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apparently (i love you mama) by spockina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Oct 2025
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He hated himself because he also hated her a little. He hated that she had abandoned him to the worst people Ilya had ever known, his brother and father, and she didn’t think of Ilya and—
The cherry of his cigarette burned his fingertips where he had forgotten about it, holding it and looking at nothing, and he stubbed it before walking all the way to a trashcan so he could safely dispose of it.
He loved his mamochka in a way that felt like it was trying to escape, but in order to get out, it had to strangle him first.
It was killing him.
or: ilya keeps dreaming of his mother.
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The first thing Shane Hollander tells his parents about the man he will marry one day is that he’s kind of a dick.
Or, five times Yuna asked Shane about Ilya Rozanov (and one time she asked David about them).
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Bookmarked by spockina
26 Oct 2025
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oh this was so good!!! what a banger for my first hollanov fanfic
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(AU) 1983: A reporter from the New York Post visits the small town of Farmingdale, Vermont, and is intrigued to learn about two men who run a ranch together outside of town. She smells a story that could open a lot of eyes...but when she meets them, the story becomes a reality.
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- Part 1 of Human Interest
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Bookmarked by spockina
11 Jul 2025
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i read this all the way back on livejournal and i kept rereading it there and not once did i think to check the archive lmao?? anyway. this is a true favorite. this is very special to me in the category of fics that don't hurt AT ALL. even the small bumps are just that: easily stepped over. i'm obsessed w it, it's the fix it of all fix it fics for me. lovely and cherished.
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Price's office door is cracked open when they make it to him. Soap knocks gently on the door frame anyway before bustling in with all of his gear. He would've liked to put his things down but he did say straight there.
"Right on time. Good to see you back in one piece."
Ghost closes the door behind him and the two of them stand there like kids sweating, trying to figure out if they're in trouble before the hammer drops.
"I'll cut straight to it, eh? Effective immediately you boys are on a mandatory six week leave."
Ghost's eyes go buck.
"Can I ask why, sir? Are we being investigated or something?" Soap's doing all the damage control he can but he's just as shocked as Ghost. He can't remember doing anything in the past six months that would result in being sent on involuntary leave. All thing's considered he's been keeping his nose clean; he's not even keeping explosives in his locker anymore.
Ghost and Soap can't put off taking their leaves anymore, and are sent on an involuntary vacation. Surely they can find something to do to keep themselves occupied.
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- Part 1 of Playing House: The Full Game
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Bookmarked by spockina
09 Jun 2025
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idk why i hadn't bookmarked this before bc once i started reading i knew i had read it. anyway!! entertaining and very sweet
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In their line of work, risk and reward are irreparably linked; courting Ghost had been a risk. Convincing Ghost to set aside regulation and his own personal safeguards had almost killed him with how desperate he’d gotten, and now he gets to feel Heaven’s bloody Gates around his cock every day and not want to stay forever? Not want to lock Ghost in with him, deeper and more scarring than any mating bite? To not trap him close with a hand on his nape and a child in his belly?
No. Ghost is his, Soap fought for and damn near died in his pursuit of this perfect, beautiful, impossible man, and he’s going to fucking keep him.
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Soap and Gaz manage to convince their (more responsible, but also decidedly more boring) team members to join their games.
Gaz uses every opportunity to tease Soap. Soap uses every opportunity to ogle Ghost. Price is exasperated.
or: the Party Games AU no one asked for.
Bookmarked by spockina
17 Apr 2025
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oh this was SUCH a fun read!!!! keeping it here to revisit when i need a little fun