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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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26 Oct 2025
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tastes like Coca-Cola by hapaxlegomena
Fandoms: 龍が如く | Ryuu ga Gotoku | Yakuza (Video Games)
23 Oct 2025
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She was dressed for the evening in a short dark blue dress with a slashed neck that came all the way down her arms to her wrists. Her long dark hair was shiny and perfectly coiffed. Her silver high heels rested on the bar of her stool. She looked like a hostess who'd just come off duty.
She sat up and stretched a little, and Kiryu had two almost simultaneous thoughts:
1) she had quite broad shoulders; and
2) that was a man.
He walked over and took the stool next to the crossdresser because it was the only one free.
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23 Oct 2025
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Chuuya tries to have a good, normal life. After all that shit that happened, everyone deserves a nice, normal happily-ever-after, right?
[or: chuuya attempts to find his one true love by dating the entire bsd cast, as he fails to realize that he's... lowkey married to dazai already]
[as of 12/30/21, this story is NOW COMPLETE][in Vietnamese!] / [NSFW CH27.5]
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- Part 31 of soukoku AUs
- Part 1 of home
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19 Oct 2025
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I’ll crown your inner child with laurel by acuteguwu
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 May 2023
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“I didn’t get my education in the best culinary school of France for some mediocre apprentice to tell me how to cook my dishes.”
“Just shut it, Chuuya, and salt your goddamn béchamel.”(AU in which Dazai and Chuuya are both competing in the famous culinary contest, but it's more about childhood traumas and attempts to fix them with adult lovestories.)
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14 Oct 2025
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i have loved you since we were eighteen by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Oct 2025
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“I just wanted to—”
“To talk? You thought sitting here, all sad and tragic, in our spot, would spark some nostalgia?” Chuuya scoffed. “That I’d come running back like some pathetic—God, I can’t believe I even came down here.”
“I know you hate me,” Dazai said, standing up. “But—”
“Hate you?” Chuuya tilted his head, as if he was considering it, with the kind of detachment that hurt worse than fury. “Nah. I hated you for about two years. Now I just… don’t really think about you at all. Or at least I didn’t, until you decided to make a grand comeback no one fucking asked for.”or, dazai comes back to his hometown at twenty-two, four years after leaving Chuuya without a word, trying to fix what he broke between them. In which, he isn’t particularly good at.
small town childhood friends to lovers to messy exes to... we'll see about that.Bookmarked by r4venheart
09 Oct 2025