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    Hyunjin can take Chan’s effusive praise because he knows there’s nothing but love behind it, can handle Jeongin’s shy compliments because he knows Jeongin only ever means it as a good thing.

    It’s only when it comes to Changbin that it falls differently, scatters over the expanse of Hyunjin’s skin, like marbles skittering over concrete and cracking against each other with the force of colliding, dying stars.

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    Oh, Changbin thinks, thumb aching to reach up and brush Hyunjin’s lower lip, wipe those tears away, sink into his mouth until Hyunjin looks up at him through his lashes, coquettish and wanting. He’s gorgeous.

     

    He’s beautiful when he cries.

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    Felix's fingers catch on one of the clips. “Oh, this is pretty. Where’d you get it?”

    Hyunjin debates telling him the truth. My stalker got them for me. Apparently he’s rich enough to afford two thousand dollar hair clips. He leaves me long, rambling voicemails. He knows where I live. He thinks I’m beautiful. He says he’s been dreaming about me.

    It sounds insane even in his own head.

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    Lan Xichen pauses before he speaks. He often does. “A-Yao, will you…?”

    There are any number of things that Lan Xichen might be about to say. He might be about to say, “A-Yao, will you cook breakfast while I bathe in the river?” But then, there is a gravity to his tone, and a flush on his cheeks. So perhaps it will be, “A-Yao, will you do that thing with your tongue?” Or even more thrillingly, “A-Yao, will you teach me how to do that thing with your tongue?”

    Lan Xichen does not say any of these things. He says, “A-Yao, will you marry me? If we both survive the war, will you marry me?”

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    Lan Xichen proposes before the war. Somehow, through the property of transitivity, Wei Wuxian becomes Meng Yao’s problem to solve.

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    “At least… he went out doing what he loved.”

    Last read: 10/13/25

    a micro utopia born as the overture plays by tardigradeschool

    Lan Xichen pauses before he speaks. He often does. “A-Yao, will you…?”

    There are any number of things that Lan Xichen might be about to say. He might be about to say, “A-Yao, will you cook breakfast while I bathe in the river?” But then, there is a gravity to his tone, and a flush on his cheeks. So perhaps it will be, “A-Yao, will you do that thing with your tongue?” Or even more thrillingly, “A-Yao, will you teach me how to do that thing with your tongue?”

    Lan Xichen does not say any of these things. He says, “A-Yao, will you marry me? If we both survive the war, will you marry me?”

    .

    Lan Xichen proposes before the war. Somehow, through the property of transitivity, Wei Wuxian becomes Meng Yao’s problem to solve.

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    Minho is just the man that drives Jisung home. At least, that’s what he should be. At least, that’s all he should want to be.

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