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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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12 Oct 2025
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Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?
Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?
And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?
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08 Oct 2025
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Felix has compared himself to a caged bird since he was young. For years he thought his parents would never let him taste the sky, but keep him hidden away and sheltered from the world forever. After years of careful begging, his parents finally agreed he could spend a year in Seoul. Drunk on the feeling of being free for the first time in his life, Felix’s world revolves around finding his favorite flavor of ice cream, kissing the cute guy he met in the bathroom of a night club, and discovering who he is on his own. Things should be simple.
But what if moving to Seoul isn’t actually leaving his cage like he thought it would be? What if it doesn’t matter how carefully he keeps his past life away from his new friends? What would the man he is falling in love with do if the ugly truth slips out at the wrong time?
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27 Sep 2025
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Felix had always tried his best. He’d been a good friend, a hard worker and adored his quiet little life. So when a diagnosis strips his remaining time down to months, he finds that his only regret is never having found ‘the one’. Who could have guessed that perhaps the reason he hadn’t found him was because he’d been hiding in hell all along?
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Felix, a man on a path to become an angel, is assigned a very attractive, very entertaining demon.
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22 Sep 2025
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Stone and Silk by First_of_Her_Name, Say_My_Name (First_of_Her_Name)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
21 Sep 2025
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In the blazing heart of Levanter, a volcanic kingdom known for its ruthless warriors and iron-clad ways, Commander Hyunjin is ordered to marry the one thing he despises most: an elf.
Prince Felix of Felora is everything Hyunjin loathes—graceful, gentle, and glowing with a beauty that draws stares and murmurs of envy. Felix never imagined his escape from the crown would lead to marriage with a brazen, combative brute in a kingdom that feels so foreign and hostile.
Their union is meant to seal peace between ancient enemies, but what begins as fiery disdain melts into something more volatile. Between political games, forbidden secrets, and clashing cultures, the two must navigate a marriage built on obligation all while trying not to destroy each other—or worse.
Meanwhile, Felix’s witty advisor and closest friend, Jisung, draws unexpected attention from Levanter’s enigmatic king, Minho.
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30 Aug 2025