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Castiel fell and he fell hard. For Dean, for his friends, for the world. He gave up everything for them and in the end he still has nothing, not their respect, not their trust, not their love. He has no one to blame but himself. He'd fall all over again to stop the apocalypse. He'd fall all over again to save Dean, even if it changes nothing. Even if he hates him forever.
A slow burn destiel fic.
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Starvation scorches through him, pure and almost holy. He needs to suffer, needs to hurt, needs to bleed out all the demon in him until his insides soak their charcoal altar.
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- Part 3 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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After Jess dies, Sam stops talking again.
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- Part 2 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Dean’s staring at him now, the weight of his gaze for once softened with inebriated warmth. Drunk is the closest he’ll get to affectionate these days, something that should sting more than it does. Cas can’t remember how to feel things like that right now. Instead he makes hazy eye contact with dulled, ashen green and smiles even slighter.
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- Part 4 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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If he starves the evil to death, maybe then he’ll finally deserve to live.
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- Part 1 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Sam angst fics I LOVE SAM SO MUCH AUGHHH
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All of my Cas angst fics. Basically just a mix of projection and delving into his character for the purpose of angst (I love Cas so much so naturally I make him suffer in fanfic)
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On the verge of complete collapse, the brothers take one week to themselves in a cabin.
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I felt myself becoming more and more unsure of the sincerity of his love, and increasingly lost in my own thoughts, on the nights I spent without him. And it was on these nights—when he had gone out to prey on humanity, with his sharp teeth and his even sharper words, and I had insisted, despite any cajoling or ridicule on his end, that I was going to spend the evening in with my books—that I began to investigate the ways in which I could inflict pain upon myself.
Louis recalls his past experience with self-harm, and Lestat's reaction to it.
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26 Sep 2025
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There were no more words to say. Nothing that could encompass the damage they’d done to each other or the damage they’d done to Claudia.
Or, a reunion and a moment of grief.
Bookmarked by deesometimes
26 Sep 2025
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the tear that hangs inside my soul forever by achillesbratprince
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
11 May 2025
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September 8th, 1973.
Armand tells Lestat Louis is dead. Lestat can’t live in a world where Louis doesn’t exist, so he simply decides that he won’t.
Except Louis is alive.Bookmarked by deesometimes
26 Sep 2025
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When Dean goes to hell, Sam turns Ruby away and finds something to help him sleep.
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- Part 5 of Sam-centric Reader's Prompts
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25 Sep 2025