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The first time Taehyung meets Jimin, he's covered in blood and knows that something momentous is about to occur.

As a prostitute Taehyung sees a lot of dark, scary things but before Jimin he'd believed he could handle anything life had to offer. Taehyung's pimp Sunghoon had never shielded him from the cruel parts of sex work but Taehyung had gotten so used to it that he'd forgotten just how scary the world could get.

At 20 he's already been working for almost 5 years but been lucky and avoided any of the addictions that destroyed so many of the boys around him. Drinking or smoking to please whichever man buys his body for the night is nothing new but on his own time Taehyung keeps himself completely sober. It's done wonders for his body and means that he isn't forced to sell himself further to cruel loan sharks to work off his debts.

Taehyung no longer has the innocent youthfulness so many men had craved when he was 15 but thankfully age has given him the kind of ethereal beauty that could have made him a model in another life. Sunghoon always makes sure to praise that fact on his nightly 'inspections' of his prized prostitute. Taehyung knows for a fact that no one else's 'inspections' involve taking the man's tiny limp dick up their ass but it keeps Taehyung in his good graces so he's never pimped out Sunghoon's more violent clients.

Taehyung had been bounced between Sunghoon's brothels for years before settling at one in Gangnam. It's where the pimp spent most of his time and where he can sell Taehyung to all his richest clients to maximise his profits. Taehyung sees very little of the money earned but is reasonably happy there. He has his own closet sized bedroom, decent relationships with all the other prostitutes and a selection of regular clients who shower him in gifts and treat him as well as he could expect a whore to be treated.

After so many years, spreading his legs and getting on his knees for the rich men who frequented the brothel is second nature and Taehyung occasionally even enjoys it. There are always some men who treat him like a back alley whore but Sunghoon would take one look at the bruises on his skin and have a long talk with them, often ending with them leaving the club missing a few teeth. 

Very soon into his employment Taehyung realised just how invisible he became to men who bought his body. Powerful men never saw a boy like him as a threat so would happily spill their secrets, whispering their darkest confessions into his ear while they took what they'd paid for. Taehyung's perfect memory should have gotten him into a world class university but instead was used to carefully remember every piece of blackmail he'd ever been given. A prostitute had no chance to use it but Taehyung knew deep down that one day he'd rise into someone powerful enough to take down everyone who'd ever fucked him.

That opportunity ends up coming sooner than Taehyung ever imagined.

It's another night with another man's body pressing down on top of his, nothing new in any way. Taehyung is pressed face down on one of the brothel beds, half heartedly letting out the obnoxious moans he knows his chaebol client loves. There's very few men in who can make Taehyung moan for real so he's faking it and pondering what he wants for dinner when gunshots ring out.

In some of the other brothels Taehyung worked at those sounds were normal but not in the middle of Gangnam. Sunghoon might run some of his other businesses as debauched dens of vice but has worked very hard to portray this brothel as something classier. It's still filled with desperate young boys selling their bodies for money but is marketed towards the kind of rich men who pay for violence rather than getting their own hands dirty.

Taehyung immediately knows somethings wrong and starts squirming, trying to tell the man on top of him to cut it out. The chaebol seems oblivious, pushing Taehyung down harder as he keeps jackrabbiting into his body.

Before Taehyung can try harder to push him off, another loud shot sounds. Taehyung's heart almost leaps out of his chest as he realises it was from inside the room, screaming and thrashing as his client collapses down on top of him. The stench of blood fills the air as the man bleeds onto Taehyung's naked, trapped body. He's still screaming and trying to hold down vomit when the body on top of his is hauled off.

Taehyung is trembling uncontrollably as he pushes himself up onto his knees, gagging at the sight of red blood coating his golden skin. There have been a few men who wanted to watch Taehyung bleed for their own pleasure but Sunghoon never allowed it because he was too beautiful to risk maiming. Taehyung's used to bruises and cruelty but blood and death is something he's been carefully kept away from.

His brain is still scrambled as rough hands grab his arm, pulling him off the bed and jamming a gun into his back. It's not the first time Taehyung's been around guns but the sight of three masked men pointing them at him is terrifying.

None of them seem concerned with the blood dripping from Taehyung's body or his nakedness as they drag him from the room, gun still pressed to the small of his back.

Once Taehyung had been stabbed in the back by a client who refused to take no for an answer and it prevented him from working for almost a month. Only his beauty and Sunghoon's love of his mouth prevented him from being fired which Taehyung is still extremely grateful for. The knife hadn't gone in very deep but took months to heal so he can only imagine how devastating a gunshot would be on his body. If he even survived it Taehyung wouldn't be able to work for months and there'd be no chance of Sunghoon keeping him around. Prostitution was Taehyung's only way of making money so if he ended up getting shot by these men, he'd have to hope it was a lethal shot.

Taehyung's so terrified that it's impossible to block out the dead bodies and blood stains on the floor. His body trembles uncontrollably as he hugs himself around the waist, still gagging from the stench of blood in the air as he's dragged into the main lounge of the brothel. Taehyung's brain stalls when he sees a collection of masked and heavily armed men packed into the room. Sunghoon has always been involved with gangsters and engaged in less than legal activities but Taehyung's never seen such a terrifying display.

As they walk through, men move out of the way, eyes falling to Taehyung's bare body but never making a grab for him. When they reach the corner of the room Taehyung sees something that makes him stumble, the man behind him growling and shoving him hard enough that he falls to his kneels with a yelp.

On a couch flanked by enormous bodyguards sits the most beautiful man Taehyung has ever seen. He looks like he'd be slightly shorter than Taehyung but makes up for it with muscles that bulge under his clothes and a scowl that promises violence. The man might be small and beautiful but he sits on the low couch as if it's a throne, exuding the kind of confidence Taehyung has always envied.

When he sees Taehyung the man's lips curl into a smirk, only making him look even more terrifying. With effortless grace he pushes himself to his feet, the room going almost completely silent as everyone holds their breath.

The man prowls to where Taehyung kneels, leaning down to grab ahold of his chin and force his head up. Something evil flashes across his face before he sighs, thumb caressing Taehyung's sharp jawline "Aren't you pretty? Almost makes me sad we have to kill you."

"B-but" Taehyung stammers before his brain comprehends what the man said "Whores don't get killed in gang wars, there's no point killing me."

"Oh pretty kitty" the man chuckles, gripping Taehyung's jaw so hard he yelps "Whores don't get killed but pampered little pets do. Everyone else will gladly betray your piece of shit pimp for me but I doubt his precious little tiger will."

Taehyung feels a sudden rush of hatred towards Sunghoon, trying to pull away from the man as he growls "I'm not a fucking pet, just because he sticks his cock in me doesn't mean he loves me. Did you find him? If not, I know where he's hiding and you'll never get him without me."

A brief flash of anger goes across the beautiful man's face before he hums curiously "We haven't found him but you know that. Are you going to behave little kitty or do I have to be more persuasive?"

Taehyung is still shaking from fear but forces a smug look on his face, knowing that no one will harm him until they've got what they want. He's never had any affection towards Sunghoon so if selling him out is what it takes to save his own life, so be it. Taehyung didn't survive alone on the streets at 15 by being kind and has no intentions to die naked and covered in blood before he's accomplished anything in life.

With a glare Taehyung smacks the man's hand off his face, wiping at his jaw in disgust as he scoffs "I doubt there's anything you can do to me that's worse than what's already happened. I'll give you what you want if you promise you'll take me away with you. I don't give a shit about any of the creeps here but I'm never going back to the streets."

There's a long pause before the man's face breaks into a smile that's even scarier than his scowl "Oh sweetheart we have a deal, if you're going to behave I'd love to keep you. You might have heard of me as Baby J but you my precious kitty, you can call me Jimin."

Jimin gives Taehyung a wink then snaps his fingers "Someone get our tiger some clothes then we'll hunt that bastard down."

Taehyung feels a sinking feeling to know he's sold his body to a new owner but doesn't let himself regret his decision. Sunghoon is in no position to protect him now so taking a leap of faith with Jimin is his best choice to avoid a bullet through his forehead.

He's been kept well away from gang life but has heard murmurings of Baby J and his vicious Golden Serpents. All of the gangsters who've bought Taehyung's body have simultaneously cursed his name while marvelling in awe at what he's accomplished. He's younger than any other prominent mob bosses but is a strategic genius with a gang who'd do anything for him. None of Jimin's own men have ever bought Taehyung but he's heard enough about the man from other gang members to know he should be scared.

One of Jimin's men hands him a towel so Taehyung frantically cleans the blood from his body. It's been there long enough to start crusting on so Taehyung's extremely grateful to finally have it off.

Once he's got as much as possible off, another man hands him a skimpy silk robe which he silently slips into. Being paraded around and exposed to crowds of men is nothing new but Taehyung's grateful for something to cover himself. His body is nothing to be ashamed of but he's already so powerless that also being naked is a step too far. Taehyung's desperately trying to find some way to get more of an advantage on Jimin and there's no way to do that when every inch of him is exposed.

Jimin's eyes never leave Taehyung, watching him until he's clean and clothed then the man nods slightly. Despite Taehyung recoiling, he reaches out to slip an arm around the prostitute's waist. Jimin's hand rests on his hip as he pulls Taehyung close to his side and leads him out of the room.

Being touched by unknown men is always unpleasant but Taehyung doesn't hate Jimin's touch as much as he should. The mob boss has small, delicate hands that make no move to inflict further violence on Taehyung. It's the lowest possible standard but Taehyung clutches onto the shred of hope like a lifeline. Jimin won't harm him until he has Sunghoon and afterwards Taehyung's sure he can find something else to offer Jimin to save himself.

Taehyung leads Jimin and his men through the brothel without a hint of guilt. There are more dead customers littered throughout the hallways but Taehyung's pleased to see that no prostitutes are hurt. A few of them are hysterically crying as they dart out of the way of the incoming gang members but none seem to have been attacked. Taehyung's never been very close to any of them but they're good boys with bad luck so he'd hate to see them killed in a stupid gang attack. The life they're living isn't much but surely it can't be worse than bleeding out in the brothel that enslaved them.

Sunghoon's office has already been ransacked when they arrive but Taehyung trusts himself. When Sunghoon told him about his secret hideout Taehyung never thought it would come to this. Secretly he'd worried Sunghoon planned to tie him up in there as a personal sex slave but had managed to escape that fate by being a customer favourite. Sunghoon may have craved Taehyung but there was nothing he loved more than money.

When Taehyung kneels down to move the rug below Sunghoon's desk and expose a trapdoor, Jimin's face turns even more wicked. He watches the prostitute with what looks like approval as he growls "Such a good little tiger, maybe we should keep you alive after all."

Taehyung pushes down his fear as he slowly explains the different turns to take to find Sunghoon's safe room. A few long minutes later, Jimin's guards reemerge with Sunghoon bruised and bleeding. The pimp is hauled up the trapdoor and thrown heavily to the ground, Jimin pressing to Taehyung's side as his guards start to beat the pimp.

It's horrific but Taehyung doesn't look away, determined to watch every second. A life with Jimin is undoubtedly going to be more violent than the one he's been living so he has to be prepared. Jimin and his men may never respect him but Taehyung's not going to let them see him as a weak sheltered brat.

Jimin's fingers play with the tie on Taehyung's robe but he stays silent until the prostitute eventually gives in. The last punch to Sunghoon's face exposed a flash of bone and Taehyung doesn't trust himself not to throw up if he keeps watching. Instead he turns to the mob boss, ducking his head to the crook of Jimin's neck as he whines "You know he won't talk so hurry up and kill him, you're just having fun with it now."

"Smart boy" Jimin purrs, pulling Taehyung closer as he traces the shape of his slim waist "We deserve to have fun with it, this asshole earned everything he gets. All the secrets in that ugly head of his will die with him and that pisses me the fuck off."

An angry man is a dangerous man so Taehyung makes a split second decision. Finding Sunghoon was his bargaining chip to keep himself alive but now that the man is useless, Taehyung needs something new.

"Well..." Taehyung starts, steeling himself to whisper right into Jimin's ear "If it's information you need then you're lucky you have me. Anything he could've told you I can tell you too and I'll look much prettier while doing it. Take me somewhere I can wash up and have a nice steak dinner then I'll tell you all his secrets and the secrets of everyone I've ever fucked."

It's a dangerous offer but Jimin reacts just how Taehyung prayed he would. The man's hands drop to the bottom of his robe, brushing the swell of Taehyung's ass as he asks "People trust whores with their secrets around here?"

"People don't see us as anything more than warm holes to fuck and forget there's a brain behind every pretty face. If you know what to ask, a man will tell you anything while he's balls deep inside you. Did you know the mayor of Seoul is involved with a sex trafficking ring? Did you know at least six different prominent politicians have AIDS and their wives don't know? Did you know my sweet little owner over there has over a billion won worth of diamonds hidden under that trapdoor? So many interesting things hidden in my pretty head but you wanted to put a bullet right through it, isn't that silly Jiminie?"

Jimin should kill him for speaking so informally but only cackles in delight, pulling Taehyung closer as he tugs a pistol from the holster on his hip. He traces it down Taehyung's chest before clicking off the safety and pressing it into the prostitute's hand "No wonder he kept you close little tiger, we're going to have so much fun together. Kill him for me then I'll give you everything you've ever wanted and more."

Killing someone is the last thing he wants but Taehyung is done being weak. With a trembling hand Taehyung lifts the gun, taking a second to smile at the first man who'd ever raped him before pulling the trigger. It's the first person Taehyung's ever killed but he's imagined the scene countless times. All he feels is a rush of excitement as Sunghoon's body hits the floor, bullet hole right through his forehead.

Sunghoon took Taehyung in at his lowest moments but never let the prostitute forget it. He raped Taehyung countless times then sold him to other horrific men who kept raping him until he stopped fighting back. Killing him in cold blood after bargaining off his secrets is just what the pimp deserves. Jimin is far from a good person but it's hard to imagine him being worse than Sunghoon and at least this time Taehyung is needed for his mind not his body. 

Jimin orders his men to finish ransacking the brothel then deal with the other prostitutes. Taehyung feels a flash of fear for them but as he's led from the room Jimin murmurs "Don't worry about your little friends, they'll be ok. My boys will tell them Sunghoon is dead so they can either go off alone or join one of my brothels. Unlike your piece of shit pimp, I don't let anyone hurt the people that work for me, I protect all of them not just the ones I'm sticking my cock in."

The mob boss's hand skims Taehyung's ass again but he only leans into the touch, too relieved to care how he's being groped. He knows for a fact that most boys he works with are so broke they wouldn't last a week without a pimp. A few might take their sudden freedom and run but most will join Jimin and keep working on their never ending piles of debt.

"Is that right Jiminie? What do you do for the ones you are sticking your cock in then?"

"I don't fuck whores" Jimin chuckles, guiding Taehyung carefully down the steps outside the brothel and into a waiting car before continuing "I like fucking people that beg for me, that scream and cry and moan when I'm inside them, that come back day after day desperate for my hands on them again. I have plenty of people throwing themselves at my feet so why would I bother fucking someone who's only enduring my touch for a pay check? Only a pathetic man would buy someone's body and force himself on them. Thankfully though, there are plenty of men like that so I stay in business and boys like you make money."

Taehyung has nothing to say in reply. He's never met someone who saw bedding a prostitute as a sign of weakness. The men he's met have bragged about how many boys they've fucked but never admitted to how many of them were paid to spread their legs. Jimin not needing to pay for sex isn't a surprise but Taehyung doesn't know where that leaves him. 

After a long pause Jimin reaches over to draw Taehyung into his lap, holding him close as he strokes the prostitute's bare legs. His hands never try to move up under the skimpy robe so Taehyung eventually relaxes into him. Jimin needs him and the information he holds so he won't do anything terrible just yet. It's been a long time since anyone cared for Taehyung so he'll make the most of any softness Jimin offers.

When they arrive at Jimin's home, Taehyung isn't surprised. The enormous penthouse suite is almost cliche but Taehyung can imagine himself enjoying the luxury. He's always been broke and desperate for money but has the kind of beauty that was made to be accentuated by wealth.

Jimin's hands stay firm on his waist, guiding Taehyung through the penthouse until they reach an enormous bathroom. A tub is full of hot water and lightly scented bubbles so Taehyung feels his heart jump in delight. He didn't think Jimin would take him seriously when he demanded a way to properly wash the blood off his body but has been thoroughly proven wrong.

He doesn't move until Jimin tugs at the hem of Taehyung's robe, murmuring "Get this off kitten, time to get you clean."

Taehyung doesn't oppose the hands striping him naked again, letting Jimin help him into the bath then relaxing back in the bubbles with a sigh. He's hardly safe but Taehyung feels more content with Jimin than he ever did with Sunghoon. At least with the mob boss he has leverage and can bargain for things like warm baths which Sunghoon never would have given him.

With a strangely soft expression Jimin kneels beside the bath, holding out a sponge as he murmurs "Want to wash yourself or should I do it?

"Hmm, you can but be gentle" Taehyung whispers, smiling to himself as the mob boss strips off his tactical gear, leaving himself in only a shirt and cargo pants. He looks even better when dressed casually so Taehyung stares unashamedly as Jimin begins washing his body, tenderly cleaning the streaks of dried blood from his chest.

The water is so warm and comfortable that Taehyung can't help starting to drift off, not even considering how dangerous it could be to fall asleep in front of Jimin.

When he wakes it's to gentle hands on his body, lifting him out of the lukewarm water, towelling him dry then wrapping him in a floor length silk dressing gown. Taehyung only opens his eyes when he's laid back on a bed, unconsciously smiling when he sees Jimin hovering over him. The mob boss, strokes his wet hair out of his face then murmurs "You can sleep more kitten, I'll be here when you wake up."

Knowing the terrifying man is going to be there while he sleeps should wake him right up but instead Taehyung nods and lets himself drift again.

His second wake up is even more pleasant, the smell of steak hitting his nose and making Taehyung moan softly before he's even fully awake. A soft chuckle sounds from beside him and Jimin teases "You drool when you sleep little tiger, wake up before I eat your dinner."

Immediately Taehyung's eyes open, sitting up abruptly as he snaps "Don't you dare, I haven't eaten in hours and could literally eat a horse."

"No horses but plenty of steak, eat up."

Jimin kneels by Taehyung's side as he takes the bowl of steak and noodles, watching the prostitute eat the first few bites. Once it's clear he's enjoying himself and has no plans to stop until he's full enough to burst, Jimin gives Taehyung's arm a little tap "Move forward kitten, your shoulders are so tense it makes me sore just looking at you."

Hesitantly Taehyung does what he's told, gripping his chopsticks tight as Jimin slides in behind him, legs splayed out either side of Taehyung's waist. Having a man behind him has never been a pleasant experience but Jimin only puts his hands on Taehyung's shoulders, digging his thumbs right into where he's tightest. Taehyung can't stop himself moaning loudly, head dropping back in pleasure as Jimin keeps working at the knots in his shoulders.

Eventually Taehyung manages to refocus on his dinner, moaning around mouthfuls of steak as Jimin gives him the most thorough massage of his life. By the time he finishes his bowl Taehyung's entire body feels like it's made of rubber, loose and completely pliable under Jimin's hands. Taehyung doesn't have the will to argue when Jimin takes the empty bowl from him then guides Taehyung further back against his chest.

The mob boss's hands trace their way over Taehyung's torso, tweaking his nipples slightly before moving lower to cup his cock through the silk gown. It's nothing new so Taehyung unconsciously spreads his legs and holds back a sigh, pleasant fog immediately dropping away. Jimin's treated him better than anyone ever has but no one brings a prostitute to their home just to pamper them. Pleasing the men that own him has always been Taehyung's job and there's no reason to suspect that this arrangement will be any different.

Jimin keeps touching until Taehyung starts to get hard then asks "You have any secrets for me little tiger? You've got your bath and steak dinner so don't I deserve just one little secret?"

"Hmm" Taehyung hums, taking his time replying as he tries to find a way to make this work in his favour "Is that how this works? You'll treat me like a king until I run out of secrets to tell you?"

"Of course sweetheart but I doubt you'll ever run out. With a face like that you won't be able to enter any room without leaving knowing everyone's dirty secrets, no one could ever resist you."

No one has ever spoken to Taehyung so reverently and he very quickly realises he wants to be treated like this for the rest of his life. He survived as a whore but doesn't ever want to go back to a life where he's only valued as a pretty face and warm hole.

With more confidence than he actually feels, Taehyung reaches back to lightly tug on Jimin's hair and purr "I'll give you my secrets if you pleasure me; I'll only give you them if you're pleasuring me. The second you pleasure yourself too I'll stop and turn back to the cheap whore I'm meant to be."

"You'll never be cheap my pretty kitty" Jimin scoffs, hands sneaking under Taehyung's silk dressing gown "Is that your way of telling me I'll never get to fuck you?"

"You can fuck me whenever you want but all you'll get from me is fake moans."

"Silly boy" Jimin growls, nipping at Taehyung's pulse before hitching the silk up around his hips "You'll never have to fake a moan with me, I'll make you feel so good you forget every other orgasm you've ever had. I already told you I don't fuck whores so I'll only bed you when you're begging for it and truly want me inside you. Until then, lucky for you I'm very good at making people cum, especially when I have such a pretty specimen in front of me."

Taehyung is still convinced Jimin is full of shit but is very quickly proven wrong. With confident, talented hands Jimin strokes him with one hand and plays with his nipples with the other, making him cum once before his hands move between Taehyung's legs. His fingers are short but work wonders inside him, rubbing mercilessly at Taehyung's prostate until he cums a second time.

Jimin seems fully prepared to make Taehyung cum again but the prostitute is forced to shake his head, wheezing "Give me a minute, you're gonna kill me."

"Oh no my little tiger; I won't kill you, just give you so much pleasure you forget your own name. I don't think I could bear to lay a hand on you now that I've seen just why your pimp kept you so close. You're mine and I'll make sure you never regret that even for a second."

His lips trace the curve of Taehyung's neck so without hesitation Taehyung starts to speak, spilling Sunghoon's secrets as Jimin holds him close. Trusting the mob boss still seems like a terrible idea but Taehyung happily tells Jimin where his former pimp keeps all his money. Jimin undoubtedly has plenty of his own but listens closely as Taehyung describes the hiding places in the corridors beneath his trap door.

It's not the kind of secret that will change much but in many ways, telling Jimin feels cathartic. Taehyung's been hoarding secrets and blackmail for years without anyone to share it with or any way to use the information. Jimin is powerful enough that he'll use everything to his advantage and the way he cradles Taehyung close makes him feel like the most important person in the world.

Even if everything Jimin's said to him has been a lie, Taehyung finds that he doesn't particularly care. Judging men off their actions rather than their words has always been his way to survive. So many men would flatter him and insist they were good people but would fuck him just as violently as the ones who insulted him from the start. Jimin might have bad intentions or still plan to kill Taehyung but his actions have been nothing but gentle and doting. Until he does something to change Taehyung's view of him, the prostitute is going to enjoy every second of Jimin's attention and hope he has enough secrets to make it continue.

From that day forward Taehyung slowly learns who Jimin truly is. To the world he's short tempered, violent and monsterous but the second he's alone with Taehyung he becomes someone gentle and doting. At first Taehyung can't figure out which persona is the real Jimin but soon realises they're both equally real and deeply fascinating. If you treat him well, he'll return that treatment a hundred times over but the second you get on Jimin's bad side you'll learn what hell truly feels like.

It takes a couple of months for Taehyung to run out of Sunghoon's secrets, clinging to the last of them as long as he can out of deep terror. When he eventually admits he's done Jimin simply shrugs, sucking Taehyung through another two orgasms before giving the former prostitute an exasperated look "Your shitty pimp is long dead but there's plenty of people who aren't. Tell me their secrets and if you don't have any we'll just have to find out some more."

"You... You're not mad?"

"When have I ever been mad at you kitten? I've told you so many times that you're mine and I won't let anything happen to you, I thought you would have believed it by now. Do you really think that after all this time I'm only keeping you around so you can tell me gossip?"

Taehyung looks down at the mob boss kneeling at his feet, staring up at him with something Taehyung finally realises is love. He's been so scared of his own vulnerability and the feelings he's developed for Jimin that he was blinded to Jimin's own feelings.

With a grin Taehyung leans down to kiss Jimin, tasting himself on the older man's lips as he whispers "I love you Jiminie."

"I love you too Taehyung" Jimin murmurs, rising up from his knees to wrap the former prostitute in a tight hug "It's you and me against the world, from now until the end of time. We're going to burn every fucker who goes against us to the ground then I'll make you cum on their ashes. That's a promise and you know Baby J always keeps his promises."

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"That's it kitten, make a mess for me."

Jimin's voice is the only thing that gets through to Taehyung's muddled brain, his legs spasming helplessly either side of Jimin as he sobs out garbled pleas.

The two men have been in bed together for at least an hour, Jimin kneeling between Taehyung's legs as he plays with his lover. Taehyung had started crying two orgasms ago and Jimin still refuses to give him a single second of mercy. A vibrator presses to the tip of his cock and another is deep inside him, giving constant stimulation to his aching prostate.

Taehyung screams out as he cums again, vision briefly going dark as his cock spurts out all the cum left in his body.

When Taehyung comes to he's been cleaned off, his favourite fuzzy blanket wrapped around him along with the weight of Jimin's arm slung over his waist. He takes a few moments to bask in how loose and relaxed he feels before sighing happily "Mmm Min you're too good to me, love you."

"Love you too little tiger" Jimin purrs into his ear, hands gently rubbing Taehyung's belly in slow circles "You passed out on me there, was it too much?"

"Was perfect, exactly what I wanted."

Jimin smiles against the nape of Taehyung's neck, pressing a little kiss to the bare skin before letting them settle back into silence.

Since they met Jimin has ensured they sleep together every night, sometimes doing something sexual but other times simply cuddling and talking until one of them falls asleep. Night time used to be something Taehyung dreaded but it's very quickly become his favourite part of the day because he gets undivided attention from his lover.

Despite being together for what Taehyung considers a considerable amount of time, their sex life has been surprisingly limited. Most nights Jimin will make him cum at least once, playing with the former prostitute's body until he's completely consumed by pleasure. Jimin has endless creativity when it comes to Taehyung's orgasms but has very rarely accepted anything in return, only twice allowing Taehyung to get him off with a sloppy handjob.

Taehyung would never go back to being forced into bed with a different man every night but is starting to need Jimin more than he'd ever admit. He's extremely grateful the mob boss gave him time rather than simply demanding his body like so many others have done but it's starting to get old. Taehyung loves Jimin and how kind he's been but his craving for dirty, disrespectful sex isn't something he can ignore forever.

Jimin seems perfectly content to cuddle so Taehyung spends a brief moment considering doing something for him before giving up. He's not sure he could move even if he tried so he'll have to wait to whine for Jimin's cock another time.

To Taehyung utter delight, he wakes up still cocooned in Jimin's warmth. Too often he's woken up alone because Jimin has to slip out in the middle of the night but it always puts Taehyung in a bad mood.

Taehyung tries to stay still but Jimin, as he always does, gives his belly another little rub and grumbles "Morning sweetheart, you sleep well after cumming 4 times for me?"

"Mhm, could totally do 4 more."

It's an obvious lie so Jimin only chuckles, still rubbing Taehyung's stomach as he murmurs "I bet you could, that's my kitten."

"Did... Did you want something in return? I wanna do something for you Jiminie."

The whine in his voice makes Taehyung a little embarrassed but he can only pout as Jimin nudges him to turn over. There's a little smile on Jimin's lips as he cradled his lover's face, eyes full of adoration as he whispers "You don't have to do anything for me kitten. I barely knew what love was before I met you so having you by my side is all I could ever ask for."

"And that's disgustingly romantic but I would really love to suck your cock some time Jimin-ah. I'm glad you've been taking care of me and giving me time but I really want this. I've done a lot of shitty, horrible things but I can still enjoy sex and I still want it, especially with you."

Jimin's face is soft and loving as his thumb strokes the softest part of Taehyung's cheek "I know baby, I don't intend to deprive you forever. Remember what I said when we met? I don't fuck whores, I fuck people who want me, people who beg for me."

It was one of the first things Jimin said to him so Taehyung immediately remembers. It had been one of the moments when he realised his new life would be very different to his old one and has started to open himself up to Jimin. For a while he still held some doubt about whether Jimin was lying, but was proven wrong every single day.

With a hum Taehyung asks "You... You want me to beg? That's all it'll take?"

"I don't just want you to say the words, I want you to mean them. I want you to beg and cry and scream for me because the only thing in the world that can satisfy you is my cock. When I know you truly want it and don't just see it as a way to repay me, then I'll fuck you baby."

Jimin leans in to press a kiss to Taehyung's nose before sliding out of bed and padding over to their closet. As he starts to dress for the day and strap on combat gear, Taehyung remains in place, thinking things over.

He knew Jimin wasn't going to fuck him early on in their relationship because he didn't want it to feel like a transaction, but Taehyung thought they were over that. He's deeply in love with Jimin and knows the mob boss feels the same even if he doesn't show it quite as loudly and openly as Taehyung does. There's no chance of Taehyung viewing their first time as anything except an act of love but he sees where Jimin is coming from.

Jimin makes sure to give him lots of kisses and a promise to be back home before dinner before heading out. He's banned Taehyung from coming with him when he works, claiming he wants to keep his beloved as far from gang life as possible. Thankfully Jimin talks about his work enough that Taehyung doesn't feel left out and he prides himself on being knowledgeable enough to give Jimin advice or help any time he needs it.

To make sure Taehyung never gets bored Jimin gifted him with a credit card of his own, linked to Jimin's account, and gave him free reign to take over his home. Jimin had lived there for years with his lieutenants as neighbours but didn't seem to mind any of the changes Taehyung made. No matter how many game consoles he bought or how much space he took up in their shared closet with outrageously expensive designer clothes, Jimin didn't bat an eye. One night when he was being particularly open, Jimin admitted he enjoyed coming home to somewhere that didn't feel cold and empty. Having Taehyung and his mess around made it feel more like a home and reminded the mob boss that he didn't have to face anything alone ever again.

Taehyung ends up spending most of the morning in bed before venturing out, clad minimally in boxers and one of Jimin's shirts which falls to mid-thigh. As he commonly is, Hoseok is working at the dining room table. His newly dyed red hair is a shock of colour against his tan skin, accentuating the bright smile he gives when he notices Taehyung.

"Hey lover boy! I was starting to think that boyfriend of yours had locked you up and I was going to have to make a daring rescue attempt."

"Oh shut up, some people like to sleep in rather than waking up at the ass crack of dawn."

"Some of us have to work because we don't have have sugar daddies funding our lifestyles."

Taehyung sticks his tongue out at the older man as he makes himself tea then pads over to sit beside Hoseok. At first he'd been hesitant around Jimin's lieutenants but slowly started to relax as he got to know them. They were all huge and terrifying but had kind hearts and were too scared of Jimin to ever risk getting on his bad side. Jimin also seemed to hold no negative feelings towards Taehyung associating with his friends, seemingly trusting them and not feeling any jealousy towards Taehyung's relationships. For the first time in his life, Taehyung could start to develop friendships without any fears of being beaten or raped if he did something wrong.

All of the lieutenants have spent time with Taehyung but Hoseok's easily the one he's closest to. The older man is so friendly and bubbly that Taehyung is incapable of feeling anything bad around him. He trusts Namjoon, Seokjin and Yoongi but they're more reserved and mysterious which Taehyung's brain reads as danger despite rationally knowing they wouldn't hurt him.

Taehyung's relatively sure the four men have actual jobs to do but without fail, one of them will always be at the house if Jimin isn't. At first Taehyung thought it was to keep an eye on him or make sure he didn't run away but soon realised it was Jimin looking after him. Taehyung spent a significant part of his life living in a brothel where he had absolutely no privacy and rarely, if ever, had time alone. Being by himself in Jimin's enormous home would feel utterly unnatural so having someone around to give him company is a relief.

Hoseok's never asked much from Taehyung and easily takes charge of things. He's chatty enough to always be able to fill the silence when Taehyung can't find the right words and seems to have no trouble reading the former prostitute like a book. Taehyung's got a lot on his mind from his conversation with Jimin so won't be able to engage in anything that requires proper effort from him. Because of that, Hoseok quickly finishes whatever he was working on on his laptop then snaps it closed.

"C'mon Taehyung-ah, the boss said I could take you on a drive today so we're going on a trip."

"To where?"

"I dunno, that's the fun of it. We can just drive around for a while until we find something interesting or get bored and decide to come home. We don't have to but it's one of my favourite ways to spend time and I thought you'd like it. I'll even let you pick the playlist."

The offer was already tempting but knowing he'll get to pick the music makes Taehyung immediately agree. As a prostitute he'd never had much chance to develop a taste in music, forced to settle for whichever playlist was on repeat at the brothel that week. Certain songs very quickly became associated with bad memories and Taehyung doubts he'll ever be able to listen to them again without his skin crawling.

Since moving in with Jimin he'd quickly found a fondness for jazz music and quirky indie artists. Jimin happily provided him with as many music service subscriptions as he could ever want but Taehyung could tell he didn't quite share Taehyung's music tastes. The mob boss never said a word but Taehyung quickly learned that it thoroughly ruined the mood if his music was playing while they were in bed. Jimin liked to hear nothing but the sounds he drew out of Taehyung while they were together and the former prostitute soon realised that he felt the same. Playing music quickly turned into something he did while his lover was at work to fill the silence, or when hanging out with Hoseok.

Taehyung's already pulling out his new phone and searching for the perfect playlist as they head for Jimin's garage. It was one if the first things Jimin bought for him, sending Taehyung spiralling into hysterical tears at being allowed a such a luxury and at how much trust Jimin put in him. Keeping him locked away with no way to escape or contact the outside world wouldn't have been a surprise but Jimin didn't seem to ever consider it. He claimed the phone was to make sure he could contact Taehyung at all times but didn't seem to mind Taehyung also texting his lieutenants and immersing himself in everything he'd previously been denied.

He's still scrolling through his albums when Hoseok tugs his elbow, leading him towards the car he wants. Jimin's got at least half a dozen luxury cars, each costing enough to make Taehyung's eyes water. He's offered multiple times to buy one for Taehyung and teach him to drive but Taehyung's found that he much prefers being driven.

The car Hoseok chooses is a sleek Ferrari with only two seats which gives Taehyung plenty of space to get comfortable. He chooses a low-fi playlist he's been obsessed with recently then reclines back, kicking his feet up on the dashboard as he giggles "You ready Hobi-hyung?"

Hoseok's eyes briefly flick over Taehyung, taking in his long bare legs and the way his shirt is riding up to show much more than is decent. Anyone else's gaze would make his skin crawl but Taehyung can only grin as Hoseok slips in the car. No ones said anything to him but Taehyung's smart enough to see the way Jimin's lieutenants watch each other. There's a little too much tension between the four of them for them not to have given in to it at least once and Taehyung's very much enjoying it. Previously he'd watch fellow prostitutes getting into relationships with dread but now that he's experiencing what a safe, healthy relationship feels like, Taehyung's learning that he rather likes meddling in other people's.

With another look over at Taehyung, Hoseok starts up the car and grumbles "Where did the boss even find you? I thought I had my hands full dealing with his bratty nonsense but you're worse than he's ever been. He threatened to gauge my eyes out for leaving a leaf in his car once, fuck knows what he'd do if I put my feet like that."

"He'd pout and ignore you for a while until you apologised, we both know he's a little softie."

"That 'softie' is the most feared mob boss in Seoul, holy shit you're as crazy as he is."

Taehyung laughs again as they pull out, letting his eyes flutter closed to the sound of soft jazz as Hoseok drives. The car is smooth and makes a dull roar as Hoseok guides them onto the highway, speeding along with no destination in mind.

Hoseok seems to enjoy simply driving and doesn't make any attempts to start a conversation. He makes an occasional comment about a nice car he sees or landmark they pass but nothing that requires more than a grunt from Taehyung. They must drive for over an hour before Taehyung feels the car slowing down, cracking an eye open to see them pulling off the highway.

It's not long before they pull into the drive-through for a Starbucks. Hoseok's caffeine addiction isn't news to anyone so Taehyung laughs under his breath before asking "Can you get me something chocolatey hyung? No coffee, you know I hate it."

"I'll get an Americano with enough espresso to kill a man and you can have some horrible sugary nightmare."

"Mmm, yes please."

With a snort Hoseok gives their order, paying with his black card before handing over the promised sugary nightmare "It's a chocolate and salted caramel frappuccino. It's Jin-hyung's favourite so I'm sure you'll like it."

Taehyung takes a tiny sip to try it before taking a larger gulp, giggling "It's perfect! Remind me to give Jin-hyung the biggest hug next time I see him."

"I pay for your drink but hyung gets the hugs? How rude Tae, that's the last time I do anything nice for you."

He's trying to scowl but can't hide the smile sneaking it's way across his face. Taehyung's gotten closer with Jimin's lieutenants but has held back from most physical intimacy. Simple touches are alright and he's managed to hold hands with Hoseok but offering to hug someone is a big step for him. Taehyung would probably only risk it with Jimin around so he knows someone will protect him if he needs, but it's still an enormous show of trust to even offer it. Hoseok is obviously ecstatic over it and Taehyung makes a mental note to also give him a hug as soon as he's confident enough to do it.

Both of them sip their drinks in silence as Hoseok guides them back onto the highway but before long Hoseok murmurs "No pressure but feel free to talk about whatever's going on inside that pretty head. Your thoughts are so loud I can almost hear them and it might help to talk things through. You can say no though, feel free to tell me to fuck off and talk about it with the boss when he gets home."

Taehyung takes a moment to consider his options while sipping at his sugary drink. On one hand, he'd love to talk things through with Jimin but it would be hard when his struggle is over their sex life. Taehyung may not know Hoseok as well as he'd like to but the older man seems like he'd be a good listener and give decent advice.

With a sigh Taehyung tucks his knees up to his chest, wrapping both hands around his plastic cup as he admits "Me and Jiminie talked this morning and he left me with a lot to think about."

"In a good way or a bad way?"

"I dunno... Neither I guess? It was- Oh, maybe I shouldn't tell you about personal stuff, Jiminie might not like it."

Hoseok reaches over to pat Taehyung's shoulder, briefly rubbing it before returning his hand to the wheel "If you need to talk about it then he won't mind. If he gets annoyed about you spilling all his secrets just give him that cute pout and he'll cave within seconds. That boy never shuts up about his precious little tiger so he couldn't hold a grudge for more than 10 seconds."

Rationally Taehyung knew that Jimin talked about him to his friends but blushes anyway. His boyfriend has always been louder with actions than words but it's nice to know that he can be vocal about his affection for Taehyung. It would be so easy to let his mind get the better of him and convince Taehyung he's nothing but a whore to be kept secret but Jimin never lets that happen.

"It's... It's about our sex life, or lack thereof."

"As the person who walked in on you fucking in the kitchen last week, I disagree" Hoseok drawls, chuckling to himself when Taehyung groans in embarrassment.

"We weren't- That was- Look, he'd woken up early to make me breakfast so I wasn't exactly going to refuse when Jiminie said the only thing he wanted to eat was my ass."

"Oh my god you two are disgusting. What's the problem then? I haven't seen Jimin-ah this relaxed in years so he certainly doesn't seem to have an issue with your sex life."

"He-" Taehyung starts, silently debating if this is a good idea before spitting out "He won't fuck me. When we met Jiminie had this thing about not fucking whores, only people who truly desire him. I thought it was obvious by now how much I want him but when I asked he said he'd only fuck me if I beg and prove I want it. I just- I thought we were past this, I thought he knew that I love him and want to sleep with him because of that. I don't get what he wants, I already beg and cry for him every night while he makes me cum so what more can I do?"

Hoseok doesn't say a word as Taehyung speaks, giving him time to say everything that needs to be said then giving them both a moment to think. His brows are furrowed as they take a turn off the highway, wending their way through suburbs on the outskirts of Seoul as Hoseok finally replies.

"Do you understand where Jimin's coming from though? Anyone with eyes could tell that you two are sickeningly in love but that doesn't take away the fact that you've experienced a lot of bad shit. Jimin cares for you a lot, possibly more than he's ever cared for anyone, so he doesn't want to hurt you. You want to sleep with him because you love him but he's probably still scared of retraumatising you or pressuring you into anything. Jimin's always been an overthinker so you have no idea how much time he's probably spent agonising about this. I doubt it matters how much you beg or give him puppy eyes, he's holding back because he loves you and would never forgive himself if he hurt you. He spends his life harming and killing people so the last thing he wants is to bring that into his personal life."

"But... But he's not pressuring me. I know he's just trying to look out for me but I'm not dumb, I know what I want. Sex has always been painful and scary but I want to work through that with him. He's already shown me how good it feels to be pleasured and pampered so I just want to learn how good sex can be too. My trauma is never going to go away but it'll be easier to live with if I start to associate being fucked with him rather than with Johns who bought me for a night."

Hoseok again takes a moment to consider Taehyung's words "I get that but I don't think Jimin does. I think you need to sit him down and force him to really listen to you. He's the smartest person I know but sometimes you have to beat things into that thick skull of his before he's able to see your point of view. You can't try to seduce him or politely ask if he wants to dick you down. You need to tell him point blank that you want his cock inside you even if you have to forcibly tie him down and ride him."

Taehyung sighs heavily but doesn't get a chance to reply before they both hear a strange sound. It takes a minute for Taehyung to figure out what it is but when he does he squeals "Hobi-hyung, an ice cream van! Pull over so we can get ice cream, please please please!"

Neither of them have finished their Starbucks but it's rare Taehyung gets to indulge in such a childish delight so doesn't waste any time leaping out of the car. Eagerly he runs to the other side of the road, waving to the van as Hoseok chases after him, grumbling under his breath.

As a kid Taehyung's family was always too poor to afford luxuries like this so he'd watched on longingly as other kids ate enormous ice creams without a care in the world. When his parents died and he ended up on the streets, Taehyung couldn't allow himself any childish things. All his energy went into finding food and a safe place to spend the night, not silly ice creams. Finally being able to enjoy an ice cream without a care in the world is such a good feeling that Taehyung's holding back tears by the time the van stops in front of him.

Hoseok's still shaking his head but wraps an arm around Taehyung's shoulders as he pays for two ice creams. The old man inside the van gives them a strange look, seemingly confused by the sight of them flagging him down, Hoseok wearing all black combat gear and Taehyung barely dressed. Taehyung barely notices as he's handed an ice cream, too busy basking in his happiness. The ice creams are enormous and covered in chocolate and sprinkles so Taehyung can only whisper a thank you to Hoseok as they head back towards the car and the van pulls off. It must be obvious how overwhelmed he is because Hoseok rubs his back, giving a gentle smile "Enjoy your ice cream Tae, it looks so good that it'd be a shame if it melted."

Taehyung takes a big lick of the ice cream, tears welling up again at how good it is. He's just reaching for the car door and grinning happily when he hears a loud gunshot. Before he can even scream, Hoseok is at his side again, flinging his own ice cream to the ground and shoving Taehyung into the car as he pulls a pistol from his waistband. Taehyung has no idea what happened but within seconds Hoseok leaps into the backseat of the car, clambering over to the driver's seat while yelling "Keep your head down and call Jimin, right now Tae."

With shaky fingers Taehyung grabs his phone, calling Jimin while trying to stop himself from panicking. Hoseok is driving through suburban streets like a madman, one hand on the wheel and the other clutching his gun. Taehyung barely notices his ice cream melting, sticky liquid running down his arm and making a mess on his shirt and legs.

It's only two rings before Jimin picks up but Taehyung's hyperventilating by the time he does. The mob boss starts to tease "Miss me already kitty? You know I-" but Hoseok cuts him off "Boss we need backup. I took Tae on a drive but someone shot at us out of nowh- Shit!"

Hoseok swerves the car to the side, barely missing the car that's barrelling right towards them. Taehyung finally gives in to his terror and shrieks, the melted mess remaining of his ice cream cone tumbling to the floor as he's thrown against the side of the car. Every inch of him is trembling but all Taehyung focuses on is Jimin's voice, calm and composed through the phone as he says "Hobi get my baby to headquarters, GPS says you're not far away. Everyone will be waiting for you so just get here at all costs. Taehyungie, are you there?"

"Y-yeah."

"Don't worry baby, we'll keep you safe. Just stay down and let Hobi do what he needs to do. He's bringing you to me so it'll all be ok soon, I'll make sure nothing bad happens to you."

Jimin keeps talking but Taehyung barely hears the words, simply letting his lover's voice wash over him. Behind him Taehyung can hear cars following them and gunshots ringing out but Hoseok's face is grim with determination. They've pulled back onto the highway and are driving dangerously fast, swerving through lanes to overtake cars around them.

It probably takes less than 10 minutes to arrive but to Taehyung it feels like a lifetime. He's huddled against the door of the car struggling to breathe when the car abruptly comes to a stop. Taehyung yelps but Hoseok reaches over to pull him into a hug "It's ok dude, we're here, Jimin will protect you just like he promised."

Taehyung whimpers "Jiminie" but sinks into Hoseok's embrace. Outside of the car he can see that they're in some kind of warehouse, men running all around them holding various weapons. Outside there's the loud sounds of gunfire, punctuated with occasional loud explosions. Minutes tick by slowly, Hoseok holding Taehyung close as they both wait for things to quieten down.

It seems to take forever, the sounds going on for long enough that Taehyung manages to run through every bad scenario. Dating someone in gang life was never the safest choice but Jimin makes him so happy that Taehyung had almost forgotten. The idea of losing his beloved boyfriend after only a couple of months makes Taehyung want to scream and hide himself away from the world.

Without Jimin, Taehyung loses everything. Jimin's lieutenants may like him now but it's unlikely they'll tolerate him if Jimin is dead. Taehyung will either be thrown out on his ass or have a bullet put through his head the way Jimin threatened to do when they first met.

Taehyung's mind is going down a very dark rabbit hole when someone bangs 7 times on the window of the car. Hoseok's arms immediately go limp around Taehyung, the older man breathing a sigh of relief "Everything's ok. They've neutralised the threat so it's safe for you to come out hun, just give me one second."

Despite Taehyung's whine of protest, Hoseok pulls away and slips out of the car. A long minute goes by before Taehyung's door opens, the lieutenant gently helping him out of the car. Taehyung's still scared enough that he leans in to Hoseok, too hyped on on adrenaline and terror from what just happened to also fear what being this close to a man could lead to.

Taehyung clings close to Hoseok as they round the car, joining Yoongi where he stands by the driver's door. He's watching something across the warehouse so Taehyung hesitantly looks up, a little sob escaping him.

Jimin is striding through the warehouse, machine gun in one hand and the other hand tangled in a screaming man's hair in order to yank him along. It looks horrendously painful but Taehyung can't look away. He's deeply glad to see Jimin looking seemingly unharmed and is also mordbidly curious about what might happen. Jimin's always had a short temper and someone putting Taehyung's life in danger isn't going to go down well.

When they get to the middle of the warehouse Jimin throws the man to the floor, snarling as he brings his boot down on the man's stomach. He stomps down again and again until the man's screams turn to gargles, coughing up blood from the damage Jimin has done. It's only then that Jimin has mercy and leans down with a cruel smirk "Hello Jaesung, should've known this stupid plan could only be your boss's plan. It's just a shame that my men took you alive, now I'm going to have to pull your guts out and hang you with them. I'm sure that'll get the message across to Junho to stop bothering me."

There's a crazed look in Jimin's eyes which is equal parts terrifying and arousing. Taehyung knows his boyfriend would never hurt him so seeing him inflict violence in the name of protecting Taehyung is strangely flattering.

Jimin seems like he's going to beat Jaesung more but he freezes when he looks up and his eyes land on Taehyung. After a long moment he looks between Taehyung and Jaesung before saying something to Seokjin and Namjoon where they're flanking him. Carelessly Jimin drops his gun and steps over Jaesung, heading straight for Taehyung and pulling him into an embrace.

After a very stressful half hour, Taehyung can't stop himself melting. His eyes flutter closed as he sinks into Jimin, tucking his head into the crook of his lover's neck and breathing in the smell of his cologne. Jimin loses all his previous anger and violence as he cradles Taehyung tight, nuzzling into his hair as he whispers "I'm here kitten, I've got you my sweetheart."

Being back with him is so comforting that Taehyung doesn't think of anything else until Jimin pulls back. The mob boss's eyes run down his body to check he isn't injured before murmuring "What- What's this all over you baby? What happened?"

"Huh?" Taehyung mumbles, looking down and suddenly remembering what he looks like. He's still only wearing boxers and Jimin's shirt but has melted ice cream all down his front. He's a mess and Jimin's precious car is probably also going to need a deep clean.

On top of everything else, it's too much. Taehyung can't stop tears welling up in his eyes, this time from sadness rather than the overwhelming joy he briefly experienced from the ice cream van. Jimin tries to shush him and wipe away his tears but Taehyung breaks down, sobbing hysterically in his boyfriend's arms. It's been so rare for him to ever have a nice day so having a fun day out with Hoseok ruined is crushing. Taehyung wants nothing more than to wrap himself around Jimin and never have to move again so nothing more can go wrong.

He's still crying when Jimin makes a soft sympathetic sound and scoops Taehyung up into his arms. His strong arms hold the former prostitute close as he strides through the warehouse, barking out orders as he goes. Taehyung's crying too hard to pay attention to anything until everything suddenly goes quiet.

With tear filled eyes he looks up, sniffling when he realises they're in what looks like a janitor's closet. Jimin gives a little smile, pressing a kiss to Taehyung's cheek as he murmurs "Hey baby, it's just us here. Let it all out for me, that's my good kitten."

Part of Taehyung wants to keep crying and fully shatter but he misery he'd previously felt feels muted now that Jimin's looking after him. He sniffles a couple more times before weakly wiping at his face, whispering "I'm ok, just got a little overwhelmed. Sorry for embarrassing you in front of your men."

"Fuck them, if anyone talks shit about you I'll sew their lips shut so they can't speak your name ever again. What happened little tiger? Were you scared?"

"Of course I was scared but I think I started crying because I was overwhelmed and disappointed" Taehyung admits, reaching down to poke at the ice cream stains on his shirt "When we were driving around we found an ice cream van and stopped to get some. I never got to do that before and I was so happy but then we were shot at and everything went to shit. Didn't even get to eat my ice cream before it melted all over me."

"Oh kitten, I'll buy you an ice cream every single day until you're sick of them. We can get an ice cream van to permanently park outside our house so you can always have it when you want it."

Jimin's offering up every option he can think of but Taehyung only weakly shakes his head "Ask me again later, for now I just want to go home."

He's pouting and still playing with his shirt so Jimin nods, holding him tighter as he murmurs "Get out of those clothes, I don't want you in anything dirty. Put my coat on to cover yourself then we'll get you something better at home. You've been so brave today... Daddy's good boy."

"No!" Taehyung shrieks, squirming in Jimin's arms despite knowing he can't break out of the mob boss's iron grip "Why would you say that? Fucking gross!"

Jimin breaks down in giggles and the sound of his laughter is so contagious that Taehyung can't help laughing too.

Now that Taehyung's somewhat feeling better, Jimin gently places him down while still chuckling to himself. It doesn't take long to strip off his minimal clothing then wrap himself up in Jimin's coat. It's a thick, black fabric, falling almost down to his knees and smelling deeply of Jimin. Taehyung snuggles his face into the collar as Jimin tugs him close again, lips pressing behind Taehyung's ear as he murmurs "I'll take you home now kitten. No more work today, my time's all yours."

Taehyung smiles in relief, clutching tight to Jimin as he's lead out of the cupboard. Jimin's Serpents are still milling everywhere under his lieutenants directions but Jimin beelines for Seokjin. The older man snaps to attention as his boss approaches.

"Jin I need you to find out everything that happened today. I want to know how they found my tiger and what their plan was by tomorrow morning... Actually make that tomorrow afternoon, I won't be in early."

Seokjin raises an eyebrow, giving Taehyung a wink as he teases "Want their blood type and favourite colour too boss? Don't worry, I'll handle it. Go take care of our boy, I wouldn't be hanging around here if I had a pretty thing like that under my arm."

"You wouldn't have any arms at all if you laid a hand on him" Jimin scoffs but fist bumps his lieutenant before leading Taehyung across the warehouse to a different car. This one is a large station wagon and when Taehyung slips inside he can see that the walls are thick enough that they're thoroughly bulletproof. The previous car had held up pretty well against their attackers but it's clear that Jimin's not taking any risks this time. That becomes especially clear when he enters the back of the car with Taehyung, Yoongi getting in the driver's seat instead. Jimin's historically had control issues and hates anyone else driving him places but Taehyung's bad experience seem to be enough to wash that all away.

The drive back to their home is uneventful. Jimin takes a moment to mutter a few instructions to Yoongi before waving him off and tugging Taehyung inside. They barely make it in the front door before the coat is stripped off Taehyung's body. Jimin's hands reverently traces his curves as the mob boss sighs "Fuck baby, you have no idea how scared I was. Don't ever do that to me again, my heart can't handle knowing you're in danger. Come now, let me give you a bath."

Taehyung has no complaints as Jimin runs him a luxurious bubble bath then helps him into it. It's painfully similar to the first night he spent with Jimin except for the deep love and devotion that now exists between them. Taehyung knew his life with Jimin would be different but never could've predicted the life he'd be living in only a few months time. He's gone from living in poverty with the constant threat of abuse to a life of luxury and pampering with his soulmate.

Jimin's gentle hands cleaning his body soothe Taehyung, letting him drift into a doze. It's only when Jimin ss tarts humming that Taehyung wakes up again, smiling as he listens to his lover. Jimin has a beautiful voice but rarely sings so Taehyung makes sure to enjoy every moment he gets.

A few more moments slip by before Taehyung remembers him and Hoseok's discussion before the attack. Jimin's already told his men that tonight and the next morning is for the two of them so there's no better time to try something new. It'll be intense for both of them and possibly triggering for Taehyung so he wants to have sex with Jimin for the first time when he knows he'll have his boyfriend with him for as long as possible. Waking up alone after such a special night would destroy him so Taehyung won't let it happen.

With a cheeky grin Taehyung dips his fingers in the warm water then flicks them at Jimin. The older man splutters as the water hits in him the face, shaking his head as he raises a hand from where it had been cleaning Taehyung's calf to flick him back. Taehyung giggles, grabbing onto Jimin's hand and tugging him closer "Come in with me Min, wanna cuddle you in the bath."

"Can it wait until I wash your hair?"

"I washed it yesterday so it doesn't need it. Get in here or I'll toss all the water out of the bath onto you. Either way you're getting wet so your choice whether you need to mop the floor afterwards."

Jimin grumbles "Where did I find this brat?" under his breath but obediently strips off. There's an awkward shuffle and knocking together of limbs as he clambers in but soon Taehyung is cradled between Jimin's legs. The mob boss idly trails his hands up the sides of Taehyung's legs just enough to make his skin tingle but doesn't try to turn it into something dirty. His chin tucks comfortably over Taehyung's shoulder, keeping him close enough that Jimin can nose at Taehyung's pulse whenever he feels like it.

A comfortable silence fills the room which Taehyung regretfully breaks to whisper "Jiminie I wanna say something and I need you to really listen to me ok?"

"Yeah baby I'm listening, I'll always listen."

"I love you more than anything and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You've made me happier than I've ever been but I'll be even better if you'll finally just fuck me. I'm not asking because I feel like I have to, I'm asking because I need you so bad that I can barely think. Please Jimin-ah, please fuck me."

Jimin's breathing stutters slightly, hands tightening on Taehyung's thighs as he stammers "Kitten... Taehyungie I don't- I don't know if that's a good idea."

"But it is. I'm here begging for you just like you asked. I'm not a whore spreading his legs for his owner, I'm your boyfriend who loves you and wants to share everything with you. If you're refusing because you don't want to have sex with me or don't feel comfortable fucking me then that's ok but if you're refusing because of my past, please don't. I've had so much bad sex that I deserve to finally experience what it feels like when it's done right. A thousand different men have fucked me but no one has ever made love to me and I want you to be the first. I want your touch to scrub me clean of all the other hands that have ever been on my body so that I think of you and not the painful experiences I have. Do you get that Minnie? Do you understand that I'm doing this for me and not out of some fucked up sense of obligation?"

Taehyung's panting after his spiel, the words flowing out of him with the kind of ease that they haven't in years. He'd always had to watch his mouth as a prostitute because he couldn't risk upsetting his pimp or customers. With Jimin he's always encouraged to speak his mind even if Jimin doesn't like what he says and with time it's getting easier to speak without thinking himself to death.

Jimin takes a long time to ponder his words, arms never loosening around his lover until he gives a tiny nod "If you want me to fuck you, that's what I'll do. I know you're not asking because you feel pressured or obligated but I needed you to say it like that to finally get my head out of my ass. I've wanted to fuck you since the first moment I laid eyes on you so you should know damn well I was only refusing because I didn't want to hurt you my beloved."

Very gently Jimin presses a kiss to Taehyung's shoulder, lips lingering over the bare skin as he whispers "Talk to me the whole time, I want to hear every single thing you're thinking and feeling. If anything ever feels painful or scary or unsafe just tell me and we'll figure out what we need to do to make it better. I want to make love to you my darling tiger, I want this to be the best thing either of us has ever experienced."

Taehyung's already starting to feel overwhelmed just from talking about it so he can't imagine how sex will feel. He's never been fucked by someone he chose to be with and has definitely never enjoyed a sexual experience before meeting Jimin. Sex has always been something violent and painful so Taehyung's deeply hoping it'll be better with his lover, though the bar very low when it comes to his previous experiences.

With firm but gentle hands, Jimin helps lift Taehyung to his feet. Both of them barely take the time to dry themselves before stumbling back into their bedroom, hands groping each other's bodies.

Taehyung hasn't yet gotten to pleasure Jimin in all the ways he's dreamed of but has taken his time exploring every inch of his body. Knowing Jimin inside and out means Taehyung isn't scared to be close to him and can feel completely comfortable in Jimin's presence.

All Taehyung can do is giggle when he's tugged down onto their bed, landing on top of Jimin and quickly connecting their lips. Kissing has quickly become his favourite thing to do and Jimin seems to have no problem doing it as often as possible.

The two men leisurely lick into each other's mouths until Taehyung's head is spinning and all he can feel is Jimin. It's nothing different to what they've done before but the promise of what's to come makes Taehyung vibrate with excitement. Sex has never been something enjoyable before but for the first time in his life, Taehyung's not nervous at all about it. Jimin's always made a point to take care of him and make sure he feels good so there's no reason for this to be any different.

When Jimin pulls back there's a painfully soft expression on his face as he whispers "How do you want this kitten? Tell me what you need and how I can give you the best night of your life."

"Just stay with me, wanna be with you and have you show me how good things can be when I'm allowed to consent."

"I will, don't worry beloved I'm not going anywhere and I won't let you leave this bed until you've been properly taken care of. I was trying to ask what exact things you want me to do to you though. I know you asked me to fuck you but baby, you know you don't have to bottom right? I know a lot of terrible people have done horrific things to you so it's ok if you're not ready for that yet. I don't bottom often but I'd love to do it for you."

Being the one on top had never seemed like an option so Taehyung's momentarily speechless. It's an intriguing idea and one Taehyung can't wait to explore in the future but isn't what he wants from tonight. He's never topped and trying to not only learn how to do it, but to do it well enough to please his lover would be too stressful. Taehyung's been through enough and simply wants to lie back and let his lover pleasure him in a new way. Jimin's lovingly scolded him enough that Taehyung no longer feels selfish for that desire and doesn't hesitate to admit his feelings.

"I... I'd really like to try that some time but not tonight. I've never topped before so it'd be really hard and I don't even know if I'd enjoy it. I want you to fuck me tonight; I'm ready for it and I feel safe with you. I want this."

Jimin's eyes scan over his face but when they don't find even a single hint of doubt, he agrees "Alright my little tiger but feel free to change your mind at any point. You're not in a brothel anymore, you can speak your mind and I won't be upset. At any point if something feels bad or triggers you, just tell me, it doesn't matter if we have to stop everything."

"I know. I know I'm allowed to have feelings and opinions now. I'm allowed to say no for the first time in my life but I don't think I'll want to, I never want anything to stop when I'm with you. Thank you for being here with me, you're my everything Jiminie."

Even though he's already said it multiple times, Taehyung's glad Jimin keeps repeating the fact that he's in control and allowed to stop things. Taehyung's getting better at not slipping back into his old mindset but it's still hard sometimes. There'll be moments when Jimin says or does something he doesn't like and Taehyung's brain screams at him to sit there quietly and take it. It doesn't take long for him to brush those thought away and tell his boyfriend to stop but Taehyung has a feeling it may not be that simple during sex. Having constant reassurance makes it easier to know that things are different now and nothing bad will happen if Taehyung gets triggered and needs to stop.

Despite now being on the same page, Jimin takes his time. He's always loved foreplay and Taehyung loves every moment with his boyfriend enough to not care what they're doing. Jimin lazily kisses his way up the slope of Taehyung's neck, humming at the smell of vanilla clinging to his skin from their bath. His hands at first rub comforting circles on Taehyung's back before slipping lower, kneading his ass cheeks before two fingers slip between them to tease his hole.

Taehyung's enjoying the closeness so much that all he can do is yelp when Jimin tosses him down onto the bed. His legs easily fall open for Jimin to settle between, the position all too familiar after dozens of nights spent in bed together.

Jimin runs his hands up and down the inside of Taehyung's thighs, never quite going high enough to tease him as he murmurs "Gonna open you up for me kitten. Would it help if I made you cum on my fingers first or do you want to cum for the first time on my cock?"

"Uh... Cumming would be nice, only once though. If I cum two or three times I'll be too sensitive and overwhelmed to enjoy you fucking me but one orgasm only makes me relaxed and needy for more."

Jimin probably already knew what the answer would be but give Taehyung's an approving smile. Getting to choose something as simple as that is yet another thing that helps Taehyung dispel his fears. Usually he loves letting Jimin control his orgasms and overstimulate him through as many as the older man deems fit, but tonight it's nice to have a little more say in what's done to him.

With his usual smirk, Jimin moves Taehyung higher up the bed so his head is resting on their pillows. He presses a doting kiss to the former prostitute's lips before slipping down his body, kissing every inch of skin he passes. By the time Jimin reaches his dick, Taehyung's already a wreck. Before Jimin he'd never realised how sensitive some parts of his body were but Jimin found and used every single one of them. Moans had always been something he faked to keep a customer happy but now they're something ripped out of him no matter how hard he tries to stay quiet.

Jimin's still smirking as he wraps his lips around the head of Taehyung's cock. It's already hard and curving up towards his belly but twitches under the sudden wet, warm heat. Taehyung's distracted enough by Jimin's mouth that he doesn't even notice his boyfriend lubing his fingers before one of them presses to his hole. It earns a loud moan but Taehyung only fists his hands in their bedsheets as Jimin works his middle finger inside Taehyung's ass.

Taehyung's heavy panting fills the room as Jimin opens him up, mouth suckling at his cock the entire time. He's not showing off his rather impressive deepthroating ability but instead is simply keeping Taehyung's cock warm and stimulated.

Once he's started to loosen, Jimin pulls back to add more lube and mutters "Talk to me Tae, I want to hear every thought that goes through your pretty head, remember?"

"I- I thought that was just during sex."

"It's always. Doesn't matter if we're having sex or lounging around home or out somewhere with people, I always want to know what my tiger is thinking."

Jimin starts working two fingers into Taehyung as the younger man whines, hips chasing the sensation as he pants "I'm just- I feel so good. Always love being in bed with you and letting you take care of me. I never thought I'd be able to feel comfortable while naked with a man but it feels so right with you, makes me feel so safe."

"You feel safe with me?"

"So safe, so fucking safe Jiminie" Taehyung sobs, gasping when a third finger fits inside him. Jimin is still licking and sucking at his cock but looks very smug to know that he's so thoroughly earned Taehyung's love and trust. Despite all the bad things Jimin does, he's never done anything to scare of threaten Taehyung, treating him with the utmost care and respect.

Now that Jimin has told him to talk and be loud, Taehyung is incapable of stopping. Words spill from his lips with almost no thought behind them. The logical, cautious part of his brain seems to have stopped working entirely so his words are unfiltered as Taehyung babbles about how good he feels and how much he adores Jimin. It's nothing he hasn't said before but when Jimin pulls back his face is shining with delight.

With a chuckle Jimin crooks his fingers just right to find Taehyung's prostate. He's become an expert over the last few months so Taehyung doesn't bother trying to hold back or control himself. His back arches up off the bed and toes curl as Jimin's masterful fingers give him a thorough prostate massage.

Softly the mob boss murmurs "That's it little tiger, such a good boy taking everything I give you" before ducking back down to lavish more attention on Taehyung's leaking cock. Previously he'd rarely gotten hard, assuming he just didn't experience attraction or arousal the way other people did. Jimin has proven that wrong a million times over, making Taehyung's cock so hard it hurts and leaks all over his stomach then making him cum untouched, another thing he didn't think was biologically possible.

This time Taehyung's orgasm builds up slowly, Jimin taking his time to make sure his lover feels every inch of the pleasure. He'd once timed how quickly he could make Taehyung cum and come back with an impressive result of under 2 minutes. Jimin is very capable of ripping a quick orgasm out of him but often prefers to take his time and make sure Taehyung gets to enjoy the pleasure.

Everything is so intense and a pleasant haze has settled over Taehyung so when he feels a familiar tug at his gut he barely has time to stammer "C-cumming, Minnie I'm gonna- Fuck I'm-"

With a scream Taehyung cums, Jimin drinking it all back with ease despite almost no warning. The older man bobs his head a couple more times before sitting up, giving his boyfriend the most painfully fond smile he's ever recieved.

It takes a few minutes for Taehyung's body to relax, slowly unclenching from his orgasm. Jimin drank back every drop so there's no mess to deal with and Taehyung's cock is already starting to harden a little in anticipation for what's to come.

Once Taehyung's ready, Jimin gently pulls his fingers out of Taehyung then straightens up and shuffles closer. Jimin's rarely been naked during their time in bed together so it's somehow both very new and extremely familiar. His dick is fully hard and curving up towards his stomach that leaves no doubt about how much he enjoys pleasuring his lover. Jimin being such a generous and doting lover isn't something Taehyung would've predicted but now he doesn't think he could ever be settle for less.

With gentle fingers, Jimin rubs Taehyung's stomach. He's never been particularly ticklish so the feeling makes him groan softly, a sound that Jimin always compares to a purr. There's a comfortable silence over the room for a long moment until Jimin breaks it to ask "Did you still want to go further? I won't be upset if you don't and maybe if you pout enough I'll let you touch me like you're always begging to."

"Not begging" Taehyung huffs but shakes his head "I still want you to fuck me Minnie, I won't change my mind. You're never going to fuck anyone but me ever again so no condoms, just you and lots of lube."

He says it like a joke but they're both very aware that it isn't. Taehyung is very serious about never letting Jimin go and there is no chance of him ever allowing Jimin to have an affair or other sexual partners. He's equally serious about making their first time together as painless as possible. Too many men have fucked him without enough lube and that's not the kind of pain he wants to endure when they're supposed to be making love. Jimin's always been overly generous to the point of occasionally turning Taehyung's ass into a slip and slide but Taehyung would hate for that to change.

Jimin murmurs "Of course, I'm yours now and I don't share my property so I would never expect you to either" as he reaches for the abandoned lube bottle. He very liberally coats his cock then shuffles even closer. Jimin's hands gently rest on Taehyung's waist as he asks "Is it alright like this? We can change position to make it easier."

"No! Riding is hard and I don't like being on my hands and knees."

"Ok, like this then, tell me if it gets too much or you need to stop."

After waiting a moment to make sure Taehyung isn't having last minute regrets, Jimin positions his cock at Taehyung's hole and starts to push in.

Immediately Taehyung's eyes start to unfocus, bad memories starting to flood his head before he's pulled back to reality by Jimin cooing "You're opening up so well for me my beloved, feels like you were made to take my cock."

His voice and hands gripping Taehyung's waist are enough to keep him in his body, any potential flashbacks fading into the background. Taehyung's had a few since they got together but they've gotten less frequent. Jimin is slowly but surely overriding all his traumatic experiences, helping Taehyung now associate things with his lover rather than the men who hurt him.

Once Jimin's fully inside he pauses, hands petting Taehyung as he whispers "There we go, such a perfect hole for me Taehyungie. Tell me when you're ready for me to move."

"You- You can move but..." Taehyung trails off, eyes flicking between Jimin's face and the place where they're joined before continuing quieter "Just- Just go slow, please. I... I promise you can be rough next time, just please be gentle for now."

Taehyung can hear the slight tremour in his own voice despite hating himself for it. The last thing he wants is to turn back into someone weak and afraid but Jimin quickly cuts off his spiraling thoughts.

"I'll be gentle love, now and every other time that you want me to be. Don't fret little tiger, I'm here, nothing's going to hurt you."

Ever so slowly, Jimin starts to rock his hips. Being full has never been a pleasant experience but it feels so different with Jimin. There's none of the usual pain or fear that comes from letting a man use his body. Instead Taehyung is getting the same pleasure he feels with Jimin's fingers or mouth except he has his lover so much closer.

It takes a few thrusts for Taehyung to fully get used to the new feeling but before long he whines. Clumsily he reaches up to grasp at Jimin's shoulder, trying to tug him down for a kiss before he gets too overwhelmed for it. Moaning into Jimin's mouth while his body is taken apart has always been one of his favourite things but this time Jimin doesn't give him what he wants.

The mob boss gives a little shake of his head, hips still moving in their slow rhythm as he turns his head to press a kiss to the inside of Taehyung's wrist. It feels good but isn't nearly what he wanted so Taehyung pants "C'mere Jiminie, gimme a kiss."

Jimin's eyebrows raise slightly as he murmurs "You sure? I don't want to crowd you and make you feel the way you did at the brothel."

With a little confused noise Taehyung takes in Jimin's position. He's between the former prostitute's legs but is sitting back on his ankles as he fucks inside him. His hands rest gently on Taehyung's waist but don't put any pressure unlike his usual desire to pin Taehyung to the bed and force him to take the pleasure Jimin gives him.

It's yet another thing that makes his heart swell with love for his boyfriend but Taehyung shakes his head. He sees Jimin's thought process but having his boyfriend so far away isn't helping and Taehyung wants him as close as possible.

"I know but you don't feel like another John, you feel like my soulmate. It'll help to have you on top of me so I can feel you."

Without another thought Jimin folds himself down, lying himself fully on top of Taehyung as he joins their lips. He's holding up enough of his weight that the younger man isn't crushed but having the comforting weight on top of him helps soothe Taehyung's mind. Being suffocated by an unknown man's body has always plagued his nightmare's but Jimin's body has become so familiar that Taehyung doesn't feel even a hint of fear.

Jimin presses kisses to Taehyung's lips, never letting it get too intense despite the younger man's whines. He's smiling softly but his frow furrows when Taehyung murmurs "Slow, slow Minnie."

He'd already been going slow but doesn't hesitate to slow down even more. Jimin's thrusts are leisurely but still manage to hit every good spot inside Taehyung with ease. The mob boss has become so familiar with Taehyung's body that Taehyung thinks his boyfriend could find his prostate no matter the circumstances.

In time with his gentle thrusts, Jimin starts to press kisses down Taehyung's neck. There are already a few hickies dotted across the bare skin but Jimin's doesn't hesitate to make more in between whispering "Nice and loud for me remember? Wanna hear you Taetae."

Taehyung hadn't even realised he was biting his lip but quickly releases it, a groan escaping him almost immediately. It's far from the brutal finger fucking and overstimulation he's used to but Jimin's giving him everything he'd ever dreamed of. A man is on top of him and fucking inside him but Taehyung feels utterly safe. In the future he wants to start exploring rough sex and other kinks with his lover but gentle, vanilla sex is just what he needs for his first consentual experience.

It hasn't been long since he came but Taehyung's already edging towards a second orgasm. The slow fuck is barely enough to provide stimulation but the emotional side of it has riled Taehyung up too much for it to matter.

Jimin is nibbing just below Taehyung's ear when the former prostitute gasps "Fuck I'm close again, holy shit Minnie you're fucking me so well. I- I never knew sex could feel so good, never even knew it could feel good at all."

"It's always going to feel good with me my beloved, I was born to please you. Be a good kitten for me and cum on my cock, I've imagined you like this for so long."

His pace stays perfectly slow and deep, filling up Taehyung in the way he never knew he desired. All Taehyung can do is let out a high pitched moan, reaching up to wrap his arms around Jimin's neck and hug him close. He's teetering on the edge of cumming untouched when Jimin's hand reaches down to wrap around his cock, giving one single stroke before Taehyung breaks.

He's experienced a lot of new things with Jimin but this orgasm is the most intense he's ever had. Taehyung's so overrun with pleasure that he only faintly hears Jimin groan and pull out, stroking himself as he cums over Taehyung's belly.

Before Taehyung even fully realises what happened, Jimin collapses down on the bed beside him. He's still floating but manages to roll over onto his side and cuddle into Jimin, neither of them caring that the cum across his stomach is making a mess on them both.

There's a long few minutes where neither of them speak or move. Jimin is so still on the bed that Taehyung considers whether he's fallen asleep but before long there's a soft groan "Fuck baby, I came so hard I think my dick is broken."

"Aw Jiminie, I'm sure I can bring it back to life."

"Oh I know you can little tiger" Jimin purrs, groaning as he also rolls onto his side to face his lover, hand reaching up to trace the sharp line of his jaw "I know I held us back for a long time but I'm glad you convinced me that now was the right time because it really was. I've never had sex that good and I can't even imagine how it could get better in the future. Gimme a minute and I'll get up to get a cloth."

Taehyung's in no rush so lets the room lapse back into silence for a few more minutes until Jimin groans. With a little pout on his face he pushes himself up, clumsily stumbling to the bathroom to retrieve a cloth to wipe down Taehyung's stomach and the mess that transfered onto his own body. It's as gentle and tender as ever but as soon as they're clean Jimin tosses the cloth to the floor and flops back down on the bed. Taehyung's very amused by his uncharacteristic laziness but happily cuddles up to his boyfriend again as Jimin grumbles "This is another reason why I didn't want you blowing me or anything. I get so fucking lazy after an orgasm and that's not what you deserve."

"Aw Min, you're so cute like this. I could've cleaned myself up if you're tired or-"

"No!" Jimin cuts him off, looking up to give his boyfriend a fierce glare "You will never have to clean yourself up when I'm here. Never."

Even as he scolds Taehyung for even thinking such a thing, his eyes are half lidded. It takes any of the actual heat out of his words so Taehyung can only giggle as he snuggles his face into Jimin's neck, breathing him in as they rest together.

At some point his hands find their way to Jimin's back, tracing the shape of the tattoo stretching down his spine. When Taehyung first saw it he'd almost fallen to his knees, outrageously aroused by the golden snake on his back. Some of the other prostitutes he lived with or the men who bought them had tattoos but Taehyung never understood the appeal until Jimin's. It fit his body so well that Taehyung took every opportunity to get his pants on it, tracing it with both his fingers and his tongue whenever Jimin let him.

Jimin's lips tug upwards slightly from the touch, leaning further into Taehyung to give him better access. Sex with Jimin is amazing but Taehyung loves the quiet moments afterwards just as much, if not more. He has Jimin bare and pressed against him but there's no pressure to do anything except cuddle and bask in each other's presence.

Taehyung keeps tracing the tattoo until Jimin whispers "You enjoyed everything right? I know you came twice so it must have been good but if I did anything that upset you I promise you can tell me and I'll never do it again."

"Everything was perfect, you made me feel so good. The only thing that upset me a little was when you were sitting up and not touching me much. I know you didn't want to crowd me but I like being crowded by you, feels safe."

"Ok, in the future I'll press down on top of you unless you tell me not to. Love you Taehyungie."

"I love you Minnie, am always gonna love you" Taehyung sighs, pausing for a moment before he reaches up to tap the skin right above his heart "You own my heart and always will so I should get your name tattooed right here so you'll always be with me."

It's a big offer but Jimin only smiles, eyes opening slightly to meet Taehyung's as he promises "I'll go first. You can come with me and hold my hand as I get your name tattooed then if you still want a matching one, I'll hold you as you get it."

"What if I get scared and back out?"

"Then you don't have to. You can try again in the future or find another way to carry me with you at all times. It's just ink baby, it's the meaning behind it that matters. I know you love me so it doesn't matter if I'm the only one with the tattoo, it doesn't change what we feel for each other."

Carving a man's name into his body is possibly the stupidest thing Taehyung has ever considered doing. It would be a terrible idea but somehow, Taehyung's at peace with it. He loves and trusts Jimin so he doubts he'll ever regret the tattoo. It seems unlikely that they'll get sick of each other or break up but even if they do, Jimin's still the man who saved him and taught him what love is so having his name tattooed will only bring up good memories.

Taehyung nods, not ready to make any solid promises either way. His fingers are still tracing Jimin's snake but slowly make their way up to his head in order to stroke through his messy hair. It's as soft as ever and falls across his face in a way that makes Jimin look younger than ever.

He feels so safe in his lover's arms that Taehyung can't help whispering "Thank you for being gentle and taking care of me, it was exactly what I needed. One day I want to try different kinks with you and let you fuck me within an inch of my life but this was what I needed for now. Maybe some day I'll feel so safe and loved that I won't be scared of other men anymore. I'm already starting to feel at home with your lieutenants and I hope one day I won't be scared of anyone. I'm really good with people so I could flirt with your enemies and work their secrets out of them like I promised when you took me in. Not yet but... Some day."

"I don't know if I could watch you do that, I'm very possessive over what's mine."

"That's ok, we'll talk about it when the time comes. I have skills that the rest of your gang don't so I could help if you needed a more delicate touch that doesn't involve violence and threats. I couldn't do it at the moment and I know you don't want me to but the idea of something like that in the future doesn't scare me the way it used to. I could flirt with men and seduce them into spilling their guts but only because I know you'd rip their head off the second I asked you to."

Jimin doesn't seem particularly fond of the idea but he still nods, seemingly warming up to it the more Taehyung talks "Ok, maybe some day. I still have a lifetime of things I need to do to you but maybe after that I'll be a little more open to sharing, only when it's necessary though. You can go out and seduce secrets out of everyone I know then come home to the only person who can pleasure you the way you deserve. You're mine Taehyungie, now and always."