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    Five times Colin held Penelope’s heart, and one time she held his. 

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    Colin is supposed to be abroad and drinking, touring, and perhaps even raking his way across the continent. Instead, he is stuck in England managing a modest yet still cumbersome country estate, grieving a recently deceased wife who apparently never loved him, and caring for a pair of newborn twin babies sired by a former lover of that same wife of his. He is trapped in a perpetual state of wretchedness as he tries to come to terms with so many seemingly insurmountable responsibilities before him. The only recent success comes in the form of a wet nurse he managed to hire. He is certain the disarming young redhead with abundant curves will be able to offer the babies the care and nourishment they so desperately require. With that rather significant concern off his plate, he expects he will be left with more time to wallow and slowly descend deeper into a state of despair in peace. He is not prepared, however, for that nurse’s unique brand of tenderness and care to extend beyond the twins, and he is certainly not prepared for the ways in which she just might be capable of healing his broken heart and soul.

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    Or, the Polin lactation kink fic that no one asked for and I wrote all the same.

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    “In fact, are you sure you wish to be caught conversing with me, Mr Bridgerton?” she asks. There is a tease in her voice, her eyes darting over to where Henry Granville is now half-laughing, half-shouting at Lady Danbury. She kisses the silver cigarette holder and his eyes are drawn to her mouth once more. “This is not the sort of room Bridgerton boys should be caught frequenting. Agatha might tell your mother.”

    He thinks it is a test.

    Well. He means to pass.

    He tilts his chin, and drags his eyes up from her mouth. “I am exactly where I wish to be, Penelope,” he says decisively.

    She smiles around the cigarette, smoke curling from the edges of her lips. He steps closer, and his heart is beating rather loudly.

    “And what of you?” he counters, lifting an eyebrow and darting his gaze behind her, the flock of crows hovering and flapping. “I would not wish to keep you from your admirers.”

    The blue starlight of her eyes meet his, direct and clear and bright. “I am exactly where I wish to be.”

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    She was the one who finally broke the silence, “Will you go back to New York after the cruise?”

    Colin met her eyes. “No, I’m coming back here.”

    “Until the wedding?”

    “For as long as it takes.”

    She cleared her throat. “For as long as what takes?”

    “For as long as it takes to convince you to give us another chance,” Colin spoke slowly, clearly, watching her closely for a reaction, “or to convince myself that you really don’t love me anymore.”

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