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    Jax's experience in the panopticon that is the Digital Circus.

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    I take the implications of those fourth wall breaks WAY too seriously.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    “Uh, Pomni?” He started with a gentle tug from his glove. “Could I possibly get my….”

    When her frantic eyes met his, the rest of his request went quiet. It felt strangely familiar. As if he had seen that specific look on her face before- that look of frightened, but still frustrated fear. Like she didn’t want to be scared but had no choice and it was upsetting her. One part of him idly wondered what on earth had spooked her like this, but another part of him, a part he didn’t completely understand where it was coming from, wanted nothing more than to calm that expression. Some part of him that he couldn’t access had made a vow for him, apparently, to never let her look like that again. It confused him (it did seem a bit dramatic for what had to be a vague 9am at best), but it... also made sense, in a way, he guessed. Why would he want his friend to be upset?

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    14 Sep 2025

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    As per usual, Jax is doing fine. He's certainly not bothered by the reevaluation training. No, in fact, he's very well adjusted. Absolutely peachy. Caine's next adventure won't bother him at all, too. Trust him--Jax is always doing swell.

    (Jax is traumatized from reevaluation training (he won't admit this). Caine cooks up an even more traumatizing adventure. Jax is totally fine!)

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    13 Sep 2025

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    The attacks keep happening.

    Jax is hanging on by a thread. An increasingly tenuous thread that’s threatening to snap at any given moment. He’s beginning to hope for it, if only for the pain to stop.

    And then there’s Pomni. Stupidly earnest and recklessly kind Pomni.

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    13 Sep 2025

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    What were the stages of grief again?

    Denial, Jax remembers. He knows that one. It’s the first on the list, the one that clues people in that it’s developing grief in the first place. Not that he’s grieving. That was silly. And a straight up delusional take on his situation. He doesn’t grieve.

    Cartoonish purple rabbits don’t grieve.

    The dead can’t speak, the guilty don’t deserve to. Pomni has Thoughts™ and makes it Jax’s whole problem.

    (Or: the one where she gives one last push.)

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