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bright white and fading nights by sapeyyyy
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
18 Oct 2025
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It’s 6am on a rainy Saturday morning when Izuku first notices it. He’d woken up early to go for a run, but when he found it to be pouring outside he beelines for the bathroom instead. He was washing his hands when he finally looked up into the mirror, his eyes blowing wide as he did a double take.
Standing out starkly against his forest green hair, buried near the nape of his neck, is a shockingly bright streak of white hair. Izuku turns the sink off, and dries his hands quickly before pulling at the white streak. It’s small, barely there, but still so obvious against his normally darker hair color.
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In the second year of his residency, Robby becomes a father.
But, accidentally, so does Jack.
(Or, a treatise on chronic illness, Judaism, disability, love and fatherhood).
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Mira knew fire all too well; knew how it could build from something barely seen into an inferno that devoured everything you cared for; knew how it could turn from healing warmth to cold ashes in bare moments. You could never really tame fire. But for them, she would try.
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- Part 3 of When Darkness Meets the Light
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Yhorm after being defeated by his closest friend, is finally allowed to rest, but this rest is soon disturbed as he is awoken is an unfamiliar land, with his only direction being to follow the call of 'Grace'.
(See Ch. 15 for the treatment of Neightreign and its characters...)
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He took a very long, deep breath. “You never cease to amaze me with your carelessness.” Aaron sighed, “honestly you’re only further making me look forward to the future.” With an expression that had a mix of a cruel curiosity and intolerance, Burr tilted his head slightly. “Tell me, when I’ve driven you to your lowest, will your expression then resemble the same as when you found out your girlfriend died?”
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The Ghost Caught in Winter's Web by dumaniizz
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Oct 2025
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Peter Parker is a ghost in his own story...
Months after the spell that erased him from everyone’s memory, he’s living in the shadows; no ID, no support, no one left to save. He works three under-the-table jobs, patrols at night in a suit held together by desperation, and survives on barely edible food and sheer willpower. His healing factor is failing. His body is crashing. And he’s not sure how much longer he can keep going.
Then he runs into Bucky Barnes. THE Winter Soldier.
Peter slips. Says too much. Moves too fast. And Bucky, who shouldn’t remember him, starts asking questions. Questions that could unravel everything.
Now Peter’s spiraling, terrified that one moment of recognition could collapse the universe all over again. With nowhere left to turn, he makes a choice: break into Avengers Tower, patch up his suit, and maybe, just maybe, survive one more night.
Before he collapses. For good.
Inspired by: Empty Jr (Tiktok Acc.) & Others. (The idea has been rotting in my head for too long. Sorry.)
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Voldemort won at the Battle of Hogwarts and seven years later Britain's Wizarding World is ruled by the Dark Lord. The resistance is fractured, and those who remain fight within shadows.
Hermione is one of the last beacons of resistance, fighting in the shadows for those the regime has hunted to near extinction.
Draco lives beneath the weight of legacy and obligation in a world where survival demands loyalty and silence. When a mission brings him face to face with someone thought lost to the war, buried truths begin to rise.
She's not the girl he remembers, and he’s not the boy he used to be. When their paths collide as the regime tightens its grip and propaganda blurs truth and memory, alliances are tested, old love is twisted into something unrecognizable, and survival means sacrificing more than ever before.
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Former best friends turned bitter rivals, Hinata and Kageyama are forced to rebuild their bond after a violent clash on the volleyball court. As they’re pushed into “mandatory best friend time,” old resentment resurfaces — but so do buried emotions and painful secrets Hinata has long tried to hide.
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"This feeling that all my thoughts and memories… that they’re not mine, that they’ve been put into my head by somebody else… does it ever go away?” It comes out almost pleadingly, the desperation Gustave tried to suppress for months now bleeding into his voice.
Something softens in Verso’s expression.
Or: the Maelle ending. Coming to terms with being repainted and brought back. Gustave is looking for some answers, so he goes to the one person who can provide them. Verso is absolutely done with this life, but feels obligated to at least talk to him. And it's all downhill from there.
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queen of nothing (wearing such a heavy crown) by buzzlyseyear
Fandoms: Knights of Guinevere (GLITCH Web Series)
18 Oct 2025
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“You don’t look sad,” the child notices, curious, her eyes too big.
“I don’t,” you reply. You weren’t made to look sad.
I am sad, you want to add. I am sad, and lonely, and in dire need of rescue.
You don't say anything. You weren’t made for honesty.
“Are you sad?”
Split-second hesitation. Circuits singing behind your smile. The child won’t notice.
“No.”
You weren’t made to feel.***
Guinevere is a robot, her mind connecting with other Gwens, over and over again, until she feels like she's losing herself in them. Until she's not sure if she's real—if she was ever real at all.
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— Это ощущение, что мои мысли и воспоминания — что они не мои, а вложены мне в голову кем-то другим… оно когда-нибудь исчезнет?
Вопрос выходит почти умоляющим — растущее отчаяние, которое он пытался подавить последние несколько месяцев, просачивается в голос против его воли.
В выражении лица Версо что-то смягчается.
Концовка Маэль. Попытки осознать новую реальность. Гюстав ищет ответы и идёт к единственному человеку, который может их предложить. Версо чувствует, что обязан хотя бы поговорить с ним.
И, может быть, всё становится менее невыносимым.
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Nach der durchfeierten Nacht im Darkroom geht Adam nicht mit dem älteren Mann, der die Bar bedient, nach Hause. Er irrt alleine durch das eiskalte Berlin und verliert sich.
Die AU zu ‘In den Rahmen alter Bilder’ oder auch: Was, wenn Wolf nicht gewesen wäre.
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- Part 11 of Spatort Whumptober 2025
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Prince Akenos Tukar of Vakatia, sixteen years old, lives a quiet life of duty, when his country is invaded and conquered by the monstruous Teranos Qarthal, Emperor of Cealos. After that, Akenos is brought to the Imperial capital as a concubine. The Emperor's concubine. Will he survive in a court made of cruelty or will he surrender to his hopeless and compromised mind, caged to the night his world ended? Will he be able to forgive the Emperor for the atrocities he committed or will he despise him to death forever?
Read all the tags carefully 🙂. The story gets darker and more complex (and more interesting!) as it goes on, so get ready :)
The writing improves as the story goes on. Maybe I will edit everything once I finish writing it all.
P.S. If you are looking for smut this isn’t really the best fiction as I RARELY (almost never) write those scenes.
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Just a STAY writing their own ff bc I haven't found one that has everything I want lol
This story includes:
- minsung (lee know top)
- minchan (chan top)
- hyunbin/hyunlix/changlix love triangle
- seungbin hello ??
- ATEEZ SAN gets thrown into the mix ??
- suicidal thoughts
- 18+ smutIf you don't like any of these ships then don't read - it's just for fun! Nothing wrong with hotties loving hotties lol
This story takes place in the real dimension we live in, so they are SKZ at JYP. For the most part it will follow the real timeline of the group's journey, but only to help the plot. I don't think it's necessary to focus on every little detail since the survival show or we'd be here forever lol. Woojin will not be included. (2017-2020)
Every member's POVs are included to help the plot but I'd consider Chan the "main character" and minsung as a close second. Hyunbin is a major plot point also. Don't come for me about the way I interpret their feelings while trying to become idols, their romantic feelings, etc. This is a work of fiction so let's have fun!
Lost is one of three books: In Limbo is book two, and Found will be book three!
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Sleepover Curiosities by Mimisaka
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
18 Oct 2025
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After moving into the new dorms, Tooru feels a tad lonely, Mina suggests a girl's sleepover to cheer up everyone up.
Despite a somewhat tame truth or dare session, it unlocks the imaginations of the girls once they return to normal school life before they begin exploring themselves and then each other.
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What if Izuku was the last to join a polycule/harem.
Character heavy focus, plenty of fluff mixed in with some angst and plenty of lemons. Follows canon before diverging.
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Dulce et Decorum est by StarPacifist
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
18 Oct 2025
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They already call it the war to end all wars. Obi-Wan Kenobi has been in it for almost two years, when in walks Anakin Skywalker. Even though corporal Kenobi does not like him at all a first, he warms up to him soon. Anakin is eager to prove himself, but unprepared for the reality of war. Will the two of them come together, despite all that comes in between? And will they walk out of the trenches alive one day?
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It's Time I Got Back to the Good Life by VivianLuo
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
18 Oct 2025
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Most people live life in monotony, endlessly working to earn their daily bread. Some have it easier, and others have it harder. For Ororon, he supplements his needs through sex work.
But when he meets and gets closer to a mysterious client with an obscured identity and only the alias of the "Captain,” Ororon finds himself stepping closer and closer to the borders of where dreams and realities meet
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The Old Therebefore by teenageletters
Fandoms: The Hunger Games (Movies), The Hunger Games (Movies) RPF, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins
18 Oct 2025
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The story of a Rascal and a Fallen Angel.
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"Never trust a pretty face...especially on a man."
Mahina and Astarion could not dislike each other more. Forced to endure the other's company while they look for a way to rid themselves of the illithid tadpoles, mutual mistrust causes them to be at each other's throats...but when you're at someone's throat, you're close enough to look them in the eye. Perhaps, under the masks, they like what they see? -
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