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Once found, Once lost by Mentalists
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), l - Fandom
22 Oct 2025
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Ochako can't place a time in her life where the desire to have never been born was there. Or where she didn't want to cut herself, or felt desire. Ochako isn't sure she can place anything anymore.
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We all fall apart by thatforgottenbasilisk
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
22 Oct 2025
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Something is wrong with Dabi.
It's nothing that Tomura can quite put a finger on. He just knows, deep in his very soul, that something is off about him. Something about the way he moves. Something about the way he stands.
Something has always been wrong with Dabi. Something has told Tomura from the very moment that they met that Dabi wasn't right. Something about him was worse than the violent murderers and cannibals in the room; something about this unknown, this not-even-a-villain with a clean ledger, it made him the most intimidating in the room no matter who else is there.
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It Seemed Like a Good Idea (At the Time). by hannahhook7744
Fandoms: Descendants (Disney Movies), The Isle of the Lost Series - Melissa de la Cruz
22 Oct 2025
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The Badun Detective Agency gets a group chat.
Needless to say, Jace Badun is about to get a lot of headaches.
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- Part 23 of The Badun Detective Agency
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A Second Cup Of Tea by IAmMOC
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
22 Oct 2025
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He thought back to the hours he’d spent behind those impenetrable walls. In that maze of a tower, hiding himself away from grief and guilt. Wielding a symbol of fear and death and triumphantly smiling as he did so. Cutting his braid off and watching it fall to the ground, meaningless.
Walking among slaves as if he wasn’t one himself.
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Sidious manipulates Anakin to believe Obi-Wan is dead, causing him to fall to the dark side much earlier than in the movies. Meanwhile, Obi-Wan and the Jedi think Anakin is dead, and that the new Sith by the name of Darth Vader is a pretty odd one.
(This is basically a shit ton of Anakin angst)
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"When I woke up after that night, I felt disappointed," he began, not looking James in the eye. "not at Sirius or at Snape. I felt disappointed because.. because I woke up, I guess," James reared back, his heart sinking to his stomach. "I felt disappointed because, after years of trying to convince myself that I wasn't like other werewolves, that I was still good, that I wasn't a monster... I was proven wrong."
OR: After The Prank that Sirius plays on Snape, Remus decides to leave Hogwarts. He spirals into self-hatred, doing anything to forget about his former friends and "monstrous" self. Eventually, though, his friends find him. Things only get worse after that.
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Someone Else is Screaming by huunty
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
22 Oct 2025
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Yuuji takes a deep breath and steels himself. He makes himself grin, wider than he ever has before, and laughs that laugh he knows and loathes so much. “What a wonderful era to be reawakened!” he crows. “So now, where are all of the– oh, screw it.” His shoulders fall with his grin and Yuuji waves sheepishly. “Hi, Megumi. I’m Yuuji from a future where Actual-Sukuna kills basically everyone. Wanna bother Gojo-sensei to get us some Kikufuku from Kikusuian?”
(Currently: writing ch 9)
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A tale of two twins, both eternal optimists, both concealing the struggles hidden within.
Fred Weasley; traumatised by the death of his brother Percy and plagued with survivors guilt, finds himself falling for Hermione Granger, his little brother’s ex.
George Weasley; haunted by nightmares of losing his twin and struggling to accept his own sexuality, meets Theodore Nott. A man who turns his world upside down.
Will misunderstandings and secrets come between the tightly knit twins? And will either of them allow themselves the love they deserve? Because in the end, nothing else matters.
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The Winter Nurse by MalvaLava
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
22 Oct 2025
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A shadow in the blizzard approaches...
A slow burn romance between a post Captain America - The Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes trying to end the Winter Soldier curse and a runaway nurse with a dark past.
This was the first ever Marvel, and Bucky, fiction I ever wrote.
It is part of the Unexpected Letter serie!Series
- Part 2 of The Unexpected Letter
- Part 6 of Bucky Barnes Stories
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To Fall is to Have Once Soared by kiwisqueeze
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
22 Oct 2025
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For almost as long as he could remember, Tails knew what it was like to fly.
Now, he wonders what it’s like to fall.Or:
I project onto Tails and make him Very mentally ill.
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High Infidelity by hurricxneamelia, thetbone
Fandoms: Agatha All Along (TV), WandaVision (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The White Lotus (TV)
22 Oct 2025
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"If Agatha can’t have joy, she’ll take power. If she can’t have friends, she’ll take victims. If she can’t have love, she’ll take this — fucking someone’s wife at a luxury resort."
Rio Vidal is a lawyer stuck in a toxic marriage. Agatha Harkness is a con artist on the heels of a nasty divorce. The two cross paths at a Sicilian hotel and start an affair that will change their lives forever.
Or: the White Lotus AU.
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Sable, a barista and occult podcast host in Hemlock Grove, catches the eye of Roman Godfrey. He hires her to perform a dark ritual, offering cash and a glimpse at a real mythical creature in return for her service.
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Da hab‘ ich viele blasse Leichen
Beschworen mit Wortesmacht;
Die wollen nun nicht mehr weichen
Zurück in die alte Nacht.
(Heinrich Heine - Da hab’ ich viele blasse Leichen)Whumptober-Sammlung 2025
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parasomnia
noun /ˌpær.əˈsɒm.ni.ə/
a type of sleep disorder that causes unusual activities during sleep, for example sleepwalking“They speak of True Love, don't they?” Sebek spoke, his mouth full of ash, as he realised if Silver was still having his sleep attacks he wasn't Silver's True Love. His eyes started watering immediately at the thought, the ache suffusing his entire body, as Sebek knew Silver was his. He knew, with every inch of his soul, that Silver was a part of him. Was his better half, was meant to be beside him forever, and yet…
He wasn't Silver's.
A sequel to Somnambulism.
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- Part 5 of Somnambulism
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Immortal Free Fall by iluvvmuffins
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Oct 2025
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Midoriya Izuku. Quirkless. Useless. Broken. These words defined him. After a lifetime of torment and a crushing rejection from his hero, Kacchan's words echoed in his mind. “Why don’t you take a swan dive off the roof and hope for a Quirk in your next life?”
So he did.
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Izuku finds out he has a quirk after all, and he can't die. Using this to his advantage, he becomes a Vigilante, and along the way grows close with a certain underground hero and his husband.
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- Part 1 of muffin's multi chap fics
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Dean’s entire life has been a string of bad luck: some because he’s suffered the consequences of drug kingpin John Winchester’s terrible decision-making, some because he seems to have inherited the trait. After being attacked in an alley, Dean is saved by a mysterious man in a trench coat. Castiel turns out to be a cop determined to arrest two key players in Chicago's illegal drug game; a corrupt politician, and a murderous drug dealer with a dark connection to Dean. He offers Dean an opportunity to turn his life around, in exchange for helping Cas gain access to these people. Their cover story? Castiel, or rather, 'Jimmy', is Dean’s new boyfriend.
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Bloodletting by vinus
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
22 Oct 2025
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After a show of poor etiquette at a recent ball, the Targaryens choose to absolve their transgressions against your household with the hand of their second son in marriage. As a family of untouchably high social standing, this should be a godsend. But as you navigate the strange and disturbing customs of your courtship, you discover your new family may be as dark as the night they covet, and seem to be burdened with a secret so terrible, none dare to speak it.
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Amy Rose is a well known therapist and psychiatrist in her home town, Station Square. Many remember their sessions alongside her as being relieving, challenging and engaging, and freeing, even. Of course, all her patients seem to have recovered in some way or another, or at least control their respective disorders.
And yet, Miss Rose was known for her another very peculiar and uncommon thing: she liked visiting the Square Mental Asylum at least once a month. She enjoyed talking to the patients and offering them goods that they were missing on, with them being separated from the outside world.
Until one day, one another one of her visits she is drawn towards the Maximum Security area of the building, which she had never been at yet, hence she didn’t know there were patients there, by a loud commotion. The distress is caused by a rather interesting patient, who instantly catches her eye.
After a long talk with said patient in her own cell, she discovers that she suffered from many mental illnesses, mostly revolving around stress disorders. Amy notices her deteriorating condition and convinces the Asylum staff to let her out. Of course, the condition was that she’d constantly study and watch over the patient… -
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Homeowner struggles with the depth of his loneliness but agoraphobia and the solar apocalypse keep him bound to his home just in time for him to become the center of everyone's attention.
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≡;- ꒰ °The Missing Pieces꒱ by Jvp1t3rthyf4g
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Oct 2025
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- Language:
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Secret Origins by Dick Sprang (DevilishDM)
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, Wonder Woman - All Media Types, Green Lantern - All Media Types, Martian Manhunter (Comics)
22 Oct 2025
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1953. A late reporter, a sleepless crimefighter, an Amazon diplomat, a Martian detective, and a Green Lantern who can’t keep a tab: five strangers tug the same thread: boardrooms, embassies, rooftops, and one Alexander Luthor. Before there was a League, there was a conspiracy, and the stories that made them.
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- Part 1 of Secret Origins