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  1. Public Bookmark 27

    send a salami to your boy in the army! by

    Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)  

    28 Jun 2021

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    “The oceans, man! They’re dying!”
    Bucky rolls over to throw an arm over Sam and press his face into his shoulder.
    “I’m gonna be dying tomorrow if you don’t shut up. It’s two in the morning.”

     

    five times (+1) Sam wants to be more eco-friendly and realises that Bucky, with his old-timey habits, already is.

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    10 Apr 2024

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    The Trials and Tribulations of James Bucky Barnes by

    Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)

    20 Jul 2025

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    This series is focused on telling Bucky's story from his WW2 days to the modern day. This is a story about trauma, betrayal, grief and recovery spanning 100 years, not to mention his horrific Hydra experiences. The series follows the beats of the MCU but it has its own plot points, and is not just a retelling of the films.

    There is a lot of focus on mental health, therapy, and what I hope is a realistic depiction of recovery. There is a lot of angst but I promise a happy ending. Bucky is haunted by his misguided feelings of guilt and shame for his actions as the Winter Soldier and the choices he made that led him there.

    The series is split into parts because Bucky's significant relationships change throughout his life, - Steve & Bucky, Howard & Bucky during the war, Bucky & Steve during Civil War, and then Sam & Bucky post 2023, and the parts reflect this.

    This is a Sam / Bucky story. Steve and Bucky grew up as brothers. This series is not Peggy Carter friendly. Steve died in the final battle against Thanos instead of going back in time.

    I intend to continue on with the series to include events of Cap 4 and Thunderbolts when these films release.

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    04 Apr 2024

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    Rubik's Cube by

    Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)  

    09 Nov 2015

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    “And what are you gonna do with him when you’ve found him?”
    There is a long pause.
    Kill him, barks the Asset.
    Kiss him, pleads the Sergeant.
    He eyes the dark muzzle of the gun dispassionately and his honest answer is directed into that blackness. “I don’t know.”

    Post-CA:TWS, the Winter Soldier grapples with memory, identity, and a lot of anger. You know the drill. Expect much introspection.

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    27 Mar 2024

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    New Old Memories by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)  

    31 Dec 2023

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    Bucky has flashbacks, bad dreams, bad days. It happens all the time. But he can't remember a time when he's actually gone this far back. He can't remember ever going back here. He never wants to go back again. It hurts too much.

    While this is not a physical pain, I feel PTSD is something that can still be considered painful on many levels, and can be placed in the Residual Pain category. So, here's another installment.

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    28 Jan 2024

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    Only It Ain't On the Surface by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)  

    09 Apr 2021

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    Bucky rolled his eyes. “I haven’t been able to get drunk in almost eighty years, Sam. I don’t care if Madripoor’s vodka does taste like bleach-soaked underwear, it’s still just vodka.”
     
    “Actually, in point of fact, I do not believe you have ingested vodka at all.” Zemo spoke as though he had always been a part of their conversation and not just randomly materialized with no warning.

    “If you could go ten minutes without spooking the shit outta me, I’d appreciate it,” Sam said archly.

    OR, that time that Bucky accidentally got high at Sharon's party and Sam was there to watch.

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    18 Jan 2024