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“She was smart, and kind, and good with Chris. And I liked her. God—I liked her so much. But I was never able to make myself love her, and... and I’m starting to think that maybe I’m just not meant to.”
Buck stared, mouth slightly agape as he recognized a familiar pain that insisted on lingering. And he wasn’t sure whether Eddie had just gotten worse at hiding it, or if Buck had simply gotten better at seeing it. Throat tight, he eventually asked, “Not meant to what?”
“Fall in love.”
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The five times Buck and Eddie confide in one another about their failed relationships, and the one time they don’t have to.
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After the lightning strike, Buck grapples with the fact that he's still alive, that he's hopelessly in love with Eddie, and that more than anything he wishes Eddie and Christopher could be his family. Too bad Eddie doesn't feel the same way, right? But then Buck chaperones Christopher's school trip and an injury shakes things up.
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stuckyflix: evanstan edition by kocuria-arts (kocuria) for Bookbee
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe RPF, Actor RPF, Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Apr 2021
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best evanstan stories in Netflix format 🎥
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- Part 4 of the flixes
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love me with your sad eyes, drain me of my color by voxofthevoid for Bookbee
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
27 Jan 2021
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Cohabitation is now trial and error. Some days, Bucky tries to console himself by thinking that it was much the same back when Steve moved in with him after Sarah passed. But he knows that was different. The anger had no real bite. Steve’s harsh diatribes were always aimed at his perceived weaknesses rather than Bucky’s clumsy attempts to be sweet on him.
God help him, he misses that firecracker kid, his bones held together with spite, and he misses the brave monster who walked into hell to pull Bucky out of it.
And that’s just it, isn’t it? Steve pulled Bucky out of hell, but the stories all say it comes with a price. Steve paid with his life, his soul, and he was a ghost for seventy years and now he’s a wraith, and Bucky wants so badly to breathe him to life, but he doesn’t know how.
“You haven’t tried to kill me in weeks,” Bucky manages to say, and god, is that his voice? He sounds worn and old, like he’s really in his nineties. He swallows and tries to be stronger. “So yeah, Steve. A reason would be nice.”
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After Insight, after Hydra, Steve and Bucky are a work in progress. -
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The summer gave them both time to think.