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The Broken Ones by iSneezeStars
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Thor (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Aug 2025
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Sleep. Get up. Put on her armor. Face the day and smile. Smile. Smile! Come home and break down. This was the way Darcy Lewis lived her life. Her eyes opened and she sighed.
“God damn it,” she slurred. She was awake and staring at her blurred ceiling. She had woken up again. Why? Why couldn’t she just not exist? Why couldn’t she have passed away in her sleep? At least then she wouldn’t have to pretend like there was a point to her life. She wouldn’t have to pretend like she mattered. She did the same thing every day, day in and day out. Wake up, get up, go to work, play babysitter, pretend she was fine, come home, cry and sleep. Then she would get up and do it all again. What point was there to her life? She wasn’t Jane; she wasn’t making scientific discoveries or trying to make the world a better place. She didn’t have someone to come home to at night, someone who loved her. She had nothing and no one… so what was the point of living?
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10 Oct 2014
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Simon’s apartment is a shithole. Kieren looks away from the small bag of white powder of the coffee table. There are empty beer bottles strewn about, empty fifths. Kieren knows he should feel afraid, or concerned, but all he feels is, thank god he’s more fucked up than me, and then they’re in Simon’s room (or what Kieren guesses is Simon’s room), and Kieren is being pushed on the mattress. The mattress is on the floor, no frame, and there are ripped up magazines and open books strewn about the room. The room feel small, claustrophobic, but Kieren kisses Simon again, just to feel what it’s like. To kiss someone who isn’t afraid to kiss him back.
Kieren and Simon met before they died at a house party. Rick has left for the army and Simon's an addict, and both Kieren and Simon feel pretty fucking alone. They find solace in each for a night, but that doesn't stop either of their deaths. They meet again in the cemetery through Amy.
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05 Oct 2014
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The countdown stood out against everyone's skin. Each color the numbers changed meant something: sick, hurt, dead.
Kieren Walker's countdown began changing colors when he was nine years old and stopped the day he died. But when he rose, his countdown began again.Bookmarked by jade1331
05 Oct 2014
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Future AU 15years after the Rising
Life has changed a lot in 15 years! Now a recognized artist, Kieren spends his life between Roarton and the rest of the world, traveling with Simon while Jem jungles between her own little family and her job as a police officer in Manchester. But as the Walkers reunite for a family dinner, Kieren realizes something is missing in his life. The biological clock may not be ticking away for PDS sufferers but it sure feels like it!
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24 Sep 2014
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At the present moment Kieren Walker was less than happy about his life. His on-again off-again boyfriend Rick had just been deployed to Afghanistan leaving Kieren defenseless against Bill Macy, who would like nothing more than to see Kieren go down in flames. With half the town of Roarton against him, his supportive yet apathetic parents telling him that things will get better, and the undiscriminating aggression of the high school masses, even the impermeable cheer of his best friend (forever) Amy can’t lift his spirits. Then he walked into Simon Monroe’s classroom.
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20 Sep 2014