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Don't Worry Darling Everything Will Be Alright by Rosierabbit
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
12 May 2025
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He's expected to be the dutiful son, the unyielding leader, the parental figure his siblings lack, yet also the forgiving brother; all these roles, combined, form a false Alexander Lightwood. He can’t break. His family can't afford it. Is this facade worth his soul? Who is he anymore?
To swallow the pill, the crave, the wanting, the need for it again, the constant need, next time he needs for it to be stronger, needs longer.
This problem isn’t his reality anymore. It isn’t. It can’t be. Hidden from view: the past securely holds it, hidden from view even Magnus cannot find it. Especially him. Magnus holds the key to his heart, knows him better than anyone, but this thing inside him corrupts everything it touches. It’s not a problem. It isn’t.
Magnus is always the one to blame himself first, but how do you say it’s not your fault but mine? Hey honey, I left because I had a craving to pop some pills to get high.