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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    'he thinks it’s a bit selfish.
    but beomgyu is long past trying to get over these feelings, can only accept having to live with them forever, and is ready to cope any way he can.
    it’s not hard either, with the way they look at him with such adoration and touch him like he’s sacred.
    but thinking about it- god, does he think about it, way too often and way too long.
    risking it all, being that little bit closer, that little bit more insistent. leaning into the implications.

    god, if he doesn’t think about it.'

     

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    in which txt decide that platonically making out is a good idea- until it isn't platonic anymore.

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    09 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Beomgyu didn't really know what had happened to him. Of course, this was a recognisable feeling, but he thought he’d healed. Everything was going well. He was happy. His friends were happy. But his mind told him he shouldn't be. His mind told him to suffer, to skip meals again, to avoid talking to those he loved. And while the skipping meals part was difficult, he found it easy to shut down a little more everyday. He spent more time in his room, cracked less jokes during practice, declined innocent hangouts because he was “too tired” or “had other plans.”

    It genuinely came out of nowhere. But that was the art of depression: surprise attacks that lacked a catalysing force.

     

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    Choi Beomgyu struggles to balance idol life with his rapidly declining mental health.

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    08 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Beomgyu and his weight never had a good relationship— one comeback, months in preparation and a inconsiderate management is honestly less than what it should have taken to cause another relapse

    Will he survive? Or will he succumb to the voices in his head?

    Or in which recovery isn't linear or a one time deal. Walk a journey of pain, love and self discovery with beomgyu as he learns to accept his imperfect self

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    04 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    Beomgyu has lived with an eating disorder for as long as he can remember, and the consequences are finally catching up to him.

    He knows he could die, he's seen the statistics, yet here he is, his fingers down his throat and the guilt eating him alive.

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    Soobin finds Beomgyu making himself throw up late at night, and decides to step in before it's too late.

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    25 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Beomgyu gets ignored as he develops some concerning symptoms after an argument with Yeonjun. He should've told someone sooner.

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    17 Aug 2025