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    Nesta hasn’t heard the sound of a voice—familiar or otherwise—in five days. Not since Cassian slammed the balcony doors behind him on his way out after a particularly nasty argument, wingbeats like thunder retreating into the clouds.

    It seems that all she can do these days is anger the ones around her.

    She hasn’t left the House of Wind in two weeks. She hasn’t been allowed to. Not since Rhysand told her, voice black with rage, “If it wasn’t for Feyre, if you weren’t my brother’s mate, I would have had you executed for what you did.”

    Not since Amren said she belonged in one of the cells beneath the Court of Nightmares, because, “Some monsters don’t stay tamed, no matter how hard you try to civilize them.”

    Not since Mor stared at her and said to her cousin, “I don’t know why you’re surprised, Rhys. You’ve always known she’s reckless and useless in equal measure. She never did become one of us.”

    Not since Cassian stood in that same room and stayed silent.

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    Even after the Mask is safely returned by Bryce, Nesta is confined to the House of Wind. Deciding enough is enough, she makes plans to sever something that was supposed to be her sacred forever.

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    Eris is content (or he likes to believe he is) in his solitary lifestyle after the death of his father until he (not so accidently) throws hands with the last person he ever wanted to see again; Azriel.

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    When fire meets shadow, everything burns. Including the carefully laid plans of two masters of deception.

    Eris Vanserra has always played the long game. Charm, manipulate, survive. But when a certain brooding Shadowsinger crashes his quest for forbidden magic, suddenly his perfectly orchestrated schemes are unraveling faster than he can weave new ones.

    Azriel doesn't trust easily, especially not the heir to the Autumn Court with blood on his hands and secrets in his smile. But forces are stirring, and some threats require dancing with devils.

    What starts as mutual manipulation becomes something far more dangerous, a bond that could destroy them both, a partnership that defies every rule they've lived by, and feelings that have no place in a world where vulnerability gets you killed.

    The prophecies are awakening. The courts are fracturing. And two males who've spent lifetimes perfecting the art of emotional armor are about to discover that some wars can only be won by surrendering to the very thing they fear most.

    Each other.

    Because sometimes the greatest threat isn't the ancient evil trying to destroy the world, it's the person who makes you want to save it.

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    After being given and making a choice, Nesta comes to certain realizations and takes action.

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    Cassian looks at her, searching for something in her face, but she won’t turn. Won’t let him see the hollowness inside. The quiet roar of thoughts that have been spiraling again, louder with every passing hour.

    “You can hate me,” he says after a long moment. “You can scream at me, Nesta. You can blame me. I deserve it. Just… say something. Just don’t give up.”

    She lets out a soft laugh. It’s empty and sharp, like breaking glass. “Maybe I already did. Maybe you all just caught on too late.”

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    After Nesta reveals the truth of Feyre’s pregnancy and faces Rhysand’s wrath, Cassian whisks her away to the Illyrian mountains. But there is no breakthrough. No healing. Only silence, grief, and a descent into darkness that Cassian is too late to stop.

    What happens on the hike sets off a chain of consequences no one is ready for. Broken in body and mind, Nesta must confront not only the ghosts that have always haunted her, but the ones who claimed to love her.

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