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The Greatest Changes Do Hurt The Most by imfeelinguntouchable
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
10 Oct 2025
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When marriages fail you either call a marriage councillor or a divorce lawyer.
Unless you are the following people:
Thomas and Angelica Jefferson, who decided to council themselves
Eliza and Alex Hamilton, who just instead make out with the nearest cute gay available
John Laurens and Maria Reynolds, who arnet married unless you count the platonic playground wedding. They dont know how they got mixed up with the Hamiltons but all is fair in love, after all.
Or, angst fic in which relationships must be fixed. Some are salvaged, others are let go. New ones are formed.
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“That’s it? Red light green light?” The person next to Alex turned to ask him, and he shrugged in response.
“I guess so.” He answered simply.
All of the players lined up against the white line on the ground, separating the gathering area and the playing field. He peered through the crowd, trying to spot Lafayette, but he still was unable to find him. Well, after all, it didn’t matter much— they’d find each other after the first game. Alex braced himself, planting his feet firmly into the sand. The voice was heard once again.
“The game will now begin.”- - -
Alexander Hamilton, an impoverished orphan in New York is approached by a recruiter with the opportunity to win a handsome cash prize in return for playing children’s games. Alex soon realizes there are more to these games than just money— Love, loss, and grief. How will he survive in these games, while also protecting those he cares about?
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Alexander Hamilton is haunted by dreams and hallucinations of his dead best friend, John Laurens. Alexander can't grasp the reality that John is actually dead, but between the countless amounts of papers he has to write leaving him sleep deprived and the fact that whenever he closes his eyes he sees John, the dreams and hallucinations only get worse, and pretty soon Alexander has trouble deciphering between what's real and what's fake.
Febuwhump Day 5: Not Trusting Reality
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- Part 5 of febuwhump 2025!! ☆
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As Philip Hamilton figures out how to stand, Alexander thinks about when he was fighting the war with his best friend John Laurens. He just imagined how much John would joke about the resemblance between himself and Alexander's son once he met Philip.
However, Eliza interrupts Alexander's memory with a letter from John's parents that causes the world to break under Alexander Hamilton.Febuwhump Day 2: Holding Back Tears
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- Part 2 of febuwhump 2025!! ☆
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A Tale of Misunderstandings and Misfortune by orphan_account
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
19 Dec 2024
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The Ten Duel Commandments (but different...) by madgesundersee
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
02 Dec 2024
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it's everything the title says, although the archive warnings give something away ;) have fun crying
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Alexander Hamilton can't cope with the loss of John Laurens. He stands on a bridge at night.
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There is something to be said for the human mind's peculiar ability to refuse to comprehend. Because it's a simple thing, really, to understand and to reconcile to—in a war, men die. John is—gone, according to the letter on his desk. Gone. And yet—
And yet.
or; Alexander in the moments after he receives the letter informing him of John's death.
WTM Prompt 25—Chicago—"He Had It Coming."
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- Part 25 of adler's wtm fics
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Tears From Those Who Passed by violntfemme
Fandoms: 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF, Historical RPF
24 Mar 2024
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'To whom it may concern,
As of the date of August 27, 1782, the revolutionary officer, John Laurens has been reported dead after involvement in a skirmish with the British at the Combahee river.'
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what the water gave me by adlerthetranscender
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, American Revolution RPF, 18th Century CE RPF
09 Mar 2024
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Caught up in writing as he is, it takes Alexander nigh an hour to register the murmur of water flowing down the walls of his tent as the only sound disturbing the silence besides the soft scratching of his quill. He thinks nothing of it, at first; if water was any kind of issue, he wouldn't have jumped into the Schuylkill river, nor joined the army in the first place.
With the first crash of thunder, his grip on his quill falters.
or; my take on the "Hamilton is scared of storms" trope.
WTM Prompt 23—Be More Chill—Panic Attack
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- Part 23 of adler's wtm fics
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Loyalties Mangled At What Cost? by violntfemme
Fandoms: 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
03 Mar 2024
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“Wh-whats the fucking point of this?! Why are you b-back to trying to kill me, exactly?!”
“I just have to!” His voice rang in Laurens’ ears. No. It wasn't his normal voice. It wasn't anger. There was a squeak sounded in the middle of his words, a crack of composure he had built so long ago. Laurens’ eyes lifted up to meet his.
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Hamilton realizes the only way to save himself from the hurt of falling for the enemy is to kill them.
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- Part 2 of Redcoat Ham AU
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make me love myself (so that i might love you) by adlerthetranscender
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, American Revolution RPF, 18th Century CE RPF
02 Mar 2024
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Alexander fixes him with a glare and nods, "No. You have been avoiding me for the better part of an entire week; I demand to know why. In fact, the nature of our relationship considered, I daresay you owe me an explanation of—"
"I owe you nothing," John interjects, but his expression shutters, and immediately Alexander understands.
"Ah, so that is the issue," he says coldly, trying to keep the hurt out of his voice. "Our relationship."
or; John deals with internalised homophobia. Badly.
WTM Prompt 15—West Side Story—Prejudices
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- Part 15 of adler's wtm fics
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unholy confessions by adlerthetranscender
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, 18th Century CE RPF
26 Feb 2024
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Having locked the door to his office, Alexander Hamilton sits alone at his desk and gently cradles a stack of papers in his hands.
His aspect betrays no visible emotion, his eyes are dry; but his fingers tremble minutely where they run over the printed words, as if they can feel his wife's familiar script encased within every letter.
Eliza, his loving wife. Eliza, the mother of his children. Eliza, the adulteress.
or; instead of Alexander, Eliza is the one who has an affair. He finds out, and it goes about as well as you'd imagine.
WTM Prompt 7—The Last Five Years—Infidelity
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- Part 7 of adler's wtm fics
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What if Francis Kinloch paid his ex-lover John Laurens a visit while he was a Prisoner of War?
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Almost like Hamilton watches 'Hamilton' except they go back to their timeline and fix everything, leading to Lin-Manuel Miranda to write Hamilton differently. This is gonna be a long fic. Also, Gay marriage is legal so- Lams and other gay ships because yes.
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You are what you loathe by Fireflame99
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
01 Dec 2021
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[February, 1778]
Washington had ridden out with a few men to go and greet Von Steuben before his official entry. When he had returned, he was in a knot of emotions that he hadn't quite properly correlated to the aides despite their queries — Whatever had left the general so mystified was unbeknownst to them all, but they hadn't prodded further when he lastly didn't even acknowledge one of their questions. Afterward, they'd decided it must have just been a long day. Though Hamilton and Laurens remained weary of the man all the same.
(Or; the gay man finally arrives, bringing hopes and worries for Laurens and hamilton)
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- Part 12 of a very essential Aegis
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Based on a youtube video -
When Alexander Hamilton recieves word that his best friend and lover has died. He throughs himself into his work. But when he's not working what does he do?
He's writing a letter to john, a letter he swears will make his palaces and cathedrals fall to build him his own country of words.
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I'm Mr. Loverman by crazychlo08
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
19 Feb 2021
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Inspired by Ricky Mongomery's "Mr. Loverman" I delve into a character study of John Laurens and Alexander Hamilton's relationship but in short spurts of one shots, it's not gonna go in any specific order, just with some prompts (the song lyrics) and I do admit I will be writing things I crave to read so have fun!
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Passion The Life and Loves of Alexander Hamilton, Book 1: The Islands, Library Edition by DianeAwen
Fandoms: Hamilton - Fandom
19 Feb 2021
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A novelized account of Alexander Hamilton's childhood in the Caribbean islands. The first book in a series that will cover his whole life. This is the edited (censored) version. The unedited version is available on Amazon.
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~Prompts~
Hamilton Week (January 1st-11th)
1- Height Difference
2- Coffee Shop AU
3- Letters/Writing
4-Injured?Patch up
5- Childhood
6- Near Death/Saves Life
7- Winter
8- Marriage
9- First impressions
10- Drunk/Alcohol
11- Birthday