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On the Nature of Light by Mr_Azure
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Fantastic Four: First Steps (2025)
19 Oct 2025
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What if Peter left his universe for a new one at the end of No Way Home?
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After the spell, no one remembers him. Peter leaps through the last crack in the multiverse and lands in a world that doesn’t know his name—a retro-futurist New York City in the 1960s.
A year later he’s a dockworker with no ID, no family, and no reason left. He can’t stop helping people, but he’s no longer a hero—he is recklessly seeking an accident that will end his life.
Will someone reach him before it’s too late? Could he find a family again?
Somewhere in that glittering city, four strangers might find him before it's too late.
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To be built back up again by FotiBrit
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
19 Oct 2025
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Peter, now forgotten by the world, prepares to die. That is, until Iron Man shows up looking for Spider-Man.
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“It’s not even Bucky's fault, really, that your parents are dead. He doesn't even remember doing it."
A voice, in the back of his mind, whispers. "It's not Strange's fault that you're alone now."
Peter continued, voice rising. "But you’re angry, at yourself, right? For letting it all happen. And now they’re gone, and you’ll never see them again, and what are you supposed to do, kill yourself over it?"
What are you supposed to do, when you look at your mentor and they see you as a stranger? What do you do, when all you are to your mentor is a a jumper to save before continuing on to the people he cares about?
"I lived with it." Mister Stark's reply was gentle, infuriatingly so, and it angered Peter. The older man would never understand, would never stop being better than Peter could ever be. He just... lived with it.
Peter couldn't live with it.
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- Part 2 of Lets put it all behind us (if we can)
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Maybe In Another Universe by i_need_help020
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
16 Oct 2025
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After Doctor Strange casted the spell to make everyone forget who he was, Peter Parker tried to live as normal as he could for 5 years. Turns out though the spell didn't help.
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My take on a bunch of different tropes that I have been reading about lately. Including but not limited to the field trip trope, Tony lived, and multiversal travel.
Read at your own discretion some of this has been written while I was in a major depressive state, and I don't want anybody to get ideas from the things that happen in this fan fic.
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- Part 1 of In the spider-verse, Maybe?
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“Oh horror, oh horror, what did you see?” by waywardwritings
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Daredevil (TV)
08 Oct 2025
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Peter is tired, so so tired, what if he just lets it happen.
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- Part 8 of Whumptober 2025
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A Web's Predators Tamed by ProfessionalRanter
Fandoms: Marvel (Comics), Spider-Man - All Media Types
08 Oct 2025
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Peter has several choice words, phrases, and gestures for Parker Luck.
Chiefly that it can kiss his ass.(I do my best to work in comic book stuff but I'm not the most knowledgeable, most coming from movies, video games, and comic book Youtubers. If there is anything that you could recommend, books or characters that would help with the story, feel free to comment. I'd love to learn more about the Marvel Comics, especially since I have some I've become interested in thanks to Marvel Rivals.)
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- Part 12 of Works that I’m willing to add more to
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“Listen kid, it’s been a long day already, I’m tired and we need to get going.” The man said, waving the gun around like it had no real meaning, like this meant nothing.
“By all means, please, get going then!” Peter said through grated teeth.
“Oh, no, no, no, you misunderstand me,” The man smirked. “You’re coming with us.”
Before Peter could really comprehend what he was referring to, he received another hit with the butt of the gun, landing on the back of his head. Peter’s body fell to the ground once again. He saw Harry through blurry vision when the same thing happened to him.
And then just like that, his vision faded, and he was gone.
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Boyfriends Peter and Harry are kidnapped by Quinten Beck and ex-Hydra agents and taken to a Hydra compound to be experimented on and turned into the weapons both Beck and Hydra want. Beck wants Peter to help him take down Tony Stark, but all Peter really wants is to protect Harry. He'll put himself through anything to do it, even if that means giving up his own body to a monster.
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The suicide of the Spider by Beylerbey
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Comicverse), Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Black Cat (Marvel Comics), Silk (Marvel Comics)
22 Sep 2025
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Peter has had enough.
New York hates him.
Fantastic 4 hates him.
Captain America hates him.
MJ hates him.
Everyone hates him.
He can't... He just can't...
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Felicia and Cindy really want this be just a nightmere...
This is not Peter.
Peter is strong, Peter is determined, Peter is the best of them.
Then why... why...
Why is his corpse in front of them!?
And what are all those tapes? Why there are names on each of them? -
Everything That Lives (Is Gone To Waste) by marionb3rry
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel
22 Sep 2025
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After the events of Spider-Man: Homecoming, Peter feels his trauma piling up. Determined to become less of a burden to everyone, he starts withdrawing, ultimately leading to his doom.
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this is falling for you when you are world's away by peterfemmejay
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
18 Sep 2025
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peter parker and michelle jones yearn for each other from opposite sides of new york city.
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Jokerized by JustWebbingAround
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, DCU, Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Sep 2025
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After Thanos and losing Mr. Stark, then Aunt May a few months later and erasing any memory of himself, Peter has finally settled into his new life. That was until Parker Luck struck again and he was dragged through a portal and landing in an unfamiliar city. However, Peter was good at dealing with whatever Parker Luck threw at him. He was Spider-Man, and he always got back up.
It's hard to get up when a crowbar is slammed against your face by a clown that wants to take you home.
Or: Another Peter in Gotham story, but instead of the Bats finding Peter, he meets the Joker first.
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Before You’re Lost Between the Notes by Shmucks
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types
08 Aug 2025
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A thousand hands reached out, and a thousand voices echoed, each one a unique rendition of the myriad versions of everyone who had ever cherished him. They all merged together, swirling in a chaotic dance of memories.
He looked familiar enough—his spark ignited the air with familiar warmth. But his eyes… those eyes were a cavernous depth that seemed to stretch on for miles, reflecting an emptiness that swallowed the light. When he gazed upon his younger brother, instead, he saw only a hollow shell of what he used to be, weighed down by past experiences that echoed through his being.
This was not their Peter.
Inside him resided a cacophony of memories that collided within the confines of his mind. They tugged at him, their phantom hands pulling him under, desperate to reclaim what had been lost. If he surrendered to the weight of his grief, if he finally ceased the endless battle for survival, this universe's Peter might have found a chance to exist. Yet, with each suffocating moment, every fierce struggle, he remained engulfed in sorrow, fleeing from the inevitable, searching for a way to untangle this dire web, a way to rescue Peter Benjamin Wayne Parker from the clutches of despair.
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Peter Parker, a teen with a heart of gold, a nice nerdy teenage boy.
That’s what you’d expect right? Yeah well fuck that. He’s changed, only around his mother and in school. He doesn’t like Tony that much to make him worry.
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Welcome Home (I've Got No Resting Place) by CH405
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics)
24 Jul 2025
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Spider-Man exists. Peter Parker doesn't. If only both could stop existing.
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Peter Parker has a problem. His solution? Ask Dr. Strange to send him to another universe. One where he can forge meaningful bonds. In a place that needs Spider-Man more than New York does.
Dr. Strange sends him to Gotham.
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Whirlwind by bloomingraine
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
13 Jul 2025
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Peter Parker can no longer be Spider-Man. Every time he wears the mask, he is overwhelmed by the feelings of loss, guilt, and shame.
Loss for making a decision that inevitably led to his Aunt May's death and the erasure of his existence from every tangible and intangible thing that connects him with the people he cares about.
Guilt for causing Gwen's death and the near-incursion that happened in his universe.
Shame for wanting out of the vigilante life in fear of causing another tragedy and losing more people he cares about—for trying to move on from the pain and hurt he caused.
He is incapable of keeping happiness in his life. That's what his Parker Luck has proven him thus far.
But maybe it can change? Maybe he can be happy. Just not in his universe.
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Peter was done trying to get his life back, MJ had moved to New Jersey- which he’d found out through her boss at the coffee shop. Ned was always skittish, even when he knew Peter, but now it was hopeless trying to talk to him now that he was a complete stranger.
Along with losing his friends he lost his family, Aunt May died in front of him, Tony had died in front of him, Happy didn’t know him either.
He had nothing, he was nothing, to everyone.
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floor collapsing, floating by ghostedmemory
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Daredevil (TV), Deadpool - All Media Types
29 Jun 2025
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Peter Parker was fourteen, freshly Spider-man, and desperate to prove himself. To Tony Stark, to the residents of New York City, to himself. He wanted to be everything he’d ever needed in life.
Peter Parker is seventeen, weathered and beaten. He just wants the suffering to end, no matter what.Series
- Part 3 of Webbed Together
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Hold On by llbnst
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
19 Jun 2025
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Peter’s eyes watered as they settled back on the arm that laid in the rubble. It looked broken...and lifeless. He followed his father as they went to work, looking for survivors amongst the rubble. Though the other workers found a few, Peter uncovered dead body after dead body.
‘I did this,’ he thought. ‘I killed them.’
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"Peter Harker" by paralleling
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
30 May 2025
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“So you’re a broke college student, behind on rent, living off of instant coffee, and suffering through an abusive relationship, who just wants to be free from it all.”
“Oh, for Christ's sake— I’m not being abused, man, I just got mugged. And I wasn’t going to jump!” Peter insists. God, does Deadpool have a knack for getting on Peter’s nerves.
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Wade finds someone on the roof. Peter tries to convince Wade that's he's not up here to jump without revealing his identity. "Peter Harker" is born. -
6:23 by anxiety_ridden_butterfly
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
30 May 2025
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Peter Parker was tired. The last days of his life were a blur. Inspired by the song Sara by We Three (includes the song lyrics).
MIND THE TAGS!!! I won't bother telling you not to read it if you struggle with self-harm or suicide because I know many will just read anyways, but wanted to make that clear. The fic doesn't go into much detail, but can still be triggering for some.
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It's a Start by MARVELously3000
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
04 May 2025
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Tony finds a journal that shows Peter is anything but okay.
Or: Peter writes down every time he has attempted and Tony finds the Journal.
I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY
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- Part 107 of IronDad Fics