18 Works in Eddie Diaz Has Self-Esteem Issues (9-1-1 TV)

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    Eddie Diaz is the Djinn assigned to drain the life force of Evan Buckley, who is left in a coma after being struck by lightning. The only problem is after getting inside his head, he accidentally falls in love with Buck instead.

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    Eddie isn't sure how to make his body feel useful again after the shooting. Josh gets under his skin, but Buck's willing to take care of him as always.

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    Eddie Diaz has finally found himself. He is even finding the courage to declare his love to his best friend and come out to all the important people in his life.

    Eddie finally knows exactly who he is.

    Then one day, the unthinkable happens and Eddie loses all the knowledge of the man he's become. Without Buck there to show him who he is, will Eddie make it back from square one to where he belongs?

    Or: Getting together is so nice they have to do it twice, an Amnesia story

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    Buck has always talked faster than he can think, but even he isn't sure how he agreed to go on a fake date with the love of his life, and even less sure what the hell to do after it's over. Especially once an overpass collapses before they have a chance to talk about it.

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    After discovering secondhand that Buck and Tommy hooked up in his bed while he was in Texas, Eddie struggles with irrational hurt and awkwardness, despite knowing there is no reason to be upset.

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    Eddie left six months ago to get Christopher back. During those months he came to the realization that he was irremediably in love with Buck. The realization makes him rush back to LA...

    Or: Eddie FINALLY realizing his feelings and Buddie being dramatic as fuck…

    [PS: Bobby isn’t dead fuck you Tim Minnear
    PPS: I started writing this before the start of season 8B so don’t worry about stuff being kinda not canon]

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    Eddie no lleva bien la partida de Chris y comienza a caer en una espiral, confiado en que el resto del mundo lo ha dejado desmoronarse llega a un punto en el que nada se siente igual.

    ¿Podrán los demás darse cuenta antes de que sea demasiado tarde?
    ¿Eddie será capaz de dejar ir o se aferrará a su dolor tanto como le sea posible?

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    Step 1: Fall in love. (Check.)
    Step 2: Accidentally live together. (Also check.)
    Step 3: Panic about officially moving in because feelings are scary. (CHECK.)
    Step 4: Ask literally everyone except each other for advice. (Classic.)
    Step 5: Finally talk about it... while almost setting the kitchen on fire. (They're firefighters, it's fine.)

    Necessarily in that order.

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    Eddie leaves, realizes his feelings, and decides not to return, convinced Buck could never feel the same.

    Buck waits, realizes his feelings, and decides to move on, believing Eddie has already forgotten him.

    Or the very sad one where they’re both too scared to face each other, make the wrong assumptions, and end up with broken hearts.

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    Buck remembered the hue of gold touching the blue of the water to be different. More vibrant. The color was still beautiful, even as the night sky ate the light. Much like this situation ate away at his heart. Buck sighed, eyes lulling back over to the stack of papers laying like a dividing line between them on the blanket they both sat on. He combed his hand through his hair, fingers catching a bit at the curls. "Buck?" Eddie's voice startled him from his haze, and he coughed, trying to clear the anxiety from his throat. They knew this day would come... and yet the pain of the moment was too great to ignore. Before Buck could reply, a woman collapsed between them in a heap, her hair spilling over the papers as her scream filled the darkening sky. The two men shot to their feet, eyes wide with horror, as the man who had shoved the woman down sank his teeth into her shoulder, tearing free the tendons beneath.
    -or-
    Buck/Eddie meet at Venice, where they decided to get married to help Buck become a citizen a year ago, so they could sign divorce papers. Their plans for a speedy separation was interrupted by the zombie apocalypse. Now the two must work together to get back to their son who was on the other side of LA.

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    After Christopher leaves for Texas (his grandparents gladly taking him in), Eddie decides to get therapy to work on himself so he can get Christopher back.

    He gets more than he bargained for.

    title based on the Falsettos song titled similarly. I also tried to kind of structure the story similarly.

    Formatted like a play as a nod to Falsettos (I love you falsettos)

    Part One: Relationship with Buck
    Part Two: Relationship with Ramon
    Part Three: Relationship with Buck and Christopher

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    Buck and Eddie wake up to find they've swapped bodies. They're forced to live as each other while they endeavor to find a way to switch back. Through a series of revelations about one another and their relationship, they'll both be changed forever.

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    “It’s nothing wrong with you. You’re perfect. It’s all me. There’s something wrong—with me.”

    Buck shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t get why you think that. I’ve never said that.”

    “I know,” Eddie says.

    “Then why? Who told you that? Who told you that you can’t be loved?”

    Eddie wipes his tears. “I did,” he answers. “A long time ago. It takes a minute to unlearn that, Buck.”

    or: Eddie confesses to Buck that he has feelings for him, but he can’t be with him yet. He tells him to move on, but doesn’t cope well when he does. Plus, Chris's anxiety is at an all time high. And somewhere in the middle of this, Sophia is getting married. Eddie is dealing with it all incredibly well. He promises.

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    Here he doesn’t have to think about how he is a failure of a dad, a horrible person. Here he isn’t Eddie Diaz. He’s an anonymous slut, a blindfold covering his face as he gets used by the men at the bathhouse. He gets to forget even if just for a night, before he wakes up in the morning in shame.

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    Struggling to put his life back together Eddie finds himself as a DL cumdump and unknowingly is fucked by Buck, who the next day, struggles with the knowledge that he fucked Eddie the previous night after he accidentally finds out Eddie is a cumdump.

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    Buck knows three things.

    1. Sex with Tommy wasn't all that good. Buck had rarely enjoyed it, and now he wonders if he's even into guys to that degree. He was sure, but he isn't so much anymore. Bisexuality is still new, and it feels right, but Buck wants to be certain.

    2. Buck needs a reference. A single fling to compare and figure out if he enjoys sex with men. That's alright, he thinks. It's not like Buck has any plans on returning to his 1.0 phase, he just needs one hookup.

    3. Eddie is kind of, likely, possibly (?) cockblocking him. Which... is all kinds of confusing.

     

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    When Buck and Tommy break up, Buck decides to figure out his bisexuality some more. Eddie makes it difficult, not just due to sabotage but also because Buck can't stop thinking of Salt 'n Peppa's Whatta Man whenever he looks at his best friend. And if that song also caused the breakup then that's no one's business.

     

    Chapter 2: Eddie's POV

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    In the aftermath of a stirring but still sleeping Buck, Eddie's arms are starting to ache where they're spread-eagled; stuck out at his sides like the wings of a little bird caught in a giant spider's web. His heart is thumping wildly where it's caged in behind his ribs because the best friend he just realised he's in love with is practically straddling him now, those big plush so-red lips of his pressed against the extremely sensitive skin of Eddie's neck, breathing out rhythmic sun rays like it's nothing at all and changing Eddie's brain chemistry like goddamn photosynthesis.

    He only wanted to hold hands.

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    Eddie has a late-night revelation—and gets more than he bargained for when he decides to do something about it.

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    A call that hits too close to home and a nightmare. It’s really not Eddie’s day.

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    The team is called to a medical emergency which triggers Eddie, sending him spiralling harder than he has since he was attacked. Buck gets protective and Eddie lets himself be vulnerable.

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    “I spend a good percentage of our time together picking your brain apart Eddie, you can’t lie to me. It’s ok. You are entitled to feel how you feel, but it doesn’t mean it’s true. You are not broken. You were hurt, and you are healing. And yeah, some days are rough, today was one of them. But it doesn’t mean you’re broken”

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    Eddie was never going to let Buck go.

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