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Bucky was all smiles over the next several days, each time Steve caught a glimpse of him, he started smiling himself; he never saw his friend head over heels so intensely before. She and Buck text one another nonstop since their date, even while Y/N trimmed and primped her new flowers, making them look pretty in her little blue glass vase. She adored her little roses, watching them slowly bloom over the days and touching the petals lovingly as she watched them slowly bloom.
Steve came home one afternoon to see Bucky intently staring at his phone, waiting for it to ping or vibrate at any moment. “Umm… Buck? You okay?” He was unmoving as he spoke, still staring at his phone, “She hasn’t text me yet… it’s been hours, she hasn't even said good morning to me yet.” Steve shrugged as he casually flipped through the mail, “Maybe she’s busy this morning… er… afternoon.” Bucky looked up and gave Steve *the look* as he grunted. “What? I’m just guessing, I’m in the dark just like you.”
Just as Buck was about to snap back, his phone pinged, the sudden tone making him jump a bit in his place before he unlocked his phone, pressing the messages button.
Y/N🍒🥰❤️: hey hey handsome! 😅 I’m sorry I haven’t text you yet, I was out getting stuff for dinner, would you like to join me tonight? 😏
He didn’t mean for his cheeks to start getting warm, but just reading her little invite made him blush like he was a teenager again.
Me: I’d love to 🥰 should I bring anything?
Y/N🍒🥰❤️: hmm. some wine would be lovely 😏 maybe something chocolate for dessert later tonight too 😏
Me: Done and done 😉 I’ll get them right now
Y/N🍒🥰❤️: good 😏 dinner will be ready around 6, maybe 6:30, but you’re more than welcome to swing by earlier if you’d like 😉💋
He bit his lip as he gazed at her little kiss before and jumped to get his shoes on. Steve nearly jumped out of his skin when he saw Bucky practically run out of the apartment, standing there dumbly as the door shut behind his friend. But he smiled all the same, he acted the same way when he tried to impress Dot all those years ago.
It wasn’t difficult for Bucky to go wine shopping, he had a classic go-to he liked, but bless him, he started overthinking everything all at once. What if she doesn’t like red wine? No, she had red when she went on that date with Steve. Wait, what did she drink with dinner the other night? Oh, she got a cocktail… right… Was it an old fashioned or sidecar? What if I made us cocktails? No, she said wine! He took a deep breath and slowly shook his head before he grabbed his favorite bottle of wine, stopping off at the bakery on his way home, and getting the chocolatiest treats he could find.
It was already 5:30 by the time he got back to the building, holding his little paper grocery bag in hand, and slowly climbing the stairs to their floor. He bit his lip when he got to her door, staring at the gold apartment numbers before he took one last deep breath, gently knocking on her door and waiting patiently. It didn’t take her long to answer, and damn did she look as cute as ever; she was wearing an old college hoodie and another pair of short shorts, and she smiled so big when she saw him standing there. “Hi handsome!” She didn’t hesitate pulling him in for a warm hug. He slowly smiled when he hugged her back, giving her a squeeze and making her squeak. “Hey, I’m sorry if I’m too early.” She pulled back and smiled up at him, “Don’t be silly, I told you to come over early,” He was so smitten by her smile, he hardly had time to register when she reached for his cheeks, pulling him down to her level, and planting a kiss on his lips. He softly sighed and closed his as he gently kissed her back, smiling to himself when he heard her humming happily.
By the time she pulled back, his cheeks were bright pink; of course it made her giggle. “Come in, come in, I just got started on dinner. And I’m gonna need that metal arm of yours in about 15 more minutes.” She smirked when she pulled him into her apartment, closing the door behind him before she scampered back into the kitchen. He smiled and reached into his paper bag, “I snagged the last two chocolate buttercream cupcakes, and I also grabbed the last slice of red velvet cake.” She smiled when she saw the Sweets for the Sweeties box as he pulled it out and placed them on the counter. “God, you really understood the assignment, didn’t you?” He blushed and pulled out the other dessert box from his bag. He was proud of himself for doing good on dessert. “I hope I got the right wine, I know you like red, and this one is my favorite.” She smirked as she took the brown paper wine bag he handed out for her, watching him bite his lip. She pulled out the bottle and slowly dropped her jaw, “Holy shit, Belle Glos Pinot Noir… this is a $50 dollar bottle of wine, Buck.” He smiled and shrugged, “Ah, it’s no big deal. I thought you’d like it.” She beamed as she held the bottle to her chest, “I know I will,” Glancing one more time at the label, making her smirk and look back up at him, “and from Russian River Valley? How very on brand for you.” He blushed when she winked at him, tugging his hoodie off and toeing off his boots before he stepped over to help her finish dinner.
She was adorable as he watched her skittered around the kitchen. She wanted to make them something called a Charcuterie board, some dried fruit here, several different kinds of cheese there, the occasional jam or habanero honey jar; he had to admit it was cute the way she made little hard salami roses with a spare wine glass. He of course put his metal arm to good use, carefully retrieving the baked brie from her oven and helping her cut figs into little quarter wedges. She made sure everything was perfect before she carefully picked up the board, “Can you grab the crackers and wine, please?” He smiled watching her take her time carrying the full board over to her coffee table, securing her spot by the fireplace, and making sure her cushion was fluffed just right. He made his way over to her and laid the crackers down before he opened the bottle of wine for them. She bit her lip when she saw how easily he popped the cork out, pouring out for both of them. Bucky smiled as he passed her glass to her, taking his seat, and making sure his back was pressed comfortably against the couch. “I’m glad we got to do this, Buck.” He looked up to see her blushing as she slowly sipped her wine. “I am too, Y/N.” He winked, making her smile once more.
They spent the next few hours laughing and talking as they ate and drank their wine; he was sure she was tipsy again by the way she kept laying her hand on his arm or knee when he made her laugh. But the way her eyes were so soft and dreamy… “I’m glad you came over tonight, Buck. I… wanted to get your opinion on something actually…” Bucky finished his glass before he set his glass down and looked at her, “Sure, what’s up?” She bit her lip and leaned forward a bit, touching his leg again as she did. “I need your thoughts on which costume I should wear for my next live.” She smiled when she saw his cheeks slowly turn pink, watching him swallow hard. “Erm- well… what… what kind of outfits did you have in mind?” She slowly smiled and bounced her eyebrows, “You wanna see?” And bless Bucky, all he could manage to do was nod.
She led him to her spare room, and he noticed she replaced the door knob with an encoded door knob, for privacy reasons obviously. He looked away as she pressed in her code, hearing the lock whir and unlock as she slowly opened the door, looking back at him. “You ready?” He nodded again, watching her push the door open and turn the lights on as she stepped in. It was just like what he saw in her lives, albeit a bit smaller in person, but it was exactly her; three baby pink/peach colored walls and a black accent wall, her signature neon sign and her posters hanging proudly, a little closet and dresser in one corner, and right smack dab in the middle, was her pink velvet lounge. He couldn’t help but step over and reach down, slowly running his hand along the plush material and smiling when he could feel his touch sensors on his vibranium hand softly tingling.
She cleared her throat behind him, holding two little hangers in her hands, smiling when she saw his wide eyes rove over the outfits she was displaying. On the right was another black set, skimpy and complete with little red bows here and there as well as a garter belt. On the left was a see through navy blue lace onesie, with a deep halter top and pretty little silk bow around the waist. “So… which one do you like?” He slowly smiled as he reached out and gently touched the soft material of the little blue bow, rubbing the soft fabric in his fingers, his eyes switching from one hanger to the other. He hummed, “Hard to say… I like the blue one… but black has always been my favorite color.” She slowly twisted her hips as she popped her hip to one side, “Would you like me to model them for you?” His mouth went dry as he slowly looked back up at her, his shyness starting to melt away as he kept feeling the soft navy bow. “You would do that?” She slowly licked her lips, “Of course I would.” He bit his lip and let go of the ribbon, reaching to touch the black lacy lingerie, “I wanna see you in this one…” Y/N slowly smiled again as she hummed happily, “Okay.” She slowly ran her hand up his stomach to his chest, and gently pushed him to sit back on her lounge, making him fall back with a soft ‘oof’. “Make yourself comfortable… I’ll be right back,” She winked back at him again as she slowly sashayed out of her content room.
He smiled to himself and pulled his hair free from his bun, getting a better look at her content room again. It looked like she had her computer set up to her TV, her webcam sitting neatly next to her keyboard. He scanned the room and saw her signature trunk full of goodies, recalling all the toys and bits she would pull out on her shows. Even her little vanity she had was absolutely her, white and baby pink with a makeup bag and perfume sitting pretty. He was admiring the privacy film she had on the tippy tops of her arched windows when he heard her sing-songy voice. “You ready?” He smiled and adjusted the way he was sitting, “Of course I am.”
He held his breath as he heard her soft footsteps on the wooden floor until she appeared in the doorway. Bucky’s jaw dropped when he finally saw her; her black bra and panty set fit her like a fucking glove, she forewent the garter belt, but it didn’t matter, she looked like a damn dream. Her shelf bra held her breasts perfectly, her nipples nearly peaking over the top. She slowly spun for him as she got closer, “Well… what do you think?” He nearly lost his breath when he saw how amazing her ass looked in her lace thong, she really did have a great ass. His hands started twitching on his knees as he leaned forward. And it made her giggle as she took a step closer, “Would you like a closer look?” His eyes kept roaming over her body as he nodded, not knowing where to look.
She giggled again, taking her time getting closer to him, and stopping right as she stepped between his legs. “Do you like it, Buck?” She slowly bent down and took a gentle hold of his wrists, guiding him to carefully hold her thighs and letting him run his hands roam wherever he wanted. “Yes… I like it… very much…” She hummed and bit her lip again. “Can I tell you something?” She slowly moved her hands to his shoulders, adoring how strong he was and how soft and well loved his black henley was. “Yes…” His eyes were glued to her hips as he reached to gently thumb the delicate material, slowly moving up to her waist. She sighed at the feel of his vibranium hand on her, happily realizing it wasn’t as cold as she thought it would be. “I wanted you to be the first to see me in this… I actually thought of you when I bought it,” Her hands slightly tensed on his chest, feeling not only how warm he was but how his metal arm melted into his pec perfectly. Her strap fell off her shoulder, making him slowly smirk as he finally looked her in the eyes, “Is that right?” She softly gasped when he felt him squeeze her waist gently; she slowly lifted her leg to kneel on the couch as she pushed him further to lay back and relax. “Yeah… maybe you could help me take it off too… or at least pull it to the side.” He followed her lead and helped her sit on his lap, making sure she was comfortably straddling him.
They were both starting to breathe heavily again, just like their first kiss. He searched her face, seeing if he could find any shred of unsurety or hesitation, but he could find none. “You want to?” She leaned forward even more and her other strap fell off her shoulder as well, “Yes please… please…” The sound of her begging made his cock stir in his pants, her smaller hands moving up to the back of his neck and his hair as she pulled him in for a kiss. This one was so much different than the others they’ve given one another, it was hot and needy, and the way she moved her body against his was the straw that broke the camel’s back.
He groaned and kissed her back just as needily, his hands moving down to her hips again, guiding her to start grinding against him. She sounded beautiful as she moaned into his mouth, even better than any and all the video’s she’s ever put out. Y/N tugged at his shirt, desperate to feel his skin on hers. He did his best to not break their kiss as he leaned forward and pulled his shirt up, pulling away from her for just a moment as he tugged it completely off. She took the opportunity to unhook her bra, but just seeing what lay underneath his shirt made her shiver on top of him.
“Holy shit, you’re beautiful.” Bucky looked up at her after he tossed his shirt to the floor too, seeing she was ogling his chest as she held her bra to her. He blushed and laid back again, letting her get a good view, even if he was still self conscious about his scars and his arm. Shuri really did an amazing job on this beauty, she thought to herself as she slowly reached out and gently touched where the vibranium met his chest, dropping her bra in the process. He sighed at how sweetly she touched him, reaching to hold her thigh again with his right hand, slowly inching closer and closer to her ass. Y/N was in complete shock at his arm, slowly taking in every little bit of him: the way the vibranium plates shifted when he moved, how it felt warm to the touch. All while she admired his arm, she could feel his other hand traveling closer and closer to her ass, and she smirked as she sat up to give him better access to pull her panties aside, already dying to feel his fingers on her.
His eyes were immediately glued to her chest as he made good on pulling the lace and elastic material of her panties to the side. Just as he was about to dip his fingers into her, she slowly ran her hand along his forearm, lifting it so he could hold her breast in his left hand. They both moaned low at how good they felt to one another. “Shit…” His voice was breathy as he ran his vibranium thumb over her delicate nipple, all while gingerly dipping his fingers into her already wet pussy. She moaned when she felt him breach her opening, gripping his wrist and arching her back as she planted his hand on his chest.
He was in absolute heaven laying underneath her, holding her breast in one hand as he slowly fingering her pussy with the other. After months of seeing her on his computer screen, he was finally able to feel her, hear her, kiss her, it was everything and more. But it wasn’t even the fact that he was finally hooking up with his internet crush, it was so much more than that… Getting to know her and see her for who she really was, and not just as some frilly pink cam girl. She was gorgeous… in every aspect.
Y/N’s hand tensed on his chest as she moved back on him, taking his fingers a little deeper inside her as she reached down and pulled his fly down with one hand. But the moment she felt him tense a bit under her, she froze all movements, looking down at him with such a soft expression. “Are you okay?” He bit his lip as he glanced over at her TV cabinet, looking at her keyboard and mouse… as well as her webcam. “Erm- are you sure we aren’t live right now?” She smiled sweetly at him and held his cheek, he was absolutely adorable for making sure. “Yes, babe.” She leaned in close to him and pointed to one of the cabinet doors, “The tower is inside there, and can only be turned on if it’s pressed and held for 5 seconds. And before I leave my room after a show, I always cover and turn my webcam to the wall.” She smiled again when he nodded, listening intently to her explain her process. “Does that make you feel better?” He slowly looked back at her, his nose brushing against hers as he sighed, “Yeah… much better.”
Buck leaned back in and kissed her again as he picked up his fingering pace, moving his other hand from her breast to help her with his fly. She gasped and moaned into his mouth as she clenched on his fingers, reaching into his jeans and gently pulling him out. He was so warm, and thick; she gasped softly, pulling away from Bucky’s lips for a moment, she needed to lay eyes on his cock. Y/N’s mouth started watering as soon as she got a good look at him; she never personally said dicks were pretty… but damn if he wasn’t the spitting image of a perfect dick. Thick was an understatement, she could barely wrap her hand around him, and it made her squirm on him even more.
“Buck… I don’t think I have a condom big enough for you…” He kept watching her as she stared at him, not quite able to take her eyes off him just yet. He swallowed hard and licked his lips before he looked up at her, “I mean…” She slowly looked up at him as he shrugged, biting his lip again as he pulled his fingers from her. She knew exactly what he was suggesting, and she batted her eyelashes a few times, “Well… we could… I got tested 2 months ago… but I haven’t had intercourse in a few years.” He nodded up at her, “I haven’t had sex in quite a long time either… and I’m clean too… monthly checkup at the tower. But also the super soldier serum and all.” She batted her eyelashes once more and softly muttered, “Oh.” And she slowly leaned forward, letting him pull his pants down just enough to comfortably pull his cock all the way out. “You’re sure?” That made her smile, even as he was helping her hover over him and pulling her panties to the side, he still asked for her permission. “Yes, Buck, I’m sure… are you?” His chest was already rising and falling quickly as he nodded, “Yes. Very much so…”
That was all she needed to hear as she lined him up to her and slowly sank down on his cock. She hissed as his tip slipped in, after years of being celibate, taking Bucky in one go was proving to be a bit difficult. His brows furrowed as he gently held her thigh, reaching for her clit with his metal hand. “I know… I’m sorry…” He moved his thumb over and slowly applied pressure, gently making circles on her little bundle of nerves. Her eyelids fluttered, it astonished her how quickly he found it and how well he knew how to use it. Her thighs trembled as she enjoyed his attention to her clit. She slowly sank further down on him, inch by inch; what took her by surprise was the way he smirked up at her, his wrist clicking and his thumb starting to vibrate against her increasingly sensitive clitoris.
She jolted as her fingers tensed in his chest, whimpering out loud as she squeezed his cock tight, but he kept her securely in place on his cock. He moaned softly as he kept his thumb pressed against her, feeling her take even more of him by the second. Y/N bit her lip once more and looked him in the eyes, “B- Buck–” Her voice was soft and breathy as she felt her stomach tighten, and her fingers and toes starting to tingle too. He groaned low, feeling her already starting to pulse around him as well as the vibrations through her pussy. She simply couldn’t hold it any longer, finally sitting firm on his lap, taking his last few inches and moaning his name low as she finally came. Her eyes rolled back as she orgasmed, her walls squeezing and milking Bucky’s cock as her body erupted into mind numbing tingles. Even he couldn’t stop himself from groaning softly.
Her hips slowly bucked against his hips, riding out her orgasm as her hands twitched on his chest, he didn’t even care that her head was thrown back or that she was in her own little world, he just laid there in awe of what was happening. She was just as beautiful in person as she was when he watched her lives. He was smiling to himself, hearing that she sounded different in person, it was a relief that she wasn’t putting on a show with him. When she finally came down, she let her head fall forward again, slowly opening her eyes as gazed into his, looking very hungry. Y/N licked her lips and guided his hands to her hips, “Fuck me, Bucky.”
He let out a low moan before he held her hips tight and dragged her back and forth on his cock, making his fat head snag her g-spot as his base rubbed at her over sensitive clit. She gasped hard and held his metal wrist as she clawed at his chest, her legs trembling already as he made her grind on him. He couldn’t get enough of her sounds, they were like music to his ears; not only that but feeling her slowly relaxing around his cock, that alone could have been enough to make him cum… but he wasn’t done with her. Her hand started to tense on him again, he could tell she was close again. “Keep going, doll. Cum on my dick again,” She kept whimpering, feeling herself get closer and closer before she fell on top of him, pressing her breasts against his chest and kissing him hard as she came once more on him.
Bucky’s eyes rolled back as she kissed him, moaning into one another’s mouths as she rhythmically squeezed his cock. She was like jelly in his arms when she came down again, gently pulling away to look at him with big dreamy eyes and wet pouty lips. He moaned softly as he wrapped his arms around her, loving how she clung to his arms when he did; he shifted to plant one foot on the floor and the other on her lounge as he cocked his head, “Think you got one more in you?” She slowly blinked and nodded her heavy head, “Yes.” He couldn’t help at how cute she was as he kissed her again, taking his time to hold her down to him as he lifted and thrusted his hips against hers.
Y/N sighed into his ear as she held onto his arms, letting him fuck up into her. She lovingly kissed his neck as he ravaged her, panting when he angled himself to hit her cervix with every powerful thrust. 260+ pounds of super soldier under her certainly knocked the wind out of her, and then some. He huffed in her neck, he tried so hard to hold off on his own orgasm, but the way she was moaning and moving against him made it very very difficult. “Fuck…” He could feel his balls starting to tense as he moved his hands to hold her ass. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum,”
But he felt her tense this time, the same way he did when he thought he was being recorded. She avoided his eyes when he looked down at her, fisting her hand on his chest nervously as well. But he kissed the top of her head and whispered, “I’ll pull out, I promise you.” He could feel her relax again, but only just as he slowly picked up the pace again. She moved her hand to hold the side of his neck as she sighed and moaned softly, wiggling as she felt herself starting to cum again. She gripped the back of his neck and let out one long low groan, cumming one last time on his cock. Bucky gasped and reached down to hold her ass, his vibranium fingers twitching on her soft skin as he let her ride out her orgasm once again.
He whimpered in her ear, he just couldn’t hold it anymore. He pulled back and lifted her off him in one smooth motion and sat her back on his thighs. He gripped her hips tight, and squeezed his eyes shut, not needing to stroke himself as he started cumming. His thigh muscles tensed under her ass as she watched rope after thick rope of cum splash onto his stomach and chest. She couldn't keep her soft gasp to herself, not only seeing how much he was cumming, but the delicious feeling of his balls twitching against her still soaked pussy was enough to make her peep.
By the time he came down from his high, he left quite the mess on his abs, softly panting as she watched some last few drops of cum slowly leak from his pink, well loved dick. He let out one last deep breath before he slowly opened his eyes, just now noticing she was still watching him. It wasn't until he looked down at himself that he noticed the huge mess he made. “Oh shit…”
He didn’t expect her to giggle, nor didn’t he expect her to gingerly lean back to her goodie dresser and pull out a clean white towel for him. He chuckled himself and slowly wiped his chest and stomach clean. “Always prepared, aren’t you?” She giggled again, holding onto the back of her couch as support, “Kinda have to be,” He smiled up at her as he finished up wiping his chest, tossing the towel onto his shirt so he didn’t dirty her rug.
They watched one another for what felt like hours, smiling like idiots before she slowly leaned back down to kiss his lips once more. He closed his eyes and leisurely kissed her back, just holding her close, and letting their heads spin in delightful bliss.