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Search Me, God, and Know My Heart by Hearth4days
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Sep 2025
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He had to consider. He'd be an idiot not to. Still, he couldn't help but be cautious. He wouldn't let on, but the desperation of his situation had been digging into his mind like knives. Chizome didn't consider himself to be a naive person, but his willingness to go along with whatever this deal was made him feel like he was missing something obvious.
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This takes place between chapters 4 and 5 of 7TGH(pt3)! Fun little bonus while we (I) patiently await Stain's arrival
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- Part 19 of 7TGH: Fanfics and Cut Scenes
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- English
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- 4,710
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- 1/1
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The Honmoon had been so close to golden, so she must have been doing the right thing…right?
But the Honmoon was not golden.
She had hurt the people she wanted to protect.
She was alone.
Rumi. The girl, whom she loved like a daughter, didn't even want to talk to her.And she couldn't shake the feeling that all was for nothing. All her efforts, all her sacrifices, all her achievements, all her work, her life. All was for nothing. She had been on the wrong and now she had nothing.
Celine’s world falls apart in the aftermath of the idol awards. Her world view shaken and turned inside out as she herself is crumbling. As she turns around, she finds herself alone and lost, spiraling in self-doubt, hatred, and sadness. And it’s the most unexpected person—for her— that lends her a helping hand: Bobby.
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- Part 2 of Tales of the Honmoon
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Pygmalion Effect by kaientai for cherry_uecchi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Sep 2025
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After a career ending injury, you choose to start anew elsewhere. All you wanted was a quiet life away from the spotlight, but that pesky biker gang hanging around your workplace isn't making things easy for you at all.
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Just for the benefits by Silent_Sparrow
Fandoms: The Hundred Line -Last Defense Academy- (Video Game)
26 Sep 2025
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In a series of tragic events, the killing game rapidly loses participants. The Sponsor introduces a new asset to boost their numbers, which turns out to be none other than Aotsuki Eito.
In the midst of blood, death and Takumi's confusing feelings for Yugamu and Eito, he finds himself left with a desperate wish: to end the killing game, save his friends and to find a reason to keep living.
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Iris Winnifred Lambson, a thirty-three year old journalist at the Roseville Gazette, known primarily for her biting attitude and damn-near ethereal beauty, has lived her life on autopilot. Wake up, have breakfast, go to work, have lunch, fake laugh at Paul's jokes, go home, have dinner, shower, go to bed. Rinse and repeat. Rinse. And. Repeat. Growing up as the truly unfortunate middle child, she learned quickly that love never came easy, if it came at all. She found love evasive, fleeting -- a childish dream and hope that would die on the wind that carried it.
The new journalist at the Gazette may very well be the answer to all she's ever desired, or he may be the reason she finds herself at the end of a rope.
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One day, long before the glory of Krat was trampled underfoot by the scheming of Alchemists, Technicians, and Immortal Interlopers, Romeo pays Carlo a surprise visit.
In the present, after Krat has suffered the worse, P suffers from an identity crisis. While trying to bridge the gap between his past life and his current one, P finds a way to correct the worst mistake he has ever made or will ever hope to make. Using his newly discovered power, he follows in his father's footsteps to restore a human life.
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“I'm going to show you something,” Avid's voice was barely more than a whisper, “And I need you to take me seriously.”
“Of course.” She always tried to, even if the whole vampires thing seemed ridiculous at first. It wouldn't be the mark of a good detective, or a good friend, if she didn't.
Careful fingers reached up to the bandages around his neck, bandages she hadn't seen him remove even once thus far, slowly unwrapping them.
They were stained with blood, now, was the first thing Drift noticed. Red seeping through them, oozing from…
A pair of twin holes marked Avid's neck.
(She wished the vampire thing still seemed ridiculous, wished that she couldn't believe that what she was looking at was real.)
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- Part 6 of Ace's vsmp works
- Part 1 of And If You Were a Creature of the Night
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Forgiven by Delightfully_Diehard
Fandoms: The Riyria Revelations - Michael J. Sullivan, The Legends of the First Empire - Michael J. Sullivan
26 Sep 2025
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There were far too many days when Turin hated himself and precious few when he didn't. It was getting to the point where he barely remembered the days when he felt so high of himself to declare the title of King. It felt so long ago now, but not long enough. Turin worried it would never be long enough.
Today was another day he'd never forgive himself for.
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Turin finds a baby in Ratibor.- Language:
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How to never stop being sad (Foolish edition) by cocoooooooooo
Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series
26 Sep 2025
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Foolish blames himself for Derapchus death
songfic based on the amazing song How to never stop being sad by dandelion hands. some lyrics have been changed to better fit the story
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- 1,107
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Chains and chained by Exierex_5
Fandoms: Boys Planet (Korea TV), Boys II Planet (Korea TV), Trainee A, Alpha Drive One | ALD1 (Band), Alpha Drive One (ALD1)
26 Sep 2025
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Sangwon has spent his life perfect—the flawless son, student, dancer—but the weight of it is crushing him. Then he sees Anxin, effortless and burning with brilliance, and Leo, reckless, intoxicating, and infuriatingly alive, and everything he’s controlled starts to unravel. Desire claws at him, envy burns, and between Anxin’s fire and Leo’s chaos, Sangwon is both chained and unchaining, teetering on the edge of pleasure and ruin he can’t resist.
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void. by IzukuFan
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Sep 2025
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Trigger Warnings:
Eating Disorders
Suicidal Thoughts
Self-Harm
Bullying
Suicide
Low body weight (the weight is mentioned)
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The thing is that Tyler can keep Josh in all of the ways he can’t keep Jenna. Josh is the lighter in his pocket and Jenna is the ring on his finger, and he’s sort of lost when he can’t feel either on his person, but right now, he’s been fantasizing about 2015. And not about the wedding.
Josh knows him too well because he maintains that easy, sexy smirk. “I can’t really sleep either. Why’d you call me?”
“Because I wanted you and you were going to pick up,” Tyler says. “Because you’re such a little bitch for me.”
Josh truly barks out a laugh. “Oh my God.”
(OR: tyler is possessive and doesn't know how to use his words. josh is down for the fuckery. there are lots of feelings. you know the vibesssssss)
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Antinous and Telemachus run away.
Continuation of 'A Light'
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- Part 2 of The Runaways
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Hidden Needs, Hurtful Deeds by AdneHellena for otsutsuki
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII (Video Game 1997), Compilation of Final Fantasy VII
26 Sep 2025
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Even in a stable, comfortable relationship with Cid Highwind, Vincent Valentine still hides some skeletons in the closet. It seems that Hojo didn’t dismantle only Vincent’s body, but also his mind and his whole sense of pleasure and now it's up to Cid to pick up the pieces.
In order to put Vincent’s mind and sexual life back on track and help the man to heal and accept the love he deserves, Cid will have to break part of himself and put both of them together from the messes of their bed.
This is a story about how sex can break someone and how love can reconstruct them from the ashes.
Whereas Cid is learning how to be a Dom, Vincent is unlearning how to be a slave.──────── ꒰১♥໒꒱ ────────
A.N: I'm not joking, this is heavy. Mind the tags!
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Lee Ann held on for years, for whatever reason. Maybe it was out of hope that things would somehow get better. Maybe it was out of fear of going to hell for killing herself. But waiting and seeing ended up being worth it. She found a new divine being to worship.
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[Ghost/König/Nikto/Krueger/你]在他们青少年时期当霸凌姐的下场 🚛 by LennKnife
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
26 Sep 2025
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《艾森兰高中往事》(aka. [Simon/König/Nikto/Krueger/你]你在COD高中当霸凌姐 🚌)的后续——重逢篇。
上回书说道，Y/N在高中毕业前后，通过霸凌(König)、性侵(Simon)、谋杀(路人)、陷害(Krueger)和酷刑(Nikto)，这一系列精心策划或即兴而发的残酷行为，彻底摧毁了她身边四个少男的生理或心理，以此来实践她那套扭曲的生存法则并巩固自己在家族中的地位。你度过了17年奢靡停滞的人生，但他们可没有止步于此。
你联姻的家族为了权势和利益染上了核武器军火交易和恐怖主义，在一个伪装成慈善晚宴的军火交易博览会上，你们的人生再次发生了交汇。
141来反恐，Kortac 来趁乱窃取资料还有绑架有价值的人质。他们都对你恨之入骨。
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Y/N是兔子亚人，有外貌描写。
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"Kris quickly tore their soul out and threw it forcefully behind them, hitting a wall it couldn’t see. As it floated there, Kris came to a harrowing realization. It was no longer the soft purple of the replacement they had grown accustomed to over the last four months. Instead, hovering before their eyes was their old possessor, glowing a haunting crimson."
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Or, the SOUL does a Palpatine.
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- Part 2 of The Start Of Something.
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What happens if Gingerbrave, Strawberry cookie, and Wizard Cookie don’t survive the fall off of the tower of deceit?
When Shadow Milk kills Pure Vanilla’s friends, the ancient cookie falls into the spiderweb of lies and deceit that await.
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Frayed by Elyriael
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Sep 2025
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A bird without it's wings cannot be free.
Her spirit feels a cold embrace that has yet to slowly fade...
Unfortunately she has yet to see a future bright and crystal clear.Series
- Part 2 of Ode to a Nightingale
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'Til the day when a saviour would free me from my grave by GingerChickens
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
26 Sep 2025
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“What would you do if I abstracted tomorrow?”
Jax's voice was steady, yet a flicker of hesitation danced in his eyes."I’d move on." He turned his head towards her, a slow and deliberate motion as he added, "And probably forget about you." He tilted his head slightly
“Okay… Okay… I understand…”
A low scoff escaped Jax's lips, followed by a soft chuckle as he turned back to meet her gaze. “Geez, you really can’t take a joke, can you?” His expression shifted as he blinked and surveyed his surroundings. No longer in the main area and Pomni had vanished from sight