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Wherever We Go by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
23 Sep 2025
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Ben’s roommate brings two girls back to their dorm and asks—last minute—if Ben can sleep somewhere else.
Ben’s stuck. It’s late. Babe, a quiet classmate from acting class, offers a place to stay. They’ve been working on a partner assignment that requires asking each other personal questions to build original characters. It makes more sense to just stay where he is, rather than go sleep in the student union.
The overnight stay isn’t supposed to mean anything. But something shifts.
But more sleepovers follow, and so does a New Year’s Eve trip that feels like the most special trip either of them have ever taken. Then a play that puts them in each other’s space every day, and the physical closeness doesn’t stop when the play ends.
When Ben leaves for New York in July, they start writing through an app meant for couples. The messages turn long and honest, and it becomes the best part of both their summers. As for Babe’s 21st birthday, it seems like it will pass quietly—until flowers, a cake, and a spa package show up, all arranged by Ben from across the world.
When they study abroad and live together in London, it should be a fresh start. Instead, an unspoken question continues to hang between them.
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As Long as I Can Travel this World with You by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
02 Sep 2025
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Over two years after being released from prison, Style’s insistent words about not rushing to the altar are echoing through Fadel’s brain. He's tired of feeling like he's failing Jay, who sends him curious and expectant glances when Style isn't looking. Fadel also feels confused whenever Style buys him expensive presents or talks about buying a house together, but still puts off the marriage conversation. It's one Fadel accepted putting off before. It used to feel like a daunting thing to talk about, despite genuinely wanting that future with Style one day. Now, Fadel tries to find ways of bringing it up nervously and hopefully, only for Style to successfully redirect the conversation.
When he has a drunken bonding night with his brother to talk (and maybe cry) about it, Bison just says, “Don't worry. Marriage isn't everything.”
He needs to find a way to have a productive conversation about it with Style. If he can find a way to do that and know where Style truly stands, then maybe - just maybe - he will be able to ask the love of his life the question that has been gradually traveling to the front of his mind for years.
Or…
Fadel wants to get engaged. Style has other plans.
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Emergence by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
21 Apr 2025
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After Fadel and Style arrive at the island home, Bison is left wondering where to go from here. He doesn't know how to tackle Style brainwashing Fadel. That's the only explanation for Fadel refusing to kill Style, as well as declaring he is in love with him and will never kill anyone again.
As for Kant, Bison is trying his best to give him space. He knows he caused him a lot of pain and traumatized him. It's just hard when Kant is extending olive branches left and right.
But what does Kant expect when he betrayed Bison the way that he did? Why is Style launching himself across the table to tackle him in defense of his friend when he knows what Kant did too? Why is any of this happening at all?
Regardless, Bison apparently has no choice but to get over it. Fadel has made it clear that Style is off limits. Bison knows in his heart that he will never kill Kant, and Style may actually try to kill him if he would ever attempt to do so again.
That isn't to say Style hates Bison. Bison is surprised that he doesn't. If anything, Style wants to get to know him. That's strange enough.
Style making it clear he wants to work with Bison to clear their names and incriminate Captain Christ is even stranger.
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- Part 3 of From the Dark Depths
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Through the Deep Waters by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
17 Jan 2025
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Bison fully intended on killing Kant. He still plans to. He won't put that on Fadel, and he definitely won't give the job to Mother. It has to be him or Kant himself. When he throws the necklace out into the ocean and tells his tied up boyfriend to get it, he is actually hoping Kant will decide to jump in, drown, and save Bison from pulling the trigger.
He just wasn't expecting Kant to actually do it. Now, he has a traumatized, snitch of a boyfriend he just resuscitated and has no idea what to do with.
He just needs a day. Or two. Bison will get the job done, even if it kills him as well.
Companion piece/Sequel to At Least We're Not on this Dark Road Alone
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- Part 2 of From the Dark Depths
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At Least We're Not on this Dark Road Alone by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
13 Jan 2025
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It takes Style less than 24 minutes to get over the fear of his boyfriend planning to kill him, opting to love Fadel through it all and pledge his loyalty to him regardless of the outcome.
As for Fadel, it takes less than 24 hours for his plans to be completely derailed. But with Style being Style, he should have taken that possibility into consideration.
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- Part 1 of From the Dark Depths
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As Long as I Can Travel this World with You Universe by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandom: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
23 Sep 2025
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- 276,502
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- 2
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From the Dark Depths by Azile (Azile_AE)
Fandom: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
21 Apr 2025
- Words:
- 122,373
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A mix of stories set in the same universe as Giant Dancing Hedgehogs are Nightmare Fuel.
Should you want to read the stories in chronological order, versus when they were published:
1. Before We Forget
2. 5, 3, 1, and On
3. All that's Left in the Basin (takes place during chapter 3 of 5, 3, 1, and On)
4. Giant Dancing Hedgehogs are Nightmare Fuel
5. The Weighted Blanket Ad No One Expected (But Everyone Deserves)
6. Sex & Shenanigans on a Super Yacht (takes place in between Chapter 25 and Chapter 26 of Weighted Blanket)- Words:
- 518,680
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- 6
- Bookmarks:
- 86
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The Light of Lebanon Universe by Azile (Azile_AE), Mazra (Azile_AE)
Fandom: Supernatural
22 Mar 2022
- Words:
- 208,845
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 52
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Let Me Take You Apart by bentnotbroken1
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
23 Dec 2024
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Style talks Fadel into letting him give him a massage. Fadel knows what game he's playing, but decides to go along with it.
Style may think he's going to be the one in charge for once, but as he finds out, he's very much mistaken.
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- Part 4 of Giving Up Control
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Make me yours by tennisuhs
Fandoms: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
21 Jun 2022
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“You are not dying on me, c’mon.”
Chan is in a state of panic, Big can see his form keeping up with the teal gown-wearing paramedics. This isn’t the first time. It is almost comical how Big has managed to get himself severely injured three times in the past months. All because of Porsche. Fucking Porsche.
Big wants to speak to Chan, tell him it doesn’t hurt that bad (it does) and that he is crushing his hand (he isn’t).
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Slight AU where Big doesn't die and gets to live his life with the one who makes him the happiest.Bookmarked by Azile (Azile_AE)
02 Nov 2024
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Could Stand Some Lovin' by ThursdayFire (veryrach) for galacticlemonade
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
23 Jun 2023
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They fuck, sometimes. They don’t talk about it much, beyond the handful of barebones conversations necessary to set out some ground rules, and arrange their hookups. It’s easy. It’s convenient. It’s perfect, until it’s not.
- Language:
- English
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by Azile (Azile_AE)
26 Oct 2024
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At the end of your fingertips, us by nubeazul for LadyKyrin
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
09 May 2023
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“Why didn’t you say anything?” Chan asks, and it’s suddenly very obvious that it was not disappointment what he thought he saw in his expression. It was worry. Concern.
There's a lump in Big's throat. He can't get any air in. “I didn't think it was important,” he says truthfully, his voice coming out in a whisper.
Something flickers in Chan's expression, quick as lighting. It's gone before Big can pinpoint what it was.
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Or: Chan helps Big get dressed in the mornings. Big tries to pretend he feels normal about that.Bookmarked by Azile (Azile_AE)
21 Oct 2024
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The Whispered Poetry of Our Bodies by The_Old_Astronomer for littlerietveld
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
14 Oct 2024
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When Big stumbles across Chan, shirtless and nursing an injury, he offers to help. Then he does the slightly less normal thing of offering to give Chan a massage. Things escalate.
Chan’s shoulders are broad—his whole back is broad—and Big’s pulse rises to the delicate skin of his wrists and neck, beating at a tempo that could summon gods. It’s fervent enough that he can feel it throughout his whole body.
He longs to reach out and touch Chan’s back, to skim his fingers across the treasure map of old scars there. To sweep his knuckles over muscles and run his thumb down Chan’s spine.
There’s one raised scar on Chan’s lower back that Big finds himself wanting to kiss. It looks like a knife wound from years gone by and Big wants to press his lips to it and whisper into Chan’s skin that he’ll protect him, always.
Bookmarked by Azile (Azile_AE)
20 Oct 2024