internalized religious homophobia
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may violets spring by opheliasnettles
Fandoms: Voyná i mir | War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
01 Aug 2021
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My dear Lise, Marya writes, then sinks her head down to her desk, hands trembling. She cannot write this letter; it turns her stomach. She is a disgrace.
She traces over the wet letters with her finger until the phrase is an indecipherable slick.
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- Part 5 of june's google drive clearout
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Jean can't understand himself. He grabs a yogurt and pretends life is normal as he stalks up the stairs. The laptop is secured with two passwords now because Bella learned the first one by accident. So Jean pretends it's for business reasons. He's not sure she believes it.
While it boots up, he locks his door, locks his heart, locks his feelings away. Far away. Then, he opens his pants. God can't see him with the lights off, but just to be sure, he keeps his hand under the table.
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or: Jean married Isabella because he felt like he had to, but all his life, he wanted to be controlled by beautiful, fragile men instead. Over an escort service, he books Tiger, who fucks up his heart, his brain and, in the end, his life.
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