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    During a routine hunt, Dean starts up something with a nurse who helped Sam when he got badly injured. It starts out as just one of his usual flings, but within a few days Dean finds himself unusually connected to the girl.

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    “Name one of these things you haven't done for you. Or one I wouldn't do again.”

    or

    After a particularly horrible hunt gone bad Dean wakes up in the middle of the night in a horrible state. Cas thinks watching a movie would help but unknowingly picks one that feeds right into Dean's most deep rooted insecurities.
    A night filled with tears and confessions that neither of them thought they would spill tonight, or ever, ensues.

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    Dean was miserable. He wakes up feeling like a bus ran over him. His head hurts, his eyes are blurry and he can't even think about food without getting nauseas. He shouldn't have stayed up in the Dean Cave. He knows he made a mistake. And worst of all is that he can't find Cas.

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    It’s easy to see how he turned out the way he has, the biblical musings (a kinder way to phrase what they would more honestly be called by any bystander, rants) of his father, the spite of many of the communities he cycled in and out of. Hell, even the relationships he had sustained with people who never truly knew how much their time together in turn sustained Dean. Filled his body like communion. Filled his mind with racing thoughts, guilt, lust, desire, everything the voice of his father permanently carved into the cells of his brain insisted were marks of the devil. Signs of the impurities within his soul that no amount of penance in the form of brutal beatings could ever wash him clean of.
    Yeah, he’s sure any shrink worth their weight in salt could look at him and tell you exactly what happened in his childhood to bring him to where he is now. To twist him into the shape his father wanted, with aching knees, empty caverns in his heart that could never be truly filled. A perfect soldier.
    After having been taken in, like Castiel's many wounded animals, broken clocks and scratched records Dean struggles with reconciling his past with his future and everything in between.

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    his father smoked, after all. maybe he is just following in his footsteps. what is Dean, if not his father's son?

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    Dean goes for a late night drive, and spirals a bit.

    lowercase intentional

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    “What I want most isn’t sex, Dean. I want—I want you to love me. That’s my greatest desire. And you—you can’t give it to me, Dean. Not the way I want it. Not the way I love you.”
    The words are soft, vulnerable, and it feels as if the very room has been transformed into a homemade confessional, because this is Cas confessing his dearest secret to Dean—again, always again—and this is Dean on the other side, not knowing how to respond. Heart racing, Cas’s figure blurring with his tears. This is the bunker dungeon all over again, with death knocking on their door, and this is Cas dying, again, because Dean is too afraid to give him what he wants.

    OR

    Post-finale, after Jack rescues Cas from the Empty and brings him back to Earth as a human, Cas and Dean have yet to talk about his confession. Dean's avoidance of the subject was working perfectly—up until a routine hunt in which a witch curses Cas to die within 24 hours unless his greatest desire is fulfilled. Seems like they have some talking to do, after all.

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    He doesn’t know why he’s so upset, so on edge, just knows that if anything else doesn’t go his way tonight he’s going to start crying and there’s probably nothing he can do to stop it. He slides behind the Impala’s wheel, shuts the door behind him, and wilts a little.

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    Dean has an awful day, and Cas takes care of him.

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    basically castiel is overprotective of dean and feeling-thingys happen!

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    Dean has felt this intense anger ever since the day he was born.

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    Titel from:
    Feel better -by Penelope Scott

    (I suck at summarizing)

    John used to abuse Dean.
    Dean and Cas are dating in their own way. (Not even sure if they are aware they’re dating)
    Dean is sleeping, while Cas is just sitting on a chair, and Sam is idk where.
    It’s at a motel btw.
    Dean has a nightmare, Cas comforts him.

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    based after dean leaves purgatory, cas is still there, dean is sad.

    aren't i just the best at writing summaries??

    for some reason there are like no stick season destiel fics so i'm fixing that, you're welcome.

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    "What is that on your arm?" John honestly looked perplexed, like he had never seen it before and couldn't place what he saw. Dean's stomach fell.

    His whole body felt like it’s on fire. The temperature was rising and it's not looking like it’s going to go down. It was his own fault. He got cocky. He got over confident and look where it got him. His dad seeing his scars, crisscrossing all over his inner arm.

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    But now, the more that Dean thought about it, he hadn’t had a single genuine conversation with someone since his Dad had left. Only small, instinctual flirts, or rehearsed interview questions for a case.

    So what does Dean Winchester do when he wants to feel something, but doesn’t want to deal with his emotions?

    The answer; Sex

    Or, Dean is depressed and lonely from being on his own. He wants to sleep with someone to soothe his need for human connection. Only, instead of sex, he ends up crying out his sorrows in the arms of a sex worker.

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    When Dean finishes a hunt, he finds himself alone on the highway. Unsure what to do next, He finds himself with 3 directions he could take.

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    He doesn’t know why he can’t stop looking at the man, he only knows a few things. One, is that the guy looks mean and scary. Two, that the dude's biceps were bigger than Dean's head and his body was as thick as a barrel.

    And three, Dean wanted the man to hit him.

     

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    A depressed and lonely Dean starts a bar fight to fill the void of the physical touch he’s been lacking

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    7
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    The story begins at Season 1 Episode 1, but there's a twist: Dean is a semiverbal autistic man who is trying to branch out on his own, while Sam and Jess are on track to finish law school. When John and Mary reunite their family under difficult circumstances, will they be able to save the day? Or will their mistakes cost them their families...and their lives?

    (This is a canon-divergent, AU fic where Sam is raised by Mary, and Dean is raised by John.)

    **Completed**

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    44
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    Daddy’s blunt little instrument.

    It’s all he had ever known because it’s all he was ever shown. He was only as good as his last kill. His worth came from his ability to take care of Sam. He existed to take care of others. And Dean had been okay with that, or at least he thought he had been.

    Everything changed for Dean when he met Castiel. And everything changed again with the love that came from knowing Castiel.

     

    or: loving deeply gives you strength. being deeply loved gives you courage.

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    187
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    After darkness falls, there are stars to light our path back to where the sun rises.

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    a domestic destiel ficlet filled with my soft headcanons and some lessons of love learned along the way.

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    Cas encounters something confusing on the internet and decides to ask Dean about it.

    or: The inevitable and shamelessly self-indulgent daddy kink destiel fic I‘ve been trying to write for longer than I‘d like to admit

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    127
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    8
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