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Oc lore <3
He was raised by a psychopath, heavily manipulated. Essentially forced to raise his 2 brothers and younger cousin from the age of 5. He associated tolerance with love, anything else was anger. Words are hollow to him, without actions behind them now
He was raised thinking, Praise, love, and food were rewards of compliance, leading to awful relationships with all of the above. He's indifferent to being used, or told what to do.
He seeks comfort in the familiarity.Epsilon also has a history with addiction, getting himself lost in alcoholism very young. It was often the only drink in the fridge.
DEAD DOVE, DO NOT EAT.
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August knows he likes girls. So why does saying “only girls,” feel like a lie?
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Ghost’s been retired for 5 years, and alone for a majority of that. Soap’s been recently discharged and conveniently moves to Ghost’s last known location. How will previously unsaid feelings develop into a relationship between two friends who’ve been no contact for way too long?
Ghost is 46, Soap is 41.
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Scout is Jeremy Willis’s Innie. What’s an Innie? When workers are on the job, they’re called “innies,” and they can’t remember anything about their lives or the outside world. When they’re off work, they’re called “outies,” and they can’t remember anything about their time at work.
After a series of events, Scout and the other Innie mercenaries will fight for their freedom and autonomy, struggling for a life of their own without being tied to their jobs or their Outies.
Secrets will be revealed; anguish and suffering will be the consequences of the long-desired freedom. In a world full of uncertainty and pain, romance will be the only thing keeping them sane—or maybe the complete opposite…
Because in life, there will always be winners and losers—but what happens when the losers lift their heads and start fighting for the grand prize?
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King of the Castle by Otherpesto
Fandoms: Sinners (2025), Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
20 Oct 2025
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Louis has pretended to be something he's not his entire life. The Smokestack twins and their childhood best friend Bo show him another way.
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Há certas coisas que o dinheiro pode comprar. Artigos de luxo, companhias cobiçadas e entradas VIP... O que, a longo prazo, torna-se um completo tédio! Contudo, um boquete na beira da estrada com um idiota que, por acaso, bateu no seu carro felizmente não consta na lista.
Ou;
Embora Evan Lewis tivesse plenas condições de arcar com os danos de seu querido carro, preferiu investir em um prejuízo perigoso ao escutar a proposta do desnaturado do motorista.
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just a painter (and i'm drawing a blank) by TheMagicSchoolBusDropOut
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Oct 2025
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“Tell you what,” Phainon says, “Bet I can make you cum untouched before I cum.”
Mydei’s brows knit. “Untouched?”
“Untouched.” Phainon rolls his hips, grinding deep without once reaching for Mydei’s cock. “Just me fucking you with my dick. If it’s as small as you say, you should have no problem winning right?”
Mydei scoffs, "You’re gonna lose.”
“Bet on it?” Phainon challenges, grinding down harder, angling until he feels Mydei’s whole body seize. The obscene noise that rips out of him is all the confirmation he needs.
“What would you even bet on?”
Phainon hums. He’s not entirely sure. If he’d had money on him, he might’ve bet on that, but, then again, money wouldn’t feel like a real prize, not to either of them.
"Your number,” he settles on.
Or, in which Mydei lives and other lies Phainon tells himself.
(Or, a retelling of the last twelve months of Mydei's life and everything he and Phainon managed before the end.)
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“Am I the girl you dream of?”
“I know who you pretend I am”- Language:
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Normalcy by moonyssversion
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Oct 2025
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Izuku realizes he’s never once felt genuine attraction to girls in his life. He’s known this since an early age, but buried those feelings until he forgot about them, but they come rushing to the surface when he meets Bakugo Katsuki.
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One night, while strolling around the streets, Jimin sees a guy busking and feels captivated by his voice. Little does he know that the handsome stranger would become a source of comfort for him
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Two ships in the night finally found each other.
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Sitting in the backyard and smoking weed with Boner was another thing that would always be the same. “Do you seriously believe in God?” Phillip asked, as he offered the joint to Boner across the tasteful iron table they were sitting at.
Boner plucked the joint from his fingers. “Are you kidding me? Yes, I believe in God,” he said. He took a hit and gave it back to Phillip. “You think I went to yeshiva for nothing?”
Phillip finds out that people really can change.
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Collected works from Kinktober 2025, primarily original characters in original situations getting up to no good and into trouble.
Some dark, some lighter, all (hopefully) enjoyable!TWs included in notes. Mind the tags.
Please enjoy and feel free to comment and/or keysmash!
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Throughout the weekend, Lewis Hamilton and Charles Leclerc were interviewed by the media, and all asked the same question: “Are you still il predestinato?” Today, Charles looked to put those worries to bed.
Max Verstappen decided he was over Charles with his stupid dimples, stupid eyes, and stupid body. Max didn’t need any of that in his life. He was perfectly content with his lonely championship fight, returning home to a giant bed that he had for just himself and his apartment for Jimmy, Sassy, Donatello, and Nino.
The 2025 Formula One Season as Charles deals with the fallout of 2024 and new opportunities.
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When Max is sent away for a month for advanced out of state hospital treatment, Lucas is left with way too much time and way too many feelings. So when he notices the unresolved tension simmering between Will and Mike, he decides to do something about it. But before he can even process what that truly entails, he finds himself knee-deep in secrets, feelings, and “friendships” that are a lot more complicated than he signed up for.
OR: What starts as a distraction turns into the most complicated plan of Lucas’s life as he shifts from helping Will get over Mike to setting them up together (because he’s the bestest, most supportive friend ever, obviously).
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Gary Barkovitch has been hiding his whole life. From his classmates. From his thoughts. From the noise that won’t stop no matter how hard he tries to drown it out.
Now the voices have names. And they’re not leaving.Gary Barkovitch in Words on Bathroom Walls
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On the eve of the one year anniversary of the Battle of Hogwarts, Harry Potter is rushed to St. Mungo’s. He insists that his Calming Draught overdose was accidental, but as secrets are revealed, Harry is confronted with his past trauma and is forced to take on his hardest challenge yet: figuring out how to accept help.
Featuring Remus Lupin being a good uncle, some light Drarry, a little Severitus, golden trio friendship, an emotional support snake, and soo much therapy bc god knows harry needs it
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pledge allegiance to your hands by istillbelieve_foreshadow
Fandoms: 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV), Weak Hero (Webcomic)
20 Oct 2025
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Between ink-stained paper, camellias, and pressed photographs, they write of ordinary moments and extraordinary longing. Every word brings them closer, every pause stretches the distance.
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Kyy has long given up on the hope of a picture perfect life, but maybe this boy can help change their outlook. Or maybe it will all go to ruin.
Set in the 1980’s, I try my best to make things time period accurate! Kyy is my persona and this whole work is a yumeship work!
This will be a multi-part series and I will be (hopefully) updating every sunday!!
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“Very prepared man, aren’t you?” Arthur asked, looking into Charles’ brown eyes. Looking at him felt the same as that very night. Calm, quiet, gentle, warm.
A warm breeze passed over the pair of men as they looked at one another. Charles nodded, walking to Taima and securing his bedroll to the saddle.
“Would you…” Charles started softly, weakly. “Would you like to go hunting with me?”
Arthur thought for a moment. “I wouldn’t mind.”
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Fandoms: 憂国のモリアーティ | Yuukoku no Moriarty | Moriarty the Patriot (Anime)
20 Oct 2025
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James Moriarty has finished his plan and now all he had to do is finally end everything on the bridge. But Sherlock will have none of that…