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And there’s a pattern to his exhales that Johnny knows well enough to read as: I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve to say it too.
But he lets Simon hold him like that, his face pressed against the side of his temple, breathing in the scent of his hair, arms cradling and tightening simultaneously, as if Johnny is both the most precious and most dangerous thing in the living room.Fools in love, family, and finding a way... The complimentary bonus epilogue of 'all that's said in the low light'
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- Part 2 of silver and gold
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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Ghost is a designer who finds himself choosing the same model every time he gets the chance. Their call sign Soap. Welcoming love comes with the hell that they know as lives lives past. [Characters will be OOC as I have no clue what they are like in game, corrections welcome.]
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20 Oct 2025
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“Like an Open Book”, a Public Library AU
Soap (Johnny) is a volunteer at the local public library, where he meets a mysterious (and not very friendly) guy who goes by the name of 'Ghost': Johnny is a boy of welcoming and gentle nature, although he's a bit clueless sometimes, and does not desist when faced with Ghost's hostility and harshness towards him.
Without neither of them noticing, Soap's cheerful ways will breach the walls Ghost has built around himself during all his life, daring him to face his utmost fears for the sake of his newfound precious friend.Bookmarked by GaySpaceNerd47
15 Oct 2025
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Simon Ghost Riley can’t be touched. He thinks, sometimes, that if someone ever touches his bare skin, he might shatter into a thousand shards of glass, the same way that if someone ever says a kind word to him beyond "job well done, Ghost", he might break in such a way that he’ll never, ever be able to put himself back together again. He thinks, regularly, that he might be very, very fucked up.
Until Soap comes along. Soap, who has never been scared of him. Soap, who took one look at Ghost and his bulk and his defences and decided not to take them as the warning they are. Soap, who treats him like he’s normal. Soap, who came out of that fucking tunnel with a new scar on his temple and some chest candy to go with it, cocksure and confident, sharper and snarkier than ever.
Can Ghost find the intimacy he so desperately craves and learn to love again? Will Soap help him unlock a part of himself he thought was dead forever?
Spoiler alert: the answer is "yes".
Bookmarked by GaySpaceNerd47
05 Oct 2025