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    Post-Shibuya, Yuji is wanted by the higher ups still, yet instead of being found by Choso, he is taken by Kenjaku. Megumi will do all he can to find him, and must deal with the aftermath of Yuji being no longer (just) human.

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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    ‘What did you see?’

    It was something Dean was getting used to saying quite a lot, rather more than he used to. Maybe that was why it now sounded so wrong coming out of Sam’s mouth.

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    09 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    “De—eaa,” Sam forces out, his tongue burning at the unfamiliar word, a horrible fear setting deep within him like ice—Lucifer doesn’t like it when he speaks English. Lucifer doesn’t like it when he calls for Dean. He’s going to be mad he’s going to hurt him hurt him hurt him—

    Sam just doesn’t want to hurt anymore.

    A clamouring sound to his right shocks him out of his spiralling, and he recoils against a hard wall, opening his eyes—he didn’t realise he closed them, the Cage was always so dark, so thick and suffocating and cold—to see a face he’s dreamed of. One he thought he’d never see again.

    “Dean,” he finally manages to whisper, tears of relief and just a bit of fear pricking at his too-clear eyes.

    Dean says something back, the words garbled to Sam’s ears as if they’re coming from underwater, and then he’s coming closer, hands twitching by his sides and steps uncharacteristically hesitant.


    The wall that Death erected to protect Sam’s mind is unsuccessful, leaving the hunter to navigate centuries’ worth of memories and suffering. And after nearly two centuries of speaking Enochian, Sam isn’t sure he can remember how to speak English.

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    08 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    How to make Sammy eat:

    1: Get the tasteless low calorie stuff (He won’t eat it otherwise, no matter how much you guilt him)

    2: If you want to get some kind of quick calories in him, get him a coffee with chocolate in it, he can’t turn it down for some reason

    3: Guilt him if you have to, but don’t put pressure on it. (Sam still gets weird about money, if you buy something he likes but you don’t, he sees it as wasted cash not to eat it)

    4: Acting full only works sometimes, you use it too often and he catches on (he’s even crankier when he hasn’t eaten, so, proceed with caution)

    5: Protein bars are easier to give him, but they’re a last resort. Proper food is better.

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    Dean trying to both understand Sam and help him — takes place along multiple seasons. Or, 5 times Dean and Sam didn’t talk about It, and 1 time they did.

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    06 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    “So what? You want me to roll over and show my belly like a good dog?” He laughs, and Bevell grimaces at the broken noise. “I’d never.”

    “I wouldn’t be so sure.” Her voice is soft for a moment, echoing off the walls, and then it fades out, because she’s sliding a needle into his arm and pushing, and it’s like molten iron is being pumped through him.

    (sam is brainwashed instead of mary when hes taken at the beginning of s12)

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    06 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Sam relapses on demon blood and can't help but think of his father.

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    29 Sep 2025