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    Jak didn't want to die....but fuck was he sick of living.

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    Shadow gets sent on a year-long mission with no notice, having no time to tell his fiancé, Sonic. When Shadow returns eight months later, Sonic is gone and no one knows where he is, all they have to go off of is a cryptic message from Silver.

    Accusations of Sonic abusing Shadow come out, leaving Sonic confused and drowning in guilt. Sonic is left on his own, none of his friends wanting anything to do with him. Silver comes and whisks him away a week after the accusations come out, but he doesn't know what happened during the week Sonic had been left on his own and none of them know what'll happen next.

     

    Updates aren't consistent!

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    Feeling really shitty so decided to write about what I’ve been thinking of doing

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    Gavin Reed is an asshole. Everyone knows it, and so does he. What they don’t know is how much he hates himself, how deep the rot runs beneath his skin.
    Nines is new, unshaped, still working out what kind of person he even is.
    Put them together and see what happens.
    Spoiler: nothing good. Just a control system that looks like it works - until you realize it’s ruining them both.

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    I wrote this in my native language and collaborated with ChatGPT to bring it into English. The ideas are mine; the language is a shared effort.

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    Many years after her disappearance, December Holiday returns. But she isn’t the same, and she isn’t whole. Her body is twisted by her time in the dark, leaving her all but chained to it. She and her mother need Kris’ help to return her to the way she was and thwart the Angel’s Prophecy in the process. They don’t hesitate to agree, but in order to help, they need to prepare. They need to become stronger.

    These are some of the nights they spend with Dess trying to do just that. At the same time, they do their best to return some semblance of normalcy to her life.

    This along with trying to keep their feelings for her, still smoldering after so many years, under wraps.

    They are successful at two of those three things.

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    The next time they meet, shortly after Death offered him that deal and Dean and Gadreel tricked him.

    Snippet from chapter four:

    "I see you still have not learned your lesson," he snapped his fingers destroying the ritual that had been taking place, "perhaps use your words before making enemies of primordial beings, Dean."

    Dean spluttered, "I didn't think you would pop up if we called, I figured this would get a reaction."

    "The next reaction will lead to your untimely death, do keep that in mind," he warned as he crossed the room, "now do tell me what exactly you thought was worthy of disrupting my schedule?"

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    Set in the same universe as A Goddess’s Childhood, what if Ares learned the truth about Athena's relationship with Zeus, before Odysseus was even born.
    How would he even learn that? Well Zeus made a mistake...

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    "Mi stavo perdendo e la mia luce è venuta a mostrarmi la via. La mia terra mi ha accolto su di sé, il mio fuoco mi ha riscaldato e il mio cielo è tornato a brillare su di me carico di speranza. La mia vita è vostra, da sempre e per sempre."

    Scritta a quattro mani, da me e Dea della Pioggia.

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    Тексти, які з самого початку задумувалися як вірші, але згодом перетворилися на прозові замальовки та мініатюри.

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    Turns out, he was right. Turntapp can finally make out what turned out to be a tower of some sort. The torches planted in its walls certainly helped make it stand out against everything else. Looking at the distance between him and the structure, he’s maybe a good fifty blocks or so away.


    Wherein Turntapp decides to instead seek out Saparata after he had run off, hoping to reconcile with him.

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    Sirius Black is larger than life, impossible to ignore. He smokes, drinks, kisses halfbloods, and laughs like he’s above it all.
    His friends think that makes him brave, rebellious and intoxicating in all the right ways.

    But they’d be horrified if they knew what really went on in his head.
    If they saw the real him

    The part that still said "yes, sir" when called. The part that still bled for his brother. The part that wondered if he was already too much like his family to get out clean.

    He works hard to keep the two versions of himself separate. But it’s starting to feel like a losing battle.

    Especially when Remus Lupin is looking at him like he might see past the performance— and doesn’t flinch.

    “Remember the garden party? When she hexed us over ruining our jackets—”

    “Must’ve dreamed that,” Sirius said, too smooth.

    Because this was a Gryffindor party, and Gryffindors didn’t talk like that.
    Didn’t get hexed by their mothers and call it normal.

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    A canon-compliant, coming-of-age longfic, spanning 1974 to 1979. Found family. Poor coping mechanisms. Slow burn Wolfstar. Morally grey Sirius.

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    People would call her the Professor’s Guard Dog. A moniker Van took with pride, a moniker that sparked something bizarre in her chest. A fluttering joy, a spreading warmth. Comfrey’s mutt. That’s who she was. When out on voyages by sea to gather the materials necessary for this project Van made sure to shield the professor. Sure, she’s younger than the professor, but she’s been battle hardened since the day she was born. That was the way of the Chapman’s. For this Comfrey made sure she was fed and kept warm at night.

    When Comfrey barked an order, Van obeyed, no question about it.

    OR: The foundation of the Zephyr is filled with messy entanglements, all stemming back to those sleepless nights Van spent with Comfrey.

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    war rages louder than their silence, and still, six children of ancient bloodlines sharpen themselves into blades for the dark lord, they kill because they must and harden because they have to. they are cold, ruthless, and feared. but every act of violence leaves a crack in the armor they have built around their souls learning quickly that the greatest danger isn't the enemy in front of them, but what lingers after.

    aurelia avery bleeds guilt she cannot scrub away, even as she learns to make herself a weapon. mattheo riddle carries shadows in his veins, born of a legacy too dark to outrun. draco malfoy fractures under the weight of his name, while theodore nott drowns in silence no one else can hear. daphne greengrass burns brightest before she lets others see her fall, but lorenzo berkshire will follow her into any fire.

    together, they are unstoppable, but alone they are breaking, their names will fade from the mouths of the living, but history will remember them differently, a title forged in shadow and despair: the suicide six.

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    During the battle in the Department of Mysteries, Harry is bitten by Greyback, kidnapped and experimented on. Unable to heal him, the Order has to hide Harry away and fight without him. But without Harry, their loss is inevitable. Years later, Draco can’t stand the world Voldemort has created, and he’s determined to find the lost hero that can put an end to it. But Draco isn’t ready for what’s left of Potter when he finds him, or what Potter wants to do to him. How can a feral werewolf, whose only interest is to fuck Draco ragged every day, hope to kill the Dark Lord?

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    His fingers trembled as he reached out.. but stopped himself, curled them into a fist instead. A whisper slipped past his lips before he could swallow it back.

    "I'm sorry… I've been trying forever… I finally did it... sorry..."

    The words hung in the air, unanswered. Xiaoshi shifted slightly in his sleep but didn't wake....

    What if Lu guang succeeded and saved his loved ones..?

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    With Valerie having dropped the title of the red huntress, Danny had expected his troubles with being hunted down by a mortal being to be done with.

    Then can someone explain to him why he's being hunted down by someone else in the same gear as Valerie? Someone who is way more adamant to capture him. Someone who was willing to toy with him.

    Junior year should not be this stressful.

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    The Stolen Lands. A no man's land infested by bandits and other dangers, wedged between countries, none of which really wants to claim it. There is a reason why they don't.
    A lonely traveller crosses the cursed land and hardly escapes with her life. She returns with a group of adventurers to bring law and order to the Stolen Lands, doing her best to preserve its rugged beauty. Little does she know that she has wandered to the playground of mysterious powers that use her as a pawn in their game, like they did so many others before. Can she build a kingdom that will survive her? Can she rely on her friends and allies, and prevail over her enemies? Can she free her land from the curse and come to terms with her own past and nature?

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    She wakes gasping for breath. Where is she? Who is she? Wait, Why the hell am I in Twilight of all fucking places in the universe out there. This is going to go downhill so freaking quick. Is this karma?

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    This is what Amanda does. Smiles at her, teases her a little, friendly until it sounds half like an insult. She'll look around as if she's too good to be working there.

    Then, once they both retire to their shared cabin for the night, she won't want to talk much. Angela understands needing some alone time, some peace after a long day, but… It's all so superficial. The little they get along, Angela is convinced, is only because they have to; otherwise, the job would be miserable.

    Or,

    Summer Camp Counselors AU

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    An analysis of SatoSugu with the use of songs

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    27
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