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“You’re drunk,” he said, like he was trying to remind himself as much as Felix. “You’re my little brother’s best friend. You’re—you’re so young, Felix. I’m too old for you. You’re gonna regret this in the morning, and—”
And somehow it made him a little bit braver. Because nowhere in all that rambling did Chan actually say he didn’t want him.
Felix moved without hesitation, climbing fully into Chan’s lap, thighs sliding over each side of him, straddling him. “You want me?” Felix panted, forehead pressed to Chan’s. His eyes were huge, glassy, begging.
Chan groaned low, rocking Felix’s hips down harder. “Course I fucking want you.”
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felix gets a bit too wasted at a party he isn’t supposed to be at but at least his best friends older brother is there to make sure felix doesn’t do anything stupid.
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- Part 1 of Crush
Bookmarked by Nexlyn
25 Sep 2025
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Felix beamed at him and waved. He was also in athletic clothes, except where the rest of them were wearing trackpants, Felix had on a pair of shorts. Shorts that Chris was almost certain were his own. He was wearing a long sleeve black shirt, a black beanie, and a pair of black socks pulled over a set of kneepads.
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24 Sep 2025
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It’s only him, Felix and one of their managers in the car when it happens.
When the random person in a non-descript brown hoodie walks past the cracked window of the car as it idles at a stoplight and the whole car suddenly fills with the sickly, sticky scent of flowers.
The smell is pungent—so much so that it makes manager Jinwoo cough and Felix retch and exclaim a ragged "fucking hell" in English. Their manager rolls down all the windows, and it feels like a relief, despite the smoggy Seoul air. It clears the worst of the scent out of the confined space of the car, but it still lingers in Chan’s nose, covering the back of his throat. Even twenty minutes later, when they finally roll into the garage of Felix's dorm, he can still taste it, like it’s sitting right under his tongue, coats his teeth, makes his saliva feel sticky and sweet.
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chan and felix get sex pollened. chan, who's been sick with yearning for felix for so many years, doesn't even notice a difference - until changbin, hyunjin and jisung come to get him because felix will not let anyone help him but chan.
Bookmarked by Nexlyn
24 Sep 2025
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“Lix, Jesus, what were you thinking?” His skin feels too tight layered over his bones, his clothes sticking in a way that makes him itch. He puts Felix on speaker and strips himself bare.
“I don’t know! Oh my God, Chris, don’t hate me. I just wasn’t thinking.”
Chan takes a slow, steadying breath. He takes a seat on his bed, pressing a hand to the warm flush of his face.
“I don’t hate you,” He shakes his head, “Just, like. Confused? I guess? I mean, were you- like, touching yourself on the phone? Talking to me?” It makes something ugly stir in him, horrified when he sees his cock twitch.
“Um.”
Bookmarked by Nexlyn
18 Sep 2025
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"I’m aware of your, ah… aversion to help.”
Chan coughs. “I don’t have an aversion—”
“Oh, good,” Felix chirps, smiling brilliantly again. “So then is that position to assist you still open?”
Chan needs stress relief. Enter Felix.
Bookmarked by Nexlyn
12 Sep 2025