18 Works in Will Graham Hates Himself

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    After the fall, Will resents Hannibal for not letting them die. For not letting him die, but Hannibal will never let go

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    True voracity was Hannibal's lips, sneaky and smooth as they’d given way to a skilled tongue and sharp teeth claiming soft pale flesh as his own. His hands, pulling at unremarkable clothes and stripping Will's body bare with the reverence of someone unwrapping a gift marked fragile. Gentle and lingering and just barely holding back the dark and dangerous power underneath.

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    Charm is feeling a little horny for leather-clad, motorcycle-riding Hannibal at the moment and wonders what might have happened if it was Will who'd walked up to him at that party in Paris instead of Anthony Dimmond.

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    "I'm tired, I can't take it anymore. Sometimes I think it's my fault if people don't notice that I'm sick, maybe I'm too good at pretending to be fine"

    Will Graham has a relapse of self-harm.

    Hannibal takes care of him, loving his anger, the monster inside of him.

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    a day in the life of a sad will graham :(

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    Hannibal is gone and Will is alone in that kitchen with is thoughts.

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    After the fall, Hannibal and Will go through multiple challenges in their relationship. The complex relationship is full of love and hate. Will still wants to kill Hannibal, and Hannibal just wants to love Will. Will still has feelings deep inside of him and he needs to face it. How will this relationship end? Will one die, or will they finally embrace their love and be in a full relationship?

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    He knows what this is; he’s textbook, after all. Depressed mood, loss of interest, insomnia, feelings of pointless guilt and shame, suicidal ideation. He’s a mess.

    He’s depressed. With his past, his prior experience, who can blame him?

    How sad, he thinks as he lays there, that his partner is a psychiatrist with no way to help him. It’s because Will has no clue on how to help himself, so how is Hannibal supposed to help him?

    “That’s the point of therapy, my love,” murmurs Hannibal, in his mind.

    Shut up, Will tells him sharply, unkindly.

    The issue is not that, he concedes to himself. He shifts in the sheets, finds himself in the fetal position, clutching indents into the soft skin of his belly with dulled nails. Drags them over his scar, his smile, and finds one sprouting on his face, too. Quickly feels it drop.

    Will's been struggling lately. Hannibal eventually helps, when Will finally accepts it.

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    will graham is a sick, sick man. he knows that much because he made himself that way, it was his own design. or, dr. Lecters design, by proxy. he isn't sure of much anymore, but he's sure that dr. Lecter's ''therapy'' was not making him any better. fuck therapy anyways, he knows the tricks too well.

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    "Will had a habit of writing disturbing things in crayon. Ever since he was a child, he would write what he believed would be his future obituary in bright, colorful bubble letters."
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    Will has never been like other people. He has never been normal.

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    "It's called ageplay," an ex-girlfriend had explained to him. That relationship had not worked out, but Will had never forgotten it. Especially alone, at night, staring up at the ceiling and not sleeping.

     

    Will found the website by chance, and had to get himself incredibly drunk before he could properly look at it. Who ordered a Daddy off the internet? Who could possibly be that starved for attention, that inept at social situations? Who could possibly need someone so badly?

     

    Will Graham, apparently.

     

    DISCONTINUED 6/18/22

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    Melody Carter grew up in a strict religious foster home, only to be kicked out when she became of age. Harboring insecurities of her self worth, she sets out to finally find stability despite her rocky foundations. Although. . . Perhaps she was looking for help in all the wrong places, or perhaps this was her fate. (lol pretty dramatic)

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    Hannibal's left the whole "murder people" scene, really, he has. And having Jack Crawford call him in to consult on a case is not how he wanted to celebrate his 5 year anniversary of said retirement. He had no desire to be thrust, rather unceremoniously, at that, back into the lifestyle. It contained nothing but trouble, if a certain pesky profiler was anything to go by. It was, daresay, rude.

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    Alternate Universe where Will Graham meets Hannibal in a party and it’s an affair right away.

    A small town, a boring life. Will is a mess - demanding boss (Jack is too much) and job that tortures and frustrates him, he is getting engaged to Molly and he does not know if he loves her or not. To make matters worse his ex invites him to a party to introduce everyone to her new boyfriend - the talk of the town, charismatic Dr. Lecter.

    Faced with the fascinating and magnetic Doctor, Will graham has to review his life and choices.

    And bonus Will-not-fond-of-party-Graham !

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    Will is convinced Hannibal hates him, so he decides to annoy the hell out of him.

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    i think about doing a lot of things to you, doctor lecter.
    i would very much like to hear about them.

    will tells hannibal about the different ways he's imagined killing him, and gets aroused, much to his horror & disgust.

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    Story inspired by the pilot. Will wants what he isn't sure he can have or handle.
    Not Beta read, and honestly am to fucking tired to properly proof read this. Read at own risk.

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    Now Will has seen him, has really seen him, and he can never hide again. Every subtle twitch is an attestation to the sickness buried inside him. The look of betrayal comes too potent on Will’s face; Hannibal raises an eyebrow.

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    Will couldn’t possibly choose. That’s the truth of the matter.

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