel overwhelmed, smoothing over tensions, and lightening the mood – and I really do appreciate those things a lot, but I don't think they're the only reason that things were so much easier with you.”

“You think it was something else?”

This time it's Jimin who squeezes Hoseok's hand, leaning a little closer. “I think it was a lot of things, but I can't help feeling… You make me feel like I can do all of this stuff, even if it scares me. Sometimes it's like you can see right through me, and if you can see all that and still like me, I guess it gives me some hope that the rest of the pack will still like me if they can see me too? I don't know. Maybe it's stupid. Mostly, I just want you to know how much I appreciate you.”

“I don’t think it’s stupid at all. I feel… It’s the same for me, I think. Like you see right past whatever mask I’m trying to wear. Sometimes it’s terrifying,” Hoseok admits, a little bit of anxiety stirring in his stomach at the prospect of verbally acknowledging all the masks he puts on. But he can’t let that stop him, because if there’s one person he feels safe talking about that with, it’s Jimin. “But it also makes me wish I could be more genuine with other people sometimes too.”

Jimin smiles at the words. “Yeah, that’s what I feel too. I want to try and let other people see too. I… Yoongi-hyung asked me the other day to stop hiding my scent when it’s bad, and I thought of you right away. I thought maybe… I know the way we do things is different, but maybe we can work on being more open together? You don’t have to or anything. I just–”

“I’d like that,” Hoseok interrupts before Jimin can work himself up too much. “I don’t really… Sometimes I don’t even know what that means, but maybe it’ll be easier if we’re both trying?”

“Honestly, I don’t always know what it means either.” Jimin’s face splits into a smile as laughter bubbles up out of him. “It helps that Yoongi-hyung just asks for exactly what he wants.”

“Yeah, I find that quality really refreshing too. When he does decide to communicate something, he usually does it pretty plainly. No guesswork required.”

“It definitely helps,” Jimin says with another laugh. He goes silent for a few seconds after that, voice coming out soft when he speaks again. “I umm… I wasn’t quite done yet, if that’s okay?”

Hoseok gives Jimin an encouraging smile. “Of course. Anything you want to talk about, I’m here for it, honey.”

“I really am glad you want to work on being more open too and I wanna talk more about that eventually, but for now I just wanna circle back to thanking you for a second. I just… I appreciate you so much, and I feel like it’s important for me to tell you that… You make me feel safe. I’ve never felt as comfortable around any alpha as I do around you – especially after everything that happened with Jihoon. It makes me feel like… like maybe this isn’t some unwinnable battle, like there’s hope. It’s hard to say just how much that means to me but… thank you, hyung.”

Hoseok is left speechless by Jimin's declaration. He totally isn’t going to cry. Nope. His eyes might get a little wet but he does his best to keep himself together and focus on making every bit of this moment they're sharing together count. If his voice sounds a little choked when he finds his words, it’s purely coincidence. “I’m so glad, Minnie. It’s an honor to be someone you can feel safe with. Would you mind if… Can I kiss you right now?”

Jimin bites his lip and nods with a little smile. Hoseok doesn’t waste any time scooting closer and tilting Jimin’s chin up so he can kiss him, soft and sweet while his heart pounds in his chest. He’s surprised when Jimin is the one to tilt his head and deepen the kiss, letting out a tiny, content little sigh and gripping at Hoseok’s shoulders.

Neither of them is in a rush to pull away, trading slow kisses back and forth for what must be minutes before Jimin finally pulls back just far enough to rest his forehead against Hoseok’s. “Thank you,” he whispers, pulling Hoseok into a hug and nosing at his jaw, then his neck, stopping just short of his scent gland – close enough that Hoseok can feel warm little puffs of air against the skin.

“Thank you,” Hoseok says, mimicking Jimin’s movements until his mouth is just centimeters away from the source of that sweet vanilla scent.

Jimin sucks in a shaky breath. “For what?”

“For letting me get close enough to prove I would never ever hurt you.”

At the words, Jimin nuzzles in even closer, barely one step away from climbing into Hoseok’s lap at this point. Lips press to the side of his neck at the same time as Jimin reaches up to brush his thumb over Hoseok’s scent gland. “Can I smell you, hyung? Please?” he asks softly.

Damn it. He really is trying to get better about that.

Jimin makes a happy little hum when he catches the first wave of Hoseok’s scent, his own getting just a little sweeter in response.

They stay like that for a while, so close to scenting one another but neither of them moving to actually do so. Instead, their fingers trace little patterns over skin while they cuddle up close, pressing little absent-minded kisses wherever they find themselves.

Jimin is the one to break the silence, voice gentle as he says, “You know, it’s okay if you need to take a break, hyung.”

“I am taking one – right now actually. And enjoying it, I might add,” Hoseok answers, leaning up to kiss Jimin’s cheek.

“I’m super glad you took this break with me, but that’s not really what I meant.”

“Oh?”

“You’re always so happy, like a ray of sunshine keeping everyone else warm. I just want you to know that you don’t have to do that with me, that it’s okay to take a break. I can tell that you’re tired.”

Hoseok doesn’t know what to say. What is he supposed to do with Jimin saying he can see straight through him? He blinks and feels a tear roll down his cheek. Thank god Jimin can’t see his face.

He is tired. Exhausted, really. But nobody is supposed to know that. It feels simultaneously like the bitter sting of failure, but also like having a weight lifted off of him. If he can’t fool Jimin, then at least it means maybe he can stop trying so damn hard – can crack himself open just a little and let it be seen. The thought is terrifying, but Jimin is right. It feels a lot less scary if they're both trying to do it.

In the end, all he can do is hug Jimin tighter and choke out a weak, “Thank you, Jimin-ah.”

And because Jimin is a literal angel sometimes, he doesn’t press it any further. They cuddle a bit more, long enough at least for Hoseok to pull himself together and feel like he can contain his feelings.

Once again, Jimin offers him a much needed change of subject.

“So, do you want to run me through the job? If the whole thing isn’t too top secret, maybe a second set of eyes would be helpful.”

A. Literal. Angel.

*******

Jimin can’t help but feel glad that he decided to skip the second day of Taehyung’s sparring sessions. He’ll probably enjoy it more next time when he can actually help, instead of just sitting there and watching. Not that it wasn’t any fun yesterday, but something about Hoseok’s absence had nagged at him all day – and even more so when his casual texts to the alpha went unanswered for hours.

Of course, he still baked a fresh batch of cookies to send with Jungkook this morning. His mate politely offered to come with him to check on Hoseok, but his excitement to spar with more of the security team was so plain and unmistakable that Jimin had nearly laughed in his face before kissing him goodbye and sending him on his way.

Now that he’s here, he’s even more glad that he came alone.

Even after all these months, he feels like his understanding of Hoseok is… full of gaps. They’re starting to fill in, but his work has always been a very big blank area in Jimin’s internal picture of him. They’ve talked about techniques, exchanged some memorable stories, and spent a lot of time trying to pick each other’s pockets – but Hoseok has always avoided talking about the more impressive jobs he’s done, the ones Jimin had heard of long before they ever met.

Now it feels like he finally understands why. Those jobs weren’t for Hoseok. They were for his parents. And if they left Hoseok even half as stressed as he is right now, Jimin can’t blame him for not being that excited to talk about them.

All that aside, he can’t pretend he isn’t enjoying this.

Hoseok walks him through the basics of the job, from what he’s trying to steal (photos of the will of some elderly, rich investor), where it is (a safe in the closet of the master bedroom), and when he needs it (within two weeks from now). It sounds simple enough, until Hoseok reveals that this mark of his is very aware that they are nearing the end of their life, and has refused to see almost any visitors due to the drama surrounding the potential division of their estate.

Someone – though Hoseok does not name them – is apparently unhappy with that arrangement, and is looking to see the will for themself before they run out of opportunity to change it.

“They’re probably hoping for one last chance to worm their way into the will, if they aren’t in there already,” Hoseok says with a shrug. “Honestly, I think it’s stupid, but that’s not really my job to comment on.”

“You’re going to get paid for this, right?” Jimin asks, scanning over the floor plan for the house again.

“Not nearly enough, but at least it will be over. You can see why I’m feeling a little stuck though, right? It’s not really my normal sort of job.”

For a moment, Jimin is stunned into silence. It’s not that the job is easy. There’s tons of variables to worry about, and the entry and exit is going to be tricky, but it’s very much the sort of job he was trained to do, so it doesn’t feel quite so overwhelming to him. After years of hearing about how incredible Jung Hoseok is, he’s just surprised that this sort of thing would give him so much trouble.

But he doesn’t want to say that – or at least not that way.

“What are your normal jobs like? I heard plenty of stories, but I guess I’m curious to hear your take on them, if you’re willing to share?”

Hoseok frowns, looking down at the plans scattered across his table before his gaze drifts back up to Jimin again. “This really… This isn’t all that hard for you, is it?”

Shit, he was definitely obvious.

“I mean, I wouldn’t say that. It’s tricky, for sure. Short windows to get in and out without much margin for error, and you have to hope that all of your information is correct, but… I just… I’ve seen your work – and I’ve heard so many stories. I don’t know. I’m not trying to say–”

“Minnie,” Hoseok interrupts, placing a hand on Jimin’s shoulder. “You’re not going to offend me. Is this the sort of job that would have been easy for you?”

“Maybe not easy.”

“But not this hard.”

Jimin frowns, lips forming a tight line before he gives in and lets out a little sigh. “No, this specific one doesn’t seem like it would have been hard for me.”

Hoseok’s expression doesn’t sour like Jimin expects. Instead, he smiles wide and says, “Perfect. In that case, I definitely want your help. Having another set of eyes on this has already made me a lot less afraid of fucking it up, but your expert opinion would be even better – assuming you’re willing?”

“So willing,” Jimin says, nodding immediately. He gets so few opportunities to help any member of the pack, and he knows that Hoseok doesn’t ask for assistance lightly, so he’s absolutely determined to be as helpful as he possibly can.

It feels… good.

There’s no point in denying it. Jimin has missed this work. It’s not exactly that he was never good at anything else, but more that he was never as good at anything else as he was at being a thief – and the rush of pride he feels at having Hoseok acknowledge that skill is so nice. They end up starting back at the beginning of planning, examining possible points of entry and what they would look like at different times.

The longer they work, the more it becomes clear that this really isn’t the sort of job Hoseok normally does. He explains that his work usually involves charming his way through the front door (or at maybe a service entrance), and typically takes at least some degree of undercover work to achieve. This sort of straight up burglary doesn’t exactly play to his skills – but it does play directly into Jimin’s.

“Are you telling me you’d really feel more comfortable spending two weeks pretending to be a part of the staff?” Jimin asks. “That would make you less worried?”

Hoseok shrugs. “Pretending to be someone else is easy for me. I still get pretty worked up in the planning phase, and I admit that it takes more work up front, but once I go in there’s nothing to do but just play my part and keep moving.”

“See that would stress me out way more than just a quick in and out job.”

“I guess I find it comforting to really get to know the job from the inside, to know that I managed to fool everyone and to leave without them ever having a clue. Jobs like this can be satisfying too, but they’re just full of so much guesswork. I really do appreciate your help on this, Jiminie. Was nearly ready to pull my hair out before you showed up.”

“Are you sure missing two meals and probably only sleeping a few hours last night had nothing to do with it?” Jimin asks, unable to keep himself from poking a little fun.

“I may have gotten a little preoccupied… I really do want to thank you for this though – the food and the help figuring it out.”

“If you really want to thank me, tell me you’ll go to bed early tonight?”

Hoseok gives the request a couple of moments of consideration (which Jimin takes as a good sign that he won’t just lie to appease him and then stay up late anyway). “Given that the best window we’ve come up with is tomorrow, I’d say I don’t really have much choice but to get a good night’s rest tonight.”

“I really do think tomorrow is your best bet,” Jimin agrees. “There’s the brief period around dinner where your mark is definitely busy downstairs, and all your guy on the inside will have to do is leave the south window open. That gives you a relatively straight path to the bedroom. You crack the safe, grab a couple photos of the will, then get back out the same way you came in, and if you let me–”

“Minnie, I’m not putting you in any danger just because my parents signed me up for this stupid job. It’s not worth–”

“It’s not dangerous, hyung. It’s a distraction,” Jimin corrects. He wants to do this. He knows he can help. “All I have to do is come by the front gate and act lost, and it basically guarantees you a safe route out. If you really wanted, I could do this whole job for you. If I’m capable of that, I’m pretty sure I can handle acting like some poor lost omega for fifteen minutes while you make your escape.”

Hoseok’s lips go tight as he thinks, glancing down at the table for a few moments and then letting out a sigh. “You’re right. I know you’re right. Sorry, I’m being overprotective – and maybe a little hard-headed about not dragging anyone else into my problems.”

“I want to be in your problems, so long as you’re willing to let me.”

When Hoseok looks back up at this time, his expression is serious, but there’s the barest hint of nervousness in his voice as he says, “What if I want that to be a two way street?”

“As in…?”

“Maybe I want to be in your problems too.”

Jimin blinks back at Hoseok, unsure of how exactly to interpret that. He doesn’t have all that many problems – at least outside of the things that are already a part of his relationship with the pack, or… “My work is a lot less exciting than yours,” he says with a short laugh. “Not sure you’ll find the problems all that interesting.”

“I’d still like to hear about them, or any other problems it might be nice to talk to someone about.”

“I don’t really feel like I have that many – or at least not a ton that don’t involve this whole thing the seven of us are doing together. I guess I don't even know if I'd call them problems exactly. Maybe more just… things I think about a lot?”

“And are those things off the table for us to talk about?” Hoseok asks, his tone light and casual like he's just asking about Jimin's day, as opposed to his deeper thoughts about this relationship.

“Isn't it… I mean it's– That's not…” Jimin sputters. He looks at Hoseok to clarify, but the alpha just looks back at him with a patient little smile. “Isn't that sort of a conflict of interest? Like even if you did want to hear the boring details about how terrified I am about some of it, don't you guys tell each other everything?”

“Well first off, that doesn't sound boring at all, and second, my secret policy is a lot more lenient than Joonie and Jinnie’s. Part of the bond between those two is their shared leadership, which works best when they're being as open as they can with one another. Taehyungie might fuss about it more, but he and I are the best in the pack at listening and letting people figure things out for themselves. Obviously there’s some stuff we have to say something about, but our definition of harm is a lot more fluid.”

“What about Yoongi-hyung?”

“Wildcard. If you're serious and you ask him to keep a secret, there's a good chance he will, but there are also times he just can't not say something – like when Jungkookie thought Joonie didn't want to kiss him. Objectively, it was a harmless secret that they could have figured out themselves eventually, but Yoongi couldn't keep that one to himself.”

“And you would have?” Jimin asks.

“Yes. I mean I still would have done my best to explain to Jungkookie just how completely untrue that was, but if he really wanted to figure it out himself, I would have let him.”

It would be nice to have someone to talk to about this stuff, especially someone who has already been through the courting process and is a part of the pack. Of course, Jimin talks to Jungkook, but so often it feels like the two of them are just taking shots in the dark about what things mean. Plus if he and Hoseok really are going to try and grow together – if Jimin is going to try and open up – maybe this would be an easier place to start, and he can learn more about Hoseok's experience as well…

“Okay,” Jimin agrees. “I trust you.”

Hoseok grins back at him. “Thank you. I’ll try to prove that your trust is well placed, Minnie.”

“You don’t have to prove anything, but either way just… Let’s take care of this job of yours first. Thank you for letting me help, hyung.”

“Thank you for helping. I would have had to spend another couple of days agonizing over this on my own, and it would have cost me that perfect window of time tomorrow.”

“Yeah, well…” Jimin trails off with a wide smile on his face, a warm feeling of content spreading through him at getting to be useful – at being able to help. “Let’s run through the details again, yeah? Really nail down our timing and maybe discuss your equipment too?”

Hoseok nods in agreement. “All good ideas. Let’s get to it.”

Notes:

See you next Sunday for a look at how Hoseok's job goes, and what happens after it's done :D

Chapter 75: Overthinking

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating again a little later in the chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The job is so much simpler with Jimin’s help.

Hoseok really had been slipping down into the depths of obsession and panic over the details – a descent that's always very hard for him to notice when he’s so focused, but becomes easier to see once he’s out of it. It’s clear his mates have noticed as well, judging by the couple of concerned looks he gets from Namjoon at the breakfast table the following morning.

Of course, he still feels anxious. That feeling won’t completely pass until the job is done and behind him, but it’s hard to overstate just how much pressure Jimin's visit and assistance has helped to alleviate. Maybe there’s a new pressure now in its place, just that same nagging thought on repeat whenever the rest of his mind is quiet…

It doesn’t sound like it was your future they were trying to secure.

He really doesn’t have the space to deal with all the feelings those words stir up right now. He’ll have to tackle them eventually. It’s not like his brain is going to let them go until he’s picked them apart and stared at every uncomfortable thing they pull from him, but that’s a worry for the future.

Right now, he needs to stay focused.

The job starts with a bit of a stakeout. Hoseok perches himself in a tree with a pair of binoculars. The gardener has already gone home for the evening, and his contact on the inside has assured him that security never makes it this far out into the treeline surrounding the property.

It really is a nice place – easy to see why someone would want to make sure they’ve made it into the will before it’s too late. The property is surrounded by trees on every side, hiding it away from its neighbors, and it’s full of a whole selection of gardens, hedges, fruit trees, and fountains. Plenty of cover to make his approach when the time comes. He’s grateful that the bedroom he needs to get to is on the second floor of the building, rather than one of the two looming towers reaching into the air on either side of the mansion.

He’s done his fair share of climbing, but he still prefers having his feet firmly on the ground whenever possible. Yet another reason he prefers charming his way into these places instead of sneaking.

At least now that he’s here, his anxieties have lessened, thoughts sharp and completely focused on the tasks ahead of him: Wait for his mark (an old woman who is apparently unmistakable with her bright red hair) to move downstairs for supper. Approach the building, mindful of the cameras and the one guard watching the southern half of the property. Scale the side of the building and enter into the second floor hallway via the window his contact left unlocked. Enter the bedroom (second door on the right), find the safe (tucked into the closet), crack the safe, take the pictures, check to see if Jimin’s distraction is working (via the bedroom window), and then exit the way he came in.

Simple.

He’s on the move the second he sees a flash of red hair descending the stairs, binoculars tucked away safely as he sends a quick text to let Jimin know it’s time, then begins his approach. The gardens offer ample cover, making it relatively easy to skirt around the lone guard Hoseok’s been keeping one eye on this whole time. It’s clear they don’t get much traffic, as the guard on duty spends an absurd amount of time looking at his phone. If Hoseok caught any of their security staff slacking off this much on a solo watch, he’d fire them on the spot – and that’s much kinder than whatever Taehyung would be liable to do.

The climb up to the window is thankfully simple, with plenty of footholds and an easy to open window.

With that done, Hoseok is inside. He steps careful and silent across the wooden floors, listening intently for any signs of movement. The only sounds he can make out are the barest hints of conversation from somewhere downstairs, more the suggestion of muffled speech than anything he could ever hope to understand. The scent of the place is much more distinct, strong enough that he smells the flowers before he really catches sight of them.

The whole hallway is lined with various decorative tables and sculptures, and there are fresh flowers everywhere, their silhouettes just visible by the moonlight streaming in the window behind him. There are large vases tucked into corners on the floor, and smaller ones on shelves, tables, and anywhere else they fit. He’s curious what the place would look like in the light, but he’s saving his flashlight for the bedroom where it’s less likely to be seen.

As old as the place seems, it’s quite well maintained. No squeaky floorboards or door hinges to give him away as he makes his way into the bedroom, careful and swift. He shuts the door behind him the second he’s inside. Immediately he begins scanning what he can make out in the dark to confirm that he’s alone, and that the floor plans showing only one entrance into the bedroom had been correct – which it appears they were.

Finally, he pulls out his flashlight and begins to look for the closet. He’s mindful of the two windows in the room, trying to keep the beam of light far away from them.

The scent of flowers is just as strong here, with more vases of all shapes and sizes tucked everywhere they’ll fit. A bit of a peculiar fixation, but not the strangest thing he’s seen on a job. The rest of the bedroom appears relatively normal, if a bit lavish. Plenty of antique looking furniture that Namjoon would probably lose his mind over, all the appropriate collections of trinkets and photos, some jewelry displayed – nothing out of the ordinary aside from all the flowers.

He almost misses the door to the closet, eyes caught on the paintings framing either side of it instead, but he manages. The safe is front and center inside, a large metal unit resting on the floor right up against the back wall – and the sight of the old school dials on its front fills Hoseok with relief. Newer safes can take him a lot more time, requiring the use of special tools that he would prefer to not bother with.

He’s a couple minutes into his work on the safe when he hears it.

Movement.

It sounds like footsteps – most likely from out in the hall. The distinct sound of high heels on the wood floor thankfully gives him a few extra seconds to react, but his breath still catches in his throat at the sound.

High heels. Probably his mark. Will she come into the bedroom? The windows in the room are no good as exits, just a straight drop to the ground…

There’s no other way out of the bedroom. He has to hide. If he’s caught on this job, then it was all for nothing. It only works if he gets in and out without ever being detected.

Heart in his throat, he silently pulls the closet door closed just as the bedroom door swings open, watching a thin line of light seep in underneath the door as his mark flicks her bedroom lights on. She’s humming softly to herself, heels clicking across the floor to the other side of the room where her vanity was. After a few seconds, her humming gets closer, the soft click of her heels placing her within feet of the closet door.

Hoseok holds his breath.

After a few long moments, she seems to find what she’s looking for, the humming growing more distant and the thin line of light on the closet floor disappearing as she leaves. The bedroom door makes a small thud as it shuts behind her.

God, that was too close. Time to crack that safe.

It takes him another few (thankfully uninterrupted) minutes before he finally manages to get the safe open. There’s a small pile of documents on the top shelf of the safe, but that's far from all he finds. There are two books inside too, old and valuable looking enough, but not what Hoseok's eye is immediately drawn to. No, it's the sparkle of jewels that demands his attention. There’s got to be billions of won worth of jewelry in the safe, including a choker with what has to be the biggest ruby Hoseok has ever seen in his life, a set of gold bangles inlaid with sapphire and emerald, and diamond earrings that shine so brilliantly that it nearly takes his breath away.

Whoever wanted a peek at the will so bad is a moron. It would have been much simpler to make off with one of these things and sell it for a tidy sum than to try and worm their way into this woman's good graces. Hell, if he wasn't so dedicated to professionalism, he'd take the ruby choker home to Taehyung in an instant. Maybe he can find him something similar… matching pieces for all three of their omegas, or–

Get out first. Plan presents later.

He gets his pictures of the will, then puts everything back exactly as he found it and heads for the bedroom window. It has a direct line of sight out towards the entrance gate for the property, though it would appear that Jimin has already made it much further than that, his figure being quite easy to pick out with his crutches. He’s already inside of the gate and has stopped right at the edge of the gardens – and judging by the small crowd of people gathered around him, it seems like his distraction has been quite a success.

Never underestimate the power of an omega in distress. Still, Hoseok doesn't have time to waste, so he steps away from the window and starts sneaking his way back out into the hall and carefully making the climb down the side of the building.

Jimin's strategy might have worked even better than he planned, because Hoseok watches from the tree line for what must be at least ten minutes as Jimin is talked to by four people that Hoseok can only assume are staff. Eventually, they do send him off back down the path to the entrance again, which is Hoseok's signal to move so they can reunite a few blocks away by the nearest bus stop.

It takes everything Hoseok has not to run directly for Jimin the second they're a good distance away. Instead, he walks calmly up to him at the bus stop, looking him over to check for injuries he knows he won't find. As soon as they're close enough, he asks, “Were you followed?”

“Nah, we're good,” Jimin answers, stepping in closer and tipping his head up for a kiss that Hoseok eagerly gives him. “Everything went well inside? You got what you needed?”

“Thanks to your help, yes. The people you talked to were kind to you?”

Jimin smiles. “Super nice, hyung. The lady watching the front gate got one look at me with my crutches and confused look and bought it immediately when I told her I was pretty sure I got off at the wrong bus stop. She let me in and called a couple of the other guys over and one of them gave me the rundown about when the next bus was coming and where I needed to go. Honestly, the hardest part was turning down all the offers for a cup of tea and a ride. They kept saying they were sure their boss would find me charming.”

“If she has any taste at all, she definitely would,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “I really can't thank you enough for your help, Jiminie.”

“Thanks for letting me. I had fun with it, and it feels good to be useful. So now what? You have to go see your parents?”

“Thankfully, no. They're still very much preoccupied with their travels, so I should be able to avoid that visit for another couple months at least. There’s a secure drop location I’ll need to use for the photos, but we can get you home safe first.”

~~

Once he drops off Jimin, Hoseok transfers his photos to a thumb drive and heads for the drop-off point, a shop for used musical instruments tucked away on a side street. It’s so obviously a money laundering business that Hoseok is surprised his parents haven’t been caught in some sort of sting yet – but it serves its purpose well enough. He drops his thumb drive off with the man behind the counter and gets away without too much small talk.

Climbing back into the car, he realizes he doesn’t feel as awful as he normally does after a job for his parents. Tired and maybe still a little annoyed at being given a job that so clearly is not what they trained him for, but it’s not that horrible hollowness that usually hits him after.

His phone dings with an incoming message just moments later.

[Mom to Hoseok]

[Mom]: Thank you dear. We weren’t expecting those for another few days at least. I’m not sure what got you moving so fast but keep up the good work.

[Hobi]: no problem.

[Mom]: Oh and your father and I will make it back in time for Chuseok this year so make sure you plan for a visit. We’ve got guests we’re just dying for you to meet!

[Hobi]: sure i can plan 2 be there. are u traveling until then?

[Mom]: Yes. There’s still quite a few places your father is hoping to visit. Thank you again for your quick work. I’m proud of you. We'll wire you the payment tonight.

[Hobi]: thanks. see u guys in a few months.

~

Okay, nevermind. Now he feels hollow.

He was planning to head straight home, but now he feels like he needs a little time to get himself sorted again, to shove down the anger that her praise leaves him stewing in. He doesn’t even know why exactly. Maybe it’s the fact that the only time she gives it is for his work? Or it could be that he knows it’s only coming now because he did the job faster than she expected.

It’s annoying, but he can’t let this ruin his good mood. When was the last time he got through one of their jobs this fast and without going off the deep end for a couple of weeks straight? Is he really going to let Jimin’s help go to waste?

No. He doesn’t want to feel this way. He needs to focus on something else – and he can think of at least one good way to redirect his mind.

Joonie and Jinnie will want to fuss over him after all of this. He knows it bothers them when he gets sucked into a job from his family and shuts himself into his office for days straight. Even without this one lasting nearly as long, the concern on their faces this morning was a clear indication that they’re already worried. Things didn’t get bad enough this time for him to need to decompress with Yoongi, so it will probably be a pleasant surprise for him to come to them first.

The thought of settling his mates is immediately comforting. Although… he might make one stop first.

*******

Seokjin is just wrapping up the cleanup from dinner when Hoseok gets home and walks into the kitchen carrying a lavish bouquet of flowers – already in a pretty porcelain vase and apparently purchased for him. They’re beautiful, of course. A lovely arrangement of white lilies surrounded with wildflowers in a whole rainbow of colors. The smell is wonderful, and he’s always been quite partial to receiving flowers as a gift, but the gesture still gives him pause.

It’s less the gift itself and more the timing that shocks him.

Hoseok has been working a job from his parents – or at least that’s what he semi-explained in a clipped little interaction they had on the evening of Taehyung’s first sparring sessions with their security team. From that moment forward, Seokjin and Namjoon have been preparing for things to become difficult, for Hoseok to hide away for the rest of the week and work himself to the bone making sure every detail is perfect, even though the jobs are never something he volunteers for.

It’s one of the things Seokjin still hasn’t found a great avenue to deal with yet. Hoseok cannot be dissuaded from agreeing to every job his parents decide to throw at him, due to some misguided (or at least Seokjin and the rest of the pack consider it to be misguided) sense of obligation to his family. He becomes tense, paranoid, and especially sensitive to what he considers being ‘handled’ – which in reality is just his mates trying to offer support during a difficult time. Yoongi and Taehyung are a bit more immune to it, to the point where one of them can usually go into Hoseok’s office and talk him into a meal, or at least a short break.

Namjoon or Seokjin trying to do the same tends to be met with suspicion and repeated assurances that they aren’t obligated to look after him. Any attempt to force the issue beyond that usually ends in a stalemate – with Hoseok cracking enough to let his frustration and exhaustion seep into his voice as he requests to be left alone, for them to understand that this is something he needs to do, for them to please leave him to it.

It’s…

Seokjin hates it. There’s no point in denying that.

Knowing that one of his mates is suffering and that his assistance, more than anyone else’s, will only make the situation more painful? It’s agonizing. He wants so badly for Hoseok to be able to see that Seokjin genuinely means and wants to give every single ounce of care he tries to share when the alpha is hurting. They’ll get there eventually. He knows they will. Hoseok has already changed so much since they met, his walls opened for them all, brick by brick.

But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt, or that Seokjin has to enjoy the waiting.

Regardless, after planning for that experience over the last couple of days, the absolute last thing that he expects is for Hoseok to stroll into his kitchen with a smile and a gorgeous bouquet for him, and ask, “What do you and Joonie have planned for tonight?”

“Nothing at all,” Seokjin lies. They were supposed to have a call with one of their clients from Japan tonight, followed by a movie in the living room, but the meeting can be rescheduled, and Yoongi will gladly settle in for a movie night with Taehyung alone. There’s no way they’re squandering this opportunity – whatever it is. “May I ask the occasion?”

“Job’s done,” Hoseok answers with a shrug. “Thought you two might need to fuss.”

He’s smiling and acting nonchalant, but Seokjin isn’t fooled for even a moment. He can tell when Hoseok is feeling tense, the way his voice goes the tiniest bit tight, and how he overplays his casual cheer just the slightest. The others have trouble picking up on those details, but they scream like bright neon signs to Seokjin.

Still, the outcome is the same.

“We’d love nothing more,” Seokjin says with a warm little smile of his own. “Do you need a break before you indulge us?”

“A shower for sure. Meet you both upstairs?”

Seokjin nods in agreement, holding onto his flowers as he watches Hoseok head out of the kitchen and toward his bedroom. The second the alpha turns the corner out of sight, Seokjin is in motion. Hoseok might take relatively lengthy showers (especially after a job), but Seokjin still intends to use every moment he has to make sure they handle this perfectly.

He displays his bouquet in the center of the dining room table, then runs off to find the rest of his mates. It's simple enough to do. The three of them are together in Yoongi's room, crowded onto the couch and watching some anime that Taehyung is talking excitedly about. (How he has any energy left after two full days of sparring and only one day of rest is beyond Seokjin's comprehension.)

All it takes is one quick look, and Namjoon pauses their show to ask, “Is everything alright?”

“Hobi-yah is back,” Seokjin says. “His job is completed and he asked if we wanted to fuss over him. Yoongi-yah, Taehyung-ah, I trust the two of you will understand a rescheduling of our movie night?”

Namjoon's mouth falls open at this, clearly every bit as stunned as Seokjin.

“Seok-ah is done?” Yoongi asks. “Already? His job just started and– Did he say if he actually did the job? Did Min-ah really talk that much sense into him?”

Taehyung's eyes go wide. “God, I hope so. Maybe he finally told his parents to shove it and leave him alone.”

“That is not the impression I got,” Seokjin clarifies. “It sounded very much like a fully completed job. Perhaps the details were… less stressful than usual. It's hard to say.”

Finally, Namjoon seems to process enough to quickly stand up from the couch. “We can figure out what happened once we get him alone,” he says, turning back to face Taehyung and Yoongi. “The two of you will be fine on your own?”

Taehyung nods. “Yeah, I can look after Yoongi-hyung.”

“Oi, if anyone is looking after someone, it's me looking after you.”

“I'm taking that as a yes from both sides,” Namjoon says, stepping over to Seokjin and then heading for the door. “Let's not waste any time.”

~~

It's reassuring at least, having Namjoon right here with him and every bit as nervous and excited as Seokjin feels himself.

“He really seemed okay?” Namjoon asks. “Could you smell him? Did he look like he'd been out on a job?”

“He was tense, but not the sort of bone deep exhaustion and avoidance that usually marks the end of these jobs. It's almost more like he gets when his family is in town and he has to meet them for lunch. He did appear to be dressed for work, though I couldn't smell him.”

“I still can't believe he's coming to us fresh off a job, instead of Yoongi. We never get to take care of him right away like this. Maybe it's a sign that things are changing?”

Seokjin can't help but frown. He wants that to be the case – he really does – but it just doesn't seem likely. “As much as I'd like that, I have to admit I don't think that's what this is. It is possible that Yoongi was right and this has more to do with the conversation with Jimin-ah.”

“Hard to say until we ask him ourselves, huh? Did he say how long he would be?”

“Just that he was going to shower and meet us upstairs. I’ll grab some things and meet you up there in a couple of minutes?”

Namjoon nods and turns to head up the stairs while Seokjin makes his way to the kitchen. He’s not sure whether Hoseok has eaten, so he packs up a couple of snacks. As much as he’d love to sit Hoseok down in front of a full plate of dinner, the obvious tension in his mate does not bode well for the sort of appetite that would require.

Food and drinks in hand, Seokjin makes his way up to the bedroom. Namjoon is already inside and busy making the bed, even though it was already perfectly made this morning and it’s likely they’ll just be messing it up again. It’s sweet. Namjoon’s desire to make things perfect when someone decides to come to him for settling willingly is something that Seokjin can’t help but admire.

Freely given submission is undoubtedly Namjoon’s biggest weakness. It makes him feel loved and trusted in a way that nothing else quite accomplishes as well. Of course he doesn’t mind wrestling Yoongi-yah into submission when it’s required – actually, he seems to rather enjoy that as well, though Seokjin has his own theory on that dynamic. He thinks it’s less that Namjoon enjoys the fight itself, and more that he enjoys giving Yoongi exactly what he needs.

Taehyung exploits this desire mercilessly. Their omega knows exactly how much Namjoon loves to feel needed, and he’s never shy about dropping to his knees and whining for his alpha to help. Even when Namjoon knows Taehyung is playing it up, he’s still powerless to resist.

Things are… different with Hoseok.

For as similar as he and Yoongi are in many ways (overworking themselves to the point of harm, avoidance of their feelings, hiding behind some act or another, etc), the way they finally manage to accept help couldn’t be more different. While Yoongi typically needs a firm hand to help him surrender and accept help, Hoseok tends to come of his own free will.

It might not be until after he’s been through the worst of whatever is bothering him, and he typically goes to Yoongi first to help himself settle when it’s really bad, but eventually they always end up here. Hoseok asks if they need to look after him for a while – because he has to believe this is something he’s doing for them, rather than something he’s asking for because he needs it (even though he clearly does). They agree to the offer, and Hoseok comes and places himself in their hands.

It’s that willingness that soothes Namjoon the most, makes him feel more okay with the order of events than Seokjin does.

Although, it’s not like Seokjin doesn’t enjoy this. Of course he does. He’s typically so frayed and desperate to finally help by this point that he leaps into it with everything he has, pouring every ounce of love and care that he possibly can into Hoseok.

Oh. No wonder he’s feeling so introspective.

As much as he’s tried to prepare himself for all of those feelings, he didn’t actually have to feel them this time. Whether his mind being clearer actually makes any sort of difference in how this goes… he isn’t sure. Maybe in combination with whatever is different about this particular job? Whether that’s the job itself, the conversation with Jimin, or some combination of–

“You’re thinking too hard,” Namjoon says, dragging Seokjin back to the here and now, where he finds Namjoon standing right in front of him with the beginnings of concern written across his face.

“Yes, I…” Seokjin trails off, eyes drifting to the perfectly made bed behind Namjoon. “I’m feeling a little unsteady, but I’m sure that will be remedied once we’ve begun.”

Namjoon considers this for a moment, drawing Seokjin’s gaze back to him and searching his eyes. After a few moments, he opens his arms and says, “Come here.”

The command is clear, and Seokjin doesn’t even consider disobedience, stepping into Namjoon's offered embrace and feeling his thoughts begin to quiet the moment his alpha’s arms are wrapped around him.

“There you go,” Namjoon whispers. “I can be your stability – as much as you need. If your thoughts start to get away from you, I promise you can trust me to look after you and Hoseok. Is there anything I can do while we still have time? Anything you need to talk about?”

Seokjin shakes his head and noses at Namjoon’s scent gland, taking in soothing breaths of that warm sandalwood and letting himself relax. “I’m alright. Normally when we hit this point, I’m not nearly lucid enough to give thorough consideration to the process. By then I’m usually just propelling myself forward on instinct, desperate to help. Once he’s with us, I think I’ll feel much better.”

“Stay here until then?” Namjoon asks, voice warm and low as he licks over Seokjin’s scent gland.

He does stay. Everything feels infinitely easier when he simply relaxes into Namjoon's care, allowing himself to be scented thoroughly before he begins to return the gesture.

“Already getting started without me?” Hoseok asks.

This snaps Seokjin back to attention in an instant. He didn’t even hear the bedroom door open, but Hoseok is already standing inside with it shut firmly behind him, dressed in his pajamas and wearing a little half smile on his face. He certainly looks more relaxed, but it's clear to Seokjin that he's still far from feeling his best. There's a brief flash of something like desperation in his eyes as he takes another step closer to them, and his shoulders are held stiff even after a hot shower.

“Just getting Jin settled,” Namjoon says, stepping back from their embrace and holding out a hand to beckon Hoseok closer. “Would you like to help?”

As expected, the offer for Hoseok to assist them in any way (and further deflect that this is mostly about them looking after him) is readily accepted. It's a dance Namjoon knows every step of, and he has no qualms about guiding them through it.

Another thing Seokjin isn't entirely certain of, is how well Hoseok knows the steps of that dance – or whether he knows they're dancing at all. Normally, his perception of the factors that play into social situations is on par with Seokjin's, but it doesn't seem to work nearly as well when Hoseok tries to turn that same perception toward himself.

“In your head, Jinnie-hyung?” Hoseok asks, now standing within arm's reach of the two of them, though Namjoon wastes no time pulling him into their space and pressing a kiss to his cheek.

“I might be,” Seokjin admits.

Namjoon lets out a little puff of laughter, one hand curling around the nape of Hoseok's neck, thumb pressed against his scent gland. “He is. I bet it would help if he could smell you. What do you say, pup?”

Hoseok nods, already starting to relax into Namjoon's small show of dominance. He always does. When he decides to put himself in their hands, there's rarely ever any hesitation, just a slow and deliberate slide under until he's gone–

The rich, warm scent of coffee yanks Seokjin out of his thoughts in an instant, something sharpening within him at the hints of sweet mocha already starting to tinge the smell. It has him moving in an instant, snaking an arm around Hoseok's waist and pulling him in for a kiss. He's already pliant, stepping where he's guided and leaning up to accept Seokjin's lips on his.

“That's better,” Namjoon says as the two of them break their kiss. “Are you feeling more present, love?”

“I am.” Seokjin agrees, glancing at Namjoon and giving a quick flicker of a smile to assure him, before turning his attention back to Hoseok. “Thank you, darling. You smell wonderful. Let's get you comfortable, yes?”

Hoseok smiles in response, slow and syrupy as he nods. “You smell better now too, even sweeter than when I came in.” He allows them to lead him back toward the bed and watches them climb up, but hesitates at the foot of the bed. His gaze falls to the floor, head quirking to the side as he looks back up to Namjoon.

It's an offer to kneel.

Namjoon shakes his head. “Not the floor for you, pup. I want you in bed with us. We're going to scent you nice and thorough, and then you're going to tell us about your day, okay?”

There's a brief flash of a frown on Hoseok's face, clearly not excited about the talking portion of the evening, but it fades quickly as he obeys and follows them into bed.

*******

Admittedly, Namjoon is rather enjoying himself.

It's rare enough to see Jin unsteady, but at the same time as Hoseok is looking for comfort too? This never happens, and it's got him feeling needed in the best way, his inner alpha preening at being given the trust to settle two of his mates at once.

He can tell Jin is already feeling more like himself by the time Hoseok climbs into his lap for scenting, the smell of mint gone wonderfully sweet in the air and his eyes clearly focused on what's happening around him. Thorough is a bit of an understatement for the way Jin licks over every single inch of Hoseok's scent gland. He keeps going until Hoseok starts to shake in his arms, giving up on returning the gesture and instead simply allowing himself to be bathed in attention.

By the time he's passed to Namjoon, Hoseok's movements are almost fluid, though still a bit clumsy. That's alright. It just means Namjoon gets to help, to guide Hoseok into place exactly where he wants him, lifting and tugging until Hoseok is firmly in his lap, straddling his outstretched legs. Namjoon has to look up at him from this angle, giving him a front row seat to just how lovely his mate looks when he's half dazed like this.

It just makes Namjoon want to mess him up more.

“You feel okay, pup?” Namjoon asks, reaching up to cup Hoseok’s cheek, brushing a few strands of hair out of his face.

“Feels good,” Hoseok confirms, eyelashes fluttering as he presses a kiss to Namjoon’s wrist. After that, he tips his head to the side and offers Namjoon his throat. “Please?”

If Jin’s scenting was thorough, then Namjoon’s is… a bit aggressive. He knows what Hoseok is asking for, and he doesn’t hesitate to give it to him, letting his teeth sink into Hoseok’s scent gland until he goes completely limp in Namjoon’s arms, breathing out a tiny whine while his scent spikes sweet and warm. Namjoon soothes the bite with his tongue until the taste of rich coffee fills all his senses.

“Feels… good,” Hoseok repeats in a whisper, hands gone limp where they had previously clung to the shoulders of Namjoon’s shirt. “Again, alpha?”

Namjoon shakes his head, moving to the other side of Hoseok’s neck and pressing his tongue to the scent gland there as well. “Not just yet, baby. You’re going to tell us about your day, aren’t you?”

Again, Hoseok frowns.

Jin lets out a warm little laugh and scoots closer, pressing himself to Namjoon’s side as he reaches out to trace the impressions left by Namjoon’s teeth. “No need to pout, darling. It won’t take us long.”

Hoseok can’t help but shiver at the touch. “Okay,” he agrees, voice coming out soft and slow. “Talking.”

“That’s right, baby,” Namjoon says. “We were surprised to find out that your job was done already. Normally they take longer than that to plan, and sometimes you’re gone for a week or more when it’s a big one. Was this job a lot different than usual?”

“Yeah, it was…” Hoseok pauses, blinking a few times as he tries to figure out how to answer, probably feeling a bit syrupy from the nip – but it seems to keep him from getting distressed while thinking about it. Definitely a worthwhile trade-off. “A short job. In and out. Just had to crack a safe and take some pictures. Jiminie helped.”

Namjoon’s brain screeches to a halt.

Jimin… helped? He went on a job with Hoseok? One of his omegas was doing potentially dangerous work and nobody had decided that was something Namjoon should know?

Luckily, Jin is not nearly as stunned as Namjoon is. “Really?” he asks, voice completely calm and measured, like nothing is wrong and this is just another innocent question, even though there's no way he missed Namjoon's brain stuttering. “Jimin-ah helped you? With the planning, or the actual job?”

Oh. Maybe it was just the planning. That would be okay.

Hoseok nods. “It’s more like his kind of work than mine, so he helped me with the plan. Was gonna take way longer for me to get it right, but Jiminie did so well.” A little smile stretches across his face at the memory. He’s definitely getting more present too, his hands gripping gently at Namjoon’s shirt again instead of just resting limp against the fabric. “You guys should have seen him. He really knows his stuff, and it helped way more than I thought to have him look things over.”

“If he’s managed to impress you, he must be quite something,” Jin says. “I believe you’ve managed to leave someone rather concerned, however. Jimin-ah did not accompany you on this job, did he?”

“Oh, I…” Hoseok glances at Namjoon for just a moment before his gaze drifts lower, expression falling. “He didn’t come with – not really. I should have told you. I didn’t even think–”

“Baby,” Namjoon interrupts, tipping Hoseok’s chin up until they’re making eye contact again. “You’re not in trouble. I would like the details though, please?”

It takes a few seconds of Hoseok searching Namjoon’s face for anger before he gives a slow little nod. “It was… just a quick job. Private property with a gated entrance like ours. I had an easy time getting in, but getting out was going to be trickier, so Jiminie offered to go up to the front gate and pretend to have taken the wrong bus – phone dead, looking for directions, that sort of thing. Drew the few people who were working outside up to help him. I didn’t take anything except photographs, so there’s no way they’ll connect him to anything missing, but… I’m sorry. I should have just done it alone.”

Hoseok’s scent has started to tip towards distress now, a mix of bitter and burnt coffee just beginning to seep into the air. His eyes are starting to drift out of focus too, like he’s looking right through Namjoon instead of at him.

“Still not in trouble, pup,” Namjoon whispers, wrapping his arms around Hoseok and pulling him close, licking once over his scent gland. “Thank you for being honest with us. It doesn’t sound like what Jimin-ah did to help was dangerous, and we are aware that he was something of a professional before.”

“Yes, exactly,” Jin agrees. “What you did wasn’t wrong, and I actually think it’s very healthy for you to accept help with something that stresses you out so much. In fact, I think it’s wonderful that Jimin-ah was able to assist you with this.”

“...But?” Hoseok asks.

“'But' nothing.” Namjoon presses one more kiss to Hoseok's scent gland and then pulls back so he can get a better look at him. It's easy to forget how much more vulnerable Hoseok lets himself be in moments like these, an expression of worry clearly visible on his face. “If at any point in the future Jimin-ah would like to get more directly involved, I'd like for us all to talk it over first, but what happened today sounds like it was very safe for him. I know you would never intentionally endanger one of our omegas, Hoseok. You're a wonderful mate, and you look out for all of us so well.”

“And it really is hard to overstate how glad we are that Jimin-ah was able to take some of the pressure off of your shoulders, darling. You do so much for all of us, always putting others first. Seeing you hurting during these jobs is painful for us, and knowing that someone was able to help you and show you a little of the care you give to others – that makes me very happy.”

Hoseok's cheeks are tinged pink already, eyes locked firmly on Namjoon's chest as he does his best to sit through their combined praises. He's always quiet about praise in times like this, but his scent tips sweet enough to let them know he appreciates it, shoulders dropping a couple of inches as he relaxes into their care.

As much as he doesn't like to ask for it, Hoseok needs this. The talking, the touching, the praise – all of it.

“Jin is right,” Namjoon says, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to Hoseok's cheek, leaving a small trail as he makes his way down to Hoseok's unmarked scent gland. “You do so much for us, pup. Thank you for talking. Do you want to be done with that now?”

Hoseok gives a few short nods, tipping his head to give Namjoon better access. “Please, alpha.”

“Oh, precious thing,” Jin coos, reaching up to card his fingers through Hoseok's hair. “Don't tease him, Joon-ah. Let's show him how much we appreciate him.”

~~

Namjoon can’t help it. He loves Hoseok like this.

Of course he loves Hoseok all the time, but there’s something about him when he’s been nipped into a daze and just opens himself to everything. Some of it is just the fact that he normally moderates himself so much, and all of that simply falls away here, but… there’s more to it than that. Hoseok is incredibly strong, and very capable of burying himself in work for months without stopping. He might need this in some ways, but he doesn’t have to do it.

It’s something he freely gives to them, a way to comfort both them and himself all at once.

Namjoon feels the same when Jin leans on him like he did earlier, when Taehyung crawls into his lap looking for comfort after a bad day, and when Yoongi finds him out of the blue to pick some tiny fight that always ends with Namjoon kissing away whatever is stressing Yoongi out. His mates all ask for care so differently, but he loves every one of them – and he can’t wait to learn how Jimin and Jungkook ask. Maybe it’s just stereotypical alpha nonsense, but Namjoon can’t help but look forward to it.

Tonight though, Jin needs comfort from this more than Namjoon does. It’s not a huge shift in their dynamic, just a few small redirections to have Hoseok looking more to Jin for approval and guidance.

Namjoon still gets to help, of course. He gives Hoseok his second nip, helping him relax into their care and enjoying the way he goes nearly liquid in Namjoon’s arms. After that, he passes him over to Jin to get undressed.

Jin takes his time with Hoseok, kissing him until he’s whining for more and arching into every tiny touch as Jin works him free of his clothes. He’s perfect, all smooth skin and toned muscle that speaks to an elegant sort of strength, the flush on his cheeks spreading down across most of his chest as well.

“So goddamn stunning, pup. You’re perfect,” Namjoon says, seated comfortably next to Jin and watching the show.

“He’s right, darling. Just look at you. So needy already, aren’t you?” Jin lets his hand slide down from Hoseok’s waist to his thigh, thumb just inches away from where Hoseok’s cock stands tall and proud, leaking precum into Jin’s shirt as he slowly ruts up against him, looking for friction.

“Hyung,” Hoseok whimpers, pupils blown wide and dark, eyelashes fluttering at the touch. “Please.”

With Taehyung or Yoongi (or even Namjoon), Jin would probably tease now – make them tell him what they’re asking for, then make them wait even longer for it – but he doesn’t do that with Hoseok.

Instead, he just presses another long kiss to his lips and then leans back to ask, “Should I open you up, love? Get you all ready for your alpha? Or do you want something else?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Want that, please. Your fingers and… both of you naked too? Maybe I could…” He trails off, gaze drifting over to Namjoon’s face and then down to where his erection strains against his pants. “Wanna touch you,” Hoseok finishes, eyes still glued to the obvious tent in Namjoon’s pants.

“Anything you want, darling,” Jin assures him. “Let’s allow Joon-ah to get undressed first.”

It’s difficult not to rush to comply. Now that Namjoon is thinking about how hard he is and how good it’s going to feel to have Hoseok touch him, he can’t help the hot curl of desire that runs through him. Luckily, it only takes him a little time to strip down, tossing his pants to the side first and then working his shirt up over his head.

When he looks back up, Hoseok’s eyes are still on him, lips slightly parted as he scans over every inch of him – and Jin chooses this moment to finally touch Hoseok’s cock, stroking over him slowly and drawing a choked off cry from his lips.

“Doesn’t Joon-ah look handsome like that?” Jin asks, hand still working over Hoseok as his cry shifts to a low keen. “He looks good enough to eat, don’t you think?”

Hoseok nods in several short, jerky motions.

“Would you like to show him, darling? Get your mouth on him?”

Again, Hoseok nods. The moment Jin lets him go, he immediately climbs between Namjoon’s legs, eyes fixed on his prize as his shaking hands glide up Namjoon's thighs.

As tempting as he is like this, and as much as Namjoon wants to feel Hoseok swallow him down, he can't help but reach out to grip Hoseok's chin, tipping his face up. “So perfect, pup, all lovely and eager. Can you give me a kiss first?”

Hoseok is enthusiastic in his obedience, crawling up into Namjoon's space fast enough to press him back against the headboard with the force of it. Namjoon gets his kiss, and then several more after it as Hoseok allows him to take his fill, opening easily to Namjoon's insistent tongue and clinging to him desperately. It's too precious, having him like this. He's always so easy for them, giving up on speaking and instead letting them push and pull him wherever they like.

Once Jin has managed to undress completely as well, Namjoon finally does guide Hoseok back down to his cock, breath catching in his throat at the very first kitten lick Hoseok gives to the tip.

Jin doesn't waste any time settling himself behind Hoseok, hands roaming over exposed skin while Hoseok arches into every touch. Most of his noises are muffled by the cock stuffed into his mouth, but that doesn't seem to bother him as he mumbles and whines around Namjoon, a relieved sigh pouring out of him when Jin finally drizzles lube over his hole and begins to slide a couple of fingers inside.

None of them are in any sort of rush. Jin works slow and methodical, drawing a whole myriad of muffled noises from Hoseok before eventually pulling his fingers free and lining up his cock instead. Even with Jin fully seated inside of him, Hoseok doesn't stop working his mouth over Namjoon, slow enough to be more of a tease than anything. Namjoon doesn't mind though, content to pet at Hoseok's hair and join Jin in raining down praise upon him while fighting the urge to thrust up into the wet heat of his mouth.

Eventually, even that pace threatens to pull Namjoon over the edge – especially as Jin starts to speed up his thrusts.

“God, I– Baby, if you want me to fuck you too, then you need to stop, okay?” Hoseok pulls off of Namjoon with a wet little pop and a ragged whine as Jin keeps fucking into him, chasing his own release. Immediately, Namjoon scoots closer and Hoseok practically falls into his arms. The movement is enough to have Jin readjusting to accommodate them before picking up his pace even further. “Perfect,” Namjoon whispers, pressing kisses into Hoseok's hair as he whines with every thrust. “Does Jin feel good, pup?”

Hoseok nods against Namjoon's chest.

“Can you tell him, baby? Tell Jin how good he makes you feel? How much you love this?”

“S'good,” Hoseok whimpers, voice hoarse and low. “So good, hyung. Please. Love it – love you.”

Jin's thrusts start to stutter the moment Hoseok speaks, and it's barely seconds later that he buries himself to the hilt and cums with a moan, curling around Hoseok's back and latching onto his scent gland. He must use his teeth, at least judging by how Hoseok whines and goes almost entirely limp against Namjoon.

“I love you, darling,” Jin whispers when he finally pulls back from Hoseok's neck, peppering the fresh nip with soft kisses. “You’re doing so well for us. Are you ready for more? Want your alpha, love?”

“Alpha,” Hoseok breathes against Namjoon’s chest. “Want you.”

It takes a bit of shuffling to put Hoseok on his back (time that Namjoon is glad for, as it gives him a chance to calm down and make sure he can take care of his mate properly), and it’s so worth it to be able to see the way Hoseok’s eyelashes flutter when Namjoon sinks into him. The slide is easy, helped along by the lube and Jin’s cum already starting to drip out of him, but he’s still too tight for a proper knotting.

That’s alright. Namjoon doesn’t need to knot him to take him apart.

Hoseok is already close, body shaking with tremors as Namjoon fucks into him, lips parted with a whole series of whines and moans slipping out of him. Namjoon wishes he could keep him like this for hours, teetering on the edge and looking up at him like this is the best thing he’s ever felt in his whole life, eyes shining with a perfect mixture of daze and complete adoration.

“God, look at you,” Namjoon says, picking up his pace. “So goddamn perfect, Hoseok.”

“Looking so pretty up at your alpha,” Jin coos. “Like all you needed in the world was him filling you up. Is that right, darling? Did you just need your alpha’s cock?”

Hoseok does something that might charitably be called a nod, legs starting to squeeze tighter around Namjoon’s waist.

“Is that it, baby? Gonna cum for your alpha? Gonna show me how much you like it?” Namjoon doesn’t stop his movements, keeping that same pace and watching as Hoseok’s flush deepens and his eyes squeeze shut. When his mouth drops open and his hole clenches tight, Namjoon knows he has him. “There you go, pup. Let go for me. Wanna see you.”

It’s perfect, the way that Hoseok shakes apart beneath him, a low whine trailing off into silence as he cums, shooting a mess of white over his own chest while Namjoon keeps fucking into him, finding his own release just as Hoseok starts to settle into the aftershocks. Namjoon kisses him through the last of it, feeling his hole twitching around him and swallowing up all the soft, tiny little moans that follow.

Jin helps them clean up, always prepared with a stash of wet wipes so they don’t have to cut their cuddling short.

They’re mostly silent for the first few minutes after. Hoseok always needs a little bit of time to get his mouth working properly again. It was a bit of a surprise the first time they did this. Normally Hoseok can talk without any problem, but when he slips into a more submissive headspace – and when he’s properly ruined – his words just seem to leave him. He can respond a little when directed, like he did tonight, but the rest is much harder.

Now, Namjoon knows it as the mark of a job well done on their part.

Eventually, Hoseok does lift his head from where it’s resting against Jin’s chest, looking at each of them in turn and then smiling as he settles back into Jin’s arms. “Fuck, that felt so good,” he says, letting out a satisfied little hum. “You guys too?”

“It was perfect,” Namjoon assures him, curling tighter around his back and pressing a gentle kiss to his scent gland.

“Yes, absolutely wonderful,” Jin says. “Does anything hurt, darling? We didn’t exactly give you a break between us.”

“M’okay. Joonie didn’t even knot me.”

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “Did you want me to?”

“Either way was fine.”

“You weren’t stretched enough, and I was admittedly a little impatient.”

“I don’t mind you impatient. Still felt good,” Hoseok says with a little shrug. “How about you, Jinnie-hyung?”

“What about me, darling?”

“Do you feel better? Was something wrong?”

“I do feel much better, yes. Nothing was terribly wrong, just feeling introspective when I would have rather been present to enjoy your time with us. Thank you for helping me get out of my own head, love.”

Sometimes Namjoon is envious of how easily Jin can tell the truth while still being reassuring. He makes it look so easy.

Hoseok gives a little hum of acknowledgement, falling silent for a few seconds before asking, “Is it something you want to talk about?”

“Nothing to worry yourself over,” Jin assures him. “I’d much prefer to enjoy the peace of mind you’ve given me. Are you tired enough to sleep? Would you like something to eat or drink? I brought snacks.”

“Of course you did.” Hoseok laughs, and it’s contagious enough that Namjoon can’t help but join in after a few seconds.

“I don’t see what’s so funny,” Jin says, the stern tone in his voice obviously exaggerated.

“You’re really gonna fuck me within an inch of my life and then offer me a granola bar not even five minutes later?”

“Would you prefer something else?”

This sends both Hoseok and Namjoon laughing even harder – and Jin doesn’t take long to crack and join them, the whole room filling with a chorus of giggles.

“Just want you,” Hoseok says, once their laughter finally begins to die down. “Both of you. Thanks for helping me get out of my head too. I think I needed that. Ask me about food in like twenty minutes if I’m still awake?”

“I think we can handle that,” Namjoon says, pressing a kiss to the back of Hoseok’s neck and then looking up to check on Jin.

The little smile on his mate’s face is enough to let him know that Jin really does feel better. They might still need to talk about this more at some point in the future, but for now they just get to enjoy the rest of their night knowing that Hoseok is home and safe with them, and that Jimin was able to help him to avoid possible weeks of misery.

It’s something they really should make a point of thanking him for – and exploring in the future.

For now though, this is perfect.

Notes:

These last couple of chapters were a bit more of a peek behind the curtain into what's going on with Hoseok. It's going to be a while before we really dig into his development, but rest assured that we will get more answers about him :)

See you Wednesday for an interlude chapter!

Chapter 76: Interlude – Offering To Help

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: is it true?

[Jimin]: Is what true?

[Tae]: i heard you managed to get hobi-hyung out of his funk before things could get really bad

[Jimin]: Oh

[Jimin]: I mean I didn’t really do all that much ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: explain

[Jimin]: I just stopped in for a visit and brought him lunch. Figured maybe a second set of eyes on his job might help and looked it over with him

[Jimin]: I think it was just a weird job for him though

[Jimin]: Like not really suited to his skills but very suited to mine

[Jimin]: So it was easy to help him figure out (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: Did someone say something to you?

[Tae]: just jin-hyung explaining to me and yoongi-hyung this morning that you had managed to help

[Tae]: we thought he was joking at first

[Jimin]: Is it really that big of a deal?

[Tae]: the BIGGEST (^ω^)

[Tae]: these stupid jobs that hobi-hyung gets from his parents always fuck him up

[Tae]: they ask way too much of him and make him feel like he has to be perfect or something

[Tae]: none of us have been able to find a way to help yet

[Tae]: besides letting him shut himself in his office for days on end until he finishes the job. then try to help him feel better after the fact ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Wow I didn’t realize it usually gets so bad

[Tae]: yeah it's about as bad as it gets for hobi-hyung

[Tae]: i keep trying to convince him to tell his parents to fuck off

[Jimin]: Yeah we talked about it a little too. Sounds like it really weighs on him

[Tae]: he TALKED to you???

[Jimin]: … Yes?

[Tae]: while he was planning for a job?

[Jimin]: I mean that’s what he was doing when I got there yeah

[Tae]: holy shit (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Tae]: jiminie you’re incredible

[Jimin]: I really didn’t do much ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: you don’t understand how huge this is

[Tae]: we’ve been trying to find a way to tackle this for literal years

[Tae]: and you somehow just stroll in and manage it without even knowing what you were walking into

[Jimin]: I don’t know if it will work that well all the time

[Jimin]: Like I said it was kind of a weird job for him

[Tae]: nope (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Nope?

[Tae]: not gonna let you pretend this isn’t something incredible

[Tae]: pretty sure jin-hyung is so grateful that he’s actually at a loss for how to properly thank you

[Tae]: he’ll come up with something though (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Oh god he really doesn’t have to do anything ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: I’m just glad I got to help a little. Hoseok-hyung always looks out for me and helps when I’m overwhelmed

[Jimin]: The least I can do is try to give some of that back

[Tae]: i really love that the two of you are able to help each other so well

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung is probably gonna be so relieved to know someone else can help hobi-hyung when things get bad too

[Tae]: it's basically been just him for ages now

[Tae]: i mean i do think he likes being able to look after hobi-hyung

[Tae]: but you know how yoongi-hyung is

[Jimin]: Always worrying he isn't good at it even though he definitely is? (ー_ーゞ

[Tae]: exactly ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Can I ask what happens when the rest of you try to help?

[Tae]: sure i'll tell you what i know

[Tae]: joonie-hyung and jin-hyung are a complete no-go. from what i understand hobi-hyung just shuts down on them

[Tae]: to be honest jin-hyung is pretty cagey about discussing it

[Tae]: which probably means it really bothers him not to be able to help. he always gets super tense by the end of hobi-hyung's bad periods

[Jimin]: Wow I kind of thought Jin-hyung could do anything

[Jimin]: Especially with stuff like this

[Tae]: that's because normally he can

[Tae]: but not with hobi-hyung

[Jimin]: Okay so what if you or Yoongi-hyung try to talk to him?

[Tae]: sometimes we can get him to take a break and eat something

[Tae]: i saw yoongi-hyung get him to agree to a nap once

[Tae]: but if we push too hard he clams right up and tells us that he understands our concern but that it doesn't change what he needs to do

[Tae]: and then asks to be left alone ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: the whole thing only happens a couple of times a year usually but they're not great times for anyone

[Tae]: once it's all over he almost always ends up in yoongi-hyung's room to get taken care of before he's willing to let joonie-hyung and jin-hyung look after him

[Tae]: it's a whole process

[Jimin]: I didn't realize it got so difficult. Poor Hoseok-hyung

[Jimin]: And Jin-hyung (´;︵;`)

[Tae]: yeah

[Tae]: you see now why this is so important to us?

[Jimin]: Yeah it makes more sense now

[Jimin]: I hope it wasn't just a one time thing

[Jimin]: I'd really like to be able to help more ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: no pressure but we would obviously really like that too

[Tae]: if it doesn't work nobody will blame you though

[Tae]: no matter what we're just really grateful for this time okay? (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: Thank you for helping me understand (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: thank YOU for helping hobi-hyung

[Tae]: and please let jin-hyung spoil you a little or his head might explode

[Jimin]: Okay I’ll do my best

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: Hello darling :-)

[Jimin]: Hi hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What’s up?

[Jin]: I have been looking at your class schedule and the work schedule you sent to the group chat last week. It looks like you’re free all of this Wednesday. Is that correct?

[Jimin]: Yeah that’s right

[Jimin]: Why?

[Jin]: Would you be willing to keep that day open for me? I promise I won’t monopolize the whole thing, but I’d very much like to take you out for something special. I just need a little time to plan it, and a specific time frame to work within will be helpful.

[Jimin]: Hyung you really don’t have to do anything special for me ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: If this is about Hoseok-hyung I only did that because I wanted to

[Jin]: Excellent, then you will understand my reasoning completely. I would very much like to do this, Jimin-ah :-)

[Jin]: And I think I’ve found something that both of us will enjoy quite thoroughly.

[Jin]: Keep Wednesday open for me? Please?

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Okay hyung

[Jimin]: Wednesday is all yours

[Jin]: Perfect. Thank you, darling. I’ll have the details for you sometime today, though I’d like to keep the specifics a surprise. Is that okay?

[Jimin]: Sure. Just tell me how to dress so I don’t look out of place for whatever it is?

[Jin]: Of course :-)

~

[Tae to Jungkook]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[JK]: hi hyung

[JK]: whats up

[Tae]: are you busy?

[JK]: nah jiminie just left with jin hyung for their date

[JK]: ive got homework to do but nothing i need to start on right away

[Tae]: did jin-hyung tell you where he’s taking jiminie?

[JK]: no did he tell you

[Tae]: of course (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: he got them super exclusive tickets for a private tasting package from some fancy place with really impressive desserts

[Tae]: he told me the name of it but i don’t remember

[JK]: oh jiminie is gonna love that

[Tae]: yeah! they even get to tour the kitchen and see them put together a couple of the items in live demonstrations (^ω^)

[JK]: wow jin hyung is so thoughtful

[JK]: i wonder if they are gonna get to bring anything home

[Tae]: they better cause i wanna try it too ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: it’s supposed to be a really nice place so i bet the desserts are super fancy

[JK]: like arranging tiny leaves with tweezers and adding those bits of edible gold

[JK]: or some other kind of fancy

[Tae]: probably something like that

[Tae]: all i know is the desserts are definitely gonna be pretty and i want to eat some too

[Tae]: anyway this isn’t actually why i was texting you

[JK]: okay

[JK]: whats on your mind hyung

[Tae]: jin-hyung told me he had a talk with you and jiminie about kink and some of the safety measures we have around sex in general

[JK]: oh

[JK]: yeah that was a thing that happened

[Tae]: this is why i wanted to follow up (;^ω^)

[Tae]: cause that response makes it sound like you might have been left with more question than answers

[JK]: it wasnt bad or anything

[JK]: jin hyung told us a lot of stuff and i was kind of just trying to take it all in

[Tae]: but you have questions?

[JK]: i dont know

[JK]: a lot of the words are new to me so i dont wanna screw it up

[Tae]: jungkookie you’re so direct that i think you’d be able to clear up any misunderstanding pretty easily

[Tae]: and i can help you with anything you're having trouble understanding

[Tae]: or any questions (^ω^)

[JK]: i mean we talked about a lot of stuff

[JK]: like safety and colors and about checking in

[JK]: and all of that made sense

[JK]: actually i dont think there was anything that left me super confused

[Tae]: but?

[JK]: i dont know

[Tae]: if you’re not confused is there something you’re maybe worried about instead?

[JK]: a little but i dont know if its stupid or not

[Tae]: i doubt it is

[Tae]: but if you tell me i can help you figure that out

[JK]: i guess im just wondering like

[JK]: we talked about stuff we dont wanna do which is good

[JK]: but i dont know a lot about what people want or what happens if i dont know or i cant give it to them

[Tae]: well first of all we need to communicate if we want something

[Tae]: nobody expects you to be able to read their mind just like you probably don’t expect me to read yours

[Tae]: speaking of which (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: what are you afraid you can’t give somebody?

[JK]: does it have to be something specific

[Tae]: no but i think you ARE talking about something specific and i have a feeling it’s not actually as related to that question as you think

[JK]: why not

[Tae]: because there are seven of us and not all of us are going to like doing everything

[Tae]: so if there was something you wanted to do but i wasn’t interested in doing it then you could just do it with someone else

[Tae]: but i somehow doubt that answered whatever question you really want to ask

[JK]: not really

[Tae]: then tell me what you actually want to know (^ω^)

[JK]: im afraid youre gonna say something to the hyungs

[Tae]: it would have to be pretty bad for me to feel like i need to tell them

[Tae]: are you okay jungkookie?

[JK]: yeah its not that bad

[JK]: i just keep thinking about it

[Tae]: will you please talk to me? i’ll keep it between us as long as you’re not in any danger or feeling super hurt

[JK]: you remember during my preheat

[JK]: what you and i did with hobi hyung and yoongi hyung

[Tae]: very fondly ( *’ω’* )

[Tae]: did something happen that you weren’t comfortable with? if it did then that’s something we really do need to talk about

[JK]: no nothing like that

[JK]: it was just something you said about yoongi hyung

[JK]: i had taken suppressants so he probably didnt expect anything then but

[JK]: you said he liked things wet and messy and he agreed with you

[JK]: but i cant get wet like most omegas can and i dont want him to be disappointed with me

[Tae]: oh baby no ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: it’s not like that at all

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung does like things messy but he’s really not picky about what kind of mess

[Tae]: hell he’s not even picky about who the mess is on

[JK]: what do you mean

[Tae]: he likes himself messy too

[Tae]: doesn’t really seem to matter if it’s lube or spit or cum. I’ve seen him eat out hobi-hyung for an hour and then still use too much lube to fuck him just because he can

[Tae]: and you should see how much lube joonie-hyung uses if he’s planning to knot yoongi-hyung

[Tae]: just because he knows how much yoongi-hyung likes it

[JK]: wow yoongi hyung can take a knot

[JK]: seriously

[Tae]: yeah he likes it (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: hobi-hyung does sometimes too but he generally needs a lot more prep for that than yoongi-hyung does

[Tae]: but anyway that’s not the focus of this conversation

[Tae]: the point is for you to realize that yoongi-hyung will get you wet either way and he’s not going to enjoy it any less if it’s lube

[JK]: you promise youre not just saying that to make me feel better

[Tae]: i promise (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: i meant what i said before

[Tae]: none of the hyungs are gonna be bothered by it baby

[Tae]: i’m not gonna make you but i am gonna tell you that you should really talk it over with them as soon as you feel ready

[JK]: ok ill try

[JK]: but maybe not right now

[Tae]: that’s okay

[Tae]: doesn’t have to be now

[JK]: thank you hyung

[Tae]: of course

[Tae]: you can ask me anytime you’re worried about something like that and i’ll help okay?

[JK]: youre the best

~

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Hey.

[Jimin]: Hi (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: What's up?

[Yoongi]: Did Seokjin-hyung just drop you off from your date?

[Jimin]: Yeah I just got home

[Jimin]: The elevator wasn't working when I got back and oh my god I cannot wait to be off these damn crutches. (・_・)

[Yoongi]: Have you been doing your exercises?

[Jimin]: No I like having a messed up ankle. Really spices up my day

[Yoongi]: Brat. I’m trying to look after you.

[Jimin]: Then don’t pretend you don’t see me doing them on camera every night

[Yoongi]: You’re supposed to do them more than once a day.

[Jimin]: Oh my god (ー_ーゞ

[Jimin]: Yes I am doing them. Multiple times a day

[Jimin]: I promise you that I am actually more interested in me having a functional ankle than you are

[Yoongi]: Debatable.

[Jimin]: (*  ̄︿ ̄)

[Jimin]: Did you actually want something or were you just looking to nag me?

[Yoongi]: Wanted to know if you and Jin-hyung had fun. And maybe also wanted to tell you thanks for helping Hoseok-ah.

[Jimin]: Oh. Maybe open with that next time

[Yoongi]: And miss all your sass? Isn't that sort of the foundation of our relationship?

[Jimin]: Is it?

[Yoongi]: Wait are we still doing a bit here or are you being serious?

[Jimin]: Why?

[Yoongi]: Don't play dumb.

[Yoongi]: You know I'm asking because whether or not we're joking would substantially change my answer.

[Jimin]: I was still joking around but good to know that your answer changes if it's more serious

[Jimin]: For the record mine would too (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: Great. Now tell me about your date.

[Jimin]: It was a lot of fun. Got a private tour and watched them prepare a few things tableside. Best creme brulee I've ever had in my life

[Jimin]: I brought home a bunch of stuff for Kookie to try

[Jimin]: I picked out something for you too since they had some non-dessert options. Fresh homemade croutons with some herb filled whipped cream cheese and this shaved smoked salmon that I know you're gonna love. Feel free to thank me later

[Yoongi]: Or I can thank you now cause that sounds delicious. I appreciate the thought. You didn't have to.

[Jimin]: What can I say? I guess I just like making sure you get treats (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: You know Jin-hyung didn't mention Hoseok-hyung once. Just said thank you and then talked about literally anything else

[Yoongi]: Yeah, hyung is weird about Seok-ah sometimes. Probably afraid of saying anything that could harm your chances for next time. Did it make things super weird?

[Jimin]: Nah. Jin-hyung is too smooth to let it get weird. I almost didn't even notice but I couldn't ignore it once I did

[Jimin]: I definitely had a lot of fun though

[Jimin]: Even if it was a little over the top considering I hardly did anything

[Yoongi]: You did though. Look, no pressure because I know how it feels to be the only one who can help sometimes even though you might feel under-qualified, but this really could be huge.

[Yoongi]: If there's someone Hoseok can talk to before things go completely sideways, maybe it won't always have to get so bad.

[Jimin]: I don't know if I can fix it but I do really want to try ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Hoseok-hyung does so much to help me. I just want him to let me give some of that care back

[Yoongi]: Honestly I think he will. The two of you clicked right away and I know for a fact that he trusts you.

[Jimin]: You guys clicked right away too right?

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Don't know why. He just felt easy to be around, and for some reason I think he feels the same about me.

[Jimin]: Probably because you're easy to be around (ー_ーゞ

[Yoongi]: Depends who you are.

[Jimin]: Well consider me grateful to be someone you let be around you.

[Jimin]: Even if you argue too much

[Yoongi]: Guarantee I start less than half of our arguments.

[Jimin]: No way in hell

[Jimin]: You just started this one (・_・)

[Yoongi]: No. YOU said I argue too much. Did you expect me to just accept that?

[Jimin]: It's the truth so I was hoping maybe you would try

[Jimin]: Anyway I should probably get moving. I wanna surprise Kookie with fresh bread to go with dinner tonight

[Yoongi]: That's sweet of you.

[Jimin]: Let me know how you end up liking your snack?

[Yoongi]: Will do. Catch you later.

[Jimin]: (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

[Jimin to Tae]

[Jimin]: TaeTae I’ve been thinking

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: what have you been thinking about?

[Jimin]: Umm (〃ー〃)

[Tae]: oh this is promising already (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: what’s up jiminie?

[Jimin]: Are you alone?

[Tae]: completely. i was about to take a nap so i’m in my nest

[Jimin]: Oh it can wait until after your nap

[Tae]: no i am definitely feeling a lot more awake now

[Tae]: couldn’t sleep if i tried (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: talk to me?

[Jimin]: Okay. It’s sort of…

[Jimin]: It’s a sex thing (・_・;)

[Tae]: yeah i kind of guessed that (・ω<)

[Tae]: and i am VERY interested

[Jimin]: Alright here goes

[Jimin]: So you and Jin-hyung have both offered at this point and I’m really curious even though it’s kind of terrifying

[Jimin]: I don’t want to do it like tomorrow or anything but I do maybe sort of want to start the process?

[Jimin]: God I don’t even know what the process is (;●_●)

[Tae]: is talking around the thing a requirement or can i actually mention what this is about?

[Tae]: i’m fine with either one

[Tae]: just wanna make sure you’re comfortable

[Jimin]: No we can talk about it directly

[Jimin]: I’m just embarrassed ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: i’m gonna say some stuff then (^ω^)

[Tae]: and if we need to take a break at any point you just tell me

[Jimin]: Thank you

[Tae]: so you wanna start the process of exploring getting wet with someone who isn’t jungkookie?

[Tae]: and letting me show you how okay it is? and also how much i’m gonna love it?

[Jimin]: I guess

[Tae]: you guess about which part?

[Tae]: i’m only asking because i want to take this at your pace not mine. so if there’s something that sounds like too much i would really like you to tell me

[Jimin]: Sorry. I’m just nervous (〃ー〃)

[Tae]: nothing to be sorry for

[Tae]: i expect nervous from you about this

[Tae]: maybe you can tell me a little about what you’re thinking? or which part of what i said makes you nervous?

[Jimin]: It just feels weird to say someone is gonna like it I guess. Like I don’t want to hope and then we try and you realize you don’t

[Tae]: alright i can understand that fear

[Tae]: i can also absolutely promise you that it is not based in reality and that i am going to love it so much you probably won’t be able to process it at the time

[Tae]: but it’s not about figuring it all out at once

[Jimin]: It’s about Positive Experiences right?

[Tae]: that’s right (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: kind of like me feeling better about my heats

[Tae]: the first few were still really scary even with someone i trusted as much as jin-hyung but they got better over time when i realized they had never hurt with the people i trusted

[Jimin]: Did someone hurt you during your heats before?

[Jimin]: If I’m allowed to ask that

[Tae]: you can always ask me anything you want jiminie. it’s never gonna offend me

[Tae]: and no

[Tae]: nobody hurt me. i spent them alone. my parents would lock me in my room until it was over

[Tae]: so i only knew them as this big confusing mess of pain and want for something i didn’t understand. they didn’t really do any good sex education so all i actually understood was that heat meant being alone and hurting and half conscious

[Tae]: i just assumed all heats were like that for everyone

[Jimin]: Oh my god that’s horrible TaeTae (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: I’m so sorry that happened to you

[Tae]: it’s okay

[Tae]: or well actually

[Tae]: i know it wasn’t okay but the people who did that to me are dead now and i am surrounded by caring mates who helped me see just how wonderful my heats could be

[Jimin]: I’m really glad you got away from them

[Jimin]: And that you killed them

[Tae]: thank you

[Tae]: i’m happier than i ever thought was possible

[Tae]: and i’m even more happy knowing that you trust me enough to help you form positive experiences of your own (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: I do trust you. Thank you for helping. I’m still not exactly sure where to start

[Tae]: well we can keep talking about it

[Tae]: and when you’re ready we can plan something

[Tae]: a day with just the two of us or whoever else you might want there

[Jimin]: I think planning might be good. Maybe once I’m off these crutches and we don’t have to fuss over my ankle anymore?

[Tae]: so like after next week we start talking about a possible attempt?

[Jimin]: If that sounds okay with you

[Tae]: we can totally do that (^ω^)

[Tae]: what can i do to make that process easier for you?

[Tae]: and don’t say nothing

[Tae]: i’d like to try and capture whatever made you feel brave enough to talk to me today

[Tae]: cause it’s been a bit since I offered

[Tae]: so maybe start there if you can’t think of anything else

[Jimin]: I guess I was sort of… thinking about during preheat when i was with Jin-hyung

[Jimin]: We made out and he was telling me how excited he was to have me leaking for him

[Jimin]: I was on my suppressants so I couldn’t have even if I wanted to but for a minute I kind of wished I could

[Jimin]: That probably doesn’t help ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: actually that helps a lot

[Tae]: lets me know that it’s probably best to be open about just how much i wanna get you all slicked up

[Tae]: but i’ll save that for when we have a slightly firmer plan (・ω<)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Tae]: seriously though thank you for bringing this up again because i really want to do this with you

[Tae]: once you’re all healed up we can make an actual plan. sound good?

[Jimin]: Yeah. Thank you for making this less scary TaeTae (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

Notes:

A bit long for an interlude chapter, but brevity is not one of my strengths ( ̄▽ ̄)”

See you Sunday where Taehyung and Jimin will make good on that conversation they just had ;D

Chapter 77: Trying New Things

Notes:

Another explicit chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung really needs to pay more attention. People might not be able to sneak up on him, but time always does.

He's woken up by the feeling of the bed dipping next to him, and he cracks his eyes open to find Namjoon-hyung sitting only about a foot away and smiling down at him. In one of his hands is a bottle of water, while the other is empty and reaching out to pet gently at Taehyung's hair.

“Good morning, pup. Are you feeling it already?”

Feeling? What is he supposed to be–

Oh. Preheat. God, has it really been six months already?

Even with Jin reminding him a couple of weeks ago, Taehyung still completely forgot it was coming up. He doesn't feel any different yet, but he's sure it won't be long – less because he feels it and more because Jin-hyung's calendar is always accurate.

“Nothing yet,” Taehyung answers, sitting up and peering around the room for his phone. “Need to talk to Jiminie and Jungkookie right away. I forgot to tell them and–”

“Jin and I let them know this morning,” Namjoon interrupts, reaching for Tae's nightstand and then turning back to present him with his phone. He also passes him a tiny plastic cup full of pills in various shapes and colors. “What you need to do now is take your vitamins and get ready for Jin to feed you up over the next couple of days – starting with breakfast this morning.”

“Oh god, he's starting now? I haven't even hit preheat yet.”

Namjoon laughs. “You go ahead and try to explain that to him, pup.”

It's a fair point. Taehyung typically refuses to eat during his heat, so Jin-hyung has taken to making sure he gets plenty of fuel during preheat to try and offset that. At least it means he gets to eat lots of his favorite foods, but he also tends to overdo it at least a few times during his preheat, leaving him grumpy with an uncomfortably full belly.

All the food aside, he does love preheat. Having his mates fussing over him while he gets to feel all warm, sweet, and adored is always nice – and this time he'll get to have Jimin and Jungkook here for some of it too. Probably not for his actual heat, which he understands is for the best. Asking them to stay for the whole thing is still a little out of reach, and he can't deal with anyone leaving for more than four or five hours once he goes under. Having anyone leave the house completely is definitely out of the question. Hopefully by the time another six months passes, they can be there through the whole thing, but for now he's happy to at least get to see them in preheat.

He takes his vitamins with the glass of water Namjoon offers him, and then they head downstairs for the first of many big meals.

As per the usual, Jin's calendar is spot on. It's not long after lunch that Taehyung catches himself starting to feel needy, the shirt he picked out this morning already beginning to irritate his skin. Honestly, that's why he picked out the slightly scratchy shirt in the first place, so he would definitely know the second preheat started to come on. No reason to let himself be caught off guard.

He immediately strips out of the shirt and goes to find Jin-hyung, following the trail of his fresh mint scent up the stairs and right to Namjoon's office. By tonight his nose will be sharper even than Jin's, able to detect a whole host of new scents that tend to overwhelm him for the first day or so until he gets used to them.

Namjoon and Jin are clearly on a video call, both of them seated in front of Namjoon's desk looking very serious and only briefly glancing up at Taehyung as he enters. That's okay. He doesn't need to disrupt their meeting – doesn't need anything really, except to be close. It's easy enough to achieve that by walking over to the desk and getting down on the floor, crawling the last bit of distance to kneel at Jin's feet, head coming to rest on his thigh where he’s easily out of view of the webcam.

Tae knows how much Namjoon would welcome this gesture too, but Jin is where preheat and heat always bring him first.

Neither of them react much to this, focused on whatever shrewd negotiation Namjoon-hyung is taking the lead on currently. Taehyung isn't sure what he's trying to sell, but he seems very adamant that the risks of transport are going to cost the buyer extra. It's nothing new, so Taehyung mostly tunes it out, content with how one of Jin-hyung's hands settles warm and still over the nape of his neck.

As soon as the meeting ends and Namjoon's computer is shut down, Tae finds himself swept off the floor and into Jin-hyung's arms, his cheeks getting peppered with kisses as he giggles and tries to capture Jin's lips in a real kiss.

“Precious thing,” Jin coos, voice as warm and content as his scent. “You shouldn't be kneeling on the hard floor like that, especially not when you're in preheat.”

“Just wanted you,” Tae answers, letting out a whine when Jin-hyung still doesn't stop his motions. “Hyung, kiss?”

Jin laughs at his request, but he also leans in and presses his lips to Taehyung's in a kiss that immediately settles some of the preheat fussiness. “Is that better, love?”

“So much better. Tell me I'm pretty, hyung?”

“The prettiest,” Jin assures him, squeezing him close and planting another kiss on his lips, slower this time. “So beautiful, darling. I bet Joon-ah thinks so too.”

Namjoon is there in an instant, effectively sandwiching Tae between the two of them as he leans in for a kiss of his own. “Absolutely gorgeous, pup,” he whispers just before their lips meet.

Everything feels perfect, held wonderfully close to his very first mate, with his pack alpha kissing him so softly, and knowing that both of them think he's pretty. Their scents are so strong like this too, gone warm and happy in response to Taehyung's own preheat scent. It's enough to nearly have him floating away in bliss, his inner omega soothed and content.

Hyung,” he whines to neither of them in particular. “Feels nice. Love you so much.”

“We love you too, darling.”

“That's right. More than anything, pup.”

~~

“Oh, is that preheat I smell on my precious Taehyungie?” Hobi-hyung calls from the foyer, shutting the front door behind him and rushing to find Taehyung where he's sitting on the living room couch, cuddled into Yoongi-hyung's side.

“Hi hyung!” Tae answers with a smile, reaching out with one arm to beckon Hobi closer.

“Aren't you just the cutest. Sorry Yoongles, I gotta borrow him for a minute,” Hoseok says, pulling Taehyung up and into his arms with a wide grin on his face. He presses his lips to Tae's in a quick kiss, then noses along his neck with a happy little hum. “You smell so perfect – and look at you already getting comfy with Yoongi. My pretty baby, we're gonna spoil you so good this time.”

“Hyung, you spoil me every time.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh and then promptly latches his mouth onto Taehyung's scent gland and sucks a bruise into the skin. There's a disappointing lack of teeth, but it still leaves Tae feeling almost boneless, leaning heavily into Hobi-hyung's embrace and letting out a whine.

“There you go, relaxing so sweet for me. Now, we might spoil you every time, but I have something extra special for you today.”

Taehyung pulls back far enough to blink up at Hobi-hyung and try to think through the pleasant haze he's in. “Something special? What is it, hyung?”

He expects some sort of treat, maybe a gift or a massage or something – but what he gets is so much better than any of those things.

Hoseok turns to call out over his shoulder, yelling in the direction of the foyer. “Alright! You can come out now!” A few seconds later, Namjoon and Jin emerge from the kitchen with Jimin and Jungkook following just behind them. “I brought you the rest of your mates,” Hoseok whispers, just loud enough for Tae to hear. “Your whole pack all together and ready to take care of you.”

He doesn't even bother trying not to cry, eyes already going misty as Hobi-hyung lets him go and he takes off running to meet Jimin and Jungkook. The two of them wrap him up in a big hug between them, nosing at opposite sides of his neck immediately.

“Hyung, you smell so good,” Jungkook says, going right in for a scenting without another moment wasted.

“You really do, TaeTae,” Jimin agrees. “Are you okay? Good tears or bad tears?”

“Good tears, I promise.”

“Alright. Is there anything we can do for you?”

Taehyung shakes his head and blinks away more tears. “Just so happy you're both here.”

Jimin goes in for a scenting now too, and Taehyung feels like he could float away if he wasn't pressed so snugly between the two of them. It just feels so right, knowing that he's been scented by all six of his mates in the last few hours, and that they're all here to look after him.

The evening passes in a pleasant haze of cuddles as Tae is passed from person to person, getting plenty of fresh scentings and even a gentle nip from Hobi-hyung, who seems intent to make good on that promise of spoiling him. Jin cooks another massive meal, though it feels less ridiculous with all of them together to enjoy it.

As soon as they gather in the dining room, Jimin looks over the spread of food for a few seconds, then tugs gently at Taehyung's sleeve and asks, “Can I hand feed you? Is that something you like when you're in preheat?”

That sounds so good that Taehyung is fully prepared to sprint back to the living room and grab a cushion to do it properly. He's just about to turn on his heel and bolt when Jin-hyung grabs his shoulder, holding him in place.

“Darling, how about we just dish up and move dinner to the living room. Jimin-ah will have more room to feed you there, and then the rest of us won't have to miss out on such a delightful sight.”

Now that Tae takes a moment to pause, it's clear that the hyungs are all very interested in what Jin is proposing. The spike of their scents is impossible to miss with preheat sharpening his senses, and even Namjoon-hyung's scent control is no match for his nose right now. Tae can smell exactly how spicy and warm his pack alpha's scent has gone, and it's damn near intoxicating, sending his eyelashes fluttering and his own scent tipping even sweeter.

“Is that a yes, hyung?” Jungkook asks, face split into a smile. “I wanna feed you too, at least if that's okay with you?”

“So okay,” Taehyung breathes, feeling lightheaded as he nods repeatedly.

“Why don't you go get ready, sweetheart,” Yoongi-hyung says, laughing all warm and fond as he shoos Taehyung toward the living room. “I'll dish you up a plate.”

He doesn't waste a moment, scampering off toward the living room immediately and shoving their coffee table to the side, giving him plenty of room to drop a cushion on the floor in front of their smaller couch. The hyungs can have the big couch to themselves. Tae wants to be absolutely sure he has Jimin and Jungkook's undivided attention.

God, this is going to feel so good.

By the time Jimin and Jungkook enter the living room a couple of minutes later, Taehyung is already kneeling in front of the couch. Jimin's gaze goes warm and fond as both of them start walking a bit faster. They sit down and take turns tipping Tae's chin up for a kiss before Yoongi-hyung arrives, surrounded in his spicy warm cinnamon scent and carrying an extra plate.

“You sure you wanna be on the floor?” Jimin asks, taking the plate from Yoongi with a quick nod and a smile. “If you wanna be up on the couch with us–”

“No thanks,” Tae interrupts, practically vibrating with want as he rests his chin on Jimin's knee, looking up at him and fluttering his lashes. “Wanna do it just like this.”

That move always works on Namjoon-hyung, and apparently on Jimin too if the spike in his scent is anything to go by.

“C'mon, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Don't tease him.”

There's something dark that flashes behind Jimin's eyes for a moment – gone in a flash but leaving Taehyung with a sudden and deep desire to know what Jimin is like when he's trying to tease. The potential is there. Jungkook has given him a few scraps of info about what Jimin's like when he's feeling dominant, but the urge to find out for himself is strong right now.

The hyungs have made it into the living room at this point, all of them seated but none of them eating, eyes glued on their omegas. Tae doesn't know if Jimin will feel comfortable in front of them, but he's helpless to stop himself from trying.

“You can tease a little,” he whispers. “If you want?”

Namjoon-hyung lets out a soft curse, and there's a hiss of air that sounds like it belongs to Yoongi-hyung. Jungkook's scent spikes sticky sweet, and Taehyung's body thrums with anticipation.

Most importantly, that dark look is back in Jimin's eyes again. He tilts his head, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “Pretty thing,” he says, voice low and warm and nearly sending shivers down Taehyung's spine. “You're going to listen to me?”

God, that’s so hot. They way he just shifts right into it without batting an eye and–

“Yes, please,” Tae whispers, utterly taken with the amused little smile on Jimin’s face.

“Alright. Sit up straight, baby. Look at Kookie just like you looked at me.”

Taehyung rushes to comply, straightening up and tilting his head to look up at Jungkook through his lashes.

Jungkook swallows, his face already flushed. “God, you're so pretty, hyung.”

“Ask Kookie nicely for what you want, TaeTae.”

Tae does his best to make his request undeniable, fluttering his lashes and letting his voice come out as breathless as he feels. “Will you feed me, Jungkookie? Please?”

“Perfect, baby,” Jimin says, reaching out to settle a hand at the nape of Taehyung's neck, thumb pressing against his scent gland. “Go ahead, Kookie. You can start.”

With slightly shaking hands, Jungkook plucks the first bite of food from Taehyung's plate and offers it up, letting Taehyung close the last bit of distance to take the piece of crunchy fried chicken into his mouth. The effect is immediate. He was already feeling warm and floaty with the thrill of submitting himself to Jimin, but being hand fed sends a whole other wave of heat through him, his head going pleasantly empty except for the desire to kneel and earn more praise and food.

Jimin clicks his tongue and Taehyung turns toward him, movements gone syrupy already.

His quick response earns him a toothy grin, Jimin looking down at him like he could damn near eat Taehyung alive. It makes him feel small – like some pretty object just there for Jimin to drown in affection if he chooses to – and the feeling draws a soft little whine from him, gaze shifting from Jimin's face to the plate of food and then back again.

There's a tense few seconds before Jimin takes pity on him, reaching for the plate and taking his time looking everything over like he isn't sure what to choose. Taehyung doesn't care. This stopped being about the food the moment Jimin asked to hand feed him.

When it looks like Jimin is finally going to pick up a piece of pickled radish, he changes his mind at the last second with a thoughtful little hum. “There's just so many options,” he says, head tilting up to fix Tae with a smirk. “What do you think, baby?”

He doesn't react immediately, the words taking a few seconds to sink in before his eyes fall back on the plate again, barely even taking in the contents. Instead, he just looks back up at Jimin with his best puppy dog eyes and hopes for the best.

“So mean, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Look at how bad he wants it."

“He asked for teasing, so that's what he's getting. Isn't that right, pretty little thing?”

Taehyung nods several times, only half aware of what was even said, and opens his mouth, letting his tongue peek out just over his bottom lip.

“Shit, you really are sweet,” Jimin says, finally plucking a small dumpling from the plate and holding it out toward Taehyung – only to pull it back when he leans in to take it. “Not so fast. What do good boys say, baby?”

There's another round of hushed cursing from the other couch, but Taehyung doesn't pay it any mind.

“Please?” Tae whispers. “Si– I… Pretty please?”

“Perfect,” Jimin coos, finally pressing the dumpling into Taehyung's waiting mouth and then ruffling his hair. “That's enough teasing for one night. You did so well, baby. Let's get you fed.”

Tae chews mechanically, letting the hot wave of pleasure roll through him without a single thought of trying to stop it. He's definitely leaking – not more than a tiny trickle, but it makes it incredibly apparent just how he feels about having Jimin like this. He's not sure how the others react. Jimin doesn't say a word, just gives Tae the gentle, warm smile that he's earned with his good behavior, and feeds him bite after bite of dinner. Jungkook joins in too, the tremor in his hands slowly subsiding until he seems perfectly at ease a few minutes later.

The whole night goes pleasantly fuzzy after, but he does remember crawling into his nest with Jimin and Jungkook when it's time for bed. The two of them had packed a whole bunch of scented clothes that they gift him to add to his nest first, promising him more before his heat hits. Tae cries a little. It would be impossible not to when his nest smells so perfectly of all of his mates, but the sleep he falls into surrounded by Jimin and Jungkook is peaceful.

The whole night is absolutely perfect, everything Taehyung could have asked for and more.

~~

This is already the best preheat Taehyung has ever had, and it isn't even over yet.

Jungkook and Jimin visit three days in a row, and stay the night one more time too, bringing a new assortment of scented clothes every time they come. The hyungs spoil him just as much as every other preheat too. There's always someone with him, whether it's Namjoon-hyung keeping him tucked in close while he works, or Hobi-hyung setting aside a whole morning to fuss over him, sticking him in a nice warm bath and then giving him a long massage.

Really, he couldn't ask for more.

And yet… there is something he wants.

He can't stop thinking about Jimin. Not just because of the other night when he'd indulged Taehyung's desire for a little teasing either. Part of him does want to see Jimin like that again – a whole lot – but it's not the image plaguing his mind right now.

No, what's really getting him worked up at the moment is just how bad he wants to get Jimin wet, to see him slicked up all pretty and to know that Jimin trusts Tae enough to let him. He's been waiting for the right moment to bring it up again, and since Jimin has been off his crutches for nearly two weeks, now feels like the right time. The idea of capping off his preheat by sharing something like that with Jimin…

It feels like a perfect idea. He just needs to ask.

He finds Jin-hyung first, telling him what his plans are and then asking if he’s willing to be there when Tae texts Jimin to ask. It's going to feel like rejection to his preheat brain if Jimin says no, so having Jin-hyung on standby should help make sure Jimin doesn't have to worry about that.

Jin-hyung agrees right away, and Tae doesn't waste a moment.

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: jiminie are you busy? ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: No what's up TaeTae?

[Tae]: wanted to ask you about something

[Jimin]: Sure what is it? (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: If it's about your heat maybe you wanna talk to me and Kookie at the same time?

[Tae]: it's not

[Tae]: i already know you can't

[Jimin]: We've been talking about it

[Jimin]: If you wanted us to be there with you for a while we could

[Jimin]: Maybe in the beginning?

[Tae]: thank you but i can't handle anyone leaving for too long after i’ve started

[Tae]: and definitely not leaving the house

[Jimin]: Ah okay I understand completely (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jimin]: Sorry we can't be more help TaeTae

[Tae]: it's okay jiminie

[Tae]: i didn't expect you to

[Tae]: i'm hoping that maybe the next one we could spend together

[Tae]: but no pressure (;^ω^)

[Tae]: actually let's not talk about that now when I'm all emotional from preheat

[Jimin]: Okay sure

[Jimin]: What did you want to talk about then?

[Jimin]: I'm all ears

[Tae]: i want to ask you for something but i don't want you to feel pressured to say yes because i'm in preheat

[Tae]: jin-hyung is right here in the room with me and ready to baby me if i need it

[Tae]: nothing would upset me more than guilting you into something you don't want to do

[Jimin]: TaeTae

[Jimin]: It's okay

[Jimin]: I promise I won't do anything I don't feel comfortable with alright?

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: so you're been off your crutches for a couple weeks and i've kind of been waiting for a good time to ask

[Tae]: and this time feels really perfect ( *’ω’* )

[Tae]: i was wondering if you'd consider letting me get you wet

[Tae]: preferably in my nest but that's obviously negotiable

[Tae]: all of it is negotiable

[Tae]: i'll shut up

[Tae]: just tell me your thoughts

[Jimin]: Okay so here's the thing ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I want to say yes. I'm nervous but I want to try and I want it to be with you

[Tae]: but?

[Jimin]: You're in preheat

[Jimin]: What if something goes wrong and I freak out and distress you and then we're both just crying?

[Jimin]: I would feel awful if I did that so close to your heat

[Tae]: that's actually a very fair point (;^ω^)

[Tae]: i don't want you to have to worry about that the whole time

[Tae]: let me talk it over with jin-hyung and get back to you

[Jimin]: Okay (●'◡'●)

~

[Jimin to Hobi]

[Jimin]: Hyung you remember how you said I can talk to you about stuff with the pack?

[Hobi]: i sure do honey :)

[Hobi]: what's on ur mind?

[Jimin]: I have to be a little vague on the details

[Hobi]: that's ok.

[Jimin]: So TaeTae wants me to do something with him and I want to do it too

[Jimin]: It's umm… kind of a sex thing ( 〃▽〃)

[Hobi]: ok i am sensing a but.

[Jimin]: It's something I want to do but am still anxious about and I'm worried about what happens if it goes poorly and I make him all distressed in preheat

[Hobi]: hmmm…

[Hobi]: does anyone else know about this mysterious thing u want to do?

[Jimin]: Jin-hyung ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: And I'll probably tell Kookie soon too

[Hobi]: well that's 1 option :)

[Jimin]: What is?

[Hobi]: how would u feel about jinnie-hyung being there? he's really good at overseeing stuff like that.

[Hobi]: if anything goes south he can take care of both of u easily and he has the most experience handling taehyungie when he's in preheat :)

[Jimin]: Huh that's not a bad idea

[Jimin]: I'll talk it over with TaeTae

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung. You're the best (。^▽^)

[Hobi]: i do try ;D

[Hobi]: hope everything goes smooth for u honey <3

~

[Jimin to Tae]

[Jimin]: I think I might have a possible solution

[Jimin]: Maybe

[Tae]: nice. i might have one too

[Tae]: you go first

[Jimin]: Do you think maybe Jin-hyung would want to be there? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: omg no way that was literally the same idea me and jin-hyung came up with (^ω^)

[Tae]: would you feel okay with both of us there?

[Jimin]: Only if Jin-hyung actually wants to

[Jimin]: I don't want to pressure him or anything

~

[Tae to Jin and Jimin]

[Tae]: hyung tell jiminie how much you wanna be there (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Oh my god (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: You didn't have to do this

[Jin]: I would very much like to be there, Jimin-ah. It's hard to overstate just how much I want to see you properly slicked up, and I assure you I'm more than capable of handling any difficulties that could arise.

[Jin]: If you'll agree to have me, there's nowhere I'd rather be.

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Okay. I'd like it if you were there please

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung

[Jin]: I promise you don't have to thank me for something I am simply dying to do ;-)

*******

Jimin is… excited? Maybe?

He's a little terrified too, but after a pep talk from Jungkook last night and a lot of time this morning spent staring in the bathroom mirror and reminding himself that making slick is normal, and that Taehyung and Jin both seem very interested, he's feeling brave enough to go through with it. He wants this. He really does.

There's no way wearing a plug all the time is going to be feasible in the long term. At some point they're all going to have sex (a thought that nearly makes him leak on the spot) and the last thing he wants to do is have to explain the whole situation then. He just wants to feel normal about all of it, to be able to let himself get slick and believe the others when they say they like it.

And if he wants that, he has to try.

When he gets to the house, there's nobody downstairs to greet him, but the sweet smell of Taehyung's preheat seems to permeate everything. It makes Jimin's mouth water, even as nervous as he is. Taehyung's usual maple scent is already tempting enough, but this close to heat he smells almost irresistible, drawing Jimin through the house nearly on autopilot.

He finds Taehyung and Jin exactly where they said they would be, already in Taehyung's nest where the scent of maple syrup is the thickest. They look perfectly relaxed, Jin reclined against the wall of the nest, and Taehyung cuddled right up against his side – a sharp contrast to just how nervous Jimin feels. They both look up at the same time, Jin's mouth pulling into one of those incredibly fond smiles that make Jimin feel all soft, while Taehyung's entire face lights up and he scrambles toward the edge of the nest.

“Jiminie! You came!” Taehyung says, his face all flushed with preheat. “Come on, in the nest. I wanna scent you so bad, please? Missed you.”

Jimin laughs and does as requested, walking up to the nest on Taehyung's bed and climbing his way inside, where he is immediately pounced on. There's a sort of desperation in the way Taehyung's mouth latches over his scent gland. It feels nice, knowing Taehyung craves his scent so badly, but it also makes him wonder…

“How close are you?”

Taehyung's mouth doesn't stop working, but Jin has no problem answering for him. “He won't go into heat until tomorrow – likely in the early morning.”

“Oh, he's just so…” Jimin trails off, unsure how to phrase it and opting to return the scenting instead, filling his mouth with a rush of sweet maple syrup and making Taehyung relax against him with a contented sigh.

“Is desperate the word you're looking for?” Jin asks, letting out a low laugh.

“Of course I'm desperate.” Taehyung pulls back and sticks his tongue out at Jin before turning back to Jimin with a wide smile. “I've been waiting for this since I got that brief whiff of you all slicked up after your kiss with Yoongi-hyung.”

Jimin can't help feeling embarrassed at the memory, cheeks going warm as he stares down at the sheets.

“Aww, you don't have to be shy, Jiminie. You have no idea how many times I've thought about you like that, just waiting for the day I could finally get you wet myself.”

God, Jimin is already starting to feel hot at Taehyung's words and they haven't even done anything yet. What if he gets slick before they even touch him? What if–

“There's a few things I'd like to see to before we get too far along,” Jin interrupts. “First off, I'd very much like to scent you too, Jimin-ah. Come here?”

Taehyung reluctantly lets Jimin go, settling beside Jin while Jimin is pulled right into the beta's lap. Jimin doesn't hesitate, offering his wrist up to Jin's face for scenting just as Jin does the same to him, the room flooding with a little bit of their combined scent too. It's no match for the strong maple scent Taehyung is putting out, but it's still comforting

After that, Jin tips Jimin's chin up for a gentle kiss, looking very pleased with himself when he pulls back. “There. That's much better, don't you think?”

Jimin nods. “Thank you, hyung.”

“Oh, you're too sweet, darling,” Jin says, reaching up to brush some of Jimin's hair away from his eyes. “Let's get on with the formalities before poor Taehyung-ah gets impatient.”

“Already impatient – but I know it's important,” Taehyung answers.

“That's exactly right. Now, the two of us have had some time to talk about our preferences for this already, but I'd like to hear your thoughts before anything else.”

“My thoughts about…?” Jimin quirks his head at Jin, uncertain what is being asked of him.

“About how you'd like this to go,” Taehyung answers. “Things you do want to happen, or things you don't?”

“Oh. Umm…” Where is he supposed to start? He hasn't even really given all that much thought to what exactly they're going to be doing, attention more focused on how he's going to keep himself relaxed once he's wet. “I'm so sorry,” he mumbles, hanging his head. “I didn't really give it a lot of thought.”

Taehyung reaches out right away, settling a hand on the nape of Jimin's neck. “That's okay, baby. Jin-hyung and I can help guide this part.”

“That's right,” Jin says, hands resting at Jimin's waist. “Why don't we start with my role in all of this. While I'm quite interested in participating, I'm also willing to simply observe as a way to make sure nobody is hurt. Do you have a preference?”

“You can participate,” Jimin answers.

“To what degree? May I touch you?”

“You can. I'd like that better, I think – if it was both of you.”

Jin gives him a smile. “Alright. I would also like to figure out where some of our limits are for this particular encounter. For example, I think it would be wise not to tackle too many firsts today – so I'd prefer to keep penetrative sex off the table. Is that agreeable to you? And is there anything you would also like to remove as an option?”

“I'm good with that,” Jimin answers. “Does that mean, umm… Being naked, seeing both of you, orgasms – all of that is on the table?”

“Only if you want it to be,” Taehyung says, giving Jimin a few moments to think before adding, “If it would be easier, I can tell you some of what I want first?”

“Please.”

“Before that, I wanna make it clear that just because I want to do something, it doesn't mean we have to do it. What I want most is just to get you wet in whatever way is comfortable and positive for you, understood?”

Jimin nods.

“Okay then. I want… I wanna know how easy it really happens, cause that's so hot you literally have no idea. Was thinking we could makeout until we get you there, then get you naked so we can see you and tell you how pretty you are, and I think we'd like to make you cum – only if you feel up to it, obviously.” Taehyung's scent spikes warmer with every word, going sticky sweet in the air as he looks at Jimin, waiting for an answer.

“Yeah,” Jimin agrees, doing his best to swallow even though his throat suddenly feels very dry. “I'd like all of that. As long as… I don't know exactly how I'm gonna react when it happens at first. Might panic a little, but that doesn't necessarily mean we have to stop. Sorry, I wish I knew for sure.”

“That's okay,” Taehyung assures him. “The point of this is to explore and try something new. If you need to stop at any point, we stop – and nobody is going to be upset with you for it, okay?”

“That's actually a very good point,” Jin says, voice serious. “It's important that you feel okay asking us to stop or slow down if you need to, Jimin-ah. I can't rely on your scent to know when your distress peaks, and while I'll be checking in and keeping an eye out for any other non-verbal tells, I would like to know I can rely on your honesty.”

Has it really been this obvious the whole time that he hides any distress in his scent? Does the whole pack know?

Whatever. He can think about that later.

“You can,” Jimin says. “I'll do my best to tell you if I need to stop or slow down, though it might get a little weird at first…”

Jin gives him an encouraging smile. “That's perfectly fine. Between the three of us, I think we're perfectly equipped to handle any difficulties that arise. Is there anything you'd like to add now that you have a better idea of what Taehyung-ah is looking for? Things you want to have happen, or things you don't?”

“I guess I umm… I don't want to be the only one naked – or the only one having an orgasm? And I want to be able to touch you both too, if that's okay?”

“I'm fairly certain that will be more than agreeable.”

“God yes,” Taehyung says, grinning wide. “I want you to touch me so bad it aches, Jiminie. Oh, but no teasing when I'm this close to heat, please. Normally I love that sort of thing, but the desperation tips into distress too easily once I'm this deep into my cycle. You can still be gentle or slow – just no denial, if that makes sense?”

“Yeah, that makes sense.” Jimin nods, head already swimming with how badly he wants to make Taehyung feel good right now, to turn his maple scent even sweeter. Still, he makes himself focus his gaze back on Jin. “What about you, hyung? Is there anything you want, or anything you don't?”

“Just to see the two of you utterly satisfied and well taken care of. Anything else will simply be a bonus.”

“Does that mean we can get started now?” Taehyung asks.

“Yes,” Jin says after a few moments of thought. “I think we can, so long as you're ready, Jimin-ah?”

“I'm ready, yeah.”

“Perfect. I think Taehyung-ah would like you to himself for the first little while.”

Immediately, Taehyung is reaching for Jimin with a whine. “Finally. C'mere, Jiminie. I've been waiting for this so long, you have no idea.”

Jimin lets himself be pulled in gladly. He expects to end up in Taehyung's lap, but instead finds himself pressed back against the wall of the nest while Taehyung straddles his thighs and goes right in for a kiss.

It's almost surprising just how quickly his nervousness melts away with Taehyung squirming in his lap and kissing him so eagerly. His hands find their way to Taehyung's hips, then up under the hem of his shirt where they spread wide over the warm skin of his waist – and that's all it takes to have him whimpering into Jimin's mouth.

“Sound so pretty,” Jimin mutters in between kisses. “Wanna touch you so much, TaeTae.”

“You can. I– As much as you want.”

He doesn't waste a moment, helping Taehyung slip out of his shirt and barely taking a moment to look over all the pretty exposed skin before leaning in to suck a bruise over his collarbone. There are other bruises on Taehyung's chest already, pretty suck marks that have Jimin imagining just how gorgeous he must have looked with the others doing this to him too.

It's not long before he mouths his way down to a nipple. Even just rubbing his tongue over the little bud has Taehyung letting out a whine and arching his chest up into the contact, scent going sticky sweet when Jimin repeats the motion. He sounds so pretty that Jimin can't help wanting to make him feel even better, to earn more of those noises and try to get him writhing.

Jimin closes his mouth around the nipple and sucks gently, letting his hand settle over Taehyung's chest to thumb at the other one.

Fuck… Feels good, Jiminie,” Taehyung whimpers. “Tongue, please, like– God, yeah just… like that.”

There's no chance to fight it off – not with Taehyung whining and shaking above him while he laps at the nipple in his mouth over and over again. Jimin tries to clench tight, to keep it all inside, but it's no use. Within less than a minute, he feels that first trickle of wetness leave him and his motions stutter to a stop.

That was too fast. He wanted… He was supposed to make it at least a little

“Fuck, you really… That's so hot. Just from touching me, baby?” Taehyung asks, still sounding out of breath but pulling back far enough to make eye contact.

Jimin tries to hang his head, to hide the way his cheeks are going red and his eyes are filling with tears. He really wanted to make Taehyung feel good for a while before he started leaking and panicking, but he couldn't even make it five minutes. “Sorry, I–”

“Don't hide, please?” Taehyung interrupts, immediately cupping Jimin's cheek and tipping his face back up, eyes going wide when he takes in Jimin's clear distress. “It's okay, Jiminie. You smell so good, even better than I thought you would, and I love knowing that making me feel good was enough to get you leaking for me.”

Jimin can feel himself wavering. There's a terrible gnawing part of him that just keeps whispering that Taehyung is lying, that he's only trying to make Jimin feel better before pulling the rug out from under him – but he knows that isn't true. Taehyung isn't like that. He's never been anything but nice to Jimin, and it's not like he's an alpha who's supposed to be hardwired to be biologically attracted to the smell of slick. He's an omega just like Jungkook, and–

“Jiminie,” Taehyung whispers, his thumb rubbing over Jimin's cheek bone gently. “I've got you. It's okay. Can you tell me what you're thinking right now, baby?”

“I don't… I don't think you're lying? You like it?”

Taehyung smiles, and it goes all the way up to his eyes. “That's right. 'Like it' is sort of an understatement though. I love it, I promise – and I want more of it so bad. Wanna get you even wetter, please?”

The praise is enough to make Jimin's inner omega preen, and he's just about to agree with Taehyung's request when he remembers that the two of them aren't alone. He's terrified to look, but he knows he has to, so he slowly turns his gaze toward where Jin is sitting.

He's not sure what he's expecting, but the unmistakably hungry look in Jin's eyes is not it – though the moment Jin catches Jimin looking at him, his expression softens.

“Hello, darling.”

Jimin means to say something in response, but all that tumbles from his lips is a tiny, questioning whine.

In an instant, Jin moves in closer, sitting right beside the two of them and resting a hand on Jimin's shoulder. “You smell perfect, Jimin-ah. I'm sorry if my silence gave you the wrong idea. I just didn't want to disrupt this moment between the two of you.”

“He needs to know how much you like it too, hyung,” Taehyung says, leaning back in Jimin's lap and leaving plenty of space for Jin to fill. “Tell him how it makes you feel.”

“It makes me feel incredibly lucky for you to trust me with this.” Jin leans into the space between them, cupping Jimin's cheek just like Taehyung had been doing moments ago. “Admittedly, it also makes me quite desperate to lay you out and get my hands on you properly – followed by my mouth. I bet you taste divine.”

God, that's– Really?

Jimin's mind stutters to a halt, unsure of how to process Jin-hyung liking his scent enough to want to taste. There's no way. It's too good to be true. He can't really–

“Ooh, me too,” Taehyung says, nodding enthusiastically. “I wanna taste. Eat you out so good that you drip slick all down your thighs. God, Yoongi-hyung would be so jealous.”

Yoongi-hyung wants… No, that can't be right. Why would he–

“He really would,” Jin agrees. “Unfortunately, he'll have to wait his turn. We've got Jimin-ah all to ourselves for the moment, and you're so right that he'd look absolutely lovely dripping slick all down his thighs.”

At this point, Jimin's brain feels truly broken. He doesn't know how to process Taehyung wanting to see him like that – let alone Jin and apparently Yoongi. It sends a hot wave of desire crashing through him that he's completely hopeless to fight. He wants that, wants to be spread out and taken care of while they keep telling him how much they like him like this, how good he smells and how pretty he looks.

A whine falls from his lips at the same time as he feels another round of slick starting to drip out of him. He's doing his best to hold most of it in, but it's impossible to contain it all no matter how hard he tries.

Taehyung catches the scent immediately, nostrils flaring as a wide grin spreads across his face. “You like that, Jiminie? Knowing how bad we both wanna eat you out and get you dripping?”

Jimin nods, cheeks feeling hot enough that he must be blushing bright red.

“Darling,” Jin says, drawing Jimin's gaze up to his smiling face. “I'd like verbal confirmation before we take things any further. Can we touch you, or do you need a break?”

“Wanna,” Jimin answers, blinking back at Jin for a few moments as he tries to find the right words. “Wanna keep going. Want you to… You can touch me.”

Taehyung doesn't waste a moment getting back into Jimin's space and practically crashing their lips together in a kiss, licking into Jimin's mouth without hesitation. His hands are already working at the buttons of Jimin's shirt, motions smooth and efficient enough to have it off in mere seconds. With the shirt gone, Taehyung pulls back from their kiss and looks Jimin over with a low whistle, one hand sliding up the center of his chest. “God, you look even better in the light. Could barely see you that night we fooled around at your apartment. Wanna see the rest of you too. Can I?”

“Please,” Jimin answers, already desperate to feel Taehyung's hands on him.

“You as well, darling,” Jin comments, gesturing to Taehyung and seeming perfectly content to watch from the sidelines for the moment. “He is absolutely lovely, but let's make sure he isn't naked alone.”

It takes a little bit of shuffling (and Taehyung climbing out of Jimin's lap), but they do eventually manage to get out of their clothes. There's a moment where Jimin feels a little shy, but his first proper look at Taehyung's naked body shoves those thoughts right out of his head. He's beautiful, all gorgeous tan skin glowing with his preheat flush, body built long and elegant with his cute little cock already hard and beading wetness at the tip.

Jin lets out a low little hum of appreciation as he looks them over. “Wow, don't the two of you make for a perfect picture.”

“He's right,” Jimin agrees, still blinking back the awe as he rakes his eyes over Taehyung's body. “You're so pretty, TaeTae.”

Taehyung smiles at the praise. “If you think I'm pretty right now, you should see how gorgeous you look. It's not even fair, Jiminie. I wanna get my hands on you, make you feel so damn good – please tell me I can?”

Jimin can tell he's blushing already, and he feels so much like he's on a roller coaster, perched at the peak of the tallest hill and just about to start an uncontrollable descent. It's terrifying, but… the look on Taehyung's face – the unmistakable desire – also makes it exhilarating.

He's ready to take the plunge.

“You can. I want you to, please.”

*******

Seokjin can't quite believe his luck.

It would have been one thing to know this was happening today, or to be on standby in another room just in case things went awry, but getting to be here is another thing entirely. He gets to experience the wonderful scent of Taehyung's preheat and Jimin's slick mixing in the air, gets to watch as they both strip down until they're gloriously naked, gets to finally see one of their new omegas laid bare.

Jimin is gorgeous, blushing all the way down his chest and trembling under Taehyung's hands as he's coaxed onto his front, finally showing off his pretty pink hole already glistening with slick. Absolutely perfect. It makes Seokjin want to reach out to touch – to taste – but this isn't about him right now.

“Fuck, you're so pretty here, baby,” Taehyung says, the awe evident in his tone as he drags both hands up the backs of Jimin's thighs and over his ass, spreading him just a little.

“Embarrassing,” Jimin whines, even as he arches back into Taehyung's hands, effectively spreading himself even more open for them.

“You shouldn't be embarrassed, not when you look this good.”

“Don't just stare.”

“I promise you that's not all I wanna do,” Taehyung says, finally bringing a hand close enough to rub his thumb over Jimin's hole in slow little circles, gliding easily across the skin as Jimin shudders. “Oh, you're so tense. You can relax for me, Jiminie. It's okay – you don't have to try and hold it in. I wanna see how wet you really are.”

It seems like Jimin tries to respond, but his words come out garbled as Taehyung steadily increases the pressure, rubbing over Jimin's hole with three of his fingers now, and using his other hand to pet soothingly at his flank. Taehyung never quite dips his fingers inside, though the rocking of Jimin's hips stutters every time he gets close.

“You can, please… It's– It feels good,” Jimin breathes, his hands fisted in the fabric of the sheets, eyes squeezed shut and lips just slightly parted.

“If you want more, you gotta relax for me, baby.”

“M'gonna be messy.”

“God, I hope so. Let me see how messy I've got you, please? I promise I'm gonna love it.” Taehyung keeps pressing, rubbing firm and insistent across Jimin until he finally relaxes.

The room fills completely with the scent of sweet vanilla cream – strong enough to momentarily rival Taehyung's preheat scent – and slick starts to flow steadily from Jimin now. It's delightful, running in glistening rivulets down his spread thighs and along his cock where it drips onto the fabric below.

“Fuck, Jiminie, you're perfect,” Taehyung whines, running his hands along Jimin's slicked up thighs, spreading the wetness across his skin.

Seokjin is so entranced by the sight that it takes him a few seconds to notice Jimin looking up at him, brows furrowed and clearly looking for his approval – and he doesn't waste a moment giving it. “Apologies, darling. I was so utterly taken by the sight of all that pretty slick dripping out of you, I nearly missed telling you how incredible you look.”

Jimin bites at his bottom lip, lashes fluttering as Taehyung rubs the slick into his skin, but still looking a little uncertain. “You're sure?” he whispers, just barely loud enough to be heard. “You really… It's not too much?”

“More like not enough. Wanna get you soaked,” Taehyung answers, finally leaning down to lick a stripe over one of Jimin's thighs, his scent spiking hard at the taste. “Oh, hell, you taste so good. I can't wait to see you in heat. Bet you'll gush like a faucet, soak the sheets, make such a pretty mess, and…” He trails off, licking at the slick on Jimin's thighs and then sinking his teeth in with a groan.

Jimin lets out a whimper and Seokjin's dick twitches in the confines of his pants.

The two of them are simply too enticing. He set out to give Taehyung plenty of space to explore with Jimin first, and that has been very successful, but now he's betting that he can help settle Jimin enough for all of them to get what they want from this. No point in holding back any longer.

From the moment Seokjin starts to undress, Jimin's eyes are glued to him, pupils blown wide and pretty little moans falling from his lips as Taehyung continues to lick and bite at his thighs. Shirt gone, Seokjin works his pants open. It's quite flattering really, the way Jimin licks his lips almost absentmindedly at the sight of Seokjin's cock, lips parting just slightly as he lurches forward.

The reaction is quite familiar, now that he thinks about it. Yoongi does almost the exact same thing whenever he first sees Seokjin's dick, like he just can't wait to get his mouth on him.

Taehyung notices too, the bottom half of his face shining with slick as he sits up and looks over at Seokjin, then drapes himself over Jimin's back with a coy little smile. “Jin-hyung is hot, isn't he? Got such a pretty dick – I can understand being excited to touch.”

Wanna,” Jimin whines, licking his lips again and looking up at Seokjin with that lovely, fucked out expression. “Please, hyung?”

“You should let him,” Taehyung says. “I bet he settles so perfect once he gets something in his mouth.”

Jimin nods, eyes still glued to Seokjin.

“Is that right, Jiminie? Are you happier when you've got something to keep your mouth busy?”

“It's my favorite,” Jimin admits, cheeks flushing brighter. “Getting to use my mouth.”

Seokjin smiles, scooting closer. “You and Yoongi-yah will be in agreement there. He prefers his mouth busy too.”

“Yeah he does,” Taehyung agrees. “He's the best at it too – always makes me feel so good. You gonna make Jin-hyung feel good, baby?”

Jimin reaches out for Seokjin, beckoning him closer. “Please, wanna.”

“As you wish, darling. Don't worry too much about me though. I want you to enjoy what Taehyung-ah has in store for you.”

“In store for me?”

“That's right,” Taehyung answers with a grin. “You taste perfect. Look good enough to eat – and I want to so bad. Tell me I can? Let me eat you out?”

After a few desperate nods from Jimin, things finally start moving again. Taehyung slides back down between Jimin's spread legs, while Seokjin sits down in front of him. Honestly, he's pretty sure he has the best seat in the house, considering he gets to watch exactly how dazed Jimin's expression goes the moment that Taehyung first licks over his hole, eyelashes fluttering as a little whine leaves him – though the sound is almost entirely drowned out by the satisfied moan that Taehyung makes at the taste.

“Does that feel good, darling? Having Taehyung-ah's tongue in your pretty little hole?”

“S'good,” Jimin mumbles, inching closer to Seokjin with a whine. “So good… Love it… I– mmph.” He cuts himself off as he sinks down onto Seokjin's cock, pretty wet lips stretched wide as he garbles the last syllables of whatever he was trying to say.

Taehyung was right.

The moment Jimin gets Seokjin into his mouth, it's like the tension bleeds straight out of him. The shift affects his scent too, giving it a subtle hint of spice that Seokjin can't help but want to taste – though he might have to wait his turn.

It's hard to focus on the future with how incredible it smells in the nest, and just how easily Jimin swallows down every single inch of him without breaking a sweat. He doesn't even gag when Seokjin slides into his throat, just lets his eyes slip shut while he rubs his tongue along the underside of Seokjin's cock until he finally has to pull off to breathe, moaning at the motions of Taehyung's tongue. Then after a few seconds spent lapping at the tip of Seokjin, he sinks right back down.

It's barely a few minutes before Jimin's hips start to shake, the motions of his mouth beginning to slow and lose coordination.

“Are you close, Jimin-ah?” Seokjin asks, guiding the pretty omega up off of his cock with a soft pop.

Close,” Jimin echoes, voice ragged as he sucks in deep breaths of air. “Feels good. TaeTae, please – god, please don't stop. I…” He trails off into a long series of shaking breaths, mouth opening over and over like he expects Seokjin's cock back, but Seokjin never lets him in close enough for more than a quick taste, far too interested in all the sweet little sounds dripping from his lips. “It's… fuck, I can't. Gonna cum, pleaseOh–

Jimin's whole body pulls tight, shaking in place as his orgasm washes over him and Taehyung eats him out through the whole thing, working him all the way through the aftershocks before he starts getting overstimulated and pulls away. It sends him forward into Seokjin's waiting arms, where he settles with a contented little sigh, still shaking with the force of his orgasm.

From there, things devolve quickly.

Taehyung eagerly crawls up to Seokjin's other side and leans in for a filthy kiss that gives him his first taste of Jimin's slick. It's perfect, sweet and creamy with that little note of spice that sends Seokjin into something of a haze, ending with his cock stuffed down Taehyung's throat while Jimin works the omega open on a mixture of his fingers and tongue.

It's still not until Taehyung has cum like that and Jimin is back with his mouth on Seokjin's cock as well that he finally finds his release. Admittedly, he doesn't mind the wait in the slightest. It's hard not to appreciate having two gorgeous, fucked out, dazed omegas who are utterly content to lap at his cock and take turns swallowing him down until he finally tips over the edge.

By the end, all three of them are a bit of a mess, and the whole nest smells absolutely divine.

Seokjin pulls them both in for cuddles, one omega on either side of him. Part of him can't help but look forward to the day he has all three of his omegas like this at once, but for now he's entirely content to press kisses into Jimin and Taehyung's hair while they all catch their breath.

“That felt so good,” Taehyung breathes after a couple of minutes of silence. “Do you even have a gag reflex, Jiminie?”

Jimin lets out a giggle. “Not really. If I ever did, me and Kookie worked through it a long time ago.”

“Damn, I wish I could do that.”

“Not like you really let your gag reflex stop you anyway. You were so hot crying all over Jin-hyung's dick.”

Seokjin can't help but chuckle at that. “He's quite right, you know. You're gorgeous when you're choking around me – though both of you were entirely lovely. If you feel up to a little talking, I'd like to ask how you're feeling, Jimin-ah?”

Taehyung perks up at this. “Yeah, was everything that happened okay? Anything that made you uncomfortable?”

“No, it was…” Jimin shakes his head, pausing for a couple of seconds. “Nothing was bad. I panicked a little at first, but it helped to have both of you… for you to tell me how much you liked it.”

“You understand that we did like it, very much in fact?” Seokjin asks.

“Like, the most,” Taehyung agrees.

There's a stretch of silence as Jimin considers this, chewing at his bottom lip before finally pressing a tiny kiss to Seokjin's chest and reaching out across it for Taehyung's hand. “I believe you,” he whispers. “It just might not… It might take a while to get my head wrapped around it, and… for it to feel okay right away when I get wet.”

“Of course, darling. Nobody expected one good experience to fix everything, I promise. The point is to keep having them, for us to show you through repetition that it's safe with us, and hopefully good for you as well.”

“It was, right?” Taehyung asks. “A good experience?”

Jimin nods right away. “A great experience. I hope it was for you both too?”

“Literally perfect,” Taehyung declares.

Seokjin finds himself inclined to agree, planting a little kiss atop Taehyung's head. “I couldn't have said it better myself. Yoongi-yah really is going to be so envious of you, darling.”

“Oh my god,” Jimin whines. “You two have got to stop saying that or I'm gonna die.”

Laughter erupts from Taehyung. “You're acting like we're lying, but that favorite thing of yours? It's Yoongi-hyung's favorite too – and I've seen the way he looks at your ass. Plus he loves a mess more than any of us, so when he finds out just how drenched he can get you? Poor man might perish on the spot.”

“Don't be dramatic.”

“I don't believe he is being entirely dramatic,” Seokjin says. “I have definitely heard Yoongi-yah talk more than once about how pretty your thighs are – a fact he's completely right about, I might add.”

Jimin groans. “Is your pillow talk always this bad?”

“Don't worry,” Taehyung says with a grin. “It gets much worse than this. We're just taking it easy on you since it's your first time.”

Notes:

I've got an interlude chapter coming on Wednesday before we embark on our Taehyung centered plot arc starting Sunday.

I feel like I should give a warning that we're kind of going to gloss over Taehyung's heat during our interlude chapter. While this next plot arc is centered around him, there isn't much of interest happening during his actual heat. I'm super excited to dive deeper into his character in upcoming chapters! Can't wait to see you there :D

Chapter 78: Interlude – Heat

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: omg you have no idea how fucking fast the alphas ran up to the nest the moment they got home (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Oh god (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: You and Jin-hyung washed the parts I ruined like you said you would right?

[Tae]: much to my disappointment

[Tae]: yes ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: also stating for the record that you didn't ruin anything and if you'd let me i would have kept every drop of your slick in this nest until my heat was over and i HAD to wash it

[Tae]: do you and jungkookie both just hate mess?

[Jimin]: No I'm fine with it

[Jimin]: Just felt weird about it being mine and didn't want it to stink the place up when the others got back ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: jiminie

[Tae]: you know how much me and jin-hyung liked your slick right?

[Jimin]: …

[Jimin]: Yes ( 〃▽〃)

[Tae]: i know you probably can't believe me about it right now but the alphas are going to like it EVEN MORE

[Tae]: even hobi-hyung was losing his cool when he got in here

[Tae]: and he's always the most able to control himself (^ω^)

[Jimin]: They really…

[Jimin]: I don't know what to say ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I want them to like it but it's harder with alphas and my brain is already fried today

[Tae]: that's okay

[Tae]: sorry not trying to push you too hard

[Tae]: mostly just wanted to tell you how much they loved it

[Tae]: do what you will with that information

[Jimin]: It's okay. Thank you TaeTae

[Jimin]: For everything but especially for today

[Jimin]: I had a really good time (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: so did i (´♥ω♥`)

~

[Jungkook to Jin and Taehyung]

[JK]: thank you guys for taking such good care of jiminie today

[JK]: he told me how nervous he was and how you both helped him through it

[Jin]: It was our pleasure ;-)

[Tae]: yeah that’s putting it lightly (´♥ω♥`)

[JK]: well it means a lot to him

[JK]: and to me

[JK]: he was worried about how it was going to go but i knew you guys would be able to handle the anxiety no problem

[Tae]: i appreciate your confidence

[Tae]: you were right. it really wasn’t a problem for us

[Jin]: I agree. It took a little bit of maneuvering and care, but Jimin-ah settles beautifully with the right amount of reassurance.

[JK]: yeah hes so hot when he just lets go

[Tae]: he really fucking is

[Tae]: wish you could have seen how good he looked sucking off jin-hyung (・ω<)

[Jin]: The two of you did make for quite a sight, one I’m not likely to forget anytime soon.

[JK]: god i wish i could have seen it

[JK]: or helped

[Jin]: A very enticing thought.

[Tae]: we totally should (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: god someday the three of us will have to do that for namjoon-hyung too

[Tae]: he would lose his shit

[Jin]: You’re right. I would very much like to see that.

[JK]: i like the thought of that

[JK]: like a lot

[JK]: really touching any of you that way sounds good

[Tae]: aww is somebody feeling a little lonely?

[JK]: jiminie is just in the tub so not lonely exactly

[JK]: more like looking forward to getting closer with everyone

[Jin]: We’re all very much looking forward to that with you as well, darling.

[Tae]: that’s one way to put it

[JK]: might still go see if jiminie wants company though

[Tae]: ooh we got him all worked up hyung (・ω<)

[Jin]: I believe we did.

[JK]: dont make fun of me

[JK]: not my fault youre all hot

[Tae]: have fun jungkookie

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[JK]: did taetaes heat hit him yet

[Tae]: not just yet but probably in the next couple hours

[JK]: ive got a bunch of scented stuff for you

[JK]: do you want me to leave it by the door or can i see you one more time before your heat

[Jin]: I believe you’ve got enough time for a quick visit if you hurry.

[JK]: ok leaving right now

[Tae]: (灬♥ω♥灬)

~

[Hoseok to Jungkook]

[Hobi]: i didn’t realize a quick visit meant making out with taehyungie by the front door ;)

[JK]: he just smelled so good

[JK]: and looked like he was in heat already

[JK]: i couldn’t help it

[JK]: sorry

[Hobi]: o that definitely wasn’t a complaint baby.

[Hobi]: u 2 were so hot like that.

[JK]: really

[Hobi]: is that hard 2 believe?

[JK]: not exactly

[JK]: its just that usually you dont say it really plain like that

[Hobi]: i haven’t been making u feel like i don’t find u attractive right?

[Hobi]: because i promise u nothing could be further from the truth.

[JK]: no i know you think im hot

[JK]: you talk about how much you like looking at me plenty

[JK]: especially when im umm

[Hobi]: all worked up? ;)

[JK]: yeah that

[Hobi]: what can i say? ur cute when ur all desperate.

[JK]: not that i don’t appreciate hearing that cause i really do

[Hobi]: but?

[JK]: shouldnt you be with taetae right now

[Hobi]: not yet. he needs jinnie first when his heat hits.

[Hobi]: we’ll all go in together soon 2 show him we’re here, then after the first wave we tend to rotate in and out.

[JK]: that doesnt freak him out to have you guys leave the nest

[Hobi]: not as long as we stay in the house.

[Hobi]: taehyungie benefits from lots of 1 on 1 attention during his heat.

[Hobi]: the final day he needs all of us there but otherwise he prefers just a couple of us at most. at least outside of sleeping. he definitely likes us all there for that.

[JK]: do you think hes gonna want me and jiminie to leave too

[JK]: i mean next time when we actually are there with him

[Hobi]: u think u want 2 be here for it next time? :)

[JK]: i hope so

[JK]: i know its hard to say what things will be like then for sure

[JK]: but we will have been courting for basically a year

[JK]: so i really would like to be a part of it by then

[Hobi]: obviously we would all really like that 2 honey.

[Hobi]: but if the time comes and u or jiminie decide u aren’t ready yet that will be okay 2.

[Hobi]: and for the record i think taehyungie will feel different about u 2 being there.

[JK]: you really think so

[Hobi]: i do. u 2 being omegas is just inherently different and he takes so much comfort in ur presence that it’s hard 2 imagine him not wanting at least one of u in the nest at all times.

[JK]: that would be nice

[JK]: not that i wouldnt ever wanna take care of him alone

[JK]: just that i wanna see him getting taken care of too

[JK]: especially the parts where we would all be together

[Hobi]: i don’t think anything would make him happier than all seven of us being there honey :)

[Hobi]: i should probably run though.

[Hobi]: joonie says we’re almost up

[JK]: okay bye hyung

[JK]: take good care of him

[Hobi]: we will baby. don’t u worry <3

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[JK]: everything going okay still

[Jin]: Yes, we’re doing quite well here. I think the two of you will be pleased to know that he’s thoroughly appreciated all the scented items Jungkook-ah dropped off.

[Yoongi]: He’s barely let go of that blanket for a minute.

[Jimin]: I’m so glad they’ve been helpful (●'◡'●)

[Namjoon]: Now if only we could get him to eat something too.

[Jin]: Darling, you’re supposed to be napping.

[JK]: wow all of you are here

[Yoongi]: Almost. Seok-ah is with Tae right now.

[Jimin]: How do you know which one of you is supposed to be in there? Or do you just pick an order and stick to it?

[Yoongi]: Seokjin-hyung just went to go make sure Joon-ah takes his nap, so you’re stuck with me for now. Pretty sure I can explain good enough though.

[JK]: great cause im curious too

[Yoongi]: It’s pretty fluid to be honest. Sometimes Taehyung-ah asks for who he wants, but most of the time Jin-hyung is the one who can interpret who he needs in the moment.

[Yoongi]: Joon-ah has gotten pretty good at it too.

[Jimin]: Makes sense that Jin-hyung would know with how long those two have been mated (^-^)

[Yoongi]: Yeah, he speaks fluent Tae. Kind of the same thing the two of you have going on.

[JK]: i do speak fluent jiminie for sure

[Jimin]: I would hope so. You’ve known me basically your entire life and I only have a few memories from before we were friends

[Yoongi]: How old were you guys when you met? I don’t think I’ve ever asked.

[Jimin]: I saw Kookie a few times when he was really little but we didn’t become friends until I was six and he was four (。^▽^)

[JK]: yeah mom sent me out to play and jiminie was outside too

[JK]: he taught me to do cartwheels

[Yoongi]: Shit that’s adorable. You actually remember that JK?

[JK]: a little i think

[JK]: definitely remember doing cartwheels together but not sure if it was that day or not

[JK]: either way we have basically been best friends for as long as i can remember

[Jimin]: It’s true. You told me I was your new best friend literally that day and we never looked back

[Jimin]: So I think it’s safe to say I speak fluent Kookie too

[JK]: you definitely do

[JK]: but we probably should stop distracting yoongi hyung

[Yoongi]: No worries. This was cute as hell.

[Yoongi]: Thanks for checking in.

[JK]: no problem

[JK]: miss you hyung

[Yoongi]: Yeah, I miss you both too. We all do.

[Jimin]: Miss you all too. Just a few more days and we can come right over

[Jimin]: Take good care of TaeTae (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Yoongi]: We will. Don’t worry.

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: Thank you for turning on the bedroom camera last night, Jimin-ah. I admittedly sometimes forget we have that option :-)

[Jimin]: No problem hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jin]: Oh, I didn’t expect a response so soon. It’s early for you to be awake, isn’t it darling?

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I’ve just been sleeping a little weird

[Jin]: I see. How long has this been happening?

[Jimin]: The past couple of days

[Jin]: Since Taehyung-ah’s heat began?

[Jimin]: Yeah. Honestly I’m probably thinking exactly what you are right now ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: You believe that your body is reacting to his heat?

[Jimin]: It’s normal right?

[Jin]: Perfectly, darling. We’ve all been together long enough that it’s entirely natural for your body to be well attuned to Taehyung’s. You spent plenty of time together in his preheat, so I’m sure your instincts were gearing up to take care of your mate.

[Jin]: I have to admit, that’s a very exciting development.

[Jin]: Though I do hope it isn’t distressing you.

[Jimin]: Not so bad. Just a little anxiety I guess

[Jimin]: Plus the restless sleep

[Jin]: And how do you feel about the change itself?

[Jimin]: What do you mean?

[Jin]: As I understand it, you’ve likely only ever experienced this sort of attunement with Jungkook-ah. I’m curious how you’re feeling about it.

[Jimin]: Honestly…

[Jimin]: It just feels natural. Not really what I’ve been thinking about mostly

[Jin]: What have you been thinking about then?

[Jimin]: Do you even have time for this? I don’t want to eat up your morning (・_・;)

[Jin]: I have plenty of time right now, Jimin-ah. The others are still asleep and I have a while before Taehyung-ah wakes and needs all of us for the final day of his heat. Please, tell me what’s on your mind.

[Jimin]: What is TaeTae like?

[Jimin]: In heat I mean

[Jin]: Utterly lovely, though I’m not sure that’s exactly what you mean.

[Jimin]: Not exactly ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: Are you wondering more about his quirks? Or perhaps how he carries himself?

[Jimin]: Something like that

[Jin]: He’s much quieter in heat than he is normally. While he’ll answer questions and occasionally make requests, he spends much of his heat nonverbal. We may have already told you, but he hardly eats at all once his heat hits him. I’ve tried sneaking him more nutrition in the form of liquids, but he’s put off by nearly everything that isn’t water.

[Jimin]: So he doesn’t eat for days? (;●_●)

[Jin]: Essentially, yes. He might accept a bite or two of food each day, but that’s about the best we can hope for.

[Jin]: It’s much less distressing now than it used to be. We feed him up before his heat and immediately after.

[Jimin]: But it used to stress you out a lot?

[Jin]: For the first few years, yes. Joon-ah especially had a hard time accepting that there’s very little to be done about it.

[Jimin]: How about TaeTae? Does he seem bothered by it?

[Jin]: Not in the slightest. He does get a bit faint at times, but the few bites he accepts along with the occasional sip of something with electrolytes is enough to carry him through.

[Jin]: Are you specifically interested in difficulties experienced during his heats?

[Jimin]: A little

[Jin]: At this point we have the process pretty established, and it’s hard to think of it as anything more than an absolute delight. He’s as emotional as any other omega in heat, but we know how to keep him feeling comfortable and safe.

[Jin]: And to be entirely honest, I enjoy him when his emotions are intense like this.

[Jin]: Are you open to discussing where your interest in this is coming from? :-)

[Jimin]: Just curious I guess. I don’t know what me and Kookie will do for our next heats yet but I suppose I was just trying to figure out where we fall on the difficulty spectrum

[Jin]: You’re worried that we won’t be up to the task of caring for the two of you?

[Jimin]: More worried about umm… like expecting too much? (〃ー〃)

[Jin]: I see. Do you both have difficult heats? Is there a particular issue you’re concerned about?

[Jimin]: It’s not a big deal. We don’t have to figure this out now. Sorry

[Jin]: You have nothing to apologize for, darling. I’m asking questions because I would genuinely like to hear the answers.

[Jin]: Consider me less worried about finding solutions at this point, and more interested in understanding your concerns so I can begin to think about them in earnest.

[Jin]: I would very much like to know more, Jimin-ah :-)

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: I’m not really worried about Kookie. He’s wonderful in heat. Just needs lots of praise and affection

[Jin]: And your heats? I know we haven’t discussed them in detail, but there have been some hints that they aren’t easy for you.

[Jimin]: They’re fine for me. I just feel bad for Kookie

[Jin]: What difficulties do they present for him? With how close your cycles are, I’m sure the tail end of your heat is a little harder with him already in preheat, though that isn’t something you would have to worry about with us.

[Jimin]: I definitely feel bad about that part too but I just…

[Jimin]: I get so rejection sensitive. Kookie can’t leave the nest without me for even a moment. I need a lot of reassurance and… There’s this thing that happens sometimes when I slip too deep into heat

[Jimin]: Like I let go for a while and then I realize how needy I am or how much I’m begging and I sort of panic (〃ー〃)

[Jin]: What does that panic look like for you?

[Jimin]: Crying and apologizing

[Jimin]: Begging Kookie not to go

[Jimin]: I don’t always remember it but sometimes it makes him cry too and I always remember it then (´;︵;`)

[Jin]: May I make an observation?

[Jimin]: Sure

[Jin]: You said your heats are ‘fine’ for you, but that doesn’t sound any more pleasant for you than it would be for Jungkook.

[Jimin]: Maybe a little I guess

[Jimin]: Easier to worry about him

[Jin]: A pattern of behavior I would love to talk more about with you someday.

[Jin]: For now, I’ll keep us focused on the matter at hand:

[Jin]: When you are willing to discuss what a heat shared with us might entail, I’d like to assure you that we’ll have no trouble looking after you through any of that.

[Jin]: In fact, it doesn’t dampen my desire to share your heat with you in the slightest.

[Jimin]: Really? You want that?

[Jin]: Completely. I’m very much looking forward to that day coming, darling. Even if difficulties did arise, it would make me so incredibly happy to be someone you trusted with them.

[Jimin]: Thank you, hyung

[Jimin]: That definitely makes me a little less worried ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: I’m so happy to hear that, and I’m certain that we could offer you just as much comfort in your heat as we did when you suppressed your last one.

[Jimin]: That sounds really nice

[Jin]: For me as well. Thank you for taking the time to talk to me about this. You have no idea how glad I am to know that you’re thinking about it.

[Jin]: And I won’t be the only one happy to know it either.

[Jimin]: TaeTae?

[Jin]: All of us, Jimin-ah.

[Jin]: When you’re ready to discuss it, of course. I have no intention of rushing you.

[Jimin]: Thank you. I just want to think about it more first ( 〃▽〃)

[Jin]: Of course. It’s a rather large leap to consider. Please take all the time you need.

[Jimin]: I really do appreciate this hyung („• ֊ •„)

[Jimin]: I should go get ready for the day

[Jimin]: Take good care of TaeTae

[Jin]: Absolutely. We’ll see you two tomorrow?

[Jimin]: Can’t wait ♡

Notes:

On Sunday we're heading right into our next plot arc, where we're going to spend a lot more time with Taehyung :D

Chapter 79: Descent

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It's been a few days since Taehyungie's heat ended, and Hoseok just can't shake the feeling that something isn't right.

Normally things being a little weird after Taehyung's heat is normal. Everyone is tired, and Taehyungie needs a bit of time to rest before he feels like himself again. This time is different. Hoseok just can't pin down exactly why. It takes a little bit for him to even narrow it down to just Taehyung. All the others are tired, but they're not acting strange. Taehyungie though…

It's just little things, small enough that they wouldn't even register if they weren't all happening at once. The first clue is that he's not quite as ravenous as he usually is by the time his heat ends. Jinnie and Yoongi cook, and Taehyungie eats – but there's food left on his plate at every meal, even the ones where they're having his favorite things. He hasn't even asked for dessert once since his heat ended, and when Jin offers ice cream one night, there's no spark of true desire behind his eyes when he agrees.

Plus there's something off about his scent. It's there, but it's not right. Maybe Hoseok is coming down with a cold or something, because he can pick up on the sweetness of Taehyung's scent without a problem, but the maple part of it feels almost… muted? It's strange, and subtle enough that if he wasn't looking for irregularities in the first place, he probably wouldn't have even noticed.

He needs to find Jin.

The beta has been busy ever since Taehyungie's heat ended, taking all sorts of meetings to work through some big set of financial documents for a deal with his parents. It makes finding a good time a bit of a challenge, but Hoseok manages to catch him just as he's getting home that evening, cornering him in the foyer.

Jin smiles when he sees Hoseok, giving him a little nod and then leaning down to untie his shoes. “Hello, darling. How has your day been?”

“Nothing exciting. Do you have a few minutes?”

That's all it takes to have Jin's gaze snapping back up to meet Hoseok's as he slips out of his shoes and jacket. “Is this something we can discuss while I prepare dinner?”

“I was thinking something more private, but it shouldn't take long.”

“Alright. I'm in rather desperate need of a change of clothes and a shower. Come upstairs with me?”

Hoseok agrees, following Jin up to his bedroom and shutting the door behind them. “So, I think something is up with Taehyungie,” he says, taking a seat on Namjoon's side of the bed while Jin walks over to his dresser and begins looking for fresh clothes. “Have you noticed anything?”

Jin gives a thoughtful hum as he digs through his drawers. “His appetite isn’t what it should be, but I don’t believe that’s anything to be alarmed about. Still, I haven’t been home as much as I’d like these past few days, so I may have missed something. What have you been noticing?”

“Definitely the appetite first, and the fact that he hasn’t gone looking for dessert once. He didn’t even look all that happy about his ice cream the other night and… I don’t know. He just doesn’t feel as… energetic, maybe? It’s possible he’s just tired and I’m overthinking it.”

Clothes in hand, Jin walks over to the bed and sits beside Hoseok. “I don’t believe you would have felt the need to talk like this if that were the case. Why don’t you tell me what else you’ve noticed? Allow me to have all the facts before you begin to doubt yourself, love.”

Hoseok lets out a sigh. “It’s kind of small, but his scent feels… muted? Like still sugary, but it’s harder to smell the maple? I’m not sure. It’s not something I’ve ever noticed on him before.”

“His scent… I see. If that’s the case, then I can make a very good educated guess about what’s happening. You’re right to be concerned, though there’s a chance it clears up on its own as well.”

“Enlighten me? I don’t remember him ever smelling like that before. Is it something new to me?”

“Yes, I believe you were buried in a job the last time he started to slip. You know he’s prone to occasional bouts of depression?”

Hoseok’s heart sinks. Did poor Taehyungie go through a period of depression without him even noticing? What kind of mate is he, that he would miss something like that so completely? Why didn’t anyone tell him? Why–

“Darling,” Jin says, resting a hand on Hoseok’s knee. “It’s alright. He never actually had that last episode, just spent a couple of weeks on the cusp and then was back to normal. It was a lot of what you’re describing now – very subtle signs that are easy to miss if you aren’t looking for them. The peculiar scent is the only constant I’ve picked out, so it’s the best predictor of a potential episode I have at this point. Either way, you missed it because you were busy, just like I’ve missed these last few days because I’ve been busy. Please extend yourself some of the same kindness I’m sure you’re willing to offer me. You can’t see everything.”

Rather than worry about what kindness he is and is not willing to give himself, Hoseok opts to plan for the future instead. “What do we do? Anything that can help deter it? What should I expect?”

The avoidance is probably obvious, but Jinnie doesn’t press him.

“I’ll bring Joon-ah and Yoongi-yah up to speed, just so they know to watch for things getting worse. I’m not certain to what extent our actions can deter an episode from happening, but I usually try to treat it just the same as I would if he was already in the thick of it. Give him plenty of opportunities to connect, help him accomplish things he wants to do, celebrate any success you can with him, and try to help him get back in touch with his desires. Remember that it will pass, and remind him of that too sometimes. The fact that you haven’t gone through this with us yet is a testament to his progress.”

Jin begins working at the buttons to his shirt as soon as he’s finished speaking, and Hoseok tries very hard to stay focused. “...Okay. And what does him being ‘in the thick of it’ actually look like?”

Knowing the ways to help is great, but he’d like at least some idea of what he’s in for. The alpha part of his brain is already getting uncomfortable with the thought of his omega in any sort of pain, and being able to prepare could help him keep that in check.

“It’s hard to say. In a lot of ways, it looks how you would expect depression to – fatigue, a lack of desire for most things, little pleasure from activities that normally bring him joy – but it’s different every time. Sometimes it’s rooted in a particular past trauma that colors the entire experience, and other times more general trauma. Occasionally, there’s no elevated trauma response present at all,” Jin answers, slipping out of his shirt and beginning to work on his pants.

Hoseok doesn’t like this uncertainty. He’s a good planner for a reason, and while accounting for variability is part of that, this just leaves him feeling… afloat – subject to the waves and tides with nothing to plot his course. It shouldn’t bother him this much. Normally he does well at handling this sort of thing. He’s socially adaptable, right? That’s kind of integral to who he is, isn’t it? So why is he struggling so much to make a plan for how to move forward with this? Why can’t he just–

Ugh. Nevermind. He knows why things are harder right now.

He's still not over the last job he did for his parents. It's less the job itself and more trying to figure out what to do with the conversation he and Jimin had, the one about just whose future his parents have worked so hard to secure. For all the hours he's spent thinking himself in circles about it, he really should have made some meaningful progress, but he's got nothing. He doesn't know what to do, doesn't know if it changes anything even if his parents are just using him. Part of him feels like they're entitled to, even if he hates it. What else would he even do with his life?

Taehyung's heat was the perfect thing to distract him, but now he's back to feeling stuck. He really needs to–

“Hoseok-ah.” Jin's soft voice drags Hoseok back to the present where he finds his mate standing in front of him, shirt gone and his pants unbuttoned as he reaches out to tilt Hoseok's chin up. “Join me? I don't know what's on your mind, and we don't have to talk about it if you would prefer not to, but I'd love for you to allow me to fuss over you anyways. Let me wash your hair?”

As hard as Hoseok tries to respond, his thoughts still stutter to a halt as his gaze drags up Jin's chest toward his face. He’s gorgeous, built so broad and handsome and standing there just on the edge of undressing – it’s a lot to take in.

Jin seems to find this amusing. “Something wrong, darling?” he asks, a smile spreading across his face.

“Hold on, you're… You can't look like that, ask me if I want to get in the shower with you, and then expect me to form complete sentences right away.”

“Is that a yes to the shower?”

“Yeah, it definitely is.”

Jin's smile widens and he leans in closer, pressing one slow little kiss to Hoseok's lips before pulling back just the slightest. “And the talking?”

“One thing at a time,” Hoseok says, letting out a laugh. “Gotta get my head on straight before anything, though I'm not sure getting you naked and wet is going to help.”

“I suppose we'll just have to find out, won't we?”

~~

Jinnie and Joonie definitely have the nicest shower in the house, with multiple shower heads and a little control panel that Hoseok has never taken the time to fully investigate. To be fair, most of the time if he's showering up here, his mind is somewhere else entirely – kind of like it is now.

As soon as they make it to the bathroom, Jin pulls out his phone and sends a text to Yoongi. “Just asking him to handle dinner,” he explains, setting the phone aside and then starting to work on the buttons of Hoseok's shirt. “Admittedly, I'd rather not rush. It's rare I get to do this for anyone besides Taehyung-ah.”

Contrary to what Hoseok expects, it's actually relatively easy to keep his head out of the gutter. Jinnie looks stunning standing under the water – of course he does – but the energy in this moment is much more intimate than it is sexual. There's a sense of peace in all the easy touches and the sound of the water drowning out any other noise.

Jin seems intent on spoiling him, though Hoseok knows this is as much of a treat for Jin as it is for him, so he indulges his mate's every whim. It feels nice too. Having his scalp massaged as Jinnie works shampoo into his hair is already enough to have him feeling relaxed, not to mention how soothing it is to have the rest of him scrubbed down with gentle touches and the occasional kiss pecked onto his cheek. Once his hair is full of conditioner, Jin even lets him return the favor. Hoseok likes it better this way, getting to give care back when he receives it.

His mind is still turning.

He tries to shut it off, but that's never been something he was all that good at. He's imagining (for probably the hundredth time this week) what it might be like to tell his parents he won't do their work anymore. It's easy enough to form a clear picture. He knows every guilt trip they would lay on him, every minute detail of how he owes them for the life he has now.

If Jinnie can tell his mind wanders sometimes, he doesn't say anything. Hoseok knows that Jin would want to talk about it, to help – but it's a door he's terrified to open. Right now those thoughts are just in his head, but if he says them to another person…

Who is he even kidding? It's not like it will make them any more real than they already are, or that it's going to plague him any more deeply. He knows that Jin just wants to feel like Hoseok trusts him, so why can't he give that to him? Again, his mind is drawn back to that conversation with Jimin, though this time it's the part near the end – where they had agreed to try together, to open up.

He wants to be more open, but that means he actually has to try. Can he do that now? Just open his mouth and say something?

His hands go still in Jin’s hair.

“Darling?” Jin asks, gentle voice cutting through the sound of falling water. “Are you alright?” Thankfully, he doesn’t turn around, just stays there with his back to Hoseok and his hair only half lathered with shampoo until Hoseok’s hands start moving again.

“I’ve been thinking about my family,” Hoseok admits, his heart in his throat as he searches for the right words to express the storm brewing in his mind. “Ever since that last job – since talking to Jiminie – I just… I’m uncertain about the future. I don’t know how long I can keep doing jobs that take so much out of me, but I also don’t want to disappoint them. All I’ve done is think myself in circles.”

Silence falls between them as Hoseok rubs at Jin’s scalp, glad for the physical distraction helping him to stay grounded. He also appreciates that Jin doesn’t jump to answer immediately. It makes him feel like his mate can see the complexity of the problem, like he doesn’t just think Hoseok is an idiot who can’t figure this out.

Eventually, Jinnie does speak up, though it’s not to offer some sort of unrealistically simple answer to Hoseok’s problem. Instead, it’s a question. “Did Jimin-ah say something to make you question your relationship with your parents, or was this something you were thinking about before?”

“It was Jiminie. He… He asked me if molding me into a thief was something I asked my parents for. Told me that maybe it wasn’t my future they had worked so hard to secure.”

God, saying it out loud like that is…

He needs a minute.

“Rinse,” Hoseok instructs, guiding Jin’s head under the spray of water and gently scrubbing all the shampoo out of his hair. He takes his time and Jin stays silent for the duration, allowing him his space without a bit of fuss. After a minute or so, he feels a bit less off balance.

Finally freed from the spray, Jin turns around to fix Hoseok with a fond little smile and leans down for a kiss. It’s not what Hoseok expects, but it feels much easier than talking. Between the warm water sliding down their bodies and the slow but insistent motions of Jin’s mouth against his, he can’t help but start to relax. Jinnie doesn’t rush either, one hand resting on Hoseok’s hip, thumb rubbing little circles into the skin as he licks lazily into Hoseok’s mouth.

When they do eventually break away, Hoseok is nearly dizzy with all the warm affection blooming in his chest, pressing a series of pecks against Jin’s scent gland to try and communicate just how much he adores him, how thankful he is for all of the space Jin is giving his confession.

“You know,” Jin eventually says, nosing at Hoseok’s scent gland and holding him close. “Regardless of where the circles you’re thinking in lead you, I think it’s very worth considering. I understand it’s not a problem with a simple solution, and that you’ll likely have to give it quite a bit of thought, but I’d like to encourage you to take all the time you need.”

“Not looking to weigh in?”

“I wasn’t under the impression you were looking for suggestions.”

Is he looking for suggestions? He knows what Yoongi and Taehyung would say. Namjoon and Jin feel a little less easy to guess about. He isn’t completely sure what they would suggest – but does it really matter when he can’t do anything either way?

“We should get conditioner in your hair,” Hoseok mumbles instead of answering.

Jin doesn’t make a fuss, just turns around and allows Hoseok to focus on his hair, then on his body. It felt really nice to have Jin be so thorough and gentle with him earlier, so it only seems right to try and return the favor. Plus it doesn’t hurt that it gives him more time to think about his answer.

The hell with it.

As he finishes up and Jin turns back to face him, he asks, “If I was looking for suggestions, what would you say?”

There's not a moment of hesitation from Jin.

“That I believe your parents abuse your willingness to help with almost every job they have you do, and that they need you far more than you need them. That being said, I understand how personal family is, and I have no interest in making decisions about it for you. You will have my support no matter what you decide, or when you decide it.”

Hoseok isn’t sure what to say at first. It’s not the answer he expected – nothing like it really. Definitely the sort of matter-of-fact words he would expect to hear from Jin, but with none of the judgment or pressure he was dreading. Still, ‘abuse your willingness to help’ is heavy enough that he’ll probably need to chew on it alone for a while before he can process it.

Jin doesn’t seem surprised by the way Hoseok pulls him into an embrace, or by the gently whispered, “Thank you, hyung,” that falls from his lips.

He simply hugs Hoseok back and presses a kiss over his scent gland. “Of course, darling. Take all the time you need. I love you.”

“I love you too.”

They stay like that for quite a while, Hoseok’s mind gone pleasantly blank after Jin’s words pushed his thoughts straight into overwhelming territory, roaring loud between his ears before burning out and leaving nothing in their wake. He can deal with them later. Like Jinnie said, he’s got as much time as he needs – and Taehyungie might benefit more from his attention than he will himself.

As strange as it seems, he does feel better.

*******

Namjoon doesn't know what wakes him up.

He should be exhausted. Taehyung's heat may have ended a few days ago, but catching up on the work he missed in that time has kept him from sleeping in enough to truly recover yet. Still, he finds himself perfectly awake in the small hours of the night, Jin fast asleep beside him and Taehyung's scent almost entirely gone from the room.

While Taehyung had come to bed with them earlier, it's not unusual for him to wake up in the middle of the night and go crawl into someone else's bed, especially if he's hoping for late night cuddles from Yoongi. There's nothing particularly alarming about it, and yet Namjoon knows he's too alert to fall back asleep right now. Maybe a hot cup of tea will help soothe whatever woke him up. He doesn't have a single meeting tomorrow morning, so he would very much like to take advantage and get all the rest he can.

Of course, he's still looking for Taehyung's scent on the way down to the kitchen for tea. Jin had informed him just yesterday that some of the early warning signs for a depressive episode are there, so Namjoon has tried to be extra attentive. It's been a long time since the last bad episode Taehyung had – years, actually – and the last time Jin warned him that the signs were there, nothing happened. It's definitely got him hopeful that they will get that lucky this time too.

The last time was… difficult.

Poor Taehyung spent nearly two entire months feeling empty and sad, the spark gone from his eyes as he shuffled from task to task with no joy at all. He'd been plagued with nightmares through the worst of it, waking up sobbing more nights than not – and shooting up with a scream on three separate occasions. Namjoon, Yoongi, and Jin did their best to help (and Jin assures them that they did help), but in the end it felt more like a waiting game than anything.

The whole experience was incredibly difficult for Namjoon. He hates to complain when he knows it must have been a hundred times worse for Taehyung, but he also knows it's important to acknowledge his own feelings, and there's no denying that it absolutely crushed him to know his omega was hurting so badly. It didn't help that they were incredibly busy back then either, working so hard to get their operation off the ground that Namjoon felt like he hardly slept.

God, his mind is really going right now. It's far too late for this.

He shuffles his way to the kitchen, tired and yet inexplicably alert. There's no maple on the air anywhere, so wherever Taehyung has gone to sleep, it must have been quite a while ago. He debates turning on the kitchen light, but reasons that it will probably only wake him up more if he does that, so instead he carefully makes his way over to the counter and sets his phone on top of it, screen up and unlocked to gently illuminate the room.

At first, he doesn't notice anything except for the smell of sugar, though a quick peek around the kitchen doesn't reveal anything that looks like baking has been done recently. Weird… but not a problem for his cup of tea at least. He fills up their electric kettle and sets it to boil, then turns around to grab his phone while he waits.

It's then that he notices it. One of their island cupboards is slightly ajar – and Jin is far too picky about his kitchen to have left it that way. Still, Namjoon assumes someone (probably Yoongi) must have just been up doing some cooking after he and Jin went to bed, so he gives it a gentle push with his foot.

It won't close, almost like there’s something in the way.

Intrigued now, Namjoon leaves his phone on the counter and opens the cupboard door to figure out what the problem is.

It takes him a minute to make sense of what he's seeing. He can't help but notice how strong the scent of sugar is inside. The little bit of light from his phone catches shining metal on one side of the cupboard where all of Jin's mixing bowls and various extra pots have been piled messily. The other side appears to be filled by a bundle of… fabric? Maybe a sack of some kind? Or at least it looks that way until Namjoon leans in close enough to make out a hand wrapped around what looks like one of Hoseok's plushies.

It’s Taehyung, smelling nothing like maple at all and curled up in the cupboard with his knees tucked to his chest, a stuffed animal in his arms, and his face hidden from sight – probably buried in the plushie. He doesn’t stir at all with the cupboard door open, so he’s very likely asleep. All of this can only mean one thing: that Taehyung has had a particularly nasty nightmare, the kind that basically guarantees he’s slipped right into one of his depressive episodes.

Namjoon’s heart lurches in his chest. How long has the poor thing been like this?

He gets down onto the cold floor, and very gently reaches out to touch what he thinks is Taehyung’s shoulder. The last thing he wants to do right now is frighten him, so he keeps his voice quiet and his movements soft and slow. “Taehyung-ah? Can you wake up for hyung? This isn’t a good place for sleeping, pup.”

After a few seconds Taehyung stirs, lifting his head a few inches until it brushes the top of the cupboard, then turning until Namjoon can just see his eyes shining behind the mess of black curls in his face. “Joonie-hyung?” His voice comes out soft, fingers spreading wide over the plushie before gripping it tighter. “Hurts,” he whines, just loud enough to be heard.

“What hurts, baby? Can you come out and show me?”

“My…” Taehyung pauses, body shifting just a little inside of the cupboard. “All of it.”

“Come here, love,” Namjoon offers again, opening his arms in clear invitation. “Let me help, please?”

Finally, Taehyung starts to make his way out, and Namjoon backs up to give him room to do it, watching him slowly slip free one limb at a time until he’s sitting cross-legged on the kitchen floor, plushie still clutched to his chest. A couple of seconds later, he starts stretching out his arms, rotating his shoulders with a pained whimper and then moving onto his legs.

Eventually, he looks up at Namjoon, about to speak, when suddenly Namjoon’s phone screen turns off and plunges them into darkness. “Hyung?” Taehyung whimpers.

Namjoon reaches out for him immediately, finding one of his hands and giving it a squeeze. “Just my phone turning off. Everything is okay, pup. Here…” It takes a couple of seconds of fumbling with his free hand, but he does eventually find his phone and pull it down so he can unlock it again, illuminating Taehyung’s frowning face. Namjoon desperately wants to know what drove his poor omega into the cupboard in the first place, but he needs to get him safe and comfortable before he can figure that out. “Do you need to stand, baby? Or do you just want hyung to carry you to the couch?”

“Need to stand,” Taehyung answers, voice small. “Wanna stay with you.”

“You can stay with me, I promise. I was just making a cup of tea, so you can stand while I finish up, okay?” After a few seconds, Taehyung nods and allows Namjoon to help him up. “There you go. You should try to stretch just a little, pup. I don’t know how long you were in there, but you probably need it.”

Another few seconds pass, and then Namjoon is being handed the plushie (a large stuffed owl wearing a knitted scarf) to hold while Taehyung gingerly stretches his arms above his head, shoulders and back popping with the movement. It’s a relief to watch him move around, no matter how slow he takes it. Either way it means he’s okay.

With the stretching done, Taehyung takes his plushie from Namjoon and then comes right in for a hug, nosing at Namjoon’s scent gland with a little whine. “Feels bad, hyung,” he mumbles.

“What feels bad?”

Everything.”

“How about physically, love? Do you need a doctor?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “No. M’not sick, just bad.”

“Oh, baby, I’m so sorry you feel this way. Let me get you a cup of tea and then you can tell me why you were in the cupboard. Do you want something to eat?”

“I don’t know,” Taehyung says with a shrug. “Nothing sounds good.”

Namjoon decides his best option is just to work quickly, so he shuffles the two of them around the kitchen as he gets another cup and a bag of tea, then digs in the snack cupboard until he finds some crackers. At least this way, he’ll have something if Taehyung does decide he’s hungry enough to eat. It’s a bit of a production, working with Taehyung wrapped around him – but he wants to keep the omega close, so it’s a sacrifice he’s more than willing to make.

“Can you follow me to the living room?” Namjoon asks, pressing a kiss into Taehyung’s hair and trying not to focus on how wrong it is not being able to smell maple on him. “Otherwise I can carry you and just come back for our tea once I get you comfortable?”

“S’fine, I can walk.”

Namjoon is sure to keep pace with Taehyung, unwilling to risk losing him in the dark trek to the living room. Once they make it, he turns on one of their lamps to its dimmest settings and focuses on getting Taehyung on the couch with him and pulled in for cuddles. It’s not hard. Taehyung doesn’t fuss about anything, letting Namjoon arrange the two of them with Taehyung tucked comfortably against his side, their tea well within reach for when it’s cool enough to drink.

“There, this is much better. Are you cold, pup? I can grab a blanket if you need?”

Taehyung just shakes his head.

“Alright, can you tell me why you were in the cupboard?” All the question earns him is a shrug, so he presses on, trying to be more specific. “You came to bed with Jin and I. Did something wake you up? It looks like whatever it was sent you to Hoseok’s room, huh?” He pats the head of the stuffed owl still wrapped in Taehyung’s arms.

That earns him a little more of a response.

“Hobi-hyung was asleep, so I just grabbed this guy instead.”

“Did you want to sleep with Hoseok?”

Again, Taehyung shrugs. “Just wanted something. I thought maybe cuddles, but I didn’t want to wake anyone up… Then I tried to go have a snack, but nothing sounded good and everything felt bad. Didn’t want to cry on the floor.”

Poor thing.

“So you went in the cupboard? Were you afraid?” That strange sugar scent rolling off Taehyung goes almost burnt at the question, and Namjoon immediately pulls him into his lap, nosing at his scent gland and pressing a few soft pecks to the skin. “It’s alright, Taehyung-ah. I’ve got you. Nothing is going to hurt you when I’m taking care of you, baby.”

“Didn’t want to get in trouble,” Taehyung whispers, scent only evening out by a little as he nestles in more and starts taking deep breaths.

Namjoon just guides him even closer to his scent gland, encouraging the behavior as best he can. “There you go, pup. As much as you need. I’m not going anywhere, and you're never going to be in trouble here.”

He lets silence fall between them for a while.

If poor Taehyung is worrying about being in trouble, that’s a pretty clear signpost that his head isn’t exactly in the present moment. This is far from the first time. The abuse he suffered at the hands of his parents was both long term and incredibly extensive, so Namjoon is no stranger to seeing him slip back into those memories. Not like that makes it any easier to see his precious omega hurting and frightened.

They have a procedure for things like this, the moments where Taehyung slips back into trauma-space. Calm him down, make sure he feels safe, and then find Jin. The rest of them can (and have) helped, but Jin is by far the expert for navigating the tricky parts of trauma and helping Taehyung remember where he is – that he’s safe with them.

So that's exactly what Namjoon does.

He knows it isn't even a question whether or not Jin would want to be woken up for this. When Jin asks to be involved in something, he means it, so Namjoon cradles Taehyung with one arm and uses his free hand to slowly tap out a couple of texts.

[Namjoon to Jin]

[Namjoon]: Need you in the living room.

[Namjoon]: I've got Taehyung.

~

It's barely a minute before Namjoon hears footsteps on the stairs, and judging by the way Taehyung goes tense in Namjoon's arms, he hears them too.

“It's alright, pup. Just Jin coming down to take care of you too.”

“Don't have to,” Taehyung mumbles, sugar scent starting to go burnt again as he buries his face further in Namjoon's neck.

Jin is already making his way across the living room, looking completely alert as his gaze fixes intently on the two of them. (If Namjoon had been the one to get that text, he'd definitely be in a panic right about now, so he finds Jin's calmness impressive.)

A few minor changes to Namjoon’s expression combined with a glance or two at Taehyung helps him to communicate the broad strokes of what's happening, as well as that Jin will likely want to make the first move as soon as his opening comes. Namjoon pitches his voice just a little bit louder, trying to give Jin his opportunity, as well as let him know where they're at in this discussion. “I know we don't have to take care of you, sweet thing. We just really, really want to, okay? Oh, and there he is now. Do you wanna say hi to Jin?”

By the time Jin is in front of them, Taehyung is just managing to raise his head, a little timid as he turns and peers up at Jin, giving a shy little, “Hi, hyung.”

Immediately, Jin moves in closer. He sits down right beside Namjoon and leans in, reaching out slowly to cup Taehyung's cheek, swiping the hair out of his face. “Well hello, darling. Is my poor baby hurting?”

Taehyung nods just once. “It all feels bad, hyung.”

“Oh, you poor thing. It's been a while since it was like this, hasn't it?”

“Not long enough.”

“No, I'm sure not. Can you tell me what happened, darling?”

Jin coos and awws as Taehyung works through the story of his evening (with support from Namjoon whenever he starts to go non-verbal). It's not really any more detailed than the account he gave Namjoon, at least until he nears the end.

“I see, so that's how you got your fluffy little companion here,” Jin says, giving a little pat to the stuffed owl in Taehyung's arms. “And when you couldn't find a snack, you…?”

“Took a nap?” Taehyung answers, looking up at Namjoon uncertainly.

“Yes, in the kitchen cupboard,” Namjoon clarifies. “That's where I found him when I came down for a cup of tea.”

The change in Jin's expression at this is so small that Namjoon is sure nobody else would have noticed. It's just the tiniest bit of a frown at the left corner of his mouth, but it practically screams to Namjoon – a clear indication of just how distressing Jin finds this news.

“I see,” Jin says slowly. “Do you think you can tell me why you decided to sleep there?”

Taehyung gives a little shrug, though his scent tips almost immediately toward that burnt sugar again. “Small. Safe. Was crying so I didn’t want…” His voice cracks and he trails off, reaching out for Jin with a whine.

“Come here, love,” Jin says, opening up his arms and allowing Tae to crawl up into his lap, arms wrapped around Jin’s neck and his face buried in his neck. “There you go. It’s alright, we’ve got you. Joon-ah and I would never ever let anything happen to you. Can you tell me, darling, are you having the nightmares again?”

There are a few seconds of silence broken only by the tiny sniffling sounds coming from Taehyung as his shoulders start to tremble. “Hyung,” he whispers, just barely audible. “I don’t want to do this.”

Namjoon’s heart wrenches in his chest.

Jin rubs a hand up and down Taehyung’s back, squeezing him close with his other arm. “I know, love. I’m very sorry, but I promise you that it will end, that we’ll help you get through it just like every time before.”

“I thought I was better,” Taehyung says through his obvious tears. “But what if I never get better? What if it’s just this for the rest of my life until I die and–”

“I promise you it won’t be,” Jin answers.

Namjoon scoots closer and wraps his arm around Taehyung’s back too. “And you are so much better, pup. You’ve come so far and done so much healing, and we’re incredibly proud of you.”

“But I… Everything was fine. We’ve got Hobi-hyung, Jungkookie, and Jiminie now – and our pack is the best it’s ever been. I had a good heat. Everyone took care of me so well and… I did everything right, so why?”

“There might not be an answer to that,” Jin says. “You’re right that you haven’t done anything wrong, but sometimes you don’t have to. There are times where these things just happen, regardless of how happy you felt before.”

“S’not fair.”

“You’re right, darling. It isn’t fair.”

“What if… What if Jiminie and Jungkookie see me like this and think they don’t make me happy? I want them to stay. What if they hate me like this and–”

“They won’t, pup,” Namjoon coos, leaning up to press a kiss to the nape of Taehyung’s neck. “They both adore you no matter what, and they’ll want to take care of you just as much as the rest of us do.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I think we do, love,” Jin says. “I’m pretty sure there’s nothing in the world you could do to make Jimin-ah or Jungkook-ah dislike you. They’ve both been smitten with you from the very start.”

Taehyung just sniffles and lets out a tiny, “Maybe… I don’t know.”

It takes a lot of coaxing and reassurances – and plenty of tears – but they do eventually manage to calm Taehyung down enough to fall asleep in Jin’s arms.

Namjoon can't help but be glad for the break. Of course he wants to be there for Taehyung every moment that he's needed, but the chance to wrap his head around what's happening is sorely needed at this point. He had really hoped that poor Taehyung wouldn't have to go through one of these episodes again. It’s so difficult to see him like this, afraid and unsure in a way he almost never is when he’s feeling like himself.

“I believe he’s tired himself out,” Jin whispers. “We should get him up to bed.”

“Yeah, I'll get things cleaned up down here quick. See you in a minute?”

Jin gives one little nod, picking Taehyung up and heading for the stairs while Namjoon lags behind, cleaning up the remnants of his tea and shutting off all of the lights. It gives him a few extra moments to brace for what's to come. They'll need a plan, to communicate with Yoongi and Hoseok come morning, then to explain things to Jimin and Jungkook. He's nervous, but at least there's six of them this time. More opportunities for Taehyung to connect, more people to prove just how different things are now, how safe and adored he is.

And maybe… just maybe, seeing Taehyung so vulnerable will make Jimin and Jungkook feel safer about sharing their own vulnerabilities. He likes the idea of that – something positive coming from all of this pain – and he knows Taehyung would be glad for that too.

Still, that's for the future. Right now, they just have to put one foot in front of the other and hope for the best.

They don't talk much when Namjoon gets back up to the bedroom, just a few whispered words about discussing this with everyone in the morning. Taehyung thankfully sleeps through all of it, clinging to Jin for comfort even as he sleeps, face buried in his neck.

Tomorrow. They'll figure this all out tomorrow, once they've had some rest.

Notes:

Poor Tae's got it rough at the moment. Next Sunday we'll take a look at how hard things get for him (with plenty of comfort to be had), and start laying out a plan for recovery. We wont spend too long in the absolute depths of depression, but there will be plenty of time dedicated to what it's like for him to claw his way out of those dark places.

Chapter 80: A Long Way Down

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

There’s plenty to do when Seokjin wakes up. Preparations need to be made, conversations need to be had, and he needs to center himself.

It’s been a long time since Taehyung has slipped so far so fast, and for Namjoon to have found him in the cupboard… It doesn’t bode well. While Seokjin’s question last night about whether Taehyung was having the nightmares again went unanswered, it’s not too much of a stretch to assume he is. Hiding in small spaces is one of his most direct signs that he’s slipping into the old coping methods he learned during the worst of his abuse.

Disappearing, making himself small, hiding his feelings – all ways to close himself off from the people who wanted to hurt him.

Taehyung’s nightmares didn’t start in earnest until his parents were dead. Seokjin’s guess is that once they were gone and Taehyung was safe, his mind finally allowed him to begin processing what had happened. There were so many nights in those early years that he woke up sobbing or crying out, and even more where he would wake up silently and go shut himself in Seokjin’s tiny bathroom closet to sleep.

Part of him wonders if this is just a natural cycle, or if maybe opening up to Jimin and Jungkook about some of his early life is what got him thinking about it – or possibly even seeing Jimin so clearly struggling with his own trauma. Hard to say for sure, but it’s something Seokjin will be sure to watch more carefully in the future.

He finds Hoseok in the kitchen fixing himself a cup of coffee, still dressed in his pajamas. “Morning, Jinnie-hyung,” he says cheerfully. “I’ll make you a cup too. How are you?”

Seokjin walks right up to Hoseok and wraps his arms around his middle, pressing a kiss to the nape of his neck. “You were right to be worried about Taehyung-ah,” he says, watching Hoseok work the french press on the counter in front of them. “I’m afraid the next couple of weeks will be rather difficult.”

“Only the next couple of weeks?”

“With proper care, I’m hopeful that we’ll get him through the worst of it by then. It always takes longer to get back to normal, but once he’s out of the thick of it the progress is much easier to see. I find it much less painful to watch once the hope returns to him, and I believe he finds it significantly easier then too.” Seokjin starts scenting Hoseok as he finishes speaking, the alpha’s coffee scent mixing wonderfully with the actual coffee he’s brewing.

Hoseok takes a shaky breath, relaxing into the touch. “Did something happen last night?”

“Namjoon-ah found him sleeping in one of the cupboards.”

“Poor thing. He must be having nightmares too then?”

“Unclear, though I would imagine so. His energy level is quite likely to plummet, so we should have ample opportunity to observe for ourselves.”

“Okay,” Hoseok nods, taking a deep breath. “Help him accomplish things and celebrate the successes with him. Try to help him connect with all of us and with his desires. Remind him that it will end.” The words sound almost like a mantra, like Hoseok has said them one-hundred times over since yesterday just to make sure they're firmly planted in his mind.

In all likelihood, that's exactly what he did.

“Exactly, darling. It will be difficult to see him like this, but I’m sure you will be a wonderful help. Between you, Jimin, and Jungkook all being here to assist this time too, it may go even smoother than I expect.”

“Have you talked to Jiminie and Jungkookie yet? Are they coming over soon?”

“I was planning to message them once Jimin-ah is up. I believe he has class this morning, so he should be awake relatively soon. In the meantime, I may as well get started on breakfast.”

“Let me help?”

“Of course. I always love cooking with you, Hobi-yah.”

The two of them make short work of breakfast, cooking comfortably side by side in relative silence. It’s clear Hoseok’s mind is turning as they go, but Seokjin doesn’t press him to process out loud. Hoseok is the planning type, through and through, so he likely needs the space to think over his angle of approach to this new problem.

Eventually, Namjoon Joins them. He’s already following their usual protocols for this situation, carrying Taehyung down to the couch and tucking him in there where they can keep a closer eye on him. Of course, he’s still plenty sneaky when he wakes up intent on hiding, but their best chance to intervene is to catch it early. Ideally they wouldn’t let him wake up alone at all like this. That was essentially impossible in the years prior, but maybe now with all six of them available in some capacity, it will be more achievable.

He voices these thoughts to Hoseok and Namjoon, and of course Hoseok volunteers to go and look after him right away (clearly eager to begin helping sooner rather than later).

It’s a good opportunity to pull Namjoon close and scent him as well. Their pack alpha is obviously feeling anxious, but the chance to talk and look after one another is helpful. Namjoon scents him in return, some of the tension bleeding out of him as he relaxes into Seokjin’s arms.

“I forgot how hard he sleeps when he’s like this,” Namjoon says. “He hardly even moved when I brought him down to the couch.”

“I’m expecting his appetite to be nearly non-existent by this morning as well.”

“Should we do the protein shakes like we did last time? I can run to the store right now if you want?”

“That’s probably for the best, though maybe a smaller pack this time? Yoongi-yah drank those as meal replacements for months last time, and I don’t want to have to fight him about proper nutrition again if he picks the habit back up.”

Namjoon’s scent goes a little muted at the mention of Yoongi’s poor eating habits. “God, I’d almost forgotten. He got so small… and it’s not like he really had any weight to spare before.”

“Exactly. We can’t afford that happening to him again,” Seokjin says, shaking his head. “He never gained back all the weight he lost then. Even now, he’s just teetering at the low end of what is technically healthy for his height, though I suspect he might be wearing heavy boots to his yearly checkup. He hates when I nag him about it.”

While Seokjin has continued to make efforts to feed Yoongi up, it’s quite hard to outpace the sheer number of meals he misses while he’s working, and attempts at discussing the issue typically go nowhere. His eating habits are better than they were years ago, but there’s definitely still room for improvement. It’s one of those things that’s always sitting on the back burner of Seokjin’s mind, just waiting for the right opportunity to help his mate make progress.

“We’ll be careful,” Namjoon says, sounding resolute. “Hide them and only give them to Taehyung in cups.”

“I’ll buy some of the sweeter ones as well. That should help put Yoongi-yah off even if hiding them fails for some reason.”

Namjoon nods, squeezing Seokjin tighter and letting out a long breath. His scent is returning to baseline now, the same warm sandalwood that Seokjin craves so deeply, comforting and familiar in a way that sets his soul at ease. “You know, it’s been ages since we’ve worried like this,” Namjoon whispers. “It almost feels… nostalgic? Is that weird to say?”

Seokjin can’t help the tiny puff of laughter that slips out of him. “It probably is strange, yes. But I admit it does bring back memories, some better than others – like how wonderfully you look after your pack in times of need.”

“We. We look after our pack.”

“Of course.” Seokjin smiles against Namjoon’s neck, planting a soft kiss to his scent gland. “We do make a wonderful team, love.”

~~

[Jin to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Jin]: There's something I'd like to discuss with the two of you. Jimin-ah, are you already in class?

[Jimin]: No I just got in the car. On my way to school (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: Is everything okay?

[JK]: yeah whats up hyung

[Jin]: Nobody is in any danger, so please don't be alarmed. However, Taehyung-ah is having a very difficult time at the moment, and will likely continue to do so for at least a couple of weeks.

[Jimin]: What's wrong with him? I can skip class. Want me to come to the house?

[JK]: i can skip my class today too

[Jin]: He is currently asleep, so that will not be required.

[Jin]: Helping with this is more of a marathon than a sprint. Give me just a moment to explain.

[Jin]: Taehyung-ah has always struggled with periods of depression. It's been quite some time (years in fact) since his last bad one, so all of us thought that maybe it was something he wouldn't have to suffer through anymore. Unfortunately, that is not the case.

[Jin]: While his depressive episodes tend to be relatively short, they are quite acute. It wouldn't be right for me to let you see him like this without warning you beforehand.

[JK]: how bad are they

[Jimin]: He doesn't want to hurt himself does he?

[Jin]: No. Deliberate self-harm is not one of our concerns.

[Jimin]: But by accident?

[Jin]: His appetite is poor enough that we have to be careful of it, and when he feels especially frightened he has a habit of hiding himself away in small places that can hurt him if he's there too long.

[Jin]: Other than that, his symptoms are mostly what you would expect. Hopelessness, low energy, a profound lack of desire for things that normally bring him joy.

[Jin]: I don't want to underplay just how difficult it can be to see him hurting like this, and I would like the two of you to be prepared for that. He still very much wants to see you, and spending time together is one of the best ways to help, so please don't think I'm trying to discourage you from being here.

[JK]: oh my god poor taetae

[JK]: can we come over today

[Jimin]: Yeah I want to see him as soon as we can (´;︵;`)

[Jin]: That would be wonderful :-)

[Jin]: I'm not sure how long he'll be awake, but I know he would love to have you here.

[JK]: its okay if he sleeps

[JK]: i just wanna be there

[Jimin]: Agreed

[Jimin]: And maybe if he naps then you can tell us more about the best ways to help

[Jin]: Absolutely. I’ll plan to see the both of you this afternoon?

[Jimin]: Yeah and maybe also…

[Jimin]: Sleepover Kookie? (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[JK]: yes please

[JK]: as long as its okay

[Jin]: It’s ideal, to be perfectly honest. I’ll look forward to it :-)

*******

Jin-hyung was right.

Seeing Taehyung hurting like this is really hard, not that it makes Jungkook want to be around him any less at all. If anything, it makes him want to stay plastered to Taehyung’s side until he feels better – and Jimin seems to feel the same. Maybe if they’re close enough and enthusiastic enough, Taehyung will be able to absorb just a little bit of their joy.

They end up staying two nights instead of one, building a massive pillow fort in the living room for the first night, and spending the second in Taehyung’s nest with him. None of it seems to really help, but that’s okay. Jin-hyung explains on the first night that it will probably be a few weeks before they start to see the spark back in Taehyung’s eyes, even just a little. He also says that them being around is more important than doing anything in particular, but that doesn’t sit right with Jungkook.

He and Taehyung always do stuff together. Even little things can be an occasion if both of them are excited enough – only this time Jungkook gets to try and be excited for both of them.

Jimin helps with some of it, but he also seems content to spend some lower energy time with Taehyung too. He tells stories from their childhood, or about his college classes, explaining all the gossip that happens in his little dance group. Taehyung tries to be engaged. Jungkook can see it in the way he forces a smile onto his face sometimes, or tries to be a little energetic only to crumple minutes later. Still, they do seem to soothe him a bit, and whenever Jimin finishes a story Taehyung looks at him expectantly for the next one.

All of the hyungs are there too, taking their time doting on him and joining in on whatever activity is happening. Yoongi-hyung settles in for a movie with them, and Hobi-hyung shows up midway through with a whole laundry basket full of plushies to dump into their pillow fort. Jin-hyung makes tons of little snacks and takes turns with Namjoon-hyung to hand feed Taehyung whatever few bites he’ll accept. It doesn’t matter what it is, or how much he likes it normally. Trying to eat more than that just makes Taehyung cry over how hard it is to do something he’s supposed to love.

It’s heartbreaking, and nothing like the Taehyung that Jungkook knows. It feels wrong to see him unable to feel good about anything, but that only makes Jungkook more determined to be joyful for him.

On the second night, the two of them go up to bed early. They’ve already brushed their teeth and gotten into pajamas, so now it’s just a matter of getting into the nest.

“You really don’t have to do all of this, you know,” Taehyung says, looking up from where he’s cradled in Jungkook’s arms as they make their way upstairs. “I know you don’t usually go to sleep this early.”

“Just means I get to wake up earlier and workout with Jin-hyung tomorrow.” Jungkook smiles as he looks down at Taehyung’s tired face, pressing a kiss over the bridge of his nose.

“You don’t even like Jin-hyung’s gym though? It doesn’t have any weights.”

“I don’t have to lift weights every day. I go out running and do body weight stuff too, so it’s okay. Plus it’s a good time to see if he’d be okay with me buying some weights to keep here.”

Taehyung just gives a couple of slow nods and lets his eyes slip closed. No mention of how excited he thinks Jin-hyung will be to share his space, no suggestion of how exactly Jungkook should phrase his request to get what he wants (not like he really needs to bother, but still) – nothing. It’s less that Jungkook needs him to say those things, and more that he’s just come to expect them.

Jungkook plops Taehyung down into the nest first, then climbs in himself and spends a couple of minutes fussing with the blankets. “There we go,” he finally says, lying down face to face with Taehyung and giving him a little smile. “All tucked in, hyung. You need anything before I shut the lamp off?”

Taehyung shakes his head, and Jungkook turns off the lamp, plunging the room into darkness.

It’s nice to be in the nest. With Taehyung feeling this miserable, it seems like the right place to be, and he knows that eventually the others will probably join them too. The best part is that some of Taehyung’s usual maple scent still lingers here. It was one of the first things Jungkook had noticed – that strange lack of maple that’s left Taehyung smelling like plain white sugar. Not an unpleasant smell, and Jin-hyung says it’s normal when he’s like this, but–

A little sniffle pulls Jungkook from his thoughts, and he can feel Taehyung shaking just slightly against him.

“Are you okay?” Jungkook whispers, pulling Taehyung in closer and pressing kisses across his cheeks, mouth coming away wet. “You’re crying, hyung. Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

“Just hate feeling like this,” Taehyung replies, voice wavering and only just loud enough for Jungkook to make out. “You’re being so nice to me and I want to give something back, but it all feels impossible… Everything is so hard and I don’t know when it’s going to get better. I’m so scared you won’t like me anymore.”

“Hyung, there’s nothing in the whole world that would make me not like you, I promise. It does hurt to see you like this, but it doesn’t make me want to be with you any less at all. You mean so much to me and I really… I like you so much that I don’t know what to do with it sometimes.”

It’s a fight not to just confess to Taehyung right here and now, to tell him that he loves him completely. Jungkook wants to, but he also knows deep down that the first time they say that to one another, Taehyung is going to want it to be special – and he’s definitely going to want it to be when he can feel enough emotions to be happy about it.

“Thank you, Jungkookie. It’s just… It’s really hard not to feel like a burden like this. Everyone is working so hard to take care of me and it just feels like it’s all for nothing. I’m sorry.”

“That’s not true at all, and you have nothing to apologize for, TaeTae. Depression is hard and yours gets mixed up with all the other stuff too. I can’t even imagine what that’s like. Plus just think of how you did your best to look after me when I was hurting during me and Jiminie’s heats, or even when I was doing way too much between work and school a few months ago. I was being really stubborn and you were still so nice to me.”

Taehyung is silent for a few moments, just shaking in Jungkook’s arms and letting out the tiniest little sniffles. When he does speak again, his voice comes out small. “But those were things we could fix. This just feels like it won’t ever stop and I hate it.”

“I know it feels that way right now, hyung, but I promise you that it will stop,” Jungkook assures him, feeling his own voice getting tight now too. He wishes so badly that he could make Taehyung understand. “It’s okay if it’s really hard for you to see the end of it right now, but I know it’s there. Jin-hyung said it was – and you know he’s always right. But we’re all gonna be here to take care of you until you can see it too, okay?”

Rather than answer, Taehyung just tips his face up for a kiss.

Jungkook gives it to him, doing his best to put every ounce of love he feels right into it. Everything is going to be okay. He believes Jin-hyung completely, and the assurances of the rest of the hyungs don’t hurt either.

Taehyung takes a while to fall asleep after, clinging to Jungkook the whole time, and passing out just a few minutes before Namjoon-hyung tiptoes his way into the room and climbs into the nest with them (with Jungkook’s whispered permission).

Namjoon slides in right behind Taehyung, reaching out over his sleeping form to cup Jungkook’s cheek. “You’ve settled him so well, pup. We’re so happy you’re here,” he says, voice quiet.

“Thanks hyung. I’m happy I’m here too.”

With Namjoon-hyung there to watch over both of them, Jungkook finally finds himself drifting off too, already planning for all the fun things he’s gonna subject Taehyung to once he’s feeling up to it again.

They’ll have a lot to make up for, after all.

*******

Taehyung should have known what was coming as soon as the dreams started. He had the first one the night after his heat ended, and he's had at least one every night since, no matter which of his mates are with him or where he sleeps. Sometimes he dreams of hiding away from his parents while they search for him in a rage until they find him and tear him from his hiding place. Other times, he’s just trapped in his room alone again, nearly delirious with hunger but incapable of escape.

It's been over two weeks and they show no signs of stopping.

Tonight is no different.

He's back in his family home. It's their first house, the tiny one that he only vaguely remembers, from before he made them enough money to go somewhere nicer – well, nicer for them at least. For Taehyung it was always the same. Just a slightly different cramped little bedroom where he would spend the majority of his days, only let out for work and lessons.

He walks up to the bedroom door, preparing to listen and see if anyone else is in the house, but it turns to ash and crumbles the moment he touches it, the pieces fine enough to float away on what little breeze has found its way into the house. Outside the door, he finds a plate of food on the floor, steam rising from it in tempting little curls, and Taehyung is so hungry that he reaches for it immediately.

It dissolves into ash as well, and he can feel tears falling down his cheeks now.

He goes room to room, watching as doors, furniture, pictures, and everything else he touches turns to dust. It's almost cathartic, destroying everything in reach, and he forgets his sadness as he goes drunk on the power of it all. Even if it means he can't eat, at least he can take away everything his parents have too, everything they love and everything they've ever used to hurt him. All of it reduced to nothing at Taehyung's fingertips.

By the time he's finished, the house is little more than an empty shell. There's nothing left there for him, so he touches the front door and steps over the heap of dust it leaves behind.

His pack is outside, all six of them smiling and laughing in the sunlight, looking up at Taehyung and waving him over eagerly. All his rage forgotten, Taehyung runs to them. He's so excited to see them, to know he isn't trapped with his family anymore, to know that he's safe. Jin-hyung's arms open wide for him and Taehyung leaps into his embrace, only to hit solid ground a second later.

He realizes too late what's happened, turning to look over his shoulder just in time to see the silhouettes of all six of his mates crumbling to ash before his eyes.

No. No no no no no–

Taehyung shoots up with a gasp, his cheeks wet with tears as he thrashes his way free of the blankets around him, heart pounding in his chest. He takes a few panicked breaths before it starts to set in that it was all just another nightmare, that he's safe in his home.

“Sweetheart?”

That's Yoongi-hyung's voice. Tae hadn't even considered where in their house he was (only that it was pretty dark), but when he turns his head toward Yoongi, he finds him sitting at his desk and lit by the gentle glow of a few monitors. His head is quirked to the side, a concerned little half smile on his face.

“M'okay,” Taehyung answers, looking around the room in confusion. He's in Yoongi-hyung's bed, but he doesn't remember how he got there. “I didn't fall asleep here.”

“That's right, you fell asleep on the couch, but Seokjin-hyung carried you in here. He wanted me to keep an eye on you while you slept, to see if you were having the nightmares again. You are, aren't you?”

Taehyung shrugs, his heart still hammering in his chest. They keep asking him about the nightmares, but he doesn't even want to think about them, let alone speak them into this reality where they shouldn’t be able to touch him – where he's supposed to be safe.

“It's okay if you are, sweetheart. I won't make you talk about it. Just wanna look after you.” Yoongi stands up from his desk and climbs onto the bed, going in for a hug that nearly has Tae panicking because what if Yoongi-hyung turns to ash just like he did in the– “Shh, I've got you,” Yoongi whispers, arms wrapping tight around Taehyung even as he flinches. “Nothing to be scared of here. Hyung will watch over you.”

All then tension bleeds out of him in seconds when he realizes Yoongi-hyung hasn't crumbled at all. He's still real and solid and right here, hugging Tae close and pressing kisses into his hair. The wave of relief it sends through him feels strangely foreign after weeks of feeling almost nothing except afraid and sad – but at least it's better than hurting.

If Yoongi-hyung really won't make him talk about it…

“I am,” Taehyung admits, throat going tight already. “Since my heat. They won't stop.”

“I’m so sorry, baby. Do you want to tell me about them?”

Tae shakes his head repeatedly. “Don’t wanna.”

“Okay, that’s alright,” Yoongi whispers, rubbing his hand up and down Taehyung’s back. “We don’t have to talk about anything you don’t want to. Is there anything you do want? Anything that I can give you?”

It’s another question people keep asking him, but he doesn’t want anything. Everything just feels so muted and gray… like there’s no color left in the world and it’s all just a never ending drone of blah – or more nightmares. Sleep feels like a double edged sword. He wants the peace that comes with not being awake, but even his naps are sometimes plagued by bad dreams. Still, it isn’t like he has much choice. It’s as if he’s permanently tired, like no amount of rest can touch the bone deep exhaustion that’s settled into him.

He shakes his head.

“Alright,” Yoongi says, pulling back from their embrace with almost the same little smile he’d been wearing earlier – only this time it looks more sad than confused. He reaches up to ruffle Taehyung’s hair and presses a kiss to his cheek, before going to climb off the bed. “You should get some more rest. I’ll be right–”

Taehyung lets out a whine as Yoongi-hyung pulls away, reaching out to weakly tug at the alpha’s sleeve. He doesn’t want to be alone, doesn’t want Yoongi to go even if it is only five feet away.

The sad little smile on Yoongi-hyung’s face shifts into something wider now, his eyes nearly lighting up. “Do you want me to stay, sweetheart?”

As much as Tae doesn’t want to be a burden, to ask for even more after all the fussing the hyungs have done over him these past couple of weeks, he can’t help but nod. “Please, hyung?”

“Absolutely. I’d love to. Can I shut off my computers really fast? I promise I’ll come right back and cuddle you to sleep.”

He knows it will only take Yoongi-hyung a minute, but…

Taehyung climbs off the bed with Yoongi instead, clasping one of the alpha’s hands and accepting the chill of the air around him as a necessary evil.

“I’ll make this quick,” Yoongi says, that wide smile still on his face. He closes a few programs that Taehyung doesn’t really bother looking at, then shuts down the two computers he was using before leading Tae back to bed. “Here, let’s get you warm again, baby.”

It’s better having Yoongi-hyung in bed with him. Not by a lot, but even that little tiny spike of comfort is something he feels like he hasn’t had in forever, so he clings to Yoongi. They scent, even though Taehyung knows that he smells wrong when he’s like this. It’s nice that his mates don’t let it put them off of scenting him altogether, because that would just make him even sadder.

Tae cuddles in extra close when they finish, trying to communicate how much he appreciates this with the tiny bit of energy he has left. “Love you, hyung,” he whispers.

“Love you too, sweetheart,” Yoongi answers, voice all soft and warm as he squeezes Taehyung tight. “Get some rest. Hyung will be here to look after you.”

~~

The next time Taehyung wakes up, it’s to Jin-hyung picking him up out of Yoongi’s bed.

“Hyung?” His voice is still ragged with sleep and his vision is a little blurry, but he can definitely make out a wide smile on Jin-hyung’s face.

“Good morning, darling – or well, good afternoon I suppose. You slept through breakfast, but I’ve got lunch for you.”

Taehyung isn’t hungry, but he’s pretty sure Jin knows that, so instead he just wraps his arms around the beta’s neck and whispers, “You look happy.”

“I am extremely happy. Yoongi-yah told me you asked him to stay with you last night,” Jin says, carrying Taehyung out of the room and heading down the hall.

“So?”

“Darling, that’s the first thing you’ve asked for in over two weeks. Desires are progress, remember? Wanting anything is a wonderful sign that you’ve turned the corner toward recovery, and that is something very worth celebrating.”

Tae isn’t so sure about all of that. He was terrified when he woke up last night, and when Yoongi-hyung was going to go, he just… couldn’t be alone. It feels less like a desire and more like a need, but he doesn’t bother trying to argue. Jin-hyung isn’t going to care about the distinction between want and need, and Taehyung doesn’t have the energy to push it anyways.

And maybe Jin is right. He usually is, and Taehyung wants to believe him. It’s just hard to feel like this is ever going to end right now.

Jin carries him to the kitchen and sets him down on a stool at the counter, where there is a plate waiting for him. It’s only about half of what he would normally eat, and even that feels impossible to finish. He does his best, chewing on the rice cakes in his little portion of tteokbokki for longer than usual before washing them down with the spicy soup served on the side. He normally loves all of this, but none of it really tastes like anything right now.

Well… maybe that’s not exactly true. The soup is spicy and he can definitely feel that.

Any sensation is better than no sensation at all, so he finishes every last drop of the soup without stopping to eat anything else, enjoying the way his mouth burns by the end.

Jin-hyung smiles over at him while he washes dishes. “Oh, was that good, darling? Would you like more of the soup?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “M’okay,” he mumbles, pushing bits of vegetables and tteokbokki around the various small bowls in front of him. His mouth is still tingling pleasantly, and it burns just a little when he presses his lips together, but he can’t quite bring himself to eat anything else. “I’m sorry, hyung. I think I’m done. Want me to put it in the fridge?”

“It’s alright, love. I’m just pleased to know you enjoyed the soup. Let me get you a container for the rest.”

“The soup was spicy.”

“And you liked that? Normally spicy isn’t your favorite, but I figured you might like it since I made it with pork this time.”

Honestly, Tae hadn’t even noticed the pork… or anything else in the soup really, so he just shrugs. “I liked that I could feel the spice.”

Jin-hyung considers this for a moment, then nods as he hands Taehyung a plastic container for his leftovers. They work silently together for a couple of minutes. Packing away the food wouldn’t take him this long normally, but everything feels like it takes ages right now, like his limbs are weighted with cinder blocks and every movement is an effort – but he isn’t willing to give up halfway through, so he just keeps going until it’s all put away safely, then lays his arms on the counter and rests his head atop them.

It gives him a good view of how Jin-hyung quietly scans the entire kitchen before opening one of the cupboards and reaching up high. There are shuffling sounds for a few seconds, and Taehyung finds himself watching with rapt attention to see whatever Jin is apparently intent on hiding.

The disappointment he feels when Jin pulls out one of the meal replacement shakes they’ve been giving him every day is muted, but he can still feel it.

“Why are you hiding those?”

“Because,” Jin-hyung says, passing Tae the can with a conspiratorial little wink. “A certain someone in this house likes to drink them instead of eating. If you drink it now, I won't have to put it in a cup, but if you'd like to take it out of the kitchen then we probably should.”

It takes Taehyung a couple of moments to remember – time he spends trying to drink the stupid thing as fast as he can – but then it hits him. Yoongi-hyung. He doesn't remember the beginning well, since he was still clawing his way out of another depression hole, but he does remember watching his mate shrink and go almost gaunt. They were busier then. Yoongi-hyung was even worse at taking care of himself, and he wasn't all that keen on talking about it either (not shocking in the slightest, but still upsetting).

Taehyung had the best success rate of getting him to eat, but it hardly made a dent in the issue. Yoongi-hyung was always up so late back then that the only meal they really shared was lunch – and Taehyung had milked that single meal for all it was worth. He'd fuss and whine and cry about wanting to eat with his alpha until eventually Yoongi just started to accept that there was no escaping lunch together.

He can't let that happen again, no matter how horrible he feels.

The only taste he really registers is something vaguely sweet as he tips the can back and drinks every drop, letting it settle heavy in his stomach. He hates it, but at least it's done now and he doesn't have to drink another one for a few hours.

“That was fast,” Jin-hyung comments, taking the empty can from him. “Would you like another?”

“No, just wanna make sure Yoongi-hyung doesn’t see.”

“Thank you, darling. Your assistance is very much appreciated. Now, I was going to go for a bath. Would you like to join me? Get all clean before Jimin-ah comes for your walk?”

Damn, Taehyung had completely forgotten about going on a walk through the garden with Jimin today. It had been Hobi-hyung’s suggestion – something about a lot of sunlight today and it being good for him to get out of the house. He wants to see Jimin, but the thought of doing something sounds even more impossible today than when they planned it.

“I can see you worrying, love. Is it something I can help with?”

Taehyung shrugs. He needs to take a bath either way. Personal hygiene isn’t something he’s great at when he feels like this, which feeds into a cycle of him feeling more depressed because he hasn’t showered, and then that in turn makes him even less likely to shower. At least going with Jin-hyung doesn’t sound as miserable as trying to do it himself.

“S’fine,” he mumbles. “Need to get clean. I’m just tired.”

“I can help you with one of those things for sure,” Jin-hyung says with a smile. “Ready to go?”

Midway through a shrug, Taehyung stops himself. He does want to go, so he should try to say that. “Wanna,” he mumbles. “Thank you, hyung.”

The smile on Jin’s face goes even wider and he whisks Tae off to the bathroom. It’s nice to see him smiling so genuinely, that little glimmer of sadness fading from his eyes. Taehyung wants to see him smile like that more.

He actually almost enjoys the warmth of the tub, even if it is a struggle to stay awake some of the time. Luckily, he still has time after to get a nap in, and he doesn’t wake up again until Jimin’s smiling face is greeting him. He tells Tae all about his morning at work and his latest dance practice, then eventually leads him outside into the garden.

The sun is… sunny, he supposes. Everything is bright and colorful and a bit too much, but he does his best to put one foot in front of the other as Jimin keeps telling him about how two of the people in one of his dance classes are definitely crushing on one another.

Taehyung does find the drama entertaining, but it’s more that he just likes listening to Jimin talk about anything. It gives him something to get lost in, something to take his mind off of just how hard it is to do even the most basic things – like walking.

They take a break halfway through the walk. Jimin keeps talking as they rest in the grass, picking a few of the hundreds of wildflowers blooming in a mess of color nearby. He braids them into flower crowns, one for Taehyung and one for himself, then starts taking selfies of the two of them together. As much as Tae tries to smile, he can see how tired he looks in the photos – but Jimin doesn’t let that stop him.

“You look so cute, TaeTae. Here, let’s trade crowns. I think the purple in this one will suit you even better.”

Once they’ve taken even more photos, they make their way back to the house. Jimin eventually offers Taehyung an enthusiastic piggyback ride for the remainder of the journey, laughing and pointing at pretty flowers along the way.

Normally Taehyung loves piggyback rides. This one isn’t bad, but what he appreciates more is being so close to Jimin, burying his face in his neck and enjoying the smell of warm vanilla until he feels the tiniest smile crack onto his face – the first one he hasn’t had to force in weeks.

*******

Yoongi has been chasing dead end leads for what feels like ages at this point.

It’s not that he doesn’t believe Taehyung and Hoseok about the people who stole their shipment – how if they give them enough time, they’re likely to try something again and potentially make more mistakes – it’s just that he can’t not look for information. The problem nags at him until he thinks of some tiny new thread to pull at, and then hours of his life go down the drain on another long shot dead end.

He’s looked deep into every past owner of the pickup truck used in the theft, every bidder on the paintings that were stolen, every employee they had working that night (and eventually every employee who’s ever worked at that site), and he’s got nothing to show for it except a pile of useless information.

Of course, he keeps the data anyways.

It’s less work to do if he ever needs any of it again, and maybe he’s a little bit of a hoarder when it comes to digital information. Might as well put all of the hard drives he’s accumulated to work.

Right now, he’s looking into the other shipments delivered that day, hoping to find some scrap of information that might give them a break, but of course that’s another series of dead ends. Damn it. He needs real work to do, something to really sink his teeth into – preferably something he can actually solve.

Or maybe he needs a break. He blinks and feels how dry his eyes are, then starts stretching and listening to his joints pop with the movement. One look at the clock reveals he hasn’t moved in the better part of five hours.

Definitely time for a break.

He’s just standing up from his chair when he hears two solid knocks to his door. Namjoon. Too early for him to be calling Yoongi to dinner – maybe he needs something?

“Come in, Joon-ah,” Yoongi calls, grabbing a bottle of water out of his mini-fridge while his door opens to reveal Namjoon, as expected. He looks like he’s probably done working for the day, dressed comfortably in sweats and a t-shirt, hair still damp from the shower. (God, he has no right to look this hot in sweatpants.) “What’s up?”

“How did you know it was me?” Namjoon asks, making his way deeper into Yoongi’s room.

“Probably because you’ve done that same knock for as long as I’ve known you. Please tell me you have a project that needs doing?” Yoongi pauses by his computer just in case, even though his hopes for some satisfying work are pretty low.

“Nothing at the moment. Haven’t you been working all day?”

“Yeah. Was just about to take a break.”

“Perfect timing on my part then. I was hoping to catch you when you weren’t busy.”

Yoongi nods, plopping down on his couch and gesturing for Namjoon to join him. “Well, you got me. What did you need?”

“Mostly to tell you what a good job you did,” Namjoon answers, sitting down on the couch right next to Yoongi and resting a hand on his knee. “Jin was so happy after you told him about last night.”

Part of Yoongi wants to recoil at the praise, but he does his best to remember that he is trying to be better at accepting this stuff. It’s not even that it feels bad exactly – more just that it makes him feel simultaneously warm and like he’s getting something he doesn’t deserve. He’s been trying to think less about it being for him, and more about it being for the person praising him. His conversation about thank-yous with Jimin a while back gave him that particular strategy, so he may as well test it out.

Yeah, it’s much easier to think of this as something Namjoon needs to do.

Unfortunately, he’s still not the most graceful about it, voice coming out strained as he mumbles, “Thanks. Didn’t really do much though.”

There’s a second or two of silence and then Namjoon’s scent is spiking all warm and pleasantly spicy in the air as he immediately drags Yoongi into his lap, grinning from ear to ear. “Did you really just take a compliment like that from me without a fight? God, Yoongi, you have no idea how happy that makes me.”

Yoongi lets out a groan, feeling his cheeks going hot already as he reaches up to try and hide his face. “Don’t make a big deal out of it,” he whines into his hands. “I said I would try and I’m trying, okay?”

“So okay,” Namjoon answers, pulling Yoongi’s hands away from his face. “The most okay. I love it so much. Here, let me thank you better.”

Before Yoongi can start to protest, Namjoon is tipping his chin up and claiming his lips in a nearly bruising kiss. It’s intense right from the start, rough in a way that Namjoon usually only gets when he’s feeling particularly possessive or trying to make a point.

This is definitely better. Feeling how satisfied Namjoon is with him is somehow much easier than hearing it.

After the kiss, Namjoon goes straight for Yoongi’s scent gland, latching his mouth over it and scenting him so thoroughly that it takes his brain a minute to catch up and even try to return the gesture. Namjoon’s scent is so good like this, warm but without the specific brand of spice that usually marks his arousal. Not that Yoongi doesn’t love his scent when he’s all worked up and about to ruin him too – that’s definitely a favorite – but this is just a good sign that he’s really made Namjoon happy, which was at least half the point of trying to be less prickly.

“Busy after this?” Namjoon mumbles against Yoongi’s neck. “Wanna nip you.”

He doesn’t even bother pretending he doesn’t want it, tipping his head to give Namjoon better access. “Please, you can.”

Namjoon’s teeth sink into his scent gland, and things go pleasantly fuzzy for the next few minutes, all the tension in his body from sitting still for hours melting away as he goes liquid against his mate. God, if this is the reward he gets, then… maybe he needs to try this again soon.

Yoongi lets himself float for a while, enjoying the way his mind has gone nearly blank, even with such a small nip. Namjoon seems content to let him, pressing the occasional soft kiss to his scent gland, but otherwise just holding him close and putting out more of that perfect scent.

Eventually though, a thought starts nagging at Yoongi. His mouth still feels a little uncoordinated, but after one or two mumbled false starts, he manages to ask, “What’d he say?”

“What was that, pup?”

“Seokjin-hyung. What’d he say?”

Namjoon pulls back just far enough to fix him with that fond gaze, the one that would normally be too much for Yoongi to handle after a few seconds, but that feels much easier to enjoy after a nip. “He told me you got Taehyung-ah to admit that he was having the nightmares again, and that the poor thing asked you to stay with him last night. It's the first thing he's asked for since the night all of this started. You did well. You always do, especially with Taehyung.”

“He didn't say much,” Yoongi says, pursing his lips as he processes the rest of Namjoon's words. It feels good, thinking that he could help their omega cross the line into talking about things. He is sort of good at that part – (apparently) maybe. Even if he's not usually the one to have the big heart to heart that fixes things, getting some of his mates to start talking isn't really even something he tries to do a lot of the time. It just sort of happens, and well... “It feels nice,” he whispers, tipping his face down to look at Namjoon's chest instead of into those warm eyes.

“What feels nice, baby?”

“Helping a little? Being useful? I'm starting to think… Min-ah keeps saying…” Yoongi trails off. Somehow voicing the nice things that Jimin keeps telling him feels… wrong – like he's not supposed to admit that maybe he's okay at some parts of this. It leaves him sort of wishing he could pull the words back into his mouth.

Of course, Namjoon doesn't let him. He reaches out and gently tips Yoongi's chin up so they're making eye contact, then smiles all warm and handsome (leaving Yoongi's heart beating fast inside of his chest yet again). “What has Jimin-ah been saying to you? I'm really curious, especially if it's helping you see how important you are.”

Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut. Important. That feels like too much, warmth curling embarrassingly in his chest at the thought.

“It's okay, pup,” Namjoon says softly, hand sliding down to rest on Yoongi's shoulder, thumb rubbing little circles into his scent gland. “You can tell me.”

“That I'm… That I'm apparently easy to talk to and… not as bad at it as I think. I don't know. It's stupid.”

“It's not stupid at all. Can you look at me?”

Yoongi shakes his head a few times, then cracks his eyes open anyways. The look that Namjoon fixes him with is so nakedly fond that it feels a little like staring at the sun. He tries letting his vision slip out of focus just a little, but he can still feel Namjoon's eyes on him, full of adoration he wishes he knew how to accept.

Can't,” he mumbles, leaning into Namjoon's neck and licking over his scent gland in apology.

“It's okay. Thank you,” Namjoon whispers. “I know this is hard for you, and I appreciate you trying for me. For what it's worth, Jimin-ah is right. You are easy to talk to in a lot of ways, and when nobody else can get Taehyung-ah to open up for the first time about something, you always seem to manage.”

“Didn't even really try.”

“Do you think that makes it somehow worth less?”

Does he? It doesn't feel that simple, but he isn't sure…

“It's not…” he trails off with a sigh, trying to find the right words while Namjoon waits patiently. “I'm not like Jin-hyung. I don't know all the right things to say, and I can't tell what people are feeling – at least not very well. It seems like whenever people talk to me it's just because they need to say whatever it is and I happen to be there, or I stumble into it by accident like Min-ah telling me a tiny bit about his ex before he even talked to Tae. I wasn't trying to figure anything out, and I felt lost on what to do as soon as he said it.”

“In your defense, nobody is like Jin,” Namjoon says, letting out a little puff of laughter. “And I'm not any less grateful for your contributions just because you don't plan them. If anything, it feels more impressive to me that you just naturally inspire people to open up to you – and that it seems to work the best when they have high walls built around them. I understand the urge to compare yourself to Jin, but if you're going to do that then you should know that he compares himself to you too.”

“Bullshit. Why would he do that?”

This time Namjoon lets out a real laugh. “You mean ignoring the fact that you're the only one Hoseok will talk to when he's really upset?”

“Seok-ah is weird when he's upset though. He just needs to not talk and apparently I'm the guy for that.”

“It's far more than that, but okay. That's not all I've got. Do you have any idea how completely blindsided Jin was the first time Taehyung told you something he'd never told him before? It's been years and I can still remember the panicked look on his face, wondering if he was a bad mate. Was one of the first times I really got to comfort him for a change.”

“To be fair, you were kind of a disaster back then. We all were, really. Jin-hyung might have been light years ahead of us, but even he was wound way too tight. Glad he finally mellowed out.”

“How loud do you think he'd yell if you told him that?”

Yoongi can't help but laugh, pulling back to look at Namjoon with a smile of his own now. “Not sure about the volume, but that's at least a ten minute lecture about how impossible we were.”

“We really were, weren't we?” Namjoon's smile shifts from wide and full of humor to something more thoughtful as he reaches up to brush some of the hair away from Yoongi's face. “Sometimes I get nostalgic for those days, but I love where we are now, how much we've grown.

“Yeah,” Yoongi agrees, gaze faltering before he forces it back up to Namjoon's face. “I'm really happy here.”

“Me too, pup. So damn happy. Listen, one more thing and then I'll stop getting serious on you, okay?”

“Alright, shoot.”

“I just want to throw out there that if everyone who knows and loves you is telling you that you're good at something, it might be worth considering that it could be true.”

Yoongi swallows. He knows it's unlikely that the six of them have some grand conspiracy to give him compliments he doesn't deserve, but believing that still feels easier than the alternative – even if he doesn't want it to be. It would be nice to just take a fucking compliment and move on with his life but apparently he's still got a ways to go.

“It's hard,” he admits. “I'm still gonna keep trying, but I don't know when I'll get there.”

“That's okay. Two weeks or fifty years, remember? I'll be right here being proud of you either way.”

“God, you're such a sap,” Yoongi groans, taking a deep breath before eventually mumbling, “Baby steps, right?”

Namjoon grins. “That's right.”

Notes:

We'll be back Wednesday with a bonus chapter where Jin takes all three of the omegas on a short trip in an effort to help Taehyung feel better. See you there (。^▽^)

Chapter 81: Spa Date

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Jin]: Good morning :-)

[Jin]: I'm wondering if the two of you have a day where you’re both off this upcoming week?

[Jin]: I believe we’ve reached the point where getting Taehyung-ah out of the house is crucial, so I’d like to take him on an overnight trip to his favorite spa, but I think he would enjoy it far more if the two of you could come as well.

[Jin]: I’d like to leave in the evening and then spend a good portion of the next day at the spa. We probably won't get back until late if he feels up to dinner and perhaps some retail therapy.

[JK]: that sounds awesome

[JK]: ill get a copy of my schedule one sec

[JK]: Attachment: CAP8091.jpg

[JK]: anything line up jiminie

[Jimin]: I only have Tuesday and Thursday off (´;︵;`)

[JK]: would either of those days work jin hyung

[Jin]: Either one would work, but it’s okay if you can’t get it off.

[JK]: hold on seulgi ssi is right here

[JK]: lemme ask her to switch

[Jin]: If that's too much trouble, we could also plan for one of you to join us slightly later.

[Jimin]: It’s okay. Seulgi-ssi owes me a favor so I’m sure she’ll say yes (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: If it will help TaeTae feel better we definitely want to go

[Jin]: I'm curious why she owes you a favor. Is it something you can share?

[Jimin]: I’m baking the cupcakes for her baby shower

[Jin]: Oh, I didn’t realize you did events Jimin-ah :-D

[Jimin]: I mean I don’t usually. The shower just came up the other day while I was waiting for Kookie to get off work and she asked if I would bake for it

[Jimin]: Everyone there has been so nice to Kookie and me. It feels good to be able to do something in return (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jin]: That’s so sweet.

[Jin]: When is the shower?

[Jimin]: Next weekend. I’ll probably be baking most of that Friday since she needs about a hundred of them

[Jin]: Oh, that's quite a lot. Do you have everything you need to make them? How about transporting them? :-)

[Jimin]: Oh shoot I hadn’t thought about how I was gonna get them there yet (;●_●)

[Jimin]: I’m sure I can come up with something by then

[Jin]: I may have something at Borahae that could help. I’ll take a look tomorrow morning and let you know what I find.

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung

[Jin]: No problem at all :-)

[JK]: she said yes to thursday

[Jin]: Excellent. I’ll get everything booked right away.

[Jin]: We would leave Wednesday evening. You are both free to come with then if you like, or I can have a ride arranged for Thursday morning and you can meet us there.

[Jimin]: I get off work at 4:00 Wednesday. Would I have time to come home and shower quick or is that too late?

[Jin]: We’ll pick you two up at 5:00?

[Jimin]: That works (。^▽^)

[Jin]: Perfect. I’ll get us in somewhere special for dinner that night.

[JK]: thanks for inviting us hyung

[Jin]: Thank you both for agreeing to come. Taehyung-ah will be so excited :-)

~

They have a few days until their trip with Jin and Taehyung, and Jimin has plenty to do before then. He has work, classes, and homework – a full schedule really. He and Jungkook go out for dinner with Namjoon and Hoseok Sunday evening, and then once Jungkook goes to bed Jimin spends a couple of hours on a video call with Yoongi while they both work, making occasional conversation. They cap off the call with a Midnight Snack and talking about their days before both heading off to bed in the early hours of the morning.

Taehyung comes over on Monday morning and it’s obvious he’s still feeling terrible, even if he tries to act more cheerful. There’s not even one spark of mischief in his eye the entire morning (though he does eagerly accept Jungkook’s offer of cuddles and bad TV when Jimin has to leave for class).

All this is to say that between everything he has on his plate right now and trying to help Taehyung feel better, Jimin’s mind should be plenty occupied. And it is, but not by any of that – well, maybe some of that, but not enough.

No, what’s really got his mind going now is just one completely stupid little thing he noticed and can’t seem to let go of.

It was just last week, when he and Jungkook were visiting the house. They were in the kitchen having lunch with Taehyung and trying to cheer him up when Hoseok arrived home from doing some work. He’d smiled when he saw the three of them and immediately headed over to give Taehyung a big hug and a kiss, then the same with Jungkook, but then when it came to Jimin…

Hoseok still smiled at him just as warm as he had with the others, but he approached more slowly and reached out to rest a hand on Jimin’s shoulder rather than dive in for a kiss like he had with Taehyung and Jungkook. Jimin still got a kiss, but only after he tilted his head and puckered his lips in invitation.

Since then, he’s replayed that moment hundreds of times in his mind. It’s not like it's the first time one of the hyungs has treated him differently, so why is it bothering him now all of a sudden? He's not mad or anything. He knows why things are different with him, why everyone is so careful all of the time – but there's this tiny nagging thought in the back of his mind that maybe that's not all. It's just…

Why wouldn't the pack want to get close to Jungkook like that? He's so incredibly open and easygoing, naturally talented and engaging, just incredible in basically every way. While Jimin shrinks under too much attention, Jungkook glows just like Taehyung – like an omega should when their alpha is taking care of them.

Once it's in his head, he can't stop seeing it.

On Tuesday, Yoongi drops by. He’s got a couple of parts for Jungkook’s computer that the two of them plan to install together (some upgrade or another apparently). Jimin has a mountain of homework to get done, so he won’t spend a lot of time with them today, but that’s okay. Yoongi and him do a lot of video calls when they’re up late at night, so it’s not like they haven’t talked in a while or anything. Besides, he appreciates the fact that Yoongi seems to adore teaching Jungkook about computers so much. It’s really cute to see them working together.

Jimin hears the front door while he’s in the bedroom getting dressed after a shower, but Jungkook is already out in the living room, so he doesn’t worry about trying to answer it. (Yoongi has a key, but he prefers to knock instead – something about not intruding.)

Once he’s dressed, he makes his way down the hall and finds Jungkook backed into one of the kitchen counters, being thoroughly kissed by Yoongi, who has one hand gripping at Jungkook’s hip and the other tangled in his hair. Neither of them notice him right away, and Jimin can’t keep a smile from forming on his face. He loves seeing Jungkook like this, pressed up against one of the alphas and smelling like pretty orange blossoms. Yoongi’s own cinnamon scent is sweet and content too, and Jimin feels an ache in his gut that reminds him how he hasn’t been scented by Yoongi in days.

Jungkook notices him first, slowly turning away from the kiss to give Jimin a lopsided grin. “Hey, hyung,” he says, reaching out to beckon Jimin closer.

“Min-ah, there you are,” Yoongi says, letting go of Jungkook’s hip to reach out for him as well.

He goes to them right away. They look so welcoming pressed against one another and calling him to join, all lazy smiles and warmth. They pull him into their embrace. Jungkook plants a kiss on the top of his head and Yoongi’s lips press against his temple, then his cheek.

And that’s all.

When Jungkook breaks away a minute later to unplug his computer, Yoongi gives Jimin one last squeeze and pulls back to ask how his day has been so far.

It’s not bad. Yoongi doesn’t seem unhappy to see him. Everything is fine. It’s just that whatever this is, it’s a far cry from being backed into the counter and kissed like Jungkook was, and it makes a cold wave of… something swell in his lungs. Disappointment? Worry? Self consciousness?

Longing?

Does he want that?

Keeping the feeling out of his scent is easy enough. Letting it go… not so much.

Yoongi seems happy to see him, and Jimin knows the alpha likes him. Yoongi isn’t the type to sit on video calls several nights a week with someone he doesn’t want to talk to, and they’ve gotten close over these last few months. Plus it’s not like the two of them haven’t kissed plenty of times by now.

He knows he could ask. If he really does want them to treat him like they treat Jungkook (and he's kind of really starting to think he does), then he has to talk about it. The only problem is that he knows that there would be parts of it that would be hard at first. He could get used to it. He's pretty sure he wants to get used to it – but he would need help…

They're already helping him with so much that he can't possibly ask for more without doing something to earn it first, so he's just… stuck. Can't stop noticing all the little things that make him wish that he could have them too, but also can't make himself ask. It's pointless. A waste of time to think about.

So why can't he stop?

Needless to say, by the time Wednesday comes Jimin is more than ready for a brief vacation, and hopefully for an opportunity to clear his head. It also gives him a chance to focus his attention on helping Taehyung feel better, which sounds infinitely more rewarding than running his brain in circles about this stupid thought he can't let go of.

*******

Jungkook spends the whole week excited. Jin-hyung texts them some information about where they’re going and it looks so nice. It’s the same sort of fancy spa his mom would book for herself when she needed to relax. Usually she would go alone, but there were a couple times she made it a family affair, which meant that Jungkook begged until Jimin was allowed to come too – partially because they hated being separated and partly because Jungkook knew it was the sort of thing Jimin would love.

It’s been years since they’ve been anywhere like this. He can’t wait to try out the sauna, and Jin said he booked each of them an hour-long massage too. A lot of the other stuff isn’t all that exciting to him, but if there’s a chance it will cheer Taehyung up, Jungkook will gladly sit through a mani-pedi or whatever overly complicated facial they recommend. Plus, even if he isn’t interested, he still gets to see three of his mates being pampered like he knows they deserve.

He’s so lucky.

Jimin isn’t too excited earlier in the week. It seems like there's something on his mind, but Jungkook's casual questions go unanswered for now. That's okay though. Sometimes Jimin needs time to process things before he's ready to talk about them, and it's hard for Jungkook to judge when he does the same thing sometimes. He'll follow up after their trip.

At least by the time they’re packing together Wednesday morning, Jimin has started to perk up a bit. He gets a big smile on his face as he talks about how he can’t wait to try out one of the mineral baths, and how pretty the building looks in the pictures online.

“Do you think I should bother bringing my Switch?” Jimin asks, standing over his suitcase with his head quirked to one side.

“Might as well.” Jungkook steps up behind Jimin and wraps his arms around his shoulders, nosing at Jimin’s scent gland and pressing his lips to the skin. “Depending on what Jin-hyung has planned tonight, we might have time to kill in the room.”

Jimin sighs in contentment and tips his head to give Jungkook more room. “I suppose you’re right.”

“Plus, TaeTae likes to see you using the Switch he got you.”

“Oh, that’s a good point. I should wear some of the jewelry he’s bought me too – not enough to be obvious. Just a couple of things.”

Jungkook hums, so content to be wrapped around his mate and breathing in the smell of warm vanilla that he almost feels like he could float away. “Should wear the choker he got you last month. He liked that one on you a lot.”

It’s an understatement, really. When Jimin had first come out wearing the choker – a thin, soft black band with little silver moons dotted along it – both Jungkook and Taehyung’s eyes had gone wide. He still remembers how fast Taehyung’s maple scent had gone sweet at the sight, and he’s sure his own scent spiked just as much. It wasn’t fair, Jimin looking that good when neither of them could do anything about it at the–

“You sure it was just him who liked it?” Jimin asks, clearly teasing.

“Not my fault you’re hot,” Jungkook mumbles. “Jin-hyung hasn’t seen it on you yet either.”

Jimin does wear the choker. It’s a bit of a rush when he gets home from work, but Jungkook has everything ready by the door so all Jimin needs to do is shower and get dressed. In the end, they don’t even have to keep Jin and Taehyung waiting when they come to pick them up, rushing down the stairs with enthusiasm and heading straight for the black SUV parked out front.

Taehyung greets them as soon as they open the door, wearing a little half smile and looking like he’s probably feeling awake enough not to need a nap anytime soon. It’s a definite improvement, but still a far cry from his usual energy level. His scent is still muted too – more sugar than anything else.

So Jungkook launches at him. If Taehyung still doesn’t have energy, Jungkook will just have to have enough for both of them.

Jin’s hello from the front of the vehicle is almost entirely drowned out by the squeal that Taehyung lets out as he’s tackled against the back seat. Jungkook calls a greeting over his shoulder in return and then focuses all of his energy on wrestling Taehyung into the middle seat and planting several big kisses over his cheeks, nose, and forehead.

“Missed you, hyung,” Jungkook says once they both begin to settle into place.

“You just saw me a couple of days ago.”

“Yeah, and I missed you the whole time since then. Did you miss me, TaeTae?”

Taehyung rolls his eyes even as his face cracks into a slightly more genuine looking smile. “Yeah, I missed you too, you big dork. Now buckle up so we can go. I’m starving and we have like an hour long drive.”

“Getting your appetite back?” Jimin asks, buckling his own seat belt and leaning over to kiss Taehyung before settling against him. “That’s a good sign.”

“Yeah, a little I guess.”

“It’s a very good sign,” Jin says from the passenger seat. “I hope the two of you are hungry as well.”

Jungkook’s eyes drift to the front of the car and he recognizes the white blonde hair and broad build of the man in the driver’s seat immediately. “Wonho-ssi, you’re coming with us?”

Wonho meets Jungkook’s eyes in the rear view mirror and smiles. “I won’t have much to secure with the two of you gone tonight – and besides, Seokjin-ssi hates driving.”

“I may have booked him a massage as well,” Jin says with a wink.

“That was unnecessary.”

“We will have to agree to disagree.”

“Did you see pictures of the gym online, Wonho-ssi?” Jungkook asks. “It looks super nice. Will you come workout with me in the morning?”

Wonho agrees and Jin-hyung offers to come along as well. It will be fun to get a chance to get to know Wonho a little better, plus Jungkook has been curious what his workouts are like for months. They’ve texted and talked about it some, but now he’ll get to see firsthand how Wonho manages to look like that.

Jimin and Taehyung are both uninterested in the gym, but Jin pulls up a listing of other amenities and offerings for the two of them to look over. At the first mention of yoga, Taehyung perks up a little and Jimin jumps on it immediately, reading out all of their options until they settle on trying flying yoga. Jungkook has to look up a picture because he’s never heard of that before. It looks a little weird, but Taehyung and Jimin seem excited about it so that’s more than enough for him.

The ride to their destination is mostly eaten up by discussion about their plans for the following day. The morning is pretty solidly booked with spa activities, then lunch, and then off to do some shopping if they (mostly Taehyung) feel up to it. Eventually Taehyung does notice Jimin's choice in jewelry, and it makes a tiny little smile crack across his face as he compliments the choker, which has Jin-hyung looking back from the front seat to deepen Jimin's blush by doing the same.

Dinner is awesome. It’s a whole five course ordeal that leaves even Jungkook feeling stuffed by the end of it. (He tries to ask Wonho to come with them, but he is adamant about watching the car.) Jin and Jungkook put Taehyung in between them at the table and take turns getting him to try different dishes. His appetite does seem to be back at least a little – and the attention clearly doesn’t hurt either.

It’s one of the things Jungkook has come to like most about him.

Taehyung likes attention and he doesn’t try to hide it. He doesn’t really try to hide much at all actually, almost always wearing his feelings right out in the open and never being shy about asking for things he wants. He’s inspiring in a lot of ways. It makes Jungkook feel like he can do anything he wants as long as Taehyung is there with him. Even more so if Jimin is there too. Having the three of them together makes him feel truly unstoppable.

For now though, the only thing he really wants to do is help Taehyung feel better.

Jimin refuses to stand for Wonho missing dinner and manages to get a to-go container with minimal fuss. He fills it neatly with samples from every course and then passes it to Wonho when they get back into the vehicle.

“You didn’t have to do that, Jimin-ssi,” Wonho says. “I could have grabbed something after I dropped you all off.”

“Well, now you don’t have to. Consider it a thank you for looking out for us.”

Wonho thinks about this for a moment before probably deciding to pick his battles and giving a slow nod. (The right choice. When Jimin decides to be stubborn about something petty, there's no winning.) “Alright. In that case, thank you very much. I’ll enjoy it I’m sure.”

It’s only about a ten minute car ride from the restaurant to where they’re staying, and the building is every bit as pretty as it looked in the pictures, especially bathed in twilight. The area is surrounded by trees grown tall and thick enough to hide the highway from view, and a bunch of other plants too. There's even some he's pretty sure he's never seen before, so he's excited to get a closer look at them.

Jungkook rushes to dig his camera out of his suitcase and grab a couple of photos before they head inside. He's sure Namjoon-hyung would love to see all the plants too.

The whole place is built up against a cliff that towers over one side, with what looks like an expansive garden area towards the back. There’s the sound of rushing water off in the distance, so Jungkook is betting there’s a waterfall somewhere along the back side of the property (probably somewhere along the cliff), but he can’t see it from here. Still, the whole location is picture perfect and he eagerly snaps dozens of photos using a few different settings. There’s not enough time to be picky as the light fades, so he takes a lot just to be sure some are worth keeping.

There aren’t too many cars in the lot, but then again this place is apparently pretty exclusive – and they did come in the middle of the week. At least it gives him plenty of room to work with.

The composition of the first few photos is good, but a little boring. If he runs to the far end of the parking lot, he can avoid getting any cars in the shot. It’s a bit of shame he didn’t bring his tripod to take some longer exposure shots in this pretty lighting, but then again if he gets down on the ground he can keep the camera stable enough for at least a bit longer, not to mention changing up the composition and capturing the actual scale of the cliff rising–

“Jungkookie?” Taehyung’s voice snaps him back to reality. Jungkook is basically on his belly in the corner of the parking lot, camera aimed up at the building, when he turns to find Taehyung crouched down barely a foot away and gently asking, “Will you take a couple of me and Jiminie too?”

It’s not his usual energetic and demanding way of requesting attention, but it’s still a request and Jungkook leaps off the ground at the chance to fulfill it. “Of course, hyung. Did you guys have something specific in mind?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “Nah, just something fun to remember this by.”

“Okay, we can take some fun ones. I do charge a slight fee for my services though,” Jungkook says, puckering his lips through a smile.

Taehyung huffs out a tiny laugh, but does lean down to kiss him. After that, they spend little time taking silly pictures of the four of them. (Wonho even agrees to take a few of all of them together, handling Jungkook’s camera with the utmost care.) Some of Taehyung’s smiles still look forced, but Jungkook is certain he catches a couple of moments of real joy on his face before they exhaust the last of the twilight and head inside.

*******

Taehyung has spent the last few weeks being babied and doted on by each and every one of his mates, and he’d love to say that it's helped but it doesn’t feel like he’s doing any better. Then again, he can’t always trust his own brain when it comes to these things. Every time things get like this, it just feeds him never ending loops of reasoning about how pointless everything is.

He’s put in so much effort toward getting better, and for what? All for one little downswing to take him completely out of the game and launch him right back into that familiar bleak and colorless world he spent so many years just barely managing to survive in? What a waste – of his time and of Jin-hyung’s, the one who has put the most effort into helping him not feel this way all the time anymore. And what does he have to show for it? Nothing. Or at least it feels that way.

But he keeps trying.

He agrees to the spa day even though staying in bed sounds better. He lets Jin talk him through all of their options and does his best to offer input, and when they all stop for dinner, he tries everything that’s put in front of him. He watches Jin trying all the new dishes too, and attempts to appreciate his mate’s joy in lieu of the paltry amount he can summon up in himself. (It helps a little. Seeing Jin happy always does.) Once they arrive at the resort, he even smiles for pictures with Jimin and the others, doing his best to try and fake the joy until it becomes real.

It only half works, but he has to keep trying. It doesn’t get better if he doesn’t try.

Jin says he’s improving. It doesn’t feel that way most of the time, but they’ve been through this enough times that he knows his mate is usually right in his assessments. Taehyung trusts him.

Their suite really is nice. It’s the same as the one he and Jin got the last time they came here, though they’ve made a few minor changes to the decor since then. It offers them a small dining area, a living room, bathroom, and two bedrooms.

Admittedly he does actually feel a little better once they’ve all had a chance to settle in and Jimin hooks his Switch up so they can play games together. The couch easily seats the four of them, and Taehyung is happy to be pressed in close between Jimin and Jin. Even if he isn’t feeling his best, it’s still nice to spend time with his mates like this. Plus banding together to try and beat Jungkook on even a single Mario Kart track is the most fun he’s had in weeks, even though they fail miserably most of the time.

Unfortunately, his energy levels are still excruciatingly low, and he finds himself slumping against Jin’s side after only an hour or so.

“Are you ready to lie down, darling?” Jin asks after they conclude another race where Jungkook manages to beat the three of them.

Taehyung frowns. It’s too early for sleep but he’s just so damn tired. “I don’t wanna go to bed yet, but I’m too tired to do anything. You guys can keep playing if you want. I’ll just watch.”

“I kind of wanted to get the pictures off my camera anyways,” Jungkook says, setting down his controller. “I’m hoping I got a couple of good ones I can send to Namjoon-hyung.”

Jimin leans over to rest his head on Tae’s shoulder. “If you want, we could change into our pajamas and go lay down together in the bedroom?”

“It’s too early for you to go to bed,” Taehyung huffs. This is so frustrating. He wants to spend time with his mates but everything feels bad and nothing is going to help and he wants to cry and–

“What if I play Zelda for you?” Jimin asks. “You can watch for as long as you want, and when you’re ready to sleep we’ll already be in bed.”

Oh that… That actually sounds kind of nice.

“Okay,” he agrees. “I’ll go get changed.”

Even getting changed into his pajamas feels like it takes every ounce of strength he has, but what else is new lately? He debates brushing his teeth, but he kind of wants something sweet – maybe ice cream. It’s only been a couple of hours since the huge meal they had, but this is the first time he’s craved a food in weeks. The thought of asking for anything kind of makes him want to sleep for a month instead, but ‘desires are progress’ is a mantra Jin-hyung has drilled into his head so hard that he knows he should try to communicate what he wants.

Ugh.

Taehyung drags himself back out into the main area of the suite and finds all three of them (with Jimin already in his pajamas too) huddled around Jungkook’s laptop at the kitchen table. He walks right up behind Jin and basically wraps himself around the beta, arms circling his middle.

Jin tries to stand up straight and turn to face him, but Tae just squeezes tighter and stays latched onto his back. “Are you alright, darling? Do you need anything?” Jin asks, hands coming to rest over Taehyung’s.

“Don’t need it but I…” Taehyung lets out a little sigh and buries his face against Jin’s back.

Jungkook turns away from his laptop and leans back to make eye contact with Tae. “Is there something you want, hyung? Or are you just looking for Jiminie?” he asks, reaching out to touch Taehyung’s shoulder with a big warm smile.

Jungkook is always ready for food so…

“Are you hungry, Jungkookie?”

“I could eat. What are you thinking?”

“I think I want ice cream,” Tae admits quietly, feeling like a burden for even bringing it up. Damn it, now he feels like crying again. He hates this, hates feeling one step away from tears at any moment, even if feeling things again is supposed to be a good sign for him.

Why do all the good signs have to feel so hard?

Before he can start crying, Jungkook stands up and joins in on his hug with Jin, pressing right against Taehyung’s back and wrapping his arms around the both of them. “I’ll eat ice cream with you, hyung.”

“Yeah, me too,” Jimin says, giving him a soft smile. “I bet there’s places that deliver here.”

“I know there are,” Jin confirms. “If you let me go and get my phone, we’ll get you anything you want, love. You know it’s a good sign if you’re–”

“I know,” Tae groans, pressing his forehead into Jin’s back for another couple of seconds before finally letting him go. “It just doesn’t feel good.”

Now that he’s been freed, Jin is quick to turn around and take Tae’s face in his hands, leaning in and giving a soft kiss to each one of his cheeks, his forehead, and finally his lips. “Thank you for telling us what you want,” he says, thumb rubbing at Taehyung’s cheekbone, and that familiar fond look on his face. “You’ve done very well and you certainly deserve ice cream for your efforts. Is there a specific kind you’re craving?”

Damn it. He hasn’t thought that far ahead. “Umm… Something rich with lots of toppings. Chocolate sounds good, I think.”

Jin nods. “I can do that. Do you want to eat it in bed with Jimin-ah?”

“Yes please.”

Jimin asks Jungkook to order him something good and then takes Tae’s hand to lead him into the bedroom. The curtains are shut, leaving just the warm glow of one of the bedside lamps illuminating the room, and Jimin’s Switch is already lying at the center of the huge bed, plugged in with Breath Of The Wild paused on the screen.

The two of them pile up pillows against the headboard and cuddle close together without another word, and Taehyung can feel himself relaxing already. Between the warmth of Jimin’s body against his, the low lighting, and the quiet sounds of the game, it’s easy to let the tension just bleed out of him and stop thinking so much.

He’s just starting to feel drowsy when Jin-hyung knocks gently on the bedroom door and brings them their ice cream, lingering just long enough to lean in for a kiss from each of them. After that he heads back out to go hang out with Jungkook.

The ice cream is exactly what Taehyung wanted, and it wakes him right up. His is chocolate and full of tons of different chunks of brownie, chocolate chips, strips of caramel, and crisp bits of cookie that crunch between his teeth. It’s perfect. In sharp contrast, Jimin’s ice cream is a pretty pink color, covered in whipped cream and drizzles of strawberry sauce, then sprinkled with berries. He lets Tae try and it’s every bit as light and fruity as it looks.

Taehyung takes his time enjoying his ice cream, but he still finishes quite a bit before Jimin, who’s only really eating when he takes tiny breaks from the game.

“Want me to play for you so you can eat?” Taehyung offers.

“Do you want to?”

He considers for a moment before nodding and reaching out for the Switch. “Yeah, I’ll grind out some cooking for you if you want?”

“Sure. Thanks, TaeTae.”

Taehyung cooks up a bunch of potions and food in game while Jimin eats his ice cream, answering the occasional question about what kind of items he wants. Then once he’s finished his ice cream, Tae gives him the Switch back.

Instead of playing right away, Jimin sets it down on the nightstand and turns toward him instead. “I’m really glad you’re here,” Jimin says softly, cuddling up against Tae. “We don’t have to talk if you don’t want, but I just wanna be close for a minute.”

“You okay, Jiminie?” Taehyung wraps his arms around Jimin, nosing at his hair. He doesn’t smell distressed – not like that means anything when it comes to Jimin – but it’s still a habit to check.

“Yeah, I’m good – really good right now actually. I know you aren’t feeling so great, but it still always makes me feel better to spend time with you.”

“Were you not feeling good before?”

Jimin shrugs in his arms. “Just a little stressed this week – nothing to worry about. Work and school, you know how it is. I’m looking forward to tomorrow. It’s been a long time since I’ve been somewhere like this.”

“Do you wanna talk about it?”

“Nah, it’s fine. Wasn’t really anything interesting.”

Taehyung doubts that, but still he doesn’t want to push – doesn’t want to risk losing whatever this is. Not when he finally feels kind of good. His belly is pleasantly full and Jimin is warm against him, voice low and sweet. He thinks he could listen to Jimin talk for hours sometimes.

“Tell me about the last time you went somewhere like this?” Tae prompts, sliding down so he and Jimin can lie face to face, foreheads pressed together.

Jimin gives a pretty little smile, eyes crinkling at the corners before he lets them slip closed for a few seconds. “Sure. The last time was with Jungkook’s mom. I’d already presented but Kookie hadn’t yet, so we were still kind of young. It was some resort in China, a massive wooden cabin in the mountains with tons of hiking paths and outdoor activities to keep Kookie happy when he couldn’t stand sitting still any longer. We were there for a few days and I think he must have averaged like ten or twenty miles of hiking a day. His security detail got their workout in, that’s for sure.”

Jimin must know what Taehyung needs because he just keeps talking, first about the resort and then about other trips Jungkook’s mom took them on together. Tae half listens, letting Jimin’s voice lull him closer and closer toward sleep with every moment.

~~

When Taehyung wakes up the next morning, he’s tucked against Jimin’s chest with Jungkook pressed against his back, breathing warm little puffs of air into his hair. He can smell Jin-hyung close by too, and when he cracks his eyes open he can see the top of his head poking out from where he’s spooned up against Jimin’s back.

Everything is warm and safe, bathed in the pretty glow of morning sunlight (someone must have opened the curtains – probably Jin-hyung), and Tae thinks this is maybe the best he’s felt in a long time. There’s nothing heavy in his chest, just the four of them here together. The only thing that could make this better is if his alphas were here too. Still the prospect of a whole day at the spa sounds nice, so he supposes he can wait to see all of his mates until a little later.

He’s in no rush to get up, so instead he just lies there and enjoys it until the others begin to stir.

Jungkook wakes up first, immediately pulling Taehyung closer and pressing soft kisses into his hair. Jimin stirs briefly at the movement but it’s nowhere near enough to wake him up – in fact, he sleeps through all of them eventually getting up.

The three of them start getting ready and let Jimin have a little extra sleep while they order breakfast, and Jungkook calls Wonho to see when they’re heading to the gym. From the sounds of it, Wonho is already prepared to go, so when the food arrives, Jungkook starts eating right away so he doesn’t keep Wonho waiting any longer than necessary.

Jin is in no rush, offering to meet up with them later since he’s really excited at the idea of getting to wake Jimin up.

Jungkook stuffs his face at light speed and is already gone when Jin steps back out of the bedroom carrying Jimin, his arms wrapped loosely around Jin’s neck. Both of their scents are warm and so, so inviting that Taehyung scoots closer as soon as they sit down. Jimin’s eyes are just barely cracked open, but he still smiles when he sees Tae, slow and sweet and so goddamn pretty.

When Jin attempts to put him down, Jimin makes a tiny little whine and wraps his arms tighter around the beta’s neck, and the wave of sweet mint scent is a dead giveaway of just how much this pleases Jin.

“Not ready to be let go just yet, darling?” Jin coos, nosing at Jimin’s hair before planting a gentle kiss on top of his head.

“S’too early,” Jimin mumbles. “Jus’ gimme a minute.”

Taehyung isn’t sure if it’s because Jimin is still half asleep, or if it’s because it’s just the three of them with no alphas, but for once Jimin allows them to dote on him without a fuss. Jin cards fingers through his hair while Tae feeds him bites of breakfast, little chunks of fruit and torn off pieces of croissant that he eagerly accepts, giving Taehyung more of those warm little smiles like he’s hung the moon.

The whole morning has been a relief, but this…

He loves this.

Everyone has been looking after him for weeks now, but this is the first time he's really gotten to take care of anyone else in that time, and he hasn't seen Jimin this accepting of being doted on since his heat. Tae wants more of this, wants to put Jimin back to bed and feed him the rest of breakfast there, wants to cuddle him until he’s ready to get up and then maybe brush his hair and pick out his clothes and–

He wants Jimin needy – not because he's in heat, but because he trusts them to take care of him like this.

Unfortunately, they have plans for the morning, and Jimin remembers this too, eventually asking for the time and conceding that he may actually need to get up and get dressed. Tae should do the same, and Jin-hyung has a workout to get to – assuming he hasn’t missed the whole thing already. For now, Taehyung packs away his desire to baby Jimin and focuses on preparing for the rest of the day.

Jimin blushes while he thanks them for breakfast, accepting a kiss from each of them before excusing himself to go get dressed.

As soon as he heads to the bedroom, Jin turns to Taehyung with a grin. “Well that was unexpected. How are you feeling, love?”

Taehyung pauses for a moment at the question, because he doesn't want to jump the gun but… he’s pretty sure he might actually feel better. “I think… I think I feel good, hyung.”

Jin’s smile gets even wider, going all the way up to his eyes. “I’m so glad to hear that. Does that mean you’re feeling up to the rest of our plans for today?”

“Yeah, I’m ready. I just…” Tae debates explaining his feelings to Jin, but the sound of movement from the bedroom reminds him that they really don’t have a lot of time right now. Either way, it's not like wanting to take care of Jimin is all that new, so it probably won't even be news to Jin-hyung.

“You just…?” Jin prompts.

Maybe just the short version.

“I'm glad we got to spend this time with Jiminie like that. Just kind of… wish it wasn't over so soon.”

Jin-hyung lets out a short little laugh at that. “You and me both, darling, though I'm sure it won't be our last chance to fuss over him – especially if you tell him how much you liked it.”

The thought of doing this again someday soon perks Tae right back up, a smile tugging at his mouth. “Yeah, I'll explain to him when I get the chance.”

Notes:

See you Sunday for the continuation of this little spa date :D

Chapter 82: Something Familiar

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Something about a schedule packed with relaxation always sounds funny to Taehyung, but that’s just how it is in places like this. He loves it, moving from one activity to the next and feeling more refreshed after each one – not to mention seeing his mates having fun too.

The great big looming cloud of hopelessness isn't gone. He can feel it hanging over him now that they've started to move on with their day. His energy levels still feel low too, and it's impossible to completely escape the lingering worry that all of this is pointless, but this is the best he's felt in weeks and he's determined not to let those feelings win today. There's finally progress that he can see for himself, and he's going to cling to it with everything he has.

He and Jimin pass Wonho, Jin, and Jungkook on their way back from the gym, all three of them sporting wet hair after their post-workout showers. Jungkook is beaming, talking excitedly with Wonho until he notices the two of them and runs up to tell them about how much weight Wonho can deadlift and ask how flying yoga went.

They make it a quick update because they’ll be meeting up again shortly for pedicures. Wonho decides to opt out of the rest of the activities, at least until Jin reminds him that he has to go in for his massage and he begrudgingly accepts.

“You’ll love it, Wonho-ssi,” Tae says. “They do a really great job here!”

“I don’t doubt that. I just don’t like the thought of trying to defend you in little more than a towel, should the need arise.”

Jin laughs. “I highly doubt we will be attacked here, let alone on the massage table. You shouldn’t need to worry.”

“With all due respect, Seokjin-ssi, you pay me to worry.”

“Well for one hour, we are instead paying you to relax,” Jin says. “I can’t make you, but it would be nice to give you something back for all the hard work you do for us.”

Taehyung can’t help but grin. “Yeah and besides, I bet I would look cool fighting someone off in a towel – and if I need one hand to hold it up, it might even be a little hard.”

“I have no doubt you would be up to the challenge,” Wonho says, shaking his head.

They go their separate ways, but four of them are back together before long, moving through the morning’s schedule at a leisurely pace. They have plenty to get to – mineral baths, mani-pedis, facials, and finally a nice massage before they have lunch and set out for some shopping.

It’s no surprise that Jin-hyung has given a lot of thought to where he’d like to shop after they’re done, listing off a few boutiques he’s sure Tae will like (he’s probably right), plus an art supply store for Jungkook, and a huge culinary supply store that includes a whole section of baking supplies for Jimin and plenty more for Jin. With any luck, they should all be leaving with something shiny and new today.

They split into pairs for their facials and massages. Taehyung and Jimin head to one end of the building, while Jungkook and Jin turn off a couple of hallways before them.

The man who gives Tae his facial describes each step as he does it, but honestly Taehyung mostly tunes it out. Of course he nods and makes the appropriate remarks where necessary, but he’s far more interested in the experience than he is in the actual process.

And the experience is a treat.

He feels thoroughly pampered already. Between all the bathing, moisturizing, and now his face glowing and soft, he feels a little like he’s floating. Jimin seems to feel the same, smiling warm and pretty after their facials and telling Taehyung that his skin hasn’t felt this smooth in months.

It’s nice to know that Jimin is enjoying himself just as much as Tae is – and there’s still one item left on their to do list. They saved the best for last.

There aren’t many things better than an hour-long massage. Taehyung might be spoiled by living with Hobi-hyung, who gives out massages for any special occasion, bad day, or at the slightest request – but he’ll never turn down the opportunity for more. Melting into a puddle on the massage table is exactly what he needs after the last few weeks of misery. The gnawing ache of emptiness is still there, but he is above the surface right now and he intends to stay there. He’s lost so many good experiences to that feeling already, and he won't let it take this from him too.

They’re guided to their rooms by a pair of alpha women – their masseuses. Tae recognizes one of them from the last time he was here almost a year ago, and makes small talk with her as they walk.

He and Jimin each get their own room, and Taehyung plants a kiss on Jimin's cheek before they go their separate ways. There’s only a little hallway between their two rooms, and Tae can hear their muffled voices from the other room for a few seconds before his masseuse turns on some low, calm music and leaves him to get undressed.

The massage is wonderful, weeks worth of tension bleeding out of him like someone opened a valve. His masseuse doesn’t really talk to him outside of a couple of checks in the beginning to make sure things are okay, and then to let him know if she’ll be touching him somewhere else. Mostly Taehyung just lets himself relax into the experience, tuning out everything that isn’t the pressure of her hands or the soft music playing in the background.

A little thump sound from the hall is enough to bring him back to reality. He doesn’t flinch at the noise, but he does listen closely. He’s had too much training to assume it’s nothing. There’s a few moments of silence before he picks up the sound of muffled voices in the hallway – including Jimin’s voice.

That’s not right. There’s no way their hour is up already, so why is Jimin in the hallway?

Taehyung has to investigate. “Excuse me, ma'am, but that’s my mate I can hear out in the hall. I’m going to check on him quick,” he says, feeling the masseuse's hands go still on his back. She offers to look for him, but Tae would prefer to check on Jimin personally, so he declines. He climbs up off the table, tying the towel around his waist and making his way to the door.

The first thing that hits him is the smell, a sour, burnt vanilla that very nearly makes him recoil – though it probably would if he didn’t instinctively recognize who it belongs to. He’s certain he’s never caught more than a hint of Jimin’s distressed scent before, but this is damn near filling the entire hallway.

He feels the first spike of panic. Something is very wrong.

There’s no immediate commotion outside the door, but he spots the other alpha masseuse carefully inching her way toward the end of the hall. Her back is to Taehyung and her hands are raised as if to show she doesn’t mean any harm. “It’s okay,” she says softly. “Do you want me to call one of your mates?”

Tae steps out into the hall so he can see past her and finally catches sight of Jimin, huddled on the floor in the corner of the hallway. He’s got a towel wrapped around his waist just like Taehyung, but that’s all. His body is visibly shaking, face buried in his hands.

What in the –

Taehyung runs to him, skirting past the masseuse and kneeling down to wrap Jimin in his arms. “Jiminie, baby, I’m here. I’ve got you. What happened?”

Jimin flinches at the first touch, another wave of that burnt vanilla rolling off of him, voice shaking when he tries to speak. “Tae? Oh god, I– I didn’t mean– I’m sorry,” he sputters in between short, frantic breaths.

The shaking, the crying, the rushed and shallow breathing – Jimin is clearly having some sort of panic attack, and Taehyung can’t quite fight down the bolt of anger that shoots through him. If someone is responsible for this, there will be hell to pay.

“Are you okay? Did anybody hurt you, baby?”

Taehyung glances back at Jimin’s masseuse, watching her expression shift from relief to worry as she shakes her head. “I swear I didn’t do anything,” she says. “He started to panic and I only tried to soothe him a little.”

She had better be telling the truth, because if she– If anyone ever lays a finger on his mate–

“She– She didn’t do anything,” Jimin hiccups. “It’s not… It wasn’t her fault.” He lifts his face out of his hands, fixing Taehyung with tear stained eyes and blotchy cheeks. “I just wanted…” Jimin trails off, biting his lip while his eyes fill with a fresh round of tears.

Tae feels his heart lurch in his chest at the sight of his mate so distraught. “It’s okay, Jiminie. Just tell me what you need and I’ll take care of you. Do you want me to get your clothes?”

Jimin looks down at himself, only covered by the white towel wrapped around his waist, then his gaze drifts to the rest of the hallway and the two alphas looking over them. He lets out a whine and hides his face in his hands again, his breathing getting even faster, more shallow. “I’m so sorry for ruining this. Can we please– I just want to go back to the room.”

“You don’t have anything to apologize for,” Tae assures him. He doesn’t know what happened, but he does know that he needs to get Jimin somewhere more private, where he can actually take care of him. “Let’s get you dressed and we’ll go back to the room together, okay?”

Jimin’s gaze snaps back up to look at the door of the room he had gone into for his massage and he shakes his head, trying to pull himself tighter into the corner of the hallway. “I… I don’t think I can,” he whispers. “I can’t go back in there.”

Taehyung rubs a soothing hand over Jimin’s back. “It’s okay. You don’t have to. Can I bring you to the room I was in? It will just be the two of us – I can help you get dressed and then I’ll get you back to our suite, okay?”

It takes a little coaxing, but Jimin eventually lets Taehyung help him off of the floor, body still shaking and his head hung in shame. Tae instructs the two women to bring Jimin’s clothes and then give them a little time to get dressed and clear out. One of them sets Jimin’s clothes just inside the door and closes it behind her, leaving the two of them alone.

Taehyung pulls Jimin close again as soon as the door shuts, gently guiding Jimin’s face toward his neck. He might not have the same soothing pheromones that an alpha does, but then again that might be better right now. Jimin is scared, and Taehyung has only ever seen him afraid of alphas.

His head tips easily toward Tae’s neck, scent going less sour by the second. Still, with his face so close, Taehyung can feel the tiny little puffs of air that come with Jimin’s panicked breathing – the way he shakes even as he clings to Taehyung’s shoulders. As much as he wants to press and find out what happened, what he needs to do first is help Jimin calm down.

He tries to remember what Jin-hyung would do for him when he used to have panic attacks a lot more frequently, but a lot of those memories are little more than a blur. Oh well. There’s nothing he can do about that now. Jimin needs him, so he’s going to need to figure something out. His memories of those times might be a little fuzzy, but it happened enough that he’s pretty sure he can manage to replicate at least some of it.

Fuck it. How hard can it be?

Jimin’s shallow, rapid breathing hasn’t slowed down at all. He should probably work on that first.

“It’s okay, Jiminie. You’re safe and I promise I won't let anything hurt you. Can you take a couple of deep breaths with me?” Taehyung demonstrates with his own long, exaggerated breaths, letting his chest expand against Jimin’s to give him a physical cue to follow.

Jimin’s first couple of attempts are rough, cut off with sniffles and shakes, but he’s trying and that’s what matters.

“That’s it. You’re doing so good,” Tae coos, continuing his deep breaths and nosing at Jimin’s neck, pressing a few gentle kisses over the scent gland. He stops short of an actual scenting though. It's hard to say exactly what sort of panic attack this is, and he doesn't want to risk doing something that could possibly make things worse – especially when they're not back in their suite yet. “Let’s do some more of those, okay? Keep breathing with me.”

It takes a few minutes of Taehyung guiding him through for Jimin’s breathing to even out, but he does eventually get there. His scent is still distressed, though it’s a lot more muted than before. To be honest, Tae is almost glad to actually smell distress on Jimin after all of this time – not that he wants his mate upset. It’s just that he hates that Jimin has always felt like he has to hide it.

But he’s not hiding now.

With Jimin finally breathing mostly normally, Taehyung is tempted to push for more details, but this isn’t really the place for it. No, he should get Jimin back to their suite and cuddled up nice and safe before he pushes too far. Maybe they can make a super quick little nest or something.

Jimin lets out a little whine when Taehyung goes to pull away.

“I’m just gonna get you your clothes. I won't leave you alone, I promise.” Taehyung presses a kiss to Jimin’s cheek and quickly heads over to the opposite side of the room to grab both of their clothes.

Jimin gets dressed with a far away look in his eyes, only really interrupted by the occasional sniffle or a fresh batch of tears welling up that he wipes away with what looks like frustration. His scent goes almost entirely muted by the time they’re both dressed, and as much as Taehyung hates that he hides it, the journey back to their room should be easier this way. They don’t need anyone sniffing around just because they catch a whiff of distressed omega.

He offers to carry Jimin back to their suite but Jimin shakes his head no, so instead Taehyung tugs him close and guides him through the halls with an arm wrapped securely around him. A few other guests give them a passing glance and several staff members look ready to approach, but one hard look and a shake of Tae’s head is enough for them to keep their distance.

Back in the safety of their suite, Jimin freezes inside the door – like now that they’ve made it back he isn’t sure what to do.

Taehyung gives a little tug to Jimin’s arm, trying to get him to the bedroom but he doesn’t budge, just looks up at Tae with tears in his eyes and then back down at the floor. “You…” Jimin starts, voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t have to stay. There’s probably still time if you want to go back. I’m– I’m sorry I made a scene.”

“Jiminie, I’m not going to leave you alone.”

“But you were looking forward to your massage and–”

“I can get one of those any day,” Taehyung says, reaching out and tilting Jimin’s tear stained face up to look at him. “There’s nowhere I’d rather be than here. Now I’m going to get you to the bedroom, grab a few supplies, then cuddle you until you feel better – and if you feel up to it maybe you can tell me what happened, okay?”

Jimin bites his lip, looking back at him like he expects Taehyung to change his mind.

“Okay…” he eventually says. “If you’re sure.”

“I’m so sure, I promise. Now come on.”

This time when Tae takes Jimin’s hand and tugs, he actually follows him, shuffling along to the bedroom and crawling into bed while Tae grabs a box of tissues and a bottle of water. He would like to grab some food too (Jin-hyung almost always has chocolate for him after a breakdown), but there isn’t anything left in the suite. Maybe he can have Jungkook and Jin-hyung grab–

Shit, Jungkook and Jin-hyung.

Those two will be looking for them when their massages are done. He needs to let them know where they are, but he doesn’t want them to panic and rush back to the room. Selfishly, he kind of wants this chance to comfort Jimin on his own for a bit, but it’s not the sort of thing he should lie about…

He has to let them know, but that doesn’t mean he can’t ask for what he wants. He pulls out his phone to quickly tap out a couple of messages.

[Tae to Jin and Jungkook]

[Tae]: jiminie had a bit of a panic attack and we are back in the suite. we’re both safe and okay, so please don’t rush back. i was kind of hoping to get a chance to talk with him alone for a little bit if that’s okay?

[Tae]: i promise i’m taking good care of him

[Tae]: see you soon ♥

~

Good enough. If they rush back, then they rush back. Taehyung will understand, especially if Jungkook feels like he needs to come running to check on his mate.

Tae will just have to make the best of the time he has, which means hurrying back to the bedroom with his supplies in hand. He finds Jimin sitting almost completely motionless on the bed, leaning back against the headboard and just staring down at the blankets with a blank expression. He’s not putting out any scent at all, barely even shifting as he breathes.

After how distressed he was before, this is almost frightening – at least enough to freeze Taehyung in the doorway for a few seconds.

If it’s frightening for him, how must Jimin feel?

The thought is enough to get him moving again, slowly climbing onto the bed and resting a hand on Jimin’s shoulder. He doesn’t flinch at the touch this time, which is probably a good sign. “I’m here now, Jiminie. You wanna come closer?”

It takes a moment for Jimin to respond, but he does eventually turn his head to look at Taehyung. His eyes are still puffy, starting to well up with tears again as soon as he makes eye contact and nods. Tae doesn’t waste any more time, dragging Jimin in for cuddles and guiding his face up into his neck, doing his best to push out as much of his scent as he can.

Once he has Jimin tucked in close, it’s like a dam breaks.

In the space of only a few seconds, Jimin goes from eerily calm to nearly sobbing into Taehyung’s neck, his body shaking with the force of it. “I wasn’t– Didn’t– I didn’t mean to,” he stutters out, words half muffled against Tae’s skin. “I didn’t know…”

“It’s okay,” Taehyung soothes, rubbing a hand up and down Jimin’s back. “I promise nobody is going to be upset with you.”

“But I… I ruined it.”

“You didn’t ruin anything, baby.”

“You– I know you were looking forward to this.”

“Yeah, but you’re so much more important to me than any of that. I’d rather be here with you than back on that massage table – and besides, you had a panic attack, Jiminie. That isn’t something you can control.”

Jimin just keeps on crying, mumbling mostly muffled words as he clings to Taehyung. It’s hard to make any of it out aside from the occasional, “M’sorry.”

“Nothing to be sorry for. You’re doing so good,” Taehyung says softly. “It’s okay, just let it all out. I’m not going anywhere.”

The shoulder of Taehyung’s t-shirt is soaked through with tears by the time Jimin finally starts to settle down a bit. He accepts the tissues and some water with little fuss, but barely breaks contact with Tae as he does, apparently unwilling to part from him. (Taehyung would be lying if he said that didn’t make something inside of him swell with pride.)

“Thank you,” Jimin whispers once he’s cuddled up tight against Taehyung again. “I don’t know what would have happened if you hadn’t come out to check on me.”

“You don’t have to thank me, Jiminie. I always want to be there with you if you’re hurting.” Now that things have calmed down, Taehyung does nose his way down and presses a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland, following it with a gentle swipe of his tongue. There’s a tiny little gasp from Jimin but he doesn’t tense up or anything, which Tae takes as a good sign even though the scenting isn't returned and he still can’t smell Jimin at all. He leaves his lips pressed there for a few seconds before turning his head to ask, “Do you think you can tell me what happened?”

“I…” Jimin takes a couple of slow, deep breaths and Taehyung runs his tongue back over his scent gland, hoping the feeling will help to keep Jimin grounded. “I didn’t know it was going to be like this. Everything seemed fine at first. I got undressed and got on the table, but once the lady came back in I started to feel… scared? She didn’t do anything wrong – she was actually really nice, but I… I just couldn’t relax. I thought if I waited it would get better but it didn’t and then it must have gotten into my scent because she tried to help but that only made it worse and then…”

“And then?” Taehyung prompts after a few seconds of silence.

“It all gets kind of fuzzy after that. I don't know why it got so bad. I think maybe… It might have been because I couldn't see her behind me, but I could smell her. At first it just made me a little anxious, then… She kept trying to help soothe me, but the stronger her scent got, the more I needed to get away from it – and then at some point I must have tried to leave?” Jimin shakes his head, voice gone quiet again. “I just remember you coming to help me.”

Taehyung hugs Jimin tighter. “Thank you for telling me, baby. You did such a good job.”

“I just wish I hadn’t made a scene,” Jimin admits in a whisper.

“I’m glad you did. If I hadn’t heard your voice out in the hall, I might not have known to come check on you – and the thought of you panicking alone… I would hate to know you went through something like that by yourself when I was right there and could have helped.”

“Still embarrassing.” Jimin wiggles his way up so he can press his face into Taehyung’s neck, lips pecking a kiss to his scent gland and following it up with one tiny swipe of his tongue. “But thank you for helping me.”

Taehyung can't help the fact that his mind is already whirring, trying to puzzle out the specific trigger for this panic attack and what it means for the future. That masseuse was a stranger to Jimin. An alpha, yes, but also a woman. Tae would think that fact might have helped, but then again Jimin did say he couldn't see her when he started panicking – so maybe it was purely a scent issue?

Either way, they'll have to find a way to talk about it with the hyungs, because once Namjoon-hyung finds out about this he's probably going to get even more timid with Jimin, and that's the last thing Tae wants to see happen. Jimin is going to need support and stability, not fear. Luckily Jin-hyung should be able to help with that even if Taehyung doesn't know the right way to phrase it to Namjoon.

The whole pack will need to talk now that they know this is a possibility, but he's not sure how Jimin will do under all of that attention – especially after something like this. Maybe they can tackle it in smaller groups or…

He needs to talk this out with Jin-hyung.

*******

Seokjin hears the hum of his phone buzzing with a notification and reaches for it immediately, apologizing to the masseuse currently rubbing the tension out of his lower back. She assures him it’s fine and does not pause her work.

[Tae to Jin and Jungkook]

[Tae]: jimin had a bit of a panic attack and we are back in the suite. we are both safe and okay, so please don’t rush back. i was kind of hoping to get a chance to talk with him alone for a little bit if that’s okay?

[Tae]: i promise i’m taking good care of him

[Tae]: see you soon ♥

~

Well, that’s not good.

There’s a part of him that wants to leap up from the table immediately and go to them, worried about what could have possibly set Jimin off, but he also desperately wants to give Taehyung whatever it takes to help him feel better. An opportunity to help Jimin through this could be just the thing to shake him out of this funk – and besides, not every situation is helped by adding more people. He has faith that if he is needed, Taehyung will say as much.

However… he’s not the only one who will need convincing.

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: I’m not sure if you saw Taehyung-ah’s messages.

[Jin]: I would like to give the two of them a chance to talk, but if you need to go to Jimin-ah we would all understand completely :-)

[Jin]: Just please let me know if you decide to head back.

[JK]: just saw them now

[JK]: if they werent already back in the room i would have to go but

[JK]: i think it might be good for them to talk

[Jin]: I thought the same thing. Let me know if you change your mind. Otherwise I’ll see you when our hour is up.

[Jin]: Try to relax :-)

[JK]: okay hyung

~

The massage is lovely, and gives him ample time to consider what a panic attack and the aftermath might look like for Jimin. Seokjin does wrap things up a few minutes early just so he can make sure Jungkook isn’t left waiting for him to finish, not when he’s probably already feeling a little antsy.

To his surprise, Jungkook doesn’t smell distressed at all when he steps out into the hallway, just his usual fresh orange scent clinging to him when Seokjin steps closer. While he hadn’t expected Jungkook to be distraught, he also didn't expect quite this level of calm.

The feeling must show on his face because Jungkook quirks his head to the side. “Something wrong, hyung?”

“Nothing like that,” Seokjin assures him. “I think I just expected you to smell a bit worried.”

Jungkook’s scent does shift minutely at the words, but he’s still well within his normal range. “I mean I’m a little worried, but TaeTae promised he was taking care of Jiminie and I’m sure he would have called if he needed us. He's helped Jiminie with hard stuff plenty of times now. I trust him.”

He trusts him. Oh, if that doesn’t just warm Seokjin’s heart.

“Taehyung-ah will be very happy to hear that, you know.” Seokjin tugs Jungkook closer and presses a kiss to his cheek before sliding and arm around his back to lead him down the hall. “If you’re up for giving them a little more time, why don’t we go pick up something sweet? Nothing lifts the spirits quite like chocolate after something as strenuous as a panic attack.”

“Yeah, let’s give them a little longer. You think this might help TaeTae feel better? He was already starting to smell like himself again this morning, just a bit.”

Seokjin had smelled it too, the first hints of maple he’s caught on Taehyung in weeks. It only makes him more certain that this tiny getaway with Jimin and Jungkook was the perfect plan. He really does hope that Jimin is feeling better now, but he can’t deny that there is a likely possibility that being able to take care of someone else will be a good experience for Taehyung. He’s spent weeks now being fussed over and prodded at by all of them, and while Seokjin knows it makes him feel loved and cared for, that sort of treatment can only get him so far.

“I smelled it too,” Seokjin says, giving Jungkook a smile. “And yes, I think this might be just what Taehyung-ah needs.”

The two of them take their time heading to the little cafe tucked down by the reception area, opting for a quick detour through some of the gardens where Jungkook eagerly snaps pictures of interesting plants and birds to share with Namjoon later. The two of them are always sending pictures back and forth. Seokjin has gotten a few peeks at their private chat on Namjoon's phone and it’s almost entirely made up of photos they’ve taken.

After fifteen minutes outside and what must be at least a hundred photos, Jungkook is beaming while they wait in line at the cafe. His eyes are glued to his phone, sorting through pictures and showing Seokjin his favorites as he sends them to Namjoon and types out little descriptions to go with them. He barely even looks up to order, asking Seokjin to pick him out something good instead – a task Seokjin is entirely prepared for. (He likes to think he has a good idea of Jungkook’s tastes by this point, and he enjoys watching him try new things.)

Once all of the best photos have been sent off and he has nothing left to do with himself but wait for their order, Jungkook does start to get a little restless – still not distressed but definitely antsy. He shifts his weight from one side to the other and checks his phone several times over the next couple of minutes, until Seokjin eventually reaches out to pull him closer.

“We’ll be back with them soon enough, darling,” he says, settling one hand at the back of Jungkook’s neck and loving the way he relaxes into the touch, leaning against Seokjin’s side.

“Sorry. I think I was okay at first but now I’m getting a little anxious.” Jungkook tucks himself in closer, scent wavering on the edge of stress but never quite tipping over.

“Nothing to be sorry for. You have every right to worry about your mate.” Seokjin keeps an eye on the counter while Jungkook stays close. Within another minute or so, one of the employees sets down a bag with his name on it. “It looks like our food is done. Are you ready to bring it to them?”

Jungkook practically leaps into action, collecting the bag with enthusiasm and all but jogging back to the room while Seokjin follows a step or two behind him. Thankfully it doesn’t take long to return to the suite at this pace.

Seokjin is admittedly the tiniest bit disappointed when there’s not even a hint of distress in the air. He’d hoped that something as intense as a panic attack would warrant Jimin not bothering to hide his scent, but apparently even that isn’t enough. He feels a frown forming on his face, but luckily Jungkook is far too busy charging ahead toward the bedroom to see it. No need to worry anyone. He pauses for a moment to consider updating Namjoon, but decides that checking in with Jimin and figuring out what happened takes priority in this case. He can send an update once he has a better grasp on the situation.

All three omegas are huddled up half under the blankets when Seokjin steps into the bedroom. Jimin is cuddled into Jungkook’s chest with Taehyung pressed up against his back, Jungkook’s arms wrapped around the both of them.

No tears, no scent of distress.

Jungkook’s scent is the strongest, coming in waves to soothe his mate. Underneath that though… The smell of maple is unmistakable – far more apparent than it was this morning – and it makes Seokjin’s heart feel lighter in his chest as soon as he smells it. There’s still a road of recovery ahead, but of all the positive signs he could ask for, this is one of the best.

The three of them aren’t talking about what happened, just cooing praise at Jimin and settling in close to one another. Taehyung is the first to notice Seokjin in the doorway, head turning to look at him while a warm smile stretches across his face and he reaches out to beckon Seokjin closer. “Hyung, come join the cuddle pile.”

When Seokjin does join them on the bed, Jungkook stops pushing out quite so many calming pheromones. It’s flattering really, a good indication that he trusts Seokjin to assist in calming his mate down, even on a purely instinctual level.

He will make sure that trust is earned.

Jimin seems pretty out of it. Not entirely dissociated, but certainly not up for too much talking, only offering small noises of understanding and cuddling in closer when they try to talk or offer him praise. At the very least, he seems relatively content – meaning that Taehyung did a wonderful job of helping him calm down, even if he does still need some time to recenter himself.

The bag of food that Seokjin and Jungkook bought is sitting forgotten on one of the nightstands, but after a few minutes of cuddling Seokjin reaches out to collect it. They all spend time digging into the treats together, the three of them breaking off pieces of cinnamon rolls and chocolate muffins to feed Jimin, who takes all of the attention very well.

Jungkook and Taehyung talk in low voices about what kind of things they hope to find shopping later, occasionally pausing to feed Jimin another bite and praising him for eating well.

Namjoon would be so delighted by this sight.

Seokjin had expected some protests about the treatment but judging by the sleepy, far away look in Jimin’s eyes, his panic attack must have tired him out quite thoroughly. He seems more than content to just let conversation happen around him as he floats. Waves of contented warm vanilla roll off of him even as his head slowly drops onto Jungkook’s chest and sleep begins to claim him.

They give it a little bit of time to make sure he’s in a deep sleep before gently laying him down on the bed and moving their conversation out into the living area.

As soon as they make it out of the room and onto the couch, Jungkook pulls Taehyung into a hug. “Thank you for taking good care of him, hyung.”

“Thanks for letting me. I think… I really wanted a chance to be the one to help,” Taehyung says. “He just looked so scared when I found him.”

They both eagerly prompt Taehyung for the story and he fills them in. From how he heard Jimin’s voice from his own room, to finding him in the hall and calming him enough to get him back to the room.

It’s awful even just to hear about it, and Jungkook’s scent sours almost immediately as Taehyung recounts the details of finding Jimin in the hallway and coaxing him back to the room. Seokjin is so glad that the two of them went for their massages together, because the thought of Jimin somewhere alone experiencing that is just…

A terrible thought.

At the very least, he’s relieved to know that the spa staff aren’t at fault, and nothing abnormal happened during Jimin’s massage. Just a simple fluke. Jungkook confirms that while Jimin has had panic attacks before, they’ve never been because of something like this, so it isn’t something they could have prepared for in advance.

He’s also incredibly happy to hear that Jimin either didn’t or couldn’t hide the scent of his distress while he was actively in the worst part of his panic attack. In all these months together, the complete lack of any sort of negativity detectable in Jimin’s scent has been lingering in the back of Seokjin’s mind. Knowing that there is likely some limit to the omega’s incredibly impressive scent control is a relief. He’s already prepared for a long, uphill battle to help Jimin feel safe exposing his distress for them (especially if their work with Hoseok is anything to go by), but at least this could give them somewhere to start from.

All that aside, this certainly warrants some discussion once Jimin has had a chance to relax and get a bit of distance from it – and once Seokjin is able to talk it over with Namjoon. He’ll want to be particular about how he chooses to address this with their pack alpha, making sure to communicate the likely impact of a strange environment and an unfamiliar alpha. The last thing he wants is for this to slow the progress Jimin and Namjoon have been making.

A panic attack of this magnitude might also warrant some larger discussions about triggers and the best ways to help Jimin realize he’s safe. Maybe it could be a good way to finally broach the subject of nips as well. It’s something they’ve been meaning to talk about for a while now…

All of that will have to wait until he feels more sure about where they stand. For now, he has other things to worry about.

“You did so well, darling,” he says, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s temple. “Getting him back here safely and helping him calm down enough to talk to you. I’m so proud.” It’s not an exaggeration. He really does feel a warm swell of pride in his chest at seeing their omegas care for one another so well, evidence of just how strong their bond is.

“Thanks, hyung. I’ve had a good teacher.”

Seokjin smiles at that. “I do try.”

They decide to give Jimin some time to sleep it off, but it’s clear that Jungkook and Taehyung are restless. While Jungkook’s scent has returned to normal, he still looks agitated, and Taehyung fidgets where he’s tucked into his side. It would probably do them good to burn off a little energy and (rather selfishly), Seokjin would love the opportunity to get Jimin alone for just a little bit when he wakes up. It would be beneficial, he thinks, to get a feel for where Jimin’s head is at when there are no other omegas around to put on a show of strength for.

It’s easy enough to suggest that the two of them get a head start on shopping. Jungkook is a little reluctant, but Taehyung’s excitement combined with Seokjin’s assurances that he and Jimin won’t be far behind them is more than enough to convince him. It also seems to help when Seokjin admits that he wants the opportunity to give Jimin his full attention – in fact, Jungkook seems almost eager to leave after that.

“That’s a good idea, hyung. Jiminie always seems happy after getting to spend some time alone with you, and then the two of you can come find us and we can finish shopping together,” Jungkook says with a smile, starting to usher Taehyung to go get ready with him.

Honesty is almost always the best choice with their precious maknae.

One quick call to Wonho and the two omegas are out the door just a few minutes later. Wonho offers to come back for Seokjin and Jimin, but Seokjin assures him that they’ll be fine calling a cab to meet up with them.

He spends a few minutes tidying up the room after they leave. They haven’t made much of a mess in the single day they’ve been here, but cleaning up still helps to settle him. He wants to be sure nobody forgets anything and it’s a good opportunity to sort through his thoughts before he texts Namjoon about what’s happened. (He would call, but it’s possible Namjoon is busy with work, and this isn’t an emergency by any stretch.)

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: We’ve had a bit of a hiccup here. Jimin-ah had a panic attack this morning, though luckily Taehyung-ah was there with him. Everyone is safe and taken care of, but I wanted to keep you informed :-)

~

Seokjin is halfway through typing up a further explanation when his phone rings with an incoming call from Namjoon. He picks it up right away.

“Hello, love.”

“A panic attack?” Namjoon asks, not bothering to hide the worry in his voice. He’s probably alone then, since he wouldn’t want to alarm Yoongi or Hoseok if they were present. “Where is he now?”

“Asleep in the bedroom. Taehyung brought him back to the suite and calmed him down until Jungkook and I returned – then we all cuddled and hand-fed him until he relaxed enough to fall asleep. He seemed quite content by the end.”

There is an audible sigh of relief from Namjoon. “How far of a drive is it again?”

“Long enough that we would be gone by the time you got here,” Seokjin answers, chuckling. “He’s alright, Joon-ah. I’m going to wake him up soon and give him my full attention.”

“Jungkook and Taehyung?”

“Getting a head start on shopping, accompanied by Wonho-ssi. I wanted a chance to get Jimin-ah alone and the two of them were getting restless, though you’ll be pleased to know that Taehyung-ah’s scent is back in nearly full force.”

“Really? Must mean he’s finally starting to feel a bit better.”

“Yes, I think he is. Taking care of Jimin-ah appears to have helped substantially. He was already starting to smell normal this morning, but nothing like he did before he left a few minutes ago.”

“That’s such good news. I’m so glad Taehyung was there to take care of him too,” Namjoon says. “Can you tell me what happened?”

“He and Taehyung-ah went into separate rooms for their massages – Jungkook-ah and I were in another part of the building for ours. Apparently Jimin-ah started to feel nervous right from the start but tried to stick it out. From what I gather, the woman giving him his massage was an alpha, and she tried to help calm him with her scent when she realized he was distressed. I’m guessing that the combination of his vulnerable position, the new environment, and an unfamiliar alpha’s scent trying to comfort him was just too much. It ended rather dramatically with Taehyung-ah hearing him out in the hall and going to investigate. He found Jimin-ah cowering at the end of the hall in his towel – completely panicked.”

Namjoon’s voice is strained when he speaks again. “Did the person giving him his massage do anything to hurt–”

“He assured Taehyung-ah repeatedly that she did not, and described her as ‘very nice’. There is surveillance footage if we request it, but I don’t think it’s necessary. From the description we got, Jimin-ah didn’t seem the least bit afraid of the woman herself.”

“Okay,” Namjoon answers, taking a couple of calming breaths that get progressively slower. “I just hate the thought of him hurting like that so far from home.”

Seokjin can’t help but smile. He hears that statement for precisely what it is, and can’t help but appreciate Namjoon starting to get more comfortable with stating his feelings for them. He also can’t help poking a little fun. “So far from you, you mean?”

Namjoon huffs out a little answering laugh. “That obvious, huh?”

“Not even going to try and deny it? That is progress.”

“Would there be any point?”

“None at all,” Seokjin says. “I know how much you like having them home.”

Namjoon hums in agreement. “I do. You’ll be back tonight?”

“Yes. I’m going to spend a little time with Jimin-ah, then we’ll go join in on shopping before we drive back. I imagine we’ll be home in time for dinner.”

“All four of you?” Namjoon doesn’t bother to disguise the hope in his voice, probably itching not only to finally smell Taehyung again, but to fuss over Jimin as well.

“I’m sure I can persuade them to stay for dinner.”

“Thank you. I miss you too, you know? Our bed feels empty without you.”

“I’m surprised you slept in it.”

“Well I tried, but it wasn’t any good. Hoseok and I pulled Yoongi down for an early night instead – basically just camped out in his bed until he finally agreed to come lie down,” Namjoon says with a laugh. “And yes, he was about as enthused as you’re imagining.”

“I’m sure he benefited from the extra rest. It will be nice to get back home to the three of you. This has been fun, but I’m always happiest when it’s all of us together.”

“Yeah, me too. You made the right call though, especially if Taehyung is already feeling better. You always know just what he needs, what all of us need. We’re so lucky to have you, hyung.”

Seokjin can’t help but smile at the compliments, and at the rare ‘hyung’ from Namjoon. “Thank you, darling.”

“Talk before bed tonight? We can figure out our next steps with Taehyung, and if we should change anything to help avoid panic attacks in the future for Jimin?”

“Yes, I think that would be best,” Seokjin agrees. “I’ll see you in a few hours.”

“Sounds good. Go dote on Jimin-ah.”

“Oh, I intend to. Love you, darling.”

“Love you too. See you soon.”

Seokjin feels a little exhilarated. While he’s not pleased about Jimin’s distress, it’s hard not to feel in his element with everything going on. There has been a lot to manage today, and something about weaving together all the intricacies of keeping Jungkook calm, Namjoon in the loop, Taehyung moving toward recovery, and Jimin taken care of just leaves him feeling competent and fulfilled. This is what he’s best at, and the work he takes the most pride in.

There’s still plenty left to do too. Namjoon wants Jungkook and Jimin to stay for dinner, and also to talk more privately about what’s happened. They have shopping to get done and then the trip back home as well.

For the time being though, he gets to focus all of his attention on Jimin, who’s been asleep for about an hour now – plenty of time for a reset. He won't want to miss too much of the day, Seokjin is sure. Jimin loves spending time with Jungkook and Taehyung, and he’ll probably be worried about them right away too. Sometimes he’s every bit as protective as Namjoon can be. It’s sweet and clearly genuine, even when he’s obviously using it to deflect attention away from himself. That’s alright though. Seokjin knows how to handle it.

Jimin is almost exactly as they left him, lying in the middle of the bed and covered with a blanket – except now he’s pulled one of the pillows to his chest and curled himself around it.

Cute.

Seokjin climbs up onto the bed, maintaining a respectable distance just in case Jimin is still feeling on edge, but close enough that it will be easy to drag him in for cuddles if he’s willing. It’s hard to resist taking a moment to appreciate how peaceful and lovely Jimin looks – relaxed and soft, with his hair all messy from sleep and having fingers run through it over and over. He’d looked much the same this morning and that had turned out to be such a lovely treat, with him allowing Seokjin and Taehyung to take care of him so thoroughly.

Jimin sleeps hard as a general rule, and Seokjin wants to wake him up gently. It takes a minute or so of petting at his shoulder before he even begins to stir, clinging more tightly to the pillow. Seokjin lets his hand slip a little further up toward Jimin’s neck, stopping short of the scent gland and pressing his thumb to the skin just below it.

A soft little hum escapes Jimin’s mouth and his eyelashes begin to flutter as he takes a breath through his nose. “Mmhh? Hyung?” he mumbles, voice heavy with sleep.

“Hello, darling.”

At the sound of his voice, Jimin’s eyes slowly crack open and a sleepy smile spreads across his face. “Hi, hyung,” he answers, reaching out for Seokjin’s arm and giving a soft tug.

“Is that a request for cuddles?”

Jimin gives a slow nod and Seokjin wastes no time climbing under the blankets with him, tugging him close and relishing the moment when Jimin discards the pillow he was clutching and presses his warm little body against Seokjin’s. There’s a few seconds of calm before he can feel just the smallest bit of tension pulling Jimin’s body stiff.

“Kookie and TaeTae?”

“Already shopping with Wonho-ssi,” Seokjin answers, reaching down to fish his phone out of his pocket. “Just a moment – I asked them for a selfie before I came in here and…”

He passes his phone to Jimin, screen lit up with a selfie of Jungkook and Taehyung smiling together in front of a jewelry display in what must be one of the boutiques Seokjin had suggested. It’s such a relief to see a smile on Taehyung’s face that doesn’t look entirely forced. He’s so happy that this trip has been good for Taehyung, even if he wishes it could have been better for Jimin.

At least that’s something he can help with.

Jimin hands the phone back to Seokjin with a smile, then cuddles right back up against him, tangling their legs together and pressing a soft kiss to his chest. “Thank you, hyung. I feel better knowing they’re safe.”

“Do you think you could talk to me a little about what else you might be feeling? It sounds like you went through quite the ordeal.”

“Embarrassed, mostly. That poor lady was just trying to help and I just… I completely lost it,” Jimin says, the tension in his voice growing. “She really didn’t do anything wrong. Hell, she barely even touched me. I was so tense the moment I caught her scent and it… It just… I don’t know.”

“You were nervous so soon? Before you even got into your towel and on the massage table?”

Jimin nods against Seokjin’s chest.

Tense before the massage even started… That changes Seokjin’s thoughts about what might have happened considerably.

“Darling… Did her scent remind you of someone?”

Jimin freezes against Seokjin, body gone tense and rigid in an instant and his breathing getting more and more shallow by the second. There’s a brief moment where Seokjin is sure Jimin is about to try and flee, the tension in his body growing as that calm vanilla scent starts to taper off – a sure sign that he’s becoming quite upset. Seokjin doesn’t press, unwilling to risk pushing Jimin into further panic, instead holding him close as the seconds stretch between them.

When Jimin finally breaks, he doesn’t run.

Instead, his hand comes up to Seokjin’s shoulder, gripping the fabric of his shirt as he lets out a small sniffle and whispers, “I don’t like this, hyung.”

Seokjin's heart aches for him. “I'm so sorry, darling.” Now that he knows Jimin isn't going to run, he doesn't hesitate to pull him closer, pressing a kiss into his hair. “Can you tell me about it? Let me try and help?”

“She… It was… I just suddenly got so scared, and I couldn't figure out why. My thoughts started running too fast and I thought that if I just pretended it was okay until it was over that everything would be fine. But her scent… It wasn't exactly the same as Jihoon's. She just smelled like regular pine at first – not even strong – but when she started trying to soothe me it got smoky just like his and she was behind me so I couldn't even see her and…” Jimin trails off, body shaking with tiny tremors as he starts to cry, scent still muted.

“It's okay, dear. Hyung's got you,” Seokjin coos, trying to force every bit of soothing pheromones he can into his scent without being able to smell Jimin's distress.

“I know it's okay, but I just– Things were fine for so long and now it's like it's all coming back and I can't get away from it. I hate that it's touching everything when I just want it to stop.”

Alright. Seokjin needs to tread carefully here – needs to be honest and reassuring, but also…

“Jimin-ah, while I think that you and Jungkook-ah did a wonderful job of finding ways to live around what happened to you, I also think that all of this was still very much there. You're just facing it now, instead of trying to pretend it's gone. I imagine that's been incredibly overwhelming, and I don't want to undersell for a moment how brave you are, or how proud I am of you. I just want to make sure you know that you aren't doing anything wrong, and that it isn't your fault these things are coming up now.”

“I…” Jimin trails off with a sniffle. “I just hate feeling broken, and not being able to hold it together when this trip was supposed to be about helping TaeTae feel better.”

“Taehyung-ah does feel better. You must have smelled the maple on him earlier too. I truly think this is the best he’s felt in weeks, and I firmly believe that getting to take care of one of his mates has a lot to do with it. You aren’t a burden, and I don’t see you as broken at all, darling.”

“You…” Jimin pulls back far enough to look up at Seokjin with his tear stained face, with something like a glimmer of hope in his eyes. “You don’t?”

“Not in the slightest, Jimin-ah,” Seokjin answers, giving his best encouraging smile and reaching up to brush a line of tears from Jimin’s cheek. “I see you as someone incredibly strong, and resilient in the face of something that could have broken someone. You had the choice to hide away and never let anyone get close enough to hurt you again, but instead you made something beautiful with Jungkook-ah, did your best to heal with him – and now you’ve let us in too. In the months I’ve known you, I’ve already seen you confront so many difficult things and come out on top. You’ve accepted help and committed to healing in a multitude of ways, and I can’t help but admire your tenacity. In fact, I find you quite incredible in every respect, darling.”

Jimin clearly tries to hold back the new wave of tears that Seokjin’s words summon up in him, but the second he blinks they begin to fall. “Thank you – I… I don’t know what to say. That was…”

“A lot of praise all at once, I know,” Seokjin says, leaning down to press another kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “Only the truth, I promise.”

“I do want to be better,” Jimin whispers, just barely loud enough to be heard. “I want to be able to relax and enjoy this the same way that TaeTae and Kookie do. I just wish I could do it on my own instead of needing help all the time. I’m sorry, I–”

“Please don’t apologize for allowing me to help. I love getting to be there for you, Jimin-ah. It’s one of my favorite things in the whole world to be able to help the people I care about grow, and it would make me terribly sad if I didn’t get to be a part of something so important to you. I understand you’re afraid to lean into support and have it ripped away, but I can promise you that there’s no world where I would ever let you fall if I could help it – so please let me support you when you can.”

Jimin’s lower lip trembles, gaze drifting down and then back up to Seokjin’s face. “I… I want to help too – all of you, I mean. If I can?”

“Of course. You already have helped so much, and I’ll be glad for all of your future assistance too, darling. Helping one another is what a pack does, and I very much would like you to be a part of that.”

“I… Thank you. It’s…” That seems to be all that Jimin can handle, as he leans into Seokjin and buries his face in his neck. The omega nods a couple of times, taking long, shuddering breaths and exhaling warm puffs of air just over Seokjin’s scent gland. It’s so close to a proper scenting, and Seokjin is just about to offer when Jimin lets out a soft, “Hyung, can we scent?”

Warmth blooms in his chest. He’s been waiting so long for this moment, and to have Jimin be the one to ask for it only makes it sweeter.

“Of course, love. Go ahead.”

Jimin is tentative, still shaking against Seokjin as he snakes his tongue out and licks one warm stripe over Seokjin’s scent gland. It feels electric, and so incredibly soothing, like a part of Seokjin’s soul has slid into place. He already considers Jimin one of his mates, but the massive wave of bonding hormones that runs through his body as he leans in to return the scenting only leaves him even more certain that Jimin is theirs.

The sudden increase in Jimin’s warm vanilla scent is a relief, as is the way he finally stops shaking, relaxing completely against Seokjin and letting out a sigh as he keeps working his mouth over Seokjin’s scent gland.

It’s perfect.

Seokjin couldn’t have imagined a better way to share their first proper scenting than this moment right here, where Jimin has opened up to him, and listened as Seokjin opened up about his feelings in return. All of this would have felt wildly out of reach a couple of months ago, talking about Jimin's hurt and healing, planning for any sort of future together… It’s almost difficult to contain all of the love swelling in his heart.

When they finally part, he tips Jimin’s face up and leans in to kiss him, trying to communicate some of his feelings without drowning the poor thing in more praise than he can handle right now. Like Yoongi, Jimin takes the physical expression of adoration with much less embarrassment than the verbal kind, smiling against his lips and returning the kiss just as gently.

It takes them a couple of minutes to finally break away, but Jimin’s scent is still every bit as content as what Seokjin now wears on his skin. Soothing his mate so well is definitely something to be proud of.

“Thank you for that, darling.”

Jimin blinks up at him, lips pulled into a shy smile. “Which part?”

“Every bit of it. Coming on this trip, helping Taehyung-ah feel like himself again, trusting me enough to have this talk with me, and being brave enough to ask for a scenting that I was very excited to share with you.”

“You wanted it before I asked?”

“So much. I was just about to ask you, but you beat me to it.”

Jimin smiles wider, the shyness melting away. “Thank you too, hyung. For talking to me and always helping so much.”

“It’s absolutely my pleasure, darling. Now, how are you feeling? Do you want to stay here a little longer, or are you ready to catch up with Taehyung-ah and Jungkook-ah?”

“M’ready to go. Just, umm… kiss, hyung?”

Jimin tilts his head up and closes his eyes like he knows he won’t be denied.

And he’s right.

Notes:

Wow that was a bit of a long one. I generally try to keep chapters around 7k each, but this one and the one coming next Sunday both ended up over 10k. So sorry if they're a bit cumbersome to read ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Next week, Jin and the omegas do some shopping, then return home to their alphas. Tae and Jimin talk a little about what's happened, and Namjoon gets a series of pleasant surprises :)

Chapter 83: Something Safe

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Jimin is relieved that they don’t just go straight back to the house. After everything this morning and then being so vulnerable with Jin, the time to recenter himself with the other omegas is exactly what he needs.

They all meet up again in the sprawling downtown area nearby. He and Jin find Taehyung and Jungkook accompanied by Wonho just outside one of the many boutiques in the area. Taehyung has already been hard at work, at least if the bags hanging from Jungkook’s arms are anything to go by – though the second Jungkook spots Jimin, he passes the bags to Wonho and takes off at a sprint.

“Jiminie, you’re back,” he says, grinning ear to ear as he rushes up and pulls Jimin into a hug, squeezing him tight. “I was worried you guys were gonna take a lot longer than– Oh wow, you smell so good. You two…”

“We scented, yes,” Jin answers.

“Aww, hyung I’m so proud of you,” Jungkook says, lips pressing to the other side of Jimin’s neck and giving a quick lick over the scent gland there. Are you feeling better after a nap too?”

“Mhmm, and even better now that we’re all together again,” Jimin answers, returning the brief scenting. “How are you guys doing? Is TaeTae still feeling good?”

“He’s tired and still feels weird, but he’s so much better, hyung. I’m so happy.”

“Yeah, this is the best I've felt in weeks,” Taehyung says, finally making his way over and joining in on their hug. It's so nice to finally smell maple on him again. Jimin thinks maybe Taehyung smelled like that earlier (after his panic attack), but it's hard to say when all of that is a little fuzzy in his head. “You smell so good, Jiminie.”

“He does, doesn't he?” Jin gives a little laugh as he joins the group hug too.

There's still plenty of shopping left to do, so they spend the next hour or so bouncing from store to store. Taehyung definitely does still look tired, but it's a relief to see the way his eyes light up when he finds something he really likes – even if he isn't quite as excited as he normally would be. It's still night and day compared to the last few weeks. Between him and Jin, they end up with enough bags to need to stop back at the car to drop them off. It's cute to see the two of them like this, sharing something they've so clearly been doing together for years.

Jimin and Jungkook have fun too, tagging along a few steps behind and occasionally browsing racks – or at least Jimin does. Jungkook has never been all that interested in shopping for clothes, but he smells perfectly content with his arm around Jimin's back, holding him close and watching as he picks through each rack.

It's Taehyung who eventually decides he's had enough shopping (at least for himself), coming to a stop outside the second shop in a row with nothing that appealed to him. “Alright, I'm starting to lose steam, but I still really wanted to go to that nice art supply place that's supposed to be close by. Can we do that before I need a nap?”

Jin nods. “Yes, I think I've had about enough as well. Wonho-ssi, if we make the short walk, would you be willing to pull the car around?”

“Of course.” Wonho turns to Taehyung with a smile. “Will you be capable of defending yourself should the need arise while I’m busy?”

“Yeah, I’ve got it. Jiminie and Jungkookie aren’t half bad either.”

“Ah, Jimin-ssi, I still haven’t had a chance to see you fight,” Wonho says.

Jimin lets out a laugh. “You’re not missing much. Kookie is better than me.”

“He is,” Taehyung agrees. “But you go all vicious and feral like Yoongi-hyung, which is admittedly pretty hot.”

The groan of embarrassment Jimin lets out gets all of them laughing as they go their separate ways. Thankfully the conversation shifts almost immediately as Jungkook offers Taehyung a piggyback ride and the two of them charge ahead toward their destination. It leaves Jimin and Jin following them, smiling and holding hands as they walk.

Inside, the store is full of rows and rows of different art supplies for all sorts of crafts. After years of living with Jungkook, Jimin can recognize a lot of the painting stuff, so he heads for some of the weirder supplies out of curiosity instead, Trusting that Taehyung and Jin will make sure Jungkook leaves with plenty of stuff.

He catches bits of the conversation as their paths cross. Taehyung telling Jungkook to just pick anything he wants, gushing about how happy it will make him to give a gift to one of his mates when Jungkook tries to tell him he doesn’t have to do that. Jin asks a few questions about the items Jungkook picks out, wondering what they’re used for and if there’s anything else he should have to go along with him.

It’s nice to see Jungkook being so spoiled. He usually does well with gifts, but this is enough to leave even his cheeks all flushed.

As they head to the register with Jungkook’s basket of items, Jimin rejoins the group. “Did you find lots of good stuff, Kookie?”

Jungkook nods, giving a nervous little smile. “Maybe a little too much, honestly.”

“Nonsense,” Taehyung says. “This is the perfect amount.”

“Thank you, hyung. Oh, I should…” Jungkook trails off, digging through the basket until he produces a pretty silver pen, engraved with a swirling pattern of what looks almost like vines. It even has its own little wooden case included, lined with shiny fabric. “I need to pay for this one.”

Taehyung quirks his head, eyes narrowing. “Jungkookie, it doesn’t matter how expensive it is. If you like it then–”

“It’s nothing like that. This is a gift, so I want to buy it with my own money.”

“Oh,” Taehyung’s expression shifts immediately into an easy smile. “Who’s it for?”

“Namjoon-hyung. He’s got a couple of nicer pens on his desk, but this brand is supposed to be really great. I think he’ll like the design a lot too.”

There’s a spike of maple in the air and Jimin is reminded of just how much he’s missed being able to smell Taehyung properly. It has him latching onto Taehyung’s back, arms wrapped around his middle and nose brushing his scent gland as they check out.

It’s almost sad to let him go when they’re done, but as soon as they’re back in the car Taehyung wastes no time getting right back into Jimin’s space. “M’so tired,” he mumbles. “Wanna talk to you a little when we get home, if that’s okay? Good things, promise.”

“Yeah, anything you want, TaeTae,” Jimin answers. “Go ahead and get comfy. We’ll let you sleep.”

It doesn’t take much more convincing than that. Taehyung falls asleep in what feels like seconds with his head on Jimin’s shoulder, while Jungkook and Wonho chat quietly on and off in the front of the car. Jin is on his phone on the other side of the backseat, texting with one hand while his other rests on Taehyung’s knee.

A few minutes pass before Jin breaks the silence with a whispered, “You’re not worried, are you, darling?”

Jimin gives a curious hum, looking up from his own phone. “About what?”

“Taehyung-ah wanting to talk to you. I’m fairly certain I know what it’s about, so I would hate for you to be worrying for nothing.”

Weirdly enough, Jimin isn’t worried. A few months ago, any variation of ‘can we talk’ with so little information probably would have sent him spiraling, but instead he finds that he completely believes Taehyung that it’s something good. He hadn’t even given it a moment of thought before. It’s a level of trust he’s only ever shared with Jungkook, and that…

It doesn’t make him worry, but it does make him think (for the first time since just after his heat) about how some of his feelings about the pack are starting to compare with his feelings about Jungkook. Does that mean that–

“Darling?”

That’s not what Jin had called him earlier, when Jimin had asked if they could scent properly. Love. Was it just a slip of the tongue, or does Jin really feel that way about him?

God, does he feel that way about Jin? About Taehyung? About any (or all) of the pack?

The question is too big to answer now, so Jimin snaps his attention back to Jin, who’s looking at him with a curious glint in his eyes. “Not worried,” he says, giving what he hopes is a reassuring smile. “Sorry, my head was somewhere else. I believe TaeTae when he says it’s something good.”

Jimin knows Jin well enough now to see the moment where he debates asking where exactly Jimin’s head was, the way his eyes flick down to where Taehyung sleeps between them, and the tiny nod he gives when he decides to let it go for the time being. “Alright,” he says, tone warm and soft as he gives Jimin a more deliberate nod now. “I’m glad to hear it.”

With that, Jin goes back to his phone and Jimin does his best to return to his as well, though he is definitely less successful.

Love.

It feels like such a big step, like the sort of thing that means admitting he wants a lot more than they have now. It also feels like opening himself up to the painful rejection if some or all of them don’t feel the same, and that… feels kind of terrifying? Obviously they all like one another. They’ve been courting for months and things have been good – really good.

It’s been so good that he’s sort of afraid to do anything drastic and possibly ruin it.

Still, it’s not like he needs to tell anyone right away if he decides he loves them. He just… needs to figure out if he does. It’s probably the easiest with Taehyung, the one who reminds him the most of how he feels about Jungkook. If anything happened to either of them… Jimin isn’t sure what he would do.

But what about the hyungs?

He thinks about earlier with Jin, or even before Taehyung’s heat when those two had helped guide Jimin through getting wet, and made it into such an intensely satisfying experience. And then there’s how easily Jin and Jungkook get along, the warmth that blooms in Jimin’s chest every time he sees them side by side in the kitchen – how Jin gets so worked up when Jungkook messes with him, then melts immediately at the first sign of affection.

Jimin couldn’t help liking Yoongi from the very start. There’s something about his grumpy exterior that makes it so easy for Jimin to see straight through, to get a peek at something as confused and unsure as Jimin feels himself sometimes. He’s easy to talk to, and second to Taehyung, he’s probably the member of the pack that Jimin is most certain actually really likes him. Plus he’s so incredibly sweet to Jungkook, willing to indulge almost any request that comes from him, and clearly taking joy in making him happy.

Hoseok feels… safe. It should be scary sometimes, the way he manages to see right through Jimin – and maybe it would be if it didn’t go both ways. They understand one another. Hoseok is so sweet about helping Jimin manage in situations where he gets overwhelmed and can’t tolerate attention from any other alpha. And it’s more than just Jimin. Hoseok is always putting others first, determined to shine bright and warm enough to keep everyone happy, even when he isn’t feeling his best. He's so good at settling into comfortable silence with Jungkook too. Coming home to find the two of them watching dramas on the couch is one of Jimin's favorite things.

And then there’s Namjoon. He’s definitely the one that Jimin is the most unsure about, but not exactly the way he used to be. It’s easy to see that Namjoon is Jungkook’s favorite, and their relationship has always left Jimin with a fondness in his heart. There’s so much about Namjoon that Jimin admires too. The way he takes care of his pack, how he steps up when they need him to, but doesn’t use his authority to take away anyone’s autonomy. He’s kind and caring, and being alone with him makes Jimin’s heart flutter just like with the others (and in some ways even more).

It’s just…

Of the whole pack, Namjoon is the hardest for Jimin to read. It’s clear he moderates his feelings and his scent to keep the pack happy, but unlike Hoseok, it’s hard for Jimin to know what Namjoon is feeling underneath all of that. It’s obvious that he absolutely adores Jungkook, but… Jimin isn’t exactly sure what Namjoon feels about him. In a lot of ways it feels like they're still dancing around one another, closer than before and with new steps – but still dancing.

It’s hard. Figuring out how he feels, how other people feel, whether they’re just showing polite interest or if it’s something more… All of this is hard. He always gets hung up here and he knows it’s his stupid brain telling him that people don’t like him as much as they say.

He should do what Hoseok said again. Just try and imagine how he would feel if he was sure they all liked him, or even…

He feels tears prick in his eyes and promptly decides that now is not the time for this. No way is he crying in this car with everyone and having to explain himself. His phone screen has timed out and gone dark while he’s been lost in thought, but he unlocks it and goes back to scrolling with renewed vigor, determined to focus on literally anything else.

~~

When they return to the house, there's nobody to welcome them in the foyer. It almost feels strange until Jin explains that Namjoon and Hoseok are just heading back from a last minute meeting, and Yoongi is probably caught up working on something in his room.

“Do you think we have a few minutes for me to steal Jiminie?” Taehyung asks. “Shouldn't take long.”

“Of course,” Jin says. “The two of you take whatever time you need. I'd like to unpack and then get a start on something relatively quick for dinner.”

“I can help with dinner, hyung,” Jungkook offers.

“That would be perfect. Would you like to go say hello to Yoongi-yah first though? Let him know we're home?”

Jungkook smiles wide and runs off to do just that, while Taehyung takes Jimin's hand and pulls him toward the stairs.

“You wanna go to your nest?” Jimin asks.

Taehyung stops on the spot, only halfway up the steps. “Umm… Actually I was headed for Joonie-hyung and Jin-hyung's bed. Just cause I miss Namjoon-hyung's scent, but I should have asked first. Is that okay? If you don't feel comfortable–”

“It's okay,” Jimin interrupts, giving a little tug on Taehyung's hand to get him moving again. “I've been in there before, and I wanna take you wherever you're most comfortable.”

What he doesn't say is just how much he likes the thought of being surrounded by Namjoon's scent too. He was looking forward to seeing him when they got back, so this sounds like the perfect way to soothe both of them until the others get home. He can't help but wonder if that means something – that he craves Namjoon's scent so much…

Thankfully, he doesn't have a lot of time to dwell on it. As soon as they enter the room, Taehyung scurries over to the bed, pulling Jimin along with him until they're both surrounded by the scent of warm sandalwood and fresh mint. It's immediately soothing, being here with Taehyung, having him finally smell like himself again, and to be wrapped up in scents Jimin has started to associate with comfort and stability.

“Fuck, that's so much better,” Taehyung groans, face buried in a pillow. After a few seconds, he turns to look at Jimin with a genuine smile, then scoots close enough that they can lie face to face. “Not that I haven't enjoyed our trip – cause I really did – but as soon as I started feeling better, I was missing our alphas. Especially Joonie-hyung.”

Our alphas.

Jimin can feel his brain trying to screech to a halt, but he shoves that thought to the side for now. “I understand, and I'm so happy you're feeling better, TaeTae.”

“Does it feel nice for you too?”

“This?”

Taehyung nods. “Coming back here, the bed, Namjoon-hyung's scent – all of it, I guess?”

“Yeah it… All of it does, really. Especially after everything today, Namjoon-hyung’s scent is really comforting. I think I was a little worried it wouldn't be, but now that we’re here it feels… It’s good.”

“Were you worried about smelling another alpha?”

“A little? I guess I wasn’t sure, and a part of me was afraid that maybe what happened would change something and I would be scared here too, but… I’m really glad that it didn’t.”

“I’m glad too,” Taehyung says with a smile.

Jimin lets a few moments of silence pass before he decides to press the conversation. “So, what are we talking about?”

“Oh, sorry. I got so wrapped up in the scents and how pretty you are that I sort of forgot why we were here. Wanted to talk to you about this morning, and maybe a little bit about what happened later – but hopefully not in a way that’s stressful to you.”

“Okay, that’s fine with me. What about this morning?”

“Well, it was…” Taehyung trails off for a moment, scent spiking sweeter as he smiles. “I really loved it so much when you let me and Jin-hyung fuss over you after you woke up. Everyone – including you – has been taking care of me a lot over the past few weeks and I appreciate that a whole bunch, but… I didn’t really start to feel good about myself again until this morning. You seemed so comfortable, and like you felt safe with us.”

Jimin is already blushing at the memory. It had felt so nice to let them both look after him while he was still sleepy and not feeling anxious about it for once. “I did feel safe with you,” he says, scooting close enough that he can tangle his legs together with Taehyung’s. “And I really liked it too, so thank you.”

“Knowing that you liked it too makes me really happy, and also makes me feel better about asking if we can maybe do it again sometime? Only if that’s something you want too, obviously.”

“With Jin-hyung?”

Taehyung shrugs. “Not too picky about who else is there, or if it’s only the two of us. I like the thought of getting another chance to take care of you, even if it’s just for a little bit, or however long you feel comfortable with.”

“Wouldn’t…” Jimin trails off, chewing at the inside of his cheek and trying to find the right words. It’s not that he doesn’t want that too. It’s just… “Wouldn’t you rather be looked after than have to worry about me?”

That has Taehyung’s brows knitting together in what looks like confusion. “But I like both of those things? Of course I love when you take care of me, or even– God, the other night in my preheat when you hand-fed me,” he says, scent spiking again as he gets a far off look in his eye for a moment before his attention snaps back. “Anyway, the point is that of course I love that, and I hope you enjoy it too and aren’t just doing it to make me happy.”

“I do enjoy it. I like knowing that I’m making you feel good.”

“Then is it really so hard to believe that I might feel the same about you?”

“Oh… I guess… No, that makes sense, I suppose.” Jimin can feel his cheeks going hot. His whole face is probably bright red by this point, a strange mixture of shame and warmth flowing through him at the thought that maybe he could just accept that Taehyung likes treating him that way.

“Then would you be okay with letting me?”

“It’s just… I like it. I enjoy it a lot, but it’s hard in the moment to feel like…” He trails off, swallowing audibly and trying to tip his face down so Taehyung can’t see the shame wash over him. It would be so nice if it was easier to just accept that sort of treatment. He wishes it was, but–

“Hey, don’t hide,” Taehyung coos, reaching out to cup Jimin’s cheek and scooting down the bed a few inches until he can look at him. “It’s okay. You can tell me, Jiminie. It’s hard to feel like what?”

“Like I deserve it, I guess? I know that’s stupid, that it isn’t supposed to work that way – and I want to learn to be better about it, but it’s still just hard. It feels like I’m working on everything right now and I’m just some disaster who can’t do normal things.” Jimin tries to laugh it off, but even that comes out sounding tense. “Look, you’ve still got your own stuff to worry about. You don’t have to–”

“I want to,” Taehyung interrupts. “And I don’t think it’s stupid to feel the way you do either. We can’t help how things feel, just what we do with those feelings, and saying you wanna feel better about it seems like a really positive thing to do with them. Can I… Sometimes it seems like it helps you to know exactly what other people want. Do you think that might help now? If I told you more specifically what I liked and what I want to do again?”

“Feels like fishing for compliments to ask you that.”

“Do you know how many times I’ve looked at the hyungs and asked them to tell me I’m pretty? Or their favorite things about me? There’s nothing wrong with wanting validation sometimes – even though I don’t think asking me to clarify what I want even falls under that umbrella. I look at it more like… helping narrow the scope of what I’m asking for so it’s not some big abstract idea. I want to take care of you more deliberately sometimes, but there’s lots of ways that could look.”

That actually doesn’t sound so bad. Jimin feels himself relaxing a bit at the words. He likes the thought of that – clarifying expectations and desires so that he knows what Taehyung actually wants instead of just trying to be better (which feels big and overwhelming sometimes).

“Okay, yeah. I think that would help,” Jimin answers, tipping his face up so Taehyung doesn’t have to strain so far to see him. “Sorry, I just get so embarrassed about all of it.”

Taehyung smiles back at him. “That’s okay. I think you’re cute when you’re embarrassed, and I know it’s not me you’re trying to get away from.”

“You’re right. It really isn’t at all.”

“Kiss?”

The request surprises Jimin enough to pull a laugh out of him, and any remaining tension is helped considerably by their ensuing kiss, melting away at the warm press of Taehyung’s lips smiling against his own.

“Thank you,” Jimin whispers when they part. “You always find ways to help me talk things out and make them less overwhelming.”

“I’m glad. It makes me happy to be able to help you talk.”

“Well I appreciate it a lot – and I’m ready for that clarification of what you want.”

“What I want and what I liked that we already did. It’s okay to say it.”

Jimin gives a sheepish smile, voice coming out small as he repeats, “And what you liked.”

“Perfect. Probably easiest to start there too. So this morning… First you snuggled up all cute with Jin-hyung like you didn’t want him to put you down. I think I’m always going to swoon anytime you ask for cuddles, so that’s a given. I also really liked getting to feed you, and how open you were to letting us.”

“Felt good,” Jimin mumbles. “But I get it. I like feeding you too.”

“Well great, because I love when you do that for me too,” Taehyung answers with a smile.

Not for the first time, Jimin finds himself a bit envious of just how easily this all comes to Taehyung – and Jungkook too. Both of them take affection so easily, and can talk about things they like and things they want… Jimin can do that with Jungkook pretty well, but trying to do it with new people feels so much harder, like he’s exposing some raw and painful part of himself when it should just be simple.

It’s probably part of the reason the alphas treat him differently – why they don’t have that same ease with him that they do with Jungkook and Taehyung.

If they even want that with him– No. He can’t think like that, not when they’ve all been so incredibly sweet to him, and stated their interest plainly. He wants to believe them, so he has to try. Maybe they do want some of that with him, but they don't know if it's okay to ask him when he's always so on edge and difficult about everything. Maybe–

“Are you in your head again, Jiminie?” Taehyung asks, dragging Jimin back to the present immediately. At least he doesn't sound upset, and the look on his face is more curious than anything else. “Not the first time that's happened lately. Do you wanna talk about it?”

“Can we finish this conversation first? I was thinking about how hard this stuff is for me to talk about, but how easily you do it. Not super important to talk about right now.” Jimin skips over the bit about the alphas, mostly because he isn't even sure where he stands on all of that yet, and he needs some time to think it through.

Taehyung gives this a couple of seconds of thought before nodding. “Okay, after this then. So I told you what I liked about this morning, but I haven't told you how my thoughts were running at warp speed thinking about all the ways I wanted more too. Not that it wasn't perfect, cause it definitely was. I think it was more like… seeing you that way outside of heat made me realize how much I liked the thought of you trusting me enough to let me take care of you like that – so I started fantasizing.”

“Wow, I… right then?”

“Right then – like the moment I finished processing how I was finally feeling good again. Can I tell you what I thought about, Jiminie?”

“Mhmm, I want to know, please.”

Taehyung smiles, leaning in to press a kiss to the tip of Jimin’s nose. “I wanted to take you back to bed and finish feeding you there, then get you in the bath and see if you’d let me wash your hair for you. Wanted to get you all cleaned up and warm, then dress you up like a pretty doll. I’ve thought about that before actually – dressing you up – but at the time it was more of a sexy thing, like getting you dressed up so I could see you get wrecked after I made you all pretty. This was more like… wanting to get you comfy and cute for me to baby you more. Either way it’s probably safe to say that I just generally like dressing you up.”

“Oh, that’s…” Jimin trails off, cheeks hot as he swallows audibly. “I think I like that too… you dressing me up.”

“The sexy way, or the sweet way?”

“...Both, I think.”

That has the mischievous glint Jimin has missed so much back in Taehyung’s eyes. “Well that’s great information to have for the future. How about the rest?”

“It sounds really nice. I… I think I would really want to, but I might get stuck?”

“That’s okay; we can talk it through. Stuck how?”

“Like… feeling like that’s too much for you to do for me? I think?”

“Hmmm…” Taehyung gives this a few moments of thought before perking right up. “So it sounds like shorter times like this morning might be okay on their own sometimes, but say I wanted a few hours one morning to dote on you… What if we took it from more of a power exchange angle? Could that help to reframe it? Like you submitting and being good for me, rather than me doing nice things for you? Obviously only if that’s something you’d even be comfortable with in the first place.”

“I mean, I think that might be easier for me, but is that what you want too?”

“It could be a fun thing to try, and I feel like I would still get what I want out of it. It’s not like we have to commit to doing it forever if it doesn’t work for one of us.”

It really does sound easier. He and Jungkook do the same thing sometimes as a way to take care of one another when they’re being fussy about it, so there’s no reason to think it wouldn’t work with Taehyung. That sort of thing is usually accompanied by a nip when Jungkook needs to bring Jimin down for him…

Would Taehyung

“Your scent is going warm. Tell me what you’re thinking about?” Taehyung asks, smiling back at Jimin all soft and easy and so goddamn pretty that it isn’t even fair.

“Was just thinking… Kookie and I do that sometimes to look after one another, and I was thinking about how… You don't have to or anything. We haven't even talked about it before with any of the pack. It's just that for us umm… that sort of thing normally starts with a nip,” Jimin eventually manages, fighting the instinct to try and hide his face in embarrassment.

“Oh god, I'd love to nip you literally any time you were okay with it. The alphas would be so damn jealous and– Sorry, I know that's not the point right now. If a nip would help you settle into something like that easier, I'd love to do it for you – but I'm serious when I say I'd be ecstatic to nip you at any point. You can nip me too if you want.”

The alphas would be jealous?

Jimin shoves that thought to the back of his mind, choosing instead to focus on how much he likes the idea of nipping Taehyung, or receiving a nip from him. “That sounds really good.”

“Which part?” Taehyung asks, smiling wide. “Me nipping you, or you nipping me?”

“Both. It would be nice to be able to do that for each other. If you ever really think I need it, you can give me one, like… if I'm ever panicking again like I was this morning. But otherwise, maybe for now we could just make it a point to ask? At least until we have a better understanding of when it's okay?”

“Yeah, I like that better for now too. God I'm…” Taehyung trails off briefly with a tiny laugh, maple scent spiking sweet. “I meant to talk to you about this after my heat, you know? Before everything went to hell. Been wanting to give you a nip for a long time.”

“Really?”

“Mhmm, which is why I'm gonna ask – and please don't feel pressured to say yes. Could I give you a little one now? Just enough to relax you for a few minutes of cuddles? Your scent went so sweet the day that Jungkookie nipped you during his heat in front of all of us, and you – fuck, you made the prettiest sounds. I've been replaying it in my head for weeks.”

Jimin doesn't even have to think about his answer, tilting his head and dropping his shoulder a bit to offer up his scent gland. After everything that's happened today, even a small nip sounds perfect. “You can. I want you to.”

Taehyung leans in for a kiss first, just a warm press of their lips before he noses his way down to Jimin's scent gland. There's a brief flash of tongue and then the press of teeth into the skin. It's slow, Taehyung taking his time increasing the pressure until Jimin starts letting out a low whine, heat building incrementally and pulsing in hot waves from his neck.

His thoughts turn syrupy and his body goes limp – and after one more tiny increase in pressure, Taehyung stops biting and busies himself soothing the mark with his tongue instead.

“You sound so good, Jiminie. Always make the prettiest noises.”

The praise is much easier to accept when he feels like he's thinking through honey. “Feels good,” he whispers. “Wanted that after everything today.”

“Yeah, I bet you did.” Taehyung pulls Jimin closer, leaning up for another kiss. One kiss turns into two, then three, which becomes several minutes of traded pecks that have both of them smiling and letting out the occasional giggle before leaning in for the next kiss. “You're so soft like this,” Taehyung whispers. “Thank you for today. Letting me take care of you after your panic attack meant so much to me, plus this morning with Jin-hyung, and now this. It makes me feel like you really trust me.”

“S'because I do, TaeTae. I trust you so much.”

Taehyung smiles all the way up to his eyes, brushing their noses together and pressing one more soft peck to Jimin's lips. “Enough to tell me where your head was at earlier? What you've been thinking about these past couple of days?”

The thought of talking now does sound easier, with the nip making everything feel safer, and maybe…

Maybe Taehyung can help him figure out what to do about the alphas not wanting to get as close to him as they do to Jungkook. Taehyung will have a better idea what they're thinking, and there's a chance that just talking about it could help too.

Jimin takes a slow breath, and opens his mouth to speak. “So it's sort of–”

Two gentle knocks draw both of their attention up to where Namjoon stands in the bedroom doorway, the smile on his face so nakedly fond that even Jimin can't mistake it for anything else. He's clearly come from a meeting or something, the jacket of his suit draped over one arm, and his tie pulled loose around his neck – and Jimin's thoughts are still running far too slow and fuzzy for him to help the way his eyes practically rake over Namjoon.

God, why does he look so hot like that?

*******

Namjoon's meeting goes later than he plans. It's not quite as bad as it could have been, thanks to Hoseok's help in formulating the specifics for just how they're going manage to get their hands on the particular antique their client is looking for (a set of jade and silver hairpins being kept in a semi-private collection). Hoseok has a contact who works closely enough with the collector to give them an in, making it a rather simple job for him.

They leave with a hefty down payment, then rush back to the house. Namjoon would have preferred to be able to greet Jin and the omegas when they returned home, but at least they aren't too far behind. Hoseok is in a hurry too, both of them quickly making their way through the front door.

Almost immediately, Jungkook's head pokes around the doorway to the kitchen, a grin spreading across his face as he comes running into the foyer to greet them. “You guys are back!” He rushes up to Namjoon right away, both of them squeezing tight and then exchanging a kiss that has Jungkook's scent spiking content and floral. “Hi, hyung. Missed you.”

“I missed you too, pup.”

“Have a present for you,” Jungkook mutters, leaning in to press one more kiss to Namjoon's cheek. “Let me say hi to Hobi-hyung, then I can give it to you.”

While Jungkook runs to give Hoseok the same treatment, Namjoon does his best to pretend his heart isn't racing. A gift from his omega – just another sign of how well their courting is going. Jungkook probably isn't even thinking about gifts in the framework of courting, but Namjoon can't help that it's where his brain goes immediately. At least he can keep his scent relatively neutral – a touch warmer because he wants Jungkook to know the gesture is appreciated, but not the huge spike his body tries to put out.

“Aww, I missed you too, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says, all wide smiles and warm laughter as Jungkook hugs him tight and lifts him a few inches off the floor. “Did you already say hi to Yoongles too?”

“Mhmm, he's in the kitchen with Jin-hyung. The three of us have been hanging out for a bit, and Jin-hyung is already working on dinner. But first – scent please, hyung?”

“Of course, honey,” Hoseok answers, a wave of warm coffee rolling off of him. “Thank you for reminding me. Now, you said it was just the three of you hanging out in the kitchen? Where are Jiminie and Taehyungie?”

“They're upstairs right now.” Jungkook pulls away and starts leading the two of them into the kitchen as he explains. “TaeTae wanted to talk to Jiminie for a little bit.”

“I can't imagine they'll be too much longer,” Jin says as they make their way into the kitchen. He gives a passive little smile as he looks up from his cutting board, and the tiniest flutter of his lashes – which Namjoon takes to mean that whatever Taehyung and Jimin are discussing, it's something sweet.

Namjoon doesn't waste any time making his way over to Jin and pulling him into a kiss. He's missed all four of them while they've been gone, but he's been craving Jin's stability since this morning when he heard about Jimin's panic attack. The effect is immediate, his nerves settling and the near desperate urge to herd his entire pack into Taehyung's nest finally drifting into the back of his mind. Everything is okay.

“Better, darling?” Jin whispers, just loud enough for Namjoon to hear.

“So much. Thank you for bringing them home – and yourself.”

“Of course. Now I believe someone has a gift for you.”

Yoongi and Hoseok are locked in a hug and already watching when Namjoon turns around to find Jungkook holding out a small box to him. It's thin and rectangular, probably about six inches long, with dark green wrapping paper encasing it.

“Here you go,” Jungkook says, smiling as he passes the box to Namjoon. “It's not much, but I thought of you when I saw it. Thank Jin-hyung for the wrapping though – that was his idea.”

“I just thought it would make for a nice touch,” Jin says with a shrug. “Go on, Joon-ah.”

“Yeah, I wanna see too,” Yoongi says.

Namjoon makes short work of the wrapping paper, then lifts the lid of the little wooden box inside, revealing a pretty silver pen that shines in the light. There's an intricate looking pattern engraved into it, almost like vines – and it reminds him fondly of his garden. He traces his fingers gently over the surface, then removes it from its case, surprised by the sturdy weight of it.

“It's so pretty, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says. “Definitely suits Joonie.”

When Namjoon looks up, he finds Jungkook watching him with a nervous little smile on his face. “The pattern on it made me think of you right away, hyung, and that brand is supposed to be really nice. You're always working at your desk and signing all sorts of stuff, so I hope it's not too strange of a gift.”

“It's perfect,” Namjoon says, doing his very best not to sound like his heart is in his throat. It's such a thoughtful gift, and the lack of occasion just makes it feel even more special in Namjoon's mind – knowing that Jungkook just saw something like this and thought of him. “This was so sweet of you, Kook-ah. I can't wait to try it out. Thank you so much.”

Jungkook's smile widens and he steps closer. “You really like it?”

Namjoon returns the pen to its case and sets it on the counter before reaching out to pull Jungkook into a hug. “I love it, pup. It means so much to me that you thought of me like that, and you're absolutely right that it will get plenty of use in my office.”

The words have Jungkook's scent spiking again, and Namjoon is helpless to resist tipping the omega's head up for another kiss. He's mindful of their audience – mostly because at least one of them needs to be. Jungkook is so eager, leaning into Namjoon's touch and tilting his head to deepen the kiss immediately. It has Namjoon thinking about getting him alone again sometime soon, somewhere quiet and comfortable where he can lick into Jungkook's mouth like he's aching to do now.

After maybe a few seconds longer than is really polite, Namjoon manages to pull himself away, smiling as Jungkook tries to chase the kiss for a moment before catching himself.

“You're such a tease, Joonie,” Hoseok says with a giggle. “Poor thing thought he was getting a proper makeout.”

Jin lets out a low little laugh as well. “I think Jungkook-ah is cute like this, all desperate but not sure what he wants.”

“M'not desperate,” Jungkook whines, cheeks flushed. “It was just a good kiss.”

God, he's too adorable.

“It was, wasn't it, pup?” Namjoon reaches up to ruffle Jungkook's hair, leaning in to give him one more quick kiss on the cheek.

“Well, if that's as far as that show goes…” Hoseok says, stepping closer with a wide smile. “Jungkookie, do you wanna come with me and Yoongles? You can tell me all about your trip! I'm curious how the spa was, and where you went shopping too.”

Jungkook nods, giving Namjoon one last smile before turning to Hoseok. “Sure, hyung. Where are we going?”

“I was thinking Yoongi's room – at least until dinner. We have a bit, right Jinnie-hyung?”

“Yes, you've got a while. I'll call you when it's ready.”

~~

As soon as the others have gone and it's just the two of them left in the kitchen, Jin turns to Namjoon with a knowing smile. “You're practically vibrating in place right now, darling. Taehyung-ah took Jimin-ah upstairs a fair bit ago now. I'm sure they've had plenty of chance to talk. Go find them, and I'll call you for dinner when it's ready.”

Namjoon is way too desperate to fuss over the rest of his omegas to even bother pretending that isn't exactly what he wants. Instead, he just smiles at Jin and grabs his gift to take with him. “I love you so much. Thank you.”

“I love you too. Now, go dote on your omegas.”

He doesn't need to be told twice, heading straight upstairs and into his office to make sure his gift gets put to use right away, then making his way to Taehyung's room. Along the way, he loosens his tie and strips out of his jacket, not wanting to look too formal when he greets his omegas. When his gentle knock at Taehyung's door goes unanswered, Namjoon slowly cracks it open and peers inside, finding it entirely deserted.

Empty. That's strange. Would they have gone to Hoseok's room, or–

He's just about to head back downstairs when a soft little noise draws his attention further down the hall. It sounds almost like it's coming from…

The door to his and Jin's bedroom is open at the end of the hall, and he definitely did not leave it open this morning. Part of him thinks there's no possible way that they would have gone there instead of a nest, but he finds himself walking toward the door anyways, propelled by the growing swell of hope in his chest, and trying to prepare himself for disappointment so that he isn't too crushed when they're not there.

Except that they are.

Jimin and Taehyung are cuddled up together in the middle of his bed, close enough that they don't even have to lean in for the occasional kiss they share. The whole room smells perfect, and it nearly brings a tear to his eye to finally have Taehyung's sweet maple scent back, mixing so beautifully with Jimin's vanilla and the lingering scent of himself and Jin.

Between the sight and the scent, it's almost too much for Namjoon's poor heart. He can't believe they came here for comfort – and they've been with Jin for days now, so it's unlikely it was his scent they were after, which means… They must have come here for Namjoon's scent.

His inner alpha preens with pride – and if he doesn't hurry up and announce himself, his scent is going to do it for him.

He gives a gentle knock to the door frame, interrupting the soft sounds of chatter that he can hear but not quite make out the specifics of. Both omegas turn to look at him, Taehyung grinning right away, while Jimin's expression shifts a little more slowly into a warm smile.

“Hyung, you're home!” Taehyung chirps excitedly.

“Hi, pup. Am I interrupting anything?”

Jimin shakes his head, reaching out toward Namjoon. “It's okay. We missed you, hyung.”

Namjoon doesn't hesitate, going to the two of them immediately. He knows his scent is far warmer than he can contain, so all he can do is hope that it isn't unwelcome as he gets closer. After everything that's happened to Jimin today, he wants to be cautious – but he also wants to get as close as possible to both of his omegas, to bask in the fact that they missed him.

He's already halfway to crawling up on the bed when he forces himself to pause, reaching out for Jimin's hand. “Is it alright if I'm close to you right now? If it's too much, I can–”

“Not too much,” Jimin answers, giving a soft tug to Namjoon's hand. “Want you close.”

Taehyung gives a little giggle. “Smelling that good and still asking permission. Our alpha is so sweet.”

Our alpha.

The words turn Namjoon’s thoughts to static. Their alpha. Both of them. He wants that so bad it makes his teeth ache – wants Jimin and Jungkook to think of him that way, just like Taehyung does. Theirs. God, he’d do anything to–

“Hyung?” Jimin asks, voice small as he gives another little pull to Namjoon’s hand before going still. “Do you not want to?”

Namjoon hadn’t meant to freeze in place, but those words– No, he’s got to stay focused. Get close and provide whatever comfort his omegas need.

“Oh, I don’t think that’s the problem at all,” Taehyung says, that mischievous look finally back in his eye after weeks of waiting.

“Sorry,” Namjoon says, voice coming out a little breathy as he finally climbs in next to them, Jimin in the middle of him and Taehyung. “You both look so cute in my bed like this that I was having a little trouble getting my brain moving. I very much want to be here.”

“Jiminie, let’s get him in the middle, yeah?” Taehyung asks. “Then we can share the alpha cuddles.”

The only warning Namjoon gets before Jimin crawls over him is a tiny nod, then the omega is lifting the blankets and making his way over top of him. Namjoon definitely swallows loud enough to be heard, fighting the instinct to catch Jimin above him and pull him down for a kiss.

He’s so caught up that he almost misses just how syrupy Jimin’s movements are – but it does catch his eye by the time Jimin has settled comfortably against one side of him, head on his shoulder and one arm reaching out over his chest for Taehyung. Jimin just seems so… relaxed? The last time Namjoon saw him this soft has to have been during his heat.

Taehyung must see something happening on Namjoon’s face as he cuddles into his other side. “Jiminie let me give him a little nip,” he explains. “He’s cute like this, isn’t he?”

A nip. Jimin let Taehyung give him a nip. Hell, this whole experience just keeps getting more overwhelming by the second. Like Namjoon needed another excuse to replay that nip they’d watched Jungkook give Jimin weeks ago now, the little whine he’d let out, the way his scent

“Hyung, now might be a good time to tell Jiminie you like him like this,” Taehyung instructs, letting out a tiny puff of laughter.

Again, Namjoon is dragged out of his own head, looking down to find Jimin staring back at him with concern, his cheeks a pretty shade of pink. Okay, no more getting stuck in his thoughts. He can process later – but right now he needs to stay present.

“I do, Minnie,” Namjoon assures him, cuddling in closer and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “So much. I was just getting a little overwhelmed with how happy I am to have found the two of you in here, and to know that you’re both feeling better. You’re perfect like this, baby. Please don’t worry.”

The look of concern dissipates into a smile as Jimin tilts his head up for a kiss that Namjoon is absolutely eager to give him. Just like with Jungkook, he finds himself yearning for more, especially when he hears the beginnings of a purr in Jimin’s chest. They definitely have less of an audience here, so maybe… it wouldn’t hurt to press forward just a bit?

Namjoon is careful to allow Jimin plenty of opportunity to decline, just giving one small lick to the omega’s lower lip. Apparently, he doesn’t need to worry. Jimin opens for him immediately, a proper purr rumbling in his chest now as he lets Namjoon lick into his mouth, his own tongue pressing forward until they’re both making soft sounds of appreciation. Taehyung’s scent spikes wonderfully sweet as he cuddles up against Namjoon’s other side, seemingly happy to watch without a word.

As much as Namjoon doesn’t want to stop, he does let the kiss end after a minute or so, pulling back and feeling his own scent go warmer at just how content and almost dazed Jimin looks, eyelashes fluttering as he smiles back at Namjoon.

“Good job, alpha,” Taehyung whispers from behind him, pressing a kiss to Namjoon’s scent gland. “Look how happy he is.”

Jimin tips his head down and presses a shy kiss to Namjoon's shoulder. “I am happy,” he says softly. “Felt nice.”

Namjoon squeezes Jimin a little tighter and presses a kiss into his hair. “Yeah, for me too, Minnie.”

“Is it my turn now, hyung?” Taehyung asks, tipping his face up for a kiss too.

At least Namjoon doesn’t have to wonder what Taehyung wants. He’s spent years learning the omega’s body language and all his signals – not that he has to use that knowledge very much when Taehyung is usually more than happy to spell out exactly what he desires. Today is no exception. Taehyung leans into the kiss, opening for Namjoon without being asked and letting out a tiny little whine when their tongues meet.

Again, Namjoon doesn’t let it go on too terribly long. Taehyung might be every bit as much of an exhibitionist as he is a voyeur, but Namjoon is still very aware of their audience, and wary of making Jimin uncomfortable in any way.

Besides, he would like to actually talk to them too.

Before that, there are scentings to exchange – him and Jimin trading licks over their wrists, and then a proper one with Taehyung. The whole room smells like heaven by the time they’re done, and Namjoon has to remind himself yet again to work on processing how much he loves this later, because he needs to be present right now.

“Feel better, TaeTae?” Jimin asks as Namjoon and Taehyung wrap up their scenting. He seems to be coming back to himself more, now that it’s been a while since his nip. (A shame, as far as Namjoon is concerned – but it’s not like it’s the last time he’ll get to see Jimin that way.)

“So much better,” Taehyung says, letting out a happy sigh. “You feel okay, Jiminie?”

“Mhmm. Less fuzzy now, I think. How are you, Namjoon-hyung? We haven’t even asked yet.”

“I was already feeling good, but getting to share this time with the two of you has really been special to me. Admittedly, I was sort of hoping for a more in-depth talk about how you’re both feeling? I hear you’ve had an interesting day.”

Jimin gives a slow little nod. “Okay. TaeTae, do you maybe wanna go first? Give me a little bit to stop floating as much?”

“Yeah, I can start. I think I was already starting to feel a little bit okay last night, but then this morning Jiminie let me and Jin-hyung baby him and that made me feel the best I had in weeks.”

“Baby him how?” Namjoon asks.

“They umm…” Jimin tips his head down, probably trying to hide another gorgeous blush on his cheeks. “They fed me breakfast.”

“We hand fed him breakfast. Jin-hyung carried him out of the bedroom and was gonna set him down, but Jiminie was clinging to him asking for a few more minutes. It was the cutest, hyung.”

Namjoon can imagine it, Jimin still all soft with sleep, whining and seeking affection as easily as he had during his heat – but then to think of Jin and Taehyung hand feeding him on top of it? The thought makes him yearn for the chance to see that for himself, to be there, for Jimin to feel that safe with him.

“Was nice,” Jimin mumbles. Namjoon is sure he’s about to try and further obscure his face, but instead he tips his head up to nose at Namjoon’s shoulder, pretty pink cheeks on display. “You smell good, hyung.”

Namjoon swallows, trying to keep his cool. “You can come closer if you want, pup,” he offers, tilting his head over to give Jimin better access, and coming face to face with Taehyung’s incredibly pleased expression.

“He does smell good, doesn’t he?” Taehyung says, a grin plastered on his face.

Jimin just gives a short little hum and scoots in closer, his face just centimeters from Namjoon’s scent gland, arm draped over his chest. “Is this okay?” he asks, his breath warm on Namjoon’s neck.

“Perfect, Minnie.”

With that, Jimin relaxes against him, warm little body pressed against Namjoon’s side and breath ghosting over his scent gland with every exhale. It’s perfect, but… It’s too much to process, so Namjoon just does his best to enjoy it, and hopes that Jimin doesn’t feel just how fast his heart is beating in his chest.

Thankfully, Taehyung has mercy on him too. He gives Namjoon one more knowing little smirk, then settles against his other side and starts talking about the rest of their day. He explains starting to feel like himself that morning, then how getting to help Jimin after his panic attack had really made him feel good for the first time in weeks. It’s something they’ll need to consider for the future. If getting to help one of his mates can really make such a positive difference in Taehyung's recovery, they might be able to find ways to give him that experience.

It gives Namjoon’s mind something more concrete to focus on, his heart rate finally slowing down as he tries to puzzle out how they might find ways for Taehyung to help in the future.

“Didn’t realize it meant so much to you,” Jimin says, the hand on Namjoon’s chest reaching out for Taehyung now, carding fingers through his hair. “I felt really bad about it at the time, but… I’m glad to know it helped at least.”

“It did – a lot,” Taehyung says, turning his head to press a kiss to Jimin’s wrist. “Made me feel useful, like I could actually do something good instead of just needing everyone to take care of me. Not that it was bad, or like I didn't appreciate all the nice stuff everyone did. Just… I don't know. Thank you – for letting me be there, and for trusting me to help.”

“Thank you for helping. If it would have been just me, I…” Jimin shakes his head, inching just the slightest bit closer to Namjoon's scent gland. “It would have been bad.”

It's as good an opportunity as any. Namjoon decides to ask.

“Would you feel up to talking about what happened, Jimin-ah? I'd love to know more, but if it's too soon, I understand.”

“It's okay. We can. Jin-hyung helped me understand what happened better, and even though it's really frustrating, at least it makes sense now.”

Taehyung perks up at this. “Do you know why you got scared now?”

“Yeah, I…” Jimin lifts his head, looking at Namjoon. “How much do you know, hyung?”

“Just the basics from my call with Jin earlier. You and Taehyung-ah had massages, and yours ended in a panic attack.”

Jimin gives a little nod, taking a steadying breath. “Okay. So I already felt a bit off when we were heading into our rooms, and it only got worse once we were inside and I was on the table. My masseuse was super nice, and she could tell I was nervous, so she let out some of her scent… It was a normal thing to do. It wasn't her fault. I didn't even recognize what the problem was until Jin-hyung asked me if it reminded me of someone.”

The pieces slot together in Namjoon's head instantly, and he finds himself pulling Jimin closer on instinct, not even thinking about the fact that he might not want an alpha close to him when he explains this. By the time Namjoon catches himself, Jimin is already leaning into the touch, happiness overshadowing Namjoon’s worry before it even gets a chance to grow. Jimin’s scent might never give anything away, but Namjoon has far fewer doubts about his body language.

His presence is comforting to Jimin right now, and being able to provide that to one of his mates is something Namjoon craves more than anything else.

“Did she…” Taehyung trails off, biting his lip for a moment before letting out a breath and looking up at Jimin. “Did she smell like Jihoon?”

Jimin nods, scent going a touch muted. It’s as close to distress as they get from him, so he must be feeling pretty intensely about the whole thing, even now. “She did,” he whispers. “Just like pine at first, which wasn’t so bad, but… when she tried to soothe me it got stronger and more smoky, just like his. It’s stupid. I hate the fact that all it took was a scent to make me lose it that bad. Feels so… just… awful.” Jimin’s voice cracks just the slightest at the end, and he buries his face back in Namjoon’s shoulder, a little tremor running through him.

“It’s okay, Minnie,” Namjoon coos, rubbing a hand up and down Jimin’s back. “Scent is a powerful thing, and hard to forget. It’s not stupid at all for it to bring back such strong memories, but I’m so sorry you went through all that alone before Taehyung found you.”

Taehyung takes Jimin’s hand over Namjoon’s chest, lifting it to his face so he can press a kiss to Jimin’s wrist. “Yeah, I’m sorry I didn’t notice, Jiminie.”

“S’okay. It wasn’t your fault. I didn’t even realize what was happening while it was happening. There’s no way you could have known.”

“But there is a way now,” Namjoon says. “I’d like your permission for us to intervene if we catch a scent like what you’re describing. Is it any kind of pine? Especially if it’s smoky?”

“If you were already on edge right away, maybe we should keep you away from any kind of pine when we can?”

Jimin gives this a few seconds of thought, voice coming out soft when he does respond. “I mean… I don’t want you to feel like you need to do that for me, and I don’t want to be afraid of the smell forever, but… If it isn’t too much to ask? You already help me with so–”

“Not too much to ask,” Taehyung interrupts. “Literally almost zero effort on our part, and we love when you let us help you, Jiminie.”

“Exactly. If there’s anything we can do to make you feel safe and secure, we’re going to want to do it. Always, Minnie.”

“Thank you,” Jimin answers. “I really appreciate it.”

Namjoon gives a little nod, squeezing both omegas closer. “Thank you for letting us help. I’m just so glad the two of you are both feeling better – and that you’re all back home.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees. “The spa was mostly fun, but I’m glad to be back too.”

“Me too. Maybe not as excited to go back to class tomorrow morning, but it’s good to be back. I really…” Jimin trails off, lips pressing a little kiss into Namjoon’s shoulder. “I missed you, Namjoon-hyung.”

“I missed you too – all four of you.”

Again, Namjoon starts to feel that giant swell of emotions in his chest. It’s every bit as overwhelming as before, threatening to send him reeling if he doesn’t keep it in check.

He wants to nip both of them, get them all warm and soft like Jimin had been earlier and then put them in Taehyung’s nest. Jin could bring dinner upstairs, nip Jungkook too, and then they could take care of all of their omegas. They’ve all been through so much recently – they deserve to be looked after properly. Hand feed them dinner, get them settled into cuddles, maybe even take the time to kiss them all the way he wants until they’re floaty and whining and–

He has to stop thinking, or he’s going to embarrass himself.

They’re getting closer to all of those things that he wants so terribly. He might not be able to have them just yet, but he can’t deny all the progress they’ve made – progress he is very grateful for.

He just needs to be patient. Until then, at least he has his pack back home.

Notes:

Another long chapter done! We'll be back Wednesday for a short interlude, and then we're going to spend a couple of chapters dealing with the aftermath of all of this. After that, we'll be circling back to focus on Taehyung for a while again, because he's not quite out of the woods yet :D

Chapter 84: Interlude – One Step Forward

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Tae to Jungkook]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[JK]: hi hyung

[JK]: whats up

[Tae]: what’s up is that i’m taking you out for pizza

[JK]: oh that sounds awesome

[JK]: you must really be feeling better if you wanna go do something

[Tae]: yeah i do feel a lot better (^ω^)

[Tae]: and i want to thank you for being excited enough for both of us this last month

[Tae]: so we’re going to that place that makes all the weird kinds of pizza and ordering anything you want to try

[Tae]: i don’t care if it’s the whole menu

[JK]: aww hyung thats so nice

[JK]: are you sure youre up to it

[JK]: i dont wanna rush you if you need rest

[Tae]: i’ve been resting for weeks

[Tae]: i wanna go do something fun with you now that i can finally enjoy it again

[JK]: i am really glad you feel better

[JK]: i liked getting the chance to take care of you but i hated knowing you were hurting and i couldnt fix it

[Tae]: i’m really sorry you had to see me like that jungkookie ( ; ω ; )

[JK]: please dont apologize

[JK]: if youre hurting i want to be there

[JK]: so does jiminie

[JK]: the first thing both of us said when jin hyung texted about you was that we would skip class and rush over

[Tae]: ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: omg that is so sweet

[Tae]: you guys really are the best

[Tae]: i know i’m super lucky to have so many amazing mates looking after me

[Tae]: so thank you ♥

[JK]: of course

[JK]: you take care of us too hyung

[JK]: i promise we want to look after you just as much

[Tae]: well you absolutely did

[Tae]: and now we’re going to have fun to celebrate

[JK]: i cant wait

[JK]: you know how much i love pizza

[Tae]: damn right i do

[Tae]: there was something else i’ve been meaning to ask you since we got back

[JK]: from the spa

[Tae]: yeah from the spa

[JK]: you didnt have to wait so long hyung

[Tae]: honestly i was kind of tired and also wanted a chance to think it over a bit (;^ω^)

[JK]: what is it

[Tae]: i guess i’m just wondering if you think jiminie has been a little weird lately?

[Tae]: like nothing too crazy but… almost like he’s really caught up in his own head?

[Tae]: i asked him about it on the trip and he blew it off as general stress and nothing important

[Tae]: but then when we got back and i got him alone it seemed like maybe he was gonna open up about something. then namjoon-hyung came and we got distracted with cuddles and making our alpha’s whole week (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: yeah no i kind of got the same sort of impression but he hasnt been super up to talking when ive prodded about it

[JK]: it doesnt seem like anything super bad

[JK]: but hes definitely giving something a lot of thought

[Tae]: is that normal? for him to have stuff he just kind of blows off while he’s processing it?

[Tae]: i feel like it is but you’ve known him your whole life so you definitely know better than i do

[JK]: yeah its pretty normal for him honestly

[JK]: especially if its something he thinks is small

[JK]: like not important enough that he feels like he has to tell me right away because im his mate

[Tae]: but he tells you eventually?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: i just keep asking and eventually he gets there

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: that makes me feel better about it (^ω^)

[Tae]: just didn’t want to overlook something important you know?

[JK]: yeah i get it

[JK]: im glad you look out for him too hyung

[JK]: he really trusts you a lot and it makes me so happy to see that

[Tae]: i trust him a lot too

[Tae]: both of you actually

[Tae]: i’m just happy you both seem to trust me too

[JK]: i really do taetae

[JK]: so much

[Tae]: well good cause you’re stuck with me now (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: good

[JK]: i wanna be stuck with you

[Tae]: well i know one way to get a jump on that

[Tae]: tell me when you’re free so i can buy you pizza and kiss you and tell you how much i appreciate you

[JK]: ive got some time tomorrow night if you want

[JK]: jiminie has to work so i was gonna be home alone

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: eat a light lunch

[Tae]: we’re going all out

~

[Namjoon to Jin]

[Namjoon]: Have you confirmed our plans for this week with Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah? Are they still coming on Thursday?

[Namjoon]: I just talked to Yoongi and he’s free that night too now.

[Jin]: I did, yes. They’ll be there.

[Namjoon]: Perfect. Thank you so much.

[Jin]: Is someone feeling antsy to have their whole pack together? ;-)

[Namjoon]: Maybe? After everything that’s happened lately, I don’t know…

[Namjoon]: I’d just feel better if everyone was home for a night. Do you think we could plan something to do for all seven of us? Not that I normally mind everyone splitting off into groups, but it would be nice to spend some time together.

[Jin]: Oh, you poor thing. It’s hard right now, isn’t it?

[Namjoon]: A little. Even having meetings right now feels wrong, and knowing that Hoseok is out of the house for his job this evening has me a bit on edge.

[Jin]: I’m sorry, love. We’ll plan something for all of us to do together. Maybe a movie night or something with plenty of opportunity to get close. I believe Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah were already planning to stay the night.

[Jin]: With a little planning and a couple of requests, we could get everyone upstairs and into bed when the time comes.

[Namjoon]: I would really like that. We don’t have to push, but it would be nice if we could get even some of them upstairs with us.

[Jin]: Leave it to me, darling :-)

[Namjoon]: Thank you. I appreciate you so much.

~

[Jin to Yoongi and Taehyung]

[Jin]: What do the two of you have going on tonight? :-)

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: nothing really

[Tae]: me and kihyun-ssi are just wrapping up a meeting and then i’ll be done for the day

[Yoongi]: There a reason you’re meeting with him? Are we having security issues here?

[Tae]: nothing like that (^ω^)

[Tae]: just talking about some of the new people and keeping up to date with how things are going

[Yoongi]: Cool just making sure. What’s up hyung?

[Jin]: After everything that’s happened as of late, and Hobi-yah being out for work tonight, I believe Joon-ah might benefit from some attention.

[Tae]: like the ‘be needy’ kind or the ‘be close’ kind?

[Tae]: because I can do either

[Jin]: His instincts are troubling him. He wants his pack together, but we still have a little while until our date night.

[Yoongi]: Definitely the “be needy” kind of attention then.

[Tae]: we can totally do that

[Tae]: did you have something specific in mind?

[Jin]: Not exactly. The situation is far from dire, so the two of you can feel free to have fun with it.

[Yoongi]: …Pick a fight at dinner?

[Tae]: ooh we haven’t done that in a while

[Tae]: you just want me to pin you to the dining room floor yoongi-hyung? (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: Mostly I miss that exasperated look in his eye when he has to put us both in line. Getting pinned to the floor is just a bonus, really.

[Tae]: k but i get to start the fight right?

[Yoongi]: Don’t you always?

[Tae]: ᇂ_ᇂ

[Jin]: It sounds like the two of you are quite prepared for this. Thank you.

[Yoongi]: No worries hyung. We’ll get him to let a little bit of it out.

[Tae]: do you guys think having three omegas in the pack will change anything eventually? like maybe joonie-hyung will feel more okay just letting some of the alpha urges out?

[Yoongi]: Instead of just pretending he doesn’t have them? Doubt it.

[Jin]: I wouldn’t be so sure. Omegas or not, Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah have changed plenty of things for us already, and I can imagine at least one of them being quite bothered by all those hidden desires.

[Tae]: you mean jungkookie?

[Jin]: I do, yes.

[Yoongi]: If anyone is persistent enough to just keep pushing it’s probably JK.

[Tae]: and his pout is lethal (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Yoongi]: It really fucking is.

[Jin]: He does have a certain way about him, yes.

[Tae]: how would you know? you’re immune to pouting.

[Yoongi]: How long have the two of you been together now? Of course he’s immune.

[Tae]: no he was like this when i found him i swear

[Jin]: That doesn’t mean I can’t see just how adorable and effective Jungkook’s pout is. Besides, I’m plenty indulgent without succumbing to that sort of thing.

[Tae]: either way i hope it works on joonie-hyung

[Yoongi]: Until then we’ll just do what we’ve always done. See you at dinner for our fight?

[Tae]: looking forward to it (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: Thank you both :-)

~

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Hey so I’ve been thinking about something.

[Namjoon]: Can I ask if you were thinking about this before or after I nipped you and Taehyung-ah last night?

[Yoongi]: Very funny.

[Yoongi]: And it’s both for the record.

[Namjoon]: Oh? Alright, I’m very interested.

[Yoongi]: Would you not have been interested otherwise?

[Namjoon]: I think my expectations of what we were going to talk about might have been different.

[Yoongi]: What would your expectation have been?

[Namjoon]: If it was just after last night? Possibly a discussion about whether I’m aware of when you and Taehyung are putting on a show.

[Yoongi]: Not much of a discussion if you just answer the question outright like that.

[Yoongi]: I know you know, by the way. You just have an easier time if we ask for it than if we tell you it’s okay to act out some of your alpha needs. But I’m still gonna tell you that it would be fine if you wanted to.

[Namjoon]: I probably do that more with you than with anyone else.

[Yoongi]: Yeah and that’s still not very much.

[Yoongi]: Look, I don’t mind helping you get there. God knows you do it for me with all sorts of shit. But just like you make me sit through hearing about how it’s okay to express things without being pushed, you get to sit through me telling you it’s okay to let us see that side of you.

[Namjoon]: I know. And I do appreciate it. Both the words and the fact that you find ways to help me get it out.

[Namjoon]: But this isn’t the discussion you wanted to have, is it?

[Namjoon]: You waited for me to leave the house, so it must be something you’re embarrassed about doing in person.

[Yoongi]: Wow that really makes me so keen to share.

[Namjoon]: I don’t mind you doing it this way. Just stating for the record that I know what’s happening.

[Yoongi]: Ugh. Why are you like this.

[Namjoon]: Was that a rhetorical question?

[Yoongi]: Yes. I already know why you’re this way.

[Namjoon]: And you love me anyways.

[Yoongi]: I would hope so. No idea what I’ve been doing all these years otherwise.

[Namjoon]: You’re such a romantic.

[Yoongi]: I’m trying to be.

[Namjoon]: Oh?

[Namjoon]: Okay, no more joking. What’s up?

[Yoongi]: So it’s been a while and we haven’t talked about it.

[Yoongi]: Nevermind. I just typed like a whole paragraph and decided it was fucking stupid so I'm just going to ask you instead.

[Yoongi]: Do you still wanna go to the arcade again sometime?

[Yoongi]: Just the two of us I mean.

[Namjoon]: Yes. I’d love that. Did you have a time in mind?

[Yoongi]: Maybe next week? If there's an evening you've got free? I've been shopping around and there's some smaller ones in the city that are a little more geared toward adults.

[Namjoon]: You've been shopping around for a good spot for our date?

[Yoongi]: Maybe I just don't want to wade through a sea of twelve year old kids for the privilege of kicking your ass at air hockey.

[Namjoon]: Is that all it is?

[Yoongi]: Please just tell me what night is good for you before I crawl under a rock and die.

[Namjoon]: How about Sunday?

[Yoongi]: Perfect. We're going to dinner first. Nothing fancy so don't dress up too much. There's a restaurant I know you're gonna like by the arcade I picked, and the menu looks tolerable for me too.

[Namjoon]: I can't wait.

[Namjoon]: This really does mean a lot to me. Thank you for putting this together.

[Yoongi]: Yeah well thanks for agreeing to come.

~

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: Hey TaeTae (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: so last night joonie-hyung nipped me and yoongi-hyung really good and then he and jin-hyung hand fed us the rest of of our dinner

[Jimin]: Oh wow ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Was it nice? Why did you get nipped?

[Tae]: oh we were trying to get nipped because namjoon-hyung was sort of on edge and needed a little help letting out some alpha instincts (^ω^)

[Tae]: and yes omg it was GREAT

[Tae]: but that isn't the point

[Jimin]: Okay what is the point then?

[Tae]: it got me thinking about when you and jungkookie came over during my preheat and you hand fed me

[Tae]: and were just a little mean about it

[Jimin]: Oh sorry. Was it a little too much? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: no it was perfect (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Tae]: i just realized i didn’t get a lot of chance to tell you how much i liked it

[Tae]: or to ask how you felt about it

[Jimin]: I really liked it too

[Tae]: could you elaborate a little? (;^ω^)

[Tae]: like about which parts you liked?

[Tae]: i know i usually tell you what i liked and want first but i kind of wanted to try it the other way around this time

[Tae]: if that’s okay

[Jimin]: Yeah that’s okay

[Jimin]: Probably good for me to do this sometimes too

[Jimin]: So umm

[Jimin]: At first it was really just about making you feel good. When I offered to hand feed you in the first place I mean

[Jimin]: But once you told me I could tease a little I got really excited („• ֊ •„)

[Tae]: is it something you were wanting to do before?

[Jimin]: I don’t think I’d given it a ton of thought before. Or at least not that specific scenario

[Jimin]: But then you were on your knees and looking up at me so sweet and cute. Part of me wanted to keep you like that for hours

[Jimin]: I wasn’t sure exactly where the lines were and also we kind of had a whole audience so I just tried to keep it short and relatively easy ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: and if the audience hadn’t been there?

[Jimin]: Probably still would have cut it short until we could talk about it more. You were in preheat and I wasn’t sure exactly what you would feel comfortable with

[Tae]: but you wanted more? (//ω//)

[Jimin]: Yes ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: But only if I was sure you did too

[Tae]: okay cool. just to be clear i absolutely did want more. like i know why you cut it short and i would have done the same in your shoes

[Tae]: but i’d definitely like to explore that more in the future if you’re interested too

[Jimin]: Definitely interested

[Tae]: awesome (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: adding it to the list of things to talk about sometime soon

[Tae]: for right now i gotta go babysit this meeting for joonie-hyung (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Okay have fun

[Jimin]: See you tonight (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

[Hoseok to Jin]

[Hobi]: hey hyungie <3

[Hobi]: u busy?

[Jin]: Hello love :-)

[Jin]: Is there something I can help you with?

[Hobi]: been thinking about something since ur explanation of everything that happened at the spa.

[Hobi]: u said it wasn’t really the massage that freaked jiminie out.

[Jin]: Correct. I fully believe it was mostly the scent taking him back to a painful place, though the vulnerable position of having an unfamiliar alpha behind him likely didn’t help matters.

[Jin]: Were you worried it was something else?

[Hobi]: not exactly.

[Hobi]: more like it’s a bummer that he missed out on the experience and it would just be a real shame if this put him off of massage entirely.

[Jin]: Ah. I think I see where this is going :-)

[Hobi]: and what do u think?

[Jin]: I think it could be a good bonding experience. I also think it might be beneficial for him to talk more about what happened from a different angle.

[Hobi]: that’s kind of what i thought 2.

[Hobi]: and i really would love 2 help him find ways 2 relax.

[Hobi]: with me i guess. well all of us but…

[Jin]: Darling, it’s perfectly alright to want this experience with him for yourself. In fact I would encourage it.

[Hobi]: thank u :)

[Hobi]: i think i’m just nervous.

[Hobi]: we’ve talked a lot and gotten closer and i guess i just kind of feel…

[Jin]: Like maybe you’re ready for another step?

[Hobi]: yeah. and aware that maybe this is a touchy avenue 2 come at it from.

[Hobi]: but it also feels right.

[Jin]: While it might be touchy for some of us, you are certainly the most uniquely equipped to handle it. Have you been thinking about this for a while, or just after our trip?

[Hobi]: for a while now. i mean the whole time we've been courting in some ways but ever since whatever the 3 of u got up 2 just before taehyungie's heat… i can't stop thinking about it.

[Jin]: I see.

[Jin]: Did his scent in the nest get you all worked up, love? ;-)

[Hobi]: so goddamn much.

[Hobi]: i know u washed the bedding and all we got was a few lingering bits but he smelled so good hyung. can't stop thinking about how bad i wanna make him smell like that. i bet he was so sweet for u both.

[Jin]: He very much was. Once we got him properly settled, he was truly a sight to behold. I'm admittedly quite excited for the rest of you to see him like that as well, even if I don't get to be there to witness it the first time.

[Hobi]: fuck. i want that so bad 2. want 2 make him feel good.

[Hobi]: not even just the sexy way. in fact probably not that way at all this time. assuming he even agrees to let me do this for him in the first place.

[Jin]: Regardless of what direction it goes, I think Jimin-ah would very much benefit from hearing your desires. Even just telling him you want to get closer would go a long way, I believe.

[Hobi]: ok i can do that :)

[Hobi]: thank u for being my sounding board hyung. i feel a lot less worried about this now.

[Jin]: Of course, darling. Happy to help. Do you know when you intend to enact this plan of yours?

[Hobi]: i’m thinking a night when he’s home alone. i want it 2 be in a place where he feels most comfortable.

[Hobi]: i’ll talk 2 him soon and figure something out :)

[Hobi]: thank u again <333

[Jin]: Anytime.

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: Hello, darling. How is your baking progressing? I see the cupcakes are out of the oven.

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: Yeah they’re cooling now

[Jimin]: I’m just whipping up the frosting and taking stock of the decorating supplies you sent me home with

[Jimin]: Thank you for helping me make these special for Seulgi-ssi (^-^)

[Jin]: Of course. I’m happy to assist in any way I can.

[Jimin]: I really do need to get more familiar with your kitchen. The extra room would have been very helpful

[Jimin]: Thank you for offering by the way. If I knew your ovens better I wouldn’t have been so worried to bake them there. I just really don’t want to mess these up

[Jin]: I completely understand. It’s quite a big project to leave up to chance.

[Jin]: I’d also like to add that I would gladly look forward to any baking you’d like to do together. My kitchen is always open to you, Jimin-ah :-)

[Jimin]: Maybe we could come up with an excuse to make something fancy. I’d love a look at your decorating skills (。^▽^)

[Jin]: While I’m not entirely sure they would live up to the expectation set by my collection of supplies, I am at least passable. We could make something lovely, I’m sure.

[Jin]: We don’t necessarily need a particular occasion either. I’ll always be excited to bake with you.

[Jimin]: I’ll keep an eye out for a fun recipe then. You too?

[Jin]: I’d love to. I’ll let you know what I find.

[Jin]: And please do contact me if you run into any trouble with transportation later. I hope the trays I gave you work well.

[Jimin]: I’m sure they will. Thank you again hyung (^-^)

Notes:

Coming up Sunday: Hoseok proposes his plan to Jimin and the two of them spend some quality time together. See you there! :D

Chapter 85: Trying Again

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Hobi to Jimin]

[Hobi]: hey jiminie :D

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What's up? We still hanging out today?

[Hobi]: yeah as long as ur still up for it. i just wanted 2 ask you about something.

[Jimin]: Okay I'm all ears

[Hobi]: thank u :)

[Hobi]: so i've been thinking about ur visit 2 the spa and how u didn't really get a chance 2 enjoy ur massage

[Jimin]: Oh. Yeah that was an embarrassing disaster from start to finish (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: Umm… Why have you been thinking about it?

[Hobi]: i was wondering if u would be willing 2 try again?

[Jimin]: I don't know why I would. After that experience I'm not really keen on putting myself back in that position with another stranger

[Hobi]: not with a stranger. with me :)

[Jimin]: Oh

[Jimin]: I'm thinking sorry ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: it's okay. take ur time honey.

[Jimin]: Why?

[Hobi]: why am i asking?

[Jimin]: Yeah. And do you like… want to do that or?

[Jimin]: Sorry

[Hobi]: nothing 2 apologize for :)

[Hobi]: i do really want 2 yeah. massage is something i'm passionate about so i would hate 2 see a bad experience like that put u off completely.

[Hobi]: but also i would really like 2 be close 2 u like that minnie. obviously only if ur comfortable with it but i'd love the chance 2 make u feel good :)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Thank you for explaining

[Jimin]: I guess I just…

[Jimin]: I'm afraid I'm going to get scared and make a mess of things. What if I freak out and can't do it?

[Hobi]: then we slow down or stop. i wouldn't be upset if it didn't work for u. i'm just looking 2 try :)

[Jimin]: Today?

[Hobi]: if u feel up for it yes.

[Jimin]: I think I want to. I'm just afraid of ruining it (・_・;)

[Hobi]: i really don't think that's possible honey. if u don't like it we stop. it won't ruin anything.

[Hobi]: can i suggest a possible plan?

[Jimin]: Sure

[Hobi]: ok so how about this:

[Hobi]: i’ll bring my stuff with me and u can take some time 2 decide what u want to do. if i get there and u don’t want 2 then we don’t do it. We can just do something else and i won’t be upset with u in the slightest minnie <3

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: Time to think about it sounds good ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: perfect. thank u for considering it. see u soon?

[Jimin]: Yeah I’ll be here. See you soon hyung

~

Jimin tries to sit down and think about the proposal of a massage from Hoseok, but his thoughts start racing almost immediately, feeding him images of his experience at the spa – staring at the wall of the massage room, vision floating in and out of focus while his heart beat loud inside his chest, or how scared he felt when Taehyung found him cowering in that corner, the way even looking at the door to the room he’d been in had filled him with a sense of panic.

It’s not that he’s afraid. He just doesn’t want to fall back into the same headspace he had ended up in at the spa, especially not around an alpha he actually likes. The thought of needing to hide himself away from Hoseok is…

Okay, maybe he’s a little afraid.

Even worse, his mind was already running circles about Hoseok’s visit today before the topic of a massage came up. He’s still thinking about that moment a few weeks ago when the alpha had planted kisses right on Taehyung and Jungkook without a thought, then hesitated when he got to Jimin – not to mention a whole host of other moments with the other alphas in the pack.

He knows there’s plenty of good reasons for them to treat him differently. Now that they know everything about his past – know how damaged he is – of course they would be afraid to trip into something that might make him freak out. The stupid panic attack at the spa definitely isn’t helping his case either. If he could think it was just that they’re afraid to scare him, that wouldn’t be so bad. He could work with that.

It’s just that he’s not so sure that’s all it is.

Taehyung and Jungkook are both such good omegas, able to accept care and affection in ways that Jimin wishes he could. He wants to be like them – to be able to bloom under the attention of all the hyungs instead of shriveling. He does okay when it’s one on one, or when he has either Taehyung or Jungkook with him in group settings, but otherwise… He just doesn’t know what to do when the hyungs look at him the way they look at the other omegas.

His heart races when he imagines being in Jungkook’s shoes during Yoongi’s last visit, how it must have felt to be pressed into the kitchen counter with a kiss like that – to know just how desired he is. Or having Hoseok lean right in to kiss him without a thought too. And maybe even more. What if the alphas want to touch him like Jin and Taehyung did, or to let him touch them like that?

He’s definitely come to the conclusion that he wants their attention and affection, but that just leaves him with the messy business of figuring out the rest.

Do they want him like that? If they do, how does he accept it in the moment instead of fucking it up? How is he supposed to look receptive to it? How does he make sure it isn’t too much work for them so that they hopefully want to do it again? They're already doing so much for him that it feels wrong to ask for more, especially without doing something in return. How is he supposed to make sure he deserves all of these things he wants so badly?

Honestly, it's too many questions. He doesn't even know where to start, so he gets up to do some cleaning instead. The dishes need to be done, and he needs some way to occupy his mind while he tries to figure out how to not panic about the possibility of a massage from Hoseok.

It would definitely qualify as something more forward from one of the alphas – and it theoretically falls into the realm of what he's craving so badly. Even if Jimin hasn't found a way to deserve it yet, Hoseok is still offering to get closer to him, and he really does want that. It just still feels kind of scary, and he's worried about messing up his chances for more if he panics during.

Why is all of this so hard?

Honestly, he’s thought himself in circles about all of this for long enough. There’s one thing he knows for sure will help – even though it means waiting until later tonight…

Yeah, there's only one thing for it. He needs to talk to Jungkook.

~~

Jimin is still in the middle of cleaning when Hoseok lets himself into the apartment.

“Hey, Hoseok-hyung,” he calls, scrubbing at their counter top.

“I brought you something,” Hoseok says, making his way over to the kitchen. He’s carrying two plastic cups full of what looks like bubble tea, one pink and the other green. Hoseok grins and holds the green one out to him. “Got your favorite.”

Jimin is acutely aware of how Hoseok stops a respectable arm's length away from him, expression warm and open but definitely not coming any closer. He knows this probably isn't the moment to be judging things by, but he can't help wondering if it would be different if they hadn't talked about the massage before. Hoseok and him have gotten a lot closer in the past couple of months, but not so much physically…

It doesn't matter. Focus on now and talk the rest over with Jungkook later.

“Thank you,” Jimin says, reaching out for the drink with a little smile and wrapping his lips around the straw for a sip right away. The familiar flavor of matcha and the little touch of sweetness has his smile widening, pleased that Hoseok remembered something he likes. It really is one of his favorite things, and no amount of anxiety or his brain being dumb is going to ruin that for him.

Hoseok sets his own drink on the table and also takes a small backpack that was slung over his shoulder next to it and puts it down as well. Jimin can’t help but follow the little bag with his eyes.

Supplies? What kind of things will they need?

Will it feel like…

He shakes his head a few times. Even imagining that nice alpha lady’s hands on him makes his skin crawl – and that makes him feel guilty because it’s not like she did anything wrong at all. It has to be different with Hoseok, right?

“You okay, Jiminie?” Hoseok asks, head tilted as he looks curiously at him.

“Yeah, it’s– I’m good.” The words sound a little weak even to Jimin’s own ears.

Hoseok opens his mouth to speak again, but Jimin knows what he needs right now and it isn’t to talk. He deposits his drink on the counter and steps right into Hoseok’s space, wrapping his arms tight around him and burying his face in the alpha’s chest. It’s immediately grounding, especially when Hoseok wraps his arms around him in return.

“You’re nervous, huh?” Hoseok asks, rubbing a hand slowly up and down Jimin’s back. “We don’t have to do anything you aren’t comfortable with. I would love the opportunity to try and help you relax, but that doesn’t have to be today, honey. Admittedly, I did sort of spring this on you last minute. I think I was hoping maybe it would be easier if you didn't have as long to worry about it.”

Jimin peeks his head over Hoseok’s shoulder to glance at the kitchen table, eyes fixing on that little backpack. He wants to know what’s inside of it, and if having Hoseok’s hands on him will feel different. He wants to know that he can do this. How will any of them ever feel like they can touch him as confidently as they touch Jungkook if he doesn’t try and let them?

“I want to try,” Jimin says, closing his eyes and attempting to breathe in whatever tiny hints of Hoseok’s calming coffee scent that he can find.

Now that Jimin has initiated contact, Hoseok has no problem touching him in return, squeezing him tight and pressing kisses into his hair. “Thank you, Minnie. I promise I'll do my best to make it a good experience for you. Just need to ask you a few questions first, okay?”

“Okay.”

“I know your masseuse’s scent was what put you on edge in the first place, but was there anything about the massage itself that made you uncomfortable? Anything you want me to avoid?”

Most of his memories of the moment feel fuzzy, lost in the haze of the sheer panic that had gripped him, but he tries hard to remember something, silence falling between them for a few seconds as he thinks. After a while, he lets out a sigh. “I can't really think of anything. When I remember it, I feel like it hurt, but I know there was nothing she did physically that would have hurt me. I've had massages in the past and it wasn't any different from any of them. I was just terrified, and it made everything feel sharp. Sorry I'm not more help.”

“I do actually find that helpful. It lets me know that getting you relaxed is more important than the specifics of the massage, and that's good information to have.”

Jimin wants to feel comforted by the words, inching his nose just a tiny bit closer to Hoseok's scent gland, but finding only tiny remnants of the alpha's scent. Normally it doesn't bother him that Hoseok hides it, but right now… He can’t help but ask. “Hyung, can I smell you, please?”

Hoseok goes completely still at the request, the hand rubbing soothing strokes up Jimin's back freezing in place. “I'm not so sure that's a good idea right now, baby,” he answers, finally moving again by leaning back to get a look at Jimin's face, effectively removing even the tiny hints of coffee Jimin has been able to smell simply by being so close.

“Why? Are you upset?” It's the only reason Jimin can think of, and he searches Hoseok's face for any sign of tension that he might have missed, but there's nothing there.

“No, not upset at all, honey. I just… I want to be careful. The last thing I want is for my scent to upset you, or make this any harder.”

“You think your– Hyung, I like your scent,” Jimin explains, confusion bubbling up inside of him. “Did I do something to make you think I don't? If I said something–”

“Nothing like that. I wanted to be cautious, considering that scent was what made your last massage so stressful.”

“Because she smelled like Jihoon. You don't smell anything like him.” The words have Hoseok biting at his lip, gaze drifting off to the side as he remains silent. Jimin narrows his eyes, not used to seeing Hoseok nervous like this. “Hyung? Is that not it? Are you worried about something else?”

Hoseok's eyes make their way back to Jimin's, and he takes a slow breath before saying, “I think I just realized that we haven't talked about it yet. I've just kind of been assuming this whole time that maybe not being able to smell me most of the time helped make you comfortable around me.”

Is that really–

“Are you serious? You honestly…” Jimin trails off, feeling momentarily offended at the suggestion before it sinks in that maybe there's a grain of truth to it. “Actually, give me just a second to think.”

“Sure, as long as you need.”

Jimin isn't stupid. He knows that sometimes smelling alphas in general puts him on edge, even when he's not really consciously thinking about it. Maybe it did make things easier for them in the beginning, when Jimin was still at his most guarded – but now? He loves when he can smell Hoseok. Even if there might be moments where it subconsciously registers as alpha, Jimin is pretty sure he associates Hoseok's smell more with comfort than with anything else.

“Okay,” Jimin says, focusing his attention back on Hoseok. “You were probably right in the beginning. It might have helped to be able to forget that you were an alpha sometimes, but I don't think that's still true at all. I know your scent now. It's the scent of someone I can trust, and I love when you don't hide it.”

Hoseok's expression softens, a tiny smile tugging at the corner of his mouth for just a second before he catches himself, reaching up to cup Jimin's cheek. “You're sure?” he asks, voice just barely above a whisper and his eyes watching intently.

Rather than answer right away, Jimin sets his own hand over Hoseok's, keeping it close as he turns his head and presses a tiny kiss to the alpha's wrist. “I'm sure, Hoseok-hyung. Please?”

The warm scent of coffee flows into the air, perfectly deep and rich and filling Jimin's senses in such a rush that it makes him shiver. He doesn't even bother asking, just swipes his tongue over Hoseok's wrist and lets his own scent go sweet in response until Hoseok reaches for his hand to return the favor. Neither of them say a word, taking their time with slow swipes of tongue and tiny kisses pressed into skin until they're both completely calm and thoroughly scented.

“Thank you,” Jimin whispers, leaning in and resting his head on Hoseok's shoulder with a happy little hum. “Feel a lot better now.”

“Me too, Minnie. You think you're still up for letting me try?”

Jimin gives it a couple of seconds of thought and then nods slowly. “Yeah, I still want to try.”

“Alright. I promise I’ll take good care of you.” The words make Jimin blush, and he’s glad his face is already hidden in Hoseok’s shoulder. “Have you had a bath yet today?”

“Not yet,” Jimin answers, curious why it would matter. Wait, does he– “Do I smell?”

Hoseok laughs. “No, you don’t smell. I just know that you always feel more at ease after a nice hot bath. Was thinking you could go do that while I get a few things set up to help make the experience more soothing for you. Do you think you can do that for me?”

~~

Hoseok is right. A hot bath really does help.

Jimin ends up soaking for almost half an hour, following Hoseok’s instructions to take his time and make it nice. He has candles lit and soft music playing through the little bluetooth speaker Yoongi bought for them. For the most part he’s been able to enjoy it (hard not to – baths are one of his favorite things), but occasionally his thoughts still threaten to spiral.

He tries not to let them. He’s in a warm bath with his favorite drink and one of…

His mates? His alphas? It doesn’t matter. Regardless of what Jimin wants to call him (kind, incredibly sweet, and absurdly handsome might be good places to start), Hoseok is out there waiting for him.

The water is hot enough that he feels a little lightheaded when he steps out of the tub, his whole body flushed with warmth. He dries himself off with one towel and then wraps a clean one around his waist, just like he’s been told to. It’s a little embarrassing to think of walking out in just that, but he trusts Hoseok, so he turns the music off and takes a couple of deep breaths before stepping out into the hallway.

The apartment is darker than before. Hoseok must have closed the curtains. Enough light seeps in that it’s easy to make out his surroundings at least, though the glow of light coming from his bedroom still catches his eye right away. The door isn’t quite shut, so all he has to do is give it a gentle push to open it all the way.

The curtains are closed in here too, but the blackout panels they bought for Jungkook's heats keep the light out much better than the curtains in the living room do. There are a few candles lit, unscented and illuminating the room in a soft glow.

Hoseok is seated on the bed, tapping away at his phone. As soon as he notices Jimin he sets the phone aside and looks up with a warm smile, not hiding the long up and down glance he gives Jimin. “Wow, aren’t you just lovely?”

Luckily, Jimin is already so flushed from his hot bath that it’s probably hard to tell how the words make him blush even more. “Nice of you to say.”

Hoseok’s smile turns into something closer to a smirk at that, gaze darkening. (Oh no, why is that so hot?) “It might be nice, if I was just saying it – but I’m not, Minnie.”

Jimin feels his mouth go dry as he tries to think of some way to respond to the blatant flirting.

Hoseok quirks his head, that invitingly dark smile still on his face. “Why don’t you come here?” he says, beckoning Jimin closer. “You seem like you want to.”

He does want to – wants to climb into Hoseok’s lap and kiss him until his head goes all warm and floaty, wants to try and coax out some more of that mouthwatering coffee scent. “Okay,” he answers, moving forward without even really thinking about it, until he’s standing right in front of Hoseok.

“Even prettier up close,” Hoseok says, hands lifting to Jimin’s hips but stopping just short of actually touching him. “Can I kiss you?”

Jimin’s mouth opens, but he can’t quite make words happen, so instead he prepares to climb into Hoseok’s lap, lifting one leg up and pressing forward – only to be stopped by a palm placed right in the center of his chest.

Is he… getting rejected? He feels embarrassed enough to try to turn away before Hoseok can see the disappointment in his face.

“Hey, don’t hide. It’s not that I don’t want you closer,” Hoseok says, standing up from the bed and reaching out to cup Jimin’s face with one hand, while the other comes to rest warm and heavy on his hip. “It’s just that if I get you in my lap right now I’m going to have a real hard time getting us to the main event.”

Oh. Oh.

“Really?” Jimin asks, far too flattered to hide the awe in his tone. Maybe Hoseok really does want him like that?

“Honey, you walk in here nearly naked, all warm and wet from a bath and expect me not to want you?” Hoseok leans in closer and all but whispers, “I could eat you alive right now.”

Jimin’s skin is buzzing with another kind of warmth entirely and god does he want. It’s not like he hasn’t know this whole time that Hoseok is fucking hot. Of course he is. There’s just a difference between knowing and having it directed at him like this, with Hoseok holding him so close and talking about eating him.

The hand at his hip grips a little tighter and he can’t help it. He whines. “Hyung, please.”

“Oh, just listen to you, Minnie. You want that kiss now?”

Jimin doesn’t wait any longer, just steps up on his tiptoes and leans in for the kiss before he makes any more embarrassing noises. Hoseok lets out one little surprised sound before Jimin feels him smile against his lips, the hand cupping Jimin’s face sliding down to the side of his neck. Despite all of the tension, the kiss is incredibly gentle – a slow, thorough press of their lips before Hoseok leans back and Jimin is left staring up at him with half-lidded eyes.

“As much as I’d love to keep doing that, do you think you’re ready to lie down for me?”

Oh yeah, the massage.

Jimin looks down at the bed where Hoseok has spread out a soft blanket and pulled over a couple of Jungkook’s pillows as well. (He probably guessed that Jimin would find his mate’s scent soothing.) The little backpack from earlier is open and discarded on a corner of the bed too, a bottle of what looks like oil lying in front of it.

He decides to press his luck instead, looking back up at Hoseok and asking, “One more first?”

Hoseok grins at him, huffing out a laugh. “Okay, one more and then you get to lie down.”

The second kiss isn’t quite so innocent. Jimin tilts his head to deepen it and lets out a low little sound when he feels Hoseok’s tongue slide across his lower lip, opening his mouth for him right away. Fuck, they should do this more often. How much time have they wasted talking when he could have had Hoseok pressed up against him and kissing him within an inch of his life instead?

If this goes on much longer, he’ll start leaking.

The thought is enough to make Jimin break the kiss. If he gets wet right now, there’s no way Hoseok won't smell it. He should have worn a plug, but he didn’t think… He hadn’t expected to feel like this.

“You ready, baby?”

“Yeah. I’m ready,” Jimin answers, looking down at the bed. “Umm, how do you want me?”

There’s a brief flash of something dark across Hoseok’s face again before he catches himself and takes a step back, gesturing to the blanket he’s laid out on the bed. “On your front here, however is the most comfortable for you. I’d like to start with your back, if that’s alright?”

“Okay,” Jimin says slowly, worrying at his bottom lip while he climbs onto the bed, one hand holding up the towel at his waist.

He can do this. It’s going to be okay.

“There you go,” Hoseok says once Jimin has settled onto the blanket, a warm hand coming to rest reassuringly at the center of his back. “You can have your arms wherever you like for now. All you have to do is relax for me, okay?”

Relax. Yeah. That doesn’t sound so hard. Except this all feels… It’s strange to expect Hoseok to do this for him without reciprocation. Maybe he would feel better if there was something he could give him?

“Can feel you tensing up, honey,” Hoseok says gently. “Do you wanna tell me what you’re thinking about?”

“Just that… This is a lot to just do for me without getting anything in return. It feels weird to just lie here and expect you to do this for me,” Jimin admits. “I know that’s how it works – I’m just being dumb.”

“Nothing dumb about you at all. It’s okay to be nervous, but I definitely don’t want you to think I’m getting nothing out of this.”

“I… You know you don’t have to, right?”

“Of course I know I don’t have to, Minnie. I want to. It’s something I’m good at and I think I can make it enjoyable for you if you give me a chance.”

It really does sound like Hoseok wants to do this. Jimin just needs to calm down and let him. If it were Jungkook or Taehyung in his place, they would probably have moved onto the massage ages ago. They’re both so good at just relaxing and letting things feel good and Jimin is–

Jungkook and Taehyung.

God, what if he’s lying here while those two need something from him? Maybe he should have checked in first. Did he bring his phone with him into the bedroom? He lifts his head up to look, but he doesn’t see it anywhere on the bed.

“What are you looking for, baby?” Hoseok asks, tone gentle and patient, his hand still splayed warm across the small of Jimin’s back.

“I was…” Jimin hangs his head. This is so stupid. Why can’t he just fucking relax?

Hoseok starts slowly rubbing his hand back and forth over Jimin’s back, calm and soothing as he says, “It’s alright. You tell me what you need and I’ll get it for you, okay?”

“I just thought about Tae and Kookie and… I know it’s silly but I was… I should have checked in with them before this because now I’m wondering if they’re okay and–”

“Oh, I already took care of that. Give me just one second to grab my phone. I’ll be right back.”

Hoseok doesn’t go far, but Jimin almost immediately misses the comforting weight of his hands helping to keep him grounded. A tiny whine threatens to bubble out of him, but he just barely manages to keep it inside long enough for the bed to dip as Hoseok crawls back onto it, lying on his stomach right next to Jimin, body pressed up alongside his.

He passes his phone to Jimin with a picture on the screen. It’s a selfie of Taehyung and Jungkook smiling together in the kitchen with Jin just visible in the background. He’s wearing an apron, hunched over and peering into the oven.

“I had Taehyung take this while you were in the bath. They’re cooking with Jinnie right now,” Hoseok explains. “I thought you might feel better if you could see for yourself.”

Wait, Hoseok got this picture… for him?

He really knew that Jimin would feel anxious about the other omegas and got a selfie to help soothe him before Jimin was even out of the bath? How could he have known… Hoseok really does take such good care of him that it’s almost–

Alpha.

The word sits perched on Jimin’s tongue, only barely held back as he claps a hand over his own mouth. He tries to play the reaction off as shock, giving himself a moment before letting the hand drop again and whispering, “Hyung, I can’t believe you thought of this for me.”

Hoseok gives a warm little smile, seeming pleased as he takes his phone back. “Of course, baby. I know what you need.”

Jimin can’t hide the shaky exhale he lets out at Hoseok’s words. “Thank you,” he says, barely loud enough to be heard.

“There you go.” Hoseok’s smile widens and he reaches out to brush a hand through Jimin’s still wet hair. “There’s nothing for you to worry about. Jungkookie and Taehyungie are safe and having a blast. Jin is looking after them, so you can just focus on me, okay? You can let go, Minnie. I promise I’ll take care of you.”

Hoseok is right. Everything is taken care of and…

“I want to,” Jimin admits.

“Yeah? Do you want a little help?”

He doesn’t know exactly what that means, but he does know that he trusts Hoseok more than any other alpha he’s ever known.

Jimin nods.

“Alright. I’m going to touch your scent gland, okay? All you have to do is trust me to take care of you, and let me know if anything makes you uncomfortable. If you don’t like something, we’ll stop right away. Do you understand?”

“Yes, I understand.”

Hoseok smiles and leans in to press a quick kiss to Jimin’s cheek before he sits back up. Jimin misses the comforting weight of Hoseok’s body against him right away, but he isn’t left twisting in the wind for more than a few seconds before one hand comes to rest on his shoulder and another on the back of his neck.

“I want you to take some deep breaths with me, Jiminie.” Hoseok demonstrates, loud enough for Jimin to make out the pattern and follow along. It gives him something else to focus on while Hoseok’s hand inches closer to its destination, rubbing little bits of tension out of his neck on the way. Jimin still flinches at the first touch to his scent gland, but Hoseok just presses more firmly against it in response. “So sensitive, aren’t you, baby? It’s okay – you’re doing so well. Just keep breathing for me.”

Jimin listens, taking long shaking breaths while Hoseok starts to rub little circles over his scent gland.

He can feel it happening, the way his vision starts to go just the slightest bit out of focus, how warmth radiates from where Hoseok is touching him, flowing through his body in a long soothing wave. All he has to do is let go. It should be easy. Just trust Hoseok to make sure everything is okay. He’s only just barely keeping his head on straight in the first place, so–

Jimin stops fighting. He lets go.

“That’s it,” Hoseok coos, voice sounding both far away and yet so, so close, like Jimin’s head is pleasantly full of cotton. “You’re lovely when you relax for me. My pretty baby. Don’t worry, I’ve got you.”

Alpha,” Jimin whines, the word slipping out without a thought.

“That’s right, honey. Alpha’s going to take good care of you.”

Hoseok slides his hand away from Jimin’s neck and down his back before repositioning himself to straddle the back of Jimin’s thighs. His hands don’t move much at first, but the weight of him is so nice – warm and grounding like he’s the only thing keeping Jimin tethered to reality.

One of Hoseok’s hands leaves his back, and a few moments later, there’s the sound of a cap popping open. Jimin’s first thought is that it sounds like a bottle of lube being opened, and his hips start trying to tilt upward before he can even think about stopping, trying to present for his alpha. Thankfully, the weight of Hoseok on top of him doesn’t allow him to get very far.

“It’s okay, pretty. Just oil for your back. Nothing to be scared of.”

Oh, Hoseok thinks that was a flinch. Maybe that’s for the best. Even as dazed as Jimin feels, he knows that trying to present right now would be embarrassing later.

The oil is warm when Hoseok squeezes a line of it up Jimin’s spine. It doesn’t smell like much at all, which is good because Jimin keeps finding himself searching for Hoseok’s rich coffee scent. His own scent has gone sweet and strong enough to almost obscure it, but what he can smell is still so nice.

Everything feels nice, actually.

Hoseok closes the bottle and sets it aside, then returns his full attention to Jimin. This time, when his hands start moving it’s with purpose. Right out the gate it feels so, so much better than the massage he had tried to push through at the spa. Jimin had been on edge from the moment he’d stepped into that room, and every soft touch of that lady’s hands had felt sharp, like cold metal dragged over his skin.

The way Hoseok touches him is nothing like that. His hands are warm and every motion is firm, moving slow and deliberate as they press the tension out of Jimin’s lower back. There are a couple of moments that edge close to discomfort when Hoseok works over his more tense areas, but the relief that comes once a particularly tough knot is worked out of him more than makes up for it.

“I’m so proud of you, Minnie. You’re doing so well.”

It’s so nice to just let himself drift, to trust Hoseok to take care of everything while the world goes almost foggy around them, until there’s nothing left but those hands on him and the praise falling from Hoseok’s mouth. Jimin could almost cry at how good it all feels.

He never wants it to stop.

Hoseok’s fingers press into an ache in his shoulder and Jimin lets out a tiny little whine of pain, even as he melts back into the touch – trusting that Hoseok will make it feel good in the end.

“Oh, does that one hurt, baby?”

“S’okay,” Jimin slurs. “Trust you.”

“Well that makes me really happy, but I don’t want to hurt you. Just wanna make you feel good.”

His alpha wants to make him feel good.

Jimin is powerless to stop himself from leaking at that. He should have known it was only a matter of time with how incredible it feels to have Hoseok’s hands on him like this, but he still feels the hot sting of shame as his cheeks go pink. There’s no mistaking the smell, so thick and sweet in the air that there’s nothing else it could be.

He has to say something.

“I’m umm– I’m so sorry,” Jimin manages, voice cracking with impending tears as he tries to turn his face further into the pillow to hide. “We don’t have to keep going. I… I should have worn a plug.”

“A plug?” Hoseok says, not sounding even a little bothered. “But then you would be depriving me of this. Cruel baby.”

Does he not… Isn’t it… What?

“Depriving you?” Jimin whispers, not entirely sure what Hoseok means, mind still fuzzy and warm even with the shame of leaking so easily.

“That’s right, baby. Depriving me of getting to finally smell you all slicked up. I love that you’re relaxed enough to leak for me,” Hoseok says, hands still working around the ache in Jimin’s shoulder, never pressing hard enough to hurt again. “Love knowing that I’m making you feel good.”

“You do. It does– I…” Jimin lets out a shaky breath, brain stuttering and unsure how to process the fact that Hoseok doesn’t seem to mind the smell of his slick. It’s one thing for it not to bother the other omegas (or even Jin), but the alphas… He goes silent, so incredibly grateful but still trying to be prepared for the other shoe to drop, for Hoseok to flip on a dime and tell him that he hates it.

It doesn’t happen.

Hoseok just keeps massaging the tension out of him, every bit as sweet as he has been the whole time. After a couple of minutes, Jimin can’t help but slip back into that pleasant fog. He can trust Hoseok. It’s going to be okay.

“There you go, settling so sweet for me again,” Hoseok praises. “I’ve got you, pretty baby.”

“You really…” Jimin smiles, so relieved and glad to be floating again, where all his problems seem smaller. “You don’t mind. Thank you, hyung.”

“I more than don’t mind,” Hoseok answers, voice warm and low. “I like it, Minnie – so much.”

Maybe he shouldn’t, but Jimin doesn’t fight it. He lets the praise wash over him, lets himself enjoy the fact that Hoseok might really like the way he smells. It’s a lot… way too much to properly process when he feels like this – so he just doesn’t. Instead, he focuses on Hoseok’s hands and his scent, letting the thought just exist in this space with him instead of trying to puzzle out its details.

“You done that before, honey?” Hoseok asks after a couple of minutes of quiet. “Worn a plug so nobody would know you were leaking?”

Jimin nods, still floating. “Happens so easy. S’embarassing.”

“Oh, pretty thing, you never need to feel embarrassed about that with any of us. We love your scent, Minnie – and you smell so good right now.”

Jimin wants to keep quiet, but it’s hard. All the compliments and reassurances have him feeling so nice and… There’s so much he’s been wanting to say, and Hoseok is here and being so, so sweet to him. He just wants to let it out, to tell him everything and–

“The firs’time we scented,” he slurs.

It’s a small truth, but it’s something.

Hoseok’s hands stop moving entirely for a moment before his scent spikes hard, all warm coffee and mocha that leaves Jimin feeling even more relaxed. After a slow, deep breath Hoseok starts moving again. He’s rubbing intently below Jimin’s shoulder blades, and the pressure so perfect that it practically has him melting into the bed. Between that and the rich scent of coffee and pleased alpha around him, it’s basically impossible to hold back the low purr that starts in his chest.

Fuck,” Hoseok curses under his breath, swallowing audibly. “Were you– God, you have no idea what you’re doing to me, baby. Were you wet for me that night, when we scented for the first time out in the garden?”

“Mhmm,” Jimin hums, nodding as much as he can with how liquid he feels. “It felt so good. It always does when you touch me. You can, you know?”

“I can what?”

“Touch me, like you do with… Like you all do with Kookie.” Jimin should probably stop talking – he’s already said too much, but… “I want that too,” he admits in a whisper.

Hoseok takes a couple of seconds to respond, still working at Jimin’s back in slow, rhythmic motions. “What do you want, honey? How do you think we touch him?”

“Like you…” Jimin wants to hide his face a little more in the pillow, feeling his cheeks burning up, but he doesn’t. He’s already come too far to stop now. “Like you want him. You do, don’t you?”

Hoseok’s scent spikes again and his hands slide down, pressing into Jimin’s lower back. It grinds his hips (and the erection he didn’t even realize he had) into the mattress – and that small, delicious spark of friction draws a little gasp from Jimin's mouth.

They both go still at the sound, silent for a couple of seconds that seem to drag on forever.

Just as Jimin starts to worry he’s done something wrong, Hoseok pushes into the same spot again and the breath he’s holding leaves him in a shuddering sigh as he grinds into the mattress again. “Hyu… hyung…” he whines, unable to hold back when the pressure feels so fucking good.

“Have we been leaving you out, Minnie?” Hoseok asks, leaning down close enough that Jimin can feel the warmth of his breath on his shoulder. “You ready for us to be a little more forward with you?”

“Please,” Jimin whispers, unable to stop himself from trying to arch up into Hoseok’s body. “You could– You can touch me now, alpha.”

“Fuck, you’re killing me right now, baby.” Hoseok lets out a rush of air, dropping his forehead against Jimin’s shoulder, hands finally gone still.

That pulls Jimin out of his daze just a little. Is he reading this wrong? Does Hoseok not want…

“Don’t have to,” Jimin mumbles, starting to feel self conscious and slowly letting his body drop back down to the mattress. “Sorry, I–”

“Oh, honey, no,” Hoseok says, pressing a kiss into Jimin’s shoulder. “I’m not rejecting you, not even a little. I want to – so fucking much.”

Jimin can’t quite keep the hope out of his voice. “You do?”

“More than you can imagine,” Hoseok answers, his voice sounding strained and nearly shaking. “Wanna make you feel so good.”

“How?”

“Fuck, I…” Hoseok lets out a low growl, hips grinding forward just enough that Jimin can feel the barest hint of the alpha’s cock dragging over his hip, that small touch nearly making him whimper. “So many ways. You smell delicious, baby. Wanna spread you open and eat you out, maybe get my fingers inside of you and see just how wet I can get you, tease you until you’re crying all pretty for me and soaking right through the sheets.”

Jimin whines, rutting his own hips into the mattress this time. It feels nice, but he knows he could feel so much better if… “You can. Hyung, I’d let you. I really– I wanna…”

Hoseok takes a deep breath, chest swelling against Jimin’s back and then breathing out warm air over his shoulder. “God, I want to, Minnie – so damn bad.”

“Then do it,” Jimin says, starting to turn over so he can actually see Hoseok.

The sight is enough to send another bit of slick dripping out of him. Hoseok’s eyes are dark with desire, pupils blown so wide that there's hardly any of that pretty brown iris left. God – and he’s biting his lip and looking down at Jimin’s body like he wants to devour him whole.

So why isn’t he?

“You can touch,” Jimin tries softly. “I can make you feel good too, alpha. Please?”

That finally gets Hoseok moving, but not the way Jimin expects. Instead of descending on him in a flurry of desire, Hoseok plops down on the bed next to Jimin and pulls him in close, tucking Jimin’s head under his chin and squeezing him in his arms.

“Hyung?” Jimin asks, unsure exactly what’s happening. “Are you okay?”

“I’m okay.” Hoseok’s voice comes out strained and he takes another of those big deep breaths. “I know you aren’t going to like this, and I need to keep you close so that you know I’m not rejecting you. I want you, Minnie. I want you so fucking much, but we can’t right now, okay?”

Jimin’s mind grinds to a halt. Hoseok… wants him, but he doesn’t want to do this?

“Did I…” He can feel tears threatening to spring up into his eyes already, but he shoves them back down and asks, “Did I do something wrong?” He’s already starting to panic, thoughts beginning to race now that they’ve started back up. “Did I come on too strong? Was I not supposed to ask, or–”

“No, no, baby. You didn’t do anything wrong at all and I’m so glad you asked me. I just want us to talk more when your head is clear first.”

“You don’t think I’m in my right mind?” Jimin frowns, even though Hoseok can’t see his face. He knows what he wants and he finally got up the courage to ask, only for it to apparently be so out of character that Hoseok is worried he can’t consent?

“I can feel you going tense. Please, just let me explain. I don’t think you aren’t in control of yourself, and I don’t think anything you told me was untrue. What I do know is that I put a lot of effort into helping you slip into a more relaxed headspace for this, touching your scent gland and helping you settle for me – and you did exactly that. You relaxed so perfectly for me, let me take care of you just like we planned, but we didn’t plan for this.”

Jimin gives the words a few moments of consideration, still feeling sort of embarrassed but also a little... hopeful? Like maybe he hasn’t screwed this all up after all.

“If we had planned for it?” he asks, just loud enough to be heard. “You would… You’d want me?”

“I want you now, honey. That isn’t the issue,” Hoseok corrects, squeezing Jimin closer. “But if we’d talked about this earlier and I had your consent then, I would be making you feel so fucking good right now. You have no idea how tempting you are, Jiminie – smelling like a dream and begging like that.”

Jimin might be feeling a lot less floaty now, but the praise still makes his inner omega preen.

“Later? After we talk? Then it will be okay?”

“As long as that’s what you want. I just don’t want to hurt you, Minnie – not now and not ever – and especially not just because I want you so much it makes me dumb. You deserve better than that.”

There’s no way Jimin can hold back his tears now, but it’s a good cry. Hoseok is so sweet and he cares enough about Jimin’s well-being that he’s willing to go through all the trouble of a difficult conversation and reassuring him. It’s just… It’s a lot to take in, but it makes his heart feel almost too big in his chest.

“Can we…” Jimin pulls back far enough to make eye contact and watches Hoseok’s expression go from worried to fond as he determines that Jimin’s tears aren’t the bad kind. “Can we still kiss, hyung?”

Hoseok lets out a tiny huff of laughter, with obvious relief in his voice as he says, “Of course we can, honey. We can kiss as much as you want.”

Jimin doesn’t waste any time leaning in and pressing his lips to Hoseok’s, gentle and slow. It’s reassuring, still being able to have this even though things didn’t really go to plan. “Thank you,” he whispers in between kisses. “Thank you for taking care of me.”

Notes:

See you next Sunday for something a little spicy (though probably not in the way you're expecting), and for Jimin and Jungkook to finally get a chance to talk about their developing feelings :)

Chapter 86: Asking For Help

Notes:

We're picking up right where we left off last Sunday, and earning our explicit rating yet again ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Hoseok to Namjoon]

[Hobi]: r u home?

[Namjoon]: Yes. I’m here.

[Hobi]: busy? :)

[Namjoon]: Nothing that can’t wait. Do you need something?

[Hobi]: yes.

[Hobi]: need u 2 nip me.

[Hobi]: if u don’t have time i can ask someone else 2 so no worries.

[Namjoon]: Please let me do it.

[Namjoon]: Where are you?

[Hobi]: omw home now.

[Hobi]: still about fifteen minutes out.

[Namjoon]: I’ll wait for you in your room. Unless you’d prefer to do this somewhere else?

[Hobi]: that works.

[Hobi]: maybe u could scent a few things?

[Hobi]: please?

[Namjoon]: Of course. I'll take care of everything. See you soon.

~

Namjoon doesn’t waste a moment, canceling the last of his meetings for the day and heading straight downstairs. This isn’t an opportunity he’s likely to get again any time soon. Hoseok almost never asks any of them for help, especially with anything serious, and Namjoon is determined to prove that asking him was the right decision. He’ll take any chance he can get to show Hoseok that he can lean on him, that Namjoon is more than capable of taking care of him if only he’s given the chance.

His first stop is the kitchen for some supplies, but he passes Jin on his way through the living room. The beta is holding a broom and a dustpan, humming as he sweeps around the couch.

“You’re in a rush, darling,” Jin says when he catches sight of Namjoon. “Is something happening?”

“Maybe? I think so? Hoseok asked for my help.”

Jin’s eyes widen and he stops sweeping. “Hobi-yah asked for help? Is he alright?”

“Yeah, I was surprised too. I don’t think he’s hurt, but I only have like fifteen minutes to get things together before he gets home.” Namjoon keeps heading for the kitchen while Jin follows just a few steps behind.

“What do you need? Is there anything I can do?”

“Just a few things,” Namjoon answers, opening the fridge and pulling out a couple of water bottles. He’s halfway through closing the door before he thinks better of it and opens it again to search for snacks. Hoseok is a sucker for good chocolate, but he’s not sure if they have any… Shit, he really wishes he had thought to prepare for this moment, though honestly he’s still surprised that Hoseok even asked for his help in the first place.

“Joon-ah,” Jin says calmly, resting a hand on Namjoon’s shoulder. “I can smell you worrying. Tell me what you’re planning and I’ll help you make it happen.”

Jin is right. He can’t afford to lose focus right now.

Namjoon shuts the fridge and turns to face Jin, forcing himself to take a deep breath. What does he want to do here? “Hoseok-ah never asks for help,” he starts, eyes darting nervously around the kitchen before settling back on Jin. “He wants a nip and asked me to scent a few things in his room, but I don’t know much else beyond that. I want to make sure I’m prepared for whatever he needs. I thought maybe I would pack a bag quick, but… it just doesn’t feel quite right.”

“Are you open to suggestions?”

“Yes please.”

“I would tread lightly around bringing too much with you to his room. You know he bristles even worse than Yoongi-yah when he thinks he’s being handled – he just doesn’t yell about it as much. A bottle of water and maybe one of the good chocolate bars will be enough to show you care without making too big of a fuss.”

“You’re right. I should be careful not to overdo it,” Namjoon says, resolving himself to only bring what Jin has suggested. “Just don’t want to mess this up now that he’s finally giving me a chance to help.”

“I’m sure you’ll do just fine,” Jin says. “You tend to overthink things when given time to prepare, but in the moment you always manage very well regardless. You’re a good mate, Joon-ah. Trust yourself to be able to give him what he needs when the time comes.”

Namjoon can definitely agree that he overthinks, and that things usually tend to work out alright when he just puts his best foot forward and tries… So that’s what he’s going to do.

“Thank you, hyung,” Namjoon says. “I would still be running around in a daze without you.”

“I’m sure he would have appreciated you all the same. Nonetheless, I’m glad to be of help.”

“Wanna help a tiny bit more? I have no clue where we even keep the good chocolate,” Namjoon admits with a little laugh. He’s never been that much of a chocolate guy himself, so he's had little reason to go looking for it before now.

Jin smiles and walks over to one of their cupboards, opening it and standing on his tiptoes to reach the highest shelf. “I always try to keep one or two tucked away up here. Just a second.” There’s a little noise as he shuffles a few things, but eventually he turns back to Namjoon with a smile, chocolate bar in hand. “Here we go. Dark chocolate with sea salt – always goes over well.”

“Thank you again. I really appreciate your help.”

Namjoon reaches out to take the bar, but Jin pulls it back at the last second with a playful little smile. “I just want you to know that I am incredibly envious right now,” he says, dramatically clutching his chest and heaving out a sigh. “What I wouldn’t give for Hobi-yah to ask me for help like this.”

Namjoon really does feel a twinge of guilt. He knows how much it weighs on Jin not to be someone who Hoseok goes to with his problems – or at least not when it's something serious. They lean on each other in plenty of ways, just not the way that Jin so desperately wants.

“Hey, don’t look so sad, Joon-ah. I’m just giving you a hard time.” Jin drops the act immediately, fixing Namjoon with a fond smile as he holds the chocolate bar back out. “I am a bit envious, but him asking either one of us for help is still progress.”

Namjoon takes the bar and then wraps his arms around Jin. “I know. I just wish it could be both of us.”

“I’ll get my chance,” Jin says, sounding every bit as confident as Namjoon has grown to expect of him. “Now, you should probably get a move on. I’ll make myself scarce and be sure the way to Hobi-yah’s room is clear for when he gets home.”

Namjoon presses a kiss to Jin’s cheek. “Thank you. You’re the best.”

“I do try.”

~~

Hoseok’s room is almost perfectly in order, as usual – bed made, all the laundry in the basket, books perfectly lined up on the shelf with only one sitting on the bedside table. Completely tidy, and sorely lacking in the smooth coffee scent that Namjoon can't help but expect every time he walks in the door. It's not quite jarring. He's used to it, but it still doesn't feel right.

No time to waste though. Hoseok can't be all that far away by now, and Namjoon still has preparations to make.

He deposits his bottle of water and bar of chocolate on the nightstand next to Hoseok's book (a well loved paperback with a cover so worn that it's hard to make out the title), then moves on to looking for things to scent. Sticking close to the bed makes the most sense. Pillows and blankets will both hold his scent easily, and it's a good central location for him to observe the room.

Halfway through scenting Hoseok's pillow, Namjoon decides the overhead light is going to be too harsh for his mate, so he opts for one of the bedside lamps instead. There are plenty of candles dotted around the room, but he forces himself to sit still rather than light them – uncertain if that might be going a bit too far with too little information about what exactly Hoseok needs.

A nip.

It could mean so many things, but whatever the circumstances, it definitely means that Hoseok feels on edge and needs to come down fast.

Namjoon wants to fidget and fuss, to prepare the perfect space for whatever Hoseok needs, but once he's done scenting various bits of bedding there isn't much left to do. He stops just short of sitting on his hands in an effort to keep still. Instead, he perches on the edge of the bed and pulls out his phone, scrolling through emails without actually reading a single one of them.

When the door cracks open a few minutes later, he has to fight not to leap up from the bed, immediately setting his phone aside and waiting.

Hoseok shuts the door behind him and steps into view, giving a quick glance around the room before his eyes fall on Namjoon. He doesn't look too different, brown hair a little messy atop his head and a bit of tension held in his jaw, but nothing that looks like he's falling apart. Whatever it is must be–

Namjoon's thoughts grind to a halt as the smell washes over him. It's a tantalizing mix of vanilla and coffee, which answers the question of where exactly Hoseok was traveling home from – but it's not just Jimin's usual vanilla scent. This is undoubtedly sweeter, almost creamy. Namjoon has smelled this before, in Taehyung's nest after Jin and Taehyung had Jimin up there. The bedding might have been washed, but the lingering scent of what must have been slick left Namjoon's mouth watering just as much then as it begins to do now.

“Hoseok,” Namjoon says, standing up to meet him. “You smell so–”

“Nip now. We can talk after,” Hoseok demands, stepping right into Namjoon's space and offering his throat without an ounce of hesitation. From this close, it's much easier to see the way he trembles, biting at his bottom lip while his coffee scent spikes and goes muted in waves. “Joonie, please.”

Not wasting another second, Namjoon wraps his arms around Hoseok and leans into his neck, teeth sinking into his scent gland with practiced ease. The effect is immediate, with Hoseok letting out a breathy little sigh and relaxing into Namjoon’s hold, arms wrapping around his middle as his scent evens out just a little.

“There you go, pup. I’ve got you,” Namjoon whispers, pressing a kiss over the slight impression of his teeth left in Hoseok’s neck. “What else do you need?”

“Bed,” Hoseok says, letting Namjoon go. “You first. Wanna get in your lap. Need you.”

Namjoon rushes to comply, head nearly swimming with just how surreal this feels. He’s never seen Hoseok like this before, needy and so openly asking for care that Namjoon feels a little like he’s won some sort of lottery to get to be here for it. The second he’s sat back against the headboard, Hoseok is climbing into his lap, scrambling forward and getting close enough for Namjoon to feel the press of his mate’s erection against his stomach. He hadn’t even noticed Hoseok was hard, so focused on the scents and eager requests that he didn’t even bother looking.

Alpha,” Hoseok whines, hips grinding down in search of answering arousal that he doesn’t find. (Though at this rate, Namjoon can feel the first stirrings of heat in his own body.)

“Hoseok, look at me, please.” Namjoon keeps his tone even, reaching up to cup Hoseok’s cheek. As soon as their eyes meet, it’s impossible to miss the hunger in his gaze, or the frantic little movements as his focus shifts from one part of Namjoon’s face to another. “I need you to talk to me before this goes any further.”

Hoseok’s eyes go wide – pleading – but Namjoon doesn’t budge.

“I’ll help you feel better,” Namjoon assures him. “I’ll give you anything you want, but I need to understand first, pup. Help me so I can help you?”

“Nip?”

Namjoon raises a brow. “You want another?”

“Need it,” Hoseok answers, nodding his head and then tilting to offer up his throat yet again, the same side as before. “Please, alpha?”

Again, Namjoon bites. It’s firmer this time, and he holds his teeth in place for nearly a minute, waiting until Hoseok finally stops shaking against him and his scent begins to come out steady rather than in sporadic bursts. He’s still rock hard against Namjoon’s stomach, but even the frantic little motions of his hips stop after one last slight increase in pressure.

“That’s it, baby,” Namjoon says, voice coming out rough as he releases Hoseok’s neck. He’s quick to reach up and replace his mouth with a hand on Hoseok’s shoulder, thumb pressing into the mark he’s left. Hoseok’s eyelashes flutter at the touch, and he bites his lip. (Pretty. So god damn pretty and needy, and ready for another bite– No. Focus.) “Settling so well for me. Tell me what happened. You saw Jimin-ah?”

Hoseok gives a short nod. “Wanted to give him a massage. Wanted to help. He begged so pretty, Joonie – leaking and calling me alpha, but I couldn’t. Wasn’t right.”

Namjoon can feel his brain trying to turn to mush. Jimin was leaking for Hoseok? Begging to be touched and calling him alpha? The thought makes his teeth ache to sink into Hoseok again, to bite until his mate is reduced to that same begging and whining, to ruin him the way he wants to ruin Jimin. He can imagine the omega so easily, tears in his eyes, calling Namjoon alpha with slick dripping down his thighs and–

He takes a deep breath. Hoseok needs him right now.

“Can you tell me why it wasn’t right, pup? Help me understand.”

Hoseok shakes his head, but begins speaking anyways as the slow little rhythmic movements of his hips start again, this time grinding back against the swell of Namjoon’s cock, already stiffening in his pants. “Didn’t talk about it first. Was just supposed to be a massage, and I helped him slip under. Touched his scent gland until he let go for me. So gorgeous, alpha, you should have seen him. Took every touch and made the prettiest sounds. Let me take care of him. I– Please, I need you to touch me. Bring me down. Take, alpha.”

The next few minutes are lost to a flurry of action as they both give up on talking, Namjoon leaning in for a bruising kiss as he starts to work Hoseok’s shirt open. It doesn’t take long for both of them to get frustrated with the cumbersome process of undressing. Hoseok climbs out of his lap and begins fussing with Namjoon’s pants, trembling fingers moving quickly as Namjoon does his best to help.

Once they’re both naked, Hoseok tries to get on his knees, to properly present himself for his alpha – but as much as Namjoon loves the gesture of submission, he needs to be able to see Hoseok right now. He lets out a growl as he rolls Hoseok onto his back and climbs over him instead. Hoseok allows it, eyes following as Namjoon reaches over to the nightstand, fishing out a bottle of lube from the drawer and returning for another rough kiss as he pops the top of the bottle and coats his fingers.

Hoseok moans when Namjoon gets the first finger inside of him, turning his head from the kiss and whining, “Don’t need it. Just need you, alpha, please–”

“I’m not fucking you without preparation, no matter how bad you want it, pup. Hush. It won’t take long.”

The command is obeyed. It’s not like Namjoon really gives him much of a choice, lips crashing together again while he works Hoseok open as thoroughly as he can manage, considering how desperate they both are. One finger becomes two, then three, and finally four – and Hoseok hisses into Namjoon’s mouth even as he ruts his hips down against the fingers spearing him open.

He’s starting to get frantic again, but rather than give him another nip, Namjoon pulls his fingers free and slides inside Hoseok in one steady motion, bottoming out with a sigh.

The energy in the room shifts immediately as Hoseok finally settles properly, eyes fluttering shut before he looks back up at Namjoon with naked gratitude on his face. “Fuck, thank you,” he whispers, letting out a soft sigh. “So much better.”

“Not hurting you, am I?” Namjoon asks, keeping his hips completely still as he presses a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek.

Hoseok shakes his head, hips shifting just slightly as if to test for any pain. His scent doesn’t waver, still sweet and warm with arousal. “Doesn’t hurt. Want you to knot me.”

Namjoon can’t help the tiny growl that bubbles out of him as he grinds deeper into Hoseok, watching his mouth drop open in pleasure. “God, you’re killing me like this, pup. You’re not opened up enough for a knot.”

“Then open me up.”

“If I pull out right now it’s gonna send you right back into feeling frantic.”

After a few seconds of consideration, Hoseok’s hips start to shift again, producing a few short thrusts that have both of them breathing harder. “You’re right,” he admits, looking up at Namjoon with a clearly determined expression. “So don’t pull out. You can last, right? Use your fingers and just keep fucking me?”

It’s not a bad idea. Namjoon can do that, but…

“Tell me what happened with Jimin-ah?”

Hoseok’s face splits into a smile. “Yeah. I can do that.”

~~

Namjoon tries to do most of the heavy lifting early, giving slow, shallow thrusts as he works his fingers in alongside his cock. It seems to be enough to keep Hoseok sated for the time being, as he explains going over to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment, how he offered Jimin a massage and helped talk through the various anxieties it brought up.

Then he tells Namjoon about seeing Jimin all fresh from the bath, skin flushed and covered only by a towel as he tried to climb into Hoseok’s lap for a kiss. The image has Namjoon searching for Hoseok’s prostate, thrusting up against it just to listen to the way he keens for him. Even once he stops and goes back to the careful work of opening Hoseok up, the flow of words never begins again, replaced by shuddering breaths.

“Keep going, pup,” Namjoon encourages after allowing him a short break. “Tell me how you put him under for you.”

“I… He needed to relax. Agreed to let me help and I touched his scent gland, rubbed over it for a minute or so. I could feel him slipping, smell his scent going sweet, but he was fighting it – until he wasn’t… Went under so fast that the first word out of his mouth was ‘alpha’, and he whined it so fucking pretty.”

Even just imagining that word coming from Jimin’s mouth has Namjoon giving a rougher thrust than he means to, punching a whimper from his mate.

“Didn’t take long before he was leaking for me,” Hoseok continues, voice getting more breathy by the moment. “He was so embarrassed. Took a lot of explaining how much I liked it, but he settled for me again. He…” There’s a shake of Hoseok’s head as he trails off, looking up at Namjoon with a cross between uncertainty and desire written on his face.

“You’re doing so well,” Namjoon praises, pausing the spread of his fingers to lean in and press a kiss to Hoseok’s mouth, giving a tiny nip to his lower lip. “What next, pup? You can tell me.”

Hoseok swallows audibly, stuttering through a couple of false starts before finally letting out the rest. “He was hard, made the cutest little moan for me and I told him how tempting he was, how much I wanted to make him feel good. He asked me how, and when I told him how bad I wanted to eat him out and make him cry, he told me I could. Gave me permission, started whining, begging, asking me to touch, telling me he’d make me feel good too. So much, but I couldn’t, Joonie. Wasn’t right. I stopped and explained, but I wantedFuck–”

Namjoon can't hold back any more, thrusting hard into Hoseok and letting his fingers slip free. “You did exactly the right thing, baby. Such a good alpha, taking care of your omega like that,” he says, starting up a rapid pace that has Hoseok moaning as his eyes squeeze shut. “You took care of Minnie, and now I'm gonna take care of you, pup. You still want a knot?”

“Wan'it,” Hoseok slurs, legs wrapping around Namjoon's waist as he does his best to meet every thrust.

“Keep talking. Tell me how you felt, what you wanted.”

“He was… I… God, I felt proud, alpha. He was so nervous, but I made it okay, helped him see how much I loved him leaking for me and– Oh–” Hoseok cuts himself off with a gasp as Namjoon latches his mouth over his scent gland, sucking a bruise into the unmarked side of his neck.

It's hard not to imagine it – Jimin nearly naked beneath Hoseok, desperate and leaking for his alpha, asking Hoseok to touch him. Even more tantalizing to imagine, is Jimin feeling that safe with Namjoon. What would it feel like to hear Jimin call him 'alpha' for the first time? Or to make his omega feel so good that he's begging to be touched, and to touch Namjoon in return? He'd take the best care of Jimin, make him feel so good that he'd never want to leave, get him crying when all the pleasure overwhelms him and–

“Can feel you– Fuck. Please… want it inside, alpha,” Hoseok whines, legs going tighter around Namjoon's waist in an attempt to take the beginnings of his knot inside of him.

It draws Namjoon back to the present moment in a rush, looking down at Hoseok's pretty, fucked out expression as he clenches tight around Namjoon's cock. He's perfect like this.

“Gorgeous,” Namjoon praises. “So good for me. You need to relax if you want it inside, pup. Come on, let your alpha give you what you need. Let me fill you up.”

Hoseok does his best to loosen up. It's more than enough to get the beginnings of Namjoon's knot inside of him, their movements shifting from hard thrusts to a deep grinding that steals any further words from Hoseok's mouth. That's alright though. He still makes the loveliest sounds for Namjoon, moans and whimpers dragged out of him alongside broken, half spoken words as his body begins to go tense with his impending orgasm.

“Fuck, squeezing so tight for me,” Namjoon moans, reaching down between them to grip Hoseok's cock and watching the way it practically makes him squirm. “So close, aren't you? Come on. Show me how bad you want my knot, pup.”

Hoseok opens his mouth, lips moving like he's talking but not a single word comes out of him. Some of the movements are distinct enough for Namjoon to make out what his mate is trying to say – or at least two words of it.

Alpha. Please.

Namjoon grips him tighter, his knot already beginning to swell where Hoseok shakes around him, back arching on a long whine as he finally starts to cum. He doesn't get far, not with Namjoon holding his hips down and watching him fall apart with hungry eyes.

“That's it, baby. Cumming so pretty for your alpha. Gonna knot you now, pup – give you exactly what you want.” It doesn't take Namjoon's knot long to pop, Hoseok's hole fluttering around him with aftershocks and finally starting to loosen up enough that there's no way it should cause him discomfort. “God, you take it so perfect. So gorgeous for me. Sweet thing, making your alpha feel good.”

Namjoon is babbling at this point, but Hoseok doesn't mind the praise, arms wrapping tight around Namjoon and clinging as he's pumped full of cum. Eventually, they end up in a kiss. It's more tongue and shared breaths than anything else, but Hoseok's scent is perfectly sweet and sated as he lets Namjoon lick over every bit of his mouth.

He's done well – helped his mate feel better.

It takes a few minutes for Hoseok to find his words again, a giggle bubbling out of him as he whispers, “We definitely ruined my sheets.”

“You’re welcome in our bed for the night, if you want,” Namjoon offers, smiling down at Hoseok. “Are you comfortable? It’s gonna take a bit for my knot to go down.”

Hoseok makes a little hum of approval. “Good. Don’t want it to end too soon. Maybe switch places so you don’t feel like you have to hold yourself up?”

“Yeah, we can do that.”

Despite Namjoon’s best efforts to be delicate, Hoseok still lets out a few uncomfortable sounding noises as they roll over. “God, I always forget how huge you are,” he says, letting out a laugh as they settle into place, Hoseok a comfortable weight on top of Namjoon. “Thank you for this, Joonie. I was a mess leaving their apartment.”

“Thanks for letting me help. Never seen you that way before.”

“I just… I wanted to look after him, to make sure he didn’t do something he might regret just because I finally got him to relax and go under for me – but god it was nearly impossible not to touch. He wanted it so bad, I…” Hoseok trails off, shaking his head.

“You did very well. I would have struggled in your position too, having your omega finally ask you to take care of him like that. I’m so proud of you, Hoseok. Thank you for putting his safety first.”

Hoseok gives a little nod, silence falling between them for a few seconds before he asks, “They are, aren’t they?”

“What do you mean, pup?”

“Jiminie and Jungkookie. They’re ours, aren’t they?”

Ours. Yes. Ours ours ours ours–

Namjoon takes a deep breath. Regardless of what his brain is practically screaming at him, he doesn’t know how Jimin and Jungkook would feel about that. He wants them to be theirs and– God, it’s just pointless to deny it…

“They are, or at least I think of them that way. I know it’s not fair without asking them, but–”

“Can’t help how you feel,” Hoseok says with a shrug. “I think… I think I consider them ours too. You know Taehyungie does. Yoongi might not admit it but he definitely does, and Jinnie-hyung…”

“Yeah,” Namjoon agrees, voice going a little tight. “Jin thinks of them that way too.”

“You seem… I don’t know – worried? Why?”

Is he worried? Namjoon knows what he feels, and he knows what he wants, but… “I think I just get nervous about them seeing how much I feel like they’re ours, and what kinds of desires that feeling leaves me with. It seems too big right now, but that doesn’t change the fact that I do think of them that way.”

“For what it’s worth, I think they’ll like it, Joonie. Jungkookie for sure.”

“Maybe. For now, I just feel better keeping it to myself, but thank you. It makes me happy to know you think of them that way too.”

“I really do. Our pack is gonna be perfect once they’re here with us.”

Namjoon swallows audibly, throat feeling tight as he squeezes Hoseok closer. “Yeah, pup. It really will.”

*******

When Jungkook gets home, the apartment is spotless.

Not like that seems to be stopping Jimin from continuing to work. There’s not a single dirty dish in the sink, the floor has been vacuumed, and there’s a lingering smell of some of their cleaning products in the air too. Jungkook is immediately suspicious. Jimin only goes all out like this when something is really bothering him and he needs to put some of the anxious energy toward a task.

The contents of their snack cupboard is all stacked on the counter while Jimin scrubs at the inside of the cupboard, only freezing in place when he hears the front door shut behind Jungkook. He leans back slowly until his head pokes out of the cupboard and he makes eye contact with Jungkook, letting out a guilty sounding, “Hey, you’re home.”

“Sure am,” Jungkook says, kicking off his shoes and stepping into their kitchen. He knows better than to try and pull Jimin away without letting him finish, so instead he takes a peek inside the cupboard and gives a little nod at the complete lack of dust. “Looks great. Do you want help putting this stuff back so you can tell me what’s going on?”

“Am I that obvious?”

Jungkook laughs. “Completely, hyung.”

“I can put this away,” Jimin says with a little sigh. “You go change and do whatever else you need, and I’ll wrap this up.”

“Okay, meet you on the couch in five.” Jungkook puckers his lips, taking comfort in the smile on Jimin’s face as he leans in for the kiss. It leaves him pretty certain that whatever is going on, it’s probably not something bad.

That theory is only further confirmed when he opens the door to their bedroom and is hit with the lingering scent of vanilla and coffee. Hoseok-hyung was here – and judging by the unmistakable scent of Jimin’s slick lingering in the room, it must have gotten fairly heated. No distress on the air that he can pick up, though that doesn’t really mean much for either Hobi-hyung or Jimin.

It takes effort not to just throw himself onto the bed and try to get as close to their mouthwatering combined scent as possible. He loves the thought of the two of them finally getting closer, and the image of Jimin being taken care of well enough to leak in front of one of the alphas feels like huge progress. He’s been so adamant about wearing his plugs for so long. It’s hard not to hope that he might finally be feeling safe enough to go without it sometimes.

Jungkook already feels safe with the hyungs, but he'd feel even better if he knew that Jimin trusted them like that too…

Once he’s changed and takes a quick trip to the bathroom to wash off the light scent blocker he wears to work, he wanders back out of the bedroom to find Jimin already waiting for him on the couch. His mate is clearly antsy. Jungkook knows all the signs, from how he sits almost strangely still, to the small motions of his hands fussing with the hem of his shirt.

As soon as Jimin notices him, he reaches up and makes grabby motions until Jungkook comes closer, then tugs him down sideways into his lap. “Hi, Kookie.”

“Hi, hyung,” Jungkook answers, incapable of keeping the grin off of his face as he leans in and presses a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “Are we gonna talk about why our bedroom smells so good?”

“Yeah, and some other stuff too, if that’s okay?”

“Totally. I wanna hear all about you and Hobi-hyung.”

With a deep blush on his cheeks, Jimin describes Hobi-hyung offering him a massage in what sounds like an attempt to make sure Jimin doesn’t associate them with pain because of his experience at the spa. It’s also something Hoseok is passionate about, at least from what Taehyung has told Jungkook, so it seems like a really sweet thing for the two of them to share. He loves the thought of Hobi-hyung trying to make Jimin feel good like that.

He loves even more that it worked.

“We didn’t really do anything because I was in that floaty, submissive omega headspace, and he didn’t want to cross any lines like that without talking about it with a clear head beforehand. I felt rejected at first, but… he made it better. And the stuff he told me he wanted to do, I–” Jimin cuts himself off with a shake of his head, leaning forward to bury his face in Jungkook’s chest before admitting softly, “I want to do them too.”

Jungkook’s heart leaps in his chest at the thought of Jimin being truly ready for a step like that. Even though Jimin and Hobi-hyung are super close, it still feels like a really big deal for him to feel safe enough for something like this. “Oh wow, hyung, you really mean that?”

Jimin nods against his chest. “And I… I’m not sure, but… maybe not with just Hoseok-hyung?”

There’s no way that Jungkook is going to miss celebrating this – not with how long he’s been waiting for Jimin to finally feel as safe and secure with the alphas as he does.

“No more hiding right now, hyung,” Jungkook says, gently pushing Jimin away from his chest so that he can lean in and kiss him. Jimin makes a tiny sound of surprise, but doesn’t fight back as Jungkook does his best to pour every ounce of joy and relief he feels into the kiss. He lets it stretch long enough for Jimin to kiss him back, to relax into it and hopefully feel even a little of everything Jungkook wants to convey.

“Kookie,” Jimin manages, breaking away after a minute. “What–”

“M’so happy,” Jungkook says immediately, doing his best to squeeze Jimin close from where he sits, before deciding that he definitely needs to be closer right now. It’s easy enough to reposition, reclining against the arm of the couch and tugging Jimin over him. Yes. Much better cuddles this way, and the pressure of his mate resting against his chest is perfectly comforting. “I've been wanting you to feel safe with the alphas like this for so long, Jiminie.”

“Really?”

“Well, yeah. I feel really safe with them, and I want that for you too. It's been getting better for a long time, I know, but the fact that you finally got slick in front of one of them and you're telling me you want more? That's huge, baby. And it makes me feel safer too, like if you trust them too then I can relax a little more.”

Jimin bites at his lip, looking down at Jungkook's chest, then back up to his eyes with uncertainty. “This might be the right time to talk about… I'm… There's something I've been worrying about these past few weeks.”

“Yeah, me and TaeTae noticed. Something to do with all of this? With the alphas?”

“Something like that. It's umm… Just a thing I've been noticing more, and that I think I wish was different? I told Hoseok-hyung that he could touch me like… the same way they all touch you.”

Jungkook can't help the frown he feels forming on his face. Has Jimin been feeling left out? Or like they're being treated a lot different? “Hyung, I'm so sorry. Have you been feeling left behind, or–”

“No, no, Kookie. Nothing you need to feel bad about,” Jimin assures him. “I know why they treat us different – I think, at least. You've been so open to everything right from the start, and I've been a lot more… complicated. It makes sense they wouldn't be as forward with me, considering my history, the way I sometimes get overwhelmed, and just… all of it, I guess?”

Jimin finishes with a nervous sounding laugh, but Jungkook doesn't really find any of this funny. He knows his mate, and he knows that there's more behind those statements than all those logical reasons Jimin just spouted – because if that was all there was to it, they would have talked about it already.

“Jiminie, is that really all you think it is? Because it sounds a little bit like you think they don’t want you that way – and if you’re worried about something like that, then I wanna talk it through with you. Please?”

There’s a few seconds of silence where Jimin is just looking almost blankly back at him, before his lips finally go tight and he drops his head onto Jungkook’s chest. “I know they think I’m attractive,” he mumbles. “And I think they probably do want me like that, at least a little.”

“Pretty sure it’s more than just a little, but tell me the rest? Wanna know why my mate is feeling so worried,” Jungkook encourages, rubbing his hand up and down Jimin’s back in what he hopes are soothing motions.

“It’s just… Even if they do want me – which I think they probably do – what if I’m… What if it’s just too much work?” Jimin starts to go tense atop Jungkook, words tumbling out of his mouth now that he’s started talking. “Hoseok-hyung helped me get into a more submissive headspace, helped me relax – but it took so much effort. He had to do so much… I’m an omega. It should be easy for me to settle for him – and I want to – but it’s just so terrifying and when I feel it happen I can’t help but fight it and… I’m just scared I won’t be worth it and they’ll get tired of me, especially when you and TaeTae both take everything so well. It just makes me feel like a bad omega, or–”

“Hyung,” Jungkook interrupts, his heart aching for Jimin. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t know you were feeling this way, but I’m sure the hyungs won’t think of it like that.”

“But you know better than anybody how much work it is. I know it’s easy for us now, but it was so hard at first, and I still get that way in heat, so it’s not like it’s over. I’m still so much work, even for you.”

Jungkook can feel his mouth dropping open, something wrenching in his chest at the thought of Jimin feeling this way about him. “Jiminie, that’s not– I love you in heat. I know some parts of it are still hard for you and you get scared, but I love getting to be there for you and have you need me so much. Why would you assume that’s work to me?”

“You have to carry me everywhere. I can’t handle being alone even a little, and I know it hurts you to see me get terrified when I fall too far. I’m just needy and–”

“Yeah, you are needy – and that’s my favorite part. I like when you need me, when you let me take care of you like that, and once my preheat hits it feels even better to have you so clingy and close.”

“But… you should be resting in preheat, should be taken care of like–”

“Hyung, listen. I know this is hard for you, and I want so, so bad to support you through it. It doesn’t bother me at all to remind you how much I love you in heat, or when you let me take care of you.” Jungkook squeezes Jimin closer, hoping to make this next part extra clear, while also showing he isn’t mad. “But what does bother me is knowing that you’ve been spending time assuming I thought these negative things about you when I don’t. That hurts, hyung. It would mean a lot to me if you would talk to me about it instead of assuming those things about me, because I don't feel them at all.”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Jimin responds, his voice gone tight. “I’m so sorry,” he whispers. “I didn’t think of it like that.”

“I know you didn’t mean for it to hurt, and I know it’s not even really about me. I’m not angry – just want you to think of that next time, please. And for as much as you think I should be resting in preheat, I think you should be resting after your heat, but that doesn’t mean you don’t like looking after me even when you’re tired, right?”

At that, Jimin lifts his head to look up at Jungkook, a couple of tear tracks on his cheeks. “I love taking care of you, no matter how tired I am.”

“Then try and remember that I feel the same way about you, please?”

Jimin nods, leaning up for a kiss that Jungkook is only too happy to give him. “I really am sorry,” he whispers as they finish, pressing another kiss to Jungkook’s cheek and staying close. “I never want to hurt you.”

“I know, hyung. It’s okay. Just want you to give me opportunities to help fight back against the stuff your brain tells you – and I’m pretty sure they hyungs are gonna feel the same way. They keep offering to help, so I bet they would really love the opportunity to try, Just like TaeTae and Jin-hyung were so happy about you letting them help you get wet.”

“They talked to you about it?”

Jungkook nods. “Mhmm. TaeTae went on for like five minutes about how hot you were and how much he liked getting to help you feel good like that. Jin-hyung was a lot more polite about the wording, but he said how much he liked it too – and I can’t think of any reason the alphas would be different.”

“I suppose… I don’t know. I want them to want me, and… maybe even more? It’s messy in my head right now.”

Even more?

The words have Jungkook perking up right away, cupping Jimin’s cheek as he pulls back enough to make eye contact. “Even more? Hyung, do you… Do you love them too?”

Jimin’s eyes go wide. “Wait, do you?”

“Yeah.”

“Since when?”

Jungkook can feel his cheeks going pink. He’s been meaning to talk about this with Jimin for a while, but it just hasn’t felt like the right time until now. “I realized it the day you hurt your ankle. Been meaning to tell you, but I was still trying to process it I think. I definitely haven’t told any of them yet. Not ready for that.”

“The day I hurt my…” Jimin trails off, eyes fixed somewhere over Jungkook’s shoulder as he thinks. After a few seconds, his eyes narrow and he looks back at Jungkook’s face. “The night you ran off to paint Taehyung?”

“Mhmm. Had to get the feelings out somehow.”

There are still the remnants of tears on Jimin’s cheeks, but he smiles wide and pretty, the expression going all the way up to his eyes. “That’s so cute, baby. You know TaeTae is gonna love that when he finds out.”

“Yeah, I hope he does. So… are you going to tell me if you're in love too?”

Under Jungkook’s expectant gaze, the smile on Jimin’s face shrinks. “I guess I don’t know for sure? I’ve been thinking about it recently, and I feel like maybe? What I feel when I'm with them is so intense and warm and nice, but it also seems massive and terrifying… What if it doesn’t work out and…” He trails off, shaking his head. “I don’t know.”

“Curious where you were going with that last bit. What do you think changes if you admit that maybe you love them, and then this doesn’t work out?”

“I guess it’s kind of like… Shouldn’t I try and keep a level head so that I can look after us better if the pack decides… if they change their mind about us?”

Jungkook needs a minute to process that, because he hates it but he isn’t exactly sure why. It’s not the subtle implication that Jimin would need to take care of them because Jungkook would be too heartbroken to – mostly because he’s sure that’s not actually what Jimin means at all. He definitely hates the thought of the pack deciding they don’t want them after so long spent courting, but that’s a worry he has on his own already. No, he’s pretty sure it’s more to do with Jimin assuming too much responsibility in an effort to avoid what he’s actually afraid of.

Now he just needs to find a way to say that.

“Jiminie… Is it… Do you think you're the one who needs to shoulder all of that for both of us, or are you afraid of letting yourself fall?”

Jimin opens his mouth to speak, but nothing comes out as he nearly freezes in place, blinking back at Jungkook for a few seconds before his expression falls. “Damn it,” he mutters, dropping his head onto Jungkook's shoulder. “I'm scared. It's stupid, but I'm terrified.”

“Talk to me about it.”

“It's just… It's easier to tell myself I can't feel that way than to deal with the fear. M'trying so hard to get better and work on not being so scared of things, except it feels like I find a roadblock every direction I try to turn. But what makes it really scary is how much they're helping – not just me, either. I love how they look after you. Things are better than they've ever been. I'm so happy, and I can tell they make you happy too. It's just…”

“I understand, hyung. It's okay.” Jungkook isn't lying. That same fear gets to him sometimes too. Things are so good right now, but there's always the 'what if' looming in the back of his mind. “It's scary to have something so good and not know for sure if we get to keep it. No matter what though, nothing will change how proud I am of you for working on things.”

“Thank you, Kookie. Wouldn't be able to do any of it without you. I'm sorry you get scared sometimes too though.”

“It's okay. It's just some of the time. Mostly, I think they plan to keep us – especially cause it's hard to imagine TaeTae letting us go – but love is always risky. There's no getting around it. At least it helps to know that we have each other no matter what happens.”

“Yeah,” Jimin agrees, nosing at Jungkook's scent gland before pressing a gentle kiss over it. “You're right. I know you are.”

“Still okay to be scared, and it's okay if you're not completely sure how you feel yet too.”

“I'm not, but… I do know I want to get closer.”

Jungkook can't help the little giggle that bubbles out of him. “Yeah, a lot closer, huh?”

The short answering laugh that slips out of Jimin helps to further lighten the mood. “Apparently. We did end up wildly off topic.”

“Glad we did.”

“Yeah,” Jimin agrees with a sigh, pecking a couple more kisses over Jungkook's scent gland. “Me too. But I guess where I was going with this originally was… We might need to consider birth control pretty soon. I hadn't really given it much thought before, but with the way things are headed – at least assuming you're looking to take things further too?”

“Yes,” Jungkook agrees immediately, nodding in fast little motions. “I wanna get knotted.”

Jimin bursts into laughter at that, pulling back to look at Jungkook as he giggles. “Wow, you don't waste any time, do you? Who do you want to do that with?”

“Umm…” Jungkook hasn't actually given the specifics a lot of thought. He's known for a while now that he's really looking forward to taking things further with the hyungs, and that he's super curious about how it's going to feel to get knotted. The way that other omegas talk about it… It's gotta be great – but as for who to do it with… “I don't really know yet. I think I'd love to have sex with any of the hyungs, but we probably have to talk about it first and… Maybe I'll ask TaeTae what he thinks. Are you gonna talk to Hobi-hyung?”

“Yeah,” Jimin says, still smiling. “I'm gonna. And maybe soon we can make an appointment to see about birth control options together?”

Jungkook nods. “I'll get my schedule for next week from Amber-ssi and we can get the appointment made. Thank you for talking to me about this, Jiminie. I know it turned into kind of a long talk and we got a little off topic, but I'm glad we had it – and I'm really excited about getting more intimate with the hyungs.”

“I… I think I'm excited too,” Jimin agrees. “Still can’t believe all of this is really happening, honestly. If someone told me a year ago we were gonna get courted by a pack and it was going to go this well, I would have laughed in their face.”

“Yeah, we got so lucky, hyung.”

“We really did.”

Notes:

Next Sunday we're going to spend a bit more time with Jungkook as he works on communicating some of these new desires, and after that the tail end of this arc will shift focus back to Taehyung. See you there! (。^▽^)

Chapter 87: First Fight

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: taetae i need a favor

[Tae]: sure where's the body? (^ω^)

[JK]: not that kind of favor hyung

[JK]: i need some advice

[Tae]: oh okay i can do that too

[Tae]: what's on your mind?

[JK]: sex i guess

[Tae]: what about sex?

[JK]: i guess ive just been thinking

[JK]: about what it might be like with the hyungs

[JK]: and then i realized i dont know how to even talk about it to them

[JK]: like do i ask all of them or just talk to one of them

[JK]: basically

[JK]: how do i ask to get knotted

[JK]: not that i dont wanna have sex with jin hyung too because i definitely do

[JK]: but like

[Tae]: it’s okay, i understand what you mean (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: you wanna get on some of that alpha dick

[Tae]: trust me when i say you came to the right guy. i am an expert on getting in their pants

[JK]: so what do i do

[Tae]: honestly its probably best to start by talking to namjoon-hyung

[Tae]: mostly because he is desperately gonna wanna be your first

[Tae]: and if i know that then the rest of the hyungs do too

[JK]: you really think namjoon hyung would be interested

[Tae]: are you joking

[Tae]: ʕノ•ᴥ•ʔノ ︵ ┻━┻

[JK]: what does that mean

[Tae]: that’s me throwing a table because you are so frustratingly oblivious sometimes

[Tae]: joonie-hyung wants to wreck you so fucking bad

[JK]: wow i had no idea

[Tae]: ʕノ•ᴥ•ʔノ ︵ ┻━┻

[Tae]: omg have you looked in a mirror lately? you’re so hot it's not even fair

[JK]: aww thanks hyung

[Tae]: ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: how much longer until you’re done with work?

[JK]: i get off in two hours

[Tae]: alright hear me out

[Tae]: since jiminie works late tonight why don’t you come over for dinner after work and we can talk about it?

[JK]: okay ill come right over

[JK]: youre the best hyung

~~

Namjoon has been looking forward to this time alone with Taehyung for a couple of days now. All of the others are out and busy with work for a project that Jin's family needs help with, so for once it’s Namjoon who has a wide open schedule – and he can’t think of a better way to spend it than this.

It seems like the heavy cloud that’s been hanging over his poor baby is almost completely lifted, and that familiar energetic warmth is finally back in his eyes. Namjoon knows he still needs to be vigilant, but he’s just so happy to see that Taehyung is nearly out of the woods. It might be far from the worst crash he’s seen his omega endure, but it never gets any easier to watch him hurting.

It’s reassuring that Taehyung seems genuinely happy about their time together too. As soon as he finds out they’ll have nearly the whole day to themselves, he responds by grinning and enthusiastically asking if they can binge the rest of the latest drama they’ve been watching. Namjoon couldn’t be happier. They stopped somewhere in the second season before Taehyung’s depression hit, and he’s been eager to pick it back up.

As soon as the others say their goodbyes and head for the door, the two of them make their way to the living room to get started. They have a pile of snacks and two whole additional seasons to watch.

It’s wonderful.

The day has already been a success in Namjoon’s opinion, so when Taehyung tells him that Jungkook is going to be coming over to have dinner with them, it’s really just the cherry on top of the cake. The only thing that could make it even better would be if Jimin was free too. The thought of having all three of them to himself just sounds so appealing to his alpha instincts – all of his omegas under one roof where he can dote on them as much as he wants… alone.

He’ll have to make a date with the three of them at some point.

“We should order pizza since Jungkookie is coming over,” Taehyung says from where he’s cuddled into Namjoon’s side on the couch. They’ve been like this for hours now, already well into the third season of their show and loving every minute of it.

“That’s a good idea. I’m sure he would appreciate that. How about that place Hoseok always orders from?”

“Yeah, they have the best pizza crust,” Taehyung agrees, pulling out his phone to look them up.

Once they have an order in for delivery, they go back to the show they were watching until Jungkook lets Taehyung know that he’s on his way. The pizza arrives before Jungkook (delivered to the front door by a member of their security team), but they just set it down on the coffee table and wait.

It’s only a few minutes later when they hear Jungkook’s voice calling out, “Hyung!” from the entryway, announcing his arrival.

“In here!” Taehyung yells back.

Jungkook looks almost surprised when he rounds the corner and sees them in the living room, like he had expected to see someone else. Maybe he forgot the others would be out of town? Either way, it only lasts a moment and then he’s smiling at them. “Hey guys. Do I smell pizza?”

“It only got here a couple of minutes before you,” Namjoon says, gesturing to the box on the table. “Are you ready to eat?”

“I’m starving but can we wait a second?” Jungkook asks, plopping down on the couch and looking at Namjoon for an invitation to get closer.

Of course, Namjoon is only too happy to give it. He raises his arm and Jungkook immediately cuddles up against his side, face resting on his chest and putting him eye level with Taehyung who is cuddled into Namjoon’s opposite side. It feels so right, having the two of them tucked against him. He tightens his grip on both of them just a little, then plants a kiss on each of their heads.

“Hi Jungkookie,” Taehyung says, tilting his face up toward the other omega expectantly.

Namjoon watches as Jungkook leans forward and gives Taehyung the kiss he is requesting. It’s thorough, sending both their scents tipping sweet and making Namjoon’s inner alpha damn near growl in satisfaction at having them practically in his lap and doing this. He holds back the growl, but doesn’t hide the way his scent spikes – not when he wants them to know that he’s pleased.

It even earns him a reward.

Jungkook takes a deep breath through his nose and leans back to look at him for a moment before holding his wrist out in request. “Namjoon-hyung, can you…“

“Of course, pup.” Namjoon is only too happy to help, reaching out to take Jungkook’s hand and lifting it to his face. The explosion of wonderfully sweet orange across his tongue is perfect, something he always looks forward to when Jungkook requests a scenting.

This time he gets another surprise too. He’s about to offer up his own wrist, but gets caught up staring in wonder as Jungkook considers for a moment, then raises his wrist to his own neck and spreads Namjoon’s scent there too.

This is okay. Namjoon is okay.

“Thank you,” Jungkook says, face cracking into a soft smile as he reaches for Namjoon’s wrist to return the favor.

They really have come so far. A few months ago, having Jungkook’s tongue swiping across his wrist like this would have been a far off dream, but now it’s a reality he does his best to appreciate even as he yearns for more. For the moment, it’s enough that Jungkook smells like his, but he’s so excited for the day he finally gets to put his mouth on his omega’s neck and scent him properly.

Taehyung has no such reservations about asking for what he wants – that kind of scenting already long established for the two of them. “Scent me too?” he requests. Jungkook smiles and reaches for Taehyung’s wrist, only for him to pull it away. “What, are you feeling shy all of a sudden? I wanna do it right.”

Jungkook lets out a quiet laugh. “Sorry, hyung. Wasn’t thinking. Come here.”

The two of them lean right over Namjoon’s lap and start scenting without a second thought, lips and tongues working over each other’s necks while they both already smell so sweet – and so unmistakably like they are his.

Nevermind. Namjoon is not okay.

He’s seen them do this before, but it’s different when they’re this close, when he can hear their tiny little gasps and shaky exhales, when he can imagine what it might be like if… God, will Jungkook sound like that when Namjoon finally scents him properly?

No no no, focus on something else.

He takes slow, even breaths and tries to think about work, or sports, or hiking – really just anything besides the two pretty omegas scenting one another in his lap. Maybe he should do some cleaning before Jin gets home? There’s probably something that needs doing in the kitchen. Did he run the dishwasher last night? Has their most recent buyer emailed him back yet?

Everything is going to be fine. He is not some meathead alpha who can’t control himself. His mates are scenting, which is perfectly normal – even if they are doing it in his lap.

Thankfully, the whole affair only takes them about a minute, and the two of them are all smiles when they break apart, seemingly oblivious to how Namjoon is just barely clinging onto reason. Jungkook settles back against his side, and Taehyung reaches out to grab the pizza box and the remote.

“You ready for dinner?”

Food is literally the last thing on Namjoon’s mind right now. Honestly, the smell of pizza is more of an unwelcome competitor to the scents of the two omegas pressed against him than anything else.

“Yeah,” Jungkook answers. “What are we watching?”

Taehyung shows Jungkook the drama that they’ve been working on finishing together. It turns out that Jungkook has already seen it, so he doesn’t mind them picking up where they left off, and once Taehyung has made him swear that he won't spoil anything, they start the episode.

Jungkook keeps his word and doesn’t give any spoilers, seeming more focused on the pizza than he is on the show anyways. Namjoon’s appetite does eventually come back to him once they’re a few minutes in (and he’s had a chance to calm down), and the three of them end up polishing off more than half the huge pizza over the next half hour.

Once the episode is over, Taehyung pauses instead of starting the next one. “Are you guys both done eating?”

“Yeah, but that was really good. Thank you guys for dinner.” Jungkook tilts his head in Taehyung’s direction like he’s asking about something, but doesn’t get a response. After a few seconds he asks, “So, uh… Is anyone else home or…?”

“No, it’s just the two of us tonight,” Namjoon answers. “The others are all out on business, but they’ll be home in the morning. Did you need something from one of them?”

“Nah, he needs something from me,” Taehyung says, pulling away from Namjoon and sitting up straight. “I told him we could talk.”

Jungkook blushes, body going tense against Namjoon’s side. “It’s okay. We can talk another time, hyung.”

Namjoon isn’t entirely sure what he’s missing, but the sudden tension makes it fairly obvious that the two of them know something that he doesn’t.

“No, tonight works fine,” Taehyung answers. “I told Hobi-hyung I would call to check in soon anyways, so we can just get this conversation started and then I can go–”

“Yeah, I should head out too,” Jungkook says quickly, already pulling away. “Jimin is probably waiting for me at home.”

Taehyung’s eyes go wide. “Jungkookie, don’t you dare.”

“I thought Jimin had to work late tonight?” Namjoon says.

“I’m pretty sure that’s tomorrow night actually,” Jungkook answers, already standing up and stepping away from the couch. It’s an obvious lie, which is strange coming from Jungkook, who always tends toward honesty in all situations. “Thanks again for dinner, really. Sorry to run so quick after.” The whole time he speaks, he’s backing his way out of the room, voice pitched high and worried even as he does his best to stretch a nervous smile across his face. “I’ll make it up to you both, I swear.”

With that, he turns away and starts walking for the door.

Namjoon has never seen Jungkook act like this before. He’s all but running away from them, obviously anxious and trying to avoid whatever Taehyung intends for him to talk about – and Namjoon isn’t entirely sure if he should stop him from leaving or not. His instincts are screaming at him to bring his omega back so that he can figure out what is happening here, but if Jungkook truly feels uncomfortable and needs to go, Namjoon doesn’t want to do anything rash.

Still, he can’t just let Jungkook run away without even trying to figure out what the problem is. Maybe they could talk while he puts his shoes on, or he could let Namjoon at least walk him to the car.

He stands up to follow, but Taehyung beats him to the punch.

“Jeon Jungkook, you get back here,” Taehyung calls out, running up and grabbing Jungkook tight around the middle before he can make it into the kitchen. “You can stay. I promise that I’m just trying to help you.”

“I asked for advice, not help! You said we were going to talk.”

“We can still talk, but let’s all do it together.”

“Hyung, please,” Jungkook whines. “It’s embarrassing!”

It stings a bit to know that whatever this is about, Jungkook is afraid to talk about it with Namjoon. He knows he isn’t as close with Jungkook as Taehyung is, but he thought he’d at the very least proven himself to be a safe person to talk to. Maybe if he can calm things down enough, he can remind Jungkook of that?

“Alright,” he says, making his way over to where Taehyung is holding Jungkook in place. “Can one of you tell me what’s going on? I’m sure whatever this is about, we can figure it out together.”

Taehyung stands up straight, letting Jungkook go and looking at him expectantly. It gives him a chance to talk on his own, but Jungkook just looks back at Taehyung with wide, pleading eyes. They aren’t even aimed at Namjoon and he still feels a twist in his gut. Jungkook is more than just embarrassed; he looks hurt.

“Kook-ah,” Namjoon starts calmly, placing a gentle hand on the omega’s shoulder. “It’s going to be okay. If something’s bothering you, why don’t we try to talk about it?”

Jungkook still doesn’t look at Namjoon, eyes locked on Taehyung. “You did this on purpose didn’t you? You tricked me,” he groans, scent going sour with distress. “I asked you for advice because I trusted you!”

Oh. That’s definitely not good. Things are worse than Namjoon thought.

Taehyung freezes for a second, his own distressed burnt maple scent filling the air as well – likely realizing he’s actually managed to upset Jungkook for what might be the first time.

“Jungkookie, I’m sorry. You don’t have to–”

“Yeah, I kind of do have to now,” Jungkook snaps. “You haven’t given me much of a choice.”

“Really, you don’t have to talk,” Taehyung offers, voice quiet as he steps closer to Jungkook. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you. We can just–”

“Don’t touch me,” Jungkook says as he shifts backward, away from Taehyung and out of Namjoon’s grasp as well.

Jungkook’s eyes were already shiny with tears, and now so are Taehyung’s. Namjoon has to step in before this escalates any further.

“Okay, I think it’s time to take a little break,” Namjoon says, making sure his tone is calm and even. He absolutely does not want to make the situation any worse. “Jungkook, if I step upstairs with Taehyung for just a few minutes, will you please wait here for me?”

Finally, Jungkook looks at Namjoon, eyes only meeting his for a moment before settling on his chest instead. “Do I have to?” he asks quietly.

Oh, that makes Namjoon’s heart ache. Jungkook doesn’t seem to want his comfort, but he isn’t going to let that stop him from attempting to look after his omegas. He has to try.

“No, you don’t have to, but it would mean a lot to me if you would consider it. Even if it’s only for a couple of minutes, I’d like the chance to check in with you before you go. I promise we don’t have to talk about anything that you don’t want to, okay?”

Jungkook frowns and bites at the inside of his lip, but he does eventually nod. “Okay,” he mutters, turning to head toward the couch. “You don’t have to rush. I’ll be here.”

Taehyung reaches out toward Jungkook’s retreating form, opening his mouth to speak before thinking better of it and letting the hand drop to his side. He blinks and Namjoon sees the first couple of tears fall down his cheeks.

His poor babies.

What Namjoon wouldn’t give to have someone else here with him now… The thought of leaving either of them alone right now is almost painful, but they both need a chance to cool down away from one another before they try to sort this out. It’s far from ideal, but he’s handled worse on his own before. He can make this work.

He needs to take care of Taehyung first. Jungkook already looks overwhelmed and pushing him right now doesn’t seem likely to help, and while Taehyung will probably eventually want some space to process, he seems like he could benefit from some immediate comfort. (Maybe if Namjoon plays his cards right, he can get him to explain what’s happened here.) It’s not perfect but it’s a plan. Sometimes the most important thing is just to do something.

He wastes no time scooping Taehyung up into his arms and heading for the stairs. Taehyung doesn’t fight it at all, just sniffles and lets more tears fall as he clings to Namjoon, face buried in his chest and hands fisted in his shirt.

“It’s okay, pup,” he soothes, pushing the door to Taehyung’s room open with his foot. “Everything is going to be alright.”

“I made him mad,” Taehyung says, voice quiet. “Jungkookie hasn’t ever been mad at me before. I was just trying to help and– What if he hates me?”

Namjoon sits down on the bed with Taehyung still cradled in his arms, pressing a kiss to the top of his head. “Jungkook is upset, but he’s not going to hate you, baby.”

“How do you know that?”

“Because I know Jungkook, and I know you. I think you both care about each other far too much for that,” Namjoon says. “You’re both going to take a little time to cool down, give him a bit of space, and then I’m sure you’ll figure it out in no time. Until then, can you tell me what happened?”

Taehyung shakes his head.

“Did you trick Jungkook into coming here?” Still no answer. Maybe if he phrases it more specifically? “He expected it to just be you here tonight, didn’t he?”

Taehyung nods but otherwise remains quiet. Namjoon is fairly certain that any further questions will go unanswered if he asks them right now. The poor thing is probably afraid of breaking any more of Jungkook’s trust than he already has. So for the time being, Namjoon stops talking and focuses on providing comfort, holding Taehyung a little closer and carding fingers through his hair.

Taehyung accepts the care for barely more than a minute before pulling away and looking up at him with puffy eyes. “You should go look after Jungkookie,” he says.

“You wanna be alone for a little bit?”

Taehyung nods. “Yeah, need to think.”

“Alright. We’ll talk more later, pup. Kiss?”

“Kiss,” Taehyung agrees, tilting his face up and pressing his warm lips to Namjoon’s for a few seconds before breaking away.

“I love you,” Namjoon assures him. “Everything is going to be okay.”

“Love you too, hyung. Take good care of him, please.”

~~

Namjoon hurries downstairs. He’s still worried about Taehyung, but he needs to focus on the things he can help with right now.

Taehyung has never shied away from telling any of them when he needs time by himself to process something, so this is familiar even if Namjoon still absolutely hates to leave him alone when he’s so plainly hurting. If Jin were here, he would be telling Namjoon that it’s okay – that giving Taehyung space when he asks for it is the right thing to do. Saying it to himself doesn’t have the same calming effect, but he knows what he needs to do.

When he rounds the corner to the living room, he finds Jungkook (thankfully) still waiting on the couch. He has his legs tucked up against his chest, face hidden in his arms where they wrap around his knees. The sour orange smell of his distress still lingers in the air, but it hasn’t gotten any worse.

At least he stayed.

Jungkook must catch Namjoon’s scent because his head lifts up while Namjoon is still half way across the room. When he spots him, Jungkook flinches, hiding his face back in his arms (though not quite fast enough to hide his puffy red eyes).

It hurts. Namjoon’s presence should be a comfort to his omega, not a source of fear. He knows logically that it isn’t his fault, that he hasn’t done anything to frighten Jungkook, but that doesn’t stop the way his instincts are all screaming at him. Fix this right now. Do something drastic. Pick him up and hold him close and scent him and–

He stuffs all of those feelings down in favor of a gentle approach.

“Can I sit with you?”

Jungkook looks up at him again, meeting his gaze for a moment before letting his eyes fall back to his knees. “Sure,” he mumbles.

“Thank you.” Namjoon sits slowly down on the couch, not trying to touch Jungkook yet – just giving him plenty of warning as he settles in fairly close. “I appreciate that you stayed here, Kook-ah.”

“Look, I didn’t mean–” Jungkook cuts himself off with a huff, hands gripping his knees so hard that his knuckles have gone white. “I didn’t mean to make him cry,” he manages, voice strained and small.

“I know that, pup. Taehyung isn’t upset with you and neither am I, okay?” Jungkook doesn’t respond, but he does stop smelling quite so strongly of that sour orange. Namjoon decides to try for something a little more direct, opening his arms in invitation. “Will you let me take care of you, Jungkook-ah?”

Jungkook lifts his head again, eyes taking in Namjoon’s outstretched arms before traveling up to search his face. After a few seconds he asks, “Do you want to?”

Does he want to? How is that even a question?

Namjoon does not overreact. He doesn’t reach out and crush Jungkook to his chest, and he doesn’t ask how Jungkook could think for even a moment that Namjoon wouldn’t want to take care of him in every single way he can possibly get away with. He does none of those things. Instead, he gives Jungkook a warm smile and says, “Of course I do. I’ll always want to look after you.”

Jungkook stares at him for a few more seconds before unfurling his limbs and shuffling closer. He looks up at Namjoon for some sort of instruction, clearly uncertain how to proceed, but that’s fine because Namjoon easily pulls him sideways into his lap and gently guides the omega's face toward his neck. He’s careful not to force Jungkook, the hand at the back of his head more of a suggestion than a command, but the caution turns out to be unnecessary.

Jungkook leans closer all on his own, the tip of his nose brushing the skin of Namjoon’s neck as he takes a slow, deep breath. He doesn’t quite touch Namjoon’s scent gland, but it’s the closest he’s been to it yet, and the way his scent goes less sour with each passing moment is wonderfully satisfying.

His omega does find him comforting. It just took a little coaxing to calm the poor thing down.

“That’s it, pup. Take your time.” He rubs one hand along Jungkook’s back before letting it come to rest at his nape, listening to the way he shudders when Namjoon’s fingers brush the skin around his scent gland. It takes almost no time at all for him to relax into the touch, going lax against Namjoon within moments. “Thank you for letting me take care of you.”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Jungkook quietly mumbles, “I’m sorry about all of this.”

“I don’t think you have anything to apologize for.”

“Was this really how you wanted to spend your night?”

“If you’re upset, I want to be making you feel better,” Namjoon answers, rubbing gently at Jungkook’s neck. “It’s not how I thought my night would go, but please don’t assume there’s anywhere else I’d rather be.”

There’s another few moments of silence from Jungkook before he pulls away from Namjoon, biting his lip. “Okay,” he eventually answers. “Thank you.”

Namjoon cups his cheek, brushing away the last remnants of tear tracks. “There you are,” he coos. “You look like you’re feeling a little bit better.”

Jungkook nods. “I do feel a little better.”

“I meant what I said earlier. You don’t have to talk about anything you don’t want to, but I would still like to ask you what happened if you would feel comfortable telling me.”

“I will,” Jungkook whispers, his gaze falling somewhere over Namjoon’s shoulder. “I’ll talk to you about it.”

Namjoon gives it a few seconds of silence before deciding that maybe Jungkook needs a little prompting. “You didn’t expect to see me when you got here, did you?”

“No, but I wasn’t upset that you were here or anything, I swear–”

“It’s okay, I didn’t think you were.”

“I just don’t want you to think I wasn't happy to see you or something, because I was. I like seeing you – it was just a surprise.”

Namjoon slides his fingers into Jungkook’s hair and presses a kiss to his cheek. “I know you weren’t upset, baby. You said Taehyung tricked you. Can you tell me what happened?”

Jungkook takes a deep breath. “It was just... I texted Taehyung for advice about something and he told me that I should talk to you about it, but I wasn’t sure so he invited me over to talk after work and then you were here too and I... At first I thought the three of us were just gonna have dinner and then Taehyung and I would talk, but then all of this happened.”

An impulsive decision by Taehyung, absolutely – but also a tactic that Namjoon recognizes for how often he’s seen him use it when one of their mates is avoiding a conversation. While it might work for the rest of them, it’s clear that Jungkook does not appreciate being deceived.

“I’m sorry that Taehyung was dishonest with you,” Namjoon says. “You have every right to be upset.”

“I just wish he had asked instead of trying to trick me. I might have been embarrassed, but I would have come,” Jungkook admits quietly.

Namjoon doesn’t doubt it. He honestly believes there’s very little that Jungkook wouldn’t do if one of them were to ask him, but especially for Taehyung. “Yes, I bet you would have. You’re right that Taehyung should have asked, and I’m sure he’ll realize that too when you get a chance to talk this out together.”

“Probably,” Jungkook says, letting out a sigh. “I know he wasn’t trying to hurt me, and I wish that I hadn’t… I shouldn’t have snapped at him like that.”

“If both of you are this worried over your first fight, I think you’ll manage to make up just fine.”

Jungkook finally looks back up at Namjoon’s eyes at that. “He’s worried too?”

“Of course. He knows he was in the wrong. I think he knew as soon as he caught the first hint of distress in your scent.”

“Oh.” Jungkook’s cheeks flush a light pink. “I did panic a little.”

“You did, but that’s okay. You’re feeling better now, pup?”

“I do feel better. Thank you, hyung. And I really am sorry for ruining your night like this.”

“You haven’t ruined anything at all,” Namjoon assures him, more boldly carding his fingers through Jungkook’s hair and watching how his eyelashes flutter at the touch. Beautiful. “I’m so glad you stayed and decided to talk with me. Thank you.”

“Hyung, can we…” Jungkook starts, gaze falling to Namjoon’s chest for a second before looking back up with those pretty brown doe eyes and trying again. “Will you kiss me?”

Heaven. This is obviously heaven.

“Baby, you never have to ask for that,” Namjoon says, leaning in closer.

“I like it,” Jungkook admits before Namjoon can kiss him, his voice barely even a whisper.

Namjoon pauses just inches away from Jungkook’s lips. “What do you like, pup?”

“Asking you.”

Fuck. He is not going to get an erection right now. Not with Jungkook on his lap. No way. Absolutely not. He’s going to lean in and they’re going to kiss and that is all. He needs to focus on providing comfort, on making sure that Jungkook sees him as a safe person to come to when he’s upset.

“Alright,” Namjoon says, feeling very grateful when his voice doesn’t come out strained even though he can feel his heart racing in his chest. “Then you can ask me as often as you like.”

For the sake of his own fragile sanity, he doesn’t give Jungkook an opportunity to ask again right now, instead closing the last bit of distance between them until he sees Jungkook’s eyes flutter shut and feels their lips meet – chaste and sweet. Namjoon rests his hand at Jungkook’s nape, and the omega lets out a pleased little sigh as his scent goes nearly floral with content.

It helps to focus on that flowery orange blossom scent, to keep his mind anchored in making sure that Jungkook is feeling secure and taken care of. After a few gentle pecks, Namjoon pulls back. Jungkook’s eyes are hooded and dark looking back at him, a soft smile on his lips that Namjoon can’t help but return.

“Thank you, hyung.”

“Of course. You’ve done so well, letting me take care of you and asking for the things you want. Thank you for sharing this with me.”

Jungkook flushes, biting his lip before trying to speak. “Do you wanna…” he leans in to bury his head under Namjoon’s chin. “Do you wanna know what Taehyung and I were talking about?”

Namjoon nearly sighs with relief. He hadn’t intended to push Jungkook on the subject, but if he’s going to offer… “I would like that very much, but only if you feel comfortable.”

“Maybe not comfortable but… Taehyung was probably right – I want to talk to you about it. I just wish it hadn’t happened like this.”

Namjoon presses a kiss to the top of Jungkook’s head, breathing in the faintly lingering scent of his shampoo as the pretty orange blossom scent fades. “I’m sorry this didn’t go the way you wanted,” he says softly.

“It’s okay. No changing it now so I might as well...” Jungkook takes a deep breath. “So it’s… I wanted to– I was asking Taehyung about sex,” he eventually manages.

Sex. Okay. They’re going to talk about sex and it’s obvious that his omega is worried about it. Part of him feels incredibly special to be the one getting to have this talk with Jungkook, while another part of him wishes he had Jin here to help make sure things go smoothly in case he has trouble properly voicing his feelings, or misses any sort of cue from Jungkook. Still, he’s sure he can manage not to screw it up too badly.

“Okay. Was there something specific you were curious about?”

That one question seems to open the floodgates.

“Well, we’re all going to have sex at some point, right? So I was trying to think about what that might be like and I really want to try – I mean not that it needs to be right away or anything – but it’s just that I’ve never really… I haven’t done that, at least not with an alpha and– I don’t know. Oh god, is this too soon if we haven’t even properly scented yet?” Jungkook has gotten very tense by this point and lets out a groan. “Damn it, this is why I wanted to talk it through with TaeTae first. I’m nervous and I don’t know how to say it right and I’m just making–”

“Hey,” Namjoon interrupts, “I think you’re doing just fine. Sometimes I have a hard time getting my thoughts out how I want too, so I understand feeling frustrated, but it’s going to be okay. Why don’t you take a couple of deep breaths for me?”

Jungkook listens, taking one long breath and then another, body going a little less tense in Namjoon’s arms. Eventually he whispers, “I’m sorry. I just want to do this right.

“As long as you’re being honest with me, there isn’t a wrong way to do this. Would it be helpful if I asked you some questions or is there more you want to say first?”

“No, you can ask.”

“Okay, let’s start at the beginning when you first texted Taehyung. Were you asking him about his experiences, or something else?”

“I asked him for advice because I knew I was interested but wasn’t sure how I was supposed to talk about it – like if I was supposed to talk to the whole pack or just one of you, or what I was even supposed to say.”

“And he suggested you talk to me first?” Jungkook nods in response and… honestly… Namjoon is a little surprised about this. As much as he likes the thought of Taehyung trusting him to help Jungkook navigate this, Jin would typically be the first choice for talking about this sort of thing, and Taehyung would know that too. “Did he say why?”

“He said…” Jungkook buries his face a little harder into Namjoon’s chest. “He said you would want to be my first.”

Namjoon damn near chokes.

He could be Jungkook’s first alpha. God he wants that so badly it aches, wants to be the one to open him up on a knot for the first time and watch him– Wait… Is that wrong? Namjoon would want him either way, but he definitely doesn’t want to make Jungkook feel weird or like he’s being objectified, so how does he make sure that doesn’t happen? A delicate touch maybe? Yeah, he can do that.

“Whether I’m your first or not is entirely up to you,” Namjoon says softly, rubbing his hand up and down Jungkook’s back in what he hopes is a reassuring gesture. “What’s most important to me is that you’re comfortable, okay?”

Jungkook is silent for a few moments before asking quietly, “Do you want to?”

“Baby, of course I do. Were you worried I wouldn’t?”

“I don’t know.”

Oh, that won’t do at all.

Namjoon tries to pull back a little, but Jungkook clings to him. “Would it be okay if I wanted to look at you while we talk, Kook-ah? You don’t need to hide from me, and I want to see your pretty face.”

Jungkook seems to debate for a couple of seconds before he actually sits up straight and looks at Namjoon. His cheeks are bright pink and he bites nervously at his lip. It’s adorable really, the way he fidgets with his hands in his lap and how his black hair sticks up in random places from Namjoon running his fingers through it and messing it up. He’s gorgeous, but Namjoon adores him for so, so much more than that. His positivity, his kindness, how he dotes on Taehyung (and on all of them really), or how he doesn’t hesitate for a second to protect a pack he doesn’t even formally belong to yet. He just fits. He fits so well into their life that it would feel empty without him.

How could Namjoon ever not want Jungkook?

“There, much better now that I can see you again,” Namjoon says, smiling as he brushes a lock of hair out of Jungkook’s face. “You’re lovely. I’m not sure what I’ve done to make you think I wouldn’t want you, but I promise you that I absolutely do.”

“I want you too,” Jungkook admits quietly. “I don’t know exactly how we get there but… I like the idea of my first time with an alpha being with you.”

Namjoon’s heart is going to beat right out of his chest, too swollen with pride to be contained any longer. Jungkook’s first alpha. He has to play this cool, has to keep the focus on something other than the red hot streak of possessiveness rising inside of him.

“It makes me so happy to know you would trust me with that, Kook-ah.”

“You haven’t given me any reason not to. You’re good to me, and to Jiminie.”

Oh, Jimin. That’s a good point.

“Have you and Jimin-ah had a chance to talk about this too?” Namjoon asks.

“Yeah, we talked about it last night.”

“Oh good. Did you happen to discuss your options for birth control at all?”

“Only a little. We haven’t made our appointments yet, but Jiminie has been on the pill before. I think I might want to try an implant, but I’m not totally sure. I guess once I’m at the appointment, I can ask the doctor and they can help me figure out my options.”

Namjoon fights the instinct to cringe at the thought of some random doctor implanting anything into one of his omegas. Maybe he can steer them towards someone more qualified, someone he can comfortably trust with their care. Whatever they want for birth control is fine with him, but he’d like to know that the care they receive will be high quality. “Do you have a primary doctor that you like?”

“Not really. I had a family doctor back home who worked for my mom, but I haven’t seen him since we left. Jiminie used to see him too.”

Perfect.

“Why don’t you see our doctor? She’s very good and Taehyung can vouch for her care of omegas.”

“You really don’t have to do that. It’s no big deal.”

No big deal? Namjoon can’t imagine many things that are a bigger deal than the health and well being of his omegas. “It’s more for my peace of mind than anything else, honestly. I would feel much better knowing that you’re getting the best quality care from someone I have confidence in. Please.”

Jungkook giggles. “This is really important to you, isn’t it, hyung?”

“It is, but if I’m overstepping please tell me. I have no intention of forcing you into anything. I’m just feeling a bit protective over the two of you – if it is both of you, that is. I suppose I didn’t ask whether this is something that Jimin wants as well.”

“It would be both of us, yeah,” Jungkook confirms with a smile. “And if it will worry you less, we’ll see the doctor you recommend. I don’t think Jiminie will mind, especially if we can see her together.”

“I’ll send you her contact information later tonight. She’ll be more than willing to see you together.”

“Okay, we’ll set up an appointment with her soon.”

“Thank you. You’ll be in good hands,” Namjoon says, relieved. “I should probably ask a bit more about your conversation with Jimin-ah, especially if this is something you’ve both been thinking about.”

“It is, yeah. He was actually the one to bring it up to me. I don’t know how much I should say, or who all he wants to take things further with, but I think he and Hobi-hyung umm…”

“It’s alright, I heard about it from Hoseok,” Namjoon says.

A smile of something like relief washes over Jungkook’s face. “Oh, good. I just realized I didn’t want to get in the way of him being able to have these talks at his own pace when he’s ready. I think it would be better to let him talk to you guys directly, instead of me.”

“I think that’s a great idea. If there’s nothing I need to be made aware of right now, I’m perfectly fine with waiting until he feels comfortable. No matter what, we’ll do our best to take good care of him.”

“I know you will. If I didn’t trust you to take care of Jiminie, I wouldn’t be here.”

Jungkook not only trusts him enough to talk about all of this, but also to take good care of Jimin? The words are enough to make Namjoon damn near preen. He needs to stay focused though. Jungkook wanted to talk about sex and Namjoon is going to make sure his omega leaves with all of his questions answered.

“I’m glad to hear that, and it’s good to know you two have talked about things too. Now I’d like to circle back to some of your concerns. You mentioned you weren’t exactly sure what this might look like. Like you said, there’s no rush at all, but would you like to tell me what you think you might want, or maybe what things you’re worried about?”

Jungkook nods. “Yeah, I guess that could help. I think I want… I don’t know if it’s okay to ask, but I kind of want Jiminie to be there? Would that be okay?” Jungkook asks, looking at Namjoon with something close to a pout.

“Of course that would be okay. There’s nothing strange about wanting your mate there with you. Did Taehyung-ah tell you that he had Jin there for his first time?”

“He did?”

“Mhmm. Jin was there for the whole thing and it went just fine. Taehyung felt more secure, and Jin got to make sure his mate was being taken care of.”

“So it wouldn’t bother you?”

“Not at all. If you want Jimin-ah there, then he’ll be there. Would it bother you if anyone else was there too – probably not another alpha, but if Taehyung or maybe Jin happened to be there?”

Jungkook pauses to think. “No, that wouldn’t bother me. That might even be kind of comforting for me – and Jiminie too.”

“Okay, we’ll keep that open as a possibility. I’m just trying to figure out our options for now, but you can always change your mind about any of it later too. Was there anything else you wanted to discuss, anything you’re worried about?”

“I guess there is… There’s one other thing. I uhh, I don’t know if Taehyung already told you or not, but sometimes I…” Jungkook trails off, blushing as he stares down at Namjoon’s chest.

“Don’t worry,” Namjoon says. “I promise there’s nothing you can say that would scare me off.”

“It’s just that I don’t always– If I’m not in heat it can take a lot of time for me to make slick, and then when I do it isn’t always a lot, and I just know some alphas might find that off putting.” Jungkook looks at Namjoon with obvious fear in his eyes, like he’s expecting a poor reaction.

He won’t get one.

“That’s not a problem at all, and I don’t find it off putting.”

“You don’t think it makes me… less of an omega?”

“Not one bit. You’re a perfect omega, as far as I’m concerned.”

“Perfect…” Jungkook whispers, blushing as his face breaks into a slow smile. “Really?”

“Really,” Namjoon says. It’s clear that this is something Jungkook has worried quite a bit about, and something that he expects might be negatively received. Poor thing. Namjoon isn’t the least bit bothered by the thought, so he’s going to do everything in his power to help alleviate Jungkook’s worries. “Even if you made no slick at all, it wouldn’t be a problem, okay? That’s not a thing that’s going to bother me or any of the others even a little.”

“If you’re sure, I really… Thank you, hyung,” Jungkook says, his smile growing. He seems much less stressed, hands no longer fidgeting in his lap and his scent drifting back to the usual fresh citrus.

“There isn’t a doubt in my mind.” He leans in and kisses Jungkook’s cheek. “Do you feel okay about everything we discussed? Did we miss anything you wanted to talk about?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No, I think that was everything important. I really appreciate–” There’s a ding from the coffee table where Jungkook’s phone is laying, and he reaches out to pick it up as another two dings follow. “Sorry, it’s Jiminie asking about dinner for tonight,” he says, starting to type a response. “He didn’t get to eat on his shift.”

“Why don’t you bring the rest of the pizza home? Taehyung suggested we order it specifically because you were coming over. Is Jimin-ah off of work?”

“Not yet, but he gets done with work in an hour, so I should probably get going soon. You’re sure you don’t want the pizza?” Jungkook asks.

“I’m sure. Jin will be back home in the morning and you know how he gets after a day away. He’ll want to get cooking as soon as possible, and if Yoongi or Taehyung spoil their appetite with cold pizza…” Namjoon shakes his head.

“Disaster,” Jungkook says with a nod. “Okay, I’ll take it.”

“Thank you. You said you needed to go soon?”

“Yeah, I should head out in a few minutes but…” Jungkook blushes and looks down, huffing out a little laugh.

Cute.

“You said you liked asking me, didn’t you?” Namjoon teases. “So go ahead and ask, pup.”

Jungkook smiles at him. “Will you kiss me again, hyung?”

Namjoon does (several times, in fact) and they spend the last few minutes trading kisses until it’s time for Jungkook to leave. Namjoon walks him out to the gate and has one of the security team drive him home after one last parting peck on the lips.

With Jungkook safely on his way home, it’s time to head back inside and see if Taehyung is ready to talk yet or if he needs more time. Even if he isn’t ready to talk, Namjoon might be able to help provide some sort of comfort – for both of them really, because knowing that his baby is in pain hurts him too. There's also the fact that Taehyung is still recovering from his bout of depression, which leaves an increased likelihood that this whole thing spirals in his mind without proper care.

Namjoon will find some way to help.

Notes:

Finally a bit of progress for Namjoon and JK, even if Namjoon is still a little afraid to show his hand. We're definitely headed in the right direction :D

Next Sunday, we'll take a look at how Taehyung handles the aftermath of this little misstep. See you then!

Chapter 88: Avoidance

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Once Taehyung is left alone, he does actually send a few texts to check in with Hobi, Jin, and Yoongi and see how their trip is going, but he doesn’t mention what’s happening with him and Jungkook. The three of them are apparently doing fine and have just eaten dinner too. They’re still on schedule to be back home tomorrow morning, which means that Tae really just has tonight to figure this out before he has to face everyone.

He knows he made a mistake.

It felt so right when he invited Jungkook over. It was just him and Namjoon home, so it should have been super easy to get the conversation started and then give the two of them space to talk it out with no chance of interruption. Namjoon would actually be able to explain how completely head over heels he is, and it would finally be enough to make Jungkook understand just how desperately Namjoon adores him. And maybe if Jungkook could get it through his head, they could start helping Jimin do the same.

It looked like the perfect opportunity.

Instead, all he’s managed to do is undermine Jungkook’s agency and make him feel betrayed – and it’s even worse because he knows that Jungkook would have come if he had just taken the time to explain that it was worth it.

Impulsive. That’s what his mother always used to call him. Foolish, impulsive little–

No. He can’t start thinking like that.

Taehyung squeezes his eyes closed and takes a shaky breath. He needs to figure out how to fix this. At the very least, he needs to apologize as soon as he can. Unfortunately, for right now all he can really do is stare at his ceiling and hope that Namjoon can find some way to salvage the situation and make something positive out of his mess. Hopefully they at least talk a little bit about things, and this wasn’t all a complete waste. He’ll apologize a hundred times if it means Jungkook finally understands how much Namjoon cares about and desires him.

Staring at the ceiling thinking about his mistake isn’t helping, so he moves to the window instead, watching the sun set and eventually staring out at the few stars bright enough to shine through all the light pollution from the city. There’s not a lot he misses about his childhood home – especially considering most of those memories are Pretty Fucking Awful – but the abundance of stars in the sky had been a plus.

Still, it’s pretty to watch the sky change colors as the sun sets, and all that time looking out the window does mean he sees when Jungkook leaves. Namjoon walks him out to the front gate, probably about to have one of their security guys give him a ride home. Taehyung is pretty sure he sees the two of them share a parting kiss (or at the very least a hug – he’s not completely sure), which is a good sign that things didn’t go terribly at least.

He watches as Namjoon starts walking back toward the house, probably heading right for him, but Tae needs more time to clear his head and figure out how to apologize to Jungkook. (And maybe he’s just a little afraid of being in trouble.)

As soon as Namjoon disappears from view, Taehyung pops his window open and climbs his way onto the roof of the house. The position of his window right next to one of the gutters makes it a pretty simple climb, which is one of the main reasons he chose this to be his bedroom. The sides of the roof are a little steep, but it’s nearly flat on the top and nobody ever thinks to look for him up here.

His phone starts to ring with an incoming call only a minute later and he scrambles to silence it. It’s Namjoon.

He ignores the call and lays down on the roof, staring up at the night sky and those few stars bright enough to shine through all the light pollution. Mostly, he ends up watching planes fly overhead instead, but it’s still soothing. Their home is private enough that it’s not as noisy as the city can get closer to the center, but there is still a general hum of distant traffic noises and the occasional police siren in the night air.

He enjoys the noise. There’s something comforting about the sounds of so much happening around him while he lies motionless and unaffected on the roof – or at least he does until his phone dings with an incoming message.

[Namjoon to Taehyung]

[Namjoon]: Taehyung-ah, we should talk.

[Namjoon]: I found your window open. Where did you go?

[Tae]: taking a walk to help me think

[Tae]: i know i screwed up

[Tae]: just leave me alone for a while longer

[Namjoon]: I want you to know that I’m not mad at you. We need to talk about this, but it doesn’t have to be tonight. If you just want to cuddle and not talk about it, that’s very much on the table.

[Namjoon]: Take your time, but please let me know when you're home safe.

[Tae]: okay

~

He should probably start working on his apology. Jungkook’s ride home won't take that much longer and Taehyung doesn’t want to leave it too long before he starts the conversation. He has some idea about what he wants to say, but maybe a little advice would be helpful?

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: hey do you have a second

[Tae]: i need some advice (;^ω^)

[Tae]: you and jungkookie fight sometimes right? any tips for making up with him?

[Jimin]: First off have you met me? Of course me and Kookie fight sometimes

[Jimin]: I can help but I’m at work so we gotta do this quick (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What happened?

[Tae]: i may have tried to trick him into talking to namjoon-hyung instead of just asking him to come over and talk like a normal person

[Jimin]: Oh yeah that’ll do it ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: it was dumb and impulsive and i should have thought it through but now he's mad at me

[Jimin]: Listen it sounds like you already know what you did wrong so just explain that to him and apologize. Maybe offer to make it up to him. Kookie is good at knowing what he wants

[Jimin]: As long as you’re sincere he’s not going to hold a grudge for too long

[Jimin]: I gotta get back to work but good luck. I’m sure it’ll go fine (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: Thank you for your help ♡♡♡

[Jimin]: No problem. Just remember he cares about you just as much as you care about him

~

Alright, no more putting it off. It sounds like the best thing for him to do is just be honest and get it over with. Then they can put this whole mess behind them, he can focus on never making this mistake again, and he and Jungkook can get back to being cute boyfriends asap.

[Taehyung to Jungkook]

[Tae]: hey i’m really sorry. what i did wasn’t okay

[JK]: no it wasnt

[Tae]: are you mad at me?

[JK]: a little yeah

[JK]: i guess it didn’t turn out that bad

[JK]: and im sorry i snapped at you

[JK]: but next time please just ask me instead

[Tae]: it’s okay i pretty much deserved it

[Tae]: i’m sorry. it was a stupid decision and i should have thought it through better

[Tae]: sometimes i just get so frustrated when you don’t see how much we all care about you and i want to fix it but that wasn’t the right way to handle it

[Tae]: i promise i wont do that again. i’ll ask you next time instead

[JK]: still a little mad but thank you

[JK]: i know you werent trying to be mean

[Tae]: is there some way i can make it up to you?

[Tae]: anything you want (^ω^)

[JK]: okay

[JK]: come over for a game night

[JK]: just you and me and overwatch

[JK]: and a movie but i get to pick which one

[Tae]: can i still complain or is this a silent movie watching experience?

[JK]: complaining is part of the fun

[Tae]: okay i’m in

[JK]: awesome

[Tae]: so...

[Tae]: it went good though? ( ・ω・)

[JK]: yeah it did

[JK]: gotta talk to jiminie about going to the doctor and starting birth control

[Tae]: that sounds pretty promising

[JK]: yeah namjoon hyung had pretty strong opinions about which doctor we see

[JK]: i dont think he liked the idea of some random person

[Tae]: oh you guys should see my doctor. she’s great

[JK]: thats what he said too

[Tae]: so?

[JK]: so what

[Tae]: did namjoon-hyung have any other strong opinions you found out about? (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: uh i dont think so

[JK]: what do you mean

[Tae]: i mean do you see how much he wants you too?

[JK]: oh yeah i guess he seemed interested

[Tae]: you

[Tae]: guess

[Tae]: that is not the resounding success i was hoping for

[Tae]: did he not say he wanted to? (¬_¬”)

[JK]: i mean yeah he did

[JK]: oh jiminie just got home so i gotta fill him in

[JK]: thank you for apologizing

[JK]: talk to you later hyung

~

Fuck.

Not only did he manage to piss off Jungkook, but it doesn’t even sound like it was really all that worth it in the end. He just doesn’t understand. How can Jungkook not see how completely head over heels the whole pack is for him? And especially Namjoon-hyung! Jin-hyung and Hobi-hyung are both flirty enough that he can see how their intentions could maybe be misunderstood, and Yoongi-hyung at least pretends to be prickly.

But Namjoon?

Namjoon is so fucking obvious. He practically has big cartoon hearts in his eyes whenever he even looks at Jungkook or Jimin. It just doesn’t make any sense.

To add insult to injury, Tae doesn’t actually really feel any better, even after apologizing to Jungkook. His brain is still running a mile a minute replaying everything he did wrong in excruciating detail and reminding him on repeat that he risked his relationship on an impulse. (He knows it really wasn’t the whole relationship, but that isn’t stopping his thoughts from blowing the whole ordeal wildly out of proportion.)

This is annoying. He needs to focus on something else or he’s gonna end up squished into a ball and crying in a kitchen cupboard again, and he’s already plenty busy wrapping up his current depression cycle. No need to start another one.

Taehyung lets out a long dramatic sigh and stands up. He’s been out here long enough that it’s starting to get late now and he probably shouldn’t let Namjoon-hyung worry for too long – also he could really use some cuddles and a snack after how this night has gone.

Before he can start the short climb back to his window, his phone lets out another ding.

[Jin to Taehyung]

[Jin]: Kim Taehyung, what is the point of a check in if you don’t tell us you’re having a bad night?

~

Oh boy, a Full Name Text from Jin-hyung.

That’s definitely a problem for future Taehyung because current Taehyung has only one priority and that is cuddles (even if the one person he can get them from is apparently a tattletale). He slips his phone into his pocket and climbs back down into his room, changing into his pajamas so that he will be prepared the moment that cuddling is an option.

It takes him a little bit to track down Namjoon-hyung, but he does eventually find him when he notices a sliver of light coming from Namjoon and Jin’s bedroom at the end of the hall.

Namjoon is already in bed with his lamp turned on and his tablet in his hand, but he looks up right away and smiles when he sees Taehyung pushing his door open. “You made it back,” he says, turning the tablet off and setting it down on his nightstand.

Taehyung nods, stepping into the room and closing the door behind him. “Didn’t go far. Was kind of hoping that the offer to not talk tonight was still on the table?”

“Yeah, it’s still on the table. You want to come lay down?”

Tae doesn’t waste any time climbing into bed with Namjoon, although as he’s sliding under the blankets there’s another ding sound from his phone. He already knows who it’s from, so instead of checking he just passes the phone to Namjoon and asks if he can plug it in to charge.

Namjoon takes the phone with a raised brow. “Are you avoiding someone?”

“Yeah, Jin-hyung.” Taehyung burrows into the blankets until he’s tucked into Namjoon’s side, all warm and secure with the alpha’s arm around him. “Because someone decided they needed to tattle on me.”

“He called to see how things were going and I just explained what happened tonight. He said you had texted to check in earlier, so I assumed you would have at least mentioned it.”

“Why would I do that?”

“Ah yes, forgive me for assuming that you would actually check in during a check in call with your mates.”

“I’ll consider it as long as there are cuddles.”

Namjoon snorts out a laugh and pulls him closer. “There will always be cuddles, no matter how much of a brat you decide to be.”

“M’not a brat, and for the record it was a check in text, not a check in call. The rules are different.”

“Sure, you try telling that to Jin-hyung when he comes home tomorrow.”

Shit, he sort of started to forget that Jin-hyung would be coming home so soon. Poor future Taehyung. Maybe if he gets up early enough he can smooth things over via text before the rest of the pack gets home (and when he’s less exhausted).

“Can smell you worrying,” Namjoon says softly. “You want your phone?”

He really should do something about it tonight, but he just doesn’t feel up to it right now. Finally being curled up in bed and surrounded not only by Namjoon’s scent, but the lingering scent of Jin as well makes him realize just how much he was needing this. His eyes are heavy and his nerves feel frayed, like anything more than cuddling with Namjoon-hyung will send him spiraling again – and he really doesn’t want to do that.

Taehyung shakes his head and buries his face in Namjoon’s shoulder where his scent is stronger, feeling tears well up in his eyes. “I know it was my fault, but today was hard and I just wanna eat something and go to bed,” he mumbles.

Almost immediately, the soothing scent of sandalwood coming from Namjoon gets stronger. “You’re feeling hungry?” he asks, moving to sit up even as Tae still clings to him.

“Yeah, but I don’t want you to go.”

“Not going anywhere, promise. I think we have a couple of snacks up here. Jin probably has some chocolate stashed in his nightstand. Otherwise, I always keep a couple of those granola bars you like tucked away just in case you need them. Why don’t you pick a snack and I’ll text Jin so that he knows I’m taking care of you.”

Oh god that’s so sweet. Alright, now Tae basically has to forgive him for tattling.

They each polish off two of the granola bars while they sit in bed together and Namjoon types out a text to Jin-hyung. Once they’re done eating, Namjoon goes back to whatever he was doing on his tablet before (work probably, but Taehyung doesn’t check).

He’s far too busy getting comfy under the blankets and appreciating the arm Namjoon wraps around him. After such a stressful night, finally being fed and cuddled up to his alpha has him asleep within minutes.

~~

Taehyung dreams that he’s back in his childhood home again, curled up and hiding in a cupboard while his parents stomp through the house looking for him. They shout and threaten but he doesn’t move. He doesn’t know what he’s done wrong this time to make them angry, but they sound real mad.

His heart is in his throat, tears streaming down his cheeks.

The cupboard door opens–

Taehyung shoots up in the bed, a scream trapped in his throat as he finds himself not in a dark cupboard, but instead in Namjoon and Jin’s bed. Sunlight streams in through the windows, leaving him blinking as his eyes adjust.

His heart is still hammering in his chest, but he’s safe.

It’s the sort of nightmare he’s had a million times, the kind he really ought to be used to by now. Most of the time he is, but right now the panic is clinging to him, an inescapable lurch in his stomach that won't go away even as he forces himself to take long, steady breaths. He needs to focus on something else.

Namjoon isn’t in bed, which is the first sign that Taehyung has probably overslept. The second sign is that the bedroom door is open and he can pick out the faint smell of something delicious in the air, like frying meat and–

Jin is home.

Tae fumbles for his phone, pulling it off the charger and checking the group chat as fast as he can. It looks like they were supposed to get home around nine this morning and it’s already past ten o’clock now. Between the time and the smell of food, his window to avoid a confrontation with Jin-hyung is shrinking rapidly and he is not ready to handle that. He hasn’t fixed anything yet. Sure, he’s apologized to Jungkook and they have some sort of plan for Taehyung to make amends, but it still isn’t fixed. Plus he was supposed to wake up early enough to send an apology text to Jin for not telling him what was happening – oh, and also for ignoring his messages.

Damn it. Past Taehyung really left him a mess this time.

The thought of trying to explain himself is daunting – especially when every time he tries to imagine the conversation, it just turns into a list of why everything is his fault and nothing will ever be the same again. It’s probably not true, but if it is… there’s no way he’s going to be able to handle hearing that from Jin-hyung. Not when he’s feeling like this.

Avoidance it is.

He could go for the roof again, but it’s probably chilly out this morning and he doesn’t have time to change into something warmer in his bedroom without risking being caught. No, the best solution is probably to just try and hide out somewhere in the house. It’s not like it isn’t big enough, and besides…

He knows exactly where he can go.

First, he heads into Jin and Namjoon’s bathroom and hurries to find some scent blocker, giving himself a couple of quick sprays. (Can’t have Jin-hyung’s sharp nose finding him by smell alone.) Once that’s done, he peeks out the bedroom door, stepping into the hallway once he confirms there’s no one around. There are two sets of stairs down to the lower level; one set that comes down near the kitchen, and one that leads into the hall near Hobi-hyung’s room.

Tae wants to steer clear of the kitchen for obvious reasons, so he heads down the other set of stairs and takes his time, listening closely and peeking around corners to make sure he isn’t caught. The riskiest part of the journey is having to cross the living room, but he makes it through that without a hitch.

He can hear the sounds of chatter as he gets closer to the kitchen. It’s hard to make out words, but he hears Jin-hyung and Hobi-hyung talking, with Namjoon-hyung’s voice chiming in a few seconds later. (Good, they’re distracted.)

Finally, he makes it to his destination. There’s only one person who he knows won’t turn him into Jin-hyung right away. Taehyung lets himself into Yoongi’s room, expecting to see the alpha at his desk but instead finding the room completely empty. After a few seconds, he hears some muffled movement from behind the closed bathroom door.

Okay, so not exactly empty.

For now, he decides to just hide out. Yoongi-hyung should have some breakfast if he’s going to be awake this early, and Tae doesn’t want him to have to lie about whether he’s seen him. Luckily, Yoongi’s room always has dim lighting and his bed is tucked away in the corner, so it’s not even a challenge to hide himself under a pile of blankets and make sure he won't be seen.

The bathroom door opens only a few minutes later, and Yoongi heads right for the door to his room without ever even coming in the direction of the bed.

Well, that was easy.

*******

Yoongi feels much better after a shower. He hates being away from home for more reasons than he can count, but being away from his own bedroom and bathroom is definitely one of them. No matter how nice of a hotel they stay in, he’d simply rather be in his own space.

Not that he would ever turn down a request for help from Jin – he just complained the whole time instead. Jin was involved in the opening of yet another business (this time it was a family affair, tied to some sort of important real estate deal that Yoongi didn’t really pay attention to the details of), and he was asked to look over the technical aspects. It was a lot of busywork that he could have done remotely if they’d hired one decent tech on site, but instead his physical presence was requested by Seokjin’s family – who apparently only trusted him with this for some fucking reason.

Whatever. He should be happy that Jin’s family seems to trust and accept him, considering their more suspicious stance on Namjoon and Taehyung. (Of course, they absolutely love Hoseok. Who wouldn’t?)

Regardless, after a full day of work (that he could have done from home) combined with several overly fancy meals with Jin’s parents, Yoongi is relieved to be back home. Jin offered to make breakfast while he showered and unpacked, and he is really looking forward to eating a meal without having to be maddeningly polite throughout the entire thing.

He is not cut out for the socialite lifestyle.

Thankfully, the only people he has to deal with right now are the ones he happens to love, so he slips on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and leaves the bathroom to go get some breakfast.

Seokjin is just wrapping up cooking when Yoongi makes his way to the kitchen. Namjoon and Hoseok are in the dining room, but Taehyung is still asleep upstairs. It’s clear that Jin is itching to go find him, so Yoongi offers to finish up the eggs and pancakes for him.

“You’re the best, darling,” Jin says, handing over the spatula he’s holding and pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek before walking out of the kitchen. A few seconds later, Yoongi hears his voice coming from the dining room. “You two go help Yoongi-yah plate everything up and set the table please, and don’t worry about starting without us.”

The three of them manage to get everything set out before Jin and Taehyung come downstairs, so Yoongi covers two plates to keep them warm while the rest of them start eating. Namjoon is just in the middle of telling Hoseok and Yoongi about the disagreement Taehyung and Jungkook had the previous day when his phone rings.

“Oh, this can’t be good. It’s Jin,” Namjoon says, setting his phone on the table swiping to accept the call on speaker. “Is everything okay?”

“Is Taehyung-ah downstairs?” Jin asks, the tone of his voice indicating that he already knows the answer and is not happy about it.

“We haven’t seen him,” Namjoon says. “You didn’t find him in our bed?”

“No, just his phone.”

“Do you want us to come help you look for him?” Hoseok offers.

Jin lets out a little sigh. “It’s alright. I’ll find him. You three just eat your breakfast.”

“I should have known something was wrong,” Namjoon says. “I’m sorry. He seemed so worn down last night, but I thought it was just his argument with Jungkook-ah.”

“It’s not your fault,” Jin assures him. “You had no way of knowing how he would feel when he woke up.”

Hoseok is quick to reassure him too, patting his shoulder and saying, “Yeah, Joonie. It sounds like you did your best to look after him yesterday.”

“He’s right,” Yoongi agrees. “No way you could have known.”

Jin ends the call shortly after, promising to come and help with the search as soon as he can. The three of them exchange glances for a few seconds before Namjoon lets out a sigh and picks up his fork again. “May as well finish eating. I’ll go find Jin after breakfast and make sure he eats something too.”

Hoseok nods. “He’ll need the energy. You know how impossible it is to find Taehyung when he doesn’t want to be found.”

It’s not even an exaggeration on Hoseok’s part. Taehyung is an expert at disappearing when he wants to, and this wouldn’t be the first time he opted to hide instead of talking about something difficult. It’s hard for Yoongi to judge. If he could hide that well, he’d probably use it to get out of difficult conversations too.

Actually, forget ‘probably’. He definitely would.

They finish up their breakfast while helping Namjoon make a list of places to check, and Yoongi chips in even though he’s pretty sure it’s pointless. Taehyung will let himself be found when he’s ready and not before then, but Namjoon already smells worried so he does his best to give suggestions.

Yoongi finishes eating first and goes to clean up the kitchen. He takes Hoseok’s empty plate when his mate brings it to the kitchen, and Namjoon’s a few minutes later just as he’s wrapping up the rest of the dishes. Once everything is clean, rinsed, and in the drying rack, he turns to find Namjoon still lingering in the kitchen.

Yoongi dries his hands on the dish towel and then drapes it over the edge of the sink. “Aren’t you supposed to be running off to go find Jin-hyung?”

“Mhmm,” Namjoon hums, stepping into Yoongi’s space and pulling him into an embrace. (Fuck, that feels so nice.) “Figured I would make a quick detour first.”

Namjoon’s scent isn’t worried right now – instead it’s all rich and warm and soothing. Yoongi knows what Namjoon wants. He wants the same thing. The reaction he gets for tilting his head and baring his throat without being asked is worth the moment of vulnerability he has to endure for it. Namjoon’s scent spikes warmer right away and he lets out a satisfied little hum before leaning in to nose at Yoongi’s neck.

“Missed you while you were away,” Namjoon says softly, tongue snaking out to lick slow and warm over Yoongi’s scent gland.

God, he hopes it isn’t obvious how weak his knees are right now. “Missed you too,” he manages, even if his voice does sound a little strained as he leans in to return the gesture.

In his defense, scenting usually affects him more when he hasn’t seen his mates in a while – though when exactly less than 48 hours became ‘a while’, he has no idea. Another point in his defense is that Namjoon (and Seokjin) always make it feel so… intimate. As if scenting isn’t already intimate enough without them holding him like he’s something breakable and precious.

“Thank you,” Namjoon says when he pulls away a minute or so later. “I’ll let you know when we find Taehyung-ah. You get some rest in the meantime. I’ve got plans for you and Hoseok while Jin is busy later.”

Oh. Plans. Yoongi swallows and manages a weak nod before they go their separate ways. That definitely gives him something to look forward to.

~~

Back in his room, Yoongi is a little excited to check on his computers and bring up the live feed from Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment. He checked it periodically on his phone while they were gone, but he’s so used to having all three cameras (when the bedroom one is on at least) always in his field of view that it felt incredibly strange to see them so infrequently. He doesn’t even sit down in his chair, just hits the power buttons on his computers and hunches over the desk as they boot up. He watches the three monitors in the top left corner closely, waiting for them to access the live feed.

They shouldn’t be taking this long to start up. Might need to upgrade some parts in that computer, or maybe clean up–

“Hi, hyung,” a tired sounding voice whispers from his bed.

Yoongi jumps straight up into the air, head whipping over to look at the bed and finding Taehyung sitting there, wrapped in blankets and sleepily rubbing at his eyes. “Fucking hell,” he mutters under his breath. “You scared the shit out of me.”

“Sorry, I wasn’t trying to.”

Maybe Taehyung isn’t hiding after all? Did he just come down looking for Yoongi at some point and then fall asleep here waiting for him to get home? Namjoon was already awake when the three of them got back this morning, so it’s entirely possible…

Either way, he’s happy to see Taehyung safe.

“It’s okay,” Yoongi says, sitting down on the bed and pulling his mate in for a kiss. “Missed you while we were gone.”

Taehyung smiles warm and pretty, his black curls an adorable mess atop his head. “Missed you too, hyung. Everything go okay?”

“Yeah, everything went fine. Jin-hyung has been looking for you, you know.” Yoongi wraps his arms around him and then he takes a long breath in through his nose. Taehyung is damn near coated in Yoongi’s scent already, just from being in his bed. It makes satisfaction rumble in his chest even as it strikes him how strange that is without Taehyung having spent the whole night in here. “How long have you been in my bed?”

“Let myself in while you were in the bathroom.”

“Huh, not that long then. Can barely smell you at all over my–“ Yoongi cuts himself off as it clicks in his head that he can’t smell the omega at all. “Wait, are you wearing scent blocker?” he asks, pulling away to get a look at Taehyung’s face and watching as the omega avoids his eyes.

Well, so much for thinking he was just innocently sleeping in Yoongi’s bed.

Taehyung doesn’t bother trying to lie, nodding his head and admitting, “Yeah, didn’t want Jin-hyung to find me.”

Damn. Yoongi has the distinct impression he is about to be wrapped up into something he has no desire to be a part of. There’s no reason for Taehyung to hide in his room and be this honest with him unless he’s looking for some sort of help.

He sighs and raises an unimpressed brow at Taehyung. “Okay, are you going to tell me why you’re avoiding Seokjin-hyung?”

“I screwed up.”

“Do you mean the fight you and Jungkook got into yesterday? Have you not talked to him yet?”

“No, I texted him last night,” Taehyung says, biting at his lip and looking down at his lap. “I apologized and I think he’s gonna forgive me, but I didn’t tell any of you guys about it yesterday.”

That part Yoongi already knows. He saw Jin on the phone with Namjoon the previous night and heard them discussing how Taehyung failed to mention anything about the disagreement during his check in. Still, it should be a pretty easy fix if that’s all there is to it – definitely not enough to make Jin blow a gasket or anything.

“I’m sure Jungkook will forgive you, and I bet Jin-hyung will be glad to know that you’ve already apologized.”

“That’s not good enough though.”

“Seems pretty good to me. Why do you think it’s not?”

“Because I did all of that and it didn’t even work. Jungkookie still doesn’t have any idea how much Namjoon-hyung likes him, which was the whole point, and I don’t know what Joonie-hyung is doing wrong because he’s so obvious and somehow it’s still just not getting through. I just want–”

“What do you mean?” Yoongi interrupts. “We’ve all been dating for months. Of course JK knows that Namjoon likes him.”

“Well yeah, he knows but he doesn’t get it. When I told him that Joonie-hyung would wanna be his first, do you know what he asked me?”

“Wait, his first what?”

“His first alpha. He’s never been with one before.”

Yoongi’s brain shuts down completely for a few seconds because that sort of implies – wait was Jungkook talking about sex? With them?

“Hyung,” Taehyung says, snapping his fingers. “Fantasize later please.”

“That’s not what I’m doing! I just didn’t know that was something Jungkook-ah was thinking about yet. Excuse me for taking a moment to process it,” Yoongi says sarcastically.

“I didn’t know until yesterday either, but the important part of the story is that when I told him Namjoon-hyung would want to be his first, he asked me ‘Do you really think Namjoon-hyung will be interested?’”

Yoongi lets out a laugh. As if there would be any universe where Namjoon wouldn’t want to absolutely wreck Jungkook.

“See, even you think that’s ridiculous! How could Jungkookie not know?”

It does seem pretty strange, but to be fair both Yoongi and Taehyung know Namjoon really well. They’ve all been together for years now, so of course they know all of Namjoon’s tells. Yoongi tries to think back to those early days in college when they had only just started dating. He can remember feeling pretty unsure then about whether or not Namjoon was really interested in him too. Even though Namjoon always pretty plainly stated that he was interested, it took a long time before he was comfortable enough to let Yoongi really see the passion behind it.

“Joon-ah just takes his time with this stuff. He’s probably worried about scaring Jungkook or Jimin off by coming on too strong or something.”

“He didn’t do that with me.”

“Sweetheart, you come on so strong that I doubt you ever gave him a chance to second guess whether you were interested.”

“But he’s still being so obvious! They both are,” Taehyung huffs. “This is dumb and Jungkookie is dumb for not believing me.”

“Well, if all of us are this dumb, maybe you just have a type,” Yoongi jokes. “It seems like you and Jin are the only two who can make sense of all this stuff and do something healthy with it.”

“Hobi-hyung isn’t dumb about it.”

“Okay fair – at least ninety percent of the time. Still leaves at least half of us as idiots though.”

“Shit, maybe I do have a type.”

“So, is that what you’re worried about then?” Yoongi asks, trying to redirect back to the current issue. “You think Jin-hyung is going to be mad because your plan didn’t work?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “I don’t know. Maybe not but… he’s still gonna be upset with me.”

“Well yeah, that’s basically a guarantee if you keep avoiding him. You know the longer you hide, the more upset he’s going to be, right?”

“I know,” Taehyung admits, biting at his lip while his shoulders slump. Yoongi can practically hear the gears turning in his mate’s head as he overthinks this, can see the way that tears start to well up in his eyes as he asks, “Can I please just stay here with you, hyung?”

Him being afraid to talk to Jin when he’s made a mistake isn’t new, but Yoongi hasn’t seen him this worried about it in a long time. Usually Taehyung is pretty good at tackling his problems head on, but when he does decide to avoid something he sure doesn’t half-ass it.

Yoongi pulls him into a hug. “I’m sure it won't be that bad. Want me to talk to him with you?”

“No. I don’t wanna talk. Please?”

How is he supposed to say no? It’s not like he really has any ground to stand on here. In Taehyung’s shoes, he’d probably do the same goddamn thing. The only problem is that Yoongi knows that Taehyung needs to talk to Jin. He’s acting strange – and not the normal kind, but the kind of strange that only Jin seems to really be able to tackle, the kind that means something is really wrong and Taehyung is probably acting out of trauma.

They have instructions for times like this, straight from Jin himself: (1) make sure Taehyung feels safe, and (2) tell Jin so he can help.

Considering he’s just wrapping up his last depressive episode, it feels even more important to take this seriously – but Yoongi can’t just turn him in… Taehyung trusted him enough to come here, and if the tables were turned, he would let Yoongi avoid his problems for at least a day before telling on him. Plus, trying to force him too early could backfire. They’re lucky Taehyung decided to stay in the house. Turning him in could get him anxious enough to flee and then who knows when he would come home. That’s the whole reason for rule number one.

He’s just following the rules.

Well, that’s all there is to it. Yoongi finally gives up and lets out a sigh. “Alright, you can stay here for now. Jin-hyung will come looking for you in here eventually, but I’ll do my best to get you out before that happens, okay?”

“I knew you wouldn’t rat me out. You’re the best.”

“Yeah yeah, whatever. I’ll do what I can.”

Taehyung nods, lips pressing a warm kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “Thank you, hyung.”

They stay cuddled up on the bed for a bit while Taehyung asks about the business trip. Yoongi tells him all about suffering through fancy dinners with Seokjin’s parents and then about the restaurants they tried while they were away. It seems to help Taehyung feel more relaxed, just judging by how his body feels less stiff against Yoongi’s. It’s frustrating not to be able to smell the shifts in his mood, but at least Yoongi isn’t completely inept at reading his mate’s body language. There’s an undercurrent of anxiety from Taehyung even when they’re talking about dumb stuff like Jin’s family and their fixation on table manners – as if he’s just moments away from fleeing.

Yoongi makes a couple of gentle attempts to get Taehyung to talk more about what’s going on, but all it does is make him eye the door and go quiet, changing the subject soon after.

Shit, so much for being good at this…

Eventually he gives up and hands Taehyung a spare tablet he has laying around, telling him to keep an eye on the group chat and occupy himself while Yoongi does some work. Maybe distraction will help Taehyung feel better, and Yoongi has a lot to catch up on too. There are accounts to check on and security reports to look over, not to mention a laundry list of people he’s keeping tabs on that he needs updates for.

All of that work isn’t quite enough to keep him from staring at the live feed of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment for a few minutes first though. Jungkook is already dressed and in the kitchen packing a lunch box (probably heading to work), and Jimin is on the couch in his pajamas looking back and forth between his laptop and a textbook open beside him. Hopefully the two of them are planning to come over soon. If not, maybe he can drop in with lunch or something tomorrow…

He manages about an hour or two of work before Taehyung tugs at his sleeve. “I think Jin-hyung is coming this way soon.”

Shit, Yoongi meant to keep an eye on the group chat too, but he ended up way too focused on his work and forgot about it completely. (No amount of monitors can fix that problem, not that he hasn’t tried.)

[Pack Group Chat]

[Jin]: Well, I have checked all of the obvious places. I might need some help :-(

[Hobi]: sure jinnie just tell us what u need :D

[Jin]: None of you have seen him, have you?

[Namjoon]: Nothing here.

[Hobi]: not here either sorry.

[Jin]: Yoongi are you here?

[Hobi]: if hes working he might not respond.

[Jin]: He might be napping too.

[Namjoon]: Want me to check on him?

~

Well shit. There’s a few minutes between most of the messages, meaning Jin is probably still actively looking around, but Yoongi needs to work fast.

[Yoongi to Hobi]

[Yoongi]: Hey I need a favor.

[Hobi]: sure whatever u need :D

[Yoongi]: Can you distract Joon and Jin-hyung?

[Hobi]: omg hes with u isnt he? :O

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Have they checked your room already?

[Hobi]: yeah jinnie was in here a bit ago. have u tried talking 2 him?

[Yoongi]: Of course I tried. But he seems scared and I couldn't convince him to talk to Jin-hyung. I kept trying to bring it back up but I suck at this.

[Yoongi]: Hoping you might have better luck. Plus I’m not sending him out on his own or who knows when we’ll see him next, so it’s either sending him your way or I have to tell Jin where he is.

[Hobi]: oh taehyungie would not take that well.

[Yoongi]: Exactly. Help me?

[Hobi]: alright. u owe me tho ;D

[Hobi]: scent blocker?

[Yoongi]: Already on.

[Hobi]: k give me five minutes and then send him 2 my room.

[Yoongi]: Thank you, Hoseok-ah.

[Hobi]: ur welcome but im gonna need formal acknowledgment of that favor u owe me for when u try 2 weasel out of it

[Yoongi]: Fine, I formally acknowledge that I owe you one big favor.

[Yoongi]: I’m not gonna like this, am I?

[Hobi]: <3

Notes:

Poor Tae is slipping a bit here, but he can't avoid Jin forever. Next week Hoseok gets to help talk him through some of this, and Jin finds out where his mate is hiding out. See you there :D

Chapter 89: A Delicate Dance

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It’s easy enough for Hoseok to stall the search and get Joonie and Jinnie out of the way for a few minutes by suggesting the three of them do a sweep of the basement. There are a ton of good hiding spots down there but only one staircase, so as long as one of them watches the stairs, they’re guaranteed that Taehyung won't slip out behind them.

Of course, they don’t find anything.

On the way back upstairs, Jin lets out a heavy sigh and says he’s going to take a break to go prep for dinner. It’s obvious that both Namjoon and Jin are getting stressed. Normally Taehyung would at least have his cell phone and be able to communicate that he’s okay, even if he isn’t willing to talk, but this time they don’t even have that reassurance.

Instead, they’re both looking for some other stress relief, Jin by working in the kitchen and Namjoon by opting to go check in on Yoongi. Hoseok would love to just tell them that he knows where Taehyung is, that all he needs is a little time to talk with him first, but it doesn’t seem like Jinnie is in the waiting sort of mood. Plus if what Yoongi said about Taehyung seeming frightened is true, he doesn’t want to risk the possibility of scaring him off. Better to take the time and try to do this right.

All he has to do is convince Taehyung to talk to Jin.

He can’t smell any hint of the omega when he steps back into his room, so either the scent blocker is working or he never made his way here.

“You can come out,” Hoseok says softly into the empty room. “It’s just me.”

There are a couple seconds of silence and then the sound of shuffling from his closet. Hoseok doesn’t move, just stays standing next to his bed and waits as calmly as he can.

The closet door opens slowly, just enough for Taehyung to peek his head out and scan the room. When all he finds is Hoseok, he opens the door the rest of the way and steps out with a little wave, his voice small as he says, “Hi Hobi-hyung.”

It’s abundantly clear that Taehyungie is feeling distressed, even without the ability to smell it on him. He seems smaller, almost like he’s trying to shrink back in on himself, his expression stuck somewhere between fear and exhaustion while his fingers fidget with the hem of his pajama shirt.

It’s rare to see Taehyung afraid of anything, and there’s usually only one person who can help. The rest of them can try, but Jin is the only one who seems able to help him work through fear. Hoseok has a few guesses about why that is (mostly related to Taehyung’s past trauma and how Jin seems to be the one person he trusts to see the ugly parts of that), but now isn’t the time for further speculation.

No matter the circumstances, Hoseok’s heart aches for Taehyung. It’s especially hard to see him looking so worn down after how hard he’s worked to make it through his recent bout of depression.

Hopefully this doesn’t send him tumbling back down.

“Oh honey, you’ve had a rough morning, haven’t you?” Hoseok says, opening his arms in invitation. Taehyung steps forward into the embrace immediately, nodding his head and burying his face into Hoseok’s neck, nosing at his scent gland and letting out a soft little sigh when Hoseok focuses on letting his scent out. “I’m so glad to see you safe.”

“Jin-hyung is really upset, isn’t he?” Taehyung whispers.

“I think he’s more worried than anything. We’re all worried about you. Do you wanna tell me what’s wrong?”

A few beats of silence pass before Taehyung asks, “Hyung, do I have a thing for stupid men?” Hoseok can’t quite hold back the puff of surprised laughter that leaves him, even though it earns him a glare. “Don’t laugh at me! This is serious,” Taehyung whines.

“Sorry, Taehyungie. I just wasn’t expecting that.”

“But do you think it’s true?”

Hoseok has to play this carefully. He knows if he says the wrong thing, Taehyung could clam right up and it will set back his efforts to fix this by at least an hour. “If you want a serious answer, I might need some backstory to understand the question,” he says, watching as Taehyung regards him with something like suspicion, eyes narrowed. “Do you want a snack while you tell me what happened to make you think that?”

Taehyung is silent, but his stomach growls as if on cue.

“Sounds like you’re hungry,” Hoseok says, keeping the focus there rather than on his questions for now. “Wanna see what I have in my snack drawer?”

After a few seconds, Taehyung nods.

Keeping a well stocked selection of snacks in his room has never once let Hoseok down. He knows each of his mate’s favorites and makes sure to keep a variety on hand just for moments like these. With the right combination of words, physical touch, and a good snack, there aren’t many problems he can’t crack wide open.

He lets Taehyung eat with minimal comment, telling him a little bit about their trip and some of the shopping and food they experienced in between the work they had to do. Taehyung asks a couple of questions along the way, but mostly just listens to Hoseok talk while he works through a candy bar and a little bag of Namjoon’s favorite chips.

Even after having some food, Taehyung doesn’t quite look comfortable, posture still rigid as he sits back against the pillows on Hoseok’s bed, staring down at his lap.

Okay, time for the big guns then.

“Do you think if I got out the plushies and some spare blankets, you would wanna make a little nest for us to cuddle in? You always do a better job than when I try to make them for us.”

Hoseok swears he catches just the faintest hint of maple in the air at that suggestion.

Taehyung looks at him and then at the closet before asking quietly, “Are you gonna bring out all the plushies?”

“Do you want them all?” Taehyung nods his head and Hoseok smiles at him. “Then I’ll bring them all out for you.”

It takes the better part of half an hour for Taehyung to get everything situated how he wants, but the process is important for him so Hoseok doesn’t rush it. He watches patiently as Taehyung weaves blankets and pillows and clothing together atop Hoseok’s bed until he is satisfied with the structure.

From there, Hoseok dumps every plushie he owns into the center of it. He has two laundry baskets full of smaller ones that he empties first, but all of the larger ones get tossed one at a time into the nest. Taehyung actually lets out a couple of laughs as he’s drowned in stuffed animals, and the sound makes Hoseok feel a little lighter.

Finally starting to relax. Now it’s just a matter of getting him to talk.

He waits until they’ve both been cuddled up together in the pile of stuffed animals for a couple of minutes before he tries bringing it up again. “Would it be okay if I ask you about what happened yesterday?” he asks, words whispered into Taehyung’s hair. “You don’t have to tell me, but if you do I might be able to help.”

There are a few beats of silence before Taehyung takes a deep breath, warm air tingling against Hoseok’s neck when he exhales. “It’s sort of a long story,” he mumbles.

“I’m not going anywhere, and besides – I want to hear it.”

“I suppose I have to talk about it eventually.” Taehyung squirms even closer to Hoseok, so that their bodies are pressed tight together. “I guess it all started yesterday when Jungkookie texted me asking for advice…”

~~

“That’s basically it,” Taehyung says after explaining the events of the previous night. “I don’t know when Jungkookie and I are gonna have that date night, but I hope it’s soon.”

It’s quite the story. Hoseok only heard the first bit of it at the breakfast table from Namjoon before they were interrupted by Jin’s call, so it’s helpful to hear the rest – especially from Taehyung’s point of view. Although he has to admit that he is very interested to hear about whatever conversation Namjoon and Jungkook had while Taehyung was upstairs, but that’s a thought for later.

Right now he needs to focus on helping Taehyungie feel good enough to talk to Jin.

“I’m willing to bet Jungkook-ah has already forgiven you,” Hoseok says, rubbing a hand up and down Taehyung’s back.

“I hope so.”

“But that isn’t what you’re the most worried about right now, is it?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “Jin-hyung texted me last night and I didn’t know what to do so I ignored it.”

“I’m sure he’ll understand if–”

“It was a Full Name Text, hyung.”

Hoseok gives a low whistle. A Full Name Text is definitely a bigger deal to ignore, but still… “Alright, admittedly that’s a little different, but I still don’t think Jin-hyung will hold it against you if you just talk to him. Things have been extra difficult for you lately. It’s really understandable for you to have gotten overwhelmed and shut down a little after your first little fight with Jungkookie.”

“Maybe… I don’t know.”

“It sounds like maybe you do know,” Hoseok prompts. Whatever’s going on under the surface is for Jin to handle – but this? This is something he’s sure he can help with if Taehyung will talk to him. “If you’re not too worried that Jungkook won’t forgive you, and you’re not afraid that Jinnie will be mad that you ignored him, then what else is there?”

Taehyung doesn’t answer.

“Do you not know exactly what you’re scared of? It’s okay if you don’t.”

There’s another long pause, but Taehyung breaks it this time, his voice coming out quiet and worried. “It’s just… Do you think it was wrong of me? Not tricking Jungkook – I know that was a mistake – but I mean trying to force him and Namjoon-hyung to talk?”

“Is that what you think Jinnie is going to tell you?”

Taehyung nods just a little, his hands clenching tight around the fabric of Hoseok’s shirt. “I think he’s going to tell me to stay out of it, but it’s so hard to watch, hyung. You can see it too, can’t you? They both like each other so much but it’s like they’re too afraid to show it or something and they both end up doing nothing about it and it’s dumb.”

“Is that why you asked me if I think you like stupid men?”

“Yoongi-hyung said maybe I have a type. He was joking, but what if he’s right?”

Hoseok huffs out a laugh. That sounds exactly like something Yoongi would say. “I really don’t think you have a type, and if you do it’s not the romantic stupidity that’s attracting you. It’s not that abnormal for people to struggle with this stuff.”

“Well that’s one less thing to worry about I suppose,” Taehyung says, finally pulling back a little to make eye contact. He looks so drained – none of the usual sparkle to his eyes at all, which stings extra hard when he’s only recently started showing it again. “I just want them to talk about it. Everything would be fine if they would just talk and actually say what they mean.”

“Yeah, you’re right, but it might take them a while to figure that out.” Taehyung frowns at his words and Hoseok reaches out to cup his face, thumb brushing his cheek. “Sometimes it’s a lot easier to see the solution from the outside, isn’t it, baby?”

Taehyung leans into his touch and sighs. “I guess.”

“Like right now, I know you need to talk to Jin-hyung.”

“I do… I know I do, but I don’t know what he’ll say. Plus I screwed up twice and–”

“Honey, Jinnie isn’t going to care how many mistakes you make, but he is going to care that you’re afraid to talk to him about them.”

Taehyung looks at him with wide, wet eyes and a pout on his lips, but Hoseok doesn’t budge – just keeps looking back at him with his best encouraging smile.

And it works.

“Okay,” Taehyung concedes after a few seconds of silence. “I’ll talk to him, but can I stay here for just a little longer?”

“As long as you let me message the group chat so they know you’re safe, then I’m sure they’ll be willing to give us a few minutes.”

Taehyung nods and Hoseok pulls out his phone. There have been more messages in the last hour, but he doesn’t pay any attention to those.

[Pack Group Chat]

[Hobi]: hey u can quit looking now. taehyungie is safe with me :)

[Jin]: Where are you? I’m coming to get him and we are going to have a talk.

[Namjoon]: Oh good, I’m glad you found him.

[Hobi]: wait i just got him 2 agree 2 talk with u on the condition that we get to cuddle a little longer.

[Hobi]: he’s got a little nest built in my bed so u might wanna talk 2 him here.

[Jin]: How long do you need?

[Hobi]: give us fifteen minutes?

[Jin]: Okay.

[Hobi]: just knock when u get here and we can trade off. i can go bug yoongles or something while u use my room

[Namjoon]: On that note: Hoseok, will you collect Yoongi and make your way upstairs once you’ve handed off Taehyung and taken care of anything else you need to?

[Hobi]: oh?

[Namjoon]: Oh.

[Hobi]: sure thing see u soon ;)

*******

Seokjin is stress cooking – or in this case stress baking – because if he doesn’t find something productive to do, he will just keep wandering the house looking for someone he knows he won’t be able to find. It’s quite frustrating. The same skills that make Taehyung the very best at what he does also make him a nightmare to track down when he wants to hide. Seokjin should know better than to try to find him by now, but he has never been able to stop himself from looking.

Years ago, there were times Taehyung would hide away for days without a word. Seokjin had hated every moment of not knowing where he was or if he was safe. Thankfully they’ve mostly managed to curb that behavior by repeatedly demonstrating that no matter what happens, nobody is ever going to hurt him or turn him away, but sometimes Taehyung still needs to hide for a little while.

The lingering scent of his distress in their bedroom this morning was a dead giveaway that today would be one of those times.

It’s a defense mechanism, one learned from years of abuse and only aggravated by his recent depression. Just one more reason that Seokjin sometimes wishes Taehyung’s parents were still alive so he could kill them himself, or hire someone to make their lives a living hell, or–

Cookies. He’s baking cookies.

He follows Jimin’s chocolate chip cookie recipe to the letter, putting all of his focus into getting it right. (Thankfully, Jimin is happy to answer the few texts he sends with questions along the way.)

Every time his phone makes a sound, he rushes to check it. Mostly there isn’t anything important, just a few updates saying nobody has seen Taehyung yet, but that’s about it – at least until he’s just about to stick the cookies in the oven, and Hoseok messages the group chat.

He could nearly weep with relief knowing that Taehyung is safe in Hoseok’s room and willing to talk. As the tension slowly drains out of his body, it starts to hit him just how on edge he really is. It must be the combination of being away from the house recently on top of worrying so much about Taehyung, especially considering he was still in the tail end of his depressive episode when Seokjin had left on the trip.

Surely it will help to actually see Taehyung.

Before that though, he has fifteen minutes to kill. To be entirely honest, he’s more than ready to just pop the cookies in the fridge and deal with them later, but it would be a shame not to finish what he’s started, especially when they only take about thirteen minutes to bake.

When he makes his way to Hoseok’s room, it’s with a plate of still steaming cookies in hand. Taehyung likely hasn’t had a proper meal all day. While cookies won’t offer him much in the way of nutrition, they should function well as a sort of peace offering at least, something to ease his nerves and indicate that he is not being punished.

Cookies are far from the only thing Seokjin brings with him, and when Hoseok opens the door his eyes are immediately drawn to the backpack slung over Seokjin’s shoulder, letting out a chuckle. “Did you pack an overnight bag?” he asks, stepping out into the hall and shutting the door to give them a little privacy.

“I had fifteen minutes to occupy and I wasn’t entirely sure what I was walking into. I simply wanted to be prepared. Is he alright?”

Hoseok nods. “He’s okay. Stressed, overwhelmed, and a bit frightened, but I think he’ll feel a lot better once he sees you – or at least once you’ve had a chance to talk.”

“Thank you, Hoseok-ah. There are fresh cookies on the stove. I’m not sure I’ll be cooking dinner tonight, so you should take a couple upstairs with you. Make sure Yoongi-yah gets something to eat before you two tire him out too much.”

“Sure thing,” Hoseok says with a grin. “If we order in later, we’ll get some for you guys too. Take good care of him, hyung.”

Once Hoseok leaves to go find Yoongi, Seokjin doesn’t waste any more time and heads right into the room.

For as frustrated and on edge as he’s felt all day, it’s almost surprising how quickly it all melts away at the mere sight of Taehyung. He’s sitting perfectly safe in the middle of a nest built atop Hoseok’s bed, facing away from the door and tossing small plushies one by one into a laundry basket beside the bed. (There’s another laundry basket next to it that’s already full. It would appear Hoseok had to bring out the entire collection in his efforts to settle Taehyung.)

There are hints of Hoseok’s scent in the room, but not even a little of Taehyung’s. Seokjin suspected that he might have worn scent blocker to make himself harder to find in the house. In fact, finding the bottle of it out on the counter in his and Namjoon’s bathroom was the only reason he’d been relatively sure that Taehyung was even still in the house.

If he’d gone out, there would have been little point in wasting time on that.

At the soft sound of the door closing Taehyung goes still, head tilting back as he takes an audible breath through his nose. His messy black curls bounce atop his head when he turns to look over his shoulder, eyes briefly meeting Seokjin’s before turning back away.

“Hi, hyung,” Taehyung says, just barely loud enough to be heard.

“Hello, darling.” Seokjin steps a little closer to the bed, but still well out of arm’s reach. “A few too many stuffed animals in the nest?”

Taehyung tosses another one into the laundry basket. “I know you like it less cluttered. I thought… I just wanted it to be nice for you.”

“It looks lovely,” Seokjin offers. Taehyung might not be in heat, but he will still appreciate having his nest complimented. His scent would probably spike if he wasn’t wearing the blocker, but it’s alright – Seokjin doesn’t need his scent to know he’s said the right thing. “Is there anything you’d like me to help with?”

Again, Taehyung looks over his shoulder, holding Seokjin’s gaze this time. “You aren’t yelling at me.”

“I wasn’t intending to. Oh, I have something you might want,” he says, reaching his free hand into his pocket and fishing out Taehyung’s phone, which he holds out in offering. “You have messages from Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah.”

Taehyung doesn’t move. “What did they say?”

“I didn’t check.”

“Why not?”

“Because violating your privacy was extremely low on my list of priorities,” Seokjin says, smiling and holding the phone out a little further. “If you take your phone, I can set these cookies down and help you clean out any other plushies you don’t want in your nest at the moment.”

Taehyung is slow to reach out, cautious like he expects betrayal – which he probably does. Luckily, Seokjin already knows it has nothing to do with him and everything to do with Taehyung’s past. It’s a side of his mate that very few people ever get to see, something incredibly vulnerable. Seokjin is honored to be trusted with it, and he never intends to betray that trust.

He’ll give Taehyung all the time he needs.

Once he does finally take the phone, Taehyung quickly turns away again to hunch over the device. Seokjin uses the time to deposit the plate of cookies onto Hoseok’s nightstand (easily within Taehyung’s reach), then he slips his backpack off his shoulder and sets it onto the edge of the bed. It’s still outside the raised wall of blankets and pillows that make up the nest, but it should be easily accessible when he’s ready for it.

“Did you bake?” Taehyung asks quietly.

“I did. It’s Jimin’s recipe, but it was my first time making them so I’m hoping they turned out well. I brought them for you, so maybe you can give the final verdict on how I fared.”

Finally, Taehyung rearranges himself in the nest, turning to face Seokjin with his phone clutched in one hand and a whale shaped plushie held tight against his chest with the other. His body language is still guarded, between the stuffed animal held like a shield and the line of tension visible even as he reclines against the back of the nest, almost as if he’s trying to sink into it.

It’s a delicate dance when he’s like this, but Seokjin knows all the steps by heart.

Seokjin acts like he hasn’t noticed a thing, standing his ground and giving a warm smile. “It looks like you’ve picked a favorite for tonight,” he says, gesturing to the stuffed whale. “Would you like to keep the rest in the nest too?”

Taehyung looks down at the nest, eyes scanning the remaining plushies before he shakes his head. “No. I think I want them out.”

Possibly a little overstimulated? Cleaning out the nest will help, and maybe dimming the lighting as well.

“Do you mind if I shut the curtains?” Seokjin asks. Taehyung shakes his head. “Alright, it will only take a moment.” He keeps his movements slow and easy to follow, pulling the curtains closed and turning on Hoseok’s bedside lamp instead. It bathes the room in a soft orange glow rather than the harsh afternoon sunlight. “Much better. Can I help you with the rest of the plushies as well?”

Taehyung takes a few seconds to think about it, but eventually nods.

Seokjin starts with the ones closest to the edge of the nest, placing them one at a time into the baskets and carefully avoiding any sudden movements. It’s slow work, but infinitely rewarding when he gets to watch Taehyung’s body language grow less tense by the moment. Once all the plushies have been rounded up, he goes to return the laundry baskets to their home in Hoseok’s closet. When he turns back around, he is pleased to find Taehyung biting into one of the cookies.

“They came out good, hyung.” The quiet compliment paired with the tiny smile on the omega’s face as he chews leaves Seokjin’s chest feeling full and warm with pride.

“I’m glad you think so.”

“Are you going to eat one too?”

“Sure.”

Seokjin reaches for the plate but Taehyung frowns and pulls it away. “Not out there,” he mumbles.

Wonderful. He’s secured his invitation. “Ah, of course. My mistake. Where would you like me?” Taehyung pats the bed next to himself and Seokjin gingerly climbs into the spot, taking care not to touch Taehyung just yet. For his efforts, he is handed a cookie.

They did turn out pretty good, though not quite as nice as when Jimin makes them. Still it’s hard to find too much fault in a chocolate chip cookie that is still warm and gooey from the oven – plus for a first attempt, he’s very pleased with the outcome. Next time, he’ll do even better.

When they’ve both finished, Taehyung stares down into his lap and frowns again.

“Is there anything I can do for you, darling?”

The omega shakes his head, still frowning at his lap, and Seokjin doesn’t push it. They have plenty of time – all night if that’s what it takes – and besides it’s no trouble for him to relax in a nest with his mate, especially after a whole day spent stressed out and searching. So he waits.

A few minutes later, Taehyung lets out a sigh and whispers, “I hate this.”

“What do you hate?”

“I want–” he stops, biting at his lip for a moment before trying again. “I don’t feel good. All of my clothes feel itchy, everything is still too bright, and I hate that I don’t smell right.” He grips the stuffed whale tighter and drops his head against it. “It’s all too much and I don’t know how to fix it…”

“May I offer a few suggestions?” Taehyung makes a non-committal grunt in response that Seokjin chooses to interpret as a yes. “I could run you a bath if you like.”

“Don’t wanna go out there.”

“I’m sure Hoseok-ah wouldn’t mind at all if you used his tub.” Seokjin pauses, deciding to continue once he’s sure there’s no argument from Taehyung. “He has candles in the bathroom, so we could light one of those to keep it easy on your eyes. I may have also brought you a change of clothes – one of the softer outfits you favor in preheat.”

When Taehyung lifts his head and looks at Seokjin, there are tears clinging to his lashes. “You… You really did that?”

“Of course. There’s a change of clothes and some of your bath products in my bag, just over there. Will you let me go run you a bath?”

As soon as Taehyung nods, Seokjin climbs out of the nest with a smile on his face to go and get things ready in the bathroom. Hoseok doesn’t have quite as large of a tub as the main floor bathroom down the hall, but it’s perfectly serviceable and already stocked with several unscented candles.

Once the bath is running, he heads out to retrieve his bag. Taehyung is typing on his phone, probably finally responding to some of his missed messages from earlier in the day – just as well since the tub will take a while to fill. He gets everything set up as nice as he can, laying out all of Taehyung’s bath products he thought to pack, as well as some clothing options, and then lighting one of the candles to provide just enough light to bathe by.

“The bath is ready for you,” Seokjin says, standing at the edge of the bed.

Taehyung reaches out and Seokjin offers a hand to assist him in climbing out of the nest, not missing the fact that he is now permitted to touch, but opting to simply keep holding hands as he leads his mate to the bathroom.

“Thank you, hyung.”

“Anything for you. Would you prefer to go alone or would you like company?”

“Alone I think. I’ll be out soon.”

“Take as much time as you want,” Seokjin says. “I’ll be here when you’re finished.”

As soon as the bathroom door closes, Seokjin is back in motion. Taehyung ate one of the cookies but left the rest untouched, so maybe sugar isn’t what he’s craving. Heading back to the kitchen is a fairly safe gamble so long as he hurries back – or he can message Hoseok with instructions for a takeout order whenever those three finish up their fun.

~~

By the time Taehyung emerges from the bathroom, Seokjin is incredibly pleased with his progress. The room is completely dark except for the two candles he’s lit, one on Hoseok’s dresser, and the other on the nightstand. He opted to get in on the group takeout order rather than risk taking the time to cook, but did make a quick excursion to the living room for one of the soft blankets from the couch. (And maybe a few other blankets and pillows too, but who’s counting?)

With how little Hoseok’s room actually smells like him, the wave of maple that flows out when the bathroom door opens is especially strong – and it’s such a relief to finally be able to smell his mate. Taehyung himself is still damp, dressed in a pajama bottoms and an oversized black t-shirt that Seokjin is fairly certain was stolen from Yoongi’s collection. It’s been washed so many times that it’s become thin and a little faded but also incredibly soft, the stretched out neckline hanging low enough to show collarbone.

He already looks less stressed than before.

“You were busy,” Taehyung remarks, looking around the room.

“Just a few things to hopefully make you more comfortable. Would you like to come join me?” Seokjin gestures to the spot next to him inside the nest, offering Taehyung a helping hand when he does decide to climb in next to him.

“You brought more blankets.”

“I thought you might appreciate having some that smelled like all of us. If it’s too much, I can set them out in the hall.”

“No don’t,” Taehyung says, quickly gathering the blanket up against his chest. “You’re right – I like them being here.”

Seokjin can’t help but smile. He knew Taehyung would appreciate the blanket, but it’s still nice to hear. “Okay, then it stays. May I ask if you’re feeling any better?”

“Mhmm.” Taehyung gives a short little nod before pausing, gaze drifting to the abandoned whale plushie and then back to Seokjin. “Do you wanna… Can we cuddle, hyung?”

Chosen over the plushie – another victory.

“There’s nothing I would love more,” Seokjin answers honestly, slipping an arm around Taehyung and pulling him in close. “Would you like me to scent you?”

“Please,” Taehyung breathes, tipping his head to allow Seokjin better access. He lets out the tiniest little whine at the first touch to his scent gland, followed by shaky breaths as Seokjin’s tongue drags over the skin. Eventually he whispers a barely audible, “Missed you, hyung.”

“I missed you too, so much,” Seokjin answers. He cradles the back of Taehyung’s head and plants a few kisses on his temple.

It’s wonderful to finally have Taehyung close again, pressed warm against his chest and smelling sweet and content after such a stressful day. He’s not sure how much sleep the omega has had today, so he’s prepared to keep quiet for a while and give him a chance to nap in the secure environment of the nest.

As it turns out, Taehyung has other plans.

“Are we gonna talk about what I did?” he asks, voice shaking just the slightest – apparently still a little scared.

“If that’s what you want.”

“Wanna get it over with.”

“Alright. Would you like to know what Namjoon-ah told me first?” Taehyung doesn’t verbally answer, but he does give a couple of nods. “He told me that Jungkook-ah asked you for advice and that you tried to help by getting him to talk to Namjoon-ah.”

“I tricked him,” Taehyung admits. “I should have talked to him instead but I didn’t even try that first.”

“You made a mistake.”

Taehyung flinches at the words.

“I know,” he answers, voice strained and barely audible. His body goes almost completely rigid, still as a statue while he braces for an impact that won't come, not even daring to breathe.

Seokjin’s heart breaks to see him this way. It’s been a long time since he’s seen Taehyung quite like this – stuck so deep in a trauma response that he’s genuinely afraid of his own mates. Again, Seokjin is struck by the desire to raise Taehyung’s parents from the dead so he can have a word with them, but that line of thinking doesn’t solve anything happening right now.

“Darling, you aren’t in trouble,” Seokjin assures him. “It was an accident. I’m sure now that you know Jungkook-ah didn’t appreciate that, you’ll just talk to him next time instead. These kinds of mistakes are guaranteed in any relationship – all you can do is learn from them and move forward.”

A few seconds pass before Taehyung finally takes another slow breath, body going just the slightest bit less tense against Seokjin’s. “That’s it? You’re really… You aren’t mad at me?”

“Not at all. I have no reason to be angry at you.”

“But I didn’t tell you, and then–” Taehyung cuts himself off with a sniffle. “Then I hid from you.”

“You did, yes – but I’m not angry about either of those things. Even if I was, we would talk about them just like we talk about the rest of our problems, remember?”

This is what finally seems to break through to Taehyung. His body language changes almost immediately, muscles relaxing as he cuddles in closer, pulling the blanket over both of them and letting out a low little sob into Seokjin’s chest. It isn’t long before he starts to cry in earnest, scent swinging back and forth between distress and relief as he lets go.

It’s exactly what he needs.

“That’s it, darling,” Seokjin says, rubbing at Taehyung’s back and pressing kisses into his hair. “Let it out. Hyung will take care of you.”

~~

A significant amount of cuddling, reassurances, and tissues later, Taehyung slowly starts to gather himself again. His breathing evens out over the next few minutes, body no longer wracked by sobs and tremors, and his scent begins to settle into something more neutral.

It was a very big cry – likely long overdue.

Taehyung is usually good at crying in the moment if something sad happens, but anything that isn’t handled immediately (or anything too complicated to deal with) tends to get bottled up for times like this one. As hard as they are, these points where he gets entirely overwhelmed do at least serve a purpose. It’s important for him to let these feelings out.

While they've done a considerable amount of work on more healthy emotional processing, there’s still room to improve. It’s fine though. There’s nowhere Seokjin would rather be than helping one of his mates grow.

He doesn’t push Taehyung to talk, just lets him cuddle in closer and bury his face in Seokjin’s neck, the wet remnants of tears smearing on his skin.

What finally breaks the silence some time later is the sound of three soft knocks at the door. Taehyung tenses a little at the sound, but Seokjin knows who it is just from the knock pattern.

“It’s alright, love,” Seokjin soothes. “It’s just Hoseok-ah dropping off some dinner, but nobody is going to come in here right now. Give me just a moment to go collect it, okay?”

“What did we get?”

“Namjoon-ah’s favorite soup dumplings and some sides,” Seokjin answers as he climbs out of the nest. “And before you ask, yes I ordered you some of the pork ones.”

Taehyung smiles. “Thank you, hyung.”

Hoseok was kind enough to bring them food and utensils, leaving them set out on a tray in the hall along with a couple bottles of water. Taehyung is grateful for the food, explaining that all he’s had today is the cookie and snacks with Hoseok (better than nothing, but far from ideal – Seokjin will make something extra nutritious for breakfast tomorrow).

Over the course of their meal, Taehyung recovers quite well. The food gives them something else to talk about, and the distraction seems to work remarkably well as a way for him to recenter himself. He even laughs at a couple of Seokjin’s jokes – a sure sign that he’s in better spirits.

Taehyung pulls Seokjin back down for cuddles as soon as their meal is over and the remnants have been cleared out of the nest. “Thank you, hyung,” he says, squeezing Seokjin tight. “I think… I was already really worried yesterday, then I had a nightmare last night and… My head went to a bad place and I didn’t realize how bad it was until you got here. I’m sorry I was afraid of you – I know you wouldn’t ever hurt me.”

Seokjin returns the embrace, holding Taehyung tight. “You don’t ever have to apologize for that, darling. I would never take it personally, and it means so much to me that you let me see it so I can help you. You really have come so far.”

Seokjin means every word. Taehyung is far cry from the nearly feral boy who climbed through his bedroom window with the intention of killing him all those years ago. Sometimes it blows his mind to think of how much that one night changed his entire life. It’s probably not normal to be so thankful for an attempt on his life, but being normal has never been one of Seokjin’s main concerns.

Better to be happy than normal, and he is a very happy man.

~~

“Did Namjoon-hyung tell you about his talk with Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks some time later.

“He mentioned it a little while we were looking for you this morning, yes. It sounds like it was a productive discussion. Why do you ask?”

Taehyung sighs, shaking his head. “Because my plan was a complete failure, so I wanted to know how he felt about it. Good to know that Joonie-hyung has literally no clue.”

“Namjoon-ah is under the impression that the conversation went quite well.”

“Well he’s wrong.”

“Can you tell me why he’s wrong?”

“S’easier if you just – here,” Taehyung says, pulling out his phone and tapping at the screen before passing it to Seokjin. It’s open to his messages with Jungkook, starting late yesterday afternoon.

As he reads through the messages, it becomes abundantly clear exactly what Taehyung’s goal was and why he feels like he's fallen short. While it might be incredibly obvious to all of them that Namjoon is every bit as enchanted with Jimin and Jungkook as he is with the rest of the pack, it clearly doesn’t look that way to Jungkook.

This really isn’t a surprise. Namjoon is still worried about scaring them off if he lets on just how strong his affections and desires really are, but in the process of trying to hide it he’s ended up overcompensating. And while Seokjin has made attempts to steer him towards more openness and honesty, he hasn’t had too much success. Namjoon is almost frighteningly smart by most metrics, but he’s just as prone to getting trapped by his own insecurities and worries as anyone else.

“I see now,” Seokjin says. “You were hoping that this would prompt them to be more direct with each other?”

“Is that wrong?” Taehyung asks, voice just a little quieter.

“Not at all. Were you worried I would tell you it was?” Taehyung nods and Seokjin pulls him in closer. “Darling, you care so much about both of them that you wanted to do something to help. There’s nothing wrong with that at all.”

“But I messed everyth–”

“Your plan wasn’t perfect, but you were trying to do something good,” Seokjin corrects. He takes his position as Taehyung’s moral compass very seriously, and there’s no way he’s going to let him feel bad for trying to take care of their mates – not now and not ever. “I’ve been trying to guide Namjoon-ah to be more open about his desires as well.”

“You have?”

“With very little success, I might add. Maybe if we work together on it we’ll have more luck?”

“Yes! Hyung, you’re a genius.” Taehyung pulls back with a grin on his face. “Let’s do it! Between your people skills and my complete lack of shame there’s no way we can fail.”

“Alright. Perhaps some more subtle routes to start. I’ll prod more directly at Namjoon-ah and you can work on Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah for now? Figure out where they’re at and we can go from there.”

Taehyung nods eagerly. “Gathering intel. I can totally do that. This is going to go way better – I can feel it. We’re basically unstoppable together.”

“Yes we are,” Seokjin agrees, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek. “I have the utmost confidence in both of us.”

Notes:

Next week we're going to wrap up Taehyung's arc, starting with his makeup date with Jungkook, and ending with a little something spicy to set the stage for the future ;D

PS: I know the full length Wednesday chapters have kind of dropped off lately. I haven't had quite as much time to write extra chapters and edit them the past couple of months, but they will be back more frequently when I get ahead again. Until then, I do have a couple of shorter interludes coming up in the next few chapters, so we'll at least have some mini Wednesday updates to look forward to :)

Chapter 90: A Little Push

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating again this week.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Honestly, Jungkook already forgave Taehyung basically as soon as he apologized. Maybe he would have been more upset if the conversation with Namjoon-hyung had gone badly, but even then it's not the sort of thing he's going to hold a grudge over. Taehyung says he won't do it again, and Jungkook believes him.

But that doesn't mean he's not gonna enjoy their apology date night.

Taehyung shows up with pizza and a six pack of some fancy looking beer, his smile carrying just the smallest hint of caution as he gingerly sets everything down and steps into Jungkook's arms. “I'm sorry, Jungkookie,” he says, arms squeezing tight. “Thanks for letting me make it up to you.”

“Completely forgiven, hyung. It's okay, and I'm sorry I snapped at you too.”

“Don’t worry. I put you in a stressful position.”

“I appreciate you apologizing, and I appreciate you agreeing to this date night even more. Wanna get that pizza opened up while I put in our movie?”

After a long exaggerated sigh, Taehyung presses a kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland. “Sure, what am I complaining my way through today?”

“Umm, hold on. I’ve got it right here.”

Taehyung lets out a groan when Jungkook shows him the cover of the martial arts film they’re going to watch. “How old is that? You know I get hives if I watch anything made before 2000.”

“That’s not true. You literally watch stuff older than that all the time, hyung. Anyway, Enter The Dragon was released in 1973, and it’s a classic apparently. It’s Bruce Lee so you know it’s gonna be good! No phones allowed either – you gotta watch the whole thing with me.” Jungkook finishes by busting out his best pout before Taehyung can even open his mouth to argue.

It works.

“Alright, fine. But I’m definitely gonna need cuddles to make it through this.”

“Pizza first, cuddles after?”

“Yeah, let’s eat before it gets cold.”

True to his word, Taehyung does complain throughout the movie, but Jungkook can tell that he’s enjoying it even if he’s trying to pretend he isn’t. His eyes are glued unblinking to the screen during some of the more intense fight sequences, and he even praises some of the stunt work. Jungkook does his part too, pulling Taehyung close after the pizza is gone and not letting him go until the end credits roll.

“Alright, that actually wasn’t that bad,” Taehyung concedes. “It was still old, but at least they had good fight scenes instead of just those weird Matrix-style moves that all the movies now do.”

“Yeah! Bruce Lee was so cool! Maybe we can watch some of his other–”

“No thanks,” Taehyung interrupts, letting out a laugh. “Only one punishment film per argument.”

“I thought it wasn’t that bad?”

“Considering the circumstances, sure. Listen, Yoongi-hyung or Namjoon-hyung would probably love to watch more of these with you. I’ll stick to doing other fun stuff with you instead. Speaking of which, I’m pretty sure I promised you some Overwatch too – or any other game you want. I brought my laptop.”

Jungkook can’t help but laugh at the swift change of subject (and he makes a mental note to propose a movie night to Yoongi-hyung and Namjoon-hyung). “Okay,” he agrees. “Video games it is.”

~~

A few hours later, Jungkook has polished off the beer Taehyung brought him, and he’s tipsy enough that his aim is getting kind of bad. As soon as their latest match ends, he sets his laptop aside and stretches his arms above his head, enjoying the satisfying little crack from his back.

“You want another drink, Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks. He’s had a couple of wine coolers himself (from Jimin’s stash), and his cheeks are a tiny bit flushed from them. He’s so pretty. By this point, Jungkook should probably be used to it, but he definitely isn’t.

He shakes his head and grabs Taehyung's laptop too, setting it on the coffee table next to his and then lying back over Taehyung’s lap with a satisfied little hum. “M’good. Tipsy already. You look pretty, hyung.”

Taehyung smiles down at him, letting out a cute giggle and brushing the hair back from Jungkook’s forehead. “Oh, you are a little tipsy, aren’t you, baby? You’re all flushed.”

“Mhmm. So are you. Pretty.”

“Glad you think so. You look pretty too. Kind of hard to kiss you about it when you’re all the way down there though.”

The words have Jungkook curling upward right away, lifting himself far enough that Taehyung has no trouble at all leaning down and slotting their lips together. It feels good. Taehyung’s lips are warm and insistent against his, tongue dipping inside his mouth while fingers card through his hair. It’s the sort of kiss that’s easy to get lost in anyways, but with how relaxed and content Jungkook feels right now, it’s like it takes up every bit of processing power his brain has.

Eventually, Taehyung pulls back from the kiss, letting out a breathy little laugh as his hand strokes over Jungkook’s stomach. “Can feel you shaking, Jungkookie. How long are you gonna try and hold that position?”

Honestly, Jungkook hadn’t even noticed that he was essentially holding himself in a crunch for the duration of the kiss, his hands far too preoccupied touching Taehyung’s hair and rubbing over his scent gland to be wasted on holding himself up. Taehyung is right. He’s definitely shaking. “Oh,” he says, lowering himself back down over Taehyung’s legs. “I wasn’t really paying attention.”

“God, you’re so fucking cute. If I hadn’t been meaning to talk to you, I’d definitely have to pin you down for more kissing.”

“We can’t do both?” Jungkook asks, already excited at the prospect of more kissing, and at the thought of Taehyung holding him down for it. He puts on his widest grin and smiles up at Taehyung. “I can multitask, hyung.”

“You say that, but I know for a fact that your head goes empty the second something feels good enough.”

“It does not.”

“Bullshit,” Taehyung says, giving a poke to Jungkook’s ribs. “I’ve literally watched it happen – and it’s so goddamn hot. Either way, even if you somehow could multitask like that, I definitely couldn’t.”

Now that Jungkook has had a tiny bit of time after their kiss to get his head back on straight (because Taehyung is right, even if Jungkook doesn’t want to admit it), he can concede that maybe it would be easier to talk first and kiss later. Then again, maybe they could switch the order and kiss first, then once they get it out of their system, they could–

“You’re thinking too hard,” Taehyung comments, looking down at him with something close to a smirk on his face. “It’s so cute when you’re trying to figure out how to get your way – even if it isn’t going to work.”

“Okay, okay,” Jungkook agrees, pulling himself out of Taehyung’s lap and sitting up straight. “No more kissing until we talk about… whatever it is you wanna talk about. Although, are you okay if we put that on hold for like two minutes while I grab a snack and a glass of water?”

“Yeah, that’s good with me. I’ll have whatever you’re having. Unless it’s something weird.”

“Ice cream?”

“Hell yes. Chocolate syrup and – actually, I’ll just come decorate mine with you.”

The two of them end up taking longer than two minutes, though that’s mostly because it takes them a while to pull out every snack that could conceivably be tasty on top of their ice cream. They end up with a mix of salty and (mostly) sweet options – various cookies, fruits, nuts, syrups, and even some potato chips. What starts as a quest for ice cream quickly progresses into Jungkook pulling out the blender and the two of them making four different shakes to share between them.

It’s fun. Making ridiculous snacks with Taehyung always is – but more than that, it gives him a chance to sober up a tiny bit and get his head out of the gutter. He’s still not sure what Taehyung wants to talk about, but he’s sure that ice cream will help.

Ice cream always helps.

Taehyung is especially fond of the chocolate creation he comes up with, full of bits of candy and cookies, while Jungkook ends up keeping the banana shake for himself. They bring the two remaining shakes with them, but set them aside for later.

Sitting on the couch with a shake in one hand and a bag of chips in another, Jungkook decides it’s probably time to circle back to their conversation. “So, what are we talking about, hyung?” he asks, dipping a potato chip into his shake.

“You feeling up to a chat? I didn’t realize you drank all of those beers until I saw you swaying on our way to the kitchen.”

“Yeah, m’good. Definitely tipsy, but we've been hanging out for a while so at least I spaced them out a bit – and ate a lot of pizza. Thank you, by the way. Everything was really good.”

Silence falls between them while Jungkook dips another couple of chips and shovels them into his mouth, only looking up after he realizes that a few seconds have passed with no response. He finds Taehyung staring back at him with an amused smile, his teeth on display as he just stares.

Jungkook swallows and reaches up to wipe his mouth. “Something on my face?”

“No, I just don't think I've ever seen you this tipsy before, and you're really goddamn cute.”

“Those beers definitely had a higher percentage of alcohol than what I usually get. I probably should have slowed down a tiny bit more.”

“Glad you liked them. A good enough apology?” Taehyung asks. “Or am I still making it up to you?”

“I meant what I said earlier. I already forgave you, and I really appreciate you spending time with me tonight. It's been a lot of fun.”

“I'm having fun too. I guess I just wanted to make sure of where we stood before bringing up your conversation with Namjoon-hyung again.”

“Is that what we're talking about?” Jungkook eats one last handful of chips and then sets the bag aside, determined to focus on wherever Taehyung wants to take this conversation. “Did Namjoon-hyung say something?”

“Not exactly. It's more like I'm curious what he didn't say.”

“I don't think I follow.”

Taehyung takes a long sip of his shake and then sets it on the coffee table, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his crossed legs. “Okay, so here's the thing. I know you and Joonie-hyung talked the other night, and I just want to start with you confirming some stuff for me. You told him what we talked about, right? Like about sex with the hyungs and it being your first time with an alpha?”

“Yeah. And what you said about how he would wanna be my first,” Jungkook mumbles the last bit, fighting the urge to look away in embarrassment.

“And Namjoon-hyung told you he would like that, right?”

“I mean, he said it was up to me who my first was, but when I asked him if he wanted to, he said yes. Why are we talking about this?”

“I'm asking because it seems like you might still be a little unsure about how much he wants to, and I really wanna understand why. How about this: On a scale of one to ten, how bad do you think Joonie wants to fuck you?”

Hyung,” Jungkook whines, letting his shake rest in his lap and covering his face with his hands. “That's embarrassing.”

“Why?”

“Because I don't even know if he really wants to all that bad at all.”

“So if a one is him doing it because he likes you enough and you want him to, and a ten is him wanting it so bad that he doesn't even know how to express it – you're leaning towards what? Like a three? Maybe even lower?”

“I don't know. Like… I know Namjoon-hyung likes me a lot, and he definitely thinks I'm at least reasonably attractive. I want to think it's higher, but it's just… He always seems like he's right at the edge of what he's comfortable with. Sometimes it feels like he wants to get closer, but most of the time he's the one pulling away.” Jungkook's hands have dropped away from his face now. He's been thinking about this a lot recently, and now that he's opened his mouth it's like he can't stop talking. “He's never said he doesn't want me – he even said he does the other night – and you and the other hyungs tell me how much he's apparently going to go crazy over me but… It all just feels like words at this point.”

“Oh my god, finally something I can work with – okay.”

“You can work with that?”

“Yeah, cause now I actually know what's going on in your head. So you're right about one thing for sure. Namjoon-hyung is definitely right at the edge of what he can handle most of the time, but it's not the edge you think it is,” Taehyung says, a wide grin on his face. “He just wants you so much that he's scared of it.”

Jungkook narrows his eyes, tilting his head at Taehyung, unsure. “Namjoon-hyung is… scared? Of me? That doesn't feel right at all.”

“That's because he isn't scared of you. I can guarantee you he is scared of what his alpha instincts want him to do to you. Just a pretty little omega, always so goddamn eager and open to everything. He's–”

“M'not little though,” Jungkook interrupts. “Not like you and Jiminie.”

“You might not be little like that – which is hot as fuck by the way. I love the way you look, and I know literally the entire rest of the pack feels the same. Either way though, he's still gonna treat you just as small and precious as he would treat me or Jiminie.”

Jungkook wants that. Wants to be Namjoon's. Wants to be treated like some delicate little thing even though he isn't really delicate in the way people expect for an omega. Not that he doesn't like being bigger – he definitely does. There would be no point spending all that time in the gym if these weren't the results he wanted, but he still wants to feel small sometimes, like when Jiminie lets him be good, or when Yoongi-hyung held him in his lap that day in front of Taehyung and Hobi-hyung, jerking him off like he was just some tiny pretty thing made to be looked at and–

“Your scent is going all sweet,” Taehyung says, taking a long breath in through his nose. “Tell me what you’re thinking?”

“Like feeling small sometimes,” Jungkook admits. It takes him a few more seconds to figure out where he’s going with that thought, but Taehyung just waits patiently until Jungkook starts talking again. “I like the thought of feeling that way with Namjoon-hyung, and I really like the idea of him being my first too. I just wish… If he really does want me that bad, I wish he’d let me see it more so I could know for sure. When we get close or make out sometimes, I feel like my emotions get so big and hard to contain – but he’s just so unaffected by all of it…”

“Oh, Jungkookie, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize it was this bad. Come here, baby.” Taehyung leans back and opens his arms in invitation, and Jungkook takes it immediately.

Shake set aside on the coffee table, he crawls right over into Taehyung’s arms, both of them stretching out to lie side by side on the couch. It feels better being this close, but still… “What do you mean, hyung? What did you not think was this bad?”

“I knew you weren’t sure about how much Joonie-hyung wanted you, but I didn’t realize you actually thought he was just fine all the times he had you practically squirming in his lap, or even just when you’re cuddling together.”

“He’s not?”

“Oh my god, you’re so oblivious it’s– Actually, sorry. I should be more understanding,” Taehyung corrects, squeezing his arms around Jungkook and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “I’ve known Joonie for a long time, so I know what he looks like when his sanity is barely holding on by a thread – but you haven’t even known him a year yet. Please believe me when I say he is trying his absolute hardest to be what he views as ‘decent’ with you.”

Jungkook loves the thought of that. How could he not? He wants Namjoon-hyung to want him like that, but it almost… It feels bad to think the alpha would work so hard to hide something like that.

“Why doesn’t…” Jungkook trails off, swallowing hard as a whole bunch of different emotions swell in his chest. He takes a deep breath, then one more.

“Are you okay, Jungkookie?” Taehyung pulls back from their hug, concerned eyes finding Jungkook’s and a little frown stretching across his lips. “What’s wrong, baby? Did I say something to upset you?”

“No, I just… I really want Namjoon-hyung to feel that way about me, but if he does then why does he feel like he needs to hide it? Do you think he feels ashamed for wanting me? Is it because I’m–”

“Hey, no no no,” Taehyung says, lunging forward hard enough to shove Jungkook on his back as he climbs over him. “You listen to me – it has nothing to do with anything you’ve done. He’s just like this when he feels really strongly about people. Hell, Yoongi-hyung and I still have to put on shows sometimes to get in enough trouble for Joonie-hyung to let out some of the pack alpha instincts he struggles with. Namjoon is just… He worries, I think – about pushing his feelings on other people when they feel too big.”

Well… at least it’s not Jungkook’s fault, but it still bothers him. “Does he have to hide all of it, though? My feelings are too big to deal with sometimes too, but… I just want him to let me see.”

“Me and Jin-hyung are working on it,” Taehyung says, smiling down at Jungkook before leaning in to hug him tight. “I told him I’d talk to you about it, and he’s gonna try to talk to Joonie-hyung too. We want him to open up about how much he wants you and Jiminie. It might be kind of rough at first, but I bet you talking about it with him too will help – at least when you feel like you’re ready for that.”

“Should just call him now,” Jungkook mumbles.

“As goddamn cute as that would be, I think maybe you should wait until you’re in the same room together. It’s not really an ‘over the phone’ sort of conversation.”

“I guess. Should probably be sober too.”

Taehyung lets out a laugh, breath puffing warm over Jungkook’s scent gland. “Yeah, that’s probably not a bad idea either.”

After a few seconds of silence, Jungkook lets out a sigh. “I don’t like that he feels like he has to hide,” he says softly, words half whispered into Taehyung’s neck.

“Yeah, I know. I don’t like it either. He’s gotten better about acknowledging it over the years, but Joonie-hyung has always worried about his feelings being too much, and especially the ones tied to his more alpha instincts. I’ve spent ages trying to get him to see how much we all like it, but he just gets in his own head about it so much.”

“I don’t think I get it. What kind of alpha instincts bother him?”

“Well, for one, he’s a lot more possessive than he lets on. I think if he really let go, I’d always have fresh bruises on my neck – maybe even a collar when we go out.” Taehyung’s tongue sneaks out over Jungkook’s scent gland, his maple scent tipping sweet as he keeps talking. “I know he’s tempted to nip and settle all of us way more than he does now. He hasn’t said it, but I know he’s probably vibrating inside, just waiting for the day when you and Jiminie finally move in with us.”

Jungkook can’t help but gasp. “You– You really think that?”

“Nope, I know it. Same with the rest of it. Joonie-hyung is just so afraid of being one of those pushy alphas that treat their mates poorly, or act all tyrannical in any position of power. He’s just… over correcting – a ton.”

This is… a lot to take in. Jungkook has spent the last couple of months trying to puzzle out more about Namjoon-hyung, and now a whole bunch of pieces have dropped into his lap. That combined with everything he knows about what the pack has been through so far…

No matter which way he tries to piece it all together in his mind, he keeps reaching the same conclusion.

“I want to help,” Jungkook says, pulling back from their hug.

Taehyung lifts his head too, smiling as he makes eye contact with Jungkook. “Yeah? Wanna help get our alpha to relax a little?”

Our alpha.

The words make something pleasantly warm trickle down his spine. Their alpha. Namjoon could be theirs – and so could the rest of the pack. Jungkook swallows. “I do. He shouldn’t have to keep all of that inside of him.”

“Exactly. It’s probably gonna be a long process, but I want that for him too.”

“That’s okay. I’m not going anywhere.”

Taehyung’s smile goes even wider as he leans down for a kiss. “Good. Because I like you right here.”

Jungkook is eager for the kiss, for some way to steady himself after everything they've talked about. His brain is still running in the background though, so he doesn’t get completely lost in it like he did earlier. Instead, he ends up pulling back after a minute to ask the question currently running circles in his mind.

“Hyung, I wanted to ask you before, but umm…”

“Something on your mind, Jungkookie?”

“A little. Don't laugh at me, but I want to know… Does it hurt? Like the first time you get knotted? Most omegas talk about it feeling good, but I've never really asked anyone about their first time before, so I think I'm a little nervous and–”

“Oh, baby,” Taehyung coos, stopping Jungkook from letting even more nonsense tumble out of his mouth. “I'm not gonna laugh at you for being nervous. I was scared my first time too.”

“Really?”

“Mhmm. It was with Namjoon-hyung, and I asked if Jin-hyung could be there too. It didn't hurt even a little. They both took such good care of me, and Joonie-hyung was so gentle – just like I know he's gonna be with you too.”

Jungkook lets out a breath he didn't even realize he was holding, and squeezes Taehyung closer. “Thank you, hyung. That makes me feel a lot better.”

“Of course. You can always ask me anything. And if you're not ready for a knot yet, we don't have to rush or any–”

“I'm definitely ready. I want to do it soon. Just wanna give Namjoon-hyung a little time to warm up to the idea too, and maybe try scenting properly first.”

“Okay, that's probably a good place to start,” Taehyung says with a giggle. “Can't believe we're talking about you getting knotted when I forgot you two haven't even scented right yet.”

“M'gonna ask soon. Maybe even next time I see him.”

“You should. It'll make his whole week, guaranteed. I bet he's dying to scent you just as much as I was that first time.”

“I was excited to scent you too, hyung.”

Taehyung waggles his eyebrows at Jungkook. “Yeah, I could tell. You didn't even stop fucking me, just latched your mouth right over my scent gland. I thought I had died and gone straight to heaven.”

They devolve into a fit of giggles that ends with a nice slow scenting, the two of them staying cuddled up on the couch until Jimin finally gets home from work to join them.

*******

By the time Taehyung gets home from Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment the following day, he’s practically vibrating with the need to do something. He can’t believe poor Jungkook spent all of this time thinking that Namjoon-hyung doesn’t want to absolutely ruin him. And there’s no way that Jimin is faring any better. Taehyung hasn’t had a chance to talk to him about it yet, but he’s pretty sure he knows Jimin well enough by now to make a solid guess at what he might feel.

Once Hoseok-hyung and Jimin work through their blooming sexual tension, maybe Taehyung will start worrying about Jimin and Namjoon – but for now he has his work cut out for him.

He’s sure Jin-hyung is working behind the scenes just like he said he would be, but… that doesn’t mean that Tae can’t do some extra work of his own. There’s a plan forming in his mind, but it’s going to take some effort to get just right. He’ll need a bit of privacy, some time to get ready and set the mood… Yeah, he can definitely do this – and he’s pretty sure it’s going to work too.

Plan in place, there’s really only one question left. Does he want help?

[Tae to Jin]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: hi hyung

[Jin]: Hello darling. How are you doing?

[Tae]: good

[Tae]: scheming (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: you want in?

[Jin]: Depends what we’re scheming, I suppose :-)

[Tae]: how to get joonie-hyung over the top horny about jungkookie

[Jin]: I’m fairly certain he already is.

[Tae]: yeah but not enough

[Tae]: there’s so much he doesn’t know yet

[Jin]: I see. So this is an informative discussion you have planned?

[Tae]: i mean i guess you could call it that (・ω<)

[Jin]: Ah. Something more devious?

[Tae]: something sexier

[Tae]: wanna exploit that massive corruption kink he has but never gets to do anything with cause he’s weirded out by roleplaying

[Jin]: Now I’m intrigued. When would you like to do this?

[Tae]: as soon as humanly possible

[Tae]: well at least after i’ve had a tiny bit to get ready

[Tae]: you in? (^ω^)

[Jin]: Yes, I believe I am.

[Tae]: k come talk specifics with me when you get home

[Jin]: I’ll be there shortly.

[Tae]: sounds good. thanks hyung

~

[Tae to Namjoon]

[Tae]: hyung are you busy when you get home?

[Namjoon]: No. Just wrapping up my last meeting of the day. Do you need me?

[Tae]: desperately (〃ω〃)

[Tae]: if you catch my drift

[Namjoon]: My poor baby all worked up?

[Tae]: yes. need my alpha home

[Namjoon]: Alright. I’ll find you right away, pup. Need me to bring you anything?

[Tae]: no just you please

[Tae]: thank you (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Namjoon]: Of course. I’ll hurry home.

~

Taehyung knows exactly how he wants this to go, and part of that means he needs to get a little wrecked before Namjoon even gets home. Luckily, he has plenty of help. Jin-hyung works him over quick and efficient, wringing three orgasms out of him in almost no time flat with the help of his favorite little vibrating plug. It’s a mostly hands off experience, because Tae wants to be aching for touch once it’s time to enact their plan.

It’s not too difficult to get him there either. He’s shaking by the time they’ve finished, eager for every little brush of Jin’s hands against his skin as he’s methodically cleaned up, leaving no trace of what they’ve been up to except for the scent of his slick filling the room.

If Taehyung was worried about Jin-hyung thinking his plan was over the top, that concern is completely settled by the beta’s suggestion to take it a step further.

“What do you think, love?” Jin asks, holding up a set of delicate white lingerie for Taehyung’s inspection. The tiny bralette and panties are both entirely made up of white lace that’s soft under his touch, and see through enough to leave very little to the imagination. It has a matching garter belt, which is just too cute for him to pass up.

“It’s perfect, hyung. Not too on the nose, but just virginal enough to maybe push his mind that direction. I’m sure I’ve got some stockings in my closet somewhere.”

“Making use of the garter belt would be a nice touch, but you should probably hurry, love. We only have a few minutes before he’s due home.”

Tae rushes to his closet and back, managing to get completely dressed and slip on one of the soft silk robes Jin-hyung is so fond of buying him. No point in giving away the surprise right out of the gate. To that same end, he drapes a light blanket over his lap to hide the white thigh-highs held up by his garter belt.

He and Jin-hyung are both reclining comfortably in bed when Namjoon-hyung slowly pushes open his bedroom door a few minutes later. He already looks pleased, but the expression only deepens when he takes in the sight of the two of them sitting side by side.

“What a sight to come home to,” Namjoon says, smiling at the two of them as he slips out of his jacket and begins loosening his tie. “Looks like you need more than just your alpha today, huh, pup?”

“As I understand it,” Jin starts, “my role tonight will be more supportive than directly involved.”

Taehyung nods, leaning in to press a kiss to Jin’s cheek. “At least until I’m done with Namjoon-hyung. Then you can have anything you want.”

“Anything I want? That’s quite the offer, darling.”

“Do I get to know what’s happening here?” Namjoon asks, stepping up to the edge of the bed as he slips his tie free and starts undoing the buttons of his shirt.

Even after three orgasms, the sight of his alpha undressing still has Tae feeling on edge. He does his best to keep his eyes focused on Namjoon’s face instead of the slowly growing expanse of his chest revealed with each button undone. “Nope. Just that I have a surprise for you,” he answers, playing with the loosely tied sash holding his robe closed.

Namjoon’s eyes follow the movement, the smile on his face widening. “Is that so? Do I have to do anything before I have a look?”

Alright, it’s showtime.

“No. All yours, alpha. Just…” Taehyung bites his lip, fluttering his lashes as he looks down at the bed, then back up at Namjoon like he’s feeling uncertain.

In a flash, Namjoon is right there, kneeling on the bed with one hand cupping Tae’s cheek. “What do you need, pup? You know I’ll give you anything you want.”

Taehyung wets his lips and looks right into Namjoon’s eyes, whispering a soft, “Gentle? Please?”

He knows this is one of the most tempting things he could offer their pack alpha, at least outside of his heat. There’s almost nothing that Namjoon loves more than being needed, especially when it means he gets to take care of Taehyung when he’s feeling fragile. Namjoon can be as kinky as any of the rest of them, but he’s got a particular soft spot for genuine love making – especially the slow, gentle kind.

It has the desired effect. Namjoon’s scent spikes warm and spicy, pupils blowing wider as he swallows. “Of course, baby. Gonna let me take you apart nice and slow? Can I touch you?”

Taehyung nods, and Namjoon leans in for a kiss. True to his word, it's incredibly soft, the sort of slow thing he expects on a lazy morning, or if he's been crying. Part of him wants to hurry things along, but he needs Namjoon-hyung nice and relaxed – and besides, it's been a while since Tae has indulged him like this.

Somewhere in all of the slow making out, Namjoon's hand slips down Taehyung's side, clearly feeling the raised lines of his lingerie beneath the robe. Even still, Namjoon doesn't rush. His hand briefly stutters in place before sliding down further, under the blanket where Taehyung's robe ends and the soft fabric of his stockings begins. At the first touch, a tiny growl starts to rumble in Namjoon's chest. He pulls back to fix Taehyung with a hungry stare, eyes drifting down to the sash holding his robe together, then to where the blanket is pulled back just far enough to show off the tops of his stockings and the thin white straps holding them up.

“Have you found your surprise, darling?” Jin-hyung asks, voice warm with his eyes focused on the two of them. He gestures to the sash. “Go ahead and have a proper look. I dressed him up just for you.”

Namjoon pulls the blanket back first, running a hand from Taehyung's calf up his thigh where the stockings end, then further. His fingertips slip under the robe and brush the lace edge of Tae’s panties, his eyes going wide. He doesn’t waste any more time, reaching up to undo the tie around Taehyung’s waist and pull the robe open. His eyes rake over Taehyung’s body, hungry and appreciative while his scent spikes.

“God, look at you, pup. You’re beautiful – so gorgeous for your alpha.”

Tae can’t help but preen, slipping the rest of the way out of the robe. “Yours,” he whispers, tilting his head to offer up his throat in a clear display of submission.

To his surprise, Namjoon doesn’t take the invitation, instead leaning down to press a reverent line of kisses along the bottom of Taehyung’s ribs, fingers skating over his waist until they find the closure of the garter belt and begin working it open.

Jin-hyung seems to be a little confused too. “That eager to undress him, love?”

“Still healing,” Namjoon mutters, giving another soft kiss just above the garter belt as his fingers work it open. He tugs it down as soon as he manages to unclasp it, eyes fixed on Taehyung’s piercing.

Now it makes sense. His piercing hasn’t been tender in weeks, but of course his alpha would still be worried about the garter belt sitting on top of it.

“It doesn’t hurt, hyung,” Taehyung assures him, reaching down to fiddle with the belly button ring and press down gently on it. “See? It’s okay.”

Namjoon shakes his head, gently tugging Taehyung’s hands away. “Don’t want any unnecessary pressure on it, pup. Let me take care of you. The rest can stay, but…” He trails off, leaning back and unclipping the front straps from his stockings. “Legs up, baby. Let me undo the back too.”

Taehyung follows the instructions, letting Namjoon completely remove the garter belt – and then he finally gets the reaction he was looking for. Namjoon absolutely descends on him, hands running softly over skin and lace while his mouth works up from just over Taehyung’s piercing, all the way to his bared throat, where he immediately starts sucking a bruise into the scent gland.

Now that the garter belt is taken care of, Namjoon-hyung really lets go and focuses on enjoying his prize.

It’s easy enough for Taehyung to get lost in it, exchanging hazy smiles with Jin-hyung while Namjoon spends a frankly absurd amount of time touching him through the lingerie, fingers playing with straps, and his mouth positively soaking the little lace bralette as he teases at Tae’s nipples through the fabric. The panties aren’t faring much better, but that’s more Taehyung’s fault for all of the slick dripping out of him.

Jin stays just involved enough to remind Namjoon that he’s there, giving the occasional instruction to Taehyung, but otherwise just watching with delight and a sort of slow simmering desire evident in his scent.

“We need to get these off of you, don’t we, baby?” Namjoon asks, pulling back from the long kiss he’s been sharing with Taehyung, hand slipping between his legs to press against the wet lace covering his hole.

Taehyung’s eyes slam shut at the first touch, a shuddering breath leaving him.

“Eyes on your alpha, darling,” Jin instructs. “Ask nicely for him to touch you.”

“Please,” Tae whines, cracking his eyes open again to find Namjoon looking back at him, lips smiling and turning red with how long they’ve spent rubbing against wet lace. “Please, alpha.”

“You’re so wet for me already,” Namjoon says, rubbing maddening little circles over Taehyung’s hole through the fabric. “Tell me what you want, love.”

Taehyung nearly forgets what he’s here to do, and only just manages to fight off the urge to babble nonsense until he says the right thing to get Namjoon to bend him over and split him open. He lets out a ragged whine instead, trying to buy himself time to think.

He needs to get Namjoon inside of him, but he also needs to be the one controlling the pace, has to make sure that–

“You feeling shy tonight, baby?” Namjoon asks. “Or do you not know what you want?”

Jin-hyung laughs, low and warm. “Oh, the poor thing definitely knows what he wants.”

He does. He can do this.

“Want… Wanna ride you, hyung. Please I– Slow… wanna take my time,” Taehyung eventually manages in between shaking breaths.

“You’re sure? Don’t want me to do the work?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “No. I wanna… Please, alpha?”

“Of course, baby. Anything you want.”

*******

Seokjin really can’t give Taehyung enough credit for his performance. Even with Namjoon working him over so thoroughly, he still manages to keep his eyes on the prize and get Namjoon exactly where they want him. It’s not exactly hard with the alpha so eager to give Taehyung anything he could possibly desire, but it still requires a good deal of stamina to not be swept away entirely by it. Seokjin would like to think that the three orgasms he coaxed Taehyung through earlier must have helped significantly.

It’s only once he’s fully seated on Namjoon’s cock that some of the clarity finally returns to Taehyung’s eyes, instincts soothed by having his alpha inside of him. Still, he doesn’t rush. He works his hips in slow little motions that have them both letting out soft sighs and moans of appreciation.

“You feel perfect,” Namjoon says, voice breathy as his hands grip Taehyung’s hips, not rushing their movements, but instead providing a little extra stability. “And you look even better.”

Namjoon is right, of course. Taehyung looks stunning. His lips have been kissed bright red, panties discarded, the wet lace of his bralette still clinging to his chest, and one of his stockings slipped down to just over his knee. It makes for quite the image – certainly one Seokjin hopes to remember for a long time.

Taehyung decides this is the time to act. He doesn’t slow his motions at all, just opens his mouth and asks, “Have you thought about how Jungkookie is going to feel?”

As expected, Namjoon freezes – and just like they planned earlier, Taehyung doesn’t stop.

“Can’t believe he’s gone this long without ever being knotted. You’re…” He trails off momentarily on a breathy little sigh, grinding his hips against Namjoon’s. “You’re gonna be the first alpha to ever fill him up properly, the first one to–”

“Taehyung, I– What are you doing?” Namjoon stutters, still completely motionless beneath the omega.

“Trying to get you thinking about Jungkookie, obviously. He's so gorgeous, isn't he? God, I can just imagine those big, wide doe eyes staring up at you all nervous when he sees how big you are.”

Namjoon squeezes his eyes shut, his grip on Taehyung's waist tightening. “I already think about him. You don't have to do–”

“Have you, hyung?” Taehyung asks, leaning down closer to Namjoon's face. He gives Seokjin a quick glance to beckon him closer as well, then presses a kiss to their alpha's mouth. “Have you thought about what it's going to feel like the first time? How pretty he's going to whine and beg for you? I bet he's gonna call you 'alpha' before you even get inside of him and– Oh, I felt your dick twitch. You like the thought of him calling you that? Asking his alpha to fill him up right?”

“It's a lovely thought, isn't it, Joon-ah?” Seokjin asks, sitting close enough to touch now, though he keeps his hands to himself for the time being. “Jungkook-ah finally calling you his alpha? Asking you to take care of him just how you've been wanting to?”

Namjoon's eyes open, his gaze snapping over to Seokjin in an instant. The expression on his face is somewhere between pleading, and a deep hunger that's impossible to mistake for anything else. He does want Jungkook. That much was already established, but now it's clear on his face just how agonizingly rampant that desire really is.

With any luck, it will be much harder for him to hide after tonight.

“You two planned this?” Namjoon nearly squeaks.

It's lacking the heat required to feel like a proper accusation, and Seokjin lets out a tiny puff of laughter. “We did, yes. And Taehyung-ah has so much he'd like to tell you.”

“But why?”

“Because it's hot,” Taehyung answers, working his hips in lazy little motions and letting out a sigh at the feeling. “Want you to knot me while you're thinking about how good it's gonna feel to knot Jungkookie.”

“I don't…” Namjoon trails off, a growl rumbling in his chest even as he tries to force it back. “Don't wanna objectify him.”

Seokjin decides it's time for him to get involved a little more closely. He slips behind Namjoon, the alpha's back to his chest. It gives him easy access to Namjoon's scent gland, and a delightful front row seat to Taehyung working himself up and down in Namjoon's lap. “Darling, I'm fairly certain that fantasizing about your boyfriend of over six months isn't objectifying him.”

“He'd like it if you did anyway,” Taehyung adds with a smile. “Jungkookie told me he likes to feel small sometimes. You could do that for him, couldn't you – make him feel like just a small, pretty thing, like his only job in the world is to look gorgeous and get fucked? Think about it for me, hyung. There's so much he's never experienced with an alpha, and you could show him all of it.”

“Fuck…” Namjoon's voice comes out high, nearly too quiet to hear as his scent spikes ever warmer.

“He liked that, darling,” Seokjin says, latching his mouth over Namjoon's scent gland to taste that warmth for himself.

“Yeah, that's because he has a corruption kink deeper than the Mariana Trench.”

Namjoon shakes his head in tiny, jerky movements. “I do not.”

“Really, hyung? You don’t want to see how much he loves it when you finally knot him? When you start to pop and his eyes flutter all pretty cause he realizes he just wants to be your cute little knot slut forever?”

“That’s not all I– I want… It’s more than that. I–”

“Yeah, you love him. I know. But that’s not what we’re talking about right now,” Taehyung says, hands running up Namjoon’s chest before planting them on the alpha’s shoulders, giving him the leverage he needs to start moving faster. “Do you know how innocent he is, hyung? Pretty little thing likes cock warming but when I told him that, he didn’t even know what it was.”

“God, I can’t… It’s– Fuck.” Namjoon stops fighting the growl, letting it rumble out of him as he leans forward and latches onto Taehyung’s scent gland, probably trying to nip him into submission, though the attempt to silence him is fruitless.

Taehyung lets out a whimper at the bite, but he doesn’t stop, just keeps rolling his hips and babbling in a breathy voice, “Poor thing wants to be wet for you so bad, but he was worried you might think foreplay is too much work. But I– Fuck, hyung– I… I told him you would take good care of him – treat him so nice.”

“You know,” Seokjin says, whispering just above Namjoon’s scent gland. “He told me he doesn’t like to watch porn, because what’s in his head is hotter anyways. All he really knows is what he and Jimin have tried, which leaves so very much for his alpha to show him, don’t you think?”

Namjoon doesn’t answer, mouth still locked tight over Taehyung’s scent gland, and hands on the omega’s hips, forcing him down into each thrust Namjoon can manage from this angle. Their plan is quite obviously working. Namjoon's scent is about as sweet as it can get outside of rut, breaths coming heavy and fast as he finally lets go of Taehyung's neck.

There are deep impressions of his teeth left behind. With any luck, the bite will bruise and Taehyung will be able to wear it proudly for the days to come.

Impressively enough, Taehyung still manages to keep talking. His voice comes out high and dotted with soft little whimpers, but he doesn't let that stop him. “You wanna know… what Jungkookie asked me last night, alpha? He asked– Oh, fuck don't stop He was… so cute. Asked me if it was going to hurt his first time.”

There's a brief moment of silence where Namjoon's body goes tense, trembling just slightly before Taehyung lets out a high keening sound.

“God, your knot is swelling so fast, I– Fuck, feels good, please…” Taehyung grinds his hips down, making sure they stay locked together even though Namjoon doesn't appear to be trying to get away in the slightest. “Can't wait to see you do this to Jungkookie,” he babbles, mouth seeming to run on autopilot now. “You're gonna love it, alpha. He's – fuck – so tight at first, but he loves getting his cute little hole wrecked. Want you to fill him up so much it looks like he has your pups already, make him feel so good he's crying on your knot. Wanna… Hyu– Alpha, please – gonna cum. Want it – please Fill me up.”

“Come on, Joon-ah,” Seokjin encourages. “Give your omega what he needs.”

There's a low growl from Namjoon, while Taehyung's eyes roll up and his body pulls tight with the force of his orgasm. He's absolutely dripping slick, but after cumming three times with Seokjin earlier, his cock barely lets out a dribble. Still, he makes for quite the picture – his whole body flushed now, a mix of pretty tan and pink, wrapped in the white fabric of his remaining lingerie.

It's a shame Seokjin can't see Namjoon from this angle, but at least he gets to hold him through it, his own arousal present but far less interesting than the scene before him (and the likely conversation to come).

There's a few minutes of nothing but heavy breathing and little whimpers as Taehyung is pumped full and Namjoon is busy soothing the bite marks left from his nip, tongue working gently over the skin. Seokjin follows suit. There are no marks to soothe on Namjoon's neck, but he still leans in to scent him anyways, enjoying the wonderfully sweet taste of his mate all pleased in the afterglow.

Eventually, Namjoon breaks the silence. “You're both terrible, just so we're clear.”

Taehyung huffs out a laugh immediately. “You already knew that about me. Don't pretend you didn't like it. I can count on one hand the number of times we've managed to make you speechless outside of your rut.”

“I was trying not to be weird about Kook-ah not having been with an alpha before.”

“Yeah, well you 'trying not to be weird' made him feel like you didn't want him very much.”

“And talking to me about it wasn't an option?”

“This was more fun,” Taehyung says with a grin. “Besides, we're talking now.”

“Taehyung-ah is right,” Seokjin says, laughing as he rests his chin on Namjoon's shoulder. “This has certainly been fun.”

“Don't sound too pleased,” Namjoon says sternly. “You're next, as soon as my knot goes down.”

“Ooh, I wanna watch!”

Seokjin raises a brow, giving an amused smile that only Taehyung can see. “Really? That's quite impressive stamina. You sure you're up to it?” he teases.

“Of course Joonie-hyung is up to it. He's so worked up thinking about knotting Jungkookie that his– Ahh–” Taehyung cuts himself off with a gasp as Namjoon delivers another nip right over the last one. It doesn't look gentle either – rough enough that all Taehyung can manage is a tiny, whimpered, “Hyung…”

“Mouthy,” Namjoon scolds, letting go of Taehyung's neck and pressing one tiny kiss over the mark (which will certainly bruise now). “I think you've said enough for tonight. You can watch, as long as you do so quietly. One more quip and you'll be watching with your hands tied and those pretty panties shoved into your mouth. Do you understand?”

“Yes, alpha,” Taehyung answers, voice breathy as his eyelashes flutter.

“Good boy.”

Not willing to chance any more backtalk, Namjoon gives Taehyung one last nip – this time on the unmarked side of his neck. It's enough to keep him content and quiet while Namjoon soothes the marks with his tongue and waits for his knot to go down.

Seokjin keeps quiet too, enjoying the calm before his turn at the mercy of their alpha begins. Truly, this couldn't have gone any better.

Notes:

With that we're finally wrapping up this arc! Taehyung has gone through a lot, but he's come out on the other side perfectly capable of causing mischief again ;D

From this point in the story on, I've got a lot planned. We'll still be taking our time to slow things down sometimes, but with so many of the relationships progressing, we've got a lot of milestones (and maybe a bit of plot) to cover. There will be a few smaller arcs coming up back to back, so lots of exciting things on the horizon!

See you Wednesday for a short interlude chapter :D

Chapter 91: Interlude – Next Steps

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: You were certainly adamant about keeping everyone together last night ;-)

[Jin]: Are you afraid of ending up alone with Jungkook-ah?

[Namjoon]: First, this is your fault.

[Namjoon]: Second, was I that obvious?

[Jin]: To me? Of Course.

[Namjoon]: How about the others?

[Jin]: I believe only Hoseok-ah gave you a few curious looks.

[Namjoon]: Thank god for that.

[Namjoon]: Seriously, how am I supposed to act normal around Jungkook now?

[Jin]: Darling, the point was for you to consider perhaps not acting “normally” around him. I believe he’s made it quite clear he’s interested in more :-)

[Namjoon]: How am I supposed to do it right if all I can think about is mounting him? God, that sounds terrible.

[Jin]: I disagree.

[Jin]: I’m fairly certain Jungkook would be delighted if you told him you were thinking about him like that.

[Jin]: In fact I was under the impression that while he doesn’t doubt your emotional attraction to him, he does seem uncertain about your physical attraction.

[Namjoon]: But all anyone ever tells me is how obvious I am. I know all of you can tell.

[Jin]: Yes we can.

[Jin]: But Jungkook can’t, and hearing it from the rest of us is only going to do so much to convince him when you are doing everything in your power not to confirm it.

[Namjoon]: I do want to confirm it. Just not too much? Does that make sense? I don’t want to scare him off.

[Jin]: Darling, I really need you to hear me out for a moment. Is that alright?

[Namjoon]: Okay. I’m listening.

[Jin]: We have all been dating for over half a year. Jungkook-ah attached to you right from the start. For as obvious as your attraction to him is to us, his attraction to you is equally as apparent, and I would argue every bit as strong.

[Jin]: I know you get afraid when your emotions feel too big, but you need to have a little faith in Jungkook’s absolute adoration of you. I can promise you that any advance you make will be well received, and will likely come as a huge relief to him.

[Jin]: And yes, I do mean any advance. Your chances of overstepping right now are so small it’s laughable. Do you understand?

[Namjoon]: You really think it’s that simple?

[Jin]: I do, yes.

[Jin]: If there’s any additional assurance I can offer you, please tell me. But I do think it’s important that you trust me right now, because Jungkook-ah really needs to know you want him too.

[Namjoon]: Oh no.

[Namjoon]: Have I hurt his feelings?

[Jin]: Not at present, but I believe that continuing as you are will cause damage if you keep it up much longer.

[Jin]: Talk to him. Explain that you want him. Better yet, pin him to a wall and show him.

[Namjoon]: Fuck.

[Namjoon]: I’ll talk to him soon. Make a date for the two of us alone.

[Namjoon]: I’m trusting you here.

[Jin]: Thank you Joon-ah. I promise you’re doing the right thing :-)

~

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[JK]: hi hyung

[Jimin]: Hey TaeTae (●'◡'●)

[JK]: whats up

[Tae]: you guys have your doctor appointment tomorrow right?

[Jimin]: Yeah in the morning before my shift. We’re gonna ask her about the same implant you have

[Tae]: awesome

[Tae]: i’m sure you’ll love it (^ω^)

[Tae]: just wanted to make sure that was your plan and then tell you that you should send something to the group chat when it’s done

[Tae]: ideally a selfie

[JK]: sure but why

[Jimin]: It’s for Namjoon-hyung isn’t it?

[Tae]: bingo (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: oh is he worried about us

[Tae]: eternally

[Tae]: trust me when i say i know how minor getting an implant is

[Tae]: but in his pack alpha brain his omegas are still being cut open

[JK]: is it actually a cut

[Tae]: nah more like a really big needle (;^ω^)

[Tae]: but they numb you up first

[Jimin]: Yeah just a bit of bruising and some tenderness from what I hear

[Tae]: that’s about it

[Tae]: nothing to be afraid of for you

[Tae]: but never underestimate how ridiculous alphas can be sometimes

[JK]: is yoongi hyung worried too

[Tae]: yeah but he’d never say it (・ω<)

[Jimin]: What about Hoseok-hyung?

[Tae]: honestly?

[Tae]: your guess is as good as mine there

[Tae]: hobi-hyung is weird about his alpha instincts

[Tae]: i know he HAS them. it’s just hard to tell if they affect him the same as the others

[Tae]: would you like it if he was worried jiminie? (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: I didn’t say that (;●_●)

[Jimin]: Just curious

[Tae]: wanna know how he feels about you?

[Tae]: or are you still busy avoiding talking to him about that massage he gave you?

[Jimin]: Omg I am not avoiding it

[Jimin]: I’ve just been trying to figure out what to say (〃ー〃)

[JK]: just tell him you wanna do the same thing but more this time

[Jimin]: I don’t really care if it’s the same exact thing

[Tae]: but you do care if it’s more

[Tae]: the best way to get what you want from hobi-hyung is to just ask

[Tae]: although you and yoongi-hyung probably have the highest chance to actually manipulate him if you try

[Jimin]: I don’t want to manipulate him

[Tae]: a pity ( ; ω ; )

[JK]: yeah jiminie just wants the hyungs to be more forward with him

[Tae]: wait really?

[Jimin]: Kookie why are you like this? (ー_ーゞ

[JK]: because youre bad at talking about what you want

[Tae]: omg jungkookie look at you go (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: hyung is so proud of you baby

[Tae]: now jiminie

[Tae]: tell me more (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jimin]: (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: It’s really not a big deal. I’ve just been thinking that maybe I don’t want them to feel like they have to be so careful with me? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: But I know why they are and I don’t want to pressure them when there’s a chance I might still freak out about some things. That’s a lot of work to navigate and it doesn’t feel like the kind of thing I can ask of them

[Jimin]: So I just feel stuck on talking about it

[JK]: aww hyung you did a really good job talking about it right there

[Tae]: holy shit this is the best thing ever (^ω^)

[Tae]: news that has made my whole day

[JK]: its great isnt it

[Jimin]: Idk it doesn’t feel like big news to me

[Tae]: that’s because you’re stuck on it right now

[Tae]: but i am here to tell you that the solution is so goddamn simple (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: because if you tell even one of them that you want more but don’t know how to navigate it

[Tae]: they will 100% just help navigate it for you

[Tae]: because they are all so fucking desperate to get closer to you

[JK]: see hyung i told you they were super interested

[Tae]: the MOST interested

[Jimin]: You really think it’s that easy? (・_・)

[Tae]: try it and find out (・ω<)

[Tae]: i will bet you anything you want that it works

[Jimin]: FINE

[Jimin]: I’ll talk to Hoseok-hyung ( 〃▽〃)

[JK]: wow really thats all it took

[Jimin]: Might as well test the theory

[Jimin]: It’s either that or keep dragging my feet while getting shit for it in this chat (ー_ーゞ

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: good luck jiminie (灬♥ω♥灬)

[JK]: yeah good luck hyung

[Tae]: i’m sure it will go great

~

[Jimin to Hobi]

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: I was wondering if you have some time to talk?

[Hobi]: always have time for u baby <3

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Hobi]: what's on ur mind jiminie?

[Jimin]: Was kind of hoping to talk a little about the other day. The massage you gave me and what happened at the end

[Jimin]: You said we could talk when I was ready and I am

[Jimin]: Sorry it took me a bit to process ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: that's totally okay. wanted u 2 take ur time and think it over. can u tell me what u’ve been thinking about it?

[Jimin]: At risk of embarrassing myself but also wanting to be honest… I keep thinking about how nice it was and how safe you made me feel even when I got wet and started to panic. You were so sweet and helped it feel good even after that and I guess umm…

[Jimin]: Mostly I've been thinking of how much I'd like to do it again. But more this time?

[Jimin]: Only if you do too obviously ( *ノ▽ノ)

[Hobi]: minnie there's nothing i'd like more :)

[Hobi]: can i tell u a little of what i've been thinking 2?

[Jimin]: Please

[Hobi]: i've barely been able 2 stop thinking about it since that day. u smelled so good and u were the most tempting thing i've ever managed 2 resist in my life.

[Hobi]: i was such a mess i had 2 have joonie put me down the moment i got home.

[Jimin]: You mean like nip you?

[Hobi]: and knot me but yeah the nip came first.

[Jimin]: Oh

[Jimin]: Fuck ( ●_●)

[Jimin]: Hyung that's really hot

[Hobi]: yeah? Like the thought of joonie wrecking me? ;)

[Jimin]: Yes. And you being so affected by what we did

[Hobi]: i really was.

[Hobi]: and i'd very much like 2 take things further if ur interested 2.

[Jimin]: Super interested. Like a lot

[Hobi]: so if i wanted 2 plan for us 2 spend some time alone together soon?

[Jimin]: I'd like that („• ֊ •„)

[Hobi]: will it put u on the spot 2 much if i ask about boundaries? not that we can't adjust at the time but i guess i'm curious what ur interested in or stuff u don't wanna do.

[Jimin]: So me and Kookie have an appointment set up tomorrow with a doctor Namjoon-hyung recommended but it'll probably still be a while before it's safe for us to have sex

[Jimin]: Not that I'm assuming you'd want to or anything

[Jimin]: Just trying to be open about what's off the table

[Hobi]: just 2 be clear if u are ever interested in sex with me i can promise u that there is no universe where i will not be interested in return. i'm totally fine with it not being on the table right now but if u think i don't want u like that ur wrong :)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Once we can I think I'd really like that. For now I'm fine with pretty much anything else

[Hobi]: i want u 2 know i am trying very hard 2 stay on task because u saying u would want 2 have sex with me is turning my brain 2 mush.

[Hobi]: i am putting that in the future box of things 2 think about. as for right now…

[Hobi]: 'anything else' is a pretty wide net.

[Hobi]: how do u feel about toys? i mean i wanna use my hands 2 but... maybe vibrators? nothing 2 wild. just wanna make u cum enough times for u 2 cry. only if that sounds ok.

[Jimin]: Wow I umm

[Jimin]: Yes to all of that ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: oh u spoil me baby ;)

[Jimin]: Says the guy offering to spoil me

[Hobi]: god u have no idea how bad i want 2 do that.

[Hobi]: question.

[Jimin]: Sure

[Hobi]: how would u feel about being at the house with me next time? do u feel safer at your apartment?

[Jimin]: I'm fine with either honestly. Your house kind of feels like a second home to us at this point

[Hobi]: perfect.

[Hobi]: ok leave the rest of the planning 2 me for now.

[Hobi]: there's something else i wanted 2 ask u. mind if we take a slight detour here? :)

[Jimin]: Sure. What's up?

[Hobi]: it still kind of has 2 do with what happened last time. or more specifically what u told me.

[Hobi]: i’ve been wondering when u started wearing plugs around us. i thought maybe after ur first kiss with yoongles since that’s the only other time i ever heard about u getting slick. but u said u wore one the first time we scented and that happened before u and yoongi kissed

[Jimin]: For quite a while

[Jimin]: But it’s not entirely just around you guys ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I’ve always gotten wet super easy and after everything that happened with Jihoon and him being a dick about it… I don't know. It just makes me feel so embarrassed. Sometimes I even wear one when it’s just me and Jungkook going out somewhere if I’m feeling needy enough to have to worry about leaking

[Jimin]: But the first time with you guys was that night we scented and had our first kiss. TaeTae had mentioned escalating things and I brought one with just to be safe cause I knew I would leak for sure if I scented with any of you three alphas

[Hobi]: thank u for being honest with me. i won’t say anything 2 the others

[Jimin]: Umm…

[Jimin]: I think the only person now who doesn't know is Namjoon-hyung

[Hobi]: really? taehyungie doesn't surprise me but you told jinnie and yoongles 2? :O

[Jimin]: It sort of just came up and I guess I didn't want to lie

[Jimin]: I do want Namjoon-hyung to know eventually too but it’s all just so embarrassing (〃ー〃)

[Hobi]: can i give u my opinion or would u prefer not 2 talk about it anymore

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I don’t mind talking about it with you

[Hobi]: i completely support u taking your time and telling him when u feel more comfortable.

[Hobi]: and u wearing plugs as often as u want.

[Hobi]: but i also want 2 help u understand that we are all going 2 be so excited when u finally feel safe enough 2 not hide it anymore. we love ur scent jiminie :)

[Hobi]: and after finally getting 2 smell u all slicked up like that i can promise that u smell incredible.

[Jimin]: I’m still having a hard time processing that you really liked it ( 〃▽〃)

[Hobi]: i don’t want to push 2 hard on this because i know trauma can be hard and complicated 2 work through and none of us want 2 rush u

[Hobi]: but what jihoon did 2 u was abusive and horrible. he did it with the intention of hurting u and making u feel bad about urself

[Hobi]: none of what he said was true and none of us would ever think any of those things about u in a million years. it might take time 2 prove it but i promise we will show u how precious u are 2 us every chance we get :)

[Jimin]: Thank you so much hyung

[Jimin]: I know you guys aren’t like that at all and I don’t want to put that burden on you. It’s my problem to deal with and I’m just sorry it makes things so messy

[Hobi]: i don’t mind messy

[Hobi]: i would like u no matter what and none of us think of u as a burden at all. ur amazing and we’re all just so happy 2 have u <3

[Jimin]: I’m glad to have you guys too. I appreciate everyone being so patient with me

[Jimin]: And I’m…

[Jimin]: Really looking forward to spending time with you again ( *ノ▽ノ)

[Hobi]: i’m looking forward 2 it 2 jiminie

[Hobi]: so much :)

~

[Hobi to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: so about that favor u owe me :)

[Yoongi]: Oh god. How horrified should I be on a scale of one to ten?

[Hobi]: maybe like a… four? less if u ask for help. i'm sure jinnie-hyung would be happy 2 assist.

[Yoongi]: Okay please don't take this as a complaint because I am actually very happy about this news, but why are you blowing a favor you have literal screenshot evidence of me owing you, on something it sounds like I would probably do if you just asked nicely?

[Hobi]: because i really really want u 2 say yes.

[Yoongi]: Okay. Let's hear it then. What am I doing for you?

[Hobi]: i want u 2 get everyone out of the house for a night. if u plan something u know joonie will jump on it.

[Yoongi]: When?

[Hobi]: i have a few possible dates u can try for. like i said though i’m sure jinnie would be glad 2 help if scheduling is an issue.

[Yoongi]: And what do you intend to do while I'm occupying everyone?

[Hobi]: planning something special for me and jiminie. trust me when i say this isn't the only favor i'm cashing in.

[Yoongi]: Oh. Yeah I’ll definitely help. You going all out?

[Hobi]: i suppose that depends on how u define all out. still in the early planning phases but i think i want 2 make it really extra special :)

[Yoongi]: Cute. I’m glad you’re doing this. Get me the dates and I’ll do my best to help make it happen. Let me know if you need anything else Seok-ah.

[Hobi]: ur the best yoongles. thank u <3333

Notes:

Namjoon still needs a little more time to stew in indecision, so Sunday we will get to see just what kind of special thing Hobi has in mind :D

Chapter 92: Something Special

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Hoseok might be going a little over the top.

The thing is, he really wants to make this night with Jimin special – and not just because he’s also hoping that the two of them are going to get intimate later. He wants to make that part special too, of course, but it’s more than that. He’s tried to be so careful with Jimin these past months – they all have, really. Trying not to overstep or be too pushy, always letting him make the first move even when Hoseok was dying to get closer, all of it.

But now that he knows Jiminie has been watching how they treat Jungkookie and wanting that for himself? Or how sweet and perfect he settles with just a little bit of care, and the right amount of reassurance? It’s like Hoseok finally has permission to do all the things he’s been worried would be too much.

It might still be a little too much, but that’s part of the plan too – assuming Jiminie is okay with it.

Once Yoongi figures out the night that works best for the rest of the pack, Hoseok confirms with Jimin and then starts planning in earnest. There’s so much to think about – so much that he wants to get right. He drags Taehyungie shopping with him to pick out the perfect gift, gets a list of food recommendations from Jinnie, and spends the better part of a Tuesday night trying different cocktails and wine with Joonie until they’re both tipsy and giggling.

When the day finally comes, the rest of his mates are all smiles as they get ready to leave the house, each taking their turn to hug Hoseok goodbye and offer their support and well wishes – or in Taehyung’s case, a wink followed by suggestively wiggling his brows. Jin and Yoongi are both very sweet as they wish him good luck and head for the car.

In the end, it’s just Namjoon left lingering behind. He goes in for a hug just like the rest of them did, but takes his time nosing at Hoseok’s scent gland and whispering, “I’m so proud of you, pup.”

Hoseok returns the embrace, gladly taking a moment to settle into the warmth of his alpha’s arms. “No big deal. I set up dates all the time.”

“Not just for setting up the date, Hoseok. You’ve done such a good job of helping Jimin-ah feel safe with us, and I know you’re going to take such good care of him tonight too.”

“Just hope it’s not too much,” Hoseok admits. He’s gone back and forth about the specifics and what the right thing to do is. He always lands in the same place, wanting to make this special even if it is a little over the top, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t a bit anxious about it too.

“It’s going to be perfect, and I know you’re the best equipped of all of us to read him and adjust if needed.”

Namjoon is right. It’s going to be fine. Hoseok just needs to relax.

“I think my excitement is just getting all mixed up with my worry. I’ll feel better once he’s here.”

“You will, I’m sure,” Namjoon answers, pressing one last kiss to Hoseok’s scent gland before leaning back and giving him a proper kiss goodbye. “I won’t keep you any longer. I know you’ve got stuff you want to get ready. Call me if you need anything?”

“Will do. You guys have fun. Love you.”

“Love you too, pup.”

With one last peck, Namjoon is out the door and heading off with the others. Hoseok has been a bit too focused on his own plans to worry about the specifics of what the rest of them are going to do, but Taehyungie and Jungkookie sounded excited about it yesterday. Whatever it is, if both omegas are happy, the rest of them definitely will be too.

Part of him wants to go pick Jiminie up for their evening himself, but the extra time to prepare the finishing touches is invaluable. He uses almost every minute of it, checking and double checking that all the details are in place, and making sure he has everything he needs. Eventually he makes it to the bathroom, where he fusses with the little tray of supplies he’s put together, then spends the last few minutes in the mirror looking himself over.

His phone buzzes with an incoming message, and he immediately heads for the foyer.

[Jimin to Hobi]

[Jimin]: This is the warning text you requested

[Jimin]: Be there in like five minutes hyung

[Hobi]: ty <3

[Hobi]: see u soon :)

~

Exactly five minutes later, their front door opens and Jimin steps inside. He smiles the moment he catches sight of Hoseok, cheeks already dusted pink as he strips out of his jacket. “Hey, hyung,” he says cheerfully, turning to hang his coat on one of the hooks. “Still think it was a bit warm for a jacket, but I’ve got it just like you asked. Are we going outside?”

“In a bit. Want you here first,” Hoseok answers, opening his arms in invitation.

Jimin comes willingly, stepping into the embrace and accepting the kiss that Hoseok leans in for too. It’s definitely more intense than any other greeting kiss they’ve shared, but Jimin seems to bloom under the attention, letting out a contented sigh that mirrors Hoseok’s own as his scent spikes delightfully sweet.

It’s incredible how fast just having Jiminie here in his arms settles Hoseok’s anxiety. After all of the planning and work, this is what he really needed to manage that little looming feeling of worry.

A minute or so later, Hoseok finally ends their kiss and squeezes Jimin closer. “I’m so glad you’re here, honey.”

“Me too. Are you umm… You okay, hyung?”

The tiny edge of worry in Jimin’s voice has Hoseok pulling back to give his omega a bright smile. “I’m perfect,” he answers honestly. “I think I was a little anxious before you got here because I have a fair bit planned for us, but having you here makes me more excited about it than anything else.”

Jimin smiles in response, but Hoseok doesn’t miss the little flicker of worry lingering in his eyes. “Do I get to know about any of these plans?”

“I’d kind of like the specifics to be a surprise, but I did want to talk to you first about some of the broad strokes.”

“I think I’d appreciate that.”

Hoseok nods, taking a breath and trying to remember all of the important points he wanted to hit with this initial conversation. While not terribly complicated, what they discuss here will help dictate the direction of the whole evening – and he definitely has an outcome he’s hoping for, so he’d really like to nail the delivery.

Here goes.

“I may have gone a tiny bit overboard planning for this. I wanted so badly to do something really romantic for us, and once I got started it was kind of hard to stop. If I did a good job, they should all be things you’ll like, but that being said, I don’t want to try and hide the fact that I think tonight might be a little overwhelming for you. At first, I thought that might be a problem, but… the more I considered it, the more I just wanted to ask…” Hoseok trails off, mouth opening and closing again as he struggles for the words.

Damn it. This is the part he really wants to get right.

“Hyung,” Jimin says, looking up at Hoseok with a sweet smile, not an ounce of fear on his face. “What do you want to ask?”

Hoseok lets out a breath, swallowing before he asks, “Would you be willing to let me overwhelm you? I could settle you as much as you need, enough to make sure it’s a good overwhelmed, but there’s just so much I want to give you right now. Can I, Minnie?”

Jimin’s expression still doesn’t shift to fear, but the flush on his cheeks darkens and his gaze falters, eyes settling on Hoseok’s chest while he bites at his lip. “I really… I want that. It sounds nice…”

“But?”

“Don’t want you to have to put in too much work settling me,” Jimin says answers, eyes squeezing shut as he leans in to rest his head on Hoseok’s shoulder, a clear effort to hide his face. “Like the other day. You had to do so much just to get me settled enough for the massage.”

“What, you mean showing you a selfie from the other omegas and talking you through some anxiety?”

“And having to touch my scent gland to get me to relax.”

“That was hardly any work at all, honey – and I don’t think you understand just how long I’ve been waiting for permission to help settle you for something like that. It made me feel really good to be able to do that for you, and you were so damn perfect when you went all sweet for me. Not a single moment of that was work for me, Jiminie.”

Jimin takes in a breath, and for a moment Hoseok is sure he’s about to argue, to insist that he’s some kind of burden.

But he doesn’t.

Instead, silence drags between them for a couple of seconds as Jimin slowly lets the breath leave him, eventually whispering, “I want to believe you. I already trust you – this is just a little more, but… you’ll tell me if I’m too much?”

“You’re never going to be too much, Minnie. I promise. I want to take care of you so badly, for you to let yourself fall just a little and let me prove that I’ll catch you. Give me that little extra bit of trust tonight?”

Another short stretch of silence, and then Hoseok feels Jimin nod just the slightest against his shoulder. “Okay, hyung.”

Hoseok’s scent spikes, and he lets it, wanting Jiminie to smell just how completely happy this makes him. “Thank you, baby. I’m gonna make sure you don’t regret it for a second. Let me kiss you?”

Jimin leans back with a tiny puff of laughter, showing off his bright red blush and the shy smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. He’s gorgeous, absolutely stunning and all Hoseok’s tonight. There’s so much ahead of them, but a thorough kiss is the perfect place to start.

~~

Hoseok does at least have the foresight to make sure they don’t head straight for overwhelming territory.

Dinner is a relatively normal affair, just the two of them at one end of their long dining table while they talk as easily as they do on their weekly lunch dates, discussing their last few days of school and work in between bites. While Hoseok is more than capable of cooking, it would have been nowhere near as impressive as what Jin whips up for their weekly date nights, so instead they’re eating takeout (from the same restaurant the two of them had their first lunch date at – one of Jimin’s favorites).

The familiarity seems to help relax Jiminie, easy laughter bubbling out of him at some of Hoseok’s stories.

They’ve gotten really good at this part over all of their shared lunches. In some ways, Hoseok considers himself about as comfortable just existing with Jimin as he does with Yoongi. He isn’t sure what it is about the two of them – in fact he’s pretty sure that whatever it is, it’s different for each of them – but he just doesn’t feel like he has to try as hard to be someone specific.

Yoongi doesn’t have any use for Hoseok’s masks, and Jimin can see right through them, so there’s no point in trying to be perfect for either of them. It’s not quite like completely taking the mask off. Honestly… he’s not even sure what that would look like at this point, let alone whether it’s even possible.

But he feels safe letting it slip.

Maybe that’s part of why he doesn’t expect it when Jimin puts two and two together as they pick at the last few bites of their dinner. “This place is always so good,” he says absentmindedly as he scans over the nearly empty dishes. “Do you want the last dumpling, hyung?”

“Nah, all yours.”

Jimin gladly pops the dumpling into his mouth, chewing for a few seconds before his eyes widen just the slightest and he swallows. “Didn’t we have our first date at this restaurant? I mean, the first one that was just you and me?”

Hoseok can’t help but grin as he sets his chopsticks down and starts collecting the empty containers. “We sure did.”

“Was that an intentional choice?”

“Is it cheesy if it was?”

“I don’t think so. Mostly just very sweet of you, kind of like the rest of this.”

“How do you know that if you don’t know what ‘the rest of this’ is yet?”

“Educated guess,” Jimin says with a shrug, smile widening as he helps Hoseok with the cleanup. “Either way, dinner was really good. Thank you.”

“Dinner is about the least exciting thing I have planned for us, so with any luck the night should only get better, although…” Hoseok peeks over his shoulder to see the sun just beginning to set out over the garden. Perfect timing. “Not quite night yet. Wanna grab your jacket?”

“Sunset walk? Very romantic indeed.”

“Something like that, yeah. You grab your jacket, and I’ll finish cleaning up?”

Jimin nods his agreement and heads back to grab his jacket. Hoseok uses the brief moment alone to take a couple of long breaths while he tosses their empty containers and gets the utensils into the sink. The excitement is really setting in now, and there are butterflies in his stomach as he thinks about the rest of the night.

It’s impossible to keep the smile off his face when Jimin returns and they head out into the garden, hand in hand. He leads them on a slightly meandering path to their destination, listening intently as Jimin talks about his latest dance group practice session and the difficulties they’re having with the choreography.

When they finally turn the corner by the pond, Jimin stops mid-sentence and lets out a tiny little gasp. “Hyung, I– You didn’t have to do all this,” he whispers, stopped in his tracks as he stares ahead of them.

Decorating might not be something Hoseok considers himself the best at, but he’s still proud of how this came out. There are lights strung up all around the little clearing by the pond (battery powered, because he knows from experience that running an extension cord out this far would have been a pain) and plenty of potted flowers all over, as well as some extra arrangements that Jinnie gifted him from a recent event at Borahae. On the bench overlooking the pond, he also set out a little bluetooth radio, a bottle of wine on ice with a couple of glasses, and a small black gift box wrapped with a bright white ribbon.

“Jinnie said he told you about the night he and I danced together outside, and that you found it sweet,” Hoseok says, letting Jimin’s hand go in favor of sliding an arm around the small of his back instead. “I thought you might appreciate something inspired by it, considering your fondness for slow dancing. Maybe you can help me learn what you like best in preheat?”

Jimin is still frozen in place, gaze darting from Hoseok’s face, to the bench, to the lights and flowers all around them. “Sorry, I umm… This is incredible – I just need a second to process.”

Hoseok doesn’t waste a moment, stepping closer and wrapping his arms around Jimin, who returns the embrace with a tight squeeze. “Are you alright?”

“Perfect. Great. Really, this is beautiful and I… It’s where we had our first kiss.”

“It is, yes.”

“God, you weren’t kidding about tonight being overwhelming,” Jimin says, shoulders shaking just slightly with nervous laughter. “Or about it being romantic.”

“I gave it my best.”

“It shows.”

As much as he debates whether it’s too soon, Hoseok can’t quite keep himself from offering, “Can I help you settle a little, or would you prefer to just stay like this for a minute? I’m fine with either – just whatever makes you feel the most comfortable.”

A few beats of silence pass before Jimin whispers, “Just a little? I want to relax for you, but I’ll need some coordination left if you want to dance.”

“Just a little then,” Hoseok answers, pride swelling warm in his chest at being allowed to settle his omega again. He pulls back far enough to tip Jimin’s head up for a kiss, just a simple press of lips as he rests a hand on Jimin’s shoulder and very gently traces a thumb around his scent gland.

There’s no fight this time, just Jimin relaxing against him, tension bleeding out of his body in the space of a few seconds as he breaks their kiss to whisper a soft little, “Thank you.”

“Still intent on thanking me for things I enjoy doing?”

“Something else you’d prefer for me to say?”

Hoseok lets out a little laugh. “If you can still sass then I definitely didn’t settle you too much.”

“Nah, it’s perfect,” Jimin says with a smile, scent spiking as his eyes start to scan the area around them, landing on the radio. “Are we dancing?”

“If you’re up for it. I have a gift for you first, and a drink if you’d like?”

“I would like – very much.”

*******

Jimin feels like his heart is nearly too big to fit in his chest.

As soon as Hoseok lets him go and starts fiddling with his phone to set up the music, Jimin takes a brief moment to just look at everything Hoseok has done. The little strings of lights hanging from hedges and trees, the flowers dotted all over in pretty little pops of color, the soft music that starts playing…

All for him.

Even after being settled, it’s almost too much to take in. It would be one thing if Jungkook was here too and Jimin could pretend it was more for him, but like this? There’s no other explanation. Hoseok wants this to be special – wants a romantic night with Jimin. It’s all so much and…

He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. He’s definitely overwhelmed. A couple of months ago, he might not have been able to handle it, but right now, in this moment?

He allows the feeling to wash over him, doing his best to just accept it and let his trust in Hoseok keep him afloat. The alpha won’t let him fall, and he isn’t doing this in some ridiculously elaborate plan to lull Jimin into a false sense of security and then pull the rug out from under him.

Hoseok cares about him. Maybe he even–

“Minnie, you okay?”

Jimin opens his eyes back up to find Hoseok standing in front of him, skin glowing pretty and golden in the light of the setting sun, holding out a glass of wine toward him with a warm smile on his face. He’s so incredibly handsome like this that it leaves Jimin’s stomach feeling full of butterflies.

“I’m good,” Jimin answers, accepting the glass of wine. “Just taking it all in. It really is beautiful, hyung.”

Hoseok’s smile widens. “I’m so glad you like it. Do you think you’re ready for your gift?”

With a little nod, Jimin allows himself to be led toward the bench where that cute little gift box awaits him. He takes a long sip of his wine and sets it down, picking up the box with only the slightest tremble to his hands.

Ribbon undone, he lifts the lid of the box and reveals the contents. Inside, he finds a set of gold and sapphire earrings, detailed with dangling moons hanging from delicate little chains, and beneath that is what looks like a matching belly button ring. They’re beautiful, clearly picked especially for him (and his growing collection of moon themed jewelry).

“Hoseok-hyung, these are gorgeous. I don’t know what to say. Thank you,” Jimin manages, voice shaking as he trails his fingers gently over the gleaming gold of the belly button ring. “If you want to help me, I could get the earrings in now? It’ll be simpler to do the belly button ring inside, but…”

“Might be easier to just wait until later,” Hoseok offers. “Saves you from having to take them off again later.”

“Taking them off again?” Jimin tilts his head in confusion, looking up at Hoseok to find him with a coy smile on his face.

“Yeah, I’m not so sure they’re meant to be worn in the bath.”

A bath? Jimin’s thoughts turn to static as he imagines climbing into that giant bathtub with Hoseok. The one at the apartment is too small for Jungkook to ever get in with him, but baths together used to be one of his favorite things back in Busan, and the thought of sharing that with Hoseok has his brain feeling almost like it’s been dipped in honey. It actually takes effort for him not to let out the tiny whine he can feel trying to escape him. The thought of it being the first time Hoseok sees him completely naked makes him a little nervous, but that part is going to happen tonight either way so it’s not like–

“Your scent is going so sweet,” Hoseok comments, leaning in to press a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “You like the thought of me running you a bath?”

Jimin really must be feeling safe and relaxed, because he very nearly lets the disappointment seep into his scent. It’s close enough that his only option is to force his scent to go muted instead, which Hoseok picks up on immediately.

“No?” the alpha asks, head quirking to one side.

“I just thought…” Jimin takes a breath, trying to think of a good way to explain away the change in his scent, but coming up empty. But maybe… Maybe that’s not such a bad thing? He wants to get closer with Hoseok, and being honest is definitely one way to do it – plus he’s supposed to be looking for opportunities to build trust, right? He has to try if he wants that, so he takes another breath and says softly, “I guess I sort of thought that you meant together?”

Hoseok’s scent spikes in an instant, warm and sweet like mocha. “Okay, I’m going to grab this quick,” he says, taking the little gift box from Jimin’s hands and setting it on the bench. The second he turns back around, he’s pulling Jimin into a tight hug, still pumping out waves of perfectly rich and sweet coffee as he noses at Jimin’s jaw. “God, here I thought I was going to be smooth by offering to wash your hair or something, but then you just go and offer me everything I could possibly want. How did I get this lucky?”

“You want to?”

“So much, Minnie. Sorry if I let you think for even a second that I didn’t. I just wanted to be careful not to be presumptuous,” Hoseok explains, pressing a few kisses into Jimin’s jaw, then his lips.

Kissing is easier than talking. He can feel Hoseok’s enthusiasm like this, the way he presses forward and tilts his head to deepen their kiss, his normally calm and controlled demeanor falling away to make room for something a little desperate. It makes Jimin feel special to have him this way. He knows Hoseok doesn’t let himself slip with just anyone, and it doesn’t hurt that it feels good when their tongues meet as Hoseok licks his way into Jimin’s mouth.

“Hyung, I…” Jimin just barely manages as he pulls back from the kiss, breathing hard.

“Sorry, was that too much, or–“

“Not too much,” Jimin clarifies, letting out a nervous little puff of laughter as the embarrassment of what he’s about to admit washes over him. “Just… If we keep going, I’m going to leak. I swear it’s not always this bad. I’ve just been thinking about this so much and– God, I should have just worn the stupid plug.”

Hoseok shakes his head, smiling down at Jimin with those pretty brown eyes shining in the sunset. “I’m glad you didn’t. Don’t want you to feel like you have to hide it around me – and also that might be the hottest thing I’ve heard all day. I love knowing that you’ve been thinking about this. I have too.”

Jimin can’t help but burst into giggles as he gestures to the scene around them and says, “Really? I wouldn’t have guessed.” The resulting bout of laughter breaks any remaining tension in the air, with both of their scents drifting closer to content than arousal. “Sorry, I couldn’t help but joke. I am glad you’ve been thinking about this too, and I’d like to make sure all of your planning doesn’t go to waste. You wanted to dance, right?”

“Yeah,” Hoseok says, still wearing a wide smile as the last of their giggles die down. “And I’d like to learn what you prefer in preheat. Jinnie said you settled so well for him like that – and I heard you were pretty impressed with his skills.”

God, his alpha is already thinking about his next heat…

Nope. Focus on something else.

“Sure, I can show you. To be fair though, I was mostly impressed with Jin-hyung because of how well he could lead, so it’s less about teaching you any complicated steps. Is that okay?”

“Perfectly fine. I just want to learn what you like, no matter what it is.”

Jimin really needs to get this moving. If Hoseok keeps talking like this – about making him happy, about their future together – he’s not going to be able to handle all the emotion swelling inside of him. He can barely keep himself from swooning as is.

“Alright, let’s start with something simple, just so I can get a feel for your skill level.”

~~

It’s much easier for Jimin to keep himself in check once they’re moving together and he can focus on the dance instead of how completely enamored he feels right now.

Hoseok is a good student. The foundation is there, a lot like it was for Jin, but he doesn’t lead as naturally. Unfortunately, it’s not quite as easy of a skill to teach as a new step would be, but they have plenty of time to practice, taking occasional breaks to sip more wine.

They finish off the bottle like that, drinking, talking, and dancing while the sun sinks down below the horizon and the moon starts to rise in the sky. His jacket might have felt a bit like overkill before, but now that the chill of evening is setting in, he finds himself pretty glad for it. The same can’t really be said for Hoseok. He’s dressed in a thick sweater, but that might not be enough to keep the chill out now that the sun has set.

“Are you cold at all, hyung?” Jimin asks as they sway together.

“I’m alright. Are you cold?”

“No, just worried about you.”

“I’m perfectly fine, though I’d be better if I felt like I was getting this a little faster.”

“You’re not bad at all,” Jimin assures him. “I can follow you easily enough like this, and your footwork is smoother already.”

“Still gonna have to practice so that I’m ready for your next heat. Maybe all of us could learn? Take turns dancing with you while we get the house all ready?”

Jimin swallows, heart beating fast in his chest at the thought of spending his whole heat here next time, being cared for like that again through his preheat… Actual heat still feels a little more scary, but it always does. Either way, he’s not going to let worrying about that ruin the great time he’s having right now.

“I’d like that a lot,” Jimin admits, pressing a kiss to Hoseok’s shoulder and resting his chin there. “This has been so nice.”

“Would be better if I could get this dip down right, but I’m still having fun.”

“You’re so much like Kookie was when I was trying to teach him,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh. “He was totally adamant about not stopping until he got it right. I should have expected it, since you’re just as much of a perfectionist as he is.”

At this, Hoseok pulls back far enough to fix Jimin with a curious little smile. “You think I’m a perfectionist?”

“Wait, do you think you aren’t?”

“I don’t really consider myself one, I guess.”

Jimin narrows his eyes at Hoseok. It might be the couple of drinks making him feel bold, or just how comfortable he’s started to get with Hoseok, but either way he can’t quite help pushing a little. “Uh huh, so what about all the time you spend obsessing over details and always trying to get everything you do one-hundred percent correct? Or working so hard to be the ideal ray of sunshine for everyone else without ever faltering?”

He can actually see the gears turning in Hoseok’s head as he considers the words, followed by a slowly growing frown.

“It’s not a bad thing,” Jimin assures him, not wanting to offend. “You do a lot of incredible things with all of that drive and focus – you just need to give yourself breaks every now and then.”

It seems almost automatic, the way Hoseok defensively counters with, “Like all the breaks you give yourself?”

Jimin smiles. The tiny accusation doesn’t bother him. He likes knowing that he can put Hoseok off balance, that he’s allowed to see this slightly prickly side of the alpha. “Maybe, but my problem isn’t that I’m a perfectionist.”

“No, you just always think you’re a burden, even when you aren’t.”

That one hits a little closer to home. Jimin knows he’s insecure, and that he tries to control it by having as few needs as possible, but he hates knowing that people can see that for what it is. It’s yet another thing to work on, but one where he has no idea where to even begin trying to solve it – at least aside from trying to be more honest about his needs. And he is trying to do that, even though it’s hard.

Now it’s his turn to frown a little. He’s still not upset. Hoseok doesn’t mean it as a criticism, but it does remind him of all the work ahead of him.

“Sorry,” Hoseok says, leaning in to press a kiss to Jimin’s cheek, then trailing down along his jaw. “I know I get defensive, and I didn’t mean anything by it. I like you just how you are.”

“I know, it’s okay. I do the same thing.” Jimin lets out a little laugh that turns to a sigh as Hoseok’s lips begin pecking a line of kisses down his neck. The collar of his jacket keeps the alpha from actually reaching his scent gland, though it’s still close enough to leave him yearning for a proper scenting.

He can’t help but shiver.

“Still sorry, Minnie. We both need to take more breaks – and I need to maybe take a few minutes sometime to consider that I might have a bit of a perfectionist streak.”

Jimin hums something like an agreement, momentarily too focused on how nice it feels to have Hoseok close like this to formulate a proper response. Eventually, he mumbles, “If you talk it out with anyone but Jin-hyung, they’re definitely gonna give you an ‘I told you so’.”

“Part of me wants to ask how you know that,” Hoseok says, letting his teeth just barely ghost over the skin of Jimin’s neck. “But another part of me thinks I should probably get you inside. Your scent is going so sweet.”

“Definitely go with the second option.” Jimin swallows, then whispers shakily, “Feels nice.”

Hoseok smiles against Jimin’s neck. “Does it?”

“Tease.”

That earns him a laugh and one more quick kiss to his cheek before Hoseok pulls back. “Okay, yeah. I’m definitely getting you inside. You think you’re ready for a bath?”

“You’re still coming with me, right?”

“Wouldn’t miss it for the world, Minnie.”

“Okay, then I’m ready.”

~~

Inside, Jimin is surprised when they pass right by the main floor bathroom and continue down the hall.

“Are we grabbing something from your room, hyung?”

“Oh, no. I was kind of planning to use my tub tonight. It’s not quite as big, but it’s definitely still roomy enough for both of us – unless you’d like a bit more distance?”

Jimin shakes his head and squeezes Hoseok’s hand as they walk. “Why, you wanna sit a respectable twelve inches apart at all times?”

Hoseok laughs. “What’s this? A couple glasses of wine and Jiminie is all sass?”

“The wine definitely helps. Admittedly, the fact that I’m also equal parts nervous and excited might be playing a part too. We really do both get catty when we’re feeling vulnerable, don’t we?”

“Between you, me, and Yoongi, we could probably teach classes on how to do it like an expert.”

“Somehow I don’t think that’s gonna pay as well as your current job.”

“Probably not. Okay,” Hoseok says, pausing just outside the door to his room. “All joking aside, you said you were feeling nervous. If you’re having second thoughts or anything, that’s totally okay and–”

“I’m not,” Jimin interrupts. “No second thoughts, just a stomach full of butterflies, promise.”

“Alright, I still wanna check in a little more – but let me get the bath running quick. We can talk while it fills up.”

Jimin is thankful to enter the bedroom and not be immediately overwhelmed by another scene as romantic as what had been outside in the garden. Not that he didn’t love that, but Hoseok leaving him alone in the middle of a bedroom full of rose petals or something would have definitely left him spiraling with nerves.

Instead, Hoseok excuses himself to get the bath started and leaves Jimin in the familiar space of his bedroom. It’s as neat and tidy as every other time Jimin has been inside, with the only real difference being that the scent of coffee is quite a bit stronger than usual. Admittedly, that’s a pretty low bar. Even with Hoseok getting steadily better at letting out his scent (which has to be at least partially because of how often Jungkook reminds him), he still hides it more often than not, which usually leaves his room disappointingly lacking in the scent Jimin craves.

It’s easy to follow his nose to the source.

Hoseok must have scented a few of the pillows on his bed – and there’s no way he did that for himself. Jimin doesn’t waste any time climbing up onto the bed and lying down with his head on one of the pillows, tugging another one to his chest as he watches the bathroom door in complete comfort, bathed in the warm smell of coffee. The couple of glasses of wine have left him just tipsy enough not to feel ashamed of how this is going to look.

When Hoseok steps out of his bathroom a couple of minutes later, his eyes quickly find Jimin on his bed, the easy smile on his face stretching wider as he walks over. “Comfy, baby?”

“It never smells like you in here. You did this for me?”

“Among other things, yeah,” Hoseok says, lying down on the bed across from Jimin, who graciously gives up the pillow clutched to his chest so that Hoseok has one for his head. “Very generous of you to share.”

“What can I say, I’m a giver. You wanted to talk? Is it about the ‘other things’ you just mentioned?”

“Might be a good place to start. I wanted… The bathroom was just set up to hopefully give you the best bath of your life and kind of set the mood. I suppose I hope it still does that, but either way it might be a tiny bit overwhelming.”

Jimin feels the butterflies in his stomach even more acutely now. He’s never even seen the inside of Hoseok’s bathroom normally, having only slept in here a couple of times. With how hard he sleeps, it’s pretty rare he ever gets up in the middle of the night – unless he’s sleepwalking, but he doesn’t really count that. Either way, he wants to be able to appreciate whatever Hoseok has done without the apprehension he felt earlier out in the garden, so maybe…

“Would you settle me before we go in?”

“You don’t want to see it first?”

Jimin shakes his head. “I think at this point I know I’m going to like whatever you’ve done, and I want to be able to show you that right away instead of just freezing again.”

“For the record, I didn’t feel offended when you needed a minute out in the garden.”

“I mean, it’s a little bit for me too,” Jimin admits. “I want… I just want to be able to relax and not have to overthink. I trust you a lot, and whatever you’ve done for us– I really… I want to enjoy it as much as I can.”

Hoseok’s scent is going warm again, already starting to make the edges of Jimin's thoughts feel fuzzy. “Okay,” he says, reaching out to take Jimin’s hand and raise it to his face, and brushing a feather light kiss along the knuckles. “I’ll settle you before we go in. I did wanna talk just a little about after too, if that’s okay?”

After.

It’s impossible to keep Hoseok’s text from the other day out of his mind. He wants to make Jimin cum so many times that he cries. God, if he thinks about that too much–

“I’m gonna take your scent as a good sign,” Hoseok says, voice going a little deeper as he noses along Jimin’s wrist. “Still wanna make sure we talk a little though.”

Jimin nods, doing his best to keep his head out of the gutter. He can’t leak just from a little talking – no way. “Sure, what do you wanna talk about?”

Hoseok must pick up on the tension in his voice, head tilting to the side as he searches Jimin’s face. “Are you worried? Your scent is… It’s really good right now, but if that’s just something you’re doing for me, then–”

“It’s not. I can’t do that – make it go sweet, I mean. I can get it to baseline, and I can shut it off, but I can’t force it to go sweet. Just… M’trying not to embarrass myself.” Jimin finishes with a tiny groan, turning to hide his face in the pillow where he can breathe in deep lungfuls of Hoseok’s scent. He really should have just worn the damn plug and taken it out later. This is so stupid.

“Minnie,” Hoseok whispers, pressing another kiss along Jimin’s wrist. Then he swipes over it once with his tongue, and Jimin lets out a gasp. “You have no idea how bad I want you all slicked up right now – or any other time. I’m never going to be anything less than thrilled about it. I love so much that you didn’t plug yourself up and hide from me tonight, baby.”

“But you wanna talk,” Jimin mumbles into the pillow.

“We can still talk while you smell like a dream. Honestly, the thought of you all worked up and trying to hold a conversation with me is… Fuck, it’s really hot. Now come on, let me see your pretty face, Jiminie.”

With a sigh, Jimin turns back to face Hoseok, and is surprised by the naked hunger in the alpha’s gaze. He’s looking at Jimin like he wants to eat him alive and–

Focus.

“Let’s talk?” Jimin says, cheeks burning.

Thankfully, Hoseok decides to have some mercy on him. “Alright, yeah. Let’s get a move on so I can get you into the bath. Just want to make sure we’re clear about consent before I settle you too much more, okay?”

“Sure. For something specific, or…?”

“Some specific, some more general. We’ve established you’re okay with a bath together, and presumably with touching while we’re in there. I know we’ve talked a little about what might happen after, and I’m still really interested in all of that. Are you?”

“Yeah, still very interested.”

“And you’ll be comfortable telling me if that changes?”

Jimin nods. “I will, hyung. I’ll tell you if I need to slow down or stop. Even once I go under, I don’t lose that ability or anything. I might be more comfortable and floaty, but I still won’t agree to do something I don’t want to do. I can expect the same from you, right?”

“You can, and thank you for clarifying. Sorry if this feels a little over the top. Just wanna do this right and make sure I take good care of you.”

“It’s okay. Want you to have whatever you need to feel comfortable too.”

“Thank you. I think I’m good, so long as you are. Ready to be settled?”

“Please,” Jimin asks, voice coming out a little breathless already. He’s so ready. He’s been thinking about this for days.

Hoseok doesn’t make him wait, letting out a fond sounding, “Don’t worry, I’ve got you,” before leaning in for a gentle kiss. His lips just barely press against Jimin’s, hand coming up to rest at his neck again, giving just a few seconds of warning before there’s a soft pressure on his scent gland.

Just like the last time, he can feel the way his body tries to succumb immediately, followed by the slowly rising tide of anxiety at the thought of being so vulnerable. Once again, he reminds himself that this is Hoseok trying to get him to relax. If there’s any alpha Jimin can trust (and there really might be more than one), it’s Hoseok. He’s already taken care of Jimin once like this, and it felt so good.

What’s the harm in giving in again?

“That’s it, Minnie,” Hoseok coos as Jimin’s mind starts to feel fuzzy and warm. “You can let go for me.”

Notes:

See you next Sunday for the second part of this special date night <3

Chapter 93: Proper Care

Notes:

Another explicit chapter ahead :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Hoseok has so been looking forward to settling his omega properly.

He can feel the way Jimin goes lax against him, letting out a shaky little breath that ends on a whine as Hoseok’s thumb presses a little harder into his scent gland. It’s not just how his body reacts either. His scent is tipping sweet too, a smile on his face and his cheeks dusted pink when Hoseok pulls back to give each one of them a kiss.

He’s perfect, and Hoseok has been dreaming about having him like this again ever since that massage.

“Come on, honey. Let’s get you into the bath.”

Jimin comes willingly, accepting the arm Hoseok settles around his waist as he’s led to the bathroom, his scent spiking almost as soon as the door opens and the warmth of candlelight greets them.

While Hoseok left his bedroom fairly plain for their date, the bathroom is another story. Lighting candles was an obvious choice, and there was no reason not to bring a few of the flower arrangements into this room as well. From there, he doubled down on the bath itself, choosing from his and Jimin’s favorite bath bombs and opting for just a tiny bit of bubbles (mostly to offer a little modesty in case Jimin accepted the offer of having his hair washed).

Hoseok definitely hadn’t expected to be able to take a bath with him.

The tub is big enough that it’s only about half full, which is a shame, because the sound of running water definitely covers what Hoseok is fairly sure is a gasp coming from Jimin.

“Hyung, this is…” He trails off, stepping in closer to Hoseok’s side as whatever words he whispers next are drowned out by the noise.

That won’t do at all.

Hoseok guides Jimin deeper into the bathroom, leading him to one of the spots on the counter not cluttered with flowers and candles, and backing him up against it. Jimin hoists himself up without even being asked, eyes still darting around the room to take everything in as Hoseok steps between his knees.

“I missed what you said earlier, Minnie. Tell me again?”

Jimin’s gaze settles back on Hoseok, head tipped down slightly to look at him. “Just that this is beautiful.”

“Not half as pretty as you are, baby,” Hoseok says, settling his hands atop Jimin’s thighs and watching the way he shivers at just that little bit of contact.

Instead of answering, Jimin leans down for a kiss, letting out a tiny whine almost immediately when their lips meet. It’s exactly the kind of sound Hoseok has been desperate to hear again for days, imagining Jiminie leaking and moaning all sweet for him again – except he doesn’t have to imagine anymore. Now he can earn all those pretty noises for himself.

No point in wasting time.

Jimin’s mouth opens eagerly at the first hint of tongue, allowing Hoseok to taste him every bit as thoroughly as he wants. And god does he want. He licks into Jimin’s mouth while his hands slide up to the omega’s waist, fingertips just slipping under the hem of his shirt to brush warm skin.

“Can I undress you, honey?” Hoseok asks, giving the tiniest hint of a nip to Jimin’s jaw before soothing it with a kiss. “You’re so gorgeous. Wanna see you.”

“You can, but I– I’m gonna… Sorry, I–” Jimin cuts himself off with a whine as the air fills with the scent of vanilla cream, so sweet it makes Hoseok’s mouth water with the need to taste. Just like the last time, Jimin goes tense – all that relaxation they’ve worked so hard to build falling away in an instant as another apology falls from his lips and he squeezes his eyes shut.

“It’s okay, pretty baby,” Hoseok coos. “You don’t have to try and hide that from me. I’ve been wanting to get you leaking again so bad. You smell perfect for me.”

Jimin just barely cracks his eyes open, a little frown on his face as he looks at Hoseok with uncertainty. “Are… You’re sure?”

“So sure.” Hoseok leans in and presses a kiss to his lips, then one to each cheek. “It’s almost a shame to know I’m going to put you in the tub and wash it all away, but you’ll leak more for me, won’t you? Let me get you all soaked later so I can finally get a taste?”

That seems to help, the frown falling from Jimin’s face as his eyes open wider. “You really…”

“Wanna eat you out? I sure do, Minnie. Gonna get you all soaked and make you cum until you cry, remember?”

“Want that too,” Jimin admits, licking his lips absent-mindedly as he starts to settle again. He even reaches out for the hem of Hoseok’s shirt, lifting it just the slightest. “Please?”

“Yeah, gorgeous. Let’s get both of us undressed.”

A little more kissing and Jimin slips right back under for him, letting Hoseok guide him exactly how he wants. For as much as he seems to panic when he starts to get wet, it’s not too hard to help calm him back down again, especially now that Hoseok knows what he needs. Maybe next time he can be faster with the praise, or even deliver it just before Jimin starts to leak again and see if that helps.

Either way, now that he’s settled again, Jimin is eager under Hoseok’s hands. He allows Hoseok to tug his shirt off, letting out little whines whenever they stop kissing, and eventually reaching back out to try and help get Hoseok’s shirt off too.

“Don’t wanna be the only one naked,” Jimin whispers against Hoseok’s lips. “Please, alpha?”

Alpha. Fuck.

Normally Hoseok isn’t nearly as susceptible to that sort of thing as Namjoon is, but it still feels like an accomplishment hearing it from Jimin. It sends pride swelling in his chest because his omega feels like his.

“Alright, one sec,” Hoseok agrees, yanking his shirt over his head without hesitating. Not wanting to waste anymore time on himself, he undoes his belt and lets his pants fall down, kicking them off to the corner where he threw his shirt. Once it’s done, he turns back and finds Jimin’s eyes raking over his body, mouth dropped open just the slightest as the smell of slick gets stronger. Very flattering. “See something you like, honey?”

“I– You’re…” Jimin’s eyes settle on his cock and he licks his lips, lurching forward just a few inches in a movement that looks almost automatic before he catches himself. (It’s the same reaction Yoongi has whenever he sees Hoseok’s dick too – the one that means he wants to suck him off. It looks just as cute on Jimin as it does on him.) “You’re so handsome,” Jimin eventually manages.

Hoseok lets out a little laugh, stepping closer and reaching for the button on Jimin’s jeans. “Glad you think so, baby. Do I get to see you now too?”

Jimin nods, eyes flicking over Hoseok’s shoulder before he says, “Hyung, is that full enough?”

The bath. Hoseok almost forgot it was running, the sound of rushing water fading to little more than white noise while his attention was so focused on Jimin. It’s just about perfect when he turns his head to look, so he presses a quick kiss to Jimin’s cheek and answers, “Just a second.”

It doesn’t take him long to walk over and shut off the tap, dipping his fingertips into the water just to make sure the temperature is good. While it’s perfectly warm, he does decide to quickly chuck in one more bath bomb. (Admittedly, using only one for such a big tub was a bit of an oversight on his part.)

“Alright, we should be– Wow.” Hoseok can’t think of anything else to say when he turns and finds Jimin now standing entirely naked before him.

While he might have seen most of Jimin during that massage, he never would have guessed just how pretty everything hidden behind that little towel would be. Yoongi is right, Jimin’s thighs really are works of art, and he’s got the cutest dick too, standing all flushed and pink even though he can see Jimin’s hands nervously shifting to cover himself.

“God, Minnie, you look good enough to eat,” Hoseok breathes, immediately stepping closer and reaching out to touch, one hand landing on Jimin’s hip while the other brushes away the omega’s hands. “Don’t hide, baby. You’re way too goddamn pretty for that.”

Jimin swallows, the sound perfectly clear in the now silent room. “Embarrassing,” he says, even as his hips shift into Hoseok’s touch.

Hell, they need to get into the bath before he can’t help himself anymore.

“Nothing to be embarrassed about.” Hoseok leans in for a short kiss, just to give Jimin a little break from being looked at, which seems to help settle him. When the kiss ends, Hoseok stays close, nosing at Jimin’s jaw as he asks, “You still wanna get into the tub with me?”

~~

The bath really is relaxing.

At the very least, having Jimin completely bare and pressed so close to him helps calm the growing desperation that was running through him before. He is going to take care of his omega exactly how he’s yearning to, but he’s also going to take care of him like this – holding Jimin close, back to his chest as he presses the occasional kiss to his shoulder.

Hoseok keeps his hands busy too, gliding over all the smooth skin hidden from view by the thin layer of bubbles on the surface of the water. He presses into every little bit of tension he can find, rubbing into the muscles of Jimin’s chest and arms until he goes nearly boneless against Hoseok, letting out breathy little sighs and contented hums.

At least they both get a little break from being achingly hard – or at least Hoseok assumes that Jimin has gone a little soft too. He seems relaxed enough for it, taking every touch and press of Hoseok’s hands without arching up for more contact. The twenty or so minutes they spend just enjoying each other's company in near silence definitely feels every bit as intimate as Hoseok could have hoped for – but it can’t last forever.

It’s not until Hoseok starts touching Jimin’s thighs that the omega finally goes a little tense under his hands again and whines, “Hyung, feels good.”

“Yeah?” Hoseok presses a bit harder into the firm expanse of muscle. “You sore there, baby?”

Jimin shakes his head. “Just sensitive.”

“Always, or just now?”

Jimin lets out a shaky breath as Hoseok gently scrapes his nails along the skin of Jimin’s inner thigh, scent spiking all creamy again. “Always,” he breathes.

Okay, suddenly the bath isn’t so relaxing.

“God, you really are going to be a dream for Yoongi, aren’t you?”

“Why do– Hell,” Jimin whimpers, his legs spreading wider as Hoseok’s hands dip further between his thighs, pressing deep into the muscles there.

Hoseok can’t help but grin, pecking a kiss into the nape of Jimin’s neck. “Something wrong, Minnie?”

“Don’t… Don’t act like you don’t know. Can feel you getting hard.”

“Basically impossible not to when you’re this responsive.”

“I can be more responsive,” Jimin says, beginning to shift in Hoseok’s arms. He lifts himself up and then turns around, now kneeling between Hoseok’s legs with bubbles and water running down his exposed chest. For a moment, he goes still, just looking down at Hoseok with his pretty flushed face and his pupils blown wide in the candlelight – but he does eventually come closer, leaning in for a kiss and whispering, “Want something from you.”

“What’s that?”

“Can we… I want to scent you – properly, I mean.”

“I’d love that so much. Gonna want you closer for it, though. C’mere.”

Jimin lets Hoseok pull him in without a fuss, tugging until they’re chest to chest and he can feel Jimin every bit as hard as he is himself. He can’t help but rut his hips forward just once, pulling Jimin into a kiss that swallows both their sounds of pleasure as they grind together.

“Go ahead, Jiminie,” Hoseok whispers against his lips, tangling wet fingers into the omega’s hair and guiding him toward his neck. “You can go first.”

The first touch of Jimin’s mouth on his scent gland is nearly enough to send Hoseok reeling, something that isn’t helped at all by the hot spark of want that shoots through him at the first brush of tongue. He’d like to simply enjoy the feeling, but his instinctual need to return his mate’s scenting has him leaning into Jimin’s neck just a few moments later, mouth sealing over his scent gland as it’s flooded with the wonderfully sweet taste of vanilla.

It’s perfect.

Hoseok’s thoughts feel like they’re running too fast for him to keep up with, just a constant, buzzing mess of declarations of love mixed with the most intense desire he’s felt in years outside of a rut – probably since the first time he did this with Taehyung.

He wants to keep Jimin here forever, pressed right up against him and letting out soft little sounds of pleasure with every breath. There’s no need for him to leave, not when they have plenty of room in the house for both him and Jungkook. He belongs here, in this house where Hoseok can tug him into a bath like this every night if he wants, get him all relaxed and soft, then open him up and make him feel so good he can’t remember his own name.

Hyung,” Jimin breathes, still giving soft little kitten licks to Hoseok’s scent gland. “Feels good.”

Hoseok sucks at Jimin’s neck, determined to leave a bruise, something to show that Jimin is his. It has the omega whining and squirming against him, hips rutting forward again and then letting out a gasp when their cocks both slide together under the water.

“God, Minnie,” Hoseok says, finally releasing Jimin’s neck, satisfied with the deep red mark left behind. “You sound so good. Are you leaking for me?”

Jimin is silent, bowing his head down to hide his face as he gives a tiny nod.

“No hiding, remember?” Hoseok says, tipping Jimin’s face up to look at him. “It’s such a shame to know you’re wet for me and I can’t smell it properly. How do you feel about moving this to the bedroom? Gonna let me make you feel good, pretty baby?”

“Want you to touch me,” Jimin admits, gaze shifting from Hoseok’s eyes back down to his chest. “But I’m gonna be a mess.”

God, it takes everything Hoseok has not to let out a growl. He wants Jimin gushing so much slick that it ruins his sheets, wants to get him so damn wet that there won’t be a doubt left in his mind that Hoseok loves it.

“Al– Hyung, your scent.” Jimin’s voice comes out quiet and almost dazed as he gravitates back toward Hoseok’s neck, tongue licking a heavy stripe over his scent gland.

“It’s cause I wanna mess you up, Minnie. Want you wet for me so bad. Tell me I can? Let me take you to bed?”

“Please, I want you to.”

“Alright, gorgeous. Let me get us out of here, okay?”

~~

The journey back to Hoseok’s bedroom is quicker than it probably should be – mostly because he doesn’t bother drying either of them off very well, unwilling to be parted from Jimin for any longer than necessary. Maybe he would have been able to help himself, if not for the sweet smell of Jimin’s slick making him desperate. He’s so close to finally having a taste of him, and all it makes him want to do is rush.

“Smell so fucking good, Minnie. Sweet and wet and all mine,” Hoseok mutters as he carries Jimin back to his bed, both of them dripping water as they go.

A tiny laugh bubbles out of Jimin. “Don’t wanna dry off?”

“Gonna make a mess either way.”

Finally – goddamn finally – Hoseok gets to lay Jimin out on his bed. Whatever image he’s created in his mind of what this moment was going to look like, it’s completely blown out of the water by the reality before him.

Jimin is perfect, wet skin shining in the low light and flushed from their time in the bath, every inch of that dancer’s body on display as he does his best not to squirm too much under Hoseok’s gaze. His pretty cock is standing tall again, hands spread wide across the sheets instead of trying to cover himself this time, allowing Hoseok to look.

“Alpha,” Jimin says, voice low as a tiny frown forms on his face. “I need you to touch. You can look too, but… please? Feels weird when we just…”

Of course. They’ve just scented properly for the first time, and here Hoseok is not offering his omega the reassuring touch he needs – that they both need. He can feel the same desire creeping under his own skin almost like an itch, the need to maintain contact with his mate and show that he can look after him.

“Sorry,” Hoseok mutters, reaching out to touch Jimin’s knee and crawling up onto the bed right away. He gets both of them scooted closer to the center (and gets Jiminie’s head on a pillow), then climbs over him and descends for a kiss that settles his nerves immediately. “Didn’t mean to leave you without touch like that. You’re just so beautiful, it was hard to tear my eyes away. All better?”

“Mhmm. You’re handsome too, hyung.”

“So glad you think so. Gonna touch you now, pretty baby – make you feel good. Is that okay?”

One nod from Jimin, and Hoseok stops holding back. He’s finally got his omega spread out before him like the prettiest goddamn buffet, and there’s no way he isn’t going to indulge himself.

More than anything, he’s desperate to find out just how sensitive Jiminie’s thighs really are, especially after all those sweet sounds he made when Hoseok touched them in the tub. Still, there’s no rush, so Hoseok takes his time exploring on the way down, sucking a bruise into Jimin’s collarbone and rubbing over a nipple until he starts to arch up into the touch with a whine.

It’s far from the only noise Hoseok earns. Pretty whimpers when he sinks his teeth into a pec, sweet sighs as he rakes nails gently over Jimin’s flank, and even a breathy little giggle at the gentle kiss Hoseok presses just above his navel – they’re all lovely. The sight of the plain silver piercing in Jimin’s belly button reminds Hoseok of the gift he bought, sitting forgotten on the bathroom counter.

He was looking forward to seeing Jimin entirely bare except for the jewelry he got him, but he’ll have to table that for now. They’ll have plenty of opportunities to try again.

“Ticklish, Minnie?” Hoseok asks, pressing more soft kisses into the skin on Jimin’s tummy.

It has Jimin giggling again, body just starting to wriggle before Hoseok presses more firmly to help settle him. “A little,” Jimin answers, smiling. “Mostly just my stomach and– Oh, that’s–” He cuts himself off with a whimper as Hoseok drags his nails down the inside of one thigh.

Almost immediately, the thick scent of vanilla cream in the air grows stronger – a fresh trickle of slick.

“You really are so sensitive here,” Hoseok says, mouthing his way down Jimin’s hip and ignoring the pretty cock just inches from his face. “Enough to get you leaking even more for me. You’re perfect, baby. How do you feel about bites?”

“I– Bites are good. You can.”

Hoseok smiles, pressing a few teasing kisses to the top of one thigh while he drags his nails over the other again. “Yeah? Gonna let me mark you up here?”

“Mark me up,” Jimin echoes, already looking fucked out as he nods down at Hoseok. “Please, alpha.”

“So polite. Open up for me, pretty baby.” Hoseok presses gently at Jimin’s knees to encourage him to spread them. He obeys, the flush on his face growing deeper as he displays himself.

And god is it a gorgeous display.

Hoseok finally gets his first look at Jimin’s hole, pretty pink and shining with slick, clearly clenched tight to try and hold as much of it in as he can. That’s fine. He can try all he wants for now. He’ll be drenching the sheets at some point tonight no matter what, and this way Hoseok will know exactly when he finally gets Jimin to relax enough to let go.

Fuck, just look at you, Minnie. So lovely for me.”

Jimin shivers at the first touch to his thighs, allowing Hoseok to press them open even wider and letting out a cry when he feels a hint of teeth. Between the smell of slick and the noises falling from Jimin’s lips, Hoseok’s thoughts start to feel fuzzy. Just a constant loop of bite, soothe, tease, bite, soothe, tease – while every touch seems to earn him a reaction.

He can hardly be blamed for losing himself in it a little.

It’s not until he bites particularly hard and smells the wave of creamy vanilla in the air that he finally pauses again, leaning back to take in his work.

A whole mess of suck marks and gorgeous bruises decorate Jimin’s thighs, and one look down at his pretty little hole reveals a trail of slick running out of him and beginning to pool on the blanket below. He rushes to clench back up, eyes squeezed shut as he raises his hands to cover his face in shame.

That won’t do at all.

“Don’t hide, baby,” Hoseok says, leaning up to give a gentle tug to Jimin’s wrists. “You’re really gonna try to keep all that slick inside when your alpha worked so hard for it?”

“It’s too much,” Jimin whines. “M’ruining your sheets.”

“Not yet, but I want you to. You smell like a dream, Minnie, and you’re making such a lovely mess of yourself. Can’t wait to turn you over and watch it run down your thighs – it’s gonna be perfect. Can you let me see your face?”

Jimin finally lets Hoseok pull his hands down, revealing the frown on his face and his eyes shining wet with unshed tears.

“Oh, pretty baby, you’re really worried aren’t you? I promise you, I love it so much. It lets me know I’m making you feel good, and I really, really wanna make you feel good.”

“You are– It does– I just…” Jimin bites at his lip for a few seconds, swallowing audibly. “You really mean it? You won’t hate me for making a mess of your bed?”

“Minnie, I made my bed this morning with every intention of making you feel so good you drench every inch of it. I’d still love to do that, but if it would make you more comfortable we could put a towel down?”

Jimin gives this a couple of seconds of thought before whispering, “You don’t want to?”

“Not really, but I can tell the alpha part of me that desperately wants your scent in my bed to shut up. What I want most is to make you feel comfortable.”

“I wanna make you happy,” Jimin admits.

“Baby, I’m already happy – so goddamn happy, you have no idea. I’ve been thinking of having you like this for so long, and it means so much that you’re here with me now. Nothing is gonna change that. Even if you wanted to stop right now, I’d still be the happiest, okay?”

“I don’t wanna stop.”

“Then we won’t,” Hoseok assures him, leaning in to press a kiss to one of those bright red cheeks. “Want me to go get a towel?”

Jimin looks at him with something like desperation, eyes searching his face. “You’re really sure you like it? I’m sorry, I just–”

“So sure. I more than like it. I love it, Minnie – and you don’t have to apologize for needing me to say that. I’ll tell you as many times as you need. Just want you soaked for me.”

“You can. Just like this. I– I want to, but… Help me?”

Hoseok can’t help but smile, leaning in for a quick kiss. He expected for them to have to overcome something like this, but he didn’t expect just how easy it would be for Jimin to trust him, to ask for his help. It makes the love he already feels swell even stronger in his chest, and he can’t help but wonder if maybe Jimin loves him too – but they’ll have to handle that another time.

For now, he gets to settle his mate.

“Sure thing, honey. Let me help.”

Now that they’ve broken through the barrier of more intimate scenting, getting Jimin to relax for him is relatively easy (not quite as easy as it would be with a nip, but they’ll get there someday too). All Hoseok has to do is give him a nice thorough scenting, applying plenty of pressure with his mouth until Jimin starts to go lax beneath him, breath coming in short little sighs.

“Alpha,” Jimin breathes. “Feels nice.”

There we go.

“Yeah? My pretty Jiminie all settled for me? Ready to let me make you feel even better?” In response, Hoseok gets a couple of syrupy nods from Jimin. “Perfect. I’m going to put you on your knees, okay? Gonna watch the slick run down your thighs and then I’m finally gonna get a taste of you.”

“Please,” Jimin whines, hips beginning to rock just the slightest.

Hoseok is careful to keep as much contact as possible to make sure Jiminie stays nice and relaxed for him while they move. It does take a considerable amount of effort not to lean back and admire the view once he gets him on his knees, that pretty little hole still clenched tight but perfectly presented for him. Not wasting a moment, Hoseok leans forward and licks a wet stripe right over it, the sweet taste of vanilla flooding his mouth and leaving him practically ravenous for more.

“Hyung, fuck,” Jimin whimpers, trembling as Hoseok licks over him again.

“Taste so perfect, Minnie. Wanna drown in your slick.” Feeling his own thoughts starting to go liquid, Hoseok seals his mouth over Jimin’s hole, licking tight little circles over him while his hands keep the omega spread wide for him.

Jimin cries out at the feeling, whining out several muffled sounds that might be an attempt at words, before finally managing to get something intelligible out. “Please, can’t– I… Can’t hold it, alpha.”

Hoseok pulls back just far enough to sink his teeth into a cheek, determined to mark up Jimin’s gorgeous ass just like he did to his thighs. “Don’t hold it, baby,” he says, voice coming out rough as he circles Jimin’s hole with his thumb. “Let it go for me. Show me how wet I’ve got you.”

The sheer amount of slick that runs out of Jimin when he finally relaxes is enough to have Hoseok momentarily speechless. It runs down Jimin’s thighs in long rivulets, dripping down over his balls and falling in a long line from his cock, where Hoseok can’t help but reach out to touch. He gives Jimin’s cock a few loose tugs, spreading the slick all over him and then dragging his hand all the way back up to his ass, relishing the long whine it earns him.

It would probably be better to say something in this moment, but instead all Hoseok does in his dazed state is lean forward and start eating Jimin out like he’s starved.

Honestly, he might be.

Jimin’s slick has all of Hoseok’s thoughts blown entirely out of his mind, leaving him with only the instinct to lap up as much of that sweet vanilla as he can, fucking his tongue into Jimin’s hole as it spasms around him. His own cock is desperately hard, but he can’t imagine anything he cares about less when he has this gorgeous omega whimpering and begging around his tongue, dripping more slick into Hoseok’s eager mouth.

“Al… Alpha– Hyung, I… Feels so good,” Jimin whines, pressing himself back harder against Hoseok’s tongue.

He doesn’t stop, not when Jimin begins to go tense under his grip, and certainly not when Jimin’s orgasm tears through him, leaving him crying out broken bits of begging as he clenches tight around Hoseok’s tongue and floods his mouth with even more of that delicious slick.

Still, Hoseok doesn’t stop. Why bother when he wants Jimin to cum for him so many times?

Once Jimin rides out his orgasm, his hips begin to jerk, first in tiny movements and then with a little more purpose. “Hyung, I– Need a break. Please – fuck, it’s too much.”

Reluctantly, Hoseok pulls back and presses a little kiss over one of the bite marks on Jimin’s ass. “Too much, baby?” he asks, panting to catch his breath as he reaches up to take one of Jimin’s hands.

“Really good, just… I need a minute after I cum. Can’t take the overstimulation like Kookie can.”

Hoseok immediately files that little bit of information away for a later date, then focuses his attention back on the matter at hand.

“You can have a break. Sorry, you just taste so goddamn good.”

“M’so glad you don’t hate it,” Jimin whispers, still catching his breath.

“Not even a little, honey. Love it so much,” Hoseok says, pressing open mouthed kisses down Jimin’s thigh and lapping up the slick as he goes. Honestly, drowning in it really wouldn’t be such a bad way to go, if he had to pick–

“I’m okay now, hyung.”

“Yeah?” Hoseok leans back up, rubbing a few experimental fingers across Jimin’s hole and listening to his breath catch. “You ready to give me another one? Can I keep eating you out?”

Jimin gives this a couple of seconds of thought before answering with, “You could. I… Yeah, that’s okay.”

That bit of hesitation gets Hoseok’s attention. “Something else you want, pretty baby? You can tell me what you like. I’m not picky about how I make you cum.”

“Just… You’re so hard and it…” Jimin buries his face in the pillow in front of him and mumbles, “Makes me feel empty.”

Hoseok’s neglected cock practically jumps at the thought of how good it would feel to sink into the gorgeous omega in front of him, how sweet Jimin would probably settle stretched nice and tight around his knot. It’s not an option right now, both because they’ve talked about it and because he knows Jimin’s birth control isn’t working yet. There’s an instinct somewhere inside of him that burns bright at the thought of knocking Jimin up, breeding him and claiming him, seeing his belly swollen with pups…

But Hoseok is stronger than his instincts.

He gently presses two of the fingers rubbing over Jimin’s hole inside of him, allowing the pretty broken cry Jimin lets out to wash over him as he strokes at the omega’s soft inner walls.

He can satisfy his mate just like this.

“Is that better, sweet thing? Less empty?”

“Less empty,” Jimin echoes, hips rocking as Hoseok lines up another finger. “Want more– Another– Like that, yes yes please.”

“Oh, pretty baby just needs to feel himself stretch?” Hoseok doesn’t really expect an answer, far more concerned with finding Jimin’s prostate. It doesn’t take long before he feels it, earning himself a choked off cry the second he rubs over it. “There we go. You take it so easy.”

“Easy, alpha… Please.”

“And you beg so nice too. God, Yoongi really is gonna go crazy over you.”

“People keep saying that Yoongi-hyung is… They talk like he wants…”

“Like he wants to ruin you?” Hoseok asks, thrusting his fingers deeper.

Jimin is nearly panting as he nods

“It’s because he does, honey.”

“Don’t know why,” Jimin whines, trying to thrust back against Hoseok’s fingers while he drips slick around them.

“Really? I can’t be the first one to tell you how much he stares at your ass, or how he gets all starry eyed talking about your thighs.” Hoseok punctuates this by raking his fingernails up one of Jimin’s slick covered thighs, dragging over bruises and unmarked skin in equal measure while Jimin shakes and lets out a low keen. “I’ve been wanting to eat you out for ages, but nobody wants that as bad as Yoongi does.”

“He wants… Really?”

“So bad, baby. He’d be happy to spend hours taking you apart like that. It’s his favorite – and the fact that you’re already so wet is gonna blow his mind. Yoongi loves mess more than anyone.”

Jimin isn’t even responding anymore, just moaning and panting as Hoseok rubs over his prostate in tight little circles, determined to make him cum again.

“You should see how crazy he goes for Taehyungie at the end of his heat, when the poor thing is practically covered in slick and cum, barely holding his own head up after being fucked open so many times. Yoongi always has him last, pops his knot so damn fast when Taehyung is like that. He’s gonna adore getting you just as messy, pretty baby. You leak so much, he’ll probably want to fuck your thighs first just to show you how perfect they look covered in your slick.”

That has Jimin’s whole body going tense, another ragged cry falling from his lips. “Fuck, alpha– Hoseok, I– Cumming, want you… Fuck, please.” He trails off on a long whine as he clenches tight around Hoseok’s fingers, breath coming in heavy pants.

“There you go, baby. Let it go for your alpha. I’ve got you.” Hoseok doesn’t waver, keeping up the same brutal pace of fucking his fingers into Jimin until he tips over the edge, body pulled tight as he shakes apart, hole fluttering around Hoseok’s fingers. “God, you’re perfect, Minnie. Look so gorgeous when you cum for me. Gonna give you so much more. Just a little break and then you’ll do this for me again, won’t you?”

Jimin does cum again – and again.

Hoseok flips him over onto his back, mostly because he’s tired of not being able to watch Jimin’s face when he’s coming apart so beautifully for him. It’s better this way, where he can kiss Jimin and swallow up all of the pretty cries he makes, but the angle does eventually leave Hoseok’s hand cramping.

That’s alright. He planned for this.

The short time it takes him to open the drawer of his nightstand is still long enough for Jimin to come up just a little from the cum-drunk haze Hoseok has worked him into. His eyes first settle on the plug Hoseok now holds in his hand, then drift lower, following the line of Hoseok’s body until they find his cock.

Again, Jimin licks his lips with what looks like no thought at all, lurching forward with a soft little, “Alpha, let me?”

It’s not that Hoseok is against Jimin giving him head. In fact, he’s definitely looking forward to the day it happens – but that day isn’t today. Jimin is gonna look great crying on his dick too, but that’s not how he wants to make those pretty eyes fill with tears this time. Honestly, Hoseok doesn’t really care if he cums at all. He’s far more focused on Jimin’s pleasure at the moment, making the erection he’s sporting more of an annoyance than anything else.

“You don’t have to worry about that, sweet thing,” Hoseok says, crawling back down between Jimin’s legs. “All you have to do is feel good for me, okay?”

Jimin frowns. “But I wanna make you feel good too.”

“You are, honey. You’re doing exactly what I’ve asked you to do. Now,” Hoseok holds up the plug for Jimin to see. “You still okay with a vibrator? This one is stronger than it looks, I promise.”

“M’okay with it. Maybe I could wear it and give you a blowjob?”

“And make me miss all your sweet noises? Absolutely not. I promise you can another time, but this time I want to focus on you, baby.”

“But I…” Jimin’s frown deepens, his scent tipping closer to baseline as he bites at his lip.

Okay, maybe they need a change of plans.

Hoseok sets the plug down and gets up close to Jimin instead, pressing a kiss to each cheek and then one firm one on his lips. “It’s okay, Jiminie. If that’s really what you want, then we can. Didn’t mean to distress you, honey.”

“Don’t have to… I… Just feels bad to let you make me feel this amazing and not get to return the favor even a little. I promise I could make it good for you, hyung.”

“Oh, I don’t doubt that for a moment, baby.”

“But… then why not?”

“Me having an orgasm just isn’t usually at the top of my priority list, but if it’s important for you then maybe I can propose a compromise?”

“Okay, I’m listening.”

“I don’t want you to think for a moment that I wouldn’t absolutely love to fuck that pretty face of yours,” Hoseok starts, watching Jimin’s eyelashes flutter at the words. Perfect. “How about this: I give you a rain check for that blowjob that you can cash in whenever you want, and you let me get that plug in you and then fuck your thighs instead? You seemed to like the idea earlier – and then I won’t miss a single sound coming out of you. Plus it gives me one more thing to tease Yoongi with later.”

Jimin gives this a few seconds of thought, that nearly dazed look settling back over his eyes as he nods. “Yeah, we… We can definitely do that.”

~~

Honestly, Hoseok should have thought of this sooner. Jimin takes everything so well, his whole face scrunching up in shock when the vibrator first turns on, before melting into the feeling with a long keen, hips starting to move rhythmically in tiny thrusts against the open air.

“Is that good, Minnie?” Hoseok asks, smiling down at Jimin while he rubs more of that sweet slick into the omega’s thighs.

“Good, it’s– S’really good. Hyung, please – want you.”

“Don’t worry, pretty baby. You’ll have me.” Hoseok guides Jimin’s legs together and up, resting them over his shoulder and then thrusting his cock between them with a little groan of relief. All of the slick makes the slide easy, and the way that Jimin squeezes his thighs tighter has both of them panting in no time at all. “Fuck, you feel perfect. Squeezing so good for me… Ready for more?”

Jimin does something that might charitably be called a nod, head moving in short, jerky motions as he grips Hoseok’s sheets. The poor thing can’t even get hard anymore, but that doesn’t stop his soft cock from dribbling out just a bit more cum when Hoseok turns the vibrations up another notch. He’s clearly coming apart at the seams, trembling and whining out half formed words that sound an awful lot like begging to Hoseok’s ears.

Maybe he’s glad that Jimin talked him into an orgasm too, because the tight, warm pressure of those thighs squeezing his cock as he thrusts between them really does feel amazing. He’s not going to last, but he’s fairly sure Jimin won’t mind so he doesn’t bother even trying to hold back. With a little growl bubbling out his chest, he picks up his pace and reaches down to press the plug just a bit deeper.

Finally, the first tears fall down Jimin’s cheeks – and the sight has Hoseok hurtling almost embarrassingly fast toward the edge.

“There you go, Minnie,” he pants, feeling his knot trying to form even though it can’t possibly pop like this. “Look so fucking pretty crying for me, just like you’re supposed to. Does it feel good, baby? Are you gonna cum again?”

Jimin’s whole body is going tense, shaking as he whimpers out, “Can’t, alpha… Too much. Fuck, feels good, but… Need– Need you, please. Can’t– Stretch me out, knot me, give me pups–”

“I think you can, pretty thing. Here, let me help.” Hoseok’s hand is already on the base of the vibrator, so it’s easy enough to turn it up one more notch onto its highest setting.

“Hyung, hyung, hyung– Fuck! Cumming, please – I can’t… Feels so–” Jimin’s body pulls tight, mouth opening on a silent scream. His orgasm tears through him just seconds later, and the sight of him shaking apart while tears stream down his face is enough to pull Hoseok over the edge with him, adding to the mess of cum already on his chest.

As much as his brain wants to shut off completely, Hoseok can see the overstimulation kicking in for Jimin, so he quickly attempts to turn the vibrator down, succeeding after a moment or two of fumbling.

Jimin collapses, all the tension leaving his body as his chest heaves with each ragged breath.

Hoseok isn’t far behind him, letting Jimin’s legs down and then turning the vibrator all the way off before allowing himself to lie next to Jimin and tug him close. “You were perfect, honey,” he whispers, pressing kisses all across Jimin’s cheeks and over the bridge of his nose. “Took everything so well and cried so pretty for me. Do you feel okay? Anything hurt?”

“Feel like a wet noodle,” Jimin mumbles, tucking his head under Hoseok’s chin and pressing wet kisses to his throat. “You really… That was a lot.”

“Too much?”

“No. Really good. Perfect, honestly. I don’t wanna move for a million years. You okay?”

“Never better, baby,” Hoseok answers, giving a kiss to the top of Jimin’s head and squeezing him closer, not minding the absolute mess the two of them have made in the slightest.

They stay that way for a while, first catching their breath and then just settling into the warmth of holding one another.

This night really couldn’t have gone any better. Hoseok got everything he wanted, being able to give Jiminie the romantic date night he envisioned, finally scenting properly, and now all of the intimacy they’ve just shared too. The nearly overwhelming love he feels for Jimin swells warm in his chest, practically begging to be verbalized. The timing feels perfect, with both of them completely covered in a mixture of their scents, Jimin still tucked against him, lips pressed to his scent gland and breathing warm puffs of air over the skin.

Yes, this is perfect.

Hoseok opens his mouth and–

“Pretty sure we’re gonna be stuck together if we don’t move soon,” Jimin mumbles, letting out a little laugh. “We’re both a mess. Not that I’m complaining, but I don’t know how serious you were about wanting to ruin your bed.”

On second thought, maybe it will keep for now. There’s no rush.

“If you think I’m regretting the gorgeous mess I made you into for even a second, you’re wrong, Minnie. My only regret is that I had to plug you up for that last orgasm and miss the chance to see you gushing again.”

Jimin’s scent spikes sweet and clear as he pulls back far enough to look up at Hoseok, a shy little smile on his lips that feels almost hilariously out of place after everything they’ve just done. “You really mean it, hyung?”

“So much, baby,” Hoseok answers, leaning in for a kiss that Jimin eagerly accepts. “Now, did I hear a request to get clean? Wanna hop back into the bath?”

“You didn’t drain it?”

Hoseok laughs. “I was a little preoccupied, if I remember right. It might even still be warm.”

“Okay, yeah – just… I wanna do something first. Don’t judge me, please. I just want…” Jimin trails off, cheeks pink and a little bit of haze still in his eyes as he scoots down and starts to lick up the combined mess of their cum on Hoseok’s chest.

“Not gonna make fun of you, baby. Taehyungie needs the same thing. You can have as much as you want.”

Jimin doesn’t stay there too long, only a little over a minute. It’s not nearly as desperately thorough as Taehyung usually needs to be, where he’s determined to lick up every bit of mess he can find, but it still satisfies something deep within Hoseok to see his omega like this.

“You all ready for the bath, Minnie?”

“Yeah, I’m ready,” Jimin answers, leaning up for another kiss that tastes perfectly like the both of them. “Thank you, hyung – for helping me settle enough to have this with you. It means a lot to me.”

“Of course. Thank you for letting me. Ooh, maybe after this bath you can try out your new jewelry?”

Jimin grins. “Sure. I’ll put it on for you.”

With a plan decided on, Hoseok wastes no time scooping up his omega and heading straight for the bathroom, heart practically overflowing with adoration.

Definitely the perfect night.

Notes:

Well that's one bit of sexual tension handled. We'll be back Wednesday for a short interlude chapter before we tackle another relationship's building tension. Those of you who have been patiently waiting through all the teasing for JK and Namjoon should be very pleased ;)

Chapter 94: Interlude – Another Blow

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Jimin]: Attachment: CAP3109.jpg

[Jimin]: I finally got it (。^▽^)

[Hobi]: is that what i think it is? :O

[Tae]: THAT DOESN’T COUNT

[Tae]: I WAS DUPED ᇂ_ᇂ

[Yoongi]: Tae is that your wallet?

[Jimin]: It sure is

[Tae]: he tricked me into taking my pants off

[Tae]: it doesn’t count ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Not my fault you fell for the honeypot trap so hard

[Jimin]: Wouldn’t have even known you had your wallet on you if you didn’t rush to get out of your pants so fast that it nearly fell out of your pocket ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: Sounds like this one is on you Taehyung-ah.

[Tae]: that’s not fair

[Tae]: he offered to eat me out. my judgment was compromised (〃ω〃)

[Hobi]: pretty sure if i asked u 2 take ur pants off right this moment u would do it almost as fast.

[Tae]: you say that like it’s my fault all of you are hot

[Yoongi]: Probably doesn’t help that you’re like eternally ready to get horny at the drop of a hat.

[Tae]: wow attack me in front of everyone why don’t you

[Jin]: He’s not wrong, darling.

[Tae]: omg i can’t catch a break ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: first i’m TRICKED

[Tae]: and now this

[Jimin]: You say that like I didn’t actually eat you out

[Tae]: okay fair

[Tae]: but now i know your heart wasn’t in it ( ╥ω╥ )

[Yoongi]: His tongue sure was.

[Jimin]: My heart was in it too (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: I can multitask

[Hobi]: wait taehyungie can i ask u something? :)

[Tae]: sure

[Hobi]: are u going 2 miss jiminie trying 2 steal ur wallet? :D

[Tae]: …maybe ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Omg you could have just said that

[Tae]: not my fault i was overcome with emotion in the middle of my post orgasmic bliss

[Yoongi]: You’re ridiculous.

[Tae]: and you love me (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: It’s not like I’m gonna stop trying to sneak up on you

[Tae]: really?

[Yoongi]: Do you know how many times Min-ah has taken my wallet?

[Jimin]: Hey I always give it back right away (ー_ーゞ

[Hobi]: he does. i’ve seen it.

[Yoongi]: All I do is suffer.

[Tae]: we can suffer together hyung (^ω^)

[Yoongi]: You’re not suffering. You apparently like when he tries to steal your wallet.

[Tae]: i like the game what can i say

[Tae]: and he’s getting better

[Jimin]: You really think so? ( 〃▽〃)

[Tae]: definitely

[Jimin]: Alright. I’ll keep trying to get your wallet the legit way

[Tae]: thank youuuuuuu (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Jimin]: I’m still counting this as a win though

[Tae]: i can accept that

[Yoongi]: You guys are so fucking weird.

~

[Hoseok to Taehyung]

[Hobi]: taehyungie ur late :o

[Hobi]: i thought we were on for 9 this morning?

[Tae]: shit sorry

[Tae]: emergency meeting with hyungwon-ssi

[Tae]: come out to the front security office when you can

[Hobi]: omw.

[Hobi]: something serious?

[Tae]: it might be

[Tae]: want your opinion

~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Tae]: about 90% sure one of our guys is missing

[Tae]: i’m meeting changkyun and jooheon to go look for him

[Tae]: hobi knows the details

[Tae]: someone wake yoongi up

[Tae]: gonna want technical support

[Jin]: I’m on it.

[Namjoon]: Taehyung be careful please.

[Namjoon]: Hoseok, details?

[Hobi]: on it. would u prefer a call?

[Jin]: Do it here for Yoongi-yah when he wakes up.

[Namjoon]: Give me the broad overview with any information that might be helpful for Yoongi. I’m on my way home so we can discuss in more detail when I get there.

[Hobi]: one of our drivers showed up for a delivery and the security booth was empty. nobody there 2 lift the gate so he got out of the truck 2 go find someone. after he was helped a search turned up nothing on our missing gate worker.

[Namjoon]: Same warehouse area that was hit the last time? The stolen shipment you and Taehyung thought was a probe of our operation?

[Hobi]: nope. one of the smaller sites. doesn’t mean it’s not the same people though.

[Namjoon]: Do you think it is?

[Hobi]: hard 2 say this early. taehyungie thinks so though.

[Hobi]: nothing stolen and no other disturbances reported. yoongi should be able 2 check the security cams and that’ll give us a better idea.

[Namjoon]: If it is the same guys, they don’t seem to give a damn about cameras.

[Hobi]: my thoughts exactly. curious if we’ll see another stolen vehicle on this video.

[Yoongi]: Address.

[Hobi]: omw 2 ur room.

[Hobi]: want me to grab u some coffee?

[Yoongi]: Jin-hyung is on it. Just give me the address.

[Hobi]: Attachment: Address

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: do you guys want the bad news or the good news first?

[Yoongi]: Bad news.

[JK]: did you finally find something hyung

[JK]: youve been busy all day

[Tae]: oh i found something alright

[Tae]: it’s our guy

[Tae]: unfortunately he’s very dead

[Namjoon]: Shit. I’ll gather his information and get into contact with his family. Do you know what happened to him?

[Tae]: well that’s the good news

[Tae]: we found the van from the security footage

[Jimin]: You caught them on camera again?

[Hobi]: yeah they don’t even try 2 hide.

[Hobi]: rolled up and got our guy out of his booth 2 look at something on their vehicle. then u can see him getting yanked inside before they speed off.

[JK]: wow thats fucking bold

[Namjoon]: So you found the van. What about our man?

[Tae]: he’s still in it. looks like they got what they needed and then executed him

[Jin]: How do you know they got what they needed?

[Tae]: because he’s only missing two of his fingers. if you’re willing to take one to get someone talking then you’re willing to take them all

[Hobi]: i’ll work with shownu-ssi 2 figure out how much our guy knew.

[Jimin]: You said he worked at another of your warehouses right?

[Namjoon]: That’s correct.

[Jimin]: If they hit two warehouse locations maybe they’re gearing up for something bigger

[Hobi]: it is definitely an escalation.

[Namjoon]: You find out what he knew and then we’ll figure out where to focus our attention.

[Hobi]: on it. will let u know asap.

[Jin]: In the meantime, what do you want to do with the body?

[Tae]: k hear me out

[Tae]: the police have way more resources for testing than we do

[Yoongi]: That gives us less freedom to dig into it ourselves.

[Tae]: what are we going to dig into? the last vehicle was a bust so i don’t have high hopes for this one.

[Jin]: Taehyung-ah is right. They have the resources to process evidence we don’t, and my contacts can keep us in the loop.

[Yoongi]: I thought you said good hitmen don’t leave evidence.

[Tae]: yeah but i don’t think they ARE good

[Tae]: this whole thing looks cheap

[Tae]: which means they might be easy for police to find with something like a fingerprint

[Namjoon]: Jin, call your contacts. I want answers this time.

[Jin]: On it.

[Namjoon]: Yoongi, you can still dig. Just be careful not to step on any toes.

[Namjoon]: Once we know who gets the case we can decide how open we want to be with any information we find.

[Namjoon]: Taehyung, wrap up anything you have left to do and head back home. I want you and Hoseok here with me so we can figure out how to prevent this from happening again.

[Jimin]: Would you like an outside perspective?

[Hobi]: i would really value ur input if u have time :)

[Namjoon]: Are you sure you want to be involved?

[Jimin]: I’d like to help. Giving advice doesn’t involve me all that much anyways

[JK]: i can come when my shift is done too

[Jimin]: Yeah we might as well both take a look (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: Alright, thank you both. I’ll see you shortly.

~

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Wanna tell me what you’ve been up to in secret this week?

[Namjoon]: I don’t know what you’re talking about?

[Namjoon]: We’ve been busy looking into the murder and reorganizing our security team, but I don’t think I’ve been doing anything else.

[Yoongi]: Wrong.

[Yoongi]: We’ve been sitting on our hands the past two days because we’ve done everything we can at this point. Besides, I’m not talking about work.

[Namjoon]: Then what are we talking about?

[Namjoon]: Wait a minute. Have you been watching my accounts?

[Yoongi]: Only for literal years.

[Yoongi]: I don’t watch everything, but I do keep an eye out for potential fraud. That means I generally look into any big transactions. Especially when you don’t mention them.

[Yoongi]: So why the secrecy?

[Namjoon]: It’s not a secret. I’ve just been getting a few estimates done and taking care of some preliminary work.

[Yoongi]: For?

[Namjoon]: Renovations.

[Yoongi]: Yeah I gathered that from the fact that you were paying contractors. What secret renovations are you planning to our house?

[Namjoon]: Again, not a secret. I was going to run them past all of you once I got most of it in order.

[Yoongi]: If it’s not a secret then tell me about it.

[Namjoon]: Okay it’s a tiny bit of a secret.

[Yoongi]: Fucking knew it.

[Namjoon]: Mostly because it’s presumptuous and probably also a bit premature.

[Yoongi]: Are you going to tell me or just keep talking around it?

[Namjoon]: Are you willing to keep quiet about it for the next few weeks while I work on finalizing the plans and get some options to present for a final vote?

[Yoongi]: My lips are sealed.

[Namjoon]: Fine. I’m looking at freshening up a couple of the empty bedrooms upstairs. Nothing too intense there besides maybe some additional closet space and some possible bathroom updates. Those are the standard contractors we’ve used before. The bigger payments for special services are for renovating the gym and converting one of the other rooms into studio space with some sound proofing.

[Yoongi]: Dance studio space, by chance?

[Namjoon]: Guilty.

[Yoongi]: You’re planning to ask them to move in.

[Namjoon]: No. I’m beginning the early stages of planning so we’re ready when it’s time to ask.

[Yoongi]: Trying to make it more appealing for them?

[Namjoon]: Again, guilty.

[Yoongi]: I’m sure Jin-hyung is excited. He loves remodeling.

[Namjoon]: He doesn’t know yet.

[Yoongi]: Wait, you haven’t told him?

[Yoongi]: You tell him everything.

[Namjoon]: And if I want to surprise him?

[Yoongi]: I don’t buy it.

[Namjoon]: You’re just full of accusations today.

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Correct accusations.

[Yoongi]: Are you avoiding something?

[Namjoon]: Damn it. I can’t catch a break to save my life.

[Yoongi]: Shit, is it that bad? You want a drink when you come home or something?

[Namjoon]: It’s not bad. It’s just.. complicated. I wanted to wait until after my rut to handle it. Working on plans for the house has been helping me feel in control, and maybe I was hoping that getting Jin involved in the specifics soon would occupy him until then.

[Yoongi]: Joon-ah what are you avoiding?

[Yoongi]: This isn’t like you.

[Namjoon]: Promise me you’ll keep it between us until my rut ends?

[Yoongi]: I promise.

[Namjoon]: Kook-ah is feeling worried that I don’t desire him. Sexually, I mean. I need to talk to him and be honest and show him I do, but I already feel on edge.

[Namjoon]: I’m afraid to slip and rush into something that he might regret.

[Yoongi]: Two things.

[Yoongi]: One: You’re absolutely sure it’s your upcoming rut that has you feeling on edge? You normally don’t really get a lot of effects before your pre-rut hits.

[Namjoon]: I don’t know what else it would be.

[Yoongi]: You mean besides how you wanna fuck JK so bad I can feel it from here?

[Yoongi]: Because that makes literal perfect sense.

[Yoongi]: Like I know feelings aren’t really my specialty, but I’m pretty damn sure I can tell when you’re holding them back.

[Yoongi]: And you’ve been doing it for months.

[Namjoon]: What’s the second thing?

[Yoongi]: Wow, are you teaching a masterclass in avoidance right now?

[Namjoon]: You said you had two things.

[Yoongi]: Fine.

[Yoongi]: Two: I know you, and I know that even in the peak of your rut, you have never failed to take care of your mates. You always say that you lose yourself but the second you sense even a bit of discomfort from one of us, you stop and help. I’ve personally seen it, so don’t try to fucking tell me I’m wrong.

[Yoongi]: And there’s no reason that’s going to be different with Jungkook-ah.

[Yoongi]: Have a little damn faith in yourself.

[Yoongi]: You’re not some kind of meathead alpha or whatever you’re worried about just because you want to give your pretty omega boyfriend an orgasm. He wants you so bad it’s ridiculous, and at this point you’re more likely to scare him off if he thinks he’s the only one of you two that feels that way.

[Namjoon]: Damn it. I’m being an idiot, aren’t I?

[Yoongi]: Completely.

[Namjoon]: Okay.

[Namjoon]: I’ll do something.

[Yoongi]: Hopefully something that involves seeing JK sooner rather than later? Or are you gonna let him smell you in pre-rut and feel guilty for wanting you when he’s sure you don’t feel the same?

[Namjoon]: Fuck. Point made.

~

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: JK do you trust me?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: why

[Yoongi]: Ask Joon-ah to hang out alone this week. And for the love of god please don’t tell him I messaged you.

[JK]: why

[Yoongi]: Because you trust me, and because I’m promising you it’s going to get you something you want.

[JK]: you sure hes gonna have time with everything going on

[Yoongi]: Yeah. We’re sitting on our hands waiting for the police to find something. Honestly the distraction will probably do him good.

[JK]: okay… ill do it

[JK]: thanks i think

[Yoongi]: Thank me later. Text Joon-ah now.

Notes:

We're teasing some outside plot for the first time in a while here, but first we have a little mini-arc of business to attend to ;D

See you Sunday!

Chapter 95: Early Arrival

Notes:

Earning that explicit rating again this chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon is nervous.

When he told Yoongi that he would do something about Jungkook, he didn’t imagine it would happen quite so fast. Jungkook texts him less than fifteen minutes after that conversation, asking if he maybe wants to hang out sometime soon, and the opportunity is too good to pass up. With less than a week left until his pre-rut starts, he probably won’t get another one like this until after.

So now here he is two days later – riding the elevator up to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment while his heart thuds loudly in his chest. It’s just a lunch date. They’ve had tons of those before. He can do this. Everything is going to be fine.

The elevator dings and the doors slide open, and Namjoon only hesitates for another couple of seconds before taking a deep breath and stepping out into the hallway. Jimin left for work only half an hour ago, which means he and Jungkook will have plenty of time… alone. The thought makes Namjoon feel frayed at the edges, like he’s only one pulled thread away from unraveling entirely – but he can’t focus on that.

His omega is feeling unwanted, and Namjoon can’t let that stand.

One knock on the door and Jungkook is there just seconds later, smiling wide and dressed comfortably in sweatpants and a t-shirt. “Hi, hyung,” he says excitedly, opening the door wider and ushering Namjoon inside. “I hope you’re hungry. I made soup, and Jiminie made bread yesterday so we’re having some of that with it.”

Thankfully, Namjoon doesn’t shatter at the mere sight of Jungkook. If anything, his thoughts seem to quiet down as his omega dishes them both up steaming bowls of soup and slices of toasted bread. He still has to fight back the occasional nagging thought (especially the ones that he hears in Taehyung’s voice, telling him just how sweet and easy Jungkook would be for him), but for the most part it’s relatively painless to make pleasant conversation about the day so far, and their plans for the rest of the week.

“So,” Jungkook says when they’re both nearly finished with their meal. “You said your rut was coming up around the end of this week?”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

“Tell me about it.”

His omega wants to hear about his rut.

Namjoon doesn’t quite freeze, but his movements stutter just a little as he rips off a piece of his toast and dunks it into the soup. “What do you want to know?”

“Guess I’m just curious what it usually looks like for you. How long does it last? When do you peak? Do you eat well in your pre-rut like Yoongi-hyung?”

“I don’t know if anyone eats as well as Yoongi does in his pre-rut, but my appetite tends to leave me as soon as my cycle starts. I still eat, though it’s mostly because Jin makes sure of it. As for how long it lasts, well… My pre-rut is really short – usually barely more than a day – but my rut itself tends to last five or six days.”

Jungkook’s eyes go wide. “Wow, that’s really long. You must be exhausted by the time it’s over.”

“It helps that I peak early, usually around day two. The last couple of days tend to be a lot more relaxed, especially after…” Namjoon trails off, unsure of exactly how honest he wants to be right now. His ruts are so intense, with the need to possess and mark and claim always leaving him in a haze.

“After what, hyung?”

“I just get so…” How is he supposed to say it without it sounding aggressive? Maybe he–

“Possessive, right?” Jungkook asks, swallowing another mouthful of food. “At least that’s what TaeTae told me.”

Namjoon looks down at his soup. There isn’t much left in the bowl, but he pushes it around with his spoon anyways. “I… Yeah, I do.”

“Why are you making it sound like it’s a bad thing? Aren’t you supposed to feel that way?”

“Yes, but I feel guilty when I see the evidence of how intensely it overcomes me.”

It’s not even just seeing all the bruises he sucks and bites into his mates, or how utterly wrecked Taehyung always looks by the end. No, what really gets to Namjoon is just how much he likes seeing them like that, how he wishes they were always wearing his bruises, his claim.

Jungkook gets a little frown on his face as he thinks for a moment. Eventually, he pushes his empty soup bowl away and focuses his gaze on Namjoon. “Why would you feel guilty? Do you hurt anyone?”

“I suppose it depends on your definition. Taehyung is definitely sore for a few days, and the others to a lesser degree. It’s mostly…” Namjoon’s gaze falters, unable to hold eye contact. This really isn’t something he was excited to talk over with Jungkook, and he’s even more worried about what Jimin will think when he finds out. What if Namjoon is too rough and it scares him, or brings up bad memories, or–

“Hyung.” Jungkook reaches out over the table to take one of Namjoon’s hands. “I don’t know what you’re so worried about saying, but Taehyung made it sound like your ruts are something he looks forward to. It’s hard to believe it’s that bad when he gets so happy talking about them.”

Honesty. He needs to be honest. Jungkook deserves the truth.

Namjoon takes a steadying breath, giving Jungkook’s hand a squeeze. “I have a hard time with how possessive I get during my ruts. Normally, I try to keep those urges under control, but that’s basically impossible during my rut. Everyone is covered in bruises by the end, and I suppose it bothers me just how much it settles my alpha instincts to see them like that. I know it’s not the most polite–”

“But they all like when you leave marks. I’m pretty sure every single one of them has mentioned it to me at least once since I met you – so why would it be a bad thing?”

That’s always the tricky part. They do like it. They tell Namjoon that all the time, but it still feels so…

“I… I guess I don’t want to be just another one of those meathead alphas who thinks they own their partners. It feels… pushy? They always tell me they like it, but it still makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong.”

Jungkook’s head slowly tilts to the side, clearly thinking through what he wants to say. After a few seconds, he looks back at Namjoon and asks, “Does it just feel wrong because you like it so much?”

Namjoon feels his tongue pushing at the side of his cheek almost automatically as shame bubbles up from that dark little part of him that does love all of it.

There’s no point in denying it. Not like it’s helped him so far.

“Yeah,” he answers, voice coming out low and almost cracking. “I wish I didn’t like it so much.”

“I don’t know if it helps at all, but I’m glad you do,” Jungkook says softly, scooting his chair closer to Namjoon’s and squeezing his hand.

“You– Why would– I don’t know why you’d be glad about it,” Namjoon sputters, feeling his cheeks go hot.

“Because if you guys decide to keep us then maybe… Only if you wanted but… You could mark me up like that too? I think I’d like it a lot, especially knowing you do too. Would make me feel like yours.” Jungkook’s voice is nearly a whisper by the end, his scent tipping sweet as he lets out a nervous sounding little laugh.

There’s no way Namjoon is going to survive this. His thoughts start rushing so fast that it’s almost hard to follow them.

What does he mean if they keep them? In what world would they not?

Like that a lot–‘

Feel like yours.’

Jungkook wants to feel like his.

“Hyung, you umm…” Jungkook swallows audibly. “God, you smell really good.”

He’s supposed to be honest, right? That’s the whole point of seeing Jungkook now even though he feels like his brain is melting to mush between his ears – all those filthy things Taehyung said rushing through his mind as he looks at the gorgeous omega in front of him. Namjoon bites at the inside of his cheek for just a moment, the tiny spark of pain offering him no clarity at all.

Honesty.

He takes a deep breath.

“It’s because I want you so badly that I can barely think straight anymore, Kook-ah. You’re sitting there talking about wanting to feel like mine, and I’m trying my hardest not to lay you out on your kitchen table right this goddamn second.”

There’s a mouthwateringly sweet spike of orange in the air as Jungkook takes in a shaky breath. “Stop trying,” he says, eyes glued to Namjoon’s, those pretty lips parted like he’s every bit as breathless as Namjoon feels. “If you want me, I wanna see it. I don’t want you to hold back, hyung, please.”

For one silent moment, the air feels charged between them, full of all the potential and risk and worry swirling around in Namjoon’s mind. He could stop this right here and try to come at it from a less desperate angle.

But he doesn’t.

They both stand at the same time, and then Namjoon is on Jungkook. He presses him back against his fridge, a couple of magnets clattering to the floor as their lips meet in a desperate kiss. Namjoon is reminded of that day Jin and the omegas all came home from the spa, of how eager Jungkook had seemed then and how Namjoon had only held back because they had an audience – but there’s no audience here now, and Jungkook opens just as easily for him, letting out a soft little moan as Namjoon’s tongue slides into his mouth.

He’s perfect, so responsive it’s nearly intoxicating. Every touch Namjoon gives him is leaned into, and punctuated with the most gorgeous sounds. A whimper as Namjoon’s hand grips hard at his hip, a shaky exhale when fingers are trailed up his chest – all of it is music to Namjoon’s ears, and he wants to hear more.

It’s simple enough to pull Jungkook back towards the couch, stripping him out of his t-shirt as they stumble their way into the living room.

As soon as Namjoon feels his foot hit the couch, he pulls back from their messy kiss, taking in how perfect and dazed Jungkook looks already, pupils blown wide and his lips shining wet from their kiss. “Lie down for me?” Namjoon requests, voice sounding rough even to his own ears. “Wanna look at you.”

Jungkook turns his head toward the couch, then looks back at Namjoon. “Should look at me in my bed instead,” he suggests, stepping back toward the hall and gently tugging Namjoon along. “More room there, and I want it to smell like you.”

There’s no way Namjoon is going to turn down the chance to spread Jungkook out properly on a bed, so he follows without a fuss. They get a little distracted in the hallway when he can’t help but pin Jungkook up against the nearest wall, pressing kisses along his jaw and listening to the way his breath hitches when Namjoon’s teeth press high on his neck, more of a tease than anything resembling a bite. It leaves his jaw nearly aching for the chance to really bite, to mark Jungkook up properly like he would in his rut.

That can wait.

Remembering what Taehyung said about Jungkook wanting to feel small sometimes, Namjoon hooks his hands under the omega’s thighs and hoists him up, his legs wrapping around Namjoon’s waist as he lets out a laugh.

“Wow, you’re strong. I know I’m heavy, hyung.”

That has Namjoon giving a tiny nip to Jungkook’s bare shoulder. “You’re perfect, pup. Don’t forget it.”

Like this, Namjoon can feel Jungkook hard against his stomach, and it’s pretty likely Jungkook can feel him in return. There’s no mistaking where this is heading, and Namjoon is dying to finally make his omega feel good, to give him all the attention he’s clearly been yearning for.

They fumble their way the short distance down the hall, trading messy kisses as they go until they finally make it into the bedroom and Namjoon can set Jungkook down on the edge of the bed. After one more kiss, Namjoon stands straight and gives a quick glance around the room while he figures out exactly what he wants. There’s definitely plenty of room on the bed. He can tug down a pillow or two to make sure his omega is comfortable while they–

“Hyung?” Jungkook’s voice comes out small and worried enough that Namjoon’s attention snaps back to him immediately, taking in the little frown on his face and the crease between his brows.

“Baby,” Namjoon says, kneeling down to get a better look at Jungkook and reaching out to cup his cheek. “Is something wrong?”

“Just looked like… If you’re having second thoughts, we don’t have to – but I really don’t want you to go, hyung,” Jungkook answers, quiet and fast like the words are just tumbling out of his mouth, his eyes starting to fill with the beginning of tears while his scent tips just a touch sour. “I want this so much and I– I can be good, promise.”

Namjoon’s heart wrenches in his chest. He had no idea that things were this bad, and the need to fix it right this moment is nearly overwhelming.

“Kook-ah, I’m not going anywhere. I was just trying to figure out how I wanted to keep you comfortable during. You don’t have to do a single thing to earn this, and I know you can be good. You always are, pup. I’m so sorry that I made you think any different.”

The tears in Jungkook’s eyes stop swelling as he stares down at Namjoon, searching his face. “You really mean it? You still want me too?”

“So badly I can barely think straight. I’ve wanted you for ages.”

“But… you always stop. You kiss me until my brain quits working, then you pull back and I’m stuck wondering what I did wrong. I don’t mind the cuddling and other stuff, but I just– I want this too.”

Okay, this definitely requires getting closer.

“Baby, I think this is something we need to talk through.” Namjoon watches Jungkook’s expression fall even further at the words. “It’s okay, we’re not stopping, I promise. I still want you and I have every intention of proving that, but first we’re going to get closer and we’re going to talk. Come on,” he says, climbing onto the bed and up toward the pillows where he opens his arms in invitation. “Want you here with me.”

Jungkook looks gorgeous crawling up toward Namjoon, even with the uncertain look on his face. “Alright,” he says, climbing into Namjoon’s lap and straddling his thighs. “Talk then.”

Namjoon sits up a little straighter against the headboard to accommodate for the position Jungkook has chosen for this discussion, hands settling on the omega’s hips. “First, I want to apologize for making you feel like you did anything wrong, or like you’re anything less than completely desirable and so hot you make my head spin. Me pulling away never had anything to do with not wanting you – not even once. But before I start talking about my side of this, I do want to know more about what you’ve been feeling so I can understand and hopefully help you feel better going forward.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as Jungkook thinks, expression still unhappy and his scent nowhere near the mouthwateringly sweet orange it was just minutes ago. Still, Namjoon doesn’t rush him. The last thing he wants to do is risk missing the opportunity to genuinely hear what’s been going on in Jungkook’s head.

“I… I can’t decide if I would hate it more if I actually did do something wrong instead. It feels weird when I see you embrace so many parts of being an alpha, but then don’t want me the way an alpha normally wants an omega, I guess? It makes me feel like maybe I’m not a good enough omega for you, because I know I’m not exactly normal. And if you do want me that way, then it’s like you’d still rather hide that attraction than show it to me. Both options feel bad. I’m sorry. I don’t think these things about our relationship a lot, but I think it’s been brewing for a while, and I’ve been getting more insecure the more times you push me away.”

Wow, okay. He’s definitely fucked this up massively.

“God, Kook-ah, I’m so sorry. I’ve never thought of you as anything less than amazing, and I think you’re a wonderful omega.”

“Then tell me why. Help me understand what’s going on in your head when you want me but you brush me off instead.”

“It’s like…” Namjoon trails off for a moment, feeling his thoughts racing with the need to fix. “Sorry, just give me a second to figure out how to say it right.”

“You don’t have to rush,” Jungkook assures him, hands on Namjoon’s shoulders as he leans in and brushes a kiss over his cheek. “I’m upset, but I’m not angry. I just want to understand so I can try to help too – and then maybe neither of us will need to feel this way again.”

“I just didn’t realize what I was doing to you, and I want to fix it.”

“I appreciate that. Just take your time. I’m not going anywhere. Actually, maybe we could… Can we scent?” Jungkook asks, raising his wrist in offering.

Namjoon doesn’t hesitate to take it, giving a short nod and then lifting it to his face. This has become commonplace for them by this point, and the comfort of something so familiar and deeply satisfying sets him a little more at ease within seconds. He’s being given the opportunity to fix this, and he’s going to do it right – but first they both need to settle.

“Feels better,” Jungkook whispers a minute or so later, once both of their wrists have been thoroughly scented.

“Yeah, for me too, pup. Thank you.”

“Mhmm. Talk to me?”

Namjoon nods. “Alright. What’s happening in my head when I redirect you?”

“When you want me and decide not to do anything about it even when I’m right there and very willing,” Jungkook corrects, voice soft and more patient than Namjoon feels like he deserves.

“When I decide not to do anything about it even when you’re there and willing,” Namjoon repeats, waiting until he gets a nod from Jungkook before continuing. “First is how completely and overwhelmingly gorgeous you are, and how bad–”

“Wait, hyung. The praise is going to make me all fuzzy, and I don’t want that right now.”

“Okay,” Namjoon agrees, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s waist. “No praise right now, and we can just assume you understand that the desire is incredibly intense and very much real?”

Jungkook swallows audibly. “Yeah. You can tell me the nice parts like that after we’re done with this.”

“Alright. Let me try again. I think the reasoning varies at the time, from stuff like us having an audience, to not wanting to overstep during your heat, to just feeling like if I give myself an inch then I’ll push too far – but I think you’re probably more interested in the overarching reason. The one that keeps me from pressing when I’ve had a chance to think things over alone, or to talk it over with the others.”

“I mean, I’m interested in all of it, but yeah I’d like to hear the big reason if there is one – and also about what happens when you talk it over with the others.”

“They tell me I’m an idiot – or Yoongi did at least. Jin tried to be nicer about it.”

“Yoongi-hyung called you an idiot?” Jungkook asks, letting out a stunned sounding laugh.

“To be fair, I asked him if I was being one. He just agreed.”

“Was that like two days ago?”

“Yeah, why?”

That has Jungkook letting out another laugh. “That’s why he told me to ask you to hang out. He was making sure you didn’t back down after your talk.”

Namjoon can’t help the way his mouth drops open in shock. That little… “He told you to– Actually, I suppose I should probably be thanking him,” he admits with a sigh.

“I definitely will. He told me to trust him and that it would get me something I wanted. Not sure if this is what he was envisioning, but I’m really glad we’re finally talking. Speaking of which?”

Alright. Time to admit the scary part of how he feels. He can do this.

“This might be messy. The feelings are complicated in my head, so just… let me get this all out before you say anything?”

Jungkook nods, then leans in for a proper hug, head resting on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Okay. Will cuddles help?”

It does feel better, having Jungkook pressed against him where he can take in long breaths of his scent. “They do, but if you’d prefer to look at me, that’s okay too.”

“This is fine. Just need you to talk.”

“Alright, talking then. I think it’s important that I make it clear this isn’t just a problem exclusive to you and me, and it’s more like two things than one. The first is that when I feel something really strongly about another person, it can be difficult to let them see it. I worry it will be too much, like if they see the big, aching hole inside of me when I think about them, it will look like a suffocating prison they would rather avoid. I can get around to talking about it. I usually do, eventually – but a lot of the time it ends up taking a push from the other person.”

Jungkook gives a little hum of acknowledgement, but otherwise stays quiet where he’s pressed against Namjoon’s body.

“Then there’s the other part,” Namjoon continues. “The alpha part. It’s… I saw so many of the alphas in my family – my father especially – use their subgender as a means of control, even though half the time I think they were the ones being controlled by it. They were aggressive, pushy, all the things you expect from a stereotypical meathead alpha with enough status and money that they were rarely told no. The last thing I want is to be like them. I want to lead, not control, and I don’t want to be controlled by those urges either. I know that’s not specifically about sex and attraction, umm… Give me a second to figure out how to word it.”

“It’s okay, hyung. Take your time.”

“I think it’s that…” Namjoon trails off, thinking for a few seconds and then letting out a sigh. Just a little more. He can do this.I want you terribly, so much that I’m afraid of it, and at the same time the alpha part of me wants to claim you – in almost every way you could think of. It’s… overwhelming. It feels like I’m objectifying you and so I try to make sure I’m not doing that, and then I overcorrect… a lot. And we end up here. I’m sorry.”

“You’re all done?”

“Yeah,” Namjoon breathes, already feeling anxious about what sort of reaction he’s going to get. “Those are the basics. I hope it made some sense at least.”

“Still processing the rest, but I guess I’m curious. The alpha part – that’s why you feel bad about being so possessive during your rut? Even though they all want it?”

Namjoon gives a little nod. “I think the excessiveness plays a big part. The others ask me for marks sometimes and I love giving them to them, but when I see them covered in them after my rut… They don’t ask me for all of those. I just take.”

“No,” Jungkook says, pulling back to look at Namjoon with a curious little tilt of his head. “You give. Those marks, it’s like… actually being able to see your desire. At least that’s how I think of it when I want you to mark me up.”

As much as his brain tells him to, Namjoon doesn’t try to hide the way his scent spikes at Jungkook’s words. If he can’t show the omega right now, he can at least give him something.

It earns a lovely reaction, Jungkook’s lashes fluttering just a little as his scent tips a bit sweeter in response. “Even just that helps,” Jungkook says, voice just a bit breathy. “I… I appreciate you explaining so I can understand what’s happening in your head, and I want you to know that I don’t expect you to just suddenly change for me. It’s just… maybe we could meet in the middle somewhere?”

“I would like to change, I think,” Namjoon admits. “At least, I’d like to not feel so bad about giving my mates what they want. I hate thinking I made you feel like I didn’t want you, Kook-ah. Finding some ways to meet in the middle for now would be good – and I’ll work on trying to figure out how to get better about this. I really am sorry.”

“You don’t have to keep apologizing. I meant what I said; I’m not angry – especially not now that I understand what’s happening better. If you want to change, then I want to be a part of it, but it’s not a requirement on my end.”

Namjoon’s heart feels too big for his chest. Jungkook is the sweetest, offering to help fix what Namjoon has broken, and to stand beside him as he figures out the rest. “Thank you. I’d appreciate your help.”

“Thank you for letting me. As far as meeting in the middle, I have some idea of what I might want.”

“I’d love to hear it.”

“Okay, so I realize it’s a bit of a stretch to just ask you to stop hiding how you feel. Me and Jiminie have been through enough of that for me to understand that it’s not something you’re doing to hurt me. Since you seem to have an easier time saying things instead of really expressing them, maybe you could tell me sometimes when you’re trying to hold back – like you did earlier? I think that would help me not feel like I’m putting myself out there just to get brushed off, but wouldn’t put too much pressure on you to just do stuff that you feel weird about. And it would give me room to ask for what I want without being so afraid of you pushing me away.”

“That seems like a good place to start while I work on the rest. I can do that.”

Jungkook smiles, a little burst of happy floral orange rolling off of him. “Perfect. Thank you, hyung. Would you mind doing a practice run with me?”

“What do you have in mind?”

“Tell me about a time you were holding back. I want to know what you were feeling, and what you would tell me now in that situation so that we could communicate about it better.”

“Alright,” Namjoon agrees, unable to keep an answering smile off of his face. He already feels better knowing they’ve found a path forward that seems achievable in the short term, and still gives him something to work toward in the long term. It seems like they’re wrapping up this conversation, so he has to ask, “Would you like to hear the ‘nice parts’ now, or should I save those for later?”

“I’m ready for it now that we have a plan. Do you feel better?”

“I really do, pup. Thank you.”

Jungkook leans in for a kiss, still smiling against Namjoon’s lips and smelling all warm and content – a huge improvement from earlier. “Okay, hyung. Tell me then.”

“After you and Taehyung-ah had your first fight. You told me what the two of you had been talking about – that you wanted me to be your first.”

“I remember. TaeTae told me you would want to so bad, and then I talked to you and you just… kind of clammed up? Told me it was up to me who my first was, and only admitted you wanted to after I asked. I felt kind of dumb, honestly,” Jungkook says with a little laugh. “It makes me feel better already to know that maybe you wanted it more than you let on.”

“So much more, pup. I’ve hardly been able to stop thinking about it. I… God, I’m still terrified to be weird about it.”

“That probably would have been a good place to start that night. Then I could have told you how much I like the thought of you being kind of weird about it. You like the idea of being my first alpha?”

“So much – but I didn’t want you to think it was just a kink or something. It’s not just that. I love the idea of you wanting to share that first with me in so many ways. Makes me feel like you trust me.”

“I do trust you, hyung,” Jungkook says, a smile on his face even as his cheeks start to go pink. “So much. It would feel really special to share that with you. Admittedly, right now I’m a little more interested in hearing about the kinky part of it though.”

“It’s…” Namjoon shakes his head. His cheeks are probably going as pink as Jungkook’s, but if this is what his omega wants, then he’s going to give it to him. “I like the thought that you’ve never been properly knotted before, that I’ll get a front row seat the first time it happens, get to watch you realize just how good it feels. You’re already so pretty, but I can’t wait to see how gorgeous you look when you’re coming apart on a knot for the first time.”

Jungkook’s scent starts tipping sweeter at the praise, hips shifting minutely as though he’s about to start squirming in Namjoon’s lap. “I’ve only ever heard other omegas talk about it before. They make it sound so good, but I’m umm… I’m still excited, but I’m also maybe a tiny bit nervous, actually,” he admits, letting out a tiny laugh.

Taehyung’s words from the other night play on repeat between Namjoon’s ears – the ones that had his knot popping so fast it had surprised even Taehyung.

He asked me if it was going to hurt.’

It’s not that he likes the idea of Jungkook in pain or being frightened. That’s not it at all. It’s just that him wondering that sort of thing really means he has no idea how his body is going to react, and it makes Namjoon feel almost desperate to show him – to get him properly stretched around a knot and watch the moment he realizes it’s not going to hurt at all. Fuck, even just thinking about it now has him getting hard in his pants.

Namjoon squeezes his eyes shut. “I know,” he whispers, doing his best to take steady breaths. “Taehyung told me.”

“Your scent – wow. You like that I’m nervous?”

“No, I like that you don’t know what to expect, and that you trust me to show you.”

“Huh. That must be what Jin-hyung meant.”

“What?” Namjoon asks, cracking his eyes back open to find Jungkook looking incredibly pleased.

“He said you would like that I’m innocent – even though I don’t think I am. I’ve had lots of sex with Jiminie, but he said something like… you would want to give me new experiences, maybe? I don’t remember exactly.”

“The idea of getting to be the one to show you new ways to feel good definitely has a lot of appeal.”

Jungkook leans in closer, lips barely an inch from Namjoon’s as he whispers, “I want that too, but right now I just want you to touch me. Please, hyung?”

Yeah, he can definitely do that.

~~

It doesn’t take long to have both of them every bit as desperate as they were when they first got into the bedroom.

Jungkook leans into every touch, whining at the first press of teeth to his collarbone once Namjoon gets him laid out on the bed, just like he’d intended to earlier.

“Hyung, bite– You can, please?”

Namjoon indulges him (both of them really), and sinks his teeth into Jungkook’s collarbone just hard enough to leave a bit of a bruise, delighting in the breathy moan it earns him. It barely puts a dent in the sheer number of marks Namjoon wants to put on his omega, but it’s enough for the moment. There are other things he intends to do right now.

“Can I get you naked, baby?”

“God yeah. I want…” Jungkook trails off as his hands quickly find their way down to the waistband of his pants.

“Wait, please,” Namjoon says, reaching down to take Jungkook’s hands before they can make any progress. He can already see a little frown on Jungkook’s face, and quickly explains, “I’ve waited a very long time for this, and I’d really like to undress you myself.”

That settles Jungkook easily, and Namjoon wastes no time trailing his mouth down the omega’s chest. He follows it with his hands, admiring muscle and smooth skin all along the way while Jungkook tries not to squirm beneath him. The poor thing is so eager it almost makes Namjoon want to rush.

Almost.

He teases instead, pressing teeth over Jungkook’s hip bone until the omega can’t help whimpering and arching up into the bite. It’s barely hard enough to bruise, but that does nothing to hinder the scent of arousal coming from Jungkook. He might not be making slick, but he’s clearly leaking in other ways, and it has Namjoon’s mouth watering all the same.

It’s hard not to imagine just how perfect Jungkook is going to look dripping precum all over himself, but Namjoon has spent enough time imagining. He needs to see.

Getting Jungkook’s pants off only takes a matter of seconds as he eagerly lifts his hips to assist Namjoon, shuffling until he’s finally laid out completely bare.

Perfect isn’t even a good enough description. Jungkook looks so much more than just perfect, legs full of nearly as much gorgeously defined muscle as his chest, that pretty dick already wet at the tip and about to start dripping onto his stomach. He does his best to hold still for his alpha, not moving an inch as hungry eyes rake over every inch of his body, but eventually it gets to be too much and he reaches out for Namjoon with a whimper.

“You’re so beautiful,” Namjoon says, letting himself be pulled in and immediately pressing his lips to Jungkook’s throat. “Thank you for letting me see, baby.”

“Real kiss, please?”

“Of course.” Namjoon leans in to do just that, pressing his lips to Jungkook’s and licking into his eager mouth, swallowing up every sweet little sound his omega makes and nudging his leg in between Jungkook’s spread thighs to press right against his cock.

Jungkook ruts up against his leg once before stopping himself and leaning back from their kiss with a barely audible whine. “Your pants, hyung.”

“Pup, I don’t give a damn about my pants. It’s okay. Doesn’t it feel nice?” He punctuates the question by pressing closer, watching Jungkook’s eyelashes flutter as his hips rock forward. “It looks like it feels good, baby.”

“It does feel good. I…” Jungkook trails off, losing himself for a moment as he ruts up against Namjoon. After a few seconds, he opens his mouth again, muttering in breathy little whispers, “Wanted this for so long, hyung. You can– I want you to touch me. Please, I can be good.”

“I know you can be good, pretty thing. You already are. If you want to be even better, you can tell me what you want so I can give it to you.”

“Wanna… I wanna scent – the right way this time.”

Namjoon nearly freezes on the spot. Scenting properly with Jungkook. Fuck, how many months has he been waiting for this moment?

“You have to idea how long I’ve wanted that, baby. Like this or do you want me to move? Do you want to go first?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “Like this and… want you to go first. Wanna feel like yours.”

There’s no fighting the growl that slips out of him, not when his omega is right here asking to feel like his. Jungkook’s gaze darkens at the sound, and he tilts his head to offer up his scent gland.

Namjoon is proud of the fact that he doesn’t just dive right in, instead taking a moment to press one more kiss to Jungkook’s lips first and then make sure he knows, “You’re already mine. Don’t worry, I’ll help you feel it too, pup.”

Unwilling to hold back a moment longer, Namjoon noses his way down Jungkook’s neck, first simply pressing his lips against the scent gland there and listening to the gasp it pulls from Jungkook. The poor thing is still rutting up against Namjoon’s thigh even as he tilts his head further yet, scent already spiking in anticipation.

No more waiting.

Namjoon opens his mouth and seals it over Jungkook’s scent gland, tongue swiping once at the skin before he is gone. The taste of perfectly ripe oranges fills every bit of his mouth, so overwhelmingly sweet and delicious that he doesn’t even register Jungkook shaking and whimpering beneath him. He’s far too focused on covering every bit of the omega’s scent gland he possibly can with his tongue, his scent. Even though he can’t use his teeth, he fully intends to suck hard enough to leave a bruise.

He does feel when Jungkook returns the scenting though. There’s no way he could miss it, not with the sheer force of the chemical reaction it sets off in his body. There’s a brief flash of panic where he worries all this emotion might not fit inside of him, and then the thought is gone in an instant, wiped out by a familiar feeling almost like his brain has been dipped in warm honey…

He’s known for a while now that he’s in love, but it’s so much more than that. Jungkook is his – his to care for and mark up, to mate, to claim, to–

Hyung, you smell so good. Wait, I’m– I can’t be– Oh,”Jungkook trails off on a moan, and Namjoon pulls back from his neck just fast enough to catch a glimpse of his wide eyes, with the pupils blown so big it’s like there’s no iris left.

And then he smells it.

Slick. Ripe, sweet, and so perfectly thick in the air it feels like he could drown in it.

Jungkook said he doesn’t normally get wet so why–

It’s hard to puzzle out with his brain full of warm fuzz and static, only made worse by the tantalizing smell of Jungkook’s slick, like the poor thing is so desperate for Namjoon that his body has decided it needs to be bred and–

Oh no.

He can’t be. It’s too early. There’s no way–

“I don’t– I never make slick like this. M’not in heat but it feels so good, like– Fuck, hyung are you…” Jungkook trails off, taking a deep breath through his nose and letting it out in a whimper, another wave of sticky sweet citrus rolling off of him as he leaks.

“I think I’m…” Namjoon trails off, trying to catch his breath or clear his mind or anything, but it’s not working. All he can think about is rolling Jungkook over and making him present, getting a taste of all of that slick before he mounts him and– “Kook-ah, I’m in rut. We have to– I need to go. I need to go now.”

Several things happen very fast.

First, Namjoon tries to climb out of the bed. He doesn’t make it far, because the moment he tries to move, Jungkook is grabbing for him and letting out a wounded sounding whine as the bitter scent of his distress mixes with all the other intense smells in the air right now. Namjoon feels like he can barely think, but he needs to.

He can’t reject Jungkook like this and just leave him alone right now. Namjoon is likely the first alpha in rut he’s been around, and certainly the first one he’s been romantically involved with during – so he needs to get some support for Jungkook before he can get away. It’s the only option his mind can come up with, so he lets Jungkook tug him back in close while he fumbles for his phone and tries not to hump the desperate omega under him.

There’s still noise coming from Jungkook – probably words, but Namjoon can’t worry about that right now. Phone in hand, he calls Jin immediately, holding it up to his ear with one hand and reaching down to touch Jungkook’s scent gland with the other. It seems to help settle him a little, so Namjoon applies more pressure as he rubs over it with his thumb.

Jin picks up on the second ring.

“Hello, darling. How are–”

“My rut is early. I’m with Kook-ah at the apartment. I need help – someone to look after him so I can go.” As soon as the words leave his mouth, Jungkook lets out another wounded whine that Namjoon rushes to comfort. “Shh, baby, it’s okay. Not gonna leave you alone.”

“I’m on it,” Jin says, a sense of urgency in his voice that makes Namjoon feel safer already. “Hoseok and Yoongi are already out of the house, and probably the closest to you. I’ll tell them to come immediately. Do you want me to call back?”

“No, just hurry, please. He’s so… I don’t want to hurt him.”

“As fast as they can, I promise. I trust you completely. You’re going to take care of your omega, darling. You always do.”

With that, Jin hangs up and Namjoon finally turns his focus back to Jungkook.

He’s got tears running down his face, and his hands are fisted in the fabric of Namjoon’s shirt as he continues to plead, “–make it so nice, you won’t have to go. Anything you want, please. I can nest if you need, something soft and safe for your rut. You’d want me then, right? If I–”

“No nest,” Namjoon coos, shoving his phone back into his pocket and cupping Jungkook’s cheek. Building a nest might distract Jungkook for a while, but it will make the rejection sting ten times worse if Namjoon lets him build it and leaves anyway. “You’re already perfect, baby. You don’t need to do anything. I’m right here.”

“But you don’t want me.”

Fuck, he has no idea.

“I do, Kook-ah. I want you so fucking bad, but your first time isn’t going to be with an alpha in rut.”

“What if I want that, hyung?” Jungkook asks, wet eyelashes fluttering at the thought. “We could. I’d make it good for you, I promise.”

It takes every shred of control Namjoon has not to say yes. He grits his teeth hard and lets a breath hiss out between them, eyes slipping shut for a moment before he looks back at Jungkook. “Baby, no. You wanted Minnie here for your first time, remember?”

Jungkook’s lower lip trembles, more tears filling his eyes as he whispers, “But I’m… I want you now, alpha.”

Alpha.

Namjoon’s control snaps.

*******

Jungkook doesn’t really understand how they got here. One minute he was just so incredibly happy to finally be scenting with Namjoon-hyung, and the next he was wet for the first time in months and Namjoon’s scent was making his head feel fuzzy.

He’s well past fuzzy now, stuck somewhere between dazed and desperate. His alpha is in rut, and Jungkook is wet and aching for a knot almost as much as he does during his heats – except for the first time in his life, he could actually get knotted for real. Not some toy. A real knot to fill him up and stretch him out…

And now Namjoon wants to leave?

Is Jungkook not good enough? Even though he’s wet for his alpha? This can’t be right. His alpha should want him when he’s in rut, so all Jungkook has to do is figure out how to get him to stay. Then he can prove that he’s good enough to take care of Namjoon-hyung, that he can take his alpha’s knot as many times as he needs. Everyone else can still come here. Taehyung and Jimin could help him! They can stay here and make sure Namjoon is perfectly taken care of – give him a nest and plenty of warm, wet holes to fuck and–

Jungkook’s mouth has practically been running on autopilot this whole time, but something in all of his begging must work, because suddenly Namjoon-hyung is all over him. The alpha leans in for a nearly bruising kiss that’s more a mess of tongue and teeth than anything else, and his hands feel like they’re everywhere – Jungkook’s neck, then his chest, toying briefly with one of his nipples before raking nails down his flank, grabbing at his hip, then squeezing his ass. Namjoon isn’t particularly gentle about any of it, hopefully leaving a few bruises in his wake. If not, the way he breaks their kiss to start biting marks into Jungkook’s chest will definitely give him some marks to enjoy later.

For the first time, Jungkook can actually feel all of that desire inside of Namjoon-hyung that everyone talks about – can finally tell exactly how much the alpha wants him. After months of hearing about it from the others, it’s finally real and every bit as intense as he could have hoped for.

He could nearly cry with relief – if only he wasn’t so desperate to get fucked.

As much as he loves Namjoon leaving marks, it’s not getting him any closer to what he needs, so he does his best to turn over instead.

At first, Namjoon seems unwilling to let him move. When the alpha pulls back, it looks like he’s about to scold Jungkook, but then his gaze travels down Jungkook’s half turned body. Something dark flashes across his eyes and he’s suddenly reaching out to grab a handful of Jungkook’s ass, muttering, “Pretty omega. Let your alpha see.”

Omega.

Namjoon really thinks of him like that!

Jungkook can’t help but whine. After so long of worrying that maybe the alpha just didn’t see him that way, he can’t help the way he rushes to comply, or the way he feels even more slick dripping out of him. Then again, that’s the last thing he wants to hide right now. His alpha needs to see, to know just how good Jungkook can be for him if he’s only given the chance to be.

He doesn’t even think about what he’s doing, just rolls onto his belly and gets his knees up under him to properly present himself.

Namjoon growls, kneeling behind Jungkook and getting both hands on his ass, spreading him open. “Look at you,” he pants, one thumb inching dangerously close to Jungkook’s hole. “You’re perfect, baby.”

“Wet for you, alpha. M’never wet like this except for my heat. Don’t know why, but–”

“It’s because your body knows your alpha is in rut,” Namjoon says, voice coming out strained as he breathes heavily, fingertips pressing hard where he grips Jungkook’s ass. “It’s getting you ready for me and… Fuck, you’re too pretty like this.”

“For you. Yours, alpha.”

“God, you– You can’t keep talking like that baby.”

Can’t keep…’ Wait, isn’t Namjoon-hyung going to–

“But you have to,” Jungkook whines, feeling himself start to panic at the thought that Namjoon is really just gonna leave him like this. “You said– You called me perfect. If I’m perfect, why don’t you want me, alpha? I can be good, take your whole knot, I promise. Please, I need you. I– Fuck…

Namjoon cuts off Jungkook’s panicked begging by letting go of one ass cheek and promptly stuffing three fingers into his hole. “Perfect,” he growls, wasting no time starting to thrust his fingers in and out. “Wet and so fucking tight.”

Jungkook can feel his eyes rolling back at just how good it feels to have something inside of him, and Namjoon’s words have him clenching down on the fingers spearing him open. “Can be tighter, alpha – perfect for your knot. You can, please?”

This round of begging earns Jungkook a bite – the hardest one yet. Namjoon’s teeth press deep into the swell of his ass, rough enough that Jungkook doesn’t doubt for a moment that his alpha has left him with a mark this time. It shoves him almost embarrassingly fast toward the edge of an orgasm, but this isn’t how he wants to cum. He needs to help his alpha, soothe his rut, be a good omega and–

“Alpha,” Jungkook whimpers, eyes squeezing shut as he tries to hold off his orgasm. “Please, need you inside. Let me help. I can–”

“Hush, omega.” Namjoon’s voice comes out rough as he finally stops biting, leaving the mark throbbing so good that Jungkook is pretty sure there’s nothing he can do to keep from cumming. “Don’t need my knot to take care of you. Show me how you cum on my fingers. Gush more slick for your alpha, baby.”

It’s not like Jungkook has much of a choice with how perfectly Namjoon’s fingers press into him, thrusting hard and fast until he feels himself tipping over the edge. “Alpha, please. Feels good– It’s– Want it. Want it so bad, I– Please.”

“So wet for me now, pup. Good boy. Taking it so well.”

Good boy.

Jungkook’s brain plays those words on a loop as he rides out his orgasm, Namjoon’s fingers not stopping for even a second – just pressing deeper and faster while Jungkook drips slick out around them and whimpers. It’s too much. It’s not enough.

All of the touch starts to bleed together like it usually does when he’s overstimulated, filling his body with hot waves of pleasure that roll through every inch of him. Whatever haze Namjoon’s rut has left him in only makes it easier to lose himself. He definitely cums again. Maybe even twice? It’s hard to tell when they start to fade together – especially when Namjoon can’t help himself anymore and starts rutting up against Jungkook’s ass. The fabric of his pants drags over the deep bite mark Namjoon left, and the reminder of that mark helps a little to dull Jungkook’s disappointment that his alpha is still wearing pants.

~~

It’s the sound of someone else speaking that finally pulls Jungkook back from the desperate haze he’s floating in.

“Wow, you two are– Fuck… Joon-ah, I’m here.”

That’s Yoongi-hyung’s voice. Does that mean the rest of the pack is coming too? Maybe Taehyung can help get Namjoon into a nest, and maybe if he knots Taehyung first, then he’ll want–

The low growl that slips out of Namjoon’s mouth has Jungkook rising up on shaky arms to look over his shoulder at Yoongi.

He’s making a slow approach toward the bed, palms up and his eyes firmly focused on Namjoon. “Hey, none of that. You wanted help and you’re getting it,” Yoongi says, finally right at the edge of the bed and offering one wrist up to Namjoon while looking over and giving a long glance at Jungkook. “Took care of your omega so well, alpha.”

Namjoon’s fingers finally slip out of Jungkook’s hole as he leans toward Yoongi’s offered wrist, giving it a long sniff and then tugging him onto the bed with the two of them. “Sorry for growling at you. I… It’s–”

“Don’t worry about it. You’re in deep already – I can smell it. Seok-ah is waiting for you out in the kitchen.”

Now that he’s been let go, Jungkook rolls over to get a better look at the both of them. “Why in the kitchen?” he asks, his words coming out slow and almost as dreamy as he feels. “Should be here.”

Yoongi shakes his head. “The last thing we need in here is another alpha for Joon-ah to get aggressive with.”

Aggressive? Why would he–

“Come on,” Yoongi continues, reaching up slowly to touch Namjoon’s cheek. “I can take care of him. You need to go.”

There’s another growl from Namjoon at the same time as Jungkook lets out a whine. His alpha can’t leave – not right now. Jungkook needs to take care of him. He has to! It’s–

Yoongi doesn’t hesitate, letting out a growl of his own and gripping Namjoon’s chin to keep their eyes locked. “Joon-ah, you asked for this. I’m helping you.”

Namjoon’s scent tips into something spicy and almost… smokey? Jungkook has never smelled his scent like that before, his eyes full of fire and his teeth bared at Yoongi like he’s ready to fight. “I can take care of him,” he bites out, jaw clenched tight.

“I know you can, but you don’t want his first time to be like this, do you?” Jungkook is just about to argue that he doesn’t care, but Yoongi turns to him in an instant. “Not now, baby. Need you quiet so we can take care of our alpha.”

Taking care of their alpha. Jungkook wants to do that, so he listens.

There’s a bit more rumbling from Namjoon’s chest, but then it’s like all of the fight drains out of him. He closes his eyes and takes a few shaky breaths, jaw still clenched tight as he shakes his head. “Don’t want to, but I have to. You’ll take care of him, right? Make sure he’s–”

“I will, Joon-ah. You can trust me. I’ll look after him, and Hoseok can bring you home to Tae. He should be waiting by the time you get there.”

His alpha is leaving.

Jungkook wasn’t good enough. He should have nested, should have been more appealing, begged prettier, done something so that his alpha would want him too. He could help Taehyung. They could do it together, so maybe if he asks then they can–

“Joon, go now,” Yoongi says. “This is going to hurt him more the longer you take.”

“Okay, I…” Namjoon-hyung trails off, starting to climb off the bed with barely a glance back at the two of them. “I’m going – I will.”

“Alpha, wait! I can–” Jungkook tries to cry out, but Yoongi cuts him off with a hand over his mouth.

“Just need you quiet a minute longer, sweetheart. Please.” Yoongi turns his attention back to Namjoon, who’s now standing in Jungkook’s bedroom doorway looking torn, his eyes full of tears and the tension back in his body. “Namjoon. Go.”

“Come on,” calls another muffled voice from the hall – Hobi-hyung’s voice, Jungkook realizes. “I’ve got you, Joonie. Come with me.”

Namjoon squeezes his eyes shut again, and steps out of the door, shutting it behind him.

Yoongi-hyung keeps his hand over Jungkook’s mouth, tugging him closer and whispering, “Just a little longer for me, Jungkook-ah. You’re doing so good. We just need to let them get out the front door and then you can let it all out, okay?”

Jungkook doesn’t even bother fighting, just leans into Yoongi and lets the tears start to fall from his eyes instead. He wasn’t good enough to take care of his alpha, but hopefully Taehyung can be at least.

As soon as they hear the front door slam, the hand is pulled away from Jungkook’s mouth and he lets out a sob. “Alpha, come back,” he whines, his lower lip quivering as he cries. “I could have helped. I– I know I can. Why didn’t he let me?”

“It’s okay, sweetheart,” Yoongi coos, wiping away Jungkook’s tears and pressing a whole mess of kisses over his cheeks. “You did everything right. Here, hyung is going to take you to the bathroom. Let’s get you out of this room and get a window open so we can clear your head a little, okay?”

Jungkook is too sad to argue, so when Yoongi climbs out of bed and tugs on his hand, he follows. They shut the bedroom door behind them, sealing away the bulk of Namjoon’s incredible rut scent as they make their way down the hall. Those first few breaths away from the bedroom start to clear Jungkook’s head almost immediately, the panic and bone deep sadness tapering off until he isn’t so completely overwhelmed anymore.

“Your scent is evening out,” Yoongi comments, pushing Jungkook gently into the bathroom and turning on the exhaust fan as he shuts that door behind them too. “Do you feel better?”

“Fuzzy,” Jungkook answers. “Better though… I think? Maybe?”

“Can I clean you up?”

Thankfully, Jungkook isn’t as messy as he could be. The position Namjoon-hyung had him in made sure that most of his mess ended up on the bed rather than his skin, but he’s still got slick dripping down his thighs.

Slick. God, when was the last time that happened to him without being in heat?

“I made slick,” Jungkook whispers, more to himself than to Yoongi.

“You sure did. With Joon-ah smelling like that, how could you not?”

“But I… I don’t usually, not outside of heat. Sometimes just a little, but not like this.” He can’t help but wiggle just a little as he finishes speaking, swaying his hips just to feel the way the slippery mess makes his thighs slide together.

“Oh, I didn’t realize. I guess…” Yoongi tilts his head, glancing down just briefly at Jungkook’s still naked body before looking back up at his face. “The only time I ever could have gotten you wet, you were on suppressants. I didn’t even think about it. Does it bother you to be wet, like Min-ah?”

“No, I like it – like a lot. Wish it was like this all the time, but I… I need to think, hyung. My head still feels weird.”

Yoongi lets out a low little laugh. “Yeah, I bet it does, baby. You just spent like twenty minutes with an alpha in full rut and didn’t get knotted. I honestly expected more crying.”

“I did cry, but…” Jungkook trails off, the words he needs escaping him as he tries to piece his thoughts back together. “Will you stay if I take a shower? I can be fast.”

“No rush. I’m not going anywhere until you feel better. I promised Joon-ah I would look after you, and I meant it. Tae and Jin-hyung were rushing home last I heard, so they can help Seok-ah take care of him. Do you need me to stay in here, or can I go open some windows to air out your apartment?”

“I’d appreciate you opening some windows. Thank you, hyung.”

Notes:

A little messy, but JK and Namjoon finally have reached an understanding :D

Sunday, we'll take a look at how Jungkook and Jimin process what's happened, as well as Namjoon being taken care of by his mates.

Chapter 96: Letting Go

Notes:

Another explicit chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A few minutes alone in the shower to sort through the mess of thoughts in his head is exactly what Jungkook needs.

His sadness over Namjoon leaving has mostly tapered off now. There’s still a bit of an ache from Jungkook’s omega instincts, wishing he could have been the one to take care of his alpha in rut, but it’s way easier to think clearly about everything that’s happened now that he isn’t swimming in rut pheromones.

Namjoon-hyung actually wants him.

There’s not a single doubt left in Jungkook’s mind, and the relief that realization fills him with is stronger than any other emotion swelling inside of him right now. He’s spent so long feeling like everyone was just saying how much Namjoon wanted him, without any evidence at all to back up their claims. Now he’s seen it – felt it. The attraction was so strong that just properly scenting for the first time was enough to trigger Namjoon’s rut early – and even better, they have a plan for how to help him express that desire better going forward.

Then there’s what Namjoon-hyung did for him today – fighting through the haze of his rut just to make sure that Jungkook’s first time getting knotted could be everything they talked about before. Even with Jungkook dripping and begging for it, Namjoon didn’t budge.

His alpha took care of him, even in the thick of his rut. God, it just makes all of the love he already feels grow even stronger, and now Yoongi-hyung is here to look after him too. He’s so lucky. He can’t wait to tell Jimin and–

Jimin. Oh shit.

Their apartment smells like alpha in rut. Jungkook loves the smell, and he thinks that Jimin probably will too since it’s Namjoon-hyung’s – but then again he isn’t sure.

Jungkook quickly exits the shower and pulls on one of Jimin’s bathrobes so he can go figure out what time it is and try to help Yoongi-hyung get the overwhelming scent of rut out of the apartment – even though that’s probably a lost cause.

Stepping out into the hallway definitely hits him with a fresh wave of Namjoon’s scent – the usual warm sandalwood gone mouthwateringly spicy and sweet – but it’s definitely not as strong as it was before. It also doesn’t cloud Jungkook’s head up right away this time, which is nice. Maybe not having it fresh from the source makes a big difference? He remembers not feeling nearly so overcome by Yoongi’s pre-rut scent when he gave them scented clothes before his rut. He hadn’t leaked then either. Jimin did, but that wasn’t really a surprise considering how easily he gets wet.

That hadn’t distressed Jimin either, but that was the scent of pre-rut. Jungkook is pretty sure they’re supposed to be different, but he didn’t get to smell Yoongi’s actual rut, or Namjoon’s pre-rut, so he can’t compare for himself.

“There you are,” Yoongi says, rounding the corner into the hallway. “I thought I heard the bathroom door open. How are you feeling?”

Now that Jungkook’s head is clear, it’s easy to see that Yoongi-hyung is on edge. He looks worried, and Jungkook wants to help but he has to do something else first. “I’m okay, but I really need my phone. I don’t know what time it is and I need to warn Jiminie so he knows what he’s coming home to. Wait here just a sec,” Jungkook says, already heading for the bedroom where he left his phone.

The scent is still strongest here, and Jungkook really doesn’t want his head going all foggy again, so he holds his breath as he grabs his phone from the nightstand and quickly makes his way back out to the hall.

“Why don’t you come sit in the living room? I got all the windows open and there’s a fan running in there,” Yoongi says.

Jungkook nods and allows himself to be led to the couch while he checks the time – still an hour before Jimin gets home, thank god. It should air out a bit better by then, and it gives him and Yoongi some time to talk.

First, he needs to text Jimin.

[Jungkook to Jimin]

[JK]: hey hyung i wanna give you a heads up before you get home

[JK]: namjoon hyung went into rut early when we scented today so the smell is all over our apartment

[JK]: yoongi hyung and hobi hyung came to get him so he is back at the house right now

[JK]: ill give you the details when you get home but nothing really happened

[JK]: we didnt have sex and he was super sweet to me so i promise we are both okay and i feel great

[JK]: see you soon hyung

~

With that done, Jungkook sets his phone aside. He doesn’t expect to hear from Jimin until his shift is over and he’s on his way home.

“All done?” Yoongi-hyung asks. He’s sitting on the couch next to Jungkook, still looking super nervous. “Is this gonna hurt Min-ah?”

“Honestly, I don’t know how he’s gonna react. I’m hoping everything will be fine, but he might panic a little when he first comes in and smells the place. It’s hard to be totally sure, but I might ask you to go before he gets home – if that’s okay?”

Yoongi’s scent tips toward obvious distress, like a puff of burnt cinnamon as he goes to stand up. “Fuck, I’m so sorry. Do you need me to leave now? I should have thought–”

“Hyung, wait,” Jungkook says, reaching out to grab Yoongi’s hand and tug him back into his lap. “You don’t have to go yet. Jiminie won’t be home for another hour, and I can tell you’re really worried. Did I do something wrong?”

You?” Yoongi’s eyes go wide and his jaw drops open. “No, me.”

“Wait, what did you do wrong?”

“All of this? I was the one who told Joon-ah to suck it up and see you before his rut. He tried to tell me he was afraid of losing control and I blew him off and now–”

“And now I finally know he actually wants me? I don’t know why I would be upset about that,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “You told me I’d get something I wanted today, but I never imagined it would be this good. Do you think Namjoon-hyung is going to be mad about what happened?”

Yoongi narrows his eyes at Jungkook, reaching up to touch his cheek. “Jungkook-ah, I need you to be really honest with me right now. You’re absolutely sure that you’re happy about what happened?”

“Super happy. I know it was emotional when you first got here, but you don’t understand, hyung. Everyone has been telling me for months that Namjoon-hyung likes me that way, but he never acted like it and I was getting really discouraged, but now? He wants me so bad that his rut started early just from us scenting properly. I’m so happy all of you weren’t just wrong.” Jungkook’s scent tips so sweet at the thought that even he can smell it in the air. “This is like the best news I could have asked for.”

“All this because you two scented?” Yoongi lets out a bark of laughter as relief washes over his face and he leans in to hug Jungkook tight. “Fuck, I’m so glad you’re happy about this. When Jin called me, I sort of panicked. I mean, Joon is probably still going to have a hernia about all of it, but at least if you’re happy, you can tell him that and it should help.”

“I definitely can, hyung. The last thing I want is for him to feel bad for any of it – especially when all he did was take super good care of me and finally let go just a little bit. Plus, it felt great. If I had any complaint at all, it would be that I didn’t get to make him feel as good as he made me feel.”

“To be honest, you probably made his whole goddamn year just by looking that good on your knees dripping slick for him.”

Jungkook can feel himself blushing, embarrassed even though he enjoys the praise. “I didn’t even think about how I must have looked when you walked in. My head wasn’t working right.”

“Namjoon-ah has that effect on people, trust me – and don’t worry for a second about how you looked. The two of you were so hot like that, I’ll definitely be thinking about it for weeks.”

“Thank you, hyung,” Jungkook says, nosing at Yoongi’s scent gland, enjoying how much better the alpha smells now that he isn’t so worried. “I appreciate the compliment, but I also just can’t really tell you how happy I am that you helped me have this. Hopefully Namjoon-hyung isn’t too upset. If he’s worried during his rut, I could call or–”

“He’ll be okay until it’s over, sweetheart,” Yoongi interrupts, nosing at Jungkook’s scent gland in return for a moment, then giving it a couple of swipes with his tongue. “He’s just going to need to talk to you after. Joon-ah gets way too deep into his rut to properly worry about anything until it’s nearly done.”

Jungkook returns the scenting, and for a while both of them go quiet, trading slow licks back and forth. Once he’s had his fill, Jungkook rests his chin on Yoongi-hyung’s shoulder and asks, “Do you like when Namjoon-hyung is in rut?”

“Of course. Why wouldn’t I?”

“I don’t know. I guess we just haven’t talked a lot about it before – Namjoon-hyung’s ruts or Hobi-hyung’s.”

“They’re pretty different, but they’re both good,” Yoongi says, pressing one more kiss over Jungkook’s scent gland before pulling back to look at him. “If you wanna know more sometime, we can talk about it. For now, if you’re okay…”

“I’m super okay. You gonna head home to Namjoon-hyung?”

Yoongi nods. “I don’t like the thought of not being there when he’s like this.”

“Yeah, I think I know what you mean.”

“Sorry, I– I didn’t think before I said that,” Yoongi says, a frown forming on his face.

“It’s okay, hyung. I just don't want to miss any more after this and…” Jungkook tips his head down just a little to hide the way he knows his cheeks are turning pink. “Want you all there for my next heat too.”

There’s a spike of sweet cinnamon spice in the air as Yoongi tips Jungkook’s chin up and leans in for a kiss, his lips warm and soft against Jungkook’s. “Tell me you don’t mind me sharing that with Joon-ah?”

“You can tell him,” Jungkook agrees. “You think it’ll make him happy?”

“The happiest, sweetheart. You have no idea. Makes me really happy too.”

~~

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: Oh god ( ●_●)

[Jimin]: I’ll be home as soon as I can. I just got off work but I’m getting in the car with security right now

[Jimin]: You’re sure you’re okay?

[JK]: hyung im totally fine

[JK]: great actually

[JK]: please dont worry

[Jimin]: Okay I am doing my best

[Jimin]: I just need to see you

[Jimin]: Be there soon

~

Jungkook is still on the couch in his bathrobe when the front door opens about ten minutes later. Jimin doesn’t look too bad at first, just a little bit uncertain walking in with his work uniform on – but then he takes a deep breath in through his nose. His eyes go wide and he freezes momentarily before his gaze locks on Jungkook, eyes scanning over him. Within seconds, he drops everything to nearly run over to the couch.

“Jiminie, it’s okay,” Jungkook says, standing up to meet his mate and opening his arms for a hug.

Jimin is clearly leaking by the time he gets over to Jungkook, the smell of sweet vanilla cream unmistakable while the scent blocker he wears to work covers every other source of his scent. Still, Jungkook has gotten good at reading Jimin’s feelings without being able to smell them, and his mate is definitely in a panic right now – an observation that is confirmed by the way Jimin entirely ignores the offer of a hug and instead starts looking Jungkook over frantically.

Hands run over his arms as Jimin rotates each one, then looks over his legs. Jungkook hates seeing him so worried – but it’s not until Jimin stands on his tiptoes and shifts behind him to look at his neck that Jungkook feels his heart wrench in his chest.

Jimin is looking for scruff marks.

“Hyung,” Jungkook whispers, turning around and pulling Jimin in against his chest. “I promise I’m okay. The only marks I have are the ones I asked for. Namjoon-hyung would never hurt either of us.”

There’s a few seconds where Jimin is entirely rigid in Jungkook’s arms, like he’s just on the edge of trying to force his way out of the hug – but he doesn’t. Instead, those few seconds pass, and then the tension finally drains out of him until he lifts shaky arms to hug Jungkook back.

“Fuck, I’m… I don’t know what came over me. I just– I’m sorry,” Jimin whispers against Jungkook’s chest. “Please don’t tell him about this?”

“I won’t. It’s okay. I knew the scent might trigger something for you, no matter how much you trust Namjoon-hyung.”

“I do. I trust him a lot. It was just… God, all I could think about was what Jihoon told me – how it would be so much worse when his rut came and– I know Namjoon-hyung isn’t like him but it… I couldn’t stop thinking about it.” The words practically rush out of Jimin’s mouth, tinged with the obvious panic still running through him.

Jungkook can help. He guides Jimin’s face toward his neck (the side Namjoon-hyung scented) and says, “It’s alright that you were scared. I know you don’t think of Namjoon-hyung that way.”

“I don’t. I really don’t.”

“I know, hyung. Just breathe. I’ve got you.”

*******

Jimin doesn’t take long to calm down, not with his face buried in Jungkook’s neck. The mix of sweet orange and Namjoon’s tantalizingly spicy sandalwood is far too comforting for him to fight, and the hints of Yoongi’s cinnamon scent there don’t hurt either.

Everything is okay. Namjoon would never hurt Jungkook.

“Tell me what happened?” Jimin requests once his heart rate returns to something close to normal.

“I can do that. You want a cup of tea? Maybe we could wash the scent blocker off so I can smell you too?”

“A cup of tea sounds nice.”

They stay within touching distance as they head into the kitchen. Jimin adds water to the kettle, and Jungkook takes a wet rag to Jimin’s neck and wrists, scrubbing gently until the scent blocker is gone. As soon as that’s taken care of, he wraps himself around Jimin’s back, face buried in his neck and arms wrapped tight around his middle while he mumbles about how happy he is.

Hearing the story makes Jimin feel really happy too – and a bunch of other emotions.

He had no idea that Namjoon was struggling so much with his more possessive alpha instincts, especially considering how comfortable he’s always seemed with being an alpha. It’s far from the most surprising bit of the story though. The fact that his desire for Jungkook was strong enough to trigger an early rut is also a lot to take in – but that’s not the thing that runs Jimin’s brain in circles either.

It’s the fact that Namjoon was that deep into his rut and still made sure to take care of Jungkook’s needs before his own. Compared to every worry he’s ever had about what alphas might be like in their ruts, it just doesn’t make sense. His thoughts feel like a roar in his head, so loud and fast that it’s just incomprehensible noise. All the worries and anxieties he’s been believing for years are stuck running circles around the simple fact that Namjoon isn’t anything like what he’s been afraid of – that they were wrong.

This changes… Hell, this changes everything.

Jungkook finishes his story, but Jimin’s brain is still stuttering, trying to wrap around how big this all feels in his head.

“Do you need a minute, hyung? Processing?” Jungkook asks, resting his chin on Jimin’s shoulder.

Jimin gives a short nod. “Yeah, I might just… I need a shower. It’s not bad, just trying to wrap my head around it all.”

“It’s okay. I can tell it’s not bad. I’ll be here when you’re done.”

Even once he makes his way to the shower, Jimin still takes a while to realize what’s happening. He doesn’t know how long he spends standing there under the spray of water, staring at the wall and thinking about how incredibly thoughtful Namjoon was, even in his rut. Jungkook had begged for a knot. Namjoon could have done it, especially with Jungkook’s consent – but he cares so much about giving Jungkook the first time the two of them had talked about, that he didn’t.

And then it finally connects.

Namjoon is safe. He’ll always protect Jungkook’s interests – even during his rut.

Jimin has no ground left to stand on. How is he supposed to convince himself that it’s better to try and keep his guard up, to keep himself and Jungkook safe, when it’s now glaringly obvious that there’s no threat to protect them from? What’s the point of fighting against falling when he’s been handed this undeniable proof that what Jihoon showed him was wrong. The only alphas who are cruel during their ruts are the ones who are cruel already.

He can trust Namjoon.

And if he can trust Namjoon, then…

Maybe that means it’s time to stop fighting? Jimin doesn’t even know exactly what that means, or what it looks like, but… How is he supposed to cling to a shred of fear that’s just been entirely shattered?

A couple of knocks on the bathroom door pull Jimin out of his thoughts as the door cracks open and Jungkook calls inside, “Are you okay in there? It’s been like an hour.”

“Yeah, I’m good,” Jimin answers, his voice coming out strained and hoarse almost like–

Wait, is he crying? When did that start?

“Well you don’t sound okay,” Jungkook says, voice coming closer until he pulls back the shower curtain just the slightest to peek inside. He looks concerned, a little frown forming on his face as he looks at Jimin. “Hyung, you’re crying. Is something wrong? Can we talk about it?”

“Honestly, I didn’t even realize I was.” Jimin looks around the shower and spots a freshly used washcloth, which must mean he at least got that far. Reaching up to touch his hair, he finds it full of conditioner, even though he doesn’t remember washing his hair at all. “I think I zoned out really hard,” he explains, though it doesn’t seem to bring Jungkook any comfort. “Let me rinse my hair and we can talk.”

“Okay, but I’m staying in the bathroom this time.”

“Probably for the best.”

Jimin resigns himself to stop thinking for the moment and just focuses on getting out of the shower. Whatever is going on inside of his head, he and Jungkook will have to figure it out together, because he’s apparently making very slow progress on his own. He rinses his hair, double checks that he’s done everything else he came in here to do (which he apparently has), and then gets out of the shower and dries off.

Jungkook stands by the door watching him, that same look of concern still plastered on his face even once Jimin is dressed and Jungkook is gently guiding him back to the living room. They end up on the couch, Jungkook lying down and then tugging Jimin down with him. “Talk to me, hyung,” he requests, leaning in to press one firm kiss to Jimin’s lips. “You look like you’re in shock.”

“I guess maybe I kind of am – but probably not the way you think?”

“Tell me about it then. Are you upset about what happened today?”

Jimin actually laughs, a hard puff of air he has no hope of fighting back. “Sorry, I– No. I think I’m happy about it actually. It’s just… Namjoon-hyung took such good care of you, looked out for your wants, made sure someone was here to look after you when he left, and still managed to make you see just how much he wants you. It’s so much. It changes everything in my head, but I’m still trying to figure out what that means.”

A few seconds of silence pass as Jungkook thinks this over. “Okay… Did you think… Before this happened, did you think Namjoon-hyung was going to hurt me or something?”

“That’s the part that doesn’t make sense, because I know Namjoon-hyung is a good person. I know that. Whatever I was afraid of… I don’t think it was grounded in any real thought. It was just like… this worry always sitting in the back of my head that alphas in rut are scary and can do bad things.”

“But specifically about Namjoon-hyung?”

Jimin considers this for a moment, but then shakes his head. “Not exactly? But also kind of maybe? I don’t… It’s like… Of the whole pack, who’s the most traditionally alpha?”

“Namjoon-hyung for sure, but it’s not like I think Hobi-hyung or Yoongi-hyung aren’t very alpha or something. Just…”

“Hard to describe, right?” Jimin asks.

“Yeah, sort of.”

“I know it’s not fair to put the majority of that anxiety on him, and I’m not trying to. I just sort of… I feel it sometimes with the others, but in my head Namjoon-hyung is sort of The Alpha, if that makes sense?”

“I think I kind of understand that. So when you get worried about alphas, it’s the strongest with him?”

“I guess? Whatever it is, I think that’s why I’ve been – not scared but just… ready?” The word makes something click into place in Jimin’s mind, and suddenly he understands. “Oh, that’s the perfect word for it, actually. I haven’t been afraid of any of the pack hurting you because I know they’re good people, but… especially with the alphas, I think I was afraid of not being ready for it if they did. Does that make sense?”

Jungkook gives this a few moments of silent consideration. “Do you think… Is that why you’ve been trying to say you can’t be in love with them? Because you felt like you had to have your guard up in case something bad happened?”

“I think it was a big part of it, yeah. I’m not sure what it means to not be afraid of that anymore, but it’s not fair of me to keep waiting for them to turn on us when it’s so clear that they genuinely care.”

“I hope it means that you can accept your feelings a little easier, instead of trying to push them away because you feel like that protects us somehow. I’ve been thinking about it since our last talk and I just… I hate feeling like you put all of that on yourself. We’re always going to be a team, even though we’re sort of part of another bigger team now too.”

A bigger team. He likes the sound of that, of just letting go and leaning into this incredible thing they have. Even more, Jimin loves the thought of taking this worry away from Jungkook, and knowing that he’s secure and safe in a pack that would do anything to protect him.

“I think I can now,” Jimin says. “It might take some time, and there will probably still be moments where I get scared like I was when I first got home, but…”

Jungkook gives him an almost sad little smile, reaching up to push Jimin’s wet bangs out of his face. “That was different, hyung. You panicked. Nobody is going to hold those moments against you. I’m way more worried about how you feel ninety-nine percent of the time than I am about the one percent where you panic and aren’t thinking straight.”

“I know but… I just hate to think what Namjoon-hyung would have felt if he saw me like that today.”

“Even though it might have hurt him a little at first, I think he would have understood that it wasn’t really about him, Jiminie.”

Jimin lays his head on Jungkook’s chest, pressing a little kiss there. “You’re right. I know you are – I just…”

“It’s okay. I get why you would prefer he not see you like that. Just think it’s important to recognize that even if he does, it’s going to be okay. And I also want you to know that it makes me really happy to hear that you feel safer now. I feel a lot better too.”

“I’m really glad for both of us too. I know you’ve been worrying about Namjoon-hyung not wanting you as much as you want him. Not worried about it anymore?”

“No. He was so… It was intense, but it felt so good, hyung. You should see the pretty bite mark he left on my ass.”

Jimin tilts his head up with a grin. “Is that an invitation to look at your ass? Wanna take that to the bedroom?”

“It might still smell pretty strong in there,” Jungkook warns, leaning down for a kiss. “Yoongi-hyung opened the windows, but it’s going to take a while to clear out.”

“God I hope so. Wanna smell it now that I’m not all panicked.”

*******

Taehyung bolts home the second he gets the news about Namjoon-hyung going into rut early.

On the car ride, he calls Hyungwon to give a few directions for how to handle things if they get any leads on who killed their security team member. They’ve been waiting on the police for what feels like ages, but Jin-hyung is in good with the detective heading the case, so they at least know where things are at – even if they’re moving infuriatingly slow. Hoseok-hyung will handle anything big that comes up during Namjoon’s rut, since he’s by far the less occupied of the two of them.

It’s hard not to feel a bit guilty about what happened. Tae isn’t sure if he and Jin are solely to blame for getting Namjoon so worked up about Jungkook that he ended up in an early rut, but he’s praying that it didn’t go too badly at the apartment. Honestly, he’s pretty sure it would be impossible for Namjoon-hyung to overstep, at least as far as Jungkook is concerned. Namjoon himself though? He always feels upset with himself after ruts, no matter how many times Taehyung and the rest of them offer their reassurances.

Maybe Jungkook really can help change that, but Taehyung isn’t holding his breath.

Jin-hyung is there to greet him when he gets home, pulling him into a quick hug in the foyer and immediately taking a long breath in through his nose. “You should shower before he gets here,” Jin says. “You’ve been out of the house long enough to pick up scents on the street. We can go together – I need one too.”

“Hello to you too.”

“Apologies, darling. I’m not sure how much time we have.”

“It’s okay. Let’s go. How did he sound on the phone?”

“Distressed,” Jin says as the two of them head toward the bathroom.

“Is this our fault, hyung?”

“It would be hard to believe that our antics played no part at all, though I am hopeful that this will turn out to be for the best.”

Taehyung nods. “That’s what I’m hoping too. If nothing else, at least Jungkookie should have a better idea of just how much Joonie-hyung really does want him.”

“It is a rather undeniable amount of proof, isn’t it?”

They end up talking logistics in the shower, both of them making quick work of scrubbing themselves down with unscented soap. There’s a lot to prepare and not a lot of time to do it. It’s probably best for Taehyung to be in his nest to welcome their alpha home, but he’s also pretty confident in his ability to get up there in time so long as he gets a little bit of a heads up.

As soon as they’re out of the shower, he shoots a text to Minhyuk down at the front gate to let him know when Namjoon and Hobi get back. With that done, he and Jin go their separate ways to try and get as much done as they can with the time they have left.

Taehyung digs up every bit of clothing he can find with Jimin and Jungkook’s scents on them, stealing a few miscellaneous bits of bedding and laundry from everyone’s rooms too. The nest should be relatively well scented, but nothing like the way they would have normally prepared it during Namjoon’s pre-rut.

Honestly, it’s a bit of a shame not to get to see Namjoon-hyung in pre-rut this year. Taehyung always loves how cuddly and casually possessive he gets during, softly demanding their submission in ways he would never allow himself normally.

At least there’s always next year – when he can finally share this experience with Jimin and Jungkook.

~~

The second he sees the text from Minhyuk, Tae messages Jin-hyung and then makes his way up into the nest to wait for their alpha. He’s managed to weave in all the scented items he could find (though Hoseok’s scent is as hard to get into the nest as always), and was able to help Jin-hyung get some supplies upstairs too. It’s far from the amount of prep they would normally do, but they’ll make it work.

Right now, his main concern is just taking care of Namjoon-hyung.

The scent of rut is so strong that it makes its way into the room before Namjoon does, a wave of spicy sweet sandalwood that has Taehyung’s thoughts feeling syrupy almost right away. God, Namjoon really did go straight into the peak of his rut. Whatever happened at the apartment must have been intense to both skip his pre-rut and get him this far along.

A few seconds later, Jin leads Namjoon inside the room. Their pack alpha looks completely distressed, the remnants of tears on his face, fists clenched at his sides, and a strong line of tension running through his whole body. He takes one nervous look at the nest, eyes not even making it all the way to Taehyung before he attempts to turn and flee the room, muttering something Tae can only half make out.

“Can’t… No nest… – only make things harder.”

Luckily, Jin-hyung is there to catch him, pulling him into a hug and slowly moving them further into the room. “This nest is ours, darling. It’s safe, and your omega is already waiting for you inside.”

“Don’t want to hurt him. Don’t want to do it wrong,” Namjoon says, voice strained.

Oh, his poor alpha.

Jin gives Taehyung a sad look over Namjoon’s shoulder, tilting his head just a little to beckon him closer. “You’ve never hurt one of your omegas, love. You always take such good care of all of us.”

“He’s right, hyung,” Taehyung says, crawling up to the edge of the nest and reaching his hand out just a few inches toward them. “You always take good care of me. Let me take care of you too?”

Namjoon twitches at the sound of Taehyung’s voice, but it takes a few seconds before he finally turns to look, a pained expression on his face. His eyes dart from the nest, to Tae’s face, to his outstretched hand, his scent spiking warmer as he lurches forward. Their fingers brush briefly before Namjoon grits his teeth and starts to pull back toward Jin. “Can’t,” he practically whimpers. “Don’t wanna make it worse.”

God, it hurts to see him like this. Taehyung’s instincts are practically screaming at him to help, to beg and present until his alpha gives in and takes – but that’s probably what Jungkook tried to do too, so he’ll have to come up with something else.

He needs to keep hold of himself.

Taehyung reaches out further, taking his alpha’s hand. “Namjoon-hyung,” he says, keeping his voice calm and even. “You didn’t make anything worse. I bet you took such good care of Jungkookie.”

“He did,” Jin confirms. “Yoongi-yah texted me to say that Jungkook-ah is perfectly fine and just needed a quick shower and some cuddles to settle. He’s happy, Joon-ah. Happy because of you.”

Namjoon takes a few seconds to process the words, a little of the tension bleeding out of him as he whispers, “Took care of him?”

“Perfect care, love. Now you need to let us take care of you too. Wouldn’t it be nice to be in the nest? Your omega got it ready just for you.”

“I didn’t… I didn’t let him build one.” Namjoon swallows hard, stepping closer to the nest and reaching his free hand out to touch it. “I wanted to, but…” He shakes his head, taking a deep breath. “Can I come in?”

“You can, please.”

Namjoon crawls gingerly inside, letting go of Taehyung’s hand in the process and not moving to get any closer to him at all. Still, at least it’s progress. Jin seems to think so too, judging by the little smile growing on his face as he starts backing away from the nest, heading for the door. Perfect, the rest of this will be easier with no distractions. Taehyung knows how to get Namjoon settled in – he just needs a little time to work now that they’re both in the nest together.

“So much better with you in here.” Tae says with a smile, doing his best to sound a little bit uncertain as he adds, “Do you like it?”

The waver in his voice is more than enough to get Namjoon moving closer to comfort him. First the alpha just scoots beside Taehyung, but then he must decide that’s not close enough, a tiny rumble coming from his chest as he pulls Taehyung into his lap. “Your nest is perfect. I love it.”

Being this close and getting a compliment like that is nearly enough to get Taehyung leaking on the spot, though he does his best to try and keep his head. He needs to gently nudge Namjoon into letting go, and he can’t do that if he’s too far gone to think. It’s difficult when he can feel the painfully hard line of Namjoon’s dick where it presses into his thigh, and the fact that he’s pretty sure he can smell some of Jungkook’s slick on him too. God, the poor thing must have been dripping after smelling their alpha in rut like that…

Stay present. Think about that later.

Tae reaches up to cup Namjoon’s cheek, letting his wrist press against the alpha’s jaw to get a little bit of his own scent into the mix. “Tell me what you need, alpha?”

Namjoon squeezes his eyes shut, head turning automatically until he’s nosing at Taehyung’s wrist, taking deep breaths of his scent. “Need… Just… Need you, but I can’t…”

“You can. You’ve had me before, hyung. There’s nothing to worry about here, and I need you too. Let me touch you?”

“Want to. I–” Namjoon cracks his eyes open and glances over his shoulder toward the empty bedroom, probably looking for Jin-hyung.

“Just us for now. Jin-hyung left so I could have you to myself for a while. Can I kiss you, hyung?” For a moment, Namjoon looks ready to deny himself that too, but he does eventually turn back to Taehyung with a shaky breath, eyes fixed on his lips. “Is that a yes? Gonna let me help you?”

“Please,” Namjoon whispers. “Need help.”

“I’ve got you. Just try to relax.”

Taehyung doesn’t waste any more time, leaning forward to press his lips against Namjoon’s in a gentle kiss. The reaction is immediate, with a tiny growl rumbling in Namjoon’s chest as he tilts his head to deepen the kiss, one hand rubbing at Taehyung’s hip and brushing fingertips along the skin just beneath the hem of his shirt. It’s impossible to keep from leaking now that Namjoon finally has his hands on him, and that first hint of slick in the air has his alpha starting to get frantic, giving up on the skin under his shirt and instead starting to tug at the waist of his pants.

“Let me…” Taehyung mumbles into their kiss, doing his best to turn away from Namjoon’s mouth. “Let me undress so you can touch?”

Namjoon gives a nod and reluctantly lets Taehyung go, eyes raking over his body the moment he starts removing his clothes. It’s flattering, but there are other things to worry about even after he’s stripped bare.

Handling his own clothes is only half the battle.

“So pretty, and you smell so good,” Namjoon whispers, eyes roaming all over Taehyung’s body before he starts to close in. He’s getting that hunger in his gaze that rut always leaves him with, hands trembling as he reaches out to touch, palm pressing into Taehyung’s chest and giving a gentle push. “Down, omega. Want you laid out for me.”

Okay, this is definitely progress. Now to press the advantage.

“You’ll still kiss me?”

With a single nod, Namjoon closes the rest of the distance, pressing Taehyung down into the nest and capturing his lips in another kiss. This one is much closer to properly making out, especially as Namjoon’s hands start to wander, exploring the freshly bared skin of Tae’s chest and then working down to his thighs. He’s distracted enough for Taehyung to work his shirt off of him with minimal fuss, but he still freezes when he feels the button of his pants being undone.

Namjoon pulls back from their kiss, even as he ruts up against Taehyung’s hip. He’s clearly intent on saying something, but Tae shushes him before he can start.

“It’s okay, alpha,” Taehyung whispers, unzipping Namjoon’s pants and pushing them down his hips. “Everything is alright.”

There’s more shaking, stuttered half words as Taehyung finally shoves the pants far enough down for Namjoon’s dick to be freed. He looks as painfully hard as he usually does in rut, his whole cock an almost angry shade of red with the knot permanently swollen just enough to stand out. The only real indicator of how long he’s been like this is the sheer amount of precum dripping down the length of him.

Taehyung’s mouth waters. His alpha smells like a dream right now, and the sight is enough to send another round of slick dripping from his body.

“Perfect, alpha,” Tae whispers, not even having to fake how breathless he sounds as he trails fingers down between their bodies and shoves Namjoon’s pants further down his legs. “Pants off now.”

Namjoon hesitates, but eventually does help kick his pants off. “Don’t wanna hurt yo– Fuck–” He cuts himself off with a low hiss as Taehyung closes a hand around the very tip of him.

“You couldn’t hurt me if you tried.” Squeezing his grip just a little tighter is all it takes to have Namjoon fucking up into his hand with a choked whimper, hips stuttering as they move automatically. “There you go. It’s okay, you can let go for me. I’ll show you, alpha. I’ll take care of you.”

It’s simple enough to angle his hips and guide Namjoon’s thrusts down toward his achingly empty hole, already dripping with slick and so ready for his alpha’s rut. With only a few minor adjustments, he finally feels the tips of Namjoon’s cock breach him. Tae lets out a long whine as Namjoon’s eyes go wide, hips still thrusting of their own accord and inching him further inside.

“Can’t– I… Taehy– Please,” Namjoon whimpers, clearly trying to stop the movements pressing him into Taehyung, but having little success.

“You’ve had me before. It’s okay. You did such a good job taking care of Jungkookie, but he’s safe and I need you, alpha. Please.” Tae wraps his legs around Namjoon’s hips, crossing his ankles and pulling himself down onto Namjoon’s dick with a whimper. He has to make this work. His brain is already so close to fried between the rut pheromones and the cock currently splitting him open. It’s a wonder he’s even still coherent. “So good alpha, please. Take care of me. I need it, need you. Please, I can’t– Hell, like that.”

Finally, Namjoon lets out a growl and buries himself deep inside of Taehyung, the barely swollen shape of his knot pressing right up against Tae’s rim.

“Take care of you,” Namjoon mumbles, pulling out before thrusting back inside hard enough to bottom out, leaving both of them moaning in satisfaction. “My omega. Keep you full and happy. Mine.”

“Yours, always yours. Show me, alpha? Make me feel it?”

Namjoon doesn’t even bother responding, just sinks his teeth into Taehyung’s neck and begins thrusting his hips hard enough for the slap of their skin to echo off of the walls. Between the harsh nip and the sweet relief of having Namjoon deep inside of him, Tae can feel his grip on himself melting away to nothing.

His alpha has finally let go. His job is done.

There’s no reason he can’t let go too.

Responsibility fulfilled, Taehyung feels himself go liquid under Namjoon’s body, accepting the myriad of bruises his alpha bites into his chest, only arching enough to make sure Namjoon knows that every bit of his skin is on offer. He wants to be covered in marks, wants to be able to press his fingers into bruises and feel his alpha’s claim on him for days to come.

His offer is accepted with enthusiasm. Namjoon peppers his chest with bites and suck marks as he fucks into Taehyung, not bothering to stop even when Tae shudders and cums around him with a cry. “Feels good, alpha. Fuck– Please, don’t stop.”

“Won’t stop,” Namjoon assures him. “Gonna give you everything, omega – ruin you so good you can’t even think.”

Taehyung is crying already, tears leaking from the corners of his eyes as Namjoon fucks him right through another orgasm with little more than a satisfied growl as his knot starts to swell properly. Normally at this point he’d bury himself deep until they’re locked together, but not when he’s in rut. Instead, he just keeps thrusting, popping his knot in and out of Taehyung until it finally swells large enough that he has to shove to get it inside again.

The feeling teeters just on the edge of discomfort, but the hot curl of pleasure once his alpha’s knot is stuck inside is so satisfying it’s nearly euphoric – and by the time it starts to really pop, Taehyung is seeing stars.

Mine,” Namjoon growls as the first burst of wet cum leaves him. “My mate, my omega. Knot you so full that everyone will know.”

Yours. Want that, alpha. Please.”

It’s not a lie. Tae knows he’ll be sore by the end, stretched so well that even the full width of Namjoon’s knot will be able to slip past his tender rim with a bit of effort – but he craves it with every fiber of his being. The next few days will be intense, but it’s an occasion worth savoring.

He only gets to have Namjoon like this once a year – and he has no intention of wasting it.

Notes:

Next week we'll get Yoongi back to the house and tackle the rest of Namjoon's rut. See you there :D

Chapter 97: Changing Tides

Notes:

Not exactly an explicit chapter, but Namjoon is still in rut so there will be a few short sections that drift into that territory.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jin and Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: I’m on my way back.

[Yoongi]: How is he?

[Hobi]: he’s good. got taehyungie up there trying 2 get him 2 relax ;)

[Jin]: The two of them have been alone for a while now. I imagine Taehyung-ah has managed to settle him into it by now.

[Yoongi]: How was he on the way home, Seok-ah?

[Hobi]: panicking mostly.

[Hobi]: interspersed with waves of practically humping my leg when he went all dizzy and warm.

[Hobi]: poor thing needed taehyungie so bad.

[Hobi]: how was jungkookie?

[Jin]: Yes I’m curious about him as well. What happened?

[Yoongi]: I guess they scented properly and it was enough to trigger Joon’s rut. They didn’t get up to anything too crazy. Joon-ah was still wearing his pants when I got there but he definitely fingered JK through a few orgasms.

[Yoongi]: They were both disasters when we showed up. I’m sure Hoseok-ah told you about it.

[Hobi]: the parts i could see at least. didn’t really get a good look at jungkookie.

[Yoongi]: He was a bit of a wreck, but once you got Joon out of the apartment and we took him out of the bedroom, he got his head sorted out pretty fast.

[Yoongi]: Honestly JK is over the moon about it. Says he could finally see that Joon-ah wants him, so that’s progress I guess.

[Hobi]: u don’t sound as excited about that as i would have hoped.

[Jin]: Is something troubling you, darling?

[Yoongi]: What if he’s mad at me?

[Hobi]: joonie? :O

[Hobi]: why would he be?

[Yoongi]: Because this is my fault? Because I told him to suck it up and see JK before his rut hit, even though he told me he was worried something might happen.

[Yoongi]: I know a lot of good came out of it if Jungkook-ah is this happy, but I’m just worried he’s gonna beat himself up about it way too hard.

[Jin]: So long as Jungkook-ah is happy and nobody was hurt, I can’t imagine Joon-ah being upset with you, love. And besides…

[Jin]: You would hardly be the only one to blame.

[Hobi]: wait what did u do? :O

[Jin]: Taehyung-ah and I may have taken matters into our own hands in an attempt to get Namjoon-ah moving a little faster.

[Jin]: Suffice it to say that Taehyung gave some very detailed descriptions of what Joon-ah has to look forward to.

[Hobi]: wait is that why joonie was avoiding jungkookie at our last date night?

[Yoongi]: He was?

[Hobi]: yeah. not super obvious but enough that it left me wondering.

[Jin]: Yes, I’m afraid that was our doing. I also pushed him to make time to see Jungkook-ah as soon as possible.

[Jin]: As I said. You would hardly be the only one to blame, Yoongi-yah :-)

[Yoongi]: I can’t believe you two.

[Yoongi]: That was genius.

[Hobi]: less worried now yoongles? :)

[Yoongi]: Yeah. That helps.

[Yoongi]: I think I’ll feel better once I’m home and I can see him.

[Jin]: Of course. This is your favorite time of year after all.

[Jin]: I’m sure seeing him last when he was so distressed has you feeling a bit out of sorts. You get home and we’ll get you up to see your alpha, darling.

[Hobi]: yeah he’ll be much happier this time. promise <3

[Yoongi]: Should be there in ten.

~

Yoongi’s stomach is in knots the whole ride home. He can’t get the image of Namjoon as he left the apartment out of his mind – eyes brimming with tears and his body full of tension, like he ached down to his very core.

It should help to know that Namjoon is home safe and has Taehyung there with him, but Yoongi can’t make himself calm down. The second he confirmed that Jungkook was okay, the anxiety started brewing, and not just about whether Namjoon was going to be mad at him (though it sounds like he has to worry about that less than he thought). No, what’s really got him feeling on edge is just knowing his alpha is in rut without him, especially when they didn’t even spend a pre-rut together.

He shouldn’t be shocked. Namjoon’s ruts always make his brain do the dumbest shit.

As embarrassed as he might be about it right now and when he gets home, he knows every bit of that is going to melt away once Namjoon gets his teeth into him. Maybe that’s part of what makes this feeling frustrating? Just knowing it’s so temporary… Ugh, the hell if he knows. Normally he just gets to be pulled under by Namjoon without even really thinking about it – which he definitely prefers to all this anxious anticipation and the almost itchy feeling on every inch of his body.

He doesn’t run up to the front door when Hyungwon drops him off, but he definitely walks as fast as he can without looking like a complete idiot. The second he steps inside, he can smell Namjoon’s rut. Unfortunately, it’s still got the same burnt notes of distress on it, so it does little to soothe his nerves as he kicks off his shoes. He needs to get up into the nest, to make sure that his alpha feels better and–

“There you are.” Hoseok’s voice pulls Yoongi right out of his thoughts, freezing him in place and stopping the beeline he was making for the stairs. “Jinnie just went up to go check on them,” Hoseok explains as he steps closer. “He’s pretty sure they’ll be ready for you, but you know how he is when he starts managing a situation.”

Yoongi tries to answer, but when he opens his mouth, all that comes out is an embarrassing little squeak. God, what is wrong with him? He shakes his head and tries again. “S’fine,” he mumbles, doing his best to keep his eyes on Hoseok and not glued to the doorway. “I can wait.”

“Oh, you’re really feeling it, aren’t you?” Hoseok steps right into Yoongi’s space and wraps his arms around him, nosing at his scent gland. “It’s okay,” he whispers, squeezing Yoongi tighter. “You did so good back at the apartment, getting Joonie out of there without a fight. Took good care of Jungkookie too.”

The praise doesn’t do much to make him feel better, but at least it’s soothing to have Hoseok’s arms around him. He makes some sort of noncommittal hum of acknowledgment and leans into the embrace, wrapping his arms around Hoseok in return.

“That’s not what’s bothering you, huh?”

Yoongi shrugs.

For a few seconds, Hoseok just focuses on lightly scenting him. It’s barely more than a few swipes of tongue, but it still takes a little more of the edge off. “Feeling off balance because you challenged him?”

“I challenge Joon-ah all the time.”

“Not like that though. Growling at him to leave his omega? Felt kind of strange for me to hear it, so I thought maybe it felt weird for you to do it too.”

Did it? It’s far from the first time Yoongi has growled at Namjoon. They’ve had plenty of fights over the years with a lot more growling and wrestling, but… those fights are sort of different, aren’t they? There’s a script when they do that, even if Yoongi can’t really acknowledge it at the time: He pushes and Namjoon wins.

Maybe Hoseok has a point. Now that Yoongi is imagining that moment again – growling at his alpha and telling him to leave Jungkook – it does just feel strange and almost… wrong. He knows it was the right thing to do at the time, and so much has happened in the last hour that it’s kind of hard to tell exactly what’s bothering him… but he still doesn’t like it now that he’s thinking it over.

“Maybe,” Yoongi mumbles, finally returning Hoseok’s brief scenting. “I didn’t like it, but it’s hard to tell what’s wrong right now.”

He just needs

“Is that Yoongi-yah I smell?” Jin’s voice calls out. It sounds like he’s on the stairs, the barely audible sound of footsteps accompanying his voice.

Again, all Yoongi can manage is an embarrassing little whine that he cuts off as fast as he can.

“He’s here,” Hoseok calls back, ending their embrace and instead taking Yoongi’s hand to lead him toward the stairs.

Jin’s footsteps come quicker now, and he rounds the corner into the foyer just seconds later. He’s not wearing his work clothes, so he must have been home for a while, which definitely makes it more likely that they were able to get the nest ready. Namjoon would be comforted by seeing the nest all prepared, Yoongi thinks. That would probably up the chances of him feeling soothed enough for Yoongi to go in now. He really hopes–

“Oh, my poor baby,” Jin coos, stepping forward to wrap Yoongi in another embrace that’s nice – but not what his body is itching for.

“He needs Joonie,” Hoseok says. “Have those two settled?”

“Yes, I think they’re ready. Joon-ah smelled perfectly content when I went in. Ah, just a moment, darling.”

Yoongi doesn’t even realize he’s trying to move until Jin’s arms close just a little tighter around him. “Sorry,” he mumbles, forcing himself to go still in Jin’s arms.

“Nothing to apologize for,” Jin assures him, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “I just want to make sure we talk a tiny bit before you go join them. Is there anything from your discussion with Jungkook-ah that you need to share? Was he distressed in any way that I should be prepared to check in with him about?”

“He was fine, just a little emotional when Joon first left. Made sure he was fine before I left too.”

Jin fixes him with a smile. “I’m sure you did. You always take such good care of–”

“Shit, wait,” Yoongi says, remembering a little of the earlier bit of his and Jungkook’s conversation. “He said Min-ah might have a reaction to the smell of an alpha in rut. We aired the place out pretty good and there was still a while before he was done with work when I left, but maybe check in with them and make sure he was okay?”

“Oh, I should have thought of that,” Hoseok says. “Want me to text them now?”

“It’s alright, love. I didn’t think of it either. Jimin-ah is probably only just getting home now, so perhaps we should give the two of them a little time to process it together?”

Hoseok gives a short nod. “I’ll double check Minnie’s work schedule and wrap up the last few tasks down here. You guys go on ahead.”

“Thank you,” Jin says. “Join us as soon as you’re done?”

“Yeah, shouldn’t take long.”

Finally, Jin lets Yoongi go and the two of them head right upstairs to Taehyung’s room. There’s a new flutter of anxiety in his chest now – one he hadn’t even really considered before his talk with Hoseok. Yoongi did challenge Namjoon earlier, told an alpha in rut to leave his omega and let another alpha care for him. What if Namjoon takes one look at him and doesn’t want him there for his rut now? What if Yoongi spends the next few days exiled from the nest or–

“I can smell you worrying, darling. It’s going to be okay. Do you want to tell me what’s bothering you?” Jin asks, pausing just outside the door to Taehyung’s room.

The smell of rut was already detectable in the house, but it’s much stronger here – and much more pleasant without Namjoon’s distress tainting it. Still, it’s far from enough to soothe his nerves. He knows what he needs, but…

“Told him to leave his omega,” Yoongi whispers, feeling tears start to prick in his eyes as his throat goes tight. “What if he doesn’t want me right now? What if he’s–”

“I promise you, that is not the case, Yoongi-yah. Let’s get you inside so you can see just how happy your alpha is to see you.” Before Yoongi can argue any further, Jin opens the door and steps inside, taking hold of Yoongi’s wrist to make sure he follows. “I’m back,” he announces cheerfully, tugging Yoongi forward. “And I’ve brought someone who very much needs his alpha right now.”

Namjoon and Taehyung are both in the nest already, completely bare and smelling like a dream. They aren’t locked together at the moment, but the scent of Namjoon’s release is fresh enough that Yoongi is willing to bet his knot has only just recently gone down. Both of them turn to look at him with a smile, not that it stops him from desperately searching Namjoon’s face for some sign of rejection.

He doesn’t find one.

Instead, Namjoon just gives him the same warm, possessive look of desire as he would during any other rut, rising up and beckoning him closer. “Come here, pup.”

Between the thick, familiar scent of Namjoon’s rut and the eager greeting, the anxiety practically drains out of Yoongi. He steps toward the edge of the nest, only hesitating when he realizes he’s still dressed. “Clothes, alpha?” he asks, reaching for the hem of his shirt.

There’s a tiny rumble of a growl as Namjoon reaches out for him. “I’ll undress you myself. Come.”

“Yeah, come on, hyung,” Taehyung says, sitting up against the far side of the nest with a smile. “You smell like you need it.”

Jin says something to confirm that observation, but Yoongi doesn’t even bother paying attention. He’s far too focused on trying to climb calmly into the nest, instead of scrambling like his frazzled nerves want him to.

Thankfully, Namjoon seems nearly as impatient as Yoongi feels, getting hold of his arm and then using it to practically drag him the rest of the way into the nest. There’s no proper greeting to be had, just Namjoon pulling Yoongi close enough to take a long breath in over his scent gland. “Distressed, pup?”

“Fine now,” Yoongi answers, letting his voice go whisper quiet as he adds, “Just need you.”

Normally, smelling upset followed by an admission like that would earn him a long conversation, but not when Namjoon is in rut. Instead, what Yoongi gets is a rough nip that turns his whole body to jello and settles any remaining worry in a rush, then there are hands quickly working all of his clothes off of him. He doesn’t have to worry about anything when Namjoon is like this – just has to lie back and let his alpha take.

It’s his favorite.

He was in love with Namjoon way before the first rut they shared together, but that experience was definitely a big part of what solidified it in his mind. Before that, their relationship had mostly been words – a few more physical moments, plenty of kissing and cuddling, but just so much talking. It’s not that Yoongi never wants to talk, but this is what makes him feel the most secure. Having Namjoon’s hands holding him in place however he likes, and his teeth buried in Yoongi’s skin over and over until there’s no thought left in his brain.

He doesn’t bother for even a moment to pretend this isn’t exactly what he wants, bending to Namjoon’s every direction and allowing himself to be stripped bare.

“Going to open you up,” Namjoon growls in between sucking marks into Yoongi’s neck. “Make you feel better, stretch you around my knot until you know you’re mine.”

“Yours, alpha,” Yoongi agrees. He doesn’t need Namjoon’s knot to know it, but that doesn't mean he isn’t craving it. “Want it, please?”

Namjoon doesn’t waste any time, giving Yoongi one last bruising kiss before pressing him face down into the nest and squeezing enough lube over his ass that it drips down off of him. The whole nest will be a disaster soon enough, so Yoongi doesn’t bother worrying about it. Instead, he focuses on the feeling of Namjoon’s fingers working him open, letting himself drift into that pleasant headspace where all that matters is the touch of his alpha.

*******

[Jin to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Jin]: I understand that today has been quite eventful for all of us, and I’m wondering if the two of you could let me know when you might have some time to check in about it? :-)

[Jin]: I’d hate to get in the way of any processing time you need together, so please don’t let me rush you.

[Jimin]: It’s okay we have time (●'◡'●)

[JK]: yeah we already had a chance to talk together

[Jimin]: How are things going there?

[JK]: is namjoon hyung okay

[Jin]: Would you prefer an update on the situation here first?

[JK]: yes please

[Jin]: Everyone is home now and safely in the nest. It did take a little while for Taehyung to get Joon-ah to settle into his rut, but since then everything has progressed as expected. Yoongi-yah was a bit on edge as well, but now that he’s been thoroughly nipped and knotted he’s quite content.

[Jin]: I actually think the two of you will find Yoongi-yah absolutely adorable when Joon’s next rut rolls around and you get to see how soft he goes. Something about this always cracks right through that prickly exterior.

[Jimin]: That does sound really damn cute (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jimin]: How about Hoseok-hyung?

[Jin]: Happily fussing over Taehyung while Namjoon gives Yoongi a bit more attention. Eventually I’ll work him open for his turn, but he’s usually content to wait until Taehyung and Yoongi are sated.

[JK]: and youre okay too right hyung

[Jin]: Yes. Very happy in fact.

[Jin]: At least so long as the two of you are alright?

[JK]: i feel great

[JK]: you guys were right

[JK]: namjoon hyung does want me like that

[JK]: so bad that he went into an early rut for me

[Jin]: It is hard to overstate just how out of the norm something like that is for Namjoon-ah. He tends to run like clockwork, so I believe it’s safe to say you had quite an impact ;-D

[Jimin]: That’s putting it lightly

[Jin]: And I am so glad to hear it has you feeling more secure, darling.

[JK]: so much better

[JK]: ive felt great ever since my head cleared

[JK]: and i was so excited to share it with jiminie

[Jimin]: He really was and I’m so glad. He was practically beaming when I got home

[Jimin]: At least after I was done having a bit of a moment about it ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: I heard there was a chance you might find this distressing. Can you tell me more about that?

[Jimin]: I don’t mind talking

[Jimin]: It’s just

[Jimin]: It wasn’t because of anything Namjoon-hyung did

[Jimin]: So I don’t want anyone to think his rut scent was bad or something because it isn’t. I actually love it (〃ー〃)

[Jin]: I was not operating under the assumption it had anything to do specifically with Joon-ah. I imagine it was more the general scent of rut that may have bothered you

[Jimin]: Yeah basically

[JK]: but not completely

[JK]: you should tell him what you told me hyung

[Jin]: If you’re open to sharing, I am admittedly very interested in any thoughts you may have had about this.

[Jimin]: Okay. It’s a whole thing so let me just try to explain (;●_●)

[Jimin]: So part of it was definitely just the scent being in our apartment. Made me think of the little bit of time I spent with Jihoon in pre-rut and how scared I was of his actual rut. Still though… I don’t think that part would have been as bad if I hadn’t been working myself up the whole way home

[Jimin]: Kookie texted to let me know what happened. He didn’t say anything bad and actually talked about how okay and happy he was

[Jimin]: But I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about all the things I was afraid of a rut being

[Jimin]: And I know Namjoon-hyung isn’t mean at all but he is the most alpha person in the whole pack so it was kind of like… I think I put a lot of those fears on him without really meaning to

[Jimin]: Like thinking that if alphas really are aggressive in rut then he would probably be the most aggressive

[Jimin]: Which I know sounds really awful and I didn’t mean to (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: I don’t even think I REALLY thought about it like that… More like I didn’t think and just let the fear sit there while I tried not to look at it

[Jimin]: But now I know that it’s not true and I’m still sort of trying to process how good that feels?

[Jimin]: Sorry this was a mess (・_・;)

[JK]: you did great jiminie

[Jin]: I agree. It made perfect sense and I very much appreciate you sharing. Give me just a moment to process my thoughts on it.

[JK]: dont worry ill give him cuddles while we wait

[Jin]: A very valuable service. Thank you, darling.

~

Seokjin was at least ninety percent certain that what happened today between Jungkook and Namjoon was a good thing before – but now he’s entirely convinced.

Considering the information they already have about Jimin’s past experiences, it’s not hard to understand where his fears are coming from – and it’s certainly not unreasonable to think that he may have felt them most acutely with their pack alpha. While Seokjin has known this and given it a considerable amount of thought up to this point, now he knows that Jimin has as well.

Speaking about this fear is the closest Jimin has come to even mentioning to any of them that he feels differently about Namjoon as an alpha. It’s something they’ve all left unspoken for months now, but this could be their chance to finally discuss it openly. Namjoon’s insistence on caring for Jungkook’s best interests even when hit by an unexpected rut has brought that fear to the forefront of Jimin’s mind, and then immediately proven it to be incorrect. The possibility for growth here could be staggering. It’s the sort of opportunity that could change things for both Jimin and Namjoon…

There’s still a bit of a gap to bridge between this conversation and one that includes Namjoon, but now Seokjin is determined.

~

[Jin]: Thank you for giving me a moment to collect my thoughts. I can’t help feeling excited about what you’ve shared, especially as it sounds like what happened today has helped you to feel less afraid.

[Jimin]: It has

[Jimin]: I guess now I just feel bad (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: I don’t want Namjoon-hyung to think I’ve ever considered him a danger to Kookie

[Jimin]: I know it sounds a little bit that way but it really wasn’t that simple

[Jimin]: And I wanna tell him how much this means to me but I don’t want to upset him with all the stuff that comes before me feeling better

[Jin]: I think telling him about this is a wonderful idea.

[Jimin]: You don’t think he’ll be upset I was having those fears about him?

[Jin]: Darling, there’s a degree to which he already knows that.

[Jimin]: (;●_●)

[Jimin]: Fuck

[Jimin]: I’m so sorry

[Jin]: It’s perfectly alright. Nothing to be sorry for at all. Please give me a moment to explain.

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jin]: I think all of us are aware to some degree that things have been different with you and Joon-ah, and that includes him. While he of course wants to be closer to you, he’s long since decided that he’s okay with taking that slow enough to help tackle some of the anxieties you clearly have around him.

[Jin]: We’ve speculated some about what they might be, and already came to the conclusion that it was likely that many of your worries about alphas are heightened with him.

[Jin]: The point of telling you this isn’t to make you feel bad in the slightest. Nobody is upset with you at all. I just want you to understand that this will not be news to Namjoon, and that while there may be a flash of hurt at the initial reaction, he’s going to be over the moon about this making you feel safer.

[Jin]: That’s what he wants more than anything, and I think it would help substantially with any guilt he has over what happened today.

[Jin]: So I am very much encouraging you to share. If you’d like support or help doing so, I’d also love to be there to guide the process.

[Jimin]: You really think it would make him happy?

[Jin]: Incredibly so.

[Jimin]: … Okay. Maybe after his rut you could help me get him alone? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: Absolutely. Alone as in just the two of you, or the three of us?

[Jimin]: Is it okay if I don’t know yet? I’m still trying to figure out what this all even means and I don’t know what I need to say yet

[Jin]: Of course. We can figure out the details later. Thank you again for sharing this with me Jimin-ah :-)

[Jimin]: No problem

[Jimin]: You gonna take care of Namjoon-hyung now?

[Jin]: It is about that time, yes. I’ll be in contact. You two take care of yourselves and don’t hesitate to call if you need anything at all.

[Jimin]: Thanks hyung (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

Well, this day just keeps getting better.

He’s finally found a path forward for Jimin and Namjoon, a way for them to talk through this lingering bit of tension between them. He can already imagine just how elated Namjoon will be to know that he was able to create such a dramatic change in Jimin’s fears as they relate to this relationship between all of them. That coupled with just how happy Jungkook is about today’s events is going to make their pack alpha so incredibly happy.

“Good news?” Hoseok whispers, scooting over to Seokjin’s side with Taehyung following along. “You smell happy.”

Taehyung nods in agreement, movements already gone as syrupy sweet as his voice when he says, “Smells good, hyung.”

“Very good news, yes. Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah are both doing just fine. And it seems like Yoongi-yah has settled beautifully now.”

It’s almost an understatement, considering just how completely happy Yoongi looks with Namjoon still fussing over him, pressing teeth into unmarked bits of skin and whispering what Seokjin imagines are rather possessive declarations of adoration. He can’t make them out, but he knows how Namjoon gets during his ruts – and how much Yoongi loves it. Normally they get to ease their way into this, so it was a bit of a rare treat to watch the switch flip so suddenly for Yoongi as soon as he saw Namjoon still wanted him.

As delightfully soft as Yoongi goes during his own rut, the way he yields so completely for Namjoon like this is almost more appealing. Of course Seokjin loves both, but this response is something he always describes to Namjoon in detail when his rut ends. Part of it is just sharing how much Seokjin loves the experience of seeing them like this, but that’s not the entirety of his reasoning…

He hopes that eventually he can nudge Namjoon toward understanding that Yoongi always responds well to Namjoon when he’s firm like this.

The change won’t happen overnight, he knows. The gap between how Namjoon is during his rut and how he thinks he is during is still quite large. It’s difficult to get him to understand that while he is firm, possessive, and a tad demanding – he’s also still so wonderfully caring. The slightest sound or scent of discomfort is met with an immediate response, slowing down and checking in, and making sure he’s looking after his pack properly. Even if there are less words involved, it’s the same level of tenderness he shows to his mates normally. None of that goes away just because he’s in rut.

“Joonie-hyung’s scent is picking up again,” Taehyung says from where he’s cuddled up into Hoseok’s side. “Who wants this round? Time to get Hobi-hyung ready?”

“Probably should,” Hoseok agrees. “Things are only going to start moving faster from now until tomorrow night.”

Seokjin can easily smell the change in Namjoon’s scent as well. It’s been about twenty minutes since his knot went down, and already the spice in his sandalwood scent is beginning to fill the room again. Hoseok is right. The intervals will only get shorter until his rut peaks sometime tomorrow evening.

“We should make sure he has a chance to place his claim on each of us as soon as we can,” Seokjin suggests. “That should help soothe any leftover anxiety and keep him settled going forward. Hobi-yah, would you like your turn next?”

“If you don’t mind waiting?”

“Not in the slightest. Clothes off so I can help prepare you?”

Taehyung pulls back to give Hoseok space to strip, gaze falling on Seokjin and giving him a long up and down look. “You may as well undress too, hyung. No point being the only one wearing clothes.”

“Yes, I suppose you’re right, love.”

~~

Seokjin barely manages to get three fingers worked into Hoseok before Namjoon notices. Hoseok is on his hands and knees, relaxing easily into the familiar feeling of being opened up. While he’s done his best to keep quiet and let Namjoon keep fussing over Yoongi, the few soft noises of pleasure he can’t control eventually draw the eye of their alpha.

Namjoon’s scent spikes fully with his next wave of rut, a soft little growl rumbling in his chest as he lurches away from Yoongi and toward the two of them instead. His eyes lock with Seokjin’s then slide down to Hoseok, intense and hungry as he surveys the scene. “Mine,” he says, reaching out to run his hand down Hoseok’s back, stopping just a few inches short of where Seokjin’s fingers are stretching him.

“He is, yes. Who do you think I’m getting him ready for, darling?”

“You can help, alpha,” Hoseok offers, deliberately looking up at Namjoon through his lashes and tilting his head to offer his neck for marking.

That sort of offer isn’t something Namjoon is going to refuse, and Seokjin’s work ends up quite thoroughly disrupted by the makeout session that follows. It’s alright. He has no doubt about Namjoon’s capability to take care of Hoseok – and neither do Yoongi and Taehyung. Seokjin ends up with both of them cuddled up against him, syrupy sweet and smelling so delightfully well claimed by their alpha that it manages to finally get him producing a bit of slick.

The scent is enough to have Taehyung purring against him, while Yoongi lets out his own little rumble of appreciation. “Smell so good, hyung,” the alpha mutters, cuddling in closer. “Not fair we only get to smell you like this three times a year.”

In all honesty, Seokjin wouldn’t mind being wet more often.

He loves being a beta, but there’s something special about the moments when his body adapts just a little of whatever characteristics his mates need at the time. Watching Taehyung stretch around the knot Seokjin forms during his heats, or feeling the way the alphas can sink into him without resistance when he’s slick like this… It just feels so right to change for them.

“It is a bit of a shame it happens so infrequently,” Seokjin admits. “Still, I’ll enjoy it while it’s here.”

A particularly loud whine draws all their attention back to the center of the nest, where Namjoon has buried his teeth deep into Hoseok’s scent gland as he stretches him open with four fingers, occasionally hooking his thumb in to pull his rim a little wider. Hoseok’s coffee scent was already tipping sweet, but now that rich scent of mocha practically floods the room as Namjoon’s jaw tightens just a little further. The harsh nip has Hoseok relaxing fully for Namjoon within seconds, body going limp as he allows himself to be arranged however their alpha likes.

“Perfect,” Namjoon mutters, licking over the fresh bite mark and then pressing Hoseok down into the nest on his back. “Ready for my knot. Going to go slow, pup – make you feel so good.”

“Want it,” Hoseok whines. “You can – please.”

True to his word, Namjoon does take his time. He’s got a while left before he starts to get frantic (that will come later tonight, as the need to knot gets more intense). For now he seems perfectly content to thrust slowly into Hoseok, mouth busy sucking marks into his mate’s skin as he pulls more sounds of pleasure from his lips.

Seokjin’s turn goes much the same, with the addition of some extra excitement over his newly produced slick.

“Love you like this,” Namjoon mutters before licking up the tiny trail of slick dripping down Seokjin’s thigh. “Taste so perfect, sweet and wet just for me.”

“All yours, love.”

Mine.”

Seokjin feels the first of many bruises bitten into the meat of his thigh as Namjoon slips a few fingers into him, testing the wetness there to make sure there’s plenty of give to accommodate his knot. There is, of course. Seokjin’s body is already well attuned to his alpha’s rut, but he appreciates the care Namjoon treats him with.

Once they’ve all been thoroughly claimed, Namjoon settles well enough for them to eat and drink something. It takes a bit of work to keep his focus on the food, but Seokjin is determined to make sure their alpha eats well. Tomorrow, they’ll be lucky if they can manage to get him to drink some water, so they need to do the heavy lifting now.

~~

The rest of Namjoon’s rut thankfully continues as normal – with the slight added complication of him missing Jimin and Jungkook. Still, they know how to work around that after Yoongi’s rut. There are plenty of scented items they can gather up from around the house to make sure the nest smells right, and the live feed works well for showing Namjoon that his omegas are safe.

Taehyung handles the majority of Namjoon’s desperate need to knot at the height of his rut, though they all do their best to give him breaks when they can.

It’s hard not to imagine what Namjoon’s next rut will look like. Seokjin is all but certain that Jimin and Jungkook will be here for it, and the thought of Taehyung getting to share this with the other omegas is just too lovely. He can picture all three of them plugged up and content under the barrage of attention from their alpha, scents gone as sweet as Taehyung's is now, even with how exhausted he must be.

By the fourth day, Namjoon is finally beginning to come back to himself.

He’s still curled around Yoongi’s back when he wakes from another nap in the afternoon, lifting himself up far enough for a quick headcount. His eyes find Seokjin last, a slow smile spreading across his face as his head tilts in a look Seokjin recognizes immediately: ‘Is everyone okay?

After a quick nod in response, it looks like Namjoon is about to lie back down. He’s about halfway there when his eyes go wide and he freezes.

Yoongi stirs next to him, alerted either by the sudden burnt note in Namjoon’s scent, or just how rigid he’s gone behind him. “What’s wrong?” he mumbles, eyes cracking open as he turns to look up at Namjoon. “Joon, you okay?”

“Kook-ah,” Namjoon whispers, swallowing hard. “I went into rut. We were at his apartment. I–”

“What you did was make his whole goddamn year,” Yoongi interrupts. His voice is firm and certain as he sits up to face Namjoon, reaching out to touch his shoulder. “I know you’re going to want to freak out about this, but I need you to understand just how happy Jungkook-ah was when I left.”

Seokjin gives one glance over to where Hoseok and Taehyung are cuddled together against one side of the nest, both clearly asleep. Perfect. He and Yoongi can handle this.

He doesn’t waste another moment, scooting in beside Yoongi. “He’s right, darling. I’ve been in communication with both Jungkook-ah and Jimin-ah these past few days, and they’re both so happy about what happened.”

Before Namjoon can respond, Yoongi turns to Seokjin and asks, “Both of them? Min-ah was okay?”

“Oh no, Minnie… My scent, and the bites– I… Did I scare him?” Namjoon asks, eyes starting to well with tears.

“Not even a little bit,” Seokjin answers, reaching out to tug Namjoon into a hug and press a kiss over his scent gland. “In fact, what you’ve done is help him to see that you’ll take care of Jungkook even during your rut. Both of them are perfectly alright – and very eager to see you, love.”

“They’re coming here?”

“Yes, as soon as your rut breaks tomorrow. I’ve already got lunch plans for us, and they’re both looking forward to a short private conversation with you.”

“Private? Did I… Is it–”

“Good news, darling, I promise.”

“Oh, Jungkook told me something good too,” Yoongi says, rubbing a hand along Namjoon’s back. “I think you’re really gonna like it. Would have told you right away, but figured I should wait until your rut was settling down and you could actually appreciate it.”

“What is it?” Namjoon asks, head turning to look at Yoongi as Seokjin pulls back to do the same.

“He said he doesn’t want to miss any more of our cycles after this one, but that’s not even the best part. Right after that, he told me that he wants to spend his next heat with all of us.”

Oh, this is wonderful news.

It’s so wonderful in fact, that the immediate spike in Namjoon’s scent is strong enough to pull Taehyung from sleep, the omega letting out a tiny little whine as he begins to shift behind them.

“His next heat…” Namjoon whispers, the awe evident in his tone. “With us?”

“Whas’going on?” Taehyung slurs, voice thick with sleep as he crawls right in next to them, resting his head on Yoongi’s shoulder. “Joonie-hyung okay?”

“Smells more than okay to me,” Hoseok says. He’s only a couple of seconds behind Taehyung, settling easily into the little group they’ve formed. “If everyone is up and Joonie is okay for a bit, maybe now is a good time to eat something while we talk?”

Seokjin agrees wholeheartedly, letting Namjoon go in favor of finding the bag of snacks he set just outside of the nest. “I’ll grab us something. Why don’t you tell them the good news, Joon-ah?”

It takes a couple of false starts for Namjoon to get the words out, clearly still stunned at the news, but he does eventually manage to explain, “It’s Kook-ah… I– Yoongi says he wants to spend his next heat with us.”

The flurry of happy scents and excited chatter that follows makes for the perfect backdrop for a snack. Namjoon seems to eat without even really thinking about it, eyes intently focused on Hoseok and Taehyung as they discuss what sorts of preparations they’d like to make for a proper heat here at the house.

They would do it in this formal nest, of course, and Taehyung muses about having Jungkook up here in his preheat to make any changes he would prefer. It says something about their bond, Seokjin thinks – that Taehyung would be perfectly fine with changes being made to his nest.

That observation leaves Seokjin with a question he simply must ask.

As soon as there’s a lull in planning talk, he speaks up. “Taehyung-ah, do you think you’d like for this nest to become something the three of you share together once they’re living here with us? Or would you prefer for each of you to have your own?”

Taehyung doesn’t even have to think about his answer. “I’d like for us to share one, as long as they were okay with it. We could still have separate ones too sometimes, but I like the thought of something permanent like this that we just alter to fit our needs. Would really feel like ours then. God, it sounds so nice… Wish they lived here now so we could have it already.”

There’s a little rumble of a growl from Namjoon’s chest that has Yoongi and Taehyung both cuddling in closer to him.

“Them living here?” Yoongi asks.

Namjoon just nods and keeps eating, though Seokjin can see how hard he’s thinking, that brilliant mind hard at work imagining what it will be like to have his whole pack under one roof.

“It is a good thought,” Hoseok agrees. “Probably still a bit early to offer, but we’re a lot closer than we were a couple of months ago.”

“Jungkookie would say yes now,” Taehyung says. “I don’t know if Jiminie is quite there yet though.”

As much as Seokjin wants to excitedly tell them all about Jimin’s latest development (and how much closer Seokjin thinks it puts them to living together someday), it’s not his news to share. Jimin texted yesterday to say he wants to talk to Namjoon by himself, and Seokjin intends to make sure that is a moment the two of them get to have together.

He’s just about to redirect to something less likely to have Namjoon missing their mates, but Hoseok beats him to it.

“You know, I only caught a little of his scent when Yoongles and I came and got you from the apartment, but it smelled like Jungkookie was really responsive to you going into rut. That’s gotta be a good sign.”

Yoongi huffs out a little laugh even as his scent spikes warm and sweet like a fresh cinnamon roll. “Responsive is kind of an understatement. Poor thing was on his knees and dripping slick when I walked in.”

“Wait, really?” Taehyung asks. “Oh my god, I bet he was so excited.”

“Why would that be exciting?” Hoseok asks.

“Because he doesn’t usually make slick unless he’s in heat,” Taehyung answers.

Finally, Namjoon sets aside his finished snack and joins into the conversation with another little rumble in his chest as he says, “But he did for me.”

Seokjin can’t help the smile that stretches across his face at Namjoon’s obvious pride. “That’s right, darling. The two of you are close enough for his body to respond to your rut, to his alpha. And if he’s as sensitive about his usual lack of slick production as you say, I bet he really was quite excited.”

“So let me get this straight,” Hoseok says. “Jungkookie just doesn’t usually make slick at all?”

“That’s what he told me,” Taehyung says. “Unless he’s in heat, he said it just doesn’t really happen.”

“He told Joon-ah something similar,” Seokjin agrees.

Hoseok gives a couple of short nods, clearly thinking for a few seconds before saying, “And this bugs him? Like he worries about it?”

“Was nervous about it when he told me,” Namjoon says.

“Yeah, with me too,” Taehyung says. “We’ve talked about it a couple of times, and he seems really sensitive about it. I think it makes him feel like less of an omega – or at least he was afraid we would think he wasn’t a good enough omega if he couldn’t produce slick.”

The words have a frown forming on Namjoon’s face as he tugs Taehyung into his lap with a soft growl. “He’s perfect. You told him he was wrong, didn’t you?”

“Of course I did. Told him you would all want him even if he never made slick at all.”

Namjoon gives a short hum of acknowledgment before moving on to scenting Taehyung. It’s clearly more about soothing himself than it is about actually scenting. After days of taking Namjoon’s knot over and over again, there’s not an inch of Taehyung that doesn’t smell like his alpha – and the mess of hickeys and bite marks that litter his chest and thighs serve as yet another reminder of just how thoroughly he’s been claimed.

Taehyung accepts the gesture all the same, tilting his head to give Namjoon better access.

“What are you thinking, Seok-ah?” Yoongi asks.

Hoseok has been staring off into space for a minute now, seemingly deep in thought, but Yoongi’s words have him focusing his attention back on the group with a smile. “I think I can help.”

“Really?” Taehyung asks, voice gone a little breathy as Namjoon continues to lick over his scent gland. “How?”

“I remember hearing something when I was taking my massage classes. There was a lady there who specialized in care for omegas, and I swear she said something about helping a client with slick production issues. If I remember right, the situation was kind of similar – where they could produce during their mate’s rut and their own heat, but not any other time. Pretty sure I still have her business card somewhere. She owes me a favor, so I should…”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh. “Who doesn’t owe you a favor?”

“You could help?” Namjoon asks. His scent is already starting to tip spicier again. It won’t be long before another wave hits him, and judging by the warm look he’s giving Hoseok, it’s pretty clear who he’ll be wanting to have next.

Of course, Hoseok is very receptive, his expression shifting to something more sultry as he bats his lashes at Namjoon. “Yeah, I can help your omega, alpha.”

Notes:

Next week the pack is reunited, and Jimin and Jungkook get to tell Namjoon how happy they are about what happened. See you there! :D

Chapter 98: Assessing The Damage

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jimin to Hoseok]

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: I don’t know how busy you still are looking after Namjoon-hyung

[Jimin]: But if you have time before we come over tomorrow maybe you could give me a little advice?

[Jimin]: Sorry to bother you

[Hobi]: ur never a bother jiminie :)

[Hobi]: joonie is pretty settled at the moment. he always naps a lot on the final day of his rut.

[Hobi]: what kind of advice are u looking for?

[Jimin]: I want to talk to Namjoon-hyung about something tomorrow but I’m worried the first part is going to hurt his feelings even if the second part makes him happy

[Jimin]: I can’t stop thinking myself in circles about it (・_・;)

[Hobi]: i take it this is that private conversation the 2 of u are supposed 2 be having?

[Jimin]: Yeah. And if you already know about it then I definitely can’t back out

[Hobi]: the way jinnie talked about it made it sound pretty positive baby.

[Jimin]: He says it is but I’m still worried

[Hobi]: alright.

[Hobi]: so tell me about it :)

[Jimin]: It’s about Namjoon-hyung going into his rut at our apartment. He took such good care of Kookie and I think it sort of made me realize that I’ve spent a lot of time being afraid for nothing

[Jimin]: That makes it sound small but it wasn’t at all. It means so much to me and I want to be able to tell him that and thank him for helping me realize that I’ve been waiting for a shoe to drop that just isn’t going to

[Hobi]: minnie u have no idea how happy that’s gonna make him :O

[Hobi]: what part are u afraid 2 tell him?

[Jimin]: I guess the part before that realization? I think I sort of had Namjoon-hyung built up in my head as the most alpha guy I know and I ended up projecting a lot of those fears onto him especially

[Jimin]: And I feel really guilty about it (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: And also like it’s going to hurt him to hear that

[Jimin]: I know he’s not scary and I never really thought he would hurt me or Kookie but I still felt like I had to be ready for it just in case

[Jimin]: It was a little bit with all of you but especially with Namjoon-hyung

[Hobi]: okay listen honey.

[Hobi]: it might sting a little 2 hear it spelled out so plainly but it’s not like joonie hasn’t noticed that things are different between u 2. he doesn’t talk about it with me but i know he knows.

[Hobi]: and i know something else 2 :)

[Jimin]: What?

[Hobi]: that finally having an answer about WHY things have been different for u 2 will hurt a lot less than having 2 wonder what he’s done wrong.

[Jimin]: He hasn’t done anything wrong

[Hobi]: exactly.

[Hobi]: do u know how much of a relief that’s going 2 be 2 him? :)

[Jimin]: Okay that does make me feel a little less scared ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: And I really do want to talk to him about it

[Jimin]: I just don’t know how to say it. Like do I lead with the good part or the not so good part? What’s going to hurt him the least?

[Jimin]: I’m probably overthinking it

[Hobi]: u definitely are but i think that’s really sweet of u. i love knowing that u care so much about joonie’s feelings <3

[Hobi]: as for the rest…

[Hobi]: lead with the good news like u just did now. if u explain it pretty much like u did here then there will be plenty of opportunities for joonie to ask u for any clarification he might want.

[Hobi]: and i promise u it’s going 2 go better than u think :)

[Jimin]: Okay. Thank you so much for talking this through with me hyung (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: This just feels like such a huge change for me and my head is a bit of a mess about it

[Hobi]: it does sound like a big change minnie.

[Hobi]: and a good one <3

[Hobi]: i’m so happy u feel safer.

[Jimin]: Thank you. I’m really happy too

[Jimin]: How are you doing though hyung?

[Jimin]: You said Namjoon-hyung is getting plenty of rest. Have you had some sleep too?

[Hobi]: yeah i’ve had a lot of naps 2. a little sore but otherwise completely fine :)

[Hobi]: how have u and jungkookie been holding up?

[Jimin]: Umm…

[Jimin]: It’s been interesting ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: o? u okay?

[Jimin]: Oh yeah we’re fine

[Jimin]: It’s just been… weird

[Hobi]: weird how?

[Jimin]: I think it’s just that we know Namjoon-hyung is in rut right now and it’s making us feel really strange

[Jimin]: Nothing to worry about

[Hobi]: gonna need u 2 elaborate if u don’t want me 2 worry baby.

[Jimin]: We’ve both been anxious. Poor appetite and not sleeping the best either

[Jimin]: Feels like…

[Jimin]: Almost like when it’s been too long since I’ve scented with one of you but way worse. Almost like an itch? I don’t know if that makes sense ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: oh u poor things. smelling ur alpha in rut and then being stuck apart for days. one of us should have come 2 look in on u both.

[Hobi]: me or yoongi could probably come now if u want? i know it’s not the same as seeing joonie but it might still help :)

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I’ve got work soon and Kookie is studying. We’ll see you tomorrow anyways and I wouldn’t want to take any of you away from Namjoon-hyung right now

[Jimin]: Plus I think it’s going to feel really good to see all of you at once

[Hobi]: alright. tomorrow then.

[Hobi]: between being so attuned 2 him already that ur bodies reject being away from him during his rut and the good news you have 2 share… u 2 are gonna make namjoonie’s whole month :)

[Hobi]: he’s gonna be so happy minnie <3

[Hobi]: and i can’t wait 2 see you guys 2.

[Jimin]: Yeah we miss all of you too hyung

[Jimin]: Thank you again for talking with me

[Hobi]: anytime. i love talking 2 u baby :)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: I love talking to you too

[Jimin]: See you tomorrow

[Hobi]: can’t wait :)

*******

It’s still dark outside when Namjoon snaps awake. His rut has broken and his mind finally feels clear for the first time in days. A quick glance at the alarm clock on Taehyung’s nightstand informs him that it’s just after four in the morning, though he’s a little fuzzy on exactly what day it is.

There’s just enough light in the room for him to make out four other bodies in the nest with him, so he knows this part of his pack is safe at least – but he needs to check on Jimin and Jungkook.

Jungkook

God, Namjoon can’t believe he let this happen. What if he’s frightened Jungkook or Jimin and–

Wait. No. Jin said things are… good? Better?

He knows they talked about this the other day, but it takes a minute to sort through the blurry memories of his rut and recall the details of that conversation. Jungkook is… happy, apparently – and Jimin has good news too? They’re going to talk privately?

It’s all kind of blending together, but he needs to focus on getting himself together before anything else. His head is pounding and he’s definitely hungry – and desperately in need of a shower.

While the whole nest smells of his rut, his mates don’t reek of it too terribly, so they must have bathed already. Easy enough to accomplish in the final day of Namjoon’s rut, when he spends most of his time asleep. At least it means he’s not as exhausted as he could be, even if his body does ache.

He untangles himself from where he’s wrapped around Taehyung’s back, pressing one little kiss into his omega’s hair before quietly attempting to sneak out of the nest. Nobody wakes fully, but he’s pretty sure he sees Jin’s eyes crack open for just a second. It’s hard to be certain in the dark.

His phone is sitting on the edge of Taehyung’s desk, and he eagerly takes it to the bathroom with him. The bedroom camera is on in Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment, and he can just barely make out the shape of them sleeping together on the bed, a tuft of Jimin’s blonde hair shining in the moonlight.

His pack is safe.

After a long shower, painkillers for his headache, a cup of coffee, and two slices of toast, Namjoon is finally starting to feel something close to human again. He does his best not to worry, to focus on catching up on all of his emails and work, with a small break to read everything that’s happened in the group chat while he’s been preoccupied. It’s mostly just a few quick check-ins and a selfie or two from Jimin and Jungkook, but it does help lift his spirits as he wades through all the work he’s missed.

An hour or so later, Jin makes his way downstairs. “There you are, love,” he says, sitting down on the couch beside Namjoon. “How are you feeling? Is there anything I can get you?”

Namjoon shakes his head, setting aside his tablet and opening his arms to beckon Jin closer. It’s immediately soothing to have his mate pressed against him like this, sharing the quiet hours of the morning together like they do so many other days. “Feeling good. Anxious to see Jimin-ah and Kook-ah. Don’t hate myself too much yet. Was I–”

“As caring and lovely as you always are?” Jin interrupts. His voice is patient but firm, just like it usually is at the end of Namjoon’s ruts, when the worry starts to set in. “Yes, you were perfect, Joon-ah. There was a bit of trouble getting you settled at first, but Taehyung-ah managed just fine. Considering the circumstances, I actually couldn’t be more proud of how you handled everything – and you remember our talk about how happy Jungkook-ah and Jimin-ah are?”

Namjoon gives a sheepish nod. “I do. I just also know I lost control in front of Jungkook.”

“And now he finally understands how much his alpha wants him. You gave him a gift he is very thankful for, letting him finally catch a glimpse of just how passionate you are.”

“And Minnie?”

“Also good news – but good news I very much want the two of you to discuss together.”

“Okay.” Namjoon takes a deep breath, doing his best to internalize Jin’s positivity. He hasn’t done anything wrong. All he did was have his rut, the same as he always does. His mates like him in rut, and soon he’ll have his pack together again. It’s going to be okay. “Talk to me about work?”

Jin smiles and leans in for a quick kiss. “Of course, darling. I’ll get you all caught up.”

~~

Namjoon spends the morning with a flurry of emotions swirling inside of him.

He can’t help the dark little burst of gratification as each of his mates wakes and steps into the bright light of the kitchen, where he can see the mess of hickeys disappearing down under the collars of their shirts. They all look like his, and they seem almost as happy about it as he does, though the usual guilt is still there too. It feels excessive, no matter how much they might like it – and now Jimin and Jungkook are going to see them like this too…

God, what if they think he’s–

“Can see you overthinking,” Yoongi mumbles just before taking a long drink of his coffee. “Whatever you’re worrying about, I’m like ninety percent sure it’s gonna be fine.”

“The usual post-rut worries eating at you, love?” Jin asks as he puts a plate with some toast in front of Yoongi.

Namjoon bites at his lip, considering whether he wants to try and hash all of this out with Yoongi or Jin – or anyone. “It’s fine,” he eventually says. “I’ll feel better when everyone’s here.”

Thankfully that seems to be enough to keep the others from worrying too much, and he does his best to keep his attention focused on answering emails instead of worrying.

Just a couple hours later, Namjoon hears a commotion at the front door that can only mean Jimin and Jungkook have arrived. There’s a happy squeal from Taehyung as he rushes for the door with Hoseok trailing just behind him. The sound of chatter gets closer and closer until finally the four of them turn the corner into the living room where Namjoon, Yoongi, and Jin have all been talking through a few business matters.

“Jin-hyung,” Taehyung calls. “Are there leftovers in the fridge?”

“A few containers from this morning. Why?”

“It’s really no big deal,” Jungkook says. “Just wanna see everyone.”

“Yeah, and after that you’re going to eat a proper meal. You’ll be lucky if I don’t make you take a nap too.”

Taehyung splits off from the group to head for the kitchen, while Hoseok brings Jimin and Jungkook closer. The nearer they come, the easier it is to see exactly why Taehyung is fussing over them. They both look drained, features just a little sunken like they’ve been running on empty for days now. At least they’re both smiling and looking incredibly happy to be here – but something is definitely wrong, and it has all of them getting up to meet them.

“Oh, you poor things,” Jin says, pulling Jungkook into a short hug and then leaning back to look him over more closely. “Hobi-yah said you were having some anxiety being separated from Joon-ah, but I didn’t realize it was this bad. I want a kiss from each of you and then I’m heading straight for the kitchen.”

Wait, they’re like this because of him? If that’s true then it means… Have they all really gotten close enough for them to feel this affected by not being there for his rut? As much as it makes pride swell in his chest, it also fills him with an immediate need to fix.

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jimin says. “I don’t feel that hungry.”

“Nonsense,” Namjoon says, pulling Jimin into a hug and delighting in just how sweet the omega’s scent spikes, and how he relaxes so easily into Namjoon’s arms. “I’m sorry the two of you have been hurting without us. If I hadn’t left the scent of my rut all over your apartment, it probably wouldn’t have been this bad. Please, let us fuss over you.”

“Yeah, no arguing,” Yoongi agrees, already starting to head for the kitchen too. “We’re feeding you before we do anything else. Have Joon-ah scent you. It’ll make you feel better in no time.”

The fact that Jimin doesn’t even argue definitely says something about the state they’re in. He and Yoongi normally gripe at one another about everything, but today Jimin just nods against Namjoon’s chest and holds up his wrist. He does seem to perk up a little as Namjoon scents him, and he eagerly returns the favor before allowing Jin to pull him into a hug next.

Namjoon exchanges a scenting with Jungkook as well, though this time it’s not on the wrist. The satisfaction he feels at finally being able to properly scent one of their new omegas is wonderful, as is the soft little whine that leaves Jungkook’s lips at the first touch of Namjoon’s tongue.

“Missed you, hyung,” Jungkook whispers, perking up much like Jimin had as he returns the scenting.

“I missed you too, pup. Now come on – let’s get you both something to eat.”

“But Jiminie wants to talk to you. We both do and–”

“As soon as you’ve eaten,” Namjoon interrupts. “Please, I’m looking forward to any conversation you want to have, but we need to look after you first.”

There’s a bit of grumbling from Jimin, and Namjoon looks over to see the omega has been swept up into Jin’s arms, already being carried off toward the kitchen. Namjoon does the same with Jungkook, who doesn’t even bother complaining as Namjoon brings him to the kitchen as well. It’s been less than a week since Namjoon has last picked Jungkook up. There’s no way he can be that much lighter, and yet the weight of him feels wrong in Namjoon’s arms.

That’s alright. They’re going to make sure their omegas get a good meal.

~~

Once they get Jimin and Jungkook fed, the two of them look much better. It takes a little bit for their appetites to come back, but Namjoon stays seated between them and encourages them along the way. (And he can’t pretend it doesn’t delight him to be needed like this.) They still look tired by the time they’re done, but at least it’s a substantial improvement – and they can always take a nap, or turn in early tonight.

With food and catching up taken care of, Jin is quick to make sure their private conversation happens, sending the three of them off while the rest of them handle cleaning up the mess.

“Where would you like to have this talk?” Namjoon asks as they exit the kitchen.

“Can we…” Jungkook trails off, turning to look at Jimin. “I asked TaeTae and he said it was okay. Nest, hyung?”

Jimin swallows audibly and nods. “Yeah. Can we, Namjoon-hyung?”

They want to be in the nest where Namjoon just spent his rut. God.

“Of course. Jin and Hoseok stripped off everything that needed to be washed, so it could feel a little different than normal. Is that okay?”

“Don’t care,” Jungkook says. “Just wanna be inside of it, and get closer to the scent.”

Namjoon leads them upstairs to the room he’s spent the majority of the last week in. It definitely still smells like all of them (and like his rut), but having the bedding stripped and the window open helps it not be quite so overwhelming. Jimin and Jungkook’s scents still spike the moment the door opens, and even further as they both climb inside, beckoning Namjoon to join them.

As much as he can feel the flutter of anxiety in his belly, it’s impossible for it to overtake him when he’s settled into the nest with Jimin and Jungkook cuddled up on either side of him. “I really did miss you both so much,” he whispers, pressing a kiss atop each of their heads. “I’m sorry you spent this time feeling so bad.”

“Wasn’t all bad,” Jimin says.

“Yeah, that’s what we wanted to talk to you about, hyung. Before he left, Yoongi-hyung said you would probably be worried once your rut was over – about what happened with me.”

Alright. Time to be honest. Thankfully, he’s had some time to consider exactly how he wants to phrase this.

“I am worried,” Namjoon says plainly. “I understand the two of you apparently feel good about it, but I still want to apologize for putting you in that position. It was never my intent to expose you to my rut without your consent, even if it sounds like it turned out okay.”

Jungkook tips his head up to look at Namjoon with a smile. “It’s more than okay, hyung. I’m so happy it happened the way it did, and I promise that I’m not upset about any of it. Finally getting to know… to really feel that you want me too – it makes me so much less worried. I get that it was stressful, and I’m sorry it was hard on you, but I still want you to know just how much I appreciate it.”

“He’s not exaggerating,” Jimin says. “He was so happy when I got home.”

It’s a huge relief to hear that he hasn’t done some sort of irreparable damage to their relationship. Having the others say it is one thing, but Namjoon feels much better hearing it straight from these two. It has him pulling Jungkook closer and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “I’m so glad to hear that, pup. I was worried it might have been too much.”

Jimin lets out a giggle and leans away to give the two of them more room. “More like not enough,” he mutters. “Kookie has been gushing about it for days.”

There’s a tiny pout on Jungkook’s face as he whines, “It’s not like you haven’t been all happy too, Jiminie.”

“Yeah, well it’s your turn first – so finish telling Namjoon-hyung how happy you are.”

“The happiest,” Jungkook says with a smile. “You made me feel so good, and not just the orgasms. I mean, those were nice too – but I was happiest about the one good bite you gave me. Made it easier to handle not getting to be there for your rut knowing that you’d left me with that, so thank you.”

Namjoon doesn’t bother fighting back the little growl that bubbles out of him as he leans in for a proper kiss. He can still imagine the imprint of his teeth on Jungkook’s perfect ass, and it’s impossible not to wonder if it’s still there, if the omega can feel it when he sits. As aware as he is of Jimin watching them, he can’t quite help deepening their kiss, intent on making sure Jungkook knows he’s every bit as desired now as he was when Namjoon last saw him.

Jungkook smiles against his lips, and his grin only widens as he breaks their kiss and looks back at Namjoon with those pretty brown eyes. “You believe me, hyung? You don’t feel bad?”

“As long as you’re happy, then I don’t regret it, Kook-ah. Just wanna make sure I take good care of you.”

“You did. So good that Jiminie wants to talk to you about it too, so I’m gonna go see the others for a bit while you guys talk.”

“I’d be careful,” Jimin teases. “Jin-hyung might try to put you down for a nap.”

Jungkook just shrugs, smile still on his face as he starts to climb out of the nest. “If it gets me some good cuddles, I’m not opposed to a nap. See you soon?”

“Yeah, I won’t keep him long,” Jimin answers.

There’s a few moments of silence after Jungkook shuts the bedroom door behind him, and Namjoon can feel Jimin’s body tense just the slightest beside him. Poor thing must be nervous about whatever he has to say, but that’s okay. Namjoon doesn’t mind starting the conversation.

“Just us now, Minnie. Do you wanna tell me what you’ve been thinking about?”

“Yeah, it’s just…” Jimin trails off, scooting in closer and cuddling back into Namjoon’s side. “It’s something good, but it also kind of means we have to talk about something hard too.”

Alright. A serious conversation then.

“I don’t mind that. Not afraid of having hard talks with you.”

“M’hoping it won’t be. I think it’ll help to be able to look at you though,” Jimin whispers. He presses a tiny kiss to Namjoon’s shoulder, then pulls away so that he can sit facing Namjoon, legs crossed in front of him and a nervous smile on his face. After one deep breath, he starts talking again. “I’m gonna lead with the good part, and we can figure out the rest, okay?”

Namjoon follows suit, sitting up straight and crossing his legs in front of him before reaching out for one of Jimin’s hands and giving it a squeeze. “Completely okay. Whatever it is, I’d love to talk it through with you.”

“Alright. I guess mostly, what I want to do is to thank you for looking out for Kookie. It’s… You have no idea how much it means to me, knowing that you’ll keep his happiness in mind no matter what – even when you’re in rut.”

“That’s… Sorry, just…” Namjoon trails off, looking down at their joined hands as he tries to figure out how to respond. He’s not sure what he expected, or how this is going to get difficult – but he also feels weird taking credit for looking after Jungkook when he feels like he could have done better. Probably best to be honest. “It’s hard, because it makes me so happy to know that you feel like I took good care of him – and that is what I tried to do. I know he’s happy with it, but it’s like a part of me still feels like I could have done better.”

Jimin actually lets out a little laugh at that, giving Namjoon’s hand a squeeze in return. “Sorry, I don’t mean to make light of something you’re worried about. It’s just that it’s almost impossible for me to think of anything you could have done better. Kookie was so happy when I got home, even though I was… I needed a minute. There’s not a single thing I would change about how you took care of him, hyung. Nothing at all.”

That’s actually… a huge relief. Of all the things that could set Namjoon’s mind at ease about what happened, knowing that Jimin feels like Jungkook was properly cared for is about the best thing he could ask for. If there’s anyone he trusts to tell him if he did something less than perfect for Jungkook, it’s Jimin.

All of his mates are happy. He has to believe that they would tell him if he did something wrong.

“Okay,” Namjoon says, letting out a slow breath, then focusing his attention back on Jimin. “Thank you for that. I trust that you would tell me if I did anything to hurt Kook-ah in the slightest.”

“I definitely would. You took good care of him, hyung – such good care that it has kind of changed everything for me, actually.”

Everything? That sounds… really big. In a good way I hope? Can you tell me what you mean?”

Jimin gives a couple of nods. “Definitely in a good way. I think I’ve been…” He trails off, letting out a little sigh. “It’s probably better if I just say it… You know things are different between you and me, right?”

It’s almost impressive just how fast Namjoon’s heart starts racing the moment Jimin finishes speaking. They’re going to talk about it. He can fix it. He can–

Focus.

“Yeah,” Namjoon answers, trying his best to keep his voice even. “I’ve known for a while. We’ve sort of been…”

“Dancing around one another for months?” Jimin offers.

“That’s a good way to put it.”

“Well, all of this happening made me realize how much of that on my end is just because I’ve been afraid… of alphas in general, but especially of them being dangerous in rut. And I don’t know if it’s because you lead the pack or just because of who you are, but you’re the most alpha guy I know, and I ended up projecting a lot of that fear onto you. It’s just… I want you to understand that I know that wasn’t fair and… I didn’t do it on purpose, or even really realize that’s what was happening. If anything, I spent most of the time trying not to think about it and just ignore it, but this made me see it for what it was – and how wrong I was.”

God, was… Has Jimin been afraid of him this whole time?

“Minnie, if I did anything to scare you–”

“You didn’t, hyung. I promise. It wasn’t even about you, really – and I think I had some of the same fears to a lesser degree with the other alphas too. It was just…”

“It was strongest with me?” Jimin gives a little nod in response, and Namjoon takes a deep breath, lifting Jimin’s hand up to his face so he can press a kiss over the scent gland. “Do you know what you’ve been afraid of? Can you help me understand why?”

“Yeah, it’s just– It’s a bit messy, but one thing that helped me understand it was thinking of it less as an exact fear of something bad happening and more like this feeling like I had to be ready in case something did happen. Maybe in the beginning of all of this I was actually afraid of specific things, but you, Hoseok-hyung, and Yoongi-hyung are all so nice that the obvious fears went away pretty quick.”

“And the less obvious ones? The things you needed to be ready for – can you tell me more about those?”

“I think it was… kind of like this looming possibility that things would just change all of a sudden – that maybe if the circumstances were right, one of you might turn on a dime and…” Jimin trails off, eyes squeezing shut as he frowns. “It sounds awful when I try to explain it. I’m so sorry.”

Namjoon’s heart aches, both from knowing that Jimin has been carrying all this worry around, and from seeing it hurt him to talk about. “Alright pup, I want you closer if you’re okay with it. Let me help?” he asks, opening his arms in invitation. “You can still look at me as much as you need to, alright?”

“You still want…” Jimin’s eyes crack open, looking up at Namjoon with uncertainty. “Even though I said all of that?”

“Of course I do, Minnie. It’s gonna take a lot more than that to make me need space. I’m not upset with you.”

Jimin only hesitates for another second or two before leaning forward and letting himself be tugged sideways into Namjoon’s lap. He settles much better with Namjoon’s arms around him, the tension draining from his body as Namjoon leans down to press one soft kiss to his lips.

“I really am sorry,” Jimin whispers. “You and the others have never been anything less than amazing. I wish I hadn’t… It wasn’t fair for me to feel like that.”

“Minnie, I don’t think it’s fair to you to look at it that way. The thing you’ve been afraid of – us turning and being cruel out of nowhere – it’s what happened to you before. There’s a reason you’re afraid of that, and I don’t think it’s wrong that you tried to be ready to protect yourself and Jungkook-ah from something similar.”

“But you all aren’t like that and–”

“And you had no way of knowing that for sure,” Namjoon gently corrects. “Feelings don’t always make sense, but that doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to have them. I really appreciate you trying to explain and help me understand, even though it isn’t easy to talk about.”

“Thank you, hyung. I just wanted so bad to tell you how much things have changed because of you – in a really good way.”

“Can you tell me about the change? What did that look like for you? You said you needed a minute when you got home that day?”

Jimin swallows audibly. “I… I might have panicked a little at first. Kookie texted me the basics, so I spent my whole ride home from work spiraling into every worst case scenario I could think of – which was stupid because Kookie told me that everything was fine, but I just… I had to see.”

“To see Kook-ah? To make sure I hadn’t…” Now it’s Namjoon’s turn to try and swallow down all of the emotions swelling in his chest. He hates thinking that Jimin felt afraid enough to have to get home and check that Jungkook was alright before he could stop panicking.

He knows the fear was temporary, and also that it wasn’t based specifically on Namjoon’s rut – but it doesn’t help how much he dislikes knowing that he was a source of fear for one of his omegas. It makes his instincts bristle, like he needs to prove that he can be a comfort to Jimin. But it sounds like he’s already done that, so there’s nothing to be done about it right–

Jimin’s hand brushes Namjoon’s cheek, snapping him out of his thoughts. “Hyung,” Jimin says gently. “I can smell you worrying. I know you wouldn’t hurt Kookie. I’m pretty sure I knew it then too, but it wasn’t you I was thinking of, just… I’ve been afraid of what alphas must be like in rut ever since I helped Jihoon during his pre-rut. That experience was so awful and he… he told me rut would only be worse. I don’t even know how I thought it was going to be worse, just that all I could do on the way home was replay those words over and over in my head.”

“Can I… You don’t have to tell me if you aren’t ready, but… Can I ask what happened when you spent his pre-rut together? I would like to understand exactly what you might be scared of, so I can make sure nothing even close to that ever happens to you again. It’s okay if you can’t talk about it. I just can’t not ask and–”

“It’s okay. I… I think I want to tell you about it – or at least to try.”

Wait, really? He said yes? They’re going to–

“Thank you,” Namjoon whispers, trying to keep his voice calm even though he’s absolutely dying to understand so he can take better care of his omega.

“It was… Sometimes I think it made him angry that his instincts were responsive to the omega parts of me. He hated smelling my distress, always made me feel horrible for how easy I would get wet – and it was like pre-rut just amplified all of it.” Jimin’s eyes focus straight ahead of him, looking at the wall of Taehyung’s bedroom while he talks in a perfectly even, almost detached tone.

Namjoon just listens, giving Jimin what he hopes is an encouraging little smile.

“Nothing I did made him happy. If anything, it was like me being there brought out the worst in him. There was… I… He scruffed me so hard I bled. It was far from the only mark, but it…” Now Jimin’s eyes are beginning to fill with tears, voice going tight before he trails off for a few seconds. “I wish that was the worst part, but what upset me most was knowing how much he didn’t want me. I was doing what an omega is supposed to, but he just… He hated it – enough to hurt me for it.”

“It’s alright,” Namjoon whispers, pulling Jimin in closer on instinct before realizing the omega might not want to be touched like that right now. “Is this okay? Do you need space, or–”

Jimin shakes his head, resting it against Namjoon’s shoulder as he cuddles in closer. “Don’t want you to go.”

“Then I won’t, baby. I’ve got you.” Namjoon squeezes Jimin closer, pressing a kiss against his temple. It’s hard to keep all of the anger out of his voice, the feeling rising blisteringly hot inside of his chest. He wants to tear Jihoon apart for hurting Jimin – for making him bleed. Still, his anger isn’t what Jimin needs right now. “I’m sorry that you went through something so awful, and I promise you that it will never happen again. We all adore every bit of you – the omega parts and all the other things too.”

“Thank you. It’s hard, but I…” Jimin shakes his head a few more times, ending up with his face just centimeters from Namjoon’s scent gland as he takes a long, deep breath. “It’s been getting easier – talking about things, and feeling safe.”

“I’m so glad this is starting to feel safe for you. I want to give that to you more than anything, Minnie.”

“You do. You really did, hyung. I’m sorry this ended up being so sad. Jin-hyung and Hobi-hyung said it would be okay, but–”

“Baby, it’s perfect,” Namjoon says, pulling back just far enough that he can see Jimin’s face, taking in the redness around his eyes and the few wet little tear tracks that run down his cheeks. “I’m so happy you decided to talk to me about this, and even more glad that you trust me enough to share the hard parts of it.”

“But your scent is… You don’t smell happy, hyung.”

“I know, but that has more to do with the anger I feel at the thought of someone hurting you than it does with anything else. I’m sorry. I know my anger isn’t what you need from me, but it’s impossible not to–”

“You’re angry at him?” Jimin asks.

Namjoon can’t help the way his mouth drops open at the question. “Are you– Of course I’m angry at him. The whole pack is. You’re… You’re so precious to us, and he hurt you, Minnie.”

Jimin doesn’t respond, at least not with words. His scent does change though. While it’s gone fairly muted over the last couple of minutes (though still frustratingly calm when Namjoon does catch it), now the smell of vanilla spikes sweet in the air as Jimin’s eyes brim with fresh tears.

“Jimin-ah, are you…” Namjoon trails off, unsure what exactly to make of the reaction. “Are you okay?”

There’s another long few seconds of silence before Jimin blinks, sending tears cascading down his cheeks even as a sad looking smile stretches across his face. “Hyung, I’m sorry I ever doubted you,” he whispers, arms wrapping around Namjoon’s shoulder as he does his best to get as close as he can. “M’okay. It's just… It’s so nice to really feel how much you care about us. Thank you for helping me see that the only alphas who are cruel during their ruts are the ones who are cruel already. I wish that hadn’t been something that I projected so much onto you and the others – but especially onto you. It wasn’t fair and you didn’t do anything to deserve it.”

“It’s alright. I’ve got you, baby,” Namjoon coos, tugging Jimin in closer and not bothering to fight the urge to press kisses to the omega’s cheeks, using his free hand to wipe away tears. “I’m not upset with you. Not even a little bit. Thank you for giving me the chance to prove that I can take care of Kook-ah – and of you.”

Jimin’s scent spikes all sweet and content again, eyes still shining with the remnants of tears even as he looks up at Namjoon with the same naked fondness as he had during his heat, or when Taehyung had nipped him in Namjoon’s bed – but there’s no outside force causing it now. This time, that look is all for Namjoon.

He can’t help but lean in for a kiss. If he doesn’t, he’s worried he might blurt out a declaration of love that Jimin isn’t ready to hear – and there’s no way he’s going to risk ruining this moment.

Jimin lets out a tiny sound of surprise as their lips meet, though he’s quick to melt into it, mouth curling into a smile against Namjoon’s and one hand tangling in the short hairs at the nape of his neck. Namjoon is so happy that they’ve been able to have this talk, to know that he’s managed to help Jimin overcome even a little bit of his fear. Now he just needs to help Jimin feel that happiness from him.

There’s no audience to be wary of, no reason that he has to stop – so he doesn’t.

Their first kiss ends and he stays near enough to close the gap for another with no effort at all, delighting in the soft little hum of pleasure Jimin lets out as he tilts his head and opens at the barest hint of Namjoon’s tongue. It feels perfect to finally have Jimin like this again, pressed up against him and letting Namjoon lick into his mouth, his own tongue pressing forward to return the favor.

They stay like that for what must be a few minutes. It’s long enough to have Jimin’s scent gone entirely sweet, body utterly relaxed as he shifts just a little to chase every touch of Namjoon’s fingers as they trail from his hip up to his neck, thumb pressing just at the edge of his scent gland.

“Hyung,” Jimin whispers as he breaks their kiss. “Will you… I want…”

“What do you want, Minnie?”

Jimin’s gaze falters and he lets his head drop onto Namjoon’s shoulder. “Everyone else has them, and it feels weird to be the only one who doesn’t, so… Do you want– Will you mark me?”

Mark him? Jimin wants…

Namjoon does his best to fight back the roar of static trying to take over his thoughts at the fact that Jimin wants to be marked – to look like his. He swallows, letting out a shaky breath as he confirms, “Are you sure?”

“Unless you don’t want to?”

“I really, really do, pup. Where?”

“Up high? Wanna be able to see it.”

“Won’t get you into trouble at work?” Namjoon asks, impressed that his brain is even capable of producing words when it feels like his thoughts are running too fast for him to keep up.

“S’what concealer is for.”

That’s all the verification he can manage. The thought of Jimin wearing his bruises is too tempting to ignore any longer, so he quickly gets to work sucking a mark high on Jimin’s neck, listening to the pretty little sigh the omega lets out in response.

He really does try not to go overboard. As soon as he’s certain there will be a bit of a bruise left, he forces himself to try to pull back – only to be gently pressed forward again by the hand Jimin has tangled in his hair. There’s no hope of being polite after that. He lets out a soft little growl that’s answered with a whimper from Jimin, followed by his scent tipping sweet like vanilla cream. It’s the scent he usually has when someone manages to work him up a little – something Namjoon has gotten to smell precious little of so far.

Maybe now things will be different?

It’s not that he needs them to be, or that he’s unhappy with how they’ve been so far. It’s just… God, he wants to have Jimin like this more. The omega feels so good in Namjoon’s lap, bodies pressed together as he makes soft little sounds of appreciation and asks to be marked. How could Namjoon not want more?

After another minute, Jimin’s hand slips free of Namjoon’s hair and they finally break apart. Both of them are breathing harder than usual, and Jimin is looking up at him with that same fond, warm look that Namjoon has been craving so terribly for weeks – only this time he’s wearing a dark red suck mark high on his neck. It should bruise well, and it would be a lie for Namjoon to say he isn’t looking forward to seeing it in selcas and during their visits for the next week or two.

After a couple of moments, Jimin finally breaks the silence by leaning forward and giving Namjoon a quick peck on the lips. “Thank you,” he says, letting out a soft little laugh. “Feels a lot better now.”

“Yeah,” Namjoon agrees, a smile spreading across his face. “For me too, Minnie."

Notes:

There's definitely plenty of growth in store for Namjoon and Jimin's relationship now that this talk is out of the way, but we've got some other things to take care of first. Next week, Jungkook gets a little bit of personal (and spicy) assistance from Hoseok, and then after that we're headed straight into our next mini arc! See you there :D

Chapter 99: Personal Touch

Notes:

An explicit chapter ahead ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Once Hoseok has some time alone to do a little research, he’s able to come up with a plan to help Jungkookie. Difficulties with slick production aren’t too uncommon, and there are a slew of tips online about how to help – although if Jungkook has been worried about this for a while, it’s likely that he’s tried a lot of the simpler tricks. There are some foods thought to improve slick production, but the data is shaky at best. Of course things like being properly hydrated and physically healthy are important, as well as experiencing arousal with a trusted partner.

Considering that Jungkook didn’t have any trouble producing slick when he smelled Namjoon’s rut coming on, Hoseok is confident that it isn’t a lifestyle issue. A quick phone consultation with the woman he met during his massage classes reveals that there’s another, much simpler answer – one that he is well equipped to help with.

He can fix this. It just requires a personal touch.

Securing an invite to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment a couple of days after Namjoon’s rut is simple enough. One mention of a possible solution to Jungkook’s problem and he is all too eager to accept, barely asking for any details at all. They make plans for the following day, since Jimin has to work and they should be able to have the apartment to themselves.

Jungkook seems a little more nervous once Hoseok is actually standing in his kitchen and taking the time to explain his research.

“So you’re just gonna… umm, finger me?” Jungkook asks, looking unconvinced as he leans back against the kitchen counter, a line of tension running the length of his body.

“Essentially, yes – but specifically stimulating your slick glands.”

Jungkook’s expression remains unchanged. “Are they like… hard to find? I’ve spent plenty of time getting fingered in my life and it’s never really gotten me wet.”

“I don’t think it’ll be too difficult to find them, but they do require specific sorts of stimulation,” Hoseok explains.

“Like what?”

“I had a short consultation with a professional that I know, and she said it can change substantially from person to person – though she did point me toward some good guides. Still, there will probably be a bit of trial and error involved, but certain patterns of movement and pressure can help stimulate slick production.”

Jungkook bites his lip, looking at the floor and then back up at Hoseok. “Is it going to hurt?”

“No, it shouldn't hurt at all,” Hoseok says, giving Jungkook a reassuring smile. It doesn’t seem to help though. Jungkookie still looks nervous, chewing at his lip and staring back down at the floor, almost like he’s afraid. Even his scent has gone sour with worry. Hoseok steps closer and puts a hand on his shoulder. “Hey, we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to, honey. I already think you’re perfect just the way–”

“I want to try,” Jungkook interrupts, voice quiet.

“Then that’s what we’ll do, but not until you tell me what’s wrong. Your breathing has gone all shallow and you smell distressed.”

“Sorry. It’s just…” Jungkook pauses and takes a deep breath before looking up at Hoseok. “What if it doesn’t work? What if you try and nothing happens because I’m not right and–”

“There’s nothing wrong with you, baby. If it doesn’t work, then it doesn’t work. It wont mean there’s anything wrong with your body.”

“I just wish it was as easy for me as it is for Jiminie.”

“That’s really not a fair metric to judge yourself by. Minnie gets wet if you look at him the right way.”

“It’s so fucking hot,” Jungkook says wistfully.

Okay, he clearly needs to redirect – find a way to frame this differently.

“Sure, it definitely is,” Hoseok agrees. “Can you tell me if it felt strange when you and Taehyungie had sex and he didn’t get wet for you immediately?”

Jungkook looks puzzled. “I guess I didn’t even really think about it.”

“There are lots of ways to tell that someone is enjoying themselves. I bet you didn’t think of it because Taehyung was giving you lots of other cues that he felt good. Yoongi will never get wet no matter what I do to him, but that’s never been an inconvenience. It’s what lube is for, and I can still tell that he enjoys it when I touch him.”

Jungkook bites at his lip, forehead creasing as he scrunches his face in thought. “But Yoongi-hyung isn’t supposed to get wet,” he eventually says.

“And you are?”

“I’m an omega.”

“You sure are. So is Taehyungie. Do you think he’s less of an omega than Jiminie, since he doesn’t get wet as fast?”

“Of course not.” Jungkook frowns. “Hyung, that’s different.”

“Is it? How long does it have to take before it becomes a problem?”

“You’re twisting it around on me.”

“A little, but mostly just enough to point out that you’re twisting it too. You don’t get wet as easily as Jimin or Taehyung. That’s a fact, but how much slick you do or do not make doesn’t determine whether you’re a good omega – and it doesn’t mean anything is wrong with you.”

“It’s not just…” Jungkook trails off. After a few seconds of silence, he opens his mouth to speak, but then closes it again with a soft little huff of frustration.

Hoseok reaches up to cup Jungkook’s face gently, thumb running along his jaw. “Can you talk to me about it, Jungkookie? Tell me what else?”

“I just...” The omega takes a deep breath in, letting it out slowly in what seems like an effort to keep calm. “I want it to work so bad. I’m afraid that if it doesn’t...” His scent spikes with distress as he tries to find the right words, cheeks flushed and the beginnings of tears in his eyes. When he does speak again, it’s barely even a whisper. “What if you all decide I’m not good enough?”

Jungkook blinks and a couple of tears cascade down his cheeks. He tries to turn his face away to hide, but Hoseok is still cupping one cheek, keeping him looking forward.

“Oh, honey,” Hoseok coos, thumb brushing away a tear as it falls. “Nobody is going to think you aren’t good enough, especially not because of this.”

“But–”

“But nothing, baby. We all adore you so much, and there’s not a single thing that you could have going on between your legs that would change that. I still want you just as much as I did before I knew you had trouble with this.”

Jungkook’s eyes narrow as they search Hoseok’s face, probably looking for some indication of dishonesty, but he wont find any.

Hoseok is being entirely honest.

“Then why did you offer to help?”

“Because it bothers you and I might have a solution. If it doesn’t work, then I’ll just have to focus all of my attention on showing you why it doesn’t matter instead.”

Jungkook’s eyes drift down at the mention of it not working and he bites at his lip again. He takes a deep breath, steadying himself before he looks back up and says, “And if it does work?”

“If it does work, then I am going to prove to you that I can get you exactly as wet as you want to be. Does that sound alright?”

After a few seconds of deliberation, Jungkook nods his head. “Okay, let’s try. Bedroom?”

“Yeah, bedroom works perfect.”

~~

Hoseok doesn’t even ask Jungkook to undress, but the second they get into the bedroom, the omega starts pulling his t-shirt up over his head. To be fair, he’s probably a bit too anxious for them to slowly ease into this, so Hoseok decides to just go with the flow. There are things he can do to prepare as well. While Jungkook is busy undressing, he focuses on clearing some room on the bed, shoving the pillows and blankets off to one side and laying out a couple of towels over the top. There’s a chance this might not work, but if it does, he has the feeling Jungkookie is going to want it to be messy.

“Isn’t a towel a little ambitious, hyung?” Jungkook is entirely naked now, looking a bit shy but not trying to cover himself at least.

He’s lovely – not like that’s much of a surprise. Every glimpse Hoseok has ever caught of him in any state of undress had confirmed that a long time ago. Still it’s the first time seeing him like this when he’s actually able to touch. It would be a shame to waste it.

Jungkook is a delight to look at, all that gorgeous muscle covered in tattoos and capped off with that adorable little shy smile. Hoseok doesn’t bother to hide the long, appreciative moment he spends raking his eyes over Jungkook’s body, taking in every inch of exposed skin. The last time he saw the omega even close to this naked was during his preheat, when Yoongi had put him on display in his lap and jerked him off for Hoseok and Taehyung to see. The memory has the beginnings of arousal stirring in Hoseok’s belly, but he has other things to worry about right now.

Time to try and get Jungkookie a little worked up.

“I would rather be prepared than have you ruin your sheets. Look at you – so pretty, baby. Why don’t you come here for a moment?” Hoseok doesn’t wait for a response, just pulls Jungkook in by his hips and leans in to kiss him. His body is warm, even through Hoseok’s clothes, and his mouth opens easily to accept a deepening of the kiss. Hoseok lets his hands wander too, sliding over that toned chest and up to his neck, brushing at his scent gland and swallowing up the little whimper Jungkook makes in response. He doesn’t break the kiss until Jungkook’s scent has gone achingly sweet and his erection presses insistently at Hoseok’s hip.

“Come on, up you go,” Hoseok instructs, patting the towels he laid out. “Hands and knees for me.”

Jungkook obeys without question, climbing onto the bed and looking at Hoseok for approval.

God, he listens so well. Maybe they can make use of that…

“That’s perfect, baby. Hold on for just a moment.” Hoseok pries his eyes off of Jungkook’s gorgeous ass and focuses his attention on pulling out the little bottle of lube in his pants pocket, clicking open the top.

At the sound, Jungkook looks back at him with a little frown. “What’s the point if you have to use lube anyway?”

Hoseok gives a gentle swat to Jungkook’s thigh, just where it meets his ass, and it draws the cutest little squeak out of him. The hit isn’t even hard enough to sting – more the suggestion of a slap than anything else – but he doesn’t miss the immediate spike in Jungkook’s scent.

Perfect.

“Hush. It’s only a tiny bit to make sure you’re comfortable while we figure out what works best. Can you hold still for me, Jungkookie?”

“Yes, hyung.”

Jungkook listens perfectly. He doesn’t say another word while Hoseok warms a few drops of lube between his fingers. There’s a slight gasp at the first touch to his entrance, but he stays still even as Hoseok rubs wet little circles around him with his thumb, never quite dipping inside.

He has such a nice ass, it would be a shame not to mark it up at least a little.

It doesn’t look like Hoseok was the first one to have that thought either. He can just make out the remnants of another bruise there, bitten right into the roundest part of one cheek. Hoseok sinks his teeth into the opposite side, listening to the way Jungkook’s breath hitches and biting just hard enough for the omega to really feel it. Still, he opts to suck a bruise into the skin rather than press his teeth any deeper.

Figuring out if that slight masochistic streak runs deeper than a little swat to the ass or a firm bite is definitely something they can figure out another day.

For now, he focuses mostly on leaving hickeys, sucking pretty bruises into Jungkook’s skin and teasing at his hole, feeling every twitch as the omega tries so hard to keep still for him, and the way he sucks in a breath every time Hoseok’s thumb rubs right over his entrance. It’s clear what he wants, but there’s no rush to give it to him just yet. Hoseok wants to ease him into this, wants it to feel less like an experiment and more like fun. Getting him desperate is one way to do that – and the fact that his shaking exhales and breathy little whines sound so hot is definitely a bonus.

To his credit, Jungkook manages a couple of minutes before he breaks, voice shaking as he says, “Hyung, please.”

“Something you want, baby?”

“Inside, please.

“Only because you’ve been so good for me,” Hoseok says. “Staying nice and still just like I asked.” He knows how much Jungkook loves praise, can see it in the way he flushes and ruts his hips back into Hoseok’s hands, can smell it in the air when his scent goes almost cloyingly sweet.

Hoseok easily slides two fingers inside, and Jungkook lets out a low moan at the intrusion, settling down on his elbows and tilting his hips up until he’s damn near presenting for him.

“Is that better, baby?” Hoseok asks, working his fingers in and out at a slow but steady pace. “Did you just need something inside of your pretty little hole?”

“Yeah I– It feels so good, hyung,” Jungkook whines. For a minute, he seems entirely taken with the pleasure, shaky breaths trailing off into low moans as he relaxes into the motions. He’s hot and so fucking tight around Hoseok’s fingers that it’s hard not to imagine how good it would feel to be inside of him for real, to feel those walls clenching down around his cock.

Unfortunately, it doesn’t take long for Jungkook to remember what they’re supposed to be doing, and he goes completely silent for a moment before asking, “Are you gonna try–”

“Don’t you worry about that, okay? You just take what I give you and focus on what feels good. I’ll handle everything else.”

When Jungkook still doesn’t relax, Hoseok starts to worry. Has he made Jungkook uncomfortable? The omega doesn’t look like he’s in any sort of pain, and he doesn’t have the scent of–

Scent. Of course.

Hoseok has been containing his own without even thinking about it, leaving poor Jungkookie without any alpha pheromones to soothe him or indicate how affected Hoseok is, how much he wants him. (It says something about how nervous Jungkook is about all of this too, considering it’s usually the first request he makes when he sees Hoseok.)

When he makes an effort to let go, the effect is almost instant.

Oh, you– You smell so good,” Jungkook whimpers, hips rutting back into Hoseok’s fingers automatically as his scent goes sweeter in response.

“Sorry about that, Jungkookie. I didn’t realize I was depriving you. Are you gonna relax for me now?” he asks, even though the omega has already started to go liquid under his hands.

Jungkook nods several times in response, his hips rocking back onto Hoseok’s fingers in slow, almost dazed little motions.

“Yeah? Gonna be good for me and hold still too?”

Jungkook’s hips stop moving right away. “Yes, hyung,” he breathes.

Hoseok rewards him by speeding up his motions, taking a few moments to search for Jungkook’s prostate. The omega jerks at the first touch, a whimper slipping out before he slaps a hand over his mouth and forces himself to stay still and quiet.

“Such a good boy,” Hoseok says, rubbing slow circles over that spot and watching the way Jungkook’s thighs start to shake with small tremors. “You don’t have to cover your mouth though. I want to hear you, okay honey?”

It takes a moment for the omega to comply, dropping the hand from his mouth and fisting it in the sheets instead. When Hoseok presses more insistently at his prostate, he lets out a long string of high moans, the muscles in his back twitching with his efforts to stay still.

“That’s it. You sound so perfect.”

Hoseok doesn’t hurry. He takes his time working Jungkook open and appreciating just how well the omega relaxes under his touch, how pretty he looks with a thin layer of sweat glistening on his flushed skin, radiating pleased omega pheromones and that sweet orange scent. He starts his exploration gradually, fingers trailing over Jungkook’s walls as he pumps them in and out. The area he’s looking for should feel different enough to stand out once he manages to find it, but he wants to keep Jungkook relaxed, so he doesn’t rush. They have time.

After a couple of minutes he feels what he’s looking for, a thin raised ridge along one side. It’s about an inch or two long and feels almost like a scar, only really noticeable because he’s looking for it. Now he just needs to try some of the techniques he learned about and see if any of them work.

Little circular motions at either end don’t seem to do anything, and neither does applying pressure along one side or the other by thrusting his fingers.

“Feels weird,” Jungkook mumbles. He still seems relaxed at least, even if he does know that Hoseok is actively trying to figure this out now.

“It’s one of your slick glands. I’m not hurting you, am I?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No it… It still feels kind of good, just different.” There’s a few seconds of silence before he speaks again, quieter now, “It’s not… I don’t think anything’s happening.”

It’s impossible to miss the disappointment in his tone, and it tugs at Hoseok’s heart. He is not giving up that quick.

“Not yet, but there’s still a lot of different ways to try if you’ll let me.”

Once he gets a little nod in response, he keeps testing different motions and pressures, rubbing his free hand slowly at the small of Jungkook’s back in an attempt to soothe him. It works well enough for another couple of minutes to pass without progress before the omega starts getting worried again.

“It’s okay,” Jungkook offers, head hanging low. (It most definitely does not sound okay.) “Thanks for trying anyway.”

“Jungkookie, just give me a little more time. You’re doing so well for me.”

Even the praise doesn’t seem to help, Jungkook’s scent going less sweet by the moment. “You don’t have to,” he whispers. “Maybe I’m just not meant to– Oh–

Hoseok has positioned his fingers on either side of the slick gland. As he rubs them alongside the entire length a few times together, he finally feels the first trickles of wetness. The scent hits him almost immediately, like a wave of orange jam so sweet and thick in the air that it has Hoseok’s mouth watering and his dick twitching in his pants.

There it is.

“Do you feel that, baby?” Hoseok asks, repeating the motion over a few times with the same exact pressure. Now that Jungkook has started producing slick, each motion of Hoseok’s fingers seems to conjure up even more than the last, like all he’d really needed was a bit of help jump-starting the process.

Hyung,” he breathes, turning back to look at Hoseok. His eyes are shiny with the remnants of unshed tears, but his mouth is open and stuck somewhere between a smile and shock. Adorable. “I’m getting… I’m wet.” His cheeks go a little pink and his eyes flutter shut as he lets out a shaking breath. “It feels good.”

Hoseok can’t help but smile right back, a tiny burst of pride swelling in his chest along with the joy of knowing that his plan worked. Maybe now Jungkook won’t have to carry this worry around anymore. Hoseok wants desperately to be able to give his omega that kind of peace, to show him that he doesn’t need to be afraid of something like this.

That part will come later. For the time being, Hoseok settles on seeing the rest of this encounter through with confidence and cementing the experience as a positive one. “As simple as that. Do you want more?”

“Please, I– I want you to do it more.”

“Yeah? Want me to make a mess of you, honey?”

“Yes, hyung please.

It’s easy enough to get Jungkook gushing now that he’s gotten started. Hoseok alternates between thrusting his fingers and rubbing at the slick gland until Jungkook’s thighs are dripping slick and there’s a little puddle forming on the towel below. He takes it so well, whining every time Hoseok rubs over his prostate, keeping him right at the edge but not quite letting him cum.

Eventually Jungkook loses himself enough that he forgets his command not to move, trying to thrust his hips back and keep Hoseok’s fingers where he needs them.

Hoseok gives a light slap to his ass – just enough to sting a little. “Are you forgetting something, Jungkookie? I thought you were going to hold still for me?”

Jungkook lets out a high whine at the slap, hips going still right away. “Sorry, sorry. Please!

“Much better. Just look at you. You’re soaked, baby,” Hoseok says, dragging his free hand through the mess of slick dripping down one of Jungkook’s thighs.

The words are enough to send Jungkook hurtling towards the edge, voice gone high and reedy as he whimpers a broken, “Hy-hyung, I’m–”

“Perfect, pretty little thing. Are you gonna cum for me?”

The only answer is a long, low whine as Jungkook squeezes tight around his fingers, hips stuttering in quick little jerks he can’t seem to help. When he finally tips over the edge, there’s a hot rush of slick while his lips part on a silent scream and his whole body pulls tight. He’s gorgeous, so stunning that it’s almost a shame when his orgasm finally begins to wind down.

Hoseok remembers what Jimin had babbled to him just a couple of weeks ago – how he can’t take the overstimulation like Jungkook can… Time to test that theory.

“Look at you, so gorgeous when you cum. You think you can give me one more, honey?” Hoseok doesn’t stop moving his fingers. It was less of a question and more of a statement, to be honest – and besides, Jungkook takes it beautifully.

The omega lets out a slew of half words and broken attempts to speak as he pants, one side of his face pressed into the mattress with his cheeks flushed bright red. Hoseok can feel the way his body tries to jerk away from the overstimulation, but Jungkook doesn’t let it. No, he follows his instructions perfectly, holding himself in place even as it rips a sob from him.

“I didn’t catch that, baby,” Hoseok teases. He might be worried enough to stop if Jungkook’s scent wasn’t so incredibly sweet – not even a hint of distress. “You like this, don’t you? Like it when I don’t give you a break, when it feels like too much?”

“It is– It’s… S’too much,” Jungkook eventually echoes, still not jerking away from the touch.

“Is it? But look at how well you take it.” Hoseok plunges his fingers in as deep as he can, and the broken little moan it tears from Jungkook’s lips is perfect. “You’re so wet, I bet you could take even more,” he says, pulling back and pressing his pinkie finger up along Jungkook’s rim with his other three fingers. “What do you think?”

“Can– I can take it. Want it… hyung, please.”

Hoseok certainly won't deny that request.

It’s easy to slide his pinkie in alongside the rest of his fingers. Jungkook accepts the additional intrusion like he was made for it, rim stretching to accommodate it and–

God, Hoseok could probably fit his whole hand inside Jungkook right now. The thought sends a hot bolt of desire down to his aching cock, still trapped inside his pants and becoming more uncomfortable by the moment. That will have to wait though. This isn’t about him.

“Does that feel good, baby? Nice and full now?”

“Yes, it feels so much, I– Good. It’s good. Please don’t stop.”

“You’re gorgeous like this, stretched so nice around my fingers and still listening so well for me – holding still and letting me get you all messy.”

“I wanna… Wanna be good for you.”

“You are,” Hoseok says, starting to work his fingers with purpose again. “You’re perfect. Such a good boy, Jungkookie.”

The words tear a sob from Jungkook’s throat.

It doesn’t take long to work him up to another orgasm, not with Hoseok four fingers deep and showering him with praise. “You’re close again, aren’t you? Can feel how tight you’re getting for me. God, you’re going to feel like a dream when I finally get you on my knot.”

“You– You could,” Jungkook whines. “Want you, hyung, please. I’ll make you… Make you feel so good.”

It’s tempting. So goddamn tempting. Jungkook is dripping slick, flushed and begging and smelling so fucking sweet it’s almost overwhelming – but he and Joonie have plans and Hoseok has no intention of ruining them. He can wait.

“Sorry, honey. That isn’t on the menu today, but that doesn’t mean you can’t imagine it for me. You think it would feel good? Think you’d like to feel me split you open on my cock?”

Hyung,” Jungkook whines, trying to tilt his hips up even further, to present himself as best he can.

Fuck. Hoseok needs to make this quick or he’s not going to be able to help himself.

“That’s it, baby. Would you present just like that? Show off that pretty, wet little hole for me? God, I bet you’d take me in so well too, so slick and warm and tight – probably trembling just as much as you are now. C’mon, Jungkookie. Be a good boy and show me how you’d cum on my knot.”

Jungkook wails when he cums this time, rutting his hips back in short little jerks to fuck himself deeper on Hoseok’s fingers. He’s not supposed to be moving, but Hoseok thinks he can excuse it just this once because fuck is that hot. Plus, the least he can do after Jungkook has been so, so good for him is let him set the pace while he comes down. Mostly, the omega just grinds his hips back slowly, letting out a slew of tiny little whimpers while he shakes, panting into the mattress. When he turns his head back to glance at Hoseok, there are tear tracks all down his pretty flushed cheeks.

Better make sure the poor thing isn’t too overwhelmed.

“You were perfect, honey,” Hoseok whispers, settling his free hand over Jungkook’s lower back. “You feel okay?”

Jungkook gives him a lopsided grin, still breathing hard. “Yeah, hyung I– I feel so good.”

“Glad to hear it, baby. You ready for me to pull out?” Jungkook takes a moment to process his words. His hips have been mostly still for a few seconds now, and eventually he gives a nod, letting out a soft little sigh when Hoseok gently pulls his fingers free. “There you go. Do you need anything? Want me to get you cleaned up, or get you some water?”

Slowly, Jungkook sits up on his knees, rolling his shoulders twice before he turns toward Hoseok. Their eyes meet and he gives a nervous little smile before speaking. “Can I… Can I ask for anything I want?”

Hoseok quirks a brow, curious. “You can always ask, Jungkookie. Tell me what you want?”

“Wanna touch you.”

“You don’t have to do that, baby. Today wasn’t about me,” Hoseok says, even as his dick twitches at the thought. He doesn’t want Jungkook to feel obligated to return the favor, especially when Hoseok came here specifically to help him.

“I know I don’t have to, hyung. I just really, really want to. You’ve been hard this whole time and I can’t stop thinking about it. Can I?”

“And how do you want to touch me, exactly?”

“Wanna suck you off, please?” Jungkook says, eyes fixed on the tent in Hoseok’s pants.

“Alright.” Hoseok climbs to the top of the bed, leaning back against the headboard and beckoning Jungkook closer. “All yours, Jungkookie. It’s not gonna take much.”

“That’s fine,” the omega says, scrambling forward to kneel between Hoseok’s legs, shaking hands going straight for his zipper. Hoseok lets out a low hiss when Jungkook wraps a hand around his dick and pulls him free. “You’re so hard, hyung. Is it because you liked touching me?” Jungkook gives him a sly little smile and rubs his thumb over the head of Hoseok’s cock.

Even that motion threatens to send him spiraling toward the edge.

“Don’t tease. You said you wanted to use your mouth, so use it.”

Jungkook listens. Of course he does – opening those pretty pink lips and giving a broad lick to the wetness gathered at the tip, making a pleased little hum at the taste. Without another second wasted, Jungkook slides that hot mouth halfway down his dick in one move, punching a moan out of Hoseok. The way Jungkook's lips stretch obscenely around the girth of him is nearly enough to make his head swim. He’s thought about this so many times and yet all those fantasies he’s conjured up pale in comparison to how incredibly hot it actually is.

He’s so goddamn close already and the feeling of his cock hitting the back of Jungkook’s throat is too good for him to keep still. He gives a little half thrust upward and is just about to apologize when he hears Jungkook moan around him.

Fuck, how is he so perfect?

“You like that, baby? Want me to do it again?” Hoseok manages, giving another tiny thrust and watching the way Jungkook’s eyelashes flutter as he nods up at him. “Okay, you tap my leg if you need me to stop. Show me now.”

Again, Jungkook listens right away, tapping twice at Hoseok’s thigh.

“Good boy.”

Jungkook is half way through a whine at the praise when Hoseok thrusts up into his mouth, choking off the sound. He’s not particularly gentle, fucking up into the hot, wet heat of Jungkook’s mouth with purpose and feeling the way his throat constricts as he tries not to gag. Hoseok is too big for Jungkook to be able to take much more than half of him, but that’s more than enough.

It really doesn’t take long at all, not after how much time he’s spent achingly hard while Jungkook filled the room with the sweet smell of his slick. In less than a minute, he’s already dangerously near his orgasm.

“Close, baby. Just a bit more and– Fuck, you take it so good – look so pretty with your lips wrapped around my dick,” Hoseok pants, mouth running on autopilot. Another hard thrust has Jungkook choking around him and the pressure is exactly enough to tip him over the edge. He pulls back for a few more shallow thrusts as he cums – wants Jungkook to taste it, to have it on his tongue. “Hell– You feel perfect, Jungkookie. There you go, swallow it all for me. Such a good boy.”

The orgasm is intense enough that he feels almost dizzy, floating a little while Jungkook’s throat works, swallowing every drop he’s given. His tongue laps gently at the head of Hoseok’s cock even after he’s entirely spent, like he’s making sure he hasn’t missed anything. It’s the same thing he did to Yoongi during his preheat, but Hoseok can’t handle more than a few seconds before the overstimulation starts to kick in.

Someone really should tell Jinnie so he can make use of this particular habit.

Hoseok reaches down and cups Jungkook’s face, rubbing a thumb over his tear-stained cheek. “You did perfect, honey. Wanna come up here now?” He stretches out an arm in invitation and Jungkook eventually lets his dick go in favor of climbing up for cuddles. “There you go. You feel okay, baby?”

“I feel really good, hyung. Thank you for letting me.”

Hoseok hums, pulling Jungkook closer and planting a kiss in his hair. “I should be thanking you, I think. I wasn’t expecting that when I got here.”

“I didn’t really expect you to do what you did either,” Jungkook says with a little laugh, nuzzling into Hoseok’s neck.

“The part where I actually got you wet, or the part where I made you cum twice for me?”

“Both. I really… I never thought I’d be able to make slick like that. It might seem like kind of a small thing to the rest of you, but I can’t tell you how good it is to not feel like I’m broken,” he admits, voice just above a whisper. “Thank you so much, hyung.”

“You were never broken, honey – not even a little bit. You’re amazing and there isn’t a single thing I would change about you if I could. But still, I’m glad I could help you see that a little better for yourself.”

A few seconds of silence pass between them before Jungkook whispers, “Wanna scent, hyung?”

“You mean properly?”

“Mhmm. If you’re okay with it?”

“So okay, Jungkookie. I’d like that a lot.”

Without another moment wasted, Jungkook tips his head further into Hoseok’s neck and presses a soft kiss to the scent gland there, his tongue brushing the skin just seconds later. The feeling goes from pleasant to overwhelming in the space of a moment, and Hoseok knows from doing this so recently with Jimin that there’s no point in fighting the instinctive urge to scent Jungkook in return.

The taste of ripe oranges floods into his mouth, filling all his senses until Jungkook is the only thing Hoseok can even think about. The love already smoldering inside of his chest feels freshly kindled, burning bright and leaving him desperate to bring Jungkook home – to have him return to their house every evening, where Hoseok can know he’s safe. It’s so easy to imagine. Jungkook getting home from work and being immediately surrounded by his pack, letting Hoseok pull him down for cuddles every night…

He wishes he didn’t have to wait anymore.

Even once the most intense feelings pass, Jungkook doesn’t move, his tongue working in slow swipes over Hoseok’s scent gland as he lets out contented little sighs every now and then. It’s so cute. Hoseok can’t help but indulge him, mimicking the motions with his own mouth and rubbing a hand up and down Jungkook’s back until the omega has finally had his fill several minutes later. Even with the scenting done, Jungkook just leans right in for a kiss, which quickly bleeds into a second, and a third…

Eventually, the omega finally does pull back to look at him, a slow smile spreading across his face.

“Feel okay, Jungkookie?”

“So good, hyung. That was really nice. Was thinking though… there’s something I wanted to ask you.”

Hoseok smiles back at him. “Oh? And what’s that?”

“It’s umm… Earlier, you didn’t– Did you not want to have sex with me?”

“Of course I wanted to, but you and Namjoonie have plans, don’t you?”

“But after that?”

“I’d love to. As soon as you want me to, baby.”

Jungkook smiles. “Good,” he says, leaning back in for another kiss. “Cause I can’t wait for you to knot me, hyung.”

God, Jungkook is a menace.

*******

Once Jimin is off work and back to the apartment building, he finds himself damn near skipping out of the elevator and up to their door. He knows that Hoseok and Jungkook are spending some time together tonight, and that apparently Hoseok might have found a way to help Jungkook make slick. It’s definitely something worth being excited about, especially since the texts Jungkook sends him after Hoseok heads home sound really positive.

Jimin can’t wait to hear all the details.

As soon as he unlocks the door and swings it open, he’s hit immediately with the familiar scent of their home and lingering bits of coffee that have the smile already on his face growing wider. No distress anywhere on the air. In fact, the scent of sweet citrus is so strong that things must have gone really well.

That suspicion is further confirmed when he looks over and sees Jungkook on the couch with a beer in hand, looking comfortable and content in a worn tank top and shorts. “Hi hyung,” he calls, leaping up from the couch and rushing over to tug Jimin into his arms.

“Someone’s happy. I don’t even have my shoes off yet,” Jimin says with a laugh. “How did everything go?”

“It worked, Jiminie. Hobi-hyung got me wet and it wasn’t even that hard once he figured it out! I was dripping so much slick it was like I was in heat.”

Jimin stops worrying about his shoes and focuses on just squeezing Jungkook tight and celebrating this moment with him. His mate has always been sensitive about the lack of slick he makes. Even though he’s come to accept that Jimin doesn’t mind in the slightest, it’s definitely something Jungkook has worried about a lot more since they started courting. Knowing that Hoseok was able to solve some of that makes Jimin’s heart feel too big to fit in his chest.

He loves seeing Jungkook happy like this, especially with how nervous and cautiously hopeful he was just before Jimin left for work.

Jungkook follows him from room to room, talking through all the details of his experience with Hoseok while Jimin gets out of his work clothes and washes off his scent blocker. It sounds like everything went smoothly, aside from a couple small instances of worry – and like Hoseok really made sure to keep Jungkook as comfortable and happy as possible the whole time. (It also sounds hot as hell but Jimin can focus on that part later.) What’s weird is that it no longer surprises him that anyone in the pack would take such good care of Jungkook. He’s still happy about it, of course. It’s just that somewhere along the line, he’s come to realize it’s a thing he can always expect, something he can trust them all to do.

Is this what a lack of fear looks like? He definitely does trust the pack with Jungkook’s well-being, and maybe…

Maybe it’s more than that.

It feels like more than that.

The thoughts in Jimin’s head start to run quickly, whirring past him in a flurry as he and Jungkook settle onto the couch together. Their conversation has mostly stopped, which is probably good because Jimin isn’t sure he could keep up with it right now. It’s much easier to just settle in next to Jungkook on the couch and watch him pick back up where he left off in his game.

Jimin looks at the screen, but he’s far too lost in thought to really pay attention to what’s happening.

He keeps waiting for the fear to pop up. There’s still a bit of anxiety if he digs for it, but when he pulls at that thread in his mind, it no longer drags up the feeling of impending doom – the thought that if given enough time, the pack (mostly the alphas) will show their true colors. Jimin has already seen their true colors, and they’re not bad. Way better than not bad, actually. They’re really wonderful.

Every member of the pack seems to genuinely adore Jungkook, and Jimin is starting to think that they really might feel some of that for him too. If nothing else, they seem intent on making the two of them a permanent part of their lives. Even if they did only want him as a part of a pair, he wants to be a part of their pack badly enough that it’s hard to care whether or not all of them want him as much as they want Jungkook.

Why would that matter when Jimin loves them all either way?

Shit, wait–

Does he? Love them?

He definitely wants to keep courting, to join their pack someday, for them to want him enough to put claiming bites on him, and to want his claim in return. The thought of a future where they all live together is good too. It’s easy to imagine staying up late with Yoongi and having their midnight snacks in person, getting to dress up in Taehyung’s closet instead of on a video call, helping Hoseok with more jobs, baking with Jin, and cuddling up with Namjoon to watch one of the foreign films the alpha likes so much… All of those things sound incredible. They make his heart feel full and yet aching at the same time, wishing they were all together right now.

Jimin and Jungkook have been spending less and less time at their apartment already. They have their own toothbrushes and even some spare clothes at the house. It’s starting to really feel like a second home, full of all the people he loves and–

Jungkook’s voice pulls him out of his thoughts. “So are you gonna tell me what you’re thinking about, or do you need more time to zone out?” Whatever game Jungkook has been playing is paused on the screen, though it’s hard to say how long it’s been like that, especially since the controller is still in his hands as he adds, “Your scent is all over the place.”

“It’s okay, just thinking,” Jimin answers. “Sorry, you can keep playing.”

“I’d rather talk to you. Was only really playing since you seemed like you needed to space out for a bit.” Without another moment wasted, Jungkook sets his controller on the coffee table and turns to give Jimin his full attention. “So, you gonna tell me what’s on your mind?”

Even though Jimin can feel his cheeks heating up already, he doesn’t even consider waiting to tell Jungkook. “I was thinking about how Hoseok-hyung took care of you so well. The whole pack does, really – and… it just… It makes me feel like I can trust them, but that just got me thinking about the other ways I feel about them, and… I might be… Kookie, I think I love them.”

For a brief moment, Jungkook is frozen staring back at Jimin in shock, but it melts away in an instant. His scent tips all floral and happy, eyes wide and shining as he grins and tugs Jimin into a tight hug. “Oh, hyung, that makes me so happy! I love them all, and knowing that you do too just makes it feel really safe and good.”

“Thank you for helping me see that they are safe.”

“Is it just because Hobi-hyung was really nice to me today, or have you been thinking about it more than that?”

“More. Ever since Namjoon’s rut,” Jimin answers, but the words feel wrong on his tongue. After a second or two of thought, he corrects himself. “Actually, I think it’s been floating around my head for a lot longer than that. It was just… I tried not to think too hard about the good parts, because I was afraid of getting attached and not having them anymore.”

“But now?” Jungkook asks, squeezing him just a little tighter and nosing at his scent gland.

“Now I… I guess I’m not so scared to imagine the future together.”

That has Jungkook pulling back with a giant grin still splitting his face, black hair falling messily across his forehead as he takes Jimin’s hands in his own, nearly shaking from excitement. “You’ve been thinking about the future? Our future with the pack?”

Jimin nods, feeling a little shy about it but unwilling to hide when it’s clearly making his mate so happy.

The smile on Jungkook’s face somehow goes even wider. “Tell me about it? What were you thinking of that made you smell so sweet?”

“Nothing too crazy. Just… what it would be like for all of us to live together someday.” Jimin intends to stop there, but Jungkook is still staring at him expectantly, so he swallows and keeps talking. “I think it’s just that there’s been a lot of instances lately where it’s time for us to go home and I’m sad to be leaving. Not that I don’t want to just spend time with you too. I still love that, and–”

“It’s okay, hyung. I know what you mean. I love spending time with just the two of us too, but I still kind of want to do it there instead. And I sort of… Actually, hold on. It sounds weird now that I’m trying to figure out how to say it.”

Jimin can’t help letting out a little laugh at the way Jungkook’s face shifts as he thinks, biting at his lower lip as he stares into the distance just over Jimin’s shoulder.

“Just tell me the weird way and we’ll figure it out together?”

“Well it’s sort of like… Even when I’m thinking about wanting to spend time with just you, there’s moments where it almost feels weird not to have TaeTae with us. Not that I don’t love just being with you too, but I don’t know… It’s…”

“I think I understand what you mean actually. Us time has kind of become ‘Omega Time’ in my brain too. Just feels right when it’s the three of us, but all of this has always been different with TaeTae. We just…”

“Clicked?” Jungkook offers.

“Yeah, that’s probably the best way to put it. I’ve never been so certain about anyone who wasn’t you. Even when I wasn’t sure about the others, loving him hasn’t really been a question – just what it meant about everything else.”

“But you still didn’t let yourself feel it?”

“More like…” Jimin trails off as he tries to find the words, thankful that he doesn’t have to worry about judgment from Jungkook. The look on his mate’s face is purely curious, no disappointment or annoyance at Jimin’s hangups. “I just tried not to think about it before. If I did think about it, I’d always hit the same roadblock of uncertainty about the rest of the pack, and that weird need to be ready to protect us if something went wrong. All it did was make me worry, so it was easier to just focus on something else.”

Jungkook gives this a few seconds of thought before another smile stretches across his face. “I’m so happy you’re not afraid of that anymore, hyung. It made me sad to think you felt like you had to shoulder all of that worry for both of us the last time we talked about it. I’ve been thinking a lot about what the future could look like for the seven of us too, but it felt weird knowing you weren’t on the same page and… It’s just… No matter what happens, I want us to do it together.”

“I want that too,” Jimin agrees, leaning in and pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “I don’t know exactly what happens next, or when – but I do know we’ll figure it out together.”

The words earn Jimin a grin, and another (much longer) kiss from Jungkook. One kiss turns into two, then a scenting, followed by even more kissing – until both of them are giggling as they trade little pecks back and forth.

It feels good to have Jungkook tell him that he’s as invested in their relationship as he’s ever been. Jimin doesn’t usually worry about being left behind, but… it still doesn’t hurt to be reminded that they’re both in this together.

Eventually, Jungkook is the one to pull back, his teeth on display as he smiles and asks, “So, what do you think is going to be the best part of all of us living together someday?”

“Oh, that’s hard…” Jimin says, unable to keep from grinning too. “Maybe just… not having to say goodbye like we do now?”

“Damn, that’s better than mine.”

“What were you thinking?”

“Getting to eat more of Jin-hyung’s cooking.”

Jimin barks out a laugh. “Okay, but that really would be a huge benefit. How about… getting to tease Yoongi-hyung in person most of the time instead of over text?”

“What, you guys are gonna argue even more?”

“Of course – and you can spend more time play-fighting with Jin-hyung too. You’re the best at getting him all worked up. I think it helps him blow off a little steam.”

“Is that what you and Yoongi-hyung are doing? Blowing off steam?”

“Nah, it’s just how we communicate,” Jimin says with a shrug. “It works for us.”

“I guess you both do seem happy with it.”

“You know, now that I’m thinking about it… You and TaeTae are gonna drive Jin-hyung up the wall if you do all your crazy recipes in his kitchen.”

“TaeTae said the same thing, but I’ve got the perfect solution,” Jungkook says.

“Oh yeah? What’s that?”

“We just get him in on it. I bet he’d have fun with some of it.”

“And if that doesn’t work?”

“Then we go with TaeTae’s idea and just do it while he’s gone.”

“As long as you make sure he doesn’t come home before you’ve tidied up.” Jimin can already imagine Jin’s face upon coming home and seeing his kitchen in the middle of one of their weird experimental recipe days. Taehyung and Jungkook always clean up after themselves, but in the middle of the process it usually looks like a bomb has gone off in the small apartment kitchen.

“Yeah, fair point. We’ll have to be careful – or just accept our fate and hope he gets used to it someday.”

“Maybe if it’s bad enough, he’ll convert another room in the basement for you two – your own little second kitchen.”

Jungkook’s scent spikes pretty and floral like orange blossoms as he gives Jimin a warm smile. “Wow, you really are thinking about the future if you’re planning home renovations for a place we don’t even live yet. Wait until I tell TaeTae.”

“Wait, I’m not planning anything,” Jimin whines, giving Jungkook a gentle shove back onto the couch and then climbing over him. “It was just a thought! Please don’t tell anybody anything.”

“Aww, you don’t want them to know how smitten you are yet, hyung?” Jungkook asks, grinning up from where Jimin has him pinned.

“It’s still really new. Give me a bit to get used to it first?”

“Alright, your home renovation plans are safe with me – and the rest of it too, I guess. There is a small fee for the service though.”

Jungkook shuts his eyes, puckering his lips expectantly.

“Fine,” Jimin answers, leaning down for a quick kiss. “Thanks for not saying anything yet.”

“What if there are additional fees?” Jungkook’s eyes open again as his hands snake up Jimin’s thighs to grab his ass. “Pretty big secret to keep for just one little kiss.”

The opportunity is just too much to pass up.

“You’re right. Excuse me for being stingy.” Jimin leans down for one more peck, then licks a big wet stripe up one of Jungkook’s cheeks before leaping off of him and making a run for the bedroom.

“Oh, I’m gonna get you back for that one, hyung!”

“I’d like to see you try,” Jimin calls out behind him, leaping onto their bed and immediately gathering up pillows to launch at Jungkook as he enters the doorway.

It’s a battle he’s definitely going to lose, but sometimes knowing that is half the fun.

Notes:

Hobi out here making sure that JK is taken care of! You know he'll absolutely be giving the rest of the pack instructions on how to do this for their maknae.

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude chapter to kick off our next mini arc. Those of you who have been waiting for a little more action should be very pleased ;D

Chapter 100: Interlude – Dead Ends

Notes:

It feels a little anticlimactic to have chapter 100 be an interlude, but that's just how it worked out ( ̄▽ ̄)”

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Jin]: Our plans for tonight will have to shift. My contact in the police force has finally provided us with an actionable lead on the men who murdered our employee.

[Tae]: oh hell yes

[Tae]: do you have an address?

[Jin]: I have a general location.

[Tae]: that’s fine. i don’t mind hunting (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: Before you get too excited, my contact will be making an arrest when we’re done with him. Handcuffing a corpse won’t do him much good.

[Tae]: and if he’s a little roughed up?

[Jin]: That will be acceptable. You’re not going alone, however.

[Yoongi]: Am I going?

[Hobi]: we’re still working out the details.

[Yoongi]: Are you guys home?

[Hobi]: me and jinnie were out for a meeting. just picked up joonie 2 but we’ll be home soon.

[JK]: jiminie is still at work but i can make sure he knows to come home instead of your place

[JK]: keep us posted

[JK]: and be careful

[Tae]: don’t worry

[Tae]: i’ll be there so everything will be fine

[Tae]: probably changkyun and jooheon too

[JK]: yeah more backup is probably good

[Tae]: so what do we know about the guy?

[Hobi]: small time. no apparent loyalties but yoongles can dig into it more.

[Hobi]: my guess is he’s just someone they hired.

[Jin]: Yoongi-yah, I’ve forwarded you the information.

[Yoongi]: Got it. I’ll start digging.

[Tae]: no luck on the second guy guy?

[Jin]: Nothing yet. Perhaps this one will give up his associate.

[Tae]: i’ll make him talk

[Tae]: see if he likes losing fingers as much as he liked taking them from our guy

[Jin]: That might be a little obvious, love.

[Tae]: ugh

[Tae]: this is why we shouldn’t involve the police (¬_¬”)

[Tae]: i’ll be less obvious

[Jin]: Thank you.

[Yoongi]: No loyalties was a good way to put it. This guy gets his money from all over, but no big payments or patterns that I can see on a first look.

[Hobi]: if he’s really that small time taehyungie probably won’t even need 2 hurt him 2 get him talking.

[Tae]: small time guy taking his first bigger job?

[Yoongi]: There’s a deposit in here for a million won recently. You really think that’s all he got for killing one of our guys?

[Tae]: maybe if he split it with the other guy

[Tae]: they’re definitely not professionals. the scene in that van had “baby’s first murder” written all over it

[Tae]: i wouldn’t have paid them at all for that kind of work

[Tae]: doesn’t make any sense

[Namjoon]: I have a thought on that.

[Tae]: i’m all ears

[Namjoon]: We’re working under the assumption that this murder and the stolen shipment a while back are both probes of our operation, likely coming from the same source, correct?

[Hobi]: yeah.

[Tae]: it makes the most sense

[Namjoon]: The murder was sloppy, at least once the abduction part had been executed. The stolen shipment was all smooth until they were out of there, but how they ditched the truck after was sloppy too.

[Namjoon]: But waiting so long between the stolen shipment and the murder wasn’t sloppy. Neither was all the planning that went into the abduction and the theft.

[Namjoon]: Maybe hiring these small-time guys is intentionally sloppy.

[Hobi]: oh that’s a good thought…

[Hobi]: minimizes the chances of it coming back 2 bite them if they think we aren’t worth the time.

[Tae]: god damn it

[Tae]: if you’re right then this guy isn’t going to know shit

[Jin]: We should still talk to him.

[Hobi]: yeah no point throwing out a potential lead.

[Namjoon]: I agree. We do exactly what we’ve been planning on, but I don’t expect to get much information from him. Yoongi probably has the most hope of being able to trace a payment, but we need to be ready for whatever comes next.

[Namjoon]: I don’t think they’ll wait so long to act this time.

[Hobi]: not if our guy gave them anything worthwhile before they killed him.

[Yoongi]: I’ll dig up his entire goddamn life. Come straight to my office when you get home so I can work while we hash out the details.

[Jin]: If whoever is organizing this is any good, tracing the payment back could be nearly impossible.

[Yoongi]: Well if they made any mistakes I’ll find them.

[Jin]: Perfect. We’ll be home shortly.

~

[Hoseok to Jimin and Jungkook]

[Hobi]: we’re on our way back home now.

[Jimin]: How did it go?

[JK]: yeah did you find the guy

[Hobi]: yeah taehyungie and changkyun-ssi tracked him down no problem. hardly had 2 rough him up at all before he was spilling his guts.

[Hobi]: he didn’t know any details about who paid him. said he just got a text with the location for a drop of information on a job.

[Jimin]: You guys get his phone?

[Hobi]: yoongi has it.

[Jimin]: Good. What else?

[Hobi]: not much. kept claiming he was just there 2 assist while the other guy working with him was the one who killed our man.

[JK]: do you believe him

[Hobi]: honestly yeah. i don’t think he has enough spine 2 kill anyone. real skittish type.

[Jimin]: Did he give up his accomplice at least?

[Hobi]: nothing but a couple of tattoos he noticed and a bunch of rambling about him seeming experienced and not blinking when he cut off our man’s fingers.

[Hobi]: so basically nothing :(

[Hobi]: tempted 2 call the whole thing a waste of time. obviously we had 2 follow up but he’s about as close to a nobody as u can get.

[Jimin]: Anything of value?

[Hobi]: unclear at the moment. he gave us some locations and dates for information dumps on the job and his payment but it sounds 2 organized for us 2 find anything.

[JK]: what kind of locations

[Jimin]: Any businesses?

[Hobi]: nope. public park and a back alley.

[Jimin]: Nothing traceable then. Cameras at either location?

[Hobi]: yoongi and taehyung are looking into that now. joon and jin are headed home with me 2 dig through all the financial info yoongi found. my hopes are not high for our success.

[Jimin]: Is there anything we can do to help?

[Hobi]: no but thanks for offering :)

[Hobi]: just try 2 stay vigilant. we don’t know what they’re going 2 do next and i would hate 2 see either of u in the crossfire. be especially careful if ur coming 2 the house. no public transportation until we get this sorted okay?

[Jimin]: Yeah we can do that (●'◡'●)

~~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Jin]: Considering that we are essentially out of leads at this point…

[Jin]: Date night?

[Tae]: god yeah i need a break

[Tae]: so annoying to hit this many dead ends

[Tae]: i need cuddles and for someone to tell me i’m pretty ( ╥ω╥ )

[Yoongi]: I’m about 99% sure Joon-ah is running your direction as we speak.

[Hobi]: u say that like a joke but he was just here a second ago and exited the room immediately after looking at his phone ;)

[Tae]: i mean that’s great but i would kind of also like it if jiminie or jungkookie was next in line when joonie-hyung is done

[Jimin]: I’d like that too. It’s been a few days (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[JK]: yeah i miss you guys

[Hobi]: aww we miss u 2 baby.

[Hobi]: both of u <3

~~

[Jungkook to Yoongi]

[JK]: hyung have you slept yet

[JK]: you looked so tired last night

[Yoongi]: I had a nap. I’m okay.

[JK]: i think you need more than a nap

[JK]: you were all jittery and your scent was off

[Yoongi]: It’s okay. Just trying to get to the bottom of all of this and make sure we can keep everyone safe. I’ll grab some more sleep later. Sorry if I worried you.

[JK]: dont you work better when you’ve had proper rest

[Yoongi]: I’m a firm believer that I work best when I’m working.

[JK]: hyung that doesnt make any sense

[Yoongi]: Don’t you have class soon? Got a ride lined up?

[JK]: yes i have a ride

[JK]: but thats not what what this talk is about

[Yoongi]: Jungkook-ah.

[JK]: what

[Yoongi]: I really appreciate your concern, but right now I need to focus on figuring this out. Thank you for checking on me. Make sure you text the group chat when you leave and when you get to school okay?

[JK]: ...fine

~

[Namjoon to Yoongi]

[Namjoon]: Anything?

[Yoongi]: No. Still working.

[Namjoon]: I was worried that might be the case. I’ll be down in a minute.

[Yoongi]: For what? Nothing you can do to help right now Joon-ah.

[Namjoon]: I don’t think that’s entirely true.

~~

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: Did you manage, darling?

[Namjoon]: Yeah. Just told him I was coming down to help and he let me in no problem. Took a couple of nips, but he’s asleep now.

[Jin]: Perfect. The poor thing hasn’t had a proper rest in days.

[Namjoon]: His scent is pretty off. I don’t think he’ll sleep long until whatever stimulants he took wear off.

[Jin]: I see.

[Jin]: Bring him up to our room, please.

[Namjoon]: I don’t think he’ll sleep any better there.

[Jin]: Neither do I. However, I’m fairly certain that Hobi-yah knows where Yoongi-yah keeps his pills. He can grab something to help.

[Namjoon]: And I can’t be anywhere nearby because he won’t risk giving up Yoongi’s secret.

[Jin]: Exactly.

[Namjoon]: Alright. I’ll bring him up to our room.

[Jin]: Perfect. I’ll ask Hoseok-ah for help.

[Jin]: Let me know when he wakes up so I can bring some food for him to take with the pills?

[Namjoon]: Will do.

~~

[Yoongi to JK]

[Yoongi]: Sorry I blew you off the other day. I appreciate you trying to talk a little sense into me.

[JK]: its okay

[JK]: namjoon hyung says you get like that sometimes so i figured it probably didnt really have anything to do with me

[Yoongi]: It didn’t. Just pisses me off when I have so many leads and all of them turn up nothing. Makes me feel like I’m fucking up so I just gotta keep going.

[JK]: is there even anything left for you to look into

[Yoongi]: Not really. And I hate waiting.

[JK]: sounds like you need something else to think about

[Yoongi]: I guess. It was nice to see you guys the other night, even though I was a bit of a disaster.

[JK]: mostly just tired and jittery

[Yoongi]: Yeah I kind of figured that when Min-ah dragged me into bed for a nap.

[JK]: did you sleep at all

[JK]: you guys were gone for like two hours

[Yoongi]: I think I might have slept a little. Hard to say. I popped a few adderall before you guys showed up.

[JK]: thats not good for you hyung

[Yoongi]: Yeah no shit. It’s fine though. Joon-ah helped me get my head back on straight.

[Yoongi]: And even if I didn’t sleep it was still nice to rest my eyes for a bit. Min-ah definitely slept a little.

[JK]: yeah he was tired too

[Yoongi]: You been feeling okay?

[JK]: nothing really going wrong here

[Yoongi]: Great. Not what I asked though.

[JK]: umm

[Yoongi]: You can talk to me sweetheart. Something on your mind lately?

[JK]: a little

[Yoongi]: Something we’re doing?

[JK]: no its just

[JK]: chuseok is coming up

[Yoongi]: Oh shit yeah I suppose it is. You don’t like it?

[JK]: i dont know

[JK]: i think its just hard to see everyone else getting together with family

[Yoongi]: Do you and Min-ah do anything special?

[JK]: most of the time we try to cook lots of good food and stuff together

[JK]: but last year we couldnt really afford to do anything and jiminie was still kind of a wreck over losing his job

[JK]: but i think its mostly just weird to know i cant go home

[Yoongi]: I’m sorry baby. That really sucks.

[Yoongi]: I know it’s not the same, but maybe you could do something with us this year? We kind of split up for this holiday but I’m sure you could come with any one of us if you wanted. Min-ah too obviously.

[JK]: what do you guys do

[Yoongi]: I travel to see my family for a day or two. Same for Jin-hyung and Seok-ah. Tae and Joon tag along with either me or Jin-hyung most years but they’ve stayed back home before too.

[JK]: i thought hobi hyungs family kind of sucked

[Yoongi]: Oh they definitely do.

[JK]: why does he visit them then

[Yoongi]: Great question. I ask myself that every goddamn year. Might wanna prepare yourself for when he gets back too. Those visits are always hard on him but I think he feels like he has to. Honestly it’s basically impossible to get him to talk about it.

[JK]: poor hobi hyung

[JK]: i hope we can help him feel better after

[JK]: maybe the seven of us could do something later

[Yoongi]: You mean like we do every week?

[JK]: well yeah but maybe more special or something

[Yoongi]: Like what?

[JK]: i dont know

[JK]: maybe jin hyung will have a good idea

[Yoongi]: Yeah he’s probably your best bet.

[JK]: either way i dont know if i feel up to meeting anyones family on chuseok yet

[JK]: feel like that might just hurt worse

[JK]: but its really sweet of you to offer

[Yoongi]: Of course. You’ll have to meet my parents sometime but don’t worry too much. It’s not a rush and they’re going to fucking love you.

[JK]: thanks hyung

[JK]: id like that sometime

[JK]: maybe if namjoon hyung and taetae decide to stay back the four of us could do something together

[Yoongi]: They would both love that.

[JK]: ill probably give them some time to decide what theyre doing before i ask

[JK]: dont want them to feel like they have to or something

[JK]: me and jiminie will be okay alone too

[Yoongi]: I’m sure they’d rather spend it with you.

[JK]: ill ask about their plans once it gets closer

[JK]: thanks for talking about it with me hyung

[Yoongi]: Of course. I like talking to you about your problems you know.

[JK]: i know

[JK]: i feel the same about you

[Yoongi]: Thanks JK.

~

[Yoongi to Namjoon and Taehyung]

[Yoongi]: You’re both uninvited to my family’s chuseok celebration this year.

[Namjoon]: Were we invited in the first place?

[Yoongi]: Your standing invitation that is valid every other year has been revoked for this year specifically.

[Tae]: this is for the best

[Tae]: i lost a bet with your dad about how long you would keep the ginger hair

[Tae]: if i go i have to walk the dogs for an hour both nights ( ; ω ; )

[Yoongi]: Wait what?

[Yoongi]: When did you make that bet?

[Tae]: i might have dropped in after a job in the area one time a couple of months back

[Tae]: your dad tells the best stories about you after a few glasses of whiskey

[Yoongi]: Why are you like this?

[Tae]: interested in forming bonds with the family of my mate?

[Yoongi]: More like interested in my mother’s cooking and dad’s gossip.

[Tae]: guilty (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: You’re uninvited forever.

[Tae]: pfft your mom would overrule you so fast

[Tae]: she loves me

[Namjoon]: She does love him. I don’t think you’ll have much luck with that one.

[Yoongi]: Ugh. Fine.

[Yoongi]: You’re still uninvited for this year.

[Namjoon]: Can I ask why?

[Yoongi]: You’re also uninvited from Seokjin-hyung’s.

[Tae]: nice

[Tae]: they like me best in smaller doses anyway (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Again I’m curious about why.

[Yoongi]: You’re the smartest person I know. Pretty sure you can figure it out if you think about it for like two seconds.

[Tae]: wow a compliment from yoongi-hyung right out in the open

[Tae]: you gonna screenshot that namjoon-hyung?

[Namjoon]: Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah don’t have anywhere to go for chuseok

[Yoongi]: See I knew you could do it.

[Tae]: ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: hell yeah we can do something cool together

[Tae]: i’ll ask jungkookie and jiminie what they think about it

[Yoongi]: Wait.

[Yoongi]: Give it a little bit of time first. Jungkook-ah just told me about it and he didn’t want you guys getting pressured into it.

[Tae]: aww i’m so proud of you

[Tae]: scheming like a professional (´♥ω♥`)

[Namjoon]: I think it would be great to do something together. Not that I don’t love your family, Yoongi. Or Jin’s. They’re both great.

[Yoongi]: But being home with all three of your omegas is literally like your wet dream.

[Yoongi]: I know. It’s okay.

[Namjoon]: Do you have to say it like that?

[Tae]: you guys hammer out the vocabulary

[Tae]: i’ve got recipes to look at (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i don’t know what me and jungkookie are gonna make but it’s gonna be AWESOME

~

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: hey hyung

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: hey baby

[Tae]: what’s up?

[JK]: looking for some advice on how to bring something up with everyone

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: what do you want to talk about?

[JK]: you nipped jiminie right

[Tae]: aww does jungkookie want a nip too? (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: i’d love to give you one

[JK]: id like that a lot too

[JK]: but not just from you

[Tae]: do you want these nips in a specific time frame or is it more just that you want them to know you’re okay with it?

[JK]: the second one

[Tae]: okay hear me out

[Tae]: just ask it in the group chat

[Tae]: everyone is home right now and it gives jiminie a chance to say how he feels about it too

[JK]: i mean that sounds good but

[JK]: it also feels like sort of a weird thing to just say out of nowhere

[Tae]: let me help? i promise i can ask in a way that’s not embarrassing or weird for you

[JK]: okay

[JK]: thank you hyung

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: so me and jungkookie were talking about how we handle nips in this pack and i thought maybe that was something better discussed here

[Tae]: cause i probably shouldn’t be the only one weighing in on that (^ω^)

[Jin]: I agree completely. Given their nature, nips are probably something we should discuss as a group.

[Jin]: Are you looking to get nipped, Jungkook-ah? Or just curious for now?

[JK]: a little bit of both i guess

[JK]: not that i wanna get nipped right this moment but its something i think id like especially now that ive scented with almost everyone

[Jin]: Yes, I believe it’s just me who’s yet to give you a proper scenting. Something we’ll have to remedy soon ;-)

[Jin]: For now, you’d like to know more about how we handle nips?

[JK]: yes please

[Jimin]: I’m admittedly curious too ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Nips are something everyone has their own preferences for, and we do our best to respect that.

[Hobi]: yeah like taehyungie loves them so he gets lots from all of us.

[Yoongi]: And Seok-ah only likes them sometimes.

[Jin]: Our general rule of thumb is to always ask if we’re unsure. We might not need to verbally confirm as often now that we’ve gotten accustomed to one another, but it takes a while to get to that point.

[Namjoon]: Exactly. And until then, we’d very much like to ask every time.

[Hobi]: how do u 2 handle nips?

[JK]: we usually know when its okay too but we always ask if we arent sure

[Jimin]: Yeah I’m usually always okay with a nip if Kookie wants to give me one

[Jimin]: And he really likes getting them most of the time too (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: Are there times you find them upsetting?

[JK]: not really

[Jimin]: Just inconvenient if I wanna be able to focus

[JK]: yeah thats usually my only complaint too

[Namjoon]: Thank you for explaining. It sounds like we shouldn’t have any trouble so long as there’s open communication then.

[Jin]: Agreed. However, I would like to clarify exactly what changes after this conversation, just to make sure we’re all on the same page.

[Jin]: Jungkook-ah, are we to understand you would be open to the possibility of being asked if you’d like a nip?

[JK]: yeah id like that a lot if you guys want it too

[Tae]: oh they definitely want it (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: I don’t think there’s a single one of us that wouldn’t want to nip you, sweetheart.

[Namjoon]: An understatement.

[Hobi]: what about u jiminie?

[Jimin]: ummm ( 〃▽〃)

[Namjoon]: If you’re not ready yet, that’s completely okay.

[Jimin]: No I think I’d like that too. You guys can ask

[Jimin]: If we haven’t scented yet though I’d like to do that first if that’s okay?

[Hobi]: perfectly okay baby <3

[Tae]: sounds like that’s all hashed out then

[Tae]: did you get all your questions answered jungkookie?

[JK]: yeah i feel better now

[JK]: thank you guys

[Jin]: Of course, darling. If you ever have any more questions, we’d love to answer them :-)

~

[Taehyung to Jungkook]

[Tae]: was that okay? did i put you on the spot in any ways that made you uncomfortable?

[JK]: no that was perfect hyung

[JK]: thank you so much

[JK]: youre the best

Notes:

See you Sunday to find out where all this business goes ;D

Chapter 101: Taken

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It’s just a normal night at work for Jungkook.

Closing shifts at Special-(f)x have never bothered him much. He only has to spend about two hours alone, and the shop is usually pretty dead this late at night, especially on a weekday like this with nothing scheduled. At most he might set up a couple of appointments, but usually it’s just him and some good music blasting in his headphones while he cleans up the place.

His last order of business is always to take out the trash. He double checks that he’s locked the front door to the shop, then goes room by room making sure that everything else is done too. Cash is in the safe, doors are locked, everything is set up for Amber’s first appointment in the morning, and all the lights are off.

Time to go home.

There are two bags of trash by the back door where Jungkook left them. He slings them both over one shoulder and locks the back door behind him as he leaves, bopping his head along to the music playing through his headphones. Once both bags are in the dumpster, he’s done for the night. Maybe he can ask whoever is picking him up tonight if they can stop for food on the way home. He could really go for some noodles, and Jimin is usually up for a snack if Jungkook brings something back with him too.

One quick check of his phone and he sees a text from Jimin saying he’s at the house instead of the apartment, apparently hanging out with Yoongi-hyung. Jungkook debates going to join them, but he’s tired enough to just grab something to eat and go to bed. He can text Jimin back once he’s in the car. For now, he’s gotta try and figure out what he wants to do for food. Noodles sound like a bit much if it’s just him… Maybe he can just swing into a convenience store and grab something quick.

Between the headphones covering his ears and his thoughts being occupied with a late dinner, it’s really no surprise he’s easy to sneak up on.

His vision goes black in an instant as he’s grabbed from behind and some sort of bag is slipped over his head. He tries to scream – mostly because they’re in the middle of the city and making a scene is the best way to ensure that whoever is doing this has to rush. Unfortunately, he barely gets more than a squeak out before his mouth is covered and a strong arm wraps around his neck.

Shit.

The bag on his head is shoved into place with enough force to knock his headphones down around his neck, making it easy for him to hear as a man’s voice says calmly, “One more peep and I won’t hesitate to crush your windpipe. You’re coming with us one way or another, but you get to decide how difficult that’s going to be for you.”

It’s a bluff. This is a kidnapping. If they wanted him dead, they’d have done it already.

Jungkook lets out a whine and only struggles enough to show how ‘weak’ he is, trying to play the part of some terrified omega with no training at all.

“That’s it,” the man’s voice says. He’s still covering Jungkook’s mouth, but the arm around his throat relaxes somewhat. “You keep your mouth shut and do what I say, and I’ll make sure you don’t get hurt any more than necessary.”

They start walking after that. Jungkook whimpers behind the hand covering his mouth – mouth running on autopilot begging to be let go while he focuses on everything around him.

The man behind him is definitely strong, at least judging by how easily he wrenches Jungkook’s arms backward and holds them there as he shoves him forward. If it's just the one guy, there might be hope for escape. A surprise attack or–

“You got those cuffs?” the man asks, coming to a stop.

“In the truck. Let’s hurry it up.”

Shit. Definitely at least two of them. Probably another one watching the vehicle. Jungkook is pretty sure they’re still somewhere in the alley behind Special-(f)x, and if they’re taking him to a vehicle that probably means they’re headed to a secondary location. It would be stupid to do whatever they’re planning to do right here where someone might come looking for him.

A secondary location is always going to be more dangerous, and Jungkook would rather not have to wait for rescue if he can help it. Cuffs on his hands will make any potential escape harder too, but acting docile now could buy him a better opportunity later. It’s also hard to judge what he’s up against when he can’t see. He could wait and–

No. He’s been through this before, and he’s gotten out of worse circumstances on his own.

Gotta try.

Jungkook can hear the man at his back breathing, giving away his position and making it easy to line up the strike. Without warning, Jungkook slams his head back with as much force as he can and stomps down hard on his captor’s right foot. He can hear the crunch of bone as the back of his head collides with the face of the man behind him, followed by a loud yelp as his arms are dropped. Hands try to grab at him as he falls to the ground, rolling off to one side and reaching up to yank the cloth sack off of his head.

Unfortunately, all this does is give him a brief glimpse of the pavement before he’s tackled and the bag is pulled back down.

“Wow, you got yourself a feisty little thing,” one of the men says.

The words are followed by at least three different sets of laughter, and one of them saying, “Yeah, sounds like the pretty thing broke your nose. Get your ass kicked by omegas often?”

“Fuck you. Do you see how big he is? Get the goddamn cuffs on him and let’s move.” That’s definitely the voice of the guy who was holding Jungkook before, but he sounds a lot more irritated now.

Good. Bastards.

“You heard him. Stop fucking around and get the cuffs on. We got a deadline to meet.”

They’re a lot less gentle with Jungkook this time as two of them pick him up and shove him forward, but at least now he definitely knows their threats are empty. They didn’t even hit him for that escape attempt, so whoever orchestrated this clearly wants him delivered unharmed. It’s far from the worst kidnapping attempt he’s lived through. Being the son of one of the most powerful women in Busan has definitely led to plenty of ransom attempts over the years – so what’s one more? He’s more concerned with how they found him and what that means for his relationship with his mother going forward. If his identity is already compromised, would she allow him home for visits again?

Either way, he has to get through this first.

The men gag him and secure his hands behind his back with a set of plastic zip tie cuffs, then force him up into the back of what feels like a van – or maybe a box truck of some kind… Hard to be sure when he can’t see.

They take his phone last, fishing it out of his pocket and throwing it out onto the street with a laugh and some comment about how they don’t need anyone finding them because of a cell phone. To their credit, they also check to make sure Jungkook doesn’t have any other potentially traceable electronics on him, so they’re not completely stupid.

Jungkook acts appropriately distressed by this, pleading around the gag in his mouth. He begs for them to let him go, asking why they’re doing this – all the standard lines.

“Give it a fucking rest,” one of the men yells. “No amount of sniveling is going to change what happens here, so shut up before we make you.”

He cowers back against the corner of the vehicle and stops his pleading, settling for the occasional little sniffle so they think he’s crying. It gives him more opportunity to try and listen for anything that might give away where they’re headed. So far they seem to be moving relatively slowly, making enough turns that he’s certain they’re still weaving through city streets. Maybe they have a location nearby…

Not like it matters either way.

They have no idea what they’re in for.

*******

Jimin is supposed to be by himself at the apartment tonight, but then he finds out Yoongi is home alone while the rest of the pack are out to dinner with a potential client, and he figures he may as well keep the alpha company. It’s also a good chance to do something with just the two of them.

They haven’t had a ton of opportunity to hang out alone recently (at least outside of their late night Midnight Snack video calls), and Jimin would kind of like to test the waters to see if maybe Yoongi wants to scent properly with him. Honestly, he’s already pretty sure that the answer to that is ‘yes’ – but it doesn’t hurt to confirm.

However, scenting is just Phase One of the plan starting to take shape in Jimin’s mind.

After hearing from Taehyung, Jin, and Hoseok about just how much Yoongi apparently wants him, he’s starting to get curious. He figures the best way to test this apparent fixation on his rear end is just to start putting it on display more deliberately so he can see what happens. Not tonight though, since they have this other step to handle first. He wants to scent with Yoongi because he likes him – actually loves him, though he’s still getting used to that fact – but also because he wants that particular detail already taken care of if he does get Yoongi to crack.

It’s late when he heads over to the house, but neither of them have eaten yet. Yoongi offers to cook, and Jimin gets to enjoy a front row seat watching him work while they chat about the day so far – and argue about whatever tiny things come up, of course.

By the time they’ve finished eating, it’s about time for Jungkook to get off of work, and Jimin shoots him a quick text explaining where he is so there’s no panic when Jungkook gets back to an empty apartment. It’s something that happens more and more often now. While they still spend the occasional evening home alone to work on homework while the other is working, usually they opt to just come to the house instead. Yoongi never minds when Jimin sets up on his coffee table with textbooks and his laptop, and Jin is always happy to have Jungkook studying nearby while he’s working in the kitchen.

Jimin and Yoongi are settled on the couch and looking for something to watch when Jimin’s phone starts ringing.

It’s Namjoon calling out of the blue, which isn’t unheard of, but it’s weird enough that Yoongi raises a brow when he sees Namjoon’s name on Jimin’s phone screen too.

“Hey, hyung,” Jimin says as he picks up the call. “What’s up? Is everything–”

“Is Jungkook with you?” Namjoon interrupts, his voice strained and clearly worried.

Shit, this can’t be good.

Jimin’s stomach drops and he puts his phone on speaker so Yoongi doesn’t have to struggle to listen. “No, Jungkook isn’t here. He was supposed to be getting off of work like ten minutes ago. What’s going on?”

“Fuck, I need to get a hold of Yoongi. I’ll have Jin call you with the detai–”

“Already here, Joon,” Yoongi says. “What’s happening?”

“Jungkook never came out for his ride after work. When our security guy tried to check on him, he found the shop locked up but no sign of him. He’s not picking up his phone. It goes straight to voicemail.”

“I might still be able to find it,” Yoongi offers. “Do you have–”

“Yoongi is going to have to call you from his phone,” Jimin interrupts. “You guys do whatever you can and I’ll work on it from my end.” Jimin doesn’t bother waiting for a response, just hangs up and immediately starts going through his contact list, hands shaking. He knows who he needs to call. He’s just praying that they’ll still even take a call from him.

There’s not a single doubt in his mind that Jungkook was prepared for this possibility. He has to be. Jimin has made sure to drill into his head that even this many miles from Busan, something could still happen to them. Someone could find them, make the connection to the Jeon family, and put their lives at risk.

Yoongi freezes for a couple of seconds before pulling out his own phone and asking, “Do you know something we don’t, Min-ah?”

“Hopefully. Don’t worry about me. Just do what you can in case this doesn’t work.”

With one little nod, Yoongi puts his phone up to his ear and immediately stands up to head for his desk. “Joon, I’m here. Gonna see if I can find his phone.”

Jimin tunes them out. It’s not hard to do with adrenaline pumping through his body and his blood rushing loudly between his ears. His mate has been taken. The last time that this happened was before they ever put claiming bites on one another, but the panic and determination are exactly how he remembers.

He finds the number he’s looking for and calls it.

Three rings pass before a familiar voice picks up the phone. “Jimin-ssi, if you’re calling me, it must be a hell of an emergency,” Yugyeom’s familiar voice says. He really doesn’t sound much different at all, even nearly three years later, and if he still has his work phone then he should be able to give Jimin what he needs.

“Location for Jungkook.”

“You call up after years of being gone and you think that–”

“I wouldn’t be calling if I didn’t need it, Yugyeom.”

“What happened?”

“Someone grabbed him after work. That is literally all I know, so will you just–”

“I can’t just give that out to anyone. Besides, do you really think he still keeps that thing charged?”

“I know he does,” Jimin says, trying to keep some of the frustration out of his voice at this obvious waste of time. Yugyeom is the member of the Jeon family security team most likely to help him. He has to make him understand. “Listen, what do you think you’ll get in more trouble for – giving me his location, or being the one who wasted time while some asshole was taking pieces off of him?”

There’s silence on the other end for a few seconds before Yugyeom asks, “You’re sure someone’s got him? We haven’t gotten a ransom call.”

“I didn’t realize we were waiting for calls before we act – and if it’s not a ransom call, then it’s much worse, so please just give me his goddamn location.”

“Fine, just– I’ll get it to you right away, but I’m going to have to run it up the line right after that. If I didn’t owe you–”

“I know. Thank you. I promise I wouldn’t call if it wasn’t an emergency.”

Yugyeom lets out a sigh. “Alright. Give me a minute to pull it up and I’ll text you the details.”

“Thank you.”

Jimin doesn’t waste a second. He trusts Yugyeom to rush, and he’s going to need to get moving as soon as possible, get one of the security guys to drive him or see if he can find a set of keys on his way out. Worst case he can get a running start and meet up with a cab down the road. He’s got a few supplies in his bag, but nothing like he used to pack at all times back in Busan. Maybe Taehyung has a few things or–

“Min-ah, what the hell are you doing?” Yoongi calls out as he jogs into the foyer where Jimin is currently digging through his backpack.

“Going to go save Jungkook. What does it look like?” Jimin answers, barely even looking up as he pulls out a knife from the bottom of his bag.

“Do you even know where he is?”

“Not yet, but I will in about two minutes. Nothing from his phone?”

“Still near Special-(f)x. Security is double checking, but my guess is that whoever grabbed him must have dumped it. How do you know where he is?”

“GPS tracker tucked into one of his shoes,” Jimin explains. He’s gotten everything he can from his own bag, so he closes it up and stands to face Yoongi. “I’ve still got a contact on the Jeon security team, so he’s getting me a location. Does Tae have supplies anywhere?”

“We’ve got stuff in every one of the cars.”

“Great. Keys?”

Yoongi reaches into his pants pocket and fishes out a set of keys that he holds up for Jimin to see – except he shoves them back in his pocket the moment Jimin takes a step toward him. “You’re not doing this alone, Min-ah.”

Hell. There’s no time for this. He needs to be ready to go as soon as he can. Every moment they spend here is another moment Jungkook is stuck with whoever has taken him. He can’t afford to waste time convincing Yoongi to let him go.

Mind made up, Jimin steps right into Yoongi’s space, eyes locked with the alpha’s. “Yoongi, I love you but if you try to stop me right now, I will put you on the fucking ground. I’m getting Kookie back. Now give me the goddamn keys or I’ll take them.”

Yoongi freezes for a split second before he says, “Stop you? No, I’m coming with you. Let’s go get him.”

*******

The car ride is long enough and filled with enough turns that Jungkook has absolutely no idea what part of town they might be in anymore. He eventually hears the crunch of gravel under the tires, but it’s impossible to say whether they’re in an industrial area, some little side street, or if they’ve left the city entirely.

“Alright,” one of the men says. “You two bring him in and get our money. Then we can get the hell out of here.”

Definitely hired muscle then.

It’s not that it’s exactly uncommon to hire help for jobs, but Jungkook can’t help being surprised that someone would hire out help to kidnap him. They’ve gotta know how dangerous his family is, and how easily they could pay people to turn on them. It worked out this time, but it feels sloppy. Whatever, he can focus on how goddamn stupid these people are after he’s out.

Two men take him out of the vehicle and walk him up to some sort of building. It sounds… empty? Their footsteps echo and the floor feels like concrete. A warehouse maybe?

“Stairs,” one of the men warns him. His voice is annoyed and he sounds like someone has plugged his nose. Must be the guy Jungkook was able to headbutt.

Even with the warning, Jungkook still struggles with the metal stairs (definitely some sort of industrial building), but the men just hold him up by his arms and keep forcing him forward. They finally come to a stop just a minute or so after the stairs.

“Has he been harmed?” a new voice asks. The words come from a man somewhere in front of them, tone clipped and serious.

One of his captors laughs. “Not even a little, though he might have bumped his head on this poor bastard’s nose, as you can see.”

“Hurts like a motherfu–”

“Let me see his face,” the new voice interrupts.

The bag over Jungkook’s head is pulled free, and his eyes are suddenly assaulted with light so bright that he has to squeeze them almost completely shut to try and take in the room around him. They’re definitely in a factory of some sort, on a raised platform overlooking a floor full of pipes connecting complex looking machines Jungkook has never seen before. The machines don’t seem like they’re running, but the place looks operational – maybe a legitimate business owned by whoever is doing this to him?

The platform they’re standing on is metal, probably fifteen feet wide and nearly twice as long. There’s what looks like an office tucked into the corner by the stairs, but the rest is almost entirely empty, with the exception of a wooden chair and a camera set up on a tripod in front of it.

Definitely a ransom attempt. Idiots.

Finally, he looks at the man in front of him, inspecting him the same way he leans in to inspect Jungkook’s face. The guy is older and looks hardened by experience, completely bald and wearing a well-tailored black suit. Custom clothing generally means money, so it’s unlikely this is just some small time operation – and the two bigger guys standing on either side of the man definitely give off the same air of experience and danger.

The bald guy gives a quick nod as he finishes looking over Jungkook. “Good. Secure him to that chair and then take your payment. Envelope is on the counter.”

Again, Jungkook puts up a token amount of resistance as he’s dragged over to the chair, yelling around his gag about what they want with him and asking to be let go. It doesn’t do him any good, but then again he doesn’t expect it to. The most important thing is for them to think they’re holding all of the cards, and seeming appropriately distressed is going to help with that.

They tie him to the chair, securing his cuffs to the back supports and each of his ankles to a leg of the chair. He’s stuck facing the camera, but he uses the opportunity to take in more of his surroundings under the guise of turning his head to face the men tying him down. It lets him spot plenty of big windows near the ceiling of the huge building, way too high up for him to reach. There are a few smaller platforms dotted around the edges of the room too, overlooking all the machinery below. Some of them have doors too (presumably leading outside), but each one has a guard posted.

There’s more of them than Jungkook could hope to take out on his own, especially from this position. Even if he was free to slip his cuffs to his front, without a weapon he’s got no chance.

Damn. He’s not going to be able to have any fun at all.

Once he’s been secured to the chair, the other guys who kidnapped him finally collect their payment and leave. The bald man in charge watches them go as he steps in front of Jungkook and reaches out to tug the gag out of his mouth.

“What the hell do you want with me?” Jungkook asks, even though he’s pretty sure he knows exactly why he’s here.

The man looks unimpressed, stepping back and crossing his arms. “You’re Jeon Jungkook, right?”

“I am. Who are you?”

‘You don’t need to know that. In fact, the less you know, the better. Now, why don’t you tell me about your–”

“Save your breath,” Jungkook interrupts. “I’m not telling you shit.”

“Very brave for someone entirely at my mercy.”

“Camera’s not recording. Pretty sure you’re gonna want it on video if you’re hurting me. Or am I wrong?”

“Fucking smart-ass, huh? You’re not wrong, but I’d watch your goddamn mouth going forward. Once Kim Namjoon sees me take a few swings at his omega, he’ll be practically begging to pay me for your release. If you’re enough of a pain in my ass, I might have to break a few bones just for my own satisfaction.”

Namjoon-hyung? What?

Jungkook’s thoughts screech to a halt.

“Wait, Namjoon? That’s who you’re after?”

The man is really starting to look angry now, face going red as he glares down at Jungkook. “Don’t play dumb with me. I know he’s your alpha.”

“Well yeah but…” Jungkook can’t help the laugh that bubbles up out of him. “You really don’t know who I am, do you?”

The guy grabs Jungkook’s hair and wrenches his head back. “Listen here you little shit. You only have one job, and that’s to sit here and shut up until that camera turns on – after that, whatever happens to you is all up to your alpha. If we get the money, he gets you back without too many parts missing. Understand? I’m not interested in any story you want to try and feed me.”

“Alright. Your funeral,” Jungkook says with a shrug.

That remark does earn him a proper backhand from the man, but at least he lets go of Jungkook’s hair. Having his hair pulled by this bastard makes him want to fight, but being hit is practically like second nature to him after all his years of combat training. Still, no need to take more blows than he has to, so he does his best to whimper convincingly and cower away from another potential hit.

God, acting helpless is exhausting.

“At least you know to stop running your mouth when you’ve been put in your place,” the bald guy says, slipping the gag back up into Jungkook’s mouth. “Just keep it that way until I get your precious alpha on a call. We’ve got to give him a chance to sweat a little.” With that, he walks away down the metal steps and leaves Jungkook sitting on that chair under the watchful gaze of the two guards who were with the bald man when they arrived.

So much for his identity being compromised and him having a chance to reunite with his family. Really, Jungkook should have known better. With everything going on with the pack lately, they’ve been expecting escalation. He just kind of thought the escalation would be a bigger theft. Then again, why waste time on a heist when they can just extort the money out of Namjoon instead? Nothing to try and resell while covering their tracks, just a nice lump sum of cash – much cleaner.

It still doesn’t really change what sort of rescue Jungkook expects.

Jimin is coming for him. Jimin always comes for him.

*******

Yoongi has never seen Jimin like this before. It reminds him of how Taehyung gets on a serious job, that sort of barely restrained mania that comes out all quiet and determined until it’s time to cut loose and suddenly there’s blood everywhere and his omega is left standing victorious and surrounded by bodies.

It’s hard to say if it’s going to play out the same way when Jimin is turned loose on whoever has Jungkook – but Yoongi is definitely glad to not be on the receiving end of it either way. In fact, he’s really happy to be going in with Jimin. The fact that someone has the fucking audacity to take one of their omegas… He’s going to hurt them. Jimin can’t have all the fun.

Fuck, and did Jimin really say

Later. He can think about that later. Honestly he’s not even sure Jimin realizes what he said, not with his mind so utterly focused on the task ahead of them.

Yoongi runs to grab a laptop and then makes one quick call down to the front gate security office to have Kihyun bring up the least suspicious car they have. (The keys in his pocket are for one of their big SUVs, but that’s definitely too conspicuous.) No need to drive up in something obvious when they could have a better chance at catching these assholes off guard.

Kihyun shows up with a slightly beat-up looking gray sedan that could belong to any young punk out for a drive. Perfect.

Jimin seems to agree, giving a short nod as Kihyun pulls up, then immediately taking his phone out of his pocket when it dings with an incoming message. “I’ve got an address,” he says, already opening the car door. “You ready?”

“Yeah, should be a bag under the driver’s seat,” Yoongi says, climbing into the other side of the backseat with Jimin. “Kihyun-ssi, you okay with driving? We’re expecting trouble.”

“Taehyung-ssi called me before you did. I’m aware this will be dangerous. You know where we’re going?” Once he’s got the address from Jimin and typed it into the navigation system, he starts heading down the driveway. “Looks like we have about a fifteen minute drive, but I should be able to shave a few off.”

“That’s fine,” Jimin says, digging under the driver’s seat until he pulls out the small black duffle bag Yoongi mentioned. “Gives us a little time to plan. Yoongi, since you brought your laptop, can you see if there’s any information on the address?”

“Already on it. Looks like a small factory. Not a lot of other buildings nearby besides a couple of warehouses, but definitely a few ways to come at it. Here, take a look at the satellite view.”

Jimin studies the screen briefly before letting out a slow nod and pointing to a nearby street on the north side of the small industrial area. “I want you to drop me off here. Plenty of tree cover on the approach so I can have a look for the best angle to get inside.”

“You want us to let you go in alone?”

“You think the three of us can take whoever’s there and make sure they don’t use that advanced warning to kill Kookie?”

Damn it. He’s right.

“We could wait for backup,” Kihyun suggests from the front seat as he weaves through late night traffic.

Jimin shakes his head. “The sooner I get there, the less chance that they expect me. According to my contact, there hasn’t been a ransom call yet – and Namjoon hasn’t called back about one either. They have no reason to suspect we’re coming this soon.”

“Who even is your contact?” Yoongi asks. “Why is Jungkook so prepared to be kidnapped that he charges a goddamn GPS tracker to keep in his shoe, and why do you seem like you’ve done this a hundred times before?”

“Shouldn’t we be more focused on the plan?”

“Just gimme the short version.”

“Okay, the short version. I seem like I’ve done this before because I have, plenty of times. You know who Kookie’s mom is, so do you really think this is the first ransom attempt we’ve been through? People have tried to snatch him with varying degrees of success tens of times throughout the years, and Jeon security does not fuck around – hence the GPS chip. Holds a charge for a few weeks, so it’s just a matter of keeping reminders in our phones to charge it before it dies.”

Yoongi can’t help raising a brow in disbelief. “You’re telling me he’s never forgotten it?”

“Not since we were kids. I was the one training to be his bodyguard back then, so I knew what was going on, and there was no way I was letting him forget. I’ve spent my whole life trying to keep him safe, and that includes making sure I can find him.”

“And your contact? Someone in the Jeon family’s security team?”

Jimin nods. “Kim Yugyeom. One of Kookie’s friends growing up and someone we trained with too, except he actually landed high up in their security team. I helped him out of a few tight spots over the years, so he owes me. Now can we focus on the plan?”

“Alright, yeah – that’s enough for now.”

“Perfect. So listen, if you drop me off where I asked, then the two of you don’t even have to get close to the building. You could just wait for a signal and drive by to grab us on our way out or–”

“No way in hell,” Yoongi interrupts. “Look, you’re right about having the best shot to get him out of there by being sneaky, but I’m not just going to sit there and do nothing while you take all of that on. What if something goes wrong?”

It looks like Jimin is about to fight back on that, but before he can get a word out, Kihyun starts speaking from the front seat. “Are you two open to suggestions?”

“Sure,” Jimin answers.

“The area around this building isn’t paved. It’s mostly just dirt, aside from the road leading to the loading dock.”

Yoongi can see that on the satellite image. There’s a large dirt or maybe gravel parking lot for employee cars, slowly fading to a big empty field of what looks like very spotty grass. “What does that have to do with anything?”

“Just that it’s a place favored by teenage hooligans who want to drive like maniacs. Plenty of open space to race or do donuts, kicks up a lot of dust clouds, and there’s usually nobody there at night – or at least that’s how it was when I was younger.”

“That sort of distraction might be enough to pull some attention away, and gives us an easy out if they come out in force. If we’re loud enough and they think we’re just some young punks causing trouble, we could probably get most of their men to at least look for a bit.”

“Maybe even long enough for backup to show up by the time I’ve got Kookie…” Jimin says. “How far away are Namjoon and the others?”

“Let me see quick.” Yoongi pulls out his phone to see about ten missed calls from Namjoon. “Shit, I had my phone silenced. I need to call him back. Want him on speaker?”

Jimin nods and Yoongi taps the button to call back.

They barely hear more than a second of ringing before Namjoon picks up, voice frantic as he asks, “Yoongi, are you okay? Where’s Jimin? Is he–”

“I’m here,” Jimin answers. “We’re fine. In the car on our way to go pick up Kookie.”

“Pick him up? Do you know where he is? I thought someone took him?”

“They did,” Yoongi says. “Listen, the important thing is that Jimin found out where they’ve got him. We’re on the way there with Kihyun right now.”

“Address?” Taehyung’s voice calls out.

Namjoon must have them on speaker too.

Jimin rattles off the address again and then explains, “I’m going in to get him. Yoongi and Kihyun are going to drop me off out of sight and then go put on a bit of a show nearby as a distraction. They’ll be in the car, so they should be safe and–”

“Jimin, you can’t go in alone,” Namjoon says. “We’re only half an hour out from the address.”

“Perfect, that’s enough time for me to make my approach and hopefully slip inside before you guys get there to back up Yoongi and Kihyun.”

“Did you not hear me?! Jimin, don’t go in there by yourself and–”

“You won’t be able to talk him out of it,” Yoongi interrupts. “I tried, but Jimin has a point. There hasn’t been a ransom call yet, so if we assume that’s what they want, they won’t be expecting us before they even call.”

“That’s not a bad argument,” Hoseok says. “At this point we have the element of surprise.”

Jin agrees with them, adding, “It is a rather rare window of opportunity.”

“God damn it.” Namjoon lets out a heavy sigh. “Alright, fine. Tell us the plan.”

*******

Jungkook is left tied to that chair in silence for quite a while, just staring into that camera lens and waiting. He’d consider making a further attempt at escape, but the two guards from earlier are still watching him closely. Even just making a slight adjustment to his position in the chair got him yelled at to hold still, so it’s not likely he’ll be getting away with much.

He uses the opportunity to listen for anything useful.

There are bits of chatter downstairs, words he can’t make out even though he can tell that one of the men speaking is the bald guy from earlier – the one who seems to be running the show. He catches a few doors shutting downstairs in various locations, which means there’s definitely more guys down there, and more potential places to hide if he manages to break free. All of the machines on the factory floor are tempting, but with so many platforms on the level above, Jungkook would be a sitting duck down there.

He can’t make out much sound from outside, at least aside from the occasional strong gust of wind beating against the windows – at least until he hears the high pitched roar of an engine from somewhere. It sounds almost like when Jungkook’s high school friends tried to get into street racing, though it’s missing that familiar squeal of tires on pavement.

Just as he’s about to write it off as some asshole out on the street, one of the two guards on the platform with him says, “Kids fucking around out in the field again?”

“Better not be,” the other guard answers. “The regulars know not to come here at night if the lights are on.”

The noise gets loud enough that a guy on one of the smaller platforms around the edge of the room steps outside to check out the sound. Just moments later, the voice of the bald man returns, mumbled curses that get louder with each moment. Must be headed back up the steps.

“Something we need to look into, boss?” one of the guards asks.

“Don’t bother, I’ve got two guys on it already. Fucking brats are going to regret showing up here today. Get the camera ready. If the cops show up, I want to be done with this part of things.”

Jungkook half expects to get roughed up a bit before the call. He’s had people do that before – mostly just to heighten the sense of urgency to pay for his safe release, but this guy doesn’t seem to care. He just has his guys set up the camera and then dials out on his phone without another word.

Unfortunately, the call isn’t on speaker, so Jungkook can only hear one half of it.

“Kim Namjoon, what a pleasure. Now, you might already have guessed, but– Yes, that’s right. We do have him. He’s fine at the moment, but that could be remedied at the drop of a hat if you don’t agree to our demands.”

The yelling from the man’s phone is loud enough for Jungkook to hear it, even if he can’t make out the words.

“Who we are isn’t important. What is important is what we want from you, and how exactly you’re going to give it to us. Once I’m sure you understand that part, you can have a look at your omega.”

There’s no yelling from the other end of the phone this time, so the man starts spelling out his demands and rules for payment. He specifies a meeting place to do the exchange, how he wants the money, and what he’s going to check before handing over Jungkook. There are plenty of threats about how if one thing is off, he’ll kill Jungkook right there in front of Namjoon. Blood everywhere, very upsetting – all the usual posturing.

It’s not like they’re going to get to actually do the exchange, but Jungkook does his best to appear appropriately distressed about the threats to his life. He can’t cry on command, but he does squeeze his eyes shut and shake his head, taking it as an opportunity to look around a bit more under the guise of being panicked and looking for a way out.

Neither the bald man or either of the guards are paying him any mind, so they completely miss the moment Jungkook catches sight of movement outside one of the windows near the ceiling. It’s quick, but unmistakable – a flash of blonde hair just peeking around the edge of one of the windows.

Jimin. Probably looking for a good angle to approach.

Jungkook knows better than to do anything that might give away Jimin’s position, so he focuses his attention on his captors, listening to the tail end of negotiations and their ransom demand of one-billion won.

That’s all?

Wow, his worth has definitely gone down. His last kidnapping attempt just out of high school was for four-billion won, but then again they were kidnapping the son of the Jeon family then. These idiots are really missing an opportunity for more here… Not that it’s going to work either way, but still. To be fair, Jungkook has put a lot of effort into hiding who he is, and maybe this is just him wishing someone would figure it out so he could have a reason to talk to his mom or–

A hand grips hard on Jungkook’s shoulder, pulling him out of his thoughts. “Eyes on the camera,” the guard standing behind him says. “Let your alpha get a good look at you.”

As instructed, Jungkook makes eye contact with the camera, which now has a little green light shining on top of it, and then the bald man steps close and holds his phone up to Jungkook, tugging the gag out of his mouth.

“It’s on speaker. Say hello so he knows this is live.”

Jungkook grins at the camera, and says, “Hi, hyung. I’d wave, but that’s a little hard at the moment. Can you see me?”

“I can see you, Kook-ah,” Namjoon says over the phone. He definitely sounds stressed, but there’s an edge of relief in his voice too, probably because he can see Jungkook is safe. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m fine – goddamn starving though. How long is this going to take?”

One of the two guards doesn’t quite manage to hide his puff of amused laughter, and as expected, the bit of sass earns Jungkook the wrath of his captors.

The boss yanks his phone away and then slaps Jungkook hard across the face. “Fucking brat,” he mutters, turning to the guard who laughed. “And you, get the hell out of here if you think he’s so fucking funny.”

There’s a bit of yelling from the phone again, but Namjoon isn’t on speaker anymore so Jungkook can’t make out the words. Instead, he just grins at the camera again and gives it a little wink so Namjoon-hyung knows he’s okay. Thankfully, the bald guy is too busy fuming at the man who laughed at Jungkook’s joke to pay much more attention to Jungkook himself.

Still, no reason to push his luck any further, so he settles quiet and motionless while the conversation continues over the phone. He just has to wait a little longer, and hope for the best.

“We’re done talking,” the bald guy says into his phone. “Be there in three hours with cash in hand if you want to see your omega again. One wrong move and I start taking pieces off of him.” With that, he hangs up and shoves his phone back into his pocket, turning back toward Jungkook. “Any more smart remarks out of you and you’re going to start losing fingers. And as for you…”

The guy who laughed at Jungkook’s joke shrinks as the man in charge starts chewing him out, even though he looks like he could easily take the smaller bald guy in a fight. Clearly the boss has earned some fear from his employees, though whether there’s respect to go along with it still remains to be seen.

Jungkook is perfectly content to go back to playing the part of slightly distressed little omega while he bides his time and looks for openings. Jimin is coming, and with any luck he’ll have brought the rest of the pack with him too. Namjoon-hyung seemed pretty convincing over the phone, but sounding distressed about one of his omegas being in danger probably isn’t something hard for him to fake, even if there’s a rescue incoming. They have to be coming for him. There’s no way they’d let Jimin come alone and–

The sound of an engine roars in the distance again, but this time it’s joined by another – and another.

Something is happening outside. All three guys go silent and tilt their heads to listen closer. After a few seconds, the bald man throws his hands up into the air with a curse and starts heading back down the stairs. “That’s fucking it. You two keep an eye on him. I’m taking the others down to go scare these damn kids off before they draw in a whole squad of police. The rest of you, come with me!”

Jungkook listens as several doors open and close, then glances around to see the other small platforms around the room empty. It’s just him and these two guys. That’s about as good of a rescue opportunity as he could ask for, but he knows how to make it even better. He gives it another minute to make sure they’re really alone, but he doesn’t hear a peep from anywhere else in the building.

Showtime.

“So,” Jungkook starts with a smile. “You two always get stuck with the bitch work? Is it cause you’re bad at your jobs, or just because you’re ugly? I honestly haven’t been here long enough to tell for sure, but I know the bottom of the totem pole when I see it – and wow do you look the part.”

Notes:

This sort of writing is definitely not my usual, so apologies if it didn't read super well! Next week we'll get to see how the rescue attempt goes. See you there! :D

Chapter 102: Rescue

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Jimin gets dropped off along the north side of the property, just like he asked. There’s a fair bit of distance to cover if he wants to get up to the building Jungkook is being held in, but there’s enough vegetation along this side for him to feel like he has a good chance of making it without being spotted.

He’s got everything from Taehyung’s bag that he could imagine being useful. Binoculars, some rope, gloves to make the climb easier, and a little hip pouch to hold it all. He’s got a gun if he needs it too, but that’s definitely something he’d rather avoid using if he can. Better to keep a low profile.

The first order of business is to figure out how many people are on watch outside. He’s got a few minutes before he needs to be on the move, and he spends them trying to spot as many guards as he can using his binoculars. The factory building looks to be about three stories high from the outside, with a row of windows near the roof. They’re probably his best bet to see inside without being caught by someone turning a corner.

He spots men standing watch at each of the two ground floor entrances he can see from this angle, plus one more guy on a second floor metal platform with a door leading inside as well. The brief look he got at the floor plans Yoongi found online lets him make some assumptions about where the rest of the men might be. He knows there’s another second floor entrance similar to the one he can see, and of course the front door.

Right on time, he hears the loud revving of the car engine as Yoongi and Kihyun blow past the front entrance of the building and out into the nearby field, clouds of dust rising up behind them. The display gets most of the guards moving a little to check out the sound, just like it’s supposed to.

Time to move.

Jimin shoves the binoculars back into the small hip pouch, then starts making his way up to the building. With most of the guards distracted by the car doing donuts out in the field, Jimin feels at ease moving from one spot of cover to the next.

It’s slow and methodical work, but he knows the virtue of patience. Getting spotted now might put Jungkook in danger, so he can’t screw this up. Luckily his years of training have made him light on his feet and about as equipped to handle this as he can be. It might even be a little exhilarating if the circumstances were different.

The approach is relatively easy, but scaling the building takes a bit more work. There’s no way in hell he’s going in through any door on the main floor – not when he has no clue how many people are inside or where they’re positioned. Those windows around the top of the building are his best bet. Unfortunately all the places where it would be easiest to climb up are way too close to doors for him to be willing to chance it.

Rope it is then.

He manages to hook his rope around one of the small chimneys at the edge of the roof, and he gets to climbing, pulling the rope up behind him so nobody notices it. Honestly, he always feels more comfortable approaching from somewhere with a bit of height. People tend to look up less than they should, so he can get away with far more than he could on the ground.

Once he’s on the roof, it’s easy enough to peek his head over the edge and get a look through some of the big windows just below. The factory floor is covered in a mess of machines and pipes, none of which seem to be running at the moment. He spots a couple smaller metal platforms dotted around what would be the second floor if the inside of the building wasn’t just open all the way up to the roof.

No sign of Jungkook yet, so he carefully makes his way to the other side of the building. He’s glad the slope of the roof isn’t too intense. It makes keeping his footing a lot easier than it might be otherwise.

From the other side of the roof, he can see over to where Yoongi and Kihyun are driving wide circles in the adjoining field. There’s a couple of guys making their way out toward them – not nearly enough to be a threat unless they want to start firing guns at some random car.

It’s going to be fine. Those two know what they’re doing, and they’ll have backup soon enough.

When he peeks down over the edge of the roof and through the windows, he finally sees Jungkook. He’s on a larger metal platform on the second floor, with what looks like a bit of office space tucked against the far wall near some stairs leading down. There are three men up there with him – two bigger guys and one bald man who’s built a little smaller. Jungkook looks like he’s tied to the chair he’s sitting on, facing a small camera on a tripod (probably for whatever ransom call they intend to make). He doesn’t look badly hurt, which fills Jimin with a wave of relief.

Now to find an angle of approach.

Jimin has knives and a gun, so he has options for if things get hairy, but he’d rather not draw all that attention if he can help it. Easier to just follow the plan. Get Jungkook out of there quietly and then join up with Taehyung and the others to make their getaway and take any incoming fight with the best possible odds of success. For now, he needs to wait. The others shouldn’t be far behind, and hopefully a bigger distraction will draw away more of the men inside the factory.

When the backup arrives just a minute or two later, Jimin hears it. He peers up to see three more cars driving down to join Yoongi and Kihyun in the field. Taehyung must have managed to get Changkyun and Jooheon out here in time to join in. Engines rev in the distance, some music with heavy bass is blasting out of one of the vehicles, and dust clouds are kicked high into the air, the beams of headlights just visible through the haze.

It works. Jimin can hear doors opening below as the distraction pulls more men out to put a stop to it. A quick peek down through one of the windows reveals that all but two of the guards Jimin can see have gone. He has to be quick, but he also has to be careful how he does this, so he hurries to the other side of the roof to check the opposite angle.

Nobody else. Perfect.

Jimin ties off his rope and uses it to lower himself down to one of those second floor platforms. He can still hear the revving of engines, but nothing else from inside the building. Very slowly, he inches the door open and peeks inside. There’s silence for a moment, but then he hears the thud of a punch connecting, followed by an exhale and a laugh he knows like the back of his hand.

Jungkook.

“Is that all? You hit like you’re in grade school,” Jungkook scoffs, breathing hard between words. “Shame it’s just the two of you in here with me. Maybe if everyone hadn’t left, there’d be someone in here who could show you how to throw a pun–”

He’s cut off by another blow.

“Man, cut it the fuck out! The boss is gonna be pissed if you rough him up.”

“I’m not taking this shit from some little bitch of an omega.”

“Sure,” Jungkook says, voice sounding almost choked now, like he’s had the wind knocked out of him. “Some little bitch who could kick your ass in any fair fight.”

Jimin can’t quite see them yet, but he slips inside and closes the door quietly behind him, starting to make his way down the stairs to the area under the large platform. From here, he has a slightly better view. Jungkook is still tied to that chair, the two men both towering over him.

“The hell you could,” one of the guys yells.

“C’mon,” Jungkook prompts again. “Just the three of us in here. Give me one chance and I’ll drop you like a fly.”

Wait, that’s twice now…

Just the three of us in here–’

Jungkook is picking this fight to tell Jimin they’re alone. He must have seen him come in, or maybe just heard the commotion and knew Jimin was coming? Either way, he’s talking about how easy he could beat these guys, so Jimin takes it as the green light he’s been waiting for.

He lets the rage he feels for these men who’ve taken his mate carry him forward, tension exploding out of him in a burst of energy as he scales the metal support of the big platform and leaps up onto the railing above. He doesn’t even bother getting down onto the platform, just launches himself straight at the first of the two guys to turn around in response to the noise.

The man is pretty big, though Jimin still manages to hit him with enough force to send him staggering back toward another of the railings. He screams as he tries to catch his balance, but Jimin presses him back with everything he has, not stopping until the man topples over the railing and down to the floor below with a howl of pain.

No time to rest. Still one left.

“Incoming,” Jungkook calls out. “Knife!”

Jimin doesn’t have the advantage of surprise this time as he turns to face the second man rapidly closing the distance between them, a wicked looking hunting knife clutched in his hand. There’s too much anger clouding Jimin’s mind for him to even think about how long it’s been since he fought like this. Instead, he pulls his own knife and strafes closer to Jungkook, who doesn’t say a word to distract him.

“The fuck even are you?” the tall man asks, knife held out in front of him as he waits for Jimin to make a move. “How did you find us?”

Jimin doesn’t bother answering, just lunges forward like he’s going in for a frontal attack, then quickly shifts his weight to the right for a wide sweep with his knife. It doesn’t connect. The guy dodges out of the way and attempts to counter, but Jimin manages to avoid the incoming blade by ducking down and rolling away.

They trade a few similar exchanges, both always just missing one another. The man is fighting defensive as hell. Maybe hoping his friend who got tossed over the railing will be back up to help? Or some other backup? God, they don’t have time for this. He needs to finish the fight so they can get moving before more of these guys show up.

His next attack is a bit more reckless – a gamble that doesn’t pay off. Jimin goes in for a stab, aiming for just under the ribs, but the guy manages to knock his arm off course and then uses the opening to slice upward along Jimin’s belly. He’s able to maneuver away from the start of the cut, but there’s still the hot sting of a blade cutting across his upper chest and toward his shoulder.

Shit.

This man is a pretty even match for Jimin, maybe not quite as technically skilled, but he’s easily got a foot of height on him and is much stronger. They can’t take this to the ground, or Jimin will be terribly outmatched, and trying to rush is making him sloppy, so he has to find an opening or–

“His footwork is shoddy,” Jungkook calls out. “And he favors his left side.”

Oh, Jimin knows what to do with that.

He adjusts his tactic, memories of their childhood lessons flashing behind his eyes as he swings high with his knife and drops halfway through the motion to give a hard kick just above the guy’s right ankle. He’s met with a crunching noise – not the snap of bone, but the accompanying yelp of pain lets him know he’s at least done some damage.

There’s a whoosh of air over his head as the man tries to swing at him, but Jimin is too fast this time, ducking low and scampering backward.

“You’ve got this,” Jungkook yells. “He’s afraid of you. Show him why he’s right to be! And don’t forget he also punches like a fucking ten year old.”

“Shut the fuck up,” the man screams. He only glances at Jungkook for a second – but that’s all Jimin needs.

In one swift movement, Jimin springs forward and buries his knife up to the hilt in the man’s chest. He misses the heart, but the wet, choking breath that escapes the guy’s mouth lets him know he definitely managed to hit something.

The rest goes easy, with the guy bleeding profusely and struggling to breathe, Jimin manages to land the killing blow – a deep cut across the man’s neck that has him dropping to the floor with a wet thump.

“You got him, hyung!” Jungkook cheers. “I knew you could.”

Jimin takes a second to catch his breath, then immediately rushes over to cut Jungkook loose while he pants. He wants desperately to crush his mate to his chest, to scold him for being captured and scent him until he doesn’t smell like this place anymore. Unfortunately, that will have to wait. “Gotta get moving. The others are outside, and Tae should be on his way to meet us.”

Jungkook doesn’t waste any time with pleasantries either, even though he’d probably like to. Instead, he rolls his shoulders and steps forward to tug at the hem of Jimin’s shirt. “You’re bleeding. Let me look you over quick and then we can go.”

“Alright.” Jimin lifts his shirt and lets Jungkook glance at the wound. He doesn’t look himself, mostly because it doesn’t hurt right now and he’d rather worry about it later than be more conscious of it now. “Bad?”

“Could do with a couple of stitches. Did you bring anything with you?”

“Nothing here, and we don’t have time anyway. We should go and–”

“Just one sec. I’ll be quick.” Jungkook strips out of his jacket and pulls his t-shirt over his head. A couple of rips are enough to make it functional as a bandage, and he wraps the strips of fabric a few times around Jimin’s chest.

Okay, now he definitely feels the wound – a sharp surge of pain making him gasp as Jungkook tightens the makeshift bandage and ties it securely.

“Sorry, hyung. It should at least help until we can get you home. You said we’re meeting up with TaeTae?”

“Yeah,” Jimin agrees, dropping his shirt back down and taking one steadying breath. “He should be headed our way now. The guy who went over the railing?”

“Still down there. I kept an eye on him, but I don’t think he’s going anywhere. Pretty sure he broke something. Are the other hyungs here?”

“C’mon, I’ll fill you in on the way.”

*******

They’ve barely been stopped here for a minute, and already Taehyung is anxious to get into the action. The only thing they’re waiting on is Changkyun and Jooheon, though it shouldn’t take them much longer to show up. Those two are always quick when Tae calls, and if they say they can be here in five minutes, he believes them.

In the meantime, they’re parked on a slightly elevated side street just at the edge of the factory where Jungkook is being held. There’s a sheer drop of a few feet just over the barrier separating this area from the one below, so they’ll have to drive around when their backup arrives. It’s a good vantage point, and should only make a difference of about a minute when they need to move, so hopefully it won’t be an issue.

He and Hobi-hyung are using the opportunity to scout the situation down below, sitting on the hood of their car with their binoculars out.

“Looks like Yoongi and Kihyun are still giving those guys the runaround,” Hoseok says.

Taehyung turns his attention to the field on the side of the property, where Yoongi and Kihyun are doing donuts in the dirt. They’ve drawn a couple of men out toward them, but it’s not enough to stop them. Mostly it looks like the two guys are just trying to flag them down, probably assuming it’s just a couple of unruly teens – an assumption that’s definitely helped by the fact that they chose to drive one of the shitty beater cars.

The men attempting to get their attention aren’t having any luck. They actually look almost funny down there trying to get them to stop. Idiots. They have no idea who they’re dealing with, but Taehyung has every intention of showing them that they’ve chosen to mess with the wrong pack.

Looking back to the factory building, he can just make out a dark shape moving across the roof, which means that Jimin has successfully managed to get past the men standing guard on the ground floor. Yoongi’s distraction worked.

The ransom call comes while they’re waiting, Namjoon stepping outside the car where they all can hear what’s happening.

Taehyung feels a lot better once they get a brief glimpse of Jungkook. He’s still ready to tear into these bastards, but knowing that Jungkook is relatively unharmed and feels sure enough of his rescue to make jokes really eases Tae’s nerves. That bit definitely doesn’t help Namjoon-hyung though. Seeing Jungkook get hit sends his scent spiking with distress, even though he does a good job holding himself together.

Taehyung knows this is hardest on their leader – not that it’s easy for any of them, but Namjoon has always been the most protective of them. Still, he’s their leader for a reason, and his focus on getting this job done right and keeping a level head is something Tae adores about him. When things get tough, Namjoon always manages to keep his head in the game.

There’s a small buzz from Taehyung’s phone, and he immediately pulls it out to check.

“That our cue?” Hoseok asks quietly.

“Yeah, Jooheon says they’ll be here in one minute. Let’s pull ahead to the road and get ready.”

The two of them hurry back into the front of the car. Namjoon has only just hung up his phone as he gets in the backseat, where Jin is busy looking over information on the factory to see if they can figure out who owns it and what ties they might have to any organized crime operation in Seoul.

As soon as they’re all inside, Namjoon asks, “Could you see Jimin? Are we ready to go?”

“We’re ready,” Hoseok answers, pulling the car back onto the road and heading for the entrance to the factory property.

“And I did see Jiminie,” Taehyung says. “He’s already on the roof, so we just gotta give him an opening to get inside. Any luck on the research?”

Jin shakes his head. “Nothing yet, but I’m sure it will be easier once we have Yoongi-yah’s help. Am I being allowed a gun for this operation?”

Taehyung considers it for a moment, making eye contact with Hobi-hyung and watching the little shrug he makes before focusing back on the road. May as well.

“Alright. You and Joonie-hyung can both have one, but don’t use it unless you have to. Neither of you are the best shot, and I still need you to stay out of view anyways, because–”

“Because if they see us, they’ll definitely know who we are,” Namjoon interrupts. “You’re sure they won’t recognize the rest of you?”

Again, Hoseok shrugs. “Debatable, but you two are definitely the faces of this business. Between the darkness and the dust, there’s more hope of them not recognizing the rest of us.”

“They’d recognize me in an instant,” Jin-hyung says. “Impossible to forget this face.”

“I dunno, Jungkookie forgot it, didn’t he?” Taehyung jokes, double checking that his own gun is ready to go, and that his backup knives are all tucked where they’re supposed to be.

“That’s an outlier, he–”

“Not the time, you two,” Namjoon says, pointing out the window. “Look, there’s Changkyun, and that must be Jooheon right behind him.”

Taehyung sees them too, a couple of dark cars coming up just behind them. He grins. “Alright, let’s do this.”

Hoseok slams down on the gas and they tear off down past the factory and into the open field where Yoongi and Kihyun are currently creating chaos. There’s the sound of thumping bass from one of the cars behind them too – probably Jooheon with the radio up that high.

It’s actually kind of fun, driving wide, erratic circles and doing donuts to kick up as much dust as they can, while Yoongi and Kihyun do the same a little ways away. One of the other cars is just speeding as fast as it can from one end of the field to another, the high wine of its engine ringing through the air.

The only downside to all of the dust is that it’s hard to see if their plan is working or not.

“Can you get us somewhere so we can see?” Taehyung asks after a few minutes of driving. “We need to make sure we’re drawing them in.”

Hoseok nods, leaning forward as he strains to see, avoiding any sign of oncoming headlights. After a few seconds, they pass through the cloud and out into open air. They don’t stop fully. That would make them far too easy of a target, but Hoseok does slow them down long enough for them to get a good long look at the incoming group of people headed their way. A couple of them are obviously carrying guns – five, at least as far as Tae can tell.

“Alright, I’m going,” Taehyung says, wrapping a bandana around his face and tugging a pair of goggles over his eyes to keep the dust out. “Pull back into cover and then slow down a little more so I can jump out. I’ll take a few of them out on my way. If things go south, you guys get out of here, okay? I’ll take care of Jiminie and Jungkookie.”

“Understood,” Namjoon says. “Be careful.”

~~

Taehyung doesn’t really have to be careful. He is, because the last thing he wants to do is die from a stray bullet or something, but these guys are just a bunch of amateurs – especially out here in the dust.

One of them fires a gun (probably into the air), and the sound of revving engines finally begins to die down. They’re all supposed to pull out of the dust cloud on the opposite side from the factory. The goal is to force these guys to either wait for the dust to settle, or start walking through it.

“Get a move on,” a man’s voice yells. “I want those fucking kids out of their cars so we can show them exactly how bad they’ve just fucked up.”

Perfect.

Tae slips through the dust like a shadow, knife in hand, silently picking off men around the edges of the group. Their coughing in the cloud gives them away easily, and he’s able to slash four throats before the fifth one manages to scream faster than Taehyung can cover his mouth.

“Who was that?! Something wrong? Answer me!”

Unfortunately for them, Taehyung doesn’t give the man a chance to scream again, just cuts his throat and lets him drop into the dirt below. Still, they’re going to be more on guard now, and the dust is just beginning to settle, so he slips away into the distance before anyone can see him.

There’s a lot of yelling from behind him when they discover the bodies, but he can hear the cars moving again, along with the sounds of shots being fired. They should have the advantage here, but Taehyung still peeks over his shoulder every minute or so just to be sure. It’s hard to make out many of the specifics, but he reminds himself that he has faith in Jooheon and Changkyun. They’ll keep his mates safe.

With no further use for the goggles and bandana, he yanks both down around his neck and keeps running. He’s nearly to the factory door when he hears one of the cars heading back in his direction. They’re retreating.

Good. They’re not taking stupid chances. The other cars won't be far behind, so he needs to hurry.

The first car passes and Taehyung swings open the front door of the factory, only for Jungkook and Jimin to leap out at him. It’s clearly meant to be a surprise attack, but they stop the moment they get a look at him, Jungkook’s face pulling into a wide grin.

“Hyung, you’re here!”

“The others?” Jimin asks.

“Already making their exit. We should hurry, but not out this door. There are people coming behind me.”

The three of them rush back through the halls and into the main factory floor. They both look okay, which is a relief. Jimin has a fair bit of blood on him (though he assures Taehyung that not all of it is his) while Jungkook has bruises blooming on his face and a few on his chest, but otherwise seems to be perfectly fine. Definitely a relief.

As they weave through machines on the factory floor, a man rushes out from behind one of them. He’s clearly another one of their lackeys, brandishing a knife as he rushes Jimin with a manic look in his eye and one arm hanging limp at his side.

Jungkook gets in between them, shoving the guy off course with a grunt. “You should have stayed down,” he hisses, teeth gritted as he winds up and decks the man right across the jaw. The hit is hard enough to drop him to the floor, a few incoherent mumbles escaping his mouth as the three of them leave him there and keep running.

“Friend of yours?” Tae asks.

“I may have pushed him off the upper platform earlier,” Jimin says.

“Yeah, Jiminie did great, hyung. You should have seen him. He–”

“Stories later,” Jimin interrupts as they shove open one of the back doors. “Running now.”

There’s nobody watching the back side of the building as they slip out the door, but on their way out to the line of trees Jimin made his approach from earlier, they’re definitely spotted.

Taehyung can hear gunshots in the distance, and even the whistle of a single bullet passing by them. “Keep moving! Make yourself hard to hit!”

The three of them sprint in erratic lines, more bullets coming close enough to hear, but luckily missing all of them. Jimin and Taehyung both return fire as they run, and the few shots they take are at least enough to buy them a few seconds while their pursuers react. There’s a car waiting on the other side of the trees, with the driver’s side window rolled down to reveal Changkyun beckoning them closer. “Get in on the other side! They’re shooting at you!”

“We’re aware!” Taehyung shouts back, leading Jungkook and Jimin around the backside of the car and yanking the door open. The three of them scramble inside, practically piling on top of one another as more gunshots echo in the distance and a couple of bullets hit the car.

“Stay down,” Changkyun instructs, ducking his own head as he speeds off down the road, tires squealing on the pavement. It takes a few tense seconds, but once the last of the bullets hit the car, he sits back up slightly, glancing out his rear view mirror. “Okay, looks like we should be in the clear.”

“Did the others make it out okay?” Taehyung asks.

“Yeah, I brought up the rear and stopped to pick you up, so they’re all well ahead of us. I’ll call Namjoon-ssi and let him know I’ve got you.”

“Perfect. Jiminie, Jungkookie, are you guys okay?”

The three of them have managed to sit up in the backseat now. Jimin is wincing a little, but Jungkook looks perfectly fine as he peers around the car and asks, “Do you guys have a first aid kit in here? Jiminie has a gash on his chest. We can stitch it back at the house, but I want to get it cleaned as soon as possible.”

“Glove box, hold on,” Taehyung says, climbing into the front seat while Changkyun is on the phone explaining to Namjoon-hyung that they’ll meet them at home. He pops open the glove box and pulls out the small first aid kit tucked inside. A little rummaging around later, and he passes back a small bottle of alcohol, a clean cloth, and some gauze. “Here. Let’s have a look at it.”

Jimin works his shirt over his head with a grimace, revealing a soft of makeshift bandage soaked with blood, and then beneath that is a large gash beginning around his sternum and ending near the ball of his shoulder. The whole thing isn’t deep, but the center is still gaping and oozing blood. Definitely going to need stitches.

“Wow,” Jungkook says with a low whistle. “He really got you good, hyung.”

“Yeah, no shit,” Jimin hisses, his scent all but gone from the air as he looks down at himself. “At least it doesn’t hurt quite as bad as it looks.”

“It’s about to,” Jungkook says. He soaks the cloth in alcohol and then scoots in closer. “Wanna bite down on something?”

Jimin shakes his head. “M’fine – just do it.”

Without wasting any more time, Jungkook begins cleaning the wound. Jimin’s eyes slam shut at the first rush of pain, and his hands clench the fabric of his pants so hard his knuckles go white. He does a good job of breathing through it though, holding still so that Jungkook can do what needs to be done. By the time he’s finished, the scent of blood and alcohol is strong in the car, and Jimin is shaking in place, breath hissing out between his teeth.

“There, that’ll help for now,” Jungkook says. “Do you guys have medical supplies at home, TaeTae?”

“Yeah, we’ve got everything you need, and Yoongi-hyung actually does really nice stitches. He’s fixed me up a couple of times and I’ve barely got scars to show for it.”

Jimin is breathing heavily as he lets out a puff of pained laughter. “Somehow, he’s not who I expected. Maybe Hoseok-hyung, or Jin-hyung.”

“Yeah, they do most of the medical stuff, but Yoongi-hyung has steady hands and stitches really neatly.”

“I’ll have the three of you home in no time,” Changkyun says. “Namjoon-ssi is very eager to meet up with you again.”

Taehyung can’t help the snort of laughter he lets out. “Yeah, somehow that doesn’t surprise me. Thanks again for how fast you and Jooheon-ssi showed up today. Would have been way messier without your help.”

Jimin and Jungkook agree, offering their thanks as well, and then Jungkook finally has the chance to explain to them what happened when he was kidnapped.

Not having somebody watching the back of Special-(f)x was a glaring oversight on Taehyung and Hoseok’s part. Wonho will probably try to take some responsibility as well, but Tae and Hoseok looked over every detail of Jimin and Jungkook’s security, so this is at least as much on them as on him.

Tae has every intention of correcting the mistake as soon as possible. This will not happen again. He can meet with Wonho and Hobi-hyung tomorrow to go over everything again with a fine tooth comb, but for tonight they all just need to get home and get some sleep.

*******

Namjoon’s mates are safe.

They’re on the road on their way home, and they’re safe. Whoever has done this is going to pay, but that isn’t what he needs to worry about tonight. Right now, he just needs everyone here.

When their car pulls up to the house, Yoongi and Kihyun have already arrived and are standing in the driveway. Namjoon is out of the car the moment it comes to a stop, running over to Yoongi and all but tackling him to the ground with the force of the hug he gives him.

“Hell, Joon…” Yoongi manages as Namjoon squeezes him tight. “I’m okay. Everything is okay.”

Idiot, running off without backup. You should have waited for us. What if you’d been hurt or–”

“I know, I know – but Min-ah was going with or without me. I had to keep him safe. M’sorry I made you worry.”

“He is safe,” Namjoon says, nosing at Yoongi’s scent gland. He wants to give him a nip, make him turn to jello and sit in the nest while Namjoon collects the rest of the pack to join him, but he doesn’t give into the impulse. They need to check on everyone first, so instead he concedes, “You did the right thing. I’m glad you went with him, but god the two of you scared me.”

Namjoon presses one kiss to Yoongi’s temple, then lets him go in favor of watching the driveway for the others to get back. It’s probably good too, because Hoseok is there the second Yoongi is free, pulling him into a hug as well.

He whispers something Namjoon can’t make out, but Yoongi’s response is easy enough to hear. “Glad you’re safe too, Seok-ah.”

Jin is quick to join Namjoon in staring down the driveway impatiently, the two of them joining hands without a word as they wait. His omegas have to come home. Changkyun said they were fine, and Jooheon has already made it here too. How far behind could they really be if–

Finally, another car pulls up their long driveway.

Namjoon and Jin are there to open the doors the second the car comes to a stop, Taehyung stepping out of the passenger seat, and Jungkook exiting from the back with Jimin just a few seconds behind him. The feeling of relief is immediate, even as he feels new worry building over their injuries. There are bruises on Jungkook’s face, blotches of purple blooming from his jaw to his cheekbone. He’s also missing his shirt, and there are a few more bruises along his chest that Namjoon can see under the jacket he’s wearing. Jimin isn’t quite so lucky. He’s shirtless too, and clutching some blood-soaked gauze to a large gash on his chest.

His omegas are hurt.

“Alright, everyone inside,” Namjoon instructs, pulling Jungkook into a hug and then immediately reaching out for Jimin as well. “Are you okay, Jimin-ah, Jungkook-ah?”

“Just bruises for me,” Jungkook answers. “Didn’t even crack any ribs. Jiminie got it worse this time.”

“I’m gonna be alright,” Jimin says.

“He needs stitches, but he’s okay,” Taehyung agrees, stepping alongside Jungkook and taking his hand. “Let’s get him inside.”

“The kitchen will have the best lighting for us to look at the wound more closely,” Jin suggests.

As they all start making their way inside, Taehyung says, “The kitchen is perfect. I need to feed Jungkookie right away. Poor thing is hungry enough that it’s in his scent.”

Namjoon can smell it too, just a few lingering bits of bitter orange in the air. He assumed it was because Jungkook was just worried about Jimin, but it must be a little more than that.

“I can wait, TaeTae,” Jungkook says. “We should look after Jiminie first.”

“The hyungs are going to take care of him, and I’m going to take care of you. No arguing, baby. We’ll get an ice pack for your face, and one of the security guys dropped off your phone in the kitchen too. It was on the street outside Special-(f)x, so you can see if it still works.”

That’s apparently enough to capture Jungkook’s attention. “Oh, thanks. I sort of forgot about it, but it would be really nice not to have to buy a whole new one.”

Normally having everyone inside the house together after something like this would settle Namjoon considerably, but it’s hard to feel relaxed when Jimin is bleeding and he still hasn’t properly checked on Jungkook yet either.

One thing at a time. It’s going to be okay.

As soon as they get into the kitchen, people start splitting away for various supplies. Namjoon sends Yoongi off for the first aid kit and helps Hoseok get Jimin onto a chair, while Jin and Taehyung focus on Jungkook.

“Do you want me to cook something quick?” Jin asks.

“No, the poor thing needs to eat now,” Taehyung answers, already rummaging through cupboards. “I’ll grab him a granola bar and we can worry about something else after.”

Satisfied that Jungkook is being looked after, Namjoon turns his attention back to Jimin, who is gently peeling back the gauze so that Hoseok can have a look at the wound beneath. The cut is deepest in the middle, a few inches above his right nipple and up toward his collarbone. It’s not quite gushing blood, but it’s definitely still oozing enough for Namjoon to worry.

“Are you feeling lightheaded, Minnie?” Namjoon asks, reaching up to cup Jimin’s cheek. He’s not clammy, which is a good sign at least.

“Only a little. More nauseous than anything.”

“Would you like to eat a bite or two of something?” Hoseok asks.

Jimin shakes his head briefly before stopping and taking a couple of steadying breaths. “No, I… Not before I get stitched up. I know that part is going to be worse.”

“Any other wounds?”

“Maybe a few bumps and bruises, but that’s about it. I just…” Jimin trails off, reaching out for Namjoon’s hand and raising it up to his face so he can run his tongue over the scent gland on his wrist. “M’sorry, hyung. I know this all probably scared you.”

God, Namjoon wishes he could crush Jimin to his chest right now, but he needs to be mindful of the wound on his omega. Instead, he settles for returning the scenting and then just holding Jimin’s hand to his face after. The smell of vanilla is a little muted, but that’s probably just because Jimin is trying to keep the distress out of it while managing his pain. As much as Namjoon wants to tell him not to bother, he’s fairly sure this isn’t the time to try and tackle that issue.

“You did scare me,” Namjoon admits softly. “I know you felt like you had to go to Jungkook-ah, but I promise that if you had given us just a little more time to help, we would have still gotten him out safely. We would have helped you.”

“I’m… It felt like the only choice. I didn’t think beyond moving. It’s– I really am sorry.”

“I’m not angry at you, Minnie,” Namjoon assures him. “Just want to help you learn to trust that we are every bit as invested in keeping Jungkook safe as you are.”

Jimin gives a shaky little nod. “Thank you for coming to back us up like that and making it work. I’ll… I can try to be better.”

“I can also try harder not to get kidnapped,” Jungkook says, strolling over to them with an already half-eaten granola bar in hand. His scent has evened out quite a bit, landing somewhere closer to baseline as he leans down to press a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “You wanna hold my hand for stitches?”

“We do have some anesthetic on hand,” Hoseok says. “Yoongi should be back with the whole kit soon enough, then we’ll get you all fixed up. As for you, Jungkookie… I’m sorry this happened. I should have done a better job of making sure you were protected, and–”

“Hey, don’t take all the blame,” Taehyung says, walking over with a granola bar of his own. “We both looked over their security, so we both get to own this mistake.”

Jungkook gives a little shrug. “I still should have been paying more attention. Not sure if I could have stopped that many guys on my own, but I would have had a way better shot if I’d been more careful.”

It looks like Taehyung is about to argue, but then Yoongi walks back into the kitchen with a whole tray full of first aid supplies and a determined expression on his face. “Alright, everyone besides Jin-hyung and Seok-ah needs to take like five steps back so we can have some room to work. You guys get him cleaned up and I’ll start sterilizing my equipment for stitching him up.”

Jimin bites at his lip while they all back away (except Namjoon, because Jimin still hasn’t let go of his hand), glancing briefly around the room before asking, “Hyung, do we have to do it in here? I don’t… I think I might feel better if everyone wasn’t watching. Is that okay?”

“Of course,” Yoongi says, gaze softening at the request. “Whatever makes you feel most comfortable.”

“Yoongles has good lighting in his bathroom,” Hoseok suggests. “Why don’t the two of us take care of you while Joonie and Jinnie fuss over the other omegas?”

“Hey, I’m fussing too,” Taehyung pouts. “Don’t know if you noticed, but I didn’t get hurt.”

Jimin gives Namjoon’s hand one more squeeze. “Are you okay with me going, Namjoon-hyung? Will you look after Kookie for me?”

Honestly, Namjoon doesn’t want Jimin out of his sight, but he does want to respect the omega’s request for privacy, so he gives a short nod. “It’s alright. We’ll take care of Kook-ah.”

“We will,” Jin agrees. “I’ll get something more substantial in his belly while we wait, and then we can try and get everyone settled for bed. Don’t worry, Jimin-ah. I can keep an eye on Joon-ah too.” Jin finishes with a little wink and settles a hand on Namjoon’s shoulder.

Hoseok steps forward and grabs Jimin’s other hand, a smile on his face. “All settled then. Come on, Minnie. Let’s get you all fixed up.” Yoongi leads the way back out of the kitchen, and Jimin finally drops Namjoon’s hand, swaying briefly as he stands up before Hoseok steps in closer and wraps an arm around his waist. “I’ve got you, baby. Let’s go.”

Namjoon does his best to ignore the ache in his chest watching Jimin walk away, even though he’s clearly feeling more lightheaded now that he’s standing. He hasn’t lost too much blood, right? The wound is big but it’s not like it’s spurting enough blood for him to be in any life threatening danger, and once it’s clean it will be much–

“Alright, Jungkookie. Get in Namjoon-hyung’s lap before he has a breakdown,” Taehyung says. “I’ll get you that ice pack for your face.”

Jungkook doesn’t give Namjoon enough time to put up even a token amount of resistance before walking over and pulling him into a hug. “Come cuddle with me, hyung?”

“We don’t have to if you’d rather–”

“I wouldn’t rather do anything else. I’m hungry, I’m tired, and today has been really hard. I want my alpha. Please?”

His alpha…

There’s no hope of Namjoon denying Jungkook – not when he’s this close and calling Namjoon his.

“Wow, Jungkookie is learning your weaknesses already,” Taehyung says with a giggle.

“Wait, which part is his weakness?” Jungkook asks, tilting his head at Taehyung.

“The part where–”

“Don’t listen to him,” Namjoon says, grabbing Jungkook’s hand and tugging him toward the living room. “If you want to be taken care of, there’s nothing else I’d rather be doing, pup.”

“What if I need my alpha too?” Taehyung whines.

Jin laughs as he opens cupboards and begins pulling out ingredients. “Then you’d best follow them to the couch. I don’t think there’s any chance of Joon-ah turning you away for cuddles, even if he does want to keep Jungkook free of your influence. Take the ice pack with you, please.”

Jungkook seems to agree. “Yeah, come on TaeTae. I want you both, please?”

Namjoon does his best to put on a stern expression for Taehyung, but he knows exactly how transparent he is. This is almost exactly what he wants. The only improvement will be when they can all settle in for some proper cuddling tonight… maybe even in the nest. For now, he’s content with the way that Jungkook and Taehyung climb onto the couch and cling to him, both their scents tipping just a touch sweeter.

His pack is safe.

Notes:

Nice to have everyone reunited, and all of the excitement over for the time being. Thanks for bearing with me as I do my best to make the action comprehensible and fun to read! We're back in more familiar territory now :D

(Action isn't the sort of thing I'm used to writing and I was a little nervous about it, but you were all so sweet on the last chapter. Thank you for your reassurances that it was reading well! I appreciated it so much T-T <3)

Next week, we've got some pretty exciting developments coming while we tackle the aftermath of all of this. See you there!

Chapter 103: Three Little Words

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi is grateful for Hoseok’s help. While he might be able to give good stitches, Hoseok is much more comfortable with the rest of the process – from proper cleaning of the gash in Jimin’s chest to handling the little syringe of anesthetic. (Yoongi understands why the needle goes straight into the wound, but that doesn’t make it any easier to watch. Even Jimin turns his head away from that part.)

They’ve got Jimin sitting on the bathroom counter. Luckily, Yoongi has plenty of open space here. Taehyung likes to call it wasted space, but Yoongi has seen the clutter in Taehyung’s bathroom, every inch piled high with bath products, makeup, and accessories – and he has no interest in something like that for himself. It’s useful open space now, giving Hoseok plenty of room to maneuver as he preps Jimin for his stitches.

It really is nice to have help. Still, as grateful as Yoongi is… he’s also nearly desperate to get Jimin alone.

This whole night has been crazy and full of tons of emotions and stress, but every moment he wasn’t being shot at, it was like Jimin’s words from earlier were playing on repeat somewhere in the back of his mind.

Yoongi, I love you but if you try to stop me right now, I will put you on the fucking ground’

Does Jimin really love him back?

He should be thinking about what’s happened, how he’s going to figure out who these men are, what leads he has to go on – but he’s not. That can all be figured out in the morning when he has the help of his mates. Right now they all need comfort and a good night’s sleep. And Yoongi needs the buzzing thoughts in his head to quiet down.

With any luck, it will be easier once Jimin is stitched up, because right now the alpha part of his brain just keeps screaming that his omega is hurt.

“Alright, baby,” Hoseok says, setting aside the empty syringe of anesthetic. “You should be all numbed up now. Feeling okay?”

Jimin gives a little nod. “Yeah, just tired I think – and nauseous. Gimme a sec before we start.” Without another word, Jimin lets his eyes slip shut as he takes a couple of deep breaths.

Yoongi takes the opportunity, catching Hoseok’s eye and flicking his head toward the bathroom door – asking to be left alone with Jimin.

Hoseok gives one curious little tilt of his head as a smile spreads across his face. He doesn’t make Yoongi beg, just waits for Jimin to feel steady enough to open his eyes again and then asks, “Are you gonna be okay if I go check on Jungkookie, baby? I know you didn’t want too many eyes on you for this part.”

“Yeah, that’s okay,” Jimin answers. “Make sure he’s putting ice on those bruises?”

“You bet I will. I’m sure Jinnie-hyung is making some food for him by now. I’ll make sure there’s a little something for you after all of this too.”

“Thanks, hyung.”

With one last smile, Hoseok exits the room, letting the door shut gently behind him and leaving Yoongi and Jimin alone together in the bathroom. Alright, that’s half the battle. Now Yoongi just needs to find some sort of opening… though maybe he should start on the stitches first.

“You ready, Min-ah?” he asks as he picks up his threaded needle.

Jimin lets out a tiny puff of laughter. “As I’ll ever be. Gonna keep my eyes closed for most of it. Watching always makes me feel kind of sick, and I might not be able to keep up with a conversation.”

Okay, talking after the stitches are done.

“No worries. Just tell me if anything hurts, alright?”

“I can do that.”

Yoongi steps closer to the counter and makes sure everything is clear before instructing Jimin to lie back for him. It’s much easier to work from this angle, and Yoongi’s mind finally goes blessedly quiet as he focuses on the task at hand.

Jimin’s eyes are closed and his breathing is even, a fact that doesn’t change even at the first poke of the needle into skin. There’s something so… intimate about this. The fact that Jimin trusts Yoongi enough to simply close his eyes and allow himself to be taken care of. To be put back together. Determined to do a good job, Yoongi focuses intently on the task before him, closing up the gash on Jimin’s chest one stitch at a time. It takes a few minutes, during which the only sound in the room is their breathing and the snip of Yoongi’s scissors as he ties and cuts each little stitch.

With the wound closed as neat and tidy as Yoongi can manage, he finally sets down the scissors and inspects his work. Nothing looks like it’s pulling too tight. The bleeding has slowed considerably too, though he still has to grab an alcohol soaked wipe to clean up everything.

Thankfully, other than the gash and a couple of bruises, Yoongi can’t see any other wounds on Jimin, even with his whole chest exposed. It’s hard not to let his eyes wander. For as fragile as Jimin seemed while Yoongi was working on him, now that he takes in all the lean muscle of his exposed chest… it's easy to see how strong he is.

And gorgeous. He almost looks–

“You’re staring,” Jimin says softly.

Yoongi feels his cheeks heat up immediately, eyes snapping back to Jimin’s face. “Sorry, I– Just checking for other injuries, but I got a little caught up. You’re pretty,” he blurts out.

The words earn him a little giggle, then Jimin asking, “Does that mean we’re done?”

“Yeah, all done.”

Jimin sits up on the counter, turning to look at himself in the mirror. He reaches a hand up and traces just under the neat line of stitches holding the gash closed. “TaeTae was right. You do stitch well. Way better than my attempts have ever looked.”

“Glad they’re up to par. Let me get a bandage over it?”

Jimin nods, letting Yoongi secure some gauze around his chest to help keep everything dry and clean. When it’s done, he raises his hand and gingerly touches the bandage, likely testing for pain even though the anesthetic should still be working. He pauses for a few seconds, letting his hand drop and turning so he’s facing Yoongi, legs hanging off the edge of the counter. “Well, I suppose everything’s all better now. What a night. I…”

There’s something almost sad in Jimin’s voice, like it’s getting tighter by the second. His scent was already muted, but Yoongi can hardly find it in the air at all now as he watches tears start to brim in Jimin’s eyes.

“Min-ah?” he whispers, stepping in between Jimin’s knees and taking the omega’s face in his hands, brushing away the first tear that falls from his eyes. “What’s wrong?”

“M’okay,” Jimin breathes, blinking and sending more tears running down his cheeks. He tries to turn away, but Yoongi doesn’t let him. “Just been a long night and I need to let it out. You don’t have to stay. I can–”

“I wanna stay, sweetheart,” Yoongi interrupts, letting go of Jimin’s face in favor of wrapping his arms around him instead, mindful of the wound he’s just stitched up. “It’s okay. You can cry.”

Jimin mumbles something that sounds like an apology, which Yoongi only lets slide because Jimin follows it by practically clinging to him, face buried in his neck just inches from his scent gland. They stay like that for a few minutes, Yoongi whispering soft little reassurances and stroking a hand up and down Jimin’s back while he cries.

It’s nice, knowing Jimin trusts him like this. He only wishes he could make his scent more comforting without needing to smell Jimin’s distress. Although they did sort of talk about that the other day, so maybe…

“Min-ah?” he whispers, pressing a tiny kiss to Jimin’s neck. “Can you let me smell?

“It’s not good right now,” Jimin answers, sniffling.

“I know. That’s why I’m asking, baby. Please?”

A few seconds of silence pass before Jimin lets out a shaky sounding, “Okay,” and then stops holding back his scent.

Sour vanilla floods the air, and Yoongi can feel his own scent almost immediately getting stronger and more soothing in response. “Thank you,” he says, nose nudging closer to Jimin’s scent gland before he remembers that they haven’t done that yet. If he wants to scent Jimin to soothe him more fully, he needs the omega’s wrist.

No point wasting time. Yoongi reaches one hand down toward Jimin’s, only to have it batted away when Jimin realizes what he’s doing.

“Don’t have to,” the omega whispers, still pulling away from Yoongi’s searching hand.

“I know I don’t have to, Min-ah. I want–”

“No, I mean… It doesn’t have to be my wrist.”

Holy shit. He wants to do this now?

“You’re sure?”

“S’what I wanted to do tonight,” Jimin answers, pulling back enough for Yoongi to see the little smile on his tear stained face, a laugh bubbling out of him. His scent has begun to even out too, which is probably a good sign that he’s feeling better. “Obviously the circumstances were gonna be different, but I was planning to ask you for this tonight anyways.”

Yoongi reaches up to brush away some of the tears still sitting on Jimin’s cheeks, feeling a smile forming on his own face too. “What kind of circumstances were you hoping for?”

“Less crying for sure,” Jimin says with another laugh. “I think it’s out of my system now though. Sorry, that was a lot.”

“Tonight was a lot, yeah. Thank you for letting me umm… for not hiding your scent. It felt nice to be able to comfort you better.”

“You already do a good job with that.”

“So you keep saying. Still wanna scent?”

“Kiss first?”

Jimin puckers his lips expectantly, and Yoongi is hopeless to resist, leaning in and pressing their lips together in a gentle kiss. It has his scent spiking sweeter, and Jimin’s too – a refreshing mix of happy cinnamon and vanilla after everything they’ve been through tonight. Yoongi can’t help thinking of what it was like to drop Jimin off outside of that factory not even two hours ago, uncertain that they’d both be in one piece when they saw each other again.

The thought has him tugging the omega closer, deepening their kiss and doing his best to make Jimin feel just how important he is to Yoongi, how crushing it would be if anything happened to him.

Scenting almost feels natural with all of these other emotions already swirling inside of him as he drags his lips down Jimin’s neck. He wants it so bad he’s trembling, pausing just above the scent gland to ask for permission when Jimin speaks first.

“It’s okay, hyung. You can go first. Please?”

Sweet, warm vanilla floods Yoongi’s mouth the second he licks over Jimin’s scent gland, filling all his senses and drawing a whine from his lips as he seals them over Jimin’s neck. It’s perfect. Satisfying enough to finally settle the alpha part of his brain that’s been screaming since they got that phone call from Namjoon telling them that Jungkook was missing.

Jimin is here, safe in Yoongi’s arms – wounded but alive.

Yoongi can feel tears prickling in the corners of his own eyes at the thought of how close he came to losing this, but then Jimin returns the scenting and his thoughts are gone. Instead, he’s filled with a rush of bonding chemicals so strong it threatens to overwhelm him. Jimin is theirs. His. A part of this pack whether they’ve put a claiming bite on him yet or not, and every bit as loved and adored as the rest of their mates.

His emotions build and build until he’s sure he’s about to pull away and just blurt out some overbearing declaration of love. Just when he feels like he can’t take it anymore, they finally begin to taper off. (Thank god – he would really rather not embarrass himself right now.) A dreamy little sigh escapes Jimin’s lips as they both relax into one another, riding out the rush. They spend another couple of minutes like that, giving an occasional extra swipe of tongue as the hurricane of emotions dies down to something more manageable.

Jimin is the one to finally break away, still a little breathless as he lets out a tiny laugh and rests his forehead on Yoongi’s shoulder. “God, that was intense.”

“Good intense?” Yoongi asks, pressing one last kiss to Jimin’s scent gland.

Great intense. I should be prepared by now but it’s always just so much. Makes my brain go a thousand miles an hour and…” Jimin trails off on a content little sigh before pulling back from their hug and looking at Yoongi with those pretty brown eyes, cheeks dusted pink after their scenting. “I wanted to thank you.”

“For what?”

“For tonight. For helping me save Kookie. For not getting in my way even though I was making a dumb decision. I would have gone alone if you hadn’t come, and it probably would have gotten messy… or maybe I should say messier.”

“Couldn’t let you go alone,” Yoongi says, shaking his head. “I just… I hope there isn’t a next time, but if there is–”

“I’ll be smarter about it. The way everyone came running to help was… I won’t forget that.”

“I’d appreciate that.”

Jimin huffs out another laugh, gaze faltering for a moment before he looks back up at Yoongi nervously. “I’m sorry I threatened you. Things got panicked in my brain and it wasn’t right of me.”

Oh god. They’re so close to talking about it. It was all in the same sentence!

Yoongi just needs to find a way to bring it up, but all that comes out of his mouth is, “Did you mean it?”

The words have Jimin tilting his head just a little, fixing Yoongi with a curious look. “That I would have put you on the ground? I mean, yeah, but I would have at least tried to be gentle about–”

Too late to back down now.

“Not that part. What you said before it.”

“What are you talking about? What did I…” Jimin trails off, thinking hard before his eyes go wide and his mouth drops open, the tiniest hint of sour vanilla hitting the air before he manages to get it back into check.

Oh… That’s… not a great reaction.

“It’s okay if you didn’t,” Yoongi offers, trying to keep his voice from going tight at the thought that Jimin didn’t mean it. Why did he even ask? Obviously it was said in the heat of the moment and he should have just not brought it up. “There was a lot going on then, so I get it if–”

“I meant it,” Jimin says, biting at his lower lip. “I just… That’s not how I meant to tell you. Please don’t feel obligated to say it back. I know it was probably too soon.”

Yoongi feels himself freeze. The whiplash of going from disappointed to realizing that Jimin meant it is making all of his thoughts stutter in place, but he has to say something.

“I mean it too,” he blurts out, before realizing that he’s never even actually said the words. “Sorry, wait. My brain isn’t working. I mean I love you too.”

“Wait, you…” Jimin’s mouth drops open, scent completely disappearing for a moment before spiking all warm and sweet in the air again as a smile stretches across his face. “You really mean that?”

“I’ve… for a long time now. Just wasn’t sure if it was too soon, but then you said it first and I… Yeah, Min-ah. I really mean it. Love you so much it kind of makes me dumb.”

“And Kookie?”

“Haven’t told him yet,” Yoongi answers.

“But you do?”

“Of course. Love you both. Just wanted to… I don’t know. Find the right time to say it?”

Jimin’s smile goes even wider now. “Or wait for us to say it? I know making the first move isn’t really your thing.”

“Historically, I’m pretty bad at that, yeah,” Yoongi admits, leaning in to press his lips to Jimin’s cheek. “But can I kiss you about this for a minute? Because I’m so goddamn happy right now and trying to get that out with words is going to be a disaster.”

“I don’t know. Sounds pretty cute to me.” Jimin giggles and gives a quick kiss to Yoongi’s cheek in return before whispering, “Tell me again?”

Yoongi can feel his cheeks going hot, but he doesn’t let that stop him. “I love you, Min-ah.”

“Love you too, hyung. Okay, now you can kiss me.”

*******

By the time Yoongi and Jimin return to the group (smelling like heaven) Seokjin has just managed to put the finishing touches on a quick meal.

The seven of them eat together in the living room, recounting various bits of the evening. Jungkook takes what seems to be extreme joy in telling everyone how Jimin launched himself at a man easily twice his size, then proceeded to win a knife fight against the second one.

“Honestly, I only managed to take him because Kookie told me what to go for,” Jimin says, pushing food around his plate for a few seconds before going in for a bite. “I’m rusty.”

“I thought you did great, hyung,” Jungkook says. “I bet if you had to fight him again, you’d be able to take him no problem now.”

Namjoon’s eyes widen just the slightest and he pulls Jungkook just a little closer, arm wrapped securely around the omega’s back. “No more knife fights for a while, please.”

“I’ll do my best to avoid them,” Jimin says with a laugh. He seems much more calm than when they all first got home, relaxing easily against Yoongi’s side. (His eyes are just red enough that Seokjin is fairly certain he had a bit of a cry alone with Yoongi too, which must have helped considerably.) “I was thinking though… I am out of practice, and if there’s even a tiny possibility this could happen again, I’d like to be better prepared. TaeTae, would you spar with me a bit more regularly once I don’t have to worry about pulling my stitches anymore?”

Taehyung’s face splits into a grin at the request. “I’d love that so much! I can definitely help you work on it – and Hobi-hyung would be good for you to practice with too.”

“I’m always down to spar with you, Minnie,” Hoseok says with a little wink. “Obviously, we’re gonna aim to make sure this doesn’t happen again, but I get wanting to be prepared. Actually, speaking of making sure this doesn’t happen again…”

“Oh, yeah,” Taehyung says. “Hobi-hyung and I both wanted to apologize. This never should have happened in the first place, and we’re going to do everything in our power to make sure it doesn’t happen again.”

Jungkook gives a little shrug. “Can’t plan for everything.”

“Maybe not,” Hoseok says. “But we could have planned for this. It was an oversight, and a sloppy one at that. It will not happen again.”

“Yeah, we have plans to go over your security from top to bottom. It might mean we need a few changes from you guys, but nothing too hard.”

“What we should do,” Yoongi starts, “is take that GPS system that the Jeon family is using and do something similar for ourselves. If Min-ah hadn’t made that phone call, we would have had to wait for the ransom call to even begin getting a trace on JK.”

“I still can’t believe you always have that on you, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says. “Isn’t it kind of a pain to keep track of?”

“Not really. I’ve been charging it once a week for most of my life, and if someone did figure out who I was and grab me, I wanted mom to know where to find me.” Jungkook looks over at Jimin long enough to catch the glare he’s getting, then adds, “And Jiminie. Would rather you didn’t try to come alone though, hyung.”

“He won’t have to ever come alone again,” Namjoon says. “We’ll get you both another one – something we can track. Maybe something for the rest of us too. Yoongi?”

“Yeah, I’ll take care of it.”

“Not wearing anything while I work,” Taehyung says. “But I’m fine with any other time if it makes you feel safer.”

Seokjin lets out a laugh. “Somehow you’re the last one of us I’m worried about getting grabbed, darling.”

A few laughs ring out, followed by Jungkook letting out a yawn, which has the rest of them following suit just seconds later.

“We really should get some sleep,” Namjoon says. “I’d like to go up to the nest, but if any of you don’t want–”

“Pretty sure everyone’s gonna want to,” Taehyung interrupts, looking around expectantly. “Right?”

After everyone agrees, they all start moving. They tidy up the remnants of their meal, go their separate ways for pajamas, then trickle into Taehyung’s bedroom one by one to crawl into the nest. Seokjin shares a few brief glances with Namjoon, enough for them to communicate that everything is okay and that anything else can wait until morning.

Admittedly, it does feel infinitely better to have everyone in the nest, Jungkook tucked securely in Namjoon’s arms with Taehyung pulled right against his chest. Jimin falls asleep with his head on Yoongi’s chest, and Seokjin gets to enjoy cuddling up with Hoseok, sharing a few whispered reassurances before sleep takes them as well.

~~

Seokjin wakes later than usual, though still before anyone else. They’ve all migrated closer over the course of the night, with little to no space between the cuddle piles they fell asleep in. It’s sweet enough that he takes a few moments to simply bask in the sight before untangling himself from Hoseok and heading downstairs.

Surprisingly, it’s Jungkook who makes his way down to join him first. The omega is still all warm and syrupy from sleep when he walks down and wraps his arms around Seokjin’s back as he works on preparing breakfast. “Morning, hyung.”

Seokjin sets his knife down on the cutting board and turns in Jungkook’s arms to have a better look at him. The bruises on his face are even more pronounced this morning, a mess of purple and faint traces of yellow mottling one of his cheeks. Other than that, he appears utterly content, dressed in soft sleep clothes that look (and smell) like Namjoon’s, and wearing a pretty smile on his face.

“Good morning darling.” Seokjin leans down for a kiss, not bothering to rush as one kiss turns to two, then to three. Jungkook is lovely like this, not quite awake enough to be as eager as he normally is, bending easily to Seokjin’s motions instead of chasing them for more. Not that he isn’t delightful when he’s eager too. This is just a side of him Seokjin doesn’t see as often. “It’s early for you,” he says, pulling back for a moment. “Did someone wake you?”

“Amber-ssi found my headphones out back and called me in a bit of a panic,” Jungkook says, resting his head on Seokjin’s shoulder. “I told her the basics and that I would stop in on my way to class today. Don’t think I woke anyone else up though. Everyone was so tired last night.”

“Including you. Would you like to get some more rest?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “Want to be with you.”

The words come out just sad enough for Seokjin to worry, and he squeezes Jungkook tighter as he asks, “Are you alright, darling?”

“Yeah, I just…” Jungkook trails off, taking in a long breath and letting it out slowly. “I think I’m disappointed?”

“May I ask what you’re feeling disappointed about?”

“Yesterday. When the guy told me it was because of Namjoon-hyung that they took me.”

“I see. Are you upset that we didn’t do a better job of protecting you?” Seokjin keeps his tone light, determined to give Jungkook the space to share any negative feelings he might have without guilt, even if they are about their mates. “I would completely understand if–”

“No. That’s not it at all. It’s just that I was… I think I was hoping someone had figured out who I was? Like maybe if they did… Maybe I could see my mom again?” Jungkook’s voice is near cracking, and he swallows audibly before taking a shaky breath. “It’s stupid. I–”

“Oh, love, it’s not stupid at all,” Seokjin coos, adjusting his response immediately to this new development. Family has always been a touchy subject for Jungkook, and it’s easy to understand why when the longing he feels for them is so palpable. “It’s perfectly natural to miss your family, and your home.”

Jungkook sniffles, shoulders shaking just slightly. “I wish I didn’t care, or that I could just forget. It hurts to miss them and know that they are doing the right thing by trying to keep me safe.”

Okay, time to tread carefully.

“Are you open to hearing an opinion on that?”

Jungkook gives a little nod against Seokjin’s shoulder.

“I know I’m not aware of all the details, and I can’t imagine the hurt you’re going through, so please tell me if you’d like me to stop talking. I can see why your mother chose the option she did, and I do believe it’s meant in good faith – to keep you safe. That being said, I think there are other options available to a woman as powerful as she is, and you have a right to be upset that she didn’t choose one of those instead.”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Jungkook responds with a whispered, “I know… but I don’t want to be angry either. None of it feels good.”

Seokjin needs to weigh his options. There’s a thought he’s been considering in these past few months, as it’s become more apparent that Jimin and Jungkook will definitely be joining their pack – which will mean moving in at some point. He doesn’t want to give Jungkook false hope, or set him up for disappointment, but he also wants to respect the fact that Jungkook is an adult and entirely capable of managing his own feelings. There hasn’t really been a good opportunity to bring it up, but maybe now is the time.

“I must admit, I’ve given all of this some thought,” Seokjin says. “There’s something I’d like to offer you.”

“What is it?”

“There will come a day where we ask you two to move in with us, once you’re both ready. Being here would give us much better control over your security – perhaps even enough control that your mother might feel safe re-establishing contact. I know yesterday might not have been the best showing of our competence, but–”

“I’ve wondered too,” Jungkook says, sniffling again as he pulls back to fix Seokjin with a sad looking smile, tear tracks running down his cheeks. “Didn’t want to get my hopes up, especially when we weren’t sure that you guys would even want that… And then not knowing if she’ll even listen to me, or…” He trails off, biting his lip as a fresh batch of tears fall from his eyes. “I’m sorry, hyung.”

“There’s not a single thing you need to apologize for, darling.”

“M’crying all over you first thing in the morning.”

“Jungkook-ah, if you’re willing to let me be there while you cry, there’s not a single other place on the planet I’d rather be. Taking care of my mates is the thing that brings me the most joy, whether it’s like this, or something as simple as getting to feed you. All of that makes me extremely happy. Do you understand?”

Jungkook bites harder at his lip, blinking out more tears as he nods. “Okay, I– I understand. Thank you, hyung.”

“Of course. Do you think you’re ready to listen to my offer?” Seokjin asks, wiping away Jungkook’s tears and fixing him with the warmest smile he can manage.

“Mhmm.”

“When that day comes and the two of you are here with us, I’d be willing to submit a sort of formal request with you, if you thought it might help. Perhaps a meeting where we could outline our security and make our intention to care for you crystal clear. If what she intended before you left was for you to be married off properly, I’m certain we could manage something that might satisfy that requirement – even if joining a pack like this is slightly different than marriage to some alpha suitor.”

Seokjin has to force himself to stop talking. He wants to lay out the process from beginning to end, to show Jungkook just how much thought he’s given to this and how serious he is, but he needs approval before that.

Jungkook’s mouth has fallen open, bottom lip shaking just the slightest as he looks up at Seokjin with disbelief. “You would… You’d do that? For me?”

“Darling, there’s very little any of us wouldn’t do for you – and this is something I would do gladly.”

“I could… God, I could see her again, and Junghyun too… I– That would…” Jungkook trails off for a moment, scent wavering between bitter distress and happy orange blossom in waves.

“You don’t have to know for sure right now, if you aren’t ready. This offer has no expiration date.”

Instead of answering, Jungkook stands up on his toes and leans in for a kiss. It’s gentle, tears wet on his lips as he clings to Seokjin’s shoulders. The whole thing barely lasts a few seconds, but Seokjin can feel the impact his offer has made, every bit of adoration clear in Jungkook’s actions.

“I… This means a lot to me – more than I can even explain. I just…” Jungkook takes a breath, looking Seokjin in the eyes as he whispers, “I love you so much, hyung.”

Seokjin’s scent spikes so strongly in the air that even he can smell it, and he pulls Jungkook back in close, burying his face just inches from the omega’s scent gland. “I know, darling. I love you very much too.”

“M’so glad you feel the same. I… Scent me? The right way, please? I wanna smell like yours.”

“I’d love nothing more,” Seokjin answers, his heart already beating fast as he tilts his head just slightly and licks over Jungkook’s scent gland.

The taste of fresh oranges nearly overwhelms him, bright and intense on his tongue, though not enough to keep him from pressing gently to the back of Jungkook’s head, eager to have the scenting returned. That one tiny encouragement is all it takes for Jungkook to follow along, his tongue giving one soft little lick before he lets out a whine and latches his mouth over Seokjin’s scent gland.

It’s enough to send his thoughts racing. He wants so badly to give Jungkook everything they’ve talked about this morning, to look after his omega in every way, to keep him right here until the others come down and surround them too. At the same time, he almost wishes he could freeze this moment in time, able to come back to it whenever he pleases. Jungkook feels so fragile like this, clinging to Seokjin’s shoulders, trembling but smelling like a dream, allowing himself to be so vulnerable.

It’s hard not to treasure something like this.

The rush of emotion does eventually taper off into something more manageable, leaving both of them breathing just a little heavily as they press a few final pecks to each other’s scent glands – but this doesn’t feel any less special. Just a different kind of special.

Seokjin smells Hoseok coming just seconds before he hears him, voice still a bit rough with sleep as he says, “Wow, don’t the two of you make a pretty picture this morning.”

Jungkook is smiling sweet and easy as he turns to look at Hoseok. “Morning, hyung,” he says, reaching out an arm in invitation.

While Hoseok’s expression doesn’t give anything away, the speed of his steps toward them is enough for Seokjin to know that he can see the remnants of tears on Jungkook’s face. “Morning, honey,” he coos, joining in on their hug and leaning in to press his lips to Jungkook’s cheek. “Are you okay? You look like you’ve been crying, baby.”

“I did a little, but Jin-hyung helped. I feel better now.”

Hoseok tugs Jungkook in close, looking over his shoulder at Seokjin with a questioning little tilt of his head toward the living room – asking permission to dote on Jungkook himself.

As much as Seokjin would love to keep the omega close, the thought of Hoseok fussing over him in the living room where the others might find them and join in as well is all too appealing. Plus, he has a meal to make. He can feed all his mates and then spend some time with both Jimin and Jungkook before they have to leave.

As soon as Seokjin gives him a nod, Hoseok pulls back to press a whole mess of kisses onto Jungkook’s cheeks while he asks, “How about letting me help too, Jungkookie? Wanna come cuddle while I tell you how pretty you are?”

Jungkook lets out a giggle at the attention, catching Hoseok’s lips in a quick peck before pulling back with a smile. “Sounds nice, hyung. Can we maybe watch an episode of our show too if nobody else is up when we’re done?”

“I think you underestimate how long I could spend telling you you’re pretty, but I suppose I could cut it a little short so we can watch something.”

Seokjin lets out a laugh. “Very gracious of you, Hobi-yah.”

After a couple of quick goodbye kisses, Seokjin finds himself alone in the kitchen again, heart still beating fast from his first proper scenting with Jungkook.

~~

Several hours later, the house is mostly deserted. Jimin and Jungkook have gone to school, Namjoon is out for a meeting, and Yoongi is buried in work, unlikely to leave his room for the rest of the day. Taehyung and Hoseok have taken a group of their security team members back to the factory site, intent on investigating to get a better idea of who exactly is responsible for everything that’s happened.

Seokjin returns from his errands for the day relatively early. He makes himself something quick for lunch (dropping off a plate for Yoongi as well), then heads up to take care of a few phone calls and unanswered emails.

About thirty minutes in, his phone dings with an incoming message.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: so umm… things are weird here (;^ω^)

[Hobi]: that’s putting it lightly.

[Jin]: What’s happened?

[Namjoon]: Are you both alright?

[Tae]: yeah we’re fine

[Tae]: it’s just that the whole factory? the surrounding buildings? everything?

[Tae]: burned to the ground

[Yoongi]: Do you think it was the men from last night? Why would they burn their own building down? Assuming it was theirs of course.

[Yoongi]: I’m just now starting to make progress on tracing the ownership.

[Jimin]: Shit ( ●_●)

[Jimin]: Exactly how burnt are we talking?

[Hobi]: cops everywhere so we can’t exactly get 2 close.

[Hobi]: but there’s not much left except for the metal bits.

[Tae]: yeah the machines are still mostly there

[Tae]: so are their metal staircases and some supports

[Tae]: but the rest is gone

[Namjoon]: Jimin-ah, what do you think happened?

[JK]: you said you called them right hyung

[Jimin]: Yeah. Yugyeom

[Jimin]: He said he was going to have to alert someone but he got me your location first

[Jin]: You believe the Jeon family might have had something to do with this?

[JK]: moms never been shy about arson when she wants something gone

[Jimin]: And why would they torch their own building?

[Tae]: something they were afraid of us finding?

[Namjoon]: Easier to just get rid of whatever that might be than to burn everything to the ground.

[Hobi]: i’m with joonie. doesn’t make sense.

[Hobi]: maybe if it was just a small building that would seem more believable.

[Jin]: Assuming for the moment that this is the Jeon family version of cleanup, where does that leave us?

[Namjoon]: Yoongi will keep digging. Taehyung-ah and Hoseok can come home unless there’s anything else to be gained from the scene. Jin, can you see if your police contacts can get us any details? As for Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah…

[Namjoon]: Do either of you have any safe way of communicating with anyone who would give you answers back in Busan? You don’t have to. Just trying to get a feel for our options.

[Jimin]: Nobody is going to tell me anything

[JK]: yeah flow of information is something mom is real particular about

[Jimin]: That’s putting it lightly ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: even if we could get someone to talk they would be in a ton of trouble for it

[JK]: sorry hyung

[Namjoon]: Nothing to apologize for. I just figured I should ask.

[Hobi]: i’m surprised they even gave u jungkookie’s location last night minnie.

[Jimin]: That only worked because Yugyeom owes me and I also threatened him with something worse

[JK]: wait what did you say hyung

[Jimin]: Just that he wouldn’t want to see the kind of trouble he would get in for letting you get hurt instead of helping me save you

[Tae]: he WOULD get in more trouble for that right?

[Jin]: I should hope so.

[Jimin]: Yes. It wasn’t an empty threat

[JK]: its true

[JK]: he wont get in trouble for helping me get rescued

[Yoongi]: I think I’ve got something.

[Hobi]: nice :)

[Hobi]: what did u find?

[Yoongi]: The owner of the factory.

[Yoongi]: Some shell corporation owned by another shell corporation etc etc. It’s a whole messy trail, but at the end of it is some small real estate company run out of Changwon. The trail stops there, but that company’s finances branch out a lot like ours. Lots of businesses that work well for money laundering, but enough legitimate transactions to avoid suspicion.

[JK]: oh my family did business there too

[JK]: close enough to busan that it was an easy expansion to make

[Tae]: that makes sense but if these guys are run out of changwon what the hell are they doing in seoul?

[Yoongi]: Branching out maybe? They only own a few properties here and most of them are tied to one guy. Just a sec. I found a picture.

[Yoongi]: Attachment: Screenshot

[JK]: i saw him last night

[JK]: he seemed like the one in charge

[Jimin]: Did I see him?

[JK]: maybe from the window but he left to go investigate the noise before you came in

[Namjoon]: I’m pretty sure he’s the one who made the ransom call. I saw him briefly too when he was in frame with Jungkook-ah.

[Hobi]: ok so we have the presumed head of a new branch of their operation. he’s in a new city looking for easy scores and takes jungkookie thinking he’s got one.

[Hobi]: now that it’s gone south what are the chances his bosses come looking for payback?

[Namjoon]: Depends on what kind of answers they can get. If he’s dead and they show up to find a husk of a building with no clues then they cut their losses and move on. At least that’s what a lot of the guys we’ve worked with would do.

[Namjoon]: Especially when they aren’t really established here.

[Jin]: I’ll see if my police contacts have anything useful. Maybe we can get an idea on how many bodies were found at the scene.

[Yoongi]: Yeah I’ll keep digging too.

[Namjoon]: Thank you. Let me know if you find anything. All of you be careful in the meantime, please.

~

Seokjin immediately begins placing calls to the few contacts he has in the police force. None of them are on the case, but with any luck they might be able to find out something. Regardless, they should have some time to gather themselves now with the immediate threat presumably handled. Even if that group does have other bases of operation in Seoul, losses like this should necessitate taking stock of their options.

That’s not the only interruption to Seokjin’s day, however. He only manages another hour or so of work before his phone starts ringing with an incoming call from Hyungwon.

“Hello, is everything alright, Hyungwon-ssi?”

“I’ve got a lady by the name of Amber Liu down at the gate looking for Namjoon-ssi, and she is not keen on leaving without being seen even though I’ve explained that he isn’t home. Any chance you know who she is?”

“I do, yes. Please escort her to the house and I’ll come down to meet her.”

Giving up on work for the time being, Seokjin stops by the bathroom to quickly look himself over (still perfectly handsome, of course – but better safe than sorry) and then heads straight down to the foyer. With no time to prepare, he resigns himself to offering her a seat in the kitchen if she’s willing to stay for a bite to eat. Not ideal for a first meeting, but Jungkook has talked very highly of Amber, and Seokjin intends to do his best to be a good host even if the circumstances of her visit are likely less than ideal.

He’s just in time to answer the knock at the front door, swinging it open to reveal Hyungwon standing a few feet behind a tattooed woman with short cropped dark hair and no discernible scent that Seokjin can detect. Her expression is hardened, the sort of thing he’s used to seeing on Namjoon’s face when he’s disappointed in an employee's performance or when they receive damaged goods.

“Good afternoon,” Seokjin says, giving Hyungwon a nod and stepping aside with a smile. “Please come in.”

Amber gives a short nod, the look on her face not shifting at all as she steps inside. Once the door shuts behind her, she turns to Seokjin with a quick up and down look – sizing him up. “You’re not Namjoon-ssi.”

“I’m afraid he’s out at the moment, but I should be able to answer any questions you have. Kim Seokjin,” he says, holding out his hand toward her. “A pleasure, Amber-ssi.”

She stares down at his hand for a moment before reaching out to give it a short, firm shake. “You know why I’m here?”

“I would imagine it’s to discuss what happened to Jungkook-ah last night. Would you like something to eat? We can talk in the kitchen.”

“I won’t be here that long.”

“A cup of tea then?”

She raises a pierced brow at him, what looks like the beginnings of a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “You’re going to keep asking until I accept something?”

“Jungkook-ah speaks very highly of you. I would hate to be a poor host for someone so important to him.”

“Tea then. I’m not picky.”

“Chamomile?”

“That’s fine.”

Seokjin smiles. “Excellent. Please, follow me.” He gives her a moment to step out of her shoes and then leads the way toward the kitchen, where he pulls out a stool and sets to work filling the kettle.

There’s not a word from Amber as he works. She gives a cursory look around, then sits patiently until Seokjin returns to the counter, apparently intent on having this conversation face to face. It’s easy to see why, with how serious her expression is as she says, “I’m assuming you all understand how profoundly you let Jungkook down last night?”

“Yes,” Seokjin answers, matching her serious tone and not avoiding her gaze. “It was a massive oversight on our part – one we do not intend to repeat.”

“It never should have happened in the first place – to him or to Jimin. They’ve been let down enough, and you all let some half-baked kidnapping attempt succeed without any resistance at all.”

“As I said, a massive oversight – one we are taking steps to correct immediately. The others are currently busy investigating the threat, but when they get home they’re completely re-evaluating the security for Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah.”

The kettle whistles on the stove, and Seokjin turns around to pour their tea. Again, Amber is silent while he works, and the time to think is invaluable. He’s glad to finally have the opportunity to meet someone so important to Jungkook, and he would ideally like to make a good impression. Her concern is entirely understandable. In fact…

“You know,” Seokjin starts as he passes a steaming mug across the island countertop toward Amber. “I really am grateful for the opportunity to meet you, Amber-ssi. While I wish the circumstances were better, it makes me glad to know how deeply you care for Jungkook-ah.”

“And Jimin-ah,” she says, taking her mug. “I appreciate the sentiment, but I’m not interested in pleasantries until I know you all plan to keep them safe.”

“Of course. I can speak to some of the changes we intend to make, but there may be more after a thorough review. Would you like a walkthrough of their security up until now?”

“I don’t need to know all of it. You have people at their apartment?”

“We do, yes. A small base of operation within sight of it.”

“And when they go to school?”

“We do the drop off and pick up. Public transit of any kind is off the table.”

“What kind of security did you have at my shop last night?”

“Only someone waiting just out front to pick up Jungkook-ah. In the future, we’ll have someone watching the back too. I trust he gave you the details of what happened?”

Finally, her stony exterior softens just a little and she lets out a sigh. “He did. I should have talked to your pack sooner – before all of this.”

“We could have taken that initiative as well,” Seokjin offers carefully. He doesn’t want to invalidate her feelings of responsibility for Jungkook and Jimin, but he does want to find some common ground between them. They care deeply about the same people. That should be something they can bond over. “It would have been smart to defer to your expertise about potential risks at the shop.”

Amber is quiet for a moment, fingertip tracing the edge of her mug as she stares at the countertop. “Maybe we both screwed up,” she says, eyes drifting back up to Seokjin’s.

“I believe the majority of the blame still lies with us.”

“Agreed. Still, I didn’t expect you to take responsibility for your mistake this well. The least I can do is own my part.”

“Please let me assure you we’re taking this very seriously. Would you be willing to talk to our security team once we have a new plan put together?”

“If I don’t hear from them in a day or two, you can bet I’ll be knocking on your door again – and it will be even more unpleasant,” she answers, enough of a smile on her face for Seokjin to feel safe returning it without making it seem like he’s not taking this seriously.

“Of course. You’ll likely hear from them later today. And for the record, this hasn’t been an unpleasant meeting. I appreciate you taking the time to come and talk to us, and it makes me happy to know that Jungkook-ah has someone like you looking out for him too.”

“Thanks.” Amber’s shoulders drop an inch or so as she relaxes, finally lifting her mug to her lips for a sip of tea. “You know, you’re even more put together than Namjoon-ssi. The way Jungkook talks about your whole pack… I want this to be good for him and Jimin, and it seems like it has been. You just… You have to be careful, or I won’t be the only woman showing up to your house for a chat, and that’s only going to make things messy at this point.”

“You worry about his mother getting involved?”

“I think she’s more than smart enough to know it would put him in danger, but if you can’t protect him, she won’t have a choice.”

“We can, and we will. We have no intention of letting anything like this happen again,” Seokjin assures her.

“When are they moving in?”

“We have not extended that invitation yet – mostly because we don’t believe they’re ready.”

“You mean Jimin isn’t ready?”

“In a sense, but that also means Jungkook-ah isn’t ready. He wouldn’t do anything to compromise Jimin’s sense of stability, so if Jimin isn’t ready, then neither is he.”

Amber gives him a knowing smile, taking another sip of her tea. “You do know them well.”

“I should hope so. We’ve been courting them very seriously for around eight months now, and their determination to care for one another has been apparent from our very first meeting.”

“I suppose it is hard to miss. Some alphas though… They can look right past even the obvious. I’m just glad you all see the two of them for who they are.”

Seokjin can’t help but wonder how much Amber knows. Has she heard what happened to Jimin? Does she understand the inner workings of their pack and the place they’ve carved out for Jimin and Jungkook? While he’s glad to be sailing well above her expectations, it’s hard not to wonder what’s formed them – from a more personal standpoint as well.

It doesn’t hurt to try.

“Owning a shop like yours that caters so specifically to omegas, I’m sure you have some opinions about how people often see them?”

She laughs, looking at him again like she’s sizing him up – deciding whether to answer. Whatever test there is, he must pass it, because she says, “Yeah, no shit. I don’t think you need me to tell you how omegas are treated though.”

“I’ve seen plenty of injustice, but I wouldn’t presume to put my secondhand observations over your lived experience,” Seokjin says carefully. “The question was mostly out of curiosity about what led you to open Special-(f)x.”

“I did my apprenticeship under an alpha. Wore scent blocker the whole time because I didn’t want to deal with any bullshit. It got me a front row seat to how they talk about omegas when they think there aren’t any in the room. There were piercings and tattoos they would only agree to with an alpha’s permission, and the way they talked about the clients behind closed doors was disgusting. So, Special-(f)x was meant to be a place omegas could come and have work done with respect.”

“Very admirable. I’m curious, did you ever reveal yourself as an omega during your apprenticeship?”

Amber smiles wide at that. “On my last day. Didn’t say a word – just showed up without scent blocker and went about my job. Poor bastards were practically tripping over themselves to avoid me.”

“I’m sure they were.” Seokjin can’t help but laugh at the image. He’s met plenty of alphas who would surely do the exact same thing. “You’re quite something, you know. I’m happy to know that you were there to look after Jungkook and Jimin. The last thing they needed was to be looked down upon.”

“Yeah, well… Assuming there are no more massive fuckups, I’d say that I’m glad to know they have the five of you now too.”

“High praise, coming from you. Thank you.”

She lifts her cup of tea to her mouth one more time, tattooed fingers wrapped around the handle as she sets the empty mug down. “Thank you for the tea, and for being willing to fix your mistakes.”

“It was my pleasure, truly. We’ll make sure Jungkook isn’t hurt by our negligence again – and the same goes for Jimin.”

“Good. Then we shouldn’t have any more problems,” Amber says, getting off of her stool. “You’ll be in contact?”

“Yes, very soon. Please, let me walk you to the door.”

Notes:

See you Wednesday for an interlude chapter as everyone settles back into their normal routines. After that, we'll have lots of exciting new relationship developments coming over the next few weeks! :D

Chapter 104: Interlude – Back To Normal

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Hoseok]

[Jin]: You two finished your meeting with Amber-ssi?

[Hobi]: we did. she’s very sweet :)

[Jin]: Really? I think I expected her to be a bit hard on the two of you.

[Hobi]: oh she was at first but we took complete responsibility.

[Hobi]: u were totally right about her appreciating the work we’re doing 2 correct the mistake.

[Hobi]: and i think having jungkookie working helped 2 ;)

[Jin]: She does seem to care very deeply about him.

[Hobi]: she does yeah. jiminie 2.

[Hobi]: and she was fine with everything we want 2 do so jungkookie should be much safer at work now :D

[Jin]: Perfect. Thank you for the update.

[Hobi]: sure thing hyungie <3

~

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: Darling, why are their workers coming into our house?

[Namjoon]: Oh shit. Sorry. With everything that happened around my rut and then Jungkook-ah getting kidnapped, I completely forgot to talk to you.

[Jin]: Understandable, though I would appreciate being brought up to speed. Are we having renovations done?

[Namjoon]: Today it’s just some exploratory work on the few empty bedrooms upstairs. Getting a feel for our options.

[Namjoon]: I was hoping to do some minor updates to the bathrooms and reconfigure some of the closet spaces at the very least.

[Jin]: Joon-ah, have you been planning for Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah to move in without me? :-O

[Namjoon]: A little but I promise I haven’t made any final decisions without you.

[Jin]: Do you have copies of the plans? I’d like to look them over.

[Namjoon]: It was before my rut. I was trying to keep my mind off of everything going on. The plans aren’t even drawn up yet, so there’s plenty of time for your input.

[Namjoon]: Sorry, I really did forget I scheduled them to come today. And I did mean to talk to you beforehand.

[Jin]: It’s alright. I think it’s sweet that you’ve been thinking about this.

[Jin]: That being said, I’m heading upstairs to ask them some questions. I can think of a few changes that might be particularly welcome for both Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah.

[Namjoon]: Okay. I’ll be home soon too. Maybe we can go over some options together.

[Namjoon]: And we should probably talk about what I was planning for the basement too.

[Jin]: Aren’t you just full of surprises today, darling? ;-D

[Jin]: See you shortly.

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Jin]: I just heard back from one of my contacts in the police force.

[Jin]: That bald man, the one Yoongi-yah found all the Seoul operations tied to? He’s dead.

[Hobi]: in the fire? :O

[Jin]: No, actually. There were several bodies discovered in the fire, but he was left on the dirt road well outside the line of flames. It sounds like he was executed. One bullet between the eyes.

[Jin]: And he’s apparently missing an ear. Grisly business.

[Tae]: sounds like a trophy

[Jimin]: Kookie why does that seem familiar?

[JK]: wow she sent jinyoung all the way out here

[Jin]: This Jinyoung is part of Jeon family security, I take it?

[JK]: yes

[Jimin]: Oh I remember now. Taking the ears was kind of his thing wasn’t it?

[Jin]: His ‘thing’ was taking ears?

[Tae]: some people have signatures like that

[Tae]: especially when they aren’t trying to hide who they are (・ω<)

[Tae]: proof of a job done and a way to send a message

[Jin]: What an unnecessary mess.

[Jimin]: If they really are based so close to Busan then they’re definitely gonna know who killed their man

[JK]: that might actually take some of the heat off you guys

[Hobi]: or add a whole different kind of heat.

[Hobi]: being connected even just a little 2 the jeon family is gonna carry some weight.

[Namjoon]: Still makes it less likely they come looking for revenge.

[Namjoon]: But it does put Jungkook-ah even more at risk. The connection could up the chances of your identity being exposed.

[Yoongi]: Or they just assume we’re doing business together.

[Hobi]: probably more likely but u should still be extra careful jungkookie.

[JK]: i will

[JK]: but you guys should watch your backs too

[Jimin]: He’s right. Kookie isn’t the only avenue they could choose for revenge

[Tae]: good point

[Tae]: we’ll make sure to stay on our toes (✿◠‿◠)

~

[Namjoon to Hoseok, Yoongi, and Taehyung]

[Namjoon]: I would like to make a formal request to all of you.

[Tae]: is this about all the trucks parked outside the house right now? (^ω^)

[Hobi]: yeah are we having construction done? :)

[Yoongi]: We sure fucking are.

[Tae]: wait you already know what’s up?

[Hobi]: when did u get the inside scoop yoongles? ;D

[Namjoon]: Yes we are having construction done. And yes Yoongi knows about it already because he watches the bank accounts.

[Namjoon]: With that out of the way, I need the three of you to promise me something.

[Tae]: what is it?

[Namjoon]: We’re renovating a couple of the upstairs bedrooms. Jin and I just finalized the plans yesterday, and the work should be done within the week. There’s also a bit of work happening in the basement, but that shouldn’t be as disruptive.

[Tae]: omg

[Tae]: is this what i think it is? (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Namjoon]: Yes, this is what you think it is. However, we are just getting some preparations done, not asking them to move in right now.

[Namjoon]: So please.

[Namjoon]: I am begging you.

[Namjoon]: Do NOT say anything about this to Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah right now. The last thing I want to do is pressure them or make them feel like we’re moving too fast.

[Hobi]: oh u know i love a good secret ;)

[Hobi]: my lips are sealed.

[Tae]: if me keeping quiet means you keep moving in the right direction

[Tae]: then you got yourself a deal (・ω<)

[Tae]: jin-hyung knows right?

[Namjoon]: Yes he does.

[Tae]: nice i can’t wait to talk decorating with him

[Namjoon]: Yoongi?

[Yoongi]: I haven’t said anything yet. What makes you think I’m gonna do it now?

[Hobi]: i mean statistically ur the most likely 2 let this slip.

[Yoongi]: Wow thanks for the vote of confidence.

[Tae]: he’s kind of right though yoongi-hyung (;^ω^)

[Tae]: you’re good at keeping secrets most of the time but not if you think they’re dumb

[Yoongi]: Who said I thought this was dumb?

[Hobi]: u don’t?

[Yoongi]: Okay. Fair point. I think it’s at least a little dumb.

[Namjoon]: Please? Let’s just get a bit of time between us and everything that’s happened recently before we start talking to them about it. As much as we all want them here, the seven of us haven’t even been courting for a year yet, so it’s not like we’re dragging our feet.

[Namjoon]: I’m just trying to make sure we’re prepared when the time comes.

[Yoongi]: Fine.

[Yoongi]: You don’t have to beg.

[Namjoon]: Then you won’t say anything? You promise?

[Yoongi]: I promise.

[Namjoon]: Thank you.

[Yoongi]: But if one of them asks me any direct questions, I’m telling them I don’t know shit and sending them your way.

[Namjoon]: That’s fine. I’ll just tell them it’s some minor repair work. And maybe for the rest of this week, we can avoid making too many plans to hang out here.

[Hobi]: i’m sure jinnie would love 2 go out for our date night this week :)

[Tae]: yeah we can go somewhere new and just not come back until they’re done working for the day

[Namjoon]: That’s perfect. I’ll talk to Jin.

~

[Jungkook to Namjoon]

[JK]: hyung what kind of construction are you doing in the basement

[JK]: i came down to paint and theres some guys here

[Namjoon]: Sorry, I should have warned you. It’s just a bit of repair work.

[Namjoon]: They aren’t in your way, are they?

[JK]: nah i got to my studio just fine

[JK]: you guys have had a lot of work being done recently

[Namjoon]: Yeah. Figured we may as well knock it out all at once and minimize the amount of time we spend with strange scents in the house.

[JK]: that makes sense

[JK]: it is weird to have all your scents disrupted

[JK]: so were you having problems down here

[Namjoon]: Nothing serious. The work will be done before you know it.

[JK]: its really not disruptive to me so im not worried

[JK]: just curious i guess

[JK]: mostly about what kind of repair work requires a mirror that big

[Namjoon]: A mirror?

[JK]: mirrors

[JK]: theres a lot of them

[JK]: its for jiminie isnt it

[JK]: come on you can tell me hyung

[JK]: you guys were getting repairs done upstairs so you just decided to tackle this at the same time and hope he wouldnt notice

[Namjoon]: If that were true could you keep it a secret?

[Namjoon]: We’d like to surprise him.

[JK]: oh my god i knew it

[JK]: thats so nice of you guys

[JK]: i wont say a word

[JK]: hes going to love it

[Namjoon]: Do you think it would be too much for us to gift it to him like we did for you?

[JK]: depends

[JK]: who all is giving it to him

[Namjoon]: I was thinking just me and Jin.

[JK]: oh did jin hyung help you plan it

[Namjoon]: Not really. I just thought it might be easier for Jimin-ah if he was there.

[JK]: if it was your project then you should be the one to give it to him hyung

[JK]: you and hobi hyung worked together on mine so it made sense for both of you to give it to me

[Namjoon]: You don’t think he’s feel more comfortable if Jin or Hoseok were there?

[JK]: wait hyung do you think jiminie is uncomfortable around you

[Namjoon]: Not exactly. Just… How do I put it…

[Namjoon]: Of all of us, he’s still the least comfortable with me, and I know gifts have historically been overwhelming at times. So I guess I just wanted to try to make sure he had support?

[JK]: okay i see why your brain did that

[JK]: but its wrong

[JK]: jiminie likes you hyung

[JK]: dont be afraid to be alone with him

[Namjoon]: I’m not afraid of being alone with him. I WANT to be alone with him more often.

[JK]: oh really

[JK]: maybe you should tell him that

[Namjoon]: How about we start with the gift.

[Namjoon]: I can try to talk to him then.

[JK]: how long is that gonna take

[Namjoon]: Construction should be finished within the week, remember?

[JK]: no i mean how long is it gonna take you to give it to him

[JK]: hobi hyung said you kept fussing with my studio for weeks cause you wanted it to be perfect

[JK]: even though it was already amazing

[Namjoon]: I just wanted to make sure it was as nice as I could for you.

[JK]: i know and i think that was really sweet of you hyung

[JK]: but if youre gonna wait weeks on jiminies too then maybe you should talk to him before that

[Namjoon]: Okay. That is admittedly a fair point.

[Namjoon]: It might be easier for me to give it to him sooner if I have a second opinion. Will you look it over once it’s done? Let me know if I’ve missed anything or should make improvements first?

[JK]: sure

[JK]: id love to help

[Namjoon]: Thank you Kook-ah.

~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Namjoon]: I just narrowly averted a crisis.

[Tae]: do you need me?

[Namjoon]: Not that kind of crisis.

[Tae]: oh do tell (✿◠‿◠)

[Hobi]: yeah i’m curious 2 ;D

[Namjoon]: Jungkook-ah saw the mirrors for the studio downstairs and accused me of trying to sneak in a present for Jimin-ah while the repairs are happening upstairs.

[Tae]: poor jungkookie

[Tae]: so close to the truth and yet so far (^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Needless to say, I agreed and he is now aware of the studio project.

[Namjoon]: And adamant that I give it to Jimin-ah as soon as possible.

[Yoongi]: Oh you mean you aren’t going to drag your feet for weeks on this one? You sure you can handle that?

[Namjoon]: Does everyone really need to give me a hard time about that?

[Hobi]: i mean at least a little ;D

[Namjoon]: Kook-ah agreed to look it over for me once it’s done to confirm I haven’t missed anything or made any missteps.

[Tae]: whatever it takes i guess

[Tae]: jiminie is gonna love it hyung (´♥ω♥`)

[Jin]: I agree. I know he’s used the space in my small gym for practice before, but I am rapidly running out of room now that Jungkook-ah is helping me expand my range of equipment.

[Yoongi]: Aren’t you just buying all that stuff for him?

[Jin]: It’s for both of us. Jungkook-ah feels better about it if we both get some use out of it, and Joon-ah is doing some work down there as well now :-D

[Tae]: oh you’re working out now too joonie-hyung?

[Namjoon]: I already was before, but I’m trying some of the equipment now instead of just body weight exercises.

[Hobi]: looking to put on a little muscle? :)

[Jin]: His reason is quite sweet actually.

[Namjoon]: Can I not have just one secret?

[Yoongi]: Ideally, no.

[Yoongi]: Why is he using the gym, hyung?

[Jin]: Can I tell them, darling?

[Namjoon]: Not like saying no is going to do me any good now. They’ll just keep asking until they figure it out or I tell them.

[Tae]: pretty much (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: He wants to be able to lift Jungkook-ah more easily.

[Namjoon]: Not that he’s hard to lift now. He just likes feeling small sometimes and I want to be able to do that for him.

[Hobi]: and it’s not like jungkookie isn’t going 2 keep getting stronger. ur smart 2 stay on top of it :)

[Tae]: god he’s so hot already ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: and if he gets even stronger…

[Tae]: what am i even supposed to do

[Yoongi]: Drool even more than you do now?

[Hobi]: u say that like u won’t be drooling 2.

[Hobi]: and not just over jungkookie ;)

[Yoongi]: Shut up.

[Tae]: it’s okay we can drool together (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: that really is sweet though joonie-hyung

[Hobi]: agreed. absolutely adorable.

[Jin]: I think we can all agree that we have the most wonderful pack alpha there is :-)

[Hobi]: 100% <333

[Tae]: we really do

[Tae]: which is why we need to tease him mercilessly (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: Exactly. That’s what we’re here for.

[Namjoon]: Thanks? Maybe?

[Yoongi]: It was objectively a compliment.

[Namjoon]: Baked into a threat.

[Tae]: still a compliment

[Namjoon]: I don’t know why I try.

[Tae]: (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Tae]: because we’d be lost without you

[Yoongi]: Completely.

~

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Plans for tomorrow night?

[Jimin]: I have work until ten ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: Yeah, that was on your schedule. I meant after that.

[Jimin]: Nothing. Why?

[Yoongi]: Because you’ve been super busy the last couple of days and I thought you might wanna unwind.

[Jimin]: What did you have in mind?

[Yoongi]: Depends. You don’t have anything the next morning, right?

[Jimin]: That’s right

[Jimin]: I finally get to sleep in (^-^)

[Yoongi]: Come over after work? I’ll cook for you, and a new documentary on deep sea fish dropped last night so we could watch that too. I know you love that shit.

[Jimin]: Wow that’s actually really thoughtful of you

[Yoongi]: Why are you saying that like you’re surprised?

[Yoongi]: I can be thoughtful.

[Jimin]: Well yeah I know you CAN

[Jimin]: You just usually pretend you aren’t

[Jimin]: At least for stuff like this

[Yoongi]: Do you want to come over or not?

[Yoongi]: I can watch the damn thing by myself.

[Jimin]: You can but you won’t (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jimin]: You always save the ones with fish for us to watch together

[Yoongi]: Correction. I save all of the nature ones for us to watch together. You go for fish first, but I know you like the rest too.

[Yoongi]: Joon-ah likes them if he’s had a really bad day too, but it’s been a while since we’ve had to do that.

[Jimin]: Okay you saving them for us is REALLY sweet ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: But I am gonna briefly ignore that because I’m curious

[Jimin]: I don’t think I’ve seen Namjoon-hyung have a really bad day yet

[Yoongi]: Yeah probably not. He’s usually pretty good at working that stuff out with Seokjin-hyung because he doesn’t like to burden the rest of us with it.

[Yoongi]: You can’t see it but I’m telling you that I am using massive air quotes around the word burden.

[Yoongi]: Kind of like I do when you act like you’re a burden.

[Jimin]: Wow rude (*  ̄︿ ̄)

[Yoongi]: Just stating facts.

[Jimin]: Well state me the facts about what Namjoon-hyung looks like when he’s having a bad day

[Yoongi]: Quiet. He tries to hide it but he usually fails spectacularly because I’ve lived with him for ages, Jin-hyung sees everything, and Tae and Seok-ah don’t take long to catch on either.

[Jimin]: What do you guys do to help?

[Yoongi]: We all do it a little different honestly. Jin-hyung fusses over him like he does for the rest of us and makes a big deal about allowing him to be upset and not trying to manage the feelings for him.

[Yoongi]: His words not mine.

[Jimin]: Clearly

[Yoongi]: Now who’s rude?

[Jimin]: You were rude first so I’m excused (^-^)

[Jimin]: How about the rest of you?

[Yoongi]: Seok-ah follows Jin-hyung’s lead.

[Yoongi]: Tae and I do our best to be needy.

[Jimin]: Tell me how?

[Yoongi]: I don’t know like… asking to do stuff together? Tae is better at it than me, but at least I can mostly ask without words.

[Yoongi]: It’s easy enough to just go literally grab Joon-ah and drag him onto the couch for a movie and some cuddles. Or up to bed.

[Jimin]: Aww I bet you’re cute when you’re needy in bed (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: Hell. What the actual fuck am I supposed to say in response to that?

[Jimin]: … Did I just offend you? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: No.

[Yoongi]: Not even a little.

[Yoongi]: That is literally the opposite of the problem Min-ah.

[Jimin]: Oh? ( 〃▽〃)

[Yoongi]: Yeah.

[Yoongi]: I don’t know what to say in response that is even remotely decent.

[Jimin]: Why do you have to be decent?

[Yoongi]: Christ I need to take a walk.

[Yoongi]: You’re killing me.

[Jimin]: It’s a genuine question

[Yoongi]: Cool. Okay. Question not invitation.

[Yoongi]: I can work with that.

[Jimin]: I mean it could be both but yeah let’s start with answering the question

[Yoongi]: Okay maybe that’s a good place to start because I think part of it is just not knowing where the boundaries are or what you even want.

[Yoongi]: But also…

[Yoongi]: We barely done more than make out a few times, Min-ah. And honestly, we’ve hardly even done that.

[Jimin]: Do you want to do more than that?

[Yoongi]: I wish I was using my phone instead of my computer so I could pitch it across my room right now.

[Jimin]: Unfortunately you’re stuck here. Answer the question?

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Of course I want more. I have a hard time believing you don’t know that already.

[Yoongi]: You’re so hot it makes my head spin. I’d be crazy if I hadn’t thought about more with you.

[Yoongi]: I just also wanna make sure I don’t push you faster than you want to go. So please tell me you want something more too and I didn’t just embarrass myself for your amusement.

[Jimin]: Sorry I wasn’t trying to make you feel embarrassed ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I do want more too

[Jimin]: I think I’ve just been a little afraid to ask for it? (〃ー〃)

[Yoongi]: Afraid? Why?

[Jimin]: Uhh gimme a second

[Jimin]: Okay I just wrote a whole long paragraph but it was stupid and I’m realizing maybe this isn’t how I want to have this conversation. Could we possibly talk about it tomorrow? Or did you have your heart set on watching documentaries together?

[Jimin]: Cause it can wait too

[Yoongi]: No I just wanted to see you. We can do anything you want.

[Yoongi]: And I’d like to understand if you still feel like explaining then.

[Jimin]: I will. See you then? (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Looking forward to it.

Notes:

See you Sunday for Jimin and Yoongi's date night together (and our longest chapter yet!) ;D

Chapter 105: Confidence

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin’s work shift drags by.

It’s hard to put on his customer service face or pretend to be excited about preparing some of the bookwork for Siyeon tomorrow, when all that’s really on his mind is seeing Yoongi tonight. He’s been thinking about how to have this conversation for a while, and who he wants to have it with.

If he wants more, he has to ask for it, which means acknowledging the parts that might be a burden for the others to deal with. Maybe it would be scarier if he hadn’t already seen Jin, Tae, and Hoseok handle his panic with what seemed like ease. Not that he isn’t still worried – and maybe also a little afraid to get his hopes up…

But he knows Yoongi likes him. Loves him even.

Yes, this feels much less frightening to tackle with Yoongi than it does with Namjoon. Jimin will have to talk to him too someday, but right now he’s way more sure about how much Yoongi likes him than he is about Namjoon. One thing at a time. He can do this.

The second his shift is over, he makes his way outside where one of Wonho’s security guys is waiting for him. There’s always someone directly outside now when Jimin finishes work, or gets done with class – and it’s the same for Jungkook.

Jimin is glad to know he shouldn’t have to rescue his mate from another kidnapping anytime soon. The last time was a stark reminder that he’s out of practice, and he’s going to have an impressive scar to show for it. Thankfully, his wound seems to be healing well. The stitches have been out for a few days now, though the skin around the cut still feels tight when he raises his arms particularly high above his head. His dance practices took a bit of a hit, but he’s catching up now, and it should get even better as long as he keeps taking care of it.

Taehyung still wants him to wait a little bit before they start sparring, but soon he’ll have that to look forward to as well. He wants to know that he can protect Jungkook – and the rest of the pack too. If anything happened to any of them…

He shakes his head. There’s other stuff to worry about tonight, and in this case he prefers the butterflies in his stomach over any gnawing anxiety about his combat capabilities.

A few minutes of mindless scrolling on his phone later, Jimin is dropped off at the front door of the house. He hasn’t bothered knocking before entering in what feels like ages, just lets himself inside without a second thought.

It barely takes more than a few seconds for Yoongi to find him, head poking around from the kitchen entrance before he comes out to greet Jimin properly. He looks good. To be fair, he always does, but Jimin is especially fond of seeing Yoongi late at night when he’s dressed comfortably in sweatpants and a worn t-shirt. His black hair is pulled back from his face in a messy little half-ponytail that just adds to the appeal.

Or maybe Jimin’s mind is just already in the gutter. He’s been thinking so much about this – about how to take things further with Yoongi, what it’s going to look like, what it’s going to feel like.

Focus.

“Hey, hyung,” Jimin says, slipping his shoes off and standing up with his arms open for a hug.

Yoongi doesn’t make him wait, stepping right into the embrace and giving Jimin a squeeze. “Hi, Min-ah. Work go okay?”

“Yeah, it was good. Busier than I thought though. You care if I grab a quick shower?”

“That’s fine. I was just getting a start on food, so it’s gonna be a minute anyway.”

Jimin pulls back with a smile. “Does that mean I still get to watch you cook a little if I hurry?”

“You want to?” Yoongi asks, raising a brow.

“I like watching you in the kitchen. You go all focused and quiet, and you clearly know what you’re doing. It’s calming, kind of like watching Kookie cook.”

“What about Jin-hyung?”

“Yeah, it’s fun to watch him too – but he puts on a bit of a show with it sometimes. Still good, just different.”

Yoongi considers this for a few moments before giving a little nod. “Okay, I won’t rush then. Need anything? Got spare clothes?”

“Are you gonna let me steal one of your comfy shirts?” There’s a tiny spike of cinnamon in the air, like there usually is if Jimin asks to wear Yoongi’s clothes, and he’d be lying if he said he didn’t find it a little flattering. “Is that a yes?”

“You already know it is. I’ll try not to rush through cooking. Kiss?”

Jimin makes a little hum of approval as he leans in for a quick peck, then hurries off toward Yoongi’s room.

~~

It’s not the first time Jimin has showered at the house. Sometimes he uses Jin’s gym downstairs for dance practice when he really needs some extra time to work on a routine, which usually means taking a shower after, and he’s definitely showered after work a few times too. The unlimited hot water is always so nice, but Jimin doesn’t intend to take advantage of it tonight.

Instead, he hurries through cleaning himself up, eager to get on with the rest of the evening. Once he’s out of the shower, he slips in a plug and gets right to work getting himself dressed. This part is something he’s already given a fair bit of thought to. Borrowing one of Yoongi’s shirts was a strategic choice, both because the alpha likes seeing Jimin in his clothes, and because it’s gonna pair perfectly with his little pajama shorts.

He’s watched Yoongi go all red over their video calls when he sees Jimin in shorts. Time to test and see if it works the same in person.

These ones are definitely his favorite, soft and comfortable enough to wear to sleep, but fitted enough to show off all his best assets. (It probably goes without saying that these are Jungkook’s favorite shorts on him too.) They’ve gotten him laid more than once – though that’s not really their job tonight. Jimin and Yoongi are going to talk, but that doesn’t mean he can’t tease a little too.

It feels good, thinking that Yoongi might find him attractive like this. He might not know how to navigate everything that comes along with it, but the little bit of confidence makes it all feel a little less intimidating.

Yoongi has already seen him in clothes like this. They’ve already made out before. Hell, Yoongi has smelled Jimin’s slick and said he really liked it before. This is fine. This is safe.

And Jimin is excited.

He packs up all his work clothes, fixes his hair, then gives one last look at the mirror over his shoulder to check that his ass looks good – and his shorts absolutely do not let him down. The fabric clings to him, falling just low enough to be believable as pajamas, but leaving his thighs almost entirely on display. Perfect.

Yoongi is still in the kitchen when he gets back, hard at work cutting vegetables while meat sears in a pan on the stove. It takes him a moment to notice Jimin’s return, but the second he turns to look, he visibly stutters in place.

After blinking a couple of times, Yoongi sets down his knife and gives Jimin a long up and down glance, raising a brow even as his eyes linger on Jimin’s thighs. (Very promising.) His voice comes out a little tight as he asks, “Comfortable?”

Jimin does his best to look confused, staring down at himself and then back up at Yoongi with a little tilt of his head. “Oh, did you not want me to stay the night? I guess I just put on my pajamas because I thought–”

It works.

“No, that’s not– You can stay,” Yoongi interrupts immediately, stepping closer to Jimin and bringing his perfectly spicy cinnamon scent with him. “Wasn’t really an issue with you wearing pajamas. You just…” He trails off, pulling Jimin into his arms with a tense little sigh.

“I just…?”

“Are you really going to make me… You have to know you look hot, Min-ah.”

“I might have hoped I did a little.”

Yoongi takes a deep breath that he lets out in a long, warm puff of air over Jimin’s scent gland. “Okay, so you’re actively trying to kill me now. Good to know,” he mumbles, nosing at Jimin’s neck before finally starting to scent him.

It’s impossible to fight back the little gasp that rises from his mouth at the first touch of Yoongi’s tongue. This is still only the second time they’ve scented like this, and it feels so fucking nice. His legs are a bit shaky under him, so he wraps his arms a little tighter around Yoongi and leans in to return the scenting, sweet cinnamon blooming under his tongue.

After a few seconds, Yoongi pulls back and presses a little kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “As much as I don’t want to stop, I also don’t wanna burn our food. Try not to kill me while I’m cooking?”

“What does not killing you entail?”

“I don’t know. Try not to be unbearably hot for like ten minutes? I understand it’s basically impossible for you, but just give it your best shot. Definitely don’t bend over where I can see you in those shorts.”

Jimin can’t help the coy little smile that spreads across his face as he wags his eyebrows and asks, “What happens if you see me bend over in them?”

Poor Yoongi’s cheeks were already flushed, but they go bright red now as he rolls his eyes and lets out a sigh. “Do you want food or not?”

“Yes please.”

“Then behave while I cook for you, please.” With that, Yoongi lets him go and heads back to the stove, flipping the meat still searing in his pan. Jimin isn’t far behind him, walking over and popping himself up onto the counter across the sink from where Yoongi’s cutting board is set up.

This feels… easy.

Admittedly, giving Yoongi a hard time is basically second nature to Jimin at this point, but he’s surprised by how simple it is to turn that into flirting, even when they both know they’re eager to take things further. He still feels confident in the fact that Yoongi wants him – and it doesn’t hurt that the feeling is very mutual.

Jimin can’t help the way his eyes follow the alpha, taking the chance to look at him more closely now that he’s busy at the stove and doing his best to ignore Jimin for the moment. He’s just so pretty. His messy little half ponytail has just enough loose pieces to fall flatteringly around his face, and his hands as they curl around the handle of his kitchen knife look… really damn nice.

That’s not much of a surprise though. His hands always draw Jimin’s eye, and he’s definitely spent far too many nights lying in bed thinking about what it might feel like to have them on his body. After all, Jungkook had nothing but good things to say after he fooled around with Yoongi back during his preheat…

Maybe the weirdest part is that for as much as Jimin has thought about Yoongi wrecking him, he’s thought about it the other way around too. There have been enough hints dropped from the others (and gossip from Taehyung) for him to know that Yoongi has a submissive side, and the alpha is so gorgeous that it’s hard not to imagine him all fucked out and ruined. It’s just difficult to say whether or not that submission could ever extend to Jimin – to an omega. Then there’s also the fact that he wants both sides of that arrangement, something more fluid like him and Jungkook have. Even though Jimin usually takes the lead in bed, Jungkook is still more than willing to wreck him when he wants it.

Would Yoongi even be interested in something like that, or does it have to–

“Can practically see the gears turning in your head,” Yoongi comments as he slices thin pieces of onion on his cutting board. “Wanna talk about it?”

“I guess I’m… curious about something – but I don’t know if asking you questions about sex counts as not ‘behaving’ while you cook for me.”

“Can it keep until after we eat, or is something bothering you?”

“Nah, it can wait,” Jimin says with a smile. He doesn’t mind holding off until Yoongi feels comfortable, and he is really hungry. “Not something that’s bothering me.”

“Okay, cool. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you about whatever it is. I’d just rather not risk choking on my food when you inevitably say something that shoves my head right into the gutter.”

“Totally valid. Wanna hear about my work shift instead?”

The tension visibly drains out of Yoongi, his shoulder relaxing as he says,“Yeah, any new drama? Did your new hostess end up having that second date with the cook, or did she already realize he’s a complete jerk?”

*******

Yoongi is thankfully allowed to finish cooking dinner in peace.

Well, maybe ‘peace’ is the wrong word – because every time he even looks at Jimin right now, he has to fight not to start fantasizing about how pretty the omega’s thighs would look covered in bite marks and slick. Still, so long as he keeps his eyes on the task in front of him, it’s manageable. All of his mates are hot, so it’s not like he doesn’t have a ton of experience ignoring that in favor of trying to feed them.

He listens to all of Jimin’s workplace gossip – something he’s gotten quite familiar with over all of their late night video calls, and at some point started genuinely looking forward to hearing about. It’s easy enough to slide from that into talking about other easy topics. School, work, changes in the security team since everything that happened with Jungkook being kidnapped. There’s more than enough conversation to tide them over as they eat their dinner side by side at the kitchen island.

Jimin finishes first and gets up to wash out his bowl while Yoongi does his best not to stare. He is not successful. There’s no way he can ignore just how perfectly those tiny shorts cling to Jimin’s ass, bare thighs on display as he leans slightly over the sink.

“Awfully quiet when you stop eating,” Jimin calls cheerfully, not even bothering to turn around.

Damn it.

Yoongi doesn’t answer, just picks his bowl up and shovels the last few bites into his mouth with determination before getting up to join Jimin at the sink. The omega gives him a smug little smile and bumps his hip into Yoongi’s.

“Thanks for cooking. It was really good. Back to your room now?”

“Yeah, that works.”

The two of them don’t take more than a few minutes to tidy everything up, washing their dishes and the couple of pots Yoongi had used for cooking. After that, they head back to his room (with Yoongi taking the lead because he values his sanity).

Of course, Jimin does not value Yoongi’s sanity. The second the door closes behind them, he’s tugging at the sleeve of Yoongi’s shirt and asking playfully, “So are you gonna spend the whole night avoiding looking at me?”

There’s a snarky reply perched on Yoongi’s tongue, but the second he turns around and finds himself face to face with Jimin, it slips away. The omega is smiling up at him, wearing Yoongi’s shirt with his hair still wet, looking even more alluring in the low, warm lighting here. It’s too much. He’s too pretty, and there’s only so much teasing Yoongi can take before he snaps.

Jimin lets out a gasp as Yoongi backs him into the door, one hand on his hip and the other cupping his cheek to tilt his face up for a kiss. It’s not quite rough, but it’s a far cry from all the gentle kisses they’ve shared recently. He doesn’t even get time to worry whether it’s too much, because Jimin returns the kiss with a desperation that might even match Yoongi’s, arms wrapping around his middle and pulling him in closer.

It’s easy to get lost in finally touching Jimin after all his waiting. The omega’s mouth opens easily, a little whine escaping his lips as Yoongi licks inside, fingers trailing just under the hem of his borrowed shirt to brush the warm skin of his waist.

“Hyung,” Jimin breathes, pulling back just slightly from the kiss. “You can touch.” To illustrate his point, he reaches for Yoongi’s wrist and guides his hand higher under the t-shirt, until his fingers are spread over Jimin’s stomach. “I want you to.”

They need to talk, but Yoongi is helpless to resist when Jimin is this eager for him, arching into the touch as he starts to explore the smooth expanse of Jimin’s chest. He got a good long look when he stitched the omega up a couple of weeks ago, but this is so much better. He wants more. Wants to get the damn shirt off of Jimin, lay him out on the bed all bare and sweet and finally get a taste of him…

God, he needs to get a hold of himself.

After one more kiss, Yoongi mouths his way down Jimin’s neck, feeling the way he shudders at the first touch of tongue to his scent gland and leans in to return the gesture almost immediately. The taste of sweet vanilla on Yoongi’s tongue does help clear his head just a little. It’s a reminder that Jimin is his, that they can have this anytime, that there’s a whole future to look forward to together…

And Yoongi wants to be sure he’s taking care of his omega right from the start.

“Sweetheart,” Yoongi whispers, pressing one last kiss to Jimin’s scent gland. “We have to talk.”

Jimin pulls back far enough to fix Yoongi with a pout, eyelashes fluttering and his cheeks all pretty pink. “Talk later?”

“God, you look so fucking–” Yoongi just barely manages to stop himself from leaning in to kiss Jimin silly, letting his eyes slip shut as he takes a deep breath, then looks back up to make eye contact. “I want that. I really fucking do, Min-ah, but you told me you were scared the other night and I just… Wanna make sure we talk so I don’t screw this up, okay?”

After a couple of seconds, the pout vanishes from Jimin’s face as he takes his own deep breath, then gives a little nod. “You’re right. Sorry, I just… I’ve been thinking about this so much – about you. And then you were finally touching me like…” He trails off with a little huff of laughter, then leans in to press a tiny peck to the tip of Yoongi’s nose. “Come on. Let’s go talk?”

Yoongi leads the way to the couch, both of them sitting down as he asks, “Can we start with what you were about to say? What was I touching you like?”

Jimin tucks himself against Yoongi’s side, vanilla scent still all sweet and tempting as he rests his head on Yoongi’s shoulder. “Like you touch Kookie,” he says softly.

Immediately, alarm bells start ringing in Yoongi’s head, and he wraps an arm around Jimin. “Fuck, I’m so sorry. Did I do something to make you feel left out, or is it just because–”

“It’s not like that,” Jimin assures him. “Sorry, let me explain. It’s more… So a while ago, I started noticing that stuff was different for me and Kookie. Everyone feels free to come right up to him and touch him without asking.”

“Touch him how, exactly?”

“Like…” Jimin tucks his face a little further into Yoongi’s chest, clearly embarrassed. “I noticed it first with Hoseok-hyung when he got home one day and kissed TaeTae and Kookie without a second thought, but stopped when he got to me. Then pretty soon after, you came to visit and you had Kookie pinned to the kitchen counter. You guys were kissing a lot, and then when I showed up I got a kiss on the cheek and a hug.”

It takes Yoongi a moment to remember what Jimin is talking about, but he does remember pinning Jungkook to the kitchen counter for a kiss, and how happy he was when Jimin came out to join them. He doesn’t remember making a conscious decision not to do the same with Jimin, and he definitely didn’t mean to make him feel left out at all. Selfishly, he’s kind of glad it’s not just him screwing this up, but still…

“I do remember the day you’re talking about, and I swear I didn’t mean to make you feel left out. I remember being happy when you came over by us, but I’m sorry I didn’t–”

“You don’t have to keep apologizing,” Jimin interrupts, pulling back out of Yoongi’s grasp so he can look at him, cheeks flushed with embarrassment. “I know it’s my fault and–”

“Your fault?” Yoongi reaches out for Jimin’s hand, giving it a squeeze as the omega’s eyes drift down to his lap. “Min-ah, what the hell do you mean ‘your fault’?”

“I just… Kookie and Tae take affection so well. It’s really easy to tell how much they like it, and they don’t have all the baggage I do – so it makes sense why it’s easier with them. And I don’t hold it against anyone because I know people are scared to have to deal with me panicking. I understand things would be different if I just asked, but I feel… It’s scary to ask when I know there are parts of it that are hard for me that I would need help with. Everyone does so much for me already and asking for more just feels… selfish?” Jimin swallows and looks back up at Yoongi nervously. “Sorry, that was a lot and it all just came out at once.”

It is a lot, and there’s so much of it that Yoongi disagrees with that he finds himself a little unsure where to start. This isn’t usually the sort of thing someone would entrust to him, unless… “Have you talked to any of the others about this?” Yoongi asks, partially because he’s genuinely curious and also because he needs a goddamn second to figure out how to do this right.

Jimin shakes his head. “Not exactly. Me and Kookie talked the most, and I brought up parts of it with Hoseok-hyung. I guess I told TaeTae a little too. He’s the one who said I should just ask, because he thought everyone would be… ‘excited’ to help me navigate getting closer if I didn’t know how.”

Okay, so Jimin hasn’t talked this over in detail with anyone more qualified. Of all people, he’s picked Yoongi to talk about it with. Yoongi, who doesn’t know the right things to say or any of the fancy techniques Jin learned in therapy. But it’s not like he’s going to turn Jimin away and tell him to go talk to someone else – which means he needs to just give this his best shot.

Here goes nothing.

“Alright, listen. This might be a little messy because I am probably the least qualified person to have this conversation with. And I know you’re about to tell me I’m not as bad at it as I think, which is why we’re going to figure this out together either way. Okay?”

Jimin’s face cracks into a nervous little smile as he nods. “Okay. Sorry for just dumping all of this on you out of nowhere.”

“It’s fine, sweetheart. I’m… I like that you talk to me. That being said, I have an issue with at least half of what came out of your mouth.”

That has Jimin letting out a little bark of laughter that seems to surprise even him. “Oh really? Which parts?”

“I’m gonna start with what you’re right about. Things are different with you than with JK – and with Tae, but the five of us have been together for years so I don’t feel like that really counts the same. I can only really speak for myself, but you and Jungkook-ah do handle things differently – and as someone afraid of fucking things up as a rule, I’m admittedly slightly less afraid with him than I am with you. Honestly though, I think that has a lot more to do with JK lacking a filter and being willing to just say the things he wants.”

“But you are more worried with me?”

“Well, yeah. I know enough about what happened in your past to know that I don’t want you to think I’m anything like the guy who hurt you – but I don’t know what sorts of things might make you feel that way. I’ve wanted more with you, but I didn’t want to do something like pin you to the kitchen counter for a kiss without asking and make you think I was pushy or something. Oh, and I still feel like there’s an important distinction to make here, because you said we’re afraid of you panicking, and that’s not true.”

Jimin raises a brow. “Are you sure? Cause that sounds an awful lot like what you just said.”

“Well it’s not,” Yoongi says with what he hopes is at least half of the certainty he feels. “I just don’t want to make you feel something like that without talking about it first. The way I look at it, it’s pretty likely we’re gonna have to tackle some of that stuff together at some point, but I know it’s a lot more work for you to experience it than it is for me to support you through it – which is why it’s something I don’t want to spring on you when you aren’t ready.”

A few seconds of silence pass while Jimin bites at his lip and stares at his lap, clearly thinking. “You know,” he eventually says, looking back up at Yoongi. “I can’t believe you have the audacity to think you’re bad at this. You’re doing great.”

Yoongi feels his cheeks going hot. “Hey, don’t turn this around on me. We’re talking about you right now – and maybe a bit about us, I guess.”

“You guess?”

“Seems that way? I mean I know it’s about more than just you and me, but I don’t know how the rest of them all feel about it. I do know that Tae is right though – Jin-hyung and Seok-ah would both be excited to help you with any of this if you asked. And I am too.”

Jimin smiles for a moment before it falls away and he whispers, “But not Namjoon-hyung?”

“Feels kind of weird to include him in the ‘excited’ category when he’d be practically foaming at the mouth for any opportunity to help you with literally any– Wait a minute,” Yoongi says, head shaking just slightly with shock as the realization dawns on him. “Do you think Joon-ah wouldn’t want to help?”

“I don’t know. Maybe he would?”

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me, Min-ah. The only reason Joon would miss the chance to help you is if he got so excited rushing to you that he tripped, fell, and sent himself to the ER.”

“You really think so?” Jimin asks, looking back at Yoongi like he genuinely isn’t sure.

How the fuck is he this oblivious?

“I literally know so. Seriously, if you tell him you want more but you’re worried about asking for help, he’d probably give you an hour long speech about how valued you are and how much you don’t ever have to be afraid of asking – and then he’ll help you in the most caring goddamn way possible. Trust me. I have more experience on the receiving end of that shit than you can imagine. Actually, it might be kind of nice to see someone else suffer through it instead. You should talk to him.”

“I don’t know,” Jimin says, voice going a bit quiet as his gaze falters. “That seems like another really big step when I’m already kind of struggling with this one. I’m still a little scared to bring it up with Namjoon-hyung, but you feel… It’s easier to talk to you about stuff, and maybe it’ll help to talk about us first?”

This time last year, the thought that anyone might find him easier to talk to than Namjoon would have been enough to make his jaw drop, but now… he isn’t quite so shocked. It’s not because he’s any better at this stuff than Namjoon (he still definitely thinks he isn’t) but they are undeniably different – and apparently Yoongi’s brand of unfiltered, messy, fumbling help is the kind that’s easier for Jimin to accept.

And maybe that feels kind of good.

“Alright,” Yoongi says, taking a deep breath and turning to face Jimin, crossing his legs in front of him. “Let’s talk about us then.”

Jimin watches Yoongi move with a smile before letting out a little laugh and turning to face him too. “Thank you, hyung.”

“Yeah, well don’t thank me yet. I’m still going to say you should talk to him, but it’s okay if you wanna start here.”

“Understood. Does this mean we’re done with the part where you tell me all the things you thought I was wrong about?”

“Unless you wanna argue about any of them.”

“Nah, it’s okay. Some of it isn’t stuff I feel all the time – it just came out in a big messy ball of emotions when I started talking. I appreciate you helping me feel less bad about it, especially if it means we can talk about wanting more now. If you’re up for that at least?”

Yoongi nods. “So up for it. Was kind of hard to think about anything else up until we hit the more emotional stuff, to be honest.”

“Oh, is that all it takes to get you to stop staring at my ass?” Jimin asks with a smug little grin.

“I thought I did a surprisingly good job of not staring, actually – especially considering those goddamn shorts and all your flirting.”

“I mean, I did want you to look.”

“Yeah, that much was obvious,” Yoongi says, letting out a laugh before trying to sound a bit more serious. “Tell me what else you want?”

“Why do I have to go first?”

“Because I already went first when we texted yesterday and I don’t think I can survive that twice.”

Jimin’s cheeks are already starting to flush brighter as he takes in a deep breath. “Fair enough. Okay. I… I mean I guess I sort of want a lot? Just… Fuck it. Let me just get the biggest part out in the open. Obviously it doesn’t have to be right away, but I’d like to have sex at some point soonish if that’s something you’re interested in too.”

Yoongi’s scent spikes hard enough that even he can smell it in the air, a wave of spicy cinnamon rolling out of him while his thoughts grind to a halt. Jimin wants to have sex with him? It’s not like Yoongi hasn’t thought about it. They’re courting after all, so it’s something he figured might happen down the line when Jimin felt safer, but he assumed that was a long way in the future still.

“If you could say something, that would be great,” Jimin says, voice gone soft and nervous as he looks back at Yoongi, clearly embarrassed.

“Sorry, I think you made my brain short circuit. I definitely want that too but just give me a second to process, because that really wasn’t what I expected you to say.”

“What did you expect?”

“Min-ah, yesterday I wasn’t even sure if you maybe wanted to make out more than we do.”

“Well I do, for the record. I want a lot.”

“Yeah, you mentioned that,” Yoongi says, huffing out a laugh. “I’d umm… I’d like that too.”

Jimin ponders this for a few moments, biting his lip and then letting out a little sigh. “So I do want a lot, but I also know that… Well, you’ve seen how things go when I start making slick.” He hangs his head, voice going quieter. “I can get through it. I want to get through it, but I know I’m going to need some help and I’m sorry I’m not as–”

“Hey, none of that,” Yoongi scolds, reaching out for Jimin and gently tugging him closer. “Come here, sweetheart.” Jimin comes willingly as Yoongi reclines against the arm of the couch and pulls the nervous omega over him. From this position, it’s easy to feel exactly how tense Jimin has gone, body almost rigid while his scent has tapered off into something just barely detectable. “I know this isn’t something I can just tell you not to worry about, but I promise it’s not nearly the problem you think it is for any of us.”

“Honestly that’s part of what makes it so frustrating,” Jimin mumbles from where his head is resting on Yoongi’s chest. “Everyone has been so nice about it and I’m at least halfway sure it’s going to be okay in the end, but I just don’t want it to have to be such a goddamn ordeal every time. I worry about it getting annoying or–”

“Min-ah, if they haven’t gotten annoyed with me, I’m pretty sure you’re completely safe.”

“But you aren’t annoying at all.”

Yoongi can’t help but laugh at that. “I’m going to remind you of that next time we’re arguing – but seriously you have no idea what a goddamn chore I can be sometimes. Especially for Joon-ah and Seokjin-hyung. It’s gotten a lot better, but intimacy isn’t my strong suit… or at least not the kind where I feel vulnerable or needy. There are still times Joon-ah has to wrestle me into submission so I can just fucking relax and let him take care of me, and I’m not exaggerating either. There’s snarling and yelling and usually some bruises by the end if I’m being particularly unconcerned with my own well-being.”

At this, Jimin lifts his head up to look at Yoongi curiously. “Really?”

“Yep, I’m the fucking worst sometimes.”

“Oh my god, that’s not what I meant. I guess I just… Why do you fight it if you want him to look after you?”

“Why do you?”

Jimin shrugs, gaze drifting down to Yoongi’s chest. “Don’t feel like I deserve the care sometimes, or like I ask for too much already.”

“Yeah, same. I gotta tell you though, it’s kind of a relief to hear how completely stupid that sounds from the outside. Sometimes I think the others are just trying to make me feel better when they say they don’t feel that way about me, but hearing it out of your mouth…”

It’s gotta mean something that Jimin doesn’t even bristle at Yoongi telling him he’s being dumb. He looks like he’s thinking almost as hard as Yoongi is, both of them silent as they look at one another. If Jimin can feel that way about himself… If he can feel like he doesn’t deserve things even when it’s so goddamn obvious that he deserves the world, then maybe….

Maybe Yoongi could deserve more than he thinks too?

“Okay,” Jimin eventually whispers. “I don’t know how to stop feeling like that, but it definitely helps to think about the fact that you feel that way too even when you’re so wrong it makes me want to scream.”

“Mutual.”

“But what do we do about it?”

“Hell if I know,” Yoongi says. “This is the sort of thing I normally outsource to someone with healthier emotional processing than me.”

“That sounds… easier than trying to figure out what to do with this right now. Wanna get distracted?” Jimin offers with a bit of a mischievous glint in his eye. “There was something I wanted to ask you when you were cooking.”

“Am I going to regret agreeing to answer this?”

“I mean I hope not, but it might get you a little flustered either way.”

“Flustered sounds better than whatever I’m feeling right now. Shoot.”

Jimin smiles a little wider. “Yeah, sounds more fun for me too. So here’s the thing. I’ve heard directly and indirectly from a few people that you can be pretty submissive.”

Oh god. Of all things, they’re going to talk about this?

Yoongi can feel his cheeks heating up already as he mumbles, “I can be, sure.”

“Do you have a preference?”

Yoongi raises a hand to cover his face and lets out a sigh as he rubs at his eyes. “You’re right, I am definitely flustered.”

“That’s okay. You can keep covering your face for now if it helps.”

“Wow, how considerate of you.”

“Sooooo,” Jimin says, the glee obvious in his voice now as he folds his arms over Yoongi’s chest and rests his head atop them. “Preference?”

“Depends who I’m with, I guess? I don’t… Why do you want to know?”

“Because I’m curious how you might feel with me.”

It’s hard to even know how to answer that question when Yoongi feels like his fantasies have been all over the place as far as Jimin is concerned. Like of course finally getting to eat him out is the biggest recurring desire he has, but he’s not necessarily picky about how that happens, and it’s not like there isn’t more he wants to do too. Pinning Jimin down and getting him all delirious with pleasure has an appeal, but so does a scenario where Jimin might be the one in control, telling Yoongi what to do and rewarding him when he does well or–

“You smell good, hyung,” Jimin says, inching up a little closer to Yoongi’s neck and pulling him out of his thoughts. “Wanna know what’s making you smell like that.”

“Both,” Yoongi mumbles. “I like the thought of submitting to you, but I also like the thought of you submitting to me just as much. We can handle things whichever way you prefer.” He debates stopping there. Really, he doesn’t know what compels him to keep talking, but his mouth opens again and he adds, “Either way, the thing I want most doesn’t change.”

Of course, Jimin doesn’t waste any time at all jumping on that.

“Yeah? You gonna tell me what that is, or am I just supposed to guess?”

“At least tell me your preference first so that I’m not the only one embarrassing themselves here.”

“Okay, fair enough,” Jimin concedes. “I want both too. It’s umm… That’s what I was thinking about while you were cooking. How there’s times I want you to wreck me, but then other times where I imagine you all ruined and maybe crying a little.”

Yoongi’s scent definitely spikes again at that. There’s no way it wouldn’t when Jimin is saying he likes the thought of Yoongi ruined, and letting himself get ruined too. It’s too much – everything Yoongi wants and more dangled in front of him while Jimin is basically on top of him. Hopefully the omega can’t feel the way Yoongi’s dick is starting to fill out in interest.

“You could at least have the decency to sound embarrassed too,” Yoongi mutters, letting his hand drop enough to peek out over his fingers and see the little smirk on Jimin’s face.

God he’s too hot like this. Yoongi is trying very hard not to think about the fact that Jimin is still wearing those tiny shorts while looking like he could happily eat him alive.

“I think it’s easier to not be as embarrassed when you’re doing it enough for both of us. So, are you gonna tell me what you want most? I held up my end of the deal.”

Resigned to his fate, Yoongi covers his face with both hands and says, “I’ve wanted to eat you out for fucking ages, Min-ah. Even before we kissed the first time and I got to smell you all slicked up. It’s my favorite thing to do and your goddamn ass is just perfect and– I’m gonna shut up now. Please just kill me.”

“You can be done talking, but let me see your face?” Jimin asks, hands already closing around Yoongi’s wrists and trying to tug them away.

“Just give me a minute to wallow in shame.”

“But if you’re ashamed, then I should be too.”

That’s enough to give Yoongi pause, though he’s still doing his best to keep his face hidden even as he spreads his fingers to peer up at Jimin through them. The omega sure doesn’t look ashamed. If anything, he looks even more pleased than he did just moments before, a spark of something darker in his eyes. It’s almost… like that time Yoongi got to watch him tease Taehyung during his preheat (a memory that’s lived rent free in the back of his mind ever since, too attractive to be forgotten).

Yoongi takes the bait, fully aware that there’s a hook behind it.

“Why would you be ashamed?”

“Because we have the same favorite thing,” Jimin says, inching closer to Yoongi’s face and still tugging lightly on his wrists. “I wanna get my mouth on you so bad, hyung. Can I?”

Fucking hell, Yoongi is going to combust.

Instead of answering, he just stops fighting back, allowing Jimin to finally pull his hands away from his (probably beet red) face and accepting the eager kiss that’s pressed to his lips almost immediately after. This he can deal with. Touching is almost always easier than talking, and Jimin seems intent on getting as close as humanly possible, straddling Yoongi’s thighs and tangling fingers in his hair.

Yoongi isn’t sure exactly what he’s allowed to do right now, so he settles his hands on Jimin’s waist and kisses back with enthusiasm.

After a few seconds, Jimin turns his head away from the kiss and reaches down to grab one of Yoongi’s wrists, sounding just a little breathless as he asks, “Do you want to touch me?”

“You know I do,” Yoongi answers, voice coming out desperate even to his own ears.

“Then do it already.”

*******

Jimin doesn’t give Yoongi the chance to agonize about what to do, instead shoving one of the alpha’s hands down over his ass. For a moment Yoongi freezes, hands completely still as he looks up at Jimin with wide eyes like he can’t quite believe he’s being allowed to touch.

God, that’s flattering. It makes Jimin want to deny Yoongi the ability to touch someday, to dangle everything he wants right in front of him and see how long it takes him to beg.

But that’s not what tonight is about.

After a second or two, Yoongi’s brain gets with the program and his other hand comes down to grab at Jimin’s ass too, a little whine slipping out of him. “Fuck, you’re perfect, Min-ah.”

It feels good finally having Yoongi’s hands on him, and Jimin wastes no time wrapping his arms around the alpha’s neck and leaning in for another kiss, arching his back to push his ass back against Yoongi’s hands. Both of them seem to get lost in their kiss, breathing soft little sounds into each other’s mouths while Jimin rocks his hips back into Yoongi’s touch. They keep inching closer, and it’s not long before Jimin can feel Yoongi hard in his sweatpants.

Maybe he should have a bit of decency, but he really doesn’t care at this point, rutting his hips forward and letting out a shameless little whine as they grind together.

The motion is enough to have Yoongi turning away from their kiss, panting, “Fuck, you sound so good. Killing me, sweetheart.”

“Barely even touching you.” Jimin takes the opportunity to lean back just a little and get a proper look at Yoongi. He’s every bit as pretty as Jimin imagined he would be like this, lips red and shining from their kiss, cheeks flushed a pretty pink that runs down his neck and disappears under the collar of his t-shirt, and his eyes all half-lidded and dazed. Gorgeous. “God, you look even prettier than I thought you would.”

Yoongi’s eyes squeeze shut, and he tries to turn his head away, but Jimin just cups his cheek and turns it back. He remembers what Jin told him and Jungkook the day the three of them talked about kinks – about how praise can be difficult for Yoongi, and how it’s important to be mindful of his reactions. Even though he looks embarrassed, Jimin is pretty sure he isn’t imagining the way Yoongi’s hips buck forward just slightly at the words.

“Compliments are hard,” the alpha mumbles.

“As in ‘don’t give you any’ hard, or ‘be careful not to give you too many’ hard? Cause it seems like you like it, but I don’t want to upset you.”

Yoongi bites at his lip, eyes cracking open as he looks up at Jimin like he’s pleading. “They’re hard,” he repeats, gaze faltering.

That doesn’t really answer the question, but it still gives Jimin a little bit of insight. He’s pretty sure Yoongi does like the praise right now, but he doesn’t want to admit that he does. He can’t say yes but he doesn’t want to say no – or at least that’s what Jimin would imagine thinking in Yoongi’s shoes. Still, he needs something closer to consent before he can feel okay about this. Maybe he could…

Oh. He knows what to do.

“Color?” Jimin asks, watching as Yoongi does a double take in response before giving him a slightly confused look. “I either need some explicit consent, or we just need to change the angle we’re handling this from. I’m really okay with either. I just don’t want to make you uncomfortable or–”

“Green,” Yoongi interrupts, quiet but firm.

Jimin smiles. “Okay, you’re sure? I know I sort of took control, but it doesn’t have to be that serious if you don’t want?”

“You’re so hot like this, Min-ah, please.”

“Alright, I’ll try not to go overboard on the praise, and you don’t have to respond to any of it. Just let me tell you how fucking gorgeous you are, and focus on feeling good.”

“Fuck, I…” Yoongi trails off, scent spiking as he nods and lets his eyes slip shut again. “Okay.”

Permission granted, Jimin reaches for the hem of Yoongi’s shirt. “Scoot down a bit and let me get this off so I can see you all laid out. How do you feel about marks?”

“They’re good. You can use your teeth. I… I like it when it hurts a little.”

God, this just keeps getting better.

Yoongi shies away when Jimin first pulls his shirt over his head and starts cooing a little praise over all the pretty skin now on display. He really is built so delicate for an alpha, slim and elegant with a cute little dip inward at his waist – and god is he stunning. Sadly, Jimin doesn’t get as much time to just look as he would like. After a few seconds, Yoongi’s shyness has him starting to squirm under Jimin’s gaze, lifting one of his arms up and laying it over his eyes.

“No hiding,” Jimin scolds, keeping his voice low as he reaches up and pulls Yoongi’s arm back down. “I like being able to see your face.”

“Could you at least stop staring?”

“Sorry, you just look so good. Gonna look even better with a few bruises.”

Jimin doesn’t waste any more time, leaning down for a quick kiss and then finally letting his mouth move lower. Yoongi wasn’t exaggerating about liking a bit of pain. He lets out breathy little sighs at the first few exploratory bites Jimin gives around his collarbone, and his whole body arches up into the slightly rougher ones as Jimin works his way down the alpha’s chest.

“You take it so well,” Jimin mutters, soothing one of the marks with his tongue. “Still okay? Color?”

“Green. Good – really good. You can go harder.”

“You’d tell me if it was too much?” Jimin lifts his head to look up at Yoongi, taking in the way he’s flushing down his whole chest, a trail of teeth marks leading from his neck down toward the little dip of his waist.

Yoongi nods, swallowing audibly. “I will.”

It’s a heady feeling, having Yoongi under him like this and clearly so eager to let Jimin mark him up more, trusting him to take control even if they’re really just feeling each other out at this point. Speaking of which…

Jimin crawls up higher over Yoongi, leaning in for a kiss and then whispering, “Say please?”

There’s a moment of hesitation even as Yoongi’s scent spikes. His head twitches like he’s about to turn away, but then he breathes a barely audible little, “Please.”

“Good boy.” The words come out of Jimin’s mouth before he can even stop to think about it. He’s only ever really done this with Jungkook, and Jungkook practically runs on praise, so he’s finding it a little difficult to stop the constant flow of it that tries to instinctively run out of his mouth.

Thankfully, it seems to be well received.

Yoongi mutters a choked sounding, “Oh god…” and squeezes his eyes shut. He looks ready to try and hide his face again, but catches himself before his arms move more than a few inches.

As a reward for that good behavior, Jimin leans right back down and sinks his teeth in just over the bone of Yoongi’s hip. It’s not a gentle bite. He steadily increases the pressure, wary of even the slightest shift in Yoongi’s scent, but what he gets in response instead is a little whine that comes out breathier and higher the harder he bites.

Jimin hits his limit before Yoongi does. The bite is definitely going to bruise, and he really doesn’t want to genuinely hurt Yoongi. He presses a kiss to the indented skin. “God, you weren’t kidding. You really do like it when it hurts, don’t you, baby?”

Yoongi nods, breath coming in short little pants as his hips rock in tiny motions, looking for friction but finding nothing in the open air. “Feels good,” he breathes.

It’s impossible to ignore the impressive bulge straining against Yoongi’s sweatpants like this. Jimin can feel his mouth watering already, so he decides to ask. “Yeah? You gonna let me make it feel even better? Can I get my mouth on you?”

At that, Yoongi pauses, the motions of his hips coming to a stop as he leans up to look at Jimin. “You don’t have to. I can make you feel good too if–”

“Didn’t I already tell you it’s my favorite thing? And besides…” Jimin reaches down to run his hand gently along the outline of Yoongi’s dick, watching the alpha’s eyelashes flutter. “Look how hard you are. Would be a real shame if I didn’t even get a look at you like this. Can I, hyung?” He finishes with a pout and some fluttering lashes of his own, which is enough to send Yoongi falling back onto the couch with a groan. “Was that a yes?”

“God, you’re so– Yes. It was. You’re just so hot I’m one-hundred percent sure I’m going to fucking die.”

“You keep saying that, and yet you look pretty alive to me,” Jimin responds cheerfully, reaching for the waistband of Yoongi’s pants and giving them a tug. He doesn’t bother pulling them all the way down, just leaves them settled on Yoongi’s thighs and watches the way his dick springs up to greet him. “Holy hell, even your dick is pretty.”

Yoongi just makes an embarrassed sounding whine in response, which is fine because Jimin definitely has other things to focus on now. He can’t help the way he automatically lurches forward, lips already parting as he grips the shaft of Yoongi’s cock. His fingers don’t quite meet around the base, but once he slides about halfway up he manages to close them around it. Yoongi is probably about average for an alpha, which means he’s plenty big enough for Jimin to have to work for this.

And god does he want to.

He’s just about to lean in for a taste when a thought occurs to him that he can’t quite help voicing. “You know, I bet you’d look so fucking hot in lingerie. Ever worn anything like that?”

Yoongi lets out a groan, head tilted up just far enough to look desperately at where Jimin’s mouth is just inches away from his dick. “Min-ah, please.”

“I’m taking that as a no,” Jimin says with a laugh. “You should let me dress you up sometime. Wanna see this thing straining its way out of a pair of panties. You leak so much, they’d be soaked.” To emphasize his point, he runs his hand further up Yoongi’s shaft and swipes his thumb over the sticky mess dripping from the tip of him.

“Fuck, I can’t– Please,” Yoongi whines.

“You beg so pretty. Don’t worry, I’ve got you.”

Before Yoongi can complain about the additional praise, Jimin leans forward and finally takes that gorgeous dick into his mouth. It’s immediately soothing, both getting to pleasure his alpha like this and the satisfying stretch as he opens wide to accommodate him. Yoongi is bigger than Jungkook, and Jimin has admittedly always been something of a size queen when it comes to giving head. He loves the little ache in his jaw, and the feeling of having his throat stuffed full. All of it settles his omega instincts, filling him with pleasant warmth and a deep desire to give his alpha more.

He knows what Yoongi likes already. Jungkook was descriptive enough when he explained the blowjob he gave to the alpha during his preheat. Still, there’s no reason Jimin needs to rush – not when he enjoys this so much. So he takes his time exploring, bobbing his head slowly and sinking down further each time, appreciating the weight of Yoongi on his tongue, and the slight struggle to fit him down his throat.

“Min– Fuck, how do you– Don’t hurt yourself,” Yoongi eventually manages, reaching down and trying to guide Jimin up off of him.

Reluctantly, Jimin lets Yoongi slip out of his mouth and raises his head up to smile at the alpha. “M’not hurting myself,” he explains. “You feel good. Taste good too.”

“It doesn’t hurt your throat?” Yoongi asks, mouth hanging open in surprise.

“No, I like it. Pretty sure I can take all of you if I try. Will you let me?”

Yoongi looks stuck between disbelief and desire, pausing for a few seconds before asking, “You’re sure?”

“So sure. If I wasn’t plugged up, you’d know exactly how wet I am just thinking about it,” Jimin teases. It’s not an exaggeration. He’s been wet since they started making out, but he’d be leaking steadily by this point if it wasn’t for the plug nestled inside of him.

Yoongi’s dick twitches in Jimin’s hand. “God, Min-ah, I can’t… I hate that stupid thing,” he whines. “Wish I could smell you, show you that it’s okay. Hate knowing that my omega is wet for me and I can’t even tell.”

Something inside of Jimin freezes, desperate for his mate to approve of his scent but terrified to have to deal with that right now when he finally feels confident and in control. He knows that will crumble the second he’s leaking in front of an alpha, even with as much as he trusts Yoongi.

Now isn’t the time.

“Worry about me later,” Jimin says, leaning in to lick over the head of Yoongi’s leaking cock. “Let me make you feel good?”

After a few seconds, Yoongi croaks out a soft little, “Okay.”

True to his word, Jimin does manage to take every bit of Yoongi into his throat. The stretch feels good, especially accompanied by the bone deep satisfaction that comes from hearing Yoongi panting out breathy little moans and garbled words about how good he feels. Jimin does have to keep a grip on the alpha’s hip to tame down the occasional upward thrust he can’t seem to help. Admittedly, that’s less because he dislikes it and more because he appreciates how easily Yoongi lets him.

It’s perfect. He’s been thinking about this for so long, but Yoongi takes it better than he ever could have dreamed, making all those pretty sounds while his hands grip the couch cushion tight. Jimin lets himself get lost in it, appreciating every moment of finally getting his mouth on the alpha.

“Fuck, you take me so– Like it’s nothing. Feels good, I… Please–” Yoongi cuts himself off with a whimper as Jimin forces him right back down his throat, tongue working against the underside of his cock and moaning with satisfaction around it.

It just feels so right to be stretched around his alpha, making him feel so good he can’t speak full sentences.

Of course, in the end Jimin still finds himself transitioning into the kind of treatment he knows Yoongi prefers, paying generous attention to the head of his cock and taking the opportunity to more fully enjoy the taste of all the precum leaking out of him. It’s all so perfect that it’s almost a bit of a shame when it has to come to an end.

Yoongi’s body starts to go tense even before he manages to whine, “Close, Min-ah. I– Fuck, please…”

Rather than answer, Jimin just redoubles his efforts and lets himself bask in Yoongi falling apart under him. The tiny thrusts of his hips feel automatic now, stuttering little motions that taper off as the rest of his body pulls tight and he starts to cum. Jimin enjoys this part too, swallowing every bit of Yoongi’s release and slowing his motions to help bring the alpha down, all while making sure he isn’t missing a single drop of what he’s earned.

Once he’s sure he’s swallowed everything Yoongi has to give, he lifts himself free and presses one little peck to Yoongi’s tummy, letting his head rest there while he pets at the alpha’s hip. “You did so good,” he mutters, buzzing with warmth and feeling entirely content. “Thank you for letting me do that.”

Yoongi mumbles something unintelligible and reaches down to grab Jimin’s wrist and give it a little tug. After a second of two, he manages to get a couple of words out. “Up. Wan’you here.”

Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter and crawls up toward Yoongi, who’s busy tugging his pants back on in clumsy looking motions before wrapping his arms around Jimin and pulling him in close. “Better?”

“Much better,” Yoongi answers, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s lips and then cuddling in closer. “Gimme a minute to get my brain working again.”

The fact that Yoongi is cuddly after an orgasm is a welcome little surprise, and something Jimin is plenty familiar with after years with Kookie. Between the cuddling and how sweet Yoongi’s scent still is, Jimin doesn’t feel particularly worried that anything they did made the alpha uncomfortable. The time to relax also has him realizing just how hard he still is. Honestly, he got so focused on making Yoongi feel good that he sort of forgot about himself. It was kind of impossible not to with how good that felt. Even now he doesn’t exactly feel it as a pressing need – far more concerned with these cuddles and then checking in once things have settled.

After a couple of minutes and several absent-minded kisses pecked wherever they can reach, Yoongi finally starts talking again. “Okay, I might be something close to human now,” he mutters, tipping Jimin’s face up for another quick kiss and then giving him one of those pretty smiles that always melt Jimin’s heart. “That felt so good and you were so goddamn hot, Min-ah. Let me make you feel good too?”

“Check in first?”

“Okay, checking in,” Yoongi agrees. “I loved all of that – like so fucking much.”

“Well that’s a good start,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh. “I didn’t push you too hard? I really did try not to go too heavy on the praise, but some of it just slipped out before I could contain it.”

“It was good. Wasn’t like… You didn’t make it feel too big or let it linger too long. And it’s not… I don’t exactly hate it. S’just hard.” Yoongi’s voice has gone quiet by the end, and he buries his face in Jimin’s neck, nosing at his scent gland.

“That’s okay. I know it’s kind of touchy for you. Just wanna make sure I don’t push you too far. Was a color check an okay way to handle that?”

“Yeah. Easier to say ‘green’ than…”

“Saying you like it?”

Yoongi nods. “I know I’m weird. Sorry, it’s just–”

A little ding sounds from both of their phones at once and Yoongi stops speaking immediately. It’s not the notification for the group chat, but it’s definitely one of the pack. Another ding follows it, and another after that. Yoongi pulls back far enough for the two of them to exchange a look of concern before they reach for their phones.

[Taehyung to Yoongi and Jimin]

[Tae]: are either of you still awake?

[Tae]: had a nightmare but i don’t wanna wake up jinnie-hyung ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: sorry. it’s okay if you’re busy

[Yoongi]: We’re up. Need me to come get you?

[Jimin]: Or me?

[Tae]: wait jiminie are you at the house?

[Jimin]: Yeah. Hanging out with Yoongi-hyung

[Yoongi]: Tae do you need us to come get you?

[Tae]: no it’s okay

[Tae]: i’m gonna weasel my way out of this bed and hit the bathroom on my way down

[Tae]: see you guys in a couple of minutes

[Jimin]: Sounds good

~

“So…” Yoongi starts, putting his phone back in his pocket. “Rain check on returning the favor?”

Jimin smiles. “Yeah, no worries at all.”

“I just want to make sure you know that I really, really want to. Like I’m not exaggerating even a little when I tell you how bad I wanna eat you out – and anything else you want to do, okay?”

“Very flattering,” Jimin answers with a laugh, cheeks going warm. “I understand. So what’s the protocol for a TaeTae nightmare?”

“Depends how tired he is. It’s either cuddles, snacks, and a comfort show – or cuddles and bedtime. We should ask if he wants to talk about it, but he never does. I just like him knowing I’m willing to hear it if he ever changes his mind.”

“Okay, so nothing to prepare really… Maybe just hang out for now and see what he wants when he gets here?”

Yoongi gives a little nod as both of them sit up and he scans the floor until he finds his t-shirt. “Suppose I can get this back on.”

“A shame, honestly,” Jimin says, wagging his eyebrows suggestively.

“Brat.”

“You love me.”

“Yeah, I do. You love me too.”

Jimin lets out a long, dramatic sigh. “Against my better judgment.”

“And you wonder why I call you a brat.”

~~

Taehyung doesn’t look too upset when he enters the room just a few minutes later with a blanket tucked under his arm. He clearly catches the scent in the room immediately, nostrils flaring and a little smile stretching across his face. “Did I interrupt something?” he asks, voice still tinged with sleep as he plops down on the couch between the two of them.

Jimin pulls him closer right away, enjoying the combination of scents on him. He must have come right from Namjoon and Jin’s bedroom, because both he and the blanket he has with him smell like a dream.

Actually, that’s kind of weird…

“You didn’t interrupt,” Jimin says, taking another quick breath through his nose to confirm he doesn’t smell any distress. “How are you feeling? You don’t smell upset – not that I’m complaining.”

“He’s right,” Yoongi agrees, scooting in closer to Taehyung’s other side and wrapping an arm around his lower back. “You smell really good, actually. Wanna tell us about your dream?”

“It wasn’t one of the really bad ones. M’okay, just couldn’t fall back asleep alone and was hoping to find some cuddles or jump on a video call with Jiminie. Didn’t expect both of you to be here.” Taehyung relaxes easily into their combined touch, his voice still coming out sleepy.

Relief washes over Jimin. If it’s not one of the bad nightmares, hopefully that means that Taehyung is a long way from slipping into another depression. Jin mentioned the depressive episodes being very infrequent, but Jimin still isn’t sure exactly how big of a role the nightmares play in creating one. Maybe that’s something he can ask more about one of these days, because he’d like to be better prepared next time if possible.

For now, what he needs to do is obvious.

Jimin presses a kiss into Taehyung’s hair. “You wanna come sleep with us? We can put you in the middle?”

“Yes please. And tomorrow you can tell me all about whatever I interrupted?”

Yoongi lets out a low little laugh. “Yeah, sweetheart. We can tell you all about it. Why don’t you climb into bed while I brush my teeth?”

“I should do that too,” Jimin agrees. “Meet you back here in two minutes, TaeTae?”

Taehyung is already getting up and heading for the bed. “Sure. I’ll save you one of the good pillows.”

“They’re all good pillows,” Yoongi grumbles, standing up to head for the bathroom. “That’s why I own them.”

“Great, then you’ll be happy no matter which ones you end up with, even if you are wrong. Thanks for letting me stay here, hyung.”

Notes:

Don't worry, we won't make Yoongi wait too long to return the favor ;D

Next week Taehyung and Jin discuss the changing dynamics in their pack, and Namjoon gives Jimin the newly constructed dance studio. See you there! :D

Chapter 106: A Little More

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung wakes up warm and comfortable, sandwiched between Jimin and Yoongi. He’s got things to do this morning, but none of them are especially time sensitive, so he doesn’t bother getting up right away. Instead he just pulls Yoongi in closer, the alpha’s back pressed to his chest.

The nightmare that woke him up last night is barely a blur in his memory now – something about another kidnapping attempt where Taehyung found himself outmatched in a fight and one of his mates was hurt because of it. Not something he’s likely to have to worry about in real life. Really, the nightmare itself wasn’t the thing that was keeping him awake.

He’s been thinking. There’s this thought that’s been brewing for a long while now – ever since they started courting, honestly – but lately he’s been trying harder to make sense of it.

The thing is, Tae loves that his mates dote on him. He likes being spoiled and cared for, and he especially likes that it makes his mates feel good to look after him. The dynamic is slightly different for each one of the hyungs, but all his alpha’s have the same problem; they’re bad at accepting care for their own needs. It’s easier for them to give (and then receive) care when Taehyung initiates by needing them. It’s a strategy that’s worked remarkably well for their pack for years now.

But things are changing.

The opportunities he’s had to take care of Jungkook and Jimin have made him realize that it’s something he’d like more of. He keeps meaning to ask Jimin to set aside some time for the two of them to experiment with letting Tae look after him more deliberately (and give him another nip, which sounds really nice), but he’s still trying to figure out exactly how he wants to handle it. Of course he wants to look after Jungkook too, but that’s something Jungkook allows him to do whenever he likes, so that makes it a little easier.

Well… looks like his brain is going again already this morning. Time to see if he can find Jin-hyung. Whether or not these desires change anything about his other relationships or pack dynamics is something he still isn’t quite sure about, but he knows that Jin will be able to help him figure it out.

Jin might be one of the hyungs, but Taehyung’s relationship with him is inherently different than it is with the alphas. The two of them have been through so much together, and he knows that he can always trust Jin to make space for his own needs and ask for care when he needs it. While Namjoon and Jin lead their pack, Taehyung and Jin have always been a united front when it comes to using their own needs to take care of the others – which makes Jin the perfect person to help him process these feelings he’s having.

It’s easy enough to weasel out from in between Yoongi and Jimin, then make his way upstairs to brush his teeth and find a change of clothes. Once he’s feeling a bit more awake and ready for the day, he works on finding Jin-hyung – though it’s not much of a challenge when it’s just a matter of following his nose to the kitchen.

“Good morning, darling,” Jin calls out cheerfully from his place in front of the stove. He’s dressed casually in some of his loungewear, which is a pretty good sign that he might be free this morning. “You’re just in time for breakfast. Something hearty before Hobi-yah and Joon-ah leave for work.”

At this rate, Tae isn’t even going to have to get penciled into Jin’s schedule. Between the loungewear, Hoseok and Namjoon leaving, and Jimin and Yoongi still asleep, they’re going to have the house to themselves.

“Long day ahead for them? How about Jungkookie? Is he coming for breakfast?”

“Yes, they have a very busy schedule today. I did invite Jungkook-ah for breakfast, but he picked up a shift helping Amber-ssi with an early appointment, so he was unavailable.”

Perfect.

“Need any help?”

Jin-hyung tilts his head curiously at the offer, but lets it go in favor of giving his focus to the rolled omelet he’s currently working on. “There are some covered dishes on the counter that can go to the table. Thank you for your assistance.”

Hoseok and Namjoon are already in the dining room, dressed to impress in some of their nicest suits. As soon as they see him, they’re both standing up to help. Hoseok takes the dishes from him with a smile and heads to the kitchen to help grab the rest, while Namjoon gathers Taehyung into his lap for an eager good morning kiss, followed by a thorough scenting.

“Morning, hyung,” Tae mutters, allowing himself to melt into the attention. “Busy day?”

“Very. Hoseok and I won’t be back until late tonight. You smell wonderful. Is Jimin-ah here?”

“Mhmm. Tell me about your security and I’ll tell you about Jiminie.”

“Oh, is there something I should know?” Namjoon asks, pulling back to fix Taehyung with a smile.

“Not until you tell me what I need to know.”

“Oh, very demanding,” Hobi-hyung says cheerfully as he walks back into the dining room with an entire tray of dishes, and Jin-hyung just a few steps behind him carrying the last of it. “Want me to give him the rundown, Joonie?”

“I can handle it.”

Tae can’t help but let out a laugh. “By that he means that he already scented me enough.”

“Someone is feeling sassy this morning,” Namjoon says, letting out a fond little laugh. “Are you looking for a nip?”

“No, I’m busy. Security details now please.”

Namjoon finally relents and starts giving the details of the various meetings they have around town today, as well as who they’re bringing along for security. It takes long enough for all of them to get dished up, and for Taehyung to find his own chair next to Hobi-hyung.

“Well that explains the big meal then,” Taehyung says, finally digging into his plate. Jin must have gotten up early to make a meal with so many banchan. There have to be at least ten different serving dishes here, filled with various vegetables, the rolled omelets, soup, fish, and some crispy little strips of pork that Tae does his best not to eat every bit of.

Hoseok must see him looking at the plate, because he slides his own few pieces of pork over to Taehyung with a smile before asking, “Is my security plan up to snuff, or would you like to make changes?”

“Nah, you did good. You sure you don’t want the pork?”

“Not nearly as much as I wanna see you have it. Besides, we should probably save some for Minnie and Yoongi.”

“Speaking of which?” Namjoon asks, already starting to eat.

“Yes, I was curious about that as well,” Jin says. “You came to bed with us, but you must have left at some point in the night. Did Jimin-ah ask to come spend the night with the two of you?”

“Nope, I had a bad dream and texted to ask if either of them were awake.” He can already see the concern forming on his mates’ faces and quickly adds, “I’m fine, by the way. It wasn’t a really bad one or anything – just enough that I couldn’t get back to sleep. Anyway, it smelled so fucking good when I got in there that I am one-hundred percent sure they were fooling around.”

“Ooh, like slick?” Hoseok asks, a wide smile on his face.

“No, but Yoongi definitely smelled strong enough for the both of them. I was worried I interrupted, but they said I didn’t.”

Namjoon’s scent finally manages to drift across the table, spiking warm and spicy as he focuses every bit of his attention on his plate, probably trying his best not to run and climb into bed with the two of them right this moment. The others have little spikes in their scents too – and Tae is pleased to realize he can smell Hoseok. That’s definitely something that’s been getting better lately, and it makes him so happy to have his alpha’s scent more accessible.

“Part of me wants to be surprised,” Jin says. “The two of them took so long to kiss for the first time, but I really do think they seem comfortable around one another.”

Hoseok nods in agreement. “Oh, they definitely are – and Minnie seems to love pushing Yoongi’s buttons.”

“To be fair, Yoongi-hyung is really easy to work up,” Taehyung says in between bites of food. “You are too, Namjoon-hyung, but you hide it better.”

“Thanks,” Namjoon mumbles in response. It sounds like he’s not really paying attention, and he barely even glances up from where he’s shoving bits of zucchini and pork around his plate. He definitely looks lost in thought, but his scent has tapered off now too, almost like whatever he’s thinking about is bothering him enough to affect it.

Taehyung looks up in time to lock eyes with Jin-hyung, both of them clocking this behavior as strange.

“Joon-ah, are you alright?” Jin asks, setting a hand on Namjoon’s shoulder.

This seems to snap their pack alpha’s attention back to the present, his head tipping up as he glances at each one of them in turn. “Sorry, was just thinking about something.”

“Yeah, that much is clear,” Hoseok says. “What’s bothering you?”

“I don’t know if it’s bothering me. Just…”

“It’s okay, hyung,” Tae says, shoving another piece of pork into his mouth. “You can tell us.”

“Was just thinking that…” Namjoon trails off into a sigh, finally setting down his chopsticks and focusing on all of them instead. “It’s not a big deal and I don’t want to push anything – but I just realized I’m the only one who hasn’t smelled slick on Jimin-ah. I’ve heard it mentioned in passing a couple of times how ‘easy’ it apparently happens, but… I guess it makes sense it hasn’t happened with me, considering how little we’ve done together. He could be too nervous, or maybe he doesn’t feel that same attraction toward me. Just feeling a little envious I suppose, but it’s okay.”

Oh god. Namjoon doesn’t know about Jimin wearing a plug around them? How have the two of them not talked about this yet?

Thankfully, Jin-hyung knows how to handle this, because Taehyung is really busy fighting the way his mouth wants to hang open in shock.

“Darling, it’s not quite that simple. I would very much encourage you to talk to Jimin-ah about this.”

Namjoon’s head tilts curiously as he looks back at Jin. “What do you mean ‘not that simple’?”

“I’m afraid it’s not my place to divulge, but I can assure you that you haven’t done anything wrong.”

“And that Jiminie finds you hot as hell,” Taehyung adds.

“Taehyungie has a point,” Hoseok agrees. “I’ve definitely caught him staring at you while his scent goes all sweet and warm. Pretty irrefutable evidence if you ask me.”

“You really think so?”

“I know so, love,” Jin says. “I’ve caught it in his scent as well, and I’d like to remind you that you are notoriously bad at noticing when someone is pining over you.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh. “Yeah, how long did you and Yoongi live together before you finally realized you were both head over heels?”

“Would have taken them even longer if they hadn’t met me and Jin-hyung,” Taehyung says. “Anyways, you’re gonna give him the studio soon, right Namjoon-hyung? It’ll be the perfect time to get him alone and talk a little, so you could just bring it up then.”

“Maybe,” Namjoon says, sounding uncertain. “The gift might overwhelm him, so I don’t exactly know how much talking he’s going to feel up to. Still, that doesn’t mean we can’t find another time.”

“If you need assistance, I’d be happy to help,” Jin offers. “For now, you should probably get back to your breakfast if you intend to be on time for your first appointment of the day.”

~~

Once breakfast is taken care of and the others are gone, Taehyung stays to help with cleanup – which apparently gives away his intentions completely.

The second he starts picking up dishes to bring back to the kitchen, Jin-hyung quirks his head, watching intently for a moment. “Darling, is there something you need from me?”

“Am I not allowed to help?”

“Dishes are your least favorite chore besides cleaning floors, and this is the second time today you’ve offered to assist me. It’s not that I’m not grateful for any help or time spent with you, but you don’t have to do a task you hate simply because you want to talk. Something is bothering you.”

“Not bothering exactly. I’ve just been thinking a lot about something and I want your help making sense of it – but I know you can think easier when the kitchen is clean. So… helping?”

Jin gives this a moment of consideration, then nods. “I see. You would like my full attention. In that case, thank you for your help.”

The two of them work quickly to get all the dishes brought into the kitchen, and Jin tasks Tae with making up plates for both Jimin and Yoongi, and then packing up any additional leftovers. It’s definitely not as miserable as dishes (which Jin starts on immediately). Actually, Taehyung enjoys his small part in making sure his mates are well fed. There’s something satisfying about loading up both plates with all the extra pork and rolled egg to make sure those two get enough protein, then picking out all the banchan he knows they prefer. He almost wishes he and Jin could go and wake the two of them up with breakfast in bed, just so he could have the chance to feed the meal to them more directly.

Them… Does… Does he want that with Yoongi-hyung too?

The image of the four of them together is good, but when he tries to imagine looking after Jimin and Yoongi like that by himself, he feels a little overwhelmed. It’s not like Yoongi has never submitted to him before, but it’s always been when he’s already submitting to Namjoon-hyung or Jin-hyung – and it feels more like an extension of that submission than its own thing. If they’re ever going to play like that alone, it’s always Tae submitting to Yoongi, and…

That feels right. He wants to take care of Yoongi-hyung too, but not the same way he wants to take care of Jimin and Jungkook – at least not without someone else there as a buffer.

Okay, that’s one thing figured out. Now–

“May I help you with the last of these?” Jin-hyung offers, standing right beside Taehyung and gesturing to the few leftovers he still hasn’t packed away.

One look over his shoulder confirms that Jin-hyung has already loaded everything else into the dishwasher. “Yeah, sorry. I got distracted.”

Jin just gives him a warm smile and leans in to press a kiss to his cheek. “Nothing to apologize for, love. I’m excited to hear all about it.”

Within just a few minutes, they wrap up the last of the cleaning, send a message to the group chat so Yoongi and Jimin know there’s food when they wake up, then head immediately up to Taehyung’s nest. Neither of them has to say a word. They both know that it’s the best place for any sort of serious discussion between the two of them – especially when it concerns pack matters.

That’s actually a good question. Does Jin-hyung already know that’s what this talk concerns? Sometimes it’s hard to be sure exactly how well informed Jin is. He’s good at taking context clues and very good at reading all of his mates, but he’s not superhuman. Maybe heading right for the nest is just a safe guess on his part.

“It’s not like you to be so quiet,” Jin says as they settle into the nest together. “You must really be thinking about something important.”

“Actually right this second I was just trying to figure out if you came to the nest immediately because you know what I want to talk about, or if you just assumed it was probably a good place for any talk.”

“I am not aware of what you’d like to discuss, but I figured that if it was important enough to have you caught up in your own thoughts, it likely warranted a trip to the nest. If you’d like me to start guessing, I can throw out some of the possibilities I considered.”

Taehyung huffs out a tiny laugh. “Nah, it’s okay.”

“Alright. I’d rather hear it in your words anyway. Whenever you’re ready, darling.”

“I guess I’ve been thinking a lot since… I don’t know – for a long while now, but more seriously lately. Either way, I’m considering my place in the pack and how it’s been changing since we met Jungkookie and Jiminie. I feel like before them I was basically always the person being needy, and I know it works really well for us, but… the more opportunities I’ve had to take care of the other omegas, the more I’ve started to realize how much I like it.”

“I see,” Jin-hyung says, giving Taehyung a thoughtful little smile as he considers this information. “While I think this is a very exciting development, I would first like to make sure that you aren’t viewing your ‘being needy’ in a negative light?”

“Not exactly. I know it helps the alphas a lot for me to have needs they can meet, and you’ve spent years drilling into my head how important it is to have desires and trust that people around me will want to help me achieve them. I still feel good about all of that. I just… I want more too.”

“Talk to me about what ‘more’ means to you?”

“I want to take care of Jiminie and Jungkookie more. Not like they can’t take care of me too. Actually, I think the three of us are pretty comfortable trading off those roles, even if Jiminie takes a little extra convincing to let me baby him. We’re working on that, and he said he was comfortable taking it from a more formal power exchange sort of angle,” Taehyung explains, scooting in closer to Jin-hyung. The two of them are lying face to face, and while he doesn’t want to lose the view of his mate, there’s no reason he can’t tangle their legs together.

Never one to miss a request for cuddles, Jin throws an arm over Tae’s middle and starts rubbing little circles into his lower back. “I’m glad you’re mentioning this potential arrangement with Jimin-ah. Was the suggestion of him submitting to you his or yours?”

“Was my idea.”

“And is that something you think you’d be interested in more of as well? Is it specifically non-sexual, or would you like this sort of play to extend to the bedroom?”

“I think it sort of already has? I mean, I was pretty fully in control the first time me and Jungkookie had sex – and you and I took really good care of Jiminie the day we got him wet too. Or are we only counting the kind of play with a really rigid set of rules?”

“Not at all,” Jin says, leaning in to press his lips to Taehyung’s forehead. “I would say that you’re the best judge of what you feel counts, especially considering that the line can get blurry for all of us sometimes. And of course it’s also quite likely that the lines the three of you come up with might look completely different from the ones you and I have – or what you have with the alphas.”

Taehyung already knew that, but it still feels nice to hear Jin-hyung acknowledge how different things are between him, Jungkook, and Jimin. He’s not entirely sure how much of it is just them being omegas like him, and how much of it is simply who they are, but it is different either way. The three of them clicked so perfectly right away that even before they felt like a part of the pack, they felt like a part of him. They make him feel seen in a way he didn’t even realize he was missing.

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees, voice gone just a little tight with emotion. “I think our lines will be different.”

It’s hard to say whether it’s just the sound of his voice or something in his scent, but whatever it is has Jin pulling him in close and tucking Tae’s head under his chin. “Oh, you’re feeling quite a bit, aren’t you? Good things, love?”

“Good things. Just love them so much.”

“You know they love you too, right?”

“I do,” Taehyung whispers into Jin’s chest, pressing a little kiss there as he clings to his mate. “We haven’t said it yet, but I know they feel the same.”

“I’m very glad to hear that. Would you like to talk to me more about your place in the pack? Is there anything you’re worried about that I can help with?”

“Well, there’s… I don’t know if I’m worried about it exactly, but… I think the alphas will be supportive of any relationship us omegas have, but do you think they’ll trust me to look after Jiminie and Jungkookie? And if I do take on a more dominant role sometimes, will they be okay with it?”

“I believe they’ll be absolutely thrilled to support you exploring like this. You remember how eager they were to see Jimin-ah hand feed you during your preheat?”

Taehyung nods. The memories are a little bit fuzzy, but he does recall a few muttered curses and a lot of interested scents.

“Well, I’m certain they’ll be just as happy to see you looking after the other omegas. I am rather curious if this dynamic extends further than that though. Are you interested in exploring a more dominant role with the alphas, or me?”

“Not really? I was thinking about it a little earlier in the kitchen.”

“Are you open to sharing those thoughts?”

“It was while I was making up plates for Jiminie and Yoongi-hyung. I liked thinking that I was helping to look after them, and I thought it might be nice for you and me to go wake them up and feed them in bed. That got me wondering if maybe I want to baby Yoongi-hyung sometimes too, but when I imagine doing it without you or Namjoon-hyung there in control, it just feels… weird? And like of course I love doing stuff to help and be a good mate to the rest of you. I just don’t think it extends to any sort of power exchange where I’m the one in charge.”

Jin-hyung lets out a little hum of interest, lips pecking the occasional kiss into Taehyung’s hair while they cuddle. “Understood. I’m so glad you took the time to bring me up to speed, and I really do think the alphas will adore getting to see you three looking after one another – we all already do, to be entirely honest. I think it’s a point of pride for Joon-ah, knowing his omegas are so deeply bonded even before they’ve exchanged claiming bites.”

“Makes me really happy too,” Taehyung admits, pulling back far enough to be able to see the warm little smile on Jin’s face. “I wasn’t unhappy before we met them, but I’ve never felt this complete in my whole life.”

“I feel something similar myself. Our pack was wonderful before, but it feels perfect now.”

“Want them to hurry up and move in.”

A laugh bubbles up out of Jin as he leans in for a kiss. “The day is coming, darling.”

“I know, but I want it to be like… tomorrow.”

“While that might be a little too soon, I do think Joon-ah is getting ready to start bringing it up. We’ll need to talk as a pack, but I like to think the recent remodeling is a good indicator that we’re getting closer.”

Tae can’t help but frown. ‘Getting closer’ isn’t nearly as close as he wants it to be, and he knows how Namjoon-hyung can drag his feet when he’s nervous about this sort of thing. “Maybe…” he starts, trailing off as he tries to formulate a plan. “Do you think there’s any way for us to keep Joonie-hyung moving?”

“Let him give Jimin-ah the studio. If that goes as well as I think, it should be a boost to his confidence. From there, maybe we can start some early discussion about timelines for when we might be ready to ask.”

“I’ll try to start casually mentioning it around Jungkookie and Jiminie too – nothing obvious, I promise. Just a few little insinuations about a future where we all live together so I can try to get a feel for where they’re at with it, or maybe even get them thinking enough to have a conversation,” Taehyung offers, mind already brimming with possible ways to bring the subject up.

“I think that’s a wonderful idea. It will give us some more information to work with in making our decision, and they’re unlikely to be surprised by the topic coming from you.”

“Exactly. I’m the perfect man for the job.”

Jin-hyung lets out a laugh, reaching up to brush some of Tae’s hair out of his eyes. “You are, yes. And do you feel better about this slight change in dynamic you’re exploring too?”

“Mhmm, way better now that we talked. Excited, mostly. Thank you for helping me talk it through, hyung.”

“Of course, darling. Anytime.”

*******

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: I’m wondering if you have any free time this week where you might be willing to spend a couple of hours together?

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: I’ve got some free time Friday before our big group date night if you want?

[Jimin]: Unless you meant more like an evening?

[Namjoon]: No, Friday works perfectly. It’s not really a time of day dependent activity.

[Jimin]: Can I ask what we’re doing?

[Namjoon]: I’d like for you to come over to the house. I have something to give you.

[Jimin]: Oh ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Hyung you don’t have to give me anything if you want to hang out

[Namjoon]: That’s not what this is. I would like to see you, and I would like to give you a gift, but I don’t feel like I’m earning one with the other. I promise.

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Okay. In that case I’m looking forward to it

[Jimin]: Thank you

[Namjoon]: I’m looking forward to it too. See you then Minnie.

~

Jimin has a hard time not spending the whole next few days wondering what Namjoon could have to give him that is apparently so important that he wants them to plan a visit just for that. At least thinking about that part helps distract him from the butterflies in his stomach from just knowing that he and Namjoon haven’t really spent more than a few minutes alone together since just after his rut. Since everything changed. Since Jimin realized he was in love.

His relationship with Namjoon has already been at the front of his mind lately, and this just has him thinking about it even more. It’s not that he didn’t think about Namjoon before. He runs his brain in circles sometimes just thinking about how much he wishes they were closer, but it was easier to dismiss those thoughts when Jimin could tell himself that it wasn’t just Namjoon he had yet to get close with.

But after what happened the last time he stayed the night with Yoongi… it’s a lot harder to pretend it’s not just Namjoon.

Plus there’s everything that Jungkook told him about the conversation those two had before Namjoon’s rut came early. If the alpha really is working that hard to hold back… maybe there’s a part of Jimin that’s starting to hope – to think that maybe Namjoon might feel even half as much desire for him as he does for Jungkook. If that is the case, then maybe it’s not so completely unreasonable to wonder if Namjoon is a little bit afraid of expressing that desire… just like he was with Jungkook.

It’s a lot of maybes and plenty of uncertainty, but Jimin is still going to try.

At this point, both Taehyung and Yoongi have told him essentially the same thing – that Namjoon will be happy to help him navigate getting closer if Jimin explains that he isn’t sure how. There’s no reason to think that both of them would lie to him, and Namjoon has always been really receptive to any request Jimin has ever made for attention..

He just has to ask.

By the time Friday rolls around, he’s talked himself in and out of trying to figure things out with Namjoon so many times that he’s starting to feel frayed. Jungkook is supportive, of course. He seems utterly convinced that everything will go well if Jimin just opens up, and his confidence definitely does make Jimin feel a little more at ease. It’s just not quite enough to stop him from second guessing himself.

Even though he’s trying his best not to burden his mate with how he’s talking himself in circles, Jungkook notices anyway, pulling Jimin in for a hug just before he has to leave for work.

“Can tell you’re getting anxious, hyung. It’s going to be okay.”

“I know,” Jimin groans. “M’just nervous, but I promise I won’t chicken out.”

“I’m so proud of you,” Jungkook says, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s cheek and then leaning down to nose at his scent gland. “You’re going to have such a good talk with Namjoon-hyung – I just know it. I’m gonna get home from work for our date night and I bet you’ll be feeling so much better.”

Home. Jungkook keeps doing that, calling the house their home just like he calls the apartment – and it’s not just him either. Jimin has caught himself doing the same thing. If he’s going to consider the house as his second home, the least he can do is put on a brave face and take steps to show Namjoon how grateful he is for it…

By being honest.

“You’re right,” Jimin says, squeezing Jungkook tight in return and then standing up on his tiptoes for a goodbye kiss. “Thank you for all the motivation and support. I love you, Kookie.”

“I love you too. You’ve got this, Jiminie. See you in a few hours.”

~~

Jimin is determined to make good on his word, so he buries his face in his phone the whole way to the house, adamant on staying distracted enough that he can’t think himself in circles anymore. It mostly works too. He barely even registers the drive, only really looking up when the car comes to a stop at the front gate. Eager to burn a little energy, he tells his driver not to worry about dropping him off up at the house and hops out of the car to start walking up the driveway. The anxious excitement in his stomach refuses to settle down, but that’s how he’s felt most of the day, so he just ignores it as best he can.

He only just manages to step inside and get his shoes off before he hears Namjoon’s voice. “Jimin-ah, so glad you could make it.”

The butterflies in his stomach hit a sort of crescendo as he makes eye contact with Namjoon, the alpha looking better than he has any right to in jeans and a t-shirt. Jimin has always been a bit of a sucker for Namjoon when he’s dressed more casually, but now he nearly does a double take at the way Namjoon’s arms seem to strain against the sleeves of his shirt.

When was the last time Jimin saw him dressed like this? Has he always looked this strong, or has something changed recently?

“Wow, you look great,” Jimin says, trying his best not to stare (and failing completely) as he makes his way over for a hug.

“Really? Kind of just threw something on this morning, but I appreciate the compliment.”

Namjoon’s arms don’t really feel any different wrapped around him, but that’s not really the ideal angle to check for a difference. Normally Jimin would go in for a kiss right away, but instead he pulls back a little and rests a hand on Namjoon’s upper arm. “Have you been working out or something? It looks like your arms have gotten bigger.”

“Just a little,” Namjoon answers, scent spiking slightly at the compliment. “I’ve been using some of the equipment Kook-ah got for Jin’s home gym.” He lifts his arm and flexes, letting out a low little laugh that makes the butterflies in Jimin’s stomach swarm even faster. “I guess I’m starting to get a tiny bit of growth.”

Jimin gives the muscle a squeeze and tries to pretend he’s not imagining those arms pinning him to a wall as he says, “More than a little, hyung.” It’s only after he finishes talking that he realizes how flirtatious the words sound, and his cheeks start to flush. He’s so used to building Jungkook up about his workout progress that he didn’t even think twice about doing the same for Namjoon. Still, it’s not like he’s lying – the progress is definitely visible. He just needs to deflect a little. “I bet Kookie was so excited to know you’re using what he bought.”

“Umm… I haven’t really told him yet.”

“Is it a secret or something? If it is, I’d skip the t-shirts around him because he’ll be able to see this even easier than I could.”

“I don’t know if it’s a secret, exactly,” Namjoon says, giving an almost nervous looking smile as he rubs at the back of his neck. “More like something I decided I wanted to do for him, but didn’t really ask him about first.”

For him?”

“In a way, yeah. He said he likes to feel small sometimes, and he liked it when I was able to pick him up, so I wanted to be able to do it better? Sounds kind of silly when I say it out loud, and I guess I hadn’t decided yet whether it was a good idea to tell him.”

As hard as Jimin tries to form a response, he still finds himself just staring back at Namjoon with his mouth hanging open and his heart beating fast in his chest, because that is so sweet. The fact that Namjoon cares so much about Jungkook isn’t exactly a surprise anymore, but the way he just treats it like it’s no big deal, like it’s something natural any alpha would do for their omega…

“Hyung, I… That’s so sweet I don’t know what to say,” Jimin eventually manages.

Namjoon’s expression shifts from a little nervous to something warmer as he smiles down at Jimin. “I’m glad you think so. I can’t decide if he’d find it offensive or not. It’s not because I can’t lift him now or anything. Really, I’ve been meaning to start working out for a long time now but this was just the perfect–”

Jimin stands up on his tiptoes and cuts Namjoon off with a kiss, trying to communicate some of his appreciation. At least the gesture is well received, judging by the little spike in Namjoon’s scent and the way he wraps his arms around Jimin’s waist, smiling into the kiss.

“Sorry if that was a little sudden,” Jimin says after a few seconds, a little laugh bubbling out of him as he rests his head on Namjoon’s shoulder. “You’re just really good to Kookie. He cares about you so much, and you’re great at giving that care right back.”

“You never have to apologize for a kiss, pup. I like kissing you.”

That has Jimin’s scent turning sweet, and he doesn’t bother hiding it – not when he wants to get closer with Namjoon. A little bit of positive feedback will probably only help his case, and he’s aiming for honesty after all, so he quietly admits, “I like kissing you too. A lot.”

“God, you’re… really tempting like this, Minnie,” Namjoon answers, swallowing audibly and pressing his lips high up on Jimin’s neck, right where he’d sucked a bruise just after his rut. The touch makes Jimin shiver, and he’s just about to open his mouth and ask for more when Namjoon adds, “Still have something to give you, so I’ll do my best not to get too distracted.”

Oh right. Namjoon’s gift. To be entirely honest, Jimin had sort of forgotten about the reason for this visit, far too focused on his intention of finally talking to Namjoon about getting closer.

“Right, I almost forgot,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh as they break apart. “You wanna do that now, or are we doing something else first?”

“I’m ready now. It’s just… I want you to be prepared for the fact that it might feel a little big, and if you end up needing a minute or if there’s a chance you might like…” Namjoon trails off, mouth opening and closing twice over before he manages to find his words again. “What I’m trying to say is that if you need settling, I’d love to help. Only if that’s something you’re interested in from me.”

The offer makes Jimin think of when Hoseok helped settle him that night they spent alone here in the house, dancing out in the sunset before retiring to Hoseok’s bedroom. It was a little nerve wracking at the time, but Jimin can remember just how safe he felt with Hoseok helping him through the hard parts. That’s actually sort of what he wants to talk to Namjoon about anyway, so maybe starting here will make the next part easier too?

“I’d like that, hyung. That’s actually… I kind of want to talk more about it later, if that’s okay?”

No backing out now.

Namjoon smiles at him, looking just a bit surprised but definitely not disappointed. “Of course. I’d love to talk more about it. Is there something in particular you’ve been thinking about?”

“A little, but let’s do the gift part first? For now if I start to get overwhelmed, you can just… touch my scent gland?”

There’s a spike of warm sandalwood in response to his offer, and Jimin just barely manages to resist the urge to lean in for another hug. Namjoon’s scent is always soothing, but it’s especially so when Jimin feels a little off balance like he does right now, his omega instincts practically begging him to lean into Namjoon’s stability. That will have to wait a bit longer though.

“Thank you, Minnie,” Namjoon says, offering his hand. “It means a lot for you to trust me with something like that. Follow me downstairs?”

They’re going to the basement?

It’s not like there’s that many reasons they could be heading down there, which definitely narrows the potential pool of gifts Namjoon could be giving him to something much bigger than he’s been anticipating. Although… he’d hate to assume. Maybe it’s just something reasonable that Namjoon is storing in the basement?

Only one way to find out.

Jimin reaches out to take Namjoon’s hand with a smile. “Okay, let’s go.”

*******

Namjoon leads the way down into the basement. He’s nervous, but definitely excited too – both for Jimin to see the studio, and for whatever they’re going to talk about. Their hands stay joined on the way down the steps, but after that Namjoon opts to slip his arm around Jimin’s waist, guiding him up to the doorway of the newly finished studio.

This is it. Time to take the leap and hope that he made a good decision with this.

“Close your eyes for me?” Namjoon asks, reaching for the handle of the door and then waiting.

Jimin lets out a puff of nervous laughter, cheeks already dusted pink as he lets his eyes slip shut and takes a deep breath. “Alright, I’m ready.”

Overall, Namjoon is happy with how the little studio turned out. The wood floors are new and shining, the walls and ceiling have been painted, and the massive mirrors lining the longest wall of the room look almost exactly as Namjoon envisioned. New lighting fixtures and a bit of soundproofing give the room its finishing touches – and most importantly, it’s already gotten Jungkook’s stamp of approval. More than approval, really. He looked completely delighted when he saw the room, throwing his arms around Namjoon’s neck and kissing him while his scent went all sweet and he gushed about how much Jimin would love it.

Here’s hoping.

As soon as they make their way to the center of the room, Namjoon stops them and says, “You can look now.”

Jimin bites at his lip and slowly opens his eyes. They’re face to face with the mirrored wall, so there’s no way to mistake what the room is, and Jimin’s eyes go from barely cracked to wide open in a flash. He takes a half step toward the mirror before turning on his heel and looking at the whole room around them, jaw dropping open as he spins. “Hyung, I… This is…” he trails off, turning all the way back around to face Namjoon, and immediately stepping closer in search of comfort. “You didn’t have to do this for me.”

Namjoon wraps Jimin in his arms, pressing a kiss into his hair and rubbing a hand along his back. “I know I didn’t have to, but I really wanted to. It makes me happy to think of you having your own space here – and Jungkook’s studio is just across the hall, so it’ll be easy enough for you to see one another if you want to leave your doors open.”

“It’s so much,” Jimin mumbles from where his head is buried against Namjoon’s chest, arms wrapped tight around him and hands clutching the back of his shirt. The scent of vanilla is wavering in the air, going from sweet to nearly hidden every few seconds. “I love it, but I might… I umm…”

“Would you like a bit of settling?”

“If that’s okay,” Jimin breathes, only just audible.

Like there’s any chance in the world that Namjoon wouldn’t want to finally settle his omega. As if he’s not working as hard as he can to make sure Jimin doesn’t feel the way his hands tremble and his heart races as he runs his hand from the omega’s back up toward his neck. “So okay, Minnie. You have no idea how bad I want to look after you.”

A little gasp leaves Jimin’s lips at the first touch to his scent gland, hands gripping even tighter to the back of Namjoon’s shirt as a shiver runs along his entire body.

God, he’s so sensitive. It makes Namjoon want even more – to hear what kind of sounds his omega will make the first time they scent, or when Namjoon’s teeth finally sink into him for a nip. Until then, he’ll have to be content with this. Although that’s not to say this isn’t wonderful. Hoseok was right about how Jimin seems to fight back against the settling on instinct, body going tense as Namjoon rubs insistent little circles around his scent gland.

Luckily, all it takes is a bit of persistence for him to finally let go.

“It’s okay, pup. You can relax for me. I’ll take care of you.” Namjoon whispers, rubbing at Jimin’s scent gland and pecking a line of kisses into his hair until he feels the tension practically bleed out of him. It’s followed almost immediately by a wave of sweet vanilla as Jimin settles properly, leaning into Namjoon’s embrace with a happy little sigh. “There you go, Minnie. Does that feel better?”

Jimin gives a slow little nod. “S’better. Don’t let me go yet?”

“Of course. Not until you’re ready.”

Namjoon rubs more gently at Jimin’s scent gland now, heart beating fast at the fact that his omega is finally asking him for comfort. This is something he’s wanted for so long, and it feels perfectly natural now that they’re here. Jimin’s scent might be hard to read, but his body language is much more expressive, and the way he leans against Namjoon right now leaves little room for doubt about how comfortable he is. It gives Namjoon’s alpha instincts something else to rely on for feedback, a way to know he’s doing well caring for his mate.

A minute or so later, Jimin finally stirs, pulling back to fix Namjoon with a slightly dazed smile. “Thank you, hyung. I feel better and I…” He trails off, glancing around the room again with a slowly widening smile before his eyes land back on Namjoon. “I love this so much that I barely know what to say. There’s no way I can ever repay you.”

“This isn’t something that needs repaying. It’s a gift, and it’s completely yours – no strings attached. Although… I did have one request, if you’re willing to hear it?”

“Sure.”

“Are you open to allowing Jin to teach me a few steps down here? He said it would be easier to learn with the mirrors.”

Jimin looks delighted at this, his smile widening even further. “You want to learn to dance, hyung?”

“I’d like to at least be passable by your next heat cycle, yes. Jin has offered to teach all of us, and I love the thought of being able to comfort you that way.”

“Wow, I…” Jimin’s cheeks flush bright pink and he tips his head down to try and hide it. “Thank you. That’s so sweet – and of course you can use this room as much as you like. It’s your house.”

“While that might be true, it doesn’t change the fact that this room is yours. If there’s any changes you’d like to make to it, or things I missed that you think you might like–”

“It’s perfect, really. I’m so excited to have somewhere to practice where I’m not fighting for space. And I like the thought of getting to spend more time here.”

That makes Namjoon far too happy to let Jimin keep hiding his face, so he reaches out and cups the omega’s cheek, tilting his head up until he can see every bit of that gorgeous flush on his cheeks. “No hiding, pup. You look way too pretty like this, and it makes me so glad to know you want to spend more time here.”

Jimin’s eyelashes flutter at the compliment, scent tipping even sweeter as a tiny little whine slips out of him before he can contain it. He tries to turn his head away in what looks like embarrassment, but Namjoon is still holding him in place. “Sorry, that was an accident,” he mutters, eyes flicking back and forth between Namjoon’s face and his chest. “You complimented me and I… Just ignore me.”

“The last thing I want to do is ignore you when you’re making pretty sounds like that for me, Minnie. I love knowing that you’re relaxed enough to let me see you this way.”

“I am. I want…” Jimin swallows, looking a little lost.

He’s too tempting like this, gone perfectly soft and looking up at Namjoon all sweet like he needs his alpha to help him figure out what to do. Namjoon can’t help the way his own scent spikes warm and spicy in the air. He’s far too busy fighting the urge to pin Jimin to one of those mirrors and kiss him until he makes more of those gorgeous little noises. They could scent properly. Namjoon could nip him and take him apart, get him so far gone on pleasure that he’s crying and asking Namjoon for everything he wants, like–

“God, you umm– You smell really good, hyung,” Jimin says, voice gone a bit breathy.

Damn it. Focus now, fantasize later.

“Sorry, I got a tiny bit in my own head there. I’d love to know what you were going to say – what you want.”

“So it’s– There’s something I wanted to talk to you about, but you smell so nice and I feel really… Just…” Jimin pauses, turning his head to press a kiss to Namjoon’s wrist and taking a deep breath. “Sorry. I want a lot right now and it’s getting messy in my head.”

“Let me help you figure it out?” Namjoon offers, trying not to sound nearly as excited as he feels at the prospect of Jimin wanting a lot of anything from him. “If you tell me what things you want, we can talk it through and I can make sure you get them, or at least put a plan in place if they’re going to take time.”

Jimin’s eyes narrow, scent spiking just briefly before he manages to hide it – a fact that makes Namjoon want to nip him even more, to get him so relaxed he doesn’t bother to hide even a little of that perfect scent. But that isn’t what Jimin needs right now, so instead Namjoon just holds his ground and waits patiently for the omega to make whatever assessment he feels is necessary.

If there is a test, he must pass it – or maybe it’s just Jimin making some sort of peace within himself. It’s hard to say, but the important part is that he starts talking again.

“None of it is bad,” Jimin starts, eyes closing as he noses a little more deliberately at Namjoon’s wrist. “I want… I really want you to kiss me right now, but I also know we need to talk and that maybe it would be better to do that first. M’not sure this is the best place to talk either, but I don’t know if it’s worth making a nest or asking to use TaeTae’s. I just feel… off balance and I don’t know where to start. I’m scared to talk but only because I’m worried I’m going to ask for too much and you won’t want to deal with it and– God, sorry. I’m not making any sense.”

“You’re doing great, pup.” Namjoon wants to tug Jimin in closer, but he’s also wary of depriving him of his scent, so he settles for leaning in and pressing a kiss to Jimin’s cheek instead. “Can I propose a plan?”

Jimin nods.

“Thank you. How about this: You let me give you that kiss you’re wanting – because I would really like to do that too – and then I can take you up to Taehyung’s nest so we can talk. I promise there’s nothing you could want from me that will be too much, baby. I’m so excited at the thought of being able to help you with anything. Does that all sound okay?”

“It does,” Jimin agrees, eyes finally cracking back open as he turns his face away from Namjoon’s wrist. “M’sorry I got so overwhelmed.”

“You don’t have to apologize for that. Thank you for letting me see so I could help. You still want that kiss, Minnie?”

Jimin doesn’t even bother answering, just tilts his head up and closes his eyes.

Gorgeous.

Namjoon really does intend for the kiss to be chaste. He leans in nice and slow, pressing their lips together like he does for most of their kisses, but… The second their lips touch, Jimin lets out a contented little sigh, even more tension draining out of him as he leans fully into Namjoon’s touch. It’s so clear that he’s been needing this, that he’s wanting more. How could Namjoon possibly deny him?

The second Namjoon tilts his head to deepen their kiss, Jimin lets out another one of those lovely little whines, lips parting without prompting. He’s perfect like this, tongue sliding against Namjoon’s as he eagerly leans into every touch. They need to talk, but it’s hard to want to do anything else now that they’re finally alone and Jimin is being so, so sweet for him. It has him thinking of the last time they did this – right after Namjoon’s rut when Jimin had asked Namjoon to mark him the second they broke apart.

He remembers watching that bruise fade along with the ones on the rest of his mates… remembers wishing he could put fresh ones in their place and–

No. He can’t start thinking like that. He and Jimin need to talk.

Namjoon breaks their kiss as gently as he can, pressing a little peck to the corner of Jimin’s mouth, and another couple across one cheek as they both catch their breath. “That was perfect,” he whispers, planting one more tiny kiss to Jimin’s jaw before pulling back just slightly. “But there’s a talk you want to have, isn’t there?”

“Yeah, I…” Jimin blinks a few times, looking just a bit dazed as he smiles up at Namjoon. “I do wanna talk. I’m not sure if… I might not need the nest anymore. Kissing helped.”

God, if that doesn’t make Namjoon’s heart do a little flip in his chest. Just knowing he’s managed to settle his omega so well with a bit of affection is nearly enough to make him feel like he’s walking on air. “I’m fine with talking here if that’s what you want, but I’d at least like to ask… Is it alright if I still want to take you somewhere I can cuddle you properly?”

Jimin’s smile widens. “That sounds really nice.”

~~

He keeps Jimin close as he leads them upstairs, listening to another round of thanks for the studio and trying to decide where he wants to bring his omega. A part of him just wants to head straight for his bed and get Jimin cuddled up under the blankets, but he’d hate to push his luck too far. Better to go somewhere just a bit more neutral.

The two of them end up settled on the couch together. Namjoon sits down first to give Jimin the opportunity to choose if he’d like a bit of space, finding himself nearly overjoyed when Jimin steps close and asks, “Can we lay down and cuddle?”

Namjoon practically scrambles to comply, lying down on his side and eagerly tugging Jimin up against him when he crawls onto the couch too. It feels so nice to have his omega like this, their bodies pressed together and faces only inches away on the big throw pillow they’re sharing. He’s a little afraid to shatter whatever moment they’ve found themselves in here, but he can’t quite keep from voicing the joy he feels. “I love having you close like this, pup,” he says, fingers tracing little circles onto Jimin’s back. “You wanna tell me what we’re talking about today?”

Jimin’s body goes just a little tense next to him. “I guess it’s a little about… this,” he says, gesturing between the two of them. “I… I really like being close to you too, and it’s sort of…” Jimin bites at his lip for a moment, clearly searching for the right words. After a couple of seconds, he lets out a sigh. “This is going to come out a little messy, but just… Give me a chance to get it out?”

“Of course. Take whatever time you need.”

“Alright, so I’ve been kind of thinking for a while now… Everyone has been really patient with me the whole time we’ve been courting, and I know I have a lot of issues that make it sort of hard to navigate things. It’s not like I don’t appreciate everyone trying their best to look after me and tiptoe around all of the hard stuff, but I just keep sort of wishing everyone wasn’t so worried? I know why. I know I get scared and panic sometimes, and I get if people don’t want to deal with that, but… I want to get closer with all of you.” Jimin trails off for a few moments, then adds in a barely audible whisper, “I just might need some help.”

Trying to contain the absolute flood of joy, affection, and reassurances that Namjoon wants to rain down on Jimin is difficult, but he is determined to keep his word and let Jimin get all of his feelings out before he does anything rash. This is far better news than anything he could have imagined. Jimin wants to get closer, and he wants help.

“Jimin-ah,” Namjoon says, just barely able to keep his voice from shaking. “There’s nothing that would make me happier than being able to help you – anytime and with anything – but especially if it means I could get closer with you too. I’d love that.”

After a second or two, the first hint of a little smile starts to tug at Jimin’s lips. “That’s a relief. Yoongi-hyung said you would want to help, but I was still a little afraid to ask. I just don’t want you to think I’m not grateful for all the help you already give me, and I’m sorry that I can’t just be normal about stuff like TaeTae or–”

“You don’t have to apologize for needing help,” Namjoon interrupts, unable to stop himself. “Being a little careful with you to make sure you don’t get hurt hasn’t been a burden on any of us. We want to look after you, baby – and I’m so glad to know that Yoongi helped assure you of that. You guys talked about this already?”

“A bit, yeah.”

“Did you ask him for help too?”

Jimin nods. “He was really nice about it, and he said everyone else would be too. You all have been, really.”

“Oh? Have you talked to the others already?”

“Sort of? I talked to Hoseok-hyung first, and then TaeTae was the one who told me that if I wanted to get closer but didn’t know how to, I could just…” Jimin’s gaze falters, a nervous laugh slipping from his lips. “He said I could ask and you would all be willing to help me navigate it, even if I think it’s too much work for you.”

“So willing, pup. You have no idea – and it’s not work at all. I’ve wanted to get closer with you for a long time. Not that we haven’t gotten closer already, because I know we have – but that doesn’t mean I don’t want more,” Namjoon explains, forcing himself to shut up before he just starts spewing his desires out unprompted.

“I understand what you mean. I like where we’re at now, but I want more too.”

Jimin really wants this too. There’s no denying it, not when it’s stated that plainly, and Namjoon doesn’t even try to hide the smile that stretches across his face, or the way his scent spikes warm and content.

“That makes me so happy, Minnie,” he says, leaning in to brush a kiss over Jimin’s cheek. “Do you think maybe… Can you talk to me a little about the sorts of things you might want, or maybe some of what you’re worried about being too much work? Help me understand what kinds of things you’ve been thinking about?”

“Feels embarrassing to say,” Jimin answers, leaning in closer and laying his head on Namjoon’s chest so they’re no longer looking at one another. Without the pressure of Namjoon’s eyes on him, he seems a little more willing to talk, continuing just a few seconds later. “I’d like… I want you to feel like you can kiss me without asking sometimes, or cuddle up without being afraid that I don’t want you close. I don’t think there’s been a time yet where you’ve asked and I haven’t wanted you there. It’s… It feels good being close to you.”

It’s a bit of a shame not to be able to see Jimin’s face, but Namjoon knows from years of experience with Yoongi that sometimes that trade is worth it if it means he gets the information he’s looking for. Honestly, it’s kind of cute that it’s a habit the two of them seem to share. And that combined with Jimin saying he wants Namjoon to touch him more freely…

It’s enough to have his heart racing in his chest.

“I can definitely do that, baby. And I also want to apologize if any of me being careful with you has come across as a lack of desire. I know that’s something Kook-ah and I have had to work through, and I want to make sure you understand that I want what you’re describing too.”

“It’s okay. I don’t think this is really the same as what you and Kookie had to figure out. I can tell sometimes that you want to cuddle or something, but you stop and check in first. And I do think that’s really sweet, but you don’t have to be so cautious.”

“Alright, I’ll try to be a little more casual with it. Does that sound okay?”

Jimin nods, head still lying on Namjoon’s chest. “I’ll try too – assuming you’d be okay with that in return?”

“So okay. I’d love that,” Namjoon says, allowing a few seconds of silence to pass before prompting a little more discussion. “Do you think you can talk to me about some of the things you're worried about? It sounded like you thought there would be some harder things too?”

“Yeah, umm… It’s not that we have to do any of it right now or anything, but I just… Getting closer, touching more – eventually that might get a little more sexual, right? What I mean is that… I’d like for that to be the case. If you do too?”

Okay, play it cool. Don’t overreact.

Namjoon takes a slow breath, like he’s considering this question instead of just trying to keep himself from jumping with joy at the thought of Jimin liking the idea of wading into more sexual territory with him. But then again… he had a similar discussion with Jungkook not so long ago, and he remembers hearing later how his lack of apparent enthusiasm made Jungkook feel. This situation with Jimin is different, but Namjoon doesn’t want to screw up like that again. He needs to somehow thread the needle and show the right amount of interest without going over the top and applying too much pressure.

“I would really love that, Minnie. Do you think you can let me see your face for this?” He needs some sort of way to gauge Jimin’s response that isn’t just his body language, especially when his embarrassment is keeping him rigid and difficult to read.

With a sigh, Jimin lifts his head off Namjoon’s chest and settles it back on the pillow, cheeks flushed a deep pink as he glances at Namjoon. “Better?”

“So much better,” Namjoon says, reaching up to brush Jimin’s bangs away from his face, fingers trailing down his cheek. “I just want to make sure you understand how much I want that too – to take things further whenever you’re ready. We don’t have to rush, but I don’t want you to think for a moment that I don’t want all of that with you.”

Jimin’s cheeks have somehow managed to go an even deeper red as he squeezes his eyes shut and gives a few jerky little nods. “Okay, good to know,” he eventually answers, voice coming out strained. “I appreciate that a lot. We can be done talking now.”

“I didn’t say anything wrong, did I?” Namjoon asks, unable to keep from letting out a short puff of laughter.

“No, you were perfect. M’just blushing so much and I probably look like an idiot and–”

“You look gorgeous,” Namjoon interrupts, leaning in a little closer. “You’re cute when you’re embarrassed.”

Hyung,” Jimin whines, eyes cracking open and a little smile spreading across his face when he sees Namjoon closing in. “You’re making it worse.”

“Here, let me help, pup.” Namjoon laughs, closing the last bit of distance between them. Jimin asked to be kissed without a request first, and Namjoon fully intends to make good on that starting right this moment.

Thankfully, his first attempt is well received. Jimin closes the last bit of distance with him, both of them smiling as their lips press together. It takes a few pecks before the omega starts to relax, but Namjoon doesn’t mind the wait – especially when they’re pressed close enough for him to feel it happening.

A few minutes of gentle kissing and occasional giggles later, the sound of the front door shutting has both of them pulling back and looking toward the archway leading to the foyer. Namjoon isn’t sure which one of their mates is supposed to be back first for their date night, but he does know they’re all coming pretty soon after one another. He can’t wait. Today has already been so perfect, getting to spend this time with Jimin and reach a deeper understanding of where they’re headed – and now he gets to have his whole pack together on top of it.

Jimin tips his head up and presses one last kiss to Namjoon’s nose before asking, “Wanna go see who’s home?”

Home. The thought that Jimin might consider this house as a home has joy and pride swelling warm in his chest.

“Yeah,” Namjoon answers, incapable of keeping the smile off his face. “We can go see. First just… Thank you for talking to me, Minnie. I really appreciate this.”

“I’m glad we talked too. Thanks for listening, hyung.”

Notes:

All sorts of relationship progress happening this week! Taehyung's talk with Jin about their changing dynamics was definitely long overdue!

See you next week for something a bit more lighthearted and fun. If you've ever wondered what Jin might be like when he's a little drunk, you'll get your answer Sunday ;D

Chapter 107: Drinking Games

Notes:

On the menu today: Fluff and fun :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin doesn’t normally drink to excess, but today they have plenty to celebrate.

The morning is a flurry of activity as he and Namjoon work to put the finishing touches on a massive sale of over one-hundred items to a buyer out of Tokyo. It’s rare they ever move quite this much inventory in one transaction, especially when it’s not an established collection of goods. Namjoon has spent the better part of the last week locked in late night dinners, showings, and then finally negotiations. As Seokjin understands it, the purchase is part of an extremely lavish wedding gift – a selection of art, antiques, and trinkets to fill the new home of their buyer’s son and his new wife. Whatever the reason, they’re more than happy to cash in.

They manage to wrap up in plenty of time to go see Jimin’s performance late in the afternoon.

It’s the first one they’ve all been able to make it to together, and it’s one that Jimin has been practicing very hard for these last few weeks. Normally that would mean all of them getting to see him a little less, but now that he has the basement studio, they get the chance to observe instead. Seokjin has hand delivered snacks down there on more than one occasion this week, getting previews of the choreography and the pleasure of seeing Jimin in his element.

Still, those brief glimpses of the practices are nothing compared to the full production. The couple of group performances Jimin is in are enjoyable enough, but when it’s time for him to do his solo piece, he positively shines. It looks effortless, elegant and full of emotion – completely captivating. Admittedly, Seokjin doesn’t know enough about dance to be aware of the technicalities, but some of the moves Jimin makes must be quite the show of skill, at least if the applause and hoots of the audience are anything to go by.

Thankfully, Jungkook is able to provide a bit of context as well, cheering and offering commentary about various tricky bits of the performance. “That move right there? Jiminie has spent months practicing to be able to do stuff like that,” he explains excitedly. “It takes so much control to isolate body movements that way.”

Even without the understanding to appreciate all of the skill required, Seokjin is still very impressed – and he’s not the only one. The seven of them go out to dinner afterward, and they’re all eager to praise Jimin for his performance.

“Thank you again for coming,” Jimin says, cheeks pink from all their praise. “I know you had a really busy morning, but it was so cool to look out into the crowd and see all of you.”

“Of course,” Taehyung says. “There was no way we were missing this – especially not when you finally had a performance nobody had something scheduled during. And you’ve been practicing so hard!”

Namjoon nods in agreement. “He’s right. I’m so glad we finally got to support you properly at one of your performances. It’s just another thing we’re celebrating tonight.”

“Yeah, you guys closed a big deal today, right?” Jungkook asks in between shoveling bites of dinner into his mouth. He’s clearly quite taken with the food, but that’s not much of a surprise. His appreciation for food is on par with Seokjin’s, which always makes him a delightful dining companion.

“That’s right. Jin and I took care of the finishing touches this morning. It’s our biggest sale all year, so definitely cause for celebration.”

“That’s not all,” Yoongi says. He’s had his face buried in his phone for the last couple of minutes, but now his head practically snaps up and he holds his phone out to Hoseok, who’s eyes widen as he looks at whatever is on the screen.

“What is it? I wanna see!” Taehyung gets right up from his chair and walks around to look over Hoseok’s shoulder. “Property listings? Why do we care about that?”

“I’ve been reaching out to some of my contacts online about the guys who kidnapped JK,” Yoongi explains. “Wanted to see if anybody else had information on that shell company we traced them back to. I got a few messages back about some transactions made by the company and companies under it, but nothing really interesting until now.”

“Why is this one interesting?” Namjoon asks, abandoning his food in favor of reaching out for Yoongi’s phone. He scans the screen once Hoseok hands it over, recognition flashing across his face within seconds. “They’re liquidating their assets in Seoul. All of these are their properties.”

Oh, that’s certainly good news.

Seokjin eagerly accepts the phone as Namjoon passes it to him. It looks like one of the properties has sold already, and another few are pending. The market for real estate isn’t that impressive right now, so these must be well under list prices. “Looks like a quick exit to me. You found out about this from one of those information requests?”

“Yeah,” Yoongi says, reaching out as they pass his phone back down the table to him. “It was a pretty short response to the question. Just a link to the listing of their properties and a little note that says ‘the Kangs got burned out of Seoul’ – so I take it word of the fire has spread. Might also have a name for their organization now, though there was no elaboration on who exactly the ‘Kangs’ are.”

Hoseok gives a curious little hum. “Family name, maybe? Pretty common one, so might be hard to trace without more info.”

“Might just be the family name of their founder,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “Families that actually keep the business entirely in the family aren’t necessarily the norm.”

“Still worth looking into either way,” Namjoon says. “I’ll put in a word with my contacts too.”

Seokjin can’t help but agree. “I’ll ask around as well. I am curious though, Yoongi-yah. What sort of people are you messaging exactly?”

“Mostly people I met in my early hacker days back in college. Some of them I’ve met personally, and some of them are friends of friends – but we have an arrangement to help each other when we can. I typically don’t bring anything super personal there, but looking for information on a group isn’t really something that could be used against me.”

“And how private is wherever you’re talking to these people?” Jimin asks. “You aren’t worried about someone else seeing this, right?”

Very private, and very hard to trace any information from. That’s kind of the point, a place for us to share information with no strings attached. I wouldn’t be there if it put the pack in any danger. Just an anonymous board that’ll be scrubbed within the week.”

Jimin shrugs and gives a little nod. “Sounds good enough to me. I didn’t mean to imply you’d put anyone in danger though – sorry. Just more curious than anything.”

“Yeah, I’m curious too,” Jungkook says. “Is this one of those ‘dark web’ message boards?”

Yoongi rolls his eyes (even though it’s clear he loves the opportunity to answer questions like this) and promptly launches into an explanation of what is and is not the ‘dark web’. As much as Seokjin likes to be supportive of his mate’s interests, his ability to follow anything technical like this is sorely lacking.

At least it gives him and Namjoon a chance to exchange a brief set of looks while the others are busy. They’re both relieved by the news. If the people who took Jungkook from them truly are liquidating their assets and leaving Seoul, that significantly reduces the chances that they’ll be looking to retaliate for their loss anytime soon. It’s even further cause for celebration, as far as Seokjin is concerned – and it appears Namjoon is on the same page, at least judging by the little nod he gives when Seokjin glances at his wine glass and raises a brow in questioning.

The seven of them are all free tomorrow. It’s the perfect excuse to cut loose a little.

Nobody protests the second round of drinks Seokjin orders with their dinner. Taehyung takes the opportunity to order a different fruity cocktail, convincing Jimin to change his order up too so they can try both. (His attempts to convince Jungkook to join in are far less successful, as he seems perfectly content with his beer.)

It’s nice to have some time to relax, conversation flowing easily and everyone’s scents utterly content around the table they’re occupying. Jungkook is more than willing to order a bit more food with Seokjin, so they get to try some of the other appetizers on offer. Jimin and Taehyung share a slice of pie that looks positively delightful and gets Jimin talking excitedly about how to replicate it at home.

“You know, it’s not too late to grab a few things at the store,” Hoseok offers, cheeks already a little pink from the couple of drinks he’s had. “We have a pretty fully stocked bar at home already, and I’ve got enough experience behind the counter to mix you guys some drinks while you bake.” He turns toward Seokjin with a wink and adds, “Or cook, of course. I could mix you a drink too, Jinnie-hyung.”

It’s not a bad idea… and a cocktail doesn’t sound half bad now that Seokjin has had a couple glasses of wine. “I think that could be arranged,” he says, smiling as he tips the last of his drink into his mouth. “I’m ready whenever the rest of you are.”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh. “I’ll skip shopping, if nobody minds. Just pick me up some stuff so I can cook a proper hangover breakfast when Jin-hyung is nursing his headache tomorrow.”

“How dare you assume I won’t be up to cooking breakfast?”

“Maybe because anytime you have more than four drinks in a night, you spend the next day on the couch with a hangover?” Yoongi counters, turning to look at Jungkook next. “JK, whatever you’re about to say, don’t. The two of you can save the fighting for when we’re not in public.”

For a moment, Jungkook looks ready to argue. There’s a chaotic little grin already plastered on his face, and Seokjin can’t help but imagine what sort of smart remark was going to come out of the omega’s mouth – probably a joke about his age. That’s usually what Jungkook goes for when he wants to cause trouble. Eventually, he shrugs and gives Seokjin a wink instead, which honestly has him about ready to launch a spoonful of whatever is left on his plate straight at the omega.

Namjoon must see Seokjin debating retaliation, because the alpha is at his side in seconds, offering his arm. “Why don’t we head to the store? Yoongi can take the car home, and we can bring the others shopping.”

Charitably, Seokjin decides to take the high road and let both Yoongi and Jungkook off the hook for the time being. It definitely has everything to do with them being in public (and absolutely nothing to do with the fact that Yoongi may have just a little bit of a point about Seokjin’s record of brutal hangovers).

~~

Grocery shopping while a little tipsy ends up being somewhat of a production. Taehyung and Jungkook grab a cart and immediately run off on their own to get ‘Top Secret Ingredients’ – which turn out to be a random assortment of fruits and mixers for their drinks. Hoseok matches their energy easily and eventually joins in to steer them toward breakfast supplies, while Namjoon, Jimin, and Seokjin work on finding ingredients for a bit of baking and some late night snack foods.

It’s been lovely to see Namjoon and Jimin getting closer these last few weeks.

They end up in each other’s space much more frequently now, leaning in for unprompted kisses and casual touches that just last month would have been accompanied by a spoken request for permission. Namjoon is so clearly pleased by the development that it warms Seokjin’s heart. He can’t help hoping that things will only get easier for the two of them from here. They’ve taken a very slow and winding path to get to this point, and it’s difficult not to anticipate their arrival at true comfort.

Seokjin has to admit that his imagination has been running rather wild as of late. He can easily envision what Jimin and Namjoon’s relationship might look like as they get even closer, especially once they both understand that they thrive on giving comfort to one another. Still, that’s hardly the only thing he’s imagined. He’s been thinking about the seven of them living together, what it will be like to mesh their lives more fully, which beds Jimin and Jungkook will be most likely to fall into when they’re looking for cuddles, and what sort of new routines will build up as they settle in.

It’s all very tempting, so close and yet just far enough away to feel out of reach. He knows they’ll get there, and he loves where their relationship is at now, but there are times he feels a little impatient.

Now isn’t one of those times. At this exact moment, he’s pleasantly buzzed and completely focused on gathering ingredients for bossam. If he’s going to venture into having cocktails tonight, he knows that he’ll want something more substantial than just dessert, so he leaves that portion to Jimin, who is picking out peaches at the other end of the produce section with Namjoon.

The six of them definitely end up with more food than they need for one night, but Seokjin is confident he’ll be able to find a use for all of it before it goes bad. Yoongi apparently thinks something similar, shaking his head when they first get home with all their grocery bags, but eventually locking eyes with Seokjin and shrugging it off with a laugh.

He’s pretty like this, still wearing the same jeans and button-down shirt as before, but now with some of his hair pulled back into a messy little ponytail. It’s something the alpha only really does when he’s been working, so he must have made use of the time the rest of them were grocery shopping.

Probably worth checking in about.

Seokjin makes quick work of catching Namjoon’s eye and voicing his concern with a slightly raised brow and a tiny flick of his head in Yoongi’s direction. Like always, Namjoon understands. Within seconds he’s managed to get Yoongi alone, the two of them slipping into the living room while the rest of them work on their groceries.

As soon as they return and Namjoon confirms with a nod that there’s nothing to be concerned about, Seokjin turns his attention fully to the night of celebration ahead of them.

*******

Jungkook is having so much fun.

All seven of them hover around the kitchen while Jin-hyung and Jimin prepare snacks, offering little samples of their work as they go. Hobi-hyung takes over the entirety of the kitchen island with various bottles of alcohol, mixers, and fruit that he slices up and serves in the colorful cocktails he makes for the others. (Jungkook tries a couple but he’s happiest with his beer.)

It’s so nice to see everyone enjoying themselves like this. Namjoon-hyung looks especially light after the news that whoever was behind Jungkook’s kidnapping and the murder of one of their men appears to be leaving Seoul. It’s a relief for Jungkook too, honestly. The whole ordeal of being kidnapped again for the first time in ages made him realize just how lax he’s gotten with watching his back over the last couple of years.

He’d prefer not to be paranoid, but that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t be careful. He’s a lot pickier about where he wears headphones now, and just generally tries to be more observant of his environment. And of course it’s been a good excuse to practice with Taehyung, who seems eager to spar with him and Jimin as much as they like.

Unfortunately, there’s no sparring tonight. When Jungkook suggests it to Taehyung, Namjoon-hyung asks very nicely for them to please not wrestle when they’ve been drinking – which Jungkook supposes makes sense.

“You can save your sparring for tomorrow,” Hobi-hyung says cheerfully as he pours another orange, fruity looking cocktail for himself. “You don’t have anything going on, right?”

“Not a damn thing,” Jungkook answers with a smile, leaning on the island counter to watch as Hoseok turns his attention to peeling a few tangerines. “Are those for somebody’s drink?”

“They could be, but mostly I just want to eat them. Want some too, Jungkookie?”

“Nah, I’m still kind of full, plus I’m excited for bossam.”

“Me too,” Taehyung agrees.

“That’s because you love anything with pork,” Hoseok says, holding out a slice of tangerine that Taehyung takes without hesitation.

“Can you tell us where you learned to mix drinks like this, Hobi-hyung?” Jungkook asks. “I swear, sometimes it seems like you know how to do everything.”

Taehyung leans forward on the island counter too, taking sips of the bright pink liquid in his glass. “Yeah, what sort of job did you work where you had to bartend?”

“I’m curious too,” Jimin calls out over his shoulder. He’s currently at another counter dicing up peaches for some sort of cobbler.

“Alright, I can tell the story if that’s what you want,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “It was one of the first longer undercover jobs I ever worked, actually. I had to take a couple of classes in preparation, then spent the better part of a month working at some fancy bar in the middle of Daegu. Ended up learning a lot more on the job than the classes I took, but I managed to get by until my mark finally showed.”

“Picking pockets?” Jungkook asks, his imagination already running wild with images of Hobi-hyung managing to snatch a wallet or something while balancing a tray of drinks in one hand.

Hoseok gives a sly smile. “Not much of a challenge once I dosed him. Poor guy was so out of it, and someone needed to make sure he made it into a cab. He wasn’t the first customer to need some help out of the place, and I just made sure to volunteer every time before so it wouldn’t look suspicious when I was eager to help him out. Easy gig, really. Nobody looks twice at the employee willing to escort drunks out the door – too afraid they’ll get roped into helping.”

“Wait, so you drugged him?” Jungkook asks. “Like slipped something into his drink and then stole from him while you carried him out to a cab?”

“Yep. Easy.”

“But why would you have to go undercover for weeks to get away with that?”

“Made myself a friendly face. I needed to steal his phone and I needed him to unlock it for me, so it helped that he knew who I was. He was so out of it on the way up the stairs, I barely even had to make up a lie to get him to unlock it. Got him in his cab, took twenty minutes in the bathroom to copy everything I needed from his phone, then locked it back up and left it for someone to find. Put in my notice the next day. Definitely one of the more fun jobs I’ve worked.”

Wow, Hobi-hyung is so cool.

~~

They all trade stories until the bossam is ready and Jimin’s cobbler is in the oven, then gather in the dining room to drink more while they eat. The bossam is good enough that Jungkook is glad he and Taehyung bought some extra snacks, because now that he’s had a few beers, he could definitely demolish like half of it on his own.

There’s a little bowl of kimchi right alongside the bossam, looking perfectly delicious – and with a nice little buzz going, he doesn’t think twice about stuffing some in with his next bite of pork. It’s only once he shoves the whole thing into his mouth and bites through the cabbage leaf holding it all together that he’s hit with the little wave of disappointment. He should be used to it by now. Normally, he tries to prepare himself for missing home before he takes a bite of kimchi, but this time it hits him without warning.

It’s not that there’s anything actually wrong with this kimchi. It’s completely fine. The problem is entirely him.

The kimchi tastes good, but it’s just not quite right. It makes him think of going to his grandma’s house in the fall and spending all day chopping vegetables and slathering cabbage leaves in kimchi paste. He remembers learning how to help when he was really little and could only do one or two of the jobs, and then spending his teen years putting in as much work as possible to ease the burden on his grandma. She would always tell him what a good job he did, and–

He’s yanked out of his thoughts by a hand grabbing his own beneath the table, and he turns to see Jimin smiling at him with his head quirked to one side.

The expression on his face must not be great, because Jimin leans in to kiss his cheek right away and says, “Come check on the cobbler with me?”

A moment to steady himself sounds good, so Jungkook nods and gets up to follow Jimin to the kitchen. Thankfully, Namjoon and Taehyung are in the middle of telling a story together, so all Jimin has to do is call out that they’re grabbing more drinks from the kitchen and nobody bats an eye (though Yoongi does request a bottle of water when they come back).

As soon as they’re out of sight in the kitchen, Jimin turns and pulls Jungkook into a hug. “Tell me what’s wrong, baby?”

“M’okay,” Jungkook answers, returning the embrace and nosing at Jimin’s neck. “Just had a bite of kimchi and got a little lost in my own head about it.”

“Still makes you miss home?”

Jungkook nods, taking a deep breath of Jimin’s warm vanilla scent and letting it out slowly. “Yeah. It really does, but I’m okay now. Thanks for yanking me out of my head before I got too deep in. Want me to get Yoongi-hyung’s water?”

“Not yet,” Jimin says, squeezing Jungkook just a little tighter. “You sure you’re gonna be okay? Your scent hadn’t quite gone sour yet, but it seemed like you were right on the edge.”

“I promise I’m alright, hyung. You helped before it could get bad – and now I just want to have another beer and probably also eat some more chips. Maybe I can make myself a little–”

“Hey, you two okay?” Yoongi-hyung asks, walking into the kitchen and stopping when he sees them.

Jimin lets Jungkook go and turns to Yoongi with a smile. “Yeah, we’re alright. What’s up?”

That doesn’t quite seem to convince Yoongi, who raises a brow at the two of them and steps in a little closer. “Just decided I wanted my water now. You know I’m not stupid, right? The two of you definitely aren’t just in here to check on the cobbler and grab drinks.”

“How do you know that?” Jimin says, tone still light like he’s about to pick one of his play fights with Yoongi. “We could’ve been going–”

“It’s okay, Jiminie,” Jungkook interrupts. He really does appreciate how willing Jimin is to cover for him, but he doesn’t mind the thought of Yoongi-hyung knowing what’s going on either. And besides… “Maybe Yoongi-hyung can help me figure out what I’m allowed to cook with?”

Jimin deliberately makes eye contact with Jungkook, tilting his head toward Yoongi with a questioning look – asking if Jungkook wants to be left alone with the alpha. When he gets a nod in response, Jimin smiles and presses one more kiss to Jungkook’s cheek before starting to head back toward the dining room. “Alright, have fun Kookie.”

Yoongi watches Jimin go and then turns his attention back to Jungkook, stepping right into his space and pulling him into a hug. “You gonna tell me what’s bothering you, baby?”

“Just got in my own head a little,” Jungkook answers, laying his head on Yoongi’s shoulder and enjoying the way it feels to be wrapped in his alpha’s arms. Between that and the attention from Jimin, he’s feeling a lot more steady now. “Ate some kimchi and started missing home, but I’m fine now. Jiminie helped get me out of the spiral.”

“Is it something you wanna talk about?”

“Nah, I don’t wanna dwell on anything sad tonight. We’re celebrating, so I want to drink more and have fun.”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh, rubbing a hand over Jungkook’s back. “Okay, drinking and fun. Did I hear you say you wanna cook too? Still hungry, sweetheart?”

Jungkook pulls back from their hug, feeling his cheeks flush a little as he nods. “Yeah, and I don’t want to eat all the bossam myself. Was thinking that maybe I could make some kind of dip for all those tortilla chips me and TaeTae bought. Is there any cheese I can use? Do you need all the meat for breakfast tomorrow?”

“Is that a request for nachos? I bet we have enough stuff to do something decent. You guys bought plenty of food.”

Even the thought of nachos has Jungkook’s mouth watering. “Yeah, that sounds really good, hyung. I’ll go get the chips and you can show me what I’m allowed to use?”

“How about I help you make it? Probably more fun with two of us,” Yoongi offers, leaning in for a kiss.

Admittedly, it takes a little bit longer than intended for them to break apart and actually start cooking, but Jungkook really can’t be blamed. Yoongi-hyung kisses him so nice, especially now that they’ve both had a couple of drinks to loosen them up. And there’s something particularly comforting about sharing this moment together while laughter and various bits of conversation from their mates filter in from the dining room.

Hard not to be happy on a night like this.

Cooking with Yoongi feels every bit as easy as working on computers with him – only Jungkook doesn’t feel nearly as out of his depth doing this. They joke and flirt and kiss some more, then do the same as the others trickle into the kitchen for more drinks or to check on them before heading back to the dining room. When the two of them finally rejoin the group, it’s with a huge platter of nachos piled high with cheese, meat, and whatever else looked decent while they were cooking.

“Oh, those look so good,” Taehyung says, reaching for the plate immediately.

“Oi, not yet,” Yoongi-hyung says, setting down seven water bottles on the table and passing one to Taehyung first. “The fee for eating these nachos me and JK made is finishing one bottle of water before your next drink. Does everyone understand?”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “What, are you playing mother hen tonight, hyung?”

“You’re damn right I am. Last thing I need is all six of you miserable in the morning. Now, does everyone agree to the fee?”

A slew of nods and agreements follows, and Jungkook helps Yoongi-hyung pass water bottles around the table while they all eat and talk. He’s happy to see Jimin has found his way over by Namjoon-hyung, leaning on their pack alpha’s shoulder with his cheeks all flushed from the alcohol. The sight has Jungkook smiling as he settles in next to Taehyung and the two of them dig eagerly into the nachos (and their required bottles of water).

*******

It’s been a while since Hoseok has seen his mates quite like this. They’ve had plenty of wonderful news and reasons to celebrate in the past few months, but tonight is the perfect storm of good news and open schedules for them all to cut loose.

Seeing Jinnie drunk is an especially rare treat, but he’s definitely giving them the full show tonight. Jin has a much harder time moderating his abundance of charisma when he drinks, switching between blush-inducing flirting and vicious sass at the drop of a hat, telling dramatic stories, and latching on to whoever is closest for near permanent cuddles. Right now he has Taehyung in his lap, the two of them easily leading the conversation at the table.

It’s pretty well established that when Jin steps away (however briefly) from his typical responsibilities within their pack, Yoongi fills in the gap – and this is no exception. Of all of them, Yoongi holds his liquor the best. Tonight he paces himself more than usual, taking sips of water throughout the evening and keeping a close eye on everyone at the table.

Hoseok and Namjoon don’t drink as much as the others either, but they’re definitely still having a good time. He’s pretty sure he’s never actually seen Namjoon properly drunk. Their pack alpha doesn’t like losing control of himself, something that Hoseok understands entirely. Still, that doesn’t mean they’re not enjoying themselves and cutting a little loose. Namjoon’s movements are just starting to get syrupy, and Hoseok can feel his own need for cuddles growing exponentially.

He’s always been an affectionate drinker, but it hasn’t quite managed to overtake him yet tonight. They’ve got a game of Truth or Drink going at the moment (with Yoongi pouring progressively smaller shots for all of them as the evening goes on) and Hoseok would hate to miss out on the chance to learn more about his mates.

“Alright, most embarrassing moment you’ve had all year,” Taehyung says, the slightest slur evident in his speech. He looks quite pleased with himself until everyone reaches for their drinks and his expression falls. “Come on, you can’t all be that afraid to say something.”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “Make it the most embarrassing moment outside of the seven of us, and maybe you’ll get some answers.”

“Ugh, fine – but I don’t know what you’re all so worried about saying. It’s not like we all don’t talk anyway. Come on then. Most embarrassing moment outside of this group.”

“The time I feel asleep at work,” Jungkook says with a sigh.

“Mine was definitely falling off my chair in front of the whole dance group last week,” Jimin says. “I was literally mid-sentence so they were all looking at me too.”

“I called a client by the wrong name a couple months ago,” Hoseok admits. “In my defense, he was completely insufferable and kind of deserved it.”

“Namjoon-hyung, you’re still drinking?” Jungkook asks as the alpha raises his half filled shot glass to his lips and tips his head back to drink it. “Is it really that bad?”

“Not just me. Yoongi’s drinking too.”

Yoongi downs his shot and shrugs. “Yep. The moment is embarrassing enough without me having to tell stories about it.”

“I’ve got one,” Jin says. “Earlier this year I was giving a demonstration for how to make a new dish at Borahae and used my bare hand to grab a pan fresh out of the oven. Spent the next few minutes running my hand under cold water and cursing before returning to finish the demonstration to a snickering crowd. The head chef made fun of me for weeks.”

When Jimin’s turn to ask a question comes around, he grins. “I’ve got a good one this time. Out of the whole group, who do you think lies the most?”

“Oh, that is a good one,” Jungkook says, tapping his index finger on his chin like he’s giving it some thought before answering. “Definitely Yoongi-hyung.”

“Rude,” Yoongi answers, letting out a puff of laughter. “My money is on Tae.”

“Excuse me, I am very honest.”

“You’re always scheming.”

Taehyung sticks his tongue out at Yoongi. “Scheming doesn’t mean lying. I’m with Jungkookie. I think you’re the biggest liar of all of us.”

Somewhere in the ensuing squabbling, Jin downs a shot rather than answer, and then promptly catches Hoseok looking at him and gives a quick little wink, followed by blowing a kiss. Hoseok huffs out a laugh and takes a shot himself. No way is he answering this one honestly.

“Anyone else got an answer?” Jimin asks. “I saw Jin-hyung drink.”

“That’s because he needs Yoongi-hyung’s help tomorrow,” Taehyung teases. “Can’t upset the man who’s gonna handle breakfast.”

“You can assume whatever reason you like,” Jin says with a shrug. “I’m not saying a word.”

“I’m with Jinnie,” Hoseok says.

All their eyes fix on Namjoon, who looks down at the freshly poured shot Yoongi has passed his way, clearly debating for a few seconds before deciding not to take it. “Hoseok,” he says simply.

It’s the same answer Hoseok would have had to give himself if he hadn’t decided to drink. If they’re counting lies of omission, he’s definitely at the top of the list – a fact that Namjoon apparently knows too. Not ideal, but good to know nonetheless.

“Hobi-hyung, really?” Jungkook asks. “I don’t buy it.”

Hoseok is just steeling himself for the discussion to come when Jin interrupts with an excited, “It’s my turn now, right? I have a burning question for all of you – or more like half of you I guess… You’ll figure it out.”

This captures Taehyung’s attention immediately. “Ooh what’s the question? Which half of us is it for?”

“I want to know which one of the alphas you three think is the coolest,” Jin says, looking at each of the omegas in turn, then at the rest of them. “I suppose you guys can answer too, though I don’t expect good data since none of you will be willing to vote for yourselves. And there’s no point asking who the coolest hyung is, because we all know I’d win that vote hands down.”

A few seconds of complete silence follow, broken only by a puff of laughter Namjoon can’t quite seem to contain.

Hoseok can already feel this round going sideways, but he’s infinitely grateful for Jinnie stepping in and redirecting the attention away from him. He knows the point of this game is learning more about one another, but there’s definitely more interesting things to talk about than him and his habits.

Jin’s mouth drops open as he scans the entire table. “Excuse me – are you all trying to tell me you don’t think I’m the coolest hyung?”

“If that’s the question, I’m drinking,” Taehyung says with a giggle. “I thought we were talking about the coolest alpha?”

“You’ve got my vote for coolest hyung,” Hoseok says, giving Jin a grin. “Yoongi’s too.”

“Thank you, Hobi-yah. At least someone–”

“Wait,” Jungkook says. “Aren’t you Yoongi-hyung’s only hyung?”

Yoongi clicks his tongue and narrows his eyes at Jungkook. “Wow, thanks for that. Are you a little troublemaker when you drink, just like Tae?”

“I’m not causing trouble,” Jungkook whines. “He is your only hyung, so I don’t think your vote counts. Or you should at least have to vote between him, Namjoon-hyung, and Hobi-hyung.”

Jin lets out a laugh. “It’s not like it would matter. You’d vote for me either way, right, Yoongi-yah?”

“Do you really want me to answer that?”

Jin clutches his chest dramatically. “All these years of looking after you guys, and not one of you thinks I’m the coolest?”

“Pretty sure Hoseok-hyung does,” Jimin says with a laugh. “He said it out loud and everything.”

Taehyung nods, then holds up his shot glass and asks, “So are we just drinking, or…?”

“Everyone just take a shot and remind Jin-hyung how much you appreciate him,” Yoongi instructs. “Except Seok-ah. You’re in the clear.”

“Still gonna tell Jinnie just how much I appreciate him,” Hoseok says with a wink. “Our pack would be a mess without him.”

Namjoon lets out a laugh and downs another shot. “Yeah, it really would be.”

“I guess the omegas can still answer my original question,” Jin concedes with a sigh. “Come on you three – who’s the coolest alpha? Jimin-ah, you first.”

“Easy. Hoseok-hyung.”

Hoseok feels a smile stretch across his face. It’s impossible to pretend he doesn’t love the way that Jimin favors him, so instead he wraps an arm around the omega and presses a kiss to his cheek. “Aww, thanks Minnie.”

Jungkook gives a couple of slow nods as he thinks, eyes scanning across the table. (Not like it’s really any question who he’s going to pick.) “The rest of you are cool, but I think Namjoon-hyung is the coolest. No contest.”

As expected.

“Are you serious?” Yoongi asks, looking about two seconds away from busting out laughing. “But Joon-ah is such a dork.”

“And you aren’t?” Jimin counters.

“No, he definitely is,” Taehyung says. “But Yoongi-hyung is still the coolest alpha in my opinion.”

Yoongi looks slightly disgruntled as he mumbles out a little, “Thanks… I think?”

“And which of you three would change your vote if I was in the running, hmm?” Jin asks, a playful little smile on his face.

“No, we’re not starting that again,” Yoongi says. “You’ve already asked enough questions. As for the rest of you… Bathroom break before our next round? I wanna see everyone drinking some water too, so get a move on.”

~~

After another couple hours, Namjoon is sandwiched between Jungkookie and Jinnie, both of them starting to slump against him between bouts of yawning. Honestly, poor Jungkook has looked ready to sleep for a while now, not even blinking when Yoongi switched his beer out for a water bottle instead.

Taehyung is looking a bit tired too, picking at the last of the food left on the table as he finishes up the story he’s been telling for the last few minutes. He seems a bit more awake than Jungkook and Jin, but he’s still settled in close to Yoongi, occasionally resting his head on the alpha’s shoulder and letting out yawns.

Jimin seems the most awake of all of them (or at the very least tied with Yoongi). He’s been scooting steadily closer to Hoseok for the past half hour or so, joining their hands under the table for casual wrist scentings, and eagerly leaning into the arm Hoseok settles around his waist. It’s nice having him close like this, especially with the night finally beginning to wind down.

As soon as Taehyung finishes his story, Namjoon finally calls it. “As fun as this has been, I think it’s probably time I get these two up to bed. What do you say, Kook-ah?”

“M’ready for bed,” Jungkook agrees, sounding like he’s about to fall asleep on the spot as he lifts his head off Namjoon’s shoulder and rubs at his eyes. “Did I drink enough water, Yoongi-hyung? Can I go to bed?”

“Yeah, sweetheart. You’re good. I’ll send you guys up with a few bottles to keep by the bed, and you can drink more if you wake up thirsty.”

“Maybe a few ibuprofen too,” Namjoon suggests. “For when Jin wakes up.”

“M’not asleep,” Jin says, words sounding clumsy on his tongue as he pulls away from Namjoon and slumps forward a bit onto the table. “I can keep drinking.”

Namjoon lets out a laugh and rubs gently over Jin’s back. “No, you definitely can’t, love. Wouldn’t you rather come help me look after Jungkook-ah?”

Jin slowly turns his head to look over at Jungkook, who’s smiling sleepily at him. “Oh, Jungkook-ah, you’re cute. Let’s get you t’bed,” he slurs.

It takes a bit more coaxing, but Namjoon does eventually get Jin standing, though he sways a little if nobody is helping him balance. “Kook-ah, his other side, please? Let’s get up to bed.”

Jungkook does as requested, supporting Jin’s other side and letting out a sleepy laugh at the drunken coos of adoration that earns him. As the three of them say their goodbyes, Yoongi’s eyes follow them until they’re out of sight – and out of earshot.

“Alright, I’m going to run a care package up to their room,” Yoongi says quietly. “After that, I want to clean up a bit. The rest of you can go to bed if you like.”

“M’definitely going to bed,” Taehyung answers, letting out another long yawn. “Can I sleep with you, Yoongi-hyung?”

“Sure thing, sweetheart. Go to bed and I’ll be there once I’ve taken care of a few things.” Yoongi stands up, turning his attention to Jimin and Hoseok. “You two off to bed too?”

“I’ll help clean up,” Hoseok offers. No way he’s going to leave poor Yoongi to handle all this mess alone, or see Jin’s reaction to it in the morning when the poor thing is nursing his hangover. “Minnie, if you want to go with Taehyungie–”

“Nah, I’ll help clean too,” Jimin interrupts. “I’m not too tired, so go ahead and take your time with helping them get Jin-hyung into bed. Hoseok-hyung and I can handle things down here. You need any help getting to bed, TaeTae?”

“Nope, I’m brushing my teeth and passing out. See you guys in the morning. This was fun.”

As soon as Yoongi and Taehyung leave, Jimin and Hoseok start working without a word. There’s a whole mess of empty bottles, cups, plates, and other random junk that’s made its way onto the table, so they have their work cut out for them. At least almost all of the food got polished off, so they don’t have to worry about packing away leftovers.

The easy silence is relaxing after hours of talking between the seven of them, and it gives Hoseok the chance to properly assess how he’s feeling. Thankfully, switching to just water for the last hour appears to have been the right call. He’s still got a little bit of a buzz, but it’s more of a pleasant warmth than anything else – the kind that has him yearning for proper cuddles after sitting so close to Jimin for the later part of the evening.

And clearly he’s not the only one thinking about getting closer.

As the two of them deposit the last of the empty bottles into the recycling, Jimin steps right up and wraps his arms around Hoseok’s shoulders, pulling him in. “Hi hyung,” he says, an inviting little smile on his face.

“Hey baby.” Hoseok returns the smile before wrapping his arms around Jimin’s waist and leaning in to nose at his scent gland. “What’s up?”

“Been thinking about kissing you for the last hour at least,” Jimin answers, tilting his head and letting out a breathy little sigh at the first touch of Hoseok’s tongue to his scent gland. “Maybe a bit more too.”

“Oh really? What kind of ‘more’ are you thinking, honey?”

Jimin lets out a low little laugh, licking once over Hoseok’s scent gland in return before leaning back with a grin. “You remember that rain check for the blowjob I wanted to give you? If you’re too tired, it’ll keep. Just wanted to ask.”

“Is that what you’ve been thinking about? I caught your scent tipping sweet a few times.”

“Mhmm. Been thinking about it for weeks, really. Let me?”

Hoseok lets out a laugh of his own and leans in for a kiss. It has all the potential to become heated (and Hoseok can already feel himself hardening in his jeans), but he cuts it short in favor of taking his omega somewhere they won’t be interrupted. “My room?”

“Yes please.”

*******

When Yoongi follows Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook up the stairs, it’s mostly just to deliver some supplies. He’s got an armful of cold water bottles from the fridge, a bottle of ibuprofen, and a couple of little granola bars in case any of them (mostly Jin) wake up in the middle of the night and need something in their stomach. Instead of a quick in and out job, he ends up helping Jin get ready for bed so that Jungkook can get some sleep. The poor thing looks like he’s barely able to keep his eyes open.

Jin on the other hand has no problem keeping his eyes open – or his mouth. He’s barely coordinated enough to get into his sleep clothes by himself or brush his teeth, and he keeps drunkenly trying to convince Yoongi to stay with some very obvious flirting. Honestly, it’s kind of cute.

They don’t get to see Jin like this often. Maybe once a year. He’s usually very in control of himself and prefers not to overindulge, but when he does cut loose he’s at least a happy drunk. Yoongi tries to enjoy it for now, because his mate will not be happy come morning. There’s not a doubt in his mind that Jin will spend the whole day nursing a hangover on the living room couch, complete with plenty of fussing and whining.

It should probably be annoying, but it isn’t. If anything, Yoongi relishes the opportunity to get to do something nice for Jin, to take care of him the same way he takes care of the rest of them – not that Yoongi has any intention of admitting that.

“You’re sure you won’stay, Yoongi-yah?” Jin mumbles as Yoongi leads out of the bathroom. “M’sure Joon-ah would help me take good care of you, ‘specially when you look this good.”

“Thanks, but I’ll have to pass for tonight, hyung,” Yoongi says, huffing out a laugh. “Look, Jungkook-ah is already asleep in bed. We can’t wake him up.”

It’s not a lie. Jungkook is already out like a light, curled against Namjoon’s side and looking absolutely adorable.

Namjoon smiles at them as they enter, pulling back the other side of the blankets for Jin to climb in. “Come on, baby. Let’s get you into bed,” he says softly.

“Yeah, I’m coming,” Jin answers, letting Yoongi guide him over to the bed and then climbing clumsily inside. For a moment, he looks almost ready to cuddle right up to Namjoon, but then he turns back and reaches out for Yoongi’s hand, an obvious pout on his lips. “You really won’t stay?”

“Not tonight, hyung. JK is asleep, remember?”

“We can be quiet.”

Namjoon’s shoulders shake with mostly silent laughter as he tugs Jin in closer. “Bold words from someone who is gonna be asleep nearly the moment his head hits the pillow.”

“Will not.”

“Whatever you say, pup.” Namjoon rolls his eyes fondly and waves Yoongi off. “You can go. I’ve got him. Thank you for your help.”

“Supplies on the nightstand,” Yoongi says. “See you guys in the morning.”

After a goodnight kiss from Namjoon and Jin, Yoongi heads for the door. The last thing he hears is Jin letting out a huff and whining, “M’not a pup. Practically raised you,” to Namjoon, who just sighs and whispers something quiet (and probably very sweet) in response.

Yoongi returns downstairs to find the table cleared of debris, the dishwasher running, and the kitchen relatively tidy – but no sign of Jimin and Hoseok. To be fair, Hoseok was probably desperate to get into a bed for some proper cuddles after that long spent with a buzz. He’s normally a super cuddly drunk, so the fact that he only spent an hour or so of the night latched onto someone probably left him needing to get closer.

If Taehyung wasn’t in Yoongi’s bed waiting for him, he’d almost be tempted to go climb in with Jimin and Hoseok.

Maybe another night.

For now, he shuts off the lights and heads down the hall to go get ready for bed himself.

~~

Yoongi’s alarm goes off way too early. Honestly, any alarm at all is too much alarm as far as he’s concerned, but this? Seven in the morning? Miserable.

He briefly considers just going back to sleep, but the thought of even a single one of his mates going hungry while they’re hungover is enough to make him untangle himself from Taehyung and roll out of bed. Still, that doesn’t mean he has to be happy about it.

The second he’s in his bathroom with the door shut, he lets himself grumble and verbally rethink his life choices as he brushes his teeth and takes a very brief shower. At least he’s not hungover himself. Between his reasonable tolerance to alcohol and the fact that he switched to water early in the evening, the only thing holding him back is the usual misery that accompanies waking up before noon.

As he ventures out of his room, the house is silent and still. He’s the first person awake. He can’t even remember the last time that happened.

He lets out one last long sigh as he steps into the kitchen, which is blessedly clean (thanks to Hoseok and Jimin) and already bathed in early morning sunlight – and he gets to work. The first order of business is some strong coffee, which does more to lift his spirits than any amount of sunshine could ever hope to accomplish.

Most of his prep work is done by the time he’s had his third mug of coffee, and his mates start trickling in soon after. Namjoon and Jungkook make their way down first, both looking relatively unharmed by their night of celebration (though Yoongi doesn’t miss the way Namjoon rubs at his temples with a tiny frown).

“Take something for your head and go sit down,” Yoongi tells him. “Breakfast will be a little while yet. Coffee is made and on the counter.”

Of course, Namjoon can’t just do as he’s told. He comes up behind Yoongi and wraps his arms around him, muttering a quiet, “Thank you for this, pup. You’re amazing.”

The praise makes Yoongi’s heart do a little flip inside of his chest, even as he feels his cheeks going pink. There’s no way he can afford to melt into a puddle now, so he mutters something that might charitably be called a thank-you, then points toward the coffee and says, “Get a move on. I can tell your head hurts.”

“Bossy this morning, Yoongi-hyung?” Jungkook asks cheerfully, far too awake for this early in the morning. “Let me help with breakfast? You can boss me around too.”

“Don’t you prefer to workout in the mornings?” Yoongi asks as Namjoon lets him go and wanders over to the coffee.

Seeing the now vacant space in Yoongi’s bubble, Jungkook wastes no time stepping in closer, looking over the various bits of prepped vegetables on the counter and settling a warm hand on Yoongi’s hip. “I can do that later. I wanna help you now. Please, hyung?” He follows up the question by letting his eyes slip shut and puckers his lips in obvious request of a kiss.

Yoongi is powerless to resist leaning in for a quick peck, one kiss turning into two, then three. Really, he can hardly be blamed for losing himself when Jungkook is looking so pretty this early in the morning.

“So,” Jungkook says in between their third and fourth kiss. “What are we cooking, hyung?”

The two of them make short work of breakfast. Jungkook listens to every order Yoongi gives, and executes all of his tasks with what seems like genuine joy, smiling the whole time. He appears especially delighted when Jin does eventually make his way downstairs, feet dragging and one hand clutched to his head as he grabs a cup of coffee.

“Are you okay, hyung?” Jungkook asks. “We’ll have breakfast ready soon.”

“If I survive that long,” Jin mumbles. “Until then, I’m going to lie down.” He takes his cup of coffee and heads for the door, feet still dragging and his mint scent barely even detectable.

Jungkook turns to look at Yoongi with wide eyes. “I’ve never seen Jin-hyung so out of it before. Is he always like this after he drinks? Should we do something?”

“Making breakfast is doing something, so we’re good. And yes he absolutely is like this whenever he drinks too much, which is probably why he doesn’t do it very often.” Yoongi returns to frying potatoes for a few seconds, but the silence from Jungkook has him turning back to look. The omega appears torn, staring down at the sauce he’s making and then looking back up at the doorway to the living room. “If you want to go cuddle him, you can,” Yoongi offers. “He might be more receptive later, but he’ll still let you now if you hop on the couch with him.”

That seems to settle Jungkook a bit, his attention returning to his sauce after he gives Yoongi a little smile. “As long as I can do it later, I’d like to finish helping with breakfast.”

“Thanks, baby. Don’t worry. Jin-hyung will be on that couch and ready for cuddles basically the entire day. We can all take turns babying him.”

Jungkook’s face splits into a wide smile, scent spiking all happy and floral. “That sounds great, hyung.”

Notes:

We've had so much serious stuff happening lately, so I thought it would be nice to take a break. You know the whole group spent all day babying their Jin-hyung while he was hungover ;D

Next week: JK opens up about his feelings on Chuseok, and then gets his first nip from one of the hyungs. See you there! :D

Chapter 108: Crossed Wires

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: so hobi-hyung and yoongi-hyung are busy on a job today

[Tae]: you guys should come over and hang out with me and jin-hyung and joonie-hyung

[Tae]: and i promise it’s only partially because i’m craving something sweet (;^ω^)

[Jimin]: Sounds like fun(。^▽^)

[Jimin]: I always like baking for you

[JK]: and i always love eating

[Tae]: well good cause jinnie-hyung is making lunch right now and i’m gonna eat light to save room for dessert (・ω<)

[Tae]: so there will be plenty for both of you too

[JK]: im in

[Jimin]: Yeah sounds good to me

[Jimin]: Need me to pick up baking supplies? Do you have something in mind?

[Tae]: ok hear me out

[Tae]: cheesecake but make it orange

[Jimin]: Oh we can totally do that (^-^)

[Jimin]: I’ll stop and pick up a few things on the way. You’ll be on standby when I need to know what ingredients you have in the house?

[Tae]: i’m on it ₍₍ (ง ˙ω˙)ว ⁾⁾

[Tae]: just tell me what you need

[Jimin]: Okay I’ll make a list in the car

[JK]: ill pick out some weird toppings for us

[Tae]: you know me so well (灬♥ω♥灬)

~

Jungkook takes his job of weird toppings very seriously, scanning grocery aisles while Jimin does the hard work of getting the actual baking supplies. He grabs a few obvious choices, like chocolate chips and slivered almonds, but he wants something salty to go with it too. After a few minutes spent walking up and down the chip aisle, he’s still no closer to a decision.

It’s as he’s searching for Jimin that he walks past a bag of pretzel sticks and immediately doubles back to grab them. Perfect.

He finds Jimin just a couple of aisles down, staring at a display of spices with a half full grocery basket hanging off one arm.

“Hyung, I found the perfect thing,” Jungkook says as he makes his way over to Jimin with the bag of pretzels held out in front of him. “It gave me an idea and I need you to tell me if it would work.”

Jimin looks at the bag for a few seconds and then gives a couple of nods, his face lighting up. “Pretzel crust?”

“Pretzel crust!”

“Yeah, we can totally do that. Let me go put these graham crackers back and–”

“I’ve got it,” Jungkook says, grabbing the box of graham crackers. “You just take care of whatever else you need.”

By the time they show up with their bag of groceries, Jin-hyung is just putting the final touches on lunch – a big steaming pot of soup that has Jungkook’s mouth watering just from the smell. His stomach is growling even before he gets a peek at the rich looking broth and the little bowls of rice set out for them on the counter, but the sight has him feeling nearly desperate for a taste.

“It sounds like you two are right on time,” Jin-hyung says with a smile, ladling soup into bowls for them. “Hungry, darling?”

“So hungry,” Jungkook agrees. “Let me help?”

“Bowls can go to the dining room. I’ve got a couple of small sides in the fridge – you’ll find them no problem. Thank you.”

Within minutes, the five of them are sitting at the table and Jungkook is eagerly stuffing his face while they talk about their day so far.

Taehyung wasn’t kidding about eating light. He passes over a few bigger chunks of meat into Jungkook’s bowl with a smile, eventually giving him the second half of his rice too. “Here, I know you can eat plenty and still be hungry for dessert. I really do wonder where you put it all sometimes.”

“I don’t know. Just takes a lot to make me feel full. Thank you for the rice, hyung.”

“It makes you quite a delight to take out to eat,” Jin says. “You’re as eager to try multiple dishes as I am, and you actually manage to eat enough of them that I don’t have to bring home too many leftovers.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees. “You’re my favorite person to take out for food too – but mostly cause you like to try the weird stuff with me.”

“Kookie is always down for weird stuff,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh.

Namjoon echoes that with his own little puff of laughter. “Speaking of which… What’s the plan for dessert? I hear you’re trying something different today, Jimin-ah?”

“Kookie picked up a bag of pretzels, so we’re making orange cheesecake with a pretzel crust.”

“Oh, that sounds so good,” Taehyung groans, shoving the last of his soup toward Jungkook. “Can I do anything to help? Can we start making it now? The soup is good but I’ve been dying for sugar since I woke up this morning.”

“Well…” Jimin pauses to think. “I’ve got a couple of oranges you can zest, and we need to crush pretzels for the crust. I’m sure there’s other stuff you can do to help too. Just let me finish eating real quick and I’ll be right in, okay?”

Jungkook is eager to start helping too, especially if Taehyung is already getting started – so he eats as fast as he can. It doesn’t take him long at all to clear his bowl and the remainder of Taehyung’s as well, and then he’s out of his seat right away, filling his arms with any empty dishes on the table. “Thanks for lunch, Jin-hyung. It was really good, but I’m gonna go help TaeTae.”

Jin just laughs, shooing Jungkook off with a smile and a quick, “Don’t worry, you can go, darling.”

~~

The five of them have a blast in the kitchen together. Jimin and Jin handle a lot of the technical parts of the cheesecake, while Taehyung and Jungkook experiment with toppings. They settle for a thin layer of orange marmalade on top of the cheesecake (to be added after it bakes), but that doesn’t feel quite exciting enough for them. They need something with a bit of crunch, and more salty pretzel to go with all the sweetness.

Crushed up plain pretzels are kind of crunchy, but not very fun – though that doesn’t mean they can’t still use the pretzel in some other way…

Namjoon-hyung is mostly just an enthusiastic observer. He helps them crush some of the pretzels for their topping experiments, but otherwise seems content to watch and chat. His eyes follow Taehyung as he returns to the section of countertop they’ve reserved for themselves, carrying butter, brown sugar, and a few other ingredients. “What are you thinking, pup?”

“Why don’t we try to candy them kind of like caramel popcorn? We can add plenty of salt so we don’t lose the taste, but it’ll give more of a crunch when we bite into it. Sounds a little finicky, but I bet we can figure it out.”

“With Jiminie’s baking expertise, we can do anything,” Jungkook says, mind already whirring with new possibilities. “Maybe we could coat some of the almond pieces I bought too? Actually, we could also just coat a few different things and test until we get a good combo.”

Taehyung’s smile goes even wider. “Oh, that’s genius, Jungkookie. I’ll see what else we’ve got laying around.”

“The two of you work so well together,” Namjoon says, letting out a little laugh and leaning in to kiss Jungkook’s cheek. “Is this what it’s like when you try new recipes at your apartment?”

Jungkook has to give that a moment of thought. The energy is pretty similar, but as he glances around the kitchen, the difference becomes obvious. “It’s kind of like this, but way messier. Takes us ages to clean up after, but Jiminie and Jin-hyung do a much better job of cleaning as they go.”

“Maybe that’s a habit I can teach the two of you,” Jin-hyung offers, both he and Jimin apparently done with their most recent task as they step closer to Jungkook and Taehyung’s mess.

Jimin laughs and reaches out to grab a pretzel stick, popping it in his mouth. “Good luck with that. How goes the topping debate, Kookie?”

“Pretty good. Need your help though.”

“Looks like it,” Jimin says, inspecting the ingredients Taehyung left on the counter. “Are we candying the pretzels?”

“That and whatever else TaeTae finds. We figured we might as well do a few things and then just test combinations after they’re made. Worst case, we don’t use all of it and just get to eat weird candied stuff. Win win.”

“Good call. Let’s get everything together and then we can see how much we need to make. Are you aiming for super sweet? We’ll just need to adjust the sweetness of the batter then, but that’s no problem at all. What kind of texture?”

“More like a salted caramel sort of taste, but heavier on the salt? And definitely crunchy texture – not chewy.”

“Okay, we can do that. Caramel is a little tricky, so let me just double check some guides online for the temperature we need. Jin-hyung, do you have a candy thermometer?”

“Yes, I believe I have one tucked away with my other small kitchen gadgets.”

Taehyung returns with several bags of nuts, chips, and other various bits that the five of them spend a few minutes narrowing down to the best contenders. The process of making the coating is something Jimin lets Jin-hyung try his hand at – with plenty of supervision of course. It’s fun to see the two of them together like this. Jin is an enthusiastic student, and he always respects Jimin’s skill when it comes to baking. Their dynamic is just so different from what Taehyung and Jungkook get up to when they cook together, but Jimin and Jin-hyung still leave lots of room for the kind of creativity and experimentation that makes this fun for them too.

Cooking together is one of those little domestic things that Jungkook can’t help but look forward to doing more of someday when they all live together – something he’s beginning to consider inevitable.

It’s comforting to finally feel a little more certain of what the future might hold for them, and Jin-hyung is partly responsible for that certainty. Jungkook can still remember standing right here in this kitchen with him the morning after he’d been kidnapped, talking about their future together. Jin sounded so sure, telling him a day will come when they all live together.

Not ‘might’ come. Not ‘could’ come.

Will come.

As much as he wishes that day was here already, he knows it’s going to take a little bit longer to get there. Jimin seems like he’s becoming a lot more comfortable with the idea, which is great, but there’s still a lot of conversation ahead of the seven of them so they can make sure everyone is ready to take that step.

All he has to do is be patient.

~~

The cheesecake turns out so good. Jungkook is glad that Jimin had the foresight to pick up enough ingredients for two, because he eats damn near a quarter of one to himself. Every part of it is a hit as far as he’s concerned. Salty, buttery pretzel crust, cheesecake that’s rich and not too sweet, that thin layer of orange marmalade on top, and of course the crumbled bits of crunchy caramel pretzel and almonds to top it all off.

The rejected caramel coated toppings are in the kitchen for easy snacking too, but right now Jungkook only has eyes for the massive helping of cheesecake he devours. That’s okay though. He can definitely enjoy the other stuff later.

Preferably when his stomach isn’t verging on uncomfortably full.

It’s pretty clear that there’s something Taehyung wants to talk about, but he gets one look at Jungkook gently cradling his belly after their dessert, and immediately pulls him onto the couch for cuddles instead. “Here, we can relax until your stomach settles. Wanna watch something?” he asks, holding the remote out to Jungkook.

“I’m okay, just full.” Jungkook tugs Taehyung in even closer, nosing at his scent gland and breathing in sweet maple. “You can pick something to watch if you want, but I don’t mind talking instead. Seems like maybe there’s something on your mind.”

“There is something on his mind, but it’s nothing too serious,” Namjoon-hyung says as he makes his way onto the couch next to both of them. Jimin and Jin aren’t too far behind, settling onto the smaller couch together as Namjoon continues to explain. “Just some plans we wanted to make while we have you both here.”

That piques Jungkook’s interest right away. “What kind of plans?”

Taehyung lets out a little laugh. “Well, guess we’re talking now. Do I get to ask them?”

“Go ahead,” Jin-hyung says.

“So Chuseok is coming up soon, and we’re wondering if you guys have any plans? Namjoon-hyung and I were going to stay home this year, and we thought maybe the four of us could do something together.”

Jungkook immediately feels his throat go tight. He loves the thought of doing something with Namjoon and Taehyung, but thinking about Chuseok always leads him to wishing he could go home. Sometimes he and Jimin celebrate a little on their own, but the mood can get melancholic at the drop of a hat for Jungkook, and he hates the thought of being a downer for even more people.

“I don’t know,” Jungkook says slowly, looking over to see Jimin looking at him patiently, an encouraging smile on his face as he nods for Jungkook to continue. “It’s umm… Chuseok can be a bit hard for me. I wouldn’t want to ruin anyone else’s good time.”

It’s only when Jungkook smells the comforting spike in Namjoon’s scent that he realizes his own is already beginning to turn a little bitter. The alpha doesn’t waste any time scooting in closer, sandwiching Jungkook in between him and Taehyung and wrapping an arm around his waist. “You wouldn’t ruin anything for anyone, Kook-ah.”

Taehyung nods in agreement, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland. “Yeah, we like being there for you when you’re having a hard time, baby – and it’s not the easiest holiday for me and Joonie-hyung either, if I’m being honest. None of us four can go home, even if all our reasons are different, so I guess I was sort of hoping maybe we could try to make some new memories together?”

“If you don’t feel up to it, that’s okay too,” Namjoon assures him. “We don’t want to pressure you into something you’re not interested in.”

Jungkook bites at his lip, unsure how to answer. He is interested. Making new memories to add onto some of the ones he and Jimin have made on their own sounds really nice. It’s just… His emotions can get so heightened that he can go from happy one moment to crying the next, then back to laughing and joking. It doesn’t necessarily ruin the day for him, and he knows Jimin has enough experience handling him to just take the mood swings in stride, but asking someone else to do that too?

It feels like kind of a lot, and he’s not sure what to do about it.

“It’s… I want to. I really do, but…” Jungkook trails off, unsure how to explain or even how much of it to explain. He’s just about to try and wriggle away from Taehyung and Namjoon so he can go cling to Jimin instead, but sounds of movement draw his eyes forward to see Jimin coming over to kneel in front of the couch, one hand settling warm on Jungkook’s knee.

“Can I help, Kookie?” Jimin asks, a soft little smile on his face.

“It’s just… you know how I get, hyung.”

“I do, but I don’t think TaeTae or Namjoon-hyung are going to mind, and I’d be there the whole time to help too.”

Taehyung pecks another little kiss over Jungkook’s scent gland before he leans back just a little. “Can I ask what you’re worried about, Jungkookie?”

“My emotions get all over the place,” Jungkook admits quietly. “Happy one minute and crying the next, back and forth all day.”

“Sort of the way he gets during a suppressed heat,” Jimin says. “But it’s harder to pinpoint the triggers for the mood swings, cause most of them just come from thinking through the course of the day.”

“Are you worried they won’t be able to take care of you?” Jin-hyung asks, coming over to sit on the floor next to Jimin with one of those fond smiles he always has, like what Jungkook is describing isn’t even remotely a problem.

“That’s not it. You guys always take really good care of me. It’s… I just don’t want to drag you through all of that on a day that’s supposed to be happy.”

“And if we would want to be there?” Namjoon asks, his hand rubbing soothing little circles into Jungkook’s back.

“Because we definitely do,” Taehyung says. “Probably way more than you think.”

“It might be particularly beneficial for Taehyung-ah,” Jin says. “Chuseok can be difficult for him too, but we’ve learned in these past few months that being able to look after someone else makes him feel quite a bit better. Seems like a good opportunity to test that theory, so long as you wouldn’t mind being part of the trial run.” He finishes with a wink, smile widening as he waits patiently for a response.

Jungkook gives it a moment of thought before looking at Jimin and answering, “That sounds really nice, I think. I like the thought of being helpful.”

“Yeah,” Jimin agrees. “I think it sounds good too. Plus, me and Namjoon-hyung will be there to help look after both of you as much as you need.”

“We could try and do something fun,” Taehyung suggests. “Order some special food and play games, or watch some action movies that are more about explosions than family? Unless there’s something you already know you want to do instead?”

“Movies and games sound fun,” Jungkook says. He really does like the idea of spending the day together, but he hates knowing that he’s going to be upset sometimes even if everything goes perfect. It has his voice going tight as he adds, “I just… No matter what, I’m probably going to cry a few times, but I just want you guys to know it won’t be your fault.”

“Alright, pup. You’re coming here now,” Namjoon-hyung says, arms wrapping around Jungkook and tugging him into his lap. It’s immediately comforting, having his alpha holding him so close and putting out waves of warm sandalwood to help soothe him. “Listen, baby. You can cry as much as you need and nobody is ever going to be upset with you for it. Doesn’t matter if it takes you two minutes or two hours to get it out – and I would love to be there holding you through it just like this, okay?”

“Yeah, me too,” Taehyung agrees, scooting next to Namjoon and smiling wide at Jungkook. “You never have to feel bad for letting us take care of you. We want to do that, just as much as you want to take care of us.”

Jimin and Jin-hyung seem to agree too, nodding along with smiles on their faces as Jungkook’s heart practically melts in his chest. He’s so lucky to have all these people he loves who are happy to support him and help talk him through this. It’s nearly enough to make him cry on the spot from how relieved and cared for he feels.

“Aww, is that better, baby?” Jimin asks, reaching out for one of Jungkook’s hands. “You think you’re up to spending that day together?”

“Yeah,” Jungkook croaks out, throat still tight even though it’s more from happiness now than worry. “I’d really like that. Thanks for not minding that I’ll be emotional.”

“We’re never gonna mind that, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says. “Not even a little.”

Jungkook can feel himself smiling, his heart every bit as full and content as his belly. “Thank you. That makes me feel a lot better. You guys wanna watch something now, or is there more we need to talk about?”

“We can work out the details later,” Namjoon-hyung says. “Can I keep you here for a while, baby?”

“Yes please.”

~~

The five of them squeeze onto the big couch together, watching a new drama Taehyung picks out.

Jungkook is still happily held in Namjoon’s arms, his back pressed to the alpha’s chest, with Taehyung and Jimin on either side of them. Jin-hyung disappears for a few minutes to make a business call, but when he comes back he scoots in on the other side of Jimin, wrapping an arm around him and letting out a refreshing wave of his mint scent as he settles.

It’s nice for Jungkook to turn his brain off for a while after all that thinking about Chuseok – and Namjoon-hyung makes it so easy for him to stay relaxed. Every time his thoughts start to slip back to something more serious, the alpha noses at his scent gland, occasionally pressing a kiss over it, but mostly just keeping his attention split between their show and the pleasant feeling of his mate’s touch.

After a few episodes, Jungkook’s thoughts stop slipping entirely, but he finds himself missing the attention from Namjoon. It’s easy enough to fuss a little, to let his body go a bit tense, or tilt his head just enough that his scent gland is more accessible. Namjoon responds just like before, with little touches that leave Jungkook feeling infinitely more content.

He doesn’t think he’s being obvious, but apparently he’s wrong.

Jin-hyung’s phone buzzes in his pocket, and he peeks at the screen before letting go of Jimin and standing up. “Apologies, but I have to take this. You guys can keep watching without me.”

“We’ll pause, hyung,” Taehyung says. “I need the bathroom anyways.”

Jimin makes a little hum of agreement. “Yeah, me too.”

Taehyung pauses their show, and all three of them scamper off, leaving Jungkook and Namjoon alone on the couch. He doesn’t need the bathroom, so he’s perfectly content to stay here. Although…

“Hyung, do you need to get up at all?” Jungkook asks, leaning his head back on Namjoon’s shoulder so he can look up at him.

“I don’t,” Namjoon says, smiling knowingly down at him. “Do you?”

“Nah, I’m okay.”

“Are you going to tell me what you do want, then?”

“What do you mean?”

Namjoon lets out a little puff of laughter, pressing a quick kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “You’ve been squirming, and I’m fairly certain you’re offering me your neck on purpose – so are you going to tell me what you want, pup?”

Jungkook can feel his cheeks going hot. He honestly didn’t think Namjoon had noticed. “Sorry,” he mutters. “Just felt good to have you touching me before, and I didn’t want you to stop.”

There’s a really nice spike of Namjoon’s warm sandalwood scent in the air, the alpha nosing at his scent gland again, breathing warm puffs of air over the skin and making Jungkook shiver. “It’s nothing you need to apologize for. You’re cute like this, and I want to make sure I give you what you’re looking for. Would you like to be settled properly?” Namjoon offers, voice going lower as he adds, “If you’re feeling a little restless, I could give you a nip.”

A nip.

A nip from Namjoon-hyung.

Even just the thought has Jungkook’s scent spiking and a whine trying to spill out of his lips. He nods almost immediately, not trusting himself to talk without making some sort of embarrassing noise.

Namjoon spends a minute scenting him first, gentle and thorough while Jungkook exhales shaky little breaths and tries not to shiver in anticipation, his eyes slipping shut as he enjoys the feeling. “Are you ready for your nip, pup?” Namjoon asks, hovering just over his scent gland.

Again, Jungkook nods, eyes still closed and his scent already spiking. He only feels the tiniest hint of Namjoon’s teeth pressing into his neck before a hiss and the sound of footsteps rapidly approaching have him opening his eyes back up in an instant.

It’s Jimin, approaching them quickly and with almost that same look of panic he had when Namjoon had gone into rut at their apartment, only this time he’s baring his teeth in a snarl. Namjoon pulls back instantly and Jimin freezes in place just a few feet from the two of them, his eyes going wide and a puff of distressed burnt vanilla escaping into the air before he can stop it.

“Fuck, I’m so sorry,” Jimin says quickly, his expression falling as he raises his hands to show he doesn’t mean any harm. “I just saw teeth– It was– I panicked and–”

“Minnie, it’s okay,” Namjoon-hyung interrupts, voice soft and calming just like the wave of his scent that comes flowing out in response to Jimin’s distress.

Jungkook’s scent is spiking to comfort his mate too, and he reaches his arms out toward Jimin. “Hyung, come here? It’s okay.”

“I didn’t mean to – I swear,” Jimin answers, his voice high and near cracking as he stays frozen in place, eyes darting from Namjoon to Jungkook. “It was just an–”

“Is everything okay?” Taehyung asks, returning from the bathroom with Jin-hyung trailing just a few feet behind him.

Jimin turns his head to look at them for just a second, flinching and then looking back at Jungkook with tears welling in his eyes. “Sorry I– Just… I need a minute.” Without another word, he darts out of the room toward the far exit where he won’t have to pass Taehyung and Jin.

Namjoon is already starting to move, trying to guide Jungkook up and out of his lap so he can follow Jimin, and Taehyung looks ready to give chase too. It’s not that Jungkook doesn’t want to go after Jimin too, but he knows his mate well enough to be sure that pursuing right away isn’t the right course of action. Jimin needs a moment to himself to process the panic that was so obvious on his face.

“Just wait,” Jungkook says, standing up but turning to face Namjoon-hyung right away. “I know you want to run after him, but he asked for a minute and he meant it.”

“You don’t think I should talk to him?”

“I do, just not right this second. He’s gotta let a little of the panic out first. Otherwise he’s just gonna be defensive and ask you to leave him alone.”

“What even happened?” Taehyung asks as he and Jin make their way over.

“Yes, I’m curious as well,” Jin says, taking a long breath through his nose. “Especially considering it was enough to have Jimin-ah smelling distressed.”

Taehyung’s head quirks to the side and he takes a deep breath too. “I don’t smell any distress.”

“It’s quite faint, to be fair.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook says. “It was only a quick spike before he got it under control. I can’t smell it anymore either. And about what happened…”

“I was going to give Kook-ah a nip,” Namjoon says, shaking his head. “Jimin-ah came back just as it was about to happen. I should have thought about that first, waited until we were all together and he could have proper warning, or–”

“How did you know it would scare him?” Taehyung asks. “I thought Jiminie was fine with nips?”

“I didn’t exactly know, but if I would have taken the time to think about it–”

“Darling.” Jin-hyung steps forward and sits down next to Namjoon, settling a hand on the alpha’s knee. “What’s done is done. You had no way of knowing, and it’s not something you need to blame yourself over.”

Jungkook nods in agreement. “He’s right, hyung. I didn’t even think it was going to be a problem. I’ve seen Jiminie like this before, but not over something like that.”

“You’ve seen him like this before?” Taehyung asks. “Not something to do with a nip?”

“When he got home after Namjoon-hyung went into rut at our apartment. It’s okay, I promise.” Jungkook reaches out for Namjoon’s hand and makes sure to look him in the eyes as he adds, “He doesn’t actually think you would hurt me. It’s more like… sometimes wires get crossed in his head and he panics for a minute before he catches himself and realizes what he’s doing. And I just really need to make sure you understand that, because he’s been worried about you seeing him react like this, hyung.”

Namjoon doesn’t answer right away, turning to look at Jin-hyung for a few seconds before closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. His body goes less tense as he exhales, and he nods to himself once before looking back up at Jungkook. “Thank you for explaining. I understand that it’s just a response based on trauma, not a reflection of his opinion of me. I’ll make sure Jimin-ah knows I understand as well.”

“You think Joonie-hyung is the best person to send after him right now, Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks, looking a bit uncertain and eyeing the direction Jimin ran off in like he’d much rather go himself.

There’s no wrong choice for who to send – not really – but that doesn’t change the fact that this is a chance for Jimin to face his worries about what Namjoon-hyung will think after seeing him this way. The two of them have seemed so much more comfortable lately, and Jungkook would prefer to see that keep improving. He wants Jimin to know firsthand that even if he lashes out (accidental or otherwise), Namjoon will be super understanding and sweet.

“Namjoon-hyung is the right person for the job,” Jungkook says with certainty. “Any of us could help but Jiminie is mostly just going to feel guilty for his reaction, and Namjoon-hyung can show him that it’s okay.”

“I couldn’t agree more,” Jin says.

Jungkook gives Namjoon’s hand a gentle squeeze. “It’s probably okay to go after him now. You’ll do it, right, hyung?”

“Of course. I’d love to.” Namjoon stands up from the couch right away, tugging Jungkook into a quick hug. “Thank you for this, pup. Let Jin and Taehyung-ah look after you until I get back?”

“We can take care of him,” Taehyung says cheerfully. “You still want a nip, Jungkookie? One of us could give it to you.”

“Yes please,” Jungkook answers, leaning up to give one quick peck to Namjoon’s cheek before heading straight for Jin-hyung’s already open arms. Taehyung plops down on the couch right next to them as Jungkook is pulled down into Jin's lap, all three of them watching the way Namjoon immediately takes off in the same direction Jimin ran.

“You’re not worried about him, are you darling?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No, Jiminie is going to be okay, and it’s a good chance for him to see that Namjoon-hyung won’t be upset with him for something like this. So, which one of you is gonna nip me?”

“Rock paper scissors?” Taehyung asks, sounding completely serious about the suggestion.

Jin-hyung smiles, giving a quick nod. “Yes, that should work just fine.

*******

Namjoon doesn’t waste a moment. He has permission (encouragement even), and he trusts Jin and Taehyung to look after Jungkook while he chases down his poor, panicked omega. That little tiny puff of burnt vanilla is the first hint of distress Namjoon has ever smelled on Jimin, and he gets to be the one to help him feel better after. Finally, he has a chance to prove to Jimin that he can take care of him, and that no amount of panic or split second misunderstandings will change how desperately he wants to do that.

Jimin is nearly as quiet as Taehyung when he wants to be, and that combined with his ability to hide his scent makes it so that Namjoon’s only real option is to guess at where he went. He could have easily headed for the basement to sit in his studio (since it’s the only space in the house he likely considers his), but that doesn’t feel quite right. Jimin asked for a minute, so he might be trying to calm down as fast as he can… which means a nest.

It’s the best guess Namjoon can come up with, so he heads up the stairs and straight for Taehyung’s room. There’s no scent of vanilla, but the door is cracked open just a little when Namjoon approaches.

Definitely the right call.

He takes a steadying breath, swallowing down his eagerness and giving the door a couple of gentle knocks. When there’s no response after a few seconds, he makes his way inside.

The curtains are open, rays of sunlight illuminating the whole room, including the far corner of Taehyung’s nest where Jimin is sitting with his knees tucked up to his chest, arms wrapped around them and his head hung low. He peeks up briefly at the sound of Namjoon entering the room, giving just a flash of puffy red eyes before he buries his face back in his arms.

“Minnie, it’s okay,” Namjoon says softly, making his way up to the edge of the nest. “Can I please come in here with you?”

“Not my nest,” Jimin mumbles into his knees, just barely audible.

“I still want your permission, baby. Please? We can talk about what happened and I can tell you exactly how not upset I am.”

“But…” Jimin raises his head up, a frown on his face. “I hissed at you. I was going to…”

“You did, and that’s completely okay. I just want to look after you right now. Let me come in there with you and then you can tell me all about what was happening in your head, okay?”

For a moment, it looks like Jimin is going to argue, mouth opening and then closing again as he lets out a sigh and gives a tiny nod. “Alright.”

Namjoon climbs right inside of the nest, scooping Jimin into his arms and leaning down to press a kiss to each of his blotchy red cheeks. “Thank you so much, pup. It’s all going to be okay, I promise. I’m sure it was scary to walk back in and find me and Kook-ah like that, and–”

“It shouldn’t be scary though. We talked about it weeks ago and I said I was fine with it. I am fine with it. I just walked in and saw your teeth and I thought… I don’t know… You wouldn’t hurt Kookie – I know that. I just…”

“You panicked,” Namjoon says, squeezing Jimin a little tighter. “You got scared, and that’s okay. I’m never going to be upset at you for something like that.”

“I really didn’t mean to.” Jimin’s voice wavers like he’s just on the edge of more tears. He swallows, seeming to freeze for a moment before finally leaning his face in closer to Namjoon’s neck and taking in a long breath. The effect is nearly instant, his body relaxing as he breathes in all of the calming scent Namjoon is forcing out into the air.

“There you go, baby. It’s okay. Nobody is mad at you even a little. You made a split second decision to protect Jungkook-ah, and I think that’s very admirable.”

“But… I don’t need to protect him from you. Nobody in the pack would ever hurt him.”

“That’s right, but you didn’t have the time to think all of that through, did you? Can you tell me what you did think when you saw us like that?” Namjoon asks, one hand rubbing little circles into Jimin’s back as he clings to Namjoon’s shirt.

“That he was getting scruffed,” Jimin admits, just barely audible. “But I know you wouldn’t, hyung. I promise. I don’t think–”

“I know you don’t, pup. Don’t worry.”

“Hard not to worry when stuff like this keeps happening. I’ve even been telling you how much safer I feel and how I don’t want you to have to worry so much about how I’m gonna react – and then I go and do this. All of you are safe. I know that, and I’m trying to get my stupid brain to know it too, but I just keep screwing up.”

“Baby, there’s not a single thing about you that’s stupid,” Namjoon corrects, pulling back and gently tipping Jimin’s chin up until they’re face to face. “Need you to look at me, okay?”

Jimin bites at his lip, giving a little nod. At least he doesn’t have any fresh tears forming, which Namjoon takes as a sign that he’s doing a good job.

“Thank you. Now let me explain clearly. I don’t think that split second reaction says anything about how safe you do or do not feel around me, or any other member of the pack. You didn’t screw up in any sense of the word, and nobody is upset. What I do want to do now that we know you might react this way, is talk about how we can navigate around it to make sure you aren’t caught off guard like that again – and not because there’s anything wrong with this reaction. If it happens again, that’s okay too. I can just see how distressing it is for you, and I want to minimize any harm to you as much as I can. Is that okay?”

“Hyung, I…” Jimin smiles, even as his eyes well up with tears. “You’re so nice to me.”

Namjoon has to fight not to just blurt out a declaration of love right here and now, because of course he’s going to be nice to someone he loves so completely, someone he intends to add to his pack – his family. Still, now isn’t the time for that. It’s too soon. Even if it wasn’t, what Jimin needs right now is comfort, not something else to process.

“Of course I’m nice to you, Minnie. I care about you so much, and I want to take care of you as much as you’ll let me. Do you think we can talk through some ways to help?”

Blinking back his tears, Jimin nods. “We can. I… might have some ideas too? Or a request, I guess?”

“Sure, what are you thinking, pup?”

“If Kookie is okay with it, would you… Can you still nip him? I think it’ll be a lot less scary once we get the first time out of the way, and it will help if I can see it coming too. I know he probably already understands, but I want him to see it was okay for him to do that with you too.”

It’s a relief to know they’re on the same page. That was a suggestion Namjoon was going to make himself if Jimin seemed open to it, but now he doesn’t have to worry about whether or not it’s the right thing to ask.

“Honestly, that was something I was considering too, so I’m definitely okay with it. I was also thinking that maybe until further notice, we could all make sure you’re aware if Jungkook or Taehyung are going to get nipped where you might see it. That way we can get you acclimated and give you some positive experiences to draw on. Are you okay with me talking that over with the others?”

“Yeah, that’s okay. It’s just that I want… I wish I could just be normal about this stuff,” Jimin admits quietly. “I appreciate all the help, and I know it’s going to get better, but right now it’s frustrating to feel this way.”

“It will get better. I’m glad you know that too, but I can understand feeling frustrated. You’ve had to deal with a lot of new feelings since we started courting you – and I just want to tell you how proud I am of how you’re growing and facing them.”

Jimin smiles a little at that. “Thank you, hyung. Not all new feelings though. I think Jin-hyung has a point – that those feelings were already there but I just wasn’t dealing with them.”

Oh, that’s definitely progress. Namjoon can’t help but find himself grateful for all of Jin’s expertise in making sense of trauma and helping their mates look at it in a way that allows them to heal. It’s a group effort, of course, but they would be so lost without Jin’s help.

“Even though I’m sure it’s uncomfortable at times, I’m so glad you’ve allowed us to be here with you while you face those things,” Namjoon says, giving Jimin a gentle squeeze. “We’re so happy to get to be a part of that.”

“It’s better this way, so thank you for courting us. I’m… I know today might not have been the best showing, but I am really happy with you guys, and so is Kookie.”

If Namjoon opens his mouth right now, he’s sure that something far too big is going to come tumbling out, so he leans in for a kiss instead. It’s slow and gentle, and gives him somewhere to pour all of the love and care he desperately wants to shower Jimin in right now. The omega takes affection so well like this too, melting into it while his scent finally starts to go a touch sweet in the air.

It might not be everything that Namjoon wants, but he’s so glad they have this now. Being able to kiss Jimin like he loves him more than anything is definitely an improvement from just sitting on his hands and trying not to be too much. Still, he doesn’t linger too long. With some of those swelling emotions let out, he pulls back and smiles when he sees just how delightfully soft Jimin’s expression has gone, easy and sweet like he doesn’t have a care in the world.

“Minnie, we’re so happy with the two of you too.”

Jimin smiles, leaning in to squeeze his arms tight around Namjoon and press a kiss to his throat. “Thank you, hyung. M’ready to go back downstairs if you are?”

“Yeah, let’s go look after Kook-ah.”

~~

When they get back to the living room, Jungkook is sandwiched between Jin and Taehyung on the couch and looking very much like he’s already had a nip. His smile as he sees them coming is slow, and nearly as syrupy sweet as his scent.

Jimin goes to him immediately, getting right into his lap and wrapping him up in a hug. “Sorry I panicked, Kookie. You smell so nice, you must have gotten a nip anyway?”

“I did,” Jungkook answers, wrapping his arms around Jimin too. “Don’t worry about panicking, hyung. I told everybody you just needed a minute and it would be okay. Did you and Namjoon-hyung talk it out?”

“Mhmm. All better now. Wanna ask you for something though.”

“Anything you want, Jiminie.”

“Think you can take another nip, or do you need a break first?”

Jungkook shakes his head immediately, scent spiking bright and fresh. “I can take another. Gonna feel so good to have two, and it’s not like I need my brain anytime soon. You’re all okay if I go that far down?”

“So okay,” Taehyung agrees, the excitement obvious on his face. “We can take such good care of you. Give you cuddles and maybe even feed you some snacks.”

“Snacks sound nice,” Jungkook agrees.

“As soon as we’re done here, I’ll put something together,” Jin says. There’s a smile on his face too, one that he shares with Namjoon and punctuates with the slightest raise of his eyebrow, asking if there’s anything else he needs to do while he’s up.

Namjoon gives a tiny shake of his head, then moves in closer as Jimin climbs out of Jungkook’s lap. He’s got a job to do after all – one that he’s very much looking forward to.

Jungkook’s cheeks were already slightly pink, but they go even brighter as he looks up at Namjoon with an almost shy smile. “Hi, hyung.”

“Hi, baby. You ready to pick up where we left off?” Once he gets a nod in response from Jungkook, Namjoon turns his head to look at Jimin. “Alright, I’ll get Kook-ah nice and close, and you can sit right next to us, okay?”

Jin helps Jungkook to his feet, the omega’s motions just slow and fluid enough that it feels right to offer him a bit of assistance. From there, it’s easy enough for Namjoon to guide him into his lap while Jimin settles in on one side of them, and Taehyung on the other. It’s impossible to miss the incredibly pleased smile on Jin’s face as he looks over the four of them, obviously thoroughly enjoying the sight.

Namjoon can relate. Having his omegas surrounding him for the first nip he gives Jungkook feels perfect – so much so that his voice is a little strained as he looks at Jungkook and asks, “You ready, pup?”

“Yes, please,” Jungkook answers, tilting his head to offer up his scent gland.

The freely given submission in combination with a complete lack of hesitation on Jungkook’s part is enough to have a tiny rumble starting up in Namjoon’s chest – the beginnings of a growl that he doesn’t bother to hold back. All three omegas’ scents spike in response to the sound, which only pleases the alpha part of his brain more.

They like him like this, growling and about to sink his teeth into Jungkook, settle him all the way down until all he can do is float and feel–

Focus.

Namjoon has a job to do here, and he can’t afford to get lost in his head right now. He noses as Jungkook’s scent gland, then slides his tongue once over the skin, giving him (and Jimin) plenty of warning for what’s coming.

Finally, he opens his mouth and presses his teeth against Jungkook’s scent gland, delighting in the shiver that runs through the omega and the way he tilts his head even further, leaning into the nip at the same time as Namjoon begins to apply pressure. It’s slow, partially because he wants to gauge Jungkook’s responses and partly because wants to savor every moment of feeling his mate melt under his teeth for the first time.

Jungkook doesn’t disappoint (as if there’s any world where he could). The whine that slips from his lips is high and breathy – far too appealing for Namjoon to fight off the spark of desire that shoots through him. It doesn’t stop at one noise either. Jungkook’s next breath leaves him in a shuddering little whimper while his body goes boneless against him.

That’s more than enough.

Namjoon lets go every bit as gently as he sunk his teeth in, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland and whispering, “There you go, pup. You took that so well. Can you tell me how you’re feeling?”

It takes a moment for the words to register. Jungkook slowly raises his head, a little smile on his lips and his pupils blown wide as he stares back at Namjoon with what looks like utter adoration. Rather than an answer, he just mutters a soft little, “Alpha,” and leans in for a kiss.

There’s absolutely no way Namjoon is turning Jungkook down. He gives his omega exactly what he needs – a slow, thorough kiss that has him making soft little hums of pleasure as Namjoon licks into his mouth. Jungkook is lovely like this, gone entirely soft and easy, his usual eagerness exchanged for complete acceptance of every single touch that Namjoon gives him. It’s intoxicating. Namjoon is left aching with a desire to give his omega everything, to get the pretty thing spread out beneath him and completely lost in pleasure.

It’s not until he smells the combined spike of sweet vanilla cream and warm maple syrup that he even remembers they have an audience. Hell, he was supposed to be showing Jimin how well he can look after Jungkook, and–

Taehyung lets out a tiny giggle. “Did someone just remember he’s being watched?”

Namjoon gives one last little peck to Jungkook’s lips, reaching up and resting a hand over the omega’s scent gland to keep him settled as their kiss ends. He’s almost nervous to look over at the others, but he does his best not to let it show as he turns his head.

His first glance is at Taehyung, confirming that he looks every bit as taken with the sight in front of him as he sounds, even if there is a little spark of mischief in his eyes. Taehyung only holds his gaze for a moment, smile widening as his attention shifts to Jungkook and he begins to coo praise at him.

“Aww, you look so soft, Jungkookie. Do you feel good, baby?”

After a couple of seconds, Jungkook tries to nod, mumbling back, “So good, hyung. Wanna cuddle. Please?”

“Of course. Come here and– Oh–” Taehyung cuts himself off with a yelp as Jungkook tips out of Namjoon’s lap and right on top of him, letting out a little laugh as he nuzzles in close. “Wow, you weren’t kidding about wanting to cuddle. You’re so cute like this.”

As much as Namjoon misses the weight of Jungkook on top of him, this does give him the perfect opportunity to turn his attention back to the entire point of giving Jungkook his second nip of the day. He shifts to face Jimin now, content in the knowledge that Taehyung will dote on Jungkook for the time being.

Jin is at Jimin’s side, a move he likely made just in case something turned and some comfort was needed while Namjoon was preoccupied. Thankfully, that doesn’t appear to be the case. Jimin looks nearly as enamored as Taehyung, an unmistakable fondness in his eyes as he tears his gaze away from the other two omegas to look up at Namjoon, mouth opening slowly like he’s trying to figure out what to say.

That’s okay. Namjoon can help.

“Do you feel alright, Minnie?” Namjoon asks, holding his arms open to offer up a hug. “I know I got a little caught up in the moment, but I hope–”

“That was perfect,” Jimin interrupts, practically falling into Namjoon’s arms and immediately scooting in as close as he can. “You took care of him so well. Gave him exactly what he needed.”

Namjoon is about to respond, but it’s clear that the sound of Jimin’s voice has pulled Jungkook’s attention away from Taehyung for the moment. It takes the poor thing a few seconds to manage the coordination required to sit up, but he gets there eventually, wearing a dazed looking smile as he mutters, “Better, hyung?”

Jimin shifts gears in an instant, reaching out over Namjoon’s lap to tug Jungkook into a hug. “Much better, baby. Look at you, feeling so good now that Namjoon-hyung took care of you. Can we do anything for you?”

“Just cuddles, but… Where…” Jungkook pulls back momentarily, head turning in fluid little motions until he spots Jin still standing where he was looking after Jimin just before. “Hyung, why are you so far away?”

“Just admiring how lovely you are from a distance,” Jin assures him as he steps in closer and tilts Jungkook’s chin up for a quick kiss. “I fully intend to get a round of cuddles for myself, but at the moment I’m curious if you’d still like a snack. Perhaps something we can all hand feed you?”

After a few seconds to process, Jungkook nods. “Sounds nice. You’ll come back soon?”

“As soon as I can, love. You’ll be good while I’m gone, yes?”

Jungkook sounds completely sincere as he agrees, “I can be good.”

“God, I bet you can,” Taehyung mutters, a little giggle following the words. “Alright, cuddle pile on top of Joonie-hyung, cause I want alpha cuddles too.”

Clearly Namjoon has died, because this must be heaven.

All three omegas start shuffling around and over him, directed mostly by Taehyung in an attempt to achieve something comfortable, while Namjoon does his best to pretend he isn’t about to burst with joy. Of course, Jin can tell exactly how happy this makes him – at least judging by the wide grin spread across the beta’s face before he turns to head toward the kitchen.

The five of them spend the next few hours together on the couch, shuffling Jungkook between each of their laps for cuddles and to hand feed him various snacks while he slowly starts to come back to himself. There’s no more distress from Jimin, and Taehyung and Jin seem entirely overjoyed with how the day has turned out too.

Overjoyed feels like an understatement for exactly how happy Namjoon feels, but he can worry about the proper words to express it later. For now, he intends to enjoy every single moment.

Notes:

You just know that getting two nips, cuddles, and hand fed snacks made JK's entire month :D

Next week, Yoongi finally gets to spend some time alone with Jiminie and return the favor from a few chapters ago. See you there! ;)

Chapter 109: Chemistry

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jimin to Hoseok]

[Jimin]: Hey hyung can I ask you something? (●'◡'●)

[Hobi]: sure thing baby. what’s on ur mind? :)

[Jimin]: Yoongi-hyung

[Jimin]: More specifically

[Jimin]: Am I going to scare him off if I come on too strong?

[Hobi]: as i understood it u’ve already been coming on strong lately.

[Hobi]: and scared isn’t the vibe i’m getting from him ;)

[Jimin]: He talked to you about the other night? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: sure did. which is why i am 100% confident u aren’t going 2 scare him off even if u try :D

[Jimin]: Okay that makes me feel less worried. Thank you

[Jimin]: Now I just have to ask (;●_●)

[Jimin]: Any other advice?

[Hobi]: just one more thing.

[Jimin]: I’m listening

[Hobi]: if u wanna really make his head explode then do what u did for me.

[Jimin]: Which part?

[Hobi]: no plug baby.

[Hobi]: let him show u how bad he’s been dying 2 smell u slicked up again ;D

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Okay

~

[Jimin to Yoongi]

[Jimin]: What are you doing tomorrow night?

[Yoongi]: Nothing important. Why?

[Jimin]: Come hang out with me? (^-^)

[Yoongi]: What, you’re not gonna join in on the anime binge with Tae and JK?

[Jimin]: They’re watching some mech anime and that’s really not my thing

[Jimin]: You don’t wanna join either?

[Yoongi]: Nah. I mostly just watch anime for Tae. If he’s got someone else to do it with who actually enjoys it then I figure I’m okay to leave him to it sometimes.

[Yoongi]: What were you thinking?

[Jimin]: Dinner at my place? (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: Sure. Want me to pick something up?

[Jimin]: I can order something in

[Yoongi]: Works for me. See you at like 6? Or did you wanna eat later?

[Jimin]: Nah that’s fine

[Jimin]: Looking forward to it („• ֊ •„)

[Yoongi]: Me too Min-ah.

~

[Yoongi to Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: Red fucking alert.

[Yoongi]: I need help.

[Hobi]: oh? what’s happening? :)

[Yoongi]: Min-ah invited me over for dinner tomorrow while JK and Tae have their anime marathon here.

[Hobi]: and this is a red alert problem?

[Yoongi]: Please don’t play dumb right now.

[Hobi]: alright. so minnie invited u 2 dinner and u guys are gonna be alone for the first time since he gave u that stellar blowjob. do i have the facts right?

[Yoongi]: Yeah and I didn’t ask because I don’t want to be presumptuous but it would be stupid to think nothing is going to happen.

[Hobi]: a safe assumption ;)

[Hobi]: what can i do 2 help?

[Yoongi]: You’ve got experience. I just wanna make sure I don’t fuck this up, so tell me something that will help. Advice. Tips. I don’t care what, just something.

[Yoongi]: Please.

[Hobi]: ok i got u <3

[Hobi]: so first tip is 2 settle down because i promise u it’s way easier than u think.

[Hobi]: second: jimin-ah is gonna panic when he first gets wet but all u need to do is show him how much u love it.

[Hobi]: literally just be urself and ur going 2 be fine honey :)

[Hobi]: i’m not just saying that either. u 2 are basically a match made in heaven. as soon as u get moving the chemistry will carry u through no problem.

[Hobi]: it’s basically impossible 2 screw up as long as ur honest about how desperately u want 2 get a taste of him.

[Hobi]: actually just be honest in general. it will definitely help u in this case.

[Yoongi]: Fucking hell. Honesty. Okay. I can do that.

[Hobi]: i know u can :)

[Yoongi]: Even though it’s kind of the opposite of ‘being myself’.

[Hobi]: not exactly.

[Hobi]: u don’t have to pretend to like it. u just have to tell the truth anyway.

[Yoongi]: Okay. Fair.

[Yoongi]: You really think I’m just worrying for nothing?

[Hobi]: not exactly. ur worried about a real thing and i don’t think it’s wrong of u 2 be concerned.

[Hobi]: i just know from firsthand experience that it’s way easier 2 navigate than ur probably thinking. and definitely way easier than minnie thinks it is.

[Yoongi]: So one of those things where he’s worried he’s a huge burden even though he really isn’t?

[Hobi]: exactly. he needs extra reassurance and care but as soon as he has it he’s fine. more like incredible honestly. ur gonna love him so much.

[Yoongi]: Okay. Thank you. Sorry for messaging you in a panic.

[Hobi]: no apology necessary. i think it’s sweet that ur so worried.

[Hobi]: feel better? :)

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Still nervous, but less afraid of saying the wrong thing and ruining everything.

[Hobi]: good because u would have 2 work really hard 2 mess up that bad. like i mean actively trying to make things worse.

[Hobi]: wanna watch something and not talk about it? i could come down to ur room :)

[Yoongi]: God yes.

[Yoongi]: Want a whiskey or should I grab you something else?

[Hobi]: whiskey sounds good ;D

[Hobi]: and if ur still worried i can talk you through it better face 2 face.

[Yoongi]: Thanks Seok-ah.

~~

Yoongi is definitely still nervous as he makes his way up to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment, but he likes to think it’s a more normal amount of nervous. He and Hoseok talked everything over last night, and he got plenty of opportunity to think up a game plan. There were also enough little scraps of information that Hoseok teased him with to leave his head damn near swimming with desire, but he’s trying to think past at least some of that.

The desire is supposed to be good. Hoseok assured him of that repeatedly. It’s just that there’s a difference between wanting and being overeager – and he feels like his scent is going to give away exactly how eager he is even without his head in the gutter.

Just need to take this one step at a time.

He and Jimin have hung out alone plenty of times. Even if the air feels a little more charged between them ever since the last night they spent alone together, everything else is objectively the same. They’re going to eat, and they’re going to hang out. Anything after that is stuff he can deal with later.

At the very least, he’s relieved when Jimin answers the front door in actual pants instead of another pair of tiny shorts – which means he won’t have to spend another dinner trying desperately to keep his head on straight. (Or more like it won’t be any more difficult than it was already going to be.) Still, it’s obvious Jimin has been cleaning, the mild scent of some of the products still lingering in the air.

After months together and plenty of time watching the live feed of their apartment, Yoongi knows that Jimin cleans most when he’s nervous. Maybe they’re both a little on edge tonight.

He can try to help with that.

As soon as the door shuts behind him, he pulls Jimin into a hug and starts nosing at his scent gland. Of course, Jimin’s scent is perfectly content, but that doesn’t really mean anything. The fact that he goes stiff for a moment before he relaxes and returns the hug says more than enough to make up for it though.

“You’re worried,” Yoongi says, voice low as he scents Jimin briefly.

“More like… excited? Maybe a little nervous? I’ve been thinking about this a lot.” Jimin lets out a little laugh, pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s neck before returning the scenting. “Better now that you’re here.”

“So you’re saying maybe it’s not presumptuous for me to have been nervous about this too?”

“You had plenty of reason to presume. I wasn’t trying to make you guess either – sorry.”

“I could have asked,” Yoongi admits, pulling back enough to see the embarrassed little smile on Jimin’s face. (He’s pretty sure he looks embarrassed too, but at least it’s both of them.) “Actually, maybe I should ask now, just to be clear?”

“For right now…” Jimin pulls his phone out and looks at the screen briefly before shoving it back into his pants pocket. “In about five minutes, food will be here and we can eat. Then I figured we could hang out for a bit while I look for an opening to makeout with you. Complaints?”

Yoongi swallows, a million questions flying circles around his brain. How far does this go? Does he get to eat Jimin out? Do they need to talk first? If it’s just making out that would be fine too, because it’s not like it needs to go any further if Jimin isn’t ready for that. It’s just this big mess of desire, caution, and love so big he barely knows where to put it all without–

Jimin’s voice yanks him out of his spiraling thoughts. “You gonna tell me what you’re thinking, or do you want me to start guessing? If I’m being too forward, I can–”

“That’s not it at all,” Yoongi interrupts. Hell, he can’t start messing this up already. If he’s going to have to be honest (and maybe a bit shameless) later, he may as well get a start now – especially since Jimin is already being open too. “I like you forward like this. It helps get through my head that you want some of the same things I do. I’m just… not sure exactly how far this goes? Not that we have to figure it out right now, or that it has to go anywhere at all. Sorry, just a lot of thoughts and questions floating around my head.”

Something in that mess of words makes Jimin smile wide, the expression going all the way up to his eyes. “I love when you tell me what you’re thinking. Makes me feel better to know I’m not the only one who’s brain is running circles about all of this.”

“You too?”

“Yeah. I mean… I know what I want, but that doesn’t mean I’m not thinking myself in circles about whether you’re going to want it too, or if I’m going to screw it up somehow.” Jimin’s scent wavers just a little as he speaks, that little bit of rigidness rolling through his body again as he takes a deep breath, then lets out a puff of laughter. “We’re a hell of a pair, aren’t we? Can’t believe we’re both this nervous.”

He’s right. They are both nervous, but they’re also being honest and it sounds like they both want some of the same things. Plus there’s something about seeing how anxious Jimin is that makes Yoongi feel like he wants to carry more of this for the two of them. He might not be as put together as Jin, as able to read people as Hoseok, or as naturally gifted at leading as Namjoon… but that doesn’t mean he isn’t capable.

His omega is worried, and he can help.

“Listen, we are both nervous, but I don’t want you to think for a minute that me being nervous means I’m second guessing any of what I want,” Yoongi says, standing a bit straighter and hugging Jimin tighter. “Do you wanna talk about those things you want before or after we eat?”

“Did you just go all alpha on me?” Jimin asks with a tiny giggle. “Even your scent changed a little.”

Yoongi can feel his cheeks go hot. “M’just trying to– Last time when I was all embarrassed, you helped carry the conversation. I thought maybe this time I could try, but if I just look like an idiot then–”

“Hey, no, it’s okay. I like it. Was just kind of sudden and I didn’t expect it, but it’s good – promise.”

Yoongi narrows his eyes, still feeling a little like maybe he should crawl under a rock and hide as he mutters, “You laughed.”

“Just a little! And mostly because I’m nervous and giving you a hard time is easier than just turning into a puddle because you’re hot like this. Honestly, I…” Jimin trails off, gaze faltering as he stares down at Yoongi’s chest. “I might need you to take the lead a bit tonight. There’s parts of this where I’m probably gonna get a little…”

“It’s okay. I’ll take care of you, Min-ah. I’ve been planning, and–”

The sound of a knock at the door cuts Yoongi off, which is probably for the best considering the way Jimin’s expression was shifting to something almost mischievous as he spoke.

“Okay, we’re definitely talking more about that, but first let me get our food,” Jimin says.

Yoongi reluctantly lets him go. There’s a part of him that wants to get the door himself, like the thought of anyone on the other side seeing his omega all nervous like this is something he shouldn’t allow. He knows it’s just alpha bullshit, so he shoves it down along with the growl that wants to come out of his mouth as he hears Jimin exchange pleasantries with the delivery person.

This is stupid. He lets himself slip into a more alpha frame of mind for one minute and suddenly he’s all protective? What does he even think–

“Why are you frowning like that?” Jimin asks, the front door shut and a delivery bag hanging from one hand.

“Ignore me,” Yoongi mumbles, stepping forward to take the bag. “Where are we eating?”

Jimin pauses for a moment, just watching as Yoongi takes the bag from him. “Living room,” he eventually answers, that sly little smile back on his face.

The small living room table is clear of textbooks and other debris today (as spotless as the rest of the apartment), so there’s plenty of room for them to spread out the various containers of food Jimin ordered from a nearby barbecue place. Yoongi is pretty sure the logo is familiar, and he definitely recognizes the delicious smell when he pops the lid of a container Jimin passes to him. There are beef short ribs inside, practically falling off the bone and dripping in delicious sauce.

“That container is all for you,” Jimin says. “You seemed to love them the one time Kookie ordered them for all of us, so I figured it was a safe bet.”

“Hell yeah, these are so damn good. Thanks.”

~~

They spend a couple of minutes eating and talking about the food before Jimin finally asks. “So what was that earlier when I was grabbing the door? Get a work message or something?”

Honesty. He’s supposed to be honest tonight – to be himself just like Hoseok said.

“No, just some alpha bullshit. You don’t have to worry about it.”

“Less worried and more curious,” Jimin says. “Tell me about it?”

“Fine, but just… It was a momentary thought, not the kind of thing I think all the time, okay?”

“Now I’m even more curious, but yeah. Momentary thought. Not typical. Got it.”

“It was… You were nervous and cute, and the thought of someone else seeing my omega ‘vulnerable’ like that made me want to handle it for you. Sorry, it’s bullshit. I know you weren’t actually vulnerable, but–” Yoongi cuts himself off mid-sentence as he catches the way Jimin’s scent spikes all warm and sweet. “Wait, that doesn’t bother you?”

Jimin smiles briefly at Yoongi, then focuses his eyes down at the piece of fried chicken he’s picking at. “You really think of me like that? As yours, I mean?”

There’s a lie perched on Yoongi’s tongue, a distraction, a redirection, anything – but that’s not what he’s doing tonight. “For months now,” he admits, shoveling another bite of short rib into his mouth to keep himself from saying anything else.

Jimin’s scent tips even sweeter, cheeks going red as he keeps smiling down at his food, eyes only flicking up to Yoongi’s for brief glances. “God, I’m not used to you being this honest. It’s nice, and… I like that you think of me that way.”

“Sorry if it’s weird. I’m just trying to…” Hell, what is he even trying to do? Not fuck this up, probably – which means doing what Hoseok said. Being himself. Not hiding.

“Trying to what? Is this part of what you were talking about before the food got here? You were starting to tell me you’d been planning for… this, I assume?”

“Basically part of the same conversation, yeah. Hell with it. Let me just be transparent, I guess. Not like I haven’t embarrassed myself in front of you hundreds of times already.” Yoongi forces himself to take a deep breath, trying to get the words in some sort of order in his head. “I talked to Seok-ah. After you invited me here, I mean.”

Jimin sets his chopsticks down, giving Yoongi his full attention. “Okay. What did you guys talk about?”

“I told him you invited me, and that I didn’t want to be presumptuous, but also wanted to be sure I was ready to take care of you however you need. Figured he would have the best advice.”

“Not Jin-hyung?”

Yoongi can’t help but laugh at that. “I didn’t want to make it a whole ordeal, and there’s at least a fifty percent chance that Jin-hyung would have.”

Jimin considers this for a moment. “You know… not to go entirely off topic – because I’m definitely coming back to you and Hoseok-hyung talking – but is it really so bad talking to Jin-hyung?”

“Never said it was bad. I just… He can be intense, just like Joon-ah. I love that about both of them, but sometimes I want advice without the chance of ending up in someone’s lap hearing how proud they are until I get overwhelmed.”

“Okay, you know what? That’s actually completely fair. I like talking to Hoseok-hyung partially because he doesn’t make a big deal out of stuff – like when I texted him asking about tonight.”

“Wait, are you– Did you ask him about this too?”

“A little, yeah,” Jimin admits, smiling as his shoulders shake with silent laughter. “Which means by the time you talked to him, he already knew what I was planning.”

Now that Yoongi thinks about it, Hoseok did seem almost suspiciously sure that Yoongi wasn’t being presumptuous at all about tonight. It hadn’t really stood out at the time (mostly because Yoongi was too lost in his own worries to even think about it), but now it makes a lot more sense.

It also leaves him wondering…

“What did you ask him?”

“Mostly just if I ran the risk of scaring you off if I came on too strong.”

“You do realize I’ve been mated to Tae for years, right?”

Jimin rolls his eyes. “Well what did you ask him then?”

“Literally for any advice he thought would help me not make a mess out of this.”

“And?”

“And what?” Yoongi asks.

“What did he tell you?”

“That if I wanted to fuck this up, I would have to literally try. A couple other little things, but mostly just to be myself – and be honest.”

“Aren’t those two completely different things?” Jimin says with a laugh, clearly poking fun.

“That’s exactly what I said! He told me I didn’t have to pretend to like it, but that I should do it anyway, so here I am… doing it anyways, I guess. Again, sorry if it’s weird.”

“It’s not– Okay, actually it is, but I really appreciate it anyway. It helps to know what you’re thinking… especially when it’s stuff that makes me feel less like I’m the only one who wants this.”

“You’re not, Min-ah,” Yoongi assures him. “Not even a little bit.”

Jimin smiles, picking his piece of chicken back up with a smile, wagging his eyebrows as he asks, “So, if I start throwing out embarrassing questions, are you going to answer those honestly too?”

“Relevant honesty only, sorry.”

“Aww, you’re no fun!”

~~

They joke through the rest of dinner, slipping back into the easy rhythm of debating things that don’t matter and giving each other a hard time. Near the end of the meal, Jungkook sends a picture to the group chat of the living room coffee table absolutely covered in snacks, and his and Taehyung’s anime on the TV in the background. It’s good to know they’re having fun, and the wide smile on Jimin’s face when he sees the picture is nice too. He always seems more at ease knowing the two of them are content.

It’s as they’re cleaning up the table that Jimin finally brings the conversation back to somewhere more serious. “So there was something I kind of wanted to ask you for tonight. I was gonna wait until I found that window to makeout with you, but now that you know that’s what I’m going for, I don’t think I need to fish for opportunities.”

“No fishing required. What did you wanna ask?”

“It’s umm… Well… Damn it.” Jimin lets out a sigh and then almost immediately follows it with a laugh. “Go sit down and give me a minute to figure out how I wanna do this.”

There’s a bit of silence while Jimin works, cheeks flushed as he throws away their takeout containers and puts a few dishes in the sink – but Yoongi has never minded not talking. In fact, it’s one of the things he’s best at. It’s no trouble for him to plop down on the couch and give Jimin a little bit of space to think, and it gives him a chance to try and center himself too. He’s not sure what exactly Jimin is going to ask him for, but he wants to be prepared to be honest and accommodate whatever his omega needs.

After a minute or so, Jimin makes his way back over, pausing just in front of where Yoongi sits on the couch, like he’s considering something.

“What’s up?” Yoongi asks, reaching out to take one of Jimin’s hands. “You need help with anything?”

Jimin shakes his head, taking a breath and then climbing into Yoongi’s lap, knees planted on either side of him so they’re left face to face. “No fishing required, right?”

Well, that was fast.

Yoongi adjusts immediately, settling his hands on Jimin’s hips, thumbs rubbing tiny little circles into the skin. “That’s right. Feel better asking me this way?”

“I get to be close, and I can hide after I embarrass myself. What’s not to like?”

“You think you’re gonna embarrass yourself?”

“Basically a guarantee,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh as he settles his hands on Yoongi’s shoulders. After a few beats of silence, he must realize Yoongi is waiting for him to start talking. He swallows, voice coming out soft when he speaks again. “So it’s… I was wondering if you would nip me?”

A nip. Yoongi could give Jimin a nip and see if he makes the same pretty little sound he did for Jungkook back during their heats. The memory is so perfectly clear in Yoongi’s mind, from the whine to the dazed expression on Jimin’s face after… He can imagine the omega going all soft for him, tension completely gone from his body and that same perfect, breathy little sound falling from his lips, like he can’t wait to–

“Judging by your scent, I’m assuming it’s a yes – but I’d still really appreciate it if you could say something,” Jimin mutters.

“Of course it’s a yes, sweetheart. Been wishing I could nip you ever since I saw JK do it months ago. Honestly, I think the whole pack has probably wanted to nip you since then.”

“Oh, really? Did we do something special, or…?”

“Just made the hottest little whine, then went so goddamn soft for him,” Yoongi answers, trying to sound at least a little like he hasn’t thought about that moment hundreds of times since then. “Would’ve wanted to nip you anyway, but that sound.”

“So, what you’re saying is that noisy does it for you?”

“Most of the time, yeah. You don’t have to play it up for me or anything. I like it more when I know it’s real, and even better when I know you can’t help it.”

“We umm…” Jimin flushes, leaning in to hide his face in Yoongi’s shoulder. “We should be good then. M’not always the best at making words happen, but I can’t help being sort of noisy. Even when I try to be quiet, it just happens.”

There’s no hiding the way Yoongi starts getting hard at that. The thought of Jimin letting out a whole slew of pretty noises whether he wants to or not is just too enticing. It’s so tempting to start now, to nip his omega and then find out exactly what it takes to get all those sounds flowing, to–

Focus. They need to finish talking first.

“That’s so hot, you have no idea – but if I start talking too much about that right now, I’m gonna get distracted. Need to know a couple of things before I nip you.”

Jimin lets out a little laugh, pulling back to look at Yoongi with a smile. “Okay, questions first.”

“So the first one is… How far do you want this to go, exactly? Not that you can’t stop me at any point if I do something you don’t like, but I just wanna make sure we work out some specifics before I nip you. Is there anything in particular you know you’re gonna want or need from me? Anything you don’t want?”

“Just umm… I’m pretty okay with anything, but I know I might need some help when you first… When I start leaking.” Jimin finishes with obvious tension in his voice, leaning in to nose at Yoongi’s scent gland and taking in a deep breath. “I know you’ve sort of seen how I get about it before. Just need you to tell me if you don’t like it so I can–”

“Baby, there’s no possible way I’m not gonna love it,” Yoongi interrupts, slipping a hand up into Jimin’s hair and guiding him even closer to his scent gland. “Seok-ah mentioned you might need some extra reassurance, but I’ve been dying to get you slicked up again for months, so I think I can handle that part no problem.”

There’s a couple seconds of silence while Jimin just breathes over Yoongi’s scent gland, body slowly going less tense until he takes one last deep breath and whispers, “Okay. I believe you. M’still gonna panic at first probably, but I appreciate you telling me you… that you might…”

“That I’m so goddamn excited to have you wet for me, it isn’t even funny?”

“Yeah, I…” Jimin huffs out a tiny laugh and presses a kiss to Yoongi’s neck. “For that. And then your other question – the one about how far things go. I want– You can say no, obviously, but I really want you to knot me, hyung.”

Jimin wants… a knot?

Holy shit. This is really happening. What is Yoongi even supposed to say to that when it feels like his brain is leaking out his ears at the thought of getting to fill his omega up properly? Fuck, Jimin is going to look so goddamn pretty stretched around–

“Can feel you,” Jimin whispers, just loud enough to be heard as he rocks his hips forward into the erection straining against Yoongi’s pants. “Tell me I can have you too?”

“Hell, Min-ah – you’re so goddamn hot, I– Yeah, we can do that. Here, let me give you that nip before I lose my mind.”

Jimin gives a short little nod, rocking his hips forward again and letting out a contented little sigh as they grind together just a bit. “Please, want it.”

Yoongi doesn’t hesitate. He leans in, opens his mouth over Jimin’s scent gland, and bites down – not too rough, but firm enough for his omega to settle warm and easy against him in an instant. What starts as a little gasp turns to one of those gorgeous, breathy little whimpers Yoongi has been dreaming about hearing after a nip for what feels like eons.

He leaves his teeth sunk into the skin for a few seconds, appreciating the way Jimin’s breathing slows and his scent tips creamy and sweet. Once he’s done, he drags his tongue over the marks, earning another shaking little whine.

“You sound so pretty already, Min-ah.”

Jimin leans back, his motions as syrupy as the slow little smile he gives Yoongi. “I can sound better. Alpha, take me to bed?”

Alpha. Fuck.

“Yeah, sweetheart,” Yoongi answers, a little growl rolling out of him as he speaks. “I can take you to bed.”

*******

Jimin already feels so good. He’s floaty from the nip Yoongi gave him, warmth pulsing from his scent gland where he swears he can still feel the delicate press of his alpha’s teeth.

It’s nearly enough to make him shiver, though that might have more to do with how Yoongi’s fingers skate across his tummy before grabbing the hem of his shirt. They’re already in the bedroom, locked together in a kiss as they slowly inch closer to the bed. Jimin wants to be in that bed like yesterday, so he takes the opportunity to break their kiss, allowing Yoongi to pull his shirt over his head and then tugging the alpha toward the bed.

He fully intends to let himself fall onto the mattress, but Yoongi catches him with a warm little laugh and guides him down more gently instead. The bed already smells so much like vanilla and citrus – but he can’t wait to get Yoongi’s cinnamon scent into the sheets as well. He doesn’t waste any time, scooting himself toward the center and making grabby hands toward Yoongi, who is staring down at him with what looks like hunger in his eyes.

“Hyung, please?”

“Impatient,” Yoongi mutters, crawling his way onto the bed and right over Jimin, trailing fingers along his bare chest and up to his scent gland, where his teeth were pressed just minutes before. It makes Jimin gasp, the skin there still extra sensitive after the nip. “Fuck, you sound so good, Min-ah. Let me get the rest of these clothes off of you?”

Jimin nods, already desperate to put more of his skin on offer for his alpha, to feel those hands on him just like he’s been thinking about for ages.

It’s easy enough to get his remaining clothes off with the two of them working together, and so worth it to watch the way Yoongi’s eyes drag their way up Jimin’s body while his scent spikes all spicy sweet. He can’t seem to help the way his gaze catches on Jimin’s piercing, the little silver bellybutton ring glinting in the light. It clearly takes effort for the alpha to pry his eyes away, though he does eventually manage after a tiny rumbling growl escapes his lips. Normally being stared at like this would make Jimin nervous, but that’s part of why he asked for the nip. He wants to be able to let Yoongi look without getting so anxious, and then there’s another thing too…

He’s not wet yet. The nip helped his thoughts slow down enough that the anticipation doesn’t have him leaking quite as early as it would have otherwise – but he knows it’s coming. That would usually have him about ready to panic. He can definitely feel the beginnings of worry and shame building inside of him, but it’s harder for them to overwhelm him when his whole brain feels fuzzy and warm.

And he knows what he needs to make it better.

Yoongi has had enough time to look. His eyes are settled somewhere down around Jimin’s thighs – maybe looking at his dick, but it’s hard to say for sure. Either way, it’s hard to miss the way the alpha’s fingers twitch when he catches himself reaching out to touch, swallowing as he stops himself and looks up at Jimin’s face. “Can I touch you?” he whispers, voice strained in a way that makes pride swell in Jimin’s chest.

His alpha wants him. There’s just one thing he needs to do before he lets him take.

“Kiss first?” Jimin asks.

In an instant, Yoongi is there above him. “As many as you want, Min-ah,” he answers, leaning in to press their lips together.

The kiss is warm and easy, exactly like what Jimin wanted when he asked for it, but he can also feel Yoongi hard against his hip. It sends a hot spike of desire through him, thinking about what it’s going to be like to fit all of the alpha inside of him, to feel his knot swell and–

God, he’s definitely about to start leaking, and there’s something he needs to do first.

“Alpha,” Jimin whines, breaking their kiss and doing his best to get the words out. “It’s… I’m… M’gonna leak.”

“Yeah, baby?” One of Yoongi’s hands lands on Jimin’s hip, dragging down over his thigh. “Gonna let me get that plug out of you so I don’t miss it?”

Moment of truth. Here’s hoping Hoseok was right…

“I’m umm… I’m not wearing one, hyung.”

Yoongi’s scent spikes hard, spicy sweet enough to make Jimin’s head feel fuzzy as a growl rolls out of the alpha. “Fuck, tell me I can touch you now? I’ve been fantasizing about getting my mouth on your thighs forever. Wanna mark you up all pretty and see when you start dripping for me.”

The hand already at Jimin’s thigh presses into the muscle, blunt nails dragging just a bit over the skin and making him gasp.

“You can. Want you to touch me, please?”

Yoongi clearly doesn’t miss his reaction, head tilting to the side as he repositions his hand and drags his nails more deliberately down Jimin’s inner thigh. The sensation is almost electric – like static branching under his skin until he’s left feeling hot and needy. He’s always had sensitive thighs, but it’s much harder to keep himself from letting out a shuddering breath when he’s already this desperate to be touched.

Jimin can feel his eyelashes fluttering, voice coming out high and breathless as he whines, “Hyung, sensitive.”

“God, you’re a dream, Min-ah,” Yoongi whispers, pressing one more kiss to Jimin’s lips and then climbing down between his legs, pressing gently to encourage Jimin to spread his thighs.

It’s a little embarrassing to be so on display, but the way Yoongi absolutely descends on him makes everything go warm and fuzzy again in an instant. He feels the heat of Yoongi’s mouth running along one thigh in wet, open mouthed kisses that feel good, but not quite like what he wants. Just as he’s about to open his mouth and ask for Yoongi to use his teeth, the alpha scrapes his nails up Jimin’s other thigh and fills his brain with that static again.

The whine that falls from his lips is cut off halfway through when he feels the first trickle of slick drip out of him and he freezes.

Yoongi lets out a moan as he pulls back just far enough to glance down at Jimin’s ass, another growl leaving his lips. “So goddamn perfect, sweetheart. You smell as good as I remember – better even. Look at you,” he whispers, sounding reverent as one hand drags down until his thumb presses gently over Jimin’s hole. “So pretty but clenched so tight. Gonna have to work you open nice and thorough if you want a knot later, baby.”

The mere mention of getting knotted is enough to have Jimin loosening up, even with the cold surge of anxiety he feels at being wet in front of his alpha. Of course that just sends more slick dripping out of him. Thankfully there isn’t too much yet, but he still–

His thoughts derail in an instant at the sensation of hot, wet pressure against his hole.

That’s Yoongi’s tongue. His alpha likes his slick so much he didn’t even pause to ask first, just dove right in like he couldn’t help himself.

Jimin lets out something between a squeak and a moan at the sensation of Yoongi’s tongue working over him. There’s way too much happening between the nip, the worry, and Yoongi’s mouth for him to be able to keep his scent under control. It wavers back and forth between puffs of sour and sweet vanilla, the distress strong enough that he can easily smell it on the air.

In a flash, Yoongi stops what he’s doing and practically scrambles back up toward Jimin, lips shining wet with slick and spit, and a nearly dazed look in his eyes. He cups Jimin’s cheek gently, a little smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “It’s okay, Min-ah. You’re doing so good, relaxing for me and letting me smell you worrying – and you taste incredible. Let me show you.”

There’s no time for Jimin to even try to give voice to his anxiety, not with Yoongi descending for an open mouthed kiss that has them both sharing the taste of his slick. It’s so… intimate. Tasting himself on his alpha, knowing that Yoongi likes it enough that he feels like he needs to share it with him. It makes something in his brain short circuit – so much so that when the next trickle of slick leaves him, he finds himself already anticipating the sounds of approval Yoongi hums into their kiss.

“Leaking even more for me, baby? Fuck, I can’t wait to get you even wetter, open you up so good for my knot. Tell me I can? Let me eat you out, put bruises on your pretty thighs? Please?”

All Jimin can do is nod, his head full of too much honey and desperation for a proper response.

Yoongi’s face practically lights up. He leans in for one more kiss that tastes a little like cinnamon and a lot like vanilla, then gets back down between Jimin’s legs, that hunger already back in his eyes. “Gonna make you feel so good, sweetheart.”

Now that Jimin is certain that Yoongi isn’t exaggerating how badly he wants this, it’s easy to get caught up in the attention. There’s a bit of a stretch at first as his knees are pressed up and open to give Yoongi easier access to him, but it fades pleasantly into the background after only a minute.

Yoongi doesn’t seem to be in the least bit of a rush, lapping up slick and paying generous attention to Jimin’s hole before letting his mouth drift along a thigh, breathing hard as he sucks bruises into the skin and soothes them with wet kisses that smear slick everywhere. The only thing keeping Jimin from drifting into it completely is just how badly he wants to feel Yoongi’s teeth. He just needs to find a way to get the words out.

“Alpha– Hyung, I…” Jimin swallows and tries again. “I want… please?”

One of Jimin’s legs is allowed to drop as Yoongi leans up to look at him fondly, the fingers of his free hand rubbing distracting little circles over Jimin’s hole. “What do you want, baby?”

“Teeth. Wanna– You can bite.”

Yoongi’s gaze darkens at that, fingers leaving Jimin’s hole to drag his nails through the mess of slick and spit on one of Jimin’s thighs. “Yeah? Want me to bite here?”

Jimin gives a few jerky nods, eyelashes fluttering just from the light pressure of Yoongi’s nails. He needs the bite, needs it so bad it’s making his teeth ache and–

“Gonna settle for me if I do?” Yoongi asks, mouth hovering just over Jimin’s raised thigh, close enough for his lips to brush the skin. “Relax and let me take my time with you?”

“Take your time,” Jimin echoes, nodding again. “Please, I need– Oh–“ He cuts himself off with a gasp as Yoongi bites down into the meat of his thigh, thoughts going from fuzzy to something gooey and syrupy slow. It feels perfect, easily soothing the part of him that was aching for his mate’s teeth.

“There you go, Min-ah. That’s better, isn’t it?”

“Better,” Jimin agrees, his voice sounding breathless even to his own ears. “Please?”

He’s not even sure what he’s asking for, but it seems to please Yoongi either way, the alpha smiling back at him. “Don’t worry, baby. Gonna give you everything you want. Here,” he says, pressing Jimin’s other leg up toward his chest. “Hold yourself open for me. The stretch doesn’t hurt, does it?”

Jimin shakes his head, fumbling for a moment as he tries to get a grip on his knees. Honestly, the stretch feels nice. He should probably be embarrassed at being so exposed, but all he can think about is having Yoongi’s mouth on him again.

“Perfect. Gonna enjoy you now, sweetheart. Tell me if you need a break.”

*******

Yoongi makes good on his word, not rushing for even a second. He cycles back and forth between Jimin’s thighs and his hole, lapping up that sweet slick and smearing the excess everywhere his mouth touches, leaving his omega a pretty little mess. Pretty might be an understatement, actually. Jimin is stunning like this, legs held up to his flushed chest, eyes only barely cracked open while his lips stay parted on all the sweet sounds he makes.

Every glance Yoongi takes as he shifts positions is a treat, with Jimin looking more and more fucked out and dazed every time. He begs for Yoongi too, mostly just broken sentences and mumbled pleas for more – but every bit of it spurs him on even further.

When he finally lets Jimin cum for the first time, it’s exactly the sort of long, drawn out orgasm that he was aiming for. It leaves his omega clenching rhythmically around his tongue as whatever slick he can’t quite swallow drips down and onto the bed, Jimin’s pretty bruised thighs shaking as he cries out.

“Feels– Feels good, hyung. Please, I– S’not stopping… Can’t…”

Yoongi stays exactly where he is, tongue thrusting in and out of Jimin’s hole until his orgasm finally tapers off a few seconds later. He practically collapses when Yoongi moves his mouth over to press a line of gentle kisses along one thigh, enjoying the little tremors still running through Jimin’s body.

“Fuck… Need a minute,” Jimin whispers, voice shaky just like the rest of him.

“You can have a minute – as much time as you need, really. I’m perfectly content here.” It’s not a lie. Yoongi is more than happy to spend a couple of minutes lapping up some of the slick on Jimin’s thighs and admiring how pretty they look now that they’re covered in hickeys and bite marks. There’s no way he ever wants to forget this sight, not after dreaming about it for months.

He gives Jimin a chance to rest his legs and takes the opportunity to strip out of his clothes too, which Jimin seems to appreciate, at least if the way his half lidded eyes practically drag over Yoongi’s body is any indication. It’s great to finally get his dick out of his pants. The damn thing has been straining against the fabric long enough that he actually lets out a little sigh of relief once it’s freed – a noise that is echoed almost immediately by Jimin. The omega’s mouth drops open just the slightest, eyes fixated on Yoongi’s dick as he starts to sit up.

Yoongi lets out a little puff of laughter and reaches out to press a hand over Jimin’s stomach, holding him in place. “No, you stay where you are, baby.”

“But it’s so… I’m… I want–”

“You’re ready for more? Gonna let me open you up?”

Jimin goes from pouting to smiling in an instant, nodding his head.

God, he’s so fucking cute like this, all eager and messy and ready for a knot. Hoseok was right. After just a little bit of reassurance and care (simple enough that even Yoongi can’t fuck it up) it seems like the chemistry has been more than strong enough for both of them to get lost in. It might be the first time they’re doing this, but it feels natural – like somehow Yoongi knows instinctively how to keep his mate settled.

Between all the slick and spit from Yoongi eating him out, Jimin takes a few fingers easily, eyes rolling back briefly at the stretch before slamming shut as Yoongi presses deeper.

“Don’t really– I don’t… really need it,” Jimin mutters, hips rocking down into Yoongi’s slow exploratory thrusts for a few seconds before he goes just a little tense and cracks his eyes back open. “Should I… Don’t you want me to present for you?”

“Sometime, sure, but right now I’d rather look at you, baby.”

That answer seems to ease the little line of tension in Jimin’s body immediately, but Yoongi still has the feeling he shouldn’t linger at this part of the night. He can get Jimin off with his fingers another time. Right now the two of them should be closer, so Yoongi crawls upward, one knee between Jimin’s spread legs as he fits another finger into the omega and leans in for a kiss. He stays there for a while, less because Jimin needs the stretch and more because it just feels good to breathe in all the little sighs of pleasure as Yoongi works him open.

After a minute or two, Jimin turns his head away from the kiss and pants, “Please, hyung. Want you.”

“Not ‘alpha’ this time?” Yoongi jokes as he gently works his fingers free.

“You like it better when I call you hyung.”

“Maybe because you made me wait months to hear you say it.”

Jimin smiles at that, looking up at Yoongi and fluttering his lashes as he says, “Knot me, hyung?”

“God, you’re a menace.”

“Is being a menace gonna get your dick in me any faster?”

Yoongi can’t help but huff out a laugh. “Wow, listen to all that sass. Does someone need another nip?”

“Not my fault you spent so long eating me out.” In the space of less than a second, Jimin’s joking demeanor shifts entirely to something more serious, and he shakes his head. “No, want you just like this. I… I wanna remember our first time together, without a nip making the memory feel hazy.”

That gets Yoongi moving right away, kneeling right between Jimin’s legs and leaning over him as he lines himself up. “I wanna remember it too, Min-ah. You ready?”

“God yeah, so ready.”

Yoongi’s heart is pounding in his chest as he gently presses forward. His own little groan of pleasure is answered with the sweet, breathy little sound that Jimin lets out while Yoongi slowly inches his way inside. Everything is tight and wet and so warm that it’s hard not to just bury himself to the hilt, but nothing in the world could make him rush this moment.

“Fuck, you feel really good,” Jimin whines, nails digging softly into Yoongi’s back. He’s trembling, eyes half lidded and his scent gone utterly sweet.

“You feel good too – so goddamn wet, taking me like it’s nothing.”

“Not nothing. You’re… even bigger than you look.”

God, there’s no way he’s going to last if Jimin starts talking like that. The words have him giving a tiny thrust forward that he can’t help, both of them letting out a breath as he finally bottoms out. After that he goes still, partially to give Jimin a chance to adjust and partly just to get himself under control.

It’s a little pointless, because the second they both start moving again, he feels nearly as gone as he did before. How could he not be? He’s finally got Jimin under him, breathless and whining so pretty stretched around his cock. The number of times he’s imagined this moment is frankly embarrassing – and the real thing is so much better than whatever his mind conjured up.

“Thought about this so much,” he admits, mouth running on autopilot as he thrusts deep and slow into Jimin, pressing wet kisses to his neck.

“Me too, I– I couldn’t stop thinking about… you finally getting your hands on me, or how your knot was going to feel.” Jimin trails off, for a few seconds, panting as his legs wrap around Yoongi’s hips to draw him in deeper. “All of it, hyung. Wanted all of it so bad. Rode my little knotting toy and pretended it was you.”

“You– Fuck, you have no idea how hot that is, sweetheart. Gonna knot you so good you won’t wanna even look at that thing.”

Yoongi speeds up his thrusts, desperate to prove that he’s better than any toy his omega can come up with, to show him how well a real knot can fill him up. Maybe if he’s good enough, Jimin will want to spend his next heat together – safe with the rest of the pack where Yoongi and the other alphas can knot him over and over, as many times as he needs.

It’s a good image. Jimin utterly wrecked at the tail end of a real heat, dripping with so much cum that there will be no doubting what pack he belongs to. Completely satisfied, barely coherent but absolutely certain he’s adored and wanted and–

“God, like that. Can feel you starting to… Fuck. Want it, I– Please–” Jimin’s words come out almost desperate, high and reedy as he whines and wraps his legs tighter around Yoongi’s waist. “Alpha, knot. Can feel it… I–”

“I’ve got you, baby,” Yoongi assures him. He’s not going to last much longer, but it’s still going to take a tiny bit for his knot to swell properly. “Don’t worry, it’s all yours. Just need a minute.”

Jimin lets out a low little whine. It’s the kind of sound that usually comes with a pout, but he isn’t pouting now. Instead, he’s looking up at Yoongi with desperate, fucked out eyes and a flush that runs all the way down his chest. He’s goddamn gorgeous, absolutely perfect and taking Yoongi’s cock like he was made for it, starting to clench around him as they both get closer to the edge.

“Fuck, you’re squeezing so tight,” Yoongi pants. “Like you’re pulling me right in.”

“Want you in. Can– You can fill me up – so good you knot me full of pups…”

Did he really just say–

Yoongi doesn’t have time to think that through. His knot starts swelling fast the moment the words are out of Jimin’s mouth, and the only thing on his mind is breeding his mate so full he never feels empty again.

Oh, fuck. Like that, hyung. Want it, want it, please…”

It takes a few thrusts, his forming knot pressing at Jimin’s rim as he grinds forward, but he manages to finally pop inside and lets out a growl. “Taking my knot so well. Gonna give you pups, baby – as many as you want. Fill you up so good that everyone will know you’re mine.”

“Yours,” Jimin echoes. “Wan’it – alpha, please. I’m–”

“Gonna cum on my knot, omega?” Jimin nods, eyes fluttering shut and his hole clenching even tighter around Yoongi’s knot as it starts to pop. “Show me. Wanna see how much you like it.”

Jimin is already gone, his whole body trembling as he whines out a string of half formed words, one hand clutching the pillow above his head and the other pressing nails into Yoongi’s back. The sight is more than enough to have Yoongi’s knot popping completely as he’s swept away with the force of his orgasm, finally giving his omega exactly what he’s asked for.

“Hyung… It’s– Feels so full. Yours…”

“That’s right, baby. Mine,” Yoongi answers, lips seeking out his mate’s.

They both go quiet after that, mouths pressed together in a sort of open mouthed kiss as they pant. Jimin relaxes first, orgasm ending even as he still clenches rhythmically around Yoongi’s knot, drawing out every last bit of his release until he damn near collapses.

Jimin groans as soon as Yoongi’s weight is on him.“Hell, m’too full for this.”

“Sorry, I can get up–”

“No, want you here, just…” Jimin trails off, gingerly pushing to roll the two of them onto their sides. He frowns at the discomfort as they move, but seems to relax easily again as soon as everything settles. “There, better.”

Yoongi reaches up and tugs down a pillow for them to share, then brushes some of the hair out of Jimin’s eyes. He’s beautiful, flushed and smiling warm and easy back at Yoongi like he couldn’t be any more content – and it doesn’t hurt that he smells like a dream too. The whole bed does, really. The remnants of Jungkook’s orange scent clinging to the pillow just add another layer of perfection to something that is already so good it’s–

“You’re staring,” Jimin whispers.

“Sorry, you just look really perfect right now.”

“It’s almost like you love me or something.”

Yoongi smiles at that, leaning in to give Jimin’s nose a quick peck. “I do. So much, Min-ah.”

“Love you too,” Jimin answers, letting out a tiny puff of laughter as he presses a kiss to Yoongi’s nose in return. “That all felt so good. Still does.”

“Nothing hurts? My knot should go down in like five or ten minutes, but we can move a little if you need?”

“Nothing hurts. Not even a little.” He’s quiet for a few seconds before letting his eyes slip shut and whispering, “I’ve umm… I’ve never really done this with an alpha and had it be good – so thank you for changing that.”

The hot bolt of anger that shoots through Yoongi at the thought of anyone treating his omega poorly is mostly soothed by just how close they are right now. Jimin is here, warm and soft and safe, still stretched tight around Yoongi’s knot.

Though that comfort is followed almost immediately by surprise.

“Why me first, of all people?” Yoongi asks before he can stop himself. “I mean I know you and Joon-ah are still sort of figuring things out, but I thought maybe Hoseok… Not that I’m not happy to be here with you. I’m just curious and… I’m shutting up. Sorry.”

Jimin lets out a little laugh, eyes cracking back open as he smiles. “I do want this with Hoseok-hyung too. It was just… I don’t know. This felt right. Things between us are easy and usually feel pretty low risk – and it helps that you’re the one my brain seems to think likes me the best. I know the others do too. Yours is just… It’s the one I can see the best even when my brain is trying to tell me different.”

That feels… special. It makes a little bit of pride swell warm in Yoongi’s chest.

“You still struggle with that quite a bit? Your brain telling you we all don’t like you as much as we say? I know you’ve mentioned it before, but I haven’t asked lately…”

“I do but… it’s getting easier. Lots of things are. Like there’s plenty of stuff that’s still hard, but the more I keep trying, the better it gets – even if it feels like tiny baby steps of progress at the time.”

“God, do I know that feeling. Feels like nothing but the smallest steps forward until you take a second to look back and see how far you’ve come.”

“Exactly,” Jimin says, smiling a little wider now. “I’m glad it’s not just me.”

“Same. And for what it’s worth, it makes me really happy that you’re trying.”

“Yeah, me too. It’s been…” For a moment, Jimin goes quiet and his expression softens to something more nakedly fond. “I’m really glad we all met. You’ve changed my life so much for the better – the whole pack has, each in your own way.”

Yoongi can feel the beginning of tears swelling in his eyes. He does his best to blink them away, but that doesn’t stop his voice from coming out strained when he says, “You and Jungkook-ah have changed our lives too – so much. It wouldn’t be the same without the two of you, and it’s gonna be even better once you’re mated into the pack. I’m… I can’t wait for that, Min-ah.”

Jimin’s eyes go wide, beginning to shine with the same wetness still stubbornly plaguing Yoongi’s own eyes. “You really– You think everyone will… That they’ll all want us like that too?”

“Not ‘think’. I know, sweetheart. The seven of us are going to be a pack, at least if that’s something you and Jungkook-ah want too.”

There’s a few seconds of silence where Jimin is stuck staring back at him, lips parted and trembling just the slightest. Yoongi is almost worried he’s said too much, but then Jimin leans in close and buries his face against Yoongi’s scent gland, finally letting tears fall wet against his skin.

“I want that,” Jimin whispers, just loud enough to be heard. “I want it so much, hyung.”

Yoongi has no hope of holding his own tears back now that Jimin is crying, so he blinks and lets them fall while he rubs a hand up and down Jimin’s back. “I’ve got you, baby. Sorry if that was too much for me to say.”

“It wasn’t. I’m okay. Just… haven’t really said out loud that I want it like that before, and it feels scary to admit it and not know for sure that I get to have it.”

“I understand. It’s okay. We all want you too, even if that’s a little hard to take in right now.”

Jimin huffs out a strained little laugh, pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s scent gland. “Thank you, hyung. I love you so much.”

It still makes Yoongi’s heart leap every time Jimin says it.

“Love you too, Min-ah. Kiss?”

“Kiss,” Jimin answers, leaning back enough for Yoongi to see the remnants of tears and the little half smile on his face before he goes in for the kiss. It’s just a quick peck at first, then another… and another after that. In the end, it’s Jimin who finally breaks away. “Can feel your knot starting to go down. I left a towel on the bed just behind you.”

Yoongi grabs the towel, and the two of them take care of cleaning themselves up – though to be fair, it’s mostly Jimin in need of cleaning.

“You sure you don’t want any help?” Yoongi offers once his knot has finally gone down enough that they’re no longer tied together.

“Nah, I’ve got it. You really weren’t kidding about filling me up though – god. Forgot how much of a mess alphas make, not that I’m complaining. Actually…”

The question perched on Yoongi’s tongue is momentarily stuck there as he watches Jimin lift wet, messy fingers to his mouth and eagerly suck them clean. Hell, he’s watched Taehyung do that and worse for years, but the sight still gets him every time.

“You’re staring again.”

You’re hot… again,” Yoongi grumbles, closing his eyes for a couple of seconds to get his thoughts back in order. “Wanted to ask you something.”

“Sure,” Jimin says, wiping the last of their mess off of himself and tossing the towel toward a laundry basket. “What’s up?”

“It’s just… What you said earlier – did Hoseok put you up to that?”

“Which part?”

“The umm… Fuck’s sake, I didn’t think about the fact that I might have to say it.” Yoongi lets out a sigh. “The… You asked me to give you pups.”

It’s almost a relief to see just how fast Jimin’s cheeks go pink at the words. “Oh, that. Nobody put me up to it. S’just a thing that my brain thinks about in the moment and… maybe a little bit of a kink.” He lets out a nervous laugh before looking back up at Yoongi curiously. “Wait, why would Hoseok-hyung tell me to do that?”

“Maybe cause you aren’t the only one with that particular kink,” Yoongi admits, caught somewhere between embarrassed and excited at the prospect of someone else sharing his weird thing.

Oh. God, maybe that’s part of why he keeps telling me how compatible we are.”

“Glad it’s not just me he does that to,” Yoongi says, letting out a laugh. “You down for more cuddles, or…?”

Jimin scoots closer to him in a flash. “Yes please. Wanna tell me your other weird kinks while we’re at it?”

“Not particularly, no. You’ll find out eventually.”

“You’re no fun.”

“And you’re a brat. Some things never change, huh?” Yoongi counters, leaning in for a kiss where he can feel the tiny smile on Jimin’s lips even as he tries to pout.

Notes:

We'll be back for an interlude chapter on Wednesday, where we'll be embarking on our next plot arc. It's going to be a long one, with plenty of big developments planned! Those of you who have been patiently waiting for a deeper dive into Hoseok's character will be well rewarded over the next couple of months - but first we'll have to get through our opening act (three entire chapters of Chuseok goodness <3).

See you all there! :D

Chapter 110: Interlude – Planning For Chuseok

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Hoseok]

[Jin]: I overheard a conversation between Yoongi-yah and Joon-ah just now.

[Hobi]: o? :)

[Jin]: Yoongi mentioned he’s headed over to the apartment.

[Jin]: And Jungkook-ah just arrived for his date with Taehyung-ah a few minutes ago.

[Hobi]: yep that’s right ;D

[Jin]: I suspected you might know something, and it would appear I was correct ;-)

[Hobi]: i better know something considering the fact that they both texted me for advice yesterday.

[Jin]: Anything you can share?

[Hobi]: looking for a little gossip hyungie? <3

[Jin]: Guilty.

[Hobi]: jiminie mostly just needed a bit of reassurance 2 get up the courage 2 ask yoongi if they could hang out. he was a little worried about coming on 2 strong.

[Jin]: And you assured him that is essentially impossible?

[Hobi]: exactly. encouraged him 2 come on a little stronger even :)

[Jin]: How about Yoongi-yah?

[Hobi]: just a little panicked after he got the invite. mostly i explained 2 him that jiminie is much easier 2 calm down than he thinks.

[Hobi]: and that if he’s honest about what he wants then everything is going 2 be fine.

[Hobi]: those 2 are a match made in heaven. would be hard for either of them 2 put the other off.

[Jin]: They really do mesh together well :-)

[Jin]: I also think it’s been helpful for Yoongi-yah to have someone else to throw himself at when he’s feeling feisty, but isn’t in need of Joon-ah’s particular brand of settling.

[Hobi]: agreed. and it’s nice 2 see jiminie getting the confidence 2 push boundaries a little more openly 2.

[Jin]: It really is.

[Jin]: I appreciate you guiding them two of them along, darling.

[Hobi]: and giving u some gossip? ;D

[Jin]: That too ;-)

~

[Yoongi to Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: Thank you Seok-ah.

[Hobi]: i assume it went well? :)

[Yoongi]: So well. Perfect. You were right about being honest.

[Hobi]: i’m so glad 2 hear that omg! <3

[Yoongi]: We’re gonna watch a documentary so I don’t have a lot of time. Just wanted to make sure to thank you and let you know you were right.

[Hobi]: thank u :D

[Hobi]: u guys have fun!

~

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: omg jiminie tell me it’s true (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jimin]: You mean me and Yoongi-hyung?

[Tae]: YES

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Who told you?

[Tae]: nobody. yoongi-hyung just got home smelling like a dream and jin-hyung got up in his business so fast i knew something had to be up

[Tae]: when i asked yoongi-hyung about it he turned bright red and ran off which is a pretty dead giveaway (^ω^)

[Tae]: pretty sure joonie-hyung is running after him right now

[Tae]: ANYWAY

[Tae]: did he finally get to eat you out like he’s been dreaming about for goddamn ages?

[Jimin]: Among other things ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: ooooo can you tell me about it? (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: Well he knotted me so there’s that

[Tae]: omg that’s so exciting

[Tae]: how was it? everything go smooth? you feeling okay about it?

[Jimin]: Oh I feel great about it actually (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: It was really sweet and hot and Yoongi-hyung took such good care of me

[Tae]: holy shit this is great ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: i didn’t realize you were ready to take that step

[Jimin]: Well it was sort of a new development to be honest

[Tae]: yeah?

[Jimin]: I mean I’ve been kind of trying to take things further with Yoongi-hyung for a while so it’s not like it came out of nowhere

[Jimin]: I’ve just been thinking a lot about where things go from here

[Jimin]: For all of us I guess (^-^)

[Tae]: that sounds… serious?

[Jimin]: Kind of yes and kind of no ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I think what really got me thinking about it was actually thinking about how Kookie wants to have his first knotting with Namjoon-hyung

[Tae]: yeah if one of them would just make the damn move already (;^ω^)

[Jimin]: Exactly

[Jimin]: Kind of wondering if this will help

[Jimin]: I’m gonna talk to Kookie when he gets home from work

[Tae]: you think he’ll have an easier time if you go first?

[Jimin]: Yeah. I don’t think he needs me to or anything

[Jimin]: But I think he’ll feel more bold if he knows I felt safe enough to take that step with one of the hyungs („• ֊ •„)

[Tae]: god i hope so (・ω<)

[Tae]: but either way I’m really excited for you

[Tae]: and for yoongi-hyung

[Tae]: he might be all shy about it right now but he’s clearly so fucking happy

[Jimin]: It was a really nice time

[Jimin]: I’m happy too ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Did you and Kookie have fun with your anime binge?

[Tae]: so much fun (^ω^)

[Tae]: we ate a billion snacks and made it through two seasons AND a movie

[Jimin]: Wow that’s impressive

[Jimin]: Did you fall asleep watching?

[Tae]: nah

[Tae]: the two of us climbed into bed with hobi-hyung

[Tae]: i’m trying to load him up on love and attention before he goes home for chuseok (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: It’s going to be bad isn’t it? (´;︵;`)

[Tae]: it usually is

[Tae]: not like the worst or anything

[Tae]: he’s just sort of… god how do i even say it

[Tae]: just not himself after he spends a while with them ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Are they that bad? Like I know they use him and they don’t sound very loving but I guess I didn’t think they were bad enough to throw him for a loop after just like 24 hours together

[Tae]: i haven’t met them

[Tae]: probably for the best because holding my tongue is NOT one of my strengths

[Tae]: but it also means I don’t know exactly what they do that messes him up so bad

[Tae]: he doesn’t like to talk about it ( ╥ω╥ )

[Jimin]: Yeah I definitely know that part ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: huh

[Jimin]: What?

[Tae]: you DO know that part…

[Tae]: but hobi-hyung actually talks to you about this kind of stuff sometimes. he talked to you about that job that you ended up helping with

[Tae]: and i know that can’t be the only time he’s opened up

[Jimin]: That feels like a pretty low bar (・_・;)

[Tae]: well when it concerns hobi-hyung opening up about his past

[Tae]: at least if it’s anything more substantial than a scattered detail here and there

[Tae]: the bar is on the fucking ground (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Okay you know what fair point

[Jimin]: I can try

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: we’re all gonna appreciate you giving it a shot (^ω^)

[Jimin]: I want to. Especially if it might help him feel better

~

[Taehyung to Namjoon, Jimin, and Jungkook]

[Tae]: official chuseok plans discussion begins here ヾ(•ω•`)o

[JK]: nice

[JK]: what do we need to figure out

[Jimin]: We already have a little bit of a plan right? Food movies and games? (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: With as many breaks as needed.

[Jimin]: Exactly. TaeTae why don’t you and Kookie pick what you want to eat? I’m down for whatever as long as Namjoon-hyung is too

[Namjoon]: Completely.

[Tae]: sweet

[Tae]: we can handle that part then

[Tae]: jungkookie do you wanna pick a movie too (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: Why don’t you both pick one?

[JK]: yeah we can do a double feature

[JK]: that sounds so fun

[Tae]: yeah!

[Tae]: and then as far as games go let’s maybe just see where the day takes us?

[Jimin]: That sounds good to me (●'◡'●)

[JK]: i was also kind of wondering if maybe

[JK]: you guys might be okay with doing this at our apartment

[JK]: we dont have to but it gives me a chance to start nesting the day before

[Tae]: i’m so down for that

[Namjoon]: Of course. We can do it wherever you feel the safest. Would you like us to bring any additional nesting materials with us?

[Tae]: wait better option

[Tae]: why don’t i come over early the day of and we build it together?

[Tae]: like all three of us (^ω^)

[Tae]: i can bring as many materials as you want and make sure to get some freshly scented stuff too

[JK]: oh i like that idea way better

[Namjoon]: As an additional option, I believe the others are riding to the airport together around lunchtime. They could stop on their way and scent as many things as you like.

[JK]: that would be so nice hyung

[Tae]: omg that’s a great idea

[Jimin]: I’d really like that too

[Jimin]: It would be great to see them before they go.

[Namjoon]: And they would love to see the two of you before they leave.

[Tae]: i’ll still come early and we can do some omegas only time building our nest

[Tae]: as long as that’s okay with you joonie-hyung (✿◠‿◠)

[Namjoon]: Perfect. I’ll just come over with the others.

[JK]: thank you guys for helping me make this good

[Tae]: of course! thanks for letting us

[Tae]: i’m so excited to spend they day babying you

[Tae]: maybe jiminie a little too if he’s up for it (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Jimin]: Only if you want to. I don’t mind just helping you look after Kookie ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: oh you have no idea

[Tae]: but i’ll try to be reasonable about it

[Tae]: nothing too wild (^ω^)

[Jimin]: And yet I’m still a little afraid (・_・;)

[JK]: dont be

[JK]: taetae makes everything feel so nice

[Tae]: yeah you hear that?

[Tae]: i’ll make you feel so nice (・ω<)

[Namjoon]: And please remember I will be there to look after Kook-ah if Taehyung would like to borrow you for a little while, pup.

[Jimin]: Very true. Okay

[Tae]: NICE (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

~

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: Do you feel alright about allowing me to look after Kook-ah while you indulge Taehyung’s desire to take care of you?

[Namjoon]: If there’s anything you’d like me to do to set your mind at ease, I’d be very willing.

[Jimin]: It’s okay (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: Chuseok is hard for him but I think it might be good for me to take a step back and let you handle him for a while

[Namjoon]: Good for you or good for him?

[Jimin]: Both I hope

[Jimin]: I know it will be good for him. He likes you so much and I know he especially loves having your undivided attention (^-^)

[Namjoon]: And you?

[Jimin]: I think it will be good for me sort of like…

[Jimin]: As a trust thing if that makes sense?

[Namjoon]: Trusting me to look after him?

[Jimin]: Yeah. Especially when I know he’s hurting. I’m trying to get better about trusting everyone else to take care of him

[Jimin]: Not that I didn’t trust you before ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Sorry this is coming out weird

[Namjoon]: It’s okay. You haven’t said anything upsetting, pup.

[Jimin]: Well that’s good at least

[Namjoon]: I am still curious though.

[Namjoon]: You’re trying to build more trust. With the others as well or is this specific to me and Kook-ah?

[Jimin]: With the whole pack really (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Namjoon]: Is it something you’re open to explaining a little? I’d like to support your efforts but that might be easier if I understand better.

[Jimin]: Sure. I guess I feel like I spent so long with my guard up that it’s hard to just let it all drop at once even though I know things will be okay

[Jimin]: So I figured I would just keep trying however I could

[Jimin]: Kind of like when you let me watch you give Kookie that first nip

[Jimin]: Exposure therapy for my stupid brain or something ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Minnie, you’re not stupid.

[Jimin]: No but sometimes my brain is. Like the anxious parts of it I mean

[Jimin]: It probably sounds weird but talking about it like it’s a separate part of me helps me look at it more objectively sometimes

[Jimin]: I think at least. I’m still trying to figure all of this out (;●_●)

[Jimin]: Sorry

[Namjoon]: No apology necessary. I think it’s really exciting to know you’re trying new things. Is there any way I can help with the process? Maybe opportunities I could look for?

[Jimin]: It’s okay. You don’t have to do anything

[Namjoon]: I know I don’t have to. I’m asking because I’d like to help if there’s anywhere I can.

[Jimin]: I think I just… have to do stuff like what TaeTae is offering?

[Jimin]: Letting go a little while I’m around the other omegas

[Jimin]: Really I just need to learn to relax in general but it’s hard sometimes (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: And I don’t want to try and do too much right out the gate

[Jimin]: Honestly just that one plan with Taehyung is about all my brain can handle right now with Chuseok coming up

[Namjoon]: Okay. Let’s not worry about making any plans right now. Maybe later, though? Once Chuseok is over and things settle down? I really would love to help.

[Jimin]: Later sounds okay

[Jimin]: Sorry I’m just a little preoccupied ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Again, no need to apologize, Minnie. Is it just Chuseok on your mind?

[Jimin]: At the moment yeah

[Jimin]: I’m really happy we have plans in place and I’m not feeling super anxious about it or anything. Well maybe a little about my time with TaeTae but even that isn’t that bad

[Jimin]: I think it’s just making sure I’m prepared and wanting to take good care of Kookie and TaeTae

[Namjoon]: I can understand that. I’ve been thinking about it quite a lot too.

[Jimin]: About Chuseok in general or about looking after those two?

[Namjoon]: Both.

[Jimin]: Does it bother you not to be able to go home?

[Namjoon]: Not really. After my uncle died there wasn’t really any of my family I wanted to see again. When I left I did so with no regrets.

[Namjoon]: Does it bother you?

[Jimin]: Only because I know Kookie wants to go home. I’m closer with his family than mine so they’re who I’d see if we went back. I’ll be fine never seeing my parents again

[Namjoon]: But you’d go with Kook-ah?

[Jimin]: Of course. We’re family (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: And he’d be much happier if I didn’t make him go alone

[Namjoon]: That’s so sweet. You really do take such good care of him Jimin-ah.

[Jimin]: You take good care of him too (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Namjoon]: I’m so glad you think so.

[Namjoon]: Is there anything in particular you think I could do that might help on Chuseok?

[Jimin]: Honestly I think you just being there is going to help a lot. And it really will be good if we can make a little time for you to give him some of your undivided attention

[Jimin]: What about TaeTae? Anything I can do for him that will help?

[Namjoon]: I think it’s pretty much the same. He’ll just be happy to spend time with you, and especially if he gets to look after you for a little bit of it.

[Jimin]: It does sound nice

[Namjoon]: But?

[Jimin]: Not ‘but’. Just…

[Jimin]: It’s silly but I kind of want to tell you anyways (〃ー〃)

[Namjoon]: I’d love it if you did, Minnie.

[Jimin]: I’m worried that it might feel too good

[Jimin]: Like it could be so nice that I can’t help slipping too far

[Jimin]: And then Kookie might need me and I would be too deep under to take care of him like I should ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: I don’t think it’s silly to worry about not being able to take care of your mate, pup. Especially not when you two have only had each other for so long.

[Namjoon]: But I’d like to say two things in response, if that’s okay.

[Jimin]: Sure

[Namjoon]: First is that I don’t think that would happen. I’ve seen how fast you snap to attention the moment you’re worried about Kook-ah’s safety and I have a hard time imagining there’s much that could change that.

[Namjoon]: As for the second thing:

[Namjoon]: I would just like to gently put on the table that even if that did happen, there’s a very real possibility that both of you could be taken care of at once. If you went that far down, I would assume it’s because you need it, and there are more than enough of us to handle the two of you, even at your neediest.

[Jimin]: That’s very sweet of you

[Jimin]: And also a terrifying thought (;●_●)

[Namjoon]: That’s completely understandable. It hasn’t been an option for you before, and I’m not trying to say you have to do anything like that right now. Just… something to consider for the future? Maybe someday when that trust you’re working to build gets stronger?

[Jimin]: It does sound nice so please don’t think I hate the idea

[Jimin]: It just also feels so big and different that I have no idea how I make it happen

[Namjoon]: That’s okay. You don’t have to know how or even want to try right now. Just maybe when you are ready to try, even if it’s just a little, you could ask one of us and we could help you navigate it?

[Namjoon]: Nice and slow and with as many baby steps as you need. For now, please just think about it.

[Jimin]: I can do that

[Jimin]: Though maybe more after Chuseok? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Of course. No rush at all.

[Namjoon]: We have people to take care of after all. I’m glad we’ll be tackling it as a team.

[Jimin]: Me too hyung

[Jimin]: I think we can make this good for both of them

[Namjoon]: Yes, I think so as well.

[Namjoon]: Thank you for talking like this with me, pup. See you soon?

[Jimin]: Yeah, I’ll be by later tonight to visit Hoseok-hyung one more time before all of this (^-^)

[Namjoon]: Wonderful.

Notes:

See you Sunday for the beginning of our three-part Chuseok celebrations! Jungkook is about to get some much needed attention :D

Chapter 111: Chuseok Begins

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook wakes up the morning of Chuseok already feeling ready to cry. Nothing has happened yet, but he knows what day it is, and he knows that somewhere back in Busan, his mom and brother are probably already awake and on the road to his grandma’s house. He can imagine all the food they’ll be walking into, all the other family that will be there, the way they’ll laugh and joke and maybe spend a minute wishing he was there before they just move on and

A little buzz from his phone over on the nightstand pulls him out of his spiraling thoughts. His nose is buried in Jimin’s hair, throat already feeling tight and his cheeks wet with tears he didn’t even notice he was starting to cry.

Yep. Another Chuseok.

He untangles himself from Jimin and glances at his phone to see he’s at least managed to sleep in a little. Normally he sets an alarm and wakes up early, but today he figures any less time he has to spend awake is a win.

The message that stopped him from spiraling came from Jin-hyung.

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: Good morning, darling. I was just having my morning coffee and found myself thinking of you. How are you feeling today?

[JK]: umm

[JK]: as expected i guess

[Jin]: I see. Would you like to tell me about your morning so far? :-)

[JK]: just woke up

[Jin]: I thought you were usually finishing up your workout by this time. Apologies if I woke you.

[JK]: normally i would but i tried to sleep in and make the day shorter

[JK]: only got about an extra hour of sleep so you didnt wake me up

[Jin]: May I ask what you’ve been up to so far?

[JK]: sure but its kind of umm

[JK]: sad i guess

[Jin]: I’d love to hear it anyway.

[JK]: woke up and was just laying here starting to spiral and cry

[Jin]: Oh, darling I’m so sorry to hear that :-(

[JK]: its okay

[JK]: this is normal

[Jin]: Is there anything I can do to help? Something to brighten your day a little?

[JK]: youre still coming over later right

[Jin]: Of course.

[JK]: thats good enough then

[JK]: i just want to see everyone and get scented by the whole pack

[JK]: and maybe a tiny bit of cuddles if theres time

[Jin]: I will make sure there is time for that. You’ll have cuddles from all of us. Promise.

[JK]: thank you hyung

[Jin]: It’s my pleasure, I assure you. I only wish I could spend the entire day with you as well.

[JK]: im gonna be okay

[JK]: theres lots of fun stuff to look forward to today

[JK]: im just gonna cry sometimes too and thats alright

[Jin]: Absolutely. You have no idea just how excited Joon-ah and Taehyung-ah are to baby you and wipe away all those tears, love.

[Jin]: I have no doubts you’ll be well cared for, even if I might still wish I could assist.

[Jin]: Maybe sometime after this holiday is over, we can plan to spend a little time alone together where I can dote on you as thoroughly as I like?

[JK]: that sounds really nice hyung

[Jin]: Perfect. We’ll work out a date soon :-)

[Jin]: I’ll see you in a few hours, darling.

[JK]: cant wait

[JK]: love you

[Jin]: Love you too, Jungkook-ah <3

~

Jungkook drops his phone on his chest and lets out a long breath. They’re going to have company today, so he may as well roll out of bed and start getting things ready. He really meant to do more yesterday, but he ended up working late so that didn’t quite pan out.

At least that means there’s plenty of stuff to occupy his mind this morning.

He’s barely twenty minutes into cleaning when Jimin stumbles out into the kitchen still wearing his pajamas and heading straight for where Jungkook is standing at the sink. He mumbles a little good-morning and then just wraps himself around Jungkook’s back in a warm embrace.

“Why are you up this early, hyung?”

“Went to bed before midnight and set an alarm so you didn’t have to be alone too long today,” Jimin mutters in response. “Still need to brush my teeth and stuff, but I wanted to come see you first. Make sure you’re doing okay.”

Jungkook can’t help but smile at how thoughtful his mate is. “Aww, you didn’t have to do that for me.”

“Wanted to.” Jimin squeezes a little tighter around his middle, pressing a kiss into his back. “Smelled distress in the bedroom when I woke up.”

Oh, oops. Jungkook didn’t pay attention to his own scent at all while he was spiraling this morning. It must have been bad enough to linger a bit, which explains why Jimin came right out here to see him. “I might have started feeling bad like as soon as I woke up – but Jin-hyung messaged me before I could get too deep in.”

“Yeah? Anything exciting?”

“Just checking in. Worried about me, I think. He said they would come over with enough time for cuddles before they go today.”

“That’s good news. You ready for nest building with TaeTae soon?”

“Yeah. Trying to clean up before he gets here. We’ve got an hour I think.”

Jimin gives another squeeze around Jungkook’s middle. “Let me help? I could make you breakfast?”

“Pancakes?” Jungkook asks, a little spark of excitement running through him. Jimin makes the best pancakes when he really goes all out. “The fancy kind?”

“The fancy kind. Already picked up the ingredients while I was out yesterday. Let me just go brush my teeth and I’ll get started, okay? Should be done in time for TaeTae to have some too.”

“Thanks, Jiminie. You’re the best.”

~~

By the time their hour is up, Jungkook feels much better about the state of the apartment – and also a little bit like he’s going to die if he doesn’t eat soon. Jimin keeps offering him little bites of food as he cooks, but Jungkook wants to wait and enjoy the full meal once it’s put together. Although maybe he’s waited a little too long…

Taehyung walks into the apartment with two bulging bags, one thrown over each shoulder. He’s all smiles as he sets them down and calls out a greeting before practically running to give Jungkook a hug. “Hey, Jungkookie! Don’t you look handsome today, like– Wait, are you feeling okay? Your scent is off. Not quite distress, but like…” he tilts his head and leans in, taking a long breath over Jungkook’s scent gland.

“He’s just hungry,” Jimin calls over his shoulder as he flips pancakes. “If it’s bad enough, his scent starts to go weird, almost like he’s getting sick. Don’t worry too much though – food will be done in just a few minutes.”

“Oh, that’s where I smelled you like this before. After we rescued you from those guys and you were so hungry we had to feed you right away when we got home.” Taehyung pulls back to fix him with a concerned little frown. “Why haven’t you had a snack if you’re that hungry, baby?”

Jungkook shrugs. “Wanted to wait and have food with you and Jiminie. It’s gonna be good. He makes the best pancakes, hyung.”

“I love that you wanna eat with me, but next time maybe just have a bite of something, okay? It seems like your body really doesn’t like you being hungry.”

“Probably cause he’s always so energetic,” Jimin says with a laugh. “Takes a lot of fuel to be bouncing around all the time.”

“I don’t think I really…” Jungkook trails off, resting a hand on his stomach as it growls again. Maybe they have a point, because he’s hit with a sudden wave of nausea that has him closing his eyes and tipping his head down while he tries to breathe through it.

Taehyung raises a hand to his forehead right away, leaning down to get a better look at him. “You sure you’re okay, Jungkookie?”

“Alright, no more waiting,” Jimin says, walking over to the two of them. Jungkook cracks his eyes open just in time to see a little chunk of pancake Jimin holds up to him. “Here, Kookie. It’s not like it’s going to ruin your appetite.”

There’s a part of Jungkook that still feels like he’s supposed to wait, but he also knows that he gets weird about food when he’s upset – and that he gets even weirder when it’s been too long since he last ate. Normally he would have had something before his morning workout, but he sort of skipped that step today, so he probably needs to–

“Baby,” Jimin says, dragging Jungkook out of his thoughts and now holding the piece of pancake up to his lips. “Please?” Jungkook is about to apologize, but the second he opens his mouth, Jimin presses the piece of pancake in and smiles all sweet and pretty at him. “There you go. Good job, Kookie. Gimme just a minute or two and the rest will be done too.”

Between the delicious bite of pancake in his mouth, the praise, and the immediate little chemical rush from being hand fed, Jungkook doesn’t have the brain power left to do much more than chew and swallow.

“Why don’t you and me set the table?” Taehyung asks. “Unless you need to sit down for a minute?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “M’good. Wanna help.”

That tiny bit of food works almost immediately, settling Jungkook’s stomach by the time he and Taehyung start working on setting the table. Once they finally sit down to eat together a few minutes later, both Jimin and Taehyung comment on his improved scent.

“Was that really all it took?” Taehyung asks. “Just one bite of food and you’re okay again?”

“Only for like twenty minutes,” Jimin says. “His scent would be off again within about fifteen. Kookie has just always needed really regular snacks.”

“It’s true. Jiminie used to keep protein bars in his book bag for me at school.”

Taehyung smiles wide as he drizzles maple syrup over his pancakes. “That’s so damn sweet, oh my god. You guys are the cutest.”

An actual meal does a lot to help Jungkook’s mood. It doesn’t hurt that Jimin’s lemon ricotta pancakes are the best, covered in a mix of fresh blueberry compote, whipped cream, and maple syrup. It takes him from feeling like curling up into a ball on the couch, to feeling a little excited for the day ahead of them. Sure, there’s gonna be tough parts, but he also should get cuddles from every single one of his mates – and get to spend the whole day with the other omegas and Namjoon-hyung.

Making new memories.

If nothing else, he’ll definitely remember the food, because they’ve got a lot of good stuff planned for today.

~~

After breakfast, it’s time for nest building. As much as Jungkook debates just putting it in the living room and spending the whole day there, what he’s really going to want is a nice soft place to retreat if he needs a minute alone, or for more intense cuddles. Which means building it on their bed. They can still spend some time there in-between their other activities, but he doesn’t want to spend all day looking at it, like some sort of reminder of just how fragile he feels right now.

The process of nest building together gets easier every time. Of course it’s been fun from the start, but the three of them have really started to get into a groove with it now. Taehyung makes super quick work of getting the basic structure in place, while Jimin follows directly behind to make small adjustments and add more cushion where he wants it. All three of them collaborate on the distribution of scented items throughout, using the entirety of what Taehyung brought with him from the house.

They leave most of the final aesthetics up to Jungkook. He’s always been the pickiest about how the nest looks, though his preferences can change from day to day. Heats require something that looks warm and soft – not too cluttered or full of colors. Nests built in a panic just end up with the nearest solid colored blanket he can find covering them, and more casual nests for fun get a bit more variation in color (usually with extra colored pillows or stuffed animals).

Today he goes for something between casual and the sort of cozy thing he might build for a heat. No stuffed animals, but plenty of soft pillows in cool colors, arranged so that there are tons of good spots to cuddle up and relax – or nestle into if he needs to retreat a little.

The only real shame is that the seven of them won’t all fit inside. Their bed is already going to be close quarters if all four of them sleep in it tonight. Trying to put anyone else in there will quite literally leave them in a pile.

“Gonna have to rotate the hyungs through here,” Jungkook comments, fussing with the last few pillows while Jimin and Taehyung sit reclined against the other side of the nest, watching him work.

“Was actually thinking that might be kind of nice,” Jimin says. “Gives you a little bit of one on one time with each of them.”

That does admittedly sound pretty nice. He likes the thought of getting a few minutes of undivided attention from everyone, but… “You guys won’t feel left out? We built this nest together, so I don’t wanna kick you out, or–”

“You won’t be,” Taehyung interrupts. “I think it’s a good idea too. We built it together for you, baby. This way you can get them to scent things however you like and make it as comforting for you as possible. Neither of us are gonna feel left out at all, right Jiminie?”

“Exactly. We just wanna know you’re getting drowned in attention and cuddles, okay?”

Jungkook can’t help but smile at that, his heart already feeling full. “Okay. Thank you guys. M’really excited to see them all.”

The three of them stay in the nest for a while after they take care of all the finishing touches, cuddling in various positions and making sure the whole thing feels right. The fact that Jungkook makes it through a whole hour of hanging out and only starts spiraling a little bit in the tail end honestly has him hopeful about the rest of the day.

It’s just a brief moment where he looks out the window and up at the sunny sky outside, where he can’t help but wonder if the sun is shining in Busan right now too. His grandma doesn’t live that far outside of the city. He could just check the weather. It’s easy enough to pull up on his phone and…

Overcast. Chance of rain. Can’t even share something as small as nice weather today.

His throat starts to go tight right away, tears just beginning to well up in his eyes before he forces himself to take a deep breath and blink them away. Everything is okay. He’s here with Jimin and Taehyung, and they’re going to have a good day, god damn it. Everything is fine.

“You guys wanna get up and play a game until the hyungs get here?” Jungkook asks.

Taehyung looks up from scrolling on his phone, smiling as he searches Jungkook’s face before giving a nod. “Sure, we can do that.”

“I’m down to play too,” Jimin agrees, putting away his own phone and giving Jungkook a kiss on the cheek. “I think we’ve tested out the nest plenty. Seems perfect to me.”

They all mutter agreements, making their way out to the living room and starting up Jimin’s switch to play some Mario Party. Thankfully, it’s more than enough of a distraction to get them through the next hour, and Jungkook easily forgets where his thoughts started to slip before.

~~

It’s rare to have all seven of them in the apartment.

Usually if they’re all going to hang out, it’s at the house, but the others have stopped over here before on the way to other activities, and hung out for a few hours too. It’s much closer quarters than the house, which Jungkook always likes but especially now when he’s been feeling so on edge. It’s incredible how fast seeing all his mates has those thoughts fading into the background.

Jin-hyung is the first one through the door, all smiles and cheer, carrying a gift basket full of snacks and fruit. “Oh, there’s our babies! Have the three of you had a good morning?”

The rest of the hyungs filter in behind him with smiles on their faces, though they all look a bit different than Jungkook is used to. Okay, maybe not Jin-hyung – who looks exactly as put together and handsome as he usually does for work at Borahae or an important meeting – but the rest of them definitely appear a bit strange.

Namjoon-hyung is mostly just more casual than Jungkook typically sees him outside of the house, wearing a t-shirt, jeans, and a hoodie. Yoongi-hyung isn’t wearing any black at all, dressed in blue jeans and a white t-shirt with a nice looking brown leather jacket that Jungkook doesn’t remember ever seeing before. In complete contrast, Hobi-hyung’s outfit is strangely devoid of color. It’s just a generic looking gray suit, perfectly tailored but with none of the flair or fun Jungkook has come to expect from Hoseok. Even his socks are plain black.

Definitely strange, but they do at least look happy to see the three of them. There’s a whole mess of greeting kisses and random chatter exchanged, where Taehyung confirms Jungkook’s observations by mentioning how strange they all look.

“If I wear all black to another family event and have to listen to my mom tell me how ‘handsome’ I’d look if I just brightened up my clothes a little bit, I might actually die,” Yoongi mumbles. “Feels weird, but whatever.”

“The jacket is nice,” Jimin comments.

Yoongi-hyung just shrugs. “Gift from dad. Makes him happy when he sees me wear it.”

“As it should. Your father has excellent taste, and the jacket suits you,” Jin agrees, then turns his head toward where Taehyung and Jungkook stand. “Now, what are the four of you planning for meals today?”

“Hyuuuuung,” Taehyung groans. “We can feed ourselves for a couple days without you, I promise.”

Jin-hyung seems to enjoy the reaction, his smile widening into a grin. “Are you certain, because I’d be happy to send something over from Borahae if–”

Yes. We’re sure. So sure, hyung.”

“How about snacks? Do you have–”

“Okay, that’s enough,” Taehyung says with an exasperated sigh. “Why don’t you go give Jungkookie his first set of cuddles?”

“I’d love to,” Jin answers with a laugh, eyes briefly scanning the apartment. “Where are we doing that?”

“In the bedroom, thank god. I’m sure Jungkookie would love to tell you all about the snacks we have planned, and anything else you need to hear.”

As much as Jungkook loves watching those two poke fun at one another, he’s admittedly pretty eager to get started on those cuddles and properly scenting the nest – so he’s more than happy to take Jin-hyung's hand and lead him to the bedroom. On the way, Jin takes off his suit jacket and drapes it gently over the back of one of their kitchen chairs.

As soon as they make it into the bedroom, Jin’s scent spikes in a refreshing wave of cool mint. “Oh, isn’t this just perfect? What a lovely nest. I can see your hand at work in the colors.”

The compliment makes something warm swell in Jungkook’s chest. His mate likes the nest. They’ve done well. “Asked TaeTae to bring the green sheets to match our blue pillows,” Jungkook says, stepping up to the edge of the nest and feeling his heart leap at the chance to climb inside with Jin. “Come in with me, hyung?”

“I’d love nothing more. Cuddles, or am I scenting a few things first?”

“Cuddles,” Jungkook decides after a moment of consideration. He wants the comfort of Jin’s arms around him like yesterday.

The two of them settle inside easily, lying in the center of the nest where Jin-hyung pulls him in nice and close. Both of them go in for a scenting at the same time, letting out little puffs of laughter at their unintended synchronization before getting into it.

After a scenting and a few kisses, Jungkook finally remembers their earlier conversation and asks, “Are you really worried about our snacks, hyung?”

“Not particularly. Taehyung-ah gripes about it, but he likes that I fuss over him – especially when I’m about to go away for a while. Years ago, it was an intentional habit to remind him that even if I was leaving for a short period, I was still very much invested in him. He likely doesn’t need it as much anymore, but I’ve found that I’m quite fond of the ritual.”

“M’glad you guys play fight too, so I know it’s not just me that likes to do that with you,” Jungkook says, nosing at Jin’s neck and appreciating the combination of their scents on his skin.

“You two are certainly not the only ones. Yoongi-yah has been known to pick fights with me as well, though he’s usually looking for correction more than anything.”

“Correction?”

Jin-hyung nods. “He likes to be reminded that there are some things I simply will not allow.”

“Like what?”

“Excessive negative self-talk, blatant disregard for rules or agreements we’ve made about his health – self-harm in any form, mostly. Of course, there are times he’s just being mouthy because he wants to get spanked, but the result is similar either way.”

Jungkook is pretty sure his brain full on stops working and has to reboot. The thought of Yoongi-hyung looking to get punished for anything just feels like such a foreign concept, and…

Did Jin-hyung really just say that he likes to get–

“Apologies,” Jin says in a tone that does not make him sound sorry in the least. If anything, he seems like he’s enjoying this. “Have I said too much?”

“No, just… trying to wrap my head around it, I think. It’s not bad.”

“Maybe if you’re curious, you should ask Yoongi-yah sometime. I’m sure he’d love to tell you all about it.”

Jungkook pulls back far enough to catch sight of the amused smile on Jin’s face, narrowing his eyes at the sight. “Hyung, there’s no way he’d do anything except blush about it and get defensive.”

“I wouldn’t be so sure about that. The blushing and defensiveness will definitely happen, but he might be more open to talking than you think. Either way, why don’t I leave that for the two of you to discuss, and you can tell me how you’re feeling now that the morning has progressed a little.”

“Better,” Jungkook answers, his brain still trying to wrap around the fact that Yoongi gets spanked.

Jin-hyung gives him a patient smile, waiting a couple of seconds before prompting, “Can you tell me more, darling?”

Okay, focus. Think about that other stuff later.

“It’s umm…” Jungkook actually closes his eyes for a moment and shakes his head to help clear his mind, finding Jin giving him a knowing smile when he opens his eyes again. “I do feel better right now, but I also know it’s a feeling that’s going to come and go throughout the day.”

“What feeling is that, exactly?”

“Missing home,” Jungkook mumbles, already starting to feel those emotions swelling up inside of him again. “Thinking about like… What they’re all doing. If they miss me. I– I don’t know…” Feeling tears wetting his eyes, he gets right back into Jin-hyung’s space, burying his face in the beta’s chest and doing his best to breathe through this wave of emotion.

“Oh, darling, I’m sorry. I see now just how fast it happens. It’s okay to cry, you know – as many times and as much as you need, alright?”

Jungkook shakes his head, voice coming out muffled against Jin’s chest. “Don’t want to cry.”

“Not ready yet?”

“Don’t wanna do it at all, hyung. I hate that I have to spend the whole day afraid to get sad. I just want to have a good time and make better memories even if I can’t…” Jungkook swallows, taking a breath as he blinks back tears. “Even if I can’t go home.”

For a few seconds, Jin just holds him close, pressing kisses into his hair and rubbing a hand up and down his back. Eventually he whispers, “I think that’s very achievable, you know.”

“Which part?”

“Making good memories. You three and Joon-ah are going to have such a nice day together – I just know it. You have lots of things planned, as I understand.”

“We do, yeah. Movies, games, the nest…” Jungkook takes a couple of deep breaths, focusing his attention on all the fun they’re going to have. He doesn’t have to be sad. In fact, he’s deciding right this moment that he doesn’t intend to be sad at all today if he can help it. He’s got his mates and good food and movies and they can do whatever they want. “You’re right, hyung. It’s going to be a great day.”

Jin-hyung pulls back and smiles at him, all warm and handsome as he tips Jungkook’s chin up for a kiss. “I’m sure it will be, love. That being said, I am going to miss you very much.”

“M’gonna miss you too. Are you excited to see your parents?”

“Absolutely. We’ll be getting the whole family together, which doesn’t happen too terribly often. It should be quite a treat to see them all – and confirm I’m still the best looking, of course.”

Jungkook lets out a laugh at that, any remaining tension in him fading away as he giggles about Jin’s impressive ego (even though he’s sure nobody there could be more handsome than his mate).

~~

The two of them spend another minute or two joking and sharing the occasional kiss while Jungkook has Jin-hyung scent a selection of pillows and other fabric woven into their nest. Then he sends him out to go and grab Namjoon-hyung.

“I know you’re gonna be here all day,” Jungkook explains as Namjoon climbs into the nest with him. “I just wanna get everyone’s scent in here before I ask Hobi-hyung to come in.”

“Of course, pup. Just show me what you want scented and I’ll take care of it.”

“Thank you.”

Honestly, Jungkook isn’t sure exactly what Hoseok is going home to or why exactly everyone seems so on edge about it, but if it’s serious enough to have the rest of the pack worried, then he wants to make sure he does his best to help too. Cuddling in a fully scented nest seems like about the best parting gift he can give.

He doesn’t keep Namjoon-hyung for more than a couple minutes. Mostly just long enough to scent some things and maybe exchange a few kisses that Jungkook can’t help but crave. He might be spending all day with Namjoon, but they could kiss for hours without him getting tired of it and–

Actually, that’s not a half bad idea.

Maybe if he gets sad later, he can just try kissing someone until he feels better? It’s not any worse than the rest of his possible plans, and he really wants to try and have as good of a time as he can. This definitely isn’t a bad start either.

Yoongi-hyung comes in next, and Jungkook puts him to work scenting things right away – mostly because the alpha seems like he could do with working out some nervous energy.

Once that’s all done, Jungkook practically tackles him for cuddles. “Are you worried about going home, hyung?”

“What? No, nothing to worry about there,” Yoongi assures him, nosing at his scent gland. “It’s all good food and people I care about. Maybe a little heavy on the socializing – and I’ll have to wake up early tomorrow for breakfast – but I love my mom’s cooking, so it’s worth it.”

“What about your brother? Is he coming home?”

“Yeah, flying in around the same time as me.”

“If you’re not nervous about seeing everyone, what are you all tense about?” Jungkook asks, squeezing Yoongi-hyung closer and licking over his scent gland. “Can feel it in your shoulders.”

Within a second, Yoongi relaxes his shoulders completely, letting out a puff of laughter. “Nothing gets past you, huh?”

“I’m not that observant. You’re just obvious, hyung.”

“Ouch. Words hurt, JK.”

Jungkook lets out a laugh, then leans back far enough to look at Yoongi-hyung’s face. “Stop avoiding the question.”

“Alright, alright. Mostly it’s just Seok-ah.”

“Because he’s going home?”

“Yeah, and because his parents are shit. They’re gonna saddle him with something – they almost always do. And even if they don’t, he always feels worse after seeing them anyway.”

“Do you think he’ll ever stop visiting?”

“Hard to say,” Yoongi says with a frown. “I know it’s his decision to make, and if he really wants to see his family then I’m not gonna to stop him. I guess I just wish he didn’t want to see them. Not my call either way, so there isn’t anything I can do about it except be there for him after. Nothing you need to worry about right now, sweetheart.”

“I want to worry, but Hobi-hyung doesn’t really like to talk about that kind of stuff, which means there isn’t much of anything I can do to help either.”

“That’s not entirely true.”

“Really?” Jungkook perks right up at that, eager at the thought of getting to help Hoseok. He’s always looking after Jungkook and building him up with praise and never ending sunshine – and it would be so amazing to be able to give some of that back. “You think there’s something I can do?”

“Hoseok adores you, and I know seeing you when he gets back is gonna brighten him right up, especially since you’re so good at just sitting quietly with him and watching dramas. All you’re really gonna need to do is be yourself and cuddle up with him.”

“And what about now?”

Yoongi looks at the nest around them, then back at Jungkook. “What you’ve done here is perfect, baby. A gorgeous nest all scented with you waiting inside for him? That’s exactly what he needs before he goes off to see his parents.”

Jungkook feels warmth bloom in his chest from the praise to their nest, eyelashes fluttering as he leans in closer. “I hope so. Want to make him happy, hyung.”

“You’re going to, sweetheart. Don’t you worry for a second,” Yoongi says, closing the last bit of distance between them and capturing Jungkook’s lips in a kiss.

~~

When Hobi-hyung finally does join Jungkook in the bedroom, he looks exactly as happy as Yoongi-hyung said he would. His eyes land on Jungkook first, then scan over the nest as he lets his warm coffee scent out without Jungkook even having to ask first. He still looks strange to Jungkook, but he must have left his suit jacket somewhere outside the bedroom, which does at least make him appear a bit less stuffy. Plus the smile on Hoseok’s face once he takes everything in isn’t stuffy at all. It’s exactly the sort of sunshine grin Jungkook has come to expect from him.

“Look at all of this. You three must have been hard at work making such a perfect nest – and it smells so nice in here too.”

“Just needs your scent now, hyung.” Jungkook scoots toward the edge of the nest to beckon Hoseok inside. “Please?”

“Of course, honey. I’m coming.” Without another second wasted, Hoseok is climbing into the nest and tugging Jungkook right into his arms, peppering kisses across his cheeks. “You smell so perfect too, Jungkookie. Has it been nice to get a little alone time with everyone?”

“Better now that you’re here too.”

“Aww, you sure know how to make a guy feel special. C’mere, gotta give you enough smooches to last a couple of days.”

Jungkook doesn’t bother mentioning the fact that their faces are practically pressed together already – or that they go a couple of days without seeing each other plenty of the time. This time apart is different and they both know it, so instead he just tips his face up and accepts the kiss Hoseok gives him.

He expects something as enthusiastic as the mess of pecks Hobi-hyung gave his cheeks just moments ago, but this is so much more intense than that. Hoseok holds him close and kisses him like it’s going to be weeks before they see one another again, like he needs to make sure Jungkook knows how badly he’s going to be missed. It does wonders for the pit of sadness in his belly that he’s determined to ignore, and he returns the desperation as best he can in hopes that Hobi-hyung will know how much Jungkook is going to miss him too – how much he wishes he could just keep the alpha here with them.

After a minute or so, Hoseok breaks their kiss and noses his way down to Jungkook’s scent gland instead. “Gonna miss you, Jungkookie.”

“M’gonna miss you too. Maybe we can do something fun when you get back though? Like cuddle up and watch the third season of our show together, or maybe– Oh…” Jungkook trails off as Hoseok’s tongue slides over his scent gland with enough pressure that it makes the little burst of static in his brain feel nice and warm. “Feels good, hyung.”

“Just wanted to settle you a tiny bit before I asked how you were feeling,” Hoseok says, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland before pulling back to look at him with a warm smile, his pretty brown eyes practically sparkling in the sunlight.

He’s so handsome. Jungkook wishes he could have him pose for a painting in lighting like this, sunlight bouncing off of him while he reclines in a nest, looking all warm and inviting. They could strip him out of the crisp white shirt he has on. Hell, maybe Jungkook could just paint him naked. It’s not like Hobi-hyung doesn’t have the body for it, and he’d look especially nice if Jungkook could pose him a little–

“Are you gonna tell me how you’re doing, baby?” Hoseok asks, dragging Jungkook out of his thoughts to find the alpha looking at him with an amused little smile. “Or would you rather tell me what was running through your mind just now?”

“Was thinking about having you pose so I could paint you like this. Or well… maybe not exactly like this.”

“Would you like to elaborate?”

Jungkook can feel his cheeks going just a little pink as he admits, “You look so pretty with the sun shining on you right now, but you’d look better naked.”

This earns him a laugh. “Very flattering, Jungkookie. Not sure I’m quite prepared to sit for a painting though – nude or otherwise.”

“Because of the sitting or the painting? Like would it be okay if I painted you from memory?”

“I would never wanna stifle your creativity, honey. I’m not the hugest fan of looking at pictures of myself in general, but I won’t be upset if you paint me. Just wouldn’t be hanging it in my bedroom or anything.”

“But you take selfies with me all the time,” Jungkook says. “You had one set as your lock screen for weeks. Not that I’m trying to push you to do anything – just curious how that’s different.”

Hoseok gives a little shrug. “I don’t mind when I’m with one of you guys. Feels different when it’s not just me by myself. Like… a happy memory instead of just a frozen moment of me existing.”

Happy memories… He could do that. Paint Hoseok in a really happy moment with one of the others, maybe even a recreation of a selfie they took together, or–

“Alright, no more avoiding the question, baby,” Hobi-hyung says, letting out a little puff of laughter before reaching out to cup Jungkook’s cheek. “Tell me how you’re feeling.”

“Not avoiding, just sidetracked.”

“And now that you aren’t sidetracked?”

Jungkook takes a moment to center himself and consider how he even is feeling now that the day is properly underway. “Okay so far, I guess. Had a couple of little spirals but it helps to spend time with everyone like this, and I really want to try my best to have a good day.”

Hoseok smiles at that, tugging Jungkook in closer until his head is comfortably tucked under the alpha’s chin. “You are gonna have a good day, even if you spiral a few times. Do you wanna tell me about them? Did they give you a chance to let a few tears out?”

“Just… I miss everyone,” Jungkook says, doing his best not to think too hard about it and giving a couple of shakes of his head. “No crying though. M’gonna try really hard not to.”

“Honey, you don’t have to try not to cry. Any of us would be more than happy to snuggle up with you while you let it out.”

“Yeah, but I don’t want to, hyung. We’ve got a lot of fun planned and I wanna just enjoy it.”

A few seconds of silence pass between them where Hoseok is just breathing nice and calm, one hand rubbing up and down Jungkook’s back. “Okay,” he eventually says. “If you want to have fun then I know you’re definitely in good hands today. Taehyungie is gonna take such good care of you. Now, more kissing, or is there some stuff you want me to scent?”

“Both? Scenting first, then maybe a little more kissing before you go?” Jungkook requests, already prepared to put on his best pout if needed.

Hoseok just lets out a little laugh and kisses the top of Jungkook’s head. “Sure, baby. We can do both.”

~~

By the time he and Hobi-hyung have finished, the nest smells so nice that it’s almost a shame to have to leave it behind. Still, he wants to make sure he gets to say goodbye to everyone, and the nest is going to be there later if he needs it. And he’s definitely going to. He already had to push down another set of tears while Hoseok was scenting things in the nest for him, and every round he shoves away just makes the hollow pit inside of him grow larger.

It’s going to be a big cry when he finally lets it out. Hopefully he can just head to bed a little early by himself and sob it all out into a pillow… though he doesn’t really want to do that either. He just wants to not.

As the seven of them gather by the door, he decides that’s a future him problem. Right now he needs to say goodbye to his mates.

Jin, Hoseok, and Yoongi all have their jackets back on and look ready to depart, but they take their time exchanging goodbye kisses with each of them. Jimin and Hobi-hyung have an extra long goodbye kiss, and so do Namjoon and Yoongi. Jin jokes one more time about making sure everyone is properly fed, and Taehyung groans before kissing him to shut him up, then shooing him out the door.

“Don’t you have a plane to catch? Maybe you can find someone to mother-hen on your flight.”

“I could also just spend the whole flight waiting patiently for photo evidence that you have indeed had a satisfactory snack,” Jin teases as Hoseok and Yoongi make their way out the door.

Taehyung huffs and rolls his eyes, giving Jin a playful shove toward the door too. “Nope, no more fussing. It’s time for you to go and spend your time on the plane thinking about literally anything else.”

Jin-hyung lets out a laugh and finally lets Taehyung push him out the front door. “Alright, alright. I love you very much, and I’ll see you later tomorrow. Kiss?”

“Kiss,” Taehyung agrees, all the heat disappearing from his tone as he leans in for one last peck. “Say hi to your cousins for me – you know, the two that are actually gonna wish I was there.”

“Of course. Take good care of those three while I’m gone.”

“I will.”

The rest of them call out a round of goodbyes, and then finally the front door shuts and the four of them are left in a much quieter apartment. Jungkook feels the tug of that hollow little pit in his stomach, but he quickly redirects his attention to where Jimin’s Switch controllers sit waiting for them in the living room.

“You guys wanna play a few more games before we start worrying about food and our double feature?” he asks, already making his way over and doing his best to sound excited.

Taehyung matches his enthusiasm right away, skipping over to the couch with him. “Yeah, I totally wanna play more! If you’re tired of this, we can always do something else too. I’ll play any game you want with you.”

Namjoon-hyung and Jimin agree to play any game he likes too, but right now Jungkook just wants to start something to get his brain occupied, so he sticks with what they were playing before. It works like a charm. As soon as he has something else to focus on, he forgets all about Busan and his family spending the day together without him.

When he’s not thinking about that, it’s much easier to appreciate just how nice all of this is too.

Taehyung takes the role of looking after him very seriously, which Jungkook can’t help but enjoy. It feels like there’s hardly a moment where they aren’t side by side. They work on lunch together, team up in Mario Party, and talk about all the movies they debated watching today before settling on their picks.

Of course Jimin and Namjoon look after them too. The four of them giggle their way through lunch telling stories, and then they move on to making some maple and pecan bars for dessert later.

“Don’t you want to help too, Namjoon-hyung?” Jungkook asks after a few minutes of Namjoon watching with a smile from their kitchen table.

“Joonie-hyung’s ban from cooking is very serious,” Taehyung says as he cracks an egg into their bowl of batter. “You don’t want to see what happens when he touches anything in here.”

Jungkook narrows his eyes, trying to determine if Taehyung is exaggerating or not. “Is it really that bad?”

“I’m afraid I do have a pretty spotty record in the kitchen,” Namjoon admits, that same pleasant smile still on his face as he shrugs. “It doesn’t bother me to sit on the sidelines for this part.”

They all go quiet as Jimin turns on his stand mixer and whips the batter together for a minute, the high whine of the machine filling the whole kitchen. When it’s done, he unplugs it and then glances back at Jungkook, then at Namjoon. “Hyung, come wash your hands. I have a job for you.”

“I really think you’re underestimating how fast Namjoon-hyung will break your mixer,” Taehyung warns. “He broke the one Jin-hyung bought back in college. It was only two days old.”

Jimin just laughs and points Namjoon toward the sink. “Good thing I don’t need him to use the mixer then.”

“In my defense,” Namjoon says as he washes his hands thoroughly in the sink, “The lever to lock the mixer in place and the one to turn it on both look basically the same.”

“We were halfway through baking a cookie recipe we found online,” Taehyung explains. “He wanted to help, so me and Jin-hyung were gonna have him unlock the mixer lid and lift it up to scrape down the sides of the bowl. The big metal spoon was already in there when he switched it on at full speed. You should’ve heard the sound it made.”

“It was pretty unpleasant,” Namjoon says, drying his hands on the towel Jimin tosses to him. “And it didn’t help that all three of us panicked.”

“We ended up tipping the whole thing off the counter in our rush to turn it off. Batter splattered everywhere, and Jin-hyung said curse words I didn’t even know he was capable of speaking.”

“They were very colorful,” Namjoon confirms, letting out a laugh. “Seriously though, after enough incidents like that, I figure it’s just best to keep out of the way. Now can I ask why my hands are clean?”

“One second,” Jimin says, turning back toward the mixer for a few seconds. When he spins around to face Namjoon again, he’s holding out a small plate with the beater attachment set on top, all covered in their finished batter. “Here, Kookie loves this stuff.”

Why would Namjoon-hyung need to wash his hands for– Oh.

Jungkook’s scent spikes at the realization that Jimin intends for him to be hand fed this particular treat. God, he’s going to get to eat that straight from Namjoon’s fingers. Even the thought is making his brain feel a little bit like it’s stuffed with warm cotton.

It takes another second or two for Namjoon-hyung to connect the dots, but his scent comes rolling out in a spicy wave as he looks at Jungkook, head tilted with a questioning look in his eye. “Would you be willing to let me feed you?”

Taehyung barks out a laugh. “Like that’s even a question.”

“Why don’t you two go to the nest?” Jimin says. “TaeTae and I can take care of finishing these up.”

“Thank you, Jiminie,” Jungkook says, already turning to head for the bedroom and taking Namjoon’s hand on the way. “I definitely want that, at least as long as you do too, hyung?”

“So much, Kook-ah.”

The two of them head straight for the bedroom and climb into the nest, Namjoon taking great care with the small plate as they settle in next to one another. It still smells perfect in here, which is only improved further by both their scents having gone so warm now.

Normally, this is the sort of activity Jungkook would expect to kneel for. It’s one of those images that’s just ingrained in his mind, kneeling at his alpha’s feet while he’s fed a meal – but the nest isn’t exactly built for that sort of thing. Plus it’s not like this is an actual meal. More like a treat, really, so maybe he can save the kneeling for another time when it’s more warranted and–

“Lost, pup?” Namjoon asks, dragging Jungkook back to the present moment where they’re sitting side by side.

“Sorry, I was just thinking… Umm, how should I–”

“Right here,” Namjoon interrupts, guiding Jungkook to recline against the couple of pillows up against the wall of the nest behind him. “Want you looking up at me just like that – unless you’d prefer something else?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “However you like. Just want to feel like I’m doing good.”

“You are, baby. Absolutely perfect.” The praise sets Jungkook at ease immediately, and Namjoon smiles down at him as he relaxes. “Are you ready?”

After one little nod, Namjoon drags a finger along the beater and collects some of the batter before raising it to Jungkook’s mouth. It’s sweet on his tongue as he closes his lips around Namjoon’s finger and begins to lick it clean, the taste of maple and cinnamon coming accompanied by a bit of Namjoon’s spicy sandalwood scent. Honestly, the flavor barely matters beyond that first taste, because Jungkook’s thoughts go fuzzy as soon as he swallows, the chemical rush from being hand fed leaving him feeling floaty in the best way.

He tries hard to remember to look up at Namjoon-hyung like he said he wanted before too, fluttering his eyes back open even as they close instinctively when two batter covered fingers are pressed into his mouth this time. It’s a good thing he does too, because the look Namjoon is giving him makes him feel even more like a puddle of goo.

The alpha is staring down at him with a mix of obvious hunger and something more soft and fond in his eyes, like there really is nowhere he’d rather be in the whole world. Of course, he smiles when he catches Jungkook looking again. “Does that feel good, pup?”

Jungkook nods as he licks Namjoon’s fingers clean again, his omega instincts so completely satisfied by having his alpha this way that it’s hard to imagine anything better.

“God, you’re gorgeous like this, settling so easy for me,” Namjoon whispers, pulling his fingers free and letting out a low little laugh when Jungkook tries to chase them. “It’s okay, baby. Just gonna give you more. You want that, right?”

“Want more,” Jungkook echoes, lips already parted and waiting for the next bite.

It must take them several minutes to get through all the batter. There’s not really all that much of it to begin with, but it’s mostly just time consuming because Jungkook would rather keep Namjoon’s fingers in his mouth, and the alpha is happy enough to indulge him. Still, they do eventually manage to finish. That could have been disappointing, but Namjoon doesn’t leave him wanting for a second, climbing over him and pressing eager kisses to Jungkook’s mouth.

They’re still cuddled up together and exchanging the occasional kiss when Taehyung and Jimin wander in a while later to collect them for their movie double feature. Jungkook barely even has to pout to get them to climb into the nest and kiss him too, everyone taking turns with him until he’s feeling so warm and floaty that he’s perfectly content to let Namjoon carry him back out to the living room.

He’s halfway through the day and definitely feeling better than when he woke up. Maybe he really will manage to get through this without crying all over everyone.

Notes:

Next week Jungkook is finally gonna stop holding back all these tears, and Taehyung will get his chance to look after Jimin like he's been wanting to for ages. See you there :D

Chapter 112: Where Your Heart Is

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin knows what it looks like when Jungkook is holding in a lot of feelings, and his poor mate has been doing it all day.

At the start of their first movie, Jungkook is too floaty from all the attention and being hand fed by Namjoon to really be bothered by much of anything, but that starts to taper off within the hour. His mood only seems to dip in short little bursts, barely more than a minute or two each, but long enough for his scent to start going muted. The rest of them carry on exactly as planned, doing their best not to make a fuss about the moments he’s clearly teetering on the edge of tears.

Even though Jungkook would prefer they ignore it, Jimin can’t help but pay attention when he knows his mate is hurting. By this time last Chuseok, they’d already been through at least three different crying sessions.

It’s clear that Jungkook needs to let some emotions out, but maybe he’s just feeling shy about doing it when they have company? He’s usually super comfortable around both Taehyung and Namjoon, but Chuseok makes lots of things messy, so it’s worth investigating.

When their first movie ends and they’re taking time for bathroom breaks, Jimin asks the other two to stay in the living room for a minute while he checks in with Jungkook.

“Hey, hyung,” Jungkook says with a smile as he exits the bathroom. “All yours.”

Jimin steps forward and wraps his arms around Jungkook instead. “Don’t really need it. Just wanted to check on you, baby. Wanna take a break?”

“Why? Aren’t we gonna watch our second movie?”

“Yeah, but that can wait for a few minutes if you need to crawl into the nest with someone?”

“I’m okay. I don’t need to,” Jungkook says, shaking his head.

“Kookie, I’ve seen you trying not to cry. If you’re worried about doing it in front of the others, we can–”

“That’s not it. I just don’t wanna cry today, hyung. I’m having fun, but thank you for looking out for me.”

Okay, this isn’t what Jimin expected. “Did something happen?” he asks, curious what could have shifted the plan so completely. Jungkook has been so open about how hard today might be for him, making sure everyone understood that tears were going to happen even if things went perfectly – but now he doesn’t intend to cry at all?

Jungkook shrugs. “Nothing really. It’s just… We’re supposed to be making new memories – good ones – and I don’t want to mess them up.”

“Crying won’t mess anything up, baby. Not even a little bit.”

“I still want to try not to. Please, hyung?”

“Okay,” Jimin concedes, squeezing Jungkook a little tighter and pressing a kiss to his scent gland. “M’not gonna drag you into a nest or anything. Just… If you can’t keep it in, that won’t ruin anything, alright? Today has already been a really good day.”

“Thank you, Jiminie.” Jungkook hugs him tighter in return and then pulls back with a smile on his face. “Gonna see if TaeTae wants to eat a snack with me while we start the next movie. You want one?”

“I’m okay, but thanks for asking. Love you,” Jimin says, tilting his face up for a kiss.

Jungkook smiles wider and leans in to give Jimin a quick peck. “Love you too.”

~~

Unsurprisingly, things do not get easier for Jungkook.

They make it through the second movie without much changing, and dinner is one of Jungkook’s favorites, so that definitely has him happy and smiling. It’s everything after dinner that starts to take a downward turn.

Jungkook and Namjoon are washing up the dishes from their meal while Taehyung and Jimin clear the table. Everything seems to be going well with the four of them laughing and talking happily about the movies they watched earlier, but eventually Namjoon excuses himself for the bathroom and Jungkook is left alone at the sink. He barely lasts a minute before his scent starts to turn, and for the first time today, it tips into actual distress.

It’s not a lot, just a puff of bitter orange that has both Taehyung and Jimin perking up immediately.

“Jungkookie, are you okay?” Taehyung asks.

The words make Jungkook jump. “Yeah,” he says immediately, voice a little strained as he lets out a nervous sounding laugh. “I’m good. Just thinking it’s kind of a shame I’m so full and can’t eat dessert right now. We’re gonna play more games though, right?”

Jimin and Taehyung exchange a quick look at the obvious redirection, both of them giving a tiny little shrug at the same time. If Jungkook is really determined to just keep himself occupied, then they might as well help him.

“Sure thing, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says, running over and wrapping his arms around Jungkook from behind. “We can play any game you like. Wanna do some Overwatch together? Or we could start some other game if you prefer?”

“I’m gonna grab a beer while we figure it out. Want one, TaeTae?”

“Hmm, I’ll skip the beer, but I bet Jiminie has wine coolers. I can definitely join you for a drink then.”

“Sure do,” Jimin says. “I’ll have one too. Maybe grab a beer for Namjoon-hyung though, Kookie.”

They end up playing a whole bunch of different games, some together and some separate – though Taehyung and Jungkook are always playing. The two of them have a few drinks while they game, but both Namjoon and Jimin stop at one.

Jimin just wants to make sure he’s completely sober and ready for when Jungkook eventually cracks – and of course if Taehyung needs anything too. That doesn’t seem likely at this point though. If anything, taking care of Jungkook and helping him keep occupied seems to have Taehyung perfectly content.

The shifts in Jungkook’s mood only get more pronounced as the night goes on. It’s not like they aren’t all having fun. They definitely are. It’s just becoming more and more apparent that poor Jungkook is struggling to pull himself back out of his thoughts when he starts to slip. All of them know it, exchanging glances whenever the scent of sour orange rolls off of him, but they let him redirect every time. Taehyung does a lot of the heavy lifting there, matching Jungkook’s nervous energy with an equal portion of cheer and excitement.

What finally seems to make things snap is the fact that Jungkook loses a race in Mario Kart. And not just getting second place or something. He’s all the way in fifth, scent tipping sour as soon as he finishes and the scores roll across the screen.

Namjoon reaches out for him immediately, settling a hand on his knee. “Kook-ah, are you alright?”

“Yeah, I don’t think I’ve ever beat you at a game,” Taehyung says with clear concern in his voice.

For a second, Jimin is sure this is going to be the moment when the dam breaks. Jungkook’s eyes are already shining wet in the glow of the TV screen illuminating the living room, lip trembling just the slightest as he swallows. Instead of letting go though, he shakes his head and starts to stand up. “Wow, I must be more tired than I thought. Might be time to go change into pajamas.”

Jimin is halfway through exchanging a look with Namjoon and trying to decide whether or not to intervene when Taehyung jumps up to follow Jungkook.

“I’ll come with you,” he says, taking Jungkook’s hand with a wide smile on his face. “We can pick you out something soft, and I can show you the cool new song I heard earlier today.”

Jungkook doesn’t argue, just leads Taehyung back toward the bedroom with a little wave back at Jimin and Namjoon. “Be back soon, guys.”

As soon as the two of them turn the corner into the hall, Jimin scoots closer to Namjoon on the couch, a serious look on both their faces. “I think it might be time to do something, hyung.”

“Agreed,” Namjoon says with a nod. “We should have a few minutes with Taehyung-ah buying us time. Kook-ah seems to be getting more upset as the night progresses. I know you said he doesn’t want to cry, but it seems like that may be becoming impossible.”

“Yeah, that quick exit makes me think he’s angling for going to bed alone so he can cry it out without anyone seeing.”

A frown forms on Namjoon’s face. “Do you think he genuinely wants to be alone for that?”

Jimin shakes his head. “No, he’ll want someone there. I just think he’s so afraid of ‘ruining’ the good memories he’s trying to make that he thinks it’s better if he does it out of sight. Maybe all of us can get into the nest with him and–”

“I’d like to make a request,” Namjoon interrupts. “If that’s okay?”

“Sure. What are you thinking?”

“I’m wondering if you’d consider letting me try talking to him alone. Taehyung wanted to spend a little bit of one on one time with you tonight anyway, and I think I can get Kook-ah to let go and still make it a positive memory for him. Only if you’re okay with that, of course. If it sounds like too much to trust me with right now, I’m sure the four of us can manage something positive as well – and I can still make sure you and Taehyung-ah get your alone time later.”

Here it is. The moment Jimin was already slightly anxious about going into all of this, except he was assuming that they would have already cuddled and soothed Jungkook through the worst of the tears by now. It feels even scarier to think about giving up any degree of responsibility when his mate is hurting so badly.

But… he also wants to build trust.

And he does trust Namjoon to take care of Jungkook like this, to help him let out those tears and still make him feel utterly adored after. Namjoon is good at looking after Jungkook. That is an established fact – so why does it still feel so scary?

He knows it has more to do with him than it does with anything grounded in reality. It’s not like the outcomes are things he doesn’t want. He wants Namjoon and Jungkook to bond more, and for Namjoon to feel like Jimin trusts him. Plus, he wants to look after Taehyung too, even if in this case that means letting Taehyung look after him instead. It’s all just trust – in Namjoon, in Taehyung, and in himself.

They can’t catch him if he refuses to fall.

After a long silence, Jimin whispers out a soft little, “Okay. I trust you.”

Namjoon’s face practically lights up, and he reaches out to tug Jimin into a hug right away, his scent spiking warm and content. “You have no idea how much that means to me, Minnie – and how much it’s going to mean to Taehyung-ah. I’ll text him right away so he knows what we’re planning.”

“You’re sure he’ll want to?”

“Not a doubt in my mind, pup.”

*******

[Namjoon to Taehyung]

[Namjoon]: Jimin-ah has agreed to spend a little alone time with you and give me a chance to help Kook-ah work out those tears.

[Namjoon]: I take it you’re still interested in a chance to look after Jimin-ah?

[Tae]: oh hell yes

[Tae]: and jungkookie needs his alpha

[Tae]: poor thing is trying so hard but he’s coming apart at the seams

[Tae]: keeps saying he’s tired but i know he’s not

[Tae]: we’ll be out in a minute

~

It’s easy to see that Jimin is nervous, but that’s what Namjoon expected when he made his offer, and he’s definitely not taking any offense to the reaction. Jimin’s fear of losing himself is one Namjoon knows all too well, so he can entirely understand that there aren’t any words he can say to make this easier.

But that doesn’t change the fact that this is a perfect opportunity to show Jimin just how okay this can be – not to mention giving Taehyung something he desperately wants, and getting to take care of Jungkook at the same time. This day with the three of them has already been every bit as wonderful as he hoped, and now it’s going to get even better.

Even with all the fun they’ve had, Namjoon has been aching with the need to settle Jungkook, to get him close and pull down the walls he’s built around himself today. There are so many tears hidden behind his determination to keep occupied, and Namjoon wants to get them out in the open where he can soothe and kiss them away.

And it sounds like his opportunity is on its way.

“Come on, baby,” Taehyung says, his voice coming from the hallway. “Let’s at least go say goodnight to Joonie-hyung and Jiminie, okay?”

“I’m okay,” Jungkook answers. “Just sleepy, but I can stay up a little longer. Plus I know you’re not tired yet.”

The two of them round the corner back into the living room, Taehyung leading Jungkook (now dressed in soft pajama pants and a worn t-shirt) by the hand. Both of them wave, though Jungkook’s ability to act enthused is clearly waning.

That’s okay. He won’t have to keep it up much longer.

Namjoon wants to make sure his intentions are clear from the beginning, so as soon as those two make their way back over to the couch, he reaches out a hand toward Jungkook. “Why don’t you come here, Kook-ah?”

Jungkook doesn’t hesitate, heading right to where Namjoon is sitting with Jimin beside him. “What’s up, hyung?”

“I’m wondering if you’d be open to spending a while out here with me before you go to bed? Taehyung-ah has very much been looking forward to a little time with Minnie tonight, and I’d love a chance to talk with you.”

Of course Taehyung is happy to help, sliding right up beside Jungkook and softly bumping their hips together. “He’s right. I really have been hoping that Jiminie was gonna let me baby him a little tonight. Was thinking maybe I could dress him up all pretty for a while and then clean him up all soft and cozy for bed.” Taehyung turns to look at Jimin with a grin and continues, “Only if that sounds okay to you too, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, I…” Jimin trails off for a moment, cheeks flushing pink. “It sounds nice.”

Taehyung’s smile widens. “Perfect. What do you say, Jungkookie?”

“You guys should definitely do that,” Jungkook agrees, a little smile starting to tug at the corner of his mouth too as he looks at Jimin. “TaeTae will take such good care of you, and hanging out with Namjoon-hyung sounds fun for me too.”

With that settled, Taehyung leads a nervous Jimin back toward the bedroom, waves of sweet maple already rolling off of him in his obvious excitement.

That leaves Namjoon and Jungkook alone out in the living room with the TV off, the room now bathed only in the warm glow of a single floor lamp at the other end of the couch. It feels cozy and relaxing, which is exactly the environment Namjoon wants for this talk.

Jungkook watches Taehyung and Jimin leave, then turns to look at Namjoon. “What are we talking about, hyung?”

“Nothing until I get you comfortable,” Namjoon says, reaching out to tug Jungkook down into his lap. It takes a moment to get them both situated, but Jungkook doesn’t seem to mind, letting out a little giggle as he’s manhandled around.

“You’ve gotten stronger, hyung.” Jungkook is smiling at Namjoon from where he sits sideways in his lap, back propped against the arm of the couch. “Have you been working out or something?”

Namjoon has done his best not to make a show out of his slowly improving strength, but it seems like the cat might be out of the bag now. “Just a little,” he answers, reaching for a nearby blanket. “You cold, pup? Want me to cover us up?”

Jungkook shakes his head, one hand moving from where it rests against Namjoon’s chest to his arm instead, giving a little squeeze there. “You’ve definitely gotten bigger. What have you been doing? Can you flex so I can see?”

It’s a slight detour from their intended discussion, but Namjoon can’t pretend he doesn’t love having Jungkook cooing in delight over his results. The omega wants to know every detail of Namjoon’s workouts, but it’s impossible to miss the little frown tugging at his lips as Namjoon describes his basic weight lifting routine every morning.

“Did I say something wrong, pup?”

“No, it’s not you. Just a little jealous of how easy it is for alphas to put on muscle – not that you aren’t working hard. I’m really excited for you, and you deserve every bit of reward for the effort you put in.”

“Thank you, but you are right about how much easier it is for alphas to get big. I know for a fact that I’m not doing even half of the work you do. To be fair, you’re also athletic in a lot more ways than just your strength, but I know you take special pride in that part.”

Jungkook shrugs, his frown replaced with a little smile now. “Yeah, I do. It’s okay though. I don’t mind working hard, and me being an omega just makes it more impressive the stronger I get. Either way, maybe we can work out together sometime now, hyung.”

“I’d love that. Maybe the next time you stay over?”

“Sure. You could come for a run with me in the morning if you really want?”

Namjoon lets out a laugh and leans in to press a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “Somehow I doubt I’d be able to keep up, but thanks for the offer.”

“Of course. I’m always up for doing stuff with you. Speaking of which… we’re talking?”

“We are, yeah.”

“About something specific?”

“Yes, but first I just want to tell you how much fun I’ve had with you today. I’m so glad the four of us got to spend this holiday together eating good food and playing games. You’ve also made Taehyung-ah so incredibly happy. I can tell he’s loved every minute of getting to fuss over you – so much that I’m pretty sure this will be his favorite Chuseok ever.”

Jungkook’s smile doesn’t disappear as Namjoon talks, but his scent does begin to waver back and forth between spikes of happy floral orange, and brief moments where it goes so muted that it’s hard to pick up at all. “It’s been better than I thought it was going to be,” he says quietly, resting his head on Namjoon’s shoulder as he cuddles in closer. “I’ve had a lot of fun too.”

Alright. Time to make this happen.

“I know you have, pup,” Namjoon says, giving Jungkook a little squeeze with the arm wrapped around his back. “But I also know that you’ve been trying so hard to be strong for everybody today, and I can see how heavy that’s been weighing on you. Do you think you can talk to me about why you’ve been working so hard to keep all those tears inside, baby?”

That’s more than enough to have Jungkook’s scent tipping into actual distress, the smell of bitter orange rolling off of him as his body goes tense. “Hyung, I… If I talk about it, I’m gonna cry,” he whispers, voice already going high with impending tears.

“I know,” Namjoon answers, taking one of Jungkook’s hands in his own and raising it up to brush a kiss across the knuckles. “And I know you’ve been trying hard not to do that, but I think it’s time to let go now. There’s nothing wrong with crying, pup – especially not when it’s just you and me here.”

“But everyone made the day so good. We had fun. I don’t– M’gonna ruin it…”

Jungkook trails off on a sniffle, and Namjoon is sure that if he could see the omega’s face right now, the first tears would already be rolling down his cheeks. He’s still trying to hold on though, his body rigid in Namjoon’s arms.

That’s alright. Namjoon knows how to help.

He lets go of Jungkook’s hand and raises his own up to the omega’s neck instead, settling it over his nape and very gently beginning to rub tiny circles into his scent gland. Even with such a soft touch, the effect is nearly immediate, a pained sounding whine slipping from Jungkook’s lips as the tension in his body starts to ease just slightly, replaced by tiny tremors in his shoulders.

“There you go, baby. You’re doing so well. It’s okay. You’re not going to ruin a single thing, Kook-ah. You’ve done such a good job today, and I promise that having a cry and letting me take care of you right now is only going to make it even better, okay?”

There’s a brief moment of silence after Namjoon’s words where Jungkook just trembles in his arms, not even daring to breathe.

And then the dam breaks.

Jungkook shatters. He goes from gentle tremors to full blown shakes, clinging desperately to Namjoon as the first little sob leaves his lips.

“That’s it. I’ve got you, pup,” Namjoon coos, holding Jungkook close and continuing to rub those little circles over his scent gland.

It’s not a short cry – not after how long the poor thing has spent bottling up every bit of sadness that’s tried to overtake him today – but that’s perfectly alright. Namjoon has nothing but time, and he treasures getting to be here in such a vulnerable moment with his omega. Jungkook isn’t a loud crier. Even his sobs are barely audible, but it’s easy to feel just how intense of a cry it is, with each new round of tears sending him shaking and breathing hard.

Within minutes, the shoulder of Namjoon’s shirt is soaked through with tears, and the first discernible words start to slip from Jungkook’s lips as the heaviest of his sobbing dies down. They’re just bits of sentences, some harder to decode than others, but there’s no mistaking what they’re about.

“...there without me… hate it… just wanna go home… pretending I don’t exist anymore… forgot all about me… s’not fair, hyung.”

“You’re right, baby,” Namjoon coos. “It’s not fair. Not even a little. I do know one thing for sure though. Can I tell you?”

Jungkook swallows, letting out a sniffle and whispering softly, “What is it?”

“They haven’t forgotten you, Kook-ah. You don’t forget your family, even when you want to – and there’s no way they’d want to forget someone as amazing as you.”

There’s a few seconds of silence where Jungkook is just clinging to Namjoon. The tremors have died down somewhat, though it definitely sounds like the tears are still coming even as he shifts his face a little closer to Namjoon’s scent gland. After a couple of deep breaths there, he finally answers. “I can’t decide if that’s worse or not.”

“Why?”

“It’s– I… I want them to miss me – mom especially. I really do. It would hurt more if they didn’t, but… then it means we might both feel this way.”

“And you don’t want your mother to be sad?”

“I don’t know. Sometimes I think…” Jungkook trails off and sniffles again before letting out a sad little puff of laughter. “Hold on, I really need to blow my nose.” He pulls back far enough for Namjoon to finally see his face again, taking in the puffy red eyes and wet tear tracks running down his blotchy cheeks. “I probably look like a mess.”

“You look beautiful,” Namjoon corrects, giving what he hopes is an encouraging smile as he reaches for the box of tissues he stashed nearby in preparation for this conversation.

Jungkook laughs again when Namjoon presents him with the box, pulling out a few tissues and blowing his nose with a couple before using another to wipe away some of the wetness on his cheeks. Once he’s done, his eyes find the tissue box again and he lets out a slightly more genuine laugh. “You were ready for this, huh?”

“Been watching you hold back tears all day, pup. Of course I was ready. I’ve been looking forward to this – not the part where you’re hurting, but the part where you let me take care of you.”

“I just… I think I got it in my head that if I just didn’t cry then everything would be fine, but obviously that didn’t work.”

Namjoon takes a breath, trying to organize his thoughts. He wants to tread a little carefully here, both to soothe his mate and to possibly get him to open up a little more. “I don’t exactly think that’s true.”

“You don’t?”

“All three of us could tell you needed to let out those tears, but we all still had such a wonderful day with you, baby. You didn’t ruin anything or even make it worse. We just took a slightly different path than expected to get to where we are right now, which happens to be a place I’m really happy with. I love that you let me be here with you, and that you talked to me a little about what’s going on in your head. I’d love to hear more too, if you’re willing?”

The look on Jungkook’s face is a little skeptical at first, but that fades away soon enough when he realizes Namjoon isn’t kidding. “Not sure what there is left to talk about. I wish I could go home, but I can’t.”

“There was something you were about to say earlier, about how you don’t know if you want your mother to be sad or not. I’m curious about that.”

“It’s kind of complicated. I’m not sure how I feel.”

“I don’t mind complicated,” Namjoon encourages. “You don’t have to understand it completely or know for sure. I just want to hear about it and give you a chance to get it out of your head.”

It takes a couple of seconds, but Jungkook eventually nods. “Okay. I guess it’s… I love my mom and I don’t want her to hurt, and I know she’s doing what she thinks is best to keep me safe. It would be hard for her to protect me all the way out here, but… I don’t know… Sometimes I wish it would hurt her as much as it hurts me. She made the decision right there on the spot and has held to it like it’s nothing – and I know that’s what she has to do for it to work, but it still hurts, hyung… And I just… Do you think I’m bad for wanting it to hurt her sometimes too?”

There are fresh tears in Jungkook’s eyes by the time he finishes, looking back at Namjoon like he could shatter all over again at the slightest hint of disapproval. That’s not a problem though, because there isn’t an ounce of that in Namjoon’s heart about this. He can understand why Jungkook’s mom made the decision she did, but that doesn’t mean he can’t hold it against her too. One of the most powerful women in Busan should have been able to find a different solution.

“I don’t think it makes you bad in the slightest, Kook-ah. And I also don’t think you want her in pain for the sake of it. You want to know you’re not the only one wishing things were different, and that’s perfectly okay. Maybe you want her to regret the decision too, but I don’t think that’s wrong either.”

“You… You really don’t think so?” A single tear goes running down Jungkook’s cheek when he blinks, but there’s hope in his eyes as he bites his lip and looks back at Namjoon.

“Not even a little,” Namjoon answers, brushing away the tear and leaning in to press a soft kiss to Jungkook’s lips. “I’m sure that when you see her again, she’ll tell you that she’s sorry.”

Jungkook squeezes his eyes shut, a couple more tears falling as he breathes through them. “Jin-hyung said he would help,” he eventually mutters, taking another deep breath before opening his eyes again. “He said he could help me make a formal request when…”

“When what, baby?”

“When we live together someday? If that’s something you want too?”

If he wants it?

Like there could ever even be a question when Namjoon loves Jungkook and Jimin so much he barely knows what to do with it. And now to hear that Jungkook is thinking about them living together? God, it’s everything he could have asked for and more. He wants that so bad it makes his head spin with the need to confess his feelings and offer right this goddamn second and–

“Hyung?” Jungkook says, reaching up to brush his fingertips along Namjoon’s cheeks. “Your smell is good but you’re not talking and your eyebrows are all scrunched… Sometimes you get this way when you’re holding back. Is that what’s happening right now? Because I really want to hear whatever you’re thinking, even if it’s that I shouldn’t have said what I did.”

God, is Jungkook really that oblivious or–

It doesn’t matter. Stay present.

“You didn’t say anything wrong, Kook-ah. Just…” Should he really say any of this now? Isn’t it too soon? What if it’s too much on a day where his omega already has so much on his plate?

A second or two of silence passes before Jungkook prompts him again. “Just what? I promise you don’t have to be afraid to tell me whatever it is. Don’t want you to feel like you have to keep stuff inside either.”

Damn it. How can he expect Jungkook to be genuine with him if he isn’t willing to do the same?

“Sorry, I was just… Hearing you talk about moving in made me so happy and the feelings got overwhelming enough that they felt too big to let out. I… I’ve thought a lot about all of us finally living together, and I want it so bad that I’m afraid it’s going to be too much,” Namjoon admits, biting his tongue to keep himself from saying anything else.

Jungkook’s scent spikes all happy and floral (which is such a relief after all those tears), but his eyes narrow as he stares at Namjoon. “What’s the part you’re not saying?”

Namjoon swallows, looking Jungkook in his pretty brown eyes, still all puffy from crying. All that does is make the feelings in his chest swell even more. How long does he expect to be able to hold that confession in? When is he ever going to feel like he’s earned the right to say it?

He shakes his head and lets out a breath. He might be obvious to the others, but he knows from experience that he’s not always obvious to Jungkook. If he’s going to keep claiming to be their pack alpha, he needs to make sure he’s taking care of everyone – and in this case, that means owning up to his feelings.

“It might be too soon to say it,” Namjoon whispers, a little tremble in his voice. “You don’t have to say it back if you aren’t ready, but I just… I love you so much, Kook-ah. I want us all to live together, and I’d ask you to move in tonight if I thought it was the right time. I’m sorry. I know that’s a lot–”

“Don’t apologize,” Jungkook interrupts, his scent still coming out in more of those happy floral waves. “I love you too, hyung – so much, I… Just please don’t apologize for telling me.”

Namjoon doesn’t get a chance to respond before Jungkook leans in for a nearly desperate kiss, scent tipping sweeter as their lips meet and his hands grip tight at the fabric of Namjoon’s shirt.

Jungkook loves him too. He does. He said it. Right in the open where neither of them can deny it and–

There are tears forming in Namjoon’s eyes now, slipping down his cheeks before he can even think to stop them. He wouldn’t even if he could. This is worth crying over. Jungkook loves him. He hasn’t said too much, or ruined anything.

He kisses back just as desperately, one hand tangled in Jungkook’s hair and the other resting over the nape of his neck. Someday he’ll put a claiming bite just inches away from where that hand rests, show the whole world that Jungkook is his – and he won’t be the only one. Both Jungkook and Jimin will have a mess of bites, and the rest of them will have two more too.

Namjoon’s pack. The seven of them bound together just like they should be.

“Hyung, I–” Jungkook starts before getting caught up in another kiss and letting out a contented little hum as he returns it.

“Sorry,” Namjoon whispers, breaking away and opening his eyes to find Jungkook looking back at him with a slightly dazed expression. “What do you want to say, baby?”

Jungkook opens his mouth to speak before his eyes go a little wide. “Hyung, you’re crying.”

“Just a little, and only because you made me so happy. Good tears, pup, I promise.”

That has a smile stretching across Jungkook’s face as he reaches up and brushes some of the tears from Namjoon’s cheek. “I’m glad it’s not just me crying tonight. And I wanted to say that… Once things are…” He trails off for a moment, clearly searching for the right words. “When the time is right, I’ll say yes – to moving in, I mean. I want to now, and I think Jiminie wants to too, but he’s not quite ready.”

Hell, this just keeps getting better.

“Have you talked about it before?”

“A little. Mostly about the parts we’re excited for, and how sometimes when it’s time for us to go, it can be hard to say goodbye.”

“Jimin-ah really feels that way too?”

Jungkook nods. “We’ve talked a lot about stuff and it seems like… he’s really starting to settle into things. He’s happy with all of this. I just think…”

“He needs a little more time?” Namjoon offers.

“Yeah, and not in a bad way or anything. It’s just been the two of us for so long.”

“And he’s still building trust.”

“Exactly. Like tonight.”

“Yeah, allowing me to look after you and Taehyung-ah to look after him. It’s a big step. And the last thing I want is to rush either of you. We’ll wait as long as you need.”

“I appreciate it, hyung, and I know Jiminie does too. It really… The way you look out for him just makes me love you even more.” Jungkook’s cheeks are all flushed as he finishes speaking, scent still wonderfully sweet as he leans in for a gentle kiss.

Namjoon returns the gesture, unsure of exactly how he’s managed to get this lucky, but absolutely determined to treasure every moment of it. “I love you too, pup. Makes me so happy to finally be able to tell you.”

“Me too. And you were right, you know.”

“About what?”

“I do feel better after crying, and even more now that we talked. Thank you for always taking such good care of me, hyung.”

The words have Namjoon leaning in for another kiss, which drags on long enough to become a proper scenting and several more whispered confessions of love. It’s hard to believe he gets to hear those from Jungkook now, his heart swelling nearly to bursting every time – but it’s incredible.

He can’t wait to tell Jin about how perfectly this night is going.

*******

This is already the best Chuseok of Taehyung’s life.

It’s not that he hasn’t had good ones before. Time spent with Jin-hyung’s family can be fun too, but Tae has never really felt like a part of it, which is a sentiment he knows they share about him. Jin considers him family and has always carved out a space for him, making sure he’s treated with respect and kindness – but Taehyung knows when he’s being tolerated.

To be fair, he was an assassin sent to kill their only son. Regardless of how things turned out and how deeply Jin-hyung cares for him, Taehyung altered the trajectory of his mate’s life massively. They have a peaceful relationship and a foundation of trust now, but he doesn’t mind not seeing them and they don’t mind not seeing him.

Chuseok with Yoongi’s family feels way more comfortable, but he still feels like an outsider – and the year that he and Namjoon-hyung just stayed home together was nice, but didn’t feel like a Chuseok. It was just a really nice day at home with his alpha.

This though? This feels like what he’s always thought Chuseok should be.

He’s not an outsider in someone else’s family here. This is his family. A family he’s found for himself – one that would never hurt him the way his blood relatives did. It’s a little messy, but it feels warm and welcoming and full. Complete. Today has felt like a celebration of that even if the seven of them couldn’t spend the whole thing together.

It’s been so fun getting to fuss over Jungkook for most of the day, like trying to make sure this wonderful feeling swelling in his own chest is something he gets to share.

And now he finally gets to take care of Jimin too – something he’s been looking forward to ever since they talked about it. He knows exactly what he wants to do, and has backup plans already formed in case any of it sounds a bit too overwhelming.

It’s clear Jimin is nervous, but that’s okay. He lets Taehyung lead him back to the bedroom, clearly a little worried about leaving Jungkook behind, but following along nonetheless. The way he holds Tae’s hand almost like he’s afraid of being left alone is cute too. It makes it feel a little like he’s already putting his trust in Taehyung to keep him safe – which is exactly the sort of thing they’re aiming for tonight.

Once they’re in the bedroom with the door shut behind them, Jimin’s nervous energy doesn’t have anywhere left to focus, and he turns to Tae for guidance. “So umm… How did you want this to go, TaeTae?”

“Don’t worry, I’ve got a plan,” Taehyung says, tugging Jimin into a hug and licking over his scent gland until he returns the gesture, helping both of them settle. After a minute or so, Tae presses one last kiss to Jimin’s neck and then starts explaining. “Was thinking I could give you a nip, since you said that usually helps with this sort of thing. Then I want to dress you up.”

“Just for fun?”

“A little for fun, and a little because I’ve thought about it so much. I love the idea of picking your clothes, doing your makeup, styling your hair – just dolling you up in general. Was thinking that I might wanna show you off to Jungkookie and Joonie-hyung if you were feeling up to it after, but that isn’t a requirement. Then depending on how you feel at the end, I want to get you all cleaned up and cozy in some pajamas.”

Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter over Taehyung’s scent gland. “Wanna dress me up just to take it all off?”

“Yeah, but not the sexy way tonight.”

“Probably for the best,” Jimin says with another laugh. “I think I’m a little too worried about Kookie for that. If I end up a little anxious while we do this, it’s just that, okay? Nothing to worry about. Namjoon-hyung and I talked it through already, and I want to do this while he takes care of Kookie.”

“That’s totally fine. It’ll be good practice for me to be able to help you settle when I know what you’re anxious about already. I did want to ask about one other thing before we start though.”

“Sure, what is it?”

“Wanted to see if you would try to do something for me,” Taehyung says, pulling back far enough to get a look at Jimin’s curious expression. “I know you sort of hide your scent on instinct, but I was wondering if you’d be open to trying not to hide it when we’re doing this sort of thing? I’m not assuming it’s as easy as just asking once… but maybe if I reminded you?”

A little frown starts to form on Jimin’s face. “I don’t think anything should be bad enough that you need to worry about me getting that distressed.”

“It’s less that I’m worried about missing your distress, and more like I think it would help if I could catch all the changes in your scent. Your body language is pretty easy to read when you’re super upset about something, but it’s all the little stuff in between that I’m more worried about missing. I feel like it would help me take better care of you – and also like it might be a good thing for you to practice in general.”

Jimin’s frown deepens momentarily, his body tensing up before he takes a single deep breath. As he lets it out, the tension seems to go with it until he’s giving Tae a slow little nod. “You’re right. I should… I want to get better about that.”

It’s a relief to have Jimin agree. Taehyung doesn’t think this is going to be easy by any means, but he does still want to get the ball rolling and help show Jimin that it’s perfectly safe to not moderate his scent all the time. They have to start somewhere.

“Thank you, Jiminie. You okay with me giving you that nip to start, or is there more you want to talk about first? Anything you’re worried about that you want me to be careful of?”

“Just… If anything happens and Kookie needs me, will you help me take care of him? Sorry, I know it’s silly…”

“It’s not,” Tae assures him. “Looking out for Jungkookie is your top priority. We all know that, and I’ll always be happy to help. That being said, I do want to state for the record that if push came to shove, Namjoon-hyung could take care of all three of us. Jungkookie is in good hands, and probably enjoying a really nice cry all wrapped up in our alpha’s arms.”

There’s a little spike of vanilla in the air as Jimin hugs Taehyung closer, head resting on his shoulder. “I know you’re right. Poor thing needed a cry so bad, and he always loves having Namjoon-hyung’s attention. I’m ready, as long as there’s nothing else you wanna talk about either?”

“No, I’m so ready too. Gonna give you a nip now, okay?”

Jimin nods. “You can… a little harder than the last time if you want?”

Taehyung can’t help but grin. Jimin wants to go even further down for him than that day he let Tae nip him in Namjoon and Jin’s bed. God, this is going to be so good.

“Definitely want to. You tell me if it’s too much.

Normally restraint isn’t Taehyung’s strong suit, but he doesn’t rush this. He takes his time pressing a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland and then closing his mouth over it. There’s a tiny puff of burnt vanilla in the air, and it makes him so happy to know Jimin isn’t hiding the little burst of anxiety he must be feeling. It’s simple enough to put him at ease, with Tae letting his teeth press into the skin before beginning to apply pressure in slow increments.

Jimin lets out a soft little sigh that trails off into a whine as he starts to slump gently against Taehyung, his scent gone perfectly sweet now that he’s actually being nipped. Good to know he’s only really nervous before the nip starts. (Tae gladly files that bit of information away for next time.)

As much as he’d like to nip Jimin until he’s under so far he can barely think, Taehyung stops after a few seconds, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland and taking a moment to listen to his shaky little breaths. “You smell so nice, Jiminie. How do you feel?”

The words take a second to register, but then Jimin is leaning back to fix Tae with a syrupy sweet smile, pupils blown wide already. “Feels really good,” he whispers, closing his eyes and leaning in for a kiss that Taehyung is only too happy to give him. Jimin makes a happy little hum as their lips meet, and then another when the kiss ends, his eyes drifting toward the bed. “Nest, TaeTae?”

“We can do that. You want some cuddles?”

Instead of answering, Jimin just starts heading for the nest, his movements all fluid and clumsy as he tugs Taehyung down inside with him. They’re both giggling as they fall into the nest and start cuddling closer, their own sweet scents just adding to the perfect collection of smells already woven into it.

~~

Everything goes almost exactly like Taehyung dreamed it would.

He spends a while in the nest with Jimin, just kissing and cuddling and asking him questions to hear the cute little answers he gives, his voice all low, warm, and slightly dazed. It’s almost not fair how hot he is like this, gone all soft and pliant, but Tae’s focus isn’t really there tonight. Instead, he’s thinking about the future – about a day when they’ve been living together for years and doing this sort of thing has become second nature to both of them.

Taehyung just loves him so much, and knowing Jimin trusts him with something like this only makes that love swell impossibly larger in his chest. It’s not like the feeling is new. He’s known from the beginning that he was utterly and completely in love. It’s never been a question, but sometimes it still washes over him in a wave of something like longing, even though he already has Jimin and Jungkook.

He has them and yet he just keeps wanting. There’s so much he can’t wait to share with them.

For now, he gets to enjoy digging through the bedroom closet while Jimin watches him dreamily from the edge of the nest, making little hums and tiny bits of commentary about the outfits Tae pulls out for consideration. It takes them a while to find just the right thing – though that’s mostly because Taehyung is feeling particularly fussy about the fabric choice. He wants whatever he picks to feel good on Jimin’s skin while the nip has him more open to pleasant physical sensations.

They finally settle on a silky gray button down with a subtle geometric pattern to it, pairing it with some dark gray pants that hug his curves perfectly, but don’t distract from the top. The outfit is relatively unassuming on its own, but the magic is always in the styling (which is why that’s Tae’s favorite part).

It’s incredibly validating when Jimin lets out a soft little sigh of pleasure as he slips on the shirt and allows Taehyung to start buttoning it, eyes slipping closed as he leans up for another kiss. They’re definitely going to have to do this with Jin-hyung sometime. He’s going to adore how sweet Jimin is right now.

The process is slow, but that’s okay. It gives Namjoon-hyung and Jungkook plenty of time to work out those tears, and getting to pause every minute or so for a kiss or a cuddle just makes the whole experience more fun for Tae. He’s never gotten to do Jimin’s makeup before, but now he thinks this might be his favorite part. It’s soothing and immediately rewarding as he completes each step and watches Jimin somehow get prettier with each passing moment.

He gives him smoky eyes with hints of shimmer, and plenty of blush to mimic something like a heat flush. It’s almost a shame not to do more with his lips, but they would have kissed any product off ten times over by now, so Tae settles for a bit of stain and tops it with cherry gloss that can easily be reapplied. After that, it’s just a matter of picking out his favorite jewelry from Jimin’s collection and nearly drowning him in it.

By the end, Jimin looks like a dream.

His shirt is loose and the top couple of buttons are left open to show off his collarbone and the dainty little necklaces draped along his neck. The sleeves are similarly unbuttoned, rolled up to his elbows and leaving plenty of room for the mess of shining silver bangles on each arm (most of which Tae bought for him over the past few months). Finally Taehyung puts the finishing touches on his hair, settling for relatively minimal styling and aiming for an artfully messy look, like he just rolled out of bed looking this gorgeous.

Honestly, between his pink cheeks and his still mostly dazed expression, he’s almost too gorgeous to look at.

Which of course means that Taehyung needs to show him off.

“You look so pretty, baby,” Tae coos after raking his eyes over Jimin one more time. “How do you feel? Think we can go see how Jungkookie and Joonie-hyung are doing? They’re gonna love having you all dolled up like this.”

Jimin’s eyelashes flutter at the praise, a shy little smile stretching across his face as he glances toward the mirror by his closet. “Can I look first? Wanna see.”

“Of course. C’mon, let's go look!” Taehyung leads Jimin right over to the closet, standing just behind him as he steps in front of the mirror and lets out a tiny gasp.

“Wow, I…” Jimin trails off, raising a hand to touch the dainty little necklaces hanging over his collarbone, bangles jingling as they slide down his arm. His smile widens as he leans in a little closer to inspect his face. “You did such a good job, TaeTae. I haven’t looked this pretty in a long time, and I like…” He holds out one of his arms and looks down at the collection of jewelry along his wrist. “It feels good wearing so much of the stuff you’ve bought me. Thank you.”

Taehyung catches Jimin’s eyes in the mirror, and something about how sweet and nakedly fond his expression is has all that love and adoration swelling in his chest again. He could…

Maybe this is a good time to share those feelings?

With his mind already made up, Taehyung grins and wraps his arms around Jimin’s middle, pressing a kiss to his cheek and muttering “You look perfect. I love you, Jiminie.”

He actually gets to watch the moment his words register, how Jimin’s eyes go wide and his cheeks flush even brighter, scent spiking like sweet vanilla cream as he swallows. His bottom lip trembles slightly while he sets his hands atop Tae’s and whispers, “Tae, I love you too. M’so happy you found us.”

That’s all the looking Taehyung can take, so he spins Jimin around and goes in for a kiss. It only feels right after finally speaking what’s been in his heart since the day they met – and the way Jimin eagerly kisses him back only further solidifies that this really is the best Chuseok he’s ever had.

Even if they need to reapply Jimin’s lip gloss for a fourth time, it’s more than worth the extra work.

Notes:

Next week we'll wrap up this Chuseok by spending a little time with Jiminie and Joon, and then it's on to the rest of our arc :D

Chapter 113: Fall And Get Back Up

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin feels incredible.

He’s still soft and floaty from the nip Taehyung gave him, thoughts running slow and syrupy circles in his mind as he celebrates the fact that Taehyung loves him. It’s not exactly something that he doubted before – not with how perfectly both he and Jungkook clicked with Taehyung from the moment they met – but it still makes his heart race to have that love spoken aloud.

It puts a slight delay on them heading back out to check on Jungkook and Namjoon, but Jimin doesn’t mind. As soon as Taehyung nipped him, it felt so easy to let go and trust that Namjoon would take good care of Jungkook. He always has. Why should Jimin worry about it any more this time?

Still, he’s excited when they finally make their way back out of the bedroom and round the corner into the living room. It doesn’t hurt that it smells really good out here. There’s so much spicy sandalwood and sweet orange blossom filling the room that it makes Jimin’s head feel even fuzzier and warmer as he lets go of Taehyung’s hand and heads straight for where the two of them are cuddled up on the couch.

Jungkook is settled happily in Namjoon’s lap, but he gets up as soon as he sees Jimin and Taehyung coming, a wide smile on his face as he opens his arms in invitation. “Wow, you look so pretty, Jiminie. C’mere.”

“He does, doesn’t he?” Taehyung agrees with a giggle. “Oh, and he’s had a nip so he’s nice and soft right now too.”

“TaeTae did a good job,” Jimin mutters, feeling himself flushing as Jungkook tugs him close and looks him over with clear appreciation in his eyes.

“Hell yeah he did. God, hyung. It’s almost not fair for you to look this hot right now. How do you feel?”

“Really good. Still pretty floaty, but I think I’m starting to come back down. You okay, Kookie?”

“Yeah, much better. Namjoon-hyung helped me let some tears out and gave me lots of cuddles.”

“Oh, that’s so nice,” Taehyung says, his voice a little lower as he plops down on the couch. “Jiminie, isn’t that sweet of Joonie-hyung? Taking such good care of Kookie for us?”

It really is sweet. Jimin should find some way to thank him, but first he needs to love on Jungkook a tiny bit. “So sweet,” he agrees. “Just gimme one second.”

“It’s okay. Kook-ah needs your attention more than I do right now,” Namjoon says.

“Just for a tiny bit,” Jungkook agrees, leaning in to press a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “Am I gonna wreck your makeup if I kiss you, hyung?”

Taehyung lets out a laugh. “It’s just gloss, so no worries. Cherry, if that makes any difference.”

That’s more than enough information for Jungkook, who cups Jimin’s cheek and leans right in for a kiss. It’s impossible to miss just how much lighter he seems after having a cry with Namjoon, like that heavy weight on his shoulders has lifted and he’s left perfectly warm and sweet.

“M’so happy you feel better,” Jimin mutters, lips trailing across Jungkook’s cheek to press a kiss there too. “You needed a cry so bad.”

“I know. Sorry for trying so hard to hold it. I hope I didn’t ruin anything.”

“Not even a little, baby. It’s been a great day. Was just worried about you, but you seem much happier now.”

“I am. So happy, hyung.”

“You gonna come here and tell me how happy you are now?” Taehyung asks, making grabby hands at Jungkook from where he sits on the couch. “I wanna fuss over you too, and Jiminie wants to tell Namjoon-hyung what a good job he did.”

The two of them break apart with a smile, and Jungkook climbs over Taehyung right away, leaving Jimin with a clear view of Namjoon on the couch.

The alpha almost looks… nervous? His gaze only meets Jimin’s for a moment before his cheeks flush and he reaches up to rub the back of his neck. “I didn’t do all that much. Please don’t feel obligated to– Oh–” Namjoon cuts himself off with a huff as Taehyung gives him a little shove.

“Stop being so modest, or Jiminie will think you don’t want him in your lap.”

“That’s not what I was– I didn’t mean it like that,” Namjoon sputters.

Honestly, Jimin is still a little too fuzzy to completely keep up with everything. All he knows for sure is that he really does want to be in Namjoon’s lap just like Taehyung said – and even if the alpha is nervous for some reason, it doesn’t seem like he wants Jimin to stay away.

Eager to get closer, Jimin steps right in front of Namjoon, head still swimming pleasantly and a smile on his face. “Hyung, can I?”

Namjoon swallows audibly, his scent spiking warm and inviting as he offers Jimin a hand. “Yeah, Minnie. You definitely can.”

Permission granted, Jimin wastes no time getting into Namjoon’s lap, knees settling on either side of his hips and bringing them face to face. He’s sort of hoping Namjoon will kiss him, but the alpha seems a little frozen in place, so Jimin opts for a hug instead. (After all, maybe Namjoon just needs a little time to warm up to him right now.)

He gets his arms wrapped tight around Namjoon, head resting on his shoulder as he whispers, “Thank you, hyung. Took such good care of him – just like you said you would.”

There’s another brief moment of frozen silence, but then Namjoon’s scent goes even warmer and his arms wrap warm and secure around Jimin’s waist. Hell, that feels so nice. Jimin can’t help the happy little sigh that bubbles out of him as he noses closer to Namjoon’s scent gland, stopping just a couple inches short of actually touching it.

They really should scent properly soon, because all Jimin wants right now is to lick over Namjoon’s scent gland and then kiss him – a lot. Although… even if he can’t have that exactly, he could still have a little part of it. Maybe Namjoon has warmed up to him now that it’s been a little longer?

Jimin leans back far enough to look at Namjoon’s face. His cheeks are still a little pink, but he’s not avoiding Jimin’s gaze anymore, and there’s something in his eyes that’s hard to place… Almost like maybe Jimin isn’t the only one yearning for more right now?

It’s all the prompting he needs to ask, “Kiss please?”

There’s a couple of giggles from beside them, but Jimin can’t spare any attention because instead of answering him with words, Namjoon just leans in and presses their lips together. A little rumbling growl starts in the alpha’s chest, and he tilts his head immediately to deepen their kiss. It feels good. Jimin loves hearing Namjoon make such a satisfied sound, and it’s even better to think it’s because of him this time.

He feels the tiniest hint of tongue, and is just about to open for it when Namjoon pulls back, leaving him dazed and almost trying to chase the alpha’s lips. Admittedly, he was kind of hoping for something more intense, like what he saw Namjoon do to Jungkook the other day when he gave him that nip – but they probably just aren’t there yet. It’s disappointing, but he manages to keep that out of his scent on instinct. The last thing he wants to do is push for more than Namjoon feels comfortable with, and they probably should be paying attention to Jungkook right now.

Immediately, he shifts his attention to where Jungkook and Taehyung are making out on the couch next to them. It’s an easy way to hide anything that might give away his sting of disappointment.

Taehyung seems to feel the eyes on him, turning away from the kiss with a smile and tilting his head at Jimin. “You guys are done already?”

Jimin ignores the little lurch in his belly at the words and smiles back at Taehyung, giving a short nod. He knows he agreed to not mask his scent earlier, but he’s pretty sure that agreement is void in a group like this where it might make more of a fuss. Plus if they’re all directing their attention back at Jungkook, that means that Taehyung isn’t just looking after him anymore – which has to change things a bit too. Right?

“Does that mean it’s bedtime? M’kind of tired,” Jungkook says, smiling all pretty and smelling completely content.

“You ready for bed now, baby?” Taehyung asks.

“Yeah, I think so. You too, TaeTae?”

“Sure, I could go for some sleep. How about you, Jiminie? Ready for bed?”

Jimin shakes his head and climbs out of Namjoon’s lap. Honestly, he’s feeling a little silly for being so forward just a minute ago, but he can at least blame some of that on the nip he got. A quick glance at Namjoon’s face confirms that the alpha doesn’t look upset at all, so at least Jimin didn’t push enough to cause trouble. “Not really tired, but I’ll still get ready with you guys, if that’s okay?”

Taehyung’s smile shrinks slightly, his eyes narrowing as he glances between Jimin and Namjoon, then back to Jungkook. “Alright, time to let me go, baby. Let’s get ready for bed. I’ve got to grab a few things out of my bag, so why don’t you carry Jiminie to the bathroom and set him on the counter for me? I’m not done fussing over him yet.”

Before Jimin can make any sort of polite comment about not needing to be taken care of, he’s swept up in Jungkook’s arms and being carried back toward the bedroom. Taehyung waves goodbye from where he stands in the living room, a smile back on his face – though it’s accompanied by that almost mischievous glint in his eyes that usually means he’s up to something.

“You really do look so pretty, hyung,” Jungkook says, leaning down for a kiss as he pushes open the bedroom door with his foot. “Oh wow, and it smells so nice in here. TaeTae took good care of you, didn’t he?”

“It felt really good,” Jimin agrees, hesitating for a moment before adding, “Think I’m ready to change though.”

“Oh? Not feeling comfy anymore?”

“No, just… I don’t know. Think I might have just made a bit of an idiot out of myself climbing into Namjoon-hyung’s lap like that.”

“But he loves cuddling with you,” Jungkook says, setting Jimin down on the little open section of bathroom countertop next to their sink. “Did something happen?”

Jimin shakes his head. “Nothing really. It’s probably… I mean, me and Tae did kind of come out and intrude on you guys, so maybe he wasn’t ready. Or I could have just moved too fast and he might wanna take stuff slower and–”

“Hyung,” Jungkook interrupts, his hands settling warm and firm on Jimin’s shoulders. “That sure is a whole lot of reasons for something you’re claiming to be nothing. It sounds like you might be spiraling a bit.”

“Which one of you is spiraling?” Taehyung asks as he steps into the bathroom with a grin on his face and his bag slung over one shoulder.

“It’s Jiminie. Something happened between him and Namjoon-hyung and–”

“Nothing happened,” Jimin says immediately, his stomach dropping even further. God, how did he go from feeling so good to whatever this is? “Everything is fine.”

Taehyung is there in an instant, stepping closer to Jimin and pulling him into a hug that actually does settle some of the growing anxiety in his belly. “Oh, poor thing. Sorry, I was supposed to be taking care of you and I just left you hanging while you were coming down from your nip. I should have watched you and Joonie-hyung closer.”

“You didn’t do anything wrong. Nothing happened. I’m just–”

“It’s okay,” Taehyung coos, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland before licking over it. Again, it really is soothing, so there might be something to him needing Taehyung to stay close after submitting to him like that. “Cuddles now. Talk in a minute once we get you settled, alright?”

“I can help too?” Jungkook asks.

“Sure can. Get in on this hug and then let’s get Jiminie all nice and scented.”

~~

The cuddling and scenting both help – like a lot.

Jimin goes from feeling a bit like he’s falling with no end in sight, to being caught nice and safe by Taehyung and Jungkook. That all spiraled so fast in his head that he wasn’t sure what to do, but it feels a lot less like the end of the world now.

“Starting to smell sweet again, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Feel a little better?”

“I do, yeah. Sorry, it was just…” Jimin trails off, not wanting to make a big deal out of what was probably just a little bit of overzealousness on his part.

Taehyung steps back just a little, hands settled on Jimin’s hips as he looks at him with an expectant little smile. “It was just…?”

“I spiraled really fast. It was an accident.”

“Need a little more information than that, baby. Did Namjoon-hyung say something wrong?”

Jimin can feel his eyes going wide as he shakes his head. “No, no. Nothing like that. It was me, not him – and I’m pretty sure it wasn’t a big deal.”

“He was worried you guys intruded on us,” Jungkook says. “And he said something about feeling dumb for climbing into Namjoon-hyung’s lap and moving too fast.”

Before Jimin can even manage to look offended at being ratted out, Taehyung lets out a sigh of relief. “Okay, so pretty much what I thought happened then. You look so hot right now that Joonie-hyung froze like a deer in the headlights when you got close to him, and you thought you were being rejected. I’m sorry. I should have been paying better attention.”

“But it was okay. I was… We kissed and–”

“Oh, I know what that’s like,” Jungkook says, pulling back from where he’s been latched onto Jimin’s side for the past couple of minutes and flashing a smile. “When everything seems like it’s going okay but then he just kind of clams up?”

That does sound sort of like what happened, but the problem with that theory is that it makes sense for Jungkook, but not really for Jimin. He’s not stupid. He knows Namjoon likes him, but there’s no way the alpha likes him as much as he likes Jungkook – which is totally fine. Jimin doesn’t need Namjoon to care about them in the same way, just like the others don’t seem to mind that Namjoon is Jungkook’s favorite. Yeah, it’s basically the same thing as that. Nothing to fuss about or–

“Jiminie, I can see you overthinking,” Taehyung says, one hand coming up to cup Jimin’s cheek. “Can you let me smell? Just like we talked about?”

Thankfully Jimin isn’t spiraling anymore, and the gaping pit of anxiety that was in his stomach before has mostly settled now – so when he obeys and stops masking his scent, it’s only a tiny bit off from his baseline.

He’s okay. Now he just knows that he might need to take things a bit slower if Namjoon seems hesitant like that again. Not a big deal, though that doesn’t stop Taehyung and Jungkook from leaning in closer to get a good whiff of his scent.

“Not overthinking too bad,” Jimin assures them. “It was just a weird moment and I was coming up from a nip. I feel fine now.”

Jungkook leans right into Jimin’s scent gland and presses a kiss over it before letting out an understanding little hum. “Okay, as long as you aren’t too worried.”

“And as long as you know that Joonie-hyung will be looking for a chance to make up for that opportunity he missed.”

As much as Jimin doubts it, he gives a short nod – far more interested in moving on with the night than continuing to worry about this. “We’re supposed to get ready for bed now, right?”

Taehyung gives him one last long look before finally relenting and breaking into a smile. “Yeah, we’re gonna get you all cleaned up and comfy, but not before we take a quick selfie to commemorate the day. I thought it would be fun to get some of the three of us together, and then some with Namjoon-hyung before we go to sleep?”

“That sounds fun,” Jimin agrees. “Is Namjoon-hyung okay waiting for us?”

“Yeah, he wanted a chance to check in with Jin-hyung anyway, so they’ll probably be on the phone for a little while. Why don’t we get into some pajamas and then grab him for skincare and tooth brushing time?”

~~

Jimin feels more like himself once he’s out of the outfit he embarrassed himself in, and back into pajamas with the rest of them. He’s definitely not calling the whole thing with Taehyung a failure at all. Honestly, it went better than he expected – and now he knows that things might be a little more dicey at the end when the nip starts to wear off. That’s something they can plan around for next time.

Things feel easy enough between the four of them too, which helps the worry about his little misstep with Namjoon dissipate after barely a few minutes. They all take turns washing their faces in the bathroom sink, then Jimin excuses himself to go grab a few extra things for the nest. Most of their bedding ended up being used in construction, so he wants to make sure they’ve got plenty of blankets for sleeping too.

When he gets back to the bedroom, the other three are already waiting for him in the nest, Jungkook and Taehyung all cuddled up together with Namjoon-hyung watching over them. Jimin tosses his bounty of blankets on top of the other omegas and listens to the fit of giggles from underneath as he climbs into the nest with them.

“Alright, let’s get the two of you tucked in,” Namjoon says, letting out a laugh as Taehyung and Jungkook’s heads finally pop out from under the mess of blankets.

“You’re not tired yet, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“Not quite yet, but I’ll get in here with the two of you later, okay?”

“Yeah, we both will,” Jimin agrees. “So try not to take up the whole bed.”

“You say that like you're not the one who spreads out like a starfish, hyung.”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “I don't know what you're talking about.”

“You’re just lucky it’s bedtime and I’m too tired to argue my case properly. I’ll show my photographic evidence in the morning.” Jungkook rolls his eyes and tips his face up expectantly. “Bedtime kisses, please.”

Namjoon and Jimin both give out a series of goodnight kisses and make sure that Taehyung and Jungkook are all happily tucked in, then make their way out of the nest and back toward the living room. They pause together at the end of the hallway, glancing around the room and then at one another.

Jimin isn’t entirely sure what to do now, but after a second or two of silence he looks back at Namjoon with a little smile and asks, “Cup of tea?”

“I’d like that,” Namjoon agrees with a smile of his own. “Would you appreciate help?”

“I’ve got it. Gimme just a minute or two?”

“Sure.”

With that, Namjoon heads into the living room and sits down on the couch again, phone in hand. In a way, it reminds Jimin of Namjoon’s first visit to their apartment so long ago, where he’d waited in the living room while Jimin anxiously made tea and brought out cookies to try and burn off some nervous energy at being alone with the alpha for the first time.

So much has changed since then.

He’s not nervous now. He and Namjoon have spent most of today in an unspoken partnership to make sure that both Taehyung and Jungkook were taken care of and got what they needed out of their time together. It’s hard to imagine that Namjoon isn’t feeling the same satisfaction that Jimin is at their job well done.

This time when Jimin returns with a cup of tea for each of them, he sets them on the coffee table and sits down right next to Namjoon, leaning into his side without a second thought. This isn’t something he has to question anymore. There are plenty of thing’s he is still unsure how to navigate, but this isn’t one of them.

Namjoon doesn’t hesitate either, wrapping an arm around Jimin’s shoulders and putting his phone down on the table with their tea. “Thank you,” he says, voice low in the quiet living room.

“No problem.” A few seconds of comfortable silence pass before Jimin adds, “It seems like the two of them had a good day, all things considered.”

“Feels like a bit of an understatement, honestly. I’m pretty sure Taehyung-ah is going to be calling this the best Chuseok of his life – and he has you and Kook-ah to thank for it.”

Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter. “Not gonna let you give us all the credit when you did so much to make today go smoothly too. You took such good care of both of them.”

“I appreciate that. You think Kook-ah will consider this a good Chuseok too?”

“Yeah, I think so. He had a couple of rough moments, but with everyone stopping in this morning, the time he just got to spend with you, and then all the fun the four of us had, I’m pretty sure it’s one he’ll want to remember. What about you?”

“Me?”

“Yeah, how did this Chuseok rank for you?” Jimin asks. “Not bad?”

“So much more than ‘not bad’, Minnie,” Namjoon answers, squeezing Jimin closer. “Today has been wonderful.”

God, this feels so nice. Jimin has had a lot of fun today, but it’s a relief to finally be at the end of the night, knowing Taehyung and Jungkook are taken care of and that there’s nothing left to worry about – and then having Namjoon here beside him all warm and comforting. It has him settling even further into the alpha’s hold, a purr threatening to start up in his chest. And why should he bother trying to hide it? He wants Namjoon to know that he’s happy, that they did a good job together today, and that he’s enjoying this.

He lets the purr out, and is rewarded by a warm spike in Namjoon’s sandalwood scent.

“Feeling good, pup?” Namjoon’s voice is barely more than a whisper, thumb rubbing gently at Jimin’s arm where his hand rests.

“Really good,” Jimin agrees, closing his eyes and just letting this security and comfort wash over him.

The two of them stay there like that for a while, side by side and bathed only in the dim glow of the living room lamp, everything silent around them. Even Jimin eventually grabbing his cup of tea doesn’t break the spell. Namjoon just reaches out wordlessly to indicate he’d like his cup as well, and then they settle back in together, drinking their tea in companionable silence.

Jimin finishes first, but Namjoon isn’t far behind, tipping the last of his own mug into his mouth before reaching for Jimin’s and finally breaking their silence.

“May I?” he asks, fingers inching closer to the mug in Jimin’s hand.

“Sure, thanks.”

Once Namjoon sets both their mugs onto the table, he goes to put his arm back around Jimin’s shoulders, but hesitates. “Would it be okay if… I’d like to talk a little? Only if you’re feeling up to it. You seemed like you were enjoying the quiet.”

“I was, but I’m okay with talking too.” Jimin turns a little to face Namjoon better, taking in the soft (and maybe a bit nervous) look on the alpha’s face. “Did the silence bother you?”

“Not at all. I’ve enjoyed having this opportunity to just be close to you. Today has been great, but there’s something nice about a quiet moment to just take it all in too.”

“Yeah, that’s basically how I feel too. I like knowing we managed to make the day a good one for TaeTae and Kookie – and us, of course.”

Namjoon lets out a low little laugh. “It’s okay, I understand what you mean. They were the two we were most worried about, but it makes me happy to know you had fun too.”

“I did. Is that what you want to talk about? How the day went?”

“More specifically, I’d like to talk about just before you went to go get changed. I… I’m worried that I got so caught up in my own head that I… might have made you think I didn’t appreciate having you looking so gorgeous in my lap.”

Jimin’s heart starts to race in his chest. Did Namjoon really want him then, or…

Taehyung must have said something to Namjoon.

When he sent Jimin and Jungkook off to the bedroom together, Taehyung said he was going to grab some stuff from his bag, but when he joined up with them again he had his whole bag with him – so clearly that’s not what he needed the extra minute for. He must have suspected that Jimin felt rejected and then said something to Namjoon while they were alone. That’s why this is happening right now.

Namjoon probably just doesn’t want to offend him, but it really is okay. Jimin is fine with whatever bond the two of them can share, even if it’s not full of that same desire the alpha feels for Jungkook. (He completely understands. Jungkook really is something else.)

“It’s alright,” Jimin assures him, letting out a laugh. “Everything happened sort of fast and I admittedly came on a bit strong.”

For a moment, Namjoon just looks back at him, searching his face. “It did end pretty fast,” he eventually concedes, reaching out to rest a warm hand on Jimin’s knee. “Admittedly, that was mostly my fault.”

“What do you mean?”

There’s an inviting flush blooming on Namjoon’s cheeks, a smile tugging at his lips as he says, “I suppose I’m asking for another chance.”

“Oh, I… Hyung, you don’t have to do that.” Jimin can feel his own cheeks going hot, heart beating fast in his chest again at the thought of getting what he wants so badly. He just… doesn’t want it to be out of obligation.

“Then it’s probably good I’m not asking because I have to, Minnie. I had the opportunity to show a little initiative earlier, and I missed it completely. It felt good having you in my lap like that, and I’d really like a chance to show you that instead of worrying my way into freezing. Please, if you’re interested too, I’d love to try again.”

The offer does seem genuine, and Jimin wants to be closer so badly that he aches for it. Maybe… he can just enjoy this and not worry about the motivation behind it? As long as he’s careful not to overstep, it should be fine, right?

Jimin swallows down his worries and nods. “I’d like that.”

Namjoon’s scent spikes as his smile widens. “Yeah? Can I get you back here?” He opens one arm in invitation and holds out his other hand, offering to help Jimin up into his lap.

It’s one of the things he worried was too much before, and now Namjoon is asking him to do it again? He hesitates, searching the alpha’s expression, but finding nothing to indicate a lack of enthusiasm – if anything, Namjoon looks like he’s happy about this.

Trust. Nothing changes if he doesn’t try.

He has to trust that Namjoon means what he says.

Biting at his lip, Jimin takes the hand offered to him and lets Namjoon guide him back up into his lap, straddling him just like before – face to face. Anxiety and comfort rise in equal measure inside of him. He wants this, wants it to work and for Namjoon to enjoy it too, but what if he’s–

“It’s alright, pup,” Namjoon says, voice low and alluring as he reaches up and cups Jimin’s cheek, free hand settling on his hip. “You can relax.”

Jimin isn’t exactly sure how to do that without help – and he doesn’t want to ask for something and risk making things weird again, so he just does his best to take a deep breath. Namjoon gives him an encouraging smile, like he has all the patience in the world for this… which does admittedly help a bit. It also doesn’t hurt that his scent is still warm and a little spicy, inviting Jimin to put his focus there instead.

That helps more.

Taking another deep breath of sandalwood, Jimin does his best to relax. He rests his hands gently on Namjoon’s shoulders, and lets some of the tension drain out of his own as he exhales.

This seems to please Namjoon, who rubs his thumb gently at Jimin’s jaw and says, “There you go. You feel okay? I’m not making you uncomfortable, am I?”

“Not uncomfortable. M’just a little nervous, but I want…” Jimin trails off, eyes slipping closed for a moment as he breathes. When he cracks them back open, Namjoon is still giving him that patient smile, so he finishes, “Want this, hyung.”

Namjoon’s scent spikes as he leans in and whispers, “I do too, baby – so much. I’m sorry if I made you think I didn’t before.”

Before Jimin can make up some story about not thinking that, Namjoon closes the last of the distance and presses their lips together. Just like the last time, the alpha’s head tips almost right away to deepen the kiss, sending another bolt of longing racing through Jimin’s body. He likes this so much better than trying to talk about it, when he can actually feel that Namjoon likes kissing him. Between the alpha’s scent spiking, and the way his hand grips tighter at Jimin’s hip, it would be hard to miss.

Again, Jimin feels a hint of tongue, and again he opens without a thought, unable to care if it’s too eager of him. This time Namjoon doesn’t pull away, and both of them let out a sigh as their tongues meet.

It’s all so easy to get lost in. The gentle rhythm of Namjoon licking into his mouth, the way the alpha’s fingers slide up into his hair, nails trailing over his scalp and making him shiver. His own hands aren’t still either, slowly feeling along the expanse of Namjoon’s shoulders, instinctively pressing into various bits of muscle where he knows the pressure will feel nice. (At least, those are the places Jungkook likes to be touched when he’s sore from his upper body workouts.)

Namjoon seems to like it too, a soft little growl rumbling in his chest as Jimin runs his hands from just above the alpha’s pecs up to the joint of his shoulders. That growl is all it takes to make Jimin start leaking. His plug keeps the trickle of slick inside of him, but it doesn’t do anything to hold back the whimper that Jimin breathes into the kiss, scent spiking sweet as his hips buck forward just once before he can stop himself.

“Sound so pretty, Minnie,” Namjoon whispers, lips dragging down along Jimin’s jaw until they press high up on his neck. His mouth seals hot and wet over the skin, and the fingers at Jimin’s hip trail up just under the hem of his shirt, pressing against his waist.

The touch feels almost electric. Jimin has thought about this more than he’d like to admit, imagined Namjoon’s hands on him the way Jungkook described them – firm and secure like there’s nothing else he needs to worry about but this. And that really is how it feels, like he could just melt into this and let Namjoon take care of everything…

Another sound leaves him, a breathy whine as Namjoon’s lips drag down his neck. The alpha is inching closer and closer to Jimin’s scent gland, so close that he can feel warm breath wash over the skin and–

Namjoon skips right over it, lifting his mouth up and resuming his attentions just an inch or so past where Jimin so desperately wants him. Why haven’t they scented yet? Jimin would like to, and he knows they’re the last ones in the group to do it. Maybe if Namjoon wasn’t touching him and making his thoughts feel fuzzy, he could keep himself from asking, but there’s nothing stopping him now.

“Hyung, I…” Jimin lets out a shuddering breath as Namjoon presses another kiss into his shoulder.

In an instant, the alpha pulls back enough for them to make eye contact, his hands still warm against Jimin’s skin. “You okay, baby? Is this too much?”

Jimin shakes his head, blinking a couple of times until he can focus more fully on the sight of Namjoon’s handsome face just inches from his own. He can feel his thoughts starting to catch up with him, so he starts talking before they can rob him of this little burst of recklessness. “Not too much. It’s good, but I… You didn’t– And I wanted…”

Shit, he’s definitely screwing this up. He should have just kept quiet and let–

“Minnie,” Namjoon says, his hand sliding out of Jimin’s hair to rest on the nape of his neck instead. It’s about the gentlest thing he could do to settle Jimin, and it definitely helps in tandem with his voice coming out nice and slow, confident like he has everything under control. “If there’s something you want, it would make me so happy to give it to you. Can you tell me what I didn’t do, pup?”

“We haven’t… I wanted…” Jimin takes a deep breath. All he has to do is say it. “We haven’t scented yet. Not that we have to. I was just–”

“If that’s something you want, I– God, it’s hard to express just how much I’d love that.”

“You would?”

Namjoon’s mouth drops open just a little, his eyebrows knitting together in what looks like confusion. “Baby, of course I would. Did you think… Have I done something to make you think I wouldn’t want to?”

Jimin can feel his heart starting to race again, thudding loud in his chest at the thought that Namjoon wants this too – that maybe it isn’t just him aching for more. He should respond, say something about how it isn’t Namjoon’s fault that he worries he isn’t wanted, but that isn’t what comes out of his mouth.

Instead, he tips his head to offer up his scent gland and asks, “Please?”

There’s a moment where Namjoon just looks back at him with that same worried expression, but the alpha’s scent still spikes at the sight, all spicy sweet sandalwood that Jimin can’t wait to have on him like a claim. The worried look falls away after a few seconds, Namjoon’s eyes sliding down to Jimin’s neck with a hunger in them that’s impossible to miss.

With the beginnings of another growl rumbling in his chest, Namjoon leans in. He noses at Jimin’s throat, lips just centimeters away from his scent gland as he whispers, “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted this, Minnie.”

Namjoon has been thinking about this too?

Before Jimin can process any more of that thought, Namjoon pecks a kiss to his scent gland, the little touch making him keen and try to arch up further. Thankfully, he doesn’t have to wait long, because just seconds later, the alpha’s mouth seals over his scent gland and he is gone.

Every single thought he was having before is entirely lost to the reality of just how good it feels to have Namjoon’s tongue pressing hot against his skin. That warmth ripples outward through every inch of him, body going nearly liquid as he’s finally scented properly by his alpha. That heat travels all the way down to his core, settling warm in his belly and making him leak even more slick against the plug keeping it all hidden.

He wants Namjoon to hold him here forever, to scent him until he goes so far under that he can’t think of anything but the joy of being stripped bare and claimed completely. He wants the hand splayed over his waist to move, to touch him everywhere, to–

The need to return the scenting crashes over him in a wave of instinct he can’t ignore, sending him leaning forward and licking over Namjoon’s scent gland without a thought. That spicy, warm scent fills every one of his senses, thick and mouth watering and accompanied by a chemical rush that leaves him feeling a little like he’s floating, tethered to reality only by how desperately he clings to Namjoon.

Everything he wants feels closer like this. It’s so easy to imagine being a part of the pack for real, having a whole mess of claiming bites on his neck, settling into bed together every night, being home. That’s the thought that sings the sweetest. Home. Family. A place he belongs, where he and Jungkook will be safe and cared for. The love and security swells so large in his chest that there’s no room for doubt or fear.

It feels incredible.

Jimin does his best to hold on to that feeling, keeping his mouth right where it is as the torrent of emotion finally begins to dull into something less overwhelming. Even as it calms, he feels unwilling to break whatever comfortable bubble of safety has formed around him, eventually just resting his head wordlessly on Namjoon’s shoulder.

Everything is going to be okay.

*******

They’re both starting to come down from the intense chemical cocktail that a first scenting brings, and Namjoon is left with nothing but love filling his chest so full he just might burst. He’s wanted this for so long, and to have Jimin ask him for it even after Namjoon’s earlier screw up… It makes him hopeful that him freezing at the sight of Jimin looking so beautiful didn’t do any irreparable harm.

He can feel when the omega starts to slump against him, no longer licking at his scent gland, but instead puffing warm breaths just over it as he rests his head.

“There you go, pup. Settling so well,” Namjoon coos, pressing one last peck over Jimin’s scent gland. He’s had a hand just under Jimin’s shirt this whole time, splayed possessively over the skin of the omega’s waist. Part of him wants to keep it there, but he pulls it free in favor of rubbing it soothingly up and down Jimin’s back.

Except that Jimin’s response to this is to let out an offended little whine.

Namjoon stills his hand. “No?”

“Liked it better when you were touching my skin. Felt good,” Jimin mutters, just loud enough to be heard.

“Sorry, Minnie. Let me fix it.” Namjoon can’t help the little burst of pride he feels at his omega craving contact like this, especially so soon after their first scenting. It’s a good sign that the bond he’s feeling is mutual in some capacity.

Jimin lets out a little sigh when Namjoon slips his hand back under the fabric of Jimin’s t-shirt. The material has some stretch to it, so there’s plenty of room for him to slide his hand up the omega’s back, rubbing slowly along his spine. Again, he’s rewarded with the soft rumble of a purr as Jimin nuzzles his face in closer and presses a soft little kiss to Namjoon’s neck.

“Better?” Namjoon asks, even though it’s clear that it is. He just desperately wants to hear Jimin telling him that he feels good.

“Better,” Jimin agrees, pressing a series of open mouthed kisses to Namjoon’s neck. “Feels nice when you touch me, hyung.”

God, he wasn’t expecting it to sound that lovely.

Namjoon was already hard, but hearing Jimin talk like that… Hell. It makes him want to be entirely indecent, to pull Jimin’s hips in until they’re grinding together and he can feel exactly what he’s doing to Namjoon. Maybe that would be a bit much, but doing nothing is entirely out of the question. He’s already messed up once tonight by overthinking – and that isn’t a mistake he intends to repeat.

“And if I wanted to touch you a little more?” Namjoon asks, turning the hand at Jimin’s back until it’s just the short ridges of his fingernails tracing up the omega’s spine.

It earns him a shiver and a shaky little exhale as Jimin answers, “You can. Please?”

Perfect. Now to propose what he’s been wanting to ever since he and Jimin texted the other night.

“I’d like to ask you for one more thing.” Namjoon doesn’t rush, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland and then trailing his lips up the omega’s neck. “You told me the other night that you were worried about slipping – that Kook-ah might need you.”

Jimin makes a curious little hum, head tilting slightly. “Yeah?”

Namjoon pulls back just far enough to get a look at Jimin, the omega’s cheeks flushed from their scenting and his pupils blow wide and pretty. “Kook-ah is perfectly content and asleep with Taehyung right now,” he says, reaching up to cup Jimin’s cheek. “I suppose I’m hoping… that you might let me give you a safe place to let go for a moment. You’re already settled so sweet and I can help you stay there, or maybe even go down a little further. You don’t have to, but… will you let me take care of you, Minnie?”

There’s a short pause as Jimin processes the request, his mouth dropping open just a little and his brows knitting together in what looks like fear, or maybe… concern? It’s hard to be sure, but there’s no mistaking the way his scent spikes sweet and clear in the air. At least that’s a good indicator that some part of him finds the idea appealing, but…

“If that sounds like too much right now–”

“It doesn’t,” Jimin interrupts, his voice quiet as he shakes his head, gaze faltering for a moment before looking back into Namjoon’s eyes. “I just… want it a lot and I’m a little afraid.”

“Can you tell me about the fear? Let me help?”

“I don’t want to be too much work and I… You’re sure you want to, hyung?”

There it is again. That’s more than once tonight that Jimin has questioned Namjoon’s desire for him. They’re going to need to have a talk sometime soon to get to the bottom of that, but for now Namjoon settles on reassurance.

“There’s not a single way you could make me consider any of this as work, baby – no matter how hard you try. I’ve been thinking about ways to help you let go for days, and there’s nothing I want to do more right now. Do you understand?”

Jimin blinks back at him, teeth tugging at his bottom lip for an uncertain moment before he nods. “I understand.”

“Alright,” Namjoon says, leaning in until he’s just inches away from Jimin’s lips. “You ready to let me take care of you, pup?”

There’s an audible swallow before Jimin’s scent spikes again and he lets out a shaky, “Please, hyung.”

No more wasting time. Namjoon has thought for days about how best to approach this, and he immediately puts his plan into action, leaning in the last couple of inches for a kiss. He needs to provide something secure for Jimin to fall deeper into. Half of that is making sure the other omegas are taken care of – and the other half is to give Jimin a nice inviting opportunity to slip into that more submissive omega headspace.

Easy enough to accomplish. The first part is handled already, and as for the second…

Namjoon doesn’t fight the way his scent goes spicy, letting out every bit of pheromones his body produces and licking possessively into Jimin’s mouth the second the omega opens for him. It would be so easy to lose himself in this, to let the sweet little whine Jimin breathes into their kiss spur him on faster, but he can’t rush. This needs to be slow and measured. Namjoon needs to be in control so that Jimin can let go of his.

But that doesn’t mean he can’t enjoy it too.

Jimin shifts by degrees, slowly easing into Namjoon’s attentions and allowing himself to be led. He tenses just slightly when Namjoon’s hands first begin to wander, both of them sliding back under his shirt to touch his skin just like he’d wanted earlier. Within a few seconds, he’s arching into the touch with a whimper, the tension draining out of him.

It’s exactly the reaction Namjoon is looking for, the kind of thing he wants to help Jimin get used to with him – encountering a little anxiety and then letting it go when it’s clear there’s nothing to be afraid of. They’re building trust. Namjoon can show Jimin how well he can take care of him.

Finally getting to have this is everything he could have hoped and more. Jimin’s skin is soft under his hands as he explores, fingers gliding over the omega’s tummy and around to his back. From there, he sets them at Jimin’s waist, skating up toward his chest before smoothing them back down, repeating the motion until Jimin is breathing with it, arching as Namjoon’s hands slide upward, then exhaling as they slip back down to his waist.

That’s not the only movement from Jimin either. His hips start to rock – just tiny little motions at first, but within a minute or two he starts to buck forward, eventually rutting himself right up against where Namjoon’s erection is straining at his pants.

The delicious friction has a growl rumbling out of Namjoon as he does his best not to drag Jimin’s hips closer for more. Not that he has to. Jimin does that just fine himself, breath stuttering as he rocks forward with purpose and turns away from their kiss to let out a long whine. Namjoon doesn’t mind, taking the opportunity to drag his mouth down the omega’s neck, pressing a hint of teeth to his throat.

Finally, Jimin seems to realize what he’s doing, hips stuttering to a stop as he takes a couple of quick breaths. “It’s– Al– Hyung, feels good. I…”

“I’ve got you, pup,” Namjoon assures him, leaning back to look at the half shocked and half dazed expression on Jimin’s face. His lips are slightly swollen from their kissing, pink and shining all wet and inviting. It’s too much for Namjoon to resist, pulling one hand free and raising it up to touch Jimin’s cheek, thumb brushing over his plump lower lip. “It’s okay. Just let it feel good.”

“Let it…” Jimin echoes. His eyelashes are fluttering, hips bucking forward and a breathy little moan leaving him as they grind together again.

God, he’s way too hot like this.

“There you go, baby.” Namjoon is impressed his voice is still coming out relatively steady, especially with all the effort it takes not to lay Jimin out right here and make him feel even better. “Just like that. You’re doing so well.”

He already looks so gorgeous from just a little grinding, lips parted on a slew of shaking breaths and hitched moans, hands clutching desperately at the shoulders of Namjoon’s shirt. It’s hard not to imagine how much better he’ll look completely bare and stretched so sweet around Namjoon’s knot, shaking as he comes apart again and again.

But that isn’t what’s happening tonight. This is probably the point where Namjoon should start deescalating things a little – prove that he can help Jimin fall and still set him back on solid ground in the end.

Okay. Gently now.

Namjoon slides his hand from Jimin’s cheek down the nape of his neck, thumb resting feather light over the scent gland. Jimin’s eyes crack open briefly at the touch, and he leans in for another kiss as soon as his gaze falls on Namjoon’s face. Perfect, just another avenue for Namjoon to control their pace.

Jimin’s kiss is open mouthed, wet, and full of all the little whines he lets out as he grinds himself against Namjoon. He’s perfect like this, so utterly wrapped up in chasing the pleasure that he doesn’t even flinch when Namjoon starts rubbing soft little circles into his scent gland.

It slows Jimin down in increments, the motion of his hips getting more fluid and relaxed as each second passes and Namjoon increases the pressure on his scent gland. Their kiss becomes less desperate too, tapering off until Jimin eventually slumps against Namjoon, head resting on his shoulder as he lets out a dreamy little hum.

“That’s it, Minnie,” Namjoon whispers, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland while his thumb stills on the other side of his neck, keeping pressure there but no longer rubbing into the skin. “You’re settled so perfectly for me.”

Jimin doesn’t stir at the words, answering a few seconds later in a mumbled tone tinged with what sounds like sleep. “It’s… I… Still feels good, hyung.”

“It’s supposed to, baby. You can enjoy it as much as you want. I’ve got you.”

They stay pressed together like that for a few minutes with barely any motion, Jimin pumping out waves of creamy, contented vanilla while Namjoon keeps him nice and relaxed. Eventually, Jimin turns his head to nose at Namjoon’s scent gland, letting out another small hum and beginning to scent him again. The movements of his tongue are slow, mostly just tiny little kitten licks that Namjoon returns with a smile tugging at his lips.

Once that’s done, Jimin slumps even further against Namjoon, pressing a kiss to his scent gland and then resting his head again. After a second or two of silence, he whispers, “Thank you, hyung.”

“Thank you for letting me have you like that, pup. Are you tired?”

Jimin nods against Namjoon’s shoulder.

“Alright, I’m going to carry you to bed. We’ll get all cuddled up in the nest with the others. Does that sound good?”

“Can walk,” Jimin mumbles, not moving an inch.

“I know you can, baby, but I’d like to carry you if that’s alright?”

“Okay. M’ready for bed.”

“Yeah, you definitely are. Hold on for me,” Namjoon instructs, even though Jimin’s arms are already looped around his shoulders.

It’s easy enough to shut off the living room lamp with Jimin in his arms, and the glow of streetlights outside gives them enough light to navigate down the hall by. Jimin barely stirs on the walk, aside from pressing his lips to Namjoon’s neck a couple of times.

In the bedroom, Taehyung and Jungkook have gravitated to one side of the nest. As soon as Namjoon sets Jimin down inside, the omega lets him go and scoots right up against Jungkook’s back. The three of them are adorable like this, cuddled up so sweet in the comfort of this nest that smells like their whole pack.

And Namjoon gets to be a part of it.

Without another moment wasted, he climbs in right behind Jimin, wrapping an arm over the omega’s middle, far enough that his hand comes to rest somewhere on Jungkook’s hip. Taehyung is out of his reach, but that doesn’t change the fact that Namjoon has all of his omegas right here with him. He got to share the most wonderful experiences with both Jimin and Jungkook tonight – and Taehyung has been beaming all day getting to look after the two of them too.

Definitely a Chuseok he wants to remember.

Notes:

That wraps up Chuseok for Namjoon and his omegas! Also, that's finally all of our first scentings completed! :D

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude to check in on the rest of the pack, and then we're going to spend some quality time with Hoseok next Sunday. See you there! <3

Chapter 114: Interlude – Keeping In Touch

Summary:

Now for a little peek at how Chuseok went for the others :D

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Yoongi]

[Jin]: Have you arrived safely, darling? :-)

[Yoongi]: Yeah I made it. You?

[Jin]: Yes. Just beginning the process of catching up with everyone, but I wanted a chance to check in with you and Hoseok-ah first.

[Yoongi]: Did he actually text you back?

[Jin]: No, though I admittedly didn’t expect much. Have you heard from him?

[Jin]: Correction: I have just received a thumbs-up emoji in response to my question about his safe arrival.

[Yoongi]: Yep. I just got the same thing.

[Yoongi]: More than I expected honestly.

[Jin]: Maybe that’s a sign that this year could be better.

[Yoongi]: Not holding my fucking breath on that.

[Jin]: Probably a wise decision. :-(

[Yoongi]: Let’s just do what we said and try not to worry too much. There’s nothing we can do today.

[Jin]: You’re right. I know.

[Yoongi]: We’ll tackle the aftermath when we get there. For now you’ve got appearances to make. Wouldn’t want your mom accusing you of being antisocial.

[Jin]: Yes, of course. I shouldn’t deprive anyone of seeing this handsome face.

[Jin]: And you should make sure you’re not missed as well. Give my regards to your family.

[Yoongi]: Will do. You too hyung.

[Yoongi]: It’s going to be okay. Love you.

[Jin]: I love you too, darling. Have fun.

~

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: How are they?

[Namjoon]: The omegas?

[Yoongi]: Yeah.

[Namjoon]: We’ve all been playing games since dinner. Taehyung-ah and Kook-ah are each having a couple of drinks. It’s been a wonderful day so far.

[Yoongi]: JK doing good? Lots of crying?

[Namjoon]: Not yet. He seems like he’s starting to hit his limit though. Don’t worry, pup. We’ll take care of him.

[Namjoon]: How are you?

[Yoongi]: A little sauced to be honest.

[Namjoon]: I can tell. You text differently once you’re a little drunk. Your dad?

[Yoongi]: Yeah. You know how he is. Always got new bottles in his collection he likes to show off.

[Namjoon]: You’re having fun?

[Yoongi]: I am. It’s good.

[Yoongi]: Miss you guys though. Wish the seven of us could crawl into bed together after all this.

[Namjoon]: I wish we could too. Maybe once we’re all back home we can make up for lost time.

[Yoongi]: Sounds nice. You doing okay too?

[Yoongi]: Having the time of your life with all your omegas?

[Namjoon]: I am. Taehyung-ah is too. Never seen him this happy on Chuseok before.

[Yoongi]: God that’s good to hear. He deserves that.

[Namjoon]: He does. And you deserve to spend some time with your family. Going to drink your dad under the table?

[Yoongi]: I’m sure as shit going to try. Love you Joon-ah. Take care of those three.

~

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: god please tell me you and namjoon-hyung at least made out last night or something (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: i know you’re at work

[Tae]: just

[Tae]: when you have time

[Tae]: joonie had to run for a work meeting almost right after you left and i am dying to know ( ╥ω╥ )

~

[Taehyung to Namjoon]

[Tae]: hyung you better have good news for me (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i didn’t get a chance to ask jiminie before he left for work

[Tae]: and he definitely won't answer my texts until his first break ( ; ω ; )

[Namjoon]: I think I did a good job of making up for my earlier mistake.

[Tae]: details please

[Tae]: did you guys get to make out?

[Namjoon]: Yes. We scented too.

[Namjoon]: Properly I mean.

[Tae]: oh that’s great news ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: thank god

[Tae]: hyung i love you so much but i really need you to get out of your head a little

[Tae]: i know i should have been paying more attention too

[Tae]: but when i drop a nipped omega gone all soft and sweet into your lap i REALLY need you to not overthink it (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Namjoon]: I really didn’t try to.

[Namjoon]: He just looked so gorgeous and you were telling him to thank me and I just really didn’t want him to feel obligated.

[Tae]: oh my god how are you both like this ʕノ•ᴥ•ʔノ ︵ ┻━┻

[Tae]: first thing

[Tae]: jiminie wanted to thank you and he WANTS to get close to you. i was trying to give him an opening so he didn’t have to think about whether it would have been welcome or not

[Namjoon]: I would say it’s hard to believe he could think I wouldn’t want that, but he questioned my desire more than once last night.

[Namjoon]: I thought I was obvious.

[Tae]: listen you absolutely fucking are

[Tae]: but jiminie is even more oblivious than jungkookie so he is going to need you to be more up front

[Tae]: and i honestly need to talk to him too because this isn’t just a you issue

[Tae]: you’re just the one answering my messages right now

[Namjoon]: But Jimin-ah hasn’t done anything wrong.

[Tae]: so that’s really sweet and i know he’s gonna say literally the same thing about you

[Tae]: you both always assume you’re the problem (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: I am planning to talk to him. We checked in briefly this morning before breakfast but there’s more I want to follow up on.

[Tae]: great then we can both talk to him separately and hope it gets through

[Namjoon]: Is that really necessary?

[Tae]: hyung we gotta try something

[Tae]: because the two of you somehow manage to miss how crazy you are for each other even when you’re literally making out

[Tae]: it would be impressive if it didn’t make me want to scream sometimes ᇂ_ᇂ

[Namjoon]: I’m sorry. I swear I’m not trying to screw up.

[Tae]: i know hyung

[Tae]: i’m not mad i promise (♥ω♥;)

[Tae]: even though i came on a bit strong there

[Tae]: i just want to help but giving you a hard time probably isn’t going to do that

[Namjoon]: I am interested in help but I really do need to go soon though. I’m nearly at my meeting.

[Tae]: that’s okay

[Tae]: we can talk about this later

[Tae]: preferably in the nest and maybe with jin-hyung there (^ω^)

[Tae]: you take care of whatever you need to and i’ll think more about how to approach this

[Tae]: for the record i am really glad you and jiminie worked things out before bed. sounds like it turned out well (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Namjoon]: I am too. Thank you for helping me get my head on straight last night too. I love you.

[Tae]: love you too hyung

~

[Taehyung to Jin and Yoongi]

[Tae]: hyungs i know we’re gonna have other stuff to take care of right away when you all get back

[Tae]: but we gotta talk about namjoonie-hyung when you get a chance

[Yoongi]: Oh god. What happened?

[Jin]: I have a few minutes now. Is everyone okay?

[Tae]: yeah not an emergency or anything (^ω^)

[Tae]: just that he and jiminie seem to somehow managing to miss every signal the other is giving

[Tae]: even though we’ve been courting this long

[Yoongi]: So nothing new then? Honestly it’s almost funny.

[Yoongi]: Or at least it would be if it wasn’t painful to watch.

[Jin]: May I ask what happened this time?

[Tae]: i literally delivered him jiminie all soft and eager from a nip and hyung overthought it so hard he just froze ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: like they figured it out later but only after I got him alone and asked him what the hell he was doing. then i explained to jiminie what happened cause the poor thing was fresh off a nip and spiraling

[Tae]: i really hope the two of them get over this eventually

[Jin]: They’ve made very good progress already. I agree that there’s some persistent misunderstanding about their mutual desire for one another, but it does seem like they’re taking steps toward resolving it.

[Jin]: Not that we should do nothing. We just may want to take some time to consider the correct course of action. :-)

[Yoongi]: Hyung is probably right here, regardless of how much I do love giving Joon-ah a stern talking to when he needs it.

[Yoongi]: But we might have other stuff to deal with first when we get home.

[Tae]: i know that

[Tae]: look i’m not saying we need to put them in a room and make them kiss like dolls or something (;^ω^)

[Tae]: and it’s not even just with jiminie either. namjoon-hyung has been keeping himself under wraps for ages and this is just one more piece of it

[Tae]: not an emergency or a right this moment problem. just something to think about and look for openings to help with

[Yoongi]: Okay then I’m in.

[Yoongi]: Don’t know how much help I’ll be but I’ll do what I can.

[Jin]: Yes, I’ll help as well. We can do some brainstorming once we have everyone settled from the holiday.

[Tae]: you mean hobi-hyung ( ; ω ; )

[Jin]: Mostly, yes. I trust I can count on both of your support once we’re all home?

[Tae]: i’m on it. we’ll get him feeling better in no time

[Yoongi]: Yeah you know I’m in too.

[Jin]: Perfect. Thank you. :-D

[Jin]: I trust you still had a good time, Taehyung-ah?

[Tae]: omg the best time hyung (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Tae]: i got to take care of jungkookie most of the day and jiminie a little bit before bed too

[Tae]: wish you all could have been there with us but otherwise it was perfect

[Yoongi]: Perfect. Wow. That’s a definite improvement from every other Chuseok before.

[Jin]: High praise indeed. I’m so glad you had a good time, darling.

[Tae]: thank you

[Tae]: it really was so good. gonna be nice to see you guys though (^ω^)

[Tae]: later today?

[Jin]: Yes, I still have a few obligations left here.

[Yoongi]: Me too, but I shouldn’t be too late. Before dinner for sure. See you soon Tae.

[Tae]: (´♥ω♥`)

~

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: Hello darling.

[JK]: hey hyung

[JK]: how is your visit going

[Jin]: It’s going very well. We’re having lunch together before I make my way home, but I wanted to check in with you first. :-)

[Jin]: How was the rest of your Chuseok, love?

[JK]: it was really good

[JK]: we played lots of games and ate good food

[JK]: everyone took really good care of me even when i was being stubborn about trying not to cry

[Jin]: Oh I’m sure that Namjoon-ah was so excited to be able to hold you through some tears. He was very much looking forward to taking care of you yesterday.

[JK]: he helped me get it out

[JK]: taetae seemed like he had a good time too

[Jin]: Yes, I spoke to him today and he told me he did. I really can’t thank you enough for helping him have such a wonderful Chuseok.

[JK]: i didnt really do anything hyung

[Jin]: Not true. You spent the whole day with him and let him look after you.

[JK]: but that wasnt hard

[Jin]: Good thing it doesn’t need to be difficult for me to want to thank you.

[Jin]: I am curious however. Did having the scented nest help?

[JK]: a good nest always helps

[JK]: i really like when we build them together and even more when they smell like the whole pack

[JK]: especially hobi hyung

[JK]: hes gotten so much better at letting his scent out and it makes me so happy to have it around

[Jin]: It really is the best it’s ever been, and we have you to thank for that as well.

[JK]: all i really do is remind him

[Jin]: Yes. Repeatedly and with such non judgmental enthusiasm that he’s started to do it even when you aren’t around. I refuse to undersell what an achievement that is and how grateful I am to you for it.

[JK]: you know im really thankful for everything you do too hyung

[Jin]: Oh?

[JK]: you keep thanking me for all this stuff but you do so much for all of us

[Jin]: I do try to help where I can :-)

[JK]: you always help

[JK]: whenever i dont know how how to talk about something with anyone you know the best way to do it

[JK]: jiminie appreciates that too

[Jin]: Thank you, Jungkook-ah.

[Jin]: Helping my mates communicate and grow is what brings me the most joy.

[JK]: do you think of us that way

[Jin]: As my mates?

[JK]: yeah

[Jin]: Completely, yes. Is that okay with you?

[JK]: really okay

[JK]: i think of you that way too

[JK]: its just a little weird because ive only ever been mated to jiminie and this feels different than that

[JK]: like i mean my relationship with each of you feels different

[JK]: but all really good

[JK]: im gonna shut up now

[Jin]: Please don’t. I am admittedly quite curious about this, as I went through a similar process when Taehyung-ah and I first began courting Yoongi-yah and Joon-ah in college.

[JK]: what was it like for you

[Jin]: Your description of ‘a little weird’ fits perfectly. What I felt for them was undeniable but it was also different than what I felt for Taehyung. It took a while for me to be sure.

[JK]: yeah i think its been the same for me

[JK]: like it took me a while to be certain

[JK]: even with taetae

[JK]: pretty sure i knew about him first but i still took a long time to put a word on it in my head

[Jin]: You two did click so fast. I could see it in your face that very first night at the gallery. You looked enchanted with him.

[JK]: i was

[JK]: not even sure i would have run if jiminie hadnt been there to get us moving

[JK]: which would have probably been pretty stupid

[JK]: like almost as stupid as trying to steal your wallet

[Jin]: I will be eternally grateful that you made that particular mistake, darling. It’s hard to imagine our life without you and Jimin-ah.

[JK]: for me too hyung

[JK]: life is better with all of us

[JK]: speaking of which

[JK]: can we see you all soon

[JK]: ive gotta work tonight but we are both free tomorrow

[Jin]: That would be wonderful. I think we should all be home. I’ll check with everyone as soon as I can.

[JK]: okay

[JK]: see you soon hyung

[Jin]: Can’t wait, darling :-)

~

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: Your shift is done now right?

[Namjoon]: Hopefully work wasn’t too difficult today. I know the morning shifts aren’t your favorite.

[Jimin]: It wasn’t too bad (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: Just a few hours of getting the bookwork ready for Siyeon-ssi

[Jimin]: Sounds like you had to run pretty quick after me

[Jimin]: Nothing too bad I hope

[Namjoon]: Yeah. Something urgent came up, but nothing I couldn’t sort out with a few phone calls and a meeting downtown.

[Namjoon]: Did Taehyung tell you?

[Jimin]: Yeah he was texting me after I left this morning

[Jimin]: You too? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Yes. I’m assuming he wanted to talk to you about us as well?

[Jimin]: He did yeah. Listen I know he got really worried about last night but everything is okay

[Namjoon]: I appreciate that. Still though, I feel like it’s important that I make clear again how much I really did freeze when he brought you out looking so gorgeous

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: It’s okay hyung. I promise I’m not worried about it

[Jimin]: That was just a couple of seconds where I was coming down from a nip and feeling a little off balance

[Namjoon]: So me freezing and missing that window did have an effect on you then?

[Jimin]: I mean

[Jimin]: Just for a tiny bit but it’s totally okay

[Namjoon]: Can you tell me about it?

[Jimin]: It’s really not your fault (;^-^)

[Namjoon]: Honestly that’s not what I’m worried about, Minnie. I’m just trying to understand so I can take better care of you.

[Namjoon]: Because I really enjoyed last night and all the trust you gave me, and I’d like to earn more of it.

[Namjoon]: If now isn’t a good time maybe we could talk about it later?

[Jimin]: It’s not a bad time. I just…

[Jimin]: I’m worried that if I explain you’re gonna think I feel that way a lot

[Jimin]: But I don’t

[Namjoon]: I won’t think that pup. You’ve explained that the feeling didn’t last long, but I’d still like to understand it if you’re willing to help me.

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: It’s a little fuzzy because of the nip but I remember being so happy you took good care of Kookie. It always makes me happy when you guys look after him

[Jimin]: And then TaeTae was talking and when I asked you said I could come closer

[Jimin]: I was thinking about kissing you but we hugged which was fine cause I figured you just needed a little bit to warm up to me. I don’t know. I wasn’t thinking straight ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: When we were kissing I thought…

[Jimin]: I don’t know. It seemed like you wanted more for a second but when I tried to follow it was just over all of a sudden and I think it must have tripped something in my brain. Then Tae asked if we were done already and it drove it in harder and I started to spiral thinking I did something wrong

[Jimin]: I know that’s stupid. Like I said everything was fine

[Jimin]: And I really loved everything that happened later a lot. Thank you for looking out for me and helping me settle. I’m sorry I reacted like that (´;︵;`)

[Namjoon]: There’s nothing you need to apologize for. I really appreciate you explaining and I am so sorry that I made you feel that way.

[Jimin]: It’s okay hyung

[Namjoon]: Can I explain myself a little please? I would feel better if I could at least let you know what I was thinking during all of that.

[Jimin]: You can talk. It’s okay

[Namjoon]: Thank you.

[Namjoon]: I was worried when you first came out and Taehyung was mentioning thanking me for looking after Kook-ah. I didn’t want you to feel obligated even though I loved the thought of getting closer to you right then.

[Namjoon]: You got into my lap and my thoughts were running so fast I froze. I wanted more then and when we were kissing, but I panicked for a second thinking maybe I was pushing you too far and taking advantage.

[Namjoon]: You were so soft and eager and I didn’t know what to do when my brain was telling me to keep you there forever.

[Namjoon]: I should have said something, or been more aware of you possibly feeling a little rejected.

[Jimin]: It’s okay hyung

[Jimin]: We both panicked in our own way ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: I just never want you to think I don’t want to be closer with you, Minnie. I love spending time together, and the little while we spent alone last night was just the perfect end to an already perfect day.

[Jimin]: I really liked it too ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Even if I maybe slipped a little far

[Namjoon]: When I said perfect I meant it, pup. You were nothing less than that, and I’d love the chance to do it again sometime

[Jimin]: Wow that’s…

[Jimin]: I’d like that too („• ֊ •„)

[Jimin]: But there’s something else I think I want from you first

[Namjoon]: Of course. Anything.

[Jimin]: I’m wondering if you’ve been thinking about what Kookie wants

[Jimin]: For you to be his first

[Namjoon]: So much. It’s kind of a hard thing not to think about.

[Namjoon]: Has he been talking about it?

[Jimin]: Yeah. Very excitedly I might add

[Jimin]: I know a lot of things happened really fast for the past month or so but I also know he’s going to be looking for opportunities and probably asking you soon

[Jimin]: Just wanted you to have a heads up and maybe consider having that be the priority for right now? He wants you so much hyung (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Namjoon]: The feeling is extremely mutual. I’d love to share that with him as soon as he’s ready. Do you have any opinions on how it happens? Advice, preferences, anything?

[Jimin]: He’s going to be completely happy as long as you’re there and taking care of him like you always do

[Jimin]: He mentioned someone else maybe being there too?

[Namjoon]: I was considering either Taehyung-ah or Jin. My thought was that both of you might benefit from the comfort of another person being there.

[Jimin]: That would be nice yeah. I’d be fine with either of them and I know Kookie will be too

[Namjoon]: Alright. We’ll get everyone settled after the holiday and then I’ll start looking for a good time.

[Namjoon]: And is it presumptuous of me to assume you might be open to more discussion about us after that?

[Jimin]: Not presumptuous at all ( 〃▽〃)

[Namjoon]: Good to know. Thank you for the reminder to keep moving, and for talking with me Minnie. I appreciate it.

[Jimin]: No problem

Notes:

Sunday we'll take a look at how Hoseok's Chuseok went, and really start getting into the meat of this arc. See you there! :D

Chapter 115: Stuck

Notes:

On today's menu: Angst with a little dose of comfort.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It’s just another Chuseok.

Hoseok has lived through plenty before and he will live through this one too, but that doesn’t stop the creeping dread that starts building the moment he wakes up. At least he gets to see everyone before he goes, and the chance to cuddle up with Jungkookie is wonderful. He gets to climb into a fully scented nest and pull his omega in close and pretend that everything is going to be fine.

It will be for Jungkook. Hoseok doesn’t doubt for a moment that Taehyungie is gonna make sure of it – with plenty of help from Jiminie and Namjoonie of course.

Still, eventually it’s time for him to leave. He heads to the airport with Yoongi and Jin, doing his best to keep some sort of happy mask on his face. They don’t need any more reason to worry about him. He lets the mask drop once they go their separate ways, a new wave of anxiety rising within him as he boards his plane and leaves Seoul behind.

His parents will have a full schedule planned – probably from the moment he lands, knowing them. This short plane ride is the last time he’s going to have to himself for quite a while, so he does his best to enjoy it and savor the freedom of being relatively alone. He’s not actually alone, but at least on a plane full of strangers he’s just another stranger. No expectations here except to be a functioning member of society and not make a fuss. Easy.

He’s right about the full schedule.

The moment he lands, he’s picked up by an employee he doesn’t recognize, but the man is carrying a sign with Hoseok’s name on it and introduces himself as an assistant to his parents. Hoseok returns the polite introduction, and then he’s whisked away straight to a tailor for a fitting. His father is always very particular about the two of them matching when they’re entertaining someone important. Cohesive family image – a visual indicator that they are in alignment.

Hoseok has been through so many of these that he’s not even remotely surprised. Just another muted navy suit that he’ll get rid of the moment he is no longer required to wear it. Still, there’s something about putting it on that acts as a reminder of who he is supposed to be right now, another piece of the mask of perfection his parents require of him. He just needs to wear that mask for about twenty-four hours and then with any luck he won’t have to do it again for another year or so.

Once his fitting is complete and he’s waited for the necessary alterations to be made (he doesn’t want to think about how much money his parents wasted on this immediate service) he’s taken straight back to his family estate. He does his best not to watch as the perfectly manicured grounds and the towering shapes of the mansion come into view. He spent his whole life moving from place to place, but they always returned here, and a big mess of memories is the last thing he needs in his lap right now.

His parents don’t meet him out front or anything, but then that’s not much of a surprise.

Hoseok’s bag gets taken upstairs by another unfamiliar face, and he is directed to the music room where his parents are apparently entertaining some guests – which means his mother is doing her best to appear cultured. She is, of course. She’s seen plenty of the world and experienced enough of the arts and high society that nobody would be able to fault her, but appearances are everything and she never misses the opportunity to use every tool at her disposal.

Including Hoseok.

He gets a brief greeting, a little over the top on the excitement, but that’s got more to do with the fact that there are two older ladies watching who seem delighted by the show of family love.

“Oh, Hoseok-ah, dear – your father and I have missed you so much,” his mother exclaims, wrapping him in a hug that probably looks much warmer than it is. “I’m sure you’ve been so busy!”

“There’s always work to be done,” Hoseok answers mechanically, adding just the right amount of playful exasperation to get across that he is (as his mother is pointing out) a very busy man. “It’s good to see you too, though I should probably introduce myself to your guests as well. Wouldn’t want to be rude.”

~~

The day passes in a haze of introductions, business discussions, and performances of happy family dynamics.

Hoseok’s first moment of peace since arriving comes late in the evening, when dinner and the ensuing after-party have finally ended, and his parent’s guests have all gone home. Once there’s no one left to put on a show for, his father dismisses him with a wave and Hoseok leaves without any fuss. He knows when he’s no longer needed.

His bedroom is almost just as he left it when he moved out. It never had much personality to begin with, but now it feels almost like it’s mocking him – all neutral walls and empty shelves, save for the few trinkets he didn’t care to bring with him when he left. Like it’s pointing out just how absurd it is to come back to this place for a holiday that’s supposed to be about family, how empty it all feels.

They’re playing family, acting their parts for the audience and then dropping them as soon as there’s nobody left to perform for, and this room is as devoid of substance as everything else that has happened tonight.

At least it’s only for one night.

The room has been freshly cleaned, but there’s a certain stale scent that comes from being left unoccupied for months at a time that a single cleaning just can’t get rid of. His overnight bag is already sitting out on the bed, but that doesn’t smell anything like his actual home either. He prefers not to bring reminders of his mates here with him. It only makes things harder.

Hoseok almost wishes he didn’t have these brief moments to himself before bed. The last thing he needs right now is time to reflect on what’s happened when he still has to spend half of tomorrow knee deep in more socializing and negotiations. He doesn’t want to think about what it means for his future, let alone how he feels about this whole mess.

It’s easier when he can just focus on keeping his mask in place and being perfect. Be the son his parents want to have, the thief people believe him to be, just charming enough to crack other people open while revealing nothing about himself.

Maybe it’s wrong to prefer the lie, but better to just get through this however he can. The consequences are something he can deal with later… which might be why one of the only things he did bring from home is a care package from Yoongi.

There are three pills in the tiny plastic bag buried at the bottom of his bag. Yoongi said to take two and see how he feels, but Hoseok doesn’t intend to be awake a moment longer than he has to, so he swallows all three right away and climbs into bed. The blankets are freshly washed – the same detergent he smelled all throughout his childhood.

He doesn’t want to think about those years.

Best to keep his mind occupied. From his bag, he pulls the single book he packed and begins reading immediately. Thankfully, the pills don’t take long at all to work. They come on fast and hard, sending him from perfectly awake to nearly incapable of keeping his eyes open before he can even finish a single chapter.

~~

The next day is more of the same.

His parents barely leave a moment of their time home unscheduled. Every meal is an event of some sort, with guests ranging from clients to friends (and plenty of clients who think they’re friends), with various meetings in between. Hoseok’s services are offered up at nearly every opportunity, though he’s thankful that very few of the ‘guests’ take them up on the offer.

He ends up with a few small jobs on his potential list, but of course his parents will have to negotiate the details since these are their clients. With any luck, most of them are small enough that he can tackle them without much of a fuss. Normally he would expect his parents to be disappointed. They prefer when he does high profile work, the kinds of jobs that make the news, but they don’t seem the least bit put off.

That makes him worried – and as it turns out, he has good reason to be.

The last meeting of the day is held over a late lunch in the private back room of a particularly exclusive restaurant, and his parents seem positively excited to get to it. They aren’t giving any details and Hoseok is aware that asking questions will do more harm than good, but he just knows this is going to be bad news for him.

Nothing to do except keep his passive little mask firmly in place and play the dutiful son until it’s over. It’s a role he’s got years of experience perfecting, but they’ve never tried to sign him up for something quite like this before.

The client is a man Hoseok hasn’t met previously. He can’t be much older than twenty, but considering the numbers he starts throwing out for a potential contract, he’s got more money than he needs by a long shot – and an obsession with a set of old jade carvings worth a small fortune. It’s clear he’s already described all the details to his parents before this meeting, because they ask him just the right questions to give Hoseok all the information he needs.

The man is after three pieces. In three separate locations. Each one is under heavy security, and as soon as one piece goes missing, there’s a good chance the people keeping the others will suspect someone to come for theirs as well. It’s the sort of thing that would take weeks of planning, and probably just as much undercover time if he wanted to make himself a regular face before trying to pull off all three heists.

Every word fills him with more anxiety than the last – enough that he has to focus to keep his mask firmly in place.

“Did you hear that, Hoseok?” his father says, letting out a hearty laugh. “If two of them are in Seoul, that should make this even easier for you!”

Hoseok can’t help giving an annoyed little tilt of his head. The fact that his father would think that proximity is the biggest issue here is almost laughably out of touch. How can they not see that this is too much to ask of him?

It doesn’t sound like it was your future they were trying to secure.’

Jimin’s words ring loud between Hoseok’s ears as emotions swell within his chest. What is he supposed to do?

He must have been silent for too long, because his mother jumps in to move things along. “I’m sure it’s a lot to take in, dear, but it’s going to be your best work yet. Three priceless pieces disappearing without a trace, all headed to this man’s private collection.”

“I’ve got plenty more information too,” the man says, speaking to Hoseok’s father. “Names, dates, various schedules – everything you said might be helpful.”

“Excellent, excellent. I’m sure it will all be put to very good use. My son is the best at what he does, after all.”

Holy shit. They actually expect him to do this.

Hoseok fakes a phone call. He doesn’t know what else to do.

It’s an easy enough thing to pull off, getting halfway through some stupid question about one of the pieces and cutting himself off to pull out his phone. He looks very seriously at the screen, then up at his parents and the man. “Apologies, but I have to take this in private. I may need to run, so be sure to forward all those details you have. I’ll go over them as soon as I’m able.”

He’s out the door before the man can even sputter out a proper goodbye, phone held to his ear as he mimics a phone call the entire way out of the restaurant. Outside, he grabs a cab straight back to the house, texting his parents an excuse about some very important development on a big job that requires his immediate attention.

If nothing else, it paints the picture of someone diligent about their work – and his parents do like to keep up appearances. Hopefully it plays to their vanity.

Either way, he’s not going back there and listening to everyone pretend this isn’t an utterly massive undertaking that they have no intention of letting him say no to. He’d have to turn down any other work for at least a month, call in a ton of favors, and probably hit some sort of new and horrible rock bottom that he’d much rather not put his mates through seeing.

In all these years, he’s never successfully turned down a job from his parents. The couple of times he was foolish enough to try, they had laid every bit of guilt they could at his feet – talking about how hard they worked to raise him, to give him the tools to support himself, to make a name for himself…

But he’s done that. He has a name, a future, and a family that actually loves and supports him. He has it all, but they don’t care what he has.

It doesn’t sound like it was your future they were trying to secure.’

Was it ever really about him? Did they start with the noble goal of giving him a life, or were they just looking for a way to make him useful? Does saying no mean giving up the relationship entirely? Would it be somehow less stressful to actually just do the stupid job?

He can feel himself on the verge of shattering completely, but he slaps his mask on just well enough to make it back through his childhood home. In the bedroom, he hurriedly strips out of his custom suit, shoving it into his bag for later disposal and tugging on a plain pair of jeans and t-shirt. There are lies about urgent undercover work already perched on his tongue for if anyone asks about his state of dress – but of course the short term staff in the house don’t say a word.

All he has to do is get somewhere that he can be alone. He needs to process, to figure out what the hell he’s going to do. And he’s definitely going to cry.

But not in this city and certainly not in this fucking house.

One quick cab ride and a pricey last minute flight later, Hoseok is back in Seoul. His emotions swell and strain against the confines of the box he’s shoved them into, but he just needs to keep them buried for a tiny bit longer. He knows he could go home – and he wants to – but the thought of letting out this absolute flood of emotion all over his mates feels bad too. Better to get it out and put himself back together at least a little bit before he has to face them.

There are tons of hotels near the airport where he can have a shower and an uninterrupted cry, and department stores where he can pick up some clothes that won’t carry the scent of that damn house on them. He just needs a few hours to figure this out, but he can’t worry his mates either.

For the first time since yesterday morning, he opens their group chat. It looks like Jin has already arrived home, and Yoongi is just about there too, but Hoseok doesn’t check much further than that. He just needs to let them know he’s safe.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: just a heads up i’ve got a last minute meeting. will be home a little late but i’ll see u all soon :D

[Jin]: Do you want me to book you a new flight, darling? I can make sure you get something comfortable.

[Hobi]: already taken care of but thank u hyungie <3

[Namjoon]: Be safe. Can’t wait to have you home.

~

Hoseok promptly puts his phone away before any more well wishes or nice messages roll in. He needs to get fresh clothes and a hotel room before he crumbles. Thankfully everything is nearby.

He uses the bit of cash he has on him to purchase the cheapest set of clothes he can find. There’s nothing he can do about having to swipe his card at the hotel, but the less suspicious transactions, the better. Ideally, he’d like this tiny side trip to be his own little secret, but if Yoongi sees the transaction on his account, he’ll probably have to come clean. At least if anyone is going to understand him not coming home, it’s Yoongi.

The second he’s inside his meager hotel room with the door shut and locked, he slumps back against it and opens that overstuffed box of feelings he’s spent the last few hours shoving down.

They come out in waves. The anxiety is first – a soul crushing realization that there’s no easy way out of this situation. There’s nothing he can do that doesn’t massively disrupt his life and sense of self in one way or the other. Either he does the stupid job (jobs, really – no point in sugar coating the fact that this is three difficult jobs all rolled into one) or he doesn’t do it and faces the huge amount of backlash that’s going to earn him.

Doing the job is going to take months of planning and undercover work to set himself up as a fixture in three different locations. It’s going to be a level of stress he hasn’t had to deal with in years, and it’s going to eat into his health, his happiness, and his relationships. He can already envision the disappointment on his mates’ faces over sleepless nights and missed meals. He’ll end up paranoid, depressed, and probably have a case of burnout that lasts for months after. Even if the stress doesn’t break him, the thought of his mates seeing him like that might…

But saying no?

What happens if he actually stands his ground? Will his parents disown him right then and there? Burn all his bridges and do whatever they can to nuke his reputation? He can’t see them letting it go quietly unless it would somehow save face for them. Maybe he could find someone to replace him… a thief who is interested in all the super complex jobs and–

No, that won’t work. Anyone else would actually expect to be fairly compensated for their work, and if they’re good enough to get the job done then they definitely won’t need someone like his parents acting as the middleman. Honestly, Hoseok doesn’t care about any of that.

He just wants to be done.

He wants to pay off whatever debt he owes to his parents and then just not have to deal with these jobs anymore. There has to be a point when he’s done enough, doesn’t there? Maybe… Maybe if this was the last job, he could do it… His mates would understand then, right? And surely taking on something this big would mean that he’s paid any debt for the life he has now several times over?

Who is he kidding? He’s thought this before about work he’s done for them, that surely this would be the last job. Now they would see that they’ve asked all they can of him – but they never do.

It’s never going to end. His life is just going to be him moving from one massive stressor to the next while doing his best to enjoy the happiness he’s found in between, and making sure that none of this ever touches it.

He’s stuck.

Now it’s despair washing over him, cold and lonely and gripping his heart so tight it hurts. He doesn’t know what else to do, so he cries. His shoulders heave with silent sobs, body trembling against the solid door of the dark little hotel room as he lets himself be overwhelmed.

~~

Hoseok doesn’t exactly remember getting into the shower, but he’s pretty sure that what’s running down his face is just water now. He feels wrung out and hollow, seated on the hard floor of the bathtub as water rains down over him from the shower above.

It’s impossible to say if the scent of his parents’ house is really still clinging to him or if it’s all in his head – but he scrubs his body harshly with the cheap hotel soap, determined to be rid of any trace of that damn place. When he steps out of the tub and wipes at the fogged up bathroom mirror, he can see exactly how puffy and red his eyes look. The shower probably helped some, but he can’t go home looking like this…

Well, he could, but he’s not sure he can handle the sort of attention it would get him. He feels like he can’t handle anything, really – like one wrong look will have him shattering all over again.

Nothing to do but keep moving.

He tugs on the clothes he bought, taking some solace in the cheap, almost itchy fabric. His parents would never let him be seen in something like the ill-fitting sweatpants and t-shirt currently hanging off of him, and that makes him feel just a little bit safer. He might not be home, but he’s in Seoul. He’ll be home soon, and even if he needs to mask some of this while he’s there, at least it’s a mask he wants to wear.

Back in the actual hotel room, he finds the bag he took on his trip still where he tossed it on the floor. There’s nothing in it that Hoseok needs, and the thought of touching something that still smells even a little bit like that house makes him want to recoil. Besides the book he brought, everything else was bought specifically for the occasion – mostly because this isn’t the first time he’s wanted to leave behind every trace of a trip to his childhood home.

There’s nothing he’s going to miss inside that lumpy, plain bag.

The hell with it.

Hoseok leaves the bag behind and heads to the nearest bookstore to replace the paperback. It’s more about killing time than anything else, waiting to go home until he looks less like a disaster. And honestly dinner with everyone sounds like a bit much too, so he’d like to avoid that for today.

What he really wants more than anything is to crawl back inside that perfectly scented nest the omegas built in the apartment – the one he was in with Jungkook just yesterday morning. It’s easy to imagine all seven of them piled onto the bed, forced into a cuddle pile so they can fit. Hoseok could just listen to the omegas talk about their Chuseok together, zone out and let the others handle the rest of the conversation. That sounds perfect, but it isn’t really an option right now…

He kills enough time that his hair is completely dry, and dinner should definitely be over by now. Everyone is probably retreating to their own areas of the house, or maybe split into small groups in the living room or various bedrooms.

It’s tempting to just sneak back inside the house without a word, but Hoseok knows better.

He ignores all the missed notifications on his phone (including an email from his parents with what must be the details for those jobs) and just pulls up their group chat instead.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: just pulling back up 2 the house now :D

[JK]: so glad youre home hyung

[JK]: me and jiminie will be at the house tomorrow

[Hobi]: sounds good. cant wait 2 see u both <3

~

Inside, his mates are already trickling into the foyer to greet him, and the sight of them here and safe in the house does lift some of the weight off of his chest. Taehyungie is the first one to run right up and throw his arms around Hoseok, the scent of sweet maple surrounding him and setting a piece of his soul at ease.

It’s good to be home.

“Hi hyung! I’m so glad you’re back.”

“I’m glad too, baby,” Hoseok says, wrapping his arms around Taehyung in return and tilting his head for the immediate scenting the omega leans in for.

“Can’t smell you,” Taehyung whines, nosing at Hoseok’s scent gland and licking over it a few times.

There’s no way Hoseok can let his scent out right now. He knows it’s going to be bad if he does, so he lies instead. “Sorry, honey. Was wearing scent blocker for my meetings.”

“Would you like a rag?” Namjoon offers as he closes in on them. Jin and Yoongi aren’t too far behind, the two of them just now rounding the corner into the foyer.

“It’s okay,” Hoseok says, shaking his head. “I’m exhausted. Just want to see all of you and then go get some sleep.”

They all exchange their greetings, during which Hoseok does his best to appear exhausted. It’s probably not all that much of a stretch, considering the sort of day he’s had, but he still feels guilty about it. He doesn’t like lying to his mates. He just doesn’t know what else to do right now.

It’s only to buy himself some time to figure out how to handle this. He’ll tell them the truth once he has it figured out.

Namjoon is as warm and solid as ever, scenting Hoseok nice and thorough as he mutters about how happy he is to have him home. It feels good to be in his pack alpha’s arms – so good it makes him wish he could just melt into it, tell him everything and then ask for a nip so he doesn’t have to think.

The hug he gets from Jin makes him feel almost the same – but that sort of longing about Jin always feels different. He knows how sweet and caring Jin can be, and he wishes he could have that for himself right now, but he never feels like he deserves that from the beta when he’s actually hurting. It makes something ugly and dark rise up inside of him, prickly and suspicious of the help – and the last thing he wants to do is let Jin see that part of him when he doesn’t know how to hold it back.

Hoseok loves Jin’s attention when he’s feeling good and can return the affections, but… he just…

He’s never been all that good at accepting help, and he doesn’t know what to do when all of that patience and warmth is directed at him while he’s busy licking his wounds. It’s not like it’s only Jin that he feels it with either – just that for some reason it’s always the strongest with him.

Still, at least this he can accept. A hug, a kiss, and the few whispered words of concern. “How are you feeling, darling? Is there anything I can get you? Something to eat?”

“I’m okay. Just sleepy, but thanks,” Hoseok answers, pulling back from the hug and quickly shifting his attention to Yoongi. “Gotta say hi to Yoongles before I crash though.”

The alpha barely stirs at Hoseok’s words, wearing the same slightly questioning gaze on his face that he’s had since he walked into the foyer. Hoseok isn’t stupid. Yoongi is worried about him. They all are – Yoongi is just putting the least amount of effort into hiding it.

Normally, Hoseok appreciates that lack of hiding, but right now he just needs to get through this. “Missed you,” he mutters as he hugs Yoongi close and breathes in some of his cinnamon scent.

“Missed you too, Seok-ah,” Yoongi answers, arms wrapping tight around Hoseok. Once their hug is done, Yoongi lets him go reluctantly, eyes searching the space around him before landing back on his face. “You have a bag you need to grab from the car?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Already taken care of.”

“Can I walk you to your room, pup?” Namjoon asks.

Taehyung stands taller like he’s about to offer to come with too, but Jin settles a hand on his shoulder and the gesture immediately has him deflating. God, Hoseok hates being a source of discomfort like this.

At least it’s almost over.

“Sure,” he answers, injecting a bit of cheer into the response. “See the rest of you in the morning. I can’t wait to hear all about your Chuseok fun.”

There’s a whole mess of goodnights exchanged (including another round of kisses from each of them) and then Hoseok leads the way out of the foyer with Namjoon right at his side. It’s a silent trip down the hall, anxiety building in his belly the whole time they walk. He doesn’t know what Namjoon wants. Maybe to reprimand him for making them all worry, or to try and get him talking so that they can descend on him with all that care and kindness he just doesn’t know what to do with right now.

They both stop at the door to Hoseok’s room, and he turns to find Namjoon looking back at him with a warm smile. “I won’t keep you long,” he says, reaching out and tugging Hoseok into another embrace.

“It’s okay. I don’t mind,” Hoseok mutters in response. It’s true in a way. He does want to get into his room where he can break down with nobody watching, but that doesn’t necessarily mean he doesn’t want this. Still, the comfort threatens to crack something open in his chest, and it’s an effort not to shatter all over again.

Namjoon is silent for a moment, nosing at Hoseok’s neck and pressing a kiss over his scent gland. “It’s okay if you need to be alone,” he eventually whispers. “You don’t have to be afraid to tell us that, pup.”

“Sorry, I–”

“No apology necessary. You’re not in trouble. I just want to remind you that we want to take care of you, even if that means giving you space. Just something to think about for next time, okay?”

Hoseok swallows, voice on the edge of cracking as he whispers back a soft little, “Okay.”

“Thank you. I’ll leave you be now, assuming that some time to process alone is what you want right now?” All Hoseok can manage is a weak little nod, because the rest of his composure is currently being spent on not crying right here and now. “Alright. I’ll see you in the morning, Hoseok – and we don’t have to talk then either if you’re not ready.”

Namjoon lets him go with one last peck over his scent gland, and is kind enough not to linger looking at the tears Hoseok can feel filling his eyes. Instead, his alpha does exactly what he said he would do, turning away with a sad little smile and heading back down the hall.

Without another second wasted, Hoseok slips inside of his bedroom. For the second time today, he slumps against a door the moment it shuts and lets himself cry.

*******

Yoongi retreats to his room as soon as Hoseok leaves with Namjoon. It’s where he was before, and he doesn’t want to spend enough time with Jin for the beta to figure out that there’s something on Yoongi’s mind.

The thing is, he keeps an eye on all of their accounts. He does his best not to snoop (just like with the rest of his mates’ digital lives) but he still gets notified for larger transactions – and a last minute ticket for an early flight back to Seoul the day after a holiday is a large enough expense for him to quickly glance at. There would have been no reason to think anything of it if it hadn’t been followed by a text message saying Hoseok would be staying late to finish up some business.

It was clearly a lie, and maybe Yoongi went a tiny bit overboard following it up. The first step was to confirm that the flight actually was for Hoseok – even if it was unlikely to be for anyone else. It’s not like it’s the first time he’s hacked into airport security footage. Once he spotted his mate, it didn’t take long before a charge for a hotel room showed up on the account too.

It’s all suspicious, and Yoongi has to say something. If Hoseok is in trouble, they need to work together as a pack to help him. Still, the others are worried enough already, so he decides to talk to Hoseok before he blows what could be just a little misunderstanding into a big huge pack discussion.

He gives it an hour or so after Hoseok heads to his room, partially so that the rest of the pack will hopefully be too occupied to notice him, and also to give Hoseok a little bit of time to himself. He looked so worn down out in the foyer, like he genuinely did need to rest.

Worst case, he’s already asleep – but Yoongi doubts that. Hoseok looked tired, but not necessarily in the physical sense.

Honestly, it’s not until he’s knocking on Hoseok’s door that he realizes he probably should have come up with some sort of plan for how he was going to handle this. He knows what they need to talk about in the simplest terms, but as for how to approach it… Normally he lets Hoseok come to him when he’s feeling upset, mostly because they both sometimes react poorly to being forced into comfort, so he wants to do his best to respect that when he can.

Unfortunately that’s not an option this time, and he can only stand out here in the hall for so long with his knock going unanswered before he has to try something else.

With a little sigh, Yoongi turns the door handle and lets himself into the darkened bedroom. There’s still a bit of light filtering in through the window as the sun finishes setting outside, which is enough for him to navigate by – and for him to make out the shape of Hoseok’s body under the covers of his bed. He’s laying on his side with the blankets pulled up around his face, leaving only his brown hair exposed.

At first it looks like Hoseok really did crash and go straight to sleep, but the closer Yoongi gets the more he realizes that his mate isn’t asleep at all. They’ve taken more than enough naps together for him to know what Hoseok’s breathing sounds like when he’s sleeping, and this isn’t it. His breaths are definitely deep enough, but the timing is off.

Yoongi is still lacking a plan, but this is Hoseok he’s dealing with. It’s going to be okay.

Without a word, he climbs into bed and slips under the covers, wrapping himself around Hoseok’s back and throwing an arm over his middle. It’s warm beneath the blankets, and even warmer pressed against Hoseok’s back. Yoongi just stays there silently for a while, squeezing his mate closer and nosing at his scent gland.

After a couple of minutes, he whispers, “I know you’re awake, and I know you don’t want to talk. Normally I wouldn’t make you, but I… Your plane ticket was expensive enough to flag my programs, so I got a notification.”

Hoseok tenses against Yoongi, a few quiet seconds passing before he shifts a little and swallows audibly. “I’m sorry.”

His voice sounds ragged and strained like he’s been crying, which has a pit forming in Yoongi’s stomach as he licks over his mate’s scent gland. “It’s okay, Seok-ah. Not angry, just worried. You got back early, booked a hotel room, then showed up late to the house in weird clothes with no bag or anything and went straight to bed. I didn’t tell anyone else, but I can’t just ignore all of that.”

“Left everything there,” Hoseok mutters, reaching down where Yoongi’s arm is wrapped around his middle and lacing their fingers together. “Needed to think, but I had to get back to Seoul. Got a room so I could be alone.”

“Okay, that’s a start. What’s up with the weird clothes?”

“Didn’t want to smell like that place.”

“Is that why you left your bag there too?”

Hoseok gives a little nod. “Nothing in there that I needed.”

“So you’re telling me that whatever happened was bad enough that you left everything behind and grabbed an early flight back, so that you could rent a hotel room and…?”

“Process.” There’s a tense puff of what almost sounds like laughter from Hoseok before he adds, “Mostly cry.”

Yoongi lets out a sigh. “God, can I– I want to ask you what happened, but I… Can you at least turn around so I can see you?”

For a few moments there’s no response besides Hoseok going slightly tense, but eventually he takes a deep breath and nods, turning in Yoongi’s arms until they’re lying face to face. There’s just enough light coming in through the windows for Yoongi to see the way that Hoseok bites nervously at the inside of his lips, and the wet remnants of tears on his cheeks.

Hell, whatever happened must have been bad.

“You can… fuss or whatever you need,” Hoseok mumbles, gaze faltering down toward Yoongi’s chest.

God Yoongi wants to do that so bad, to crush Hoseok to his chest and kiss him until he feels okay again, but…

“Don’t want to make you uncomfortable.” His hands itch to move, to do more than just sit on Hoseok’s shoulder – but he doesn’t want to mess this up. “If you don’t want me to, I–”

“Actually, I…” Hoseok trails off, letting out a laugh even as he squeezes his eyes shut and more tears come spilling out. “Maybe do kind of want you to?”

That’s all Yoongi needs to hear to get him moving, reaching out to cup Hoseok’s face with both hands and wiping away some of those tears before leaning in to kiss him. It’s soft, though there’s a current of desperation running beneath the surface. He just wants so badly to get this right so that Hoseok will open up and let him help.

Yoongi lingers at Hoseok’s lips for a few seconds before beginning to pepper more kisses along his cheek, then down to his scent gland. “Let me smell? Please, Seok-ah?”

“Not good right now,” Hoseok mutters in response, voice still sounding tight with emotion.

“Don’t care. I wanna smell you either way.”

The scent of bitter coffee rolls off of Hoseok in a wave. It’s not exactly pleasant, but it’s still a relief, Yoongi’s own scent getting stronger and more calming in response as he leans in for another kiss and then pulls Hoseok tight against him.

He still wants to know what’s going on, but first he needs to comfort his mate.

The sheer amount of bitterness in Hoseok’s scent is more than enough to give away how badly he needs this, but Yoongi can feel it too. Hoseok squeezes him back almost as tightly, and the slight shake to his shoulders is a dead giveaway that he’s crying more now.

“I’m here,” Yoongi mutters into Hoseok’s neck. “I’m here and I’m not going anywhere. You can let it out, sweetheart.”

Hoseok doesn’t break. He doesn’t shatter. Instead he just cries quietly into Yoongi’s shoulder, occasionally swiping his tongue over his scent gland while Yoongi holds him and returns the favor. They stay like that for minutes, Yoongi clutching Hoseok and rubbing a hand over his back. Sometimes he whispers a few words of encouragement, but mostly they just stay silent.

Once the crying starts to taper off, it’s Yoongi who finally pulls back just a little, wiping tears from Hoseok’s frowning face and then leaning in for one more kiss. “Seok-ah, Can you tell me what happened? Did your family do something horrible? Is it another job?”

Hoseok takes a long breath, eyes focusing somewhere over Yoongi’s shoulder, then down at his chest. There’s no answer.

“Hey, whatever it is, we can figure it out – okay? I just need you to tell me so I can help.”

“Not sure you can,” Hoseok whispers eventually, tear filled eyes meeting Yoongi’s as he lets out a bitter sounding laugh. “It’s kind of a me problem.”

“Can you talk to me about it anyway? Is it another job?”

There’s a few moments of silence before Hoseok eventually lets out a sigh. “Not ‘job’. Jobs.”

Oh… Shit.

It’s hard enough on Hoseok when his parents give him one big job to do, but jobs? More than one in a row? Yoongi has seen Hoseok do a job for his parents and then another smaller job right after, and that was already awful – but two big jobs back to back sounds even more unreasonable than all the bullshit they make him deal with normally.

“What, like two back to back? That’s not fair of them to–”

“Three,” Hoseok interrupts. “Not back to back.”

“So a long term thing? Are they trying to make a five year plan for your life or something?”

“At once.”

Yoongi is stunned into silence, mouth opening and closing twice over as a bitter wave of anger rises ice cold in his chest. “Three jobs,” he eventually repeats. “At once?”

Hoseok nods.

“Tell me you’re fucking joking.”

“That’s what I thought at first too, but… They’re serious. I couldn’t…” Hoseok trails off, swallowing as another round of tears roll down his cheeks. “I faked a call. Left the meeting early and came home – but I needed to think.”

“You can’t let–”

“I know what you’re going to say. Don’t. Please.”

What else is Yoongi supposed to say? Hoseok’s family has been taking advantage of him his whole life, and now they’re asking him to do something that might really break him. It’s not fair. They can’t keep getting away with doing this to him.

“Listen,” Hoseok says after a few seconds of silence. “I know it’s too much. I know. Just… I need some time to think about it and what I’m going to do. You’ve told me how you feel about the other jobs they give me, and this is way worse than any of those. I’m thinking about the things you’ve said. Not just you, but the others too… Jin-hyung and Jiminie especially. But it’s…”

“Complicated?” Yoongi offers. It’s the word Hoseok usually uses to describe his relationship with his family.

Apparently it works just as well now, Hoseok’s gaze faltering as he nods. “Yeah. It’s complicated. And I really am exhausted. I need to sleep, get my head on straight, and try to think through my options clearly.”

“So you don’t want to talk about it.”

“Not right now.”

Yoongi tries to bite his tongue, but he can’t keep himself from asking, “When? We’ve been talking around this for years, Seok-ah.”

Hoseok squeezes his eyes shut, more tears falling as he does. “I know. I’m sorry.”

“Hey, I’m not mad at you.” God, this isn’t going how Yoongi hoped at all… Unsure what else to do, he pulls Hoseok close and makes his best attempt at putting his feelings into words. “I just… You always handle this stuff alone and then avoid talking about it with any of us more than you have to. I’m worried about you. If you thought someone was taking advantage of me, you wouldn’t let me hear the end of it, because you care about me.”

“Like Joonie wouldn’t have it sorted before I even got the chance.”

“Is that your way of saying you want me to sic Joon-ah on you?”

“He already knows something is up.”

“No shit. We all do, sweetheart. It’s bad every time you go home to see your family.”

Not home,” Hoseok says, voice low and serious. “That isn’t my home. This is – here with all of you. They aren’t my family. You are.”

Again, Yoongi can’t quite manage the sort of comfort and tact that the others might have. He has to know. “Then tell me, please. Tell me why you let them do this to you?”

“I’ve never been able to tell them no. I’ve tried but I… I don’t even know what I’m afraid of,” Hoseok admits quietly. “I just know that it would change everything and that feels big and terrifying. I don’t know what the consequences are or how far reaching they might be. I really don’t want to talk about this anymore. Please, Yoongi. I just want you here.”

“Fine, let me say one thing and I’ll drop it for now?”

“Okay.

“Just want to make sure you know that nothing they can do – no matter what it is – will ever change that this is your home and we’re your family. Not a goddamn thing. You’re always going to have us. Alright?”

Hoseok gives one small nod against Yoongi’s shoulder.

“Good. Okay. I’m gonna get you something to eat really fast, and then I’m not going anywhere for the rest of the night.”

“You don’t have to–”

“No,” Yoongi says, pulling back and pressing one firm kiss to Hoseok’s lips. “You don’t want to talk, then we won’t, but you are going to let me feed you. There’s no way you ate dinner when you’re feeling this bad. You said I could fuss a little, so let me?”

Hoseok relaxes against him, reaching up to wipe some of the wetness off his face as he lets out a little puff of laughter. “Okay. Nothing too big?”

“Just whatever I can scrounge up in the fridge. I’ll be back before you know it and then we can cuddle in silence for as long as you want.”

“You’re the best. Thank you.”

Notes:

Poor Hobi is really going through it right now, and of course he's feeling as stubborn as ever about accepting help. It's going to be some time before we get his end of this straightened out, but we've got some fun stuff coming in the meantime!

Next week, Jungkook makes his best attempt to help and spends some time with Yoongi to figure out a plan of action. See you there :D

Chapter 116: One Way To Help

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook isn’t sure exactly what he expected things to be like after Chuseok, but he’s pretty sure it wasn’t this.

When he shows up with Jimin to welcome everybody home, the tension in the air is palpable, and it’s clear exactly who the target of all of it is. Hobi-hyung is definitely not feeling like himself at all, even though he puts on a warm sunshine smile and greets Jungkook with every bit of enthusiasm he normally would.

The first time Jungkook reminds Hoseok that he should let his scent out, it dissipates again within the minute. He’s certain it must just be a fluke, but the same thing happens the second time, and the third.

It reminds him so much of Jimin back when they still lived in Busan. The two of them avoided Jimin's parents as much as they could, but that was always easier for him than it was for Jimin -- and Jungkook could always tell when a run-in had been particularly bad. Jimin would try to hide it or put on a brave face, but it was impossible to miss the way it faded in an instant if he wasn't focusing completely on keeping the facade up.

Just like how Hobi-hyung's scent keeps fading now.

The seven of them are watching a movie together and getting some cuddles in – which is definitely nice – but Jungkook is fairly sure that the movie is mostly an effort to keep everyone occupied without chancing too much confrontation. It's working well enough, and the closeness is nice, but his mind is too preoccupied to fully enjoy it.

A big group setting isn’t really the place to try and talk to Hobi-hyung, so Jungkook keeps at least some of his attention on looking for another opportunity. Eventually he finds one when Hoseok offers to go grab some snacks after their first movie is over. Jungkook definitely isn’t the only one who looks like he wants to follow Hoseok – but he is the fastest.

“I can help, hyung,” he calls, already jumping up from the couch and following along to the kitchen.

“Aww, so sweet of you, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says, reaching out to take Jungkook’s hand with another one of those wide smiles.

His scent is still gone, and it doesn’t feel right to ask a fourth time, even though Jungkook feels its absence almost like an itch. Hobi-hyung looked a little sad the third time Jungkook reminded him, so he definitely doesn’t want to keep pushing that way and make anything worse. There’s other ways he’d rather push instead.

As soon as they’re in the kitchen, Jungkook stops in his tracks.

Hoseok takes one more step before their joined hands force him to stop, and he turns back with a curious expression. “Did you forget something, baby?” he asks, stepping in closer and resting a hand on Jungkook’s hip.

“No, just… Everything feels super tense, and you seem sad, hyung. I keep asking about your scent but it goes away so fast every time, and I’m just worried that something bad is happening. Was your Chuseok really awful? Can you tell me what’s wrong?” Jungkook eventually manages to stop asking questions, partly because he can see Hoseok’s expression falling just a little as he talks.

Still, the smile is back on the alpha’s face for a quick flash before he’s tugging Jungkook into his arms for a hug. “Oh, honey, I’m sorry you’re feeling anxious. I didn’t have the best Chuseok, and I’ve got some stressful work coming up, but it’s nothing I can’t handle. Everything is going to be just fine, and you’ll still be taken care of so well.”

“But I’m not worried about me. Can you tell me about your work stuff? Maybe I can help – or Jiminie! He already helped the one time and–”

“It’s okay, baby. Nothing you need to worry about.”

Jungkook is about to argue that he can’t help being worried when something is clearly wrong, but Hobi-hyung leans in for a kiss before he can even get a word out. It’s not just a little peck either. The kiss is intense – all firm and possessive, with Hoseok reaching up to rub little circles into Jungkook’s scent gland that make his thoughts go syrupy.

“Hyung, I…” Jungkook mutters into Hoseok’s lips, trying to stay focused but rapidly slipping into just how good it feels to have his alpha like this.

“You’re okay, gorgeous,” Hoseok coos, lips trailing down Jungkook’s neck. “It’s so sweet of you to check in with me like this. Now let hyung help you feel better too, okay?”

Whatever thoughts were left in Jungkook’s brain leave immediately when Hoseok begins to scent him, applying enough pressure with his tongue to mimic the soft little circles being rubbed into the other side of Jungkook’s neck. It’s not quite as immediate or consuming as a nip, but Jungkook has never been all that great at keeping his train of thought when something feels really good – and this definitely does. He’s left whining into Hoseok’s neck as he returns the scenting, then eagerly allows himself to be led around the kitchen to grab snacks once they’re done.

As soon as they’re back in the living room, everyone starts cooing over how soft he is and that only makes him slip even further down into that pleasant, submissive omega headspace. It does at least seem to lighten the mood a bit. The rest of the pack is more than happy to shuffle him around during their second movie, giving him more scentings and plenty of cuddles.

Embarrassingly enough, it’s not until later that night when Jungkook is just about to fall asleep (cuddled between Jimin and Namjoon) that he even realizes what Hobi-hyung did. There’s no way the alpha didn’t know what was going to happen if he started touching Jungkook like that.

It’s the sort of thing that he might find upsetting in slightly different circumstances. He doesn’t like feeling manipulated, but it’s not like Hoseok was really up for talking anyway, and it was definitely a less distressing way to end that conversation than just telling Jungkook to leave him alone.

Plus, it made the others happy for a while, which he hopes was a nice break for Hobi-hyung too – even if it was just for a couple of hours.

~~

Jungkook isn’t the type to give up without a fight, but he can also recognize when he’s outmatched, or the wrong man for the job entirely – and both of those things are definitely true in this scenario. Still, it’s not like Hobi-hyung is the only person here who needs help.

While the others seem like they’ve settled into a tense but workable sort of understanding about Hoseok’s unwillingness to be comforted or talk things out, Jin-hyung doesn’t quite appear to be on the same page. His scent is muted, and there’s a sort of bone-deep tiredness on his face that Jungkook has never seen before. He’s clearly off balance, and considering what they’ve heard in passing from the others about how bothered he gets by Hoseok’s refusal to accept help, Jungkook thinks maybe this is a task more suited to him.

Trying to start a little play fight the next morning when they’re the only two awake just gets Jungkook tugged in for a quick kiss before Jin-hyung goes right back to working on breakfast. And there isn’t much time between then and when Hobi-hyung wakes up to join them.

It’s tense in the kitchen. Not like Hoseok and Jin are mad at each other exactly, but more like… they both know there’s no way to resolve this unspoken thing between them right now. Jungkook bites his tongue, no matter how much he wants to just yell until they both sit down and figure this out. (Taehyung already explained what a bad idea that is – how he tried to force them to talk too soon the last time things got bad and how it only made it worse.)

This just doesn’t feel good. Maybe if Jungkook can’t make a difference for Hobi-hyung, he can at least try to make one for Jin-hyung? Something to think about for their next visit. Right now, he has other stuff to do.

When he and Jimin leave about an hour after breakfast to head home and get ready for their day, neither of them can resist talking about it. The second they’re alone in the back seat of the car, Jimin asks, “Did you find out anything? Seemed like Hoseok-hyung settled you last night when you went to help him go get snacks?”

“Yeah, I tried to ask him what was wrong, but he just said he has work stuff coming up and that his Chuseok wasn’t great. Then he told me not to worry and kissed me until my brain went all fuzzy, and scented me really good too.”

“I don’t know if you were too far gone to tell, but having you like that helped so much to get everyone to relax just a little. Was it okay for you too?”

“It was great,” Jungkook answers. “I just wish I’d been able to make any sort of progress at all before then – but I don’t think I can help Hobi-hyung when he’s like this. Or at least I don’t think I’m going to be the person he opens up to. I lose my head too easy and he knows exactly how to do it.”

Jimin lets out a little laugh at that. “Yeah, I feel like knowing what buttons to push is kind of his thing.”

“What about you?”

“What do you mean?”

“Did you manage to talk to him?” Jungkook asks.

“Not really, or at least… I could tell he really didn’t want to talk. I caught him briefly before bed, but the second I tried to ask about how he was doing, he got all evasive. I know TaeTae thinks I’m going to be the one he opens up to, but it doesn’t seem like he’s ready to talk to anybody – or if he has, it’s not something for all of us to know yet.”

“What do you think happened?”

After a moment of thought, Jimin shrugs. “It’s something with his family, obviously. He’s always the most private when it comes to that stuff, and I’m guessing it’s another job – probably a lot more stressful than the little one I helped him with before. I don’t know what we can do if he won’t talk, but I’m going to at least try.”

Perfect.

“That’s great,” Jungkook says, feeling a smile stretch across his face. “You can keep working on Hobi-hyung, and I can be useful helping other places.”

Jimin tilts his head, a little smile on his face too. “Yeah? Is there something you’re thinking in particular?”

“I’m gonna help Jin-hyung feel better.”

“He did seem really off, didn’t he? I mean they all did, but he seemed like he was taking it harder than the rest of them. Either way, I’m sure he’ll be happy to have you trying to help. Any idea how you’re gonna approach?”

Jungkook shrugs. “Not a clue – but I know who to ask.”

~~

[Jungkook to Yoongi]

[JK]: hey hyung

[Yoongi]: Hey baby. What’s up? Everything okay?

[JK]: yeah im okay

[JK]: wondering if we can hang out when you have time

[JK]: like just us for a bit

[JK]: im off tomorrow

[Yoongi]: Sure. I’d love to.

[Yoongi]: But also, am I detecting a hint of urgency or are you just excited about something?

[JK]: i mean im always excited to hang out

[JK]: but its a little urgent too

[Yoongi]: You gonna tell me why or do I have to wait to find out?

[JK]: just wanna talk about whats going on and how i can help

[Yoongi]: Listen I know Seok-ah is having a hard time at the moment and it’s really nice that you want to help. I’m just not sure there’s anything you can actually do right now JK.

[JK]: yeah i figured that out already

[JK]: ill explain tomorrow

[JK]: is noon too early

[Yoongi]: You can come at ten if you want. I need to be up to help Seokjin-hyung with something quick in the morning anyway.

[JK]: okay thank you hyung

[Yoongi]: See you then.

~

The house feels surprisingly empty when Jungkook arrives the next morning. He doesn’t run into anyone downstairs, though he can catch faint hints of smells from what must have been breakfast still lingering in the air. Those are far from the only scents that catch his attention though. It’s not strong by any means, but there’s still something just a bit off about the scents of the rest of the pack.

He can detect bits of Jin-hyung’s minty scent, but it’s… kind of bitter? Not distressed, just not quite right either. It’s the same with Namjoon-hyung and Taehyung’s – and Hoseok’s is predictably impossible to find anywhere.

At least when he steps inside of Yoongi’s room, the alpha’s scent is pretty close to its baseline, all comforting warm cinnamon and spice that helps set some of the anxiety building inside of Jungkook at ease.

Yoongi is sitting in front of his computers and spins around in his chair at the sound of the door opening. “Hey, how’s it going?” he asks, standing up to come and greet Jungkook with a hug.

“Pretty good. House smells weird. Is everything okay?”

“More or less. Seok-ah finally told the others what’s going on this morning, then left pretty much right after – so everyone was processing before they left for work.”

Jungkook returns Yoongi’s embrace, licking once over the alpha’s scent gland just to be sure that cinnamon scent really is as calm as it seems before he asks, “But not you? Or at least, you don’t smell like you’re anxious.”

“I talked to him the night he came home and he told me then, so I’ve had two days to come to terms with it already,” Yoongi explains, returning Jungkook’s brief scenting.

“Do me and Jiminie get to know too, or is it a secret?”

There’s a couple of seconds of silence before Yoongi lets out a little sigh and tugs Jungkook down towards the couch. “C’mon, this stresses me out too, so we might as well just cuddle now.”

Once they settle side by side and are nice and close on the couch, Jungkook leans happily into the arm wrapped around his back and asks, “Is it really that bad?”

“Maybe. Kind of depends what Seok-ah decides to do. Now listen, I’m going to tell you what’s going on, but first I need you to know that talking to Hoseok about it probably isn’t going to help right now. He needs time to process and–”

“It’s okay, hyung. Like I said, I already decided I’m probably not the man for that job. Still wanna know what’s happening.”

“His parents are trying to get him to do some more work for them. Three jobs rolled into one big stressful job. It’s too much to ask of him, and he doesn’t think he can do it without major sacrifices – but he’s afraid to tell his parents no and see what the consequences are. He’s stuck and he’s made it very clear he isn’t looking for opinions. Me and Tae both have a hard time not telling him to say the hell with his family, and Joon-ah and Jin-hyung both struggle when Seok-ah refuses to talk things through. So stuff is a mess right now.”

Three jobs all in one sounds like way too much, just gauging from what Jungkook has heard in passing from the others. And honestly, it makes sense that everything has gotten so tense if Hobi-hyung doesn’t even like to talk about this sort of stuff under good circumstances. Jungkook is generally a firm believer in giving people space when they ask for it, but that’s usually under the assumption that the thing can be talked about later.

From how it sounds, ‘later’ has kind of become ‘never’ for Hoseok when it has anything to do with his family.

“Will this time be different?” Jungkook asks.

“What do you mean, ‘this time’?”

“Just that like… I’ve heard a little about this stuff in passing before, and it sounds like Hobi-hyung usually just works through this stuff on his own and only ever talks about it a little – and usually only after his job is done? But it doesn’t sound like a job he can really do this time, so do you think it might be different?”

“Honestly…” Yoongi shakes his head, pressing a kiss into Jungkook’s hair and squeezing him a little closer. “I don’t know. I want it to be different. I want him to finally tell his family to fuck off and stop taking advantage of him, but in the end it isn’t my call to make.”

Jungkook considers this for a few moments. It’s definitely a tricky situation if Hoseok won’t accept help, but that doesn’t mean they can’t work through it. He knows how deep the pack’s bond is, and how committed he and Jimin are to taking care of them too – so there’s no way they don’t figure this out somehow.

They have to.

“So, what’s the plan then?”

Yoongi lets out a little puff of laughter. “If there is one, I definitely don’t have it.”

“You’re not planning anything at all?”

“I didn’t say that. It’s just that ‘The Plan’ sounds like more of a group thing, and we need Jin-hyung and Joon to process before we can come up with anything like that. I’m not the guy for that kind of job.”

“Okay, well what about your plan then?”

“Try my best to be supportive and quiet about my opinions on the subject unless he asks. The others will probably do more pushing, and I want to give him somewhere safe to be with somebody and just not think about it for a little bit if he needs. Not that I’m saying I won’t ever try to talk to him about it. Just…”

“Not when it isn’t going to help?” Jungkook offers.

“Yeah, basically. I’m not always the best at telling when that is, but I said most of what I wanted to say when he told me that night. No reason to keep pushing when he isn’t ready to talk,” Yoongi says with a shrug.

“Do you think it’s going to help when Namjoon-hyung tries to talk to him?”

Again, Yoongi gives a shrug. “I wish I knew, but I honestly don’t. Seok-ah is… somehow both better and worse at accepting his fussing than I am. He doesn’t really need to be wrestled into it like I do sometimes, but he also just straight up tells Joon-ah to leave him alone when he can’t deal with it.”

Jungkook can’t quite help pulling back at that, head tilting in confusion as he looks at Yoongi. “And you don’t tell him to leave you alone?”

“No, I do. Hoseok just actually means it.”

It’s impossible to resist asking for more information. Jungkook has wanted to understand Yoongi-hyung and Namjoon-hyung’s relationship better for ages now (especially from Yoongi’s point of view), and he’s finally being presented with an opportunity to learn more. “Tell me about what it’s like?”

“What what’s like?”

“You and Namjoon-hyung. It sounds like you guys argue but in like a sort of affectionate way maybe? I wanna know how it works.”

Yoongi looks unimpressed, raising a brow at Jungkook. “Is this related to how you want to help today?”

“No, just curious,” Jungkook answers, lips pulling into a pout.

“Oi, that kind of pouting isn’t fair.”

Jungkook doesn’t change his expression. “Please, hyung?”

“Alright, fine. You want to know about me and Joon-ah?”

“Yes please.”

*******

God, this isn’t what Yoongi expected to be getting himself into today. It’s one thing to try and put his feelings about Hoseok’s situation into words when he’s been thinking about it for the last several days – but getting his thoughts about Namjoon out in a way someone else can understand feels infinitely harder.

And more embarrassing.

It’s not that he’s ashamed of his love for Namjoon – or any of his mates, really – but it’s not something he typically expresses with words just out of the blue like this. Although… he is working on trying to be more open with his affection, so maybe this could be another one of the tiny baby steps on that path?

He’s not gonna get out of answering either way, so he takes a deep breath and starts talking. “It’s not like there’s a lot to say. I love him. And he might be a pain in my ass but it’s because he loves me too.”

Jungkook doesn’t seem even a little discouraged by Yoongi’s short response, looking back at him with a smile and asking, “Is that why you guys fight? Because he cares about you?”

“Most of the time, I guess. I’ve gotten a lot less goddamn ridiculous over the years, but I still have a hard time with the kind of… I don’t know. You’ve gotta realize Joon-ah is kind of intense, right?”

“Is he?” Jungkook asks, a curious expression on his face.

“God, of course you wouldn’t feel that way.”

“What do you mean?”

“You’re just… How do I put it? You’re so open to everything all the time and excited for every single bit of affection you get – and that’s so entirely opposite from how I deal with shit that I have a hard time making sense of it.”

“I like affection, I guess? It all feels good. Doesn’t it for you?”

“Well yeah, but…” Yoongi can’t quite help frowning. “It’s still just hard sometimes to feel like I deserve it, maybe? I know it’s stupid and you technically don’t have to do anything to deserve it, but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s hard, especially when I’m not feeling good. And I suppose… Joon-ah is a safe person to work out the ugly parts with.”

Jungkook considers this for a moment, reaching for one of Yoongi’s hands and tangling their fingers together. After a few seconds, he gently asks, “Can you tell me why it’s ugly?”

“You want all the gory details, huh?”

“Only if it’s okay for me to ask.”

“S’fine. Just…” Yoongi reaches his free hand up and drags it down the side of his face, taking a deep breath. “I feel bad about it sometimes. I say shit I don’t mean – like that I don’t want to talk and wish he would just leave me alone. Some of it is true in the moment, but it’s not how I feel most of the time. Would just be nice to be able to show him that more often, which I’m trying to work on.”

“Hmm, have you always felt like this? Like I mean with other people too?”

“Honestly, I didn’t date much before the pack.”

Really?” Jungkook asks, eyes going wide.

“Why is that hard to believe?”

“I mean… You’re just so handsome. Are you really telling me you didn’t date before all of this – not even any omegas?”

Yoongi chooses to ignore the compliment and stick with the slightly less awkward business of divulging his dating history. “A couple in high school – briefly. After that I didn’t really meet any I liked that way. Was kind of more into alphas at the time, though that dropped off once I met Joon. I was really wrapped up in my own stuff, so it wasn’t exactly a priority. I don’t feel like it should be that surprising.”

“It’s just hard to believe nobody tried to snatch you up!”

“Even if they did, I probably wouldn’t have noticed,” Yoongi admits with a laugh. “What about you? Nobody before Min-ah?”

Jungkook shakes his head with a smile. “Nah. Jiminie was all I wanted since we were kids – at least until we met you guys. Now I know I want so much more. We both do.”

Before he can even really think about it, Yoongi is leaning forward and pulling Jungkook in for a kiss. “For us too, sweetheart,” he says, voice coming out just a little strained at the sudden burst of emotion he feels. Their pack felt complete before, but as soon as they started courting Jungkook and Jimin it became so clear that they were wrong. This is how their pack was always meant to be – the seven of them.

He does his best to communicate those feelings in a kiss, but it feels… like not enough.

It’s not as if Jungkook seems to mind, of course. He’s as eager as always, tilting his head to deepen the kiss and opening right away when Yoongi slips him a bit of tongue. Hell, within half a minute Jungkook is climbing into his lap and whining into their kiss without a second thought. Yoongi tries to stay present instead of locked in his own head, but the words he so desperately wants to say are burning in his chest, so eager to be set free that it feels like he can’t possibly contain them.

So he doesn’t.

He breaks their kiss, reaching up to cup Jungkook’s cheek and stare into those pretty brown doe eyes that he wants to look at for the rest of his life and whispers, “I love you so much, Jungkook-ah.”

There’s a brief moment of silence as a smile spreads across Jungkook’s face, eyes welling with what look like tears. “Hyung, I… God, I love you so much too. M’so glad you guys decided to keep us.”

“Baby, there’s no world where we ever would have let you go – not unless you decided you didn’t want to stay with us.”

“I would never have wanted to go,” Jungkook says softly, tears running down his cheeks as he blinks. “You guys have all taken such good care of us.”

Yoongi brushes away the tears, swallowing as his own eyes go a little misty. “You look after us too, you know? Like how you’re here today because you want to help. It’s… You’re part of this pack, and that means we all take care of each other.”

They lose themselves in another long kiss, so sweet that it leaves Yoongi feeling breathless and just so incredibly lucky to finally be able to say what’s in his heart. He’s in love. Completely. Desperately. He has been for goddamn ages.

And he doesn’t have to hide it anymore.

~~

Several minutes later, once scentings have been exchanged and they’ve both settled with Jungkook still in Yoongi’s lap and both their heads resting comfortably on one another’s shoulders, Jungkook finally speaks again.

“Wanted to ask something earlier… before we got caught up.”

“Yeah? What do you wanna know, sweetheart?”

“I’m curious,” Jungkook says, leaning back to look at Yoongi with a warm smile. “What you talked about with Namjoon-hyung – the fighting and having him be a safe place to let out some of the feelings you think are ugly… Is it like that with you and Jin-hyung too?”

Maybe it’s the fact that Yoongi has divulged so much already, or the way he feels like talking about Namjoon cracked something vulnerable open in his chest. Or it could be the fact that telling Jungkook that he loves him has opened some sort of floodgate… Either way, whether it’s a combination of the three or just one of them, Yoongi doesn’t hesitate to tell Jungkook even more.

“No, not really. They’re both… There’s ways that they’re a lot alike – always all excited to get deep and emotional, and both so sweet about it that it hurts sometimes – but I don’t do that kind of fighting with Seokjin-hyung.”

“Why only with Namjoon-hyung?”

“It’s…” This time Yoongi hesitates for a moment, feeling that same little bubble of guilt stir inside of him that he and Namjoon talked about a while back. But if Jungkook really is that curious, Yoongi isn’t going to deny him. The hell with it. What’s one more embarrassing truth? “Honestly, I was feeling bad about that not too long ago. Like how it’s always Namjoon I lash out at, but… he helped me understand that maybe it’s not something that’s always bad? I don’t know. I’m still trying to work through it.”

“I don’t think it sounds all that bad either – not that I have any firsthand experience to back it up,” Jungkook says with a nervous little laugh. “It’s just that sometimes having a place where you can let out the hard stuff and trust that it’s gonna be okay… That seems like a good thing? Like you trust Namjoon-hyung enough to let him see that, and that you must be okay with how he responds to it?”

“Yeah, something like that. Kind of what he said too, actually.”

“Does Jin-hyung react to it differently?”

“I don’t really… It’s not that I never push him away, but the dynamic is just a lot different.”

Jungkook just smiles back at Yoongi like he’s sure there’s more to say about it, eventually giving a curious little tilt of his head. “Tell me how?”

“So it’s sort of like… Both of them are always focused on helping, and they’re both willing to push if it means progress for any of us, but for me they both approach it way different. Jin-hyung pushes slowly, over and over again while he’s just stood there like some comforting wall you can lean on while you move, but he’ll back down if I need him to and then just come back to try again later at that same pace. But Joon-ah…”

“Does Namjoon-hyung not back down like that?”

Yoongi can’t help the bark of laughter that escapes him at the thought. “That’s sure one way to put it.”

“Is that the only way it’s different?”

“Nah, I think the stuff we talk about is different too. Jin-hyung usually leans more toward the proactive stuff – slow changes made over time and shit like that. Joon-ah tends to corner me more when he’s reacting to something I’m doing. Like if I’m burying myself in work again, or if I’ve been avoiding a conversation for too long. If it’s a problem that needs a solution right then and there, Joon is usually the one to find me – or both of them if I really fuck up.”

Jungkook considers this for a moment, before giving a slow little nod. “So Jin-hyung is really good at pushing a little bit, and Namjoon-hyung is more like…”

“Joon-ah will drag me kicking and screaming into a better life, no matter how much of a burden I try to be,” Yoongi says, gaze falling from Jungkook’s eyes down to his chest. “I owe him more than I could ever pay back.”

“Do you think he wants you to pay him back?”

“No. I know exactly what he’d say if I even mentioned it. Something unbearably fucking sweet about how I never have to do anything to deserve him being the best goddamn alpha I ever could have asked for – or something like that.” Yoongi’s cheeks are starting to go warm at all this honesty, and the dawning realization that if he ever does want to pay Namjoon back, doing it with words probably isn’t going to work.

That’s probably for the best, honestly. Words aren’t usually the way that Yoongi communicates best anyway, but he still doesn’t know what he should do instead. He owes his life to Namjoon in more ways than one. It’s not even exactly that he wants to pay him back out of guilt either. More like… he wants to prove that he means it when he says that he’s working to get better – that it doesn’t always have to be Namjoon pulling them both forward…

Whatever. It’s a problem for later.

For now, Yoongi just shakes his head and looks back up at Jungkook to ask, “So why all the questions anyways?”

“I’ve been curious about you and Namjoon-hyung for a while, I guess.”

“Okay, and what about Jin-hyung?”

“Well that’s…” Jungkook trails off, a little bit of a blush forming on his cheeks now too. It’s almost unfair how pretty he looks like this, a little embarrassed as he sits in Yoongi’s lap and bites at his lip. “Part of it is because I was gonna try to help Jin-hyung feel better today, so I guess he’s on my mind quite a bit right now.”

“Oh, that’s really sweet of you, JK. What’s the other part though?”

“Umm, you sort of talked about fighting with Namjoon-hyung, and it reminded me about something Jin-hyung told me on Chuseok.”

“What did he tell you?”

“That you pick fights with him too sometimes, but that it’s… kind of because you maybe want to get spanked? So I was curious what that was about.”

“Are you fucking– And you just let me say all of that emotional shit? Oh my– Why didn’t you just ask that?” Yoongi sputters, his cheeks burning hot now as he leans forward to bury his face in Jungkook’s chest with a groan.

“It’s not like you said anything bad, hyung. And if you’re hiding does that mean you’re embarrassed because you do like to get spanked?”

“Why in the hell do you need to know that?”

Jungkook lets out a little laugh and wraps his arms tight around Yoongi, pressing a kiss into his hair. “I don’t need to. I’m just curious cause I’m not sure I really understand why, but if you really don’t want me to know then we don’t have to talk about it. Sorry if I made you uncomfortable.”

“I’m not uncomfortable,” Yoongi mumbles.

That doesn’t even get dignified with a response, just another giggle from Jungkook.

Fine. I’m uncomfortable, but only because it’s embarrassing to talk about. Can you at least– Will you tell me what you actually want to know so that I don’t end up saying a bunch of shit you don’t need to hear?”

“But what if I want to know everything?”

There’s no way Yoongi is going to survive this. It’s one thing to have the rest of the pack aware of it, especially when he knows they like to watch – but trying to explain it to someone new?

Horrifying.

“Jin-hyung likes doing it and I like how it feels,” Yoongi says, trying to keep the explanation as short as possible.

“Okay, that’s a start. The actual ‘getting hit’ part of it feels good?”

God, Jungkook really doesn’t have a clue, does he?

At least that innocence makes it feel a little less embarrassing to talk about. It’s not like Jungkook is trying to get Yoongi to admit something weird so he can laugh about it. He just genuinely doesn’t understand.

“Yeah. It feels nice. Kind of the same way a good bite does.”

Jungkook’s scent spikes at that, a puff of sweet orange that settles Yoongi’s nerves just a little. “Oh wow, if it feels like that then I totally get it. I love good bites. But Jin-hyung said you also pick fights when you’re looking for… Damn, what word did he use… Correction? Does that sound right?”

“That is exactly the word he would use,” Yoongi says, letting out a groan. “God how do I even… It’s like– It’s part of the process. Doesn’t feel quite right to just have him do it for nothing – even though he does just do it for nothing sometimes – but picking a fight is easier for me than asking him to do that out of nowhere. And umm… a good way to get him to be a little meaner about it. Gives us a script to play to, I guess.”

Almost as soon as the rush of honesty leaves his mouth, Yoongi wishes he could pull it back inside of him. He answered way more than the question that was asked of him. Where did that even come from? Usually he would never tell anyone that much without–

Wait. Why isn’t Jungkook saying anything?

“Are you okay?” Yoongi asks, leaning back far enough to get a good look at Jungkook’s pretty blushing face and lips parted in what looks like surprise. “Can’t tell if that’s a good expression or not. Please say something.”

“Sorry, I’m just…” This time, it’s Jungkook’s gaze that falters, falling somewhere over Yoongi’s shoulder for a second before he manages to look back. “I’m trying to imagine what it looks like. I bet you’re so pretty during, hyung.”

“Oh my god, you can’t just say stuff like that.”

“Why not?”

Yoongi raises both hands to cover his face, letting out a long sigh. “Because then I’ll start thinking about you being there to watch too,” he mumbles, cheeks hot against his hands.

This seems to really pique Jungkook’s interest, voice coming out excited as he asks, “Could I? Do you let the others watch sometimes too?”

“For fuck’s sake, I– Yeah. They watch sometimes.”

“I don’t know why you’re so embarrassed, hyung,” Jungkook says, reaching for Yoongi’s wrists and tugging them away from his face easily. “It sounds really hot. Do you guys have sex when you do that too?”

As much as Yoongi tries to fight Jungkook’s grip, he’s not even close to a match for the omega’s strength – which sort of makes it easier to just answer the damn questions, honestly. What else is he supposed to do?

“Most of the time we do, but not always.”

“Because you don’t want to or because Jin-hyung doesn’t want to?”

“Seokjin-hyung prefers to combine the two, but sometimes I don’t feel up to it, I guess? Or like I can tell that he needs to do the hitting part but then just needs to relax? I don’t know.”

“He needs to?” Jungkook asks, still holding Yoongi’s wrists and giving him a curious look. “Why?”

“How should I know? He sort of… I feel like he just needs to be in control sometimes, especially when he can’t control other things going on around him? But honestly that’s just me guessing, so who knows whether I’m right or not. I’m sure if you really wanted to know, you could ask him about it.”

“Do you need it sometimes too?”

“Need is a strong word,” Yoongi mumbles, staring down at Jungkook’s chest. “It helps me feel better sometimes.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know. Get some of the fight out, maybe? Let Jin-hyung tire me out until I can’t go anymore and then enjoy the aftercare where I’m too dazed to do anything but appreciate the cuddles? I usually don’t think about it that hard. I just sort of do it.”

There’s another mouth watering spike of fresh orange in the air, beginning to go almost syrupy sweet as Jungkook leans in, his lips finding Yoongi’s in an open mouthed kiss. He feels almost desperate, and Yoongi would be lying if he said he wasn’t happy to not have to talk for a while – and even happier about having his omega whining into his mouth.

Jungkook ruts his hips forward until the two of them grind together. He feels almost painfully hard, especially compared to Yoongi, who’s own erection is only just starting to fill out now that Jungkook is being so perfectly needy. The poor thing feels like he’s been like this for a while now, which means… God, he must like hearing about what Jin does to Yoongi. Is he imagining the two of them having sex, or is he thinking about what Yoongi looks like when Jin has slapped his ass all cherry red?

He’s gotta know.

“What–” Yoongi tries to turn away, but ends up caught in another kiss as Jungkook whines, chasing his retreat. “It’s okay,” he mutters, trailing his lips down Jungkook’s throat. “M’not going anywhere. Just wanna know what you’re thinking about, baby. Which part got you all desperate?”

“I like… It’s– Was imagining you with all the fight worked out of you, taking everything really easy and letting Jin-hyung make you feel good. Can we… Can I see sometime? Please?”

“Yeah, sweetheart – you can watch sometime.” Yoongi licks over Jungkook’s scent gland, letting out a moan as the omega ruts his hips forward again and delivers more of that delicious friction. “Hell, you’re… so worked up.”

Jungkook mutters some sort of agreement, leaning in to return the scenting as he whimpers and grinds them together even more.

This is way too tempting. All Yoongi can think about right now is how fucking good Jungkook is gonna look stretched around his knot. The omega is so eager, movements going almost a little fluid like he’s starting to lose himself – like Yoongi could have him however he likes. It would be so easy to work him out of his clothes and give him what he’s obviously desperate for…

But that isn’t the plan.

Namjoon is supposed to give Jungkook his first knot, and the omega has been talking about wanting to look after Jin… So maybe… There’s a chance Yoongi can do something really wonderful for one of his mates, but it means giving up the horny omega currently rubbing up against him like a desperate teenager.

Jin is so lucky that Yoongi loves him.

“Jungkook-ah,” he whispers, reaching a hand up to settle on the omega’s nape, thumb pressed into his scent gland. “Can I make a suggestion, baby?”

Jungkook lets out a little whine, pulling back to look down at Yoongi with a pout. “Did I do something wrong, hyung?”

“God no. Not even a little, sweetheart. I was just thinking… You mentioned that you wanted to help Jin-hyung feel better, didn’t you?”

“Well yeah, but I’m all…” Jungkook trails off, eyelashes fluttering just a little before he finishes in a whisper. “Wanna feel good.”

God, he’s so hot. Come on – breathe.

Yoongi can do this.

“That’s kind of what I was getting at. As much as I love having you this way – and I really, really do, baby – Jin-hyung would enjoy you like this too.”

“What, like right now? Is he even home? I didn’t see anybody.”

“He’s home. Probably up in bed answering emails and sulking – and it would make his whole day if I sent you up there all worked up and ready to jump him. Hell, if you want to make his whole week, you can ask him to play. You sound so curious about him like that, and you can trust me when I say he’d be more than happy to show you a little.”

The pout on Jungkook’s face slowly shifts into something more neutral as he wets his lips, clearly thinking. “Will I run into someone else with him?”

“Nope. The others are out for work right now, so he’s all alone up there.”

“Do you think… Would he hit me?”

Yoongi can’t help but let out a laugh. “Not unless that’s something you want, baby – and probably not this time even if you did. I just know he wants to get his hands on you as bad as I do. Maybe even more, since he hasn’t gotten to see how pretty you are when you cum yet.”

Jungkook’s hips rock forward again, lashes fluttering as he lets out a tiny whine. “Hyung, s’not fair.”

“What’s not fair?”

“You talking like that when I’m trying to think.”

“Sorry, baby. Can I help?”

“I don’t know. I’m just…” Jungkook shakes his head and takes a long breath, like he’s trying to forcibly clear his mind. “Are you sure Jin-hyung is going to want me when he’s not feeling good?”

It takes effort not to laugh again. The thought of any goddamn reality where Jin wouldn’t want to look after Jungkook to make himself feel better is ridiculous. “JK, it’s hard for me to actually think of something he might want more. You remember how you trusted me when I told you to text Joon-ah before his rut?”

Jungkook nods, biting at his lip nervously.

“Well I promise you that I’m just as sure about Jin-hyung – if that’s something you're interested in. If right now doesn’t feel like a good time, you don’t have to do–”

“I want to,” Jungkook says, swallowing audibly. “I think I’m just a little worried if… If I do ask him to play? I know it means stuff other than hitting, but will he even want to do anything like that if I just want to be good?”

“Oh, you have no idea, sweetheart. He’s definitely going to want to, and he can help you figure out ways to do it that make both of you feel good. I promise. If you ask him, you definitely won’t leave unsatisfied.”

There’s a long pause as Jungkook takes his time to think it over, scent still sweet but tapering off into something less intense than it was just minutes before. It’s nice actually, allowing Yoongi to think a bit more clearly as well – which only makes him even more sure that he’s giving Jin the best gift ever.

Finally, Jungkook gives a little nod. “Okay, I’ll go find him. Thank you for helping me, hyung – and for telling me you love me.”

“I do love you. So much, baby,” Yoongi assures him, leaning in to press one more soft kiss to his lips. “You gonna go make Jin-hyung’s day?”

“Yeah. I’ll let you know how it goes. And I love you too, hyung. Thank you for your help.”

Jungkook stands up with a smile and exits the room on slightly trembling legs, leaving Yoongi alone with his thoughts and a still very persistent erection. He debates ignoring it, but considering the good deed he just did for Jin, Yoongi treats himself to a long shower instead, taking care of the problem himself as he imagines what the two of them must be doing upstairs together.

He just hopes that Jin appreciates his gift.

Notes:

Next week, Jin gets his gift and appreciates it very much ;)

See you there!

Chapter 117: An Unexpected Gift

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin is… admittedly rather upset.

He expected Chuseok to go poorly for Hoseok, but this is an entirely different degree of awful – and like usual, it’s been made quite clear that his comfort and input isn’t wanted. It makes sense. Hoseok has been taking small strides toward opening up more (which Seokjin couldn’t be happier about) but this is big, and they still don’t know how to handle big things together.

He understands, but that doesn’t mean he has to like it. And there’s still plenty he doesn’t understand as well. Hoseok made the nature of the choice he’s faced with clear, but the details are still a mystery. Three big jobs to be executed simultaneously in what his parents likely consider to be a showcase of his talents. Months of planning. Weeks undercover.

It’s a recipe for disaster, and all of them know it – including Hoseok.

As soon as the bare minimum of details are laid out and Hoseok makes it clear he isn’t looking for input at the moment, he makes a speedy exit to head to a meeting for some small job he picked up (probably for an excuse to get out of the house). It leaves the rest of them standing in the kitchen with their scents tipping sour.

After a moment of stunned silence, Namjoon takes a step like he intends to pursue, but Yoongi catches hold of his wrist.

“Joon-ah, don’t,” he mutters, not loosening his grip. “Let him control this part and get a bit of distance from it. He’s serious about not wanting to talk right now.”

Seokjin can feel the same itch to pursue, to demand that they discuss this as a pack – but Yoongi is right. “He’ll just shut us out more if we push right now.”

They all hear the front door shut, and Taehyung’s frown deepens. “We can’t let him do this job,” he says, voice louder than the rest of them now that there’s no risk of Hoseok hearing. “His stupid parents have done enough.”

“That’s what I told him the other night after he got home,” Yoongi says, dropping Namjoon’s wrist and stepping closer to wrap an arm around his back instead. “He just keeps saying he needs time to process, and I think we should give it to him. It’s not like he doesn’t know what a shit show it would be.”

“But what if he says yes?” Taehyung asks.

“Then we unfortunately will be left to do our best supporting him through it,” Seokjin answers. He hates the thought of it, but what other choice would they have? “It’s not a decision we get to make for him.”

“We’re still going to talk to him about it,” Namjoon says firmly, wrapping an arm around Yoongi in return. “It doesn’t have to be today, but we will be discussing it as a pack.”

Taehyung still doesn’t look happy, but his posture does relax at least a little, scent tipping more towards upset than outright distress. “Fine. I’m letting this go for now, but only because I have a bunch of stuff to work on with the security team today. I’ll be back later tonight.”

“I’ve got meetings all day too,” Namjoon says with a sigh. “We’ll figure this out. Let’s all just take some time to think it over so we can come at it in a way that doesn’t make him feel attacked, alright?”

There’s a chorus of mumbled agreements before Taehyung and Yoongi both wander off, leaving Namjoon and Seokjin alone in the kitchen. Now that it’s just them, Namjoon doesn’t fight as hard to keep the distress out of his scent, a wave of burnt sandalwood rolling off of him.

Seokjin steps forward and pulls him into a hug immediately. “You’re doing very well, darling,” he whispers, squeezing Namjoon close and leaning in for a quick scenting.

“Doesn’t feel like that, but thank you. I just… We’ve never been able to get through to him when he’s really hurting. I’m going to try and talk to him alone at some point, but I don’t have high hopes that he’ll listen to me either.”

“You certainly have a better chance of success than I do.”

Namjoon squeezes Seokjin right back, returning the scenting with a little hum. “I’m sorry,” he whispers. “I know how much this hurts you.”

“It’s alright. We’ll get through it like we always do – as a team. With any luck, maybe Hoseok will finally see that what his parents demand of him is unreasonable.”

“Maybe… It’s hard to think he wouldn’t, but I’ve thought that about jobs they gave him in the past too,” Namjoon says.

The both of them stay silent for a while, simply holding each other and exchanging a more thorough scenting until they begin to settle. Namjoon’s scent evens out to something closer to baseline, but Seokjin’s never quite makes it there. Still, they can’t stay here forever.

“You have meetings to get to,” Seokjin says.

“Yeah. If you need to me to be here with you, I can cancel–”

“No, it’s okay, darling. I’ll manage. Maybe a bit of time to myself will be helpful. It gives me a chance to think of other ways to approach the problem, and the two of us can talk later tonight.”

“Alright,” Namjoon concedes with a sigh. “I’ll see you when I get home?”

“I’ll be here, love.”

~~

Seokjin spends the rest of his morning alone in the bedroom, at first just taking some time to try and think through possible approaches to Hoseok’s current dilemma, before eventually reaching the same conclusion he always does. His particular way of expressing care rubs the alpha the wrong way when he’s hurting. It’s unfortunate, but his best bet is to wait for a larger conversation with their entire pack and attempt to make a positive impact there.

The frustration feels the same as it always does, no matter how much he reminds himself of all the progress they’ve made together.

He almost wishes he had more work to catch up on, just to have a distraction that could make him feel productive, but he gets through all his emails and information requests within a couple of hours. There’s nothing going on at Borahae today that they might need his help with, so in the end he just settles into bed with a book and does his best to actually take in the words on the page.

An hour later, he catches himself rereading the same paragraph for a fourth time and looks at his book with a sigh. He needs to do something else. Maybe if he makes something nice for lunch, Yoongi will consider eating with him. Though they did have a rather late breakfast… Perhaps he could–

A soft little knock to the bedroom door draws Seokjin’s attention immediately. It’s not Hoseok’s knock, or Yoongi’s – and neither Taehyung or Namjoon would bother knocking in the first place.

“Come in,” Seokjin calls out, sitting up a little straighter against his headboard.

The door is gently pushed open to reveal a rather shy looking Jungkook waiting on the other side. He’s dressed casually in jeans and a hoodie, giving Seokjin a nervous little half smile as he waves. “Hi, hyung. I’m not bothering you, am I?”

What a welcome distraction.

“Not in the slightest, darling,” Seokjin assures him, placing a bookmark in his novel and then setting it aside. “Is there something I can help you with?”

At this, Jungkook’s already slightly pink cheeks flush even deeper. “Maybe? I’m umm… It’s… You’re really not busy?”

Well, now Seokjin is definitely intrigued. Rather than try to beckon Jungkook forward when the poor thing is clearly feeling shy, he opts to stand up out of bed himself. “Not in the slightest,” he answers, walking right up to Jungkook and taking in just how wonderfully sweet the omega’s scent is. “And I’d absolutely love to know why you came up here to find me. Did you just arrive?”

Jungkook shakes his head, stepping into Seokjin’s open arms and hugging him in return. “Came to see Yoongi-hyung a bit ago.”

“I see. And he sent you up here?”

“Yes and no. I was umm…”

“It’s not like you to be quite so shy, Jungkook-ah. Why don’t you explain what brought you here?” Seokjin encourages, nosing at the omega’s scent gland before pressing a soft little kiss into the skin.

“I wanted Yoongi-hyung’s advice on the best way to help. Things have been hard for you guys since Chuseok, and I know it’s because of what Hobi-hyung’s parents are asking him to do. I tried to talk to him the other night, but he just kissed me until I went all dazed and floaty, so I’m pretty sure I’m not the guy for that job. It got me thinking that maybe… I could try to help some of the rest of you feel better? Specifically you, actually.”

Oh, that is just too sweet.

“That’s very thoughtful of you. Things are admittedly rather messy at the moment, but I’m okay – not that I’d ever turn down the chance to spend a little time with you. Still, I feel compelled to point out that none of that really answers the question of why you’re so adorably shy right now, love.”

There’s a couple seconds of silence before Jungkook very softly asks, “Can we play, hyung?”

Seokjin’s scent spikes so strong and clear that even he can smell it in the air. The thought of finally getting his hands on Jungkook properly is nearly intoxicating, but for his omega to be looking for something even more intense? Absolutely delightful – even if it does require a bit of conversation first.

“What a lovely idea – and it explains why you smell so wonderfully sweet right now too,” Seokjin says, pulling back far enough that he can look at Jungkook’s pretty flushed cheeks. “Do you know what you’re asking for, darling?”

Jungkook shrugs. “Not exactly. Just… Yoongi-hyung said I should just ask and that you would help me figure out the rest? Only if you want to.”

“So I have Yoongi-yah to thank for this incredible gift?”

A smile stretches across Jungkook’s face as he looks up at Seokjin and nods. “He got me curious, then horny, and then sent me to find you.”

“I’ll have to find some way to repay him, but that can wait for now. Tell me what the two of you talked about?”

“I asked him about… What you told me in the nest on Chuseok – about him getting spanked. He said it feels good, kind of like a good bite, and that you like taking control sometimes. I don’t really know what else that looks like, but he said you probably wouldn’t hit me today even if I asked, which is fine because I don’t know if I want that right now anyway. The thought of Yoongi-hyung like that is really hot, but he didn’t exactly talk about anything else you guys do, and– M’rambling, sorry. It’s umm… Yoongi-hyung just said you would help it feel good for both of us.” Jungkook finishes in a rush, his gaze dropping down to Seokjin’s chest.

“There’s no need to apologize. I asked what you two discussed and you explained it very well, so thank you. As for Yoongi-yah’s statement about making this something good for both of us, I believe I am more than up to the task. In fact, I’m very eager to do just that.”

Jungkook looks back up at him with a smile. “Really?”

“Absolutely. We just have to go over some of the details first, so I can make sure that what I’d like to do to you is something that sounds agreeable to you as well. Is that alright?”

“Yes, hyung.”

“Perfect. Now, Yoongi-yah is correct that starting with impact play is probably a bit of a leap at the moment, especially when it’s not specifically what you’re looking for. Instead, I’d like to plan something more in tune with your immediate desires. Is there anything in particular you’d like from this?”

“I umm…” Jungkook pauses, clearly thinking through the question. “I wanna help you feel better, so it should be something you like. For me I guess I… I was hoping to get you inside me at some point, if that’s okay?”

Seokjin can feel a grin stretching across his face already. This is going to be a wonderful set of new experiences for the both of them, and he can’t wait to see how Jungkook reacts. “That sounds very good to me, darling. Is there anything else you’d like? Or things you might be worried about that I can help with?”

“I guess I was a little… How do I say it? Like Yoongi-hyung talked about picking fights sometimes when you guys do stuff like this, but I don’t think I’d be very good at that. So I was worried that maybe it wouldn’t be fun in the same way for you? I don’t know.”

“You don’t have to worry about that in the slightest. Yoongi-yah picks fights because he likes to be corrected and it helps him build the sort of scene he wants. We still have discussions somewhat like this before anything serious, so that I can help make sure we’re both getting what we need out of it. There’s no requirement for a fight, or for punishment of any form. That’s just his preference – and I enjoy giving it to him.”

Jungkook tilts his head curiously. “So what do you want, then?”

“That’s quite simple. I want you to give me control, and trust me to give you a good experience based on what you’re looking for.”

“Okay… What does that mean this time?”

“Let’s take care of the basics first. We’ll agree on a set of rules, and I’ll make sure you adhere to them, offering correction as needed. I don’t have a particularly high tolerance for disobedience, so I prefer to correct mistakes immediately. That being said, if anything makes you uncomfortable and you’d like to slow down or stop, that always overrides any rule we’ve agreed upon previously. Do you understand?”

“I do,” Jungkook says with a nod.

“May I ask you to say it back to me in your own words? This is not something I take lightly.”

“If I want to slow down or stop, none of the other rules matter anymore.”

Seokjin smiles, leaning in to press a soft kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “Exactly. Very good. Do you remember your colors?”

“Green is good, yellow is slow down, and red is stop.”

“That’s correct. Unless we ever discuss it beforehand, I will always consider you asking me to stop as exactly the same as you calling red. Both are perfectly valid.”

“Do you really think I’m going to need to today?” Jungkook asks, looking somewhat nervous as he blinks up at Seokjin.

“Ideally, no – but I’m not perfect and there’s always a chance that something I think is completely fine is actually a trigger for you. I prefer being overly cautious and training good habits early so that they’re in place and established if you ever want to do anything more intense. I promise that my only intent today is to spoil you – and maybe tease you a little.”

That has Jungkook’s scent spiking sweet again. It’s been tapering off for these last couple of minutes as they handle the essentials, but now the smell of wonderfully ripe oranges rolls off him in a mouthwatering wave. “That sounds really nice, hyung.”

“I fully intend for it to be. Now, it’s my understanding that you prefer to be good, and that you enjoy positive reinforcement for that. As much as I’d love to see how you react to more intense correction someday, I think it’s best we start with something simpler to get a feel for one another.”

Jungkook nods, an eager smile on his face. “What do you have in mind?”

“You could allow me to make sure you’re not in need of much correction.”

“And that means…?”

Seokjin considers for a moment, a whole variety of possibilities playing behind his eyes as he searches for the exact right mix of beginner-friendly and something that will make Jungkook feel secure and looked after. Eventually he lands on a little flash of memory that feels right – the first time he and Taehyung began experimenting like this so many years ago, and just how pretty the omega had looked with his arms bound above his head, trusting Seokjin to take care of him in a way he’d never experienced before.

Yes. That will do nicely.

“Don’t worry, darling. I know just the thing.”

*******

It’s not that Jungkook was afraid of what Jin-hyung might suggest for them to do. Honestly, he really does trust that the beta will help both of them find a way to feel good – but it’s still a tiny bit of a relief when Jin-hyung returns from his closet with a soft looking pair of leather cuffs. Not too intimidating at all, especially considering that Jungkook and Jimin have used restraints in the past.

He won’t be entirely out of his depth.

“Feel these and tell me what you think, darling,” Jin says, placing the cuffs into Jungkook’s hands. “I’d like to secure your wrists to the headboard, so long as you find that agreeable.”

Jungkook nods, inspecting the cuffs. The leather is pleasantly supple in his hands, and the inside is padded with even softer material. They each have a buckle to hold them shut, and are secured together by a strip of that same leather, probably around a foot long, though the length appears adjustable by a similar type of buckle. It’s far from the sorts of improvised ties he and Jimin have used, but not nearly as intimidating as how he imagined real cuffs might look.

“No lock,” he mutters, brushing his thumb gently over one of the metal buckles.

“That’s correct. No chance of lost keys, and more importantly it allows for quick removal should things take a turn and you find yourself wishing to be released immediately.”

“The whole lock and key thing always felt a little… weird to me?”

Jin-hyung lets out a warm little laugh at that. “I agree. Some people are fond of them, but it’s never really been to my taste either.”

“I like these,” Jungkook says, passing the cuffs back to Jin. “And I umm… really want you to use them on me, hyung.”

“Perfect. Just one more minute and we can get started. I’m admittedly quite excited to get you as worked up as you were when you walked into this room.”

God, Jungkook wants that too. He’s glad they’ve had a chance to talk things over a little, but he’s really looking forward to the part of this where Jin-hyung starts actually touching him. “Me too, hyung. Tell me what you’re thinking?”

“I’d like a chance to attempt getting you wet. Hoseok-ah gave me some very detailed instructions after he helped you that first time, and it sounds like you quite enjoyed it as well.”

Yes. Yes yes yes yesyesyes.

Jungkook loves finally being able to get wet. He wants to leak enough slick that Jin-hyung compliments him for it and tells him what a mess he’s making, or–

“Your scent is wonderfully sweet right now, darling. Should I take that as a yes?”

“Please,” Jungkook says, giving several small nods in a row. “I really want that.”

Jin-hyung smiles wide at that, though there’s a playful little spark in his eyes as he says, “Alright. Let’s get you undressed and onto the bed.”

As much as he’d like to sprint to get started, Jungkook doesn’t exactly know all of the rules for this sort of thing yet, and he wants to try really hard to be good. It only takes a couple of extra seconds before they’re both standing by the bed and Jin-hyung is settling the cuffs down on the nightstand and finally pulling Jungkook into a proper kiss.

He’s eager. He can’t help it. They’ve been talking about sex for a while now and Yoongi-hyung already had him all worked up before – and now he has Jin’s hands on his hips as they kiss all slow and easy. How is he supposed to do anything but lean in for more? That’s exactly what he gets too. Jin-hyung tilts his head to deepen the kiss, licking into Jungkook’s mouth as his hands slide down to give a little squeeze to his ass.

Jungkook lets out a whine, hips bucking forward until his erection presses into Jin’s hip, the little burst of friction leaving him momentarily dazed before he tries to repeat the motion.

Jin-hyung allows him one more round of rubbing up against him before he pulls his hands back around to Jungkook’s hips, holding him in place with a puff of laughter. “Poor thing. You’ve been all worked up for a while, haven’t you?”

A little whimper slips from Jungkook’s lips as he nods, trying to rut forward again despite the grip on his hips.

“Don’t worry, love. Hyung is going to take care of you – but first let's get you out of that shirt, hmm?”

It’s not like Jungkook needs to be told twice.

He slips out of his hoodie in an instant, letting it fall to the floor without a thought so he can focus his attention on the hungry way Jin-hyung’s eyes rake over his chest. Part of him wants to flex, to try and make himself more pleasing to look at, but something about doing that without being asked just doesn’t feel right at this moment. Instead, he waits patiently, dick practically throbbing in his pants as Jin reaches out to run a hand up the center of Jungkook’s chest, a small hum of appreciation leaving him.

“Aren’t you just lovely, darling? It’s clear how hard you’ve worked on your body. All this muscle doesn’t come easily for an omega, but you’ve seen fit to defy those odds.”

The praise makes Jungkook’s head feel fuzzy and warm, scent probably spiking even sweeter as he nods and lets out a soft, “Thank you, hyung.”

“You’re going to look lovely with your arms up above your head. Let’s get you onto the bed so I can see for myself. Go on.”

Jungkook is halfway through complying before he stops himself with one knee up to climb onto the bed. He’s still wearing his jeans. Is he supposed to be wearing them? Didn’t Jin-hyung say–

“Problem, darling?”

“Didn’t you want… I’m still wearing my pants.”

“Yes, and I’ll be able to get them off of you without any trouble as soon as I’m ready. All you have to do is what hyung tells you, love. Don’t worry your pretty little head about the rest. Now up you go – on your back for me.”

It’s not a bad thought… just having to listen to Jin-hyung and not worry about anything else. Without any more time wasted, Jungkook follows the instructions and climbs up into the bed, allowing Jin to direct him exactly where he likes. From there, he’s rewarded with a short kiss and then Jin gets to work securing the first of the cuffs around his wrists.

“Not too tight?” Jin-hyung confirms once he’s buckled the cuff into place, sliding one finger down between the material and Jungkook’s skin. “It feels adequate, but I do need you to tell me if there’s even a little discomfort like this.”

“No, it’s good, hyung. Better than good.”

“Oh? You enjoy the sensation?”

Jungkook gives a little nod, offering up his other wrist. “They’re soft, and the pressure is nice.”

“You really are delightfully easy to please,” Jin says, letting out a laugh as he secures the other cuff and tests its tightness again with his finger. “I can only imagine how much you’re going to like the rest of what I do to you. Hands up now, darling.”

As much as he means to respond, Jungkook gets caught up in thoughts about just how good the rest of this is going to feel. Thankfully, he at least listens well enough to raise his hands up and allow Jin to undo the leather strap holding them together, buckling it around part of the headboard instead. The stretch isn’t uncomfortable at all, leaving him enough slack to slightly bend his elbows if need be.

For now he just leans into it, reaching his arms high enough that his back pops before he relaxes, looking up at Jin-hyung’s softly smiling face.

“I take it you’re comfortable?”

“Yes, hyung.”

“Perfect,” Jin says, his smile widening slightly as he settles on his knees just next to Jungkook. “Let me give you your rules, so that you know how to be good for me. You only have three today.”

Jungkook nods, body thrumming with anticipation.

“First, you’ll keep your eyes open. When you forget, I’ll correct you and follow it with plenty of praise – though if you find it distressing in any way, I expect you to tell me. Do you understand?”

“Yes.”

“Thank you. Second, if I ask you a question, I expect a response. Again, any correction will be followed with plenty of praise. And the third thing is that I expect you to keep your hands to yourself – though I don’t imagine you’ll have much trouble with that one. Agreeable, love?”

“Yeah, I can do those things,” Jungkook says, trying not to squirm as he waits for Jin-hyung to finally touch him. “Please, hyung?”

Jin lets out a puff of laughter, trailing his fingers along Jungkook’s chest in a feather light touch. “Look at you. Such an eager little thing, and staying in position so well for me already.”

Jungkook is about to say that it isn’t like he has much of a choice, but Jin-hyung picks that moment to finally climb over him and lean in for a kiss. It feels different almost immediately. Maybe that’s because of how on edge Jungkook is, or maybe it’s because of just how much firmer this one feels, with Jin’s hand tangled in his hair and holding him in place while his mouth is licked into. It gives him almost no control at all over the pace, but that feels right in his mind. Of course Jin should control this. He gets to control everything right now.

All Jungkook has to do is listen and do as he’s told.

When Jin pulls back from their kiss, he smiles down at Jungkook’s half-lidded eyes. “Listening so well for me right away, aren’t you? Keeping your eyes open just like hyung asked.”

“Wanna be good,” Jungkook answers, the praise rolling over him in a warm wave that leaves him even more desperate to prove that he can listen and–

“You will be, darling. I’ll make sure of it.”

~~

Jin-hyung does make sure that Jungkook is good.

They must spend minutes there just making out, with Jin’s hands wandering all over Jungkook’s body, giving soft pinches to his nipples and dragging a hand over where his dick is tenting the fabric of his jeans enough times that his hips start rocking into the open air. He’s looking for friction, but Jin is perfectly adept at avoiding even the slightest bit of contact he doesn’t intend on.

It’s all such a tease, but Jungkook can’t quite bring himself to be upset over it when it feels so nice. Jin-hyung’s attention always feels that way – all encompassing and just so easy to lose himself in.

“You’re precious, Jungkook-ah,” Jin says, pulling back to fix him with a warm, teasing smile. “So desperate when you’re hardly even being touched.” His hand slides over Jungkook’s clothed cock, touch a little firmer this time as he observes the reaction.

Jungkook is helpless to fight the way his hips rock forward to chase it, a nearly distraught sounding whine leaving him when his squirming gets him nowhere. “I– You… You could touch me more, hyung. Please? I can be good… Do anything you want and–”

“I know exactly how much I can touch you, darling – though your begging is absolutely lovely. Tell me, how do you think I should touch you?”

“Just… more? It’s– It all feels good, but I want…” Jungkook trails off, unsure exactly what he wants, but certain that whatever it is, it must be more. “Just you. More of you, please?”

“Since you’ve asked so nicely… Why don’t we get you out of those pants? Let hyung have a look at you.”

In an instant, Jungkook nods his agreement, attempting to reach down to help tug his pants off only for the strap securing his cuffs to the headboard to pull tight, stopping the movement. Hell, he’d forgotten all about them – a part of him just assuming his arms were over his head because Jin-hyung told him to keep them there. It leaves him letting out a frustrated little whine.

Jin echoes the noise with a laugh, rubbing both his hands soothingly down Jungkook’s sides. “You’re too cute. Did you want to help?”

“Just want them off,” Jungkook whines.

“I understand,” Jin-hyung assures him, reaching down to undo the button of his jeans and tugging them (and his boxers) right down his legs, leaving him entirely bare and letting out a sigh of relief at finally being out of those pants. The beta gives him an appreciative glance before his eyes settle back on Jungkook’s face. “Gorgeous, love. Before we continue, can you tell me your color?”

It takes a couple of seconds for the question to sink in, and another for Jungkook to process how to answer. Still, there’s no doubt in his mind when he responds with, “Green, hyung.”

“The teasing isn’t too much?”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No. You’re hot and it feels good, and I just really don’t want you to stop.”

“Perfect,” Jin-hyung says with a smile. “I’m going to touch you now, pretty thing. You’ll tell me if anything hurts.”

As soon as Jungkook agrees, Jin is moving. He first leans over toward one of the nightstands and pulls out a bottle of lube. In the past, the sight might have made Jungkook feel self conscious, worried that they only need lube because he can’t properly make slick – but now it sends a little spark of excitement through him instead.

Jin-hyung is going to make him wet.

“Spread your legs for me, darling,” Jin instructs as he warms a bit of lube between his fingers with one hand and reaches for a pillow with the other. “Let’s get this under your hips so I can see you a little better. Lift yourself up for me.”

Jungkook does as instructed, arching up into the air so that Jin-hyung can slide the pillow under his hips. He definitely feels more exposed like this, legs spread and his hips tilted up to give Jin a perfect view of his hole.

It’s pretty impossible to miss his dick, all flushed red and leaking onto his stomach, but Jin-hyung pays it no mind at all, reaching out to brush over Jungkook’s rim instead. “Look how lovely you are here,” the beta mutters, thumb circling Jungkook’s hole slowly, spreading slippery lube all around him.

Even just that little touch has Jungkook reeling, hips trying to rock down against Jin’s hand and a tiny whine escaping his mouth. “Hy–Hyung…”

“Eyes open, love. Remember what I told you.”

Damn it. Jungkook didn’t even realize they had slipped shut as he lost himself in the pleasure of chasing Jin’s fingers. He opens them immediately, earning another warm and yet wicked smile.

“There you go. Very good. Listening so well for me, aren’t you?”

“Trying,” Jungkook breathes. “Please, hyung?”

Jin just looks down at him like he isn’t being a horrible tease, pressing the very tip of his thumb inside Jungkook before withdrawing almost immediately, returning to rubbing maddening circles around his rim instead. “Taehyung-ah was right – you’re so tight, darling. I’m not sure anything’s going to fit inside this cute little hole of yours.”

Arousal and desperation intertwine, rising so fast in Jungkook’s chest that he can feel tears threatening to prick in his eyes. “No, I– It will! I can… Hyung, please. I can be good – show you, I promise.”

“God, you really do beg so pretty. It’s far too tempting to keep you just like this, so desperate you hardly know what to do – but we’ll save that for another time. I believe I said I would spoil you, and I intend to make good on that. Relax for me, love.”

Jungkook does his best to obey as Jin-hyung slowly presses two fingers into his hole, the stretch filling him with such an immediate satisfaction that his body goes liquid almost entirely on its own. There’s something about this… Not just how nice it feels to have Jin’s fingers pressing insistently inside of him – though that part is really good – but it’s more about the way his cock is hard and leaking all over his tummy only to be entirely ignored.

It makes him feel… somehow more like an omega. Even though he isn’t leaking slick and Jin-hyung isn’t an alpha. It just… leaves him feeling used and yet somehow adored – all those thoughts mixing and churning in his mind until they threaten to bubble over.

“Like it, hyung,” Jungkook mutters, unable to stop from voicing the pleasant mess in his brain.

“Oh, you like this?” Jin asks, a smile on his face as he pushes his fingers deeper, angling and searching until he presses right into Jungkook’s prostate and sends him arching with a whimper. “It certainly looks like you do.”

“I do, I– That part too… Feels good–”

Jin-hyung goes back to his gentle exploration, head tilting to the side and his eyes narrowing down at Jungkook. “There was something else you liked?”

“You touching me like this. Like I’m…” God, it’s hard to concentrate on getting the words out when Jin is still inside of him, fingers dragging up along his walls while the other hand rubs soothing circles into one of his spread thighs. What was he even thinking about before? “It’s…”

“Come on, darling. Tell me how I’m touching you. Like you’re…?”

Jungkook searches for the words, coming up empty until his eyes fall back down towards where Jin is touching him. He remembers now. “Like yours,” he whispers, taken with the sight of Jin-hyung’s fingers working between his legs while his dick still stands neglected against his stomach. “Like an omega.”

*******

It takes a moment for Seokjin to put together exactly what Jungkook means by ‘like an omega’ – though following his gaze downward does help slot the pieces into place. He’s probably not used to having his cute, weeping cock ignored like this, and especially not by someone new. Taehyung mentioned Jungkook wanting to feel small, but maybe that desire is rooted even deeper, intertwined with seeking validation for being omega enough, and maybe even a hint of craving for the feeling of being claimed.

Seokjin can play to that easily.

“You are mine, love. Look at how easily you open up for me.” He punctuates that statement by withdrawing just far enough to slide a third finger inside of Jungkook, who really is relaxing well under the attention. “Once I’ve got you leaking, you’re going to have no trouble taking me at all – almost like you were made just for this.”

Jungkook clenches around his fingers, letting out a moan as he nods. “Made for this– For you, hyung – please.”

“That’s right, darling. Just for me. Now give hyung a few moments to get you nice and slicked up.” Seokjin’s fingers are already beginning to explore before he even finishes speaking. Between his working knowledge of omega anatomy and Hoseok’s instructions, the slick gland itself isn’t too hard to find. It takes him a try or two to find the right pressure for the motion Hoseok showed him, but Jungkook’s scent stays sweet and content the whole time.

That delightful smell is only improved when the very first trickle of slick leaves the omega, filling the room with the mouthwatering scent of something like orange jam – sticky sweet and full of wonderfully bright citrus.

And Seokjin certainly isn’t the only one who appreciates this. Jungkook’s mouth drops open with a whine, his eyes nearly seeming to glaze over as he looks up at Seokjin with fluttering lashes. “Hyung,” he breathes. “I’m… Feels good– I’m so…”

“What you are is absolutely lovely. Such a sweet omega, getting wet this easily for me.” The praise has Jungkook’s eyes finally fluttering shut, seemingly lost in the pleasure. “You’re supposed to be looking at me, Jungkook-ah.”

The omega’s eyes fly back open, a slightly more dazed look of worry on his face this time. It really is adorable how much even a slight correction seems to crack the poor thing open, like he’s only seconds away from a tearful apology. That’s something Seokjin is very much looking forward to exploring together. He can already imagine setting Jungkook up for a challenge he can’t possibly complete, giving the omega a safe environment to explore his feelings around failure, and allowing Seokjin a front row seat to both the fall and the release when he rewards Jungkook for his effort – rather than his success.

Something to attempt in the future.

For now, he’s quick to reinforce Jungkook’s immediate shift back to compliance. “Very good. Your rules are about to change, darling. Are you listening?” Seokjin stills his fingers deep inside of Jungkook, making sure he doesn’t leave him empty, but guaranteeing his attention.

“Yes, hyung.”

“I’m going to make you cum now – several times if all goes well. The only thing I need you to do right now is to answer any questions I ask you, and of course to keep your hands to yourself. You may close your eyes if you wish. What do you say if you need to stop, love?”

“Red,” Jungkook says, already starting to squirm a little with Seokjin’s fingers still stretching him open.

“Perfect. Color?”

“Green – hyung, please. Want you…”

“You’ll have me, and I fully intend to have you as well.”

~~

Seokjin doesn’t see any reason to rush. He’s waited a very long time for the chance to finally take Jungkook apart, and he intends to enjoy every single second of it – not as though that’s hard to do. With the mouthwatering scent of slick filling the air and all of Jungkook’s little sounds of pleasure ringing in his ears, it’s already perfect.

Now that the omega has started leaking, he shows no signs of stopping. Fresh slick drips from him even when Seokjin is more focused on making him orgasm than on touching his slick gland. It’s precious, the way his whole body goes tense as he cums, arms tugging against his bindings while something like a sob tears from his throat.

Jungkook can take overstimulation, but he doesn’t crave it the same way that Taehyung does.

That gives Seokjin plenty of opportunity to further slow things down, to explore his omega properly and find out which buttons to press to get the reactions he wants. This sort of experimentation is infinitely rewarding, both in getting to watch the effects now, and to catalog them for later use. Jungkook is exceptionally easy to please, but that doesn’t mean some things don’t work better than others.

His nipples aren’t especially sensitive, but he lets out a lovely cry when Seokjin grips at his hip, thumb pressing along the bone there. When they’re kissing sometime after his second orgasm, Seokjin gives Jungkook’s hair a gentle tug, intent on gaining better access to suck a bruise into his neck.

Jungkook bares his throat with a whine, wrestling against his cuffs for the first time in a few minutes.

“Oh, do you like that, darling?” Seokjin asks, giving one more soft pull to the handful of hair.

A fresh wave of slick drips out around the fingers still pressing into Jungkook, his mouth opening on another moan. “Like it,” he echoes, still baring that pretty throat.

It looks even prettier a minute or two later, with a dark suck mark blooming high up on one side. Possessiveness isn’t really one of Seokjin’s primary motivators, but he knows that Namjoon will be immensely satisfied by seeing such a deliberate claim on their omega. Between that and the scent of slick in their sheets, his alpha is going to be very pleased indeed.

But that’s a matter for later. Right now, it’s about time he claimed his prize.

While he stripped out of his shirt some time ago, there’s still the matter of his pants to attend to. “Alright, love, I’m going to leave you empty very briefly while I finish getting undressed. Do you think you can handle that?”

For a moment, Jungkook looks nearly ready to protest when Seokjin withdraws his fingers, but then the words seem to register and he gives a little nod. “Wanna see.”

“Of course. While I do like the thought of blindfolding you someday, I would never deny you the pleasure of seeing me naked this first time.”

It doesn’t take long for Seokjin to work his way out of his pants, which he bundles up and tosses to the side. Normally he might be more interested in taking care of his clothes, but at the moment he’s far too busy enjoying the way Jungkook’s eyes rake hungrily over his entire body, tongue darting out to wet those pretty kiss swollen lips.

“You look– I want… Please, hyung. Need you,” Jungkook whines, hips rocking against the air as his gaze lands on Seokjin’s cock. “M’empty and you look so good. Hyung, can– Can we please–”

“Shh, I’ve got you, darling,” Seokjin coos, climbing in between Jungkook’s spread legs and leaning down for a kiss, one hand reaching up toward the omega’s wrists. “You’ve held your position long enough. Hyung is going to let you go now, alright?”

“I… can touch?”

“As much as you like. No rules right now – all I want you to do is enjoy this.”

Jungkook gives a shaky nod, leaning up for another open mouthed kiss as Seokjin undoes the buckle on one cuff, then the other. Within seconds Jungkook’s hands are on him, mapping out his chest and hips while they both hum little sighs of approval.

As soon as Seokjin begins the process of lining himself up, Jungkook turns away from their kiss with a gasp, hips attempting to rock down onto Seokjin’s cock while he leaks a fresh wave of slick. “Want to– Hyung, please? Need it so bad I can’t… Can’t think right, and I–”

“It’s alright, pretty little thing. I’ll help.” As much as Seokjin wants to tease, to get Jungkook so desperate that he’s crying while he begs all sweet like this – that’s not what today is about. Now that they have a feel for one another, they can always negotiate something like that in the future. For now, Seokjin gives his omega exactly what they both want, reaching down to guide the tip of himself up against Jungkook’s dripping little hole and beginning to press forward slowly.

It’s not much of a stretch for the omega, not after being fingered through a couple of orgasms already, but Jungkook still whimpers and looks up at Seokjin like he can’t believe how good it feels. And it does feel wonderful. Jungkook is so deliciously wet and warm inside, body squeezing down in rhythmic little motions like it’s beckoning Seokjin deeper.

“Hyung, it’s… Feels so good inside, I– Want all of you. Want it forever, please.” Jungkook looks delirious already, eyes unfocused and rolling back as he wraps his legs around Seokjin’s hips and squeezes until they’re pressed flush together, every inch of Seokjin’s cock buried deep inside of him.

They both take a moment to pant, lips seeking one another automatically for a kiss. Seokjin stays still for now, allowing both of them a little time to adjust, no matter how badly he might want to move. He waits until Jungkook starts to get restless, whining into their kiss while his hips start to rock just the slightest.

“There you go,” Seokjin whispers, turning away from their kiss and grinding himself a little deeper. “You have all of me, darling. I’m yours.”

“Mine?”

“Yes, and you’re mine as well. Are you ready to feel it?”

“Feel it,” Jungkook echoes with a nod. “Please, hyung.”

The second Seokjin starts moving, both of them are utterly gone with it. It’s impossible not to lose himself in the wonderful feeling of his omega squeezing him so perfectly, Jungkook’s hips rutting down to meet every thrust while he whines out half formed words and pleas for more. Seokjin sees no reason to deny him, thrusts picking up speed while he watches the omega fall apart under him.

There are a few stray tears leaking from Jungkook’s eyes, his pupils blown wide and his whole body flushed as he pants. “Hyung, I– Feels so good. Love it… Love you, so much, I– Fuck, please.”

“I love you too. Pretty, perfect little thing. I can’t wait until the rest of the pack sees you this way. Imagine how lovely you’ll look laid out in the middle of the living room, just as eager as you are now, letting everyone take their turn with you.”

“Every– Everyone?”

“That’s right. The whole pack gathered around our wonderful little omega, all used up and stuffed full. Would you like that, darling?”

Jungkook can’t even manage to properly answer the question as his body begins to pull tight, tremors running through his thighs where they wrap loosely around Seokjin’s hips. “Want– I can’t, hyung… Fuck, I’m… S’too much. Need…”

“You can, love,” Seokjin encourages, grinding himself deeper with every thrust. He’s not far behind, especially not with Jungkook’s hole fluttering around him. “I can feel you just on the edge for me. Come on. Be good and show me how pretty you look cumming on my cock.”

“Want it, please, I– Wanna be good.”

“You are, darling. Such a good omega, taking me so well. You’re perfect.”

That last little bit of praise is all that Jungkook can take, eyes slamming shut as his whole body shakes and he clenches hard around Seokjin. It looks like he’s trying to talk, but all that escapes him as the orgasm overtakes him are tears and the little whines he pants out. Slick gushes out around Seokjin’s cock, making it even easier for him to focus on chasing his own pleasure while Jungkook clamps down around him.

He doesn’t take long. It’s enough time to fuck Jungkook through the rest of his orgasm, bringing him to the very edge of overstimulation before Seokjin is burying himself deep and cumming as well. His mouth is latched securely over Jungkook’s scent gland, determined to suck a mark into the skin even if it means muffling his own sounds of pleasure.

It’s more than just a scenting, but Jungkook still eventually returns it like one, arms wrapped around Seokjin’s back and tongue sweeping over his scent gland while they work to catch their breath in unison. The mark has probably bruised enough in the last minute or so, but Seokjin still feels compelled to keep going, to make sure he’s left a claim. It’s not like him to be quite so possessive, but right now it feels right.

Jungkook is theirs. Nobody should be able to mistake that.

After another minute or so, when Jungkook’s breathing has settled back into something utterly relaxed, Seokjin finally pulls back far enough to admire the bruise. It’s already a deep red, and it stirs up both satisfaction and relief to see him so clearly marked.

Seokjin presses one more soft kiss into the skin. “I didn’t hurt you, did I, darling?”

“No,” Jungkook answers, shaking his head with a contented little sigh. “Feels good. Everything felt so good – and still does. You okay, hyung?”

“I’m absolutely perfect, and very happy to hear that you’re feeling good too. Is there anything I can get you? A drink of water?”

“Just want you here. Maybe a little something to clean up so I’m not all gross?”

“Gross is the last thing you are, darling. You’re a wonderful mess, but I do keep wet wipes up here for moments like this. Are you alright if I pull out?”

Jungkook considers this for a moment before giving a slow nod. “Yeah. M’okay as long as there can still be cuddles.”

“As many as you want. Give me just a moment.”

Seokjin pulls back very gently, withdrawing his softening cock from Jungkook even as the omega clenches around him and lets out a whine he can’t quite seem to help. Luckily, cleanup doesn’t take more than a minute. As soon as the few soiled wet wipes have been discarded into the trash, Seokjin is right back at Jungkook’s side, pulling the omega into his arms and pressing a whole mess of kisses over his face.

This earns him a little giggle as Jungkook tries to catch him for a proper kiss, something he allows after a few seconds of teasing. One kiss turns into two, and then they spend several minutes in contented silence, Jungkook nuzzling into Seokjin’s chest and occasionally pressing his lips to the skin there.

Eventually, the omega raises his head to look at Seokjin, his hair sticking up in every direction as he asks, “Do you feel a little better, hyung?”

Truthfully, Seokjin does feel better.

His problems aren’t fixed. Hoseok is still being faced with an incredibly difficult decision, and the rest of his mates are struggling with what that might mean for them – but they have tackled worse things together. The five of them are strong, and even stronger now that they have Jungkook and Jimin. They’ll figure things out. They’ll grow together.

They always do.

“I feel much better, darling. Thank you for giving me something so delightful to focus on – and for trusting me to take good care of you.”

“You did take good care of me. M’glad I could take care of you a little too. I love you so much, Jin-hyung.”

Seokjin can’t help but smile, reaching down to tip his omega’s face up for another kiss. “I love you too, Jungkook-ah – so very much.”

Notes:

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude where we'll push Hobi's arc along toward its next steps - and open the door for one of our most long awaited moments to finally happen. See you there ;D

Chapter 118: Interlude – A Big Job

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: I know there’s a lot on our plate to discuss today, but you may wish to head straight up to the bedroom when you get home.

[Jin]: You’ll be quite delighted if you do ;-)

[Namjoon]: Do I get to know what I’m looking forward to, or is this a surprise?

[Jin]: It doesn’t have to be. Have you had enough surprises for the moment?

[Namjoon]: I think so. This morning with Hoseok and then a last minute additional meeting both have me feeling a bit done with surprises.

[Jin]: I’m sorry to hear your day hasn’t been the easiest, love.

[Jin]: I think you’ll be delighted to come home and smell the wonderful mess in our bed. The scent of slick is still perfectly sweet up here.

[Namjoon]: Oh? Did Taehyung-ah get back early?

[Jin]: No :-)

[Namjoon]: Which one of them?

[Jin]: Jungkook-ah. Sweet thing wanted to help me feel better. Came up asking if we could play.

[Namjoon]: Fuck. Did you?

[Namjoon]: Play, I mean.

[Jin]: We did. Yes. Would you like to hear about it, or am I interrupting your work?

[Namjoon]: I’m in the car. Have a few minutes before I get to my last meeting.

[Namjoon]: I want to hear about it. Was he nervous?

[Jin]: When he first came up here, yes. Once he finally asked me to play though, he was back to his usual self. A little embarrassed, but no real filter to speak of. We negotiated something simple, just his hands cuffed to the headboard.

[Namjoon]: The leather ones?

[Jin]: Correct. Are you imagining it, darling?

[Namjoon]: Hard not to. I bet he looked gorgeous.

[Jin]: He absolutely did, and you should have heard how sweet his begging was. Took everything I had not to just keep him that way. You’ll have to let me work him up for you one day, get him all desperate and crying so his alpha can swoop in and save the day.

[Namjoon]: Fuck.

[Namjoon]: Yeah we could definitely do that.

[Namjoon]: Tell me the rest?

[Jin]: I got him gushing slick just like Hobi-yah taught us, fingered him through a couple of orgasms, then had him completely for the last one. I was even nice enough to free his hands for that last part ;-)

[Namjoon]: God you really…

[Namjoon]: Sounds like you two had fun.

[Jin]: We very much did. I can’t wait to see you finally give him his first knot. He’s going to be so completely gone for you by the time you pop, darling. Poor thing just wants to feel good and claimed, and nobody is going to be able to give that to him quite the way you can.

[Namjoon]: Okay I definitely need to settle down or I’ll be embarrassing myself walking into this meeting.

[Jin]: Of course. I’ll save any further details for when you get home.

[Jin]: We can work out some of that tension and then discuss how you would like to approach things with Hobi-yah. I’ve had time to give it some thought as well.

[Namjoon]: Sounds good. See you in a couple of hours?

[Jin]: I’ll be waiting ;-D

~

[Jimin to Hoseok]

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Hobi]: hey baby. how are u?

[Jimin]: I’m fine

[Jimin]: I’d ask how you are but I’d rather just be up front about what I’m attempting here

[Hobi]: oh?

[Jimin]: TaeTae told me about what your parents are trying to do to you. Is there any way I can convince you to talk to me about it a little? (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Hobi]: there isn’t much 2 say.

[Hobi]: the job is 2 big but it’s not as simple as just saying no.

[Hobi]: and i really don’t feel like talking it out right now. sorry. i know everyone wants me 2 just sit down and spill my guts but i need 2 think about this for a while :(

[Jimin]: That’s okay

[Jimin]: I’m not here to make you talk about it if you aren’t up to that right now. Mostly I just want you to know I’m here and willing to listen when you are ready

[Jimin]: Less about trying to help you make the choice and more about offering you somewhere to talk once you’ve made it (;^-^)

[Jimin]: Unless you’re looking for second opinions but that isn’t the vibe I’m getting

[Hobi]: thanks minnie <3

[Hobi]: i think… there’s something i’d like 2 ask u.

[Jimin]: Sure. Anything you want (。^▽^)

[Hobi]: when u and jungkookie left home did ur parents try 2 ruin ur reputation?

[Jimin]: I don’t think so. I’m not sure there would have been much point since they probably knew I’d give up thieving without an organization to back me

[Jimin]: And even if I had tried to make my own way as a thief I’m guessing that Jungkook’s mom would have told them to stay out of it

[Jimin]: But my reputation was nowhere near as impressive as yours ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Do you think your parents will try to take you down if you say no?

[Hobi]: i’m considering it a possibility.

[Jimin]: That makes it sound like saying no even once to a job will mean the end of your working relationship with them

[Hobi]: hard 2 be sure when i’ve never said no but i wouldn’t be surprised.

[Jimin]: That would be really shitty of them (´;︵;`)

[Hobi]: yeah.

[Jimin]: Any other questions I can answer? Wanna discuss what them ruining your reputation could look like? I’m willing to help you think through possibilities with zero judgment if you think it’d be helpful in any way

[Hobi]: i might take u up on that.

[Hobi]: but just give me a few days 2 think. i need 2 figure some of this out on my own first.

[Jimin]: Okay. I’ll try not to bug you about it too much

[Jimin]: Let me know if you wanna get lunch and talk about literally anything else instead (●'◡'●)

[Hobi]: ur the best minnie <333

[Hobi]: will let u know if i feel up 2 anything.

~

[Jin to Yoongi and Taehyung]

[Jin]: Good afternoon. How would the two of you feel about a bit of travel?

[Tae]: just us?

[Yoongi]: Where are we going?

[Jin]: I got an email from a friend. She’ll be in Busan two days from now, and she’s looking to make a trade that should be very favorable for us, but she needs a bit of support to make it happen.

[Tae]: my kind of support? (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: Possibly. She intends to pull off a sort of theft, and she’s looking for discreet backup when the time comes. She specifically mentioned technical support, but requested the presence of our entire group, so I imagine her needs will be slightly more than that.

[Yoongi]: She wants all of us there? Why is it just me and Tae going then?

[Jin]: Joon-ah and I are already scheduled for an important meeting during that time. It’s a big sale that we can’t afford to reschedule and risk losing.

[Jin]: I’ll just tell her we’re all coming and make a last minute excuse about having to run before the festivities. She’s a socialite at heart. She’ll understand.

[Jin]: We can simply schedule whatever celebration dinner she has in mind for another night.

[Yoongi]: I’m busy whatever night that is.

[Jin]: Understood, love.

[Tae]: so what's the schedule for all of this?

[Jin]: She wants to meet relatively early, so I was intending to fly you in the night before. You two meet with her in the morning, assist as needed, pay her for our share, then catch a flight home as soon as it’s done.

[Tae]: sounds easy enough

[Tae]: i’m in (^ω^)

[Yoongi]: I’ll go. Question though.

[Jin]: Of course.

[Yoongi]: Have you talked to Seok-ah? He’s going to want to come with.

[Jin]: I wasn’t intending to add anything else to his plate. Admittedly, I’m worried he’ll jump on the distraction and just further put off his decision.

[Tae]: it would be a chance for the two of us to get him alone for a while

[Tae]: maybe it would be good (・ω<)

[Yoongi]: I wish I had your optimism sometimes. Pretty sure he won’t talk until he’s ready no matter who he’s with.

[Yoongi]: But he will still want to come.

[Jin]: I’m not sure that’s the best idea. Neither is Joon-ah.

[Tae]: and the alternative is what?

[Tae]: keeping it a secret?

[Tae]: that’s stupid ᇂ_ᇂ

[Jin]: It will not be a secret. If he wants to go, we can all discuss it as a group.

[Yoongi]: Wow that bait is so obvious that even I can see it.

[Tae]: so this is the plan to get him to sit down for a talk?

[Tae]: not bad actually

[Yoongi]: Not bad? It’s like a neon sign

[Tae]: yeah but hobi-hyung is kind of bad at seeing signs when they relate to him (;^ω^)

[Jin]: And even if it is obvious, that doesn’t change the fact that it is the price for his entry into this job.

[Jin]: No tricks. If he wants to go with the two of you, we need to discuss it as a group. Whether or not he talks about anything else is entirely up to him.

[Yoongi]: When you put it like that it sounds less bad at least.

[Yoongi]: Fine. I’ll prepare for a tense group discussion.

~

[Hoseok to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: did i hear u and taehyungie are traveling for a job? :)

[Hobi]: want company? i could use some work.

[Yoongi]: Is work really what you need right now?

[Hobi]: when the alternative is thinking myself in circles? yeah.

[Hobi]: what kind of job?

[Yoongi]: We’re helping one of Jin-hyung’s contacts. She’s looking for support for some kind of theft she’s attempting, and we’re supposed to get a good deal out of it. Flying out in a couple of days and then coming back the next night.

[Hobi]: ooh a theft sounds right up my alley ;D

[Hobi]: where?

[Yoongi]: Busan.

[Hobi]: hmmm i know ur gonna have taehyungie but more backup wouldn’t hurt if ur gonna be that far from home.

[Yoongi]: Yeah. I’d like it if you were there too but if you want in you gotta ask Jin-hyung.

[Yoongi]: His contact. His rules.

[Hobi]: got it. wish me luck :)

~

[Hoseok to Jin]

[Hobi]: i hear ur contact wants help with a theft?

[Hobi]: count me in :)

[Jin]: I’m open to that possibility.

[Jin]: We were planning to go over the details tonight after dinner. Are you free?

[Hobi]: yeah i can do that.

[Jin]: Are you sure? You’ve been particularly busy these last few evenings.

[Hobi]: i’ve had stuff 2 do.

[Jin]: I see. And will you have ‘stuff’ to do immediately following the discussion of this job?

[Hobi]: look i’m sorry.

[Hobi]: i know what u want.

[Jin]: Do you?

[Hobi]: everyone wants me 2 talk but i’m not ready 2 do that. can we please just leave it alone while i try 2 figure it out?

[Jin]: Hobi-yah, you’re our mate and you’re facing a huge life decision that is causing you pain and uncertainty. Is it truly surprising that we would like to discuss it with you?

[Jin]: You don’t need to come to a decision just because we talk. It doesn’t have to change anything. We just don’t want to be shut out, especially when you’re hurting and we’d like to offer you support.

[Hobi]: i don’t want support right now.

[Jin]: So you would prefer we all just pretend this isn’t happening? Leave you to suffer alone?

[Hobi]: ideally yeah.

[Hobi]: look i know it sucks but just give me some time 2 figure things out.

[Jin]: Darling, we have been giving you time, and talking about it doesn’t have to mean that stops. We can talk and then let you go right back to figuring it out alone. I promise this isn’t about pushing you to make a decision one way or another.

[Hobi]: hyung please.

[Hobi]: i love u and i know u mean well but i’m serious.

[Hobi]: let it go.

[Hobi]: now are u going 2 let me help or not?

[Jin]: Fine. Thank you for your help. I’m sure my contact will be glad for your assistance, and Taehyung and Yoongi can fill you in on the details.

[Hobi]: not the five of us?

[Jin]: No.

[Jin]: I’m suddenly not feeling particularly interested in dinner or discussion.

[Hobi]: hyung i’m sorry.

[Jin]: Noted.

~

[Hoseok to Taehyung]

[Hobi]: hey baby.

[Tae]: hey hyung ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: what’s up?

[Hobi]: jinnie-hyung said u could give me the details for the job in busan.

[Tae]: i thought the five of us were talking about that together?

[Hobi]: not anymore.

[Tae]: did you and jin-hyung fight? ( ; ω ; )

[Hobi]: i definitely managed 2 upset him :(

[Hobi]: was kind of hoping u might be open 2 fussing over him a little? maybe order in something nice and see if he wants a long bath?

[Hobi]: i can make sure everything is ready just how he likes.

[Tae]: but you can’t take a bath with him instead?

[Hobi]: pretty sure that’s not going 2 be good for either of us.

[Tae]: pretty sure you’re wrong ᇂ_ᇂ

[Hobi]: ok nevermind. don’t worry about it. i’ll figure something else out.

[Tae]: you mean you’ll ask yoongi-hyung?

[Hobi]: not seeing a better option.

[Hobi]: i’m just trying to help.

[Hobi]: i know i’m disappointing everyone right now but i’m doing my best to make it as painless as possible for all of u.

[Tae]: i know. i’m not mad at you

[Tae]: this is how you deal with problems and it’s always gonna be tough

[Tae]: especially on jin-hyung

[Tae]: but that doesn’t mean we don’t love you hyung. and you’re not a disappointment

[Tae]: it just hurts us to see you hurt

[Tae]: that’s not a guilt thing. it’s just a statement. you would feel the same sitting by and watching one of us hurt instead

[Hobi]: i’m sorry taehyungie :’(

[Hobi]: i’ll figure this out and then everything will be fine.

[Hobi]: just need some time.

[Hobi]: i love u 2 <3

[Tae]: alright listen

[Tae]: i’m going to help you (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: get the job details from yoongi-hyung

[Tae]: but get the bathroom all decked out on your way. grab the stuff joonie-hyung likes too

[Hobi]: ur the best baby.

[Hobi]: thank u :)

[Tae]: we’ll get you this time out of the house where you can focus on work for a while. yoongi-hyung and i will leave you alone about what you have going on

[Tae]: but

[Tae]: i have one request

[Hobi]: ?

[Tae]: please think about ways that you can talk to jin-hyung when we get back from this job

[Tae]: you don’t have to tell me about them

[Tae]: just please

[Tae]: try to think about it

[Hobi]: ok. thank u taehyungie.

[Tae]: you’re welcome (´♥ω♥`)

~

[Taehyung to Namjoon]

[Tae]: hyung

[Tae]: we’re taking a bath in an hour

[Tae]: i need you there and ready to baby jin-hyung with me (^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Understood. Is everything okay?

[Tae]: him and hobi-hyung are having a disagreement

[Tae]: i’m working on a plan though so please leave hobi-hyung alone about it?

[Namjoon]: I would like more details before I agree to leave it be.

[Tae]: okay but i need you to work with me a little (;^ω^)

[Tae]: i’m on my way to the store right now to get snacks for us to hand feed jin-hyung in the bath and i’ve got some other plans i need to get in place asap to make this all run smoothly

[Tae]: if you can not talk to hobi-hyung right away then i can call on my way back and try to brief you over the phone?

[Tae]: just gimme like half an hour

[Namjoon]: That’s completely okay, pup. Call me when you can.

[Namjoon]: And thank you for working so fast to look after our pack.

~

[Taehyung To Yoongi]

[Tae]: immediate communication ban going into effect

[Tae]: i need you to not bring up anything about what hobi-hyung is dealing with right now unless he tries to talk to you about it first

[Yoongi]: Wasn’t really planning on it. But why?

[Tae]: i’m working on a plan

[Yoongi]: How afraid should I be?

[Tae]: none (^ω^)

[Tae]: zero afraid

[Yoongi]: Oh. Really?

[Tae]: he needs space and we’re gonna make sure he gets it. he’s coming with on our job and should be asking you for details soon

[Tae]: we can talk more later but right now i gotta smooth things over with jin-hyung

[Yoongi]: Are they fighting?

[Tae]: something like that

[Tae]: but i’m on it so don’t worry (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i’ll find you later tonight

[Tae]: oh and plan something for dinner please?

[Tae]: me and joonie-hyung are gonna baby jin-hyung so he isn’t gonna be cooking

[Yoongi]: So something comforting to eat in bed with a movie on? Leave it to me.

[Tae]: thank you hyung (灬♥ω♥灬)

~

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: alright you two

[Tae]: i’m scheming and I need your help to make everything work perfectly (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: oh what are we doing hyung

[Jimin]: Yeah what’s the plan? (。^▽^)

[Tae]: okay so here’s what’s up

[Tae]: hobi-hyung is still walling himself off and the others are starting to push back. he and jin-hyung got into it a little today apparently

[Tae]: so i’ve got a plan to make as many people happy as possible

[Tae]: you ready? (・ω<)

[Jimin]: So ready

[JK]: yeah lets hear it

[Tae]: part one: me and joonie-hyung are gonna spend tonight babying jin-hyung

[Tae]: part two: hobi-hyung is coming with me and yoongi-hyung for a job in a couple of days. it’s easy work out of town where we can give him plenty of time and space

[Tae]: part three: you two are gonna go over to the house while we’re gone

[Tae]: it’ll be just you guys and namjoonie-hyung and jin-hyung. do you see where this is going? (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: am i finally gonna get knotted

[Tae]: that’s the plan baby

[Tae]: assuming you’re both on board when the time comes. if not then the four of you spend some quality time together doing other stuff

[Tae]: either way the hyungs will be happy just getting to spend some time with you

[Jimin]: That sounds like a great idea ( 〃▽〃)

[JK]: are you okay if i wanna get knotted jiminie

[Jimin]: Yeah I told Namjoon-hyung to get a move on a while ago. Honestly surprised you haven’t asked yet

[JK]: i was going to but then chuseok got all messy

[Tae]: well this will be a perfect opportunity (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: i’ll talk to jin-hyung a little later and give him a heads up so he can make sure it all goes well

[Tae]: he’ll be happy to fuss (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Is there anything else you need us to do TaeTae?

[Tae]: not really

[Tae]: just don’t ask hobi-hyung about his stuff for a few days? he’s asking for time so i’m trying to make sure it’s quality time with nobody trying to intrude in any way

[JK]: you think hes gonna talk after that

[Tae]: yeah

[Tae]: might be messy but it’s going to happen (;^ω^)

[Tae]: now i gotta run and make sure all of this plays out smooth

[Jimin]: Sounds good. Let us know if you need anything else (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[JK]: take good care of jin hyung

[Tae]: no worries there baby

[Tae]: i’m an expert (・ω<)

Notes:

Sunday we'll get a look at the first half of the night that Jimin, JK, Joon, and Jin are going to be spending together. Nothing too spicy this week, but rest assured that the long awaited JK/Joon smut is coming in the second half ;D

See you there!

Chapter 119: Learning to Relax

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As much as Jimin wishes that Hoseok wasn’t hurting right now, he can’t deny that he’s excited for tonight.

Taehyung sends a text as soon as they board their plane, then proceeds to reassure Jimin and Jungkook that he and Yoongi will be taking good care of Hoseok. All they can really do now is hope that the time away and deliberately focusing on something else will help him process. The job sounds simple enough – more of a favor than anything dangerous – so Jimin does his best to not worry about that.

He has his own problems to focus on right now.

Well… Maybe ‘problems’ isn’t the right word. He’s definitely excited. He wants Jungkook to finally get knotted, and he wants to be there to support his mate through it. Namjoon being Jungkook’s first is perfect, and having Jin there too makes him absolutely certain that there’s no way the experience can be bad for Jungkook. It’s just that he isn’t sure what the experience is supposed to be for him.

He’s been trying not to worry about it. He and Jungkook have spent the last couple of days buried in work and attending classes, and the pack has been busy dealing with their own problems. But if there was a good time to think about it, he’s pretty sure this would be it. Jungkook is finishing up his last class and shouldn’t be home for about another hour yet, so Jimin has a bit of time to himself.

Better to try and think it through now.

At its heart, tonight is about Jungkook – so what would he want? Once Namjoon properly gets his hands on him, he’s not really going to be able to focus on much else anyway, so Jimin isn’t too worried about that part. So long as Jungkook can look over and see him safe and watching, there shouldn’t be any trouble. First they have to get there though…

The thing is, Jimin has been working hard on trust. He wants to be able to show that, to relax and let Namjoon and Jin do what they do best, to lead the night however they see fit, but… at the same time, he’s still afraid of slipping too far.

It’s not that he doesn’t think Namjoon and Jin are capable of taking care of them, but… What if it’s like his heats? What if he slips deep under but then comes back up gasping for air and having some sort of panic attack that ruins everything and–

No. That isn’t going to happen.

This isn’t his heat. He’s going to be with safe people, in a familiar place, and able to see Jungkook having the time of his life basking in Namjoon’s attention. There’s nothing about tonight that should put him in that place mentally. Plus it’s not out of the realm of possibility for him to wonder (considering how well his suppressed heat went) if maybe that sort of thing could be easy for the pack to navigate when the time comes…

But he can plan for his next heat another day. Right now, he needs to find a way to make this the best experience he can for Jungkook. He’s going to make sure his mate’s first time getting knotted is completely different from his own first experience. Jungkook is going to be taken care of and surrounded by people who adore him. Jimin doesn’t doubt for a moment that Namjoon is going to make it feel so good for his mate.

All he needs to do is let it all happen – and he can’t deny that he’s probably going to need a little help with that.

His best bet is probably talking to Jin. The beta is involved with all of this for a reason, and he always knows the best way to navigate things, no matter how tricky the situation feels. Normally, Jimin would text him, but he and Namjoon are in meetings right now, so he’s probably going to have to wait until they’re actually at the house.

It’s going to be okay. He just needs to not overthink things – which means getting distracted as soon as possible.

Cleaning helps, even if it’s going to give away how nervous he is the moment Jungkook walks back into the house. They should talk about things first anyway. Not that they haven’t already discussed some of this – though most of those talks have been focused on just how excited Jungkook is. He’s been wanting to get knotted by Namjoon for months now, and while he’s a little nervous, the excitement completely outweighs any apprehension he’s feeling.

~~

Of course, Jimin is right. The cleaning gives him away immediately.

“Hey hyung,” Jungkook calls as he walks in the door, only looking around for about a second before he fixes Jimin with a smile. “Are you feeling nervous?”

“A little,” Jimin answers, finishing up with sweeping the floors as Jungkook steps out of his shoes and makes his way over. “Definitely excited too, and I think I have a plan for the nerves.”

“Oh yeah?”

Jungkook opens his arms in invitation and Jimin eagerly abandons his broom, stepping into the embrace with a happy little sigh. “Yeah. M’gonna ask Jin-hyung to help me navigate stuff a little. That way I still get some help staying calm, and Namjoon-hyung can focus on you.”

There’s a few seconds of silence while Jungkook noses at Jimin’s scent gland, but eventually he asks, “You don’t think Namjoon-hyung can focus on both of us?”

“I mean… I don’t expect him to ignore me or anything. Just kind of figured that since tonight is more about you, I’d try to let you two share as much of that as possible. I can keep to the sidelines and make sure you’re looked after.”

“I asked for you to be here because it feels right to take this step with you, not because I’m afraid. Well… Maybe a little nervous – but that’s not really the point. I’m gonna be the one getting knotted, but I still want you to have a good time too. Would that be okay?”

“Pretty sure I’m gonna have a good time no matter what, Kookie,” Jimin assures him.

“Yeah, but I mean… What if I wanted to make out with Jin-hyung a little too? And then you and Namjoon-hyung could have some time together and he could finally smell you all slicked up. He’s the only one who hasn’t, and I bet he’s gonna love it so much. Kinda wanna see how he reacts.”

Okay… Jimin needs to maybe rethink his approach a little. If he’s going to be more involved, then he’s definitely gonna need Jin’s help. And if he’s not going to wear a plug, then…

“You know I’m gonna panic a little, right?” Jimin asks, worry seeping into his voice even though he tries to keep it even. “I have every time I’ve gotten wet in front of the alphas, and I don’t want to derail anything.”

“Not really worried about anything getting derailed, hyung. I know it’s still gonna be kind of scary, but I was hoping maybe it would be a little better if I was there this time? Things have always been sort of different with you and Namjoon-hyung, so I can help make sure you’re settled and he doesn’t have to worry about screwing up – cause you know he would probably overthink it and that would make you more worried.”

“That is… admittedly a good point.”

“So let me help? I can smooth that over a little and then you can help make sure he takes good care of me too.”

Jimin leans back a little at that, fixing Jungkook with a curious look. “Are you worried he won’t?”

“No. I just know that you’re going to want to help make sure everything goes good.”

“You know me so well. Gonna make sure you have the best first time ever – and I know you’re gonna love it so much.”

“Is it better than a knotting toy in heat?”

Way better,” Jimin says with a giggle. “At least when it’s done right, and I know Namjoon-hyung is going to make you feel so good.”

“Like Yoongi-hyung did for you?” Jungkook asks, his cheeks flushing pink as he speaks. He’s asked so many questions about that day, about what made it such a good experience, and Jimin has eagerly told him all the details several times over.

“Just like that. Hell, maybe even better, baby. Everyone keeps talking about what a good match the two of you are, but once you get this first time under your belt, you can always take the other alphas for a spin to see how different the experience can be.”

Jungkook grins at that, a playful look on his face as he asks, “Are you gonna do that, hyung?”

“I’ll get there eventually, I’m sure.”

“What about with Jin-hyung? Tonight?”

It’s something Jimin really hasn’t given enough thought to, honestly. He’s been so focused on how things are going to work for Jungkook and how to keep himself calm that he hasn’t really considered exactly what he’s going to do. Having Jin’s attention always feels good, but the thought of the beta inside of him? God, that’s…

“You definitely smell interested,” Jungkook says, that playful look still on his face.

“Not my fault Jin-hyung is hot,” Jimin mumbles, cheeks going warm. “I don’t really know what I’m planning to do yet, I guess. Would you be okay either way, or is there like… an order of events you had your heart set on?”

“Not really,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “I just want you to have a good time too. Not too picky about how that looks.”

“Alright. A good time. Pretty sure I can handle that just fine.”

~~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: Hello darling :-)

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jin]: The two of you are leaving shortly, yes?

[Jimin]: Yeah Kookie is just finishing up in the shower and then we should be on our way

[Jin]: Perfect. I did just want to double check something quickly while I have you.

[Jimin]: Sure. What’s up?

[Jin]: I want you to know that while I understand there are some likely intentions for this evening, if either of you decide at any point that you have had a change of heart, I can absolutely help to redirect us toward something less intense.

[Jimin]: I’m pretty sure there won’t be any redirection needed ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: But thank you hyung

[Jin]: What delightful news ;-D

[Jin]: My offer will stand either way, but I assure you that I’m very much looking forward to this evening.

[Jin]: See you soon?

[Jimin]: Yeah. I’ll send a message when we leave (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

When they arrive at the house, it’s immediately clear that Jin has been busy. The smell of cooking meat is impossible to miss, and it’s accompanied by a whole bunch of other delicious scents too. Food was sort of the last thing on Jimin’s mind before, but now his mouth is watering as he slips out of his shoes.

“Jimin-ah? Jungkook-ah?” Jin’s voice calls from the kitchen. “Is that you two?”

“It’s us, hyung!” Jungkook yells back, taking Jimin’s hand and quickly leading the way toward the kitchen. “Are you frying something? It smells so good in here.”

“I am frying something, yes.” Jin is already smiling back at them as they round the corner into the kitchen, dressed in a silky deep blue shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, and an immaculate looking white apron pulled over the top. He’s always handsome, but like this? Jimin can feel his breath catch in his throat. “How are the two of you doing?”

Thankfully, Jungkook isn’t too stunned to speak. “We’re good, and you look so handsome, hyung. Are we underdressed?”

“Not in the slightest, darling. I just wanted to wear something nice – though admittedly I’ll look better once I lose the apron.”

“Where’s Namjoon-hyung?” Jimin asks, finally finding his voice again now that he’s processed how handsome Jin looks.

“I just had him running a few things into the living room, but he should be back– Ah, there he is now.”

Jimin turns to see Namjoon approaching from the living room with a smile on his face and warm waves of his sandalwood scent practically rolling off of him. He looks as handsome as Jin does, his steadily growing arms and shoulders just beginning to strain the fabric of the black button down he wears, sleeves rolled up the elbows just like Jin.

Again, Jimin finds himself at a bit of a loss for words. How is he supposed to keep his head on straight tonight if everyone is looking this good? He settles for just smiling, waving, and hoping that Jungkook has something to say.

His mate doesn’t disappoint.

Jungkook drops Jimin’s hand and rushes over to meet Namjoon with a hug, scent spiking all floral and sweet. “Hi hyung! Look at how big you’re getting! You’re gonna have to buy new shirts pretty soon if you keep getting stronger like this.”

“I’m pretty sure I’ve only put on a couple of inches,” Namjoon says, returning the embrace. “And I hear that it gets harder to get bigger once you’re out of the newbie phase.”

“Well yeah but that doesn’t mean you’re gonna stop growing like tomorrow.”

“Thank you,” Jin calls out from the stove where he is constantly stirring something in a small sauce pot. “I keep trying to tell him that it won’t be long before he’s bursting out of a good portion of his tailored shirts – not that I think anyone in this room would complain about that.”

Jimin flushes at the thought, and then a little more when he hears Jungkook’s giggle trail off into a breathy little sigh as Namjoon begins to scent him. It’s not the first time Jimin has seen them do this, but it feels different tonight – probably because he knows where all of this is going to go. It leaves the air feeling charged, like there’s a current running beneath everything that will sweep him away if he isn’t careful.

And he kind of doesn’t want to be careful. Or at least… he’s really curious about what it could look like if he isn’t. And maybe a little afraid, but some of those nerves are definitely the excited kind. He just needs to find an opening to ask Jin for help figuring this out, which shouldn’t be hard if Jungkook and–

“You okay, Minnie?” Namjoon’s voice pulls Jimin right out of his thoughts and back to the present moment, where the alpha has broken away from Jungkook and is now standing in front of Jimin with a curious little smile on his face. “Something on your mind?”

“I’m umm… You just look really good, hyung,” Jimin manages to get out.

“I told you that you look handsome in black,” Jin says, voice perfectly cheerful.

Namjoon’s cheeks go a little pink too, but the smile on his face has only gotten wider as he opens his arms and tugs Jimin in close for a hug. “I’m glad you think so, pup. You look beautiful too.”

Jimin is about to argue that he really didn’t do anything special tonight, but his breath catches in his throat as Namjoon noses at his scent gland, sending a shiver running through his body.

“Can I?” Namjoon whispers, pressing one very deliberate kiss into Jimin’s scent gland.

“Yeah,” Jimin breathes, trying to brace himself and praying that he doesn’t start leaking on the spot. Maybe he should have worn his plug. He didn’t think things were going to feel so… intense right from the beginning.

It’s going to be okay. He can do this. All he has to do is keep his head above water, which he manages just fine with the other alphas most of the time.

The first swipe of Namjoon’s tongue has Jimin doubting himself entirely, his head filling with a pleasant warmth almost immediately. It doesn’t get any worse with the second lick though, and he manages to steady himself enough to lean in and return the scenting, letting it soothe his nerves even as he does his best to keep focused on not slipping too far.

“You’re a little tense,” Namjoon mutters a few seconds later, thankfully not lingering too long on the scenting.

“Just nervous, but like… good nervous? I’m okay, hyung.”

“Luckily there isn’t long to wait,” Jin says. He’s stepped away from the stove for the moment, his arms wrapped around Jungkook just a couple of feet from where Namjoon and Jimin are standing. “If you’d like, the three of you can go and get set up in the living room.”

“The living room?” Jungkook asks. “Not the dining room?”

“Correct. I may have been a bit presumptuous with my menu plan. Everything I’m making should be well suited to being eaten without utensils.”

It takes a moment for Jimin’s brain to catch up and realize that Jin intends for them to be hand fed their dinner tonight. The thought leaves him feeling suddenly very warm, his instincts all but begging him to hurry up and herd Namjoon to the couch so they can get started. He means to say something, but when he opens his mouth, nothing comes out, mind too busy rushing with images of kneeling at Namjoon and Jin’s feet and being fed.

“If it makes you feel at all uncomfortable, I can adjust and serve dinner normally,” Jin offers, tone perfectly casual even though there’s a knowing little smile on his face. “I wouldn’t want to pressure either of you.”

Jungkook reaches for Jimin’s hand. “Hyung?”

“I uh...” Jimin swallows, trying to keep his scent under control. “I definitely want to. What about you, Kookie?”

“God yes,” Jungkook answers immediately. His cheeks are dusted with pink too, pupils dilated already and scent spiking sweet – obviously eager.

Namjoon seems entirely pleased with this, stepping back and gesturing toward the living room. “Should we go get you two comfortable?”

Jin starts telling Namjoon something about pushing out the coffee table and where to find supplies, so Jimin immediately makes use of the distraction, reaching out for Jungkook’s hand and flicking his head at Namjoon, then toward the living room – signaling for his mate to go on without him. Jungkook catches on right away, repeating the motion to make sure he understands what Jimin is asking.

A quick nod from each of them confirms they’re on the same page. Perfect.

As soon as Namjoon and Jin are done talking, Jimin speaks up. “Why don’t you guys go on ahead and I’ll catch up in just a minute?”

Namjoon shifts immediately, stepping closer to Jimin and settling a warm hand on the small of his back. “Are you alright, pup?”

“Yeah, I’m good. I just wanted to talk to Jin-hyung about something quick.”

Jin gives Jimin a curious looking tilt of his head as he steps back toward the stove. “I’ll need to finish up dinner while we talk, but I assure you that I’ll have plenty of attention to spare.”

This doesn’t quite seem to convince Namjoon, who lingers as he searches Jimin’s face. He opens his mouth to speak – probably to ask further questions – but Jungkook cuts him off.

“Hyung, do you think we can maybe cuddle a little while we wait for Jiminie? Please?” he asks, putting on one of his best pouts and tugging at Namjoon’s arm.

Jungkook is the best. Jimin should bake him something nice.

The alpha caves almost instantly, turning his head toward Jungkook with a little puff of laughter. “Alright, we’ll get everything ready and then we can cuddle. Just one second, Kook-ah.” He turns his attention back to Jimin, leaning in to press a kiss to his cheek. “We’ll be waiting for you, Minnie. You’ll tell us if there’s anything you need?”

“I will, hyung.”

With one last nod, Namjoon lets himself be led out toward the living room, Jungkook eagerly chattering away about how to get things set up just right.

~~

As soon as they’re alone in the kitchen, Jimin turns back toward Jin, who is standing in front of the stove and giving him an inviting smile.

“Is there something I can do for you, darling?”

Jimin hesitates, feeling a little off balance now that he’s actually here and has to find some way to voice what he wants. Plus Jin is already doing so much cooking for all of them… It feels a little presumptuous to drop this on his plate too, especially when it’s not his fault that Jimin can’t relax properly. What if Jin can’t even help? What if Jimin talks about it and all that happens is that suddenly everyone knows he’s worried and it puts all of them on edge too? Maybe he should just–

“Jimin-ah?” Jin asks, voice entirely patient.

“Sorry, I...” Jimin bites his lip and takes a step backward. Maybe this was a mistake. “Actually, I might just go and–”

“Come here please,” Jin interrupts, holding one arm out to beckon Jimin closer while he stirs a pot on the stove.

Jimin obeys, mostly because he doesn’t have a lot of other options now that he’s backed himself into this corner. As soon as he’s within reach, Jin is pulling him close until Jimin’s back presses to his chest, caged between him and the stove. It’s immediately comforting, being held securely against the warmth of Jin’s body, and Jimin can feel some of the tension bleed out of him.

“There you go, darling,” Jin says, voice low and warm. “Upon further inspection, this seems like something that might require my full attention. I just need another minute to wrap the cooking up and then you will have it, alright?”

Jimin nods, watching as Jin works around him, shuffling pans and adding seasoning to various components. There’s a sort of flourish to his movements that Jimin has come to expect by this point. Watching Jin cook is always a show, and it helps to settle Jimin’s nerves a little.

They’re going to find a way to talk this out, just like everything else they’ve faced so far. Every time he’s sure a conversation is going to go terribly, it turns out better than he thinks – so he needs to trust that this talk is going to be the same.

The time to steady himself definitely helps.

Only a minute or two later, Jin snakes one arm around Jimin’s middle and steps them both backward before twisting a couple of knobs to turn the burners off. He doesn’t bother letting Jimin go, just wraps both arms around him and noses at his scent gland. “Before you talked yourself out of it, there was something you wanted to discuss with me. I would like it very much if you told me what it was.”

“Sorry I spiraled for a minute there,” Jimin answers softly, tilting his head just slightly to give Jin more room.

“It’s perfectly fine to spiral from time to time. Does that mean you’re feeling more steady now?”

“A little, yeah.”

Jin gives a pleased sounding hum, tongue running over Jimin’s scent gland once before he presses a kiss to the skin. “Then talk to me?”

“I just want… It’s… I want to be able to relax and let everything happen – to have a good time and make sure that Kookie does too. I know that sometimes I panic when I start to go under, that I don’t slip as nice and easy as TaeTae and Kookie, and I just wish I could let…” Jimin trails off with a sigh, the words feeling clumsy on his tongue.

Jin squeezes him a little tighter, voice gentle when he speaks. “Would you like to allow us to take care of you?”

Jimin’s face burns as he nods.

“Will you tell me what you’re afraid of happening?”

“I don’t know.”

“I think you do,” Jin says patiently. “Helping you relax is easy enough, but keeping you there will be harder if I don’t know what to look out for. If you tell me what you’re worried about, I can find a way to help you.”

“It’s stupid,” Jimin mumbles.

“I highly doubt that, but why don’t you let me decide that for myself?”

Jin is right. He can’t help if Jimin doesn’t talk to him. It would be easier if it wasn’t all so messy, if his thoughts weren’t so tangled – but he has to try.

“I… I worry that everything will feel too good and I’ll slip so far that I won’t be able to take care of Kookie if he needs me – or I won’t notice if I get too needy and you and Namjoon-hyung don’t want me anymore, and–”

“Darling,” Jin interrupts, pulling back and turning Jimin in his arms so that the two of them are face to face. One hand settles at Jimin’s waist, and the other reaches up to cup his cheek, a surprised expression on the beta’s face. “There is no world where Joon-ah and I wouldn’t want you – especially when you’re all soft and feeling secure enough to let go with us. I don’t think you understand how deeply we want to have you in that way.”

Jimin can feel his heart racing in his chest. They actually… They want to see him like that?

“You’re… really sure? You would tell me if it changed, right? If I needed too much?”

“If something so completely impossible came to pass, I promise that I would tell you – but it’s never going to happen. We adore you when you’re needy, darling, and I know from personal experience how utterly sweet and perfect you are when you let go a little, so I can say with complete certainty that I’m very much looking forward to having you like that again. Do you understand?”

As much as his brain tries to shove away the torrent of praise, Jimin doesn’t let it. He does his best to allow the words to sink into him – to believe them, even though it’s hard.

“I understand,” he whispers, doing his best to wrap his mind around being desired like that.

Jin doesn’t quite seem satisfied. “Do you? Or are you just telling me you do?”

“I’m… I’m trying to. It’s a lot but I want it to be true and I want to relax so this can be good for Kookie. I just need help but I don’t know what kind and–”

“May I offer some suggestions?” Jin interrupts, expression completely patient as his thumb rubs at Jimin’s jaw.

“Please.”

“What you’ve already given me just now is a tremendous show of trust, and I think if you’re open to giving just a little bit more, I can help take some of these concerns off of your plate. The less you have to worry about, the more you can focus on enjoying yourself and seeing Jungkook-ah enjoy himself too, right?”

Jimin gives a tentative little nod. “I can try.”

“Trying is more than enough. I can assure you we’ll navigate through this just fine no matter what, but I think it would be easier if you could try to trust me to look after Jungkook-ah. You can keep an eye on him too, but if you need a moment to blink, I want you to know that I will be watching out for him. If I get even the slightest inkling that he needs something from you, I will make sure you give it to him. Does that sound okay?”

He can do that, right?

All he has to do is try. And if both Namjoon and Jin are watching to make sure Jungkook is well taken care of, then Jimin can focus more on keeping himself calm and attempting to enjoy this. There’s no doubt in his mind that Jin means what he says. If Jungkook needs him, Jin will make sure that everything is taken care of.

Gratitude and relief start to replace a little of the anxiety that was filling Jimin’s body before, and he makes a conscious effort to relax as he takes a deep breath. “Okay,” he whispers. “I trust you.”

Jin gives him a wide smile in return. “Perfect. I’m sure we can make this a positive experience for both of you. Now, would you like to help me carry in our dinner, or would you prefer to go get settled in the living room with Jungkook-ah?”

“I can help.”

“Thank you very much. I’ll just need another minute to get the last of this onto our trays, and then we can deliver the food.”

With that, Jin turns back toward the stove and begins shuffling around the last few components for their meal, leaving Jimin to simply stand and watch. He feels like his mind should be racing, like he ought to be panicking again now that Jin isn’t right here holding him together. He should be worried about going into the living room, about what happens when they start hand feeding him and he slips into that warm, inviting omega headspace.

It’s not completely gone. He’s still nervous. He’s still unsure.

But he isn’t afraid.

There’s another option that’s just occurred to him too – something he could ask Jin for that might make the rest of this go even smoother… It made things easier when he asked Yoongi, so maybe it could help tonight too?

“Alright, this should be everything,” Jin says after a few minutes of work.

There are two trays on the counter top. When Jimin steps closer, he’s shocked by just how pretty everything looks. Most of the tray on the right is taken up by an assortment of fresh fruit, cheese, cured meats, and other finger foods all artfully spread across it. The tray on the left has drinks, as well as a platter of sushi and the couple of hot dishes that Jin was putting together just before they arrived – crispy pieces of fried chicken and vegetable tempura that have his mouth watering just looking at them.

“It’s all so pretty,” Jimin says. “You know how to make sushi?”

“I’ve been practicing, and they had some good quality tuna for sale yesterday that I couldn’t pass up.” Jin steps a little closer to Jimin, setting a hand at the small of his back. “Are you ready to go?”

Time to ask.

“Do you think… Could I ask you for one more favor, hyung?”

“Of course. What would you like, Jimin-ah?”

“I was wondering if you might be willing to umm… nip me?” Jimin asks, voice coming out a little small as he feels his cheeks flushing pink.

Jin’s scent spikes, a wave of soothing mint that has Jimin’s eyelashes fluttering. “Still feeling nervous?”

“A little. I just thought it might help to be settled beforehand so I don’t have to try and slowly slip under while we’re having dinner?”

There’s a brief pause where it’s clear that Jin is considering something, tongue peeking out to wet his lips while his head tilts slightly in contemplation. A few seconds later, he leans down for a kiss instead of answering with words. It feels good, further solidifying that Jimin has made the right choice in asking for help, and leaving him hopeful that the rest of the night might feel every bit as easy as this.

Eventually, Jin pulls back and looks down at Jimin with one of those fond expressions that always make him feel warm and fuzzy inside, and then whispers, “You know I love you very much, right?”

Jimin doesn’t even hesitate, only half processing the overwhelming feeling of joy that washes over him before he answers, “I love you too, hyung.”

Jin’s smile stretches into a grin, and he leans in for one more short kiss. “You have no idea how happy that makes me, darling – and I adore the fact that you feel safe enough to ask me for a nip. I want you to understand that I would very much like to give you one, but I’d also like to make another suggestion, if I may?”

“Sure. What is it?”

“I absolutely can nip you right now if you want, but if you were to ask Namjoon-ah instead, he would be absolutely over the moon at the opportunity. I think it might also be good for Jungkook-ah to see that happen. He’ll know you’re taken care of and feeling safe, and Joon-ah will be able to give you something he desperately wants.”

“He umm… Desperately?” Jimin asks, cheeks feeling almost as hot as the little curl of desire in his belly at the thought of getting a nip from his alpha. He wants one from Jin too, but he can’t deny that the thought of Namjoon actually maybe wanting to is making him feel an immediate sort of need – even if it’s tempered by a bit of uncertainty.

“Oh, darling, you can’t even imagine how much he would love that.”

Jimin’s heart skips a beat in his chest, mouth suddenly feeling very dry as he croaks out a tiny, “Okay.”

*******

Seokjin feels in his element, or at least as in his element as he can be without his entire pack together.

There’s still the matter of Hoseok’s predicament to attend to, but the time spent receiving such wonderful comfort from the rest of his pack has helped considerably with some of that frustration. Taehyung putting a rule in place for them not to discuss it with Hoseok under any circumstances for a few days was honestly a good call. If the alpha needs time to process, maybe them giving it to him very deliberately will help him see that they have no desire to deny that to him.

Either way, having this wonderful night to plan for has been a delight all its own. The prospect of being able to see Namjoon share something so intimate and personal with Jungkook for the first time is incredibly appealing, and now he’s being given the chance to help Jimin enjoy this night as well.

It feels good to be needed, and even better to be able to make a positive impact.

He can’t help being a bit struck by just how much trust Jimin has shown him already tonight. After all these months of courting, he understands quite clearly that trust is not something the omega gives easily – especially when it comes to Jungkook’s well-being. That trust has to be earned, and it pleases him immensely to think that he has managed to earn it, that he’s still breaking through all of Jimin’s walls with love and care.

Still, as much as he would love to take some additional time and bask in the glory of his efforts paying off, he has more important things to attend to.

With dinner complete (and looking absolutely fantastic if he were to say so himself), he now gets the pleasure of feeding it to his mates, and the added challenge of helping to put Jimin at ease only has him even more eager to begin.

He was born ready for this.

Namjoon and Jungkook have settled in well by the time that Jimin helps him carry in their dinner, trailing just a few steps behind Seokjin with a tray carefully held in his hands. The coffee table has been pushed back to make room for two cushions on the floor, one for each of the omegas. Jungkook is already kneeling one of them in front of Namjoon, head resting in his lap while the alpha cards fingers through his hair.

Namjoon’s eyes find Seokjin’s, making almost no expression at all beyond a warm smile (in an effort to be mindful of Jimin), but the question in his eyes is still one Seokjin can decipher: ‘Is our omega okay?’

Seokjin flashes him a confident smile in return, letting Namjoon know that everything will be just fine, and then steps forward to lay out his tray. There’s plenty of room for their food to fit on the couch, nestled on the open seat between where he and Namjoon intend to sit.

Apparently eager to check on Jimin, Namjoon rises up to greet them, and Seokjin takes the opportunity to sit down next to Jungkook, who is already smelling delightfully sweet as he smiles up at him. Considering Seokjin’s earlier talk with Jimin, he wants it to be easily visible that he’s looking after Jungkook, and physical proximity is one way to achieve that.

“Hi hyung,” Jungkook says, leaning forward to rest his head on Seokjin’s knee and glancing over at the tray of food. “Wow, you made all of this for us? It looks so good.”

Pride blooms warm in Seokjin’s chest. “Hello, darling. Yes, this is all for us, though admittedly mostly for you and Jimin-ah,” he answers with a wink. “Give me just a moment and my attention will be all yours. Jimin-ah, your tray, please?”

Namjoon pauses his slow approach and allows Jimin to hand over the tray, then stops completely when he realizes that Jungkook is eagerly reaching out for Jimin as well.

“Jiminie, you’re back,” he says, smiling as Jimin takes his hand.

“Yeah, I am. How are you feeling, Kookie? Get enough cuddles?”

“M’really good. Plenty of cuddles and then Namjoon-hyung let me get on my cushion, so I’m a little floaty now. There’s a spot for you too, hyung.”

“Only if you want,” Namjoon says, reaching out to take Jimin’s other hand. “Are you okay?”

Jimin nods. “I um...” He bites his lip and looks over to Seokjin.

“He wanted to ask you for something,” Seokjin assists. “Isn’t that right, Jimin-ah?”

Namjoon looks immediately intrigued, stepping just a little closer to Jimin. “Anything you want, pup.”

“I was… I’m having a tiny bit of trouble relaxing, but I really want to and I was hoping… that maybe you would want to help? Would you please nip me, hyung?” Jimin eventually manages, cheeks gone bright pink.

The room is dead silent for a moment and Seokjin has to work hard to keep a grin off of his face. He can practically hear how hard Namjoon is internally celebrating this moment, not to mention the effort it’s taking to not leap forward and tackle Jimin with joy. Luckily, the alpha doesn’t let it freeze him in place for more than a second or two.

“I would love to, baby,” Namjoon answers with obvious awe in his voice. “Why don’t you come a little closer, okay?”

Jimin hesitates for just a second, looking down at Jungkook and then up to Seokjin before he takes a deep breath and lets himself be pulled into Namjoon’s arms.

Seokjin keeps his word, immediately looking down to check on Jungkook, only to find him watching Namjoon and Jimin with unblinking eyes, a tiny smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. Jungkook startles just a little when Seokjin’s hand lands on his nape, thumb rubbing gently at his scent gland, but he relaxes into it right away.

Namjoon takes his time, probably trying not to scare Jimin off, leaning in for a kiss and scenting him before he goes in for the nip. It’s successful at first, at least judging by the soft little gasp that leaves Jimin’s mouth and the way his scent tips sweeter.

Still, Seokjin can make out the way the omega starts to tense as Namjoon’s mouth opens wide over his scent gland, body going rigid and his breathing stopping entirely. It’s clear that Jungkook can see it too. His head quirks to the side just slightly, body going a tiny bit tense as well, though he still stays calmly in place with Seokjin’s thumb pressed against his scent gland.

Luckily Namjoon doesn’t linger any longer. His jaw clamps down and there’s a low whimper from Jimin, followed by his scent going positively sweet and his body visibly relaxing against Namjoon’s. His next breath leaves him in a shaking little whine as Namjoon finishes the nip, pressing a kiss into Jimin’s scent gland.

“That’s it, Minnie,” Namjoon whispers. “Look at you, settling so sweet for me. You’re doing so well. Thank you for letting me help you like this. Are you ready to sit down next to Kook-ah and have some dinner?”

Jimin nods, eyes searching out Jungkook at the mention of his name, a slow smile spreading across his face when he finds his mate content with Seokjin’s hands on him. It takes a few seconds of arranging for everyone to get into place, Jimin scooting his cushion closer to Jungkook and then working his way onto his knees with Namjoon’s help. He’s delightfully soft the whole time, allowing himself to be delicately pushed and pulled into place, all while looking at the rest of them like there’s nowhere on the planet he’d rather be.

“There we go,” Namjoon coos. He already seemed pleased, but now? Both omegas look up at him with hooded eyes and he swallows audibly, a spike of that spicy sandalwood scent rolling off of him as he gazes back down at both of them. “The two of you are beautiful like this. It means so much to have you here with us.”

“Speeches after dinner, perhaps?” Seokjin prompts, a fond little puff of laughter leaving him at just how adorable their alpha is.

Namjoon nods, looking over at the trays of food and reaching for one of the slices of cheese, but Seokjin has a thought and catches his eye, giving a signal to wait. He has an idea, a way to start this off on the right foot and remind Jimin that he is always capable of caring for his mate.

“Jimin-ah,” Seokjin says, waiting for Jimin to turn that soft, slightly dazed expression towards him. “Would you like to feed Jungkook-ah his first bite?”

Jimin blinks at him a few times and then his face splits into a stunning smile as he gives a nod.

“Any preference, Jungkook-ah?” Seokjin asks.

Jungkook peers at the tray, looking slightly more alert than Jimin at least, though probably not for long if they do their jobs correctly. After a few seconds, he reaches a decision. “Apple please, hyung.”

Namjoon reaches for one of the apple slices, passing it to Jimin who in turn holds it up to Jungkook’s lips. His fingers tremble just a little, but he still manages perfectly fine even after a nip (just like Seokjin knew he would). When Jungkook opens his mouth and accepts the bite of food, the scents of both omegas spike even sweeter.

With the two of them momentarily occupied, Seokjin and Namjoon are able to exchange a series of looks, questions and reassurances all given at a glance. It’s enough to let his mate know that the situation is under control and that they can proceed to the main event.

~~

Both of their omegas eat well.

The four of them are all seated close enough that it’s no trouble at all for Seokjin and Namjoon to take turns feeding Jimin and Jungkook, enjoying the expressions of absolute adoration on their faces. The sweet scent of vanilla and orange has completely overtaken the food by this point, and it’s absolutely heavenly – but both omegas are still eager to eat more.

They tilt their heads up for each new bite, sometimes leaning on one another as they chew, and other times resting their heads on whoever’s lap is the closest. Jimin has managed to stay content and calm, only looking over a few times to make sure that Jungkook is being taken care of.

Each time, Seokjin deliberately catches Jimin’s gaze, making sure he knows that Seokjin remembers their agreement, that he is still actively keeping an eye on things. Jimin rewards him with pretty little smiles and his continued trust. Seokjin is hopeful that this can be a turning point for them, that if Jimin can allow him to manage this, maybe he can trust him with other things going forward. The thought makes him even more intent on making sure this goes well.

Thankfully, that’s an easy task.

Jungkook is so responsive to care, leaning into each touch without an ounce of hesitation and eagerly accepting everything they offer him. He seems especially fond of the bite-sized pieces of fried chicken Seokjin prepared, making little hums of appreciation as he chews.

“You like those, darling?” Seokjin asks.

He already knows the answer, but he adores the way Jungkook looks up at him with hooded eyes and parted lips to whisper a pretty little, “Yes, hyung.”

They need to do this as a pack as soon as possible. It’s hard not to imagine Taehyung nestled comfortably between Jimin and Jungkook (or perhaps Jimin the middle where he can keep a close eye on the other two omegas), all three of them relaxed together with their alphas doting on them and Seokjin taking it all in, assisting and directing as needed.

Something like that would have still felt out of reach before tonight, but the way that Jimin has asked for help to settle into this makes Seokjin feel much more like it’s a distinct possibility.

Maybe they could arrange something like this for Jungkook’s preheat. It’s still quite a while until then, but he knows how special they’re all going to want that first heat together to be. Jimin hasn’t mentioned any intentions for his next heat. They’ll respect any choice he makes, of course – though all of this has Seokjin very hopeful that they’ll be spending that together too.

Something to work toward in the future, but tonight they have this.

Notes:

Next Sunday we've got a long chapter coming where we'll get to the spicy bits of this date night ;D

See you there!

Chapter 120: Claimed

Notes:

We are definitely earning out explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon is almost having a hard time believing this is real – that he has both Jimin and Jungkook kneeling at his feet, utterly content and eagerly opening their mouths for every bite of food he and Jin offer. He has to keep reminding himself to actually eat some of the food himself. There’s technically plenty of time as the omegas chew and occasionally cuddle together between mouthfuls. Jimin even pauses twice more to feed Jungkook a bite with trembling hands and gorgeously flushed cheeks, which would be a great opportunity to eat while they’re busy.

Still, Namjoon is far too preoccupied with watching as the two of them do that. He’s trying his best not to freeze tonight, to simply set aside most of his awe and wonder at how incredible this is, and focus on making sure he’s present for his omegas. It’s far too much to juggle for him to worry about eating, but Jin seems more than happy to keep reminding him.

He chews automatically, barely tasting a single thing as his eyes rake over where Jungkook is kneeling, head resting on Jin’s knee and looking up at the beta as though he’s hung the moon by feeding him another bite of chicken. Jimin is watching them too, one hand set on Namjoon’s thigh and a look of slightly dazed joy on his face.

He’s settled so well. Namjoon can hardly believe he finally got to give Jimin a nip, to hear him ask for it, and then to feel the way he went syrupy and relaxed against Namjoon’s body. It’s something he’s wanted for so long.

All of this is.

And he knows what’s coming after.

After months of waiting, he’s finally going to have Jungkook properly, give him his very first knot… He’s trying not to think too much about it – not that it matters when he’s already a little hard just from all this easy submission the omegas are giving them. At least it’s simple enough to readjust himself in his pants while they’re occupied. He just hopes that everyone is well fed by the time the scent of his arousal becomes impossible for them to ignore.

Jimin is the first one to turn away food, giving a slow little shake of his head as Namjoon holds a slice of orange up to his lips.

“Are you full, Minnie?” Namjoon asks, bringing the fruit up to his own mouth and eating it instead.

Jimin nods, the movement slow and syrupy. He glances over at where Jungkook is eating a bite of sushi from Jin’s fingers, then looks back at Namjoon with an easy smile on his face, clearly satisfied that Jungkook is being well taken care of.

“You want a little water?” Again, Jimin nods and Namjoon uncaps one of the bottles, holding it up and allowing the omega to drink his fill. Once he’s done, Namjoon reaches up to brush away a few stray drops at the corner of his mouth.

It looks almost automatic, the way Jimin’s lips part just slightly at the gesture. Namjoon can’t quite help himself at the sight, thumb traveling from the corner of Jimin’s mouth to the plush expanse of his lower lip – not pressing, just offering.

Jimin’s eyelashes flutter. His mouth drops open just a little farther and then his pretty pink tongue flicks out and slides over the pad of Namjoon’s thumb.

Fuck.

He doesn’t stop there either, closing his mouth around the tip of Namjoon’s thumb seemingly without thought, eyes slipping completely shut as he lets out a soft little hum. Namjoon is actually too stunned to speak, freezing in place for the few seconds it takes for Jimin to open his eyes again and look up at him.

Can’t get stuck here. He has to show Jimin just how happy this makes him – has to reward this lovely submission he’s being handed.

“God, you’re perfect, Minnie,” Namjoon whispers, voice only shaking a little as he gently pulls his thumb free of Jimin’s mouth, cupping the omega’s cheek and tipping his face up for a kiss. Jimin takes that easily too, lips already parted the moment they kiss, and his whole body shifting upward to meet Namjoon.

A few seconds in, they hear a soft little whine that has both of them turning their heads and looking over to the other side of the couch. They find Jungkook watching them with obvious desire, and a smile on Jin’s face as he leans down with a puff of laughter.

“Do you want to be done eating as well, darling?”

Jungkook turns his head back to look at Jin, nodding slowly and immediately rising up to climb into the beta’s lap. “Hyung, kiss?”

“Oh, aren’t you just precious,” Jin says, one hand landing on Jungkook’s hip to steady him while the other guides his face closer. “Of course. As many as you want.”

The two of them fall into what looks like a very passionate kiss, both their scents spiking sweet and clear in the air. It has a growl threatening to rise up in Namjoon’s chest. Seeing his mates like this is so satisfying, a reminder of how strong their bond as a pack will be once they can put claiming bites on their new omegas, get them all marked up and–

“Hyung,” Jimin breathes, both hands settled on Namjoon’s knees and his pupils blown wide. For a moment, Namjoon is sure it’s because of the sight of Jin and Jungkook so wrapped in one another, but then he sees Jimin’s nostrils flaring slightly as he breathes deep through his nose, eyes settling on Namjoon’s lap. “You smell really good.”

Oh. Jimin can definitely smell his arousal.

Namjoon is hard enough in his pants now that there’s no hope of containing the scent – and he doesn’t want to. Not if he gets to see it affect his omega so wonderfully.

“So do you, pup,” Namjoon answers, reaching out to offer Jimin a hand up. “Do you want to come here?”

Jimin nods, taking Namjoon’s hand and standing on shaky legs. At first, his eyes are still glued to Namjoon, but as he steps closer they drift to the trays holding the remnants of their meal, and he tilts his head for a second before muttering, “Should get those out of the way.”

He’s right. As much as Namjoon would prefer to get him in his lap immediately, he instead takes a few moments to help Jimin move the trays over to the coffee table. Luckily, it doesn’t manage to break the wonderful spell of easy comfort the omega seems to be feeling after his nip and all the hand feeding.

If anything, it’s even easier for Namjoon to tug Jimin close this way, guiding both of them down onto the couch until Jimin is in his lap, straddling his thighs and leaning in for a kiss with no hesitation at all. He can’t help thinking how much this reminds him of Chuseok, of how sweet Jimin was that night, sitting in his lap just like this and talking about how he felt good.

Namjoon wants to make him feel good again, and this time he gets to have more.

He doesn’t bother to hold back, tongue exploring Jimin’s mouth and hands sliding along his body – and Namjoon is being touched in return. Jimin’s hands rub along his chest and shoulders, eagerly pressing into muscle as the omega whines into his mouth. It leaves him nearly desperate to feel more, to somehow get Jimin even closer.

“Minnie,” Namjoon whispers, lips drifting down to press against Jimin’s jaw while his hands settle at the top button of the omega’s shirt. “Can I see you?”

Jimin pauses, pulling back just slightly. He glances over at where Jin and Jungkook are making out just as eagerly as the two of them, then looks back at Namjoon with a smile, eyelashes fluttering as he nods. “You can,” he answers, hands sliding up to the top button of Namjoon’s shirt. “Can I too?”

“Of course. As much as you want, baby.”

Neither of them are particularly fast about it, clumsy fingers working at buttons as they return to kissing like they can’t get enough of each other. To be fair, Namjoon really can’t get enough. He wants so much. Wants to get Jimin and Jungkook both laid out for him, gorgeously naked and eager for his touch, for their alpha to claim them.

The thought has his fingers moving faster, undoing the last two buttons of Jimin’s shirt in a rush so he can finally spread his hands wide over the omega’s chest and touch without restriction. Jimin is warm, the flush on his face long since spread down across his chest as well, which is a sight Namjoon can’t help leaning back to take in.

“God,” he breathes, eyes raking over Jimin’s chest and down to the little shimmer of his bellybutton ring catching in the light. “You’re gorgeous, pup. Let’s get this off of you?” Namjoon slips his hands up under the shoulders of Jimin’s fully unbuttoned shirt, making sure it’s clear what he’s talking about.

Jimin’s flush seems to deepen at the praise, though the question takes a bit longer to get through, his fingers still working clumsily at the last few buttons of Namjoon’s shirt. He finally gets it all the way open, and is halfway through sliding his hands up the entire length of Namjoon’s chest when he stops mid-motion and looks up at him with a tilt of his head. “Off?”

Hell, he’s too sweet like this.

“Yeah, your shirt, baby.”

“Oh.” Jimin looks down at himself, reaching up to wrap his hand around one of Namjoon’s wrists with a dreamy little smile. “You too, hyung?”

It doesn’t take Namjoon long to help work them both out of their shirts, abandoning the garments somewhere on the floor to be dealt with later and returning his attention immediately to Jimin. There’s so much gorgeous skin on offer that he can’t help but lean in to taste. His mouth seals over a nipple before he can even really think about it, delighting in the soft sound of surprise Jimin lets out – the gasp fading easily into a sigh of pleasure.

There are similar sounds coming from the other side of the couch. Tiny moans and eager hums interspersed with the sounds of more kisses being exchanged. The noises only make Namjoon more determined to earn some of his own, hands sliding down over Jimin’s ass, lingering for a moment before giving a soft little squeeze.

His omega keens for him, hips bucking as he whines out a soft little, “Feels good, hyung.”

Pride swells warm in Namjoon’s belly, and his mouth moves from Jimin’s nipple up to his collarbone. When he nips at the skin, Jimin’s breath catches in his throat, hips stuttering as they continue to rut back against Namjoon’s hands.

“God, you’re so responsive, Minnie,” Namjoon mutters, already mapping out another bite as Jimin squirms in his lap. “I love that you feel good. Let me make it feel better?”

Jimin nods, gasping at the next little bite Namjoon gives to the base of his throat. “Feel better,” he echoes, just loud enough to be heard. “Wanna… I– Kiss, please?”

Namjoon doesn’t need to be told twice, eagerly leaning up to capture Jimin’s lips in an open mouthed kiss, and dragging his hips closer until the two of them are grinding together. They’re both obviously hard in their pants, and the friction has them breathing near identical moans of relief into the kiss. That one push from Namjoon is all it takes to have Jimin repeating the motion, hips grinding forward and his hands gripping tight at Namjoon’s shoulders.

“There you go, pup,” Namjoon encourages, mouthing his way down to Jimin’s scent gland and applying pressure there with his tongue. He keeps one hand on the omega’s hip, while the other slips back up his chest, eager to keep touching. “You’re gorgeous like this.”

A whine slips from Jimin’s lips as he seems to automatically start leaning in toward Namjoon’s scent gland too, tongue working in tiny swipes over the skin as he ruts them together and arches into every touch.

And then Namjoon smells it.

After months of waiting, there’s the most incredible spike of sweet vanilla cream in the air, so warm and inviting that he wishes he could sink into a pool of it. He wants it in his clothes and soaking his sheets, wet on his tongue and dripping messily down his cock.

Jimin’s slick.

God, it’s so thick in the air that it’s unmistakable and it makes Namjoon nearly shake with the overwhelming desire to taste. He could lay Jimin out right here on the couch, peel him out of those pants and eat him out until he cries from how good it all feels, get him all warm and pliant and needy for–

“Alph- hyung,” Jimin pants, breaking away from Namjoon’s neck to look over to where Jungkook is still eagerly making out with Jin.

Namjoon doesn’t miss the way Jimin corrects himself – so close to finally calling him alpha that it makes his teeth ache. As much as he wants to pull Jimin back in and keep kissing him until he drags that word from his mouth, he needs to put that desire on the back burner because his omega looks distressed, biting his kiss swollen bottom lip and nervously looking at Jin and Jungkook and then back to Namjoon with something almost like panic in his eyes. While just seconds ago he had practically been putty in Namjoon’s hands, now he holds his body rigid and tense.

“Minnie,” Namjoon whispers, reaching up to cup Jimin’s cheek and direct his gaze forward. “Are you alright? What do you need, pup?”

Jimin’s eyelashes flutter at the touch, losing himself to it for a moment before letting out a shaking breath and meeting Namjoon’s gaze. “Shouldn’t you… I mean– This was supposed to be about Kookie, wasn’t it, hyung?”

On one hand, it’s incredibly sweet that Jimin is worried about Jungkook. Seeing his mates caring for one another is always a thing to be treasured.

But on the other hand

Namjoon has his omega in his lap – nipped, fed, and so worked up he’s finally dripping for him – and yet Jimin’s attention is somewhere else. It makes him want to do better, to be good enough to keep his omega’s focus entirely on him, on how good he can make Jimin feel if only gets the chance. This was never just about Jungkook. He might be the one stretched around Namjoon’s knot later, but they have plenty of time and he wants to take care of Jimin just as much.

It’s always been about both of them.

Hell, he could even knot them both if they wanted. He’s had enough practice popping multiple knots during Taehyung’s heats by now that he wouldn’t even need much of a break between.

But that isn’t really the issue right now.

“Baby, this is about both of you. It always is. If you want to stop we absolutely can, but if you’re worried about Kook-ah, Jin is taking good care of him. I still intend to give him exactly what he wants, I promise – but we have plenty of time to get there and I love having you like this too.”

There’s a little whine from the other side of the couch – Jungkook trying to chase Jin’s lips as he breaks away from their heated kiss. The omega has stripped out of his shirt as well, though Jin’s is still hanging (entirely unbuttoned) from his shoulders. Both of them are flushed and smelling perfectly content, like their time together was going just as well as Jimin and Namjoon’s was only seconds ago.

“Just a moment, darling,” Jin coos, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek and turning his attention over to the other end of the couch, eyes landing on Jimin. “Are you alright, Jimin-ah?”

Jimin looks over to Jin and then back at Namjoon, eyes full of uncertainty even as he sits in Namjoon’s lap smelling like a dream.

Jungkook perks his head up too, half dazed and looking over at Jimin with a slow, syrupy smile. “You okay, hyung?” he asks, reaching a hand out over the empty cushion between them. “You smell so good.”

“I’m okay,” Jimin assures him, reaching out to take Jungkook’s hand, lacing their fingers together. “Are you alright?”

“Really good, hyung. The best.”

Jin catches Namjoon’s eye while the two omegas are focused on each other. For as pleased as the beta looks with his lapful of needy omega, Namjoon can’t miss the question in his eyes: Is Jimin okay?

Before the two of them can come to any sort of understanding, Jungkook takes matters into his own hands, leaning down to kiss Jin’s cheek with a quick, “Be right back, hyung,” before climbing off his lap and onto the cushion right next to Jimin and Namjoon. “Gimme, please,” he says to Namjoon, opening his arms and making grabby hands toward Jimin.

As much as Namjoon doesn’t want to give Jimin up, he is intensely curious to see whatever Jungkook intends to do about the situation (and also incapable of denying their maknae almost anything), so when Jimin looks up at him for permission, Namjoon gives it immediately. “Go on, pup. It’s all right,” he says before helping Jimin over into Jungkook’s lap.

Jimin’s posture changes as soon as he’s safely in Jungkook’s embrace, relaxing immediately into his arms in a way that Namjoon can’t help but envy. He can’t wait for the day when he can put Jimin at ease like that, where all of his stress just melts away the second he’s in Namjoon’s arms.

“Hey, hyung,” Jungkook whispers, nosing at Jimin’s scent gland. “Tell me why you’re anxious? Is it because you’re getting wet?”

Namjoon can just make out the barest hint of a nod from where he’s sitting, Jimin’s blonde hair catching in the light as his head shifts.

Jungkook just squeezes his mate tighter. “It’s okay, Jiminie. You smell so good like this, so sweet – and I bet the hyungs love it too,” he says, looking over at Namjoon with an expectant smile.

“He’s right, Minnie,” Namjoon says gently. Jimin pulls back just far enough to look at him with uncertainty written across his face. That won’t do. Namjoon needs to do better. “You smell so sweet. It’s incredible. Before you got worried, all I could think about was how good you must taste.”

That seems to help more, judging by how Jimin’s eyes go wide and his scent spikes before he bites his lip and looks back at Jungkook. “But this is supposed to be for you,” Jimin whispers. “I don’t want to get in the way.”

Get in the way? Is Jimin only thinking that because this is supposed to be Jungkook’s first time with an alpha and he’s afraid of somehow ruining it, or does the issue run deeper?

“Hey, you aren’t in the way of anything,” Jungkook says. “This is for both of us, and I want you to enjoy yourself too, remember? There’s no rush, hyung. I like knowing that Namjoon-hyung is making you feel good, and I know that my turn is coming up.”

“Do you want it now?” Jimin asks.

Jungkook gives the offer a few seconds of thought before Jin decides to step in and help figure things out. “If I might make a request,” he says, leaning in a little closer to the two omegas. “I was having a very nice time with Jungkook-ah. If it’s alright with you, I’d like to keep him for just a bit longer. Would that be alright?”

“Okay,” Jimin answers. “I’m sorry for–”

“No apologies,” Jin says firmly. “I’m proud of you for letting us know you were feeling anxious. We always want to know how you’re feeling, do you understand?”

“Yes, hyung.”

Jin smiles and leans back against the couch. “Excellent. You two can finish up and then I’ll take Jungkook-ah back and get him properly warmed up for his first knot.”

With that settled, Jungkook pulls Jimin down into a kiss, firm and thorough until Jimin goes all warm and relaxed for him, leaning into the motions with a dreamy sigh.

While they’re busy, Namjoon takes the opportunity to give a silent ‘thank you’ to Jin. It’s not that he doesn’t want his turn with Jungkook (he really, really does), just that he wants the chance to try and help Jimin feel more comfortable with him first, to prove that he can take care of the omega however he needs.

When Jungkook finally breaks their kiss a minute or so later, he smiles and asks, “Do you feel better now, hyung?”

Jimin nods. “Yeah. I’m sor– Thank you,” he corrects.

“Very good,” Jin praises, reaching over to ruffle Jimin’s hair. “You think you’re ready for me to take Jungkook-ah back now?

“Yeah, are you ready to go back to Namjoon-hyung?” Jungkook asks. “I wanna keep hearing all the pretty noises you make when he touches you. You sound so good, hyung.”

Jimin leans forward and buries his face in Jungkook’s neck with a groan. “You’re so embarrassing.”

“They were quite lovely, weren’t they?” Jin teases, flicking his chin to beckon Namjoon closer.

“The best,” Namjoon answers, reaching out to settle a hand on Jimin’s lower back. “What do you think, pup? Willing to give me another chance?”

That has Jimin lifting his head back up right away and turning to Namjoon with a frown and wide, shining eyes. “Wait, Namjoon-hyung, you didn’t do anything wrong. I…” He looks back at Jungkook with a nod and the two of them exchange one more quick kiss before he finally climbs into Namjoon’s lap again. He seems confident all the way up until he’s settled back into position and finally face to face with Namjoon, at which point his gaze falters and he ends up staring down at Namjoon’s chest and whispering, “I didn’t mean to worry you. You really didn’t do anything wrong at all. I’m sorry, hyung.”

Namjoon reaches up to cup Jimin’s cheek, tilting his face up until they’re making eye contact again. “You have nothing to be sorry for, baby. Jin-hyung was right. We always want to know if you feel uncomfortable, and I’m so proud of you for saying something. Is there anything I can do differently to help you feel better?”

“You don’t have to do anything. It’s okay. I promise it wasn’t your fault. I just get…” Jimin trails off, biting at his lip. After a few seconds, he speaks again, voice just barely audible. “M’nervous when I get wet.”

“Praise helps,” Jungkook calls out from where he’s now seated back in Jin’s lap, watching them with a smile. “Just tell him how much you like it, hyung.”

Jimin swallows, scent going muted as he shakes his head. “You don’t have to. It’s okay. I don’t need–”

“Baby,” Namjoon interrupts, letting his hand slide down Jimin’s neck, thumb pressing gently into his scent gland just to help settle him a tiny bit. “It wouldn’t be a lie. Everyone’s been talking about how incredible you smell for so long now, and I was the last one to get to have you like this, pup. You have no idea how long I’ve been dying to get you dripping for me.”

“You really… You have?”

“For months, Minnie.”

That admission has Jimin’s scent flowing out of him again, his shoulders dropping a little as his body relaxes and he takes a deep breath. “That’s… I’m really glad you don’t hate it.”

Namjoon can feel his mouth dropping open in shock. How could Jimin ever think that he wouldn’t love something so incredible? He’s spent so long dreaming about the moment this might happen, just hoping that a time would come where Jimin might feel relaxed enough with him that he would finally leak like he has for the others.

Nothing is going to take away the joy that Namjoon feels at getting to share this with his omega, and there’s no way he’s going to let Jimin think he doesn’t love it.

Without another moment wasted, he leans in for a nearly bruising kiss. He needs Jimin to be able to feel just how incredibly possessive the sweet smell of his omega’s slick in the air makes him, how desperately he wants to have more. Jimin takes the physical attention well, melting against Namjoon after one tiny sound of surprise. He might not be as wonderfully desperate and eager as he was minutes ago, but he does at least begin to settle – which is what Namjoon wants right now.

Between the kiss and the pressure still on his scent gland where Namjoon’s thumb presses soft little circles into the skin, Jimin’s body starts to relax again.

Namjoon takes the chance to trail his lips down the omega’s neck, nosing at his scent gland briefly before beginning to scent him. With sweet vanilla blooming on his tongue again, Namjoon finally opens his mouth to speak. “There was never a chance that I wouldn’t love your scent, pup. Not even for a second. You smell like a dream, and all I can think about right now is how bad I want to get you even wetter for me.”

Jimin tilts his head a little to allow Namjoon better access, a shiver running through him after one particularly firm press of tongue. A moment or two later, he takes in a breath like he’s just about to answer, the barest hint of a sound leaving his lips before his attention is grabbed by a breathy noise from the other side of the couch.

A glance over reveals Jin just starting to work Jungkook out of his pants. It tugs at a part of Namjoon that really wanted to undress the omega himself, but he also wants to keep Jimin here, to get him right back to that same state of desire and relaxation as before, to press until he’s leaking again. Then Namjoon can follow it up with such immediate praise that there isn’t even a question about how much he loves having his omega slicked up for him.

But that doesn’t appear to be in the cards. Jimin’s attention is locked on Jungkook, scent tipping sweeter as he watches Jin shove the jeans down Jungkook’s thighs.

It looks like Namjoon has missed his opportunity for the night. He allows himself a moment of disappointment, but he also knows that tonight is sort of a special case. Jimin is about to watch his mate get knotted for the first time, and considering his history with alphas before all of this, that might be something he’s a little anxious about.

Jin seems to recognize their attention before Jungkook, the smallest quirk of a brow giving him away before he turns his head to look at them. “Is it time to shift our focus, darlings?”

There’s a little whine from Jungkook as Jin’s hands still on his body, but then he looks over at Jimin and Namjoon too, eyes scanning the two of them before landing on Jimin’s face. “Still worried, hyung?” he asks, reaching out a hand across the empty couch seat between them.

The words sting a little – like an obvious declaration of how Namjoon has failed to settle his omega.

Jimin shakes his head, reaching out to take Jungkook’s hand. “M’okay. Just wanna take care of you now.” He looks up at Jin, then turns his head back to Namjoon with a nervous little smile. “Can we?”

“Of course we can, pup,” Namjoon says, leaning in to press a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. As much as he might wish he could have done better, he also knows that seeing Jungkook properly taken care of will go a long way in making Jimin feel even more secure with them – and that thought makes it much easier to set aside his other feelings and focus on just how much he’s been anticipating this moment.

Jungkook is his, and Namjoon is going to make sure he knows it.

~~

There’s a bit of shuffling as the four of them switch gears.

Jungkook gets up to kick his pants the rest of the way off, leaving him in only a tented pair of boxers that Namjoon can’t wait to get off of him. He’s not the only one looking either. Jimin’s eyes settle on where Jungkook’s erection is straining against the fabric, tongue peeking out to wet his lips as he crawls out of Namjoon’s lap.

The two omegas gravitate together, kissing and scenting for a few moments before Jimin whispers, “You’re gonna feel so amazing, Kookie. Namjoon-hyung is gonna take such good care of you.”

Admittedly, the vote of confidence from Jimin does feel good.

“You too, hyung?” Jungkook mumbles, tongue working over Jimin’s scent gland.

“Yeah. M’gonna feel so good seeing you like this. You’re gonna be perfect.”

While the two of them kiss and mumble more affirmations, Namjoon and Jin both manage to turn away from the adorable display long enough to lock eyes. They exchange a few glances, reassurances that everything is okay, and nods to confirm their general plan for the rest of this. Then both their eyes are glued back on their omegas.

“You gonna go let Namjoon-hyung make you feel good?” Jimin mutters, pulling back to fix Jungkook with an easy smile. He looks perfectly relaxed again now, and Namjoon does his best not to let it sting that he wasn’t able to do that for Jimin.

Still, there’s nothing he can do about that now, and it’s hard to be upset for more than a moment when Jungkook nods and then pulls away from Jimin to crawl his way over to Namjoon.

Within seconds, he has a lapful of desperate omega again, with Jungkook immediately climbing over his legs and leaning in for an open mouthed kiss. The omega is as wonderfully eager as always, hands mapping out Namjoon’s shoulders while his hips rock gently – not quite enough to find any friction, but the display is adorable.

“Eager pup,” Namjoon mutters, lips trailing down until his teeth are ghosting along Jungkook’s throat. “Have you been thinking about this?”

“So much, hyung,” Jungkook breathes, head tipping immediately to offer up more of his neck. “You’re still… You’re gonna knot me, right?”

“That’s right. Are you nervous?”

“A little, but– oh…” Jungkook trails off on a moan as Namjoon’s teeth press into the skin just above his scent gland, hips bucking forward with a little more purpose now. “Feels… S’nice, hyung.”

It’s clear that Jungkook has been hard long enough to leak, the wet spot on the front of his boxers giving him away easily. Even if it’s not slick, it still leaves Namjoon with the burning desire to taste – but he isn’t going to. He remembers what Jin told him the other day, how Jungkook had felt so good having his cock ignored while Jin prepared him. Namjoon wants to give him that same validation, for this first time together to leave him feeling like a perfect omega, claimed and absolutely treasured by his alpha.

“Can I get you out of these, baby?” Namjoon asks, fingers dipping just under the band of Jungkook’s boxers.

“You can. Could I– Is it okay if I want… Wanna see you too?” Jungkook finally manages, apparently so worked up that he’s tripping over his words. His hands are struggling too, already fumbling with the button of Namjoon’s pants. “I didn’t– Never got to last time.”

Last time… when Namjoon’s rut came early and he got to see Jungkook presenting for him, dripping slick and squeezing so tight around his fingers. He was aching from more than just his rut by the time he got back to Taehyung’s nest, so desperate to get his dick inside somewhere wet and warm that it was almost painful.

There’s none of that pain now, but it’s hard not to imagine how pretty Jungkook is going to look entirely bare for him again – and this time Namjoon will be coherent enough to really appreciate it. Still, as much as he wants to focus all his attention on getting Jungkook naked for him again, he also doesn’t want to deny the omega what he’s asking for.

“Yeah, you can see, gorgeous. Give me just a bit of room?”

Jungkook practically scrambles to stand, eyes glued where Namjoon’s hands are working open his pants. He doesn’t bother taking his time, just hooks his thumbs into the waist of both his pants and underwear, then slides both all the way off and kicks them off to the side.

Admittedly, it does feel good to be rid of his pants, but not nearly as good as the way Jungkook’s mouth drops open, eyes glued to Namjoon’s dick.

Jin lets out a tiny chuckle. “He is rather impressive, isn’t he?” There’s a small pause before he speaks again, sounding pleasantly surprised, “Oh, would you like a closer look too, love?”

Now that manages to tear Namjoon’s attention briefly away from Jungkook. He looks over to find Jimin lurching forward out of Jin’s arms, eyes on Namjoon’s cock every bit as intently as Jungkook’s.

Oh god… Do they both… Do they want–

“You too, hyung?” Jungkook asks, reaching out toward Jimin while his scent spikes. “Maybe we could… together?”

Jimin glances at each of them in turn, eyes landing on Namjoon last as he gently asks, “Can we, hyung?”

“What a lovely idea,” Jin says, thankfully able to speak while Namjoon feels like his own thoughts are stuttering in place. “I’m sure Joon-ah would enjoy that, wouldn’t you, darling?”

Namjoon just barely manages a shaky nod, still taking a couple of seconds before he manages to croak out, “Yes. God, if you– If that’s what you want.”

Both omegas start to move closer, but Jin speaks up before they get very far. “Jungkook-ah, why don’t you get out of the rest of your clothes?”

Jungkook doesn’t waste a moment, kicking off his boxers and leaving himself standing completely bare in front of all of them.

“You’re gorgeous, pup,” Namjoon mutters, unable to keep his eyes from raking along Jungkook’s body. He really is beautiful, all that gorgeous skin on display and practically begging for Namjoon’s teeth.

“You really are,” Jin agrees. “Would you like to be wet for this, love?”

“Yes, please.”

Jin catches Namjoon’s eyes, asking for permission to help. He’s being careful, wary of overstepping when he knows how much Namjoon has been looking forward to this – but Namjoon is more than open to a little help. There are parts of this experience that he wants entirely to himself, but those don’t come until later, and he’s sure it won’t be any trouble.

After one nod from Namjoon, Jin begins to stand as well. “Perfect. I’ll get you wet while the two of you enjoy your alpha. Does that sound agreeable?”

After a round of mumbled agreements, everyone closes in on Namjoon, Jungkook and Jimin both climbing up onto the couch on opposite sides of him. They smell perfectly sweet, and Jimin seems much more at ease now with the four of them more involved. Namjoon isn’t sure exactly why, but he also doesn’t have the brain power left to figure it out – not with Jungkook leaning up to give him another open mouthed kiss, more tongue and whining than anything proper.

When the two of them pull away a minute or so later, Jimin looks completely content watching them, gaze as warm and fond as Jin’s, who has taken a seat just behind Jungkook. He’s not doing anything yet, merely settling a hand over the small of Jungkook’s back and watching with what looks like complete satisfaction. When he catches Namjoon looking, he gives him a little wink.

“Me too, hyung?” Jimin asks, one hand resting on Namjoon’s bare thigh as he scoots in closer.

Namjoon can’t even bring himself to answer, simply tangling a hand in Jimin’s hair and tugging him in for a kiss of his own – one that’s interrupted only a few seconds in by the feeling of something wet and warm sealing around the tip of his cock.

He gasps into the kiss, turning away enough that he can peer down and see Jungkook suckling at just the head of his cock before pulling back and letting out a satisfied moan as he licks over the very tip of him.

“Sweet thing,” Jin says with a low little laugh. “Does your alpha taste good?”

Jungkook gives a tiny little nod, his head sinking down farther.

It takes every bit of effort Namjoon can muster not to thrust up into the omega’s mouth, a tiny growl of satisfaction slipping from his lips. He really does mean to say something, but then Jimin is letting out a whine of his own as he sinks down to where Jungkook is, another breathy sound following soon after as Namjoon’s hand slips free of his hair.

Of course, Jungkook reacts immediately to the sound of his mate, pulling off of Namjoon’s dick with a little pop, then turning to Jimin with a smile. “Tastes so good, hyung. Lemme show you,” he says, pulling Jimin into a sloppy kiss, wet with spit and what must be some of Namjoon’s mess.

Both omegas let out a whimper as their scents spike, only to be completely overshadowed just a second later by the smell of a fresh trickle of slick coming from Jimin.

Namjoon isn’t going to miss his window this time.

“You smell so perfect, Minnie,” he growls, tugging both of them closer to him. It breaks their kiss and leaves them both looking back at him. There’s a tiny bit of panic in Jimin’s eyes, but Jungkook is quick to help soothe him as well.

“So hot when you’re wet like this, hyung. Help me? Want our alpha to feel good.”

Jimin looks back at Namjoon nervously. “Can… Can we? You don’t mind if I…” He squeezes his eyes shut for a moment, cheeks bright red.

“Baby,” Namjoon says, tugging Jimin in close enough to lick over his scent gland. “Want your mouth on me so bad I can barely think – and if you’re leaking the whole time, that only makes it better. You’re mine, pup. I want to smell you.”

*******

Jungkook feels desperate.

He has so many of his mates near enough to touch – one of Jimin’s hands on his shoulder, one of Namjoon-hyung’s splayed wide over the nape of his neck, and Jin-hyung’s still settled at the small of his back. They’re all so close, and they smell so damn good, and now Jimin is leaking fresh slick and Jungkook is just dying to keep things moving.

It’s so satisfying to see Namjoon react to the scent of slick, to show Jimin just how much he loves it with a firm scenting and those possessive words.

His. Jimin and Jungkook are both Namjoon’s.

“I can think of a use for that slick as well,” Jin says, sounding particularly satisfied with himself. “It could help me open Jungkook-ah up for his first knot. You want to assist with that, don’t you, darling?”

If Jungkook could get wet on his own, he’s sure he would be right now. The thought of Jin-hyung using Jimin’s slick to finger him open… to get him ready and wet for Namjoon-hyung is just… “Hyung, please?” he whines, feeling his eyelashes flutter just like Jimin’s are when their eyes meet. “I want it so bad, I… If you’re okay with it?”

Jimin gives a few syrupy looking nods, tongue peeking out to wet his lips. “You can. I want to. I–”

“Perfect,” Jin interrupts. “I’ll take care of everything, that way both of you can focus on enjoying your alpha.”

They don’t need to be told twice.

Jungkook is nice enough to let Jimin have a few seconds to get acquainted with Namjoon’s leaking cock, partly because he already had a chance to get a taste, and even more because he loves watching Jimin suck dick – although usually it’s him on the receiving end of it. Honestly, It’s almost prettier this way, where Jungkook can really see just how wide Namjoon stretches Jimin’s mouth.

His mate is loving this, he’s sure. There are few things Jimin likes more than putting his mouth to work, and Namjoon-hyung has such a nice dick. It’s exactly the sort of thing Jungkook always imagined when he thought of an alpha, so big he’s almost worried it isn’t going to fit inside of him once the knot forms.

Just the thought of getting knotted puts him at his limit. He can’t wait anymore, leaning down to get his mouth on Namjoon’s cock too.

Jimin makes room for him right away, letting out a contented little hum as he lets Namjoon slip from his mouth, Joining Jungkook in pressing wet, messy kisses along the entire shaft. Namjoon’s fingers tangle their way into Jungkook’s hair, occasionally tightening in a gentle tug, but not really guiding his motions at all. They’re all making little noises of pleasure as they coat their alpha’s cock in spit, but Jimin lets out a particularly high whine when Jin’s fingers first press inside of him.

“Don’t worry, darling. Just me.”

“Feels… Feels good, hyung,” Jimin mumbles, meeting Jungkook for a kiss around the tip of Namjoon, both of their tongues catching tastes of the mess their alpha is leaking for them.

“God, I– The two of you are…” Namjoon trails off on a low growl that makes arousal burn hot in Jungkook’s stomach.

He gets a little lost in it. How could he not? Everyone smells so good, Jimin making soft whimpers as the two of them trade kisses around Namjoon’s cock, there’s a steady trickle of praise coming from the hyungs, and then the all consuming taste of his alpha’s arousal coating his tongue. It’s perfect.

So of course it’s a bit of a surprise when he finally feels slippery fingers circling his hole. Jungkook jumps slightly, letting Namjoon slip from his mouth as his head raises in confusion – though Jimin is there to take his place immediately, lips closing around their alpha’s cock with a little whine.

Even in his dazed confusion, Jungkook can’t help rutting his hips back with a moan, turning to find Jin-hyung behind him, eyes scanning over his body with obvious approval.

Oh yeah. He’s about to get fingered open with Jimin’s slick. Fuck, that’s so much hotter than it has any right to be.

He’s about to drop back down with Jimin, to try and do something with all the arousal swirling warm in his belly, but Namjoon uses the hand still tangled in his hair to tug him upward with a growl. “Pretty pup, so lost you forgot Jin was going to open you up for me?”

Jungkook nods, lips already parted as he leans forward to kiss his alpha.

“With Jimin-ah’s help, of course,” Jin says, rubbing his thumb in teasing little circles around Jungkook’s rim before pressing forward until just the very tip slides inside of him. “Always so tight, darling. Are you sure you’ll be able to take your alpha?”

“I can,” Jungkook whimpers, turning his head away from his kiss with Namjoon. He can do it. He has to be able to, because if he doesn’t get Namjoon’s knot inside of him tonight, he just might die. “Want it so bad, I– I just need to be wet, hyung, please. Help me and I… I can show you. Can take it like–”

Namjoon cuts off his begging with another kiss, licking possessively into Jungkook’s mouth before pulling away with a groan. “Fuck, you beg so pretty. Don’t worry, baby. We’ll make sure you get what you need.”

“Told you he gets desperate right away,” Jin says with a laugh, finally sliding two fingers properly inside of Jungkook, sending him tipping back down with a whine, trying to present and get back to his alpha’s cock all in one move.

Luckily, Namjoon allows it, letting out another moan as Jimin backs off to allow Jungkook his turn. “God, the two of you are so hot like this. Gorgeous and smelling so perfect.”

“They really are,” Jin agrees. “Just wait until I’ve got Jungkook-ah dripping for you too.”

~~

Jin-hyung doesn’t bother wasting any time once he has his fingers inside Jungkook, immediately angling them right for the slick gland. Still, even without him trying to make it feel good, Jungkook still finds himself panting around Namjoon’s dick. Finally having something inside of him is so nice.

Things devolve quickly once he starts dripping slick.

Jimin’s head rises up immediately, a whine leaving his lips as he reaches out to grip Jungkook’s shoulder. “Smell so good,” he mutters, leaning in closer. “Like you’re in heat, baby.”

Whatever answer Jungkook was about to give is swallowed up by the kiss Jimin pulls him into, all insistent tongue and whining – but they don’t last long like that. Namjoon-hyung lets out a satisfied growl that has them both turning to find him only inches away.

Jungkook gets kissed first, firm and possessive enough to have him leaking more even as Jin-hyung’s fingers slip free of his hole. Part of him wants to whimper at the loss, but the way Namjoon nips at his lower lip is distracting enough that all he can think about is getting more. After a few seconds, Namjoon pulls back and gives Jimin the same treatment.

It’s almost surprising just how satisfying it is to see the two of them like this, Jimin finally wet and relaxed in front of their pack alpha, and Namjoon not holding back from showing Jimin that he’s his. They both are. Jungkook and Jimin are Namjoon’s omegas just like Taehyung – a thought that has Jungkook letting out a little whine.

Jin-hyung is there immediately, a warm smile on his face as he tips Jungkook’s chin up for a quick peck. “Everything alright, darling?”

“His… Yours, and I– It’s really…” Jungkook stumbles on his words, thoughts speeding through his head and desperation running so bone deep that it’s getting hard to think. “M’so happy, hyung,” he finally manages. “Love you.”

“Oh, you precious thing,” Jin coos, pressing one more lingering kiss to Jungkook’s lips. “We love you too. You’re ready for your alpha, aren’t you? Ready to feel like ours, all stuffed full and claimed?”

A claiming bite is pretty out of the question right now, but the words still make Jungkook’s scent gland practically throb. He wants to be claimed. Knotted and filled and bitten – so clearly a part of the pack that no one could ever question it.

The whine that he lets out this time has Jimin and Namjoon-hyung breaking their kiss and turning toward him. Jimin looks so pretty, pupils blown wide and his lips all kiss swollen, tempting enough that Jungkook nearly goes to him right then and there…

But then he glances at Namjoon-hyung, and that aching desire to be claimed washes over him again, another trickle of slick leaving him as his head starts to tilt automatically in offering. He needs his alpha to touch him, to have that aching emptiness inside of him filled so well that he won’t have room for anything else.

“Joon-ah, he’s ready for you,” Jin-hyung says. “Let’s not keep him waiting any longer.”

*******

Namjoon feels like he can hardly breathe.

He’s waited so long for this, to smell his omegas wet for him, to have them both settled and ready for what he and Jungkook are about to share. This time when Jimin and Jin retreat, Namjoon doesn’t have any regrets – only determination to take care of Jungkook so well that he wants to stay forever.

The omega accepts his eager kiss, allowing Namjoon to lay him out on the couch, completely bare with every inch of his gorgeous skin on display. He looks up at Namjoon with half-lidded eyes, his whole body flushed, and his cock still hard and leaking against his stomach.

Namjoon ignores it, dragging a reverent hand down Jungkook’s side and then over his stomach to run his finger through the slippery mess. He can’t resist raising it to his mouth, relishing in the taste of his omega’s arousal. “Perfect, pup. I bet your slick is going to taste even better. Can I touch you?”

“Please, hyung. Want you to… I– Hyung–” Jungkook cuts himself off with a high pitched whine as Namjoon slides two fingers easily inside of him. He really is leaking steadily, and still clenching tight around Namjoon’s fingers even after all the attention Jin gave him, almost like he’s trying to keep them inside no matter what.

“Pretty thing, do you feel empty?”

Jungkook nods, rocking down against Namjoon’s fingers with a frustrated little whimper. “Need more, please. Don’t wanna wait, alpha.”

God, he’s perfect like this. Asking for everything he wants and looking up at Namjoon like he’s the only one in the whole world who can give it to him.

“Don’t worry, pup. I’m gonna take such good care of you.” Namjoon withdraws his fingers, listening to the dismayed little whine it earns him, only for the noise to be cut off with a moan and he shifts close enough for his cock to drag over Jungkook’s hole. “There you go, baby,” he mutters, watching as his omega’s hips rock against him, eyes rolling back as he smears slick all over Namjoon’s shaft. “Give me a second to taste…”

Namjoon raises his fingers to his mouth and sucks them clean, a tiny shiver running through him at his first taste of Jungkook’s slick. He’s been thinking of this ever since his rut, when he had the omega leaking so beautifully for him and completely neglected to get a proper taste with his head so fogged up. It’s perfect, delightfully sweet and meant to be shared.

He does just that, leaning forward to capture Jungkook’s lips in an open mouthed kiss, tongue pressing forward until the omega recognizes the taste and greedily sucks at it. His arms wind around Namjoon’s neck, short fingernails digging into the skin of his back. Namjoon loves the feeling – wants Jungkook to leave scratches from how good it all feels once he’s stretched around Namjoon’s knot.

They’ve waited long enough.

It’s easy enough to turn his head away from the kiss, though Jungkook protests a little as Namjoon tries to pull back a bit farther. That’s alright. He’ll settle so well as soon as he’s got something inside him. Even just Namjoon reaching down to properly line himself up has the omega loosening his grip and letting out a cry.

“Want it, hyung– Alpha– Please, I can be good. I can take it if–”

“It’s okay, baby. Alpha’s going to give it to you. Look right up at me – perfect, just like that. I want to see your face when you open up for me.”

The sight is everything Namjoon wants it to be.

Jungkook looks desperate and near tears all the way up until the moment Namjoon begins to press inside, wet warmth squeezing tight around him. The omega’s lashes flutter as his eyes roll back, a long sigh of pleasure and relief falling from his lips. “Alpha, I… You’re inside– So big… I want…”

“That’s right, baby. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you take it all.” Namjoon is gentle as he works his way inside with slow, short thrusts, Jungkook stretching further with every inch. He looks almost dazed, his body instinctively opening for his alpha – at least until Namjoon is about halfway inside, when he clenches down with a sudden whine, looking up with a clear question in his eyes. Namjoon pauses immediately, leaning down to press a kiss to Jungkook’s jaw. “Need me to slow down, pup?”

“No,” Jungkook answers immediately, body trembling. “Want it. Don’t stop – just… How do I…”

“How do you what, baby?”

A little huff leaves Jungkook’s lips, which open twice more like he’s about to speak, though no words come out. After a couple of seconds, he rocks his hips with a whine, legs wrapping around Namjoon’s hips to try and pull him deeper.

“Not yet, Kook-ah. Tell hyung what you’re thinking?”

Jungkook just shakes his head. “Want it, alpha. Please?”

There’s a high, breathy noise from the other end of the couch, and Namjoon’s gaze flicks up for a moment to see Jimin’s mouth raised just inches from the head of Jin’s cock, eyes focused on Jungkook for a moment before looking up at Namjoon. “Can… Can I help?” he asks, biting at his lower lip like he’s afraid Namjoon is going to tell him off.

“Do you know what he needs, darling?” Jin asks.

Jimin nods.

“Of course you can help, pup,” Namjoon assures him, excited at the prospect of having Jimin’s influence so that Jungkook might enjoy this even more. “What should I do?”

"He needs you to tell him what you want," Jimin says softly. “Kookie wants to be good for you.”

The words have Jungkook settling back into that same daze he was in earlier as he nods, hips still working in tiny motions around Namjoon even as he relaxes and whispers, “Help me be good?”

Namjoon doesn’t fight the way his cock twitches at the words, letting himself press deeper into Jungkook and delighting in the moan it draws from his omega. “Is that what you need? You just wanna be good for your alpha, sweet thing?”

“Wanna… Please?”

“Of course. Let me help,” Namjoon says, continuing to work in those slow thrusts as he nips his way down Jungkook’s jaw. “All you have to do to be perfect for me is to take my cock and let yourself feel good. You think you can do that, baby?”

"Take your cock… Feel good," Jungkook repeats, sounding fucked out already.

God, he’s too hot.

“That’s right. Just like this.” Finally, Namjoon sinks the last couple of inches into Jungkook, their hips pressed flush together as a gasp escapes the omega. “There you go, pup. Taking every bit of me so well. Does that feel good?”

“Good…” Jungkook breathes. “I’m… Take your cock… Feels– Feels good, alpha.”

“Look at how well he’s settled,” Jin coos. “So happy after your help, darling.”

Namjoon looks up just in time to see the moment Jimin sinks down onto Jin’s cock, seating himself in the beta’s lap with a long whine. He’s facing forward, on his knees with his back to Jin’s chest and his gaze glued to Jungkook, pupils blown wide and eyes half lidded as he pants.

Gorgeous.

As much as Namjoon wants Jungkook’s attention on him, he also can’t help his desire to make sure the two omegas share this moment as well. “Look at Minnie, baby,” he instructs, watching as the words slowly sink in and Jungkook turns his head, a syrupy smile stretching across his face. “Isn’t he pretty like this?”

“Pretty…” Jungkook echoes with a nod.

Jin grins, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s neck and muttering, “Jungkook-ah looks lovely too, doesn’t he, darling?”

“So good…” Jimin rocks his hips, grinding down on Jin with a whine before his eyes snap up to Namjoon’s face. “Needs a knot. Take care of him, alpha?”

Fuck, did he really just–

Alpha.

Namjoon has waited so long to hear that word from Jimin’s mouth that he’s completely helpless to keep from moving, pulling back to give a single powerful thrust that punches a moan out of Jungkook. And it’s all downhill from there. Jungkook is whining and clenching down around him, and Jimin wants him to take care of his mate – to give him a knot. Namjoon intends to do exactly that.

His attention narrows down to just the gorgeous omega laid out under him, the lovely column of his throat exposed and practically begging for a claim. Hickeys will have to do for now, and Namjoon wastes no time sealing his mouth over Jungkook’s scent gland as he thrusts over and over into him.

It’s sweet, the way the omega keeps his legs around Namjoon’s hips like he can’t bear to be parted from him – but it’s not what Jungkook needs.

Namjoon eagerly admires the dark mark he’s left on his omega’s scent gland as he pulls back and gets a grip on Jungkook’s knees, pressing them up toward his chest. “Keep these up for me, pup. Gonna fuck you properly. Make sure you take my cock just like the pretty little omega you are.”

“Pretty…” Jungkook echoes, fumbling for a moment before managing to get his hands under his knees.

“That’s right. So goddamn pretty for your alpha, baby,”

It’s not a lie. Jungkook looks like sin, all perfect muscles and flushed skin, gazing up at Namjoon like this is all he’s ever wanted. Even better, Namjoon can actually see his cute little hole stretched around him now, glistening with all the slick he’s gushing. It’s so goddamn perfect that he can’t help reaching down to touch, thumb rubbing right along the edge of Jungkook’s rim.

“Look at you, stretched so good. You want more, don’t you?”

“More… More, please.”

Namjoon gives it to him, fucking into him hard enough that the slaps of their skin seem to echo through the room – and Jungkook takes it all beautifully, crying out as his body starts to go tense under the onslaught.

“Alpha, want– M’gonna… Please– Can I, please?”

Honestly, the fact that Namjoon doesn’t pop his knot right this second is only because he’s had so much practice controlling it.

“Are you– Fuck, are you asking permission to cum, baby?”

Jungkook nods in several jerky motions, trembling as he starts to fall apart.

“You can – as many times as you want. Let me see how perfect you look cumming on my cock.”

The second he has permission, Jungkook tips over the edge, clenching down tight as his eyes slam shut and he shoots a mess of cum all up his chest. Namjoon pulls back just far enough to not miss even one bit of the gorgeous sight in front of him, fucking his omega right through the orgasm without pause.

It’s enough to have his knot beginning to form by the time Jungkook starts to come down, the omega’s pretty, neglected dick finally going a little soft as the overstimulation kicks in.

Namjoon intends to slow things down for a moment and give Jungkook just a tiny bit of time to recover, but the second the omega feels the beginnings of a knot against his rim, he starts trying to rock down onto it.

“Knot, alpha. I– I can feel it, please. Can I–”

Namjoon shushes him softly, leaning down to press a kiss to his lips and swallowing up the whine he lets out. “Not yet. You can wait for me, can’t you, baby? Let me work you up again so you can cum on my knot like a good little omega?”

“Be good for– Want your knot, alpha. Please, I… I can!”

“I know you can, sweet thing. Relax for me. Breathe.”

Jungkook does as he’s told, taking in several deep breaths in a row as Namjoon slows their pace a little to help him settle. It’s only then that he notices that the sounds of skin on skin haven’t slowed at all, and he glances up to see Jimin worked all the way to tears as he bounces in Jin’s lap, his eyes still fixed on Jungkook even though they look half glazed over in pleasure.

Jin notices him looking. His mouth is right by Jimin’s ear (probably whispering filth to the pretty thing this whole time), but now he turns it away and speaks loud enough for them to hear too. “Someone’s watching you, darling. Can you look at your alpha?”

It takes a second for the words to register, but Jimin eventually shifts his gaze to Namjoon with a whined little, “Alpha.”

Perfect.

“You look so gorgeous, Minnie. Do you think you can tell Kook-ah how you feel?”

Jungkook’s head is already turned to look, mouth dropping open as his hole clenches tight around Namjoon. “Hyung, is it– Do you feel good?”

“So good,” Jimin whines. His motions start to slow down, becoming more of a slow grind down into Jin’s lap that has his eyelashes fluttering as he babbles. “I want– Wanna see you cum again. Taking a knot, and… Fuck, hyung – please…”

Now Namjoon’s knot is definitely threatening to pop. Time to finally see the sight he’s been dreaming of for what feels like months.

“You think you’re ready for a knot, baby?” he asks, grinding forward just enough for Jungkook to really feel how he’s starting to swell.

The omega’s attention is back on him in a flash, hips rutting down with a moan and a fresh gush of slick rolling out of him. “Alpha, want it– Need it. Please!”

“Fuck, it’s all yours. Eyes here, pup. Let your alpha see.”

It hardly takes any force at all to push his knot past Jungkook’s rim, the omega’s back arching as his mouth opens on a gasp and Namjoon grinds them together, pressing as deep as he can.

And then his knot starts to swell properly.

There’s a brief flash of disbelief on Jungkook’s face, surprise and maybe a tiny dash of worry – only for it all to be wiped away by that same starry eyed bliss Namjoon has seen on Taehyung’s face so many times. Everything is gone except pure pleasure and naked adoration for his alpha. Namjoon gets to enjoy the perfect sight in all its glory, burning it into his mind to make sure he never forgets this very first time his omega realized just how good it feels to be claimed this way.

“Alpha, you’re… It’s so much. So big, I can’t–”

“You can,” Namjoon assures him, grinding the two of them together and watching the way it makes Jungkook’s eyes roll back in pleasure. “You’re made for this, baby. Made to take my knot. Let me fill you up so you know you’re mine.”

“Wanna– Yours… Fill me up, please, alpha? Need it so much, I– Fuck–”

Namjoon’s knot pops without him even trying, and that first burst of cum drags Jungkook over the edge with him, both of them muttering on autopilot as they ride out their orgasms together.

“Feels so good. Hyung, I– Alpha, love you so–”

“Love you too. So perfect on my knot– Mine. My omega.”

Yours. Want it… Want your knot forever.”

“You can, baby. Whenever you want. Fill you up so good you never forget.”

Namjoon tips his head down to Jungkook’s neck, losing himself in licking over the omega’s scent gland and whispering whatever broken bits of praise he can manage as he fills his omega to the brim. There’s no reason to move, so he stays right there, keeping Jungkook safe and secure under him and letting out a pleased hum as his scenting is returned.

It’s not until a minute or so later that the sounds of movement and muffled words have him lifting his head. He’s just in time to see Jin lay Jimin out close enough that when Jungkook turns his head to investigate, he’s face to face (albeit upside down) with Jimin.

The two of them gravitate together immediately, sharing a messy upside down kiss. Jimin looks every bit as blissed-out as Jungkook, Jin still buried inside of him as well.

It’s hard to tear his eyes away from the omegas, but Namjoon can’t help looking up to see the perfectly happy look on Jin’s face, cheeks pink with exertion and the unmistakable scent of his release in the air. The two of them lean in for a kiss as well, all satisfaction and reassurance of jobs well done.

“We took such good care of our omegas, love,” Jin whispers.

Namjoon can’t help but agree, looking down at the two of them smiling at one another, hands brushing away sweaty bangs and the occasional peck still being exchanged between them.

“Yeah,” he breathes, unable to keep the awe out of his voice. “We really did.”

~~

They end up running a bath.

Squeezing the four of them into the huge main floor tub is easy enough, considering that none of them have any desire for space after sharing something so intimate. Jin does take one small detour first, gathering the blanket that had been draped over the couch and delivering it to Taehyung’s nest, which leaves Jimin flushing a deep pink and hiding his face in Jungkook’s neck for a solid minute as they wait for the tub to fill.

He settles just fine once they’re inside, of course, letting Jin wash his hair and mutter soft little bits of praise to him. Namjoon gives Jungkook a similar treatment, but as soon as they’re done, the omegas gravitate closer again.

“You looked so hot, hyung,” Jungkook says, tugging Jimin into his lap. “Jin-hyung took such good care of you.”

“He did. I… Everything felt so good, and then you were…” Jimin trails off as a smile stretches across his face, letting out a little giggle. “You were perfect, Kookie.”

Jin lets out a laugh of his own at that. “You were both perfect.”

“You really were,” Namjoon agrees. “Thank you for letting us share something so special with you. Are you uncomfortable at all? Can we get you anything?”

Jungkook takes a moment to think, giving a questioning look to Jimin, who just shakes his head in response and mutters a little, “M’good.”

“And you, Jungkook-ah?”

“Maybe just… Can I borrow something to sleep in? I brought pajamas, but…”

“He wants to smell like you,” Jimin says, turning his head toward Namjoon with an easy smile. “I think I… might like that too? If that’s okay? From both of you, I mean.”

God, this night can’t get any more perfect.

“Yeah, pup,” Namjoon answers. “We can definitely get you both something to sleep in.”

Notes:

JK finally got exactly what he needed from his alpha! All four of them are just on cloud nine right now :D

Next Sunday, we're going to see how the others are doing... and throw a wrench into their plans. Prepare for a bit of action!

See you there! <3

Chapter 121: The Job Gone Wrong

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung is no stranger to working far from home. His contracts take him all over, so being only an hour plane ride from Seoul is nothing.

It also helps to know that he left Namjoon and Jin something really good to look forward to. The fact that he won’t get to see Jungkook take his first knot himself is a tiny bit sad, but they have the rest of their lives for Tae to watch the other omegas get knotted – and Jin-hyung needs something else to focus on.

Things always get tense like this when Hobi-hyung is struggling. Jin tries to reach out gently every time, and always gets pushed away – and it eats at him. The two of them have definitely made some progress since Hoseok joined the pack, but there’s just… There’s a wall inside of Hoseok that Jin-hyung’s gentle prodding just isn’t going to be able to get through.

Honestly, Taehyung doesn’t really know the solution either.

Part of him just wants to throw the two of them into a locked room until they have a proper fight and figure this out, but Hobi-hyung can be unpredictable when backed into a corner, and Tae would hate to do more harm than good. For now, he’ll keep doing what he always does – try to keep everyone calm while Jin is busy processing all of the feelings stirred up by not being able to help.

Hoseok actually thanks him as they board their plane.

“I appreciate you helping me come along for this job, Taehyungie,” the alpha says as they settle into their seats. “I needed to get out of the house, and you smoothing things over with Jinnie-hyung has made all of this a lot easier, so thank you.”

Taehyung doesn’t mention that things with Jin-hyung are not smoothed over. The beta might be occupied and feeling calmer now, but that’s not because anything is actually fixed. Still, the goal of this time away is for Hoseok not to have to talk about any of that unless he wants to, so Tae just nods and smiles.

“No problem. It’s gonna be good to have you along for the meeting tomorrow morning, especially if Jin-hyung’s contact needs any help with the actual acquisition of this stuff. Even if she’s mostly looking for technical support, I bet an extra set of experienced eyes looking over the plan will help a lot.”

“If not, you can at least be a buffer for me having to socialize before noon,” Yoongi huffs, settling in just a little after them.

“Aww, I’m sure she’s nice,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “Jinnie’s contacts are usually easy enough to get along with.”

“You get along with everyone, Seok-ah.”

“Not everyone,” Taehyung says.

“Yeah but when he doesn’t get along with someone, it’s by choice. He can make anyone like him, I swear.”

Hoseok smiles at the compliment, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. Not much of a surprise with how tired he’s looked recently, but this is a compliment from Yoongi-hyung – and those almost always land. It’s another thing that Tae decides it’s better not to bring up.

God, all this not talking is exhausting.

At least Yoongi doesn’t seem bothered by it. Not talking is one of his skills, which Taehyung is really glad for. In a lot of ways, it makes Yoongi-hyung easier to talk to. He doesn’t push in the same way as the other hyungs, and he always makes space for them to take whatever time they need to process things alone first. Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung both like to get right to the root of an issue as soon as they can, but sometimes that’s not what Tae (or the rest of their mates) need.

All of them having a slightly different approach to problems typically makes it a lot easier to be sure someone can navigate issues that come up, even if it’s not always the same person every time.

Admittedly, he was kind of hoping that maybe Jungkook or Jimin might be able to find an angle that would work better for Hobi-hyung, but that didn’t really work out. Jungkook is too easy to redirect, and even though Jimin is pretty good at getting Hoseok to open up, it doesn’t look like that’s going to work every time.

It’s fine though. They’ve been through stuff like this before – and this one is big enough that it feels like there’s actually a real possibility that Hobi-hyung tells his parents to fuck off.

But to do that, he needs time.

~~

They get to their hotel suite just before dinnertime, though none of them are really keen on going out. From a security standpoint, they’re better off just keeping a low profile. Get in, help with the job, then head straight home.

“Room service then?” Hoseok asks once they’ve dropped their bags and settled into the suite.

“Sounds good to me,” Yoongi agrees. “Rather just enjoy some whiskey in the room with you two than have to go out somewhere unfamiliar.”

Normally, Taehyung would be excited to try something new, but with neither Hoseok or Yoongi looking to go out, it doesn’t sound nearly as fun. “Yeah, I’m fine with that,” he agrees.

“You sure, Taehyungie?” Hoseok asks, coming to stand by where Tae sits on the bed, a hand settling on his shoulder. “If you wanna go somewhere, we can.”

“Nah, it’s okay. Was just thinking that it might be nice to come back to Busan with Jungkookie and Jiminie sometime – assuming Jungkookie gets stuff worked out with his mom, at least. We could see where they grew up around, their favorite places, that sort of thing.”

“You think we’ll get to meet his mom someday?” Yoongi asks, coming to sit down on the bed next to Taehyung.

“Taehyungie has met her before,” Hoseok says.

“Only briefly. I usually take work through Jungkookie’s brother – not that he’s called in goddamn ages. Either way, I bet we do get to meet her eventually.”

“Yeah,” Hoseok agrees. “From how Jungkookie describes her, she sounds like the type of woman who would want to meet her son’s mates.”

Yoongi lets out a little groan and flops back onto the bed. “I hope they’re not as fancy as Jin-hyung’s family. I wanna make a good impression, but that sort of thing just leaves me feeling so out of my depth.”

“But Jinnie’s family loves you, Yoongi.”

“Yeah, like people love a stray cat who wanders into their life without a clue.”

“Hey, look at the bright side, hyung,” Tae says, falling back onto the bed and giving Yoongi a grin. “At least you didn’t try to kill their son first.”

“Exactly. Taehyungie set the bar nice and low for you.”

The three of them end up giggling on the bed together for a while after that, eventually managing to put together an order for dinner. There’s something a little fun about this, being in an unfamiliar place together, laughing and eating while they kill time in a hotel room. Hoseok seems the most okay he has in days, and it’s hard not to enjoy it even though Taehyung knows it’s only because they’re all pretending nothing is wrong.

~~

They wake up early the next morning for their meeting – much to Yoongi-hyung’s dismay.

“Shouldn’t have to wake up like this just to wait for some lady to call with instructions,” the alpha grumbles, tugging on his clothes as he sips a cup of hotel coffee with a frown. “This coffee is awful too. Everything is terrible and I’m going to die.”

“Aww, cheer up, sunshine,” Hoseok says with a smile, wrapping himself around Yoongi’s back and nosing at his scent gland. “Pretty sure there’s a coffee shop just across the street. Want me to go grab you something?”

“You don’t have to. I’m gonna be fine – just have to complain.”

Honestly, a little fresh air sounds kind of nice to Taehyung, and so does something sugary and sweet to go with breakfast… “I’ll go,” he offers, already slipping on his jacket. “Kind of want a cinnamon roll or something.”

“You sure?” Hoseok asks. “I don’t mind running down. Looked like there was a bit of a line when I peeked out the window last.”

“I’m not worried about it. Kind of looking forward to a bit of fresh air anyway. Black coffee, Yoongi-hyung?”

“Please. Three shots of espresso?”

“I can do that. What about you, Hobi-hyung?”

“I’m okay. You want us to order breakfast while you’re gone?”

“Yes please. Just eggs and bacon for me. Gotta save room for whatever I find at the shop.”

“Can do,” Yoongi mumbles, finally cracking a tiny smile with Hoseok still wrapped around him. “Thanks, Tae.”

“No problem. I’ll be back in no time.”

There really is a line for the coffee shop – long enough that Tae has to stand outside for a few minutes before he can even get close enough to properly scope out what’s in the display cases of baked goods. Still, another five minutes later and he’s walking out with a cinnamon roll almost as big as his head, an iced latte for himself, Yoongi’s coffee-espresso abomination, and a small croissant for Hoseok (because Tae wants to get him something).

The walk back to the hotel is quick, and Taehyung can’t help feeling eager for breakfast now that he has his cinnamon roll all wrapped up in the brown paper bag he clutches. They shouldn’t have to wait much longer for the call to determine their meeting place either. Jin-hyung said it would be around eight o’clock this morning, which is only about twenty minutes from now. With any luck–

Taehyung stops in his tracks the moment he turns the corner toward their suite.

The door is ajar. Not by much, just cracked, really – but Tae knows he closed it behind him, and Hoseok and Yoongi would both know better than to leave it open if they left.

Something is very wrong.

Immediately, he steps back around the corner out of sight, setting his paper bag and drink holder down on the floor. There are only six suites on this level of the hotel, which means there aren’t very many hallways for him to dip into and make his approach from. He could try scaling the balconies outside to get a better view of what’s happening inside the room, but there’s a chance that someone is hurting his mates right now, so he doesn’t want to wait any longer than he has to.

His gun is still in the hotel room, tucked under one of the pillows on the couch. Annoying.

That’s okay. There’s one strategy that basically never fails.

*******

Hoseok needs to get out of his own head.

That’s what this job is supposed to do – give him a chance to not think himself in circles about all of this shit with his family. Every time he starts to focus on something else, he’s drawn back to how much he’s upset Jinnie, or the look of utter disappointment on Jungkookie’s face when Hoseok couldn’t let his scent out for more than a minute those first few days.

It’s not much better now, like all that progress Hoseok made these past months has been ripped away from him and he’s shoved right back into the same place he ends up every single time he goes home. It has to stop. He has to stop. These jobs aren’t worth it. He’s hurting his mates and himself, all for people who are never going to give him what he wants, no matter how hard he–

There’s a knock on the door to their suite, and a cheerful male voice calls out, “Room service.”

“I’ll get it,” Yoongi mumbles. He’s seated on the couch closest to the door while Hoseok is over at the small desk across the room, brooding on his situation.

Something about this doesn’t feel right. They only ordered food like… five minutes ago?

Before he can put that concern into words, Yoongi twists the door handle, and whoever is on the other side bashes the door open with enough force to send Yoongi sprawling backward onto the floor.

There are five people standing in the open doorway, all dressed in muted colored suits, probably trying to look unassuming, though the weapons in their hands clearly say that they mean business. Three of them carry knives, and the other two are brandishing what look like police batons.

Hoseok’s gun is safe in its holster – which he left hanging on the inside of the closet door when he showered earlier.

He should know better. He does know better.

A stupid fucking mistake.

Within seconds, two of the guys are hauling Yoongi up and holding a knife to his throat. It’s impossible to miss the burning rage in Yoongi’s expression as he yells for them to let him go, thrashing and trying to kick the men.

All it earns him is a hard punch to the gut.

Hoseok has no way to get to his gun, and the knives he has on him wont do him any good with Yoongi already subdued. They’ve been outplayed and outnumbered, and his only option right now is to gather information and wait for Taehyung to return.

He doesn’t fight them or say a word as two of the men haul him up out of his chair and force him onto his knees on the floor.

While four of the bastards are busy holding Yoongi and Hoseok, the one remaining man scans the room, taking in a deep breath through his nose. He must be the leader, judging by the way the other four watch him, waiting for orders. “There should be one more here. Smells like an omega. You two bring along a little fun for yourselves?” the man asks.

Neither of them answer.

The guy holding a knife to Yoongi’s throat moves it up to his face instead, blade dragging across his cheek and leaving a trail of blood dripping down in its wake. The cut is shallow, but injuries to the face always bleed more than normal, so Hoseok does his best to remind himself that the wound looks worse than it is – though that does little to quell the rage burning hot in his belly.

“Fuck you,” Yoongi hisses through gritted teeth. It earns him a kick to the stomach, knocking the air out of him in a huff, his body going limp as he groans.

Hoseok doesn’t react. He can’t show weakness right now, even though he can feel his instincts desperate to snarl and fight, to tear these assholes apart. They can’t do anything when it’s just the two of them like this. They need Taehyung.

“Where’s the omega?” the leader asks, coming towards Hoseok with a knife now.

This is far from the first time someone has pulled a blade on him, and that shallow cut to Yoongi’s face doesn’t leave him too worried about being gutted on the spot. They just need to buy time, and if that means he has to sit through a bit of torture for Taehyung to get back and have the opportunity to kill these guys, he can manage.

The man is still advancing on him, a slightly annoyed look on his face. “Quiet type, huh? Don’t worry, you’ll sing like a bird in no time once I start working on you.”

Good. Hoseok can take whatever this guy can dish out. Better to keep the man occupied and away from Yoongi. All he has to do is breathe and wait for it to be over, then–

Hoseok doesn’t even get a chance to find out whether the guy is all talk or not. The distant hum of a cheerful whistled tune from the hallway has everyone turning to look at the door, the sound growing closer by the second.

Taehyung is announcing his presence, which means he probably doesn’t have a gun on him either.

God damn it. None of them are prepared, and now this is going to have to get messy. Taehyung is good (the best, really) but he still can’t drop all these guys before they could cut Hoseok and Yoongi’s throats – at least not without a weapon. He’ll have to get into the room and somehow get one, which means he intends to be captured.

If Taehyung plans to play the weak little omega, a little help selling the performance will be appreciated.

The man in charge heads for the door, and Hoseok lets out a snarl. “Don’t you fucking dare!”

Yoongi catches on to the plan immediately, yelling, “Don’t come in! Run!”

It doesn’t take more than a few seconds for the leader to exit the room and capture Taehyung, sounds of struggling coming from the hall, accompanied by several cut off attempted screams from their omega. Just moments later, the man walks back into the room with an arm wrapped around Taehyung’s neck, and one hand holding him by his hair.

Hoseok is used to burying his alpha instincts, forcing his scent to stay hidden and second guessing every little impulse that crosses his mind. It’s so normal he barely even thinks about it anymore. He craves that control, cherishes it even, but sometimes he wishes he could just let it go and allow himself to be driven by instinct, even if it’s just for a little while.

Now, that’s exactly what he needs to do.

He knows Taehyung can defend himself, that he’s more dangerous than everyone in this room put together, but his alpha instincts do not know that – and it’s very important that none of these men know it either.

He lets go.

There’s no acting required. Panic rises in his chest and his body lunges forward of its own accord, teeth bared and snarling, trying to protect his mates. He’s not strong enough to break free, every movement wrenching his shoulders in their sockets while bringing him no closer to freedom.

One of the men holding him in place laughs. “There he goes. Just had to find his little omega.”

“If you touch him, I’ll make sure you regret it,” Hoseok snarls, trying to lunge forward again even though the two men holding him back don’t budge. It earns him a punch to the jaw.

Weak. Hoseok has been hit harder in training exercises. He spits a mouthful of blood onto the floor while his vision swims.

“Don’t hurt him,” Taehyung cries, the panic in his voice completely convincing. Hoseok is seeing double when he looks up, but he can still make out the obvious tears streaming down Taehyung’s face as he begs. “Don’t, please!”

Even knowing the tears are fake, he can’t help but react. He can hear Yoongi growling on the other side of the room, struggling against his captors just as hard as Hoseok is.

“Keep those two held down,” the leader instructs, still gripping Taehyung’s hair, though he’s let the arm around his neck drop in favor of grabbing hold of both his wrists instead. “I think we have everything we need right here.”

“Please don’t hurt me,” Taehyung begs, choking back sobs as he tugs weakly against the grip on his wrists and absolutely pours out distressed omega pheromones. It makes Hoseok’s insides twist, waves of nausea and rage bubbling up inside of him until all he can think about is protecting Taehyung. It’s an all consuming feeling of panic, so strong that his thoughts feel like they’re running too fast for him to keep up.

“You cooperate with us and we won’t have to hurt anyone. Why don’t you sit down?” The man lets go of Taehyung’s hair and pushes him backwards until his knees hit the couch and he sits, wrists still held in a tight grip.

“I don’t know anything, I swear,” Taehyung whimpers.

“I don’t think that’s true. Tell me where the money is! We know you’re here to make a deal!”

“Aaah! You’re hurting me, please,” Taehyung whimpers, breaths coming out in panicked little sobs that make it sound like he’s nearly hysterical. “I don’t know anything about any money.”

“If you think this hurts, you’re really going to hate what comes next,” the guy says before turning to look at Hoseok. “I suggest you start talking. Tell us where the fucking money is and I won’t have to hurt your pretty little omega.”

“Please, I haven’t seen any money,” Taehyung cries.

The leader drops Taehyung’s wrist and then winds up before backhanding him hard across the face. The force is enough to send him sprawling sideways on the couch, letting out a low whine and curling in on himself as he inches away from the man.

Hoseok sees red.

With a burst of strength, he’s able to wrestle one arm free, but only for a few seconds before the man at his side gets hold of it again. This time he twists it back hard and fast. There’s an audible pop and a wave of red hot pain as Hoseok’s shoulder dislocates, and he doesn’t have to fake the low moan of pain that escapes him.

“Get your fucking hands off of him! There is no money,” Yoongi spits. “You guys have shitty intel.”

The leader turns his back on Taehyung. A fatal mistake.

“Bullshit. We know what you’re here for and exactly how much you brought. Why don’t I take a couple of fingers off of your mate here and see if you feel like talking then?”

Taehyung giggles. “Yeah, why don’t you try and take a couple of my fingers?”

Finally.

Hoseok’s vision has gone blurry with pain, but he can still make out Taehyung raising a gun. There’s no hesitation. As soon as the leader whips back around to face the omega, there’s a loud crack and then he crumples to the floor.

It’s chaos from there.

Another crack and Hoseok feels one of the men holding him in place go limp and fall to the ground. The other one shoves him away and lunges for Taehyung. Hoseok can’t quite break his fall with one hand, hitting the floor with a loud thump as his shoulder throbs with pain. He at least manages to get onto his feet, injured arm hanging limp at his side. It’s still fucking agonizing, but it’s a hell of a lot better than when that asshole had been wrenching it behind his back.

Taehyung is busy choking out the guy who lunged for him, so Hoseok sets his sights on Yoongi instead, putting every bit of force he can muster into using his good arm to deck the guy closest to him – the one holding a knife to Yoongi’s throat. It’s not enough to knock him out, but he does at least go falling backward, blade clattering to the floor.

In a flash, Yoongi breaks free and is on top of the man, grabbing the knife and plunging it right into his chest with a bloodthirsty snarl on his face.

“Oh fuck this,” the final guy squeaks, making a break for the door.

Hoseok tries to pursue, but Yoongi is faster, launching himself after the man while Taehyung finishes with the one he’s choking out. Thankfully, Yoongi doesn’t try to kill the guy running away right out in the hallway. He tends to go a little manic when he actually cuts loose, but they’re going to have a hard enough time dealing with all this mess as it is. They’re lucky that Taehyung’s gun has a silencer on it, but it’s still loud enough to draw some suspicion.

In an effort to keep things from getting any messier, Hoseok gets the weapons away from the bodies on the floor, checking for a pulse on each one to confirm the kills. They’re all dead, soon to be joined by the man Yoongi is hauling back into the room at knife-point.

He can’t be much older than twenty-five. Definitely the youngest of the group, his bleached blonde hair speckled with blood drops making him stand out even further. He looks utterly terrified, taking panicked breaths through his nose since Yoongi’s hand covers his mouth completely.

“Bring him into the bathroom,” Hoseok instructs. “Less mess that way.”

Taehyung finishes his guy off with a sickening crack of the neck, then steps in front of Yoongi with a cruel expression on his face. “Don’t bother. I can handle him without a mess.”

Probably better that way. Then Yoongi can help him focus on containing all the blood coming from the rest of the bodies.

“You gonna talk, or do you want to die just like your friend over there?” Taehyung asks the man, grabbing him by his hair and turning his head toward the corpse with the broken neck. “Who are you working for?”

Yoongi removes his hand from the guy’s mouth.

“Please don’t kill me!”

“That’s not a very helpful answer,” Taehyung says. “I don’t help people who don’t help me. Now, who fucking sent you?”

“The– The Kangs. I’ve only been working for them for–”

“Not relevant,” Hoseok interrupts. His dislocated shoulder is still sending waves of pain through his body, but he does his best to stay focused on the information they need right now. “Was this whole thing a setup to get us here?”

“I… I think so? I don’t know! They don’t tell me shit. I’m just a fucking lackey. I–”

“Who’s your boss?” Yoongi asks. “You have to know that at least.”

The man’s head twitches nervously over to the leader of their little group, the first man Taehyung shot. “He was. Took my orders right from him. I never even met anyone higher up, I swear!”

“He’s telling the truth,” Taehyung says with a sigh. “I’ll take care of him.”

The man barely has time to squeak out the beginning of a plea for his life before Taehyung snaps his neck, clean and efficient. After that, he lays the body down on the ground and takes one long, deep breath in before turning to look over the room. “We need to get this mess managed. I have a guy in the area that I can call to deal with the cleanup, but we should do our best to make his job easy. There are gloves in my bag.” He turns his attention to Hoseok next, looking at his injured arm. “Dislocated?”

“Yeah,” Hoseok answers, trying to breathe through the pain. With the adrenaline wearing off now, the agony is far more intense, wracking his body with waves of pain that leave him feeling nearly nauseous. “I know the proper technique for getting it back in, but I’ll need a little help.”

“Let’s contain the worst of the mess, then Yoongi-hyung can stay and get you sorted while I do a once over on the building. You can help us now too if you want – just don’t try to lift anything.”

“No worries there,” Hoseok answers. “I’ll get the gloves and stuff.”

With that, the three of them get to work. Hoseok uses his good arm to dig through Taehyung’s bag while the other two stand over the body of the man Yoongi killed.

“Through the ribs and into the heart just like I showed you?” Taehyung asks, crouching down to get a better look.

“Maybe a little messier than when you do it,” Yoongi mumbles.

“Didn’t seem too messy from here. Good job, hyung,” Taehyung says with obvious pride in his voice. “I didn’t see anyone else on my way to the suite. The only reason I knew anything was wrong was because the door was cracked open.”

“They baited us with a fake room service call, and I didn't even think before opening the door. I should have known better.”

“And I should have had my gun on me,” Hoseok mutters, feeling rage bubbling up inside of him at his own incompetence. How could he have been so fucking–

“Hey, I didn’t either,” Taehyung says, stepping closer to Hoseok. “This isn’t your fault.”

Hoseok just shakes his head and hands over the gloves, turning his attention to Yoongi. “Are you okay to be lifting? They hit you pretty good a couple of times.”

Yoongi looks like he’s in some pain, but nods anyway. “Definitely have bruised ribs, maybe a crack at worst, but I’ll be fine. I’m more worried about you, Seok-ah. We’ll hurry with these guys.”

~~

It doesn’t take more than ten minutes or so to get everything contained, and Taehyung calls his contact immediately for help with the finer details. Hoseok spends the entire time just breathing through his pain and trying to find ways to help with only one functioning arm. He feels useless like this – more useless than he already was with his head so wrapped up in his own personal shit that he couldn’t even keep his mates safe.

The only things holding him back from spiraling right now are the waves of pain from his shoulder, and the overwhelming need to figure out what they’re going to do now that this has happened.

“Alright,” Taehyung says as he hangs up the call. “They’ll be here soon, and they’re texting me the address for a crash pad we can use while we figure out what our next steps are. I want to get out of here and do a sweep of the building, but I’ll be back before they come. Do not open the door for anyone. Understood?”

Yoongi huffs out an annoyed laugh. “Don’t think I’ll make that mistake twice. Go ahead, but be careful.” As soon as Taehyung nods and makes his way out of the room, Yoongi turns to Hoseok, his gaze softening. “Sorry we had to make you wait. Can you show me how to help? I’ve never done this for someone before.”

“I can walk you through it,” Hoseok assures him, already moving toward the bedroom in his desperation for relief. “Follow me. Easier if I’m laying down.”

Thankfully, Yoongi is both gentle and patient, listening attentively while Hoseok walks him through the motions of guiding his shoulder back into its socket. Every moment is excruciating. It’s the sort of thing that’s normally done under anesthesia, but Hoseok has no intention of wasting these important early hours after their attack in a doctor’s office. He can get it looked at as soon as they’re back in Seoul. For now, he just needs to be functional.

By the time they’re done, Hoseok is sweating and shaking, his hands trembling when he goes to sit up.

“You can stay there,” Yoongi says, pushing down on his chest. “Give yourself a goddamn minute while I work on fashioning you a sling until we can stop somewhere to get you a proper one.”

Honestly… maybe Hoseok does need the break. At least his shoulder isn’t in complete agony anymore. It doesn’t feel good by any means, but it’s a huge improvement having it back in the socket. “Wait on the sling for now – but I’ll take you up on that offer to stay in bed for a bit,” he concedes. “You should sit down for a minute too. Do you think they cracked any of your ribs?”

Yoongi starts to laugh, but his face twists in pain halfway through as he cradles his left side and lets a breath hiss out between his teeth. “Nothing broken,” he answers, still sounding a little strained. “I’ve had a broken rib and that hurt way worse than this. It’s just a bit bruised – but I saw them hit you too. How’s your head?”

“Fine. Nothing that feels like a concussion. Just bruises.”

After a couple more seconds, Yoongi does sit down on the edge of the bed, slowly letting go of his side as he takes a deep breath. “Okay, sitting isn’t so bad. I did want to just say that I… I’m sorry I opened the door. It was fucking stupid and I should have known better.”

“Not your fault. I didn’t think fast enough to stop you, and I wasn’t smart enough to keep my damn gun on me,” Hoseok says, letting out a sigh.

“I guess neither of us were ready for it.”

“Yeah… Guess not.”

Without the overwhelming pain clouding Hoseok’s mind, the weight of his mistakes only feels more obvious. He should have stopped Yoongi from opening the door. Should have had some form of security camera installed outside of the room. Should have planned better.

Even if he hadn’t done those things, everything could have been fine if he’d just had his fucking gun on him – but no. It had been across the damn suite, dangling useless in its holster while those men had hurt his mates. Protecting them is supposed to be his top priority, and yet he fucked it up at every possible turn today.

What will Namjoon say when he finds out?

“Seok-ah, you okay? You’re all quiet, and–”

The sound of a door shutting in the next room has both of them perking up in an instant. Hoseok actually does have his gun now, and he sits up and draws it immediately. His aim is a little shaky with just the one good hand, but he’s confident he can do what needs to be done.

“I’m back,” Taehyung calls out.

Both Hoseok and Yoongi breathe a sigh of relief, calling out to him in return so he knows where to find them.

The second he enters the room, Taehyung’s eyes find Hoseok, scanning him over. “You look better. Manage to get it back into place?”

“Yeah, it’s back in. Feeling way less painful.”

“We still need to pick him up a sling,” Yoongi says. “But before that, we need to figure out what our plan is. Did you find anything out there?”

“Not a damn thing. They definitely knew exactly where we were going to be and what we were here for. Showed up at just the right time, when they knew we’d be waiting for the call – and they knew we had cash on us.”

Yoongi lets out an annoyed little huff. “Safe to say there’s no meeting with Jin-hyung’s ‘client’ then? The whole thing was just a goddamn setup?”

“Looks that way,” Hoseok says. “There’s a lot we don’t know, but we probably want to prioritize the leads that are gonna disappear the fastest. Scouting the hotel was a good start. Probably want to get a look at their security footage, maybe verify the details we did get about Jinnie’s client, and then–”

“Figure out how to break this to Joon-ah and Jin-hyung?” Yoongi says. “I’m assuming we’re staying here to follow up on these leads, and they’re going to be wondering what’s up.”

Taehyung lets out a little hum, looking at Yoongi as he asks, “Do you have what you need to work here, hyung?”

“Yeah. I can make do. We’ll have to stop and grab Seok-ah a sling for his arm anyway, so I can pick up anything else I need then – assuming this crash pad we’re headed to is going to have power?”

“It will. They’re usually comfortable enough. Just wanted to make sure we even can stay. Wouldn’t be much point if you couldn’t do what you need to.”

“I can. Gonna need a bit of time on the hotel’s network. If you guys want, you can go pick up whatever we need and I could take care of things here?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “No way either of us are doing anything alone. It’s one thing for Taehyungie to head off on his own, but you and I wouldn’t be safe.”

“Hobi-hyung is right. Probably best we stick together.”

“Alright,” Yoongi agrees. “What are we doing about Joon-ah and Jin-hyung then? Neither of them are going to like that we’re staying, especially once they get a look at all of us.”

“Do they have to get a look at us?” Taehyung asks.

Oh. Hoseok can see where the omega’s mind is going. Namjoon and Jin already have plenty on their plate today with meetings, and rather than make them (especially Namjoon) try to balance this as well, they could just gloss over some of the details until they get home. With any luck, they might be able to come back with some information to help fix this mess, or at least lessen the blow.

Unfortunately, there’s one part that absolutely does not work. If they bring their omega home injured without communicating it first, Namjoon will be pissed. Better to have him worried than to try and hide the fact that Taehyung was harmed while in their care.

Hoseok and Yoongi though...

“They don’t need to see the two of us,” Hoseok says. “Taehyung-ah can make the call so that Joonie and Jinnie can get a look at their baby and see that he’s okay. Hiding our injuries until we get home is one thing, but we can’t hide Taehyungie’s without it being a massive breach of trust.”

“They barely even touched me though.”

Yoongi reaches up to touch Taehyung’s cheek. “Baby, you have bruises.”

“Yeah, so do you,” Taehyung accuses. “Not to mention the gash on your cheek, some possibly cracked ribs–”

“Just bruised,” Yoongi corrects. “I’m fine.”

Taehyung just rolls his eyes at that. “And there’s the fact that they dislocated Hobi-hyung’s shoulder. I’m the least injured of all of us. How is that any different than us not mentioning Hobi-hyung and him showing up in a sling?”

Hoseok sighs. “You’re right, but you’re our omega – and like it or not, that does change the rules. This will buy us time and keep them from worrying too much while we sort things out here.”

“Fucking alphas,” Taehyung huffs, pulling out his phone. “Fine. I’ll make the call and jump on video with them when they ask.”

“Thank you,” Hoseok says. “I’ll take the blame for the lie when we get home. They’re already upset with me.”

“But lying in the first place was my idea. We can at least share. They’re gonna yell at all three of us anyway.”

“Tae’s right,” Yoongi says. “We’re all gonna get in trouble for this one.”

“We better make it worth it then. Go ahead and call while we keep cleaning up, and then let’s gather every bit of information we can. Anything that makes sense to do at home should be saved for when we get back, just so we can maximize our time and return with something to show for our efforts.”

*******

Taehyung keeps his call back home as short as he can, dialing Jin’s number and glossing over as many details as possible.

“This whole thing was a setup. They sent five men in to try and get the money we were gonna use to pay your client once her job was done. I’d love to talk more about it, but all three of us are fine, the men are dead, and we really need to chase down as many leads as we can before they go cold.”

“I understand,” Jin-hyung says. “Let me grab Joon-ah and maybe we could hop on a very quick video call? Just to get a look at the three of you?”

“Yoongi-hyung and Hobi-hyung are busy working with my local cleanup crew, but I can hop on for a minute if we hurry.”

“Thank you, darling. We’ll make it quick.”

They do keep the video call short, though Taehyung can see the obvious worry in Namjoon’s eyes as he looks over Tae’s bruised face and asks, “Are those your only injuries?”

“Yeah, and only because I was playing a helpless omega to try and get some information.”

“Yoongi and Hoseok?”

“They’re fine too,” Taehyung says. It’s technically not a lie. They are fine – at least in the sense that neither of them are in danger, even if they are nursing a few injuries.

It’s impossible to miss the tension in Namjoon’s face. He wants to see all three of them, but instead of asking, he just takes a deep breath. “Okay. Did you get any information? Something we can follow up on here?”

“Only that this was the Kangs – the same guys who kidnapped Jungkookie. Probably looking for revenge and some cash to recoup their losses in Seoul. Jin-hyung, if you could try to check in on your contact and see if she’s alive, that would be helpful. I really do need to go though. We’ll keep in touch via text, and let you guys know as soon as we’re coming home.”

“Tonight?” Namjoon asks.

“I think so. Unless we find something crazy here – but we’ll let you know right away if anything comes up.”

“Thank you, darling,” Jin says. “I’ll let you know what I find out about my contact. We have mutual friends I can try reaching out to.”

“Sounds good. See you guys soon.”

Taehyung breathes a sigh of relief the second the call is over. He didn’t technically lie, but they’re all still going to be in a bit of trouble when they get home. Oh well. They’ll deal with that when they get back. For now, they need to use every second of this time they’ve bought themselves to work uninterrupted.

The small cleanup team he called showed up just a couple of minutes before his phone call started, and their work is well underway by the time Taehyung steps back out of the bedroom. He trusts them completely when it comes to smoothing all this over – which gives him, Hoseok, and Yoongi plenty of time to work on the rest of their problems. They count out a cash payment from the now useless money they brought with them to pay Jin’s client, and Taehyung throws in a bonus for the speedy service.

Yoongi gets onto the hotel network and tries finding whatever he can, while Hoseok works on a plan to get them into the building’s security room. They’re going to want as much footage as they can get of the hotel and surrounding areas over the last couple of hours, but that means getting past the front desk.

Hoseok has no problem charming his way through the hotel staff. A few smooth conversations and well placed bribes are all it takes to get them access to a dark little back room with a single computer in it. Rather than fuss with finding exactly what they need, Yoongi just copies everything he can onto a small external hard drive, figuring they can sort through it when they get home.

Trying to get any specific info out of the hotel staff gets them nowhere, so Taehyung is guessing the men who attacked them didn’t make themselves too conspicuous when they arrived.

Of course they take whatever they can find off the bodies, though only one of the men was carrying any identification, and only two had any sort of cell phone with them – both cheap looking flip phones.

“Burners,” Yoongi mumbles, tossing the phones into his bag. “We’ll take them, but I don’t think they’ll be of any use to us. What’s in the wallet?”

“Not much…” Hoseok says as he digs through the contents. “A few thousand won, his ID, and a receipt for some restaurant. The name is obscured, but there’s a street address.”

Taehyung reaches out for the receipt, scanning it until he finds a date stamped on it. “Looks like the receipt is from this morning. Worth checking out before we go home.”

They spend hours chasing down every lead they can find and helping Yoongi-hyung spot nearby security cameras to try and access. There’s going to be a lot of data to sift through, but they’ll be much better off having too much information as opposed to having too little.

Hobi-hyung seems to get in his head more with each passing minute. His scent hasn’t really been detectable for more than a minute here and there since Chuseok (only really when Jungkook reminds him), but Tae is sure that it would be burnt if he could smell it now. There’s obvious tension in the alpha, and every time the conversation shifts to what happened this morning, he appears to retreat further.

Tae intends to talk to him on the plane ride home, but Hoseok looks about two seconds from sleep by the time they sit down, so he leaves it for now. The alpha has clearly been in pain all day from his shoulder, so he probably needs the rest. Once they land, they’ll have to get him straight to the doctor… probably even before they go home.

That’s probably for the best. Taehyung wants to take care of his mate, and putting off the talk they’re all going to need to have is okay with him too.

He looks to his other side and finds Yoongi-hyung with his eyes already closed. They’ve only got an hour flight, but hopefully the nap helps his mates. With any luck, he’ll be able to convince them to eat something on the way to the doctor. They were all far too focused to bother with food in Busan – though Yoongi did go retrieve his cold coffee-espresso abomination from the hallway where Taehyung left it that morning.

What a day.

As much as he’d like to have a nap as well, Tae can’t help being on high alert still, so he just settles in to keep watch instead. He can sleep once they get home.

Notes:

Next week these three are going to be in trouble when they return to Seoul, and we'll get to sort through the fallout from all of this. Lots of hurt and comfort incoming ;D

See you there!

Chapter 122: Understanding

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: our flight just landed ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: we’re just making a couple of stops and then we’ll be home

[Tae]: probably not more than a couple of hours

[Jin]: That’s a rather wide window, darling.

[Tae]: yeah

[Tae]: about that (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Did something happen?

[Tae]: we just need to run hobi-hyung to our doctor quick

[Tae]: i already called her

[Jimin]: Oh no is he okay? (;●_●)

[Tae]: yeah he’s fine

[Tae]: just needs to get looked at before we come home

[Namjoon]: Taehyung.

[Namjoon]: Why is Hoseok going to the doctor?

[Yoongi]: Dislocated shoulder. We got it back into place this morning, but he should still have it looked at to make sure there wasn’t any damage.

[Namjoon]: This

[Namjoon]: Morning

[Tae]: (;^ω^)

[Tae]: yes

[Jin]: Let me just make sure we’re clear on what happened here.

[Jin]: Was Hoseok-ah’s shoulder dislocated when we spoke this morning?

[Yoongi]: No. It was already back in by then.

[Jin]: I see. And nobody thought this was important to tell us?

[Tae]: you guys were busy and we didn’t want to make you worried

[Yoongi]: Everyone was fine. We just needed to move fast to follow up on every lead we could while the trails were still warm.

[Namjoon]: I want to be extremely clear when I say that neither of those are acceptable reasons.

[Namjoon]: But we’re not doing this here.

[Namjoon]: I’ll meet you at the doctor.

[Yoongi]: It’s already going to be crowded in that office with three of us there. I’ll keep you posted the whole time with live updates. Just let us get this done and I promise we’ll be home right after.

[Namjoon]: I’m not feeling particularly inclined to believe you at the moment.

[Namjoon]: Any other hospital worthy injuries you’re keeping from us?

[Yoongi]: Not exactly.

[Jin]: Elaborate.

[Yoongi]: Full inventory:

[Yoongi]: Tae is okay. Just a few bruises. Seok-ah has his shoulder and some bruising on his face. No symptoms pointing to a concussion. I’ve got a cut on my face and bruised ribs, which I’ll probably have the doctor take a look at while we’re there just to be safe.

[Namjoon]: Yes, you will. I’ll expect an update on that immediately.

[Yoongi]: Also none of us have eaten since last night, so we’re grabbing something quick on our way. I know that’s not an injury. I’m just trying to make sure you know exactly where we are and what we’re doing.

[Jin]: Thank you for being thorough.

[Namjoon]: How is Hoseok right now? He hasn’t texted.

[Tae]: he’s having a hard time texting with his sling on and he’s in a bit of pain

[Tae]: i can take a selfie with him if you want proof

[Yoongi]: Joon-ah please. We’re not hiding anything else. I promise you he’s with us, and I promise I will bring these two home if you just give me a little time.

[Yoongi]: You know I don’t break promises.

[Namjoon]: Then promise me you won’t do this again.

[Yoongi]: I thought we weren’t doing this here?

[Namjoon]: Fine.

[Namjoon]: You three get home and then we are going to talk.

[JK]: sorry im not trying to get in the middle of anything

[JK]: but can you text your updates here so me and jiminie know you guys are okay too

[Yoongi]: Sure thing.

[Yoongi]: Sorry to stress you guys out.

[Jimin]: It’s okay

[JK]: yeah just get everyone home safe

[Jin]: Yes. Please do.

[Yoongi]: I will.

[Yoongi]: We’ll text again the second we’re at the hospital.

~

[Tae]: hobi-hyung is too nauseous to eat but we made it to the doctor

[Tae]: both of them are going in for xrays now

[Jimin]: Oh that didn’t take long at all

[Tae]: yeah we should be home pretty quick at this rate

~

[Yoongi]: Got my results. Nothing broken.

[Yoongi]: Still waiting on Seok-ah’s.

[Jin]: Did your face require stitches?

[Yoongi]: No. She just cleaned and bandaged it again.

~

[Yoongi]: No serious damage from the dislocated shoulder. I have the notes and treatment plan on it for you and he has a followup appointment scheduled.

[Yoongi]: We’re heading home now.

[Namjoon]: Thank you. We’ll be waiting.

~~

Namjoon is… feeling so much that it’s kind of hard to label it with just one word. Betrayed, worried, furious, hurt – all of them fit. Jin is taking it slightly better, but they’re both upset as they stand in the foyer and wait for the rest of their pack to get home. Normally Namjoon would have some sort of plan for a big talk like this, but it’s impossible to think through when he hasn’t seen them yet.

“They can’t be much longer now,” Jin says, leaning back against the wall with his phone in hand. “No more messages.”

The texts helped at least a tiny bit – and it was probably better that Namjoon wasn’t in their doctor’s office scolding his mates while they attempted to get medical care. At least here they have more options for how to handle this.

“Evening traffic is unpredictable,” Namjoon mutters, eyes glued to the window as he watches for headlights coming up the driveway. Nothing yet.

“It is, yes. I believe Kihyun is the one who went to pick them up at the airport, so at least we know they’re in good hands. Would you like to talk at all about how you’re feeling?”

“Messy.”

“Yes, I would imagine so.”

“I just… I hate the thought that our reactions are so much of a burden to them that this was preferable. They could have just explained that they needed to hurry and we would have been worried – but we would have let them work.”

“I believe I’m feeling something similar. I understand that things likely got hectic, but at least one of them should have known better.”

“They’re not going anywhere for work alone again. I don’t care if Taehyung is with. They’re taking at least one member of the security team. If communicating with us is such a goddamn chore that they would rather lie, at least there will be someone there I can trust to talk to me.”

“Oh, darling,” Jin says, stepping into Namjoon’s space and pulling him into his arms. “They don’t think we’re a chore. They made a very poor choice, and you have every right to be upset, but I’m certain it wasn’t made for that reason.”

The anger in Namjoon’s chest pulls tight, like a rubber band stretched to its limit and about to break. He wants to yell, to fight back against Jin’s reason – but he doesn’t.

He forces himself to take a deep breath, and then another.

Jin is right. He’s allowed to be upset, but giving his own reasoning instead of waiting to hear theirs is only going to end up with all of them hurting more. He just has to wait, to hold on until the rest of his pack is home and–

Headlights.

Namjoon can see them approaching over Jin’s shoulder, and his body must react enough for the beta to guess exactly what’s happening. They both pull away from their hug, facing the door without a word. As much as he wants to go and meet them right in the driveway, it will help the three of them to get inside after such a stressful time away from home.

The front door opens only a minute later, with Taehyung stepping through the door first, holding it open for Hoseok and Yoongi following just behind him. Kihyun is kind enough to come and set their bags just inside the door before leaving without a word.

There’s a few moments of silence as Namjoon scans over each one of them. Taehyung looks the best, with only some bruising visible on his face. Yoongi has a long cut on his cheek, held together by a couple small bandages, one hand cradling his own ribs and the other pressed to Hoseok’s back, guiding him along. As expected, Hoseok looks the worst of them. His arm is held up in a sling, bruises dotted along his jaw, and his skin gone almost sickly pale between what looks like nausea and exhaustion.

“Hey,” Taehyung says sheepishly.

Namjoon’s anger doesn’t disappear, but it does fade into the background for the moment as he steps forward and wraps Taehyung in a hug. “I’m so glad you’re home,” he whispers, face pressed into the omega’s scent gland as he soothes his alpha instinct with the knowledge that his mates are here – and they’re safe. “Are you okay?”

“Just bruises. I’m okay, alpha.”

“You do look alright,” Jin comments, stepping in close as Namjoon lets Taehyung go, apparently eager to be reunited with their omega too.

That leaves Namjoon staring down the other two alphas. Yoongi isn’t hardened like he normally would be before a confrontation, ready to fight until Namjoon pushes him far enough that he feels like it’s okay to crumble. There’s an apologetic look on his tired face, and his attention is split between looking after Hoseok, and watching Namjoon’s slow approach toward the two of them.

Namjoon opens his mouth to speak, but Hoseok cuts him off.

“Joonie… I know we fucked up, but I– I think I need to lay down while you yell at me.” From this close, it’s easy to see the tiny sheen of sweat on Hoseok’s skin, and the way he’s begun to tremble slightly. His scent is nowhere to be found, but then it hasn’t been since Chuseok – so that part isn’t new. After another second or so, he begins to sway almost like he’s about to faint.

Yoongi tightens his grip on Hoseok at the same time as Namjoon steps forward to help stabilize him too.

“Pup, let’s get you to bed,” Namjoon says. “We’ll talk later.”

“I’m okay. I just… Actually, I think I’m going to be sick.”

“Let me take him to his room?” Yoongi asks. “You can yell at both of us there, but just let me look after him for a minute, okay? Here, you can have his treatment plan in the meantime.”

“It’s alright, Yoongi. You can take him,” Namjoon agrees, gladly accepting the little packet of papers that Yoongi passes to him. He does want to talk, but not when Hoseok is so clearly feeling unwell. They need to take care of him first, and then they can worry about the rest of this. “We’ll get the details from Taehyung-ah, and gather up some stuff to help him feel better.”

That’s all Yoongi needs to hear. He mumbles a soft, “Thank you,” and then guides Hoseok out of the foyer and toward the hallway. “I’ve got you, Seok-ah. Just hold on one minute.”

Taehyung and Jin have finished their hug, the two of them standing side by side watching as Hoseok and Yoongi leave.

“Did he manage to eat anything today?” Jin asks.

“No. By the time we stopped for food, he could barely even look at the menu without feeling sick. We tried asking him if we could stop somewhere else, but I think he just wanted to come home. He’s been getting worse all day.”

Namjoon can’t take another moment of standing still, so he motions toward the kitchen. “Come on. We’ll find something he can tolerate – and some ice for his shoulder.”

~~

Taehyung cracks almost immediately, barely lasting a minute once they’re in the kitchen together before he’s shaking his head and sniffling. Jin catches Namjoon’s eye and gives him a little nod – telling him to take care of their omega while Jin focuses his attention on things that might help Hoseok.

Namjoon is certainly not complaining. He can’t pretend for even a moment that it doesn’t feel good when he opens his arms and Taehyung practically falls into them with a whined, “M’sorry, hyung.”

“Talk to me, pup. What are you apologizing for?”

“It was my idea not to say anything to you guys,” Taehyung answers, his face half buried in Namjoon’s chest. “I wanted to just gloss over the whole thing, but Hobi-hyung said you would be really upset if we hid my injuries, even though I had the least of them.”

It’s hard to say what Namjoon hates more, the idea that Taehyung thought it would be okay to just say nothing, or the fact that Hoseok gave it enough consideration to somehow come to the conclusion that hiding his and Yoongi’s injuries would be more acceptable. Namjoon can’t deny that having his omega injured will always carry a different sort of weight in his alpha brain – but that doesn’t mean for even a moment that he cares less about the rest of mates.

How could Hoseok think that? And how could Yoongi agree?

“What I’m struggling to understand is… Just… How was this preferable? You all had to have known we would be upset that you lied.”

Taehyung shakes his head against Namjoon’s chest. “I didn’t lie.”

At that, Namjoon pulls back just slightly so that he can fix Taehyung’s guilty face with an unimpressed look. “I need you to think a little more about that, pup. You didn’t tell us something that was completely untrue, but you knowingly withheld information that you knew we would have wanted when we asked about Hoseok and Yoongi. Do you understand why that feels basically the same to us as a ‘lie’ would?”

“I would also argue that lies of omission are indeed still lies, darling,” Jin adds, briefly abandoning the loaf of bread he’s cutting and stepping closer to Taehyung and Namjoon. “And I believe you know that as well.”

Their omega bites at his lip, eyes full of tears as he mutters, “I understand. It was probably stupid.”

“Probably?” Jin asks. “If you don’t think it was entirely the wrong decision, we’d like to understand your reasoning.”

“Exactly,” Namjoon agrees. “I’d like a better idea of what happened this morning, and where your head was at when you decided not to inform us. Help us understand so that we can figure out how to make sure this doesn’t happen again.”

Jin steps a little closer, placing his hand on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Love, it might be helpful now to express a little bit about how this made you feel – like what you told me earlier. Help him understand where your pain is coming from.”

Namjoon takes a little bit to try and put his thoughts into words. He doesn’t want to say anything too harsh, but he does want Taehyung to understand that this hurts. “It… It makes me feel like you think communicating with me is a chore, like you find my leadership lacking and don’t trust me to be able to manage my emotions.”

“It felt similar for me,” Jin agrees.

A couple of tears fall as Taehyung blinks. “Fuck, I’m… That wasn’t what we were thinking at all, I swear. Things just went downhill really fast and–”

“It’s okay. Just… The best thing you can do right now is explain what happened. Start at the beginning, please?” Namjoon interrupts, rubbing a hand along Taehyung’s back to soothe him a little. “I want to understand what happened, and the overview you gave this morning was very brief.”

“The beginning, okay. It was… I wasn’t there for the start. We were all still waking up, and Yoongi-hyung really needed some caffeine, so I ran to the coffee shop across the street and picked up a few things while those two stayed behind to order some actual breakfast. When I got back, the door to our suite was open just a little, so I knew something had to be wrong. I needed to get in there and make sure they hyungs were okay, but I didn’t have my gun on me, so–”

“Where was your gun?” Jin asks.

“Tucked under a throw pillow on the couch. As long as Yoongi-hyung and Hobi-hyung stayed in the room, I didn’t figure I would need to worry – but I won’t make that mistake again.”

Namjoon shakes his head. “We should have sent you with security. I’m sorry.”

“That’s not your fault, hyung. Hobi-hyung and me were both there, so I don’t think any of us thought we needed to worry.

“Still something we should take more precautions with in the future,” Jin says. “Especially when Hobi-yah isn’t feeling quite himself. Please, continue.”

“Okay. So like I said, I didn’t have my gun. Figured the best way to get in was to play dumb and just let them think I was some helpless omega. Got their attention with a little whistling, and heard both of the hyungs yelling for me to run, so I knew they understood the plan too. I was dragged into the room by the guy who was apparently leading the operation, but I don’t think he was high up in the organization at all.”

“Hoseok and Yoongi?” Namjoon asks.

“The other four guys in the room had them held down. It looked like they had roughed Yoongi-hyung up already since his face was bleeding, but they didn’t start in on Hobi-hyung until they had me in there and he was reacting like an alpha is supposed to when his omega is threatened. I was playing dumb and trying to get the leader to keep talking. They said they knew why we were there and asked for cash, then when I told him I didn’t know what he was talking about, he hit me – which is when Hobi-hyung started struggling and they dislocated his shoulder. I think Yoongi-hyung kind of panicked at that point too… unless he was acting.”

Jin’s scent tips a little sour at the description. “Somehow, I doubt he had to do much acting, love,” he says, returning to the counter to keep preparing something for Hoseok to eat.

Namjoon can feel his own scent trying to tip sour too. There’s always something a little bit uncomfortable about how calmly Taehyung describes moments that sound truly horrifying. Even knowing how dangerous their omega is, Namjoon would have had moments of panic if he had been there to witness what happened. He knows why it isn’t as terrifying for Taehyung. The omega has seen things Namjoon would rather not even imagine, and he has a complete understanding and confidence in his own ability. It makes him nearly unshakable in that sort of crisis.

“Acting or not,” Taehyung continues. “It worked out. The guy backhanded me hard enough that I landed on the couch, then all of the chaos between Yoongi-hyung and Hobi-hyung freaking out was enough of a distraction for him to turn his back on me. I grabbed my gun and shot him, then one of the other men. It was still a little loud even with my silencer, so we did the other three quieter. Got the last guy to talk to us, but he was so green that all he knew was that he was working for the Kangs. Not much info besides that. Once he was dead, I swept the building while Yoongi-hyung helped get Hobi-hyung’s shoulder back into place – and then we talked about how to move forward.”

“Did you find anything in the building?” Namjoon asks.

“Nothing. Just to be clear, we did spend every minute of our time after I called you guys gathering as much data and information we could. Yoongi-hyung has a mountain of stuff to sort through – mostly security footage, but still. I promise it wasn’t for nothing.”

Namjoon takes a deep breath. It’s time to navigate the trickier parts of this now, and there’s only so much blame he can lay at Taehyung’s feet, no matter how this goes.

“I want to be understanding about the fact that tensions were running high, and that you three felt a sense of urgency to figure out why this happened. That being said, I would still appreciate you explaining what you were thinking while you guys were deciding not to be honest with us.”

“It was… Yoongi-hyung kept asking how we were gonna tell you, and he mentioned that you guys weren’t going to like us staying after you got a look at our injuries… so I asked if you had to look. I don’t know if I was thinking about lying then or just avoiding a video call so you wouldn’t see. Within a couple of seconds, Hobi-hyung put together the plan to just let you guys see me.”

“And you agreed?” Namjoon asks.

“I argued about it being stupid that hiding their injuries would be any different than hiding mine, but I did agree to do it. Not trying to say I wasn’t responsible. Hobi-hyung said he would take the blame when we got home, but of the three of us, I was probably thinking the most clearly.”

Namjoon gives a little nod. “I’m sure Hoseok wasn’t exactly in his right mind while in that much pain, but I’m still concerned that he thought it was okay to lie to us – which I’ll take up with him.”

“How about Yoongi-yah?” Jin asks, rummaging around in one of the cupboards.

“Yoongi-hyung was barely awake when I left to go get him coffee. Then he went through all of that, killed one of the men himself, and helped Hobi-hyung fix his shoulder. Pretty sure he was overwhelmed, and also feeling guilty about opening the door to a fake room service call. Actually, both of them seemed to feel like it was their fault. Yoongi-hyung got better, but Hobi-hyung just kept sinking further into himself – and there weren't a ton of good opportunities to talk. I wanted to try on the plane ride home, but they both looked so tired, and Hobi-hyung had been in pain for hours.”

“You did the right thing letting him rest,” Namjoon says. “Now that we have all the circumstances explained, how did you think Jin and I were going to react if you were honest in that call this morning?”

Taehyung bites at his lower lip, giving a shrug. “I don’t know.”

“I think you do, pup – and we need to understand.”

There’s a few more seconds of silence where Taehyung just looks nervous, eyes darting around the room before he finally hangs his head. “Thought you might freak out,” he admits softly. “Tell us to wait for backup or to just come home without following up. I think in my head, it could have lost us valuable time – but I should have thought it through better. You’re not unreasonable, hyung. We could have explained – and if it lost us ten minutes, then oh well. But I also… I hate making you worry, and I know this was probably worse, but I just– I didn’t… I’m sorry.”

Jin must hear how tight Taehyung’s voice goes by the end, or maybe he catches the growing scent of burnt maple. Either way, he once again abandons his spot at the counter to join Namjoon in wrapping their omega in a hug, holding him secure between their bodies. “We know you tried to do the right thing, darling – even if you made a mistake.”

“That’s right,” Namjoon agrees. “I can’t control the fact that I worry sometimes, and I’m sorry it’s hard to deal with – but I promise you that I would rather worry than be lied to.”

“I know. M’sorry, hyung.”

“Apology accepted, baby. I would like to make a plan for if something like this happens again, though. If there’s a time you need to tell me something that’s going to make me worry, but you can’t handle me directing that worry at you, maybe you could tell me that?”

There’s a second or two of silence before Taehyung asks, “Is that going to work?”

“I don’t know for sure, but I’d like the opportunity to try. If that doesn’t work, maybe we could come up with another idea. I’m willing to listen if you have any.”

“I may have a suggestion,” Jin says. “If it’s the two of us you’re talking to again, there’s always the option of you telling me and allowing me to explain things to Joon-ah. Obviously, his solution would be the better thing to try – but if you can’t, at least let one of us know. That way, we can avoid another lie.”

The suggestion leaves Namjoon with mixed feelings. It is better than just not telling them, but he hates the thought that his reactions are so bothersome that his omega might not even want to talk to him. If it’s what they have to do, then of course he'll accept it – but he definitely won’t be happy about it.

“I don’t think I like that,” Taehyung says with a shake of his head.

“No, darling?”

“I mean… I know sometimes I just tell one of you things cause that’s who I’m talking to at the time, or because it’s convenient, but I don’t like the thought of doing it on purpose for something like this.”

Namjoon can’t help the wave of relief that washes over him as he leans down to press a kiss into Taehyung’s hair. “I’d prefer if we didn’t do that either,” he mutters.

“Apologies, love. I didn’t mean to suggest something that would bother you.”

“It’s okay. I just… I want my mates to feel like they can talk to me. Just tell me if you need me to process my worry later, and I’ll do my best to make that happen. Is that okay, pup?”

Taehyung squeezes him a little tighter, pressing a kiss to his chest. “Yeah. Let’s just start there. I really am sorry – to you too, Jin-hyung.”

“It’s alright, darling. We all make mistakes. Thank you for helping us understand so that we can correct this one as a team.” After another minute or so of their group hug, Jin speaks again. “How would you feel about helping me look after Yoongi-yah? I believe our pack alpha is very much looking to get Hobi-yah alone at the moment.”

It’s true. Namjoon isn’t even surprised at how transparent he apparently is. He does desperately want to get Hoseok alone, especially considering he’s been trying and failing to do so in any meaningful way for nearly a week now. Not that he doesn’t want to look after Yoongi too, but Jin can crack him open and get him talking just fine without Namjoon – and having Taehyung there will help too.

Eventually they’ll get all five of them up into the nest together, but first Namjoon needs to talk to Hoseok.

“I can help with Yoongi-hyung,” Taehyung agrees. “Pretty sure he’s gonna need a nip if we wanna keep him away from Hobi-hyung and his computers – assuming that’s the plan?”

Namjoon finally pulls back, giving Taehyung a little smile. “Ideally, yeah. Is there anything we need to deal with tonight, from a security standpoint?”

The omega gives this a second or two of thought before shaking his head. “Nothing. We’ve got lots of info to dig through, but that doesn’t have to start tonight. Just need to be really careful about any other weird jobs that come in while we figure out how we’re gonna handle this.”

“Easy enough,” Jin says. “Let me just put a few finishing touches on this plate of food, and then we can get moving.”

*******

By the time Seokjin enters Hoseok’s bedroom, the scent of distress is already in the air, burnt cinnamon and a few hints of bitter coffee coming at him in a wave as he opens the door. His own scent almost immediately goes stronger in response, and so do Namjoon and Taehyung’s as they come in behind him.

Hoseok is sitting up on the bed, wearing pajamas and with his hair still wet from a shower. He barely even looks up as the rest of them enter, eyes focused on the water bottle in his hands, but Yoongi does notice them. He’s seated right next to Hoseok, an arm wrapped around him and a little pill bottle in one hand. There’s an anxious expression on his face, and what looks like the beginnings of tears in his eyes.

Namjoon steps forward immediately, kneeling down on the floor between the two of them and placing a hand on Yoongi’s knee. “What’s wrong? Are you both okay?”

“Seok-ah needs to take his meds,” Yoongi says weakly. “He’s in pain, and…”

“Feel too sick,” Hoseok mumbles. “Already threw up once. Yoongi got me in the shower and helped me brush my teeth, but–” He cuts off his speech abruptly, trembling in place as he does his best to breathe through what appears to be another wave of nausea. The plastic water bottle in his hands crinkles as he squeezes it, sending droplets of condensation dripping onto the floor, then Hoseok raises it up and presses the surface to his forehead.

Yoongi’s expression falls even further, and his eyes find Seokjin’s, pleading for help without words.

“Alright,” Seokjin says, setting down the little plate of toast and crackers he brought on Hoseok’s nightstand, then stepping up to Yoongi. “You’re going to come with us, darling. Let Joon-ah look after Hobi-yah for a while, hmm?”

Another wave of burnt cinnamon rolls off of Yoongi as he looks over at Hoseok, then back at Seokjin. “But I… I tried, hyung. I promise. Got him cleaned up and into bed, and–”

“Oh, baby, I know,” Seokjin coos, cupping Yoongi’s cheek and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “You’ve done such a good job, but now it’s time for me and Taehyung-ah to take care of you – and you know Joon-ah needs to fuss.”

“I need to fuss too,” Taehyung says, climbing up onto the bed and latching onto Yoongi’s side with a hug. “Let me and Jin-hyung give you cuddles until we feel better?”

Yoongi looks torn. He needs to be settled, but he’s so worked up trying to take care of Hoseok that it has him nearly in a panic. His breathing is shallow, eyes looking nervous back and forth between everyone. “I don’t…”

“Honey,” Hoseok mutters, reaching out to set a hand on Yoongi’s thigh while the other one holds the water bottle to his forehead. “Go get taken care of. Having everyone in here talking isn’t helping my nausea, and Joonie will stay so I’m not alone, okay?”

Namjoon nods. “Let me look after Hoseok, then maybe we can all get into the nest together in a couple of hours. Wouldn’t that be nice, pup?”

For a moment, Yoongi looks ready to argue, but Namjoon just keeps fixing him with a patient smile until he caves, whispering a soft little, “Okay.”

Seokjin doesn’t waste a moment, quietly shooing both Taehyung and Namjoon out of his way so he can scoop Yoongi into his arms. “Alright, darling. Let’s get you taken care of. Are you still hungry?”

“I could grab a couple of snacks to bring up to the nest,” Taehyung offers as the three of them make their way out of Hoseok’s room. “We’ve got some of those chips you like.”

Yoongi just shrugs, clinging to Seokjin with his face buried in his scent gland.

“That’s a wonderful idea,” Seokjin says. “I’ll get him upstairs, and you can grab a couple of things for if he gets hungry. Maybe something the others will like too – just in case.”

“I’m on it, hyung.” Taehyung runs off toward the kitchen, leaving Seokjin to carry his poor baby upstairs.

“Nest?” Yoongi mumbles.

“That’s right, love. Hyung’s going to get you all nice and settled, and you’re going to tell me all about how you’re feeling. Does that sound okay?”

Again, Yoongi shrugs.

That’s alright. He’s not feeling his best right now, but Seokjin and Taehyung will definitely be able to help.

~~

It barely takes Yoongi five minutes to start breaking down by the time the three of them are in the nest together. The snacks are on standby just outside, while Taehyung cuddles up right next to where Yoongi is cradled in Seokjin’s lap. They haven’t spoken much beyond getting settled in and a few soft murmurs of praise that Seokjin gives the alpha – telling him he’s doing a good job, and that they appreciate him coming up to the nest.

Yoongi grows more tense with each passing second, trembling just slightly by the time he eventually whispers, “I’m sorry everything went wrong.”

“Things did go a little sideways, didn’t they?” Seokjin says gently. “Why don’t you tell me about it, love? Taehyung-ah gave us his version of events, but I’d very much like to hear yours.”

“I… I was tired – not thinking straight. We only ordered room service maybe five minutes before the knock on our door, but I didn’t think twice. As soon as I turned the handle, they kicked the door in. I got knocked down and restrained, and Seok-ah too, and… God, I fucked up everything.” Yoongi is truly shaking in Seokjin’s arms now, still clinging desperately to him and sniffling around tears.

“You didn’t though,” Taehyung says, resting his head on Seokjin’s shoulder right next to Yoongi’s, their foreheads pressed together. “We all screwed up, hyung. I never should have left you guys alone when we were expecting to open that door for anyone, and Hobi-hyung wasn’t prepared either. None of us were.”

“Exactly, darling. It doesn’t sound like you’re to blame for all of this.”

“You aren’t. I saw what a good job you did taking them out once we got you free. You even ran down the one who tried to get away. It was good work, hyung.”

This seems to give Yoongi pause, though his tears don’t quite stop. After a few seconds, he speaks just barely loud enough to be heard, “You got hurt, baby – and so did Seok-ah.”

“We did, and so did you. But we’re all home safe now. It’s okay.”

Yoongi shakes his head. “Can still see it. The way Seok-ah’s arm pulled back… and that guy hitting you.”

“Oh, hyung, I’m sorry,” Taehyung whispers, his own voice sounding a little tight now too. “I wish you didn’t have to see that. It was pretty bad – especially what happened to Hobi-hyung – but we’re alright. We’re home, we’re safe, and I’m going to make sure something like that doesn’t happen to us again.”

Seokjin wants to add onto what Taehyung says, but he figures it might be best to allow these two to process the trauma of what they shared instead. It appears to be having quite the effect on Yoongi, even if Taehyung doesn’t seem phased by it. (There aren’t many things of this nature that do phase the omega. He’s seen more horrors than the rest of them could ever hope to understand.)

It’s easy enough to allow them to talk.

Yoongi keeps recalling details, worrying about whether he did enough, and apologizing – but Taehyung does a wonderful job of validating his experiences while grounding him in the present. Seokjin does help a little with that part, rubbing at Yoongi’s back and pressing the occasional kiss into his hair to help keep him physically grounded as well.

“Just wish I could have done more,” Yoongi eventually says. His scent has started to even out a little, more bitter than burnt now. “Or at least said not to hide what happened. I knew it was stupid, but it just felt…”

After a few seconds of silence, Seokjin speaks up. “I’d like it if you could continue that thought, darling. Help me understand where your mind was at when the three of you decided to keep your injuries from us.”

“I’m…” Yoongi’s scent tips right back to distressed as he pulls away from Seokjin’s neck to fix him with a tear stained frown. “Hyung, I’m sorry,” he whispers, voice cracking. “It was stupid. I should have known better, and I didn’t think–”

“Baby, it’s alright,” Seokjin says, reaching up to rest his hand at Yoongi’s nape, thumb pressing into his scent gland. “I appreciate and accept your apology. All I’m trying to do right now is understand what was happening so that we can plan for how to do better in the future. Would you like to hear what I think after everything you’ve said just now?”

Yoongi nods, tears still in his eyes even as he begins to relax just slightly into the pressure on his scent gland.

“I think that you went through something very traumatic, seeing two of your mates hurt so intensely. In the aftermath of that, you killed a man and helped Hobi-yah get his shoulder back into place, both of which gave you even more to process. All three of you went through a lot, and you made a decision while still under tremendous stress, fearful of missing an opportunity to sort the mess out.”

Taehyung perks up at this. He’s clearly got something to add, but he looks at Seokjin for approval first, only speaking once he receives a nod in response. “Yoongi-hyung, you weren’t even thinking about lying before we suggested it. You were just asking how we were gonna explain everything. It was my idea in the first place, and Hobi-hyung was the one who fleshed it out.”

“Yeah, but… I agreed to it.”

“In a traumatized and panicked state of mind,” Seokjin says. “I do think that counts for something, love. You don’t break down like this over nothing.”

The words seem to freeze Yoongi in place, his mouth opening to speak, only to close again a second later, his bottom lip trembling.

“Hyung, it’s okay,” Taehyung whispers, setting a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder. “You can let it out. We’ve got you.”

“That’s right, darling. You’re home, you’re safe, and we’re going to look after you.”

Yoongi crumbles.

He stops even trying to hold back his tears, allowing Seokjin to hold him close while he cries and murmurs broken bits of sentences. “… didn’t want anyone to get hurt… This was supposed to… Seok-ah was gonna feel better. We… supposed to talk to you, and–”

“It’s alright,” Seokjin coos, still rubbing soft little circles into the alpha’s scent gland. “You’re doing so well, love. We’ll figure everything out.”

The three of them stay there until Yoongi eventually works out all his tears, slowly relaxing into the pressure on his scent gland and all their whispered reassurances. Every bit of progress towards his baseline seems to reflect in Taehyung as well, leaving Seokjin very glad that he has them both up here together.

There’s still more to do, but at least that’s two of their mates settled, and Seokjin takes pleasure in knowing he got to be a part of caring for both of them. Now he just has to hope that Namjoon is having the same sort of luck with Hoseok – but it’s hard to know what to expect on that front. Things were already messy, and this probably just made them even more so.

Still, there’s nowhere to go but forward. With any luck, the five of them will be together in this nest before the night is over.

*******

As soon as the bedroom door closes behind Jin and the others, Namjoon shifts all of his attention to Hoseok.

“Alright, pup. Just us now. I’m going to take care of you.”

“Can’t take them,” Hoseok mutters, still holding his water bottle to his head.

Namjoon grabs the little pill bottle that Yoongi left behind, setting it down on the nightstand and grabbing the plate of food instead. It’s all very bland. Toast, crackers, the sort of things that are easy to eat with an upset stomach. Hoseok still turns his head away from it when Namjoon sits down next to him with the plate, apparently unwilling to even look at it.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to look. Just need you to eat at least something so that we can get your stomach settled.”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Gonna make me sick.”

“Pup, you’re already on the verge of being sick again. Please?”

After a few seconds of silence, Hoseok holds out a trembling hand. “Okay. Just… Just one.”

“Thank you.”

Namjoon hands Hoseok a single cracker and sits patiently as his mate eats it in tiny nibbles. As much as he wants to touch, to rub his hand up and down Hoseok’s back, to help – he’s also wary of doing anything that might make the nausea worse. So he waits instead.

With the cracker gone, Hoseok finally lowers the water bottle from his forehead and unscrews the cap, taking a couple of small sips before letting out a long, shaking breath. “I… I think that might have helped a little.”

“That’s good. Let’s give it a minute or so, and then you can try another?”

“Sure, I…” Hoseok pauses for another deep breath, hunching over just a little this time, which disrupts his arm in the sling and draws a gasp of pain from him. “Fuck… It’s…”

Namjoon’s heart wrenches in his chest. He hates seeing his mate in pain like this.

“I know it hurts, pup. We’re gonna get your stomach settled and then you can take your medicine, okay? Just need you to hold on for a little while longer. They didn’t give you anything while you were at the hospital?”

“No, I… I just wanted to come home. Listen, Joon… I know we fucked up– That I fucked up. I shouldn’t have–”

“Hoseok, I’m not worried about that right now. We can focus on those things once you’re feeling better.”

“But I–”

“But nothing, baby. You’re in pain. Just let me take care of you, please.”

After a few seconds, Hoseok gives a tiny nod. “Okay,” he whispers weakly. “Thank you.”

~~

It’s a slow process. Hoseok eats his second cracker nearly as slowly as the first, and Namjoon takes the time to review the dosage information for his pills. Thankfully, now that he has a second cracker in his stomach, Hoseok is willing to take them.

They’re going to take a while to kick in, but Namjoon uses that time to continue feeding his mate. They work through another two crackers, and then one slice of the toast Jin made. It’s cold by now, but Hoseok doesn’t seem to be in a state where he could enjoy it even if it was warm. Most of the time is spent in silence, partly because Hoseok is busy chewing, and even more so because Namjoon wants to give him a chance to feel better before their conversation drifts anywhere serious.

Once Hoseok finished his toast, it’s been about ten minutes since he took his pills – and Namjoon feels comfortable enough with that time frame to gently ask, “Can you tell me what the doctor said?”

“You have my treatment plan, don’t you?”

“I was able to glance at it, but I’d like to hear what you understood from your visit.”

Hoseok turns his head to look at Namjoon, a mix of exhaustion and what looks like suspicion on his face. “Why?”

That response has Namjoon worried. He can’t catch Hoseok’s scent in the air, but his own scent still goes stronger in response to what looks like potential distress. “Because I want to understand, and your treatment plan is out in the kitchen. Are you…” He trails off, letting out a little sigh and gingerly scooting closer to wrap an arm around Hoseok’s lower back. “If you’re not up to talking right now, we don’t have to, pup. It’ll keep until morning if you’d rather we just–”

“I don’t. I mean… I want to talk now. Today has just been long and stressful – and I’m sorry. I know that was defensive. It’s okay that you asked.”

“It’s alright. I know this hasn’t been easy for you.”

Hoseok huffs out a frustrated sounding laugh and leans his head on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Yeah. That’s one way to put it. As for the arm… Apparently I got lucky. Doesn’t feel that way at the moment – but nothing was torn and I avoided any other complications too. I’ll be more prone to repeat dislocations, but hopefully I won’t find myself in that position again. I’ll need my sling for one to three weeks, and then I can start doing exercises to regain my range of motion. I think she said… six to eight weeks for that?”

“I’m so happy to hear it wasn’t quite as bad as it could have been, but I’m still so sorry you got hurt. We’ll be more careful going forward. No more out of town jobs without security present, especially until we sort out this mess.”

“Probably a good idea. Can I… Is it time to talk about how we fucked up now?”

“Are you sure you’re feeling up to it? I’m upset, but at the moment I’m more concerned with taking care of you.”

“It’s okay. I think my meds are starting to kick in.”

“Less painful now?”

“A little, yeah. Definitely taking the edge off. It’s already light years better than it was before Yoongi helped me get it back into place this morning. I’m hoping some of what I’m feeling now is from moving around so much today, but the doctor did say to expect pain for the next week at least.”

That’s good enough for Namjoon. He does want to talk about what’s happened, and if Hoseok is up for it too, then that’s exactly what they’re going to do.

“Alright. In that case, I’d very much like to talk. After hearing what happened from Taehyung-ah, I want you to know that I do understand that stress and substantial pain probably didn’t have you at your best. That being said, I’m still upset – and I want to understand why you thought that you and Yoongi hiding your injuries was going to be okay in any way.”

“It’s… messy? I know we fucked up, really I–”

When did you know that?”

Hoseok lets out a sigh. “I suppose… Probably when we were waiting to board our flight? It was the first time we really stopped moving after everything, but I was so exhausted that I passed out almost as soon as I was in my seat. Then we got back and the others were texting you and Jinnie. I should have texted too. I’m sorry.”

“Whether or not you texted is not what I’m worried about, Hoseok. Tell me why. I don’t care if it’s messy. In fact, I’m really hoping that it is.”

“Why?”

Namjoon rests his head on top of Hoseok’s. He’s still got an arm around his mate’s back, but he reaches out with his free hand and grabs Hoseok’s, giving it a squeeze. “Because if it was just the simple fact that you don’t think we care as much about you and Yoongi as we do about Taehyung, we’re going to have a lot to work out.”

“You can’t tell me it doesn’t feel different seeing your omega hurt. It does for me – not that seeing Yoongi hurt was easy. Just…”

“Sure. The alpha part of us is always going to react more strongly to our omegas in pain – but we’re more than just our alpha brains. You know that. If you had hidden injuries on Taehyung like the ones you and Yoongi have, I would have probably been a little irrational for a couple of minutes, but after that I would still be dealing with exactly the same feelings that I am now. So tell me the other reasons.”

“I wanted…” Hoseok pauses, squeezing Namjoon’s hand as his body starts to go a little tense. “Wanted to be able to fix something,” he eventually whispers, voice coming out strained.

“Okay, can you tell me more? How was lying supposed to help you with that?”

“I’ve been fucking up since Chuseok – making more work for everyone trying to help and just upsetting them over and over. I didn’t want to dump even more on your plates without having some sort of solution or progress to offer. I think a part of me thought… that maybe if we just moved fast enough, we could hunt down a lead or something to crack this open, but all we got was a mess of data that needs sorting. I’m sorry. I thought it would be the better call in the long run, and everyone was already angry with me, so–”

“We weren’t angry with you, pup.”

Hoseok pulls away at that, tears on his face as he frowns at Namjoon. “That’s bullshit.”

“It’s not.”

“I know Jin-hyung was mad at me.”

“No. Jin was frustrated and hurt – not angry.” Namjoon shakes his head. He needs to be careful about this next part, but it does need to be said. “I understand that it’s difficult, but if you could find a way to sit down and talk with him, you would know that. He just wants to be there for you when you’re hurting, and it crushes him that he can’t, baby.”

More tears swell in Hoseok’s eyes, a fresh round falling down his cheeks as he blinks. “I’m… I’m not trying to hurt him.”

“I promise you that we all know that. He understands it’s not meant to cause him pain, but that doesn’t change the fact that it does. I’m not saying that we need to figure this out right now. It’s just… I can’t let you think he was angry with you when he wasn’t. And neither was I.”

Hoseok’s gaze falters, a few seconds of silence falling before he whispers, “Why not?”

“Why aren’t we angry at you?”

“I’ve been avoiding every talk I can since Chuseok, ignoring you even though you’re trying to help. How aren’t you angry?”

God, his poor mate. The fact that Hoseok’s shoulder is injured is the only thing keeping Namjoon from crushing him to his chest. They need to find a way to get closer.

“Will you lay down with me?” Namjoon asks. “I want to answer your question, but it’s killing me not to be able to hold you somehow – and I can tell you need it too. Please?”

For a moment, Hoseok looks uncertain, glancing up at the headboard of his bed and then back at Namjoon. “I don’t know about laying down, but… Back to chest? Or do you need to see my face the whole time?”

Namjoon shakes his head. “Just need you close right now, pup.”

It’s easy enough for Namjoon to sit up against Hoseok's headboard, though it takes his mate a few seconds longer to get comfortable up against him. There are a couple little gasps of pain, but really just when Hoseok accidentally raises his shoulders. Namjoon is very careful as he wraps his arms around Hoseok’s middle, mouth pressing a kiss to his scent gland.

As soon as they stop moving, Namjoon can feel some of the tension draining out of Hoseok – and his own alpha instincts feel much more settled too.

“There we go. Thank you for this. Now, you wanted to know why we’re not mad at you, even though you’ve been avoidant since Chuseok?”

“Yeah.”

“It’s because we know you’re hurting, baby. It’s frustrating and it’s difficult, but you’re not pushing us away because you don’t love us.”

“But you want to help.”

“Of course. Just like we want to help when Yoongi is feeling prickly, or when Taehyung is depressed. It doesn’t always mean we can, or even that it would fix anything if we could – but that doesn’t change the fact that we want to. No amount of you pushing us away is ever going to make us stop wanting to look after you.”

Hoseok swallows audibly, voice coming out in a whisper. “I’m sorry, Joon.”

“It’s okay, pup. I just want to try and reach some sort of understanding, not make you feel guilty. Are you alright if I want to talk about some of the other reasons you gave me for what happened? I know we got a little sidetracked.”

“Sure. Don’t know if they’ll be any easier, but…”

“That’s okay,” Namjoon assures him, still just so happy to have his face buried in his mate’s neck, even though his scent is missing. “Here, why don’t we take a break first? Let me scent you?”

“Don’t have to ask.”

“Let me ask for something else then? Will you let out your scent, pup?”

The air fills almost immediately with the bitter aroma of burnt coffee. “Sorry, it’s not good.”

“Nothing to be sorry for. Doesn’t need to be good for me to want to smell my mate. I’m always going to appreciate this.”

Without any more time wasted, Namjoon snakes his tongue over Hoseok’s scent gland, taking his time and making sure he’s very thorough. It doesn’t settle Hoseok immediately, but his scent does start to even out after a minute or so, breathing slowing down and his head tipping back to allow Namjoon more room. Encouraged by the response, Namjoon applies a bit more pressure with his tongue.

“You’re… It’s nice…” Hoseok mutters after another minute. “Sorry I can’t do it back like this.”

Honestly, in this moment… Namjoon sort of prefers that Hoseok can’t return the scenting. Makes it feel more like a display of ownership, something satisfying for his alpha brain to cling to even though there are so many other things he can’t control right now.

And he can’t quite keep himself from offering more.

“Would you like a nip? Just something small?”

“Might make it easier to talk.”

“Is that a yes, Hoseok?”

“It’s… Yeah. It’s a yes, alpha.”

Namjoon would love to sink his teeth in properly, to get Hoseok so fuzzy and relaxed that it’s easy to coax him up to the nest for sleep – but he holds back for now. They’ll get there eventually. For the time being, they have more talking to do, and he still gets to enjoy the feeling of gently biting down into his mate’s neck. There’s a shuddering little sigh from Hoseok, and then his body goes nearly liquid against Namjoon’s.

“There you go, pup. That’s better, isn’t it?”

“It’s better,” Hoseok agrees, voice gone soft and breathy. “Thank you.”

“Of course. Now, I’d like to address some more of what you said earlier. You mentioned not wanting to put more on my plate, and while I think that’s very sweet of you, I need you to understand that I’ll want to know what’s happening with my mates no matter how much is on my plate. If I’m going to lead this pack, I need you to trust me to handle that responsibility.”

Hoseok goes a little tense, another puff of burnt coffee rolling off of him. “I do, Joonie. You’re a great leader. We’d be lost without you, and–”

“It’s okay, pup. If you say you trust me, then I believe you. I just need to know you’ll remember that the next time something like this happens.”

“I will. I’m sorry. I just wanted…”

“To fix something?” Namjoon asks gently, pecking a kiss onto Hoseok’s scent gland. “That’s what you said earlier. What do you feel like you need to fix, baby?”

Hoseok freezes – not moving an inch or making a sound. Namjoon is pretty sure he’s even stopped breathing, a few seconds of complete silence passing between them while he sits rigid in Namjoon’s arms.

And then Hoseok breaks.

His breath leaves him in a strangled little sound as he croaks out, “Everything.” That single word is all he can manage as his shoulders start to shake and he brings a hand up to cover his face, clearly beginning to cry.

Namjoon isn’t exactly sure why that’s the question that cracks his mate open, but he’s determined to support him through it. Maybe if he does well enough, they can settle this latest batch of problems and get their pack back to functioning like it should. He’s now regretting the fact that he can’t see Hoseok’s face, but before he can even begin to try and reposition them, Hoseok is moving.

Within seconds, he’s turned and cuddled up to Namjoon’s chest, only letting out a single gasp of pain as he tries to raise his arm and place it over Namjoon’s middle.

“Don’t hurt yourself, pup,” Namjoon whispers, pulling Hoseok closer as gently as he possibly can, tangling their legs together to make up for the fact that Hoseok can’t get an arm around him the way he wants. “I’m right here. I’ve got you. It’s okay.”

Hoseok shakes his head, muttering something between his sobs that sounds an awful lot like ‘it’s not’, or maybe ‘I’m not’. It’s hard to say, but they don’t need to hash out the specifics right at this moment. For the time being, Namjoon is content to hold his mate close and press kisses into his hair while he cries, whispering every bit of reassurance that comes to his mind.

They stay that way for a while, and it would be a lie for Namjoon to say he doesn’t enjoy finally having Hoseok let him in again after what feels like forever. He might not like to see his mate hurting – but Hoseok has been hurting this whole time, carrying all of this pain around with him and running himself ragged trying to keep it all contained.

The words coming out of Hoseok’s mouth are mostly just disconnected mumbled bits of speech that Namjoon can’t quite make out, but there are some words that are clear enough to be understood.

“...hurting people… never be good enough for them… bad mate… bad son… can’t even do… Why isn’t it enough? …can’t I just… don’t even know who I’m supposed to be anymore and… hate this… m’so sorry…”

Namjoon holds Hoseok through every bit of it, until the words finally stop coming and the tears begin to slow down. He keeps talking every few seconds, just reassuring whispers that he hopes can break through whatever loop of harmful statements Hoseok’s brain has been feeding him.

“You’re okay, baby. I love you so much, and our pack is so much better with you in it. You’re enough for us. You’re amazing. It’s going to be alright.”

Eventually, they both go silent.

Hoseok is still crying, but he isn’t shaking anymore. His head has migrated up toward Namjoon’s neck, where he takes great big breaths of all the sandalwood scent being pumped out in response to his distress. It’s clear that his nose is stuffy after all of the tears, but Namjoon is close enough to be able to reach the box of tissues on Hoseok’s nightstand.

“Here, pup. You’ll be able to smell better.”

“Thanks,” Hoseok mutters, just barely audible as he lifts himself up to blow his nose. Luckily, the movement seems to cause him much less pain than before, which probably means that his medication has fully kicked in now. He even manages to lower himself back down again when he’s done, tear stained face only twisting into a tiny little grimace for a moment.

“You seem to be in less pain,” Namjoon says, tilting his head to allow Hoseok closer to his scent gland.

“Oh. Yeah, I think… Meds must have kicked in. But umm… God, I’m sorry, Joonie. I didn’t mean to lose it like that and cry all over you.”

“I can’t even begin to tell you how happy I am that you did. You’ve been holding everything in for so long, baby. Do you think you can tell me how you feel right now?”

“Exhausted,” Hoseok answers with a tiny puff of laughter that still sounds more sad than anything. For a moment, it seems like he might stop talking entirely, but then he lets out a sigh. “I just feel like I can’t make anybody happy right now. I’m still trying to figure out how to handle my parents – and I know I should tell them ‘no’, so please don’t tell me that. I just don’t know how yet, and I’m gonna need more time to figure it out. That’s gonna hurt everyone more. Then I fucked this whole job up and got us hurt and–”

“From my understanding, it wasn’t a single mistake that made the job go wrong,” Namjoon interrupts, keeping his voice low and not accusing. “I don’t think it’s fair to lay all that blame on yourself.”

Hoseok just shakes his head in response, going silent for a few seconds before moving on entirely. “After all of that, I screwed up again by making sure we lied to you and Jinnie. Taehyungie made the original suggestion, but I was the one who decided how we should actually execute it. Even Taehyung thought it was stupid, and Yoongi was too stressed to think properly. I should have been the one thinking through the consequences.”

Namjoon ignores the obvious change of subject for now. They can hopefully talk more about the job itself tomorrow – get all the details hashed out, and figure out why exactly Hoseok feels like he’s the one to blame for things going south. For tonight, they can keep the focus on the dishonesty and get those feelings processed. It will make it easier to talk tomorrow if they can put this disagreement behind them and face the rest as a team.

“I do appreciate you taking responsibility for making a mistake, and I feel like you understand why it was the wrong thing to do. That being said, I think it’s important to acknowledge again the amount of stress you’ve been under and how much pain your shoulder was likely causing you.”

“Sure, but I still fucked up. I hurt you – hurt Jinnie even more than I already was, and–”

“And it’s going to be okay, Hoseok. As long as you understand why we were upset, and you’ll agree to try to be more honest going forward, that’s all I need.”

“I’ll try,” Hoseok agrees, voice strained as he takes a deep breath and presses a kiss to Namjoon’s chest.

Namjoon returns the kiss, lips pecking several times onto Hoseok’s forehead. “I love you. Thank you for helping me understand, pup – and for letting me look after you.”

“Love you too, Joonie. Thanks for letting me cry all over you, and for putting up with my shit. I’m umm… not sure how much longer I can stay awake.”

Charitably, Namjoon ignores that little insinuation that he’s simply ‘putting up’ with his mate. Hoseok is tired. He needs rest before anything else will even have a chance of getting through his walls.

“Yeah? You think you’re ready to come up to the nest with me?”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Hoseok swallows and says, “I might not be able to cuddle properly. If it would be easier for me to stay–”

“Baby, we’ll make sure you’re comfortable. The most important thing right now is getting all of us safe and in the nest together. We want you there with us. Honestly, it might help the others if they could fuss over you a little too. Let them set you up somewhere nice and comfy to sleep.”

“Alright. Might need a little help getting up.”

“I’m on it.”

Namjoon manages to get both of them to their feet, taking the opportunity to lean in for a proper kiss after all the emotions the two of them have just shared. Things might be a far cry from perfect, but at least they’re better – and having all of them together will help even more.

Everything else can wait until tomorrow.

Notes:

I am very sorry to inform you that things are definitely going to get worse before they get better, but at least we've tackled one set of hurt feelings here.

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude, and then Sunday for the downward slide - although we've definitely got a little comfort coming along with it. See you there! :D

Chapter 123: Interlude – Downhill

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: alright things are finally slowing down (;^ω^)

[Tae]: had a chance to talk with jinnie-hyung and joonie-hyung

[Tae]: we’ve got Yoongi-hyung settled

[Tae]: now just waiting for hobi-hyung and namjoon-hyung to come up to the nest

[Tae]: and i realize you guys are kind of in the dark at the moment

[JK]: yeah what happened

[Jimin]: Jin-hyung texted us earlier that you guys were attacked? In Busan? (;●_●)

[JK]: we didnt get a lot of details

[Tae]: probably because i didn’t give them a lot of details when I called this morning

[Tae]: i can bring you guys up to speed

[Tae]: can i call? it’ll be easier than typing all of this up

[Jimin]: Video call? I wanna see Yoongi-hyung and Jin-hyung too

[Jimin]: If that’s okay ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: yeah i’m sure they’d love to say hi

~~

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Jimin]: Good morning (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: So uh

[Jimin]: How did stuff turn out last night after everyone came to the nest?

[JK]: hows hobi hyung

[Jimin]: Yeah and Yoongi-hyung too

[Jimin]: Actually just

[Jimin]: How are all of you? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: yeah thats a good point

[JK]: are namjoon hyung and jin hyung doing okay too

~

[Tae]: shit sorry i couldn’t answer right away guys

[Tae]: this morning has been hectic ( ; ω ; )

[JK]: did something else happen

[Jimin]: Is everything okay?

[Tae]: everyone is objectively fine

[Tae]: we just talked through what happened and what we know

[Tae]: trying to make a plan for how to deal with the kangs now that they’re actively looking for revenge

[Jimin]: You’re assuming they’ll try again?

[Tae]: we kind of have to assume that i think

[Tae]: can’t let them catch us off guard like that again ᇂ_ᇂ

[JK]: so whats the plan then

[Tae]: namjoon-hyung and jin-hyung are working through their contacts

[Tae]: trying to get more info and maybe even find a way to get in touch and try to make peace

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung has a mountain of data to get through. receipts and burner phones and all the security footage and other stuff he was able to get

[Tae]: so i don’t expect to see much of him for a while

[Tae]: me and hobi-hyung are working on security

[Tae]: we’ve got meetings set up with shownu-ssi’s entire group

[Tae]: except the man himself (;^ω^)

[Tae]: he was on vacation this last week but he’s going to have a cow when he gets back tomorrow

[Jimin]: Okay that’s a lot to deal with

[Jimin]: Is there anything we can do to help? (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Tae]: not really at the moment

[Tae]: just be careful

[Tae]: i don’t think we run a lot of risk of being hit here in seoul but who knows after what just happened

[JK]: we can definitely do that hyung

[Tae]: oh also

[Tae]: not one hundred percent sure

[Tae]: but this is probably gonna get a little rough for yoongi-hyung. he had that wild almost manic look in his eyes this morning

[Tae]: so if he starts sending you weird paranoid messages about digital security or something

[Tae]: don’t worry too much (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: why would he do that

[JK]: does he think they got into someones computer or something

[Tae]: not yet but he might later

[Jimin]: Once he’s been awake for a couple of days straight you mean? (´;︵;`)

[Tae]: yeah basically

[Tae]: things were already messy and they might get weirder for a while

[Tae]: hobi-hyung seems even more distant ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: idk

[Tae]: we’ll make it through and figure something out. i just don’t know exactly how that’s gonna look

[JK]: thats okay

[Jimin]: Yeah. We’ll try to be helpful where we can

[Jimin]: And we understand if you guys are busier than normal for a while (^-^)

[Tae]: thank you

[Tae]: this next week for sure is gonna be hectic

[JK]: its okay hyung

[JK]: you guys just do what you need to do

[Jimin]: Yeah exactly

[Tae]: i'll do my best to keep you in the loop

[JK]: thanks

[Jimin]: We appreciate it (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~~

[Shownu to Taehyung]

[Shownu]: Taehyung-ssi, Minhyuk just told me what happened. I apologize. We should have been there.

[Tae]: first off you’re on vacation

[Tae]: you can worry about it when you get back

[Tae]: second it was me and hoseok who decided not to take anyone so that isn’t your fault

[Shownu]: I would like to insist that you bring someone along every time you leave for work going forward. If one of you were to be seriously injured or die under our care simply due to lack of planning, I would be very upset.

[Tae]: yeah i think we’ve all come to that same conclusion (;^ω^)

[Tae]: i’m still not taking anyone when i do jobs alone but if the hyungs are there then i need someone watching them when i can’t

[Shownu]: Agreed. I’m not worried about you looking after yourself.

[Tae]: good. now enjoy the rest of your vacation

[Shownu]: I’ll see you tonight for the meeting with the rest of my team.

[Tae]: you really don’t have to come

[Tae]: we can fill you in and get your input once you’re scheduled to be back

[Shownu]: Thank you for the concern, but I would feel better if I was there. Otherwise I’ll just be at home thinking about it all night.

[Tae]: alright. i won’t stop you

[Tae]: i'm sorry this happened and i fully expect you to take a longer vacation when all of this is over

[Shownu]: I’m sure I’ll manage something. Thank you.

~~

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Have you and Jin-hyung turned up anything?

[Namjoon]: Very little. Jin has some contacts who claim to have done a bit of real estate business with the Kangs, but that’s all.

[Namjoon]: I’ll be sending you a couple of names as soon as they tell us exactly who signed their paperwork.

[Yoongi]: Great. Just send me anything you get your hands on and I’ll sift through it.

[Yoongi]: Copies of the paperwork if you can.

[Namjoon]: I’ll see what we can do.

~~

[Hoseok to Taehyung]

[Hobi]: i've got another meeting. gonna take hyungwon with me.

[Tae]: someone else who might have info?

[Hobi]: yeah :DDD

[Hobi]: here’s hoping it goes better than the last one.

[Tae]: you sure you’re up for it? (;^ω^)

[Hobi]: of course i am baby :DDD

[Hobi]: don’t worry about that.

[Tae]: i just haven’t seen you since yesterday so i wasn’t sure you were feeling okay

[Hobi]: oh i’m okay taehyungie. just been busy working.

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: just checking

[Hobi]: thanks for looking out for me honey <333

[Tae]: always (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: let me know how your meeting goes?

[Hobi]: will do :)

~~

[Taehyung to Yoongi]

[Tae]: hobi-hyung is doing that thing where he’s acting extra happy ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: has he talked to you?

[Yoongi]: Nope. I’ve been busy. I’m sure he’s fine baby. There’s a lot to think about right now and we’re all trying to get to the bottom of it.

[Tae]: but he usually only does this when things get bad

[Yoongi]: I mean, things are kind of bad right now.

[Yoongi]: He’s hurt. Stuff with his parents. All of this shit that happened in Busan.

[Tae]: yeah exactly

[Tae]: will you talk to him?

[Tae]: you’ll have better luck than me

[Yoongi]: He’ll talk when he’s ready. Now I really should finish working on this.

[Yoongi]: Let me know if you find any other info to follow up on.

[Tae]: (¬_¬”)

[Tae]: when was the last time you slept hyung

[Tae]: don’t ignore me

[Tae]: hyuuuuuuunnnnngggg

[Tae]: fine

[Tae]: i guess you’re in deep again

[Tae]: you know all this is gonna get you is joonie-hyung coming down to give you a nip and put you to bed ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: but whatever

~~

[Jungkook to Namjoon]

[JK]: are you doing okay hyung

[Namjoon]: Yes. I’m managing, pup.

[Namjoon]: How are you feeling?

[JK]: miss you

[JK]: i know all of our schedules have been crazy with you guys trying to deal with all your stuff and me and jiminie both working on school stuff

[JK]: just weird that its been like four days since i saw you last

[Namjoon]: I miss you too. Both of you.

[Namjoon]: Will either of you be home tomorrow morning around 8:00?

[JK]: ill be here but jiminie has class

[JK]: will you be in the area

[Namjoon]: Briefly. Jin and I have a plane to catch at 9:00, but we could stop by for a few minutes before we go?

[Namjoon]: Maybe scent a few things for the two of you?

[JK]: where are you guys going

[Namjoon]: Just a quick overnight trip to meet with some people who might be able to get us into contact with the Kangs.

[JK]: will you have security

[JK]: youre not gonna try to meet with the kangs without taetae right

[JK]: i dont want you guys to get hurt

[Namjoon]: Nothing to worry about, baby. We’re bringing plenty of security and only meeting with people we already know. Hoping to trade some information, but the type of people we work with prefer to do that sort of thing in person.

[JK]: okay as long as youre being careful

[Namjoon]: Very careful. I promise.

[Namjoon]: Can we stop in to see you?

[JK]: yes please

[Namjoon]: Thank you. Don’t worry. We’ll get to the bottom of this.

~~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Jin]: Our first meeting of the day has produced very little info we don’t already have. At least other than the fact that the Kangs are more of a syndicate than a family. Originally composed of three families back in the 80’s and headed by a man with the family name ‘Kang’.

[Jin]: Since then they’ve taken in anyone they can find, from street kids to disgraced members of other crime empires across the country. Their leadership is centralized, but with no family lineage to follow, there tends to be a fight for succession whenever the head of the group steps down or dies.

[Jin]: Other than that, most of our knowledge was simply confirmed. The Kangs operate out of Changwon and recently attempted to expand to Seoul. No idea where to find them or how to get into touch, but we have other meetings later today.

[Tae]: thanks for the update

[Tae]: stay safe

[Hobi]: yeah no surprise visits with anyone we didn’t clear ;D

[Namjoon]: Of course. We’ll stick to the plan exactly.

[Tae]: hopefully the next meeting has more info (;^ω^)

[Jin]: I’m hoping so. We’ll update you immediately.

~~

[Jin to Taehyung]

[Jin]: Has anything changed without me and Joon-ah home? Is Yoongi-yah sleeping?

[Tae]: wanna take a guess (¬_¬”)

[Jin]: That bad?

[Tae]: i took him some breakfast and he must have forgotten to lock his door cause i was able to get in

[Tae]: he’s got every single monitor on and like half of them playing security footage

[Tae]: dinner from last night was still untouched on his coffee table. i mean at least he brought it in the room but still

[Jin]: That is not ideal.

[Jin]: Does it look like he’s been eating anything?

[Tae]: i saw one open single serve bag of those little chips joonie-hyung likes

[Tae]: otherwise just tons of energy drinks ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: his scent is starting to get really off but that’s not exactly a surprise

[Jin]: Did he talk to you?

[Tae]: only for a second but as soon as i tried to mention something that wasn’t work related he just changed the subject and went back to watching his monitors

[Jin]: I see. He’s fallen quite far then.

[Tae]: yeah. probably the worst it’s been for at least a couple years ( ; ω ; )

[Jin]: Do I dare ask about Hobi-yah?

[Tae]: still laying it on REAL thick with the ‘wow i’m so happy’ act

[Tae]: while holed up in his room almost as much as yoongi-hyung

[Tae]: i don’t know which one of them is going to crack first

[Tae]: but it’s going to be ugly as long as the other one is still too wrapped up in self destructing to be able to help ( ╥ω╥ )

[Jin]: Yes, I’m afraid we may need to look at alternate methods very soon.

[Tae]: agreed

[Tae]: can’t let them both just keep going forever

[Tae]: i know they’ll crash eventually

[Tae]: just…

[Tae]: it’s been a long time since things were this bad

[Jin]: It has, yes. Are you feeling alright, darling?

[Tae]: no ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: but i know it’s going to be okay

[Jin]: I’m sorry we had to go. As soon as we get back tomorrow, we’ll get you up to the nest for some proper settling.

[Jin]: Joon-ah isn’t feeling the best either. Too many things going wrong and Yoongi-yah refused to unlock the bedroom door to let him inside last night.

[Tae]: probably afraid of getting nipped into submission ᇂ_ᇂ

[Jin]: I would imagine so, yes.

[Tae]: how are you holding up though hyung?

[Jin]: I’m okay, I believe. It helps that Joon-ah and I are making at least some headway even if it’s nothing actionable. Movement feels better than staying in the house while Yoongi-yah and Hobi-yah spiral.

[Tae]: maybe i should have come with you guys

[Tae]: i want to get out of here but i feel like i need to be doing SOMETHING

[Jin]: Darling, there’s nothing wrong with taking a break. We have plenty of security at the house, so if there’s somewhere you’d rather be, maybe it would be good to get away for a while.

[Tae]: i dunno

[Tae]: we’ll see i guess

[Tae]: jiminie is texting me now so i’m gonna go. talk to you later hyung (´♥ω♥`)

[Jin]: Alright. Take care of yourself, love. I’ll let you know how our next meeting goes.

[Tae]: sounds good

[Tae]: love you hyung

[Jin]: I love you too <3

~~

[Jimin to Taehyung]

[Jimin]: Hey TaeTae (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: How are things?

[Tae]: considering that yoongi-hyung is on a bender

[Tae]: hobi-hyung has hardly left his room except for ‘work’ and our security meetings

[Tae]: which there have been way too goddamn many of

[Tae]: and the fact that namjoon-hyung and jin-hyung’s first meeting of the day turned up basically nothing

[Tae]: not fucking great ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Wow okay yeah that’s a lot ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: yeah

[Tae]: i feel like i’m going to scream

[Tae]: actually i might

[Tae]: not like either of those two would hear it when they’re sealed up in their rooms (¬_¬”)

[Tae]: but i don’t want to worry shownu-ssi

[Tae]: if he hears that he’ll definitely come running

[Jimin]: Okay hear me out

[Jimin]: I know there’s a lot to do

[Jimin]: But you need a break (^-^)

[Tae]: ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: i know

[Tae]: but

[Tae]: what if something happens

[Jimin]: That’s why you have security

[Jimin]: Who I’m pretty sure you trust with your life

[Jimin]: I get off in half an hour. I could come over?

[Jimin]: You wouldn’t even have to leave (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: maybe… i might want to leave?

[Jimin]: Yeah? Wanna get out of the house for a little bit?

[Jimin]: I could take you out to eat?

[Tae]: nest with me on your living room floor instead?

[Tae]: we can order in and you could give me cuddles until i feel better (〃ω〃)

[Jimin]: That definitely works (^-^)

[Jimin]: Wanna meet at the apartment?

[Tae]: actually…

[Tae]: i might not feel like waiting that long

[Tae]: i’ll text wonho-ssi and let him know i’m picking you up instead

[Tae]: wanna cuddle in the backseat asap (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: Perfect. See you soon TaeTae ♡

Notes:

On Sunday we'll get poor Tae some comfort, check in on Yoongi and Hobi, then spend a little time with Jin and Joon. See you there :D

Chapter 124: Frustration

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As soon as Jimin gets off of work, Taehyung is there waiting for him.

He’s met in the hotel lobby by a member of the security team, just like every other day, and together they make their way out to the black car waiting just out front. Taehyung is leaning out the passenger side window, head resting on his folded arms as he watches the hotel entrance, and his eyes light up the moment he spots Jimin.

Taehyung rushes out of the car in a flash, crashing into Jimin with enough force that he stumbles back with a laugh.

“Hey TaeTae. It’s so good to see you.” Jimin leans in for a scenting straight away, eager to help his mate feel better. The smell of maple rolling off of Taehyung is nowhere near as sweet as usual, though it does get better as Jimin’s tongue swipes over the skin.

“It’s so nice to see you too. You have no idea,” Taehyung groans, returning the scenting and letting out a whine – presumably because of the fact that Jimin is wearing scent blocker for work like he always does. “C’mon. I have wet wipes in the car, and then we can cuddle too. Need you close so bad right now.”

“I could kind of tell by how you practically tackled me, but yeah. Let’s get in the car.”

Taehyung doesn’t even want to talk on the ride home. He just takes a wet wipe to Jimin’s neck and then buries his face there for the rest of the ride, sometimes scenting him and other times just breathing right next to the scent gland while he clings to Jimin. It takes nearly the whole ride for his scent to begin to even out, and as soon as the car stops and Jimin moves to get out, it tips right back to something muted.

Jimin freezes in an instant, giving up on getting out of the car and simply squeezing Taehyung closer instead. “Do you not wanna go in yet? We can stay for a bit if you need to, baby.”

“It’s okay. I think I just… I might have needed this more than I thought – but I’ll feel even better in a nest, so we can go.”

“You don’t smell like you’re ready to go.”

“Sorry,” Taehyung mumbles, pulling back with a little frown on his face. “Just feels really nice to be close to you, but I’ll make it a couple of minutes while we go inside.”

That’s not quite good enough for Jimin, not when there’s something he can do that might settle his mate a little. It’s easy enough to slip out of his jacket, pressing the fabric to his neck to make sure it’s well scented and then draping it around Taehyung’s shoulders. “Here. It’s not much, but it should help just a bit. Let’s get you inside.”

The journey up to the apartment isn’t too long, but Taehyung’s scent is muted all the way up until they’re in the elevator and Jimin can wrap him up in another hug. After that, it’s just a super short walk into the apartment, where they begin building their nest immediately.

It’s different with just the two of them. Normally Jungkook would be following behind to make aesthetic adjustments, but now it’s just a whole mess of different colored blankets and pillows that neither of them seem entirely happy with.

“Do you think…” Taehyung starts, trailing off as he tilts his head, eyes scanning the nest. “It looks weird?”

What would Jungkook do if he was here right now?

“It definitely needs something,” Jimin mutters, eyes scanning the room but finding nothing appealing. They’ve got to have something that’ll work… Maybe in the bedroom, or– “Oh, I know! Kookie has all those colored sheets you bought us stashed up in the top shelf of the closet. They’re so high up that I didn’t even see them when I was looking for materials.”

“That’ll be way better. Want it to be pretty for when Jungkookie gets done with work.”

It doesn’t take them long to pull down a set of the sheets (Taehyung picks out purple) and some pillowcases to go with them. They stretch the big sheet over their entire nest and then handle the pillowcases from inside. By the time they’re done, Taehyung’s maple scent has finally returned to its usual level of sweetness, and the two of them manage to settle comfortably lying face to face in their finished nest.

“Feeling better?” Jimin asks, brushing some of the hair away from Taehyung’s forehead so he can press a kiss there.

“Yeah, a lot better. Sorry, I think I was more overwhelmed than I realized.”

“That’s okay. The last… God, how long has it been since Chuseok? Not quite two weeks? You guys have managed to fit a lot of stress into that time.”

Taehyung lets out a puff of laughter. “We really have. It’s not even just the actual stress either. I think most of it would be fine if Hobi-hyung and Yoongi-hyung could just… I don’t know. I don’t want to deny Hobi-hyung his time to process and figure things out with his parents. It’s just that I also don’t think that’s the only thing on his mind? Hard to say when he won’t talk.”

It really does hurt to think that Hoseok is still suffering – and it’s even worse that Jimin doesn’t feel like there’s anything he can do. Every time he tries to reach out, Hoseok either talks around the problem or makes it clear he’s not really looking to discuss it at the moment.

And honestly, not being able to do anything for Yoongi right now doesn’t feel good either.

“At least Hoseok-hyung answers my messages,” Jimin says. “I’ve tried texting Yoongi-hyung a few times, but he only answered once and it didn’t seem like he was in his right mind. Wanted some info from the back of our router, like the serial number and for me to check if it looked like it was tampered with.”

“Oh god, he’s really getting in deep.” Taehyung lets out a sigh, scooting in closer so he can tuck his head under Jimin’s chin. “M’pretty sure he hasn’t slept since the night we got back.”

“Really? How long can he keep that up?”

“With enough stimulants and energy drinks, he can survive on brief naps for way longer than you want to know – but at some point Namjoon-hyung will go in there and put him down. He’s locking his door right now, but Hobi-hyung picked it the last time. Never seen Yoongi-hyung give him such a dirty look in my life, but they made up as soon as he finally got some rest.”

“So this happens… often?”

“Not nearly as much as it used to back in the day,” Taehyung says. “Things have gotten way better these last few years, but every now and then he still goes off the rails. Now it’s just like once a year instead of every few months.”

“Every few months? That sounds chaotic.”

“Oh it definitely was. We were a way smaller operation back then, but that meant we did everything ourselves.”

“Don’t you guys still kind of do that? Like I know you have a big security team and warehouse employees and stuff, but it’s not like the hyungs have secretaries or anyone designated to take meetings for them. Not that there’s anything exactly wrong with that. It just looks a lot different from what I saw in the Jeon family. I know they’re way bigger and the business models are different, but–”

“No, it’s a fair point,” Taehyung interrupts. “I’ve talked with Jin-hyung a few times about how it might look for him and Joonie-hyung to take a step back someday, but we’ve just been getting bigger and bigger with things running this way. I think it’s hard to try and give up control when it’s working so well from a business standpoint, but we all know the day is going to come when they’re ready to do less. Hell, if we keep going the way we are, there’s a good possibility that we could even get out of the business entirely someday.”

Jimin can feel his mouth drop open. It’s not that nobody ever leaves the business, but… “What then? Would you stay in Seoul?”

That has Taehyung pulling back with a confused expression on his face. “Why did you ask like that?”

“What do you mean?”

“Like you wouldn’t be coming with us if we did?”

“Oh, no. I didn’t mean it that way,” Jimin corrects, shaking his head. “Sorry. It’s just… I’m assuming you’ve talked about what you might do after all of this? And I don’t know if that was before me and Kookie, or…?”

“Sorry… I think I’m still a little on edge. We haven’t really talked about where we would go yet. Have you guys ever wanted to live anywhere else?”

“Not really. Seoul made sense for what we wanted to do when we left home, but I haven’t thought a lot about what we might do after this. What about you? Is there anywhere you want to go?”

“I’ve thought about leaving the city,” Taehyung says, gaze falling down toward Jimin’s chest while an almost sad looking smile tugs at his lips. “Not really looking for farm life or anything, but I miss being able to see the stars. Then again, I also really like living where there’s a lot to do, so maybe I’d just like for us to have a vacation home somewhere away from the city? I don’t know.”

Jimin reaches out to cup Taehyung’s cheek, brushing some stray hairs behind his ear. “I’m kind of surprised you guys don’t have something like that already. Have you talked to the hyungs about it?”

“Not really. Might float the idea to Jin-hyung eventually though, just since his family owns so many vacation properties. They’re always buying and selling that sort of stuff, so maybe they already have one… although I do kind of like the idea of picking something out ourselves. Either way, it feels like too much work right now. Not the sort of thing anyone needs dropped on their plate.”

Okay, this is worse than Jimin thought. It’s pretty rare to see Taehyung anything less than ecstatic to share his desires, especially if they involve shopping of any kind. It’s not like money is going to be an object for the pack, so he knows that isn’t a factor. If anything, it’s probably something the hyungs would love to do with Taehyung.

So… Maybe for right now, they’re better off dropping the conversation altogether. Jimin can bring it back up at a different time, when they can work together to figure out how to make progress toward what Taehyung wants. For now, they should focus their attention on getting him settled and feeling more like himself.

“I’m pretty sure the hyungs would love talking to you about it,” Jimin says, gently tipping Taehyung’s face up to look at him. “But I think right now we should talk about something else.”

“Something wrong?”

“Not exactly. I can just tell that you’re still stressed. Even if nesting is helping, I don’t think it’s doing enough – so how about this: You let me nip you, we order some food, then we cuddle and talk more, or watch any show you want until Kookie gets home later. Does that sound okay?”

Taehyung’s eyes well up almost immediately as he stares back at Jimin with his mouth dropping open. “I… You really– That sounds so nice,” he mutters, a couple of tears falling down his cheeks as he blinks. “Are you sure? You don’t have to if–”

“TaeTae, I want to. Come here. Let me look after you?” That’s all it takes to have Taehyung practically tumbling forward until he and Jimin are entirely pressed together, his shoulders shaking as he lets himself cry. “There you go,” Jimin coos. “It’s okay. You can cry. Let it out, and when you’re done I can give you your nip.”

“I just hate the waiting,” Taehyung whines into Jimin’s neck, speaking around sniffles and hiccups. “Everything right now takes time and I can’t do anything to help until that time passes. It’s not fair.”

“You’re right. It isn’t fair. I wish there was more we could do right now too, but it’s going to be okay.”

“Doesn’t feel okay.”

“I know, baby. I know. I’ve got you. I’m right here and I’m not going anywhere.”

Jimin stays exactly where he is, pressing kisses to Taehyung's scent gland and whispering soft little reassurances every now and then. Within a few minutes, he finds himself crying a tiny bit too. It's not the same sort of utterly overwhelmed tears that are coming from Taehyung, but it still feels nice to get them out. Everything does seem chaotic at the moment, with the pack in disarray and his (and Jungkook’s) own schedule packed fuller than usual. There's just a lot happening, and Taehyung is right that the waiting doesn't feel good.

He wants to help, and he’s glad that Taehyung being here like this gives him an opportunity to do that.

When Taehyung’s tears finally stop coming, Jimin leans in for the nip. He takes it slow, opening his mouth wide over Taehyung’s scent gland to give him plenty of warning for what’s coming. Of course, he doesn’t shy away for even a moment. If anything, he tips his head further, arching up into Jimin’s teeth and letting out the softest little sigh of pleasure when Jimin finally bites down.

It feels good to have Taehyung like this, whining on each exhale while every bit of tension leaves his body, and his scent coming in perfectly sweet waves of maple that make Jimin’s mouth water as he works his tongue gently over the scent gland. He lingers there for a while before he finishes the nip, delicately withdrawing his teeth but unwilling to move away for even a second.

Thankfully, Taehyung doesn’t want to move either. He seems perfectly content, giving a few tiny kitten licks to return the scenting and making a contented little hum. “Feels good,” he mutters, just barely audible. “So much better. Thank you, Jiminie.”

“Thank you for letting me. Wanna stay here for a little longer before we worry about food?”

“Yes please.”

They don’t move for almost half an hour, both perfectly content to stay wrapped together while they exchange occasional scentings. After one particularly long growl from Taehyung’s stomach, they do finally make progress on ordering some food – cuddling the whole time as they browse their options.

The next several hours pass in a haze of cuddles, good food, and a brand new drama that Taehyung picks out. Both their scents stay nice and sweet, something that Jimin doesn’t give much thought to until he sees the huge smile that stretches across Jungkook’s face when he gets home from work, walking in the door and taking an immediate deep breath.

Taehyung has had more than enough time to regain his coordination after the nip Jimin gave him – and he puts it to good use running across the apartment and leaping into Jungkook’s arms. “Hi, Jungkookie! I’m so glad you’re home. Gonna watch our show with us?”

The grin on Jungkook’s face gets somehow even wider as he spins the two of them in a circle and presses a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek. “Sure thing, hyung. I didn’t realize you were coming over today.”

“Kind of a last minute thing,” Jimin explains, walking over to join them and leaning in for a quick peck from Jungkook. “TaeTae was having a bad day.”

“Oh, are you feeling better now? Looks like you guys were nesting, so if you’re up for more cuddles I’d love to get in there with you too.”

“Yes please,” Taehyung says. “Cuddles and you watching our show with us… but we should get you changed first.”

Jimin nods in agreement. “Yeah, some soft clothes will be good, and we can get that scent blocker wiped off too.”

“Does that mean a shower is out of the question? I feel like I could kind of use one after work.”

There’s silence for a moment as Taehyung considers this, face scrunched up in thought. “Okay,” he eventually says. “If you need to shower, then me and Jiminie can bake cookies like we were talking about earlier – but after that I want you in the nest with us. Does that sound alright?”

Jungkook lets out a laugh. “Cuddles and cookies? Yeah, I think I can manage that.”

*******

[Taehyung to Yoongi and Hoseok]

[Tae]: hey i wont be home tonight ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: gonna crash with jiminie and jungkookie

[Hobi]: sounds good :DDD

[Hobi]: thanks for letting us know baby <333

[Hobi]: give each of them a kiss for me.

~

Yoongi barely registers the sound of his phone going off.

He’s in the middle of about seventeen different things, so when he glances at the screen and sees that Hoseok has already taken care of responding, he doesn’t bother doing the same. All of the omegas being together and at the apartment means that the only people home right now are him and Hoseok.

And that means no chance of being interrupted while he checks on a few things around the house.

Hoseok is too busy processing to worry about Yoongi, all wrapped up in trying to figure out how to handle those stupid goddamn jobs from his parents – and probably working on what happened in Busan too.

It’s the perfect time to chance taking care of a few things that require leaving his room and making a bit of noise.

He’s been locking the door for a while now. (Days? Has it been days? Probably not.) Namjoon and Jin are way too antsy after everything that’s happened, and they don’t understand that Yoongi needs to work. He has to get to the bottom of this pile of data and find something they can use.

Considering how easily Hoseok managed to pick his lock the last time, Yoongi made sure the new lock he installed isn’t quite so easy to get through. In fact, he skipped the lock altogether and went with a deadbolt – but that isn’t quite enough. He bought (but never installed) a little chain for his door over a year ago in what felt at the time like a fit of paranoia, although it seems more like genius now.

With no risk of being heard, he pops another adderall and gets to work installing the mechanism to his door. He’s not worried at all about Hoseok hearing the sound of his drill running, and the task itself is simple enough, especially once the pill kicks in and he’s hit with a new wave of focus.

Just one more layer of security established.

After the chain is installed, he briefly abandons his computers (after checking several times that all of his programs are running smoothly in the background and everything is locked down) and heads out of his room for the first time in… he isn’t really sure. He’s been thinking in terms of data sorted and hours of security footage watched and rewatched for so long now that he isn’t even really sure what day it is.

Not as though that really matters. The only thing he needs to do is chase leads and keep his mates safe – hence this brief trip out into the rest of the house.

See, he’s been thinking.

They’ve never really had cameras in their house. They decided against it a long time ago after weighing the pros and cons, but considering everything happening, maybe it’s time to revisit that. And that means scouting possible locations. Also he’s run out of food and coffee, so he needs to grab some extra from the kitchen.

He leaves enough coffee in the kitchen for Jin to make a pot or two, then takes the remaining two containers with him along with a bag of chips from the cupboard. It’s not like he needs a lot of food. Just something quick and inoffensive for when another wave of nausea or lightheadedness hits. He did attempt to pick at the breakfast Taehyung brought him this morning, but every attempted bite made his stomach turn.

Real food can wait until he’s made some progress.

Coffee and chips in hand, he begins scouting for good camera locations. Obviously the foyer is a must. If anybody is coming into their home, the most likely route is the front door – though the other external doors are also a concern… Did they even lock the doors leading to the garden? What about the windows in the living room?

Entirely distracted, Yoongi rushes through the empty house checking doors and windows alike. Everything is locked, but that doesn’t stop him from making a second round just to be sure, mind filled with images of a group of men slipping easily into their home.

There’s no way he’s going to let that happen.

By the time he gets back to his room, one of the canisters of coffee is missing, and he’s so lightheaded that he basically falls back into his chair. He lets his body tip forward until he’s hunched over, resting his forehead on the cool surface of his desk as he breathes deeply. His heart is fluttering in his chest, but that’s just the stimulants acting up a little. It’s nothing to worry about and–

Shit. He’s pretty sure he forgot to lock his door.

In a rush, he stands up and starts heading for the door, only to be forced to stop after a step or two as his vision swims and goes black. He reaches for his chair to steady himself, but all his hands find is empty air.

~~

An undetermined amount of time later, Yoongi wakes up on the floor just a few feet from his desk. It’s impossible to tell if he was out for a minute or for a few hours… but he does feel a little better – probably. Maybe? Definitely not his back, which is a good indicator he was here for at least a little bit of a nap.

He must have needed it.

Still so much left to do. Gotta check on the scans that were running and… something else… Oh, the door!

Yoongi isn’t proud of how long it takes him to stand, his body protesting every movement with various aches and pains, but he does eventually manage to get up. On shaky legs, he shuffles his way over to the door, locking the deadbolt and then securing the little newly-installed door chain.

After that, it’s back to his desk. His head is pounding, so he gets another pot of coffee going and then tries to figure out how long he was on his floor for. It’s nearly two in the morning, and Taehyung’s last messages to him and Hoseok were from about six hours ago, so it’s safe to say he was on his floor for something close to three hours after all his running around the house.

That’s three hours lost, but hopefully now he’ll be able to go for a while before he passes out again.

There’s a few other messages he missed. Some selcas of the omegas all happy together at the apartment, and a few messages in response from Namjoon. Good to know those three are alright at least. One less thing for Yoongi to worry about.

He takes a few minutes to drink a fresh cup of coffee and check on his computers, trying to figure out where he left off. Looks like the scans of the burner phones they managed to grab off the corpses in Busan have yielded nothing. Another dead end. Yoongi pitches them into a cardboard box he’s designated for garbage, then looks over the rest of his monitors.

Security footage is still playing on most of them. Yoongi has seen every second of it by now, but he keeps it running just in case he’s missed something. All his scans of their home network have come back clean. No new messages back from any of his contacts online about possible leads. His web scraping programs are running with nothing to show so far, and he’s still waiting on phone records from Jin’s contact – who they discovered was very much alive and apparently not aware of anything to do with a meeting in Busan.

So he’s got nothing.

Which means it’s back to trying to trace financial records. They got an account number from the single ID they took from the scene, but tracing the payments back has been a nightmare of shell corporations and dead ends.

He lets out a sigh, looking up to the couple of monitors that have been running the live feed from Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment for so long now. The living room is pretty dark, but he can just barely make out the shape of all three omegas huddled up together in their nest.

Between the comfort of that sight, and his short nap on the floor, it’s definitely time to get back to work.

He’s got to be close to something.

*******

Hoseok is spiraling.

He has been ever since they got back from Busan, but it’s only gotten worse with time. His parents have started emailing him every day looking for a response about those damn jobs. The first week, they seemed to assume he was still busy with some other big, important work, but they’re starting to get impatient now.

His decision on that matter has already been made. He’s just terrified about actually following through with it.

It’s impossible to plan for something he’s never really allowed himself to consider – not just saying no to his parents, but likely severing their business ties entirely. Which probably means…

No. Don’t think about it.

Unfortunately, the only other thing he can think about right now is just how profoundly he’s let down his mates. Each time he closes his eyes, it’s like he’s faced with another disappointed face. The way Jungkook’s expression falls whenever Hoseok screws up and hides his scent on instinct again. Jimin looking discouraged at another opening to talk being declined. Namjoon watching him shatter and being unable to fix it.

When he manages to avoid seeing those images, there are worse ones waiting. Flashes of Yoongi and Taehyung back in Busan, being hit by those men. And of course, Jin.

He’s hurt.’

That’s what Namjoon said.

Not like Hoseok doesn’t know that already. He’s hurting Jin. He’s hurting the rest of his mates. His carelessness in Busan physically hurt Taehyung and Yoongi.

All he does is fuck up.

The worst part is that he knows that if he hadn't been so stuck in his own head when they went to Busan, he never would have made so many careless mistakes. Wouldn’t have let Yoongi open that door, or left his gun across the goddamn room, or let Taehyung leave the apartment without a weapon. There were so many chances for him to do at least something right, and he missed every goddamn one of them because he was so worried about things with his parents and all the trouble stemming from it.

What’s the point of wearing all those masks if this is how it turns out – if none of them actually work?

And who is he without them?

The ‘dutiful son’ mask is going to be shredded after this, and his reputation as a thief could go down the drain with it for all he knows. Theoretically, he doesn’t need to be any of those things, but after all the damage he’s done in his personal life because of this stress, it feels impossible to call himself a loving mate either.

What is he, if he’s not any of those things?

He can’t help wishing Yoongi wasn’t off the deep end right now too. Any other time, Hoseok would just go and plop himself down at Yoongi’s feet where they could not talk about their feelings together. At least then he wouldn’t be stuck alone with his thoughts all night. There’s even a chance he could attempt to explain the mess of feelings swirling inside of him… to try and get some sort of outside perspective from someone he can trust to let it go when the conversation needs to be done.

But none of those things are an option.

Yoongi is in deep right now – not the sort of thing Hoseok can help with and not the sort of thing that plays well with company.

They’ll have to stop him at some point, but Hoseok knows he isn’t qualified for that job. To be fair, he doesn’t feel qualified for much of anything right now, but this is the kind of manic bender that’s going to require their pack alpha’s involvement.

Can’t help Yoongi. Can’t figure out how to talk about his problems and fix things with the rest of his pack. Can’t talk to his parents without having to face the music and put his future in jeopardy.

Might as well just go back to sleep. Not like he’s doing much good being awake. His shoulder is still aching, but it’s nowhere near the excruciating pain of that first day, so he doesn’t bother with the pain pills.

Maybe a part of him feels like he deserves to suffer for everything he’s done.

*******

Seokjin finds himself rather disappointed by their last meeting of the night.

He had high hopes about potential information from a broker they’ve worked with before out of Changwon, but he and Namjoon walk away with little more than a confirmation that the Kangs definitely exist, but don’t appear to be in anything like the sort of business their pack is involved in. No contact information to speak of, though they’ve made it clear they’re willing to pay for that information if it turns up, so all hope isn’t lost just yet.

They’ve also got one more meeting in the morning that he hopes will provide them something. His contact – the one they thought they would be working with in Busan – has agreed to a physical meeting at her estate. She was reluctant to share her digital records when they spoke over the phone, but he’s confident that meeting in person will be far more convincing.

He’s hoping for a lead that he and Namjoon can follow up on, but there’s unfortunately little doubt that they’ll find work for Yoongi as well – and they’ll have to come up with a plan for that.

Security is with them for every step of their trip, from the travel to the meetings themselves, and of course back to their hotel room. Taehyung insisted that they take Changkyun and Jooheon, which makes it clear exactly how worried the omega is about their safety right now. Poor thing. Seokjin is very much looking forward to getting home and looking after him, though it sounds like their omegas are spending the night together at the apartment, so that should help in the meantime.

He and Namjoon wait patiently while their room is looked over and cleared, then they thank Changkyun and Jooheon for their work before calling it a night.

The second the door shuts behind them, Namjoon lets out a sigh. He’s kept up appearances all day, but now his shoulders drop a few inches and he stops bothering to hide his scent, a wave of burnt sandalwood rolling off of him in an instant. “Sorry,” he mumbles, his back to Seokjin as he steps further into their room and strips out of his jacket, tossing the garment onto the small armchair near their bed. “Can’t hold it in anymore.”

“Nothing to apologize for. Today has been difficult.” Seokjin doesn’t go to his mate just yet, allowing the alpha some space to roll his shoulders and let himself feel everything he’s been bottling up today. In fact, maybe a few minutes alone would be appreciated… “Let me go run us a bath, darling. The tub is plenty big enough, and a good soak will help, I’m sure.”

Namjoon just shrugs in response, but that’s more than enough agreement for Seokjin.

Once he’s in the bathroom and the tub is filling, he pulls out his phone.

[Jin to Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook]

[Jin]: Good evening, darlings.

[Jin]: I’m wondering if you all might be able to do me a favor?

[JK]: sure hyung

[Tae]: yeah whatever you need

[Jin]: Would you consider some selcas for the group chat?

[Tae]: oh is joonie-hyung having a hard time? ( ; ω ; )

[Jin]: He’s had a stressful day. Our last meeting didn’t yield any immediate reward, and I think he’s struggling with being away from his pack.

[Jin]: Seeing the three of you together and safe would be very helpful.

[Jimin]: I’m on it hyung (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: We’re gonna sleep in the nest we built in the living room too so we should be on camera all night if he needs to see

[Jin]: Wonderful. Thank you all so much for your help :-)

[Tae]: no problem

[JK]: you doing okay hyung

[Jin]: I’m alright. Thank you, Jungkook-ah. Very much looking forward to being home tomorrow, but I’m running a bath for Joon-ah and I, so we have some comfort to look forward to.

[Jimin]: Your hotel bath is big enough for that?

[Tae]: it always is

[Tae]: jin-hyung doesn’t rent rooms with small tubs (^ω^)

[Jin]: What can I say? You never know when a good bath might be needed ;-D

[Jimin]: That’s a philosophy I can definitely get behind (^-^)

[JK]: is there anything else we can do to help

[Jin]: Not at the present moment. A couple of selcas will be more than enough to help ease our alpha’s tension.

[Tae]: we’ll make sure they’re cute

[Tae]: take good care of him hyung

[Jin]: I fully intend to.

[Jin]: You three have a good night, and thank you for your help. I love you.

[JK]: love you too hyung

[Tae]: see you tomorrow (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: Love you too. Get some rest (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

About two minutes later, Jimin sends a series of three selcas to the group chat. Two of them are just pictures of the omegas smiling and cuddling up in their nest, while the last picture is of Taehyung and Jimin sandwiching a grinning Jungkook in with a kiss to each cheek. The caption is a simple, “Miss you, hyungs,” that Seokjin is certain will warm their pack alpha’s heart.

Sure enough, the bathroom door swings open not even a minute later, revealing Namjoon still looking tired, but with a tiny smile tugging at his lips now. “You didn’t have to do that,” he says, shutting the door behind him and stepping closer to where Seokjin sits on the edge of the tub, waiting for it to fill. “But I’m thankful that you did.”

Seokjin stands up, tugging Namjoon into his arms and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “They do look so wonderfully sweet together, don’t they?”

“They always do. I… I wish we were home. I wish… a lot of things right now.”

“A sentiment I share. Things aren’t exactly easy at the moment.”

Namjoon lets out a frustrated sounding laugh. “That’s putting it lightly. I’m very nearly ready to take Yoongi’s door off its hinges, and the fact that we’re about to find more work for him is just…”

“Upsetting, yes. Hobi-yah has barely left his room at all either.”

“And he’s doing that thing where he overcompensates for how upset he is. Pretty sure my last text to him got about seven smiley faces in response.”

“My last texts with him were similar,” Jin agrees, pulling away to shut off the tap on their now full tub, then beginning to work on the buttons to Namjoon’s shirt. “It makes me worry too, but I think we can worry just as well in a hot bath.”

That earns Seokjin a more genuine bit of laughter as Namjoon gently bats his hands away, then begins working at his buttons himself. “Alright, alright. You have a point. We can worry in the tub.”

The bathtub is perfectly sized for the two of them, full of invitingly steamy water at just the right temperature. Seokjin gets inside first, leaving room both behind and in front of him so that Namjoon can decide what he needs from him tonight.

Predictably, the alpha settles in just behind him, tugging Seokjin back against his chest with a satisfied little hum, followed by a couple of deep breaths. “Admittedly, this is nice,” he mutters, nosing at Seokjin’s scent gland before pressing a kiss into the skin. “Thank you for suggesting it. I would have tried to go to bed stiff and anxious otherwise.”

“I know you would have. As much as I’d like for this trip to be over and for us to be back home, I don’t think it’s entirely negative for us to have this time apart, so we may as well spend some of it helping you relax.”

Namjoon lets out a little hum of acknowledgment. “And you too?”

“Yes, I’m quite comfortable. Would you appreciate some silence, or would you rather talk about how you intend to handle Yoongi-yah when we get home?”

“Do you have a suggestion?”

“More than one.”

“Let’s hear them. We can be quiet when we go to bed, unless you need–”

“I’m quite alright,” Seokjin interrupts. “As for Yoongi-yah… We do have the option of simply not giving him whatever information we can gather from my contact tomorrow. We could take copies of the data and hold them until you’ve settled him down for a proper night of rest?”

There’s silence for a few seconds as Namjoon thinks, chin resting on Seokjin’s shoulder. “I want to do that,” he eventually says. “But we don’t exactly have the luxury of time right now. The fact that someone was impersonating your friend gives us the urgency to possibly get that information from her. And if there’s a chance we can get into contact with the Kangs and figure out what it’s going to take to settle all of this… We can’t wait. Yoongi might be a disaster right now, but if we’ve got information for him tomorrow, we have to let him look at it.”

It makes sense. Right now, the safety of their pack is in question, and that has to take priority over stopping Yoongi’s destructive habits.

“I understand,” Seokjin says with a nod. “But after that?”

“I’m breaking down his goddamn door if he won’t let me in. Then he’s getting a nip, some sleep, and a long conversation about his abuse of stimulants – because there’s not a doubt in my mind that he’s on a bender.”

“There might be other options beyond breaking down the door, but I suppose if it needs to be done.”

Namjoon huffs out a laugh. “Not like it’s my first choice either, but if I can’t get him to let me inside, I’ll eventually have to force my way in.”

“Is this a confrontation you would like assistance for?”

“Probably not. The beginning is going to be ugly – but I’ll let you know if I need you after he’s had some sleep.”

“Looking forward to the chance to put your pup back into place?” Seokjin asks, unable to hold back a tiny puff of laughter. Yoongi’s poor state isn’t a laughing matter, but he’s seen how this plays out more than once, and he knows just how wonderfully sweet Yoongi is going to settle after it’s over. He always responds so well to Namjoon’s shows of control, even if the whole affair looks rather explosive from the outside.

It’s a bit of a shame that it usually takes something like this for them to get there, but the aftermath is typically something Seokjin can’t help but enjoy. Occasionally, a fight is just what the two of them need.

Actually… That’s a thought…

Seokjin generally avoids fighting. He’s more comfortable backing down and approaching again later if things start to escalate in any serious sense. He play fights with Yoongi, Taehyung, and Jungkook, but he tends to take a less combative approach to anything serious, especially with the alphas. Maybe that’s part of–

The gentle press of teeth against his scent gland yanks Seokjin out of his thoughts in an instant. There’s no nip to follow it, just Namjoon saying softly, “Not like you to get so lost in your head that you don’t even hear me.”

“Terribly sorry, love. What did you say?”

“You asked me if I was looking forward to putting Yoongi back into place. The answer was mixed. I want to, but I know I’m going to feel bad when he first cracks. Same as always, but I’m more interested in whatever grabbed your attention so completely. Open to sharing?”

“I was thinking about how well Yoongi-yah usually settles after something big like this, how he stays open for weeks after, and looks for ways to make positive adjustments. Admittedly, I was beginning to consider that perhaps I’ve been backing down from confrontation with Hoseok-ah for too long.”

Namjoon lets out a curious little hum, squeezing Seokjin closer. “You think you want to try a more direct approach?”

“He’s made it very clear that he finds my typical methods upsetting. Worst case, he just pushes me away again and I have to deal with the fallout of a more direct disagreement. It feels reckless, but…”

“I think it’s a good idea.”

“Really?” Seokjin can’t quite keep the surprise out of his voice. “You don’t think it’s too risky?”

“No. Hoseok loves you. Even if it goes poorly, one fight isn’t going to change that – and I think maybe it’s important for him to see exactly how deeply you feel about all of this. Plus I know you’ve been even more worried about him since they came back from Busan.”

“Hard not to be. Considering the breakdown he had in your arms that night, I’m concerned about so much more than just this mess with his parents. Him thinking he’s a bad mate, that he’s somehow most responsible for what happened to the three of them… I just… It feels like there’s something much deeper that’s wrong – maybe brought to the surface by everything happening externally, or possibly something entirely independent of that, but… I don’t know. Perhaps it’s best I don’t speculate too much.”

“I think you speculating is a good thing,” Namjoon says. “Helps remind me that I’m not the only one who thinks something more is happening.”

“You’re certainly not alone in that, love.”

“Thank you. And I really do fully support you forcing a talk with him. Normally when he’s like this, he’s focused on a job, but this time you don’t have to worry about throwing him off his work. It’s a good opportunity. If there’s anything I could do to help–”

“You could let me wash your hair,” Seokjin interrupts, letting out a laugh as he tilts his head back against Namjoon’s shoulder.

“I’m not sure how that’s going to help you with Hoseok.”

“It won’t – but it will help me relax right now. You can do mine after, if you like?”

Namjoon laughs behind him, hands sliding up Seokjin’s chest. “Let me do yours first? You’re already in the right position for it, and I definitely want to fuss over you too.”

“I suppose I’ll allow it.”

“How very generous of you.”

~~

Seokjin’s contact is thankfully very understanding in person – though that may have something to do with the gift they brought her. It’s a painting that Namjoon picked out himself after considering her past purchases. Her inclination is more toward real estate than art, but Namjoon has a talent for finding just the right piece to have someone swooning.

They discuss future business propositions more than anything, though she does seem concerned that someone was using her identity in any fashion. Seokjin has no doubt that she’ll be hiring someone to look into any other instances of fraud, and that she’ll be open with them if she acquires any helpful information.

When they leave her estate several hours later, they have a little thumb drive of data that her team has put together. It apparently contains communication records that have been cleaned of anything she wouldn’t like them seeing, and everything else she thought might be of use. She didn’t have to help them, and Seokjin fully intends to make sure she’s rewarded for the assistance.

He puts in a word with his parents on the way home, confident that they’ll make sure she’s offered an advantageous position in some future dealings.

~~

[Jin to Yoongi]

[Jin]: Good morning darling.

[Yoongi]: Morning. Do you have something for me?

[Jin]: We do, yes. A thumb drive my contact had her team put together for us. I’m not entirely sure of the contents.

[Yoongi]: Don’t plug it into your computer. Just bring it straight to me so I can put it in an isolated machine and make sure it’s safe.

[Jin]: I highly doubt there is anything malicious on it.

[Yoongi]: Until we figure this all out, I’m treating everything like it’s a potential problem.

[Yoongi]: So please just bring it to me.

[Yoongi]: Will it fit under the door?

[Jin]: Is that the state of paranoia we’ve reached, love? :-(

[Yoongi]: I don’t trust Joon not to come busting in the second he gets the chance.

[Jin]: He will not. We need you to look into this for us. The safety of the pack takes precedence in this particular case.

[Jin]: I understand that you might not believe me, but I can assure you that we need your help right now.

[Yoongi]: You’ll come drop it off then?

[Yoongi]: Alone?

[Jin]: If that’s what it takes.

[Jin]: Though I would like my concern for your well-being to be clear. What you’re doing is not healthy.

[Yoongi]: Concern noted.

[Yoongi]: I’m fine.

[Yoongi]: Getting close to something. I can feel it.

[Jin]: Are you sure what you’re feeling isn’t the combined result of exhaustion and excessive use of amphetamines?

[Yoongi]: Just let me know when you’re bringing the drive.

~

Seokjin can’t help rolling his eyes in frustration as he and Namjoon exit the airport. If he has to personally deliver the thumb drive to Yoongi like this is some sort of high value exchange, he will – but he doesn’t have to like it.

They arrive home in the early afternoon to what feels like an empty house. It’s clear nobody has used the kitchen since Seokjin was last here, and Taehyung isn’t due back for another hour or so.

He and Namjoon both have work to do, including a meeting together in a couple of hours, but they go their separate ways for now. When Seokjin explains why he’s the one delivering the thumb drive to Yoongi, Namjoon just clenches his jaw and nods, probably already imagining sinking his teeth into their wayward mate.

With any luck, he won’t have to wait too terribly long to do just that.

[Jin to Yoongi]

[Jin]: I am heading to your office.

[Yoongi]: Cool. Meet you at the door.

~

True to his word, Yoongi is waiting for Seokjin at the door – though it would appear he’s installed a chain lock not unlike the one on the door to the hotel suite Seokjin and Namjoon left this morning. Apparently, the level of paranoia Yoongi has reached is quite substantial. The chain keeps the door from opening more than a couple of inches, but even the tiny glimpse he gets of Yoongi is enough to put him on edge.

The alpha looks almost sickly pale, eyes bloodshot and his fingers noticeably trembling as he reaches through the crack in the door to take the tiny thumb drive. His scent creeps out into the hall as well, muted and sour, with a metallic edge that Seokjin knows is from the sheer number of stimulants keeping his mate going.

“Yoongi-yah, you look–”

“Don’t,” Yoongi mutters, his voice raspy with lack of use as he takes the thumb drive from Seokjin’s hand. “I’ll let you know what I find on it.”

“Love, at least let me–”

“I’m fine. I don’t need anything.” With that, Yoongi shuts the door in Seokjin’s face, leaving him in the now silent hallway – at least aside from the sound of the deadbolt sliding back into place.

Seokjin lets out a sigh.

There’s a part of him that would like to kick Yoongi’s door in just like Namjoon is considering, though he knows he doesn’t exactly have the strength necessary to manage that. Even if he did, they really do need to make sure that the data from his contact gets looked over as soon as possible.

Once things finally begin to settle down, he ought to bring up the possibility of Yoongi training an assistant again – someone on the security team who could do this sort of work for him. They have to come up with some sort of solution eventually, because they can’t let this happen every time things get hectic. Maybe if this situation becomes dire enough, they’ll finally be able to get through to Yoongi about how he can’t keep doing this to himself. They could hire him an assistant, get him to give up his stash of pills, feed him up and help him work on–

No.

As much as Seokjin wants all of those things, sitting here in the hallway dreaming about the stars aligning after all of this is done isn’t going to help. They can figure out how to make positive changes once the immediate problems are dealt with.

He’s just resigned himself to tackling a bit of housework when his phone buzzes in his pocket.

[Unknown to Jin]

[Unknown]: 386 1@HP Busan 48

[Unknown]: Attachment: Contact Card

~

It’s a coded message, but Seokjin established that code himself, and he knows exactly what it means. Someone is looking for Taehyung’s services. One kill at half price, to be executed in Busan, completed within forty-eight hours – and the identifier ‘386’ is the one he assigned to the Jeon family years ago.

Jeon Junghyun is finally looking to take Taehyung up on that half-price offer the omega extended nearly six months ago. There’s no doubt that Taehyung is going to want to take the job. He’s asked repeatedly about any word of work from the Jeon family, and while Seokjin may not know why his mate is so adamant about taking a job from them – there is one thing he does know.

Namjoon is not going to like this.

Notes:

Next week Taehyung gets the information for his long awaited job from the Jeons, and Jin finally decides it's time to force that talk with Hoseok.

See you there! :D

Chapter 125: Long Awaited

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

After a night spent at Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment with plenty of nesting, cuddles, and comfort, Taehyung feels a lot better than he did when he left the house yesterday. Things are definitely still a mess, but he’s determined to make the best of it while they keep moving forward. There’s no way that Namjoon is going to let Yoongi go on like this much longer now that they got the data from Jin’s contact, and Hobi-hyung has to make a decision on his parents sooner or later.

Taehyung can’t force any of those things to happen faster, but he can still try to bring a little cheer back home with him.

After his late lunch date with Jungkook, he goes shopping. He’s already got a gift for Namjoon-hyung – one of the alpha’s hoodies all freshly scented by Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook. It’s in a sealed plastic bag so that the scent can stay nice and strong while Tae takes care of the rest of his shopping. Flowers are the obvious choice for Jin-hyung, and Taehyung takes his time picking out exactly what he wants in the arrangement, aiming for a mix of pinks and whites that will look nice by their kitchen window.

Hoseok and Yoongi aren’t likely in the mood to receive gifts themselves, so instead Taehyung picks up some stuff to make their eventual crashes more pleasant. He gets some snacks he’s sure Yoongi-hyung will be able to tolerate even though he’s hardly eaten for days, and some drinks with electrolytes to try and get him hydrated again when he finally lets Namjoon-hyung take care of him. Hoseok’s gift is some snacks too. Good chocolate is always a hit with the alpha, and Tae wants to make sure he doesn’t overwhelm his mate with anything too big.

Something small to show he’s thought about them is enough right now.

He makes one last stop on his way home, dropping by their main security office at the front gate to meet with Shownu, Hyungwon, Kihyun, and Minhyuk. Jooheon and Changkyun are both taking a well deserved night off, and Wonho is just starting his shift near the apartment, but they don’t need all of them here for this.

It’s a good chance to go over their internal security review. No strange vehicles or people hanging around the property (which is a good sign for their home security at least), nothing of note at their various businesses around town, and all of their attempts to find current information about the Kangs have turned up nothing useful.

The discussion goes for a couple of hours as they run through checklists of places to look next, as well as their plans for assuring the safety of their employees. Hard to say whether there will even be another attack here in Seoul, but Taehyung doesn’t intend to make it easy on them if they try.

By the time he gets back up to the house, it’s nearly five o’clock.

Thankfully his purchases have held up okay, with Jin’s flowers managing just fine even after a couple of hours in the security office with no sunlight.

~~

The house feels much better than it did yesterday, sending relief washing over Taehyung as he steps inside. He can smell that Namjoon and Jin are home now, and he hears a few soft noises coming from the kitchen before Jin-hyung calls out a greeting.

“Taehyung-ah? Is that you, darling?”

“I’m home,” Tae calls out in response, stepping out of his shoes and making his way toward the kitchen, his shopping bag hanging from one arm while the other cradles the vase holding his flower arrangement. He finds Jin-hyung standing at the kitchen island cutting vegetables for dinner, the beta’s gaze drifting up to him and a smile stretching across his face as he takes in what Taehyung is carrying.

“What a lovely arrangement. You’ve been shopping?”

“Yeah, just a little. Glad you like the flowers, since they’re for you.” Taehyung sets the vase on the counter, taking pleasure in the way Jin’s eyes light up at the gift.

“Thank you, love,” he says, stepping back from his cutting board and picking up the vase, turning it to inspect the flowers from all sides. His smile widens as he takes them over by the window and sets them on the counter where they’ll get plenty of sunlight, then walks over to pull Taehyung into his arms. “They’re beautiful. Thank you very much. May I ask the occasion?”

Taehyung just shrugs, leaning in for a quick kiss. “I feel better, and I wanted to bring everyone else something to help too. Got some snacks for when Hobi-hyung and Yoongi-hyung finally crack, and I was thinking of putting them in a basket together with some bath products and fresh towels. That way when you and Namjoon-hyung talk to them, you’ll have supplies ready and waiting.”

“A wonderful idea. Judging by the brief glimpse I got of Yoongi-yah earlier, a hot bath will definitely do him some good – and Hobi-yah always appreciates them as well.”

“You saw Yoongi-hyung? Was it bad?”

“Not in any way that was unexpected,” Jin says, lips pressing to Taehyung’s scent gland before he pulls back with a little smile on his face. “Regardless, I’m sure that Joon-ah will be heading in to help with that particular issue tomorrow, and your supplies will be a welcome addition.”

“That’s good news at least. Guess I’ll run up and shower quick, then maybe put together my baskets for each of them – oh, and drop off Joonie-hyung’s present too.”

“If I can make a suggestion… You may wish to wait before delivering a gift to Joon-ah.”

That catches Tae’s attention immediately, his eyes narrowing as he looks back at Jin-hyung. “And why is that?”

“Come see me after your shower? I have a proposition for you, but you’ll want the rest of your activities handled first.”

~~

When Taehyung returns freshly showered about twenty minutes later, Jin is still at the kitchen island, a plate of freshly cut vegetables and chicken laid out in front of him as he intently focuses on the cookbook held in his hands. He’s muttering something about chicken stock, but he stops abruptly when he notices Taehyung’s return.

“Feel better now that you’re clean?” Jin asks, setting down the book.

“Yeah. All clean, and I left a couple of baskets just at the base of the stairs. Hobi-hyung’s has the chocolate in it, so it should be easy to tell them apart.” Taehyung steps forward, plucking a piece of sweet pepper off the cutting board and popping it into his mouth. “Now are you gonna tell me what’s up?”

Jin clutches his heart in mock offense. “Thievery in my own home.”

“Bold of you to assume I could help myself.” Taehyung grins, grabbing another piece of pepper. He doesn’t bother trying to hide the playful edge in his voice. Jin-hyung sent him upstairs for a shower and then asked him to come back down, so he’s guessing that things are heading in an intimate sort of direction. “You’re the one putting fresh cut peppers out right in front of me.”

“Ah, yes of course. I’m the one at fault here, clearly.”

“Looks that way from where I’m standing.”

“That’s how it is, huh? I spend years feeding you and this is the thanks I get?”

“Oh, is that what you’re looking for? Some thanks? I can think of a few ways to do that,” Taehyung says, leaning on the counter top and waggling his eyebrows at Jin. “You don’t even have to stop what you’re doing. I bet there’s room for me between you and that counter.”

“I bet there is,” Jin answers, tone a little lower now.

Tae can’t help but smile. “Is that what you called me in here for? Looking for a little stress relief and wanting to put me on my knees, hyung?”

That earns him a laugh, though it’s impossible to miss the little puff of sweet mint that rolls off of Jin-hyung as he considers the offer. “As tantalizing as that thought is, it’s actually not why I asked you to come back down here after your shower.”

“Really? Wait – what’s up then?”

“I received a message from Jeon Junghyun about a job for you.”

Oh hell yes. He’s been waiting ages for this. Now he’ll finally be able to get Jungkook some of his family’s kimchi and give him a taste of home! He can already imagine how his mate’s face is going to light up when he realizes what Taehyung has done for him. It’s going to be the perfect gift.

“Wow, finally,” Taehyung says, feeling himself grin. “You offer half off on world class service and it still takes ages to get a callback.”

“He likely assumes that whatever you want instead will be quite difficult to come by.”

Tae can’t help but laugh at that. “Oh, he is going to be kicking himself for not calling me sooner. Do you have the number?”

“Are you going to tell me what it is that you want so badly from Jeon Junghyun? You were quite secretive about it before.”

After a few moments of consideration, Taehyung decides that he feels comfortable entrusting his reasoning to Jin-hyung. “It’s for Jungkookie. Months ago, he told me that one of the things he misses most about home is his family’s kimchi. You must have noticed how sad he gets any time he eats other kimchi, right?”

“To be entirely honest, I just assumed he wasn’t all that big of a fan,” Jin says with a little laugh. “Your intention is to take half the cost off your going rate in exchange for some kimchi?”

“That’s the plan, but it’s a secret, okay? Jungkookie doesn’t know – and neither does anyone else. I know it sounds kind of silly, but I really think this is going to mean a lot to him. He misses home so much, and he cried the day we talked about this together, telling me about how his whole family gets together to make their kimchi, and how much he misses it.”

“I understand, and I think that’s incredibly sweet of you, darling. That being said, it might be in your best interest to keep your reasoning a secret for the time being,” Jin says, his tone more serious now as he reaches into his pocket and passes Taehyung a little slip of paper with a phone number written on it. “Namjoon-ah isn’t going to like this, and telling him that it’s for kimchi will likely not go over well when he’s already under so much stress. I’m sure he’ll be much more open to the idea later, once Yoongi-yah has been settled.”

It’s not often that Jin suggests dishonesty, which means that poor Namjoon-hyung must really be struggling right now. If it were any other job, Taehyung wouldn’t go. He’d call it off in an instant to be there for his alpha, but he’s been waiting for this for months. Who knows how long it will be before he gets another chance?

“Should I…” Tae trails off, shaking his head. He wants to offer to lie – just tell Namjoon-hyung he’s going to go do something else, but that’s probably not the right thing to do either. What is he supposed to–

“Tell him the truth. This is a job you’ve waited half a year for, and it’s very important to you. He will understand, even if he takes the news rather hard at first.”

Taehyung gives a nod, glad for Jin’s ability to be his moral compass when he needs it.

“Alright. Let me grab a burner phone and figure out the details. Then I’ll talk to Namjoon-hyung.”

~~

[Taehyung to Yoongi]

[Tae]: need a burner please ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Yoongi]: Closet in my office.

[Yoongi]: I’m unlocking the door now. Come alone.

~

Taehyung doesn’t intend to take Yoongi’s trust for granted. The alpha wouldn’t let any of the hyungs inside of his room right now unless his life depended on it, so the fact that he’s going to unlock the door for Tae is definitely a show of trust. Even if they didn’t need him looking through the data from Jin’s friend, Taehyung isn’t sure he’d be able to bring himself to be the one to let Namjoon-hyung into the bedroom.

The understanding that he and Yoongi have is special to him, and he would hate to compromise it even during a time like this.

He doesn’t bother knocking, just lets himself into Yoongi’s office and heads straight for the closet. The smell of sour, burnt cinnamon is everywhere in the room, making his nerves stand on end – but Yoongi-hyung himself is nowhere to be seen. Maybe the bathroom? Does he not even want Taehyung to look at him?

The inside of the closet is a mess of boxed up electronics and various cables strewn about, but it doesn’t take long to find the little cardboard box full of cheap phones. He pulls one out at random and shuts the closet door, only to find himself face to face with Yoongi as the alpha steps out from the bathroom.

He doesn’t look great, and that’s being charitable. There are deep bags under his bloodshot eyes, and his hands twitch minutely every few seconds. He definitely hasn’t showered in a few days, hair pulled into a frazzled looking ponytail with about half the strands now falling loose around his pale face, which shines with a thin layer of sweat.

Taehyung’s heart hurts to see his mate like this, but there isn’t much he can do. Trying to reason with Yoongi when he’s on one of these benders is like talking to a brick wall.

“You going on a job a job?” Yoongi asks, his voice coming out raspy and strained.

“Maybe. I’ll tell you about it after you’ve had a nap, hyung.”

“Can’t sleep yet.”

“You really can actually. Just lay down for a couple of hours. The work will still be there when you wake up again.”

Yoongi frowns and glances back at his desk. “I’m close to something. I can feel it.”

“And you’re sure that what you’re feeling has nothing to do with the amount of amphetamines in your system, or the fact that your blood is probably half coffee at this point?” Taehyung asks, staring his mate down, daring him to deny it.

“I know, okay?” Yoongi says, visibly deflating. “I know. I just need to do this.”

Damn it. Tae isn’t trying to hurt his feelings. He lets out a long sigh and then pulls Yoongi into his arms, tilting his head to the side in an obvious invitation.

Yoongi takes it immediately, practically diving forward to bury his face in Tae’s neck, breathing in deeply. His exhale is shaky, but his scent goes a tiny bit less sour at least. As much as Tae wants to call Namjoon or Jin down to fix this, he still knows he isn’t going to. There are things that need to be done, and he has faith in Namjoon’s ability to handle the situation when the time comes.

“I know you need to,” Taehyung mutters, wishing he could do more but knowing that it isn’t his place. “Just hate seeing you hurting, hyung.”

“I’m okay.”

Taehyung pulls back to fix his mate with an unimpressed look. “That’s bullshit, but it doesn’t change the fact that I’ll let you do what you need to do.”

“Thank you, Tae,” Yoongi breathes, his twitchy eyes going a little bit wet as he nods.

“Yeah yeah, you’re just lucky I love you. It’s okay. Do what you need to do and then please get some sleep, hyung.”

“Okay, I’ll do my best,” Yoongi says, leaning in for a kiss that Taehyung graciously allows him. “I am really lucky you love me. Love you too, sweetheart.”

Taehyung rolls his eyes. “Don’t ‘sweetheart’ me until you have had at least eight hours of sleep.”

~~

Once he’s out of Yoongi’s office (with the door locked behind him), he powers on the burner phone and starts making his way upstairs. The phone doesn’t have a lot of battery power, so Tae dips into his room to plug it into a charger and make contact.

[Taehyung to Jeon Junghyun]

[Tae]: heard you have a job for me

[Junghyun]: Half price plus whatever trinket you’re after this time. Is that still the deal?

[Tae]: yes it is

[Junghyun]: So what do you want?

[Tae]: it’s a bit of a weird request but it’s an easy one

[Junghyun]: All of your requests are weird. So far none of them have ever been easy.

[Tae]: your family has their own kimchi recipe right

[Junghyun]: What kind of a question is that?

[Tae]: the kind that saves you billions of won

[Junghyun]: You want kimchi?

[Tae]: specifically a good sized container of your family’s homemade kimchi

[Tae]: nothing store bought. i can taste the difference

[Junghyun]: I’ve never tried to screw you over when you made difficult requests. I’m sure as hell not going to try when all it takes is a trip to my pantry.

[Junghyun]: You want homemade kimchi, then that’s what you’ll get. My grandma makes it, so you know it’s legit.

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: job details in a dead drop?

[Junghyun]: I’ll have them dropped tomorrow morning. 9:00. Payment upon confirmation of a completed job.

[Tae]: understood

~

Junghyun sends the coordinates for the drop and Taehyung writes them down. The burner phone will need to be disposed of, but first he needs to go and talk to Namjoon.

He knows he’s probably in for a fight.

Namjoon’s pack alpha instincts have been in overdrive ever since they got back from Busan. Between the stress of the actual event, the way Hoseok has only gotten worse since, and how far Yoongi has fallen, it only makes sense that their alpha would be struggling. It also doesn’t help that Jimin and Jungkook have been extra busy with work and school over the last week or so, meaning they haven’t had the seven of them together in far too long.

Basically, things are messy – but their pack has been through messy before, and they always come out stronger on the other side of it. Taehyung is sure that this will be the same, but that doesn’t mean it’s going to be easy.

And neither will this conversation.

He heads straight for Namjoon-hyung’s office and brings the little bag with his present inside, though the scented hoodie will likely be more of a peace offering than a gift by the time this is over.

Namjoon is on the phone when Taehyung quietly lets himself in, setting down his bag by the door for the time being. The alpha is standing in front of one of his windows, talking evenly about pickup dates and shipping prices, his slightly burnt sandalwood scent filling nearly the entire room.

When Taehyung shuts the door behind him, Namjoon finally turns to look at him, his face lighting up immediately and his speech speeding up. “Yes, Thursday will be perfect. Just let us know if you get hung up in customs. Send me a message if you have any questions? Great, thank you.” Namjoon is quick to shove his phone into his pocket, and then eagerly meets Taehyung in the middle of the room with his arms open in invitation. “It’s so good to see you, pup.”

“Good to see you too, hyung,” Tae answers, gladly leaning into the embrace.

“Are you feeling a little better? How was the–” Namjoon freezes in place as soon as he gets his arms around Taehyung, taking a deep breath through his nose. “You were in Yoongi’s room? You saw him?”

Well, so much for delaying the inevitable. May as well just go for it.

“Yeah. Had to grab a burner phone.”

“You’re…” Namjoon pulls back, his hands on Taehyung’s shoulders as his expression falls. “You’re going to take a job? When? Is it in the city?”

Taehyung takes a deep breath, fighting to keep eye contact even though he desperately wants to look anywhere but Namjoon’s disappointed face. “I’ll get the details in a dead drop tomorrow morning. And the job… It’s in Busan.”

Predictably, this does not go over well. Namjoon’s mouth drops open, a fresh wave of burnt sandalwood rolling off of him so thick it makes Taehyung’s breath catch in his throat. The alpha sputters out a couple of disjointed syllables before managing to say, “You are not going back to Busan right now.”

“I am, but I promise it’s going to be fine. Nothing bad is going to–”

“You already got hurt on your last job.”

“They barely touched me, and the only reason they managed to hit me at all is because I was protecting the hyungs and trying to get information. This is just a normal job for me. Nobody else to look after,” Taehyung reasons, gaze finally faltering as he looks over Namjoon’s shoulder where he doesn’t have to see the mix of anger and panic on his mate’s face.

Why? Of all the times, why would you take a job in Busan right now?”

“I wouldn’t be going if it wasn’t important. It’s Jeon Junghyun. I’ve been waiting for him to get back to me about a job for months now, and–”

“Jeon… You’re going to go do work for the Jeon family when we have all of this going on? If this is some attempt to meddle in Kook-ah’s–“

“I need you to trust me when I say that I am not meddling in anything. I’ve done work for them plenty of times before. They’re good customers, and if they’re asking for me now, there might even be a chance that it’s related to everything going on! They sent a damn cleanup crew after Jungkookie was kidnapped, so it’s not like they don’t know anything.”

Namjoon turns away with a huff, taking a couple of steps before turning back around with hurt bleeding into his angry expression. “You didn’t even ask. With everything going on here, you just decided you were doing this no matter what?”

“There’s no point in asking if I wasn’t planning to accept a ‘no’. I’m sorry, but I am doing this. I’ve been waiting for this call for months, and I already accepted the job.”

Another nearly choking wave of the alpha’s burnt scent rolls off of him. “Well, call him back and tell him you changed your mind.”

Damn it. This is going terribly.

Taehyung can feel his eyes welling up with tears, his own scent plummeting into distress in the space of a second and filling the air around him. He hates this. Hates knowing that Namjoon is upset with him and that he has to stand his ground even though he knows how much his alpha wants him home right now.

His own voice comes out strained now too, tears rolling down his cheeks as he blinks and whispers, “Hyung, with all due respect, you can’t stop me.”

Everything freezes in an instant. It’s rare for Taehyung to remind his hyungs that they have no way to physically contain him if push comes to shove, and the words seem to hit Namjoon like a bucket of ice water. He’s gone so entirely still it doesn’t even look like he’s breathing–

And then his expression shatters.

Every trace of anger leaves his face, his eyes welling up with tears too as he steps back toward Taehyung with outstretched arms. “Fuck, I’m sorry. I’m being unreasonable. Things are just… It’s all so bad right now, and the thought of you in danger…”

Taehyung steps forward into Namjoon’s embrace again without hesitation, wrapping his own arms around the alpha in return. “It’s okay, hyung. I know you see me as your omega first, and I love that about you, but right now I need you to remember that I am not made of glass.”

“I know you aren’t. I do. It’s just…”

“I understand – I promise. Things have been really stressful lately for all of us, but especially for you. We haven’t had the seven of us together in a while, Hobi-hyung is still shutting us out, and Yoongi-hyung has gone off the deep end really bad for the first time in over a year. That’s a lot to handle all at once.”

“And now you’re going to leave,” Namjoon whispers, his face buried in Taehyung’s neck.

“I’m going to leave for one night, maybe two at worst. I’m coming back, hyung.”

It’s not surprising when Tae feels something wet on his shoulder as the first of Namjoon’s tears soak through the fabric of his shirt. His alpha doesn’t cry in front of him often, but considering everything happening at the moment, it’s no wonder that he’s finally tipping over the edge.

“I’m sorry,” Namjoon whispers, clutching Taehyung tighter to him.

“It’s okay, you can cry. Everything is gonna be okay.”

“I shouldn’t have yelled at you.”

“I knew this was going to be hard for you right now and if I hadn’t been waiting for this call for months, I wouldn’t go. Sorry it had to be now,” Tae says, pressing gentle kisses over Namjoon’s scent gland in an attempt to soothe him. “Wanna cuddle? I don’t have to go until early tomorrow morning, so we can spend the whole night together if you want – and I brought something that might help.”

Namjoon nods against Taehyung’s shoulder, still squeezing him tight. “Nest?”

“Yeah, alpha. We can go to the nest.”

It takes a while for them to actually get to Taehyung’s room, though that’s mostly just because Namjoon refuses to be parted from him for even a moment. Tae isn’t complaining though. It feels nice to have his alpha so close, and even better to be able to comfort one of his mates.

He grabs his little gift bag on their way, waiting until he has Namjoon in the nest with him before he pulls out the sealed plastic bag and passes it to the alpha. “Here. I considered buying you flowers like I did for Jin-hyung, but I thought you might like this better.”

Namjoon isn’t crying anymore, but there are still wet tear tracks on his face as he opens up the bag and pulls out the hoodie. The scent coming off of it is strong, and it pulls one of those little satisfied growls from deep in the alpha’s chest as he brings the hoodie up to his nose and inhales slowly. The scent of sandalwood gets stronger, finally closer to Namjoon’s baseline – and mixing so well with the smell of their mates.

“Put it on?” Namjoon requests, passing the bundle of fabric over to Taehyung.

“Sure. I’ll wear it for you.”

As soon as Tae tugs the hoodie over his head, Namjoon is on him – practically tackling him for cuddles and tugging him close enough that their bodies are flush. It feels good, and Taehyung eagerly tangles their legs together, tipping his head to offer up his throat, which Namjoon gladly takes the opportunity to suck a bruise into.

Tae might need to text Jin-hyung to see if they can eat in the nest when the time comes, but for now he’s perfectly content to let his alpha fuss.

*******

Hoseok pushes aside another half finished meal with a sigh. Jin’s cooking is as delicious as always, but the pain meds for his shoulder are definitely ruining his appetite whenever he decides to take them. At least eating in his room means nobody is watching him struggle to finish, or seeing the way his hands tremble as he raises a spoonful of soup to his mouth.

He hates this.

It’s bad enough that everything has gone so wrong, but he also knows that he’s running out of time to keep avoiding it. His parents' messages are getting more frantic, and the look in Jin’s eye when he dropped off the plate of food now sitting half finished on Hoseok’s nightstand was definitely one of curiosity – like he was looking for an opening to talk.

The hardest part might be that Hoseok wants to talk. He’s tired of holding all of this in, and he’s craving the sort of comfort he sees Jinnie give to the others, the kind that he can never accept for himself when he’s like this.

How could he? There’s nothing he can give back when he’s crumbling to pieces, and the last thing he wants is for Jin to feel obligated to put on a mask of compassion that Hoseok doesn’t deserve. He simultaneously craves the feeling of having Jin’s arms around him and his voice whispering reassurances, while knowing that it will sting to realize it’s just an act put on for his benefit, a performance meant to bring Hoseok back into line with the rest of the pack.

God damn it.

He's going to cry again if he keeps thinking like this, and he’s already cried enough this past couple of weeks. Between all the tears he’s shed alone in his room and the way he sobbed all over Namjoon the night they got back from Busan, he should be all cried out. He’s tried so hard to put a cheerful face back on, but it doesn’t feel like it’s doing anything to help. He should–

His phone beeps with an incoming message.

[Jin to Hobi]

[Jin]: Would it be alright if I’d like to talk?

[Hobi]: o do u need something? :DDD

[Jin]: You’re obviously still not feeling quite yourself and I’m wondering if you would allow me to come spend some time with you?

[Hobi]: idk what ur talking about

[Hobi]: i’m fine hyung :D

[Jin]: I have known you long enough to tell when you are pretending to be okay. You don’t have to hide this from me, Hoseok-ah. I’d like to help you.

[Hobi]: i don’t need any help

[Hobi]: like i said, i’m fine but thanks for ur concern :D

[Hobi]: besides u should probably be with namjoon or taehyung. or maybe yoongi needs you? he hasn’t left his room in days :(

[Jin]: While I find your concern for our mates touching, I am aware of when I’m being redirected.

[Jin]: I’ve given you a considerable amount of time to process this alone, and it does not seem to be helping. If anything, you’re more withdrawn now than you were when you first returned home. Yoongi-yah is not the only one who’s scarcely left his room this week.

[Hobi]: please just leave it alone.

[Jin]: I’m afraid I can’t do that anymore, darling.

~

Fuck.

Hoseok debates running. The hallway is far too risky, but having a first floor bedroom means that his window is definitely an option. He could open it and escape outside, sprint out into the garden and–

Where would that get him?

All it would do is hurt Jin more, and Hoseok has had enough of being a source of pain for his mates. Better off just letting the beta come in and pretend Hoseok is as deserving of care as the rest of their pack, even though the thought of being handled makes him want to cry and bare his teeth.

He couldn’t pretend to be a good son, and he’s doing a piss poor job of pretending to be a good mate too. How is he supposed to put on a placid face and just accept something that would probably do much more good pointed at Yoongi? Or maybe Taehyung? The omega seemed upset yesterday, so maybe he needs to be looked after? And there’s no way Namjoon is doing okay with all of this happening right–

A knock on Hoseok’s bedroom door pulls him out of his thoughts. He doesn’t answer, just sits up on the edge of his bed and does his best to look like he isn’t a goddamn wreck right now.

Jin steps inside a few seconds later, a warm expression on his face as he scans the room, eyes finding the half finished plate of food before finally settling on Hoseok. There’s still a bit of sunlight coming in through the windows. It’s more than enough to light up Jin’s features, the sight of his patient face leaving Hoseok with that same swirling mass of messy feelings growing again, even as he fights to push them down.

Neither of them say a word as Jin gently closes the door behind him.

Hoseok doesn’t want to crack first, but the emotion rises up inside of him before he can even hope to contain it.

“I’m fine,” he snaps, the words coming out far more bitter than he means for them to. He knows it’s out of character, knows that he should be working to maintain control, to try to be the kind of mate his pack needs him to be – but he’s just so tired.

Jin doesn’t even flinch. Normally that kind of response would have him looking disappointed and turning to leave, but instead he’s steadily approaching the bed and still giving Hoseok the same fond smile he usually does, all warmth and honey. Normally having that look aimed at him is a comfort, but now it just stings because he knows he doesn’t deserve it. Jin is only giving it to him because he thinks Hoseok needs it.

“May I sit?” Jin eventually asks, grabbing the wooden chair from Hoseok’s desk and setting it in front of the bed.

Hoseok frowns, shaking his head. “Look, you guys really don’t have to bother with me right now. We’ve got way bigger stuff going on, and you all have better things to do. I’m fine. I don’t need this from all of you.”

“That’s probably good considering that – as you pointed out – Yoongi has scarcely left his room and Namjoon is very busy fussing over Taehyung at the moment. I’m really the only one available, but I’d prefer to be the one here right now either way. I would like to find some way for us to talk, Hoseok-ah,” Jin says, before gesturing to the chair and asking again, “May I sit?”

It looks like they’re doing this then – no matter how badly it’s going to go.

Hoseok lets out a sigh. “Knock yourself out.”

“Thank you.”

Jin takes his time sitting down, crossing one leg over the other and resting his hands on his knee before looking at Hoseok again with that same fond expression. He doesn’t speak further, letting the silence hang in the air.

So this is how it’s going to be then? Not the overwhelming show of care that Hoseok was expecting, but what feels more like… a negotiation? Jin is leveraging silence the same way Hoseok would when he wants a client to keep talking. Leave enough open air and eventually the other person will try to fill it, giving you information you technically didn’t even have to ask for.

Hoseok doesn’t intend to be manipulated so easily.

He breaks eye contact, huffing as he lies down on his bed and turns his back to Jin so he doesn’t have to keep searching for meaning in every movement the beta makes. His shoulder aches with the motion, but the pain mostly subsides once he’s still again.

Jin stays perfectly silent the whole time.

“I know what you’re doing,” Hoseok eventually says, staring out into the unoccupied half of his room.

“What am I doing?” Jin asks, voice perfectly calm.

“You think if you just sit there quietly for long enough that I’ll spill my guts trying to fill the silence. It’s not going to work, so don’t bother.”

“Would you suggest another technique?”

“Why are you here?”

There’s a few seconds of silence, but Hoseok refuses to look back, facing the wall adamantly until Jin finally answers, “Because you’re hurting, Hoseok-ah.” That near perfect calm is slipping from his voice, words coming out with an emotion behind them that Hoseok can’t quite place.

“That’s not new.”

“Not exactly, no – but it is the truth.”

“Then why are you here now? Why are we having this conversation when it’s clear that neither of us want to be here?”

“I’m curious what makes you think I do not wish to be here when I’m the one who initiated this talk, despite your refusal.”

“Don’t do that,” Hoseok mutters.

“What am I doing?”

“Answering my question with an observation instead of just explaining why we’re doing this right now. You’ve been perfectly content to let me figure things out alone up until today – so what changed?” The words are defensive. Hoseok knows that, but he isn’t sure what else to do when he still isn’t ready to talk and doesn’t understand what Jin wants right now.

After a few beats of silence, Jin lets out a long sigh. It sounds sad enough that Hoseok catches himself turning to look back, something instinctive inside of him trying to pull him toward comforting his mate.

He forces himself to stay still. Any comfort he attempted to give at this point would come out wrong anyway, tainted by just how far he’s fallen.

“I’m here right now for a lot of reasons,” Jin says, the tension clear in his voice. “A few days ago, three of my mates came home injured. We were lucky that the physical harm wasn’t as bad as it could have been – but those aren’t the only wounds the three of you returned with.”

There’s no accusation in his tone, but Hoseok feels it anyway and the guilt cracks him open so fast, he should probably be embarrassed.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers, fists clenched as he fights back the tears suddenly welling up in his eyes.

“That wound is perhaps the strangest of all. You seem to have decided that you are somehow solely responsible for what happened in Busan, but I’ve seen no evidence to support that.”

“Careless,” Hoseok bites out, all the same guilt and frustration still swirling inside of him like it had the night they got home. He never really elaborated to Namjoon, but maybe if he tells Jin, the beta will realize Hoseok isn’t worth it and just leave him to lick his wounds alone. “My head wasn’t in it. My gun was on the other side of the suite and all I was thinking about was how I was fucking up our home life, about how sad Jungkookie looked when he reminded me for a third time to let out my scent, or how I was going to talk to my parents. I was so worried about myself that I… It was… I got our mates hurt.”

*******

An image is finally starting to take shape in Seokjin’s mind now. Since talking to Namjoon after the night their mates returned from Busan, he’s known that Hoseok has assumed an unfair amount of the responsibility for what happened – but now he’s beginning to understand why.

And he has to challenge it.

“Taehyung-ah didn’t have his gun either, and Yoongi-yah was the one who opened the door for the attackers, wasn’t he?”

“If I’d been smart, none of that would have mattered.”

“I would argue that things could have been different if the others had been more prepared as well.”

This is what finally makes Hoseok turn around to glare over his injured shoulder, tears visible in his eyes. “It’s not the same. They weren’t– They didn’t– ”

“They weren’t already ‘fucking up’ – as you put it?”

Hoseok’s glare loses some of its heat as he stares somewhere over Jin’s shoulder, chewing on the inside of his lip. “It’s not their job,” he eventually mutters, rolling back over to face the wall.

“I’m not sure I follow. You and Taehyung-ah lead our security team together, so I would think that should translate to a shared responsibility for your safety outside of the home.”

“Not a security issue.”

Seokjin can feel one of his brows trying to raise, but he maintains his neutral expression just in case Hoseok turns around again. This logic isn’t really holding up, though part of him still feels a little wary of pushing the alpha too hard. He has to remind himself that not pushing hasn’t worked. He’s here to try something different, so he may as well commit.

“Tell me what kind of issue it was, if not one of security. The three of you were attacked, darling. That feels like a security issue to me.”

“They weren’t distracted.”

“Would you feel differently if they had been?”

Hoseok lets out a huff of frustration. “There’s no point talking about this. It doesn’t change anything.”

“Now who’s answering a question with an observation?” They’re fighting words, but Seokjin doesn’t care this time. At least if they fight, it means they’re talking.

Anything is better than another day of silence.

It’s enough to have Hoseok fully turning to face him, open mouthed shock turning to a wince as he rolls and puts pressure on his injured shoulder. He’s quick to hide the expression, sitting back up quickly and eyeing Seokjin with suspicion. “What is this supposed to be? An interrogation? An attempt to pick a fight? Why are you here?”

Seokjin does not back down, keeping his expression passive and his hands neatly folded in his lap. “Answer my question and then you can ask whatever you like. Would you feel less responsible if Taehyung or Yoongi had been distracted as well?”

“No. I wouldn’t.”

“Because you’re the only one who is meant to be perfectly focused at all times?”

Hoseok’s mouth opens and closes twice over, eyes narrowing at Seokjin as he sputters, “That’s not– It’s– You don’t understand.”

“I think in this particular case, I do. You hold yourself to impossible standards that you would never impose on someone else, and then feel you’ve let other people down when you don’t meet them. But you haven’t let us down, Hoseok-ah. None of us feel that you are any more at fault than the others for what happened in Busan. Mistakes were made on all sides, but the people to blame in the end are the Kangs – not you.”

There’s a few seconds of complete silence where Hoseok just stares defiantly back at Seokjin, not moving an inch. His face is a mess of unshed tears, frustration, and something like confusion. “I don’t…” he eventually mutters, his gaze dropping down to the floor as he shakes his head. “Is this what you came here to talk about? Want to sit there all maddeningly calm and call me a perfectionist? Tell me I’m wrong to feel the way I do?”

No. That’s not the point of me being here,” Seokjin answers, unable to keep the frustration from seeping into his voice.

It has Hoseok’s gaze snapping back upward, probably anticipating a fight. “Then tell me why. You said there were more reasons, so out with them already.”

“You want to know why I’m here? Fine. You’ve hardly spoken to me in weeks. You avoid any chance of having to talk with your mates about what’s happening to you, then you hole up in your room and drive yourself in circles about it. Even with a physical injury, you won’t let any of us close enough to help. And I…” Seokjin pauses, taking in a shaky breath and trying to fight back the tears he feels filling his own eyes. He manages to swallow down some of the emotion, but his voice is barely above a whisper when he finishes with, “I can’t take it anymore.”

Hoseok softens at this, the line of tension winding up his body finally easing as he closes his eyes and shakes his head. “I know it hurts you,” he whispers. “I don’t mean for it to, but I know that doesn’t matter.”

“I need you to understand that I’m not here to manipulate you, Hoseok-ah. I know I'm always the last person you want to see when you're in pain, and I've done my best to respect that even though it kills me – but I can't just continue to sit by and ignore this tension between us. We’ve been trying that for years and it hasn’t worked. I just want so badly for you to trust me, to understand that I love you and want to help you more than anything.”

There’s a long stretch of silence before Hoseok answers, speaking just barely loud enough to be heard. “That’s not true.”

“I can assure you that I am telling you the truth. I wouldn’t lie to you about–”

“That’s not what I… I never meant… You’re not the last person I want to see. I do want to. It’s just…”

Seokjin feels a spark of hope, but he does his best to not let it grow too big. He wants so badly for that to be true, but every bit of evidence he has points to the contrary. “I’m sure you can understand why that might be hard to believe. You’ve always seemed to find me particularly abrasive when you’re hurting, no matter how kind I try to be. I accepted some time ago that there must be something wrong with the kind of comfort I give you, and no change I’ve ever tried to make has had a positive effect. Admittedly, I’ve rather lost hope that you’ll ever find me comforting when you need it most – and it’s hard to pretend that doesn’t sting.”

“Oh god, hyung, I…” Hoseok’s voice cracks as he trails off, his expression falling as he looks at Seokjin with wide eyes. “I didn’t know… It’s not like that, I swear.”

“Then what is it like? Because I’m not the only one who’s come to this conclusion. Joon-ah likes to assure me that it’s just going to take time for you to come around, but he doesn’t have another explanation either. I know you and I have made progress. It’s not that I’m not grateful for that, but it’s a far cry from you being able to tolerate me being even remotely close to you when things are difficult.”

Hoseok is crying now, tears running down his cheeks as he blinks back at Seokjin, mouth hanging open for a few moments before he manages to croak out, “I do want you there.”

“May I please come closer?” Seokjin asks. He’s desperate to touch, to offer his mate some sort of comfort even though he knows they’re talking about exactly how unwanted that sort of thing has felt. “It doesn’t have to be a lot, just… Close enough to hold your hand?”

Seokjin gets one short nod in response, and wastes no time scooting his chair a foot or so forward. He’s careful not to move too fast, sitting down and delicately reaching out with both hands for Hoseok. The alpha offers his hand willingly, giving a gentle squeeze to one of Seokjin’s in return.

“Hoseok-ah, I have to ask. If you want me there for you, why do you keep pushing me away?”

“Not just you.”

“No, but it’s the worst with me. You can tolerate the others in short bursts, but when it’s me you just… You shut me out, darling.”

Hoseok shakes his head, eyes on their joined hands as he whispers, “I don’t know. I try not to think about it.”

“Can you please try to think about it right now? I don’t care if it takes a while. I can wait – just please?”

“I… I can try.”

~~

Seokjin does his very best to remain calm and quiet. The fact that they’re finally even talking about this feels like such a huge step, but he wants an answer from Hoseok so desperately that he might not survive if he doesn’t get one. If there’s a flaw that his mate can point out, some sort of change he can make…

There’s nothing he wouldn’t do to try and fix this broken thing between them.

Minutes pass in silence, but Seokjin has waited through days of silence from Hoseok. A few minutes is nothing in comparison to the years he’s spent patiently trying to work around this issue – and he even gets to hold the alpha’s hand through it, to offer some kind of support. He doesn’t know what to do with the fact that after all this time and everything he’s tried, cornering his mate might actually be the strategy that works.

Eventually a sniffle cuts through the silence, and Seokjin decides that he can process that thought later. He puts his attention completely back on Hoseok, who sniffles again and shakes his head.

“Are you alright, darling?” Seokjin asks, giving a tiny squeeze to Hoseok’s hand.

“I don’t… This is messy, hyung.”

“That’s okay. You can start anywhere you like and I’ll help you make sense of it. We can figure it out together. Please?” He’s trying not to sound desperate, but he’s sure that some of the emotion bleeds into his speech. He just can’t come this close and leave with nothing again.

“Don’t wanna hurt you – or make you angry,” Hoseok says, eyes still on their hands.

“I’d like to try anyway. Even if it does hurt a little, that can’t be worse than just continuing on like this. I need something to change, but I can’t do anything if I don’t know what’s happening. While I can’t promise I won’t feel hurt, I can promise that we’ll work through it together either way.”

“What if I don’t know where to start?”

“Let me help? I can ask questions?”

Finally, Hoseok tilts his head back up. There are fresh tears in his eyes, and he’s worrying his bottom lip with his teeth as he searches Seokjin’s face. “You’re sure? You don’t have to do this. Our other mates–”

“Are quite preoccupied at the moment. Taehyung and Namjoon are spending some time together, Jimin is at class, Jungkook is working and Yoongi-yah is looking through some important data for us. Tomorrow, we’re getting into his room to put him to sleep, but right now we need his help. There’s nowhere else I would be of more use right now, and this means more to me than I’m properly able to convey – so please? Let me ask?”

“Okay,” Hoseok says, taking a deep breath. “Ask.”

There are plenty of ways to try and come at this problem, and so many answers that Seokjin wants, but he’s fairly certain that he’s going to have to ease his mate into this a little. He just needs to be careful. Try not to do things that will raise Hoseok’s hackles, even if he’s not sure exactly what kinds of things those even are.

They have to start somewhere.

“I’d like to walk through recent events with you. We don’t have to talk about anything to do with your parents, if you’d–”

“Actually, I… We can talk about it. I’ve made my decision.”

“Is that something you’d like to discuss first?”

Hoseok shakes his head. “I’m going to tell them ‘no’. Let’s leave it at that for now.”

Well, that’s at least some good news. Definitely something to celebrate later.

“Alright,” Seokjin says. “I understand. Can you talk to me about what you were feeling when you returned from your parents’ home?”

“Overwhelmed. I needed to process everything that happened, but I…”

After a few seconds of silence, Seokjin gently prompts, “You…?”

“Wanted to be home. With all of you. I kept thinking about the nest the omegas built the morning of Chuseok, all scented and nice… Wanted to just pile inside with everyone, but I couldn’t. My scent was bad, and I didn’t want to talk. Nothing was right.”

“Were you aware of what you did want? Was there a scenario you would have preferred?”

“Does it matter? It’s not like it would have worked.”

Seokjin can see enough tension forming in his mate’s body for him to change course, so he doesn’t hesitate. “Okay, we don’t have to talk about solutions to that right now. I understand that you needed time to process that first night. Talk to me about what you felt next?”

“Yoongi came to my room. We talked a little, and I told him about what my parents asked me. He couldn’t just leave it alone, but he didn’t say too much once I asked him to stop. I felt… It was good to have him there. I let him fuss a little – feed me, cuddle, that sort of thing.”

“It was my understanding that you find that sort of fussing to be… abrasive?”

Hoseok opens his mouth to speak, but nothing comes out. He closes it again a second or two later and swallows audibly, shaking his head a few times. “I don’t want to do this.”

“What don’t you want to do, darling?”

“There’s this thought, and I never really… It’s not something I ever considered all the way through. If I tell you, you’ll hate it, and you’ll try to explain to me why it’s not true but I… I don’t know if I believe it in the first place? But I’m also not sure if I could believe it’s completely untrue? I don’t know. It feels like something I shouldn’t say out loud and I don’t want to do more harm than good.”

“If I can make an observation?”

“Sure.”

“The thought might have far more power inside of you than it would out in the open, and I can do my best to remember that it isn’t necessarily something you believe with your whole heart.”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Hoseok lets out a sigh. “Alright. It’s… You asked me if I find fussing abrasive. The thing is, Yoongi offered not to fuss that night. He said he wanted to, but he was worried about it bothering me – so I was the one who asked for it in the end. Because I wanted him to.”

“Does this thought you’d like to share have something to do with why you find Yoongi-yah’s care to be less upsetting?”

“It’s not just that it’s him. More like… I… Sometimes when I’m upset…” Hoseok trails off, his eyes slipping shut and sending a couple of tears falling down his cheeks.

Seokjin desperately wants to get closer, but he can’t risk pushing too hard right now. He settles for leaning in just a few inches and raising Hoseok’s hand up so he can press a kiss to the alpha’s knuckles. “It’s alright. Take all the time you need.”

“I get… I start thinking about what’s coming, how everyone is going to react and try to do their job as a pack, and I just… I hate the thought that everyone is putting on some big song and dance for me. It’s not that I don’t want to be with my mates. I’d just rather be alone with it than have everyone pretend like I’m…” Hoseok starts to trail off, his voice barely audible as he finishes. “Like I’m the same as the rest of you.”

Everything freezes. Seokjin isn’t even sure he’s breathing. All he can hear is his own heart hammering in his chest and Hoseok’s words on a loop in his mind.

Song and dance…’

Pretend…’

Like I’m the same as the rest of you.’

Hoseok doesn’t think their care is genuine.

*******

As soon as the words leave Hoseok’s mouth, he wishes he could take them back. Jin is looking for answers, but this isn’t the one Hoseok wanted to give.

It’s true – although maybe that’s the wrong way to phrase it. He knows logically that his mates care about him, and he believes that they love him. Their care feels natural and easy to accept when Hoseok is in control of himself and acting like a good mate. It makes sense that he and his pack would exchange care and kindness when he’s being the person he wants to be. That’s what people do in relationships, and he loves being a part of that dynamic.

But when he’s like this? When he’s faltering and unable to be the kind of mate he wants to be?

They all have to know he doesn’t deserve their kindness then. It feels like they’re just giving it to him because they’re expected to.

It’s different with Yoongi, but that’s just because it never really feels like he’s putting on a front. Taehyung’s attention doesn’t feel bad either, but the last thing that Hoseok wants to do when he’s already being a bad mate is to put more stress on their omega. He just wants to get enough distance to figure out his problems, and then return to his pack with them already solved.

Well… Maybe that isn’t exactly what he wants. It’s just what feels the safest. He’s had it drilled into him that wounds are something to be tended to in private, exposed to others only when healing is already underway and they’re no longer a weakness – assuming the wound is ever exposed at all. But that isn’t how being in a relationship works, and he hasn’t figured out how to make peace between those thoughts.

He’s supposed to be opening up. He and Jimin decided to work on that together, but has Hoseok really been holding up his end of that agreement?

Or is that just another way that he’s failed? Why can’t he do anything right? It’s like all he does is–

“Darling, I need you to focus on your breathing for me, please.”

The sound of Jin’s voice rips Hoseok out of his spiraling thoughts and pulls him back into the present moment. There are tears streaming down his face and his heart is pounding in his chest, breaths coming short and shallow as he cries. Trying to focus on his breathing just makes him more aware of how tight his chest feels, and attempting to raise his arm to wipe away his tears hits him with a stab of pain from his injured shoulder.

He can’t quite hold back the cry it draws from him, and that’s enough to have Jin moving.

The beta sits down next to him on the bed, one arm wrapping around Hoseok’s back as he shushes him gently. “It’s alright, love. I’ve got you. You’re going to be okay, but I need you to breathe with me.” Jin takes an exaggerated breath in, letting it out in a long exhale while he rubs circles into Hoseok’s back. “Come on. With me this time, Hobi-yah.”

Hoseok does his best to follow along, matching Jin’s calm, deep breaths with shaking inhales and stuttered exhales of his own. He tries to speak, words coming out high and edged with panic, “M’sorry. Didn’t mean for– You don’t have to–”

“Shh, you don’t have to apologize for panicking, darling. All you have to do is breathe.”

“But I said– I told you–”

“You did say some things we’re going to talk about, but that’s not what we’re doing right now – and none of those things change the fact that I love you. Now, focus on me. Deep breath in – there you go. Now out, nice and slow.”

~~

It takes several minutes for Hoseok’s panic to subside, and Jin is there the entire time, breathing with him and offering little bits of praise and guidance. And the more Hoseok settles, the more it starts to sink in just how nice it feels to have this care given to him, whether he deserves it or not.

“I think…” Hoseok trails off for a moment, taking another breath just to be sure. “I might be okay. Sorry, I’m not sure why that happened.”

“Before we get into that, is this alright?” Jin asks, the arm wrapped around Hoseok’s back giving him a squeeze. “If you’d like me to move, I can.”

It might be because of the panic attack he just had, but the thought of not being near his mate sounds awful. If anything… Hoseok is fairly sure he wants to be closer. It’s like he doesn’t even have the energy left to be paranoid about Jin’s intentions. He’s already admitted the worst possible thing he could have, so there’s not really any other option besides attempting to talk it through – and he needs the comfort of physical closeness if he’s going to try and handle that.

“Wanna move, but… Lay down with me?”

Jin accepts this in an instant, settling down with his head on Hoseok’s pillows and his arms open in offering. It’s a little finicky to get into place (though his shoulder does hurt a little less with each passing day), but they eventually manage. Hoseok is glad for the change in position, eagerly setting his head down on the pillow across from Jin.

He feels exhausted.

“Gonna have to talk or I might pass out,” Hoseok mumbles. “Sorry, I know it’s important.”

“It’s okay. We can talk. I’m just so happy to be here with you right now.”

“M’glad you’re here. Sorry I’ve been such a complete asshole lately.”

“That’s not the word I’d use to describe your behavior, but I do appreciate the apology. That being said, I’d like to talk about what you told me before you panicked. It sounded very much like you think that the concern we show when you’re hurting isn’t genuine – that you think we’re… faking it in some capacity? Is that true?”

It’s impossible to keep from frowning. Hoseok hates the fact that he thinks that way sometimes. It feels… ungrateful, like spitting in the face of all the kindness his mates try to offer him, and having Jin aware of it just makes him feel awful. “I don’t think that way all the time,” he says, hoping that it counts for something.

“I understand. Thank you for clarifying. Can you tell me about when you do?”

“When I’m being a bad mate.”

Jin’s eyes narrow slightly, his head tipping in what looks like confusion. “Hoseok-ah, I’ve never thought you were a bad mate. When do you feel that way?”

“When I’m too busy with my own stuff to act right. When I get too wrapped up in a job, or don’t know how to talk about my problems. I try to make sure nobody has to deal with me when I’m like that, but it hurts you all when I push you away too – so it’s like I can’t do anything right…” Hoseok’s voice is nearly a whisper by the time he finishes speaking, shaking his head and doing his best to hold back even more tears.

“Am I to understand that when you feel like a bad mate, our attempts to comfort you seem… disingenuous?”

Hoseok gives a short little nod.

“Can you explain how that feels? Or why it comes across that way?”

“I… I know I don’t deserve it when I’m like that,” Hoseok admits. He doesn’t want to keep talking, but he’s far too exhausted and burnt out to hold it all inside anymore, so he’ll just have to deal with the consequences of honesty. “I know that, and you guys have to know it too, so it feels… It’s like you’re just doing it because you’re supposed to – because we’re mates – and I don’t want that. I’d rather just sort myself out and come back when it’s better, but I know that isn’t realistic. I just… I get stuck.”

“Talk to me about how ‘stuck’ feels?”

“Different this time, but usually it’s like… I know I get bad when I’m doing stressful work – and the work is always for my parents which means trying to wear the mask of a good son and a master thief all at once. That doesn’t leave a lot of room for being the kind of mate I want to be, and then the stress makes me paranoid. When it gets to that point, I… Everyone trying to push care on me feels like pity at best and manipulation at worst. Part of me wants to leave so you all don’t have to see me like that, but there’s another part of me that aches for my mates so bad that I can’t go, and–” Hoseok cuts himself off with a frustrated sigh. “I don’t know what to do. So I spiral and make it all worse. I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright, love,” Jin says, leaning in to press a kiss to Hoseok’s forehead. “I appreciate you taking the time to explain this to me. I’ve been desperate to know what’s happening in your head for years now, and it makes me so happy to finally have something to work with.”

“Might be useless information soon,” Hoseok mumbles, unable to fight back the tears any longer. He sniffles, leaning in to bury his head against Jin’s shoulder. “Won’t be any more hard jobs after my parents disown me.”

“Oh, darling,” Jin coos, the arm wrapped around Hoseok’s back squeezing him just a bit tighter. “I’m sorry. I can’t imagine how that worry must feel, but I do know that I’ll be incredibly happy we had this talk whether you do stressful work for your parents again or not. I think this runs much deeper than just a symptom of stress, even if that does seem to aggravate it quite intensely.”

“Maybe. I… I don’t know.”

“It’s okay. You don’t have to know right now. You’ve had a very long night with me here forcing this discussion, and I think it’s very clear that we won't be able to wrap this all up with a neat little bow – nor do I want to.”

“You don’t?”

Jin shakes his head, then presses a kiss into Hoseok’s hair. “No. I’d like to keep talking about this once you’ve had a chance to sleep and consider our conversation a little – but only if that’s okay with you. If you want to keep talking tonight, then we will.”

Honestly, sleep sounds like heaven. Hoseok hasn’t slept well in what feels like ages, and having Jin here pressed against him feels so nice that he doesn’t ever want to move. It’s all the comfort he’s been wishing he could have since everything went sideways during Chuseok.

“I’m ready to be done for now.”

“Very well. I would appreciate it if we could tie up just a couple of loose ends first. There are a few things you said that I’d like to address, and a couple things I want to say so that you know some of what I’ll be intending to ask you in future discussions. Is that alright?”

Hoseok nods, tipping his head back enough that he can look up at Jin with what are probably puffy, red eyes after all the crying he’s done.

“Thank you,” Jin says, a warm smile on his face. “First, I’d like to state very plainly that when you’re struggling, trying to meet your own needs, or under too much stress to focus on others, that doesn’t make you a bad mate in any capacity. It sounds to me like you consider being a ‘good mate’ something you can only achieve temporarily through performance, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. You’re a wonderful mate in the very core of your being, and I’ve never doubted your dedication or love for this pack.”

At his core…

That’s part of the problem. Hoseok has no idea what his core self even is.

“I can see that those words might be difficult to process. That’s alright. We can work on it later. For the time being, it leads nicely into something I’d like to discuss in the future. You called being a good son and a good thief ‘masks’, and I’d very much like to hear more about that – and whether you might consider ‘good mate’ to be a mask in the same way.”

“S’gonna be messy.”

“Yes, I would imagine so. I don’t mind though, and I’ll try to take some time to think on it as well before we discuss it next. We’re also going to talk more about what exactly you feel like you don’t deserve, and hopefully begin the slow process of helping you see that there is never anything you have to do to earn care from your mates. I know how complex that can be, and I’m sure you do as well. We’re still working on it with Yoongi-yah even after all these years, and I imagine Jimin-ah will need some help in that department as well.”

Hoseok’s gaze falters, and he mumbles, “Supposed to be getting better together.”

“You and… Jimin-ah? Or–”

“Jiminie, yeah. We agreed to work on opening up more with people, but he’s been doing a better job than I have. It’s… I think I’d like to start trying more too. Even if it’s hard, it can’t be as bad as all of this. I mean – not this part but everything before it. This part is actually… I’m glad you came, hyung.”

Jin’s smile widens. “I’m very glad I came as well. Thank you for giving me the chance to talk some of this through with you. And I’d like to say that I think your commitment to healing with Jimin-ah is a wonderful idea. The two of you clicked so fast. It makes sense that you’d be able to support one another in that way, and the rest of us will be eager to help anywhere you’ll allow.”

“I don’t know how yet, but I appreciate that. I really am sorry for all of the pain it took to get here.”

“I am too. You’ve suffered a great deal, and I can’t help wondering if I could have forced this talk sooner. Still, I’m happy we ended up where we are now. I think I’ve said most of what I wanted to, except to reiterate my intention to work through this with you. It doesn’t have to happen all at once. As long as we’re moving forward together, I can be as patient as you need, darling.”

“Forward together sounds good,”Hoseok answers, letting out a breath. “Scary, but good. I think… I might see if Jiminie has some time to talk tomorrow morning.”

“That sounds like a wonderful idea. I believe his perspective might be particularly helpful on some of this, and it gives me a chance to support Joon-ah’s efforts with Yoongi-yah.”

“Will you need help?”

“Perhaps with getting in the door, but we’ll see how the morning plays out.”

“Alright. Moving forward together?” Hoseok asks, feeling a tiny hopeful smile tug at his sleepy face.

“Moving forward together,” Jin agrees, leaning in to give Hoseok a quick kiss. “But for now, we may as well get some sleep.”

“God, I’m so ready for that. Love you, Jinnie-hyung.”

“I love you too, darling.”

Notes:

Wow, that was a long one! Next week Yoongi is finally going to get put to sleep, and then we'll spend some time with Jimin and Hoseok. See you there :D

Chapter 126: Enough Is Enough

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack Group Chat]

[Tae]: alright i’m heading out ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: don’t panic if i’m not answering my phone today

[Tae]: will text as soon as it’s done

[Namjoon]: Please be safe.

[Tae]: i will hyung (^ω^)

[Hobi]: did u let jiminie and jungkookie know whats up? :)

[Tae]: yeah they know i have a job

[Jin]: Talk to you soon, darling. Let us know if you need anything.

[Tae]: sounds good

[Tae]: love you (´♥ω♥`)

~~

[Hobi to Namjoon]

[Hobi]: what’s the plan for getting inside yoongi’s room?

[Namjoon]: I’ve got one quick meeting starting soon and then I’ll break the damn door down if I have to. Are you looking to assist?

[Hobi]: i might have a plan 2 get u in ;D

[Hobi]: i’ll try talking 2 him first though.

[Hobi]: let me know when ur meeting is over?

[Namjoon]: Will do. Thank you, Hoseok.

[Namjoon]: For your help and for talking things through with Jin last night.

[Hobi]: jinnie did most of the work really.

[Namjoon]: I’m happy about it either way.

[Hobi]: me 2 :)

[Hobi]: talk 2 u soon.

~

[Hobi to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: are you still awake?

[Hobi]: yoongi?

[Hobi]: okay no rush.

[Hobi]: i think i found something. just yell at me when u wake up :)

[Yoongi]: I’m here.

[Yoongi]: What did you find?

[Hobi]: how long have u been awake?

[Yoongi]: Does it matter?

[Hobi]: yes it does.

[Yoongi]: You didn’t find anything, did you?

[Hobi]: i needed 2 know if u were still up.

[Yoongi]: I’m close to something.

[Hobi]: i heard u said that 2 taehyungie yesterday 2.

[Yoongi]: I had a nap. I’m fine.

[Hobi]: let me come have a look at u.

[Hobi]: if it looks like u took a nap i’ll let it go.

[Yoongi]: No thanks. I have work to do. Bye.

[Hobi]: ur not giving me a lot of options here.

[Hobi]: dont ignore me.

[Hobi]: yoongi please.

~

[Hobi to Jimin]

[Hobi]: hey baby :)

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What’s up?

[Hobi]: do u have any free time today?

[Jimin]: I get done with class in like an hour but Kookie is busy until tonight

[Hobi]: i was hoping to catch u alone anyway.

[Jimin]: Oh? Are you okay?

[Hobi]: yeah i’m okay honey.

[Hobi]: honestly i just need 2 talk about some stuff and i feel like it would help if it was with u :)

[Jimin]: I’d love to talk with you about anything you want (^-^)

[Jimin]: Wanna get out of the house for a bit or should I come there?

[Hobi]: would it be okay if i wanted ur help with something here and then we went 2 ur apartment?

[Jimin]: Sure I can come right from class

[Jimin]: Can I ask what I’m helping with at the house?

[Hobi]: yoongi won’t open his door and he definitely hasn’t slept yet.

[Hobi]: he put a deadbolt on after the last time i picked it.

[Hobi]: i was considering trying a window but joonie is ready 2 kick the door down. he’s going in there 2 nip yoongi one way or another but i’m thinking u can make it easier.

[Jimin]: You think Yoongi-hyung will open the door for me? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: if we play it smart ;D

[Jimin]: Okay. I’m in. Tell me what I need to do

[Hobi]: alright first u need a compelling reason 2 see him

[Jimin]: Electronics problem? He’s been sending paranoid messages about our devices at least once a day

[Jimin]: Maybe something to do with my phone acting up while I’m on the way to the house

[Hobi]: perfect :D

[Hobi]: all u have 2 do is sell it as a legitimate concern.

[Hobi]: don’t try 2 reason with him. it won’t work and we can’t have him suspecting u.

[Hobi]: just try 2 act like he’s not being insane right now.

[Hobi]: we want opening the door for u to be his idea. let him come up with a plan 2 solve ur phone problem and then just make sure it fails. repeat until he has no choice but 2 open the door and take it.

[Hobi]: and when he does, we leave the rest to joonie ;)

[Jimin]: Alright. I’m on it (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: I’ll message him when I’m out of class

[Hobi]: thanks baby <3

[Hobi]: ur the best.

[Jimin]: (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

[Jimin to Yoongi]

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: You know how you said to tell you if any of our electronics started acting weird?

[Yoongi]: Yeah.

[Yoongi]: What is it?

[Yoongi]: Something wrong?

[Jimin]: I’m not sure ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: It only started happening once I left the apartment. I’m on my way to the house so me and Hoseok-hyung can go to lunch

[Yoongi]: Min-ah. Details.

[Jimin]: I think there’s a new app on my phone but I didn’t put it there? Like I saw some notifications but they went away super fast

[Jimin]: I’m looking now and there’s definitely a new icon in my apps page but it’s just labeled as ‘camera’

[Jimin]: Sorry it’s probably just an update that went through or something (;^-^)

[Yoongi]: Do not open it!

[Yoongi]: Is your original camera app still there too?

[Jimin]: Yeah. Why would the update keep both?

[Yoongi]: I repeat: DO NOT OPEN IT.

[Yoongi]: You said you’re coming to the house right?

[Jimin]: Yeah I’ll be there in like ten minutes.

[Yoongi]: Alright listen.

[Yoongi]: Come by my room and slide your phone under the door for me. Grab Hoseok for your lunch date and I’ll have it fixed when you get back.

[Jimin]: Okay. Do you want me to knock or anything to let you know when I drop it off?

[Yoongi]: No. I’ll be watching.

[Jimin]: Sounds good. Thank you hyung (^-^)

~

[Jimin]: Hyung I’m trying but I don’t think this is gonna fit under your door

[Jimin]: Sorry ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Do you want me to try something else?

~

Namjoon gets into position before Jimin ever arrives at the house, creeping into the hall outside Yoongi’s door and standing motionless off to one side, a small metal pry bar held in one hand. Considering the series of update messages he and Jin received over the course of the night, it’s clear that Yoongi still hasn’t slept – but he’s finished looking through the data from Jin’s friend.

Apparently he isolated a virus from one of the emails she provided them. A key logger, probably used to get access to her accounts and gather enough information to pull off pretending to be her. It still doesn’t answer how the Kangs even knew she was one of Jin’s contacts, but it’s a start. Still, that development was several hours ago, and all their messages to Yoongi since then have gone unanswered.

It’s time to intervene.

Hoseok is right there in the hall with Namjoon, looking better rested than he has in days after his night spent with Jin. It’s an exciting development, but Namjoon has to focus on the problem in front of them right now.

He’s a little unsure whether he’ll be able to kick Yoongi’s door down with the deadbolt engaged, so if Jimin can get Yoongi to open it even a little, then the only thing Namjoon will have to contend with is the newly installed chain on the inside of the door. They’ll be discussing that later, once Yoongi has had some sleep. It’s one of many things they’ll need to talk about.

Eventually, they hear movement on the other side of the door, footsteps coming closer and then what sounds like a figure slumping against the wall. Yoongi is clearly waiting for Jimin.

Only about a minute later, Jimin makes his way into the hall. He gives Namjoon and Hoseok a silent nod, and steps louder than usual up to the door. Crouching down in front of it, he attempts to pass his phone under the door, even though it’s quite clear it won’t fit. Jimin pulls his phone back up to send a couple of texts, and they can hear the sound of movement behind the door just a few seconds later.

There’s a click as the deadbolt is disengaged, and then the handle begins to turn.

The door opens about an inch before the chain catches it and Yoongi’s ragged voice mutters, “Here, Min-ah. Lemme take a look at it and I’ll leave it outside the door for when you get back.”

Namjoon doesn’t waste a moment, immediately shoving his pry bar into the open door and stepping in front of Jimin. Yoongi’s bloodshot eyes go wide the second he sees Namjoon, and he attempts to slam the door shut even though the pry bar makes it impossible.

“Yoongi, don’t try and fight this,” Namjoon says. “You need to sleep, and I’m coming in whether you like it or not.”

“I took a nap! I’m fine!” Yoongi’s voice cracks as he yells and gives another hard shove to the door. The pry bar holds strong, and he lets out a huff of frustration. “Can’t believe you made Min-ah trick me like this!”

“Sorry, hyung!” Jimin calls out. “Nobody made me. I just wanna help you.”

“You can help by leaving me alone!”

Namjoon pushes against the door, but it’s clear that Yoongi has pressed his entire body against it in an attempt to hold it shut. Keeping the pry bar firmly in place, Namjoon turns to Hoseok and Jimin, who are both watching with slight concern on their faces. “I’ve got it from here,” he says. “Thank you for the help.”

Jimin doesn’t quite seem convinced. “Are you sure, hyung? You’re not even in the door yet, and–”

“We should listen to him,” Hoseok says, giving Namjoon a little nod of approval before wrapping his uninjured arm around Jimin’s back. “This next part is going to get ugly, so we should probably go before the real fighting starts.”

After a moment of uncertainty and a few glances between Namjoon and Hoseok, Jimin shrugs. “Okay. Call us if you need help?”

“Will do. See you both later.” Namjoon holds his position against the door until the two of them have been gone for a few seconds, then gives another press against it. No movement – so Yoongi is clearly still sitting up against the other side. “I’m coming in there one way or another,” Namjoon calls out, shoving a little harder this time. The door moves an inch or so, but is quickly pushed back into place. “I would suggest that you take the chain off yourself and let me in, but I’ll break the damn door down if I have to.”

“Just let me work!” Yoongi yells. “I’m close to something!”

“You’ve been saying that for days, Yoongi. The only thing you’re close to is collapsing! Now. Let. Me. In.” Namjoon punctuates each word with a hard shove against the door. Yoongi is no match for his strength under the best of circumstances, let alone when he hasn’t eaten or slept properly in days. Judging by the thud from the other side of the door, Namjoon’s final push must send him off balance enough to fall, though the chain still stops the door from opening entirely. Hardly an obstacle, now that Yoongi is out of the way. “I’d stay back if you don’t want to get hurt!”

“Wait, I’ll open it! Just give me a second to stand up.”

Namjoon isn’t buying that for a second. “Too late for those kinds of tricks. Now get back.”

There’s the sound of shuffling inside (thankfully moving away), and Namjoon waits for it to stop before delivering one solid kick to the door. The chain gives under the pressure, some metal clattering to the floor and the door itself swinging open so fast that it slams against the wall.

The room itself is relatively dark, though the light pouring in from the hallway does help, as does the glow of all the screens against the back wall. There’s no sign of Yoongi, but his scent is everywhere, thick with distress and strange metallic notes that have Namjoon scrunching his nose as he scans the room for his mate.

Wary of an escape attempt, he shuts the door behind him, the broken chain lock dangling from it while the other half has clearly ripped loose from the wall. He also locks the deadbolt to add a bit of additional security for Yoongi to have to fuss with if he tries to make a break for it. Unfortunately, closing the door leaves the room much darker, with the dim glow of LED strips near the ceiling giving Namjoon just enough light to navigate by. He tugs open the curtains on the nearest window, bathing the room in sunlight and illuminating the absolute mess around him.

There are boxes of technical equipment everywhere, stray parts strewn over nearly every surface, and at least two additional computers set up in open areas of the floor. Empty energy drink cans are piled on Yoongi’s desk, and another computer is half assembled on his bed – which is just a further indicator of how little he’s been sleeping. Namjoon spots very little food of any sort. A couple of open chip bags near Yoongi’s desk, but neither of them are empty.

They’ll have to get something into his system, but first Namjoon needs to find him.

A quick peek under the couch reveals nothing, and the same with Yoongi’s bed. It’s not until Namjoon pulls the chair away from Yoongi’s desk that he hears footsteps running for the door.

He whips around in an instant, sprinting toward where Yoongi is making a break for the door. It rattles in its frame as he tries to tug it open, the deadbolt holding it shut. He lets out a sound of frustration and begins fumbling with the lock, but Namjoon is fast enough to catch him before he can manage to disengage it, arms wrapping around his middle and holding tight.

“Get off me!” Yoongi yells, his voice cracking as he struggles against Namjoon’s grip. “You don’t understand! I’m gonna crack this whole thing open!”

Namjoon just holds his ground. Yoongi is too weak from exhaustion to have any real hope of breaking away, so he may as well tire himself out before Namjoon tries to go in for a nip. Last time he went in too soon and ended up with a bloody nose when Yoongi’s head swung backward. (Poor Yoongi felt awful about it the next day.) No point repeating that mistake.

“You’re not thinking clearly, pup. You haven’t slept in days.”

“I have slept!”

“I’m sure – probably about as much as you’ve eaten. How long has that computer been in your bed?”

“I have a couch. Now let me go!”

“Not happening. I’ve allowed this to go on long enough, and I know for a fact you haven’t been sleeping on that couch either. You’re done hurting yourself, Yoongi. Don’t try to argue with me.”

Yoongi gives up yelling and thrashes in Namjoon’s arms, redirecting his energy to trying to push his hands against the door and shove them off balance. When that doesn’t work, he lifts one of his legs and uses that to kick off of the door instead, sending the two of them sprawling onto the floor. Namjoon manages to break Yoongi’s fall and keep his own head from hitting the floor, so the landing isn’t nearly as painful as it could have been, even though he’s definitely going to feel it in his back later.

Honestly, this position is better for him anyways. Now it’s easy enough to roll both of them over, pinning Yoongi’s wrists to the floor and straddling his waist. He still struggles, teeth bared while he tries to get the momentum needed to shove Namjoon off of him, but he has no hope of succeeding.

It barely takes two minutes for him to exhaust most of his energy reserves. His movements become slower and weaker, before stopping entirely as his expression shifts from rage to defeat, tears welling up in his eyes. “I was gonna… I just want to help,” he mutters, voice cracking as he tries to catch his breath. The second his eyes close, tears go falling down his cheeks.

Well, that didn’t take long. Poor thing.

“I know you do, pup,” Namjoon says, letting go of one wrist to settle a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder instead, experimentally brushing a thumb over his scent gland. He doesn’t even react, which is a good sign that he’s actually given up. Namjoon immediately lets go of his other wrist and pulls Yoongi up toward him, nosing at his neck to map out the nip. “You did so much work, but it’s time for you to rest now. Your alpha is going to take care of you.”

There’s no answer – just more tears and rushed breathing. Likely the beginnings of a panic attack.

Namjoon doesn’t bother wasting time, opening his mouth and giving Yoongi a firm nip, not letting up the pressure until his mate is completely limp in his arms. They’ve got a lot of talking ahead of them, but first Yoongi is going to need to sleep for a while. Luckily, Namjoon doesn’t need to leave the house again for the next couple of days. He’s knocked out all of his meetings already, and the rest of his work can easily be done from his bed. They have a few things to take care of before he worries about any of that, however.

Yoongi doesn’t even stir as Namjoon picks him up and carries him out to the bathroom. He clearly hasn’t had a shower in days, and Namjoon knows he’ll appreciate waking up clean.

~~

There are moments in the tub where Yoongi seems closer to waking up. He lets out a few mumbled words as Namjoon lowers the two of them into the water, and his eyes briefly crack open while Namjoon is washing his hair, but that’s about all. The only other thing he does is cling to Namjoon, head occasionally tipping closer to his scent gland.

Yoongi’s own scent is still very off, but it should get better once he’s been asleep long enough for the stimulants to leave his system. Some food will probably help too.

After they’re done in the tub, Namjoon carries Yoongi upstairs.

Jin is already waiting in their bedroom, supplies at the ready. He’s brought up plenty of food and water, though it’s unlikely they’ll be able to get Yoongi to eat a proper meal today. (It would be a shame to wake him up for it, and his stomach might do better with something liquid for right now.)

These are the only times they willingly give him meal replacement shakes.

“I heard a fair bit of ruckus downstairs,” Jin says softly as they get Yoongi into bed. “How bad was it?”

“Got him to crack the door open for Jimin-ah. Still ended up having to kick the door in to break his new chain lock, and there was one failed escape attempt, but he ran out of steam pretty quick.”

“Between your newfound strength and how long he’s been on this bender, I’m not entirely surprised. Did he injure you at all?”

“A couple of bruises, but mostly just from me trying to keep him from hurting himself. Not our worst fight by a long shot. Do you think we should wake him up to try and drink one of the meal replacements?”

Jin considers this for a moment, but eventually shakes his head. “Let’s allow him to nap for a while and take the edge off.”

A couple hours of work on his laptop later, Namjoon allows Jin to be the one to gently shake Yoongi awake. The beta is clearly yearning to check in with him, and Namjoon will have plenty of opportunity to care for him later.

“Hyu… Hyung?” Yoongi whispers, head turning and his eyes just barely cracking open to look up at Jin, who is softly stroking Yoongi’s still damp hair.

“Hello, love. I apologize for waking you, but I need you to drink something for me, alright?”

Yoongi blinks a couple of times before his eyes go wide and he sits up in an instant. “I’m supposed to be working, and– Oh god…” He trails off, eyelashes fluttering as he grips Jin’s shoulder to steady himself – probably feeling woozy from lack of food.

The sight has Namjoon’s fingers twitching with the need to act, but Jin takes care of it.

“I’m afraid not, darling,” he says, steadying Yoongi with a hand between his shoulder blades. “You’re all done working for now. Everything you needed to do is complete.”

“There were… I was… We still need to find the Kangs, and– Hyung, wait–”

Jin doesn’t hesitate, tugging Yoongi close and giving him a quick nip that has him whimpering and settling again in an instant. “There you go. Don’t worry. Hyung is going to let you rest more soon. Just drink this for me first?”

With trembling hands, Yoongi accepts the little meal replacement shake, taking the straw into his mouth and beginning to drink. It takes him a few minutes to finish it, his eyes glossing over with sleep twice, only for Jin to rub at his back and offer enough praise to keep him going.

When the can is emptied, Jin sets it aside and leans in to press a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “You did so well for me, love. Is there anything else you need, or can I lay you back down for some proper rest?”

Yoongi looks tired enough to fall asleep sitting up, shaking his head once before starting to slump back down onto the pillows. His eyes shut briefly, only to open again a second later as he reaches out for Jin’s shoulder and whines out a soft little, “Alpha?”

Namjoon feels a warm mix of joy and possessiveness swell in his chest. Yoongi still wants his alpha near, even after what they’ve just gone through.

“Oh, sweet thing – your alpha is right there,” Jin says, a wide smile on his face as he points toward Namjoon.

Movements syrupy slow after a second nip, Yoongi turns to face Namjoon, his scent tipping just a little less sour. “Alpha,” he whispers, one of those trembling hands reaching out.

“I’m here, baby.” Namjoon immediately takes Yoongi’s hand in his own, raising it to his face so he can press a kiss to his wrist. “It’s alright. You can go to sleep. We aren’t going to leave you alone.”

It looks like Yoongi wants to say something, but as hard as he tries to fight it, sleep takes him before he can utter another word. His head settles fully onto the pillow, hand going limp in Namjoon’s hold.

“We can let him get some proper rest now,” Jin whispers. “Having something in his system will definitely help. We can see if he’s awake enough at dinnertime to eat a more solid meal, but if not then it can wait until breakfast tomorrow. I bought a six-pack of the shakes, so he can always have another of those.”

Namjoon breathes a sigh of relief, still holding Yoongi’s hand in his own as he looks up at Jin. “We’ll take care of him – of our whole pack. Things are going to get better.”

“They will, darling. We’ll make sure of it.”

*******

Jimin is actually kind of glad to get away before things get serious between Namjoon and Yoongi. Even just that brief glimpse he got through the door of Yoongi’s almost sickly pale complexion and bloodshot eyes was enough to wrench at his heart. He knew things were bad. The pack has been relatively honest about what’s going on (or at least it seems like they have), but it’s one thing to hear about it and get some weird paranoid messages from Yoongi – and another thing entirely to see it.

“You okay, baby?” Hoseok asks as the two of them climb into the car waiting outside.

“Yeah, just… Is Yoongi-hyung gonna be okay?”

“He will. Don’t worry. Joonie has taken care of him through much worse than this. Once they wrestle it out and put him to sleep for a day, he’s going to do a 180 so fast it’ll make your head spin. Still, it’s hard to see him like that, isn’t it?”

Jimin gives a slow nod, reaching out for Hoseok’s hand. “It was hard enough just knowing you were hurting, and then after that job everything got worse – for both of you. But are you…” He trails off, unwilling to say anything that might make Hoseok change his mind about whatever talk they’re supposed to be having today.

Makes more sense to let him take the lead when it comes to his own problems.

“I’m… Better? I guess?” Hoseok says, looking uncertain as he gives Jimin’s hand a squeeze. “It’s… I’m not even sure where to start. Jinnie cornered me last night, and I was such an ass. I have been an ass these whole past couple of weeks. And you’re right that everything that happened in Busan just made it worse.”

“Is that what you wanna talk about today?”

“Sort of? I’m hoping that trying to explain some of it will help me figure it out better before me and Jinnie have to sit back down to finish our talk.”

“Oh, you guys didn’t get to finish yesterday?”

Hoseok huffs out a little laugh. “No. I umm… I guess I had sort of a panic attack? Or a breakdown? It was messy – and I haven’t been sleeping well, so by the time he helped me through that I was just so fucking tired. I think that made it easier though, like I was too tired to be a paranoid jerk. But we can get around to that stuff later. There’s something else I was really hoping to talk about today. Maybe more than talk, actually.”

“Okay,” Jimin agrees, a smile forming on his face. As much as he doesn’t like how hurt Hoseok has been, it’s impossible to deny how happy he is to finally get to talk – and maybe even help. “I’m happy to be here for it, whatever it is. Can you tell me now, or do you wanna wait until we get back to the apartment?”

“Maybe when we get there? It’s all been so emotional that it’s probably just safer to do it there.”

“That works. I can even nest for us if you need.”

“Hoping it won’t get that dire, but I appreciate the offer, Minnie.”

“Anytime, hyung.”

Jimin means it. He’d nest for Hoseok any day for any reason – and it’s the same with the others. Just another one of those things that he only ever felt about Jungkook, but that now extends to the entire pack. Even more than that, it’s something he’s looking forward to doing for them, offering some comfort of his own in exchange for everything they’ve given him and Jungkook.

~~

Jimin doesn’t even have to prompt Hoseok to get him talking again. As soon as they’re safely back in the apartment and settled side by side on the couch, the alpha immediately reaches for his hand, taking a deep breath before saying, “So it’s kind of… I decided what to do about my parents.”

“Yeah? What are you thinking?”

“I can’t do the job. I already made that decision before yesterday, but after talking to Jinnie-hyung too, I… I can’t do that to him anymore – or the rest of you – and if I take that job on, it’ll be way worse than this has been. It’s not… It isn’t worth it. I’ll never get what I want from my parents, so better to let them disown me than to try so hard to please them that I ruin the parts of my life I actually like. Every time I see them it’s like it puts me right back to where I was before I met my mates. I shut down and I pull back from everything – and for what?”

Jimin wants to tread carefully here, because he’s pretty sure he can imagine (from his own experiences) what Hoseok might wish he could have from his parents, but it’s hard to say if he’ll be ready to talk about that part… He’s a little afraid to ask, but if Hoseok is ready to potentially end his relationship with his parents, this is too important not to talk about. It’s not going to feel good, but they can’t just ignore it.

“Have you thought about what you do want from your parents?”

Hoseok opens his mouth to answer, then looks a little taken aback as it closes again. After a few seconds he asks, “Like for them to be okay with me not taking this job? Or do you mean…”

“I mean more in general. You’ve done work for them your whole life, and it’s driven you into some really dark places. What do you wish they would give you when you do that kind of stuff for them?”

“I don’t know if I’ve ever really thought about… I guess I wish it was…” Hoseok trails off, gaze faltering down toward his knees and his grip on Jimin’s hand tightening. The words come out higher when he speaks again, strained like he’s just on the edge of crying. “I just wish I could be enough. There’s always more to do and they never… Nothing makes them happy. I’ve never been… I won’t ever be… Damn it.”

Hoseok lets go of Jimin and covers his face with both hands, but not before the first tears go cascading down his cheeks.

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jimin says, scooting closer and wrapping an arm around Hoseok’s back. “You can cry. I’ve got you.”

“God, I… I’ve spent my whole life trying to be good enough.” Hoseok shakes his head, words mumbled into his hands and broken up by sniffles. “The only thing meeting their expectations has ever gotten me is higher expectations, but I think a part of me assumed there had to be an end somewhere? A day where I repaid the debt or–”

“You don’t owe them a debt. I know they tell you that you do. My parents used to say the same thing, but you didn’t ask for any of this.”

“They raised me, clothed me, fed me–”

“That is literally the bare minimum required when you decide to have a kid,” Jimin says, leaning his head on one of Hoseok’s shaking shoulders. He remembers having to come to terms with just how horrible his own family was, how sad and empty it left him feeling, and how long it took him to come to some of these realizations on his own. “It’s not that you can’t be thankful for it, but you don’t owe them your life because they raised you.”

“But it feels like I’m ungrateful if I just… turn them away.”

“You aren’t turning them away though. You’re turning down a job from them. If they decide that’s worth disowning you over, it’s a them problem, not a you problem. I promise you that most families aren’t like this, hyung.”

Hoseok doesn’t answer this time, just keeps crying with his face buried in his hands, shaking his head every now and then.

“It’s okay,” Jimin whispers, pressing a kiss to the alpha’s shoulder and rubbing a hand up and down his back. “None of this is your fault. Not the way they’ve treated you, and not whatever reaction they have to you refusing to do a job that would hurt you. You’ve done enough and you are enough, even if they don’t see it that way. Your pack does. I do. I love you so much, Hoseok-hyung.”

The words fall from Jimin’s lips without a thought, coming out so naturally that he doesn’t even realize what he’s said until Hoseok peeks his head up out of his hands and blinks tearful eyes at him.

“Minnie, you… Really?”

“Shit, sorry. I meant to say it at a better time, but I really do. I–”

Hoseok cuts him off with a kiss, cheeks wet with tears as he wraps his arms tight around Jimin. The whole thing feels desperate, full of all the emotions Hoseok was already experiencing, and Jimin can’t help loving it. He really did mean to tell Hoseok later (preferably at a point with less crying) but this feels so right now that they’re pressed together and Jimin can feel all the sincerity behind the kiss.

He knows what Hoseok is going to say even before they pull away, but it still feels good to hear the words aloud.

“I love you too – more than I know how to explain,” Hoseok mutters, nosing his way down Jimin’s neck, shoulders still shaking as he cries. “I’m… It helps… Thank you for telling me, and for the other stuff you said too. I really– I want to be enough for you, and for the rest of the pack too.”

“You are. You always have been. It’s okay.” Jimin needs to be closer so badly that he doesn’t even think twice about climbing into Hoseok’s lap, pressing kisses to the alpha’s scent gland and continuing to reassure him. “I love you and there isn’t a single thing I would change about you if I could. You’re amazing, hyung.”

~~

It takes a while for Hoseok’s tears to slow down. There’s a lot of muttered words about how he wishes things could be different with his family, how he doesn’t feel like they’ve ever really been proud of him, how it’s all just a hollow play at family dynamics. Jimin understands some of it on a personal level, though his family never really pretended to like him, even in public. He was a tool, plain and simple. Hoseok’s parents treat him like a tool – they just don’t say it to his face.

Both of those things hurt. It’s just a different kind of hurt.

Jimin holds Hoseok through all the tears, assuring him that none of it is his fault, reminding him that he’s loved, that he has a family of his own choosing that would never treat him like that. It’s so much like what Jungkook used to tell Jimin when they were growing up. A part of him kind of appreciates being on the other side of it now, getting to share that same understanding and care with someone hurting like he used to be.

It’s not something they’ll be able to fix in a day. There are habits and lessons from Jimin’s family that he’s still working to unlearn, and whatever Hoseok’s parents have done to make him feel so inadequate and indebted to them is probably going to need a lot of care.

But at least if they disown him for this, they can’t hurt him anymore.

“I’m sorry,” Hoseok eventually mutters, sniffling as he pulls back to look up at Jimin, who’s still sitting in his lap. He looks a little rough after so much crying, face all blotchy and his eyes puffy and red.

Jimin gives what he hopes is an encouraging smile, reaching up with both hands to brush away tears from Hoseok’s face. “What for, hyung?”

“Crying all over you. Feels like all I’ve been doing lately – crying on everyone who tries to help me.”

“I promise you that I don’t mind it even a little bit. M’so happy you’re here talking with me and letting me try to help.”

Hoseok swallows, a smile just barely tugging at one corner of his mouth. “You are helping. I guess I just… I didn’t realize all of these feelings were right under the surface.”

“I had a feeling there was something there, but only because I’ve been in a similar position. Honestly, it’s nice to be able to help someone else with it, instead of Kookie just holding me through another breakdown about my own family.”

“You have them a lot?”

“Not so much these days. It was way worse when we were still in Busan and they had some control over me, and I definitely still cried a lot about all of it the first year we were here in Seoul, but it’s gotten a lot easier. It will for you too, but I know how bad it feels to be in the middle of it – even if our situations aren’t exactly the same.”

“It doesn’t feel great, that’s for sure,” Hoseok says, huffing out a little laugh. “I’m not opposed to crying, but I’ve had a lot of big cries since Chuseok, and… I’d like to do more than just that. I was hoping you might be willing to be here with me when I call them?”

“Of course,” Jimin answers without an ounce of hesitation. “Whenever you’re ready, I’ll be right there with you. Hell, if you wanted to do it in person, I’d come too.”

“That’s really sweet, but I don’t… I’ve been thinking a lot over the past few days about how much I like the thought of never stepping foot inside of that house again. I’m not sure if that’s wrong or not. I feel like… I shouldn’t be this excited at the thought of not seeing them ever again? I’ve spent so long trying for them. Shouldn’t I want them to accept my refusal to do the job?”

“After everything you've said about them, I don't think it seems weird at all to be looking forward to not having that pressure in your life anymore. It doesn't sound like they know how to be any other way – or at least I’ve never heard you mention something they did that made you feel good.”

Hoseok’s mouth drops open and he just stares up at Jimin for a couple of seconds. At first it looks a bit like he might cry again, but then he starts laughing instead, low and with an edge of disbelief as he shakes his head. “Why are– You’re right, but– God, how many times are you going to say stuff that makes me rethink my whole life?”

“Oh, have I been doing that a lot?” Jimin asks, a smile forming on his face too.

“I never stopped thinking about what you said a couple of months back – when I told you what my parents did to secure my future. You said it ‘didn’t sound like it was my future they were trying to secure’, and that’s been playing on a loop in my brain ever since. I thought about it the day after Chuseok, when I faked a call and walked out of the meeting about that job.”

“Sorry if it was a little out of line. I still think there’s some truth to it, but–”

“Don’t apologize. It is true. I just never had the heart to admit it out loud, but you said it like it was obvious.”

“I can’t be the only one who’s said something like that to you.”

“Taehyungie and Yoongi both kind of… It feels different when they talk about my family. Not like they’re wrong, but they just see it so simply and… God, how do I put it? Like they would take my side no matter what, because they love me?”

Jimin tilts his head in confusion. “But I love you too.”

“Yeah, but it doesn’t feel like you see it as a simple choice. I think I needed to hear it from someone who could understand, and maybe a little from someone I hadn’t already shut out on the issue… But I’d really like to focus on something else for a minute now that I’m not falling apart.”

“What’s that?”

Hoseok’s smile widens and one of his hands slides up to rest on the nape of Jimin’s neck, gently tugging him downward. “The fact that ‘I love you’ is just something we get to say to one another now. I’ve been thinking it for a long while, but I wanted the timing to be right – and then all this happened, so you beat me to saying it first.”

“I wanted the timing to be right too,” Jimin says, leaning down until his nose is brushing Hoseok’s. “I honestly didn’t mean to tell you like that.”

“I’m really glad you did, Minnie. I love you so much.”

“Love you too, hyung.”

The two of them gravitate together, closing the last tiny bit of distance between them with a kiss. It’s soft and sweet, and Jimin can feel a little bit of the tension leaving Hoseok, even though his scent is still hidden. That’s okay though. For now, this is more than enough.

*******

“You’re sure you want me in the room for this?” Jimin asks as he dumps the last round of his nesting materials in the center of his and Jungkook’s bed. “I can finish nesting and then give you some privacy if you need?”

Hoseok is going to call his parents.

He hasn’t spoken a word to them since he ran out of that meeting the day after Chuseok, and he’s anxious enough that when Jimin offered again to nest for him in preparation for the call, he agreed. Now the two of them are in the bedroom, Hoseok seated just next to the remaining pile of nesting materials while Jimin works on the finishing touches. The basic structure is already complete, and there’s something especially comforting about his omega nesting around him. It makes him feel cared for, fueling the little bit of warmth that’s been blooming in his chest ever since Jimin said he loves him.

It’s the best circumstances he can think of for making this call.

“I’d like to have you here, as long as you’re comfortable,” Hoseok answers, catching Jimin’s wrist and tugging him down for another quick kiss. “Is it okay if I call while you finish? It feels… It’s nice having the nest built around me, and then you don’t have to just sit and watch.”

“Of course. Whatever feels best for you is what I wanna do right now.”

“Thank you.” Hoseok takes in a deep breath, his heart already racing in his chest. He’s really going to do this. No more working for his parents. No more visits back to that house. No more pretending to be a family with people who don’t even like him. “I’m gonna call. You keep nesting?”

Jimin nods, leaning in for one last peck before he returns to quietly putting together his nest.

Hoseok dials his mother’s number (since she’s the one most likely to pick up) and then makes one last split second decision.

He puts the phone on speaker.

This huge life moment can’t happen in a vacuum. If it does, he knows that he’ll just pull right back into himself to process it, and he can’t do that again. He needs to lean into his mates, not hide away from them – and Jimin is a safe person to make that choice with.

The sound of ringing feels impossibly loud in the small bedroom, but Jimin doesn’t show any reaction to it at all. Hoseok’s heart is beating so loud, he feels like it must be audible to Jimin too. God, this is going to be–

The call connects.

“Hoseok-ah?” His mother’s voice flows out into the room, utterly pleasant sounding, although Hoseok can hear the tiniest edge of frustration in her tone. His ears are so perfectly attuned after years of trying to please her that there’s no way he could miss it. “Your father and I have been trying to reach you since Chuseok. Did your job just finish?”

“Something like that. I need to talk to–”

“Have you seen our emails, dear?”

“I haven’t read them.”

“Oh?” Her tone shifts just slightly, a more pointed disapproval. She’s annoyed by his lack of preparation. “Everything you need should be there. Did you have a question on any of the details we discussed?”

Time to be brave.

“I’m not doing the job,” Hoseok answers. His heart is in his throat, but he does his best not to let the anxiety register in his voice.

“Hoseok, the job is already accepted. I really don’t have time for–”

“I won’t be doing any jobs anymore. I’m retiring.”

Retiring?” She lets out a laugh, but it’s so fake that nobody could possibly think she finds this amusing. “That’s hilarious, but you know your father is more partial to jokes than I am.”

“It’s not a joke.”

Sure it isn’t. Listen, I don’t have time for this right now, dear. If there’s an issue with your work, just call–”

“There’s no issue. If you don’t have time, that’s fine. I’ve said what I needed to say.”

“You’re serious?” The disbelief in her voice only lasts a second, and then suddenly she’s every bit as cutting and cruel as she was the last time Hoseok tried to turn down a job. “Hoseok, we raised you. We gave you everything – and you’re telling me you can’t do a single job for us? Who do you think made you into–”

“I’ve done enough jobs,” Hoseok answers. He’s shaking now, and Jimin pauses his work on the nest to sit down inside of it with him, scooting in close and resting a hand on Hoseok’s thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze. The touch is grounding, giving Hoseok the confidence he needs to keep going. “If there was a cost for my training and upbringing, I’m sure I’ve paid it multiple times over.”

“So what, you’re just going to retire and live as a… a…” She sputters, the rage clearly evident in her tone now. “As nothing? You’re planning to squander your talent and just quit?”

The words sting, but Hoseok refuses to allow her to control him. Better to make this separation as black and white as possible for her. “Yes. I think I’ve had enough of being a thief.”

“You’re going to abandon your family just like that? The people who cared for you and–”

“I never said I would stop visiting.”

“If you think we’re going to visit with an ungrateful little brat, you’ve got another thing coming. You don’t get to turn your back on our needs and still fall into our good graces.”

“Then it sounds like it’s you who’s doing the abandoning.” There are tears falling down Hoseok’s cheeks now, but he won’t give her the satisfaction of hearing them. He was expecting this. He’s prepared. It was always going to hurt, no matter how ready he felt for it.

“No! You don’t get to turn around and pin this on us. We could ruin you, dear. All that good word of mouth about your capabilities will be dashed in a day if you do this!”

There are the threats. He was wondering when they might come.

“Go ahead. I won’t be working as a thief anymore, so I won’t need the PR. If that’s how it’s going to be, I suppose we’re done here.”

“You can’t be serious!”

“I am. Completely. Thank you for your time, but–”

“Wait. Just… Wait.” Her voice is shaking now, the anger dropping off entirely in an instant. “Do you want to renegotiate your rate? We could get you a higher cut. We were planning to bring you up a few percent next year anyway, but we could roll it out early. And if you need to take a couple of months off, we could work something out with our open contracts, I’m sure. Be reasonable, dear. It doesn’t have to be like this.”

Hoseok can feel his mouth drop open in shock. For the first time in his life, it seems like he’s finally managed to shake his mother. She’s never tried to bargain with him before – not even once.

The rush of power is actually kind of exhilarating.

“No thank you. I’m happy with my decision.”

“You’re going to need work eventually. Think this through! You can’t just–”

“I can, actually. I don’t need work, and I don’t need you.”

She gasps into the phone. “I can’t believe you’re doing this to us! After everything we’ve–”

“I’ve said what I needed to. There’s no reason to drag this out. Goodbye, mother.”

“You don’t get to–”

Hoseok hangs up the phone. The silence in the room feels almost deafening, neither he or Jimin moving a muscle.

He actually did it.

It’s done.

Whatever fallout that happens is inevitable now – but either way, it’s over. He never has to do another massive job just for the sake of his parents’ reputation ever again. No more weeks undercover. No more planning until he’s sick to his stomach and his mates are looking at him with disappointment in their eyes.

Holy shit. It’s really over.

About ten seconds later, his phone starts ringing. It’s his father.

Hoseok declines the call and immediately goes to his settings and blocks both of them. He’ll probably have to get a new number altogether, but he can worry about that later. For now, he just breathes a sigh of relief and tosses his phone out of the nest, enjoying the sound of it landing with a thud on the rug below the bed.

Jimin lets out a little laugh, resting his head on Hoseok’s shoulder. “Well, that was sure enlightening. You did really good, hyung. How do you feel?”

“Shockingly not as bad as I expected? I thought it would hurt more?”

“To be fair, you’ve already been hurting about it for a long while now, so you kind of prepaid some of the pain.”

“Prepaid pain?” Hoseok can’t quite help but laugh at that, wrapping his good arm around Jimin and pressing a kiss into his hair. “That’s one way to look at it. How was it enlightening?”

“Well I mean… I’m not sure how much to say, but is umm… Is your mom always like that?”

“Which part?”

“All fake pleasantry until the claws come out?”

Hoseok lets out another laugh. “Normally she wouldn’t break character like that. She values appearances above all else – except losing one of her assets, apparently.”

“Yeah, she got desperate there at the end.”

“She did. I… It kind of felt powerful to put her off balance like that. I’m sure they’ll attempt to retaliate for this, but I might have some time while they try to figure out if they can convince me to come back.”

“Can they?” There’s no judgment in Jimin’s tone when he asks, just genuine curiosity.

“No. After that, I… I think I’m done with them for good. She made it pretty clear they don’t intend to see me if I’m not working for them, and I’m never doing a job for them again.”

“What about other work? You said you were retiring.”

“Oh, that was mostly a lie. I don’t care about being some world-renowned thief, but I do like a lot of the work. I’m just kind of over the really big vanity jobs and all of the pressure that comes with them. Better that my parents think I’m done altogether. Less point trying to get revenge if I’m planning to become a nobody – and maybe a part of me enjoyed how much she hated the thought.”

Jimin lifts his head and presses a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek. “She really did hate it, didn’t she?” Both of them go silent for a moment or two before Jimin continues, voice coming out quieter now. “You know they’re wrong, right? You’re not valuable or worth loving just because of your work. Hell, half the time I forget you even are a thief – and I knew your name because of that when we met.”

The words are nice to hear, but Hoseok isn’t sure how he feels about his value, or about losing such a core part of his identity. He’s been ‘Jung Hoseok The Thief’ for so long that it feels weird to think about letting that go. He’ll still be a thief, but the image of himself that he worked so hard to maintain? He’s not sure it has any worth to him without his parents.

That’s something he can puzzle out later though. For now, he’d like to do something a little self indulgent to help himself feel better.

He turns his head to look at Jimin’s pretty, smiling face and asks, “Can you tell me how you see me?”

Jimin’s smile widens at that and he nods. “I can. Lay down and let me cuddle you too? The nest is pretty much done.”

“It’s perfect. Thank you, baby.”

Once Hoseok is settled down in the nest, Jimin practically latches onto his good side (Hoseok can’t wait to be out of this damn sling). The omega nuzzles right in close to his scent gland and whispers, “Let me smell?”

For the first time in a while, Hoseok knows his scent is going to be okay when he lets it out, and the warm spike of vanilla in the air from Jimin confirms that right away.

“Thank you. Now you wanna know how I see you? Are too many compliments going to make you feel weird?”

“Not right now.”

“Perfect. I see you as a lot of things, but… I think the most important is seeing you as someone who takes really good care of the people I love. You’re always so careful to help make them feel comfortable and important, and that makes me feel like we’re really on the same team. You’re the first alpha I felt safe with after everything that happened to me. You make me feel seen but not judged, and I’m really happy that there’s stuff we’re both working on side by side – because nothing feels as scary if you’re doing it with me. I see you as someone incredibly smart, caring, and genuinely sweet. And I… I see you as my mate, hyung. You’re someone I want to spend the rest of my life with.”

Hoseok has done a lot of crying in the past couple of weeks, but these tears are the first tears in a long time that he’s cried because of something truly good. Because he feels loved.

“I see you as my mate too, Minnie,” he whispers, tugging Jimin closer. “I appreciate you saying all of that.”

“It’s all true. Every word of it.”

Hoseok just nods, trying to hold back the tears, but eventually letting them fall as he swallows and buries his face in Jimin’s hair, taking deep breaths of sweet vanilla. “I love you so much. Thank you. Thank you for being here with me for this.”

“Nowhere I’d rather be. I love you too, hyung – so much.”

Notes:

Next week Taehyung sets out for his job in Busan, we get a peek behind the curtain with the Jeon family, and then spend some time with JK.

See you there :D

Chapter 127: Killer Kimchi

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

This job feels… strange.

The target is high profile enough to be worth calling Taehyung, but the work itself isn’t particularly difficult. Normally if the Jeon family calls him for something, they make sure they get their money’s worth, sending him behind enemy lines or other environments where using their own men or someone less skilled simply isn’t possible.

It could be that there’s more to this particular job than meets the eye, but it doesn’t feel that way.

To be fair, the mark does have a lot of security around him. The profile in the dead drop listed him as Lee Sanghoon, CEO of a local electronics company. Hard to guess the motive with the minimal information Taehyung was given, but the guy obviously knows he’s pissed someone off. Maybe multiple someones, considering the number of guards around his house and office.

Luckily, the plan isn’t to hit him there.

Sanghoon has a daily routine, which is about the worst thing to have if someone is trying to find a way to kill you. All it takes is finding the most vulnerable point in that routine and planning accordingly, which is exactly what Junghyun’s men have already done. It’s as simple as following him to the same bar he stops at every night, and Taehyung putting on his very best ‘unassuming fragile little omega’ act while he looks for an opportunity.

He doesn’t have to wait long.

The bar is upscale, well lit, and not the sort of place you can easily hide a murder in – but hiding the crime isn’t really a priority for the Jeons, so Tae can work around that without much of an issue. Sanghoon is clearly a regular, and he looks exactly like the photo in the dead drop. Same brown hair just beginning to go gray, and the sort of angular facial features that make him stand out in a crowd. His frame looks a little smaller than the photo, but if he’s aware he’s being targeted, stress could easily be causing him to drop weight.

Sanghoon doesn’t look stressed in this bar though. He greets the bartender by name, making small talk while his two guards stand watch from a respectable distance.

Taehyung doesn’t have to spend more than ten minutes looking preoccupied with the drink he’s hardly touched before he catches an interesting bit of movement over at the bar. Sanghoon reaches out to take something small from the bartender, passing him a handful of cash in exchange.

It’s not until Sanghoon goes to slip the item into his jacket pocket that Tae catches a glimpse of what it is. A little bag of white powder. The man laughs at something the bartender says, then tips his head back to down the last of his drink.

It’s easy to guess where the target is headed next, and Taehyung knows this job is as good as done now. He’s making his way to the bathroom before Sanghoon even gets out of his seat.

Tae scopes out the bathroom immediately upon entering, making note of a couple of small windows along the back wall. They look like they open right out into the back alley, and while they might be too narrow for most people to fit out of, he’s definitely built slender enough to manage it. There’s a chance Sanghoon comes in here with his bodyguards, so having another possible exit is ideal.

For now, he confirms that the bathroom is empty and quickly makes his way into one of the stalls to wait. Only one set of footsteps enters the bathroom. The two guards have probably seen this guy snort enough lines of coke to last a lifetime, and opted to just watch the door instead.

Making an already easy job even easier.

Sanghoon is so focused on forming lines of cocaine on the bathroom counter that Taehyung barely even has to sneak.

He moves quickly once the stall door is open, grabbing the man from behind and covering his mouth with one hand while the other forces a knife in between his ribs and right into his heart, nice and clean. It’s not quite instant death, but it’s pretty damn close.

Taehyung likes knives. Something about being close enough to actually feel when the killing blow is struck just seems so right, a physical reminder that he has come out on top yet again. It’s like second nature – as easy as breathing.

Unfortunately, it can be a bit messy.

He manages to avoid the worst of it when he pulls his knife free, though the blood is quick to begin pooling at their feet as Sanghoon becomes dead weight in his arms. With the kill confirmed, Tae drags the body into one of the bathroom stalls, plucks the wedding band from Sanghoon’s finger (the requested proof for Junghyun), and then checks himself over in the mirror while he washes the blood from his knife and hands.

No footsteps coming, and the two of them hardly made a sound. Taehyung considers his exit for a moment before deciding that leaving out the front door will be less suspicious. He pops the bathroom window open to mislead whoever finds the scene, then calmly exits the bathroom. One of the bodyguards is waiting a few feet from the door, but he barely even looks twice at Taehyung.

They never do. One whiff of his omega scent and nobody suspects a thing.

As much as he’d like to go straight to the Jeon compound, collect his prize, and head back home, that isn’t exactly the plan. Going directly from the scene of the kill to the people paying him is sloppy, and no matter how trivial the job feels, Taehyung doesn’t do sloppy work – so he heads for his crash pad instead. Not a direct path, of course. The likelihood he’s being followed is low, but taking every possible precaution is how he makes sure he isn’t caught.

All he has to do now is get some sleep, and then tomorrow he can finally give Jungkook a taste of home after all these months of trying.

~~

By morning, Taehyung is really missing his mates. Sleeping alone is probably the thing he hates most about working out of town like this. Crash pads always smell stale at best. It never fails to leave him craving the scent of his pack. Even just a hint of Namjoon-hyung’s sandalwood or Jin-hyung’s cool mint would be enough to settle the discomfort he feels, but it will have to wait for the time being.

Luckily, his meeting with Junghyun is scheduled early in the morning.

A car picks Taehyung up about a half mile from the crash pad and brings him to the Jeon compound. It’s easily the size of a couple of city blocks, walled off the entire way around, with a smaller fence surrounding the family home. The grounds haven’t changed much, but Tae feels like he’s seeing them with new eyes now. He can imagine Jimin and Jungkook as kids running wild in the gardens, sneaking around once they hit their teens, and joining the hum of activity as they grew up. He wonders if Jimin’s family lives in the big house with the Jeon family, or if they’re in one of the smaller houses in the compound.

Hopefully someday, the seven of them can come back here together and Jimin and Jungkook can show them around properly.

It’s been a while since Taehyung has been inside the massive house, but now that he’s bothering to look for them, he does spot quite a few cameras leading up to the building and in the foyer. No wonder Jungkook and Jimin barely blinked at the idea of having some in their apartment.

He doesn’t meet most clients face to face as a matter of principle, but the Jeons like to know who they’re working with, and they have both the reputation and the funding for him to make an exception. With his prices, Taehyung doesn’t have that many regular customers, so it’s important to keep up relations with the ones that can afford him.

Junghyun is waiting for him right inside the foyer, and now that Tae knows the two of them are related, he can see the resemblance to Jungkook easily. They have the same dark hair and eyes, though Junghyun lacks some of the boyish charm that Jungkook has in spades.

The foyer is massive, with several exits on the main floor, and a grand staircase that leads to the upper level balcony. It’s as impressive as the first time he saw it years ago. Every inch of it practically screams of wealth, from extravagant art pieces to marble columns, and a huge chandelier dripping in sparkling bits of crystal hanging from the ceiling above.

Standing at the base of the staircase is Junghyun, dressed in a crisp black suit and flanked by two similarly dressed men on either side of him. Normally, this part of the transaction only takes a minute or two. Taehyung hands over proof, and Junghyun gives him payment.

But not this time.

Junghyun steps forward, his face unreadable in a way that is clearly intentional as he gestures toward one of the hallways leading out of the foyer. “V, I trust everything went smoothly. I’d like to meet more privately this time, if that’s alright?”

In most scenarios, Taehyung would decline that sort of offer from a client, but not from the Jeons.

“Sure. I’ve got time.”

Junghyun and his two guards lead the way down one hallway and into a small meeting room that houses a large table and around eight chairs. Even though he’s fairly sure this isn’t going to be an attempt on his life, Tae is still careful to position himself in a corner of the room – a move that Junghyun clearly notices.

“You’re in no danger here,” he says, shutting the door behind him and sealing the four of them together in the silent room as he takes a seat across the table from Taehyung. His two bodyguards remain standing at either side of him. “It’s just important that we talk somewhere that I can be sure nobody has an opportunity to listen in.”

Taehyung pulls the wedding ring he took from Sanghoon out of his pocket and slides it across the table to Junghyun. “Is this private conversation the reason you called me for such an easy job?”

“Too simple for you?”

“Way more than the type of work you usually call me for.”

Junghyun goes silent for a moment as he picks up the ring and examines it, then turns to look at the blonde bodyguard to his right. “Jackson, his payment – and the dossier, please.” The man gives a short nod and exits the room, shutting the door behind him.

“Dossier?” Taehyung asks. “Another mark?”

“No. This one is for you to take back to your pack.”

Well, apparently they’re not pretending anymore.

“You know who I am.” It’s not a question. Tae is certain that Junghyun is completely aware of the situation, and he has a good idea of who that dossier might be for.

“I do. We’ve known for years, but you’ve never made an enemy of us. We have no desire to lose the services of the best assassin in the country. Your identity is known only to myself, my mother, and the seven heads of our security team.”

There are two sharp knocks at the door and then the second guard – Jackson, apparently – steps back inside and sets a massive earthenware jar on the floor beside the table. With that done, he pulls out a large stack of bills held together by a rubber band, passing it across the table.

Taehyung doesn’t bother to count the money. They’ve never shorted him, and he’s far more interested in the giant jar of kimchi. “Wow, is that the biggest container you have?”

“Didn’t want you running out. We can bring it out front for you when you go. You have a car waiting?”

“Yeah,” Taehyung answers. He looks at Jackson, who has taken his place beside Junghyun again. “Dossier?”

“Everything you need is inside,” Junghyun says, gesturing to the jar. “A dossier for your pack and… There’s a letter in there as well.”

“For Jungkookie?”

Junghyun’s breath catches in his throat and the room goes completely quiet – silent enough to hear a pin drop. After a few tense seconds, he takes a deep breath and asks, “How is he?”

“He’s good. Better if he could see his family,” Taehyung says carefully. He doesn’t want to overstep without talking to Jungkook first, but he can’t just say nothing.

“I understand the feeling. Is he safe?”

“Completely. He doesn’t go anywhere without an escort anymore.”

Junghyun nods to himself a couple of times, breathing out a sigh of what sounds like relief. “I shouldn’t say anything else on the matter. Please make sure he gets his letter.”

“I will. Promise.”

“Thank you. Now, on the subject of the Kangs… You’ll find the contact information your pack has been looking for in the dossier. We believe that some sort of peace deal is quite possible, considering their current position – and we will of course be monitoring them closely.”

“Because of what they did to Jungkookie, or because you have an interest of your own?”

“That information isn’t mine to share.”

Junghyun is hard to read, but Taehyung definitely has the distinct feeling that the Jeons were interested in the Kangs before everything that happened with Jungkook getting kidnapped. It would be weird if they weren’t, considering how close to Busan the Kangs are operating – and that if they tried to expand into Seoul, there’s a good chance they’re aiming for Busan too. Either way, it’s clear he’s not getting any answers on that right now.

“Understood. Is that all for this meeting then?”

“Yes. Hopefully the next time we meet will be for more… personal reasons. Apologies for using the job to get you here.”

Taehyung gives a little shrug as he stands up from the table. “It’s fine. You guys have committed to making sure that nothing you do runs any risk of exposing Jungkookie’s identity. If that’s the route you’re going to go, there’s no room for half-measures. For the record though, I think he’d rather you picked a different course.”

Junghyun’s mouth pulls into a tiny frown before he schools his expression back to something unreadable. “That isn’t my decision to make. Just… Make sure he gets the letter. Please.”

“I will. Looking forward to meeting you under better circumstances, Junghyun-ssi. Am I free to go?”

“Yes. Thank you for your time.”

“Pleasure doing business with you.”

“It’s been a lot more of a pleasure for me than it usually is,” Junghyun says with a little huff of laughter. “Much easier to go to my pantry and grab something than it is to try and get my hands on obscure, limited edition jewelry.”

“Hey, that was only once.”

“It took me weeks to find that stupid bracelet you wanted last year.”

“You always have the option of paying full price,” Taehyung offers.

“Your full price is absurd.”

“What can I say? Quality comes at a cost – one you seem happy to pay most of the time.”

That earns Taehyung a raised eyebrow and a shrug. “I suppose we have given you plenty of repeat business. Your work is very appreciated. Would you like me to have someone carry out your kimchi?”

“Nah, I can take it. Thanks though.”

Just a few minutes later, Taehyung is strapping the massive kimchi jar into the backseat for safe keeping, and finally heading back to Seoul. He can’t wait to see the rest of his mates, but first he needs to get to Jungkook as soon as possible, because there’s no way Tae is cracking that jar open without him.

This is like six months later than planned – but still.

Mission success.

~~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Tae]: gotta make a couple of stops but i will be home today

[Tae]: everything went smooth (^ω^)

[Jin]: Thank you for letting us know, darling. We’re looking forward to your return :-)

~

[Taehyung to Jungkook]

[Tae]: hey ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Tae]: are you home right now?

[JK]: i am but jiminie has class and then work today

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: i have something for you

[JK]: oh what is it

[Tae]: you’ll have to wait and see (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i’ll be there in like half an hour

[JK]: ok see you soon hyung

*******

Jungkook is just finishing up the last of his homework for the day when Taehyung texts him, and while he can’t deny that he’s excited to see what his surprise is, he’s mostly just excited to see Taehyung. They haven’t been able to spend a lot of time with the pack lately. Between all the chaos following the setup in Busan and how busy school has been for both him and Jimin the past week or so, Jungkook is feeling a little antsy.

At least Namjoon-hyung finally managed to get Yoongi-hyung to sleep yesterday, so maybe things will be getting less chaotic at the house. A date night with the seven of them would be awesome.

There’s no knock at the door when Taehyung enters, just the sound of his key turning in the lock before he pokes his head inside the door and grins at Jungkook. “Hey baby. Stay right where you are and close your eyes, please.”

“Okay,” Jungkook answers, letting his eyes slip shut as a smile stretches across his face. There’s the sound of shuffling from the kitchen, and then a loud thud like something heavy is being set down on the table. “Do you need help, hyung?”

“Nah, I’ve got it.” Footsteps come closer, bringing Taehyung’s sweet maple scent with them, and then he reaches out and takes Jungkook’s hand. “Alright, come with me.”

Jungkook lets himself be led toward their kitchen, a puff of laughter escaping him at how silly this feels. Once they come to a stop, Taehyung steps behind him, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s middle and resting his chin on his shoulder.

“You can open your eyes now, baby.”

It takes a second to realize what he’s looking at when his eyes crack open. There’s something that feels so familiar about the dark brown earthenware pot on his kitchen table. It stands over a foot tall and it almost looks like…

Wait. There’s no way that–

It can’t be.

“TaeTae, is this…” Jungkook’s voice comes out strained as he reaches a trembling hand out to touch the jar. It’s cool under his fingertips, and the detailing on the lid of the jar is just like he remembers, a collection of small flowers etched along the rim. His vision swims with tears and his hand drops down to grasp at Taehyung’s, who still has both arms wrapped around Jungkook’s middle. “How– How did you…”

“Sorry it took so long.”

“Took so long? I don’t– This doesn’t…” Jungkook gives up on speaking and spins around to pull Taehyung into an embrace, squeezing tight as tears fall down his cheeks. He sniffles, voice coming out even tighter as he whispers, “Hyung, how?”

“Aww, it’s okay, baby.” Taehyung squeezes him right back and presses a kiss into his scent gland. “I’ve been trying to get work with your family ever since you told me about missing their kimchi, but it took ages to get a call back from them.”

“Wait, did you…” Jungkook trails off, sniffling again and then letting out a bark of laughter. “Did you kill someone for this kimchi?”

“I got half my going rate too, so not just for the kimchi – but the money was really more of a formality. It’s not just kimchi though. I talked to your brother.”

Jungkook pulls back in an instant, hands on Taehyung’s hips as he feels his eyes go wide. “Junghyun? You– How is he? Did he say anything about me? Does he know who you are? And what about–”

“It’s okay, Jungkookie. Let me explain?” Once Jungkook gives a quick nod, Taehyung continues. “He pulled me into a private room for a talk. Clearly didn’t want to say too much, but they know my identity – which is probably why they weren’t calling me for work after we started courting you. He asked if you were safe and I told him you were, and that you miss your family. He didn’t want to say too much on the subject, but he let me know there’s a letter in the jar for you, and apparently something for the pack too. Details about the Kangs, and some contact information.”

As hard as Jungkook tries to take in everything that Taehyung is saying, his thoughts are running so fast that it’s hard to keep up. He can’t stop thinking about the fact that Taehyung did this for him – that he reached out months ago to try and get Jungkook the piece of home he was missing. And there’s a letter inside! Maybe from his brother, or his mom, or maybe even both. He doesn’t know, but there’s one thing he absolutely does know with every fiber of his being.

The words bubble up inside of him so fast that he can’t even hope to contain them, let alone find some special way to say it.

“I love you. Hyung, I– I love you so much. I’ve been meaning to find a good way to tell you, so I’m sorry it’s coming out like this, but I just…”

There’s more tears falling down Jungkook’s cheeks as he speaks, but Taehyung is quick to reach up and brush them away, his maple scent spiking all warm and sweet. “Don’t worry even a little, baby. I love you too. Pretty sure I loved you from the moment I caught your scent, but it’s only gotten stronger since then. I’ve been meaning to find a good way to tell you too.”

Jungkook leans in for a kiss. He isn’t sure what else he could even do with all of the love and gratitude filling his chest. He’s never been more sure that Taehyung really is his mate, and that they’re going to spend the rest of their lives together. Being in love is something he’s known for a long time now, but this certainty about their future together is so comforting.

He does his best to pour those feelings into his kiss, and then into the scenting that the two of them share after. It’s a few minutes before he starts to feel like he has room in his chest to breathe again, thoughts finally slowing down as Taehyung’s tongue runs soft and slow over his scent gland.

“Hyung,” he eventually whispers, “I don’t know how to thank you for this.”

“No thanks required. This was a gift I was super excited to give. You gonna open it up?”

“Yeah, I… Did you already get your stuff out of there?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “No way was I opening this jar without you, baby. It’s yours first. Ready to check it out?”

“I’m ready.”

The two of them untangle from one another and turn to face the jar. Jungkook reaches out with shaky hands and gently lifts the lid off. There are two envelopes on the very top, while the whole rest of the container is taken up by kimchi, which is sealed in the plastic bag they used to line the jar.

As much as he’d love to eat some right this second, the letters are impossible to ignore. One of them is addressed to him, while the other has Namjoon-hyung’s name printed neatly on the front.

The handwriting is his mother’s.

Jungkook passes Taehyung the other envelope and immediately opens the one addressed to him. Inside is a single folded sheet of paper with more text clearly written by his mother.

Heart in his throat, Jungkook begins to read.

~

Jungkook,

It’s difficult to know the right thing to say after so much time. It makes me happy to see you pursuing your dreams, even though I miss you terribly. Knowing that you’re considering joining a pack who has the potential to keep you safe and comfortable is wonderful. It would be even if it didn’t mean potentially seeing my son again, but I admit I’m particularly hopeful for that reason.

I want to apologize for the path I chose for us when you announced your intentions to leave for Seoul. If I knew then what I know now, I would have found some other way. Trying to force you into partnership with a suitor when you’re so entirely devoted to Jimin was short-sighted of me. And while us having no contact has done much to assure your safety, I wish I’d chosen another path.

Even now, I’m wary of contacting you directly and disrupting the relative peace you have from our enemies – especially when it seems like you might be moving to a more secure location in the not too distant future.

There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t miss you. I’m waiting for the time to come when we can be reunited. I’ll contact you again once you’re safe, and I swear I’ll do everything I can to make right what I’ve damaged between us.

I love you,

Mom

~

There’s a short scribbled note in Junghyun’s handwriting at the bottom of the page that simply says: I miss you. Come home safe.

Jungkook reads the letter twice over in what feels like a daze. There’s so many feelings inside of him that he has no idea where to even start processing them. The words are everything he’s wished he could hear for years now – his mother regrets sending him away, she knows she made a mistake, his family misses him, and they want to make it right. It’s such a huge relief to know he isn’t the only one who’s been aching this whole time, and he’s so happy to think that they’re getting closer to being reunited, but…

That’s not all he feels.

The anger is honestly a bit of a surprise, but it rises hot and fast in his chest until he feels tears begin to run down his cheeks again.

It’s not fair. She can’t just send him away for years and then write some letter saying she’s sorry, and expect that everything is going to be fine. He wants to see her and he wants things to be okay, but this just feels… hollow? Empty? Like he’s spent three years crying and missing his family only for a letter to come and tell him that it was all for nothing? This is what he wants, so why does it feel so–

“Jungkookie, are you okay?” Taehyung asks, setting a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder.

The touch should probably be grounding, but instead it makes Jungkook feel almost dizzy. No words come out when he opens his mouth to answer, just some strange sound almost like a choked off sob. The noise feels too far away for him to tell what it’s supposed to be, and he isn’t sure how he would explain what he’s feeling even if he could speak properly.

“You’re crying,” Taehyung whispers, stepping closer and reaching up to brush away some of his tears. “Is there something I can do to help? Do you wanna talk about it?”

Jungkook doesn’t know how to answer, so he just passes the letter to Taehyung and turns around to head for the bedroom. He needs Jimin’s scent. It’s always present in their apartment, but that’s not enough right now.

Taehyung follows just behind him, letter still in hand. “You’re gonna have to tell me if you want me to leave you alone, Jungkookie. Is that what you need?”

“Bed,” Jungkook manages to mumble. He doesn’t want Taehyung to go, but the words feel clumsy on his tongue so he just settles for a soft, “Please.”

That seems to work.

“Bed – we can do that. Cuddles too? Can I read this?” After a short nod in response from Jungkook, Taehyung helps usher him down the hall. “Don’t worry, baby. We’ll get you all settled in and then I’ll look after you.”

Jungkook practically launches for the bed the second they’re in the room, landing in a heap among the blankets and pillows that smell so perfectly like him and Jimin. Before Taehyung can manage to join him, Jungkook reaches out for the pillow on Jimin’s side of the bed, tugging it close and burying his face against it. Being surrounded by nothing but the scent of vanilla definitely helps settle something inside of him.

Jimin is always going to smell like home to him – the only stable home he had once his family cut off contact. It makes him feel less like he’s lost at sea in his own thoughts, and more tethered to something safe and secure.

This time when Taehyung touches him, it does actually feel grounding. “I’m gonna cuddle you, Jungkookie. Shake your head or something if you don’t want that, okay?” After a couple of seconds with no response, Taehyung lies down right behind Jungkook and spoons up against his back. “It’s alright. I’m staying right here unless you tell me to go. You can cry as much as you need, or if you just want Jiminie’s scent and silence, that’s okay too.”

~~

It’s hard to say exactly how long it takes before Jungkook starts to feel human again. He almost gets there right away, but then another panicked loop of overwhelming emotion shoves him right back down into that floaty, disconnected headspace where nothing makes sense. Taehyung is there for every moment of it, offering reassurances and staying wrapped tight around his back.

Eventually, Jungkook manages to mutter, “Did you read it?”

“Not yet, baby. Do you want me to do that right now?”

Jungkook nods.

“Alright, gimme just a second.” Taehyung pulls away briefly to grab the letter from where he set it on the nightstand, then comes right back to press up against Jungkook as he reads. After a minute or two, he lets out a sigh, “Shit, that’s a lot to take in. Can you tell me what you’re feeling about it, Jungkookie?”

“I… Yes?”

“Yes? As in you can, or like you’re feeling all the things?”

“All the things,” Jungkook mumbles. He keeps Jimin’s pillow clutched to his chest, but pulls it down from his face so that Taehyung can hear him better. “It’s what I want, but it feels… I don’t know… I don’t want to say something bad.”

“There’s nothing you could say right now that would make me think you were bad, baby – and there’s nobody else around to hear you. Having messy feelings is never going to make you bad, and I promise I won’t talk about them to anybody unless you want me to.”

Jungkook bites at his lip. He still feels like they’re things he shouldn’t say out loud, but he doesn’t like the thought of just keeping them inside forever either. Jimin would understand… but maybe it would be nice to let Taehyung understand too?

Yeah. He’s pretty sure he wants his mates to know, even if he’s worried what they might think of him. He should be able to trust them with this. That feels right.

“I just… I feel bad because this is what I want when I’m sad and missing my family, but then a part of me feels like… It shouldn’t be this easy for her? Like once we move in with you guys and we’re ‘safe’, then I can just go back home and act like nothing happened? And I know she didn’t say that. I know she’s sorry. But all of this has hurt so much and it doesn’t feel fair that she just gets to change her mind and have it be fine.”

“Those definitely aren’t bad thoughts, Jungkookie, and they don’t make me think any less of you. You’re allowed to be upset that your mom tried to marry you off and then cut you out entirely when you decided not to follow that path. I know she kind of gave you her blessing in a way and you don’t feel like she was completely upset with you for leaving – but that doesn’t make it okay.”

“Jiminie’s family threatened to kill him if he ever came back, but my–”

“I’m just gonna gently stop you right there,” Taehyung interrupts, squeezing Jungkook a little closer from behind. “What Jiminie went through with his family sucks. Hell, my family too, and Hobi-hyung’s, and Namjoon-hyung’s. Trying to decide who’s was the worst doesn’t help any of us or make us hurt any less.”

It’s not that Jungkook doesn’t know that, but… “Feels easier to just…”

“Say you didn’t have it as bad as someone else and then just move on? Look, I get the appeal, but that doesn’t actually help you work through the feelings. It just puts them away for later – which we can do if you want. But then I wanna call it what it is instead of just minimizing them, because your feelings are important. You just had a whole breakdown, and I know you don’t do that over nothing, baby.”

Jungkook isn’t sure what to say. He feels… It’s nice to have Taehyung tell him that he matters, and to not let him just put all of this away because he’s afraid to look at it. It’s still uncomfortable, but he likes knowing that he has somewhere safe to fall right now. So he turns around in Taehyung’s arms until they’re face to face, then leans in for a kiss. It’s slow and sweet, eventually leading them into another scenting, which does actually help him feel a little bit better.

“Thank you, hyung. I’m really… I’m so glad you’re here with me for this, and I appreciate you not letting me just push it away.”

“Of course. Whatever you need, I just wanna be here with you for it.” Taehyung pecks one more little kiss over Jungkook’s scent gland and then leans back. There’s a little smile on his face as he asks, “Will you tell me more about it?”

Jungkook talks.

He talks through his excitement to see his family again, the betrayal of being turned away, the resentment that he tries to bury… All of it. Most of it is messy and contradictory, but Taehyung listens eagerly to every word, validating his thoughts and asking questions to keep him going. It feels so much like having these sorts of talks with Jimin, comforting and familiar in a way he’s never really had with anyone else.

Which really just makes it more of a pleasant surprise when they hear the sound of the front door opening, followed by Jimin making his way back to the bedroom to find them still cuddled up together.

He’s eager to join them, and Jungkook gets to talk through the letter and his feelings again, but this time with Taehyung’s help and Jimin snuggled up next to him too.

“I’m so glad you got to hear from her,” Jimin says once Jungkook’s second (and much shorter) round of tears about the whole thing finishes. “I know the feelings have been messy for a long time, and this just brought all that right out in the open with no warning for you, but also I know how long you’ve wanted to understand how she feels. And I’m sure that some day soon, you’re going to get to tell her about how you feel too.”

“I really do want to,” Jungkook says, his face buried in Jimin’s chest while he’s held and comforted, with Taehyung still warm and present behind him as well. “It’s messy, but I want to see them.”

“I know you do – and now you know they wanna see you too.”

“Yeah. Junghyun even wrote a whole two sentences to me,” Jungkook says with a little puff of laughter.

“Is he not the type?” Taehyung asks. “He seems pretty reserved, but I’ve only ever really met him for work.”

“He’s kind of like that all the time,” Jungkook says. “Not a big ‘feelings’ type of person.”

Jimin huffs out a laugh too. “That’s definitely the truth. He is a total dork once you get a couple of drinks in him though – and a sweetheart, even if he doesn’t show it.”

That line of conversation leads to Jimin and Jungkook both telling stories about growing up with Junghyun, and how he’s changed over the years. Taehyung giggles at all of the funny parts, and Jungkook finds himself getting more relaxed by the minute. It’s hard to remember the last time he was able to talk about home this much without it making him sad, but maybe knowing that he’ll be able to go back someday soon will finally let him think about it without wanting to cry.

Either way, he’s happy to have Jimin and Taehyung here with him – and what better way to show his appreciation than sharing some of his kimchi with them?

*******

[Taehyung to Namjoon]

[Tae]: hyung i have a slight change of plans

[Tae]: i’m at the apartment with jungkookie and he needs some cuddles

[Tae]: so i won’t be home until later (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Thank you for letting me know. Why not the group chat though?

[Tae]: because i don’t know exactly how you’re going to want to handle this

[Tae]: Attachments: CAP7894.jpg, CAP7895.jpg, CAP7896.jpg

[Tae]: information from the jeon family about the kangs

[Tae]: including contact information

[Tae]: i haven’t had time to look it all over but this was addressed to you

[Namjoon]: How did you get this?

[Tae]: jeon junghyun pulled me into a private meeting after my job

[Tae]: i’ll call in a while and explain

[Tae]: but for now let me just say that they already knew who i was and they know about us courting jungkookie and jiminie

[Tae]: i need to take care of jungkookie right now but we can talk in a while okay?

[Namjoon]: Alright. Please let me know if the two of you need anything.

[Namjoon]: And thank you for this, pup.

[Tae]: no problem ♥

~

Namjoon has spent most of his time since yesterday looking after Yoongi, with help from Jin and Hoseok, of course. They’ve been able to keep him asleep the majority of the time, though that isn’t much of a feat considering how exhausted his poor body seems to be. His scent is finally getting close to its baseline after plenty of rest and the few meals they’ve managed to help him eat, which is definitely a relief.

As much as Namjoon would prefer to stay by Yoongi’s side until he wakes up, this information from Taehyung is something he should act on immediately.

[Namjoon to Hoseok and Jin]

[Namjoon]: Taehyung was given contact information and a small dossier on the Kangs when he got his payment from the Jeon family.

[Hobi]: o that’s great news! :O

[Namjoon]: I’d like to act on this as soon as possible.

[Namjoon]: Hoseok, would you be willing to come look after Yoongi while I read these documents over and make the call?

[Hobi]: of course. i’ll be up in just a minute.

[Jin]: I’m coming as well. We should both be on the call if possible.

[Namjoon]: Agreed. I’m heading for my office. See you there.

~

Namjoon leaves Yoongi asleep in the bed and walks down the hall to his office, sending a copy of the photos Taehyung took to Jin so that they can look them over together. Thankfully, Jin isn’t far behind, entering the office only about a minute or so after Namjoon, already looking closely at his phone.

“These notes are relatively detailed,” Jin comments, sitting down on the small couch in Namjoon’s office. “Death of their former leader. Plenty of infighting, combined with new leadership as of… a week ago? Am I reading that right?”

Namjoon scans the pictures Taehyung sent him until he finds the notes Jin is talking about. There’s a record of leadership changes on the second page, which includes the death of their previous leader of five years sometime last summer. It lists several short term successors who were either killed or ousted since then, and the name of their current leader – Lim Jiyoung. There’s a note scribbled below her name stating that she seems well suited to staying in power.

“It’s almost like…” Namjoon squints at the page, looking again at that note by Lim Jiyoung’s name. “How much are you willing to bet that the Jeon family killed off some of these interim leaders? Took advantage of the infighting to try and squeeze someone of their own in there? Or at the very least someone who they think they can manage better.”

“My thoughts exactly. All the infighting explains how disjointed their organization feels, especially if they’ve been without proper leadership for over a year. Probably lots of smaller groups forming and trying to execute their own plans.”

Namjoon nods. “Like a half-baked expansion to Seoul with very little supporting infrastructure. And if what we heard before about them taking in whoever wants to join is true, they’ve probably got the manpower to fill out plenty of smaller groups. Makes sense that the Jeon family would have an eye on them. That sort of thing can get messy fast if the wrong person ends up in charge.”

“Agreed.” Seokjin is quiet for a moment as he reads further, but eventually he sets down his phone. “There is something here I can’t quite ignore.”

“What’s that?”

“Assuming that the Jeon family knows who we are–”

“They do. Taehyung-ah confirmed that in his text to me when he sent these.”

“Then that only makes me more certain. They know who we are and they obviously know that the Kangs have been targeting us – at least since Jungkook’s kidnapping. They could have reached out at any point with this contact information, but instead they hired Taehyung and gave him the info only once this woman took leadership of the Kangs?”

It does all feel very neat and tidy.

“I have to admit that it does seem well orchestrated on their part. They might not have wanted us dealing with one of these interim leaders, and– You know… They have to be at least somewhat openly interfering with the Kangs.”

Jin tilts his head, a curious expression on his face. “Why do you say that?”

“After Kook-ah’s kidnapping, remember that they came and did cleanup?”

“Yes, burning down the building and the assassination of the man in charge – and of some others on the site as well.”

“And they basically advertised it – sending one of their own assassins to leave an unmistakable mark by taking the man’s ear. They wanted the Kangs to know who hit them, but not why. Even now, there’s a ton of effort going into making sure that our pack and the Jeons have no visible ties. They called Taehyung to do a job and slipped him a dossier with his payment – a dossier that was addressed to me. They could have met with us more openly, but they are very deliberately choosing not to.”

“Keeping Jungkook-ah’s identity safe above all else.”

“Exactly, and making sure we didn’t get into contact with the Kangs until there was someone they approved of leading the group.”

Jin’s smile goes wide at that. “If that’s the case, that should bode particularly well for the call we intend to make.”

“Yeah, I think so too. Let’s try to get in touch.”

~~

Actually getting into contact is a bit of a production, but that’s not entirely out of the ordinary. They have to work with Lim Jiyoung’s secretary to get a proper call scheduled, but the woman is perfectly happy to set it up once she knows who they are. After a bit of back and forth with the secretary and about ten minutes of waiting on hold, they finally hear ringing as their call connects.

A woman answers, her tone clipped, but still perfectly polite. “Good afternoon. I’ve been expecting to hear from you. This is Kim Namjoon-ssi, yes?”

“That’s correct. And you’re Lim Jiyoung-ssi? Current leader of the Kangs?”

“Yes. Current and future. It’s a position I intend to keep – which is why I’d love to settle this ongoing… issue that exists between our organizations. Let me speak plainly on the matter?”

“Please do.”

“There have been some internal difficulties here since the loss of our last official leader. Smaller factions formed among the rubble, each trying to bring their own designs to fruition. It’s a mess that I understand has directly impacted you. I fully intend to bring each and every one of my employees to heel, but it’s hard to ignore the fact that you have killed several of our men.”

“After they attacked us, yes,” Namjoon clarifies. “We were set up for an ambush in Busan.”

“As I understand it, that ambush was in retaliation for the unfortunate end of the misguided Seoul expansion.”

“I would imagine so. However, we did not strike the first blow there either. My omega was kidnapped and held for ransom with no provocation from our organization, which I would say warranted a bit of bloodshed.”

Silence falls between them for a few seconds before Jiyoung speaks again, her tone entirely calm. “That matches the order of events as I understand them as well. Considering that the rather… explosive ending to that particular venture wasn’t one you caused, I see no reason for our organizations to continue fighting – although I can’t ignore that you’ve killed my men. How would you propose we resolve this?”

“You’re looking for a bribe.” Namjoon keeps his voice level, but he can’t deny that this is pretty close to ideal if she really does want to settle this with money. He’ll gladly pay to put an end to this, and knowing that she’s very likely in the pocket of the Jeon family, who would prefer to keep their son safe… It’s not quite a sure thing, but it’s about as close as one could hope for in this line of work.

“I’m looking for a deal, Kim Namjoon-ssi. You’d like this to come to an end, and I’d like to further cement just how beneficial my leadership will be as I whip this organization into shape.”

“Did you have something specific in mind?”

“I hear you’re a collector of sorts, and I’ve received a rather large sum of money that I can’t quite launder effectively with our operation in its present state.”

“And you’d like us to handle that for you?”

“Exactly. Here’s my proposal.” It’s impossible to miss the slight change in her tone, like she’s clearly pleased with how this is going. “You allow me to buy some pieces from you – at a deeply discounted rate, of course – and I will consider our disagreement solved. We both get something we want out of this, so I would say the offer is more than fair.”

“That’s agreeable to me. We have plenty of stock to choose from, and I can point you towards the pieces easiest to resell. Would you like to work out the specifics today?”

“Yes, I think that would be best.”

“Very well. Give me a bit of time to gather up some information for you on what we have available. Is an hour alright?”

“Perfectly fine. I’ll have my secretary set something up.”

~~

As soon as they hang up the call, Namjoon looks over to Jin. He can feel his eyes gone wide with something like disbelief, shocked that after all their asking around, it’s really going to be this easy to handle things with the Kangs. But that’s no reason to look a gift horse in the mouth. He’ll take the deal gratefully, even if it’s impossible to keep the surprise off of his face.

Jin looks much the same, mouth hanging open just slightly before he mutters, “She wants this settled as badly as we do. Even though she’s trying to play like it’s just a business move, it’s clearly more than that. Do you think the Jeons threatened her? Or perhaps they just made peace between us a condition of her appointment as head of the Kangs?”

“Whatever it is, we take the deal,” Namjoon says, already beginning to dig through his desk drawers for his records and a catalog of their recent purchases. “I’ll gladly pay for us not to have to worry about the Kangs going forward.”

“Agreed. We can take a bad deal in exchange for our safety.”

“Let’s do this so we can get back to Yoongi before he wakes up. Start pulling documents for stuff she might be interested in?”

Jin smiles and then gives a short nod, gladly taking the files that Namjoon hands him. “I believe we still have some time, but that’s no reason not to hurry. I know you want to get back to him as soon as possible. Don’t worry, we’ll make sure the two of you get your time together.”

Notes:

We've got some answers about the Jeon family now, even if we maybe got a few more questions as well ;D

Next week, Yoongi finally wakes up and our pack is reunited at last. See you there! <3

Chapter 128: Back Together

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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It takes a while for Yoongi to realize he might actually be awake this time. There were moments he thought he was close in the last… however long he’s been in Namjoon and Jin’s bed – but right now definitely feels different.

For one thing, nobody is trying to wake him up. He has vague memories of drinking and eating, though he was so out of it that it’s hard to be sure which of them were dreams and which were real. This one has to be real though. His body aches too much for it to be another dream, although he’s honestly surprised that his head doesn’t hurt too.

Maybe that fuzzy image of Jin helping him drink a cup of coffee with breakfast wasn’t actually a dream…

It doesn’t smell like Jin is here right now. Yoongi is pleasantly warm, curled up under the covers with the smell of sandalwood and mint strong in the bed – though the sandalwood is in more than just the sheets. Namjoon is here with him. He’s sure of it. Normally that wouldn’t feel very remarkable upon waking up, but right now he can’t think of anything that would make him happier than his alpha being close enough to touch.

Huh. That’s kind of weird.

Yoongi doesn’t typically feel this desperate for contact unless he’s in rut, or if he screwed up and–

Oh shit.

The memories come rushing back in a series of flashes behind his eyes. The attack in Busan, his desperate desire to figure it out, hours of security footage, the door chain, passing out on his floor multiple times, the energy drinks, the coffee, the pills – and Namjoon breaking into his room to put him down with a nip. He remembers the way his head swam trying to fight off his alpha, vision blurry and his heart fluttering in his chest.

Damn it. He went on another bender, and it was not a good one. His poor mates shouldn’t have had to see him like that with everything else going wrong. Hell, he can only imagine what sort of completely insane shit he must have said to them. At least the others are used to it, but Jimin and Jungkook… Hopefully Yoongi didn’t say anything he’s going to regret, but–

Hoseok… Shit.

He wasn’t okay before everything that happened in Busan, and there’s no way that the attack made anything better. Yoongi is supposed to be there for him when things go wrong, and instead he’s spent the last… however long so wrapped up in his own shit that there’s no way he didn’t miss something important. He’s gotta get out of this bed and–

Movement next to him has his thoughts grinding to a halt and his eyes cracking open, though it’s too bright for him to really distinguish much at first. After blinking a few times, he can see a shape sitting next to him and his gaze drifts upward until he makes eye contact with Namjoon, who is looking down at him curiously. There might be a bit of concern in his eyes, but Yoongi needs to blink a few more times to try and adjust his vision.

“Hello, pup,” Namjoon says softly, setting aside his tablet and then reaching out to brush some of Yoongi’s hair away from his eyes. “How are you feeling? Your scent is a little off.”

“Hos–” Yoongi’s voice cracks the moment he tries to speak. When was the last time he tried to talk to someone? He makes another attempt that ends much the same, then tries to clear his throat.

Namjoon starts moving right away. “Hold on. I’ve got some water here for you. Take your time.”

Yoongi gingerly sits up on the bed, aware of every tiny little ache in his body as he accepts a cool bottle of water from his mate. After draining half the bottle and a few coughs to help clear his throat, he tries again to speak. “Hoseok-ah,” he mutters, voice still strained, but improving as he continues. “He wasn’t okay after Busan. I wasn’t there for him. I didn’t–”

“He’s alright. Jin managed to get through to him.”

“But Jin-hyung… He doesn’t– They’ve never been able to do that if things are bad. Does that mean Seok-ah is okay? What about his parents?”

“I think you’ll be very happy to know he told them he will no longer be working for them,” Namjoon explains, scooting a little closer to Yoongi and wrapping an arm securely around his lower back. “He and Jin did manage to talk while things were difficult, which I’m incredibly happy about as well. Would you like to hear more about that, or is there something else you’re worried about too?”

Hoseok finally told his parents off? And managed to actually talk with Jin?

Yoongi feels a little bit overwhelmed, thoughts running fast trying to figure out what that’s going to mean for the future. Both of those are things they’ve been worried about for so long, and now it’s just over? He can’t keep from smiling, though it doesn’t last long once his mind finally catches up and starts to remember all of the other things he needs to worry about.

“Tae had a job. Is he back safe?”

“Yes, he’s home right now.”

“What about the Kangs? Did we get anywhere? Did I find anything useful, or–”

“Also taken care of,” Namjoon says calmly. “The short version is that Taehyung-ah’s job was for the Jeon family, who helped us get in contact with the new leader of the Kangs. Jin and I put the finishing touches on a peace deal just a few hours ago. Would you like more details?”

Yoongi blinks a couple of times as he tries to wrap his sleepy head around everything that’s happened. “Yeah, can I maybe get the long version?”

~~

Namjoon patiently explains everything that happened while Yoongi was on his bender. It’s hard to believe he missed so many important events all because he went off the goddamn deep end – again.

Hoseok finally telling his parents off after a talk with Jin and some support from Jimin, the Jeon family apparently knowing exactly who they are and what’s happening with the Kangs, a peace deal being negotiated with what amounted to a relatively mild financial loss for them… It’s all wonderful news, but it just makes Yoongi feel even worse for having missed all of it. He should know better by now. Pulling a single all-nighter is perfectly fine, but after about forty-eight hours without sleep, he always starts to get a little weird.

To be fair… ‘a little’ might be kind of an understatement.

“I’m sorry,” Yoongi says when Namjoon is finally finished explaining everything. “I should have been a part of all of that instead of…”

“Instead of…?”

“Letting this happen again. I’m sorry. I–”

“Come here, pup,” Namjoon interrupts. He doesn’t even give Yoongi a chance to move, instead scooping him up and into his lap. It’s immediately soothing, setting Yoongi’s nerves at ease and leaving him leaning into Namjoon’s neck without thought to take in a deep breath of warm sandalwood. “There you go. Relax for me. I know you’re sorry for what happened, and I appreciate your apology – but I’d really like to understand what was going on in your head. Can you tell me what you thought you were doing?”

“I wanted to make sure I watched all the security footage we got hold of. Popped a couple of pills to keep myself sharp for that, then got frustrated when there was nothing important on any of it. It was hard to feel like I could stop then, so I just kept going. I…” Yoongi trails off, trying as hard as he can to remember what the descent into that paranoid headspace had felt like, but he comes up empty. “I don’t know exactly when things started to go sideways. All I really remember is the work – security footage on a loop and multiple scans running while I looked for leads.”

“I’d imagine it was a gradual shift, rather than a sudden one.”

“How long was I… What day is it?”

“It’s been a week since Busan.”

A week?!

Yoongi can feel his mouth dropping open, a wave of shock and horror washing over him. How could it have been a goddamn week already? He can’t remember the last time he stayed up that long, kept awake only by caffeine, amphetamines, and the tiny naps he gets when he passes out. Speaking of which, didn’t he collapse onto the floor at one point?

Heart rate speeding up, he clumsily reaches up to feel his own head, pressing fingers along his scalp until he feels the slightly raised bump on the side of his head, skin still bruised and tender from smacking into the floor. Hell, he’s lucky he doesn’t have a concussion or–

“Are you hurt?” Namjoon asks, reaching his free hand up to where Yoongi is touching his head. It’s impossible to miss the way Namjoon’s scent goes burnt when he feels the bump, a line of tension winding through his body. “When did you hit your head?”

Shit. Namjoon definitely isn’t going to like this, but the last thing Yoongi is going to do right now is lie. He wants to fix things, not make them worse.

“Got up too fast and passed out. I tried to catch myself, but I must not have been able to.”

“Were you dizzy right after? Blurred vision, or–”

“I didn’t wake up until later, so I don’t really know,” Yoongi mumbles, nosing at Namjoon’s neck and breathing in deeply even though his sandalwood scent is still burnt. He licks once over the skin in apology before whispering, “I’m sorry.”

Namjoon presses a kiss into Yoongi’s hair, scent evening out (probably on purpose). “It’s alright, pup. How about now? Or in the last couple of days? Anything that might make you think you’ve had a concussion?”

“I don’t think so. I feel like I’ve been through the ringer, but my head barely hurts at all, to be honest. That coffee from Jin-hyung helped.”

“You remember breakfast this morning?”

“A little. It was hard to tell what was a dream and what wasn’t, but some parts of it felt more real than others. How umm… How long since you came to my room?”

“You mean since I kicked in your door? That was yesterday morning.”

There’s no accusation in Namjoon’s tone, but Yoongi still feels a wave of guilt anyway. He can remember bits of that confrontation. Jimin tricking him into opening the door (god, he hates that the omega had to see him like that), Namjoon furiously demanding to be let in, Yoongi hiding in his bathroom, and eventually making a break for the door.

As expected, Yoongi was no match for his alpha. Not fast enough to get out the door, and far too weak to win a physical fight – not that it stopped him from trying. He can still feel a sense of desperation when he reaches for the memory, flashes of just how ready he’d been to fight tooth and nail to escape his mate. God, he shoved the both of them onto the floor. What if he hurt Namjoon, or–

“Talk to me, Yoongi,” Namjoon whispers, pulling back and tipping Yoongi’s chin up to look at him. “I can smell you worrying. Tell me what you’re thinking about?” There’s obvious concern on his face, but no visible bruising that Yoongi can make out.

Maybe they both managed to walk away unscathed? That would be ideal, but it doesn’t really make Yoongi feel any better…

He reaches up to cup Namjoon’s cheek, eyes still scanning for visible damage and finding nothing. “We fought. I was reckless, stupid, and… Did I hurt you, Joon-ah?”

Namjoon leans into the touch, turning his head to press a kiss to Yoongi’s wrist. “I’m alright. You weren’t capable of doing much damage by the time I got to you, at least aside from knocking us onto the floor. I managed to break our fall with my back, so just a bit of bruising and some aches when I move too much. My main concern was making sure you didn’t hurt yourself.”

So he did hurt his mate…

God damn it.

The scent of burnt cinnamon rises so strong and fast that even Yoongi can smell it clearly. Tears fill his eyes in an instant, and he can feel his knees twitch with the desire to run away from this – but he won’t let himself. He’s already fucked up enough. There’s no way he’s going to make Namjoon hold him down again to keep him from doing something stupid that won’t solve anything. How could he have been so fucking–

“It’s alright, pup,” Namjoon says, voice low as he slides his hand down to Yoongi’s neck, thumb pressing into the bruises on his scent gland. The tiny burst of pain actually makes the feeling more grounding, especially in combination with Namjoon continuing to talk in that soothing tone. “I know this is going to be hard, but I’m proud of you for talking about it with me. I promise it’s going to be okay.”

Yoongi blinks and feels hot tears fall down his cheeks as he sniffles. “But I hurt you.”

“You weren’t thinking straight. You’d been awake for–”

“You don’t have to make excuses for me. All of that was my fault. Nobody made me stay up for damn near an entire week, and nobody made me attack you.”

“I didn’t leave you very many options,” Namjoon says, voice maddeningly patient when he should be angry about all of this. “You were reacting to me cornering you.”

“Because I didn’t leave you any options except for breaking into my room. You don’t have to keep being so nice about this. It’s my fault, and–”

“Listen, I understand you wanting to take responsibility for what happened, and I appreciate you owning up to that – so thank you. That being said, I have no interest in yelling at you about it when it’s pretty clear you understand that you made some mistakes, and are showing obvious regret already. What I am interested in is figuring out how we keep this from happening again.”

“I don’t…” Yoongi trails off, uncertain how to answer when he’s feeling so much. He’s not sobbing, but there are still more tears falling from his eyes every time he blinks, and he can’t stop replaying that fight with Namjoon in his mind. He really does mean to say something in response, but all that comes out of his mouth is a little whine, like he’s been wounded and doesn’t know what to do.

Which is… at least sort of what’s happened – even if what’s hurting him is knowing that he hurt someone else.

“It’s okay.” Namjoon starts rubbing circles over Yoongi’s scent gland, using the hand at his neck to pull him in closer. There are warm waves of sandalwood rolling out of him, probably in response to Yoongi’s distress – and they work to draw him in until his nose is pressed right along Namjoon’s scent gland. “There you go. Just breathe for me, pup. We don’t have to find all the answers right this moment.”

Yoongi clings to Namjoon, face buried in his alpha’s neck as he cries. “I’m sorry, Joon-ah. M’so sorry.”

“I know you are, baby. It’s okay. Thank you for apologizing. You can let it out now, and I’ll be right here with you for every bit of it.”

~~

It takes Yoongi time to compose himself again.

Normally, this sort of thing might be embarrassing, crying all over Namjoon while he’s comforted with soft words and gentle touches – but that’s not how it feels right now. He’s so frustrated with himself and desperate to make things right, that it’s honestly a bit of a relief to be able to give this kind of openness to his mate. The feelings have to come out one way or another, and he knows that this is the sort of closeness and vulnerability that Namjoon treasures.

Yoongi has been trying to get better about that… Or at least he was before all of this happened.

He ended up getting sort of stuck for a while, unsure of how to open up any further, but he’s not sure that’s going to be a problem again anytime soon. Not because he knows the right thing to do, but because he desperately wants to show Namjoon that it wasn’t all for nothing, that all of their progress doesn’t go away just because Yoongi fucked up.

If that means exposing himself in ways that feel scary and embarrassing, then so be it.

“M’not going to stop,” Yoongi mutters, lips brushing Namjoon’s scent gland as he speaks. After minutes spent breathing in that soothing sandalwood scent and crying, his voice is a mix between dazed and hoarse, but Namjoon seems to be able to understand him just fine.

“What aren’t you going to stop, baby?”

“Trying.”

Namjoon slowly pulls back, and smiles when he catches sight of Yoongi’s face, brushing the hair away from his forehead and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Hi.”

Yoongi’s gaze falters, but he forces it back up to Namjoon’s face, looking his alpha in those pretty brown eyes and muttering an answering, “Hi.”

“Just wanted to be able to see you. Will you tell me what you’re going to keep trying to do?”

“Getting better. I… I know this was really bad, but it doesn’t mean I want to go back to how I used to be. I don’t want to push you away or act like I don’t want…” The words get stuck in Yoongi’s mouth. They feel weird and kind of terrifying to say aloud, but he’s determined not to back down, so he grits his teeth and takes one deliberate breath before trying again. “I still want to get better at letting you take care of me.”

It’s almost painful not to tack on some sort of qualifier – something like ‘only if you want to’ or ‘not that you have to’ – but Yoongi just bites down on the inside of his cheek and lets it be. He knows that Namjoon wants to. No amount of feeling like he doesn’t deserve the care is going to change that.

*******

Namjoon can’t help but freeze at the words that leave Yoongi’s mouth.

Guilt has always had a way of cracking Yoongi open, so him being more vulnerable after something like this isn’t unheard of, or even strange – but this time feels different, and it’s hard not to hope it might be. They’ve been through this cycle enough times to know how it usually plays out. For a few weeks in the aftermath, Yoongi is wonderfully soft for all of them, seeking out comfort actively and trying not to stay in his room for long periods.

As much as they usually hope that some of the openness might stick, things inevitably slip back to normal. It’s not that normal is bad, but after years of slow, deliberate progress toward showing Yoongi that he always deserves their care, it’s hard to watch him shrink back into himself.

He’s open to their fussing during his ruts too, but those feel inherently different, his mind clearly fogged by pheromones and instinct. Namjoon adores that time with him, but it’s never been something he expected (or wanted) to last. But Yoongi in his right mind, with all of his faculties intact, and choosing to open himself up to the love and adoration his mates want to shower him in?

That’s what Namjoon wants to give him. And hearing Yoongi talk like this makes him feel like it might be possible in a way it never was before.

There’s no point in hiding how happy this makes him. Namjoon lets his scent tip sweet as he leans in to plant a firm kiss on Yoongi’s lips. The touch is well received, with Yoongi letting out a soft little sound of surprise even as his body relaxes against Namjoon’s. He’s quick to return the kiss, and Namjoon keeps him there for a while, trying to communicate just how pleased he is with Yoongi’s desire to keep working toward something better.

“That makes me so happy to hear, pup,” Namjoon mutters as they break apart, pressing one last kiss to Yoongi’s cheek and then leaning back to take in his flushed face, eyes puffy and red from all the tears he’s cried. “We’ll keep moving forward together. Baby steps – as many as you need – but we still have to talk about how we’re going to keep this from happening again.”

“Okay. I think… I should be able to handle that better now. Sorry about earlier, with all the crying and–”

“You don’t have to apologize for crying. I’ve had days to process everything that’s happened, and you only just now got enough sleep to start unpacking it. There were bound to be tears, and you know I love getting to be there with you for them.”

Yoongi swallows, eyes squeezing shut for a few moments and his body tensing slightly, likely in response to just how gentle Namjoon is being about all of this. Maybe a bit of firmness would help things along…

It’s easy enough to reach for his scent gland again, pressing into the bruises left from the various nips Namjoon and Jin have given him since yesterday. The effect is immediate, tension draining from Yoongi’s body as he lets out a slow breath.

“There you go, relaxing so nice for me. Need you present, pup.”

“I’m here. You’re just so nice to me sometimes that it… It’s hard – but we can talk,” Yoongi says, his eyelashes fluttering open and those pretty brown eyes meeting Namjoon’s. “Not sure I know how to fix all of this though.”

“That’s okay. We don’t have to have a solution to everything right this moment, but I would at least like to discuss some options I’ve been considering. Well… not just me, to be fair.”

“You and Jin-hyung?”

“Mostly, although Taehyung-ah had a suggestion as well. Something he came up with while talking to Jimin-ah.”

A little frown forms on Yoongi’s face. “Not trying to derail us again, but did I… I don’t remember talking to the omegas much. I know Tae came to my room for a burner phone, but Min-ah and JK– God, did I scare any of them?”

“No, I don’t believe you frightened them, but they have been worried. As far as I heard, you sent them a few paranoid messages about their electronics, and otherwise simply didn’t respond to their texts.”

“Small mercies, I guess.” Yoongi lets out a slow breath and then nods. “Alright, what did Tae suggest?”

Okay, just try to phrase it gently. Ease him into it.

“I know you haven’t been keen on the idea in the past, but maybe we’re busy enough now for you to consider hiring someone to help you? Even if it was just very part time, I think it might lessen the load for you when–”

“I’ll do it. Might take me a while to bring someone up to speed, and they would probably need to be just part time at first, but– Why are you looking at me like that?”

Again, Namjoon finds himself slightly frozen. This is far from the first time they’ve tried to talk to Yoongi about training some sort of assistant, and it’s always been brushed away immediately with either disinterest or disgust.

God, maybe this time really will be different.

“Sorry, I just…” Namjoon shakes his head, a smile forming on his face. “You’ve always hated the idea in the past.”

“Well it’s not like I love it now or anything, but I have to do something, and that doesn’t feel like the worst possible option.”

Namjoon’s heart is practically skipping beats in his chest. This is great news. If Yoongi is finally willing to train in an assistant, maybe that means he’s willing to make other changes too… It’s impossible for Namjoon not to ask.

“You have no idea how happy that makes me, pup. That could be a really positive shift, and if that much has changed since the last time we talked about this, I just… I have to ask. Have you considered possibly giving up stimulants altogether? If you had an assistant you could trust, then–”

“I don’t think I’m ready for that,” Yoongi interrupts, his voice quieter and his scent going muted. “Sorry, but I need the option if things have to get done. I know everyone hates it, but–”

“It’s okay.” Namjoon immediately returns to rubbing slow circles into Yoongi’s scent gland, hoping to keep the mood positive even if they’ve found where the new limits on these changes might be. “I’m so happy you’re willing to consider an assistant. I just had to ask, considering that you seem open to exploring other options right now. We’ll start with getting you settled in today, and then move on to hiring once you’re feeling like yourself again.”

Yoongi gives a tentative looking smile. “That sounds okay. Do we need to come up with more plans?”

“If there’s something else you think–”

A little ding from Namjoon’s phone stops him in his tracks, and he quickly reaches out to grab it.

“Waiting on a message?” Yoongi asks. “Something important?”

Namjoon can feel a wide smile stretching across his face, scent spiking immediately upon seeing the text message from Jin letting him know the good news. “Very important,” he mutters, setting his phone aside and leaning in to press a quick peck to Yoongi’s lips. “Our omegas are home, and they’re very excited to see you, baby.”

*******

Today is turning out to be so much better than it started, and Seokjin couldn’t be more pleased.

Making a tentative peace with the new leader of the Kangs was already a massive improvement, but Taehyung’s plan to get the seven of them reunited by returning with Jimin and Jungkook is the perfect way to finish out the day. It’s been too long since they were all properly together, and this time they’re coming into a far happier home.

Hoseok has seemed much lighter since cutting ties with his parents, and he hasn’t gone back to hiding away at all. Seokjin still intends to have that followup conversation with him, but they’ve both let it slide for now in favor of taking care of everything else that needs doing.

They tackle Yoongi’s room together, gathering up all the empty energy drink cans and opening the windows to air everything out. It’s unlikely that Namjoon will let Yoongi out of his sight today, but Seokjin is certain that fresh bedding and a bit of tidying will be welcome when Yoongi does eventually return to his room – and Hoseok is eager to help out around the house after so long spent alone in his own room.

He’s still wearing his sling, but thankfully the pain has mostly tapered off now, leaving him tentatively experimenting with more movement. Once they finish tidying up, Seokjin has the opportunity to sit in on one of Hoseok’s exercise sessions too. He’s grateful for the chance – not that he doubted the alpha was taking care of himself. It’s just a relief to see his mobility in action when he briefly removes his sling to show Seokjin the routine of stretches he has to do.

Not long after, their omegas arrive home in delightfully high spirits – and carrying a gift.

Taehyung sprints into the living room first, spotting Hoseok on the couch and bolting over to give him a big hug. Jimin comes in just a few moments later, leading Jungkook by the hand. Their maknae looks like he’s been crying, eyes still puffy even though there’s a smile on his face, and he’s got a little plastic tub full of something bright red in his hands.

There’s not a doubt in Seokjin’s mind about what the container holds. Taehyung’s mission to present Jungkook with some of his family’s homemade kimchi has clearly been a success – and it would appear that success is about to be shared.

Seokjin stands up and heads straight for the two of them, offering a short greeting to Jimin (who proceeds to skip over toward Hoseok as well) and then pulling Jungkook right into his arms. “Hello, love. How are you feeling? I’m sure you’ve had a very emotional day, and it looks like you’ve brought something to share as well.”

“I’m good,” Jungkook says in response, words half muffled as he buries his face in Seokjin’s neck and lets out a little whine. His scent wavers back and forth between sweet orange blossom and something more muted, one arm holding his bounty of kimchi, and the other wrapped tight around Seokjin to return the embrace. “Better now that I’m here. TaeTae brought me kimchi from home, and there was a letter from my mom and Junghyun, so that was a lot – but I was hoping you could help me?”

“Of course, darling. Are we cooking something together?”

“Yes please.”

“Do you have something in mind, or would you like me to choose?”

Jungkook is silent for a moment, nosing at Seokjin’s scent gland before running his tongue over it with a tiny sigh. “Can you help me decide, hyung? I wish I knew what I wanted, but…”

Oh, the poor thing.

It’s clear that today has already given Jungkook his fair share of stress. Even though some of it has certainly been positive, Jungkook’s feelings about his family are complex, so Seokjin is certain that receiving communication from them for the first time in years must have been quite emotional. Maybe if they have some time in the kitchen together, Jungkook will be open to telling him more about it.

Plus, Seokjin is certain he can prepare a meal that will honor this special ingredient Jungkook has brought him.

“I’d love to help you come up with something.” Seokjin returns Jungkook’s scenting with a couple of slow licks that fill his mouth with the taste of oranges, then pulls back to give the omega a smile. “Would you like to do that now? We’ve got a while until we need to begin preparing dinner, so if you’d like to spend some time with the seven of us together first, we can do that as well.”

“All seven of us? Does that mean Yoongi-hyung is finally feeling better?”

That seems to get Jimin’s attention, and he sits straight up on the couch next to Hoseok, a smile stretching across his face. “Is he?! Can we see him?”

“I know he was finally waking up a while ago. Let me just text Joon-ah to be sure.”

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: If you and Yoongi-yah are up for company, there are three adorable omegas down here just dying to see the two of you ;-D

[Namjoon]: We’re definitely ready.

[Namjoon]: Please bring them up.

~~

The five of them make their way upstairs in a rush of excited giggles and chatter. Jimin and Taehyung lead the way, tugging Jungkook and Hoseok along just behind them while Seokjin brings up the rear. It gives him a wonderful view as they reach the bedroom and he gets to watch their omegas swarm the bed and deliver a cuddle pile right on top of Yoongi and Namjoon.

“Aww, hyung, you look so much better!”

“We missed you a lot. How are you feeling?”

“Good enough for cuddles, I hope!”

Yoongi has a wide grin on his sleepy face as he’s hugged from all sides, kisses being pressed to his cheeks and hair with enough enthusiasm to have him laughing. “Yeah, I’m okay. I missed you guys too. Kiss?”

All three of them try to go in for a kiss at once, which prompts another round of laughter and Hoseok stepping in to lead a quick game of rock paper scissors to determine the order (and find his place in it, of course). The attempt at taking turns doesn’t last long, however. While the rest of them are distracted with the game, Jimin steals the first proper kiss from Yoongi and then things devolve into affectionate chaos, with Yoongi being manhandled between them for a whole slew of kisses.

It’s all wonderfully sweet, and it’s clear Seokjin isn’t the only one who thinks so.

He manages to catch Namjoon’s eye, though it takes the alpha a few seconds to pry his gaze away from the heartwarming sight. The two of them exchange a series of looks as Seokjin steps up to the bed. The finer details will have to wait for when they have a moment to themselves, but for now they’re able to reassure one another of the basics – that Yoongi is alright and their omegas are here to stay for the night.

Namjoon already looked happy, but he’s positively glowing now as Seokjin sits down next to him just in time for Jungkook to latch onto his other side with a cheerful, “Hi, hyung.”

“Kook-ah, I missed you,” Namjoon mutters, wrapping an arm around the omega’s back and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Are you feeling better?”

“Missed you too. I feel better, yeah. TaeTae and Jiminie helped.”

“Jungkook-ah has brought something wonderful to share with us tonight,” Seokjin says.

Yoongi manages to poke his head out from where Jimin and Hoseok have him nearly tackled onto the bed, cheeks flushed pink as he asks, “What did JK bring?”

“Only the coolest gift ever,” Taehyung says excitedly as he leans in to give Jungkook a hug, following it with a kiss to his cheek. “You gonna tell them what I got you, baby?”

A smile stretches across Jungkook’s face. “TaeTae got me kimchi.”

“Kimchi?” Hoseok asks. “Like from the store?”

“Of course not!” Taehyung says. “It’s way more special than that. Handmade by the Jeon family themselves – in exchange for a discount on my typical rate.”

Namjoon’s mouth drops open, his head tilting to the side as he narrows his eyes at Taehyung. “Are you telling me that the reason you went on that job was for kimchi? That’s what couldn’t wait for another time?” There’s no heat behind the words, just disbelief and something almost a little offended.

“Listen, it sounds bad when you say it like that, but I’ve been angling for this job for months. I put out the offer as soon as Jungkookie told me how bad he missed his family’s kimchi – and don’t forget the information it got us on the Kangs too!”

“Jungkook-ah told me about missing his family’s kimchi too,” Yoongi says, still sandwiched in a hug by Jimin and Hoseok.

“It really was the nicest thing ever for you to get it for me, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Even if it hadn’t come with a letter from them, I would still have been so happy. Thank you.”

This seems to soften Namjoon, who immediately reaches out to take one of Jungkook’s hands in his own. “You got a letter?”

“Yeah, it was… Honestly it was kind of a lot, but I’m so happy they sent it with TaeTae. It’s nice to know how they feel about everything, even if it made me kind of emotional.”

“Wow, that’s huge, baby,” Namjoon says, lifting Jungkook’s hand up to brush a kiss along his knuckles. “You’ve been wondering about them for so long now.”

“I’d say that warrants some big emotions,” Hoseok adds. “Is your family doing okay? Or is it not something you want to talk about right now?”

Jungkook thinks for a moment, and then gives a little shrug. “I can tell you about it. TaeTae and Jiminie already helped me through a lot of the really messy stuff.”

~~

The seven of them spend the better part of an hour up in bed together, falling into various cuddle piles as the conversation ebbs and flows. Jungkook talks them through the letter, then Taehyung eagerly tells the story of his job and being pulled aside by Jeon Junghyun. Aside from the original bit of disbelief, Namjoon seems to be taking the revelation about what Taehyung was doing in Busan quite well – though it probably helps that it gave them the means to make peace with the Kangs.

They talk that through as well, covering the basics of their arrangement with Lim Jiyoung, and her likely allegiance to the Jeon family. The news is received well, as it should be. Taking a loss on some inventory in exchange for no longer having to question the safety of their pack at every turn is certainly a good deal. There’s still the matter of figuring out how the Kangs found Seokjin’s contact in the first place, but he’s confident that they’ll figure it out, especially now that Yoongi is functional again.

When the conversation around the Kangs finally dies down, it’s Yoongi who actually starts the discussion about his own recent issues.

“So umm… Is it okay if I want to just apologize to everyone really quick?” Yoongi asks, gaze locked down toward his lap for a second or two before he glances up at Seokjin, then Namjoon.

“Of course,” Seokjin answers. “We’d love to hear how you’re feeling now as well.”

Namjoon nods. “Yes, I think that would be helpful too – though we understand if you want to get the apology off your chest first.”

“Thanks. I guess I… Mostly I just want to say I’m sorry for making everyone worry, and for going off the deep end again. I’m sure I was an asshole to every one of you at least once, and I probably made a bunch of fucking paranoid comments that were uncomfortable. So just… I’m sorry. Me and Joon-ah were talking about ways to make things better in the future, and I’m gonna try to make sure I don’t do this shit again.”

That sounds… promising.

Seokjin immediately catches Namjoon’s eye as Yoongi finishes speaking, and the tiny upward tilt of his mate’s head and the ghost of a smile tells him everything he needs to know. Whatever Namjoon and Yoongi discussed, their pack alpha is very pleased with it – which means Seokjin will be too. More good news on an already wonderful day.

“You did send some weird messages, hyung,” Jungkook says with a little puff of laughter. “But you weren’t really mean to me at all – just more like talking to a wall than a real person.”

“Yeah, kind of like one of those chatbots online,” Jimin agrees. “Where sometimes you were responding but it didn’t feel like talking to a person at all.”

Yoongi frowns a little deeper at that. “I don’t know if that’s better or worse. Glad I wasn’t mean to you at least – but I’m still sorry.”

“Apology accepted,” Taehyung says.

Jimin nods in agreement. “Yeah, especially if you’re working on ways to not do it again. And I mean that less because it was difficult for me, and more because I could see how hard it was on you. It’s… really great to see you looking like yourself again after that.”

“Sorry you had to see me like that, but… Thanks for helping Joon-ah.”

“No problem, hyung.”

“Yeah, probably good Joonie-hyung had help.” Taehyung scoots closer to Yoongi and points to his bruised scent gland. “If not, your door frame might look as messy as your neck. He nipped you good, huh?”

“Exactly as much as he needed,” Namjoon says, completely unbothered. Normally any comment about his use of force would make him worry, but he’s always been more sure of his alpha instincts when it comes to Yoongi – and especially when it’s so clear that a show of dominance was required.

There’s a little spike in all three of their omegas’ scents at the words. It’s brief but still strong enough that Seokjin can see the moment that Namjoon catches it, nostrils flaring just slightly. Wonderful. Any positive reinforcement for Namjoon listening to his alpha instincts is welcome, as far as Seokjin is concerned. It makes a slight flush appear on Namjoon’s cheeks, but he just leans in closer to Yoongi and presses a kiss to his cheek.

Taehyung smiles knowingly, but doesn’t draw any more attention to it, instead asking, “So are you guys gonna cook something with that kimchi tonight?”

“Oh, are you hungry, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“A little, but I heard your stomach growl just a second ago. Figure we should feed you before it starts making you feel bad.”

“If you need something now, I’ve got snacks in the nightstand,” Namjoon offers, concern already beginning to color his expression.

“I’m okay. I can always snack while me and Jin-hyung cook – but maybe starting dinner would be a good plan. Any opinions on what we should make?”

“I’m fine with anything,” Yoongi says with a shrug. “If you guys wanna do something special and you need an extra set of hands, I’d be willing.”

“We have to do something special,” Taehyung says. “I killed a man for that kimchi!”

This prompts a round of laughter from all of them, which is such a wonderful sound after all of the recent turmoil they’ve been through.

Jokes aside, Seokjin couldn’t agree more. Not only did Taehyung bring Jungkook a special gift, but the seven of them are finally back together as a pack (even if they’re still missing the official title). It’s certainly cause for a celebratory meal – and with extra hands, he’s sure they can make it something special.

“I think I know just the thing, assuming you’re both willing to assist me. Although if you’d rather spend your time away from the kitchen, I can aim for something slightly less ambitious on my own.”

Jungkook’s eyes practically light up. “No way. I want to help with the ambitious plan.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi agrees. “I’m in too.”

“Alright. Let’s get started, shall we?”

*******

Dinner is great. Hoseok might be a little biased since he’s a huge fan of kimchi, but everyone else seems to enjoy it too.

They end up with three different dishes – one from each of their mates in the kitchen. Kimchi fried rice from Jungkookie, kimchi jjigae from Yoongi, and pan fried dumplings stuffed generously with pork and kimchi from Jinnie.

Of course there are plenty of compliments to go around for all of it, though Jungkook seems particularly delighted with Yoongi’s kimchi jjigae. His eyes well up with tears at the first bite, but the wide smile stretching across his face eases any worry they might feel at the reaction. “Yoongi-hyung, this is perfect,” he says, voice a little tight as he eagerly sips more of the broth. “All of our stuff turned out good, but this is nearly as delicious as when my grandma makes it.”

“It does taste a lot like hers,” Jimin agrees.

Yoongi gives one of those wide, pretty smiles that never fail to make Hoseok’s heart feel too big for his chest. It feels even better after seeing just how hollow and exhausted Yoongi was yesterday morning, skin sickly pale and his eyes all bloodshot. Now he’s got the color back in his cheeks (with a bit of additional flush from the compliments), and Hoseok doesn’t bother trying to hide his own smile as he adds to the praise for all the delicious food on their table.

The seven of them are completely stuffed by the end of the meal, and every single dish is gone. It’s rare they don’t have any leftovers, and Jin seems particularly delighted by it, already wondering aloud to Jungkook about doing another meal like this centered around a single ingredient.

Things finally feel like they’re getting back to normal.

Hoseok is still waiting for the other shoe to drop after telling his parents that he’s done, but so far he hasn’t heard a word. He’s doing his best not to focus on it. What’s done is done, and he’ll deal with the consequences when they come. For now, he wants to do what he can to make up for how absent he’s been these past couple of weeks.

With that in mind, he offers to handle cleanup while the rest of them go get the living room ready for a movie night. With no leftovers to pack away, he should be able to handle getting all the dishes into the dishwasher without an issue.

One by one, they bring their plates into the kitchen. Jin helps collect all the larger serving dishes, then presses a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek. “Thank you for your help, darling. Are you sure you don’t want assistance? You’re still wearing your sling, so if you need–”

“I’ve got it, hyungie. I can tell you’re dying to go fuss over Jungkookie – and he’d probably love to tell you again how much he adored your dumplings.”

Jin grins in response. “Guilty as charged. Alright, so long as you’re sure… Any spot in particular you’d like for me to save for you?”

“I’m not picky. I’ll just settle in wherever looks best when I get there.”

“Alright. Thank you again.”

Hoseok waves Jinnie off and gets to work loading the dishwasher. It’s not a particularly difficult task, and he’s never minded cleaning of any variety – plus he loves the thought of Jin and Namjoon getting to fuss as much as they need to.

He only makes it a minute or two before he feels a light tap to his shoulder. When he turns around, Yoongi is standing there with a somewhat sad looking expression, holding his plate in his hands.

“Hey, you okay?” Hoseok asks, reaching out to take the dish. There’s no immediate answer, so he just sets the plate on the counter and pulls Yoongi into a one armed hug. It’s hard to say whether it’s just his imagination or not, but Yoongi feels smaller than usual when they’re pressed so close. It’s only been about a week since the setup in Busan, but considering that Yoongi spent at least five days of that not eating, it’s safe to assume it’s not all in Hoseok’s head. “Yoongi, baby, is something wrong?”

“I’m sorry,” Yoongi whispers, arms lifting to return the embrace as he noses at Hoseok’s neck. “You were hurting and I wasn’t there for you.”

“Oh, you don’t have to apologize for that. It’s okay. You were hurting too and it’s not like I was there to look after you either.”

“But you tried. I remember you messaging me.”

“It’s not like I told you what I had going on, baby,” Hoseok assures him.

“I should have known, though. I did know about everything with your parents, but that wasn’t all, was it? Was your shoulder really the only thing bothering you about Busan?”

Hoseok doesn’t even consider lying. He wants to be more open with his mates, and that means telling them things that are hard sometimes. At least that’s easier with Yoongi than with almost anyone else – although opening up to Jimin has become a lot more normal too.

“No, I was already really in my own head, and I think the pain just made it worse. Kept thinking how bad I screwed up when we were in Busan by not having my gun on me – and how much I was messing up everything else too. My family, my mates, making everyone walk on eggshells around me, and hurting Jinnie-hyung… It was all just a mess in my brain, and I definitely didn’t think I deserved to feel better.”

“I’m sorry. I should have been there with you for that instead of holed up in my room making terrible decisions.”

“It did kind of work out, considering Jinnie finally got frustrated enough to corner me and force a confrontation.”

Yoongi pulls back with a look of disbelief on his face. “You’re kidding me. That actually worked? I always assumed if he pushed too hard that you would bolt – or that the two of you would end up in a screaming match.”

“I mean, I wouldn’t call it smooth or anything. I definitely acted like a complete jerk while he was trying to get me to talk to him. Not my proudest moment by far, but I’m just glad he was willing to stick it out and help me see what a complete idiot I was being. Me and Jinnie have more to talk about, so I’m not off the hook yet, but… Everything turned out okay that night, and Jiminie played moral support for me to call my parents the next day.”

“You have no idea how happy I am that you stood up for yourself. I’m just sorry I wasn’t there for that either.”

Alright. Time to make himself clear.

Hoseok reaches up to cup Yoongi’s cheek, looking him straight in the eyes as he says, “Listen, I promise I’m not holding it against you even a little, Yoongi. You were doing your best trying to make it through all that data and it got out of hand. Honestly, I should have been in there watching security footage with you from the start.”

Yoongi lets out a little puff of laughter. “Like I’d have let you. Would have spent the whole time trying to get you to rest.”

“But maybe then I could have conned you into bed too.”

“Fair point. I guess…” Yoongi trails off for a moment, gaze faltering down to Hoseok’s chest for a second before he manages to make eye contact again. “Maybe we both screwed up a little.”

Now it’s Hoseok’s turn to let out a laugh. “Yeah, I think that’s fair. I’m gonna try to be better going forward. Find ways to open up and… I don’t know exactly yet. Still figuring it out.”

“Figure it out together?”

“Together sounds good,” Hoseok agrees, leaning in for a quick kiss. “Thanks for finding me in here. I missed you.”

“Missed you too, Seok-ah. I’m glad you’re feeling better.”

“Thanks, Yoongles. I’m glad you’re feeling better too. Now, I’m pretty sure we have a living room full of our mates to get to, as long as you’re ready to go too?”

Yoongi smiles wide and pretty. “So ready. Kind of hoping for a cuddle pile if I’m honest.”

“Then that’s exactly what we’re gonna do.”

Notes:

Our pack is finally back together and things are settling down. We've still got more to follow up on after how messy things got, but we're on a healing path now :D

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude chapter. See you there! <3

Chapter 129: Interlude – Adjustments

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jin and Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: Did one of you clean my room?

[Jin]: We did it together. I tried not to disturb anything that looked important, but neither of us wanted you to return to that mess.

[Yoongi]: You really didn’t have to.

[Hobi]: but we wanted 2 :)

[Jin]: Exactly. It wasn’t a hardship, especially after so long of not being able to care for you properly.

[Yoongi]: Sorry.

[Jin]: That wasn’t a reprimand. Just a statement, darling.

[Hobi]: yeah nobody is mad at u yoongles. <3

[Yoongi]: I still feel guilty but thanks.

[Yoongi]: For the words and for helping me come back to less of a mess.

[Jin]: Of course. Happy to help :-)

~

[Hoseok to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: so if ur in ur room that must mean that joonie finally let u get back 2 work?

[Yoongi]: Sort of. I get a few hours and then I’m supposed to go with him for lunch.

[Yoongi]: I’m still full from breakfast. Pretty sure they’re trying to kill me with food.

[Hobi]: they’re definitely trying 2 feed u up but i don’t think they’re trying 2 kill u.

[Yoongi]: Well it feels weird.

[Hobi]: that’s cause u didn’t eat for like five days.

[Yoongi]: Life is easier when I don’t have to eat.

[Hobi]: aww :(

[Hobi]: do u really mean that?

[Yoongi]: Probably not. I think I’m just frustrated and I want to make them happy but I’m so full.

[Hobi]: why don’t u ask them about doing snacks instead of big meals?

[Yoongi]: But I don’t want those either.

[Yoongi]: Sorry that was petulant. Hold on.

[Yoongi]: It’s not that I don’t want anything. I might just be a little overwhelmed with everyone trying to take care of me.

[Yoongi]: Talk to me about how you’ve been?

[Hobi]: sure thing :)

[Hobi]: i’ve got my followup at the doctor today. hoping 2 not need my sling much longer.

[Yoongi]: Yeah that’s gotta be annoying.

[Yoongi]: Is anyone coming with you?

[Hobi]: do u wanna take a guess?

[Yoongi]: Oh so that’s why Joon-ah is letting me out of his sight for a few hours.

[Hobi]: yeah. they probably want 2 babysit both of us as much as they can. kind of surprised he didn’t offer for u 2 come with.

[Yoongi]: I’ve been itching to get back to my computers. Gotta try and sort through the mess I made for myself and figure out what I got done and what I didn’t.

[Hobi]: with less of a time crunch now that we’ve got a peace deal? :)

[Yoongi]: Sort of. I don’t plan to do anything stupid, but I still hate knowing there might be a leak somewhere.

[Hobi]: because they knew jinnie’s friend?

[Yoongi]: Yeah. I’ll feel better once I know we’re secure, but I’ve got something else I need to do too.

[Yoongi]: Was hoping you might still know a guy.

[Hobi]: oh?

[Hobi]: i can’t promise my network of contacts will still be intact after my parents disowning me but i’ll try. who are u looking for?

[Yoongi]: They really cut you off just like that? Or did you not want to see them anymore?

[Hobi]: my mother made it clear that i do not get 2 enjoy the pleasure of their company if i’m not working for them.

[Yoongi]: How are you feeling about it?

[Hobi]: it’s what i expected but…

[Hobi]: i don’t know.

[Hobi]: if we were still in contact they would just try 2 guilt me into working. but it hurts 2 know that they were willing 2 discard me the second i turned down the job.

[Yoongi]: I’m sorry Seok-ah.

[Yoongi]: Do you want to come talk about it at all?

[Hobi]: maybe another time. i gotta get ready for my appointment soon. but i should probably at least tell u the good part.

[Yoongi]: There’s a good part? I’m interested.

[Hobi]: my mom didn’t know what 2 do with herself when i turned her down. she was angry until she realized it wasn’t going 2 work.

[Hobi]: and then she started trying 2 bargain. i got 2 put her off balance and finally be the one calling the shots. it was…

[Hobi]: kind of great honestly.

[Hobi]: i had her on speaker so jiminie got 2 hear it all 2. i think i like that it didn’t happen with just me? like it feels more real? i don’t know. it’s messy.

[Yoongi]: That is kind of great. She’s always the one giving you the biggest guilt trip and I’m glad you didn’t have to just take it this time.

[Hobi]: yeah me 2.

[Yoongi]: And I’m happy Min-ah was there for you.

[Hobi]: it really did help 2 have someone with me. and minnie has been through losing his family in that same sort of disappointed way so he was really understanding.

[Hobi]: do u maybe wanna hang out later tonight? :)

[Hobi]: i could tell you all the juicy details and help you sift through files or whatever u need.

[Yoongi]: That sounds great, though we might end up with company.

[Hobi]: that’s okay. i don’t mind if joonie and jinnie wanna babysit us. i can tell them about it 2 i guess :)

[Yoongi]: Alright. It’s a date.

[Hobi]: <3

[Hobi]: wanna tell me what contact of mine u were looking for before we got sidetracked?

[Yoongi]: Last year when Jin-hyung floated the idea of me getting an assistant and I shut him down, you mentioned you might know someone for the job. Do you still?

[Hobi]: yoongles are u gonna hire an assistant? for real? :O

[Yoongi]: I have to do something. Can’t keep going off the deep end every time things get scary. If there’s a chance I can find someone trustworthy and train them to handle some of it…

[Yoongi]: It feels impossible but I have to try.

[Hobi]: i think that’s a great idea! :D

[Hobi]: he’s a contact i made on my own so no worries. did some work for his group a couple of years back and he was looking for something more serious 2 sink his teeth into.

[Hobi]: i swear ur gonna like him 2. real smart kid. perfectly capable of working in complete silence.

[Yoongi]: Sounds great. What’s his name?

[Hobi]: choi yeonjun. i’ll reach out 2 him right now before my appointment and see if he’s still looking for more work. he sounded super interested when i told him about u last year.

[Yoongi]: Great. Thanks Seok-ah.

[Hobi]: of course <3

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: I wanted to thank you for being there for Hobi-yah when he called his parents. That was a huge step, and it makes me unbelievably happy to know that he didn’t have to face it alone.

[Jimin]: It was no problem

[Jimin]: Honestly I was happy to get to be there for him like that (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jin]: I love that it’s something you wanted to do, and I think the fact that you experienced some similar pressure from your own family made him feel much less alone. It could have been a very isolating experience, and it’s lovely that you were able to make it less so :-)

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung

[Jimin]: It was nice for me too

[Jimin]: Like… healing, maybe? That might be silly ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: It doesn’t sound silly at all. Would you be open to telling me a bit more about that?

[Jin]: I’m admittedly quite curious.

[Jimin]: I guess it was sort of like

[Jimin]: Getting to be the person I wish had been there for me when I was going through stuff with my family

[Jimin]: Not that I didn’t have support. Kookie was there with me through everything

[Jin]: Of course.

[Jin]: But you were both young men then, as I understand it. Or perhaps even teenagers if you’re also referring to the time before you left Busan.

[Jimin]: Exactly

[Jimin]: We were just kids trying to make sense of it all for a lot of years. I’m so glad he was there and that we figured it out together but it definitely wasn’t easy (;●_●)

[Jimin]: It felt nice to be able to give someone else a little of that same reassurance he gave me

[Jimin]: And to help Hoseok-hyung figure out some more of where the hurt was coming from

[Jin]: Do you mean you knew what was hurting him already, or that you knew what questions to ask to find out?

[Jimin]: The second one

[Jimin]: I didn’t know exactly where it was coming from but I knew how I figured out mine

[Jimin]: Even if it doesn’t fix it… sometimes it’s just nice to understand it better

[Jin]: May I ask what that process looked like for you?

[Jimin]: You mean like unpacking where the hurt came from?

[Jin]: Only if that’s something you feel comfortable sharing. I understand it’s quite personal, but I would love the chance to learn more about you, and perhaps to carry that knowledge into my attempts to care for Hoseok-ah.

[Jimin]: Sure. I can try to explain (;^-^)

[Jimin]: Most of my childhood was just spent trying to figure out how to appease my parents. If I did well enough then they generally left me alone

[Jimin]: But part of that was because they liked how close I was with Kookie. It was good for our family’s standing to be extra close with any of the Jeons but it was pretty obvious they thought it wasn’t going to last

[Jin]: You’ve mentioned that before. Them telling you he would eventually move on, which obviously couldn’t have been farther from the truth.

[Jimin]: Yeah but it took me a long time to get that through my head. Part of me was worried that when Kookie presented he would just find someone else

[Jimin]: But then we left together and it was hard to think that anymore. He gave up his life for me

[Jin]: It’s hard to discard the messages that are drilled into us over a period of years, but I’m glad that Jungkook-ah was able to help you let that particular one go. The devotion you two have for one another has been evident since the day we met :-)

[Jimin]: Thank you. I’m glad too („• ֊ •„)

[Jimin]: But you wanted to know more about my parents

[Jin]: Yes, although that doesn’t mean I didn’t want to hear about you and Jungkook-ah as well. I’ll always be excited to learn more about my mates.

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Alright back on topic

[Jimin]: I think things got easier once I realized that there was no possibility of genuine connection with my parents. Like accepting the fact that their offers and gifts always came with strings attached. They only ever gave me something because they expected something else in return

[Jimin]: Usually a job

[Jin]: As a thief?

[Jimin]: Most of the time. They wanted to keep me sharp so they made sure to get me plenty of those jobs whenever the Jeons didn’t have any for me

[Jimin]: But once I presented I got a lot more work assisting the security team by collecting info. Nobody suspects an omega but you also have to accept getting hit on by a bunch of creeps in that kind of work (*  ̄︿ ̄)

[Jimin]: I hated those jobs. At least unless I was playing part of a couple with another member of the security team

[Jimin]: But I didn’t have much of a choice. If I refused to do whatever job my parents gave me they would do their best to make my life hell

[Jimin]: At that point I was just working on getting through it

[Jimin]: But after we came to Seoul I started to get really emotional about everything with my parents

[Jin]: Trauma has a way of doing that. When you’re in it, your focus is on survival. There’s no time to process when you just need to make it to the next day, but then when things calm down and you’re safe, it all comes pouring out. At least that’s what I’ve seen for the most part. Was that your experience as well?

[Jimin]: Basically yeah. I had a lot of breakdowns about my parents that first year and it took me a long time to realize that there was a part of me that was still hoping I might be able to earn their approval (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: It felt so stupid after a lifetime of evidence showing that it would be impossible to achieve

[Jin]: That sounds very difficult to navigate. It’s so natural to crave our parents’ approval, even when their standards are impossible to meet

[Jimin]: It wasn’t fun

[Jimin]: Lots of crying and grieving all the hurt I never had space to deal with before

[Jimin]: And coming to terms with the fact that the way they treated me couldn’t possibly have been ALL my fault ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I sort of told Hoseok-hyung that too. That it isn’t his fault that his parents are awful

[Jimin]: I don’t know if it will make things easier but I wish I’d known that part sooner

[Jin]: It’s very admirable of you to try and help him work through that, and you’re completely right. Neither of you were at fault for your parents’ cruelty.

[Jin]: Thank you for helping me understand. <3

[Jimin]: No problem (´。• ᵕ •。`)

[Jimin]: I know the process isn’t going to be exactly the same for the two of us. We had different expectations placed on us and my family never bothered pretending to like me but it sounds like his did

[Jimin]: At least in public

[Jimin]: And I had Kookie. Hoseok-hyung didn’t have anybody close to him to lean on for a long time. I mean he has the whole pack now but there was a long time before that

[Jin]: Yes, he spent most of his life shouldering his burdens alone.

[Jimin]: I’m glad he doesn’t have to anymore

[Jin]: I am as well.

[Jin]: He also mentioned to me that the two of you are working on opening up together.

[Jimin]: Oh

[Jimin]: Yeah I’m trying ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I’m definitely not perfect at it but I think it’s getting easier

[Jimin]: It helps that everyone is so nice every time I try to communicate or ask for help

[Jin]: That makes me so happy to hear, darling. I love that this is something the two of you decided to work on together.

[Jin]: Do you feel like there are things that are still harder to talk about? Anything I can assist with?

[Jimin]: Not that I can think of right now but I know you’re usually the right person to ask if I’m unsure

[Jimin]: You always help me communicate what I need to. Like the night the four of us spent together when the others were in Busan

[Jin]: An evening I remember very fondly :-)

[Jimin]: You helped make sure it all went smooth

[Jin]: Because you asked for help. I felt so special to be entrusted with your worries that night. Nothing makes me happier than getting to help my mates grow, and you gave me such a wonderful opportunity to do that.

[Jin]: And of course the end of the night was a delight all its own. You were utterly perfect, and that in combination with getting to see Jungkook-ah and Joon-ah share their first time together was an experience I never want to forget.

[Jimin]: Me either. Everything went so well. It was everything I wanted for Kookie

[Jimin]: And I enjoyed it too ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Which was important to him

[Jin]: As it should be. You both thrive on seeing the other taken care of, and I’m just pleased we could give that to you. Thank you for the opportunity, love.

[Jimin]: Thank you too hyung

[Jin]: I’ve probably taken enough of your time for now. See you both tomorrow for dinner? :-)

[Jimin]: We’ll be there

[Jimin]: Love you (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jin]: Love you too, darling. <3

~

[Tae to Yoongi]

[Tae]: minhyuk-ssi said he came with you for a meeting in town

[Tae]: up to something exciting hyung? (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: honestly i can’t believe joonie-hyung let you out of his sight

[Yoongi]: Interviewing for my new assistant.

[Tae]: omg the day is finally here ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: you’re gonna actually let someone help you?

[Yoongi]: I’m sure as shit going to try. I have to change something and Hoseok-ah knew a guy.

[Tae]: don’t take this the wrong way but like

[Tae]: i’ve seen you go off on worse benders and still not even considering the possibility of help

[Tae]: what’s different now?

[Yoongi]: Me.

[Yoongi]: I hope at least.

[Yoongi]: I’ve been trying to do better and I hate knowing I let so many people down.

[Tae]: who do you feel like you let down?

[Yoongi]: Seok-ah for sure. I should have been there for him. I know he finally talked to Seokjin-hyung and I’m really glad they made some progress, but I still feel like I dropped the ball.

[Tae]: okay fair

[Tae]: not that i think that responsibility is on you in specific

[Tae]: but i can understand being upset about it ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: who else?

[Yoongi]: Everyone I guess?

[Tae]: elaborate please

[Yoongi]: We hardly talked after the three of us lied to Jin-hyung and Joon. I pretty much started shutting myself in my room the next day… Maybe partially to avoid dealing with that anymore. I don’t know.

[Yoongi]: It’s hard to remember exactly what I was thinking before all of this.

[Tae]: probably a safe assumption since you like to use work to hide from problems

[Yoongi]: Rude.

[Tae]: that’s literally what you just said you did

[Tae]: i’m just pointing out that it’s a pattern ᇂ_ᇂ

[Yoongi]: And I’m pointing out that you’re rude.

[Yoongi]: Even if you are right.

[Tae]: okay i’ll accept that

[Tae]: again it’s a fair thing to feel kind of bad about and you make a good point too

[Tae]: that might be contributing to joonie-hyung being so adamant about keeping the pack within sight whenever possible right now (;^ω^)

[Tae]: but i’m curious

[Tae]: do you feel like you let down jiminie and junkookie too?

[Tae]: what about me?

[Yoongi]: All of the above. Everyone.

[Yoongi]: Things were hard enough already and I just added more to it. Plus I’ve had some time to look back through the messages now and I definitely blew Min-ah and JK off a few times.

[Tae]: and me?

[Yoongi]: Baby I know I upset you. You shouldn’t have had to see me like that when you came for your burner phone, and when you tried to tell me you were worried about Hoseok-ah I just basically ignored it.

[Tae]: i mean yeah it did bug me at the time

[Tae]: but i don’t feel like you failed me in some big way or anything

[Tae]: you were just being kind of dumb and i knew it was temporary

[Yoongi]: Ouch but fair.

[Tae]: sorry that wasn’t meant to hurt at all (;^ω^)

[Tae]: we’re all dumb sometimes

[Tae]: i know i have my moments too and that you don’t hold them against me once they’re done

[Tae]: which is how all of us are gonna feel about you too

[Tae]: i’m excited for you to finally be hiring an assistant but that’s mostly because i just want you to be happy and healthy and i think it will help

[Tae]: not because i feel upset or anything

[Yoongi]: Thanks Tae. I appreciate it.

[Yoongi]: Still feel bad but maybe a little bit less.

[Tae]: happy to help

[Tae]: so…?

[Yoongi]: So what?

[Tae]: tell me about your interview (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: I think it went okay. I don’t hate him so that’s a plus. We just met up and talked through some of what I’m looking for help with. He’s got a good cybersecurity background. Programming experience. Honestly he’s got more experience in general than I’d expect from someone his age.

[Tae]: sounds pretty perfect

[Yoongi]: He doesn’t even talk too much.

[Tae]: i’m waiting for the ‘but’

[Yoongi]: I don’t really have one.

[Tae]: wow (^ω^)

[Tae]: that’s shocking

[Yoongi]: He does really seem to like me which is weird. Seok-ah must have told him something to make him think I’m cool.

[Tae]: i mean you are pretty cool hyung

[Tae]: and hobi-hyung definitely would have told him that too

[Yoongi]: I guess we’ll see how it goes. I’m putting together a few tests for him and then we’ll go from there.

[Tae]: awesome

[Tae]: i really am excited for you hyung

[Tae]: this is going to be great (´♥ω♥`)

[Yoongi]: God I hope so.

~

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: Kookie I’ve been thinking about something ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: whats up hyung

[Jimin]: I think

[Jimin]: I might be ready to stop wearing plugs all the time? ( 〃▽〃)

[JK]: thats amazing jiminie

[JK]: i think its a great idea

[JK]: did something change

[Jimin]: Maybe? Sort of?

[Jimin]: It’s just that everyone has smelled me slicked up now

[Jimin]: And they’ve all been really nice about it so I’ve been wondering if maybe it's a good time to take another step

[JK]: hyung you have no idea how happy that makes me

[JK]: can we talk when i get home

[JK]: i wanna celebrate this in person where i can kiss you about it

[Jimin]: Sure („• ֊ •„)

[Jimin]: See you in a couple of hours?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: ill hurry

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: omg guys i'm free :D

[JK]: free from what hyung

[Tae]: oh are you finally out of your sling? (^ω^)

[Hobi]: yes omg i can't tell you how happy i am to be out of that thing.

[Jimin]: That's awesome! Congrats hyung (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: He still needs to be careful with his range of motion, but the doctors were very happy with the healing so far.

[Jin]: And we need to make sure you still do your exercises, Hobi-yah :-)

[Yoongi]: Oh my god. Like he's gonna stop doing his exercises.

[Jimin]: Excuse me

[Jimin]: Were you not the one giving me shit when I sprained my ankle? (*  ̄︿ ̄)

[Jimin]: Pretty sure you checked whether I did my exercises every goddamn night

[Jin]: Thank you, Jimin-ah ;-D

[Yoongi]: That was different.

[Namjoon]: How?

[Jimin]: Yeah. How?

[Yoongi]: I can do whatever I want. That's how.

[Hobi]: settle down u guys ;D

[Hobi]: i'm obviously not gonna stop doing them.

[Hobi]: thanks for looking out for me though jinnie-hyung <3

[Yoongi]: Where's my thanks for vouching for your ability to take care of yourself?

[JK]: are you trying to fight someone

[Tae]: definitely seems fussy to me (・ω<)

[Tae]: be careful or joonie-hyung will be running to settle you

[Yoongi]: Good thing he didn't actually have to kick my door in the other day. Deadbolt still works just fine.

[Tae]: better hurry

[Tae]: he just got up from his chair and left the room

[Yoongi]: Wait seriously? I was joking about the door.

[Jin]: Might be a little too soon for joking about that darling ;-)

[Yoongi]: For fuck's sake.

[Yoongi]: Maybe I should just lock the door on principle at this point.

[Yoongi]: Congrats on getting out of the sling Seok-ah. I'll find you when I'm done being lectured.

[Hobi]: lol thanks <3

[Hobi]: have fun ;D

Notes:

On Sunday we're going to spend a whole chapter with Hobi and JK. See you there! :D

Chapter 130: First Step Is The Hardest

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Hoseok to Jungkook]

[Hobi]: hey jungkookie <3

[Hobi]: are u busy this morning?

[JK]: hi hyung

[JK]: no im just doing some homework

[JK]: why

[Hobi]: let me come over? we can have a good snack together :)

[JK]: sure that sounds great

[JK]: are we doing anything or just hanging out here

[JK]: im fine with either but i can change if we need to go out

[Hobi]: not planning on going anywhere unless u want 2.

[Hobi]: i just wanna spend some time with u :)

[Hobi]: talk cuddle and watch some of our show?

[JK]: yes please

[Hobi]: okay see u soon baby ;D

~

Jungkook is able to wrap up most of his homework before Hobi-hyung shows up. He really does debate changing, but it’s laundry day so all of his comfy clothes that look half-decent are in the wash, and there’s no way he’s going to spend time cuddling in his nicer but less comfy clothes if they don’t plan on leaving the apartment. His most worn out t-shirt and sweatpants will have to do.

Maybe it’s just the fact that he’s super excited to spend time with Hoseok-hyung that has him feeling self conscious.

They haven’t really been alone together since just after Chuseok, when everything was super tense for the whole pack. Jungkook is hopeful that now he can finally let out all the love and comfort he was so desperate to drown Hoseok in before. They’re going to have a treat, but maybe if the alpha is here long enough, Jungkook can cook something nice for lunch for the two of them. Or order his favorite fried rice! There’s lots of options. Jungkook just need a little time to think through the best ones so he can make sure Hobi-hyung feels cared for and–

A knock at the door pulls him out of his thoughts and back to reality, where he’s standing motionless in the kitchen, halfway through wiping down the counters.

Well, so much for planning ahead.

He rushes for the door, excitement already strong enough to pull his mouth into a wide grin. It’s an expression he finds mirrored on Hobi-hyung’s face, the alpha looking as handsome as always in blue jeans and a patterned shirt in purple and green. It’s great to see him out of his sling, and he looks so much more like himself than when he was here the morning of Chuseok in that plain gray suit.

It would probably be a relief if it didn’t make Jungkook feel even more wildly underdressed.

“There’s my Jungkookie,” Hoseok says, stepping inside and pulling Jungkook into a hug as the front door shuts behind him. “How are you doing, baby?”

“M’good. Sorry I’m in my laundry day clothes.”

“Why would you be sorry? You look perfect, and this t-shirt is so soft!”

“What’s left of it, you mean,” Jungkook says, letting out a little laugh as he noses at Hoseok’s scent gland. “Can’t smell you, hyung.”

There’s a rush of Hoseok’s warm coffee scent in the air, immediately setting something inside of Jungkook at ease as he leans in to begin scenting his alpha.

“Sorry, honey. Might take me a little bit to get back on track, but I promise I’ll be working on it.”

“It’s okay. I’m not bothered by reminding you. I just really love your scent, and I’ve barely smelled you the last couple of weeks. If… Before you go today, do you think you could–”

“I’ll scent anything you want, Jungkookie. Always.”

“Thank you, hyung.”

Hoseok returns the scenting, tongue moving over Jungkook’s neck in slow swipes that make him shiver, which definitely doesn’t go unnoticed. “Pretty thing. Sensitive today?”

The compliment makes Jungkook feel even warmer than the scenting, cheeks heating up as he mutters, “Just missed you.”

“Aww, I missed you too. Wanted to talk to you about something, and then I thought we could order our treat.”

“What are we getting?” As soon as the question leaves Jungkook’s mouth, he realizes that maybe what treat they’re getting isn’t the most important piece of information to ask for. “Sorry, what are we talking about first?”

“Nothing to be sorry for. I’m excited for a treat too. There’s a new ice cream place that opened just last week, so I thought we could order a little something to enjoy while we catch up on our dramas. Sound good?”

It does sound good – enough that Jungkook’s stomach growls as if on cue. He can feel his cheeks going hotter just as Hoseok pulls back from their hug to fix him with that same grin as before.

“You sound hungry already. Need a snack, baby?”

“I’m okay. Just embarrassed that somehow the treat felt like the more important thing to ask about. Tell me what you wanna talk about instead?”

“Sure, but I might need a kiss first,” Hoseok says with a wink. “You look so cute all embarrassed. Good enough to eat.”

Jungkook leans in right away, eager to get the attention off of his face before Hoseok can see how floaty the words make him. The sharp spike in his scent probably gives him away regardless, but it’s hard to care when Hobi-hyung is holding him close and pressing a series of eager kisses to his lips.

Honestly, he sort of loses track of everything.

This is all just so nice. He can feel Hoseok’s warmth where their bodies are pressed together, and his lips are soft against Jungkook’s. The first hint of tongue has him letting out a whimper that’s echoed almost immediately by a tiny growl of approval from Hoseok – and then a spike of rich coffee in the air. All of it has Jungkook feeling like he can barely think.

When Hobi-hyung eventually pulls back, it leaves Jungkook leaning forward to chase the kiss with a whine.

“God, you’re so cute it isn’t even fair, baby,” Hoseok says with a laugh, holding Jungkook in place by his shoulders. “I think maybe we should readjust the plan a little.”

Jungkook tilts his head in confusion, pulling back so he can stand up straight as a little bit of anxiety blooms in his belly. “Did I do something wrong?”

“Not even a little bit. You’re perfect. It just seems like maybe you need to relax for a while and let your alpha dote on you – and I’d love to do that for you. Would you like that?”

“I don’t…” Jungkook trails off, shaking his head to try and make his brain start working. “I’m not sure why I feel so weird. M’sorry, hyung.”

“Jungkookie, if you think I don’t absolutely adore you all soft and ready to let your alpha take care of you, you’re completely wrong. I might even know what’s put you a little off balance, if you think it would help to understand first?”

“But don’t we have to talk?”

“We can talk later, baby. It isn’t anything that can’t wait for a little bit, and we’ll still do everything we were planning on – just in a slightly different order. Is that okay with you?”

Hoseok sounds so reassuring that Jungkook finds himself nodding without even really thinking about it. As long as they still get to everything else, he really wants to stop fighting it and just let himself slip into that submissive omega headspace that’s calling him so sweetly. Where he can just cuddle up to Hobi-hyung and not have to think for a while. Everything will be warm and comfortable and–

“Alright, gorgeous. Let’s save all the talking for later and focus on getting you nice and relaxed.”

Jungkook listens to Hobi-hyung’s questions and then guides him around the apartment in a bit of a daze, showing the alpha their extra stash of pillows and pointing him to their snack cupboard when prompted. He might be pretty floaty while they’re getting everything together, but he’s at least aware enough to blush when Hoseok sets one of their larger pillows on the floor, sits down on the couch, and instructs Jungkook to kneel.

Embarrassment aside, he practically scrambles to comply, eager to be good for his alpha and submit in a way he knows will let him slip all the way under. He drops to his knees on the cushion, head coming to rest on Hobi-hyung’s thigh with a contented little hum as he’s hit with an immediate wave of calm.

“There you go,” Hoseok says, voice low as one hand weaves into Jungkook’s hair, fingertips pressing soothingly along the scalp. “My pretty baby, being so good.”

Good…

The word makes Jungkook whine. It’s just a soft little sound, but Hobi-hyung picks up on it immediately.

“Don’t worry. I know how much you love praise, and I’m going to make sure you get it. Before that though, I want to tell you what my intentions are so you know what’s coming, okay?”

Jungkook turns his head where it’s rested on Hobi-hyung’s thigh, looking up to make eye contact with the alpha and humming a soft, “Mhmm.”

Hoseok smiles at him, fingers still playing with his hair. “Thank you. Here’s what I’m thinking: I’m going to hand feed you just a little, and then if you’re comfortable staying on your knees, I’m gonna help you settle and let you float for a while. Once you feel like you’re coming back to yourself a bit, we can cuddle and order our treat. Is there any part of that you don’t like, honey?”

“I like all of it,” Jungkook answers honestly. “Thank you.”

“Thank you for letting me take care of you. You’re gorgeous like this, Jungkookie – looking up at me so pretty. Gonna feed you now. Don’t you worry about a thing.”

~~

Being hand fed easily pushes Jungkook all the way under, head full of nothing but cotton and honey as he relaxes and allows himself to be cared for. It feels incredible. Between the soft murmurs of praise that Hoseok rains down on him and how content he feels knowing that he’s pleasing his alpha, the rest of the world just melts away.

Jungkook isn’t sure how long he spends there on his knees, head resting on Hobi-hyung’s lap while the alpha plays with his hair and massages his scalp just the way he likes.

Eventually he does start to feel a little more alert. The world begins to come back into focus, first with an awareness of some of the ambient city noise filtering in from outside, and eventually with him cracking his eyes open to glance at the room around them. There’s still plenty of sunlight shining in through the windows, so he hasn’t been here for hours or anything – and his knees don’t ache yet, which is probably another good sign that not too much time has passed.

He moves slightly and feels the fingers in his hair slow to a stop.

“You starting to feel alert, baby?” Hoseok asks softly. “It’s okay if you need more time.”

Jungkook raises his head, movements feeling just a bit heavy as he looks up to see the fond smile on his alpha’s face. That has an answering smile tugging at his lips too, and he nods. “Think so, yeah.”

“How are your knees? It’s only been about an hour, but we should probably be gentle getting you up. Any pain at all?”

“Nothing hurts,” Jungkook answers, starting to shift a little more now. He can definitely tell he hasn’t moved in a while. It almost feels unnatural to shuffle his legs out from under him and lift his hands away from where they’ve been neatly folded in his lap. “A little stiff.”

“Here, let me help you, honey.” Hobi-hyung stands up and offers a hand, guiding Jungkook up onto wobbly legs and pulling him into a hug. “There you go. You did so well for me.”

“Felt good. Thank you, hyung.”

“I feel like I should be thanking you. I haven’t gotten to have you quite like that before, and you’re an absolute treat, Jungkookie.”

“M’still not sure what that was or why it felt like… I don’t know if I needed it or just really wanted it, but my head was just so fuzzy. Still is a little, but it’s getting better. Did you mention… I think earlier you said you knew why?”

Hoseok pulls back far enough to press a kiss to Jungkook’s lips, one hand coming up to ruffle his hair. “I have a good idea, I think. Why don’t you sit down for me? Your legs are shaking.”

Jungkook nods, sitting down on the couch. It feels kind of weird to not be touching, but Hobi-hyung fixes that in an instant by climbing over him, straddling his thighs and pressing a kiss to his cheek. The relief is immediate, and Jungkook wraps his arms loosely around Hoseok’s hips to show his appreciation. “Like you close, hyung.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not going anywhere, baby. As for why I think you were feeling like you needed to settle and submit… Things have been really hectic these last couple of weeks, and the seven of us spent a lot of time apart. With tensions being high, it makes sense that the omega part of you was yearning to make up for the recent lack of care, and reassure you that you still have your place in the pack. Even though you might understand that everything is okay, those instincts can sometimes need a little convincing.”

“Oh, that…” Jungkook takes a few seconds to consider the information, thoughts still running a little syrupy. “That makes a lot of sense actually. The seven of us got to spend time together just the other day, but I haven’t really gotten a chance to just be close with you since… just after Chuseok, I guess…”

“Yeah,” Hoseok agrees, smiling down at him. “That’s actually what I wanted to talk to you about today.”

“Why?”

“Because you were super sweet that evening when you followed me into the kitchen to try and offer me some comfort – and I redirected you in a way I want to apologize for.”

Jungkook remembers that night, trying to talk to Hobi-hyung about how everyone seemed on edge, only to end up getting kissed and scented so nice that his head went fuzzy, almost like it was a few minutes ago. “It felt good,” he says, still trying to piece together his other thoughts about it.

“I’m glad for that at least. It wasn’t something I did with the intent to cause harm, but I still know it was manipulative to use your body’s reactions in that way without talking to you. I’m sorry about that, Jungkookie.”

“It didn’t make me feel bad – even once I actually realized what happened. I knew you just did that because you had no intention of talking, and it was objectively a more pleasant way to end the conversation than by letting me be sad. In the future I would prefer you talking to me first. I still would have let you scent me really good, even if I had to be a little sad first.”

Hoseok nods, his expression serious. “I understand, and I promise I’ll talk to you next time something like that comes up.”

“Thank you. I appreciate that. Can I ask… Did you know it was going to make me sad? Was that why?”

“Sort of? You being sad isn’t a problem, and I don’t want you to feel like you can’t express your feelings around me. That night was just really hard already, and I kept disappointing you, so the thought of doing another thing to make you feel bad was just–”

“Wait,” Jungkook interrupts, head tilting in confusion. “When did you think I was disappointed?”

“You kept asking me about my scent. I was trying, but I just couldn’t keep it out – and I could see it upsetting you, baby.”

“Oh hyung, no. I wasn’t disappointed,” Jungkook assures him, feeling a bit of worry at the thought of being a source of hurt for one of his mates. “I was sad, but that was just because I could tell how bad seeing your parents hurt you. It reminded me so much of what things used to be like back in Busan, when Jiminie and his parents would fight and it would just suck all the light out of him... But I... I'm really sorry if I made you feel worse."

Hoseok leans forward immediately, hugging Jungkook close and pressing him back against the couch with the force of it. "You didn't, baby. I promise. I was so happy to have you there, even if I didn't know how to talk to you the way you wanted. From the moment I left your apartment on Chuseok, all I wanted was to come back to that nest you made with Taehyungie and Minnie."

"We could have nested for you, hyung." The words come out with a bit of a whine to them. Having Hoseok pressed against him is definitely helping, but Jungkook still feels bad for not having the knowledge to offer what the alpha needed after Chuseok. "I’m sorry. I know we slept in TaeTae's nest that night, but we could have all gone up together and–”

“You didn’t do anything wrong, Jungkookie. I wanted that, but I wasn’t willing to risk ending up in a situation where I might have had to talk, so I would have avoided all of us going up together. That isn’t your fault at all.”

“But then… What am I supposed to do next time? I hate not being able to help.”

Hoseok pulls back, hands set firmly on Jungkook’s shoulders as he makes eye contact with a little smile. “Baby, you did help.”

“All I did was try to talk to you, and I failed pretty spectacularly.”

“No. What you did was show me that you cared, and then let me kiss you silly about it. You didn’t fail at anything. The thing I wanted most right then was to be close to you, and you gave that to me, honey – even if it wasn’t exactly how you intended.”

That makes Jungkook pause, head tilting slightly as he thinks.

He might be doing that thing again. The one where he decides there’s only one right way for him to do something and any other option is failure. Is it enough that Hobi-hyung feels like he got what he needed that night? That should be the goal, right? Making his mate feel cared for? It’s nice to think that maybe he did do enough, and it’s not like he didn’t enjoy Hobi-hyung scenting him so good that his thoughts turned to mush. It obviously eased some of the tension with the rest of the pack when they could focus on how soft and cuddly Jungkook was. And if what Hoseok really wanted was the comfort of all of his mates around him without having to talk, then they definitely accomplished that…

Mind made up, Jungkook focuses his eyes back on Hoseok’s patient face. “Okay. If you’re happy and you don’t think there’s anything I could have done better to support you, then I can accept that.”

“I’m very happy with it. You did exactly what I needed.”

“Thank you, hyung. Sorry, sometimes I get a little stuck on one way of doing things – and then I get really upset with myself when I can’t do it ‘right’. Jiminie says it’s because I’m a perfectionist.”

Hobi-hyung lets out a little puff of laughter. “You and me both.”

“You too, hyung?”

“How did Jinnie-hyung put it to me earlier? Something like… I hold myself to impossibly high standards nobody else expects from me, then get upset with myself when I don’t meet them. And Jimin-ah called me out too, so maybe you and I are just two peas in a pod.”

*******

It feels strange for Hoseok to admit that maybe Jinnie’s words about the standards he holds himself to are actually a lot closer to the truth than he was willing to accept at the moment they were said – but something about having Jungkookie right here with him in kind of the same boat makes it feel a little less terrifying. He has no idea what to actually do about that part of himself, of course. It’s one of the few things he’s pretty sure is him, and not a mask worn for anybody else. In a way, that makes it feel precious even if it hurts him sometimes.

And what’s the alternative? Failure without consequence? Is that really–

Hoseok snaps his attention back to Jungkook, who hasn’t said anything in response to the observation about their shared predicament. In fact, he’s just studying Hoseok with those pretty brown eyes, expression curious.

“Something on my face?” Hoseok jokes.

“Just… You looked like you were thinking really hard. Do you not agree that you’re a perfectionist?”

“Actually, I might be coming around to that part. It’s more that I don’t know what to do about it, or if it’s even something I should try to change.”

Jungkook gives a little nod in agreement, teeth momentarily tugging at his bottom lip. “I guess I don’t know either. It feels like… I know people want me to go easier on myself, and I guess it would be nice if I could feel like I’m doing enough when I try my best and still fall short, but… I don’t know how to do that?”

“We definitely do want you to go easier on yourself,” Hoseok says, leaning in to press a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “I can’t think of even a single time I looked at you and thought you weren’t trying hard enough at something, baby. Anyone could see that you give one hundred percent to everything important to you, even when you don’t have enough energy to spare.”

“That’s nice of you to say. I really do try. There’s just so much I want to accomplish, and I want to do it all right, but… I don’t know. It’s hard.”

“Maybe we could work on helping you to lower some of those expectations?”

“Is that what you’re going to try too?”

Hoseok’s mouth opens and then closes again a moment later, thoughts briefly stuttering as he struggles to think how that same logic could apply to him. “I don’t…. I thought we were talking about you right now, honey.”

“I mean, aren’t we sort of talking about both of us?” Jungkook asks, clearly confused. “If we’re both perfectionists and we’re talking about ways to help with it, I sort of just assumed we were thinking it through together?”

“Sure, but…” Hoseok trails off, feeling stuck. Hell, how is he supposed to say what he feels without it sounding weird? No matter which way he tries to imagine describing the differences between them, it just sounds wrong. Does that mean he is wrong about them? “Sorry, I’m having some trouble figuring out how to say this right.”

“Then just say it wrong and we can figure it out together?”

“It’s just that…” Hoseok trails off with a sigh, considering his options for a moment before deciding to just let it out. He’s had good luck these last few days with actually getting some of his thoughts out of his head, so he might as well keep going. “You don’t need those super high standards you set for yourself. You’re already a whole, amazing person without them – and it’s not like you’d stop being ambitious if you cut yourself a bit of slack.”

Jungkook takes a few seconds to think, and Hoseok forces himself not to keep talking. Now that the words are out of his mouth, he realizes just how little sense they probably make to anyone who isn’t him. A part of him wishes he’d just redirected their conversation entirely instead, but if he really does want to open up more, then he actually has to talk.

There’s no taking it back now, and adding qualifiers isn’t really going to help, so Hoseok bites his tongue and waits.

“Okay,” Jungkook eventually says. “So there’s kind of a lot there. First, thank you for the compliments, but I’m really curious about the rest. It sort of implies that you do feel like you need the impossibly high standards you set for yourself – even though we’re both acknowledging that they are too high. And it also sounds like maybe you don’t consider yourself a whole person without that? I’m not sure that’s actually what you meant, but I think that’s the bit I want to know about the most. Do you actually see yourself as less of a person? Or only if you’re not trying to be perfect?”

Shit. This is not where they were supposed to end up.

Of course it would be Jungkook who finally manages to hit the nail on the head. Of all Hoseok’s mates, he’s the one who feels the most opposite of how Hoseok lives. Jungkookie is so completely open with his thoughts and feelings, unabashedly himself in a way that’s almost close to Jinnie, but without the unshakable self confidence that Jin manages to carry himself with.

Actually, that lack of confidence makes the omega even more impressive to Hoseok. It feels a lot more brave to open yourself up to the world when you aren’t quite sure you’ll hold up to scrutiny…

Maybe that’s the problem. Maybe Hoseok is just a coward, and he should just–

“Hyung,” Jungkook says softly, hands gripping a little tighter at Hoseok’s hips while he looks up with concern written on his face. “Your scent is gone again. I’m sorry if I shouldn’t have asked.”

Damn it. Even if he is a coward, does that really mean he’s going to let Jungkookie think he’s done something wrong just so they can pretend this never happened?

No.

Hoseok wants to be a good mate. If he’s finally done with his parents, and he gets to devote his life to things he cares about, then he’s going to do it right. That starts with honesty – even if it’s terrifying. “You didn’t say anything wrong,” he says, heart beating fast in his chest. “I’ve just never… This isn’t something I’ve ever talked about, and it feels scary to let it out of my head.”

Jungkook doesn’t seem the least bit put off by the hesitation. If anything, there’s something like determination behind the soft little smile he gives as he asks, “Would it help if I nested for us, hyung? I could do something super fast?”

It really does sound nice – especially if he’s serious about finally saying some of these thoughts to another person. A minute or two to think things through also doesn’t sound bad…

“If it isn’t too much trouble?”

In an instant, Jungkook’s face practically lights up. “No trouble at all. Please let me do it for us? I can whip something up in just a couple of minutes. Promise.”

“No rush, baby. It’s okay. A minute or two to think this through on my own before we talk might be kind of nice, actually. Only if that’s okay. If you need me–”

“I can give you a minute,” Jungkook interrupts with a shake of his head. “I don’t mind at all. Let me put something together in the bedroom, and I’ll come grab you as soon as it’s ready, okay?”

“Yeah. We can do that. Thank you, Jungkookie.”

~~

Hoseok expects a wave of dread to hit him the moment that Jungkook disappears around the corner to the hallway, but instead he’s left with a nearly distressing sense of calm. He’s about to discuss something he’s kept inside himself for… God, how long has he felt this way?

Life before Taehyung found him was such a blur, but he’s pretty sure he didn’t feel like less of a person before the pack. Why would he have? Back then, nobody cared about him. He was an asset, a tool – and he was good at it. The world was simpler when he was just doing his best to survive, but it was so narrow and lifeless. Meeting his mates opened everything up so fast that it was honestly terrifying at the time, and it made him realize how little consideration he’d even given his own wants and needs.

The shift from being a tool to an actual person wasn’t comfortable, and sometimes he still feels more like that narrow version of himself. A shallow mask. A fake.

It’s something he’s been afraid to admit for so long. There’s definitely a part of him that worries that if he says any of this out loud, his mates will finally be able to see just how lacking he is, that they won’t want him anymore… But that has to be wrong, right? They still want him even after he spent nearly two weeks being a complete jerk, and they liked him from the beginning, when he felt like even less of a person.

He’s not sure exactly why it feels less scary to talk about now. Maybe because Jungkookie is always so understanding about everything? Or because he’s done with his parents? Or maybe his talk with Jinnie had an effect?

It’s hard to say, but the longer he sits alone in the apartment living room, the more he knows he’s ready to get this out of him.

After a couple of minutes, Jungkook returns. He peeks cautiously around the corner, giving a soft little smile when he catches Hoseok’s eye. “It’s ready, as long as you are?”

“I’m ready.” Hoseok stands up right away, allowing Jungkook to lead him toward the bedroom.

“It’s just a quick nest, so it’s not the prettiest,” Jungkook mutters sheepishly as he opens the bedroom door.

Inside, the afternoon sun streams in through the window’s sheer curtains, easily illuminating the nest that Jungkook has put together for them atop the bed. It’s missing the usual polish that Hoseok has become accustomed to from their maknae, but he finds it even more charming this way – knowing that his omega rushed to make something so comforting for him. He can see bits of clothing woven into the walls, peeking out where the deep red sheet Jungkook laid over the top of the nest doesn’t quite cover.

It’s perfect. Even just the sight fills Hoseok with warmth, and he knows just how to show it. With a moment of effort, he lets his scent out, watching a little bit of tension leave Jungkook immediately when he catches it.

“Your scent is…” Jungkook swallows, reaching out for Hoseok’s hand. “It’s really good right now, hyung. Thank you. Do you wanna get inside?”

“Please.” Hoseok’s voice comes out just a little tighter than he expects, emotion swelling in his chest fast enough that he barely registers that tears are starting to form in his eyes until it’s too late. As Jungkook tugs him inside, the first couple fall down his smiling face. “Sorry,” he says, wiping them away with a little laugh. “Good tears, I promise. This is just really perfect, baby.”

Jungkook immediately pulls Hoseok into a hug, and the two of them cuddle up in a nice corner of the nest among a pile of pillows. “It’s okay to cry. I’m glad you like it, and I really appreciate you letting me do something to help.”

“You always help. And I more than like this – I love it. I love you, Jungkookie.” The words have been in Hoseok’s heart for so long that they slip out almost entirely without thought, and he finds that he doesn’t mind at all. If anything, he doubles down, tugging Jungkook close enough for their noses to brush together and then muttering, “Been meaning to tell you that for so long now.”

There’s a lovely spike of sweet orange blossom in the air as Jungkook lets out a tiny whine and closes the last bit of distance between them with a kiss. When they part again, the omega’s eyes are full of happy tears that match Hoseok’s. “Hyung, I love you too. Been thinking it for a long time, so thank you for finally saying it, and for being here and– Just… All of it. M’so happy you came over today.”

“I am too, baby. Would have been really sad to miss out on something so amazing.”

They end up a little lost in the shared joy of the moment, trading kisses and whispered declarations of love back and forth. It feels so wonderful to know that he finally gets to tell all of his mates how much he loves them. Everything is just so much better than it was a week ago, when he was still holed up in his room thinking himself in circles and pushing away the people who care the most about him.

Even Jungkook’s eventual reminder that there’s still a talk for them to have doesn’t shake the sense of calm that’s washed over Hoseok. It might help that it starts with another kiss – one that Jungkook pulls back just far enough from to mutter, “You still have to tell me what you meant earlier. This was a good distraction though.”

“It really was. Thank you, honey. For the perfect nest and for being here in it with me.”

“Thanks for letting me. I don’t get to help you with stuff very much, or really make you feel better like this, so it’s nice to feel useful.”

“You make me feel better all the time just by hanging out with me. Am I doing something to make you think–”

“No,” Jungkook interrupts with a smile. “It’s not something I’m worried about or that bothers me a lot. I’m just excited to get to do something more direct – but that’s not what I wanna talk about right now.”

Hoseok lets out a puff of laughter. “Alright. No more distractions?”

“Not unless you need them.”

“I’m good. Not exactly sure how to start, but…”

“It’s okay. You can start anywhere and I’ll just ask you stuff until I get it, if that’s okay?”

“That works. So it’s… I haven’t ever really talked about it and I’m not exactly sure why I feel this way, but it’s like…” Hoseok struggles for the words, trailing off as his gaze slides down to the space between them, then back up to Jungkook’s face. Jungkook… Maybe that’s the easiest place to start? “I remember thinking in our early courting about how different you and I are – how you’re just so genuine and vulnerable all the time. Honestly, it’s equal parts inspiring and terrifying.”

“I terrify you?”

“Sorry, not you. More like… if I think about trying to be as genuine and open as you are.”

“What does that mean to you? You already seem– Or umm… Let me ask a different way. What am I doing that you would be afraid to do?”

“You’re just… You don't hide. You're not afraid to be up front about the things you want, or letting people see how much you care about things. I was very much raised to believe that showing people things I cared about too freely was like advertising what they could use to hurt me. Or even really just showing the real me at all. It always felt... dangerous. So I did a lot of pretending to be someone I wasn't, and I guess now sometimes I think that..."

Jungkook waits patiently for a second or two before gently pressing for Hoseok to continue. "You're doing good, hyung. Can you keep talking? Sometimes you think...?"

It seems silly to have to be guided through this, but Hoseok is grateful for the help. He's become so accustomed to the gentle, non-judgmental way Jungkook pushes for things, that it feels natural to just meet the request without guilt (even if his heart is racing in his chest). "It's like I pretended to be someone else – or maybe something else – for so long that I forgot to be me under that. I worry that I spent so long hiding and wore so many masks that what’s left underneath isn’t really a whole person at all.”

“Okay, that’s… I might need you to help me understand better. What kind of masks did you wear? And we were talking earlier about having high standards and it sounded sort of like you maybe felt like you’d be less of a person without them, so how does that figure in?”

“I think at first it was just trying to fit into my parent’s lifestyle. Every single occasion was a possibility to make connections, which made them a performance, and by the time they decided I would make a good thief, I was talented enough at that to move into undercover work almost immediately. It was… I think the only time I wasn’t pretending to be someone else was when I was alone, but that happened less and less as I got older and followed my parents to more functions.”

God, it sounds so sad when he says it out loud like this.

“And your high expectations for yourself?” Jungkook prompts. He’s not smiling anymore. Instead he just looks utterly intent on listening and understanding, a familiar expression of determination on his face.

“That part is sort of… I think it’s one of the things I know for sure is mine? It might have come from bad places, but it’s always been a constant in my life. No matter what I did or who I was pretending to be, I’ve always been… a perfectionist, I guess? I don’t know. I think all of this was way worse when I first met Taehyungie and I’d never known any other way to exist, but back then I also didn’t know what I was missing, so the issue wasn’t as glaring at that point. Does any of this make sense? I’m sorry if it doesn’t and–”

“I think it does,” Jungkook interrupts. “Can I maybe have a minute to wrap my head around it? Just need a bit of processing time.”

“Yeah, of course. I know it’s a lot. Sor–”

“Hyung, you don’t need to apologize. I want to hear about this and I feel really special to be the one you’re talking to about it. I just need to chew on it for a second so I can get a clearer picture in my head. Here, let me help.”

Helping turns out to be Jungkook pulling Hoseok in even closer, until his head is resting on the omega’s chest, cheek pressed against the super soft fabric of his worn t-shirt. It’s as comfortable as it looks, and Hoseok does his best to just shut up while Jungkook thinks and rubs a hand absent-mindedly up and down his back.

Now that he’s said all of this out loud and attempted to give voice to this worry that’s been brewing inside of him for years, it feels… kind of dumb? Like of all the things to burden one of his omegas with, he picked this? What does he expect Jungkook to do about it? It’s not like him knowing who he is or not really changes anything about how his mates are going to see him, so why didn’t he just keep–

“Okay, I think I’ve got it,” Jungkook says, giving Hoseok a squeeze before pulling back far enough to give him a concerned look. “But I can feel you going kind of tense, and your scent is gone again. Are you feeling okay?”

Damn it. It’s so frustrating to have his scent disappearing all the time again after how hard he practiced to stop that. It’s not much effort to let it back out, though his frustration has definitely seeped into it, leaving the smell a bit burnt.

“Sorry, just a bit upset that I’m back to having to focus on letting it out – and before that I was feeling… maybe a little dumb about dumping all of this on you when it doesn’t really matter.”

“I don’t think that’s true, hyung. It sounds like a pretty distressing thing to feel, and it seems important to you too, so I’d say it definitely does matter. Even if it wasn’t upsetting, I’d still just be really happy you shared this part of yourself with me, so please don’t apologize for it.”

There’s another apology perched on the tip of Hoseok’s tongue, but he swallows it and just nods instead. “Okay. Thank you, honey.”

Jungkook smiles. “Alright, here’s what I heard in what you told me. Feel free to correct me if I get anything wrong. It sounds like you didn’t really get any opportunity to be yourself before the pack – at least for a majority of the time. Most of that was driven by work and your parents, who also happen to be the ones giving you the sort of complicated jobs that require a bunch of undercover time. Things changed when you joined the pack and started to carve out space for yourself to exist, but you still had to get back into that more restrictive headspace a few times a year. Is that a fair understanding?”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

“And would you say it got harder to put yourself back in that box – or actually, you called it putting on a mask. Either way, was that harder to go back to once you’d started to build your own life outside of it?”

Hoseok nods. “It’s almost like it got harder every time. Especially since I would work so hard to be more open with my mates, and then I’d go back to see my parents and clam up for months after. I was never excited to see them before, but I really started to dread it.”

“And are there other things you know are ‘yours’? Like in the same way you talk about being a perfectionist? Or do you feel like everything is a mask? Even right now?”

That’s a question that Hoseok has to think about. Sometimes figuring out where a mask ends and he begins is even harder than trying to figure out who he might be in the first place.

“It’s… complicated, I guess? There are things I know for sure are true, like that I love my mates, that I want to be a better person, that maybe my standards for myself are too high. That sort of stuff is what I cling to since they’re easy to be certain of, but it’s everything in the middle that I’m not sure about sometimes – like where a mask ends and I start. I don’t know. Maybe it doesn’t matter, or–”

“It does matter, hyung,” Jungkook says, voice quiet but firm. “I think I might even know some ways to help, but I’m just trying to make sure I understand first. Sorry if it’s hard to talk about.”

“Mostly just frustrating. But I promise I wasn’t saying all of this because you have to help me fix it or something.”

“I don’t feel obligated. I’ve just maybe got a couple of ideas. If you don’t like them or don’t want to use them, that’s totally fine. I just want to throw them out there anyway, because I think I understand on at least some small level where you’re coming from.”

Hoseok can’t help but jump on that little bit of information. “Can you tell me about that? I could… A little break from talking about me would be nice.”

“Sure. Just, umm… I know it’s not going to be exactly the same thing, so please don’t think I’m trying to completely equate our experiences. Mine happened really intense and really fast, but it sounds like yours has been a long term thing that’s gotten harder with time.”

“It’s okay. I won’t take it like that at all.”

“Well, you know I presented super late, right?”

“You’ve mentioned, yes. You were like twenty, weren’t you?”

“Yeah, and Jiminie presented when he was still in high school. After everything with Jihoon and us finally getting together, we basically spent years assuming that eventually I would present as an alpha, we’d put claiming bites on each other, and then spend the rest of our lives in Busan. I’d be part of my family’s empire, and being mated to me would get Jiminie out of his parents’ control. Except I didn’t present as an alpha.”

Shit. Hoseok can see where this is going.

“You spent years preparing for a life only to have it pulled out from under you?”

Jungkook nods. He doesn’t quite look sad, but his scent goes a little more muted as he continues. “I didn’t take it well. I mean, neither of us did, really – but Jiminie already had his life destroyed once by Jihoon. In comparison, I don’t think this one shook him nearly as much, but it definitely shook me. We knew what we needed to do as soon as my mom sat me down and explained that she intended to marry me off. She thought we’d be able to find someone who might take me and Jiminie, but I wasn’t willing to risk losing him, no matter how good of a deal it might have been for my family.”

“So you decided to leave? How long was that after you presented?”

“Only about a month. We took a while to plan where we wanted to go and got everything sorted out. Signed a lease for the apartment, got into school, that sort of stuff. We tucked away what we could in savings but we were wary about making anyone suspicious.” Jungkook swallows, a little frown forming on his face now. “Neither of us knew how hard it would be to get work as omegas without a ‘proper mate’ – and thievery was really risky without a family to back us if we got into trouble.”

Hoseok reaches up to brush some hair back from Jungkook’s face, focusing on continuing to let his scent out in an attempt to soothe the omega. “You two were in a really tough place when we met you.”

“Yeah. It was… Things got really bad. Still, that’s all okay now. You guys changed everything and I couldn’t be more grateful, but this isn’t really what I was supposed to be telling you, is it?”

“It can be, if you want to talk about that part too?”

Jungkook gives a little shrug, turning his head to press a kiss to Hoseok’s wrist. “It’s okay. It doesn’t really weigh on me much now that things are so different. The important part of all of this for today is that everything I spent years planning for and staking my identity on just sort of… evaporated in what felt like no time at all. I wasn’t sure who exactly I was supposed to be as an omega, or what I was supposed to want out of life. The big things were easy. I was going to spend my life with Jiminie, and I wanted to be an artist – but all the little stuff? I had no clue.”

This does sound promising, and Hoseok can’t deny the fact that he’s dying to hear how Jungkook overcame this problem. It might not be exactly the same as his, but there are parts that feel too similar to ignore. Hoseok knows the really big important things, like who he wants to spend his life with, and some ideas about the type of person he wants to be. Like what Jungkook is describing, it’s all the little stuff that he doesn’t know about, all the details that might make him feel like a whole cohesive person instead of just a set of goals and people he loves.

“What did you do?”

“I mean first I had a whole bunch of breakdowns,” Jungkook says with a laugh. “After that though? I had to get to know myself again, figure out what sorts of things I liked, what I wanted to do, what changed because I was an omega and what didn’t. Like I was always active outdoors, but I figured I’d start really weight lifting once I presented as an alpha and could gain muscle easily. It took me a while to give it a try here in Seoul, but finding out how much I loved the gym really helped me. Actually, the way you put it earlier was perfect. It was something I knew was me.”

“Okay but how else did you get to know yourself? Like… How do I even do that?”

“Easy,” Jungkook says with a grin. “You try new things. Now that your parents aren’t forcing you to do a whole bunch of work for them, and you don’t have to try and put yourself back into that restrictive box anymore, you should have time to try stuff, right?”

There’s no fighting the little frown that begins to form on Hoseok’s face. It can’t really be that easy, can it? Just try new things until he solves a literal lifetime of identity issues?

It must show on his face, because Jungkook starts talking again. “I’m definitely not saying it’s for sure going to fix everything. It’s just… Maybe it might help a little? If you find other things you like that can be ‘yours’, maybe you’d be able to let go of some of the stuff that hurts you? And worst case, you just end up trying new things.”

Well, when he puts it like that…

“It’s not like I have any better ideas,” Hoseok says with a shrug. “So do I just sign up for classes or something?”

Jungkook gives that a moment of thought before shaking his head. “Haven’t you taken tons of classes about different stuff for your undercover work? Maybe you should try something that reminds you less of that sort of thing, or… Oh, you could take classes with someone! I bet that would be way more enjoyable, and feel a lot different than all those ones you had to take alone for work. Or if you don’t wanna do classes at all, you could try doing some of our hobbies with us. Jiminie would probably love to show you how to dance, and we could take TaeTae stargazing, or try new hobbies altogether and– Sorry, I’ll shut up. What do you think, hyung?”

“You don’t have to shut up, Jungkookie. Those are all good ideas, and fun experiences to share with my mates even if I don’t find anything I absolutely love.”

There’s a spike of Jungkook’s orange blossom scent in the air as he smiles. “I’m glad you think it sounds okay, and I umm… It might not help, but I’m gonna say it anyway because it’s true. I don’t see you as anything less than a whole person, hyung. I’ve loved getting to know you and sharing all this time together. I just love you a lot, and I think you’re already incredible.”

Hoseok’s heart practically swells in his chest, and he tugs Jungkook in for a tight hug. “I love you too, baby. Thank you for that, and for letting me get some of this off my chest.”

“Thanks for telling me. I feel really lucky to finally get to be here when you open up.”

Something about that bothers Hoseok. He doesn’t want Jungkook to feel anything less than special and trusted – and the same goes for the rest of his mates. So maybe…

Yeah. Enough is enough.

He’s going to find ways to open up more. It might be slow and awkward and scary, but he’s going to try his best to give that to his mates – and maybe to himself as well. But he’s definitely had enough of it for one day.

“I’ll tell you more,” Hoseok says, giving Jungkook a gentle squeeze. “I don’t want you to feel shut out again. That said, I think I’m ready for that treat we were planning on earlier. What do you say? Food and a show?”

“I’d like that. Can we watch it in here though? M’comfy.”

“That sounds perfect. I don’t want to leave either. I’ll grab your laptop and we can settle in?”

“Yes please.”

Notes:

Hobi is finally starting to let out some of the mess of feelings in his head. Next week, he'll follow up with Jin and form some more concrete plans for moving forward, then we'll check in with Jimin for a little bit.

See you there :D

Chapter 131: Follow Up

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When Hoseok returns home from his visit with Jungkook later that night, he still feels off balance. He’s relieved, of course, and also juggling a strange mix of fear and anticipation. There’s a lot of options and freedom ahead of him now that he’s committed to healing in this new way, but there’s also the very real possibility that nothing works and he’s about to just expose all his flaws for nothing.

That’s not going to stop him. Not anymore.

But he’s still tired. After such a long talk with Jungkook, getting to shut his brain off for a few hours and binge a new drama was definitely what he needed – even if he did eat way too much ice cream. It’s not nearly enough relaxing to give him his energy back though. He’ll need a full night of sleep for that, so instead he excuses himself from dinner and heads straight for his bed, intent on spending the rest of his night curled up with a book.

He gets right to work on that, enjoying his warm cozy bed and a new book for about an hour before there’s a knock on his bedroom door. It’s gotta be either Namjoonie or Jinnie, because Taehyungie wouldn’t knock and Yoongi would probably have texted first.

“You can come in,” Hoseok calls out, sitting up in bed and setting his book on the nightstand.

The door opens to reveal Jin on the other side, already dressed in his pajamas for the evening and illuminated only by the warm glow of Hoseok’s bedside lamp. His expression is pleasant, but Hoseok can clearly make out the bit of curiosity in his eyes as he steps into the room and takes in the sight of Hoseok already in bed. “Hello, darling.”

“Hey, hyungie. What’s up? Looking for cuddles?”

“If I’m not intruding?” Jin makes his way over to the bed and climbs in under the covers, where Hoseok gladly scoots right up next to him, accepting the arm Jin wraps around his shoulders.

“You’re fine. I was just reading, but if you wanted to watch something for a bit, we could do that too.”

“Is talking off the table?”

Hoseok gives that a moment of consideration. He does feel okay, but he’s still trying to process what he and Jungkook talked about earlier in the day, so he definitely doesn’t want to wade back into that same territory. “Depends what it’s about,” he eventually says, resting his head on Jin’s shoulder. “Me and Jungkookie had a really long talk today about some of my stuff, and I’m still kind of tired and trying to process it – but if you wanna talk about something that’s not me, I can do that.”

“I was rather hoping to talk about you, but it will keep until later. Admittedly, I felt a flash of concern when you skipped dinner with us and headed straight for your room.”

Shit. Of course.

After everything that’s happened lately, it makes sense that Jin (and maybe the others) would be on high alert for anything that looks like Hoseok shutting them out again. He needs to be more careful, at least until things settle down and some time passes.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to worry you. I should have explained better when I told you I wasn’t up for dinner.”

“It’s alright. Any other time, I probably wouldn’t have worried. I would still like to ask if I can bring you anything to eat? Even if this talk you had with Jungkook-ah was difficult enough to affect your appetite, we should still–”

“Oh, that’s not what happened,” Hoseok says, letting out a little puff of laughter. “Me and Jungkookie ordered ice cream from that new shop that opened up. We were gonna eat earlier, but we both needed some comfort, so things ran a little late. I’m just full and tired, hyung. Sorry I worried you.”

Jin’s scent goes a little sweeter at the explanation and he lets out a laugh of his own as he squeezes Hoseok closer, pressing a kiss into his hair. “I see. I overreacted.”

“Not without good reason.”

“Still, I’ll try to remind myself of this the next time I worry.”

“I’m not holding it against you at all. I should have thought about what it might look like for me to run off to my room right after getting home. And I don’t want you to think I’m just brushing off the fact that you wanna talk. I wanna do that too.”

“You do?”

Hoseok nods. “Jungkookie gave me some ideas and I think I’m going to want your help with them – or maybe even coming up with some other ones. I just don’t have the energy for another long talk about me tonight. What are you doing tomorrow?”

“My morning is wide open,” Jin says, obviously eager at the chance to reschedule. “My afternoon could be too, if you’d prefer.”

“After breakfast?”

“It would be my pleasure – truly.”

“Alright. It’s a date. You still up for more cuddles, or was this visit mostly about our followup talk?”

“I’d love to stay if you’ll have me. Has your shoulder been bothering you? We can reposition however you like.”

It’s been so nice to be out of his sling and able to move freely again. He can’t deny that he’s excited to be able to cuddle normally, especially after the last time he and Jin were here in his bedroom talking. “Some aching, but nothing like it was before. It’ll be nice to cuddle properly.”

“I couldn’t agree more. Just let me know if anything is uncomfortable.”

They both slide further under the covers, and Hoseok gladly takes the invitation of Jin’s open arms, pressing against the beta’s side and resting his head on his chest. There are a few twinges of pain as his shoulder moves, but nothing he can’t handle. In comparison to a week ago, he feels fantastic – and even better cuddled up with his mate like this.

“S’nice,” Hoseok mutters, pressing a kiss to Jin’s chest.

“It is, yes. I know you’re not up to talking about yourself right now, but how about Jungkook-ah?”

“Trade you for an update on Yoongi and Joonie?”

“I think that could be arranged. You first?”

Hoseok nods, draping an arm over Jin’s chest and settling in closer. “Jungkookie seemed normal when I first got there, but the second we started touching he was going all dazed for me. It was so cute. Kept trying to fight it and get his head on straight, but I just changed our plans a little to give him some time to relax into it. I let him kneel for me for a while, then started talking once he was settled.”

“It makes sense that the poor thing would be craving a bit of comfort and stability from his alpha after the last couple of weeks. I’m so glad you were able to give that to him.”

“Yeah, me too. He didn’t really understand what was happening or why, but I think I explained it well enough. Kind of wondering if he might benefit from a little more attention from the rest of his hyungs though.”

“I think that could be arranged,” Jin says, fingers weaving into Hoseok’s hair. “There’s something I’ve been meaning to try with him anyway, which will have the added benefit of giving him some attention from Joon-ah too. That aside, I believe you were looking for an update as well?”

There’s definitely a little twinge of curiosity about what exactly Jin has planned for Jungkook, but Hoseok decides to leave it be. He can already feel himself getting tired, and he’d really like to hear about Namjoon and Yoongi before he starts to fall asleep. “Yeah,” he mutters, pulling his head back to rest on the pillow next to Jin’s and giving him a smile. “How are they doing?”

Jin smiles back at him, rolling onto his side and reaching up to brush some of the hair from Hoseok’s face. “Oh, are you getting tired, love?”

“A bit, yeah. I was reading before you came in, and today has been a lot. Still wanna hear about Joonie and Yoongles though.”

“As you wish. I believe they’re making good progress. The fact that Yoongi-yah is finally hiring an assistant has our pack alpha so wonderfully pleased, even if getting rid of his stash of pills entirely is still off the table.”

“Did Joonie ask?”

“He did, yes.”

“How was the response? I know it was a ‘no’, but…”

“Not the frustrated ‘no’ that the question usually gets,” Jin clarifies. “A bit of guilt, apparently – though it's worth mentioning that Yoongi-yah had only recently woken up when Joon-ah asked.”

Hoseok gives a little hum of acknowledgment, letting silence fall between them for a moment. It’s not really surprising for Yoongi to have denied the request. He’s always been adamant that he be allowed to make his own choices about his drug use, especially considering that he typically only uses them when things need to get done. It’s logic that Hoseok can’t really argue with, even though there are times he’d like to. He understands that he’s the only one even permitted to know the location of Yoongi’s stash, and it’s a show of trust that he takes very seriously.

Still, it’s hard not to hope…

“Do you think he’s getting closer to wanting to give them up?” Hoseok eventually asks. “Stimulants, or maybe even everything?”

“I certainly think recent events have inched him a bit closer, but it’s hard to say when he might tip over that edge – if ever. As much as I’d love for it to be now, there’s a lot of unknowns now that he’s hiring help. I’m excited to see how it develops, one way or another. I believe we are heading for growth, even if it’s not that specific thing that changes.”

Hoseok nods, leaning in to press a soft kiss to Jin’s lips. “That’s what I think too. Hard to ignore that this time feels different.”

“It really does. And not just for Yoongi-yah.”

“Yeah,” Hoseok agrees, trying and failing to fight back a yawn. “Been different for me too.”

“It has, but I think that’s something we can cover tomorrow. Are you ready for bed?”

“Just need to brush my teeth and then I’m good. Do you want to stay, or are you going back up with Joonie?”

“I thought I’d stay,” Jin says with a smile. “Namjoon and Taehyung are planning to spend the night in Yoongi-yah’s room, seeing as he’s still agreeable enough for them to convince him to sleep at a reasonable hour.”

“We’ll see how long that lasts. I bet Minnie is missing their late night chats.”

“He probably is, yes – though perhaps that will convince him to go to bed early as well?”

Hoseok lets out a little laugh as he climbs out of bed, still moving carefully to avoid hurting his shoulder. “Wouldn’t bet on that. Back in a minute, okay?”

“I should join you,” Jin answers, sitting up. “You still have a spare brush in here for me?”

“Always, hyungie.”

~~

The sleep does Hoseok good. He wakes up with his head feeling much clearer than the night before, already buzzing with possibilities.

Jungkook’s advice still seems far too simple to work, but it’s not like Hoseok has any better ideas. Worst case, he just ends up trying some new stuff and having fun with his mates, but if there’s a chance that getting to know himself really is the answer…

He can’t just not try.

Still, he’s hopeful that Jin can help him flesh out a plan, or maybe offer some other perspective on what he can try. It still feels a little scary to think of just telling people this thing that he’s kept to himself for so long – but then Jungkook didn’t make a huge deal out of it at all. That gives him some hope that it won’t be too dramatic, or focus too much attention on him.

Although avoiding attention can’t be the main goal, or he’s just going to end up right back where he was before. Opening up probably means accepting attention sometimes. Maybe that’s something else that Jin can help him figure out – what ‘opening up’ is even really supposed to mean. He just… He needs goals. Something measurable and attainable that he can work toward so he doesn’t feel so much like he’s floundering now that he no longer has the threat of seeing his family again hanging over him.

Thankfully, he doesn’t have to wait long.

Breakfast is relatively quick, since Namjoonie and Yoongi both have places to be. Jungkookie is already at class, but Jiminie wakes up in time to come join them before he has to go to work. Taehyungie has his own work to handle in town this morning, so he leaves with Jimin as soon as breakfast is over. Within a few minutes, it’s just Hoseok and Jin left in the house, working side by side to clean up the dishes from breakfast.

“From bustling to silent in the space of five minutes,” Hoseok says, letting out a laugh. “It’s a shame Jungkookie had class so early.”

“Agreed. I always prefer having the seven of us together where possible, though at least we won’t have too long to wait before our next date night.”

“Already thinking up menus, hyung?”

Jin places the last plate into the dishwasher and starts it up before turning his attention to Hoseok with a smile. “Admittedly, my mind is somewhere else this morning. Would you like to go sit down?”

“Don’t want to finish tidying up?”

“The kitchen is clean enough for now. I can wipe down the counters and wash the last couple of pots later. For now, I’d rather you tell me about your talk with Jungkook-ah yesterday.”

“Alright,” Hoseok agrees, leaving behind the little bit of mess still left in the kitchen and heading for the living room. They both settle side by side on the couch (though Hoseok is sure it won’t be long before he’s tugged into Jin’s lap). “Let me bring you up to speed. It all started because we were talking about perfectionism and how we both sort of struggle with it.”

Hoseok recounts the entire discussion he and Jungkook had yesterday as best he can. Some parts are trickier than others, but he pays special attention to Jungkook’s suggestions of trying out new things in an attempt to find himself. Jin listens patiently through the whole thing, asking a few clarifying questions but otherwise letting Hoseok work through the story with minimal comment. It’s easy to see he’s busy putting together all the pieces in his mind, adding this new information to what they discussed the other night and reevaluating his understanding.

At least Hoseok knows he doesn’t have to worry about Jin jumping to conclusions. If the beta needs more time or information, he won’t be shy about asking for it.

“That’s basically where we ended off,” Hoseok concludes, wrapping up the list of Jungkook’s suggestions. “I’m not sure how much I believe that just trying new things is going to help, but it’s not like I have any better ideas. And if it doesn’t work, I guess it’s not hurting anyone for me to feel this way.”

“What you’ve described sounds quite distressing, darling. Isn’t it hurting you?”

“Maybe? It’s sort of… I don’t know. I think I’m worried about making a big deal out of it and then not being able to fix it, so then everyone just knows and worries about it for nothing – especially since it’s not like it’s a new feeling or something.”

“I’d like you to consider how you would respond if I gave you that rationale for why you shouldn’t care about something that was bothering me,” Jin says, voice completely calm as he reaches out for Hoseok’s hand, threading their fingers together and giving a squeeze. “What would you tell me if I said those words to you in hopes that you might worry less?”

Hoseok lets out a sigh. He knows that he wouldn’t accept that, but it’s different with his mates. They’re…

Damn it.

“It feels different when it’s me.”

“Yes, I imagine it does. Can you tell me why?”

“Because the rest of you are… You deserve…” Hoseok trails off with a frustrated little huff. “I know it doesn’t work that way, but I can’t help feeling like people shouldn’t have to worry about me when there are more important things to focus on.”

“Are you open to hearing an opinion on that? It’s a matter I’ve given some thought to.”

“Sure.”

“I think you’ve had to compromise yourself and your values repeatedly in an attempt to please your parents, and naturally that grew to inform your relationship with others as well. It makes you acutely aware of the needs of those around you, and because you’re an incredibly caring individual and enjoy making the people you love happy, you do whatever you can to meet those needs. It’s very admirable, and I want to make it clear that I’m not asking you to stop that. I just also know that sometimes you meet the needs of others to the detriment of your own.”

“And you would like me to stop doing that? I feel like most of the time I don’t even know what I need.”

“Perhaps in an ideal world it might be like flicking a switch, but I don’t expect it to be quite so simple. Instead, what I’d like to do is to help you get more in touch with your needs, and find some ways to get them met a little more often. It’s a process we could take as slowly as you like, which would leave plenty of room for adjustment as we go.”

Jin is right about one thing. This definitely doesn’t sound simple. Hoseok barely knows who he is, let alone what he wants or needs – and even if he did, it’s not like it’s going to be easy for him to just lay that at someone else’s feet for them to solve. Still, he doesn’t want to completely shut the idea down when he objectively has nothing to lose…

“I’m not great at asking for help. Not that I mean that as a dismissal. I can try, but I don’t know how good I’ll be at it.”

“There are ways around that step. I believe you and Yoongi-yah have already found several of them simply by forming an understanding between the two of you about what you’re looking for when you show up to his room feeling overwhelmed. It might not look exactly the same for the rest of us, but we can find ways to meet you in the middle.”

“That sounds… I don’t want everyone to have to work just for me.”

“Darling, it’s not work for us to take care of you. If anything, I would consider it a gift to be trusted with something like that, just like I consider you trusting me with this conversation to be. You need to remember that as much as you love caring for all of us, we’re going to love doing the same for you too.”

Hoseok isn’t sure what to do with that. It’s not that he doesn’t understand it, or that he exactly thinks it’s untrue. If anything, it’s more that it shows just how flimsy the argument of him somehow being less deserving than his mates actually is. Whether or not he sees himself as whole and worthy of care, it’s obvious that they do – which just leaves the deeper rooted issue…

“Maybe I… The problem might be different than that,” Hoseok admits, teeth gritted hard as he searches for the right words. “I do feel bad taking up people’s time with my stuff, but it also just feels… really vulnerable? Logically I know that none of you want to hurt me, but it’s just…”

“Entirely in opposition to how you were raised?” Jin’s voice comes out soft when he speaks, and he turns slightly to take Hoseok’s hand in both of his own. “I understand that you were not permitted to be vulnerable in any respect, and I promise that I don’t assume that will be easy to overcome. What I do think is that if you give us more chances to prove that we can be a safe place for you to be vulnerable, it will get easier. You’ve already shared so much of yourself with us in these last couple of years. We’d love to know you even better, Hoseok-ah.”

It feels like a trap, but Hoseok knows that it isn’t.

None of his mates have ever done anything less than treasure every bit of him that he shares. There’s a part of him tucked somewhere deep inside that wonders if they’d still like him if they really knew the depths of how fractured he is, but they’ve never given him reason to believe that they wouldn’t. It’s just hard to think about letting go…

But then he has all these memories of people being happy when he does. Even just in this last couple of weeks – crying all over Namjoon the night they got back from Busan, finally talking things out with Jin, and even just yesterday with Jungkook. He likes seeing his mates happy like that. Why shouldn’t he try his best to give them what they want?

If he finds some healing along the way, great. If not, at least he’s still doing right by his mates.

What does he really have to lose?

“Okay, so it’s not that I’m not willing to try, but I am maybe starting to feel a little… overwhelmed?” Hoseok isn’t sure if that’s really what the discomfort he’s feeling right now actually is, but he’s also not sure how else to communicate it.

“I understand that this topic is probably difficult. If you need to take a break–”

“No, that’s not what I want. I need to figure this out, but it’s just… I already have Jungkookie’s suggestions to work through, and now there’s this, plus anything else we come up with, and– I don’t know what to actually do about all this stuff. Sorry, I know that’s not your fault.”

“There’s nothing to be sorry for. I appreciate you explaining what’s going on in your head. How would you feel about coming a bit closer and letting me help you sort this into something more manageable?” Jin lets go of Hoseok’s hand and instead opens his arms in offering.

Hoseok lets out a laugh and accepts the invite, allowing Jin to tug him sideways into his lap. “Honestly, I’m impressed we made it this long without getting closer. Thank you for your help, Jinnie – really. I don’t think I’d be able to do this on my own.”

“I’m very happy to assist. Can I propose a plan of action?”

“Mhmm,” Hoseok hums, leaning into Jin’s neck and taking in a deep breath of that soothing mint scent.

Jin encourages the action, one hand settling at Hoseok’s nape to guide him even closer. “There you go, love. Now, you wanted my opinions on the suggestion Jungkook-ah gave you. I’d like to talk through those first, then touch on the couple of questions I had for this followup discussion, and after that we can come up with a plan. Does that sound agreeable?”

“Yeah, that works.”

“Alright. Beginning with Jungkook’s suggestions, I admit I quite like the idea of you taking some time to get to know who you are without the looming threat of returning to your parents. I also think it was very smart of him to suggest not doing classes alone, or anything else that might make it feel like what you were forced into for work. It’s also very understandable for you to feel like it might not be a solution to something as big and complex as what you’re experiencing.”

“Still wanna try,” Hoseok mutters. “I don’t think it can hurt.”

“I agree completely. If anything, I think we can make it even more valuable by adding a bit of reflection into the process.”

“Meaning?”

“Explore new things and try to reflect on the experience. What do you enjoy about them? How do they make you feel? I would suggest a journal, though processing verbally with another person might be helpful too. As you keep doing things and assessing which ones you want to do again, or finding common threads between them, you’ll get a stronger sense of your preferences.”

“And you think that’s going to help me figure out who I am?”

Jin presses a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek. “I think it will be a start. At this point, my opinion is that you need building blocks to work with, and room to explore them.”

“That makes sense I suppose. I was sort of thinking that I might umm… I mean now that I won’t have any big jobs coming in from my parents, and since we won’t really need the money – I was thinking about taking it easy on new jobs for a while. I could give my shoulder a chance to heal, and just take care of any work that Joonie needs done.”

“Would you prefer not to work at all? Joon-ah would be more than happy to accommodate that if–”

“No, I want to keep working a little,” Hoseok interrupts, still nosing at Jin’s scent gland. “I want to stay involved, and having something I’m good at and feel comfortable doing will be nice to fall back on. I just think I need some time to figure out what kind of intensity of work I want to do of my own free will. The big jobs might be something I never want to do again, but I’m not sure.”

“I think that’s a wonderful idea – and of course we’ll support whatever decision you come to.”

“Thank you, hyung.”

“Of course. Now we’ve already touched on some of what I’d been meaning to ask you after our last talk, but there’s still one thing I’m curious about.”

Hoseok knows what this part is going to be about. He’s already spent some time thinking about it since their original talk. “You asked me if being a ‘good mate’ was another mask for me.”

“I did, yes. Not because I’m attempting to accuse you of anything. I’m just looking to understand and maybe help you find a way to get out of that mask if you think it is one you’re stuck wearing.”

“I’ve given it some thought and I don’t think it is. I’m not pretending to be someone else or hiding parts of me away when I’m trying to be a good mate, so it feels more like an ideal I’m trying to aspire to – if that makes sense? If anything, it’s more about wanting to be helpful than anything.”

“You know that you very much are, right?”

“Sometimes,” Hoseok says with a shrug. “I just don’t want to… I don’t know. Get too comfortable and then find out I haven’t been doing enough?”

Jin squeezes Hoseok close, his scent wavering for a moment before continuing to come out strong and soothing. “Oh, darling, I know why you’re afraid of that. I’m sure it happened plenty of times with your parents, but I promise you that it isn’t going to happen like that with us. If we need something from you, we’ll talk about it. Nobody is looking for mistakes to pile up and hold against you.”

Damn it. Is that really what he’s been worrying about?

The way that it makes his heart wrench in his chest is a pretty good indicator that there’s something there, but it’s just so… upsetting? He hates the thought that his relationship with his parents has touched this many things when he’s worked so hard to keep that part of his life separate. But maybe that’s been part of the problem? It could be that now is the time to finally drag all of this out in the open and deal with it instead of just shoving it into a box.

Hoseok doesn’t even realize he’s crying until he lets out a sniffle.

“Sorry,” he mumbles, pulling back to wipe his eyes and then looking over to see the patient smile on Jin’s face. “It’s not– I… I think I’m just realizing how much work I need to do, and how tangled it all is.”

“You have nothing to apologize for, love. This sort of thing always gets a bit messier than we imagine it will be. Do you think it’ll help to have a plan in place?”

“Yeah, I think so.”

“You’ve already made some decisions about your workload, which I think are perfectly reasonable. It should leave you with plenty of free time to pursue other interests, whether on your own or with one of us. I think a good mix of the two would be best, but I’m curious about your thoughts on that.”

Hoseok wipes away the couple of tears still sitting on his cheeks and takes a deep breath. “That’s probably the right move. I can try some stuff on my own, but make plans with the rest of you too. That will make sure I don’t just isolate myself.”

“I agree entirely.”

“Feels like those are the easy plans to make. It’s the other thing you want from me that I don’t really know how to do. How am I supposed to…” Hoseok trails off, unsure of how to even phrase it.

“Continue letting us in while also beginning to take the time to address your own needs?”

“Yeah. That.”

“You’ve already taken a lot of big steps toward being more vulnerable. I would actually like to suggest something similar to what we told Jimin-ah. During the times where you do let us in and show some vulnerability, give some thought afterward to what you expected to happen versus what actually happened. Eventually you’ll have a pile of evidence to use when you need to fight back against the things your mind tells you to expect when you open up.”

Hoseok can’t quite fight back a frown. “It’s not that I’m not okay with doing that, but it all just feels… Isn’t it too easy? Shouldn’t I be doing something big to help fix everything?”

“I would argue that your life is already in a state of upheaval. If there are changes you’d like to make, that’s entirely understandable, but I think there’s value in finding a new sense of stability without having to worry about when you’ll get the next call from your parents. So long as you’re making an effort, the change will continue to come slowly – just like it has over the past couple of years.”

It’s not a bad point. Hoseok has already changed so much since he met Taehyung and was courted into the pack. His life is miles better than what it ever was before, and his mates have never been anything less than patient with him.

Maybe… Even if this all feels too easy, he can still just try. Look for a new normal and figure out what he wants to do with his life. Give new things a chance and determine if they help him to see himself more clearly, keep doing his best to tell people how he’s feeling, maybe try journaling. None of those things are exactly hard in theory, but there’s enough of them to work on that it should still feel like he’s putting in some effort.

It’s a start. That’s good enough for now.

“Okay,” he says, giving a slow nod. “I think it’s at least a plan I can take the first few steps on. Thank you for helping me iron out some specifics – and keeping me from getting stuck being upset with myself.”

Jin smiles wide and leans down to peck a kiss onto Hoseok’s lips. “I assure you that the pleasure has been all mine. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of this with you. I know the road to get here was difficult, but it really does leave me hopeful that things will only improve for you going forward.”

“Yeah,” Hoseok agrees. “It’s been messy, but I think so too. Love you so much, Jinnie.”

“I love you too, darling.”

*******

Jimin has a problem – or at least he’s pretty sure it’s a problem. It’s not exactly new, but it’s definitely way worse than it ever was before, and he isn’t quite sure what he wants to do about it, or if he even should do anything. Maybe he just needs to wait and see where things go, or at the very least try to stop focusing on it…

The thing is, he can’t stop thinking about Namjoon.

More specifically, he can’t get the visions of that night where the alpha gave Jungkook his first knot out of his mind. There was something so… completely enamored in Namjoon’s eyes, and he looked down at Jungkook like the only thing he wanted in the entire world was to make him happy. There was no mistaking the love present in that moment, and the image makes something ache in Jimin’s chest, a longing for Namjoon to look at him that same way.

It’s probably out of reach.

The relationship Namjoon has with each of them is so different, and it’s plain to see just how good of a match he and Jungkook are, but that doesn’t stop Jimin from seeing that moment every night when he closes his eyes, wishing he could have it too. For the first few days, he assumes it’s just because of how completely overjoyed he is to know that Jungkook had such a good experience his first time getting knotted – because Jimin really is so happy about that. Why wouldn’t he feel a brand new, more intense wave of love for Namjoon after seeing him take such good care of Jungkook?

If that was all it was, he’d be fine. He’s used to wanting to get closer with the pack, and he doesn’t even really mind the fact that getting physically closer with Namjoon in particular has been a complicated process. Even if the alpha doesn’t feel the same about him as he does about Jungkook, Jimin is sure that they’ll have sex at some point. He can wait. It’s okay.

But that isn’t the only problem.

He’s been trying to get more comfortable not wearing plugs all the time, especially now that everyone has smelled him slicked up and has some idea of the fact that it happens really easily. (Well, except for Namjoon… They still haven’t had that particular talk – and Jimin definitely isn’t in a hurry to do it now.) Not wearing one all the time is something he’s been thinking about for a while, and after everything else that’s happened, this felt like the right time to start trying. Though now he’s beginning to wonder if he should have waited a bit longer…

For the most part, it hasn’t been too bad, and he’s managed to keep his fantasies at bay while he’s hanging out with the others. A stray thought will catch him here and there when he watches Namjoon kiss Jungkook, or when Jimin gets his greeting and goodbye kisses. He’ll think about those hands on his body again, about how good it felt to let go for a little bit with Namjoon on Chuseok, or how thick his knot had looked splitting Jungkook apart until he cried with pleasure.

It’s usually easy enough to push the thoughts down and focus his attention somewhere less likely to leave him leaking. There’s always plenty going on when they’re all together. He can start bickering with Yoongi, talk recipes with Jin, or (more often than not) just busy himself with fussing over Taehyung and Jungkook.

That strategy has worked every time so far, but it’s not nearly as easy to pull off when Namjoon manages to catch him alone…

~~

The seven of them are having their second proper date night since everything started to settle back down. Hoseok seems much lighter, and Yoongi looks better too. No more sunken features or massive bags under his eyes, and he’s been… just a little different now?

It’s subtle, and Jimin isn’t entirely sure what it is, but ever since Namjoon nipped Yoongi hard enough to stop his bender, he’s been… softer? He still bickers with Jimin about little things, and looks exasperated when Jin lavishes him with too much attention, but it’s all a bit warmer now. He’s talked a little about making some changes, and Taehyung said he’s finally going to hire an assistant, so Jimin can’t help hoping that this is a turning point for Yoongi.

Maybe all of them are healing in their own ways.

It definitely makes for a much more lighthearted date night, with plenty of energy as the seven of them talk around the dinner table, exchanging stories about their week and complimenting Jin on another wonderful meal. It’s nice to see Taehyung in higher spirits again too, laughing and joking with Jungkook just like usual.

Everything is going smoothly until they start to split up after dinner. Yoongi has something to show Jungkook on one of his computers, and Taehyung mentions wanting to grab some stuff from his room for them all to scent later when they’re hanging out in the living room. Jin decides to handle the cleanup from dinner, and Hoseok eagerly offers to help.

Which just leaves Jimin and Namjoon.

They both offer to assist with cleanup, but Jin just waves them off. “It’s alright. Hobi-yah and I can take care of it. We’ll find you two when we’re done.”

Namjoon just smiles and offers Jimin his hand. “Sounds like it’s just us for the moment, pup. Wanna go wait in the living room?”

“Sure, hyung.” Jimin takes Namjoon’s hand with a smile and lets himself be led out of the dining room. “Hey, what about that meeting you had this morning? The client sounded interesting, and your story sort of got cut off when TaeTae launched that spoonful of peas at Jin-hyung. Wanna tell me more about it?”

“Not really,” Namjoon answers, stopping once the two of them are alone in the living room. There’s something warm and inviting in his eyes when he turns to look at Jimin, a smile growing on his face. “Was kind of hoping we could talk, actually – unless this is a bad time?”

Talking. That’s all. Jimin can handle that. He just has to keep his attention on the actual conversation and not on how handsome Namjoon-hyung looks right now.

“Not a bad time. What’s on your mind?”

“I’ve been thinking a lot about the other night, when the others were in Busan and you and Kook-ah came over. It’s… I know things got really hectic after, and we haven’t really had a chance to check in.”

Oh god.

They’re going to talk about that night. Okay. He can still do this. He just has to stay focused on the important parts and not let himself get caught up in thoughts about how good it felt to have Namjoon-hyung touching him, how happy finally getting knotted made Jungkook, or how perfect the two of them looked tied together for the first time and–

Focus.

“It’s okay,” Jimin says, forcing what he hopes is a relaxed smile onto his face. “With what happened in Busan and the rush to get things with the Kangs figured out, it makes sense that you had other stuff on your mind. Plus, it all went so well. It’s not like we had something that went wrong to address.”

“Is that how you feel about it?” Namjoon asks, that same easy smile on his face even as he tilts his head, curiosity clear in his eyes.

“Well… yeah? Why wouldn’t I? You took such good care of Kookie. It was exactly what he wanted, and everything I hoped his first time might be like. Plus I was so happy to get to be there to support him and see him all happy in the afterglow. I can’t think of anything I’d change about it, hyung. You really made the whole night perfect for him – and Jin-hyung helped a ton too, of course!”

Namjoon pauses, gaze falling down to the floor for a moment as his mouth opens and then closes again. His scent is spiking warm enough that Jimin is pretty sure it’s just all the compliments making him a little shy, which is only confirmed by the slight flush on his cheeks as he looks back up to make eye contact again. “So, I mean… It’s really… Sorry, I just wasn’t expecting all of that,” he eventually says, reaching up to rub at the back of his neck as his flush deepens. “I’m so glad you feel like I took good care of Kook-ah, and I definitely think that part went well too.”

“Sounds like we’re on the same page then,” Jimin says, intent on changing the subject before his mind starts wandering to other parts of that night. “Kookie was still so happy the next day. We went to do some shopping, but his head was in the clouds, and then we heard about all the stuff that happened in Busan. Have you had any more communication from the leader of the Kangs since your peace deal?”

“Nothing important. Some of our deliveries are still on the way, but she’s pleased with what she received so far. We’re just lucky that the Jeon family got involved.”

“Yeah, and that they called TaeTae when they did.”

“Agreed. And not that I’m unwilling to discuss the Kangs, but I was hoping that while we had a minute alone, we could maybe talk a little more about the other night?” Namjoon reaches out to set a warm hand on Jimin’s shoulder, and even that small touch makes his heart race. “I’m really glad that you’re happy with how the night went for Kook-ah. I guess I’m just also curious how you feel like the night went for you?”

Jimin takes a breath, willing himself to think about something other than how good it felt to have Jin inside of him, or how much he wanted Namjoon right after. It would have felt so nice to lay there in the same post-knotting bliss that Jungkook was having, high on pheromones and stretched so well that–

Damn it. Focus.

“It was great,” he answers, keeping his tone as even as he can while his cheeks start to go warm. “I… I had a really good time. Why?”

“I know I’m kind of putting you on the spot. I’ve just… I’ve been thinking about whether there was anything I could have done to make you more comfortable?”

Oh. Shit.

Namjoon is talking about before he knotted Jungkook, when they were making out and Jimin started leaking – and then panicking.

It wasn’t really any different than the times Jimin has gotten wet in front of the others, and he really did do his best to keep from worrying enough to ruin the night. Jungkook had helped, and so did Namjoon’s reassurances. He just couldn’t quite make himself relax, especially when his mind kept playing a loop about how the night was supposed to be about Jungkook having a good first time. There were just too many things happening for him to be able to calm down without turning his focus to Jungkook, and the last thing he wants is for Namjoon to think that’s his fault.

“Sorry, I know I kind of panicked a little, but I swear you didn’t do anything wrong. I was just really focused on making sure things went well for Kookie, and I was already having trouble relaxing in the first place. It wasn’t your fault at all, hyung.”

“Okay. I appreciate that, but you didn’t do anything wrong that I’m worried about assigning blame for. It was just… I finally got you relaxed enough to leak for me, but it clearly made you nervous. I feel like maybe you needed something more from me to make that feel okay? There were things I wanted to try once I had you back in my lap again, but then Kook-ah caught your attention and we kind of needed to switch gears – which wasn’t bad. I’m just trying to plan ahead so I can give you what you need next time, and hopefully make it a more enjoyable experience for you.”

Jimin’s cheeks are definitely bright red now. His alpha is thinking about a next time? They’ve talked about wanting to take things further, but does Namjoon really want to do something like that again? Would it feel like–

No no no. Don’t think about how it might feel. Just get through this without leaking for no goddamn reason.

“It was already enjoyable. You really don’t have to–”

“Jiminie!” Taehyung calls out from the top of the stairs. “If I toss down a bunch of pillows, will you help me get them to the couch? Please?”

Oh thank god.

Namjoon looks a little torn, peering over his shoulder toward the stairs, then back at Jimin before letting out a puff of laughter. “Sorry, my mistake for picking such a short window of time to try and do this. We can… We’ll talk later. You go help Taehyung-ah?”

Jimin doesn’t need to be told twice, giving a quick nod and a smile before taking off running toward the steps. “I’m coming! You can start tossing them down!”

The process of catching the absolute mountain of pillows Taehyung tosses down the stairs (and then shuffling them all over to the center of the living room) does wonders for getting Jimin’s head out of the gutter. Thankfully, the rest of the night passes with easy conversation, some games, and an attempt at nesting that devolves into a pillow fight between Yoongi and Taehyung – though it quickly expands to include the rest of them as well.

It’s not until late that night when Jimin is cuddled up in bed with Hoseok and Taehyung that he even gives his conversation with Namjoon another thought.

He’s not entirely sure where the rest of it was going to go. They were inching dangerously close to Jimin needing to explain to Namjoon about how easily he gets wet and why he’s embarrassed about it. Honestly, he’s kind of surprised that nobody else has said anything yet. Or at least it seems like they haven’t. Namjoon said that he finally got Jimin relaxed enough to leak for him… which makes it seem pretty likely that he has no idea how many times Jimin actually has been wet around him.

God, they’re going to have to talk about the plugs, and how he’s slowly managed to tell everyone else over the past months except for their pack alpha. That sounds… like a lot. If they’re going to keep getting closer, they kind of have to get through it at some point, but it’s not like there’s a rush.

Jimin might be desperate for Namjoon to knot him, but he doesn’t really get the same vibe from the alpha in return. Not that he thinks Namjoon is completely uninterested. He keeps saying that he wants to do more together. It certainly doesn’t seem like the same overwhelming desire that makes Namjoon lose himself with Jungkook sometimes, but it’s not like there’s nothing there. It just maybe feels more like... polite interest?

Whatever. There’s nothing Jimin can do about this right now. It’s a future him problem.

Instead of spending any more time worrying, he cuddles in closer against Hoseok, taking comfort in the rich coffee scent that he spent nearly two weeks missing. Regardless of what else happens, he’s just happy that things have gotten better, and he’s sure that he and Namjoon will come to an understanding eventually.

With any luck, they can at least hold off on conversations alone until his libido settles down and he can actually look at the alpha without embarrassing himself by leaking immediately.

Notes:

Next week we'll spend a bit of time with everyone as we start to lay out where our next arc will be taking us. See you there :D

Chapter 132: Ready For A Break

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“You’re pouting, darling,” Jin comments, not looking up from his tablet.

Namjoon and Jin have been upstairs in bed for nearly a half hour now, and they’re taking that time to answer emails and check in on work before they actually go to bed. The others are all still downstairs, though Hoseok and Taehyung looked like they were about ready for sleep too while Namjoon and Jin were saying their goodnights.

It’s wonderful to be having date nights again, and they have breakfast together tomorrow to look forward to before they go their separate ways as well. Namjoon shouldn’t complain, especially when he’s had such a good night, but he just can’t get his mind off his (attempted) talk with Jimin earlier. Did he say something wrong, or just pick a bad time to approach? Whatever it was, the omega looked eager to get away from their conversation.

Maybe if it was about something else, Namjoon might be able to let it go, but…

He’s been thinking about that night the four of them spent together, where he finally got to knot Jungkook and smell Jimin all slicked up for him. The whole thing was incredible, of course, but his thoughts keep slipping back to when he had Jimin in his lap – about how he couldn’t settle his omega. He understands that the circumstances were a little special, but he’d still like to prepare for a time when they aren’t. And he just…

Jungkook and Jimin’s relationship is special, so Namjoon can’t expect to be able to settle Jimin as well as Jungkook can, but… He at least wants to be able to comfort Jimin as well as Hoseok and Yoongi are able to. They’ve definitely made progress toward that, and–

“Is this ‘I don’t want to talk about it’ silence, or ‘I’m so stuck in my head that I’m zoning out’ silence?” Jin asks, pulling Namjoon out of his thoughts and back to the present, where the beta has now set aside his tablet and turned his attention fully to Namjoon.

“Sorry. It’s definitely the second one.” Namjoon looks down to see his own tablet has gone dark in his hands while he’s been thinking, so he just gives up and sets it on his nightstand, then turns and opens his arms toward Jin. “Come here?”

Jin lets out a laugh and scoots closer, allowing Namjoon to tug him into a hug. “Does someone need to fuss?”

“Something like that.”

“Are you going to tell me what you’re thinking about, or am I supposed to guess?”

“Just earlier tonight. I tried to talk to Jimin-ah.”

“Tried? Did it not go well? What were you talking to him about?”

“I’ve been thinking about the night the four of us spent together,” Namjoon admits, nosing at Jin’s scent gland and taking in a deep breath.

“And something about it is bothering you?”

He might as well just get his worries out into the open. No point in keeping them from Jin. “I couldn’t relax him once he finally started leaking for me. It was… I’ve been looking forward to that moment for so long, but I think I screwed something up in my response. Even after Kook-ah helped, I felt like Minnie sort of… wanted to get away from me? I don’t know. I might have misread the situation too, and I know there were other factors. I just… I wanted to do better for him.”

“I don’t think there was all that much you could have done, love. Jimin-ah was very focused on making sure Jungkook-ah was well taken care of – and you did that in spades.”

“‘Not much’ implies there was something I could have done, and I’d like to understand what that is. I know that the whole night was amazing overall, and I’m really happy with how it turned out, but that one part has just been nagging at me.”

“If it’s any consolation, Jimin-ah is always anxious when he first gets wet. Calming him down is usually just a matter of praise and reassurance, but I truly do think it was made significantly more difficult by the fact that he was also worried about Jungkook. Perhaps a more immediate delivery of praise might have made a difference, but I don’t think it would have changed the final outcome.”

That does at least make Namjoon feel a little better. If Jin really thought he could have made enough of a difference to change what happened, he wouldn’t keep it a secret.

“Okay, that helps a little. So in the future, you think immediate praise is the right way to go? That’s not going to take him out of the moment and draw unnecessary attention to it?”

“The anxiety always seems to grind him to a halt the moment he starts leaking. There’s no way his attention won’t already be there, so you’re not drawing it anywhere it isn’t already. Under normal circumstances, he’ll settle once you convince him that you find it appealing. He seems to respond particularly well to comments about wanting a taste.”

Even just the thought of finally getting his mouth on Jimin has Namjoon’s scent spiking, though it’s tempered a little by the fact that Jimin might honestly think he doesn’t want him like that. He can imagine where that assumption might have come from, and he hates it.

“Is it another thing Jihoon made him think was bad?” Namjoon asks, trying not to grit his teeth out of rage for this bastard he’s never even met.

“As it was described to me, yes,” Jin confirms. “There’s… How do I put this… There are things that the two of you should get to discuss together. I could tell you everything I know, but it wouldn’t be nearly as beneficial as you hearing it from Jimin-ah and working through it together. I’m not sure exactly what went wrong in your talk tonight, but I would encourage you to attempt to have this conversation again.”

There’s no hesitation on Namjoon’s part. If Jin says it’s better discussed between the two of them, then Namjoon trusts his mate’s judgment. “Alright. I’ll try again. He might have just been feeling a little skittish tonight, and we were interrupted as well, so I’ll plan better for next time. Thank you for letting me get this out of my head.”

“As though I would ever turn down a bit of gossip about our mates, let alone the chance to offer you some comfort.” Jin lets out a little puff of laughter before leaning into Namjoon’s neck and beginning to scent him.

“You always give me comfort.”

“Flatterer.”

“Is it flattery if it’s true?”

The two of them devolve into easy laughter and a thorough scenting, which does wonders to set Namjoon’s nerves at ease. There are things he can do to improve his approach, but he didn’t make any huge errors, and he’ll have plenty of time in the next couple of weeks to attempt another conversation.

“You know,” Namjoon mutters once the two of them have finished their scenting. “If you wanted to return the favor on some gossip…”

“Hmm? Is there someone in particular you’re looking for an update on? You know more about how Yoongi-yah is doing than I do, and Taehyung-ah is still riding the high of delivering Jungkook’s gift, so he’s in wonderful spirits.”

“Yoongi is doing well. He hasn’t complained once when I show up in the middle of the day to have lunch with him or check in and see how he’s doing. He’s interviewing that guy again for his assistant position.”

“Yeonjun-ssi?”

“Yeah, that’s the one. Sounds promising. How about Hoseok? Anything new?”

Jin considers for a moment, then smiles. “I heard him asking Yoongi-yah if they could build something together, so he definitely seems to be trying to do new things. It’s probably also fair to assume that he’s happy to have our followup discussion out of the way.”

“You think he was worried about talking again?”

“Not exactly. To be entirely honest, I’m guessing he was just tired. He’s been through a lot and had plenty of big emotional talks where he’s the focus – and that always seems to exhaust him.”

“So maybe when I ask him to join me for an activity, I should do my best to keep the mood light?” Namjoon isn’t sure yet exactly what he’s going to offer for Hoseok to do with him, but whatever it is, he’d like it to be a positive experience.

“That might be for the best. He’s spent the last couple of weeks buried deep in his issues, so maybe giving him a bit of space about all of it will help him find solid ground again – unless he brings it up, of course.”

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “Yeah, there’s no way I’d be able to keep from jumping on that opportunity.”

“Well, if that’s Hobi-yah’s update handled, I suppose it’s just Jungkook-ah left for us to discuss.”

“Something up with Kook-ah?”

“Hoseok mentioned that Jungkook was in need of a bit of attention during their last visit. The poor thing was feeling out of sorts and clearly looking for a bit of guidance. Apparently, Hoseok had him kneel for a while, hand fed him some snacks, did some cuddling – that sort of thing.”

“He seemed fine tonight,” Namjoon says, searching back through his memories to try and find some sign that he missed. “If he’s not, it isn’t too late for us to bring him up here and–”

“I might have a bit of a plan for that, actually,” Jin interrupts, a playful little smile on his face.

“Oh?”

“Considering recent events, I think the comfort Jungkook-ah needed most was from Hoseok-ah. His recent absence and difficulties with his scent likely left Jungkook feeling a bit out of sorts on the rare occasions they did see each other while things were still messy. That being said, there’s no reason you and I couldn’t give him a bit of special attention as well.”

The little glint in Jin’s eye is one that Namjoon knows well, and he can’t deny that he’s already excited to see what sort of thing the beta has planned. Whatever it is, he’s sure that he’s going to enjoy it a whole lot – and so will Jungkook.

“Tell me what you have in mind?”

*******

Yoongi hasn’t been out to his shop in what feels like ages, at least aside from a couple of trips to grab some tools in the past couple of months. Maybe that’s something else he’ll have time for once he has an assistant hired.

He’s definitely warming up to the idea, tentatively at least and only because Yeonjun seems so competent. When Yoongi ran him through some of the basics of their security structure, he didn’t hesitate to ask questions about why things are set up the way they are, and even offered suggestions. It’s exactly the kind of person Yoongi is looking for. He doesn’t need someone to blindly follow what he says. He needs them to be competent on their own, or he won’t feel like he can take a break and leave them to handle things. Loyalty is another matter, but they take care of their employees. The salary alone was enough to make Yeonjun’s eyes go wide, not to mention the flexible hours and other benefits.

So yeah, maybe Yoongi is starting to get a little excited to have extra time for his own interests, like spending more time with his mates.

Hoseok enters the shop just a minute or two after Yoongi, a smile on his face as he waves. “Thanks for doing this with me. I’m not taking you away from work, am I?”

“Nothing at the moment. Was actually just thinking that it will be nice to have more time for this kind of thing again.”

“Yeah? You wanna start doing more woodworking once you get Yeonjun-ssi hired on full time? Assuming you are planning on hiring him?”

“Unless something really weird comes up, I’m definitely hiring him. Honestly, he seems almost too good to be true. Where the hell did you find him?”

“I worked a job with him and his group a couple of years back. They needed a thief and heard I was good, but they were all pretty excited when they found out what pack I belonged to. You should have seen Yeonjun-ssi’s eyes light up when I mentioned the name you go by online,” Hoseok says with a giggle. “Poor thing was starstruck and just started asking immediately if we were looking for help.”

“Huh, he must have settled down since you met him. He seems familiar with my work, but he’s not weird about it.”

“He definitely has settled down some. I may also have mentioned you would find too much enthusiasm off putting.”

That has Yoongi letting out a laugh too. “You’re not wrong. Thanks again for recommending him. If I had to go out looking for someone, I probably would have pulled all my hair out by now. Although… You said he belongs to a group? He hasn’t talked about it a lot. What’s your take on them?”

“They’re talented as hell, but they haven’t really hit their stride yet. They do a lot of work for other organizations, but I think they could make it on their own if they ever decided to go for it.” Hoseok steps up to the worktable Yoongi is standing at and rests one hand on it with a grin. “Why do you ask? Looking for more help?”

“More like wondering if they’re good enough that we could bring them in, maybe get Joon-ah and Jin-hyung to relax a bit too.”

“You know Jinnie-hyung would be all over that, but I don’t know if Joonie is ready to take a step back yet. Either way, I’d give it a little bit of time for things to settle down first. Let him get back to something close to normal, then maybe we could float the idea. Actually… You know… When was the last time we all took a vacation together?”

Yoongi has to pause and search his memory for a while to try and remember the last time. Has it really been that long? “We weren’t even courting JK and Min-ah yet, and before that I was…”

“Buried in work for months straight.”

Oh, yeah that’s right. He can remember when they were just beginning to entertain courting, when he felt like everything would just blow over after hiding away for months, but then Namjoon cornered him and they ‘talked’ in his office. Then another actual talk in Yoongi’s room. He can feel his cheeks going warm at the memory. That was how he started this whole goddamn mess of a journey to try and get better… It all seems so long ago now, and so much has changed for all of them, but–

“Must have been two years ago when we took that week-long trip to Hawaii,” Hoseok says. “Pretty sure we were celebrating our biggest sale ever, and… God, do you remember the view from our balcony?”

Yoongi focuses his attention back on the matter at hand. He can reflect on his personal growth some other time – preferably alone in the dark where nobody can see him. “Yeah, the view was something else. I also remember my sunburn after fishing that whole first day with Jin-hyung.”

“Oh, yeah that was bad! You were so unenthused when you guys got back.”

“Yeah, well… That part of the trip was more about making sure hyung was happy than it was about anything else. He was having the time of his life.”

“And I had the time of my life eating your guys’ catch that night,” Hoseok says with a wide smile. “Maybe we should bring up the idea of a trip to the others? We could all use a break after how insane the last couple of months have been, and Jungkookie and Jiminie should have a little bit of time off of school coming up.”

It’s not a bad plan…

Honestly, a vacation sounds great after everything they’ve been through. Yoongi can find somewhere quiet to put his feet up without worrying about anything for a few days, and Taehyung would probably love to go somewhere new too. It would also feel good to see Jungkook and Jimin truly relaxed. They’ve both been working and in school almost since the seven of them met – so they’re definitely overdue for some proper time off.

“Alright, why the hell not,” Yoongi says. “You’re right about everyone needing a break. We can ask them soon. Maybe our next date night?”

“Sounds like a plan. And considering it’s the two of us bringing it up after all of this, I’m pretty sure Joonie and Jinnie are gonna jump on it.”

Yoongi snorts out a laugh. “Yeah, at this point we could ask them to take a month off and they’d probably find a way to make it work, but a week or so sounds more doable. Either way, I’ll leave the details to someone more capable. What are you thinking you want to build today?”

“I’m not completely sure, to be honest. I was kind of hoping you could help guide me through something beginner friendly. Doesn’t have to be anything special.”

“What’s with the sudden interest in woodworking?”

Hoseok shrugs, leaning over the work table and resting his elbows on the surface. “Trying to find a new normal after everything with my parents? Stabilize, get to know myself without them, that sort of thing. I’ve always enjoyed it when you let me help you in here, so I figured it was a good place to start exploring new hobbies.”

“Well, beginner friendly can mean a lot of things. Lots of people start out with little boxes or cutting boards, but maybe we can do something more practical…”

“Practical sounds good to me.”

“Wanna replace your bookshelf? It’s definitely seen better days, and we could expand it a bit if you want?”

“That sounds great,” Hoseok says with a smile.

“Alright, let’s go measure a few things. Then we can draw something up and go get materials.”

*******

“Jungkookie, you have to hold still for a minute so I can get this on you straight,” Taehyung says, entirely focused on applying a sheet mask delicately over Jungkook’s face. It’s a little crumpled from the first attempt Jungkook made to put it on, but Tae is an expert at working with these things, so it’s easy enough to fix.

“Why do they have to be so complicated to get on right?”

“They’re not that complicated,” Jimin says, already wearing his own sheet mask. “You’re just not used to putting them on yourself. You always let me do it.”

“More like you just do it for me automatically.”

“Stop talking while I’m trying to fix this, please,” Taehyung says with a laugh as he positions the bottom of the sheet mask around Jungkook’s mouth.

The three of them are at the apartment, making use of a free afternoon to indulge in a little at home spa day. They started with hair treatments, and now they’ve moved onto skincare. After this, they’ve got all the stuff to do some simple mani-pedis, and then they’re ordering in dinner later tonight and watching a new show.

They’ve got snacks already, but that’s mostly because a spa day wouldn’t be complete without a little bit of day drinking, and they don’t want to be doing that on an empty stomach. Plus it was fun to make cute little appetizers together while they let their hair treatments work.

“Alright,” Taehyung says, smoothing on the last edge of the mask and climbing off of Jungkook. “You’re good. Now I have to get mine on.”

Once their masks are on, the three of them only manage to look at one another for about two seconds before devolving into a fit of giggles. Being slightly tipsy definitely plays a bit of a part, but it’s also kind of impossible not to look silly in a sheet mask.

“Next time, I–” Jimin cuts himself off with a bark of laughter as he grins at Taehyung. “We should get the ones with the animal faces printed on them.”

Jungkook perks right up at that. “Do you think they have dinosaur ones?”

“I was thinking a bunny might suit you better.”

“Yeah, Jiminie is right! A bunny would be so cute on you.”

“I might still have bunny ears from that costume party we went to,” Jungkook says, laughter finally dying down. “You remember that one, hyung?”

Jimin pauses for a moment, clearly thinking as he takes a sip of his drink. “I think so? Wasn’t it for a friend of yours from one of your business classes? It’s kind of a blur. That girl in the ninja costume was mixing fruity drinks and passing out jello shots.”

“Did someone get a little drunk?” Tae teases, sipping at his own drink. “What were you both dressed as? A bunny and…?

“We were both rabbits. Jiminie wanted us to match – and a little drunk is kind of an understatement. I practically carried him back to the apartment. He was–”

“Alright, that’s enough embarrassing stories about me! The highlights are that I got very drunk and apparently taught a whole group of people there how to twerk properly. Not that I remember any of it.”

“But I remember all of it,” Jungkook says with a giggle. “He was so cute with his little bunny tail.”

“Okay that really does sound cute,” Taehyung says. “Do you guys have pictures? Or maybe a video of these twerking lessons, because I am dying to see that.”

“You bet I do! One sec.” With that, Jungkook launches off the couch and runs down the hall while Jimin lets out a groan.

~~

The three of them end up spending nearly an hour sharing photos back and forth. First it’s just pictures of the costume party, and a shaky video of Jimin guiding three women and two men (all clearly drunk) on how to properly twerk, with varying degrees of success. Jungkook and Jimin’s bunny costumes were definitely cute – even if they were mostly just bunny ears, clip on puffy tails, and some makeup.

They move on to other photos after that, with Jimin pulling out his phone to show some off too. Taehyung recognizes a couple of them from the slideshow he helped Jungkook and Hobi-hyung put together a few months back, but there’s plenty of new ones too.

Eventually, they take a break to remove their face masks and marvel at how soft their skin feels, but it’s not long before they’re back in the living room and sharing photos again. They form a little circle, with Jungkook and Taehyung on the couch, while Jimin sits on the floor in front of them and finishes filing his nails.

Taehyung intends to start on his nails soon too, but he gets caught up in showing some pictures from various trips he’s taken, both for work and for fun with the hyungs.

“Wow, where did you get a view like that?” Jimin asks, eyes wide as he points at Tae’s phone. The picture on the screen is of a hazy morning sunrise where several mountains peek up over a dense layer of fog. The whole scene looks almost surreal, especially bathed in the glow of the early morning light.

“Oh, that was the view from the balcony where we stayed in Hawaii. The mountains are pretty, aren’t they?”

“You guys went to Hawaii?” Jungkook asks. “When was that?”

“A couple of years ago now. We used to try and take a vacation once a year, but things got super busy once we were back from this trip, so I guess we just sort of fell out of the habit.”

Jimin’s head perks up. “Do you remember talking about vacation homes a couple of weeks back, TaeTae?”

Huh… That sounds kind of familiar, but…

“Maybe? Was it when I was all upset? The memory feels a little fuzzy, to be honest.”

“Yeah, it was the day you came and picked me up from work cause you were feeling so stressed about everything with Hoseok-hyung and Yoongi-hyung.”

“You were pretty out of it that night, hyung,” Jungkook says. “I didn’t know you two talked about vacations though. Are you planning one? Or just to look for a vacation home? Do you guys not have one already?”

“No, we don’t have one. Me and the hyungs never really got around to looking for something like that,” Taehyung says with a shrug.

“Yeah, and we were only really talking about it that day cause TaeTae mentioned missing the stars.”

“Oh, do you like looking at the stars, hyung?” Jungkook asks. “I’ve always liked seeing them when I was camping away from the city.”

“I used to look at them a lot when I was younger, but I almost never see them anymore living in Seoul. It would be cool to go somewhere they were more visible – but camping isn’t exactly my speed.”

Jungkook lets out a laugh. “It’s okay. Jiminie doesn’t like camping either.”

“I bet Namjoon-hyung would go with you in a heartbeat,” Jimin says. “He loves hiking with you.”

“He totally would,” Taehyung agrees. “Yoongi-hyung would complain like he doesn’t want to go, but he’d definitely like it too.”

“I’ll have to ask them sometime. What about you guys though? Were you thinking about looking at vacation homes somewhere away from all the light pollution?”

“Oh, no,” Jimin says, shaking his head. “I was more just asking TaeTae about it. Not really trying to invite myself vacation home shopping.”

Taehyung can’t help the unimpressed brow he raises as he looks at Jimin. “You say that like I wouldn’t want you both there. Why would we bother buying a vacation home unless the seven of us were picking it out together?”

“I mean… There’s nothing wrong with that,” Jimin says, cheeks going pink as he nervously reaches up to rub at the back of his neck. “I just… We don’t even live together yet so it feels kind of strange to talk about being involved in a decision like that?”

Okay. That’s actually a fair point.

Living together is something that they’re definitely getting closer to, but Tae has the feeling that there might still be a little bit of hesitation there from Jimin. And it’s not like the hyungs are gonna ask unless they feel a little more secure in the response either. But maybe they can make something of all of this vacation talk? If they stay somewhere together for a week or so, it could give everyone a taste of what it might be like not to have to say goodbye anymore…

Yeah, that could work! Now he just needs to pitch it.

“Okay, wait. I think I have an idea, guys.”

“I could already see that,” Jungkook says. “You’ve got your scheming face on.”

“My scheming fa– Excuse me?”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “He’s right. I can see in your face that you’re plotting something.”

“Don’t worry, hyung. You’re kind of hot when you’re scheming.”

Taehyung can feel his mouth dropping open as he sputters. “What does it even look like? Like is it– Actually, what do you mean only ‘kind of hot’?! I’m hot all the time!”

“Well yeah, but it’s like an extra bit of hot,” Jungkook explains.

“Okay, you know what? We’re just gonna put a pin in that for later because I’m trying to tell you about my awesome plan.”

After another short round of giggling, Jungkook leans in close enough to bump his shoulder against Tae’s. “Alright, we’re listening. What is it, hyung?”

“Yeah, I’m ready too,” Jimin says, leaning forward with a smile.

“How about we skip talking about vacation homes for now, and start talking about a regular vacation instead? You guys have some time off of school coming up, right? Why don’t we go somewhere fun – all seven of us?”

There’s silence for a couple of seconds before Jimin narrows his eyes, head tilting in confusion. “Where’s the part where you’re planning something sneaky?”

“Yeah – not that a vacation doesn’t sound fun, but there’s no way that’s why you had your scheming face on.”

Aright. Apparently there’s no point in playing coy.

“Fine. If you want the whole plan, I’ll tell you. So here’s the thing. I want us all to live together someday, and I feel like everyone is getting more comfortable with that idea – but I think that spending a week or so together in close quarters might be a good next step. You guys already come visit us at the house all the time, and you seem pretty comfortable coming and going from there as you please, so I’m hoping this isn’t too big of a leap.”

Rather than react immediately, Jimin and Jungkook both look at each other with questioning eyes for a few seconds.

It’s been a while since Taehyung has seen them do this with something serious, but he still feels the need to speak up. “I’m just gonna gently remind you both that it’s okay if you have different opinions on this. Actually, I’m a lot more interested in your individual thoughts on this than I am in the final answer about whether or not I can start planning a vacation.”

“Sorry,” Jungkook mumbles, cheeks going pink. “I think it’s just a habit.”

Tae immediately wraps an arm around Jungkook. “Hey, that wasn’t me trying to tell you it’s bad that you guys check in with each other first. You’ve been mates for years and attached at the hip for basically your whole lives. I think it’s sweet, honestly. I’m just also making sure you know that I want to hear what both of you think.”

Jimin gives a short nod and scoots a little closer to Jungkook, eventually settling cross legged on the floor just in front of him. “Go ahead, Kookie. Tell TaeTae how you feel about it.”

“Are you sure, hyung? What if I… What if it’s too much and you don’t–”

“Baby, I already know how you feel. It’s not like we haven’t talked about it, and I want you to know that you can be honest with the others when I’m here too. It’s okay.”

“Can someone explain where the worry is coming from here?” Taehyung asks.

“I just don’t want to put Jiminie in an uncomfortable position. Like if I say I’m super excited about something, and then he has to say he isn’t ready and then worry about disappointing me or someone else.”

“Okay, well first off, nobody is ever going to be upset if either of you aren’t ready for something,” Tae says, intent on dispelling that worry right away. “I get that it still might not be the most comfortable to be the one who isn’t ready, but we’ve got lots of experience working through situations like that as a pack, so you’ll be in good hands. Hopefully it’s a little less intimidating when it’s just us omegas here too.”

“It is less scary with just us.” Jimin’s voice comes out quiet, but he takes a deep breath and keeps going. “And it’s good practice for bigger talks.”

There’s more behind that statement. Taehyung can feel it almost like a loose thread, and there’s no way he can keep himself from giving it a gentle pull. “Jiminie, are you afraid of a bigger talk about something like this?”

“Maybe? Honestly, it’s not like everybody doesn’t know that I’m the one who’s always the most apprehensive about moving too fast. That’s getting easier too. It’s just… Actually, sometimes I don’t even know what it is. Wanting to keep Kookie safe is usually what I tell myself – and I do feel that too – but I also think I have to own up to the fact that some of what’s holding me back is just fear. I’ve been trying to challenge that when I can, just like Jin-hyung suggested a long time ago. I don’t want fear to decide what my life is gonna be like, and everyone has been really helpful with that.”

“Hyung,” Jungkook says, reaching his arms out toward Jimin. “Come here. You need cuddles.”

That has Jimin letting out a laugh. “Do I need them, or do you need them?”

“Whatever you two decide, I definitely need cuddles, so get up here,” Tae says, reaching out with Jungkook and helping to tug Jimin up onto the couch between them.

It takes them a minute or two of shuffling around to form a proper cuddle pile on the couch. It’s not quite wide enough for them to lay side by side, so instead Taehyung and Jimin end up halfway on top of either side of Jungkook, each pressing a kiss to his cheek before laying their heads on his chest.

“Okay, this was definitely the best possible outcome,” Jungkook says, giving them both a squeeze. “I’m so comfy.”

Taehyung giggles. “You just yearn to be squished, don’t you?”

“M’not squished. Neither of you are even heavy.”

“Then we’re just happy you’re happy, Kookie,” Jimin says. His scent is perfectly content, but it’s impossible to miss the bit of tension still running through him – or maybe Taehyung has just gotten used to looking for it now since he knows he can’t rely on Jimin’s scent.

Actually… That’s a thought…

“Jiminie,” Taehyung starts, keeping his voice soft as he reaches over Jungkook’s chest to brush some of Jimin’s blonde hair away from his eyes. “I wanna talk about what you said, but I was wondering if you could let us smell too?”

“Oh, I thought that was just when we… Like on Chuseok? When you umm…”

“When I wanna take care of you?” Jimin gives a tense little nod in response, and Taehyung continues. “I mean, ideally I’d like to be able to smell you all the time – but I know that’s a pretty big ask, and not some kind of switch you can just flip. So I’m hoping maybe we can start trying it more often and just slowly work our way up?”

“It would be really nice to smell you better, hyung,” Jungkook adds.

“Okay, I can try. It’s not really bad right now or anything, but I just… I don’t even think about it a lot of the time, so it’s probably gonna be hard to remember at first.”

“That’s okay,” Taehyung says. “We don’t mind having to remind you – isn’t that right Jungkookie?”

“Yeah, I can start reminding you just like I do for Hobi-hyung. Let us smell, Jiminie?”

Without another word, Jimin’s scent goes from perfectly content vanilla to something a bit more muted and just on the edge of smelling sour. That’s followed immediately by both Jungkook and Tae’s scents getting stronger in response as they cuddle in closer.

“Thank you,” Taehyung says, pressing a kiss to the tip of Jimin’s nose before settling his head back on Jungkook’s chest. “As for what you said before… I think it’s really impressive how many things you’ve done that scare you. We do know that you’re more wary of moving too fast, but I promise you that none of us are disappointed or upset about that. And I can also tell you that you aren’t the only one who’s being cautious about our pace.”

Jimin lifts his head slightly at that, a curious expression on his face. “I’m not?”

“Do you mean Namjoon-hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“That’s right. Gold star for you, Jungkookie. Namjoon-hyung is always trying to make sure to gauge where everyone is at before he makes any big moves forward. In a lot of cases, it’s a good thing. It means he’s careful and really deliberate with the decisions that affect us – but when he really wants something, he can sometimes overcorrect to try and compensate. Like the fact that he desperately wants both of you, but there are moments when it comes across sort of understated. It’s not wrong that he’s cautious, but sometimes he has to challenge where that’s coming from too.”

Jimin is quiet for a few seconds, scent still wavering on the edge of upset before finally beginning to tip closer to baseline. “I guess I didn’t really think of it that way. I… I like the thought of it not being just me who gets kind of stuck on how to move forward sometimes.”

“It’s definitely not just you,” Taehyung says. “So I promise it’s okay if you’re feeling apprehensive about a vacation together. I’d just love to hear what your concerns are, and maybe we can figure out how to accommodate them?”

“It’s… Actually, I really like the thought of doing something like that with all seven of us. Honestly, it’s more the thought of moving in together that I’m kind of hung up on – so maybe you’re right and this could help?”

There’s a fresh spike in Jungkook’s happy, orange blossom scent. “I really like the idea too! Do you think you’ll be able to get it off of work, hyung? I know Amber-ssi will be able to schedule around me just fine.”

Taehyung sort of half listens as those two begin discussing scheduling possibilities. He’s confident that Jimin will be able to get the time off – and if not, Tae can just call and pay to book the hotel lounge Jimin works in for the entire time they’re gone. Easy.

What has his attention instead is figuring out how he wants to start making living together seem like a more attractive option. It’s good to know that Jimin is feeling more anxious about being apprehensive in general, rather than specifically about a vacation together. The trip will be a good start, and should give them plenty of time to talk and work toward progress – although he still needs to know exactly where the roadblocks are for Jimin when it comes to moving in.

But that’s a problem for later.

He tunes back in just as Jungkook finishes talking about his school schedule. “Even if my classes do start up again a day before yours, it’s not any of my art classes, so I could still just bring my laptop and attend the business lectures remotely.”

“Then the only real worry is if Siyeon-ssi needs me to work,” Jimin says. “Should I text her about that week right away, or are we talking to the hyungs first?”

“Okay, hear me out,” Taehyung says, feeling a smile stretch across his face. “You should ask for the time off anyway, because even if a big vacation doesn’t work out, we could still do something fun while you don’t have school for a while. You both deserve to relax. You’ve been working and in school for months without a longer break – and no, your heats don’t count.”

Jungkook and Jimin go from looking like they’re about to argue with him to each giving a sheepish little nod instead.

“Alright, now that we’ve got that settled, any opinions on where you’d like to go? Stuff you wanna do?”

“I’m not too picky,” Jimin says.

Jungkook is silent for a moment, clearly thinking before he asks, “What types of places do you usually like to go to, hyung?”

Oh my god. These two.

“Wow, that was so not the question at all. Is there nothing either of you want to do specifically?”

“I mean… I always wanna go somewhere with good food,” Jungkook says. “But I feel like that’s a pretty easy thing to find.”

“Okay, that’s a start. Thank you. What about you, Jiminie?”

“Probably a place with decent weather this time of year? Maybe somewhere I could spend a couple hours in a nice hot bath – but that’s not a requirement.”

“Good food, decent weather, at the very least a decent tub in one of the rooms. That’s definitely something I can work with. I just wanna get some options together so that when we have our next date night, the seven of us can discuss possible destinations.”

“What kind of places do you like to go?” Jimin asks. “Or the hyungs?”

“Yeah, we should go somewhere that everyone will enjoy,” Jungkook says.

“Oh we totally will! Don’t worry about that. You and Jin-hyung will be in agreement about wanting good food, so he’ll take the meal planning portion of the trip very seriously. Yoongi-hyung just wants some peace and quiet, Hobi-hyung usually looks for some fun activities in the area, and Namjoon-hyung always prefers somewhere with pretty scenery – hence the gorgeous mountain view in Hawaii. Honestly, I just want to be within driving distance of a good shopping area.”

“And somewhere you can see the stars, right hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“If it checks all the other boxes, sure – but honestly we could just take a shorter trip to go stargazing someday too. I think I’d value being closer to stuff we can do if we’re going to be somewhere for more than just a day or two.”

“We could try an observatory sometime,” Jimin suggests. “There have to be some nice ones within a reasonable distance.”

Tae can’t help but find it sweet how determined they are to help him experience a pretty night sky again. It’s something he doesn’t think about too often, especially since a lot of those early memories are tainted by how awful his life was at the time – but maybe making new memories with his mates will be a good way to handle that…

“Okay, I’ll make sure to look for something like that too, and if it doesn’t work out on this trip, then we’ll try somewhere closer to home. Sound fair?”

Both Jimin and Jungkook nod.

“Alright, then you guys are okay with me starting to plan something?”

“Yeah,” Jimin says. “I’ll text Siyeon-ssi later today and see if I can get the time off of work, so don’t run home and book anything right away.”

“Let me know if she says it won’t work and I’ll take care of it.”

Jimin opens his mouth, closes it, then opens it again to sputter, “Wait, what? Take care of it? What does that mean? Like rescheduling? We won’t have time off of school again for–”

Taehyung lets out a giggle. “I’ll make sure you have it off.”

“You can’t– How would you even–”

“I could just rent out the venue for whatever days she needs you to work. It’s easy.”

“What, and just let it sit there empty while we’re gone?”

“Would you feel better if I held an event? I can tell Shownu-ssi to plan something for his team as thanks for all their hard work.”

“Ooh, that would be so nice,” Jungkook says. “You could let them cater in something special and–”

“Why are you encouraging this?”

“Because the security team does a good job, hyung – and also because I wanna go on vacation together.”

“Yeah,” Taehyung says, letting out a laugh. “The security team deserves something nice. Don’t you think, Jiminie?”

“Yes, but–”

“Great, it’s settled then.”

Jungkook lets out a whoop of excitement and squeezes them both closer. “Vacation time! I can’t wait!”

Whatever is left of Jimin’s resistance gets swallowed up in giggles and excited chatter from Jungkook about how much fun they’re going to have. It doesn’t take long at all before Jimin starts sounding enthused about the whole thing too, and within a few minutes they’ve returned to the business of doing their nails while they talk about how nice a break is going to be.

Honestly, Taehyung couldn’t agree more. A vacation together is just what the seven of them need.

Notes:

Now you might have an idea of where our next plot arc is going to take us ;D

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude chapter. See you there <3

Chapter 133: Interlude – Lining It Up

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Taehyung to Hoseok]

[Tae]: hey hyung ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Hobi]: hey baby :)

[Hobi]: how did ur spa day go?

[Hobi]: feeling all fresh and rejuvenated?

[Tae]: it was super fun

[Tae]: my skin feels incredible but we can talk about that later

[Tae]: i have a proposition for you (✿◠‿◠)

[Hobi]: o?

[Hobi]: i'm intrigued.

[Tae]: do you wanna help me plan something fun?

[Hobi]: always. what are we planning?

[Tae]: well me and jiminie and jungkookie were talking and

[Tae]: v a c a t i o n

[Hobi]: wait omg this is so funny :O

[Tae]: why?

[Hobi]: me and yoongles were literally talking about this earlier and decided we should all try 2 take a vacation together :D

[Tae]: omg hyung are we telepathically linked or something? (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: this is perfect

[Hobi]: were u guys also thinking about the upcoming break from school that jungkookie and minnie have? :D

[Tae]: yeah exactly that

[Hobi]: and they agreed 2 come already?

[Tae]: basically

[Tae]: jiminie still has to see if he can get the time off

[Hobi]: i can just call and book the lounge for something if needed. say we're bringing our own staff in for an event or something.

[Tae]: that is literally exactly what my plan was too (・ω<)

[Hobi]: great minds think alike ;D

[Tae]: i'm so glad we're on the same page

[Tae]: did you talk to joonie-hyung or jinnie-hyung yet?

[Hobi]: no. me and yoongi were thinking about doing it on our next date night with all seven of us.

[Tae]: okay perfect

[Tae]: wanna help me come up with some options to present?

[Hobi]: u know i do :D

[Hobi]: my room or urs?

[Tae]: i’ll come to you (^ω^)

[Tae]: be there in five

[Hobi]: sounds good <3

~

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: So. Good news.

[Yoongi]: Actually double good news.

[Namjoon]: Oh? What’s up?

[Yoongi]: First off we found the source of the information leak. I need to have another talk with Seokjin-hyung about opening links in weird emails.

[Namjoon]: I thought you checked all of our emails already?

[Yoongi]: I did. Like ten times over. Along with everything else I could think of.

[Namjoon]: So where did you find it? And who’s the ‘we’ you’re referring to?

[Yoongi]: The email didn’t come to Jin-hyung’s account. It went to one of Borahae’s. They dressed it up as a request for an event booking. One of the links downloaded a tiny little spyware program.

[Yoongi]: I already confiscated his phone to confirm.

[Yoongi]: Yeonjun-ssi was the one to suggest that maybe the threat came from one of our side businesses. Which leads me into the second bit of good news.

[Yoongi]: He’s officially hired.

[Namjoon]: That’s great news! I’m so glad you found someone you feel is a good fit.

[Yoongi]: Yeah. Me too.

[Yoongi]: I’m on my way to take him shopping to outfit his workstation. Gonna get him set up in one of the empty offices in the security building.

[Namjoon]: Perfect. Is there a good time for me to meet him? We should get him formally introduced to Shownu’s team as well, since he’ll be working in the security office.

[Yoongi]: We’ll be back this afternoon to get him set up so you can come by then if you want.

[Yoongi]: I’ll introduce him to whoever is in the office when we get there.

[Namjoon]: Great.

[Namjoon]: Do you have another minute, or are you nearly at your destination already?

[Yoongi]: I’ve still got a while.

[Yoongi]: Why?

[Namjoon]: Because I’d like to tell you how much it means to me that you’ve decided to take this step.

[Yoongi]: Oh.

[Yoongi]: Okay.

[Namjoon]: I really appreciate you being willing to find some middle ground with me, and how accepting you’ve been of us continuing to check in and talk things over together.

[Namjoon]: I know this sort of thing isn’t the easiest for you.

[Yoongi]: Thanks.

[Yoongi]: I’m trying.

[Yoongi]: Even if I’m still not good at it yet. I just don’t want to keep fucking up for the rest of our lives.

[Namjoon]: I wouldn’t call it that.

[Yoongi]: No. You’d say it nicer, but it means the same thing in my head. Making a mistake. Fucking up. Same difference.

[Yoongi]: If I don’t change anything then nothing changes.

[Yoongi]: Obviously.

[Yoongi]: Don’t know why it took me so goddamn long to accept that.

[Namjoon]: I feel like that’s one of those things all of us have to learn over and over again for different scenarios. And it’s almost never easy.

[Namjoon]: Which is why I’m going to be proud of you every time.

[Yoongi]: Fucking hell.

[Namjoon]: Sorry. I know this type of thing isn’t comfortable for you. I just feel like it’s important for me to communicate my support.

[Yoongi]: No it’s fine.

[Yoongi]: I’m sorry I don’t know how to be more fucking…

[Yoongi]: Normal about it?

[Yoongi]: I don’t know. Just listen for a second.

[Namjoon]: Alright. Listening.

[Yoongi]: Thanks.

[Yoongi]: I appreciate it okay? I like the fact that you do this shit even though I’m horrible at just accepting it like a normal goddamn person.

[Yoongi]: And the other stuff has been good too. Checking in more. Spending time together.

[Yoongi]: I don’t hate it.

[Namjoon]: Really?

[Namjoon]: Not that you seem like you do hate it. Just that this isn’t really something you would usually say to me.

[Yoongi]: Yeah well…

[Yoongi]: I said it once already. Nothing changes if I don’t try to make it change. That stuff shouldn’t always be your job.

[Namjoon]: Thank you, Yoongi.

[Namjoon]: It’s hard to explain over text just how much I appreciate that. Not that I mind making changes for us. I love that. I just also really like the thought of you wanting to make them with me.

[Yoongi]: Well I do.

[Yoongi]: I might be shit at it but I’m hoping that trying is better than nothing.

[Namjoon]: It already has been. A lot has changed in this last year.

[Yoongi]: Yeah.

[Yoongi]: I’m glad too. For the record.

[Yoongi]: But I’m just pulling in to meet Yeonjun.

[Namjoon]: Of course. Thank you for this. I’ll see you both later today.

[Yoongi]: Yeah. See you there. Love you.

[Namjoon]: I love you too, pup.

~

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: hey ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: Hey TaeTae (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: How's it going?

[Tae]: i'm good

[Tae]: but i’ve been wondering about something

[Tae]: if you’ve got time to talk?

[Jimin]: Sure. What’s on your mind?

[Tae]: we kind of touched on it the other day but we got caught up in other stuff before i could really ask for more details

[Tae]: i wanna talk about you and jungkookie moving in with us

[Tae]: not like in a ‘hey how about tomorrow’ kind of way (;^ω^)

[Tae]: more like i wanna explore how you feel about it and what things you’re nervous about

[Tae]: cause i know you and jungkookie must have talked about it some by now

[Jimin]: We have and I don’t mind talking about it with you either

[Tae]: and you understand i’m not trying to be pushy at all right? we can wait as long as you need

[Jimin]: It’s okay. I don’t feel like you’re being pushy (^-^)

[Jimin]: And it’s not like I don’t like the thought of us living together

[Tae]: oh? ( *’ω’* )

[Tae]: please tell me more

[Jimin]: Kookie and I have talked about it quite a bit („• ֊ •„)

[Jimin]: Like how much it sucks to say goodbye when we leave the house and all the things we’re excited about when the day comes

[Tae]: oh good

[Tae]: that makes me really happy to hear

[Tae]: there’s a lot i’m excited for too (^ω^)

[Tae]: and the hyungs of course

[Jimin]: They are?

[Jimin]: Excited I mean?

[Tae]: omg you have no idea (♥ω♥*)

[Jimin]: Really? Have you guys talked about it?

[Tae]: yeah tons

[Jimin]: Oh ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: That’s a relief

[Jimin]: I’d hate to be looking forward to it if you guys weren’t

[Tae]: well we definitely all are (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: so talk to me about what you’re nervous about

[Tae]: because at some point we’re going to ask you guys

[Tae]: and if there’s stuff we can do before that to make it a more attractive option for you then i’d like to get to work on that

[Jimin]: It’s already an attractive option TaeTae

[Jimin]: You guys are incredible

[Tae]: okay then

[Tae]: so

[Tae]: hypothetically

[Tae]: what if i DID ask you to move in tomorrow?

[Jimin]: Well I umm

[Jimin]: I would need some time to figure it out

[Jimin]: Not because I don't WANT to

[Jimin]: Just… ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: exactly

[Tae]: so tell me what you're thinking (^ω^)

[Jimin]: This might come out a little weird if I just start saying stuff

[Jimin]: Cause it's a lot of little things I'm thinking and I don't know if they're all important

[Tae]: tell them to me anyway?

[Tae]: i just wanna understand and i promise i won't assume anything is 100% set in stone

[Jimin]: Okay but you asked

[Jimin]: There's still a lot we haven't really done I guess? Like we haven't spent a single one of our cycles together aside from our suppressed heats so i feel like I'd wanna spend at least someone's together first

[Jimin]: We haven't really spent an extended period together since our heats either

[Jimin]: So I think a vacation together will be good for that

[Jimin]: And there might also be a part of me that maybe just doesn't feel... secure? I don't know if that's the word I want (;^-^)

[Jimin]: But what if we move in and then you guys change your mind

[Tae]: literally impossible but please keep talking

[Jimin]: I know it isn't likely and I also know my brain is just dumb sometimes and tells me people don't like me as much as they say. I just...

[Jimin]: I'm trying to get better about that

[Jimin]: But moving in feels like a huge leap when I'm not completely sure how everyone feels about me (〃ー〃)

[Tae]: who are you not sure about?

[Tae]: it's okay if it's all of us too

[Tae]: i'm just curious (^ω^)

[Jimin]: I mean Yoongi-hyung has been pretty clear about wanting us all to be a pack ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: And I know how you feel so I’m not worried about that

[Tae]: good to know i’ve been direct enough (・ω<)

[Jimin]: Me and Hoseok-hyung haven’t talked about it quite as much but I’m not really worried with him either

[Jimin]: Jin-hyung… Most of the time I’m not worried? I think? (;^-^)

[Jimin]: But with Namjoon-hyung I just get stuck

[Jimin]: Like I know how I feel about him

[Jimin]: And I know what all of you tell me about how he feels

[Jimin]: Sometimes it seems like we get really close to talking about it. And there are even times we HAVE kind of talked about how we feel about each other. I don’t know

[Jimin]: It’s probably just a me problem (;●_●)

[Tae]: to be clear you’re not the only one who’s wondered how much joonie-hyung likes you

[Tae]: jungkookie did too

[Jimin]: Yeah but those two are so obvious

[Jimin]: Like anyone with two eyes could see how enamored Namjoon-hyung is with Kookie

[Tae]: i know this probably isn’t going to work but i do feel compelled to tell you that i feel like he’s just as obvious about how into YOU he is

[Jimin]: It’s not that I don’t want that to be true. I just… Like I said it’s probably a me issue

[Jimin]: We don’t have to keep talking about it

[Tae]: but i WANT to talk about it

[Tae]: please? ( ; ω ; )

[Jimin]: Okay (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: Sorry I just feel like I must be frustrating to deal with when you keep trying to tell me a thing and I’m still not sure about it

[Tae]: you’re not i promise

[Tae]: and thank you for being willing to keep talking

[Tae]: so here’s the thing

[Tae]: i could keep telling you how completely head over heels joonie-hyung is for you

[Tae]: but i’m beginning to think that just isn’t the solution to this problem

[Tae]: so can you tell me more?

[Tae]: like how does it feel? when do you question stuff? what does he do that makes you think he doesn’t like you?

[Jimin]: I mean I know he LIKES me

[Jimin]: God I haven’t really said this to anybody yet so can I ask you to just keep it between us for the moment?

[Tae]: whatever your secret is it’s safe with me (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i’ll ask you before i try to talk to anyone else about it

[Jimin]: Thank you

[Jimin]: Honestly it’s just hard not to look at him and Kookie and think about how different things are between us ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I’m not jealous or upset. I love that they fit together so well and it makes me really happy to see them looking after each other

[Jimin]: I guess that sometimes I feel like what Namjoon-hyung has for me is more like…

[Jimin]: Polite interest?

[Jimin]: Not that he’s anything less than a perfect gentleman and super nice! I love him and I want more with him like a LOT but

[Jimin]: I also don’t mind waiting until he wants that too (;^-^)

[Jimin]: And he SAYS he does sometimes. It’s not that I think he’s lying but more like… Maybe it’s just kind of a passing thought?

[Jimin]: I’m not complaining though! He’s so nice to me and he takes such good care of Kookie so I’m just happy to get to have him at all

[Jimin]: Ugh I don’t know. I’m just going to shut up (〃ー〃)

[Tae]: okay no this is really good information so thank you

[Tae]: i can work with this (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Oh god please don’t tell him. I don’t want him to think I’m not happy or like I’m pathetic or something (;●_●)

[Tae]: jiminie

[Tae]: namjoon is never going to think that about you

[Tae]: ever ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: and i’m not gonna show him this conversation or anything

[Jimin]: Okay thank you

[Tae]: that being said

[Tae]: i would like to actually do something with this information

[Tae]: like all of it i mean. not just the stuff with joonie-hyung

[Tae]: would you be okay if i talked to jin-hyung about some of it? maybe not all the details but at least the broad strokes? if you’d prefer to be there with me we could do it that way too?

[Tae]: i just wanna help you feel more secure (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: and i bet jin-hyung will have some ideas about how to handle that

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: You can. I don’t know if I’m ready to have a big talk about it. There’s some stuff I’m still figuring out right now

[Tae]: stuff you wanna talk about?

[Jimin]: Not right at the moment if that’s okay

[Jimin]: And it’s nothing serious ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: okay. i won’t push then

[Tae]: thank you for giving me something to work with here. i appreciate it

[Jimin]: Yeah thanks for helping me get some of it out of my head too I guess

[Jimin]: Easier to see how silly some of it is that way

[Tae]: i don't think it's silly

[Tae]: but i am glad you could get some of it out

[Tae]: and i love that you trust me with it ( *’ω’* )

[Jimin]: I really do (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Tae]: (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Tae]: can i ask you something less serious now?

[Jimin]: Sure (^-^)

[Tae]: i'm curious about a plan i have and i wanna get your opinion before i pitch it to jungkookie

[Tae]: would he let me dress him up?

[Tae]: i'm a little worried that he'd do it just to make me happy

[Tae]: but if it makes him uncomfortable at all then i obviously don't wanna do it (;^ω^)

[Jimin]: By dress up you mean...?

[Tae]: something more omega

[Tae]: a little dainty

[Tae]: maybe some makeup (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i just wanna doll him up and watch the hyungs lose their goddamn minds honestly

[Tae]: i know it's not his preferred way to dress but i wasn't sure if that's because he really doesn't like it or not

[Jimin]: Okay yeah he'd definitely let you (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: We've done it before a few times and he always looks so gorgeous

[Jimin]: He likes it in the moment. Feeling pretty and more like an omega

[Jimin]: It's just not something he knows how to do for himself

[Jimin]: He is picky about fabric though. It'll need to be comfortable. But considering all the clothes you've bought him I think you know that already

[Tae]: okay sweet ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: i want the three of us to go shopping on our vacation

[Tae]: get some really pretty outfits and then wear them out for a night

[Jimin]: That sounds super fun!

[Jimin]: Kookie will love it too (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: And I can't wait to see what you pick for him

[Tae]: hell yes

[Tae]: we're gonna have so much fun (✿◠‿◠)

~

[Hobi to Jimin]

[Hobi]: hey minnie can i ask u something?

[Jimin]: Sure hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What's up?

[Hobi]: were u mad at ur parents a lot growing up? like did u realize they were treating u bad?

[Jimin]: I mean yeah

[Jimin]: Sometimes I was more sad than mad but I definitely spent a lot of time angry

[Jimin]: Did you not?

[Hobi]: not really no. i guess i'm trying 2 figure out if that's weird because i'm definitely mad about it now.

[Hobi]: but i don't think i really thought about it a lot when i was younger.

[Jimin]: Yeah but who would you really have compared your experience to? I spent a lot of time with Kookie so at least I got to see how things worked in his family

[Jimin]: I remember comparing our parents a lot and wondering why mine weren't more like his mom ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: but shouldn't i have known it was wrong? or questioned it at least?

[Jimin]: Hyung of course you didn't question it. You were just a kid. How were you supposed to know?

[Jimin]: They raised you without any examples of something less horrible and they didn't let you have much contact with other kids your age

[Jimin]: There wasn't really any way for you to know different

[Jimin]: And even if there had been

[Jimin]: You were still just a kid

[Jimin]: Hyung?

[Jimin]: It’s been a few minutes. Are you okay? (;^-^)

[Jimin]: Did I say too much?

[Hobi]: sorry no it's okay. i appreciate u telling me that.

[Hobi]: it's just a lot and i don't know how to feel about it.

[Hobi]: i’m not sure if i ever really even considered myself a kid?

[Jimin]: You make it sound like they didn't exactly treat you like one

[Hobi]: yeah i guess they really didn't...

[Hobi]: i might need some time 2 think about this.

[Hobi]: thank u for ur help baby <3

[Jimin]: Any time. If you wanna talk later just let me know okay?

[Hobi]: will do. have a good rest of ur day :)

[Jimin]: You too hyung (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~~

[Namjoon to Jungkook]

[Namjoon]: Just checking in.

[Namjoon]: I thought you were supposed to be home an hour ago but the video feed for your apartment is empty.

[JK]: oh yeah im just on my way home now so no worries

[JK]: sorry i should have texted

[Namjoon]: It's okay. I was more curious than anything. Did work run late?

[JK]: yeah amber ssi and i were just finishing up a bigger job

[JK]: this girl is getting the coolest sleeve done

[Namjoon]: Oh? What do you like about it?

[JK]: its got a lot of linework in different styles which is already really neat

[JK]: but then the coloring is all watercolor bleeding from piece to piece

[Namjoon]: That does sound interesting. Would you like something like that?

[JK]: i dont know if id do a full sleeve in that style but its definitely cool

[JK]: nice to be done with work for the day though

[JK]: what are you up to hyung

[Namjoon]: I was just wrapping up work myself and decided to check the video feed quick to make sure you were okay.

[JK]: has it been a good day

[Namjoon]: Yeah. Nothing too exciting thankfully. Aside from a little more time this morning spent onboarding Yoongi's new assistant.

[JK]: yeonjun ssi right

[Namjoon]: That's right. Have you met him?

[JK]: only for a few minutes the other day but he seems nice

[JK]: mostly im just happy yoongi hyung is going to take a break

[Namjoon]: Me too.

[Namjoon]: He's really putting in the effort to change things and I couldn't be more grateful. I just want him to be happy and healthy, so I'm glad to help wherever I can.

[JK]: yeah he told me

[Namjoon]: Told you what?

[JK]: about how much you help him have a better life

[Namjoon]: Yoongi said that to you? About me? When?

[JK]: umm it was before everything that happened in busan

[JK]: i was asking him about how you guys work together

[JK]: he said a lot of nice things about you

[JK]: like how much you help him and how much he feels like he owes you

[Namjoon]: Really?

[JK]: are you surprised

[JK]: you know he loves you

[Namjoon]: Yeah I do know that. He's just usually really shy about saying stuff like that out loud. I mean he's definitely opened up more about it this past year.

[Namjoon]: I just...

[Namjoon]: Wow. That makes me so happy. Thank you for telling me that, pup.

[JK]: no problem

[JK]: if i knew it would make you that happy i would have done it sooner

[JK]: are you gonna talk to him about it

[Namjoon]: I probably won't rush it, but maybe the next time we've got some time alone.

[Namjoon]: But you've got to be just about home by now. Talk to you later?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: might even see you tomorrow

[Namjoon]: I'd like that, and thank you again for telling me about Yoongi. I love you.

[JK]: love you too hyung

~

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: I heard you made Namjoon's day earlier :-)

[JK]: you mean what i told him about yoongi hyung

[Jin]: Exactly that. He was practically walking on air after your talk.

[Jin]: I'm wondering if you'd like to help me make his day again.

[JK]: sure

[JK]: i love making namjoon hyung happy

[Jin]: I'm thinking we can do even better than that ;-)

[Jin]: What are your plans for tomorrow?

Notes:

On Sunday Yoongi is going to do a little bit of experimenting, and then Jungkook will get to see exactly what Jin has planned for him and Namjoon ;D

See you there! <3

Chapter 134: Desperation

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jimin]:

[Yoongi]: Hey.

[Jimin]: Hey hyung. What's up? (●'◡'●)

[Yoongi]: You're coming over today right?

[Jimin]: Yeah me and TaeTae are gonna go shopping

[Jimin]: Why?

[Yoongi]: Any chance you'd be willing to come a little early to help me with something?

[Yoongi]: And also keep it a secret?

[Jimin]: Probably. What is it? (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: I've been thinking a lot about something I want to do for Joon-ah but I feel like I need to have a trial run first.

[Yoongi]: But you absolutely can NOT tell Joon or anyone else.

[Yoongi]: Like I am begging you.

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: I can definitely keep your secret. Doesn't sound like something serious

[Yoongi]: Just seriously embarrassing.

[Jimin]: Are you going to tell me what we're doing? (^-^)

[Yoongi]: No.

[Jimin]: Do I need to bring anything?

[Yoongi]: Shit. Yeah I guess.

[Yoongi]: If you screenshot this and send it to anyone else I will shatter into one thousand tiny pieces. You'll have to sweep me up and throw me in the trash.

[Jimin]: Hyung I already said I wouldn't (;^-^)

[Yoongi]: Alright. Okay this is totally fine. Completely normal and not scary at all.

[Yoongi]: I'm so calm.

[Yoongi]: You remember when you told me I was pretty and mentioned trying makeup?

~

Yoongi is grateful that Jimin is in a hurry.

The omega shows up at his door all excited with a little makeup bag in his hands and eagerly directs Yoongi to the bathroom before asking how much he’s allowed to do. “I don’t want to take anything too far and make you uncomfortable, so can you give me an idea of what you’re looking for exactly?”

“I honestly have no idea. What were you thinking of when you told me I’d look… pretty with a little makeup on?”

“Something to emphasize your eyes for sure,” Jimin says, not seeming discouraged at all by Yoongi’s uncertainty. “Maybe a little product on your lips. If you’re feeling adventurous, we could do a lightweight foundation and then give you a bit of a flushed look, since you’re really gorgeous when you blush. Kind of like right now.”

Yoongi covers his face with his hands and lets out a groan.

“Compliments too much at the moment?”

“Maybe? I don’t– Thank you. Sorry. I’m just nervous I’m going to look stupid.”

“You won’t, I promise. I’m not as good at this as TaeTae is, but it’s not like you’re looking for anything complicated. Wanna maybe save the adventurous stuff for next time and just start simple today?”

“That sounds… less terrifying,” Yoongi admits, peeking out from between his fingers.

Jimin is smiling back at him, looking perfectly patient and smelling like calming sweet vanilla. “Alright. Gonna need you to move your hands so I can actually see your face then, hyung.”

~~

[Yoongi to Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: What are you doing right now?

[Hobi]: i was debating a trip 2 the bookstore but that was mostly 2 kill time and look for something interesting 2 read.

[Hobi]: if u wanna hang out i’ll gladly stay home :)

[Yoongi]: I've got something I want to show you but I don't know what your reaction is going to be. If I look stupid I need you to tell me.

[Yoongi]: But I'm also going to die on the spot if you laugh at me.

[Hobi]: o?

[Hobi]: i'm definitely intrigued ;D

[Hobi]: i don't have enough information 2 promise i won't laugh.

[Hobi]: is it supposed 2 be funny?

[Yoongi]: I sure fucking hope not.

[Hobi]: did u make a weird piece of modern art or something?

[Yoongi]: No. It's more that I guess I sort of dressed up?

[Yoongi]: It's weird.

[Yoongi]: I feel weird.

[Yoongi]: Maybe we should just forget this whole thing.

[Hobi]: o no way am i going 2 the bookstore now.

[Hobi]: i wanna see u dressed up :D

[Hobi]: i won't laugh unless this is a joke and ur in like a chicken suit or something.

[Yoongi]: It is definitely NOT a chicken suit.

[Yoongi]: Why would I have one of those?

[Hobi]: forget about that. are u coming 2 my room?

[Yoongi]: Can you come here? I don't wanna go walking around in case I really do look stupid.

[Hobi]: omw now <3

~

Yoongi isn't sure exactly how to feel when he looks at himself. He’s been staring at his reflection in the bathroom mirror since Jimin left. There’s liner around his eyes, and mascara on his lashes that makes them look almost as nice as Taehyung’s when he dresses up.

Watching Jimin dip his little brush into a shimmering eye shadow made him nervous at the time, worried he might come out of this looking like some sort of clown dipped in glitter – but there’s only a tiny bit of sparkle near the inner corner of his eyes. His lips didn’t take long either. Just a few products (including some weird pencil that Yoongi is still confused about) that left them looking a little pinker than normal. Maybe fuller too, and definitely glossy, but not in a bad way.

Damn it. He does actually look really nice. As much as he feared something like this would feel horrifically out of place on him, it’s not nearly as drastic as he imagined.

He's been thinking of trying this out for a while now, and honestly it's all Jimin's fault for telling him he's pretty that one time – and maybe a little bit Jin's fault for how intensely he responded to Yoongi's first attempt at using that to his advantage. If only one of those things had happened, he might have been able to ignore it, but instead he’s been hit with a steadily growing pile of evidence. The talk with Jimin, his ensuing haircut, and the immediate positive response from Jin when Yoongi smiled like Jimin taught him and asked if he looked pretty

All of that has left him with a thought he can’t get rid of.

Maybe. Just maybe – he’s kind of pretty sometimes. His mates seem to respond really well when he leans into that, and he can’t deny that he’d like more of those responses.

It’s been hard to figure out where to actually go with the theory (if anywhere at all), but the thought has been sitting in the back of his mind for a long while now, just waiting for the right spark to come along and ignite it.

That spark is apparently Namjoon. Of fucking course.

Yoongi has spent months trying to figure out how to open up and accept care from his alpha. And then there was that talk he had a few weeks ago with Jungkook, about how Namjoon will drag him kicking and screaming into a better life, no matter how much of a shit he’s being. All of it has been brewing and churning inside of him, leaving him feeling like he needs to find a way to show Namjoon that he cares.

Then he went off the deep end for a week. And Namjoon dragged him out like he always does.

Of course Yoongi is already trying to make changes, but none of those really do the job of showing Namjoon how much he appreciates him. They’ve talked a lot about baby steps and letting Yoongi take all the time he needs, but what he really wants is to make some kind of slightly larger gesture. Something to really show Namjoon that things are going to be different, that he wants to change, that he wants to be better.

Admitting that he maybe wants to feel pretty seems… vulnerable.

Namjoon likes vulnerable. And telling Yoongi he’s pretty.

It’s just… It feels a little intimidating to try and do that out of nowhere… so he’s practicing. Plus that gives him some time to try and come up with whatever the rest of this grand gesture is going to be. He can’t just show up to Namjoon’s door looking (pretty) weird and turn into a puddle the moment the alpha gets his hands on him.

He wants it to be romantic – but that’s a future him problem.

A gentle knock rings out through the room, and it makes him jump despite the fact that he’s been expecting Hoseok. He shifts his gaze in the mirror, focusing behind him where Hoseok is leaning against the bathroom door frame, a clear look of approval on his face as he makes eye contact with Yoongi in the mirror. The two of them look as opposite as ever. Yoongi with his black hair and all black outfit, and Hoseok practically radiating sunshine, dressed in blue jeans and a silky orange and green patterned shirt.

He definitely doesn’t look like he’s going to laugh, but…

“Well,” Yoongi mutters, cheeks gone hot as he turns around to face Hoseok. “If you’re planning on laughing, do it now and run before I explode into a fine mist and ruin your outfit.”

Hoseok keeps smiling as he steps into the bathroom, giving Yoongi a long up and down glance. “You really don’t need to worry about me laughing. I do need you to tell me if I’m allowed to jump you right now though, because you look so pretty that it’s a wonder I don’t have you naked already. You’d look so good on your knees like this, baby.”

Oh.

That’s definitely the response he’s going for.

“Holy shit, it works?” Yoongi can’t quite help another glance back at the mirror, like maybe something has changed in the last two seconds since he turned around, but it’s still just him. Unsure how to feel, he looks back toward Hoseok with a confused expression. “I don’t– Why? Explain what’s happening here.”

“You… asked me to come look at you? And now I’m here fighting back the urge to make you cry? The good kind of crying, just in case that wasn’t one hundred percent clear. Also, you didn’t answer my question.”

“If you help me understand what I’m doing right and what I’m doing wrong, you can definitely jump me however you want. Just help me figure this out first.”

Now it’s Hoseok’s turn to look confused, head tilting as he gives Yoongi another long up and down glance, this time with much more curiosity. “I’ve got to admit that I’m not sure what you wanna figure out here. What exactly are you trying to do?”

“Well it’s– I’m… Min-ah told me a while ago that I…” Yoongi trails off, looking for the right words to explain it. “He said I’m pretty sometimes, and that a little makeup would help. Well, that and some weird expression he taught me how to do – but I already did a trial run of that on Jin-hyung and it worked fine.”

“So you want to look pretty?”

“Maybe? Jimin-ah said I could weaponize it but I really just…”

“You really just…?”

Yoongi lets out a sigh and closes the last bit of distance between them, pulling Hoseok into a hug so he doesn’t have to look at him when he talks. “Yeah, I wanna try looking pretty. Some of it is just cause I’m curious but… M’also trying to plan something.”

“Okay,” Hoseok says, letting out a puff of laughter and giving Yoongi a squeeze. “Well, you absolutely look pretty. Minnie is right – you usually do already, but the makeup honestly takes you right up into irresistible territory. I’m dying to know what expression he taught you to do, but also what you’re planning to do with all of this.”

“I’m not doing the face right now. I already wanna crawl under a rock and die a little.”

“Then how about your plan for this? What are you trying to accomplish exactly?”

“I’m reminding you that you are sworn to secrecy.”

“Not a word to anyone. I promise.”

“It’s…” Yoongi lets out a breath, pecking a kiss over Hoseok’s scent gland that leaves a shimmery layer of lip gloss behind. “I wanna do something special for Joon-ah, but I needed to do a test run first and make sure I didn’t look stupid.”

“Well you definitely don’t look stupid – not even a little, honey. Joonie is gonna want to eat you up like this. Is that the plan then? Get all dolled up and let him wreck you?”

“I want– It’s– Not exactly?”

“Oh?” Hoseok definitely sounds intrigued now as he noses at Yoongi’s scent gland. “Something a little different?”

God, this is going to be so fucking embarrassing.

“Something romantic,” Yoongi mumbles, feeling his cheeks go hot. “He does so much for me and I… I want to show him what it means to me, and this is– He likes when I’m vulnerable with him, and I… maybe sometimes kind of like that he tells me I’m pretty? I don’t fucking know. Ugh, I already want to scream just trying to explain this to you. How the fuck am I supposed to say any of it to him while we’re making eye contact in candlelight or something stupid like that?”

“Yoongi, he’s going to love that so goddamn much.”

“I know. That’s the point – and I do want to give it to him. I’m just… struggling with figuring out how? Like I don’t just want it to be a sex thing. I want to do something romantic that will make him feel special.”

“Are you open to suggestions?”

“Please.”

“You’ve clearly already got this part figured out – and honestly making him go on a date with you looking like this is going to be torture for both of you, but in a really good way I think. Honestly, I might even suggest doubling down a little if you feel comfortable enough.”

“How do I do that?”

“Let me help you pick an outfit – or Taehyungie if you’re feeling brave. If you really wanna gut punch Joonie when he finally gets you somewhere private, you could consider some lingerie.” Hoseok’s coffee scent spikes as he talks, like a wave of rich mocha filling all of Yoongi’s senses. “Fuck, you’d look so hot.”

“Min-ah said the same thing,” Yoongi admits, swallowing as he tries to picture himself in some of the pretty lacy things he’s seen Taehyung wear. It’s not exactly that he has any problem with wearing that sort of thing in theory, but… “What if I look stupid? What if he gets one look at it and laughs at me?”

“Do you think he’d laugh if he saw me in something like that? What about that one that TaeTae wore last year for Jinnie’s birthday?”

Yoongi can still remember the sight clearly – Taehyung wrapped in that extravagant set of lingerie made up of pink lace, sheer fabric, and interwoven strands of little crystal beads. Honestly, he’s still not sure how Taehyung even managed to get into that with all the crisscrossing lace straps, but god was he gorgeous.

And imagining Hoseok in something like that is…

“No, he wouldn’t laugh. Pretty sure he’d jump you in an instant. So would I.”

“Then do you think it’s maybe fair to assume Joonie would love to see you in something like that too?”

“Maybe not something that complicated.”

“I’ll help you pick a set out. Something simple and comfortable that will still drive our alpha absolutely crazy.”

“Alright. I’ll consider it. M’still not sure what to do for the actual date part of the night though.”

Hoseok gives a little hum of consideration, tongue finally snaking out over Yoongi’s scent gland a few times. “I’m having a thought, but… Why can’t I remember where you two had your first date?”

“Probably because we didn’t. He wanted to, but I was so terrified of the whole prospect that I pretty much turned down anything that sounded too much like a date. I tried to do other stuff to be nice, like watch his weird foreign films with him and always bring home his favorite beer when I went out – but anything ‘romantic’ was pretty out of the question for at least a year.”

“Oh, yeah,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “I forgot how rough it used to be for you. Okay, so recreating your first date is out. Have you had any thoughts yet? Maybe I could help you flesh something out?”

“I just want to do something he’s going to like. Maybe I can find a showing for a movie he wants to see? Or maybe rent out some pretty park or garden area. A hike is kind of out of the question if I’m supposed to be looking…”

“Even prettier than you do now?”

Yoongi returns Hoseok’s scenting to try and soothe himself, fighting back against the wave of denials rising up inside of him. “Sure,” he eventually croaks out. “That. Anyways… The other option could be going to one of his favorite restaurants. I could cook for him here, but Jin-hyung is a way better cook than me, and I kind of want this to be private, so that would mean kicking the rest of you out.”

“You don’t have to kick us out. I can make plans with everyone else – get the house all empty for you two just like you did for me when I wanted to do something special with Minnie. Hmm… Actually, that’s not a bad idea.”

“What isn’t?”

“Even if the whole date night isn’t here, you’re still gonna wanna come back here for the end, so I’ll take care of making sure the house is empty for you. I do agree you shouldn’t cook for Joonie here, but that’s mostly because you should try and tease him a little. Make him sit through dinner in public with you all done up just for him. Looking for a garden you could rent out is also a nice thought. What’s more romantic than a nice little sunset or moonlit walk?”

“Is it too much?” Yoongi asks, letting out another groan into Hoseok’s shoulder.

Why does this all have to be so damn difficult?

“Not too much at all. Pretty sure you couldn’t do too much if you tried, baby. Joonie is gonna love it – and I’ll help you make sure it’s special.”

Yoongi mumbles out a thank you and returns to scenting Hoseok, tasting remnants of his strawberry lip gloss mixed in with his mate’s rich coffee scent.

“Oh, you poor thing,” Hoseok coos, letting out a puff of laughter and rubbing a hand up Yoongi’s back. “You wanna be done talking for a while?”

“Yes please.”

“Is that offer to jump you still on the table?”

Yoongi’s cheeks burn even warmer as he nods, scent spiking so strong even he can smell it in the air.

“Perfect. Is there anything specific you want? You can’t look this pretty for me and not let me give you something special in return.”

“You mentioned putting me on my knees. I’m not picky about the rest, but I’d… Can we do that?”

*******

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: I’ve got the most lovely visitor today, darling.

[Jin]: Make sure you’re somewhere private when you open this picture.

[Jin]: Attachment: IMG71088.jpg

[Jin]: We’ll be waiting for you when you get home. Bedroom ;-)

~

Namjoon is just wrapping up his final meeting of the day when he gets Jin’s messages, heart skipping a beat as he eagerly hops into the car and opens the file.

There on his phone screen is a photo of Jungkook, cheeks flushed and dark hair falling messily over his gorgeous doe eyes, which are all welled up with tears. His lips are stretched around Jin’s cock, a mess of spit shining along the bit of his shaft that isn’t stuffed into Jungkook’s mouth. At the bottom of the photo is a caption that reads: ‘He’s already so eager for his alpha. Don’t worry, I’ll keep him just like this for you.

Namjoon has already been a little on edge waiting for this ever since Jin brought the idea up again a few days ago, offering to get Jungkook all desperate and let Namjoon come home and settle him. The image in his head was already tempting enough, but that picture

He speeds home.

The house is empty as he makes his way upstairs, already uncomfortably hard in his pants after his drive. Part of him wants to strip out of his clothes on his way up the stairs, but he holds back and heads straight for the bedroom, giving a gentle knock to the door.

“Come in,” Jin calls, voice perfectly cheerful.

Inside, the sight is even more lovely than Namjoon expected. Jin is sitting in one of the armchairs in the corner of their bedroom, still dressed in slacks and a crisp white shirt with only two of the top buttons undone (just enough to expose his neck for a scenting). He smiles knowingly at Namjoon, then glances down at their omega.

Jungkook is kneeling on the floor between his legs, hands folded neatly on his lap just the way that Jin prefers. The angle isn’t quite right for Namjoon to be able to see his face, but the rest of him is perfectly bare, all that pretty tattooed skin flushed and on display. Both of their scents are strong in the room, and there’s a hint of slick in the air, but it isn’t fresh. If the omega was leaking before, he isn’t now.

A soft little whine rings out in the air, and Namjoon can see Jungkook’s head beginning to turn before Jin corrects him.

“Yes, that’s your alpha, love – but I didn’t say you could move. Let him see how well you’ve been behaving for me.” Jin reaches down to pet lovingly at Jungkook’s hair, then raises his other hand to beckon Namjoon closer. “You’d best come quickly, darling. I have the feeling he’s about to get fussy.”

Namjoon doesn’t need to be told twice.

As he gets closer, it’s impossible to miss the tiny mechanical hum of a vibrator working, which does at least solve the mystery of why Jungkook would have been leaking and then stopped. Jin must have plugged him up once he got him wet. Namjoon comes to a stop just to the side of Jin’s chair, where he can finally get a look at Jungkook’s face. The omega still has his mouth wrapped around Jin’s cock, lips shining wet and his eyes wide as he looks up at Namjoon through his lashes and begins to squirm. One trembling hand leaves his lap and settles on Jin’s knee, eyes refocusing on the beta while another more desperate whine leaves him.

“Not just yet, pretty thing. You look so lovely like this. Don’t you want to let your alpha admire you a little?” Jin asks, still petting Jungkook’s hair.

“You really are gorgeous.” Namjoon reaches out almost automatically before forcing himself to stop, looking to Jin for permission to touch. When it’s granted with an amused little nod, Namjoon keeps moving, cupping Jungkook’s cheek while his thumbs swipes at the wetness gathered at the corner of his mouth. “Look at you, swallowing Jin down so well. Have you been good?”

Jungkook gives a short nod, eyelashes fluttering as he looks up at Namjoon, clearly pleading.

“He’s been very good, staying perfectly still while I worked him open for his alpha and plugged him up. So well behaved even while I fucked his pretty little face.”

“Have you let him cum?”

A wounded little whine leaves Jungkook, his hips beginning to rock in tiny, jerky motions.

Jin lets out a laugh. “Would you like to take a guess?”

God, this is too perfect.

Namjoon knows exactly what he wants, and a quick series of looks exchanged with Jin is enough for them to easily transfer control of the rest of this scene. Not that he intends for Jin to be powerless here. The two of them are perfectly adept at sharing the lead in an environment like this, and Jin is clearly eager to let Namjoon have his fun too.

“Oh, you poor thing,” Namjoon says, getting down on one knee next to Jungkook and running a hand down his spine. “You’ve behaved so well. I bet you can’t wait to let your alpha make you feel good. Is that what you want?”

There’s a bit of mumbling as Jungkook tries to speak around Jin’s cock, almost like he forgot it was there. It’s followed immediately by a nod and the omega trying to arch up into Namjoon’s touch.

“It’s rude to talk with your mouth full, darling.”

“I thought it was cute. He’s so needy he can’t quite think straight.”

“He really is. Would you like us to move?”

“Not just yet,” Namjoon answers, trailing his hand down lower until his fingertips brush the base of the vibrator nestled inside of Jungkook, slowly pressing it deeper. It earns him a muffled cry from the omega, his hips rutting forward and then back into the pressure like he’s not sure if he wants to get away from it or not. “Does that feel nice, baby?”

Jungkook doesn’t quite manage a response, shaking his head but then following it with a nod and a few more jerky motions of his hips.

Namjoon stops pressing on the vibrator, reaching up to tangle his fingers in Jungkook’s hair instead. “Alright, pup. I need you to tell me your color before this goes any further,” he explains, guiding the omega’s head upward.

There’s a second or two where Jungkook looks confused and tries to keep Jin in his mouth, but then the words must register, because he relaxes and lets Namjoon guide him the rest of the way up. Jin’s cock slips from his mouth, still half hard and coated in a shiny layer of spit. Now that they’re separated, Jungkook’s attention shifts fully to Namjoon and he reaches out, opening his mouth to speak even though all he can manage is a raspy breath, followed by a short cough and a whispered, “Alpha.”

“It’s okay,” Namjoon coos, taking the hand Jungkook reaches out and turning it so he can press a kiss to the inside of the omega’s wrist. “Take your time, baby.”

Jungkook coughs once more, eyes darting up to Jin’s face before settling back on Namjoon. He must realize he’s allowed to move now, because he starts to scramble closer, hands seeking out Namjoon’s shoulders as he leans in for a kiss.

Of course Namjoon gives it to him. There’s no way he could deny his omega all desperate and needy for him. The kiss is open mouthed and messy, and Jungkook tries several times to get closer, though Namjoon is easily able to keep himself from being tackled onto the floor.

“Pup,” Namjoon mutters, breaking away and cupping Jungkook’s cheek. “Tell me your color.”

After a second of trying to chase the kiss, Jungkook snaps to attention, looking up at Namjoon with flushed cheeks and his pupils blown wide. “Green – please touch me, alpha.”

“Very polite,” Jin says with a little laugh. “Even when he’s so desperate for a knot he can barely think straight.”

“Want a knot,” Jungkook agrees immediately, voice getting higher as he pleads with Namjoon. “Please, I can be good! Take your knot and make you feel so nice. Alpha, I–”

“Darling,” Jin interrupts, leaning forward to settle a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder. “Why don’t we show your alpha how good you can be? Let’s get you up on the bed so you can present for him and show off how nicely hyung opened you up.”

Jungkook nods eagerly, legs shaking as they help him stand and climb up onto the bed. He lets out a few soft sounds of pleasure as he moves, the vibrator still making a soft hum where it’s nestled inside of him.

“There you go,” Jin praises, sitting down on the bed and guiding Jungkook further toward the center. He cups the omega’s chin and leans in for a quick kiss before gently pressing down on Jungkook’s shoulder. “Come on now. Present for Joon-ah.”

Namjoon isn’t sure exactly what Jin is planning, but he’s more than happy to watch it unfold, dick twitching in his pants as Jungkook does as instructed and presents with a whine. He’s too perfect like this, chest pressed to the bed and his gorgeous ass in the air. Like this, the only thing obscuring Namjoon’s view is the flared purple base of the vibrator hiding Jungkook’s hole.

As much as he loves watching the jerky little motions of his omega’s hips, Namjoon wants it gone.

He steps right up to the edge of the bed and goes to remove it. Jungkook seems to be holding his breath as Namjoon reaches out – only for Jin to catch Namjoon’s wrist with a conspiratorial smile on his face.

Jungkook lets out a wounded sound at the interruption, clearly about to begin begging again, but Jin speaks first.

“You haven’t even undressed yet, Joon-ah. Why don’t you take care of that, and I’ll make sure your omega gives you exactly the show you’re looking for?”

So that’s how this is going to go.

Namjoon takes a step back, despite the pleading look Jungkook gives him from where his face is pressed into the mattress. “Alright.”

“Wait – please, I can–”

“What you can do, darling, is touch yourself.”

“I…” Jungkook lifts himself just a little on his arms, looking at Jin with wide eyes. “I can?”

“Yes, I think so. Ah – not like that, love,” Jin says as Jungkook reaches to close his fist around his weeping cock. “Here, let hyung help you.” With a perfectly steady hand, Jin reaches out and takes the base of the vibrator, pressing a button that makes the mechanical hum finally stop as it’s powered down. “There we are. Let’s get this out of you and show your alpha how wet you are.”

*******

Jungkook is trying so, so hard to be good.

He’s been hard for what must be a couple of hours by this point, because even just trying to discuss what was going to happen here before they started had him aching in his pants. Honestly, he can’t really be blamed for that. Jin-hyung was so descriptive about what he wanted to do, and all of it sounded so good. Of course he was going to be hard.

Now that it’s actually happening, it’s way more intense than he imagined. Jin-hyung wanted to make him desperate, and he really does feel that way.

It was one thing to let himself float in that pleasant in-between place after Jin-hyung came down his throat. He was allowed to simply stay on his knees and enjoy the feeling of his mouth being full, all while the little vibrator lodged inside of him kept him just on the edge of actionable pleasure. The only thing he had to do was wait and enjoy the slow burn of arousal. Sitting still then was easy.

But that changed the second Namjoon-hyung came into the room. Now that his alpha is here, Jungkook knows he can earn his release, that he can get knotted just the way Jin-hyung promised he would this morning. He wants it so bad that his teeth ache and his scent gland is practically throbbing, desperate for a claim. His first knot from Namjoon-hyung felt incredible, and he’s so close to having that same pleasure, to being filled up properly again by his alpha.

All he has to do is be desperate enough.

The second that Jin-hyung begins to pull the vibrator out of him, Jungkook is certain that he must be there already. The feeling of emptiness is all consuming – to the point that he can’t quite help clenching down to try and keep it inside of him, even though it’s not what he’s yearning for. Despite his efforts, the last inch or so easily slips free, followed by slick dripping out of him and down his thighs.

That only makes his thoughts feel more foggy. He’s right here, dripping wet and presenting for his alpha… So why is he empty?

“Need– I– Hyung, alpha, please – I can’t. You have to… It’s…” Jungkook can feel tears falling from his eyes as he sputters, trying to get the words out before eventually just giving up and whining, “Empty…”

The begging earns him a low growl from Namjoon, but it’s Jin who actually reaches out to touch him.

“Shh, it’s okay, love. Don’t worry. I’ll help you.” He gently takes Jungkook’s hand and guides it back to his dripping hole, pressing until both their fingers are dipping inside of him together.

Oh. This must be what Jin-hyung meant by touching himself.

The relief of not being empty anymore drives him forward with purpose, and as Jin’s hand pulls away, Jungkook eagerly presses another two fingers inside of his hole, letting out a moan at the stretch. After so long with just the motionless hum of a vibrator, the feeling of his fingers working in and out of him is almost overwhelming good. He presses deeper, letting out a breathy little cry of relief.

“That’s it,” Jin praises. “You look perfect. Don’t stop now – make yourself feel good for us.”

“You’re gorgeous like this,” Namjoon agrees. “Keep going, baby. Show us how well behaved you are.”

The praise only makes it all feel even better, like cool water over a burn. He keeps his fingers moving, fucking in and out of himself with wet little sounds that he can’t help but be proud of. He’s pleasing his mates. He’s being good.

Jungkook’s eyes are just about to finally slip shut in pleasure when he notices movement in his blurry vision. After blinking away his tears, he can see Namjoon beginning to strip out of his jacket, hungry eyes glued to Jungkook.

His alpha is getting undressed, which has to mean he’s going to get a knot – right?

Even the thought of being properly knotted again is enough to make his fingers feel unsatisfying. He tries to press them deeper, to bring back that feeling of relief he had just moments ago, but it’s no use. His fingers aren’t even close to what he wants.

Empty,” he whines again.

“You’re not empty, darling,” Jin-hyung coos at him. “You’ve got three fingers stuffed in your pretty little hole. Doesn’t that feel good?”

Jungkook can feel his body beginning to tremble as he fights the urge to thrash. He wants to be good, but his fingers aren’t enough. They aren’t filling him up the way he needs – aren’t giving him the mind numbing stretch that he knows Namjoon-hyung’s knot will be able to.

He does his best to shake his head even though his cheek is still pressed to the mattress while he’s presenting.

“No? Is there something else you need, love?”

Another frustrated sound leaves Jungkook’s lips. He can’t take this waiting any longer. He needs to get fucked or he’s going to scream and cry and throw things and–

The mattress dips behind him and his thoughts derail completely.

“Oh, you poor thing,” Namjoon-hyung says, voice low as he climbs up onto the bed behind Jungkook, hands settling on his ass and giving a squeeze. The touch feels electric, and Jungkook eagerly presses back against his alpha’s hands, earning him a low growl. “You just need someone to take care of you, don’t you?”

“Take care of me…” Jungkook echoes, trying to process what Namjoon is saying. The second the words click, his heart leaps in his chest and he presses his hips back even harder into Namjoon’s hands. “Yes! Please, hyung. Need help– I want…”

Jin lets out a little laugh that just makes the desire burn even hotter under Jungkook’s skin. It’s the same reaction he has when Jimin brings him to the edge and teases him until he’s sobbing from how badly he wants to cum. For as overwhelming as it is, he should probably find it distressing – but that’s definitely not the feeling he’s having right now as another wave of slick drips out of him.

“Sweet thing was about ready to throw a tantrum,” Jin says. “It’s so good that his alpha is here to save the day.”

God, does this mean Namjoon-hyung is finally going to fuck him?

Admittedly, the thought kind of makes Jungkook lose control of his mouth, a whole mess of begging falling from his lips in a desperate attempt to finally get what he wants. “You will, right? Hyung said you would and I– I need it so much, alpha. Need you to fuck me – knot me! Please? I’ve been good, I promise! I can–”

“Don’t worry, pup,” Namjoon says, tugging Jungkook’s fingers away from his hole and immediately sliding the hot length of his cock right between Jungkook’s cheeks. “I’m going to give you exactly what you need.”

“Do it. Please, I need you! I–” Jungkook cuts himself off with a whine as he feels the blunt tip of Namjoon’s cock catch on his rim. “Fuck, I– like that, alpha. Inside. Inside now!”

“I’ve got you, baby.”

Finally – fucking finally – Namjoon begins to press into him, so thick that the stretch has Jungkook going nearly cross-eyed with pleasure. He inches inside slowly, hands gripping tight on Jungkook’s hips to hold him in place, even though there’s really no need for that. The second Jungkook can feel Namjoon’s cock splitting him open, the desperate need that had been so close to boiling over just moments ago recedes, a wave of calm rolling through him in its place.

His alpha is here, and Jungkook has done well enough to earn his fucking.

Now he gets to enjoy it.

*******

Namjoon can actually feel the tension draining out of Jungkook, his body going from tense and rigid to nearly liquid the moment Namjoon breaches him. It has pride blooming warm in his chest. He’s barely pressed more than a couple of inches of his cock into Jungkook’s eager body, and yet his omega has completely settled for him. It’s exactly the reaction Namjoon was hoping for when he was fantasizing about this moment with Jin, watching Jungkook go from begging and desperate to beautifully sated and relaxed.

And god does he look beautiful.

It’s not like he wasn’t already lovely when he was dripping slick and trying as hard as he could to rut back into Namjoon’s hands, but now the arch of his back has deepened as he leans into his presenting position. It makes him look downright sinful, like a pinup model with his delicate waist and that gorgeous ass on display – not to mention the way his pretty pink hole stretches around Namjoon as he works his way inside.

“That’s it, baby. Settling so fucking sweet for your alpha. Does it feel good?”

“Good – it’s… Feels good, alpha,” Jungkook whispers, voice breathy and filled with soft little whimpers. “My head is… Can’t think.”

Jin’s eyes have been glued to them this whole time, but now he finally reaches back out to touch Jungkook, fingers tracing over his cheek. “You don’t have to think, darling. It’s just like earlier when you were keeping me warm. All you have to do is relax and let us take care of you.”

“Jin is right, pup. All I want is for you to let me make you feel good.”

“It does. I do feel– Oh–” Jungkook trails off on a gasp as Namjoon bottoms out, hole clenching around him like he’s determined not to let him go. “M’so full. I… Alpha, I like it.”

Fuck, he’s so hot.

As much as Namjoon loves Jungkook like this, he needs to be closer. It’s easy enough to tangle one hand in his hair and grab a shoulder with the other, hauling the omega up until he’s kneeling with his back pressed to Namjoon’s chest. From this close, Namjoon can hear each little shuddering breath as he gives his first few thrusts – every choked off whine and tiny tremor in Jungkook’s body reminding him that he’s the reason his omega feels so good.

It also gives him easy access to Jungkook’s scent gland.

“Wanna nip you, pup,” Namjoon mutters, teeth grazing the side of Jungkook’s neck as he slows his thrusting. “Can I?”

Jungkook’s head tilts to offer Namjoon more access. “Want it – alpha, please. Your teeth, I– Fuck…”

That’s all the permission Namjoon needs to sink his teeth into Jungkook’s neck. The omega slumps in Namjoon’s hold, a fresh wave of slick dripping out around his cock as he continues to thrust.

“Fuck, there you go,” Namjoon growls, releasing his hold on Jungkook’s neck and letting his thrusts pick up speed. “Taking me so fucking easy now. Perfect little omega. Mine.”

It seems like the ability to form words has entirely left Jungkook. The only sounds coming from his mouth now are the breathy little moans he lets out every time their skin slaps together as Namjoon bottoms out. He doesn’t even have the ability to announce his incoming orgasm, let alone ask for permission. Namjoon only knows it’s coming because he can feel the rhythmic clenching of Jungkook’s hole around him, and hear the way his moans pick up speed.

God, he wishes they had a mirror in here so he could see how sweet his omega looks right now, gone on a nip and about to tip over the edge for his alpha…

Something must show on his face, because Jin starts talking immediately.

“You should see your omega right now,” the beta says, sitting comfortably up against the headboard with his cock in hand, giving lazy strokes as he watches them. “His eyes can’t even focus, and his pretty little mouth is hanging open like he wants that filled too. He’s about to cum for you, darling.”

“Is that right, pup?” Namjoon begins to thrust faster, eager to please his mate. “Are you gonna cum for me? Show your alpha how good you feel?”

The only response Jungkook can muster is a slightly higher moan and a couple jerky motions of his head that might charitably be called nodding.

“So goddamn perfect for me. You can let go, baby. Let us see how much you like being touched like this.”

Jungkook’s body trembles in Namjoon’s grip, pulling tight for a few tense seconds before he lets out a cry and begins to cum.

Honestly, Namjoon sort of loses himself after that, not stopping his motions for anything except a change of their position as soon as Jungkook has come down from his first orgasm. He’s gorgeous once Namjoon gets him on his back and slides inside of him once more, cheeks wet with tears and his pupils blown wide as he looks up at Namjoon with unfocused eyes.

The overstimulation doesn’t stop him from cumming a second time – or even a third when Namjoon’s knot finally pops and ties them together. He can’t manage more than a few half-formed words, but he still tries to babble as Namjoon pumps him full.

Namjoon and Jin rain down a torrent of praise on their omega. They tell him how pretty he is, how perfect and lovely and good he’s been for them. Even though Jungkook can’t quite respond with words, it’s clear he still enjoys the compliments. His eyelashes flutter whenever they tell him he’s good, and his body clenches tighter around Namjoon at every mention of how wonderful he feels.

Absolutely perfect.

~~

Namjoon’s knot is just beginning to go down by the time Jungkook finds his voice again.

The three of them are settled comfortably in bed now, Jin at Namjoon’s back and Jungkook wrapped around his front so they can both look at their omega’s adorable face. Jungkook blinks a couple of times, eyes darting from Jin to Namjoon, his mouth opening twice over before he manages a tiny little, “Alpha?”

“Right here, baby,” Namjoon assures him, leaning in to press a kiss to his lips. “You feel okay?”

Jungkook gives a tiny nod, then mumbles, “So good. Like I’m floating.” He follows that with a dreamy sounding sigh and a deep breath, beginning to squirm just a little against Namjoon, almost like he’s trying to regain feeling in his limbs – though it’s more likely he’s just trying to come back down to earth. After a few seconds, he settles again and looks up at Namjoon with a tiny frown. “Wish your knot would never go down, hyung.”

God, could this get any more perfect?

Namjoon’s scent spikes so fast that even he can smell it, his alpha instincts completely soothed by the knowledge that his omega wants him close like this forever.

“Oh, you’re just too sweet, darling,” Jin says with a little giggle. “I don’t know if there’s anything you could have said in this moment to make your alpha’s heart flutter more.”

“Really? Is that why you smell so good right now, Namjoon-hyung?”

“Baby, you just told me you want me to stay inside you forever. How could I not feel good about that?”

Jungkook still looks dazed as he smiles back at them and says, “It’s just the truth.”

What else could Namjoon do besides pulling his omega in for a kiss? Of course he’s always going to love kissing his mates, but there’s something extra wonderful about just how soft and accepting Jungkook is like this. He takes in every bit of Namjoon’s attention, seemingly delighted by all of it. And the scent of slick and Namjoon’s own release flooding back into the air as his knot goes down only makes him feel more possessive. Jungkook is his. There isn’t a single doubt about it in his mind.

Their kiss is finally broken when Jungkook eventually turns his head away with a little whine. “Hyung, I’m making a mess.”

Namjoon can’t quite hold back a little growl as he presses his lips along Jungkook’s cheek. “A perfect mess. You smell like you’re mine.”

“I like that part, but I don’t want to be gross.”

“I can help,” Jin says, sounding amused. “Just give me a moment. I keep wet wipes up here just for such an occasion.”

With the two of them no longer tied together, and Jungkook busy cleaning up, Namjoon can’t help but find the differences between their omegas endearing. Taehyung adores mess. He always seems delighted to be covered in any evidence of their coupling – and seems happiest of all at the end of their ruts when he’s so covered in slick, spit, and cum that there’s hardly an inch of him left bare.

And yet in contrast, Jungkook seems to love the idea of mess when it’s contained inside of him, but not so much when it’s on his skin after the fact. It leaves Namjoon wondering (or maybe fantasizing) about how that might change or show up during their ruts – or even Jungkook’s heat. Will he need regular bathing opportunities, or will the mess become more palatable during those times?

The thought of having to take that extra step of care is tempting. He can imagine carrying Jungkook to a warm bath when he’s all dazed with heat, giving him a knot right there in the tub so he can stay sated long enough to feel clean, and–

“Are you thinking about something nice, hyung?”

Jungkook’s voice pulls Namjoon right out of his thoughts, where he finds himself face to face with not only an inquisitive looking omega, but also Jin standing behind Jungkook, giving him a knowing smile.

“Oh, I was… Nothing important,” Namjoon answers, feeling his cheeks go warm at being caught fantasizing. “How are you feeling, pup? All clean now?”

“Mhmm. You should tell me what you were thinking about.”

Jin lets out a laugh and climbs back into bed, this time spooning up against Jungkook’s back. “Doesn’t look like you’re getting out of this one, darling. I’m quite curious as well.”

Namjoon looks back and forth between the two of them for any sort of out, but they both just stare at him expectantly. With a sigh, he accepts his fate and looks into Jungkook’s pretty brown eyes. “Just… wondering if you’ll feel the same about being messy during our ruts – or how you normally feel about it during your heats. Not that I have a problem with it either way. More curious, I guess.”

“Why did thinking about that make you look so happy?”

“Not just happy. Your scent was quite sweet as well, love.”

“God, you two are relentless,” Namjoon groans. “It wasn’t important. I was just imagining it a little…”

“Imagining what, exactly?” Jungkook asks, a smile beginning to grow on his face.

“I… I don’t want to say anything that might make you feel uncomfortable, Kook-ah. What if you don’t want–”

“You’re not going to make me uncomfortable. I already know I want to spend my heats with all of you – and that I wanna be together for everyone else’s cycles – so it’s not like I haven’t imagined those things too.”

“You have? Do you– I mean is there–”

“No questions until you tell me what you were imagining. Please, hyung?” Jungkook flutters his lashes while his mouth pulls into a tiny pout.

Namjoon is weak to that sort of thing under normal circumstances, but like this? With his omega freshly knotted and still all soft from a nip while he pouts up at him?

He’s utterly helpless.

“I was thinking about bathing you during your heat,” Namjoon admits in a rush, cheeks burning even hotter. “But honestly, imagining taking care of you during your heat in any way would have me feeling the same. I just can’t wait to see what you’re like, and what kind of attention you need. We’re going to take such good care of you, pup.”

Jungkook’s pout turns to a tiny smile even as his eyes well up with tears. “You really– I… I want that so much. And I want to help the rest of you too, like looking after you in your rut, and being there for TaeTae’s next heat, and… just… All of it. I want to do it all together, hyung.”

In a flash, Namjoon is tugging Jungkook right up against his chest, mouth pressed to the omega’s scent gland as he answers, “We will, baby. Every bit of it – I promise.”

“He’s right,” Jin agrees, hugging Jungkook just as tightly. “We’ll share all of it together.”

“I just love you guys so much,” Jungkook whispers, sniffling while he noses at Namjoon’s scent gland.

“We love you too, pup. More than you can imagine.”

Notes:

Poor Joon, not allowed to have even one secret thought lol!

I want to give a quick heads up that things are going to get a little more smut heavy for a while, just because we're hitting that point in a lot of relationships. I've tried to do a mix of shorter and longer scenes so that we don't take up all our chapters with smut, but some scenes still get a bit more room to breathe.

Next week we've got a little smut to start out the chapter, then we're moving on to seeing how Joon is handling being avoided, and pitching the vacation plans to the entire pack. See you there :D

Chapter 135: Push And Pull

Notes:

A little smut incoming at the start of the chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The second Jimin arrives at the house for their next date night, he knows where he’s headed.

All seven of them aren’t here yet. Jin is finishing up a meeting, and Taehyung is just heading home from a last minute shopping trip (and happily picking Jungkook up from class along the way). Jimin hasn’t mentioned his plans for early arrival to anyone, which means that the foyer is empty when he steps inside. It’s hard to say where exactly Namjoon and Hoseok are, but that’s not who Jimin is trying to find.

He knows exactly where his target is.

Completely silent, he slips out of the foyer and down the hall, then lets himself into Yoongi’s room without knocking. The alpha is sitting at his desk, but he turns around as soon as the little bit of bright light from the hallway pours into the otherwise dim room.

“Hey, I didn’t know you were coming early,” Yoongi says, standing up from his desk and making his way over.

Jimin shuts the bedroom door behind him and meets Yoongi in the middle of the room for a hug. “Yeah, I was kind of hoping to catch you alone for a minute before everyone else gets here.”

The two of them share a brief kiss, then Yoongi pulls back with a curious look on his face, hands settled on Jimin’s hips. “Everything okay? Do you need help with something, or–”

“Nothing like that. I wanna know how it went.”

“How what wen– Oh… You mean the…” Yoongi’s cheeks flush pink and his gaze drifts somewhere over Jimin’s shoulder as he lets out a sigh.

“The makeup, yeah. You said it was a test run, so how did the test run go?”

“Good. Perfect. Totally fine.”

“Jin-hyung or Hoseok-hyung?”

Jimin can actually see Yoongi considering a lie, his mouth opening almost right away before he stops himself and takes a breath, tense shoulders dropping an inch or so on the exhale. “Sorry. I’m trying not to be so fucking high strung about this, but it feels really goddamn embarrassing.”

“That’s okay. Here, let me help?”

Yoongi raises a brow. “How exactly do you think you’re going to help? You can’t make it less embarrassing.”

Completely undeterred, Jimin takes Yoongi’s hand and tugs him toward the couch. One gentle shove is all it takes to sit Yoongi down on the couch, and then Jimin climbs right into his lap with a little laugh. “See, this isn’t so bad.”

“Having you in my lap is never going to be bad. I just don’t know how that’s supposed to make talking any easier.”

“About that…” Jimin leans in to nose at Yoongi’s scent gland, pressing one kiss to the skin before whispering, “Let me nip you?”

There’s a spike of sweet cinnamon in the air, and Yoongi swallows audibly. “You want to… All that’s going to do in this scenario is make me want to touch you.”

“Yeah, probably – but it’s not like you can’t talk when you’re horny, and you know the nip is going to make it easier. If you don’t want me to, that’s okay. If it’s a bad time or just not the sort of thing you want an omega to do to you–”

“That’s really not the issue. I love the idea of you nipping me, Min-ah. I just… Hell, do we even have time for this? I know you’re early, but I don’t know how early.”

“We’ve got like an hour before everyone is due to get back. Plenty of time for you to come down from a nip – and I can make it a gentle one too,” Jimin offers, brushing his teeth over Yoongi’s scent gland and enjoying the tiny little gasp it earns him.

“Fuck, you’re so–”

A sudden increase in the brightness of the room has them both sitting up straighter and turning their heads toward the door. Hoseok stands there, bathed in the bright light of the hallway with a cheerful smile on his face that only grows wider as he catches sight of the two of them.

“Oh, am I interrupting something?”

Jimin stays right where he is, giving Hoseok a smile in return as he shakes his head. “You can come in.”

“Hey, who’s room is this again?” Yoongi grumbles, cheeks gone from pink to a deep red now.

“Aww, does that mean you don’t want to see me, Yoongles?”

“What are you even here for?”

“I was just going to see what you were up to before our company got here,” Hoseok answers, heading for the couch where he happily plops down next to Yoongi. “I didn’t realize Minnie was here already.”

“I came early to try and catch Yoongi-hyung alone – but I’m pretty sure he won’t mind you being here for this too.”

Yoongi does a double take, mouth dropping open as he looks up at Jimin. “You still want to…”

“Depends. Are you willing to talk if Hoseok-hyung is here? I can still give you the nip either way, but if you want to wait–”

“Might as well just do it. He already knows everything anyways, and I don’t know how much longer I can survive the two of you looking at me like this if you don’t do something.”

“Oh I definitely wanna see you nip him,” Hoseok says, expression shifting to something a little more coy. “And hear whatever we’re talking about.”

This isn’t exactly what Jimin was envisioning, but honestly… It might even be better, especially if Hoseok already knows what’s going on. He doesn’t waste any more time, leaning back into Yoongi’s neck and starting with a couple of quick scenting licks before he opens his mouth wide and bites down. Yoongi’s breath leaves him in a rush, scent tipping immediately sweet as his hips rock upward and a shiver runs through his body.

Jimin doesn’t linger too long. It’s not like he’s trying to make Yoongi’s brain go completely fuzzy (although that sounds appealing too). He just wants to make this conversation easier for the alpha. “Not too much?” he asks, leaning back to meet Yoongi’s eyes.

“Looked perfect to me,” Hoseok says, scooting in closer and wrapping an arm around the small of Yoongi’s back. “How do you feel, honey?”

Yoongi blinks a couple of times, looking at Hoseok and then back to Jimin, the tiny motions of his head already gone syrupy. “Better. It wasn’t too much. You umm… We’re supposed to talk, right?”

“That’s right. Are you gonna tell me how your test run went? I’m guessing it was with Hoseok-hyung?”

“It went… Better than I expected?”

“Are we talking about the other day when you called me in to come and see how pretty you were?” Hoseok asks, tone a little lower now. “Did you already tell Minnie what I did to you?”

It’s adorable how Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut in response to that, clearly embarrassed even as his hips buck under Jimin’s weight and his scent tips sweeter still. “No, I– We haven’t…”

“Haven’t gotten there yet?” Hoseok asks.

“Not yet. I literally just got here a couple of minutes ago. I’d love to hear about it though.”

Yoongi’s hands twitch where they’re settled on Jimin’s hips, like he’s trying to keep himself from touching.

That won’t do.

“Hyung, look at me,” Jimin instructs. After a second, Yoongi opens his eyes, pupils already blown wide with want as his gaze drops to Jimin’s lips, then back up to his eyes. “God, you’re so cute. It’s not even fair. Hey wait – don’t look away.”

“Embarrassing.”

“Alright, no more direct compliments for a minute. I need two things from you before we keep going right now, okay?”

Yoongi nods.

“First, are you okay with Hoseok-hyung talking about what happened?”

“Better than me having to do it…”

“Okay. Second, I can feel you trying to hold still. You don’t have to. If you want to touch, you can.”

“Does that invitation extend to me as well?” Hoseok asks. “Or would you prefer a vocal observer?”

Oh. That’s definitely an appealing thought.

“We can take this in a more active direction. I was just gonna sit in his lap and be a tease while he talked to me, but I’m definitely open to a change of plans. Full disclosure though. I’m umm… I’m not…” Jimin falters, feeling his own cheeks go hot. Determined not to back down, his next words leave him in a rush. “Not wearing a plug, so I might leak if it gets heated.”

Yoongi’s scent spikes immediately, a little growl leaving him as his grip on Jimin’s hips tightens. “Fuck, Min-ah – you say that like it’s not the hottest goddamn thing ever.”

“Agreed. Like one thousand percent,” Hoseok says, reaching up to set a hand on Jimin’s shoulder. “And it definitely gives me some ideas.”

*******

This wasn’t at all what Hoseok expected to be walking into, but he’s never going to complain about getting to join in on some fun.

Especially not when it’s this lovely.

A quick relocation to the bed gives him and Jimin plenty of room to work Yoongi over together, stripping him bare and lavishing him with attention. There’s a tiny bit of a hiccup when Jimin first begins to leak, but Yoongi’s eager response and Hoseok’s immediate praise get him settled in no time.

It’s wonderful seeing Jimin confident like this, effortlessly in control of Yoongi in a way that allows Hoseok to take a bit more of a backseat and enjoy the show. Not that he doesn’t participate as well. They both tease, pressing teeth into Yoongi’s bare chest, slowly working their way down until they’re lapping at his cock together in lazy motions.

Yoongi takes it all so well, just relaxed enough from his nip to not be put off by their compliments and gentle touches – and he makes the sweetest sounds for them. Muttered curses and tiny moans interspersed with the sort of breathy whining that always makes Hoseok want to sink his teeth into him.

And of course they talk about the other day.

“Really?” Jimin asks, his hand moving in lazy strokes over Yoongi’s weeping cock. “You fit your whole hand inside of him?”

They’ve got Yoongi on his side between them, Jimin in front of him playing with his cock, while Hoseok lays behind him with three fingers pressed into his hole. They’ve had the poor thing on the edge for a few minutes now, and it’s starting to show. The flush on Yoongi’s cheeks has spread down his chest, lips parted on a permanent series of whimpers and his eyes just barely open.

Gorgeous.

“The whole thing,” Hoseok confirms, spreading his fingers just enough for Yoongi to whine as he feels the stretch. “It took us a while but we got there, didn’t we, baby?”

“Seok-ah… I– Please…” Yoongi breathes, hips trying briefly to grind back against Hoseok’s fingers before he thrusts forward into Jimin’s grip again.

“You should have seen how pretty he looked with mascara running down his face and my whole fist inside of him. It’s not quite as big as Joonie’s knot, but he begged for it just like he begs his alpha. Always so eager to be filled up, aren’t you?”

Yoongi nods in quick jerky motions, clearly teetering just between overstimulation and orgasm.

“Hard to imagine him looking prettier than he does right now.” Jimin’s eyes are on Yoongi when he says it, but the indirect compliments don’t seem to overwhelm him in quite the same way as the usual ones – or maybe he’s just too physically overwhelmed to process them. “But I bet he did look gorgeous for you.”

“Even let me put him on his knees after and fuck his pretty face.”

Let you? I bet he couldn’t wait,” Jimin teases, rubbing his thumb over the tip of Yoongi’s cock in slow circles. “He loves that as much as I do.”

“Love… Love it,” Yoongi echoes, breathing getting more frantic.

Jimin lets out a little giggle. “We know you do, baby. You love this too, don’t you? Gonna show us how much?”

“It’s… You smell so good. Slick– I could–”

The scent of slick in the air really is strong, all sweet, creamy vanilla that has Hoseok feeling like Jimin needs attention too. It’s no wonder Yoongi is thinking about filling up their omega properly – but that doesn’t seem to be what Jimin has in mind.

“No, you’re gonna cum just like this for us. Doesn’t it feel good?”

“Can’t– I–”

“You can, baby,” Jimin says. “I know you can. You wanna knot something? Is that it? Here, let me help.”

“Want you, Min– Fuck–” Yoongi cuts himself off with a yelp as Jimin swallows him down in an instant, both hands circling around the base of his cock where his knot is trying to form. “Oh god, I… M’gonna…”

“That’s right,” Hoseok says, fingers rubbing insistent little circles over Yoongi’s prostate while his hole clenches tight around them. “You can let go for us. Give your omega a knot, baby. Let him taste.”

Yoongi’s body tries to thrash against their onslaught, but Jimin and Hoseok keep him help in place, taking every single bit of pleasure until he tips over the edge a few seconds later with a broken cry. They both ease up, but they don’t stop. Somehow without speaking they both landed on dragging this out until Yoongi is drained completely.

Jimin can’t quite swallow everything – not with Yoongi popping a little half knot between his hands – but the rest of the mess of cum dripping down his chin by the end is definitely a sight. It helps that he looks utterly pleased by it as well, milking the last of Yoongi’s knot before scooting up with a smile.

Hoseok takes that as his cue to finally slip his fingers free of Yoongi’s hole, earning a tiny little whine as his mate’s body relaxes, utterly spent. It’s the perfect opportunity to grab a towel for a little bit of cleanup while Jimin handles the immediate cuddles. One quick trip to the bathroom later, Hoseok slides back into bed behind Yoongi, who is busy exchanging messy kisses with Jimin while the omega smiles and tells him what a good job he did for them.

“He’s right,” Hoseok agrees, passing the towel to Jimin and then wrapping his arm around Yoongi’s middle, pressing a kiss to his scent gland. “You were perfect. Feel okay?”

“M’good – really good,” Yoongi mumbles. “Better now that you’re back.”

“Back and not going anywhere,” Hoseok assures him. “We’ve got you.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as they all cuddle in closer, Jimin and Hoseok each pressing little kisses into Yoongi’s cheeks, hair, and neck. It seems like Yoongi might be content to just float there for a while, but then his head lifts slightly off the pillow and he mutters, “Wait, neither of you– We don’t have to stop just because I’m done. I could–”

“I’m good, honestly,” Hoseok says. It’s not a lie. Having an orgasm himself isn’t usually at the top of his list of priorities, and he’s way too happy cuddled up like they are now to want to bother with that. His erection is already beginning to go down, and he’s perfectly content to just bask in the scent of sweet vanilla and spicy cinnamon. “Much happier just cuddling right now. I think this was more about wanting you to feel good – or at least it was for me.”

“Same,” Jimin agrees with a smile. “I should probably still go clean up properly though. I didn’t leak too much, but I don’t want to go out there smelling like slick.”

Yoongi’s scent dips immediately, and he reaches out an arm to squeeze Jimin closer. “Wait,” he whispers, voice still breathy. “Do you have to right away? If it’s bothering you, then–”

“Oh, I’m sorry,” Jimin coos, leaning in to press a kiss to the tip of Yoongi’s nose. “It doesn’t have to be right away. Nobody is running away from you right now.”

“Just really like your scent.”

“It truly would be a shame to lose it so soon,” Hoseok agrees. “As long as you’re comfortable, Minnie.”

“I am. It’s okay. Wanna stay as long as Yoongi-hyung needs. I’ve got a whole change of clothes in my bag, so the rest of the mess is no big deal either. If my heat was coming up, I might even be tempted to hold onto the dirty ones for nesting. They’re gonna have your scent on them so good, hyung.”

Jimin leans in for another kiss, which turns into a whole mess of kisses being exchanged between the three of them as they make sure to give Yoongi all the after-nip cuddles he could possibly want.

“I like that you aren’t wearing that stupid plug anymore,” Yoongi mumbles several minutes later, still sounding a little dazed.

Jimin giggles. “Stupid, huh?”

“Hate not being able to smell you. Your slick is perfect.”

It’s a sentiment Hoseok shares completely. The thought of not being able to smell when his omega is wet for him definitely grates against the alpha part of him – even if he is usually pretty good at ignoring that piece of himself. But maybe he doesn’t want to push that part of him away so much anymore? Shoving down his alpha instincts was something he did for the sake of his work when he first presented, but now… Maybe that could be another thing that’s his? It’s not like he dislikes that part of himself, just that he’s used to letting it pass by without a thought.

Something to think about later.

“Perfect? I… That’s…” Jimin trails off with a little smile and nuzzles in closer to Yoongi, pressing a kiss to his shoulder. “Thank you, hyung.”

*******

Namjoon is ready for another date night.

When Taehyung and Jungkook return home, he’s already waiting in the foyer for them (mostly because Taehyung sent a text saying they were almost there). Namjoon hasn’t even finished greeting them when the front door opens again and Jin walks into the foyer as well. That prompts a whole additional round of greetings, eager hugs and kisses followed by quick check-ins about the day so far.

He’s excited to have the seven of them together tonight. Hoseok and Yoongi are already home, so that just leaves…

“Is Jimin-ah coming later?” Namjoon asks.

Jungkook exchanges a look with Taehyung and then pulls his phone out of his pocket. “I’m pretty sure he said he was on his way earlier. Have you not seen him yet?”

Jin takes a deep breath through his nose. “His scent isn’t lingering out here.”

“I think it was too long ago for that,” Jungkook says, holding up his phone for the rest of them to see. The screen shows a message from Jimin saying he just got to the house. “He sent this message like an hour ago.”

“He’s probably just talking to Hobi-hyung or something,” Taehyung says, pulling out his own phone. “I’ll let him know we’re all here.”

Barely a minute later, Jimin makes his way out to join them in the foyer – accompanied by both Hoseok and Yoongi. At first, Namjoon thinks nothing of it, but the closer the three of them get, the more he can’t help but notice the scent of arousal lingering on them. Not just arousal either. No, it’s definitely more than that. Yoongi’s scent is distinct enough that Namjoon is sure the alpha has had an orgasm, and there’s a faint set of teeth marks on one side of his neck – which explains why he seems a little softer than usual. He’s had a nip.

There’s something else too. It’s subtle, but every bit as mouthwatering as the last time Namjoon got to smell it.

Whatever the three of them were up to, it was enough to get Jimin leaking.

Jungkook doesn’t hesitate to bring it up either. “Hyung, you smell so good,” he whines, tugging Jimin in for a hug and eagerly beginning to scent him. Whatever else he mutters is too quiet for Namjoon to hear, but Jimin’s body goes tense right away.

“Oh god, can you… I tried to clean up, but if it’s–”

“Goddamn perfect is what it is,” Taehyung says, latching onto the hug the two of them are sharing. “My only complaint is that you bothered to clean up at all.”

“You just love mess,” Jimin mumbles, tension starting to ease in the embrace of the other omegas.

“That’s true, but I also love you and your scent so much it’s not even funny.”

Namjoon’s attention is momentarily captured by Yoongi inching closer to him. They’ve seen each other plenty today, but it still warms Namjoon’s heart to have him angling for attention from his alpha after getting a nip. It’s easy enough to reach out and tug him in for a proper hug, one where Namjoon can get even closer to the collection of wonderful smells on his mate’s skin. “Hello, pup,” he whispers, nosing at Yoongi’s scent gland. “Looks like Hoseok gave you a nip. Still feeling it?”

“Just a bit,” Yoongi mumbles in response, licking over Namjoon’s scent gland with a soft hum before adding, “Not Seok-ah though. Was Min-ah.”

The image of Jimin sinking his teeth into Yoongi’s neck hits him like a ton of bricks, leaving him just barely able to fight back the growl threatening to rise up out of him. His scent still spikes a little. There’s no way he can contain all of it – which is fine because it has Yoongi leaning even further into their embrace.

“Did they take good care of you?” Namjoon already knows the answer, but he can’t help wanting to hear Yoongi say it.

“Yeah, I… Really good.”

Taehyung’s excited voice cuts through the rest of the quiet chatter, drawing both Yoongi and Namjoon’s attention back to the rest of the group. “Wait, you gave Yoongi-hyung a nip? That’s… Damn, why is that so hot? You should do it again – like right here where we can all see it, and–”

“No thanks,” Yoongi says. “I’m still getting my head on straight from the last one.”

“It is admittedly quite an alluring thought,” Jin says, letting out a laugh as he presses a kiss to Jimin’s cheek and then catches Namjoon’s eye with a smile. “I believe there’s someone still waiting to say hello to you, Jimin-ah.”

Jimin’s cheeks are already flushed pink when he turns around to face Namjoon, but they go even redder as he raises his hand in a wave and then starts walking closer. He looks… nervous? It’s hard to say exactly, and Namjoon doesn’t get too long to look before Jimin is there in front of him and leaning in for a hug.

The scent of slick is stronger like this, and it has Namjoon tugging the omega in close where it’s easier to nose at his scent gland. “You really do smell incredible, Minnie,” he whispers, voice low so the others don’t hear(which isn’t difficult when they’re all busy chatting anyway).

Jimin’s scent tips sweeter at the compliment, though the tension doesn’t leave his body. “Thank you, hyung. I’m a little embarrassed, but– Oh…” He trails off on a gasp as Namjoon begins to scent him, trembling just slightly as his hands clench in Namjoon’s shirt.

God, this almost isn’t fair. Jimin smells wonderful, and he’s so responsive to Namjoon’s scenting that it’s hard not to think about getting him alone again. They still need to talk, but that’s not what Namjoon is imagining now. Instead, his mind is drifting back to the night the four of them spent together, the way that Jimin had whined and rocked in his lap, gone all dazed with pleasure just before he started leaking.

His own scent gets stronger before he can contain it, and Jimin tenses even more in his arms.

That is… not really the reaction he would expect from an omega catching their alpha’s scent spiking in desire. Maybe there’s something else happening here, or–

“Oh, I just remembered…” Jimin says, voice high as he lets out a nervous sounding laugh and begins to pull away from Namjoon. “I picked something up for TaeTae and Kookie on my way here today.”

Namjoon doesn’t want to let Jimin go, but it’s not like he can just refuse, so he lets him slip from his arms without a fight. At least this offers another explanation for the sudden increase in tension. Jimin is always so concerned with looking after the other omegas. Of course he’d want to make sure they get whatever gift he picked them up right away.

And it’s not like Namjoon doesn’t enjoy seeing his pack take care of one another too. He’d be able to chalk the whole last minute or so up to bad timing if things just moved on as normal from here.

But that isn’t what happens.

Jimin is still tense as he scurries over to his backpack and starts pulling out a bunch of brightly colored cans from inside. “I had to grab a couple other things at the store, and I saw they had new limited edition milk tea flavors, so I got a few of each. There’s enough for the rest of you too! Sorry, I should have put them in the fridge right away.”

While Taehyung and Jungkook are busy excitedly looking through the new flavors, Hoseok makes his way to Jimin’s side and settles an arm around the omega’s waist. He leans in and whispers something too quiet for Namjoon to hear, but the effect is immediate. Between the arm around his waist and whatever words Hoseok says to him, Jimin relaxes, the line of tension leaving his body in seconds. Even more than that, he stays visibly relaxed as the seven of them move on toward the kitchen and begin to spread out into the living room as well.

Namjoon isn’t jealous.

He’s not.

He’s just… conflicted.

Of course he loves seeing his mates looking after one another, and it makes him really happy to know that Jimin and Hoseok have found comfort in one another. He also completely adores how the omegas dote on one another. They clicked right from the start and each passing day only seems to bring them closer together.

It’s exactly what any pack alpha would want to see – and he does love to see it.

He just also wishes that he could be a source of comfort and stability for Jimin. Even with all the progress they’ve made together, it’s hard not to look at the ease he feels with Hoseok – or even Yoongi – and not wish that they could share something similar. Is he still doing something wrong? It feels like they’ve made so many strides toward understanding one another and getting comfortable, and yet at this moment, the gap between where they are and where he wants to be is glaringly obvious…

Maybe he should–

“Hyung, are you listening?” Taehyung asks, pulling Namjoon out of his thoughts.

Namjoon has no idea how long he’s spent staring off into space, trying to puzzle out whatever this thing between him and Jimin is – or isn’t but it’s clearly been long enough that he and Taehyung are the only two left in the living room.

“Sorry,” he says, focusing his attention on Taehyung’s curious face. “I was just thinking. Where did everyone go?”

“Hobi-hyung took Jungkookie and Yoongi out to the garden, and Jiminie went to the kitchen to help Jin-hyung with dinner. Did you really miss all of that? What are you thinking about?”

Namjoon looks around, double checking that the two of them really are alone here on the couch. They are, but he still hesitates, chewing at his lip for a moment before answering, “I’m not sure now is the best time. It’s nothing serious, and I’m sorry I missed whatever you were trying to talk to me about. Give me another chance?”

Taehyung considers for a moment, eyes narrowing before he gives a little shrug. “Alright, but I’m gonna bug you about this later.”

“Understood.”

“I was trying to ask you if you felt up to a group discussion after dinner. Mostly, I’m just trying to make sure I don’t spring it on you out of nowhere, since sometimes when things have been stressful for a while, you really don’t like surprises.”

“That’s very thoughtful of you, pup,” Namjoon says, tugging Taehyung sideways into his lap and pressing a kiss to the omega’s cheek. “Can I ask what we’re talking about?”

“A potential vacation. All seven of us relaxing together somewhere for a week or so. Me and Hobi-hyung put together a few suggestions, but obviously there’s still lots of room for change and input. Really, at this point the only one who’s gonna be surprised at all is Jinnie-hyung, but you know how he is.”

“He does love surprises,” Namjoon says with a laugh. “All seven of us together? Did you talk to Jimin-ah and Kook-ah? They’ve got school, and–”

“They have time off of school coming up, and I had them take that same time off work either way. So if a big vacation falls through, we can still do something special together.”

Namjoon definitely can’t deny that it’s an appealing thought. All seven of them somewhere they can relax and enjoy each other’s company, in close quarters together for a–

Wait, did Taehyung say a week?

They could do so much in a week! It could be like a little mini trial run for what it might be like to share the same space when Jimin and Jungkook finally move in. There will be plenty of time for the seven of them to spend together, while still leaving room to split into smaller groups like they usually do. They can go somewhere with plenty of room for them to spread out, and he can get some proper quality time in with each of his mates. Everyone could use a chance to relax after how crazy the last month has been – and even more so when he considers that they never took a proper vacation last year at all.

“We are overdue for one,” Namjoon eventually says.

Taehyung goes from patiently waiting to grinning the second the words are out of Namjoon’s mouth. “That means you like the idea, right? You wanna take a trip together? I promise we’ll make it super fun, and–”

“You don’t have to convince me, pup. I love the idea of the seven of us spending that kind of time together, and as long as I’ve got a bit of notice, I can make sure to bring as little work as possible with me.”

“We’ve still got like two and a half weeks before Jiminie and Jungkookie have their break from school. Is that enough time?”

Namjoon considers his current workload, and eventually gives a nod. It might make for a few long days between now and their vacation, but that will be more than worthwhile if it means they get to truly relax together. “Yeah, I can definitely make that work.”

Already squirming with delight, Taehyung leans in for a kiss, lips pulled into a smile against Namjoon’s and his scent all lovely and sweet like fresh pancakes. “You’re the best, hyung. Thank you for being willing to do this with us.”

“You say that like I don’t love the idea of spending quality time with our pack.”

“Yeah, but I know this was a bit short notice. If there’s anything I can do to help you get caught up before we go, I totally will! I want us to have the best vacation ever, and that means you getting to relax as much as possible too.”

“Thank you for offering,” Namjoon says with a little puff of laughter. “If I need your help, I’ll be sure to ask for it, pup. Is there anything you need from me to help with all of this?”

Taehyung pauses for a moment, clearly considering his options before asking, “You’ll still act surprised when I bring it up after dinner, right?”

That has Namjoon letting out another laugh. “Yeah, baby. I can definitely do that.”

*******

Jungkook is so excited.

They’re just at the end of their meal when Taehyung pitches the idea of a vacation for the seven of them, and the response is completely positive. He’s tried not to get his hopes up too much just in case this didn’t work out, but watching the hyungs all eagerly agree that a break would be nice leaves him feeling so happy it’s almost hard to contain.

Apparently Hobi-hyung and Taehyung have been doing some work on looking into possible locations for their trip, and Jungkook has been to a couple of them with his family. It gives him a chance to let out a little bit of excitement by talking about his past experiences in Paris and Beijing, while Jin-hyung vetoes the suggestion of Italy, since he was just there with his parents earlier in the year. The option of staying in a gorgeous resort in America gets voted out by Yoongi-hyung, who doesn’t like the idea of taking that long of a flight.

They’re all gathered on one side of the table now that their meal is over, crowding around the laptop that Taehyung and Hoseok are using to present their options. Thankfully, neither of them seem discouraged by the few locations that have been turned down so far.

“Discerning customers. I like that,” Taehyung says with a grin. “Good thing me and Hobi-hyung saved the best option for last.”

“And if this one doesn’t sound good either, we can browse around together. Taehyungie and I just wanted to have some possibilities outlined.”

“What is it?” Jungkook asks, leaning in even closer to the computer screen.

Taehyung lets out a laugh. “Eager, baby? That’s so cute. Okay, here we go.” He opens up a new website, silent as it first loads in.

The first picture at the very front of their page looks like some sort of gorgeous modern cabin. It’s massive, and surrounded by tall trees and cliffs like it’s been built in the middle of a mountainside forest.

“Alright, the last one is this resort in Japan. So here we would have a completely private ‘cabin’ all to ourselves. Five bedrooms, so more than enough room for us to spread out and dedicate some space for nesting. Everything outside makes it feel almost remote, but the entertainment district of the city is only about a fifteen minute drive away. Good shopping is a little further out, but there are so many options once we get there. As far as I’m concerned, that’s just more incentive to rent a car and make a day out of it – or maybe multiple days for me at least.”

“And that’s not even the best part,” Hobi-hyung says. “Scroll down, Taehyungie. Show them the amenities.”

The house itself looks super nice. Very open with lots of massive windows looking out into gardens and what appears to be a spacious outdoor patio area. The list of amenities is what Jungkook would expect from someplace as upscale as this. Plenty of room service options, concierge assistants on call, and a whole slew of exclusive packages with entertainment and food included. He doesn’t see anything too out of place until they get to the bottom of the page.

The final set of images has several of them gasping.

Jimin is the first one to speak, and the excitement in his voice is clear to Jungkook even though it sounds like he’s trying to keep a level head. “Is that… a hot spring?”

“It sure is, honey,” Hoseok says, turning to look at Jimin with a grin. “Our very own private onsen. I knew that was gonna be a win with you.”

“And with me,” Jin-hyung agrees. “God, I can already imagine myself having a nice long soak before bed. Champagne, some mood lighting, maybe a bit of music…”

“That sounds perfect,” Jungkook says, reaching out to take Jimin’s hand in his own. “Don’t you think, hyung?”

“It does sound really nice. But does anyone have any concerns? I would have been sold on a private onsen no matter what, so I’m not gonna be the most discerning here, and I wanna make sure everyone else is happy too.”

“You said we’d be close to an entertainment district, right?” Namjoon-hyung asks. “I’m assuming that will meet Jin’s culinary requirements?”

Taehyung nods. “Wait until you see the list of restaurants! There’s also theaters, museums, and plenty of other stuff to do too – plus even more once you travel deeper into the city.”

“How about local wildlife, trails, that sort of thing?” Yoongi asks. “You know Joon-ah is gonna wanna go hiking and experience nature while we’re there.”

“Plenty of hiking spots,” Hoseok says, tugging the laptop closer so he can pull up a map of the area. “Everything to the west here is local parks, trails, and wildlife reserves. There should be tons to see, and it looks like there’s a pretty good mix of challenging and easy routes around in case you want something a little slower to take one of us with you on.”

“We could do the hard ones together, hyung,” Jungkook says, already overjoyed at the prospect of getting to explore somewhere new. “Looks like there’s tons of elevation changes in the area, so I bet there are some really challenging climbs. We could take our cameras and catalog some wildlife too!”

Namjoon smiles back at Jungkook. “I’d like that a lot, and I bet the rest of our mates would welcome the opportunity not to get dragged into hiking with me.”

Our mates.

Jungkook loves the fact that this is just something they’re not talking around anymore – and it seems like he’s not the only one who appreciates that Namjoon-hyung said that out loud. There’s a little spike of sweet maple in the air, followed by fresh mint and a hint of cinnamon.

“Alright,” Namjoon says, voice higher now as his cheeks go a little pink. “So how do the rest of you feel about a vacation in Japan?”

The chorus of agreements and whoops of excitement that follow are definitely answer enough.

~~

Taehyung and Hoseok run off after dinner to get everything booked while the rest of them take care of cleanup.

Jungkook is so full of energy, and Jin-hyung is nice enough to let him chatter basically non-stop through them doing the dishes together. Of course Jungkook asks the beta questions too, and tries not to monopolize the whole conversation – but there’s just so much he wants to try and plan for.

Once they’re all back in the living room, Jungkook pulls out his phone and starts looking at all the restaurants around where they’ll be staying. Jin-hyung follows suit as soon as he gets a peek at what Jungkook is up to, and within minutes they’re deep in conversation about all the potential options, sharing peeks at their phones and comparing locations.

Honestly, Jungkook gets kind of lost in it – at least until he notices Jimin, Yoongi-hyung, and Namjoon-hyung making their way out of the living room. He’s just about to ask where they’re going when Jin-hyung raises a finger to his own lips and gives Jungkook a little wink.

“What was that about, hyung?” Jungkook asks once he and Jin are alone in the living room.

“Joon-ah has been trying to catch Jimin-ah alone for a little while now. I think he’s a little concerned that Jimin might be avoiding him, and I believe Yoongi-yah will have his own task to attend to shortly, so it may be a good chance for them to talk.”

“Avoiding him? I’m not sure about that, hyung. Why does Namjoon-hyung wanna get Jiminie alone in the first place?”

“There’s just a discussion he’s looking to have with him,” Jin answers. “About the night the four of us spent together here, and about how he might be able to make Jimin-ah more comfortable in the future.”

God, Jungkook’s memories of that night are so fuzzy with pleasure that he has trouble trying to place everything that happened. From how he remembers, it all went really well. Jimin asked for a nip and was in Namjoon-hyung’s lap making all those pretty sounds while the two of them made out. They had a little hiccup when Jimin first got wet, but it’s not like that wasn’t expected. And then after that…

His head fills with images of watching Jimin swallow down Namjoon’s cock, or how the alpha had looked down at Jungkook with complete adoration and hunger as he knotted him.

But all of that was great.

“I guess I’m a little lost here,” Jungkook says, setting his phone aside to focus completely on Jin-hyung. “All of my memories of that night are basically perfect. I know we had to settle Jiminie a bit when he first started leaking, but I thought that actually went really well. Am I missing something?”

“I believe we’re in agreement there, darling. I don’t think the night could have gone much better than it did. You were positively radiant, and Jimin-ah did so well letting us help him through his worries.”

“So then what is it?”

“Joon-ah is mostly trying to figure out how he can better help Jimin settle the next time he begins leaking in front of him. I told him that outside of slightly more immediate praise, there wasn’t much that he could have improved – and that the outcome would have been the same either way.”

“The outcome being? Like how the rest of the night went?”

“Not exactly, though I also don’t believe that would have changed either. It was more that he couldn’t quite get Jimin-ah settled again after you and I intervened. To be entirely fair, Jimin’s attention was very much on you that night, so I think their future explorations will be different regardless, but them talking it through will likely help Namjoon to feel like he has a better handle on things.”

Jungkook takes a moment to think. He and Jimin have talked plenty about that night, but they’ve never talked about this. “Hyung… I honestly don’t think Jiminie felt anything went wrong that night.”

“I wouldn’t doubt that. As I said, his focus was very much on you that evening. Given his history, I can understand why he was a little on edge and determined to make sure your first experience being knotted was a good one.”

“Yeah, I get that – but what I mean is that I really don’t think Namjoon-hyung has anything to worry about. Jiminie loves him. I’m sure that once they get the chance to get a little more intimate alone together, he’ll take care of Jiminie just as well as he takes care of me.”

Jin-hyung smiles at that, all warmth and fondness that makes Jungkook feel like he’s definitely said the right thing. “I agree entirely, darling. The two of them have had a bit of a rocky road to getting closer, but I do feel like they’re very nearly at an understanding. That being said, I still think it will be good for them to have this conversation. If anything, I’m hopeful that it might finally lead them to discussing Jimin’s use of plugs – as Namjoon is the only one who doesn’t know, and I believe that is a factor of why he’s so on edge about their relationship.”

Wait. What?

“They didn’t– They really haven’t talked about that yet? You’re sure? I kind of just thought everyone knew at this point.”

“Everyone except for Joon-ah does. None of us felt it was our place to divulge that information, even though Namjoon has worried openly about being the last one to finally get him slicked up. I have encouraged him to discuss it before, but it seems they’ve had some trouble opening the door for that particular conversation.”

For a moment, Jungkook just lets his mouth hang open, unsure of what to say. He honestly figured that Jimin would have at least mentioned it to Namjoon by now, but if they’re still missing that information, he can only imagine what else they need to talk about. Maybe this is a little more serious than he was giving it credit for…

Before Jungkook can get even the first hint of an answer out, he’s distracted by Jimin reentering the living room at a brisk walking pace, cheeks a little flushed.

Well, so much for Namjoon-hyung getting him alone…

“Hey hyung,” Jungkook says as both he and Jin turn to look at Jimin. “What’s up? Weren’t you with Namjoon-hyung?”

“Oh, hey guys,” Jimin answers, stopping to wave at them for a moment before continuing to make his way toward the stairs. “I was, but Yoongi-hyung had to go and take care of something, and that made me realize I forgot something too. No worries though. I just need to go find TaeTae quick.”

He’s gone before either of them can really say much in response.

“Okay,” Jungkook mutters, turning back toward Jin-hyung. “Maybe Jiminie really is avoiding Namjoon-hyung. I’ll talk to him tomorrow.”

~~

The rest of the night is spent with the seven of them together, and now that Jungkook is looking for it, he can definitely pick out a couple of moments where Jimin looks uneasy with Namjoon. He only really seems to get tense when the alpha is actually paying clear attention to him – but that still strikes Jungkook as weird. He honestly thought that the two of them had long since moved past a lot of this early awkwardness.

He’s got to figure out what’s changed – which is why he corners Jimin the moment the two of them get home the next day.

Once they’re both in the apartment and out of their shoes, Jimin tries to head for the bedroom for a change of clothes, but Jungkook catches his wrist and gently tugs him back. “Hyung, will you come talk with me?”

In an instant, Jimin turns around and steps closer to Jungkook, an obvious look of concern on his face. “Sure, Kookie. What’s up? Are you okay?”

“I’m fine. Wanted to talk about you actually.”

“Oh. Okay, what about me?”

“Are you avoiding Namjoon-hyung?”

“Well, it’s…” The way Jimin’s cheeks immediately turn pink and his gaze drops nervously down to the floor is a dead giveaway that there’s something there, even as he struggles to get out whatever it is. After a couple of seconds, he lets out a sigh, pulling Jungkook into a hug and muttering into his neck, “Maybe a little.”

Jungkook wraps his arms around Jimin, pressing a kiss to his scent gland to help soothe him. “Alright, can we talk about why?”

“It’s… God, this is going to be embarrassing. So I umm… I told you about how I was trying to stop wearing plugs all the time, right?”

He can remember that conversation. It was only a couple of weeks ago now, but he is still super on board for Jimin finally starting to trust that nobody is going to be upset at him for leaking. “Yeah, I remember. I thought that was going good, hyung. Did something happen?”

“No, it’s– I mean, it is going good I think, except…” Jimin lets out a groan, shaking his head against Jungkook’s shoulder. “I’m just gonna say it and get it over with. M’having a hard time looking at Namjoon-hyung for too long without leaking. He’s… It’s all because of that night I saw him knot you. He took such good care of you and he was so… I can’t stop thinking about it.”

“Wait, really?”

“I know it’s stupid. I should just go back to wearing a plug and–”

“No, you shouldn’t, hyung,” Jungkook interrupts. “Why not just talk to Namjoon-hyung about it? He’d probably love to know you’re that affected by him, and it gives him a chance to try to take care of you when you’re wet for him again.”

Jimin pulls back with a confused expression on his bright red face, hands on Jungkook’s hips. “Why would he– It’s not like he didn’t already take care of me that night. Everything went perfect, so I don’t know why he keeps wanting to talk about it.”

“Do you think it maybe has something to do with the fact that he’s still the only one who doesn’t know you’ve spent the better part of a year plugged up around the pack?”

“That’s… I don’t… Maybe? I know we have to talk about it eventually, but the timing has just never felt right – and it especially doesn’t now when I can barely even look at him. I just…”

“You just…?” Jungkook prompts, intent on keeping Jimin talking so he can understand what’s going on in his mate’s head.

“This can’t last forever. I just need a little time for my body to cooperate so that I can be normal around him again.”

“Okay, I know I said you shouldn’t keep hiding, but… If it means you could talk to him, maybe you could wear a plug one more time? Just ask him to hang out and–”

“I can’t do that,” Jimin squeaks, shaking his head. “It’s not like leaking is the only problem, even if it’s the biggest one.”

“So you’re just gonna keep avoiding him?”

“Is it really that obvious?”

Jungkook considers for a moment. He wouldn’t have noticed if Jin-hyung didn’t mention something, but if Jin and Namjoon are talking about it already, it’s not like it’s a secret. “I don’t think it’s necessarily super obvious, but Jin-hyung told me that Namjoon-hyung is already starting to think that you might be avoiding him.”

Jimin’s expression falls, eyes scanning the floor as he thinks. “Shit. I don’t want him to feel bad… Okay. I’ll just wear a plug sometimes, and try to pay more attention to him when we’re all together. I’m sure by the time we go on vacation, it’ll have worked itself out.”

“And you’re gonna talk to him?”

“I’ll text him about the other night. I don’t think I’ll survive looking him in the eye while he says nice things about me getting…” Jimin trails off,words coming out hushed as he finishes, “About me leaking in front of him.”

It’s not perfect, but it is at least better…

“I think that’d be a good start, hyung.”

“Alright, can I go get changed now?”

Jungkook smiles and leans in. “I don’t know. Might require a fee first,” he teases, puckering his lips.

“Only because I love you,” Jimin agrees, planting a kiss on Jungkook’s lips and then letting out a sigh. “Thanks for letting me know he’s worried.”

“Of course. Thanks for talking to me, hyung.”

With that, Jimin makes his way down the hall to their bedroom, while Jungkook lingers in the kitchen for a moment, thinking. This is the sort of thing that will have to work itself out eventually, and he really doesn’t want to push Jimin to do something he’s uncomfortable with… but that doesn’t mean he can’t help.

Maybe his mate just needs to work out a bit of tension? They’ve got some time before they need to be ready to head out for work and school, so maybe he could–

His phone dings with an incoming message, and he smiles when he sees the text. Maybe he can double down on helping Jimin work out some tension…

[Taehyung to Jungkook]

[Tae]: okay so am i imagining things or are jiminie and joonie-hyung being weird? ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: like weirder than usual

[Tae]: more specifically

[Tae]: is jiminie avoiding namjoon-hyung?

[JK]: perfect timing hyung

[Tae]: oh? (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: why?

[JK]: because me and jiminie literally just talked about this

[JK]: short answer is yes

[JK]: but we have a plan

[JK]: or more like he has a plan and i have another plan that you should maybe be a part of

[Tae]: i love being a part of plans ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: first bring me up to speed on WHY he’s avoiding our pack alpha?

[JK]: hes been trying not to wear his plug anymore but every time he looks at namjoon hyung hes worried hes gonna leak

[JK]: i guess cause that night i got knotted really hit him hard

[Tae]: god i wish i could have seen that ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: i’ll have to settle for another time i guess

[Tae]: but anyway

[Tae]: that all makes sense

[Tae]: what is jiminie’s plan?

[JK]: text namjoon hyung so they can have the conversation hes been trying to get jiminie alone for

[JK]: and wait for the sexual tension to dissipate

[Tae]: wait does he actually think that’s gonna work? (;^ω^)

[Tae]: he watched his new alpha knot his mate and he thinks his omega instincts are gonna just…

[Tae]: move on?

[JK]: wait are you saying they wont

[Tae]: not likely

[Tae]: also it’s not like they weren’t both horny for each other already (・ω<)

[Tae]: i’m honestly beginning to think we really do need to just lock them in a room alone to figure it out

[Tae]: but i’m more interested in hearing your plan first

[JK]: well now im worried it wont work

[Tae]: tell me it anyway? (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: i figured maybe it would help if he worked out some sexual tension

[JK]: and when i saw your message i was thinking that maybe you might want in on that if i had some good info for you

[Tae]: i mean whether it works or not

[Tae]: i’m always down to fuck either of you (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: tell me the info?

[JK]: i was thinking about during your preheat when jiminie was just a little bit of a tease to you and you seemed to really like it

[Tae]: god i think about that all the time too

[Tae]: he’s so hot like that (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: curious what your related information is though

[JK]: did either of us ever tell you what he said right after that first video call the three of us had together

[JK]: when you were calling right as your heat was hitting

[Tae]: no

[Tae]: omg what did he say? (〃ω〃)

[JK]: as soon as you hung up he looked right at me and said

[JK]: i think i want to ruin him

[Tae]: omg really?! (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[JK]: yes one hundred percent

[Tae]: OH

[Tae]: I AM SO DOING SOMETHING WITH THIS INFORMATION

[Tae]: did he elaborate?

[JK]: no but i bet he would if you asked

[JK]: will you

[Tae]: you bet your ass i’m gonna ask him ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: the second he has a day off i’m figuring out what’s up with that

[Tae]: thank you for this baby (灬♥ω♥灬)

[JK]: you bet hyung

[Tae]: gonna go help him work out some tension now? (・ω<)

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: catch you later

[Tae]: have fun (^ω^)

Notes:

We are definitely going somewhere with all of this tension between Namjoon and Jimin - I promise ;D

But before we deal with that, Yoongi is finally going to find a way to do something special for Namjoon next week. See you there <3

Chapter 136: Vulnerability

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: You don’t have anything planned for Thursday right?

[Namjoon]: No. Why?

[Yoongi]: Okay well you do now.

[Namjoon]: What am I doing?

[Yoongi]: You’re going out. With me. On a date. Movie. Dinner. A walk. Then we’re coming back to the house.

[Namjoon]: Oh wow. You want to do all that with me?

[Yoongi]: Yes.

[Yoongi]: So if it sounds stupid you better tell me now.

[Namjoon]: It sounds wonderful. I’d love to do that with you.

[Yoongi]: Okay great.

[Namjoon]: Is there an occasion or is this a ‘just because’ kind of date?

[Yoongi]: I’m umm…

[Yoongi]: How the fuck should I put this?

[Yoongi]: There’s not really an occasion but just be prepared for it to be a little weird I guess.

[Namjoon]: Weird how?

[Yoongi]: More for me than for you. Pretty sure you’re going to love it.

[Yoongi]: I hope so at least.

[Yoongi]: Ugh I don’t know. We’ll figure it out. We’re leaving at 4:30.

[Namjoon]: Okay. I’ll plan for an early dinner.

[Yoongi]: No. The movie is long. It’s one of those damn foreign films you love.

[Namjoon]: Oh. That’s really sweet of you. I’m looking forward to it, Yoongi.

[Yoongi]: Good. So glad.

[Yoongi]: It’s a date then.

~

Yoongi is nervous.

He shouldn’t be. Namjoon has been his mate for years, and they’ve done all sorts of embarrassing shit together – but this still feels like he’s stepping about a mile outside of his comfort zone.

Jimin comes over again, slipping into Yoongi’s room where Hoseok is already putting together outfit options on his bed – which include several potential sets of lacy lingerie that Yoongi gets to pick from. Honestly, having Jimin and Hoseok here is the only reason he manages to actually go through with his intentions. After several minutes spent looking at clothes and trying to avert his eyes from dainty lingerie, it’s Jimin who ends up giving him the push he needs.

“Pick this one,” the omega says, pointing to the outfit including a soft dark blue sweater and black jeans. “It’s not too far out of your comfort zone and shouldn’t make you feel overdressed, but you’re still going to look really handsome and kind of cute – which sort of feels like the right vibe.”

“And the neckline is wide enough that Joonie might catch a glimpse or two of what’s hiding underneath,” Hoseok says with a wink.

The outfit does look comfortable, and not nearly as out of the norm for him as everything else he’s planning to do tonight. Admittedly, the thought of having something safe to show to the outside world does feel nice, but at the same time…

“It’s not… You don’t think it’s too plain? Like if I’m trying to look…”

“Don’t worry, hyung,” Jimin assures him. “It’s all about styling. We’ll make sure you look super pretty, okay?”

Yoongi doesn’t quite know how to respond, so he just keeps moving instead. “Okay, what about… this part?” He gestures at the three different sets of lingerie sitting on the end of his bed. None of them look too complicated – nothing like some of Taehyung’s more elaborate sets with all those tiny straps and buckles. The biggest difference is the color. One is kind of off-white (maybe cream?), another is black, and the final one is a sort of baby blue.

“The white is a little virginal,” Hoseok says. “I don’t really think it’s the right vibe for tonight now that I see it next to the others.”

Jimin gives a nod. “Agreed. That’s not the one he seems drawn to anyways. You like the blue, hyung? You’ve been staring at it.”

Has he? Shit.

It is the prettiest one, he supposes. The straps on the black set are just plain strips of fabric, but the blue set is almost entirely made up of buttery soft lace. It means that the straps on the bralette are a little wider, but he can imagine them sitting all dainty on his shoulders… Maybe he’s wrong. Maybe it will look silly – but then again…

“Yeah,” Yoongi admits, cheeks burning. “I think I wanna wear that one. As long as you guys think it’ll look okay.”

“More than okay,” Hoseok says, leaning in to press a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “You’re gonna look so good that Joonie won’t know what to do with himself.”

“So then do I just get dressed now? Or am I supposed to wait? Is it too late for me to shower?”

“Definitely not too late,” Jimin answers, turning around to rummage in the bag he brought with him to Yoongi’s room. A few seconds later, he turns around and passes Yoongi a bottle of what looks like some kind of fancy lotion. “Here. Go take your shower and then moisturize really well. It’ll help the lace feel better on your skin, and you’ll be all soft later.”

~~

A while later, Yoongi is out of the shower and has slathered himself in the (really nice) thankfully unscented lotion. He tries not to look too closely at the mirror when he slips on the lingerie, but it’s impossible not to sneak a glance or two of baby blue lace against his skin. It does look… okay. If it wasn’t him wearing it, but instead someone who looked almost just like him, he’s sure he would think it looked better.

The bralette is almost entirely lace, but he’s surprised by just how comfortable it feels. Hoseok really did choose well. The panties however… It’s not that they aren’t comfortable. More like they’re too comfortable, trimmed with the same lace as the bralette but with a silky soft front panel that feels almost sinful as he slides it onto his body. There’s some give to the fabric too, so once he’s hard he’s just going to be stretching these things obscenely rather than his dick trying to escape and–

Nope. Not thinking about that part.

The pile of lingerie came with one more thing, and Yoongi decides that if he’s come this far, he may as well just wear the whole damn set. Admittedly, the silky sheer stockings feel kind of good on his skin too. They’re the same baby blue as the lingerie, coming up over his knees and wrapping around each thigh with more of that buttery soft lace.

Yoongi can feel his cheeks burning, so he quickly tugs on the rest of his outfit without looking too closely at himself in the full set of lingerie. If he keeps getting hung up on this, he’ll end up late.

“Alright,” he mutters under his breath, heading over to open the bathroom door and then calling out, “You guys can come in.”

Jimin is first to enter the room, scanning over Yoongi before giving a playful little pout. “Aww, we don’t get to see how cute you look in your lingerie?”

“It’s better this way,” Hoseok says with a grin. “Joonie is gonna love the fact that he’s the only one who gets to see how pretty Yoongi looks for him tonight.”

“Okay, fair point. We want as much impact as we can get here. Hyung, have you thought about the makeup options I gave you?”

“Uhh… I really don’t know what’s going to look good,” Yoongi admits. All of the pictures Jimin sent just left him more confused than anything, trying to puzzle out the differences and figure out what would even look okay on his face.

Hoseok reaches out to take one of Yoongi’s hands, giving it a squeeze. “How about we pick for you? I think I have a pretty good idea of what you might like – and what’s gonna drive Joonie crazy.”

Eager to be done making decisions, Yoongi nods. “Thanks. Sorry I’ve got no fucking clue about this stuff.”

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jimin assures him, still seeming perfectly happy. “We’ll take good care of you. Now, let's get your hair dried first.”

The next hour passes in a haze of hair dryer sounds, hands all around his face, and the cheerful chatter coming from Hoseok and Jimin. Sometimes Yoongi joins in too, but for the most part he’s comfortable just staying quiet and listening as his mates talk about where some other notable thieves ended up, what colors are going to look good on Yoongi’s face, and little tidbits about their day.

After that, they move on to finishing his outfit. Jimin came equipped with a whole bunch of jewelry in his bag, from big chunky bracelet looking things to a mess of earrings in different shapes and sizes, and he rummages through the whole pile, holding up pieces to Yoongi’s body one at a time.

“That necklace is good,” Hoseok says. “Silver might be the right call.”

From behind them, they hear, “Oh it definitely is.”

Taehyung.

Yoongi whips around to see the omega standing in his bathroom doorway with a bright eyed smile, eyes scanning over Yoongi’s body with obvious delight.

“Hey Taehyungie,” Hoseok says cheerfully. “Was wondering how long you were just gonna watch us.”

Jimin’s huffs out a laugh. “Are you serious? You actually heard him coming? I didn’t notice a thing.”

“I wasn't really trying to be quiet. Just curious what was going on and thought I might find you all here.”

“Fucking hell,” Yoongi groans, resisting the urge to bury his face in his hands and possibly ruin his makeup. “Tae if you say one word to the others, I swear–”

“Hyung, when have I ever told your secrets? Honestly, I’m just a little hurt that you didn’t invite me to the dress up party.” The omega clutches his chest in mock offense, but there’s still a big smile on his face. “Is this why we’re all going out tonight? Not that I’m not looking forward to getting a little drunk at the apartment – just curious what you’re going to be up to while you’re looking this gorgeous.”

“Wow, you’re even prettier when you blush like this,” Jimin comments.

“Oh my god. Everyone stop saying nice things to me before I explode. And yes, Tae. I’m trying to do something nice for Joon-ah. Romantic. Vulnerable. That sort of thing. Please don’t tell anyone else.”

“Does Namjoon-hyung know you’re dressing up for him?”

Hoseok grins wide as he chimes in, “Nope, not a damn clue.”

“Oh hell yes. This is gonna be great. Nice job on the makeup, Jiminie – especially the little powder blue tint to the eyes. That color really suits him. Let me help with the styling? Dressing to make our pack alpha lose his mind is literally my specialty.”

Why the hell not?

“Sure,” Yoongi says. “Not like this day is going to get any less embarrassing anyway.”

Taehyung lets out a whoop of joy and steps further into the bathroom to get a closer look at Yoongi. “God, this is already great. They did so nice on your hair. You know… if you really want to take this to the next level, I could borrow you some lingerie? We’re not that far off in size with how dainty you’re built and– Why are you guys looking at me like that?”

The whole room has gone silent, Yoongi’s mouth dropping open in a mix of surprise and the sudden desire for the floor to open up and swallow him whole.

It doesn’t take long for Taehyung to put together what’s happening, a little gasp falling from his lips. “No way. You actually agreed to wear lingerie?”

“This was a horrible plan,” Yoongi groans. “I should have at least had a drink first. Seok-ah, can you please grab me the whiskey bottle from my desk drawer so I can–”

“Wait,” Taehyung interrupts. “Sorry, I’m not trying to embarrass you, hyung. I just know you’re going to look so hot that Joonie-hyung’s head is gonna explode. We don’t have to keep talking about it, and I won’t ask you any more questions. Just… Please tell me I can still help?”

“I– Sure. Okay. Just… I need to not talk for a minute. Sorry. You didn’t do anything wrong, but I’m just feeling kind of like I’m about to crack and call this whole thing off.”

“No worries, hyung,” Taehyung says. “We’ll make the rest of this super pleasant for you – promise.”

They really do make the last ten minutes or so of the experience more tolerable.

Hoseok is kind enough to bring Yoongi a finger of whiskey in a glass. Not bringing the bottle was probably wise, since he might have been tempted to take a couple of shots and show up to this date tipsy – which is not what he wants to do. He’s supposed to be intentionally showing Namjoon that he cares and appreciates him, and having to be a bit drunk to do that would probably undermine the message. Besides, he has a tiny little spark of hope hidden inside of him that the actual date will be easier than this part.

Taehyung and Jimin work well together, speaking in hushed tones about color choices and how dainty the jewelry should be (very dainty, apparently). They debate putting a choker on him, but ultimately decide that he might need the comfort of his scent gland being unobstructed so Namjoon can settle him easier. They’re probably right, but Yoongi is happy that they make the decision themselves and he doesn’t have to weigh in.

Once everything is done, they point him toward the big bathroom mirror and exit out into his bedroom so he can look at himself alone. Yoongi swallows, taking a long breath before he cracks his eyes open and looks up at the mirror.

He almost doesn’t recognize himself.

It’s less because he looks completely different, and more because he actually… looks kind of nice? He was a little afraid that they would do all of this and he would hate it, but instead…

Yoongi leans on the counter, looking more closely at himself. The glint of jewelry in the light draws his eye first. There’s a little silver chain necklace that dips just under the neckline of the sweater, and dangly earrings peeking out from where some of his hair is tucked behind his ears. They left his wrists bare, but did slide a couple of rings onto his fingers. It’s more than he would typically wear on his own, but he can’t deny that it looks good – especially with the rest of his outfit and the way they styled his hair to fall in easy waves around his face.

That might be the weirdest part.

He’s definitely got more makeup on than the last time Jimin did this for him. His eyes are… smoky? Is that the right word? Like they’re lined in black but the edges are kind of soft and it bleeds into a blue that looks almost exactly like the color of the lace Yoongi can feel under his clothes every time he moves. His cheeks are dusted with pink and the rest of his skin looks more… nice? Smoother?

There’s color on his lips too, but they’re not sticky with gloss like last time. When he reaches up to touch them, his fingers come away unmarked.

There’s a gentle knock to the door frame behind him, and Yoongi turns around to see Jimin peeking into the room.

“Is it okay if it’s just me, hyung?”

“Yeah, it’s fine, Min-ah.”

Jimin steps back into the room and right up to Yoongi, immediately leaning in for a hug. “Do you not like the lip stain?”

“Was just trying to figure out if I was going to mess it up or not – like the gloss last time.”

“No, it should last all night. I didn’t want to give you something you’d have to reapply, so I skipped the gloss. Figured one less thing to worry about might be nice.”

“Probably for the best,” Yoongi mutters, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s scent gland. He can’t really imagine himself pulling out a tube of gloss and putting it on after dinner or kissing or something like that.

“How about the rest? If there’s anything you don’t like, we can–”

“I like it,” Yoongi interrupts, surprising even himself with how fast his response is. “I didn’t expect to – or at least not this much – but I look… You guys did a good job.”

“I’m so glad you think so, and I’m really happy with how it worked out too. Sorry, I wanna say more but I’m trying not to overwhelm you with compliments.”

“Not so bad when it’s just one of you saying them.”

“Is that permission?”

Yoongi considers for a moment, then gives a little nod as he noses at Jimin’s scent gland, breathing in the sweet smell of vanilla, gone almost creamy with content.

“You look so good it’s almost a shame to send you off. Wish I could keep you here and ride you while you look all pretty in your lingerie and makeup.” Jimin’s words are low and suggestive, tongue snaking out over Yoongi’s scent gland as he lets out a contented little hum. “But I know you and Namjoon-hyung are going to have a great time, and he’s going to look after you so well. There’s no way he won’t love you looking like this for him.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi mutters, swallowing down the urge to beg Jimin to touch him instead of just talking about it. They can do that some other time. “I know he’s gonna like it.”

“I’m so glad you don’t hate it. You really do look gorgeous, hyung.”

“I honestly didn’t think… I didn’t expect it to look this good. Thank you for your help, Min-ah. And I suppose you’re not the only one I have to thank.”

“You ready to get this show on the road? Almost time for us to head out.”

Yoongi takes one more deep breath of Jimin’s scent, running his tongue once over the skin and then pressing a kiss to his omega’s cheek. “Yeah. I’m ready.”

*******

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Meet you down at the door in five.

[Yoongi]: Sorry. Just gotta double check one last thing for Yeonjun before we go, but we’re not in any danger of running late.

[Namjoon]: It’s okay, pup. I’m not in a rush.

[Namjoon]: Just looking forward to this.

~

Namjoon is standing alone in the foyer, doing his best not to vibrate with excitement.

The rest of their mates have been gone for about ten minutes now, apparently off to do some shopping, get dinner, and then go back to Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment for drinks and games. It reminds him of the night they spent at the apartment a couple of months ago, when Hoseok and Jimin had their special date night here at the house.

That night, he knew the plan from start to finish, but for today he’s less certain… He has some idea what to expect, considering Yoongi’s messages. A movie, dinner, and a walk. Then they’re coming back to the house.

It’s the sort of date agenda that he would expect from his other mates – not that he isn’t excited to do these things with Yoongi too. In fact, he’s so excited he’s damn near shaking. He just… still doesn’t know exactly what to expect out of this, or how to best make it a positive experience for Yoongi, but he’s absolutely determined to figure it out. Maybe this could open the door for him to plan a more romantic date night for the two of them as well.

At least assuming that even is what tonight it meant to be. It sounds like it, but he doesn’t want to put any expectations into it before they even get started. He’d still be happy even if it wasn’t like he’s imagining it might–

An incoming text message pulls him out of his thoughts and back to the empty foyer.

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: When the two of you return home tonight, I’d like to suggest our bedroom ;-)

[Namjoon]: What did you do?

[Jin]: Nothing too over the top. Just something relaxing and a touch romantic for the two of you to enjoy. I assure you that I was respectful of Yoongi-yah’s comfort.

[Jin]: I won’t keep you. Enjoy yourself tonight, darling.

[Namjoon]: Thank you. And you have fun too. Keep an eye on the omegas?

[Jin]: Oh, I think Hobi-yah and I are well suited to that task. Don’t worry, love.

~

With that done, Namjoon is back to waiting, and he opts to briefly glance at his emails instead of standing there doing nothing. There’s always plenty of potential work to be done – deals to strike, new merchandise ripe for the taking, and auctions to bid on. His emails are a mix of all of that and more, but none of it seems particularly interesting at the moment.

What does interest him is the sound of footsteps approaching in the distance just before Yoongi rounds the corner into the foyer.

“Sorry that took an extra couple of minutes. Yeonjun needed help and…”

Whatever the rest of the explanation is, Namjoon doesn’t hear it. Instead, he’s left staring with his mouth hanging open, eyes eagerly taking in the sight before him.

Yoongi looks gorgeous.

And he’s wearing makeup… for a date with Namjoon.

It’s not just a little bit of makeup either. His eyes are emphasized in smokey blacks and grays, cheeks dusted with blush, and lips tinted a deeper pink that has Namjoon yearning to take him right up to bed and kiss them even pinker. It’s not just makeup either. His deep blue sweater makes his eyes pop, and the neckline is wide enough to easily show off a dainty silver necklace that’s matched by dangling earrings and a few rings on his fingers.

Namjoon has never seen Yoongi like this before, and it’s kind of breaking his brain. How are they supposed to go on a date when Yoongi looks so good that Namjoon is impressed he hasn’t hauled him off to bed already?

“Are you even hearing me?” Yoongi asks, waving a hand in front of Namjoon’s face. His cheeks are even more flushed now, scent muted like he isn’t quite sure how to feel as his eyes flick back and forth between the floor and Namjoon’s face. “At least say something. If this was stupid, I can go change quick and–”

“Please don’t do that,” Namjoon blurts out, offering a hand to beckon Yoongi closer. “You’re just… God, you’re so stunning like this that my brain sort of stopped working for a minute.”

Yoongi looks from Namjoon’s outstretched hand back up to his face twice over before mumbling a soft little, “Okay,” and reaching out to take it.

Not wasting another second, Namjoon tugs Yoongi into his arms and noses at his scent gland. “You’re beautiful like this,” he mutters. “I know compliments are difficult, so I’ll try to not go overboard, but I… It’s going to be hard, pup. Now, I did miss what you said just a moment ago. Sorry. What was it?”

“Wasn’t really important. Just that Yeonjun is doing good and that we’re still on time to get to our movie.”

By now, Yoongi’s cinnamon scent is evening out, and Namjoon doesn’t let it go to waste, snaking his tongue out for a quick scenting before they go. He’d love to be more thorough, but if he lets himself get too far, he really will just carry Yoongi straight up to bed.

It would be a shame to miss whatever the rest of this night is supposed to look like.

“Thank you again for planning this,” Namjoon says as his scenting is returned in gentle swipes of Yoongi’s tongue. “I was already so excited, but now knowing I get to take you out when you look this beautiful for me? Pretty sure I’m the luckiest man alive.”

“Thanks. Glad you like it so far.”

So far?

That has Namjoon trying to pull back and get a look at Yoongi, but the arms wrapped around his back don’t allow him to go far, so he just lets out a laugh and squeezes Yoongi a little tighter in response. “Need to stay close for a minute, pup?”

There’s a couple of seconds of silence before Yoongi responds, voice just above a whisper. “I wanna ask you for something but I don’t know if I can do it if you’re looking at me.”

“Then we’ll stay just like this. What do you want to ask for?”

“It’s… We don’t have long before we have to go, so you can’t make this into a whole thing, okay?”

“Understood.”

“So it’s probably pretty fucking clear I’m out of my comfort zone with all of this, but I really want to do it and be able to… I’d like…” Yoongi trails off with a huff, taking a long breath just over Namjoon’s scent gland before continuing. “I’m going to need your help to do this the way I want to.”

“How do you want to do it?”

“Nope, we don’t have time for that right now. I just… Don’t hold back your alpha instincts tonight. If I’m gonna be out on a limb like this, I’m gonna need to be able to… lean on you a bit. Was kind of hoping you might… Fuck’s sake – I don’t know to put it. You’re just always trying to keep that part of you held down for some reason, but I might actually need it right now. I was thinking it would help if you didn’t fight it tonight, kind of like you do when I’m going into rut? It might– Oh my god, you like this? Actually, of course you do. Why am I surprised?”

Namjoon’s scent has definitely given him away, tipping spicier by the second as Yoongi asks to be looked after the same way he is during his ruts. That’s easily one of Namjoon’s favorite times of the whole year, and now Yoongi is asking for more of it. To be guided. To feel like he’s Namjoon’s.

“Of course I like it, pup. You’re asking me to take care of you in basically my favorite way. There’s no world where I’m not going to love that.”

“If it’s your favorite then why do you fight so hard against acting like that kind of alpha?”

“I thought you said we didn’t have time to talk?”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh and finally lets his arms drop back to his sides. “Fine. Let’s go then. The theater isn’t far.”

As they pull back from their hug, Namjoon is hit all over again by just how beautiful Yoongi looks right now, eyes sparkling and his hair falling in airy waves around his face. Honestly, Namjoon can’t be blamed for tugging Yoongi back in by his wrist.

“I thought we were going? Don’t you want–”

“Let me kiss you?” Namjoon asks, eyes already glued to Yoongi’s pretty pink lips.

“Okay, but let’s make it quick.”

Namjoon does exactly that, leaning in for a short kiss without any of the heat he so desperately wants to pour into it. With any luck, he’ll be able to hold himself together until the end of their date, when the two of them get back here and he can carry Yoongi upstairs to properly show him just how much he appreciates this.

~~

The theater is barely a five minute drive from the house.

Normally, the thought of putting one of his mates in a dark room for a few hours when they’re looking this gorgeous would be unthinkable, but Namjoon can’t deny that he’s excited to see this movie. It’s a french film following several families of different economic statuses during the French Revolution, and it’s been getting wonderful reviews online. Apparently the historical accuracy isn’t too spot on, but the visuals and interwoven stories are supposed to be excellent.

He can feel Yoongi’s apprehension as they get out of the car. The line of tension that runs through him is impossible to miss, and Namjoon rushes to give him the support he needs. It’s simple enough to wrap an arm around the small of his back and lean in to press a steadying kiss over his scent gland. The way that Yoongi practically melts into the touch does remind Namjoon of his mate’s ruts a little. It’s not the same complete submission and dreamy adoration that usually comes with them, but it’s a far cry from Yoongi’s typical struggles with vulnerability.

And Namjoon can’t pretend for a moment that he doesn’t love this. Getting to look after Yoongi – to feel the way he stiffens with apprehension like he wants to fight against the comfort, only to push through and settle into it instead.

“You’re doing well, pup,” Namjoon says, guiding Yoongi into the theater. He pushes out a little more of his scent than he might normally, and walks the two of them up to the ticket booth.

With Namjoon’s arm still wrapped around him, Yoongi orders their tickets and pays before motioning toward the snack counter. “Share something with me? Gonna be a minute until dinner.”

“Sure. Popcorn? Or do you want something else?”

“That sounds fine to me.”

Just a few minutes later they’re in their seats with a little bucket of popcorn between them, salty and buttery in a way Namjoon doesn’t normally crave, but that just goes so well with the movie experience. He likes the fact that they’re sharing too. More reason for their fingertips to brush, and for him to look over and catch Yoongi smiling up at him through his lashes in the low movie theater lighting.

They’re the only ones in here so far, which isn’t too much of a surprise. At this time on a Thursday, a lot of people are still working.

Namjoon’s arm is already over Yoongi’s shoulders, but he turns his head now and mutters a quiet, “Kiss?”

After a quick look around the room to confirm they’re still alone, Yoongi tilts his face up and allows Namjoon to kiss him. The sound of other people just beginning to filter into the theater makes sure that the kiss remains chaste, and honestly has Namjoon wishing they just rented out the whole damn theater so he could spend this time licking into Yoongi’s mouth until he tastes like he’s Namjoon’s. It doesn’t help that when they pull away, Yoongi is looking back at him like he wants that too, thick lashes fluttering while his gaze stays locked on Namjoon’s lips.

“You’re way too tempting like this,” Namjoon whispers. “It’s almost not fair for us to be out in public where I can’t do anything about it.”

Yoongi flushes, eyes finally drifting back up to meet Namjoon’s. “Yeah, I’m…” He trails off, head turning to look up as the lights begin to go dark. “This might be a long date for both of us.”

“Nowhere I’d rather be, just so we’re clear. I want to take you to bed, but that can wait until later.”

All that gets in response is a groan and Yoongi turning his head fully toward the movie screen, his limit for flirting apparently reached – even if it doesn’t change how easily he relaxes against the arm around his back.

It’s clear he really does need Namjoon to offer him some extra stability. Normally he would be grumbling about the public display of affection, but there’s not a bit of resistance tonight. Namjoon can’t help but wonder if this is something they’ll be able to explore further in the future. Yoongi has always responded well to the times Namjoon has to lean into his role as their pack alpha, but usually those moments are tied to things going wrong – like when Yoongi has been awake for days, or is in need of settling with a bit of wrestling.

But there’s nothing like that happening right now. Just Yoongi seemingly feeling vulnerable and asking Namjoon to help him navigate it by acting more like his alpha. Whether it’s the makeup, the romantic date night, or something else entirely… Namjoon knows two things for sure.

He loves this.

And he desperately wants to give Yoongi more of it.

*******

The goddamn movie is torture.

Not because it’s bad. It actually isn’t, to be entirely honest. Yoongi likes to complain about Namjoon’s love for foreign films, but he usually enjoys them well enough once he’s actually sat there watching them. This one has some really interesting visuals, though he does have to really make himself focus on reading the subtitles.

Mostly because he can feel the lingerie underneath his clothes.

Every time he shifts or moves at all, there’s the sensation of lace pressed into his skin like a constant reminder of where this night is supposed to go. At least Namjoon hasn’t noticed yet, even with his arm wrapped around Yoongi’s shoulders through the entire movie.

That part isn’t helping either. Or more specifically, it’s not helping him focus on the movie. It might seem small, but all of this is almost exactly what Yoongi was hoping for when he asked Namjoon for some extra stability tonight. He doesn’t need a bunch of growling and alpha dick waving, but he does need Namjoon to not second guess every single alpha impulse that crosses his mind.

What’s distracting is the fact that apparently all it took was… Yoongi asking for this? Is that really the solution? He feels like they’ve all asked Namjoon before, or at the very least tried to explain that he doesn’t need to regulate that shit so carefully. Is there something special about asking like this? Is it the makeup? The fact that they’re on a date?

Yoongi does his best to pay attention to the movie, but the constant stream of questions about Namjoon, and the slow simmer of anticipation stoked by the lace pressing into his skin both keep him distracted. He still catches most of the major plot points of the film, but some of the finer details definitely escape him.

Which isn’t a big deal, because apparently it’s not just him who can’t focus.

“What did you think?” Yoongi asks as the credits roll and they stand up from their seats. “The middle kind of dragged a bit, but I thought the end was good.”

“It was good,” Namjoon says, immediately settling a hand at the small of Yoongi’s back and guiding him out of the theater. “I agree about the middle, but the ending did deliver.”

It feels like they’re walking a little faster than usual, but Yoongi isn’t going to complain about getting away from the small crowd of people in the theater. When they step outside, he barely has a chance to take a deep breath of the cool evening air before Namjoon is guiding him toward the car.

“You in a hurry?” Yoongi asks, checking the time on his phone as they walk toward the car. “Our schedule isn’t that tight. We should have a few minutes of cushion before our dinner reservation.”

It’s only then that he realizes Namjoon’s scent has been getting stronger over the last minute, and now it’s that kind of warm and spicy that it usually is before Yoongi finds himself pinned to a bed. He can’t help how his own scent tips sweeter in response either. Every step has him feeling the silky front of his panties, or how his sweater rubs over the lace covering his nipples, leaving them sensitive in a way he isn’t used to.

“Perfect,” Namjoon says. “I’ve been thinking about getting you alone for nearly three hours, so I’d like to make full use of that cushion.”

God, they really can’t do this right now. The poor security guy driving would get an earful at the very least, and there’s a good chance the surprise of Yoongi’s lingerie would be spoiled early. (And… maybe Yoongi is kind of looking forward to teasing Namjoon more, even if it teases him too.)

As soon as they get to the car, Namjoon reaches for the door to the back seat – but Yoongi grabs his wrist and puts himself between Namjoon and the car, back pressed against the door.

Namjoon raises a brow, eyes practically raking over Yoongi’s body as he steps right up into his space. Their height difference isn’t that big, but right now it feels like Namjoon is towering over Yoongi, putting out waves of that mouthwateringly spicy sandalwood scent. “Problem, pup?”

“Mostly that I don’t want to give poor Minhyuk a show in there,” Yoongi says, flicking his chin toward the driver’s side window. “He doesn’t need to see… whatever you’re thinking about doing.”

“I should have driven you myself.”

“Somehow I don’t think Tae would have let us get away with no security. Come on, we’re already halfway done. We can–” Yoongi’s words are cut off as Namjoon leans forward to capture his lips in a kiss.

There’s no mistaking the heat behind it. Namjoon is definitely worked up, his body pressing Yoongi back against the car as one hand tangles into his hair. Within a few seconds, his lips are working their way down Yoongi’s neck until the barest hint of teeth presses against the skin.

Yoongi can’t help but keen, fists gripping Namjoon’s jacket as a breathy noise escapes him. “Joon, this isn’t much better,” he manages, swallowing hard as Namjoon’s tongue licks a hot and wet over his scent gland.

“You sound as pretty as you look, pup.” After another swipe of his tongue, Namjoon takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly. “You really are way too tempting like this, looking so gorgeous and letting me take care of you. Food is honestly the last thing on my mind right now.”

“There’s no way that little thing of popcorn we split filled you up that much.”

“It didn’t. You’re just…” Namjoon trails off, taking another breath and pulling back to look over Yoongi one more time with those hungry eyes before he shuts them. “Okay. I’ll pull myself together and we can go get dinner – but god, you have no idea how badly I want to take you to bed right now. If I’d just driven instead, we–”

“Would probably be late for our reservation,” Yoongi interrupts, letting out a puff of laughter as he tries to collect himself too. “Come on. We can make it a couple more hours.”

~~

Thankfully the drive to the restaurant isn’t more than a few minutes, because Namjoon might have gotten himself together, but the air between them still feels charged. Yoongi doesn’t doubt for a moment that if he offered to skip dinner and just go home, Namjoon would agree in a heartbeat.

He can’t deny that he likes being wanted this way.

It’s not something he exactly expected. The last couple of times he tried this out with Hoseok and Jin, the response was intense and immediate – but tonight is drawn out by design. Which means that Yoongi actually gets to sit and take in the realization that he must be at least a little pretty for this to be working so well.

He’s not sure what to do with that information, but there it is.

The restaurant is thankfully a little more private – not that Yoongi intends for anything to happen in the back room he booked for them. He’s just had enough of crowds for the day. The theater wasn’t even really that crowded, but tonight is already a lot without adding a ton of people on top of it all.

It doesn’t hurt that the atmosphere here is as warm and welcoming as Yoongi remembers. This place is one of Namjoon’s favorites. He always says it’s like a classier version of the takeout they used to get when they lived in their dorm together in college, which sort of fits well into the secondary goal that Yoongi was aiming for with all of this.

Making up for all the dates they never had.

“I kind of forgot about this place,” Namjoon says with a smile as they sit down at the table in their private back room. “It’s been a while since we were here.”

“Because Seokjin-hyung thinks the food is mediocre,” Yoongi says, unable to hold back a laugh. “Always offers to get us proper soup dumplings from that place on the other side of town, but I still prefer the kind that remind me of home.”

“I don’t know if the food reminds me of home. More like college – which I suppose was like my first real home. Actually… this whole night kind of makes me think of those days. You remember our ‘not-date’ nights? Movies and takeout in the dorm, and then sometimes walking down to the liquor store on the corner to buy shitty beer and cheap whiskey? This is kind of like that, but way classier.”

So much for subtlety.

“Yeah, that was sort of the point.”

“Oh?” Namjoon tilts his head, eyes narrowing as a smile spreads across his face. “I didn’t realize there was supposed to be a point. Can we talk about it?”

“It’s not like there’s just one reason.”

“But one of them is for it to be like college?”

“Kind of more like…” Yoongi trails off, feeling his cheeks go pink at what he’s about to admit. “I already knew I wanted to plan something for us to do together, but then I was talking to Seok-ah about how we never really had a first date because I was so hostile back then. You deserved better, so the plan eventually morphed into… I don’t know – trying to make up for that a little? Having the kind of date we could have had years ago if I wasn’t so goddamn stubborn, I guess. This place might have been out of our price range back then, but it was the closest I could find where we could get private seating.”

Namjoon’s expression softens as he reaches out over the little table for Yoongi’s hand. “As sweet as this is, I don’t want you to feel like you have to make up for anything. I think pretty fondly about those early not-dates that we had.”

“Really?” Yoongi asks, raising an unimpressed brow and giving a squeeze to Namjoon’s hand. “Was it the way I could barely tolerate even something as simple as this? Or how I could almost never even admit that I loved you?”

“Honestly the things I think most fondly about are a lot like what we’re doing tonight.”

“Which part?”

“The part where despite the fact that it’s difficult for you, you try your best to show me that you care. It looks different now, but it’s always made me feel special to know how hard you try for me, Yoongi.”

Thankfully, their waitress picks that moment to let herself into the room to drop off their drinks and take their orders, because Yoongi definitely needs a minute to process that.

It shouldn’t be a surprise that Namjoon appreciated those early days of their relationship. He’s explained how he doesn’t find Yoongi’s hostility to be offensive, but it still just… Things have changed so much since then that sometimes it’s hard to look back and remember the person he used to be. Closed off, defensive, angry. It was easier with Seokjin and Taehyung, partially because the two of them swept into his life like a whirlwind – but with Namjoon…

“What are you thinking about?” Namjoon asks casually, taking a drink of his beer.

They’ve been alone for a minute now, sipping their drinks in easy silence.

There’s a lie already perched on Yoongi’s tongue. A comment about the taste of his beer or some other way to keep conversation light, but that’s not really the spirit of tonight, is it? What’s the point of doing all of this if he’s just going to shrivel up the second it comes time to talk?

“Still thinking about college,” he says, eyes focusing down at his drink. “How Tae and Jin-hyung just showed up and turned our whole life upside down… and maybe a little bit about how much easier it was with them.”

“You had a hard time adjusting to them too though.”

“I mean I seem to just generally have a hard time with feelings and shit, but it wasn’t the same with them as it was with you. It hasn’t been with anybody, really. I know I can be difficult for Jin-hyung too, but…”

“Not like with me?” Namjoon asks, his tone still mostly casual. It’s clear he’s interested in the topic, but he’s not making it sound like he’s judging Yoongi for his hangups.

“Yeah. We’ve always been different.”

“I think that’s fair to say, sure. Would you like to talk about why?”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh and reaches for his beer again – not drinking it, just fiddling with the bottle. “I don’t know if I’d like to, but this feels like a good time to do it. Kind of means admitting something, but you probably figured it out already.”

“Do you want me to keep quiet if I did?”

“You don’t have to do that. It’s… I know sometimes you think it’s good for me to say things even if we both already know them.”

“Alright,” Namjoon says, eyes fixed patiently on Yoongi’s face. “Tell me then. Why were things so different for us?”

“Because wanting you meant admitting that I wanted you to be my alpha. That I wanted things to be like… this.” Yoongi tries to look at Namjoon when he says it, but he can only manage it for a second or two at a time. His cheeks are burning hot now, but he resists the urge to walk his words back or tack on a bunch of unnecessary explanations to them.

It’s impossible to miss how much Namjoon likes hearing this, his scent spiking stronger in the air as his expression goes all warm and sweet. “I think I sort of knew that was a part of it, but you have no idea how much I appreciate you explaining. And I really like knowing that this is what you want.”

“It is. M’just trying to get better at showing it.”

“Out of curiosity, did you realize that because of your talk with Kook-ah?”

Oh, that little shit.

“Wait, what? How did you– What did he say?”

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “Not much, honestly. Just that he asked you how you and I work and you told him a lot of nice things about me. He didn’t really elaborate. Why? Was there something I wasn’t supposed to hear?”

“Not exactly. It was just… I guess it was part of the reason I started thinking so much about wanting to do something like this with you. Honestly, I don’t think I said anything that embarrassing. Just talking about how much you’ve done for me and how much I feel like I owe you sometimes.”

“He did mention that last part. You know you don’t, right? There’s no debt you owe to me.”

“I told him you would say that. Admittedly, I thought you were going to be more unbearably sweet about it.”

That makes Namjoon laugh again. “Would you like me to be? Trust me when I say I’m still making an effort not to just take you home right now where I can be as sweet to you as I want, so if there’s ground you wanna give while we’re still here, I’d be more than happy to have you in my lap when our food shows up.”

At this point, Yoongi is certain that there’s no way his cheeks can get any redder. Just the thought of being in Namjoon’s lap looking like this when their waitress comes back makes him feel… not as horrified as he’d like, to be honest. He’s already all dolled up like some pretty omega. How much more scandalous would it really be for someone to see him like that?

“Wait, are you actually thinking about it?” Namjoon asks with obvious disbelief in his tone as he stares at Yoongi, mouth dropped open.

“No, I’m… Okay, maybe – but we’re not doing it. It’s… I don’t know if I can handle something like that.”

“Normally you’d have told me to go to hell for that kind of invitation.”

Yoongi wants to hide his face in his hands, to excuse himself for the bathroom, to do something to buy himself some distance, but he forces himself to take a deep breath and keep his eyes on the table. Instead of running, he focuses his attention on what he can still feel under his clothes. The press of the lacy lingerie against his skin is grounding, and the intertwined arousal and embarrassment it creates in him is much easier for him to wrestle with than his other feelings.

But he still has to answer.

“It’s easier like this,” he eventually mutters, only just loud enough to be heard.

“Like what, exactly?”

“It’s not like our waitress doesn’t already have some ideas about me from the way I’m dressed, and how you walked me into the room.”

“Was it too much? If you’d prefer–”

“No. You did exactly what I asked you to do, and I appreciate it. Please don’t second guess it so hard that you clam up. It umm… It really helps. I wish…” Yoongi trails off, already wanting to take those last couple of words back. He’d really prefer not to make Namjoon feel bad by saying he wishes his alpha felt more comfortable not hiding that part of himself. “Sorry, ignore that. What I mean is that I’m glad you led me in like that tonight, so–”

Again, the door to their room opens, revealing their waitress back with a plate for each of them and the order of soup dumplings they’re planning to split. “Can I get the two of you anything else? Another drink?”

“We’re fine, thank you,” Namjoon answers.

“Alright, feel free to call me using the tablet there if you’d like anything else,” she says cheerfully, pointing to the little device at the end of the table currently showing a rotating selection of menu items. “Otherwise, please enjoy your meal.”

They share a few minutes of relative silence as they try their food, muttering little more than comments about the taste, or offers to share what’s on their plate. The soup dumplings really are good, which is most of the reason they’re here – although the rest is definitely delicious too.

Namjoon ordered a traditional meal, while Yoongi opted for more of a sampler dish with lots of different stuff on it. Normally that’s not exactly his style, but he enjoys the process of trying everything and then loading up one of the small appetizer plates with bites of all the best stuff for Namjoon to taste as well.

“Here, the chicken is right up your alley. Even better than the short rib,” Yoongi says, adding one final bite of fried chicken to the little plate and then pushing it across the table.

Namjoon smiles down at it, then glances back up at Yoongi. “You didn’t have to do this. At least take some of mine in return.”

“Nah, I’ve got plenty, honestly. Besides, you need fuel for all that working out you’ve been doing.”

“It’s really not that much. Just lifting some weights in the mornings.”

“Says the guy about to burst out of all his shirts. Come on. I’ve got plenty to eat, and I ordered this sampler plate for a reason. I wanna make sure you get to try all the best parts too.”

After a second or two of consideration, Namjoon gives a little shrug and pulls the plate closer. “Alright. One condition.”

“Sure.”

“What were you going to say before our food came? You were talking about how it’s helping for me to act more like your alpha, and then you started to say you wished about something. Finish that thought?”

“I’m worried it’s gonna come out weird if I do,” Yoongi says, pushing a bit of food around his plate. “Don’t wanna say something that might make you feel bad.”

“Now I’m even more interested. Whatever it is, I’d like to hear it – even if it’s hard.”

With a little sigh, Yoongi pops one more delicious piece of short rib into his mouth, takes another drink of his beer, and then focuses his attention back on Namjoon. “Alright. I understand that it’s not exactly easy, and I want you to know I’m not unhappy. That’s kind of one of the big points of tonight – trying to communicate how happy I am with you.”

“Thank you. I promise to keep that in mind.”

“I guess it’s just… I wish you felt more comfortable with this.”

Namjoon pauses in the middle of taking a bite, lowering it back down onto the little plate from Yoongi. “Felt more comfortable with what, exactly? I’m super comfortable right now, pup.”

Ugh. Better to just come out and say it.

“With letting yourself be more alpha in the way you want to – and don’t try to tell me you don’t. We all know that there are a whole bunch of things you love that you just won’t allow yourself to have, even though we’d all really like more of them too. I know we always joke about it in the kind of horny way, like wanting you to mark us up and stuff, but… It’s good for things like this too. It makes me feel… I don’t fucking know. Safer? Especially when I’m trying to do stuff that’s more…”

“More…?” Namjoon prompts.

“Vulnerable? I guess? God, I don’t– I’m not trying to ask you to do more for me if you don’t want to. I don’t want to give you work, so if I’m somehow wrong and you don’t actually like that shit then just tell me now so I can feel like an idiot and move on with my life.”

“Okay, just… Can I have a second–”

“Take whatever time you need,” Yoongi says, turning his attention back to the food in front of him. Namjoon needing time to process isn’t anything new, and at least it means there actually is something to think about here. “I don’t mind waiting.”

They both go quiet for a couple of minutes, with only the clinking noises of their chopsticks against dishes, and the occasional sound of a beer bottle being set down. Yoongi almost wishes he’d ordered a whiskey instead, considering where this conversation ended up going. Not that it’s bad. More like… He just didn’t ever really think about how much he wanted to have Namjoon more like this outside of his ruts or when he screws up.

It hasn’t even been that different. Mostly just Namjoon making sure that Yoongi stays close and guiding him around, or taking the lead in conversations with other people. Honestly, it’s more just the knowledge that Namjoon agreed when Yoongi asked him to lean into his alpha instincts tonight that has him feeling safer – because if he does need more, he trusts that Namjoon will provide it. They haven’t really done this before (at least not under circumstances like these), but now he understands how soothing it feels to know that Namjoon is there like a solid wall to hold him up if he branches out a little further.

It’s… really good, actually. And it feels like maybe…

“Okay, I’ve got some thoughts,” Namjoon says, setting his utensils down to focus on Yoongi.

“Great, let’s hear them.”

“I just want to be clear that I do like this. You’re right that there’s a lot I just deny myself even though you and the others make it clear that you might welcome some of it.”

“Pretty sure we made it a lot clearer than ‘might welcome some of it.’”

Namjoon’s expression tightens just a little, like he’s struggling to process those words (which he probably is). “Alright,” he eventually concedes. “More interest than previously stated.”

“Acceptable,” Yoongi says, popping another dumpling into his mouth.

“I’d like to ignore the bigger picture for a minute and focus on just the two of us, since you’re on the receiving end of my alpha tendencies more than anyone else.”

“Sure. We all see you like that more during our cycles, so I know that’s not exactly unique to me. I just fuck up more than the others, and when I do, you act more alpha toward me for a while. You’ve already been doing it since you pulled me out of that last downward spiral, but it’s been starting to taper off.”

“I didn’t want to overstep. You’ve been settling back into routine, and I know you typically respond to that sort of thing better when things are hard, and–”

“What if that’s not true?” Yoongi interrupts before he can properly think through the words that just left his mouth.

“What do you mean?”

Shit.

Yoongi feels a little bit like he’s at the edge of a cliff and about to leap off into open air. Once he admits this, it’s not like he can just take it back and pretend he never said it – but he wants things to be different. He wants to change and be better, which is what he’s supposed to be doing… Right? And that’s already terrifying, but there’s just this feeling that’s been growing inside of him all night that maybe it would be less scary if Namjoon was willing to help him like this, to be the sort of support Namjoon wants to be anyway, and that Yoongi feels like he might actually need.

“Yoongi?”

“Sorry. Just… trying to figure out if this is something I actually want to say or not – and apparently it fucking is, so don’t worry about trying to get it out of me.”

It’s easy to see the relief on Namjoon’s face, even though he’s mostly still fixing Yoongi with a curious look from across the table. “Alright. You can take your time if you need.”

“Rather just get it over with, honestly. It’s… What if I respond to this sort of thing well all the time? What if it’s not just when I’m fucking up, or upset, or in rut?”

“Then I suppose we talk about doing it more often. Do you feel like that’s something you genuinely want?”

“Maybe even more than that?” Yoongi answers, gaze faltering back down to his plate.

“Okay. Tell me about ‘more’.”

“I think it might help? Like this whole trying to be better thing. It could– It’s already helping. Something like all of this…” Yoongi gestures from his makeup down to his outfit to make it clear what he’s talking about. “It would be impossible otherwise. Normally, I’d have called this whole thing off before we even made it through the movie. I know I’ve made progress, but I still wouldn’t have been able to handle it if I couldn’t trust that you’d be here to help me through the hard stuff. I guess it feels… God this is going to sound so stupid – but it feels right to have you acting like my alpha, like a fucking safety net or something. Or… I don’t know. I…”

Yoongi loses his train of thought, anxiety spiking at all of the shit he’s just said, and how it’s messy and he doesn’t know how to deal with it, and–

“Alright, pup. Come here,” Namjoon says, standing up and offering his hand. When Yoongi hesitates and glances at the door, he continues, “She’s not coming back unless we call. And even if she does, it’s like you said earlier. She probably already has ideas. Now come here or I’ll come to you. I can see you getting overwhelmed.”

Yoongi doesn’t fight it. He gets up and walks around the table, allowing Namjoon to tug him down sideways into his lap. It definitely says something that Yoongi shrugs off the potential embarrassment so quickly, but it’s hard to be concerned with that when the immediate relief of being close to his alpha helps so much.

“That’s better,” Namjoon says softly, tipping Yoongi’s chin up for a kiss that would normally feel too soft, but right now feels like a balm for how scattered Yoongi’s emotions were getting. “Thank you for explaining that to me, baby. I love that you care enough about moving forward together that you were willing to tell me what you want, even though it was hard.”

“You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to,” Yoongi mumbles, more focused on leaning into Namjoon’s neck and breathing in more of his scent. “I’m sorry if–”

“Nope. No apologies for this, pup. I’m gonna talk for a little bit now, okay? You don’t have to do anything except listen.”

Yoongi nods against Namjoon’s neck, already excited for the opportunity to not have to say anything for a while.

“You’re not the first one to try and talk to me about this recently. It’s… I think it’s getting more and more obvious that in trying to push all of this down, I’ve ended up overcompensating. A part of me has been utterly terrified about doing anything that might jeopardize our courting, but I’m beginning to think I’ve used that more as an excuse than anything else. There’s no way to ignore the fact that there are pieces of my instincts that scare me, but I know that I want to do better for my mates.”

There’s a pause as Namjoon thinks, and Yoongi licks over his scent gland as a sort of soothing gesture (for both of them, really).

Namjoon makes a little appreciative hum and tangles one hand in the back of Yoongi’s hair. “It’s less scary to think of following those instincts if they could be helpful to you, so it might be a good place to begin while I puzzle out the rest. It’s… I might need your help in return though. We’ll have to talk about it, check in, make sure I’m not doing anything that makes you uncomfortable. Does that sound okay?”

“Yeah,” Yoongi mutters, his already soft voice going quieter as he continues, “Just… You want to, right?”

“I do – more than you probably know, pup. I’ve loved looking after you more these last couple of weeks, and I love how much you’ve let me. If you’re telling me there’s a chance I could have more of you like this, vulnerable and trying to get closer, I… God, I want that so much, Yoongi.”

“I can’t promise I’m gonna be perfect about it, or that I won’t still be abrasive sometimes, but I don’t want to go back to how things were. Not that it was bad, but I just… This is better, I think.”

Rather than respond immediately with words, Namjoon instead pulls away just far enough that he can lean right back in for a kiss. It’s nearly bruising, filled with all of the emotion swirling between the two of them already, like it’s taking that and turning it into something Yoongi can process through touch instead of even more words.

Part of him wishes they were home right now. He wants to take this kiss further, to offer himself up and show Namjoon the surprise hiding under his clothes, to experience even more of this emotion that has his insides feeling like lava. Normally he wants to hide from feelings that are too big, but right now he feels almost like he can’t get enough of whatever this is.

Namjoon does eventually end the kiss, lips pressing along Yoongi’s jaw before he pulls back to make eye contact. “Thank you so much for this, pup – for the whole night. I love that you planned all of this for us and that you talked to me about what you want. I promise that I want all of it with you, so we’ll figure it out together, okay?”

Yoongi nods, feeling the beginning of tears in his eyes but blinking them away before they can ruin his makeup, focusing instead on just how handsome Namjoon looks right now. His gaze is full of emotion that Yoongi has no trouble placing, all warm and affectionate like he means every single word he says.

And Yoongi doesn’t doubt that he does.

“Together,” he agrees, leaning up to press one more little kiss to Namjoon’s lips. “Baby steps, right?”

“Exactly. As many as we need.”

Notes:

We'll be back next week for the second half of this date night. Yoongi still has a little more romance up his sleeve ;D

See you there <3

Chapter 137: Laid Bare

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon still can’t quite believe all of this is happening.

Not only is he spending the evening on a date night that Yoongi planned for them, or getting to enjoy just how utterly beautiful his mate looks for him. On top of both of those things, Yoongi is opening up to him, being vulnerable in a way that’s usually reserved for his ruts, or when he’s been wrestled into submission and doesn’t have any fight left in him. He’s choosing to bring down his walls right now, inviting Namjoon inside and asking for help.

And it’s help that Namjoon wants to give with every fiber of his being. There are parts that are frightening, but those are more when he considers doing the same with their entire pack. He’s worried about being too possessive, too overbearing – just too much in general – but it’s not like Yoongi is the only one to bring this up with him. Jin has talked about it, and so has Jungkook. Namjoon holding himself back has begun to create some problems, so he has to find a way forward.

Baby steps with Yoongi seems like a good place to start.

All the softness aside, Yoongi draws the line at sitting on Namjoon’s lap for the rest of their meal, but he does agree to pull his chair around so they can sit side by side. This way at least Namjoon can keep one arm wrapped around his mate while he works through the rest of the little tasting plate Yoongi made for him.

The meal really is delicious, and Namjoon has noticed a slight uptick in his appetite since he started lifting weights, so he doesn’t mind the extra food. He’d still prefer to be feeding Yoongi up instead, but that’s always been an uphill battle. (Though he does thankfully look much healthier than he did right after his bender.)

They finish up their meal with some lighter conversation about the food, work, and little bits of chatter about their mates.

After they pay, Namjoon once again gets to lead Yoongi through the restaurant with an arm around his back, keeping him close. It already feels good on its own, but the way Yoongi leans into the touch with his scent perfectly sweet is just the cherry on top.

Namjoon doesn’t think this night could possibly get any better.

But he’s wrong.

They only spend a couple of minutes back in the car before pulling up to a gated area that Namjoon recognizes from photos he’s seen online. It’s a local garden that he’s only ever known to be open during the day before. Normally it’s swarming with tourists, but right now the gates are shut tight and the parking lot is empty aside from them and one other car.

“Aren’t they closed?” Namjoon asks, peering out the car window where he can see trees standing tall behind the fences.

“Sure are, but for the right price they open for evening visits. Apparently people do events here or something. Come on, you’re gonna love this.” Yoongi ushers Namjoon out of the car with a smile on his face and then starts walking up to the gate, where a figure stands just to one side.

Namjoon hadn’t noticed anyone before, but now a short man in a denim jacket and a beanie straightens up to greet them.

“Min Yoongi-ssi? Just the two of you, right?”

“That’s right,” Yoongi agrees.

“Great. I’ll open the door for you, and then you can just make sure it locks behind you when you leave. You’ll hear it latch. All the lights are scheduled to be on for a few hours, and you have my number if you run into any problems.”

Yoongi agrees to this and fishes out his wallet to slip the man a few extra bills as they’re let into the gardens.

The inside is gorgeous.

Namjoon has seen pictures online, but they really don’t do justice to just how lush and well kept everything is, and he’s pretty sure he’s never seen a picture of this place at night before. They must do quite a few events, because the lampposts and lights strung up between them appear to be permanent fixtures, giving the whole place a glow that strikes him immediately as romantic.

“Wow, it’s bigger than it looked in the pictures,” Yoongi says, taking a couple of steps inside before turning around to smile at Namjoon, eye makeup sparkling slightly under the glow of the lights. “What do you think?”

Namjoon reaches out and tugs Yoongi into an embrace, pressing a kiss high up on his neck. “That this is the sweetest thing, and that you look so gorgeous right now that it isn’t even fair.”

“You don’t have to lay it on that thick,” Yoongi says with a laugh, his scent spiking sweeter at the praise even as he grumbles about it.

“I’m not ‘laying on’ anything. If you want me to try, I can definitely–”

“Nope. We’re here to look at the scenery and walk. There’s a river running through the back side of this place that I actually wanna see too, so let’s get moving.”

Namjoon huffs out a little laugh of his own, then allows himself to be led along the illuminated path.

~~

This place really is stunning at night. It doesn’t have all the blooming flowers that it might during the daytime, but there’s a special charm to it when the moon is out. Small information booths are built along the path, describing the local plants and the history of some of the stone sculptures littered around. Yoongi insists they stop at each one. After all the years they’ve been together, he’s fully aware of just how much Namjoon loves learning the little details of the things around him.

They do eventually make it to the back of the park too, where a stream winds through the landscape, pooling in small ponds and crossed at several points by wooden bridges. They can hear the sound of frogs and crickets around them, and the air smells slightly more floral back here.

A quick glance around in search of the source of the scent reveals a patch of white blossoms that Namjoon stops to point out. “Gardenias, still open at night.”

“They’re pretty,” Yoongi says, crouching down to smell one of them, his fingers delicately brushing the white petals. “Jin-hyung would love these.”

Namjoon has to fight not to just let his eyes linger on Yoongi, but he manages to tear his gaze away and leans down to breathe in the sweet floral scent with him. “He would, yeah. I’m sure one of the flower shops around here would have some. Could pair them with some other night blooming flowers – he’d love a bouquet with a theme.”

Yoongi hums in agreement and they keep walking along the winding path, silence falling between them.

It seems like a good opportunity to finally ask the question that’s been sitting in the back of his mind all night. They’re walking hand in hand. Yoongi doesn’t have to feel the pressure to make eye contact, and any awkward silence will be easy to fill just by continuing to walk…

It’s probably the best opportunity he’s going to get tonight.

“Can I ask you something?”

“Sure,” Yoongi answers, eyes scanning the landscape around them, a little smile firmly planted on his face.

“You talked about kind of doing a romantic version of our not-dates from back in college, and I get that part. I love it, actually. This has been amazing – but I guess I’m just curious… Why the makeup and the outfit?”

There’s a couple of seconds of silence before Yoongi answers, huffing out a laugh, “I guess it just sort of snowballed from something Min-ah said on a video call a while back. Be honest. Is it dumb?”

“Not even a little,” Namjoon answers immediately. “I really… I love seeing you like this, but I also don’t want to put any pressure on you to do it again if it makes you uncomfortable.”

“I don’t hate it. Not that I’ll be signing up to do it all the time, but… I don’t know.”

“If it helps take the pressure off, I’m just gonna look at it the same way I do with Taehyung.”

“And how’s that?”

“He’s always gorgeous. He could never dress up again and I wouldn’t find him any less stunning for it, but when he does…”

Yoongi laughs, giving Namjoon’s hand a squeeze between them. “It’s always a damn treat.”

“And so are you right now.”

“Thanks. Glad you think so. I guess I might do it again someday if this all goes well.”

“If what goes well, exactly?” Namjoon asks.

“The rest of this. You’ll see.”

They both go quiet for a minute while they walk over another wooden bridge crossing the stream that cuts through the landscape. The sound of frogs is a little quieter now that they aren’t right by the ponds, but there’s still some soft ribbiting in the distance.

“So what did he say?” Namjoon eventually asks.

“Hmm?”

“Jimin-ah. What did he say that made you wanna get all dolled up?”

“It was sort of a series of events, starting with him telling me on a video call one night that I was… He called me pretty. I tried to tell him that was bullshit, but he wouldn’t let it go and started talking about how I should try leaning into it sometime. He brought up makeup but I wouldn’t consider it at the time. Eventually he convinced me to practice some stupid expression on that call with him. Tried it on Jin-hyung the next day and got umm… dramatic results, I guess.”

“Can you show me?”

“It’s not important,” Yoongi says, waving the thought off. “Something about when I tip my head down and smile through my lashes or some shit. It’s embarrassing.”

Namjoon knows that look.

That’s the expression that used to make his heart race in college. When Yoongi’s guard was down just a little and Namjoon said something funny or clever enough for Yoongi to give him that smile up through his lashes… It’s practically burned into Namjoon’s memory, especially because Yoongi still does it sometimes.

“Hey, why are you smiling like that?” Yoongi accuses with no real heat in his tone.

“Because I know exactly what expression you’re talking about. You used to do it when we lived together in college and I’d always be tripping over myself trying to avoid the urge to kiss you right then and there.”

“Are you serious?”

“Completely. You’ve done that for as long as I’ve known you, and it’s always made my heart go all funny. Not surprised you got Jin with it too – especially if it was deliberate like that. I wouldn’t have been able to help myself either.”

“I may have also paired it with asking him if he thought I was pretty.”

Namjoon’s mouth drops open in surprise. “You what? Really?”

“In my defense, it was when I dyed my hair and hyung was overreacting. I said something that upset him earlier, so I was trying to get out of trouble.”

“And it worked?”

Yoongi shrugs. “Sort of. I still got the speech and all the compliments he could think of, but I was choking on his dick while he said them so… Win-win, I guess.”

“So you got some positive reinforcement,” Namjoon says, his scent spiking a little at the image playing in his mind – Yoongi on his knees and swallowing down Jin just like Namjoon has seen so many times before. He does his best not to get stuck there, keeping his focus on getting answers. “And after that you decided to try makeup? Or did it snowball more?”

“Took me a while to get anywhere with it. Just kind of kept thinking about it every now and then, but it wasn’t until that talk with JK where I got the idea to try and do something to show you that I care. It was kind of impulsive, but Min-ah was coming over to hang out with Tae, so I asked him to bring some makeup and help me give it a shot. I knew I wanted to try with you but I just needed… I wanted to do a test run first to make sure it wasn’t stupid, and Seok-ah helped me flesh the idea out.”

“What made you want to try with me?”

“This is…” Yoongi trails off for a moment, letting out a sigh. “It’s vulnerable, which is usually your favorite for some reason. I wanted it to be – I don’t know. I thought you would like it, and I was maybe kind of looking forward to watching you try not to jump me if you did.”

That has Namjoon stopping in his tracks and tugging Yoongi back in with a low little growl that he doesn’t even try to hold back.

There’s no fight from Yoongi either. He allows himself to be pulled in close, letting out a shuddering breath while Namjoon’s teeth ghost over his scent gland, knees wobbling as he leans right into the touch. His scent has been sweet for most of the night, but it tips even further now, beginning to get warmer as Namjoon takes in deep breaths of it. Another barely there press of teeth has him letting out a whine.

“Fuck, Joon-ah. You’re… teasing.”

“I’m pretty sure you just told me you’ve been teasing this whole time, pup.”

Yoongi shakes his head even as he tips it to give Namjoon better access to his neck. “Not that much yet.”

“If you think you aren’t teasing by looking this pretty in places where I can’t lay you out and show you just how much I appreciate it, you’re completely wrong,” Namjoon says, sealing his mouth over Yoongi’s scent gland and letting the sweet taste of cinnamon fill his senses. He doesn’t give the nip that Yoongi is clearly anticipating, but he does press his tongue into the skin hard enough to have him shivering under his hands. The reaction has another little growl falling from Namjoon’s lips. “So goddamn tempting, baby. You have no idea.”

Now might not be the time for a nip, but Namjoon knows how much Yoongi loves a bit of biting, and he can’t help wanting to indulge that just a little – to repay some of the teasing he’s had to endure tonight.

Mind made up, Namjoon lets his lips trail lower, over Yoongi’s collarbone where he opens his mouth and sinks his teeth into skin. It’s not too hard. He’s aiming for something playful, not the sort of deep bite that makes Yoongi go all dazed beneath him, but it still has the proper effect. His mate keens under his touch, letting out a gasp and clutching at Namjoon’s shirt as he pants.

One more couldn’t hurt...

Namjoon takes his time, pressing a line of kisses along Yoongi’s shoulder, then gently tugging at the soft neckline of his sweater to give him more skin to work with and–

“Joon, wait. We should–”

Yoongi’s words come to an abrupt halt as Namjoon’s fingertips brush another bit of fabric, soft and textured almost like…

In an instant, Namjoon pulls back, mouth dropping open in shock as he catches the tiniest glimpse of light blue lace peeking out from under Yoongi’s sweater before it’s pulled back into place. His heart starts pounding so fast he swears he can hear blood racing between his ears. Yoongi is wearing lingerie – lacy lingerie – and he’s wearing it for Namjoon. This whole time, his mate has been hiding this gorgeous surprise just beneath his clothes, like a special gift just waiting for Namjoon to unwrap it.

“Well, now you know, I guess,” Yoongi says, voice high with worry and his cheeks gone bright red. “It’s probably too much, but I just thought– God, your scent.”

The intense spike of sandalwood is strong enough to make Yoongi’s eyelashes flutter even as he nervously clutches the neckline of his sweater, but Namjoon hardly even registers it. His mind is full of images of what Yoongi might look like under that sweater – under his pants. Is he wearing panties too? Something lacy in that same delicate light blue? How long will they be able to contain him once Namjoon gets his hands on him? He can already imagine Yoongi’s cock straining against lacy fabric, leaking a wet spot into it that’s practically going to beg for Namjoon’s tongue, and–

He needs to see.

Immediately, he closes in on Yoongi, who took a step back out of what looks like embarrassment – which won’t do at all. Rather than try to explain with words, Namjoon pulls Yoongi into a near bruising kiss, hands sliding down his sides to the waist of his pants. When he lets one thumb slip under the waistband, he feels more lace and turns away from the kiss with a moan that Yoongi echoes.

“Panties too, baby? Fuck, can’t believe you’ve been hiding this all night. Let me see.” Namjoon grabs for the hem of Yoongi’s sweater, intent on pulling it over his head right here and now, but he’s stopped by Yoongi gripping his wrists.

“Not here, Joon! There’s probably cameras and–”

“Let them watch. They should know you’re mine.”

Yoongi grips Namjoon’s wrists more firmly. “No, we are absolutely not doing that. Come on, you’ve managed to hold it together this whole night. You can handle another half-hour for us to get home.”

Namjoon lets out a low growl, but he does settle his hands back on Yoongi’s waist, not intending to cross any of his mate’s boundaries no matter how much he wants to lay him out in the grass and see all that pretty lace right here in the moonlight. “Okay, but we need to go now. I can’t believe… God, if I had known–”

“I’m getting the impression we never would have left the house.”

“Not for even a moment. I would have had you upstairs so fast, all laid out and–”

“Hey, I thought you wanted to go,” Yoongi interrupts, gripping Namjoon’s wrists again to stop the way his hands have begun to slide up under Yoongi’s shirt, fingers itching to feel more of that lace.

As much as Namjoon is dying to keep touching, they really do need to get somewhere that Yoongi will let him. Teeth clenched, he steps back and takes Yoongi’s hand instead. “Okay,” he says, letting out a strained breath. “Let’s get you home before I lose my mind.”

*******

If Yoongi wasn’t teasing before, he definitely is now.

The first moment Namjoon touched the strap of the lacy bralette, Yoongi was worried that the lingerie might have been a step too far – but now he knows that’s not even remotely a problem. Just like Hoseok said, Namjoon is practically dripping with desire just from the tiny glimpse of what’s hiding beneath Yoongi’s clothes. His sandalwood scent is all warm and spicy with arousal, and thick enough in the air that it’s making Yoongi’s head feel a little fuzzy.

He can tell how badly his alpha is yearning to touch, and being desired so strongly feels… powerful.

The whole time they’ve been on this walk, Yoongi has been able to feel the way his stockings cling to his thighs. At first it had him worrying about embarrassing himself when they got home, but now he’s almost desperate to know how Namjoon is going to react once he sees the full set on Yoongi’s body.

Still, he can’t help messing with Namjoon a little on their way out of the gardens.

They’re getting closer to the entrance now, and are coming up on another one of those information boards. It looks like something about the nearby collection trees reaching up toward the sky, and Yoongi slows their pace a little as they come up to it. Namjoon attempts to keep walking, but is tugged back by their joined hands. He looks back, puzzled at first and then raising a brow when he sees Yoongi paused in front of the board, one hand outstretched toward it.

“We read the rest of them,” Yoongi says with a straight face. “Don’t you want to see this one too?”

“I need you to understand when I tell you that learning more about trees is the last thing on my mind right now, pup.”

“Oh. Was the whole ‘moonlit walk’ part of this a little too over the top?” Yoongi isn’t sure what exactly compels him to push. Maybe it’s that he likes seeing Namjoon this excited to take him to bed, or it could be that he’s just looking to get a reaction.

And it definitely gets one of those.

Namjoon steps right up into his space, fast enough that Yoongi instinctively takes a step back, though there isn’t far for him to go. He backs into the sign and Namjoon steps in close enough to press him up against it, their bodies nearly flush. “Every part of this night was perfect, Yoongi,” he says, leaning in close enough for their noses to brush. “I wouldn’t change even one thing, except maybe how long it’s going to take me to get you home. Now, if you don’t want to end up giving whatever cameras are here a show, we need to go.”

Rather than wait for a response, Namjoon closes that last tiny bit of distance between their mouths, letting out a satisfied little moan as his hand squeezes Yoongi’s hip tight in what feels like an effort to keep himself in check.

Yoongi can feel his resolve slipping as he arches up into the kiss, hands fisted in Namjoon’s shirt and his mouth opening automatically at the first insistent press of tongue. They really need to go, but it feels good to have Namjoon’s hands twitching as they grip his hips, desperate to do something more even as he clings to control.

“God, you’re not even trying to stop me and– Come on,” Namjoon mutters, turning away from their kiss. “We need to go. No more stopping at signs.”

Feeling a little dazed, Yoongi nods and allows Namjoon to break away and lead him further down the path to the gate.

~~

The car ride is tense. As soon as they climb in, it’s clear Namjoon is fighting every instinct that tells him to pull Yoongi into his lap and ravish him right here. He must be controlling his scent too, because it’s not nearly as strong as it was back in the park – probably for Minhyuk’s benefit.

Thankfully, their entire security team is very professional, and Minhyuk drives them home without comment.

The two of them sit on opposite sides of the back seat, Namjoon’s eyes occasionally raking along Yoongi’s body before he forces his gaze out the window for a few minutes. Yoongi honestly enjoys the attention tonight. Maybe he can understand a little better why Taehyung does stuff like this so often – not that Yoongi didn’t already appreciate being on the other end of it too. He loves seeing their omega dressed up like a pretty present. It’s just that he didn’t expect to enjoy doing it himself quite this much.

There’s still a bit of lingering worry about looking silly when he finally is on display in the lingerie, but it’s definitely lessened by Namjoon looking ready to dive across the back seat and mount him right here and now.

Namjoon is out of the car the moment it comes to a stop outside of the house, and Yoongi barely has time to thank Minhyuk before his door is opened.

“We appreciate the escort,” Yoongi says as Namjoon impatiently offers his hand. “Thanks again, Minhyuk-ssi. Bonus in the glove box.”

“You didn’t have to do that, Yoongi-ssi – but thanks. Have fun,” Minhyuk answers with a wink, already reaching over to open the glove box.

Yoongi stashed a bottle of good bourbon in there earlier, along with a bit of a tip for having to drive him around when he’s painted up like some sort of doll. He doesn’t get a chance to see Minhyuk find the gift though. If he makes Namjoon wait one more second, he has the feeling he’s going to get picked up right off the seat.

It honestly wouldn’t have made much of a difference, because the second they’re inside and Yoongi’s shoes are removed, Namjoon sweeps him right off the ground and into his arms anyway.

“I can walk, you know?”

“Not another step until I’ve got you in the bedroom. Can’t afford to get distracted when all I want is to lay you out where I can see every bit of what you’re hiding.”

Namjoon doesn’t waste a moment, making his way up the stairs and down the hall, all while carrying Yoongi like he doesn’t weigh anything at all. Admittedly, he isn’t very heavy, but some of the ease still has to come from Namjoon’s improved strength.

There’s warm light coming from the slightly ajar bedroom door, like it’s inviting them inside. It’s a little strange, but Yoongi is ready to dismiss it as nothing, at least until Namjoon’s foot pushes the door completely open and he’s carried inside.

At first it looks like candles set up around the room, dotted along the dresser, both nightstands, and a small table beside one of their armchairs. He’s about ready to protest such a stupid fire hazard, but a second look thankfully reveals them to be electric candles – and not the only thing weird about the bedroom. There’s a spread of items atop the dresser. A bucket of ice, a bottle of whiskey, two glasses, and a bottle of lube that has Yoongi’s cheeks heating up as he turns his head to groan into Namjoon’s chest.

“Tell me you didn’t do this.”

“It was Jin,” Namjoon says with a low laugh, pausing for a moment to look around the room. “Which part got you embarrassed, pup?”

“He left the goddamn lube out on display like we don’t know where it is already.”

“Oh, and here I thought the rose petals were going to give you convulsions.”

“The fucking what?” Yoongi whines, exasperated as he turns his head to confirm that there are absolutely not any rose petals anywhere that he can see. He turns his face toward Namjoon to give him a piece of his mind for that joke, but the words die on his lips when he finds the alpha looking down at him with that same obvious hunger as before, something like a smirk pulling at his lips.

“There’s your pretty face. No hiding from me. Not tonight, Yoongi.” Namjoon doesn’t wait for a response, instead stepping further into the room and gently setting Yoongi on the bed. “I want to see you,” he says, reaching for the hem of Yoongi’s shirt as he noses at his scent gland. “Tell me I can?”

Yoongi thinks about the stockings rolling down when he strips out of his pants, or something sitting wrong and making him look dumb for the first proper glimpse that Namjoon gets, and the image makes him cringe. He can’t put in all this effort and then let it be ruined by something silly like that.

“Can I… There’s– Fuck,” Yoongi gasps, feeling Namjoon’s teeth drag over his scent gland, sending a shiver through his body.

“What is it, pup? Something you need?”

“I just want… Wanna make sure it looks right before you see.”

“You’re going to look perfect. There’s nothing extra you need to do for me to appreciate this.”

“Please?” Yoongi asks, leaning back on his hands to create a little distance from where Namjoon leans over him. “There’s a part I’m worried about, but after that…” He flushes, feeling his lashes flutter as he looks up at Namjoon. “I’m all yours. Anything you want.”

“Alright. I can handle waiting one more time,” Namjoon agrees, standing back up straight and heading over to the dresser, peeking over his shoulder one more time to flash Yoongi a smile. “Hopefully this works.”

Yoongi makes a little sound of agreement and then gets to work, hands trembling just slightly as he unbuttons his pants and slides them down his legs. Both stockings try to roll down with them, so he’s really damn glad he decided to do this rather than having both of them trying to fuss over them while Namjoon undresses him. (Maybe he’ll be less nervous the next time he does this – assuming there is a next time.) The panties don’t require much adjustment, especially considering he’s only got the beginnings of an erection right now.

As he pulls the sweater over his head, a little gasp bubbles out his lips before he can contain it. Having the lacy bralette on with his sweater rubbing over top of it for hours has left his nipples way more sensitive than he’s used to, and the combination of moving fabric and cool air together is apparently too much for him to keep quiet about.

“Everything okay back there?” Namjoon asks, his back still to Yoongi as the sound of a glass clinking on the dresser rings out into the otherwise quiet room.

“I’m fine. Just one more second.” Yoongi gets his arms out of the sweater, then shoves the little pile of his clothes off to the side before standing and tugging his stocking back up so their lacy tops hug his thighs. He allows himself one last deep breath, then swallows. “Okay. It’s… You can look now.”

*******

Namjoon has to do something to keep his hands busy, or he’s going to go crazy. Yoongi is right behind him – undressing to show off his pretty lingerie – and Namjoon is fairly sure his head is about to explode if he doesn’t get his hands on him soon. From the moment he caught that tiny glimpse of lace, it’s all he’s been able to think about.

He pours them each a whiskey. Barely more than a swallow, but it does the job of occupying his hands through the tense seconds and a sharp little intake of air from Yoongi that has him dying to turn on his heel and investigate.

Finally, he gets his permission to look. Whiskey glasses in hand, he spins around and feels his jaw drop at the sight in front of him.

Yoongi stands nervously beside the bed, body hugged by light blue lace and sheer stockings pulled up to his thighs. The lace is as delicate as it appeared at first glance, intricate patterns that stretch across Yoongi’s chest, around his thighs, and all along the edges of the little panties he’s just beginning to fill out. Between the outfit, the makeup, and the way his hair falls in almost ethereal waves around his face, he looks nearly too good to be true.

This is a sight Namjoon would have never dared to even dream of, and yet here it is before him.

He’s honestly surprised he doesn’t drop the whiskey glasses. They feel silly in his hands now, and he goes to turn and set them back on the dresser before Yoongi speaks up.

“No way you’re pouring that for me and not bringing it here.”

“Sorry, you just…” Namjoon shakes his head and quickly tips his own glass into his mouth, leaving it on the dresser and making his way over to Yoongi, who only gets more stunning the closer he gets. “You’re so pretty I feel like I can hardly think.”

Yoongi takes the glass of whiskey from Namjoon, cheeks a deep pink as he looks up through his lashes. Rather than answer, he tips the glass back and drinks his whiskey, the pretty pale column of his throat working as he swallows. Once it’s gone, he sets it aside and looks at Namjoon, expression still nervous even as he laughs. “You’re hovering.”

He’s right. Namjoon is close enough to touch, hands reaching out toward Yoongi’s hips but paused about an inch away from actually making contact. His eyes just keep scanning his mate’s body, desperate to take this all in like it might disappear at any moment, even though every instinct he has is telling him to touch.

“I just almost can’t believe this is real,” Namjoon breathes. “You look like a dream, baby.”

“I’m real. You can touch. I… I want you to.”

Namjoon can sense that same anticipation in Yoongi that he feels himself, like he’s just seconds away from cracking and begging Namjoon to get his hands on him. Rather than give him what he wants right away, Namjoon takes this one brief opportunity to tease a little as well. He lifts his hand to cup Yoongi’s jaw, tipping his face up to look at him, deep brown eyes rimmed in smoky shadow and his lashes thick and fluttering at even that tiny bit of contact. “How should I touch you, pup?”

“You can… Like…” Yoongi’s eyes squeeze shut for a moment, showing off a peek of blue eye shadow in the same color as the lace wrapped around his body. When he looks back at Namjoon, his eyes are half-lidded and he bites nervously at his lip. “The way you always want to,” he whispers. “I… I want to feel small, and pretty, and… like you love me.”

The last words are barely even a whisper, but Namjoon hears them like a gunshot.

His control snaps.

It takes almost no effort to pull Yoongi in for a kiss, but the second their lips meet, his hands are on the move. The lace is as soft as it looks, delicate under Namjoon’s fingertips as they skate over Yoongi’s hips, thumb slipping under the waistband of the panties there before sliding down further. Namjoon can’t help the little growl that slips into their kiss when he touches the bands of lace on Yoongi’s thighs.

“Can’t believe you wore all of this for me,” he breathes, lips traveling along Yoongi’s jaw and leaving tiny nips in their wake. “What did Hoseok and Minnie say when they saw you like this?”

“They didn’t. I… I didn’t let them.”

“Nobody else saw you all dressed up?”

“Just the makeup. I… I didn’t want them to look,” Yoongi admits.

Namjoon is the only one who gets to see Yoongi looking so gorgeous. This is for him.

Only for him.

“But you want me to look, don’t you, baby?” Namjoon’s hands drag up to Yoongi’s ass, giving a squeeze and tugging him close enough that they grind together, the rush of friction drawing a gasp from his lips. “Want your alpha to touch?”

Yoongi nods, leaning in to lick over Namjoon’s scent gland with a whine.

“Alright. Let’s get you up on the bed.”

~~

Namjoon barely knows where he wants to start, but getting Yoongi all laid out like a pretty little buffet is definitely a step in the right direction. His black hair fans out on the pillow beneath him as Namjoon climbs over him, and he’s blushing all the way down his chest.

That feels like a good place to begin, and Namjoon immediately begins pressing a line of kisses along Yoongi’s neck, working down toward the blue lace of the bralette. One of Namjoon’s hands gets there first, eagerly running up Yoongi’s flank and brushing feather light over the lace covering one nipple – and it earns him an interesting reaction.

Normally Yoongi’s nipples aren’t particularly sensitive, but this time even Namjoon’s light touch has him gasping, back arching him up slightly into the touch.

Fuck. Just one more way that tonight is perfect.

“What was that, pup?” Namjoon asks, pulling back to watch Yoongi’s face as he deliberately rubs his thumb over Yoongi’s nipple through the lace of the bralette. “Are you sensitive here tonight?”

This time Yoongi manages to contain the sound a little better, trembling as his eyes go wide and he lets out a tiny whine. His voice is breathy when he finally manages to answer. “All night. My sweater was rubbing the lace and I– fuck, Joon… That’s…” He trails off, eyelashes fluttering as Namjoon runs each of his knuckles along the raised little nub of one nipple.

“Pretty thing – spent the whole night aching to be touched. Don’t worry. I know how to help.”

Before Yoongi can question what that means, Namjoon dips his head down and seals his mouth over the lace, tongue pressing hot and wet through the fabric while his hand slips over to rub at the other nipple. It appears to have Yoongi almost immediately overwhelmed, a cry leaving his lips even as he arches up into the touch.

Namjoon spends minutes there, soaking that lace as he teases Yoongi through it before eventually pushing it up high enough that he can seal his mouth around a nipple with nothing getting in the way. It earns him a long, breathy whine that goes straight to his cock while Yoongi threads trembling fingers into Namjoon’s hair, like he’s unsure if he wants to keep him there or pull him back.

“Feels – so much, I… Please,” Yoongi whines, his hips rocking up into the air looking for friction, but finding nothing. His fingers are still twitching in Namjoon’s hair as he pants through the pleasure. “Alpha, want you…”

That last little whisper is enough to have Namjoon finally lifting his head to look at Yoongi. It’s almost not fair how he just keeps getting prettier, lips bitten nearly as dark as his nipples after all the teasing, and his makeup just beginning to smudge as tears leak out the corners of his eyes. It takes a moment for Yoongi to focus on him in return, but Namjoon leans up to press a kiss to his lips as soon as he does.

“What do you need, baby?”

“You,” Yoongi answers without a moment of hesitation. “Please, I’ve wanted you all night.”

“I’m right here. I’ll give you anything you want, Yoongi, but I’d like to take my time with you. You’re so goddamn pretty like this. I wanna show you how much I appreciate it.”

“You wanna tease,” Yoongi accuses, lips pulling into a tiny pout.

“Maybe I do. You can hardly blame me when you’re taking it so well.” Namjoon uses one hand to give a gentle pinch to one of Yoongi’s tender nipples, watching the way his mouth drops open and his bottom lip trembles. “Let me give you just a little more? You can take it, can’t you, pretty thing?”

Yoongi looks back at him in a daze and nods, letting out a shaking breath.

~~

Namjoon gives him a lot more.

He’s gentle about all of it, eventually giving Yoongi’s nipples a break (after a bit more teasing) and turning his attention down to the rest of him, pecking kisses and giving soft little bites down to the waistband of those pretty blue panties. They look exactly like Namjoon hoped they would, stretched as they try to contain Yoongi’s erection. There’s a wet little spot where the head of his cock strains against the silky front panel, and Namjoon doesn’t hesitate to lean down for a taste.

Yoongi cries out as Namjoon’s mouth seals hot around the tip of him through those panties, soaking them even further. Once they’re plenty wet, Namjoon slips them down Yoongi’s legs and pulls the bottle of lube from the dresser out of his pants pocket.

This time when Yoongi sees it, he doesn’t try to hide his face. Instead, he gives a slow nod and whines out a soft little, “Please, alpha.”

Namjoon can’t bear to deny that request – especially when it’s happening like this. Normally he has to get Yoongi stretched around his cock and a little delirious before he’ll start asking for what he wants, let alone calling him alpha. But like so many other things tonight, Yoongi is open and vulnerable for him without any pushing. Namjoon is already in love. He has been for years, but this feels so special. Like everything they’ve been working toward is right here, and it makes his heart beat fast in his chest as he works his fingers inside his mate.

“I love you,” Namjoon whispers, unable to hold it back as he watches Yoongi’s eyelashes flutter at the initial stretch. “I love you so much, Yoongi.”

Any other day, he would expect something that soft to be too much for Yoongi.

But not today.

“Love you too, Joon. I– Fuck– That feels… Please don’t stop.”

“Not gonna stop, baby. Gonna give you everything you want. Get you opened up and then–”

“Knot me?” Yoongi breathes, hips rocking down on Namjoon’s fingers.

“That’s right. You’re gonna look so pretty on my knot tonight. You’re perfect like this – and I’m still not over these stockings, pup.”

It’s not an exaggeration. Namjoon loves every part of having Yoongi dressed up like this, but something about the thigh high stockings just makes him feel so… Possessive? Desperate? Whatever it is, it has him leaning down to get his mouth on Yoongi’s thighs, hooking his legs up over his shoulders so he can press an entire mess of open mouthed kisses and hickeys just above the lacy bands holding those stockings up. He keeps his fingers working too, opening Yoongi up nice and gentle while he listens to all the sweet sounds his mate makes.

~~

By the time Namjoon finally works his way out of his clothes and has Yoongi stretched around his cock, there’s a whole array of pretty suck marks along his mate’s thighs and chest.

Yoongi looks like sin – all dazed and flushed and begging, with the lacy little bralette pushed up to show off his puffy pink nipples, and one of his stockings falling far enough to settle around his knee as Namjoon spreads him open. It’s not even fair how gorgeous he is, and he only gets prettier as they go.

“You feel as good as you look,” Namjoon mutters, keeping his thrusts slow and deep so he can watch every second of Yoongi falling apart for him. “So goddamn gorgeous, taking me like a dream.”

“It’s good,” Yoongi whines in response. “So good, I– Wanted you – wanted this, and… Fuck…”

“You did, didn’t you? Spent the whole night with lace under your clothes, just waiting for your alpha to take care of you?”

“Yes… God, it’s– Oh… There, alpha. Please, I–”

“Right here?” Namjoon asks, holding Yoongi in place as he fucks into him and watches as his eyes roll back with pleasure. “Yeah, there you go, pup. Relax and let me make you feel good.”

Yoongi pants, a few broken murmurs leaving him as his body starts to pull tight beneath Namjoon’s. “Knot, alpha…” he eventually manages, arms wrapping around Namjoon’s neck to pull him down for a kiss where he mumbles more pleas into his mouth. “Need it. Please – don’t wanna wait. I–”

“I’ve got you, baby. Relax for me?”

It’s not hard at all to work his knot inside, especially when it’s only just now beginning to swell. The second it pops in, Yoongi goes from bearing down to clenching tight around him with a whine, eyes slamming shut as tears leak out and leave trails of makeup in their wake.

Beautiful.

“That’s it, baby. Alpha’s going to knot you now.”

“Want it,” Yoongi whines. “Please, want you.”

Between Namjoon being buried so deep inside of him, and the steadily increasing pressure of his knot expanding, it doesn’t take long before Yoongi is tipping over the edge with a sob. His entire body trembles and shakes with the force of it, a stream of broken whimpers and half formed words falling from his lips.

“Please, you can– I… Alpha – love you… Fuck, fill me up, please?”

Namjoon intends to last longer, but hearing those words whispered into the air between them is more than enough to have his knot popping within seconds, stretching Yoongi to his limit and beginning to pump him full. The rest of his noises are swallowed up by the kiss Namjoon pulls him into, open mouthed and messy while they both ride out the waves of pleasure, grinding gently together until the whole room smells like them and they’re entirely blissed out.

Yoongi’s scent is nearly as sweet as it is during his rut now, tears still leaking slowly from his eyes as they break apart from their kiss and he pants, his gaze soft and full of complete adoration.

All for Namjoon.

~~

By the time they’re both coherent again, Namjoon has rolled them over, letting Yoongi settle comfortably above him while they wait for his knot to go down.

They’ve both been slowly scenting each other for a minute or two when Yoongi eventually lifts his head to peer down at Namjoon with one of those pretty little smiles that always makes his heart flutter. “Thank you,” he whispers, leaning down to press a soft kiss to Namjoon’s lips. “Feels good.”

“I should be thanking you, baby. Every bit of this night was perfect and more than I ever could have asked for. I don’t think I could ever repay you for it.”

There’s a moment of silence where Namjoon can see Yoongi thinking about something, eyebrows pulling just slightly together before he swallows and says, “S’what I told Jungkook-ah about you.”

“What do you mean?”

“That night we talked about you. The one he texted you about. I… I told him that you’ve given me more than I could ever pay back. It’s true.”

Namjoon’s heart feels almost too big for his chest, and he reaches up to cup Yoongi’s face, taking in his pretty flushed cheeks and eye makeup running from all the tears of pleasure he let out just minutes before. It’s impossible to imagine his life without Yoongi. They’ve shaped each other so much since they met as young adults, learning together, growing, healing…

Without Yoongi, Namjoon wouldn’t be the man he is today.

“Yoongi, there’s nothing you need to pay me back for. Not a damn thing. I can’t even imagine where I’d be if you and I had never met. You were there when my parents disowned me, when we decided to go into business together – all of it. Hell, when we formed our pack, you were the one to finally convince me that I was even remotely cut out for the role of pack alpha.”

“Not like I really said anything you didn’t already know.”

“That’s not true. I wanted to be pack alpha, but I really wasn’t sure I was what everyone needed. Do you remember what you said when I told you I was worried about it?”

Yoongi pauses for a moment before shaking his head. “Not exactly. Pretty sure I was working a job…”

“You always were back then,” Namjoon says with a tiny puff of laughter. “I remember perfectly, though. You told me you didn’t understand what I was fussing about when the role was ‘tailor-fucking-made’ for me, and then you said that you wouldn’t consider forming a pack unless I was the leader.”

“That does sound like something I might say. I don’t know. There’s never been a doubt for me about following you – not since I pulled my head out of my ass after that first couple of months and realized how much I liked you.”

“Exactly. I had doubts, but you didn’t doubt my ability to lead.”

“And you’re telling me Jin-hyung did?”

“No. You were just the one I trusted most to tell me the truth. If you thought my leadership was lacking, you would have made it loud and clear, Yoongi.”

“Okay, that’s actually a fair point. Jin-hyung would tell you too, but he’d be nicer about it.”

“It was still too early for me to be sure about that, but I knew I could trust you. I still do.”

Yoongi swallows, breaking eye contact for a moment like he can’t quite handle all the softness, only to come back to it a second later. This time, he holds Namjoon’s gaze, taking a breath and then whispering, “I love you so much. You know that, right?”

“Of course I do, baby. Never doubted it for a moment. You know I love you too, right?”

“Like you’d ever let me forget.”

They fall into a kiss after that, which quickly becomes several kisses and a scenting that lasts all the way until Namjoon’s knot finally goes down and they have to tackle cleanup. It’s a quick affair (one they’ve got years of practice with) and then they’re back to cuddling.

Though Yoongi only makes it a few seconds before he blinks several times in a row and mutters, “My eyes are killing me. Think I need to take this off. I’ve gotta look like a mess at this point anyway.”

“Jin keeps makeup wipes for Taehyung-ah up here. One second.” Namjoon rummages through Jin’s bedside table drawer until he finds a little packet of wipes and passes them to Yoongi. “For the record, you still look gorgeous – and you will even once that makeup is off.”

All that earns in response is an affectionate little grumble as Yoongi pulls a wipe out and begins rubbing off all the makeup around his eyes. It takes him a minute or so, but there’s something even softer about him when he looks back up at Namjoon with his bare face. He’s still got a little smile tugging at his lips, and all the emotion behind his eyes is as apparent as it was just moments ago.

It’s almost… relieving?

Not that Namjoon didn’t adore how pretty Yoongi looked in the makeup. It's just… He’s glad to know that the makeup and the outfit weren’t just armor to shield Yoongi from all the vulnerability and closeness he’s given Namjoon tonight. He loves seeing Yoongi looking like he does every other day – but still here in this bed with him, and not crawling back into his shell.

Yoongi starts settling back down under the covers before thinking better of it and tugging off the bralette still hiked up around his chest, tossing it onto the floor. “Fuck. Okay, now I feel comfortable again,” he mutters, tugging Namjoon back down into bed with him. “What are you staring at?”

“Just you. Thinking about how good tonight was.”

Once Yoongi gets Namjoon back under the covers with him, he makes a little hum of approval. “It did turn out good, and I… You helped a lot. If you hadn’t been willing to lean into the whole alpha thing, this would have been a lot harder for me…” He trails off for a moment, looking at Namjoon with a shy sort of smile. “Thank you.”

“Of course. I’m just glad you asked me so I could help, and I meant what I said earlier. I’m going to work on it – with you, but with everyone else too.”

“They’re going to like it so much, Joon-ah. And so am I. You have no idea.”

Namjoon can feel his cheeks going a little pink at the thought. He can’t deny that it’s appealing to imagine feeling free to show a little more of that side of himself, especially if it’s well received. He just needs a chance to try. “We’ve got the vacation coming up. Maybe I can find some ways to start before then.”

“I’m gonna hold you to that, you know?”

“Wouldn’t have it any other way, pup.”

Notes:

I'm so so happy with how this chapter turned out. We've been inching Yoongi closer to this softer side of himself for ages, and it's so nice to have him finally turning the corner :D

Next week Taehyung acts on that little bit of info JK gave him about what Jimin said after their first ever call together, and then we're going to spend some time with Hoseok and Namjoon. See you there <3

Chapter 138: Center Of Attention

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating in the first half of this chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: so you're home today right? ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Jimin]: Yeah. Just wrapping up my homework

[Tae]: can i distract you? (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Sure what's up? (。^▽^)

[Tae]: well you see

[Tae]: jungkookie told me something interesting

[Jimin]: Oh?

[Tae]: apparently after our first video call you said you wanted to ruin me (・ω<)

[Jimin]: Omg (;●_●)

[Jimin]: I’m going to kill him

[Tae]: i’m very interested in what you meant by that (♥ω♥*)

[Jimin]: In my defense you were so close to heat when we had that first call

[Jimin]: Like you're hot all the time but especially then

[Tae]: you say that like i'm gonna be upset or something

[Tae]: listen jungkookie told me the other day and its all i’ve been able to think about

[Tae]: i'm desperate to know what you were imagining so that i can make it a reality

[Jimin]: Wait are you serious? (;^-^)

[Tae]: of course

[Tae]: i can be there in 30 minutes (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: i wouldn't joke about something like this

[Jimin]: But you don’t even know what you’re asking for

[Tae]: yeah because you haven't told me what you meant

[Tae]: if you tell me what you want i can ask properly

[Jimin]: Look I don’t remember exactly what I had in mind when I said that but I’m pretty sure the fantasy has evolved quite a bit since then

[Tae]: so you have a fantasy (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: once again i am very interested

[Jimin]: What if I say a bunch of weird stuff and then you decide you hate me? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: literally impossible

[Tae]: my interests are very broad (^ω^)

[Tae]: there’s almost nothing you could want to do to me that i wouldn’t be interested in

[Tae]: and even if i wasn't into it i wouldn't be upset

[Tae]: it's not like you don't already know some of my embarrassing fantasies

[Tae]: so start talking

[Jimin]: Curious what fantasies of yours you mean

[Jimin]: Cause you never seem very embarrassed about any of them (・_・)

[Tae]: okay well just because i'm not worried about sharing them doesn't change the fact that i DO share them (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: would you feel better if i said some stuff first?

[Tae]: i've got tons of fantasies

[Jimin]: That might help

[Jimin]: If that's okay?

[Tae]: hell yeah

[Tae]: there's one i've had for ages where i wanna get tied up on display somewhere in the house and just let everyone come by an use me throughout the day

[Tae]: god i bet jungkookie would love that too

[Tae]: we could do it together and you guys could fuck us both as many times as you wanted and just leave us there for the next person (´♥ω♥`)

[Jimin]: Oh wow okay yeah ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: That would be really hot

[Jimin]: And you're so right that Kookie would love it too

[Jimin]: How have you not done that already? Like even before us I mean?

[Tae]: been keeping it in my back pocket just waiting for the right time to ask

[Tae]: i gotta catch joonie-hyung in the right mood otherwise i think he would feel bad about it

[Tae]: but if jungkookie was there with me...

[Tae]: that's a thought for another day

[Tae]: i've got more fantasies if you want (・ω<)

[Jimin]: I definitely do

[Tae]: what if it's one about you?

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Only if you wanna tell me

[Tae]: alright i've got two more and then it's your turn (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Fair

[Tae]: so i definitely still want to see you get handsy in your sleep again

[Tae]: i'd be happy with anything in that scenario but seeing you cum without waking up would be SO HOT (〃ω〃)

[Jimin]: I mean I can't promise at what point I'd wake up but if you don't wanna wait...

[Jimin]: There's ways for us to do that (^-^)

[Tae]: omg you have no idea how bad i wanna make that happen

[Tae]: BUT

[Tae]: we have other things to focus on today so i'm going to lovingly put that on a shelf for later

[Jimin]: You do owe me one more fantasy

[Tae]: i sure do

[Tae]: this one's about you too (・ω<)

[Jimin]: ( 〃▽〃)

[Tae]: i still think about when i was in preheat and you gave me that quick glimpse of what it's like when you're a tiny bit mean

[Tae]: i keep wondering what it might be like if you had my consent to take it further

[Jimin]: Funny. That actually lines up pretty well with what I was thinking too ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: please tell me you aren't joking (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jimin]: I promise I'm not

[Tae]: why haven't you said something?

[Jimin]: I just couldn't ever decide the right way to bring it up and it's not like we've been having sex that long. Felt kind of weird to just come out of nowhere being like

[Jimin]: "Hey I wanna make you cry but in a sexy way"

[Tae]: okay so i get that but i also wanna make it super clear that saying exactly that would have worked perfectly

[Tae]: because i am so interested in you making me cry

[Tae]: you have no idea (;^ω^)

[Tae]: tell me what you've been thinking?

[Tae]: i wanna know the fantasy

[Tae]: please please please

[Jimin]: Alright fine but you asked (;^-^)

[Jimin]: I'm not too picky about exactly how it happens

[Jimin]: But the general idea is that I want to tease you until you cry... and then probably keep going honestly. I know overstimulation is usually more your speed and we’d get there eventually but I'd wanna keep you from cumming too soon

[Jimin]: How we resolve it would kind of depend on how comfortable you'd be with a third party being involved. We could keep it to just the two of us if you prefer

[Tae]: is jungkookie the third party?

[Jimin]: Most likely

[Tae]: i love when it's the three of us (〃ω〃)

[Tae]: tell me the version with him in it?

[Jimin]: There's something appealing about the thought of him walking in to find us like that. He's a sucker for tears

[Jimin]: And we could have you looking so pretty for him (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: Naked and crying and dripping slick

[Jimin]: Bet he'd be hard in an instant

[Jimin]: I'd probably let him be the one to actually give you your orgasm. Maybe work a little more delay into it once I let him at you. I think I kind of like the idea of bossing you both around ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: But anyway that's my embarrassing fantasy

[Jimin]: Sorry if it's a little weird

[Tae]: the only thing weird is the fact that i'm gonna have to wear a plug on my way over to your place because i'm literally already wet (;^ω^)

[Jimin]: Seriously? ( *ノ▽ノ)

[Tae]: dead serious

[Tae]: i wanna do that so bad you have no idea

[Tae]: when does jungkookie get back from class? please god tell me i can come over and let you wreck me either way (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jimin]: You wanna do this now?

[Tae]: do you not want to?

[Jimin]: No I do

[Jimin]: I just didn't expect you to be into it (;^-^)

[Tae]: there is no part of this I'm not foaming at the mouth about

[Tae]: i just need to clean up and get a plug in quick so whoever drives me doesn't know i'm dripping slick right now

[Tae]: can i come over jiminie? can we do what you said?

[Tae]: only if you want to

[Jimin]: I don't know how I got this lucky

[Tae]: you're about to get a whole lot luckier (・ω<)

[Jimin]: Okay yeah ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Come over

[Jimin]: I'll text Kookie and work out the details

[Tae]: hell yes (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Tae]: one more request

[Jimin]: Sure. What are you thinking?

[Tae]: can we leave the cameras going? (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: For Yoongi-hyung? („• ֊ •„)

[Tae]: and the rest of the hyungs if they happen to be looking

[Tae]: but yeah i was gonna text yoongi-hyung

[Tae]: only if you're okay with it obviously

[Jimin]: Yeah we can definitely do that

[Tae]: alright i'm gonna hurry

[Tae]: see you soon ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

~

*******

Jungkook is practically vibrating with anticipation on his way home.

For once he’s glad he can’t make slick, because if he could this whole car would smell like it and the security guy would definitely know what he’s up to. Luckily it’s not Wonho who picks him up from class today. The thought of trying to make conversation about his workouts when all he can think about is Jimin making Taehyung cry sounds impossible.

He has some idea of what to expect when he gets home. Jimin gave him the rundown of how he’s gonna have Taehyung all worked up to tears and it’s going to be Jungkook’s job to help give him an orgasm. He knows what Jimin’s teasing is like. It’s almost a shame to have missed it – although he hasn’t completely missed it.

Normally Jungkook has no reason to look at the video feed of his apartment, but today…

In the back seat of the security vehicle, he looks very closely at his phone screen. The cameras are nice enough that the picture quality is clear, but he’s got no ability to zoom, so he’s stuck with a wide shot of their apartment on his tiny phone screen. But what he’s looking for is there.

Bent over their coffee table is Taehyung, completely naked with hands gripping the edge of the table and an expression that looks like he might be crying already. Jimin is behind him, hands spreading his cheeks while he eats him out. It’s a position Jungkook has been in more times than he can count, and Jimin’s mouth is… God, it’s something else – especially when he’s being a tease with it.

Taehyung must be so wet between the slick and spit, probably desperate to get fucked properly, assuming Jimin hasn’t done that already. Jungkook isn’t too picky either way. He’s just praying that Jimin wants him to fuck Taehyung, and doing his best not to get hard while he imagines how good it’s going to feel. Taehyung is always the same perfect mix of tight and wet, just like Jimin. They both feel like a dream and–

Breathe. Just gotta survive this drive back to the apartment.

Thankfully he doesn’t have far to go. They pull up to the apartment only about five minutes later, and he practically leaps out of the car after giving a quick thank-you to the driver. He’s so excited that he almost skips the elevator entirely and tries to run up the steps, but figures it’s better not to tire himself out before he even gets upstairs. Instead, he shuffles his weight from one foot to the other and does his best to look like he’s not standing in the lobby with a growing erection.

He gets in the elevator as fast as possible and rides it (alone, thank god) up to their floor.

The second he unlocks the front door and gets it open, he’s hit with the most incredible wave of maple and vanilla, sweet on his tongue and so thick in the air that there’s no way it could be anything but slick. He hurries inside, locking the door behind him and kicking his shoes off as the sound of a muffled cry rings out from the living room.

Jungkook immediately looks over to see almost exactly what he saw on the video feed, only this time it’s real and right in front of him.

Taehyung is facing toward the door, and his head lifts as soon as he hears the sound of it opening. There are tears running down his cheeks even as soft sounds of pleasure tumble out of him, pitching up into a high whine once he catches sight of Jungkook. “Jiminie, I– He’s here, and– Fuck… Please?”

Jimin peeks up from behind Taehyung, a wicked grin on his face as he drapes himself over Taehyung’s back, mouth shining wet with a mix of spit and slick. “Hey, Kookie. Wanna come here and help me with this? Poor TaeTae has been waiting for you.”

Honestly, the fact that Jungkook doesn’t trip over his own two feet in the rush to get closer is a miracle.

Every step brings the picture into clearer focus, especially as Jimin backs away from Taehyung and stands up to meet Jungkook instead, muttering a quick little, “Stay put, baby.” Jimin’s shirt is gone, but he’s still got a pair of sweatpants hanging from his hips, probably wet with slick. He always looks hot, but Jungkook especially loves seeing him like this, in control and practically dripping in confidence.

Taehyung on the other hand is entirely naked, a small collection of hickeys along his shoulders, while his ass has gone all pink from what looks like…

“Hyung, did you–” Jungkook swallows, reaching out for Jimin’s hip to steady himself even as his eyes stay glued to Taehyung’s ass. “Did you spank him?”

“Just a little. He asked me to, and he turns the cutest shade of pink – don’t you think?”

Taehyung lets out another whine, but keeps his hands gripping the edge of the coffee table as instructed.

“Yeah,” Jungkook agrees, finally tearing his eyes away to look at Jimin for instruction. “God, he’s so… What do you want me to do?”

“Poor thing hasn’t had anything inside of him. He’s so empty that he’s been begging for relief for at least the last half-hour. I want you to help him with that.”

“Can… Do I get to fuck him?”

“Please,” Taehyung cries, his tear stained face turning up to look at them, cheeks flushed a deep red while a fresh wave of his sticky sweet maple scent rolls off of him. “Wan’it so bad. M’empty and I need–”

“Don’t worry, baby,” Jimin says. “We know what you need.”

“Hyung, can I?” The words come out higher than Jungkook intends, already laced with a desperation he can feel racing through him. His mate needs him – and it’s going to feel so fucking good to take care of him. Split him open and fuck him through as many orgasms as Jungkook can manage before he cums himself. He just needs to–

“Focus, baby,” Jimin says, snapping Jungkook’s attention back to him as he reaches into his pocket and pulls out their favorite cock ring, holding it up for Jungkook to see. “You’re going to get naked and put this on for me. If TaeTae wants to cum that bad, we need to make sure he gets his fill.”

There’s another desperate sound from Taehyung, but Jungkook hardly hears it over the blood rushing between his ears.

Fuck yes.

*******

This is even better than Jimin imagined it would be. Taehyung practically tackled him the moment he set foot inside the apartment, and it’s been so, so hot to take all that energy and turn it into this.

Not to mention doing the same with Jungkook.

They’re both wrecked - Taehyung from the force of at least five orgasms (he cums so easily, they almost start to run together sometimes), and Jungkook from desperation to cum himself. It hasn’t taken long at all to get to this point. Once Jungkook finally slid inside of Taehyung, things started moving quickly – which was probably a nice change for Taehyung after over an hour of teasing beforehand.

Teasing which Jimin enjoyed with every fiber of his being. How could he not when Taehyung takes it all so well and cries so pretty?

Jimin watches, cooing praise at Jungkook, telling him when to move faster, when to slow down, and of course talking about how pretty Taehyung looks sobbing his way through every orgasm. They’re both so fucking gorgeous, especially like this, and it makes him feel powerful to have them looking to him for guidance and praise.

Even though he’s leaking slick, he doesn’t feel ashamed at all right now.

“Hyung, I want it off,” Jungkook whines, still fucking into Taehyung at exactly the pace Jimin has instructed, even as tears of desperation begin to run down his cheeks. He’s trembling, hands gripping Taehyung’s hips hard enough to dimple the flesh. “Wanna cum. I… I need to– I’ve been good.”

Taehyung is beyond words by this point, but he does make a long moan that sounds vaguely affirming.

As much as Jimin likes them like this, he feels inclined to agree.

Jungkook has been very good. And not just him either…

“You’re right, baby,” Jimin coos, sliding down to his knees in front of the coffee table and reaching out to tip Taehyung’s chin up so he can look at both of their faces. Taehyung is completely fucked out, eyelashes fluttering as he looks up at Jimin, while Jungkook looks more desperate than anything, like he’s about two seconds away from losing it and begging for all he’s worth. “You’ve both been so, so good for me. You can take it off, Kookie.”

“I– Thank you,” Jungkook stutters, briefly stopping his thrusts and reaching down with trembling hands to free himself of the cock ring.

Taehyung lets out a whine as Jungkook stops thrusting, blinking up at Jimin all sweet and confused.

“Don’t worry, TaeTae. Kookie’s not done with you yet, and neither am I. Would be a shame not to mess up this pretty face of yours. Is that okay?” Jimin is already using his free hand to shove his pants down around his hips as he asks, cock springing up the moment it’s freed.

Taehyung’s eyes snap down to it right away, going wide just like his mouth as he opens it in a motion that looks almost automatic, then lurches forward as best he can while laying over their coffee table.

“God, you’re so sweet, baby,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh. “You want it, don’t you?”

“Wan’it,” Taehyung echoes, trying again to move forward before freezing in place and letting out a cry as Jungkook slides back inside of him with his own groan of relief.

Jimin follows suit, guiding his cock between Taehyung’s lips and into that perfect mouth. It feels like a dream after spending the last hour or so hard in his pants, and he doesn’t bother trying not to thrust up into the warmth. He’s barely long enough to make Taehyung gag even when he tries, so there’s not much point in holding back – especially when he’s so receptive to it.

The fresh wave of maple slick is impossible to miss, scent so thick in the air that it makes Jimin’s mouth water.

“So fucking wet,” Jungkook groans, no longer controlling his pace as he curls around Taehyung’s back and fucks into him loud enough for the slapping of skin to nearly echo through the room. “Feel so good, hyung – like you were made for getting fucked.”

Jimin is so used to having Jungkook’s overwhelmed babbling directed at him that it almost feels weird to hear it said to Taehyung instead – but he realizes almost immediately that he also fucking loves it. He knows how good it always feels for him to hear, and he can only imagine how much Taehyung is enjoying it right now as his body starts to go tight again, knuckles stark white as they clutch the edge of the table.

“He does feel good, doesn’t he? So pretty and easy, just for us.”

“For us… God, he’s squeezing so tight, it’s–”

“He’s gonna cum for you,” Jimin pants, his own thrusts into Taehyung’s mouth rapidly losing rhythm. “Fill him up, baby. Show him how good he feels.”

Taehyung lets out a cry around Jimin’s cock as his orgasm overtakes him and more tears roll down his cheeks. He’s hardly even present enough for the blowjob he’s giving to be more than just warm hole for Jimin to fuck – but that’s all he really needs. Between the sight of Taehyung coming apart, and Jungkook tipping over the edge less than a minute later, Jimin’s own orgasm hits him like a truck, sending slick dripping down his thighs as he cums in Taehyung’s mouth.

~~

He allows himself a moment to bask in the afterglow before gently pulling out of Taehyung’s mouth and tugging his pants back onto his hips. Then he grabs a throw blanket from the couch to drape over Jungkook’s back, effectively covering both of them. With that done, he gets down on one knee to brush back some of Taehyung’s fluffy black curls, using his other hand to rub at his knuckles where he still grips the table.

“You can let go, TaeTae. It’s okay,” Jimin coos, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead. “You did so good for us, baby. You were perfect – both of you were.”

Neither of them answer with words, but Jungkook gives him a lopsided smile and Taehyung does eventually let go of the table. It’s a start, though they need to get somewhere a little more comfortable for the aftercare he wants to give.

“Kookie, do you think you can help me with one more thing before I make sure neither of you have to move for the next hour at least?”

“I can help,” Jungkook mumbles, blinking curiously up at Jimin while the rest of his movements remain syrupy sweet.

“I made us a nest in the bedroom. Can you help me bring TaeTae there so I can fuss over you both?”

The mention of a nest and being looked after has Jungkook perking right up, leaning down to whisper to Taehyung, “I’m gonna pull out and we’re gonna get you in a nest, hyung. Is that okay?”

After a vague noise of agreement and a bit of shuffling, Jungkook manages to scoop Taehyung up and take him to the bedroom while Jimin lingers just behind to grab the blanket he covered them both with and a couple of water bottles from the fridge. He’s already got snacks and everything else they could need in the nest – and he intends to make sure both Jungkook and Taehyung are doted on so well that they feel like they’re floating.

It takes about ten minutes of intense cuddles before Taehyung finally finds his voice again.

“Holy shit,” he mumbles, head resting on Jimin’s chest. “That felt so good. Pretty sure your dick is magic, Jungkookie.”

There’s a spike of happy orange blossom in the air as Jungkook laughs, cuddling up even closer to Jimin’s side and pressing a kiss to his shoulder. “It probably helped that Jiminie had you so worked up.”

“God, yeah. That part was so good too. Fuck. You’re both perfect.”

“Maybe it’s a little bit of both,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh of his own. “Cause your dick is pretty incredible, Kookie. Combine that with the fact that TaeTae is so easy to make orgasm, and you end up with perfection. Both of you did so good.”

“Have you always been that easy, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

Taehyung gives a little shrug. “Mostly. I didn’t really know what I liked before Jin-hyung, but you know how he is.”

Jimin and Jungkook hum in unison, both letting out a dreamy sounding, “Yeah.”

“Oh, he’s gonna love that he’s managed to sweep the two of you off your feet.”

“I don’t know how anyone could not be swept off their feet,” Jimin says. “Having all of Jin-hyung’s attention pointed at you feels… almost overwhelming? But in like the best way possible?”

“Yeah, he’s always sort of been like that. Makes you feel like the only important person in the whole world – and yet somehow a whole different kind of appreciated and seen in group settings. What can I say? I pick the best mates. Six out of six. One hundred percent perfect.”

“You do have pretty good taste,” Jimin agrees, pressing a kiss into Taehyung’s messy black hair. “We’re so glad we get to be a part of it.”

“Yeah, this is the best our life has ever been,” Jungkook says. “We love you so much, TaeTae.”

“Love you guys too. M’so happy you’re mine – especially if you’re gonna wreck me like that again sometime.”

Jimin lets out a giggle and squeezes both of them closer. “Pretty sure we can handle that.”

*******

Hoseok can’t remember the last time he had a proper date with just Joonie.

That’s definitely been the best part about not taking on much new work right now. Getting more time to spend alone with each of his mates. He’s been cooking with Jinnie, done woodworking with Yoongi, gone clothes shopping with Taehyungie, and now he’s out looking for new books with Namjoon.

They barely have a week left before their vacation, and both of them are looking for some new reading material to bring with on the trip. Namjoon isn’t quite as avid of a reader as Hoseok, but that’s mostly because he’s normally busy with emails and meetings – or hunting down their next big score. For this trip though, the goal is for him to actually relax. Jinnie has been adamant about them not taking on any new projects until they get back, and they’re closing out existing ones left and right.

All seven of them are starting to really get excited – even Yoongi, who normally grumbles about vacations until the moment his feet are up and he’s actively relaxing. Taehyung is already packing, but that’s his usual when they have a trip coming up. He likes to pack a few times just to make sure his assortment of outfits is satisfactory (which is a process that Jinnie loves helping with).

Namjoon was absolutely excited when Hoseok asked about the two of them going out today. Their pack alpha has been a little extra possessive these last couple of days. Not too noticeable, but Hoseok has picked up on the lingering touches and slight increase in time spent making sure the pack is together.

And the show yesterday on the video feed from Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment definitely added to the sense of desire behind their leader’s actions. Watching all three of their omegas together is always a treat, but seeing Jimin so effortlessly in control and Taehyung utterly wrecked by it is definitely more intense. Hoseok can’t deny that he enjoys this slightly more possessive version of Namjoon. The firm grip of a hand holding his, or spread across the small of his back to guide him along are both comforting, not to mention being pulled into hungry kisses and an insistent scenting this morning.

Now the two of them walk hand in hand through the bookstore, pointing out titles they think the other might like, and whatever additional strange and interesting books they see. Namjoon is drawn toward art, nature, and history, while Hoseok is usually pulled more toward the escapism of fiction. Today, he’s looking for something a bit different though – and Namjoon is happy to join him in his search for a new hobby.

They end up browsing in the crafts section of the bookstore.

“How about this?” Namjoon asks, holding up a book of one hundred beginner sewing projects. “You wanted something to do with your hands, right?”

Hoseok considers it for a moment, then shakes his head. “I think I want something a little more repetitive. I’m kind of hoping it could be… I don’t know exactly. Meditative? Give me a chance to just sit with my thoughts.”

Not discouraged in the slightest, Namjoon puts back the book with a smile. “You’re still planning to try painting with Kook-ah, right?”

“Yeah. We’re going to one of those guided painting places – the ones where they let you have a drink while they walk the whole class through painting the same thing. Minnie found it while the three of us were talking, actually. It looks fun, and I think I’ll feel better in a room with a bunch of other people who have no clue what they’re doing. Jinnie is gonna come with. I tried to convince Yoongles, but he’s busy with getting Yeonjun-ssi ready for our vacation.”

That has Namjoon tugging him closer and wrapping an arm around his back, scent going just a little warmer. “You did so good finding him for Yoongi, pup. I really can’t thank you enough for it.”

“I knew as soon as I met him that he would be a good fit, and it helps that he was trying so hard to avoid sounding like a fanboy when I mentioned the hacker ‘Suga.’ Kid went all red in the cheeks while he tried to act like he wasn’t tripping over himself for the job.”

“It’s going to make life so much better for Yoongi if he can have someone to rely on for that stuff.”

“Yeah,” Hoseok agrees, happily leaning into Namjoon’s hold as his eyes continue to scan the bookshelves in front of them. “Definitely counting myself lucky for stumbling into work for his group. They’re all– Oh, wait, maybe this would work.”

He steps forward and reaches up to one of the top shelves, grabbing down a book entitled “Crochet Friends - Amigurumi From Beginner To Expert”. The cover features a colorful collection of plushies in all shapes and sizes, ranging from simple to complex creatures with multiple limbs and little crochet outfits. It grabs his attention so completely that he’s certain he’s found what he’s looking for.

Trying to figure out who he is now is a difficult task, but there’s not a doubt in his mind that this appeals to him.

“Wanna expand the plushie collection?” Namjoon asks, leaning in as Hoseok begins to flip through the large book, trying to discern how difficult the instructions look.

The diagrams appear relatively clear, at least to his untrained eye, but maybe finding something more geared toward beginner crochet would help too. “I think so,” he says, eyes scanning the shelf. “Just wondering if I maybe need something a little more… generic beginner? The diagrams look simple enough, but the actual instructions read like a foreign language.”

It’s impossible to miss the way Namjoon’s scent tips warmer, body shifting closer to Hoseok as he mutters, “Let me take you to a craft store.” One arm is still wrapped securely around Hoseok’s back, and Namjoon’s voice comes out low enough to nearly make him shiver. “We’ll get you everything you need to start, and we can ask someone there about other books that might help.”

Whatever has gotten into Namjoon, Hoseok definitely likes it.

“Okay,” he says, leaning into the touch and settling his head on Namjoon’s shoulder. “Let’s find you something to read, and then you can take me anywhere you want.”

~~

Once they’re ready to move on, Namjoon eagerly takes Hoseok to the nearest craft store he can find, and the two of them spend a while looking at books and yarn before Namjoon spots an employee and asks for some beginner recommendations.

By the time it’s all said and done, Hoseok leaves the store with one additional book, an assortment of crochet hooks, a little beginner kit with other supplies, and an entire bag full of yarn. He wasn’t sure about exactly what he would need, but when the employee Namjoon found told them with a wink that ‘you can never have too much yarn,’ Namjoon took that quite literally. Now he has a whole assortment of materials, colors, and ‘weights’ (something to do with the thickness of the yarn, apparently) to mess around with.

It feels like maybe going a little too all-in on a new hobby, but he can’t deny that he’s excited to try this. Doing stuff with his mates has been wonderful, but he’s hoping to find something new to do on his own too.

Back at the house, Namjoon helps Hoseok carry his bounty of goodies into his bedroom.

“I’m surprised nobody is here,” Hoseok says as he deposits one shopping bag full of yarn near his desk. “I know Jinnie is at Borahae today, but I sort of expected to see Taehyungie around.”

“He convinced Yoongi to go to lunch with him and Kook-ah.”

“Oh good. Yoongi was probably overdue for a lunch break.”

“My thoughts exactly,” Namjoon agrees, setting down the rest of Hoseok’s purchases and then taking a seat on the edge of his bed before looking up at him with an inviting smile. “I’m admittedly not bothered by the chance to spend a little more time with you – as long as you’re willing, of course. If you’d rather get started on your new project–”

“You can stay,” Hoseok interrupts, plopping down next to Namjoon on the bed and flashing him a smile. “Are we talking about something?”

“Nothing in particular. I guess I’m just curious how things are going. Wondering if you’ve heard anything since cutting off your parents, how you’re feeling about our vacation, and maybe if there’s anything I can do to support you better?”

“You could come cuddle with me,” Hoseok offers, giving a gentle tug to Namjoon’s hand. “Come on, this sounds like a ‘getting comfy in bed’ kind of talk.”

Namjoon gladly takes that invitation, shuffling upward and settling his head on one of the pillows, then opening his arms to beckon Hoseok in. His sandalwood scent tips just a little sweet once they’re properly cuddling, an obvious sign that he’s pleased with the arrangement – and they end up trading a few kisses back and forth rather than getting straight to the discussion.

It’s nice to just take a moment to enjoy one another first, especially if they’re going to talk about more serious stuff after.

Hoseok lets the silence linger even once they’ve finished kissing, allowing a minute or so to pass before speaking up. “You asked about my family,” he says, giving Namjoon a little smile before continuing. “They’ve tried calling from other people’s phones a few times. I just keep hanging up on them and blocking whatever numbers they call from. I considered changing my own number, but with my network of contacts already potentially in jeopardy, I don’t want to risk losing even more of them.”

“Not trying to push you in any direction with this, but I’m curious… Is maintaining that network of contacts something you want to do for you? I know you talked about working less.”

“Yeah, I think I want to keep them for myself. It’s… I don’t know if I’ll ever want to do the same work again – like the huge jobs to get someone a trinket – but I do like knowing the right people for whatever situation comes up. It feels valuable. I’m good at it. There’s lots of ways to maintain that and get people what they want without having to do insane jobs for terrible pay and a hollow pat on the back.”

“Is that how it felt? Hollow?”

Hoseok nods, feeling a little rush of bitterness and anger at the thought. That part has definitely been getting worse, rage brewing inside of him some nights until he’s left crying out of frustration and wishing he could break something.

“Your scent went away,” Namjoon says softly, one hand reaching up to gently cup Hoseok’s cheek. “Wanna talk about what you’re feeling?”

There’s an immediate rush of internal scolding that starts up in Hoseok’s brain, because a part of him still sees his inability to hide his emotions as weakness, but that only makes him angrier. Namjoon is his mate, and the fact that his parents taught him to push away even the people who would do anything for him is so upsetting, it nearly leaves him seething.

No more hiding.

He lets his scent out, even though it’s gone burnt, then opens his mouth to talk.

“I’m angry,” he says, but that doesn’t feel like nearly a strong enough set of words for what’s living inside of him. “Like really angry some days. Makes it easy to hang up on them when they call, but there are times it gets so big that I just want to scream – or maybe break something. I don’t know. It was never like this before, but now when I think about them I just get so… emotional.”

“I think you have every right to be angry. Furious even. Do you think that’s maybe because you spent a lot of years shoving down your feelings about them, and now that you’re allowing yourself to feel them, they’re all coming at once and getting overwhelming?”

“Probably. And I know I need to feel them. Jinnie keeps telling me it’s important to let them out. It just… Sometimes they feel too big for that? Or if I do get them out, they’re just back the next day anyway. I don’t know. It’s frustrating.”

Namjoon smiles at Hoseok, soft and warm as he takes his time to consider the words for a few seconds. “I think what you’re doing by trying to process all these feelings is really impressive, but I can understand the frustration. It would be nice sometimes if we just had to feel things once and then could let go of them.”

“Yeah, or if any amount of getting them out actually, you know, got them out.”

“Wanna try now? If it’s something you’re up to sharing, I’d love to know what you’re feeling. Maybe you could tell me some of what you’re upset about? Only if that’s something you feel comfortable with.”

The thought of unpacking the box of anger inside of him feels… dangerous – like the emotions are something he needs to protect, or he’ll be punished for feeling them, or mocked, or simply have them hand-waved away like they’re nothing, or–

“I’m mad that I don’t want to talk to you about this,” Hoseok admits quietly. He can feel Namjoon preparing to speak, to tell him it’s okay or try to talk gently around it, but he continues before his alpha has a chance to comment. “They made something like explaining why I’m hurting feel impossible, when it should be an easy thing to do with the people I trust. Even when I do want to open up, like right now, there’s still a part of me that screams about how I’m doing something wrong, putting myself in danger, being weak. It’s not right. I know that, but it’s exhausting to have to fight that same stupid battle over and over again.”

It’s impossible to miss the way that Joonie softens at the honesty, scent getting stronger as Hoseok’s tips more sour with distress. “Thank you for doing it so that we can be here with you, but I’m sorry it’s so hard. You’re right that you aren’t doing anything wrong, and you never did anything to deserve them making you feel this way.”

“People keep saying that.”

“Which part?”

“That I didn’t deserve it. I know it’s supposed to make me feel better, and maybe in a way it does… but it also just makes me even angrier. Like if it’s so obvious to everyone else that I didn’t deserve what they did to me, why wasn’t it obvious to them? At least before, I could fall back on telling myself that things were destined to end up how they did, that I was a tool who also happened to be a person in my off time. But that wasn’t all I was. I… You know what Minnie told me the other day?”

“What did he say?” Namjoon asks, hand now trailing down to Hoseok’s shoulder where his thumb rubs tiny little circles into the skin.

“I was telling him about some of this, how I’m starting to get angry at the way they treated me and how weird it is that I never questioned it all that much when I lived with them, and he… God, it’s stupid, but…” Hoseok can feel tears starting to prick in his eyes, throat going tight as the anger gives way to the inky black pit of grief that feels like it’s always lurking beneath the surface now, ready to swallow him whole. “He told me, ‘Of course you didn’t question it. You were just a kid.’ And he’s right. I was just a kid, and I… I don’t know why that hurts so goddamn much.”

“Oh, pup,” Namjoon mutters, arms wrapping nice and strong around Hoseok and tugging him in close enough that their bodies are flush, head tilting to offer up his scent gland. “That’s not stupid, baby. Not even a little.”

Hoseok doesn’t even bother trying not to crumble, tears falling from his eyes as he takes Namjoon’s invitation and buries his face in his alpha’s neck. He’s starting to learn that there’s no avoiding these tears when they come, when he imagines holding some small child to the same standards his parents held him to. Punishing them for something as natural as crying, or taking away things they loved simply to prove that attachment makes them vulnerable.

He has an easier time picturing some other child in his shoes than to try and see himself as one, or to even imagine what he looked like to his parents.

It’s gut wrenching to think about, no matter how he does it. Hoseok loves kids and enjoys it whenever he gets to interact with them – and they like him too. Every time he attends one of Jin’s larger family gatherings, he makes a point out of being friendly to the children of Jin’s cousins. They usually end up playing hide and seek with him, or tag, or sometimes showing off their new toys and offering to play with them together.

He adores it, and the thought of even a single one of them being treated how he was makes him want to fight and sob in equal measure.

So why didn’t his parents feel that way about him?

By this point, he’s absolutely sobbing against Namjoon, body shaking as he’s held and assured that it’s okay, that crying is perfectly fine, and he has every reason to be upset. It simultaneously helps and makes him wonder why this is so easy for his mates to give, yet utterly impossible for him to ever expect from his parents.

It isn’t fair.

None of it is. It never was, and all Hoseok can do about it now is try to cry it out, pick the pieces back up, and attempt to make something better.

And it hurts.

*******

It breaks Namjoon’s heart to see Hoseok in pain, but he couldn’t be more grateful to get to be here right now, holding his mate as he cries at the realization of just how horribly he was treated. They’ve all wanted better for Hoseok for so long, and it’s a relief to know that he wants better for himself now too.

He takes a while to begin to calm back down again, full body shakes slowly giving way to a slight tremble as his little sobs fade away entirely. The shoulder of Namjoon’s shirt is soaked through with tears – evidence of just how much trust and vulnerability Hoseok is giving to him right now. It’s such a relief to feel some of these walls between them finally crumbling.

“Sorry,” Hoseok eventually mumbles into Namjoon’s shoulder. “I really didn’t mean for this talk to get all emotional.”

“I love it,” Namjoon answers immediately. “Not the fact that you’re hurting, but that you’re letting me be here with you during. It’s like the cherry on top of an already perfect day.”

It’s not a lie. Their date today was already wonderful. Watching Hoseok pursue new hobbies is genuinely fun, and it doesn’t hurt that he seems receptive to the tiny baby steps that Namjoon is trying to take toward holding himself back a little less. Even just this small shift is already helping to soothe his alpha instincts, and a part of him is cautiously optimistic that this could be a positive change.

“Thanks for not hating it at least,” Hoseok says, letting out a little puff out laughter followed by a sniffle. “Ugh, I’m a mess. Let me blow my nose. Back in a minute.”

Namjoon waits patiently while Hoseok goes to the bathroom to collect himself. There’s the sound of him blowing his nose, and then silence for a minute or so before he walks back out with red puffy eyes and a sheepish smile on his face as he notices Namjoon still laying on his bed.

“Come here, pup.”

There’s no hesitation. Hoseok climbs right back into bed and cuddles up to Namjoon, pressing a kiss to his cheek. “I really am okay now – and most of the time, honestly. Every now and then it just all gets really big and I have to cry. Jinnie says it’s healthy but it’s exhausting and feels like it’s never gonna end sometimes.”

“It definitely is healthy to start letting some of this out, but I understand you being frustrated by it too. You’re used to just shoving those emotions aside, so the backlog is probably pretty overwhelming.”

“Backlog…” Hoseok echoes with a laugh. “Yeah, I guess that’s one way to put it. But that’s enough family talk for now.”

“Are you sure? I’m more than happy to hear anything else you’re open to talking about. It might help me support you better, or–”

“You’re already supporting me, Joonie. Honestly, you’ve been great. Not just with all this crying and stuff either. I really… Today was nice, and I appreciate the little shift to you being more… solid?”

Namjoon quirks his head at that, curious. “Solid?”

“Yeah. You’ve felt a little bit more like my alpha these last couple of days – not that we don’t all think of you that way already,” Hoseok explains. “Just nice to feel you leaning into it a little more. What’s up with that, anyway? Something about seeing Yoongles in pretty lingerie get you feeling all possessive?”

Okay, well they’ve definitely noticed then…

“Is it super obvious?” Namjoon asks, unable to fight back the little lurch of apprehension in his stomach. “I’m not trying to be overbearing, so if it’s too much or–”

“Namjoon, how many times have we literally asked you for this exact thing?”

“I know… I just don’t want it to be over the top or make any of you feel controlled or like I’m overstepping.”

“Alpha,” Hoseok says seriously, lifting his head to make very deliberate eye contact. “I want this, as long as you do too. It feels good. I know you worry that you’re pressuring us, but not all pressure is bad. When you’re like this it feels… more like a comfortable weight keeping me secure than something that locks me in – and if I feel that way, the omegas are going to adore it.”

Namjoon can’t deny that it’s an appealing thought, but it’s also the part he feels most anxious about. Doing this sort of stuff with the other alphas feels like a safe starting point, and Taehyung’s eagerness is hard to misinterpret. Jin is always a safe bet when Namjoon feels like exploring too. It’s just… He talks himself in circles about Jimin and Jungkook, round and round about wanting desperately to act like their alpha, but being terrified of doing something wrong when things seem to be going so well. As much as he knows that he gets scared and overcompensates, stepping out of his comfort zone still feels predictably terrifying, and–

“I can see you overthinking,” Hoseok says. “Which part are you worried about? Want me to guess?”

“Pretty sure it’s obvious,” Namjoon mumbles, certain that his mate can see right through him.

“Minnie and Jungkookie?”

“Mostly, yeah.”

“I don’t know how to convince you that they’re going to love it, but I can promise you that they will. We’ve got a whole week together on this vacation, so it’ll give you plenty of time to test the waters as slow as you like.”

Namjoon takes a deep breath, trying to settle the little pit of anxiety in his belly. There’s nothing to suggest that he should be afraid of this. It’s all in his own head, but that doesn’t make it any easier to ignore. “You’re right, Hoseok. I know you are. It’s just…”

“Hard not to overthink it?”

“Pretty much.”

“I feel you there. M’hoping it gets easier with time – for both of us.”

“Easier would be nice.”

“I really do mean it though. Thank you for being such a solid presence I can fall back on, especially with how much of a wreck I’ve been lately.”

“For the record, I don’t think you seem like a wreck at all,” Namjoon says, squeezing Hoseok closer. “And it’s okay to be struggling to make peace with all of this. I think you’re doing great, and I’m so glad to get to be with you for any part of it you’re willing to share with me.”

Hoseok takes a deep breath, then lets out a tiny puff of laughter. “Thanks, Joonie. I love you.”

“I love you too, pup.”

Notes:

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude chapter, and then we're charging full steam ahead into our vacation arc! See you there <3

Chapter 139: Interlude – Ready To Go

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jimin to Namjoon]

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Namjoon]: Hey Minnie. What’s up?

[Jimin]: Wondering if you have a minute?

[Namjoon]: Of course. Is everything okay?

[Jimin]: Yeah everything is fine. Sorry to worry you

[Jimin]: I just know you’ve been trying to talk to me for a while and stuff keeps coming up so I was gonna ask if you wanted to tell me what’s been on your mind (。^▽^)

[Namjoon]: I appreciate that, pup.

[Namjoon]: But I feel like this is a talk I’d rather have in person.

[Jimin]: Oh

[Jimin]: Should I be worried? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Not even a little. I promise.

[Jimin]: Can I at least know what we’re talking about then?

[Namjoon]: Of course. Not a secret at all, baby.

[Namjoon]: Broadly speaking, I’d like to talk about us but I know that probably sounds like it could be scary so let me be more specific.

[Namjoon]: I want to talk about how I can help you feel more at ease with me.

[Jimin]: Hyung I already told you that you aren’t doing anything wrong

[Jimin]: I do feel comfortable with you („• ֊ •„)

[Namjoon]: I’m glad. That means we have somewhere to build from, but let’s leave this for a time when we can sit down alone and discuss it. Okay?

[Jimin]: Alright

[Jimin]: Sorry for asking like this (〃ー〃)

[Namjoon]: Nothing to apologize for at all. I really appreciate you trying to talk to me about it actually. It just feels like it would be an easier talk to have when I can read your body language and make sure I’m communicating correctly.

[Jimin]: Okay that makes me feel better

[Jimin]: Thank you for explaining more hyung

[Jimin]: So umm…

[Jimin]: When would you like to have this talk? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Hold on while I double check our calendars. Jin and I are working really crazy hours to get everything done and ready for vacation. I know you’ve got a busy week too.

[Jimin]: Looks like you’re pretty booked up from what I can see. You’ve got a few hours the day before we leave

[Namjoon]: Yeah that’s my attempt at building a cushion into my schedule so that I can tackle anything last minute that comes up.

[Jimin]: Oh that’s smart (^-^)

[Jimin]: How about Wednesday afternoon?

[Namjoon]: My calendar says you have class after work that day.

[Jimin]: Yeah but I’ll have like two hours before work starts so I could come by the house if you want? Otherwise I’ll just be killing time at the library

[Jimin]: Unless you want to have more time

[Namjoon]: I feel like that could work. Thank you for trying to make time for me. I’m sorry that this week is so hectic.

[Jimin]: No worries. If something changes we can always find some time on vacation to like… idk go for a walk or something?

[Namjoon]: I’d love that either way, Minnie.

[Jimin]: Me too ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: Okay we’ll plan for Wednesday

[Namjoon]: Looking forward to it.

~

[Jimin to JK]

[Jimin]: Well it didn’t go as expected but I did what I said I would ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Attachment: Screenshot

[JK]: thats a good point from namjoon hyung

[JK]: it sounds like an in person conversation

[JK]: do you feel okay about it

[Jimin]: Yeah it’s alright. I’m just gonna wear a plug so I don’t have to worry about it and can focus on actually having the conversation

[JK]: you should talk to him about that part too

[Jimin]: (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: Maybe. I need to see where the rest of this goes

[Jimin]: Work going okay?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: its dead and amber ssi has spent the last half hour looking at everything there is to do where we are gonna stay

[Jimin]: Oooo did you guys find anything interesting?

[JK]: a few things i gotta show you tonight

[JK]: but also apparently there’s a whole museum exhibit in town just for hand carved gourds

[JK]: like really fancy ones from all over painted with neat designs

[Jimin]: That’s weird. Sounds kind of cool though

[JK]: thats what i thought too

[JK]: i bet namjoon hyung will like it

[Jimin]: He totally will! We should plan to go (。^▽^)

[JK]: that would be fun

[JK]: i should probably do some actual work while im here though

[Jimin]: Sounds good. Have fun Kookie

[JK]: you too hyung

~

[Hoseok to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: hey yoongles :)

[Hobi]: how busy are u?

[Yoongi]: I always have time for you Seok-ah. What do you need?

[Hobi]: it’s just a sort of silly thing honestly.

[Hobi]: just for if u have some spare time.

[Yoongi]: Okay. I definitely can spare some time.

[Yoongi]: What is it?

[Hobi]: i was hoping u might be able 2 help me find something.

[Hobi]: more than one thing really.

[Yoongi]: You’re normally not this cagey about asking me for help. Do you want me to come to your room?

[Hobi]: no its okay sorry.

[Hobi]: i’m kind of a mess rn.

[Yoongi]: You have two options:

[Yoongi]: Either you start talking right now or I’m coming to your room.

[Yoongi]: What’s it gonna be?

[Hobi]: talking.

[Yoongi]: Okay. What do you want me to help you find?

[Hobi]: i don’t have any pictures of myself as a kid

[Yoongi]: None? I know you said your parents weren’t really the type but it’s weird to think there aren’t any.

[Hobi]: there are some at the house. mostly family pictures or ones other people took of me and gave 2 them.

[Hobi]: but those are just in a box in the closet so i’ve got no chance of getting them without going to the house again.

[Hobi]: and i’m not doing that.

[Yoongi]: Yeah I don’t want you to ever have to go back there.

[Hobi]: me either.

[Yoongi]: Is there another way you think I might be able to find them? You didn’t go to public school so there’s no yearbook to look back on. Did you do something else they might have taken a portrait for?

[Hobi]: i was enrolled in one school for long enough 2 have a school picture taken. i must have been like… ten? i’m sorry. this might be dumb.

[Hobi]: i’ve been thinking about some of the public events we attended as a family. it’s hard 2 imagine we never would have been photographed for a news piece or something.

[Hobi]: sorry this might be stupid :(

[Hobi]: i’m not having any luck finding anything and i was going 2 see if u would be willing 2 look since ur way better at this stuff than me.

[Yoongi]: It’s not stupid at all Seok-ah.

[Yoongi]: If those photos exist I’ll find them. I’d love to do that for you and if you can tell me what school you were enrolled in I can try to find that picture too.

[Hobi]: thank u yoongi. ur the best <3

[Hobi]: and I really am sorry i’m being so weird about this.

[Yoongi]: I’m assuming you don’t need them right now?

[Hobi]: no just whenever u have time. not a rush at all.

[Yoongi]: Great. I’m coming to your room. Have you eaten?

[Hobi]: u don’t have 2. i’m okay.

[Yoongi]: Not negotiable. I’ll be there with snacks in like five minutes and we’re gonna cuddle and watch that terrible heist show you love. I want to hear all about how inaccurate their information is and why their plans are going to fail.

[Yoongi]: Pull out your laptop and make room on the bed for me.

[Yoongi]: If you wanna talk we can do that. If not then I won’t bother you about it.

[Hobi]: i love u so much yoongles <3 :’)

[Yoongi]: Mutual. See you soon.

~

[Yoongi to Jin]

[Yoongi]: On a scale of one to ten how mad do you think Joon-ah would be if I had Min-ah steal something?

[Jin]: Without discussing it with your pack alpha first? Ten. So I would suggest asking him before you do anything :-)

[Jin]: What is it that you intend to steal?

[Yoongi]: It's not for me. I don't even know if stealing it is the best option. Let me think about it for a while.

[Jin]: Can you at least tell me what you're considering? I am painfully curious.

[Yoongi]: If I promise to ask Joon-ah before I do anything will you promise to keep this between us?

[Jin]: That seems fair to me :-)

[Yoongi]: Seok-ah doesn't have any pictures of himself as a kid. I'm going to look online to see if I can find anything from news articles or the one yearbook he might have been in.

[Yoongi]: But his parents have a little box full of family photos in a closet on the main floor of their house.

[Jin]: I see. And you think Jimin-ah would be well suited to this task?

[Yoongi]: You don't? He's good. After all the stories we've heard there isn't a doubt in my mind that he could do this in his sleep.

[Jin]: How does Hobi-yah feel about this plan?

[Yoongi]: ...

[Jin]: You didn't ask him :-|

[Yoongi]: No I didn't ask him. I don't really want to. He's already feeling like he's being a burden by finally processing a lifetime of being treated like shit by his parents.

[Yoongi]: I just want to give him this with no strings attached.

[Jin]: It’s rather telling that in this case you consider talking about it to be a 'string'.

[Yoongi]: Is that really important?

[Jin]: Just an observation.

[Jin]: How thoroughly did Hoseok-ah describe the location of this box of photos?

[Yoongi]: Thoroughly. He was talking about seeing it through the years and how he regretted not just grabbing it out of the closet and taking it for himself.

[Jin]: You would need floor plans of the house, an idea of what security is like, and a plan for getting in and out. I would recommend having at least some of that together before attempting to talk to Namjoon-ah.

[Yoongi]: Alright. I'll get to work.

[Yoongi]: Thank you for helping me think it through hyung.

[Jin]: Of course darling.

[Jin]: Regardless of whether it ends up happening, I think it's very sweet of you to try.

~

[Jungkook to Jimin and Namjoon]

[JK]: guys i am so sorry

[Jimin]: What's wrong baby? (;●_●)

[Namjoon]: Are you okay Kook-ah?

[JK]: im okay i just need jiminies help

[JK]: i know you guys are supposed to meet up today but im locked out of the apartment and nobody else is in town to let me in

[JK]: i left my keys in my pants pocket last night and forgot to grab them this morning

[JK]: im sorry

[Jimin]: Kookie it's okay ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: I'm having Wonho-ssi turn around right now

[Namjoon]: Neither of us are gonna be upset with you for a mistake, pup. We're going to have a whole week together really soon.

[Jimin]: That's right. We'll have plenty of time to talk then (。^▽^)

[JK]: i just feel stupid

[Namjoon]: That's the last thing you are baby. Are you okay? We could both come there if you need?

[JK]: its okay

[JK]: im already late so i have to go as soon as i can

[Jimin]: Did you text Amber-ssi?

[JK]: yeah she knows

[Jimin]: Okay then there's nothing to worry about Kookie. I'll be home in fifteen minutes (^-^)

~

[Namjoon to Jungkook]

[Namjoon]: I just want to make sure you understand that I'm not upset with you. Not even a little bit. Is that clear, baby?

[JK]: but you guys had plans and i ruined them

[Namjoon]: Honestly I think you might have done us a favor.

[JK]: how?

[Namjoon]: Now I don't have to try and cram this into an hour and hope for the best. Minnie and I can find some time on vacation to talk with just the two of us.

[JK]: yeah but i was really excited for it to happen today too

[Namjoon]: You were?

[Namjoon]: Any reason in particular for that?

[JK]: umm

[JK]: i just wanna see you both on the same page

[Namjoon]: And we aren’t now?

[JK]: i dont want to say too much

[JK]: mostly because i want the two of you to talk about it together

[Namjoon]: Is there anything you are willing to say?

[JK]: i guess it just seems like you guys get stuck a lot of the time

[JK]: like something gets lost in translation and youre both so cautious that neither of you talks about it

[Namjoon]: Any advice on how to bridge that gap?

[JK]: sure but its gonna be the same thing i always tell you

[JK]: if it makes you feel any better i give jiminie the same advice

[Namjoon]: What advice is that exactly?

[JK]: stop holding back

[Namjoon]: That simple?

[JK]: youre both so afraid of making a mistake that you just dont move so

[JK]: yes

[JK]: that simple

[Namjoon]: What is Jimin-ah holding back?

[JK]: ask him when you talk

[JK]: the two of you need to figure this out together

[JK]: i really am sorry that i screwed up your chance to do it today

[JK]: but maybe youre right and having more time to figure it out will be better

[Namjoon]: I’m more certain of that now than I was before. I appreciate you helping me understand and I promise that I’ll find a way to tackle this.

[Namjoon]: We have a whole week together. I’m hoping we can talk about a lot of things actually.

[Namjoon]: All of us, I mean.

[JK]: like what

[Namjoon]: Plans for our future. How we want to handle a few things that are coming up. Nothing bad or that you need to worry about. Actually, I’m hoping that it will all be pretty positive.

[JK]: that sounds exciting

[JK]: and im already excited

[JK]: its going to be so much fun

[JK]: are you bringing your camera hyung

[Namjoon]: Of course. Have you done any looking at the nearby trails?

[JK]: lots

[JK]: there’s a bunch i wanna check out and some i think youre really gonna like too

[JK]: i dont know if we are gonna have time for all of them so we might need to prioritize

[JK]: and the closest one is more of a pleasant nature walk than a hike so i bet everyone would be willing to come with us for that one

[Namjoon]: I’d love to do something like that as a group. Thank you for looking into it for us.

[JK]: of course

[JK]: im so ready to check it all out and take tons of pictures

[JK]: oh jiminie is here

[JK]: gotta go hyung

[JK]: love you

[Namjoon]: Love you too. Have a good rest of your day, pup.

~

[Yoongi to Taehyung]

[Yoongi]: Do you have enough time left for an extra clothes shopping trip before we go on this vacation?

[Tae]: always (・ω<)

[Tae]: do you need something hyung?

[Yoongi]: God no. I’m fine.

[Yoongi]: I just saw Joon-ah lose a button on one of his shirts. He moved wrong and the one trying to hold in his goddamn chest just snapped right off and went flying.

[Tae]: omg that’s beautiful ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: i’ll take care of it hyung

[Yoongi]: Thank you. He’s trying to say it’s just the shirt but at this point we all know that’s not true.

[Tae]: yeah he could only avoid this for so long

[Tae]: better we handle it before vacation (♥ω♥*)

[Tae]: so…

[Yoongi]: What?

[Tae]: you didn’t happen to be recording? on a video call? maybe even snapped a picture at the exact right moment? (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: No.

[Yoongi]: Why would I be taking a video when we were just having a conversation?

[Tae]: that’s a shame

[Tae]: i guess my imagination will have to suffice

~

[Tae to Jin]

[Tae]: hyung i have good news for you (^ω^)

[Tae]: the day is finally here

[Jin]: What day is that, darling? :-)

[Tae]: joonie-hyung has officially gotten so strong he’s literally bursting out of his shirts

[Tae]: snapped a button clean off when he moved wrong (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jin]: That’s wonderful news.

[Jin]: Now he’s going to have no choice but to allow us to take him shopping.

[Jin]: It’s just a shame I didn’t get to see this sight for myself.

[Tae]: that’s what I said too

[Tae]: yoongi-hyung got that all to himself ( ╥ω╥ )

[Jin]: At least we get to take care of this before our vacation. I believe Joon-ah has a few free hours tomorrow afternoon.

[Tae]: we do it just like we did last time?

[Tae]: split up to cover more ground and rotate bringing clothes to the dressing room?

[Jin]: Yes, I think that’s our best bet.

[Tae]: i’m inviting jiminie

[Tae]: between the three of us we can get him in and out of there no problem (^ω^)

[Jin]: And tackle an entire wardrobe of basics in only a few hours. A wonderful idea. I’ll get it scheduled with Joon-ah.

[Tae]: sounds good (´♥ω♥`)

~~

[Tae to Jimin]

[Tae]: hey idk what you were planning to do tomorrow but you’re busy now (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Okay... With what? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: we're taking joonie-hyung clothes shopping but he hates it so we gotta be fast

[Tae]: you me and jin-hyung are gonna get him in and out with a new wardrobe in less than three hours

[Jimin]: Oh is he finally ready to buy bigger clothes?

[Tae]: yeah he lost a button today so it's time

[Tae]: but he doesn't like clothes shopping so we gotta be smart about it (・ω<)

[Jimin]: I can definitely help (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: I've been mated to Kookie for years and he hates clothes shopping too

[Jimin]: At least when the clothes are for him

[Jimin]: So what's the plan? Find things he likes that fit and buy them in like ten different colors?

[Tae]: something like that yeah

[Tae]: we just gotta handle the basics for now

[Tae]: the rest can be done over time

[Jimin]: I'm so in! Let's do it (^-^)

[Tae]: thank youuuuuu (´♥ω♥`)

~

[Hoseok to Jimin]

[Hobi]: i hear ur taking joonie clothes shopping right now.

[Jimin]: Yeah we’re about halfway done (^-^)

[Hobi]: how’s it going so far?

[Jimin]: Honestly not too bad

[Jimin]: I think he hates this as much as Kookie does

[Jimin]: But TaeTae and Jin-hyung seem to have a system worked out

[Hobi]: oh? how does that work?

[Jimin]: Mostly just keep him in the fitting room. Browsing through clothes seems like it stresses him out more

[Jimin]: Between the three of us we can keep a pretty steady stream of options incoming (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: TaeTae is so good at guessing Namjoon-hyung’s size that it almost feels like a superpower

[Hobi]: omg yeah i have no idea how he does it but it works on all of us :O

[Hobi]: i don’t think he’s ever bought me anything that didn’t fit like a glove.

[Hobi]: are u guys helping joonie branch out a little?

[Jimin]: I don’t know about that. I feel like his tastes are pretty well established ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Hobi]: nothing in particular u’d like 2 see him in? ;D

[Jimin]: I mean yes but he already wears that sort of stuff sometimes

[Hobi]: o?

[Hobi]: tell me about ur preference. i’m curious now.

[Jimin]: To be fair Namjoon-hyung looks good basically all the time

[Hobi]: but what makes u the weakest for him? ;)

[Jimin]: I guess I like when he dresses down ( 〃▽〃)

[Jimin]: There’s something about him in sweatpants and a t-shirt that just always looks good. Especially during our heats when everything he wore was so soft and comfy

[Hobi]: god ur so right.

[Hobi]: joonie looks hottest when he’s all cozy ;D

[Hobi]: although yoongles might disagree there.

[Jimin]: Yoongi-hyung having incorrect opinions? I’ve never seen that before (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: Nevermind it’s not as much fun to give him shit when he isn’t here to argue back

[Jimin]: He prefers Namjoon-hyung all dressed up?

[Hobi]: i don’t know if he’d ever admit it but he definitely does.

[Hobi]: 2 be fair i think he just loves seeing all his mates dressed up ;D

[Jimin]: And dressing up ( 〃▽〃)

[Hobi]: omg yeah i’m still not over how pretty he looked all dolled up for joonie.

[Jimin]: Me either

[Jimin]: Think he’ll let us do it again sometime?

[Jimin]: I know he fussed but it seemed like he enjoyed it underneath all that

[Hobi]: that’s the impression i got 2.

[Hobi]: and i’m definitely betting he lets us do it again.

[Jimin]: I hope so

[Jimin]: Gotta run

[Jimin]: We’re at the next store

[Hobi]: have fun honey. take good care of our alpha <3

[Jimin]: (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

[Omegas Only Group Chat]

[Tae]: hey are you both home now? ヾ(•ω•`)o

[JK]: yeah hyung

[JK]: just packing now

[Jimin]: What’s up? (●'◡'●)

[Tae]: i’m packing too and omg i can’t believe we leave tomorrow

[Tae]: how am i supposed to sleep when i’m this excited? (;^ω^)

[Jimin]: Right? I’m gonna try really hard to go to bed at a decent time but worst case I guess we can nap on the plane

[JK]: or maybe on the drive from the airport

[Tae]: oh yeah good point

[Tae]: we’ve got travel time we can use to our advantage

[Tae]: how’s your packing going?

[JK]: miserable

[Tae]: oh is it that bad?

[Jimin]: I’m helping him I swear ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: jiminie is helping

[JK]: i just hate packing

[JK]: its like picking out clothes over and over for hours

[Tae]: for me that’s like the ideal way to spend an afternoon (;^ω^)

[JK]: hopefully next time we go on a trip we all just live together

[JK]: then you and jiminie can tag team packing for me and i can cook you something nice in return

[Tae]: or you could just sit there and look pretty while we work

[Tae]: that might be… more in line with what i’d want out of the experience at least (・ω<)

[Tae]: not that you cooking is bad

[JK]: you just wanna dress me up

[JK]: even if its just picking out my future outfits for a whole week

[Tae]: guilty

[Tae]: you’re gonna let me dress you up on this trip too right?

[JK]: as long as i dont have to pick the outfit or try to put makeup on myself

[JK]: you can dress me however you want

[Tae]: nice

[Tae]: i’m gonna doll you up so pretty (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: make everyone's jaws hit the floor

[JK]: dont know if itll get that big of a reaction but i like looking pretty

[Tae]: of course its gonna get a reaction!

[Tae]: jiminie back me up here

[JK]: hes busy packing my bag

[JK]: because hes the best

[Tae]: this is why we should all be packing together ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: next year he can multitask

[JK]: but aren’t you gonna be in your big closet while me and jiminie are...

[JK]: wherever our room ends up being

[JK]: or maybe rooms

[JK]: i have no idea what the plan is but either way your closet is a room of its own

[Tae]: okay you know what

[Tae]: fair point

[Tae]: hear me out

[Tae]: maybe

[Tae]: i expand my closet and all three of us can share one big one (^ω^)

[Jimin]: You know what would be more practical than that?

[Tae]: oh NOW you show back up

[Jimin]: I was helping Kookie pack ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: anyways what's more practical?

[Jimin]: We could just hang out in your closet while you pack and then move when it’s time to pack for Kookie

[Tae]: okay fine maybe we don’t HAVE to share a closet

[Tae]: i just wanna do so much stuff together that sometimes i get excited and wanna mesh it all into one big ball of spending all my time with you guys ( ; ω ; )

[JK]: i think its cute

[Jimin]: It really is (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: You wanna jump on video call while I finish up?

[Jimin]: We can gossip and talk about plans for the trip?

[Tae]: yes yes yes yes please ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[JK]: alright ill set it up

Notes:

Sunday we'll finally get started on our vacation arc. See you there! <3 :D

Chapter 140: Vacation Begins

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin is quite fond of traveling.

He’s done so much of it over the course of his life. Between vacations, dealings with his family, short stays for work in various countries, and now a getaway with all six of his wonderful mates, he’s lucky enough to have seen a fair bit of the world. Honestly, the fact that he didn’t think of this idea himself is making him wonder about their current work-life balance a little, but that’s something he’ll have plenty of time to consider while soaking in a nice hot onsen.

At the moment, their house is a flurry of activity. Jimin and Jungkook have just arrived and started loading their luggage in the back of one of the security vehicles. It’s probably a good thing that they were already planning to drive two vehicles, because Seokjin and Taehyung manage to take up nearly an entire trunk by themselves. They’ve never been good at packing light – but then again, Seokjin sees little reason to bother.

There’s just so much to look forward to, especially with all of their work handled for the week. This is going to be the first proper vacation they’ve had in a couple of years, full of relaxation and not lifting even a single finger.

Of course Namjoon hasn’t quite settled yet.

It’s not much of a surprise. Between their last minute clothes shopping trip yesterday, a series of late meetings to cap off the evening, and waking up early to pack this morning, he hasn’t really had a chance to relax. Still, he definitely begins to look more content as the seven of them do their last few checks around the house and gather in the foyer to leave.

The omegas are chattering excitedly, and Hoseok has latched onto a grumpy looking Yoongi like he intends to infect him with sunshine by proximity alone. Namjoon does what must be his tenth headcount, eyes lingering first on Yoongi and Hoseok, then on their omegas. It’s impossible to miss the way his scent spikes stronger at the sight of his pack together.

Eventually, his gaze drifts over to Seokjin, and his cheeks flush a little at being caught staring.

Seokjin flashes him a smile and closes in, wrapping an arm around their leader’s back and whispering, “Your whole pack together for an entire week. It’s a wonderful sight, isn’t it?”

“It is,” Namjoon agrees, letting out a long breath as he slips his arm around Seokjin’s waist in return. “I think we’re ready to go.”

“Yes, I believe so.”

Namjoon presses a kiss to Seokjin’s cheek, then slips away to begin herding his pack out the door. The omegas all funnel into the backseat of one of the cars, while Yoongi, Hoseok, and Seokjin file into another.

There’s a moment where Namjoon is the last one standing outside of the vehicles, eyes scanning over them for one final headcount. He looks almost uncertain of where to go next, so Seokjin gladly makes the decision for him and shuts the door to their vehicle, waving him off toward the omegas.

This vacation is meant to be indulgent. May as well start off on the right foot.

~~

It’s early afternoon when they land in Japan. Poor Jungkook is smelling just a tiny bit distressed by the time they get off the plane (mostly because he slept through the flight and missed the opportunity for a snack), but thankfully Jimin is fully prepared and pulls a granola bar from his small carry-on bag as soon as they have a second to stop.

“Sorry, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says. “I should have woken you up for snacks.”

“It’s okay. It’s not like it’s the end of the world if I’m hungry for a while,” Jungkook answers around a mouthful of food.

Yoongi huffs out a laugh, already in a better mood after his own nap on the plane. “Yeah, says the guy who’s scent just did a complete one-eighty.”

“I can’t help that it does that, hyung.”

“It’s okay,” Hoseok says with a grin. “We’re grabbing some food on our way, so you shouldn’t have to wait long for something substantial.”

Jungkook’s eyes widen with excitement. “Japanese fast food?”

“That’s right, honey.”

“Awesome! Where are we going?”

“Anywhere you like,” Seokjin says. “We have to take two cars anyway, so you’re free to stop anywhere you three can agree on – and anyone else who’d like to tag along with you, of course.”

All three alphas give this some consideration, and Namjoon opts to stick with Seokjin for this part of the journey (probably because he can see Hoseok’s obvious excitement to enjoy this experience with Jungkook).

“I’m staying with you guys too,” Yoongi says, leaning into the arm Namjoon loops low around his waist. Those two have been delightfully warm toward one another ever since the date night they shared, where Yoongi wrapped himself up like a perfect little present for their pack alpha.

It’s heartwarming to witness, and Seokjin is excited to see how this shift will play out in the long term. He’ll gladly take every shred of openness and vulnerability Yoongi is willing to offer, as he’s a firm believer that every chance they get to prove how safe and validating it can be for the alpha will simply add more fuel to the fire. They’ve spent years inching Yoongi toward healthier ways of processing his feelings, so seeing him find his own foothold like this is quite exciting.

And maybe Seokjin is hoping he gets his own chance to see Yoongi all dolled up like that…

That aside, Yoongi isn’t the only one who happens to be changing. Namjoon is tentatively leaning a little further into his alpha instincts, and it’s incredible how much even that small shift seems to have impacted him. The apparent drop in his stress level from something as simple as allowing himself a bit of slack to explore has Seokjin feeling particularly hopeful about future developments – even if Namjoon does still seem a bit more timid when it comes to Jungkook and Jimin.

But that’s alright. It’s early in the process, and they have an entire week to spend getting even more comfortable with one another. There are so many conversations Seokjin is looking forward to, but all of those can wait until after he’s had a nice long soak in their onsen.

Namjoon’s Japanese is thankfully much better than Seokjin’s. When they stop for food, their pack alpha takes care of ordering for them, and Seokjin expresses his gratitude with a kiss on the cheek.

“Sometimes I forget how scary smart you are,” Yoongi mutters from the backseat once they have their food from the drive-through. “Who the hell is going to order for the others?”

“Hoseok’s Japanese isn’t bad,” Namjoon answers as they split up their food.

“Wait, are you serious? Why don’t I know that about him?”

Seokjin can’t quite contain a laugh. “Probably because any one of us keeping track of Hobi-yah’s impressive list of skills would be impossible.”

“How did I end up in a pack full of geniuses?” Yoongi huffs out a laugh, shaking his head. “Literally all of you.”

“Not a genius,” Namjoon says, unwrapping his food.

“I wouldn’t say I am either.”

Yoongi gives them a particularly unimpressed look from the back seat. “Bullshit. I’ve seen some of the financials you wade through like it’s goddamn nothing, and don’t even get me started on all the shit Joon-ah knows.”

“You tell me how dumb I am literally every time you have to help me with a computer problem,” Namjoon complains.

“That’s because you’re the smartest person I know, and yet you’re mystified by anything more complicated than sending an email or plugging in an HDMI cable.”

Namjoon just shrugs. “Complementary skill sets. That’s what you used to call it in college.”

“I believe I remember hearing those words as well,” Seokjin agrees. “If either of us are geniuses, then I’d say you easily fall into the same category. I never doubted it before, but after hearing the way Yeonjun-ssi talks about you, I’m completely sure about just how impressive you are.”

The compliment has Yoongi’s cheeks going red as he focuses his attention back down on his food and groans, “I didn’t even know you met him yet.”

“Of course I did! Our precious Yoongi-yah finally hires an assistant and you don’t think I’m going to introduce myself? You expect me to deny him the chance to see this handsome face? Unthinkable.”

*******

The second they arrive, Taehyung is sure he’s really outdone himself this time.

After making their way out of the city and up a long winding road along a mountainside, they reach their ‘cabin’ – though the massive house really just has enough of that wooden look and a seemingly remote enough location to evoke the feeling of a cabin. The exterior is all beautiful log walls, stone foundations, and large windows, including one huge window that towers two stories high. They’re surrounded by massive trees and the looming shape of the mountain stretching up into the distance, the air peaceful and quiet with none of the city noise or smell managing to drift this far.

It’s perfect, and he isn’t the only one who thinks so.

Wow,” Jungkook gasps as soon as he steps out of the car. “It’s even prettier than the pictures! I’ve gotta get my camera. I think it’s in my big suitcase, so–”

“The scenery isn’t going anywhere, Kookie,” Jimin says with a giggle. “I bet Namjoon-hyung is going to want to take pictures with you, so why don’t we get unpacked first?”

“Yeah, Joonie-hyung will be super excited to check out the area together! He’d love it if you waited for him.”

Hoseok lets out a low whistle as he climbs out of the car. “Damn, it really is something, isn’t it? We did good, Taehyungie.”

“You guys really did,” Jungkook says, his attention back on their small group even though it’s clear he’s nearly vibrating with excitement. His eyes dart along each one of them before settling on the trunk. “How far behind are the rest of the hyungs? Can we go in? Hobi-hyung, let me take your heavy bags so you don’t hurt your shoulder.”

“You should let him,” Taehyung agrees. “He’s got energy to burn, and that way you can help with the doors.”

“Alright. I’ll grab doors and just carry some light stuff. Thanks for looking out for me, Jungkookie. I think the others are only about five minutes behind us, but if we hurry you guys can have your pick of the rooms before anyone else gets here.”

That has all of them clamoring to get their bags out of the trunk and run up to the front door.

The inside is just as pretty as the outside, keeping the same warm wood tones throughout and mixing them with pretty marble finishings and cream colored walls. Taehyung is absolutely delighted when he slips his shoes off and steps onto warm floors. It wasn’t terribly cold outside, but he’s always loved heated floors. There’s just something so cozy about them. Still, he doesn’t waste too much time admiring them. He and Jungkook both have the same idea, ditching their bags in the foyer and taking off sprinting to go inspect every room of the house (and claim their bedroom, of course).

They eagerly bolt from room to room with whoops of excitement, pointing out how nice the expansive kitchen is, running a lap around the main living area where that massive two-story window gives a gorgeous view of the trees and walking paths outside. There’s a smaller, more cozy little living room toward the rear of the first floor, where they find a door that leads back outside and up to the onsen area.

“We found it, hyung!” Jungkook calls out.

Jimin comes jogging back to where they are, with Hobi-hyung following just a couple of steps behind him. “Is it out that door?”

“Looks like it,” Jungkook says. “Are you guys gonna go check it out?”

Hoseok nods immediately. “We totally should – unless you wanna pick bedrooms first, Minnie.”

“Nah, I’m okay. Pick a good one for us, okay guys?”

Taehyung gives Jimin a little solute. “We’re on it.”

“Yeah, and we’ll pick a good nesting room too,” Jungkook adds. “Namjoon-hyung said to find one with plenty of space so we can all fit. Unless you want us to wait?”

“It’s okay. I trust you guys to pick something. I’m just so excited to see this onsen!”

Jungkook and Taehyung leave them to it, returning to their exploration of the main floor. Once they’ve seen every room there, they head for the main living area and run up the stairs. The landing at the top forms a small mezzanine overlooking the living room with the massive window, while another long hallway leads to all of the bedrooms.

Most of them look pretty similar to one another, each with a comfortable looking bed, plenty of windows, and their own private bathroom, but all of the beds are a bit too small for the seven of them. It’s almost a little disappointing at first, like there might not be a good choice for a nesting room. By the time they’ve seen four out of the five bedrooms, Taehyung is kicking himself for not looking into the accommodations more carefully. They’ll have to shift their plans a little, maybe nest in the smaller living area downstairs. It’s only for a week, so the lack of privacy isn’t that big of a concern if–

“TaeTae, look,” Jungkook says, staring into the final bedroom with wide eyes and a grin. “This has gotta be for nesting. I don’t think I’ve seen a room like this before.”

Stepping right up alongside Jungkook, Taehyung peers into the open door and finds all his worries settled immediately. This bedroom is by far the biggest, and well over half of it is taken up by a huge mattress built into the floor at the center of the room. There’s nothing on it currently aside from a small informational card written in Japanese, but there are open closets along one wall of the room that appear to be stuffed with nesting materials.

They brought some of their own from home, of course. There’s no way Taehyung would leave his own nest without bringing at least a few pieces of it with him so that this temporary nest can smell right, but they’ll definitely be able to put some of the extra materials to good use in forming the main structure.

“Feel better?” Jungkook asks, slipping an arm around Tae’s back and nosing at his scent gland. “You were starting to smell worried.”

“Way better. I just wanted to make sure we had somewhere more private to nest.”

“Don’t want to nest down by the huge windows downstairs?”

“No. Too exposed. I like having a door I can shut – at least on my main nest. I’m not nearly as picky about the temporary ones we build in the living room at home sometimes, but this just feels…”

“Safer?”

Taehyung can hear Namjoon coming. He knows the sounds of his alpha’s footsteps like the back of his hand, even in this unfamiliar place, but Jungkook clearly hasn’t noticed yet. Rather than say anything, he decides to let Jungkook be pleasantly surprised, leaning in closer with a little nod. “Yeah, this definitely feels safer. The room will be perfect.”

“Were you two feeling unsafe here?” Namjoon asks, coming to stand just behind them.

Jungkook perks right up at the sound of their pack alpha, a little spike of fresh orange in the air mixing pleasantly with Namjoon’s warm sandalwood. “Hi hyung. Not unsafe – just looking for somewhere proper to nest.”

“Did you find somewhere?”

“Yeah, we just found this room. Wanna come look with us? Is your Japanese any good?”

Namjoon steps in close enough to peek into the room, then settles a hand on each of their waists and leads them inside. “Sure, let’s have a look. Seems like there’s plenty of room in here for all of us if needed, and my Japanese is passable – why?”

Jungkook eagerly runs to grab the little card off the top of the mattress, and Namjoon takes that moment to tug Taehyung in closer and whisper a little, “Everything okay, pup?”

“Yeah. Once we saw this room, I felt way better. It’s nice, don’t you think?”

“Very. This whole place is great – so thank you for finding it. Do you think you’ll need anything else for nesting in here? Has Jimin-ah seen it?”

“Coming right now!” Jimin’s voice calls from out in the hallway.

As soon as Jimin finds his way in and Jungkook delivers the little card to Namjoon for translation, the three of them start poking around the room. Jimin leans down to check the softness of the mattress built into the floor, excitedly reporting on how nice it is before leaping up to follow as Tae looks into the bathroom. They’ve got a nice big tub, a shower, and plenty of counter space to spread out.

“So is this just gonna be our room then?” Jimin asks. “The bathroom is definitely big enough for us to share.”

Part of Taehyung likes the thought of the nesting room just being their bedroom for the duration of their stay. It’s what he’s used to at home, but…

He’s been giving that some thought.

Of course he’d like for them to share a main nesting area once they all live together, but he’s been considering that they might want to do that in a separate room, rather than continuing to use his bedroom. It could make it feel more like theirs that way, instead of just his. Or maybe the three of them might want to share a bedroom when they move in? And if they do, then that could be the same room as they nest in…

Maybe it’s something that would be better for them to talk over quick.

“I don’t know yet,” Taehyung answers. “Was kind of hoping to discuss it with you and Jungkookie once we’re alone – if that’s okay? Unless you already know what you wanna do?”

“Pretty sure we’re both okay with whatever you want, but we can talk about it once we start nesting. I doubt Namjoon-hyung will wanna stay for that whole process.”

Back in the bedroom, they find Namjoon standing behind Jungkook, arms wrapped around the omega’s middle and chin resting on his shoulder. The little card is held up in Jungkook’s hands while they both stare at it.

They’re so cute.

“Any luck?” Tae asks.

Namjoon squints a little harder at the card, head tilting a tiny bit to the side before he looks up at Taehyung and Jimin. “It’s just talking about the cleaning procedures for their nesting area, I think. I don’t know all these kanji, but it mentions something about doing laundry and the bed being cleaned. Hold on, I can use my phone to get a proper translation.”

It’s exactly what Namjoon-hyung thinks it is. Once they run it through a translator, they get the entire rundown of the cleaning procedures they use between customers for the nesting area – basically a guarantee that there should be no remaining scent from other guests. There’s some other parts about the quality of the provided nesting materials, but nothing particularly interesting.

“Are we nesting now then?” Jungkook asks, still looking perfectly content with Namjoon’s arms wrapped around him.

“Yeah, we can get started,” Taehyung answers. “We’ll have to bring our materials up though.”

~~

Grabbing their suitcases and hauling them upstairs takes a couple of trips, during which they all get sidetracked checking out the house a little more. Yoongi and Hoseok claim their bedroom, Namjoon carries his and Jin’s suitcases upstairs to another room, and Jin-hyung starts going through every bit of the kitchen to see what he has to work with. He makes a list of groceries and then prepares to leave, only for Yoongi-hyung to offer to go with him. Hobi-hyung agrees to stay back with Namjoon-hyung and get the rest of the house sorted, and the seven of them go their separate ways again.

“So,” Jimin says once the three of them make it back upstairs and begin to pull all the nesting materials out of the closets. “Wanna tell us what you were thinking about the bedroom situation?”

“Bedroom situation?” Jungkook asks.

“Jiminie and I were checking out the bathroom while you and Joonie-hyung were being all cute out here. He asked if this was gonna be our bedroom and I guess it just sort of got me thinking… When you guys move in, I want the permanent nest to be ours – not just mine. So maybe it shouldn’t be in my bedroom? But then I don’t know if you guys are gonna wanna share a room with me, and if you do, would you wanna nest there or somewhere else?”

Jungkook gives this a couple of seconds of thought, pausing with an armful of blankets from the closet before eventually asking, “Because you want this vacation to be a little bit of a trial run?”

“Oh. Yeah, sorry. I should have said that.”

Jimin and Jungkook look at one another again like they’re checking in before answering, but Jimin cuts it short this time by turning back to Tae. “I know you’re gonna want both of our thoughts on this, so… I’m just gonna start talking, okay?”

Progress.

Taehyung loves that they’re still checking in with one another, and making sure that he gets what he asked for the last time they talked about this. It has a wide smile stretching across his face. “Yes please.”

“I definitely wanna share a nest. I love the idea of that, and I like the thought of sharing a bedroom too… But maybe as separate rooms? That way if somebody needs to nest but another one of us just needs to be in our own space, we’d have more freedom to do that. What do you guys think?”

“That makes sense to me,” Jungkook answers. “I’d be okay with either one, but I can understand you wanting more options. Will there be enough space for all of that?”

“Have you seen how many unused rooms there are upstairs?” Tae lets out a laugh and tosses another armful of blankets onto the nesting area. “We’ve got tons of space.”

“I guess it’s been a while since I poked around in there… Are you okay with moving your bedroom, hyung? Is one of the rooms big enough for all three of us?”

“Yeah, we’ve got a couple that will work. Maybe when the time comes, the three of us can pick out the arrangements together? I know Namjoon-hyung already did some renovations in preparation for the two of you, but we can always do more if needed.”

Jimin freezes, eyes gone wide. “He what?”

“Wait, is that what was being done upstairs while Jiminie’s studio was being built? I thought you guys were having repairs done?”

“Oh. I forgot we never told you. That’s when we did the renovations, but Joonie-hyung didn’t wanna make you guys feel rushed so we just kept it a secret. The repairs were a cover. It wasn’t anything huge, really. Just making sure we had some adequate spaces whenever the time came. Updating bathrooms, closets, finishings – that sort of thing.”

There’s a spike of floral orange in the air even as Jimin still stands there frozen.

“That’s so nice,” Jungkook says, excitedly turning to Jimin. “Don’t you think so, hyung?”

“It’s really… I… You guys have been serious about us moving in for that long?”

“Pfft, it’s been way longer than that,” Taehyung says, scooting in close and pulling Jimin into a hug, then reaching out to tug Jungkook in as well. “I would have taken the two of you home that night at the gallery. The others have been ready for a long while too, but the renovations were all Namjoon-hyung’s idea. He scheduled them without even asking the rest of us, just because he wanted to be ready for the two of you when the time came. He was so nervous about you guys finding out too, like made us swear to keep it secret so you wouldn’t feel pressured.”

“But you’re allowed to tell us now?” Jungkook asks.

Taehyung shrugs, squeezing them both a little tighter. “Executive decision. It’s not like we won’t be talking about all of this soon anyways. What do you think, Jiminie? You’re being quiet.”

“I’m– It’s really… I like it. Makes me happy to think that everyone wants us to stay, and knowing that Namjoon-hyung does too…”

“Of course he does,” Jungkook says. “I told you that we talked about it on Chuseok and he said he was excited for it.”

“Yeah, but this… He actually started getting the house ready for us. That feels… I don’t know. It just feels different,” Jimin says, the last few words coming out in a whisper as his scent starts to spike as sweet and content as Jungkook’s. “M’really glad about it.”

This is just further confirmation of what Taehyung has already begun to suspect. Telling Jimin how Namjoon feels about him isn’t going to solve anything. What he needs is irrefutable evidence and actions – and Tae is going to make damn sure that those two experience plenty of both before this vacation ends. He’s been collecting evidence and working on a plan for what feels like ages at this point, but it’s time to put something into action. Luckily, he knows just the right person to assist.

Jin-hyung will be super excited to help him make this vacation the best it can possibly be.

For now, he enjoys the way their little group hug devolves into scentings and cuddles before they get back to work on the actual nesting part of it all. It’s a little weird doing it in a new place with different materials, but weaving in their scented items from home helps a lot, and they can get the hyungs up here later tonight to properly scent the rest of it.

After that, the three of them take the bedroom right next door to the nesting room and begin unpacking their belongings together and settling into the space. Even knowing it’s temporary, it feels so good that Taehyung ends up shedding a few happy tears over the whole thing. He’s just wanted this for so long. To share his space with Jimin and Jungkook, for the three of them to be able to spend every day together and intertwine their lives, to be one step closer to putting claiming bites on the both of them, and having their claim on him in return.

The two of them wrap him up in a hug and kiss away the couple of happy tears on his cheeks, talking about how thankful they are for this vacation and how exciting it is to be able to spend the whole next week together.

And Taehyung loves every minute of it.

~~

By the time the three of them are all settled, Jin-hyung and Yoongi-hyung are back from grocery shopping, and Jin is already in the kitchen rearranging things and preparing for their dinner.

As much as they debated going out for their first night, the thought of heading back into the city after a day of traveling just didn’t sound appealing. They’ve got plenty of reservations while they’re here, so there will be more than enough time spent at restaurants – and of course Jin-hyung wouldn’t dream of not cooking for a week.

Now Tae just has to look for an opening to catch the beta alone, but that works out much easier than expected.

Normally, Jungkook would spend at least a little time hovering to see if he can help in the kitchen, but this time he doesn’t even try. (Probably for the best. Jin-hyung prefers cooking solo when he’s in a new space.) Instead, Jungkook heads straight for Namjoon-hyung and asks if he wants to go take a walk and see what’s around the immediate area.

“Oh, is this a private affair?” Hobi-hyung asks with a wink.

Jungkook shakes his head, practically bouncing with excitement as he answers, “No. Do you wanna come with, hyung?”

“Sure do, honey. I’d love to see what’s in the area, and I bet Yoongles wants to come too.”

For once, Yoongi-hyung doesn’t even pretend to look uninterested. “Sure,” he says with a little shrug. “The weather is nice and it’s pretty out there. How about the rest of you? Min-ah? Tae?”

“Sure, I’ll come,” Jimin agrees.

Perfect.

“I’ll skip this one,” Taehyung says. “I’m kind of hungry, so I think I’ll hang out and have a snack instead. Jungkookie can take me out later and show me all the cool parts. You guys have fun though.”

Within a few minutes, Taehyung and Jin are left alone in the kitchen, neither of them speaking until they hear the front door shut and the last trace of voices disappear.

“Something you need, darling? Hobi-yah saw you looking for a way to talk to me.”

“That obvious, huh?”

Jin-hyung lets out a little laugh as he begins washing produce in the sink. “You did seem strangely interested in watching me get acquainted with this new kitchen.”

“Guilty,” Taehyung admits, popping himself up on the counter next to where Jin-hyung is working. “Will I be in your way here?”

“Not at all. Tell me what’s on your mind, love.”

“I wanna lock Jiminie and Joonie-hyung in a room together until they figure things out and– Okay, maybe not quite that drastic, but we have a whole week together and I wanna make sure that those two are stuck alone for at least some of it. I’ve been gathering info for a while and I think I have the perfect thing to get Joonie-hyung worked up enough to finally make something happen.”

“Hmm, I see,” Jin says, taking a quiet moment to consider before turning to the bags of groceries behind him and pulling out a bottle of wine. “Would you like a glass?”

“It’s not one of the dry ones, is it?”

“Would I do that to you, darling?”

“Some days you definitely would, especially if you think it pairs better with the food.”

“Well, there’s no food to pair it with right now.” Jin-hyung smiles as he works the cork out of the bottle and pours each of them a glass.

It is thankfully not one of the dry ones, and Taehyung lets out a pleased little hum at the first sip. Wine isn’t his favorite, but it was unavoidable for him to develop a taste for it after years of being Jin’s mate – even if that taste still leans on the sweeter side. “This is good. Thanks.”

“Of course. Now, would you like to tell me why you have such an immediate interest in Jimin-ah and Joon-ah sorting out their longstanding misreading of one another? Is it simply that you see this as a good opportunity, or did something happen?”

“A little of both. You have to admit this feels like a good time to do it, and if they get it figured out early then they can spend the rest of the vacation cementing that understanding.”

Jin sets down his wine glass and gives a little nod as he returns to his work on dinner. “Yes, I think I agree with you completely on that, although I’m still curious about what else is prompting this – and of course whatever trigger you think you’ve found for Joon-ah.”

“Alright, so here’s the thing. I mentioned the talk I had with Jiminie and Jungkookie about this vacation sort of doubling as a step toward all of us living together, right?”

“I remember that, yes.”

“Well I sort of followed up that conversation by texting with Jiminie about what sorts of things make him nervous about moving in with us, and what we could do to make it a more attractive option. He tried to avoid it by saying it already is attractive, but I eventually got him talking.”

“And how did you do that, if I may ask?”

Taehyung can’t quite hold back a grin as he takes another sip of his wine. “It was easy, actually. Just questioned what he would say if I asked him to move in tomorrow.”

That actually gets a laugh out of Jin-hyung, his mint scent spiking fresh and clear in the air. “Oh, that’s delightful. Very clever too, darling. I assume he was hesitant, so what reasons did he give you?”

“That we haven’t spent an extended time together since their heats, which we’re handling now. Then he said we haven’t really had anyone’s cycle together yet, and he’d like to do that first.”

“Entirely understandable,” Jin agrees. “We don’t have long until Hobi-yah’s rut. Perhaps we could consider that – otherwise our next opportunity will be their heats…”

“Yeah, and we can talk about some of that before we head home too. At least give them the option of joining in for Hobi-hyung’s rut. I know Jungkookie will want to, and I actually think Jiminie will say yes too if he sorts things out with Namjoon-hyung.”

“Speaking of which? Did he say something to you about Joon-ah?”

“Oh, he definitely did. I said I would keep my talk with you to just the broad strokes, but there is one detail I think will be particularly useful. First, the general way he described it is that he still doesn’t feel one-hundred percent secure about how everyone feels about him. Particularly Joonie-hyung. My take is that everybody just telling him how Namjoon-hyung feels isn’t going to help make any more progress. He needs to see it, just like Jungkookie did.”

“Admittedly, it does make me hopeful to know he was willing to discuss it so openly with you. I’m curious to hear this detail he told you, however.”

This is what Taehyung has been waiting for. He knows that this is going to work – that if Namjoon hears it, he’s going to be ready to combust, or maybe even go find Jimin to put a claim on him right that second.

“Apparently, compared to how utterly and entirely head over heels Namjoon-hyung seems for Jungkookie, his interest in Jiminie feels more like polite interest.”

Jin-hyung’s mouth actually drops open in shock for a couple of seconds before a smile begins to tug at the corners of it. “Oh my– How could…” He pauses for a moment, setting down the knife he’s currently using to cube up some potatoes and instead resting both hands on the marble countertop. “As much as I hate to think he might feel that way, I can understand at least a little. Jungkook did send Joon-ah into an early rut, and the chemistry between them is particularly apparent.”

“Yeah, and the fact that Joonie and Jiminie both get so scared of screwing up that they just freeze makes the whole thing even worse.”

“You’re right, of course – and not just about that. ‘Polite interest’ is absolutely going to make Joon-ah see exactly how deeply his intentions have been misunderstood. It’s perfect.”

Taehyung’s face splits into a grin. “Right? So when are you gonna tell him? We gotta make sure he has a little time to stew in it, then find a way to get the two of them alone for at least a couple of hours. It’ll be easiest if–”

“There is one thing you should know before we get too deep into planning, love.”

“What’s that?”

“The two of them have already agreed to a talk, so I believe they’re just looking for the right moment now that they’ll have plentiful opportunities to choose from.”

“But I thought Jiminie was avoiding him?”

Jin raises a brow at that. “You came to that conclusion as well?”

Oh. Jin-hyung doesn’t know.

“And had it confirmed. There’s umm… some particularly interesting circumstances around that.”

“Enlighten me?”

“He saw his alpha knot his mate, and now his omega instincts are in overdrive. Apparently he can barely look at Joonie-hyung without leaking, and he’s been trying to stop wearing plugs all the time. Poor thing is so embarrassed, and he’s hoping it’ll just go away if he ignores it long enough.”

Jin-hyung’s scent spikes sweet at that, his smile shifting to something a bit more playful. “Oh, that’s delightful news. Between that and your other information, things are definitely going to sort themselves out. Let’s give them another opportunity to follow through on their plan to talk, and if that doesn’t work, we’ll tell Joon-ah about how his ‘polite interest’ is being received.”

Taehyung opens his mouth to speak, but shuts it again as he picks up noise coming from outside. Footsteps. Their mates are back already – but not all of them. “Sounds good to me,” Tae says, tipping his head toward the front door. “We’ve got company.”

About ten seconds later, Hobi-hyung and Jimin come walking through the door, stepping out of their shoes and then heading straight to the kitchen.

“Done already?” Jin-hyung asks. “Are the others still walking?”

“Hoseok-hyung’s shoulder is aching a little,” Jimin explains. “I’ve got some painkillers in my bathroom bag.”

“Nothing too bad,” Hoseok says with a smile. “I think the plane ride might have aggravated it some. Can we help once we’re done?”

“I don’t require any assistance in the kitchen, but the three of you are more than welcome to set the table, or simply join us for a glass of wine.”

Jimin gives a quick nod and starts heading for the stairs. “Sounds like a plan. I’ll be right back down, hyung.”

*******

Jimin is already super thankful for this vacation. It’s so nice not having to worry about work or school for a whole week, while still knowing that both will be there for him when they get back home. The short walk they take around the area is lovely, and watching Namjoon and Jungkook get excited about the local plant life makes his heart feel almost too big for his chest. The two of them really are so sweet together, and Yoongi floating back and forth between Namjoon’s side and Hoseok’s is adorable too.

Still, they’ll have plenty of time to check out the surrounding nature, so he’s perfectly happy to head back to the house as soon as Hoseok mentions the ache in his shoulder.

They’re all on their second glasses of wine when Yoongi, Jungkook, and Namjoon return from their walk, and the seven of them waste no time starting on dinner. Jin’s cooking is impressive as always, with all of them gushing compliments as they eat bowls of katsu curry and share another round of drinks.

Jimin already has a pleasant little buzz, courtesy of two glasses of wine and a fruity cocktail Jungkook and Taehyung mixed up after dinner. All of them are floating around between the dining room and the kitchen, chattering away and helping with various bits of cleaning up after their meal.

“I’m so ready for the onsen,” Jimin says, not bothering to hide the excitement in his voice. “Do we still need to clean up more, or are you ready to come too, Jin-hyung?”

“There’s not much left to do here. Why don’t the rest of you go on ahead, and I’ll only be a couple of minutes behind you.”

Taehyung lets out a whoop of joy and grabs Jimin and Jungkook’s hands. “Onsen time! Come on. Let’s go get our things!”

The three of them take off at a run and head straight for their bathroom, grabbing towels and a couple of extra bath products for the showers. There’s a little bathroom just outside the onsen with several shower stalls that Hoseok and Jimin checked out earlier, so they’ll be able to rinse off in there first.

For a moment, Jimin’s eyes linger on his own bathroom bag.

Buried near the bottom of the bag is a smaller pouch containing the one plug he decided to bring along for this trip. All of this stuff with Namjoon-hyung was supposed to be over by now, but his body just keeps reacting to the alpha’s presence no matter what he does. It’s frustrating, but he hopes it won’t be a problem right now. Wearing clothes isn’t really the norm in an onsen, but he’s hoping to be so distracted by how relaxing it is that there’s no way his mind will be in the gutter.

Still, no clothes means there’s a chance the others could catch a glimpse of him plugged up, which somehow sounds even more embarrassing than taking the chance of leaking in front of everyone… Yeah. It’s not worth it. He’s done well in group settings for the most part, so all he has to do is keep his attention focused on the present and he’ll be fine.

He and Namjoon are still supposed to talk at some point soon, but he’s banking on the chance that he’ll have some warning first and can just excuse himself to the bathroom to put in his plug. Then they can get the talk over with and Jimin can go back to waiting for this feeling to go away…

Or possibly face the fact that it won’t – but he’s not really ready to consider that yet.

“Hyung,” Jungkook says, pulling Jimin’s attention back to the present where he’s standing in their bathroom staring down into his bag. “Are you looking for something?”

“No, just debating if I wanted to wash my hair while we’re down in the showers, but I think I’ll stick to a quick rinse.”

“That’s what I’m doing too,” Jungkook says with a wide smile. “You ready then?”

“Yeah, let’s go.”

~~

The onsen is perfect.

Jimin already got a look at it earlier with Hoseok – a large pool surrounded by stone and pretty woodwork built into the ground. There’s a whole wooden patio built around it, including plenty of seating and space to relax, but Jimin isn’t interested in any of that right now. Honestly, it’s hard to care about much of anything once he’s showered and finally strips out of his towel to climb into the onsen.

Perfect warmth surrounds him, and he can feel tension he didn’t even realize he was carrying bleeding out of him within seconds of sitting down.

“Oh this is really nice,” Taehyung says, letting out a sigh of pleasure as he sinks into the water.

The door to the house opens revealing Yoongi and Hoseok already in their towels with dripping hair. They must have showered inside.

“Is it good, Minnie?” Hoseok asks, a grin on his face.

So good, hyung,” Jimin answers. “You’re gonna love it!”

“Are Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung coming?” Jungkook asks, floating over toward the edge of the pool where Yoongi and Hoseok are currently stripping out of their towels. At first he looks up at the two of them with a smile, but as Hoseok finally makes it out of his towel, Jungkook flushes and averts his eyes.

“Aww, are you shy, honey?” Hoseok asks, tone playful as he slides into the water and right up to Jungkook. “It’s not like you haven’t seen me naked before, unless you don’t want to look.”

Jungkook immediately shakes his head. “I want to. Just didn’t want to be impolite.”

That has Yoongi letting out a laugh as he drops his towel as well. He’s clearly not quite as carefree about standing naked in front of them as Hoseok, cheeks going a little pink as he climbs down into the onsen too. “Joon-ah and Jin-hyung should be out here any second. Also, ‘impolite’? Like we haven’t all seen each other naked by this point?”

“Is that speech for Jungkookie, or for you?” Taehyung asks, floating over to Yoongi with a wide grin on his face.

Jimin can’t help but join in. “TaeTae has a point. You’re both blushing all cute.”

“Oi, don’t act like you don’t get embarrassed by shit too,” Yoongi grumbles.

“Not embarrassed right now, but you sure are.”

“Are you trying to get splashed? Because I’ll have absolutely zero problems making that happen for you.”

“No splashing in the onsen,” Jin scolds as he steps out of the house and heads for the showers. “Or at the very least, try to get all the splashing out of your systems before I finish cleaning up.”

Namjoon comes out of the house with Jin, though it looks like he’s already showered inside, his hair damp and a towel wrapped around his waist. This is the first time Jimin has seen so much of the alpha’s body since that night the four of them spent together, and it has his cheeks heating up in no time as he quickly averts his eyes before Namjoon can strip out of his towel.

“Namjoon-hyung, you made it,” Jungkook says excitedly. “It’s so nice in here. Come on.”

“On my way, pup,” Namjoon answers with a low little laugh. “I’ve been looking forward to this all week.”

Thankfully, Yoongi’s attention is turned toward Namjoon’s arrival, so Jimin is able to disengage from their playful squabbling and float his way over toward Hoseok instead (the one least likely to rat him out for blushing).

“Hey, Minnie,” Hoseok says, reaching out to beckon Jimin closer. “How are you feeling? Wanna sit along the side here?”

“Sure. Feeling good. Just wanted to come and see if you were enjoying it too.” The two of them float a little closer to a spot along the edge of the onsen where they can sit comfortably with warm water up to their shoulders. It really is nice, and turning his attention to Hoseok almost immediately settles the tiny rush of feelings he was running from. “Everything you dreamed and more?”

“Sure is, baby. What about you?”

Before Jimin can answer, the sound of Namjoon’s voice draws his attention back to where the alpha now stands in the water with Jungkook and Taehyung on either side of him. “Hey, can we all talk quick while Jin is in the shower? We probably only have a couple of minutes, but I want to plan something while we can.”

Taehyung practically lights up at this. “I love planning. What are we doing?”

“I want to take a day to spoil Jin a little. He does so much for us, and I think it’d be nice to show him some appreciation while we have this time to relax.”

“That’s a great idea,” Jimin answers, thoughts immediately turning to what he could do to make the day special for Jin.

“Consider me booked for an hour-long massage,” Hoseok says.

“And I’ll take care of breakfast,” Yoongi offers. “That way he can sleep in and still wake up to something nice.”

Jungkook eagerly nods along. “I can help with that and any other cooking that needs to be done. Oh, and cleaning too! We should make sure he doesn’t have to lift a finger.”

“If there’s time, maybe we could take him for a bit of shopping?” Jimin asks. “Or at least pamper him here and maybe find an excuse to dress him up.”

“That’s a great idea,” Taehyung says. “He loves getting all dressed up, even if it’s just the three of us helping him pick an outfit from whatever he packed. We could all get dolled up for dinner.” He turns his head to look at Namjoon expectantly. “We are going to dinner, right? Somewhere Jin-hyung will like?”

“Considering that Jin made us dinner reservations nearly every night we’re here, I think that’s safe to assume, pup.”

“Yeah, but which one is he most excited about?” Jungkook asks.

“He talked to me about one place,” Yoongi says. “Kept gushing about how interesting the menu was at this five-star Spanish and Japanese fusion restaurant. Not sure I remember the name off the top of my head…”

“I’ll figure it out,” Hoseok offers. “Then we can plan out the best day possible for him and cap it off with a place he’s really excited to go. This is a great idea, Joonie. It’s been a while since we all doted on him properly.”

“I’m glad you guys are on board. Thanks for helping me make it special.”

Taehyung lets out a laugh. “As if we would ever turn down the chance to get in on fussing over our Jin-hyung. We should probably start talking about something else soon though. He definitely won’t be in the shower much longer.”

~~

Jin is back barely two minutes later, stripping out of his towel with clear pride before slipping into the onsen with them and letting out a pleased hum. “God, this is exactly what I needed – and it appears the threats of splashing have been handled.”

“No fun allowed while Jin-hyung is in the onsen,” Taehyung teases. “Understood.”

“Excuse me! I’m very fun.”

“I dunno. How much fun can you really be without splashing, hyung?” Jungkook asks, closing in on Jin with a grin.

“If either of you even dare, I will wake you up at four in the morning every single day of this vacation. Do not tempt me.”

Taehyung and Jungkook both back down with a fit of laughter, closing in on Jin for a hug instead, bickering entirely forgotten as the seven of them settle in for a soak. They chatter about all sorts of things, including the schedule for their dinner reservations, courtesy of Hoseok’s casual sounding curiosity.

That takes care of confirming their date for spoiling Jin. They’ve got two days to make sure all their plans are laid out.

It really is an exciting thought. Jimin loves the idea of spending a whole day showering Jin-hyung in affection and care, especially considering just how much the beta takes care of the rest of them. There have been so many little (and some really big) conversations and concerns Jin has helped along just in the time the seven of them have been courting. It’s crazy to think where they would be without him smoothing everything along and looking out for them.

Jungkook is the first one to decide he’s had enough of the onsen for now, stepping out of the water to the sound of Taehyung letting out a low whistle at the show of skin. Yoongi only lasts another ten minutes or so after that before mentioning something about not wanting to prune and making his way out of the onsen as well.

Seeing his whole body on display, it’s hard not to think of how pretty he must have looked in his lingerie that night. Jimin can only imagine how pleased Namjoon was to see him like that, the way the two of them looked in their bedroom, completely bare and–

No.

Head out of the gutter.

He forces his attention back on their current conversation about how Jin’s parents are actually looking for property in this area, but not having much luck. With the local economy booming, real estate prices are apparently very high. It’s not the sort of thing that would typically hold Jimin’s attention for long, but between trying to keep his mind occupied and enjoying the comforting warmth of the onsen, he has no trouble following along and enjoying himself.

Before he knows it, Jin is making his way out of the onsen as well.

“I think I’ve had enough for the time being. There’s a few things I’d like to prepare for breakfast tomorrow. Do any of you need anything while I’m up? Taehyung-ah? Jimin-ah?”

“I’m perfectly happy here,” Jimin answers. “Thank you though, hyung.”

“Honestly, I think I might be done for now too,” Taehyung says. “I wanna see what Jungkookie is doing.”

“I’ll come with you,” Hoseok says. “An extra set of hands in the kitchen probably wouldn’t hurt, or I can just worry about keeping an eye on Taehyungie and Jungkookie.”

“You say that like we need babysitting.” Taehyung clutches his chest in mock offense. “We’re perfectly capable of watching ourselves.”

“Have you considered that Hoseok might be looking to get into trouble with you?” Namjoon asks, letting out a laugh.

“Now that I can get behind. C’mon, hyung. Let’s go cause trouble with Jungkookie.”

It’s only as Jimin watches them step out of the water that the realization hits him.

Namjoon is the only one left out here with him.

Suddenly desperate to make a speedy (but hopefully not obvious) escape, Jimin asks as cheerfully as he can, “Do you want any extra help, Jin-hyung?”

“Don’t you worry about a thing, darling,” Jin says with a wink, drying off and securing his towel around his waist once again. “I know how much you’ve been looking forward to this onsen, and there will be plenty of other opportunities for us to work in the kitchen together.”

Hoseok and Taehyung are right behind Jin, eagerly toweling off and heading inside as they giggle and joke about all the trouble they’re going to get into – while Jin acts theatrically distressed by the possibility.

And then Jimin and Namjoon are alone, naked and barely ten feet apart in the onsen.

“You don’t really think they’re going to get up to all that much trouble, do you?” Jimin asks, letting out a laugh he can only hope sounds natural. He’s been thinking for days about how he was going to be prepared for the moment Namjoon-hyung was ready to talk, how he would have his plug in and try to do his best to make sure the conversation is productive…

But he didn’t plan for this.

Maybe Namjoon won’t want to talk right now? There’s always the chance. Then they could–

“I can’t imagine it will be too bad,” Namjoon says, letting out a laugh. “Either way, I’m sure the others will be able to keep an eye on them well enough. It really is a relief to finally be on vacation. Are you feeling okay with being away from work and school? I know you didn’t enjoy your time unemployed and out of school before, even if those circumstances were vastly different.”

“Yeah. Really good, actually. I umm… Knowing that I have a job and school to go back to after this definitely helps it not feel at all like those days. How about you? Being away from work doesn’t bother you?”

“It’s nice, actually. We were so busy these last couple of weeks, that finally having some time to relax with everyone is honestly perfect.”

Something in Namjoon’s expression goes a little warmer, a tiny smile tugging at his lips as he holds Jimin’s gaze. It’s absolutely not fair how hot he is, wet blonde hair catching the last of the evening sunlight and his strong shoulders just above the water, trying to drag Jimin’s attention down to the rest of his body.

It’s too much.

All Jimin wants to do is crawl into the alpha’s lap and ask to get claimed, to be carried up to bed and treated with the same complete adoration as Jungkook was that night. To get knotted so good that all he can do is take it and enjoy the utter bliss he knows it will bring. He wants–

“Minnie?”

The word snaps Jimin’s attention back to the present moment, where he’s already about to start leaking, and Namjoon is making his way closer with a look of concern on his face.

Jimin can’t help it.

He flinches.

Namjoon freezes in place in an instant, his expression falling and a wave of burnt sandalwood rolling off of him. “Jimin-ah, is there something–”

“I need to go,” Jimin squeaks, feeling panic rise inside of him. He's already fucked this up and if Namjoon tries to comfort him, he's going to end up leaking and crying all at once and there's no way he's going to make the alpha deal with him like that. He just needs to get away so he can handle this on his own.

“If I’ve done something–”

“It’s not you,” Jimin says, voice coming out tense as he heads for the steps, reaching for his towel on the way. “Sorry, I just need a minute. We can talk later, I promise.”

With that, Jimin wraps his towel around his waist and heads straight back to the showers so that he can get into his clothes. He’s walking as fast as he can without actually breaking into a run, thoughts racing in his panicked mind. He knows he needs to fix this. He can’t just run off on Namjoon without an explanation, especially after flinching and clearly causing the alpha distress. All he needs is to get back upstairs and get his plug in so he can go find Namjoon and explain.

Thankfully, by the time he’s exiting the showers after getting all of his clothes back on, the onsen is completely empty. It saves him from having to make an excuse for running past a second time, even if it forces new anxiety to form in his chest at the thought of Namjoon running inside and telling everyone what happened.

To his surprise, he finds the other omegas along with Hoseok and Yoongi, looking utterly content cuddling on the couch and watching a movie in the relatively dark living room. Hoseok looks up briefly, giving a wave that Jimin returns as he plasters a smile onto his face and walks past them.

He doesn’t spot Namjoon anywhere – or Jin, for that matter – but he’s not looking particularly hard for them at the moment. There’s something else he needs to take care of first.

Once he makes it to the bathroom and slips his plug in, he starts looking more actively. The bedrooms are all empty, and a full sweep of every room downstairs doesn’t turn up anything either. No Namjoon or Jin to be found. They haven’t joined in on the movie watching, and when he peeks back out into the onsen area, they aren’t there either.

Eventually he finds his way back to the main living room, stands behind the couch, and leans down to gently tap Hoseok’s shoulder, whispering, “Hyung, have you seen Jin-hyung? Or Namjoon-hyung?”

“They left for a walk a few minutes ago. Do you need something, baby?”

Shit.

“I’m okay,” Jimin says, keeping his voice even while his thoughts start to run in even more wildly panicked loops. “Just curious. I’m gonna go find a snack.”

After pressing a quick kiss to Hoseok’s cheek, Jimin does take a quick detour over to the kitchen and rummage through the cupboards – though it’s really just about making his lie more believable. Food is the last thing on his mind right now, but if any of the others catch even a hint of him being distressed, this whole thing is going to snowball.

More than it already has, at least.

Jimin debates climbing into the nest for comfort, but again he doesn’t want to risk cluing anyone in on the meltdown he’s having, so he heads for the bedroom instead. It doesn’t smell right, but the bed is soft and it’s easy enough to grab a t-shirt from Jungkook’s bag and tug that on to help with the lack of scent in the room.

Only then, when he’s finally safe and alone in the dark bedroom, does he finally let himself really spiral. Tears well up in his eyes within seconds at the thought of how hurt Namjoon looked when Jimin flinched away from him down in the onsen. They need to talk as soon as possible. Jimin can’t let Namjoon think that any of this is his fault.

No matter how embarrassing it is, he needs to come clean…

About everything.

~~

[Jimin to Namjoon]

[Jimin]: Hyung I’m really sorry for what happened (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: I panicked but it wasn’t your fault at all and I really do want to talk to you

[Jimin]: There’s something embarrassing I’ve been trying to work around and it’s made a mess of everything (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: I’ll explain all of it and we can talk about anything else you want

[Jimin]: I’m so sorry

[Jimin]: If you don’t want to talk tonight I’ll understand

~

There’s no response.

Jimin waits, eyes glued to his phone screen, but several minutes pass with no answer. Maybe Namjoon doesn’t have his phone with him? Or maybe he’s actually mad.

After about twenty minutes, the movie sounds filtering upstairs from the living room go silent, and Jimin quickly rolls over in bed and pretends to be asleep in case anyone comes to check on him. There’s movement downstairs, but he doesn’t hear anyone coming up. Still, some of his mates are very quiet, so he just stays in place instead, eyes starting to grow heavy as he thinks in circles about how he’s going to explain everything to Namjoon.

Somewhere in all that waiting (probably because of how long of a day today has been with traveling and now this mess) he actually does actually drift off. When he wakes up the next time, Taehyung is spooned up against him and fast asleep. A quick check of the time reveals that it’s two in the morning and Namjoon still hasn’t responded to his messages.

Fuck.

He’ll have his work cut out for him in the morning, but right now he just takes comfort in the warm presence of Taehyung behind him and forces himself to go back to sleep.

Notes:

Next week we'll be back with our longest chapter yet, and we'll finally get Jimin and Namjoon's mess sorted out. See you there! <3

Chapter 141: Get You Alone

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Namjoon doesn’t know what to think anymore.

He and Jimin had plans to talk alone even before this vacation – plans that Jimin agreed to without hesitation – so why did the omega panic the second the two of them were left alone? Namjoon didn’t even ask to talk about anything hard. They barely said more than a few sentences to each other, and yet…

He doesn’t wait around in the onsen. Jimin practically ran off to the showers, and Namjoon has no intention of making things worse for him when he tries to head inside. Better to give him a bit of space so he knows that his choice to disengage is being respected, even though all Namjoon wants to do is follow him into the showers and figure out what the hell is going on.

Jin will know what to do. There’s no point in alarming the rest of the pack if he can help it.

The beta is working in the kitchen when Namjoon steps back inside and heads upstairs to get dressed, and the rest of their mates (minus Jimin of course) are all on the couch watching a movie. It’s about the best opportunity he could ask for, and he doesn’t waste it.

Stepping into the kitchen and exchanging a single look with Jin is all it takes for the beta to drop what he’s doing and immediately begin making his way over. Namjoon shakes his head and looks toward the front door, both of them heading for the exit without a word.

As they pass by the living room where the rest of their mates are watching a movie, Jin calls out softly, “Joon-ah and I are going to take an evening stroll so he can show me around. You four behave now.”

“We will,” Taehyung answers. “Have fun.”

As soon as they’re outside in the cool evening air with the front door firmly shut behind them, Jin reaches for Namjoon’s hand. “What happened?”

“He ran from me.” With nobody out here to put on a show for, Namjoon stops controlling his scent and lets a wave of burnt sandalwood roll off of him. “We weren’t alone for more than a minute and I didn’t even– We barely talked. He looked lost in his thoughts and I moved a little closer to ask if he was okay and he… Hyung, he flinched. Like I was going to hurt him, or–”

“Oh, darling, I’m sorry,” Jin says, wrapping an arm around Namjoon’s waist as they keep walking along one of the paths leading through the trees. “I highly doubt Jimin-ah was actually concerned for his safety.”

“I… I know that. It just… I thought– We had plans to talk before all of this. He agreed and didn’t seem worried about it, but every time I try to talk to him alone lately, it’s like he…”

“Like he’s trying to create distance?”

“Yes. It’s almost worse than when we first started courting, but it’s only when we’re alone. He seems fine when all of us are in a group, so I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I’m… It’s… All I can think about is how easily everyone else can settle him, but when it’s me he seems almost scared.”

They’re far enough from the house now that Jin stops them completely and tugs Namjoon into his arms. It does help a little, soothing some of the frayed nerves and desperation that’s building inside of Namjoon – but it doesn’t make it go away. If anything, what it does more than anything is crack him open just enough for a few tears to leak from his eyes.

What is he doing wrong? Why doesn’t his omega feel comforted by him, and what is he supposed to do to fix it when Jimin seems intent on staying away from him since…

Ever since that night…

“It’s alright, love,” Jin mutters, guiding Namjoon’s head toward his scent gland. “You can let it out, and then I’m going to help you. Okay?”

Namjoon nods, taking deep breaths of Jin’s mint scent and doing his best to really feel the frustration and distress rising up inside of him. If he wants to think rationally, this is the only solution. The feelings need to get out.

His outburst doesn’t last more than a minute or two. Just long enough for him to process some of the overwhelming parts of his emotions with Jin’s comforting presence keeping him grounded. As soon as the tears have mostly gone, they move right into a scenting, both taking their time in a way that helps to slow some of the chaotic thoughts running loops in his brain.

“Okay,” Namjoon mutters as their scenting winds down. He follows that with a deep breath or two, then pulls back far enough to see the tentative half smile on Jin’s face. “Sorry, I really spiraled there. Maybe still am a little.”

“Perfectly understandable, darling. I can understand how that might have looked.”

Might have looked? He all but ran away from me.”

“Yes, I imagine he did. Are you ready to hear how we’re going to solve this problem?”

Namjoon is a little thrown by just how unbothered Jin seems at what happened. As much as he’s curious about a solution, he can’t help asking, “Is this not a surprise to you? Am I misreading the situation? How else am I supposed to take that?”

“Apologies. I recently received some information that you do not have, but I’m going to make sure that you get it directly from the source. There was no reason for you to take what happened in any other way, but I am promising you that the explanation will be far better than you think.”

“From the source? You mean Jimin?”

Jin nods. “I do, yes.”

“How am I supposed to get him to talk to me when he literally just bolted the second I said more than ten words to him? I don’t understand. How could he go from agreeing to talk to me alone one day, to running away the second we’re alone tonight?”

“There is one distinct difference that I think plays a massive part here.”

Namjoon can’t help the brow he raises in disbelief. “What difference is that?”

“Warning.”

“Warning? You think that… What, because he knew we were going to talk the day we planned, that made it… easier?”

“Under the very specific circumstances affecting this particular moment of time – yes.”

“And you know how to navigate it.”

“I do,” Jin assures him. “Would you like to know how?”

“Tell me.”

“Either tonight or tomorrow morning, you’re going to ask him to talk. If he needs to run off, you let him go and then you wait – because I promise he will be coming back.”

“Does that mean…” Namjoon trails off, wondering if Jimin tried to come back to the onsen looking for him after running away. “Should I go back right now? God, I’ll look like a mess if I run back into the house with my eyes all puffy and tears on my face, but do you think he’s…”

“He may be looking for you, yes. I do think it’s worth waiting just a little bit, at least until you don’t look quite so much like you’ve been crying – and if the whole thing was as tense as you say, Jimin-ah might benefit from a little time to cool down as well. I’d suggest tomorrow morning for this talk, unless he’s still up looking for it tonight. I’ll take the others out for an activity in town so the two of you can have a few hours to sort things out.”

“Can you at least give me some kind of insight into what’s happening here? You know I trust you, but…”

Jin nods, leaning in to press a kiss to Namjoon’s cheek. “I understand. I’m asking you to take a lot on faith, but I think I can explain a little without taking away from the benefits the two of you will gain from reaching an understanding together.”

Namjoon doesn’t answer, instead just looking at Jin expectantly. He desperately wants to know what’s going on here, and he’ll take any shred of information he can get.

“You and Jimin-ah are quite similar when it comes to how you handle one another. You’re both so wary of making a mistake or overstepping that you end up not moving at all in a lot of cases – and then you both interpret the other’s lack of movement as disinterest.”

“I don’t think he’s uninterested. Just…”

“Less interested than you are?”

“That’s…” Namjoon trails off, biting at the inside of his cheek. Is that what he thinks? It feels wrong to admit it so plainly, but he can’t think of another reason that he keeps freezing the second he gets too close to something he really wants.

And it’s not like it only happens with Jimin. Namjoon has this struggle with almost every one of his mates to some degree, where he freezes or backs off when all he really wants to do is double down and stay. It’s just… He has a hard time imagining anyone wanting as much as he does, and the last thing he wants to do is push his desires on someone else, but…

This keeps coming up. There’s no denying it’s a pattern of behavior that is causing harm in his personal relationships, so maybe it’s time to just admit that.

Namjoon lets out a sigh. “Yeah, I guess that is what I think sometimes.”

There’s a look of pleasant surprise on Jin’s face as he smiles back at Namjoon, one hand cupping his cheek gently. “I’m so glad to hear you say that, love. I know you’ve been working on not denying your instincts quite so often, and I think every step you take in that direction is going to help you see that your whole pack wants you just as badly as you want us – Jimin-ah included.”

“But we’ve talked and… I just… Did he say something to you?”

“To me? No. He did however mention to Taehyung-ah that he sometimes thinks that what you have for him is closer to ‘polite interest’ than the overwhelming desire I know you actually feel.”

Namjoon freezes, thoughts gone utterly silent for a moment as those words wash over him.

Polite interest.

Polite.

Interest.

He’s been almost constantly fighting back the urge to claim both Jungkook and Jimin at every turn for the better part of a year and that has somehow translated to polite interest? All he wants is to get his mark on their necks and bathe them in his scent, for them to just hurry up and move in already so he can have them all the time. He wants. He wants so fucking much.

Polite. Interest.

As far as he’s concerned, they’re both already his.

At least he’s managed to reach some sort of understanding with Jungkook, but the fact that Jimin could still think Namjoon is anything less than completely in love and desperate for him is just… Namjoon has done everything he can to make sure he isn’t pressuring their new mates, not pushing for too much too soon, or letting his alpha instincts get too out of control – anything that might have potentially scared them off. Apparently he’s wildly over corrected, because the thought that Jimin might think his interest is fucking polite is almost maddening. It makes him want to march back to the house right now and–

He’s brought back to reality by Jin’s hand settling on his shoulder and beginning to rub back and forth. His jaw is clenched hard enough that it aches when he relaxes it, so he takes a couple of deep breaths, settling into Jin’s touch and trying to let the tension out of his body. There’s no use getting all worked up until he has a plan. He needs to focus.

“I apologize if my comment upset you,” Jin says calmly, his hand stroking down Namjoon’s back now.

“It’s fine. It wasn’t your fault, I just–” Namjoon rubs at the bridge of his nose. “I’ve tried to be so careful, to not push too far even though every bone in my body wants me to, and the thought that maybe I’ve been wrong this whole time is… It’s incredibly frustrating.”

Frustrating doesn’t even begin to convey what he’s feeling, but he hopes that Jin will understand him.

“For the record, I think you’ve done very well. Jimin-ah required a more delicate touch in many ways, and the two of you working so hard to get closer has allowed you both to grow substantially. I don’t believe it was time wasted, and I know for a fact that he utterly adores you just like the rest of us do. While now is the time to push, that doesn’t mean you were entirely wrong before.”

Namjoon takes a deep breath and does his best to release more of the tension in his body. Jin’s assurances and support always help. This time they at least make him feel less like he needs to find Jimin right this moment and show him just how impolite his interest is.

“Thank you,” Namjoon says, words soft but colored with the determination he now feels. “I know you’d tell me if I screwed up, and I appreciate you talking me down from my complete spiral before this too.”

Jin flashes a smile at that. “You sound much more at peace, love.”

“That’s because I am. Everything else aside, I’m going to fix this. If you’re still willing to buy me and Jimin-ah a little time alone, I’ll follow your earlier advice exactly.”

“Leave it to me, darling.”

~~

Back at the house, it looks like there’s still a movie playing, though Hoseok and Jungkook are both leaning on Yoongi like they’re about to fall asleep at any moment.

Taehyung sees Namjoon and Jin come in and beckons them over before muttering, “Jiminie was down here looking for you guys a while back. He said he didn’t need anything, but you might wanna check if he’s still awake. I think I heard your phone going off in the kitchen too.”

Shit. His phone. He must have forgotten it here in his hurry to talk to Jin.

“Thank you, pup,” Namjoon says, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek. “I’ll check on that right away.”

Jin stays behind in the living room while Namjoon makes his way quickly into the kitchen and grabs his phone. He has several missed messages from Jimin that he checks while he heads straight for the stairs.

[Jimin to Namjoon]

[Jimin]: Hyung I’m really sorry for what happened (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: I panicked but it wasn’t your fault at all and I really do want to talk to you

[Jimin]: There’s something embarrassing I’ve been trying to work around and it’s made a mess of everything (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: I’ll explain all of it and we can talk about anything else you want

[Jimin]: I’m so sorry

[Jimin]: If you don’t want to talk tonight I’ll understand

~

A wave of guilt washes over him for forgetting his phone, and he immediately picks up his pace, opening the door to the nesting room to find… nobody. That’s strange. If Jimin was distressed, Namjoon would expect to find him in the nest. Maybe the bedroom?

Next door, there’s just enough moonlight coming in through the windows for Namjoon to make out the shape of Jimin on the bed. He appears to be fast asleep, and there’s no scent of distress in the room (though they all know by now that Jimin’s scent control is particularly impressive). Either way, it’s not like Namjoon is going to wake him up to have this particular talk.

It can wait until morning – when they’ve both had some sleep and they aren’t risking anyone else walking in on their talk.

~~

When Namjoon wakes up the next morning, it’s not Jin he feels crawling back into bed with him, and it’s not Taehyung either. Actually, it doesn’t smell like Jin is in the room at all, so he must already be up and moving for the day. Instead, the scent of cinnamon has Namjoon opening his eyes to find Yoongi fully dressed for the day and slipping under the covers with him.

“Morning, pup,” Namjoon whispers, pulling Yoongi in close without a moment of hesitation. “Are you okay? It’s early.”

“Yeah, no shit. The sun is barely even up yet. And I’m fine, by the way. I just wanted to talk to you before the rest of us leave to go check out some early morning market that JK and Jin-hyung are super excited about.”

“What are we talking about?”

“Min-ah,” Yoongi says, cuddling in closer to Namjoon’s warmth and making a contented little hum. “Hyung mentioned that you guys have something to work out today, and I just… I wanna tell you to be honest with him.”

Namjoon nearly does a double take as his sleepy brain works to process what he’s hearing. “Yoongi, I don’t know if that’s advice you’ve ever given me when I’m talking to someone else.”

“Yeah, I know, but it’s the same advice Seok-ah gave me when I was nervous about screwing things up with Jimin. It worked great, so I’m giving it to you now – and maybe also telling you that holding back too much is just gonna take away from what you’re trying to do.”

“What exactly do you think I’m trying to do?”

Yoongi shrugs. “Hopefully working out the fact that the two of you manage to miss how head over heels you are for each other over and over again. Which is why I’m telling you to be honest. Stop letting Min-ah second guess how much you love him, and show him that you wanna be his alpha too.”

As much as Namjoon wants to argue or talk about softening his approach, it’s obvious that it hasn't been working so far. While it’s one thing for Jin to encourage him to be more open, hearing the same thing from Yoongi as well is definitely new.

“Alright,” Namjoon agrees. “I’ll make sure he understands.”

“And you’re going to fucking listen when he tells you he wants you just as bad.”

Again, there are arguments and doubts perched on Namjoon’s tongue, but he swallows them down and nods. “Yes, I’ll listen to him too.”

“Good. The others are going to be looking for me, so I can’t stay long. Once I’m gone, give it like fifteen minutes and then go wake up Min-ah.”

“He’s still asleep?”

“Yeah, out like a light. He must have needed the rest after whatever happened with you two yesterday.”

“It was–”

“Don’t have time,” Yoongi interrupts, pulling back to fix Namjoon with a serious expression. “We can talk about it later, okay?”

“Alright. Later, pup. Thank you for this.” Namjoon pulls Yoongi in for a kiss, but ultimately doesn’t keep him for more than a few seconds.

As soon as Yoongi has climbed back out of bed and left the room, Namjoon gets up too. He heads for the bathroom first, brushing his teeth and getting ready for the day as best he can. Looking casual feels like a safe bet, and he wants to be as comforting as possible for his omega, so he settles on the softest t-shirt in his suitcase and a pair of sweatpants.

Okay, no more waiting.

The house is silent as he steps out of the bedroom and walks the short distance down the hall to the room the omegas claimed for themselves. If not for Yoongi’s explicit instructions, Namjoon would probably wait for Jimin to get up rather than risk being too forward by waking him – but it’s clear that whatever Namjoon has been doing is not working. Better to follow the instructions of his mates instead.

The gentle knock he gives the door goes unanswered, so Namjoon cracks it open and peeks inside. Jimin is still asleep under the covers, though he stirs slightly at the noise of the door opening, head shifting on the pillow and a soft little hum leaving him.

The mattress dips slightly when Namjoon sits down on the side of the bed, and that has Jimin moving a little more. His face turns up slightly toward Namjoon, blonde hair fanning out along the pillow as his eyes just barely crack open. “Hyung,” he mumbles, barely above a whisper. One arm snakes out from under the covers to settle a warm hand on Namjoon’s thigh. “Morning.”

“Good morning, pup,” Namjoon answers, laying a hand on Jimin’s shoulder in return. “I’m sorry I didn’t answer your messages last night. I took a walk with Jin and forgot to bring my phone, and you were asleep when I got back.”

For a moment, Jimin is utterly motionless, apparently content to stay exactly where he is – and then Namjoon’s words seem to sink in. Jimin’s eyes open wide, expression falling as he pulls his hand back under the covers and blinks up at Namjoon. “Hyung, I’m so sorry,” he says, voice rough with sleep but coming out much faster now. “Last night was– I didn’t mean to–”

“Minnie, it’s okay. I just want to talk to you about it, if that’s okay?”

Jimin bites at his lip, panicked eyes looking at Namjoon and then over toward the bathroom, flicking back and forth several times over. He shrinks even further away, almost like he’s curling in on himself. It’s such a complete shift from just seconds ago where he was reaching out for Namjoon without a thought, and it does admittedly sting a little…

But he may as well offer…

“Jimin-ah, if you need a few minutes first, that’s alright. I promise that I’m not trying to hurt you or–”

“That’s not it,” Jimin says immediately, cheeks gone bright red as his eyes continue to dart nervously around the room. “I’m sorry. I just need…”

“Anything you want. Would it help if I left for a little bit?”

After a few seconds, Jimin gives a nod.

It’s difficult for Namjoon to keep the distress out of his scent, but he’s pretty sure that he manages. He hates the thought that his omega is feeling what looks like fear when he looks at him, but he needs to let this part happen so that they can talk about the rest.

Keeping his scent under control, Namjoon swallows and then gives a nod of his own. “Alright. I’ll be downstairs when you’re ready.”

“Thank you.”

~~

Namjoon doesn’t want to stink up the whole downstairs with the scent of his distress, but he can’t just sit still and hold this all in either. Eventually he settles on pacing laps between the kitchen and living room. It lets him get at least some of his nervous energy out as he waits.

A part of him worries that he’ll be down here forever, that Jimin will just hide away and not ever come down to talk to him, but that can’t be true. They have to be able to talk. Jin said it would work out, and he definitely sounded sure about it. Namjoon has to trust him. There’s no way that after this long spent courting and getting closer that it could all just evaporate in a moment and–

“Hyung?”

Namjoon stops pacing immediately and turns back to see Jimin standing in the living room doorway, wearing a curious expression and dressed every bit as casually as Namjoon is. His cheeks are still flushed, and there’s an unmistakable line of tension running the length of his body, but he’s here.

And they’re going to figure this out.

“Are you…” Jimin steps closer, leaving little more than a few feet between them. “Are you pacing?”

“I… might be.”

Jimin opens his mouth to answer, but then turns his head to look around instead, scanning his eyes over the living room and then back toward the kitchen. “Where is everyone?”

“They went into town,” Namjoon explains, still standing perfectly still even though he wants nothing more than to pick Jimin up right this moment and carry him up to the nest. He can’t rush this. They’re going to talk either way, and the last thing he wants is to make Jimin run away from him again. “Some early morning market that Jin and Kook-ah are really excited for. They won’t be back for a few hours.”

“Is that… on purpose?”

“Yes. They wanted to give us some time alone.”

“Okay.” Jimin pauses, taking in a deep breath and letting it out slowly. “Can we please talk, hyung?”

“I’d really like that, Minnie. Can I…” Namjoon automatically goes to take a step forward, but stops himself midway through the motion. “Do you want me to stay away right now?”

Rather than answering that with words, Jimin closes the distance between them and wraps his arms around Namjoon’s middle, face pressed into his chest as he shakes his head. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for things to end up like this.”

Permission granted, Namjoon wraps his arms around Jimin in return and immediately leans in to nose at the omega’s scent gland. “It’s okay, pup. I just… I need you to tell me what’s going on. You… Jimin-ah, you ran away from me last night, like you were afraid I was going to hurt you or–”

“I don’t think that, hyung. I promise. You’ve never done anything to hurt me.”

“I appreciate you saying that, but… That’s not the only thing. You’ve been avoiding being alone with me for weeks, and when you can’t manage to make an excuse to slip away, you look relieved whenever we’re interrupted. It’s… At first I was just a little confused. Then you agreed to meet up and talk alone, so I thought we were okay… But last night you panicked within a minute of being alone with me. I don’t know what to think anymore, but if I’ve done something to upset you – anything at all – you can tell me and we’ll figure out how to fix it, so please?”

“There’s nothing you’ve done wrong, Namjoon-hyung.” Jimin pulls back far enough to look up at Namjoon with his flushed cheeks and nervous eyes, gaze faltering after barely more than a second of eye contact. “It’s my fault. I can’t… Every time I think about you too much, I…” He squeezes his eyes shut, scent beginning to go muted.

“It’s okay. You can take a few seconds if you need to.”

“That’s only gonna make this harder. I… I need to just say it.”

Namjoon stays silent, heart pounding in his chest as he waits for Jimin to explain. Whatever this is, they’re going to figure it out. They can fix it. They have to.

“It’s all because of that night the four of us spent together. You took such good care of Kookie, and you were so… All I can think about is what it might feel like to have you treat me like that, and it’s making me– My scent is too much. I… I can’t hold it in, so I’ve been trying to just not think about it, but that’s really hard when it’s the two of us alone and I can’t focus on anything else. I thought… I was hoping it would have gone away by now, but it’s just as bad as it was before. I’m so sorry.”

Jimin finally looks back at him now that he’s finished speaking, eyes cracked open and searching Namjoon’s face for any sort of reaction.

This can’t be right.

It feels like Namjoon’s thoughts are running circles too fast for him to keep up, his emotions a mix of joy, confusion, and apprehension. He loves the thought that maybe all of this is just because Jimin wants him badly enough that it’s affecting his scent, but why would that translate to fear? Embarrassment, sure – but Jimin looked scared last night, and even just a few minutes ago when Namjoon went to wake him up. That’s not the only thing that doesn’t add up either.

The scent of vanilla is maddeningly calm considering how tense Jimin is right now, but Namjoon can smell him, which means he’s not wearing scent blocker.

So what makes this time different?

“If that’s true, I don’t… I can’t smell anything different on you right now,” Namjoon says, keeping his tone inquisitive rather than accusing.

Jimin’s flush deepens to a dark red and he turns his face away in clear embarrassment. “Yeah, umm… You won’t be able to right now.”

“Why not?”

“God, this is going to be embarrassing. I was really hoping this would all be over before our vacation and I could just pretend it never happened.” Jimin shakes his head, pulling back like he intends to step away.

Namjoon doesn’t let him go. “Please don’t run, Minnie. You can talk to me. Whatever this is, I don’t want to just pretend it’s not happening.”

“I’m not trying to run. Sorry, it’s just…”

“Help me understand, pup. Why am I not affecting your scent right now? What makes this different?”

“You are. But I…” Jimin leans in and buries his face in Namjoon’s chest. He’s silent again for a few seconds before eventually mumbling, “I put in… I’m wearing a plug.”

It takes a moment for Namjoon to process the words and put the pieces together in his mind, but the raging hot bolt of want that shoots through him when he does is nearly earth-shattering.

Jimin isn’t worried about his scent going a little sweet.

He’s talking about getting wet.

Which means that Namjoon has been getting Jimin wet. For weeks. And of course Jimin would be nervous enough about that to run away – considering how anxious he gets when he produces even a little bit of slick under normal circumstances. It all makes perfect sense, but Namjoon has a hard time focusing on the bigger picture when it feels like his attention has narrowed down to a single fact.

This whole time he’s had one of his omegas desperate and ready for him, and he hasn’t even noticed.

Hiding the way his scent spikes is impossible, so strong even he can smell it in the air, and Jimin whines when he catches it, a tiny broken little sound that he cuts off way too soon.

“God, Minnie… Do you have any idea what you do to me?” Namjoon croaks out. His control is dangerously close to snapping, months and months worth of pent up desire finally pushing its way past all of the worry he’s been feeling, rising hot and intense within him until it bubbles to the surface. Jimin is right here in front of him, blushing and whining and admitting that he’s been wanting his alpha so bad that it’s left him dripping for it.

The thought of Jimin hiding something so wonderful from him makes Namjoon want to bare his teeth, to growl and bite and claim until Jimin is so slick that he leaks right past that stupid plug. He doesn’t need some hunk of plastic – not when Namjoon is right here and ready to fill him to the brim.

“I’m sorry,” Jimin whispers. “I didn’t know what to do.”

“It’s okay, baby. Just wish I had known sooner.” Resisting the urge to bite is one thing, but Namjoon can’t help leaning in and licking a hot, possessive line over Jimin’s scent gland, loving the way it makes him tremble in Namjoon’s arms. “I’m sorry you felt like you had to hide something so perfect from me,” he mutters, nipping at Jimin’s jaw. “Wish I’d been able to take care of you right away. Will you let me now?”

Jimin lets out a breathy whine, his scent already gone mouthwateringly sweet. “You– You don’t have to.”

There it is again. Have to.

Namjoon bristles, ready to explain just how badly he wants to when Jimin speaks again.

“I know you’ve already got your hands full with Kookie,” he says. “If you’d rather wait for him, I’d understand.”

What? Rather wait for–

It’s like a bucket of ice water, how it finally hits him that Jimin really doesn’t think Namjoon wants him.

It was bad enough to know that Jimin might find his interest simply ‘polite’, but in reality it’s much worse than that. All this time – all the work trying to keep himself in check, trying not to push too hard or too fast – and the only thing he’s accomplished is making Jimin think that he truly isn’t interested, that he’s only doing this out of some sense of obligation because he wants Jungkook and that means accepting Jimin too.

Fuck – how did he miss this for so long?

Namjoon pulls back so he can look Jimin in the eye. The omega’s scent is still sweet and his pupils are blown wide, so pretty and dark that it takes everything Namjoon has not to lean in and kiss him. He wants to – god, does he want to – but it’s going to have to wait. They need to talk.

He has to fix this.

“Jimin-ah…” Namjoon pauses almost right after he starts, feeling the beginning of a frown forming on his face. He wants to do this right, wants to find some way to make Jimin understand, but in the seconds he spends trying to figure out what to say, Jimin’s expression falls.

He nervously averts his eyes back down at Namjoon’s chest with a pained looking half smile, his scent gone in an instant – not muted or less sweet, but completely gone like he’s simply turned a valve and cut off the flow. “It’s okay,” he says, forcing out a hollow sounding laugh. “I understand, it’s–”

“No, you don’t,” Namjoon interrupts. He’s just going to have to figure things out on the fly. Overthinking is what got him into this mess in the first place, and he won’t be able to bear it if Jimin walks away from this still thinking that Namjoon doesn’t want him. “I’m sorry, I just needed a second to think. I didn’t know… If I had realized, I would have– Damn it. Do you really think that I want you any less than I want Kook-ah?”

Jimin freezes and for a brief moment, Namjoon can smell a hint of burnt vanilla in the air – that rare scent of distress. It’s gone again in an instant, hidden away like always, but it leaves him wondering… Would things have gone on this long if he’d been able to smell Jimin’s distress? How much of it has he hidden away from all of them? Does Jungkook know about all of this? Should the whole pack have been pushing from the beginning for him to be more open with his scent, like they do for Hoseok?

“It’s okay,” Jimin says, his voice barely above a whisper while he stares at Namjoon’s chest. “I don’t mind, really. You don’t have to fake it for me.”

“Fake it? You honestly– Jimin, I’m not faking anything.”

Jimin does look up at him now, brows furrowed and eyes shining with the beginning of tears while he bites at his bottom lip. “Please don’t lie to me. I’m not blind, and it’s enough for me that you take good care of Kookie. You don’t have to treat us the same.”

Namjoon’s heart wrenches in his chest. Fuck, he really has screwed this up.

“I’m so sorry. I didn’t know you felt this way and I– It’s never been about treating the two of you the same, Jimin-ah. I’ve just been trying so goddamn hard not to come on too strong and scare you off, or push you any further than you’re comfortable with. If I had known it was making you feel like I didn’t want you, I would have stopped right away.”

“You’ve been… trying not to scare me?” Jimin asks, the first few tears rolling down his cheeks as he blinks up at Namjoon, disbelief obvious on his face.

“I was so afraid of pushing you away,” Namjoon says, reaching up to cup Jimin’s cheek, brushing away some of his tears. “I didn’t want you to see me as just another pushy alpha, but I thought you knew how much I wanted you this whole time.”

“You really… You actually want me?” Jimin’s voice shakes when he speaks, barely loud enough for Namjoon to hear.

“Of course I do, Minnie. I’ve always wanted you just as much as I want Kook-ah – right from the start.”

Jimin bites his lip, more tears welling up until he squeezes his eyes shut and sends them rolling down his face, shaking his head in tiny movements. “No, you can’t– You didn’t…”

“Oh, baby, it’s okay.” Namjoon can’t help but pull Jimin in close, tucking him securely against his chest and pressing a kiss into his hair. “I did, right from the moment I met you and saw you baring your teeth, ready to fight if it meant protecting Jungkook. I tried to keep a level head and not fall too fast, but the truth is that as soon as Taehyung called the two of you mates it was over for me. Everything from then on has just been me trying as hard as I could not to move too fast or scare you off with how strong my feelings are.”

There’s a few beats of silence (long enough for Namjoon to feel the familiar thrum of panic that he’s said too much) before Jimin lets out a quiet, “How strong are they?”

“I can tell you. I just– I need to make sure you know that no matter what I feel or what I want, the last thing I intend to do is pressure you into something you’re uncomfortable with. We can take things at any pace you’re–”

“Namjoon-hyung,” Jimin interrupts gently, “I want to know, please.”

Shit, this is it.

There’s nothing left to hide behind. He has to put all of his cards on the table and hope that it’s enough. Whatever it takes to make Jimin understand.

Namjoon takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly as his mind races.

“I wish the two of you lived with us already,” he blurts out. (Damn, not a strong start but he can’t stop now.) “Shit, that wasn’t exactly what I meant to lead with, but I just… It’s true. I want to spend more time with you. The thought of waking up next to you or knowing you’re asleep just down the hall is so appealing – and I’d love knowing that no matter where the day took you, you’d be coming back home to me at the end of it. But how I meant to start was by telling you that I already think of you as one of my mates, as my omega, every bit as much as Jungkook and Taehyung.”

Jimin gasps at that, a sharp little intake of breath followed by a spike of his lovely vanilla scent in the air again. Definitely a good sign. “You…” He pulls back enough to look up at Namjoon with tears in his eyes. “Do you really mean that?”

“Every word, I swear it,” Namjoon says, reaching up to brush the tears away. He keeps his hand there, cupping Jimin’s face almost like he’s afraid to let him go, thumb rubbing gently at the wet trails left on his cheek. “There’s so much I want with you, Jimin-ah. I just wish I had told you sooner. I swear if I had known–”

“It’s okay,” Jimin whispers. “You can tell me now. Please.”

Admitting to what he wants…

Namjoon can do it. He has to do it.

“Okay, just…” Namjoon bites at the inside of his cheek, trying to prepare himself. He just wishes he had some more reliable way to read Jimin’s reactions, because if all of this has shown him anything – it’s that he really has no clue. He can’t trust Jimin’s scent even when he can smell it, and the omega’s body language only gives things away some of the time. It feels like he has no way to be certain, and that worries him. Still, he has to try. “Stop me if it’s too much?”

Jimin gently nods his head before turning it to press a soft kiss to the inside of Namjoon’s wrist. “It won’t be, hyung. Just talk to me?”

Namjoon swallows, letting his eyes close for a moment before opening them to find Jimin looking back at him with something close to desperation is his gaze, that same hint of disbelief and uncertainty just under the surface. Namjoon can’t let him feel uncertain anymore but every time he tries to speak, he feels the worry bubbling up – worry that this will be the thing to push Jimin away, that he’ll overstep and ruin this for everyone all because he’s so completely in love that he can barely think straight.

He can’t quite keep the anxiety out of his scent and Jimin clearly notices, guiding the two of them toward the couch and giving one gentle push to Namjoon’s chest, forcing him to sit. From there, Jimin wastes no time crawling into his lap, straddling his legs and leaning in to press a gentle kiss to Namjoon’s lips.

“Nothing you say is going to make me run away again, Namjoon-hyung,” Jimin says, laying another kiss on Namjoon’s jaw before nosing down to his scent gland and hugging him close. “I promise I’m not going anywhere. I want more too. And I... I want you to want more with me – so much. So please tell me?”

Jimin really wants more too?

Between the words and Jimin pressing himself so close… Namjoon can feel the tension start to ease out of his body. He might not be able to trust Jimin’s scent, but he can trust this – the fact that Jimin feels safe enough to stay close after everything that’s been said so far, and that he is asking for Namjoon to talk.

Maybe Namjoon can ask for something too.

“You really want more?” He whispers the words into Jimin’s hair, voice nearly cracking with desperate desire to know. “With me?”

“For a long time. I just… I know we’ve kind of talked about getting closer before, but it always ends up feeling like… just talk? We try, but one of us always freezes and sometimes I can’t tell if you actually want it too? Like I’ve seen how comfortable and easy things were with you and Kookie and I… It was always different between us so I assumed…”

God, they’ve both been so blind. If either one of them would have just talked about it, they wouldn’t have–

No, he can’t start thinking like that. Those opportunities are gone, but he has this one now.

“I had the same type of worry when I saw how easily you were able to open up with Hoseok,” Namjoon admits. “The two of you were so close right from the start, and then you and Yoongi got close too and… I thought I was doing something wrong, or–”

“You weren’t, hyung. I’m sorry I made you think that. You didn’t do anything wrong, but I understand. I thought I was doing something wrong for you to not want me too,” Jimin says, arms squeezing tighter around Namjoon’s shoulders and lips pressing a soft kiss to his scent gland.

“Always wanted you,” Namjoon says, nosing at Jimin’s scent gland in return. “I’m sorry too. If I had tried to have this conversation with you earlier instead of being too afraid to talk, things wouldn’t have gotten this bad.”

“That’s on both of us. I wish it hadn’t taken us this long, but… I’m just really glad we’re here.”

“Me too, Minnie. You have no idea.” Namjoon debates leaving things there, but… he knows there’s something else he should say now too. “There have been so many times I’ve thought back to that night when you and Kook-ah came over and you asked me to nip you, even though you were nervous. It meant so much that you really gave me the chance to look after you – more than anything. I wanted so badly to do things right that night, to prove that I could give you what you needed. I still want that. I just... I love you, Minnie. I love you and I want to take care of you in any way you’ll let me.”

Jimin’s scent spikes hard at the admission, warm and sweet vanilla filling the air as he pulls back to look at Namjoon with fresh tears shining in his eyes and a shaky smile on his lips. “You really mean that?” he breathes, his bottom lip trembling.

“Completely. I’ve loved you for months, pup. I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you.”

“It’s okay. I… I’ve been waiting too. I didn’t think you felt the same and I was scared and… I love you too – so much. And I’ve thought of you for a while now as… as my alpha.”

Jimin’s alpha.

Namjoon can’t really be held accountable for the way he immediately leans up for a kiss. He’s just so happy. Jimin is here and telling Namjoon that he loves him and wants him and thinks of him as his alpha. It’s everything he’s waited to hear for so long, and he tries to put every bit of gratitude and happiness he can into the kiss, desperate to show Jimin just how unbelievably glad he is for all of this – and Jimin takes it beautifully, hands gripping tight at Namjoon’s shoulders while he kisses him back with what feels like an equal amount of emotion.

By the time Namjoon pulls back, there are tears welling up in his eyes from just how relieved he is. “I’m so happy you think of me that way, Minnie. That night with the four of us… I finally had you in my lap and leaking the way I’d been dreaming of for months, but as badly as I wanted to make you feel safe and comfortable, I felt like I screwed up. I saw how easily you relaxed when Kook-ah and Jin were looking after you, and it was like coming back to me made it worse. I couldn’t… I was so worried you didn’t want me, that you were afraid of me, or that I made you uncomfortable.”

“I’m sorry. I did want you, hyung – but I was just really worried about making everything perfect for Kookie. I remembered what things were like for me my first time with an alpha, and I wanted so much better for him. And you… I trusted you to give that to him, but I couldn’t figure out why you were being so sweet to me too. I loved the way you touched me, but I just… kept getting caught up feeling like I was in the way of how things were supposed to go. And then…” Jimin trails off, cheeks dusted pretty pink as he looks down at Namjoon’s chest.

“It’s okay, Minnie,” Namjoon says. “Whatever it is, I want to know.”

“Once I…” Jimin blushes harder, still not making eye contact. “I saw you knot him. You treated him so nice, like all you wanted in the world was to make him feel good and I just… I wanted you to want me like that.”

“God, you really don’t know, do you?”

Jimin nervously glances up through his lashes. “Don’t know what?”

“I can’t believe…” Namjoon squeezes his eyes shut, shaking his head before looking back up at Jimin. “You really have no idea? I’ve wanted to ruin you for so fucking long, Minnie – way before that night. You don't know how many times I’ve held back when all I wanted to do was make you feel so good you couldn’t remember your own name.”

Jimin's tongue peeks out to wet his lips, mouth opening and then closing again as his scent spikes thick and sweet. The air between them feels electric, heavy with possibility and the weight of Namjoon’s confession. Silence stretches on for a moment or two before Jimin lets out a shuddering breath and whispers, “I want you too, hyung. So bad, I… I can’t stop thinking about it. Kept running away or wearing my plug so you wouldn’t know how…” He trails off, cheeks bright pink as his gaze drifts back down again.

It’s impossible to fight back the little growl that bubbles out of him, and Jimin whines at the sound, scent going even sweeter.

There’s so much left that they should talk about, but it’s hard to think of anything except finally laying his omega out just like he’s been dreaming of for what feels like forever. For once, Namjoon doesn’t want to fight this desperate urge inside of him. Yoongi and Jin both told him not to hold back, and after hearing all of this, he’s inclined to agree. They need to do more than just keep talking and backing down.

He can’t stop himself from asking anymore.

“God – Jimin, please. If you want me, then tell me I can touch you right now. Let me take care of you. Let me show you how good I can make you feel.”

“You can. I want you to. Hyung, please.”

Namjoon stops holding back.

In an instant, he’s tipping Jimin’s chin up and guiding him into a kiss. It’s soft, almost tender if not for the steady undercurrent of desperation running through both of them. Jimin opens for him at the first hint of tongue, whining as Namjoon licks into his mouth, and then their kiss isn’t quite so soft anymore. Namjoon doesn’t care. The only thing he is concerned with right now is doing exactly what he said – showing Jimin just how well he can take care of him, how good he can make him feel. He’s going to do this right, and he’s not off to a bad start, judging by the way Jimin’s hips gently rock back and forth in his lap, further with each motion until finally they’re both grinding together with a gasp.

Jimin is hard against him, hips stuttering at that first bit of friction. Namjoon finds himself pulling back just to admire the way the omega’s mouth hangs open, lips spit-slicked and pupils already blown wide with desire. This is where they always end up stopping when it’s just the two of them, with Jimin in Namjoon’s lap looking dazed as they grind together.

But not this time.

“Let me take you to bed?” Namjoon requests.

Jimin doesn’t hesitate, nodding at him and letting out a tiny gasp of surprise when Namjoon grips under his thighs and stands the two of them up. “Oh, you’re strong,” he giggles, wrapping his arms around Namjoon’s shoulders as he leans forward and presses his lips to his scent gland.

The second they make it to the bedroom, Namjoon kicks the door shut behind them. He doubts any of the others will be coming back early, but he’s not taking any chances – not when he finally has what he’s wanted for so long. Very gently, he deposits Jimin on the edge of the bed, loving the way the omega smiles up at him with half-lidded eyes as Namjoon cups his cheek and leans down for another kiss.

“Are you gonna touch me, hyung?” Jimin whispers after a few moments, turning to press his lips against Namjoon’s jaw.

“Wanna see you first,” Namjoon answers, reaching for the hem of Jimin's shirt. “Tell me I can, baby.”

Jimin nods and Namjoon makes short work of the shirt, tossing it aside and marveling at the smooth expanse of skin just begging to be marked up. No point in wasting time. He gives Jimin a gentle push to guide him onto his back and then climbs over him, mouth latching onto his collarbone where he immediately starts sucking a bruise into the skin. He’s not the only one exploring either. Jimin is busy too, tugging Namjoon’s shirt over his head, then running hands along his chest and shoulders like he’s mapping him out.

As much as Namjoon would love to indulge him, he’s waited far too long for this to waste time. He needs to see Jimin bare – and not just for one of the others, or for the onsen – but for him.

He lets his mouth drift lower, pressing a mess of gentle nips and open mouthed kisses down to Jimin’s tummy, then slipping his fingers beneath the waistband of the omega’s pants. “Let me take these off too?”

“You can,” Jimin breathes, looking down at Namjoon with his pupils already blown wide, then lifting his hips to help as he’s stripped of the rest of his clothes.

His cock is way too cute to be ignored, springing free the second Namjoon yanks those pants off, flushed a deep pink and leaking from the tip. Namjoon doesn’t even ask, just leans forward and takes it into his mouth with a satisfied hum.

Jimin lets out a gasp, hands gripping tight at Namjoon’s shoulders. “Fuck, hyung.”

He tastes perfect – although Namjoon is certain that his slick is going to taste even better. Still, it’s hard not to enjoy this too, listening to the little moans leaving Jimin as Namjoon swirls his tongue around the tip of him.

Not wanting to linger there too long, Namjoon pulls off with a little pop just as Jimin begins to squirm under his touch. “You’re perfect, baby,” he mutters, leaning back to more fully take in the image of his omega naked beneath him. He’s seen Jimin nude before, but the brief glimpse last night was overshadowed by all the panic of him running away, and as much of a vision as he was sat on Jin’s cock weeks ago, this feels different. Namjoon runs a reverent hand down Jimin’s flank to his thigh, greedily drinking in the sight before him. “Absolutely gorgeous.”

“You’ve seen me before,” Jimin says, looking a little embarrassed under Namjoon’s gaze as his hands slowly raise to cover himself.

“None of that, Minnie.” Batting Jimin’s hands away, Namjoon lets his eyes rake along his body one last time, taking in perfectly flushed skin, strong thighs, and the glint of his belly button ring in the light. “Can’t have you hiding away when you’re finally here all laid out for me.”

“At least stop staring? Want you close.”

Jimin opens his arms and Namjoon crawls back over him without an ounce of hesitation, eager to give his omega anything he could possibly ask for. He leans in for a kiss, enjoying the pleasure of getting to breathe in all the pretty sounds his mate makes. Jimin opens for him immediately and whimpers into their kiss when Namjoon presses a thigh between his legs, giving him something to rut that pretty little cock up against. He doesn’t disappoint, trembling as his hips buck forward in search of more friction.

“So responsive for me,” Namjoon mutters, trailing his lips down Jimin’s neck to scent him nice and thorough.

“It… It feels good, hyung. Really good… I– Fuck–” Jimin cuts himself off with a gasp when Namjoon sinks his teeth in just a few inches from his scent gland.

As much as Namjoon wants to keep his teeth there, he lets go and asks, “Too much, baby?”

“No. I like it – please,” Jimin whines, head tilting to offer Namjoon more room. “Wanna look like yours.”

That’s all it takes to have Namjoon biting down again, intent on leaving a mark. Jimin lets out a moan, hips rutting harder up against Namjoon’s thigh and one hand tangling in his hair, holding him gently in place. The encouragement keeps Namjoon from second guessing as he follows the bite with a suck mark barely an inch away… and then one more bite that has Jimin trembling beneath him.

“You are mine, pup. Every bit of you – and I’m going to make sure you know it this time.”

“Wanna know it,” Jimin echoes, voice gone breathy as he looks up with dazed eyes and parted lips, clearly eager for more touch.

Perfect. There’s really only one thing missing now.

“God, are you– Minnie, are you wet for me right now?”

Jimin nods, already going a little tense at the mention of his slick, but there’s no way Namjoon’s going to let him think he’s anything less than overjoyed at the prospect of finally getting him wet again.

“You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to get you like this, baby,” he breathes, one hand snaking down Jimin’s flank to give a squeeze to that perfect ass. “You smell so perfect when you’re dripping for me.”

“Hyung, please. I…”

Namjoon dips his hand lower until he brushes the base of the plug nestled inside of Jimin, a growl leaving him before he can help it. “Can’t believe you’ve been hiding this from me. It’s been weeks since that night, baby. Have you really been plugged up around me since then?”

Jimin opens his mouth to speak, then closes it again, squeezing his eyes shut and shaking his head. “Sometimes, but I– It’s umm… Longer than that,” he whispers, just loud enough to be heard.

“Longer...” Namjoon echoes, brain grinding to a halt. Longer? Not only has Jimin been dripping for him for weeks – it’s been even longer? The thought makes his teeth ache, trying to process that his omega has been desperate for him for so much time and he hasn’t been able to provide. He’s going to fix it, but he has to know… “How much longer?”

“It happens so easy. If I didn’t, you all would have known right away,” Jimin says, eyes still squeezed shut tight.

That makes it sound like– No. There’s no way…

“Pup, look at me,” Namjoon says, voice somehow managing not to shake.

Jimin cracks his eyes open, biting at his lip while his gaze drifts off to the side for a few seconds. Eventually, he looks back at Namjoon and lets out a tiny, “Hi, hyung.”

“Minnie, how long?”

“Since the beginning, I guess? I… I was afraid you wouldn’t like it – that you guys might think it was weird that I got wet so easy – and I didn’t want to embarrass myself, so I just wore–”

Namjoon cuts him off with a kiss. He has to. If he hears one more word about how Jimin thought he wouldn't appreciate something so incredible, he might just combust. He has to show Jimin, has to help him understand. And the omega lets him, making a soft sound of surprise before melting into the kiss and gladly opening his mouth to Namjoon's tongue.

It's not enough.

Namjoon nips his way along Jimin's jaw. “Tell me I can see,” he growls, mouth trailing down the omega’s neck in a line of kisses and nips that he soothes with his tongue. “Let me get this out of you so I can see how pretty and wet you are for me.” Namjoon traces his fingers around the base of the plug, feeling the way Jimin trembles at even that light touch, eyelashes fluttering as he whines.

“Gonna be messy and– Fuck, hyung.” He chokes out a whimper as Namjoon presses against the plug, pushing it deeper.

“Not messy enough, baby. Tell me I can.”

“You can. I– Please.”

*******

Jimin feels like his whole body is on fire.

He’s been trying so hard not to think about this over the past few weeks, but now Namjoon is here above him, filling his brain with static and telling him how badly he wants him wet. The usual anxiety is there somewhere, but it’s hard to feel it at full force when he’s this desperate.

He wants so much. He needs–

Namjoon grips the plug, slowly but surely pulling it free. The widest part of it stretches Jimin just enough to make his eyelashes flutter as it’s removed, but then he’s left empty with a whole mess of slick dripping out of him.

Worry and shame bubble inside of his chest in an instant, but Namjoon hardly gives him a moment to feel them.

“Fuck, Minnie, you’re perfect,” the alpha mutters, all but diving down between Jimin’s legs. He hooks them over his shoulders and lifts Jimin’s hips, mouth sealing hot and wet over his hole in an instant.

“Hyung, I’m– You don’t… Fuck…” Jimin trails off, protests dying on his lips as Namjoon lets out a low growl and begins to move his tongue in earnest. The first few strokes are wide and messy, but they grow more targeted as seconds pass, circling his entrance before finally dipping inside and leaving Jimin nearly choking on a high moan.

His alpha really likes this – likes his slick enough to eat him out like he’s starved for it.

That realization settles the worry within Jimin in seconds, tension draining out of his body as he simply allows his alpha to have him however he pleases. Namjoon makes a little hum of appreciation, hands gripping tight enough around Jimin’s thighs that there might be bruises left when he’s done. Jimin hopes so. He wants to feel this for days, to know that he’s managed to please his alpha, and that Namjoon actually wants to have him like this.

Just like Taehyung and Jungkook… He loves the thought of sharing that with them, having Namjoon lay all three of them out just like this so they can enjoy their alpha together. The image is perfect, leaving him sighing happily and relaxing even further into how good this feels.

Namjoon turns his head, giving Jimin’s hole a break and sinking his teeth into the meat of one thigh instead. Heat radiates from the bite, sending more slick dripping from him and making his brain feel like it’s been dipped in honey.

“Settling so good for me,” Namjoon mutters, licking once over the bite mark he’s left, then pressing a kiss into the skin. “So goddamn pretty and wet. Never want you to hide this from me again, baby.”

Jimin tries to form a coherent sentence, but the soft pressure of Namjoon’s tongue licking over his hole again definitely makes that harder. “But I… Happens so easy,” he eventually pants. “Might be too much.”

“You couldn’t be too much if you tried, Minnie – especially not when you taste this good. Here, let me show you.”

In an instant, Namjoon drops Jimin’s hips and climbs over him to lean in for an open mouthed kiss that’s more messy than anything else. The taste of his own slick on Namjoon’s tongue makes his head go even fuzzier, leaving just the warmth of satisfaction and desire pooling in his belly. Namjoon’s hands feel like they’re everywhere, tangling in Jimin’s hair, raking nails gently down his chest, giving a soft pinch to one nipple. It has him arching up into every touch, desperate for more and–

His alpha is still wearing pants.

Jimin can feel them against his bare legs. The fabric is soft enough, but it’s not the skin to skin contact his body is craving right now – and it’s definitely not giving him the teasing little glances of his alpha’s cock that he’s been dreaming of ever since he saw him knot Jungkook. God, even thinking about his knot makes Jimin ache to be filled properly, especially after losing his plug and now the feeling of Namjoon’s tongue as well. He’s almost painfully empty.

With a whine, Jimin reaches down to shove at the waistband of Namjoon’s pants.

“Not done with you yet,” Namjoon whispers, pulling back from their kiss and starting to lower himself back down.

Before he can get far, Jimin wraps his legs around Namjoon’s hips to keep him in place, letting out an offended little cry in place of the words he’s still trying to make happen.

“No? You want something else, baby?”

“Al– Hyung, empty… Please?”

Namjoon lets out a growl, leaning back in to lick a hot stripe over Jimin’s scent gland. “You don’t have to stop yourself, Minnie.”

“What… What do you…”

“You were gonna call me ‘alpha,’” Namjoon says, teeth just barely ghosting over skin. “You can. I’d… Fuck, I’d really like it if you did, baby. Tell your alpha what you need.”

Jimin is so desperate that he doesn’t even hesitate once his brain catches up enough to connect the dots. “M’empty, alpha,” he breathes.

The second the word leaves his mouth, Namjoon’s hips are bucking forward while his sandalwood scent spikes sweet and spicy in the air. “Perfect, pretty little thing. Did I take your plug and then leave you empty? Need something to fill you up?”

“Please. Need it.”

“Give me some room to work?” Namjoon requests, leaning back and pressing at Jimin’s knees where they’re still wrapped around his middle.

God, is it finally going to happen?

In his rush to comply, Jimin spreads his legs entirely, knees falling off to either side as he bares himself to his alpha in hopes of finally getting the knot he’s been dreaming about for weeks. The display is definitely appreciated, at least judging from the hungry way Namjoon’s eyes roam down his body, hands dragging from Jimin’s sides all the way down to his spread thighs where they press him even more open.

Rather than working his pants off, Namjoon reaches down with one hand and presses three fingers right into Jimin’s dripping hole. The sudden stretch is good enough to have Jimin’s eyelashes fluttering, filling him up so nicely that all he can do is whimper when Namjoon starts thrusting them in and out.

“Is that good, baby? Just need to feel that pretty hole stretch?”

Jimin nods in several jerky motions, hips already beginning to rock against the fingers spearing him open.

“You take it so well. You’re gonna look perfect on my knot.”

Even the mention of getting a knot has Jimin whining, a fresh round of slick leaving him as the stretch from Namjoon’s fingers goes from wonderful to not enough in what feels like the blink of an eye. “Knot, alpha,” Jimin pants, eyes drifting down to find Namjoon still not naked. “Please. Wanna feel–”

“Not just yet, pup. I want one more thing from you first.”

“Anything, just– Need it…”

Namjoon’s face splits into a coy smile as he leans down to press a kiss to Jimin’s lips, fingers still working inside of him. “You’ll have it, pretty thing. Every bit, I promise – but first I want you to tell me what you’ve been thinking about.”

“What do you mean? I…” Jimin trails off, unsure how to answer when there’s only one thing he feels like he can think about right now.

“When you go running off,” Namjoon answers. “Was there something you imagined? Tell me what you’ve been thinking about while you were leaking so pretty for me.”

Jimin can feel his cheeks going hot. Even with how floaty he feels, he’s still embarrassed to admit just how desperate he’s been these past few weeks. He tries to cover his face, but Namjoon’s fingers slip free of his hole, hand reaching up to grip Jimin’s wrist and tug it away.

The sudden burst of renewed emptiness has him letting out a wounded cry.

“It’s okay, Minnie. You won’t be empty for long. Just can’t have you hiding that gorgeous face from me.” Namjoon lets go of Jimin’s wrist and watches it drop back down onto the bed before raising his fingers to his mouth and starting to lick the slick off of them. “Fuck, you taste perfect. Can’t believe I waited so long for this. I imagined it so many times, baby – you laid out just like this for me, wet and eager for your alpha to fill you up.”

“Fill me up…” Jimin echoes, feeling dazed as he watches Namjoon suck another finger clean. “Alpha, please…”

“Here, I’ll get out of my pants and you can tell me what you’ve been thinking about. Just a second.”

Jimin knows he’s supposed to be talking, but he really can’t be expected to think when Namjoon finally scoots away and shuffles out of his pants, his cock already hard and leaking. It’s impossible to help the way he starts to sit up, eyes trained on that leaking tip as his mouth begins to water. It felt so good to have Namjoon filling his mouth that night the four of them spent together, lips stretched wide around the impressive girth of his alpha. He just needs–

“Not this time,” Namjoon says with a low little laugh, pressing Jimin back down onto the bed and crawling between his legs. Before Jimin can pout too much at being denied, Namjoon keeps talking. “I thought you wanted to be filled up properly, pup?” He hooks his hands under Jimin’s knees and presses them upward, then rocks his hips forward until the length of him slides along Jimin’s hole. “Wouldn’t that feel good?”

“Please, I– Hyung, I want–”

“Tell me what you’ve been thinking about and I’ll give it to you. What had you leaking so much for me that you had to hide it away?”

“That night,” Jimin pants, desperate enough not to care if he embarrasses himself anymore. He tries to rock his hips down onto Namjoon’s cock, but all he gets is the wet slide of it between his cheeks. He lets out a frustrated whine and continues, “You knotted Kookie so good. Wanted… I– Kept thinking about you knotting us both. You’re just… You’re so big and I… I want– Alpha, need you, please?” There are tears welling up in Jimin’s eyes now, desire starting to boil over into genuine need.

“God, you’re perfect, baby. Here, I’ve got you – don’t worry.” Without another moment wasted, Namjoon aligns himself and begins to press forward with a groan. “Fuck, you’re soaked for me. So tight and still taking me like it’s nothing…”

Whatever else Namjoon says is lost to Jimin’s complete relief at finally feeling his alpha inside of him. He’s definitely wet enough that the stretch is easy, but Namjoon still feels goddamn huge, splitting him open so well that he’s sure he’ll never stop wanting it.

“Alpha…” Jimin breathes, eyes still hazy with tears as Namjoon works his way inside of him. “Feel so good, I– More, please… It’s…”

Namjoon presses forward faster, slipping every last inch of himself inside Jimin until their hips meet and he bottoms out with a moan that they both share. “There you go, Minnie. That’s better, isn’t it?”

Jimin nods, feeling breathless as his eyelashes flutter. “Better, yeah, I– You can move. Want it so bad, I– Fuck–” He cuts himself off on a gasp as Namjoon pulls back and thrusts back inside of him.

From that first thrust, Jimin is gone – world reduced to nothing but Namjoon and the warmth pooling in his belly.

He tries to explain, to tell his alpha how good it feels to finally share this together, but the words come out clumsy, muddled with whimpers and whines every time Namjoon picks up speed or angles his thrusts just right. To be fair, Namjoon is also muttering words whenever the two of them aren’t busy kissing. It’s a constant stream of praise and filth that leaves Jimin feeling claimed and adored in a whole other way than just physically.

The first orgasm sneaks up on him completely, his whole body pulling tight in an instant while Namjoon continues to fuck into him. He does his best to bury his face in the alpha’s shoulder and muffle the surprised sounds of pleasure that drop from his mouth, but Namjoon doesn’t let him.

“No hiding, baby,” he mutters, fingers weaving into Jimin’s hair as he pulls back to look at him. “Are you gonna cum for me?”

Jimin nods, trying to keep his eyes open but failing as the pleasure finally tips him over the edge and he’s left crying out while Namjoon fucks him through it.

“There you go, Minnie. So fucking pretty when you let yourself feel good.” He slows down a little as Jimin rides out the orgasm, thrusts turning more to a deep grinding than the rapid pace they were going at just moments ago. “You need a break, baby?”

“Need a knot,” Jimin breathes, letting his brain catch up for a couple of seconds before adding, “And a tiny break. I want…”

Namjoon lets out a little puff of laughter, looking down at Jimin with unmistakable adoration on his face. “What do you want, sweet thing?”

It takes a second or two for Jimin to place what he feels like he’s missing, but then it hits him. He doesn’t even ask, just reaches down to run his fingers through the mess of cum he shot up his chest and then raises them to his lips.

“Fuck…” Namjoon mutters, gaze darkening as he reaches down to scoop up the rest of the mess. Jimin opens his mouth without thought, and eagerly takes in the three fingers that Namjoon presses inside. “God, you’re so hot, baby. Pretty, perfect little thing… Gonna knot you so fucking good. Tell me I can, Minnie.”

Namjoon is moving before he even finishes asking, and Jimin garbles his agreement around the three fingers stuffed into his mouth. He can already feel the start of Namjoon’s knot forming, and that gentle pressure at his rim is enough to have him shifting his own hips to try and meet each thrust. Even when the fingers are eventually pulled out of his mouth, there isn’t much chance to talk. Namjoon leans in right away for a kiss that’s more tongue than anything else, like he’s desperate to lick every trace of Jimin’s cum out of his mouth.

It’s not long before Namjoon’s knot swells larger, still teasing at Jimin’s rim with each thrust, growing more insistent by the second. Finally, the alpha pulls back from their kiss to look at Jimin with those hungry eyes and asks, “You sure you want it, baby?”

“Want it, hyung– Alpha, please. Fill me up,” he begs, letting out a low whine when Namjoon shoves Jimin’s knees up toward his chest and presses forward. “Fuck, like that – I… Make me take it. Please–”

Namjoon lets out a growl, giving one more hard thrust forward until his knot finally pushes past Jimin’s rim and begins to swell fast.

Jimin is already cumming by the time Namjoon’s knot pops, vision nearly whiting out from just how good it feels to be stretched around his alpha like he’s been craving for weeks. It’s impossible not to offer up his neck, scent gland practically throbbing with the need for a claiming bite that he knows he can’t have right now. Namjoon is there in an instant anyway, mouth latching over Jimin’s scent gland while his teeth give a gentle little nip that has Jimin going boneless as he cums.

He can barely think, but it doesn’t stop the words from leaving his lips, “Feels… So good, alpha – I… Love you. I love you so much…”

“You’re perfect,” Namjoon mutters, tongue licking over Jimin’s scent gland as he pumps him full. “Mine. My omega. I love you, Minnie.”

“Yours. I… I want that.”

“You already have it, pup. Never gonna let you go.”

~~

They both get lost in the afterglow, kissing and trading affirmations of love back and forth until Namjoon’s knot finally begins to go down several minutes later. Part of Jimin is so satisfied by what’s happened that he wishes he had a clean plug so he could keep their mess inside of him longer, but he only brought the one and he has no idea where Namjoon tossed it.

“Something wrong, pup? Are you uncomfortable?”

“No, it’s just… Kind of wish I could keep it all in,” Jimin admits, far too drunk on a mixture of afterglow and joy to let a little embarrassment stop him from being honest. A part of him is still shocked that Namjoon loves him in return, but he’s so, so happy to finally feel the security he’s been aching for. “Feels right to be full like this.”

“You want me to clean your plug for you?”

Jimin shakes his head and wraps his arms tighter around Namjoon. “Want you to stay here. Do we have anything to help clean up?”

“The blankets are going to need to be washed anyway. Here, let me help.”

A minute or two later, the majority of the mess is handled, and the soiled blankets have been shoved into a pile on the floor for them to handle later. They’ve hardly been more than a foot from one another the entire time, but that doesn’t stop Jimin from feeling needy as he tugs Namjoon back down for more cuddles.

“Don’t worry. I’ve got you,” Namjoon says with a little laugh. The two of them trade a couple more kisses as they settle back into each other’s space, silence falling for a while before Namjoon eventually pulls back so he can look at Jimin. “I really am sorry that you were feeling like I didn’t want you. I should have said something sooner, or listened when the others told me to just be more forward, but I… It’s not a good excuse, but I was terrified to mess things up.”

“I was too, hyung. It’s okay. Everything else was just going so good, and I love all of you so much that I was terrified to push for more and risk losing the parts that I was sure about. That’s not something you have to take the blame for, and… I guess what I’m saying is that I’m sorry too.”

“It’s alright. I’m just so glad we’re here now. And if I can ask…”

Jimin tilts his head with a little smile. “Anything you want.”

“You said you were wearing a plug from the beginning, but… You aren’t going to anymore? Or is that still something you feel like you need?”

“I’ve been trying to wear one less, but then everything happened with you and it was just horrible timing, to be honest. Hopefully now I won’t be leaking just from looking at you, so I can start trying to wear them like I used to when it was just me and Kookie. Basically only when I really don’t want to risk smelling like slick. Date nights outside of the house, work days when I’m getting close to heat – that sort of thing.”

Namjoon considers this for a moment before nodding. “Okay. I can get behind that – not that it’s my choice anyway. It’s just…”

“It’s okay if you hate it,” Jimin says with a laugh. “Yoongi-hyung does too.”

“Everyone knew except for me, didn’t they?”

“Yeah, but… Mostly just because it came up? It’s kind of a weird thing to just mention out of nowhere, and there just wasn’t a moment where you and I needed to talk about it until today. I know I should have found a way to tell you sooner. M’sorry for that too.”

“I should own some of that as well. If I’d had the guts to talk to you about how worried I was that you didn’t feel comfortable enough with me to get wet like you did with the others, we probably could have figured a lot of things out sooner. I was afraid to pressure you or make you worry about it even more, but that was obviously the wrong call.”

“Maybe, but… We were both afraid of a lot of stuff. I just… I want you to know that you don’t have to be afraid about pressuring me. I meant what I said before. I want to be yours, hyung – and I already think of you as my alpha.”

Namjoon smiles, one hand coming up to cup Jimin’s cheek as he leans in, the omega’s pretty brown eyes shining in the morning sun. “I meant what I said too, Minnie. You’re already mine. I love you.”

“I love you too,” Jimin mutters just before his lips are captured in a kiss.

Notes:

After the better part of a year, these two are finally on the same page! We've still got lots of cute vacation goodness incoming, especially now that this part is handled.

Next week everyone will settle in a little more, and we'll get plenty of omega time in (including something Tae has been waiting a very long time for ;D) while everyone prepares to pamper Jin. See you there <3

Chapter 142: Time To Relax

Notes:

A little explicit toward the end of the chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As soon as they pull back up to the house, Taehyung practically sprints for the front door. He’s absolutely loved their morning spent shopping, but he needs to know that things turned out well, because if they didn’t he’s going to sit Namjoon-hyung and Jimin down himself and make sure that they figure this out.

It’s impossible to miss the sweet scent of vanilla and sandalwood the second he opens the front door. Not completely fresh, but apparently strong enough to linger all the way out to the front door – assuming the two of them didn’t work out their differences right in this entryway. It doesn’t smell like they did. Tae might not have the sharpest nose of his mates, but he’s pretty sure the scent is coming from somewhere deeper inside the house.

Hoseok trails in just behind him. “Well, what’s the verdict, Taehyungie? Did they– Oh, that’s definitely a good sign,” the alpha says, taking a deep breath through his nose.

“Damn right it is!” Taehyung turns to run back to the car, ready to tackle Jungkook out of pure joy. Unfortunately, the other omega has his hands full with shopping bags to carry in, so the tackling is going to have to wait for the time being.

“Oi, you can carry something while you’re here,” Yoongi says, passing Tae a couple of bags from the trunk of the car. “Seok-ah still needs to be careful of his shoulder, but you’ve got no excuse.”

“Was it good, hyung?” Jungkook asks, a big grin on his face even with both his arms weighed down with bags. “Did you see them? Did they figure–”

“Judging by how delightfully sweet your scent has gone, I’m going to guess you do have good news,” Jin says, taking a couple of bags as well.

“It smells really good. I think they definitely got it sorted – and maybe even more.”

That has Jungkook practically jogging for the door, and Taehyung eagerly follows behind him with the couple of bags Yoongi gave him. They set them all down in the living room and are greeted just a few seconds later by Jimin and Namjoon coming down the steps together, Namjoon’s arm wrapped possessively around Jimin’s waist.

Yeah. They definitely figured something out.

“Hyung!” Jungkook calls out before nearly tackling Jimin with a hug (which Tae immediately runs to join in on). “You smell so good it’s not even fair.”

“I have to agree with that,” Jin-hyung says, stepping up to Namjoon’s side and wrapping an arm around his waist. “The two of you smell divine.”

Jimin blushes, mumbling out a soft, “Thanks. We… Umm…”

“We’ve reached an understanding,” Namjoon assists. “As happy as I am about that, I’m also admittedly curious about what kind of shopping you all managed to do without us.”

Jin-hyung seems happy to help with the change of subject and starts listing off some of the stores they went to, then talking about all the stuff he managed to find at the market. It really was a fruitful day – even if the spoils that Taehyung is most excited about didn’t come until later. Clothes shopping is always his favorite thing, and he definitely got some good stuff for himself and his mates today.

And now that they know Jimin and Namjoon have managed to figure things out, he doesn’t have to play coy about it anymore.

“I’ve got tons of stuff you gotta see, Jiminie! I spent a couple of hours picking things out for Jungkookie, but we should look at that upstairs.”

“That sounds great,” Jimin agrees. “Did you find–”

“Wait,” Jungkook interrupts, mouth dropping open in surprise as his eyes fix on Taehyung. “You were buying clothes for me that whole time?”

“Not just for you, baby. I got stuff for all of us, but I spent the most time fussing about what to get you. Wanna take a look at the haul?”

Jungkook flushes a little, but nods. “Sure. Just tell me what to carry.”

~~

There doesn’t turn out to be nearly enough time for the three of them to get into all Tae’s purchases before they need to get ready for their late lunch reservations, but that’s okay. They’ve got the whole night to hang out, and it’s nice to go back out with the seven of them this time instead.

Honestly, even if the house hadn’t smelled like a dream, Taehyung would still know that something has changed between Namjoon and Jimin. Rather than shrinking away from their pack alpha like he’s been doing for the past couple of weeks, Jimin seeks out his attention. The two of them sit side by side in the car, then at dinner as well. Whatever happened seems to have finally gotten Namjoon on board with letting their new omegas in on his exploration of his alpha instincts too – giving them the same lingering touches and guidance as the rest of them, and not looking the least bit ashamed when Yoongi comments on the suck mark peeking out from under Jimin’s shirt.

“Joon-ah got you good, huh?” Yoongi asks, pointing across the table at Jimin. His tone is light, but Tae can see the way his eyes linger – probably because he’d very much appreciate a mark like that himself.

“I like it,” Jimin says immediately, cheeks going pink as he takes another bite of his lunch, leaning just a little further into the arm Namjoon has wrapped around his back. “Why, wishing you had one too?”

“Oh he definitely does,” Taehyung teases. “I do too. Maybe we can form a lineup.”

Namjoon’s scent spikes, and Jin lets out a hearty laugh, gently bumping shoulders with their pack alpha. “It’s a lovely thought, isn’t it, darling? Your whole pack wearing your marks?”

“Can I have one too?” Jungkook asks.

Tae snorts out a laugh. “He said the whole pack, Jungkookie. That means you too.”

“Wanna take care of it right here?” Hoseok asks, wagging his eyebrows suggestively at Namjoon. “We might get kicked out of this restaurant, but–”

“At least wait until I’ve finished my meal,” Jin says.

Jungkook nods several times over. “Yeah, and dessert too, please.”

“We’re not doing that here,” Namjoon says, shaking his head and letting out a sigh. After a moment, he adds a quieter, “Maybe when we get home.”

The table erupts into a chorus of agreements, and Taehyung is starting to think that this vacation was an even better idea than he realized. Doing a trial run for living together was already plenty of reason for the trip, but if it can be a space for them to try more new things out, then that’s just another victory. He can only hope that whatever has gotten into Namjoon-hyung stays there. Their pack alpha has spent so long burying his instincts despite their repeated assurances that they enjoy them, but maybe now that’s finally beginning to crack.

As soon as their meal is over, Taehyung and Jungkook work together to drag Namjoon toward the backseat, with both of them getting their own little bruise sucked into their skin for the world to see. It feels right, especially when Tae looks up from his turn to see Jimin watching with warm eyes, his own bruise peeking out over the collar of his shirt. The three of them haven’t all been marked like this since Namjoon’s rut, and the thought that it might become a regular thing is enough to have Taehyung’s scent growing stronger by the second.

“Smells so nice,” Jimin says, a wide smile on his face. “Both of you do, really.”

“There’s enough room for you too,” Yoongi says. He’s seated right next to Jimin, and doesn’t even bother turning around to speak, head buried in his phone. “Go back there with them.”

Hobi-hyung lets out a laugh from the driver’s seat. “You sure you don’t just want the whole seat to yourself so you can spread out, Yoongles?”

“Why can’t I want both of those things?”

“C’mon, Minnie,” Namjoon says, offering a hand to help him into the back seat. “I’d love to have all three of you here.”

Jimin doesn’t need to be told twice, vanilla scent spiking sweet as he climbs into the backseat and gets added to what has all the potential to be a cuddle pile. They never quite make it all the way to ‘pile’ status, but that’s okay. Tae is perfectly content with all the cuddles he gets, and Jin-hyung happily talks from the front seat about how excited he is for their dinner reservations tomorrow night.

He has no idea that they’re all planning to spoil him for the entire day, which is only going to make it sweeter.

~~

Once they get home, the others form an orderly queue to get marked up as well, which Namjoon looks embarrassed about at first, even if it’s basically impossible to miss how pleased he is once his entire pack is wearing his marks. Until they hit the stage of putting claiming bites on Jimin and Jungkook, this is as close as the seven of them are going to get to matching, so Taehyung is sure to treasure it too.

Even if he is impatient for them to officially be a pack.

It’s coming, he knows. If not by the time Jimin and Jungkook agree to move in, then definitely not long after. They’re both gonna look so pretty all marked up with a mess of bites…

They can worry about all of that later though. Right now, Tae is way more concerned with getting some omega time in – partially because he wants to finish showing them the haul of clothes he got, and also because he wants to hear how things went for Jimin and Namjoon-hyung.

“So how are we doing this?” Jimin asks once the three of them are back up in the bedroom. He gestures to the mess of shopping bags on the floor and tilts his head curiously. “Were you shopping for an occasion?”

“If it was an occasion, it’s gotta be like three weeks long to wear all of this,” Jungkook says, letting out a laugh.

“Oh my god, it’s not that much. For the record, I was mostly just shopping for fun, but I did get some stuff that we can consider for tomorrow night. Dinner is gonna be fancy, so we’ll have an excuse to get properly dolled up.”

“Sweet,” Jungkook says. “Getting to see you two look pretty is my favorite.”

Jimin giggles, plopping down on the edge of their bed. “I think he means you too, Kookie.”

“But I’m not good at dressing up… You’d have to help me, and–”

“That’s kind of the point,” Taehyung says, pulling a nervous looking Jungkook into his arms. “Wanna dress you up like a pretty doll, baby. Just like we talked about before the trip – but only if that still sounds okay with you.”

“I told TaeTae you don’t usually mind,” Jimin says. “And you always look so gorgeous when you let me dress you up. I bet TaeTae could make you look even prettier.”

“How pretty? Like… makeup?”

“As pretty as you’ll let me. If you give me the okay, I wanna pick your outfit, accessories, hair, makeup – everything. With input from you of course. Want you to be comfortable and let you wear things you like too. If only some of that sounds okay, that’s totally fine too. We can–”

“I’ll let you do all of it,” Jungkook interrupts, giving Taehyung a squeeze before pulling back with a smile. “I’d love to look pretty with you guys.”

Tae feels an answering smile stretch across his own face. “Hell yeah. We’re gonna look so good that our poor alphas will be dying to touch – which is only gonna make Jin-hyung’s day even better.”

“He won’t wanna touch too?” Jimin asks, giving a curious little tilt of his head.

“Oh he will. It’s just that he’s going to enjoy watching the alphas squirm even more. Jin-hyung’s sadistic streak is ever-present.”

“Sadistic…” Jungkook mutters, giving that a few more seconds of thought before adding, “I don’t know if I’ve really seen him like that. I know he spanks Yoongi-hyung sometimes, but is watching the other hyungs squirm really the same as that?”

“Honestly it doesn’t usually come out in the physical sense you’re thinking of. It tends to be mixed with a bit of voyeurism, kind of like umm… How do I put it… He likes to watch us struggle – at least in the sexy way. Like when you and Jiminie were having your heats and you kept letting me get you all worked up in the nest. You were so adorable and horny but you didn’t know how to fix it, and then Yoongi-hyung and Namjoon-hyung were just barely keeping themselves from jumping you. Pretty sure Jin-hyung couldn’t have been any more satisfied with that even if he’d orchestrated it himself.”

That seems to make something click for Jungkook, eyes widening in recognition as his cheeks go pink. “Do you think that’s why he was so excited for…” He trails off, leaning in to bury his face in Taehyung’s neck.

Jimin lets out a laugh. “You mean the other day where he got you all desperate for Namjoon-hyung?”

Jungkook nods and Taehyung is struck with immediate curiosity.

“Wait, why didn’t I hear about this? Are you keeping fun stuff from me, Jungkookie?”

“Just a little embarrassing to bring up out of nowhere.”

“Well it’s not out of nowhere now. What happened?”

“It was after everything with Chuseok finally got settled. I was kind of… a little off balance? Hobi-hyung let me kneel for him and that helped a lot, so Jin-hyung offered to help more with that and also told me it would make Namjoon-hyung’s whole day if we…”

Tae pulls back from their hug so he can look at Jungkook’s cute blushing face. “C’mon, Jungkookie. You can tell me.”

“It was… sort of like when I got home to help you the other day after Jiminie worked you up. Jin-hyung let me give him a blowjob and then showed me what cock warming is. I had a vibrator in the whole time but it was on low and I was kind of pleasantly fuzzy until Namjoon-hyung showed up. Then I got desperate.”

“Jin-hyung wanted to get him needy, apparently,” Jimin says, a coy smile on his face.

“Wasn’t hard. I… I wanted a knot really bad so I was begging for it pretty much as soon as Namjoon-hyung walked into the room.”

Fuck,” Taehyung mutters, imagining how pretty Jungkook must have looked all desperate and pleading for Namjoon-hyung to take care of him. It must have really been a sight, and it has Tae’s voice coming out close to a whine when he speaks again. “You both keep getting railed where I can’t see it and it’s driving me crazy.”

“You wanna watch that bad?” Jimin asks.

“So fucking bad. You have no idea. Like I know I’ve seen you both fool around a little before – and that was absolutely great, don’t get me wrong – but I’m dying to see you guys get knotted. I’ve got years of experience with our alphas, and I just can’t wait to find out how they interact with both of you like that. Also, I probably don’t even need to say it at this point, but you guys are so hot it isn’t even fair.”

“Wow, I didn’t realize you felt that strongly about watching, hyung. Does that go both ways? Like do you like the thought of us watching you too?”

“So much. Like the urge to watch you two is stronger, but I love being looked at too.”

Jungkook gives that a moment of thought before asking, “So like… During my preheat when Yoongi-hyung had me in his lap and Hobi-hyung had you? Was that even better?”

“Watching, being watched in return, and getting to cum? Yeah, that was really good. So was the first time Jiminie let me and Jin-hyung get him wet. I’m not picky – just really excited about doing more stuff together, but we don’t have to figure all of that out now.”

“Oh?” Jimin asks, letting out a laugh. “Yearning to move on to all the clothes you bought?”

“Maybe a little. I wanna pick outfits for tomorrow night… and I wanna hear all about what happened with you and Namjoon-hyung this morning.”

Yeah,” Jungkook agrees, practically throwing himself on the bed next to Jimin, a wide smile on his face. “Tell us all about it, hyung.”

*******

Yoongi is already enjoying this vacation.

He might have had to wake up early this morning (or at least early for him), and he’ll have to again tomorrow, but it’s a lot harder to be upset about it when nothing is keeping him awake until the small hours of the morning. Besides that, there’s not much he can complain about. This whole thing feels perfectly timed, and the excuse to put his feet up after everything they’ve been through is just damn near perfect. On top of that, the tension he didn’t even realize he was feeling between Jimin and Namjoon is entirely gone now, and Namjoon is…

The fact that all six of them are wearing their pack alpha’s bruises outside of a rut has to mean something.

What exactly that something is, he’s not sure – but he’s damn well going to enjoy it. Between the changes he’s made, and Namjoon’s more sturdy presence, Yoongi is starting to feel… confident? Less afraid? Something like that? It’s not a huge shift, but maybe that’s actually better? Sometimes after a big fuckup (like the bender he went on after Chuseok), it feels easy to be open with his mates and seek out their attention – but that always goes away after a few weeks, and he finds himself right back where he was before.

But this doesn’t feel like that. It’s still a little uncomfortable to put himself out there. He’s still defensive sometimes when he doesn’t know what else to do, and his more abrasive traits aren’t gone. They’re just… smaller? More manageable?

Ugh, trying to figure this out is exhausting.

And right now he has an opportunity he doesn’t want to waste.

Hoseok and Jin have gone off to get ready for a soak in the onsen together, and the omegas are still upstairs going through all the clothes Taehyung bought this morning – which means that Yoongi has Namjoon alone for the first time since they got to Japan. There’s something he’s been meaning to ask, so he might as well make use of this time they have together.

“You thinking about a soak too, pup?” Namjoon asks. He’s sitting on one of the couches in the main living room, still dressed relatively nicely after their lunch reservations, with a warm smile spreading across his face as he raises an arm in invitation. “Or would you rather come here?”

Yoongi gives one more glance out the massive window he’s standing by, then heads for the couch. He doesn’t even pretend not to want Namjoon close, settling right into the spot next to him and letting out a contented little hum when his alpha’s arm wraps around his shoulders. “Here is good. Wanted to talk to you about something now that you and Min-ah got everything sorted.”

“Alright. What are we talking about? Something bothering you?”

“Not exactly. It’s… I want to run an idea past you, but I’m not sure if you’re going to hate it or not. Let me just say that I’m not too attached to the outcome, so if you say no, that’s okay. I only want to–”

“Yoongi,” Namjoon interrupts. “Whatever it is, I won’t be mad at you for asking. It’s alright.”

“Okay. Sorry, I just… So, Seok-ah told me he doesn’t have any photos of himself as a kid – like any at all. He asked me to look for some online but he also mentioned that his parents have a box of their family photos in a closet in their house.”

“And you’d like to get them for him?”

“Pretty much. It’s just… I was thinking about asking Min-ah.”

It’s impossible to miss the way that Namjoon tenses, especially when they’re pressed side by side on the couch. His scent wavers a little, but Yoongi resists the urge to add more qualifiers to his plan, intent on giving Namjoon time to think it through first.

After about half a minute of silence, Namjoon takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly. “Why Jimin-ah? We could try to hire the job out.”

“Well for one, we know that Jimin is good – especially at this kind of job. Second, our network of contacts for that sort of thing isn’t like it was before Hoseok joined the pack, since he’s done most of our stealing since then. Trying to hire it out will run the risk of Hoseok’s parents hearing about it through the grapevine. And my last reason is just that… I think it would mean a lot to Seok-ah if Min-ah was the one to give them to him.”

Another few seconds of silence pass between them.

“Alright, let’s say we do decide to do this – which I’m not agreeing to yet, just to be clear.”

Holy shit. He didn’t say ‘no’ immediately. That has to be a good sign, right?

“Understood,” Yoongi says, trying not to get his hopes up too high about this working out like he wants.

“I would like us to have as much information as possible. Blueprints, schedules, anything we can get. Security would have to be present, at whatever the minimum distance they would need to maintain is, and I’ll want Taehyung to personally sign off on the plan. Even after all of that preparation is done, I’d like to review everything before we commit. Does that sound agreeable?”

Yoongi can practically feel his mouth trying to drop open. This could work. They could really make this happen for Hoseok!

“Yeah, that sounds great. I’m already working on that stuff, and… I honestly didn’t expect you to say yes – at least not this soon.”

That has Namjoon leaning far enough back to fix Yoongi with a curious expression. “May I ask why?”

“I mean… Mostly just because Jimin-ah is our omega. Figured you wouldn’t want him out of your sight if you could help it.”

“I don’t want that – but I do recognize the fact that he is very capable. As much as I’d like to keep all of you safe at home forever, it wouldn’t be right of me to hold you back from the things you want. I’m hoping that…”

“Hoping that…?” Yoongi prompts after a second or two of silence.

“It might be silly.”

“That only makes me more curious, honestly. Tell me what you’re thinking. You know I won’t hold back if it is silly.”

Namjoon lets out a little puff of laughter. “Yeah, I know I can count on you for that. It’s… I guess I’m hoping that exploring different outlets for my alpha instincts will help me control them a little better in other areas.”

“Thinking you’ll feel better about your mates out there in the world so long as they’re wearing your marks? Like a trade-off?”

“I told you it might be silly.”

“I’m honestly not sure it is.” Yoongi gives it another second of thought, then shrugs. “Makes sense to me, and even if it doesn’t work, it’s not like we aren’t all enjoying you testing it out. Speaking of which… It seems like you’re feeling better about it with Min-ah and JK too?”

“I kind of have to be. At this point, I’ve managed to convince both of them that I wasn’t very strongly interested in them – so something needs to change. It’s… The last thing I want any of our mates to think is that I don’t want to be their alpha in basically every way they’ll let me. I’d like to put some effort into making sure everyone is on the same page, and me figuring out how to do this is one part of that. As for the rest… There’s some talks we’ll need to have.”

That catches Yoongi’s attention right away. “What kind of talks, exactly?”

“Like ‘future of this relationship’ talks, but I want to save them for a little closer to the end of our vacation. Let everyone get settled in and enjoy themselves, then make a plan for when we get back home. It should…” Namjoon trails off for a moment, then gives Yoongi a fond smile. “Actually, let’s not worry about all of that right now. We’ll tackle it together later. Right now, I’d rather hear what Minnie thought of your plan.”

“Oh, I haven’t asked him yet.”

“Wait – really?”

“Why would I? I wasn’t planning to do this without your permission. Are you okay with me asking him now, or do you want to wait until we have more information?”

It’s impossible to miss just how pleased Namjoon is with this, the smile on his face widening and his scent spiking all pleasantly warm. “You can ask him. I’m assuming you’ll keep me informed once you have an answer?”

“No, I figured I would just stop talking to you now that I have a tentative yes,” Yoongi deadpans.

The slightly raised eyebrow and tilt of the head that remark earns from Namjoon is hotter than it has any right to be – though it gives way to a laugh soon enough. “I’m taking that as a yes.”

“Obviously.”

Namjoon’s eyes narrow now, the smile on his face turning coy. When he speaks this time, his voice comes out lower. “That’s an awful lot of sass out of nowhere. Something you want, pup?”

The thought of trying to communicate the sudden urge Yoongi feels for Namjoon to drag him into his lap and settle him sounds miserable. He’s not sure why the need struck him so immediately, but a part of him is nearly ready to pick a fight just so they can wrestle until he feels better. A few months ago, that’s exactly how he would have handled this situation, but…

Maybe he can do a little better?

Explaining is still off the table, but that doesn’t mean he can’t ask.

“Maybe? M’kinda restless,” he mumbles, glancing up at Namjoon to see if that was enough to get the message across – because if not he’s going back to his original plan and starting an argument.

Apparently it works, because Namjoon’s smile goes wide as he pulls Yoongi right into his lap with a satisfied little growl, scent tipping warmer by the second. “Pretty thing, got yourself all worked up thinking you’d have to convince me about your plan, and now that energy doesn’t have anywhere to go. I’ll help – and I love that you talk to me now.”

“Trying.”

“It’s perfect. Let me show you how much I appreciate it, baby.” Without another moment wasted, Namjoon leans in and delivers a quick nip to Yoongi’s scent gland. It has him going boneless in an instant, relief washing over him as the sudden burst of restless energy he felt just moments ago is wiped away. Namjoon follows the nip with a kiss, which bleeds into a second, and then a third…

Yeah. Talking definitely worked this time.

*******

Jungkook’s mind is… occupied.

He keeps thinking about what Taehyung said earlier, about wanting to see him and Jimin get knotted. Obviously, Jungkook is super on board for that. Now that he knows how good it feels, he’s even more excited to try it with the other alphas too – but he wants to figure out how to make that happen where Taehyung can see. He knows it’s just a matter of asking someone, but first he needs to figure out who to ask and when.

And apparently he’s not the only one thinking about it.

As the seven of them finish up dinner and start splitting into smaller groups, Jimin grabs hold of Jungkook’s arm and tugs him toward a small reading room just off the main floor hallway. They both slip inside without a word, and Jimin gently shuts the door behind them.

“What’s up, hyung?” Jungkook asks, keeping his voice down.

Jimin steps in closer, his voice hushed as well. “Thinking about what TaeTae said earlier. Are you?”

“Yeah. I wanna make it happen for him, but I’ve been trying to figure out who to ask for help. Normally I’d ask Jin-hyung for something like this.”

“That was my first thought too. I just don’t wanna mess with anything that’s supposed to happen tomorrow. Second best choice is probably… Namjoon-hyung? Or maybe Hoseok-hyung?”

“Either of them could work,” Jungkook agrees, nodding his head and trying to think of how he wants to approach that conversation, only for his brain to get stuck on an entirely different thought. “Hyung, do you– I mean if we’re both thinking about this… Wanna do it together?”

“At that point it would be at least five of us there, so maybe we may as well just…” Jimin flushes a little, scent tipping sweet as a smile stretches across his face. “All seven of us?”

Yes. Oh god yes. Finally.

The seven of them all together in one bed – or maybe even the nest – getting knotted and sharing the experience together, being able to look over and see Jimin and Taehyung stretched just as well as Jungkook will be. It would be perfect. One step closer to really feeling like a pack.

“I want to do that,” Jungkook answers, already feeling breathless. “I’ll go find Hobi-hyung or Namjoon-hyung and ask right now. We can–”

Jimin grabs hold of Jungkook’s arm with a laugh, holding him in place. “One second, baby. Don’t run off. There was one other thing I wanted to ask for your help with first – another thing for TaeTae.”

“Sure, hyung. What do you want to do?”

“Honestly, it’s more like something I need you to do if you’re willing, and if the three of us can get the bed to ourselves one of these nights.”

Oh. Jungkook has an idea about what Jimin might be after, and it has him nodding immediately. “Yeah, I can help you make it happen. Just tell me what you’re planning exactly?”

“Okay, here’s what I’m thinking…”

~~

Once he and Jimin are done talking, Jungkook heads off immediately to look for either Namjoon-hyung or Hobi-hyung. He’s practically vibrating with excitement as he walks from room to room, peeking into every doorway on the main floor. He finds Taehyung and Jin-hyung cuddling in the living room while they watch some TV show, and Yoongi-hyung is poking around the kitchen looking for supplies for breakfast the next morning.

When Jungkook enters the kitchen, Yoongi raises a finger to his lips and looks toward the living room, shaking his head. He’s clearly trying to be sneaky about preparing to take over cooking tomorrow, so Jungkook just gives him a thumbs up and makes his way upstairs.

Luckily for him, he finds exactly who he’s looking for – and both of them are even together. Namjoon-hyung and Hobi-hyung are sitting in one of the spare rooms upstairs, looking at a book on the bed between them while Hoseok messes with a ball of red yarn and a crochet hook.

They both look up and smile when Jungkook enters the room, and Namjoon-hyung holds out a hand toward him immediately. “Hey, pup. What are you up to?”

Jungkook goes to his alpha without hesitation, allowing Namjoon to pull him in to stand closer and settle an arm around his waist. “Just looking for you two, actually – but what are you guys doing? Are you learning to crochet, Hobi-hyung?”

“Just a silly little hobby to keep myself busy,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “I’ve practiced some of the basics in the last week, but now I’m planning to actually make something, and it’s a bit overwhelming.”

“Do you want some help? It’s been a long time, but my grandma taught me how to crochet when I was younger. I only made a couple of hats, but maybe I know something that can help?”

Hobi-hyung grins at that. “Our talented little Jungkookie. What other skills are you hiding from us?”

“Not hiding,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “It just hasn’t come up. Besides, are you really one to talk, hyung?”

“You do have more hidden talents than any of us,” Namjoon-hyung agrees. “You’re hardly in a position to give Kook-ah a hard time about that one.”

“Attacked from all sides.” Hobi-hyung clutches his chest in mock offense, then sets aside his yarn and hook, turning all his attention to Jungkook. “How about you tell us why you’re here, and then you can bless me with your hidden crochet knowledge?”

“Okay. It’s… Well… I need help with a couple of things.”

“We’d love to help, pup,” Namjoon-hyung says.

“Yeah, just tell us what you need, honey.”

“So the first thing is that I’d maybe like a tiny bit of help making sure that nobody jumps into bed with me, TaeTae, and Jiminie tonight.”

“Oh really?” Hoseok flashes Jungkook a little wink. “Well, I can definitely keep Yoongles occupied.”

“And I was already planning on taking Jin to bed alone tonight,” Namjoon says. “I have plans for waking him up in the morning, but I’m admittedly curious about what our omegas are planning while we’re supposed to be busy.”

“It’s…” Jungkook trails off, feeling his cheeks beginning to go warm. “TaeTae really wants to play with Jiminie in his sleep, so I was gonna help them make that happen – but it’s gonna be a surprise for TaeTae, so don’t tell him.”

“You and Jimin-ah have negotiated this beforehand?” Namjoon asks.

“Yeah. Those two have talked about it before, and Jiminie just talked to me after dinner.”

Hobi-hyung lets out a laugh. “You know, a little bird did tell me something about Minnie being a little frisky in his sleep several months ago.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook breathes, scent spiking sweet enough that even he can smell it. “It’s always really hot when he does, but it doesn’t happen very often anymore. It mostly went away when he stopped sleepwalking, but he still sleeps hard enough that I can get him pretty worked up on my own before he wakes up – so that’s what I wanna do for TaeTae tonight.”

There’s a pleasant spike in Namjoon’s scent, and Hoseok lets his own out without Jungkook even having to ask, a mix of warm sandalwood and rich coffee filling the air.

“We can definitely make sure you three have space for that,” Namjoon-hyung says, voice low as his arm pulls Jungkook in a little closer. “What else did you want help with, baby?”

“It’s umm… It’s another sex thing,” Jungkook admits, suddenly much more embarrassed about all of this but still determined to see it through. He can’t quite help leaning into Namjoon’s grasp, burying his face in the alpha’s shoulder.

“Aww, pretty baby is shy,” Hobi-hyung teases, reaching out for one of Jungkook’s hands. “You can tell us, honey. Something else for you three omegas?”

Jungkook shakes his head, but then thinks better of it, raising his blushing face back up to look between the two alphas. “It’s not just the three of us. Normally I’d ask Jin-hyung about this sort of thing, but I don’t want to risk him planning anything that screws up what we all wanna do for him tomorrow, so–”

“Ooh, we get to help with a Jinnie problem,” Hoseok says, a big grin on his face. “Tell us more, Jungkookie.”

Probably best just to come out with it.

“So TaeTae was talking about how me and Jiminie keep getting knotted where he can’t see it, and I guess he really wants to. Me and Jiminie wanna make that happen for him, but we also maybe wanted to do it together? But at that point we’d have like five of us there, so we were kind of thinking what if it was all of us? Maybe in a nest? How do I make that happen? Can we even make that happen? Like is it allowed yet?” By the end of all that, Jungkook’s words are coming out high and fast, so he cuts himself off before he can tack on any more nervous rambling.

The couple of seconds of silence that follow have him feeling a little worried, but then both alpha’s scents spike enough that he almost feels a little lightheaded from the shift.

“I think you broke poor Joonie,” Hobi-hyung eventually says. “Hell, you might have broken me a little.”

“We can definitely do that, pup,” Namjoon says, voice coming out almost strained. “God, I– You have no idea how much we’d all love that.”

Hoseok’s eyes go a little wide, then a grin stretches across his face. “You know who else would really love that?”

“Who, hyung?”

“Jinnie would be over the moon if we got the whole pack together in the nest and made sure all his omegas got knotted. Honestly, he’d probably love to direct things – at least if that’s something you and Minnie felt comfortable with.”

“I think we’d both be really okay with that – as long as TaeTae still gets what he wants out of it.”

“Jin would make certain of that – and so would I,” Namjoon says. “We can negotiate the specifics when the time comes, but I think Hoseok is right about how happy it would make him. Would tomorrow be too soon? If you want more time, that’s okay.”

Jungkook shakes his head. “No, tomorrow would be great. Do you think Jin-hyung will be upset if he isn’t involved in the planning though?”

“Not even a little,” Namjoon says.

“Yeah, Jinnie-hyung loves surprises. He’ll be delighted if we deliver his whole pack to him like that.”

“Okay, thank you guys. I was just looking for one of you earlier but I’m really glad I found you both.”

That has Hobi-hyung shoving his book and ball of yarn way off to the side and patting the space between him and Namjoon-hyung. “Alright, you’re way too cute to keep being this far away. Why don’t you sit down and let us cuddle you for a minute?”

Jungkook doesn’t need to be told twice, eagerly moving to sit down between the two alphas. “You still want me to help you crochet after that, Hobi-hyung?”

“Yeah, but not before I’ve had at least ten minutes of cuddles from you, honey.”

“Maybe fifteen,” Namjoon-hyung says.

Both alphas lean in close and Jungkook accepts the attention with enthusiasm, trading kisses with each of them and giggling when he’s eventually pulled down onto the mattress and sandwiched between them. He was already glad to find both alphas tonight, but now? Pressed between the two of them and being scented until he smells like a perfect mix of coffee and sandalwood?

He’s not sure he could be any happier.

*******

The first thing Taehyung notices when he wakes up in the middle of the night is the mouthwatering scent of sweet vanilla slick in the air. It takes another second or two for him to process that someone is very gently shaking his shoulder to wake him.

He opens his eyes, blinking a few times in the darkness before his vision adjusts and he sees Jimin laying just a few inches away. He’s obviously still asleep, laying on his side facing Taehyung with his eyes closed and lips just barely parted, blonde hair shining in the moonlight that streams in through the bedroom windows.

Jungkook is behind him, clearly awake. When he catches Taehyung’s eyes, he raises a finger to his mouth, then lets that hand disappears under the covers. Just seconds later, a soft little sigh of pleasure escapes Jimin.

Fuck. It’s finally happening.

For a moment, Taehyung feels frozen in place. He’s desperate to see every single bit of this show, but he also wants to participate, and he isn’t sure exactly what will run the risk of waking Jimin up sooner. The thick scent of his mate’s slick in the air is definitely making his thoughts run a little slower, mind full of images of what it would be like to eat Jimin out like this – when he’d be soft and open and dripping without a worry in the world.

Maybe another time. Right now, Tae is in no position to do that without the risk of waking Jimin by crawling over him, but that doesn’t mean he can’t touch too.

His hands are nearly trembling as he reaches out, one settling on Jimin’s hip before moving down to grip his leaking cock. It’s warm in Taehyung’s hand, fitting perfectly in his fist. Worried about making a mistake and ending this too soon, Tae’s eyes stay glued to Jimin’s face, watching for any sign of him waking.

There’s nothing. Just the occasional soft sound of pleasure made in his sleep – and Jungkook doesn’t seem to be the least bit worried, hands working fast enough that Taehyung can hear the slick slide of his fingers in and out of Jimin.

And then he feels it. Jimin moves.

It’s not much, just a small uncoordinated rock of his hips, but that still means he’s chasing pleasure even in his sleep. Taehyung was already hard, but that one tiny motion from Jimin is enough to send a trickle of slick dripping out of him.

“Fuck, hyung…” Jungkook breathes, barely even a whisper before he tips his head down and seals his mouth over Jimin’s scent gland.

Taehyung just barely manages to stifle the whine that tries to leave his lips, and focuses his attention on making Jimin feel even better. He’s way more sure of just how deep of a sleep his mate is in now, so he gently begins to move his hand along Jimin’s cock, thumb brushing over the tip to spread the little mess of precum all around.

Jimin’s hips twitch, but his eyes stay shut.

God, this is everything Tae wanted out of that night months ago in Jimin’s bed. He has permission to touch – to enjoy this as much as he likes – and it’s every bit as hot as he imagined.

He loves the sleepy way Jimin’s hips move, lips parted on tiny breathy sighs that are barely audible over the slick sounds of Jungkook’s fingers fucking into Jimin, or his deep breaths as he scents his mate. Taehyung can’t help experimenting either, his free hand reaching out to rub over Jimin’s chest, then up to his face, thumb brushing over those pretty parted lips. Jimin’s brow furrows slightly a couple of times, eyes occasionally moving behind closed lids…

But he doesn’t wake up.

They keep him like that for minutes, hands moving eagerly as the scent of more fresh slick fills the room – creating a perfect mix of vanilla and hints of maple. Eventually, Jimin’s noises start to get a little louder, closer to actual moans than simple sleepy sighs of pleasure.

“He’s starting to wake up,” Jungkook whispers, the wet sound of his fingers working in Jimin’s hole finally coming to a stop. “Gonna make sure it’s good for him.” Taehyung doesn’t even have a chance to ask what that means before Jimin lets out a gasp that still doesn’t sound entirely awake, eyelashes just beginning to flutter as Jungkook moans in what sounds like relief. “Fuck, tight even in your sleep, hyung.”

Holy shit.

Jimin is going to wake up with Jungkook already inside of him.

Taehyung gives up on using both hands to touch Jimin, because if he doesn’t get some relief right now, he’s going to die. He reaches down to grip his own cock, letting out a little whine as he begins to stroke himself in time with how he’s touching Jimin. It feels so good that he’s afraid he’s going to finish before the part he’s desperate to see – the moment he’s been waiting for…

But then it happens.

Jimin’s eyes crack open and find Taehyung’s, a mix of confusion and pleasure on his face as the realization of what’s happening dawns on him. “Tae– I– M’so… Fuck– It… feels good,” he whines, eyes squeezing shut again as one hand rustles under the covers like he’s reaching back to try and feel who’s inside of him.

“Taking it so good, hyung,” Jungkook says, his thrusts picking up speed now that he knows Jimin is awake. “Been making the prettiest sounds for us.”

“You have been – so goddamn pretty,” Taehyung agrees, breathless as he nears the edge. His hand is working quickly over himself, but just before he can finish, fingertips brush his knuckles.

Jimin’s voice comes out sounding half asleep still as he mutters, “Let me help?”

Fuck, Jiminie– You’re so– Oh god.” Tae cuts himself off with a cry and spills messily into his palm before he can even think about letting Jimin take over. He’s definitely lost all coordination at this point, fucking up into his fist as he rides out the waves of pleasure and listens to the way Jimin’s whines pick up speed along with Jungkook’s panting.

Taehyung lifts his hand to his face and begins licking it clean, picking his rhythm of stroking Jimin’s cock back up with his free hand. Within seconds, he feels himself being tugged into an open mouthed kiss, Jimin eagerly licking into his mouth even as his moans grow louder.

“God, you guys are so hot. Can’t…” Jungkook trails off, mouth sealing over Jimin’s scent gland for a few seconds, then shifting a couple inches away where he bites down into the skin.

Jimin gasps, breaking their kiss and panting as he turns his head to try and look back at Jungkook. “Please, I– Feels good… Kookie, I–”

“C’mon, hyung,” Jungkook mutters into Jimin’s shoulder. “Show TaeTae how good it feels. He wants to see.”

“I really do,” Taehyung agrees, finally coming back down to earth after his orgasm. “Let me, baby. Wanna see how pretty you both look when you cum like this.”

“M’gonna– I… Feels so perfect, it’s– Fuck…” Jimin trails off into a whimper, body beginning to tremble.

The tiny bits of praise seem to have Jungkook getting closer too, thrusts losing their rhythm as he whines, “Fuck, squeezing so tight… You’re perfect. Let go for us, hyung.”

Jimin tips over the edge with a cry, body shaking as he cums into Taehyung’s hand, Jungkook fucking him through it as he chases his own pleasure.

They’re both so goddamn perfect. Tae has been waiting months for this, and there’s something so different about seeing Jimin cum like this – only half awake and just so completely wrecked with pleasure that his tired haze is mixing with that blissful, fucked out expression and…

It’s just everything Taehyung wanted it to be.

~~

Cleaning up the mess is its own kind of fun. It always is with Jimin, the two of them making sure to lick up whatever bodily fluids they can, while Jungkook watches and mutters about how hot they both are. It’s the same praise Taehyung is used to from the rest of his mates, and it feels just as good coming from Jungkook.

“This was so perfect,” Tae mutters once they’re all relatively clean and in their cuddle pile. “Ten out of ten. Thank you for making it happen for me.”

“Sorry I couldn’t stay asleep long enough to cum first,” Jimin says, letting out a breathy little giggle. “I know that was something you wanted.”

“That’s just one version of the fantasy. Watching you wake up with Jungkookie already inside of you was just… Fuck, I’m gonna be thinking about that for days. And I mean, it’s not like we can’t do this again, right?”

“I’m definitely down to do it again,” Jungkook says. He’s laying in the middle of their cuddle pile now, sandwiched in on either side by Tae and Jimin. “You should have seen how TaeTae looked at you when I first woke him up, hyung. He went from barely awake to horny so fast.”

“Of course I did! I’ve been fantasizing about this for ages. What did you expect?”

Jungkook laughs and turns to press a kiss to Tae’s cheek “You’re acting like that was a complaint, and it definitely wasn’t. You were both so hot.”

“And you’re the best for helping us do this,” Jimin says, reaching up to brush some of the hair back from Jungkook’s forehead before leaning in for a kiss. “Love you, Kookie.”

There’s no way Taehyung is going to miss out on showing his appreciation too, so he scoots in closer and leans in for a proper kiss. “Jiminie is right. You’re the best, baby. We love you so much.”

The praise has Jungkook’s scent spiking all sweet and floral. “Love you guys too.”

Several minutes of cuddles and kissing later, the three of them end up going quiet. Jungkook falls back asleep first, and Jimin isn’t too far behind him, both of their breathing evening out until it begins to feel more like a calming hum to Tae’s mind. His own eyelids feel heavy, and the image of the other two omegas in peaceful rest right next to him is enough to soothe him right back into sleep too.

Tomorrow they get to make Jin-hyung’s whole day as special as they can, so they’re definitely gonna need their rest.

Notes:

Next week the pack spends some time doting on Jin. See you there <3

Chapter 143: Pampered

Notes:

A tiny bit of explicit content in the first half. Like five paragraphs worth, so very easy to skip if you prefer :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin does not wake up to the typical sound of his alarm. Normally he sets a relatively quiet chime from his phone that makes sure he’s up in time to make breakfast for his pack. It’s enough to wake him, but usually doesn’t even phase anyone who might be sharing his bed with him. While it’s not unheard of for him to wake up before it, he is surprised by the hints of early morning sun peeking into the bedroom window.

And by the feeling of warm, wet pressure on his scent gland.

Of course, Namjoon’s scent gives him away immediately, the sweet sandalwood every bit as identifiable as the strong arm wrapped around Seokjin’s middle. Even if he has somehow managed to oversleep, it wouldn’t hurt to indulge in this for a moment.

“Good morning, darling.” Seokjin’s voice comes out a little heavy with sleep, and he gladly presses himself back into Namjoon’s hold. “I believe I slept through my alarm.”

“You didn’t. I turned it off,” Namjoon explains, nosing at Seokjin’s scent gland. “You’re not cooking today.”

“Oh? What about lunch?”

“Not that either.”

“I see. What is it that I’m meant to be doing instead?”

Namjoon lets out a low little laugh and presses a kiss high up on Seokjin’s neck. “Would you like the general plan or the entire schedule?”

Oh, that’s wonderfully promising.

“There’s a schedule?”

“Mhmm. Is that what you want to hear?”

“Perhaps just the morning itinerary? Give me an idea what I’m in for without ruining any surprise you might be aiming for?”

“I can do that. First, we’ve got a little more time in bed. Then it’s breakfast, a massage, a brief outing, maybe a soak in the onsen. There’s a little bit of wiggle room before lunch time – mostly because we all want you to be able to spend this day however you’d like. The only real goal is for you to not have to lift a finger while we take care of you.”

Seokjin’s scent tips sweeter immediately, realizing that his mates have planned this day specifically for him. “That sounds lovely, but may I ask what the occasion is?”

“Just that we love you, and we appreciate everything you do to hold this pack together and help all of us work toward a happier life. We’d be lost without you, but I’ll let the others speak for themselves. For my part, I want you to know that I can’t imagine leading this pack without you, hyung.”

The rare ‘hyung’ from Namjoon never fails to bring Seokjin joy, a verbal reminder that his alpha feels comfortable leaning on him even though they share the leadership of this pack in many ways.

“And I can’t imagine this pack without you to guide us, love – but I’ll definitely enjoy this day of recognition nonetheless. Thank you.”

“Might want to save the thanks for after we’re done in here,” Namjoon says, lips pressing more insistently to Seokjin’s neck now.

“Oh? Is there something you have planned for our remaining time in bed?”

“You could say that. The plan is malleable, of course, but I was wondering if you’d let me take you apart. Maybe a little nip? I could eat you out, work you over with my hands, or–”

“I’m always going to be partial to your hands, darling – though if you’d prefer–”

“Today is all about what you prefer. Let me take care of you?”

Who is he to argue with that offer?

“Very well. I’m all yours, alpha.”

Namjoon lets out a pleased little growl, turning Seokjin onto his back and immediately leaning in for a kiss, hands already beginning to explore his chest. “Tease,” the alpha mutters. “We’re going to spoil you so good.”

~~

Seokjin already feels lovely when he and Namjoon exit the bedroom some time later. An orgasm before he’s even had his morning coffee is a bit of a rare treat, and judging by the various scents filtering up through the hallway, a cup of coffee is definitely in his immediate future. Downstairs, he splits away from Namjoon to head into the kitchen. Everything smells wonderful, and Yoongi is right there in the center of it, wearing Seokjin’s apron with his hair pulled back into a messy little ponytail.

“Morning, hyung,” Yoongi says, looking up as he sees Seokjin enter the kitchen. “Coffee is just finishing now. I made it the way you like.”

“That’s very thoughtful of you, darling.” Seokjin doesn’t head for the coffee machine. Instead, he gets right behind Yoongi and wraps his arms around the alpha’s middle, nosing at his scent gland. “This is all quite lovely. Would you like any help?”

“I’ve got it – and besides, you’re supposed to relax today. Let us take care of you.”

“Mmm, I do love being pampered,” Seokjin mutters, tongue snaking out over Yoongi’s scent gland. “But that doesn’t mean I can’t help if you need it.”

Yoongi shivers slightly at the scenting, hands gone still over the bowl of freshly cracked eggs before him. “I’m okay, hyung. Just gonna wrap up the eggs and finishing touches on a few other things, and then the omegas are gonna help set the table.”

“I see. Do I have time to kiss the chef, or is he on a tight schedule?”

“I’ve got a minute.”

A few minutes and several long kisses later, Seokjin pours himself a cup of utterly perfect coffee and proceeds to gush to Yoongi about how well he’s done. It’s enough to have the alpha’s cheeks flushing pink as he shoos Seokjin out of the kitchen toward the rest of their mates. The omegas are still in their pajamas, swarming Seokjin the moment he enters the living room and gently tugging him onto the couch for cuddles while Namjoon watches with a warm smile on his face.

Hoseok comes downstairs just a while later, dressed casually for the day ahead and grinning as he joins the little cuddle pile. “Morning, Jinnie-hyung,” he says, snaking between Jimin and Seokjin so he can get a kiss. “I’ve got something special planned for you after breakfast.”

“Please tell me it’s the massage Joon-ah mentioned?”

“Sure is, hyungie. Gonna get you nice and relaxed before you go out on your little trip this morning.”

“My trip? Where am I going?”

“Hyung, can I tell him?” Jungkook yells toward the kitchen. “Please?”

A second later, Yoongi answers, “Knock yourself out, baby.”

Already grinning, Jungkook turns to Seokjin. “We’re gonna go fishing, hyung! You, me, Yoongi-hyung, and maybe Namjoon-hyung too! I haven’t been since I left home, so I’m super excited to try and catch something with you – and then I’m gonna cook it for us.”

“What if you don’t get anything?” Taehyung asks with a laugh.

“I’m sure we’ll return with something,” Seokjin says. “From what I read online, the fishing around here is lovely – and I’m very excited to go with you, Jungkook-ah.”

~~

Breakfast is lovely, but then again Yoongi’s cooking always is. It never fails to leave Seokjin reminiscing about the early days of their relationship, where Yoongi was so prickly that Seokjin had to use cooking together as a way to break past the alpha’s defenses. He can still picture Yoongi in the tiny kitchen of the apartment the alpha shared with Namjoon, face flushed from cheap whiskey and Seokjin’s blatant flirting, still managing to look beautiful even under the horrible fluorescent lighting. His hair was shorter then, bleached blonde and dyed a faded mint green.

Seokjin was lucky that Yoongi took a rather immediate liking to him, but they still required a fair bit of time to get close – mostly because Yoongi seemed to perceive anyone being too nice to him as a threat. Still, it didn’t take Seokjin as much time as it could have to wear him down. So long as he was careful about when to escalate (and when to use a bit of force to give Yoongi something stable to push back against), things always went smoothly enough for them.

The contrast between those days and now just makes his delight at seeing Yoongi opening up even sweeter. So much has changed since college – for all of them, really.

It feels strange not to help at all with the cleanup after breakfast, but as soon as their meal ends, Hoseok takes Seokjin by the hand and guides him upstairs with a wide smile. “I brought all your favorite oils,” the alpha says. “We can do anything you like. If there’s an area where you want me to focus, I can. Otherwise, I’ll just give you your preferred full body experience.”

“I think the last couple of weeks have been particularly difficult on my back and shoulders,” Seokjin says. “Too much time spent hunched over a desk or my tablet, and not nearly enough time lounging with my lovely mates.”

Hoseok looks delighted by the opportunity to have somewhere to focus his attention, smiling wide as he opens the door to one of the unused bedrooms upstairs. Inside, the bed has been mostly stripped down, leaving a nice open space with a soft towel draped over it to catch any extra oil that might drip somewhere it shouldn’t. Seokjin is already nearly humming with anticipation. He adores massages from Hoseok, particularly under circumstances like these where they have plenty of time. (Although an impromptu shoulder rub when he’s aching after a long day is also very much appreciated.)

“Did you bring the lemon and honey oil?”

After a moment to think, Hoseok snaps his fingers and turns around to dig in a small backpack on the floor. “You’re in luck. I did bring it – but I need to find it. Are you looking for something a little different today?”

“I considered one of the unscented options, but I think it will be a pleasant one for a morning spent fishing.”

“Let me grab it. You can go ahead and strip down for me.”

Seokjin sheds his clothes without a thought, getting comfortable on the bed while Hoseok sets a few things up behind him. Within a minute or so, the soft hum of instrumental music begins playing behind him, and he relaxes even further into the mattress. “You always go the extra mile, darling. Thank you for this.”

“Thank you for everything you do for us, hyung,” Hoseok answers, climbing up onto the bed with Seokjin and cracking open a bottle of massage oil. “I wanted… Can I talk to you a little while we do this, or would you prefer to wait?”

“Talking to my precious Hobi-yah and getting a massage? How could I ask for more?”

Hoseok lets out a little laugh, warming some of the oil between his hands before beginning to rub them along Seokjin’s back. “If there is anything more you want, today’s the day to ask for it. We really do plan to spoil you, hyungie. As soon as Joonie brought the idea up, everyone was so excited to make it happen. We’ve got plenty more fun in store for you too.”

“Joon-ah did make it sound like there was more to come. I asked him for just a sample of the agenda, so I knew what I was getting into – but it sounds like you’ve all planned a wonderful day for me. I do appreciate it very much, but I’m admittedly more curious to hear what you want to talk about than I am about potentially spoiling any of the upcoming surprises.”

“You really are tense, hyung,” Hoseok says, working those skilled hands into the meat of Seokjin’s shoulders. “As for what I want to talk about… Just… I wanted to thank you more specifically, and maybe give you an update.”

“On how your mission to explore your interests is going?”

“Only if you’d like that.”

“Darling, nothing would delight me more,” Seokjin says honestly. He can’t think of many things more pleasant than a thorough massage and an update on one of his mates, especially when both are being given to him freely – and by Hoseok, who’s hurt he’s had to fight for so long to be allowed a proper glimpse of. “Please, tell me all about it.”

“I think it’s going okay. Not sure if Joonie mentioned it, but when he and I went out shopping before our vacation, I picked up a book on crocheting.” Hoseok lets out a little laugh, thumbs working gently over a knot in Seokjin’s shoulder. “It sounds silly, but I’m still excited about it. I saw it and knew right away that it was something I wanted to try.”

“Joon-ah did mention you found a book, though I don’t believe he told me the subject. What sort of crochet, if I can ask?”

“Amigurumi. It’s like… making little stuffed animals?”

“I’m not sure I’ve heard of it. You’ll have to show me later. Do you know what drew you to it, or what made it feel different from the other things you’ve looked into?”

“I was trying to find something to do with my hands, and preferably something I could try on my own. Not that I haven’t enjoyed doing things with all of my mates, but mostly what those activities have done is remind me how much I love all of you.”

Seokjin lets out a hum of pleasure as Hoseok’s hands press just beneath his shoulder blades, taking a moment to process the sensation before responding. “Nothing you’ve found yourself particularly drawn to?”

“I like woodworking with Yoongi, but I don’t think I’d enjoy it all that much alone. Same with painting. If the seven of us all went to one of those classes, I’m sure it would be fun, but I don’t feel compelled to do it alone.”

“But you feel differently about crocheting?”

“Yeah – so far at least.”

“Tell me why?”

“I’m still working that part out I think, but I have some ideas. It’s impractical – in the sense that it would be much simpler to buy or commission whatever I could make. The process is time consuming and requires at least some focus, so I can think but then easily bring my attention back to the pattern as needed. It’s also…” Hoseok trails off, letting out a little huff of laughter before continuing. “This part might be a little telling.”

“I’d love to hear it either way.”

“The process is really forgiving. If I screw up a stitch, a row, or even the whole thing, I can just unravel it and begin again from where I made my mistake. Virtually no risk of ruining the whole thing, plenty of room for improvement, and I get something cute to add to my plushie pile in the end. If it turns out ugly, that just sort of adds to the charm. What’s not to love?”

It is rather telling, but Seokjin doesn’t think it’s a bad thing that Hoseok is yearning for a hobby with low stakes. He has a very difficult time with failure, and having a hobby that doesn’t punish it very harshly is probably incredibly freeing for him. It could be a starting point for reframing failure as a natural part of the learning process, along with whatever other ways they can find to promote the healthy processing of mistakes. And if Hoseok is beginning to recognize the need for low stakes himself…

“Does this mean you’re starting to consider your streak of perfectionism?”

“A little? I’m… I think I’m worried that I’m approaching it wrong.”

“Why do you say that?”

There’s a few seconds of silence where Hoseok’s hands just continue to work in blissful lines along Seokjin’s back. When the alpha does speak again, his voice is quieter, almost like he’s ashamed. “Because I think it’s out of anger. They wanted me to be perfect and I… It’s so deep in me that I felt like it was me, but it’s not my own voice I hear berating me when I mess up. It’s my parents’.”

Seokjin pauses, less because he needs to think about what to say, and more because he wants to give Hoseok’s confession time to breathe. It’s important for his mate to know for sure that he’s been heard. Eventually, Seokjin offers something small – an olive branch of sorts to gauge what sort of support Hoseok is comfortable with. “I’ve always considered spite to be one of the more potent motivators – and far from an entirely negative source.”

“But if I… If I just keep doing the opposite of what they wanted out of spite – or anger, or whatever we want to call it – am I still letting them dictate my life in a different way, or… Sorry, I mean for this to be more of an update than–”

“Please don’t apologize. I recognize that this sort of discussion feels heavy for you, but I adore getting to do this together, Hoseok-ah. And I imagine that doing it in this context feels slightly easier in some ways.”

“I do like having my hands busy,” Hoseok answers, leaning down to press a kiss to the back of Jin’s neck before sitting back up and resuming his work.

“Was there more you were worried about – as far as your concerns about this motivation go? Or may I respond?”

“Nah. You can go ahead.”

“I think turning your spite into ways of being kind to yourself is a healthy method of processing some of the anger that’s been overwhelming you as of late. You have very real and valid reasons to be upset, and it’s going to take a significant amount of time to properly untangle the mess. I believe that this could be a positive step in that process – unless of course it feels bad to you.”

“It doesn’t. Feels kind of great, actually. Sometimes it tugs at the big ball of messy feelings inside of me, but it feels like everything does that lately. And I know it’s kind of petty, but… I also feel like I’ve earned the right to be petty.”

Seokjin can’t help the smile that stretches across his face, or the delighted puff of laughter that escapes him. “You’ve more than earned that right, love.”

“Thank you. Not just for this, but for helping me navigate this whole mess even though I made it really difficult for you to get close enough to do it. I’m…” Hoseok trails off, his hands going momentarily still on Jin’s back before he starts up again, motions especially gentle. “I’m so thankful that you pushed, hyung. Figuring any of this out without you would have been a mess, and I… I just love you – more than I really know how to express. Hoping a massage makes for a good start.”

“There’s no ‘start’ required. I love you too, and I’ve been so happy to finally be allowed to help you deal with something like this. The trust and vulnerability you’ve given me are their own reward.”

“And if I’d still like to give you more?”

“Do you have something particular in mind?

Hoseok lets out a tiny puff of laughter, thinking a moment before leaning down to whisper, “You could turn over for me?”

The offer almost immediately calls up memories of the last elaborate date night he shared with Hoseok, of the massage in his bedroom that turned to him being taken apart piece by piece. He’s not sure if that’s exactly what’s on offer right now, but he can’t deny that he’s curious. Still, it feels right to give a warning first.

“You should know that Joon-ah already took care of me this morning, so a second orgasm might be more time consuming to reach.”

“Good. I wasn’t planning to rush anyway. Let me?”

~~

Hoseok really does take his time. Seokjin’s chest is oiled up, hands pressing into bits of muscle he didn’t even realize were tense, then Hoseok works his way down. Even once one of those oiled hands makes its way to Seokjin’s cock, the massage doesn’t stop. Hoseok works in cycles, stroking him until there’s a warm curl of pleasure lighting up all his nerves, only to return to massaging tense bits of muscle for a few minutes before beginning the pattern again.

It’s incredible, and Seokjin feels like warm honey by the time Hoseok has him close to the edge.

“There you go,” the alpha mutters, both oiled hands working over Seokjin’s cock, his grip perfectly tight. “Are you ready, or should I drag this out longer? We’ve got nothing but time, hyung.”

“Hobi-yah, please,” Seokjin breathes, hips rutting up into Hoseok’s hands.

“None of that. You’re supposed to be relaxing.” One hand leaves Seokjin’s cock to settle on his hip instead, while the other begins working over him faster to compensate. “I’ve got you. Just let me do all the work.”

Hoseok keeps his pace relatively relaxed, pulling Seokjin’s orgasm from him slow but sure, then continuing long enough to milk every last drop out of him. It leaves his body buzzing pleasantly, and feeling nearly liquid by the time Hoseok finally stops, lying down next to him and leaning in for a soft kiss.

“Darling, that was incredible,” Seokjin mutters, pulling Hoseok back in for a second kiss while he works on catching his breath. “More than I ever could have asked for.”

“Glad to hear it – though I’m pretty sure your day is only going to get better from here.”

“You’ve all outdone yourselves, it appears.”

“Still not nearly as much as you do for us, but hopefully it’s a start. I imagine you’re pretty excited for some time spent fishing.”

“I am, yes. However, I’d like to spend a little longer here first. I feel far too wonderful to get out of this bed just yet.”

Hoseok lets out a little laugh and smiles wide. “Happy to help. Feeling less tense?”

“Entirely. Thank you, darling.”

~~

Fishing with Namjoon, Jungkook, and Yoongi is a great way to finish out the morning. As per the usual, Yoongi doesn’t manage to catch much (neither does Namjoon), but Seokjin appreciates the company more than anything else – and Jungkook definitely makes up for any fish that the alphas happen to miss. He’s apparently partial to river fishing with his bare hands, but he does quite well with a pole once Seokjin walks him through the basics of hooking the specific fish they’re after.

At home, Seokjin does insist on being allowed to help with cleaning their catch, though he excuses himself for a shower once that task is completed.

Jungkook does a lovely job on lunch, with a little help from Yoongi to make sure that everything is ready at the same time. Cooking for seven people can be quite a daunting task if one isn’t as used to it as Seokjin is. The time he’s spent working at Borahae definitely helps, but completing a dinner service is definitely a different beast than home cooking.

Seokjin eats relatively light, mostly because their dinner reservations tonight are something he’s been looking forward to since they picked this location for their vacation. He had to pull a few strings to get them a reservation at Pagu – calling in a favor with the head chef (who Seokjin took a couple of culinary classes with some years ago) and offering a generous down payment to be squeezed in.

The prospect of Japanese and Spanish cuisines fused together by an expert chef is simply too delightful to pass up, and he intends to try the entire menu if they can manage it.

After lunch, some cleanup (that Seokjin is shooed away from), and a bit of time chatting, the seven of them head out for a soak in the onsen. It’s there that Taehyung mentions that he’s intending to steal Jimin and Jungkook away in a couple of hours to get ready for their dinner. The timing seems a little strange to Seokjin, so of course he can’t help asking about it.

“Are you doing something special, darling? That’s quite the buffer of time before our reservation.”

“You’re invited too if you want,” Taehyung says with a grin. “We’re going to get extra dolled up for dinner tonight. I’ve been wanting to dress Jungkookie up all pretty for ages now, so I’m making sure I get to do the whole process exactly how I want. I’m thinking skincare, hair, makeup – the whole nine yards.”

Yoongi lets out a tiny groan of what sounds like disbelief. “You mean all three of you are going to be looking irresistible?”

“Scared?” Jimin teases, floating a little closer to Yoongi.

“Why would that be scary?” Jungkook asks, head tilted in what looks like a mixture of confusion and concern. “Is it just because it’s weird for me to dress up?”

Namjoon is at Jungkook’s side in an instant, tugging the omega closer and nosing at his scent gland. “Not weird in the slightest, pup. You’re going to look gorgeous, I’m sure.”

“But then why–”

“Because Yoongles is afraid for his sanity,” Hoseok says with a giggle. “The three of you are already tempting on a regular day, but all dressed up where he has to pretend to focus on dinner instead of how bad he wants to jump you? That’s–”

“Oi, do you have to out me to everyone?”

Seokjin lets out a laugh, wrapping an arm around Yoongi’s back. “You are admittedly quite cute when you’re flustered like this, Yoongi-yah. Hard to avoid teasing when you reward it.”

“I’m not trying to reward anything!”

“That just makes it cuter,” Hoseok says, waggling his eyebrows.

“You’re all insufferable,” Yoongi mutters. “Don’t know why I bother.”

Taehyung giggles, settling in comfortably between Hoseok and Jungkook. “Don’t worry, Yoongi-hyung. It’s not like you’re going to be the only one dying to jump us. Anyways, do you want in, Jin-hyung? We could get you all dressed up too! Otherwise if you’d rather–”

“Darling, I can’t think of a single thing I’d like more than to dress up with the three of you.”

“And I’ll make sure your alphas clean up nice too,” Hoseok offers. “We can all look fancy for Jinnie-hyung’s most exciting dinner reservation, then come home and crack a couple bottles of wine if you like. I picked up some good stuff while we were out shopping the other morning.”

Seokjin can’t quite contain his excitement at the thought of a night spent with all of them dressed up nice. He always adores watching the alphas when one of their omegas is looking particularly tempting, but this? All three of them dressed up? It’s promising to be a delightful evening already…

~~

Taehyung appears to have been working on his plan of attack for some time now, at least judging by the fact that he has several outfits laid out for Jungkook to try on the second all four of them are upstairs together. Each of them is lovely, of course. The color palettes are relatively similar – blacks and dark grays accented by deep jewel tones that will compliment Jungkook’s skin beautifully.

“Wow, you put together all of these, hyung?” Jungkook asks, stepping up to the bed and inspecting the outfits. “They all look really nice.”

“Of course they’re nice. I’m not putting my baby in anything less than the best. The biggest difference here is fabric choice. I know you’re sensitive to texture more than any other part of this, so I want you to pick something you feel good in. I promise I’ll make you look jaw-droppingly pretty no matter what you like best.”

“I swear I never used to be this fussy about fabric.”

Jimin lets out a little laugh, wrapping his arms around Jungkook’s middle from behind. “Baby, I’m sorry to inform you that you literally always have been, even as a kid. You just got really used to wearing uncomfy stuff anyway – but you’re noticeably more relaxed when you’re in clothes that don’t irritate your skin.”

“Why did you buy clothes you weren’t comfortable in, darling?” Seokjin asks. “Surely you could afford whatever you liked.”

Jungkook shrugs. “I didn’t like clothes shopping, so I just wore whatever my mom bought for me. When I presented, lots of my clothes felt different, but I figured it was just an omega thing and didn’t really bother doing anything about it.”

“I bought him some new stuff after he presented,” Jimin says. “But I didn’t have nearly enough money to replace the wardrobe he already had. My parents kept the majority of my profits.”

“I believe Taehyung-ah has already made substantial progress, but I can assure you that we will make sure you’re always as comfortable as we can manage, Jungkook-ah.”

“Thank you, hyung. I do like all my new clothes – and the fact that I didn’t have to shop for them myself.” Jungkook takes his time feeling each of the fabrics. While none of them seem to outright displease him, he returns three times to a silky ruby red shirt near the middle of the bed. After brushing his fingers along it one final time and a few whispered words from Jimin, Jungkook turns to Taehyung. “Can we mix and match? This shirt feels really nice, but I think I want different pants with it.”

Adorable.

Taehyung is delighted by the request, and gladly guides Jungkook through putting together the pieces he wants.

It’s lovely to see their omegas working together on just about anything, but Seokjin can’t deny that he particularly enjoys being able to sit in on something like this. Of course they include him as well, but he takes more of a back seat than he usually might, delighted by the opportunity to see this process happening before his eyes. He ends up bringing one of his own suitcases to the bedroom as well, allowing Taehyung and Jimin to help choose his outfit for the evening. While not something he normally requires assistance with, it’s an enjoyable process.

By the end, the four of them manage to pull off something lightly coordinated, mirroring the color schemes Taehyung put together for Jungkook.

As much of a treat as it always is to see Jimin and Taehyung dressed up, it’s hard to ignore seeing Jungkook like this next to them. His eye makeup is smoky with a hint of shimmer, lips glossy and just a few shades pinker than usual, all while an alluring flush sits painted on his cheeks. His typical jewelry has been switched out for gold and ruby, with enough additional pieces added that he looks like a proper kept omega now – something lovely to be displayed for the public only as they see fit.

Of course, all of their omegas are far too deadly for anyone to keep them sequestered in the way society might expect, but that only makes the illusion more fun.

And Seokjin is definitely not the only one who thinks so.

~~

When the four of them make their way back downstairs, the others are already waiting near the door. Seokjin leads the way, taking in the sight of all three alphas dressed up for their night out. Yoongi looks the most casual of them in slacks and a blazer, while Hoseok has opted for something a bit more formal with a deep purple vest to go with his outfit. Namjoon is as handsome as ever – though that might have something to do with the fact that Seokjin is partial to seeing his alpha in a tie.

The casual chatter coming from the alphas dies down the second they catch a glimpse of the omegas, and Seokjin eagerly steps aside to watch as all three of their jaws drop.

Taehyung and Jimin walk on either side of Jungkook, eagerly pushing him toward the alphas when they get close, presenting their maknae for approval – which is immediately given.

Namjoon is the first to step forward, hand reaching up to cup Jungkook’s cheek while his eyes drag up and down the omega’s entire body, scent going warmer by the moment. “Look at you, Kook-ah. Absolutely beautiful. How do you feel, pup?”

“Really good,” Jungkook answers, voice going a little breathy (probably from the combination of praise and his alpha’s approving scent). “Better now that I know you like it.”

“That’s an understatement,” Hoseok says, stepping just behind Namjoon to have a proper look at all of them, then letting out a low whistle. “Wow, we’re gonna be the envy of every alpha there. You three look too good to be true.”

Yoongi peeks out from behind Namjoon and lets out a groan, mumbling something about how food is going to be the last thing on his mind. That’s enough to catch Jungkook’s attention, who presses a kiss to Namjoon’s cheek and then steps around him with a grin to go pester Yoongi. Jimin follows just behind him, but ends up scooped up by Hoseok and pulled into a kiss.

Not one to be left behind, Taehyung steps forward too, pulling Namjoon into a hug and muttering, “Tell me I did a good job, alpha.”

“Such a good job, baby.” Namjoon leans in to nose at Taehyung’s scent gland, breathing deeply before swiping his tongue once over the skin. “You look so beautiful – all three of you.”

Taehyung peers over Namjoon’s shoulder, catching sight of Seokjin and beckoning him closer. “Jinnie-hyung helped,” he declares once Seokjin has stepped close enough to press a kiss to Namjoon’s cheek. “He looks handsome too, doesn’t he?”

“So handsome. How did I ever get this lucky?”

~~

Dinner is everything Seokjin hoped for and more.

The food is incredible, as expected – and the head chef even comes out to help deliver their appetizers and make a brief bit of small talk with Seokjin about how Borahae is doing. He indulges her curiosity and extends an invitation for the next time she’s in Seoul, then turns his attention to the food. Some dishes are authentic recreations, while others lean more fully into the spirit of fusion, and Seokjin adores both.

Jungkook is a wonderful dining partner as always, eagerly trying everything and offering his thoughts on what works best. They both agree that the ceviche is perfect, though Seokjin is much more appreciative of the hamachi crudo than the omega is.

While everyone else is enjoying trying the food too, it’s clear that the alphas are all splitting their attention between that and their omegas – which only makes the meal more entertaining for Seokjin. It’s effectively dinner and a show, especially with Taehyung pushing little bits of interaction whenever Yoongi manages to successfully focus on the meal for more than a minute or two.

Normally, Namjoon would be nearly as affected as Yoongi, but he seems relatively calm. To be fair, all of them are wearing his marks, and Jungkook is seated right beside him, leaning on Namjoon with excitement every time he tastes something particularly delicious. The alpha’s gaze still lingers, of course, trailing over the column of Taehyung’s throat as the omega sips his drink, and following the motion of Jimin stealing a tempura green bean from Yoongi’s plate. There are moments where his scent spikes warm and appreciative, but he maintains a comfortable calm throughout the meal.

Seokjin considers it a ringing endorsement of just how much it’s helped for Namjoon to lean a little further into his pack alpha instincts.

Hoseok is also predictably calm, but that doesn’t mean he’s entirely unaffected. His eyes linger on their omegas too – especially on Jungkook. It would appear that all of the alphas are a little weak for seeing their precious maknae all dolled up for the first time.

When they’re nearly finished with dessert and the table is occupied listening to Jimin discuss how to recreate the matcha cookies, Taehyung takes the opportunity to lean into Seokjin’s side and whisper, “Hyung, they can barely take their eyes off of Jungkookie.”

“It’s true,” Seokjin answers in his own low whisper. “You all look lovely, but I think seeing him like this for the first time is truly captivating all of our alphas.”

“Joonie-hyung is itching to go home. You can see him trying to keep his cool, but he wants to pin Jungkookie to a wall so bad.”

“If you’re hungry enough, we could order more food and really watch him squirm?”

Taehyung seems delighted by the idea, immediately calling out, “Jungkookie, if I get another round of dessert do you want to split it with me?”

While the shift in Namjoon’s expression is tiny, Seokjin doesn’t miss the little edge of a frown tugging at his lips, even as he pushes it aside and presses a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek. “If you’re both still hungry, you can have as much as you want, pup.”

“Nah, I’m okay. I don’t want to be too full later,” Jungkook says, a tiny flush darkening his cheeks.

Now that’s interesting.

It’s rare for Jungkook to turn down food, especially when someone offers to eat it with him. Taehyung picks up on this too, laughing it off and then turning to give Seokjin a curious look – but whatever Jungkook has planned for later, it’s apparently a mystery to both of them. Seokjin finds himself rather antsy to leave now too, eager to see how the rest of the evening is going to unfold, especially if it’s going to be a surprise for Taehyung as well.

Very, very interesting.

“Why don’t you want to be full later?” Taehyung asks. “What are you planning on doing – and why does it have you blushing so cute?”

Hoseok lets out a laugh, grinning at Taehyung. “Be careful Taehyungie, or you’re going to spoil the surprise.”

“What surprise am I spoiling?”

“I’m admittedly curious as well,” Seokjin says, tipping the last of his glass of wine into his mouth. “Or is this a surprise we need to get back home to hear about?”

“You’ll both find out a little later,” Namjoon answers. “Definitely after we get back to the house.”

Yoongi practically leaps on that opportunity, immediately interjecting with, “God, please tell me that means we get to go now?” Apparently he feels a little embarrassed at the outburst, turning to Seokjin with his cheeks quickly going pink. “Not that this hasn’t been delicious, hyung. Thank you for bringing us. I just–”

“It’s alright,” Seokjin interrupts. “I’m suddenly finding myself quite excited to get home as well.”

~~

The second they’re all back to the house, Taehyung kicks his shoes off and then stands in the middle of the entry hallway with Seokjin, eyeing Namjoon and Jungkook. “Alright, we’re home. Now do we get to know what’s happening?”

“I’m kind of in the dark here too,” Yoongi says. “What are we being all hush hush about?”

Jungkook looks back at Jimin, then at Namjoon. Once he receives a nod from both, the omega steps forward with a shy looking smile on his face. (It puts Seokjin in mind of the day Jungkook came up to his bedroom, asking if they could play.) “We’re umm… We’re all going up to the nest together tonight.”

“Like we all haven’t slept in a big cuddle pile be– Oh, wait,” Taehyung cuts himself off with a gasp, eyes going wide as his maple scent spikes sweet. “Like together? As in not just for sleeping?”

Jimin steps up beside Jungkook with a nod. He’s blushing, but there’s still a flirty little smile on his face when he cocks his head to the side and looks back at Taehyung. “You complained that we kept getting knotted where you couldn’t see it happening.”

Oh, this is going to be delightful.

There’s a mumbled curse from Yoongi at the same time as Taehyung mutters, “Holy shit. Remind me to complain more often. Are we–”

“Before any of that happens,” Namjoon interrupts. “We’re going to need to discuss some of the specifics.”

“And I did promise Jinnie-hyung we would crack a good bottle of wine when we got home,” Hoseok says, giving Seokjin a wink. “No reason we need to rush upstairs right away.”

It’s no secret that Hoseok enjoys watching their mates squirm as much as Seokjin does. There’s obvious tension in the air, although Jimin also seems surprisingly calm about all of this. Clearly, he was in on the plan, but it still makes Seokjin particularly happy to see him feeling at ease about the prospect of sharing something so intimate with the entire pack.

After a few silent seconds, Yoongi is the one to break the tension. “I’ll go get the wine. I need a goddamn minute to pull myself together.”

“Perfect,” Hoseok says. “ I’m gonna grab a couple of things from upstairs. Meet you in the living room?”

That’s enough to send their whole group scattering. Taehyung follows Yoongi while Jimin and Jungkook trail behind Hoseok, leaving Seokjin and Namjoon alone in the entryway. They both head for the living room to wait for the rest of their mates.

“Quite the surprise,” Seokjin says, feeling a smile tug at his lips as he turns to face Namjoon, reaching out and dragging him into an embrace.

“I was hoping it might be a good way to cap off a day meant to show you how much we appreciate you. A lot of the specifics are undetermined, so you should have some freedom to help shape the rest of the night. I figured you would enjoy getting to be a part of the planning process.”

“You really do spoil me, darling.”

“We’re trying.”

“You’re succeeding. I can’t think of a more perfect way to end the night, and you’re absolutely right about my desire to be involved in figuring out the specifics. Thank you for this, Namjoon-ah. The entire day has been wonderful.”

“You deserve all of it and more,” Namjoon mutters, pressing a kiss to Seokjin’s scent gland. “Besides, it wasn’t just me working to make today special.”

“Of course. I intend to thank each and every one of our mates, but right now I’m thanking you. This is–”

“Do you guys need a minute?” Taehyung asks, peering into the living room with a bottle of wine in hand.

“Not at all,” Seokjin assures, beckoning the omega closer. “I was just telling Joon-ah how much I’ve appreciated today. All of you have left me feeling wonderfully spoiled.”

That has Taehyung pausing just a few feet from Seokjin, his gaze drifting down to the floor for a moment before he lets out a tiny sigh. “Hyung, if you decide there’s something else you want more than all of us going up to the nest together, you know that’s okay, right?”

Confusion washes over Seokjin immediately, head cocking to the side as he steps closer to Taehyung, reaching out to settle a hand on the omega’s shoulder. “Darling, are you concerned that I’m not interested in all of us together like that? Or that I’m not dying to see how you react to finally sharing your alphas properly with the other omegas? If I’ve done something to make you feel–”

“Sorry, it’s not that. You didn’t do anything. I just… I want it so bad that I can’t really see anything past that. I… I’ve been waiting ages to see Jiminie and Jungkookie with the alphas, but that doesn’t mean I can’t wait another day if there’s something else you’d prefer. Today is about showing how much we appreciate you, hyung. I don’t wanna get in the way of that.”

“Oh, you precious thing,” Seokjin mutters, pulling Taehyung in close and pressing a kiss to his scent gland. “I appreciate the thought very much, but you aren’t getting in the way of anything. The opportunity to share this with all of you, while also helping to give you something you desire so strongly is exactly the sort of thing that’s going to make me happiest.”

It’s impossible to miss the relief in Taehyung’s scent, gone from muted to strong and utterly sweet once again, while the tension practically drains from his body. Seokjin finds it incredibly sweet that Taehyung was prepared to give this experience up for him, but he’s delighted to be able to share it together instead.

“Better, baby?” Namjoon asks, a smile on his face as he steps close enough to rub a hand along Taehyung’s back.

“Yeah, it’s better. Sorry. I just got so excited, but then I remembered that I wanted to spend today making Jinnie-hyung feel appreciated and… I got a little stuck and it spiraled fast.”

“And you came straight here to talk to me about it,” Seokjin says, leaning back far enough to press a kiss to Taehyung’s cheek and take in Namjoon’s smiling face. “We’re very proud of you for that, darling. Now, is Yoongi-yah coming as well?”

“Yeah, he was just grabbing glasses and taking a second to breathe. He did ask me why we had to make Jungkookie look so pretty, so I think that’s hitting him particularly hard. Mentioned something about how he’s finally getting accustomed to seeing me and Jiminie dressed up together, and I ‘went and made it worse’ apparently.”

“So you’re telling me we did a good job?”

Taehyung’s face splits into a grin. “The best job. I don’t know what anyone else is planning for tonight, but I’m putting my vote in for Yoongi-hyung finally fucking Jungkookie. Pretty sure he’ll jump on that in an instant, and it would make Jungkookie feel so good to know his alpha wants him that bad.”

There’s a spike of warm sandalwood next to them, so it’s safe to say that Taehyung isn’t the only one who likes the thought of that.

Seokjin finds it appealing as well, of course. However, he’s also intent on going into this discussion with an open mind – and ideally making sure that they find a path that pleases everyone.

Even if he does have a few ideas of his own.

~~

The rest of their mates filter into the living room in one large group, Hoseok bringing up the rear with a grin on his face and an arm wrapped around Yoongi’s back. Jimin has apparently taken charge of the wine glasses, passing them out with a smile that’s even more radiant when he’s still dressed up so pretty.

Jungkook starts up a bit of small talk by commenting about how good their dinner was, and that gets everyone chattering long enough for glasses of wine to be poured and the seven of them to settle into somewhat of a circle in the living room. Most of them take a place on the couch, while Hoseok sits on the arm of the sofa, and Taehyung and Jimin plop down happily on the floor in front of the couch.

Once everyone is sitting, the little bits of conversation die down within seconds, and their pack alpha is quick to begin the talk they’re all here for.

“Alright, we discussed the very basics of what the intention is for the rest of tonight, but now I’d like to dig into the details and open this up for discussion. We’ve never had the seven of us together for something like this before, so a little bit of communication is mandatory. One of the things I want to be sure to remind everyone of is that anything can be stopped at any time, and for any reason. We can easily pause and make adjustments, or just shift directly into aftercare if needed. Is that understood?”

Everyone nods, making little noises of agreement.

“Perfect, with that out of the way, where should we begin? Kook-ah, Minnie, this was your idea, right?”

“TaeTae wants to watch,” Jimin says, cheeks a little pink as he smiles up through his lashes. “We wanna make that happen for him.”

“In any particular way?” Hoseok asks. “Something you had in mind, or…?”

Jungkook shrugs, cheeks even pinker than Jimin’s, though he’s still delightfully lacking a filter. “I’d like to get knotted, maybe with Hobi-hyung or Yoongi-hyung? You wanted to see one of our first times, right, TaeTae?”

“So bad,” Taehyung agrees immediately, scent spiking sweet as he nods. “Only if you feel comfortable though. What I want more than anything is for the seven of us to be able to share something like this and…” He falters, trailing off and looking up at Seokjin with a clear question in his eyes, wondering how much he should say.

The poor thing really does want this so badly that he’s left questioning himself. It’s something Seokjin saw a lot from him in the early days of their relationship, but years have passed since he’s seen Taehyung quite so paralyzed by desire. Still, he’s determined to guide his mate through this just like every time before.

“You can tell them,” Seokjin prompts, settling an arm around Taehyung’s back and tugging him closer. “I believe your honesty will be very welcome at this moment.”

“Is there something you want to say?” Jimin asks.

“If there is, we wanna know,” Jungkook says. “I always like knowing what you’re thinking, hyung.”

“I just… I wanna share my alphas with you both so much that it’s making me worried that I’m going to be pushy. I’ve been wanting us to feel like a proper pack for so long, and this feels like one of the ways to have that – not that I never feel it other times too. Whenever the seven of us are together, it’s really good, but… This is something I’ve been dreaming about forever and I just want to see the alphas look after both of you properly. You’ll look so gorgeous getting knotted, and I’ll finally get to be there seeing it happen and knowing that you’re enjoying it too. Is that… Is that too much?”

Jungkook and Jimin give each other a look before abandoning their wine glasses on the coffee table behind them and squeezing onto the couch on either side of Taehyung, giving plenty of cuddles and reassurances.

“Not too much.”

“Not even a little.”

“We want to share that with you too.”

“We love you, TaeTae.”

The rest of them watch as their omegas comfort one another, cuddling and pressing soft kisses to Taehyung’s cheeks until the three of them are settled again. Jungkook pulls Taehyung into his lap, and Jimin ends up squished (apparently quite happily) between them and Seokjin. It definitely cuts some of the tension. Yoongi in particular looks more relaxed as he leans against Hoseok, likely comforted by the fact that he isn’t the only one losing his cool over how deeply he desires this.

“Better, darling?” Seokjin asks, eyes on Taehyung as he wraps his arm around all three of their omegas now.

“Yeah, I think I’m good. My head just got a little messy there for a minute, but as long as we all want this, I’m just really excited.”

“Is there any specific order of events you guys are looking for?” Hoseok asks. “Jungkookie, you said you wanna get knotted, and we can definitely do that. How about you, Minnie? Anything in particular that you want?”

Jimin shrugs, cheeks flushed a deep pink. “Is it okay if I don’t know? I think I’m pretty open to a lot of different ways this could go.”

There’s a memory tugging at Seokjin’s mind as he considers the multitude of possibilities for the rest of this night, just a flash of what he offered Jungkook when they first played together… Maybe now is the time to revisit that thought. The omegas have already done the hard work of making sure this evening happens in the first place, and none of them seem too particular about how the specifics play out. In fact, it might lessen the burden if they didn’t have to figure that part out.

Yes. This is a good place for him to assist.

“Am I to assume that the three of you are open to suggestions?” Seokjin asks, directing his question to their omegas.

“Suggestions sound good,” Jimin says, still flushing as he lets out a nervous laugh. “Sorry, I didn’t think this far ahead.”

Taehyung perks up immediately, looking back at Seokjin with clear excitement in his eyes. “You have something in mind, hyung?”

“I do. Just an option, of course, but there was something I proposed to Jungkook-ah shortly after Chuseok. Do you remember, darling?”

There’s a second or two of silence while Jungkook thinks, his arms wrapped around Taehyung loosely, though his grip eventually tightens and he briefly hides his face in Taehyung’s shoulder before turning his head to peek at Seokjin. “You mean… I… What you said we would do in the living room someday?”

“What was it?” Yoongi asks.

“Yeah,” Hoseok agrees. “I’m curious too. What fantasies were you offering up for our precious Jungkookie?”

“Is it something you want, baby?” Jimin asks, reaching up to brush some hair away from Jungkook’s flushed face. He’s far too cute all embarrassed like this, scent spiking wonderfully sweet even as he takes shy glances around the room and eventually settles his eyes on Jimin, giving a nod. “Alright, then we’ll make it happen for you. Can you tell us what it is?”

“Jin-hyung said that I could have everyone – that I could be all used up and full.”

The spike in nearly every one of their scents has the whole room smelling lovely in no time, and there’s a couple of muttered curses (mostly from Namjoon and Yoongi) that are impossible to miss in the silence.

They’re accompanied by a little gasp from Taehyung, who’s scent seems to spike the sweetest of all. “God, I can’t believe you have the audacity to blush and look all shy, then open your mouth and say that.”

“You get used to it,” Jimin says, letting out a little giggle. “Kookie swings back and forth between shy and brazen, but never has a filter either way.”

“It’s so hot,” Yoongi groans, face half buried in his hands.

“Minnie, are you alright with Jin’s suggestion?” Namjoon asks. He’s managing to keep his voice relatively even, but Seokjin can see the desperate desire clawing its way to the surface of their pack alpha. He wants Jungkook ruined as bad as the rest of them – or maybe even more.

Jimin nods. “As long as Kookie is, yeah. I… I like seeing you guys take care of him.”

“Do you want all of us to fuck you?” Taehyung has that little glint in his eye that practically broadcasts that he’s planning something, and Seokjin is quite excited to hear what it is.

“Doesn’t have to be exactly that,” Jungkook says, nosing at Taehyung’s scent gland. “Something you want, hyung?”

“Okay, hear me out. I for sure wanna see all the alphas knot you. They could get you all messy and then I could help clean you up when they’re done.”

“Me too,” Jimin says, voice coming out a little breathy. “Wanna see you all ruined and then get to have a taste – assuming that’s okay?”

“I want that. Like a lot,” Jungkook answers, turning around to glance around at the rest of the room, enthusiasm obvious on his face. “Can we please do that?”

All three alphas look at Seokjin, nodding their agreement and waiting for his decision.

“Yes, darling. I believe we can.”

Notes:

We'll be back next week for the second half of this night! See you there ;D

Chapter 144: Front Row Seat

Notes:

Definitely earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung can’t believe this is finally happening, that they’re all here together and about to absolutely wreck Jungkook.

There’s a tiny bit of awkwardness as they get everyone settled into the nest, but he honestly expected that. They haven’t done this before, and Jungkook looks so pretty all dressed up that it’s clear the alphas are trying to keep their cool. Everyone just needs a little help finding their rhythm and getting the ball rolling, and then Tae is confident that the rest will fall right into place.

He knows exactly where to start.

“I wanna do this right,” he says once everyone has climbed inside the nest and settled into somewhat of a circle. “We should get everything – and everyone – scented. Just like we would at home before something important.”

“A wonderful idea,” Jin-hyung says. “Let’s begin there.”

Namjoon moves first, shuffling closer to Taehyung and pulling him right into his lap for a kiss. The others begin moving around them too, so Tae easily relaxes into his alpha’s grip, offering up his throat as soon as their kiss ends. Usually that would be too much for Namjoon-hyung to resist, but this time he pauses, lips pressing to the skin once before dragging up Taehyung’s neck to whisper, “We’re going to give you such a wonderful show, pup. Our whole pack up here together… I can’t thank you enough.”

Whatever response Taehyung was planning to give is swallowed up in another kiss, and then Namjoon finally scents him, tongue pressing hard enough against his scent gland to leave him sighing in pleasure as he returns the gesture.

Now that the ice is broken and everyone is moving, the little moment of awkwardness has passed in an instant, just like he knew it would. They all scent and kiss and shuffle around until the entire nest smells perfect. Taehyung ends up with a few bruises sucked into his neck, but he can see that he's far from the only one. Namjoon has been hard at work making sure his entire pack looks like his – but a glance around reveals Jimin biting a bruise into Yoongi-hyung’s collarbone, and Tae is pretty sure he catches the tail end of Jin-hyung giving a little nip to Hobi’s shoulder.

But Jungkook definitely got the worst of it.

It looks like all of them left him with something or another, suck marks high on his neck, lips gloss smeared along his throat, and pretty little imprints of teeth that dip under the collar of his ruby red shirt. He already looked like a dream, dressed so much like an omega with his deep brown eyes rimmed in smokey shadow, and his pouting lips all pink and inviting – but now?

He’s pretty enough to eat.

Tae is going to have to wait to experience that particular joy, but that hardly matters when he’s so ready to watch this happen that he’s nearly trembling with anticipation.

“Why don’t you two get Jungkook-ah ready for your alphas?” Jin-hyung suggests, looking at Taehyung and Jimin. “The poor thing is wearing far too many clothes for what’s about to happen to him.”

Jimin gladly takes Tae’s hand, tugging him toward the center of the nest with a smile on his pretty face. “We can do that. C’mon, Kookie. You should be in the middle where everyone can look at you.”

It takes a moment for Jungkook to climb out of Hobi-hyung’s lap, but he’s willing and eager for them when he does, shuffling toward the center of the nest and letting Jimin guide him down onto his back. There’s a tiny bit of apprehension on his face, teeth tugging at his lip before he asks, “Are you okay with watching too, Jiminie? Didn’t you want–”

“Baby, I’m practically dying to see all of our alphas taking care of you like this – and I know how bad you want it too. Let us give it to you?”

Jungkook settles immediately, and Tae is once again struck by just how strong the bond between those two is, how little more than a few words from Jimin can calm Jungkook in an instant.

Even if it’s not needed, he can’t keep himself from adding, “They’re going to make you feel so good, Jungkookie. You’re gonna be such a pretty mess by the end, all fucked out and ready for me and Jiminie to take care of you too.”

That earns a tiny whine, Jungkook’s scent spiking sweet as he relaxes fully into the nest beneath him. “Want that, hyung,” he whispers, those deep brown eyes focused on Taehyung as his lashes flutter.

Apparently, that’s enough for Jimin too, because both of them descend on Jungkook immediately, pressing kisses to face and working him out of his clothes in unison. It doesn’t take long for them to strip him bare, peeling him out of his pants and getting his shirt unbuttoned within a minute. They maybe get a tiny bit carried away after that, dragging open mouthed kisses over all the newly exposed skin and listening to the way Jungkook sighs and whines at the gentle attention. It’s hard not to keep going when he’s so responsive.

After a couple of minutes, it’s the scent of sweet vanilla slick flooding the air that finally makes them both stop.

Jimin freezes, just like usual. Lifting his head from where he was busy giving gentle nips to Jungkook’s thighs. His eyes dart around to each of them, probably looking for disapproval that he won’t find. They all know exactly how to handle this now, a stream of praise and comments about how good Jimin smells already filling the air as the rest of the pack closes in on them.

It’s Namjoon-hyung who manages to get to Jimin fastest, pulling him into his lap and immediately nosing at his scent gland. “Perfect, Minnie. I love that we get to smell you like this, that we know how sweet and wet you are.”

“Sorry, I–”

“No apologies, darling,” Jin-hyung coos, leaning in close and tipping Jimin’s face up for a kiss. “You’re doing beautifully, leaking so well for us and getting Jungkook-ah ready for his alphas. Who do you think should have him first?”

It takes a moment for Jimin to refocus, but when he looks down at Jungkook all gorgeous and naked in the middle of the nest, his gaze softens. He peers around at each of them, considering his options before his eyes land squarely on Yoongi-hyung. A coy little smile spreads across his face. “You want Kookie, don’t you, hyung?”

Yoongi nods, eyes drifting from Jimin down to Jungkook, where it takes him a few seconds to tear his gaze away. “I do, but…”

Tae lets out a little giggle. He knows exactly what Yoongi is thinking. “You want him messy, don’t you, hyung? Already fucked open and ruined?”

“Everyone keeps talking about me getting fucked, but nobody is touching me,” Jungkook whines. “I’m ready. Please?”

“Hoseok-hyung then?” Jimin asks, turning to look up at Namjoon. “If that’s okay?”

Namjoon lets out a tiny little growl, clearly approving of Jimin’s deferral to his alpha. “It’s perfect, Minnie. Let me keep you right here for a minute.”

“Pretty little Jungkookie,” Hobi-hyung says, already crawling closer to the center of the nest. “Looks like you’re all mine. Do you wanna be wet for this, baby?”

Jungkook nods several times in a row, already reaching out to beckon Hoseok closer. “Please, hyung. Want your hands again, and then…”

“And then you want my knot, don’t you, honey?”

Eyes already beginning to glaze over, Jungkook nods one more time. “Yeah. Knot me, hyung?”

*******

Everything already feels amazing, and Jungkook knows they’ve barely even started.

Hobi-hyung is so good with his hands, three fingers easily pressing into Jungkook while the alpha’s other hand pets soothingly at his hip. Now that they’ve done the process once, Hoseok seems to have no problem at all repeating the exact motions required to get Jungkook leaking in what feels like no time at all. He hasn’t been stretched around the alpha’s fingers for any more than a minute by the time the first trickle of slick leaves him.

“There you go, baby. You’re so easy for me, aren’t you?” Hobi-hyung follows the question by spreading his fingers until the stretch makes Jungkook gasp with pleasure. “Already wet and opening up so nice.”

“You smell so good, Jungkookie,” Taehyung whines. “Fuck, I need to learn how to get you wet too. Wanna get you dripping and eat you out.”

Yoongi-hyung agrees with an immediate, “God, me too. Bet you taste like a dream, baby.”

“I can assure you that he does,” Namjoon-hyung says.

The words make Jungkook’s whole body feel hot.

He wasn’t sure how he was going to feel about this part – about everyone watching him – but apparently he likes it. More than likes it even. Something about glancing around and finding every single pair of eyes on him feels almost electric under his skin.

Namjoon-hyung still has Jimin in his lap, back to the alpha’s chest with his shirt stripped off and his pants undone. His eyes are on Jungkook too, pupils blown wide with desire as he breathes soft little whines into the air and rocks his hips gently against the hand Namjoon has wrapped around his cock. The scent of their slick together like this reminds Jungkook of their heats, and the bits of Taehyung’s maple slick in the air has him thinking about how their next heat might feel.

Will it be like this? Everyone watching as he’s knotted over and over again?

Taehyung’s eyes stay glued to Jungkook even as Yoongi-hyung toys with his chest, occasionally tweaking a nipple hard enough to earn a pretty little gasp. Jin-hyung is overseeing everything, eyes occasionally breaking from Jungkook to look over at the others, making sure they’re all taken care of. It’s impossible to miss the obvious delight on the beta’s face – that same pleased expression he wore when he worked Jungkook up to tears and then watched Namjoon wreck him.

Everyone is happy, and Jungkook feels so good.

“Eyes here, pretty thing,” Hobi-hyung says, a knowing smile on his face as his fingers rubbing over Jungkook’s prostate with purpose.

“Hyu– Hyung,” Jungkook whimpers, the sudden increase in pressure making his whole body tense and narrowing his world back down to just him and Hobi-hyung.

“There you go. So well behaved, baby.”

“Feels good. I’m…” Unable to help himself, Jungkook rocks down against Hoseok’s fingers, overwhelmed by the concentrated pleasure inside of him and yet desperate for more. It doesn’t really do anything to change Hoseok’s rhythm, but it feels good to move, and even better when he starts dripping slick out around his alpha’s fingers. “I’m wet, alpha.”

Hoseok’s gaze darkens, smile widening to show his teeth. “You are,” he agrees, giving Jungkook a brief break as he presses right along his slick gland, causing another little rush of fluid to leak out around his fingers. “So fucking wet for me. Do you think you’re ready for more, gorgeous?”

More.

The word makes Jungkook’s whole body light up with desire. He could have more – could have his alpha inside of him, fucking him, knotting him, and–

“Oh, that definitely looks like a yes,” Taehyung says.

“It is,” Jimin agrees, sounding breathless. “He wants it so bad, it’s got him shaking.”

“Then he needs to tell me that,” Hoseok says, fingers fucking into Jungkook hard enough for the wet noises to be audible to everyone. “Use your words like a good boy, Jungkookie. Tell me what you want.”

Jungkook can’t help the way he clenches down around Hoseok’s fingers, eyes squeezing shut as he whines, “Alpha, want you. Please, I– Wanna be good…”

“Fucking hell,” Yoongi-hyung mutters, a warm spike of cinnamon releasing into the air.

“You’re getting Yoongles all worked up, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says, letting out a little laugh. “Let’s give him a show.”

*******

Seokjin can’t get over just how perfect this day has been. Not only has he spent the majority of it being pampered, praised, and looked after – but now he gets to share even more wonderful experiences with the people he loves most. It’s not lost on him that he’s going to have the pleasure of witnessing each and every one of Jungkook’s first experiences with the alphas. Starting weeks ago with Namjoon, and now right here with Hoseok and Yoongi.

And even more importantly, they’ve made sure that Jimin is present for them as well.

The omega is still in Namjoon’s lap, though both of them have paused their fooling around, eyes locked on Jungkook as Hoseok slowly works his way inside him. It’s certainly a pretty picture. Jungkook already has that beautiful dazed look in his eyes, where his thoughts slow down like it’s taking every bit of his brainpower just to process just how nice everything feels.

“Just look at you, baby,” Hoseok mutters, gently caressing Jungkook's cheek as he bottoms out. “So gorgeous on my cock. Does that feel good?”

“Good… I – Alpha, I like it.”

“I bet you do. Pretty thing like you, just made for getting fucked.”

Jungkook lets out a whine that’s echoed by Taehyung as Hoseok begins moving in slow, careful thrusts. A quick glance reveals Yoongi and Taehyung to be nearly as frozen as Jimin and Namjoon, eyes glued to the sight before them. Even with no movement, it’s impossible to miss the wave of fresh maple slick in the air as Hoseok’s pace starts to increase and Jungkook looks even more gone with it.

Hoseok tends to walk the line between gentle and teasing most of the time, eager to push buttons and work up to a certain pitch of desperation when possible – but he’s utterly indulgent right now. He appears to have eyes for nothing but Jungkook beneath him, hands busy hooking the omega’s legs up for more leverage while his eyes practically rake over the sight before him.

The slight change in angle has Jungkook panting, broken half words falling from his lips.

“God, he can’t even talk,” Taehyung breathes. “Poor thing isn’t going to know what to do when you knot him, hyung.”

“Oh, I think he’ll know what to do. Isn’t that right, Jungkookie?”

The mere mention of a knot has Jungkook rocking his hips to meet Hoseok’s thrusts, eyelashes fluttering as he looks up at Hoseok. “Can take it, alpha. I… Please?”

“That’s right. You're going to take every bit of it like a good boy, won’t you?”

“I’m… I’m good. I– Hyung, m’gonna…”

It’s easy to see Jungkook’s orgasm approaching, the way his breathing gets shallower by the second, how he’s flushing all the way down his chest as his body pulls tight and begins to tremble. Seokjin watches eagerly, freeing his erection from his pants and allowing himself a few indulgent strokes of his cock as he watches Jungkook fall apart.

“You’re so pretty, you’ve got Jin touching himself,” Namjoon says.

“Gonna be even prettier once he cums,” Yoongi adds. “Poor thing can’t even wait for your knot.”

Jungkook’s mouth drops open on a whine, and he squeezes his eyes shut. “I can. I– Please, alpha! I– I can wait.”

“No, you definitely can’t,” Jimin says, letting out a little laugh as he leans forward, eyes locked on Jungkook’s face. “It’s okay, baby. He’s going to knot you either way.”

Hoseok is beginning to lose his rhythm, both hands gripping Jungkook’s hips to tug him down into each thrust. “Minnie’s right, pretty baby. I’m going to knot you either way, and you love when it’s too much, don’t you?”

“Love, I– Love it, hyung.”

“I know you do, honey. Show us how much. Let go for your alpha.”

Jungkook hits his limit with a cry, shooting a mess of cum up his chest as Hoseok fucks him through his orgasm. There are pretty tears forming in his eyes within seconds, and Seokjin knows an opportunity when he sees one. There’s a way to make this even better for Taehyung.

“Look at what a lovely mess he’s made of himself,” Seokjin says, scooting closer and reaching out to swipe his fingers through the mess on Jungkook’s stomach, offering them up to Taehyung. “Someone should really help take care of some of this. Don’t you think, darling?”

Without a moment wasted, Taehyung tips forward out of Yoongi’s lap, landing on his hands and knees with his mouth already open to accept the wet fingers Seokjin presses inside. He moans around them, sucking while his tongue works to lick them clean, a fresh wave of slick dripping out of him and filling the air with more mouthwatering maple.

“Hell,” Hoseok groans. “Look how good you taste, baby. Enough that Taehyungie can’t help but want some for himself. Fuck, I’m gonna make such a mess of you.”

That gets Jungkook’s attention right away, half lidded eyes slipping from Taehyung back to Hoseok as a whine slips from his lips. “Mess, I… Please? Knot, alpha. Can feel it, and– Oh, fuck, it’s…” The omega trails off on a gasp as Hoseok’s knot slips inside of him, that familiar look of disbelief filling his eyes before they gloss over entirely in pleasure and he’s left staring up at Hoseok like he’s hung the moon.

“You’re so perfect, Jungkookie. Gonna– Fuck– Fill you up. Make you nice and messy for Joonie.”

Seokjin can actually see the moment Hoseok tips over the edge, mostly just because Jungkook’s muscles contract in an instant like he’s intent on keeping every drop of his alpha’s release inside of him. The sudden pressure has Hoseok clinging on for dear life, grinding his knot into Jungkook while he mutters broken bits of praise intermingled with open mouthed kissing.

“Feels good,” Jungkook whimpers, hips still rocking in gentle motions as he milks his alpha. “Warm inside me. Wanna keep it, hyung.”

This time it’s Namjoon who groans.

“God, you’re so hot,” Taehyung mutters, leaning in to press a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek now that things seem to be settling down. “You feel okay, baby?”

“Yeah, can we get you anything?” Jimin asks, crawling out of Namjoon’s lap to get closer to Jungkook as well.

“M’great. Just need… more – but I like being full.”

Yoongi lets out a low little laugh, shaking his head. “Just got knotted and already wants more. He’s as bad as you, Tae.”

“We’ll give him more,” Namjoon says. “As much as he wants.”

Seokjin can’t help but grin at that. “Very indulgent, darling – but I think we can manage.”

Promises aside, this time while Hoseok and Jungkook are tied together proves invaluable, giving them all some space to check in and settle a little. It’s barely more than five minutes, but they all make good use of it. Taehyung licks up the rest of the mess on Jungkook’s chest, muttering about how well he’s doing and how good he looks like this (a statement that Seokjin wholeheartedly agrees with).

Once Jimin appears satisfied that the other omegas are content, he makes his way behind Hoseok, wrapping arms around his middle and whispering, “You did so well, hyung. Took such good care of him.”

The rest of the words are too quiet for Seokjin to hear, but he can see just how much these bits of praise please Namjoon and Yoongi as well. The two of them have settled in side by side to watch this first round of afterglow, Namjoon’s arm wrapped securely around Yoongi’s waist as they take it all in.

Their pack is handling this so well, and there’s much more pleasure to come.

*******

Yoongi already feels like he’s on fire, and he hasn’t even touched Jungkook yet.

For the moment, that privilege belongs to Namjoon, who’s making full use of it by fucking into Jungkook at a rapid pace. He’s got the omega on his hands and knees – or at least that’s how they start. It isn’t long before Jungkook gives up on holding himself up and practically presents for Namjoon, chest dropping down to the mattress while his hands clutch at the blankets beneath him.

This whole night has felt almost like a dream – too good to be true after how long Yoongi has wanted them all together like this, and with all of their omegas looking so gorgeous it isn’t even fair. He’s gotten a little more used to seeing Taehyung and Jimin dressed up. Not that they don’t still hit like a truck, but when they walked out and showed off Jungkook wearing pretty makeup with his throat on display and his whole outfit screaming ‘omega’?

Something inside of Yoongi broke, and he’s been dying to get his hands on Jungkook all night. Watching the others have him first hasn’t made it any easier, but maybe there’s a part of him that’s kind of enjoying this delayed gratification…

And how messy Jungkook is going to be for him.

The omega is making the prettiest sounds, whimpering and begging in broken words that are only half audible over the slaps of skin on skin. Yoongi can barely tear his eyes away from Jungkook’s dazed expression, lips parted and drooling onto the mattress below. The entire room smells like sex – like slick. It’s the first time he’s caught the scent of slick from all three of their omegas at once, and he never wants to smell anything else for the rest of his life. He’d drown in it if he could. It’s–

“Perfect, isn’t he?” Jin asks, his breath hot on Yoongi’s neck.

Somewhere in all the reshuffling, Yoongi ended up in Jin’s lap. He’s been expecting teasing right from the start, but then Hoseok scooted in next to them to watch the rest of the show, and they all apparently got caught up taking it in.

He can feel Jin’s cock hard against his lower back, and it makes him ache to be filled even with how desperately he’s yearning to knot Jungkook. He just wants so much, and it’s all getting tangled together into the big ball of heat swelling inside of him.

Jin either doesn’t know, or doesn’t care that Yoongi feels like he’s barely holding on by a thread.

“Are you thinking about how he’s going to feel, darling? All used up and fucked loose for you – just the way you like?”

Hyung,” Yoongi breathes, eyes squeezing shut as his dick throbs in the confines of his pants. “Please.”

He’s the last one wearing clothes. Jin got out of his just before tugging Yoongi into his lap, while Jimin and Taehyung have both stripped down somewhere in the time they’ve been making out just a few feet away. Tiny little gasps and sighs of pleasure filter over from where the two of them lay, Jimin straddling Taehyung’s waist and both of their heads turned to watch the show in between rounds of kissing. They’re so goddamn pretty and naked, both dripping slick and–

Fuck, there’s nowhere safe to look.

Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut, then realizes there’s no amount of safety that’s worth missing even a goddamn moment of this, so he opens them right back up again and focuses back on Jungkook getting fucked in the center of the nest. He desperately wants to touch himself, but there’s no way he’ll be able to stop if he starts.

“Joon-ah is close to knotting,” Jin whispers into Yoongi’s ear. “Can you see it, darling? He’s going to fill our pretty little omega up for you, get him bred so well I bet it’ll make his tummy swell.”

There’s no way Yoongi is going to survive this. Just the thought of Jungkook full to bursting and bred up with their pups is enough to make him reach down to palm himself through his pants, letting out a low growl.

Both of his hands are snatched in an instant, one by Jin and the other by Hoseok, who clicks his tongue and lets out a little laugh. “Jinnie-hyung, you’re teasing too much.”

“Is it my fault he’s so adorable when he’s worked up?”

It’s impossible to miss the attention they’ve drawn. A quick glance reveals both Taehyung and Jimin looking over at Yoongi, wearing smiles mischievous enough to make him worry that they’re planning something – but it’s not just them looking.

Namjoon is watching too, thrusts already starting to lose rhythm as Jungkook cries out in pleasure beneath him. “Don’t worry, pup,” the alpha pants, eyes locked on Yoongi. “Going to knot him so perfect for you. Leave him all wet and easy.”

This is definitely how he’s going to die.

“Knot…” Jungkook whimpers, hands gripping the blankets below him so hard that his knuckles are stark white. “Alpha, please. Need– Need it… I– Oh–” He cuts himself off with a gasp as Namjoon buries himself to the hilt, tipping forward to hook an arm around Jungkook’s chest and haul him up, back to Namjoon’s chest and on display for all of them to see.

“Look at your Yoongi-hyung, baby,” Namjoon growls. “Show him how pretty you look when I knot you.”

It takes a second for Jungkook’s eyes to focus on Yoongi, and even then they only manage to stay that way for a few seconds before rolling back in pleasure as Namjoon’s knot begins to swell. He looks like a dream, makeup smudged and smeared, hickeys dotting his chest, and tremors traveling the length of his body. His orgasm takes him over within seconds, a cry falling from his lips while his half-hard cock dribbles just a little bit of cum.

“Absolutely lovely,” Jin says, loud enough for everyone to hear. “The poor thing will be cumming completely dry by the time Yoongi-yah gets his hands on him.”

“He can’t even get hard anymore,” Taehyung mutters, eyes focused on Jungkook’s dick with obvious hunger in his gaze.

Namjoon lets out a growl, grinding his knot forward and licking a long stripe over Jungkook’s scent gland. “He doesn’t need to be hard. Just needs to let his alpha make him feel good. Perfect omega, taking my knot like he’s made for it and– Fuck–” Anything else that Namjoon intends to say is lost as his knot pops and his mouth seals over Jungkook’s scent gland, the room filling even further with the scent of sandalwood.

For a moment, Yoongi wonders if their pack alpha is going to claim Jungkook.

Of course not. They haven’t even talked about that yet.

Maybe it’s just the fact that his own teeth ache at seeing Jungkook like this, ruined and presented for all of them in a way they’ve only ever had Taehyung before. There’s no doubt in his mind that Jungkook is already theirs. A claiming bite would just be the cherry on top, guaranteeing that the seven of them will spend the rest of their lives together…

But Yoongi can wait for that. He can be patient.

~~

It thankfully takes Namjoon’s knot a few minutes longer to go down than Hoseok’s – which means more time for Yoongi to settle the hell down. Getting Jin to let him go takes a bit of fussing, but he’s eventually allowed to leave when he rolls away from the beta and straight into Hoseok’s lap.

“Aww, does Yoongles need a break?” Hoseok asks, letting out a little laugh and pulling Yoongi into a gentle kiss. “Don’t worry. I’ll keep you safe from Jin-hyung.”

Jin lets out a laugh of his own. “I suppose I can allow it. We’ve already got you worked up enough. Get him naked for us, won’t you, Hobi-yah?”

“I’m sure I can manage that.”

Hoseok takes his time getting around to Jin’s request, allowing Yoongi a few soft kisses before beginning to unbutton his shirt. Even then, he’s not too forceful about it, and Yoongi allows himself to relax into the familiar feeling of Hoseok undressing him. Namjoon is busy muttering affirmations to Jungkook while his knot goes down, and Jin has been ushered over to the other omegas for some sort of whispered discussion.

Finally, a moment to breathe.

“Were you starting to get a little overwhelmed?” Hoseok whispers the question in Yoongi’s ear, drawing no attention from the others.

“Just want him so bad, I– Maybe a little? I’m trying to hold on while I wait my turn, but he’s so… And Joon, and you…

“Not much waiting left now,” Hoseok says with a smile as he shoves Yoongi’s pants down his hips, leaving him as bare as the rest of them. The immediate relief of not having his dick trapped in his pants has Yoongi breathing a sigh that Hoseok echoes, one hand reaching up to Yoongi’s neck where he rubs along the scent gland in soothing circles. “There we go. That’s better, isn’t it?”

Yoongi nods, relaxing even further into Hoseok’s touch.

“Joonie should be done any second now,” Hoseok whispers. “You’re going to take such good care of our omega, honey.”

Hoseok is right. Within a minute, they can hear Jungkook letting out a whine as Namjoon’s knot begins to go down, the noise drawing all of them back toward the center of the nest. Yoongi feels much less frayed now, even if the sight of Jungkook looking ruined in Namjoon’s arms still makes desperation swell up inside his chest.

He’ll be able to touch soon enough.

For now, Jimin and Taehyung crowd in the closest, cooing praise at Jungkook and pressing kisses to his cheeks (and a few onto Namjoon’s lips while they’re nearby. The satisfied scent of sandalwood is nearly as strong as Jungkook’s slick, and the approval in Namjoon’s eyes when he sees Yoongi coming closer definitely makes a different kind of warmth bloom in Yoongi’s belly.

Namjoon and Jungkook have settled on their sides, the alpha spooned up against Jungkook’s back as he mutters, “Get closer, pup. We don’t want to leave him empty for too long.”

As much as Yoongi wants to jump on the invitation, he feels compelled to check in with Jungkook himself, and Taehyung gladly moves to allow him in closer. Reaching out slowly, Yoongi brushes his fingers along Jungkook’s cheek and waits until the omega meets his gaze. “Hey, baby.”

“Alpha,” Jungkook breathes, eyelashes fluttering as he leans into Yoongi’s touch. “Want you.”

“You’re sure? If you’re sore, or you need a break–”

Jungkook shakes his head and repeats, “Want you.”

Well, that’s definitely confirmation enough.

“Alright. I want you too, sweetheart. Don’t worry.”

~~

Yoongi is done for the second he gets his hands on Jungkook.

The poor thing is so fucked out that he doesn’t even try to chase the first kiss Yoongi gives him, instead laying back and accepting everything he’s given without a fuss. It’s hotter than it has any right to be, especially when Yoongi rolls the omega onto his back to have a proper look at him.

He’s wet everywhere, dripping slick and cum down his thighs, with a thin layer of sweat on his body that leaves his dark hair clinging to his forehead. Pretty pink cheeks, a collection of hickeys and bite marks, a mess on his chest that’s only been half cleaned up by Taehyung and Jimin in between knottings, and dazed eyes that stare back at Yoongi with obvious desire…

Fucking perfect.

“Hyung…” Jungkook breathes. “Do… Do you like me like this?”

It’s impossible to hold back the growl that falls from Yoongi’s lips as he gives up on looking and crawls over his omega instead. “Love you like this,” he corrects, hands running down Jungkook’s chest to his slippery thighs, pressing them up and open to put his pretty hole on display. “Fucking hell… If Min-ah and Tae weren’t planning to eat you out, I’d do it myself. You’re such a mess.”

“Dibs!” Taehyung calls out.

“Yeah, yeah. I know.” Yoongi shakes his head, fingers trembling as he rubs his thumb over Jungkook’s hole, finding it perfectly loose when he dips the tip inside.

Jungkook lets out a whine, eyes squeezing shut for a moment before opening again to look at Yoongi with desperation. “Please…” It looks like it’s taking every ounce of his concentration to make words happen, but he keeps talking, voice breathy. “You’re so hard and I– I’ve wanted you for a long time. You could–”

“I’ve got you, baby. It’s okay.”

No more waiting.

Yoongi lines himself up and sinks in to the hilt in a single motion, letting out a moan in tandem with Jungkook. He feels exactly the way Yoongi loves most, fucked open so well that there’s no resistance at all – just hot and wet and soft surrounding his cock. It’s not quite the same as Taehyung at the end of his heat or one of their ruts. Jungkook is still tight when he clenches down, but that just means that Yoongi gets to save that particular pleasure for when they finally share one of their cycles together.

There’s a little gasp from another part of the nest, and Yoongi glances up briefly to see Jimin sitting in Namjoon’s lap, the alpha’s cock stretching him open as his eyes stay glued to Yoongi and Jungkook. The others aren’t far from them, Hoseok and Jin both teasing Taehyung with gentle touches while his eyes dart back and forth between Jimin and Jungkook, obviously in love with seeing both of his mates claimed.

That’s all the attention Yoongi can spare, because he’s waited for months to get Jungkook laid out like this, and now he finally has him.

“Hyung, feels good… More, please, I–”

“He can take it, hyung,” Taehyung says. “He’s a good little slut.”

God, did he really just–

Jungkook whines at the words, clenching down around Yoongi and dripping a fresh round of slick. “M’a good slut,” he echoes, hips rutting up into Yoongi’s. “Can be good, please.”

“Oh, I think he likes that, darling,” Jin says. “Precious, pretty slut knows exactly what he’s made for.”

Yoongi doesn’t even try to keep from speeding up his thrusts, finally starting to fuck into Jungkook with purpose. It’s enough to have the omega crying out, legs trying to wrap around Yoongi’s waist, only to be shoved back down with a growl. “No, baby. If you wanna be a good slut for your hyung, you have to let me do all the work. Just– Fucking hell– Just lay back and take it, sweetheart.”

Of course Jungkook listens.

He submits as easy as breathing, relaxing in an instant and looking up at Yoongi with eyes that practically beg for approval.

The sight already has Yoongi’s knot beginning to swell. It’ll take him a couple of minutes to pop fully, but he still presses the beginnings of it into Jungkook easily, hooking his arms under the omega’s legs and pressing them up toward his chest. “Fucking perfect,” he growls thrusting into Jungkook every bit as hard as he deserves. “Such a good boy for me.”

“Alpha, I– Can feel your knot already. Love it, love you. Want it, please!”

“Just a minute, baby. You can take it, right? Just like this?”

Jungkook nods in several jerky motions, eyes half lidded and his bottom lip trembling. “Can, I… M’gonna–”

“Ooh,” Taehyung coos. “Pretty little slut is going to cum for his alpha.”

“He wants to be bred,” Jimin moans, voice breathy as Namjoon fucks into him. “Needs his alpha to fill him up.”

God, they’re going to be the death of him.

“That’s it, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says, voice dripping with honey. “Tell your alpha to breed you up.”

“Breed me up,” Jungkook echoes, body starting to go tense. “Need it, hyung. Please?”

Yoongi loses himself, knot beginning to swell fast as he fucks into Jungkook, unable to hear anything over the blood rushing in his ears, not that it stops him from talking. “Gonna breed you so nice and full,” he growls into Jungkook’s neck, licking a wet stripe over his scent gland. “Everyone will know you’re ours. Perfect little slut, taking all our knots so well, letting us fuck you full and pretty. You can cum, omega. Show hyung how much you like it.”

Most of Jungkook’s response is unintelligible, just broken babbling as Yoongi’s knot swells full enough to lock them together and pull another orgasm from the omega. Yoongi does his best to fuck Jungkook through it, mostly just grinding his knot deeper until he’s pulled over the edge too, letting out a cry and finally beginning to fill Jungkook up one last time.

His mouth seals over the omega’s scent gland, desperate to bite down but managing to settle for sucking another bruise into the skin, vision swimming with images of Jungkook fucked so full that it takes. He’d be so gorgeous swollen with their pups. They’d have to be careful with him, settling him into perfectly feather-soft nests before stripping him bare and fucking him until he’s completely satisfied and sleeping soundly. Hoseok could lay him out for regular massages, make sure he–

“M’so full, alpha,” Jungkook whispers, drawing Yoongi back to the present where his omega is spread out before him, utterly ruined and smiling all pretty and dazed. “Feels good.”

You feel good, sweetheart. So goddamn perfect. Love you so much.”

“Love you too, hyung.”

“Does anything hurt?”

Jungkook shakes his head a couple of times, then pauses, eyes drifting downward. “Just really full,” he breathes, eyes going just a little wider. “Oh, my tummy.”

Heart in his throat, Yoongi follows Jungkook’s gaze down to his stomach, which is just slightly swollen after taking three knots and still being plugged full of Yoongi’s cum. “Holy shit,” he breathes, feeling his cock twitch where it’s still buried inside of the omega. “You’re so hot – fuck.”

“You like it? That I look…”

“’Like it’ is a massive understatement,” Taehyung says, crawling his way closer to the two of them with obvious want in his eyes. “Wow, he really did breed you full.”

Yoongi lets out a groan, knot practically throbbing with the desire to go again, no matter how impossible it is. “Gonna be a minute before my knot goes down and he’s ready for you,” he mutters, tearing his eyes away from the slight swell of Jungkook’s stomach to look around the rest of the room.

Jin is still completely hard, sitting there watching them with Hoseok leaning against him. The alpha does have a hand on Jin’s cock, but he’s just giving soft strokes here and there – definitely not trying to aim for an orgasm. When Hoseok catches Yoongi looking, he gives a little wink. Only a few feet away, Namjoon and Jimin are tied together, laying on their sides with eyes that wander from each other to the scene before them. They look so pretty together that Yoongi almost ends up too caught up looking to notice Taehyung getting closer.

The omega lays down right beside Jungkook, leaning in to press a kiss to his cheek. “How do you feel, baby?”

“Really nice. I… Was it what you wanted, hyung? Did we do good?”

“You were perfect. Thank you so much for this, Jungkookie. You and Jiminie were both so hot getting knotted, and in a minute here I’m going to clean you up. Jin-hyung is probably gonna fuck me while I do that, but I promise I’ll try to be as gentle as I can, okay?”

“It’s okay,” Jungkook says with a smile. “Just want you to be happy and enjoy it. I can take it.”

Taehyung grins right back at him, reaching up to brush some hair off his sweaty forehead. “Yeah, I bet you can, baby. M’gonna go fuss over Jiminie for a minute, but I’ll be back.”

With Taehyung gone, Jungkook turns his attention back to Yoongi, eyes warm and inviting as he gazes up at him. “I love you, hyung. Thank you for taking care of me.”

“Not something you need to thank me for, sweetheart,” Yoongi mutters, leaning down for a kiss (and being careful not to put pressure on Jungkook’s stomach). “I love you too – so much.”

*******

Jimin can’t sleep.

He does for a little bit, dozing off in the nest with everyone after helping Taehyung lick Jungkook clean. Well, maybe not exactly clean. Hoseok still ended up running off to get a wet rag and a bowl of water to get him properly cleaned up for sleep, but Taehyung and Jimin definitely got their fill – in more ways than one.

Jin fucked Taehyung through most of it, which was hotter than it had any right to be. Jimin was spent by then, utterly satisfied after being knotted by Namjoon, but he still completely enjoyed the show.

In the end, the seven of them settled into a cuddle pile, some of them passing out right away while the others enjoyed the well scented nest and talked in quiet voices. Jimin was one of the last to fall asleep, listening to Taehyung and Yoongi whispering about something he couldn’t quite make out.

When he wakes up, the room is dark and everyone else seems to be asleep. He’s exhausted – at least physically – but he knows immediately that he won’t be getting back to sleep right away. His thoughts are already starting to race.

Maybe a cup of tea will help.

He’s sandwiched between Yoongi and Jungkook, which means he has to be careful to slip away without waking them. The moonlight streaming in near the hallway’s balcony section makes it easy to find his way without turning on any lights. No reason to risk disrupting any of the others. After a quick stop by his bedroom to grab a pair of pants, he tiptoes down the steps.

When he flicks on the kitchen light, he finds his phone exactly where he left it on the counter. There are two others next to it, one that he recognizes immediately as Taehyung’s (by its colorful case), and another that belongs to either Jin or Namjoon. He pockets his own, hooks the other two up to charge, then sets about making a cup of tea.

A few minutes later, he settles on one of the smaller loveseats in the main living room, picking the one closest to the massive window so he can enjoy the pretty moonlit landscape outside. Part of him considers a soak in the onsen, but he’ll probably save that for the morning. The air is a little crisp right now, and he’s already eagerly tugging a soft blanket around his body.

He means to scroll on his phone, but ends up just staring out the window instead, cup of tea steaming in his hands. His thoughts have been speeding by since he woke up, and it’s only now that they finally begin to slow down enough for him to examine them.

The seven of them were finally together intimately.

Jimin watched the entire pack take such good care of Jungkook, of each other, of him – and it felt easy. He’s been a little worried that things might fall apart when they first tried to bring all of them together, that his anxiety would take hold stronger than ever and he would ruin whatever atmosphere of calm they might manage to create. But that isn’t what happened at all. He was anxious when he first got wet, but it was almost more easily brushed away than any other time before.

He was leaking and it was fine. It didn’t draw too much attention to him, but it wasn’t ignored either. Aside from the initial round of praise to help soothe him, everyone just… They all acted like it was normal.

It even felt normal. Taehyung and Jungkook were leaking, and so was he.

Nothing special about it besides the fact that it happened a little sooner than for the other omegas. He can’t help that he gets anxious when it first starts, but the fact that it keeps turning out fine over and over again is definitely making it easier to let go of the initial rush of panic in the moment.

And while all of that feels really important, and really soothing to know and understand, it’s not what’s keeping him awake tonight. What’s really got his thoughts rushing is that…

He’s running out of things to be afraid of.

Him making slick is fine. The pack takes good care of Jungkook. The seven of them were intimate together and it was incredible. He’s more sure than ever before that they’re all going to be a pack, and he wants that so badly that the thought of this vacation ending and him and Jungkook going back to their apartment makes his chest hurt a little.

Taehyung asked about them moving in. The option was attractive enough when he proposed it, but now? It feels… inevitable. There’s still a little bit of fear there, but when Jimin tries to grasp it and figure out why, it’s just a bunch of hollow worries that he doesn’t even really feel anymore.

The pack isn’t going to turn on a dime and decide they don’t want him, and they definitely wouldn’t do that to Jungkook. Nobody is going to hurt either of them. They know the high standards that the pack operates by and treats them with. Jimin could quit working if he wanted, but he knows they’d let him keep his job too if that’s what he preferred. Nobody will stand in the way of Jungkook’s schooling or career, and nobody wants to force the two of them apart.

So why is he still scared when he thinks about saying yes and moving in?

A part of him is definitely afraid of sharing his heat with anyone else, but he also doesn’t want to wait another few months to move in. He has to trust that they’ll be able to handle him, that they won’t hate it, that–

“Min-ah?”

Jimin turns his head in an instant, looking over to see Yoongi approaching in the moonlight. He’s wearing a pair of sleep pants that are too long for him, probably grabbed in a hurry on his way downstairs. There’s no distress on his face, but he definitely looks a bit concerned as he steps up beside the loveseat and looks Jimin over.

“Hey, hyung. Having trouble sleeping?”

“Something like that. Room for two?”

“Sure.” Jimin lifts one side of the blanket so that Yoongi can settle in next to him, then covers them both back up again. It’s impossible to miss the little hint of burnt cinnamon clinging to the alpha, and Jimin doesn’t hesitate to address it. “You okay? Your scent is kinda off.”

Yoongi wraps an arm around Jimin’s shoulders and tugs the blanket up tighter around them. “You left and didn’t come back, so I was a little worried. Everything alright?”

“Shit, sorry. I tried really hard not to wake you guys up. Is Kookie asleep?”

“Out like a light. But you didn’t answer me, sweetheart. Is everything okay?”

“Yeah,” Jimin answers, letting his head fall on Yoongi’s shoulder. “Really okay, actually. Just woke up and knew I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep again for a while. Made a cup of tea, but I finished that a couple of minutes ago.”

“Alright… Look, you can tell me to back off and I will, but you’re just sitting down here alone in the dark, staring out the window. So are you going to explain why you can’t sleep, or would you rather I just sit here with you and talk around it?”

“S’nothing bad.”

“Never said it was.”

Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter, shaking his head and leaning further into Yoongi’s touch. “Tonight was really perfect. You took such good care of Kookie. We all did, actually, which was what I started thinking about, I guess. Just how well it all went.”

“And that led you to…?”

For a couple of seconds, Jimin weighs his options, only to land in the same place he usually does with Yoongi.

Honesty.

“TaeTae has been talking about all of us living together,” he starts, pulling his knees up to his chest and hugging them to try and stay grounded while he figures out how to say this. “I’m nervous about it, but I want to do it. Before this vacation, we were talking about the things I was worried about and I… It feels like we’ve tackled a lot of them already.”

Yoongi stays silent, arm still wrapped around Jimin’s shoulders.

“I wanted to spend more time together, to be sure about how Namjoon-hyung felt about me, and for us to share something like we did tonight. All of those things have gone really well, but I’m still scared. I think some of it is just normal nervousness, but… Sorry, this is a little deep for the middle of the night.”

“I asked, didn’t I?”

“Yeah, but–”

“No buts,” Yoongi says, leaning in closer to where Jimin is hugging his knees. “I’d rather be up late talking to you than in bed. Besides… It’s not like I don’t have a vested interest in this. I want you to live with us too, Min-ah – so tell me what still scares you about it.”

Jimin takes a deep breath, exhaling in a sigh and letting his head rest in his arms. “It’s my heats.”

There’s a little spike of cinnamon at the mere mention of his heat, which would be flattering if he wasn’t so sure that Yoongi will end up disappointed by the actual thing.

“I’ve got to admit that it’s… really hard for me to imagine them being a problem. Is it just that you aren’t ready to share them with us yet, or–”

“No, I want to. It’s just… My heats are bad, hyung.”

“Bad…” Yoongi mutters, going silent for a few seconds before asking, “Bad how?”

“I go through these cycles. I slip deep into heat and my head gets all foggy and nice, but then I realize what I’m doing and come up panicking. Kookie can’t leave me alone at all. The second I can’t see him, I start to spiral, and I have no idea how that’s going to look with all of us. What if I panic too much? What if I need everyone there the whole time? What if–”

“Alright, sweetheart, you’re coming here now,” Yoongi says, tugging Jimin toward him. For a moment, Jimin wants to fight it and keep his face hidden, but he eventually allows himself to be pulled sideways into Yoongi’s lap, head tilted down to stare at his knees. Apparently, Yoongi isn’t having any of that. He cradles Jimin’s back with one arm, and uses his free hand to tip his face up until they’re making eye contact in the moonlight. “You don’t have to hide.”

“Embarrassing,” Jimin mumbles. “Just wish I was normal about it.”

“Yeah, I think we all wish we were normal sometimes. Well, maybe not Seokjin-hyung – but he doesn’t count right now. Anyway, the important thing is that you listen when I tell you that you aren’t going to be too much. If you panic, we take care of you. If you need to see all of us at every moment, we’ll figure it out. The worst thing you can think of? We’re going to love you right through it and make sure you have the best heat we can give you. I’m not saying I have all the answers now, or that it’s going to be easy for you to let go, but there’s literally nothing you could tell any of us that would make us not want to be there for your heat. I… God, Min-ah, you have no idea how bad I want to do that with you.”

Jimin feels frozen, like his mind is already trying to tell him all the reasons that can’t be true – but he owes Yoongi more trust than that. “You really…” he whispers, throat starting to feel a little tight. “Even after hearing all of that?”

“Even more after that, if I’m being honest.”

“More? How is that even… Why?”

“Maybe because my mate is telling me he needs extra care for his heat? It’s not that weird for something like that to trigger a desire to provide, especially for an alpha – but I know the others are going to feel it too.”

The thought of them all genuinely wanting to be there for his heat is enough to make Jimin tear up just a little. He wants that, wants to be able to believe it down to his core. It’s just–

“You know it’s okay if you need to cry,” Yoongi mutters, squeezing Jimin a little closer.

“I just really like the thought of you all being there,” Jimin admits. “I want it, but it’s…”

“Hard to believe we want to?”

Jimin nods, tucking his head into Yoongi’s neck and taking a deep breath of sweet cinnamon.

“Well we do. I know that telling you won’t fix everything, but we’ll show you if you let us, and I promise it will go better than you think.”

“It always does. Just feel like a burden when I need extra stuff.”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh at that, rubbing his hand up and down Jimin’s back. “Yeah, no shit. I think we know by now that feeling like a burden is kind of your default insecurity.”

“Rude.”

“We’ve all got them. You worry about being a burden. I worry about not deserving shit.”

“Hoseok-hyung thinks he isn’t good enough.”

“And Joon-ah is terrified he’s going to be too much. It always looks easy to solve from the outside, and I’m not trying to say that any of them are. Just that if you keep letting us, we can keep showing you how much we want to look after you.”

The reassurances from Yoongi are exactly what Jimin needs. Nothing is going to make the anxiety go away entirely, but if he can just remember that he’s trying to give his mates the chance to help him through the mess, it at least feels a little less daunting. He’s probably not all that much more of a burden than anyone else – and even if he is, it’s not like it’s put the pack off so far.

Rather than answer, Jimin just does his best to get even closer to Yoongi, burying his face in the alpha’s neck and beginning to scent him. He’s hoping it conveys some of the gratitude he feels, because words don’t seem like they’re going to do the job. Yoongi leans in to return the favor, and they stay that way for a while, scenting one another in the dark living room until they’re both satisfied.

“You know,” Jimin says eventually, still pressing the occasional kiss into Yoongi’s neck. “I can’t believe you said all of that without making some remark about how you aren’t good at this kind of stuff.”

“Maybe someone convinced me that I’m not as bad at it as I thought.”

“Did I?” Jimin leans back to look at Yoongi with a little smile tugging at his mouth. “Convince you, I mean?”

“I might still not feel like I’m the best at it, but I guess I can understand if sometimes my particular style is helpful. We can’t all be as smooth as Jin-hyung.”

“Exactly. The fact that we all approach stuff differently is a good thing, and I love the way you do it.”

Yoongi shrugs, a little smile appearing on his face as well. “Does that mean you feel a little better?”

“Yeah. I… I swear I really wasn’t freaking out super bad. There was just a lot to think about. So much has changed, and if I don’t take the time to think it through, then it’s hard to figure out how to keep making progress. Still, I’m glad you came down when you did. It’s better that we talked about it.”

“I’m glad we talked too, Min-ah. Thanks for letting me sit here with you. Feeling like you’re ready for bed? You know they’re all gonna be up early again.”

“Bed sounds good,” Jimin agrees, leaning up to press a kiss to Yoongi’s lips. “Cuddle me when we get there?”

“Pfft. Like you even have to ask.”

Notes:

This chapter marks the end of the absolute onslaught of smut for the time being, but it's so good to finally have the seven of them comfortable enough together for something like this!

Next week, we've got more vacation goodness. The whole pack will spend a day together enjoying some tourist attractions, we'll revisit JK and Yoongi's friendly rivalry, and then Jimin and Hobi will get talked to about their scent control. See you there <3 :D

Chapter 145: Scent Control

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Taehyung wakes up in a nest that smells like all seven of his mates, mind filled with delightful memories of just how perfect Jungkook and Jimin looked getting knotted. He still can’t quite believe that last night was real. After waiting for what feels like ages, he finally got exactly what he’s been dreaming of since the moment he caught the scent of two brand new mates in that art gallery so many months ago.

It’s satisfying in a way he never could have predicted. People always talk about how integrating additional members into an existing pack (especially omegas) can be difficult, but that’s never been his experience. Sure, the alphas had to do a bit of posturing to figure out where they stood when he first brought Hobi-hyung home, but Jimin and Jungkook?

This has felt as natural as breathing.

He always dreamed of what it might be like to share his life with other omegas, and they’ve been everything he hoped for and more.

They’ve made nests together before this point, but never one that smelled so perfectly like their pack. It makes Taehyung want to wake them both up and claim them right here. That’s not really in line with the vague plans he’s been cooking up for the last year about claiming them at home, but that doesn’t stop the desire from rising up inside of him. He examines it, enjoying the warmth he feels at the thought of sinking his teeth into their necks and marking them as his, and having them do the same to him.

In the end, he reaches the only reasonable conclusion.

Soon – but not yet.

They’ll have to be living together first. The thought of them wearing his claim back to their apartment actually borders on offensive. When they’re all officially mates, there will be no more separate housing. They’ll share a room, a nest, their alphas, Jin-hyung, each other – everything.

For now, he settles on rolling over and taking a quick peek around the room. It looks like most of the others are already up, but Jimin and Yoongi-hyung are both still in the nest, so he scoots closer to them. Yoongi stirs as Tae presses up against him, cracking open sleepy eyes for just a moment before lifting the blankets and making room between him and Jimin.

Tae was already comfortable, but once he climbs between his mates and is enveloped in warmth and cuddles, he’s pretty sure he’s in heaven. It’s hard to tell if Jimin actually wakes up at all as he gravitates closer to Taehyung. He’s always a cuddly sleeper, and Tae kind of likes the thought of him being drawn closer even fast asleep, so he chooses to believe that.

It’s the last real thought he has before sleep takes him again.

~~

Their morning is full of fun. After breakfast, they head into the city to see a couple of museums. They all have a good time, but the real treat is getting to see just how much Namjoon-hyung enjoys himself, walking from exhibit to exhibit, reading signs and soaking in new facts with clear delight. The art museum is their final stop. Taehyung is drawn to the more abstract paintings, while Namjoon-hyung is taken in by some of the sculptures this time.

Jungkook walks quickly from piece to piece. It’s clear that he would prefer to run, but the rules of the museum forbid it, so he settles for the fastest walking he can manage. Eventually he disappears for a few minutes and returns to the group with a wide grin on his face, eyes landing on Jimin. “Hyung, I found it! There’s even more of them than the pictures showed.”

“Where is it?”

“Like two rooms over. M’gonna go back. Just wanted to let you know where I’ll be.” With that, Jungkook turns and disappears back into the sparse crowd.

“What did he find?” Hobi-hyung asks. “An exhibit he was looking forward to?”

Jimin lets out a laugh, shaking his head. “Something like that. He and Amber-ssi were scoping out potential destinations near our vacation house, and found out that there was a whole exhibit dedicated to decorated gourds at this museum. I think it was kind of a joke at first, but he ended up really invested somewhere along the way.”

They all end up following along out of curiosity more than anything else, and they find Jungkook in a massive room full of glass cases and more gourds than Taehyung has ever seen in his life. There’s every shape and size he could imagine, decorated in various styles from around the world and throughout history.

It is admittedly kind of silly, but they end up spending more time in that exhibit than any other one, and when they stop at the gift shop on their way out, Jungkook excitedly runs off to look at the display case of small replica gourds. Taehyung tries to follow, but he gets shooed away immediately.

“Hyung, don’t look,” Jungkook says, waving Tae away. “I just need a couple of minutes.”

“Alright, alright,” Taehyung says, shaking his head as he walks back toward Jin-hyung. “Privacy. I get it.”

Jin is investigating the display of postcards with mild curiosity, but turns to smile at Taehyung as he approaches. “Did you just get told to go away, darling?”

“Yeah. Pretty sure Jungkookie is buying gourds.”

“He is quite taken with them, isn’t he?”

“Yeah, and Joonie-hyung is taken with how excited Jungkookie is about them.”

“And you? Is there anything you’ve found yourself taken with?”

Taehyung smiles at that, leaning in against Jin-hyung and gladly accepting the warm arm slipped around his waist. “All of this. Woke up this morning in our nest and just felt so happy. Feels more like a real pack every day.”

“It does,” Jin agrees, mint scent spiking all fresh and clear. “And I think you’ll be quite excited about what we have planned for the rest of the day.”

That catches Taehyung’s attention immediately. He didn’t think they had any other plans besides maybe doing a bit of shopping or looking around for other museums. “What are we doing? Does everyone else know?”

“Hyungs only, I’m afraid. You, Jungkook-ah, and Jimin-ah will have to wait to find out.”

Taehyung breaks away from Jin, intent on finding Yoongi-hyung to see if he can pry some information about this mystery out of the alpha, but Jungkook picks that moment to run excitedly up to him.

He’s wearing a wide smile, dark hair falling in messy waves around his face as he beams. “Here, hyung. This one's for you,” he says, holding out a little miniature white gourd painted with pink sakura flowers. It’s probably only three inches tall, and not too wide around. Six more are gathered in one of Jungkook’s arms, each painted in a variety of colors and patterns.

“Aww, you’re so sweet, Jungkookie.” Taehyung gladly takes the gourd and inspects it, then smiles back at his mate. “I love it. Might have Yoongi-hyung help me drill a little hole in it so I can keep it on my keychain.”

Jungkook’s eyes go wide at that. “Do you think he would help me do mine too? We could match!”

“Let’s go ask him!”

Both of them run off to bother Yoongi, delivering two more of the souvenir gourds along the way. Namjoon-hyung is particularly delighted by his, tugging Jungkook in for a quick kiss and whispering thanks that have the omega blushing when they pull apart again.

Yoongi-hyung gets a kick out of his present too, and he’s happy to assist them in making their gourds into keychains. “I packed a tiny tool kit, so I might be able to do something while we’re here, but if not we can make them into keychains when we get home.”

Jungkook gives a quick round of thanks and then runs off to deliver more gifts, leaving Taehyung and Yoongi both giggling in the middle of the gift shop.

“Thanks, hyung,” Tae says. “I knew you’d be able to help us.”

“No problem. It should only take a couple of minutes. Oh, look. Kook-ah is about to give Jin-hyung his gourd. Hyung is going to love this.”

~~

The mystery of where they’re going after the museums is solved relatively quickly. They only spend twenty minutes or so driving before they spot the towering tracks of various roller coasters and rides in the distance, and Taehyung knows from the satisfied look on Jin-hyung’s face as he stares out the window that this is definitely their destination.

“A theme park?!” Tae asks, shuffling over Jimin’s lap to get a better look out the window. “This is gonna be so cool!”

“A huge theme park,” Hobi-hyung clarifies, looking out his own window with a grin. “They’ve got tons of rides, and a whole area packed full of games.”

“We thought it would be a fun surprise,” Namjoon says, looking pleased with himself as he peeks back at them in the rear view mirror. “And I promised Jin we would ride the ferris wheel.”

Tae quickly gets out of Jimin’s space and turns his attention to the backseat where Yoongi and Hoseok are sitting. “We could recreate our first kiss, Yoongi-hyung. Maybe this time you could be less focused on pretending to be cool and more focused on how pretty I am?”

“I was focused on how pretty you were. That was the problem.”

“You guys had your first kiss on a ferris wheel?” Jungkook asks. “That’s so romantic.”

“Let me guess,” Jimin says, turning his attention to Yoongi too, a coy little smile on his face. “Yoongi-hyung didn’t even realize it was a date, did he?

Yoongi’s mouth drops open, eyebrows furrowed. “How could you possibly know that?”

“Because you’re oblivious.”

“Rude.”

“You can’t just say that every time I’m right about something,” Jimin says, unable to hold back a giggle as Jungkook and Taehyung snicker behind him.

Yoongi scoffs, crossing his arms. “Like you don’t do the same exact thing. I was–”

“How about we focus on planning,” Hobi-hyung says, holding up what looks like a folded map. The shiny white paper and bright colors basically guarantee that it’s a map for the theme park. “You guys wanna make the most of our time here, right?”

“Yes please,” Jungkook answers, immediately leaning over the seat to look as Hoseok opens up the map for them to see.

“I wanna see the rides,” Taehyung says.

“I’m curious about the games, but we should probably save those for last,” Jimin says. “Kookie is great at winning prizes, and we’re not gonna want to carry them all day.”

“I’m more than happy to carry prizes,” Hoseok offers. “I’ll stick to the more relaxing rides.”

“You don’t like rides, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“I don’t like most rides, but it’s mostly because I’m not a huge fan of heights – so I’ll leave conquering all the tall ones to the rest of you.”

Jin lets out a little laugh from the front seat. “Aside from a roller coaster or two for old time’s sake, I think I’ll go that route as well.”

~~

They have a ton of fun at the theme park. After a quick stop by one of the food stalls to grab Jungkook a snack, they take off on their planned route through the park, methodically getting on each and every ride. Hobi-hyung and Jin-hyung do enjoy a few with them, though it’s mostly the ones that stay close to the ground.

After barely any pouting at all, Yoongi-hyung does agree to get on the ferris wheel with Taehyung. He’s even the one to lean in for the kiss when they reach the top for the first time, muttering a soft little, “I love you,” and accepting the bit of teasing Tae throws his way about their first date.

Namjoon seems more relaxed than Taehyung has seen him in a long time. He herds them from place to place, dutifully keeping their group together with a smile on his face and obvious adoration in his eyes. It finally looks like he’s starting to relax about Jimin and Jungkook too. They get the same treatment as the rest of them – lingering touches, guiding hands, and what Taehyung can only assume are the same whispered praises that Namjoon-hyung tugs him in for too.

Between the vacation and him letting his alpha tendencies breathe a little more, he appears at peace in a way that makes Tae feel so proud.

Their little family has grown in leaps and bounds.

After they’ve been on all the rides, they grab lunch. Jin-hyung complains a bit about the fair food, but eventually admits that it’s hard to find fault in a nice warm mini doughnut, then starts muttering about how he’ll have to cook something extra nutritious for dinner.

The last stop of the trip is the games area, where they split up into smaller groups to play to their skills and try to earn some prizes. Tae enlists Hobi-hyung’s incredible claw game skills to win a new bow for Inho – a big blue one that he knows is going to look adorable on the giant teddy bear. Jimin and Jungkook both do well throwing darts, while Namjoon and Jin wander off to play ring toss, returning with a tiny stuffed squid for their troubles. (They gift it to a very excited Hobi for his plushie collection.)

After an hour or so, they end up having to buy a tote bag for all the little prizes they accumulate, while Hoseok gladly takes the giant blue and purple stuffed snake that Jungkook wins and wears it draped around his shoulders.

They’re just about to begin making their way out of the park when Yoongi-hyung spots a sharpshooter booth that grabs his attention. He’s had some luck at the other games they’ve played, but mostly seemed content watching up until now.

“You guys care if I try one more?”

“Go ahead,” Namjoon says. “We’ve got plenty of time, pup.”

“Can I play too?” Jungkook asks. “We could work together and pool our points to try and win that big stuffed koi fish! It would make a great pillow, and it’s got a cute face.”

Taehyung has had enough of playing games himself, but that doesn’t stop him from eagerly running up to the booth with the two of them. Any excuse to see Yoongi’s shooting skills in action is good enough for him, and he’s curious about how Jungkook is going to do. They haven’t had any target practice in their various sparring sessions, so this will be the first time Tae gets to see how well he can shoot – even if it is with a toy gun.

“You can go first, hyung,” Jungkook says as they all step up to the booth.

Yoongi shakes his head, giving Jungkook a gentle push forward. “That’s okay. You go ahead, JK. I’d rather know I’m going to lose right away, instead of getting a good score and then watching you blow me out of the water.”

“You’re a really good shot, aren’t you? We’ll probably be pretty close.”

“Just go, Jungkookie,” Taehyung says, excitement bubbling up inside of him. “I wanna see you in action!”

With a little shrug, Jungkook steps up to the counter and pays for a round. They give him a small plastic rifle and tell him he’s got one minute to hit as many targets as he can. There’s already a grin on his face as he agrees and takes his position with the rifle.

A bell kicks off the start of the round, and targets begin to pop up on the shelves at the back of the game booth. Some of them move pretty quick, but after a few seconds to adjust, Jungkook starts knocking them out one after another, only missing a few shots. He’s focused, some of that boyish charm fading away as he lines up each target and shoots. Taehyung can’t help but find it attractive. He loves how cute Jungkook is, but he’s always been a sucker for competence, and watching Jungkook’s focus narrow down to winning this game definitely ticks that box.

Another bell signals the end of the game.

“290 points,” the man behind the counter says. “That’s good shooting, kid! You can pick any prize from the second line here.” He points to the mid-sized stuffed animals hanging along the side wall, a wide smile on his face.

“Aww, sorry, hyung,” Jungkook says, rubbing the back of his neck as he turns to Taehyung with that boyish smile back on his face. “No luck on the koi fish. Wanna pick one of these instead?”

“Hmm, we already got a couple of ducks from the other games… but maybe we could grab one more and make a cute little duck family for Hobi-hyung’s collection?”

“I’d love to have a duck family to add to the plushie pile,” Hobi-hyung says.

Jungkook nods and turns back to request a mint green duck that he proudly presents to Taehyung. “I think he’ll look good with the purple one.”

“Thanks Jungkookie. You’re the best.”

“Here,” Namjoon-hyung offers, holding out his open tote bag already stuffed with their other winnings. “You can put him in here if you like.”

“Your turn, Yoongi-hyung,” Jimin says. “You’re supposed to be a pretty good shot, right?”

“Yoongi-yah is an excellent shot,” Jin-hyung corrects.

With little more than a nod to the man behind the booth and a small handful of bills, Yoongi takes his plastic rifle and holds it up. He looks as focused as Jungkook did, and it makes Taehyung’s heart do a little flip in his chest as he quickly deposits his duck in the tote bag and steps closer to watch.

The bell rings and the targets start coming up. Yoongi’s first shot is a miss, but he adjusts and immediately corrects it, landing the following shot dead on. He hits the next five targets without missing, knocking down one after another… and another… and another.

It only takes a few seconds before Taehyung realizes with absolute delight that Yoongi-hyung has finally found a game he can beat Jungkook at.

Their playful rivalry has stood since that very first game night – though it’s hard to call it a rivalry when Jungkook never seems bothered by it in the slightest. Yoongi-hyung has been passionate enough to make up for it though, challenging Jungkook to game after game in hopes of eventually managing to win at something.

And now he’s about to.

Targets keep falling, the satisfying little ping of each shot ringing out one after another, and then suddenly the bell rings and it’s all over.

The man behind the booth has wide eyes and a grin to match, “Well, damn! 495! One missed shot shy of a perfect score. That was awesome, man! I’m guessing you want the big prize?”

“Yeah, thanks,” Yoongi-hyung says, accepting the giant koi fish with both arms and turning around with a very satisfied smile on his face.

Jungkook looks frozen in place, his expression a mix of confusion and awe.

“You gonna make it, baby?” Jimin asks, grinning as he steps over to give Jungkook a gentle bump with his shoulder.

The rest of them are all watching, waiting for the reaction this is going to earn. After a few seconds of stunned silence, Jungkook looks at Yoongi, then the booth, and back again. “Hyung,” he starts, surprise obvious in his tone. “How did you do that?”

Yoongi shrugs. “Always been a decent shot, I guess.”

“That was more than decent,” Jimin says. “It was incredible, Yoongi-hyung. Have you–”

“Do it again,” Jungkook interrupts. “With me, I mean.”

“Why? We already got the prize. No point in playing again.” Yoongi’s pleased expression makes it very clear that he knows why Jungkook is asking, but it’s hard to blame him for playing dumb and enjoying this victory a little.

“I don’t care about the prize, hyung. Please? I want to try and beat you.”

Yoongi’s smile widens and he holds out the giant koi fish toward the rest of them. “Here, one of you guys needs to take this. I’ve gotta give JK his rematch.”

~~

Yoongi-hyung’s second attempt is a perfect score of 500. So is his third, and his fourth. He doesn’t bother with any more prizes, probably because Jungkook’s desperation to win is enough of a reward on its own. The omega’s score improves in the second round, slips a little in the third, and caps out at 345 in the fourth round.

It’s obvious he’s getting frustrated, muttering about how he shouldn’t be missing targets, how he knows he’s a better shot than this.

Absolutely adorable.

The rest of them are all enjoying the show, but after the fourth round is up, Namjoon-hyung calls an end to the games. “We should probably get going soon, don’t you two think?”

“We can,” Yoongi says. “Anything else you guys wanted to do before we go?”

Poor Jungkook looks torn, eager to please Namjoon-hyung but also dying to find a way to get better fast.

Luckily, Jimin knows just what to do. “Alright, baby,” he says, latching onto Jungkook’s side in a hug and resting his chin on his shoulder. “You aren’t gonna beat Yoongi-hyung today no matter how long we stay here, so why don’t you ask for a rematch after you’ve had some time to practice?”

“But I wasn’t even close, hyung.”

“How many times has Yoongi-hyung been close to beating you in a game?”

“Like twice,” Yoongi says, shoulders shaking with silent laughter as he latches onto Jungkook’s other side and noses at his scent gland. “You’ve wiped the floor with me every other time, sweetheart. Think you can survive losing just once?”

Jungkook is silent for a second or two, mouth pulled into a little pout before it relaxes and he leans his head on Yoongi’s. “Help me practice? I wanna learn to shoot like you, hyung.”

“Sure. I’ll help you.”

“Thank you. We can go then.”

*******

It’s nice to get back to the house after a day full of activity, and Namjoon gladly helps to carry in all of the winnings from their theme park trip. Most of it is stuffed into the single large tote bag they bought, but the giant koi fish fits comfortably in his arms (and Hoseok drapes the giant stuffed snake that Jungkook won around Namjoon’s shoulders).

“Take it up to the nest, please?” Taehyung requests once the front door is shut behind them. “Not inside of it yet, since it doesn’t smell right, but just in the room?”

“I can do that, pup.”

As everyone begins to bustle around the house, Namjoon takes his precious cargo upstairs to the nesting room. It’s impossible not to linger when it still smells so incredible in here. The top layer of blankets was too soiled to stay after last night, but the scent of their pack is holding well in the rest of the nest, permeating the whole room.

He can barely even believe that last night actually happened.

All six of his mates were taken care of right here in this room, laid bare and pleasured for him to see… Well, maybe the show itself wasn’t for him, but that hardly matters. He’s waited for ages to have the seven of them together like that, and it was better than he ever could have imagined – though the timing feels like the biggest win of all.

It happened before Jimin and Jungkook’s next heats.

Jungkook did already say that he wants his next heat to happen with all of them together, but it still makes Namjoon feel better to know that they’ve now taken steps toward making that feel less intimidating. Hopefully it made some headway for Jimin’s security as well… Maybe even enough that he’d consider having his next heat with all of them too.

There’s also the matter of Hoseok’s upcoming rut, but that will come much sooner. They’ll only have a couple of weeks after their vacation before his pre-rut starts to hit.

He can’t help hoping that they can spend that together as well. After everything Hoseok has been through recently, Namjoon can’t think of anything he’d like to give his mate more than a proper rut surrounded by their entire pack. Of course, the comfort and security of everyone comes first, so he’s doing his best not to get his hopes up too high.

With only a few days left in their vacation, they won’t have long before it’s time to discuss their plans for the future – and Namjoon is hopeful that they’ll get some answers then.

But that isn’t the only conversation he’s looking to have soon.

Being near their nest and surrounded by the incredible smells of all of them together, he’s reminded of the other thing he wants to discuss – scent control. They have two mates who use it to a harmful degree, though Hoseok has proven before that he can make meaningful progress toward hiding his scent less. If anything, he seems intent on making progress there, especially judging by how often Namjoon has caught the smell of rich coffee from him on this trip. It usually dissipates after a minute or two, but whether it’s Jungkook reminding Hoseok, or him reminding himself, it usually comes back relatively soon after disappearing.

Jimin on the other hand…

Namjoon is still thinking about the morning the two of them worked out their misunderstanding, about how he wondered if things would have gotten so bad if he’d been able to smell Jimin’s distress over the past nine months. He’s certain it would have helped him address at least some of it sooner – although the goal is less about laying blame at anyone’s feet and more about trying to communicate his desire to smell Jimin’s emotional shifts, both good and bad.

His omega shouldn’t have to hide any of that – not from any of them, but certainly not from his pack alpha. Namjoon needs to know that Jimin feels comfortable bringing concerns to him, or at the very least make a plan for how they can keep working toward getting there. It’s important enough that he would be best off finding a way to have the discussion soon. He just needs an opening.

Namjoon wanders back downstairs, mind already running through possible ways to broach the subject. He can hear little bits of indistinguishable chatter coming from the living room, but he still peeks into the kitchen first, finding Jin standing at the sink washing produce.

And he’s alone.

“Do you have a minute?” Namjoon asks, voice a little hushed as he steps up just beside Jin.

“Of course. Do we need to go somewhere private?”

“Not that urgent. I’d like to attempt to talk to Jimin-ah about his scent control sometime soon, and I thought you might be able to help. You’re welcome to join the discussion too.”

Jin nods, not stopping his work at the sink. “I believe I can assist. Yoongi-yah was planning to help make some of our decorative gourds into keychains after dinner, so I’m certain it will be easy to separate our group for a little while. Is your intention to talk to Jimin-ah alone?”

“You’re invited.”

“Ah, apologies. What I mean is that this might be a good opportunity to talk to him and Hobi-yah. The two of them have already committed to healing together in other ways. Perhaps this might be another avenue where they could lean on one another?”

Namjoon nods immediately. He loves the thought of strengthening the bonds of his pack, and the extra support for Jimin doesn’t sound like a bad idea either. “Let’s do that. Anything that might make this a little easier for Minnie is good with me. I know it won’t happen all at once, but it would be nice to at least start pushing a little, and let him know that he doesn’t need to hide his distress.”

“Agreed. I think this is the perfect time to make a start on it.”

*******

Hoseok is planning for a soak in the onsen after dinner, but that shifts immediately when he watches Jinnie send Jungkookie, Yoongi, and Taehyungie off to go work on their keychain project when the cleanup from their meal is just getting close to complete. The beta is clearly angling for something, and Joonie is in on it too, pulling Jiminie to the side to ask for help with the last of the dishes.

It’s well coordinated, but it seems like Hoseok isn’t the only one who’s caught on that something’s happening here.

Jimin’s eyes follow the others as they leave to go work on their project, then his gaze falls on the measly two dishes that are left for him to help Namjoon with. He catches Hoseok’s eye, curious but not apparently worried as he flashes a little smile before turning to finish up the dishes. “So…” he says, passing Namjoon a plate to dry. “What are we being separated for?”

“That obvious, huh?” Namjoon lets out a little laugh. “Nothing bad – I promise.”

“Didn’t really think it was. Just curious, I guess.”

“You two enlisted Yoongi’s help too?” Hoseok asks.

“We did, yes,” Jin says, watching patiently as Namjoon dries the final dish. “Now that all of this is finished, would the two of you be open to joining us in the living room?”

The four of them make their way out of the kitchen and onto a couple of couches angled toward one another, Hoseok and Jimin settling on one while Namjoon and Jin end up on the other. Whatever this is, it doesn’t look super serious. Definitely not like they’re in trouble or anything, so Hoseok is curious to see where it’s going.

“No point beating around the bush,” Namjoon says, eyes on both of them with an inviting sort of smile on his face. “Originally, this was a talk I was looking to have with Minnie.”

“And I suggested it might be something better discussed with both of you,” Jin says. “I believe there’s an opportunity here to leverage the fact that you’ve already committed to healing together in other ways, and this may simply be one more.”

“Exactly. We would have talked to each of you either way, but this made more sense.”

“Alright,” Hoseok says, reaching for Jimin’s hand and giving it a little squeeze. “What are we talking about then?”

“Scent control.” Joonie watches them both closely as he says it, probably looking for signs of discomfort. “Both of you do it in different ways and for different reasons, but the end goal is the same for us. We’d like to smell you, no matter how you’re feeling or what else is happening.”

Jiminie actually does react now, shrinking back just a little as he leans against Hoseok’s body, a line of tension running through him almost immediately. It makes sense. Jiminie’s scent control is much more impressive than Hoseok’s, and every bit as ingrained – even if it’s in a slightly different way. The omega is probably thinking through every single exception to Namjoon’s request. It’s what Hoseok remembers doing the first time the pack broached the topic of his scent control years ago.

He was so worried about it being too much, or what might happen if he slipped and lost control for the times that it mattered. That loss of control never happened, but the thought was terrifying at the time. Now he knows he could simply use scent blocker if he really did forget how to turn his scent off, but it felt like a huge potential problem back in the early days…

“I can see that this makes you uncomfortable, Minnie,” Namjoon says. “Can we talk about why?”

Jimin is silent for a few seconds, taking a deep breath that Hoseok can feel against him. “It’s not just one reason, and they’re not all bad or anything.”

“Regardless, we’d love to hear them,” Jin says, that trademark fond smile on his face.

“Okay. I guess it’s… First off, you’re definitely not the only ones to ask about it. Yoongi-hyung asked me a while back, and Kookie and TaeTae have talked to me about it too. I’m trying a little, but only really when they remind me.”

“Why only when they remind you?” Namjoon asks. “Not that there’s anything wrong with that. I’m just curious where you’re at with it so far.”

“I don’t think about it a lot of the time. It’s just automatic.”

“I can understand that,” Hoseok says, giving Jimin’s hand a squeeze. “Hard to break those lifelong habits, but reminders help.”

“Yours may be slightly easier to address in that respect, Hobi-yah,” Jin says. “It’s relatively simple to tell that your scent is entirely gone, and the reminders can come at any time, which makes it easy to help you build the muscle of letting it out. Jimin-ah moderates his scent to keep negativity out of it, which means that our reminders have the potential to only come out when the situation is already somewhat difficult.”

Potential’ catches Hoseok’s attention right away. “Have you already thought of a workaround for that?”

“Perhaps one. I’d like to propose that we remind Jimin-ah before we enter into a potentially distressing conversation. Obviously it won’t work every time, but it at least gives us one way to start asking that doesn’t immediately associate the request with negative emotions.”

Jiminie isn’t getting any less tense where he’s tucked into Hoseok’s side, body rigid and a tiny frown on his face.

“Alright, Minnie,” Hoseok says, pulling back so that he can tug Jimin up sideways into his lap. “I can feel how stressed you are, so it’s time for you to come closer. Do you think maybe now could be a good time for you to try letting us smell? It’ll help my scent get stronger to soothe you, baby. Maybe Jinnie and Joonie wanna come closer too?”

“S’not good,” Jimin mumbles, tucking his face into Hoseok’s neck.

“That’s the point, honey. We wanna know when it’s not good so that we can help you feel better.”

“I apologize,” Namjoon says, sitting down right next to Hoseok and tugging Jimin’s legs to extend out over his lap, settling one hand on the omega’s thigh. “We should have started out closer to you, pup. I didn’t realize this would be quite so upsetting for you.”

“It’s not bad,” Jimin says, nose still buried against Hoseok’s neck. “I’m just terrible at it and it feels wrong and scary, even though I want to do it to make you happy.”

“Darling, you don’t have to do it all at once,” Jin says, taking a seat at Hoseok’s other side and reaching up to rub gently at Jimin’s back. “We’d like to discuss how to do this in a way that does feel as comfortable for you as possible.”

Namjoon gives a little nod. “That being said, I think it would be helpful to understand what ‘wrong and scary’ feels like for you when it comes to this. Is that something you’ve felt when trying for the others?”

“One second,” Hoseok says, gently tugging Jiminie back far enough to get a look at his blushing face, teeth worrying his bottom lip nervously. “First, can you let us smell you right now? Please?”

Jimin gives a little shrug, squeezing his eyes shut for a couple of seconds before the scent of vanilla goes just a little burnt in the air. It’s not full distress, but it does at least get all three of their scents spiking stronger in response, which seems to calm the omega slightly.

“Thank you, Minnie,” Hoseok says, pressing a soft little kiss to Jimin’s cheek.

“Does this feel bad right now?” Namjoon asks.

“Not exactly. More like just… dramatic?”

“Dramatic?” Jin asks. “How so?”

“Like I’m stressed out and I’m making it everyone else’s problem. It’s gonna make people worry.”

There’s a second or two of silence where Jinnie and Joonie are just looking at one another. Hoseok has never been able to translate these silent moments between the two of them, no matter how hard he tries. They’re just too in-tune with one another for him to even be able to guess at what they’re somehow managing to communicate. It’s one of those things that might frustrate him under other circumstances, but in the context of their pack, it reassures him that their leadership is strong and working together.

And it allows him to feel perfectly secure just playing support for their nervous omega.

“I want to worry about you, Minnie,” Namjoon eventually says, taking one of Jimin’s hands in his own. “I keep thinking about the beginning of this vacation, when you and I finally talked about all of the unsaid stuff between the two of us. There’s… There are things I need to work on too. Being more open with how I feel and asking for what I want – but I keep thinking about this part too. If I’d been able to smell all the times I upset you, I would have been able to give you what you needed sooner. I’d have known that I was hurting you, baby.”

“Exactly,” Jin agrees. “This could be a wonderful tool for helping us take care of you the way we want to. You’re not creating new problems by letting us smell a little of how you’re feeling. Rather, you’re helping us solve existing ones.”

Jimin’s scent wavers, still burnt but growing more faint. It’s odd to finally be able to smell what’s happening, and while Hoseok doesn’t have a frame of reference for what all the shifts in Jimin’s scent mean just yet, he does know how to read his body language. What his omega needs right this moment is a chance to breathe.

Hoseok can give that to him.

“Take a minute, baby,” Hoseok instructs, guiding Jimin’s face back toward his scent gland. “There you go. Just relax for a little bit while I figure out why I’m here with you, okay?”

He feels Jimin nod against his neck, leaning in to take deeper breaths.

Wary of overstepping or cutting their pack alpha out of comforting their omega, Hoseok looks up at Namjoon with questioning eyes. His gaze gets a warm little smile and a shake of Namjoon’s head in return – which he takes as approval. “Am I just here to check in about my scent issues then?”

“Something like that,” Jin confirms, smiling fondly at Hoseok and Jimin. “Admittedly, it seemed wise to include you when the two of you might be able to help support one another through some of this. It’s a very automatic reaction for you both, and I know you experienced some distrust when we first brought it up to you years ago.”

“I thought it would just make a fuss. Once I realized how hard it was, it just made me feel incompetent.”

“It is hard,” Jimin whispers against Hoseok’s neck.

“Sure is, honey. I can tell you that it’s worth it, though.”

Jimin pulls back at that, glancing at each one of them in turn before letting out a sigh, scent still burnt but much closer to baseline after a short period to relax. Eventually, his eyes settle back on Hoseok. “Tell me why it’s worth it?”

“For me it was because even when it did make a fuss, my mates thought of that as a gift in itself. It felt good to give them something they wanted so much.”

“A gift?” Jimin asks, looking skeptical.

“How about an example? You know how nice it feels when you get home and can smell that something is bothering Jungkookie? How you cuddle up to him and help him figure it out, and get to smell when his scent evens out and he settles for you? You appreciate being able to help him through things like that as they come up, right?”

“Of course.”

“Wouldn’t it be a little sad if he was hiding them so that he didn’t upset you or make you do any extra work for him?”

“But that’s different. He’s my mate. We’re supposed to…”

“You’re our mate, Minnie,” Hoseok gently corrects. “And we wish we could take care of you that same way. I’m always gonna want to know when you’re hurting – no matter what. Literally whatever scenario you’re imagining where I wouldn’t want to know, you’re wrong.”

Namjoon nods immediately. “It’s the same for me – for all of us, baby.”

“He’s right,” Jin agrees. “This doesn’t mean you have to do it perfectly or figure it all out right this moment. We’d simply like to begin moving in that direction at whatever pace is comfortable for you.”

“Yeah, we don’t want to rush you, pup. This is more about opening the door and figuring out how to move forward.”

Jimin considers this for a moment, eyes flicking to each of them and then back down to his lap. He’s getting less tense, but he’s still a long way from relaxed. “It’s just… I know part of this is just my brain being stupid. Obviously it doesn’t make sense to assume I’m the exception to the rule of everyone wanting to smell each other…”

“But…?” Namjoon asks.

“Feels like I’m making more work for everyone if they have to comfort me every time my scent goes a little off. I know it’s stupid, but… It’s just how it feels.”

Hoseok can see Namjoon gathering his words to refute what Jimin has said, but there might be another way that’s more effective than trying to argue with logic that Jimin knows is flawed in the first place.

No harm in trying.

“I actually think it would be less work,” Hoseok says. It earns him a look of confusion from both Joonie and Jiminie, but that was expected. “You see, we all know that we can’t trust your scent for clues on how you’re feeling right now, so we have to look harder for them in other places.”

Jinnie apparently catches on immediately. “It’s true. While I’ve become quite adept at reading your other signals, having your scent there too would certainly remove some of the guesswork from the equation.”

“It could also help to keep things from getting too big,” Namjoon says, eager to join in now that he understands the route Hoseok is going. “Like how you and I should have just talked somewhere in the last couple of months. Not that the blame for that falls at your feet alone. It was both of us, but being able to smell your discomfort might have helped.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as Jimin takes this all in, mouth opening to speak and then closing before he gets even a word out. Eventually, he mutters a soft little, “Okay.”

“Okay…?” Hoseok prompts, pressing a kiss to the omega’s cheek. “Can you tell us what that means right now?”

“It means I’ll try. I don’t… I might be bad at it, and you’ll probably have to remind me a lot, but we can start? The big things might be hard.”

“We don’t have to start with the big things,” Namjoon assures him. “That’s stuff we can work up to later. For now, I just want to begin the process of proving to you just how much we want this and how safe we can make it feel for you.”

There’s doubt in Jimin’s eyes. It’s impossible to miss, but Hoseok thinks it would be stranger if it wasn’t there. They can’t make all of Jimin’s fears go away with one conversation, but Namjoon is right that they can just keep proving that those fears aren’t serving him.

Hoseok should know. They’re doing the same thing for him – and they have been for years.

“For the time being, let’s start with some simple reminders,” Jin suggests. “We’ll aim for things that are low risk, just to get you used to how these reminders might feel. We can check in about them after a bit of time has passed, and determine if we need to make changes to our approach.”

“If we need to adjust, we’d be happy to,” Namjoon says. “We want this, but doing it in a way that feels okay for you is very important. Do you understand, Minnie?”

Jimin nods. “Yeah, I… Thank you, hyung. Sorry I took this so badly and–”

“No apologies,” Hoseok interrupts, a little grin stretching across his face as he gives a playful poke to Jimin’s ribs. “Figuring out how you felt about this was an important part of the conversation.”

“Exactly,” Jin agrees. “We’ll never be upset with you for being genuine about your emotions, darling.”

Rather than relax, Jimin looks almost more tense, a tiny frown forming on his face as he glances at each one of them. It looks familiar in some way, but Hoseok has trouble placing exactly why – at least until Namjoon reaches out to guide Jimin into his own lap.

“Come here, pup,” he mutters, voice low and insistent.

Jimin obeys seemingly without hesitation, shuffling from Hoseok’s lap to Namjoon’s and allowing himself to be cradled close, face pressed into his alpha’s neck.

“There you go,” Namjoon coos, rubbing at Jimin’s back. “I know that we just offered you a lot of understanding and kindness, and I apologize if it was slightly overwhelming.”

“Just so nice,” Jimin mumbles, shaking his head slightly.

Ah, that’s why this is familiar.

The reaction is so much like Yoongi’s response to kindness that Hoseok is surprised he didn’t recognize it immediately. He’s seen it more than enough times to know exactly how it looks on Yoongi, when there’s an outpouring of kindness that’s too much for him to bear and his face scrunches up almost like he’s preparing for an insult that won’t come – which is usually followed by frustration when he realizes that he instead just has to process all of it instead.

Jimin might not be nearly as resistant to kindness as Yoongi is, but it’s clear he still expects conversations like this one to go poorly.

Luckily, they have the rest of their lives to prove that isn’t the case.

For now, they give Jimin a moment to enjoy Namjoon’s comforting presence, all wrapped up in his alpha’s arms while waves of warm sandalwood fill the air. It’s wonderful to see this shift between them, with Namjoon feeling like he’s allowed to look after Jimin in this way, and watching it settle the omega so easily. After so long spent dancing around one another, this feels particularly sweet.

Once a minute or two passes, Jimin slowly lifts his head from Namjoon’s neck, looking at each of them in turn with a slightly dazed expression. “Okay, I… I feel a lot better. It’s– Thank you for being nice to me.”

“Of course, pup. We love being nice to you.”

“You were extra nice, hyung. Your scent and how good it feels being close is… It helps.”

Namjoon’s scent spikes sweet as he leans in for a quick peck, smiling against Jimin’s lips. “So happy to hear it, Minnie.”

“There is one last thing we should check in about while we have time,” Jin says. “Much less stressful – I promise.”

“What’s that?” Hoseok asks, already curious.

“Jimin-ah saw you knot Jungkook-ah. Considering the effects of watching Joon-ah do the same, I feel like it’s worth making sure that this isn’t causing similar feelings.”

“Oh, I…” Jimin’s gaze falters, cheeks going pink in an instant. “It’s not bothering me. Like my body isn’t acting funny or anything. Definitely not the way it did with Namjoon-hyung.”

Hoseok is happy to hear it (and to see Jiminie blushing so cute), but he still has to ask. “Do you know why it’s different? Just curious, I guess. Sounds like what you were dealing with after Joonie knotted Jungkookie was pretty intense.”

“Just to be clear, I want… I’d like to do that with you too. That hasn’t changed,” Jimin says, reaching a hand out for Hoseok’s. “But we’ve already shared a lot together. I don’t feel… left behind – or worry that you don’t want me.”

“It makes sense that insecurity about your alpha’s attachment to you would complicate matters,” Jin offers. “It’s biological to make sure your place in the pack is established, especially when you’ve just seen evidence that your mate’s is unquestionable.”

“I really am sorry, Minnie,” Namjoon says. “I wish we’d thought of any of that at the time.”

“Not like I really gave you anything to work with. I just sort of buried my head in the sand and tried to ignore it, so I don’t know how you were supposed to know that anything was wrong.”

“Unless we’d been able to catch your scent,” Jin says, tone perfectly even and unaccusing. “I assume there were times it tipped toward distress after all of this.”

Jimin gives a short little nod.

“That first night I tried to talk to you?” Namjoon asks. “When Taehyung interrupted us in the living room?”

“Probably would have been confusing if you had smelled – or at least if I stayed another minute or so and was leaking while smelling all distressed.”

There’s a little spike of Namjoon’s scent, gone spicy at the slightest mention of his omega’s slick. (Hoseok can relate. His own scent is getting stronger too.) “I would have loved that, pup. Not just getting to smell you slicked up for me, but knowing that something was wrong so I could have whisked you away to the nest to talk.”

“I would have panicked.”

“You panicked later anyway, did you not?” Jin asks, again keeping his tone perfectly light.

Jimin lets out a little puff of laughter, cheeks still pink with embarrassment. “Yeah, I guess I did.”

“Then I’d like to very gently suggest that you panicking with us would be beneficial sometimes, rather than alone. I know it’s not practical all the time, and I appreciate your ability to communicate when you do need space to process, but–”

“No, you’re right, hyung. I’ve… I was scared for a long time, but you’ve all proven over and over again how good and safe things can be if we just do them together. Might still take time for my brain to catch up, but… I want to.”

Jin’s smile grows at that. “Thank you, darling. You have no idea how happy we are to know that you feel that way.”

Namjoon begins to agree, but the sound of a door shutting somewhere else in the house has them all perking up.

“They might be done with their project,” Hoseok says. “I’ll go check on them, and the three of you can wrap this up?”

“I’m good if you guys are.” Jimin says. “Kind of curious how the whole gourd keychain thing turned out, anyway.”

“Works for me,” Namjoon agrees.

With that, the four of them stand up and begin to wander down the hall in search of the rest of their mates.

Hoseok can’t help feeling grateful for the opportunity to be included in this talk, to give Jimin some of the same support that the omega was able to offer to him when he was struggling with his family issues. It feels good to give back, and even better to know that the seven of them are growing closer by the day. The positivity feels especially welcome when trying to process his own issues has been undeniably messy.

Regardless of whatever else he has going on, he’s certain that their future together is bright.

Notes:

We've got some big conversations coming up next week. The tail end of this vacation is the perfect time to start planning for the future! ;D

See you there <3

Chapter 146: Looking Forward

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Yoongi has been careful not to work too much on their vacation.

He can’t quite escape everything. Yeonjun is bright as hell, but he’s still new and emails Yoongi with questions at least once a day. Honestly, that’s preferable to complete silence. If nothing was going wrong, he’d probably be feeling a little suspicious.

But other than a few quick emails and one phone call to talk through a potential issue, Yoongi’s work is left at home.

Except for one project.

He’s been careful about when he works on it, partly because Taehyung will throw a fit if Yoongi isn’t trying to relax on their vacation, and partly because he can’t have Hoseok finding out. Dirt on his family has been surprisingly easy to find, though it’s likely he knows about most of that already. Hoseok might be playing it cool a lot of the time, but he’s been watching keenly since cutting off his parents. Retaliation was a concern in the beginning. It might still be for Hoseok, but Yoongi has a hard time seeing what they can really do.

As frustrating as it is, Hoseok is an asset to them – a tool. No point in ruining the chance that he might come back looking to reconcile someday. They’re probably trying to watch Hoseok right back, but he’s been laying low, just doing little bits of work for Namjoon and otherwise focusing on himself.

And while he’s busy with that, Yoongi has been building information for his intended theft of Hoseok’s childhood photographs.

The family home sits empty for most of the year, which makes him relatively certain this will be a breeze. Blueprints were simple to get hold of, and Hoseok’s description of the ground floor closet was good enough that Yoongi is certain he’s pinpointed its exact location. Most of the opening legwork is done, but he still needs to pitch it to Jimin and get a second opinion on his information.

No time like the present.

[Yoongi to Jimin and Taehyung]

[Yoongi]: Are you two busy?

[Tae]: i thought you were taking a nap hyung

[Tae]: you said you were tired ᇂ_ᇂ

[Yoongi]: I’m scheming. You’ll like it.

[Tae]: ooooooh i’m in

[Jimin]: I’m definitely intrigued (。^▽^)

[Yoongi]: Spare bedroom upstairs. Be sneaky about it.

~

No more than two minutes later, Jimin and Taehyung open the bedroom door and step inside, closing it behind them without a sound. Both their eyes scan the room and land on the laptop sitting out on the bed, blueprints of the house already pulled up on the screen.

“What’s going on, hyung?” Jimin asks.

“First off, both of you need to be sworn to secrecy. Assuming all of this goes well and Joon signs off on it, we’re doing something nice for Seok-ah.”

“You haven’t asked Joonie-hyung yet?” Taehyung asks, stepping closer to the laptop as his eyes scan over the screen. After a second, a smile spreads across his face. “That’s Hobi-hyung’s family home.”

Yoongi’s mouth opens in surprise and he steps in front of the laptop, blocking it from view. “How could you possibly know that just from looking at it? Why have you seen blueprints of the house before this?”

“I might have thought about killing his parents a couple of years back. Didn’t do anything about it – obviously, because that would have broken the rules – but I’m allowed to fantasize.”

“Consider me sworn to secrecy,” Jimin says, letting out a little laugh at Taehyung’s casual murder talk. “Whatever we’re doing for Hoseok-hyung, I want in.”

“Me too,” Taehyung agrees.

“Alright, here’s the deal. I have asked Joon-ah already, and now I’m just trying to make sure everything is ready for his final approval, which means talking to the two of you. Tae, you’re here for support and planning. Min-ah, you’re here because I want you to steal something – only if you agree.”

“I’ll do it,” Jimin says immediately.

“You haven’t heard the plan yet.”

Jimin just shrugs. “Namjoon-hyung is okay with you pitching it to me, so it can’t be that big of a deal – and if it’s for Hoseok-hyung, I want to do it.”

“Okay, you know what? Fair point. I’ll give you the information and the plan I have so far, and you guys can help me fix it.”

~~

The three of them spend close to a half hour up in that bedroom talking through plans. Honestly, once Yoongi delivers his basic info, it’s more a matter of letting the two omegas figure out the rest. Taehyung already has a fair bit of knowledge to leverage, and Jimin has the expertise to plan routes based on different potential sightlines from security. He outlines at least five possible entry routes, and just as many potential exits.

“You’re confident in your ability to adjust as needed?” Taehyung asks.

“Yeah, no problem at all. I’ve done jobs way more complex than this. Obviously I’ll still be careful. I always am, but this looks like a quick in and out ordeal.”

“Joon-ah wants security as close as possible without compromising effectiveness,” Yoongi says.

“Of course he does.” Taehyung lets out a little puff of laughter, shaking his head. “I’m seriously surprised he agreed to this at all. One of his omegas out on a job that isn’t strictly necessary? Feels like the sort of thing he would normally shoot down in about two seconds flat.”

“That’s what I thought too,” Yoongi says. “Was honestly shocked when he said yes, but he said he can’t just keep his entire pack locked away from the world, no matter how much he wants to. Still, he’s definitely worried about this, which is why we need a solid plan to present to him.”

“Are you worried?” Jimin asks, expression half curious and half teasing.

There’s a brief urge to deny his feelings, but Yoongi just takes a deep breath and goes for honesty instead. “Of course I am. You’re my mate, so I’m always going to prefer you safe at home – but I wouldn't have suggested this if I didn’t think you were capable.”

Jimin’s expression softens immediately, and he reaches out to tug Yoongi in close enough for a kiss. “The vote of confidence is nice, hyung. Thank you.”

There really needs to stop being so much goddamn positive reinforcement for not being an asshole, because Yoongi is starting to worry that he’ll lose his armor entirely if this keeps up. Everyone just responds so well to him being a little soft. It’s almost… frustrating? Is that right? Was it really this easy all along? Maybe easy is the wrong word, because he still feels an almost inescapable urge to create distance every time he steps out of his comfort zone, but he’s beginning to get a little more used to acknowledging that urge without acting on it.

The scariest part of all of this is just not knowing where it ends.

When will he have opened up enough? Is it going to strip him completely defenseless and come back to bite him in the ass a year from now? What if he forgets how to rely on himself? What if–

Focus.

None of this is important right now. The work he’s doing is good work. It makes all his mates happy, and so far it’s made him happier too. Thinking about the big picture is always going to be terrifying – which is why he just needs to keep his head down and put one foot in front of the other.

He swallows down whatever prickly response was brewing inside of him, and simply presses a kiss to Jimin’s cheek in return. “You’re good at what you do, Min-ah. As long as you and Tae feel okay about this, I think Joon will let it happen. And Seok-ah will be really happy if you’re the one to give his childhood pictures to him.”

“You’re acting like you’re not even gonna be there,” Jimin says, raising an unimpressed brow.

“Why would I be?”

“Maybe because you’re putting this whole thing together?”

“Jiminie’s right,” Taehyung says, fixing Yoongi with an equally unimpressed look. “I swear, it’s like you and Hobi-hyung are both allergic to credit for your good deeds.”

“Ugh, fine. We can give them to him together when the time comes – all three of us.”

~~

Once they wrap up their planning talks and Yoongi has a brand new to-do list of things to look into, it’s back to their vacation. They’ve only got until tomorrow afternoon before they head back to Seoul, so Yoongi intends to spend as much of that time relaxing as he can. There will be plenty to catch up on when they get home and he has all his monitors back. No sense bothering with it now.

He joins in on what feels like their hundredth soak in the onsen. (Not that Yoongi has been there for all of them. Jimin and Hoseok are definitely the most frequent users, though Jin has spent a lot of time there as well.)

It’s going to be a shame to leave this behind, but Yoongi mostly feels that way because he likes how comfortable Jimin and Jungkook seem being naked in front of them. They’re always flushed by the time they climb out, looking all relaxed and dripping wet. It would be a problem if it wasn’t so easy to hide his own reactions. He’s already as flushed as they are from the warmth of the onsen, and if he dips low enough to get his scent gland under the water too, nobody picks up on how much he’s losing his mind.

It’s both better and worse after the night they all spent together.

Some of the tension is gone, and so is the underlying panic about making a move too fast and screwing up, but the trade-off is that now he can’t help picturing how pretty Jungkook looked underneath him that night. Wrecked and stuffed so full he almost looked like he was carrying their pups already. God, it’s–

A little screech from Taehyung pulls Yoongi out of his thoughts, where he finds the omega scooped up into Jungkook’s arms while Jimin closes in on them to start splashing. Jin is nowhere to be seen, so roughhousing in the onsen is apparently back on the table.

Hoseok wastes no time getting in on the chaos by scooping Jimin up into his own arms. “C’mon, Taehyungie! This is your chance to get him back!”

Yoongi decides to vacate before the splashing gets too intense, happy to leave the four of them to their games. It’s a good decision too, because just seconds after he’s out, Jungkook dips Taehyung fully under the water and ends up triggering some proper retaliation.

Shaking his head, Yoongi yells something about the four of them playing nice and then makes his way back into the house.

Jin meets him just inside, freshly showered and ready for his own trip out to the onsen. “Had enough already, darling?”

“More like trying to avoid getting caught in the crossfire. You might have picked a bad time to head out there.”

“Oh no. Have they just started?”

“Yeah, just a minute ago.”

After a moment of consideration, Jin just shrugs and pulls Yoongi into an embrace instead. “Well, since I have a moment, you’re delightfully warm. And almost as pretty and flushed as when you’re in rut for us.”

Yoongi is already about to shiver just from the low tone of Jin’s voice, but then the beta’s tongue snakes out over his scent gland and there’s no hope of hiding it, goosebumps erupting across his skin as he mutters a soft little, “Hyung.” His voice comes out breathy enough to be embarrassing, so he quickly busies himself returning Jin’s scenting instead.

“Oh, is someone sensitive today?”

“I’m not sensitive. You’re just…”

“Just…?”

“Intense,” Yoongi mumbles into Jin’s neck.

“Am I? I hadn’t noticed.”

“Bullshit. You’re a tease and you know it.”

That has Jin pulling back with a laugh, smile warm and fond as he looks at Yoongi’s face. “Such accusations from my very own mate. Are you trying to pick a fight?”

“Are you?” Yoongi raises his eyebrows expectantly, one hand on his hip.

“So cute, Yoongi-yah. For the sake of clarity, I was not trying to pick a fight, although the thought is quite tempting…” Jin pauses, gaze drifting off to the side as his scent spikes just a little. After a couple of seconds, his eyes find their way back to Yoongi’s and his smile widens. “For the time being, I think we have some other exciting prospects to discuss as a pack, but the possibility of spanking you until you’re crying in front of all our mates is very appealing, love.”

Rather than focus on how fucking good that sounds, Yoongi puts his attention on the other piece of what Jin said. “Are we finally gonna have the talks Joon-ah’s been planning on? Not like we have a lot of time left in this vacation.”

“You’re absolutely right. We were thinking tonight, possibly starting with dinner.”

“I appreciate the chance to brace myself, at least. Thanks.”

“Happy to help. It’s only fair considering that you’ve prepared me for the horrors I’m about to face out in that onsen.”

Yoongi can’t help but laugh. “You say that like they won’t all behave for you.”

“Jungkook-ah does like to push my buttons.”

“Not with Seok-ah out there to protect you.”

“Good point. I should go while he’s still there.” Jin leans in for a quick peck, smiling against Yoongi’s lips before he pulls away and heads down the hall, blowing another kiss behind him. “See you at dinner, darling.”

~~

Even knowing what’s coming, dinner doesn’t feel tense.

Considering everything else the seven of them have worked through already, another big talk doesn’t seem all that worrying. The evening they spent together, his late night chat with Jimin, the brief talk he had with Namjoon… All of it makes Yoongi feel like they’re so goddamn close to forming a proper pack. There’s not really any room left for doubt.

If anything, it leaves him a little distracted for most of the meal – enough that he almost misses it when Namjoon finally starts the discussion.

“So, there were a few things I was hoping to talk through before the end of our vacation. Is everyone up for that?”

“Sure, hyung,” Jungkook says around a mouthful of food. “What are we talking about?”

The rest of them agree as well, and Namjoon gives a brief flash of a smile before he starts to lay everything out. “I’d like to discuss what things will be like when we get back home. Specifically, the future of our living arrangements, how everyone feels about the night the seven of us spent together, and planning for Hoseok’s upcoming rut.”

“I’d like to be there for it,” Jimin says immediately. “For Hoseok-hyung’s rut, I mean.”

“Me too,” Jungkook agrees, practically beaming as he smiles at Jimin and then Namjoon.

Holy shit.

After the other night, this shouldn’t be that much of a surprise, but it’s just… They’ve spent so many cycles separate by this point that Yoongi sort of expected them to make it a full year of courting before they spent anyone’s together. This is way better news though – and he’s clearly not the only one who thinks so.

The spike in scents around the table easily overpowers the meal in front of them, and Taehyung actually lets out a little whoop of joy and drops his utensils to latch onto Jungkook’s side in a hug. “Oh my god, it’s finally happening! You guys have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for this.”

“Minnie, Jungkookie,” Hoseok starts, sounding worried even though Yoongi can smell his coffee scent spiking warm and sweet. “Please don’t take this the wrong way, because I want you there more than you can possibly imagine – but are you sure you want mine to be the first rut you spend with us?”

“Pretty damn sure,” Jimin answers, pushing his empty plate away and focusing his attention on Hoseok. “Why wouldn’t we want that?”

“I can be a little intense. Sometimes demanding.”

“Isn’t that kind of what’s supposed to happen in a rut?” Jungkook asks.

“It is, yes,” Jin says. “If I may, Hobi-yah?”

“Go ahead.”

“I believe that some of the worry here is coming from it being the first rut you two are involved in, while the rest might have something to do with just how big of a shift being in rut feels like for Hobi-yah. Is that a fair statement?”

Hoseok nods, fingers playing with the stem of his wine glass as he pauses for a second or two to think. “I’m not very alpha most of the time, but my ruts are another story entirely.”

“They’re great,” Taehyung says, letting out a dreamy sigh. “I love you all the time, but getting to take care of you when you’re like that is always a treat.”

Yoongi can’t help the little snort of laughter that he lets out. “Says the guy who gets like a thousand orgasms out of the whole deal.”

“A thousand?” Jungkook asks, eyes wide with disbelief. “Are you serious, or–”

“Exaggerating,” Hoseok interrupts. “But I do pull as many as I possibly can out of him. It’s a bit of a thing for me once my rut is going in full force – and something I’d likely try to do to the two of you as well. You’ll hit a point where you can’t orgasm anymore, and the last thing I want is for either of you to feel like you’re disappointing your alpha when that time comes. Especially you, Jungkookie. You submit so easily and so completely, that I’m a little worried about distressing you if I demand something you can’t give in the moment.”

Jungkook doesn’t rush to respond, head slowly tilting to the side like he's really considering what that might feel like for him. (How he does that without dying of embarrassment is a mystery to Yoongi.) Eventually, the omega shrugs and fixes Hoseok with a smile. “I don’t actually think that’s going to be some huge problem. Just because I really like praise, that doesn’t mean I’m going to crumble the second I can’t do exactly what you want. I do appreciate that you’re worried about it and wanna take care of me, but I’m probably more used to it than you think.”

“Why would you be used to that?” Yoongi asks.

“You think Jiminie doesn’t beg for stuff I can’t give when he’s in heat? We’re two omegas. It’s bound to happen that we can’t go enough times to really satisfy one another, and the same thing happens when he’s trying to take care of me. I can actually acknowledge my own limits under some circumstances.”

It’s an image that Yoongi always hates. It grates at something deep inside of him, the thought of their omegas in heat and unsatisfied, trying so hard to take care of one another when they could just… be with the rest of them. He’s aware that they didn’t know each other for those heats before, but that almost makes it more frustrating. The seven of them have spent years living in the same city – years that they could have been looking after Jimin and Jungkook instead of–

“We’ll all be there to make sure things go smoothly,” Namjoon says, pulling Yoongi out of the thoughts and back to the present. “Even if things do start to go a little sideways at any point, there will be plenty of us around to help.”

Hoseok gives a little nod, the smile returning to his face now. “As long as you’re all sure. I just wanted to be clear about how ruts play out for me so I don’t blindside anyone.”

“I must admit that I’m quite excited,” Jin says. “Both because your ruts are always a delight, and also to know that the seven of us will be spending it together like a proper pack.”

“I’m excited too!” Jimin grins while he says it, smile not fading at all as he continues. “And maybe it makes for a good segue to talking about the other night?”

“One thing first,” Jungkook says. “When is your rut, exactly, Hobi-hyung?”

“We’ll have a few weeks after we get back before I hit pre-rut. Then about three days after that, I’ll start my actual rut. I’m usually done by the middle of the fourth day, so it’s about a week in total – and I’m not worried about spending the entire pre-rut together. You can go to class and whatever else you need to do, so long as I know you’re coming back after. Is that… Would that be something you’re okay with?”

There’s a pause as Jimin and Jungkook turn to look at one another, both of them nodding before turning back to Hoseok.

“That sounds great,” Jimin answers.

“Yeah, we’d love to spend a whole week with you guys again – even if it’s not quite as relaxing as a week on vacation. The food is better at the house.”

“Always good to know my hard work is appreciated,” Jin says.

Yoongi wants to ask about them moving in. The two of them are talking like they’d love to spend more time at the house, so why don’t they just spend all their time at the house? His mind flashes back to the conversation he and Jimin had the other night, and it’s the only thing that keeps him from blurting something out.

They’re going to get there. He just has to be patient and hope that their entire group talking about Jimin’s concerns makes more of a difference than he could alone.

“Did that answer your question, Kook-ah?” Namjoon asks.

“Yeah, I’m good.”

“Alright. Why don’t we take care of cleanup quick and then finish the rest of this conversation in the living room?”

Taehyung lets out a giggle. “That’s Namjoon-hyung’s way of saying he might want to cuddle for some of this.”

Rather than deny the accusation, Namjoon just shrugs, a patient smile on his face. “I might, yes.”

*******

Namjoon does admittedly like the thought of being able to cuddle if required, but he also wants to give a little breathing room to process the fact that they’re finally planning to spend the first one of their cycles together. It has hope rising up inside of him about what Jungkook and Jimin’s next heats could look like. About the seven of them together for that too…

One thing at a time.

They hurry through the cleanup from dinner, making quick work of it and then heading back to the living room. Jin grabs a bottle of wine to bring with them, and Jungkook is kind enough to bring a beer for himself and Namjoon. He doesn’t leave after that either. Instead, he sits down right next to Namjoon and reaches out to beckon Jimin over too. It makes sense for them to want to be close, considering what they’re all intending to talk about, and Namjoon loves the fact that he gets to be next to them for it. Yoongi settles in on Namjoon’s other side, while Jin, Taehyung, and Hoseok park themselves in a line on the other couch.

Their conversation quickly drifts back to the night they spent together up in the nest.

Taehyung wastes no time reminding them that it was everything he wanted and more – a sentiment that gets a round of agreements from the rest of them. All questions about the comfort of everybody involved are met with glowing reviews and dreamy sighs (though those mostly come from Hoseok and Taehyung, who seem content to simply gush about how lovely Jungkook looked for all of them).

Of course that’s a sentiment that Namjoon agrees with wholeheartedly. The night couldn’t have gone any better, and getting to cap it off by looking after Jimin while Yoongi and Jungkook shared their first time was perfect. Between that and hearing his mates talk so happily about how it went, he feels even more confident when that part of the conversation finally begins to draw to a close.

It’s time to make the offer.

There’s no way for him to completely get rid of the nervousness lurking inside of him, but after all that’s happened on this vacation, the time is right. They’ve done everything they can without talking about this, and it’s his job to start them on the path to their next steps.

“Alright, I’d like for us to have an honest discussion about what living together might look like,” Namjoon starts, keeping his voice as even as he can. “There’s no time frame attached to this. If anything, it’s more about opening the floor to get everyone’s thoughts on the subject and figure out what the next steps of this courting arrangement are.”

“Is it even still courting?” Jungkook asks. “I mean, we all love each other and we’re gonna be a pack, so…”

Namjoon snakes a hand around Jungkook’s waist and presses a kiss to his cheek. “I consider it courting until the moment you’re living with us and have claiming bites on your neck – but the others might have a different view.”

“I’m actually with Joonie-hyung here,” Taehyung says. “Courting lasts until you’re indisputably ours.”

“That’s how it went for me,” Hoseok says with a laugh.

“Regardless of what we call it,” Jin says. “Joon-ah’s topic of discussion remains.”

It’s Yoongi who decides to break the ice, giving a little sigh before speaking. “I want JK and Min-ah to live with us. The rest of you do too, but I know there’s stuff to consider first.” He leans forward and peers down past Namjoon and Jungkook toward Jimin. “Min-ah, do you wanna talk?”

“Sure. It’s… You guys probably already know that I’m going to be the one with concerns,” Jimin says, looking a little nervous. This is a moment where Namjoon wishes he could catch the omega’s scent, but this sort of big group discussion feels like the wrong place to ask for the first time. Gaze falling to the floor for a moment, Jimin pauses, taking a breath before glancing up at them. “Am I the only one?”

“Not in the slightest,” Jin answers immediately. “While our concerns might differ substantially, I do have some of my own.”

It’s impossible to miss the relief on Jimin’s face. “Can we talk about some of them, hyung?”

“Of course. I’d be happy to start. One of my concerns would be us moving too fast and making either of you uncomfortable, but we can figure out how to handle that when we talk about your portion of this. The other big one I have is scheduling. I’d hate for a move to disrupt an important time in either of your schooling. It’s my understanding that things will begin ramping up once you return from this vacation?”

“That’s a good point,” Jungkook says. “I don’t really want to be packing up and moving on finals week or even the couple of weeks before, honestly.”

“I mean, we could hire movers to do literally all of it,” Taehyung says. “Make it so the two of you don’t even have to lift a finger.”

Jungkook’s scent goes a little muted, head shaking a few times before he answers. “I… don’t think I like that?”

“Problem, baby?” Jimin asks, his arm wrapping around Jungkook’s back just above where Namjoon’s arm rests.

“Just… We built every bit of our life in the apartment and… I don’t like the thought of someone else taking it apart. Even if it means waiting a little longer, I’d rather do that myself.”

“Then that’s what we’ll do, Kookie. I didn’t really think about it before, but I like the thought of us packing our things together too.”

“Does that mean you guys would prefer to do it all alone?” Hoseok asks.

Jimin stays silent, waiting for Jungkook’s opinion.

“I’d be fine if you guys wanted to help too. Just don’t want it to be a bunch of strangers.”

“Alright,” Jin says, smiling warmly. “When the time comes, we’ll move you together – though I think I’ll leave the heavy lifting to the rest of you. Other concerns?”

Jungkook goes silent for a moment, then asks, “Us going to school and working… That’s still fine? I know we’ve talked about it before, but I just want to be sure that nobody has changed their mind on that.”

“Still perfectly okay,” Namjoon assures him. “We won’t get in the way of what you want for your life. I might… There could be times where we talk about you both working less, or discuss whether you want to continue working, but I won’t force the issue unless I believe your health or safety are in jeopardy.”

“Okay. Thank you. I think that’s it for stuff I’m worried about.”

“Oh, I've got one,” Hoseok says with a wide smile on his face. “Have you two thought about what kind of bedroom arrangements you’d like? Anything we can plan for, or maybe renovations that need to be made?”

“You mean more renovations?” Jimin asks, tone playful as he leans forward and fixes Namjoon with a knowing smile.

It should probably shake him more than it does, but all Namjoon can muster up is relief that Jimin feels relaxed enough to joke with them about this. The rest of them having concerns (even small ones) is apparently helping quite a bit.

Still, Namjoon does his best to look embarrassed, rubbing at the back of his neck before turning his gaze on Taehyung. “Sounds like I’ve been outed.”

“Only recently,” Taehyung explains. “Us omegas were talking about all of this together earlier, and I wanted them to know how serious we’ve been for ages now.”

“So the three of you have been over this already?” Yoongi asks.

“Yeah,” Jimin says. “We’ve kind of talked over our plan for bedrooms too.”

Jungkook nods, smiling wide. “We’re gonna share. Me, TaeTae, and Jiminie. We’re thinking one bedroom and then a separate nesting room – assuming you’re still okay with that, TaeTae?”

“Yeah, I still think that’ll work best. When we got home, I was kind of planning to start figuring out which rooms might work best for that.”

“I’ll be happy to assist,” Jin says. “I’m sure we can manage – with help from Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah, of course.”

“Sounds good to me.” Jimin pauses, looking around at the rest of them with a little tilt of his head. “My turn then?”

Namjoon looks around to confirm, then gives Jimin a nod. “Yes, I believe it is.”

“Alright. So it’s… I wanna say first that I love the thought of us living together. Kookie and I have talked about it a lot, and I’ve been over it with some of you guys already too. I had a few concerns that have been handled by this vacation, and another that’ll be handled when we spend Hoseok-hyung’s rut together.”

“You wanted to spend one of our cycles together first?” Hoseok asks, coffee scent spiking at the mention of his upcoming rut.

“Yeah. Just feels like an important thing to do once before we all live in the same space.”

“Entirely understandable,” Jin says. “By the time Hoseok-ah’s rut has ended, you’ll both be nearing finals too, so I’m assuming that you’d like to finish out school for the year before moving?”

“Would that be okay?”

As much as Namjoon wants them all living together right this moment, he knows that he can’t miss this opportunity to assure Jimin that his choices will be respected – and maybe answer a question brewing in his mind. He just also needs to make sure he keeps being honest about how he feels. The last thing they need is another misunderstanding.

“We can wait as long as you like. As much as we’re ready to have you in the house with us, it’s important that this happens at a pace you’re both comfortable with. I guess I’m also wondering if maybe… Do you think it will help if we have a tentative date set? Something you can know is approaching and feel secure in planning for?”

Jimin looks ready to answer immediately, but pauses to reach for Jungkook’s hand instead. “What do you think, baby?”

“I’d like that a lot. What about you, hyung?”

“Yeah, I think that would be really nice too.”

“Alright,” Hoseok says. “How far out do we want to plan? Do you want a few months after the school year ends? Maybe sometime in the spring, or–”

“Oh, I don’t think I want to wait that long,” Jimin says, a smile spreading across his face as some of the tension drains from his body. “We’ll have a month or so of school left after your rut, and then we could start packing. A little time to process would be nice, but it doesn’t need to be months after school. Maybe like… two weeks? Would that work?”

The obvious relief from Jimin has Namjoon wondering if Hoseok did that on purpose – providing the omega with an opportunity to say he’s ready sooner than someone was thinking. Whether or not it was intentional, it still lightens the mood considerably.

And the thought that all of them living together is just over two months away…

“That sounds perfect,” Namjoon says. “We’ll get it penciled into our calendars and make sure we’ve got minimal work happening at that time. I’d like to make sure we’re all there as much as possible while you’re settling in.”

“It gives us plenty of time to more properly renovate anything that’s needed now,” Jin says. “This time, I’d like it if the two of you had some input as well.”

Taehyung is practically beaming, a wide smile on his face as he very nearly shakes with excitement. “We can plan together and make it the bedroom of our dreams! It’s gonna be so awesome – and I don’t even have to wait that long!”

*******

Jungkook is so happy to have a plan in place for when they’re going to move in together. He’s been thinking about it more ever since he got the letter from his mom. Before that, he would have been happy to move in at the drop of a hat. In a way, he still is, but…

Once they all live together, he’ll be able to go home – or at least that’s what it sounded like in the letter. He wants that a lot, but having some time to keep figuring out how he feels about everything with his family before he goes back to Busan sounds ideal.

Honestly, he doesn’t want to worry about that tonight.

It helps that everyone else seems so happy too. Taehyung is giggling and smiling wide while he talks about how he wants their new bedroom to look, and the whole room is full of a combination of their happy scents. With all of Namjoon-hyung’s important topics out of the way, they’re free to get caught up in talking about whatever catches their attention, sharing more drinks and reflecting on just how nice this vacation has been.

He’s not even sure who ends up turning music on, just that it has him turning away in the middle of his conversation with Hobi-hyung, immediately looking for the other omegas. Jimin must have had some part to play the music, because he’s giggling and tugging Jin-hyung into the open space in the middle of the living room for a dance. Taehyung is just a few feet away from them, eyes going wide as he scans the room with a smile.

The second he catches Jungkook watching, he beckons him over. “Jungkookie, dance with me?”

Hobi-hyung lets out a laugh and pats Jungkook’s shoulder. “Go ahead, honey. Duty calls, and we can talk about our dramas anytime.”

Jungkook and Taehyung have gotten good at dancing together – and sparring together, and eating together, and… really just everything. While Jungkook feels at home with the entire pack, it’s different when it’s Jimin and Taehyung, like the three of them are equal pieces of the same soul, finally brought together after a lifetime apart. He used to feel complete when it was just him and Jimin, but now…

Sometimes it feels like he knows Taehyung just as well. Maybe not every little personal detail and fact that he intends to accumulate over the rest of their lives, but on a deeper level. He can feel what Taehyung wants when they dance, slight changes in body language that mean he’s looking to get dipper or twirled, the way his scent shifts by a few degrees when he’s yearning to be picked up. It’s inherently different than the cues Jungkook learned from Jimin, but understanding them feels like second nature.

And it’s like that with almost everything they do together.

“Are you feeling good, Jungkookie?” Taehyung asks, leaning in close for some gentle swaying. “You smell really happy.”

“I am really happy. Just thinking about how good we fit together, hyung. Love you so much.”

There’s a spike of maple as Taehyung squeezes him tight and then pulls back with a grin on his face. “Aww, you’re so sweet. Love you too, baby. M’so excited to live together soon.”

~~

Once Taehyung has had his fill, Jungkook heads off toward the kitchen to grab a fresh beer, where he finds Yoongi-hyung digging around in the fridge.

As much fun as it sounds like to scare the alpha, Jungkook steps a little heavier on purpose so that Yoongi-hyung can hear him coming for a second or two before he speaks. “Hey hyung. What are you looking for?”

“Jin-hyung bought olives, but I can’t find them.”

“That’s cause we haven’t opened them yet, so they haven’t made it to the fridge. Here.” Jungkook opens one of the cupboard drawers and reaches up to grab the unopened jar of green olives, passing them to Yoongi-hyung, who’s gently kicking the refrigerator door shut while holding a big jar of pickles in one hand. “Craving something salty, hyung?”

“Joon-ah wants olives for his beer, and I want a dirty martini.” Yoongi takes the jar of olives and then goes quiet, standing in place for a few seconds. “I also wanna ask you about something,” he eventually says, turning toward the martini glass on the counter. “Will you take a few olives to Joon-ah for me and then meet back here?”

“Sure. What are we talking about?”

“I’ll tell you once you’re back. Can I grab you something to drink?”

Jungkook considers the beer he was planning on and then looks at Yoongi’s ingredients. “Can I have what you’re having?”

Yoongi smiles. “Sure thing. I’ll have one ready for you.”

It doesn’t take more than a few minutes to run the olives out to Namjoon-hyung, and most of that time is actually taken up by the alpha pulling Jungkook in for a kiss and then muttering something about how pretty he looks right now. Normally, Jungkook would be eager to climb into Namjoon’s lap and accept the attention, but he forces himself to stand back up once their kiss finishes.

Namjoon lets out a little laugh and smiles way too handsomely up at Jungkook. “Somewhere you need to be, pup?”

“Gonna go talk to Yoongi-hyung. He’s making me a martini.”

“Alright. Don’t let me keep you then.”

Jungkook forces himself to turn away from Namjoon-hyung’s gorgeous smile and vows to return later to get the attention the alpha seems so ready to give him. Back in the kitchen, Yoongi is standing with his back against the counter, taking a slow sip from his glass while another sits untouched waiting for Jungkook.

“You okay with sitting out by the onsen?” Yoongi asks, passing Jungkook his glass.

“Sure. It’s nice enough outside.”

Yoongi leads the way while Jungkook takes a sip of his drink. It’s perfect, a mix of alcohol and salty brine that makes him smile immediately. The addition of pickle juice makes it way better than any other martini he’s ever tried.

“Hyung, this is the best,” Jungkook says as they step out into the night air. It’s chilly, but not unpleasantly so – especially when he’s feeling a little warm from the couple of drinks he’s had. “You gotta show me how to make this some time, cause every other martini I’ve ever had has sucked in comparison.”

“The key is to just make it dirtier than you think,” Yoongi says with a laugh. “Glad you like it though. Wanna sit by the onsen?”

“Sure. Might dunk my feet in too.”

“Hell yeah. That sounds nice.”

They both sit down at the edge of the onsen, taking off their shoes and socks, and then rolling up their pants until they can dangle their legs in the warm water. It feels good. All of this does.

“Gonna be kind of sad to go home tomorrow,” Jungkook says. “This has been so much fun.”

“Yeah, it’s been great. I do kind of miss being at home, but we should make sure we don’t forget to book a vacation for next year.”

Jungkook nods, taking another sip of his drink. “So what are we talking about, hyung?”

“I was talking to Min-ah the other night, and he mentioned some of what he’s nervous about with his heats – like having them with us, I mean. It got me wondering about yours. I know you said you want it to be with all of us this time, so is there anything you’re worried about with that?”

“You know… I don’t think it’s something I’ve honestly thought about much – or at least not the worry part. I’ve thought a lot about having my heat with everyone, but I don’t think there’s anything I’m afraid of or anything. You guys always take good care of me. Don’t know why that would be any different during my heat.”

“Alright,” Yoongi says, scooting a little closer until they’re pressed side to side and he can wrap an arm around Jungkook’s back. “Tell me about what it’s like for you then.”

“What do you want to know?”

“What changes? Anything special you need? Foods you crave? Min-ah likes slow dancing in preheat, so what do you like? How do we keep you the most comfortable and happy?”

Jungkook’s scent is spiking sweet before he can even properly process all the questions Yoongi-hyung just asked him. His alpha wants to make sure he’s taken care of during his heat, and it makes satisfaction curl warm in his belly. Maybe not just satisfaction either…

Not for the first time, he feels a little ache in his scent gland – so small he isn’t even sure if he’s actually feeling it, or if he just wants to be claimed so badly that he’s imagining it. Either way, it leaves him thinking fondly about what it will be like to feel five sets of teeth sink into his neck.

“You smell really nice,” Yoongi-hyung says, the hand curled around Jungkook’s waist giving a gentle squeeze. “Do you just like your heats that much?”

“No– Or well, actually… Sorry, I was thinking about… Would you guys claim me during? If I asked, I mean?”

Yoongi-hyung stops midway through a sip of his drink, a little choked sound leaving him before he starts coughing, the arm dropping from around Jungkook’s waist.

“Are you okay, hyung? Did you swallow wrong?”

A few more seconds of coughing and Yoongi manages to croak out, “Fucking hell. I should know by now to expect your complete lack of filter.”

“Sorry, was that a bad question?”

That earns Jungkook an unimpressed look. “You can’t tell me that you don’t know how fucking good of a question that is, baby. Like good enough that I’d probably want to jump up and down if I wasn’t busy dying. I just… I have to know if– Do you really want that?”

“To be claimed?” Jungkook asks, slightly confused by the question. “Isn’t that kind of an obvious next step if we’re all moving in and talking about spending ruts and heats together?”

“I mean like… Do you want it to happen during your heat? And you made it sound like you wanted all of us in a row.”

“Is that… bad?”

“JK, sweetheart, I really need you to actually answer some of these questions. For the record, none of this is bad. It’s incredible and really goddamn exciting and I’m just doing my best to process it without tackling you.” Yoongi stops, settling a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder before he can start to move closer. “No. That wasn’t an invitation. We’re talking. So talk.”

Okay. Answering questions. Jungkook can do that. Sometimes when he’s a little tipsy, he just wants to ask all sorts of things, questions falling from his lips with little thought to what’s being asked of him in return – or at least that’s what Jimin has told him.

“We can do it different if you guys want, but yeah, I like the thought of you all claiming me one after the other. And you asked earlier if I like my heats. I do.”

“Alright, that’s a start,” Yoongi-hyung says, rubbing a hand down his face and taking another sip of his drink before setting it aside. “The claiming thing is something we should all talk about together, but I’m warning you now that Joon is going to lose his shit – with happiness, just in case that wasn’t fucking obvious.”

Jungkook nods, eyes on Yoongi-hyung as he holds in the tipsy stream of questions he wants to ask and just waits instead.

“Okay, what about your heat? Tell me about it? I know I asked you a bunch of questions before, but I’d settle for an overview if that’s easier.”

“Not really easier,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “Sorry, I just got excited before and started talking. My heats are… I feel like they’re pretty normal? My appetite isn’t affected by much, but I do crave sweets pretty intensely.”

“What kind of sweets are we talking?”

“We’ve made do with granola bars for a few of them. When we had more money, Jiminie would bake for me. Mostly… fruity desserts and lots of chocolate. I think what I crave most is stuff with a lot of whipped cream, like those really light cakes with the thick layers of fruit and cream, or filled donuts with chocolate on top – that sort of thing.”

“What about ice cream?” Yoongi-hyung asks.

“Too messy.”

“And that other stuff isn’t?”

“Ice cream melts. If I ate faster, it would be fine, but I’m easily distracted.”

“I thought you liked gross melted ice cream?”

“I do – and it’s not gross. But I don’t like being covered in it and I always seem to make a mess when I try to enjoy my ice cream soup in heat.”

“Ice cream soup. Oh my god.” Yoongi lets out a laugh, slipping his arm back around Jungkook’s waist. “Okay, I’m gonna let that go and focus on the whipped cream and chocolate. Tae is gonna be all over that for you. What else do you like? Anything we can do to make you more comfy in preheat?”

“Praise is probably pretty obvious, but I umm…” Jungkook trails off, taking a sip of his drink as he feels his cheeks going warm. “I really need it once my cycle starts. I’m super sensitive to criticism, and apparently I cry at the drop of a hat if I think I’ve done a bad job or made someone unhappy. I don’t usually remember that part, but Jiminie says it’s happened a few times.”

“Plenty of praise. We can definitely do that. How about stuff that soothes you?”

“Lots of cuddles, but I think that’s pretty normal. Umm… I guess there is one thing I really like.”

“What’s that?”

“I tend to get kind of tense sometimes, so Jiminie massages my neck and shoulders for me. It always feels really good, but my favorite is when he rubs my scalp, or even just plays with my hair. There are times during my preheat where we watch TV in our nest and he does it for hours.”

Yoongi lets out a little hum of consideration, the hand at Jungkook’s waist shifting to trail slowly up his back. “Can I try?”

That’s not a question Jungkook needs to even think about.

“Sure. Do you want me to move at all, hyung?”

“Nah, you’re fine. M’just curious what you like.”

Yoongi’s hand trails its way up the nape of Jungkook’s neck, fingers spreading and weaving into his hair as they press gently into the scalp. It makes him shiver, warmth radiating down his neck and shoulders while his body relaxes further against Yoongi-hyung’s. The motions already feel good, but then Yoongi starts making little adjustments, slight increases in pressure followed by a gentle scrape of his nails along the scalp.

A low purr starts up in Jungkook’s chest, goosebumps spreading along his skin.

“Feels nice, hyung.”

The scent of warm cinnamon coming off of Yoongi gets even stronger, and he keeps his fingers moving as he talks. “Seok-ah does this for me sometimes when I need to relax. He’s gonna love doing it for you – and that goes for actual massages too. The fact that you find them extra soothing in heat is going to make him so happy. Makes me happy too.” Yoongi goes quiet for a moment, silence stretching between them until he whispers, “We’re going to take such good care of you, sweetheart.”

Jungkook leans back and turns to face Yoongi-hyung, letting the alpha’s hand drop out of his hair and reaching to take it in his own instead. “I love that, but I wanna take care of you too. Like when you have your next rut, maybe I could help cook for you too? And I wanna see you all cuddly and soft like TaeTae talked about.”

Yoongi smiles, leaning in for a kiss that Jungkook is happy to give him. “You’re gonna make my heart explode,” he mumbles, staying close enough to press his lips to Jungkook’s cheek next. “But yeah, I’d like that a lot, baby. Never want to have another rut without you and Min-ah if I don’t have to.”

“You won’t have to, hyung. We’ll be there. I promise.”

Notes:

This night isn't quite over yet. Next week, Jimin and JK will get a chance to check in, and then the pack will share a little more good news before bed. After that, we'll wrap up this vacation arc with a little focus on Taehyung.

See you there <3 :D

Chapter 147: Heading Home

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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As much as Jimin absolutely adores it, he does eventually get distracted from his dancing with Jin, mostly because he needs another drink and sees Taehyung getting up to grab one. They end up followed by Hoseok, who insists on mixing something for each of them. With them leaving tomorrow, there aren’t a ton of ingredients left in the house, but the alpha makes do.

A couple of minutes later, Jimin leaves the kitchen with a pretty orange cocktail and starts making his way back to the living room. Taehyung and Hoseok are still back in the kitchen, distracted by trying to come up with weird cocktail combinations, so he’s able to make a relatively quiet approach.

There’s still soft music coming from the living room, but that’s not all he hears. Jimin can just make out hints of Jin’s voice coming from the room as well, so he pauses just out of sight to listen in on whatever conversation is happening. He’s ready to leave if he hears anything that feels like it should be private, but instead it’s just sweet.

“Yes, darling, that’s perfect. Now make sure to follow the step through with your left foot, and… Wonderful. Then we repeat from the top.”

Jimin can’t resist a peek, leaning forward just around the corner of the hallway until he sees Namjoon and Jin holding one another and slow dancing. Neither of them are looking at him, and whatever question Namjoon asks Jin is too quiet for him to pick up.

“Of course,” Jin answers. “I’ll guide you through it as many times as you need. When in doubt, gentle swaying like this is always an option, but if you’d like to transition back to a box step, you…”

Jimin turns away and leaves the two of them to it, cheeks heating up at the realization that Namjoon is likely learning to dance at least partially because of him. He already couldn’t stop smiling, but now it grows even wider. They’re going to move in together. They have a date set – and it’s far enough out that Jimin has some time to prepare, but not so long that it feels silly. Just a couple of months. Then he and Jungkook will…

Wait. Where is Jungkook?

The realization that he hasn’t seen his mate in like twenty minutes gets him curious enough to go wandering through the house. There’s no trace of him through most of the first floor, but Jimin spots the glow of lights out by the onsen, so he heads down the hall into the smaller living room and exits out into the pleasantly cool night air.

Immediately, he hears the faint sound of Jungkook giggling, followed by some indistinct chatter and a laugh he recognizes as Yoongi’s. A few steps outside and he finally catches sight of the two of them, sitting side by side at the edge of the onsen with their feet dangling in the water. They’ve both turned to look at him, probably alerted by the sound of the door.

“Hey, Min-ah,” Yoongi says, waving him over. “What’s up?”

“Just wondering where you guys went. If I’m interrupting, I can leave you be.”

“You’re not interrupting, hyung,” Jungkook says, reaching out for Jimin’s hand as he approaches. “Wanna sit with us? What are the others up to?”

“Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung are still in the living room dancing, but TaeTae and Hobi-hyung are busy mixing drinks,” Jimin explains, pulling off his shoes and socks so that he can dip his feet into the water too.

Yoongi lets out a little puff of laughter. “Shit. If Hoseok-ah is mixing drinks, I should probably go babysit and make sure Jin-hyung has enough water. Last thing we need is for him to be miserable tomorrow. You guys okay if I go look after him?”

“We’re fine,” Jungkook says. “Thanks for hanging out with me, hyung.”

“I had fun too.” Yoongi stands up and turns to walk away before thinking better of it and leaning down to give Jungkook a quick peck on the lips, followed by Jimin just seconds later. “Alright, now I’m gonna go.”

With Yoongi gone, Jimin scoots right up to Jungkook’s side and lets his feet dangle in the warm water of the onsen. “You smell nice,” he says, taking in a deep breath of Jungkook’s sweet orange scent, gone all floral with content. “Were you guys having fun?”

“Yeah. Yoongi-hyung made us each a martini and asked if we could talk for a bit.”

“Anything exciting?”

“He was asking about my heat. Like what kind of stuff I like and how they can best look after me.”

“Did you tell him about how much you crave dessert?”

“Yep, and about how much praise I need. Then I told him about how I love when you play with my hair or give me little scalp massages, and he asked if he could try. It was so nice.”

“You really do love a good scalp massage.” Jimin lets out a little giggle, heart already feeling a bit too big for his chest at the thought of all of them looking after Jungkook the way he deserves. As hard as he’s tried, there’s a limit to what he’s been able to offer when recovering from his own heat, so knowing that someone else will be there when he passes out from exhaustion makes him so happy. “I can’t believe we’ll have a heat that isn’t just us.”

“You want to have yours with them too, right? I know you’ve kind of talked about it, but have you made any sort of decision?” Jungkook’s tone is casual as he asks the question, his arm slipping around Jimin’s waist.

“I haven’t really told anyone else yet, but… I’m pretty sure I will, yeah.”

“Are you scared still?”

Jimin gives a little shrug, slipping his arm around Jungkook’s waist in return and taking a sip of his drink. “I am, but it’s hard to feel like I have a reason to be when they’re all so nice to us. How about you, baby? Scared at all?”

“I don’t think so. Nervous, maybe – but mostly just excited. I really… They’re going to take good care of us, hyung.”

“Yeah, I think so too. Was just imagining what it will be like for you to get properly doted on in your heat. We’ll be able to afford all the foods you love, and there will be enough people around that they can handle the tail end of my heat and make your preheat wonderful at the same time. You’ll have all the cuddles you could ever want.”

“I think it’s gonna be amazing,” Jungkook says, feet slowly kicking in the water as they both go silent and sip their drinks. Within a minute or so he’s finished the last of his martini, setting the glass off to the side and letting his head drop down to rest on Jimin’s shoulder. After one deep breath, he mutters a soft little, “Talk to me?”

“About what, Kookie?”

“All of it. Tell me about still feeling a little scared for your heat, and then about how you feel now that we have a move-in date set.”

“Oh, are you full of questions tonight?”

Jungkook nods gently against Jimin’s shoulder. “Was doing that tipsy thing where I ask too many to Yoongi-hyung.”

“I bet he thought it was cute. Where do you want me to start?”

“Your heat.”

“Just the usual stuff,” Jimin says, tipping his head to rest over Jungkook’s while he watches the reflection of the moon ripple on the surface of the onsen. “You always tell me it’s fine when I get needy, and I believe that it is for you, but it still feels scary to think of someone else seeing me like that. And I… I guess I don’t know if it’s going to be worse or better with the alphas there. I want them to be there, but a part of me is terrified that I’ll perceive the slightest shift as rejection and start panicking.”

“Have you thought about what happens if it’s not like that?”

“What do you mean?”

“Like if having them there actually helps? Or if you feel secure enough to not be afraid that they’re going to abandon you? I’m not sure exactly what’s going to happen but I know you’ve thought about the worst case scenario plenty – so have you thought about the best?”

The question actually makes Jimin’s thoughts stop in their tracks.

Has he considered that?

What if everything goes perfectly? What if he feels so secure being surrounded by his alphas that all of the fear just washes away and he can breathe easy as he slips under? All the aching waves of desire and satisfaction allowed to play out as normally as they do for Taehyung or Jungkook, everyone looking after him and not disappointed at all, just happy to be there and–

“It hurts,” Jimin whispers, feeling his scent trying to waver.

Maybe… This could be a good place to try and practice…

At the first hint of burnt vanilla in the air, Jungkook’s orange scent spikes strong and clear, his arm tightening around Jimin’s waist. “I like that you’re letting me smell, Jiminie. Thank you. Can you tell me why it hurts though?”

“It’s… I just don’t want to feel so much hope for something that I might not be able to have.”

“I think it’s a good idea, honestly.”

“How do you figure?”

“Because spending so much time being afraid of the worst possible outcome hurts you too. You already know what that possibility looks like, so maybe spending a little time thinking of the good version wouldn’t hurt any more than that?”

“That’s…” Jimin trails off, gaze shifting up from the surface of the onsen to the night sky above them. Is it really that simple? It’s not like he’s learning anything new by thinking himself in circles over and over about his worst fears, and so far not a single one of them has come true as far as the pack is concerned. Would it really hurt worse to try? “That might not be a bad point. I want to be excited with you, even if I’m still a little scared sometimes too.”

“That sounds better to me. I wanna be there when you’re scared, just like I know you’re going to be for me.”

“I thought you said you weren’t scared?”

“Not really about my heat.”

“Then what are you afraid about, baby?”

Jungkook is silent for a few seconds, voice coming out soft when he eventually mutters, “Moving in together.”

“Talk to me about it? You seemed really excited when we were all discussing it earlier.”

“I am excited for that part. It’s just that… I’ll be able to go home once mom knows I’m safe.”

It’s something that Jimin has been thinking about too – what it will be like to return to Busan to visit with Jungkook’s family. Jimin won’t see his own. He knows that already. There’s no relationship left to salvage there, but he does miss some of the other people they’ll be able to see there, and Jungkook’s family is sort of like his second family anyway. But he knows this is all way harder for Jungkook to process. There’s been so much hurt in the years since they left, and having confirmation that his mom has been watching them in some capacity this whole time makes things… complicated.

Jimin understands why Jungkook’s mom chose this path, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t angry about it, at least for Jungkook’s sake. After all the tears Jimin has watched his mate shed over the loss of his family, it would be impossible not to be angry.

“You know we don’t have to go back until you’re ready, right?” Jimin says, turning his head to press a kiss into Jungkook’s hair.

“But the second she tells me I can, I know I will.”

“Does that upset you?”

“I don’t know. Maybe? Or more like… I just don’t want her to think that everything is going to be fine right away. What if I come running back and she thinks it’s all fixed?”

“Your mom is a lot of things, but stupid isn’t one of them,” Jimin says carefully. He wants to assure his mate that everything will be okay, but he also needs to try and open the door for Jungkook to get some of these feelings out. “I’m pretty sure she knows she messed up, even if it’s done the job of keeping you safe. And if she doesn’t understand the gravity of it, then you can tell her.”

“But what if…” Jungkook trails off, voice shaking enough that Jimin can’t help but wonder if he’s about to cry. Instead, the few seconds of silence are followed by a puff of laughter and Jungkook reaching out for Jimin’s cocktail. “This is so dumb,” he mumbles, taking a sip of the drink and then passing it back. “I’m worried about her pushing me away when she sees that I’m angry – like she hasn’t just spent the last three years pushing me away all on her own anyway.”

“That’s not dumb, Kookie. You’re allowed to worry about it, especially after everything you’ve been through.”

We’ve been through, hyung. You were right here with me through all of it, and I know you will be when I see her again too.”

“Of course I will. Wouldn’t miss it for the world – and besides, who else is going to give Junghyun a hard time for writing literally two sentences in the letter you got from them?”

That has Jungkook cracking up properly, shoulders shaking with laughter and a smile stretching across his face. “He really did, didn’t he?”

“At least we know that hasn’t changed. Really though, I’m pretty sure your mom is going to want to see you even if you show up screaming at her.”

“Yeah, I think so too. I just get scared sometimes. Part of me wants to get it over with and just see her, but I’m also kind of glad that we have some time first. I want… I think I’d like it better if I could show up with at least some of my feelings already processed.” Jungkook pauses for a few seconds, then shrugs. “Not really what I want to worry about on the last night of our vacation though. This has been great.”

Jimin nods in agreement, content to let Jungkook change the subject if that’s what he wants. “It really has been. Gonna feel kind of weird to go back to the apartment after all of this.”

“Not for too long though. A couple of months will fly by like nothing. You feel okay about that?”

“I do, yeah. It’s nice to have a date to plan for that still gives me some time to sit with it before it’s time to go. There’s just so much coming up – Hoseok-hyung’s rut, finals, moving in, visiting Busan again, our heats…” Jimin trails off, taking a sip of his cocktail.

“Getting claimed.”

That very nearly has Jimin spitting his drink right back out. He swallows and sputters his way through a couple of coughs, mind almost immediately racing. It’s not like he hasn’t thought about being claimed too, but he kind of figured they would maybe save discussing that for another night, considering the big talks they’ve already had today.

Jungkook giggles, a playful expression on his flushed face. “You’re the second person I’ve done that to tonight. Is my filter broken? Are we not supposed to talk about that right now?”

“Kookie, your filter is always broken. And we can talk about it – I just wasn’t expecting it to come out of nowhere like that. Who else did you make nearly spit out their drink tonight?”

“Yoongi-hyung. He was talking about my heat and I asked if he thought everyone would claim me during if I asked.”

Jimin can’t help giggling at that too. He can imagine exactly how taken aback Yoongi must have been, probably sputtering even worse than Jimin was just seconds ago. “God, I wish I could have seen that.”

“It was a little funny.”

“So, is that what you think you might want? To be claimed during your heat? Nice and traditional?”

Jungkook tilts his head in thought, gaze falling on the water below them. “Maybe? Once we live together I guess I don’t see much point in waiting, and I bet it would feel really good to be claimed by everyone during my heat. I mean, I’m already going to be feeling great… but I don’t know. Have you thought about it at all, hyung?”

“A little in passing, but not really about how I want it to happen. If you’re planning to do them all at once though… It might feel weird if I don’t do them with you. My mate being claimed into a pack I’m not technically a part of myself would probably make my instincts go haywire.”

“Oh, I didn’t think of that. We don’t have to do it that way then, hyung. We can wait as long–”

“Hold on,” Jimin interrupts. “I’m not saying no. We’ve got some time until then, so can I think about it for a bit? I haven’t really given any thought to how it’s gonna happen, so let me take a bit to mull it over?”

“Sure,” Jungkook says, smiling back at Jimin. “As long as you need. There’s no rush. We should probably head back inside soon anyway, right? I bet TaeTae is wondering where we are.”

“Or he might be watching the show.”

“What show?”

“Before I came out here, I saw… Jin-hyung was teaching Namjoon-hyung how to slow dance.”

Jungkook’s eyes go wide, his smile growing into a grin. “That’s so cute. Do you think they’re trying to get ready for your preheat?”

“Probably. It’s… Honestly, It’s so sweet that I don’t exactly know what to do about it.”

“That’s easy. We go help, silly.”

*******

Namjoon is somewhat regretting the fact that he skipped the dance classes offered to him in his youth. They had been his uncle’s suggestion, so he really should have given them a chance. Still, the second best time to learn a new skill is now, so he does his best to follow Jin’s instructions – at least until the beta is tugged away for a glass of water by Yoongi.

They haven’t had a chance to drink too much, but there’s no harm in being proactive about making sure Jin doesn’t end up hungover – and the beta loves Yoongi’s fussing, no matter what he says out loud.

Plus it gives Namjoon a chance to sit while Hoseok and Taehyung demonstrate simple dance moves, chatting and laughing as they twirl around the living room. He’ll need more practice before he’s anywhere near as good as they are (let alone how good Jin is), but they have a few months before Jimin and Jungkook’s next heats. They’ll need to block out the time on their calendar, start working on a shopping list of everything the two of them love most during their cycles, maybe pick up another new skill if there’s something he can learn for Jungkook too…

The running list of things to do keeps his thoughts occupied until Jimin and Jungkook return from their brief time alone outside.

They appear to be perfectly happy, which is a little bit of a relief. Namjoon wasn’t too terribly worried about whatever they were talking about, but he figured that checking in about their move-in date was one of the things they would need to discuss. Remaining inside and giving them time to talk is something the entire pack agreed on once Yoongi came back into the house – and it’s good to see that it apparently went well.

Jungkook waves, then gives Jimin a gentle shove forward into the living room before turning and disappearing back toward the kitchen (probably intending to go poke fun at Jin).

It doesn’t really seem like the push was necessary, because Jimin’s eyes land on Namjoon right away, a smile on his face as he walks up and sits down right in Namjoon’s lap. “Hey, hyung,” he says, tone cheerful and his cheeks flushed from the couple of drinks he’s had.

“Hi, Minnie. How are you feeling?”

“Really good. Honestly even better after catching a glimpse of Jin-hyung showing you how to dance. Not to be presumptuous, but–”

“It’s so I can dance with you when your heat comes,” Namjoon answers, a smile on his own face as he leans in and presses a soft kiss to Jimin’s lips. “I might not be very good, but I’d still like to participate.”

“You don’t have to be good at it. I’m fine with just standing and swaying too.”

“But I know how happy you were about Jin being able to lead you the way you like during your last preheat. Even if I can’t quite match his skill, I’d be delighted to be a little better when the time comes. Is there anything I can practice for Kook-ah as well?”

“Yeah, let me tell you his favorite thing.” Jimin’s smile goes coy, scent spiking a little sweeter as he leans in toward Namjoon’s ear and whispers, “Take him for a bath and wash his hair for him. He’s a sucker for a scalp massage at any point, but that move always turns him into a puddle. You’ll be his favorite for sure with that.”

Rather than pull away when he’s done speaking, Jimin leans in further. He presses a kiss to Namjoon’s neck, then begins scenting him, slow and thorough. It’s such a huge shift from their more skittish interactions at the beginning of this vacation, when Jimin was still avoiding Namjoon for fear of leaking. He doesn’t seem the least bit afraid now as he sits in Namjoon’s lap, scenting and allowing himself to be scented in return.

A lot has changed in this past week – but apparently there’s still one more bit of good news waiting for Namjoon.

When Jimin finally pulls back from their scenting, he glances around the room. It’s just the two of them in here now, and Namjoon can hear the sounds of laughter and muffled conversation coming from the kitchen. Apparently satisfied with this, Jimin turns his attention back to Namjoon.

“There’s something I think I wanna say, hyung.”

“Yeah? Something on your mind, pup? I’d love to hear it, whatever it is.”

Again, Jimin gives a quick glance around the room before his eyes settle back on Namjoon, a slightly shy smile on his pretty face. “I was talking to Kookie just now and he asked… It’s…” He trails off for a moment, eventually letting out a little puff of laughter. “Sorry, I think I’m a little embarrassed. The point is that I’d like to have my next heat with all of you too. The whole thing, if that’s okay.”

Namjoon really can’t be blamed for his response – not when he’s just found out that they’ll be spending both of their new omegas’ heats together. He hooks his arm under Jimin’s legs and picks him up in a bridal carry, smiling wide and spinning the two of them around in a couple of energetic circles.

Jimin lets out a little yelp of surprise that quickly turns to a giggle as he loops his arms around Namjoon’s neck. “I’m guessing that’s a ‘yes’?”

“A very enthusiastic yes,” Namjoon answers, stopping their spinning but not setting Jimin down for even a second. “The most excited yes that you can possibly imagine. We’re going to take such good care of you and Kook-ah.”

“What’s all the fuss in here about?” Taehyung asks as he steps into the living room and takes in the sight before him with a grin. The rest of their pack isn’t far behind him, all apparently drawn by the commotion. “Looks like something good.”

Namjoon looks down at Jimin and gets his answer before he can even ask the question.

“I was asking Namjoon-hyung if I could have my next heat with all of you too,” Jimin announces. “I’ve been thinking about it, and after talking with Kookie… That’s what I’d like to do.”

The next few minutes are just an entire slew of energetic whoops, their pack eagerly closing in around them, each muttering their excited agreements. Namjoon expected nothing less, and Jimin seems happy about the response, his vanilla scent perfectly sweet in the air even once Namjoon finally sets him down so the other omegas can pull him into a proper group hug.

“We’re going to give the two of you the best heats of your life,” Taehyung declares. “You’re gonna be so comfortable and safe and satisfied. I promise, it’s like nothing you’ve ever experienced before. Your first heats with an alpha and you get the three best ones I could find.”

“That makes it sound like you picked us out at a store,” Yoongi grumbles, but there’s no heat behind the words. His cinnamon scent is so warm and sweet that there isn’t a single doubt in Namjoon’s mind about how happy he is.

“I mean, I was kind of spoiled for choice in college – but there was never any contest,” Taehyung says. “It was you and Joonie-hyung from the moment I laid eyes on you, and then I was lucky enough to stumble across Hobi-hyung too. Honestly, I have the best taste in mates. You’re all so lucky to have me.”

“We really are, honey,” Hoseok says, latching onto the omega group hug with a grin. “You’re the sticky glob of glue at the center of our pack that keeps picking up new mates.”

“That… doesn’t sound particularly flattering, but it is undeniably on brand, so I’ll take it!”

~~

The seven of them spend a few more hours downstairs together, first just talking excitedly about how they can best plan for Jimin and Jungkook’s heats. Yoongi shares some new facts he learned about Jungkook’s preferences, and Taehyung offers up options based on what he finds comforting in his own heats.

It’s all so satisfying to Namjoon’s pack alpha instincts. He can hardly believe all of the good news he’s gotten today – a move in date, plans for Hoseok’s rut, and now both of their heats. The fact that they’ll all be under one roof by the time they get to spend two weeks looking after their new omegas only makes it better. The thought of trying to spend another cycle apart is…

Well, it’s not something he needs to worry about anymore.

Jimin and Jin get caught up talking about different dessert options for Jungkook’s heat, which leads them to discussing the best possible way to make a strawberry and cream crepe cake. That gets Taehyung thinking about something sweet, and soon all of them are indulging in a snack after their evening drinking.

Yoongi takes the opportunity to make sure everyone stays hydrated, switching out empty cocktail glasses for bottles of water while their mates are busy eating. Namjoon catches him on his return from dropping off the last of the dishes in the kitchen, tugging him down onto his lap and pressing a kiss to his scent gland.

“Thank you for taking care of everyone, pup. We’re so lucky to have you.”

“Not a big deal,” Yoongi mumbles in response, leaning into the touch even as he does his best to rebuff the compliment. “Just making sure that–”

Namjoon isn’t certain whether it’s how satisfied he feels right now, or his work on leaning into his more alpha instincts – but either way, he decides to give his mate a reward that’s easier to tolerate, pressing his teeth into the skin just a couple of inches from Yoongi’s scent gland. It definitely gets the desired response, Yoongi’s protests replaced by a shuddering breath and a wonderfully sweet spike of cinnamon that fills Namjoon’s senses. He doesn’t linger too long before pulling back, just a few seconds so that he can make sure Yoongi really feels it.

“Better?” he asks, keeping his voice low as he takes in the slightly dazed look on his mate’s face.

Yoongi blinks a few times, like he can’t quite believe what’s just happened. His mouth opens and then closes again, until eventually he nods and breathes a soft, “Better,” before tipping forward to scent Namjoon with soft swipes of his tongue.

It still feels like Namjoon is out on a limb when he does stuff like this, but he’s yet to see a single negative reaction from his pack. If anything, they all seem to gladly lean into his attention, no matter how possessive or overbearing he’s worried it might be. He’s starting to consider the possibility that somewhere along the line, his gauge for what is acceptable behavior got messed up – and that what he considers too much is at least closer to what other people consider normal.

And the scariest part is that… Even though he’s out of his comfort zone and anxious about some of the interactions, they still feel so goddamn good. Like this? Settling Yoongi with nothing more than a soft bite – not even hard enough to bruise? It’s wonderfully satisfying, and it makes him feel like he could do more.

Maybe that’s why when he sees Hoseok and Jin both yawning at the same time less than an hour later, he decides that they’re all going to bed.

The yawn is apparently contagious, spreading to Taehyung and Jimin, then Jungkook and Yoongi before Namjoon stands up and clears his throat. “Looks like things are winding down for the night. How about one more sleep in the nest before we have to go home tomorrow?”

“A cuddle pile does sound rather delightful,” Jin says, letting out one more yawn. “I believe I’m ready for bed.”

“I’m ready too,” Jungkook agrees.

Yoongi looks at Jimin, both of them shrugging and giving a little nod before he says, “This vacation has really messed with our sleep schedules if we’re ready for bed before ten – but the nest sounds good.”

Once Taehyung and Hoseok agree too, the seven of them go get into their pajamas, shuffling off to various bathrooms to brush their teeth and prepare for bed, then meeting back in the nesting room. The omegas climb into the nest first, making a few tiny adjustments before inviting the rest of them inside.

Namjoon knows immediately what he wants, and he doesn’t let himself hesitate, climbing into the nest and getting right next to Jimin and Jungkook. “Considering all the good news today, I’d really love to have both of you close tonight. Would that be alright?”

Jungkook gives Jimin a sleepy smile and mutters, “Alpha sandwich?”

“Alpha sandwich,” Jimin agrees. “Come here, hyung.”

Once Namjoon is settled between them, they curl up against either side of him, each pressing a kiss to his cheek and slinging an arm over his chest. It’s perfect – especially when Taehyung spoons up against Jimin’s back and throws an arm over him too, fingertips brushing Namjoon’s stomach.

It still doesn’t feel like it should be quite this easy to get exactly what he wants. Part of him can’t believe that all it took was asking, but it’s hard to care when he has all three of his omegas within arm’s reach, and the rest of his pack settling in around them.

His only regret is being so comfortable that sleep takes him within minutes.

*******

Once again, Taehyung wakes up in a nest that smells perfectly like his pack, but this time when he gently lifts his head and looks around, he finds everyone still there with him. It’s dark, with just enough moonlight still streaming in through the windows for him to make out the general shape of his surroundings.

He’s not usually awake this early. Not unless it’s from a nightmare, or he needs the bathroom, or–

Oh.

It’s the last day of their vacation. They have one more meal together in this place, and then they’ll be gone before lunchtime, on a plane home with their luggage packed into bags – luggage that will include some of this nest…

He tries not to dwell on the thought of taking it down, to focus instead on Jimin’s vanilla scent in front of him, or Jin’s fresh mint behind him, but it’s no use. Anxiety is already blooming in his belly. He won’t be able to fall back asleep, and if he stays here then his scent will definitely sour enough to wake his mates. They deserve their rest.

Mind made up, Tae presses one soft kiss to the back of Jimin’s neck, then carefully slips free of their cuddle pile, tugging a pillow down into his place. Jin-hyung scoots toward it even in his sleep, one clumsy hand reaching out until he finds Jimin’s hip and wiggles his way closer to the omega.

Perfect. They look just as cozy as before.

Tae ends up downstairs, where the remnants of their evening together are still scattered about. Cleaning isn’t normally high on his list of priorities, but it feels right to begin resetting this house back to how it was when they got here, so he starts tidying up. A couple of empty beer bottles go in the recycling, and he loads up the dishwasher with all of their various bowls and plates from the night before.

It doesn’t completely stop him from thinking about his nest, but having some other task to focus on helps a little.

He’s always hated taking nests down. They represent a piece of stability for him, and losing that always makes him feel like things are crumbling. It’s something that’s plagued him since those early days living with his parents, when everything was horrible and he was locked in his room to handle his heats alone. His nest was really the only source of comfort he had during those heats, and his parents were sure to remove it the second it was no longer required.

The memories haunted him even after he killed his family and moved in with Jin-hyung. There are a handful of times he can remember where he left immediately after he and Jin took apart one of his nests. He was gone for several days each time, convinced in some part of his mind that the removal of his nest meant that Jin would soon take away other things from him as well.

Those years were painful. Tae spent so much of his time consumed in equal parts by yearning for stability, yet being utterly terrified of his comforts being stripped away from him the second he started to take them for granted. Sometimes it felt safer to leave altogether, to not experience all of the love and care Jin-hyung offered so that it wouldn’t hurt so much when it was gone.

But they’re still here.

He’s long since abandoned most of those worries, and yet this still gets to him. He knows nothing is changing. His real nest is still at home, completely undisturbed and waiting for them, so why does it still have to hurt so much to think about taking apart this one? He shouldn’t–

The nesting room door swings open upstairs. Footsteps along the hall – steady, but with some weight to them.

Jin-hyung. Thank god.

A quick look at the clock reveals it’s just after four in the morning. It’s a little early for Jin to be up, but Taehyung is certain that he’s been quiet enough not to disturb any of them, so hopefully the beta woke up of his own accord. Either way, Tae immediately starts making his way over to meet his mate. Stepping out into the hall by the living room, he finds Jin-hyung descending the stairs and still dressed in his pajamas.

Taehyung waits for him at the bottom and practically falls into Jin’s arms the second they open for him. “Morning, hyung,” he whispers.

“Good morning, darling. Worried enough about your nest that you couldn’t sleep?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh, precious thing,” Jin mutters, squeezing Tae closer to his clean mint scent. “I know how much you dislike this. Would it help to know that we will all gladly accompany you up to your permanent nest when we get home? We can get everything freshly scented and perhaps include some of what you bring home as well?”

That does help a tiny bit, but Taehyung still can’t quite keep the pout off of his face when he pulls back and asks, “How do you know that everyone will stay? What if they have stuff to do, or–”

“I know because we all love you, and the last thing any of us want is to cause you distress. While I’m certain everyone will agree, I promise that I’ll ask as soon as we’re all together this morning.”

Tae supposes that will have to do. If everyone is willing and he can plan for getting his permanent nest properly scented, it’s at least some consolation. After a few slow nods to himself, he takes a deep breath and lets it out through his nose. “Okay. That would help.”

“Until then, why don’t you let me fuss over you until Joon-ah wakes up and I can start on breakfast? I was thinking we should have something special for our final day here.”

“Pancakes?” Taehyung asks, a little edge of hope sneaking into his voice.

“Yes, that would be perfect. We have some fresh fruit to use up, but what’s left is a little bit of everything, so we’ll have to get creative.”

That finally has a little smile spreading across Taehyung’s face. “Different kinds of pancakes? Can I help? And Jungkookie too?”

Jin’s smile widens and he leans down to press a kiss to Tae’s forehead. “That would be lovely. Perhaps Jimin-ah too, if he feels up to it – but I know you and Jungkook-ah have a particular love for altering recipes.”

Making breakfast together and then getting to indulge in a huge plate of different pancakes sounds really good, even if he does have to wait a bit to get started. He’d rather have the other omegas’ help with cooking too, as opposed to him and Jin-hyung getting too early of a start on their own.

“Okay. That sounds like fun. I’m sorry if I woke you up at all, by the way.”

“You did nothing of the sort. It’s not too terribly early for me, and I guessed that you might have some trouble today, so I was hoping to wake up before you. Apparently, I wasn’t quite that fast.”

“I’ve only been up for like twenty minutes. Just doing a little bit of tidying up, but… Can we cuddle for a while, hyung? Please?”

Jin-hyung lets out a little laugh, then reaches down to sweep Tae right off the floor and into his arms. “My thoughts exactly, darling.”

~~

Taehyung spends the next half hour or so cuddled up with Jin-hyung on the couch. Considering that Tae’s thoughts were already drawn toward the past this morning, the two of them end up talking some about the early years they spent together, but mostly about how much they’ve both grown since then.

Jin has always been a remarkable person, but Taehyung is the only member of their pack that knew him as a teenager still trying to find his foothold in the world. His gift for remaining calm even when faced with some of the horrors Taehyung would tell him about has always been a part of him. So has the incredible amount of patience he has for the people he loves. Still, Tae knows that it was the years worth of therapy and trial-and-error that taught his mate how to always keep a conversation moving, to get to the root of an issue and gently expose it, to dig deeper while still providing that perfectly soothing sense of understanding and stability.

It feels good to remind Jin-hyung that Taehyung is proud of him too. They did so much of their growing together that it will be hard for anyone else to fully understand it, but that’s why they have each other for moments like these.

Their conversation has mostly tapered off by the time Namjoon-hyung finds his way to the living room to join them, kneeling in front of the couch and pressing a soft kiss to Taehyung’s lips.

“Morning, pup. How are you feeling?”

“We have to take the nest down,” Tae answers, voice wavering a little as he says it out loud. “I’m okay. I just hate it.”

“Would cuddling with your alpha help?” Jin asks. “I should probably head into the kitchen anyway.”

“You’re not going to make breakfast without me, right?”

“Nothing of the sort, love. I’m planning to make some coffee and pick up where you left off tidying. Maybe a bit of prep work as well, but I’ll save all the fun for when the others join us.”

Taehyung considers for a moment before giving one slow nod. “Alpha cuddles do sound good.”

Namjoon eagerly takes over cuddling duty after Jin leaves, pulling Tae right into his lap and pressing kisses over his cheeks and the bridge of his nose. “So glad I woke up in time to get you all to myself for a minute, especially since the others won’t be far behind. Hoseok and Kook-ah were just starting to wake up as I was leaving the nest.”

“M’glad too,” Taehyung mutters, turning his head away from Namjoon-hyung’s barrage of kisses so that he can lean into the alpha’s neck for a deep breath of warm sandalwood.

There’s a gentle press at the back of Tae’s head as Namjoon guides him down further, letting out a pleased little hum. They stay like that for the couple of minutes it takes before Taehyung hears more people coming down the stairs, and then Namjoon-hyung pulls away to fix him with a smile.

“Would you like to go say good morning to Kook-ah?”

With one quick nod, Tae climbs off the couch and runs off to meet Jungkook and Hobi-hyung at the bottom of the stairs.

They both smile as he jogs around the corner, and when he doesn’t slow down, Jungkook braces himself. There’s a wide grin on his face as Taehyung hops at the last second, jumping into his arms. “Morning, hyung. Are you energetic this morning?”

Taehyung shakes his head, burying it in Jungkook’s neck and licking over his scent gland.

“Feeling anxious, Taehyungie?” Hobi-hyung asks.

“A little – but Jungkookie is going to help me and Jin-hyung make breakfast. Jiminie might help too, if he’s up in time.”

“I can do that,” Jungkook agrees, squeezing Tae a little tighter. “Wanna get started and you can tell me what’s bugging you?”

“Yes please.”

~~

The time spent making breakfast definitely helps.

Jungkook is super understanding about Taehyung’s worries, assuring him that they’ll take the nest down together and look after him the whole time. It’s sweet, but distracting himself with pancake experiments is infinitely more helpful. Jimin finds his way downstairs about halfway through the process, and eagerly jumps in to assist with some of the more technical things they want to try.

They’ve got plenty of fruit to choose from, though all in relatively small quantities. They turn their blueberries into syrup, mix persimmons and apples into some of their pancake batter, make strawberry whipped cream, then do a batch of peanut butter and banana pancakes last. In the end, they’ve got four kinds of pancakes to choose from, and a whole mess of toppings to go with them. (Tae’s favorite combination is definitely the peanut butter and banana pancakes with strawberry whipped cream.)

After breakfast, they head out for one more soak in the onsen, where Jimin and Hobi-hyung lament about having to leave it behind.

There are other things to miss too. Namjoon-hyung and Jungkook talk about how much they enjoyed all the hiking trails, then about some of the photos they’re going to print and frame when they get back home. Jin-hyung gushes once more about the wonderful restaurant choices, and Yoongi-hyung admits that he’ll miss the peace and quiet. For Taehyung, it’s all the shopping that he’s going to miss the most. There were way too many stores for him to hit all of the ones he wanted, but it’s not like they’ll never be back in Japan.

It feels good to know that they picked such a perfect vacation spot – and honestly, Tae feels like he’s already looking forward to their next one. They’ll be a formal pack by then, he’s sure.

Once they’re out of the onsen, it’s time to start gathering their things.

Taehyung does alright as they handle the bathrooms, but his eyes are already welling up with tears the second he steps into the nesting room. Jimin and Jungkook are right there with him, each holding one of his hands – and the hyungs aren’t far behind. The nest just looks so perfect. It’s got Jungkook’s signature aesthetic touch that makes sure the colors are cohesive and pleasant, but Tae can see his own work in the structure, and Jimin’s in the pillow placement. It still smells like a dream, and they had their first night of intimacy with all seven of them inside of it. How is he supposed to feel okay tearing it apart?

He shrinks into Jimin’s side, tears falling down his cheeks as he blinks.

“It’s okay, baby,” Jimin coos, dropping Tae’s hand to hug him close instead. “This has been such a good nest for us, and I’m really excited to take pieces of it back home. We’re going to make your permanent nest smell so pretty and perfect with help from this one.”

Jungkook presses himself to Taehyung’s back, strong arms wrapping around both him and Jimin. “He’s right, hyung. It’s going to be okay.”

“I know,” Taehyung whines, letting out a little sniffle. “It’s always okay but it also always feels so bad. I just want to get started and then be done so I can have a big cry and move on. The sooner this is over, the better.”

“Alright,” Jungkook says. “We’ll work fast, hyung.”

Having two more omegas here helps more than Taehyung could have expected. Normally, he feels like this is a task he needs to do himself – maybe with help from Jin if he’s especially worked up about it. The process always takes way too long and is full of breaks where he has to stop moving and cry.

This time, he only ends up spending about two minutes taking apart the nest.

When the first intense round of crying stops him in his tracks, Jimin leans over to wipe away his tears and says, “Why don’t you let the hyungs cuddle you while we take care of this part?”

“But I don’t want to make you–”

“TaeTae, you aren’t making us do anything. We’re your mates and it’s our nest too. I promise you that we can handle it, and you can get the comfort you need. Would that be okay?”

Taehyung swallows, glancing at the nest around him and then back to the rest of the room where the hyungs sit waiting with open arms for him. Within seconds, he makes up his mind, muttering a soft little, “Thank you,” and then practically diving out of the nest and into Namjoon-hyung’s arms.

The rest of the hyungs close in around them, muttering bits of praise and assurances that everything is going to be okay. Honestly, Tae is just happy to be able to curl up in Namjoon’s lap and cry out all of his worries, but it is nice to have the scents of his entire pack around. He just needs to keep reminding himself that taking down this nest doesn’t mean anything changes. Nobody is mad at him and nothing bad is going to happen. This is just a normal thing that omegas do all the time.

He’s going to be okay.

By the time the hyungs part to make room for Jimin and Jungkook to join them in their little huddle on the floor, Taehyung has finished most of his crying. He’s still sniffling his way through the last couple of minutes, but the worst has passed – which is only helped by the fact that when he turns to look at them, he sees Jungkook raising up a blanket to drape over him.

It’s one they brought from home, and it smells perfectly like the seven of them.

“This is the best scented one of the bunch,” Jimin says. “The rest are already packed up and ready for your nest back at home.”

“Don’t you guys want some too?” Taehyung asks, wiping away the remnants of his tears and taking in the loving looks on all his mates’ faces. “We can share.”

Jungkook smiles wide and leans down for a brief kiss. “We might take a little if it’s okay, but we don’t have a permanent nest to try and fill out. One blanket for the bed should be plenty, right, Jiminie?”

“Yeah, we don’t need much for the apartment. I’ll be happiest knowing that your nest is perfect for you.”

They’re so sweet that another round of tears threatens to well up in Taehyung’s eyes, but he shakes his head and swallows them down. “I love you both so much – all of you, actually.”

“Damn, that was quick,” Yoongi-hyung says, one hand coming up to ruffle Tae’s hair. “You feel better already, sweetheart?”

“It’s definitely easier with help.”

“Let us do this for you next time too?” Jimin asks. “Please? If us doing it makes it easier for you, we’d love to.”

“Yeah, this doesn’t bother us, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Let us do it for you from now on?”

It’s an offer that Taehyung can’t even dream of turning down. Taking apart his nest has always been the worst part of vacations, and no matter how sweet all of the hyungs are about it, he still feels bad having a huge crying fit every time. If he can step away from the worst part of it and have it all over in like a quarter of the time, how could he possibly say no?

His heart swells in his chest as he reaches out to tug both Jimin and Jungkook down into a hug, which is only made more cozy by the perfectly scented blanket still draped over him. “You guys are the best. Thank you. Thank you so much.”

Notes:

That's a wrap on our vacation arc! We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude chapter where everyone gets to check in a little after these exciting developments. See you there <3 :D

Chapter 148: Interlude – Back To Work

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: How’s your first day back going?

[JK]: not too hectic yet

[JK]: getting back into routine has been kind of nice too

[JK]: but vacation was better

[JK]: how about you hyung

[Yoongi]: Vacation was definitely better but it’s good to be working again.

[Yoongi]: Tae and Min-ah said they brought you up to speed on the plan for next week.

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: jiminie is gonna knock it out of the park hyung

[JK]: sounds like a job he could do in his sleep

[Yoongi]: That’s basically what Taehyung-ah says too.

[JK]: did you get namjoon hyungs approval yet

[Yoongi]: Just a couple of hours ago. He had the head of our security team look it over and set up some safeguards but otherwise we’re good to go.

[Yoongi]: Glad it has your approval too but that wasn’t the only thing I wanted to talk to you about.

[JK]: oh is something else up hyung

[Yoongi]: Wanna get lunch together?

[JK]: sure where do you wanna go

[Yoongi]: Don’t know yet. Anywhere you like honestly.

[JK]: is something up

[Yoongi]: Not really.

[Yoongi]: This is going to sound pathetic.

[JK]: oh now im really curious

[Yoongi]: It’s weird going from spending every day with you to not even waking up in the same house.

[JK]: aww hyung do you miss me

[JK]: it hasnt even been 24 hours

[Yoongi]: Trust me when I say I am painfully aware of that fact. Let me take you out?

[JK]: id love that

[JK]: theres a noodle place ive been wanting to try

[JK]: they have relatively private booths

[Yoongi]: That would be great. Thanks sweetheart.

[Yoongi]: Noon?

[JK]: that works for me

[JK]: see you soon hyung

~

[Namjoon to Jimin]

[Namjoon]: Hey Minnie.

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: What’s up?

[Namjoon]: My afternoon meeting will be over almost the same time as your last class for the day. May I pick you up?

[Jimin]: It would take some extra driving on your part. I need to run home and change before me and Kookie come for dinner tonight

[Namjoon]: I don’t mind that at all.

[Jimin]: I might also… not be the best company right away ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: Is something wrong, pup?

[Jimin]: Not wrong just

[Jimin]: I’m a little stressed

[Namjoon]: Can you tell me about it?

[Jimin]: Our workload for the end of the semester is going to be really intense

[Jimin]: I already figured out how to take the time for Hoseok-hyung’s rut so at least that’s handled because I refuse to miss it

[Jimin]: But I also woke up late today and proceeded to trip down the last few steps of a flight of stairs and make a mess of my clothes (´;︵;`)

[Namjoon]: Are you hurt? I could come pick you up before my meeting.

[Jimin]: I’m okay. I might have a bruise or two and I scraped my palm a little catching myself but it’s mostly just my pride that was wounded

[Jimin]: Like I said

[Jimin]: I’m okay and nothing is wrong. I’m just stressed and might need a little time to decompress (〃ー〃)

[Namjoon]: All the more reason I’d love to see you before dinner.

[Jimin]: (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: I’d like that too

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung

[Namjoon]: Can I make one request?

[Jimin]: Sure

[Namjoon]: If you’re feeling stressed, I’d like if you didn’t hide it in your scent.

[Jimin]: Once I’m in the car with you I can do that

[Jimin]: Just don’t wanna do it at the school ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Namjoon]: That’s completely fair. Thank you for giving me this chance Minnie.

[Namjoon]: I’ll help you get settled.

[Jimin]: I appreciate it

[Jimin]: See you in a couple hours

[Namjoon]: Looking forward to it.

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: Attachment: CAM_1698

[Hobi]: it’s a little wonky but it’s done :D

[Jimin]: Aww hyung it turned out so cute! (。^▽^)

[JK]: wow your first completed crochet project

[Tae]: omg i love it (´♥ω♥`)

[Yoongi]: It’s cute.

[Yoongi]: Is it a tomato or a strawberry?

[JK]: yeah i feel like the leaf on top could go either way

[Hobi]: it’s a tomato lol.

[Hobi]: do u think the face turned out weird?

[Namjoon]: Not at all. I love it.

[JK]: yeah the little smile on it is so perfect

[Jin]: What are you planning to make next, darling? Assuming you enjoyed making this one, of course.

[Hobi]: i’m definitely gonna make more :)

[Hobi]: there’s a really pretty pattern for a jellyfish but i might try some other simple things before i attempt 2 make anything 2 exciting.

[Hobi]: ur tips helped a lot jungkookie. thank u <333

[JK]: no problem hyung

~

[Tae to Jungkook]

[Tae]: so yoongi-hyung mentioned you have to do some figure drawing for school that you’re worried about finding a model for

[Tae]: why don’t you let me pose for you? (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: i dont wanna ask you to do something boring

[JK]: its a lot of sitting still

[Tae]: i can sit still

[Tae]: oooh can we do it in the morning?

[Tae]: i look great in the early sunlight (^ω^)

[Tae]: and i could day drink so i’m extra relaxed

[JK]: would you be willing to do it more than once

[Tae]: sure

[Tae]: why do you ask?

[JK]: i just know that if i have you sitting like that for me im going to want to paint you

[JK]: ill be done with school after this year so i can just do art for myself again

[JK]: well and for work too but thats different

[JK]: and i suppose i still have a couple of summer classes to make up for the ones i dropped earlier this year

[JK]: but the point is that im gonna have more free time and that sounds like a good way to use it

[Tae]: baby i’d let you paint me any time you like (・ω<)

[Tae]: i'm still obsessed with the one you did of me months ago

[Tae]: that night you ran off to your studio and didn't tell anyone

[Tae]: you painted me in pretty sunset lighting with the city in the background

[Tae]: it was so dreamy (灬♥ω♥灬)

[JK]: oh yeah

[JK]: that was the moment i realized i was in love with all of you

[Tae]: WAIT WHAT (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: details

[Tae]: like NOW

[Tae]: tell me about it pleeeeeaaaaase

[JK]: it was after jiminie sprained his ankle and everyone was taking care of him so well

[JK]: i realized how good you guys treat us and how i was in love with all of you

[JK]: when i ended up lost in my head you snapped me out of it

[JK]: and you looked so pretty in that moment that i had to paint you

[JK]: plus it helped me do something with the feelings so i didnt just blurt out a confession right that second

[Tae]: omg do you even know how sweet that is? ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: i was already never gonna let that painting go but NOW?

[Tae]: tell me i can hang it up in our new bedroom?

[JK]: aww hyung you really like it that much

[Tae]: baby i love it

[Tae]: it's beautiful and now i know you painted it because you were so in love that you had to get it out

[Tae]: that's the most romantic (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: i'm obsessed

[Tae]: when are you coming over again?

[JK]: umm i have to work tonight but maybe tomorrow i could

[JK]: why

[Tae]: because i'm gonna give you the orgasm of a lifetime (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: any way you like

[JK]: wow okay i am so on board for that

[Tae]: i had a feeling you might be (・ω<)

[Tae]: preference baby?

[JK]: your hands hyung

[JK]: and you talking to me

[Tae]: consider it done (^ω^)

[Tae]: and whenever you're ready to do your figure drawing just let me know and ill pose for you

[JK]: thank you hyung

[JK]: youre the best

~

[Jin to Jimin]

[Jin]: Hello darling :-)

[Jimin]: Hey hyung (●'◡'●)

[Jimin]: How are you?

[Jin]: I'm doing quite well. How about you? Are you feeling a little better now that you're further into the week?

[Jimin]: Yeah. That first day got off to a really bad start but it's been easier since then. Still a lot to get done but we're in the home stretch of the year now

[Jimin]: Thank you for sending us lunches for the week. Neither Kookie or I felt up to cooking (^-^)

[Jimin]: But I know you're busy too

[Jin]: It was no trouble at all. I'm simply happy to know you're both well fed, and it's good practice for next school year when I'll have the pleasure of packing far more of your lunches ;-D

[Jimin]: Please don't feel like you have to do that ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jin]: Darling, it's a task I'm very much looking forward to.

[Jimin]: Sorry. I think I know that but I still feel like I have to tell you you aren’t obligated

[Jin]: I do appreciate the sentiment, and I’ll always be happy to remind you that caring for my mates brings me joy :-)

[Jin]: And speaking of things that bring me joy, Namjoon-ah was delighted by you allowing him to smell your distress on your first day back to school.

[Jin]: I’m curious how the experience was for you.

[Jimin]: He took good care of me. That day was just a mess of little things going wrong and end of the year stress

[Jimin]: It helped a lot to see him ( 〃▽〃)

[Jin]: I’m very happy to hear that.

[Jin]: Can you tell me more about how it felt to let your scent out for him?

[Jin]: To be entirely transparent, I’m looking to reflect on the experience with you so that we can challenge your beliefs about why sharing your scent is bad, and of course to make adjustments if needed.

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: I guess it still felt a little weird? Like I know I smelled fine when he picked me up but then I let it out and it just felt… dramatic?

[Jimin]: Like not worth making a fuss over? (;●_●)

[Jin]: I’m curious if it’s your scent you don’t want fussed over, or your needs in general. Is it specifically that you don’t want people to know that you’re upset, or more that you feel like you’re asking for something by letting them smell?

[Jimin]: God damn it

[Jimin]: (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: The second one

[Jin]: Please explain why you find that upsetting?

[Jimin]: Because Yoongi-hyung was right. Feeling like a burden is just my default insecurity and it’s exhausting

[Jimin]: I keep working on fixing stuff and this same issue just shows up over and over no matter what I do

[Jimin]: Makes it feel like I’m not getting better at all (ー_ーゞ

[Jin]: May I offer you my perspective on the matter?

[Jimin]: Please

[Jin]: I do think that feeling like a burden is a core wound that exists within you, but I also know that it would be wildly inaccurate to say you haven’t made considerable progress toward healing it

[Jin]: You have every right to be frustrated at how many things in your life it touches. That being said, I firmly believe you have the ability to overcome it.

[Jin]: What we’re doing here is part of that process :-)

[Jimin]: Thank you. I know I have been getting better. Sometimes it’s just hard to feel that way when I’m in the middle of something

[Jin]: That’s perfectly okay. I don’t mean to shut down any of those frustrations.

[Jimin]:I don’t feel like you did. You always leave me room to feel what I need to feel hyung

[Jin]: I’m very glad to hear it.

[Jin]: Would you like to tell me how it felt to let your scent out for Joon-ah and then receive comfort for it?

[Jimin]: I only felt dramatic for a second or two. The rest was really nice actually („• ֊ •„)

[Jimin]: I got cuddles in the backseat and the scenting helped too

[Jimin]: Plus I know it made Namjoon-hyung happy

[Jin]: It very much did. He was excited when we crawled into bed that night and he could tell me about how lovely it was.

[Jin]: There’s so much to be happy about right now, and I think it’s wonderful that you added yet another spot of sunshine to his day.

[Jimin]: I’m glad too. I’ll keep working on this. It just might be sort of a long road

[Jin]: We’re just happy to be on it with you, darling.

[Jin]: I won’t keep you any longer though. You start your next class soon, yes?

[Jimin]: Yeah it’s just about to start

[Jimin]: Love you hyung. Have a good day (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jin]: I love you too, Jimin-ah :-)

~

[Hobi to Namjoon]

[Hobi]: joonie do u have a minute?

[Hobi]: i’ve been thinking about something :)

[Namjoon]: Of course. What’s up?

[Hobi]: i’m considering picking up a little more work now that things have settled down a bit.

[Hobi]: wondering if u have anything for me?

[Namjoon]: Are you ready for that? How much work are we talking?

[Namjoon]: Not that I’m trying to talk you out of it or don’t think you’re up for it. I guess I’m just curious about why you want to do more now?

[Hobi]: i gave it some thought over vacation and i really do think i enjoy my work 2 a degree.

[Hobi]: i don’t want it 2 be my whole life or purpose but it feels nice 2 do what i’m good at.

[Hobi]: not looking for any huge jobs. mostly just some stuff i can knock out before my rut.

[Namjoon]: That sounds reasonable to me. I guess I’m still curious though…

[Namjoon]: I thought you were enjoying staying home and trying new hobbies?

[Hobi]: i am.

[Hobi]: that’s why i’m not looking for anything 2 crazy ;D

[Hobi]: i want 2 work on finding a healthy balance between work and the rest of life. i can’t do that if all i do is hobbies and occasional odd jobs.

[Hobi]: but i promise i still have more activities i plan 2 try.

[Namjoon]: I’m glad to hear that, and I think I might have a few jobs that would fit what you’re looking for.

[Namjoon]: Let me pull some information together and I’ll get them over to you. Please only accept the ones you want. None of them are urgent.

[Hobi]: understood. i appreciate it joonie <3

[Namjoon]: No problem. Happy to help. What other hobbies are on your list, if I can ask?

[Namjoon]: Crochet didn’t steal your whole heart?

[Hobi]: if i crochet all day every day my poor hands are going 2 fall off.

[Hobi]: minnie did say he’d help me try out dancing. said something more modern than slow dancing might suit me better :)

[Hobi]: i think it’s going 2 be fun.

[Hobi]: i know he’s pretty busy with school so i might just sit in while he does some practice if it doesn’t seem like he has time.

[Namjoon]: I’m sure he’d welcome the company one way or another.

[Hobi]: so are u gonna tell me how ur holding up? :)

[Namjoon]: I guess I don’t know exactly what you mean?

[Namjoon]: I’m a little buried in work but there’s a lot to be excited for right now.

[Hobi]: there sure is. our omegas moving in with us. spending my rut together as a pack. jungkookie finishing school. jiminie being done for the year.

[Hobi]: but before that their schedules are going 2 get kind of crazy. after spending our whole vacation together and stuff i guess i’m just curious if ur struggling with them being at the apartment and so busy.

[Namjoon]: They’re still going to come here to study sometimes. Jimin can practice here and Jungkook can work on his art projects.

[Hobi]: that wasn’t really an answer joonie.

[Namjoon]: I suppose you’re right.

[Namjoon]: Let me try again.

[Hobi]: no worries. take ur time :D

[Namjoon]: I hate that they’re so far away and I worry about them being stressed in the coming weeks, especially once your rut is over. Amber-ssi is likely to adjust Kook-ah’s schedule to accommodate their finals, but Jimin-ah probably won’t ask for the same at his job. Honestly I wish Minnie would give up working altogether, but that doesn’t seem like a helpful topic to bridge at the moment.

[Namjoon]: So yes. I am struggling somewhat.

[Namjoon]: But there’s a lot that helps. They come here often. We have a move-in date set and even though it feels like forever away, I know the time will continue to pass just like it has already. I’m still not over how wonderful it feels to have finally reached an understanding about our future as a pack either.

[Namjoon]: Is that better?

[Hobi]: way better :)

[Hobi]: i hate the thought of them being all stressed out 2. i’m glad it isn’t just me.

[Hobi]: might try 2 poke at jiminie about working less hours but ur probably right. doesn’t seem 2 be how he operates.

[Hobi]: once we’re all settled together i bet it will be easier 2 make him see it’s gonna be okay if he relaxes a little.

[Hobi]: maybe he’ll want 2 go back 2 his roots and start stealing for us ;D

[Namjoon]: We’ll cross that bridge when we get there. I want him to be happy and I can’t expect that to come from just sitting at home, but I’d rather not prematurely process the worry of him being out on jobs alone either.

[Hobi]: yeah the only one of us who’s actually happy just being at home is yoongi. i don’t think ur gonna get that lucky twice.

[Hobi]: but ur right. we can cross that bridge when we get 2 it :)

[Hobi]: send me the info on those jobs?

[Namjoon]: I’m on it.

[Namjoon]: Thank you for checking on me Hoseok.

[Hobi]: anytime <3

~

[Jimin to Yoongi]

[Jimin]: Hyung can I ask you a favor?

[Jimin]: I stopped by the house, but it’s empty at the moment (;^-^)

[Yoongi]: Sure. What’s up Min-ah? The others have meetings going on and me and Yeonjun are grabbing lunch quick but I can rush back if you need?

[Jimin]: No it’s okay

[Jimin]: I just have a brutal migraine and was going to ask if I can steal a painkiller from your stash so I can keep studying

[Yoongi]: How do you know I have a stash?

[Jimin]: Is that a genuine question? ( ●_●)

[Jimin]: You were the one who sent Hoseok-hyung with something for my cramps during my heat

[Jimin]: You went on a stimulant filled bender for like a week

[Jimin]: Also I can’t be the only one who can spot a false bottom on a bathroom drawer

[Yoongi]: Okay okay. Stupid question. I get it.

[Jimin]: If it’s a no that’s okay ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Over the counter stuff just never makes a dent in migraines for me but I can sleep it off

[Yoongi]: No it’s fine. Tae gets brutal headaches sometimes too and taking one usually helps. Plus I keep them for whenever my shoulder really starts bothering me. Just make sure you grab the right thing.

[Jimin]: The little white ones in the tiny bag?

[Yoongi]: Are you literally already in my bathroom?

[Jimin]: Maybe (^-^)

[Yoongi]: Yes. Those are the right ones. Be careful with the dosage or Joon-ah will kill me. Maybe take one and see how you feel.

[Jimin]: No worries. Half of one is plenty

[Jimin]: Thank you hyung

[Yoongi]: No problem. And this doesn’t have to be a secret but maybe give me a little warning if you’re going to talk to Joon or Jin-hyung about it. Also be prepared for them to ask you to go to a doctor.

[Jimin]: I wasn’t planning to say anything. I almost never get migraines so it’s nothing to worry about. Maybe like one or two a year at most ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: Okay cool.

[Yoongi]: I hope you feel better Min-ah. Maybe take it a little easy until that kicks in?

[Jimin]: Will do. Thank you hyung

[Jimin]: Have fun at your lunch (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

[Taehyung to Jin]

[Tae]: hyung (✿◠‿◠)

[Jin]: Yes, darling?

[Tae]: you

[Tae]: me

[Tae]: making a plan for the new bedroom and nesting room

[Jin]: Oh I'd be delighted. I'm just on my way back from Borahae :-D

[Tae]: perfect

[Jin]: Are you happy with the feedback you got from Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah about the bedroom?

[Tae]: you mean once i ripped some opinions out of them?

[Jin]: Ah, were they both predictably "fine with anything"?

[Tae]: yes ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: i had to sit them down and explain that we are going to live in this place together and they need to have input

[Jin]: And that worked?

[Tae]: i like to think it helped set the tone for me pulling out my tablet and showing off all of my inspiration photos (・ω<)

[Tae]: jungkookie was pretty quick to start voicing opinions then

[Tae]: and jiminie did much better once the conversation was actually rolling

[Tae]: their list of wants for the room was still pretty short though

[Jin]: After so long spent making do in their tiny apartment, I can understand if they place more value on something spacious and functional.

[Tae]: yeah that's definitely where their heads were at (;^ω^)

[Tae]: thankfully jiminie at least had some decorating input

[Tae]: and he liked my idea for matching vanities

[Tae]: jungkookie seems excited to have his own closet too (^ω^)

[Tae]: but we can go over all that once you're here

[Jin]: I'm just a few minutes away. See you soon, darling :-)

[Tae]: (´♥ω♥`)

Notes:

On Sunday, Jimin will finally do that job Yoongi planned for Hoseok, and then they'll get to present him with their gifts.

See you there <3 :D

Chapter 149: Personal History

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It’s been a long time since Jimin has done anything like this.

The job itself isn’t hard. Hoseok’s family home is relatively vacant a majority of the time, occupied only by a small staff taking care of a few basic tasks while the owners travel. Their estate isn’t even all that massive – at least not considering the image they prefer to project. He has to admit that it does look more impressive in person than in the pictures though.

Rather than extensive gardens, the Jung family home is surrounded by perfectly manicured lawns and hedges, dotted with trees and few flowerbeds. It’s obvious that their focus is on entertaining, considering that a massive portion of their backyard is paved in immaculate looking stone patterns, almost like some sort of classy outdoor wedding venue.

There’s no furniture outside at the moment, but Jimin can imagine the area dotted with tables and chairs, well dressed rich people enjoying drinks in pleasant weather while talking about how much money they’re planning to donate to whatever political fundraiser is happening. Jimin thankfully only had to attend a few events like that with the Jeons, but every one of them was miserable.

He can save worrying about what kind of parties Hoseok’s parents throw for later. Right now, he has work to do.

The property isn’t exactly private, which means the members of the security team that traveled with him will have a much easier time staying close enough to extract him if things go sideways, but it also makes the approach a little trickier. Normally, Jimin prefers to use height to his advantage and get inside buildings via upper floor windows or balconies, but there’s a decent chance someone in another house could see him if he does that. The cover of darkness helps, but he’d still be a noticeable silhouette if someone looked out their window at the wrong time. He’s not like Hoseok. He can’t go undercover and charm his way through the front door…

But the basement will work just fine.

He makes his way quickly along the west side of the house, darting between trees and hedges until he’s face to face with the small set of angled doors guarding the basement entrance. They’re slightly weathered, with old brown paint flaking off to reveal bits of white underneath, and they’re secured with nothing more than a basic padlock.

Jimin makes quick work of picking it, opening one door just far enough for him to slip inside and onto the dark little set of steps leading into the basement. There shouldn’t be anyone in the house, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t, so he listens carefully for any hint of sound from above him. After a minute of complete silence, he takes out his flashlight, keeping it on its dimmest setting to lessen the chances of neighbors seeing any movement from inside as he makes his way through the house.

The little stairway he’s in is clearly not used often, cobwebs and dust littering every corner right down to the base of the stairs where an old wooden door presumably leads into the rest of the basement. It creaks when Jimin pushes it open, and he freezes to listen for any sort of sound above him.

Again, he hears nothing.

The rest of the basement doesn’t look much more used than the stairway, and his dim light illuminates the shapes of boxes, trunks, old appliances, and random junk scattered about. It’s a mess that doesn’t quite fit with the image of Hoseok’s parents that Jimin has in his mind, but it looks like they prefer to focus their attention on the areas of the house that people will actually see. This place is apparently just where they dump all the things they don’t want to deal with.

There’s no clear path through the mess, like it was all just dropped down here one item at a time with no intention of being able to reach anything again. Jimin has to carefully climb over boxes and weave through old furniture to make any real forward progress. Most of the cardboard boxes and plastic totes are neatly closed, but there’s a few that are open, junk piled too high inside for them to be shut properly.

While Jimin knows exactly what he’s here to steal, that doesn’t stop him from scanning over the boxes. Some of them are labeled, mostly with years, holidays, and rooms – but he keeps his eyes peeled for anything with Hoseok’s name on it. He finds boxes of holiday decorations, broken outdoor furniture, and wicker baskets full of magazines and books. It almost feels weird that none of it looks like it could have belonged to a child.

Did Hoseok have toys growing up? Children’s books? If he did, were they disposed of somewhere else? Why get rid of his stuff in a different way?

Jimin is about three quarters of the way through the mess when something finally catches his eye – a pop of color peeking out of one partially closed plastic bin. His light only hits the object for a second, but his attention is grabbed immediately as he steps around a large dresser to take a closer look.

At first it just appears to be a tube of some kind peeking out of the bin, but as he gets closer it looks more fuzzy. It’s the arm (or maybe leg) of some kind of plushie with short off-white fur, but it’s been colored with patches of colorful patterns. Maybe with some kind of markers? There are green and orange stripes down near the paw, and a section of blue and pink polka dots that disappear under the lid.

Bingo.

Very carefully, Jimin releases the cover from the tote, wiping dust covered fingers on his pants and shining his light inside. The paw belongs to a teddy bear, those same patches of bright patterns colored over at least half of its body. This must have belonged to Hoseok. The colored patches remind Jimin of the sort of clothing the alpha favors, like all the loud patterns and flashy colors that adorn most of his shirts.

The bear is lightweight enough that Jimin doesn’t hesitate to take it, stripping off his backpack and carefully placing it inside.

The rest of the box is full of a jumble of cords and other piles of the same junk he’s seen around the rest of the basement – at least aside from a single file tucked right under the bear. It’s one of those plastic holders for securing stacks of documents, probably only an inch thick, but filled to the brim with what looks like children’s drawings. The same bright colors that adorn the stuffed bear are scribbled over the few pages Jimin looks at.

Satisfied, he takes the file and shoves that into his bag too.

Time to get moving. He’s spent enough time here already.

~~

When Jimin finally makes it across the basement and up the stairs into the actual house, it’s like stepping into a different world.

He exits into a dark hallway (his light off, just to be safe) and he’s immediately hit with the somewhat sterile smell permeating the air. It’s clear that nobody lives here often enough for their scent to seep into the home, and their workers must wear scent blocker as well. After the stale, dusty air of the basement, this actually feels somewhat refreshing, even if it is strange.

Jimin takes deep, even breaths as he waits silently for any hint of movement around him. He’s studied the floor plans well enough to know his path to the closet Hoseok described to Yoongi, and he has several plausible exits if things go awry – but again, the house is utterly silent.

So he turns on his light, providing just enough of a dim glow to illuminate his path.

Hoseok has described things with his family as hollow, and Jimin can’t help but feel that as he looks around him. Every inch of the house is decorated like it came out of some sort of home living magazine, all tidy little displays and appropriately color coordinated artwork. There isn’t a single family photo anywhere that he can see, no personal touches. Even the books stacked beneath a small bowl of wax fruit on a nearby end table appear to have been chosen for their look more than their contents – unless Hoseok’s family is secretly very passionate about third century China and encyclopedias of known insect species.

It all just feels very much like… a display.

The rest of the house is the same as he makes his way through it. Perfectly staged rooms for entertaining, an immaculate kitchen, a massive dining room decorated in rich reds and golds. It’s hard to imagine even a teenage Hoseok living here – let alone him as a child.

Jimin is quick and silent, moving through the house without disturbing a thing, trying to take in as much information as he can to better flesh out his image of Hoseok’s past. It’s a shame he doesn’t have a good reason to go upstairs. He’d love to find Hoseok’s bedroom, to see the space his mate called home for the majority of his life. Even if they didn’t live here full time, it’s the closest thing to a home that Hoseok would have had, and his distaste for the place only confirms that in Jimin’s mind.

The closet is as expected, full of a mix of cleaning supplies, spare linens, and various boxes. Tucked in the very back of the top shelf is a single shoebox labeled ‘photos’. He lifts the lid just to be sure, and finds the box to be about half full of various photos of a man, a woman, and a small boy that is clearly Hoseok.

Prize in hand, he fits the box in his backpack with his other spoils and puts the closet back exactly as he found it. It’s simple enough to retrace his steps through the house and into the basement once more, and his exit is definitely faster than his approach, though that’s mostly because he’s less interested in looking for anything else to take with him at this point. The backpack he wears is full enough, and he has what he came for.

A glance at his watch reveals he’s running late, but only by a minute or so. No reason to let that make him sloppy. Taehyung, Changkyun, and Jooheon are supposed to give him a full five minute grace period before investigating, so long as Jimin doesn’t hit his panic button to send an immediate call.

Once the padlock to the basement is replaced and Jimin has slipped back into the darkness, he finally feels the familiar rush of exhilaration and adrenaline that he expects from a job – even one as simple as this. It feels… way better than he remembers. He hasn’t properly stolen something since…

Technically, it was the night they all met at the gallery where he took Yoongi’s wallet, but there was no pleasant rush after that. He can remember just how upset he was after they were caught, head full of worry as he and Jungkook went running off into the busy evening streets, convinced that everything they had was going to crash down around them.

He couldn’t have been more wrong.

~~

The vehicle is exactly where it’s supposed to be, parked just a couple of blocks to the west of the estate with its lights off. As soon as Jimin rounds the corner, the engine kicks on and the rear door opens to reveal Taehyung smiling and beckoning him inside.

“Two minutes behind schedule,” Taehyung says, shaking his head as Jimin climbs into the back seat with him. “Everything go okay?”

“Yeah, the basement was just a mess to get through. The rest was easy though – and I mean like stupidly easy. There wasn’t a soul inside the house.”

“Did you get the pictures?”

“Yeah, a whole shoebox full, just like Yoongi-hyung said. We’re good to go.”

Taehyung grins, turning his attention to Changkyun in the driver’s seat. “Alright. Let’s get moving. We’ve got a long drive ahead of us.”

“You’ve got it,” Changkyun agrees, pulling out onto the road and starting their journey home.

Taehyung spends the majority of the drive asking about the house – what it was like inside, and the kind of impressions Jimin got from the decor. They theorize for a while about the kind of people Hoseok’s parents might be, pooling their limited knowledge and Jimin’s recent experience to come up with theories.

The only thing Jimin doesn’t mention is the extra stuff he found in the basement. He’s a little worried that he’s overstepped by taking more than what Hoseok mentioned to Yoongi, but there’s nothing to be done about it now.

Probably best to present the extra bits to Hoseok alone, just in case things go south.

*******

[Taehyung to Hoseok]

[Tae]: hyuuuuuung ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Hobi]: what’s up honey? :)

[Tae]: when are you gonna be home?

[Hobi]: should only be like an hour. do u need something taehyungie?

[Tae]: cuddles

[Tae]: in your room

[Hobi]: i’d love 2 <3

[Hobi]: u can take the plushies out if u want.

[Hobi]: anything else i can get for u? did u have a bad day?

[Tae]: no i just miss you (;^ω^)

[Hobi]: okay. i’ll be home as soon as i can baby. see u soon :D

[Tae]: (´♥ω♥`)

~

Hoseok is grateful that this is his last checkup for a while. His shoulder has been healing well since Busan, and he’s been careful to keep doing his exercises every day. There’s no pain anymore, and his doctor seems happy with the progress, so his required exercise regimen gets shortened to some resistance work to build strength, and stretching to continue to expand his mobility.

Between that good news and knowing that Taehyungie is waiting for him, Hoseok is practically beaming as he returns to the house and heads straight for his bedroom.

Except Taehyung isn’t the only one waiting there.

He swings open his door and finds himself face to face with Yoongi, Taehyungie, and Jiminie sitting in a line on the edge of his bed. All three of them look up as he enters, the omegas raising their hands to wave while Yoongi gives him an excited looking smile. Whatever is about to happen here, it’s probably safe to assume it’s good news.

“Somehow I doubt the three of you are here for the cuddles Taehyungie lured me in with,” Hoseok says, head tilting in curiosity as he lets his door shut behind him and steps further inside. “So what’s the occasion?”

“We’ve got something for you,” Taehyung says with a grin. “Here, Yoongi-hyung has it.”

“Yeah, this was all his idea,” Jimin says.

As Hoseok steps closer to the bed, Yoongi reaches behind himself and produces a beige shoebox that he holds out to Hoseok. “Min-ah did the hard part, and Tae worked with security to make sure the whole operation was safe.”

Taehyung rolls his eyes, a smile on his face as he shakes his head. “Don’t let Yoongi-hyung give away all the credit. It was a group effort but he’s the one who made it happen.”

“Operation?” Hoseok takes the box with a look of confusion spreading across his face as he inspects it. “What have you three been–”

On the side of the container is the word ‘photos’, perfectly scrawled in his father’s blocky handwriting.

He nearly drops it on the floor, mouth falling open and knees going weak. This has to be… But how could they have gotten…

If ‘Jimin did the hard part’ then…

“You went to the house?” Hoseok whispers, voice high and shaking as he gently lifts the lid of the box, immediately finding himself face to face with a photo of him and his parents at some sort of outdoor event. The sun is shining bright on their skin, his father in a gray suit that matches the much smaller one Hoseok is wearing. He can’t be more than seven in the picture, sitting perfectly proper and smiling wide for the camera.

They look like a normal family.

Hoseok’s legs stop working and he drops to his knees, tears already welling up in his eyes as a tidal wave of feelings rushes over him. He wants to look up at his mates, to thank them for this even if he’s not sure what to feel about it, but his eyes stay locked on that single photograph. There are more peeking out behind it, slivers of smiling faces and various backdrops, but he’s too frozen in place to do anything about them.

His mates are there in a flash, surrounding him with a group hug as tears start to drop down his cheeks.

“Are you okay, Seok-ah?” Yoongi asks.

“I’ll be okay, but just… Where– How did you get these?”

“Jiminie snuck into your parents’ house and took them,” Taehyung says.

“Were you seen? Are they even home right now, or–”

“There was nobody there,” Jimin interrupts. “The house was completely quiet and I was very careful. TaeTae and Yoongi-hyung did a lot of work beforehand to make sure we wouldn’t be caught. I was in and out in less than ten minutes.”

“Eleven and a half minutes,” Taehyung corrects. “You were running late.”

“Same difference. I was in and out without a hitch.”

God, they really did all of this just for him?

Hoseok swallows, more tears falling as he tries and fails to pull himself together. “Thank you. I… I don’t know what to say. I just wanted these so badly and now I…” He trails off, a quiet sob overtaking his words as he clutches the box close to him, still not quite able to believe that it’s his now.

“Oh, hyung,” Jimin whispers. “It’s okay.”

“We’ve got you,” Taehyung says. “You can cry.”

It’s not like Hoseok would have been able to help it either way. He has a piece of his history now – one more part of his life that’s no longer shut in a box that his parents hold the key to. Something else he can process and reclaim. The memories are going to hurt. He’s sure of that, but it doesn’t change the fact that he wants to have them, to see the child he never felt like he was. He’s looking for answers, but he doesn’t even really know what questions he’s harboring exactly, let alone whether he’ll find what he’s seeking in his own childhood photographs.

He’d still want them even if they held no answers at all. It’s not like his parents were doing anything with them.

It only takes a couple of minutes to collect himself. The feelings that overtook him are all ones that he can process when he has some time alone to look through the box still clutched in his arms. The surprise, adoration for his mates, and gratitude for the incredible gift they’ve given him are another matter entirely. Those emotions are ones he can handle now.

Hoseok takes one long breath, making sure the worst of his outburst is behind him before he says, “I really can’t thank you all enough. Sorry, that just hit me with a lot of feelings all at once, but I think I’m okay now. Just… I can’t believe you did this for me.”

Jimin plants a kiss on Hoseok’s cheek, still wet with the remnants of tears. “If Yoongi-hyung hadn’t done all the planning, it wouldn’t have happened. He really does deserve most of the credit for this one.”

“You were the one who did the job,” Yoongi counters. “I’m not taking the credit for that.”

“It wasn’t hard. I could have done it in my sleep.”

“But you still did it,” Hoseok says. “Sounds to me like all of you deserve credit.”

Taehyung lets out a little giggle. “I was mostly moral support, but I’ll take a little bit of credit as long as you’re happy.”

“I really am. I just… I might need some time to look at these alone. Sorry, I don’t mean to–”

“None of us are gonna take this the wrong way, Seok-ah.” Yoongi says. “You can have whatever time you need. If you want it now, I’ll take these two and let the others know you’re busy if they start coming this way.”

“I think… I would like that. We can talk more later, and I can show you guys some of these if you want to see them, but I need to get off this floor and kiss every one of you before you go.”

All four of them stand up off the floor, Hoseok standing on shaky legs and setting the box down on his bed before turning to Yoongi first, pulling him into a hug. “Thank you for doing this for me, Yoongi,” Hoseok mutters, face buried in his mate’s neck. “I never expected it when I told you about these pictures and… Just thank you.”

“Of course. No big deal.” Yoongi squeezes Hoseok closer, nosing at his scent gland in return. “Just wanted you to have your memories – not your parents.”

That nearly gets Hoseok crying again, but he settles for a quick scenting and a kiss that he hopes conveys just how much this all means to him.

~~

After a round of goodbye kisses from his mates, Hoseok finds himself alone in his now silent bedroom. The box of photos calls to him, but he takes a couple of minutes to breathe once he sits down on the bed. This is going to be emotional. He knows that for sure – and there isn’t any way to get around it.

The least he can do is remind himself that he wants to see this, to recontextualize his memories with images of the boy who lived them, not the man he is today.

After one last breath, he reaches for the box.

Before he can even get the lid off, his phone buzzes beside him and he watches a series of messages roll in one after another.

[Jimin to Hoseok]

[Jimin]: I know you’re busy right now so no pressure if you don’t need more to deal with

[Jimin]: But I got something else for you while I was in the house ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: It’s not something you asked for so I didn’t want to give it to you in front of everyone

[Jimin]: Might also be a little worried that you’ll be upset with me for prying but…

[Jimin]: It just seems like something you would want to have (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: I have it now but if you want to wait until later that’s completely fine hyung

[Hobi]: i want 2 see it.

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: Right now?

[Hobi]: yes please.

~

Hoseok doesn’t even have to consider whether he wants to look at whatever Jimin took from the house. If there’s a piece of his history – no matter how small – he wants to have it.

Jimin lets himself in after a short knock to announce his presence, a backpack slung over his shoulder as he looks up at Hoseok with an uncertain smile. “Hyung, if you decide you don’t like that I did this, we can handle it however you want,” he says, stepping closer and setting the backpack down on Hoseok’s bed. “If you want me to pretend it never happened, I will. I just–”

“Minnie, I’m not sure why you think I’m going to be mad at you for bringing me something.”

“Isn’t it sort of…” Jimin pauses, letting out a sigh as his hand stills on the zipper of his backpack. When his eyes meet Hoseok’s again, it’s impossible to miss the worry in them. “You’re very private and I want to respect that, but I couldn’t help looking for pieces of you in that house. I’m afraid that if I stick my nose where it isn’t wanted that you might be upset with me.”

That’s enough for Hoseok to gently push aside his box of photos and open his arms in clear invitation. “Alright, baby. Come here.”

“We don’t have to. Don’t you want to see–”

“I sure do, but I also want you here. C’mon. We can cuddle and look at what you brought.” A couple of grabby motions later and Jimin gives in, crawling up onto the bed and into Hoseok’s arms. “There you go. Much better. Can you do me one more favor?”

“What is it, hyung?”

Hoseok squeezes Jimin closer, nosing at his scent gland. “I know you’re worried. Let me smell?” There’s a small rush of burnt vanilla in the air, and Hoseok’s own scent tips stronger to compensate and soothe his mate. “That’s better. Thank you, honey. Now listen, I am kind of private, but I promise you that I’m not going to be mad about this. I want my life back from my parents, and if you helped find another piece of it that I can keep, there’s no way I’m going to fault you for it.”

“Okay,” Jimin whispers, taking a deep breath and letting some of the tension out of his body while his scent tips closer to baseline. “Do you want to see it?”

“Yeah, let’s have a look.”

Jimin sits up and reaches out to tug his backpack up close to them. “I was thinking these must have been yours,” He says, passing Hoseok a file full of papers. “But when I saw this I was almost completely sure.”

From inside the backpack, Jimin pulls out an off-white teddy bear, its fur covered in patches of bright color that have faded some in the years since Hoseok last saw it, but it’s still so familiar that it nearly renders him speechless.

There’s no way…

“Kommi,” Hoseok whispers, hands trembling just slightly as he reaches out to take the bear, turning him over to inspect all the patches of polka dots, wavy stripes, hearts, and other patterns he can remember coloring on the stuffed animal’s fur. He spent years sleeping with this bear every single night, no matter where he and his parents were staying at the time. “God, I must have been… eight or nine when I last saw him? Dad said they threw him away and I– Where did you find him?”

“In the basement. His colored paw was sticking out of a bin, and the file full of drawings was right under him.”

“You made it through the basement? Last I saw, it was piled with old stuff.”

“It still is. Furniture, at least a hundred sealed boxes and totes, random junk everywhere. This was the only thing I saw that looked like it might have been yours, but I was on a bit of a tight timeline, so I didn’t have the chance to crack open a bunch of boxes.”

“I never had a lot that was mine, so I doubt there was much to find.” Keeping his childhood friend Kommi in his lap, Hoseok gently opens the file Jimin gave him and tugs out the stack of papers inside. They’re drawings from his childhood, stick figure families and houses, scribbled patterns in bright colors, all with wildly varying degrees of detail. Some of the pages look sun damaged and crumpled, like they’ve been handled repeatedly and left on display for months in the sun – which some of them were.

While the individual artworks themselves don’t exactly ring a bell, he can remember hanging his favorites on his bedroom wall with tape. His parents were never the type to display something like children’s artwork anywhere the guests might see it, but nobody except their cleaners ever saw his bedroom.

Not like that stopped them from deciding Hoseok didn’t need his drawings anymore.

“There’s tape on the corners of some of them,” Jimin says, voice soft and careful as he points at the papers. “Were they hung up somewhere?”

“My bedroom – at least for a while. I came home one day and they were gone. Kommi too. My dad said I was too old to be playing with toys, and that art wasn’t an appropriate hobby for someone in our family. I thought…” Hoseok swallows, chest going tight with emotion. “I really thought they were in a dumpster somewhere.”

Jimin sets a hand on Hoseok’s shoulder, thumb rubbing slow circles into the skin. “I’m sorry they took that from you, hyung. You kept your style at least. They couldn’t take that away from you.”

“My style? What do you mean?”

“This.” Jimin reaches down to poke at the center of Hoseok’s shirt. It’s nothing special – just one of his many patterned button downs – and Jimin must see the confusion on Hoseok’s face, because he lets out a tiny puff of laughter. “You don’t even see it, do you?”

“What am I supposed to be seeing, exactly?”

“You always wear shirts like this. The same bright colors and patterns you drew in your pictures – and all over Kommi.”

Hoseok opens his mouth to speak, but nothing comes out. Now that Jimin has explained it, he understands.

He can see.

It probably shouldn’t be a revelation, but he’s never really considered that the preference for bright colors and loud patterns is something he’s had for as long as he can remember. He spent so many years not expressing it, wearing the same muted suits as his father and only ever admiring art from afar, or while wearing a mask for some job or another. It wasn’t even a question when he started living with the pack and purchasing clothes he actually liked.

Jimin is right. His parents didn’t take that from him – and now he and Kommi are both here in bright colors, like a thread wound through his entire life that he’s never bothered to look at before.

It’s not an identity. It doesn’t make him a person on its own.

But it does make him absolutely certain that there are parts of him that are his and always have been. It’s somewhere to start. Maybe if he tries, he can notice other things about him that haven’t changed – things he could add to his growing understanding of himself.

He sets the drawings aside and pulls Jimin into a tight hug, face buried in his neck where he can take deep breaths of sweet vanilla.

“You okay, hyung?”

“So okay. The best. I– I can’t begin to explain how much this all means to me – and the photos, of course. I love them, but this is really special too. Just… Thank you, Minnie. Thank you so much.”

*******

Seokjin wants to be mindful of the fact that Hoseok requested some space to himself, but he also feels like waiting four hours after Jimin departed for work is definitely a respectable amount of time. He debates sending a text to feel out the situation, but that seems too impersonal for what he hopes to achieve – especially considering all the progress he and Hoseok have made.

Best to come bearing gifts.

The alpha hasn’t left his room for lunch, so Seokjin prepares something light for the two of them to share and then makes his way down the hall.

His gentle knock at Hoseok’s door is met with a muffled, “Come on in.”

As Seokjin swings the door open, he’s immediately pleased by the sight of Hoseok sitting on his bed, a collection of photos spread out in front of him and a weathered looking teddy bear tucked against his side. It’s not a plushie that Seokjin recognizes from Hoseok’s usual collection – not that he would presume to know every single one of them, but this one stands out with its colored patches of fur and dusty looking exterior.

“Am I interrupting?” Seokjin asks, pausing just a few steps into the room, wary of approaching too fast and causing his mate to bristle. “If now isn’t a good time, I hope you’ll still let me leave you some lunch.”

Hoseok smiles back at him, soft and easy. There are no visible tears on his face, and while there’s a bit of puffiness around his eyes, it’s hard to tell how long ago he cried. Regardless, he seems to be in relatively good spirits. “You can stay, if that’s what you’re asking, hyungie.”

“That is what I’m asking, yes. Thank you. May I sit?”

“Sure. Let me clear a little space on the bed.”

Seokjin steps closer as Hoseok begins gathering up the photographs scattered around the bed. While he doesn’t want to stare uninvited, it’s rather impossible to stop his eyes from scanning over the pictures as he gets closer, eagerly taking in the memories of his mate’s childhood. He’s greeted with a multitude of images, a boy with dark hair and a bright smile in various stages of his life – toddling around in the early days of learning to walk, sitting between his parents looking no more than ten, posing with a cello in what must have been his early teens.

All of these moments are pieces of Hoseok’s history that Seokjin can’t help feeling greedy for, even as they’re swept up and placed back into a shoebox at Hoseok’s side.

The slight disappointment must show on his face.

“You can look at them if you want,” Hoseok says, letting out a little puff of laughter. “I just wanted to see them alone first.”

“I’m admittedly quite curious. Would you like for me to wait until you’ve had something to eat? If there’s anything you’d like to talk about–”

“Hyung, just sit down and we can look while we eat.”

Seokjin complies immediately, delighted by the fact that his caution is apparently not required. He takes his seat beside Hoseok, ignoring the stuffed bear between them for the moment in favor of placing his plate of gimbap and fresh fruit between them. “Thank you for allowing me to stay, Hobi-yah.”

“Of course. I’m glad you’re here – and I appreciate the food. You really didn’t have to.”

“It was no trouble. Please, eat as much as you like.”

“Aren’t you eating too?”

“Perhaps a little, but I was grazing as I prepared it. I may also admittedly be more interested in looking at your photographs.”

Hoseok lets out another laugh and pushes the box over toward Seokjin, then grabs a set of chopsticks. “Have at it,” he says, popping a piece of gimbap into his mouth.

As much as he’d like to rush, Seokjin keeps his movements controlled as he opens the box and pulls out a handful of photographs. They don’t appear to be in any particular order, static family portraits mixed with more candid shots, with Hoseok ranging from an infant to his teens. There are definitely less photographs as he ages. Seokjin supposes that isn’t a particularly uncommon trend, but it makes him wonder if that choice was driven by Hoseok’s parents retreating from him.

Was there a time where they were happy new parents, just excited by the prospect of a son they could love? Or was Hoseok always simply an asset to them?

It’s hard to look at his precious little face in any of these and imagine any parent not adoring them with their entire hearts – but he knows that Hoseok’s parents were far from the norm. He’s also aware that they were dedicated to putting on a show for the rest of the world, so it’s hard to say whether some of the happy looking family photos were just another performance. Perhaps–

“I can see you trying not to ask a question,” Hoseok says. The half eaten plate of food has migrated to his lap by this point, but he holds it back out toward Seokjin with a smile. “You can ask whatever you want, but if you don’t eat some of this now, you might not get much more of a chance. I think I was hungrier than I realized – and it’s delicious, hyung.”

Having his food appreciated always fills Seokjin with pride, so he simply shakes his head. “You can finish it, love. I already ate enough.”

“Aww, you’re so sweet to me. Want to ask whatever question is clearly on your mind instead then?”

“I’d first like to say that you were positively adorable.”

Hoseok smiles, popping another bite of food into his mouth. “I really was. The one where I’m in little suspenders got me. I can’t remember the last time I saw most of these.”

“Were they ever on display in your house?”

“A few. When I was really young, mostly. I don’t remember seeing any once we got back from our six-month stay in Japan.”

“And how old were you at that point?”

“Maybe… ten? No, wait. I had my tenth birthday in Germany, and Japan was definitely over a year before… Sorry, the timeline gets a little fuzzy in my head sometimes, but I was probably closer to eight after Japan.”

“Do you know why they took them down?”

“I… I don’t think I ever gave it that much thought. It wasn’t uncommon for things to change suddenly – flying off to different countries for extended stays, being enrolled in new classes, having the rules about what I was allowed to do change overnight. That was all just normal, so the missing photos didn’t even really register as something particularly strange. Just different.”

Hearing about Hoseok’s lack of stability while looking at just how precious he was as a child somehow hits even harder for Seokjin. “That sounds incredibly unfair to you. I can’t help but wish I could go back and take that small child somewhere safe and nurturing.”

Hoseok is quiet for a while, pushing the last piece of gimbap around the plate several times before popping it in his mouth and setting the plate aside. Once he swallows, his eyes drift down to the photos in the box, a sad half-smile tugging at his mouth. “I think about that a lot too.”

“About going back in time?”

“Sort of. Like if I could go back there now as an adult and protect that child version of myself. I think about what I would say to my parents, how I would take younger me away and show him that life doesn’t have to be so bad. I’d take care of him and tell him all about how wonderful the world away from our parents is.”

“I think it says a lot that you can recognize that a younger version of you needed a safe adult like that.”

“I was getting there already before, but now…” Hoseok trails off, one hand finding Seokjin’s while the other reaches out to gently shut the lid on the box of photos and set them aside. “Sorry, I think I’m ready for a break from looking at them.”

“That’s perfectly alright.” Seokjin says, lifting Hoseok’s hand to his mouth and brushing a kiss along the knuckles. “Would you like to come closer and talk to me a little more?”

The invitation to cuddle is apparently very welcome, judging by how quickly Hoseok rushes to get closer. Within seconds, he’s happily tucked against Seokjin’s side and letting out a contented little hum. “Thank you again for coming. I wanted to talk to you about all of this – and the food was a nice bonus.”

Seokjin can’t help but marvel at just how different things are now, with Hoseok gladly looking to him for comfort as he works to process his past and find ways to heal. It’s everything he’s wanted for so long, and it leaves his heart feeling so full and content to be wanted in this way. To be able to help after so long watching helplessly from the sidelines.

“I’m very glad to be here, and I’d love to hear what you’re thinking after spending some time alone with all of those pictures. It sounds like maybe they’ve changed some things for you?”

“Maybe more like… They confirmed some things I was already thinking?”

“Such as?”

“That I really was just a kid, I guess. It’s… I think I never really thought of myself as one, but looking at all of these pictures, it’s so clear now that I was. And if I can see it, then my parents must have been able to see it too. They had to have known that what they were doing was abuse. They must have… I just can’t…” Hoseok trails off, scent going muted before disappearing entirely as he tenses in Seokjin’s arms. “I keep wondering if they had me just to make me into something they could use.”

It might be emotional, but it is an opening…

“Can I ask you something, darling?”

“Go ahead.”

“Were they always… Was there a point where things changed, or were you always treated like a tool to them?”

Hoseok pulls back slightly, expression fallen as he looks at Seokjin, lower lip trembling just slightly before he speaks. “Why? Do you think… Did I do something wrong?”

“Oh, love, no. I apologize. That isn’t what I meant at all,” Seokjin says, squeezing Hoseok tight in hopes that it will help a little to make up for his misstep. “I was just wondering as I looked through your photos if there was ever a time where things were different. Some of the pictures look normal enough that it left me considering if they had been putting on an act the entire time. I should have phrased that question better. There’s nothing you ever could have done to deserve the mistreatment you’ve suffered at their hands.”

“Sorry, I should have realized… This all just gets me so damn emotional and reactive – it’s exhausting.”

“You don’t have anything to be sorry for. I should have been more clear, but as long as you’re okay, we don’t have to talk about it anymore.”

“I don’t mind, really. As far as I remember, there was never a big shift in how they treated me. I mean, things would change at the drop of a hat, but I never really felt like they liked me. They were happy with some of my accomplishments, and they would talk me up to people they wanted to impress, but that never carried over behind closed doors. When it was just us, they mostly ignored me unless I needed to be doing something. I never gave it much thought then, but now…”

“You see it in a different light?”

Hoseok nods, silent for a few moments before he whispers, “I think about what it would be like to do that to someone and I just… They were cruel, hyung. I would never treat any kid that way.”

“I know you wouldn’t. You’re a much better person than either of your parents could ever hope to be – and I’ve seen the way you dote on every child at my family gatherings. They all love you, darling.”

“It makes me happy that they like me. I think it’s… I want to give other kids the things that I never got to have. I want to show them that the world isn’t just a hard place that you have to fight tooth and nail to thrive in. I want them to have fun, to be treated with respect, and to never have their joy stripped away from them.”

Seokjin can’t help but notice the way that Hoseok curls his arm more tightly around the stuffed bear at his side, a little puff of dust rising off of its short white fur decorated in hand drawn marker patterns.

“Is that what happened with your friend here?” Seokjin asks, gesturing to the bear. “Did he come home with your photographs?”

“Jiminie found him in the basement,” Hoseok says, lifting the bear up for Seokjin to see more clearly. “His name is Kommi. He was my favorite for years and one day they decided I was too old for him. I… I thought I’d never see him again.”

“He looks well loved.” Seokjin slowly reaches out a hand toward the bear and asks, “May I?”

Hoseok passes him the bear, and Seokjin gives Kommi a more thorough inspection. There’s no real damage that he can see, at least not in the form of rips or tears. The stuffing is a little misshapen after years of handling, but he’s definitely in good enough condition for a proper bath – and Seokjin suspects that having the scent of Hoseok’s old home gone (even if it’s just the stale basement scent) will be a welcome change.

The only concern would be possibly disrupting the lovely decoration colored all over Kommi’s body, especially when the style of it is so clearly Hoseok’s. Still, there are ways to help set the color and just clean gently…

No harm in offering.

“How would you feel about me giving him a cleaning? We could get him back to how you remember.”

That earns a laugh from Hoseok. “Are you calling my childhood friend dirty?”

“That isn’t what I said. He’s perfectly–”

“It’s okay. He is dirty, and he smells weird.”

“Are you worried about losing a little vibrancy in his coloring? The style is so uniquely you that I would hate to remove any of it, so I was considering methods least likely to disrupt the lovely artwork you put all over him.”

“Honestly… I was kind of thinking about brightening it up a bit anyway. Not changing it, but retracing the patterns with fresh color – just to get him back to how he used to be.”

Seokjin smiles and passes the bear back to Hoseok, then leans in to press a kiss to his mate’s cheek. “Why don’t we get him cleaned up together? Assuming you’re up for a little activity, that is.”

“I think… I’d like that a lot. Thank you, hyungie.”

“Of course, love. Happy to help.”

Notes:

Hobi is finally beginning to find himself, even if it's just a little! :D

Next week, Jiminie has a little scare and then we'll begin preparing for Hoseok's rut. See you there! <3

Chapter 150: Jumping At Shadows

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jimin has been putting in a few extra hours at work to prepare for Hoseok’s rut. He wants to make sure that he’s not leaving Siyeon short-handed any more than necessary, especially after everything she’s done for him. Compared to his last job, working at Onyx Heights has given him a ton more flexibility and allowed him to learn a lot of new skills.

The bookwork hardly even phases him anymore, and Siyeon always tells him that he’s good at it. She’s a great boss, constantly looking out for her people and working to improve how the lounge runs – which makes a lot of her employees pretty loyal. Jimin has made some friends in his time here, though he’s happy to keep those relationships contained to his work. He just wants to do a good job, learn as much as he can, and then go home to his mate.

Or sometimes to his mates.

He and Jungkook spend the night at the house probably about half of the time now. It almost makes it feel silly to keep the apartment, but he’s definitely feeling less anxious knowing that he has plenty of time to prepare for them to move in. Having a date set is allowing him to get excited about it. Now rather than worrying about whether he’ll be ready when the question finally comes up, he spends his time looking forward to the day they officially live under one roof.

The seven of them will spend most of this next week together. Hoseok said they don’t have to, but Jimin wants to be there for as much of the alpha’s pre-rut as he can. Aside from classes and an early morning shift here at the lounge in two days, he plans to be at the house looking after his alpha.

He’s only got about half an hour left in his shift, and he’s spending it out on the floor. Working as a server is something he’s got years of experience in between his last job and this one, so he has no trouble at all with keeping up.

He drops off a fresh round of drinks to a table of four and starts heading back toward the bar – and that’s when he smells it.

The adrenaline hits him before he even fully processes the scent, muscles contracting as he fights the urge to freeze.

Pine. Like freshly cut trees bleeding sap and tossed onto an open flame.

Fighting the urge to whip his head around and scan the room, he keeps moving. Panic rushes through him in a wave, but he maintains his pace as evenly as he can and heads straight past the bar and kitchen, making a beeline for the back rooms. As the door to the office shuts behind him, he lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding, heart pounding in his chest while his thoughts run fast and chaotic through his mind.

He didn’t see Jihoon – and it’s not like nobody else in the world has a pine scent, but…

Jimin knows that scent like the back of his hand, doesn’t he? Could he really mistake it for someone else’s?

No, it has to be nothing.

But what if it isn’t? What if by some random stroke of terrible luck, Jihoon is here in Seoul and staying at Onyx Heights, or meeting someone here for something?

It’s hard to say exactly what he’s afraid of. If Jihoon is anything like he used to be, Jimin could take him in a fight without much trouble – but getting hurt physically is sort of the last thing he needs to worry about. No… It’s that stupid goddamn video of him desperate and begging in his first heat that haunts Jimin’s thoughts. It destroyed his life once already, and the thought of losing his job or having everyone at his school see that…

There’s no way Jimin is going back out there. He can’t take the chance.

Mind made up, he flags down another server and gives up his last three tables. Luckily, things are slow enough that it isn’t a big deal, though he still feels guilty enough to take out his wallet and pass the guy a few bills to help make up for it. The adrenaline still coursing through his body is strong enough that he barely even registers what he’s doing, attention entirely focused on not going back out into the lounge. He detours through the kitchen to head for one of the back doors, taking the opportunity to peer out into the lounge through the pickup window.

No Jihoon.

Just the usual afternoon slump in business, servers taking breaks to chat as they wait for food to come out, and customers spread across the tables and bar. Nothing out of the ordinary.

Jimin is still too paranoid to consider exiting by his usual route out the front door, brain shifted into survival mode and unwilling to leave it until he’s safe. As he walks the back way out of the lounge and into the first floor laundry and maintenance area, he realizes he probably shouldn’t risk a long walk to the car either. He doesn’t want to make a fuss over what’s probably nothing, but…

[Jimin to Wonho]

[Jimin]: Hey Wonho-ssi

[Wonho]: Are you alright Jimin-ssi?

[Jimin]: Yeah I’m okay

[Jimin]: Just wondering who’s picking me up so I can ask them to meet me around the back door

[Wonho]: East side?

[Jimin]: That’s right

[Wonho]: Give me just a moment.

[Jimin]: Thank you

[Wonho]: Alright. I’ve made the call. Minhyuk will meet you at the back door in five minutes. You are not to exit until you can see him. Do you understand?

[Jimin]: I do

[Wonho]: Assuming you’re somewhere safe, can you tell me what’s going on?

[Jimin]:I’m perfectly safe and just waiting by the door. Honestly I’m pretty sure I’m just having a bit of a panic about nothing.

[Jimin]: I smelled something that made me feel scared but when I looked around I didn’t see anything

[Wonho]: Jimin-ssi. If you catch a scent or anything that makes you afraid, please do not investigate it yourself. Call me. It’s my job to keep you safe.

[Jimin]: I promise I didn’t do anything stupid. I headed straight for the back and only peeked back out through the pickup window on my way through the kitchen.

[Wonho]: What did you smell? Should we take a look in the building? A quick peek from the kitchen doesn’t allow you to see every vantage point.

[Jimin]: It was just the scent of someone I used to know who I’d rather not run into

[Jimin]: No danger of physical harm

[Wonho]: You’re absolutely sure?

[Jimin]: I promise. If anything changes I’ll let you know

[Wonho]: I would appreciate that. Apologies, but keeping you and Jungkook-ssi safe is my absolute top priority.

[Jimin]: No worries at all. We really appreciate everything you and your team do to look out for us

[Jimin]: Thanks for the help Wonho-ssi

~

Now that Jimin is safely in the back and has talked to security, he’s even more sure that he probably just freaked himself out over nothing. It doesn’t make the pit of anxiety in his stomach go away, but it does help a little to tell himself that there’s no reason for Jihoon to be in Seoul. His family’s operations were always in Busan, and he wasn’t talented enough for any other criminal group to take in – especially with him being on the Jeon family’s bad side.

Maybe he got out of crime, but somehow Jimin doubts that. Jihoon was too much of a bully to give up power, even if that power came from being some middle-management enforcer type with little actual authority to back up all his talk. There’s always the chance that he–

A little knock on the back door pulls Jimin out of his thoughts, where he finds Minhyuk standing on the other side with a polite smile.

Jimin opens the door with a slightly embarrassed smile of his own. “Hey Minhyuk-ssi. Sorry for all the fuss. I don’t know if you talked to Wonho-ssi, but I just got myself all worried over nothing.”

“He did assure me that everything was okay. Are you sure there’s nothing you need us to check on?”

“Nah, we should be good to go.”

Minhyuk is quiet for a moment, eyes scanning the hallway behind Jimin before he gives a little shrug and says, “Alright. Stick close to me while we walk to the car though. I’ll feel better if we’re careful. Where are we headed today?”

“I need to grab a few things from the apartment, and then we can head for the house, if that works?”

“Yeah, perfectly fine,” Minhyuk answers, leading Jimin out into the back alley behind the hotel and around to where his vehicle is parked. “Look, even if whatever got you worked up today was nothing, we’d still always prefer you do exactly what you did and let us know – so thank you for that.”

“No problem. I really appreciate you coming back here to grab me.”

~~

Jimin doesn’t even realize how on edge he still is until he arrives at the house and takes in a deep breath of everyone’s lingering scents. His shoulders finally relax, muscles loosening up after over an hour of tension.

He’s here, in his new life where his pack lives, two hundred miles from all of the horrible things that happened to him back in Busan. Everything is perfectly fine. He’s just jumping at shadows.

Part of him is desperate for a long bath after all of this stress, but being alone in relative silence with his thoughts isn’t really what he wants right now. If Jungkook or Taehyung were here, he might ask for company – but everyone is out for work at the moment.

Homework sounds like an absolute drag that he’s certain he wouldn’t be able to focus on anyway – so he heads downstairs to his studio instead. There’s choreography he really needs to work on, and dancing always helps him burn off extra energy.

He can relax in the bath later.

For now, he takes comfort in the cycle of frustration and reward that comes from working on new choreography, referencing the videos he took with their instructor and doing his best to replicate the movements. He plays the music at half speed over and over until the drone of it just fades into the background, letting him focus entirely on moving his body.

It’s not until at least an hour later when he’s already drenched in sweat that he realizes he hasn’t even changed out of his work clothes. Now that he’s aware of it, he can feel the way they restrict his range of motion.

To be honest, it’s weird that he didn’t notice right away, but clearly his mind is occupied with other things.

He can’t stop thinking about Busan – about losing all of his friends, leaving school with Jungkook, and the way his entire life seemed to shatter before him in the wake of one stupid video. It makes him feel… numb. He spent months afterward just trying to bury all of his feelings and push forward, but it was so goddamn painful. Until it wasn’t.

Somewhere along the line, all the rejection and hurt just turned into… nothing.

He knows now that he was depressed. It felt like the only bright spot in his life at that point was finally having Jungkook the way he’d dreamed of for years. Without him, Jimin doesn’t know what he would have done. It took him months to claw his way out and start to find himself again, to be able to properly be the partner he wanted to be for Jungkook.

It’s strange to feel a bit of that numbness now, but the stress of today must have just stirred up some messy feelings.

Jimin shakes his head and shuts off the music still droning in the background. Closing his eyes, he does what he can to ground himself in the present – taking in a deep breath and feeling the way it expands his chest, listening to the soft hum of the house around him, feeling the solid weight of his body pressing down into his feet. Another long breath in and he opens his eyes to find his reflection staring back at him–

And Hoseok leaning against the doorway of the dance studio, wearing a curious little smile on his face.

Letting out a squeak, Jimin jumps at the sight of the alpha, breaking out into a laugh almost immediately. “Fucking hell, how long have you been there?”

“Just a minute or so,” Hoseok says, stepping further into the studio. “Long enough to catch you taking a moment for yourself. You feeling okay, baby?”

“I’m okay. Just–” Jimin cuts himself off with a short laugh, stepping just out of reach as Hoseok closes in like he’s going for a hug. “Wait, I’m super sweaty, hyung. Let me go take a shower before I get you all gross. When did you get back anyway? I thought you had to work until later.”

“I’ve got one more meeting I need to leave for soon. Just dropped by to grab a few things and saw your shoes by the door, so I figured I might find you down here – though I didn’t expect you to be in your work clothes.”

“Yeah, that part was sort of an accident,” Jimin says, letting out a little laugh. “I meant to change but I got down here and started and then just got absorbed. Just noticed before you showed up, honestly.”

For a moment, Hoseok glances around the room a little curiously, then focuses his attention back on Jimin. “Will you still be here when I get back?”

“Yeah, I’m not going anywhere except work in a couple of days – and class tomorrow I suppose.”

“But will you still be practicing?”

That has Jimin quirking his head to the side in confusion. “Probably not. I think I’m going to shower so I’m not all gross when people start getting back to the house. Why?”

“Just wondering if you wanted to maybe try teaching me a few things. No worries though. We can do it another–”

“I wanna teach you,” Jimin says immediately, a little burst of excitement rising up in him at the thought of getting to share his dancing with someone. “Please let me?”

Hoseok grins, lurching forward a few inches before stopping himself. “God, you’re so cute I just wanna hug you. I should go before I can’t help myself – but we can meet back down here when I get home. Sound good, honey?”

“Sounds perfect.” Jimin leans in close enough to press a kiss to the alpha’s lips. “And we can spend the next week making up for lost cuddle time.”

~~

Between briefly seeing Hoseok and the nice hot shower that Jimin takes, he feels much better. Whatever brief hint of smoky pine he caught in the air earlier was probably just a combination of other scents that hit him at the exact right moment to send him spiraling. It’s inconvenient, but it’s okay. Nothing happened and there was nobody there.

Just his imagination playing cruel tricks on him.

He feels perfectly relaxed by the time he steps out of the shower and gets into a clean set of clothes. A loose fitting t-shirt and sweatpants will make a much better outfit choice for teaching Hoseok a few moves, and he shouldn’t have to worry about getting too sweaty if he’s just running a beginner through some basic choreography. Speaking of which…

They’ll need a dance to learn. Preferably something that Jimin can break down into little pieces for Hoseok to start with. Simple footwork, easy movements… He’s sure he’ll be able to find something.

By the time Taehyung comes skipping into the studio, Jimin is still hunkered down on the floor, leaning up against his backpack while he scrolls dance videos on his phone. He’s tucked into the corner of the room, but with his phone playing music, Taehyung spots him easily enough.

“Jiminie, why are you on the floor?”

“Hey TaeTae,” Jimin says with a smile, setting his phone aside. “Hoseok-hyung wants to try dancing, so I’m looking for something fun for us to learn.”

Taehyung raises an unimpressed brow as he steps closer. He looks sharp today, dressed in perfectly pressed slacks, a v-neck shirt, and a tailored blazer that draws attention to his small waist. All his jewelry is made of gold that glints in the light as he moves. “Yeah, but why are you doing that on the floor?”

“Where else do you want me to sit?” Jimin shrugs, getting off the floor to meet Taehyung and wrap him in a hug.

“Let me go grab some blankets for the time being – and when I get back we can shop for something better.”

“I don’t really need anything.”

“Yeah, but where am I going to sit when I want to watch you? On the floor like a peasant? No thank you.”

Jimin doesn’t mention the fact that Taehyung has happily leaned against the wall watching him before. Instead, he just keeps his arms wrapped around Taehyung to stop him from leaving, nosing at his scent gland. “Wait, you look so good right now. Don’t run off yet.”

That has Taehyung letting out a laugh and pressing a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “All of my outfits and this is the one that gets you, huh?”

“You have plenty of outfits that make you look hot. This one is just… You look untouchable.”

“Ooh, now that’s a good compliment. You can give me more of them once you tell me what happened at work today.”

“Huh? What do you mean?”

Taehyung pulls back to fix Jimin with a serious look. “You had security pick you up at the back of the building.”

Oh. Of course Taehyung would hear about that.

“It was honestly nothing,” Jimin says, letting out a little laugh. “I smelled pine in the dining area and it got me all paranoid and on edge. There was nobody there, but it just felt safer to leave out the back.”

“You’re sure it was nothing?”

“I looked through the pickup window on my way through the kitchen. There was nobody there, TaeTae.”

“How close was the scent?” Taehyung asks, expression still serious.

“Really close,” Jimin answers honestly. “But I think it was just a combination of smells that hit at exactly the right moment. We’ve got some smoked dishes on the menu right now, and pine isn’t that uncommon of a scent. This isn’t the first time something like this has happened. There were a couple of times at my last job where I thought I smelled him too, and there was never anyone there. Everything is okay. I just get paranoid sometimes, and Wonho-ssi took care of me right away.”

Finally, Taehyung’s expression softens, a smile stretching back across his face. “Okay. That explanation works for me – and I appreciate that you did the right thing and notified security immediately. Sorry for the interrogation.”

“It’s okay. I appreciate you looking out for me.”

“Good, cause it’s not like I was going to stop. Now let me go grab some extra pillows and we can find a better seating option for down here.”

“Wait. Kiss first?”

“I won’t change, if that worries you less,” Taehyung says, leaning in close enough for his nose to brush Jimin’s. “Might ditch the jacket eventually, but I can keep the rest.”

“Still wanna kiss you,” Jimin mutters, leaning in to do exactly that.

*******

Yoongi would know the scent of Hoseok’s pre-rut anywhere. There’s an ever present hint of cocoa to it, and something almost fruity and bright just under the surface, like chocolate covered cherries drowned in espresso. It helps that his rut seems to be the only time where Hoseok’s instinctual scent control wavers, leaving the air around him smelling absolutely perfect for the duration.

His scent will get stronger over the coming days, but Yoongi smells the first hints of it the second he steps into the house. He’s just returning from a meeting he attended with Jin, and both of them perk up immediately when they catch the scent in the air.

“It appears the time has come,” Jin says, stepping out of his shoes. “Do you intend to find him straight away? His scent is still relatively fresh here, so I doubt he’s been home long.”

It’s not a question Yoongi has to give any thought to. Hoseok’s ruts are one of his favorite times of the year, and they’re finally going to spend one together as a pack. All seven of them will be sharing this space for another whole week.

“Yeah, I’m gonna go see him.” Yoongi is already out of his shoes, following his nose out of the room as he adds, “I’ll get you that file of addresses within the hour, hyung.”

Jin gives an amused laugh. “No rush, Yoongi-yah. Enjoy your time.”

Hoseok’s scent is easy enough to follow. He must have just gotten home, stopping by his bedroom and then heading down toward the basement. There’s the faint sound of music filtering up the stairs, so Yoongi can guess that Jimin and Hoseok are probably in the studio together.

As soon as Yoongi steps into the room, he can see Hoseok and Jimin standing near the center of the room. The scent of coffee and chocolate-cherry is much stronger down here, but he can smell their omegas too – all three of them. One look over in the corner reveals Jungkook and Taehyung sitting in a small pile of pillows, watching Jimin teach Hoseok a dance.

The music cuts out just a second after Yoongi enters the room, both Jimin and Hoseok turning to him with smiles on their faces.

“Hey Yoongles,” Hoseok says, walking right up for a hug. “How did your meeting with Jinnie-hyung go?”

“Went fine. Can smell you already.” Yoongi noses at Hoseok’s scent gland as he talks, words half mumbled and his tongue eagerly lapping over the skin for a taste. He can’t fight back the satisfied hum that slips out of him, arms tightening around Hoseok while he scents him thoroughly.

It earns him a laugh and a little return scenting from Hoseok. “Someone’s eager.”

“Love your scent like this.”

“It really is good, isn’t it?” Jimin asks, letting out a giggle. “Was hard not to just drag him up to a nest when he came back down here.”

“That part is happening after dinner,” Taehyung calls out. “He can’t avoid the nest forever.”

“Not avoiding it, honey. Just want to try a little bit of dancing with Minnie before we settle in for the night.”

“You’re a natural, hyung,” Jungkook says, grinning. “Do you wanna watch with us, Yoongi-hyung?”

Finally satisfied with the scenting (at least for now), Yoongi lets Hoseok go and turns his attention to the haphazard pile of pillows in the corner of the studio. “What is this even supposed to be? Do we need to get a couch for down here or something?”

Jimin shakes his head with a smile. “Already handled. TaeTae apparently couldn’t stomach the thought of me sitting on the floor.”

Excuse me for being worried about your comfort.”

“I got to help pick it out,” Jungkook says. “It’s gonna look great down here. Now are you gonna come cuddle in our pillow pile?”

Taehyung wastes no time leaping up and running over to Yoongi, tugging on his arm. “C’mon, hyung. It’s nice down here, and me and Jungkookie could use some alpha cuddles while we enjoy Hobi-hyung’s pre-rut scent.”

“I don’t think I’m that strong yet,” Hoseok says, taking a deep breath in through his nose. “Barely even feel weird.”

“Yeah, but you always smell stronger than you feel for the first days,” Taehyung counters.

Hoseok gives a little shrug, smiling wide. “That’s what you guys tell me every time.”

“Because it’s true every time.”

“You do smell really damn good,” Jungkook says, finally leaping up to join them in the center of the room. He reaches for Yoongi’s hand, lips already pulling into a pout and his eyes going wide. “Come cuddle, Yoongi-hyung?”

Well, there’s no denying that.

“Alright, alright.” Yoongi shakes his head, looking at Taehyung and then Jungkook. “I’m coming to cuddle in your little pillow pile.”

Jungkook’s expression shifts to a wide smile the second the words are out of Yoongi’s mouth. “It’s more comfortable than it looks, hyung. I promise.”

~~

The pile of pillows is more comfortable than it looks, although Yoongi is pretty sure he could be lying on solid rock and still be content right now. He’s got Taehyung and Jungkook cuddled up on either side of him, alternating between messing with their phones and looking up to watch each new repetition of Hoseok and Jimin’s dance. Their scents mingle with Hoseok’s, leaving Yoongi’s own scent a little sweet in response.

It’s perfect. Part of him feels like he should probably text Joon-ah to come down here – but then again, the seven of them will have the whole next week together like this. So maybe it’s not so wrong to enjoy a moment of this to himself…

Yoongi doesn’t know enough about dance to gauge the difficulty of what they’re trying to do, but that’s okay. He’s a lot more absorbed in the determination on Hoseok’s face, and the easy confidence that Jimin shows with every move and instruction. They’re both hot like this, but what else is new? It’s not much of a surprise to see them working well together either. Something in their brains has been wired the same from the very start, like they almost instinctively understand what the other is trying to say most of the time.

Thankfully, Jungkook has a slightly better understanding of what’s happening, offering bits of commentary to help Yoongi and Taehyung put the process into context. “Jiminie does this all the time when he’s first learning something new,” he explains when Taehyung asks why they practice without music sometimes. “You work on learning the movements and hitting a beat with them, then put your music on and try to apply it there. Hobi-hyung is actually doing a great job with the timing, even if he doesn’t have all the motions down yet.”

“Are you good at dancing?” Yoongi asks.

“Depends how you look at it, I guess. Jiminie always says I do a really good job, but I tend to get too wrapped up in getting it absolutely perfect, so it can be kind of consuming in an unpleasant way.”

Yoongi can’t help but laugh. “So your perfectionism strikes again?”

“Aww,” Taehyung coos. “Jungkookie can’t help that he’s perfect.”

“But I’m not,” Jungkook says. “That’s the problem – and if I let myself, I’ll get so wrapped up in trying to get there that I lose hours. I already have enough things I do that with in my life, so I keep my dancing to the lazy fun kind, or slow dancing how Jiminie likes.”

That makes Yoongi curious. Jungkook being a perfectionist isn’t news, but… “Do you feel that way about your painting? Or other art?”

“Sort of, but not exactly? It’s kind of like… Art is a good place to let the perfectionism out, but it’s also a safe place to fail and learn to trust the process. Just sort of depends on the day and what I’m working on. I think it helps a little that it’s more subjective? Like sometimes the bits of my work that I see as the biggest mistakes end up being someone else’s favorite part of the whole piece. Makes it easier to see the mistake as a standard I’m holding myself to, rather than just a failure.”

“Wow, that’s… pretty healthy of you, to be honest.”

“On the topic of healthy ways to deal with perfectionism,” Taehyung says, voice low enough for just the three of them to hear. “Hobi-hyung is handling the hard parts of this really well.”

“What do you mean?” Jungkook asks, turning his attention back to where Jimin and Hoseok are starting their music again and beginning to dance.

Taehyung flicks his chin toward them and mutters, “Watch.”

Jimin and Hoseok have moved on to something a little faster than half speed now (though Yoongi isn’t sure if it’s full speed or just another step in between). Either way, Hoseok is still struggling to keep up a little – some motions aborted halfway through while others manage to look almost easy. Of course it isn’t actually easy. The two of them have been working on this little thirty second snippet of choreography for a while now, and Yoongi has watched them drill it over and over again. Jimin gives instructions like it’s second nature, correcting Hoseok’s missteps and giving repeated demonstrations of how each motion is supposed to look.

And Hoseok doesn’t seem discouraged at all. Rut does tend to leave him more easygoing, but this seems like more than just that.

“He doesn’t seem bothered by his mistakes,” Yoongi says, feeling a little burst of warmth in his chest at seeing his mate comfortable enough for some of that perfectionism to melt away. “Do you think it’s the dancing, or just Min-ah?”

“They’ve danced before,” Jungkook says. “Jiminie helped Hobi-hyung practice slow dancing when they had their date night alone at the house – but Hobi-hyung was still getting frustrated with himself then. Is it different because his pre-rut has started now?”

“You both have valid points, but you’re missing the biggest thing.” Taehyung points toward where Hoseok is doing his best to copy the footwork Jimin is guiding him through. “Look at his face. He’s having fun.”

Now that Yoongi is focusing his attention there, he can see it too. Hoseok’s features are practically lit up with a mixture of focus and delight, his scent perfectly content whether Jimin is correcting him or complimenting his form. It’s honestly… kind of perfect. Yoongi doesn’t know exactly how to describe what it makes him feel – only that seeing Jimin making Hoseok so happy has his teeth aching to claim their mates into the pack. It’s so clear that the seven of them are meant to be. What’s the point in waiting when–

God, he needs to get a grip on himself. Progress is happening.

All of them spending Hoseok’s rut together is just one more step toward becoming a proper pack. They have a move in date set. Jimin and Jungkook’s next heats will be here. Plenty of progress. If only the alpha part of him could understand that instead of just aching to claim their omegas…

“I should go,” Yoongi mutters, leaning over to press a kiss to Jungkook’s cheek, then to Taehyung’s. “Jin-hyung asked me to put together some addresses for him, and I’d rather get it done before nesting time.”

“That’s not a bad point,” Taehyung answers, pausing to think. “There were a few things I wanted to take care of when I got home too.”

“And I should probably try to actually do some of my homework,” Jungkook groans.

Yoongi looks around at the mess of pillows strewn about the floor, then back at the omegas. “Sounds like we’re all getting up then. Let’s clean up this mess while we’re at it?”

*******

Hoseok has danced before. His parents made sure he had all the skills necessary to survive the social events required of him, which included some of the basic partnered dances that might be employed at a particularly fancy party. None of it bothered him, but this?

He’s pretty sure he loves this.

Trying to time his movements to the beat, fighting his body’s clumsy execution, and improving incrementally with each repetition all feels exhilarating. It doesn’t hurt that his joy seems to be mirrored by Jimin’s utter delight at how quickly it’s apparently clicking for Hoseok.

“There you go, hyung. That’s perfect! Most people struggle with learning the footwork, but you’ve really got a knack for this. Now, when you come forward for that last step, you want to point your toe and let the motion carry up through your hip so it pops kind of like this.” Jimin demonstrates the series of movements slowly, counting beats as he works through the instructions. “So it’s pop, one, two, three, twist, step back, step forward, left, and pop again.”

Hoseok does his best to follow along, but he catches some movement out of the corner of his eye. It draws his attention back to the cute little cuddle pile that Yoongi, Jungkookie, and Taehyungie formed over in the corner of the room. The three of them are all standing now, gathering up pillows with them as they start to make their way toward the door.

“You guys had enough of watching?” Jimin asks, smiling bright at their mates.

“We’ve all got stuff we need to take care of,” Taehyung answers. “You guys will still come up to the nest when you’re done?”

“Wouldn’t miss it, honey.” Hoseok waves goodbye to them, then turns his attention back toward Jimin and the mirror in front of them.

The others are still making their way out, with Yoongi bringing up the rear – except the alpha doesn’t leave with them. Instead, he lingers in the doorway for a second before looking back over his shoulder at Hoseok and Jimin, cheeks dusted pink and something a little strange filtering into his gaze. It’s not an emotion Hoseok can accurately place in the short glance he gets before Yoongi turns to leave, but that’s okay.

He can find Yoongi later and ask him about it.

For now, he brings his focus back to Jiminie and their dance, running through the same section again five times over before they try with the music once more.

~~

An hour later, Hoseok and Jimin are dancing relatively in sync – at least to the little thirty second snippet that Hoseok has managed to learn. It feels good, almost a little bit like he used to feel when he nailed part of the planning for a big job. That rush has been missing for years, but this makes him remember why he used to take so much more pride in his work.

And maybe it helps a little that he isn’t doing this for anyone else. There’s no hollow thanks waiting for him at the end of it. No pat on the back followed by a new, harder task.

Just Jimin smiling in delight as they hit each beat together.

It’s hard to miss the differences in their execution. Jiminie’s movements are sharper, with a fluid quality to them that Hoseok can’t help finding extra impressive now that they’re working side by side. He’s seen Jimin dance before, but those performances always manage to look effortless – which he now understands is more of a marker of skill than he thought previously.

They finish another repetition and Jimin beams at Hoseok in the mirror. “You’ve really got it down now, hyung.”

“I don’t look nearly as graceful as you, but it’s definitely getting easier.”

“The grace comes with time and practice – at least if you decide this is something you’d like to do more of.”

“I think I’d like to,” Hoseok answers, turning to face Jimin properly rather than making eye contact in the mirror. “I know we haven’t been at it all that long, but I’m really enjoying myself. You’re a great teacher.”

“Don’t give me all the credit. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a beginner grasp even a simple routine like this so well before. You’re sure you’ve never done this before?”

“Not really. The only dance I’ve done before this is the slow, ballroom type, and I never enjoyed it like I’m enjoying this – unless you count doing it with my mates. That’s pretty satisfying, but it’s less about the activity and more about the company.”

Jimin’s smile softens, a little spike of warm vanilla filling the air. “I really liked slow dancing with you too, hyung.”

“I bet it will feel even better when you’re actually in pre-heat.”

“It always feels especially good then. I guess that makes a good opening for something I sort of wanted to ask if… Is there anything I can do to make your pre-rut more comfortable? What kinds of things do you like best?”

Hoseok might not be very deep into his cycle at this point, but getting that question from his omega when he’s in any degree of pre-rut feels deeply satisfying. It’s enough to have him reaching out to pull Jimin in close, a little rumble starting in his chest. The sound doesn’t make it all the way to a growl, but Hoseok still leans in to scent Jimin thoroughly, eagerly listening to the way the omega’s breath catches at the first slide of tongue over his scent gland.

“Feels nice,” Jimin whispers, leaning in to scent Hoseok in return. “And you smell really good.”

“Hard not to when you’re asking how to make my rut better, baby.”

“Speaking of which?” Jimin pecks one last kiss over Hoseok’s scent gland, then settles his head on Hoseok’s shoulder with a satisfied little hum. “Are you gonna tell me how to do that?”

“I don’t need anything too complicated. Let me fuss over you when the time comes.”

“What kind of fussing are we talking?”

Hoseok lets out a laugh, resting his head on Jimin’s shoulder in return. “You want all the details?”

“Mhmm.”

“Alright. Starting tomorrow, I’ll probably get a little needy when it comes to seeing all of my omegas settled. I want you fed, comfortable, and relaxed – and getting you there is part of the process, so don’t feel like you need to pretend to be perfectly content to keep me happy. I’m going to need to take care of you, so if you could…” Hoseok trails off, feeling a little embarrassed at the prospect of asking for what Taehyungie usually does for him.

“If I could…?” Jimin prompts.

“Sorry. I don’t think I’ve ever had to say it out loud before.”

That has Jimin pulling back to fix Hoseok with a playful grin. “Hyung, are you feeling shy?”

Honestly, Hoseok does feel just a little shy. He’s never really had to find a way to ask for what Taehyung does for him during his ruts – at least partially because it’s just in Taehyung’s nature to do it anyways. Is that really something he wants to ask Jiminie and Jungkookie to do for him too? The hesitation lasts for a few seconds, but eventually the warm rush of satisfaction he feels at the thought of all three of them like that is enough of an answer.

“Maybe just a little embarrassed,” Hoseok admits. “But I’ll tell you – so long as you know I don’t want you to do anything that makes you uncomfortable. Understood?”

“Of course.”

“Alright then. I guess it’s… I want you needy. If you’re comfortable, you can play it up a bit. It doesn’t bother me if I can see right through it, because I’m gonna want to look after you badly enough that it’ll help me settle either way.”

Jimin doesn’t look at all put off by the request, that same playful little smile still tugging at his lips. “What kind of needy are we talking? Like the fussy kind that TaeTae does for Namjoon-hyung sometimes, or the sexy kind?”

“Definitely the fussy kind. I’m going to be looking for problems I can solve for you, and it doesn’t make too much of a difference to me if they’re real or just something you drop in my lap because you want me to fuss over you. Honestly, I try to avoid the sexy kind, just so I don’t tire anyone out before the main event – but you and I should probably talk about that.”

“About the main event?”

Hoseok shakes his head, putting a slightly more serious expression on his face as he reaches up to cup Jimin’s cheek. “About whether you want our first time to be while I’m in rut.”

“Oh, I guess I haven’t given it a lot of thought,” Jimin says, leaning into Hoseok’s touch and letting his eyes slip shut for a moment, then opening them to look straight back at Hoseok, clearly curious. “Are you worried about it happening while you’re in rut?”

“Not really, no. I know I’m going to take care of you either way, but I don’t know if that’s what you want. If you’re afraid–”

“I’m not afraid, hyung. Not of you. Not ever.”

That admission has satisfaction rising up in Hoseok’s chest faster than he can contain it, and he leans in for a kiss to help shove down the growl threatening to fall from his lips. Jimin takes it easily, bending to Hoseok’s advances and opening up for him without hesitation. It makes Hoseok want to lay him out right here, to fuck him up against the mirrors so he can see just how pretty he looks when he’s gasping and whining for–

“If you keep this up, I’m gonna leak,” Jimin whines, head turning away from their kiss as his mouth travels down to Hoseok’s scent gland instead.

“You say that like it’s a bad thing, honey.”

“It’s… I know you all like it, but it still feels embarrassing, and maybe a little bit scary? Either way, I thought we were talking?”

“We were, but…” Hoseok trails off on a little laugh, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s neck. “Sorry, you just… Hearing you say you aren’t afraid of my rut makes me really happy, Minnie – and then you just felt so nice when I kissed you.”

“I meant what I said. I’m not afraid of your rut, or even really nervous about it at all. As soon as I caught your scent, I knew it was going to be okay.”

“Were you afraid before that?”

Jimin shakes his head. “More like… unsure? After Namjoon-hyung’s rut started in our apartment and how well that ended up going over, I wasn’t too worried – but there was maybe a little nervousness lingering. I didn’t know if it was going to stir up any weird feelings when I could smell you in pre-rut, but that obviously isn’t what happened.”

Hoseok maybe should have been worried about Jimin’s reaction to his scent too, but it just felt so right to have his omegas close that he didn’t even really think about it. Maybe it’s the beginnings of rut just beginning to make his thoughts blurry, or it could just be his confidence in Jimin’s comfort with him. Regardless of which it is, he’s happy to know that he didn’t need to worry.

There’s a little bit of arousal still churning inside of him at the feeling of Jimin’s body pressed against his, and it doesn’t hurt to know that his mate finds his pre-rut scent appealing too. It would be so easy to lead Jimin somewhere more comfortable, where the thought of leaking might not bother him so much…

But they can save that for later. With any luck, Hoseok’s scent will be more than strong enough to get all three of his omegas dripping for him before too long.

“God, your scent is getting stronger already,” Jimin says, taking a couple of deep breaths while his own scent tips sweeter in response. “You just happy that I’m not scared, or…?”

“My mind is admittedly wandering a bit, but I am definitely happy about that. I just wanna make sure we finish our conversation too. You not being afraid or even worried is great, but I’m going to ask again if you like the thought of our first time together happening during my rut?”

Jimin’s gaze falters, but his scent stays perfectly sweet, a little smile just beginning to form on his lips. “I think… I’m pretty sure I would really like that, hyung. If anything changes and you don’t want to wait–”

“I do want to wait.”

“Oh? Do you like the thought of it too?”

“Pretty hard not to, Minnie. I’m imagining… You’re probably going to be so gone for me by the time my rut hits, and that’s a really tempting image. Taehyungie will love seeing you like that too.”

That has Jimin’s cheeks going pink as he leans in to bury his face in Hoseok’s neck. “They’re all going to see, aren’t they?”

“Probably, unless that isn’t something you want?”

“No, it’s… I think I like it.”

“Aww, our pretty little Jiminie feeling like he wants to be seen?”

“Yeah. Wanna have you like that and then watch TaeTae and Kookie go next.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh, squeezing Jimin closer. “There will be plenty of time to watch – and to be watched again. We’re gonna spend days in that nest.”

“I’m really excited, hyung.”

“Yeah, honey. Me too. It’s gonna be perfect.”

~~

Once Hoseok and Jimin finally untangle from one another and decide to head upstairs, Hoseok excuses himself to go take care of a few things, then makes a beeline for Yoongi’s room. He doesn’t bother knocking, just slips inside without a sound.

Yoongi is sitting in front of his computers, fingers moving quickly over his keyboard as he types something up on one of his screens. There’s no scent of distress in the room, so whatever work he’s up to must not be the super stressful kind. Which is perfect, because then Hoseok doesn’t have to feel even a little bad about–

“You should know by now that you can’t sneak up on me when you’re close to your rut,” Yoongi says, not even bothering to turn around as his hands continue to type. “Your scent gives you away about two seconds after you walk in the door.”

Damn it. Hoseok always forgets about that…

“Alright, you got me,” he admits with a laugh.

After a couple of final taps to his keyboard, Yoongi finally turns around. He’s reaching out for Hoseok almost immediately, a patient little smile already on his face. “Yeah, I always do once you can’t hide your scent anymore. Come here, Seok-ah?”

Normally, that kind of request would probably mean that something is wrong, but Yoongi always acts a little different the second Hoseok’s cycle starts. There’s a confidence to his requests that isn’t always there, like something about Hoseok being in rut reminds him of just how deep their bond is. For most alphas, that confidence might translate into a firm reminder of the hierarchy of a pack – but that sort of thing has never really worked for them.

Namjoon is the head alpha of their pack. That’s never been a question, but for Yoongi and Hoseok… What they have has always been more fluid, neither of them bristling when the other takes charge or exerts authority. It’s comfortable. Hoseok knows how to provide when Yoongi wants to submit and be led – and he also knows that when he needs those things, they’ll be provided to him in return. It feels perfectly natural for their dynamic to shift and change as needed, providing them both with comfort and stability.

They look after each other. They always have.

So of course Hoseok doesn’t hesitate to go to Yoongi, happily dropping to his knees beside the computer chair and resting his chin on the other alpha’s knee. “Hi.”

“Hi yourself.” Yoongi lets out a low little laugh, clearly amused as he tangles his fingers in Hoseok’s hair, pressing soothing lines into his scalp. “Gonna tell me why you’re sneaking in here instead of heading straight up to the nest?”

“You ran off earlier.”

“I didn’t run anywhere. Just helped JK and Tae carry up all the pillows and walked out at a perfectly normal pace.”

That’s actually a fair point. There wasn’t any running, but something about the way Yoongi looked back at them as he left the studio…

Hoseok is so content here at Yoongi’s feet that he almost lets it go entirely, but he can feel the need to make sure his mate is taken care of building inside of him. If something is off, he can’t just let it go – even if Yoongi seems perfectly fine now. It will just continue to grate against his brain until he’s sorted it out and made sure that everything is okay.

“Okay, no running,” Hoseok concedes. “Just saw you look back at us when you left and there was something in your face, like… I don’t know. It felt a little like you were running away from something, but tell me if I misread that?”

There’s a few seconds of silence where Yoongi keeps running his fingers through Hoseok’s hair, pressing soothing lines into the scalp before his hand eventually goes still and he lets out a sigh. “There was something I needed to take care of for Seokjin-hyung – some addresses he wanted put together.”

“But…?”

“But that wasn’t the only reason I decided it was time to get up. You looked… Dancing with Min-ah was making you so happy. I could see it on your face, and I just…” Another sigh leaves Yoongi, hand slipping free of Hoseok’s hair to cup his cheek and tilt his face up instead. That flush is back on Yoongi’s cheeks, a mix of embarrassment and something more like desire as he opens his mouth and whispers, “I’ve been thinking about what it’s going to be like for us to claim them into the pack. Seeing you and Min-ah like that was making my teeth ache.”

Claiming them… Finally feeling his teeth sink into their necks until they’re his, and–

Hoseok sucks in a breath, letting it out slow and controlled through his nose. He’s thought about it before, of course. How could he not? Jungkook and Jimin are a perfect fit for their pack. They have been from the very first day they spent together all those months ago, so of course Hoseok has considered what it would be like to finally put his claim on them. But right now? When the beginnings of rut are just beginning to stir inside of him?

Even just the thought makes his brain feel fuzzy.

“You too, huh?” Yoongi asks, nostrils flaring slightly as he takes a deep inhale of Hoseok’s spiking scent.

“Hard not to.”

“Yeah. I know we have to wait. I’m okay with waiting. Just can’t help the fact that sometimes it hits me like a brick and I’d rather ‘run off’ than explain it to everyone in the room.”

There’s still desire swirling warm in Hoseok’s belly, but he does his best to simply let it pass, focusing instead on Yoongi’s hand cupping his cheek. “I want it too,” he mutters, turning his head to press a kiss to the inside of Yoongi’s wrist.

“I bet you do – especially right now. But we should probably focus on getting you up to the nest where everyone can fuss and enjoy your scent for a bit. As much as I love having it all to myself, Joon’s probably about dying to look after you a bit.”

It’s a good point, and Hoseok likes the idea of being surrounded by his pack, but…

“Five more minutes?”

Yoongi laughs, the sound coming out fond and warm. “Yeah, sweetheart. Five more minutes.”

Notes:

Next week, Hoseok slides further into pre-rut, Jimin and Jungkook learn how to be needy the way he likes, and a certain someone has earned extra affection from our pre-rut alpha <3

See you there! :D

Chapter 151: Shifted Focus

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When Hoseok wakes up on the second day of his pre-rut, he can definitely feel it. Things changed slowly over the course of the previous day, shifting him by degrees so small that it was hard to notice them as they happened, but it’s impossible to miss the difference between how he felt when he went to bed, and how he feels now.

The first thing he notices is how much more intensely he can smell the omegas. They all piled into Hoseok’s bed last night after dinner and some time in the nest. They’ve got days of sleeping in there to look forward to, so Hoseok will be content to return to his bed (or someone else’s) for the next couple of nights.

He’s definitely slept in too, because Taehyungie and Jungkookie are both gone, but their scent lingers so perfectly that Hoseok can’t help the little growl of satisfaction that starts up in his chest. Jiminie is still in bed with him, and Hoseok finds himself scooting closer without a single thought, tugging Jimin tight up against him and beginning to scent his omega immediately. Luckily he’s still got enough of a hold on himself to keep from sucking a bruise into Jimin’s neck while the omega is still fast asleep.

Best to save that for when they’re both awake to enjoy it.

Scenting his mate brings him immediate satisfaction, which is only amplified when Jimin lets out a sleepy little sigh of pleasure as the smell of vanilla in the air tips sweeter. Hoseok is content to stay where he is, tongue running along Jimin’s scent gland over and over while he tries to puzzle out what else he can feel.

He’s definitely starting to run warmer than usual, which makes staying under the blankets seem even more appealing. Most of this day will probably be spent with a little chill in his bones, but by tomorrow he’ll be feeling overheated. There’s hunger already stirring in his belly too. His appetite doesn’t spike nearly as much as Yoongi’s does during rut, but he still needs to eat more than usual. Hopefully there will be something easy to grab when he manages to drag himself out of this bed, but as he imagines walking into the kitchen, it isn’t food that he’s most excited about…

Jin might be down there.

That thought more than anything is what finally gets Hoseok to let go of Jimin and remove himself from the bed. It’s not unusual for him to crave the presence of his mates, of course – but this feels way more intense than usual. Like if he doesn’t see Jinnie immediately, he might throw a fit.

Brushing his teeth feels like enough of a chore that he doesn’t even consider changing out of his pajamas before heading downstairs. There are more important things to take care of, and he doesn’t intend to waste another moment.

Thankfully, Jin is exactly where Hoseok expects him.

The beta is standing in the kitchen, washing up the last of a pile of dishes, his back to the doorway as he works. The scent of rut must give Hoseok away, because the moment he steps into the kitchen he can see Jinnie’s posture change just slightly. There’s a tiny quirk of his head, and then he’s turning to fix Hoseok with a perfectly warm smile.

“Good morning, darling. Are you feeling hungry this morning?”

Hoseok doesn’t stop his advance, walking straight up to Jin and pulling him into a hug. The wave of relief is immediate, like newfound warmth rolling through every inch of his body and taking away the chill within seconds. He can feel tension he didn’t even know was there draining out of him, and it has him leaning in to lick over Jinnie’s scent gland with gratitude.

The affection definitely seems welcome, at least judging by the happy chuckle that Jin lets out, his arms wrapping around Hoseok in return. “Well, I’m certainly not turning down such a wonderful greeting, though I will have to ask you again about breakfast.”

“Just needed you,” Hoseok mutters into Jin’s neck in between swipes of his tongue. The crisp taste of mint filling his whole mouth feels perfect, like he’s walking on air without a care in the world. Jin’s scent tips even sweeter at the words, and Hoseok wishes he could drown in it. He sucks a mark into the skin, but that doesn’t quite feel like enough either, not when he practically wants to crawl inside of Jin.

After a minute or so of indulging him, the beta pulls back with a wide smile and a curious glint in his eye as he scans Hoseok’s face. “Are you feeling alright, love? You aren’t usually quite so affectionate at this point in your cycle.”

It’s a good point. Hoseok typically feels much more in control of himself than this, but from the moment he thought about Jin this morning, his brain has felt foggier than usual. While this bit of closeness has definitely helped, he feels like he needs way more to settle the desperate thing inside of him that’s clamoring to latch onto Jin and not let go.

“Feeling okay, but…” Hoseok trails off, swallowing as he tries to put his feelings into words. “I’m not sure exactly what’s happening, just that… I really need you right now, hyungie. Are you busy?”

Jin’s face practically lights up, and the show of happiness makes Hoseok’s insides feel all warm and fuzzy, like they’re mirroring his mate’s obvious delight. “I’m not busy in the slightest. Where would you prefer for us to–”

“What about the dishes?”

“The dishes?”

“Yeah. Is it gonna make you anxious if you don’t finish them?”

“Darling, there is no amount of dishes that could make me miss my precious Hobi-yah being all needy for me. Don’t you worry about it for even a moment. I’m going to take you somewhere and give you all the cuddles you could possibly want, and find someone to feed you while we do it.”

“Don’t need food. Just you.”

“Oh, you’re just too precious like this,” Jin says, already beginning to lead Hoseok out of the kitchen with an arm wrapped securely around his waist. “However, I know how your morning appetite is once your pre-rut hits, and I’ve already prepared some easy options.”

Hoseok opens his mouth to protest, but Jinnie just keeps talking.

“Don’t bother telling me you aren’t hungry. I know your appetite will return once we get you settled – and Jungkook-ah will be very excited to be of assistance.”

*******

Seokjin honestly couldn’t be more delighted.

He and Hoseok find their way to the couch, where they stay cuddled up close while Seokjin texts Jungkook to ask if he’d like to come fuss over their precious pre-rut alpha. Within minutes, the omega comes rushing down the stairs wearing a wide grin. His hair is still wet from the shower he took after his workout, and his scent spiking as he runs up to the two of them and practically dives forward to give Hoseok a hug.

“Morning, hyung. Wow, you smell even better today. Almost kind of… fruity? Whatever it is, it’s perfect and I love it.”

Hoseok stays right next to Seokjin, but still pulls his omega down for a scenting and some morning kisses that are only interrupted by the growl of his stomach.

“And there’s your appetite,” Seokjin says with a laugh. “Right on cue.”

When Jungkook pulls away, he’s got a little bruise blooming over his scent gland, the red mark standing out starkly on his otherwise unmarked throat. “Are you hungry, Hobi-hyung? Can I eat with you?”

“Yeah, food does sound good.”

Seokjin gladly instructs Jungkook on where to find the high protein breakfast he prepared for this moment, and the omega practically skips off to the kitchen to go get everything ready. He’s only gone for about five minutes, but Hoseok spends every bit of it cuddling closer to Seokjin, almost like he can’t get enough of him.

It’s surprising – not that Hoseok isn’t typically affectionate in pre-rut, but it’s usually spread more evenly among their pack. There’s a multitude of possible reasons for this, but he can’t help thinking that it might simply be due to the two of them finally managing to overcome the hurdle of finding ways to talk when Hoseok is hurting. Their relationship has clearly shifted since then, so it’s not entirely out of the question.

That does leave him wondering if maybe this was always there under the surface. If what Hoseok said was true – that he’s been craving Seokjin’s presence and yet denying himself for all these years – then maybe this is a reflection of that? Yearning finally allowed to run free that has somehow translated into his rut?

Whatever it is, Seokjin doesn’t intend to waste a moment of it.

Jungkook has already had one breakfast, but he eats his second with just as much enthusiasm as the first, chattering away happily about his upcoming morning classes and the short evening shift he’s working tonight. It’s obvious that Hoseok isn’t keen on the thought of his omega leaving, but he keeps it hidden well enough that Jungkook seems none the wiser.

Namjoon finds his way downstairs just as Jungkook and Hoseok are wrapping up their meal, and Jungkook scoots over immediately to make room for the alpha, allowing him to sit beside Hoseok.

“Good morning, pup. How are you feeling?”

“Really good,” Hoseok answers, passing his nearly empty plate of food to Seokjin so he can tug Namjoon in for a proper hug and a scenting. “Definitely feeling it more this morning. M’kind of needy.”

“Delightfully so,” Seokjin says.

This definitely pleases Namjoon, his sandalwood scent tipping sweet as he returns Hoseok’s scenting. “I can’t pretend I wasn’t looking forward to that. You feeling like you need to dote on your omegas?”

“Yeah. Not just them though.”

“No? Something else you need, baby?”

“Jinnie-hyung,” Hoseok says, one hand reaching out to settle on Seokjin’s thigh and his body instinctively leaning closer as well. “Feels better with him here.”

Namjoon immediately looks over to Seokjin, joy evident in the slight narrowing of his eyes. There’s a question on his face too – one that’s easy enough to interpret.

Do we need to cancel our meetings?’

Seokjin gives it a moment of consideration. They have a few calls scheduled for today, one of which he can skip without much trouble – but the other two… There are ways for him to still take his video calls while looking after Hoseok, at least assuming the alpha would be amenable to some of those other methods.

No harm in asking.

“Darling, assuming you’d like to stay close to me today, how would you feel about a cushion on the floor while I take a couple of calls with Joon-ah this afternoon?”

There’s a spike in Hoseok’s scent that has Jungkook letting out a pleased little hum and setting aside his plate of food so that he can get closer. First he looks like he intends to dive over Namjoon’s lap to reach Hoseok, but after a second of deliberation he gets down on the floor instead, kneeling at Hoseok’s feet and resting his head on the alpha’s thigh. “Smell so good, hyung. If you go sit with Jin-hyung, can I come with you? Are you gonna kneel for him?”

“Is that what’s on offer?” Hoseok asks, the question clearly directed at Seokjin even as Hoseok leans forward to ruffle Jungkook’s hair and press a kiss to his forehead.

“The offer is for whatever you’d like.”

“Either way, there will definitely be room for both of you,” Namjoon says, looking fondly at Hoseok and Jungkook. “The webcam only shoots from the height of my desk, so we can fit you however you like.”

“Alright,” Hoseok says. “Then we’ll both be there for sure – kneeling or otherwise.”

“TaeTae will want to come too,” Jungkook says.

“He’s definitely invited, honey.”

“Everyone is welcome,” Namjoon agrees. “We need quiet for our call, but otherwise we can accommodate whatever else you need.”

*******

Taehyung is getting a little bit of a late start on the day. Not the work day. That part he’s actually getting a ridiculously early start to – but he’s way more concerned with getting to wherever Hobi-hyung is and staying there. He loves his alphas’ ruts, and missing even a few hours of one feels like a travesty.

He’s spent his morning in two back to back meetings to review security for their external operations now that the threat of the Kangs is no longer looming over them. At this point, Taehyung feels fine with letting some of their more intense policies slip. Of course they’ll maintain the security they had before, as well as a few of the newer policies that provide additional safety for their team, but the triple checking of every single detail doesn’t feel like a priority anymore. None of their contacts have heard anything concerning, and the story the new leader of the Kangs told about her takeover mostly seems to check out, based on the rumblings Yoongi-hyung has found online.

It sounds like entire branches of the Kang ‘family’ were dissolved practically overnight. Finding additional details has proven difficult, but there have been a few disgruntled former employees posting online. The organization was already tight lipped before, but now it only seems more so. Although if they’re trying to get everyone to swallow a hostile takeover by the Jeons, Taehyung supposes that minimizing gossip is sort of necessary.

Regardless, he’s confident that the Kangs don’t pose much of a threat at this point. Normally he’d run that by Hobi-hyung too, but the second his pre-rut starts, he’s no longer a head of the security team until it’s over. Tae doesn’t want his alpha under that kind of pressure when he should be relaxing instead.

With his second meeting wrapped up, he practically sprints from the security office back to the house. The sweet scent of fruity mocha espresso greets him in a thick wave when he opens the door. Definitely stronger than yesterday – and it probably also means that Hobi-hyung is awake now.

Hoseok tends to sleep in during his ruts, which is a habit that Yoongi-hyung is usually really happy about. It’s not uncommon to find the two of them cuddled up in the nest past ten in the morning, dozing until Hobi-hyung’s rut finally forces him awake.

And then Taehyung gets to watch Yoongi get knotted, which is always a treat.

He’s got even more watching to look forward to during this rut, and it has him so excited that he could nearly vibrate his way through the house. He can’t help it. They’ve still got another day and half before that part starts (since Hobi doesn’t really fool around during his pre-rut), but it’s going to be perfect. He can already imagine–

Taehyung rounds the corner from the foyer into the living room and nearly slams right into Jimin, both of them jumping back in surprise and then letting out a laugh.

“Hey TaeTae. I was just about to come looking for you. Are you all done with your stuff for the morning?”

“Yeah, I’m one hundred percent free now. Not doing a single other thing until Hobi-hyung’s rut is over – and probably not for a day or two after that either. I’m definitely gonna be sore, even if it is in like the best way possible.” Tae lets out a dreamy little sigh at the thought, then focuses his attention back on Jimin. “Anyway, you said you were looking for me?”

“Yeah, I was going to go find Hoseok-hyung, but I wanted to…” Jimin trails off, still smiling even as a flush creeps up his cheeks. “He told me yesterday that he likes us needy when he’s in his pre-rut, and I thought maybe you could help show me what he prefers?”

“Of course I can! We can go be needy together. All you gotta do is follow my lead and you’ll get the hang of it in no time.”

~~

They end up finding the others upstairs in Namjoon and Jin’s room – though Yoongi-hyung is still missing from the group. It’s early enough that he’s probably still asleep, but Tae is sure that he’ll be up soon and then they’ll have the seven of them together.

For now, he and Jimin eagerly go climb onto the bed with the rest of their pack. Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook are all gathered around Hoseok, cuddling and talking. Hoseok is still in his pajamas, but the rest of them look dressed for the day, which is apparently how they ended up here.

“I came up to get changed for the couple of meetings,” Jin-hyung explains as Taehyung and Jimin join their little cuddle pile. “We all intended to make our way back downstairs, but you know how Joon-ah gets when his mates are looking adorable in our bed.”

Namjoon-hyung snorts out a laugh, shaking his head. “Yeah, like you didn’t practically leap to get in here with them too.”

“I like that you’re all here,” Hobi-hyung says. There’s no slur to his words yet, but his voice is still low and warm as he tugs Tae in for a scenting first, sucking a mark into the skin while his tongue works. “Just need Yoongles now.”

“I’ll go get him,” Namjoon offers. “He’s not going to want to miss this.”

Jungkook immediately runs to follow Namjoon, and Taehyung is let go so that Jimin can be pulled into Hoseok’s lap in his place. It’s nice to watch him get the same scenting treatment that Tae got just moments ago, to see the way his body goes lax in Hoseok’s arms, and to hear the contented little sigh that leaves him as he’s marked.

It looks like Jin-hyung is enjoying the sight too, and Taehyung takes the opportunity to crawl over to the beta and press a kiss to his lips.

“Hi, hyung.”

“Hello, love. Did your meetings go well?”

“Mhmm. Nothing exciting to report. Just glad they’re over, cause I’d much rather be here showing Jiminie how to be needy for Hobi-hyung.”

“Oh? Is he looking for a demonstration?”

“More like a lead to follow, I think. We’ll get him there. Gonna take such good care of our alpha.”

“Who’s taking care of me?” Hoseok asks, turning away from Jimin’s neck to flash Taehyung a playful smile and wag his eyebrows.

That’s all the invitation Tae needs.

“We are – or more like you’re taking care of us so we can take care of you,” he says, pulling away from Jin-hyung to latch back onto Hobi’s side. “You smell so good. I need cuddles. Can we build a pillow fort and watch movies like we usually do during your pre-rut?”

“I did stock up on plenty of snacks for just such an occasion,” Jin says.

“That sounds perfect, Taehyungie. Although…” Hoseok trails off, wrapping an arm around Tae as he thinks. “Not sure we’re gonna have room to do it in my bedroom this year. My bed was barely big enough for the five of us if we squished in. With seven, there’s no way we’re all going to fit.”

“What I’m hearing is that you need a bigger bed, hyung,” Jimin says, letting out a little giggle. He’s still happily plastered to Hobi-hyung’s other side, a deep red suck mark now proudly displayed over his scent gland.

Hoseok’s eyes linger on Jimin’s neck before eventually flicking over to Taehyung and Jin. “Maybe the living room would be best? I’d just want it positioned so I can see into the kitchen, but that shouldn’t be too hard. We could get something built up and then… When was your first meeting, Jinnie-hyung? Do we have time to watch a movie?”

“Is Jin-hyung required to watch all the movies with us this year?” Tae asks. He’s definitely curious about the shift from their typical routine for this – and excited. With two new mates in their pack, he’s pretty sure that the specific patterns for all of their cycles will change at least a little.

Normally, the pillow fort movie marathon involves Hoseok, Yoongi, and Taehyung as the core group, with Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung joining them on and off throughout the day. Of course they both love being there too, but between the couple of meetings they can’t reschedule, and Jin being busy with cooking, they can’t exactly spend the entire time in the pillow fort. That changes once Hobi-hyung’s rut starts properly. Then they’re always together in the nest, with only small breaks to grab things from other rooms if needed.

Tae can’t help wondering how that part might change too.

“It’s not that Jinnie-hyung is required to watch,” Hoseok explains. “Me and Jungkookie were just gonna go sit by him and Joonie while they have their meetings. And if we place our pillow fort right, I’ll be able to see him if he’s in the kitchen too.”

Oh, that’s just too cute. If Hobi is craving Jin-hyung’s presence for this cycle, then Taehyung has every intention of leaning into that as much as possible.

Jin seems to be completely delighted by it as well. “Why don’t we get started on construction, and then see how much time we have left once it’s all complete?”

~~

They all meet up down in the living room, with Namjoon and Jungkook leading a still half-asleep Yoongi right over to Hoseok for a fresh scenting and a bruise to match the rest of them. From there, it’s on to the familiar task of pillow fort construction.

Normally Hobi-hyung is the expert for this sort of thing, but now the rest of them take a much more active role to allow him plenty of time to get caught up in cuddles. It’s simple enough to get a view of the kitchen just by shoving one of the couches aside and turning the entertainment center slightly to accommodate their position. They roll out one of the big mattress pads they typically use for temporary nesting, then have Hobi-hyung lie down on it to confirm that he’s happy with the placement.

After crawling to the center of the pad and peering toward the kitchen, it gets his seal of approval.

Perfect. Now to start being fussy.

As they begin gathering the rest of their materials, Taehyung picks up a couple of pillows, looking them over before letting out a dejected little sigh.

Hoseok is by his side almost immediately, that perfectly sweet scent enveloping Taehyung as an arm is wrapped around his waist. “Something wrong, honey? What can I do?”

“Alpha, there’s not enough pillows,” Tae whines, leaning into Hoseok’s touch like he desperately needs his mate’s support. “They’re all the same shape and they aren’t soft enough. I want us all to be comfy, but this isn’t going to work.”

“Oh, pretty baby,” Hobi-hyung coos, tugging Taehyung into a proper hug. “We can fix it. Don’t worry.”

Tae drops the pillows to accept Hoseok’s embrace, peeking over the alpha’s shoulder at Jimin and Jungkook so he can give the two of them a wink before returning to his performance. “How are we gonna fix it, hyung?”

“What if I grabbed some of the softest plushies from my room?”

“And the big ones too?”

“Of course, Taehyungie. All your favorites.”

Jimin quirks his head just slightly, clearly wondering whether he’s allowed to get involved or not – which Tae gives a little nod to right away. Permission granted, Jimin crawls over to them and wraps himself around Hoseok’s back. His scent has gone a little muted (on purpose, Taehyung is fairly sure), and he whispers, “Can I make a request too, hyung?”

Oh, he’s definitely understanding how this works now.

The little dip in Jimin’s scent has Hoseok’s own spiking stronger within moments. “Of course you can, Minnie. Is something wrong?”

“M’okay. Just… Do you think we can bring Inho down from TaeTae’s room? She’s so soft, and a giant teddy bear will really make this feel cozy.”

Jungkook joins them with a wide grin, latching onto the side of their hug and wrapping his arms around the three of them. “We should bring the big koi fish Yoongi-hyung won in Japan too.”

“We can do all of that. Let me go get them.”

“Can I come help, hyung?” Jungkook asks, leaning back to pout where Hobi-hyung can actually see his face.

“Of course you can help, baby. You all can if you want.”

It’s a tempting offer, but Taehyung wants to make sure that Hoseok gets plenty of chances to devote his attention to each of them, so he shakes his head. “I want Jiminie to stay and help me start hanging the blankets to make it a proper fort. Then once you guys bring the plushies, we can start decorating.”

Hoseok presses a kiss to Tae’s scent gland, licking once over the skin before letting out a pleased little hum. “That sounds perfect. Me and Jungkookie can take care of the running around.”

As soon as Jungkook and Hobi-hyung make their way up the stairs, Jimin turns to Taehyung. “Was that okay, TaeTae?”

“It was goddamn perfect,” Yoongi-hyung says with a laugh. “You and JK both caught on in no time.”

“Exactly,” Taehyung agrees. “Now just keep doing exactly that and everything is gonna go great.”

“Is it specifically getting stuff for us, or does it work with other things too?”

“Literally anything,” Tae says, flashing Jimin a wide smile. “If you want cuddles, tell him. Water? Help getting up? For him to tell you you’re pretty? All of it works – even asking if you can fuss over him too, so long as you phrase it like it would be a favor to you.”

“Hobi-yah’s provider instinct is the primary driver for his rut,” Jin-hyung adds. “Taehyung-ah isn’t exaggerating in the slightest.

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “He really isn’t. Anything you can ask for will just make Hoseok happier.”

“Alright,” Jimin agrees, a determined smile forming on his face. “I can do that.”

*******

Namjoon couldn’t be more pleased at how easily Jungkook and Jimin have acclimated to Hoseok’s needs at this stage of his rut.

Construction of their pillow fort still moves at about the same pace as usual, but this time Hoseok is almost always busy fussing over something or another for one of their omegas. He assists Jimin in arranging pillows, shifts the furniture a few more inches with Taehyung, then helps Jungkook pick out blankets to go inside while Yoongi guides Jimin and Taehyung through getting the massive sheet that makes up the roof of their fort into place. Once the major structural decisions have been made, Jimin asks if they can climb inside just to test it out, then proceeds to request a minute or two of cuddles.

Taehyung is positively glowing watching the two of them, scent spiking sweet and clear when Jungkook lets out a whine and asks to join in. Once that little cuddle detour is over, they give Hoseok a few minutes to settle into working alongside them, finishing up the structure and then moving onto hanging little strings of fairy lights and filling the fort with extra water bottles and a few easy to grab snacks.

“Well, I think we’ve managed to make our best fort yet,” Taehyung announces, standing proudly just outside of it. “How are we doing on time, Jin-hyung?”

“We have about ten minutes before Joon-ah and I are due for our meeting.”

“The fort really does look nice,” Jungkook says, stepping up behind Hoseok and resting his chin on the alpha’s shoulder. “Would be kind of a shame to go without testing it out first.”

“You wanna get inside for a few minutes, baby?” Hoseok asks.

One nod from Jungkook and the two of them are moving. They climb down and disappear into the fort, with Jungkook letting out a little giggle of delight as they settle. Taehyung follows them inside just seconds later, leaving Jimin standing just off to the side.

He’s clearly thinking of something, eyes finding Yoongi, Jin, and then Namjoon’s before he points to the pillow fort and then holds up a finger like he’s asking them to wait. With one quick wink, he climbs down into the fort too. There are a few rustling sounds as they get settled, and then a little whine that clearly comes from Jimin.

“Something wrong, honey?”

“Just… Kind of want the other hyungs too if we’re supposed to test this out.”

There’s movement from inside the fort right away as Hoseok answers, “Don’t worry. I’ll get them.” Just a few seconds later, he pops his head out of the fort and flashes a smile to the rest of them. He looks too adorable like this – hair messed up from all the various cuddle piles he’s been in, pajamas still clinging to his body, and his cheeks flushed with pre-rut. “Can you guys come in too? Just for a few minutes?”

“Of course, pup. We’ll get inside with you.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes, but there’s not a single bit of real annoyance behind the expression. He’s the first one to rise off the couch and climb inside, while Namjoon and Jin trail just behind him.

~~

The little cuddle pile is short lived for the moment, but they all vow to come back as soon as meetings are done for the day.

Namjoon would be lying if he said he didn’t absolutely love taking meetings with Hoseok, Jungkook, and Taehyung all at their feet. The omegas seem content to cuddle together and occasionally shift positions around the cushions situated on the floor, but Hoseok doesn’t leave Jin’s side for even a moment, kneeling perfectly still with his head resting on the beta’s thigh.

It’s clear that Jin is positively delighted by the change, and Namjoon finds that he adores it as well. After how long Jin and Hoseok have spent trying to break down the last of the walls between them, it’s wonderful to see Hoseok so attached at this phase of his rut.

Their two meetings happen back to back, and once they’re over Jin slowly helps Hoseok to his feet. “You were so perfectly behaved, darling. All three of you, actually.”

Jungkook already looks a little dazed when the compliment hits him – probably because he spent the last fifteen minutes or so kneeling at Namjoon’s feet just like Hoseok was for Jin. “Was really nice to be here with you guys,” he mutters, allowing both Namjoon and Taehyung to offer him a hand upward. “Can we go lay down now?”

Hoseok breaks away from Jin right away to come and wrap an arm around his omega. “Of course we can, honey. You gonna let us get you all soft and cozy?”

“Mhmm. Might take a little nap too.”

“God, you’re too cute,” Taehyung says, letting out a laugh. “Gone all soft from just a little bit of kneeling for your alphas.”

They manage to lead Jungkook and Hoseok down the stairs without incident, though Namjoon is very careful to stay close to Hoseok’s side after so long spent on his knees. When they arrive back in the living room, they find all of the curtains shut and a couple of lamps turned on throughout the room, while the fairy lights from the massive pillow fort in the center of the room glow invitingly. There’s a slight hum of music coming from the speakers overhead, but otherwise the room is utterly silent.

Peering into the fort, Taehyung’s mouth opens in a wide smile and he holds a finger to his lips to call for quiet, then points the rest of them into the pillow fort.

Inside, they find Jimin and Yoongi tangled up and fast asleep, clearly getting a jump start on the nap that Jungkook is thinking about. It’s utterly precious, and Namjoon doesn’t fight his instinct to climb inside with them, pressing himself right up against Jimin’s back and feeling a soft little growl rumbling in his chest.

This is exactly the sort of thing he’s looking forward to when they’re all living together. Getting back from taking care of work and finding Jungkook and Jimin just living their lives right here with the rest of them. He’s definitely not the only one pleased with the discovery either, because Jungkook and Taehyung are quick to pile in next to Yoongi, while Hoseok takes Jin’s hand and leads him inside as well.

The commotion is enough to wake Yoongi and Jimin, who both mutter about mood lighting and how cozy everything was with the curtains closed.

From there, the festivities finally begin in earnest. The first of many movies is started up for the seven of them to watch together, and then they rotate in and out as the night goes on. By the time Jin needs to go to the kitchen to make dinner, Hoseok seems okay being separated from him, though he does glance into the kitchen every few minutes, a smile spreading across his lips whenever he finds Jin looking back at him.

They almost eat in the pillow fort too, but Jin is determined to have a proper meal at the table. “We’re going to spend the next few days taking all our meals in the nest. At least come to the dinner table for me one more time?”

Hoseok is quick to comply with Jin’s request, and Jungkook is apparently glad to minimize the number of crumbs contained in the pillow fort. Namjoon can’t deny that he adores watching them all get out and then crawl back into the pillow fort after dinner. Something about seeing them all moving around together and arranging themselves into cuddle piles just tugs at his heartstrings.

Especially when he gets to crawl in with them.

It’s hard to say exactly how many movies they make it through – or how many adorable requests Hoseok manages to fulfill for the omegas – but the happy scents of his pack have Namjoon feeling perfectly safe when he heads up to bed for the night.

He goes up alone at first, but before too long Hoseok and Jin come to join him. They sandwich Hoseok in between them, pressing a whole mess of kisses to his cheeks and telling him exactly how much they adore him, before scenting him thoroughly and letting him drift off to sleep.

~~

When Namjoon wakes in the morning, his entire pack is in his bed, and Hoseok smells like he’s finally in the last day of his pre-rut, his scent growing much stronger over the course of the night. It’s rare for Namjoon to wake up before Jin, and he gladly takes a moment to appreciate being sandwiched between Hoseok and Taehyung before slowly worming his way out of the bed.

Jin is up only a few minutes after Namjoon, moving quickly down the stairs and into the kitchen, where his eyes immediately fix on Namjoon standing in front of the coffee maker. “Darling, please allow me,” he says, batting Namjoon’s hands away before he can even finish measuring out the beans to grind. “I saw you had some messages to answer this morning. You can leave this to me.”

“You know, if you don’t like my coffee, you can just say so,” Namjoon says, letting out a laugh as he shakes his head and allows Jin to take over without a fight.

“Very well. I don’t particularly like your coffee, but I do love making coffee for you. Thank you for allowing me to do so.”

“Your coffee is better.”

“It is – so please allow me to make it for you.”

Namjoon lets out another laugh and scoots entirely out of the way, popping up onto one of the stools in front of the island counter instead. He answers all the emails he’s supposed to, then enjoys some early morning conversation (and a damn good cup of coffee) with Jin while the beta works on preparing breakfast.

“Have you been up to the nest?” Namjoon asks. “I’m sure Taehyung-ah has been making adjustments, but we’ll probably still have some prep work to do.”

“I stopped in last night just to take stock of things and drop off a few bags of supplies. I’ll need either you or Jungkook-ah to carry up the couple of cases of water bottles from the pantry.”

“No problem. I’ll take care of it.”

“Thank you. Normally I’d be a bit further along in preparations, but…”

Namjoon lets out a laugh. “You’ve been very busy being Hoseok’s new favorite person. It’s absolutely adorable, by the way. He can’t get enough of you.”

“And I won’t pretend for a moment that I don’t adore it,” Jin says, flashing Namjoon a wide smile. “We’ll find time to get everything sorted before Hobi-yah’s rut hits, even if it means putting in a bit of work after he falls asleep.”

“I’ll help make sure it all gets handled. You deserve to enjoy this after how long you’ve waited, hyung. Besides, I’m perfectly capable of making sure all the necessities get up there – no matter how heavy they are.”

“I do appreciate that, darling. Still, with our new additions finally here with us… At the very least, we should put together a list.”

“Alright,” Namjoon agrees. “Just one sec. I’ll pull up a note in my phone and start writing stuff down.”

The list doesn’t take them too long. It’s all the usual stuff, but with slightly increased volumes to accommodate their entire pack being here. That means extra snacks, water, blankets, towels… The list goes on and on, but Namjoon couldn’t be any more delighted by the thought of getting it all in place so that their first cycle spent together goes as smoothly as possible.

Even when Jin runs out of things to add to the list, Namjoon finds himself looking through the entirety several times over, making sure there’s nothing that they’ve missed.

He’s almost a little surprised when Jimin walks into the kitchen only about twenty minutes later – but it’s clear why he’s up once Namjoon notices the omega is already dressed in his work clothes. He definitely doesn’t look ready to be awake, feet dragging along the floor and his expression still appearing half asleep.

“There you are, Jimin-ah,” Jin says, beckoning the omega closer. “I’ve got a thermos of coffee for you here, and your breakfast is in the fridge.”

“Thank you, hyung,” Jimin answers, voice sounding every bit like he’s just woken up. “You really didn’t have to do all of this for me.”

“Nonsense. I love being able to pack a meal for you. Now, should I still expect you back before lunch?”

“Yeah, it won’t be too long of a shift, so I promise I’ll be back in time to eat. I’ve just gotta take care of all the morning bookwork for Siyeon-ssi and then I’ll be done. Don’t even have to set foot out on the floor this morning.”

“Wonderful. Kiss, darling?”

Namjoon watches the two of them exchange a kiss, then stands up to make sure he gets to say a brief goodbye to their omega too. “I forgot you had to work this morning. We’ll miss you, pup.”

“I really won’t be gone long.”

“We’ll miss you either way. Here let me walk you to the–”

Namjoon is interrupted by the sound of footsteps speeding down the stairs, and then Hoseok practically running around the corner into the kitchen. His eyes land on Jimin, a slight bit of panic in his gaze that is swallowed by relief as soon as he sees the omega. “Minnie, you’re still here. I thought I missed you.”

Jimin presses a quick peck to Namjoon’s lips and then heads straight for Hoseok, pulling the alpha into a hug. “M’sorry, hyung. You looked like you were sleeping really well, so I didn’t want to wake you up, but I didn’t know it would worry you if I left without saying goodbye. I won’t do that again.”

“Do you have to go?” Hoseok asks, arms wrapping tight around Jimin as he noses at his scent gland, then frowns when there’s no scent to be found there.

“I do, but it’s only going to be for a few hours. I’ll be back before lunchtime. I promised Jin-hyung.”

“He did,” Jin confirms, a fond little smile on his face that tells Namjoon that they’re both finding this absolutely adorable.

“You should work less hours,” Hoseok blurts out, words leaving his mouth with just the slightest bit of a slur to them. “Would be better if you were here with me instead.”

Jimin just laughs at that and pulls away to flash Hoseok a smile. “You’re so sweet, hyung. Here, why don’t you walk me to the door so I can start getting my shoes on? Namjoon-hyung, did you still want to come too?”

“That’s alright. I’ll let Hoseok have the pleasure this time.”

“Okay then. Come on, Hoseok-hyung. I can scent you before I go too, if you want?”

The two of them shuffle out toward the foyer, Jimin making sure to grab his lunch box and coffee thermos on the way and muttering one last thank you to Jin.

As soon as Namjoon and Jin are left alone in the kitchen, they make eye contact and share a quick silent conversation. There’s no need to talk and risk being overheard, especially when it’s clear that they’re both feeling the same thing.

It’s somewhat of a relief to have Hoseok be the one to bridge the topic of Jimin working less – even if it was clearly taken as more of a symptom of rut than as a real topic for discussion. It still very gently opens the door for more discussion in the future, and might even prompt Jimin to ask on his own if Hoseok was serious. (Not to mention the fact that Hoseok was absolutely adorable trying to convince Jimin to stay.) One last nod is enough for them to communicate that this is something they can take advantage of later.

They have other things to worry about at the moment – like the sound of the front door shutting, followed by Hoseok finding his way back into the kitchen with a frown on his face and his scent tipping a little burnt. Namjoon expects Hoseok to gravitate toward Jin for comfort, considering how inseparable the two of them were yesterday, but instead Hoseok starts making his way toward where Namjoon is sitting.

It’s a pleasant surprise that has Namjoon eagerly standing up to pull Hoseok into his arms. “Are you okay, pup? Was it hard to say goodbye?”

Hoseok just tips forward into Namjoon’s arms with a whine, immediately nosing at his scent gland and taking a deep breath as he nods.

“Oh, poor thing. I’m sorry,” Namjoon coos, rubbing a hand up and down Hoseok’s back. “Minnie won’t be gone very long at all, but I know how hard it is to see him go when you’re feeling so close to your rut.”

“He thought I was joking, alpha.”

“I know he did, but that’s okay. You still said it, and I think that’s very important right now, baby.”

“But he’s still leaving.”

“He is, yes. It was a little too late to convince him to take today off, but that doesn’t mean you can’t be ready to take care of him the moment he comes back.”

“That’s a good point,” Jin agrees, flashing a warm smile at the two of them while he continues his work on breakfast for the rest of their pack. “Jimin-ah is going to need extra care after a day at work, don’t you think, Hobi-yah?”

Hoseok’s scent spikes a little warmer, and he pulls back to look between Namjoon and Jin with a slightly dazed expression.

“I want to do that,” he whispers, voice growing louder as he continues. “Could help him get out of his work clothes and into something comfy. Wash the scent blocker off him and– No, wait. We should take a bath.”

“I’m sure Minnie would love that,” Namjoon says, smiling at the image of Hoseok all soft and fuzzy, looking after Jimin in their tub.

“Wanna do more though,” Hoseok says, brows furrowing as he tries to think through the haze of pre-rut clouding his mind.

Jin smiles wide, abandoning cooking for the time being to walk up to Namjoon and Hoseok instead. He barely has to open his arms at all before Hoseok lets out a whine and turns to practically fall into them. “There you go, darling,” Jin coos, rubbing a hand along Hoseok’s back. “Tell us about ‘more’. There’s something else you’d like to do?”

Hoseok nods, licking once over Jin’s scent gland and letting out a little sigh of pleasure. “Once Minnie is back, nobody is leaving anymore. We could… I want…”

This is just too precious.

“What do you want, pup?” Namjoon prompts, heart feeling almost too big for his chest as he watches Hoseok look for comfort from Jin.

“Don’t know exactly… All of us together. Wanna look after everyone and settle our omegas before tomorrow. Maybe feed them? Could you help, Jinnie-hyung?”

That request has Jin’s face practically lighting up, his scent spiking strong and sweet in the air as he squeezes Hoseok closer. “I can definitely help with that, love. In fact, I’ve had something in mind for just such an occasion.”

Notes:

More pre-rut goodness coming next week, with Jimin getting his bath and Hoseok getting to look after all his mates just like he wants. See you there! <3 :D

Chapter 152: Getting Settled

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Hoseok spends the majority of the morning tucked into the pillow fort with Taehyung, Jungkook, and Yoongi. Namjoon and Jin both stop in at various points, but they’re mostly busy running around getting everything ready for tomorrow. That’s satisfying in its own way, just knowing that his mates are preparing to spend this time together.

He can feel his rut coming, thoughts going foggy and tinged with all the heat rolling just under his skin. The final day of pre-rut always feels strange. With his mind half gone and his body starting to react more strongly, he feels trapped somewhere in between himself and the instinct that he knows is going to drive all of his actions very soon. The heat of arousal is already burning within him, but it never quite reaches the surface in his pre-rut, like a steadily building pressure that’s waiting for exactly the right time to release.

The rest of his mates know this already, but Jungkook does seem a little confused when their first movie of the day ends and he crawls into Hoseok’s lap for a kiss. It’s obvious where his mind is by how eagerly he opens his mouth for Hoseok’s tongue to slip into, not to mention how his hips start rocking into the open air within less than a minute.

Hoseok still enjoys the display. Teasing is as fun as it always is, but he can see the little bit of worry on Jungkook’s face when their kiss finally breaks and Hoseok starts talking about getting the two of them some kind of snack.

“Oh, did I…” Jungkook trails off, looking over to where Taehyung is watching them with a smug little smile. “Am I doing something wrong?”

His omega’s obvious discomfort has Hoseok tipping his head forward to press a kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland, immediately answering, “You’re perfect, baby. Didn’t do even a single thing wrong. Do you not want a snack?”

“I mean, I can eat. I just…”

“Hobi-hyung’s sex drive is basically zero when he’s in pre-rut, baby,” Taehyung says with a giggle. “All you’re gonna get right now is teasing – but trust me when I say that it’s one hundred percent okay. You’re really gonna want to save your stamina for the main event.”

Something about that grates against Hoseok’s instincts. It takes him a second or two to place why – but once he does, he speaks up immediately, making deliberate eye contact with Jungkook. “Do you need more attention, Jungkookie?”

The thought that he might be leaving one of his mates unsatisfied if there’s something they need from him is awful. There’s no way he’s letting it stand. He’s got to–

“I’m okay,” Jungkook says with a laugh, scent spiking floral and bright for Hoseok. “You just smell so good that I thought maybe that was what you wanted. I can wait for tomorrow. Just wanna take care of you however you like best, hyung.”

That has Hoseok leaning in for another kiss straight away, so pleased by his omega’s desire to look after him that a little rumbling growl starts up in his chest. That makes Jungkook’s scent tip sweeter still, but he giggles against Hoseok’s lips rather than trying to deepen the kiss.

“God, you two are so cute,” Taehyungie says, letting out a giggle of his own. “Yoongi-hyung is going to be so sad he slept through this.”

“M’not asleep,” Yoongi grumbles from his spot in the fort next to them. He’s been curled up motionless for at least the last hour, not making a single sound to indicate that he was awake.

Taehyung crawls over to where Yoongi lays and squeezes in between him and Hoseok. “Hyung, if you’ve been awake this whole time, then why didn’t you say anything when I asked what we were gonna watch next?”

“Maybe because I don’t have an opinion on what movie we watch? I’m here for the cuddles and a chance to rest my eyes after someone decided I needed to be awake for this.”

“You’re acting like I made you get up,” Taehyung says, poking at Yoongi’s ribs.

“That’s because you did. Stop poking me or I’m going to sic JK on you.”

“Pfft, like he’s going to–”

“Jungkook-ah, please?” Yoongi mumbles, cracking his eyes open to give Jungkook a pleading little glance.

It has their maknae moving in an instant, climbing out of Hoseok’s lap and forcing himself down between Yoongi and Taehyung despite the grumbling from both sides. “TaeTae,” Jungkook says, turning to wrap Taehyungie in a hug. “Be nice to Yoongi-hyung. We can pick on him when he’s more awake.”

“Exactly, bug me later.”

Taehyung lets out an exaggerated gasp, and playfully struggles like he couldn’t pin Jungkook to the floor in two seconds flat if he tried. “You’re supposed to pick on him with me! When did you become a traitor, Jungkookie?”

“Sorry, hyung. There’s something I want to help with later, and Yoongi-hyung made me buy my way in.”

“You bribed my precious Jungkookie? This treachery can’t be allowed to stand. Hobi-hyung, can you help–”

“Hey, you can’t use the fact that he’s in rut and wants to do things for you,” Yoongi says. “That’s cheating.”

“It’s not cheating if he agrees to–”

“Who’s cheating?” Namjoon asks, leaning down to peer into the pillow fort with a fond smile. “How are you guys doing? Your movie ended a while ago.”

Taehyung’s half spoken request entirely forgotten, Hoseok eagerly reaches out toward his alpha. As he leans forward, he scans over Namjoon’s shoulder for signs of Jin, but the beta is nowhere to be seen, so Hoseok turns his attention back to Namjoon. “Alpha, come lay down?”

“That’s what I’m here to do,” Namjoon says, taking Hoseok’s hand and climbing inside as he scans his eyes over the rest of the fort. “Are we having a disagreement?”

“Nah, just Yoongi-hyung turning my precious Jungkookie against me,” Taehyung says dramatically. “Where’s Jin-hyung?”

“I believe he heard mention of a snack and went to grab a few things from the pantry.”

The thought of having almost his entire pack together settles something inside of Hoseok. He’s still waiting for Jimin to get home, but at least he’ll have everyone else in here again soon enough.

~~

They make it through one more movie together (with Yoongi sitting safely between Jungkookie and Joonie), before Jin looks at his phone and leans over to press a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek.

“Jimin-ah should be due home any minute now. Would you like to help me run a bath for the two of you, darling?”

The thought of leaving the comfort of being squished in between Jinnie and Taehyungie doesn’t sound all that appealing, but Hoseok definitely does want to help. It also doesn’t hurt that a nice hot bath sounds lovely, especially if he gets to fuss over Jiminie while he takes it.

“Yeah, I’ll help, hyungie.”

“Always so dependable. We’re very lucky to have you.”

Warmth swells in Hoseok’s chest at the compliment. He loves feeling like someone his mates can count on, and it feels good to have Jinnie acknowledging it. That only makes it easier to follow the beta out of their pillow fort, allowing himself to be led down the hall to the main bathroom almost like he couldn’t possibly find it on his own. To be honest, the pleasant haze wrapped thick around his thoughts almost makes it feel like he couldn’t.

Jinnie takes care of getting the bath going.

It’s a big tub, so it takes quite some time to fill completely – but they make use of all of it. They pick out bubbles and salts to add, with Hoseok taking his time to smell each option even though they both know he’s going to opt for unscented everything this close to his rut. The only place he concedes is when he peers over at his collection of bath bombs and decides he can’t live without adding a couple in. He has two left that have an orange blossom scent close enough to Jungkookie’s for it to not be offensive, and it helps to think of just how perfectly soft they’re going to leave Jimin’s skin.

“It looks very inviting, darling. Would you like to come collect Jimin-ah with me, or should I bring him here?”

“I can watch the bath if you bring him?”

Jin glances down at the tub and then flashes Hoseok a smile. “Alright. I’ll be back in just a moment.”

The sound of water rushing from the faucet feels infinitely louder once the door shuts behind Jinnie, water swirling in the tub and bubbles forming in a thick layer across the surface. Hoseok does his best to keep his attention there and not on the little pang of loneliness he feels. It’s just his rut messing with his emotions, making him feel like he’s going to be alone for days if he doesn’t go find one of his mates right this second.

He takes a deliberate breath of the steamy air in the bathroom, letting it out slowly through his nose. This won’t last very long at all. Jinnie will be back in no time, and he’ll be bringing–

“Hyung? Are you okay?”

Hoseok tears his gaze away from the swirling water of the tub to see Jimin already halfway across the bathroom, concern written all over his pretty face. Not wasting a moment, Hoseok stands up to meet him, opening his arms and pulling Jimin into a hug. He’s looking for the soothing scent of vanilla, but all he gets is a mixture of smells from the outside world, faint but numerous and all jumbled together into one offensive block in the way of his omega’s perfect scent.

A frustrated little growl rises from Hoseok’s lips, tapering off into something like a whine as he pulls back to scan the room for a solution to this problem.

He spots a washcloth at the edge of the tub.

Letting Jimin go is a challenge, but Hoseok does it anyway, allowing the omega to slip from his arms and then turning to grab the cloth and dip it down into the bath water. As soon as it’s wet enough, he faces Jimin again and holds it up, looking for permission even though every bone in his body wants to smell his omega now.

“It’s okay,” Jimin says, tipping his head to allow Hoseok better access. “Sorry, I should have taken it off sooner.”

Hoseok doesn’t answer, far too focused on gently wiping away the scent blocker. The last thing he wants is to be rough enough to accidentally hurt Jimin, but if he doesn’t smell vanilla soon, he’s going to crumble into–

There it is.

After a few seconds of rubbing at the skin, a wave of warm vanilla rushes off of Jimin and envelops Hoseok in soothing bliss. He lets the cloth drop to the floor. The bath water is running too loud for him to hear the wet sound of it hitting the tile – not that it matters with how focused he is on immediately beginning to scenting his mate.

Jimin scents him right back, and Hoseok feels truly settled for the first time since this morning. Every single one of his mates is home. They’re here together and nobody is leaving again until his rut is over.

After what feels like seconds but is probably more like a couple of minutes, Jimin finishes scenting Hoseok and instead tips his head up to whisper, “Let me turn off the water? I think it’s full enough.”

Oops. Hoseok was supposed to be watching that, but the relief of having his whole pack here captured all of his attention. Rather than allow Jimin to handle it, Hoseok lets the omega go and leans down to turn the faucet off himself. The tub is perfectly full, water smelling very faintly of orange blossom and covered in a nice thick layer of bubbles.

“It looks great,” Jimin says, reaching out for Hoseok’s hand. “Thank you for doing this for us, alpha. Will you help me undress?”

Hoseok can’t think of a single thing he wants to do more, and he steps forward without a word to begin the process of unbuttoning Jimin’s shirt. His fingers feel a little clumsy, but he manages well enough, watching the expanse of Jimin’s chest on display slowly grow until he can slide the entire shirt off his omega’s shoulders. He wants to stop and admire his work, but Jimin asked for help, and that’s what Hoseok intends to give.

Still, that doesn’t keep him from enjoying the sight before him, eyes raking down Jimin’s chest toward the little silver belly button ring he wears. He brushes his fingers along it with a feather light touch, muttering a soft little, “Pretty, omega,” before his hands find the button of Jimin’s slacks.

“I’m glad you like it. I thought about wearing the one you bought me, but I didn’t want it to get ruined over the next few days.”

It’s a bit of a shame, but Hoseok is fairly sure he can see the logic behind it – and he likes that his omega appreciated the gift enough to want to preserve it. Mostly though, he just likes that Jimin is here again.

The rest of the omega’s clothes come off easily, but there’s no rush of vanilla to accompany their loss. Just slightly less of those outside scents. Hoseok gladly shoves the pile off into the corner of the room, then finally takes a moment to admire his mate.

Jimin is always pretty, so that part isn’t a surprise, but Hoseok is still plenty eager to take in the sight of him standing entirely nude in the bathroom. There’s a shy little smile on the omega’s face, and a flush that’s beginning to dip down toward his chest, fingers twitching just the slightest at his sides. His scent is tipping sweeter too, no longer fighting to stand out over the collection of offensive smells that seeped into his clothing – and Hoseok can’t help but wonder if it’s tipping sweeter because of him.

“Don’t you want to undress too?” Jimin asks after a few seconds of silence. “Then we can get in the tub where it’s warm.”

The suggestion that his omega might be cold is enough to have Hoseok stripping down in a hurry, kicking his own clothes away toward the corner with Jimin’s. The air might have a little bit of a chill in it, but that could also just be how warm Hoseok feels with his rut setting in. It’s hard to tell.

Jimin lets out a giggle as Hoseok tosses away the last of his clothes. “Wow, that was quick. You ready for a bath too, hyung?”

“You’re cold,” Hoseok answers, guiding Jimin toward the tub. “Get in so we can warm you up.”

There’s a spike of warm vanilla in the air as Jimin steps into the tub and lets his body slide into the warm water, then turns to look at Hoseok with a smile. “You’re so cute like this,” he says, offering his hand. “Come on. Want you in here with me.”

The tub is plenty big enough for them to spread out, but Hoseok has no intention of doing so. He climbs in just behind Jimin, tugging him close enough that his back presses to Hoseok’s chest, then asks, “Is that why you smell so sweet?”

“Hard not to when my alpha wants to take care of me. And I mean…”

“You mean?” Hoseok prompts, finally feeling relaxed now that they’re pressed together with no expectation of moving for a while.

“You smell good too, and you looked a little worried when I first came into the room. Lots of reasons for my scent to shift, but I guess I’m curious if something was bothering you?”

“Just don’t like being alone right now, but it was only for a minute or so. Glad you’re here now, Minnie.”

“Me too, hyung. M’not leaving again.”

Ever?”

Jimin lets out a laugh. “You’re so adorable. I’ll have to leave again, but not until your rut is over and we’ve recovered, okay? Even then, I won’t leave for too long.”

“It’s all too long,” Hoseok mumbles, unable to articulate exactly how much he wants Jimin to stay here and never have to leave for something as silly as work ever again. Maybe for different work someday – better work – but not for a job he doesn’t need and isn’t passionate about.

But that’s a conversation for later, when Jimin won’t accidentally think Hoseok is joking again.

“Aww, I missed you too, hyung.”

“Talk to me about your day?”

“Sure. I can do that. Want me to wash you up while I tell you about it?”

“No,” Hoseok answers right away. “I wanna wash you up.”

Another pretty giggle slips from Jimin’s lips as he relaxes further, letting his head fall back to rest on one of Hoseok’s shoulders. “Alright, I’ll ask again once you’re done with me.”

~~

Jiminie talks and Hoseok allows himself to get lost in it. The exact details are less important than hearing that his omega was perfectly fine outside of the home for a few hours. Discussions of bookwork fly over his head the same way Jinnie’s descriptions of intricate financial exchanges typically do. The haze of his impending rut definitely isn’t helping, but he’d probably be confused either way.

Instead, he focuses on washing Jimin’s hair, removing every bit of outside scent until the only thing on his omega’s skin is their combined scents and the tiny bit of orange blossom from the bath bombs he threw into the tub earlier.

It’s much better this way – and it doesn’t hurt that Jimin looks so perfectly content when he turns around and asks if he can start washing Hoseok up too.

The two of them linger in the tub until they start to prune, washing up long since replaced by slow scentings and soft kisses exchanged in the warm water. Hoseok is just starting to feel the first pangs of longing for the rest of his pack when Jimin pulls back from their latest kiss to fix him with an almost dazed smile.

“We should probably get out of here, hyung. We need to get you all cozy in the pillow fort, and something is telling me that we’ve already missed lunch, so we need to get you some food too.”

Hoseok’s stomach is starting to feel empty, but Jimin also looks so pretty like this. It wouldn’t hurt if they stayed a little–

Alpha,” Jimin whines, a tiny pout forming on his lips that freezes Hoseok in place halfway through leaning in for another kiss. “I’m hungry. Can we please eat?”

Food. Hoseok can do that.

“Yeah, baby – we can eat. Let me get you out of here.”

There are clothes on the counter for both of them that Hoseok definitely doesn’t remember grabbing. Jinnie must have brought them earlier in the day, though it looks like both sets came from Hoseok’s closet. He doesn’t really notice until he finishes dressing himself and looks up to see Jimin wearing a faded purple t-shirt that he definitely knows is his – but a growl starts up in his chest the moment he realizes that his omega is covered in his scent.

“I like me wearing your clothes right now too, hyung,” Jimin mutters, accepting the eager kiss that Hoseok presses to his lips. “Still need to go eat though.”

Right. Food.

He must be getting close to his rut if all he can think about is crushing all of his mates to his chest and kissing them within an inch of their lives. They need food and cuddles as soon as possible.

*******

Seokjin makes good use of the time that Hoseok and Jimin spend in the bathroom, wrapping up lunch quickly and enlisting help from the others to make sure the nest is stocked with everything they’re going to need. Taehyung and Jungkook sit in the middle, accepting clothing donations to begin the process of properly scenting everything. Yoongi and Namjoon each bring a few items of their own, then start carrying up the rest of the supplies, all while Seokjin keeps checking things against the list he and Namjoon made earlier this morning.

They don’t linger too long, wrapping up their tasks and then heading right back downstairs. It wouldn’t do for Jimin and Hoseok to walk out and find an empty living room, but their caution is apparently unwarranted. It’s still quite some time before a fresh wave of Hoseok’s pre-rut scent (just on the cusp of full rut now) rolls through the house.

Rather than stop right in the living room, Hoseok leads Jimin into the kitchen by his hand and presents him to Seokjin. “He’s hungry, hyungie.”

Jimin lets out a laugh, cheeks flushed as red as Hoseok’s after so long in the bath. “We’re both hungry.”

“I have plates made up for each of you. Would you like to sit here?”

“What do you think, hyung?” Jimin asks, turning to flash Hoseok a smile. “Wanna eat here or somewhere else?”

Hoseok glances at Seokjin, then back over his shoulder where the others are gathered in the living room, and for a few seconds he looks torn. “Living room. Wanna be by the omegas, and...” He trails off for a moment before adding, “Can you come too, Jin-hyung?”

It would appear that Hoseok’s focus is shifting back toward the pack at large – which still includes Seokjin even if he’s no longer at the top of the list of things Hoseok is worried about. That’s not a bad thing though. It’s healthy for him to be yearning for all of his mates, especially at this stage of his cycle. Seokjin will treasure his brief status as Hoseok’s favorite, but that won’t stop him from enjoying every bit of this shift in the dynamic.

“Of course. Let me wrap up what I’m working on, and I’ll join you before you know it.”

The rest of the day passes in a haze of cuddling, movies (though they switch to a familiar drama in the early afternoon), and more adorable requests from the omegas. With Hoseok this close to his rut, the things they ask for have become much simpler. Whining for a kiss or a shift in the cuddle pile is still perfectly effective for making Hoseok feel like he’s looking after their omegas, while not requiring him to work too hard.

Yoongi finds his place in all the fussing as well.

The final day of Hoseok’s pre-rut is always a lovely display of just how fluid and undefined Yoongi and Hoseok’s relationship is – at least as far as a typical pack hierarchy goes. Normally, alphas settle pretty comfortably into a defined ladder of dominance, but that’s never been the case for the two of them. They both defer to Namjoon in almost everything, but when it comes to each other…

While Yoongi might be the more traditionally submissive of the two of them, that has never stopped Hoseok from kneeling at Yoongi’s feet the same way he does to Namjoon, or offering himself up during Yoongi’s rut.

And the opposite is true as well.

Rather than simply watching and offering guidance like Namjoon does, Yoongi spends about half his time filling the same role as the omegas. He whispers requests into Hoseok’s ear and allows himself to be scented and marked just like the rest of their omegas, scent so perfectly sweet that there could never be a doubt about how much he loves this.

It’s precious, and Seokjin can’t help the pride that swells in his chest as he sits next to Namjoon and observes just how wonderfully their pack fits together. He can already imagine what the rest of their cycles might look like. How Yoongi and Namjoon’s next ruts will be so much less stressful for them than their last, and what things might change for Taehyung when he has other omegas there to share his heat with.

There’s just so much to look forward to.

~~

Admittedly, Seokjin is quite excited when it comes time to begin preparations for the part of the night he’s been most looking forward to ever since Hoseok’s comment about wanting to settle all of their omegas before tomorrow.

It immediately drew him back into his memory of the night he and Namjoon spent here with Jimin and Jungkook kneeling before them while they were hand fed their dinner. Doing that activity with the seven of them still felt a bit out of reach then – but things are much different now. Namjoon has finally found some balance with his alpha instincts, Yoongi has settled considerably, and Jimin seems to be at peace with receiving attention from any number of them at once.

The timing is perfect, and Hoseok appeared utterly enamored with the idea this morning.

They begin the prep work early, mostly because Jungkook and Yoongi both want to help – and Hoseok thinks he does too. In reality, he’s about as useful in the kitchen right now as Yoongi is during his ruts, but Seokjin absolutely adores working around him. Jimin takes over a bit of that task, guiding Hoseok through some basic prep work and taking over for him once he’s had enough and would rather just wrap himself around one of their backs and watch.

Eventually, Taehyung and Namjoon take charge of fussing over Hoseok, keeping him content and engaged while allowing Jimin a little more free space to work on dessert.

The last time they did this, Seokjin was careful with the menu. Nothing too messy that could have risked an awkward moment of pressure for Jimin or Jungkook to lick his and Namjoon’s fingers clean. He stuck mostly to traditional finger foods with a few more indulgent additions (including the bites of fried chicken that Jungkook was so fond of).

This time, he’s not nearly as particular.

He focuses his attention on making things he knows the others will like, only really avoiding soups and anything with more than a hint of spice. There’s no need to risk irritation to anyone’s skin, considering what the next few days are going to involve.

He handles the proteins and various sauces while Jungkook and Yoongi work on vegetables and sides. Ambitious as ever, Jungkook ends up folding what must amount to a few hundred dumplings by hand. He’s quite fast at it, though Jimin and Yoongi still end up jumping in at the tail end to make sure all of their food is done around the same time.

It’s wonderfully domestic – being surrounded by his mates laughing and chatting about their excitement for the coming days, or watching each of them fuss over Hoseok in turn. There’s no helping just how sweet Seokjin’s scent tips, not that he’d bother hiding it even if he could. His mates deserve to know just how happy they make him, and Namjoon is quick to gravitate in his direction.

“Feeling good? You smell wonderful,” the alpha whispers, arms wrapping around Seokjin’s middle and lips grazing his scent gland. “Even better than the food.”

“It’s hard not to be happy,” Seokjin answers, keeping his voice low and tipping his head to welcome Namjoon’s attention.

That earns him a pleased little hum and the slide of Namjoon’s tongue along his neck.

“It really is. This is all so perfect, I… It’s almost hard to believe we’re finally here. Is there anything I can do to help you with all of this?”

“Just keep doing what you’re doing, darling. You and Taehyung-ah have kept Hobi-yah perfectly content, and if he doesn’t need you, I’ve placed Yoongi-yah in charge of putting together trays to go to the living room. He may require assistance, or someone to move furniture to accommodate everything.”

“Alright. I’m on it.”

They end up with four trays all filled with the various dishes they’ve prepared. Everything has been cut into bite sized pieces and then evenly divided among the trays so they each have the full range of options available to them. It all smells lovely, mixing with the scent of Hoseok’s rut in a way that leaves Seokjin feeling particularly indulgent.

Finally, the seven of them make their way to the living room and get situated.

The omegas sit close enough to brush up against one another as they move, with Jimin plopping down in the middle where he can guide Taehyung and Jungkook into place. “Right next to me, baby,” he mutters, looking at Jungkook and patting the open space to his left atop the largest cushion they own.

It’s got more than enough room for all three of them, and Taehyung eagerly kneels at Jimin’s right side when prompted. “I’m starving, and this is going to feel so good. It’s almost a shame not to have a nip for it…”

“We could remedy that,” Namjoon says, a tray in one arm while he gently leads Hoseok toward the couch with the other. “I’m sure there’s someone here who would love to give his omegas each a nip.”

“Especially if you ask for it,” Seokjin adds with a wink.

Jungkook doesn’t hesitate for even a second.

“Hobi-hyung, can I have a nip, please?”

It’s honestly impressive that Hoseok doesn’t drop the tray he’s carrying, though Seokjin can see the impulse cross his mind. Instead, he sets it down on the couch while a little growl rumbles out of him, then turns and practically falls to his knees in front of Jungkook. “Of course you can, omega. Let me…”

There’s a delicious spike in Jungkook’s scent long before Hoseok leans in for the nip, and Seokjin can’t help but wonder if it’s being called ‘omega’ that has him so pleased. It would make sense, considering how much Jungkook adores being reminded that they think of him as their precious little omega.

Hoseok’s approach is slow as he leans in toward Jungkook’s neck, eyes locked on Jimin for any sign of disapproval.

What he gets instead is Jimin settling a hand on his shoulder and saying, “It’s okay, alpha. Take care of him.”

Permission granted, Hoseok sinks his teeth into Jungkook’s neck, the motion slow but firm – more than enough to have Jungkook letting out a whine while a wave of sweet citrus rolls off of him. They’re all watching it happen, but Seokjin can’t help noticing how intensely Namjoon is looking, a tiny line of tension held in his body like he’s ready to step in if anything goes wrong. Part of it certainly comes from Jimin’s reaction the first time Namjoon tried to nip Jungkook in front of him, but this is also the first time he’s watching another one of the alphas give his new omegas a nip.

The protectiveness is both utterly adorable and entirely unwarranted.

As soon as Jungkook’s body begins to droop, Hoseok lets go of his neck and leans in for a kiss instead, leaving Jungkook sighing happily and Namjoon relaxing in an instant.

“Pretty baby, you did so good.” Hoseok presses one more kiss to Jungkook’s cheek, then turns his attention to Jimin. “Do you want one too, Minnie?”

“I do, but… TaeTae first?”

The words seem to take a second to register for Hoseok, but Taehyung is right there to help, reaching for Hoseok’s hand and grinning wide. “Yeah, I want my nip too, alpha. Please?”

The request is more than enough to get Hoseok moving. Even though he’s doing his best to think through a layer of haze, he still apparently understands the implication of Jimin wanting Taehyung to go first, making another slow approach and only going in for the nip once he gets a nod from Jimin.

Taehyung is left with his eyelashes fluttering, eagerly accepting a kiss after his nip just like Jungkook, then tipping forward to rest his arms and chin on Seokjin’s thigh. “Feels good, hyung,” he breathes. “M’so happy.”

“As am I, darling. Would you like to see Jimin-ah get his nip as well?”

“Mhmm.” Taehyung turns his head, dazed eyes glued to Jimin and Hoseok just like Jungkook’s.

This time there’s nobody else to watch for approval. Hoseok makes his approach at a slow and steady pace, leaning into Jimin’s neck with a little growl of satisfaction.

“You took such good care of them,” Jimin whispers, one hand coming to rest on the back of Hoseok’s head, guiding him closer. “You can bite, alpha.”

Hoseok obeys, teeth pressing into skin and sending a shaky exhale tumbling from Jimin’s lips. It’s another firm bite followed by a kiss, but this time when Hoseok is finished, all three of their omegas are left looking dazed and content as they stare up at them. At first they’re simply gazing up at their mates, but it’s not long before Seokjin sees the way Jungkook’s eyes are drifting down to the trays.

Namjoon must catch it too.

“You settled all our omegas so well, pup,” their pack alpha says, guiding Hoseok back into place and setting each of their trays on their laps. “Should we feed them their dinner now?”

~~

Having their entire pack together for this is everything Seokjin hoped it would be and more.

They make sure Hoseok has a chance to feed each of the omegas their first bite, allowing him to be the one who settles them even further into their haze. Between the nips and now being hand fed, they look gone – staring up at the rest of them with half lidded eyes and lazy smiles of adoration.

And the omegas aren’t the only ones affected. Of course, Hoseok is the one who slips the deepest into his instincts, seeming to barely even register anything outside of the bites of food he presses to his omegas’ lips. Namjoon is predictably delighted too, scent spicy sweet with pride at seeing their pack like this. He takes his time selecting each bite, like he wants to make sure his omegas are fed only the best bits. Yoongi is clearly enjoying himself too, seemingly transfixed in equal parts by feeding their omegas and watching the rest of them do the same.

Hoseok slips so far that he needs to be reminded to eat himself.

Yoongi picks up on that need as well, taking a break from staring starry eyed at the way Jungkook licks the juices from a piece of steak off his fingers to offer up a piece of fried pork to Hoseok. When the bite is ignored for a few seconds, Yoongi lets out a little puff of laughter. “Open up, sweetheart. You have to eat too.”

“Should eat,” Jimin agrees, words coming out slow and slurred together. “S’good for you. Please, alpha?”

Hoseok’s mouth opens just far enough for Yoongi to slip the piece of pork inside, his jaw working in mechanical motions as he chews and swallows. Mostly he just seems a bit annoyed by the whole thing, but the smile that Jimin flashes him does help ease a little of the tension. Normally Hoseok’s appetite isn’t a problem during his rut – although this seems less about appetite and more about just how fully his attention is focused on the three omegas kneeling at their feet.

Namjoon is obviously eyeing the exchange, his gaze flicking over to meet Seokjin’s once it’s finished.

I’ll take care of it.’

The message is perfectly clear to Seokjin, who confirms with a short nod and then eagerly returns to the task at hand.

*******

Yoongi can’t quite believe the sight in front of him.

All three of their omegas are looking up at them with half-lidded eyes, cheeks flushed pink and scents tipping so sweet that it’s almost a surprise he can smell the food at all. Their mouths open easily for every bite of food, lips closing around fingertips, eyes fluttering closed, and soft tongues lapping up stray bits of sauce in a way that practically forces his head into the gutter.

Maybe that’s why he tries to feed Hoseok, just to get a break – not that it really works. He gets one bite of food into his mate’s mouth, but that’s more because of Jimin’s request than because Hoseok is in any way interested in eating this meal with them. (Not that Yoongi is really feeling all that hungry either, even if he does force himself to take bites here and there.)

He’s just about to try and get Hoseok to eat a little more when he feels fingertips brush his shoulder. It’s Namjoon, reaching behind Hoseok’s back to settle his hand over the nape of Yoongi’s neck and fix him with a warm little smile. Namjoon’s eyes flick toward Hoseok, and he gives a tiny shake of his head.

Yoongi understands, and he gives a little nod of acknowledgment, swallowing as his eyes drift back down to their omegas.

The three of them are in the process of trading places, Jungkook crawling right in front of Namjoon to accept the bite of sauce-covered bell pepper being held out to him. Honestly, Yoongi is almost so focused on those two that he entirely misses the way Jimin is looking up at him – at least until the omega tips forward and lays his head on Yoongi’s knee, breathing a soft little, “Alpha, kiss?”

Fuck, they’re just too goddamn perfect.

“Yeah, baby. We can do that,” Yoongi answers, setting his tray onto the open cushion beside him and reaching down to tip Jimin’s chin up. He’s met with warm brown eyes that flutter at the contact, then drift shut as Jimin puckers his lips and lifts his head higher.

It’s not a short kiss. Yoongi sort of intends for it to be, since they’re supposed to be feeding their omegas dinner, but Jimin just keeps chasing his lips the moment he begins to pull away, then letting out the prettiest little contented hums when Yoongi leans back in for more. It’s intoxicating, and a little distracting – but he’s definitely not the only one who’s gotten sidetracked.

A soft sigh of pleasure draws both his and Jimin’s attention, and they look over to find Taehyung all the way up in Hoseok’s lap and eagerly accepting his own series of insistent kisses. Namjoon has been left holding two trays of food, but he doesn’t seem to mind in the slightest, eyes glued to the sight before him while Jin feeds Jungkook another bite of steak and prompts him to look as well.

From that point on, kissing sort of becomes part of the process.

Trays are shuffled and condensed as they begin to empty, all of them taking bites and feeding one another when they aren’t busy. At one point, the omegas start feeding each other for a few minutes too, and Yoongi finds himself with a lapful of alpha so close to rut that it makes his mouth water. Hoseok still isn’t aroused, but that doesn’t stop him from slipping his tongue into Yoongi’s mouth and letting out a satisfied growl as he gently grinds down against the erection just beginning to form in Yoongi’s pants.

“Hell, Seok-ah – you’re gonna kill me.”

“Just love you,” Hoseok mutters, lips pressing along Yoongi’s jaw. “So much. Everything is really good right now.”

Yoongi’s fingers twitch with the desire to undo Hoseok’s pants and make him feel even better – but he knows that isn’t really on the menu right now. There’s never anything but teasing during Hoseok’s pre-rut, and it would be a lie for Yoongi to say that he doesn’t kind of love it, even if he is dying for tomorrow to come so he can finally get knotted.

“Love you too. We’re gonna take such good care of–”

A gasp of surprise from Jungkook captures Yoongi’s attention in a flash, a soft little, “Hyung, you smell so good,” escaping the omega’s lips just before the scent drifts over to their side of the couch.

Slick.

It’s a perfectly sweet maple that could only belong to Taehyung – and it’s not much of a mystery why. One glance over reveals him to be sitting in Jungkook’s lap while Jin licks into his mouth, one hand reaching down to pinch at a nipple through the omega’s shirt. Hoseok ends up turning his head to look too, scent spiking at the sight.

After a second or two, Jin pulls back to look at the rest of them, then flashes Taehyung a grin. “Looks like you’ve captured your pack’s attention, darling.”

“You really do smell amazing,” Jimin agrees, head resting on Namjoon’s leg while their pack alpha runs fingers through his hair.

Taehyung lets out a giggle, smiling back at them with a less dazed expression than he had before (probably because it’s been long enough for the nips they all got to finally start wearing off). “Thanks. Honestly surprised I made it this far without slicking up.”

Wait, this doesn’t make sense. If Taehyung is leaking, then…

Thankfully, Yoongi doesn’t have to say anything, because Jungkook’s complete lack of filter handles the conversation entirely.

“Jiminie, how are you not leaking?”

“I am. I just…” Jimin trails off for a second, hiding his face in Namjoon’s thigh. “Listen, I didn’t want to spend all day smelling like slick.”

There’s a little growl from Namjoon that Yoongi can feel beginning to echo in his own chest. He’s not usually sensitive about Taehyung using plugs during their ruts, but that’s always about keeping their cum in – not hiding his slick.

Still, there’s not much time for either of them to even begin to formulate a proper response, because Hoseok climbs out of Yoongi’s lap in a flash and gets down on the floor so he can tug Jimin in close. There’s a little growl coming from him too, but the pitch is different than Namjoon’s and Yoongi’s. It’s almost…

Satisfied?

“Pretty Minnie,” Hoseok mutters, lips pressing over the teeth marks he left on Jimin’s scent gland. “Saving all of your slick for me tomorrow?”

Oh. Shit, that’s…

Really hot – and really unexpected.

Normally Hoseok seems about as bothered by Jimin hiding his slick as Yoongi does, even if he’s better at acting calm about it. Basically any alpha would be bothered by that, except apparently Hoseok in this one particular set of circumstances. Maybe something to do with how completely gone his sex drive is during pre-rut?

It’s hard to say, especially when the knowledge that Jimin is plugged up still grates against Yoongi’s instincts the same way that it always does.

Whether or not Jimin’s intention was to save his slick for Hoseok’s actual rut (and Yoongi is willing to bet it definitely fucking wasn’t), the omega doesn’t waste the opportunity to reframe it as something positive. He eagerly accepts Hoseok’s attention, voice gone breathy as he answers, “All for you, alpha.”

Hoseok lets out another satisfied sounding growl, and the tension is cut in an instant. Even if Yoongi still doesn’t like that Jimin is plugged up, it definitely settles something inside of him to know that Hoseok is pleased with it. And that’s not all he’s apparently happy about. As soon as he’s fussed over Jimin for a minute, he finds his way over to Taehyung and starts sucking a fresh bruise into his scent gland too, muttering about how pretty he smells all wet for him.

And then it’s on to Jungkook.

“Sorry I’m not wet for you too, hyung.”

Now that has Hoseok letting out a proper growl – the kind that makes goosebumps erupt across Yoongi’s skin.

“Baby, if you think for even a second that you aren’t perfect for me, you’re wrong,” Hoseok says, crawling right into Jungkook’s space and tilting the omega’s chin up for a kiss. “Your body is saving all of your slick for me too, Jungkookie. Keeping it all inside until tomorrow when I get to show you how much I love it.”

Whatever response Jungkook tries to give is muffled by the kiss that Hoseok presses to his lips, insistent and possessive enough to have Jungkook letting out a little whine. The two of them end up pressed together for a couple of minutes, which is more than enough time for Jungkook to be settled entirely.

By the time they’re done kissing and Yoongi manages to tear his eyes away, he sees Namjoon and Jin with their eyes locked, clearly in the middle of one of their silent conversations. Only a second or two later, Jin stands up and begins collecting empty trays from the couch. There’s only one left with anything on it, and the beta makes sure to push that one toward Namjoon.

Trays collected, Jin stands tall and looks around the room with a smile. “Well, I’d say it’s about time for dessert – though I might need a little help getting it ready. Jimin-ah, why don’t you grab a couple of helpers and join me?”

It looks almost coordinated, the way that Jimin immediately grabs the other two omegas and goes to follow Jin out of the room. When Hoseok makes a soft little whine while watching his omegas leave, Jimin is quick to look back over his shoulder and flash a smile. “We’ll only be gone for a couple of minutes, hyung. Will you feed me dessert when we get back?”

That seems to help quite a bit. Hoseok's shoulders drop a couple of inches and he gives a short nod. “I’d love to.”

“Perfect. We’ll be right back.”

As soon as the door shuts, Namjoon opens his arms toward Hoseok. “Alright, pup. Time for you to come here and eat for your alpha.”

Hoseok looks at Namjoon and then back at the door, like he’d much rather wait patiently for the others to come back.

Yoongi can help.

His knees protest a little as he climbs onto the floor and crawls over to kneel in front of Namjoon, then turns to reach out and tug at Hoseok’s sleeve. “Seok-ah, will you eat with me?”

“But they’re coming back,” Hoseok says, tearing his eyes away from the door to look at Yoongi, gaze softening when he sees him kneeling. “Do you need me to feed you too?”

Yoongi shakes his head and does his best to look uncertain, fluttering his lashes just a bit. “M’still hungry, but I don’t want to eat alone. Please, alpha?”

That does it.

Within seconds Hoseok crawls right beside Yoongi, looking up at Namjoon expectantly. There’s an almost amused expression on their pack alpha’s face, and as much as Yoongi wants to complain about how satisfied Namjoon looks, he’s not willing to risk this chance for Hoseok to eat an actual meal.

He’s too full to eat much himself, but Namjoon isn’t goddamn stupid, so he knows that Yoongi is only doing this to make sure that Hoseok has his fill. Thankfully once Hoseok starts eating, his appetite keeps him going no problem, mouth opening eagerly for each new bite while Yoongi is only passed small little bits of food here and there to keep up the charade.

And if he enjoys eating steak straight from Namjoon’s fingers, that can be his little secret.

Notes:

Next week we'll tackle Hoseok's actual rut, and see how their new additions fit into the mix. See you there ;D

Chapter 153: All Together Now

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Hoseok wakes up hot. The thin sleep pants and t-shirt he fell asleep in feel offensive on his skin, itchy and only making his body feel even more overheated. He needs out of them, but there’s so much to take in around him that he can’t help getting distracted as he goes to move.

There’s pressure caging him in from either side – an arm wrapped around his middle and a head of blonde hair tucked under his chin, shining in the early morning sunlight. The first deep breath he takes smells like vanilla cream, sweet and warm and practically begging him to taste.

Jimin.

His omega is right here, smelling sweet and easy and ready for him. All he needs to do is get out of his clothes, then strip down his omega too. Get him all pretty and opened up, dripping slick and…

The plug.

There’s just a hint of a memory in Hoseok’s mind from yesterday, a brief mention of why Jimin wasn’t leaking like Taehyung. At the moment it felt almost good to think of his omega saving all of that for him – but now it’s time and that stupid plug is still there, hiding his mate’s perfect scent away.

It’s enough to send him growling, stuck between trying to get out of his clothes and figuring out the quickest way to get Jimin naked and take that awful goddamn plug out. It doesn’t help that he’s so achingly hard in his pants that he can barely even think, mind already racing with images of how pretty his omegas are going to look once they’ve had so many orgasms that they collapse.

The arm around Hoseok’s middle tightens just slightly, then drifts down to pull at the hem of his t-shirt.

“You’re in it now, aren’t you, pup?” Namjoon whispers, lips pressing a kiss into Hoseok’s scent gland. “Let me help you? Do you want out of your clothes?”

“Too hot,” Hoseok groans in response. He only needs to pull a couple of inches away from Jimin to give Namjoon the room to help him undress, but even that amount of distance feels like too much – especially when his brain won’t stop thinking itself in circles about how he hasn’t even knotted Jimin properly yet. It’s just a never ending loop of ‘touch, tease, bite, claim’ that leaves him feeling like he’ll shatter if he doesn’t get his hands on Jimin now.

“Almost done, pup.” Namjoon tugs the t-shirt over Hoseok’s head and then hooks his thumbs into the waistband of the thin sleep pants, shoving them down Hoseok’s legs. “Let’s get you out of these.”

The immediate relief of cool air on his skin doesn’t last long, even once he kicks his pants the rest of the way off. There’s just too much desperation swirling under his skin for him to feel anything other than painfully on edge.

At least now he can get his hands back on Jimin.

There are a few soft sounds from elsewhere in the nest, but Hoseok pays them no mind at all, his focus entirely devoted to tipping Jimin’s head back and sealing his mouth over the omega’s scent gland. That rush of sweet vanilla filling his mouth is the first real piece of relief Hoseok has felt since he woke up, and he gladly chases more of it, tongue pressing hard into Jimin’s scent gland while his hands wander down, looking for the hem of his shirt.

They should have gone to bed naked. To hell with it.

This is a waste of time when all he wants is to make his omega feel good, so Hoseok abandons his current plan, instead sliding down lower and simply shoving Jimin’s shirt up his chest, exposing a wealth of unmarked skin for Hoseok to touch. He doesn’t hesitate for a second, mouth sealing around one nipple with a growl while his hands run along the planes of Jimin’s stomach, thumb brushing the simple silver ring in his bellybutton.

Finally, Jimin begins to stir against him. The omega has barely reacted so far, but now he lets out a gasp and ruts his hips forward until they come into contact with Hoseok’s chest. He’s hard. Hoseok can feel it through the pants still wrapped around Jimin’s body, and it lights an even stronger fire under his skin. He needs to make Jimin feel good. Needs his omega to gasp and whine and beg for Hoseok to finally give him a knot.

“Hyu… Hyung?” Jimin whispers, sleep still clinging to his voice. Hoseok closes his teeth gently around the nipple in his mouth and listens to Jimin’s little sharp intake of breath, hips rocking forward again. “You smell so good, and… It’s here, isn’t it? Your rut, it’s– Oh–” His words stutter to a stop as Hoseok’s hands slip into his pants, running along his hips before grabbing his ass and giving it a squeeze.

“His rut is definitely here,” Taehyung says, voice so close that he must be right behind Jimin. “Let's get you naked for him. Alpha, let me help?”

Whether it’s the fresh scent of maple slick in the air, or just the fact that Taehyung is his omega too, Hoseok finds it in himself to accept help. He wants Jimin bare and stretched around his knot like right this goddamn second, so if Taehyungie can make that happen faster, he’ll gladly accept the assistance.

While Taehyung works, Hoseok takes the brief chance to glance around him. His vision feels almost hazy, but it’s still easy enough to make out the rest of his pack beginning to wake, the shapes of their bodies moving in the early morning light, probably woken up by the commotion Hoseok is causing. Jungkook watches from behind Taehyung, his eyes glued to Hoseok and Jimin while the sweet orange scent of his slick begins to flood the air as well.

Perfect. Two of his omegas dripping for him. Only one to go now.

Between Taehyung’s work and Hoseok’s attempts to assist, they get Jimin’s shirt tugged over his head and his pants shoved down off his legs relatively quickly – even if it still feels like it takes far too long.

Either way, the second that Jimin is left bare, Hoseok closes the distance between them and captures his omega’s lips in a kiss. He’s faintly aware of bits of conversation passing around him, but he doesn’t bother paying attention to any of it. Why should he when Jimin is whining into their kiss and squirming against him? It’s far more rewarding to press his knee between Jimin’s legs and feel the way he ruts his cute little cock up against it, already eager for more.

But he’s still not leaking.

“Omega,” Hoseok breathes, giving a little nip to Jimin’s jaw. “Should be wet for me.”

“I am, alpha. Here, let me–”

Hoseok lets out a growl, pulling back from their kiss and capturing the hand Jimin is trying to reach down between his legs. “No. Mine.”

His omega submits immediately, eyelashes fluttering as his body relaxes in a single fluid wave. “Yours,” Jimin agrees. “But… I want to show you how wet I am for you, alpha. Help me take it out? Please?”

*******

Jimin expected this to be harder, for there to be a hint of fear in him when he woke up and smelled Hoseok’s rut in full force, but there’s nothing like that anywhere in his mind.

Instead, he wakes up with Hoseok’s hands (and mouth) already on him, and a desperate need brewing under his skin. Sleeping with his plug in felt like the only correct decision he could make last night, but now? He wants it out – wants it replaced with his alpha’s knot – but his own attempt to remove it is stopped in an instant by Hoseok.

The low growl and possessive declaration that his alpha hisses is enough to make Jimin feel boneless, his entire body relaxing on instinct so that his alpha can take.

“Wow, look how easy he settled,” Taehyung whispers from somewhere off to Jimin’s side.

“Can’t blame him,” Jungkook agrees, sounding breathless. “Hobi-hyung smells so good.”

“And sounds like that,” Yoongi adds.

Hoseok doesn’t even seem to hear their commentary, eyes raking down Jimin’s naked body while his hands slide down the length of it, nails gently grazing the tops of his thighs. Those hands run all the way down to his knees, touch just light enough that it begins to tickle. Before Jimin can even start to squirm at the sensation, Hoseok presses his legs up and open, taking advantage of every bit of Jimin’s flexibility to put him on display.

The alpha’s eyes find the plug immediately, another little growl bubbling out of him.

It should probably be embarrassing, but all Jimin can think is that he needs Hoseok to hurry, to pull that plug out of him and get back to touching him, stoking the flames under his skin until they burn bright and clear. He wants marks all over his body, bruises and bites and a claim, teeth sunk so deep into his neck that he’ll know he’s a part of the pack.

His scent gland throbs with the realization of what he desires, the request rising up inside of his throat and perching on his tongue. He could be theirs. Could be Hoseok’s mate for the rest of his life. Then Namjoon’s, Yoongi’s, Jin’s, Taehyung’s – all seven of them as a proper pack. There’s a part of him that knows he shouldn’t ask for that now, but it’s not nearly loud enough. He has to ask, has to–

Hoseok’s fingers grip the base of the plug and every thought is wiped from Jimin’s mind, replaced by white hot longing that shoots through every inch of his body.

“Alpha, please,” he begs, body still boneless as he looks up at Hoseok with his best pleading eyes. “Need it out. Need you to touch me and help– Make me feel like yours. Please?”

Thankfully, Hoseok doesn’t waste time, pulling the plug from Jimin’s body in one slow, firm motion. The absolute rush of slick that drips out of him has a wave of cold dread running through Jimin, but it’s short lived. Hoseok is on him in an instant, leaning in for an open mouthed kiss while three fingers press into Jimin’s hole.

“Perfect omega. So wet for your alpha. Gonna fuck that mess right back into you, fill you up and get you even wetter.”

Even in the thick of his rut, Hoseok knows exactly how to use his fingers, pushing them in deep and angling them until he’s rubbing over Jimin’s prostate with every thrust. The sudden burst of pleasure has his back arching, but Hoseok is quick to press his own body harder against Jimin’s.

“Omega, stay.”

“Not going,” Jimin tries to explain, eyes squeezing shut in a mix of pleasure and lingering shame about what a mess he’s making. “Feels good, alpha.”

Jungkook apparently picks up on his worry, his orange scent getting stronger just before Jimin hears his voice, barely inches away. “It’s okay, hyung. You’re doing so good. Look how much our alpha likes it.”

Eyes slowly cracking back open, Jimin is met with the sight of Hoseok above him, pulled back far enough that he can stare hungrily down at where his fingers are plunging into Jimin’s body. There’s no mistaking the desire in his eyes – and he’s not the only one. Jungkook is just off to Jimin’s side, looking utterly enraptured by the sight before him.

A quick glance around the nest reveals the others watching too, almost like they can’t tear their eyes away.

Nobody is upset.

“Eyes here, Minnie,” Hoseok mutters, still looking perfectly transfixed by the sigh of Jimin beneath him. “Wanna see when you cum for me.”

They love him like this. Hoseok loves him like this…

There’s no point in fighting, no point in holding back or trying to hide. Not when they’re all together like this.

Not anymore.

So Jimin lets go.

He focuses his attention back on the present, on the perfect pressure of Hoseok’s fingers fucking up into the mess he’s made, the comforting presence of Jungkook next to him, and the rest of their mates surrounding them in the nest. He’s not going to waste another moment of this worrying about something that nobody else is even slightly concerned with.

“There you go, hyung,” Jungkook breathes. “Just relax. Hobi-hyung loves you like this.”

“Love you,” Hoseok echoes, fingers starting to move faster as his teeth press a fresh bruise into Jimin’s collarbone. “Love you so much. Wanna show you – make you feel so good.”

“It does. You– It… It feels good.”

“Let me see, Minnie. Let it go for me.”

Jimin can already feel the pleasure building inside of him, threatening to boil over and leaving him aching for a proper knotting. He doesn’t want to cum like this, no matter how incredible Hoseok’s fingers feel. He wants to make his mate cum too. This is the alpha’s rut, and his cock is hard enough against Jimin’s hip that it’s impossible to mistake for anything else.

“Please, I want… Alpha, need you,” he whines.

“Not gonna happen,” Taehyung says, letting out a little giggle. “Hobi-hyung is gonna make you earn it.”

“Earn…it?” Jimin is already panting, teetering just on the edge of orgasm. Hoseok doesn’t pause his motions for even a moment, fingers moving at the exact same pace as he keeps sucking marks into Jimin’s chest. “How– How do I… Oh fuck, alpha – I’m–”

The second that Jimin’s words trail off and his body begins to pull tight, Hoseok leans up to look at him, pupils blown so wide there’s hardly any iris left. “Cum, omega. Let me see.”

Jimin only just manages to keep his eyes open as the pleasure boils over and he feels himself start to cum, clenching tight down around Hoseok’s fingers like they’re the knot he so desperately wants. Unfortunately, the flood of relief doesn’t last long – his desire renewed before his orgasm has even fully finished.

He wants to take care of Hoseok, to be knotted, to feel like he’s being good. It has a whine slipping from his lips as he blinks up at his alpha’s hungry gaze. “Hyung, please. Let me–”

“Again,” Hoseok interrupts, fingers finally going still, though they stay firmly inside of Jimin.

“What?”

“You need a break, and then I’m going to give you more. Just need to wait…” Apparently, that’s easier said than done, as it seems to be difficult for Hoseok to keep still, fingers twitching in tiny aborted movements like they intend to keep fucking into Jimin. The alpha’s eyes slip shut and he takes a deep breath. “Need a break,” he repeats, more like he’s trying to convince himself than anything.

“This is how you earn it, by the way,” Taehyung says cheerfully, his head of curly black hair coming into view as he scoots closer to where Hoseok and Jimin are laying near the center of the nest. “Let him give you about four more of those and you might just get a knot.”

Four more? Before they even… How is he supposed to–

“Don’t worry. It makes that first knot feel incredible,” Taehyung says, reaching out to brush some of the hair away from Jimin’s already sweaty forehead, then turning his gaze to Hoseok. “He’s ready, Hobi-hyung. Give him another.”

*******

Taehyung expected to enjoy this, but it’s so much more satisfying than he thought.

He’s usually the one working up to this first knot with Hobi-hyung, forced through several orgasms before he can properly settle his omega instincts with a knot and the knowledge that his alpha is being taken care of. Those instincts are still there now, but it’s so much easier to see from the outside just how satisfied Hoseok already is just from watching Jimin orgasm for him.

His ruts have always been different than Namjoon’s and Yoongi’s. It’s not that Hobi-hyung doesn’t have that same instinct to claim and knot his mates repeatedly. He absolutely does – but his drive to watch all of them orgasm as many times as humanly possible is every bit as important to him. Considering that Tae has been the only omega in their pack for years, he’s always (very gladly) taken care of the majority of that when the rest of his mates aren’t able to cum anymore.

But now he gets to share that duty with Jimin and Jungkook, and it’s already off to a perfect start.

Jimin’s second orgasm comes easier than the first, barely taking a minute of Hoseok fingering him. The third takes a little more work, but for an alpha in rut, Hobi-hyung always has far more patience than anyone would expect. He gets his mouth more involved, slipping down between Jimin’s legs and lavishing attention on him, teeth pressing into the meat of his thighs, dragging open mouthed kisses over the marks, while his tongue licks the occasional wet stripe over Jimin’s dick.

It’s that last move that really seems to get Jimin worked up, like the little bit of pressure on his cock is almost too much to handle – so of course Hobi-hyung keeps doing it.

Jungkook is watching them with wide eyes, not moving an inch even though he’s clearly leaking into the pants he wore to sleep. (Honestly, that will just make them even better to add to the nest once Hoseok’s first wave passes.) He can clearly see Jimin getting close to another orgasm, because his hands grip tighter into the blankets beneath him each time Hobi-hyung licks another stripe up Jimin’s cock.

Normally, Taehyung would make a point to tease Jungkook too, but right now he’s far more inclined to save all of that fun for Hoseok. The rest of their pack seems to agree too. Namjoon’s eyes are scanning between Jimin and Jungkook, drinking in every detail while Yoongi sits in Jin-hyung’s lap with eyes only for the show happening in the center of the nest.

“Pretty Minnie. You taste so good,” Hoseok mutters, leaning forward to run his tongue along the tip of Jimin’s dick and smiling when it earns him a choked little whimper. “You can give me another one. I know you can.”

There are tears starting to form in Jimin’s eyes now, head shaking slightly as he pants. “I can, alpha, but– Please, I– Want you! Let… Let me?”

Hoseok considers this for a moment, the room silent except for the wet sounds of his fingers fucking into Jimin, and all the breathy little sounds it earns him. After a few seconds, he presses a little kiss to the tip of Jimin’s cock and mutters, “Alright, omega. One more and you can have a knot. Let’s get you there.”

~~

Tae thought he was transfixed watching Hobi-hyung finger Jimin through several orgasms, but there’s something way more enticing about seeing the two of them actually fucking. It settles his omega instincts more than he ever could have expected. Not quite as much as being the one taking his alpha’s knot, but it still leaves him feeling warm and comfortable in a way that only seeing Jin-hyung get knotted during a rut usually does.

God, are all of their cycles going to feel this much better now? He could nearly cry at how happy that thought makes him – at least if he wasn’t so busy watching Hobi-hyung press every inch of himself into Jimin.

The utter bliss and relief that washes over Jimin’s features the moment Hoseok has bottomed out makes Taehyung wonder if he looks that pretty when he finally gets fucked. Usually there’s a lot more crying and begging on his end before he gets the first knot, but maybe having three omegas to please will make Hobi-hyung slow down a little on the teasing…

“Alpha, feels good,” Jimin breathes, looking up at Hoseok like he’s never felt anything more wonderful in his life. “Love you so much. I… More?”

Hoseok is clearly trying to be gentle, jaw clenched while his hips twitch and grind him deeper – but that doesn’t last long once he has the okay from Jimin.

“Love you,” he echoes. “Gonna… Fuck, just tell me if it’s too much?”

“It won’t be. Alpha, please.”

Once Hoseok starts moving, the gentleness drops away quickly, his thrusts frantic and lacking any sort of proper rhythm – not that it seems to bother Jimin in the slightest. (Taehyung can relate. He loves how intense Hobi-hyung is during his ruts.)

Namjoon-hyung is watching carefully, eyes scanning over the pair for any signs of discomfort or other reasons to step in, but everything is perfect. Jimin is babbling broken little bits of words mixed in with all the other noises falling from his lips, while Hoseok is beyond being able to articulate much of anything at all. To be fair, his mouth is far too busy sucking bruises into Jimin’s neck to be bothered trying to talk.

The quick pace means it doesn’t take long for Hoseok’s knot to begin swelling, which only seems to make Jimin more desperate.

Taehyung can feel the urge to touch himself building as he watches Hobi-hyung fuck his knot into Jimin – and he’s definitely not the only one. A quick glance at Jungkook reveals him already reaching for the waistband of his pants. Tae knows from experience about how intolerant his alphas are of masturbation during their ruts, so he’s quick to spring into action, crawling over to wrap himself around Jungkook’s back and grab his wrists.

“Save it for your alpha, baby.”

“They just…” Jungkook swallows, hands going still. “They’re so pretty, and I want…”

“It’s okay. You can go next. Once you’ve had a knot, it gets way easier to watch the others have their turn.”

“What about you, hyung?”

“I can wait through one more round. Jin-hyung will keep me in check, since I’m sure Joonie-hyung and Yoongi-hyung will wanna fuss over Jiminie. Besides, you wanna go next, don’t you?”

Jungkook’s hands tremble as they grasp Taehyung’s, resting over his tummy. “Yeah, I… I really do.”

It’s easy enough for Tae to keep himself busy, even as Hoseok’s knot finally pops and sends Jimin crying out with pleasure. He lets himself take in every bit of the delicious sight before him, mouth settled on Jungkook’s scent gland where he licks slow and steady over the skin.

“Full, alpha,” Jimin whispers, tears leaking steadily from his eyes now. “Feels so good. Thank you.”

Hobi-hyung lets out a soft rumbling growl in response, nosing at Jimin’s neck. “Love you.”

“Love you too, hyung.”

The tension slowly dissipates as Jimin and Hoseok fall into a kiss, sated for the moment with their scents coming out sweet and content. Hobi-hyung’s knot won’t keep them tied together long, especially not for this first day of his rut, but that just means that Jungkook will get his turn sooner.

~~

Taehyung is right about the other alphas wanting to fuss over Jimin. It’s the same treatment he’s used to when he handles the first round of Hobi-hyung’s rut. It’s like they want to get as close as they can without intruding on the order that Hobi-hyung likes to work in.

Normally Tae is first, then Jin, and then Yoongi – but now the rest of them settle along one side of the nest together while Jungkook strips on command and crawls toward the center of the nest.

Taehyung gladly takes his place in Jin’s lap, back to the beta’s chest so they can both take in the show before them.

Jungkook doesn’t make it far before Hoseok is on him, pulling him into an open mouthed kiss while his hands immediately start to roam across muscle and tattooed skin. There’s a few muttered words between them that Tae misses because he’s busy watching Namjoon-hyung tugging a knot-drunk Jimin into place between him and Yoongi-hyung.

“Feel good, sweetheart?” Yoongi asks, letting out a little laugh at the dazed looking nod Jimin gives.

Namjoon-hyung smiles, gently taking Jimin’s chin in his hand and directing the omega’s gaze up to him.

“Hi hyung,” Jimin breathes, eyelashes fluttering at the touch.

“Hi, Minnie. You did so well for your alpha – but can you tell me if anything hurts, pup?”

“Nothing hurts. Feels even better than I thought it would.”

“Do you remember the first rut you helped with?” Jin whispers into Taehyung’s ear. “You took such good care of Yoongi-yah – and I still can’t say which one of you was more gone after that first wave passed.”

Taehyung does remember. How could he forget? He was a little nervous to share his first rut with an alpha (and so was Jin-hyung – even if he wouldn’t admit it at the time), but once they started it felt as natural as breathing. If he wasn’t sure about Yoongi-hyung and Namjoon-hyung before that, there wouldn’t have been a doubt in his mind by the end.

“I remember. Want it to be as good for them as it was for me.”

“I don’t think you have to worry about that, darling. Look at how well he takes it.”

Of course Jin is right. Jungkook is already about to cum, and Hobi-hyung hasn’t even gotten his fingers inside of him yet (which he seems to be on the verge of tears about).

“Hyung, please– Alpha, I–”

“It’s okay, omega. You can take it,” Hoseok says, licking a wet stripe over Jungkook’s scent gland while his hand works over the omega’s cock. “Gonna cum so pretty for your alpha.”

Jungkook does cum just like that, then twice more with Hoseok’s fingers working inside of him while he whines and begs around them. He cries even faster than Jimin, tears running freely the moment that Hobi-hyung starts working him towards his second orgasm. It’s almost not fair how gorgeous he looks, his hair already messed up and those pretty doe eyes all wide with pleasure and shining wet from the tears falling down his cheeks.

By the time he finally gets a knot in him, all he can do is pant out thank-yous and whimpered declarations of love on repeat like a mantra as he’s filled to the brim.

~~

Taehyung’s turn feels perfectly familiar. He cries and begs and cums over and over for his alpha before finally getting the knot he’s been craving for days – only this time the center of the nest is already covered in a mess of slick and cum. Of course he’s the last person who would ever complain about that. The mess is one of his favorite parts of their cycles, so getting a head start on covering his skin in the scent of his mates is ideal, honestly.

Even with their additional mates, three knots is still the end of Hobi-hyung’s first wave. He lets out a groan that Taehyung echoes when the knot tying them together finally goes down, then leans in to press a bunch of kisses to Taehyung’s face. “Did so well, Taehyungie.”

“You say that like you’re the one who just came seven times.”

Hoseok just shrugs, smiling as he relaxes down into the nest and lets his eyes slip shut.

“Nap time? Right on schedule,” Jin-hyung says, letting out a tiny puff of laughter as he cradles Jungkook in his lap and flashes a smile to Jimin and Tae. “You all did beautifully.”

Taehyung lets his eyes drift lazily over the smiling faces of his mates. Hobi-hyung is already in the process of passing out next to him, Jungkook still looks fuzzy in Jin’s arms, Namjoon sits right next to them fussing over their maknae, Jimin is apparently coming back to himself as he rests in Yoongi-hyung’s lap, and–

It’s barely there, but Tae can see a little flash of something almost anxious in Yoongi’s eyes, which has him immediately trying to crawl closer.

He only makes it a couple of feet before he hears movement behind him and Hobi-hyung calls out a sleepy, “Yoongles? Nap.”

Yoongi doesn’t waste a moment, allowing Namjoon to pluck Jimin from his arms and then immediately crawling over next to Hoseok. There’s a tiny hint of burnt cinnamon that comes with him, but it fades quickly as Yoongi gets closer, his scent tipping sweet within seconds.

Poor thing felt left out. They’ll have to account for that next time.

With those two settled and the pleasant post-knotting haze tugging Taehyung down into oblivion, he makes his way over toward the others.

“TaeTae, here,” Jimin says, opening his arms and welcoming Tae into Namjoon’s lap with him.

Surrounded by vanilla and sandalwood, Taehyung finally lets himself float.

*******

Namjoon couldn’t be happier.

Hoseok is satisfied and cuddled up with Yoongi, Jungkook is being cradled in Jin’s lap, and Namjoon has both Taehyung and Jimin in his arms. It’s the perfect start to Hoseok’s rut, and it has him feeling like the rest is going to go smoother than he ever could have imagined.

“Is it always three knots and then a nap?” Jimin asks, voice quiet as he holds Taehyung close and noses at his hair.

“Not at all,” Jin answers. “These first couple of waves will be, but come this afternoon and then most of tomorrow, he can go for much longer.”

“And his knots go down quick,” Taehyung mutters, letting out a yawn.

“Precisely. Then by the third day, Hobi-yah’s knots will take significantly longer to go down.”

Namjoon nods his head in agreement. “Things start to slow down a bit at that point. Knottings last longer, and there’s more opportunity for sleep. You’ll all need it after the next couple of days.”

“What about you, hyung?” Jimin asks. “Will you get enough sleep? What about Jin-hyung?”

“We’ll manage just fine, darling. Don’t worry. With three lovely omegas in our pack now, I imagine that I’ll have far more time to help Namjoon-ah handle the logistics.”

“Yeah, we’ll keep everything running smoothly,” Namjoon says. “Don’t worry about us, pup.”

~~

The first day passes in a lovely haze. Namjoon always finds himself somewhat overcome with all of the pheromones in the air at the start of Yoongi and Hoseok’s ruts – and it’s even stronger this time. With all three omegas steadily leaking slick and getting knotted, it would be impossible not to be a bit taken with it.

Of course it’s always a treat to have Jin leaking too, his usual mint scent gone extra sweet as he slicks up and allows Hoseok to claim him. The display seems even sweeter than usual this time, though Hoseok is always extra gentle with Jin and Yoongi. They aren’t made to take knots the same way as the omegas are, and he never forgets it.

Yoongi settles much better once he’s been knotted too, offering that same easy submission he gives during Namjoon’s ruts.

Getting proper meals in is always a challenge in these first couple of days, but they do their best to make use of the various sandwiches and snacks that Jin prepared. Oddly enough, Jungkook ends up being the most difficult to feed. His appetite is surprisingly low, but he’s so preoccupied with keeping all of his attention on Hoseok that it’s hard to imagine he has any space left to consider food.

Jimin is the one to eventually pull him off to one side of the nest, having him sit with his back to Hoseok and Taehyung, who are napping in the center. As soon as he gets Jungkook settled, he holds up two different bagged sandwiches. “Peanut butter and jelly, or chicken?”

“But hyung, I’m not–”

“Baby, this is non-negotiable. You’ve barely had more than a few bites all day, so you’re going to eat for me now. Do you want something different?”

“I just want to nap with TaeTae and Hobi-hyung.”

Namjoon can feel his alpha instincts bristle with the need to get involved. He doesn’t want to overstep when Jimin is clearly trying to handle the situation, but denying his instincts has done harm in the past…

He has to try. If it is overstepping, they’ll talk and find a better way to handle it next time.

Taking a steadying breath, Namjoon scoots over to the two of them, looking to Jimin for any sign of disapproval and instead finding a fond smile on his face. After a moment, he gives Namjoon an approving little nod.

Permission granted, Namjoon wraps an arm around Jungkook’s shoulders, then presses a kiss to his cheek. “Pup, you’ve hardly had more than a few bites all day, and you’re going to need your strength. Is there something I can bring you from the kitchen?”

Jungkook frowns, shifting like he intends to look over his shoulder at the others.

Namjoon doesn’t let him, instead tugging Jungkook into his lap and grasping at his chin to keep their eyes locked. It’s easy enough to let his scent tip warmer and lower his voice to something a little more commanding. “Kook-ah. You’re going to eat for us.” Letting go of Jungkook’s chin, Namjoon lets his hand drift down to the omega’s neck, rubbing gentle circles over his scent gland. “You won’t miss anything. I promise – and if you eat, you’ll have more energy to take care of your alpha. You want that, don’t you, baby?”

After a second of stunned silence, Jungkook submits in an instant, body relaxing into Namjoon’s hold and tension draining from his face. The little frown doesn’t quite leave as he whispers, “M’sorry, alpha. Just wanna make sure Hobi-hyung has the best rut.”

“Nothing to be sorry for, pup. You’re doing such an amazing job. We just want to look after you too, don’t we, Minnie?”

“Exactly,” Jimin agrees, scooting in closer and flashing a tiny smile at Jungkook, then at Namjoon. “If you eat something for us now, then we can spend the rest of the night fussing over Hoseok-hyung. So please?”

“Okay. Can I have the chicken sandwich?”

Jimin practically lights up, passing the sandwich to Jungkook as his face splits into a grin. “Sure thing. More protein to keep you going.”

Once Jungkook starts eating, he finds his appetite just fine, polishing off the sandwich in only a couple of minutes and then looking around for more. Namjoon presses a kiss to his cheek, tells him he’s done a good job, then sends him over to where Yoongi and Jin are sitting for more snacks.

They watch Jungkook go, and then Jimin turns to Namjoon, still wearing a wide smile as he leans in for a hug. “Thank you, alpha,” Jimin whispers against Namjoon’s neck. “Might need you to do that again tomorrow if he’s still fussy about eating, but it looks like we’re good for today. He settled so easy for you. It was… It makes me really happy to see that.”

If taking a bit of a leap with Jungkook was okay, then maybe…

Namjoon doesn’t bother to second guess himself, and instead just tugs Jimin up into his lap. He leans in immediately to press a kiss to the omega’s lips, taking in all of the incredible scents rolling off of him. “I’d love to do that anytime he needs it. Now, is there anything I can do for you, Minnie?”

Pretty brown eyes blink up at Namjoon as a warm smile spreads across Jimin’s face and he leans further into Namjoon’s hold, head resting on his chest. “Just this. Love you, hyung.”

“Love you too, Minnie. I’m so glad you and Kook-ah are here.”

*******

Having three omegas present for Hoseok’s rut certainly changes the flow of things somewhat.

Seokjin is used to being far more active in making sure that Taehyung gets an adequate number of breaks, because the omega will keep going until he passes out if left to his own devices. Of course Yoongi gladly assists in that endeavor too, but both he and Seokjin have limits of what they’re capable of – especially when it comes to Hoseok’s desperate need to see his mates orgasm.

Taehyung is still the only one capable of the number of orgasms Hoseok truly wants, but Jimin and Jungkook are still far beyond what either Seokjin or Yoongi can manage.

Every time Hoseok gets his hands on Jimin, he has to remind himself repeatedly that the omega needs a few seconds to recover after an orgasm if Hoseok wants him to be able to cum again. It only requires about thirty seconds, but watching Hoseok try to keep still when he’s buried to the hilt inside of Jimin and caught in another wave of rut is positively delicious.

Jungkook on the other hand… He can take overstimulation without a problem, but he does eventually hit a limit to the number of times he can cum. It doesn’t mean he wants to stop. Far from it, actually – but it’s not until the second day that Hoseok seems to really find his rhythm with Jungkook. All it takes is one whispered comment from Taehyung on that second morning, when Jungkook has hit his limit and is now just looking blissed out with every thrust Hoseok gives.

“Look at him,” Taehyung mutters, more to himself than anyone else. “It’s like he’s just stuck in an orgasm once he gets to this point – like nothing could feel any better if he tried.”

Hoseok’s thrusts falter, eyes widening slightly as he studies Jungkook’s face, taking in the fucked out expression and fluttering eyelashes. His head slowly tilts to the side, and then he picks his pace right back up. “Feels good, omega?”

“So good, alpha. I… I love it – please,” Jungkook breathes, voice a little raspy from the hours he’s spent begging and panting over the last couple of days.

From then on, getting Jungkook to the point where he can’t orgasm anymore is Hoseok’s objective, which works out better for both of them. Jungkook gets the approval he so desperately craves, and Hoseok feels like he’s giving his omega the pleasure he requires.

By the end of the second night, they’re all beginning to tire out.

With the omegas handling so many of Hoseok’s needs, Seokjin is free to help Namjoon keep everyone hydrated and fed. Now that there’s a method established for handling Jungkook, Jimin is quick to present him to Namjoon as soon as dinner time comes. A few commanding words from their pack alpha, and Jungkook gladly agrees to eat a sandwich and a bowl of soup that Seokjin was able to prep just the other day.

Hoseok is only able to sleep a couple of hours at a time during the night, his rut demanding that he wake and knot one of his mates several times over. There are definitely more of them to spread the workload around now, but Seokjin still finds himself waking with Hoseok each time and making sure that things go smoothly.

Jimin and Yoongi handle the first round, while Seokjin and Jungkook take the second. Taehyung is more than capable of handling the third on his own – and by that point it’s nearly four in the morning. Rut might keep Hoseok awake, but it doesn’t stop him from looking drained as they all make a light attempt at breakfast.

Thankfully, the third day brings much more napping into the mix.

More often than not, Hoseok falls asleep with his knot still tying him to one of the omegas, and the longer time spent together leaves the omegas far less okay with feeling empty afterward. Preparing for this latest rut meant increasing the size of their plug collection, and Seokjin is very glad they did. It allows them to easily maintain a selection of clean ones for use whenever one of the omegas requires one.

Seokjin doesn’t feel the need for one himself. His beta instincts are already satisfied with the couple of knottings he gets (and the absolute delight of his mates at the slight trickle of slick he’s able to produce). Jimin in particular seems rather taken with the sight of Seokjin leaking and knotted, watching with clear interest each time it happens, and always looking for a chance to cuddle up with him after.

They’re all a mess at this point. Namjoon is the cleanest, but he’s done enough fussing over the rest of them that he certainly hasn’t escaped unscathed. He and Seokjin take care to switch out the most soiled of the bedding each day, laying down a fresh top layer of blankets (with the omegas’ approval, of course) and trying to take care of large messes as they come up.

There’s no contest for who the messiest is. Taehyung hasn’t worn clothes since the start of Hoseok’s rut, and his skin is covered in a collection of bite marks and bruises that he displays proudly. Tufts of black hair stick up in all directions, and his body is practically coated in a whole mix of fluids picked up during the course of the last three days.

Seokjin would typically barely even consider the mess notable until the end of one of their cycles, but something is different tonight.

As they near the end of the third day, Jungkook seems even more put off by the thought of food than usual. The second he sees Jimin coming to grab him for dinner, he starts shaking his head and turns away – which is enough to finally have some alarm bells ringing for Seokjin. He’s noticed that Jungkook has been quiet for the last couple of hours, but he assumed that had more to do with exhaustion than anything else. Maybe it still does, but…

No harm in offering some help.

Jimin catches Seokjin’s eye, concern evident as he nods and they both approach the little corner of the nest Jungkook has tucked himself into. The two of them are quiet about it, not wanting to disrupt any of the others or promote any distress that isn’t warranted.

“Darling,” Seokjin says, announcing his approach with a pleasant, neutral tone. “Are you feeling okay?”

Jungkook briefly glances up at Seokjin. His movements are rather stiff, and there’s the slightest bit of a frown on his face. “M’fine,” he mumbles, turning his head toward where Jimin is coming closer too. “Just need a minute.”

“Baby, you’ve been sitting alone for half an hour,” Jimin says gently. “If there’s something bothering you, we need to know so we can help.”

Even as the two of them settle in on either side of him, Jungkook barely moves. From this close, Seokjin can pick out the beginnings of sour orange managing to filter past all the other scents on Jungkook’s skin, which means there definitely is something bothering him.

“I feel weird,” Jungkook admits, voice barely above a whisper. “But I don’t wanna make Hobi-hyung worry. We’re almost done with his rut, and I just want it to be good for him.”

“Jungkook-ah, the best way for it to be good for him is if all of his mates are happy and taken care of,” Seokjin says, reaching out to settle a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder – only for the omega to shy away from his touch.

Well that’s new.

That one tiny moment is enough for Jimin’s face to light up in recognition. He leans in closer (careful not to touch Jungkook) and whispers, “Would it help to be clean?”

“If I take a bath, I’ll wash it all off. Don’t wanna ruin it, but I don’t wanna feel like this either.”

“Don’t worry, baby. I know just the thing. Wait one minute for me?”

After one nod from Jungkook, Jimin darts out of the nest and into the bathroom, returning barely a minute later with a washcloth and a bowl full of water. He works silent but efficient, starting with wiping down Jungkook’s face and then moving along his limbs, getting days worth of mess off of his skin while still leaving the scent of the nest strong on him. It’s quite effective. Jungkook begins to look and smell more content as soon as his face is clean, and by the time the rest is done, his stomach is growling and there’s a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

“There you go,” Jimin says, setting the washcloth and bowl outside of the nest. “And you still smell perfect. Is that better, baby?”

“Way better. Thank you, hyung.”

“Are you going to let Joon-ah feed you some dinner?” Seokjin asks, reaching out once more for Jungkook and relishing in the way the omega leans into his touch like usual now. “I was able to whip up something at least slightly more substantial while Hoseok slept after that last wave. There’s plenty of extra pork for all of you.”

Jungkook’s stomach growls again and he nods, heading over to where Namjoon is already feeding Taehyung bits of the pork and vegetable stir fry Seokjin managed to throw together. He’ll cook them something truly nourishing tomorrow evening once Hoseok’s rut breaks, but for now a warm meal is certainly an improvement over what they’ve been eating for the past couple of days.

“He’ll be okay now,” Jimin says, scooting up to Seokjin’s side and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Thanks for looking out for him with me, hyung.”

“I hardly did a thing. You knew exactly what he needed, love.”

“Sometimes he gets the same way during our heats. When all of this is over, he’s going to need a thorough bath, but he should feel good enough to last through tomorrow.”

Seokjin can’t help thinking about the day he worked Jungkook up and let Namjoon come home and settle him – specifically the part after their fun where Namjoon lost himself wondering how Jungkook would handle mess during their cycles. If he’s remembering right (which he definitely is), their pack alpha was particularly taken with the thought of bathing Jungkook during his heat.

“You’re smiling,” Jimin says, looking up at Seokjin with a little smile spreading across his own face.

“I’m wondering if you two have ever taken a bath during your heats?”

“A couple of times, but it can be hard to be away from the nest that long when we’re already stretched so thin just trying to survive through two heats in a row. I think a bath in the middle of his heat would probably be heaven for him, but I’ve never been able to make it happen properly on my own before.” There’s a hopeful little glint in Jimin’s eye as he looks up at Seokjin and finishes, “I don’t think that’ll be a problem for his next one though.”

Perfect. They really have come so far.

“Not a problem at all. In fact, I think there’s one pack alpha who would be very interested in carrying him off for a bath.”

“You think so?”

“I know so. Now, let’s get you some food too, darling. No point losing your strength in the final stretch.”

*******

Hoseok wakes up with a clear head for the first time in days. His entire body aches, but there’s a sense of satisfaction that runs all the way down to his bones.

Another rut spent completely taken care of by all the people he loves – and this time with their entire pack present. The nest around him smells perfect, a mix of sex and all of their scents gone sweet with content. When he cracks his eyes open, he’s pleased to see there’s still daylight coming through Taehyungie’s bedroom window, bright enough that it’s probably only early afternoon.

Plenty of time for a bath and a big meal. He’s starving, and Jinnie always makes sure they have something hearty after his rut finally ends.

His mates are all still in the nest. Most of them must have fallen asleep with him, but Joonie and Yoongi are both awake and talking quietly at one end of the nest. Whatever the conversation is about, they both look relaxed, so Hoseok is willing to bet it isn’t something he needs to worry about.

That thought is all but confirmed when Yoongi looks over, a smile spreading across his face when he notices that Hoseok is awake. “Hey sweetheart,” he says, crawling over to Hoseok and brushing the hair back from his face. “Feeling like yourself again?”

“And maybe a little like I’ve been hit by a truck, but yeah. It’s over.”

“I’ll go get the bath running,” Namjoon says, flashing Hoseok a smile as he climbs out of the nest and heads straight for the door.

Hoseok watches him leave, feeling a tiny bit confused about how quick their pack alpha just ran off. “He’s sure in a hurry.”

A little puff of laughter escapes Yoongi as he glances at the door and then back to Hoseok. “Yeah. JK is apparently really ready to be clean, and I’m sure Joon-ah is dying to carry him off to a hot bath. How about you though? Anything I can get you?”

“I’m starving. Do we have any snacks left up here?”

Yoongi scrounges up a granola bar for Hoseok, and the sound of him enjoying food that isn’t hot and incredibly nutritious is apparently enough to wake Jinnie out of a dead sleep. One look at Hoseok’s half eaten granola bar has the beta’s eyes going wide before he immediately sits up. After a quick check in and a fond little kiss pressed to Hoseok’s cheek, he excuses himself to go get started on something for dinner.

Pretty soon they’re all awake and moving, with Namjoon returning to collect Jungkook and carry him off to the bath just like Yoongi said he might.

Hoseok is eager for the bath too, so he’s quick to join Namjoon and the omegas. Taehyung cuddles up to Hoseok right away, and the two of them do their normal after-rut bath time routine of working together to get Taehyung all cleaned up. It’s a good excuse for him to check in on his omegas, so he’s very happy when Jimin eventually finishes fussing over Jungkook and comes to join in. Joonie is perfectly capable of making sure Jungkook is taken care of, and Hoseok is excited at the prospect of having another one of his omegas close right now.

This has all been perfect. He’s exhausted (like he always is after his ruts), but it feels so good to be clean and surrounded by all of his mates.

Jinnie must have used a bit of Hoseok’s napping time today to do some prep work in advance, because there’s barely more than fifteen minutes between the end of their bath and all seven of them sitting down at the table for a big meal. To make up for lost time in the tub, Hoseok makes sure to take a seat right next to Jungkookie and shove plenty of food in the omega’s direction.

“Here, take some extra meat, honey. I know you had trouble eating a few times during my rut, so the extra protein will do you good.”

Jungkook’s expression falls a little. “I’m sorry, hyung. I tried really hard not to worry you with it, but–”

“Oh, you didn’t do anything wrong, baby. I wasn’t worried – not with Joonie and Jiminie taking such good care of you.”

“You promise? If I was stressing you out, I wanna fix it for next time.”

“I promise,” Hoseok assures him, reaching out to set a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder. “I only noticed like twice – and the fact that I never picked up on it in your scent was good enough evidence that you were being taken care of.”

“We did our best,” Jimin says, letting out a laugh. “I wouldn’t have been able to handle it as smoothly without Namjoon-hyung. He managed to get Kookie to eat with barely more than a few words.”

For as pleased as Namjoon looks at this praise, he still tries to check in. “If any of that made you uncomfortable, Kook-ah–”

“It didn’t. I love when you do that kind of stuff for me, hyung – so please don’t start second guessing it or apologizing.”

That has Jin letting out a bark of laughter. “Oh, Jungkook-ah has you all figured out, darling. What ever will you do?”

Namjoon flushes, shaking his head at Jin before looking at Jungkook with a shy sort of smile. “I guess I’ve got no choice but to own it. Don’t you think, pup?”

“Wow,” Taehyung says around a mouthful of food. “Who would have known that all it would take to get you to this point was an omega with the prettiest doe eyes on the planet? We should have found you and Jiminie years ago, Jungkookie.”

“I like to think the literal eons of complaining helped too,” Yoongi says.

“I’m just glad you found us at all,” Jungkook mutters, cheeks going pink while his scent spikes happy and floral from the compliment. “And really glad we all got to be together for this. No more cycles apart?”

“No more,” Jimin agrees.

Namjoon raises his glass with a grin. “I think we can all drink to that.”

Notes:

Finally, our first cycle together is complete! We're headed right into our next arc, starting Wednesday with an interlude chapter to give everyone a chance to check in about this and set the stage for where we're going.

See you there <3 :D

Chapter 154: Interlude – Busy Schedules

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Jin to Namjoon]

[Jin]: Have you made it through your backlog of emails? :-)

[Namjoon]: Working on it right now.

[Namjoon]: Something I should be looking out for?

[Jin]: It’s more that I’m assuming you’d like to talk when you get home. We’re quite spoiled for choice at the moment.

[Namjoon]: That many potential jobs?

[Jin]: A shocking number of good leads, to be entirely honest.

[Jin]: And with only a month before Jimin-ah and Jungkook-ah finish classes and begin the process of moving in, I’m assuming you’d prefer to do some planning so that we can wrap up as much work as possible before then.

[Namjoon]: Back to being busy then?

[Jin]: Only as busy as we want to be, darling. Just because we see a good opportunity doesn’t mean we have to take it.

[Namjoon]: But the more we do now, the less we have to do later. I’d like to have some extra time after the two of them move in.

[Jin]: You say that like we’re hurting for cash ;-)

[Namjoon]: Just trying to keep us active. If we fall out of relevance then our tips dry up. People stop calling us first. We lose our foothold.

[Jin]: Of course darling. I don’t mean to imply we should stop working.

[Jin]: Just beginning to consider how our operation might evolve going forward.

[Namjoon]: As in?

[Jin]: Something that would allow you to rest after seeing to your mate’s rut. Perhaps bringing on extra people? Yoongi-yah seems to be thriving with an assistant.

[Namjoon]: You think I should hire someone?

[Jin]: I think it’s worth considering. Not just one person though. We’d need a team if we wanted proper oversight of our operation.

[Namjoon]: That’s the kind of interviewing process that could take ages. Definitely not something we have time for now.

[Jin]: It would require some care, yes.

[Jin]: And I don’t mean to imply that it needs to happen right away. Just something for you to think about, love :-)

[Namjoon]: Fair enough. I’ll consider it.

[Jin]: Meet you in your office when you get home?

[Namjoon]: Yeah. I’ll be there in ten.

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: minnie :)

[Hobi]: jungkookie :)

[JK]: hi

[Jimin]: What’s up hyung? (●'◡'●)

[Hobi]: it’s ur second day back at school/work. how are u 2 feeling?

[Jin]: A very good question. How are you both holding up?

[Jimin]: Good here. Just busy

[Jimin]: Will probably be playing catch-up all week but it was so worth it to be there for your rut Hoseok-hyung (。^▽^)

[JK]: yeah same

[JK]: lots to do but this is my final push for school so that feels really good

[Tae]: omg yes i can’t wait for you to graduate (^ω^)

[Tae]: you’re gonna look so cute all dressed up for the ceremony

[Yoongi]: When even is that? We should make sure we can go.

[Namjoon]: Already on the calendar. He gave me the date a couple of months ago.

[JK]: its a while after school lets out so no worries

[JK]: plenty of time for me to finish summer classes for the couple i dropped earlier this year

[JK]: i could wait until next year to make them up but im ready to be done

[Tae]: omg yeah i would wanna be done in your shoes too (;^ω^)

[Hobi]: our precious little jungkookie all graduated. i’m so excited :’)

[Hobi]: and ur both sure u feel okay? not 2 sore or anything?

[JK]: a little bit but its good ache hyung

[JK]: im still able to do my workouts and stuff no problem

[Jimin]: Agreed. I’m sore too but it’s not hampering my dancing at all. Just did a little extra stretching at the start and I was good to go (^-^)

[Jimin]: How about you TaeTae?

[Tae]: oh i’m fine

[Tae]: getting railed into next week is my specialty (✿◠‿◠)

[Namjoon]: Pretty sure I carried you to the bath this morning, pup.

[Jin]: I did hear something about someone being ‘too sore to walk’ ;-)

[Tae]: but joonie-hyung loves babying me (//ω//)

[Tae]: i thought we all knew i was playing it up a little

[Namjoon]: I know you were baby. Just giving you a hard time.

[Yoongi]: Yeah there was no mistaking the huge goddamn smile on Joon-ah’s face when he carried you out of the living room.

[Tae]: what can I say? i live to please (・ω<)

~

[Jungkook to Jimin]

[JK]: hyung i just got the coolest opportunity

[Jimin]: Oh? What is it (。^▽^)

[JK]: one of the other students just dropped out of the class trip thats headed to germany in a couple of weeks

[JK]: they need someone to fill their spot and the teacher thought of me first since i couldnt afford the trip last year

[Jimin]: Kookie that’s so cool! You’re gonna go right?

[JK]: i told her i needed to talk to you first

[Jimin]: Baby if you wanna go you totally should (^-^)

[Jimin]: I know how bummed you were to miss last year

[JK]: yeah but its still expensive enough that i wanted to run it by you

[JK]: we have more than enough to cover it but its still gonna wipe out like a third of our savings

[JK]: i need to know that youre okay with that

[Jimin]: I definitely am

[Jimin]: I want you to be able to do this (。^▽^)

[JK]: youre sure youre not worried about our savings

[Jimin]: Baby pretty soon we aren’t even gonna be living in our apartment anymore

[Jimin]: I think we’re way past worrying about savings ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: Unless you’re worried still?

[JK]: no

[JK]: just wanted to make sure you werent either

[Jimin]: Alright so go tell her yes right now!

[Jimin]: I’m so excited for you (^-^)

~

[Pack+2 Group chat]

[JK]: guys im going to germany for a class trip

[JK]: we get to see a whole bunch of museums and eat good food

[JK]: its gonna be so cool

[Tae]: omg jungkookie that’s super exciting (´♥ω♥`)

[Hobi]: that sounds so cool! when is it? :)

[JK]: like a week and five days from now

[JK]: one sec

[JK]: Attachment: Screenshot

[JK]: theres the plane ticket info

[Namjoon]: Taehyung?

[Tae]: already on it hyung

[JK]: what are you doing

[Tae]: making sure you’re nice and safe while you’re gone baby (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: its just a class trip

[JK]: im pretty sure nobody is going to try to kill me in germany of all places

[Hobi]: taehyungie i’m headed your way rn.

[Tae]: thanks hobi-hyung (^ω^)

[Hobi]: i’m gonna leave explaining this one 2 u joonie <3

[Yoongi]: Don’t worry. I can help.

[JK]: hey yoongi hyung

[Yoongi]: Hi sweetheart.

[Yoongi]: Now listen.

[Namjoon]: Yes, please do.

[Yoongi]: ‘Pretty sure’ is a damn long way from ‘totally certain’.

[Namjoon]: It’s really no trouble for us to make sure someone keeps an eye on you.

[Jin]: I agree completely. This trip should be a time of joy and discovery for you. It won’t do to have that disrupted in the event that someone tries to take action against you.

[Jimin]: Wow you got all the hyungs fussing Kookie (^-^)

[JK]: its not that im not grateful but

[JK]: wont it be kind of weird if i have some sort of entourage following me

[JK]: this is just a normal class trip

[Jin]: I wouldn’t worry about that, darling. Taehyung-ah knows the value of discretion.

[Namjoon]: Exactly. We don’t have to make it super obvious. I would just feel better if there was someone from security tailing you.

[Yoongi]: No way Joon is letting one of his omegas leave the country without an escort.

[Yoongi]: Tae only gets passes for work and because he’s more dangerous than our whole security team combined.

[JK]: okay well thank you for looking out for me

[Namjoon]: You’re alright with us sending someone along then? Assuming they’re discreet?

[JK]: yeah that’s fine

[Namjoon]: Thank you, pup.

[Namjoon]: Now I’d love to hear what you’ve got planned for this trip of yours.

[Jin]: Yes, I’m curious as well! If you’re going to have some degree of freedom, perhaps I can have you do a little shopping for me while you’re there.

[JK]: sure i could probably do that

[Yoongi]: Can’t you just order anything you might want, hyung?

[Jin]: That’s different than having Jungkook-ah’s discerning eye picking things out!

[Yoongi]: Whatever you say.

[Yoongi]: Tell us about the trip, JK.

[JK]: so its four days but two of them are spent traveling

[JK]: we should have a little time the first and last day but its gonna be pretty tight

[JK]: theres a list of museums we are planning to go to and then some restaurants too

[JK]: hold on ill send you guys pictures of the schedule

~

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: jiminie i haven’t seen you in days ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: wanna hang out?

[Jimin]: Sorry, trying to catch up after Hobi-hyung’s rut has been crazy

[Jimin]: It has been like six days hasn’t it? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: YES

[Tae]: and i have felt every single one of them ᇂ_ᇂ

[Jimin]: Umm hold on lemme see what I can do

[Jimin]: I know you’ve been busy too (;^-^)

[Tae]: yeah but nowhere near as busy as you

[Tae]: at least not yet

[Tae]: but joonie-hyung’s workload is gonna catch up with all of us soon here

[Jimin]: You think so?

[Tae]: the way him and jin-hyung have been talking? yeah

[Tae]: pretty damn sure (;^ω^)

[Tae]: sounds like they’re trying to squeeze in as much as they can before you guys move in

[Jimin]: Oh are we causing problems? Is the date we picked bad? (;●_●)

[Tae]: not even a little bit

[Tae]: joonie-hyung just has this like… running tally or something of all the work he wants to get done in a year

[Tae]: which is silly cause it’s not like he stops when he hits his goals ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: it’s part of why we’re so successful

[Jimin]: But shouldn’t he slow down eventually?

[Tae]: he definitely should

[Tae]: prodding about it before has gotten us nowhere but maybe it’ll be time to push again soon

[Tae]: jin-hyung is probably thinking the same thing

[Jimin]: So what do we do? (^-^)

[Tae]: YOU don’t do anything except dealing with your own stuff and finding a time when we can hang out soon

[Tae]: i’ll start working up a plan and when the time comes you can help me deploy it (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: Okay

[Jimin]: Just let me know if you think of anything I can do

[Jimin]: How about lunch tomorrow? I’ve got an hour break between classes and I can just move my study time to later in the evening (。^▽^)

[Tae]: lunch sounds perfect (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: i’ll find somewhere close and pick you up

[Tae]: east building right? cause you have accounting classes tomorrow?

[Jimin]: Yeah that’s right

[Jimin]: I’m excited to see you („• ֊ •„)

[Tae]: me too (灬♥ω♥灬)

~

[Yoongi to Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: Are you busy?

[Hobi]: not right at the moment :)

[Hobi]: why?

[Yoongi]: Attachment: Link

[Yoongi]: Got a notification about this from a board I hang around online. Isn’t this one of those things your parents wanted you to steal?

[Yoongi]: Some weird set of jade sculptures, right?

[Yoongi]: Cause one of them just got taken.

[Hobi]: it is one of them! :O

[Hobi]: looks like it was an ugly job. windows smashed. door broken down.

[Hobi]: if they did pay someone 2 do this then their quality standards have dropped dramatically.

[Yoongi]: Yeah this is a far cry from being stolen without a trace.

[Hobi]: they could just be that desperate… but i don’t know.

[Hobi]: might also be someone else entirely. especially if they only took the one.

[Hobi]: no other links?

[Yoongi]: Nothing that I could find. Just figured you might want to know.

[Yoongi]: Are you gonna check with your contacts?

[Hobi]: maybe.

[Hobi]: probably.

[Hobi]: mostly just because i wanna know if another one goes missing 2. with a job this messy i doubt it. security will be higher at the other 2 places after this.

[Yoongi]: And if the second one does go missing? What’s the plan?

[Hobi]: good question. i don’t really know.

[Hobi]: for the moment let’s just call it me being nosy ;)

[Hobi]: thank u for telling me.

[Yoongi]: No problem. I’ll keep an eye out for anything else.

[Hobi]: ur the best <333

~

[Taehyung to Yoongi]

[Tae]: hyuuuuung ヾ(•ω•`)o

[Yoongi]: What’s up?

[Tae]: on a scale of one to ten how good of an idea was it to hire yeonjun?

[Yoongi]: Considering how ridiculously busy we’re getting right now with all this work Joon-ah picked up I’m inclined to say ten.

[Yoongi]: But this also feels like bait. So how about you tell me what you’re angling for instead?

[Tae]: yeonjun has a group he usually works with right? (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: Sort of? Like he’s tight with a group but they’re also all sort of freelancing right now. So it’s not like he comes from an established family with a lot of backing behind them.

[Yoongi]: They never quite took off the way we did and they’re still trying to find their footing. At least that’s what it sounds like to me.

[Yoongi]: Now that’s all the info you’re getting until you tell me what you’re after.

[Yoongi]: So spill.

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: cards on the table (^ω^)

[Tae]: i want to interview the rest of them

[Tae]: if they’re looking for work that is

[Yoongi]: For what exactly?

[Tae]: you are seeing how insanely busy namjoon-hyung and jin-hyung are right? ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: we’re big enough that we should be thinking about starting to take a step back

[Yoongi]: To be clear: I do not think you’re wrong.

[Yoongi]: But Joon is going to have a real hard time accepting that when he’s in the middle of this mess.

[Tae]: totally agree

[Tae]: which is why i don’t wanna pitch it to him right now (・ω<)

[Yoongi]: When then?

[Tae]: once it’s time for jungkookie and jiminie to move in

[Tae]: he’s gonna wanna spend as much time as possible with them

[Tae]: it’ll be easy to use that as a stepping stone to talking about ways to ensure we have time together

[Tae]: and getting jungkookie in on it will basically guarantee that it works (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: Are you going to make him pout to get his way?

[Tae]: make him?

[Tae]: why would i have to do that?

[Tae]: a few mentions of joonie-hyung being overworked and jungkookie will do it himself

[Yoongi]: You know what…

[Yoongi]: I’m in.

[Tae]: n i c e

[Tae]: i knew you’d be up for it hyung (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Yoongi]: So you just want me to ask Yeonjun about the rest of his group? See if they’re looking for work?

[Tae]: yeah

[Tae]: that’ll be a start

[Tae]: if they’re interested just make it clear that it might be a minute

[Yoongi]: Probably better that way. Sounds like they’re all wrapped up in their own projects anyway. I know Yeonjun keeps busy for them when he isn’t working for us.

[Tae]: perfect

[Tae]: thank you for your help hyung

[Tae]: i love when we get to scheme together (^ω^)

[Yoongi]: And I love when those schemes aren’t something I’m going to get in trouble for down the line.

[Tae]: you say that like i get you in trouble all the time or something

[Yoongi]: Should I provide the itemized list of times you’ve gotten me into trouble?

[Tae]: pfft

[Tae]: you don’t have a list (・ω<)

[Yoongi]: Maybe not but I could.

[Tae]: it won’t do anything to help you

[Tae]: besides you love that i come to you for stuff

[Yoongi]: …

[Yoongi]: Fair.

[Yoongi]: Still gonna give you shit for involving me in things that get me in trouble.

[Tae]: says the guy who loves getting in enough trouble that he gets spanked for it

[Yoongi]: Are you looking for a nip with all this sass?

[Tae]: maybe (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Yoongi]: Have you eaten?

[Tae]: uhhh

[Tae]: jin-hyung made breakfast

[Yoongi]: And it’s been hours since then. Meet me in the kitchen. You can have a nip and then sit and watch me make you something quick for lunch.

[Tae]: only if you’re gonna eat too

[Yoongi]: Fine.

[Tae]: k i’ll be down in a sec

[Tae]: thanks hyung (´♥ω♥`)

~

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: hyung can i ask you a favor

[Tae]: omg of course (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Tae]: what can i do for my precious jungkookie?

[JK]: i have to leave for my trip in a few days

[JK]: and i know you already did a lot of work making sure that kihyun ssi could look after me the whole time

[Tae]: that was easy

[Tae]: he loves traveling (^ω^)

[Tae]: besides that was at least half for joonie-hyung’s peace of mind

[Tae]: so tell me what else i can do for you baby (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: will you come help me pack

[JK]: i hate it so much and jiminie has back to back classes and work for the next two days

[JK]: so i dont wanna drop it on his plate

[Tae]: yes omg i would love to ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: i can pick you out so many nice outfits

[Tae]: when were you thinking?

[JK]: tomorrow morning maybe

[Tae]: do you have time for food then too?

[Tae]: i could bring breakfast or we could go out

[JK]: can we stay in

[JK]: i could order from the bakery down the street

[Tae]: that totally works (^ω^)

[Tae]: or i could pick us up something fancy

[Tae]: opinion?

[JK]: i think i just want comfort food

[JK]: something familiar sounds nice

[Tae]: okay then that’s what we’ll do

[Tae]: are you feeling a little stressed jungkookie? (;^ω^)

[JK]: mostly excited but i guess a little anxious too

[JK]: my schedule was already packed before this trip and now its even crazier

[Tae]: did you take an extra day off of work like we talked about?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: i know its going to be fine

[JK]: im so happy im going

[JK]: i think its just weird to go from spending all our time together on vacation and during hobi hyungs rut to all of us being so busy

[Tae]: okay no you’ve got a point there (;^ω^)

[Tae]: we didn’t even have date night last week

[JK]: exactly

[JK]: i know its just temporary and soon we are gonna move in

[JK]: and to be fair i always get stressed around finals time

[JK]: itll help to see you tomorrow

[Tae]: want me to come over tonight too?

[Tae]: i could sleep over

[JK]: ive gotta work otherwise i would say yes

[Tae]: okay

[Tae]: tomorrow i’m gonna give you SO MANY cuddles (・ω<)

[Tae]: i’ll pack your bag in ten minutes flat and then we’re gonna snuggle and eat as much comfort food as you can handle (´♥ω♥`)

[JK]: thank you hyung

[JK]: that sounds so nice

[Tae]: no worries

[Tae]: i got you baby

[Tae]: thanks for asking for help (^ω^)

[JK]: youre the best

[JK]: ill get you something really good for breakfast

[Tae]: i trust you

[Tae]: you know my tastes by now

~

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Namjoon]: It sounds like we’re going to be spending some time out of the country to help get these deals wrapped up as soon as possible.

[Yoongi]: Is this for the bundle of items from India?

[Namjoon]: That’s correct.

[Jin]: I’m in the process of booking us for five days in Kolkata right now.

[Tae]: is this an all of us trip?

[Namjoon]: Ideally. I did my best to schedule it during Kook-ah’s time in Germany so we’ll be leaving a little later that same day.

[Namjoon]: Obviously we won’t be back quite as fast, but we’ll do our best to knock this out quickly and maybe even start heading home the night he gets back.

[Namjoon]: Is this doable for everyone? I’m sorry about the short notice.

[Tae]: i can make it work (^ω^)

[Tae]: you should have security with you and i’m the best we’ve got

[Yoongi]: It would be better if I was there wouldn’t it?

[Jin]: I believe it would help considerably.

[Namjoon]: If you’re not willing that’s okay. We can make something else work.

[Yoongi]: No. I’ll come. Whatever makes this whole thing wrap up sooner.

[Yoongi]: Let’s just get it done so we can all come home together.

[Namjoon]: Thank you Yoongi.

[Jimin]: I’m sorry there’s not anything I can do to help

[Jimin]: You guys sound so busy (´;︵;`)

[Tae]: you’ve got enough on your plate jiminie

[Tae]: we can handle this part

[Tae]: and i’ll make sure to bring you and kookie back some presents (✿◠‿◠)

[Jimin]: You really don’t have to

[JK]: yeah hyung its okay

[Yoongi]: Shopping is like his favorite activity. Let him do it.

[Tae]: yeah exactly

[Tae]: i’m an unstoppable shopping machine (・ω<)

[JK]: okay

[JK]: take some pictures too please

[Tae]: you got it baby

[Tae]: joonie-hyung will probably be too busy but i bet hobi-hyung will help me get some good ones for you

[Yoongi]: Where is he?

[JK]: yeah he hasnt been in this chat at all yet

[Jimin]: Maybe he’s busy on a call or something? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: I’ll get a hold of him. One sec.

[Hobi]: sorry i was caught up in something.

[Hobi]: do u need my services in kolkata? :)

[Namjoon]: Not specifically. All of the stealing has already been done, and Taehyung-ah can fill in for security. Are you not feeling up to the trip?

[Hobi]: there’s some stuff here i’d prefer to take care of if that’s okay with u. if u need me 2 i can make it work.

[Namjoon]: It’s alright. Honestly I might feel a little better knowing someone is still in the country with Minnie.

[Jin]: Agreed.

[Jimin]: You guys say that like security doesn’t escort me basically everywhere (;^-^)

[JK]: but then there’s someone to fall back on for cuddles if you need

[JK]: unless youve been getting a lot friendlier with security than you mentioned

[Tae]: i bet wonho-ssi gives great hugs (^ω^)

[JK]: he probably does

[Jimin]: I wouldn’t know because I am not attempting to cuddle your security team (;●_●)

[Tae]: missed opportunity

[Yoongi]: You three are so weird.

[Jimin]: Hey I didn’t even SAY ANYTHING

[Yoongi]: You’re weird the rest of the time.

[Jimin]: (*  ̄︿ ̄)

[Namjoon]: Before this devolves any further…

[Namjoon]: Everyone understands the plan? Objections?

[JK]: i got it hyung

[Yoongi]: Makes sense to me.

[Tae]: i’m good (^ω^)

[Jimin]: Same (●'◡'●)

[Hobi]: yeah. i’ll be around if you need me to handle anything here joonie :)

[Jin]: Thank you, Hobi-yah :-D

[Namjoon]: Perfect. We’ll get everything booked and ready. Thank you.

Notes:

We're heading straight into our next arc, and it's gonna be a pretty stressful one ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Next week, we'll find out what Hoseok is working on and see what this time apart has in store for Jimin. See you there ;D

Chapter 155: Leverage

Notes:

Warning: If this is your comfort fic, you should know that the next three chapters are gonna be a little rough. If you want to wait to read again until there's some resolution to look forward to, I totally understand <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Ever since Yoongi told him about the first jade carving being stolen in that smash and grab operation, Hoseok has been keeping a close eye on the other two. He’s honestly not sure exactly why. There’s no plan formed in his head about what to do if another one does go missing. Maybe it’s just that he wants to know that his parents didn’t back out of the contract and are now suffering without his skills, or it could just be simple curiosity. Either way, he’s put out some feelers in his network of contacts in hopes of getting an early heads up if something does happen.

As it turns out, he really didn’t need to bother with that.

The second theft makes the news for all the wrong reasons. Security was definitely tighter, which is probably why the ‘thieves’ (he hesitates to even call them that) went for the carving being kept outside of the city. Less potential eyes on their master plan – which was apparently using an armored car to drive straight through the gate and the home itself.

Three people were injured. One in the crash and two in the ensuing chaos, where several men apparently funneled out of the car and held everyone at gunpoint for the couple of minutes it took them to find and grab what they came for. After that, they drove out the same way they came in, taking shots out the back window at anyone who tried to follow them. Everything about it is messy. The only thing that makes Hoseok even consider that these might have been ‘professionals’ of any sort is the fact that they didn’t take anything else.

The jade carving might have been the most expensive thing in that private showroom, but there was no shortage of other things they could have grabbed and sold for a profit. Any random thieves in their right mind would have taken more.

Which means whoever did this was definitely hired.

Considering that the man his parents introduced him to was willing to drop a small fortune on procuring the set, he definitely would have been able to afford better help on his own. Hoseok’s parents on the other hand… They wouldn’t have been able to hire anyone for the cut they would typically give Hoseok – or at least they couldn’t have hired anyone good

If this is the level of talent they’re working with, it’s hard to believe that the third theft will even be possible. Although he wasn’t planning to do the jobs for his parents, Hoseok still couldn’t resist looking into the details, especially after the first smash and grab last week.

The thieves have definitely saved the hardest target for last. They used the element of surprise on the Western Seoul location, then managed to brute force their way into the countryside home last night, but there’s no easy way into this third location.

It’s practically a compound – not quite the size of the Jeon estate, but nothing to scoff at either. The family who owns it are extremely wealthy and more than capable of protecting their assets. Pure force won’t be an option unless this group is a lot better equipped than Hoseok is giving them credit for. And even if they do manage to break their way past the gated entrances and into the innermost building, the likelihood that they escape without police getting them is almost zero (assuming that security doesn’t take them out before the cops get the chance).

The third location has to be fortifying for an attack. They’d be insane not to. Maybe–

Hoseok’s phone beeps in his hands, ripping him out of his thoughts.

[Yoongi to Hoseok]

[Yoongi]: Are you in a meeting?

[Hobi]: no. what’s up? :)

[Yoongi]: Group chat. Travel plans.

~

Oops. Looks like he maybe got a little preoccupied.

It takes him a minute to catch up on the group chat, but as soon as Namjoon confirms that they don’t exactly need him on their trip to India, he knows he isn’t going. There’s a plan brewing in his mind that he can’t quite ignore. It’s been a while since he’s worked a real job, but…

If that third location is prepping for an assault, they’re going to be hiring extra help.

It would be so easy for him to simply become another faceless temp agent hired while they try to bolster their defenses. He could get the layout of the place down pretty quickly, then determine whether the carving is up for grabs. A part of him reasons that once that collector has the first two pieces, he’ll pay handsomely for the third – but that’s not the real motivation.

More than anything, he just wants to steal this victory from his parents. He might not even resell the carving. Maybe he’ll just steal it and keep it for himself, like some small prize to make up for everything his parents have taken from him.

He can figure out exactly what he intends to do with it later. For now, he has planning to take care of.

~~

As the morning progresses, several of Hoseok’s contacts reach out about the theft. Yoongi sends him a link to the article too, but otherwise doesn’t push too much. It’s not necessarily that Hoseok is opposed to talking about it, and he doesn’t intend to keep this a secret from his pack. He just needs a little space to hash out the details first.

Some time later, the door to his room swings open.

Hoseok is hunched over his desk, blueprints spread across the wooden surface and bleeding over onto the other furniture as well. He’s already made a few calls and found himself an in with one of the organizations providing manpower to help secure the compound hiding the final jade carving. He’ll interview tomorrow morning, and then the onboarding process should be pretty quick.

If he’s competent enough, he’ll be able to work his way into a position closer to the central area of the compound – and then all he has to do is find an opportunity to strike. It won’t be–

Oh right. The door.

He stands up straight and peeks over his shoulder to find Taehyung already in the center of his room, looking over the blueprints on the bed.

The omega looks up when he catches Hoseok’s movement, a coy little smile already spreading across his face. “I knew you must have found a job. No way you’d skip a trip with us otherwise.”

“Guilty,” Hoseok says, stepping closer to Taehyung and pulling him into a hug. “Is that why you’re here, honey?”

“Jin-hyung sent me to get you for lunch.”

“Oh? Jinnie has time to cook lunch today? I thought he was off to Borahae for that… Some event? I can’t exactly remember.”

“Wedding party canceled. Whole thing got called off due to some cheating on the husband’s part. The bride sent hyung a big emotional email with all the gory details if you’re looking for a bit of gossip to lighten the mood.”

“Does my mood not seem light?” Hoseok asks.

Taehyung gives a little hum of consideration, nosing at Hoseok’s scent gland. “Hard to tell when I can’t smell you, but your mood usually isn’t light when you’re wrapped up enough in a job to miss messages.”

“Sorry, I have been a little preoccupied,” Hoseok admits, letting his scent out and leaning in to take a deep breath of soothing maple as well. “It’s not a bad job though.”

“You wanna tell me about it?”

“I thought we were going to lunch?”

“Does that mean you’re gonna tell Jin-hyung about it too?”

Hoseok huffs out a laugh and presses a kiss to Taehyung’s neck. “It’s not a secret. I promise I’m not getting weird or about to shut myself away for weeks. Is Jinnie worried?”

“A little. He's trying to play it off like he isn’t, but I can see through that no problem.”

“Alright. Let’s go put his mind at ease then.”

~~

When they make it to the kitchen just a few minutes later, Jin is standing there with a sleepy looking Yoongi wrapped up in his arms. It’s obvious he’s been busy cooking, (judging by the tray full of covered dishes waiting on the counter), but he must have been waiting for Hoseok and Taehyung to join them.

The second he spots them, he smiles wide and presses a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. “Look, darling. There they are now.”

“Good,” Yoongi grumbles, wiggling out of the beta’s grip. “Then you can ask him yourself instead of trying to pump me for information.”

There’s a brief moment of silence where Jin opens his mouth to talk, then shuts it again, cheeks going just the slightest bit pink. “It would appear I’ve been outed,” he says, flashing Hoseok a cautious little smile.

“Twice over,” Hoseok answers, shaking his head and letting out a laugh as he steps up to the counter. “Taehyungie said you were worried about me.”

“You were distracted this morning, you haven’t left your room, and you opted to stay back while the rest of us travel. Clearly there’s something happening, but I didn’t want to show up to your room demanding answers.”

“No,” Yoongi says. “You’d rather lure me out of mine to see if I know anything.”

“I intended to feed you either way.”

That earns a raised brow from Yoongi, who looks both unimpressed and slightly amused by Jin being put off balance. Eventually his eyes fall on the counter, where the tray of prepared food sits waiting to be delivered to the dining room. “So if I carry this, can we go eat?”

“I can help,” Taehyung offers.

Hoseok and Jin share a glance, both of them fully aware that they’re being offered the opportunity to talk alone for a minute. Glad for the chance to settle his mate, Hoseok gives a small nod.

“Thank you both,” Jin says. “You can take the tray, and Hobi-yah and I will join you shortly.”

As Yoongi and Taehyung shuffle out, Hoseok doesn’t waste any time closing the last bit of distance between him and Jin. He knows this worry is something he’s created over years of shutting his mate out whenever he got too wrapped up in work, so he wants to put in the effort to make it clear that isn’t what’s happening right now. Wrapping his arms around Jin, he looks up into those stunning brown eyes and says, “I’ve been a little preoccupied this morning, but I’d be happy to tell you all about what I’m working on. It’s not a secret, hyung.”

Jin relaxes just slightly into their embrace, pressing a kiss to Hoseok’s cheek and then resting their foreheads together. “It would appear I’m overreacting – again. I apologize for–”

“You don’t have to apologize. I was the one who drove this wedge into our relationship, and I promise that I’m going to do my best to fix it.”

“While I appreciate that greatly, it doesn’t mean that I can’t work on this too. There’s still a part of me that’s terrified that I’ll lose this closeness you’ve allowed me if I overstep, but that fear is making me timid in a way that isn’t helping the situation.”

“I’ll keep proving that it’s going to be okay, hyung,” Hoseok says, slotting their mouths together for a gentle kiss. “Promise. Do you need another minute in here, or do you wanna have some food and hear about my new job?”

“I’d love to hear about what you have planned for while we’re gone – and I appreciate you helping me work through this, darling.”

“Anytime, hyungie.”

~~

Hoseok gives them the rundown of his plan so far while they eat the meal that Jinnie prepared for them. Taehyungie seems completely delighted by the idea. Not that Jin and Yoongi aren’t supportive, but they definitely don’t have the same wide eyed glee as their omega.

“It’s perfect, Hobi hyung! You’re gonna steal the victory right out from under them.”

“That would be quite fitting,” Jin agrees. “How far are you willing to go for this particular item?”

It’s something that Hoseok has already given a bit of consideration to. There’s nothing that goes wrong if he doesn’t steal it. He can just come back home, wash his hands of the whole thing, and pretend he was never involved – nice and clean. Nobody needs him to finish this job, so if he gets in and decides it isn’t worth it, there’s no harm in backing out.

“I’ve got an interview and I plan to work a few shifts to see what I can come up with,” Hoseok says. “If security is too tight or there’s no way to make it happen without significant risk, I’ll let it go. I haven’t spent months planning the perfect heist, and there’s a lot of unknowns. If it doesn’t work out, then it doesn’t work out. Maybe whoever my parents hired manages to pull off a truly magnificent smash and grab, or maybe they die trying. Not my problem either way.”

Taehyung’s smile fades just a bit, replaced by an expression that Hoseok recognizes from countless security meetings over the years. It’s a clear indicator that things are getting serious now. “Listen, I understand that you know what you’re doing, but I’m still obligated to say that you’re going to be on your own in a compound with a massively increased security presence. If you aren’t sure that you have a clean shot when you try to make your move–”

“Then I won’t move at all.”

“Promise?”

“Promise. I’ve never been caught before.”

“You have,” Yoongi says around a mouthful of food. “You just managed to charm your way out of trouble.”

“Okay fair, but it’s been years since the last time that happened – plus, playing dumb and helpful works basically every time.”

“Namjoon-ah will definitely prefer you do not get caught,” Jin says. “Does he know about this plan yet?”

“Not yet, but I’ll run him through it too if he’s got time today. Like I said, it’s not a secret. Everyone is just super busy right now, so finding time to talk is a little harder. Poor Jungkookie and Minnie have been running as hard as Joonie.”

“I know,” Taehyung says, clutching his chest dramatically. “Trying to make plans with either of them has been basically impossible. I hate seeing them both so stressed. And poor Joonie-hyung too.”

“It really is unfortunate,” Jin agrees. “At the very least, this is Jungkook’s final year of schooling.”

Taehyungie lets out a wistful sigh. “Yeah, and maybe once Jiminie is moved in, we can convince him that he doesn’t need to work and go to school at the same time.”

It’s a nice thought. Finally having the seven of them together is something to look forward to either way, but knowing that both their new omegas could be less stressed next year definitely sits well with Hoseok. For the time being, he won’t add anything else to their plate by getting them all worried about his job. Jungkook seems especially on edge ever since he found out about his trip. Even though he’s excited about it, there’s no denying that it puts him in a time crunch with the rest of his school work.

They’ll have to come up with some fun way to celebrate once they’re all done with this busy couple of weeks. A game night with dinner and drinks, or maybe taking in some sort of performance…

Plenty of time to plan for that later.

For the time being, Hoseok enjoys this time with his mates before they leave. They run through a few more details of his job, then talk about the logistics of their trip to India. Now that Jinnie has everything booked, Taehyungie has the freedom to try and work in a little shopping time. It’s going to be busy, but Taehyung never misses out on shopping somewhere new if he gets the chance.

When the meal is done, they all offer their thanks to Jin, help with cleanup, then go their separate ways. The others have stuff to work on, and so does Hoseok.

He types up a quick explanation of his plans for Namjoon, then returns to his work. With no idea how much time he has before the ‘thieves’ strike again, Hoseok doesn’t intend to waste a moment.

*******

Jimin is stressed, but he’s managing.

The last couple weeks of any school year are hectic, but he’s definitely thankful that he doesn’t have to try and get in quite as many work hours now. His job is no longer the difference between him and Jungkook having a roof over their heads or living on the street. If anything, it’s more about making sure they have some spending money of their own – though it’s hard to say how much they need that anymore either.

But he can worry about their financial future later. Right now he just needs to get through the next couple of weeks without leaving Siyeon in a bind. She’s on a vacation that she’s been planning to take for months now, which leaves him and one other employee to manage the bookwork while she’s gone.

It makes for a lot of early mornings, but Jimin is determined to make sure his boss gets to enjoy her time off.

Fitting it in with his class schedule is a bit of a pain, but there’s only a few mornings where it’s really an issue – which is easily solved by him coming in well before the lounge opens and just taking care of the bookwork then. That’s exactly where he finds himself today. Awake in the small hours of the morning after spending last night studying alone in their apartment. Jungkook left for Germany yesterday, a little nervous but mostly just excited as he gave Jimin several long kisses goodbye and scented everything he could in their apartment. Jimin can’t remember the last time he went more than a day without seeing his mate, but he’s so excited for Jungkook to get to have this experience.

A slew of messages followed as most of the pack left for their trip a little later, though Jimin was stuck in class for the majority of that and didn’t get to send a proper goodbye message until an hour had passed. Now it’s just him and Hoseok left in Seoul, though the alpha is apparently pretty busy with a job he’s working.

It’s weird waking up in the apartment alone (especially before the sun is even up), but Jimin is so exhausted from another late night of homework that he barely even has time to register it as he hurries to get ready for his shift. Security drops him off at Onyx Heights and he takes the back way into the offices of the darkened lounge. There’s still hours left before they open, so he uses his keys to unlock Siyeon’s office and then gets right to work. The sooner he wraps this up, the sooner he can go home – and maybe treat himself to a latte from the cafe across the street too.

Within less than two hours, he’s reconciled all the numbers from yesterday’s transactions and gotten the cash register drawers ready for their staff. He drops the large bills from the previous day in the safe for whoever does the bank run later, then shuts off the lights and turns to lock the office door behind him.

It’s there in the back hallway that he smells it again.

Pine. Smokey and thick and accompanied by… footsteps?

Jimin leaves his keys in the lock and turns on his heel – only to have the wind nearly knocked out of him as he’s shoved back against the door by an arm slamming into his chest, just high enough that choking him would only require shifting a few inches.

And that arm is attached to none other than fucking Choi Jihoon.

He’s aged in the years since Jimin last saw him, but there’s no mistaking his features – mousy brown hair falling past his brow, a squared jaw, nose still a little crooked from when Jungkook broke it, and those intense, almost amber eyes. There’s a hint of a smirk tugging at his lips, like he’s enjoying whatever look of shock is on Jimin’s face, and he presses his arm harder against him.

“Hey, Jiminie. I’ve been looking everywhere for you.”

Panic and rage rise in equal measure, emotions doing their best to fight the way that Jimin’s body has practically frozen against the door. “What the hell are you doing here?” he manages to bite out.

“Let’s call it a… business venture. You see, I need your help with something.”

“I’m not helping you with shit. Now get off of me or I’ll kill you right here.”

Jihoon lets out a laugh that makes a fresh wave of panic roll through Jimin, and then he snaps the fingers of his free hand. “You guys can come out now.”

Three big guys step out from the other end of the hall, closing in on Jimin and Jihoon within seconds. They’re armed with batons and each big enough to overpower Jimin on their own in any sort of fair fight.

There’s no way to deal with all four of them.

“Now you’re getting it. There’s only one way out of this, and if you cooperate, it doesn’t even have to be unpleasant.”

Jimin clenches his jaw, glaring daggers at the man who ruined his life once already. “What the hell do you want?”

“Still all bark and no bite. Glad to see you haven’t changed much. Do you–”

“Just get to the point.”

“All these years and you don’t want to catch up even a little?”

The unflinching glare that Jimin fixes Jihoon with must be answer enough.

“Alright. I’m going to let you go, and you aren’t going to do anything stupid, or me and my friends will make sure you regret it. Understood?”

Jimin rolls his eyes. “Understood.”

“Perfect.” Slowly, Jihoon pulls his arm back from Jimin’s collarbone, eyes watching for even the slightest hint of movement, but Jimin isn’t dumb. He knows when he’s outmatched. Satisfied by his complacency, Jihoon starts talking. “I’m here because I need you to do a job for me. Considering you’re the reason my career ended up shit until I left Busan, I think you owe me that much.”

“You think I’m the reason? After what you fucking did, you’re going to blame me?”

Jihoon just shrugs, that smug little smirk still on his face. “You were supposed to be an easy in with the Jeon family, and instead you got me blacklisted from ever working for them. That sort of thing really puts a damper on advancement when they’ve got their hands in every goddamn thing in the city.”

There’s white hot rage filling Jimin, because how could Jihoon possibly fucking blame him for anything that happened? It’s not like Jimin was the one who turned into an abusive asshole, and yet–

“Your hands still shake when you get angry,” Jihoon says, pulling out his phone. “Let me tell you what you can do with all of that energy.” After a couple of taps to the screen, he turns it around and shows Jimin a picture of what looks like some sort of elephant carved out of white jade. It’s familiar somehow… intricately detailed, with little gold embellishments scattered through the piece.

Presumably it’s the item Jimin is supposed to be stealing – not that he’s going to. The second he gets out of here, he’s calling Taehyung and taking him up on that offer to kill Jihoon.

“So what? You’re collecting art now?”

“For the right price – and this price is very good.”

“Are you going to give me the details? I guarantee it’s going to take longer if you let me just stand here guessing,” Jimin huffs. “What’s your plan?”

“The elephant is just one piece of a three piece set. The original plan was for you to steal all three for me, but you dodged me when I thought I found you here a few weeks ago. You didn’t come back, so I took matters into my own hands. Figured your alpha finally decided you shouldn’t be out here working anymore, but then you came back.”

Before Hoseok’s rut. The pine he smelled in the lounge… God damn it.

There’s a chance that Jihoon just stumbled upon him, but that’s not sounding very likely – which begs the question: How did Jihoon figure out that he was in Seoul?

Jimin has to play this smart if he wants any type of answers at all. If Jihoon could track him down, then someone else could find Jungkook. Maybe… Jihoon mentioned Jimin’s alpha deciding he shouldn’t be working anymore, so it could be that he thinks Jungkook is out of the picture. It seems like Jihoon wants to talk (or catch up, as he put it), so Jimin just has to keep pushing. Jihoon is the type of asshole who’s always loved to talk about himself. Hopefully that hasn’t changed.

“How did you even find me?”

That gets a cocky smile from Jihoon, who shoves his phone back into his pocket and gives a little half shrug. “I’m not sure you’d believe me even if I told you.”

“Try me.”

“Well you see, the funny thing is that even after Busan – once I finally got out of that hellhole and away from the Jeons, they still found a way to ruin my career.”

There’s no way Jihoon of all people is important enough that the Jeons would follow him all the way out to Seoul for whatever petty revenge he thinks they were looking for. Jungkook’s mom might have blacklisted him after everything that happened with Jimin, but it’s hard to believe it was anything more than that.

“How so?” Jimin asks, trying to keep his tone neutral. It helps a little that the same part of his brain that made him numb the last time that he smelled Jihoon (before Hoseok’s rut) seems to be pulling the same trick now. He knows that he’s panicking, but it’s like it’s far away. Pushed back by adrenaline and that oppressive numbness.

“You don’t even know, do you? The factory? The fire that completely shattered the Seoul expansion? All of that because the fucking idiots decided to try and ransom the runaway Jeon boy without even knowing who they got their hands on.”

Shit. He definitely knows about Jungkook.

“You’re with the fucking Kangs?” Jimin asks, mouth dropping open. “You were at the factory when–”

“Wrong on both counts. I was doing other work when those idiots kidnapped your boyfriend, but as soon as everything went to shit and one of them showed me a picture of him, I knew exactly what was going down. As for the Kangs… They turned their backs on us. Just more Jeon dogs running the show, and I’m not interested in that shit, so I turned my back on them. I’m a self made man now – just me and a few of the others starting our own little operation. And you’re going to help us.”

“By getting you this jade elephant?”

“Exactly.”

“Then I’m asking you again. What’s your plan?”

Jihoon’s eyes narrow, something in his jaw hardening. It makes a wave of fear roll through Jimin, like an instinct he can’t possibly hope to fight. There are hundreds of fragments of memories swirling in his mind just from that look – the one that usually meant things were going to get bad when they dated all those years ago. He goes to step back, but the door directly behind him keeps him in place while Jihoon leans just a few inches closer, looming over him.

“I don’t know how you’re thinking you’re going to get out of this, but maybe it’s time we talk about leverage, Jiminie.”

He hates the sound of that nickname coming out of Jihoon’s mouth. Just one more thing that makes him think about Busan and how everything fell apart like–

Focus.

“Leverage?”

“Yeah, starting with this,” Jihoon says, holding a hand out toward one of the men just behind him who reaches into a bag slung over his shoulder, producing what looks like a DVD case and passing it to Jihoon. He holds the case out toward Jimin and flips it over so he can see the picture on the front of it.

Jimin recognizes the somewhat blurry image immediately.

It’s his own bedroom door – a low resolution still shot that’s practically burned into the back of his mind from how many copies of it he saw on DVD cases in Busan. Tears quickly well up in his eyes, though he does his best to forcibly blink them away. It’s that stupid goddamn video – the one that ruined his life once already. Of fucking course. What else would it be?

He can already see it playing in his mind, can hear himself crying to Jihoon to please just stay for his heat, sobbing as he begs to not be left alone, offering to do anything to be good enough. And he remembers every way Jihoon made him try to earn the care his body was so desperate for. All the insults Jimin agreed with. Repeated back like a mantra through sobs and sniffling and more begging. His own voice talking about how horrible he is. Pathetic, clingy, whiny, unworthy of love… All while Jihoon made sure every word was picked up on the video, along with the way Jimin desperately tried to present himself to his alpha through the tears.

The worst fifteen minutes of his life, captured and played back to him over and over and over. Agonizing and inescapable.

Satisfied with Jimin’s speechlessness, Jihoon continues. “I obviously know where you work. I also know where you go to school, where you live – and I definitely know where your little art collector alpha boyfriend lives. You think he’ll look at you the same once he sees this?”

“Fuck you,” Jimin spits, still fighting back tears.

“Been there, done that. The point is that if you do anything to shake my trust in your performance of this job, that video is going straight to that pretty little mansion you and your precious Kookie act like you belong in.”

That has Jimin seeing red.

“Don’t fucking talk about him like you know him!”

Jihoon cracks a wide smile. “More worried about him than your incredible one-time performance being leaked? Don’t worry. I’ve got something for that too. Right now, me and my friends here are the only ones who know where he is, but there are a lot of people who’d love to know where the runaway Jeon son went, and they might not be as nice as the Kangs were to him. So here’s how this is going to go: You answer to me. You pick up my calls, follow instructions, and finish this job. Once I have the prize, you never hear from me again.”

Fuck.

“How in the hell am I supposed to trust that?!”

“Considering your other options, I’d suggest you hurry up and figure it out. Now, are you ready to hear the plan?”

Unsure what else to do right now, Jimin nods. His head is starting to feel… almost fuzzy? He needs to get through this so he can fucking think.

“This carving is part of a set of three. We already took the others – which means this place is expecting another brute force attack like we used to get the last two. They’re taking on new security personnel by the truckload, and you’re going to go in for onboarding tomorrow. It should give you a look at the place before you go in for the job, and then you’ll have some time to plan. Whatever you need, we’ll help you get it, and when the time comes we’ll create a distraction big enough that all their security will storm our location. That’s when you’ll strike. Get in, get out, and meet me for the drop. Then our business will be done and you can get back to your happy little life without me. Easy enough, right?”

Fine. Just give me the details.”

The other guy standing behind Jihoon produces a little folder stuffed with documents and steps forward to pass it to Jimin. He snatches it out of the man’s hand with a glare, flipping through it quickly to find some floor plans and other notes related to the construction and owners of the property.

When he shuts it again, Jihoon passes him a little flip phone. “Don’t lose this. I’ll be in touch. If you miss a call and I don’t hear back from you within the hour, your video goes straight to everyone who knows you. Twenty-four hours and I start making calls to all the people looking for revenge on the Jeons. Same goes for if you breathe a word of this to anyone. You don’t want–”

“You’ve made yourself perfectly clear,” Jimin interrupts. “Now get the hell away from me.”

Jihoon holds his gaze for a few seconds, then gives an infuriatingly casual shrug. “Suit yourself. Let’s get out of here, guys.”

~~

Once the three of them are out of sight and Jimin hears the sound of the doors closing behind them, he crumples to the ground in front of the office door, surrounded by the horrible scent of the last man he ever wanted to see again. He should have done something weeks ago when he thought he smelled Jihoon in the lounge, but how was he supposed to know that was the one time his senses weren’t lying to him? He’s smelled pine smoke so many times before and had it turn out to be nothing. Just his mind playing tricks on him over and over – until it wasn’t.

And this job they want him to do…

Jimin has seen that elephant carving before, and hearing Jihoon say that it’s part of a set only confirms his suspicions. It’s part of that same collection that Hoseok’s parents wanted him to steal. Did their client go elsewhere when Hoseok cut ties with his family?

Even with Jihoon gone, Jimin’s mind still feels heavy and fuzzy. He has to figure this out, but it’s like he can’t even think. His first instinct is to assume it’s the numbness from before wrapping his brain in a fog, but the tears steadily streaming down his face mean that he isn’t quite in that same headspace.

After another minute of trying to push them back and sort through his thoughts, the inky black pit of despair blooming in his chest overtakes him completely, leaving him sobbing in the dark and deserted back hall of the lounge. This shouldn’t be happening. Jihoon was supposed to stay in Busan and far away from Jimin. But instead he’s here, brandishing that goddamn video like a whip and following it up with threats to his mate’s safety.

He hears the words of Jungkook’s mother as clear as a bell in the darkness overtaking him.

Jungkook is giving up his life for you, Park Jimin. You had better make sure it’s worth it.’

Everything they’ve done, the life they’ve made for themselves and the peace they’ve found with their new mates… They could lose it all in the blink of an eye if Jimin fucks this up.

As his tears finally begin to run dry, the fog in his brain hasn’t lessened even a little. Maybe he just needs to get out of this hallway, far away from the choking scent of pine and out of sight before the rest of his coworkers start showing up for their shifts. He can head out through the back and call Taehyung so they can–

Shit. Taehyung is literal countries away right now.

Okay. Okay… Don’t panic. Get outside and then figure out the rest.

Jimin’s body aches as he forces himself to stand, like he’s run a marathon and somehow completely forgotten the entire thing. He makes it a few difficult steps down the hall before remembering his keys are still in the door from when Jihoon caught him by surprise. Even turning his head to look at them hurts, and his hands tremble as he reaches out to grab them. Clearly the panic is taking an immediate toll on his body.

By the time he nearly stumbles his way out the back door and into the open air, there’s sunshine lighting the alley behind Onyx Heights, and thankfully not another person in sight. He takes in deep gulps of fresh air, waiting for his mind to clear now that he’s free of every trace of that horrible pine scent… but it doesn’t.

Instead, the fog feels almost thicker now, like he’s thinking through a layer of cotton. And then he feels it.

A trickle of slick leaving him.

Oh no.

No no no no no…

This can’t be happening now! His heat isn’t due for nearly two months! They’re supposed to be done with school before then, moved in, settled with the pack, and–

Shit shit shit!

The wave of panic that rolls through Jimin now is inescapable, leaving him gasping for air as his heart thuds so loud that it feels like the only thing he can hear. It would be one thing if all of his mates were home and the only thing he had to do was call out of school and work for a medical emergency – but there’s nobody here and Jungkook’s life could be in danger if Jimin doesn’t figure something out right the hell now.

He can’t do this. His heat cannot happen right now! What is he supposed to do?

There’s only one option he can think of, and he needs to move fast.

~~

Jimin rushes back inside Onyx Heights in a full blown panic and runs to the nearest restroom to put in a plug and get himself cleaned up before anyone can smell him. Thankfully he applied a liberal coat of scent blocker for work, so it’s only the smell of slick he has to worry about.

From there, he gets on his phone and immediately looks up the nearest omega crisis center. He needs suppressants, and there’s no way his doctor is going to give them to him with how long he’s been taking them – not to mention the fact that he suppressed his last heat. There’s probably a higher risk of side effects this way, but it has to be okay. There’s not another option that he can see.

He debates messaging Hoseok, but one glance at his phone reveals a message in the group chat from the alpha, sent only an hour ago.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Hobi]: doing a little undercover work for my job again. won’t have my phone for the next twelve or so hours.

[Hobi]: u guys better send me some cool pictures 2 check out when i get back home :D

~

Nobody else has responded – which means literally everyone is busy. Even if they weren’t, Jimin doesn’t know how panic texting them would help right now. He can’t do anything that might put Jungkook at risk. Jihoon said not to talk, and with no way to kill him and his friends immediately, Jimin needs to play along until they can end the threat for good. Which means this stupid job has to get done. With any luck, he can wrap it up before his mates get back and then work out a plan to deal with Jihoon after.

But he can’t do any of that if he’s in heat.

He’s never had one come early like this before. As far as he can tell, he’s still just in preheat, but there’s no telling how long he has before that changes.

The closest omega crisis center is less than a mile away, so Jimin gets moving. He sends a quick text to Wonho that he’ll be studying at the cafe across the street from Onyx Heights and won’t need a ride, then immediately takes off on foot. As hard as he tries to use the time to figure out how he’s going to pull this off, his mind is running a panicked loop that doesn’t leave room for much else but handling the immediate problem.

He forces his already weakening muscles to hurry and makes it to the crisis center as quickly as he can.

It doesn’t take any effort to look upset as he approaches the counter. He’s trembling and likely still has the remnants of tears on his face, which is probably why the short omega lady working the counter looks a bit shocked when she glances up at him.

“Hello, what can we do for you? Are you alright?” Her voice is gentle, and her expression is quickly shifting to one of worry as she looks him up and down. “You’re not in danger, are you?”

If she only knew the half of it.

“No, not in danger. I just…” Jimin takes a second to catch his breath, then quickly conjures up a story. “I’m in Seoul for a few days for business and my heat came early. My mate is across the country and I really need to be able to finish this trip or I could get fired. I’m just looking for suppressants.”

The woman appears relieved by this, finally cracking a kind sort of smile. “Of course. I’ll grab one of the doctors to see you immediately.”

Jimin sits in the waiting room, mind racing for the few minutes it takes for the doctor to come out and collect him. She’s an older beta with rigid posture and a kind face marked by deep smile lines. On another day, her flowery scent might be enough to soothe some of his anxiety, but now he barely even notices it as she introduces herself and leads him back into one of the exam rooms.

“Alright, dear,” she says, shutting the door behind them and gesturing toward one of the chairs. “Please take a seat and we’ll get this exam taken care of. I understand you’re here for suppressants?”

He gives her the same story he gave the woman out front, allowing her to run through the basic exam while he explains and adds a few extra embellishments when prompted for details. She takes his temperature, checks his blood pressure, then takes a quick swab from his mouth and dips it into a little vial of clear liquid. As she swirls it around, the fluid turns a pale pink.

“It looks like you’re relatively early in your preheat. Closer to your actual heat, the additional pheromones in your saliva create a more prominent reaction, producing a deeper magenta color. This should be a perfectly safe time for you to take your suppressants, so just a few more questions and you’ll be good to go.”

“Okay. What do you need to know?”

“Is there any chance you might be pregnant? We can run a test if needed.”

Jimin shakes his head. “No, I’ve been on birth control for a while now.”

“Alright. How about other health problems? Shortness of breath? Frequent headaches? Any long term diagnoses I should be aware of?”

“Nothing like that.”

“And have you taken suppressants before? Long term or frequent usage can come with significant side effects.”

“Not in a long time,” he lies. “Maybe three years ago?”

She doesn’t seem to suspect a thing, nodding along and giving one soft pat to his shoulder before getting up to leave. “Perfect. Give me just a moment and we’ll get you sorted.”

It doesn’t take her more than five minutes to return and run through the list of side effects (just a formality, she assures him) while Jimin takes the pills she hands over. When she’s finished, she passes him a business card and tells him to call if he needs anything else while he’s in the area, then guides him back to the front of the building.

It’s going to take a bit of time for them to kick in and his head to clear even a little. By then, there will hopefully be no evidence of tears left on his face, which should mean he’ll be safe to call for a ride home. He’s got classes soon, but he needs a minute to clear his head before he can even begin to figure out what the hell he’s supposed to do about school.

For now, he starts walking back toward Onyx Heights to head to the cafe he said he would be at. No reason to make security suspicious.

While he might not feel any better yet, he is sure of one thing.

He’ll figure this out. He has to.

Notes:

Oh boy, look who's making terrible decisions in preheat again.

Things will get messier next week as both Jimin and Hobi get to work, while the rest of their pack is out of the country and unaware of just how messy things are at home. I hope you're ready to watch people make bad decisions ( ̄▽ ̄)”

Rest assured that there is going to be so much comfort once we're through all of the hurt <3

Chapter 156: Truth And Lies

Notes:

Ready to watch more bad decisions get made? ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: ugh this is getting messy fast ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: two assassination attempts in one day is pretty wild

[JK]: oh no are you guys okay

[Tae]: oh sorry (;^ω^)

[Tae]: they weren’t trying to kill US

[Tae]: just one of the clients we’re meeting with

[Tae]: me and changkyun took care of them no problem (✿◠‿◠)

[JK]: okay thats a lot less terrifying i guess

[JK]: please be careful hyung

[Tae]: nothing to worry about baby

[Yoongi]: Tae is right. We’re going to be fine JK.

[Yoongi]: How’s your trip going?

[Tae]: hopefully no assassination attempts (・ω<)

[JK]: no nothing like that

[JK]: its been so fun

[JK]: did you see the pictures i sent last night

[Tae]: omg yes they were so pretty (´♥ω♥`)

[Tae]: joonie hyung was swooning over the view as your flight landed

[Yoongi]: It really was cool.

[Yoongi]: I’m sorry we’re so busy.

[Tae]: yeah sorry if you feel ignored at all jungkookie

[JK]: no its okay

[JK]: all of us are busy right now including me

[Tae]: just know that we’re dying to sit down and look through all your pictures as soon as we get home (^ω^)

[Yoongi]: Yeah I want the full story. And you know Jin-hyung will want to see everything you ate so take lots of pictures of the food.

[JK]: already on it hyung

[Yoongi]: Good job.

[Yoongi]: I gotta run but I love you.

[Tae]: i should go too. see you soon

[Tae]: love you baby (灬♥ω♥灬)

[JK]: love you guys too

*******

It’s not until several hours after Jimin’s suppressants kick in that he really understands the gravity of what he’s done – and what he’s likely about to do.

There’s no way he’s going to be able to keep the fact that he just took suppressants a secret. Jungkook will be home in a couple of days, and there’s not a chance that he’ll miss the fact that Jimin is hiding something. The right thing to do is get a hold of him and explain everything that’s happened, but… If Jimin tells the truth he’ll definitely come running home – and right now, Germany might be the safest place for him. Jihoon had a lot of basic knowledge, but all of it came from his time with the Kangs. Hell, he called Namjoon Jimin’s ‘art collector boyfriend’, so it’s clear he doesn’t understand the fact that Namjoon’s organization is much more than that.

The likelihood that he knows Jungkook is on a class trip out of the country right now is very unlikely, which means there’s less of a chance of something going terribly wrong if Jimin fucks this up. And when Jungkook gets home, Jimin can just ask him to stay at the house.

He’s already going to be in trouble for lying anyway, but if it keeps Jungkook safe…

All he has to do is get through this, deal with the fallout, then make sure Jihoon is taken care of for good. It sounds simple enough, but Jungkook isn’t the only one he has to worry about. Trying to imagine all of the consequences for keeping this secret feels impossible, his head filling with more fog and despair when he imagines the faces of all of his mates disappointed and angry at him – especially when his preheat brain is begging for exactly the opposite.

He just doesn’t see another option. The pack is busy with their own affairs. From the sound of Taehyung’s texts, they’re all very much needed to keep the job in India running smoothly. The last thing he wants to do is mess up whatever bunch of big deals they’re working on just so that they can come back here and tell him he needs to do the job anyway while they figure out a plan. There’s no way in hell that this is the last time Jihoon will ever try to blackmail him, but Jimin is certain that doing this job will buy them plenty of time to find him and kill him once Taehyung is back in the country.

But that does mean he has to lie.

He responds to the pictures Jungkook sends him with all of the appropriate excitement, and answers a check-in text from Taehyung and Jin just as his second class wraps up, explaining that everything is fine. It feels awful. He hates not telling them the truth, but making them worry while they’re over a thousand miles away won’t do any good either.

By the time he’s finished with classes for the day, he feels utterly exhausted – and he knows that it’s only going to get worse. Between preheat, school, work, and somehow managing to pull off this job, he’s going to need all the help he can get just staying awake.

There is one option he can think of to help deal with that…

He already has Yoongi’s permission to take painkillers from his stash if needed, but there were plenty more pills under the false bottom of the alpha’s bathroom drawer. Considering the week-long bender Yoongi went on after Chuseok, it’s safe to assume there might be more stimulants in there. Jimin wouldn’t need more than a few, and he can explain himself to Yoongi once everyone is home and the danger has passed.

It’s a simple solution, and he doesn’t give himself too much time to question it, climbing into the back of the security car that shows up after his classes and asking if they can stop by the house before he heads home for the day.

He doesn’t know if Hoseok is home right now, but judging by how completely dark the house is, he’s guessing not.

It’s quick work making his way into Yoongi’s bathroom, opening the false bottom of the drawer, and then pulling out his phone to look up which pills are in each of the small plastic bags in the drawer. There must be ten or fifteen of them, and outside of a few common names, Jimin doesn’t recognize the rest as he searches the pill shapes and markings online. He eventually finds what he’s looking for in a bag of circular pale orange tablets. Amphetamine salts, 30mg each.

Jimin grabs four of the little pills (leaving at least twenty still in the bag), then quickly puts everything back exactly how he found it.

As he’s making his way out of the hall and toward the foyer, a strange ringing noise comes from his pocket and his stomach lurches.

Jihoon.

He swallows, fishing the little burner phone out of his pocket and accepting the call. “Hello?”

“Jiminie, change of plans,” Jihoon says, voice clipped. “I got you in for onboarding tonight. Apparently they’re more desperate than we thought.”

Determined not to let Jihoon rile him up, Jimin forces his tone to stay perfectly even. “Where and what time?”

“Nine tonight. I’ll text you the address. Head straight to the front gate and give the name Lim Minjae. They’ll bring you in for an hour of onboarding and then a five hour shift.”

“I’ll be there.”

~~

This isn’t the first time Jimin has taken stimulants. They’re relatively easy to come by in college, but they’ve never been something he’s enjoyed. Even low doses tend to leave him feeling jittery, but they feel way better this time.

He pops one of the tablets at the apartment at about seven o’clock and stashes the other three in his school bag. Within about twenty minutes, the thick fog that’s been filling his mind finally begins to clear somewhat. He’s definitely a little on edge with the stimulants taking effect, but it also feels like he can finally think properly for the first time since this morning.

And there’s definitely plenty to think about.

He’s got two hours to get across town without alerting security. The last thing he needs is to make anyone panic if they see him exiting the building, but as far as he knows they still aren’t aware of his escape route out the seventh floor window, so that will have to be the one he uses.

Ever since Jungkook’s kidnapping, the whole pack has had GPS trackers on them just like the Jeon family security always had Jimin and Jungkook do. It’s never been something he gave much thought to, but right now he’s acutely aware of its presence, tucked beneath the sole of his shoe. The best thing is probably just to leave it here at the apartment.

Delicately, he takes the small device out of one shoe and slips it into another pair by the door, then starts shutting off all of the lights. Him going to bed early won’t look weird with all the strange morning shifts he’s had, and it should make it easier to slip out the door unnoticed, although the light coming in from the hallway still isn’t ideal…

Oh well. With any luck, nobody is watching the live feed of their apartment right now. With how busy the hyungs are, that’s what he’s gotta bank on.

There’s a rush of adrenaline as soon as he steps out the door. This is happening. He’s doing his first real job in years. His heart is racing, but it’s hard to say how much of that is the adrenaline and how much is the stimulants. Either way, he forces himself to pause and head toward the little maintenance room on their floor for a step stool, then climbs up and unscrews the hallway light bulb closest to their apartment door. That should at least help with him getting in and out without being quite so noticeable on the live feed.

After that, he gets moving. The lock bar on the seventh floor window is as easy to remove as ever, and he makes quick work of climbing down the drain pipe to the apartment’s back alley. From there, it’s as simple as weaving through the darkened passages between buildings until he’s a few blocks away from the security perimeter around their apartment.

Alright. Time to find a cab.

~~

When Jimin arrives at the compound pictured in the folder Jihoon gave him, he’s a bit taken aback by the size of it. They’re just outside of the heart of the city, and this gated off area is easily the size of one whole block. He knows from the stack of documents Jihoon gave him that this estate belongs to the Guo family, who are apparently collectors and investors who’ve found massive success here in Seoul.

The Jeon family compound might be bigger, but that doesn’t change how intimidating this place looks. There’s a tall perimeter fence, with guards stationed every few feet around it. Jihoon wasn’t kidding about security being tight, but this is definitely the sort of thing that’s focused on defending their walls from a brute force attack more than anything else.

He can see several structures past the fence. One large main building stretches wide across the manicured lawn, surrounded by hedges and little flower beds that shine in the small lights all around the base of the building. The architecture appears to be a relatively modern take on an older style of palace, with two tiers of curved roofs and a grand looking front entrance preceded by several large wooden arches like one might see in a temple. A few smaller buildings are dotted around the area, some half hidden by neat rows of trees and hedges, and none of them anywhere near the size of the main building – though they’re built in a similar style.

It’s one hell of a family estate, even if it is housing a private collection of art and artifacts.

Jimin makes his way up to the front security booth with five minutes to spare, giving the name Lim Minjae as instructed. The woman working the booth looks unimpressed, grabbing a clipboard and beginning to flip through pages until she finds what she’s looking for.

“Lim Minjae-ssi, you’ll be with Team D, indoor security. Hold on. I’ll call someone to come and collect you. Not sure why they aren’t here already. Lazy goddamn…” The rest of her grumbling trails off as she picks up the phone and dials. “Hey, your new hire is here… No, I don’t have anyone to escort him. You know the rules. Four people in the booth at all times, which means you pick up your own hires.” A few seconds later, she hangs up the phone and waves Jimin off. “Just stand over there by the gate and he’ll come to collect you soon.”

Jimin does as instructed, standing alone by the gate and exchanging a casual nod with the man and woman standing on either side of it.

About five minutes later, the gate is opened just enough for him to walk through, and on the other side he meets a tall man with short bleached hair. “Minjae-ssi, right?” the man asks, tone relatively light and welcoming as he holds out a hand for Jimin to shake. He looks to be somewhere in his forties, and seems relatively friendly while also projecting an air of utter confidence in his role here. “Thanks for coming on such short notice. Hopefully you didn’t get too much trouble at the front gate.”

“It was fine. No problem at all.” Jimin shakes the man’s hand, then gestures up the large driveway they’re on toward the main building. “Are we headed straight inside?”

“Yeah. I’ll give you a quick rundown and then send you to shadow one of the other guys tonight.”

“How big is our team?” Jimin asks, trying to get some information while still asking reasonable questions that a new hire might be curious about.

“I’ve got about twenty guys on Team D. We handle the indoor security in shifts of six of us working at a time – thank god. I don’t want anything to do with that absolute mess going on outside. They’re bringing new guys through every hour it feels like. Just a constantly rotating cast of new faces. You shouldn’t have to interact with all of them too much.”

“No?”

The man shakes his head as they near the entrance of the building. “Not unless something goes really wrong. They’re all out there waiting for some huge brute force attack, but I don’t think that’s gonna happen.”

“Why not?”

“Have you seen this place? Someone would have to be insane to try and pull off a smash and grab in a compound like this. The police will be here at the drop of a hat, and that’s only relevant if our own security swarming them isn’t enough. Way I see it, this is a show of force to deter the thieves, but they’d be caught even with our usual amount of staff.”

Jimin knows better than to ask what the thieves are after. Whether it would get him information on the location of the elephant or not, it would definitely make him look suspicious. His best bet in this position is to act like he’s in need of the paycheck – which basically means keeping his head down and going where he’s told. “Sounds like a mess.”

“You don’t know the half of it. Just keep your attention on the inside and you should avoid getting roped into any of it. Let’s get moving.”

The blonde man (who eventually introduces himself simply as Insu) leads Jimin into the building, and suddenly the massive security force makes more sense. Even just the foyer is full of glass display cases with various books, artifacts, and animal skeletons arranged inside. The elephant carving is probably far from the most expensive thing here, and if there were a time for the thieves to finally go wild and steal other items too, this would be it.

Honestly, the inside feels more like a museum than a home. Every hallway they pass through is lined on either side by more display cases, bookshelves, and the occasional larger art piece. Jimin has yet to see anything to make it look like someone lives here, which makes him think that maybe the smaller buildings are where the people who own all of this stay.

Insu eventually leads him into a smaller room that contains one circular table with eight or nine chairs pushed up to its edge, a fridge, coat hooks along one wall, and a small TV mounted on the opposite one. “This is where we meet when needed, and where you’ll clock in. You report here for shift change – two guys at a time so the floor is never empty. I’ll grab you a radio, run you through how it works, then show you your responsibilities.”

*******

Hoseok finally gets his first glimpse inside of the main building on his third shift undercover. As hard as he tried to get himself a position with indoor security, it just didn’t pan out. They already had a new employee lined up to fill their one vacancy, so instead Hoseok ends up stationed just outside of the main building. For the most part, he’s just patrolling around the front entrance in a loop, but his team does occasionally handle escorting around members of the Guo family (who own this entire estate and its veritable hoard of treasure).

Typically these escorts are just from building to building, but tonight the older man that Hoseok collects from one of the nearby houses requests help moving through the main building. The man must be nearly ninety, with thin gray wisps of hair dotted sparsely along his scalp and a hunch to his back. It’s especially evident when he pauses to catch his breath just before they reach the entrance, leaning heavily on his cane.

“Apologies. These old legs don’t move quite like they used to.”

“Please, take your time,” Hoseok says, giving a tiny bow of respect. “I’ll be ready when you are.”

It’s the tail end of his shift, but there’s no way he’s missing this opportunity. It’s impossible to say how long he has before the ‘thieves’ his parents hired make an attempt on this place, so he gladly leads the frail old man inside, offering an arm to help him up the few steps at the front entrance.

He half expects to be dismissed the second he gets through the door, but instead the man turns to look at him with a little smile. “Would you accompany me to the library? I’m afraid the top shelves are well out of my reach, and I’d hate to have to find someone should I need assistance.”

“Of course. It’s no trouble at all.”

Hoseok keeps close to the man, giving one short nod to a member of indoor security and keeping his eyes peeled for any sign of what he’s after. It’s going to be tricky with a collection this large. He’s read little bits about the Guo family in his time – mostly studying some of the more impressive thefts that won them a few of the prizes on display here. Getting a private showing of this place is supposed to be quite the honor, and he can see why now. He never imagined there would be so much here, but he does his best not to get overwhelmed, focusing his attention on each display case in turn and mentally crossing them off a map of the floor plan he has in his head.

They take a slow and winding path down several grand hallways, the old man muttering occasionally about what kind of book he might be after tonight. The words clearly aren’t meant for Hoseok, so he keeps quiet and focuses his attention on covertly scanning for the jade carving.

The library they make their way into is massive, shelves meticulously cleaned and full of more books than Hoseok has seen in any single family’s collection. Some volumes are in their own glass display cases, while other shelves are adorned with random sculptures and an assortment of decorative globes. Everything looks quite old. The sculptures have none of that modern flair that tends to draw Namjoon to the pieces he keeps for himself, removing them even further from the art Hoseok typically finds himself surrounded by.

A few jade pieces catch his eye, but none of them are what he’s looking for.

They must browse shelves for half an hour. The old man apologizes once for taking so long, but after Hoseok assures him it’s no trouble at all, he remains silent as he looks. It’s hard not to envy indoor security right now. There’s so much ground to cover here, with several display rooms, all the hallways, and now this huge library…

Just as Hoseok is beginning to feel the slightest bit discouraged, he spots it.

The center of the library has five long glass cases – all a little over waist height and running parallel to each other in neat little lines, with just enough space for a couple of people to walk between them. In the one closest to them as they turn the corner to look at another shelf, Hoseok sees the carved elephant inside, flanked by other jade carvings that appear to be of a similar style. He’s careful not to be obvious in his staring, while still taking in as many details as possible.

It’s hard to decipher exactly how the display cases latch, if they’re alarmed, or if there are any cameras in this room. There’s a lot to figure out before he makes his move, but his brain is already working on potential plans.

Cutting through the glass would save him from any potential alarms that could be attached to the latching mechanism for the case, though it’s possible there’s some kind of pressure sensitive trigger to contend with too. Best to have a good escape route figured out if that’s the case, especially since there are no windows in the library. The only way out of the room is via one of the four archways on each wall, and they just lead to more hallways. Obviously the front door is out. The route they took to this room was winding and inefficient, but Hoseok will need a chance to look at the floor plans again when he gets home. For now, he just has to take in as much information as–

Wait, was that…

Hoseok’s thoughts screech to a halt as he catches just the tiniest glimpse of blonde hair outside of one of the library exits. It was only for a second, but it looked almost like…

No. There’s no way Jimin would be here.

Obviously Hoseok’s mind is playing tricks on him. There are plenty of blonde people in the world, so it’s probably just the little twinge of guilt he feels that’s making him see Jimin in places he clearly isn’t.

It would be impossible not to feel a little guilty. Hoseok knows that Jimin is working extra hard right now to get through finals for school and still hold down his job. As much as Hoseok would like to be there to comfort him, there isn’t a lot of room for their schedules to line up. He’s working late here every night until this job is done, and Jimin has a lot of early mornings to take care of bookwork while his boss is out of town. It’s a shame to know his omega is alone, but at least Jungkook will be back relatively soon.

And once they all wrap up this super busy couple of weeks, they’re going to have lots of good things to look forward to.

Although… He might at least take a quick peek at the apartment live feed once he gets out of here – just to be sure. There’s also the GPS trackers they all keep on them after Jungkook’s kidnapping. Plenty of ways to ease his mind and make sure that his omega is safe.

For now, Hoseok needs to do this job.

He won’t let his parents have this victory.

*******

Yoongi should probably be asleep. The others have all passed out by now, and it’s not exactly like there’s a ton for him to do at the moment – but he still finds himself awake. Technically it isn’t that late where they are. Not even eleven o’clock yet, but they’ve been getting up early and working all day every day since they got here. The time shift would be harder if Yoongi hadn’t brought along a little stash of stimulants to keep him sharp. Popping one in the morning makes him much more useful, and he’s not doing anything wildly irresponsible like staying up for days on end. He just wants to get this done and get home.

It’s obvious that Namjoon wants these jobs finished too. He’s been tense since they left Seoul, but too stuck in what feels like non-stop meetings and phone calls to really work through it. Not that there’s much they can do. Normally Jin would be the one to sit Namjoon down and start talking through the stress, but even he’s just holding on and trying to finish these jobs as quickly as possible.

There’s always the option for Yoongi to force a talk, but he honestly doesn’t think it’ll help right now. Everyone is too wound up. What they really need is to get home, get settled, and then start work on Taehyung’s plan to interview the rest of Yeonjun’s group. If an assistant has been good for Yoongi, there’s no way he’s going to let Namjoon fight against getting one.

At least Taehyung seems to be enjoying himself. He complains about being away from home and keeps bringing up how he’s going to organize a massive cuddle pile once they’re all together again, but he thrives on the sort of chaos they’ve been living in since they got here. Assassination attempts have always put a sparkle of genuine glee in his eyes. Yoongi has never figured out if it’s because he really does just love the struggle of trying to keep someone alive, or if it’s more about the joy of taking down an assassin that’s worse than him.

Either way, they would be so screwed without his help.

Between Taehyung keeping their clients alive, Namjoon and Jin negotiating deals, and Yoongi handling information requests on the fly, they’re making decent time. They’ll have to keep it up if they want to be home within a week, but they can probably manage. (At least leaving within the week would be less late than the worst case scenario, but it’s still pretty damn far from ideal.)

Maybe Yoongi should try sleeping again. It’s not fair that he’s tired all day and then suddenly wide awake as soon as the sun goes down. That’s just not–

His phone vibrates in his pocket, and he quickly pulls it out to check the message.

[Jungkook to Yoongi]

[JK]: hyung are you up

[Yoongi]: Sure am sweetheart. Everything okay?

[JK]: probably

[JK]: i think im just worried about nothing

[Yoongi]: Why don’t you tell me about it? Is there something I can do to help?

[Yoongi]: Do you want me to call you? I can step out of the hotel for a minute so I don’t wake the others.

[JK]: its okay

[JK]: i just finally had time to call jiminie but he didnt pick up

[JK]: i checked the video feed but the whole apartment is dark like he went to bed

[JK]: but he should still hear his phone

[Yoongi]: Okay let me take a look.

[Yoongi]: GPS tracker says he’s home. The bedroom camera isn’t on so I can’t see in there but it looks like he must have gone to bed.

[Yoongi]: Let me try something quick.

[Yoongi]: I see the problem now.

[JK]: what is it

[Yoongi]: He forgot his phone on the kitchen table. I just called and you can see the screen lighting up.

[Yoongi]: Probably tired himself out studying and just went to bed without it.

[JK]: oh okay

[JK]: that makes me way less worried

[JK]: thank you hyung

[Yoongi]: No problem baby. You doing okay besides that?

[JK]: yeah im having a lot of fun

[JK]: just nervous being away from home and knowing everyone is so stressed

[Yoongi]: Would it help to talk for a little bit? I’m up anyway and I can just step out onto the balcony so I don’t wake anyone else.

[JK]: id like that

~

It only takes Yoongi a minute or so to pull himself away from the little desk he set up (with its measly three monitors) and get outside to the balcony. They’re near the top floor of their hotel, which means that the entire city is stretched out before him, a million tiny lights dancing around below the skyline as cars speed along the roads.

He takes a moment to snap one quick picture, then texts it to Jungkook and calls him right after.

There’s not even one full ring before the omega picks up, voice soft as he mutters a little, “Hi, hyung.”

Poor thing is probably struggling being away from home a little more than he’s letting on.

“Hi, Jungkook-ah. Wanna tell me how you’re feeling right now?”

“I feel…” Jungkook lets out a sigh, followed by a tiny puff of laughter. “I miss you a lot.”

“We miss you too, sweetheart. Pretty sure Joon is going to be clinging to you for hours when we finally get back home. Poor guy is a wreck.”

“Oh… Is it really that bad? Does he need me to–”

“He’s managing. Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you worry. He always gets antsy when we’re away from home and anyone is left behind, but all you need to worry about right now is having as much fun as possible. Hearing all about your amazing trip is gonna make him so happy. Do you wanna tell me a little about it too?”

After a short pause, Jungkook answers, “Not exactly?”

“Something else you wanna talk about instead?”

“No. Just want you to talk to me.”

Yoongi lets out a laugh. “Okay, I can do that. What do you wanna hear about?”

“Anything. I feel like I know basically nothing about how your trip is going. I can tell you some about mine after that, but I just… Hearing your voice for a while sounds nice.”

God, he’s too precious.

The urge to get on a plane right now so he can wrap his omega in a hug is almost excruciating. If it was an option, Yoongi would do it in an instant. Unfortunately, they need him here, so instead he just opens his mouth and starts talking.

He tells Jungkook about their flight, how many jobs Namjoon has lined up for them while they’re here (way too fucking many, because they’re definitely gonna get stuck staying an extra couple of days to finish it all), Taehyung’s excitement about seeing some action, and Jin’s attempts to get them all out for a nice dinner. Eventually, he remembers the photo he sent just before the call and tells Jungkook to look at his texts, listening with pleasure as the omega gasps and starts talking about how beautiful the view is.

Once Jungkook gets started, he has no trouble continuing. Yoongi enjoys hearing the details of his trip, especially the parts that Jungkook is most excited for. Listening to him gush about cool art exhibits and some of the live performances they’ve seen sets something inside of Yoongi at ease. He might not be home, but at least he can talk to his mate like this for a while.

Knowing that Jungkook is having fun and Jimin is getting plenty of rest makes him feel much less worried.

*******

It’s nearly four in the morning when Jimin finally gets home.

After hours of patrolling with one of the other indoor security members, he eventually caught a glimpse of the object he needs to steal. The elephant is in the middle of the library, which has absolutely zero good exits, meaning he’ll have to spend some time mapping potential routes and then adjust on the fly when Jihoon’s distraction starts pulling people away – but he can worry about that later.

He’s exhausted. The stimulants are beginning to taper off and his body aches all over from preheat, tears already welling up in his eyes the second he’s back in his apartment. Of course he’s careful to leave all the lights off and head straight for the bedroom, emerging seconds later like he’s just woken up. He goes for his phone first, looking through blurry vision to see that he has several missed calls from Jungkook and one from Yoongi, as well as a few messages.

Fuck.

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Don’t worry about the missed call. I was just checking on you for JK and I can see your phone ringing on the table.

[Yoongi]: Hope you’re getting some good sleep Min-ah.

[Yoongi]: Miss you.

~

[Taehyung to Jimin]

[Tae]: Attachment: CAP7411.jpg, CAP7418.jpg, CAP7427.jpg

[Tae]: our view is super pretty (^ω^)

[Tae]: hope you’re holding up okay

[Tae]: i wish we were HOME already

[Tae]: miss youuuuuu ( ╥ω╥ ) ♥

~

[Jungkook to Jimin]

[JK]: hyung we saw so much cool stuff this morning

[JK]: Attachment: CAP9198.jpg, CAP9204.jpg

[JK]: how did work go

[JK]: we are just heading off to lunch

[JK]: will send pics when i get back

[JK]: Attachment: CAP9235.jpg, CAP9240.jpg, CAP9243.jpg

[JK]: havent heard from you in a while

[JK]: youre okay right hyung

[JK]: jiminie you better call me when you see this

[JK]: ive called you three times and no response

[JK]: im sure youre fine but im getting worried

[JK]: okay nvm yoongi hyung helped me check on you

[JK]: sorry i think im having a hard time being away

[JK]: maybe you can call if you wake up early

[JK]: love you hyung

~

Okay this could definitely be worse, but Jimin can still feel the guilt washing over his exhausted body. He hates that he’s worried Jungkook, and that he might keep worrying him… God, and what is he going to do once Jungkook comes home? He can definitely maintain some sort of charade over the phone, but if this isn’t done in the next two days, things will get even harder.

Part of him wants to just break down and cry and tell Jungkook everything, but then the whole charade will come crashing down. Jungkook will panic and skip the rest of his trip, and the pack will rush home and miss out on their jobs – all for something that Jimin can fix himself if he just gets the time.

Then there’s the fact that Jungkook is still safer in Germany than here, but when he comes back…

Maybe there’s a way to convince him to stay at the house instead? It would only be for a couple of days, and then he could see Hoseok too, which might help bridge the gap until Jimin is free…

He fires off a few texts, responding to the pretty pictures Taehyung sent of the scenery in India, and sending Yoongi a quick response saying he hopes the alpha is doing well too. With that handled, it’s time to call his mate. It probably says something about Jimin’s mental state that he doesn’t even come up with a plan to explain anything first, but his brain is just not working well after nearly twenty-four hours awake.

The phone rings twice and then Jungkook picks up.

“Hey Jiminie,” he says, the cheerful tone of his voice immediately soothing a tiny bit of Jimin’s nerves. “Sorry about my panicked texts earlier.”

“It’s okay, Kookie. Sorry I didn’t pick up.”

“Oh, you don’t sound good at all, hyung. Are you okay? You’re not getting sick, are you?”

Sick…

That could work!

“Honestly think I might be,” Jimin says, not trying at all to hide the exhaustion permeating every bit of him. “Work was okay yesterday, but I just felt worse as the day went on.”

“Are you okay? Should I call Hobi-hyung, or–”

“No, you definitely don’t need to do that. I’ll just get him sick too, and I know he’s working on a job right now. Why don’t you tell me about your trip? I saw the pictures. Looks like you’re having fun.”

“I really am! We’ve seen so much cool stuff, and we ate at some nice restaurants too. I’m really excited for tomorrow when we get to go tour the art department of the college we’re staying near. There’s a huge food court nearby, so I’m gonna get to try a ton of different stuff – but I feel bad knowing you’re home alone being sick.”

“I’ll be okay, baby. Might just be sleeping more between classes if I can manage it.”

“Can you call into work?”

It’s not a bad idea. The evening shift tomorrow would conflict with the time he needs to be at the Guo family compound anyway…

“For my night shift, probably. I just don’t want to ruin Siyeon-ssi’s vacation by calling in for the mornings.”

There’s a pause on the other end before Jungkook lets out a sigh. “I hope she knows how lucky she is to have you, hyung. Dealing with finals and early mornings was already a lot to have on your plate… Do you need a doctor? You could maybe get a medical exemption from school.”

“I don’t think it’s that serious. Just a nasty cold. With any luck, it’ll be gone before the week is over – sooner if I get lucky. But Kookie… I don’t want to get you sick when you come home either. I could pack up anything you need, and you could totally stay at the house. I bet Hobi-hyung would be happy to have you.”

“I don’t want to leave you alone when I could be taking care of you.”

“There’s no reason for both of us to be sick during finals, baby. This trip already made your schedule way tighter.”

Jimin waits for an answer, his entire body feeling on edge as Jungkook takes his time to think it over.

After a few seconds, he concedes. “Okay, you have a point – but only if you’re still sick by the time I get home. There’s a couple of days until then, so–”

“Of course. If I’m feeling better, I’ll wanna see you as soon as I can. It’s weird not having you home, and I miss you.”

“I miss you too. It’s– Oh, shoot. Sorry, I have to run and help Doyun-ssi quick. Thanks for calling, Jiminie. Talk to you tomorrow?”

“Sure thing. Have fun, Kookie. Love you.”

“Love you too. Get some rest.”

As soon as the call drops, Jimin feels a wave of guilt wash over him for lying. At least he knows that Jungkook will be able to finish his finals without getting roped into the mess Jimin has found himself in, but he hates knowing that he wasn’t honest with his mate.

The guilt isn’t enough to beat out the bone deep exhaustion he feels though.

He’s got class in four hours, tons of homework to do, and another late night to look forward to – but before any of that, he needs to get some sleep. With any luck, Jihoon’s plan will be ready to go sooner rather than later. Then Jimin can deal with the remaining bits of this early heat, explain everything to his mates, and make sure that Jihoon never bothers him again.

There are tears in his eyes as he stumbles back into the bedroom, his body desperate for the comfort of a nest and his pack, but he barely has time to let even one tear fall before sleep takes him.

~~

He wakes three hours later to the sound of his alarm blaring, feeling at least the tiniest bit less exhausted, though his body is aching even more than before. When he climbs out of bed and stands up to get in the shower, his vision briefly swims with spots of black. It clears within seconds, but his heart feels like it’s racing.

When was the last time he ate?

Okay. Food, then shower.

He’s barely half way to the kitchen when there’s an unfamiliar ding from the bedroom – clearly the burner phone that Jihoon gave him. The sound makes Jimin freeze, thoughts briefly turning to despair and a burning fear that he can’t do this before he steels himself and marches back into the bedroom to retrieve the phone.

[Jihoon to Jimin]

[Jihoon]: Did you find it?

[Jihoon]: We’ve got four days until we move so the sooner you find it the better.

[Jimin]: I saw it

[Jimin]: Can you move sooner than that? They want me there every night and I have other shit to do

[Jihoon]: No. I need time to get the right number of guys together.

[Jihoon]: Use the time to plan your backup routes. We only get one shot at this and I’d hate to put your boyfriend in danger all because you got too trigger happy.

[Jihoon]: Don’t fuck this up.

[Jimin]: Fine. I have exams this afternoon so if I don’t answer you immediately I’m not going back on our deal

[Jihoon]: Alright but I’ve got eyes on you Jimin. You do anything fishy and this is going to get ugly.

~

God damn it.

Jimin tosses the burner phone onto the bed, body shaking as a fresh round of tears wells up in his eyes. Four nights. He has to somehow keep this charade up for four nights – which means that Jungkook will definitely be home. So much for finishing this up early. His heat will have hit full force by the time they need to move, but he can get through this if it means keeping Jungkook safe. With any luck, the worst of the cramping will be over by the time Jihoon’s guys are ready to go, though he might need to make another trip to Yoongi’s bathroom stash if not…

No way out but through. He’ll figure this out.

*******

Jungkook is so ready to go home.

His trip has been incredible, but being away from all of his mates for an entire four days just feels like way too much. Of course he’s had a couple of quick video calls with the others (mostly with Taehyung), and it’s helped to see them all doing well – except for Jimin. They had one quick video call last night before Jungkook went to bed, and Jimin looked rough. His eyes were all red and irritated, voice a bit ragged, and he was obviously exhausted.

The thought of leaving him alone at the apartment sucks, but Jungkook does unfortunately see the logic in it. With so little time left in the school year, it doesn’t make sense for them both to be sick if they can help it.

His plane home leaves in the evening, which means that he sleeps for a good portion of the flight. The time difference is gonna have him all messed up, but at least he’ll only have to worry about two different times in his head now instead of three. Most of the pack is still in India, but Taehyung’s update texts have been pretty positive these last couple of days. It’s hard not to hope they’ll get back early. Not seeing Jimin for so long is bad enough, but missing the rest of them too?

At least Hobi-hyung is going to be home.

With half his flight left to go, he decides to check in on Jimin.

[Jungkook to Jimin]

[JK]: how are you feeling hyung

[Jimin]: Like I’ve been hit by a truck ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: You on your flight?

[JK]: yeah

[JK]: layover in a couple of hours

[JK]: wont be home until about 8 tonight

[Jimin]: I wish I could see you

[Jimin]: It’s just not worth giving you whatever I’ve got right now (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: I can drop a bag off at the house for you on my way to work

[JK]: hyung i thought you said you were calling out of your serving shifts

[Jimin]: Oh sorry if forgot to tell you

[Jimin]: I’ve just got to cover a couple of hours (;●_●)

[Jimin]: Not a big deal

[JK]: if you feel this bad you shouldnt be working

[Jimin]: I’ll try to limit it as much as I can

[Jimin]: Siyeon-ssi should be back soon

[JK]: okay well at least dont bother running a bag all the way to the house for me

[JK]: i can come get it

[Jimin]: Are you sure? What if you get sick?

[JK]: hyung i wont get sick just from walking inside

[Jimin]: Okay well I’ll at least just leave it by the door

[Jimin]: That way you don’t run any extra risk from rummaging around inside

[JK]: i appreciate you looking out for me

[JK]: cant wait until all of this is over and i can cuddle up with you

[Jimin]: Me too baby

[Jimin]: I love you (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[JK]: love you too

[JK]: thanks for putting together a bag for me

~

[Jungkook to Hoseok]

[JK]: hyung are you gonna be home tonight

[Hobi]: sure will baby. something up? :)

[JK]: im coming to stay with you

[JK]: have you talked to jiminie

[Hobi]: only a little. we’ve both been busy so it’s just been quick check ins.

[Hobi]: something i'm supposed 2 know?

[Hobi]: are both of u coming?

[JK]: did he not tell you hes sick

[Hobi]: no. oh poor jiminie. how bad is it?

[JK]: he sounds terrible and hes adamant that i dont catch what he has

[JK]: so im staying at the house for a few days until he feels better

[Hobi]: i'm sorry jungkookie <3

[Hobi]: i know u wanna see ur mate right now. when will u be home? maybe i can pick u up and drop off a care package or something?

[JK]: flying in at about 8

[Hobi]: shoot i wont be done with work quite yet.

[JK]: its okay

[JK]: i wanna grab a couple of things at the apartment and then i can meet you at the house

[Hobi]: okay baby. don't worry. i'll make sure u get some good cuddles after so long away :)

~

Jungkook can't help frowning down at his phone. It's weird that Jimin didn't even mention being sick to Hobi-hyung...

Then again, this isn't exactly a normal time to get sick. Maybe it just got lost in everything else that needs to happen in the next week – plus it’s not like Jungkook usually makes the most understandable decisions when he’s sick either.

If Jimin didn’t tell Hobi-hyung, that likely means that the others don’t know either. Maybe Jungkook should say something so that they’re all in the loop together, but then again… Being apart is stressful enough on its own. It’s probably already bothering Namjoon-hyung to be away when all of them are this busy, so telling him that Jimin is sick when he can’t do anything about it might be the wrong move. Jungkook would consider asking Jin-hyung, but there’s so much going on right now with all their deals in India, and–

Ugh, he can’t just sit here and think himself in circles about this. Hobi-hyung will know what to do.

For now he forces himself to focus on his homework. May as well make some use of these long plane rides and layovers.

~~

It’s a little after eight when Jungkook’s flight finally lands and he says goodbye to the rest of the class. He feels exhausted enough from the trip that he wonders if maybe the jet lag won’t be so bad after all, though he does perk right up when he finds Wonho waiting for him just outside of the airport terminal.

The sight of him sets Jungkook a little at ease after so long away. Kihyun was present for the entirety of Jungkook's trip, though he opted for a slightly later flight home from their layover (to make sure Jungkook boarded safely and to attend to some personal matters). Jungkook likes Kihyun just fine, but there’s no denying that Wonho is his favorite member of the security team by far – and he doesn’t bother hiding it.

“Wonho-ssi!” Jungkook calls out, rushing over with a grin and feeling some of the exhaustion leave him. “How have you been? I’ve gotta tell you all about my trip!”

“I’d love to hear about it. Here, let me take your bag. I’ve parked the car just a little further down.”

They chat the entire way back to the apartment. Wonho has plenty to say about his own time abroad in Germany a few years back, so they trade stories about where they visited and how enjoyable the local food is. It feels good to be back in Seoul and with a familiar face, which has Jungkook happily sharing all the little moments he found exciting on his trip.

When they arrive at the apartment, Wonho parks just outside and waits while Jungkook heads up to grab his bag.

Things feel… off as soon as Jungkook nears the apartment.

For one, the light bulb just outside of it appears to have burnt out. There’s still light further down the hall, but it does cast their front door in shadow. Even stranger, when Jungkook grabs a stool from the nearby maintenance closet and gives the bulb one single twist out of curiosity, it lights right back up. He reasons that the bulb must have already been loose. Then all it would take is the front door slamming one too many times before it finally knocked it that one little bit further and it stopped working. Odd, but not too weird on its own.

Except that isn’t the only thing that seems strange.

When Jungkook steps inside the apartment, the smell is all wrong. Some of it is to be expected since Jimin is sick, but it’s more the lack of scent that feels especially odd. There’s still the lingering smell of the two of them in the apartment, but it’s muted and easily outmatched by a mixture of sour and sweet vanilla that has Jungkook wrinkling his nose in confusion. The sweetness is almost… No, it’s gotta be something to do with Jimin being sick – especially considering how sour the scent is too. Still, it should be stronger, unless this illness is bad enough to make it go muted too.

God, his poor mate must really not be feeling well.

There’s a backpack right by the door for Jungkook. He should probably just take it and go, rather than risk getting sick too, but something draws him further into the apartment. Maybe it’s just how long he’s been gone, or the low thrum of anxiety swirling in his stomach, but he finds himself slowly making his way toward the bedroom.

Textbooks are scattered across the coffee table in the living room, and a few are open at the kitchen table too. Random bits of discarded clothing litter the floor, and there’s a few dirty dishes sitting in the sink, though it’s few enough that Jimin must have done them recently. (Or he isn’t eating, but it would be wrong to assume that just from a lack of dishes.)

As Jungkook steps into the bedroom, he feels some of the worry inside of him settle. There’s something close to a nest forming on the bed, which is what Jimin normally does when he’s distressed but feeling too weak for a proper nest – though what really puts him at ease is the small pile of used tissues on the bedside table.

Okay, that’s normal for someone who’s sick.

Whatever this cold is, it must really be a nasty one to have Jimin’s scent coming out so strange – but at least it is an illness. Jungkook isn’t exactly sure why he was questioning that… Probably just a combination of jet lag, anxiety at the rest of the pack being gone, and his own desperation for cuddles and settling. He’s hungry too, and his decision making is never at its best when he needs to eat.

Mind slightly more at ease, he makes his way to the door and grabs the bag Jimin packed him, then heads back out to the car.

~~

When Wonho parks at the house, Jungkook can see the warm glow of lights coming from inside. It has his heart practically leaping in his chest as he says a rushed goodbye to Wonho, then takes his bags and bolts for the door.

It opens when he’s still a few feet away, Hobi-hyung peering out to greet Jungkook with a smile. He must have been home for a little bit already, since his hair is damp and he’s dressed in a set of sage green pajamas. “There’s my precious Jungkookie,” he says, stepping barefoot out into the night so that he can greet Jungkook a second earlier.

The alpha’s arms wrap warm and secure around Jungkook’s middle, and the comfort is nearly enough to bring a tear to his eye. “Hyung,” he breathes, letting go of his bags to wrap his arms around Hoseok in return. “I missed you so much. Scent, please?”

“Of course. Sorry, baby.”

A rush of warm coffee fills the air, wrapping around Jungkook and leaving him actually shedding a tear this time – though he’s only aware of it for a moment before he buries his face in Hobi-hyung’s scent gland.

“Oh, honey,” Hoseok mutters, squeezing Jungkook tighter and rubbing a hand up and down his back. “I’ve got you. It’s okay.”

Jungkook intends to answer, but ends up scenting his alpha instead, tongue working in nearly frantic motions that only slow once the scenting is returned. Even then, he can’t help being lost in the relief washing over him. After days without the comfort of his mates, having Hobi-hyung here and pressed so tight against him is perfect, like a glass of cool water on a hot summer day.

It’s not until he feels the alpha shiver against him that he remembers they’re standing out in the cold and poor Hoseok is barefoot and in his pajamas.

“Sorry, hyung,” Jungkook says, tearing himself away from their scenting and pressing a tiny kiss to Hobi-hyung’s cheek instead. “Let’s get you inside.”

“Probably a good idea. Seems like you might benefit from some proper cuddling.”

Not willing to waste any time, Jungkook drops his bags just inside the door and scoops Hobi-hyung up into his arms, determined to carry the alpha off to wherever they’re going as fast as possible. The gesture earns him a deep laugh from Hoseok, who gladly loops his arms around Jungkook’s neck and presses a kiss to his throat.

“Where am I taking you?” Jungkook asks.

“We’ve got options. If you wanna be in the nest, we can do that. The couch is open too, or my bedroom if you prefer. Basically anywhere you like, Jungkookie.”

The couch is closest, but Jungkook wants to make sure Hobi-hyung is nice and warm – and it doesn’t hurt that the alpha’s bedroom will probably be his best bet for something freshly scented. (Although he does his best to not expect much, considering Hobi-hyung is notorious for not letting his scent out.)

When he steps into the bedroom, Jungkook is pleasantly surprised by the smell of coffee permeating the air inside. The bedside lamp is already on, and there’s a few granola bars and water bottles sitting just beneath it, condensation leaving the bottles glistening slightly. The sight has Jungkook’s scent spiking as he sets Hobi-hyung down on the bed and glances again at the table.

“You got this ready for me? How did you know we’d come to the bedroom?”

Hoseok peeks at the table, the smile on his face growing a little wider. “I might have set them up in the other rooms too. My poor baby has been away from home for days, and I know you’re stressed about Jiminie being sick too. Just wanted to make sure I could take care of you wherever you needed.”

That’s all Jungkook can handle before he practically tackles Hobi-hyung onto the bed for cuddles.

It takes a few minutes for them to actually make it under the covers, but once they do Jungkook gets to spend as much time as he wants scenting and kissing his alpha. A part of him almost wants to discuss how anxious he felt when he first got back to the apartment, but considering that everything turned out fine, he doesn’t want to worry Hobi-hyung unnecessarily. Besides, they have tons of other stuff to discuss.

Once they’ve finally settled, Jungkook talks about his trip and all the different sights he got to see, and Hobi-hyung talks about the job he’s been working. It takes an embarrassingly long time for the pieces to click in Jungkook’s head about what exactly Hoseok is trying to steal, but in his defense everything feels so nice that it’s making his head a little fuzzy.

“Wait,” Jungkook eventually interrupts, stopping Hobi-hyung midway through a recap of tonight’s undercover shift. “The jade carving you’re talking about stealing – is it one of the ones your parents wanted you to take? You mentioned two other thefts, right? Is someone else after the set?”

Hobi-hyung lets out a little laugh and presses a kiss to the very tip of Jungkook’s nose. “You’ve got it all figured out, baby. I don’t know who they hired, but considering how sloppy these other two jobs have been, I’m sure I’ll get it before they can get their hands on it.”

“Aren’t you worried they’ll just come and take it by force?”

“Honestly kind of hoping they try. The place is so fortified right now that it would make for the perfect distraction while I grab the elephant and make my escape. Plus the likelihood of anyone breaking down the front door and making it out without being caught is basically zero.”

“Do you think whoever else is trying to take it knows that?”

Hobi-hyung gives a little shrug. “Hard to say. It would be pretty insane for them not to realize, but doing smash and grabs on the first two was already kind of insane. Worst case, they get it before me and I lose nothing but some time.”

That has Jungkook cocking his head to the side curiously. “Wait, does that mean you don’t have a plan for after you steal it? If you lose nothing by not taking it, then why bother?”

“Spite.”

“That’s it?” Jungkook can’t help but laugh at the thought of Hoseok’s parents frustrated and unable to finish the job they ruined their relationship with him over. “Okay, actually it’s kind of perfect. A little poetic, even.”

“Isn’t it? Spending the rest of my life ruining theirs isn’t something I care about, but I just kind of love the thought of making them fall on their faces with a client this big.”

“Honestly, after everything they put you through, they deserve a lot worse,” Jungkook says, making eye contact so that Hobi-hyung knows he’s serious. “If there’s anything I can do to help, let me know.”

“You’re too precious, baby. Thank you, but I think I’ve got it all under control – and we’ve got to keep you out of trouble anyway, especially when you’re this close to finishing school and your internship.”

“No school talk right now,” Jungkook mutters, leaning back in to start scenting his alpha again. “Only cuddles.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh. “Only cuddles? Alright, I’m sure we can manage that, Jungkookie.”

Notes:

In our next chapter: Suspicions will grow, we'll finally make it to the night of the theft, and we'll be one step closer to actually cleaning up this mess! See you there :D

Chapter 157: House Of Cards

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Hoseok to Yoongi]

[Hobi]: omg yoongles u should see how cute and needy jungkookie is right now.

[Hobi]: he’s gonna be all over the rest of u when u get home :)

[Hobi]: when are u thinking btw?

[Yoongi]: Still got some stuff to wrap up today. With any luck we might be able to leave late tomorrow night. Maybe catch an overnight flight and be home in time for lunch.

[Yoongi]: God I wish we were there already. JK just feeling the effects of his trip? How’s Min-ah?

[Hobi]: oh did nobody tell u?

[Yoongi]: Tell me what?

[Hobi]: about minnie being sick :(

[Yoongi]: No.

[Yoongi]: How long has that been going on? Why hasn’t anyone said anything?

[Yoongi]: Actually hold on. I’m not getting in trouble over this.

~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Yoongi]: Attachment: Screenshot

[Yoongi]: Just so everyone is on the same page.

[Tae]: omg jiminie is SICK??? ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: and jungkookie is all soft at home without us??? ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: this is a crime

[Jin]: I’m also curious why we’re only finding this out now. Has Jimin-ah been sick for long?

[Hobi]: i just found out yesterday before jungkookie got home. i was a little 2 busy making sure he got the cuddles he needed so no time for the group chat before bed. sorry!

[Jin]: That’s perfectly alright, darling. I’m more worried about the fact that Jimin-ah didn’t mention it, although I admit that I’ve barely had any time to talk to him.

[Tae]: yeah you and joonie-hyung have been running like crazy for this whole trip

[Tae]: even i’ve only had time for a couple of quick texting sessions (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: We really are trying to wrap this up as fast as possible. I’m sorry. I didn’t think things were going to balloon so far out of control here.

[Namjoon]: Maybe we cancel the rest? We could catch a flight tonight.

[Jin]: Darling, we’re ninety percent of the way done with this job and I’ve just extended our reservations. There’s no point in calling things off at this point.

[Hobi]: yeah and minnie is quarantining himself right now so he doesn’t get anyone else sick.

[Hobi]: so ur not missing anything 2 do with that.

[Jin]: I’ll arrange for a care package to be dropped off at the apartment :-)

[Hobi]: already on it hyungie. let me know if there’s anything u want me 2 add :)

[Jin]: Thank you. I’ll send you a few suggestions shortly.

[Namjoon]: Hoseok, can I count on you to make sure Jungkook-ah is taken care of?

[Namjoon]: We’ll be home as soon as we can but I need to know he’s going to be okay.

[Hobi]: yeah i can do that. my next couple of shifts are overnights so he’ll be alone then.

[Hobi]: i’ll just sleep while he’s at work/class so i can make sure he isn’t alone 2 often.

[Hobi]: we can survive for 2 days :D

[Tae]: maybe jiminie will be feeling better by then too

[Tae]: and we can all come home together (^ω^)

[Namjoon]: How long has he been sick?

[Hobi]: a few days apparently.

[Yoongi]: DAYS?

[Yoongi]: If he’s not better by then he’s going to the doctor.

[Namjoon]: My thoughts exactly.

~

Yoongi has had just about enough of being away from home. They’ve been here five days at this point, and for as much as they’ve accomplished and the amount of money they’ve made, he’s still left wondering if it’s worth it. Especially now that he knows their omegas are hurting at home without them. He should have noticed that something was off with Jimin. Normally he’d have the live feed up on a spare monitor, but here he only has a couple of extras to work with.

If he can’t dedicate a screen, he should at least check the cameras more often. It’s not like it’s going to accomplish anything when he’s already missed so much, but pulling it up on his laptop at least helps settle the alpha part of him that’s screaming to get back to Seoul and take care of his mates.

Unfortunately, Jimin isn’t home.

The bedroom camera isn’t on, so he could be asleep, but one look at the class schedule he gave them last week informs Yoongi that he’s currently taking one of his accounting final exams. Damn it. Yoongi leans in a little closer, like he might find something on the screen that will make him feel better. All there is to see is the apartment – maybe a touch messier than usual, but certainly not noteworthy in any way other than the amount of textbooks scattered across various surfaces.

A hand lands on Yoongi’s shoulder and he nearly throws his laptop as he jerks in surprise. “Fucking hell,” he curses, turning to find Namjoon standing behind him with an apologetic smile on his face.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.”

Yoongi is half way to yelling back something about not fucking sneaking up on him then, but forces himself to take a breath instead. They’re all tired. Namjoon especially. He’s been working from sun up to sun down trying to get all of these jobs wrapped up so they can get home as soon as possible, and the fact that they just keep running into roadblocks isn’t helping.

The least Yoongi can do is be nice.

“It’s fine. Just… try to maybe make a little noise next time.”

“Of course.” Namjoon leans down, chin resting on Yoongi’s shoulder and one arm wrapping around his chest as he peers at the screen. “Nothing?”

“He’s in class right now.”

Namjoon lets out a soft hum, but doesn’t move. After a few seconds, he asks, “Bedroom camera?”

“Not on.”

“How about the living room camera?”

A few clicks and the camera angle shifts, now giving them a better view of the kitchen and front door. Namjoon leans forward a little, bringing his face right beside Yoongi’s as he studies the screen.

“Looking for something?” Yoongi asks, leaning his head against Namjoon’s to help find some of the comfort he didn’t in the video feed.

“Not very many dishes in the sink.”

“You worried he isn’t eating?”

“I don’t see takeout containers either,” Namjoon says, his scent tipping just the slightest bit burnt.

“Alright, that’s enough of that.” Yoongi snaps his laptop shut and sets it aside, reaching for Namjoon’s wrist to tug him closer. “C’mere, Joon-ah.”

Namjoon actually resists the tug, a frown forming on his face. “I should really get back to work so we can hurry up and get–”

“Nope.”

“Nope?”

Yoongi raises an unimpressed brow and gives another tug to Namjoon’s wrist, letting his voice come out a little whiny when he answers with, “You can make five minutes for me. Can’t you, alpha?”

That has Namjoon caving in an instant, allowing himself to be tugged toward the couch. As soon as he steps around and sits down, Yoongi crawls right into his lap and leans in for a tiny peck.

“Alright. I’m here, Yoongi. Do you need settling?”

“No. You need some sense talked into you so you don’t spiral. First, I want you to remember that Jimin-ah is spending most of his time outside the apartment right now. There’s a good chance he’s eating at work or between classes at school – and if he’s sick he might just be coming home and falling asleep right away. I know you’re worried, and I’m right here worrying with you, but we can’t jump to conclusions.”

There’s a few silent moments before Namjoon lets out a sigh and leans in to nose at Yoongi’s scent gland. Some of the tension finally drains from his body as his tongue snakes out once over the skin. “I’m sorry,” he whispers.

“You don’t have to be sorry for worrying.” Yoongi returns the scenting for just a moment before continuing. “It’s natural to be–”

“No, I’m sorry that we’re here thousands of miles away from home when we should be taking care of our mates. I didn’t… I really thought we would be done with all of this yesterday.”

Yoongi wants to bridge the topic of working less right here and now. The words are perched on his tongue, ready to spring out and try to make sure they don’t end up in this position again, but he stops himself.

That won’t help anything at this point. There isn’t time to really dig into all the messy feelings swirling around in his chest, and all talking about it now is going to accomplish is making Namjoon feel even worse. Better to wait until they’re home and have fussed over all of their mates enough for the anxiety to settle into something more manageable. Then he can have Jin’s help.

“It’s okay. You had no way to know what was going to happen, and once we see this through, we’ll get on a plane and everything will be fine. Just a couple more days and we’ll be home where you can fuss as much as you need to.”

The few minutes they spend scenting after that don’t exactly fix anything, but Namjoon looks a little lighter afterward, and Yoongi definitely feels better too, even if it’s only a bit.

~~

The day is another long one.

They’re running all over between meetings and trying to keep everything flowing smoothly. There’s issues with transport for a few items, and that takes the better part of the evening to handle, leaving them basically scrambling to find someone else to do the run. Like usual, Hongjoong and his crew are willing to tackle it, but they don’t work cheap and this time they’re looking for information in addition to the typical hefty price of their services.

Which means Yoongi is up later getting what they need.

Yeonjun took care of some of the more tedious parts before calling it a night, and Yoongi is just putting the finishing touches on the rest. With any luck, this will be the last major setback they have to deal with, so he’s happy to do it – even though it means it’s nearly two in the morning when he finishes and sends off the files to Hongjoong.

He should just go straight to bed, but he can’t help the nagging desire to pull up the live feed. The fact that it’s two in the morning here means that it’s close to five-thirty in Seoul. Jimin is probably still asleep, getting some rest before his next set of exams later in the day, but Yoongi finds himself checking the feed anyways.

The image the first camera pulls up is a little hard to see, though that’s mostly because the glow of streetlights through the living room windows almost makes the rest of the room look even darker in comparison. Yoongi doesn’t waste more than a few seconds staring at it before switching to the living room camera.

This view is significantly better. It’s still just the dark and quiet apartment, but having the light from the windows shining behind the camera definitely makes it easier to see more of the room. Textbooks on the coffee table are easy to pick out, and so are the pieces of clothing strewn randomly along the floor. He can even make out the shadowy shape of dishes around the sink, though it’s impossible to say if there’s more of them than earlier. Like he expected, there’s nothing too interesting happening at this time of night.

Yoongi is just about to click away when he spots movement in the dark.

It’s difficult to make out, but it almost looks like… the front door is opening? There’s only a very faint glow coming from the hallway, like maybe the light outside of their apartment has burnt out or something. Yoongi’s heart skips a beat, briefly worried that someone is breaking in, but then the door closes again and he can clearly make out the shape of Jimin standing in the dark.

What the hell is he doing up at a time like this?

Jimin pauses in front of the door, one hand braced against the wall and his whole body moving like he’s taking very deep breaths. After a second or two, he turns to rest his back against the front door, then slides down onto the floor and tugs his knees to his chest.

Something isn’t right here. Yoongi’s earlier panic returns as he quickly fumbles for his phone and tries to make sense of what he’s seeing. Is Jimin crying? Why would he be up this early if he doesn’t have to work? Maybe he just couldn’t sleep? But then what was he doing outside of the apartment?

Yoongi forces himself to take a deep breath, finger hovering just over the ‘call’ button on his phone. He could just be making a big fucking deal out of nothing. It’s late. He’s not necessarily thinking clearly either, and a panicked phone call might wake the others…

Maybe a text to feel things out.

[Yoongi to Jimin]

[Yoongi]: Min-ah are you okay?

[Yoongi]: I was checking the live feed before bed and you look like you just crumpled to the floor.

[Yoongi]: Not trying to be overbearing but you’ve got me worried right now.

~

He can see Jimin’s phone light up on the table as his messages come through, the bright screen illuminating the kitchen and Jimin for a few brief seconds, though he doesn’t react straight away. His head lifts slightly when the second and third messages come through, but the room goes dark again before Yoongi can get a good look at his face. After another few moments, he glances up toward the camera and stands up on what look like shaky legs, grabbing his phone and heading toward the bedroom and out of sight.

~

[Jimin]: I’m okay hyung

[Jimin]: Just felt a little nauseous when I got back inside from taking the trash out

[Yoongi]: Are you sure?

[Yoongi]: Min-ah if you need to go to the doctor it’s okay.

[Jimin]: I don’t

[Jimin]: It’s just a really bad cold

[Jimin]: Gotta get through a few more days and then I can rest as much as I want

[Jimin]: I’m sorry I worried you but I’m okay

[Yoongi]: What are you even doing awake right now? It’s a little early to be taking the trash out.

[Jimin]: Couldn’t sleep

[Jimin]: I thought it could help to go outside for a minute

[Jimin]: Think I might try sleeping again now though

[Jimin]: That really took it out of me

~

Yoongi starts typing a response, erases it, then looks back at the video feed of the dark apartment. This just doesn’t feel quite right, and he’s pretty sure he sees a half full bag in the trash can, so what was Jimin even taking out? And why do his texts seem a little off?

Part of him feels like this is a big deal, but then again…

Jimin is sick, so of course he’s gonna be feeling off and texting kind of weird too. Finals probably have him all kinds of anxious, and it’s not like Yoongi is doing much better between being away from home, all the stress of these jobs, and how late it is right now. He doesn’t exactly have much of a leg to stand on, but his eyes still keep catching on the trash can in the kitchen and the peek of the bright white bag inside.

Better to be sure.

~

[Yoongi]: Look I know you’re tired and I might just be paranoid right now from lack of sleep and knowing we aren’t home to take care of you when you’re sick…

[Yoongi]: But what garbage did you even take out? Did you already replace the bag in the kitchen before you went outside?

[Jimin]: I just took the little bedroom garbage out

[Jimin]: It was full of tissues ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: Fuck I’m sorry. I don’t know why I was trying to go detective mode on this. Clearly I need to go to bed too.

[Jimin]: It’s okay hyung

[Yoongi]: Just go back to sleep okay? I love you.

[Jimin]: Love you too. Get some rest

~

Yoongi forces himself to close the video feed and shut down his computer. Obviously he needs to sleep too, before he makes an ass out of himself with even more paranoia. Part of him wants to message Jungkook about the light out in the hallway, but there’s no way he’s saying anything else until he’s had some rest.

Lights burn out all the time, so he may as well give their maintenance staff some time to fix it. If it’s still out tomorrow, he’ll say something to Jungkook.

For now, he’s going to bed.

*******

Jungkook is so so busy. Thankfully Amber gave him some extra time off to help accommodate his trip and how crammed this last week of school is, but it still feels like there’s always something for him to be doing. Homework to wrap up, classes to go to, essays to write, studying for finals… The list never ends.

Hobi-hyung is really busy too, working nights in preparation for his heist and spending his days planning. He makes an effort to spend a little time with Jungkook in the afternoon, but they only get about an hour together before the alpha needs to get ready for work (and Jungkook really needs to get back to studying).

It definitely helps to not feel so alone, but Jungkook can’t help thinking of his other mates. He wants all of them home. Things feel weird right now, and he’s sure that a big part of it is just that everyone is so far away. Maybe if the rest of them were back home, he wouldn’t feel this strange pull to go back to the apartment for another look around. He already checked it out and it was fine, but that doesn’t stop the little pit of anxiety in his stomach.

Ignoring it for one whole day isn’t impossible, but by the second day he’s having a harder time with it.

His morning is spent in classes, studying in between each one, and then taking one of his final exams. He expects to feel relieved when he’s done, and maybe he sort of does – but the uneasy feeling inside of him doesn’t go away.

When he gets in the car with security, it takes everything he has not to tell them to go straight to the apartment. He just wants to see Jimin. Of course he doesn’t want to get sick, but it’s starting to sound worth it to make the alarm bells ringing in his head just shut up.

He also doesn’t want to worry any of the hyungs – especially not when most of them aren’t even in the country – but maybe it would be okay to talk it out with another omega? It feels like the only option, because if he doesn’t say something then he’s gonna end up doing something dumb like going to get himself sick just to feel better for a few minutes.

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: hyung can i bug you for a minute

[Tae]: baby you never bug me (´♥ω♥`)

[JK]: yeah but i know youre busy

[Tae]: we're driving right now so i have time

[Tae]: joonie-hyung and jin-hyung have been talking for a while now so i can take a break from listening

[Tae]: what's up baby? (^ω^)

[JK]: first i need you to promise to keep this a secret

[Tae]: jungkookie is something wrong?

[JK]: no im just anxious and need somewhere to let it out but i dont want the hyungs to worry about me and get even more stressed

[Tae]: oh okay no problem

[Tae]: i'll keep it to myself (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: promise

[Tae]: tell me what's bothering you

[JK]: i think its a lot of little stuff

[JK]: school is stressful and not being able to see everyone sucks

[JK]: hobi hyung is really busy but has been super sweet when he has time

[JK]: so im not ungrateful or anything

[JK]: like im so glad hes here

[Tae]: nobody is gonna think you're ungrateful baby

[Tae]: it's okay

[Tae]: you’ve had so much going on and you’ve been away from home for days

[Tae]: so i'm sure coming back to a mostly empty house was hard ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: and then jiminie being sick too

[JK]: thats the worst part

[JK]: i feel like i need to see him

[JK]: when i stopped at the apartment to grab my bag something felt off and i just cant shake it

[Tae]: okay so what felt weird?

[JK]: i dont know

[JK]: maybe thats why i feel so aaaaaaaaaa about it

[Tae]: you had to have noticed SOMETHING that made you feel worried

[JK]: the light in the hallway was out so that was weird right away

[JK]: and then the scent inside just felt... wrong

[Tae]: wrong how?

[JK]: like

[JK]: muted and sour but with this really odd sweetness to it that almost makes me think of his heat even though thats obviously not what it is

[Tae]: being sick does make your scent really weird so it's not out of the realm of possibility for a part of it to remind you of heat

[JK]: yeah and it was really only for a second

[JK]: i poked around a little more than i was supposed to and found a whole pile of tissues next to the bed

[JK]: which made me feel a lot better

[Tae]: you were doubting that he was sick? (;^ω^)

[JK]: i dont know

[JK]: maybe

[JK]: things are just weird right now and i need to just get through the next couple days

[Tae]: okay listen baby

[Tae]: we're wrapping things up here today and catching a late flight so we should be home tomorrow

[Tae]: i wish we could be there right now but within 24 hours i should be cuddling you as much as you need

[Tae]: does that help at all? ( ; ω ; )

[JK]: a little yeah

[JK]: im okay

[JK]: just anxious and afraid of hurting anyone with it

[Tae]: have you talked to jiminie today? maybe he's feeling better?

[JK]: ill try

~

[Jungkook to Jimin]

[JK]: how are you feeling today hyung

[Jimin]: still not great ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Jimin]: are you okay?

[JK]: sort of

[JK]: just stressed with school and missing everybody

[JK]: i wish i could see you

[Jimin]: not much longer now i promise

[JK]: what do you mean

[JK]: do you think youll feel better tomorrow

[Jimin]: I'm hoping so

[JK]: but you dont feel any better today

[Jimin]: Just afraid of getting you sick baby (;●_●)

[JK]: im starting to not care anymore hyung

[Jimin]: Only a couple days of school and then you won't have to worry about it anymore

[Jimin]: Thank you for staying healthy

[Jimin]: I'm sorry about this (´;︵;`)

[JK]: its not your fault youre sick hyung

[JK]: sorry im being so weird about it

[JK]: i just miss you a lot

[Jimin]: I miss you too baby

[Jimin]: More than you know

[Jimin]: I gotta run to class but I love you Kookie

[JK]: love you too hyung

[JK]: please rest and eat plenty of food

[Jimin]: I'll get some rest later today

[JK]: after your class

[JK]: please

[Jimin]: I'll try my best (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

~

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: still sick

[Tae]: feel any better after texting?

[JK]: i feel like i should

[Tae]: but you don't?

[Tae]: was something wrong? ( ; ω ; )

[JK]: i dont know

[JK]: im gonna let you get back to your day

[Tae]: you don't have to go baby. we can keep talking

[JK]: ive got stuff i need to do and talking isnt helping for some reason

[JK]: you guys will be home tomorrow so i just gotta make it until then

[JK]: thank you for letting me get some of this out

[Tae]: of course

[Tae]: if you need to talk more i'll be around okay? (♥ω♥*)

[JK]: okay thank you hyung

[Tae]: i'll make sure hobi-hyung gives you a nice treat tonight

[Tae]: like a couple hours of cuddles minimum

[JK]: he has to work

[JK]: so hes only gonna be home for an hour or two before he has to go again

[Tae]: god damn it

[Tae]: that's it ᇂ_ᇂ

[Tae]: when i get home I'M going to treat you so good

[Tae]: you won't know what hit you

[JK]: just miss you

[Tae]: i miss you too baby ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: i'll see you soon i promise

~

It should feel better knowing that the rest of the pack will be back tomorrow, and that Taehyung will probably tackle him with a hug the moment he gets home. With that to look forward to, there's no reason he shouldn't be able to handle not seeing Jimin for another day – no reason to dwell on these tiny inconsistencies that keep hounding him.

Jungkook tries his best to let it go. He really does.

But he can't.

Instead, he sits in the kitchen at the house, studying at the counter with his laptop plugged in playing the live stream of the empty apartment. At the very least, he wants to see when Jimin gets home from his class. Maybe the sight of his mate will help settle whatever this paranoid thing inside of him is.

*******

Jimin is starting to feel like he’s crumbling.

Yesterday was the worst by far, with his heat nearly setting in and cramps making his life complete and utter hell. He should have grabbed some painkillers from Yoongi, but the thought of doing another thing he’ll have to apologize for just felt like too much. The only real nice thing was that he was so exhausted yesterday that he managed to sleep through some of the cramping.

He needs every bit of rest he can get. Working until the early morning every single night is robbing him of most of his sleep, and his last early shifts at Onyx Heights made sure he never managed more than four hours. He’s spent so much time crying that there’s a pile of tissues beside the bed, created from a mixture of agonizing physical pain and nearly delirious worry about what’s going to happen if he screws this up.

Having to lie isn’t helping.

Yoongi saw him come home last night, saw him crumble the second he shut the door. It’s obvious the alpha suspected something, but Jimin is just glad he had the ability to conjure up some sort of story. Taking out the trash to deal with nausea isn’t the most believable, but it was the best he could come up with in the moment when he just desperately needed to get to bed.

Now he has an exam to deal with, cramps still making him feel almost nauseous with pain, and Jungkook texting him too.

Maybe he should have applied for a medical leave. His teacher gives him a glance with something like pity in her eyes when he stumbles into the classroom, probably looking like a mess and doused in so much scent blocker that there’s no way anyone will know he’s in a suppressed heat – or that he’s panicking about Jungkook.

His mate isn’t stupid. It’s clear he knows something is up, but Jimin’s main concern right now is getting this done so he can be sure that Jungkook is safe. There’s Jihoon’s threat about the video too, but he’s trying his best to not even think of that. As soon as this is over, he can come clean and everything is going to be okay again. At least that’s what he keeps telling himself…

He’ll be in trouble. He knows that. But if he tries to think too hard about what’s going to happen when it’s time to face the consequences, he’s going to cry right here in this classroom. This isn’t the sort of plan he gets to bail out on halfway through, no matter what weird state of mind his preheat and the sudden presence of Jihoon put him into when he picked it.

Jimin will finish the job tonight. Taehyung will be home soon, and then they can figure out how to make Jihoon disappear, because there’s no way Jimin can let this happen again.

He just needs to make it one more day.

*******

Jungkook breathes a sigh of relief when he finally catches Jimin coming through the front door of the apartment.

His laptop screen is big enough that it’s easy to see just how run down Jimin is, movements slow and his hair a complete mess. He definitely looks miserable, which makes Jungkook ache to be there taking care of him.

Soon. Maybe even tomorrow.

Not much longer now. I promise.’

That text still bothers Jungkook, and he doesn’t exactly know why. It could have been just something that came out without much thought behind it, but if Jimin is really this sick, why would he assume he’s going to feel better soon? And what’s the alternative? Really, that’s the part that makes Jungkook feel the worst – the fact that he’s doubting his mate. He doesn’t have any concrete reason to think that something is going on, just a feeling in his gut and a couple of strange things that are easily explained by Jimin being sick…

That’s it. He can’t keep doing this.

As soon as Jimin drops his book bag and starts to head for the bathroom, Jungkook picks up his phone and calls.

He can see Jimin double back for his phone on the kitchen table, the look of complete exhaustion on his face especially evident when he briefly faces the camera. Phone in hand, he starts walking back to the bedroom and out of view as he answers.

“Hey, baby. Everything okay?” Jimin sounds tired down to his bones, voice wavering almost like he’s on the edge of tears.

“Hyung, you don’t sound good at all.”

“Yeah, I’m feeling pretty run down.”

“Have you thought about going to the doctor? You’ve been super sick for days now, so maybe it’s time to go get looked at?”

“Maybe tomorrow, Kookie. Right now I just want to sleep.”

“You don’t have to work anymore morning shifts, right?” Jungkook asks, intent on keeping Jimin talking in hopes that it will make him feel better.

“That’s right. Siyeon-ssi is back from her trip, so I don’t have to go in for any mornings for a bit.”

“That’s good. You need your rest, hyung.”

“Yeah,” Jimin breathes, just barely audible. “Wanna tell me what’s going on, baby?”

“It’s…” Jungkook swallows, unsure how to even bridge the topic but sure that he needs to. “I’m worried about you.”

“You don’t have to–”

“I do, though. You’ve been sick for days, and between being away from you and the rest of the pack being gone, I just… I don’t know. Something feels wrong. I know TaeTae and the others will be back tomorrow, and maybe you’ll feel better then too, but right now it all feels bad.”

Jimin is silent for a few moments, a shaky breath just audible through the phone before he speaks. “They’re coming back tomorrow for sure?”

“That’s what TaeTae made it sound like.”

“Okay. Sorry, I haven’t been keeping up as well as I should, and I’m sorry to be worrying you too. Everything is going to be alright, Kookie.”

Oh, that definitely helps. Hearing Jimin say that things are going to be okay has the swirling mass of anxiety in Jungkook’s stomach finally beginning to calm down. Maybe hearing it again would be better?

“You’re sure, hyung?”

“Yeah, baby. I’m absolutely certain that everything is going to be okay. The others will be home tomorrow and they’re all going to be so excited to see you. And then hopefully I start feeling better too.”

“If not, you’re going to the doctor,” Jungkook says, feeling lighter than he has all morning. “Promise me.”

“I promise, Kookie.”

“Alright. I… suppose I should let you get some rest. Thank you for talking to me, hyung.”

“Of course. I–” Jimin cuts himself off with something that sounds almost like a sob but quickly turns to a cough. “Shit, sorry.” He pulls the phone away and lets out a couple more muffled coughs. “I’m really looking forward to seeing you too, baby. I miss you a lot.”

“I miss you too. Make a cup of tea if you keep coughing like that, please. It sounded bad.”

“I’m okay,” Jimin answers, voice still a little high and tense. “You get some rest later too, okay? Talk to you tomorrow? Can we call then too?”

Jimin wants to call again?

Okay. Hearing that definitely helps too.

“Tomorrow sounds good. Love you, hyung.”

“Love you too.”

This time when Jungkook hangs up, he feels a lot better. Jimin definitely doesn’t sound good, but knowing that he’s sure that everything is going to be okay helps – and that the rest of the pack will be home by morning too. All Jungkook has to do is get through tonight and the early part of tomorrow, and then things will start getting back to normal.

He closes down the live feed, feeling just the tiniest little bit of regret that he didn’t ask Jimin to turn on the bedroom camera. Watching him sleep would have helped, but it’s okay. Now that some of his anxiety is settled, Jungkook is determined to handle the rest without bothering anyone else.

*******

Tonight is the night.

Jimin’s cramps are still strong, but he’ll work through them if it’s the last thing he does. He’s answered so many text messages from Jihoon today that he feels like he’s run through this plan a hundred times.

A fresh burner phone was dropped in a small box just outside the apartment this morning (confirmation that Jihoon absolutely does know where Jimin lives – not like that was ever really in question). As soon as Jimin has started his patrol inside tonight, he’ll send a text from that phone, get a confirmation back, then position himself somewhere out of the way for when the assault starts.

Jihoon is planning to make it look like they’re going for another brute force attack, then have Jimin make his move during the chaos. It’ll be messy, but Jimin has already picked out his exit route, backup route, and a third option just to be safe. All of them take him to higher ground. Patrols are light on the second floor of the main building, so getting out one of the windows there will make him less likely to be discovered, and give him a better vantage point of what’s going on outside.

There’s apparently a small network of underground passages between the buildings, but Jimin doesn’t want to chance running into someone down there. His exit needs to be quick so he can get home and be done with this.

He’s never suppressing one of his heats again.

This is the worst the side effects have ever been and he knows he’s making it more awful by barely sleeping and forgetting to eat – but he doesn’t know what else to do. The cramps are still strong enough that they wake him before his afternoon alarm, leaving him clutching his pillow and crying into it while he waits for the wave to pass.

Even once he’s out of the little closet nest he’s been sleeping in for the last two days (the small dark space just feels safer), his head pounds in agonizing thuds and every step he takes feels heavy. He only makes it halfway to the bathroom before he doubles over and lets out a sob, his body reminding him for the billionth time that he is in heat and his mates are nowhere to be seen. As hard as he tried to ignore it, the sound of Jungkook’s voice earlier only left Jimin aching more.

He needs to see them. He needs to explain that everything turned bad so fast he didn’t know what to do, that he made a mess of everything, but he still needs them to be here so he can feel okay again, or–

Jimin forces himself to take a breath before he works himself up to tears again.

One more night. He can make it one more night.

He promised Jungkook that things were going to be okay, so he needs to make sure they are. Just one last night and then there will be no more lies and no more worrying his mate.

He can fix this.

~~

Before Jimin’s shift starts, he takes the last pill that he stole from Yoongi’s stash. Yesterday, the pain of his cramps was more than enough to keep him awake, but he needs to be sharp tonight. It doesn’t do anything to help with the lightheadedness that he feels every time he stands up too fast, or the way his heart flutters randomly in his chest, but it’ll at least keep him awake and alert. He forces himself to eat a granola bar and drink a glass of water, then checks his phone one more time (no messages, thankfully) before leaving it on the kitchen counter and grabbing the new burner phone from Jihoon.

That familiar numbness has settled over him by the time he reaches the Guo estate. It doesn’t feel good necessarily, but compared to the way his body was screaming out for its mates and a nest just minutes before, he’ll take it.

The lady at the front greets him with a wave and buzzes him through the front gate without comment. Unfortunately, he’s not quite so lucky once he reaches the main building and goes to clock in.

Insu is there chatting with one of the other workers, though his attention turns to Jimin the second he walks into the room. “Minjae-ssi, you look much better today. How are you feeling?”

The undercover part of this is so not Jimin’s style at all. He’d much rather be in and out of a place without speaking to anyone (preferably without even being seen), but he does his best to just keep playing it cool.

“A lot better. Rest did me good.”

“I’m glad to hear it. You really are a hard worker – showing up yesterday even though you looked like death. Next time, you can call in, okay?”

Jimin nods. “I probably will. Just didn’t want to miss a day in my first week and make a bad impression, you know?”

That answer seems to please Insu, who claps a hand on Jimin’s shoulder as he heads toward the exit. (Anyone but Jimin’s mates touching him right now feels awful, but he forces himself to stand still and smile.) “You’ve done great. I won’t keep you any longer though. I’ve got one more round and then I’m out of here for the night.”

Oh. That’s really good news.

Insu definitely knows ‘Lim Minjae’ the best of anyone here, which means he poses the biggest risk. The rest of the guys mostly keep to themselves and their patrols, so if Insu is gone, Jimin’s approach will be even easier once things kick off.

He doesn’t let the relief show on his face, just mutters a quick goodbye and waves Insu off, telling him to have fun. It’s almost hard to believe something is finally going right after the last several days feeling like a never ending slog. His grades might take a hit, considering he’s barely been half awake through most of his exams, but he can worry about that later.

Once he’s clocked in and settled into his patrol route, he goes to pull out the burner phone in his pocket, only to be hit with a wave of lightheadedness that has black spots swimming in his vision. Almost immediately, his heart starts pounding hard and fast in his chest like he’s been sprinting.

Thankfully the section of hallway he’s in is deserted, so he’s able to slump against a nearby wall, squeezing his eyes shut and doing his best to take long, deep breaths. He brings one shaking hand to rest over his abdomen, forcing himself to focus on the cramps still making him nearly nauseous with pain.

Keep it together. Only a few more hours.

When the black spots finally leave his vision, he forces himself to keep walking while his heart tries to slow down. After one full lap around the first floor, he feels about as close to normal as he’s likely to get, a thin layer of sweat settling across his entire body.

Gotta hurry.

Again, he reaches for the little burner phone in his pocket, this time pulling it out without incident.

[Jimin to Jihoon]

[Jimin]: In position

[Jihoon]: Moving. ETA 8 minutes.

*******

Hoseok is busy, but he isn’t stupid.

Poor Jungkookie is struggling, even after their cuddle sessions the last couple of nights. Part of him considers calling off his job completely so that he can look after the omega, but when he goes to check in with him before leaving for the evening, Jungkook looks happier than he’s been in the last two days.

The omega is currently studying, textbooks open in front of him on the dining room table and what looks like more reference materials up on his laptop screen. His scent isn’t quite at baseline, but it’s a far cry from the sour, muted mess it’s been since he got back to Seoul.

“Hey, baby,” Hoseok says, announcing his presence as he walks up behind Jungkook and wraps his arms around him, chin resting on the omega’s shoulder. “You smell better. How are you feeling?”

“Not as bad,” Jungkook says, going quiet for a few seconds before adding, “I talked to Jiminie.”

“He feeling better?”

“No, but… Everyone is coming back tomorrow, and hearing him tell me everything is going to be okay definitely helped.”

That catches Hoseok’s attention. So far all his inquiries about what’s bothering Jungkook have been answered with statements about missing everyone and not liking that they’re all so far apart right now. Of course he’s mentioned being sad that Jiminie is sick, but this sounds like something else.

“Did you think it wasn’t going to be okay?” Hoseok asks, giving Jungkook a little squeeze. “If something’s bothering you, we–”

“It’s okay. I was just being paranoid.”

“Do you wanna talk about it?”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Jungkook leans his head against Hoseok’s. “Maybe later. You have to go, don’t you? Are you gonna steal the elephant tonight?”

“If a good opportunity comes up, I was planning to. But if you need me to stay with you, I will, baby. I know this has been hard for you, and I’m sorry I’ve been gone so much too.”

“It’s not your fault, and I don’t want you to stay tonight. Your parents don’t deserve to finish this job, hyung. Besides, TaeTae says they’re getting on their plane soon. I wanna finish up this homework, write my last paper, and then go to bed.”

Hoseok lets out a laugh. “Think you’re gonna sleep all the way until they get home, Jungkookie?”

“Nah, but I can wait a few hours in the morning. I don’t mind – just like I don’t mind being alone tonight. Go show your parents how bad they screwed up by losing you, Hobi-hyung.”

“Alright. Kiss first?”

“Kiss first.”

~~

Hoseok has made his way inside the main building a few more times by this point, mostly to escort the same old man into the library for various books (he’s apparently taken a shine to Hoseok). There hasn’t been a good opportunity to swipe the jade elephant yet, but he’s been working on his escape plan anyway. The tunnels that run under a few of the buildings should provide an easy exit, and he’s confident in his ability to play off his presence down there as either a genuine order, or simple confusion if need be.

His shift starts out mostly uneventful. The same boring patrols as every night so far, with no hint of anyone pulling him away for an escort just yet. As his second round of patrols ends and he prepares to stand guard at the entrance of the main building, he starts to think that maybe it’s time to try and create an opportunity of his own. It’s not like he doesn’t know the place by this point. He could pull a fire alarm, or maybe look for a way to drop some sort of distraction in one of the other buildings…

It would be a shame to leave Jungkookie at home just to stand around making no progress at all.

It’s as he’s debating making some sort of move that the first of the strange noises filter over to where he stands outside in the cool night air. There’s a sort of loud pop sound from the south, followed by a long, metallic whine – almost like the metal fencing around the property is being strained.

Hoseok makes an effort to keep still, letting the other man standing guard with him perk up first.

“Hey,” the guy says, putting his phone away for the first time in the last half-hour. “Did you hear that?”

“What did you hear?” Hoseok asks, making sure his tone is curious and a little confused.

“That sound, like something… You really didn’t hear it?”

“No, I’m not sure what you’re–”

Their conversation is cut short by a much louder crashing sound from the south side of the property, then another just after that. Within seconds, an alarm starts blaring all around the compound, and the sound of yelling from the south and the other buildings begins to fill the air.

Both their radios go off at the same time, a little static crackle followed by a woman’s panicked voice. “They’ve breached the south wall! There’s three vehicles? Maybe four? One of them hit Hyunjae-ssi! He’s bleeding and I– God, he might be dead… We need backup now! Everyone move!”

This is his chance. Time to make it happen.

The man standing there next to Hoseok looks terrified, completely frozen in silence for a moment before the front door opens behind them and a crowd starts pouring out to go help. People are shouting directions left and right, calls for aid mixed with instructions for securing the Guo family and informing police.

There won't be much time before the authorities show up – not when they’re in such a central part of the city. Luckily, Hoseok has always been quick on his feet.

He follows the smaller group of people heading toward the actual family homes, running along the roads and sidewalks that connect all of the locations in the compound. Hoseok takes note of how a few of them split off at each house, waiting for his moment and then falling toward the back of the group so no one notices when he darts off toward a dark little shed outside of one of the houses. He shuts off his radio as he moves. The last thing he needs is for it to give him away when he’s trying to stay hidden.

Once he’s alone, it’s simply a matter of weaving a path back toward the main building without being spotted looking suspicious. A mixture of sticking to the shadows and repeating a panicked, “Yes sir, on my way sir,” into his (still powered off) radio as he moves across any open areas is enough that nobody bothers stopping to look at him.

As he slips into one of the side doors to the main building, he can still hear footsteps echoing further down the halls as people scramble to get out to the action. It’s a good strategy, considering the number of employees working here and the proximity of the police. All they need to do is use overwhelming numbers to hold off the thieves for maybe fifteen minutes, and then they’ll have reinforcements.

Luckily, Hoseok intends to be finished in far less time than that.

He doesn’t wait for the sound of chaos to go away, instead simply continuing down the halls toward the library as though he belongs there.

There’s several terrified looking men (though most of them can’t be much older than eighteen) along his path, some tucking themselves into corners and others just standing frozen in the hallways. It’s not surprising with how many new recruits they’ve taken on. Hiring a bunch of random kids fresh out of high school and expecting every one of them to lay down their lives for a job is unrealistic – which is probably why they hired so many.

Either way, the ones hiding inside are far more interested in avoiding Hoseok’s gaze than they are in keeping the place secure.

The library isn’t quite as deserted. Hoseok peers in through one of the arched entrances and spots two men patrolling the perimeter. Taking out both of them will burn precious minutes that he doesn’t have to waste, so he’ll need to get them out of here some other way…

He glances around him for an idea and spots a heavy looking pot just to the side of one of the display cases lining the halls. It’s full of dried flowers, so there’s no actual dirt inside of it.

Perfect.

Hoseok empties the pot and carries it to the end of the hall, peering around to make sure he isn’t seen, and then picks it up and throws it as hard as he can at a line of glass display cases. The resulting crash is loud, and he quickly doubles back down the hall to the archway he was looking in before.

Both men are gone when he peers inside this time. He can just make out the figure of one of them running out of the room to go investigate.

Now or never. No time to hesitate.

Quick and careful, Hoseok weaves his way between bookshelves, eyes darting toward every corner of the room where someone might be hiding, but there’s no other guards on duty. After a few tense seconds, he makes it to the display case he’s looking for, eyes landing on the pale form of the jade elephant sitting proudly atop a red and gold handkerchief. Smashing the case might be the quickest way to get in, but he can’t risk drawing attention back here too fast.

Instead, he reaches into his pocket for his tool kit and pulls out a small glass cutter. He works as fast as he can, scoring the top of the case in a square pattern using the tool, then shoving it back into his pocket and applying pressure against the glass with both hands. As soon as one side pops loose, he presses his hand into the gap and does his best to soften the fall as the other side of the square breaks free as well.

It’s not perfectly silent, but the glass doesn’t shatter.

Heart racing, Hoseok sets the piece of glass off to the side, takes hold of the elephant, and pulls it free of the case. It’s too big to fit comfortably in his pants pocket, but he has a wider and more sturdy hidden one sewn along the inside of his jacket. Already turning to make his exit, he shoves the jade elephant into the hidden pocket, taking comfort in the weight of it sitting against his side.

His closest exit to the tunnels is down a few hallways, but that’s no trouble at all. He simply pulls his radio back out and holds it up near his face, prepared to begin yelling into it at a moment’s notice so that he looks busy.

There are still a couple of people in the halls, but none of them pay Hoseok any mind as he walks out, speaking into his radio in clipped sentences about heading out to secure the east wall. One guy who Hoseok is sure he’s seen before even nods as they cross paths, each of them walking quickly in opposite directions.

It’s almost shocking how often confidently looking like you’re supposed to be somewhere fools everyone. Appearing busy never hurts either, so Hoseok keeps his brows furrowed and his pace quick as he rounds the last corner and uses a door marked ‘Entrance M-3’ to descend down a short flight of stairs into the relatively small network of underground tunnels.

They’ll have noticed the missing jade elephant by now, but Hoseok resists the temptation to turn on his radio.

The tunnels themselves are well lit and relatively narrow – only really wide enough for two people to pass one another at a comfortable distance. They connect a few key buildings, as well as the Guo family’s underground panic room.

By a stroke of luck, this section appears almost entirely deserted.

Hoseok can hear footsteps coming from a couple of the branches he passes, but doesn’t bother to look down the other halls. He can’t afford to look suspicious, and nervously glancing down hallways could give someone the wrong idea. As soon as he can, he exits out into the most north-eastern house in the compound.

The door at the top of the small stairway of his exit dumps him out into the foyer of a dark house, and Hoseok breathes a sigh of relief once he’s sure it’s empty. Either the inhabitants were never home tonight, or they’ve already been evacuated. One less thing to worry about.

Actually exiting the compound is relatively simple. The security is much more aimed at keeping people out than holding anyone inside, and Hoseok picked his preferred path days ago. There are several large trees dotted around the estate, and more than one with branches that stretch out over the fence surrounding the entire compound.

He might prefer to keep his feet on the ground most of the time, but climbing trees is way less intimidating than scaling buildings. All it takes is a little bit of careful darting across the lawn, a quick climb along several sturdy branches, and one leap of faith over the fence. It’s about a twelve foot drop, but Hoseok manages to land it just fine, the comforting weight of the jade elephant still securely in his jacket pocket.

From there, he’s free to dart off and get lost in the faceless late night crowds of Seoul.

Mission accomplished.

For the first time in what seems like ages, he feels the rush that comes from executing a job well. Maybe some of it is just the smug satisfaction of knowing that his parents won’t get their victory, but he refuses to give them all the credit. He put in the work for this job. He deserves to enjoy the feeling of it playing out so perfectly.

*******

By the time Jimin’s radio starts blaring about a breach in the south wall, he’s already on his way to the library.

Unfortunately, before he can manage to slip inside and find a good hiding place, a group of people rushing outside turn the corner and he ends up swept along with them. The leader of the small band of fifteen or so men keeps talking about grabbing everyone they can see and making their sheer numbers work for them, so they’re eager to absorb Jimin into their group.

Unfortunate, but not the end of the world.

He should have some time before the police arrive and things get messy, so he just needs to find a way to ditch the group before then.

People are running wild through the building, all headed toward the front doors to go and provide backup outside. While it might be easy to get lost in the crowd, it still makes it difficult for Jimin to find a deserted hallway to slip into. Damn it. He should have picked a place to lay low before texting Jihoon.

It’s only as they begin to near the front door that he finds his opening.

The group funnels through the hall just outside of the little employee room where he clocked in earlier. It’s dark inside, like it usually is when none of the indoor security team is using it – which should make it an ideal place to lay low. Jimin manages to fall to the back of the group, covertly switches off his radio, watches for a moment when everyone is distracted, then steps inside of the little break room and tucks himself into the furthest corner over by the fridge.

It takes a few minutes for the sounds of people running around to die down, and Jimin feels anxiety starting to build in his chest as the time ticks by. He has to move. Every minute he’s stuck here hiding in the dark is one minute less that he has to make this work, but if he gets caught out, it could delay him even more.

Even once the majority of the people make their way out of the building, Jimin can still hear two guys talking just outside of the dark little room he’s hiding in. The words are muffled, but he’s pretty sure they’re saying something about how they don’t wanna get mixed up in whatever is going on at the south wall. Honestly, it’s hard to tell over the sound of his own pulse thudding loud inside of his skull. He’s starting to feel lightheaded again too, like he’d topple over if he wasn’t leaning up against the wall.

Fuck. He can’t afford another dizzy spell. Not right now. Not when he’s so goddamn close to all of this being over and–

There’s a loud crashing sound like breaking glass, followed by a heavy thud in the direction of the library, and the noises have the two guys outside of the room going silent.

Eventually, one of them says, “Damn it! Follow me. We’ve gotta make sure none of the family are harmed, or we’ll be in deep shit.”

Jimin forces himself to take even breaths, letting the men get a head start and then forcing himself away from the wall and toward the hallway. His vision swims briefly, but eventually comes into focus as he stares down a completely deserted hall.

This is his chance. He has to move.

He takes a slightly roundabout path, doing his best to move silently and completely avoid the area that the loud crashing sound came from. The source of that sound is a mystery, but it definitely saved him from losing even more time inside of that dark little room, so he’s grateful for whoever screwed up and managed to break a display case.

The library is within sight now. Jimin’s body protests with every step he takes, but he doesn’t let that stop him from slipping unseen into the room and weaving between the shelves. He scans for guards, but there’s nobody else in the room. Everyone must have been drawn to the loud crash out in the other hall.

Finally, some good luck. All he needs to do is get in, get the elephant, then follow his escape plan up to the second floor, and–

It’s not there.

The elephant isn’t in its place.

Jimin’s heart feels like it’s in his throat as he approaches the long display case to see a little square of glass removed from the top, and the red and gold handkerchief the elephant was sitting on just minutes ago completely goddamn empty.

Someone else took it? Who? Maybe one of Jihoon’s guys could have– No, that doesn’t make any sense. Why would they bother with him if they were just gonna steal it themselves? It has to have been someone else!

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Panic hitting him in full force now, Jimin heads for the second floor on autopilot, barely even focusing on the world around him. All he can think about is finding some way to fix this. Maybe he can catch a glimpse of the thief if he hurries, or at the very least flee the scene so he can go find Jungkook and make sure that he stays safe.

As soon as he makes it to the second floor, he rushes to the nearest window and desperately scans the property, eyes drawing to all the dark places a thief might try to hide. There’s nothing in the shadowy spaces between buildings, the darker parts of the yard – anywhere – but he can’t give up yet.

He darts down the hall to look for another vantage point. The second floor is blessedly deserted, full of only empty display cases and various boxes and bags stacked along the walls. He doesn’t spot anything at the next window, or the one after that, panic keeping him moving even though despair is quickly beginning to take over.

Finally, at the fifth window he looks out of, he spots something in the distance. It’s a shadowy figure darting through the darkness toward a tree near the large fence surrounding the compound.

That must be the thief.

It’s hard to say why he’s so completely certain, but something in Jimin knows that this is his only chance. He can map out a relatively secured path toward the thief – and even if someone does catch him, it’s not like he has anything incriminating on him. Without pausing for even a moment, he slides the window open, pulls out a length of rope from his pants pocket, secures it to the leg of one of the heavier display cabinets, and immediately starts sliding down.

There’s no tiered roof on this side of the building to slow his fall. He moves fast enough that the rope burns his hands and his ankles ache as he hits the ground, but there’s no time to think about that right now.

Jimin sprints across the lawn, not paying any mind to whether or not he’s attracting attention. His eyes are locked on that tall tree, and he spots a flick of motion that begins on one of the branches and disappears behind the fence.

Damn it, they’re getting away!

Somehow, Jimin forces himself to sprint faster, getting a running start toward the tree and leaping up toward the lowest branch. The rope burn on his palms screams out in pain as he grips it and the momentum swings his body forward once before he can pull himself up, but it barely ever registers in Jimin’s mind. Instead, he scrambles up the tree, climbing high enough to get himself over the fence and jumping down immediately.

He doesn’t quite stick the landing, crumpling briefly onto the ground before forcing himself to stand and looking around to see…

Nothing.

No sign of the thief. There are some people walking around, and definitely some commotion coming from the local bars as patrons wander in and out of them, smoking on the street or having loud drunken conversations. He scans for anyone who stands out in the crowd, but there’s nobody.

He lost it. All this work and it’s gone.

He has to warn Jungkook. It should be easy enough to find a cab if he just walks out to the main road.

The only problem is that after about thirty seconds of running, his legs give out from under him, dropping him to his knees barely a block from the Guo compound. He tries to stand back up, but his vision starts swimming with black again, a wave of nausea and pain wracking his body and leaving him shaking there on the cold hard ground, fighting to maintain consciousness.

Jungkook. He has to protect Jungkook.

With the last bit of energy he can muster, Jimin pulls out the burner phone, keys in Jungkook’s number, and sends a text.

[Unknown to Jungkook]

[Unknown]: Kookie don’t go anywhere without security PLEASE

~

He’s halfway through typing out an explanation when he realizes he could just fucking call – but before he can manage to find the button, his vision goes completely black and the world fades to nothing.

Notes:

This marks the end of our downward slide with no end in sight! Next week, the rest of the pack will return and begin to unravel the mess of everything that's happened while they were away.

See you there <3 :D

Chapter 158: Lost And Found

Notes:

This is where we finally start out upward climb. Still a little stressful, but we're getting our pack back together and beginning the process of mending <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook wakes up feeling better than he has for the last few days. Hobi-hyung is spooned up against his back, which means the alpha must have come home sometime in the middle of the night.

No point in waking him up now.

After enjoying a few seconds of cuddling and the comfort of Hobi-hyung’s warm coffee scent, he decides he may as well get a start on his day. With any luck, the rest of the pack should be home in a few hours and then they can all spend some time together before Jungkook has to go to class.

After gently pulling himself free of Hoseok’s embrace, he heads straight for the bathroom to get cleaned up for the day. He doesn’t have a toothbrush in Hobi-hyung’s room yet, so he has to go down the hall. Normally he would work out before a shower, but today he’d rather do some tidying up around the house and maybe cook something nice for breakfast.

He’s ready for the day about twenty minutes later, and has to quickly walk back to Hobi-hyung’s room to grab his phone, checking his notifications on the way to the kitchen.

He has one missed message from Yoongi-hyung, and another from an unknown number.

[Yoongi to Jungkook]

[Yoongi]: Hey I’m curious about something. How often do lights burn out in your apartment building? I noticed that the one just outside your apartment was out the other night when I was talking to Min-ah and I think it just has me paranoid.

[Yoongi]: No rush to respond. Reception is gonna be spotty on the plane and I might just head there after we land to check up on things. Either way I’ll see you soon baby.

~

Did the light burn out again? There’s no way. Maybe Yoongi-hyung means before Jungkook fixed the bulb outside the apartment? But if not…

Jungkook immediately detours to the dining room so he can check on the live feed, powering on his computer before checking on the other message he got while he was asleep.

[Unknown to Jungkook]

[Unknown]: Kookie don’t go anywhere without security PLEASE

~

Oh god.

Nobody calls him ‘Kookie’ except for Jimin, but why would he be texting from an unknown number? Maybe it’s somebody else? Possibly someone they used to know in Busan? But then why would they text that without saying anything else?

Either way, he might be panicking a little bit now. He dials the unknown number immediately, but it just goes straight to an automated message prompting him to leave a voicemail.

Okay. Stay calm.

Jungkook dials Jimin’s number and holds the phone up with his shoulder as he logs into his computer and opens the live feed of their apartment. Every unanswered ring of Jimin’s phone has more anxiety brewing in his belly, and it’s only magnified when the video feed loads and he can actually see Jimin’s phone ringing on the kitchen table.

There’s no way he forgot it twice, right? Or maybe he’s in the shower? Something about that doesn’t sit right, and Jungkook doesn’t feel like taking any chances right now. With everything else that’s happened, he doesn’t give a damn if he gets sick anymore. He’s going to the apartment. If Jimin doesn’t want him there, then they’re going to have to fight about it, because he’s not waiting another moment to see his mate.

Within less than a minute, he’s out the front door. He doesn’t bother with anything but his phone, leaving his laptop on the table and his coat on the hook, then running down toward the front gate to ask for a ride.

Hyungwon is sitting at the main security booth when Jungkook bursts inside of the office, his gaze sharpening the second he sees Jungkook looking panicked. “Good morning, Jungkook-ssi. What’s wrong?”

“I need a ride to the apartment – like right now. Is there anyone here who can take me?”

“Is everything okay?” Hyungwon asks, standing up from his chair and stepping closer to Jungkook. “If this is an emergency of some sort, I need to know.”

“I’m not sure. Everything has just been really weird and I got a strange message and Jiminie isn’t picking up his phone, so–”

“Alright, I’ll get my keys and call someone else to watch the gate. Give me one minute, Jungkook-ssi. If you’d like to go get in the car, I’ll be just behind you.”

Unwilling to stand still, Jungkook heads back out of the office and calls Jimin’s phone again.

It’s still ringing by the time Hyungwon steps out the door and ushers Jungkook toward one of their large black SUVs. As soon as Jimin’s voicemail message triggers, Jungkook hangs up and dials again, climbing into the passenger seat of the vehicle while Hyungwon starts it up and pulls them out onto the road.

“ETA twenty-five minutes – but I’m pretty sure I can do it in twenty.”

“Please do,” Jungkook says, cursing when Jimin’s voicemail message triggers again. He had better be in the damn shower. If this isn’t all just one big misunderstanding that Jungkook is blowing way out of proportion, he isn’t sure what he’s going to do.

“Are you going to tell me what’s happening?” Hyungwon asks, skipping the freeway entrance and speeding along some of the quieter streets instead.

“It’s…” Jungkook trails off, staring down at his phone like Jimin might call back at any second. Everything has to be okay. It just has to. He’ll get to the apartment and wrap his sick, forgetful mate in the biggest hug of his–

“Jungkook-ssi,” Hyungwon says patiently. “I can’t help if you don’t tell me what’s wrong. Is everything okay with Jimin-ssi? Are you worried about the security of your apartment?”

Jungkook flounders for a moment, unsure of where to start, but then he decides to just talk. “I’ve been feeling weird about Jiminie being sick for a while. I sort of thought it was nothing and I was just being paranoid, but he keeps leaving his phone on the kitchen table and not answering it, then the light bulb just outside the apartment was loose so it was completely dark when I went to get my stuff, and now this morning I woke up to a weird message from an unknown number telling me not to go anywhere without security.”

“I see… In that case, I’m not letting you out of my sight. And I’m assuming Jimin-ssi isn’t picking up his phone?”

“No, I’ve…” Jungkook’s voice cracks and he forces himself to take a long, deep breath. “Sorry, I just need to make sure that I’m overreacting. I have to be.”

“Do you have reason to believe he’s not home? I mean, besides the unanswered calls?”

Does he?

As hard as Jungkook tries to come up with a concrete reason for why he’s so suspicious, he doesn’t really have one. This all just feels wrong somehow, almost like…

Like Busan. Like back when things were bad.

“Just a hunch,” Jungkook says, shaking his head. “Something seems off and I need to be sure.”

“Why don’t I call Wonho-ssi and ask if they saw him leave the apartment this morning? We can check his GPS location too. Would that help a little until we get there?”

“Probably. I… Should I call TaeTae? Or Namjoon-hyung, or–”

“I don’t think you’ll have much luck with that at the moment. There’s still a bit of time before their plane lands, so service might be spotty. You can definitely try though – and I’m sure they’ll be available soon.”

The last thing Jungkook wants to do is freak out the rest of the pack for nothing, so maybe the best thing to do right now is just let Hyungwon and Wonho check on things, then head up to the apartment to see for himself. He won’t be away from security for even a moment, and the team will make sure the rest of the pack knows as soon as they’re back.

Yeah. No need to panic anyone else.

“Okay, I’ll wait until we’ve checked. Let’s maybe ask Wonho-ssi if he’s seen anything?”

~~

The call to Wonho doesn’t yield much information. He confirms that Jimin got home yesterday at about the time Jungkook recalls from when he checked the video feed, and apparently Jimin hasn’t left since then. His phone is obviously still there, and his GPS tracker is also showing him as still being in the house.

It does a little to soothe Jungkook’s nerves, but every minute that passes without Jimin calling him back or answering one of his intermittent calls only makes him more anxious.

By the time they pull up to the apartment, Hyungwon has to reach out and take a handful of Jungkook’s shirt to keep him from running out of the vehicle before they’ve even fully stopped. “Apologies, Jungkook-ssi, but we need to do this together. If there is any threat to your safety, I can’t take chances. Just a moment. Let me get out first.”

Wonho meets them just outside the apartment building, and then they head for the elevator together. Hyungwon and Wonho are talking, but Jungkook doesn’t really register most of it. The only thing on his mind is his mate. Everything else is just background noise at this point.

As soon as the elevator doors open, Jungkook’s heart drops.

The light bulb in front of their door is out again.

He’s ready to run forward, but Hyungwon steps in front of him right away. “Stay between us, Jungkook-ssi,” he says, already beginning to lead the way down the hall. “You said the light bulb burnt out once before?”

“Not burnt out. Just a little too loose.”

“Shit,” Wonho mutters. “I should have noticed.”

“Process that later, dear,” Hyungwon says, reaching up for the light as they near the door. He’s nearly tall enough to reach it, fingertips just barely brushing the bulb. “One of you give me a boost?”

Wonho doesn’t hesitate, dropping down to one knee so Hyungwon can use his other one as a step. It barely takes more than a touch for the light bulb to make contact again and turn on.

Hyungwon shakes his head as he steps down, reaching into his jacket to pull out a gun. “Alright, we’re treating this completely seriously at this point. I’ll clear the apartment and you two are going to stay right here. Put a call in to Shownu so he can get the others mobilized.”

Jungkook can’t do anything but nod, desperate for them to just open the damn door already and get moving. He knows he needs to try and keep a level head, but if something’s happened to Jimin…

He watches as Hyungwon unlocks the door, then passes Jungkook back his keys with a silent nod. Wonho stays right there in the doorway with Jungkook as Hyungwon steps into the apartment, his gun drawn and ready as he begins clearing it room by room. The shower definitely isn’t running, and the whole place still smells like that same odd mix of sour and sweet that it did days ago. There’s very few dishes on the counter, but it doesn’t look like they’ve really moved since the other day either.

“It’s empty!” Hyungwon yells from back in the bedroom. “You can come in!”

That’s all Jungkook needs to hear, immediately jogging into the apartment and back to the bedroom. It’s a mess – even worse than the other day. There are more clothes scattered across the floor, the bedside trash can is nearly overflowing with tissues, and the vague shape of a nest atop the bed is essentially lost. In fact, most of the blankets are simply gone from the bed. They weren’t in the living room either, so…

Oh no.

Jungkook turns his head to peer toward the closet, feeling tears burning in his eyes at the sight of a pile of blankets on the floor inside. This isn’t good. Neither of them stress nest in small spaces unless things are really bad, and he’s pretty sure that being sick and having finals isn’t enough to push Jimin over that edge.

For a moment, he stands frozen in place. Hyungwon and Wonho are investigating around him, but the only thing Jungkook can think to do is pull out his phone. His call to Taehyung just goes straight to voicemail, so he begins typing out a text instead.

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: hyung are you home yet

[JK]: please tell me youve landed

*******

Taehyung wakes up just as their plane is preparing to land. All four of them have tried to get as much sleep as they possibly can on the flight, and the super spotty cell service luckily means that even Namjoon-hyung has to take a break. The majority of their jobs are done, but he was still tying up loose ends in the airport before they left. Yoongi-hyung had no problem passing out, and Tae got to see Namjoon-hyung finally close his eyes before sleep took him as well. Now as he looks around, he can see Jin-hyung apparently managed to fall asleep at some point too.

Good. Plenty of rest for all of them.

They’re going to need it for the intense cuddle pile Taehyung has been planning ever since that slightly worrying texting session with Jungkook. He has diligently kept the secret, mostly because Jungkook asked him to, although it doesn’t hurt that it keeps Namjoon from being even more anxious about being away from home.

This trip has definitely opened the door for them to talk about working less. Namjoon-hyung only mentioned his regret about taking all of these jobs a couple of times, but Tae knows what it looks like when his alpha is hurting and needs to go home – and he’s definitely there. Some proper cuddles will do them all good. They can figure out how to bridge the topic of working less after that.

The others begin to wake over the next couple of minutes as their plane prepares to land – and then all at once their phones start to go off with notifications.

The first thing Taehyung sees are some texts that have his stomach dropping – as well as missed calls from the security team.

[Jungkook to Taehyung]

[JK]: hyung are you home yet

[JK]: please tell me youve landed

~

Taehyung is immediately on edge, and it looks like Namjoon-hyung is too, judging by the way he sits up straight in an instant and pulls out his phone. They both make eye contact seconds later, and Namjoon mutters a still half asleep, “Security team?”

“Yeah, me too,” Tae agrees. “I’ve also got a text from Jungkookie, and he sounds worried. I call him and you call security?”

Namjoon nods and they both begin dialing.

The phone barely rings once before Jungkook picks up with a panicked, “Hyung, are you home?”

“We’re landing right now, baby. What’s wrong?”

“Jiminie is missing. He’s supposed to be home and sick, but he’s not here – and Hyungwon-ssi has already called Onyx Heights to make sure he isn’t working. I don’t know what to do.”

Shit. Okay, they’re in full crisis mode.

“Right now I just need you to answer some questions for me, Jungkookie. Can you do that?”

There’s a little hiccup and a swallow from the other end, like Jungkook was in the middle of a cry even before they got on the phone. “Okay. I… I can do that. Whatever helps.”

“Thank you. Did you guys check his GPS location?”

“It says he’s here, but he’s not, hyung.”

“Is his school stuff missing?”

“No, it’s all still in the apartment – and he doesn’t have class until this afternoon.”

Fuck. All Taehyung can think about is Jungkook texting him yesterday and how he let it go and didn’t really think too much of it beyond worrying about Jungkook feeling lonely. He should have pressed to talk more, or broken his vow of secrecy and asked Yoongi-hyung to keep an eye on Jimin… But he’s going to have to unpack that later.

Right now, they have work to do.

“How about his phone?”

“It was left on the kitchen table. He hasn’t sent any messages since yesterday afternoon and I haven’t found anything weird on his cell.”

“Okay, baby. Tell me everything. What else happened? How did you know to come looking for him?”

Jungkook explains waking up to texts from Yoongi-hyung and a strange number telling him not to go anywhere without security. Tae can’t help but think it might be a burner phone – but why would Jimin be working right now? Or maybe he got into trouble and stole a phone from someone else? He could have been kidnapped, or–

There’s a lot of possibilities, and Taehyung can’t afford to let himself get bogged down in them. They need to get to work quickly, which means rushing home to the security office where they’ll have all their resources available. Then Yoongi-hyung can work with all his computers and they can have the best chance of figuring this out fast.

“Alright,” Tae says once Jungkook finishes explaining. “Our plane is literally landing right now. We’re heading straight back to the house so that we can use it as a base of operations. Do you think there’s more to find at the apartment, or do you want to meet us at the house instead?”

“I’ve been over the whole place a few times,” Jungkook says, voice still breathy with tears. “There’s nothing here.”

“Just meet us at home then, Jungkookie. Make sure you stay with Wonho and Hyungwon the whole time, okay? We’re taking that warning text you got completely seriously, so you aren’t going anywhere without security. Do you understand?”

“I do, hyung.”

“Perfect. We’ll see you at the house and get all of this figured out. We’re going to find him, baby – I promise.”

*******

Namjoon is panicking.

As soon as all their phones go off with messages from security, he knows something is wrong, but he expects it to be another theft, or maybe an injury at one of their sites – anything but one of their omegas being in danger and another one missing. Yoongi and Jin aren’t doing much better, both their scents gone sour with distress as they get off of their plane and Namjoon finally ends his phone call with Hyungwon.

Taehyung seems calm enough, but he’s always the most level headed during moments like this, even if he’s also anxious about their mates.

“Do they know anything?” Yoongi asks as all four of them quickly make their way out of the airport to the security vehicle Kihyun is waiting outside of. “Is there something I can do on our way home, or–”

“We’re getting on a video call as soon as we’re in the car,” Namjoon explains, trying to process everything Hyungwon told him over the phone. “Everyone get your bags in the back quickly so we can get back to the house and figure out our next move.”

“I’ve already got Wonho and Changkyun on the line,” Kihyun says. “Jooheon is on his way to Onyx Heights, and Shownu is looking around the college. Hoseok-ssi should be joining the call shortly as well.”

They pile into the back seats and Namjoon can immediately see Changkyun’s face on the little video screen that drops down from the roof of the car.

Before they’re all settled, the screen splits and Hoseok’s slightly panicked face appears on the other side, hair still messy from sleep but his eyes entirely focused. “Joonie,” he says immediately. “What do you guys know?”

“That’s where I’d like to start,” Namjoon says. “I’ll run through what Hyungwon-ssi told me, attempt to get us all on the same page, and then we need to figure out what we do next.” Namjoon is quick to list out all the facts he got from his conversation with Hyungwon, establishing a timeline of the morning and what has been checked so far, all of which Wonho and Changkyun agree with.

“How is the sweep of the apartment building going, Changkyun-ssi?” Hoseok asks.

“The apartment itself had nothing we could find, but–”

“You grabbed his phone and laptop, right?” Yoongi interrupts.

“We did. They’re with Jungkook-ssi, so you should be able to look at them as soon as you’re home. As for the rest of the building, we’re still searching.”

“Any leads on how he got out without security noticing?” Namjoon asks, unable to keep the tension out of his voice. “We’re supposed to have eyes on all the entrances.”

Wonho takes the phone from Changkyun, bringing his own worried looking face into frame. “We do have both eyes and cameras on the building entrances. I’ve got the guys at our office going over the footage to make sure we didn’t miss something, but I really don’t think we did. However Jimin-ssi got out of the building, I don’t think it was through the doors. We’re looking for another possible exit right now.”

“Find it,” Namjoon orders, unwilling to accept anything less than answers at this point.

“I will. I promise you, Namjoon-ssi.”

Changkyun takes the phone back after that, his face coming into view once more with the familiar walls of Jimin and Jungkook’s apartment building moving behind him as he walks. “We’re working from the bottom up looking for other routes out of the building. We’ll call you when we find anything, unless there’s more you have to ask us now?”

“No, go ahead. We’re nearly home, so we’ll get a hold of the others and see what they’ve found.”

As soon as the call disconnects, Jin turns his attention to Yoongi and asks, “Do you think you’ll be able to find something on his devices?”

“Hard to say. Maybe he was talking with someone? Or he could have searched something that might give us some clues.” Yoongi looks out the window as they approach the front gate and security offices of their home. “Looks like we beat the others back.”

“They’re just a minute or two behind us,” Kihyun says from the driver’s seat. “We shouldn't have to wait long before– Oh, it looks like Minhyuk has something.”

One look on the window reveals Minhyuk standing just outside the security office, waving them in. Namjoon unbuckles his seat belt and rushes to get out of the car, the rest of his pack following suit immediately. Kihyun lets them get out, then drives the vehicle in through the open gate to park it.

“What have you got?” Namjoon asks.

“I’m not entirely sure, Namjoon-ssi.” Minhyuk looks slightly confused, clutching what looks like a small book or maybe a DVD at his side, though he passes it to Namjoon after a moment. “This was in the mailbox when I went to check just a minute ago.”

“What is it?” Taehyung asks, drawing in close.

It’s definitely a DVD case, though the cover is a low quality printout of what looks like a screenshot from a really low resolution video. The front cover is just a shot of a wooden door, while the back is little more than a plain white background with the words ‘Performance Of A Lifetime’ typed in a large, bold font. Namjoon tilts his head in confusion, opening it up to see nothing inside but an unmarked disc.

Just as he’s about to insist they find somewhere to watch it, his phone rings. Shownu.

Namjoon picks the call up on speaker, simply asking, “Have you found something?”

“Possibly. I’m speaking to a woman at the front desk, and she said they received a strange DVD with a sticky note on it that says Jimin-ssi’s name.”

“Do you have it?” Jin asks.

“I do. It has–”

“Door on one side? Text on the back?”

“That’s right. Did you receive the same thing?”

“Yes, a copy came to the house. We can worry about playing it here to figure out what’s on it,” Yoongi says. “Have you found anything else?”

As Shownu starts to explain that he hasn’t found anything on the college campus, Namjoon sees another of their security vehicles round the corner with Hyungwon and Jungkook inside. One look at his omega’s tear stained face has Namjoon passing his phone off to Taehyung and running up to meet them.

Jungkook leaps out of the vehicle the second it stops at the gate, practically falling into Namjoon’s arms. “Hyung, did you guys find something? I looked over the whole apartment, but I–” There’s a strong wave of bitter orange as he cuts himself off in an instant, body freezing in Namjoon’s arms. When he speaks again, it’s barely above a whisper. “How– Where did you get that?”

It takes Namjoon a second to realize the DVD is still clutched in his hand. He steps back a few inches and holds it out toward Jungkook. “You mean this? It was in the mailbox.”

In an instant, Jungkook snatches the plastic case away from Namjoon, staring down at it like he’s seen a ghost. “No… No no no. This can’t be happening,” he whispers, squeezing his eyes shut while the strong scent of bitter citrus continues to roll off of him in nearly choking waves.

“Baby, do you know what it is? We were just going to find a way to watch it, so–”

“You can’t watch it!” Jungkook yells, clutching the DVD to his chest as he starts breathing in quick, shallow motions. “You– This is– I…”

Everyone else comes rushing over at the sound of Jungkook’s outburst, crowding around the two of them within seconds.

“Hold on,” Taehyung says into the phone. “Something’s happening here.” He rushes up to Jungkook’s side, taking one look at the DVD clutched in his hands and the look of horrified disbelief on his face. “Jungkookie, if you know what this is, we need you to tell us, baby. Have you seen it before?”

“In Busan, I– We… This is the video,” Jungkook answers, voice cracking as tears fall from his eyes. “It’s the one from Jimin’s first heat, where… God damn it! I should have killed him when I had the chance, but if he’s back, then…” There’s a moment of silence as Jungkook holds the DVD in trembling hands, then looks up at Namjoon with wide eyes. “Why didn’t Jiminie say something? We talked. I asked how he was. I tried, and if he–”

“Darling,” Jin says, stepping in close and pulling Jungkook into his arms. “Let’s not jump to any conclusions until we’ve found him, alright? Come on. Let me take you inside.”

Jungkook allows Jin to lead him away toward the security building, but when Namjoon takes a step to follow, Taehyung grips the sleeve of his jacket to keep him in place.

Yoongi notices the two of them not moving, gaze snapping from Jungkook down to Taehyung’s grip on Namjoon. “Do you need me to stay too? I should look at Min-ah’s laptop as soon as I can.”

“Go ahead,” Taehyung says. “I just need a second alone with our pack alpha.”

That’s all Yoongi needs to hear before he takes off in pursuit of Jungkook and Jin.

As soon as they’re alone, Taehyung turns to face Namjoon, his expression serious. “Hyung, there’s a chance that whatever is on that tape isn’t exactly what Jungkookie thinks it is. It could be ransom demands made to look like that video, or something else entirely.”

It’s not a bad point. There’s no guarantee that the video is the same one that was used to destroy Jimin’s reputation before, but there’s only two people here in Seoul who would have any context for it looking like it is.

“We can explain that to him, but… I need you to think something through with me really quick.”

“Okay, shoot.”

“Let’s assume for a minute that this is definitely the same Jihoon that hurt Jimin before. The only people who are going to know what that DVD case means are Jimin and Jungkook, so what’s the point of leaving physical copies here and at the school when sending them digitally could be just as easy?”

“They might not trust their digital security,” Taehyung offers.

“Even then, why dress them up the same way they looked nearly a decade ago? And why was the sticky note on it just Jimin’s name, rather than addressing it to someone who might actually watch it?”

This time Taehyung pauses to think, eyes widening a little after a moment. “They’re actually for Jiminie. It’s a threat. Jihoon doesn’t have him.”

“Not guaranteed – but why blackmail someone who’s already under your control? This is meant to send a message, and I don’t think Kook-ah is the intended recipient.”

“We still need to be sure about what’s on the video.”

Namjoon gives a nod. “Agreed. Let’s go try to figure this out.”

*******

Seokjin is glad to see Hoseok already inside the security office’s meeting room when he leads Jungkook inside, Yoongi trailing just a few seconds behind them. Hoseok is still in his sleep shirt, though he apparently managed to grab a pair of jeans on his way out of the house, probably wanting to be prepared to run at a moment’s notice. He’s holding his phone up to his ear, clearly in the middle of a conversation.

“You’re saying it was left at the front desk?” When Hoseok notices the two of them, he pulls the phone away from his ear and taps the screen once. “You’re on speaker, Jooheon-ssi. Tell me where they left the DVD.”

“At the front desk. It was dropped off early this morning while the clerk was briefly away from her post. The covers are exactly as you describe, though this one has a sticky note on the front.”

“With Jimin-ah’s name on it?” Seokjin asks, guiding Jungkook into a chair – one of ten surrounding the large oval table in the center of the room.

“That’s right. Is it the same as the one that came to the house?” Jooheon asks.

“No note on this one,” Hoseok answers. “But there’s far less chance of confusion here.”

Jungkook is still crying, but it doesn’t stop him from looking at the phone in Hoseok’s hand and asking, “Did you find anything else at the hotel? Or in the lounge?”

“Nothing. He worked his shifts as expected and they haven’t seen him since his last one. The only odd thing here was the DVD.”

Hoseok shakes his head. “Damn it. Alright. Wrap up there and then meet back here with everyone else?”

“You got it.”

Namjoon and Taehyung walk in to join them at the table, with Kihyun and Minhyuk sitting down as well. As glad as Seokjin is to have most of them together, this isn’t really the time for much more than an approving nod in Hoseok’s direction.

“Anything new?” Namjoon asks.

“Another video at Onyx Heights,” Seokjin says. “Left at the front desk with a note on the front just like the one Shownu found.”

“With Jiminie’s name on it?” Taehyung asks, continuing once he sees the nod Hoseok gives him. “Okay. Here’s what me and Namjoon-hyung are thinking. Wherever Jiminie is, it’s not with Jihoon. This has to be a threat to make Jiminie do something – unless you think different Jungkookie. You’re the only one who might know if Jihoon would do all of this for no reason.”

“Last time it was retaliation, was it not?” Seokjin asks. “For Jimin leaving during his rut and attempting to break up with him?”

“Yeah. He never… He didn’t ask for anything then. I think he just wanted to do as much damage as possible, but now it’s hard to think he would do all of this for nothing.”

“Alright,” Yoongi says. “So if Min-ah isn’t with him, or with us, then where the hell is he?”

“He could be in hiding,” Kihyun suggests.

Jungkook immediately shakes his head. “He would have left me a sign – and he texted me last night from that weird number. It makes me feel like something went wrong.”

Their conversation is interrupted by another incoming call from Namjoon’s phone, and the alpha picks it up immediately, putting it on speaker. “Tell us what you found.”

“Is Jungkook-ssi there?” Wonho asks, the tension in his voice strong enough that it’s obvious he’s worried about something.

“I’m here, Wonho-ssi. What is it?”

“How comfortable is Jimin-ssi with heights?”

“Super comfortable,” Jungkook answers. “He can climb damn near anything. Why?”

“I think we may have found his exit. Is your seventh floor window usually locked somehow?”

After a second to think, Jungkook says, “I think so? I’m pretty sure that’s the one with the lock bar? Unless that’s on the eighth floor?”

“The eighth floor window doesn’t open, and the seventh was missing its lock bar. We found it down in the back alley, tucked behind the building’s trash bin.”

“Shit,” Yoongi mutters. “If he was trying to avoid being seen leaving, then… He really was up to something, wasn’t he?”

Taehyung nods. “Sounds that way. If you guys have finished your sweep of the apartment building, you can meet us back here. Shownu-ssi and Jooheon-ssi will be coming eventually too.”

“Understood,” Wonho says. “We’ll be on our way after making sure there’s no cameras nearby that we can leverage.”

As soon as the call disconnects, the rest of them are stuck in stunned silence for a few moments, likely all processing the fact that Jimin appears to have been involved in something. The possibility raises a lot of questions, and Seokjin can’t deny that his own mind is offering up a whole slew of scenarios.

“Okay,” Taehyung says. “Let’s not get too bogged down in the specifics of what exactly we think might have happened here. Instead, why don’t we work from the general assumption that Jimin left the building of his own free will, possibly to do something that Jihoon blackmailed him into. If he was coerced into doing something, how could it have gone wrong so that he can’t contact us?”

“If it was work of some sort…” Seokjin starts, trailing off for a moment as he discards the more terrifying thoughts his mind is conjuring. “He could have ended up in trouble with the law. That would mean calling around to local police stations.”

“That’s a start,” Minhyuk says. “What about something medical?”

Taehyung perks up at that. “Oh, that would account for him not contacting us too.”

“Sounds believable to me,” Yoongi says. “That means calling hospitals too, because he wouldn’t have any identification on him if he was working.”

“Believable?” Namjoon says, looking around at his mates with an almost suspicious expression. “This basically means we’re assuming he was cooperating with Jihoon in some way. What about him being sick? Isn’t it possible that this all came out of nowhere? Not that I don’t see any reason to think that – but him leaving the building of his own free will and leaving his phone behind isn’t a smoking gun. There could be something else at play here.”

Seokjin would be inclined to agree, but the glance that Taehyung and Jungkook share has him immediately suspicious, and the slightly nervous looks on Yoongi and Hoseok’s faces don’t bode well either.

In the end, it’s Jungkook who speaks up first, a fresh round of tears already forming in his eyes. “I… I thought there was something up for days, but I was convinced it was just because I was stressed, had been away from home for too long, and then got back to an almost completely empty house – like it was just making my brain not work because I missed everyone so much.”

A tear falls down Jungkook’s cheek as he blinks, and Seokjin is quick to lean in and brush it away, wrapping an arm around their maknae. “I’m so sorry we left you alone, darling.”

“I am too,” Namjoon says. “It’s my fault we were away for work, and I promise I will try to make amends for that – but can you tell us what you noticed about Jimin-ah?”

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jungkook says with a sniffle. “I know you didn’t mean to be gone so long, and I…” He trails off, shaking his head. “I started thinking something was weird the first night Jiminie didn’t pick up my calls, but his phone was just sitting out on the kitchen table, so I figured he was asleep and couldn’t hear it. When I got back from my trip and went to pick up the bag he packed for me, the light outside the apartment was just loose enough not to work, and the whole place smelled weird. If he was sick, that would have explained the scent being weird, and I felt terrible for thinking he might be lying for some reason, so I convinced myself it was fine, and– Damn it. I just wish I had said something to him. I knew something was wrong in my gut, but I assumed I was being paranoid.”

“That’s not just on you,” Yoongi says, shaking his head. “I didn’t say anything either.”

“I should have done more when I saw you struggling too, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says. “It was obvious you were upset, and I should have pushed harder.”

Seokjin can see the alarm bells going off in Namjoon’s head as he mutters a tense, “Excuse me?”

“I didn’t say anything either,” Taehyung admits.

“But I swore you to secrecy, hyung,” Jungkook says. “That’s not your fault.”

Oh, this is not good.

That appears to be all Namjoon can take, his scent going burnt enough to nearly make Seokjin’s eyes water as the alpha stands up and turns his attention toward security first. “Kihyun, Minhyuk, please give us a few moments of privacy? Start calling around to local hospitals, police stations – all of them.”

“Omega shelters too!” Taehyung adds.

Within seconds, their security team filters out of the room and Namjoon faces the rest of their mates with a frown and what might be the beginning of tears in his eyes. “Do you honestly mean to tell me that each of you thought that something was wrong, but not a single one of you thought that was worth sharing with me and Jin? I can’t believe– Actually, no. We will be talking about this later, but right now I want all of you to come clean with whatever you know. Once we find Jimin, we can worry about the rest, but what we need at this point is information.”

“Joon-ah,” Yoongi says. “It wasn’t–”

“Explain later,” Namjoon interrupts, his tone clipped and tense. “What did you notice?”

Yoongi glares for a moment, but the more important matter at hand has him caving almost straight away. “JK asked me to check on Min-ah that first night he didn’t answer his phone. I saw it on the kitchen table and assumed nothing was wrong when his GPS showed him being home too. The second time was… I saw him walk into the apartment the other night at nearly four in the morning and just kind of slide onto the ground with his back against the door. I texted to ask if he was okay and he said he was just nauseous and took the garbage out to get some fresh air.”

“That early?” Jungkook asks. “Did he have to work?”

“No. He said he just couldn’t sleep. I thought something felt off, especially since the light outside the apartment wasn’t working. So I asked him what garbage he even took out since the kitchen one looked like it hadn’t been touched. He said he emptied the bedroom one and I apologized for being suspicious and told him we both needed to sleep. I thought that was all it was, but that light being out was still bugging me when we got on our flight. I should have– It doesn’t matter right now.”

“Alright. Hoseok?” Namjoon says, voice still tight.

“I could just tell that something was up with Jungkookie. He was definitely struggling with everyone being gone, but it felt like more than that. I should have stayed home and asked for more details. Maybe I could have figured something out – went to see Jiminie last night before whatever happened, or something.”

Namjoon’s gaze doesn’t soften. He’s clearly more hurt than he wants to show right now, but Seokjin has to agree that this isn’t the time. As soon as they find Jimin and sort things out, they can worry about how they’re going to address this.

“Is that all, Hobi-yah?” Seokjin asks, trying to keep the discussion moving.

“Basically.”

“If there’s something else, I’d rather know about it now,” Namjoon says. “Please. I don’t care how small it is. Just talk.”

Hoseok frowns, looking off to the corner of the room with a slight tilt to his head, like he really doesn’t know if he has something to say. “It was probably just my imagination,” he eventually admits. “While I was working my job, I saw a flash of blonde hair. It was just for a second, but I thought… I don’t know. There’s no way it was him, which is why I’m pretty sure it’s not even worth mentioning. I checked the news this morning just to be sure, and nobody matching his description was taken from the property.”

After a moment of consideration, Namjoon nods. “Thank you for telling me – and for already confirming it wasn’t him. Taehyung?”

“That was my fault,” Jungkook says immediately. “I just needed a place to vent yesterday where I wouldn’t worry anyone, and TaeTae listened to me talk about it. He didn’t do anything wrong. I–”

“What did you tell him about, Kook-ah?”

“He told me he felt like something was off,” Taehyung says, still in that same level-headed tone he always has in a crisis. He’s not emotionally engaging yet, but that’s definitely for the best at this point – and Seokjin is sure that Namjoon knows by now that it has nothing to do with whether or not their omega actually feels bad. “He mentioned the light in the hallway being out, the scent in the apartment being off, and feeling bad for being suspicious. I told him to check in with Jiminie, and he ended the conversation after the two of them talked quick, even though he didn’t feel better. That’s all.”

“Does anyone have anything else they’re keeping secret?” Namjoon asks. “Now is the time to speak up if you do.”

There’s a few seconds of silence as they all glance around at each other, everyone shaking their heads and turning their gazes back toward Namjoon.

“What now?” Yoongi asks. “Do we just go start running down leads? I can see if there’s anything on the video that we can trace, and–”

Nobody is watching it,” Jungkook says, clutching the DVD to his chest. “I won’t let you.”

They all exchange a look, and Yoongi lets out a sigh, reaching over to one of the empty chairs next to him and grabbing Jimin’s laptop. “I’m at least getting started here then. I have to do something.”

Taehyung is the first to lean in closer to Jungkook, scooting his chair until they’re side by side and he can set a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder. “Baby, there’s a chance that the video isn’t exactly how you remember it. What if there’s something else on there?”

“If you guys see it… I… I don’t know what Jiminie will do.”

“But nothing on any video could change how much we love him. Not in a million years, Jungkookie.”

I know that, hyung – but I just… We have to try something else first. Give me a list of hospitals and I’ll start calling too while Yoongi-hyung tries to find something.”

Hoseok sits up a little straighter, mouth opening and then closing again as he looks at Jungkook with caution. After a moment of thought, he tries again and manages to speak. “Honey, I want to ask you something, because I genuinely don’t know the answer. It’s okay if it’s a ‘no’.”

“What is it?” Jungkook asks.

“Could you watch the video? Or is it something you can’t bear to see again?”

“Jungkook-ah is not watching it,” Namjoon says, shaking his head. “It’s not happening. We can’t put him through that again.”

“Alright,” Hoseok agrees, hands up in surrender. “I was just curious if it was an option, but–”

“Holy shit,” Yoongi interrupts, eyes gone wide as he stares at the screen of Jimin’s laptop.

“What is it?” Seokjin asks.

The alpha shakes his head, looking at Seokjin and then at Hoseok, mouth hanging slightly ajar. “Seok-ah,” he says, voice nearly shaking. “I don’t think you were imagining anything.”

That has Hoseok scooting in right away, his chair scraping against the floor as he shoves himself close enough to get a look at the laptop screen. His expression goes from shock to something like dread, eyes blinking several times over like it might change what’s on the screen.

“One of you say something,” Jungkook demands. “What did you find?”

“Searches for the thefts that Seok-ah was watching – the jade carvings. There’s also a search for the Guo estate.”

“He looked up how to get there from the apartment,” Hoseok says. “God damn it. He was after the same thing as I was!”

“But he wasn’t at the property,” Taehyung says. “You checked the news, and we know he didn’t come home, so where–”

This time, it’s the sound of Jungkook’s phone that ends up cutting their conversation off, the device buzzing on the table in front of him and the screen flashing an unknown number.

Jungkook scrambles to pick it up, hands trembling as he answers the call, leaving the phone on speaker. “Hello?”

“Hello. Is this Jungkook-ssi? Or possibly a Kookie? Apologies, I don’t have your full name.” The voice coming from the phone is an older man’s, the tone relatively calm.

“It is,” Jungkook says, his face practically lighting up with hope. “Who is this? Who told you my name?”

“I’m Cha Duho, a nurse with the omega crisis wing of the Hanyang University Hospital. Your name and number were given to me just a few minutes ago by an unidentified young man in our care.”

“Blonde hair with the roots grown out a bit? Mid-twenties? Mole on the back of his neck?”

“That sounds just like him,” the nurse says.

“What’s wrong with him? Is he okay? How do–”

“I’ll need you to come by in person before I start giving medical information. Do you have any sort of identification you could bring along for him?”

“Of course,” Jungkook says. “We’re leaving right now. Can I have his room number?”

“708. The front desk will get you in touch with me.”

“Thank you so much!” Jungkook ends the call with tear filled eyes and a smile on his face, already leaping out of his chair on shaky legs while the rest of them get moving too. “They found him. He’s okay. He gave my name.”

Seokjin intends to sweep Jungkook up into his arms, but Taehyung starts running and then their maknae follows suit, leaving the rest of them jogging to catch up while Namjoon pauses briefly to inform Kihyun and Minhyuk of where they’re headed.

There’s no way to know exactly what awaits them at the hospital, but Seokjin is too relieved at the news of Jimin being alive and safe somewhere to even begin dreaming up possibilities. They have a lot to handle already, and there will certainly be more to come, but they’ll tackle it together.

All seven of them.

Notes:

We've got our pack mostly reunited now! Next week, they'll finally get some answers and start untangling this web that they've found themselves in.

See you there <3 :D

Chapter 159: Answers

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The ride to the hospital is tense.

Jungkook is in the furthest back seat with Namjoon-hyung, and he can feel the way their pack alpha is seething. It’s killing him to think that on top of everything else he feels like he fucked up, now he’s managed to make Namjoon-hyung angry too. Of course he’s relieved about Jimin being somewhere safe – like the most relieved – but there’s nothing to be done about that until they get to the hospital, and there’s still ten minutes left in their drive.

Even Taehyung isn’t turning around to talk to Jungkook. He’s been looking at his phone for the whole time they’ve been in the car – probably working on something. Yoongi-hyung and Hoseok-hyung are on the seat next to him, while Jin-hyung is up in the passenger seat with Kihyun.

And still, nobody is talking.

After so long spent apart, Jungkook can’t help how much it hurts, and he leans a little closer to Namjoon-hyung and whispers, “Hyung, can we please… I know you’re mad at me, but can I still touch you?”

In an instant, Namjoon softens. He slips an arm around Jungkook’s waist, tugging him closer and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “I’m sorry, pup. I promise I’m not mad at you.”

The physical contact has Jungkook feeling better almost the second Namjoon-hyung touches him, like the swirling mass of anxiety inside of him is shrinking properly for the first time in a week. Still, he can’t help but answer with, “But I didn’t tell you. I got scared and I screwed up and–”

“Kook-ah,” Namjoon interrupts, pulling him even closer until they’re pressed flush side by side. “While I might wish you felt comfortable saying something to me, I understand why you didn’t. You still reached out to your mates. That was the right thing to do, and after all of this is done, we’ll talk about how to handle this better in the future, okay?”

“Yeah,” Taehyung says, finally turning around with a cautious expression, looking between Namjoon-hyung and Jungkook like he isn’t sure if he’s allowed to speak. After a second, he adds, “Joonie-hyung is mad at us, because none of us reached out at all.”

“Exactly,” Namjoon says, voice going a little stiff again. “But we’ll talk about that later.”

“Am I allowed to come back there and cuddle Jungkookie too?”

“You know you are, pup,” Namjoon-hyung answers, reaching out a hand toward Taehyung, who takes it in one of his own with a tiny sigh of relief. “Come on. He’s been without us for long enough.”

The second half of the ride is still tense, but Jungkook feels immeasurably better squished between Taehyung and Namjoon-hyung. Their scents are both off (as is his own), but that doesn’t change for a second how comforting it is to finally have them back home.

~~

They arrive at the hospital and Jungkook gives his information at the front desk, where they send all of them up to the omega care wing on the third floor of the hospital. It’s the first time that Jungkook actually stops to consider the reasons why Jimin might specifically be in the omega care wing – but right now he just needs to see his mate. Nothing else matters.

They only have to sit for about five minutes in the lobby before an older man walks out and calls Jungkook’s name. All six of them stand up, and the man lets out a laugh. “Which one of you is Jeon Jungkook?”

“I am. I’ve brought identification for my mate, and I should have anything else you need – but can I please see him first?”

“Of course. I’m Cha Duho; I believe we spoke on the phone earlier. You can check and make sure our patient is who you think he is, and then the rest of your party will be welcome into the room as well. It will only take a minute.”

“Is he awake?” Jin-hyung asks.

“Apologies, but I’d like to keep from discussing his health until you’ve confirmed his identity. Just a matter of policy.”

“Understandable. Please, lead the way.”

They’re guided down a couple of wide hallways until Jungkook finally sees room number 708 come into view. He wants to run for the door, but he keeps his steps even and follows behind the nurse, heart pounding in his chest.

“Alright, we’ll only be a moment,” the nurse says, pointing Jungkook toward the door.

For half a second, Jungkook pauses with his hand on the door handle, squeezing his eyes shut and praying that his mate is going to be okay. Then he lets out a breath and steps inside.

Jimin is there in the hospital bed, appearing to be peacefully asleep with his blonde hair a mess atop his head, and deep dark circles under his eyes. His skin looks paler than normal, with none of the usual color in his cheeks. There’s an IV stand next to him, the blankets are pulled up to his chest, and the monitor next to him shows his heart rate and blood pressure. There are no visible injuries that Jungkook can see at first, and he rushes forward in an instant, reaching out to gently touch his fingertips to Jimin’s cheek.

He’s alive.

“God, hyung… I was so scared that I lost you,” Jungkook whispers, tears falling from his eyes as he blinks. Jimin doesn’t react to the touch, which has Jungkook turning to look at the nurse waiting patiently in the corner with a smile on his face. “This is him. I… Is he just asleep?”

“We were forced to sedate him, but he was so exhausted that it didn’t take much. I expect that he’ll be awake again within the hour – but the doctor can give you all of the details. Would you like me to allow the rest of your party in before I go and grab her?”

“Yes please.”

The nurse leaves, and the rest of the pack streams into the hospital room. It’s thankfully spacious enough to accommodate them, and they all crowd around Jimin’s bed in an instant.

“Fuck, he looks awful,” Yoongi-hyung mutters. “What happened?”

“No details yet. Just that he’s lightly sedated,” Jungkook says, still staring down at Jimin’s face, where he spots what looks like the edge of a bruise disappearing under his bangs. Gently, Jungkook reaches up and brushes Jimin’s hair back from his forehead, revealing a dark, swollen bruise with a small scrape at the center. He swallows back more tears at the sight. “Looks like he hit his head pretty good.”

“And scraped it as well,” Jin-hyung says, leaning just over Jungkook’s shoulder. “Try not to worry too much just yet, love. The doctor will be able to tell us the details soon.”

It doesn’t take more than a minute before there’s a knock on the door, which is followed by a short woman with dark hair and a white doctor’s coat entering the room. She glances around at all of them, then cracks a friendly smile. “Well, our mystery patient apparently has a lot of people worried about him. Which one of you is mated to him?”

“Just me, technically,” Jungkook says, not leaving Jimin’s side. “Can you tell us what’s wrong with him? Where was he found? Is he okay?”

“There’s quite a bit to discuss,” the doctor says. “You’re sure this is something everyone should hear?”

“We’re courting,” Jungkook explains. “Please, we all need to know.”

“Very well. He was admitted at two-thirty this morning after passing out on a sidewalk and being spotted by a couple coming home from the bar. What we found as we looked him over and ran tests is rather alarming. He was quite dehydrated, had very low blood sugar, an elevated heart rate, and was in the late stages of a suppressed heat. It’s–”

Heat?” Namjoon-hyung gasps. “He wasn’t supposed to have his heat for nearly two months! And he took– Were there side effects?”

The doctor nods. “It’s hard to pick them out from everything else he had in his system, but I believe he’s presenting with some of the early effects of long term suppressant use. Has he been taking them for quite a while?”

This can’t be right. It can’t be. Jimin would have told Jungkook, right? He knows he can’t suppress his heats anymore. Why would he–

“Yes,” Jin-hyung answers. “Jungkook-ah, how long has Jimin-ah been suppressing his heats again?”

“It’s…” Jungkook forces himself to take a breath, putting his focus on the matter at hand. He can freak out later. “Every other heat for eight years. He suppressed his last heat a little over four months ago, so he should have known not to take them this time.”

“I see. I’m afraid there won’t be much choice after this. His body will not be able to tolerate taking them again for at least a few years.”

“You mentioned something else in his system?” Hobi-hyung asks. “Was he drugged?”

“I don’t believe so. There were large amounts of over the counter pain medication in his system, as well as amphetamines – though those weren’t in quantities that suggest anything more than casual use. I also don’t believe he slept much for the last several days – possibly longer.”

Painkillers for the cramps. Amphetamines to stay awake…

Jungkook’s eyes drift toward Yoongi-hyung, and he’s not the only one. Namjoon-hyung is staring too, jaw clenched tight and his tongue pressing against the side of his cheek like he’s only barely biting back an accusation.

“He has a head injury,” Taehyung says, drawing their attention back to the matter at hand.

The doctor nods. “Likely sustained when he passed out. It will be important to watch for any signs of concussion, but it doesn’t seem too serious. Other than a couple of other minor bruises and scrapes, there was damage to his hands – second degree friction burns, to be specific.”

“Friction burns?” Namjoon asks. “As in…?”

“In my professional opinion, it looks like rope burn, though it’s hard to be certain of the exact cause without being able to ask him myself. Watching for infection will be important, as there was quite a bit of debris in the wounds.”

“He was conscious earlier,” Yoongi says. “But you had to sedate him?”

“That’s correct. He was in a complete panic, talking about how he needed to go and saying that someone might be in danger. We were able to get your details from him before we put him under, Jungkook-ssi.”

“We should really thank you for not allowing him to hurt himself further,” Jin-hyung says, perfectly polite as he stands tall and steps closer to the doctor. “If there are no other immediate injuries we need to be made aware of, I’d like to know what his treatment plan looks like, as well as any long term effects of this suppressed heat that we should be aware of. Actually, maybe that’s the best place to start. He was in the late stages of suppressed heat when he was admitted. Is that still the case?”

“We gave him a small injection of hormones to help his heat end early. It allowed us to flush the suppressants from his body without putting him through the strain of the tail end of his heat, and it also removed the potential for the suppressants to damage his heart, or possibly begin to cause clotting. I know it might not seem like it right now, but he’s very lucky that he hasn’t had serious complications from this.”

God, to think this could have been even worse…

Jungkook is so glad to have the others here. It feels like his own mind is racing faster than he can keep up with, which would have made asking all the right questions nearly impossible on his own. It also gives him the chance to sit and really look at Jimin lying there in the hospital bed. There’s so much to figure out, and more emotions than Jungkook really knows how to handle at the moment, but at least they’re here together now.

And they are going to figure it out.

He does his best to listen as the doctor summarizes long term health markers they’ll need to watch for, then lists out the tests she’d suggest running once Jimin is better rested. Apparently, there’s a chance his heat schedule could be permanently altered. It’s impossible to say whether his body will view this as an unsuccessful heat it needs to compensate for, or a completed heat that will properly reset his cycle to begin again six months from now. Jungkook hates the thought of them not having their heats together anymore, but only time will tell if that even is the case.

From there, she moves on to basic wound care for his hands, signs of concussion to look for, and then a stern warning about proper rest.

“He should eat as soon as he’s able,” she says, apparently coming to the end of her list of concerns for them to monitor. “And while his sedatives will be wearing off shortly, you should note that he is still coming off of a disastrous heat and days of very little sleep or food. If he’s not fully aware within a few minutes, don’t panic. Now, did they have you scan his identification at the desk?”

“Yeah,” Jungkook answers. “They took a copy before they sent us to the waiting room.”

“Perfect. I’ll give you all a few minutes to–”

“One last thing,” Jin-hyung says.

“Of course.”

“We’d like to transfer him when that’s a possibility – not that we don’t truly appreciate what you’ve done here. Our preferred provider will be able to better accommodate our security needs for him.”

“I see… Are you insinuating that he’s a danger to others?”

“Quite the opposite, I’m afraid. There’s someone rather intent on hurting him, and having him here under his own name might make this hospital a target. Why don’t we discuss our options in the hall?”

~~

The second the door closes behind Jin and the doctor, Namjoon-hyung looks at Yoongi-hyung with obvious frustration. “Yoongi, if you gave him anything, now would be the time to own up to it.”

“I didn’t.”

“You’re completely sure about that?”

Yoongi-hyung’s jaw drops open, a little wave of burnt cinnamon rolling off of him. “You think I’m lying to you?”

For a moment, Namjoon-hyung looks ready to snap back, but instead he squeezes his eyes shut and takes a long, controlled breath. When he opens them again, his gaze has softened slightly. “I think that considering everything else I was unaware of, it’s not out of the realm of possibility that this would be another thing on that list. Obviously I know you would never give him anything with malicious intent, but if you didn’t give them to him…”

“Does he know where you keep your stash?” Hobi-hyung asks. “If I was able to pick it out, I bet Jiminie could too.”

“Yeah, he spotted it as easily as you did,” Yoongi admits, shaking his head. “Listen, I let him take half a painkiller once for a migraine when I wasn’t home, so he definitely knows where to find them. He probably took whatever was in his system from me – but I swear I didn’t give them to him.”

“You were giving him pain pills?” Namjoon-hyung asks, voice still tense.

“No. I let him take one pill – one time. And he only took half of it.”

“He gives me more than that for my really bad headaches,” Taehyung says. “Let Yoongi-hyung off the hook. This isn’t his fault.”

“You could at least lock them up some–”

“Wouldn’t help,” Jungkook says, his attention still mostly on Jimin’s sleeping body, like that alone might make his mate open his eyes. “He could pick a cheap drawer lock in his sleep. As soon as he wakes up, he can tell us himself what’s going on.”

“Why don’t we make use of the waiting time?” Hobi-hyung suggests. “There’s things we’re going to need to know when he wakes up, so let’s start on those.”

Taehyung gives a quick nod. “Agreed. Yoongi-hyung, did you bring a computer?”

“I’ve got one out in the vehicle. I’ll call Kihyun-ssi and see if he can bring it up to the front.”

“What are you two thinking he’ll need it for?” Namjoon-hyung asks as the door to the room shuts behind Yoongi-hyung.

“Easy,” Taehyung says, face cracking into an almost cruel looking smirk. “Jungkookie is going to tell us everything he knows about Choi Jihoon.”

~~

Jin-hyung and Yoongi-hyung return at the same time, Yoongi with a laptop tucked under his arm, and Jin with good news about Jimin’s eventual transfer and the fake name the hospital will be using for his file. Just one less potential way that this could all get even messier.

As soon as Yoongi-hyung is set up and settled into a chair, Jungkook starts talking.

He tells them everything he can remember about Jihoon, starting from the very beginning. Jungkook was too young to really know Jihoon himself, and Jimin didn’t talk with him much at school until he presented and they started dating – but Jungkook still knew of Choi Jihoon. Their families worked together, though to be fair the Jeons work with a lot of people.

That particular branch of the Choi family handled distribution of some of the illegal imports running through the city, which meant they were fairly well off. They had three sons and two daughters that Jungkook knew of, with Jihoon falling right in the middle of the bunch.

That relationship between their families didn’t evaporate after what was done to Jimin. Jungkook’s mom called the broken nose that Jungkook left Jihoon with retribution enough, and simply continued on with business as usual for several years. Of course when Jihoon was old enough to try and move through the ranks of his family, there was no reason that Jungkook’s mom had to work with him specifically.

Last Jungkook heard, Jihoon was trying to carve out his own path to greatness, with satisfyingly little success.

“I think that’s all I can really remember,” Jungkook says after several minutes of answering questions. “Is it enough for you to find him, Yoongi-hyung?”

“Oh, I confirmed his identity about fifteen minutes ago, but the rest is good info too. Helps me narrow down the other parts of my searching and get a better handle on where he might be now.”

“So,” Taehyung says. “You think your mom blacklisted him so hard that he went rogue and left Busan altogether?”

“It would make sense,” Namjoon says. “If the Jeons don’t want anything to do with him, it’d be hard to make much of a living in Busan. Maybe we could search–”

Movement from Jimin has Namjoon going quiet immediately. It’s just a tiny shift of his hand under the blanket, like he’s trying to reach out.

Jungkook is already in a chair right at Jimin’s side, and he gently reaches over to pull the blanket down just far enough to take one of Jimin’s bandaged hands in his own, mindful of the IV running into the top of it. “Jiminie? Are you awake?”

When there’s no response, the six of them return to talking about Jihoon’s likely trajectory after failure in Busan. Hobi-hyung wonders aloud if he’s the one who executed the other two thefts, or if he ended up as part of a larger organization. Yoongi types away on the laptop, but lets them know that progress is going to be slower here than what he could manage at home.

Another fifteen minutes or so pass before Jimin shifts again, squeezing Jungkook’s hand while his eyebrows scrunch together just a little, almost like he’s in pain. Worried that it’s his hands bothering him, Jungkook tries to let go, only for Jimin’s bandaged hand to hold him in place.

“Koo…” Jimin breathes, eyebrows knitting together again.

The tiny whisper has the whole room quieting down again in an instant, eyes all locked on Jimin.

Rather than squeeze back and risk hurting him, Jungkook reaches his other hand out to settle on Jimin’s shoulder, thumb rubbing circles into the skin. “I’m here, hyung. We’re all here. You’re okay.”

After a few tense seconds of silence, Jimin speaks again, voice coming out ragged and strained as he slurs, “Kookie… You nee’to eat.”

Taehyung lets out a little puff of laughter, scooting right up to the other side of Jimin’s bed and taking his hand. “Wow, can’t even open your eyes and already giving orders.”

It looks like Jimin tries to open his eyes. They crack just the tiniest bit, enough for Jungkook to see a flash of white before they squeeze shut again and his nostrils flare instead. “S’in your scent,” he mutters. “I might… S’there a snack? In my bag?”

“Sorry to break it to you, Minnie,” Hobi-hyung says. “But you don’t have a bag here.”

“He’s got a point though,” Yoongi mutters, setting his laptop aside and walking up to the end of Jimin’s bed. “We haven’t eaten since before the flight. JK, have you had anything today?”

Jungkook takes a moment to think and realizes he hasn’t, which probably isn’t helping with how miserable he feels. “No. I guess I… With everything else going on, I didn’t even notice.”

“I’ll run and grab some snacks,” Yoongi offers. “We should all eat something before–”

“Shouldn’t we aim for something a bit more substantial than a snack?” Taehyung asks. “Jungkookie needs a proper meal.”

Jin-hyung lets out a laugh, phone already in hand. “I’ll arrange something. The doctor said Jimin-ah is clear to eat whatever he likes, so long as he does eat – which means we may as well get enough for everyone.”

“Do we have time?” Namjoon asks. “If we need to move quickly…”

“It will take a bit of time before Jimin-ah is fully with us, I believe. And there’s plenty for the seven of us to discuss before we move. I’ll order something quick though. Jungkook-ah, any preference?”

~~

Twenty minutes later, the hospital room is full of the scent of cheap fast food burgers. They aren’t normally Jungkook’s favorite, but his mouth starts watering the second they’re delivered. Apparently he really does need to eat, and of course Jimin would be able to pick that out even when he’s only slightly aware of the world around him.

He’s starting to become slightly more alert as the minutes pass, slipping back and forth between sleep and muttering broken bits of sentences that barely make any sense. Namjoon-hyung helps him drink a little water while they all eat, but he fades back into sleep just moments later.

It’s not until they’re all nearly finished that Jimin’s eyes finally flutter open, and he squints as he looks around the room. “You’re all…” He trails off, gaze turning to Jungkook, and then down to the nearly finished burger in his hands. “Fuck, that smells so good.”

Jin-hyung scoots closer in an instant, producing another small paper bag with the burger they ordered for Jimin. “Well you’re in luck, darling. We’ve got one for you as well.”

Jimin cracks a smile, eyes welling up like he just might cry at the good news – but then he goes to lift his hands and his expression falls. For the first time, he peers down at himself and then takes another look around the hospital room, his eyes going wide and a puff of burnt vanilla rolling off of him before he can stop it. His head snaps over to look at Jungkook with complete disbelief.

“Kookie, you’re– I thought– Is… Is this real?”

As much as Jungkook wants to start questioning his mate immediately, it’s clear that Jimin is still getting his head on straight, and some food will definitely help with that.

“Would you be more likely to eat if it was a dream?”

Jungkook’s suspicions are confirmed when the joke doesn’t even register, and Jimin just keeps staring at him like he might disappear at any moment.

With any luck, that will mean he’s too dazed to make much of a fuss…

“Alright, hyung,” Jungkook says, shoving the last bit of his burger into his mouth and reaching out to pull the one they ordered for Jimin out of the bag. Once he has the burger unwrapped, he tears off a small chunk of it and holds it to Jimin’s lips. “We can’t talk until this burger is gone, so I’m gonna need you to eat for me. Open up.”

They make slow progress through the burger, and the others slowly crowd closer around the hospital bed as they finish their own meals. Taehyung is the first one to help, holding up his last couple of french fries for Jimin to eat. It’s obvious that Jimin is getting more alert as the time passes, panic flashing behind his eyes every now and then before Jungkook presses another bite between his lips.

With about a third of the burger left to go, Jimin turns his head away from the next piece that Jungkook offers.

“Full already?” Yoongi-hyung asks. “Or do you just need something to drink? Joon-ah still has your water, so you could–”

“Can I…” Jimin trails off, swallowing as he looks down at the fountain pop in Namjoon-hyung’s hand, then up at the alpha himself. “Can I have pop?”

“No caffeine allowed for the time being,” Jin-hyung says. “Mine won’t be any better than Joon-ah’s I’m afraid.”

Hobi-hyung cracks a wide smile straight away, scooting in right beside Jungkook and holding out his cup toward Jimin. “I’ve got Sprite, so you can have as much as you want, Minnie.”

After a bit to drink, Jimin manages the rest of the burger over a couple more minutes. The others make small talk about the food, clearly trying to avoid anything stressful even if it means a slightly stilted conversation about the right amount of pickles for a fast food burger, or whether ketchup packets should come standard with all orders.

As soon as Jimin swallows the last bite, that panicked look in his eyes returns at full force, and he reaches out for Jungkook’s hand, wincing a little as he squeezes it. After one slightly shaky breath, he looks at each of them, eyes landing on Jungkook last as he whispers, “How did I get here?”

“We were rather hoping you might be able to tell us that,” Jin says. “We were only able to find you because you gave the nurse Jungkook-ah’s information. Do you feel well enough to talk about what’s been happening this last week?”

“I… I screwed up, and– Oh, god. My…” Jimin trails off, lower lip trembling as his gaze snaps down to his bandaged hands, which he starts clumsily trying to pat himself down with. “I don’t have it. It’s gone! I– He’s going to–”

“Jiminie,” Taehyung interrupts, leaning in and settling a hand on Jimin’s chest. “I need you to believe me when I tell you that I will not let anything happen to you.”

“Not me. It’s Kookie. He said–”

“Jungkookie is right here and I promise you that I will not let him out of my sight until this is over. What we need right now is for you to tell us what happened.”

*******

The world around Jimin is slowly starting to feel more real.

At first it was all just a haze of color and sound, with little bits of panic about something he couldn’t quite remember seeping through. Part of him really thought he was dreaming, being surrounded by all of his mates, with Jungkook perfectly safe and feeding him bites of food… But he’s sure now that this isn’t a dream at all. The pain in his hands is too strong, and he can feel memories starting to rush back at him.

The burner phone is gone – or at least he doesn’t find it when he pats himself down. He tries to remember where he left it and why exactly he needs it, but his memories feel fuzzy and hard to grasp, slipping through his fingers like sand when he tries to catch them. Then Taehyung is promising that things will be okay, and that makes Jimin remember that he was waiting for the pack to get home, so he could ask Taehyung for...

Something…?

They want answers from him about what happened, but when he tries to put it all together, it’s blurry and out of order. He was trying to take something. He needed help. Everything hurt so badly and… He couldn’t do what he needed to do and now Jungkook is in danger, but his mate is right here, sitting next to him completely fine and–

“Hyung?” Jungkook asks, head tilted in confusion as he stares at Jimin.

“Sorry, I’m trying to… It’s all messy in my head and the pieces don’t… make sense?”

“Why don’t we start by telling you what we know?” Namjoon suggests. He looks less confused than Jungkook, but way more stressed. They all seem stressed actually, but maybe that’s just because Jimin is in the hospital?

But how did he get here?

“I’ll summarize,” Jin offers. “I think I can put it together rather neatly for you. The last time we all saw you was before we left for work in India, and Jungkook-ah left earlier that same day for his class trip to Germany. Somewhere between then and now, we believe you were contacted by Choi Jihoon and quite possibly blackmailed into doing work for him. You were in heat, which you chose to take suppressants and other pills to cope with – and at some point your body was no longer able to continue. You were found passed out on a sidewalk in the middle of the night and brought here.”

“I might have something to help too,” Hoseok says, stepping in closer and holding up his phone toward Jimin. “I think you might have been trying to steal this.”

On the phone screen is an elephant carved out of white jade, its elegant trunk stretching up toward the sky and–

Oh god. The fucking elephant.

Memories rush back into Jimin’s mind in a crashing wave. Onyx Heights, Jihoon, the threats, working at the Guo family compound, the jade carving, his heat

And the night it all went wrong.

“Shit,” Jimin breathes, feeling his eyes opening wide. “What day is it?!”

“Friday,” Jungkook answers. “Why, hyung? Talk to us.”

“Friday… so it was all last night.” The words leave Jimin in a rush as he tries to remember what his time limit is supposed to be before Jungkook’s location could be exposed. It had to be more than a day, right? “That means he probably hasn’t done anything yet, so we have to–”

“If you’re referring to Jihoon,” Jin says. “We are fairly certain he did in fact do something. This morning we intercepted several copies of a DVD that Jungkook-ah believes is the same one he circulated of you in Busan.”

Even hearing that goddamn video mentioned makes Jimin freeze in place. He can only imagine how many people have seen it this time (or what they might think of him now), but he can mourn the loss of his dignity later. Right now he needs to–

“It’s okay, hyung,” Jungkook says, reaching up to brush away tears that Jimin didn’t even notice falling from his eyes. “I’m pretty sure we got to them before–”

“It doesn’t matter,” Jimin says, voice tight as he shakes his head. “The stupid tapes are… They aren’t what’s important. He knows where we live, Kookie. He knows where we work, where we go to school, all of it. If I don’t find some way to contact him, he’ll expose your identity.”

“That’s why you sent me that message, isn’t it?”

“What message?”

“I woke up with a text this morning telling me not to go anywhere without security. That’s why I panicked and went to check on you.”

Jimin tries to spark some sort of memory of sending a text, but he’s got nothing. “You’re sure it was me?”

“You’re the only one who calls me Kookie, hyung. I’m pretty damn sure it was you. Who else would it have been?”

“How much do you remember of last night?” Yoongi asks. “Considering that you were in heat, apparently passed out, and had to be sedated this morning, it might feel pretty fuzzy.”

“I don’t… I’m trying but I don’t remember… Does it matter right now? We need to move before Jihoon–”

“Minnie,” Namjoon says, his voice entirely serious as he steps past Taehyung and right up to Jimin’s bedside, opposite of Jungkook. “I’m fairly sure he won’t do that so soon.”

“How could you possibly be sure of that?”

“It would be a shitty strategic decision, for one,” Hoseok says. “He just sent the videos this morning.”

Namjoon gives a stiff nod of agreement. “Exactly. The videos are the first part of the threat. If you were supposed to contact him and haven’t, they’re meant to push you to act. Once he gives away Jungkook’s location, that’s the end of his bargaining power – unless he threatened you with something else.”

“No, I… That was it. He… He said that and I panicked and–”

“Start from the beginning?” Namjoon requests. “We need to understand what happened, and why you didn’t just tell us.”

The words make a lump settle in Jimin’s throat. His head might still feel foggy, but he’s aware enough to know that this is where the consequences for every decision he made from the moment Jihoon ambushed him in Onyx Heights will finally come tumbling down. Something must show on his face, because Namjoon leans down and does his best to wrap Jimin in a hug. He noses at Jimin’s scent gland, pressing a kiss there before giving one short swipe with his tongue.

The relief is so immediate it’s overwhelming.

He can’t remember the entire week, but he remembers the longing – how his body was screaming out for his mates and crippling him with pain at the same time. It has Jimin clinging to Namjoon, like if he lets go then all of this will shatter. They’ll leave and never speak to him again for what he’s done and–

No. He can’t think like that. They’ve earned better from him, and he has to take responsibility for this, not run from it.

After a few seconds and several deep breaths together, Namjoon whispers, “I won’t lie and say I’m not upset, but I love you and I want to understand. We all do, pup. What we need right now is honesty.”

“It might help you get your thoughts in order too,” Taehyung says. “Walk us through what happened, and I promise you that we’ll get this mess sorted out.”

Jimin swallows down his fear and gives a little nod against Namjoon’s shoulder.

Honesty sounds good after all of this.

~~

Jimin starts with Onyx Heights, Jihoon ambushing him as he went to head home, and all the terms that were laid out for his work. He recalls how he intended to just leave and call Taehyung right away, but then how things just kept getting messier, leading to his absolute panic when he realized he was going into heat. He wants to try to explain his reasoning better, but it all feels so strange when he tries to put his mind back there, like the emotions are suspended behind glass that he can’t break.

“I wish it made more sense now,” he admits, gaze aimed down at his bandaged hands. “I thought that even if you came home, I’d just have to do the job anyway to buy us time and make sure we didn’t risk Kookie’s safety – so I figured there was no point bringing you all home early. I didn’t really register what I’d decided until I took my suppressants and it hit me what this was all going to mean. I’m… I’m so sorry.”

“If I may?” Jin says, a tiny frown on his otherwise patient face when Jimin glances up at him. “I believe it’s quite obvious there are faults in your reasoning that we’d like to discuss at length – but what’s more important right now is getting through all of it so that we can make decisions about our future course of action, and hopefully repair your memory of the last week.

“I’m on board with that,” Taehyung agrees, letting out a little puff of laughter. “Don’t worry, I’ll have a whole lecture for you later about how completely dumb that series of decisions was, but first we need to make sure everyone is safe. Business now, feelings later.”

That does sound… easier.

Still, Jimin looks to Namjoon and Jungkook for approval. Theirs feels the most important right now, and both of them give him a nod, even though their scents are still much closer to distress than baseline.

Permission granted, Jimin starts to explain the rest. He talks about that first night with Insu showing him his duties, and how he wanted to be done right away but had to get through four more nights at that place before Jihoon would be ready to move.

“You kept in regular communication?” Hoseok asks.

“Just a few texts with a burner phone.”

Yoongi perks up at that. “Do you still have it?”

“I don’t think so. He told me to ditch the first one and I left it in a trash can on my way back from class yesterday, and the new one is gone too. I must have dropped it somewhere last night, or–”

“Wait,” Jungkook says, his expression falling. “You still went to all your classes? And work? You could have gotten a medical exemption for your heat, and you shouldn’t have been working either.”

“I…” Jimin tries to come up with a good answer, but the whole thing was such a bad idea from top to bottom that it’s hard to really figure out what his thought process was. “I’m sorry. I’m not trying to avoid the question, but it’s… I just felt like I had to, like I couldn’t let anything slip through the cracks or make a mess of any of it – which I know doesn’t make any sense because all of this is a mess, but…”

“I’m guessing that had something to do with the amphetamines still in your system?” Jin asks. There’s no judgment in his tone, but Jimin still feels the words almost like a slap.

Another wave of memory washes over him. Flashes of the desperation he felt as he tried to weigh his options and somehow landed on one bad decision after another. God, what was he thinking? Stealing from Yoongi? Hiding everything like it wasn’t eventually going to come out in a big mess just like this? What did he expect it was going to–

Gentle pressure on his scent gland has Jimin’s thoughts freezing in place as he turns to see Namjoon leaning closer, one hand settled at the back of Jimin’s neck, thumb pressing slow circles into his scent gland. “It’s going to be alright, Minnie. Just talk it through. None of us are going anywhere.”

“Sorry, I just… I don’t know what I was thinking. I shouldn’t have–” Jimin cuts himself off with a sigh. He can apologize and try to figure out how to make this right once they’re done with the important stuff. For now, he focuses on the pressure Namjoon is putting on his scent gland, and the place where Jungkook’s hand wraps warm and gentle around his wrist. “Feelings later. I… I knew I wouldn’t be able to stay awake long enough to do everything without help…” He pauses and looks up at Yoongi’s frowning face. “So I went to your stash and took a few pills. I’m sorry, hyung.”

Yoongi shakes his head and lets out a sigh of his own. “Damn it. Tell me you were at least careful with your dosages.”

“I was, I swear. It was… I only took enough to get by.”

“Another topic for later,” Jin says. “What happened then?”

For the next ten minutes or so, Jimin is allowed to continue mostly uninterrupted as he summarizes the past several days. There are a few moments where he needs to pause to try and get his memory in order, but it does help to recount everything. He’s feeling less foggy as each minute passes, and by the time he starts talking about last night, he nearly feels like himself again – although still exhausted and in some degree of pain every time he moves.

The very end of the night is still hard to completely remember, colored by panic and utter exhaustion from his body giving out, but he does his best.

“I gave Jihoon the go ahead and tried to get in position. Ended up cut off for a while, but some sort of crash drew the two guards waiting outside where I was holed up. I made it to the library, but someone already took the elephant, and then I went into panic mode. The rest is… fuzzy? I remember looking through the second floor windows and seeing someone running away. I tried to chase them, but by the time I climbed a tree and leapt over the fence, they were gone. After that… I don’t know. I must have passed out – and apparently texted Kookie.”

“That’s everything?” Namjoon asks.

“Everything I remember. At least until I woke up here with all of you, but… I guess there’s one thing I don’t understand – or actually, two things.”

“Okay,” Taehyung says. “Ask and we’ll do our best to help you figure them out.”

“I was in heat. There’s no way it should be over yet. Did the doctors do something?”

“They did, yes,” Jin answers. “They used a small dose of hormones to cut your heat short and flushed the suppressants from your system in order to lower the risk of further complications. We’ll make sure you have a chance to speak with your doctor before you leave, and then we’d like to bring you home and have our doctor look after you. There will be precautions you have to take for your future health as far as your heats are concerned.”

“You can’t take suppressants again, Jiminie,” Jungkook says. His tone is firm, and there’s an edge to it that Jimin knows immediately is anger. The two of them have been together long enough that there’s no hope for Jungkook to hide it, no matter how hard it seems like he’s trying to keep his cool.

Jimin tentatively reaches out to take Jungkook’s hand in his own, and while his mate hesitates for a moment, he does allow Jimin to hold his hand. “Kookie, do you–”

This time Jungkook’s voice comes out a little quieter, but still tense. “We can talk later, hyung. Let’s get this figured out first. What else do you want to know about?”

Fair enough. Jimin will have to find some way to apologize to all of them, but especially to Jungkook. The more clear-headed he feels, the more certain he is that he has fucked up massively.

But right now they need to focus.

“Okay. Second question is how you guys knew what I was after? Like how did you find out what job Jihoon wanted me to do?”

“You searched for a route to the same place Seok-ah was working,” Yoongi explains. “And he apparently almost thought he saw you there one night, so it just makes sense that you were both there for–”

“Wait,” Jimin says, mouth dropping open in shock as he looks at Hoseok. “You were there? Does that mean– Did you– Were you the one who stole it before I could?”

“I sure was – and the elephant is safe at home right now.”

Holy shit. This whole time they could have just worked together and everything would have been so much easier.

Jimin can’t help the way his mouth hangs open, regret washing over him so strongly that he isn’t sure what to do with it. Part of him wants to scream, but the rest of him just wants to break down and sob. He’s made such a complete mess of everything. And not only was it all for nothing, but Hoseok was literally trying to work the exact same job. They could have pooled their resources and made it work until the others got home, doing the job together instead of Jimin running himself into the ground for nothing.

“So we’ve got most of our details straight now, right?” Yoongi says. “How do we want to take this bastard down?”

“Whatever we decide, I want to get home before anyone does anything,” Namjoon says, hand still resting at the back of Jimin’s neck. “Getting all the information we can on Jihoon first is only going to help us be better prepared. If he’s with an organization we need to be aware of–”

“He was with the Kangs,” Jimin interrupts. “He quit after the Jeon takeover, but he found us because he saw a picture of the omega they kidnapped in Seoul.”

Jungkook’s grip on Jimin’s hand tightens slightly. Not enough to hurt, but it still has Jimin turning to look at his mate right away. Poor Jungkook is shaking his head, the beginnings of tears forming in his eyes. “This… All of this is because they took me?”

“It’s not your fault,” Jimin says immediately, leaning closer to Jungkook even though every motion makes his body ache and pulls him away from Namjoon’s comforting touch. “It was all just bad luck.”

“Out of curiosity, why didn’t he try to have you do all three jobs?” Hoseok’s head tilts to the side as he thinks, clearly trying to weigh the options in his head. “I mean, maybe he was just confident in the smash and grab operations for the first two, and figured it would make a good decoy when they got to the third, but…”

“He wanted me to do all three. Apparently he tried to find me before your rut.”

Taehyung curses under his breath. “That day you smelled pine at Onyx Heights. Damn it. We should have checked it out.”

Excuse me?” Namjoon says, a puff of burnt sandalwood coming off of him as he stands up straighter and stares Taehyung down. “How many secrets have you been keeping?”

Hell, this just keeps getting worse.

Jimin has to try to help here. “We both thought it was nothing, hyung – I swear. It’s not the first time I thought I smelled pine and had a little freak out. That used to happen at my old job too.”

“He did exactly what he was supposed to do,” Taehyung says. “As soon as he thought something was wrong, he left the floor, called security, and had them meet him at the back door.”

None of this seems to help Namjoon. He’s still wearing a deep frown, and his scent hasn’t improved either. Even the long, steady breath he tries to take doesn’t appear to make a difference. “Why is it that nobody said a word about this to me? I’m starting to feel like–” Namjoon stops in the middle of his sentence and stands up tall and heads for the door. “Actually, let’s just leave it. We need to get permission to bring Jimin-ah home, and then we need a plan. I’m going to go find the doctor.”

“Joonie,” Hoseok says carefully. “None of us should go anywhere alone right now. At least let me follow you.”

Namjoon looks ready to snap back, but instead he takes another breath, eyes shutting for a moment before he nods. “As long as you’re fine with quiet. I don’t particularly feel like chatting at the moment.”

Rather than answer, Hoseok gives a nod of his own and follows Namjoon silently out of the room.

Notes:

We've got our pack back together again! In our next chapter, we'll get everyone home, Jimin and Jungkook will have a chance to talk, and then everyone can come up with a plan for how to deal with the biggest issue at hand - Choi Jihoon.

See you there! <3 :D

Chapter 160: Holding It Together

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung knows when he’s in trouble – and he definitely is right now.

It’s rare that Namjoon-hyung needs to go and take a walk to try and calm himself down, but at this moment it’s probably for the best. They need to deal with the matter at hand before they can sort out the mess of hurt feelings left in the wake of all of this. Normally, Tae would be cracking into tears at the thought of disappointing his mates or making his alpha angry, but he’s seeing red so intensely that it’s hard to focus on anything else.

Choi Jihoon needs to die. As soon as possible. Painfully.

And Taehyung will be the one to make it happen.

“Is Namjoon-hyung okay?” Jungkook asks. “Is he really that mad at all of us, or–”

“You’re in the clear,” Yoongi says, letting out a sigh and getting back to his laptop. “It’s me, Tae, and Seok-ah that he really wants to yell at.”

“And me,” Jimin says.

Yoongi-hyung shakes his head, glancing up once at them before starting to type as he talks. “Not likely. You’re definitely getting a talking to – and probably several followup conversations – but you making poor decisions when you’re in preheat is sort of a known factor.”

Jimin opens his mouth to argue, but Yoongi cuts him off.

“Whatever counterpoint you’re about to try and make – no. The first thing you did in your last preheat was pick up two shifts you didn’t even remotely need to work, without even thinking about the fact that the rest of us were obviously going to find out. You’re in ‘how do we make sure this never happens again’ trouble. The rest of us are in ‘how many times are we going to have this discussion’ trouble.”

“Wait, that’s not fair,” Jimin says. “I want to take responsibility for this. It wasn’t just preheat. I screwed up and I don’t just want to brush it under the rug, or treat it like it wasn’t a serious fuck up.”

Jin-hyung leans over the hospital bed, one hand resting on Jungkook’s shoulder and the other reaching out to cup Jimin’s cheek. “Don’t worry, darling. We will be holding you accountable for this, and there will be plenty of discussion about exactly how serious it is – but two things can be true. Holding you accountable doesn’t mean ignoring the established fact that your decision making is impaired during your cycle.”

After a few seconds of silence, Taehyung asks, “Better, Jiminie?”

“I… Yeah. That’s better.”

“Good, because I want to talk about how we’re going to take this son of a bitch down. You said he left the Kangs, and he had three guys with him when he ambushed you at Onyx Heights. Any info on how many more of them there could be? Did those three guys take their orders from him?”

“I mean he snapped his fingers and they came rushing out, so I’d say they take their orders from him, but… I don’t think there’s that many of them.”

“Yeah,” Jungkook agrees. “Doesn’t sound that way.”

The sounds of typing from Yoongi-hyung stops and the alpha looks over at them, clearly confused. “You’re telling me he had a force big enough to pull off all these thefts, but you all don’t think it’s that big? How does that work out?”

Jin-hyung seems to catch on now, sitting back down in his chair as he guesses, “Either not that big or not that loyal?”

“That’s what I’m figuring,” Jungkook says. “Jiminie says they needed four days to get their guys together even though the plan was in place and they had their thief. Waiting is a bigger risk, so you wouldn’t do it if you didn’t have to. He either had to hire some guys or wait for their schedules to clear – and if they were just a distraction, why not hire them out?”

“Once I get home, I can dig into his finances properly.” Yoongi lets out a sigh and closes his laptop, setting it aside. “I put out some feelers online with my contacts, and Yeonjun is looking too. I’ll be able to do more when I’ve got all my resources, but we are going to find him.”

“You don’t have to stay,” Jimin offers. “I’m just sitting here waiting for–”

“No,” Yoongi answers flatly. “If you think I’m going anywhere without you right now, you’re wrong. I’m not leaving until you do, and neither is anyone else.”

“You think I’m going to get into trouble right here in the hospital?”

“Min-ah, I didn’t think you were going to get into trouble being home and having our security team looking after you while we were gone – and look where we are right now.”

“But–”

“He’s right, hyung,” Jungkook says, swallowing down an emotion Taehyung can’t quite place from his expression alone. “Nobody is leaving you right now. TaeTae, once we do find him, what sort of plan are you thinking?”

“Well, Hobi-hyung has the thing Jihoon wants. We should be able to bait him out, but then it’s a question of whether I kill him right then and there or if I follow him and see if we can take out him and whatever little group he’s managed to muster. I could bring Jooheon-ssi and Changkyun-ssi and make it a good old fashioned blood bath.”

Like every other time Tae is planning a murder, he looks to Jin-hyung for approval. His own judgment can get clouded sometimes, especially when he wants to kill someone as badly as he wants to kill Choi Jihoon.

The beta appears to be considering the plan, but there’s also unmistakable tension on his face. It’s been there since the moment they found out Jimin was missing, just a hint of something that tells Taehyung that his mate is very upset. Like always, Jin-hyung is amazing at setting aside his feelings to deal with them later, but they absolutely will be dealt with – and Tae has the feeling that he’ll be on the receiving end of some of that.

Definitely a problem for future him.

After a few seconds, Jin gives a little nod. “If they really are the remnants of the Seoul branch of the Kangs, we may as well wipe them out and be done with it. No worries about retaliation then, although… Jungkook-ah, I believe you said that the reason you didn’t kill Jihoon back in Busan was because your families had ties, correct? Will this create trouble with your mother?”

Jungkook takes a couple of seconds to think, head slowly tilting to the side before he shakes it. “No, I don’t think so. Jihoon left Busan, and it’s hard to say how much his family even knows about what he’s doing. And it’s even less likely that they’ll know I was tangentially involved.”

“I’ll make sure they don’t,” Taehyung says. Even just saying the words has his mind swimming with thought of how badly he wants to find Choi Jihoon and break him beyond recognition. There’s no message that needs to be sent here. It’s not a job he’s doing for someone else – which means he can handle it however he likes. It’s going to be–

The door to the hospital room opens again, and this time Namjoon-hyung returns with the doctor and Hobi-hyung both following behind him. There’s still unmistakable anger on their leader’s face, but the doctor pays no mind to the tension as she walks over to Jimin and begins taking stock of how he’s feeling now that he’s awake.

~~

Half an hour and several conversations with Jimin’s doctor later, they’re all finally making their way back out to the vehicle and heading home.

Jimin tries to walk, but his doctor insists that he take a wheelchair out to the car and remain on partial bed rest until he regains his strength – at least a couple of days. There are plenty of other warnings too, but she gives them a packet of information about her future recommendations, so Tae doesn’t bother trying to keep his focus on every bit of information. The hyungs will be taking care of that.

Taehyung has his own job to complete.

Thankfully, his murderous rage is holding steady at a slow simmer right now. He knows it won’t stay that way – not once they have the information he needs to go in for the kill – but for the moment it allows him to try and look after the others.

Once they reach the vehicle, Namjoon-hyung carefully picks Jimin up out of his wheelchair and sets him in one of the backseats, where Hobi-hyung and Jin-hyung gladly crawl in on either side of him. Taehyung half expects Namjoon to get in next to Jungkook, but instead he silently heads for the front seat and leaves the rest of them to get inside on their own.

Definitely not a good sign.

Still, Taehyung isn’t going to miss this opportunity to cuddle up closer to Jungkook, while Yoongi-hyung gets in on the other side of their maknae.

The ride is relatively silent, at least aside from Namjoon-hyung reciting details to Kihyun in the front seat. Jungkook never fully relaxes, even squished between Tae and Yoongi. If anything, his scent seems to tip more bitter by the minute, but when Taehyung tries to ask if he’s okay, he just shakes his head.

“M’fine. Just… I’ll take care of it when we get home.”

Taehyung gives a little nod to show he understands, then uses the quiet time to start plotting out the murder he’s about to commit. They might not have all of the details yet, but that doesn’t mean he can’t be prepared.

*******

Jungkook is barely able to hold himself together on the ride home.

The others might all be able to set their feelings aside until there’s a good time to discuss them, but Jungkook can’t. He feels betrayed, angry, sad, relieved – just so many things all swirling inside of his chest in a big confusing mass. It was one thing to get all of the information they needed at the hospital and let Jimin actually get his head back on straight, but now…

That part is over. Jimin’s head is back on straight, and Jungkook wants answers.

As they pull up to the house, he turns to Yoongi-hyung and whispers, “Are you heading straight to your computer?”

“That was my plan. Do you need something first?”

Jungkook gives a little shake of his head. “Just… Do you need Jiminie right away?”

“No. I’ve got plenty of info to go on. You can do whatever you need to do.”

Well, that’s one person convinced at least. Jungkook can’t imagine that it will be too hard to get the others on board with him taking Jimin for a minute. Although it’s hard to say exactly what Namjoon-hyung is going to need. His scent has been bad all morning, and it was weird to see him go sit alone in the front seat rather than with them.

This is all such a mess.

Once they pull up to the house, Jungkook waits just outside the car so that he can scoop Jimin up into his arms as soon as the others are out of the way. Jimin gives him a smile that he recognizes as apologetic, but that’s really not going to cut it. They need to talk.

Everyone pauses in the entry to take their shoes off, and Yoongi-hyung is first to announce his intentions. “I’m going to go dig through Jihoon’s finances and see if I can figure out how many guys he has under him.”

“I’ll come with you,” Hobi-hyung says. “We can bounce ideas off each other. What about you, Taehyungie?”

“I’m going to talk to security. You guys let us know when you find anything concrete, and we’ll work on finding out if Jihoon left Jiminie another burner somewhere.”

“If he did, it might be at the apartment,” Jimin says. “That’s where he left the last one. I could–”

“You’re not doing anything,” Namjoon-hyung snaps. “That recommendation of bed rest is going to be followed.”

“But I–”

“Absolutely not.” The words come out with a bit of a growl to them, and Namjoon-hyung deflates a little, shoulders dropping as he lets out a sigh. “Sorry, just… Please, Jimin-ah. Relax and let us handle this. You can talk and provide information, but you’re not leaving this house today.”

Jin-hyung gives a short little nod. “To that end, I’d like to prepare one of the downstairs bedrooms for you. It should only take a few minutes, but then we’ll get you settled there and give our doctor a call. You can wait on the couch if you like.”

Now is his chance.

“Actually,” Jungkook starts, eyes scanning the rest of their mates. “I need a minute with him. Hobi-hyung, can we use your room?”

Namjoon-hyung bristles again. “Kook-ah, if there’s something we all should know–”

“It’s not like that. The rest of you might be able to put your feelings aside to handle them later, but I can’t. If you guys don’t need us right this moment, then I have to talk some of this out.”

“We can make time to talk,” Jin-hyung offers. “I’m sure we could negotiate something later tonight, or possibly tomorrow.”

“I want to talk to everyone too, but that part can wait. This is more of a private conversation. I just… I need to talk to my mate.”

After a second or two, Namjoon-hyung gives a little nod of approval. “Of course. We understand. I should go take care of a few things upstairs anyway.”

“Feel free to use my room, Jungkookie,” Hoseok says. “Grab the plushies if you need – or anything else you want.”

~~

All seven of them part ways, heading for different areas of the house.

Jungkook carries Jimin straight to Hobi-hyung’s bedroom, trying not to think too hard about how light Jimin feels in his arms. It’s almost like before the pack found them, when he watched his mate shrinking before his eyes just to make sure Jungkook had enough to eat. It makes him want to crush Jimin to his chest, to squeeze him hard enough that he’ll understand just how much the thought of losing him hurts.

Once they make it to Hobi’s bedroom, Jungkook gently kicks the door shut behind them, then sets Jimin down on the bed, propping him up against the headboard. “Do you need anything before we talk, hyung?”

Jimin shakes his head, wincing as he crosses his legs in front of him and reaches out for Jungkook with one bandaged hand. “No. Do you?”

“No,” Jungkook answers, allowing Jimin to take his hand and then sitting down across from his mate. “Just this.”

“Kookie, I’m so fucking sorry.” Jimin bites at his lip, tears rising up in his eyes every bit as fast as Jungkook’s own. “I don’t know what I was thinking.”

“Well I’m going to need you to try and explain it to me. You can’t– It’s…” Jungkook takes a breath, squeezing his eyes shut and letting the first tears roll down his cheeks. “You lied to me. I asked you what was going on. I told you I was worried about you! And instead of telling me the fucking truth, you let me think I was crazy and being suspicious for nothing.”

“I screwed up, and you’re right that it was wrong. I know I hurt you, and I promise that wasn’t the intention, but–”

“What the hell was the intention then? How did you think this was going to play out? You don’t… I just… Jihoon came back and you didn’t even tell me. You’d rather lie and run yourself into the ground than talk to me! What am I supposed to do with that, Jiminie?”

Jimin shakes his head, tears streaming down his cheeks. “I don’t want that. I didn’t… I wanted to tell you.”

“But you didn’t.”

“I know. I… I’m sorry. Things got so messy in my head, and I really thought–”

“Don’t start in the middle,” Jungkook interrupts, unable to keep the frustration out of his voice even as he sniffles. “I want to hear from the beginning. I want to know when you decided that you were going to lie to me – and what was going through your head when you kept doing it.”

“Okay,” Jimin agrees, nodding his head a few times and stuttering over his words. “It was… When I first– It’s…”

Jungkook knows what it looks like when his mate is starting to panic, and that’s definitely what’s happening now. They’ve both been apart too long, and all of this mess isn’t making things easier for either of them. The same restless anxiety with nowhere to go is building in Jungkook, right alongside all of the other emotions currently overwhelming him.

There’s no point in withholding what they both need.

“Hyung, it’s okay,” Jungkook says, softening his voice and sliding up next to Jimin. He’s careful as he leans in to wrap his arms around his mate, but Jimin flinches back from his touch.

“You shouldn’t have to comfort me right now. I’m the one who–”

“It’s for both of us, Jiminie. Come here. You owe me answers and I want to hear them, but this is going to be better for both of us if we settle.”

Jimin’s resolve crumbles in an instant, and the two of them practically scramble to get closer. As hard as Jungkook tries to be careful about how they move, he can see Jimin wincing a few times. Before he can offer any sort of apology, the two of them get caught up scenting, each leaning in without a word in a motion that feels nearly synchronized.

The relief is immediate.

This is what Jungkook has been needing for days – almost since the night he left. He’s angry, and he’s hurt, but he loves Jimin with every fiber of his being and feeling that love returned has him more at peace than he’s been all week. They stay there for a while, tangled together atop Hobi-hyung’s bed, first scenting each other for minutes on end, and eventually simply cuddling and crying.

“I thought I lost you,” Jungkook whimpers into Jimin’s tear-soaked neck. “Got to the apartment and you were gone.”

“I’m so sorry. I… When I woke up in the hospital, I thought… I was sure Jihoon had already sent people after you and it was all my fault for not being able to do the job. Thought I was dreaming when you were feeding me.”

“Nobody tried to hurt me. I’m here. We’re safe.”

“I’m so glad you’re okay.”

“M’so happy we found you.”

Eventually, their muttered words and tears begin to taper off. Jungkook can still feel the hurt underneath all of it, but for the first time today it’s like he’s finally standing on solid ground. This is a mess, but they’re going to get through it just like they’ve gotten through everything else – as a team.

“I think I…” Jimin trails off, pulling back just far enough to look Jungkook over. His face is red and puffy from crying, but there’s no more panic in his eyes now. “You were right. We definitely both needed that, and… I’m pretty sure I can explain better now. You want it from the beginning, right? Only if you’re ready. We can always cuddle more first.”

“I’m ready. Please, the whole story.”

“Alright.” Jimin takes a steadying breath, eyes closing for a moment before they crack back open to meet Jungkook’s gaze. “When he first cornered me at work, I knew I just needed to make it out and get a hold of TaeTae. He offered to kill Jihoon months ago, so I was planning to take him up on it and be done with the whole thing – but the longer we talked, the more I started to realize how much he knew about us. My thoughts were already getting hazy, and then he showed me a copy of that stupid video. When that didn’t get the right reaction, he threatened to give away your location to people back in Busan.”

“Were you going into preheat already?”

“Maybe? I… I must have been, because by the time I got outside and had a minute to freak out alone, my head still wasn’t clear. I thought maybe it was Jihoon’s scent making things fuzzy before, but… God, I don’t know. Somewhere in that initial panic behind Onyx Heights, I remembered that TaeTae was a thousand miles away on business, and not long after that I felt the first bit of slick. Everything went haywire once I realized what was happening. Full blown panic. I thought about what your mom said to me when we left home, then how busy everyone was. It felt like… I was convinced that getting everyone home and killing Jihoon would take time, so I would have to do the job for a few days anyway to keep him from putting you in danger, so–”

“So you decided to just do the whole thing?”

Jimin shakes his head. “Not at first. I don’t think so at least. I was just panicking, and I knew I needed to be able to do the undercover work he was setting me up for. There was no way I’d get away with doing that in preheat, so I went to the clinic.”

“You said you realized after that what you were doing, right?”

“Once the suppressants started to kick in, yeah.”

After a second or two of silence, Jungkook whispers, “Tell me what you started thinking then.”

“That I…” Jimin’s gaze falters, like he’s searching for the right words and can’t quite find them. Eventually, he lets out a sigh and admits, “I thought of you first. I knew the right thing to do was to tell you everything, but then you would have come home.”

“Of course I would have. Why didn’t you want that?”

“Because I figured that you might be safer in Germany. I thought I could finish the job in a couple of days, then all of you would come home and we could sort out the rest. I’d already be in trouble for my heat, and–”

“And so you just doubled down on making stupid decisions?” Jungkook can’t keep the shock out of his voice. The fact that Jimin could think for even a moment that this was the right way to handle things is beyond frustrating. “That just makes it sound like you couldn’t trust me to keep myself safe – like you didn’t even care about how much this was going to hurt me.”

“I did care. Kookie, I promise that I did.”

Jungkook knows he’s being a little unfair. Not by being mad (he has every right to do that), but by expecting that Jimin would ever be thinking clearly during heat. Suppressed or not, heat always leaves them in a haze – which is why Jungkook tries as hard as possible not to leave Jimin alone too often once preheat hits. Of course, they haven’t had a choice about that for most of their lives, but…

Either way, he knows that Jimin cares about him. It’s not fair to pretend like he doesn’t.

“I’m sorry, hyung.”

“Don’t apologize. You’re right to be angry. I knew it was going to hurt you and did it anyway. I started to panic every time I tried to think about what the consequences would be for all of this, so it was easier to just keep moving. If I was going to be in hot water either way, the least I could do was make sure you were safe…” Jimin trails off, swallowing audibly as he curls in on himself just a little. “But in the end, I couldn’t even do that.”

“That’s because it never should have been on your shoulders in the first place, hyung. We have a pack now. You don’t have to be the only one taking care of me anymore, just like I’m not the only one taking care of you.”

There’s a few seconds of silence before Jimin scoots closer and buries his face in Jungkook’s chest. “I know. And I know it would have been better to have everyone come home, but…”

“But you always make stupid goddamn decisions when you’re in preheat,” Jungkook says, letting out an exasperated sigh. “We have to find some way to deal with that, Jiminie. I don’t expect you to think straight in preheat. It’s not like I can – and neither can TaeTae – but then there needs to be another way for us to help you manage it.”

“It shouldn’t be your responsibility. It’s–”

No,” Jungkook snaps, pushing Jimin far enough back that they can make eye contact. His mate needs to know how serious he is about this. “Hyung, you have to stop. You’re always so worried about needing help, but all of us are just going to keep looking after you no matter what. All you’re doing by trying so hard not to be a burden is making it more difficult for us.”

“But you–”

“Just shut up and listen to me for a minute. Please.”

Jimin closes his mouth, blinking away tears as he nods.

Jungkook takes a breath to steady himself. Anger isn’t going to help with his communication right now, and he desperately wants this to make sense. He needs Jimin to understand that this isn’t sustainable, that things have to change.

Time to try and get through to him. This has to work.

“Look, I get it. I know why you do it and why it worked so well when we were younger, but it doesn’t work anymore. We’ve been trying to survive for so long that the last thing I ever wanted to do was push you too hard – but we’re not just surviving anymore, Jiminie. We’re more free than we’ve ever been, and your family is never going to hurt you ever again. We’re safe, and I need you to see that and start letting me help you. You don’t have to hide anymore. It hurts me that you still do – and I know that it’s hurting you too.”

There’s a long pause as Jimin just stares back at him, mouth hanging open and his brows furrowed, body completely still like he’s even stopped breathing. Jungkook lets the silence linger. He keeps his eyes on Jimin, one hand rubbing gently back and forth along his shoulder until he finally takes a shuddering breath and lets his scent out.

The torrent of burnt vanilla has Jungkook’s scent tipping closer to baseline on instinct, and he can’t help appreciating this moment of vulnerability – but it’s not enough on its own.

“Talk to me, hyung. I’m glad you’re letting me smell, but I need a lot more than that right now.”

“Sorry. I… It’s not meant to be all, but I know my scent is part of it, and– I just… I’m scared.”

“Of what?”

“Of… It’s… Kookie, I don’t know how to fix it,” he admits, a little sob following the words as he raises his hands and buries his face in them. “I keep trying to get better, and so much is changing, but it feels like no matter what I do there’s still this. I feel like needing too much makes me a burden but I don’t even know what too much is – and I know it doesn’t make sense because the rules don’t apply to anyone else but me in my head. Knowing that it doesn’t make sense feels like it should help, but it just doesn’t. I… I don’t know what to do.”

The last of Jimin’s words leave him in a panicked rush as he begins to cry in earnest, scent swinging wildly back and forth between content and distressed, like he has to keep fighting to make sure Jungkook can smell him. Any other day, Jungkook might tell him not to worry about it, but right now he needs to know that Jimin is making this effort for him.

“We’ll figure it out,” Jungkook whispers, tugging Jimin closer and pressing a kiss into his hair. “It’s okay. You can let it out. I just need to know that you’re willing to try right now.”

Jimin nods several times into his hands before dropping them from his face and practically clinging to Jungkook. “I will. I swear. If there’s anything you can think of, I’ll do it. And I can keep trying to think too. I just don’t know what else–”

“It’s okay, hyung. I’ve got ideas, and you don’t need to figure it all out right now. Before anything else, we have to take care of Jihoon. I should have killed him back in Busan.”

“I was so scared when I saw him again, Kookie.”

It seems like Jimin is cracking a little again, but that’s alright. Jungkook has most of what he desperately needed out of this conversation – which is a promise that they can try and make sure this never happens again. The details can wait until he’s had the chance to share a bit more comfort with his mate, especially after so much time apart.

~~

It takes a little longer for Jimin to cry out his panic this time, but now Jungkook feels much more at peace getting to be here for it. He appreciates knowing that they both want things to change, and that Jimin is truly sorry and horrified by everything that’s happened.

There’s still a little bit of residual anger and hurt – though it’s nothing compared to the burning hot rage he feels for Choi Jihoon. But he can process that later. For now, he soothes Jimin through his panic until the two of them are scenting and trading reassurances back and forth about how everything is okay now.

They’re here, they’re safe, and they love each other as much as they did before all of this.

“Sorry, I kind of lost it there,” Jimin whispers after a couple minutes of silent cuddling. “This week has been a lot – for both of us.”

“Yeah. It really has. And it’s okay that you cried, hyung. That’s one of the things I always appreciate – when you let me see the hard parts of what you’re feeling. If anything… It’s kind of non-negotiable for now.”

Jimin quirks his head, pulling back to give Jungkook a tiny, hopeful smile. “Yeah? Do you have demands?”

“You’re damn right I do.”

“Let me hear them?”

“Alright. I want this,” Jungkook says, gesturing between them. “Wanna know you’ll keep talking about it with me. Then after we get the immediate mess sorted, I want you to talk to Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung – either with or without me – and I want you to ask them for help with getting better. I’m also going to start reminding you about your scent whenever I think you might be hiding it. If I’m wrong sometimes, that’s okay, but otherwise I expect you to let me smell.”

“Oh? Is that all?” Jimin lets out a slightly nervous laugh, giving the requests a moment of thought before nodding. “Alright. I’ll do all of that. Is there anything else?”

“It’s a tentative list. More to come.”

“Understood.”

“I would really like it if you could find time to talk with the others about this too. Mostly because there’s a chance they might have ideas, but also because I want everyone to be on the same page about helping – which I promise you they’re going to want to do.”

Jimin takes a steadying breath, letting it out slowly and chewing at his lower lip. “Yeah, I can do that too.”

“Do you not believe me?”

“That’s not it. I do believe you. I’m just scared anyway – but that doesn’t change the fact that I’m going to do it. Anything else you want me to do, Kookie?”

“Not really,” Jungkook says with a little shrug. Jimin is always good about following through with making things right after he screws up, so if something else comes up later they can just tackle it then. “You know, there was one thing you brought up that I’m curious about though.”

“Yeah?”

“You mentioned still thinking about something that my mom said to you? What did you mean?”

“You don’t remember?”

Jungkook tries to wrack his brain for something that Jimin would still be thinking about years later, but he comes up empty. There was plenty said that night that they left, painful goodbyes, disappointment, and what felt like her tentative blessing in the end – but nothing that stands out in his memory. To be fair, emotions were high and Jungkook was definitely too crushed by being essentially exiled to really take in all of it, but…

“I don’t think I do,” he answers, shaking his head. “What did she tell you, hyung?”

“She said…” Jimin trails off, swallowing as another tear slips down his cheek. “That you were giving up your life for me, and that I had better make sure it was worth it. I’ve tried. I really have – and all I could think this week was that none of it would matter if–”

“Hyung, you have made it worth it – like a million times over. You never need to worry about that,” Jungkook says, squeezing Jimin closer. “Tell me you haven’t been thinking about that for literal years.”

“Only when I really felt like I was letting you down. Like last week, or when I lost my job and we could barely afford to feed you. Times like that.”

Jungkook can’t help the exasperated sigh that slips out of him. “You’re an idiot sometimes. You know that, right?”

That earns him the first laugh he’s heard from Jimin in what feels like ages. “Yeah. If I didn’t know it before all of this, then I sure know it now.”

“I mean there’s that. Sure. But if you think for even a second that you weren’t worth it to me every step of the way then I really need you to stop and consider that we’re mates. Could I ever do anything that would make all of this not worth it to you?”

“No. Nothing.”

“It’s the same for me with you. It always has been.”

“I think it’s less… Like I know you’re here with me no matter what, but I also know how much your mom means to you. And maybe I also want her to think that you didn’t make a mistake with me.”

Of course Jungkook wants that too. For him, it’s not so much that he’s worried that his mom thinks Jimin was a mistake, but rather every other decision he’s made. A part of him aches for her approval, even though he knows that what he’s done with his life is good without it.

“I understand,” he whispers into Jimin’s hair. “Don’t worry, hyung. We’ll get her blessing some day, I’m sure – but we don’t need it. Just need you.”

Jimin is silent for a few moments, eventually whispering back a soft, “Just need you too – and maybe the rest of our mates.”

“Yeah. Them too. All seven of us, just the way it should be.”

*******

Hoseok is still kicking himself.

So much of this would have been solved if he’d trusted his gut the night he saw Jiminie at the Guo estate, or if he took the time to stop and really try to get Jungkookie talking. Or maybe even if he just put the details of his job in the group chat at some point instead of only really talking about it at the house. Then Jimin would have known that he could reach out to Hoseok for help and–

He’s been thinking himself in circles about everything he could have done for what feels like hours. Seeing Jimin in the hospital like that, and Jungkook looking so completely crushed and terrified… It’s going to weigh on him until they get this sorted. Murder isn’t really his style, but he’s starting to think he could make an exception for this Choi Jihoon. It was one thing to know that he hurt Jiminie so deeply years ago, but the fact that he had the audacity to hurt one of their omegas now?

Even the thought has Hoseok practically seething with rage.

It’s obvious he’s not the only one. Yoongi works furiously as soon as they’re back in his room, digging into Jihoon’s finances with what looks like sadistic glee. “Whatever he was getting from the Kangs, it clearly wasn’t enough to keep his head above water. Look here,” he says, pointing to a transaction in the list on one monitor.

Hoseok leans in closer and feels a smirk stretch across his face. “Overdraft fees.”

“Pretty regular ones by the looks of it – at least up until a few months ago.”

Of course. Opportunistic little bastard.

“The Jeon family effectively guts the Seoul expansion, destroys the factory, kills the leadership – and then the vultures swoop in,” Hoseok mutters, looking down the list of transactions as Yoongi scrolls through the more recent ones. “So him and the other guys with him took what was left and tried to start their own little enterprise from the ashes.”

“And they were successful enough to get hired with basically zero experience by your parents?”

“I think that’s giving them both too much credit. My parents were probably desperate, and Jihoon was stupid enough to take whatever tiny cut they offered him. You can’t get a proper thief to work for that price under normal circumstances.”

“Which is why Jihoon had to blackmail one,” Yoongi says, a tiny growl at the edge of his voice. “The fact that I won’t get to kill him myself is a goddamn crime.”

“Taehyungie will make sure it’s done right, at least.” After a few seconds of silence as they both scan the list of transactions, Hoseok can’t quite help voicing the other worry dancing around the edges of his mind. “So… I don’t think I’ve ever seen Joonie this mad before.”

“I have. Don’t worry about that part. We’ll work it out like we always do – and you’re probably in way less trouble than me and Tae. The thing to actually worry about is the crisis of faith in himself that he’s about to have.”

“Why would he have a crisis of faith?”

Yoongi shrugs, still scrolling through bank records. “Good question. We’ll find out later.”

“But how do you know he’s going to have one if you aren’t sure what it’s even about?”

That question has Yoongi turning away from the screen to give Hoseok a thoroughly unimpressed look. “Because I’ve known him the longest of any of us. We were roommates, business partners, and best friends all before Tae and Jin-hyung ever found us. I watched Joon-ah cope with his family disowning him, and I saw every breakdown he had on the way to forming this pack. I might not have the same observational skills as you or Jin-hyung, but I know my alpha. We’ll take care of him once Jihoon is dead.”

“Sorry. I believe you. Didn’t mean to sound like I don’t.”

A tiny bit of the tension drains out of Yoongi, and his expression softens. “You’re fine, Seok-ah. Sorry, I’m just… I’m fucking pissed about all of this. The fact that this asshole had the nerve to try something with Min-ah when he’s under our protection, and then for us to be over a thousand goddamn miles away when it happened… There’s stuff we have to deal with as a pack, but first we’re going to fucking destroy him – and anyone who’s loyal to him.”

~~

It’s nearly seven in the evening by the time they’re all ready to come back together and formulate a plan. Yoongi has been working non-stop, and Hoseok has divided his time between helping him and meeting with Taehyungie and the rest of their security team. (He does make a pit stop to check on Jiminie after their doctor has a chance to look at him, but he’s fast asleep when Hoseok peeks into the room.) Namjoon has been popping in to check on all of them, staying just long enough to get a status update before moving on to the next task.

Hoseok ends up being the one to round everyone up so they can discuss their plan as a group.

Taehyung is easy enough, since he’s the one who called the meeting – and Yoongi is there when Hoseok gets the call from their omega to meet in the dining room in ten minutes. Finding Joonie takes a little bit of work, but Hoseok eventually manages to locate him out in the garden. (He could have called, but the chance to stretch his legs and possibly catch their pack alpha alone was too much to pass up.)

Unfortunately, Namjoon still doesn’t seem interested in talking. He’s just hanging up a phone call when Hoseok steps outside, but his stony expression doesn’t brighten at all when they make eye contact. “Do you need me for something?”

“Taehyungie is ready to make a plan. I think we have all the information we need, and it sounds like they found something at the apartment.”

“Another burner phone?” Namjoon asks, stepping closer but making no effort to touch Hoseok. After the past month or so of near constant contact as Namjoon has explored his alpha instincts more, the absence is even more noticeable.

It stings a little.

“I think so,” Hoseok answers. “We have five or ten minutes before everyone needs to gather. Anything important?” He gestures toward Namjoon’s phone to make it clear what he’s asking about.

“Just an update from Hongjoong-ssi about delivery dates. Nothing you need to worry about.”

Namjoon goes to step around him and head back into the house, but Hoseok reaches out toward his alpha, their fingertips brushing. “Joonie, can we–”

“Unless it’s about how we’re going to fix the matter at hand, no.” Namjoon pulls his hand back, tension winding through his body as he frowns. A second of silence later, he lets out a breath and brushes past Hoseok on his way inside. “Just… Give me some space about the rest, please.”

Hoseok stays outside alone for a minute, finding himself so taken aback that he can’t bring himself to follow right away. He’s never seen Namjoon quite like this. Upset, sure – but never straight up denying them contact or a conversation. It helps a little to know that Yoongi is sure that things will be okay, but Hoseok still feels a little lurch of anxiety in his belly.

Maybe finding Jinnie will help…

He hasn’t seen much of the beta since they got home, but he’s pretty sure that he knows where to find him. After sweeping most of the house looking for Namjoon, there’s only a couple of places Hoseok didn’t check.

Oddly enough, Jinnie isn’t in the kitchen. There’s not a hint of anyone being there, and certainly no progress toward dinner. That is… a little worrying, admittedly. Even when Jin doesn’t want to cook, he’s always preoccupied with making sure everyone gets their meals in for the day. Maybe he’s planning something else?

There’s still one place Hoseok hasn’t checked recently, so he heads for the spare room they set Jimin up in.

Luckily, he finds the rest of his mates there. Jiminie is sitting up in bed this time, looking tired even though he’s awake and talking quietly with Jinnie and Jungkookie. The little knock that Hoseok gives to the door frame has all three of them looking over at him, and both omegas give him soft smiles.

Jin tries to do the same, but the smile doesn’t quite reach his eyes.

“Hi, hyung,” Jungkook says. He’s sitting in a chair next to one side of Jimin’s bed, phone in hand with his legs crossed beneath him. There’s no sour tinge to his scent that Hoseok can smell, so he must have at least had a snack at some point.

“What’s up?” Jimin asks. His voice is still ragged, but he sounds slightly less miserable than this morning at least. “Did you guys find anything?”

“Taehyungie is ready for us to meet in the dining room to go over the plan. Pretty sure they found a fresh burner phone at your apartment.”

Jiminie goes to climb out of bed, but both Jinnie and Jungkookie reach out to stop him.

“Darling, let one of us carry you.”

“I really can walk,” Jimin protests. “It can’t be that bad.”

Jin just shakes his head. “Humor us for today. It will help Joon-ah considerably if he can see that you’re taking the recommendation of bed rest seriously.”

“Yeah, let me carry you, hyung.” Jungkook doesn’t even wait for an answer, scooping Jimin into his arms right away and heading right past Hoseok.

Perfect. Just the two of them left now.

“Did the meeting with the doctor go well?” Hoseok asks.

“It did. She found the recommendations of the hospital to be adequate for the short term, so we’ll start there. Did you and Yoongi-yah find anything?”

“Plenty of information, but… Hyung, is there anything I can do to help Joonie? I’ve never seen him like this, and–”

“No, I imagine you haven’t. What he needs right now is space,” Jin says, tone a little flat and his expression barely more than polite. “Give him some time to come to terms with things.”

“Okay. Well…” Hoseok hesitates, feeling like his attempts at helping won’t be welcome and yet unsure of what else to do. Jinnie is acting weird, and he can’t just ignore it. “How about you? Are you okay?”

“I’m…” Jin trails off, gaze drifting down to the floor for a moment or two. “No. I don’t believe I am. That being said, now isn’t the time, Hoseok-ah.”

“We have a few minutes. We could–”

“I’d rather spend them making sure we’re all in place for this discussion. Is there anyone I can help you find?”

Hoseok has to fight to keep his mouth from dropping open. It’s one thing to see Namjoon upset, but now Jin as well? And neither of them wanting to talk is just… God, he doesn’t like this at all. Still, there’s not much to do but hope that it will be better after they’ve dealt with the problem at hand. Hoseok is good at shoving his emotions into a box – so he’ll just do that instead.

“I think I have everyone. Can I place a call for dinner, or will that interrupt your plans?”

Jin pauses for a moment, then glances at his watch. “It would appear that the day has gotten away from me.”

“From all of us,” Hoseok offers with a shrug. “Anything in particular I have to be wary of for Jimin-ah?”

“Please, allow me to call an order in. We all need something nutritious after a day like this, and I believe I know just the thing.”

After one quick nod, Hoseok turns to leave the room. No point lingering where he isn’t needed. If Joonie and Jinnie both need space, then he’ll make sure he gives it to them. Whatever it takes to get this mess sorted and get the seven of them back on track.

~~

At least the conversation surrounding what to do about Jihoon flows much easier than the rest.

Between the seven of them, Yeonjun, and Shownu’s whole team, they manage to fill just about their entire dining room table. Jimin and Jungkook sit sandwiched between Namjoon and Jin, while the rest of them intermingle among the security team. Hyungwon wordlessly sets down a small box, which must contain the new burner phone they found at the apartment.

Good. Jihoon has opened another line of communication.

Yoongi and Yeonjun present their information first, running through Jihoon’s banking transactions, minimal real estate holdings, various credit cards, and other miscellaneous financial data before moving on to some footage they managed to get hold of from the day he cornered Jimin inside of Onyx Heights. There’s not much to the video. It’s a security camera recording from the hotel, apparently sent to them after Namjoon made a phone call.

There were no cameras in the back area where Jimin was cornered, but they did capture Jihoon and the three guys with him entering the building. It’s the first proper look Hoseok gets at the man (once Jimin confirms his identity), and even that glance makes fresh rage boil up inside of him. There’s nothing remarkable about Jihoon. Average height, average build, mousy brown hair. The way he carries himself definitely tells a story though. He’s clearly giving orders as he leads the men with them down the hall, standing tall and proud without ever really turning to look at the faces of the men he’s speaking to.

The video of them exiting the building after their talk with Jimin is essentially the same as them entering – at least except for the visible smirk on Jihoon’s face.

“Any payments out of his accounts that day?” Hyungwon asks.

Yeonjun quickly looks over the printed list in front of him and shakes his head. “Lunch, then a stop at the liquor store later in the evening. No payments to anyone specific that I can see.”

“What are you thinking?” Wonho asks, taking Hyungwon’s hand in his.

“Just wondering if those three were paid to be there or if they are part of his ‘organization’ full time. Did you have any input about that, Jimin-ssi?”

“I think they’ve definitely worked together longer than just that day,” Jimin says. “Didn’t really give the impression of just hired muscle – and Jihoon mentioned all of them knowing about Kookie.”

Taehyung lets out a laugh. “What do you want to bet it’s just the four of them? Information with a potential price that high is harder to keep secret the more people know about it. Either he’s a complete dumbass, or he’s not worried about them talking.”

“They could be planning to sell the information either way,” Namjoon says.

“That would provoke retaliation from the Jeons,” Shownu counters. “Not a wise move from someone without the power to protect themselves.”

“So here’s the thing about that,” Jimin says. “Jihoon already sees himself as a victim of the Jeons. As far as he’s concerned, they’re out to get him.”

“All the more reason to kill him quickly.” Yoongi turns his laptop around to face the group, showing off an overhead map of a small neighborhood, then pointing to a slightly larger building on the east side of it. “I’m pretty sure this is where he is. It’s a small scrapyard with a house attached to the workshop – and it was one of the properties the Kangs sold off when they shut down their Seoul branch in a hurry.”

Jin perks up at that. “The ones they were listing for way below market value? Of course. So Jihoon makes off with whatever funds he can scrounge up as the Seoul expansion falls around him, picks up a cheap property, then starts getting his own operation off the ground.”

“Is the scrapyard still running?” Jungkook asks.

“The actual business shut down before the Kangs bought it,” Yeonjun answers. “As far as I can tell, they weren’t exactly planning on reopening it.”

“So just a cheap place to live?”

“That’s what it looks like.” Yeonjun passes a sheet of paper toward Jungkook. “These are the utility bills being paid on it.”

“Let me see,” Jin says, picking up the sheet of paper and looking it over for a few seconds. “These definitely don’t look like commercial business utility bills. Water usage is high, but if they’re using it as a base of operations then that makes sense. This is in line with what I would expect from four to six single men.”

Kihyun tilts his head in what looks like confusion. “May I ask how you know that, Seokjin-ssi?”

“I’ve seen plenty of utility bills in my time. My parents owned a multitude of rental properties in my youth, and I was trained to look over their financials for anything out of the ordinary.”

“So this is good news for us,” Taehyung says, determination written all over his face. There’s a sharpness to him whenever he’s like this, a certain cruel joy in his gaze that only really shows when he’s worked all the way up into a proper murderous rage. “Even if there are six guys there, we can handle them. Me, Changkyun-ssi, and Jooheon-ssi can wipe the place out easily.”

“You want to swarm it?” Jooheon asks, a wide grin spreading across his face. “It’s not too big. The three of us could–”

“We have the burner phone,” Shownu interrupts, pointing to the small brown box that Hyungwon set on the table earlier. “There’s no reason not to make use of it. Draw him out, hit the scrapyard while he’s gone, grab him when he comes for the elephant, or tail him and see if he leads you to any more of his subordinates.”

Taehyung considers the proposal for a minute before turning to Jimin. “Do you think he’ll take the bait after you’ve been out of commission for a whole day?”

“After how many resources he put into this, yeah – but he’ll probably be suspicious. I’m assuming he’ll want a dead drop.”

“And if he’s smart, he'll be watching,” Changkyun says. “If anyone but you makes that drop, we might scare him off.”

“Then let me do it.” There’s pure determination in Jimin’s voice, and he turns to Namjoon right away to make his case. “Hyung, please. If we do this right, Jihoon dies and we never need to worry about him again.”

“Minnie, you can’t even walk properly,” Namjoon answers, shaking his head. “We’d be putting you in danger.”

“That will probably look more believable, to be honest,” Hoseok says. He doesn’t like the idea of Jimin being on his feet yet either, but if it’s just for a quick drop off… “If you text him and tell him you ended up in the hospital, you’ll definitely look the part.”

Taehyung nods in agreement. “Yeah, and then we can–”

“You two seriously want to put him back out there?” Namjoon snaps, standing up out of his chair and sending a puff of bitter, burnt sandalwood into the air. “There’s no way. Jihoon could try to kill him!”

“No point in killing a perfectly good asset,” Hoseok says, keeping his tone even and non-threatening. “He’ll want to use Minnie again.”

“Especially if I come crawling back to finish this job fresh out of the hospital,” Jimin says, reaching for Namjoon’s hand. “So long as he has Kookie’s information, he’s sure that he’s got my cooperation. He only ever referred to you as my ‘art collector alpha’ that day at Onyx Heights, which means he has no idea who he’s messing with – so let’s use that to our advantage.”

Namjoon allows his eyes to slip shut, forcing himself to take a deep breath before turning his gaze down to where Jimin sits, looking him up and down and then shaking his head. “You’re sure you want to do this? There are other options we could use.”

“I’m sure, hyung,” Jimin says, giving one short nod. “This way is our best guarantee that he dies.”

“Even better,” Taehyung says. “This will make sure he dies tonight.”

Another few seconds of silence follow, all of them waiting on Namjoon’s decision. Hoseok is already starting to formulate backup plans when their pack alpha sits back down and lets out a breath.

“Fine. Let’s come up with a plan and end this.”

Notes:

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude where this plan will be executed ;D

See you there! <3

Chapter 161: Interlude – A Timely End

Notes:

There are references to violence in this chapter as well as a tiny bit of blood and gore, but nothing graphic happens where we can see it.

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Taehyung is so ready for this.

He’s perched high in a tree about half a block from where Jihoon requested for Jimin to drop the jade elephant, dutifully scanning the area for even a hint of suspicious activity. His mind feels perfectly sharp, thoughts clear and simple like they always are when he’s on the hunt.

They have plenty of backup plans ready for any possible change, but so far they’re all in position for the preferred course of action. Jooheon and Changkyun are waiting outside the scrapyard, monitoring the activity on site (which has so far amounted to very little aside from Jihoon leaving the property thirteen minutes ago). The majority of their security team are waiting in vehicles along this same road, ready to move if anything goes wrong. Namjoon-hyung is in one of the cars with Jungkook, Shownu, and Wonho, while Hobi-hyung is in another with Hyungwon and Kihyun. Jin-hyung, Yoongi-hyung, and Minhyuk are in the last car, waiting a couple of streets down to transport Jimin.

With five minutes to go, they finally spot the first bit of interesting movement.

“Jihoon on site,” Kihyun says, his voice clear and crisp in the tiny earpiece Taehyung wears. “Heading south on fifth street.”

Tae doesn’t bother answering back, just turns his binoculars toward fifth street and waits.

The drop is taking place in a relatively deserted public park, just after midnight. Jimin is supposed to leave the elephant in a small hollow alcove in one of the larger trees near the middle of the park. It’s a tiny bit of a climb – perfectly easy for Jimin, (though they’re best off not mentioning it to Namjoon). There’s a good view of the tree from his position, and a relatively clear line of sight from the fifth street entrance to the park as well.

Sure enough, Taehyung can see a figure approaching from the north. It must be Jihoon, though he has a hood pulled up over his head, obscuring his face somewhat as he crosses the street into the park and slips behind a nearby tree.

“Target has stopped moving,” Kihyun mutters a few seconds later. “Looks like he’s taking cover to observe the drop.”

“I’ve got eyes on him,” Taehyung answers.

“Starting my approach,” Jimin says. “Going silent.”

“Understood.” Tae turns his attention to the west where Jimin is supposed to be coming from, scanning nearby buildings along the street for any signs of someone watching him. Considering the size of Jihoon’s little group, it’s not terribly likely that he can afford to have every direction watched – but that’s no excuse for them to be sloppy.

He doesn’t spot anything. No suspicious movements, flashing lights, or strange reflections. Just Jimin making a slow, almost painful looking approach as he limps up to the park, playing the part of injured and slightly suspicious perfectly. Of course the injury doesn’t take much faking, but the nervous way he looks around the park like he expects an ambush from any direction is definitely well played.

When Jimin reaches the tree, he pauses, looking up at the alcove for a second or two before beginning his climb. It probably hurts a little with his bandaged hands, but he doesn’t let that stop him, climbing with ease up a few of the branches and depositing his cargo into the hollowed out space in the tree.

After that he climbs down and starts walking back in the direction he came from, pulling out the burner phone and sending a text.

Taehyung turns his attention back to Jihoon, watching as the text comes through and he types out a quick response. Jihoon doesn’t move straight away, shoving his phone back into his pocket and continuing to watch over the park, probably making sure that Jimin is well and truly gone before he makes his move.

“I see my ride,” Jimin says after a few minutes of silence. “Package is in the tree.”

“We’ve got eyes on you, Min-ah,” Yoongi says. “No other movement.”

Another minute or so and Minhyuk speaks, “Jimin-ssi is safe with us. Anything from Jihoon?”

“Nothing yet,” Taehyung answers. “I think he’s making sure that– Oh, nevermind, he’s moving now. I’m going silent. Be ready to advance.”

“Understood,” Kihyun says. “I’ve got vision on him.”

Taehyung watches from his perch as Jihoon gets closer, walking casually through the north side of the park until he reaches the base of the tree, glancing around himself the entire way. Of course, he doesn’t see Tae.

They never do.

Jihoon looks up at the tree, beginning a much less graceful ascent than Jimin managed, even with his injured hands.

Showtime.

Completely silent, Taehyung slinks his way down through branches, dropping silently onto the ground and watching as Jihoon removes the wrapped package from inside of the tree and hops back down. He fumbles his landing a little, falling to one knee and sending the small wrapped package tumbling along the ground away from him. As it rolls, some of the brown paper around the outside tears free, revealing the plain speckled gray rock beneath.

He freezes in place for a second, then crawls forward and reaches out to snatch the rock, letting out a curse. “That little bitch. I’ll fucking–”

Taehyung is on him in an instant, one arm wrapping around his neck from behind and the other holding a knife to his gut. There’s a grunt of surprise, but Tae squeezes Jihoon’s neck hard enough to keep him from crying out. “I’d suggest keeping quiet. One peep and you’ll need both hands to keep all your insides where they belong. Do you understand?”

“Who–” The word is barely more than a hoarse whisper, and Jihoon immediately reaches up to try and tug Taehyung’s arms away, but a little bit of pressure on the knife has him nodding instead, hands dropping to his sides.

“Very good. Now we’re going to stand you up. Nice and slow.”

As soon as Taehyung lets his grip loosen just a little, Jihoon gasps for breath and doesn’t fight the way Tae hauls him upward. After a few panicked breaths, he tries to speak. “Who are yo–”

“This is your last warning,” Taehyung bites out, letting the tip of his knife press harder into Jihoon’s belly. “You need to keep quiet or I’m going to have to gut you right here – and neither of us want that. Trust me.”

Aside from some pathetic whimpering, the threat is enough to make Jihoon docile.

It’s easy to see now why Jimin found his scent so distinct. Pine is relatively common among alphas and even some betas, but Jihoon smells more like pine wood just beginning to char in a fire – although it doesn’t take long for it to become so burnt with distress that it nearly makes Taehyung’s eyes water. At least it doesn’t get any worse as they begin to march backward toward the edge of the park.

At the first hint of footsteps approaching them, Jihoon perks up like he thinks someone might be here to save him.

“Well, he sure came quietly,” Hyungwon says, his expression utterly unimpressed when Tae looks back to see him and Hoseok approaching as planned.

Of course Hoseok doesn’t look particularly impressed either, eyes scanning over Jihoon before giving a little nod to Taehyung. “Let’s get moving.”

Jihoon starts putting up a little more of a fight as soon as Hoseok and Hyungwon come forward to take hold of him, but by that point it’s too late. The three of them make quick work of shoving a gag in his mouth and zip tying his hands securely behind his back, rendering him basically useless.

Kihyun is waiting for them in the car, but Tae is struck by the realization that he forgot their decoy on the ground by the tree, so he leaves Jihoon to the others and doubles back to grab it. When he jogs back up to the car with the large rock held in both hands, Kihyun eyes it with curiosity.

“Something special about the rock?”

“I just know I’m going to want something to help remind me of such a special night,” Taehyung answers, directing his smile over his shoulder toward where Jihoon sits looking completely panicked in the back seat. Unable to resist a little fun, Tae holds up the rock for Jihoon to see, grinning wide. “I picked this baby out myself. Pretty good size and weight match for that elephant you’re looking for, and it came right out of our garden. Had you fooled for a second.”

That has Jihoon struggling against his bonds, panic mixing with what looks like anger as he tries to yell around the gag in his mouth.

Hobi-hyung just lets out a laugh. “No point burning your energy on this pointless struggle. Don’t worry – we don’t have a very long car ride.”

~~

By the time they make it to the scrap yard, Jooheon and Changkyun have already cleared the place.

Working with the two of them is always a treat. Taehyung doesn’t have to worry that something will be handled improperly, or that the execution (sometimes quite literally) will be sloppy. He trained them himself, which means they’re ruthlessly efficient and always thorough.

As soon as the car parks, both Jooheon and Changkyun meet Taehyung just outside of it. They’ve clearly been busy, judging by the thin sheen of sweat on both of them, but otherwise they don’t look too messy at all.

“Clean work. Not a drop of blood on either of you. How many?”

“Four,” Jooheon answers with a little grin. “And don’t look too close at my shoes. They’ll definitely need a bit of cleaning before the night is over.”

Changkyun lets out a laugh. “I told you it was going to spray when you went for the throat. Not sure what else you expected.”

“You wanted him dropped fast and that’s what I did.”

“There are cleaner ways to do it… but we can go over that later. Is this the guy?” Changkyun peers into the vehicle behind Tae, giving Jihoon a long up and down look.

“Yeah, that’s him.”

Jooheon looks closer too, letting out an amused little huff. “He doesn’t look like much, does he? I’m guessing your plan went off without a hitch?”

“That’s because he isn’t much – and yeah, he took the bait with basically zero hesitation,” Taehyung confirms, then turns to look back at Hoseok. “You can ride back with security, hyung. There’s no reason for you to watch this part, and I’ll keep these two with me.”

“We’ll take good care of him, Hoseok-ssi,” Jooheon says with a grin.

Hobi-hyung nods, clearly not interested in watching a murder. “Alright. See you at home.”

“Perfect. Let’s get our guest inside.”

~~

From out here, the scrapyard looks as expected. There are weathered appliances stacked high outside of the workshop, a few old cars lined up in the back, and even the remnants of a rusted sign with a faded company logo printed on it. The shop itself features two large garage doors, though both of them are shut at the moment. Instead, the four of them enter through the side door. It doesn’t look like either the Kangs or Jihoon and his men have done much with the place. Bits of scrap metal and a few rusted tools are scattered around the workshop in messy piles, accompanied by an assortment of trash bags, empty beer bottles, and other junk.

The house isn’t much better, like whoever owned it before left in a bit of a hurry and Jihoon didn’t care much for tidying it up. The carpet inside is stained, and the kitchen they pass through is a disaster area, piled high with pizza boxes, takeout containers, and more empty beer bottles.

“Is the whole place like this?” Taehyung asks, wrinkling his nose at the stale smell of beer, grease, and various alpha scents.

“Basically,” Changkyun answers, letting out a little grunt as he keeps marching Jihoon forward. “They’re really going for the whole ‘frat house’ aesthetic.”

Between the three of them, they have no trouble getting Jihoon inside. Tae doesn’t even really have to do any work. Jooheon and Changkyun are managing to keep Jihoon moving, both seemingly unbothered by his attempts to struggle out of their grip. To be fair, he’s doing a pretty pathetic job of it. Clearly he doesn’t realize how serious this is, but he’ll know soon.

Once they enter the living room, he starts to get the picture.

The floor here is stained with blood, as is the large couch shoved up against one wall. There are also obvious drag marks along the carpet leading back toward another hallway. No bodies of course. Those will all be outside, but the amount of blood staining the floor leaves little room for doubt about what happened here.

In the very center of the room is a single old wooden chair, and Jihoon’s eyes go wide as he’s marched toward it, gaze darting around the room and muffled yelling coming from his mouth. Even now that he’s putting effort into his struggle, he’s no match for Changkyun and Jooheon, who force him down into the chair and get to work zip tying his ankles to the base and his wrists to the back.

Taehyung leaves them to it, wandering back into the kitchen where the sounds of Jihoon’s muffled yelling are a bit quieter. He peers around the room for the least offensive looking chair possible, and finds a wooden stool that he takes back to the living room with him. By the time he returns, Jihoon is strapped down completely, with Jooheon and Changkyun standing on either side of him.

“You can take his gag out,” Tae says, setting the stool down a few feet in front of Jihoon and taking a seat on it. “I’m sure he’d like to know what’s going on here.”

The second Changkyun pulls the gag out of Jihoon’s mouth, he starts trying to bargain, voice panicked. “Look, whoever you people are, we can work something out. It doesn’t have to be–”

“That might be a good place to start,” Taehyung interrupts. “Would you like to know who I am?”

Jihoon hesitates for a moment, taking quick panicked breaths as he nods.

“You might have heard of me. I go by V.”

There’s a flash of recognition in Jihoon’s eyes, then something like anger as he bares his teeth. “Goddamn Jeon dogs. Whatever they’re paying you, I can do better! Just tell me what you want!”

“Oh, you’ve definitely got the wrong idea here. You see, you’re so special that I’m doing this completely free of charge – and not for the Jeon family either. The truth is, I’ve been dying to meet you for months now, Choi Jihoon.”

“You want money? Is that it? I can pay!”

“Something tells me you can’t, actually. This place you’re squatting in doesn’t exactly make me feel confident in your financial capabilities – and that isn’t really what I’m interested in anyway.”

Jihoon is starting to look truly desperate now, swallowing audibly as he sputters. “What do– If you don’t want money, then what?”

“Funny you ask. I want two things, actually.”

“Name them.”

“The jade carvings. Your little group stole the other two, and I’d really like to have the full set.”

“And you’ll… If I give them to you, you’ll let me go?”

Taehyung smirks at that, leaning forward on his stool. “You think I’m the type to let people go for trinkets? That’s cute. You know, you haven’t even asked what happened to your friends. Aren’t you curious?”

After another nervous look at the blood soaked carpet, Jihoon shakes his head. “They weren’t my friends. I barely even knew those guys. Look, whatever you did, I won’t say a word to anyone. I’ll disappear, go somewhere far–”

“God, you really are trash through and through, huh?” Taehyung says, rolling his eyes. “Don’t even give a shit about the men you’ve been working with. Pathetic, honestly.”

“Please, just let me go! I don’t know why you’re doing this, but–”

“Oh, I can help with that, since you’re apparently not bright enough to put two and two together on your own. I’m here to make sure you never see Park Jimin again.”

“You– You’re here for– This is about him? Whatever he told you, it isn’t true. He’s just doing a little work for me!”

Tae lets out a bark of laughter. “Really? You’re too funny if you think I’m going to believe some bullshit story like that. Let me help you understand something, Jihoon. Jimin is my mate. I’ve heard every awful little detail of what you’ve done to him – and I know without a doubt that you’re going to pay for it today.”

“I didn’t do anything! I–”

“You might want to think twice before you lie to me like that again. Having a tongue is a privilege that I can very easily take away.”

Jihoon’s jaw trembles, eyes anxiously looking around the room for any hope before landing back on Taehyung. “Do you think nobody will come looking for me? I’ve got–”

“I don’t think they will, no.” Tae leans forward, elbows resting on his knees as his face stretches into a huge grin. “And if they do, I’ll tear them apart, just like I’m going to do to you.”

That is apparently enough to tip Jihoon over the edge into full blown panic. He struggles against his bonds with renewed energy, yelling half formed sentences about how this is all a misunderstanding and how he never meant to hurt Jimin, mixed in with various offers to pay for his freedom. It doesn’t take long for him to start to cry, face going red with exertion even though he’s making no progress at all toward escape.

Jooheon and Changkyun look to Taehyung for instruction, but he lets Jihoon play the blubbering fool for a minute or two before letting out a sigh and stepping off his stool. Honestly, he was hoping for a bit more fire – or maybe even some verbal jabs that could warrant a few lost fingers for Jihoon.

Instead he’s faced with the unfortunate fact that Jihoon is little more than a coward who likes to play at being tough.

Disappointing. Just one more reason to enjoy killing him.

Taehyung steps right up to Jihoon and winds up to give him one solid backhand across the face, which is thankfully enough to shock him into something close to silence. “That’s better. Now listen to me very carefully. You don’t get to leave here alive – but you do get to decide how painful that death is going to be. Torture isn’t really my thing, but I have been known to make exceptions from time to time.”

Jihoon’s entire jaw is trembling, tears falling freely from his eyes as he looks up at Taehyung and whispers, “Please. I’ll give you whatever you want.”

“Oh, I know you will. Let’s start with the other jade carvings.”

~~

By the time the deed is done and Taehyung has finished disposing of Jihoon somewhere he will never be found, it’s nearly morning.

After a full day of complete and utter chaos, he finally feels like he can think properly. No more murderous rage clouding his mind. Just a need for sleep and the warm satisfaction of knowing that the seven of them will never have to worry about Choi Jihoon ever again. It might not have been a satisfying kill in the sense of it offering any sort of challenge, but it was definitely gratifying in other ways.

And now he can focus his attention on his mates.

Things are a complete mess right now, with Namjoon-hyung more pissed than Taehyung has seen him in years, Jin-hyung seemingly shaken too, and Jimin probably more worried than ever about his place in the pack. It’s going to take work to get everyone back on their feet again, but he has no doubt they’ll manage it. They’ve faced every single challenge that’s appeared so far, and come out on the other side stronger each time.

“Ready to head home?” Changkyun asks as Jooheon shovels the last bit of dirt over Jihoon’s resting place.

“Yeah. I think so. Thank you both for helping me sort this mess out.”

“Of course. Always a pleasure.”

“Let’s hit the road then,” Tae says, letting out a yawn and leading the way back to the car. “I’m sure you’re both as exhausted as I am.”

He manages to grab a bit of a nap on the way home, curled up in the back seat with a heavy canvas bag on the seat next to him. What exactly they’ll do with the set of jade carvings inside is a bit of a mystery, but he’s glad to have them either way – and Hobi-hyung will surely have some sort of opinion on the matter.

But all of that can wait until he’s had some rest.

Notes:

Well, that's the end of Choi Jihoon. Now we get to spend a good long time cleaning up his mess!

In Sunday's update, we'll begin the process of unpacking all of the hurt left in the wake of recent events. It's going to be messy, but we'll get some much needed comfort as well. See you there <3 :D

Chapter 162: The Fallout

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Namjoon still isn’t relaxed.

Taehyung won’t be home until much later, and that on top of everything else is making it feel nearly impossible to think of laying down for bed. He doesn’t doubt his omega’s capabilities. That’s never been the issue. It’s just that the alpha part of his brain making a fuss – and that part of him is already far too busy running anxious circles about how his mates apparently don’t trust him. With the immediate threat dealt with, he supposes that maybe it’s time to sit with those feelings.

Thankfully, the rest of his mates are easy enough to get to bed. Jimin falls asleep on the car ride back home, and Jungkook carries him into the room downstairs before getting ready for sleep himself. He’s barely left Jimin’s side all day, and doesn’t seem any more inclined to do so now.

Nobody asks to nest together.

After something this stressful, that would typically be the next logical step, but there are too many hurt feelings between all of them. Jungkook would be the only one Namjoon might expect to ask for that sort of comfort right now, but he simply wishes them a good night and climbs into bed with Jimin, practically clinging to him.

Hoseok gets home just after Jungkook heads to bed, finding the rest of them on their way back toward the living room. He’s able to confirm that Taehyung has Jihoon with Jooheon and Changkyun, so at least the rest of the plan seems to be working out as expected.

“Perfect,” Jin says, flashing a tired little half smile that doesn’t reach his eyes. “Then there’s nothing else for the rest of us to do but get some sleep.”

Yoongi looks over at Hoseok, mouth dropping open for a moment before he looks up at Namjoon and Jin with questioning eyes. “Do you not want to talk, or…?”

“Not really feeling up to it,” Namjoon answers honestly.

Jin seems to be on the same page, shaking his head. “We’ve all had a long day. There’s no point in making it longer – especially for Hobi-yah. He’s had the least rest of any of us.”

It’s obviously true. Hoseok was up late last night pulling off his theft, and has been fighting back yawns for most of the evening. Even now, he doesn’t argue. “Yeah, I’ll be in a better place to talk after some sleep too. You wanna come to bed with me, Yoongi?”

After another quick glance at Namjoon and Jin, Yoongi lets out a sigh and wraps his arm around Hoseok’s shoulders. “Sure. Let’s go get you ready for sleep.” He starts leading Hoseok down the hall, muttering over his shoulder, “Good night. See you two in the morning.”

“Sleep well,” Jin answers.

Once Yoongi and Hoseok disappear down the hall, Namjoon and Jin are left facing one another just outside of the kitchen. Neither of them has to say a word. Namjoon can see the hurt in Jin just as easily as Jin can probably see it in him. Normally, the beta is the first place Namjoon wants to go for comfort – but maybe that’s the issue.

He doesn’t want comfort right now.

His feelings are messy and raw, a new collection of pain that he hasn’t even had the chance to properly look at and identify yet. There’s nothing to talk about when all he wants to do is sit down somewhere quiet and try to make sense of the tangled ball of emotions bouncing around in his chest. It’s hard to say if Jin is feeling exactly the same, but that’s something they’ll have to work out later.

After a second or two of silence, Jin gives a little nod of understanding. “I take it you won’t be joining me in heading to bed?”

“Not right now. I might wait up for Taehyung.”

Jin opens his mouth to speak (probably intending to tell Namjoon exactly how long it’s likely to be before their omega will be home), but he simply shuts it again a moment later and leans in for a hug instead. The embrace is admittedly nice, and Namjoon doesn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around Jin in return and give him a squeeze. He might not want the comfort of a full blown talk, but it still feels good to have Jin’s understanding in this moment.

Hopefully the beta can feel Namjoon’s in return. Just in case it isn’t clear, he mutters a soft little, “I love you.”

“I love you too, darling. Please try and get some sleep.”

~~

Finally, after what feels like one of the longest days of his life, Namjoon is alone.

For a while, he just stands completely motionless in their kitchen, eyes pointed at the sliding glass door that leads out into the garden. He doesn’t bother to focus his gaze, simply watching the dark shapes of various plants bend and shift in the moonlight without thought. Maybe that isn’t quite right. He definitely is thinking – but it’s mostly just a constant loop of today’s events, cut into tiny snippets that play on repeat until he’s ready to move on to the next.

That first moment in the plane, when all of their phones went off and he knew that something was wrong. Realizing that one of his omegas was missing, the panic of rushing home, and the look of horror on Jungkook’s face when he saw that DVD case in Namjoon’s hands. That first glimpse of Jimin in the hospital bed, looking more fragile than Namjoon has ever seen him, like the color was drained out of his body. Everything the doctor said. The thought of his mate in heat and suffering while he was a thousand miles away

He should never have taken the goddamn jobs. They don’t need the money, but it’s always his goddamn ambition that gets him into trouble.

Their operation has grown larger than he ever could have imagined when it was just him and Yoongi in college, drinking cheap whiskey and talking about what they’d do if they ever made it big. How huge their houses would be, how they’d always have five day weekends, and never have to stay up until two in the morning cramming for exams while trying to work ever again. Namjoon has always been ambitious, but back then he had no idea how well they would actually do.

Why is it that he has more success than he ever expected, yet still runs himself and his mates ragged for more? He loves being able to give his mates the world, to provide anything they could ever want and make sure that none of them have to worry about money. The India jobs were a huge score for them, and he doesn’t know how he ever could have passed them up unless he knew what was going to happen. So what is he supposed to do? How can he know what’s too much and what isn’t?

Namjoon feels tears beginning to form in his eyes, so he forces himself to take a couple of deep breaths and at least go sit down.

He shuts off lights on his way, leaving himself alone in the dark living room by the time he finishes. Of course, he could go up to bed now. Jin would likely already be asleep, but Namjoon’s thoughts are still too loud and terrifying for him to consider exposing them to anyone else.

Because even if he does figure out how to handle their work life going forward, that doesn’t change the fact that none of his mates talked to him about this. Not even one felt like they could say something to him. Jin didn’t know anything of course, but that still leaves five of their mates who decided not to tell their pack alpha about something so potentially serious.

Jimin didn’t feel like he could talk to any of them. Even with preheat messing his thoughts up, that still feels like something they have to address.

But of all the people who didn’t talk to him, Namjoon is the least upset about Jimin. Their relationship is still relatively new, and there are so many different avenues they can explore to make sure this never happens again. It feels less like a specific issue with Namjoon and more like something they can address as a pack.

It’s similar with Jungkook. At least he tried to reach out – though it does sting a bit that Namjoon and Jin were apparently the only ones he didn’t talk to about his concerns. Still, that’s something they can talk about and explore. There’s probably some sort of reason that Jungkook can give for his decision, and Namjoon can do his part to communicate how important it is to him to know what’s going on with his pack.

Really, it’s the other three that have cut him the deepest.

After the fallout from the attack in Busan where they hid their injuries, Namjoon was certain that they had made progress. There were so many tearful talks between all of them, so why would they turn around and keep secrets again?

He can’t quite fight back the creeping dread that it’s something he must be doing wrong. What other reason would there be for nearly his entire pack to consistently not tell him what’s going on, even when it’s something so potentially serious? Is he a bad pack alpha? Has he hit the limits of what he can provide while leading this pack, and now it’s degrading around him?

This time he can’t keep the tears from falling.

What he wants most in the world is to be a source of stability and comfort for his mates, but over and over again they choose to hide things from him rather than share their burdens. How can he possibly lead a pack that won’t let him take care of them? Is he just not checking in often enough, or is this another one of those scenarios where something about the way he reacts to stress is so offensive that they would rather leave him out of the loop entirely?

After an entire day of holding in his emotions and keeping his cool, Namjoon lets himself fall apart. Frustrated tears roll down his cheeks as he clutches a nearby throw pillow to his chest and sobs silently into it.

The whole process feels like it takes hours, but he knows it can’t be that long. Even as his tears begin to wind down, he isn’t willing to check his phone for the time. The thought of staring at notifications and emails about work feels like too much to bear when all he wants to do is fix his family. To figure out how to be the pack alpha they need. Maybe now he’s actually ready to go cuddle up to Jin… With no more tears left to cry, there isn’t much point in–

Movement in the dark catches Namjoon’s eye. His vision has long since adjusted to the lack of light, so he has no trouble identifying the figure that slowly shuffles out from the hall.

It’s Jimin, shoulders slumped forward and feet only barely lifting as he exits the hallway and slowly advances through the living room toward the kitchen. He doesn’t even look up or turn his head, which is strange considering that there’s no way that Namjoon isn’t pumping this room full of distressed alpha pheromones. Maybe he’s distracted? In pain?

Not wanting to sneak up and scare him, Namjoon leans over toward the end of the couch and flicks on the standing lamp there, filling the room with a soft warm glow.

No reaction. Jimin just keeps shuffling toward the kitchen, slow and steady, now only a few feet from the entrance.

Jungkook mentioned Jimin’s sleepwalking before, but Namjoon is pretty sure that it was something that Jimin used to do – not something that happens now. How did Jungkook put it? That he hadn’t done it since… Oh, he said it was usually stress related. Considering everything going on, it’s not too strange to think this might have triggered him to start again.

Namjoon has to make sure Jimin doesn’t hurt himself, and that alone is enough to stop the last of his tears and raise him up off of the couch. He approaches slowly, catching up to Jimin just as he turns into the kitchen.

“Minnie?” Namjoon gently takes hold of Jimin’s upper arm, holding him in place as he tries to continue walking.

Jimin stops completely for a moment, then attempts to take another sleepy step forward. Again, he’s held in place by the grip on his arm.

Still a hard sleeper, even when he’s on his feet…

It’s impossible to fight back the fond little puff of laughter that rises from Namjoon’s chest as he steps in front of Jimin and starts rubbing at his shoulder now, reaching his other hand up to cup the omega’s cheek. “Jimin-ah. Baby, you’re sleepwalking. I need you to wake up for me, okay?”

It takes a few more seconds of whispered words and gentle prodding, but eventually Jimin’s eyes do crack open. He smiles sleepy and sweet when he first sees Namjoon standing in front of him, though it quickly gives way to confusion as he looks around them. “What’re… How… We’re in the kitchen?”

“You were sleepwalking,” Namjoon explains.

“But I… I haven’t done that in ages.”

“That’s the last I heard too – but to be fair, this has been a very stressful week for you, Minnie.”

“I guess…” Jimin trails off, letting out a yawn and leaning into Namjoon’s arms, shivering. “S’cold.”

“Yeah, I bet it is compared to the nice warm bed you were in before. Do you want me to bring you back there?”

Jimin thinks for a moment, then shakes his head. “I umm… I think I might be hungry? I was dreaming about trying to cook something for Kookie, but everything was so floaty and weird and– Wait, your scent is… I mean, I know none of our scents are really right today, but… Are you alright, hyung?”

“I’m okay. Today has been a lot, and I was just taking some time to myself to sort through the mess when I saw you come wandering out into the living room.”

“Oh… If you want some more time to yourself, you can have it. I can grab a quick snack and head back to bed.”

“I think I’d rather be with you,” Namjoon says, pressing a quick kiss to Jimin’s cheek and leaning back to flash him a small smile. “I was already wrapping up and getting ready to go up to bed, but a cup of tea first wouldn’t hurt. Can I make you one too?”

“Sure. Can I get you a snack?”

“What were you thinking?”

“Something easy? Crackers, maybe? I don’t exactly know what’s in your cupboards, but I’m sure I can find something.”

Namjoon shakes his head. “What you can do is sit down while I grab us something.”

“But I could–”

“Humor me, Minnie. I should have been here taking care of you all week,” Namjoon admits, letting out a sigh. “I’m sorry I wasn’t. So please let me take care of you now?”

“None of this was your fault, Namjoon-hyung. It was mine.”

“There’s a lot to unpack there, but I’m pretty sure we can both shoulder some blame. Why don’t we agree to disagree for tonight? Nothing changes the fact that I want to look after you, so please?”

Jimin considers for a moment, then mutters a soft little, “Okay.”

Not wasting a moment, Namjoon picks Jimin up and sets him on the counter, then darts back to the living room to grab one of their throw blankets. He wraps it around the omega’s shoulders, leans in for one more quick kiss, then starts boiling water for some tea.

~~

Once the two of them make their way back to the living room with tea and a small plate of crackers in hand, Namjoon grabs one of their larger blankets and spreads it over both of them. Jimin is quick to cuddle up against him, wincing a little with the movement as he accepts Namjoon’s arm around his shoulders and holds his cup of tea close.

“Does your whole body hurt?” Namjoon asks.

“Most of it, yeah. I feel about twice as rundown as I would after any suppressed heat. Definitely got a little banged up trying to work that job too – but I kind of deserve that.”

“If there was a price to pay, I think you already paid it. The way you looked in that hospital bed this morning was… I just hope I never have to see you like that again, pup.”

“Yeah. I can’t imagine it was easy for you. I… I know now isn’t the time – and there’s some stuff I want to talk to you about later – but I’d still just like to say I’m sorry.”

Namjoon lets the apology linger for a few seconds, allowing it to wash over him and confirm his lack of anger all over again. “Apology accepted. For the record, I think a part of me understands exactly why you panicked and made the decision you did. Protecting Kook-ah has always been your top priority, but you don't have to do that all by yourself now; not anymore."

“I know. You all take such good care of him, and before my head started to get all messed up, I really was planning to just tell all of you. I just… I love you and I wish I’d done basically anything other than what I decided to do. I’ll find some way to make it right.”

“Listen, baby. You made some mistakes in a very compromised state of mind. There’s no denying that, and I agree that there’s a lot more to talk about, but I’m not angry with you, Minnie. I love you too, and I promise that we’ll find ways to do better together.”

“Thank you,” Jimin whispers. “That sounds good.”

They both go quiet for a while after that, staying cuddled up and sipping their tea in comfortable silence. Namjoon can’t deny that it helps to be so close to one of his mates after all of this. The warmth of Jimin’s body pressed against his does a lot to help soothe his nerves and make him feel like sleep is something he could actually accomplish tonight.

It’s not until their tea and crackers have been gone for a couple of minutes that Jimin speaks again, voice coming out smaller and more anxious. “Hyung, can… Can I ask you something?”

“Anything you want, pup. Is something bothering you?”

“Maybe? It’s…” Jimin trails off, head tipping down to stare at his blanket covered body. When he speaks again, his voice is barely above a whisper. “Did you watch it?”

“Watch what?”

“The… The videos you guys intercepted. Did you all…”

The DVDs – of course.

Namjoon turns to face Jimin, reaching out to cup the omega’s cheek and tip his face up until their eyes meet. “Nobody watched it, Minnie. I promise you. Not a soul.”

Jimin goes from looking nearly terrified to something more confused, eyebrows knitting together as he stares back at Namjoon. “Nobody? But… I thought there were multiple copies, and–”

“There were, but security got to Onyx Heights and the school administration office before anyone could check what was on them. Minhyuk found the one that got sent to the house, but nobody watched that either – which you can thank Kook-ah for. The second he saw it, he snatched it right up and made sure nobody took a look at it.”

“Where are they now?”

“With security – and they have explicit instructions not to watch them under any circumstances. Once we’ve all had some sleep and find time to talk about where we go from here, you can decide what you want done with them.”

It’s impossible to miss the relief on Jimin’s face as he tips toward Namjoon, leaning in for a hug before eventually just crawling into his lap. “Thank you,” Jimin whispers, lips pecking at Namjoon’s cheek before he noses down toward his scent gland instead. “I thought… I was sure you’d all seen it by now.”

“We didn’t, baby.” Namjoon squeezes Jimin close and presses a kiss to his scent gland. “Nobody will unless you decide that’s something you’d like us to see.”

“That’s such a relief. I… Just… Thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank us for that. Not ever.”

Rather than continue to speak, Jimin just opens his mouth and licks over Namjoon’s scent gland. The motion is tentative, like he isn’t sure if he’s allowed or not – and Namjoon won’t let him think for a moment that he isn’t welcome.

“It’s alright, pup,” he whispers, tangling his fingers into Jimin’s hair and gently guiding him closer. “You can relax. I’ve got you.”

“I just missed you so much, hyung.”

Namjoon swallows audibly, barely resisting the urge to crush Jimin to his chest. Instead, he leans in and returns the scenting, tongue pressing into Jimin’s scent gland until the perfectly sweet taste of vanilla fills his mouth. “I missed you too, Minnie. So damn much – the whole time we were gone.”

They both settle as they keep scenting, Jimin going lax enough in Namjoon’s lap that it starts to feel like he’s nodding off. Sleep would probably do them both good, and while Namjoon wouldn’t dream of letting Kook-ah wake up alone after this day, he also can’t quite bear the thought of being parted from Jimin himself.

Instead of depriving either of them, Namjoon simply carries Jimin back into the spare room where Jungkook is sleeping, then climbs into bed with them.

The motion is enough for Jungkook to stir, reaching out to tug Jimin closer and finding Namjoon there as well. His eyes crack open briefly, gaze flicking to both of them and a tiny smile crossing his face as he nuzzles in closer and goes back to sleep.

Things aren’t fixed. Not by a long shot.

But Namjoon does at least feel better than he did an hour ago.

*******

Seokjin wakes up alone in the early hours of the morning.

It’s not entirely unexpected, but he rather hoped that Namjoon would find his way back to bed eventually. Talking things out might not be on the table even now with the sun just beginning to peek over the horizon, but the closeness would have been nice for both of them.

As he gathers himself for the day and heads downstairs, he can’t help noticing that he doesn’t exactly feel better. He’s more rested, slightly less on edge, and his head is clearer – but he still feels upset. It shouldn’t be a surprise, considering everything that’s happened, but he was hoping that some of it would fade away with sleep so that he could be the pillar of stability that this pack so desperately needs right now.

Instead, he’s left feeling like there are cracks in his foundation.

It doesn’t help that Taehyung is gone. Normally Seokjin does well with the omega being out of the house for work, but right now he feels a grating sense of unease knowing that one of his mates isn’t home. A quick check of his phone reveals two messages to their group chat.

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: it’s done

[Tae]: we’re on our way back but it’s a long drive so don’t panic if i’m not there when you guys wake up

~

The messages were sent nearly an hour ago, so Seokjin is hopeful that everyone will be back under the same roof soon. It also doesn’t hurt to know that Jihoon is dead.

Like he should have been months ago.

That’s what’s really eating at Seokjin – although it’s not just about Jihoon. There were so many opportunities to help make sure all of this would never have happened, but he was content to go with the flow rather than push. He knew that Jihoon would be better off dead, that so long as he was alive he posed a threat to Jimin’s well being, and yet he did nothing to prompt further discussion about that.

He knew that they needed to discuss finding a better work life balance, but he didn’t push that either. It was relatively obvious that something was eating at Yoongi on the final day of their trip, and yet Seokjin kept his focus on their work instead of on his mates. Even when Taehyung started acting just a tiny bit off toward the end…

Seokjin did nothing.

Obviously the blame doesn’t all fall on him. He’s plenty aware of that fact. Maybe even too aware, because as mad as he is at himself, it’s impossible not to be frustrated with his mates as well.

The fact that none of them said a word to him is eating at Seokjin, little nibbling bites that tell him he’s failed to be the kind of person they feel comfortable talking to. Or that he and Namjoon aren’t doing a good enough job of leading this pack. It’s bad enough that Yoongi and Hoseok didn’t feel that they could mention anything to him, but Taehyung kept quiet too.

And then there’s Jimin and Jungkook.

He likes to think he’s done a decent job of establishing himself as someone they can both come to – and that he has a good read on both of them. He should have known that something was wrong, should have made it a point to check in more directly with both of them, should have–

There’s so much he could have done, and so many opportunities for his mates to bridge that gap when he didn’t.

But none of them did.

It’s all getting tangled in Seokjin’s head. Trying to get to the root of any one of his feelings just leads him into the next set of problems, then the next, until the whole thing loops back on itself to start again, over and over. He could have done more. His pack could have done more. He’s angry and sad and shaken. And he isn’t sure how to handle it.

The only thing he can think to do is to stay busy and try to let these emotions run their course, so that’s exactly what he does. He starts cleaning the kitchen first. It doesn’t really need it, but he reasons that having a freshly scrubbed down work area will bring him some sort of peace.

That… doesn’t exactly work, but he forges ahead and gets started on breakfast anyway. If there’s one thing he knows he can provide for his pack, it’s a nutritious meal. Unfortunately, a week away combined with yesterday’s insanity means that his fridge isn’t particularly well stocked.

It probably says something about his mental state that staring at their barren refrigerator is nearly enough to make him cry.

Seokjin forces himself to take a deep breath and attempts to center himself. Having part of the meal homemade will be better than nothing, and he can get groceries later to make something truly nutritious for lunch. (He might order them for delivery though, because the thought of leaving the house right now is not appealing in the slightest.) As for the rest of breakfast… He makes a call and places a delivery order with a local restaurant to help fill out the menu, then gets to work on what he can manage with his pantry staples.

When Seokjin is about halfway through measuring the dry ingredients for a loaf of bread, he hears the sound of their front door opening.

Taehyung.

There’s part of him that wants to run to his mate immediately, to welcome him home with warmth and adoration at finally having their pack together again – but the hurt keeps him firmly planted in the kitchen, unable to continue working or to greet his mate properly. Instead, he listens to the sound of footsteps approaching.

Taehyung rounds the corner into the kitchen looking extremely tired, dark hair a mess atop his head and his pants covered in patches of dirt. There’s a thick canvas bag hanging from one of his arms, which he deposits on the nearest countertop with a thud. Then he looks up at Seokjin with a mix of fondness and hope beneath the exhaustion that seems to have seeped into every inch of him.

“Hey, hyung.”

That tiny greeting is enough to finally get Seokjin moving. He abandons his workstation and makes his way over to Taehyung, wrapping the omega in his arms and letting the relief of having his mate home wash over him. Upset or not, this feels right. “Hello, darling. Is it finished?”

“Yeah, he’s gone. Helped bury him myself.”

“Thank you,” Seokjin whispers, squeezing Taehyung closer. Both of their scents are off, muted and sour like they’re on the edge of distress, but that doesn’t stop him from taking comfort in the hints of maple he can smell. “I’m glad you’re home.”

“Me too. I need a shower and some sleep, but it was worth it to make sure Jiminie never has to see that bastard again. How are you holding up, hyung?”

“Not well, I’m afraid. Though that isn’t something you need to worry about right now.”

“But I could–”

“No. That isn’t what you need right now,” Seokjin says firmly. “You’ve done more than enough for one night. It’s time for you to rest.”

Taehyung is silent for a few seconds, but eventually he nods, head resting against Seokjin’s chest. “Okay.”

“Thank you. Why don’t you go shower, and when you’re done I can feed you and send you to bed?”

“That sounds okay. Do you… Are the others awake? Joonie-hyung?”

“I’m not entirely sure where he ended up sleeping last night, but I haven’t seen him yet this morning. None of the others either, though some of them might be up when you’re done.”

“Did you and Joonie talk?” Taehyung asks, voice quiet and laced with concern.

“I don’t believe that’s what either of us need right now.”

“Hyung, shouldn’t–”

“Darling,” Seokjin says, pulling back to fix Taehyung with a serious expression. “Don’t worry about us right now. Go get clean so I can feed you and get you to bed.”

Taehyung looks torn, staring up at Seokjin like he wants to argue, then closing his eyes and letting out a sigh that sounds as tired as he looks. “Fine,” he mutters, turning away and heading out of the kitchen toward their main bathroom.

Well… That could have gone better.

~~

Rather than risk more tense interactions with his mates when he’s so clearly not in a good place for them, Seokjin sticks to his plan of keeping busy and making polite conversation when he must.

Hoseok and Jungkook wake up while Taehyung is still in the shower. Both of them find their way into the kitchen at around the same time, hovering for cups of coffee and then asking if Seokjin needs any help, but he declines. If nothing else, cooking feels like something he can do right today, so he’s not keen to give up any of the workload.

“Alright,” Hoseok says, pouring himself a mug of coffee. “How about you, Jungkookie? Is there anything I can do to help you?”

“Not really,” Jungkook says with a shrug. “Jiminie and Namjoon-hyung are still asleep, so I was gonna get online and find the school administration number so I can call to reschedule the exams I missed yesterday.”

That solves the mystery of where Namjoon ended up last night, at least.

“Oh, I didn’t even think of that. Will you need documentation for Minnie’s hospital stay?”

“Our doctor should be able to provide whatever you need,” Seokjin says. “Hobi-yah, you have her number?”

“Yeah, I’ve got it.”

The two of them stay in the kitchen for a few more minutes, going over what Jungkook needs to do to wrap up his school year.

They’ll have to check in with Jimin about his needs for school as well – though that can wait until he’s feeling well enough for that particular conversation. In the meantime, they’ll just handle the basics. With the proper paperwork, they should be able to get the last of his exams rescheduled. Depending on how he feels about the ones he took during this past week, he could potentially retake them too, considering the university is obligated to make accommodations for omegas in heat.

Seokjin gets caught up in the process of kneading his bread dough and creating a mental checklist of paperwork they’ll need from their doctor. The physical work is definitely soothing, and university bureaucracy is far less stressful than everything else he could be thinking about. He’ll need to–

“I might just run back to the apartment and grab them,” Jungkook says, ripping Seokjin out of his thoughts in an instant.

One of his mates leaving again?

It’s too soon for that.

“Apologies, what is it that you need?” Seokjin says, trying to keep the tension out of his voice.

Jungkook looks over at him curiously. “Just an extra textbook I left at the apartment. I’ll have some extra time to study this weekend, so I figured I may as well use it to review.”

“Why not have Wonho-ssi pick it up for you? I believe he was supposed to be giving the apartment another once-over today anyway.”

It’s obvious by the way that Hoseok’s head tilts just slightly that he knows something is off here too, but Seokjin just gives them one more polite smile and returns to his work. From the corner of his eye, he can see them looking at one another for a moment, but they don’t argue with his suggestion.

After a few seconds of silence, Jungkook agrees. “Alright, hyung. I’ll text him and ask.”

~~

The morning moves quickly.

Seokjin has already fed everyone except for Namjoon and Jimin, and has moved onto various bits of cleaning in between phone calls to their doctor and school administration on Jimin’s behalf. With Jungkook placing his calls to the school, Seokjin figures he may as well make himself useful until his groceries arrive and he can begin prepping for lunch.

It’s not a very arduous task, especially once they are able to send a few medical forms over to the administration office of the school. With them submitted, it’s simply a matter of scheduling them both for retest dates. Jungkook picks some dates further out into next week, and Seokjin follows suit for Jimin. Five days should be plenty of time to recover, but they can always adjust if he needs more time.

Once that task is complete, Seokjin returns to cleaning until Namjoon finally wakes up.

He’s doing some sweeping in the kitchen when the alpha wanders in still looking half asleep, but at least a little less frayed than he appeared the night before. Maybe the rest did him good.

“Good morning,” Seokjin says, setting aside his broom so he can give Namjoon his full attention. “There’s a plate of breakfast for you in the fridge, if you’re hungry. Is Jimin-ah awake?”

“He shifted around a little when I got out of bed, but he didn’t seem completely awake yet. I’m sort of hoping he’ll get the rest he needs today.”

“Agreed, though I do want to make sure we change the dressings on his hands and get him something to eat. I’ll take Hobi-yah with me so that we can make quick work of it.”

Seokjin doesn’t linger. If Jimin is starting to wake up then they may as well make sure he’s taken care of now rather than later – which means looking after his injuries.

Thankfully, Hoseok is happy to assist.

Jimin is still asleep when they enter the room with their first aid kit in hand, but he stirs slightly at the sound, so at least they won’t be pulling him out of a deep sleep. It’s simple enough to gently shake him awake and explain what they need to do, Hoseok sitting down by one side of the bed while Seokjin takes the other and they start to unwrap his hands.

The flesh beneath the bandages is red and blistered, with the skin broken in several places. Jimin winces as the wounds are exposed to the air, and again when they begin cleaning them as gently as possible.

“You don’t have to hide your scent, Minnie,” Hoseok says softly. “It’s okay. Let it out.”

Seokjin hadn’t given any thought to the perfectly content vanilla Jimin is projecting. If anything, it felt like a spot of normality in the ocean of discomfort he’s found himself in – but he can’t help agreeing with Hoseok. The last thing he wants right now is for one of his mates to be hiding anything, intentional or not.

“Sorry,” Jimin says, sleep still clinging to his voice as his scent tips bitter. “Not doing it on purpose.”

“I know, baby. That’s why I’m reminding you. We’re all going to do that more often, but it doesn’t mean you’re in trouble, okay?”

Jimin gives a little nod of understanding, then winces as Seokjin gently blots the injured skin of his palm with antiseptic. “Doesn’t look as bad as I thought it might,” he says, watching as Hoseok begins to dress one of his hands.

“It could certainly be worse,” Seokjin says. “With proper care, you should have minimal scarring.”

There’s a minute or so of not entirely comfortable silence while Jimin just watches them work. It’s obvious that Hoseok would like to say something, and the way Jimin glances at each of them in turn makes it seem like he might also be looking for an opening as well.

Hoseok finishes first, leaning in and pressing a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “There you go, honey. Thank you for letting us look after you.”

“I’d like to bring you something to eat after this,” Seokjin says, doing his best to avoid another tense discussion by filling the silence immediately. “Would you be willing to have some food?”

“I just have to try and stay awake that long,” Jimin says, letting out a nervous laugh. “Do you wanna stay and talk for a bit, or–”

“Hobi-yah can keep you company until I get back.” Seokjin finishes wrapping Jimin’s hand in fresh dressings and gingerly lets it rest on the bed. Then he leans in to press a kiss to the omega’s cheek just like Hoseok did, mostly to make sure that Jimin doesn’t feel like Seokjin is angry at him. “Give me just a few minutes.”

With that, he makes a speedy exit before anyone can argue. On his way out to the kitchen, he passes by Jungkook in the living room, surrounded by a mess of textbooks (including the one Wonho delivered for him an hour or so ago). When Jungkook spots Seokjin, he immediately perks up and asks if Jimin is awake.

Seokjin knows an opportunity when he sees one.

“He is, yes. Would you like to bring him his food? It’ll only take a couple of minutes for me to get it heated up for him.”

“Sure,” Jungkook says with a smile. “I could use a break from studying anyway.”

“Perfect. I’ll return shortly.”

Once he has a plate of food warmed up and delivered to Jungkook’s capable hands, Seokjin returns to his work – trying to keep as busy as humanly possible to give his emotions time to run their course. He cleans all over the house, staying out of everyone’s way to the best of his abilities and trying not to get caught up in either anger or despair.

They will figure this out. Seokjin just needs time.

*******

This is such a fucking mess.

Jin is avoiding all of them, and Namjoon is avoiding almost all of them. Jimin and Taehyung are both sound asleep, while Jungkook and Hoseok are clearly worried and trying to play this cool because they don’t know what to do.

It doesn’t help that Yoongi feels pissed too – and with Jihoon dead (and rotting, he reminds himself with glee), there’s nowhere productive for him to direct it. He wants to go sit Namjoon and Jin down and figure this shit out, but they’ve been through enough rough patches together for Yoongi to recognize that everything is raw right now. When Jin gets really upset, Yoongi pushing the subject doesn’t usually do much good, and there’s no point in rushing to hash things out with Namjoon if Jin isn’t open to conversation. The two of them will need to talk before a big discussion will go anywhere productive.

Hoseok goes back and forth between Yoongi’s room and keeping Jungkook company while he studies. It’s obvious that the unrest is still bothering him. He hasn’t really seen things get this bad before. For the most part, he’s content not to talk, but it’s clear that he wants to. Still, he doesn’t force it – at least not yet.

It’s just after noon when Jungkook and Hoseok show up together in Yoongi’s room.

Well, apparently the time to talk is now.

Yoongi spins around in his chair. He wasn’t really doing anything all that productive anyway. Just chasing more loose ends of Jihoon’s finances like it’s going to help work out his anger (which it obviously isn’t). “What’s going on?” he asks, not even really trying to keep the tension out of his voice.

Jungkook’s already cautious expression falls, and he shrinks slightly into Hoseok’s side, pausing their advance across the room. “Hyung, I told you he didn’t want to talk to us. C’mon. Let’s just–”

“Yoongles isn’t mad at you, baby,” Hoseok says, wrapping an arm around Jungkook’s back and looking up at Yoongi expectantly. “Right?”

Damn it.

“Of course I’m not,” Yoongi answers honestly, climbing out of his chair and making his way over to pull Jungkook into a hug. His orange scent is muted and Hoseok’s is completely missing, not that Yoongi’s own scent is very content either. “JK, you didn’t do anything that I’m mad at you for.”

“Then why do you sound like you don’t want us here?” Jungkook doesn’t move to return the hug, arms still hanging loosely at his sides.

“That’s not what’s going on either. Listen, I’m feeling really frustrated and on edge – just like everybody else right now – but I promise that none of it is about you, sweetheart.”

“But what is it about?”

Yoongi pulls back from the attempted embrace with a sigh, taking in the pout on Jungkook’s face and the unreadable expression on Hoseok’s. “Is that what you guys are here to ask about?”

“No,” Jungkook says, an aggravated little whine to his voice. “We’re here because nobody is talking. We were supposed to start after the immediate issues were handled, and TaeTae is home, which means Jihoon is dead – but everybody is still avoiding each other. Jiminie has been sleeping almost all day, so I can’t talk to him. I keep trying to study and give everyone time but it feels bad. Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung are acting weird, and Hobi-hyung says he doesn’t know exactly what this is, but that you said not to worry. I just don’t know what else to do, hyung. I… Are things really so bad that… Do you think maybe you guys don’t want…” Jungkook trails off, tears filling his eyes as he starts to sniffle and his scent tips completely sour.

Shit. Time for damage control.

“Okay, baby. Come here, please,” Yoongi says, grabbing Jungkook’s hand and tugging him toward the bed. Hoseok follows along and they quickly get Jungkook sandwiched between them, Hoseok wrapping himself around the omega’s back while Yoongi lays facing them both. He reaches up to brush some of the hair out of Jungkook’s face, then presses a kiss to his forehead. “It’s going to be okay, Jungkook-ah. I promise. Whatever you’re so scared of that it’s making you cry, it’s not going to happen.”

“Why don’t you tell us what it is, honey?” Hoseok suggests, nosing at Jungkook’s neck and finally letting his own scent out, a strong puff of coffee washing over all of them. “Let us help.”

“I’m just… I want us all to be together like normal. Nothing has felt good for like a whole week, and I’ve been on the hugest emotional roller coaster for most of it, which just makes it feel even worse. And it’s making me…” Jungkook swallows audibly, a couple of tears running down his cheeks when he blinks. “I’m scared that I screwed up everything and maybe now you guys won’t want us to move in, or–”

Yoongi cuts Jungkook off by pulling him in close and guiding the omega’s face toward his scent gland. Thankfully, Jungkook’s distress is enough to have his own scent evening out and getting stronger along with Hoseok’s. “Sweetheart, there is nothing that’s going to change how bad we all want you here with us. I’m really sorry that things are so messy right now, but you didn’t do anything wrong and we all still love you exactly as much as we did before.”

“But it’s… I… What about Jiminie?”

Hoseok catches Yoongi’s eye over Jungkook’s shoulder, his expression every bit as concerned as Yoongi’s as he cocks his head to the side and silently mouths, ‘Nip?’

It’s not like Yoongi has any better ideas, so he gives a tiny nod in response, then focuses his attention back on Jungkook. “Jiminie too, baby. Both of you. We love you, and nothing changes that.”

Now that Jungkook has started crying it seems like he can’t stop, arms shaking as he clings to Yoongi and takes deep breaths over his scent gland. Poor thing. This is even more of a damn mess than Yoongi thought. Of course Jungkook would be in need of the reassurance and care that none of them have been in a position to give yet – but that changes now. No matter how he’s feeling, he won’t leave one of his omegas hurt like this.

All it takes is Yoongi pulling back enough to give one more small nod of approval, and then Hoseok is moving. “It’s okay,” he whispers, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s scent gland. “You need settling, honey. Let us?”

“Seok-ah wants to give you a nip. Something small to help you relax and let us take care of you. Is that okay?”

Jungkook chokes back a sob, shaking his head. “Wanna, but… You– You don’t have to.”

“We want to, sweet thing,” Hoseok mutters, licking once over Jungkook’s scent gland and ghosting his teeth across the skin. “Tell us we can?”

“But what if… What if I don’t deserve it, and I– I can’t…”

Yoongi’s heart lurches in his chest. Trying to be gentle about this isn’t working, and Hoseok clearly isn’t in a place to take charge of the situation, so… “Go ahead, Seok-ah. He needs to know we can take care of him. Show him.”

Thankfully, Hoseok doesn’t hesitate once Yoongi gives the order. He opens his mouth wider and sinks his teeth into Jungkook’s neck firmly, holding there as the omega starts to go limp and lets out a soft little whine. The change in Jungkook’s scent is immediate. It doesn’t quite go sweet, but he does tip back to baseline, and that fills Yoongi with nearly as much relief as watching his expression soften.

When Hoseok lets go, they both squeeze Jungkook close, pressing kisses all along his face and neck.

“There you go, baby,” Hoseok whispers. “We’ve got you.”

“We do. Everything is going to be okay, JK. Jin-hyung and Joon-ah just need a little bit of time, but I’m not really the expert on that part. When Tae wakes up, we’ll figure out a plan.”

Jungkook blinks back at Yoongi, the words taking a couple of seconds to register. “TaeTae will know what to do?”

“Him and I have been through this sort of thing before,” Yoongi confirms. “I know you guys haven’t seen them like this, but it’s not the first time they’ve pulled away when things got especially difficult. Sometimes even Jin-hyung needs time alone to sulk. I promise that it doesn’t mean the world is ending, and we’re all gonna come up with a plan to talk soon.”

“And until then we’ll keep you right here,” Hoseok says. “Make sure you feel nice and secure.”

This time, Jungkook just squirms closer to Yoongi, tear stained face buried in his scent gland as he mutters soft little thank-yous into the skin.

They will fix this.

Yoongi didn’t doubt it before, but now he’s a lot more determined to do something about it instead of sitting in his room stewing. He’s got his own hurt feelings and regrets to handle, but that sounds way harder than helping to soothe Jungkook’s – so it can wait until later.

“You don’t have to thank us, sweetheart. We love you. Everything will be alright.”

Notes:

Next Sunday, the rest of the pack works on finding a way to help Jin and Namjoon get through some of their feelings. Plenty of comfort incoming! See you there <3

Chapter 163: Divide And Conquer

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Trying to pretend that everything is okay feels hollow.

Hoseok tries. He really does. He spends most of the morning with Jungkook, though every now and then he goes to sit quietly in Yoongi’s room, hoping that maybe he’ll get some answers if he just waits patiently. Every time he returns to the living room where Jungkookie is studying, the omega looks up at him with something like hope in his eyes, and every time Hoseok has to shake his head and watch the disappointment in Jungkook’s eyes.

It’s one thing to see Namjoonie pissed. That’s not new – and neither is Jinnie being upset enough that he goes on a cleaning rampage – but both of them doing it for this long and at the same time is definitely different. Normally, the two of them can talk sense into each other, or help process whatever feelings have them so out of sorts, but this time they’re avoiding each other in addition to everyone else. Jinnie practically bolted out of Jimin’s room this morning as soon as they bandaged his hands, and Joonie brushes past Hoseok in the hall with barely more than a nod of acknowledgment.

Jungkookie sees that last part happen, and the expression on his face is nearly heartbroken. Namjoon is heading for the stairs, so he doesn’t catch it, but Hoseok definitely does, and it has him heading over to attempt to comfort his omega right away.

“Hyung,” Jungkook whispers, his eyes still looking toward the stairs like Namjoon might walk back down them. After a couple of seconds, he shakes his head and focuses on Hoseok instead. “I don’t like this. He hardly even looked at you.”

“I know, baby. It’s going to be okay. We just–”

“Waiting isn’t helping,” Jungkook whines, shaking his head as his orange scent tips more bitter by the moment. “Can we try talking to Yoongi-hyung?”

Unwilling to put his omega through any more of this painful waiting, Hoseok decides they may as well try. Yoongi didn’t have much to say to him, but maybe bringing Jungkookie with will be the thing to break through to him…

~~

As it turns out, that’s exactly right.

By the time they have Jungkook nipped and settled between them, Hoseok feels a whole lot more centered too. It’s less that he thought Yoongi blowing him off earlier was personal, and more that it just feels good to have another one of his mates no longer walled off and distant. And of course it doesn’t hurt that they’re able to properly look after Jungkook like this. All three of them take comfort in exchanging scentings, soft reassurances, and plenty of cuddles.

They stay long enough that Jungkook starts to come back to himself a little. He’s facing Hoseok now, with Yoongi wrapped happily around his back, pressing the occasional kiss to his shoulder but otherwise simply staying close. It’s relatively easy to see the moment Jungkook starts coming up from the nip. His eyes finally focus on Hoseok’s properly, and he blinks a few times before taking a slow, deep breath.

A tiny half smile cracks on his face, and he mumbles, “Feels better. Thank you.”

“Yeah?” Yoongi asks. “Feeling a little more like–”

The sound of the bedroom door opening and a flood of light from the hallway stops Yoongi mid-sentence and has all three of them sitting up slightly to look over at the door. Jiminie waves at them with one bandaged hand, while Taehyungie shuts the door behind the two of them and then turns to flash a smile toward the bed. Neither of them look like they’ve been awake long, hair messed from sleep and pajamas still on both their bodies.

“Was wondering where we were gonna find you guys,” Taehyung says. “It’s like a ghost town out there.”

Jungkook lights up at the sight of the other omegas, sitting up tall and reaching out to beckon them closer. “You guys are awake! M’so glad you’re here.”

Both Jimin and Taehyung seem to recognize that something is up, heads both quirking just slightly to the side before they advance toward the bed. Jimin’s eyes scan over Jungkook’s entire body, then land on his face again as he says, “Are you okay, Kookie? Did you get a nip?”

“He does look a little floaty now that you mention it,” Taehyung agrees.

“Mhmm. I was kind of freaking out, but Hobi-hyung and Yoongi-hyung helped. And now you guys are here too so we can definitely figure this out.”

Taehyung eagerly climbs right into bed with them, worming his way between Yoongi and Jungkookie and asking, “What are we figuring out?”

“Hold on.” Jungkookie turns away from the mess of kisses Taehyung is peppering over his face so that he can look up at Jimin instead, holding out a hand. “Are you coming, hyung?”

Jimin hesitates just at the edge of the bed, nervousness coloring his expression as he looks at each one of them in turn. “Are you sure that… If you don’t want me to, I don’t have–”

“Fuckups don’t lose you cuddling privileges,” Yoongi says, rolling his eyes. “We’ve got other fish to fry at the moment, so get in here with us.”

The rest of them offer up a chorus of agreements and Jiminie cracks a smile, climbing in between Jungkook and Hoseok. There’s a couple of minutes where they all just trade scentings – starting with the omegas but eventually branching out to Hoseok and Yoongi as well. All of it feels… probably the most normal that anything has today, and that actually does wonders for Hoseok’s mood. It doesn’t hurt that all of their scents are far more even than they have been since they got home, filling the bed with the comforting smell of their pack.

Minus two, of course.

It’s Taehyungie who finally calls an end to their scentings and starts talking. “So, what fish are we frying this morning? With Jihoon dead, I’m assuming we’ve moved on to pack problems?”

“Jin-hyung is acting weird,” Jungkook says. “Namjoon-hyung too.”

“Tell us about Jihoon first,” Yoongi requests. “Did he give you anything useful before you killed him? Information? Anything I should follow up on?”

“Not really. Just confirmed that they really were the last of the Kangs in Seoul, then gave me the other two jade carvings. Those are for you, by the way, Hobi-hyung. I don’t know what you want to do with them, but I dropped them off in your room before I went to sleep. Oh, I’m keeping the decoy rock though. It did a good job and it deserves better than being tossed back out into the garden.”

Honestly, Hoseok still has no idea what he wants to do with the jade carvings. There’s plenty of options, but he can figure that out later. “Thanks, Taehyungie. Anything else we should know about last night?”

“It was pretty boring, to tell the truth, but satisfying. Jihoon was pathetic. The important part is that he’s dead and gone – and nobody will ever find him.”

“Thank you, TaeTae,” Jimin says.

“You already thanked me once, baby. That was plenty – especially when I’ve been waiting to do that since the moment you first mentioned him.”

Hoseok can’t help but agree. The knowledge that Jihoon is dead and gone definitely sits well with him. Nobody who hurts one of their mates like that should be allowed to breathe.

“Okay,” Yoongi says. “Let’s figure out what to do about the rest of this then.”

Even after a nip, Jungkookie is eager to explain what’s going on. He goes over how nobody is talking yet, how Joonie avoided Hoseok completely just before they came to Yoongi’s room, and then how Jinnie reacted when Jungkook mentioned going back to the apartment to grab his textbook.

That last bit has Tae’s eyes widening a little. “Shit, if he’s getting fussy about us leaving then he really might be more worked up than I thought. We had a bit of a tense interaction this morning, but I was so exhausted that I didn’t read too much into it.”

“We don’t want to jump to conclusions,” Yoongi says. “But just for the record, we did try to give Joon-ah and Jin-hyung some space to talk last night.”

“You guys have seen this before, right?” Hoseok asks. “What does it mean if Jinnie is feeling weird about us leaving the house?”

Taehyung shakes his head, letting out a sigh. “We should test to see if that’s really the case, but if it is… Sometimes when Jin-hyung feels particularly shaken, he gets really adamant about the pack staying together. It used to be way more of an issue when it was just the two of us and I was prone to disappearing for days, but it happened a couple of times before you joined the pack, Hobi-hyung.”

“At least that explains why I haven’t seen this before, but… How did you fix it back then?”

“I can sort him out,” Taehyung says. “He needs a reminder of how solid our foundation is, and we have the longest standing relationship together. I’ll get him back on his feet.”

“But how long do we wait?” Yoongi asks. “You wanna make sure that’s actually the problem, or you might push him the wrong way. I could try handling Joon-ah first? See if maybe him coming around will get the two of them talking?”

Jimin tilts his head curiously. “You’re gonna handle Namjoon-hyung?”

“Yep. He’s angry and if he wants to fight about the fact that none of us talked to him, I’m more than capable of hashing that out with him.”

“Yoongi-hyung is the best man for the job,” Taehyung agrees. “And he’s also right that we shouldn’t play our hand too early. Partially because we should make sure we definitely understand what’s going on, and partly because those two deserve a chance to sit in their feelings too.”

“Sounds like you two have this all figured out,” Jungkook says, a smile spreading across his face. “I definitely feel a lot less worried now. How about you, Hobi-hyung?”

It really does help that neither Taehyungie or Yoongi are worried about how this is going to work out, but Hoseok can’t help thinking of how distressed Jungkook was less than an hour ago (and how distressed he felt himself). They’ll need some sort of a plan for how to keep everyone calm until they can resolve this.

“Hmm… How long are we planning to wait? We’ll need to make sure we can keep everyone settled until then. I admit I was freaking out a little before me and Jungkookie came in here.”

Yoongi lets out a sigh. “Didn’t help that I blew you off about it repeatedly before you and JK showed up here together. I’m sorry, Seok-ah.”

“And I was freaking out way worse, hyung,” Jungkook says. “But I feel like if the rest of us can be together like this, then I can wait a while if we need to. Just… I don’t wanna feel alone.”

“We won’t let you,” Taehyung says, wrapping Jungkookie up in a tight embrace. “I think the best plan is to give Joonie-hyung and Jin-hyung the rest of today and see if they find a way to talk on their own. If not, it still gives them a little time to sit with their feelings, and then we can help them out in the morning.”

“Does that mean…” Jimin hesitates, trailing off for a moment as he thinks. “Should we not try to talk to them today?”

Taehyung shakes his head. “We can gently put out some offers to talk. I think that’s good, honestly. They should know we’re ready to sit with them as soon as they feel up to it, but if they aren’t willing today then I wouldn’t push the issue too hard.”

“And maybe try not to get your hopes up too high,” Yoongi says. “If they don’t accept the offer to talk, it’s not because they don’t love you – okay?”

“Understood,” Jungkook agrees. “Can we still stay in bed for a while?”

Jimin joins Taehyung in squeezing Jungkook in a hug, while Yoongi and Hoseok scoot in closer as well, sandwiching their omegas between them and sharing a hopeful little smile over the top of the cuddle pile.

“Yeah, sweetheart,” Yoongi says, voice soft and fond. “We can stay as long as you want.”

*******

Taehyung feels much better after some sleep and a cuddle pile with most of his mates – even though the rest of the day doesn’t really gain them any progress as far as Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung are concerned. They try, of course, but after the first few stilted attempts at conversation and a grab-and-go dinner, they give up for the night.

It doesn’t take much to confirm Jungkook and Hobi-hyung’s suspicions about Jin-hyung either. Tae finds him washing up dishes in the kitchen after dinner and takes the opportunity to mention heading into town to pick up a few things while it’s still light out. The reaction is immediate.

Jin freezes in place halfway through washing a dish, then lets it slip back into the soapy water before turning to face Taehyung with a frown. “There’s no need. We can have someone deliver that within the hour.”

It does look like separation anxiety… Hmm, just another little push to be sure.

“Sure, but it wouldn’t take me any longer than that to grab it myself. I could take Jungkookie too, and we could–”

“Darling, please,” Jin says, eyes slipping shut as he forces himself to take a breath before focusing back on Tae. “I just… I’d feel better if you stayed.”

Well, that confirms it.

“Okay, I won’t go anywhere,” Taehyung agrees, taking in the way Jin-hyung’s expression softens with relief. “Do you want to talk?” He doesn’t bother specifying what they might talk about. Jin is plenty smart enough to understand what’s happening here, even if he doesn’t want to acknowledge it.

There’s a moment of silence where Tae thinks that maybe his mate is about to cave, but then the beta’s gaze drifts back toward the sink and he shakes his head. “If it’s alright with you, I think I’d rather just finish this up and go lie down.”

“Understood. We can talk tomorrow. Kiss?”

Jin-hyung leans in and presses a very soft kiss to Taehyung’s lips. He lingers there for a few seconds, their foreheads resting together as they both just breathe. At first Jin doesn’t say anything, but then one of his still damp hands settles on Tae’s hip and he lets out a breath, whispering, “I love you.”

“I know you do, hyung. It’s okay if you need space, and I know it doesn’t mean you love me any less.”

“Thank you, darling.” Jin-hyung tips his head for one more kiss, then lets Taehyung go. His expression is torn, like he wants to stay but can’t quite bear to, eyes scanning the length of Tae’s body and then sliding back to the sink. He takes one more steadying breath, then gives a little nod before turning back to his task. “I’ll see you in the morning.”

Taehyung isn’t hurt by his mate turning away from him, but he does feel an ache in his chest at the knowledge that Jin-hyung is suffering enough that he needs time to lick his wounds in private.

But they’ll talk about it soon enough.

For now, he returns to Yoongi’s room with the others, where they all stay camped out for the remainder of the night. Jungkook and Jimin study in relative silence while Yoongi works, and Taehyung and Hoseok hang out on their phones. Eventually, Jungkook asks if they can nest and Hobi-hyung eagerly runs off to his room to gather some materials.

Yoongi-hyung is acting a little off, but it takes Taehyung until bedtime to place exactly why. For most of the day, the alpha has just been working, engaging in conversation in short bursts but otherwise keeping to himself more than he normally might with all of them in his room. It could just be the tension of everything going on. That wouldn’t be all that weird – but it seems like there’s more to it.

And there is.

Jimin passes out first once the nest is built atop the bed. He’s been looking half asleep since dinner, and he’s barely been curled up in the nest for a minute when his breathing deepens and he’s out like a light. Jungkook and Hobi-hyung both giggle about it before returning to the video they’re watching on Jungkook’s laptop, but Yoongi-hyung has a different reaction.

For the first time tonight, a little of the tension in him softens and he shuts down his computers without comment, then heads to the bathroom to brush his teeth. When he returns, he climbs into the nest and cuddles up behind Jimin, wrapping an arm around his waist and burying his face in the back of Jimin’s neck. If Tae wasn’t paying attention, he might miss the deep sigh of relief coming from his alpha, or the way his scent evens out at the closeness, but Taehyung is watching – and he knows what’s happening here.

Yoongi-hyung is mad at Jimin. Not the explosive kind of anger, but the quiet sort that happens when he isn’t sure exactly how to handle his emotions. Tae can understand. The two of them actually talked during this last week, which probably makes his feelings a lot messier than Taehyung’s are, and the way he clings to Jimin’s sleeping body is evidence of that. Hurt or not, he wants his mate close.

Once they get Namjoon and Jin sorted, Taehyung is confident that Yoongi and Jimin will find space to talk through their hurt feelings too. Yoongi-hyung always has a hard time when Namjoon-hyung is struggling (even if he tries not to show it), so the likelihood of them talking about it before their alpha is handled is basically zero.

To be honest, Taehyung is having no real trouble with his own feelings.

Jimin made a whole series of mistakes, but there are two big reasons it all went so sideways in the first place – and one of them is already dead and buried. The other is that he went into preheat, and while it probably didn’t help that the source of some of his worst trauma showed up out of the blue, they definitely know by now that he makes poor decisions when left alone during that part of his cycle.

Making sure that doesn’t happen again will be easy enough, though that won’t stop Taehyung from giving Jimin a lecture on just how terrible some of those decisions were.

Maybe he’ll let Yoongi-hyung find a way to talk about it first though.

~~

Tae wakes up to Jungkook crawling into the nest beside him. It’s hard to tell what time it is with how dark Yoongi-hyung keeps his room, but the scent of bacon lingering on his mate leaves him certain that it’s time to get up for the day.

Cracking his eyes open and tugging Jungkook under the blankets for cuddles, Tae mutters, “Did you see them?”

“Yeah. Jin-hyung made some breakfast, but I think he’s still avoiding Namjoon-hyung. They barely said a word to each other when we were all in the kitchen, and Jin-hyung didn’t care whether we set the table or not. He took his plate and went up to his office. Neither of them smell right and I just ate really fast and came back to the nest where things are better. Hobi-hyung is coming back soon too.”

Alright. Time to get to work.

“Okay, thank you for coming back to tell us, baby. We’ll fix this.” Taehyung gives Jungkook one more squeeze and then rolls over toward Yoongi-hyung, who is still exactly where he fell asleep, clinging to Jimin with something like desperation. “Hyung,” Tae whispers, giving a gentle shake to Yoongi’s shoulder. “It’s time. We gotta get up.”

After a minute or two of groaning and mumbled curses, Yoongi rolls over to face Tae with a frown. He opens his mouth to speak, but then his eyes drift to Jungkook, and that softens his expression right away. “Shit, they’re still at it, aren’t they?”

“They are,” Jungkook confirms, crawling over to Jimin’s other side and curling up there. “I don’t like it.”

That has Yoongi looking more awake in an instant. He sits up, scanning the room from side to side before his eyes land back on Taehyung. “We need Seok-ah.”

“What? I thought you and I were going to handle Joonie-hyung and–”

“Not for that. For these two,” Yoongi says, voice still rough from sleep as he nods toward Jimin and Jungkook. “We aren’t leaving them alone.”

Oh, that’s not a bad point.

“Jungkookie says Hobi-hyung is coming back soon. How about we just start getting ready and see if he’s back by the time we’re done?”

One nod from Yoongi-hyung and both of them make their way to the bathroom to brush their teeth and get ready for the day. The first few minutes are quiet, but once Tae is changed and busy combing the last of the tangles out of his hair, Yoongi catches his eye in the mirror.

“So, plan of attack?” the alpha asks, tugging a clean black t-shirt over his head.

“Jin-hyung went to his office so I’ll catch him there – maybe drag him to the nest if I think he needs it. You and Joonie-hyung can go wherever else you want, but otherwise it’s the same protocol as every other time.”

“Divide and conquer?”

“Yeah,” Taehyung agrees, flashing Yoongi-hyung a grin. “Divide and conquer.”

~~

By the time they’re done in the bathroom, Hobi-hyung is back and already snuggled up in the nest with Jimin and Jungkook. He doesn’t look particularly worried, but then again neither does Jungkook anymore. It’s amazing what a little bit of cuddling, reassurance, and the structure of a nest can do. Jimin is finally beginning to wake up now too, and he gives a sleepy little wave as Yoongi-hyung and Tae prepare to leave.

They all exchange some quick goodbyes and then it’s time to move.

The two of them split up as soon as they’re out the door, with Yoongi heading for the living room and Taehyung making his way up the stairs and toward Jin’s office. The room doesn’t get too terribly much use, since Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung do so much work in their pack alpha’s office, but every now and then Jin will work on something here – or use it to hide, apparently.

When Taehyung first opens the door, he doesn’t see anyone. Jin-hyung’s desk is empty and so is the little armchair where the beta sometimes sits down for long video calls with his parents. Everything else looks untouched as well, sunlight streaming in through the windows and shining onto the pine floor. The whole space is decorated in lightly stained wooden furniture with brass finishings and deep mossy green accents dotted around the room – curtains, end tables, and the plush little loveseat tucked into the back corner of the room…

Which is where Taehyung finally spots his mate.

Jin-hyung is huddled up in the furthest space from the door, on the couch with his knees pulled up to his chest and a half eaten plate of breakfast on the coffee table in front of him. It looks like he’s still in yesterday’s pajamas, which is never a good sign. The beta takes pride in his appearance, and him not even making the time to change clothes in twenty-four hours almost always means that something is wrong. His scent isn’t much better, sour with distress and muted enough that Tae can only just pick it up in the room. He also doesn’t stir at all as Taehyung enters, his face buried in the space where his arms wrap around his knees.

Not wanting to sneak up on his mate, Tae lets the door to the office close behind him, the latch clicking audibly into place and causing Jin-hyung to finally raise his head. There’s no telltale signs of tears on his face, but the frown already there deepens as Taehyung approaches slow and steady.

“Hi, hyung. I think it’s time for us to talk. Can I sit with you?”

Jin looks at the empty seat next to him, then back up at Tae with that same deep frown still on his face. “I’m not sure I’ll be particularly good company right now.”

“Good thing that isn’t what I need from you at all,” Tae says, stepping up to the loveseat and slowly lowering himself down, not quite touching his mate yet. “If anything, I’m hoping to be good company for you. Can I come closer?”

There’s a moment of hesitation where Jin-hyung just stares at the space between them blankly, but he caves soon enough, letting go of his knees and slowly spreading out to make room for Taehyung to get closer. He must have been huddled up like that for a while now though, because he shivers slightly as he lets his legs drop down.

Unfortunately, one glance around the room reveals no blankets in sight.

“Hold that thought,” Taehyung says, leaping back off the couch. “I’m going to go grab something to keep you warm. Stay right there, please.”

It barely takes a minute for him to dart down the hall to his bedroom and grab a soft blanket from the top of the nest. After a week away, it’s definitely not the most well-scented – but it will have to do. For good measure, Tae presses it to his scent gland as he runs back to Jin’s office.

Thankfully his mate is still exactly where he left him, and the frown on the beta’s face isn’t quite as deep this time as he observes Taehyung approaching with the blanket. He even lifts his arm a little to allow Tae to scoot in right beside him and spread the blanket over both of them, whispering a soft little, “Thank you.”

“You were shaking. I’m not gonna let you be uncomfortable for this if I can help it.”

“And what exactly is this, if I may ask?”

“The part where I ask you to tell me what’s going on in your head so that I can help you figure it out,” Taehyung answers.

“No beating around the bush?”

“I can if you want, but it feels like honesty is the better call at this point.”

Jin-hyung pauses for a moment, then lets out a soft little sigh. “What about when we were on our trip? Did I not seem like I needed my mate to be honest with me then?”

“Okay, let’s start there. Talk to me?”

“Why didn’t you say something, Taehyung-ah? All you had to do was tell one of us that something was happening, so why didn’t you?”

“That’s fair,” Tae concedes. “I really didn’t think anything was wrong, I guess? Like Jungkookie was struggling when he texted me, and he mentioned being a little suspicious that something was up with Jiminie – but even he thought he was being paranoid. Things were so strange that I just assumed he needed his mates home to look after him, and we were already heading back that night.”

“You still could have told us that he was upset. We might have been able to get on a video call with him and figured out what was going on sooner. Even if you thought it was just him being distressed, why did you keep that from us?”

“Because he asked me to, for one. If I thought something was actually wrong, I would have protested more, but I really figured that everything was going to be okay as soon as we got home to fuss over him – besides, I…” Tae trails off, trying to figure out how the hell he’s supposed to put this.

“Besides?” Jin prompts.

“You know how busy we were. There were so many meetings and Joonie-hyung just kept finding more work to do, so–”

“You still could have told me. Even if Joon-ah was busy.”

Well, so much for being delicate.

“Hyung, you were just as busy as he was. Every moment you weren’t in a meeting, you were working on your tablet trying to line things up so we could leave. Obviously if I’d known how serious things were, I would have said something – but I wasn’t going to interrupt you for something I was sure was gonna blow over as soon as we got home.”

Jin freezes against Taehyung, scent going completely sour while tension winds through his body. After a few tense seconds, he lets out the tiniest little sniffle.

And then he breaks.

A quiet sob tears from his throat, and the line of tension running through him crumbles in an instant as he pulls his arm back close to his body and buries his face in his hands. Taehyung turns to face him better, wrapping an arm around Jin’s shoulders as they shake with the force of his tears, then sitting up on his knees and leaning forward to press a kiss into his mate’s hair.

“It’s okay to cry, hyung. I’m here. It’s going to be okay.”

*******

Hyung, you were just as busy as he was.’

Seokjin can’t help the absolute tidal wave of emotion that those words cause to come crashing over him. Of course he knew that he was busy too. It would be impossible to miss, considering how many meetings he and Namjoon had in India, or how many hours he spent exchanging emails and lining up bank transfers. But he was never supposed to be too busy for his pack – especially not when he just attempted to talk to Namjoon about better work-life balance before all of this happened. He tried to lecture their leader when he couldn’t even practice those same values himself. It’s normal for the pack to think Namjoon is too busy or stressed for them to bother. That’s still an issue, obviously – but they’ve been working around it for years.

And Seokjin is supposed to fill in the gaps that Namjoon can’t. They’re meant to work together, to be a team. And when that fails, they’re supposed to have enough systems in place to keep their pack healthy and safe.

But not one of those systems worked.

It’s hard to say which part he’s most upset about, especially when all his emotions just come pouring out in a mess of frustrated tears. Taehyung is there through every bit of it, holding Seokjin and wrapping the blanket he brought from his nest up around them both. It still smells like the seven of them – though it’s relatively faint. They’re all here in the house. The scent should be strong, but instead they’re trapped in opposite corners of this place, licking their wounds and incapable of coming together for a talk.

Just another way he’s letting his mates down.

Seokjin doesn’t feel his breathing speeding up, or the way his chest goes tight and his body begins to shake with tremors. The only thing he really does feel is the ache of understanding that he’s failed, and the horrifying knowledge that he doesn’t know how to fix it. He should. He needs to, so–

“Hyung, I’m going to help you, okay?” Taehyung has been talking on and off for the last few minutes without any of it really registering, but this time the words are spoken slow and clear right by Seokjin’s ear. The omega slowly noses his way down, lips pressing a soft kiss to the side of Seokjin’s neck before his mouth opens wide over his scent gland.

That’s all the warning Seokjin gets before Taehyung sinks his teeth firmly into the skin for a nip.

The effect is immediate, Seokjin’s body freezing for a moment before going liquid against the couch. Taehyung doesn’t stop right away, keeping his teeth pressed into the skin long enough for Seokjin’s thoughts to stop in their place as well. His tears don't completely go away, but his jaw unclenches and his head falls gently back against the couch cushion.

“There you go,” Taehyung whispers, finally letting go of Seokjin’s neck and helping to shuffle the two of them until they’re lying down on the couch, face to face. “It’s okay, hyung. You were just starting to panic, but I’m here and I won’t let anything happen to you.”

Seokjin’s thoughts don’t come back to him all at once, and neither does his full range of motion. He makes a few clumsy attempts to pull Taehyung closer before he finally succeeds, burying his face in the omega’s chest and letting his tears fall freely. The cruel monologue running through his mind before is gone, but the pain is still there – and Taehyung holds him while he cries out every last bit of it, muttering little bits of praise and reassurance that only make Seokjin cry harder.

“You’re doing well, hyung. It’s okay. You can let it out.”

“Nothing worked,” Seokjin eventually manages, words half muffled against Taehyung’s chest. “We have so many systems in place and they all failed. You didn’t… None of you felt like you could talk to me, or to Namjoon, or even to each other… And I knew we shouldn’t work so much but I didn’t stop it! We all should have known better, but none of us did the right thing.”

“Well, you’re definitely right about that. We all dropped the ball. Every single one of us – except maybe Jungkookie. Doesn’t matter much when the rest of us didn’t do anything useful with his concerns. That part is on us and I’m so sorry, hyung.”

The apology has Seokjin going silent for a couple of moments. Even with his thoughts running slower, he can tell it’s sincere – but that isn’t really the issue.

“I just feel like…” Seokjin shakes his head, pulling back far enough to look up at Taehyung and find tears in his eyes as well. “Oh, darling, I’m sorry–”

“You don’t have to be sorry,” Taehyung says, leaning down to press a kiss to Seokjin’s forehead. “I’m crying because I know I hurt you, but I don’t want you to stop talking. You were gonna say something about how you feel, and I really want to hear about it, so please tell me.”

“It’s like… I feel afraid for any of us to leave the house again – like if we split up then something could happen and it could all fall apart even worse than it already has.”

Taehyung gives him a sad little smile, head tilting to the side as one hand rises up to settle on Seokjin’s neck, thumb rubbing over his scent gland. “I understand why you might feel that way right now. After everything that happened, it makes perfect sense to be afraid of separation, and none of us have to leave right away – but we do need to acknowledge that everyone staying here won’t be a good long term solution.”

It’s not that Seokjin doesn’t know that they can’t all stay here safe in this house forever. He does. Obviously. It’s just that…

“I wish I knew what else to do,” he admits, blinking out a fresh round of tears. “Everyone is hurt and I want to make it better, but I’m hurt too and the whole system feels broken and–”

“Hey, I know it all feels really bad right now, and that we’ve definitely uncovered some cracks that we need to patch up, but our pack is strong, hyung. This won’t break us – not by a long shot. A whole lot of mistakes got made that need to be apologized for, but after that we can get to work fixing things.”

It’s petulant, but Seokjin can’t help the frustrated way he asks, “How? How are we supposed to fix this mess?”

“Easy,” Taehyung says, flashing a little smile as he continues to rub at Seokjin’s scent gland. “The same way you taught me to fix everything else. One step at a time. Wanna hear what I think needs to happen?”

“Please.”

“Alright. First, I think you and I are gonna stay here until you feel a little better, and I might apologize a couple more times. After that, you and Joonie-hyung are gonna talk, because you both feel best when you’re working as a united front, and–”

“He doesn’t want to talk to me right now,” Seokjin interrupts. “I asked last night, but he just brushed me off.”

“Did he come to bed with you at least?”

Seokjin nods.

“Good, that’s progress. I know he’s probably the angriest of all of us, and I understand why, but Yoongi-hyung is talking to him right now. Once they’re done, he’ll be ready to discuss things with you – just like you’ll be ready to do with him.”

This… sounds familiar.

“Wait, did… Did the two of you conspire to catch us alone?”

“Guilty,” Taehyung confirms. “It’s been a long time since you two have had a spell of not talking, but Yoongi-hyung and I still know how to help when it’s needed.”

Of course it sounds familiar. It’s been years since the last time Seokjin remembers feeling so shaken, but this is exactly what Taehyung and Yoongi did then too. Whenever he and Namjoon can’t seem to make headway, those two find a way to corner each of them and talk things out.

God, it was still just the four of them the last time this happened. Hoseok hadn’t even joined the pack yet. Seokjin tries to remember exactly what was happening back then, but things were so much different in those days, and there was a never ending list of things to work on for all of them. It could have been back when Yoongi was struggling to eat solid meals, maybe the tail end of one of Taehyung’s depressive episodes, back before they all knew how to handle those things as well as they do now.

Things have felt insurmountable plenty of times in the past, and yet they’ve found a way through with the exact strategy that Taehyung just recited back to him.

One step at a time.

Seokjin takes a deep breath, letting his eyes slip shut for a moment and doing his best to remember that they will come out on the other side of this. When he eventually lets his eyes crack back open, he finds Taehyung looking back at him with a hopeful smile and the fading remnants of tears on his cheeks.

The sight fills Seokjin with a sudden need for closeness so strong that he abandons their conversation entirely in favor of pulling Taehyung into a kiss. It earns him a little hum of surprise, but otherwise Taehyung seems perfectly happy to kiss him back with enthusiasm, one hand tangling into his hair while the other cups his face like it’s made of glass. This is what Seokjin wants more of. Whatever they decide to do about the rest of the problems they’ve uncovered, he knows without a doubt that he’s going to find ways to spend more time with the people he cares about.

They’ll fix this. They have to.

“Alright,” Seokjin whispers, finally breaking their kiss and pecking once at Taehyung’s cheek. “Tell me the rest of your plan, please.”

Taehyung’s face lights right up at that. “Yeah? Okay, so here’s what I’m thinking. You and Joonie get to talk, then the seven of us can finally sit down and clear the air – get some apologies said out loud, discuss what we’re going to do to make sure this doesn’t happen again, and then figure out how we move forward. I’ve got an idea I was working on with Yoongi-hyung before everything went south, so maybe it’ll be a good time to pitch it. Either way, we’ll get everyone on the same page and that’ll help, I’m sure.”

“I’m... admittedly a little curious about this idea of yours.”

“Well, I don’t know if Yoongi-hyung has asked Yeonjun yet, but he’s been a great addition to our team, so I was thinking… Why not see if the rest of his group wants to join as well? It could be the perfect opportunity for Namjoon-hyung to be able to take a step back, and that would mean less work for you too.”

“He may be more open to it than you think,” Seokjin says. “We actually discussed the possibility of hiring a team to assist us just before our trip to India. He was worried about how long it might take to find someone, but we made enough money last week to cover our bases for quite a while. It’s the perfect time to start the process.”

“I really hope so.” Taehyung smiles wide, eyelashes fluttering just a little as he searches Seokjin’s face with clear warmth in his eyes. “You feeling a little better, hyung?”

“Thanks to you, darling. Now, before we go and try to get our pack back together, I think I’d benefit considerably from a shower and a fresh change of clothes. Join me?”

“Always. Let’s get you squeaky clean for your talk with Joonie-hyung.”

*******

Yoongi doesn’t feel completely ready for this, but he definitely feels more prepared than any time before. It’s been years since Namjoon was this pissed with all of them, but they’ve all changed so much since then – Yoongi included. Back in those early days, he’d been the one to talk sense into Namjoon mostly because there weren’t a lot of other options, but now he knows that he’s the best man for the job.

If there’s one thing Yoongi is certain he can handle, it’s Namjoon when he’s feeling like he needs to lash out.

A quick sweep of the ground floor turns up nothing, so Yoongi eventually heads upstairs. Nobody in the nesting room, or Namjoon and Jin’s bedroom, which can only mean one thing…

The smell of burnt sandalwood coming from Namjoon’s office confirms Yoongi’s suspicions even before he cracks the door open to find the alpha sitting at his desk. Namjoon looks disheveled. He’s dressed for the day, but his hair is a mess like he’s run his hands through it one too many times, and his tie is sitting on the desk in front of him. He’s always like this when he’s really upset – trying to work but so unable to focus that all it does is make him angrier.

Yoongi is an expert at channeling his rage into work. Namjoon… not so much.

That probably has something to do with the look of complete frustration on Namjoon’s face when he looks up to see Yoongi stepping into his office. Still, their pack alpha forces his voice to come out calm as he asks, “Is everything okay?”

“Was kind of hoping you could answer that for me,” Yoongi says, shutting the door behind him. “We should talk.”

“I’m not interested in talking right now,” Namjoon says, abandoning his attempt to sound unbothered and letting tension wind through his words.

There’s the frustration.

Yoongi just shrugs and walks up to where Namjoon sits. His laptop is open in front of him, but there’s only a single stack of papers along one edge of the desk. That leaves plenty of room for Yoongi to sit down on one corner, where he silently pulls out his phone and opens his email. (He’s pretending to look busy, but Namjoon is already far too worked up to pick up on that.)

“What, you’re just going to sit there? I’m trying to work, Yoongi.”

“Go ahead. I’ll be here waiting to talk when you’re ready.”

A strong, fresh wave of burnt sandalwood rolls off of Namjoon, nearly intense enough to make Yoongi’s eyes water – though he simply acts like he can’t smell it and continues scrolling through his emails. There’s a little pit in his stomach at so directly challenging his alpha, especially when he knows he has apologies to make, but he just swallows that little bit of anxiety and does his best to appear unbothered.

It doesn’t really matter if he’s perfectly convincing or not. All he has to do is stay put.

A few tense minutes pass before Namjoon lets out a huff. “You’re really just going to sit there?”

“Yep. Unless you go somewhere else.”

“And then?”

“I’ll follow you.”

Namjoon goes silent again, tongue poking at his cheek and his jaw clenched tight. His hands find his laptop again, and he does his best to ignore Yoongi, even though it couldn’t be more clear exactly how aware he is of the presence beside him. Yoongi just stares pointedly down at his phone, even when minutes pass with little more than an occasional frustrated huff. Namjoon’s fingers occasionally move on his keyboard, but it doesn’t seem like he’s getting anywhere, at least judging by what Yoongi can see out the corner of his eye.

After barely five minutes, Namjoon caves.

He lets out a much louder huff and shoves his chair away from his desk, eyes fixed on Yoongi in a glare. “I can’t focus with you sitting there.”

“Could you focus before?” Now that Yoongi appears to have Namjoon’s full attention, he shoves his phone back in his pocket and lets his blank expression soften a little. “Joon-ah, is work really what you want to be doing right now?”

“What the hell else would you suggest?”

“Talking to me.”

“How do you have any right to ask me to talk after you withheld information from me again, Yoongi?” Namjoon’s voice sounds close to cracking, and he pauses to stare at his laptop again as though he’d like nothing more than to throw the damn thing across the room. When his eyes settle back on Yoongi’s face, there’s proper anger in them, voice nearly shaking. “How many times are we going to have the same damn discussion? How many ways can I try and convince you to trust me? Can’t you see how much of this could have been avoided if you had just fucking talked to me?”

That’s a start, but it’s not really what Namjoon needs to get out.

Which means Yoongi needs to push.

“So what? You’re just going to ignore me because I don’t have a right to talk to you? How am I supposed to fix something you won’t talk about?”

“We have talked!” Namjoon shouts, standing up from his chair with his fists clenched at his sides. “We’ve talked over and over again about how I need all of you to actually tell me things! The attack in Busan was what – not even a couple of months ago? And after everything we discussed then, the three of you still turned around and did the same thing all over again!”

Namjoon goes silent, shaking his head and then turning to walk out of the room.

Of course, Yoongi doesn’t let him. He didn’t come all the way up here and corner his mate just to let him leave, so instead, he reaches out to catch Namjoon’s wrist. “Joon-ah, we have to actually talk. You can’t keep shutting us out.”

A growl of frustration rises from Namjoon’s chest, and he tries unsuccessfully to shake off Yoongi’s hand. “Why am I the one who has to talk?! Let. Go. Of. Me.”

“No, I’m not letting you walk away right now. Stay. Please.”

That’s enough for Namjoon to stop trying to pull away and turn slowly to face Yoongi, his expression a mix of rage and obvious hurt, and his voice just barely above a whisper when he bites out, “You know you can’t take me in a fight.”

It’s not quite a threat, and Yoongi knows that Namjoon would never truly hurt him, no matter how much wrestling they do.

“That’s not going to stop me from trying.”

There’s a subtle shift in Namjoon’s scent, a hint of something more bitter than burnt – and Yoongi knows exactly what it means.

His alpha is about to crack.

Namjoon’s eyes glance down, raking over the hold Yoongi has on his wrist before dragging back up, those brown eyes already beginning to well up with tears, even though it looks like he’s trying hard to hold them in. His hands tremble just slightly before he tips his head back and tries to blink the tears away. After a moment or two, his gaze lands back on Yoongi and he lets out a frustrated sigh. “What do you actually want, Yoongi?”

Alright, time to seal the deal.

Yoongi drops his charade in an instant, no longer faking any sort of cool detachment and instead letting the ache he feels bleed into his words. “What I want is to put our pack back together – and I can’t do that without you, Joon-ah. I know I fucked up, and I’m really sorry, but let’s please just talk about it. You don’t have to carry all of this around on your back, and you know you’ll feel better if you get some of it out of you. So tell me how you’re feeling. Let me help.”

His own voice cracks just a little by the end, and he can’t even pretend to be embarrassed about it. He just wants to fix things. Nothing has felt right since they left home, and he hates the thought that the newer members of their pack are so uncertain about the future because of it. They all need stability right now, and they can’t have that without their pack alpha.

It’s hard to say whether it's the actual words Yoongi uses, or the display of emotion – but something works.

Namjoon turns on his heel, eyes already full of the tears he worked so hard to blink away just seconds ago. Rather than try to get away again, he tugs Yoongi into his arms and buries his face in his neck. “Damn it,” he mutters, swallowing audibly as he practically deflates, leaning heavily against Yoongi’s body. “Why didn’t you just… I… Tell me why you didn’t talk to me.”

“Because I genuinely thought I was overreacting,” Yoongi explains, wrapping his arms around Namjoon and doing his best to hold them both up even as his mate practically crumbles against him. “Everything looked normal the first night Jungkook-ah reached out, like Min-ah had really just accidentally left his phone out on the kitchen table. And the night I caught him coming home on the video feed, he lied when I tried to question him about it, so I thought I was being overly suspicious for no reason.”

“You still should have told me!”

“I know, Joon-ah – and I’m sorry. If I could go back and do that instead, I would – but you were so busy and I didn’t want to–”

“No,” Namjoon interrupts, shaking his head and smearing wet tears along Yoongi’s neck as he clings to him. “You can’t keep telling me that. It doesn’t matter if I’m busy, or if I’ve been running since I woke up and I haven’t slept in days – I don’t care. I want to know what’s happening with my pack. I… It feels like…” He trails off as a sob tears from his chest, and his weight falls even heavier against Yoongi, causing them to stumble for a moment before he catches them.

“Okay, just…” Yoongi lets out a little huff of exertion and glances around the room, eyes landing on the couch where Taehyung usually curls up to nap when he wants to stay close to his alpha during work hours. “Let me sit you down so we can talk, okay? I’m not strong enough to hold us both.”

Namjoon sniffles in Yoongi’s shoulder, mumbling unintelligibly for a moment before he turns his head and finishes with, “–and I still can’t even make sure you eat properly. Nothing I do helps, and–”

“Joon-ah, just work with me here for a second.” Yoongi lets out a grunt as he forces them away from the desk, but once they’re moving Namjoon does a better job of carrying his own weight, the two of them stumbling over to the couch in short, uncoordinated steps. All it takes from there is a little push for Namjoon to fall down onto the cushions, tugging Yoongi along with him.

After a bit of awkward shuffling, Yoongi settles in Namjoon’s lap, straddling his alpha’s hips and then pausing to catch his breath. It hurts a little to think that maybe Namjoon is still worried about his eating habits after all these years, but he shoves that aside for the moment so they can focus on the actual matter at hand. There are still muffled bits of speech coming from Namjoon, but he mostly just seems focused on pulling Yoongi as close as possible and keeping his face buried in his scent gland.

Trying to talk like this isn’t going to work. Better to get Namjoon settled first.

“I’ve got you,” Yoongi mutters, tangling one hand in Namjoon’s hair and leaning in to nose at his alpha’s scent gland. “It’s okay. You can cry.” With that, he opens his mouth and starts scenting Namjoon in long strokes of tongue, taking his time to taste each minute shift in his alpha’s scent. It gets less burnt as the seconds pass, but the bitterness doesn’t go away even a little. Anger might be the emotion Namjoon was using to cover up the rest, but it’s clear that what’s below that is a deep hurt that they’ve all inflicted on him.

That Yoongi played a large part in…

So maybe he cries a little too. That’s his own business, because Namjoon is far too lost in his own muffled sobs and desperately returned scenting to register that Yoongi is crying with him. Or at least that’s the hope. The last thing he wants to do right now is let his own feelings overshadow Namjoon’s. That won’t help anything.

*******

Namjoon feels a little like he’s breaking.

After days of trying to hold himself together and not let any of this bleed out onto his mates, Yoongi is here pressed against him and holding him through his breakdown. It just feels like everything he does is wrong. Trying to work so much was wrong. Taking them all away from home was wrong. Hiding himself away was wrong. And his reaction to stress must be wrong for all of his mates to feel like they can’t bother him.

Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong.

How is he supposed to lead this pack when he can’t make good decisions and nobody feels like they can bring their concerns to him? Yoongi wants his help fixing things, but there’s so much he’s spent years trying to fix and still can’t manage. Hell, the only reason Jimin was able to even pull this off is because Namjoon has never been able to convince Yoongi to give up his pills.

It all feels like failure, and it’s in moments like these that he hears the voices of his parents again. His father telling him he’d never amount to anything on his own, or the way his mother kept silent through all of it – the quiet omega bending to every whim of her alpha. The times she wasn’t silent were worse, because they revealed just how completely she devoted herself to him. It was always, ‘just listen to your father,’ or ‘why can’t you act more like your father’ – like she didn’t have a thought of her own in her head.

Sometimes when he feels truly in despair, he wonders if maybe he is a little like his father. Nobody ever wanted to tell him anything hard either. Everyone was afraid of him – afraid of how he might lash out if the news he received was bad enough.

Namjoon knows that his mates aren’t afraid of him – not like that. But he can’t help just how deeply he hates the thought of his reactions being so unmanageable that they feel it’s better to hide things from him.

He’s tried so hard not to be his father, but what if he’s somehow come full circle and–

“You’re nothing like him, Joon-ah,” Yoongi whispers, voice tearing Namjoon from his thoughts and making him realize that he definitely said at least some of that out loud. “You’re a good man. You take care of us. We’ve never been afraid of you.”

The reassurances just make Namjoon cry harder, and time starts to get a little fuzzy as he loses himself in tears and the taste of bitter cinnamon on his tongue.

Somewhere in all of Yoongi’s whispered reassurances, the words start to sink in.

Namjoon is not his father. He never will be.

This all got messy and out of control, but that didn’t happen because his mates are scared of him or because he’s crossed some unspoken line. They can keep trying. They have to keep trying. What other option is there? For as much as this feels like a massive step backward, it’s still light years ahead from where they started – when Taehyung was still half feral and could turn on a dime to hide himself away, or when Yoongi could barely take even the smallest compliment without bristling. So much of their life then was damage control and harm reduction…

Which means that they’re good at that part. They’ve had plenty of practice.

What really pulls Namjoon back from the floating sea of his thoughts and into reality is the barely there taste of sweet cinnamon finally finding its way back into Yoongi’s scent. They’ve both had their faces buried in each other’s necks since they got to the couch, scenting for a few brief seconds at a time in between tears, but this is the closest to baseline that Yoongi has smelled in days.

“You’re…” Namjoon starts, letting out a little cough to clear his throat when he hears how rough his voice sounds. Slowly, he pushes against Yoongi’s shoulders to separate them. His mate attempts to hang his head and hide his face, but there’s no hope in this position. Namjoon can see every bit of how puffy and red Yoongi’s eyes are, and the wet remnants of tears on his cheeks. “You’ve been crying,” he whispers, one hand finding its way up to Yoongi’s face to gently brush away some of the mess.

Obviously caught out, Yoongi raises his head more fully and deliberately looks Namjoon up and down. “Yeah, well… Not like you’re doing much better.”

“I mean… Compared to a few minutes ago, I feel a bit better.”

That has a little smile cracking on Yoongi’s face. “Yeah? Does that mean we can talk now?”

“Start by telling me why you’re crying?”

“I… It was…” Yoongi trails off, gaze shifting somewhere over Namjoon’s shoulder before focusing deliberately back on his face. “I hate knowing that we hurt you, or that we made you feel for even a second like we might be afraid of you.”

“Maybe not afraid of me, but… Everyone acts like if they tell me something when I’m stressed that I’m going to blow up. At this point I’m kind of starting to believe that something about the way that I act when I’m stressed is upsetting enough that nobody wants it to happen, and I don’t know how I’m supposed to effectively lead a pack that doesn’t feel like…” Namjoon trails off, swallowing down a fresh round of tears before admitting in a whisper, “I feel like I’m doing a bad job.”

Yoongi’s eyes go wide and he reaches up to cup Namjoon’s face in both hands. “You’re not doing a bad job. Not even a little bit. You’re the best pack alpha we could have asked for, and–”

“Then why? What else am I supposed to think, Yoongi? After what happened in Busan, I thought… I really thought we had figured this out.”

“Okay, I need you to hear me out for a second. I know this feels like what happened in Busan, and I understand why – but this isn’t like that at all.”

Namjoon can’t help looking skeptical. “The three of you lied to me – again – just like what happened then.”

“It’s not the same. I’m not saying you don’t have a reason to be upset. You absolutely do and I want to do my best to make it right, but this wasn’t the three of us conspiring to keep something from you. I had no idea that Tae was worried about anything – or Seok-ah. The only person any of us knew was worried was Kook-ah, and when him and I talked it seemed like he was just having a hard time being separated from everyone and that was making him worry more. I should have told you that part too, but it’s not the same as all of us trying to hide something we knew would upset you.”

The urge to disagree is there, but Namjoon can’t fault Yoongi’s logic entirely. This is different from the three of them purposely hiding hospital worthy injuries, but still… “I’m not saying you’re wrong, but it’s still withholding information.”

“I won’t argue that. Just wanna be up front about the fact that it was under very different circumstances. Seok-ah was probably feeling bad about not being super available for Jungkook-ah when he was clearly struggling, and Tae is always going to crumple like a wet paper towel when one of the other omegas asks him to keep a secret. You have a right to be upset and we should talk about how to fix it. I want to fix it. Just…”

“It’s different,” Namjoon says. “And you think it’s helpful to acknowledge that.”

Yoongi gives a short nod, eyes searching Namjoon’s face for approval.

“Give me just a moment,” Namjoon requests, letting his eyes slip shut and forcing himself to take a couple of long breaths.

He needs to consider the story he’s decided to tell himself about what happened, and it’s obvious that his mind connected this incident with the attack those three suffered in Busan. There might be some value in talking about how they feel connected, but after hearing Yoongi’s point of view, it’s hard to call them the same thing. All of his mates not talking to each other or him isn’t the same as them conspiring together to keep information from him.

Namjoon opens his eyes again and gives Yoongi a nod. “Alright. I can acknowledge that they’re different if you can acknowledge why I might still feel like it’s a pattern of behavior to be addressed.”

“Completely. It’s still us not telling you stuff and I know we’ve all talked about it enough times that it probably feels… Actually, just… I don’t want to try and tell you how you feel. You tell me instead?”

“Right now? I feel… a lot of different things, to be honest. This helps though.” To make it clear what he’s talking about, Namjoon gives a little squeeze where his hands rest on Yoongi’s hips. “I’m sorry I’ve been so distant.”

“You don’t have to apologize for that – especially not to me. You’re allowed to shut yourself away every now and then. Would’ve let you do it for longer if we didn’t need you right now.”

There’s no denying just how much Namjoon likes hearing that, but the feeling of satisfaction is followed by another little lurch in his belly.

Something must show on his face.

“Sorry,” Yoongi says, expression falling a little. “If I shouldn’t have–”

“You didn’t say anything wrong. I like thinking that you need me, but I just… I haven’t felt like a very competent pack alpha since all of this happened. How am I supposed to feel like I’m doing a good job leading my pack if nobody feels safe bringing me their concerns? I can’t help if I don’t know what’s happening, and when nobody talks to me it feels like… Like you all don’t even want my help. Or like I’m more of a burden than someone who can make your life easier.”

“You aren’t a burden. That’s not–”

“Well I must not be a very good leader either. Just look at us.”

Yoongi’s eyes go wide before he shakes his head and lets out a huff. “Joon-ah, I have followed everywhere you have led me since the moment we became friends and I have never regretted it for a fucking second. There’s no one else in the whole world I’d allow to lead this pack. Every relationship has tough spots and we just happen to have several happening at once right now. That’s a sign that we need to communicate and work together – not that you’ve failed us in any way. Our pack is hurting right now so please. I don't know how to do this without you. I need you."

There’s no lurch in Namjoon’s belly this time, and Yoongi holds his gaze the entire time he talks, like he’s making absolutely certain that Namjoon knows how sincere he’s being. It doesn’t leave any room for doubt. Their pack is hurting and Yoongi needs him.

That more than anything feels like a bit of solid ground to stand on.

“Alright, pup. I hear you,” Namjoon says, tugging Yoongi closer and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “We’ll fix this. Just… Stay with me a little longer?”

Yoongi relaxes completely in Namjoon’s arms, breathing out a sigh of relief and then whispering, “Not going anywhere, alpha.”

Notes:

Next week our pack finally has a talk together, and then Jimin and Jungkook head back to their apartment for a chat ;D

See you there <3

Chapter 164: Picking Up The Pieces

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Seokjin feels much better after a shower and a fresh change of clothes, and it doesn’t hurt that Taehyung is at his side smiling the whole time. There are still hurt feelings and a whole lot of questions and issues to tackle, but now that he’s over the first wall, all of that seems much more doable. Taehyung is right. They’ll just take it one step at a time, and eventually they’ll be standing on the other side of it, looking back and marveling at how far they’ve come.

But first he needs to talk to their pack alpha.

Once they’re both dressed and ready, Taehyung leads the way to Namjoon’s office with Seokjin trailing just a step or two behind him. Rather than knock, the omega pauses to listen at the entrance for just a moment, taking a deep breath through his nose before giving a little nod and gently pushing the door open.

Inside, they find Namjoon and Yoongi cuddled up on the couch, both dressed for the day and looking like they’ve had a good cry (probably very much like the one Seokjin had just before his shower). There’s plenty of lingering distress in the air, but underneath it is something much closer to the mixture of sandalwood and cinnamon that Seokjin would expect to smell any other day he found his mates together like this.

They’ve made progress, it would seem.

Yoongi looks up first when they walk inside, rising just slightly from his position in Namjoon’s lap. He appears almost a little dazed, and there’s definitely some lingering evidence of tears on his face.

That evidence is much stronger on Namjoon, who turns his head to look at them with something like tentative hope in his puffy red eyes. Seokjin is quick to give a subtle raise of his brow – questioning whether they’ve picked a bad time to intrude. One tiny tilt of Namjoon’s head says everything that Seokjin needs to know.

They’re being welcomed inside, and Namjoon is willing to talk with him.

“Hey guys,” Taehyung says, plopping down on the couch right next to Namjoon and Yoongi. “You both okay?”

“We’re alright, pup. How are you?”

As Seokjin sits down beside Taehyung, Yoongi catches his eye with a curious little tilt of his head, obviously trying to gauge whether the two of them are on speaking terms as well. Seokjin gives a little nod in response, offering his hand and watching the way Yoongi turns to press a kiss to Namjoon’s cheek before climbing out of his lap and standing in front of Seokjin instead.

Taehyung wastes no time taking the free real estate left behind and crawling right into Namjoon’s lap. “I’m good. Better if you’re feeling up to talking now.”

“I am,” Namjoon confirms, leaning into nose at Taehyung’s neck. “I’d like a little time with Jin, and then maybe you could help me gather the others for a real talk as a pack?”

“Now?”

“Maybe not just yet. Stay for a minute?”

The spike of maple in the air and the delighted little sigh Taehyung lets out are evidence enough that those two will be fine, so Seokjin turns his attention back to the slightly nervous looking alpha standing in front of him.

Yoongi’s expression is cautious, but hopeful as he offers his hand and says softly, “I’m sorry, hyung.”

“I know you are, darling. Come here.” Without another moment wasted, Seokjin uses the offered hand to gently tug Yoongi down into his lap, leaning in immediately for a scenting and enjoying the sweet puff of cinnamon it earns him. “Thank you for looking after Joon-ah,” Seokjin whispers, just loud enough for Yoongi to hear. “We appreciate you so much, love.”

Rather than answer, Yoongi just lets out a tiny little whine and returns Seokjin’s scenting, arms clinging tight around his shoulders.

The four of them stay like that in silence for a couple of minutes before Taehyung eventually gives a tap to Yoongi’s shoulder and asks, “Are you ready to go, hyung? We can let them talk now.” Yoongi turns and gives a little nod, and then both of them get up together, Taehyung’s hand immediately finding Yoongi’s and lacing their fingers together. “Alright, we’ll give you guys some time and maybe move everyone out to the living room?”

“That works for me,” Namjoon agrees.

“Thank you both for your help,” Seokjin says, hoping that it’s clear just how sincerely he means that, though he may remind them again later just to be extra certain.

Yoongi gives a shrug, but the little smile on his face is perfectly telling. “No big deal. See you guys in a bit.”

~~

As soon as the door shuts behind their mates, Namjoon and Seokjin both turn to each other at the same time, muttering “I’m sorry,” in near perfect unison – then break out into soft laughter.

“I really am though,” Namjoon says, scooting closer and reaching out for Seokjin’s hand. “I shouldn’t have left you alone that first night, but I needed…”

“Space?”

“I guess. Just some time to sit alone and break down a little, but then Jimin-ah came sleepwalking through the living room, so we ended up talking and I couldn’t bring myself to leave him once we were together, so I stayed with him and Kook-ah.”

If Jimin is sleepwalking again, they’ll probably need to keep a closer eye on him. The way that Jungkook has described it before, it’s apparently triggered by stress – but they can figure that part out later. For now, they need to focus on themselves so that they can take proper care of the rest of their pack.

“It’s alright,” Seokjin says, giving Namjoon’s hand a squeeze. “I wasn’t in the mood to talk yet either, and I’d like to apologize for being rather cold these last couple of days. I wasn’t angry at you. Just upset with how many failures led us to this point, my own included.”

“You didn’t–”

“Please, it’s important to me to acknowledge my own shortcomings in this if I’m intending to point out anyone else’s – and I believe that pointing those out is a bit of a necessity if we wish to move forward.”

Namjoon gives this a moment or two of consideration, then eventually let’s go of Seokjin’s hand and lifts his arm to beckon him closer. “Alright, I can get behind that. Come here?”

After days of tense avoidance, the feeling of Namjoon’s arm wrapping warm and secure around Seokjin’s shoulders is perfect, like everything he’s been yearning for offered up in one simple gesture. It has him leaning in closer, letting himself truly settle against his alpha. “This feels wonderful,” he admits, letting out a contented sigh.

Namjoon presses a kiss to his cheek. “It’s nice to have you like this again. Where should we start?”

“That’s the question, isn’t it? I guess I’d like to finish owning up to my part in this, maybe give you a better idea of where I’m at, and then you can give me your thoughts and take your turn?”

“Sounds perfect. Let’s hear it.”

“I wish I had thought more carefully about the need to check in with our mates,” Seokjin admits first. “While it would obviously be best if they would talk to us either way, I could have done more. Knowing that I was so focused on work that I missed every possible sign of what was happening is… frustrating. I also wish I’d pushed harder about us working less.”

“That’s not on you. I was the one who made the final call on which jobs to take.”

“With my full support.”

“You voiced your concern,” Namjoon says. “You mentioned looking into hiring some help, and you told me we didn’t have to take every opportunity just because they were there.”

“And then happily followed along while we took each and every one of them. I understand that there’s plenty of this that you’d probably prefer to own, but I’d like to be allowed to take responsibility for my portion of it as well.”

“I can accept that if we can agree that the majority of that blame belongs to me.”

That’s enough to have Seokjin sitting up straight so he can turn and look at Namjoon properly, taking in the obvious guilt written across his mate’s face. “To be honest, I’m not all that interested in assigning blame for that part. With the majority of that work complete and a massive payday in our near future, we have as much time as we need to turn our focus toward our pack, to reflect on our mistakes and spend time together nurturing all the growing pains we’ve uncovered. This isn’t a reprimand – it’s an invitation, darling.”

Namjoon’s eyes slip shut, and he takes a couple of slow breaths before letting them open again, revealing just how misty they look now. “I’d like that,” he whispers, swallowing audibly and then taking another deep breath. “Sorry, I just… I can’t help feeling guilty, but I also love the thought of us taking some downtime to focus on our pack. And maybe… working on that hiring process?”

God, it’s finally going to happen…

Seokjin has spent years dreaming of a day where he might see Namjoon more relaxed, spending long days out in the garden, reading from his extensive library, and finally enjoying the life they’ve made for themselves. Their work will be a part of their lives for a long time, but it doesn’t have to be the biggest part. Not anymore.

“I’d really like that as well. We’ve done enough work. We’ve built an empire and made it secure, so it would be nice to sit back and bask in that for a while.”

“Alright,” Namjoon says, cracking a little smile. “If that’s our part figured out, or at least a start on it… There’s still the matter of our mates not talking to us again. It really… I couldn’t help being reminded of what happened after the attack in Busan, but Yoongi was adamant that the two incidents were different, and I can’t help but see his point. They weren’t talking to each other this time, and it wasn’t a web of lies crafted to keep us in the dark either.”

Admittedly, Seokjin has been thinking about that last trip their mates took to Busan as well. It’s been hard not to consider all of the tearful conversations and discussions they shared about how to move forward from that particular series of events, and while what’s happened here is undoubtedly different in many ways, that doesn’t mean there’s no value in the comparison.

“I think that’s a fair observation for Yoongi-yah to make, but I would still argue that it’s a pattern of behavior we should address.”

“That’s basically exactly what I said.”

“And how did he take that?”

“Just fine, actually. I think… He seems pretty shaken.”

Seokjin gives a short nod of agreement. “I would say we probably all are. I certainly know that I am. How about you?”

“I’m… feeling less off balance now, but still not quite on steady ground. It was just… It’s hard to think of myself as a good leader when five of our mates decided they couldn’t talk to me. I know they did the same to you, and I don’t want to make it sound like–”

“Darling, I won’t take offense,” Seokjin assures, settling one hand on Namjoon’s knee. “While I was hurt by them not talking to me as well, you’re our pack alpha. I would imagine that their silence grates against those instincts in a unique way, so please tell me about it.”

Namjoon pauses for a moment, lips going tight as he reaches down to take Seokjin’s hand in his own. When he does speak again, it’s barely more than a whisper, “I hate knowing that I was too busy for them to feel like they could reach out to me… It’s like I got my priorities all messed up, but also this has happened so many times that it’s hard not to wonder if I’m not… I really started to spiral and felt like maybe I’m not what our pack needs in a leader.”

Even hearing the words from Namjoon’s mouth in the past tense makes something inside of Seokjin bristle. He hasn’t questioned Namjoon’s ability to lead them since they formed their little pack all those years ago – not for a moment – and the thought that his alpha might feel differently makes him want to bite.

Unfortunately, that wouldn’t be a particularly helpful response at the moment, so he swallows down his instincts and focuses on talking. There will be plenty of time to make sure that Namjoon understands how needed he is over the coming days.

“Felt? Do you not anymore?”

“Less now. Yoongi helped – made it clear he wouldn’t accept anyone else and helped me see that this might just be a couple of rough patches layered on top of one another. We… I think we can fix this, and I want to be our pack alpha. Really, there’s nothing in the world I want more.”

That… does help a little to settle Seokjin’s instincts. As long as he and Namjoon are united together right now, they can fix this mess.

“I have to agree with Yoongi-yah. There’s nobody else that I would accept as our leader – not when we already have one who’s everything I could ever have wanted for our family.”

Namjoon gives him a little half smile. “You’re sure? Even after all of this?”

“I’ve never been more sure, love. We’ll tackle this together, just like we always do.”

*******

Jungkook feels much more at ease knowing that Taehyung and Yoongi-hyung are working to make sure they can all talk again. The nest on Yoongi’s bed helps too – and having Jimin and Hobi-hyung in it with him keeps him from feeling like he needs to crawl out of his own skin with worry. They even get up and grab a snack to bring back to the nest together, only this time Jungkook is the one trying to make sure Jimin gets enough to eat.

It’s obvious that his mate is still tired, but between the sleep and the food, he’s beginning to look more like himself again. The sight of him in that hospital bed looking so small and fragile was a reminder of the days where they didn’t have enough to eat, but somehow even worse, like he was just a shell of himself. Jungkook never wants to see his mate looking so completely worn down ever again.

So he makes sure Jimin has a snack with them, and then they all cuddle up in the nest. Hobi-hyung fiddles with his phone, Jimin falls asleep studying, and Jungkook half-reads the textbook in his lap, mind still too focused on what’s happening with the pack for him to fully take in the information.

After an hour or so, Yoongi and Taehyung find their way back downstairs and start getting them all moving toward the living room (after a brief break for cuddles). They both seem a lot lighter than when they went upstairs, and they confirm that their talks went well. It sounds like both Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung had to have a bit of a breakdown, which hurts Jungkook’s heart to even think about. But he’s happy to hear that they’re at least feeling up to working things out now.

Honestly, he’ll apologize every day if he has to – whatever it takes for things to feel okay again. If he could go back in time and make himself reach out to the whole pack the second he thought something was wrong, he'd do it in a heartbeat.

But that isn’t an option.

“You smell a little off, baby,” Taehyung says, leaning against Jungkook’s side where they’re sitting on the couch.

Jimin does the same, the two of them sandwiching Jungkook between them. “TaeTae is right. You feeling okay, Kookie?”

“Just a little bit of regret, I guess? Wishing I did things differently, but I know it’ll be better once we’re all here together.”

“We’ve all got regrets at the moment, I think,” Hobi-hyung says, leaning his head on Yoongi-hyung’s shoulder while the five of them wait. “At least now we can work through them together, but is there anything we can do to help until Joonie and Jinnie-hyung get here?”

“It’s okay. I’m just happy we’re going to talk.”

“They won’t be long,” Yoongi-hyung says. “They’ve just gotta get their business straightened out and then they’ll be down here and ready to fuss over you as much as you need, sweetheart.”

~~

Yoongi-hyung is definitely right about them not having to wait long. Within a few minutes, Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung find their way downstairs, and just the sight of them walking hand in hand makes Jungkook feel a little better. Jin-hyung is showered and changed now, and both of them look happier, the serious, stony expressions of the past couple of days softened into something more familiar and comforting.

Their pack is finally going to be together again. Maybe after this talk they can even have a proper cuddle pile in the nest to really make things feel right.

The two of them stay standing once they approach, and Namjoon-hyung is quick to glance over all of their faces before speaking. “I’m glad you’re all here, and I’m sorry we’ve been so distant.”

We’re sorry,” Jin-hyung corrects gently. “We appreciate you giving us a bit of space to sort out our feelings, and now it’s time for all of us to try and untangle some of this. We do have a couple of things to address before we begin, starting with you, Jimin-ah.”

“Okay,” Jimin says, swallowing audibly and giving a tense little nod. “Should I start apologizing, or–”

“Not like that, Minnie.” In an instant, Namjoon-hyung lets go of Jin-hyung’s hand and comes to lean down in front of where Jimin sits, cupping his cheek and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “We just want to make sure you don’t hide your scent for this, baby. Is that okay?”

In an instant, the scent of slightly burnt vanilla rolls off of Jimin, and he looks to Namjoon and Jin for approval. “Anything else?”

Jin-hyung shakes his head. “No. Thank you for letting us smell you properly, darling. The other thing we need to do is lay out a quick map for what we’d like to achieve with this talk. While there’s plenty to discuss, neither of us expect to tackle it all in one go.”

“Exactly,” Namjoon agrees. “Right now, I’d like to get some apologies out of the way, check in on how everyone is feeling, and discuss what we all need to feel secure over the next couple of days. There will be plenty more talking to come, but I know we all need some comfort right now, so I want to cover our bases and then move onto some proper scentings and cuddling – ideally in the nest. Is everyone alright with that?”

Jungkook is the first to agree – maybe a bit too fast judging by the little puff of laughter that Yoongi-hyung lets out.

“JK might also need some cuddles from his favorite alpha.”

“He really does,” Taehyung agrees, pulling away from Jungkook’s side with a smile.

Namjoon-hyung’s scent spikes just a little (the closest it’s been to normal in days), and he gladly shifts his attention, reaching down to scoop Jungkook right up off the couch and into his arms. “Of course, pup. I’m so sorry I haven’t been here when you needed me.”

The relief of being in his alpha’s arms is so good that Jungkook could nearly cry, but he settles for a little whine instead and buries his face in Namjoon-hyung’s neck, eagerly taking deep breaths of warm sandalwood as he’s carried over to the couch where Yoongi-hyung and Hobi-hyung sit. “It’s okay, hyung. You’re here now.”

When he looks back up after a few seconds of enjoying his alpha’s scent, he sees Jin-hyung approaching the empty spot he left behind and settling in between the other omegas before gently guiding Jimin up into his lap. “There we go, darling. That’s much better.”

“You feeling better too, Jungkookie?” Hobi-hyung asks, tentatively leaning closer to where Namjoon-hyung sits with Jungkook in his lap.

“Way better. Do you need cuddles too, hyung?”

Hobi-hyung looks like he’s about to dismiss the concern, but then Namjoon-hyung wraps an arm around the alpha’s waist and tugs him closer, while Yoongi-hyung follows along and gets him properly sandwiched between them. The faint scent of coffee in the air gets a little less burnt as Hobi-hyung settles and Jungkook stretches his legs out over the alpha’s lap.

“Alright,” Taehyung says, leaning happily against Jin-hyung. “Now that everyone is settled, are we good to talk?”

“We are, yes.” Jin-hyung noses at Jimin’s hair for a moment before pecking a kiss into it and asking, “Would you like to start, Jimin-ah?”

“Yeah, I… Look, I know I’ve apologized already, but it’s just really important to me that you all understand that I know that I screwed up. I might have been going through my heat cycle, but I’m not going to use that as an excuse to avoid finding ways to do better. This was horrible and I want to make sure it never happens again.”

Jin-hyung gives an approving little nod. “Thank you, darling. To that end, I think a good starting point would be for us to make sure you aren’t ever alone like that again once your cycle begins.”

“But I was early. You couldn’t have known–”

“We couldn’t this time,” Taehyung agrees. “But you said you were pretty much like clockwork before this, so when we do know it’s coming, I think we just take extra steps to make sure you aren’t by yourself.”

After a second or two of thought, Jimin gives a little nod. “I’m okay with that, and I’ll keep thinking of other ways to do better too.”

“I may have some ideas,” Jin offers. “We can save them for a later discussion however.”

That’s promising, as far as Jungkook is concerned. Jimin still has to make good on what he agreed to (going to Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung and asking for their help with what to do next), but that can wait until after all of them figure out the basics and finally get those nest-cuddles Jungkook has been dying for.

“Can I go next?” Taehyung asks, waiting on the soft chorus of agreement from all of them before his eyes land on Jungkook and he continues. “I should have taken your concerns more seriously, Jungkookie. I’m sorry. I’ll make sure I don’t doubt your intuition next time.”

“I was doubting it too, hyung,” Jungkook says. “It wasn’t just you.”

“Yeah, it wasn’t just him,” Yoongi agrees, gaze drifting to Jin and Namjoon. “I didn’t do much better – and I’m sorry I didn’t bring it up to either of you.”

“Me too,” Hobi-hyung admits, voice a little soft as his fingers rub idle patterns into the fabric of Jungkook’s pants. “I should have investigated more thoroughly when I thought I saw Minnie on my job, and I wish I took the time to look after you better, Jungkookie.”

“It’s okay, hyung. You were busy with your job and you didn’t know what was happening.”

Hobi-hyung shakes his head. “Maybe, but… That doesn’t feel like a good excuse. I should have taken the time to do better – and I should have told Joonie or Jinnie-hyung that something was up.”

“I should have too,” Jungkook says, feeling a stab of guilt for not talking to their pack alpha or Jin-hyung. Maybe if he had, then–

“Kook-ah,” Namjoon hyung says, squeezing Jungkook a little closer in his lap. “You did a wonderful job reaching out. Obviously I wish you felt like you could have talked to me as well, but you did let three people know that you were upset.”

“Four,” Jimin corrects. “He told me too, and I lied and let him think he was jumping to conclusions.”

Jungkook understands that this admission is more about taking responsibility with the rest of their mates than about Jimin looking to rehash what they already talked about. It’s a gesture he appreciates, because Jimin owning up to his mistakes just means they’ll have even more support to make sure this doesn’t happen again.

“We already talked this part out,” Jungkook says. “But I appreciate you saying it here too, hyung.”

“I do as well,” Jin-hyung agrees. “It helps to further illustrate why we all need to communicate more openly, especially when we’re worried about something. One of the benefits to being in a pack is having a strong support network, but that doesn’t work when nobody is talking to one another. And it especially doesn’t work when your pack alpha is deliberately being kept out of the loop.”

“And you too,” Taehyung says, eyes focused on Jin-hyung. “We should be talking to both of you. Joonie-hyung is our pack alpha, but both of you got left out, so I don’t want to ignore that.”

“Agreed,” Namjoon says. “Ideally, we’d like for you to talk to both of us, but at the very least you need to bring your concerns to one of us.”

“Darling, it might be beneficial for you to talk a little bit about how all of this has made you feel about your position at the head of our pack.”

Namjoon-hyung hesitates a little, his scent wavering before he takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly. “Alright.”

“It’s okay, Joon-ah,” Yoongi-hyung says. “We all need to hear it. How you feel about it is important.”

“I know this isn’t the same as what happened in Busan. Yoongi and I had a chance to discuss that already, but I think the fact that it’s happening so close to that is making me feel like there has to be something wrong with how I react to stress. Or like maybe I’m just not a very good pack alpha at all if none of my mates feel like they can bring their worries to me. I…” Namjoon-hyung swallows audibly, his voice going tight. “I know we took on too much work. Jin and I are already discussing ways to be more available going forward, but I need to know that all of you will be making an effort to find ways to talk to us more too. I can’t… It’s impossible for me to help you with something you don’t feel safe telling me about.”

By the time Namjoon-hyung stops speaking, there are tears in his eyes and his scent has gone even more muted. Jungkook is quick to lean in closer, licking once over his alpha’s scent gland and then muttering, “I didn’t feel unsafe talking to you, hyung. Just didn’t want to bother you for nothing when you and Jin-hyung were so busy. I will next time. I swear.”

“It was the same for me,” Hobi-hyung admits. “I was pretty sure it was nothing and I didn’t want to make you worry. And I… I already felt like I was doing a bad job of looking after Jungkookie, so I didn’t want to make you worry about that too.”

Jungkook pops his head up to look at Hobi-hyung, taking in the slight frown on his alpha's face. “You weren’t taking bad care of me, hyung. You gave me cuddles and kept me company when you were home.”

“Yeah, but I…” Hobi-hyung trails off on a sigh. “I could have done better, but we don’t have to talk about that part right now. Mostly, I just wish I had stopped to think it through. I’m sorry, Joonie. Sorry to you too, Jinnie-hyung.”

“Same,” Yoongi-hyung says. “I’m sorry I didn’t say anything.”

Taehyung nods his agreement, looking a little torn as he glances between Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung. “Me too. It’s just hard cause…”

“Because I asked you to keep it a secret?” Jungkook asks.

“A little. I… If I had known anything was really wrong, I wouldn’t have kept quiet, but I just thought… I’m sorry.”

Jungkook shakes his head, unwilling to let Taehyung shoulder the blame for this part alone. “I shouldn’t have put you in that position, TaeTae. I won’t ask you to keep secrets anymore.”

“But if that means you just won’t tell me instead, then I don’t like that either,” Taehyung says. “It makes me happy that you felt like you could talk to me… And what about all the fun secrets, like planning surprises and–”

“If I may,” Jin-hyung starts, squeezing Taehyung a little closer to his side. “I don’t think the rule needs to go that far. What’s more important is that there’s no secret keeping if one of you is hurting or worried about something. We recognize that there will be cases that fall into a strange middle ground, but I think it would be reasonable to try and communicate those instances you aren’t sure about. Rebuilding trust at this point is important, so better to be a little too cautious for a while. Would you agree, Joon-ah?”

“Completely. I don’t mind you guys having fun and planning surprises, but I need to know that you’ll make it a point to come to us about the serious stuff.”

Taehyung looks a little more at peace with that explanation, and Jungkook can’t really disagree. He loves all the fun he and Taehyung have, and the easy trust between them about all the things Jungkook feels worried talking to other people about – but he can do better.

“Maybe that would be good for me too,” Jungkook says. “I’d like… I think I want to get better about telling everyone stuff too – not just dropping it all on TaeTae and Jiminie.”

“But I like that you tell me stuff when you’re worried.”

“He still can,” Jimin offers. “This doesn’t have to mean we stop having omega time or anything like that, but maybe we can all help each other take those concerns to the hyungs after we talk about them?”

“A wonderful idea, darling,” Jin-hyung says, leaning down to press a kiss to the tip of Jimin’s nose. “We have no desire to throw a wrench into the bond the three of you have formed, and if you can work together to make sure Joon-ah and I are informed about anything that might need our attention, then there’s no reason to disrupt it.”

“You know,” Namjoon-hyung starts, taking a moment to gather his thoughts before continuing, “I don’t necessarily even need you to tell me everything that the three of you say, even if the situation is one I’d want to be alerted to. I’d happily settle for one of you simply telling one of us to check in with someone. Even after what Kook-ah told you the other night, you letting me know that I should maybe try to talk to him would have been perfectly acceptable. Does that help at all?”

Taehyung actually flashes a smile now, nodding enthusiastically. “I’m super on board for that. Then it feels a little less like I’m just turning right around and spilling secrets that I shouldn’t be the one saying. And thank you for helping it not feel like I’m losing something.”

“That really is the last thing we want,” Namjoon-hyung says. “The fact that you three bonded so strongly right from the start is something we all love. I just want to be included when any of you are hurting. Obviously there will be times where my comfort isn’t exactly what you need, but as long as it’s not being kept from me, that’s perfectly fine.”

“Well said, love,” Jin says. “Now, is everyone clear on how we intend to move forward in building trust?”

“No more secrets if we’re hurting,” Jungkook says.

“And working together to hold each other accountable for that,” Taehyung adds.

Yoongi-hyung gives a short nod. “When in doubt, just fucking say something. I’ve got it.”

“No more trying to manage Joonie’s feelings,” Hobi-hyung offers tentatively, pressing a kiss to Namjoon-hyung’s shoulder.. “It’s okay to let you worry about us.”

“Exactly. You’re my mates. I want to worry about all of you. And to be honest, I’m going to worry a whole lot more if I don’t think I can trust you to tell me when you notice something that might be wrong, so please just talk to me – to us. Jin and I will make sure we’re more available, but I promise you that no matter how busy either of us are, we’d love to drop it in a heartbeat for any one of you.”

“Joon-ah is right. This pack is our top priority,” Jin-hyung says. “And the rest of you?”

A chorus of agreements follow, and Namjoon-hyung’s scent begins to drift back to baseline, every moment bringing it closer to the perfectly warm sandalwood that Jungkook has been craving for a week. It nearly has him whining all over again, but he manages to contain it, simply leaning back in to bury his nose in his alpha’s neck once more.

Namjoon-hyung lets out a puff of laughter, pressing a kiss into Jungkook’s hair and whispering, “You can stay here as long as you need, pup. Don’t worry.” After one more tiny kiss, he turns his head to address the rest of the group. “Now, that basically covers what I need to feel like we can move forward from this. What about the rest of you? Is there anything we should address before Jin talks about what he needs?”

“Something you wanna talk about, hyung?” Jimin asks.

“There is, but I’d very much like to hear any concerns the rest of you might have first. Anybody?”

Jungkook shakes his head, face still buried in Namjoon-hyung’s neck.

The rest of them must do something similar, because Jin-hyung keeps talking. “Alright then. I admit that I’m a bit shaken by everything that’s happened, and it’s left me feeling rather… off balance. The thought of any of you leaving the house is slightly more tolerable than it was this morning, but I’m still not keen on the idea. Jimin-ah, Jungkook-ah, would you be willing to stay for at least the next couple of days?”

“Of course,” Jimin answers. “I think… I’d feel better if we’re here too. Kookie?”

“Wanna stay,” Jungkook mumbles into Namjoon-hyung’s neck. After a second or so has gone by, another thought occurs to him though, so he lifts his head up to look at Jin-hyung. “Can we… Would it be alright if I wanted to grab some stuff from the apartment? Maybe tomorrow morning? I wouldn’t have to be gone for long, and–”

“That’s perfectly alright, darling. I think some time in the nest will help to settle my nerves a bit, and knowing that you’re coming straight back home will make the prospect far less distressing.”

“I’d like to grab some stuff too,” Jimin says, looking at Jin-hyung for approval. “Am I allowed to go with him?”

“Of course.”

“Escorted by security every step of the way,” Namjoon says. “I know the immediate threat has passed, but I’d be far more comfortable if the two of you would accept a little more security until things settle down.”

“That’s fine, hyung,” Jungkook mutters, leaning back into his alpha’s neck and licking once over his scent gland. “Can we go to the nest now?”

“Yeah, pup. I think we can go. Let’s get you all cuddled up and scented by everyone.”

*******

Cuddle time in the nest is just what Jimin needs – or what all of them need, really.

By the time they’re all scented and settled (with Jungkook pressed as close to Namjoon as he can manage), Jimin can’t quite help the way his eyes start to feel heavy. He’s recovering from everything that happened, but his poor body still feels utterly exhausted, and his hands sting when he moves them too much. Thankfully, the few peeks he’s gotten at the wounds during cleanings reveal that they don’t look nearly as bad as they feel, but his mates seem compelled to fuss over them either way.

It’s sweet, and after a week spent in a suppressed heat with his body crying out for the comfort of the people he loves most, he really doesn’t mind that they all want to look after him. The guilt is there, of course. Nothing changes the fact that all of this is his fault, but with everyone talking about how to move forward and mend things, he’s a lot less afraid that the others will hold it against him for the rest of his life – or worse, decide they don’t want him anymore.

If anything, it seems like they love him just as much as before, and he’s so grateful. He’ll do whatever it takes to make it up to them, but maybe after another nap…

When he wakes again, it’s to Hoseok pressing kisses into his hair and muttering about how they need to head downstairs for dinner. The seven of them eat their first real meal together at the table in over a week, and while the conversation isn’t quite as easy as it was before all of this, it’s light years ahead of where they were just this morning.

After dinner, there’s more cuddles, time on the couch, and an early bedtime for most of them. They all need sleep, and it feels good to split into groups like they might any other night, wandering off to bed with whoever happens to be going around the same time. Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook all head upstairs first, and then Taehyung latches onto Jimin’s side and asks him to come sleep in the nest with him.

They leave Hoseok and Yoongi down in the living room to finish up the last episode of the show Jimin has only been half-watching all night. He’s been far too tired to make it more than an episode or two without dozing off for a few minutes (especially with the comfort of everyone’s scents finally evening out and filling the air), so getting back to the nest with Taehyung feels heavenly.

He’s asleep almost as soon as they lie down, surrounded by the strong smell of maple and the remnants of the rest of their pack.

~~

Come morning, things feel almost a little… normal?

Jungkook and Jimin are both already dressed for the day as they walk into the kitchen to say their goodbyes before making the trip to their apartment. Jin is awake making breakfast, and Namjoon is sitting on a stool by the counter with his tablet, talking about how they’re going to wrap up the deals they worked out in India. Hobi-hyung is there with the two of them as well, chatting back and forth with Namjoon and offering his help with preparing breakfast.

All three hyungs turn to look at them as soon as Jimin and Jungkook enter the room.

“You’re sure I can’t tempt the two of you with some breakfast before you go?” Jin offers, smiling as he sets aside the bowl of eggs he’s been whisking. “I can assure you that there will be plenty to go around.”

“I promised Kookie something from the bakery down the street from our apartment,” Jimin says, feeling a smile stretching across his own face as Namjoon and Hoseok close in on the two of them, with Jin not far behind. “We’ll be home in a couple of hours though.”

“Yeah, I can reheat something then,” Jungkook says with a grin as he’s wrapped in a hug by Hoseok. “I’m always hungry.”

“I’ll make sure to set some aside for you then.” Jin smiles wider, watching fondly as Namjoon tugs Jimin into a hug. “Scent them well, you two. If our omegas have to be out of the house, I’d at least like for them to smell like ours.”

“You’ll scent us too, hyung?” Jungkook asks.

“Of course, darling.”

Within a few minutes, Jungkook and Jimin make their way (smelling very much like their mates) out to the security vehicle waiting out front. Jimin feels the tiniest bit uneasy watching the house get smaller as they drive away, but that’s quickly handled by Jungkook talking excitedly about how nice it will be to be done with school after their makeup exams. Honestly, Jimin can’t help but agree. He still has another year left in his two year degree, but after everything that’s happened, a break sounds wonderful.

Still, as soon as they park in front of the apartment building (where Wonho waits on the street for them), Jimin feels that same sense of uneasiness blooming in his belly. He’s not sure if it’s just leaving the rest of their mates at home, or finally coming back to the apartment with Jungkook after everything that’s happened, but it feels strange.

As they step out of the car, Wonho greets them both immediately, looking a little bit disheveled as though he got ready in a hurry. As soon as he’s close enough to speak, he bends forward in a deep bow. “Jimin-ssi, Jungkook-ssi, I wanted to meet you here and personally apologize for everything that’s happened. I should have been watching your apartment more closely, and there should have been someone stationed in Onyx Heights. It was a massive oversight, and–”

“It’s alright,” Jimin interrupts. “Please, stand up, Wonho-ssi. None of this was your fault. It was mine.”

Wonho does at least stand up halfway or so, even as he shakes his head. “There were things I could have done, and with all due respect, I refuse to ignore them. After what happened when Jungkook-ssi was taken, I should have made more aggressive adjustments to your security as well Jimin-ssi. Going forward, I promise you that we will look after you more carefully.”

Jimin glances over at Jungkook for help, but his mate just shrugs and gestures for Jimin to go ahead and keep speaking. Obviously, Jungkook doesn’t entirely disagree that there were some failures made by the security team. It’s hard for Jimin to let anyone but himself take the blame for this, but that seems to be his only option. In Wonho’s shoes, Jimin could see himself taking this personally as well.

“Alright, your apology is completely accepted – so long as you’ll accept mine for doing everything in my power to make sure you didn’t know anything was wrong. Does that work for you?”

After a moment or two of consideration, Wonho rises back up to his full height with a nod. “Very well. Thank you for allowing me to apologize. I’ll escort you inside now, and wait directly outside of your apartment until you’re finished.”

~~

If Jimin thought he was uneasy before, the feeling as their front door shuts behind them and they’re finally alone together inside of the apartment borders on distressing. It doesn’t help that the whole place still smells like a mixture of suppressed heat and misery, filling all of his senses and forcing his thoughts back to where they were just a couple of days ago. He’s hit with a tiny wave of panic, then something like grief, and finally shame for the week he spent here alone and losing his mind. The thought of Jungkook seeing the piles of tissues by the bed that he used to mop up his various bouts of tears and runny noses, or the complete lack of proper meals he ate, or the goddamn closet nest is–

“Hyung?” Jungkook asks, turning back when he realizes Jimin hasn’t followed his first couple of steps toward the kitchen. “Is something wrong?”

It’s not even just that Jimin doesn’t want Jungkook to see this. He doesn’t want to see it either – doesn’t want to think about coming back to this place to stay when Jin no longer needs the whole pack together to soothe his instincts anymore. Being away from them feels wrong, and the thought of coming back to live here makes him want to recoil.

“I umm…” Jimin starts, feeling frozen just inside the door. “I don’t know if I…”

Jungkook is back in front of him in an instant, wrapping his arms tight around Jimin and leaning in toward his neck. “I’ve got you. Let me smell, Jiminie.”

Scent. Of Course.

With a little bit of focus, Jimin is able to let his scent out, flooding the air with burnt vanilla and making Jungkook’s citrus scent tip sweeter in response. “I’m sorry. I don’t… I don’t know why this feels so bad.”

“Tell me what feels bad, Jiminie. Being in the apartment?”

“Yeah, I… The thought of you seeing it like this, and of all the time I spent here feeling so…”

“It’s nothing I haven’t seen before,” Jungkook assures him, rubbing a hand up and down his back. “I came here looking for you when you disappeared, remember? I already found everything, so there’s nothing to worry about.”

Shit, he forgot all about that part of the story. The thought of Jungkook looking around and seeing all the evidence of something terribly wrong and not knowing where he even was

“God, Kookie, I’m so sorry. You shouldn’t have had to see it like this.”

“It’s okay, hyung. We found you. You’re here with me now and we’re safe. Is it the smell? We can air the place out if you want, or if you need to go we can–”

“No,” Jimin says, shaking his head even as he buries his face in Jungkook’s neck to take a deep breath of soothing citrus. “I don’t want to leave it like this. It’s not… Airing it out will be better, but I need to clean it up. Please? I can’t think. It’s like everything is still– Ah–”

Jimin trails off on a gasp as Jungkook gives a tiny, gentle nip over his scent gland. It’s just enough to freeze his thoughts in place and force his breathing to slow down.

“There you go, hyung. It’s okay. We’ll air it out and clean it up, but we’re going to do it together, alright?”

“Okay,” Jimin whispers. “Thank you.”

Slowly, Jungkook lets him go and turns to look at the apartment around them. “Alright, you get the living room window open. I’ll do the bedroom and then meet you back out here. You wanna try and speed clean to get it done fast, or do you need time to process?”

“Speed cleaning sounds better. I just wanna get it over with so we can leave.”

“Alright, then we’ll get it done in a flash. Let’s move.”

The little nip in combination with the time pressure of trying to speed clean with his mate means that Jimin doesn’t have too much time to think anything through. Airing out the apartment makes things feel less dire, and Jungkook doesn’t give him any time to linger over a bit of mess before eagerly tidying it up. They start in the bedroom, which definitely has the most evidence of everything that went wrong. Between the pile of tissues overflowing from the trash can, clothes scattered everywhere, and the panicked nest Jimin built in the closet, there’s no way to mistake what happened here. He went all the way off the rails.

Still, once they start moving it hardly takes any time at all to clean up. Jimin picks up the dirty clothes he wants to bring back to the house with him to wash there, then throws the rest into their laundry baskets for when they come back.

Coming back…

Jimin really isn’t sure he likes the thought of that, and by the time they’ve finished cleaning up, he’s still not feeling good about it. Everything smells better and the space no longer looks like the den of misery where he spent one of the most awful weeks of his life – but it still doesn’t feel right.

“I’d say that’s about as good as a speed clean is going to get,” Jungkook says cheerfully, tying up the bag of trash and placing it by the door so they can take it with them when they go. “Wanna get our stuff together, or…” He trails off, eyes searching Jimin’s face. “Or, do you wanna tell me what you’re thinking about first?”

What is he thinking?

They’ve still got a couple of weeks before they need to start moving. There are exams for both of them to finish up, and it’s not like they would really even be here for all that long in the grand scheme of things, but…

This time, Jimin makes an effort to let his scent out before he walks over to pull Jungkook into a hug. It’s nowhere near as burnt as before, but the distress in it is still obvious. “Kookie, I… I don’t think I want to come back here.”

“Oh? Do you think it needs more cleaning, or– Wait, do you mean ever?”

“Not ever, but more like…” Jimin lets out a sigh and admits, “I don’t want to live here anymore.”

In an instant, Jungkook is pulling back to fix him with a surprised smile, mouth opening and closing twice over before he manages to get any words out. “Hyung, that’s great news! You really– You think you’re ready?”

“Yeah. I didn’t like leaving the house today, and this place just feels… not right? I know it’s a couple of weeks early, but I just want–”

Jimin is cut off with a kiss, and Jungkook’s absolute joy is evident not only in the enthusiastic press of his lips against Jimin’s, but also in the way his scent has gone all floral like fresh orange blossoms in the summer air. It’s not a short kiss either, and Jimin can feel the way his mate’s lips curl into a smile against his own as the seconds pass.

“I want that too,” Jungkook says when he finally pulls back, grinning from ear to ear. “So bad, hyung. You should tell Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung when we get back! You were still gonna talk to them and ask for help, right? Will it help to have some good news for them too?”

Not intending to back down from his promise to Jungkook even if the conversation sounds a little scary, Jimin nods. “Yeah, I can talk to them as soon as we get home – assuming they have time.”

“They will. I know they will! Come on, let’s get our stuff together and go!”

The excitement is a bit infectious, even if Jimin is starting to feel a little tired after everything they’ve done today. He might not bolt around the apartment as fast as Jungkook does, but it’s hard not to feel happy as he gathers up the things he needs to take back to the house.

If there’s one thing he’s sure of, it’s that the rest of their mates probably won’t mind if their move-in date gets bumped up a little.

Notes:

Next week Jimin and Jungkook will share their good news with the rest of their mates, and then we'll spend a little time with Hobi and Yoongi.

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Chapter 165: Home

Notes:

A little explicit content in the second half of this chapter ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Some of the tension in the house is finally dissipating.

There’s a piece of Namjoon that still feels a little on edge, but it’s becoming smaller as he and his pack interact and make it clear that they’re all still intent on loving and supporting one another. He spends the early morning with Jin, then Hoseok when he wakes up too – and of course the three of them get to see Jimin and Jungkook off for their quick run back to the apartment.

The thought of the two of them staying anywhere but this house ever again makes Namjoon want to cry a little, but he just keeps telling himself that they can cross that bridge when they get there. For now, they’ve agreed to stay until Jin feels better. If they do decide to go again after that, it should only be for a couple of weeks maximum while they get ready for their move.

It’s going to be okay.

Taehyung finds him a little later in the morning to talk about the hiring process and how he’s already instructed Yoongi to ask about whether Yeonjun’s group is looking for work. To be entirely honest, Namjoon wasn’t exactly sure where he wanted to begin the process of looking for help, so knowing that there might be a team they can interview soon is very welcome information. Which of course means that the two of them go to bug Yoongi about it straight away.

He’s barely awake when they show up in his room, but Namjoon comes in with a fresh cup of coffee, nice and strong just like Yoongi prefers, and that seems to help.

Apparently Yeonjun’s group was pretty keen on the idea when it was first mentioned, so Namjoon gets their contact information and drafts an email to see if they’d like to meet up with him and Jin for an introductory interview. There will still be a hell of a long training period even if they are hired, but it’s not like Namjoon’s pack will be hurting for money or reputation any time soon. The deals they’re finalizing from India are already making damn sure of that.

By the time he wanders back out of Yoongi’s room, he’s just close enough to hear the distant sound of the front door opening.

They’re back.

Namjoon isn’t ashamed of how quickly he heads for the door – especially when he makes it into the foyer at nearly the same speed as Jin, the beta entering from the kitchen with quick strides and a smile on his face. They’re greeted by the sight of Jimin and Jungkook stepping out of their shoes, each holding a bag in one arm. They were only gone a couple of hours, but the relief that floods through Namjoon at having them back home is incredibly soothing.

“We’re so happy you’ve returned,” Jin says, stepping close enough to pull them both into his arms and press a kiss to each of their cheeks. “Did you get everything you needed?”

“And more,” Jungkook says with a grin. When Jin pulls away, Jungkook gives Jimin a gentle push forward, and it’s only now that Namjoon notices how Jimin’s cheeks are dusted pink, eyes darting a little nervously between Namjoon and Jin. “Go ahead, hyung. I’m still hungry, so I’ll go warm up a plate – unless you’ve changed your mind and you need me?”

“It’s okay,” Jimin says. “Go eat, baby.”

“There’s a plate in the fridge for you, darling. Top left.”

“Thanks, hyung. Here, I’ll take these too.” Jungkook grabs Jimin’s bag along with his own, leans in to give Namjoon a little half hug and a quick peck, then practically bounces his way to the kitchen, leaving a trail of happy orange blossom scent in his wake.

Whatever this is, it’s obviously good news.

“Something going on, Minnie?” Namjoon asks, stepping forward to pull the omega into a hug.

“I’ve… I wanted to talk a little, if the two of you have time? It’s not… I don’t think it’s bad, really – and I have good news too.”

“Even if it was bad, we’d still have time for you,” Namjoon assures him, letting his tongue snake over Jimin’s scent gland and finding himself completely surprised just a second later when the omega’s scent tips just the slightest bit burnt.

“Sorry if that’s… I just want you to be able to smell like you asked for, and–”

“It’s perfect, baby,” Namjoon breathes, tongue pressing harder into Jimin’s scent gland to soothe him. After waiting so long to be allowed to smell their mate’s distress, they’re finally being given the opportunity, and he couldn’t be more delighted. There’s something so intimate about being able to taste the way that Jimin’s scent evens out, in addition to feeling the way his body relaxes. It has a soft little growl rising in Namjoon’s chest, and that affects Jimin’s scent too, making it even more enticing.

He’d spend all day here if he could, just taking in the way the omega’s scent shifts… but there’s apparently a talk they need to have.

When Namjoon pulls away just a little, there’s a knowing smile on Jin’s face. He can see exactly how much Namjoon adores being able to properly smell Jimin, and a quick upward flick of his eyes reveals where he’d like to take this discussion. Namjoon confirms the request with a tiny nod, and Jin steps forward to place a soothing hand at their omega’s back.

“Let us take you upstairs, love? We would have some privacy in our bedroom, unless you have somewhere else in mind?”

“No, that’s fine with me,” Jimin says, looking just the tiniest bit dazed after being scented so thoroughly.

~~

Once they’re up in the bedroom, Namjoon shuts the door behind them and guides Jimin over to take a seat on the edge of the bed between him and Jin.

“Alright, darling. What were you hoping to talk about?” Jin asks, still smiling fondly at both Namjoon and Jimin.

“It’s umm… I have some good news, but that part is kind of new and I think I wanna save it for last. The big thing I wanna talk about is something I promised Kookie I would do. I think it’s a good idea too, but I feel a little guilty just dropping it in front of you. There just… There isn’t really another option right now, and I don’t know what else to do, so–”

“Minnie,” Namjoon says, keeping his voice low as he wraps an arm around Jimin’s back. “It’s perfectly okay. Whatever it is, we’re so happy that you’re here to talk to us about it.”

“That’s exactly right, darling. Please, tell us all about it.”

“I guess it’s mostly that… I need help.” Jimin pauses for a moment, gaze drifting down to the floor before words start pouring quickly from his mouth. “I’m always so worried about being a burden, but trying not to be just makes more work for all of you and ends up with me doing really stupid stuff – like everything that just happened with Jihoon. It’s not helping me, and it’s not helping any of my mates, but I don’t know how to stop. I thought I was making progress before, but now it feels like I just took the biggest step backward and I have to find some way to fix it. I really… I can’t do this again – like the panicking and making the worst possible decisions – but I don’t know what else to do besides ask for help.”

Jimin glances up at both of them nervously, tears brimming in his eyes.

It’s a bit of a fight for Namjoon to keep the shock off of his face. This is the last thing he expected Jimin to ask them, but it’s the best possible request he can think of after everything that’s happened – and there’s no way he’s going to let his omega think it’s unwelcome in the slightest.

“Pup, you have no idea how happy we’d be to help you work on that.” Namjoon reaches out for one of Jimin’s bandaged hands, holding it softly and making sure their wrists press together to give him an unobtrusive scenting. “It’s something that we would have had to try and find a way to talk to you about eventually either way, so the fact that you’re already thinking about it is really exciting.”

“And you did so well earlier by letting us smell you right away out in the foyer. Can you let us smell now as well?”

Jimin flushes even brighter red, scent tipping just a little toward distress as he stops controlling it. “Sorry, it’s so automatic. I didn’t mean to.”

“That’s completely alright,” Jin assures him, one hand settling on Jimin’s thigh. “We don’t expect you to suddenly stop controlling it forever, love – and we certainly won’t be bothered by having to give you reminders. All we really need is for you to be willing to try for us, which is the same thing we’ll require when it comes to tackling the issue you’ve just brought us as well.”

“I’m ready to try. Whatever it takes. I promised Kookie, and he’s right about it…”

“How so?” Namjoon asks, curious what insight Jungkook might be able to offer into Jimin’s complete determination not to be a bother.

“He said that… He knows why it started, and that it helped when we were just kids who needed to survive, but that it isn’t helping me anymore.”

Jin gives a couple of slow nods. “Yes, that’s usually the case with our unhealthy coping mechanisms. They serve a purpose when we start using them, which is why they become so entrenched into us, but when you outgrow them and try applying them to new problems, they don’t help anymore.”

“Yeah, but what do I do about that?” Jimin asks. “I don’t know what I’m trying to cope with in the first place, and if I am trying to cope with something, then what am I supposed to do instead?”

“Those are the big questions, darling. I believe we can help you answer them to a degree, though you will likely uncover more as you begin to make progress. Have you given any thought to what you’re afraid might happen if you were to ‘burden us’ sometimes? And if you agree with Jungkook-ah’s assessment, it may be worth considering what being a ‘burden’ meant in your youth.”

After a few seconds of thought, Jimin’s scent goes a little more burnt, and he leans further into the arm Namjoon has wrapped around him. The fact that they can smell his distress and he’s looking for comfort from his alpha is nearly enough to bring a tear to Namjoon’s eye.

“Whatever you’re thinking is upsetting you,” Namjoon says, turning his head to press a kiss into Jimin’s hair. “Tell us about it?”

“I guess it was just… It was easier if my parents didn’t notice me? Asking for anything or showing weakness usually meant something bad would happen. Nothing came without strings attached, and needing things only meant they had ammunition to throw back at me later. Or they would just tell me I was too much, and that I couldn’t expect people to do everything for me.”

“So you tried to expect nothing?” Jin asks.

“It sort of felt like that was the only option?”

Namjoon takes a moment to think of how that might apply now, then asks, “Do you worry that we’ll think you’re too much?”

Jimin goes silent, his scent briefly going back to perfectly sweet vanilla before he corrects himself and it comes out burnt once more, only stronger now. Eventually, he whispers a soft, “Maybe? I know you don’t, but they always said people would leave when they realized how needy I was. I think sometimes I feel like if I’m just good enough, then maybe everything will be okay? But then that makes me do stupid things like lie to my mates when I really need their help.”

It sounds like his omega might be crying now, and there’s no way that Namjoon can do anything except tug Jimin into his lap and scoot them both closer to Jin and that soothing mint scent. He still can’t see Jimin’s face, but he can feel a little wetness when the omega leans into his neck, swallowing audibly as he takes a shaky breath.

“Darling, the blame for what’s happened is ultimately on Jihoon. You made mistakes, but we have all done that before in this pack. What’s most important is that you recognize what went wrong, and that you’re here now asking for the support you need to grow.”

“Support that we are so happy to give you, Minnie,” Namjoon adds, rubbing his hand along Jimin’s back. “The second you told us what you wanted help with, I was so excited to get to be a part of it.”

“I feel the same,” Jin says. “There are plenty of ways for us to help you explore having needs and desires in a healthy way. We’ve helped Taehyung-ah make so much progress on that front”

“Hoseok too. And Yoongi. Lots of our mates have a hard time expressing their needs, even if it’s in a slightly different way than you – and all of them will love the chance to help someone else through those same hurdles they’ve already cleared.”

Finally, Jimin peeks back up at the two of them, cheeks wet with tears and something particularly vulnerable in his expression that Namjoon can’t help feeling drawn to. “You both… You’re so nice to me, and it’s… I really want that. Help, I mean. I’m willing to do whatever it takes to be better for Kookie and all of you too. I want to be a good mate.”

“You already are, pup. None of us have ever thought you were bad.”

“But striving for better is something we’re all very interested in,” Jin says. “Growth is important, and I think you’re perfectly suited to do that with us. Would you like to hear some of our ideas?”

Jimin nods, gaze focused intently on Jin.

The beta glances up at Namjoon, looking for permission to lead, which Namjoon happily gives with a short nod. He’s completely certain that Jin is the most well equipped for this, and it allows him to continue supporting Jimin with physical comfort, while Jin guides them through the verbal parts.

“I’m happy to say that working to let your scent out is a wonderful place to start, so thank you very much for that. I think the next step will be trying your best to identify exactly when you begin to feel that worry about being a burden, then telling one of us if you can. Identifying what triggers it will help you recognize the feeling and begin to deconstruct it. To that end, it will be important to challenge the stories that build up in your head around it. We can assist with that – both by assuring you that they are false, and by giving you more positive narratives to replace them with. Like everything else, it’s going to take repetition and time, but we have that in spades, darling.”

“We can start with small things,” Namjoon says. “As small as you need.”

“Exactly, and leaning on your fellow omegas for support with things you’re nervous to bring to us will also be helpful. If you share your goals with Taehyung-ah, he’ll be very capable of helping you to bring your problems to us.”

That actually gets a little puff of laughter out of Jimin, tears no longer streaming from his face. “You mean he’ll shove me into a room with the two of you and run.”

Jin lets out a laugh as well. “Sometimes, yes. But I also believe his perspective will be very helpful to you. Expressing his needs has been both healing for him, and also a way to help the rest of his pack. While I’m not sure if that’s the direction you’ll end up taking your recovery, it could still be beneficial to see in action.”

“Helping the pack?”

“That’s right,” Jin says. “I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but we have a large number of mates who have difficulty voicing their needs, and a couple who struggle to properly care for themselves on occasion. Sometimes Taehyung expressing needs that they can meet for him opens the door to reciprocal care, so that everyone leaves feeling better in the end.”

It’s something Namjoon knows all too well. Sometimes he doesn’t even notice it happening. He’ll just be having a stressful day and feel like his emotions are stuck behind a thick curtain, and then Taehyung will come to him looking for settling and they’ll both end up in the bath or the nest, chatting about their days. By the end, he always feels better. Taking care of his mates never fails to brighten his mood, or to open the door for him to seek care himself when needed.

“It’s true,” Namjoon says, pressing a kiss to Jimin’s cheek. “I can’t even tell you how many times that exact strategy has worked on me – let alone Yoongi or Hoseok. You even did it for Taehyung when he was coming out of his depression spell. Do you remember?”

Jimin gives an embarrassed half smile. “You mean when I had a whole panic attack at the spa?”

“I do, yeah. Taehyung felt so much better after taking care of you that Jin and I immediately started trying to figure out how we could replicate that when the next wave of depression hits for him.”

“I know you felt very much like a burden then, darling. You told me as much – but you actually gave Taehyung-ah a wonderful gift just by letting him care for you. What we’re doing now is inviting you to explore that.”

After a few seconds of silence, Jimin gives a nod, scent slowly evening out. “Okay. I really… I want to try – and I want your help. Thank you for being willing.”

“More than willing,” Namjoon assures. “Completely excited.”

“There is one additional suggestion I’d like to make,” Jin says carefully. “Not a requirement, but something I’d like very much for you to consider.”

“Sure. I’m open to anything.”

“Considering both everything that’s happened, and what you’d like to achieve, it may be beneficial for you to have more time to do so. Have you given any consideration to working less?”

This is it.

Namjoon sucks in a tiny breath and holds it, desperate to hear Jimin’s answer. The thought of him going back to Onyx Heights after everything that’s happened is upsetting, to say the least. There’s no need for him to work when they can take care of him completely, especially for a job he isn’t even passionate about doing for–

“I was actually…” Jimin trails off for a moment, then smiles hopefully back up at both of them. “I don’t know if I want to go back? I’d hate to leave Siyeon-ssi in a bind, but it feels a little…”

Unable to help himself, Namjoon immediately fills the silence, very gently cupping Jimin’s chin and guiding him to look into Namjoon’s eyes. “Minnie, tell me I can act like your alpha right now?”

“You can, hyung. It’s… You are my alpha.”

“Quit your job. You covered for Siyeon-ssi to take a vacation, so she will have plenty of time to get someone else trained before her next one. If you’re still worried about being financially okay, we’ll set aside some money in an account under your name. However much it takes for you not to be scared. Anything you want, Jimin-ah. Just… please. There’s no need for you to work a job you aren’t passionate about. Let us take care of you.”

Jimin just stares in stunned silence for a moment, then tips his head forward to capture Namjoon’s lips in a kiss, vanilla scent tipping sweet and clear. “Thank you, alpha,” he whispers when he breaks away. “I’ll quit. You don’t have to put aside money for us. I… I know you would look after us no matter what, and we still have some savings too.”

“We’ll still set you each up an account,” Jin says, his mint scent spiking sweet at the good news too. “You can keep your existing ones as well, but we all have accounts tied to our main one so that everyone has whatever spending money they need. It will be yours to do with as you see fit.”

“You guys really don’t have to, but I…” Jimin trails off, taking a deep breath before nodding to himself. “Thank you. For everything. For all of this. I love you so much and– Oh, I still have good news, or at least I’m about ninety percent sure you’ll be happy about it.”

Namjoon lets out a puff of laughter. “Baby, every bit of this has been good news already, but I’m sure we’ll love hearing the rest too. Go ahead.”

“We went back to the apartment this morning and it felt… wrong, I guess? We cleaned it up to make it feel less like where I just spent the worst week I’ve had in years, but… I still don’t really want to go back. If it’s okay with all of you, can we just stay? Obviously we can still go there to move our stuff, but– Oh–” Jimin lets out a delighted little gasp as Namjoon squeezes him into a tight hug, rolling the two of them back on the bed with his own whoop of joy.

Jin isn’t far behind them, and within seconds they have Jimin sandwiched between them in a hug, pressing overjoyed kisses all over his face and neck. “Of course you can stay, darling.”

“Nothing would make us happier.”

“The others are going to be over the moon.”

“Kookie is telling them now,” Jimin says with a laugh. “He said I needed to tell you two, so he wanted to tell the rest of the pack.”

“You’ve just made our whole week, pup,” Namjoon says, beginning to scent Jimin while Jin tugs the omega into a long kiss. The whole bedroom already smells perfect with all of them so happy, and he’s sure that downstairs will be every bit as lovely if Jungkook is telling the rest of their mates the good news.

God, this is everything that Namjoon has wanted for so long. Jungkook will be done with school (aside from his couple of summer classes), Jimin is going to quit working a job he doesn’t need to do, and the two of them won’t be going back to the apartment for anything other than moving. No more nights apart. No more checking cameras to make sure his omegas are home safe. No more worries about what they might be going through in their apartment without him. None of it.

They’ll wake up in the same place every day, eat their meals as a family, and spend their whole lives together. Instead of needing to drive across the city to check on them, Namjoon can now simply wander down the hall.

After nearly a year of waiting, his pack is home.

*******

Hoseok can’t believe the day is finally here. After all of their waiting and courting and hoping, Jiminie and Jungkookie are finally here to stay.

He’s just wandering toward the living room when he hears an excited yelp from the kitchen, clearly coming from Taehyung. The sound has Hoseok picking up his pace right away, jogging into the room to find Jungkookie, Yoongi, and Taehyungie all smiling and making the kitchen smell like heaven with their happy scents.

Of course the second Jungkook explains that he and Jimin have decided they don’t want to go back to their apartment, Hoseok is just as giddy and excited as the rest of them. They wrap Jungkookie in a big group hug and squeeze him until he starts to whine about the pressure they’re putting on his second breakfast.

“Kind of hard not to when we’ve been waiting months for this,” Yoongi says, reaching up to ruffle Jungkookie’s hair with a gummy grin.

Taehyungie gives several enthusiastic nods in a row, black curls bouncing atop his head. “Yeah, I would have brought you guys home the first night we found you, so this is huge news, Jungkookie. We’ve got so much to do! We’re gonna need to accelerate our shopping by a whole lot if we want to have the bedroom of our dreams! Do you wanna go look at furniture? We could go right now, and–”

“How about you talk to Jinnie-hyung first,” Hoseok suggests with a laugh. “Pretty sure he’ll have a thing or two to say about the two of you leaving unannounced – especially if you’re planning to buy furniture without him.”

“Not yet though,” Jungkook says, trying to wiggle himself free from their affections. “Jiminie is talking to Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung about something.”

“Oh?” Taehyung’s curiosity is clearly piqued, sending him pulling back from their group hug to flash one of his scheming smiles. “And what’s that? You can tell your favorite hyung, Jungkookie.”

Yoongi snorts out a laugh. “If you think you’re his favorite, you’re crazy.”

“Excuse me?! Do I not look like ‘favorite’ material to you? Me and Jungkookie are besties!”

“Doesn’t make you his favorite.”

“Guys,” Jungkook whines. “My second breakfast is still being put under too much pressure.”

“Alright, alright,” Yoongi says, stepping back with a huff. “I suppose we can let you breathe in peace.”

As soon as Hoseok and Yoongi back away, Taehyung slides right up to Jungkook’s side and wraps an arm around his back. “Listen, they might be able to let you breathe, but I’m way too nosy for that. What’s the big secret with Jiminie and our precious leadership?”

Hoseok can’t deny that he’s interested in the answer as well. Life is beginning to get back to normal, but there are still plenty of things unsaid between all of them. Whatever Jiminie is discussing with Joonie and Jinnie has to be related to everything going on. Wouldn’t really make sense for it to be anything else.

“He’s gonna tell them what I just told you,” Jungkook says.

Taehyung isn’t buying Jungkook’s deflection either. “Yeah, but what else is he telling them? If it was just this amazing news, you guys could have told all of us together – so what’s going on?”

“Alright, fine.” Jungkook lets out a sigh and shakes his head, still grinning ear to ear. “He is gonna tell them about this, but mostly he’s talking to them because I asked him to the day we brought him back from the hospital.”

“When you took him off to talk alone?” Hoseok asks.

“Yeah. I wanted him to go ask Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung for help with always feeling like he’s a burden.”

Yoongi lets out a laugh that sounds more like disbelief than anything. “You’re serious? That’s basically Joon-ah’s wet dream. I don’t know if he’s gonna survive hearing his omega asking for help and then telling him he’s going to move in permanently.”

“Jinnie has been looking for a way to press that issue for ages now,” Hoseok says. “I’ve watched him try to talk around it just looking for an opening. He’s gonna be so happy to help.”

“Shit, I’m happy,” Taehyung says, smiling wide. “Can you imagine how fun it’s going to be when he’s willing to fuss just as much as me?”

“Setting a pretty high bar there,” Yoongi jokes.

Jungkookie immediately starts giggling, giving a little poke to Taehyungie’s ribs. “Yeah, hyung. Nobody fusses as much as you.”

Completely unaffected by the words leveled at him, Taehyung just grins and stands with his hands on his hips, clearly proud. “Damn right. I worked hard for the title of World’s Fussiest Omega! Now come on, Jungkookie. I wanna go move furniture in our new bedroom and figure out what we need while we wait for Jiminie to be done.”

“You mean you want me to move furniture.”

“Yeah. You look hot when you move heavy things for me.”

That’s apparently all it takes to convince Jungkookie, because the two of them skip away immediately, their maknae calling out behind him, “See you later, hyungs! Love you!”

~~

Once the two of them are alone, it doesn’t take Hoseok more than a second or two to notice that something is off with Yoongi. With little more than a nod, he turns to start digging through their cupboards as soon as the omegas are gone. The position means that his face is obscured, but the line of tension running through him is obvious as he shoves various snack packages aside so he can see behind them.

After a minute or so, he lets out a tiny huff of frustration and climbs up onto the counter for a better look.

“Something in particular you’re trying to find?” Hoseok asks, keeping his tone as light and non-judgmental as possible.

Yoongi doesn’t stop his rummaging. “I don’t know. Just something good, I guess?”

Odd. He’s not usually much of a snacker outside of his ruts…

“What are you in the mood for?”

“Nothing.”

Hoseok feels confusion knitting his brows together, eyes still focused on the sight before him.

He decides to give Yoongi a bit more time, watching as each and every snack in the cupboard is shoved aside with increasing frustration until Yoongi finally gives up and closes the doors. He doesn’t even spare Hoseok a glance before moving onto the next cupboard, looking obviously disappointed when all he finds inside are various dry pastas, rices, and other pantry staples.

Yoongi closes that one too, hopping off the counter and making his way over to the fridge, only to turn and give Hoseok an unimpressed look before even opening the door. “Are you just gonna watch me?”

“Depends. Are you gonna tell me what’s going on?”

“With all the talk we’ve been having these past couple of days, I’m a little wary of opening my mouth to anyone right now. I just… I need some time to think this through.”

Ah, something he doesn’t want the others (probably Namjoon) to ask him about.

“Yoongi, when have I ever ratted you out when you need time to process?” The words are completely true, of course – but what Hoseok doesn’t say is that there’s usually no point when Yoongi gets really in his head about something. He’s obvious as hell when he’s brooding, and Namjoon basically has a sixth sense for it at this point, so there’s rarely any need for someone to tell him that Yoongi could do with being checked in on.

And Yoongi knows that every bit as well as Hoseok does.

“Fair point,” Yoongi says, abandoning the fridge in favor of turning his gaze toward the hallway. “Not talking about it here though.”

“Alright. Lead the way.”

They make their way to Yoongi’s room without another word, Hoseok following dutifully behind his mate and plopping down on the couch when Yoongi points him there. He’s not sure what he was expecting, but it certainly wasn’t for Yoongi to immediately crawl into his lap, straddling him and leaning down for a scenting without hesitation. Of course, Hoseok is only too happy to oblige, tipping his head forward and running his tongue over Yoongi’s scent gland in return, enjoying the little shiver it earns him.

This feels… wonderfully normal.

After all the stress of the past week, getting to finally talk and jump into the nest with their whole pack did wonders for Hoseok’s mental health – but this is another kind of special. Yoongi has always felt like home in a way that’s hard for him to articulate, especially in comparison to the others. This pack is his family, and he doesn’t exactly have favorites, but there’s a special kind of peace that comes from being pressed up against Yoongi with a silent understanding blooming between them.

He’s still busy appreciating the sweet taste of cinnamon on his tongue when he feels Yoongi’s lips drift higher, pressing a line of open mouthed kisses up the side of his neck. The intent is obvious, and Hoseok would be lying if he said it didn’t feel good, but…

“That doesn’t feel like talking, honey,” he mutters, brushing a kiss along the underside of Yoongi’s jaw.

“Maybe talking is overrated.”

“Is it now?”

“How long has it been since you let me take care of you?” Yoongi’s mouth keeps working at Hoseok’s neck between words, one hand gripping his shoulder and the other reaching down to slip just under the hem of his t-shirt, cool fingertips brushing the skin beneath. “Just missed you.”

“I missed you too,” Hoseok whispers, eyes slipping shut as he lets out a little sigh of pleasure. “It’s been a couple of weeks.”

“S’too long.”

Hoseok caves in an instant, hands slipping under Yoongi’s shirt to spread wide over the warm skin of his sides. “Alright. Anything you want, baby.”

~~

As it turns out, what Yoongi wants is to soothe himself by taking his sweet time swallowing down as much of Hoseok’s cock as he can manage.

He might look pretty on his knees (fucking gorgeous, actually), but there’s no question about who’s in control right now. At the slightest hint of movement from Hoseok, Yoongi lifts his head entirely and looks up with his flushed cheeks and lips wet with spit, one hand pressing down gently on Hoseok’s hips as he whispers, “Stay, sweetheart. I’ve got you.”

At least Hoseok is allowed to talk. He doesn’t know what he’d do if he couldn’t babble nonsense while Yoongi takes him apart. “Not trying to move,” he pants, eyes glued to where Yoongi’s mouth hovers just above him, lips slightly parted and his pupils blown wide. “Just feels good.”

Yoongi makes a little hum of appreciation, stroking slowly over Hoseok with one hand before leaning down to run his tongue over the entire length of Hoseok’s cock, pausing at the tip to press several open mouthed kisses there before beginning the cycle again. It’s undeniably a tease, barely fanning the fire burning hot in Hoseok’s belly, instead keeping it smoldering with no end in sight.

“You taste good, Seok-ah,” Yoongi mutters, mouth opening just wide enough to suckle at the head of Hoseok’s cock for a few seconds. “Missed this.”

“God, I missed it too. You’re so fucking– Hell, that’s…” Hoseok trails off on a whine as he’s swallowed down once again without warning, Yoongi’s head bobbing in lazy motions that shove him closer to the edge with each passing second. It doesn’t help that there’s a firm grip around the base of him where his knot is threatening to form, just barely swelling under the pressure of Yoongi’s fingers. “If you keep… Baby, I’ll knot and– Fuck– Gonna… make a mess out of you…”

If anything, it seems like that’s exactly what Yoongi wants, his other hand reaching up to help apply rhythmic pressure around the base of Hoseok’s cock. It feels like a dream, the pleasure making his eyes roll back for a moment before he manages to focus again, unwilling to miss even a moment of just how gorgeous Yoongi looks for him.

“You can knot,” Yoongi says, voice low as he lifts off of Hoseok’s cock again for another round of teasing licks along the entire length. “Want you to make a mess, alpha.” His tongue curls around the title, drawing it out as he continues the pattern of squeezing that has Hoseok’s knot beginning to swell properly now. “I can take it.”

“I… That wasn’t really in doubt, but– You’re… Do you want it like this? I could work… Hell Work you open, and–”

“Like this. Just relax and let me make you feel good. Look, you’re swelling already, Seok-ah.”

“Fuck, okay. Anything you want, baby.”

Yoongi lets out a little huff of laughter and takes Hoseok back into his mouth, all sinfully wet heat and the pressure of his tongue running along the underside of Hoseok’s cock, like he can’t help trying to give more pleasure even as he works to try and take him further with each motion. He’s beautiful with his lips stretched wide and obscene, eyes slowly filling with tears every time his gag reflex kicks in and his throat goes wonderfully tight around Hoseok.

He doesn’t rush for even a moment, letting Hoseok teeter on the edge with his knot swollen and aching until he’s whimpering and no longer able to fight the tiny little jerks of his hips trying to fuck up into Yoongi’s mouth. Everything smells like sweet cinnamon coffee and Hoseok is pretty sure he’s drunk on it, his whole body flushed and warm as he does his best to stay still. The hands around his knot have gone loose now, and each tiny, minuscule squeeze that Yoongi gives threatens to send him hurtling over the edge.

“Yoongi, I… Please, god I– My knot, please,” Hoseok babbles. “I need… Just a little. Fuck–”

Another barely there squeeze has Hoseok’s entire body pulling tight, so close to the edge that he can feel tears welling up in his eyes. He lets out a whine, nearly ready to begin begging again when Yoongi either takes pity on him or decides he’s had enough of teasing, and finally wraps his hands snug around Hoseok’s knot.

That’s all it takes. Within seconds, Hoseok is tipping over the edge with a cry, his knot swelling to its full size and his release almost immediately beginning to fill Yoongi’s mouth. It’s obviously more mess than his mate can swallow, but that doesn’t stop Yoongi from trying. His hands work over Hoseok’s knot, milking every last drop even as everything he can’t swallow drips out of his mouth.

By the end, Yoongi is every bit as much of a mess as expected, his face and clothes both covered in splatters of sticky cum as he smiles up at Hoseok, eyelashes fluttering and a smile on his lips. After a moment or two, he presses a soft kiss to Hoseok’s knee. “You did good, sweetheart. Thank you.”

Even with his brain feeling like mush, Hoseok can’t help but laugh. “You’re thanking me? Before I’ve even returned the favor?”

“Not interested,” Yoongi mutters, head resting on Hoseok’s thigh as he lets out a dreamy sigh. “That was everything I wanted.”

“Can I at least fuss over you in the shower? You definitely need one after all of that.”

“Yeah, but not yet. Don’t wanna move.”

Hoseok definitely agrees with that. He’s pretty sure his knees will buckle under him if he tries to stand up right now, but the likelihood of him convincing Yoongi to take a bath instead is pretty low – plus he likes the idea of the two of them not having to wander out into the hall and risk running into anyone else. This feels like the kind of afterglow he’s going to appreciate sharing with just the two of them.

~~

By the time ten minutes have passed, Yoongi is starting to get fussy enough that he allows Hoseok to lead him into the bathroom for a shower.

They take care of the process in relative silence, the rushing sound of water filling the air right alongside the steam rising up around them. Hoseok makes sure to take his time, washing Yoongi’s hair in languid motions and spending several minutes just massaging his scalp. The low rumbling growl of pleasure his mate lets out is just barely audible over the sound of the shower, but Hoseok appreciates it so much. After Yoongi taking such good care of him, it only feels right to repay him with something equally thorough.

It doesn’t hurt that Hoseok was also aching to touch his mate, and now Yoongi is standing in front of him entirely nude and accepting every single gentle bit of contact that Hoseok gives him. He relaxes into his hair being washed, allows his entire body to be scrubbed down, then leans into Hoseok’s arms when it’s done so they can both stand under the spray of the shower.

He even accepts when Hoseok insists on toweling him off when they’re done, expression gone all sweet and content like he’s the one who just had a mind-blowing orgasm.

If he really is feeling this soft, maybe that talk they were going to have isn’t out of the question…

With a plan in mind, Hoseok makes quick work of getting them both dried off and dressed, laughing off the mumbled protest that Yoongi pretends to give about all of his fussing. After that, he leads his mate straight to the bed and gets the two of them all cuddled up under the covers, peppering kisses over Yoongi’s face once they’re settled.

“You’re being so nice,” Yoongi says, halfheartedly turning his face away.

“I’m always nice to you, honey.”

“Yeah but still.”

“Would it help to know I might be trying to butter you up?” Hoseok asks, pausing his assault to pull back and give his mate a fond smile. “There was a conversation we were going to have earlier, and I’m still very interested in hearing about whatever has you digging through cupboards all frustrated.”

Yoongi’s face scrunches up as he frowns, holding for a few seconds until he lets out a sigh. “I take it that choking on your dick again instead is out of the question?”

“Pretty sure I can’t go again that fast,” Hoseok says with a laugh.

“I’m pretty sure you can – but yeah. We can talk, I guess.”

Hoseok allows a couple seconds of silence to pass before deciding that his mate clearly needs a bit more prompting to get going. “Were you actually hungry? I know you said nothing sounded good.”

“No. I’m still not, but… It isn’t really about that.”

“Alright, then what is it about, honey?”

“It’s…” Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut for a moment, letting out a little huff. “Joon-ah said something to me yesterday, when he finally cracked and started sobbing.”

“Alright, that’s a start. What did he say?”

“It’s stupid, because it was just in the middle of a bunch of other stuff, so I don’t know how serious he is about it or even if if he thinks about it that often, but he obviously does think about it if he–”

“Baby,” Hoseok interrupts, running his fingers through Yoongi’s still wet hair before letting his hand drift down to his mate’s nape. “Tell me what he said?”

“That he still can’t even make sure I eat properly. I thought… It’s been years since things were really bad, and they fed me up after my latest bender, so I don’t feel like I look any different than I did a few months ago. That sort of implies that he’s been thinking about it for a long time and I just…” Yoongi pauses to let out a sigh, chewing at his lip for a moment. “After everything with Min-ah, and us having Yeonjun and probably some other help soon too, I guess I’m wondering if I should just get rid of most of my stash.”

Holy shit. Play it cool. Don’t overreact.

Hoseok doesn’t let anything show on his face. If Yoongi was sure about this, he would have already done it and he wouldn’t be afraid of talking to Jinnie and Joonie about the whole thing. Outwardly, Hoseok tries not to take too much of a stance on what Yoongi puts into his body, but inside… It’s impossible to deny that he would be happy if Yoongi gave up his casual use of stimulants, especially if it helps him find his appetite again and maybe even get more sleep. Still, he can’t push. If Yoongi is going to make that decision, it needs to be his own – not something he’s doing because it will make his mates happy.

Validate, be a little honest, then move the conversation along.

“I mean, knowing Joonie, he probably does think about it sometimes. There’s no denying that you’re still underweight, but you get to decide what you put in your body, honey. I’m curious though. Is something about Minnie taking your pills weighing on you too?”

“Kind of hard for it not to. I know it was his decision, but on top of everything else it just… I don’t know. It’s not like I need the little doses I take a couple of times a week. It’s just what I’ve done for years, but if they weren’t there… Maybe I might feel like eating more?”

“It definitely couldn’t hurt your appetite.”

Yoongi’s eyes narrow, cheeks dusted pink. “So… No comment? No opinion? Nothing? You know I don’t need you to be diplomatic about this. It’s not like I can’t handle hearing what you think.”

Well, so much for that.

“Diplomatic isn’t exactly what I was aiming for.”

“What then?”

“Look, obviously I think it would be beneficial for your health if you quit. There’s no way to deny that for even a second, but I still want to make sure I’m respecting whatever decision you decide to make and not trying to push you to do something just because I want you to. At the end of the day, your body is yours, and you get to decide what you do with it. If you’re just looking for my opinion, I’d say go for it. Worst case, you hate it – and then you can always go back to keeping them around.”

There’s a few seconds of silence where Yoongi just stares back at him, clearly processing.

“If you want a tiny bit more advice on how to really settle Joonie about it, I’ve got that too,” Hoseok offers.

“Sure. Why the hell not.”

“If you get like… ninety percent sure this is what you wanna do, talk to him about that last ten percent. Let him be part of the process. After everything that’s happened, it would be a good way to show that you’re thinking about things, and that you’re being open with him.”

“Shit, that’s not a bad plan. And, well… I don’t know. I think I’m already at that ninety percent mark – mostly because you make a good point. If it doesn’t work, I can always just go back to buying them.”

Hoseok can’t quite keep the smile off his face as he leans in for a kiss, unbelievably happy about the fact that Yoongi is finally considering this change. It’s something they’ve all hoped for, and he just knows that Namjoon is going to be over the moon about it. “I’m so excited for you, baby,” he mutters, pressing more kisses along Yoongi’s cheeks. “That’s a really big step.”

“Yeah, I guess it sort of is… Too big to take without a nap first, unless you only brought me to this bed for talking.” After a moment, Yoongi adds, “And maybe I wanna just take a little time to sit on it before I tell Joon-ah? You won’t say anything, right?”

“Not a word to anyone, honey.”

“Appreciate you, Seok-ah.”

“The feeling is very mutual. Now let’s get you that nap.”

Notes:

Next week Yoongi will finally talk to Jimin about the anger he's holding onto, and then Namjoon and JK take Jimin to his followup doctor appointment, where we'll get a bit more info on his future heat cycles.

See you there :D

Chapter 166: Making Peace

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A little explicit content around the middle of the chapter ;D

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Jimin knows that something is off. The truth is, things are finally starting to feel normal again – at least aside from the fact that he and Jungkook won’t be going back to the apartment to stay… and some lingering tentativeness as they all settle back in… and his bandaged hands… and the fact that he’s still occasionally sleepwalking. (Taehyung caught him making his way toward the stairs again last night and gently shook him awake and led him back to bed.)

Okay, so maybe there’s a lot that doesn’t feel completely normal yet, but compared to how messy the last week was, this is still basically heaven.

It doesn’t hurt that all of their mates are excited about the news of them officially moving in. Jimin feels like he’s hardly been allowed to stand on his own two feet for more than ten minutes because someone is always picking him up and spinning him around with glee. (Namjoon makes sure to do that same move several times over with Jungkook, and the sight makes Jimin’s heart feel ready to burst with happiness.) After all their waiting, the day is finally here and he’s not afraid in the slightest – just excited by the thought of not having to say goodbye anymore.

There’s just that one thing that he can’t quite let go of – so when he spots a window to pull Taehyung aside for a quick chat, he does it immediately.

“What’s up, Jiminie?” Taehyung asks as he follows Jimin out into the garden. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah, I’m really happy. There’s just… I think Yoongi-hyung is mad at me.”

It’s been hard not to notice the tension between them these last couple of days. Of course all of them have been tense, but there’s just… a little something more that Jimin can feel when he tries to talk to Yoongi. The alpha is still nice to him, obviously cares a lot about his recovery, and gave him a warm hug when the seven of them reunited for dinner and took the time to celebrate the exciting news. Still, every time Jimin has even made the smallest attempt to check in or offer to talk to Yoongi alone, the alpha brushes him off.

Luckily, Taehyung has the answers.

“That’s because he is mad. Not like, super pissed or anything, but something’s obviously bugging him. I could tell yesterday when he was being just a little distant with you until you passed out in the nest, and then he was there for cuddles in a heartbeat.”

“I do remember waking up with him cuddling me. Is… Is that a good sign? It sounds good.”

“Definitely a good sign,” Taehyung says with a wide smile. “You know how he is. Sometimes he just doesn’t know how to handle his feelings, but you guys will work it out no problem.”

“How? I’ve tried to talk to him a couple of times but he sort of just…”

“Brushes you off?”

Jimin nods.

“Alright, so here’s the thing. I know you’re used to how Jungkookie works, but Yoongi-hyung is a little different – or well, a lot different. You can’t just gently ask what he’s upset about and then offer to make it up to him, and waiting for him to come to you to discuss it will take ages.”

“So what do I do instead?”

“That’s easy. Just go corner him and be a little shit until he talks to you. Get right into his personal space and be kind of whiny about it. He’ll crumble in no time.”

Jimin can’t quite help the way his brows knit together in disbelief. “Is that really gonna work?”

“It always does. Yoongi-hyung wants to talk things out with you too. He just doesn’t know how to bridge the topic – so you go and bridge it for him.”

“And he’s not just gonna yell at me to get the hell out of his space?”

“Nah, he saves that sort of thing for Joonie-hyung. He’ll probably fuss a little, but trust me when I say that it’s going to work out fine if you just stay long enough for him to come around.”

“Okay,” Jimin agrees, giving a little nod of determination. “I’ll go try that. Thanks TaeTae.”

Taehyung grins back at him. “Hell yeah. Go get him. Pretty sure he’s alone in his room right now, so you don’t even have to wait.”

~~

Yoongi is alone in his room when Jimin slips through the door. He’s at his computers, back turned as he finishes typing something and then leans back in his chair with a sigh, arms stretching over his head. As tempting as it is to sneak up on him, that doesn’t really feel like it’s going to help the situation, so Jimin makes sure that the door closes audibly behind him.

The sound has Yoongi stopping his stretch immediately and turning his chair around, a new line of tension running through him as his eyes land on Jimin. “Hey, Min-ah. Something up?”

“Just wondering if we can talk?” Jimin asks, stepping his way closer.

“Nothing to talk about,” Yoongi says, giving a shrug that makes it look like he’s more relaxed than he is, even though his attempts to hide his tension aren’t accomplishing much at all. “I thought you, Seok-ah, and Joon-ah were going to take a walk in the garden after dinner?”

“They still are. I think Kookie is going with them now, but I wanted to come here instead.”

“Why?”

“Because you’re mad at me and I want to talk about it.”

Yoongi lets out a sigh, gaze drifting somewhere to the left of where Jimin is standing. “Everything is fine. You shouldn’t be missing your walk just to hang out here.”

Alright. Time to trust Taehyung.

Without another moment wasted, Jimin steps right into Yoongi’s space and drops down to kneel in front of the alpha’s chair, head resting on his knee. “M’not leaving until we talk about it. You can work and do whatever you need to do, but I’m not going anywhere.”

“Sweetheart, you can’t just…” Yoongi trails off, hand hovering just above Jimin’s head like he wants to touch him but can’t quite bring himself to. His scent is just beginning to go burnt – not exactly unpleasant yet, but enough of a shift for Jimin to be able to catch it in the air. “You’re gonna get bored down there if you just wait.”

“Then I guess I’ll be bored,” Jimin says with a shrug. “At least I’ll be close to you.”

For a moment, it looks like Yoongi is about to start talking right then and there, but instead his mouth just sets in a hard line and he ruffles Jimin’s hair once. “Fine. Knock yourself out.”

Jimin has to shuffle a bit when Yoongi turns back toward his computers, apparently prepared to ignore him. By this point, he’s very nearly under his mate’s desk, but that’s fine. It’s roomy enough down here, and Taehyung said he might need to be whiny about this, so that’s exactly what he’s gonna do.

He lets the alpha settle into place, then lays his head down on his knee with a dejected little sigh that Yoongi pretends not to notice. After a few minutes of typing sounds, Jimin lifts his arms up and folds them over Yoongi’s knee, making another barely audible whine as he lays his head down atop one of his arms instead. It still doesn’t earn him much of a response, at least aside from a brief pause in Yoongi’s typing, barely more than a second or two.

That’s okay. There’s still something he’s sure will work.

Very slowly, he lets go of the control he has over his scent, shifting it by degrees so small that the entire process takes several minutes. He’s not completely distressed by any means, but it’s definitely not his baseline – and it helps that the process itself makes him extra nervous. It still feels like a little too much to basically broadcast that he’s upset, but he is trying to be a bit dramatic.

And it works.

After a few minutes and a bit of shuffling on his already sore knees, Yoongi finally takes in a deep breath through his nose and scoots his chair back with an exasperated sigh. When he looks down at Jimin, his expression is equal parts annoyed and concerned, one eyebrow raised and his jaw set in a hard line.

Jimin just lets his hands drop down into his lap and looks up at the alpha through his lashes, asking softly, “Did I do something wrong?”

“You didn’t even grab yourself a goddamn cushion,” Yoongi grumbles. “If Joon-ah finds out I’ve got his already injured omega bruising his knees on the floor–”

“I’m okay, hyung. Just sore.”

“You are not just sore. Your hands are still bandaged, you’ve got bruises everywhere, there’s still a little bump on your forehead, and I can– You’re letting me smell that you’re upset.”

“You said you wanted me to do that. Should I not right now?” Jimin asks, quickly moderating his scent back to baseline and watching the way it makes the frown on Yoongi’s face deepen.

“Alright, that’s it.” With a huff, Yoongi stands up and offers his hand to Jimin. “Come on. Don’t make me lean down that far to pick you up.”

“You don’t have to pick me–”

“Hush,” Yoongi says, reaching down and taking Jimin’s hand firmly, helping him up off the floor in a slow motion that gives his knees time to adjust. “Alright, that’s a little better. At least you’re not hurting yourself anymore. Now sit the hell down.” Yoongi points to his bed, gaze still hardened as he stares at Jimin expectantly.

This seems like progress, so Jimin obeys, taking the couple steps over to Yoongi’s bed and then sitting down on the edge of it. He’s about to protest when the alpha sits back down in his chair, but rather than turn toward his computers, he rolls it closer to where Jimin is sitting, putting them face to face with Yoongi sitting a few inches taller.

After a few seconds of tense silence, Jimin asks, “What are we doing, hyung?”

I’m trying to figure out how the hell to talk to you, since you’ve made it very clear that you’re going to sit and fuss until I do. It’s… I don’t want to say the wrong thing, but you’re right that I’m mad, and–” Yoongi lets out a huff, shaking his head. “Stop hiding your scent. It’s just making this worse.”

Again, Jimin obeys. His scent is still a little burnt, though it’s mostly the uncertainty of how this is going to turn out and the worry about having Yoongi mad at him for the first time that’s affecting it. “Sorry. I… How is it making it worse?”

“Because it’s just another thing you’re keeping from me,” Yoongi bites out, tone harsh even as he hangs his head with a groan. “Fuck, I don’t know how to do this.”

“It’s okay,” Jimin assures him. “I’m not gonna crumble if you yell at me a little, and I know you have plenty of good reasons to be upset – so please just talk to me? We can’t fix it if we don’t talk.”

“You want me to talk? Fine. You lied to me, Min-ah. I don’t know what was going on the night that I watched you crumple to the goddamn floor as soon as you walked in the door of your apartment, but you sure as hell weren’t taking the garbage out. I texted you about it and you lied to me. You let me think I was just being a suspicious, overbearing jerk.”

Alright, this is a start.

“I did lie to you. You’re completely right, and I’m sorry. That was really, really shitty, and I’d take it back in a heartbeat if I could. If there’s anything I can do to help make it up to you–”

“How about you start by being goddamn honest,” Yoongi says, reaching out to take one of Jimin’s bandaged hands between both of his own. His touch is gentle, in complete opposition to the frustrated tone of his voice, fingertips barely ghosting over the surface of Jimin’s bandages before simply holding his hand in a soft grip. This time when Yoongi speaks, the words come out quieter. “I want to know what the hell happened that night. Will you just… Just talk to me about it?”

“I can, but…” Jimin hesitates for a moment, looking up at Yoongi with uncertainty probably written all over his face. “It was bad, hyung. I don’t want to upset you.”

“Just tell me. M’already pretty damn upset, and I hate feeling like you’re hiding anything from me right now.”

“Okay. I… It was the tail end of my preheat, when the cramps are the worst. I’d barely slept, definitely couldn’t stomach any food, and somehow managed to finish out my shift at the Guo estate. It was… a really, really long night, and I was just so relieved to be home where I could finally cry and stop pretending I wasn’t in pain. When you texted, I just needed to go to bed so badly, I… To say I wasn’t in my right mind would be an understatement. I was barely functional – but that doesn’t excuse me lying to you. I’m sorry.”

Yoongi is silent for a while, his cinnamon scent going more burnt as each second passes, until he finally asks, “Why didn’t you take something? You knew the cramps would come, and you were here. You took some of my other pills, so why–”

“Didn’t think of it while I was here. Was too afraid to come back and risk running into Hoseok-hyung… And maybe I sort of thought I deserved to be in pain for what I was doing, at least a little.”

“You’re an idiot,” Yoongi says, shaking his head as he stands up and shoves his chair backward with his foot. It rolls loudly across the floor until it catches the far edge of his desk and stops moving all at once.

For a second, Jimin isn’t sure what’s about to happen, but he isn’t scared. Yoongi is standing over him with his scent gone burnt, face red, and his body held tight like he’s about to snap. After another couple of tense moments, Yoongi lets out a growl and climbs right into Jimin’s lap, tipping him backward on the bed until the alpha is pinning him beneath his weight, hands on Jimin’s shoulders and something like desperation in his eyes.

Jimin still isn’t afraid – not even a little. This isn’t Yoongi about to hurt him.

It’s Yoongi himself actively hurting right now.

Slowly, Jimin raises one hand to cup his alpha’s cheek. “Hyung, it’s okay. I’m–”

“Whatever you’re about to say, fucking don’t. Just… Listen to me, okay?”

“Alright. M’listening.”

“It’s… God, I can’t stand the thought that you were hurting like that and I was right there and you still didn’t tell me. I could have helped. I would have helped, Min-ah.” There are tears just starting to well up in Yoongi’s eyes, even as he holds his face tight to try and keep them from falling.

“I know you would have, Yoongi-hyung. I didn’t understand right then, but I promise you that I do now. This won’t ever happen again – I won’t let it. We live together now, which would make it basically impossible to pull off in the first place, and I asked Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung for help getting better about the whole umm… worrying so much about being a burden that I just won’t ask for help thing. It might not be perfect right away, but I swear I’m going to put the work in. If there’s anything else you can think of for me to do, please tell me, because I want to do better.”

There’s a brief moment of silence where Yoongi just stares down at him, eyes still welled up with tears as they scan his face for… something.

And then the alpha leans down and captures Jimin’s lips in a kiss.

It’s desperate right from the start, full of emotion that Jimin does his best to mirror. It’s not difficult. He’s been dying to feel like things are okay between them, and Yoongi feeling safe enough to give up talking and move on to expressing his feelings physically instead definitely feels nice – and maybe even more than just that. The way Yoongi touches him now is possessive, one hand tangling in his hair just tight enough to make goosebumps erupt along his whole body, and the alpha is licking into his mouth like he’s laying a claim.

It feels right.

The two of them go rolling along the bed, Jimin finding his way on top for a moment, where he can easily deepen the kiss further and get his own hands moving, slipping under Yoongi’s t-shirt to spread wide over the warm skin of his sides. He’s not allowed to stay there for long though. Yoongi rolls them again and lets out a growl as his lips find their way to Jimin’s neck, sucking a bruise high enough up that there will be no hiding it.

“Hyung, that’s… Ah…” Jimin trails off on a breathy sort of sigh as Yoongi’s teeth ghost down his neck, brushing along his skin in a way that nearly leaves him panting.

Those teeth sink in just below his scent gland, so close to a nip that Jimin can’t help but keen. The bite doesn’t last long. Yoongi pulls away within seconds, his fist still wrapped in Jimin’s hair as he looks down at him with flushed cheeks and his lips parted for the panting he’s doing himself. “You’re ours, Min-ah,” he whispers, the edge of a growl only just filtering into the words. “We’re going to take care of you. You have to let us.”

Between the way Yoongi was kissing him just moments ago, and the little growl of his possessive words sending shivers up Jimin’s spine, it’s really no surprise that he starts leaking.

*******

Yoongi feels… desperate.

He’s spent days now unsure of what to do with his feelings about Jimin after everything that’s happened, and hearing exactly what was going on that night that the two of them talked gives him his first spark of clarity about the situation. Jimin needs to understand that their claim on him is absolute, with or without a bonding bite. He’s theirs. Their mate. Their omega.

His apology and willingness to work on things are both great, and so is the fact that he already asked Namjoon and Seokjin for help – but that isn’t enough to settle Yoongi’s alpha instincts.

What does satisfy them is just how easily Jimin allows him to kiss him like he’s starved (which he really feels like he goddamn might be). Feeling the omega eagerly accepting his touch and whimpering at the slightest brush of teeth is deeply gratifying, even if it’s not quite the claiming bite that Yoongi wishes he could give his mate right now.

Soon.

Instead, he pulls back from the bite and explains in no uncertain terms that Jimin is theirs.

He doesn’t expect the perfect scent of sweet vanilla cream that floods the air, but damn if that doesn’t make the possessive instincts already burning inside of him go absolutely insane.

Jimin looks up at him with a mix of panic and hope in his eyes, voice breathy as he whispers, “Sorry if… I just can’t help it when you’re so… We can stop if you want. I can clean up and–”

Yoongi cuts that nonsense off with another kiss, nipping at Jimin’s bottom lip just to show his displeasure at the mere suggestion that his omega slicking up for him would ever be unwelcome. If anything, the sweet scent has him practically dying to take this further, to strip Jimin down and show him exactly how much better everything will feel if he just fucking lets them take care of him. Pretty thing needs his alpha to look after him like–

“Hyu… Hyung, feels good…” Jimin trails off on a whine, hips rutting up against the thigh that Yoongi didn’t even realize he had started to press between his mate’s legs. The omega is looking up at him with his pupils blown wide and those perfect lips already kiss swollen and begging for more, hips rocking in tiny motions that press the hard line of his cock into Yoongi’s thigh.

God, he’s so pretty already… And so uncertain.

Yoongi can make him certain. He can fix this.

It feels like his alpha instincts are in overdrive as he leans closer to Jimin’s pretty face. “Let me take care of you, omega. Wanna take all that perfect slick and fuck it right back into you, make you feel so good that you know you’re mine. Tell me I can?”

Jimin’s eyelashes flutter as he nods, his mouth opening to speak, only to be interrupted by the sound of a soft knock on Yoongi’s door.

He knows that knock.

Namjoon.

The presence of his own alpha has the raging fire inside of Yoongi calming just a little, but he doesn’t move as he calls out over his shoulder, “Come in.”

The door opens to reveal Namjoon slipping inside with a smile on his face, already dressed in his pajamas. “Hey, Yoongi. I was just wonder–” He stops mid sentence as his eyes finally find the two of them on the bed, Jimin still pinned below Yoongi and leaking slick like a dream while his cheeks go bright red at the sight of their alpha. Namjoon tentatively steps closer, taking a deep breath through his nose. “Did I interrupt something?”

Jimin lets out a squeak, trying to keep his hips still as he looks between Namjoon and Yoongi with uncertainty, hands eventually coming up to cover his face.

Of course, Yoongi isn’t having that.

“No hiding,” he growls, taking both of Jimin’s wrists and pinning them to the bed below. Then he turns his attention over his shoulder to Namjoon. Now that their pack alpha is here with them, Yoongi isn’t sure exactly what he wants. Of course he’d still love to wreck Jimin, but would it feel more satisfying to see Namjoon do it? Or for the two of them to do it together? He doesn’t know, but even with his instincts running in overdrive, he figures that the best course of action is to let his alpha decide. “Min-ah needs to know he’s ours.”

“I see,” Namjoon mutters, sandalwood scent spiking spicy sweet as he steps up to the bed and reaches down to brush a bit of hair out of Jimin’s face. “You look nervous, pup. Is it because you smell so perfectly sweet for us, or do you need me to leave?”

Both Yoongi’s and Jimin’s scents drop at the suggestion of their pack alpha being unwelcome, and Namjoon lets out a low little laugh.

“Alright, don’t worry. I’ll stay. Are you going to let me watch while Yoongi takes care of you, baby?”

Another perfect wave of vanilla cream rolls off of Jimin and he squeezes his eyes shut and lets out a nod, clearly embarrassed as his hips buck up into Yoongi’s thigh and he leaks more slick for them.

“Eyes open, omega,” Yoongi says, gently stroking Jimin’s cheek. “You don’t have to be ashamed about how perfect you are.”

“There you go, Minnie,” Namjoon coos when their omega’s eyes crack back open. He leans down for a kiss that Jimin seems happy to lose himself in for a few seconds, then pulls away and turns his attention to Yoongi. “Go ahead and show him he’s ours, pup. Can’t keep a pretty thing like him waiting too long when he’s so nervous.”

~~

This is definitely not what Yoongi expected to happen when Jimin showed up in his room determined for them to talk, but it feels so right that now he can’t imagine it going any other way.

Jimin soaks up their attention like a sponge, anxiety settling in record time once they start stripping him down and cooing praise over all the sweet smelling slick he’s dripping for them. Well, to be fair Yoongi does most of the work as far as undressing is concerned. He sort of thought that Namjoon would take more control of the situation, but his alpha seems content to watch and offer gentle instructions to the two of them instead.

Considering that Namjoon’s sandalwood scent stays perfectly spicy and warm the whole time, Yoongi doesn’t bother worrying too much. All he has to do is listen when his alpha asks him to do something, and take good care of their omega.

“Give him another finger, pup,” Namjoon mutters. He’s right behind Yoongi, breath warm on his shoulder as they both watch Jimin panting around the three fingers Yoongi has stuffed into the omega already. “Make sure he’s opened up enough to take you.”

“I am,” Jimin whines, hips doing their best to spear him open on Yoongi’s fingers. There’s a small puddle of slick forming beneath him (caught by the towel Namjoon graciously grabbed for them), body flushed from head to toe as he writhes in search of his release. “Hyung, I can take you. Please."

“Poor thing needs settling,” Namjoon says, teeth ghosting over Yoongi’s shoulder. “C’mon, pup. Stretch him out for his alpha.”

Yoongi feels like his bones are made of lava, leaving him so hot and flustered inside that he can’t even begin to think of doing anything except listening to Namjoon. It doesn’t hurt that Jimin makes the prettiest moan as Yoongi slides his pinky into him along with the rest of his fingers, and he loves feeling the way the omega goes tight for a moment and then relaxes around him.

“You take it so easy,” Yoongi breathes. “Like you’re desperate for it, sweetheart.”

“M’desperate. It’s– Hyung, please… I want it. Need you inside – need you to knot me.”

“You can do better than ‘hyung’ now, can’t you, Minnie?” Namjoon asks, leaning down to give their omega his direct attention. He runs a couple of fingers up Jimin’s cute little cock, thumb rubbing briefly over the very tip of him just to make him gasp and buck his hips. “Yoongi is your alpha, pretty thing. Don’t let him forget it.”

“Alpha,” Jimin breathes, expression dazed as he stares back at Namjoon.

“Don’t tell me, gorgeous. Tell him.”

Those pretty eyes slide their way up to Yoongi’s face, slow and fluid like they have all the time in the world. “Alpha, please?”

Normally that sort of thing doesn’t get to Yoongi as much as it does to Namjoon, but right now? With all his instincts in overdrive and practically screaming at him to put a proper claim on his omega? It makes his teeth ache. He is Jimin’s alpha, and he’s going to make sure they both know it – going to fill the omega up until he’s so dazed and satisfied that he’s left floating on Yoongi’s knot.

“You think you’re ready, baby?” Yoongi twists his fingers just a little, angling them upward until Jimin’s back bows with pleasure, legs twitching as he seemingly tries to get both closer and further away all at once.

His mouth opens and closes twice over, a fresh round of slick dripping out around Yoongi’s fingers. “Hyu– Alpha, please. S’good and too much and–”

“Fussy, isn’t he?” Namjoon says, letting out a low little laugh and settling one hand wide over Jimin’s tummy. “Relax, baby. Just let Yoongi make you feel good.”

“Feel… Feels good,” Jimin echoes,still writhing in place even as Yoongi slows down his motions and prepares to pull out. The second the fingers leave him, Jimin’s eyes snap open wide, looking from Namjoon to Yoongi like he isn’t sure which one of them to cry to, though his gaze does eventually settle on Yoongi. He tries to sit up, hands reaching out toward the spot where Yoongi’s erection strains against his pants. “Alpha… Let me?”

Yoongi can’t quite bring himself to deny Jimin this time, watching as he struggles briefly with the zipper of Yoongi’s pants before reaching in and wrapping one of those cute little hands around his cock. Even just that little touch feels good, leaving him letting out a pleased growl as Jimin pulls him out and goes to lean down for a taste.

The omega lets out a moan that Yoongi echoes as his lips seal around the tip of him, tongue licking in tiny strokes before he leans down to take in more.

“He feels good, doesn’t he?” Namjoon asks, watching them both with a pleased expression and ignoring the way his own erection strains against the fabric of his pants.

The question was obviously directed at Yoongi, but Jimin answers it with a low moan, nodding his head and sliding even more of Yoongi into his mouth. It really does feel good, enough that it nearly makes Yoongi feel lightheaded – but it isn’t what they need.

Mind made up, he gently lifts Jimin off his cock, leaning down to swallow the little sound of disappointment his omega lets out with a kiss. Jimin attempts to fuss even with the tight grip Yoongi has in his hair, hands trying to make their way back toward his dick, only to be grabbed in a gentle hold by Namjoon.

Jimin lets out a whine and turns his head just far enough to break their kiss. “Alpha, please – I want–”

“I know what you want, baby,” Yoongi says with a laugh. He lets his lips drag down the omega’s neck, teeth barely pressing into his scent gland but still causing him to arch up into the touch with a gasp.

“You… You can…”

“No nip this time, sweetheart. Gonna get you on your knees and give you the knot you’ve been begging for, but if you want something in your mouth too, I bet Joon-ah would be happy to help.”

“I’d love to,” Namjoon agrees, giving Yoongi a little nod as he drops Jimin’s hands and scoots into position, then starts working his own pants off.

“Better look before you miss the show, Min-ah.”

Jimin turns around in an instant, eyes going wide before he scrambles to lean down and help Namjoon. It leaves his cute little ass in the air, slick dripping down his thighs and practically begging for Yoongi’s attention.

No point in making any of them wait any longer.

~~

Okay, nevermind. This is what Yoongi really needed.

Jimin is stretched around his cock, that perfect ass on full display as he swallows Namjoon down just as effectively as he takes Yoongi, letting out the prettiest little whines and choked off whimpers. Namjoon tries telling him to slow down so he doesn’t hurt himself, but the omega isn’t having it for a moment, intent on taking every inch of their alpha while Yoongi thrusts into him.

He’s gorgeous – and indisputably theirs.

“God, Minnie, your mouth is perfect. You’re taking us both so well, aren’t you? Our sweet little omega getting everything he needs?”

The moan that Jimin garbles around Namjoon’s cock definitely sounds like agreement.

“So fucking pretty,” Yoongi mutters, his knot just beginning to swell as Jimin squeezes tight around him. “We’ll take care of you so well, baby.”

Namjoon’s cheeks are flushed with his impending release, eyes locked on Jimin’s face. “That’s right. Yoongi’s going to knot you nice and full, and I’m gonna fill you up here.” He cups Jimin’s cheek as he speaks, hips starting to thrust slow and sure up into his mouth. “You’re going to take it all for us, won’t you?”

“Of course he will. Sweet thing probably wishes you could knot his mouth.”

That earns a high whine from Jimin, followed by a fresh gush of slick around Yoongi’s cock as the omega tries to rut back and force his knot inside of him.

“Sorry, pup,” Namjoon pants. “That’s not on the menu, but I’m still going to fill you up. Just… Fuck, don’t go down too far. There you go. Just like that. You feel so goddamn perfect. Give– Hell, Yoongi, give him a knot. He’s been so good for us.”

Yoongi is close enough to the edge that even that small hint of an order from his alpha is enough to tip him over. His thrusts pick up speed until his knot finally manages to slip inside of Jimin, surrounding every inch of him in tight, wet heat that makes his toes curl in pleasure. “So fucking good for us,” he babbles, grinding his hips forward with a whine. “Pretty and perfect and ours.”

Jimin trembles for a moment, then lets out a whimper as Yoongi’s knot pops fully and starts to fill him up, leading him into his own shaking orgasm that has him somehow clenching impossibly tighter. The sight doesn’t take long to force Namjoon over the edge as well. His thrusting grows more erratic, one hand fisted in Jimin’s hair, probably to make sure the poor thing can still breathe as Namjoon lets out a groan and finally goes still, buried deep in their omega’s mouth.

~~

After a minute or two for all of them to come to their senses, Namjoon gently pulls himself free of Jimin’s mouth, shushing the little whine that the omega lets out. “It’s alright, baby. I’m not going anywhere. Just making sure you can breathe.”

“Fel– Felt nice,” Jimin whispers, voice sounding ragged after somehow managing to fit all of goddamn Namjoon down his throat. (Seriously, that’s a feat Yoongi desperately wishes he could accomplish.) Still, no amount of desperation to keep Namjoon in his mouth can stop Jimin from taking in several long, deep breaths. After a little cough, he turns to look over his shoulder at Yoongi. “Still feels good, alpha.”

The sight of him is nearly enough to make Yoongi wish he could go again. His blonde hair is an absolute mess atop his head, expression fucked out and yet so goddamn pretty and content, like Yoongi and Namjoon gave him everything he could have wanted. He’s a mess, skin all flushed and tear tracks running down his cheeks – but Yoongi loves him like this. It settles his alpha instincts almost as well as the fact that Jimin is still stretched around his knot.

This is what last week should have looked like. The seven of them home together with Jihoon dead in the ground, and Jimin taken care of so well that he could never doubt that he’s theirs. It’s not what actually took place, but all of that changes now. They’re going to make absolutely certain that nothing like this ever even has a chance of happening again, and it sounds like Jimin is feeling the same.

Everything is going to be okay.

“You feel good too, sweetheart,” Yoongi says, smoothing his hands along Jimin’s sides. “Here, let’s move just a little so you can relax.”

“M’already relaxed. Like the most relaxed.”

Namjoon lets out a low little laugh, looking fondly at Jimin. “We’ll make it better. There you go; gentle now.” He helps to guide Jimin as Yoongi rolls them slowly onto their sides, wrapping himself around the omega’s back while Namjoon lies down in front of Jimin, smiling at both of them. “This looks much more comfortable.”

“It is,” Jimin agrees, tipping his head just a little to make room for the way that Yoongi begins to scent him. “I feel really good.”

“Bet you do, pup. Sorry again if I interrupted anything.”

“You didn’t. Yoongi-hyung was just…” Jimin pauses, probably unsure about what he’s allowed to say.

It’s impossible to miss the way that Namjoon tenses just slightly, probably hyper-aware of anything going on that’s being kept from him, his eyes finding their way back to Yoongi straight away.

Okay, afterglow or no afterglow, he needs to make sure Namjoon doesn’t feel out of the loop.

“I was still upset,” Yoongi says, trying to make his brain work. “Needed to talk with Min-ah about it, but I wasn’t sure how to do it.”

“And TaeTae told me to just come in here and whine until he did.”

“Wait, Tae is the one who put you up to that show? Why the hell am I not surprised? That little shit.” Yoongi takes a deep breath, rolling his eyes before focusing them back on Namjoon. “No secrets here, Joon-ah. I was just kind of angry still and didn’t know how to deal with it.”

The tension in their alpha eases immediately, replaced by a soft little smile. “Thank you for explaining. Sorry, I might be a bit…”

“You’re allowed to be on edge after everything that’s happened. None of us are gonna hold that against you.”

“I appreciate that. Do you both feel better now?”

“I feel great,” Jimin mutters. “How about you, hyung?”

“Much better. Just needed to get it out and then take care of you, apparently.” Yoongi goes silent for a second or two before another thought occurs to him. “What did you come in here for, by the way, Joon-ah?”

“Oh, yeah, we didn’t really ask,” Jimin says, voice still fucked out and a little soft like he’s on the edge of sleep. “Just wrapped you up in this instead.”

“There’s nowhere I’d rather be, Minnie,” Namjoon assures him, leaning in to press a little kiss to their omega’s lips before turning his attention back toward Yoongi. “I was going to talk to you about interviewing Yeonjun’s group, but that can wait. We’ve already got a busy morning tomorrow.”

Yoongi tilts his head, trying to think if there’s anything he’s supposed to be doing tomorrow, but coming up empty. “Is there something I’m forgetting?”

“Gotta go to the doctor,” Jimin says, letting out a yawn. “M’due for my followup appointment.”

“Kook-ah and I are going to take him. You’re welcome to come if you like, but I think we’ve got it covered.”

“What time?” Yoongi asks.

“Eight o’clock tomorrow morning.”

Jimin and Yoongi both let out a groan at the same time.

“Yeah, I think I’ll leave that one in your capable hands.” Yoongi huffs out a laugh, then noses at Jimin’s scent gland again. “You tired, sweetheart?”

“Mhmm.”

“You can sleep,” Namjoon says. “We’ll look after you, pup. Just rest.”

*******

Jungkook didn’t even really ask if Jimin wanted him at his doctor’s appointment this morning. Namjoon told him the time over dinner last night and he just decided that he was going too.

It’s less that he’s worried about anything being horribly wrong, and more because he just wants to be there and hear their options about Jimin’s next heat. The thought of their cycles being out of sync still fills him with a little bit of dread, honestly. Jungkook has never had a heat by himself, and he doesn’t really want to start now.

He loves the beginning of preheat hitting him when Jimin is at his most cuddly and tired after the peak of his own heat. Spending those days together in a nest that already smells perfect is something he always looks forward to. And this time it would be even better. They’d have all of their mates with them to fuss over the two of them together, so neither of them would have to worry about the hard parts. If Jimin is too tired to give Jungkook the attention he needs, they’ll have five other mates to lean on, and the same goes for when Jungkook is worn out and can’t possibly help Jimin go another round.

No more knotting toys and trying desperately to be enough to meet each other’s physical needs. No more crying sessions that bleed into exhausted naps in an attempt to regain their strength. None of it. All of those hard parts could be a thing of the past.

This has the potential to be the best heat of their lives, and he desperately wants for them to share it (and every one after) together. Obviously he’ll manage if they can’t. The last thing he wants is for anything to damage Jimin’s health or risk further complications, but that doesn’t mean they can’t ask.

“Did you tell Namjoon-hyung what you’re worried about yet?” Jimin asks as the three of them wait in the doctor’s office patiently. She’s apparently running a tiny bit behind this morning, but they don’t have anywhere to be until this afternoon when Jungkook has class, so it’s no big deal to wait a little. Jimin sits atop the exam table, feet kicking idly where they hang off the edge, while Jungkook and Namjoon are seated in the couple of visitor’s chairs off to the side.

“Something been on your mind, baby?” Namjoon-hyung asks, the hand already sitting on Jungkook’s thigh giving a gentle squeeze.

“Just want us to still have our heats together if we can. Obviously not if it’s any risk to Jiminie’s health, but I’m wondering about our options.”

Namjoon-hyung gives this a couple moments of thought before asking, “You wouldn’t like a little more time between them? Hasn’t it been sort of a struggle in the past for you to have them back to back?”

“That’s what I asked too,” Jimin says with a laugh, not looking the least bit bothered by any of it. It’s nice to see him looking almost carefree, even with the couple of make-up exams he has to take this week. “But Kookie doesn’t see it that way.”

“M’not saying it was the easiest thing. I just… I like that we have them together. It makes me happy that they overlap a little, and it’s not like we have to worry about the hard parts anymore, right?”

Namjoon-hyung’s scent spikes sweet and warm as he leans in to wrap his arm around Jungkook’s shoulders. “You don’t have to worry about one bit of it anymore, pup. We’ll take such good care of both of you, no matter when your cycles fall.”

A little laugh rolls out of Jimin. “Told you he’d love hearing that part.”

“Were you two trying to anticipate my reaction?”

“Maybe a tiny bit,” Jungkook admits. “I was just curious if you’d have an opinion, mostly.”

“About when the two of you have your heats?”

“Mhmm.”

“Do you have an opinion, Minnie?” Namjoon asks.

Jimin just gives a little shrug. “Not exactly? If this is what Kookie wants and it’s something I can do without causing problems, then I’d like to keep having them together. Like he said – it’s not like we have to worry about the hard parts anymore. I know you’ll all take care of him when I need to rest, and I’m really… I’m excited for him to have a proper preheat with all of you doting on him.”

“And I’m excited for you to be taken care of for the end of your heat the way you need,” Jungkook says. “We’re both gonna be looked after.”

That earns a wide smile from Jimin and another mouth watering spike in their alpha’s scent.

“Yeah,” Jimin says, grinning at both of them. “We will be.”

~~

The doctor doesn’t keep them waiting much longer.

Jungkook likes her. She’s the same woman they saw about their birth control before, and apparently she sees the rest of the pack for all of their health needs too. Her demeanor is a little bit intense, but she softens at the slightest bit of concern from any of them, taking the time to explain Jimin’s test results in a way they can understand.

Apparently, most of his tests are coming back good, and her quick physical exam doesn’t throw up any red flags either. She takes the time to look over his hands too, which Jungkook has to admit look a lot better than the first night he saw them. The skin is still red and inflamed, and there’s patches that have scabbed over where the skin broke entirely, but no signs of infection that he can see (and the doctor echoes that assessment).

“Now, Jimin-ssi,” she says as she finishes up re-bandaging his hands. “I know you’ve been told several times at this point, but I do need to reiterate: You absolutely cannot take suppressants under any circumstances for at least two years. Even then, I would prefer for you to come in and get looked at before you attempt to take them again. The fact that you escaped this without any massive damage is very lucky. You don’t want to roll those dice again.”

“I understand,” Jimin agrees. “Thank you.”

“If you decide that there are parts of your heat that you would like to control, please reach out to me and we can discuss your options. I’m not sure if that’s something you’ll be needing or not, but I just want to make it clear that there are other options besides full-on suppressants.”

She doesn’t look at Namjoon when she talks, and Jungkook can’t help but appreciate it – not because he has any problem with Namjoon being involved, of course. It’s just rare sometimes to find a healthcare provider that treats omegas like they have autonomy over their own bodies. And even though Namjoon-hyung is basically guaranteed to hate the idea of Jimin suppressing any part of his heat, he doesn’t say a word.

Jungkook loves the fact that their alpha is determined to make decisions about their health with them, not for them.

They run through a few more test results and recommendations for healing (getting plenty of rest, eating well, and not overexerting himself – all pretty standard), and then it’s finally time for them to ask.

“That’s all that I have for you based on our previous appointments,” the doctor says cheerfully. “Do you have any questions for me?”

“Just one,” Jimin says, continuing as soon as the doctor gives him a nod. “My mate and I have always had our heats together, and we’d like to continue that if it’s possible and safe. Do I have any options for inducing a heat to keep me on schedule?”

“Considering that your last heat was stopped before it could complete, it’s not entirely unlikely that your next heat will come sooner to compensate. If you’ve been regular your entire life, I’d give it about a fifty-fifty chance of arriving as usual, but I think we can increase those odds.” The doctor smiles at him, showing off pearly white teeth that match her perfectly put together appearance. “We do have some options to ensure you start on schedule. A few of them are off the table, assuming you don’t want to do anything that could risk complications?”

“That’s right,” Jimin says, eyes flicking over to Namjoon-hyung and giving him a reassuring little nod. “It’s not something I need to take any health risks for. What options does that leave us with?”

“I’d also love to know if there’s any natural way we can encourage it,” Namjoon says.

“Of course. Our omega treatment division has an all natural plan for regulating heats that I can get you some material on. That’s typically more of a long term arrangement for stabilizing irregular cycles, but some of it could be helpful here. As far as medical options, there are several ways to induce a heat that don’t disrupt any of your existing problems. You’ll have some time to decide, so why don’t I send you home with some material on those as well? If you like, you can try all of the natural methods described and then simply return for a followup appointment if you don’t start preheat when you expect. Most of the options for medically induced heats have results within twenty-four hours, so it wouldn’t be a terribly long wait.”

“That sounds perfect,” Jimin says. “Thank you so much for your help. We’ll schedule the appointment on our way out.”

“Excellent. Let me grab you that treatment plan and some literature on our methods for medically induced heat. After that, you’re free to go.” Without another word, the doctor slips out of the office and leaves the three of them alone once more.

“Minnie,” Namjoon-hyung says, arms reaching out for Jimin as soon as the door shuts behind their doctor. “Come here, pup.”

Jimin doesn’t hesitate, allowing Namjoon-hyung to tug him into his lap and immediately leaning in for a kiss. “Was all of that okay, hyung?”

“Perfect. I’m so glad you told her you don’t want to do anything that would interfere with your health.”

“Me too,” Jungkook agrees, leaning over to plant a kiss on Jimin’s lips as well. “She sounded pretty confident about getting your heat to come on time too.”

“Yeah, she definitely did. You feel a little less worried now, Kookie?”

Way less worried, hyung – and really excited. We’re going to have the best heats ever.”

Notes:

With this chapter done, we've dealt with most of the heavy duty fallout from the mess with Jihoon. There's still more talking and improved closeness to come, but peace has been established between all of our pack members now. Took us a while, but we got there ;D

We'll be back Wednesday for an interlude chapter! See you there <3

Chapter 167: Interlude – Back On Track

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

[Pack+2 Group Chat]

[Tae]: executive decision:

[Tae]: we're disbanding this group chat (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: there's no reason to have two anymore

~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Tae]: jiminie

[Tae]: jungkookie

[Tae]: welcome to the official pack group chat ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[JK]: oh nice

[Jimin]: Sweet (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: What prompted this?

[Tae]: i was gonna send a message and debated for a second which group i wanted and like

[Tae]: there's no point keeping you two out of the loop on business stuff when you live with us now

[Jin]: A wonderful decision. I agree completely :-)

[Hobi]: what's the business though? ;D

[Tae]: i'm working with wonho-ssi on redeveloping his job description

[Tae]: since there is far less of a security requirement for the apartment now

[Tae]: and soon there won't be one at all (^ω^)

[Tae]: input?

[Namjoon]: Have you been happy having him in charge of your security? Minnie? Kook-ah?

[JK]: wonho ssi is great

[Jimin]: Yeah he takes good care of us

[Yoongi]: Shift him back to the main office and put him in charge of Min-ah and JK.

[Hobi]: agreed. he does a good job with home security and coordinating their escorts :D

[Namjoon]: I would be happy with that arrangement. See what he thinks and we can adjust as needed.

[Tae]: okay i can do that

[Jin]: While we're all here, I did have another question I'd like to pose. Admittedly it's mostly for Hobi-yah, but it's still pack business.

[Hobi]: what's up hyungie? :)

[Jin]: I'm curious about your intentions with the collection of jade carvings we've acquired. It's fair to call them yours, I believe.

[Hobi]: well technically i only stole the one. taehyungie did the rest.

[Tae]: nah they're yours

[Tae]: that's why i brought them to your room (✿◠‿◠)

[Namjoon]: I agree. You're free to do with them as you please. I'm assuming Jin is asking in case you need us to line up a buyer.

[Jin]: Correct.

[Yoongi]: They were worth a lot weren't they?

[Jimin]: A small fortune if I remember right (^-^)

[Hobi]: u do remember right ;D

[Hobi]: honestly i think i might just want 2 keep them for the time being. nobody knows we have them and it's gonna be a mess if word gets out.

[JK]: plus that will make your parents look extra bad

[Tae]: oooo good point jungkookie (・ω<)

[Yoongi]: Sounds like a win to me.

[Hobi]: they do look very nice on my shelf.

[Namjoon]: Can I at least get you a proper display case for them? I'd hate for one of them to fall and get damaged.

[Jimin]: Worried about the resale value hyung? (;^-^)

[Jin]: Joon-ah is just passionate about protecting art.

[Tae]: yeah he's always like this

[Yoongi]: It's basically encoded into his DNA at this point.

[Hobi]: sure we can get a proper display case for them.

[Hobi]: thank u joonie <3

[Namjoon]: My pleasure.

[Yoongi]: Understatement of the year.

~

[Jin to Jungkook]

[Jin]: How did your exam go, darling?

[JK]: good i think

[JK]: only one more makeup test now so thats nice

[Jin]: That is wonderful news. I'm so excited for you to have a proper break after you've worked so hard.

[Jin]: Is it troubling you at all to be away from the house?

[JK]: nah its not too bad

[JK]: helps that jiminie talked to you guys and we are all working together on making sure things are better

[JK]: are you okay with us not being home hyung

[Jin]: Yes, I think my instincts have finally settled somewhat. As you said, all of us talking and working together helps considerably.

[Jin]: As does the fact that you and Jimin-ah come home to us every night now :-)

[JK]: i love that part too

[JK]: like so much

[JK]: and not just because you make the best food

[Jin]: Flattery will get you everywhere, love ;-D

[JK]: is it still flattery if its true

[Jin]: You're too precious. Is there something special I can make to celebrate the completion of your exams?

[JK]: me and taetae were talking about making pizzas

[JK]: do you wanna help

[Jin]: Considering that the alternative is letting the two of you destroy my beloved kitchen?

[JK]: i always do my best to clean up hyung

[Jin]: I know you do, darling. Merely a joke ;-D

[Jin]: I'd love to help. I'll plan a grocery shopping trip for the three of us.

[JK]: that sounds great

[JK]: thank you jin hyung

[Jin]: Of course :-)

~

[Hyung Line Group Chat]

[Jin]: Attachment: Promoting_Regular_Heats.pdf

[Jin]: Good afternoon. I trust you've all had a look at this by now, but I'd like to discuss some planning around aspects of it.

[Jin]: Obviously we'd prefer to avoid medical intervention if at all possible, so I'd like to implement some of the things outlined in this document from our doctor.

[Hobi]: that's a good idea. i think it'll stress jungkookie out less if this all happens naturally :)

[Namjoon]: My thoughts exactly.

[Yoongi]: Regular sleep is the first thing on the list. How the hell are we gonna pull that off when he’s almost as bad as me?

[Jin]: I was rather hoping you could help him with that :-)

[Hobi]: yeah just lure him to bed with cuddles if the 2 of u are up late together.

[Namjoon]: Agreed. He only has two more exams left so there will be no more need to stay up late studying after that.

[Yoongi]: I feel like this is a grand conspiracy to make me go to bed at a decent time.

[Hobi]: no that’s just a bonus ;)

[Hobi]: next on this list is nutrition guidelines but i’m guessing u have that handled jinnie-hyung?

[Jin]: Yes, I’m working on a meal plan as we speak. Nothing too strict, given the relatively lax guidelines. A few substitutions should allow me to meet those requirements with little effort.

[Yoongi]: What about the nesting portion? When will work be done on the new bedroom and nesting room?

[Namjoon]: I’ll call the contractors to expedite the process. There isn’t too much work needed, so I’m sure we can pay to have it finished this week.

[Jin]: That would be perfect :-)

[Jin]: Then we could spend the next couple weeks getting the furniture and decorating figured out in between clearing out the apartment. Taehyung-ah already has a wish list of items they’ve been eyeing.

[Hobi]: i’m so down 2 help with that 2 ;D

[Namjoon]: If construction finishes this week and decorating/moving is done in the next couple of weeks after, that’ll put us right at the start of the two-week time period the document specifies. We could encourage them to hold off on building their new nest until then for maximum effect.

[Jin]: A wonderful idea. I’ll coordinate with Taehyung-ah.

[Yoongi]: Is that the timeline we want to start doing the rest of this in too?

[Hobi]: that makes the most sense 2 me. like we already do a lot of it but once they have their nest built i say we do way more :)

[Namjoon]: Making him feel provided for will be easy enough in the day to day but maybe we should plan something a little extra? Some extra presents? We could frame them as housewarming gifts?

[Yoongi]: Min-ah is still a little weird about gifts sometimes.

[Hobi]: 2 be fair all of this runs the risk of putting him on alert.

[Namjoon]: We can help with that by just doing the same for Kook-ah. Presents and extra attention for both of them will be easier to accept. Plus Minnie loves seeing us look after Jungkook.

[Jin]: A wonderful plan. I would very much encourage the three of you to be extra physical with them once the nest is finished. Keep them marked and at your side whenever you’re together. Fuss over them.

[Yoongi]: So act like Joon-ah when he’s stressed?

[Hobi]: i can definitely do that ;D

[Namjoon]: Uncalled for.

[Jin]: But accurate, love.

[Jin]: All three of you just lean into your alpha instincts and I think we’ll be able to do this just fine. Obviously I’ll do my part, and discuss with Taehyung-ah as well.

[Yoongi]: We’re missing the last bullet point.

[Namjoon]: I mean ‘limiting stress’ sort of goes hand in hand with the rest of this. Unless you’ve got some specific ideas?

[Yoongi]: What about the videos?

[Yoongi]: Security still has them and we haven’t talked about what to do with them.

[Hobi]: oh good point. we should probably tackle that as soon as we can just 2 make sure he doesn’t have 2 worry about them.

[Namjoon]: Shit I completely forgot. Thanks Yoongi.

[Namjoon]: Opinions on how we handle that?

[Hobi]: pretty sure he’s just going 2 want them destroyed.

[Jin]: Should we do that without having someone check the contents?

[Hobi]: the way i see it there’s not gonna be anything important on them. or at least nothing that we would need 2 act on with jihoon already dead.

[Yoongi]: If I got a copy and was allowed to look at it I could do my best to scrub it from the internet.

[Hobi]: u never found it online before right?

[Yoongi]: No but I also didn’t look beyond when we were first checking the two of them out in the beginning. Feels like something I need Min-ah’s permission for.

[Jin]: I would agree. Without his permission, it is off the table.

[Namjoon]: Part of me wants to watch it. Not because I want to see him hurting but because I want to prove that even if we did see him like that it wouldn’t change anything.

[Hobi]: i mean u can try 2 ask him but i don’t think he’ll go for it.

[Jin]: You will likely not be the only one who’d like to see it. We’ll have to talk to Taehyung-ah, since it’s a matter of security either way. I’m assuming he’ll desire the same thing.

[Hobi]: run it past him. something tells me that specific request might go over better if it comes from another omega. sorry joonie. no offense.

[Namjoon]: None taken. You’re right and I don’t think it’s something that’s fair for me to ask him anyway.

[Jin]: I’ll discuss the matter with Taehyung-ah for a final verdict then.

[Jin]: Are we all in agreement about the earlier parts of this discussion?

[Yoongi]: Yeah. I’m in. I’ll try to get him to bed earlier. And help with the rest when the time comes.

[Namjoon]: Yes.

[Hobi]: i’m in 2. thanks for getting us all on the same page hyungie <3

[Jin]: Of course :-)

~

[Taehyung to Yoongi and Jimin]

[Tae]: jiminie i just wanna gently put something out here for you to think about

[Tae]: and yoongi-hyung has some additional input which is why he’s here too (;^ω^)

[Tae]: i’d ask you in person but i feel like you’re gonna want some time to think about it alone either way so at least this won’t put you on the spot quite as much

[Jimin]: You’re making this sound sort of terrifying (;●_●)

[Yoongi]: It isn’t.

[Tae]: yeah promise

[Jimin]: Okay. What is it about then?

[Tae]: the dvds that jihoon sent out and we intercepted

[Tae]: we wanna decide what to do with them and that choice is ultimately yours

[Jimin]: Oh

[Jimin]: Can we just like…

[Jimin]: Burn them or something? ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Tae]: so we totally can do that

[Tae]: like it’s 100% an option ( *’ω’* )

[Yoongi]: If I see what’s on there and can run it through some computer programs then I can make sure it gets scrubbed from the net.

[Tae]: wow you just came right out with it (;^ω^)

[Yoongi]: You were stalling.

[Tae]: i was TRYING to be delicate

[Tae]: but fine

[Tae]: i want to watch it so i can prove to you that nothing on there will ever make even the tiniest amount of difference in how much i love you

[Tae]: but i understand if you don’t want me to

[Yoongi]: See? That wasn’t that hard.

[Tae]: be nice to me. i’m trying to be a good mate ( ; ω ; )

[Yoongi]: And I’m not?

[Tae]: i never said that

[Yoongi]: Min-ah are you going to respond?

[Yoongi]: We can keep arguing if that helps.

[Tae]: or just give you some space if you need it

[Jimin]: Sorry I just… I want them gone. The thought of either of you seeing me like that is terrifying and I hate it (〃ー〃)

[Jimin]: Yoongi-hyung if you didn’t run into the video when you were first looking into me it can’t be that easy to find. Right?

[Yoongi]: It didn’t come up when I did some basic looking into you after we met. That doesn’t necessarily mean it’s hard to find. I wasn’t looking for it.

[Jimin]: I had a friend in Jeon security who said he did what he could to make it go away. Nobody has ever told me they found it after the fact. I know that’s not a guarantee but…

[Yoongi]: It’s okay. You don’t have to let me. I didn’t know that someone else already did some work on it for you. That makes me a little less nervous about it coming back up. Just want to keep you safe sweetheart.

[Jimin]: Thank you. I appreciate the offer but I’d rather just have them gone

[Jimin]: And I understand why you want to see too TaeTae but I don’t wanna do that. With Jihoon gone I feel the closest to free from it that I have in a long time

[Jimin]: I’m just excited to have it be over (´;︵;`)

[Tae]: alright

[Tae]: it’s your choice and i’m gonna respect it

[Tae]: but i’m still stating as a fact that nothing i ever saw would make me love you less

[Tae]: okay? (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

[Jimin]: Thank you. I appreciate that and I love you too

[Jimin]: Both of you (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Yoongi]: Mutual.

[Tae]: wow what a romantic

[Yoongi]: You never quit do you?

[Tae]: nope. you love it (✿◠‿◠)

[Yoongi]: Debatable

[Tae]: ᇂ_ᇂ

[Yoongi]: Anyway we’ll make sure they’re destroyed. You wanna watch?

[Tae]: we could make a little show of it. start a bonfire and toss them in?

[Jimin]: That actually sounds kind of fun

[Jimin]: I’m in

[Tae]: hell yeah ٩(◕‿◕。)۶

[Tae]: if security finds any more copies in their final sweep of the scrap yard we’ll make sure those get destroyed too

[Jimin]: Thank you TaeTae (^-^)

~

[Taehyung to Namjoon]

[Tae]: it's a no ( ╥ω╥ )

[Tae]: he just wants them gone

[Namjoon]: That's entirely acceptable. I'm not sure how I would feel in his shoes. You okay with the decision too baby?

[Tae]: yeah i guess

[Tae]: i really want to prove to him that it doesn't matter but i know i don't get to make that decision for him ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: and there's plenty of other ways to show him how much we love him

[Namjoon]: There absolutely are. Anything specific you have in mind?

[Tae]: i might con hobi-hyung and yoongi-hyung into going to the apartment with me on sunday once all their make-up exams are done

[Tae]: we can have some drinks and help them sort stuff

[Namjoon]: Are Jin and I not invited?

[Tae]: was kind of trying to make some space for the two of you to have a little date night if you wanted (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: i feel like you probably need it after this whole mess

[Namjoon]: That's very thoughtful of you. I'm a little on the fence about missing the chance to help our new mates with their moving process though.

[Tae]: it's not really moving so much as organizing

[Tae]: and there will be plenty of time for you guys to help too hyung (^ω^)

[Tae]: like literally we're gonna get a little drunk and probably not end up finishing much of anything

[Tae]: and we can still plan a celebration dinner for the rest of us

[Namjoon]: Those are all good reasons and I appreciate the thought you've put into it pup. I'm very willing to reconsider given all of that.

[Namjoon]: However.

[Tae]: (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Are you going to tell me why you're so adamant that this happens?

[Tae]: i promise i'm not trying to manage your feelings or do anything weird

[Tae]: i just wanna do something nice for you guys

[Namjoon]: Oh baby no. I didn't mean it like that, and wanting to do something nice is a perfectly good reason. Just talk to me more about it. I wanna know where you're at.

[Tae]: sorry i just got worried for a sec (〃ω〃)

[Tae]: i guess it's just like

[Tae]: i still feel bad about before and i want to plan something nice to show that i care

[Tae]: and maybe the fact that jiminie isn't down for me showing him in the way that i wanted makes me feel like i need to make this attempt work out?

[Tae]: i just wanna take care of my mates and i thought this seemed like a nice way to do it

[Tae]: does that make sense? (;^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Perfect sense actually. Thank you so much for helping me understand.

[Namjoon]: I think it's a great idea and I love that you thought of it for us.

[Tae]: really? (´♥ω♥`)

[Namjoon]: Really baby.

[Namjoon]: And when I get home we're gonna cuddle and I'm going to tell you exactly how happy I am about it.

[Tae]: that sounds really nice ( ; ω ; )

[Tae]: thank you hyung

[Namjoon]: May I make one request?

[Tae]: of course

[Namjoon]: If you haven't told Jin yet... Will you allow me to ask him?

[Tae]: aww you wanna ask him on a date?

[Namjoon]: I think he would appreciate something romantic.

[Namjoon]: I can call in some favors for a good dinner and I already have a gift from our last trip to the jeweler.

[Tae]: the one to help fill out his black jewelry collection? (灬♥ω♥灬)

[Namjoon]: Yes. I’ve been waiting for a special occasion and this should fit the bill. Assuming you’re okay with keeping it between us while I work out the details?

[Tae]: yes yes yes a million times yes

[Tae]: my lips are sealed (✿◠‿◠)

[Tae]: he’s gonna love the ring too

[Namjoon]: Thank you pup. See you in an hour?

[Tae]: i will be waiting in the nest (^ω^)

[Namjoon]: Looking forward to it.

~

[Jimin to Jungkook]

[Jimin]: By the time you get this you’ll be done with your last exam!

[Jimin]: I’m so proud of you baby (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: You’ve worked so hard for this

[Jimin]: I know you’ve got a couple of summer classes but you’re gonna breeze right through those

[Jimin]: Good luck in there. You’re gonna nail it ♡♡♡

~

[Hoseok to Jin]

[Hobi]: hey hyungie :)

[Jin]: Hello darling.

[Hobi]: are u busy?

[Jin]: Just in the car on my way back from Borahae. Otherwise I’m free until our introductory interview with Yeonjun-ssi’s group tomorrow.

[Jin]: Something you need?

[Hobi]: a new antique store just opened. was wondering if u wanted 2 come check it out with me :D

[Hobi]: they’ve got tons of furniture apparently.

[Hobi]: and there’s a little cafe nearby with great reviews that i don’t think either of us have been 2.

[Jin]: That sounds delightful. With the renovations upstairs done, we can keep an eye out for something that will suit Taehyung-ah’s vision for the bedroom.

[Hobi]: my thoughts exactly. and it’ll be fun either way even if we don’t find anything.

[Jin]: Oh I’m sure we’ll find something ;-D

[Jin]: Even if it isn’t for decorating. Although…

[Hobi]: idea? :D

[Jin]: It’s not too late at all. Would you be up for stopping a few more places? We can get a jump start on gifts for Jungkook-ah and Jimin-ah.

[Hobi]: i’m so in! see u soon hyung <3

~

[Jungkook to Jimin]

[JK]: im free

[JK]: its over

[JK] thank you so much for your messages hyung

[JK]: i love you so much and i know youre gonna ace your final test too

[JK]: did you hear back about your other test results

[Jimin]: Thankfully I didn’t botch that one

[Jimin]: Just the ones later in the week ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[JK]: sweet so youre officially done tomorrow too

[Jimin]: I am! We’ll both have a little time to just relax until our heats come

[JK]: i cant wait

[JK]: three weeks is too long

[Jimin]: I’m sure it’ll go by like nothing baby (。^▽^)

[Jimin]: Think of all the fun we’re gonna have while we wait

[JK]: that part will be good too

[JK]: im just excited to get to your heat so i know we can do it together and then ill feel better

[Jimin]: Still anxious? If my hormones aren’t doing the job the doctor will help induce it. There’s basically no chance of me missing it Kookie (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

[Jimin]: It’s gonna be okay

[JK]: i know that but i still just

[JK]: i dunno

[JK]: might just be an instincts thing

[JK]: because you technically had one without me

[Jimin]: I’m so sorry (´;︵;`)

[Jimin]: It’ll never happen again baby

[JK]: i believe you hyung its okay

[JK]: just wanna have one together so i can feel normal again

[Jimin]: We will

[Jimin]: Gonna be the best heat of our lives so far

[Jimin]: At least that’s what TaeTae says ( 〃▽〃)

[JK]: i bet its gonna be amazing

[JK]: once the rooms are finished we can start nesting for it too

[JK]: i think that’s gonna help a lot

[Jimin]: I bet it will too! Wanna do a run to grab a load of stuff from the apartment today? We could see about adding some of our stuff to TaeTae’s nest (^-^)

[JK]: oh i think he wants us to wait

[JK]: he just texted me asking if we would be down to have him and the hyungs come help us sort stuff in a couple days

[Jimin]: Oh that sounds way more fun

[Jimin]: See you at home then

[JK]: i love that the house is home now

[Jimin]: Me too Kookie („• ֊ •„)

~

[Namjoon to Jin]

[Namjoon]: How would you feel about a date night? Just the two of us.

[Jin]: That sounds lovely. When are you thinking?

[Namjoon]: Sunday while the others are helping Minnie and Kook-ah at the apartment. I'd like to take you out for dinner. In fact I may have already made the reservations.

[Jin]: As much as I'd love to, shouldn't we be helping?

[Namjoon]: Taehyung-ah is planning to make it more of a drinking and sorting through stuff kind of night. I have been reassured that we won't be missing all the action.

[Jin]: Ah. So Taehyung has been busy ;-D

[Namjoon]: He wanted us to have a little time to ourselves.

[Namjoon]: Admittedly I really do like the thought of taking a night to spoil you a little.

[Jin]: Who am I to say no to that?

[Jin]: Where are we going?

[Namjoon]: It's a surprise. You'll want to wear a suit.

[Jin]: I see. Something classic or should I wear one of my more adventurous suits?

[Namjoon]: I'll be going very classic.

[Jin]: Oh, you really do intend to spoil me, don't you?

[Namjoon]: If you'll let me, yes.

[Namjoon]: Dinner. Champagne. Just the two of us out on the town.

[Jin]: Is your intent for the night to end once we get home? ;-)

[Namjoon]: Not exactly.

[Namjoon]: I was planning to take you to bed.

[Jin]: And will that part be as classic as our dinner?

[Namjoon]: I'd hate to spoil the surprise.

[Jin]: You know I do love surprises. Very well. I glad accept your offer of a date, and some champagne sounds lovely after these last couple of days.

[Namjoon]: Agreed. And we have plenty to celebrate considering how promising that first interview was.

[Namjoon]: I'm trying not to get my hopes up but...

[Namjoon]: They might really be exactly what we need.

[Jin]: They may indeed. I admit that Soobin-ssi rather impressed me with his knowledge. He'd fit in perfectly during client meetings or negotiations with Hongjoong's crew.

[Jin]: Yeonjun-ssi seems more confident with the rest of them by his side as well.

[Namjoon]: Yeah they definitely seem like they operate best as a team.

[Namjoon]: Only time will tell I suppose.

[Namjoon]: Still, one successful interview definitely deserves a celebration. And so do you.

[Jin]: Very smooth, darling.

[Jin]: I will be eagerly awaiting our date ;-)

[Namjoon]: Yeah. Me too.

~

[Pack Group Chat]

[Yoongi]: Public petition to make Min-ah sleep with a bell on him until further notice.

[Jin]: Has he been sleepwalking again?

[Jimin]: A little ( ̄▽ ̄)”

[Yoongi]: I caught him messing around in the kitchen last night.

[Jimin]: I said I was sorry

[Yoongi]: That’s not really the issue sweetheart. We just don’t want you getting hurt.

[Namjoon]: It’s not a bad idea. We should do something to make sure you don’t wander and have some sort of accident.

[JK]: we used to just put a little bell on the bedroom door

[JK]: that was always enough to wake me up

[Tae]: how long did it take for this to stop the last time?

[Tae]: things have been chill for a bit now (;^ω^)

[Jimin]: It kind of tapered off I guess?

[JK]: it took a few months after you lost your job but we were also super stressed that whole time

[JK]: it probably wont take that long this time

[Namjoon]: Regardless, we’ll get something for the bedroom doors until then.

[Jimin]: Sorry to make a fuss (〃ー〃)

[Yoongi]: This isn’t a fuss. You trying to operate the oven while asleep and burning the house down would be a fuss. Or falling down the stairs.

[Jimin]: Okay fair (;●_●)

[Jimin]: I’ll help set up some bells for the doors

Notes:

See you Sunday for Namjoon and Jin's little date night, plus the rest of the pack at Jimin and Jungkook's apartment <3

Chapter 168: Reconnection

Notes:

Earning our explicit rating this week ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Taehyung is a genius.

Not only is he making time for Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung to have a little date night to themselves (because he knows that Jin needs it), but his plan for the rest of them to sort stuff at the apartment and have a few drinks is definitely going to be a success too.

The five of them show up with a bunch of empty boxes ready to be packed, and a whole bag full of booze and mixers. The mood is pretty light right from the start as they joke and giggle about the date night happening back at the house, wondering what exactly they’ll return home to later tonight. (Judging by the plan so far, Tae is willing to bet Namjoon and Jin will already be asleep by the time the rest of them arrive back at the house but he could be wrong.)

They get right down to business.

Hobi-hyung starts mixing drinks, Jimin gathers up clothes from the bedroom, and Yoongi and Jungkook start working on the electronics. Taehyung does drink delivery to start, taking Hoseok’s finished products to everyone as they’re made, keeping his eyes peeled for the opening he’s been angling for since his text conversation with Jimin the other day.

Of course he’s interested in all of this. Getting to spend time with his mates and further solidify that Jimin and Jungkook are living with them for good does wonders for the part of him that feels possessive over the other omegas – but it’s more than just that. There’s something so personal about getting to help them pack, and personal is exactly what he’s been yearning for.

It’s his own fault really. He’s the one who came up with a whole fantasy in his head about how Jimin would agree to let him see the video that Jihoon sent to the house. He imagined himself watching it alone in a dark room, seeing his mate hurting long before they ever knew each other, all while taking comfort in the fact that Jihoon is dead and gone. Jimin would have been nervous knowing what Tae would be doing, but the second they were reunited Taehyung would be able to show him how much nothing on any video could ever change things between them.

But that fantasy can’t come true.

They burned the DVDs yesterday night out by the garden, and all hopes of Taehyung ever being able to bring his plan to fruition went up in foul smelling dark smoke.

He knows that it was never his decision to make. It’s okay. He just…

There’s a part of him that feels just the tiniest bit shut out – denied access to something that made such a massive difference in his fellow omegas’ lives – which leaves him stuck admitting that maybe wanting to prove to Jimin that the tape didn’t matter wasn’t the whole reason he wanted to see it. How could he not be a little curious? Good or bad, that tape was a huge part of Jimin and Jungkook’s history, and now Taehyung will never be able to share that knowledge with them.

It’s left him on the lookout for other ways to bridge the gap and feel closer to Jimin and Jungkook, which is how he hatched this plan. Jungkook called this apartment a life that the two of them built all on their own, so getting to help them sort through it piece by piece is inherently personal – and the fact that they’re drinking while they do it only increases the chances of them getting sidetracked telling stories about whatever items they find.

He’s done his best to think this whole thing out.

Hobi-hyung and Yoongi-hyung have a habit of going quiet when other people are happily chatting, but they’re also very adaptable if things start to shift. It makes them perfect for what Tae wants out of this night. Yoongi can keep things grounded, and Hobi can match any energy they need. All of that will leave Taehyung plenty of room to gather enough information about Jimin and Jungkook to settle the little bit of anxiety in him, but they’ll also have their alphas to fall back on as needed if there’s settling required.

The fact that Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung get to have their date night too is just the cherry on top. Their absence gives Taehyung more room to work, and Jin really does need a bit of time alone with their pack alpha. He’s settled a lot since everything that happened with Jimin and Jihoon, but having all of Joonie-hyung’s attention on him will help make sure that he’s standing on solid ground again.

~~

The night starts out about as expected, with the five of them making random bits of conversation as they start packing the essentials – clothes, electronics, toiletries, and whatever else they find. It’s fun, and Taehyung loves watching the small pile by the front door grow as they find more things they want to bring back home right away.

They head to the kitchen when it comes time to eat, but all five of them end up completely distracted by digging through the cupboards in an attempt to figure out what should come back to the house and what can be left behind. Jimin has a bunch of baking stuff that he wants to keep hold of, but the rest is harder to make a decision on.

“Alright,” Yoongi-hyung says after about an hour of digging through cabinets and taking inventory of all their pots, pans, and various kitchen gadgets. “The rest of this is something you’ll have to talk to Seokjin-hyung about. He’ll have a better idea of what we might want doubles of – especially if you guys plan to keep on with your kitchen experiments.”

“I definitely wanna do more of those,” Jungkook says with a grin. “We haven’t made anything super ridiculous in a while! Maybe next week we could–”

“Ideas later, baby,” Hoseok interrupts. “The first order of business is to figure out what you guys want to eat before I mix any new drinks.”

Jungkook gives this a moment of consideration and then shrugs. “I’m down for whatever. Do you guys have opinions?”

Within seconds of the question, Taehyung’s stomach growls audibly.

“Something you want, honey?” Hobi-hyung asks, letting out a laugh as he slips an arm around Tae’s shoulders. “I know you ate a pretty light lunch.”

“Wasn’t hungry then, but I am now. Can we have sushi?”

Jimin’s face lights right up. “We can totally do that! There’s a place like seven blocks down that has the best sushi, and I don’t think we ever got to order it with you guys before.”

“The expensive one?” Jungkook asks.

“Yeah, the one we save for special occasions. Honestly, we should try to hit up all of those spots before we’re done moving. There’s a few I’m definitely going to miss.”

Yoongi-hyung finds his way behind Jimin, wrapping his arms around him and leaning in to press a kiss over his scent gland. (Tae loves seeing them all close again after Yoongi managed to work out his messy feelings.) “You know, it’s not like you’re gonna be hours away. We can still come this direction for food sometimes, so there’s nothing you two have to give up for good.”

“Yeah, but it feels a little different when it’s not right nearby anymore.”

“Do you guys wanna actually go there?” Jungkook asks. “If not, we can always order delivery, but the atmosphere inside is pretty nice.”

No way. They can go out to eat any time. Tonight is special.

“We should stay here,” Taehyung says, already turning to Jungkook with a little pout on his face. “I wanna order in and eat while we help you guys go through more stuff.”

As expected, Jungkook caves in an instant, and the three of them spend the next fifteen minutes ordering what is probably too much sushi and a few other appetizers to go along with it. Even if they don’t eat everything in one sitting, they’ll have plenty of time to graze on it while they drink and work, so it’s pretty unlikely that any of it will go to waste.

~~

Once they get everything ordered and the drinks are flowing again, he skips his way to the bathroom, finding himself face to face with Hobi-hyung the moment he exits again.

The alpha is giving him a knowing look, cheeks already a little pink from the alcohol, but his eyes are as sharp as ever when he fixes Taehyung with a conspiratorial smile and whispers, “So, are you gonna tell me what you’re up to tonight, baby? You gave Jungkookie that pout so fast that he barely even had time to consider leaving the apartment.”

No point trying to lie. Hobi-hyung has already caught on, so Tae might as well take the extra help.

“I just want us to stay here and drink and look at stuff. M’kind of hoping to hear a bunch of stories about their life before us.”

Hoseok’s head tilts just a little, clearly curious. “Anything in specific?”

“I just wanna feel… close? Like I know them better?”

“Alright, honey. You’re coming with me.” Hobi-hyung reaches out for Taehyung’s wrist and tugs him toward the bedroom.

There’s no point in fighting it and causing a fuss, so Tae goes willingly, watching the alpha shut the door silently behind the two of them. Sunlight is still streaming in through the windows, lighting up half-packed piles of clothes and shining across Hoseok’s handsome features, making his deep brown eyes practically sparkle as they search Tae’s face.

“Hyung, what are we doing in here?”

You’re telling me what’s got you all worried,” Hobi-hyung says, tugging Taehyung into his arms and nosing at his scent gland. “Is there something making you feel like you don’t know Jiminie and Jungkookie well enough? The three of you are basically attached at the hip.”

Taehyung lets out a little sigh, leaning further into Hobi-hyung’s touch, then admitting softly, “I wanted to see the video.”

“The video? Like– Oh.”

“Yeah. That one.”

“Did you ask?”

“Yeah, but Jiminie just wanted it gone – which I totally get. I just… I wanted to show him how much it wouldn’t matter to me, but now I feel like there’s this piece of his and Jungkookie’s life that I’ll never be able to understand on the same level and–”

“Baby, I want you to think something through for me, okay?”

“What is it?”

“How does it make you feel to know that there are parts of your past that some of us will probably never quite be able to understand?” Hoseok strokes a hand gently up and down Tae’s back as he speaks, voice all low and rumbly in a way that’s impossible not to find soothing. “Does it make us feel less connected? Or like you’re putting up a wall between us by not sitting down to try and explain every detail?”

It’s a fair point, as much as Taehyung wishes it wasn’t. There are parts of his past that he’d never put his mates through hearing about in any sort of detail unless they desperately wanted to know. He saw how hard it was for Jin-hyung to hear some of it when they were still young and Tae hadn’t learned how to properly moderate what he shared yet. Back then, the trauma bled into everything he did, sending him spiraling at random intervals that felt impossible to plan for.

Does he feel more connected to Jin than to the rest of his mates?

Maybe in some ways… Although, he thinks that might have more to do with how long the two of them have spent growing together. Aside from Jimin and Jungkook, Tae and Jin have known one another the longest, and those early years together definitely do deepen their connection to one another.

But when he considers the quiet understanding he and Yoongi-hyung formed right away, how easily Namjoon-hyung was able to interpret his needs, or even the way that Hobi-hyung immediately could match Taehyung’s energy in a way none of the others did… It’s a little easier to admit that maybe knowing every detail of the horrors they’ve all suffered isn’t necessarily the foundation for strong bonds. It can be a part of it, and he always likes knowing more about his mates, but it’s not the only way for him to feel a deeper connection.

So why is this particular thing so hard? He’s been told no before, but–

Oh.

“Okay, you have a point,” Taehyung says, voice going a little softer as he admits his realization. “I think it was… The bit where I actually saw them get burnt. Other things feel like a conversation we can maybe pick up some other time, but watching them go up in smoke meant I’d never know what was on them.”

“Aww, honey, I can understand why that might sting a little.”

“It does, but you’re right that it doesn’t make a big difference in the grand scheme of things. Just still feeling kind of…”

“A little disconnected?” Hobi-hyung offers, lips pecking a gentle kiss over Taehyung’s scent gland.

“Yeah.”

“I can definitely help you with that, baby. You want them talking?”

Tae gives a little nod, licking once over Hoseok’s scent gland and letting the rich taste of coffee help soothe him.

“Alright. I can help you with that, especially once food comes and everyone has had another drink or two.”

“Thank you, hyung. You’re the best.”

~~

With Hobi-hyung on his side and his new perspective about how he isn’t being shut out at all, Taehyung feels considerably less frayed at the edges. The drinks keep flowing under Yoongi-hyung’s watchful eye, the alpha demanding that they all take water breaks before their food arrives. By the time they spread their massive feast of sushi and various appetizers all across the living room coffee table, they’ve clearly all got a nice buzz. The food definitely hits the spot too, earning many hums of appreciation within the first few bites.

Of course, Hobi-hyung has no problem keeping Jungkook and Jimin talking. “Wow, this really is good. How did you even find the place?”

“One of my friends from my first year of school took me and a few other classmates,” Jungkook says with a grin. “He came from money, so he was able to buy all of us as much sushi as we could eat.”

“Kookie brought me home some leftovers and I was swooning,” Jimin adds. “We usually couldn’t afford to eat there, but damn if it wasn’t worth the money anytime we could.”

“Did you have places like this in Busan?” Taehyung asks, speaking around a mouthful of tuna nigiri.

Jungkook tilts his head with a smile. “Like sushi places?”

“More like somewhere you weren’t able to go often but that you always looked forward to, I guess?”

Jimin’s face practically lights up at the question. “There was a bakery on the way home from school that Kookie and I would always beg to stop at. They had so many different things that I felt like there was always something new to try.”

“You spent every bit of cash you had on you at that place so many times,” Jungkook says with a laugh. “I started bringing extra money when we would go so that he could try everything he wanted.”

“Because you’re the best. God, I wonder if they’re still open?”

“Hold on. Let me grab my laptop.”

“May as well hook it up to the TV,” Yoongi says, letting out a chuckle. “I wanna see this place. Someone must have taken pictures inside at some point.”

Jungkook runs off to grab his laptop, then returns to hook it up to their TV. It’s one of the few electronics still left in its place after their efforts. All the gaming consoles and actual games are boxed up by the door and ready to go home with them, along with everything else they’ve managed to pack up. (They’ll definitely be filling the back of the security vehicle tonight.)

It only takes them a minute or two to find the bakery, with Jungkook happily sipping a beer and accepting the occasional bite of food Yoongi-hyung presses to his lips (all in an effort to avert a hangover tomorrow). The pictures inside of the building are cool to see too – especially the large glass display cases full of a massive variety of pastries, candies, and other treats. Jimin and Jungkook point out changes in the decor and eagerly reminisce about some of their favorite memories there.

Yes, this is perfect.

Taehyung wants to see the places they love, to experience just a touch of what their life was like before the seven of them met. This is definitely scratching that itch.

“Sorry,” Jimin says after a few minutes of chatter. “We sort of went off the rails focusing on this. Do you guys wanna–”

“You should show us more,” Taehyung interrupts. Apparently, the couple of drinks he’s had are making him a little extra impulsive – but he may as well lean into it. “I wanna see all the places you guys miss! It can be like a little virtual tour of your corner of Busan!”

True to his word, Hobi-hyung is there to help. “We totally should! Here, let’s rearrange so we can see a little better and Jungkookie can still eat while he works the laptop.”

“Oi, he’s been eating this whole time,” Yoongi says, letting out a bark of laughter. “Do you not see me feeding him?”

Jimin flashes Yoongi a smirk. “Hyung, if you want to hand feed him, all you have to do is ask.”

“I’m using my chopsticks. If you bothered to look, you’d be able to see that.”

“You don’t have to use them,” Jungkook offers, smiling as he leans over to press a kiss to Yoongi’s cheek. The omega has the prettiest flush on his cheeks, movements loose and easy while his scent has gone all floral with happiness. “Wouldn’t complain about being hand fed.”

Yoongi-hyung’s cheeks go pink in no time, and he scoffs while Jungkook blinks up at him eagerly. “You didn’t even say thank you for what I already gave you.”

Jungkook sets the laptop aside and climbs right into Yoongi’s lap, letting out a pleased hum and muttering, “Thank you for feeding me, hyung.”

“God, you’re going to be the death of me.”

“Get him, baby,” Taehyung cheers, helping to clear a little space for them to settle in. “Jiminie can handle the laptop for a while instead – assuming you’re okay with showing us around?”

“Sure,” Jimin says, grabbing the laptop and squeezing in right beside the table, where Taehyung can easily plaster himself to Jimin’s side.

Hobi-hyung takes care of the rest of the things that need to be moved, while Jungkook relaxes into Yoongi’s lap, letting out pleased little hums at every bite of food he’s given. (Every now and then he whispers a soft little ‘thank you’ that’s always followed by a nearly silent curse from Yoongi.) As a final touch, Hoseok shuts off a couple of the brighter lights, grabbing everyone fresh drinks and then settling in on Jimin’s other side.

“Alright, Minnie. Show us around, yeah?”

~~

They don’t get much packing done after that.

Jimin shows them photos of some of their favorite places, though eventually they end up just using the street view on the online map to explore the nearby neighborhoods piece by piece. There are tons of little stories shared about all sorts of places. From the park outside of their school to the now mostly deserted strip mall that once held their favorite video game store, there’s plenty of memories to draw upon.

All of it does wonders for that little part of Taehyung that was so worried about missing out on some connection with them. How could he not feel connected when they so happily share all of these stories and thoughts with them? It’s like a little window into their past where he can actually see and imagine their lives in Busan.

Eventually, the two of them have had enough of being the only ones sharing.

“Why don’t you take a turn, TaeTae?” Jungkook asks. He’s long since migrated out of Yoongi-hyung’s lap and back into control of the laptop, which he shoves toward Taehyung. “You could show us where you and Jin-hyung used to live with his parents – oh, or the college you went to!”

“Let’s do the college,” Hoseok suggests. “I want to see where you and Jinnie-hyung met Yoongles and Joonie.”

“Only if you go next, Seok-ah,” Yoongi says. “You could show us one of the places you lived. Whichever was your favorite.”

“You know,” Jimin says. “We’ve gotta do this with all seven of us sometime. I wanna see where Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung grew up too.”

Taehyung can’t help but agree. This is the sort of activity that Jin-hyung would love – and Namjoon-hyung is just a sucker for any time the seven of them can spend together. Maybe they could plan something soon… “Okay, hear me out,” he says, taking the laptop and gently setting it onto the coffee table. (There’s still a few boxes of sushi left, but they’ve definitely managed to eat most of it by this point. “Why don’t we save the rest of this for one of our pack date nights?”

Jungkook lights up at the suggestion. “You mean our date nights aren’t over now that we live together?”

“Of course not! I wouldn’t give up our weekly date nights for anything – and this is gonna be the perfect way to spend one of them!”

“Do you have something else in mind for the rest of tonight?” Hobi-hyung asks, flashing Taehyung a curious little smile.

“I definitely do. We didn’t get anything sweet with our meal, so why don’t we try to make some sort of dessert? It could help clear some of the extra food out of the cupboards, and we’d get the chance to make one more ridiculous meal in the kitchen.”

“Some of our basics are probably expired,” Jimin says. “We’ve barely been here for the last two weeks, and before that I was busy–”

“Making terrible decisions,” Taehyung interrupts, giving Jimin a wink. “Trust me, we remember.”

Apparently the alcohol is getting to Jimin too, because he practically tackles Taehyung, leaving the two of them in a giggling heap on the living room floor. “Yeah? Well I remember you making that same joke like ten times this week,” he says, poking at Tae’s ribs and trying to frown even though he can’t fight back the smile on his face. “Be nice and I’ll help you make dessert.”

The two of them end up rolling along the floor as Tae escalates things into a proper tickle fight, both of them letting out little yelps and giggles as they scramble around one another. It feels good. Well, maybe not the tickling part, but he loves how light and easy things feel now that he isn’t worried about those tapes anymore. At this point, the night is just about enjoying time with his mates, and maybe winning this tickle fight before–

“Oh god, this milk is definitely expired,” Yoongi-hyung says from the kitchen, holding up a half full gallon of milk and giving it a tiny shake for the rest of them to see.

Jungkook practically bolts up from his seat next to Hobi-hyung, jogging over to the kitchen for a closer look. “Whoa, it’s got chunks.”

That’s enough for Jimin and Taehyung to look at one another for a moment before calling, “Truce,” in near perfect unison and scrambling to go investigate. The milk is faintly tinted almost yellowish, and there are some clearly noticeable chunks when Yoongi-hyung gives the container a little shake.

The only one who doesn’t get up to look is Hobi-hyung, who is already making a face of disgust from his seat back on the couch. “Whatever you guys do, please tell me you will not be opening that container under any circumstances.”

“We won’t,” Jimin agrees. “Here, I’ll grab a bag and we can find all the spoiled stuff and take it out to the trash.”

“We’re gonna have to grab fresh supplies if you wanna bake anything,” Jungkook says. “Pretty sure our eggs aren’t going to be any better off. The butter is also probably past its expiration date.”

That has Taehyung beaming in an instant, jumping up and down excitedly and chanting, “Late night grocery run! Late night grocery run!”

“We are not doing that,” Yoongi-hyung says, letting out an exasperated sigh. “We’ve all been drinking and there’s no way I’m turning you three loose on a grocery store right now.”

Taehyung doesn’t even have to take a moment to communicate with the other omegas, which only further solidifies just how connected he feels now. All three of them immediately crowd around Yoongi-hyung with pouts on their faces and little whines in their voices.

“But hyung,” Jimin says. “How can I make dessert with no supplies?”

“We can order–”

“I don’t wanna order something,” Jungkook whines. “We’re giving the apartment a grand sendoff by cooking something silly in it one more time. And it’s not like we’re completely drunk.”

Tae gives several enthusiastic nods. “Exactly. Besides, we’ll have you there with us so everything will be okay. Please, hyung?”

Yoongi does his best not to look at the three of them for too long, glancing over at the couch and calling out, “Are you not gonna help me at all here, Seok-ah?”

“I think we should take them. Come on. It’ll be fun, and then we can settle in for the rest of the night – at least until it’s time to go home.”

“God damn it,” Yoongi mutters, looking down at each of their pouting faces in turn. “Fine, but all three of you are going to behave. Understood?”

“We’ve got it!”

“Understood!”

“You’re the best, hyung.”

Finally, Hobi-hyung gets off the couch, letting out a laugh as he watches all of them squish Yoongi-hyung in a big group hug. “Alright, let’s get the expired stuff bagged up and figure out what ingredients we need to bake the weird dessert of your dreams.”

*******

Seokjin will never deny that he adores a bit of classic romance. Of course he loves all of the different ways that his mates express their affection, but nights like this always feel a little extra special to him.

He’s been dressed and ready for nearly an hour now, per Namjoon’s instructions. His current suspicion is that the alpha wishes to do something to their bedroom or bathroom, but Namjoon doesn’t mention a word about it when he comes down to meet Seokjin in the kitchen before their dinner reservations.

To be fair, he doesn’t have much time to talk. Seokjin catches one peek of Namjoon wearing his perfectly pressed black suit, crisp white button down, and deep navy tie, and immediately pulls the alpha in for a kiss. He loves seeing Namjoon dressed up like this – so perfectly put together that it would almost be intimidating if they weren’t mates. There’s plenty of opportunity to catch Namjoon looking sharp in their line of work, but this is on another level. He looks ready for the sort of exclusive dinner parties that marked Seokjin’s youth, where everyone is on their best behavior, wary of a single social misstep ruining their reputation in an instant.

It makes Seokjin want to offer up his throat, but that wouldn’t be a very traditional way to start this date at all. It’s still tempting to do it, just for the chance to feel Namjoon deny him – though it’s unclear whether that’s the game they’re playing tonight.

He rather hopes so, and a little confirmation wouldn’t hurt…

Mind made up, Seokjin breaks their kiss, trailing his lips down Namjoon’s jaw before tilting his own head to the side in a clear offering. It earns him a little growl and the most feather-light press of Namjoon’s teeth just above his collar, but then the alpha pulls away.

He gives Seokjin a coy little smile and says, “As tempting as you are, where we’re going tonight, I don’t think you’ll appreciate having the kind of marks I want to leave you with. You can be patient, can’t you, pup?”

Oh, so that’s what they’re doing.

Seokjin feels a delighted little shiver run up his spine as he smiles back at Namjoon. Apparently, he’s being gifted one of those lovely nights where Namjoon really leans into the fact that he’s Seokjin’s alpha. Normally their dynamic is quite fluid, leaving them on relatively equal footing, but every now and then Namjoon takes the chance to assert his dominance and remind Seokjin that there’s always a safe pair of arms for him to fall into. It’s relatively rare, but that only makes it more special.

“I’ll do my best, love. Admittedly, it’s hard not to want your marks on me when you look this good.”

“The feeling is mutual, I promise,” Namjoon says, giving Seokjin a long up and down glance. “Love getting to see you all dolled up like this. It’s… We should probably get going before I change my mind about letting you leave the house looking this stunning.”

The flattery feels lovely, especially when Seokjin knows he does look good. This is his best suit – perfectly tailored to his body, jet black, entirely modern while still feeling timeless, and always flattering for his best assets (because not showing off his incredible ass and broad shoulders would be doing a disservice to the world). He likes to think it makes him look nearly as intimidating and untouchable as Namjoon does right now, and having that appreciated is delightful.

“I would hate to miss whatever you’ve planned for dinner,” Seokjin agrees, tearing his eyes away from Namjoon’s handsome face to quickly scan the room and make sure they’re ready to go. Nothing looks out of place, so he gladly takes the hand that Namjoon offers him, and allows himself to be led to their front door.

~~

Dinner is perfect.

How Namjoon managed to get them reservations at one of the most exclusive French restaurants in Seoul is a mystery, but Seokjin is certainly not going to question such an incredible turn of events. Instead, he focuses all of his attention on working his way through every beautifully arranged little plate that comes to their table.

Namjoon has a well-rounded palate after so many years spent together, but he appears to enjoy watching Seokjin eat more than he appreciates the act of eating himself. Of course he offers his feedback on the food as well, but each dish is pushed toward Seokjin immediately, allowing him to take in the presentation and the first bite of everything.

The champagne doesn’t hurt either, though Seokjin takes his time with each glass as they work their way through what must be tasting portions of the entire menu. (It would only make sense, since their server never bothered to take any sort of order from them.) As their next round of tiny plates is delivered (entrees, Seokjin is fairly certain), their server pours him his third glass of champagne, which draws his attention to the fact that Namjoon is still nursing his first.

Honestly, he’s glad he does take the time to really focus on his mate, because the look of utter adoration on Namjoon’s face is nearly enough to make Seokjin blush. The alpha’s eyes are soft, head tilted just slightly to the side as one hand draws idle patterns up and down the stem of his glass, his expensive watch just peeking out from under the cuff of his shirt. It’s his fingers on the glass that really capture Seokjin’s attention, but then again they always do.

Namjoon’s hands are one of his favorite things.

“Is the champagne not to your liking, darling?” Seokjin asks once their server has refilled his glass and left them alone once more.

Realizing he’s been caught staring, Namjoon straightens up and takes a sip of his drink. “It’s good,” he answers, smiling just a little over the rim of his glass before tipping it back once more. “I’m just enjoying seeing you like this. It’s been too long.”

“It really has. Although we’ve been very busy courting our new mates this year.” Seokjin scans over the plates their server left, and selects what appears to be a small portion of duck breast served over polenta and greens, topped in a perfect drizzle of reddish sauce. (Cherry, perhaps? Or a red wine reduction?) “Either way, it’s been a worthy use of our time. Now please, you don’t have to wait for me to try everything, Joon-ah.”

“It’s more fun this way. I like watching you eat.” After a second or two of silence as Seokjin enjoys his first bite (definitely a red wine based pan sauce on top – and perfectly executed), Namjoon speaks up once more. “Do you think this is something we could schedule again in a month or so, or is the spontaneity part of the appeal?”

“I don’t have a problem with scheduling it if it means I can see you like this more often.”

“Three glasses of champagne and suddenly there’s blatant flirting?”

“Excuse me, I’m always a flirt. Here, you’ll love this.” Seokjin presses the plate with the duck over to Namjoon and selects a second one to try.

“A tease is what you are – and a flirt, I suppose.”

“If you weren’t so fun to tease, maybe I wouldn’t bother, alpha.” Seokjin tips his head as he addresses Namjoon, baring his throat as best he can in a suit and tie. The reaction is immediate. A lovely spike in Namjoon’s sandalwood scent and the tiniest hint of a growl just barely contained in his chest. “See, you aren’t giving me much reason to stop.”

“Maybe I don’t want you to stop.”

“Is that the game we’re playing?”

Namjoon gives a cursory glance around the room, then leans in just a little over the table, whispering in a low tone, “I’ll have you at the end of the night either way, pup. If you want to tease until we get there, you’re allowed – but I’ll be taking my time with you regardless.”

Now that’s certainly something to look forward to.

“Is that a threat or a promise?” Seokjin asks with a wink.

“A threat would be me telling you that your teasing is going to earn you teasing in return.”

“Oh? Should I be worried?”

After a moment to think, Namjoon just gives a little shrug, that same lazy look of adoration on his face and he sits up straight again and downs the last of his glass of champagne. “I’ll make sure you enjoy it either way.”

~~

There thankfully isn’t much to the dessert menu. Normally Seokjin would be excited at the prospect of more new experiences, but he’s had quite a bit to eat by this point, and he’d hate to be uncomfortably full when they get home.

Luckily, Namjoon is more than happy to finish what Seokjin can’t, gladly accepting the final plate of apple galette and black butter ice cream that’s pushed in his direction. “You’re sure you don’t want any more? It’s the last plate.”

“Not another bite. I’m full – but I’ve enjoyed every moment of this, love. Thank you.”

“I do have one more thing for you before we go,” Namjoon says, reaching into the inner pocket of his jacket and producing a small white and gold ring box that he passes across the table to Seokjin. “I’ve been waiting for a good occasion to give you this, and tonight seems perfect.”

Never one to turn down a gift, Seokjin gladly picks up the little box. There’s no brand name on it – but then again that never was Namjoon’s style. Knowing his alpha, it’s something custom inside. He gently flicks the lid open, letting out a little gasp of delight as he takes in the sight of his present. It’s a beautiful ring with a thicker black band and a line of perfectly shining emeralds inlaid along the center. He’s been steadily working on expanding a collection of black jewelry for the last year or two, and this piece is going to fit in with the rest of them just perfectly.

“Oh, Joon-ah, this is wonderful. I love it.”

“You mentioned wanting to work a little more green into your wardrobe.”

“It’s a good color on me,” Seokjin says, pulling the heavy metal band free from its box and slipping it onto his ring finger. It doesn’t exactly fit with the other gold jewelry he picked out for this evening, but nothing in the world could stop him from proudly wearing his gift right this moment. (The pleasant buzz from all of the champagne only magnifies his excitement, though he switched to water by the time they started dessert.) “A perfect fit. Thank you so much, darling.”

Namjoon smiles as he takes another bite of the apple galette, something wonderfully possessive flashing behind his eyes, likely at the sight of Seokjin wearing the new ring right away. “I’m so glad you like it. Taehyung-ah helped me with the design.”

“You mean to tell me that the two of you went jewelry shopping without me?”

“Only briefly, I promise,” Namjoon assures him with a laugh. “It’d been a while since I had something commissioned especially for you, and I wanted a second opinion.”

“I suppose I can forgive you for going without me, considering what a lovely surprise this is.”

“I do adore seeing you in things I picked especially for you. Are you ready to go home?”

Tearing his eyes away from the pretty new ring, Seokjin looks up to see little more than crumbs remaining on the plate in front of his alpha, and he gives a short nod. A wide smile flashes across Namjoon’s face, and he immediately stands up to offer Seokjin his arm.

The gesture is incredibly sweet – and maybe not entirely unwarranted.

As Seokjin stands, he definitely feels the effects of the four (or maybe five) glasses of champagne he had with their meal, a pleasantly heavy warmth that runs through his entire body and makes his limbs feel loose. He sways just slightly on his feet and lets out a little giggle. “It would appear the champagne has gone to my head.”

“Would you hold it against me if that was one of my goals for the evening?” Namjoon slips a possessive arm around Seokjin’s waist as he speaks, then begins to guide him out of the restaurant with the same air of authority he might have with one of the omegas.

It’s wonderful.

“Kim Namjoon, do you mean to tell me it was your intention to get me drunk?”

“Not drunk. Just like this. I love when you’re all relaxed and easy for me.”

“Easy, huh? Be careful; you might offend my delicate sensibilities.”

Namjoon laughs as they exit into the cool evening air, his arm still wrapped securely around Seokjin’s waist. “Of course. I’ll try to watch my mouth, pup.”

God, Seokjin adores this. Normally he’d make a fuss about Namjoon calling him pup like he’s some little thing in need of guidance, but on nights like these it makes a pleasant warmth spark in his belly instead. He knows that it means he’s about to be thoroughly taken care of, and he won’t pretend for a moment that he doesn’t look forward to these occasional displays of dominance from his alpha.

All the more reason to hurry back home.

*******

Namjoon loves seeing Jin like this.

It’s not just the fact that the beta is a little tipsy (though that definitely adds to the appeal), but more the way he’s so obviously eager for the part of the night where they get to touch one another. As soon as they’re in the back of the car, Jin presses himself up against Namjoon’s side, tipping his head for a kiss that Namjoon allows – though he keeps it to little more than a teasing peck. Jin is obviously disappointed, trying to close the distance for more, but Namjoon just lets out a laugh and gently presses his mate back into place.

“Not just yet, baby. Let me get you home first. It wouldn’t be proper to make out in the back of the car like a couple of teenagers.”

For a moment, Jin looks about ready to climb into Namjoon’s lap and take what he wants, but the impulse passes and he settles back against Namjoon’s side with a soft sigh. “I suppose you’re right, as much as I rather hate admitting it at the moment.”

“We’re almost there. You’ll manage,” Namjoon says, settling a hand on Jin’s thigh just a little higher than is polite. It’s worth it to feel the beta try not to squirm into the touch.

How is Namjoon supposed to stop teasing when his mate is so perfectly responsive? There’s a partition between the back and front seat of this car, so it’s not like they run the risk of giving security a show…

He starts off slowly, rubbing his thumb in absent-minded circles just along the edge of Jin’s inner thigh, gradually letting his hand slip higher in tiny motions. Jin doesn’t even bother trying to pretend to ignore it, scent tipping sweeter by the second while his breathing picks up just slightly. Within a few minutes, Namjoon has worked his hand up high enough that he’s able to give the lightest brush of his palm over the bulge forming in Jin’s slacks.

Even that feather-light touch earns him a gasp, Jin’s pretty lips already parted as his hips buck up into the motion. “Joon-ah…”

“Oh, sorry. That was a little impolite of me, wasn’t it?” Namjoon keeps his voice low, sliding his hand back toward Jin’s knee and letting out one little puff of laughter at the dejected way his mate practically collapses into his side.

“And you have the nerve to call me a tease,” Jin grumbles.

“Is it my fault that you’re so tempting like this?”

“Not tempting enough, apparently.”

“You'd never forgive me if I got you tipsy and ruined you in the back of one of our security vehicles. I promise that future you will thank me for keeping it to some light teasing.”

“Debatable.”

“Whatever you say, gorgeous.”

Thankfully, it doesn’t take them more than another five minutes to get home (time which Namjoon of course spends on another round of teasing touches that have Jin smelling like heaven as they pull into the driveway). The beta lets out another disgruntled noise when Namjoon takes his hands off of him, but it’s quickly replaced with excitement as the car comes to a stop.

Still intent on acting like a gentleman even if he’s also being a bit of a tease, Namjoon opens his door and then offers Jin a hand out of the car. This time when his mate stands, he doesn’t quite sway on his feet anymore, and the thought of him sobering up already is almost a shame – but Namjoon thought ahead, so that shouldn’t be a problem.

It’s rare that they have both the time and the pretense for something like this, so there’s no way he’s missing out on his chance to pleasure a tipsy Jin.

Namjoon leads his mate inside, trying not to stare at the obvious bulge in Jin’s slacks and failing repeatedly. There’s just something so perfect about him in his best suit, yet looking so ready to get out of it – to finally have Namjoon’s hands on him.

“Tell me we’re going straight to bed?” Jin says, slipping out of his shoes and reaching up to loosen his tie.

“We are, yes. Please, leave all the undressing to me though.”

“You’re going to be an insufferable tease about it, aren’t you?”

“We’ll see,” Namjoon says with a laugh. “Come on. Let’s get you upstairs.”

~~

Before they left for dinner, Namjoon took the time to get the bedroom set up for their return. The sheets are Jin’s favorite silk set (freshly washed and ready to get messy), there’s another bottle of champagne on ice waiting for them, and plenty of those same electric candles that Jin had used to give mood lighting for the night Namjoon had Yoongi up here in his lingerie.

This time, the rose petals aren’t just a joke. Namjoon ran out this morning and picked some up from a local flower shop, then scattered them all along the bed and the floor.

Jin still laughs when he sees them, but it’s a delighted sort of noise that’s followed by him turning to Namjoon with a wide smile. “Darling, you really do spoil me. Thank you.”

“I’m glad you approve,” Namjoon says, guiding Jin over to the bed and pressing him back until he sits down on the edge. “Here, why don’t you take a seat and I’ll grab us a drink.”

“I’m fairly certain I had enough at dinner.”

Namjoon flashes a coy smile and leans over his mate, both hands resting on Jin’s thighs as he presses their lips together in a kiss. It’s obvious that Jin is eager, lips parting within seconds, though Namjoon denies him the contact he’s seeking. Instead, he pulls back an inch or two and whispers, “Indulge me?”

“To fulfill some fantasy of me being easy for you?” Jin asks, letting out a little puff of laughter.

“You’re already easy right now. Just want you all tipsy and relaxed for me while I work you open.”

That has Jin swallowing audibly, scent spiking sweet as he gives a little nod and breathes, “Okay.”

It doesn’t take long to crack the fresh bottle of champagne and pour each of them a glass, though Namjoon is much more generous with Jin’s than his own, which he takes a single sip of and then sets on the nightstand.

“Let me undress you while you drink?”

“Am I to assume you’ll treat my best suit with respect and care?”

“I would never dream of disrespecting your clothes.”

“Then I’ll allow it,” Jin says, tipping his head back to drink deeply from his glass. It has his throat working in inviting little motions that practically beg for Namjoon’s teeth, but that isn’t what’s on the menu for tonight.

He’ll put a claim on his mate – but he has something much more thorough than a bruise planned.

It takes a while to get Jin undressed with proper care, but it’s an enjoyable process. The two of them giggle their way through it, trading suggestive bits of flirting and fleeting kisses that taste like champagne until Jin is finally entirely bare before Namjoon.

At least except for the ring Namjoon gifted him tonight.

The rest of his jewelry is safely back in its place, along with his suit, though Namjoon doesn’t take nearly as much care with his own clothing. Even on a night where Jin is offering him quite a bit of submission, the beta still clicks his tongue and beckons Namjoon closer to help him out of his shirt.

“You were so delicate with my buttons, and yet you’re tugging at your own,” Jin mutters, fingers working carefully (though a little uncoordinated) to gradually reveal Namjoon’s chest.

“Undressing you is a lot more fun than undressing me.”

“I disagree entirely. You’ve always been handsome, but god, Joon-ah…” With Namjoon’s shirt undone, Jin’s hands snake beneath the fabric to spread wide and warm over the skin of his chest, then run down the length of his torso. “I can’t believe how strong you’ve gotten.”

Namjoon lets out a laugh and takes Jin’s glass of champagne from the nightstand, pressing it back into the beta’s hands. “I appreciate the compliment, but you should finish this. I’ll take care of the last of my clothes.”

“If I’m hungover tomorrow, it’s going to be your fault.”

“Don’t worry. You’ll barely even have a buzz by the time I’m done with you, and I’ll make sure you drink plenty of water.”

Jin raises a brow, smiling over the rim of his glass. “Is that so? Setting the expectations rather high tonight, darling.”

“And I intend to meet them. Finish that glass and lie back for me, pup.”

That finally gets Jin moving again, tipping the last of the bubbly liquid into his mouth and then situating himself in the center of the bed, dark hair just barely fanning out on the pillow below him. (He’ll probably get it trimmed soon, but Namjoon can’t help being partial to seeing it a little grown out like this.) Jin looks even more gorgeous than Namjoon imagined when he was fantasizing about this at dinner, laid out for him with loose limbs and an inviting flush working its way down his chest, cock already hard and leaking against his belly.

Perfect.

~~

Namjoon doesn’t have to rush a single thing. As soon as they’re both naked, he crawls over Jin and finally gives his mate the kiss he’s been desperate for all night, licking the taste of champagne from his mouth until it’s just mint and sandalwood filling all their senses instead. Jin is still tipsy enough to be overeager, arching into every brush of their skin, letting out breathy little whines when Namjoon’s hands skate over his body, and pouting when the kiss eventually ends.

“Don’t worry,” Namjoon says with a tiny laugh, placing one steadying hand on Jin’s belly while he leans over toward their nightstand. “I’m coming right back. Just need to grab something before I forget.”

Rather than simply pouting, Jin takes the opportunity to run his hands all along Namjoon’s chest. A couple of the touches almost tickle, but it’s hard to deny how flattering it is that Jin finds him so attractive like this. It definitely makes up for having to buy new clothes when he outgrew his old ones.

When Namjoon sits back up, he’s got the lube and a cock ring in his hands, and a shiver runs through Jin’s body as he takes in the sight.

“I see you weren’t joking about taking your time.”

“Not at all. I know you’re pretty partial to my hands, so this will help keep you right on the edge where I want you.” Namjoon holds up the cock ring and flashes Jin a little smile. “How would you feel about me opening you up enough for a knot?”

There’s a spike in Jin’s scent and a sharp little breath as he nods. “Please. It’s been too long.”

Namjoon grins and leans in for another kiss. It really has been far too long since the last time he knotted Jin, especially outside of their ruts. When the beta is leaking slick for their cycles, it’s not much of a challenge, but like this he needs plenty of prep time – which is perfect, because Namjoon adores opening him up.

Once the cock ring is on and Jin’s hips are propped up with a pillow, Namjoon gets started on his task. He teases at first, rubbing lubed up fingers all around Jin’s hole while carefully avoiding dipping inside. After a few minutes, the beta is whining for it and trying to grind his hips down every time Namjoon gets close. It would be so easy to give him what he wants, but Namjoon makes him wait until he’s so slick and inviting that it barely takes any pressure at all to breach him.

Jin throws his head back as Namjoon slides a finger inside, panting and clenching down like he’s afraid he’s going to lose it if he lets go.

“That’s better, isn’t it?” Namjoon coos, one hand settling on Jin’s hip to hold him in place. “Relax for me, pup. I promise I won’t stop.”

After a second or two, Jin obeys, all of his muscles relaxing as he settles back into the bed and flutters his eyelashes up at Namjoon. He looks like a wet dream, naked and surrounded by silk and rose petals, eyes half lidded, lips parted in pleasure, and so eager from just one little finger…

So Namjoon gives him another.

Of course Jin takes it easily. Two fingers is never a struggle for him, but it does allow Namjoon to really begin working him open – and to make him feel good along the way. They find an easy rhythm, alternating between stretching him and fucking fingers up into his hole with purpose, curling at just the right angle to have him gasping in pleasure and trying to rock down into the motions. The whole time, his cock leaks messily against his stomach, but Namjoon barely pays it any mind.

There’s no begging from Jin while he’s being prepped. Namjoon knows exactly when to stretch him further and when to focus on giving him pleasure instead. His mate pants and whines and lets out the prettiest little breathy moans, but actual words are few and far between.

That’s alright. It’s more than enough for them to share the occasional kiss in between ragged breaths, or for Namjoon to mutter out some bit of praise every few minutes. There’s no way he’ll settle for anything less than telling Jin exactly how lovely he looks when he lets himself be taken care of like this.

“You’re taking nearly my whole hand now,” Namjoon eventually whispers, teasing his thumb around Jin’s rim before spreading all four of his fingers again and listening to the stuttered breath it earns him. Jin is covered with a thin layer of sweat that glistens on his skin now. The poor thing has been teetering on the edge for quite a while, worked all the way to the precipice and then allowed to come back down while Namjoon just keeps stretching him wider. “Do you think you’re ready, love? Or should we give it another few minutes?”

At this point, it really is a matter of preference. Namjoon is plenty confident that he won’t run the risk of hurting his mate tonight, but that doesn’t necessarily mean the fun has to end.

“I…” Jin swallows, voice coming out dry and ragged. “We can…”

Sensing the need for a quick break, Namjoon leaps into action. “Just a second. I think it’s time for you to take a drink for me, pretty thing.”

Jin glances over at the bottle of champagne dripping condensation onto their nightstand and shakes his head in tiny, uncoordinated motions.

“Not that,” Namjoon assures him, reaching over with his free hand to grab the bottle of water sitting behind the champagne. “Here, drink some of this for me and I’ll keep going as long as you like.”

After a few seconds to work the cap open, Jin obeys, tipping the bottle of water up and taking one long drink, then going right in for another. He finishes the whole thing (which will help considerably with Namjoon’s plan to make sure he isn’t hungover), then tosses the bottle aside and lets it clatter on the floor.

Namjoon lets out a laugh and leans in to press a kiss to Jin’s sweaty forehead. “Overachiever. Thank you for drinking for me. How are you feeling? Want me to get you stretched a little more, or–”

“A little more,” Jin agrees, voice a bit less strained now that he’s had plenty to drink. “You feel incredible.”

“Of course. As much as you want, baby.”

~~

Another ten minutes and Namjoon does actually manage to slip his entire hand inside.

It leaves Jin shaking with pleasure as his mouth drops open on a long whine. “Joon-ah, I… God, please, can I…”

“Not just yet, pup. You want to be knotted properly for that, don’t you?”

“Then knot me. I’m– Hell, I’m ready, alpha. Please.”

There are few things Namjoon loves more than hearing Jin call him ‘alpha’ when he’s like this. No teasing. No little wink to follow it up. Just an honest moment of him begging his alpha for pleasure and being absolutely certain the request will be granted – which of course it will.

Namjoon withdraws his hand gently and finally reaches down to touch himself, slathering a few fresh pumps of lube on his aching cock and letting out a tiny groan of relief at the pressure. Jin’s eyes are locked on the sight, and the hunger in his gaze is unmistakable. They’re both so ready for this.

The sheets will need to be changed anyway, so Namjoon wipes the lube off of his hand onto them and then immediately climbs over Jin, gaze glued to his mate’s face as he slowly works his way inside. It gives him the perfect view of Jin’s eyes rolling back as their hips meet, a soft little sigh escaping both of them.

Namjoon’s knot is already a tiny bit swollen. It has been for the past fifteen minutes at least, but he’s still not all that focused on himself. Not when one quick glance easily reveals Jin’s poor cock just begging to be touched. Keeping his hips still, Namjoon reaches down and gently releases the cock ring that’s kept Jin so perfectly on edge for him this whole time – and of course he can’t be blamed for giving the beta a slow stroke while he’s there.

It earns him a choked off cry and Jin clenching tight around his cock as he tries to fuck up into Namjoon’s grip.

“Poor thing. Ready to take a knot for your alpha?”

“Joon-ah – please. You can move. I want it– I– Fuck…

With how desperate they both are, there’s no need to go fast. Namjoon begins to move in long, slow strokes that have Jin trembling beneath him and whining into his mouth in between the messy kisses they share. Both of them are close to the edge and so gone with it that the only words they really manage are half spoken declarations of love that get swallowed up in kisses and cut off by gasps of pleasure. Jin feels like a dream, worked so perfectly loose and wet that Namjoon wishes he could stay inside of him forever.

Within a couple of minutes, his knot swells enough to lock them together and all he can do is grind it deeper, aiming his motions as best he can to make Jin see stars.

“Alpha, I’m– Love you so… God – right there.”

“Here, baby?” Namjoon grinds his hips forward with purpose, desperate to see his mate cum from nothing more than being fucked open like this. He’s definitely got the right angle now. Jin’s whole body is pulling tight under him, mouth open in a silent cry that looks so pretty it has Namjoon letting out a possessive growl. “There it is. Let it go for me, pup. I’ve got you.”

A little more grinding and Jin tips over the edge with a tiny whimper, shooting a mess of cum onto his chest and all the way up to the underside of his jaw. Namjoon is quick to swipe that bit away with his tongue, and the sight of his mate so completely lost in pleasure is more than enough to have his knot popping just moments later.

~~

By the time Namjoon’s knot goes down, Jin is still boneless with pleasure. It makes him feel immensely proud to know he’s pleased his mate so well, and he presses a long kiss to Jin’s lips before gently pulling out and starting the process of cleanup.

Fifteen minutes later, the two of them are cuddled up under fresh sheets and Namjoon is tearing small chunks off of a granola bar, holding them up to Jin’s lips one at a time. The beta has had another bottle of water too, so they shouldn’t have to worry about a hangover tomorrow. (Of course Namjoon will be happy to dote on his mate if it turns out he’s misjudged that.)

“One more bite and you’re free,” he says, holding the last piece of the granola bar up to Jin’s mouth. It’s clear the beta is tired, curled up against Namjoon’s side with closed eyes and a sleepy smile on his face as he dutifully chews the last bite. “Thank you for eating for me. You still okay? Nothing hurts?”

“I feel incredible,” Jin mumbles, the hand wrapped around Namjoon’s waist giving a gentle squeeze where it rests. “Haven’t had an orgasm that good in a while. My compliments to the wonderful alpha who gave it to me.”

“Flatterer. Alright, gorgeous, let’s get you to bed. Want any more water?”

Jin just shakes his head and slides down further until his head is resting on a pillow, smile widening for a moment as he cracks his eyes open to look up at Namjoon. “Just you.”

God, if that doesn’t do wonders for his ego.

Without another moment wasted, Namjoon shuts off the bedside lamp and pulls Jin in close, pressing one last kiss into the beta’s hair.

Definitely a date night to remember.

Notes:

Finally Jin gets wrecked where we can actually see it ;D

Next week we'll get to watch Yoongi do his best to wrangle his tipsy mates on their late night grocery trip, and see where the rest of the night takes them. We've got some fun conversations coming up!

See you there <3

Chapter 169: A Little On Edge

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Yoongi knew that trying to guide three drunk omegas through a late night grocery trip was going to be hectic, but nothing could have prepared him for just how many times he finds himself walking laps around the store to try and gather his mates up. Jimin and Hoseok are thankfully relatively objective and easy enough to keep track of, but Taehyung and Jungkook?

Those two feed off each other’s energy in overdrive when they’re both a little drunk, tearing off to grab a batch of supplies, only to change directions completely and sprint to put everything back and embark on a new plan. It’s dizzying. Yoongi is already dreaming about the comfort of his computers… and knowing that his mates are all home and tucked safely into bed.

Though that might be partially because he’s been taking it slow on his drinks tonight, and now he’s starting to sober up in the awful mess of fluorescent lights and upbeat pop music playing through the speakers of this grocery store. There’s something else nagging at him too, but he can’t place exactly what it is. He just wants to hurry up and get all of them back to the apartment where he doesn’t have to worry so much – and where he can have another drink to calm his nerves.

“Just let them burn off a little energy, hyung,” Jimin says with a laugh as Taehyung and Jungkook run off again to go looking for inspiration.

Yoongi lets out a groan and leans heavily on the cart he’s pushing, trying not to look at how empty it still is even after twenty minutes at the store. They have most of the basics they need, thanks to Hoseok and Jimin, but the rest has gone in and out of the cart so many times that he’s kind of over trying to keep track. He should have taken a shot before they left. Something to keep his buzz rolling and his patience level a little higher.

“He’s right, Yoongles,” Hoseok says, resting a hand on Yoongi’s shoulder as the three of them make their way down the nearly deserted aisles. “What’s the worst that could happen?”

“We get kicked out and I have to start this whole thing over again in a new, somehow brighter grocery store?”

“Are the lights bothering you?” Jimin asks.

“Sort of? I don’t know. It’s probably just that I’m sobering up, and that’s always a miserable experience out in public of any kind.”

Jimin perks right up at that, letting out a laugh as he reaches into his jacket. “Is that all? You should have said something. Hoseok-hyung and I have been sipping on this since we got here.” From his pocket, he produces a little bottle of blackberry brandy, already half gone but with more than enough left for Yoongi to put himself in a better mood. “Here, you can have the rest. Just try to be a little inconspicuous about it, or we might actually get kicked out.”

The relief of guzzling down a couple of shots worth of brandy isn’t immediate, but Yoongi definitely feels a little more inclined toward patience when Taehyung and Jungkook find them five minutes later in the cereal aisle. They each have an armful of various bags of what looks like powdered sugar, boxes of food coloring, and more sprinkles than anyone could possibly need for a single project.

“Guys, we’ve definitely got it this time,” Taehyung says with clear excitement as he bounces toward the cart.

Jungkook is hardly even a step behind him, grinning wide as he agrees. “We do! This is the perfect chance to enjoy some creative expression and…” He trails off, gaze falling somewhere over Yoongi’s shoulder and his eyes going wide only a moment later.

“Whatever change of plans is crossing your mind, no,” Yoongi says, pushing the cart closer to the two of them. “Please, I wanna get out of this place soon.”

Jungkook’s grin doesn’t shrink even a little as he deposits his armful of supplies into the cart and promptly latches onto Yoongi’s side, smelling like a mix of alcohol and his perfect orange blossom scent.

It’s… admittedly a little bit calming. The brandy warming his belly doesn’t hurt either.

“Aww, are we stressing you out, Yoongi-hyung?” Jungkook asks, tongue swiping once over Yoongi’s scent gland. “Can I get you anything?”

“Yeah, do you need something?” Taehyung asks, dropping his stuff into the cart and leaning over it to fix Yoongi with a sloppy sort of smile.

“Just wanna get you all back to the apartment.”

“He was sobering up a little too much,” Jimin says with a wink. “Me and Hoseok-hyung helped with that.”

That has Taehyung’s eyes going wide. “Wait, you guys are drinking? Why am I not drinking right now if–”

“Absolutely not,” Yoongi grumbles. “The sooner you get us out of here, the sooner we can go back to the apartment and you can drink – and express your artistic whatever. Just please.”

“Wait a minute,” Jimin says, finger on his chin as he thinks before eventually narrowing his eyes at Yoongi. “Are you trying to herd us?”

“Oh my god, you’re right.” Taehyung lets out a little squeal of delight before practically launching himself at Yoongi and Jungkook to join their hug. “That’s so cute, hyung. Joonie is gonna love knowing that you’re taking over pack alpha duties while he’s away.”

“I am not. I just want to go somewhere without these godawful lights and annoying music.”

(Honestly, they might be right. It would definitely explain why he’s so desperate to get them out of here and back to the apartment, but there’s no way in hell that Yoongi is admitting that out loud.)

“Still sounds like herding to me, hyung,” Jungkook says. “But we’ll hurry. No more changing plans – promise.”

Thankfully, Jungkook makes good on his promise, turning all of that energy toward grabbing the last few things they need (which apparently includes a few boxes of cereal), and then tag teaming the self-checkout with Taehyung. The two of them really do work well together in basically everything they do. It makes the alpha part of Yoongi want to preen in satisfaction, but he’s still more concerned with getting the hell out of here than he is with anything else.

He does know one thing for sure as they gather up their bags to leave.

Whatever the omegas are planning to do with all of this, it’s going to be a mess.

~~

The relief he feels once they’re back in the apartment and the door closes behind them is staggering. Is this how Namjoon feels any time they all get home? And why is it getting to him so badly this time, when he usually does fine with them being out of the house? (Not that he loves leaving home, but there’s a difference between wanting to be in his room and… whatever this is.)

The omegas rush inside with their bags and begin unloading baking supplies onto the kitchen counters, while Hoseok hangs back and follows Yoongi over to the living room couch. As soon as they’re close, he plops down, dragging Yoongi with him until he’s sitting sideways in Hoseok’s lap.

“Hi, honey.” Hoseok’s voice is quiet enough not to disturb the excited chatter coming from the kitchen. He squeezes Yoongi a little closer, then looks up at him with an easy sort of smile. “Feeling better now? Want me to mix you a drink?”

Yoongi glances over at the omegas, making sure they’re well and truly occupied before he admits, “Much better. And a drink doesn’t sound so bad.”

“Aww, your instincts really were getting you all fussy, weren’t they?”

“Dunno why. Just glad we’re all back inside.”

“It hasn’t been more than a couple of weeks since one of your omegas was under threat. Makes sense that you might still be feeling a little off, especially considering that you caught him sleepwalking again.”

“And their heats aren’t that far away…” Yoongi mumbles, leaning down to press his face into Hoseok’s scent gland in a clear request. He’s greeted almost immediately with the satisfying smell of fresh ground coffee, and that helps to settle him even further.

“God, I can’t wait. We’re going to take such good care of them.”

They’re definitely going to. Yoongi knows it too, and part of him just wishes time would hurry up a little bit so they could start their fussing now. “We will. Should probably go and make sure they don’t make too big of a mess right now though.”

Hoseok lets out a little puff of laughter and leans in to press a kiss to Yoongi’s neck. “Yeah, I suppose we should. I owe you a drink too, baby.”

~~

At least Hoseok always makes good cocktails. Normally Yoongi would just sip on some whiskey, but tonight he accepts the mixed drinks that his mate hands him instead. It allows him to moderate his level of intoxication much more easily, and someone needs to keep an eye on everything going on – especially since Jungkook and Taehyung don’t appear to be slowing down their drinking at all.

“So what’s the plan?” Yoongi asks once the chatter coming from the omegas dies down a little and they start moving around the kitchen.

“Cupcakes!” Taehyung says, unpacking items from their grocery bags with a grin. “Jiminie is gonna take charge of the measuring, and then when they’re done cooking we’re gonna decorate them.”

Yoongi glances at all of the groceries lined up on the counter, then looks back at Taehyung with confusion. “Why do you need cereal for cupcakes?”

“For fun flavors – obviously. We can mix it into the frosting, or sprinkle it on top!”

“Do you think this will be the last time using your mixer, Jiminie?” Jungkook asks, lifting the heavy stand mixer up onto the counter with a thud. “I bet Jin-hyung already has one.”

“I would never abandon my mixer like that. We’ve been through so much together, and she’s never once let me down.”

Hoseok just lets out a laugh. “You bring anything you want and we’ll make sure there’s room for it, baby. Jinnie-hyung will understand your love for your mixer better than anyone.”

“I appreciate that. Honestly, I don’t use her as often as I could, but she’s seen a few recipes since the last time I made cupcakes at least.”

“Wasn’t that for Seulgi-ssi?” Jungkook asks. “She was gushing for weeks about how much everyone at her baby shower loved them.”

“Yeah,” Jimin answers. “I still have a couple of the trays Jin-hyung gave us for transport too, so we should be able to get these home no problem.”

Hell, Yoongi hadn’t even thought about the fact that they’re going to need to transport their finished baked goods home. Some cookies would be easy enough to toss in a container, but decorated cupcakes are definitely going to be more of an ordeal. If Taehyung and Jungkook keep drinking the way they are, he’ll have to make sure neither of them try to carry anything out of this apartment – baked goods or otherwise. They don’t need any sort of disaster once they’re ready to go home.

At least Hoseok and Jimin are taking things a bit slower. It’s obvious that they’re both buzzed and having a good time, but between the three of them they should be able to make sure things go smoothly.

It all gets off to a good start. Jimin whips up the batter for the cupcakes quickly, opting for something relatively plain so that they can go crazy with the toppings and decorations instead. Of course, getting the toppings ready is where things actually start to get a little hectic. Yoongi bans Jungkook and Taehyung from any prep work involving a knife (he can only imagine the look on Namjoon’s face if one of their omegas had to go to the hospital for stitches right now). The verdict earns him a bit of pouting, but Hoseok is quick to swoop in and give them other jobs to do.

There’s frosting to color, several ingredients that need to run through a blender, some that need to be smashed (Taehyung really enjoys using a rolling pin to crush peanuts), and various piping bags and tips that need to be filled. In between tasks, they find time for various bits of chatter and polish off another drink or two, while Yoongi follows behind all of them and does his best to clean up as they go.

At some point, the omegas are going to be ready to go home for bed, and he doesn’t intend to leave a massive mess for when they come back if he can help it. Honestly, he kind of likes it this way. He gets to be involved and helpful without actually having to do the activity himself, and it gives him an outlet for all of the fussing he feels the need to do.

~~

Once the cupcakes are out of the oven and have sat in the freezer long enough that the frosting won’t just melt right off when they try to decorate them, the chaos really starts.

Taehyung and Jungkook are both a little sloppy by this point, cheeks permanently flushed as they giggle and enthusiastically frost their cupcakes. Some of them turn out better than others, but the process is messy either way. Globs of frosting fall on the table, sprinkles rain down onto the floor – and of course plenty of it gets onto their hands.

As hard as Yoongi tries to ignore it, watching Jungkook suck his finger into his mouth and make an appreciative hum at the taste of strawberry frosting is kind of impossible not to stare at. Taehyung isn’t doing much better, but at least he knows he’s being hot when he gets Jimin’s attention, wiggles his eyebrows suggestively, and gives a little kitten lick to the cinnamon sugar frosting on his thumb.

If that was the worst of it, Yoongi would be fine.

But of course it isn’t.

About halfway through their cupcakes, Taehyung snatches up a fresh one and asks, “You said the last time you made these was for a baby shower?” The words come out with a little bit of a slur to them, but they aren’t hard to understand yet, so that’s a point in his favor.

“Yeah,” Jimin answers. “They were for Seulgi-ssi. She’s one of Kookie’s coworkers, and she’s always been super nice to us.”

“That’s really sweet. How’s her baby doing?” Hoseok asks, working diligently on his rainbow frosted cupcake.

Jungkook grins, setting aside the bright orange cupcake that he’s topping with fruity cereal, then pulling out his phone. “The little guy is so cute. One second; let me pull up a picture. She just sent one the other day and… Oh, here it is. Look, isn’t he adorable?”

He holds out his phone for all of them to see, and on the screen is a photo of a baby boy (probably not more than a few months old) sitting in a wheelbarrow. He’s dressed in overalls and tiny (cute) impractical work boots, with a little straw hat pulled down over his head. The entire table starts cooing over the picture almost immediately.

“His little overalls, oh my god,” Hoseok says, a wide grin spread across his face. “That’s just too precious.”

“The boots are gonna take me out.” Taehyung clutches his chest dramatically, nearly knocking over a bowl of frosting in the process. “They lace up and everything! He can’t even walk yet, right?”

Yoongi snorts out a laugh. “Does he look like he can walk?”

“Listen, I haven’t gotten to spend a lot of time around babies yet. Jinnie-hyung’s family doesn’t like me enough for me to hang out with the new ones much, and the youngest cousin of his was already two when I showed up.”

“Do you like kids, TaeTae?” Jimin asks, gently moving some of the frosting containers out of the other omega’s way. “The ones you’ve spent time with at least?”

“They’re great! Like I said, I don’t have a ton of experience with babies, but I love hanging out with kids – and they think I’m fun.”

“That’s because you are fun, honey,” Hoseok says. “You remember that wedding we got to go to a couple of years ago for Jinnie’s cousin?”

“You two had an entire clan of kids following you around,” Yoongi says, shaking his head and turning to look at Jimin and Jungkook. “Seok-ah made balloon animals for all of them, and Tae organized a massive game of tag. Pretty sure he ran a few miles just chasing all of them around – and barely sat with the rest of us except to eat.”

Taehyung gives a little shrug and takes another sip of his drink. “They liked me better than the adults there did. But anyways – what about you two? Jiminie? Jungkookie? Do you like kids? Ever thought about having your own someday?”

Yoongi stops midway through a sip of his drink, just barely managing not to choke on it.

Oh no. They’re going to talk about this now?

Play it cool. Just act natural.

“We’ve discussed it some before,” Jimin says, carefully piping frosting onto the cupcake in front of him. “I’d like to someday, but I guess…” He glances around the table at the rest of them, expression somehow perfectly relaxed while Yoongi is over here feeling like he can barely breathe. “Have you guys talked about it? Are kids something you were planning on in the future?”

“We’ve talked about it a few times since I joined the pack,” Hoseok says. “We all really like the thought of kids someday, but…”

“I’ve got complicated feelings about it,” Taehyung says with a shrug. “Being a parent sounds great, but the second that I’ve got a baby in me, the entire trajectory of my career changes. For sure no work while pregnant, and I imagine that the first couple of years would be a hard sell for Namjoon-hyung too. I’m not sure how I feel about that yet. Honestly, we’ve been busy enough with work for the past few years that it’s only really been vaguely discussed as a future possibility.”

Jungkook gives this a moment or two of consideration before asking, “Do you think you’d like being pregnant? At least aside from the ‘not being able to work’ part?”

They are wading into dangerous territory here. It would be one thing for them to talk about family planning when they’re not all a little drunk. That just makes Yoongi’s alpha instincts want to go absolutely crazy again – but after how many times in the last hour he’s watched them lick up frosting with their pretty faces all flushed and inviting… It’s threatening to stir up a whole other set of instincts, which is gonna make it basically impossible to try and keep his head out of the gutter while they all imagine being pregnant. With their bellies all swollen and their bodies demanding extra food and care? The whole pack would take such good care of them, doting and fussing and making sure everything is perfect…

Yoongi’s instincts are already in overdrive tonight, but this just feels like more than he can handle without Namjoon or Jin here to help smooth things out. He can’t tell if he wants to cuddle his omegas up in a nest, nip them, or mount them… or maybe all three. Whatever it is, it makes his nerves feel like they’re standing on end.

What the hell is wrong with him tonight?

“It sounds kind of cool,” Taehyung answers. “But I… Maybe a little scary too?”

“I think I’d love it,” Jimin says, letting out a dreamy sounding sigh that has alarm bells ringing in Yoongi’s head. “It would be fun if it was Kookie too. Can you imagine how damn cute he’d be with a big belly? All pretty and glowing and–”

Guys,” Yoongi chokes out. “Do we have to do this right now?”

In an instant, the entire table turns their attention toward Yoongi, and the smiles that spread across their faces have a wave of regret washing over him.

Shit. Should have just kept quiet, but the thought of Jungkook pregnant and glowing as he waddles from room to room while–

“It’s okay if you like it,” Jimin says, eyes narrowed as he flashes Yoongi a wide grin. “I do too. There’s nothing wrong with thinking Kookie would be hot when he’s pregnant.”

“What’s the alternative?” Taehyung jokes. “There’s no way Jungkookie would ever be ugly.”

“Yeah, I would be so cute pregnant!”

“To be fair to Yoongles, I bet Joonie and Jinnie-hyung would really appreciate being here for this conversation,” Hoseok says. He might be giggling at Yoongi too, but at least he’s also showing him some amount of sympathy.

Taehyung isn’t having it though. “It’s not like we can’t have this talk more than once – and we’ve done it before, so what’s the big deal now? Something in specific about imagining Jungkookie pregnant? Or is it–”

“That’s really not the problem. Actually, you know what? Forget I said anything,” Yoongi offers, standing up from the table to attempt a quick exit. He can just go to the bathroom, maybe splash some cold water on his face, and then wait the rest of this conversation out. “I’m just gonna take a bathroom break and–”

“Oh no you don’t,” Taehyung says, leaping out of his chair and launching himself at Yoongi with enough drunken force to send them both tumbling onto the ground in a heap. “Oops, overshot that one a bit, sorry. But while I have you here–”

“Tae, you let me go right now or I swear…” Yoongi trails off, saving his breath in an attempt to push his way out of Taehyung’s hold, but all that does is make the omega giggle and easily flip them over until he has Yoongi pinned beneath him. With a huff of frustration, Yoongi turns his head toward the table where he can see the others watching them with amused expressions. “Is one of you going to help me? I’m being brutalized over here.”

“Looks pretty gentle to me, hyung,” Jungkook says, abandoning his cupcake to walk over and sit down on the floor beside Yoongi, looking down at him with a smile. “Are you gonna tell us what’s bugging you now?”

Looks like he isn’t getting out of this. Maybe he can keep it from escalating any further by just talking a little? He doesn’t want to, but maybe just the broad strokes?

“God, you’re all so damn–” Yoongi mumbles a few choice words under his breath and then lets out a sigh. “Fine. You’re all hot, and my instincts have already been weird tonight. Imagining any one of you pregnant right now is just… a lot, okay?”

“But it’s good, right?” Jungkook asks. “Do you wanna have kids someday too, Yoongi-hyung?”

“Sure, but we can talk about that another time. Now will you please just– God damn it, Tae. Let me go, or you’re getting a nip.”

“First off, that isn’t much of a threat. Second, how are you going to nip me from all the way down there, hyung?”

Taehyung lets out a little giggle that is cut off abruptly when Jimin slips behind him in an instant and settles a hand on the nape of his neck, thumb pressed right against his scent gland.

“Alright, baby. That’s enough.” Jimin’s tone is light enough, but there’s a firmness to the command that’s impossible to miss. “Let’s be nice to Yoongi-hyung, okay? You can wrestle with Kookie if you still need to get it out of your system.”

The grip on Yoongi’s wrists loosens immediately as Taehyung turns his head up to look at Jimin, scent tipping sweet in response to the little show of dominance. “Does that mean no more baby talk right now?”

“Yeah, let’s shelve it for another day. We’ve still got cupcakes to finish, and we can make a plan of attack for the bedroom tomorrow. You wanted to start decorating it, right? Are we still going to go shopping this week?”

“Or do you need to wrestle?” Jungkook asks, smiling wide and clearly ready for a round or two if needed. “Bet I could keep you from pinning me for at least two minutes.”

Taehyung’s eyes go wide and his gaze snaps onto Jungkook. “You could not.”

“Hold on,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “Let me pull up a timer. We may also want to take this to the bedroom, just to give a little consideration to your downstairs neighbors.”

And then almost as suddenly as Yoongi was tackled to the floor, Taehyung is climbing off to him and skipping toward the bedroom with Jungkook and Hoseok, giggling the entire way. It’s kind of jarring, honestly – but still a relief to know that this conversation is over for the time being.

“Thanks,” Yoongi says, taking the hand that Jimin offers and getting back onto his feet. The sounds of wrestling are already filtering through from the bedroom, but Yoongi’s attention is definitely stuck on Jimin. Watching him show a little dominance and so easily guide the other omegas is always going to make Yoongi’s heart feel too big for his chest, but now it’s even more intense than usual. Rather than try to fight the urge it gives him, Yoongi just tugs Jimin in for a hug instead. “You handled that so well, sweetheart.”

Jimin lets out a little giggle and hugs Yoongi back, head tipping forward to nose at his scent gland. “No problem. Normally I’m all for picking on you a little, but you’re clearly not feeling like yourself tonight, so I wanna propose something instead.”

“Sure.”

“We don’t have time to talk things out right now, so how about we lean into it a little instead? Sounds like your instincts are a bit intense tonight, so tell me how to help soothe them. Hoseok-hyung and I can make sure the rest of this goes smoothly. We just need to know what you want.”

It must say something that Yoongi doesn’t even consider another option, but he can worry about that tomorrow.

“Just wanna look after you all while you finish decorating. I’m worried about leaving a mess for when we come back, so I wanna do some cleaning as we go, especially cause JK and Tae are gonna crash at some point and we’ll need to get them home.” Yoongi runs his tongue over Jimin’s scent gland, already feeling satisfied at the thought of tucking his mates into bed.

“Alright. I’ll keep decorating moving, and catch Hoseok-hyung to get him on board with cleaning as we go. Also, I’m pretty sure I know the answer to this, but I’m going to ask anyway. Are you having a bad time?”

Yoongi shakes his head immediately. “Not a bad time. Just feeling kind of weird, but I’m enjoying being here with all of you. The pregnancy talk just caught me off guard and made me feel… I don’t know. Like going all alpha on you guys or something? I don’t want you to think I don’t like the thought of it, because I absolutely do. It’s just…”

“Not something you wanna talk about tonight?” Jimin asks.

“Is that okay?”

“Of course. It’s alright if that feels like a lot right now. We can adjust no problem, and make sure that the rest of the night is a little easier on you. Do you wanna go check out their wrestling match, or should we stay out here where it’s quiet for a bit?”

The question doesn’t require any thought on Yoongi’s part at all. He wants to be with their other mates. “Let’s go look after them – and thank you, Min-ah.”

“No problem, hyung.”

~~

The wrestling match is mostly over by the time Yoongi and Jimin step into the bedroom, but convincing Taehyung and Jungkook to go one more round barely takes more than a suggestion from Jimin. It definitely helps the two of them to work out some energy, and gets them thinking about something other than future family planning.

When they all return back to the kitchen to resume their decorating, Yoongi starts tidying up around them. He can already see Taehyung and Jungkook starting to slow down a little, and they finally reach for the bottles of water he put out for them instead of asking Hoseok to mix them fresh drinks. It won’t make a dent in how drunk the two of them are at this point, but hopefully it helps their morning hangovers be more bearable at least.

Things are definitely winding down.

The last hour is the most chaotic of all, mostly because they’re trying to get everything packed away and cleaned while still attempting to wrangle their drunken mates. Taehyung mentions something about a snack midway through packing up cupcakes, which of course gets Jungkook hankering for something to eat too – but neither of them want sweets and the sushi is long gone by now.

“Damn, there’s nothing left here,” Jungkook slurs as he digs through cupboards.

Taehyung lets out a little whine and climbs onto the kitchen counter so he can get a better look into the upper cabinets. “There’s gotta be something. A bag of chips, or maybe even a– Hey! Put me down!”

“No can do,” Hoseok says cheerfully as he scoops Taehyung off the counter. “You’re making your alphas nervous climbing around while you’re drunk.”

“M’not drunk. M’just… tipsy.”

Yoongi snorts out a laugh as he pops the last few cupcakes into their transport containers and closes them up. “Sorry to break it to you sweetheart, but you’re definitely drunk. Listen, we’ll swing through a drive-through on the way back to the house and get you both something salty. Does that sound good?”

“French fries?” Jungkook asks, immediately turning away from the cupboards.

“If that’s what you want, baby,” Jimin says. “The sooner we get everything cleared up, the sooner we can go and get you a snack.”

That’s enough to get Jungkook moving. He isn’t a lot of help in his inebriated state, but he is absolutely adorable, which Yoongi can definitely appreciate. Taehyung is a cute drunk too, especially when he hits this point of the night where he’s starting to get soft and fussy. Having them both needy and willing to follow instructions to some degree does wonders for Yoongi’s anxious alpha instincts – and the fact that Jimin and Hoseok practically shove him into the backseat with the two of them once they make it to the car doesn’t hurt either.

It also means the containers full of cupcakes can be safely held in Jimin and Hoseok’s laps with no chance of being drunkenly knocked over.

Security takes them to the nearest drive through, and within minutes Yoongi is hand feeding Taehyung french fries while Jungkook leans against his other side, sleepily munching away on his own order of a burger and fries. They’ve both gone pretty quiet by this point, occupied by food and clearly starting to run out of energy. Yoongi does his best to keep both of them awake. They only need to make it into the house and to bed, plus whatever food and liquids they can manage now will make them infinitely less miserable come morning.

Taking care of them is really goddamn satisfying. It always feels good to look after his mates, but like everything else tonight, this feels more intense than usual. It nearly makes his mind drift back to their earlier conversation – to what it might be like to care for pregnant omegas someday…

No. Now is not the time to be thinking like that.

They’ll have plenty of time to talk and for him to think himself in circles about that when he doesn’t feel so weird. For the moment, he just needs to focus on getting his mates home.

It’s a group effort to keep Jungkook from passing out before they get there, but Taehyung manages to keep him occupied by crawling drunkenly into his lap and pressing sloppy kisses to his lips that have them both breathing contented little sighs into the air. The two of them get a little lost in it, filling the car with the sweet scent of maple and citrus even though neither of them quite make it all the way to leaking.

“They’ve certainly found a strategy,” Hoseok says with a laugh. “Whatever keeps them awake for the last few minutes, I suppose.”

“There’s not really a better way to keep Kookie up,” Jimin says, gaze glued to the other two omegas with what looks like utter satisfaction at the sight. (Yoongi can relate. He loves watching them like this.) “And I don’t think any of us mind the show.”

~~

Actually getting the two of them inside and into bed is a little bit more of an ordeal. They definitely won’t make it on their own, so Hoseok scoops Taehyung up and carries him, while Yoongi and Jimin each throw an arm around Jungkook and march him straight to the bathroom. Then Jimin goes running to grab them pajamas, while Yoongi and Hoseok make sure their teeth get brushed.

In the end, they opt to sleep in Hoseok’s room – mostly because it means they don’t have to try and get anyone upstairs. Taehyung briefly grumbles about wanting to be in a nest, but he also passes out almost as soon as his head hits a pillow, which has Jimin giggling as he gets into his own pajamas. Jungkook doesn’t do much better, barely managing to mumble a sleepy goodnight before spooning up against Taehyung and closing his eyes.

“You’re not changing?” Hoseok asks, giving Yoongi an up and down glance as he steps out of the bathroom in his pajamas. “Gonna stay up a bit?”

“Yeah. I’ll make sure the cupcakes get brought in and–”

“Shit, I forgot we left them in the car,” Jimin says, glancing back down at his pile of clothes. “Want me to come help you? I can get throw on a pair of slippers and–”

“Don’t worry about it,” Yoongi says, waving away Jimin’s concern. “I can handle bringing them inside, and I’ve got a couple of things to do before bed anyway.”

“You’re welcome to join us when you’re done,” Hoseok offers.

“Thanks, but you guys are gonna need the room. You know how much Taehyung-ah spreads out when he’s drunk.”

“Fair point. We should have warned Jungkookie before he got in right next to him.”

“He’ll be fine,” Jimin says with a laugh that quickly turns to a yawn. “If anyone can manage to keep their spot on the bed, it’s Kookie.”

After a few more whispered goodnights and a kiss from Hoseok and Jimin, Yoongi steps out into the hallway and shuts the door behind him.

The cupcakes are easy enough to bring inside, and he actually finds himself tempted to eat one as he sets the containers down on the counter. Sweets aren’t normally his thing, but they do look somewhat inviting. He doesn’t really want to bother, but then his mind drifts briefly to Namjoon’s last tearful mention of still not being able to make sure that Yoongi eats enough…

May as well.

He picks the cupcake with the least amount of frosting he can find (the top of it is coated in crushed peanuts, which is actually kind of appetizing), and stands at the kitchen counter eating it, surprised to find that he sort of enjoys the mix of salty peanuts and vanilla frosting that melts on his tongue. Part of him wants to try and figure out what his deal is tonight. His instincts don’t normally flare up this much outside of his rut, let alone his appetite, but maybe all of the stress of the past couple of weeks is finally catching up with him?

That doesn’t feel right either. He’s used to working through stress. Hell, his normal strategy for anything like this would usually be to pop a stimulant and work until his eyes are too fatigued to–

Wait a minute. Could it be the goddamn pills?

Yoongi hasn’t touched one since they got back from India. He’s barely even considered taking them after everything else that happened, but quitting wasn’t really an official decision he landed on either. Is that what he’s doing? Quitting? Normally he’d take at least a couple during the week just to focus or maybe stay up a little late for a project, but is this really the first time he’s gone two weeks without?

To be fair, he was taking them pretty steadily in India. Just low doses to keep himself sharp, but that could be what’s making these two weeks without them hit even harder. And it would explain this weird yearning to eat a cupcake when sweets normally border on offensive for him… Like maybe he really is hungrier when he’s not taking anything? Still, there’s also the option that it has nothing to do with how he’s feeling and there’s something else going on, but then–

Ugh, this is exhausting. Yoongi knows what he wants to do, so there’s not really any point standing down here trying to dance his way around it for another hour. He’s spent the whole night feeling out of sorts, and there’s one guaranteed way to make that stop.

~~

Once everything is put away and his cupcake is gone, he brushes his teeth, puts on his pajamas, and makes his way upstairs to Namjoon and Jin’s room. The second he cracks the door open, he’s hit with a wave of their combined scents, sticky sweet and tinged with spice that nearly makes his mouth water.

Obviously their date night ended well.

Yoongi only hesitates for a moment before stepping inside, shutting the door behind him, then tiptoeing his way over to the bed. It takes his eyes a second or two to adjust to the darkness, but he’s eventually able to make out the shape of his mates on the bed. There’s just enough room between the two of them that Yoongi could maybe squeeze into the middle, but that will definitely wake both of them up, so instead he gently lifts the blankets on Namjoon’s side and climbs in beside him.

Namjoon stirs a little, tugging Yoongi closer on instinct before letting out a low hum of appreciation and cracking his eyes open. “Hey, pup,” he whispers, voice rough with sleep as he leans in to press his lips to Yoongi’s cheek, then trails them down his jaw and toward his scent gland. “Everything okay?”

“M’good. Just need this,” Yoongi admits, leaning into Namjoon’s neck in return and taking in a deep breath of calming sandalwood. “Can I… Nip, please?”

“Is there something we need to talk about, baby?”

Yoongi shakes his head, trying and failing to fight back a shiver when Namjoon’s tongue snakes over his scent gland. “Your pack is home safe. We made cupcakes and everything went good. I feel weird but we can talk about that tomorrow. Just wanna sleep, alpha. Please?”

Namjoon’s scent spikes spicy sweet as he gives Yoongi a little squeeze. “Alright. Don’t worry, I’ll help you get some rest.”

The feeling of Namjoon’s teeth sinking into his scent gland is bliss, tearing a soft little whine from Yoongi’s throat as his whole body relaxes and his mind finally quiets down. It’s exactly what he was hoping for when he asked for this, and the wave of warmth and security that rolls through him has his eyelids feeling heavy already.

Once the nip is over, Namjoon presses a few gentle kisses to the bite, whispering, “There you go, pup. Settling so sweet for your alpha. You wanna be in the middle?”

Unable to really form words at the moment, Yoongi gives a dazed little nod instead.

Within seconds, Namjoon tugs Yoongi’s body close and gently rolls the two of them over, depositing him in the space between Jin and Namjoon. Their movement is enough to cause the beta to stir slightly, and he wraps an arm around Yoongi’s middle to pull him closer. Namjoon doesn’t shy away either, the two of them wrapping Yoongi up between them where everything is warm and comfy and smells like heaven.

God yes. This is what he was yearning for.

Yoongi gives Namjoon a soft squeeze and whispers, “Love you.”

“Love you too, baby,” Namjoon answers, pressing a kiss into his hair. “Get some rest.”

*******

When Jungkook wakes up in the morning, he feels awful. His head is pounding and his stomach feels simultaneously starving and like it will empty its contents immediately if he even so much as moves. The only thing that’s vaguely pleasant is the warm bed he’s in – and maybe the fact that he can still catch the lingering scent of the other omegas even though there’s nobody in here with him.

What even happened last night?

He can remember getting sushi, showing off their local area of Busan on the computer, grocery shopping, and decorating cupcakes together, but the very end of the night is pretty blurry. He must have drank a little more than he planned, or maybe a lot more. However much it was, the thought of doing it again makes his stomach turn.

After a minute or two, he’s hit with flashes of the car ride home and drunkenly eating a burger and fries while Yoongi-hyung kept trying to get him to drink sips of water. He can’t imagine how he’d feel if he hadn’t eaten before bed. Probably at least twice as miserable as he is now.

Either way, staying in this bed isn’t going to help. He needs to get up and find something to fix this headache – and maybe try eating a tiny bit.

Just the thought of food makes a fresh wave of nausea wash over him, so he forces himself to roll out of bed and start his day. Standing up makes his head hurt even worse, but he puts one foot in front of the other and wanders out into the hallway. He doesn’t pass anyone on the way to the bathroom, so he’s able to wash his face and stand in there for a few minutes, working up the courage to drink enough water to be able to take something for his headache. After a few tentative sips separated by deep breaths, he manages a couple of ibuprofen and moves on to brushing his teeth.

Every bit of his morning routine feels like a monumental undertaking, and he already knows that there’s no way in hell he’s working out in any capacity this morning. Today is officially a lazy day, and he intends to move as little as possible.

When he steps out into the living room there’s a chorus of cooing before his eyes can even properly adjust to all of the sunlight pouring in through the windows.

“Aww, there he is,” Hobi-hyung says cheerfully. “We’ve been wondering when you were gonna wake up.”

“How are you feeling, darling?”

Jungkook blinks several times before he’s able to actually make out the shapes of the rest of the pack spread across the two living room couches. Jimin, Hobi-hyung, and Yoongi-hyung are on the smaller couch, while Namjoon-hyung and Jin-hyung are on the larger one, with what looks like a massive pile of blankets between them.

Must be Taehyung. He was pretty drunk last night too, so maybe he’s trying to sleep off a hangover?

“M’okay,” Jungkook mumbles, shuffling closer to the couches.

“You don’t look okay, baby,” Jimin says, glancing up from his phone with a sympathetic smile. “Is somebody a little hungover?”

Yoongi huffs out a laugh. “Can’t be doing too much worse than poor Tae is. He already threw up once this morning.”

“Ugh, don’t talk about it,” Taehyung groans, finally popping his head up from the pile of blankets. His hair is a mess and he looks about as miserable as Jungkook feels, expression somewhere between blank and queasy as he forces his eyes to focus. “Wanna come lay down, Jungkookie? I can make room for you in my mini-misery-nest.”

“Oh, so now you’re accepting visitors?” Jin-hyung jokes, letting out a laugh.

“Only Jungkookie and only because he’s gotta be as miserable as I am.”

Rather than answer, Jungkook just climbs into the pile of blankets with Taehyung and nestles in beside him. It’s a relief to finally be laying down again, even if the motion makes his stomach turn a little. The structure around them isn’t a nest in any traditional sense, but the way it walls them into a small, warm space together is still soothing.

“Poor babies,” Namjoon-hyung coos, one hand settling warm and firm in the center of Jungkook’s back. The pressure is nice, and the fact that he’s not moving and jostling Jungkook’s already compromised stomach is definitely appreciated. “Is there anything we can get you?”

“Perhaps something bland for breakfast?” Jin suggests.

The thought of food is still questionable, but Jungkook turns his head to blink up at Jin-hyung’s smiling face and mumbles, “Can I just have rice, hyung?”

“Of course, love. I’ll get you anything you want. Taehyung-ah, can I bring you something too?”

“M’good. Still digesting my toast.”

“Yeah,” Yoongi says with a chuckle. “Wouldn’t want to take any chances.”

“Be nice to me. I don’t feel good,” Taehyung groans, burying his head of fluffy black curls in Jungkook’s chest and throwing an arm over his middle. “Protect me, Jungkookie. Yoongi-hyung has been teasing me all morning.”

“You did sort of tackle him last night. Maybe it’s payback.” Jungkook leans into the cuddles as he speaks, nosing at Taehyung’s hair and wrapping an arm around him. “Either way, s’probably enough for now. My head hurts too much for arguing. Can you be nice, Yoongi-hyung?”

That earns another laugh. “Sure thing, sweetheart. Do you need something for your head?”

“Already took care of it. Just need time for it to kick in. M’probably going to be lazy today.”

“Me too,” Taehyung agrees. “Wanna lay in the nest and watch anime all day with me? We could bring the switch and play cozy games.”

“That sounds nice. Maybe after my headache goes away though, because right now I just wanna lay here and be miserable.”

“Am I invited too?” Jimin asks. “What about the hyungs?”

“As long as everything is quiet and you’re cool with the curtains being closed,” Taehyung says.

“God yeah. No sunlight allowed.”

Namjoon-hyung just lets out a laugh at that. “We’ll help make sure you guys have a nice relaxing hangover den. Can I go get the room ready for you, or is an alpha’s touch going to disrupt things?”

“I can help,” Jimin offers. “I’ll take care of the actual nest and you can do the other stuff?”

“Sounds good to me,” Taehyung agrees.

Jungkook raises his hand to give a short thumbs-up, then returns his arm to the warmth of their blanket pile and internally vows not to move again until it’s time for food. Several hours in a dark, comfy nest is exactly what he needs right now, and it’ll be even better if Jimin and some of the others join in too.

One thing is for sure. He’s not having another drink for a few days at least.

Notes:

Next week, Yoongi will get the chance to talk to Namjoon about how he's been feeling, and then Jungkook gets a bit of a surprise.

See you there <3 ;D

Chapter 170: Taking The Leap

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon spends most of the day fussing over Taehyung and Jungkook with the rest of their mates. As the two of them slowly start to recover from their hangovers in the afternoon, he manages to do some work, but his mind is admittedly elsewhere for most of it.

He’s still thinking about how Yoongi crawled into bed with him and Jin last night and asked for a nip to get to sleep. There hasn’t been much opportunity to talk yet today, and Namjoon is wary of pushing too hard when Yoongi has also been busy doting on their hungover omegas, but he can’t deny the way that his curiosity is running rampant. He and Yoongi have made a lot of progress in the past few months, and it’s hard not to hope that it might extend to this as well.

While he doesn’t want to set unrealistic expectations, it would be wonderful if his mate wasn’t afraid of this followup conversation. There was no chance for Yoongi to start the talk this morning, since Namjoon was already helping Jin and Hoseok look after Taehyung by the time Yoongi woke up, but the day isn’t over yet…

Only half-focusing on his work isn’t going to make it go any faster either. Namjoon will give Yoongi the rest of the day and maybe tomorrow morning to start this conversation himself, and if he doesn’t then Namjoon can be the one to bring it up.

The omegas finally leave the nest for dinner, and Namjoon is happy to see them looking right back to normal as they all sit at the table together. There’s the usual amount of chaos, though most of the conversation is centered around moving more of Jimin and Jungkook’s things to the house. Namjoon is excited to get to be a part of that process. Of course he adored the date night he got to spend with Jin yesterday, but they both want to make sure they’re involved in getting their mates settled into their new home.

And he’s still positively giddy about the fact that this is their home now.

Yoongi doesn’t seem to be acting strangely, at least as far as Namjoon can tell. That’s definitely promising. If he was truly hell bent on not talking about the other night, he’d be avoiding Namjoon’s eyes and going suspiciously quiet, but there’s none of that tonight. He bickers with Jimin over the details of the moving truck, asks questions to the rest of them, and even flashes Namjoon a smile when Jungkook mentions how happy he is to be living here with them now. All good signs.

The seven of them split up after dinner. Namjoon and Jimin stay to help Jin clean up, while the others wander off to go do something else. He’s pretty sure he hears Hoseok planning to return to the nest with Jungkook and Taehyung for more cozy games and anime, but Yoongi doesn’t mention his intentions. Either way, Namjoon is happy to listen to Jimin and Jin making plans for combining their kitchen equipment as he puts away each of the dishes they hand him.

At least until his phone buzzes in his pocket.

[Yoongi to Namjoon]

[Yoongi]: Do you have time to talk?

~

Holy shit. It’s actually happening?

Yoongi is asking him to talk?

Obviously, there’s a chance it’s about something else entirely, but Namjoon can’t even begin to contain the wave of excitement that bubbles up inside of him.

“Did something good happen, hyung?” Jimin asks. “Your scent is really nice right now.”

Namjoon looks up from his phone to see both Jimin and Jin paused and staring at him with smiles on their faces. “Yeah. I might need to run off in a second. Hold on.”

~

[Namjoon]: I’d love to. Preference on where?

[Yoongi]: Can you come to my room?

[Namjoon]: Give me just a moment and I’ll be right there.

[Yoongi]: No rush. I’m not going anywhere.

~

“Is it Yoongi-yah?” Jin asks as he washes another plate and passes it to Jimin for drying.

“Oh, is he gonna talk to you about yesterday?” Jimin begins drying the plate, curious eyes fixed on Namjoon.

“It is him, yes. I believe we’re talking about what happened once you all got home, but by that comment, I’m assuming there’s more I should discuss with him?”

Jimin shrinks a little, biting at his lip. “Nothing bad. He was just a bit off last night, but there hasn’t really been a good chance to talk to him today. I promise it wasn’t a secret, hyung. We all had a really good time last night, and–”

“Minnie, it’s okay,” Namjoon assures, pulling Jimin in for a hug and a brief scenting. “Thank you for being mindful about my feelings, but with how casually you just mentioned that, I didn’t get the impression it was a secret at all.”

“Okay, good,” Jimin says, hugging Namjoon back and returning the scenting. “Don’t let us keep you. We can wrap up on our own.”

“Exactly. Get a move on, darling. You wouldn’t want to miss this opportunity.” It’s easy to hear just how pleased Jin is by this development. He knows how much Namjoon desperately wants Yoongi to feel like they can talk without having to do a full cycle of avoidance and cornering first.

“Thanks. You guys can leave the dishes for me to put away when I’m done if you want.”

“Nonsense,” Jin says, waving Namjoon away with a wet hand covered in bubbles. “Don’t worry about it for even a moment.”

~~

Namjoon pauses for a moment just outside Yoongi’s room, taking one deep breath before giving a gentle knock to the door and pushing it open a second or two later.

His eyes immediately focus on the desk along the back wall, but Yoongi isn’t there. Instead, he’s sitting on his couch, leaning forward with his elbows propped up on his knees and his chin resting atop his hands. His gaze is tipped down toward the coffee table, where Namjoon can make out a whole mess of little plastic bags sitting in a small pile in front of him. After a moment or two, he looks up at Namjoon, face pulling into a cautious looking smile.

“Hey,” Yoongi says, glancing back down at the pile on his coffee table, then up at Namjoon again, obviously waiting for a reaction.

“Hey yourself. What’s all of this?” The mess of bags comes into clearer focus as Namjoon nears the couch. First it’s all just bits of plastic reflecting the light, but then Namjoon catches the first glimpse of pills inside one of the bags and freezes mid-step.

Is that–

There’s no goddamn way…

Yoongi’s expression falls a little. “Shit, sorry. If you don’t want to see this stuff, it doesn’t have to be here. I just thought–”

“No, that’s not it,” Namjoon says, hurrying over to the couch and sitting down right beside Yoongi, wrapping an arm around his waist. From here, he can easily see all of the different pills laid out in front of them, but he forces his gaze onto his mate instead. “It’s just… I can only imagine a couple of reasons I might be allowed to see this, so I froze a little. Do you wanna tell me what’s going on, pup?”

“I wanted to talk to you about… Well, about last night, but that’s sort of related to all of this.” Yoongi gestures at the table and then lets out a sigh. “Look, I don’t exactly know the right order to say all of this in, so I’m just gonna start talking. That work?”

“Completely.”

“So it’s… I think I’m ready to get rid of this stuff. I haven’t taken anything since India, and I’m not sure I want to again, but there are things I’m worried about and don’t know how to handle, so I just… Put it all out on the table? Literally, I guess. Was hoping we could talk and sort of figure the details out together?”

Holy. Hell.

Namjoon has been waiting years for this moment. They’ve had so many painful conversations and fights before reaching their somewhat uneasy truce about the matter of Yoongi’s drug use, and now they’re finally here.

He has to say something, but the words come out strained as his eyes fill with tears and he tips his head down to try and hide them. “I’d love to figure that out with you, Yoongi. This is… I’ve been…”

“Shit, sorry.” Yoongi moves closer immediately, first going for a hug before climbing right into Namjoon’s lap instead, hands reaching up to brush the tears from his cheeks. “Hey, it’s okay. You don’t have to hide, and if now isn’t a good time to talk, then–”

“Good tears,” Namjoon whispers, swallowing and trying to get a hold of himself. The last thing he wants is to mess this up by being too emotional, but… “I’m sorry. M’trying not to cry, but it’s just… This is so good, baby.”

Yoongi wraps his arm around Namjoon’s shoulders and gives them a squeeze, then reaches one hand up to gently guide Namjoon’s face in toward his scent gland. “Here. It’s okay. Just let it out and I’ll stay right where I am until you’re ready.”

It takes a couple of minutes for Namjoon to start to feel steady again. As hard as he tries to shove down the torrent of emotion, it’s absolutely determined to come rushing out of him in a way he can’t even begin to hold back. So he leans into it instead, tongue stroking slow and rhythmic over Yoongi’s scent gland while tears of joy and a mess of other overwhelming emotions run down his face. It helps that Yoongi’s scent has stayed close to baseline the entire time, only tipping burnt in brief little bouts that are cleared up by the softest brush of teeth from Namjoon each time.

As the tears finally begin to settle down, Namjoon manages to run a soothing hand up and down his mate’s back, giving up on his scenting in favor of pressing a kiss to Yoongi’s neck instead. “Sorry, that probably didn’t make the best first impression for this talk.”

That earns him a little huff of laughter and Yoongi pressing a kiss to his neck in return. “Nothing to be sorry for. Maybe a little terrifying, but you’ve been like this for as long as I’ve known you. Sometimes you just need to let out a quick cry. That being said, we really don’t have to talk about this if you’re not up for it, and I’m sorry I hit you with it out of nowhere when you probably thought we were just gonna talk about me crawling into your bed and being needy as hell last night. Not that this is unrelated, but still.”

Namjoon pulls back far enough to look at Yoongi’s face, brushing some of his black hair out of the way and taking in the nervous look in his eyes before softly cupping his cheek. “Baby, I want you to understand how serious I am when I tell you that there is nothing I want to talk about more right now. I’ve wanted this for years, and I couldn’t possibly be more ready. Please tell me what you’ve been thinking about this, or last night, or your concerns – literally wherever you wanna begin.”

“Can we start with the exceptions? Cause I don’t want to disappoint you later.”

“Alright, I’d love to hear them.”

“I want to keep some of the pain pills and muscle relaxers on hand. Tae and Min-ah both get migraines occasionally, and every now and then my shoulder really bothers me, so I want them available for those moments. Probably just like ten or so of each? But I don’t want it to have to be a thing we hide anymore. Is that something… Could we do that?”

It’s never been a secret that Yoongi occasionally gives Taehyung something for his migraines. The change in the omega’s scent is noticeable, and he and Yoongi have never tried to hide it from the rest of them. The only big change here would be that Yoongi isn’t the one keeping them under lock and key (or wherever they were), and the muscle relaxers don’t make Namjoon any more nervous than the pain medication.

“That’s completely acceptable. How do you feel about them going in the main bathroom with the rest of our medical supplies?”

“Will Jin-hyung be okay with it?”

“I can guarantee you that he will. We’ve never been upset that you gave Taehyung-ah something to help with his migraines, and we only were with Jimin-ah because it felt like another secret in a whole mess of things being hidden from us.”

Yoongi’s eyes slip shut, and he lets out a sigh of relief. “Okay. I think…” His eyes crack back open and he looks up at Namjoon with a tiny smile tugging at the side of his mouth. “I really thought that was going to go over worse.”

“Do you need a minute? We can just stay like this,” Namjoon offers, rubbing one hand along Yoongi’s back and pressing a kiss to his temple.

“No, I’m okay. It’s not like any of this is bad, I guess. Just…”

“Would you like to tell me what brought on this change of heart? Is it because Minnie took some of your pills?”

“It’s not like that has nothing to do with it, but…” Yoongi trails off on a sigh, eyes flicking up to meet Namjoon’s. “There’s the fact that we have Yeonjun now, plus how shitty I felt about the last time I went off the rails… and then what you said sort of put me over the edge.”

Wait, what?

Namjoon doesn’t remember saying anything about Yoongi’s use of stimulants since the end of his mate’s last bender. “What did I say to you?”

“The other day when Tae and I split up to handle you and Seokjin-hyung, when you two still weren’t talking. It was– Actually, I shouldn’t be surprised you don’t remember. You were kind of mid-breakdown when you said it.”

The memories Namjoon has of that talk are definitely hazy in spots, especially toward the beginning when his mind was clouded with anger and hurt feelings. He does remember all of that bursting out of him like a dam breaking and sending him sobbing into Yoongi’s arms, but whatever he might have said at that point is completely lost to him.

“I’m sorry I don’t remember. What did I tell you?”

“You said that you still couldn’t… That you can’t even make sure I eat properly,” Yoongi mumbles, eyes dropping down to Namjoon’s chest. “I… I didn’t even realize it was something you thought about, especially when it’s been years since I dropped all that weight drinking Tae’s meal replacement shakes. I guess I… just sort of assumed everything was fine?”

Shit.

That’s definitely not how Namjoon meant to bring that topic up.

“I’m so sorry, pup. It is something I worry about, but that’s not how I meant to talk to you about it.”

“But…” Yoongi still isn’t looking at him, scent going a little muted.“If it’s been bugging you for years, did you really mean to talk to me about it at all?”

Namjoon gently reaches out to tip Yoongi’s chin up until they’re making eye contact and he can actually see all the uncertainty in his mate’s eyes. “Okay, that’s a fair question, but I have tried to talk to you about the pills before, and gently mentioned you possibly being underweight. You never seemed very open to discussing either of those things. Still, I admit I could have definitely done a better job of telling you it was on my mind.”

After a second or two of thought, Yoongi gives a little shake of his head and a shrug. “Alright, so we both kind of botched this one then. I know I’ve always been touchy about the pills – and honestly, when you’d mention my weight before my yearly physical or something, I just assumed you were fussing. I didn’t realize it was actually bothering you.”

Okay, time to be a little straightforward. The delicate touch obviously hasn’t worked.

“Baby, you’ve been underweight for years now. You were always thin, but after you stopped eating solid food and lost all that weight, you never quite made it back to healthy no matter what we did. Trying to encourage you to eat more only ever works in short bursts, and… It’s… This is hard. I don’t want to police your body or make you feel like I don’t adore you completely, but I do want to see you healthy. So yes, it does bother me, but only because I want to make sure my mate is taken care of.”

“I guess I just… don’t think about my body a lot? Or my health, really. I’ll try to do better, and I think it…” Yoongi trails off for a second, letting out a nervous little puff of laughter. “I think it might already be starting.”

The warm bubble of hope that those words form in Namjoon’s chest is nearly enough to bring a fresh set of tears to his eyes, but he’s able to breathe through it and just smile at his mate instead. “Talk to me about it. You said you haven’t taken anything since India? Were you taking a lot there?”

“Not a lot exactly. More like a reasonable amount every day? I wasn’t trying to stay up for days on end. Just wanted to make sure I was sharp and trying to fight the time change, but… I… I don’t know if…” Yoongi trails off, shaking his head. "Sorry."

“It’s okay, pup. Tell me where that thought was going?”

“I don’t know if I really needed them – but I genuinely mean that I don’t know. I think that’s the part of this I’m worried about the most. What if I do need them to work effectively? How disappointed will all of you be if I decide I have to start taking them again?”

It’s a fair question.

Namjoon is completely certain about his mate’s capabilities, but he knows that Yoongi is used to taking stimulants whenever things get particularly hectic or intense. Invalidating those concerns won’t do him any good, but he also doesn’t want to set a bunch of black-and-white conditions about how to move forward either…

“While I want you to know that I think you’re perfectly capable without them, I understand why you might be worried about that. Are you open to talking with me and Jin if you start to feel like that’s the case? Then we’d at least be able to consider some other options first. We shouldn’t have a lot of work coming up, so this feels like the perfect time to try and figure it all out.”

After a moment or two of consideration, Yoongi gives a nod. “I can do that. Wanna talk to him about it anyway; I just wanted to go over it with you first.” He lets out a puff of laughter as Namjoon’s scent spikes with pride. “I probably shouldn’t be surprised that you’d like that.”

“Can’t help it. The alpha part of me will always appreciate that you come to me first – just like you did last night. Do you want to tell me about that? You said you felt weird?”

“Yeah. For a while now, I guess? I didn’t think much of it that day with Min-ah where you walked in and we took care of him together, and having everyone together in the house hasn’t felt too different, but last night… I dunno. It’s like my alpha instincts are just… more? Kind of hard to control? We went out to get some groceries so the omegas could bake and I was just getting more and more anxious and irritable, like I needed to get them back home – or to the apartment at least.”

“Was something about the grocery store putting you on edge?”

“Not any more than any other grocery store. I don’t know. It was just weird, but having them here in the house feels better.”

It’s definitely a feeling that Namjoon knows well. Some days are worse than others, but during the times when his anxiety is especially high, having his pack out of the house and in the open can feel like torture. It isn’t even so much that he feels like something specific or terrible is going to happen, but just that his nerves scream for him to get them back inside where they’ll be safe and secure. (And where he can fuss over them and scent them to his heart's content.)

“I can definitely understand that feeling, and I know you’re not really used to that happening for you. You mentioned the other night with Min-ah too. It did seem like you were feeling very possessive of him – although you were also excited to share. Did you still feel somewhat out of control then?”

“A little, maybe? It was sort of tangled with how upset I was about everything that happened while we were in India, but as soon as you were in the room with us, I… I would have let you knot him instead if you’d wanted. It was more about him knowing he’s ours than about him knowing he’s mine.”

That’s something that will never stop pleasing Namjoon. No matter how deep Yoongi is in his instincts – even in the thick of his rut – he still thinks of Namjoon as his alpha. The fact that he could be minutes away from knotting his omega, yet still be willing to offer him up to his alpha and have his possessive urges met that way instead… That satisfaction just stacks on top of everything Namjoon already feels about today, leaving him utterly in love and just so happy.

It’s a feeling he has to express with a kiss.

Yoongi lets out a little hum of surprise as their lips meet, but he accepts the gentle kiss, leaning happily into it while allowing Namjoon to dictate the pace. Honestly, that’s ideal. It allows Namjoon to keep the whole thing achingly sweet and perfectly chaste, to hopefully communicate just how much this all means to him. A few delicate pecks later and he pulls back to give Yoongi a smile, taking in the dusting of pink on his mate’s cheeks.

“Sorry, I just needed a minute. You have no idea how happy I am that you’re here talking to me about all of this, but I’ll try to stay on topic instead of just gushing about that. Is the uptick in your alpha instincts the only change you’ve noticed so far? Do you think it’s because you haven’t taken anything since we got back from India?”

“I mean, it’s not like nothing else has happened. All the chaos, the seven of us finally living together, their heats coming up… but I don’t know. I don’t think it’s too wild to assume that maybe my hormone levels might need some time to even out?” Yoongi bites at his lips for a second and then admits quietly, “S’not the only change either.”

“No? What else, baby?”

“I was hungry last night – for one of those cupcakes.”

A fresh wave of excitement rolls through Namjoon at that. He saw the boxes of cupcakes on their kitchen counter this morning, all frosted in a whole host of different colors with varying degrees of skill. Normally something like that wouldn’t appeal to Yoongi at all, so maybe… “Yeah? Did you eat one? How did it feel?”

“It was good. I know Min-ah’s recipes usually are, but I expected it to be too sweet.”

“Did you make it through the whole thing?”

Yoongi gives a little nod. “Haven’t been craving another one or anything, but that was still weird for me. I guess I’m hoping it means that maybe my appetite will start to get a little better. I was trying to find snacks the day after you made that comment to me, but nothing sounded good at all. It’s way easier when the food is actually appealing.”

“Even if you couldn’t find anything, I love that you were trying to eat, pup. It means so much that you put in that kind of effort.”

“Not a big deal,” Yoongi says with a shrug, though he freezes halfway through the motion. “Oh god – I almost forgot. You wanna know what was a big huge deal?”

This is clearly a change of topic, but Namjoon feels ready to accept that. They’ve hit the important parts of this conversation, and there’s plenty of room for them to follow up in the future. “Did something happen?”

“Sure fucking did. When we got back from grabbing cupcake supplies last night, the omegas started talking about whether they want kids. They were going on about how cute Kook-ah might look with a big belly, and you should have seen the way Min-ah’s face went all dreamy thinking about being pregnant. I thought I was going to die on the goddamn spot, and– Wow, your scent is… Actually, I don’t know what else I was expecting here.”

To be fair, Namjoon’s scent is spiking so hard that even he can catch it in the air – but how could it not?

Starting a family is something they’ve all talked about wanting at some point, but Taehyung has always been on the fence about getting pregnant. Not that he’s outright said no or that he doesn’t want to, but giving up his work for nine months already feels like a big ask, let alone the next year or two. While the thought of pups seems to delight him, the actual process of having them is something else entirely, and having other omegas in their pack could definitely present another option for that when they all decide they're ready.

And the thought of seeing Jungkook or Jimin bred up with their pups is enticing to say the least. Maybe Taehyung would be more excited to look after a pregnant omega than to be the pregnant omega? God, that would be–

“And here I thought I had it bad,” Yoongi says, letting out a little laugh and kissing Namjoon on the cheek. “You too, huh?”

“Of course. I… The thought is just so…” Namjoon finds himself at a loss for words, a wide smile stretching across his face. “Did Taehyung-ah seem more excited at the thought of those two pregnant?”

“Completely, at least for the minute or so they spent talking about it.”

“That short?”

Yoongi gives a thin little smile, leaning into Namjoon’s neck and nosing at his scent gland. “Only because I couldn’t handle it. My instincts were already going haywire, and without you and Jin-hyung there… I ended up asking if we could save the talk for later.”

That captures Namjoon’s attention entirely. He can imagine Yoongi squirming in his chair while the omegas talked about what they might look like pregnant, getting all dreamy eyed when they're already flushed and syrupy from alcohol. Poor thing was probably wishing he could knot them full right then and there, but what he really needed was his alpha to help him process.

The image forming in Namjoon's head is good enough to send a growl rolling out of him and he leans in to give a gentle bite just above Yoongi’s scent gland, enjoying the way his mate gasps and arches his neck up into it immediately. Honestly, the reaction is so lovely that Namjoon presses his teeth in again when he’s done, this time directly below Yoongi’s scent gland.

The second bite earns him a whimper.

“Joon, hell. That’s…”

“You’re too precious, pup,” Namjoon mutters, one hand gripping tight at Yoongi’s hip. “I know how much you love the thought of your omegas all bred up, but your instincts couldn’t handle it last night, huh? Not without your alpha there?”

“They were all so hot already, but they were also pretty drunk and I just needed to get them home. It’s not… I don’t want them to think we can’t talk about it. I want to – but it would be better if you were there. Jin-hyung too.”

“We’ll find some time to talk about it as a pack,” Namjoon assures him, tongue running once over his scent gland so that he can enjoy the sweet taste of cinnamon blooming warmer by the moment. “Now, would you like a proper nip? You’ve done so well coming to talk to me about all of this… Why not let me reward you a little?”

Rather than answer, Yoongi just tips his head to give Namjoon easier access, letting out a little sigh of pleasure at the first gentle press of teeth against his scent gland.

*******

Hoseok is ready and waiting the moment that Minhyuk texts to let him know the mail has arrived at the front gate.

He’s been doing some shopping in preparation for their plan to help Jimin’s heat come naturally, and as the local plushie expert, a significant number of those gifts are soft and squishy. Of course more than half of them are new nesting materials, but he and Jinnie picked those out together. Yoongi has purchased a bunch of good bath products for them, and just got the wood in yesterday to build some custom shelving to hold it all. Namjoonie has been busy sourcing antique furniture and all sorts of decorative items that catch Taehyungie’s eye.

That’s far from everything of course. They’ve all been shopping whenever they can manage, and by the end of the week, they should be more than ready to begin their gift giving barrage.

Keeping it all a secret has been an interesting challenge, but it helps that Jiminie and Jungkookie are still getting settled into daily life in the house. With their future bedroom in the process of receiving its finishing touches (though the painting should be done tomorrow), they tend to just fall into a different bed every night. Daytime usually means spending some time unpacking their things or grabbing another load from the apartment. Most of the boxes are ending up in the basement for now, but they’ll be upstairs in their rightful place soon enough.

Honestly, Joonie and Jungkookie make carrying heavy boxes look good enough that Hoseok might consider selling tickets if he wasn’t so keen to keep the sight to himself… But he has plenty of time to enjoy that in the coming weeks.

For now, he slips his shoes on and darts down their long driveway to go and grab his packages. It’s a good chance to check in with security in person too, especially with Shownu in the main office today. They talk a little about security plans for the final pieces of Jimin and Jungkook’s move, the end of the lease for the apartment across the street they’ve been working out of, and a few other odds and ends. Once he’s done, Hoseok loads his arms up with three reasonably sized (but quite light) boxes, and then stuffs the actual paper mail in between two of the boxes for safe keeping.

It’s not until he’s back inside the house and has hidden his packages away in the back of his closet that he realizes what else came in the mail. Tucked between a couple of envelopes for Jinnie and advertisements from some local shops, Hoseok finds a letter addressed to Jungkook. There’s no postage on it, and no return address listed, but it’s not hard to guess where it likely came from.

He’s gotta find Jungkookie right now.

The house is relatively empty this morning, but he knows that Jungkook is still around somewhere. He could try texting, but… There’s one place he should check first.

After dropping the other mail off in the kitchen for Jinnie, Hoseok heads for the basement. The sound of music from Jimin’s studio is the first thing he hears, but there’s light coming from just across the hall as well. Perfect.

The door to Jungkook’s studio space is already halfway open, but Hoseok still gives it a little knock before gently pushing it open the rest of the way. Inside, he finds Jungkook hard at work on the early stages of a painting. It’s little more than blotches of color and some faint outlines at the moment, but Hoseok has seen firsthand how Jungkook works up from vague shapes into beautifully detailed pictures. It’s honestly fascinating to watch.

At the sound of the knock, Jungkook turns around. He’s wearing ripped old jeans and a white t-shirt, both of which are already covered in dried splotches of paint, though Hoseok thinks he might spot a couple of fresh ones – including a tiny streak of bright red in the omega’s hair.

“Hey hyung,” Jungkook says cheerfully, waving with his free hand and holding his brush in the other. “What’s up?”

“This was in the mail for you.” Hoseok holds out the letter so Jungkookie can see that it’s been addressed to him.

The omega reaches out for it, freezing halfway through the motion and sucking in a breath. “I… That’s my mom’s handwriting, but there’s no…” He swallows audibly and takes the letter from Hoseok’s hand. “She must have had someone drop it off personally.”

“Less risk that way. Are you going to open it? I can go if you don’t want–”

“Please don’t leave,” Jungkook interrupts, expression falling a little as he turns around and sets his paintbrush down, hands shaking. “I just want… Can we…” He gestures vaguely toward the door and takes a step forward.

It’s not hard at all to figure out what he wants, so Hoseok takes one of the omega’s hands and guides him across the hall to where Jimin is working on some choreography. It takes no time at all for him to catch sight of the two of them in the mirror, gaze immediately snapping to Jungkook as he stops his dancing and whips around. Music is still playing through the speakers, but the volume is low enough for them to hear each other easily.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” Jimin asks, walking up to them with clear concern on his face. He must not have been down here long. His cheeks are barely flushed with exertion, sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt hanging from his body, while his blonde hair is pulled up in a short little ponytail. After a moment, his eyes find the letter in Jungkook’s hand. “Is that…”

“From my mom,” Jungkook croaks. There are no tears in his eyes yet, but his hands still tremble as he shows Jimin the front of it. “Look, it’s her writing.”

“Just came this morning,” Hoseok says. “Do you wanna go somewhere to read it, honey? The nest?”

Jungkook shakes his head, turning the letter over and carefully tearing it open.

“I’ll get the music,” Jimin says. “Hoseok-hyung will take you over to the couch so we can sit, okay?”

Not wanting to waste any time, Hoseok does just that, wrapping an arm around Jungkookie’s waist and steering him toward the little loveseat that Taehyungie insisted on them having down here. Admittedly, he’s really glad that it’s here now, especially since it offers plenty of room for Jiminie to join them.

Once the music is off and Jungkook is sandwiched between them on the couch, he takes a steadying breath. “I’m… I think I’m ready. You guys can read it too."

Hoseok is practically overjoyed to get to share this moment with the two of them, his heart pounding in his chest as Jungkook slowly unfolds the handwritten letter and they all begin to read.

~

Jungkook,

It sounds like you’ve finally moved in with your new pack. I’m not sure that you’ll want to come home after everything that’s happened, but it’s hard to express just how much I would love to be able to see you. I know there will be a lot of work required on my end if I want to repair our relationship, but there’s nothing I want more on this earth. Please consider this an open invitation to return to Busan whenever you feel ready, and I'll make sure everything you need is taken care of.

I’d love the opportunity to meet your pack as well. Until we’ve had the chance to discuss your security together, I’ll stick to this less direct communication. The last thing I want is to lose you now that the opportunity to right my wrongs has finally come.

I have attached Jackson’s phone number. If and when you’re ready to see me, please reach out to him and we’ll make sure you’re safe on the journey. I love you and I miss you more than I can possibly express. I’ll clear my schedule the moment you’re able to come. Please give me the chance to make things right.

Love,

Mom

~

There’s a phone number listed at the bottom of the page, written in the same steady hand as the rest of the letter.

Hoseok is certain that Jungkookie will want to go home to visit. There’s no way he’ll pass up the opportunity to reunite with his family, no matter how messy the feelings are – and of course the rest of them will be happy to accompany him. In his mind, Hoseok is already creating a checklist of everything that will need to be handled for them to go. The plane ride itself won’t be too terribly long. They could easily go there and back in a single day, or stay in Busan overnight. Hotels will be easy enough to book, at least assuming they wouldn’t be staying in the Jeon compound itself, which actually does seem more likely considering–

He can figure all of this out later with Jinnie.

For now, Hoseok focuses his attention back on Jungkookie, taking in the way his scent is shifting from content to distressed in quick little puffs, fingers gripping the letter tightly as he bites at his bottom lip. Jiminie is watching too, clearly finished reading as well. He has one hand rubbing slow circles into Jungkook’s back, a patient smile on his face.

“We should– I…” Jungkook trails off, swallowing audibly before trying again. “I want to go.”

“Then we’ll go,” Jimin answers, leaning in to press a kiss against Jungkook’s temple. “How do you feel about her meeting everyone?”

“If you aren’t ready for that yet, we can certainly come up another time,” Hoseok offers. "The last thing we want to do is pressure you if that feels like too big of a step."

Jungkook turns to him with tears welling in his eyes, blinking twice before he asks, “Do you think… Will everyone want to come?”

“Of course we will, honey. Your family is so important to you that there’s no way I wouldn’t want to meet them – and that goes for the rest of our mates as well. As long as you’re ready, we’re ready.”

“I do want that, but… There’s not that much time left before our heats, and I want to be sure Jiminie isn’t traveling in the couple of weeks before… I guess what I mean is that I would want to go soon.”

“Kookie, it’s okay if we travel before our heats,” Jimin says. “Seeing your mom after all these years would be more than worth–”

“No,” Jungkook interrupts. “I’ve waited this long, and I can wait one more month if I have to. Before anything else, I want to make sure that we have our heats together and don’t mess up your cycle. And I know there are medical interventions, but I just… Please, this is important to me, hyung.”

Jimin caves in an instant. “Of course, baby. Whatever you want. We can make it work this week – even if it’s only you and me this time.”

“It doesn’t have to be,” Hoseok says. “I can guarantee you that we’ll make time to be there with you, Jungkookie. Whatever it takes. If you want us there, we’ll be there.”

“I do,” Jungkook says, face turning down toward his lap as he lets out a sniffle and the first tears finally fall down onto his paint-stained jeans. “I really do. I just– I can’t believe it’s finally time, and…”

“Come here, gorgeous,” Hoseok says, opening his arms and finding himself nearly tackled back into the couch with how fast Jungkook practically launches into his embrace. The omega buries his face straight into Hoseok’s neck, wet tears falling onto the skin as he takes shaky breaths and trembles with the force of his crying. “There you go. It’s okay, honey. You just let it out and me and Jiminie will be right here looking after you.”

It doesn’t seem like Jungkookie could hold back if he wanted to now, tears falling freely as Jiminie wraps himself around Jungkook’s back and effectively sandwiches him against Hoseok.

That’s alright. It’s not like there’s any rush. There isn’t a single doubt in Hoseok’s mind that the rest of their mates will drop everything to be there with Jungkookie in Busan.

~~

He’s right, of course.

Joonie and Jinnie start making phone calls the second that Jungkook shares his news with them, and Taehyungie literally bolts out of the living room to go grab Yoongi so they can all hear about their impending trip together. It seems to do wonders for Jungkookie's mood, the support of his pack clearing up the last of his lingering doubts and giving him the courage to call the number his mom wrote in her letter.

The rest of them stand there with him in the kitchen, some having their own little discussions while Jungkook makes his call. Hoseok only catches bits of the phone conversation over the other chatter happening, but it’s enough for him to be able to tell that Jungkook is clearly familiar with this ‘Jackson’ guy on the other end of the call.

After a minute or two of rather hushed discussion, Jungkookie looks up at the rest of them and asks, “Do you guys care if we stay in Busan for one night? They can put us up in the guest house, and–”

“Anything you want, pup,” Namjoon says. He’s barely left Jungkook’s side in the past twenty minutes, keeping an arm wrapped around the omega’s back at all times like the protective alpha that he is.

It’s adorable, honestly.

Jungkook grins and turns back to his conversation on the phone. It only takes another minute or so before he’s hanging up his call and smiling back at all of them. “Thank you guys so much for being willing to go with me. This is… I can’t believe it’s actually happening.”

“Of course, darling,” Jinnie says, scooting up to Jungkook’s other side and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “We’re entirely looking forward to the experience.”

“When are we going?” Yoongi asks. “Do I have some time to pack a bag or do we need to start getting ready like now?”

“Oh, nothing that soon. I figured we could go up Thursday and come home on Friday, so that at least gives us a couple of days to get ready.”

Hoseok pulls out his phone straight away. “I’ll start booking our flights. That way we can–”

“You don’t have to do that, hyung,” Jungkook says. “Mom already told security to set up something private for us. Jackson-ssi will text me the details within the hour, so all we’ll need to do is show up at whatever airport they decide on.”

Taehyung lets out a little gasp. “Wow, she’s really rolling out the red carpet for us, huh?”

That has Jiminie laughing in no time as he wraps himself around Taehyungie’s back. “She likes to make good impressions. Expect dinner and drinks – oh, and super comfy beds. The guest house never disappoints. Me and Kookie used to sneak in there as kids and pretend we were staying at a fancy hotel all by ourselves.”

“They started locking it after we jumped on all the beds an hour before there were supposed to be visitors staying there. I thought Jinyoung-ssi was going to strangle us for that one. It was his first week on guard duty for the guest house and we slipped past him no problem.”

“Not like the locks really kept us out after that either.”

“Yeah, because you'd already figured out how to pick them by that point,” Jungkook says with a giggle. “God, it’s gonna be weird to be staying there as actual guests.”

Hoseok can imagine the two of them as young teens, both with just enough developing skills to get them into a whole host of trouble around the Jeon estate. He had some chances to run wild in his younger years as well (mostly because his parents just wanted him out of their hair), and those are some of his fondest memories. It’s nice to think that the three of them shared that in a way, getting into places they shouldn’t have been and making a bit of a silly mess of things – then doing their best to talk their way out of trouble.

He can’t wait to get a better look at the places from their stories, and hopefully hear a whole bunch of new ones.

“Do you think your original bedroom was left intact?” Namjoon asks.

“Knowing mom? Yeah, probably. She wouldn’t have thrown any of my things out, especially not if she was feeling bad about cutting off contact – which apparently she was.” Even that observation isn’t quite enough to penetrate the lightness Jungkook has found since his phone call. There are no fresh tears welling up in his eyes, just a wide smile that makes him look so pretty it almost isn’t even fair. “Maybe I can show it to you guys. I’m sure she’ll let me give you a tour around the house, and maybe the rest of the compound too.”

Hoseok isn’t sure whether he should ask the question on his mind, but in the end he can’t quite help himself. “Do we have to avoid Minnie’s family home? You said your last time speaking with them ended in a threat against your life.”

Jimin snorts out a laugh. “They wouldn’t fucking dare. Not while I’m a guest of the Jeon family.”

“That had better be the case,” Taehyung says, an edge of glee in his voice that has nothing to do with their otherwise lighthearted discussion. “If anyone takes a shot at you, they’ll be answering to me – and I do not play nice with people who hurt my mates.”

“Don’t worry,” Jungkook says. “Jiminie’s parents are dumb, not suicidal. The only person who murders anyone on our property is us – and security, I suppose. Either way, there’s no chance that those two would ever give up their spot in the compound.”

Taehyungie just gives a little shrug, flashing Jungkook a wink. “I suppose I’ll have to keep my knives to myself then.”

Notes:

Next week, we're finally heading back to Busan. See you there! <3

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