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19 Sep 2025
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If you were to ask Jeongin how he had been doing, he would have told you without faltering that he was good. Great, even.
Truth be told, Jeongin had been tethering on the edge of a cliff leading to his dismay for the past few months. A kind of simmering feeling that always left him anxious by the end of the evening, as if his mind had worked so much during the day that it became overwhelmed and desperate for some kind of relief as soon as the night came and his bed welcomed him. Despite that, everything was fine.
Jeongin knew better than to let his feelings get the best of him, knew better than to close himself off and cross his fingers wishing for that bad feeling to go away.
The maknae was comforted by the thought of being good, of doing good. It didn’t quite reach happiness but it was better than the feeling of despair he’d feel whenever he didn’t deem his effort good enough. His mindset was simple: Always do your best.His best was subjective, though.
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Or: Jeongin’s Mental Health Crisis.
Warning: In-depth description of eating disorders and suicidal ideation.
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04 Jun 2025
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Seungmin knows something is wrong, something is off. His reality is crumbling and he doesn't know how to fix it.
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Seungmin is losing himself but despite having 8 members in a group, they sure don't give a fuck about him.
Bookmarked by Lolnnn
02 May 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of clays archive
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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20 Mar 2024
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"Puffy told us about Connor" Dream jolted up, the glasses slipping forward on their nose and causing them to hiss out in sudden pain.
Eret jumped into action, having them lean back and the glasses going back further on the face again.
"Dream please calm down" Eret begged, flinching at the way the place they were sitting at was now missing.
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Dream is set free after four long years of isolation, no longer going to be tortured and beaten by Quackity.
At least, he thinks.
With the server dying, people are evacuated with the last of Dream's abilities as a server admin, locking them up until the server is completely gone and they can make a new one, under watch of course.
Sent to live in a temporary server with the rest of the SMP, Dream and the others have to deal with making things through till they are all cleared by the council.
Now with a child, a paid for apartment leased under contract, and a job with community service as someone on parole, still underwatch by those of the server, Dream feels the weight of reality on their shoulders.
Perhaps domestic life might do them some good, if not, then the PTSD might drive them further into insanity.
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10 Oct 2023