I_am_here_to_watch_you_suffer



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    The night it happened was rainy, miserable and cold. And perhaps it was the pathetic fallacy in and of itself that prompted Yamada to go through with his terrible idea.
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    After the loss of one of his best friends and the decline in many of the other pro heroes, Hizashi Yamada vows he'll never watch the rest of his friends die, even if it kills him.

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    On the brink of death, Ingo was able to catch a glimpse of the man in white - a mysterious somebody he wants to, no, has to figure out the identity of - and who only shows up when he is tethering on the edge of life. Thankfully for him, there are a lot of ways to almost die in Hisui.

    Or 5 times Ingo didn't check safety in an attempt to see the elusive figure that he can't quite remember, but will do anything to see again (at the exasperation and worry of his clan)

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    19 Mar 2025

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    Gale is a netrunner who isn't comfortable running a mission alone. Astarion, Clouds' most requested doll, receives a strange customer...

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    Fingers glided through his curls, stirring the city’s scents. He sighed heavily. The hands moved down his shoulders, across his smooth hips, hesitating for a moment before settling on his perfect buttocks. Star drew him close with an uncertain yet gentle gesture, and he placed his arms around his shoulders, playing with his hair, stroking and curling it between his fingers, just like his mother used to do when he was a child. He held his breath as his body filled with shivers. Star smiled, a false smile. His eyes didn’t laugh. Behind those fairy-colored retinas, there was nothing real.

    At that exact moment, Gale knew he was about to make the biggest mistake of his life, but he couldn’t think of anything else. He was fully aware of being a stupid idiot, as Shadowheart kept telling him.

    He took Star’s bandaged hand in his and brought it to his lips to kiss it. “Thank you, for what it’s worth.” He sighed, closing his eyes painfully, and uttered the Safe Word agreed upon at the reception to terminate the program in case of emergency.

    “Weave”

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    05 Dec 2024

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    ‘I never thought you’d be pleased to see me,' Astarion muses.
    ‘I’ve never been so pleased to see anyone in my life.’ Gale laughs shakily. Then his face crumples. He sobs.
    Carefully, Astarion wraps his arms around Gale and pulls him into a hug. ‘You’re safe now,’ he murmurs. ‘I’m not going anywhere.'
    Oh gods, the last thing he needs is to fall in love with this idiot.
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    Gale is lost in the Underdark for four days.
    Astarion is NOT worried.

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    01 Dec 2024

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    Reeling in the aftermath of the training camp and the battle of Kamino Ward, Shouta and Hizashi attempt to blow off some steam.

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    04 Nov 2024